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( d\bt2 & n[1 /&+ ^u ! rock ( un%ak5 fai?1 ,i (f] ! clue t guid$ me to o!rs4 ,a "w ( ?is k9d is call$ = by ! _s ( ! age4 ,al?\gh ! signs ( ! times are said to be propiti\s1 yet !re are con/ant developm5ts ( undiscipl9$ & unsanctifi$ m9ds bo? 9 ,europe & ,am]ica1 :i* furni% matt] ( regret to ! philan?ropi/ & ! ,*ri/ian2 & ?\gh !re are great controv]sies--go+ on at pres5t2 9 relation to ! man's spiritual int]e/s1 c5tral po9t ( all ?is heat$ conte/ has be5 ! ,cross ( ,*ri/3 yet ! mo/ obnoxi\s ob/acle 9 ! way ( progress z to ! realization ( ,god's ,k+dom on e>? x is1 & f all qu>t]s ! same exclamation utt]$1 ! prie/4 ,m5 & wom5 entru/$ ) responsibilities ( rais+ *ildr5 9 ! ,*ri/-l way1 = ! future developm5t ( ?is great c\ntry1 w f9d valuable facts 9 ?is volume1 :i* ,i h endeavor$ to write1 9 ord] to meet ! exig5cies among1 n only c]ta9 p1 b among _m well-br$ & well-cultur$ prie/s4 ,9 criticis+ ?is "w1 ! intellig5t read] is respectfully reque/$ to take into acc\nt ! peculi> circum/ances "u :i* ?is book is writt54 ,i 0 only six ye>s old--9 ! ,engli% language--_m miles away f any lit]>y assi/ance1 & fifty miles f ! ,bo/on ,public ,libr>y1 :]e ,i c\ld d]ive _m te/imonies & op9ions ( undisputable au?orities to /r5g!n my religi\s op9ions & actions1 :i* are te/$ 9 ! mo/ practical way by all conditions & "u all circum/ances1 f ! o/5tati\s pomp ( a high prie/ to a lov+1 l[ly work] 9 ! slums ( ,*icago4 ,! place1 :]e ?is book is writt51 is a f>m situat$ 9 ! picturesque c\nty ( ,worce/]1 & x might rightfully h attribut$ to ! effect ( ! inspir+ natural surr\nd+s 9 ?is f>m t ,i 0 enabl$ to ma/] my views 9 fram+ !m accord+ to ! l+ui/ic requirem5ts ( ! ,am]ican read]1 us+ ! e day language = ! hi/orical "p ( my subject2 & ma9ta9+ ! m classical expression = ! m5 ) ! t5d5cies to argue1 j to make a %[ ( _! high] k1 ?us try+ to excuse !mselves = n submitt+ all _! p[]s to ! ,w ( ,god4 ,x has be5 said1 all mis]y comes to ! human race ma9ly f two causes2 fir/ly1 ?r\gh misconduct3 & secondly1 ?r\gh mis=tune3 !re=e2 s9ce !re is ! self-evid5t tru?1 9 ! axiom1 t1 :5 ! cause is diagnos$1 ! rem$y is ne> at h&1 let u "w unit$ly to remove ! cause ( all mis]y1 be x 9 ! ,greek p1 or ,jewi%1 or ,g5tiles1 & by ! light ( ! ,gospel's tru?1 let u put =? all our ef=ts1 :ile "h on e>?1 9 e/abli%+ happ9ess & good w to all m54 ,,rev4 ,,meletios ,,gold54 ,,nor? ,,rutl&1 ,mass41 #aiaj4 ,,*apt] ,i ,f>ewell ,x 0 ! ye> #aijc1 on a v beautiful day1 "o ( ^? ,april days1 t are well kn[n & appreciat$ by ^? :o h be5 =tunate en\gh to travel ar\nd ! purple ba!d ,m$it]ranean coa/1 t 8 royal highness1 ! pr9ce ( ,greece1 ,&reas1 w5t abroad to meet 8 swee!>t1 :o aft]w>ds became 8 wife & pr9cess ( ,greece4 ,x 0 a confid5tial royal talk1 ! betro?al ( ,pr9ce ,&reas1 b = ! newspap] man1 :o le>ns ev]y?+1 & he c keep a confid5tial talk z mu* z ,mrs4 ,gre5 did :5 %e promis$ to h] husb& to keep all to h]self t confid5tial talk !y _h "o night1 & ! fir/ ?+ 9 ! morn+ speak+ to ,mrs4 ,jones ov] ! f5ce %e confid5tially deliv]$ t confid5tial talk & 9 ! same mann] all ov] f5ces & telephones1 :]ev] !y 7 procurable1 to save ! "t1 ! talk w5t r\nd ! t[n & came back to ,mr4 ,gre5's e>s1 & he only blam$ himself = be+ ! fool to tru/ 8 wife4 ,s1 :5 ,pr9ce ,&reas1 came d[n to ,piraeus1 ! seaport ( ,a!ns1 to bo>d on ! fa%ionable ,fr5* ,s4 ,s4 ,mess5g]ie-,m>itime1 he 0 surpris$ by ! ?rongs ( p t ga!r$ at ! pi] to greet him good luck 9 8 royal love affairs1 because ! ,greeks pay m att5tion to ! royal love affairs1 ?an !y d 9 pay+ _! royalties to fatt5 m highness & highnesses ?an any o!r ,k+dom on ! face ( ! e>?4 ,! ,k+dom ( ,greece1 little m ?an two millions ( p1 pay to ,k+ ,george1 = 8 annual all[ances six times z mu* z ! n9ety millions ( p to ! ,presid5t ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates4 ,& e creature ( royal blood1 9 ,greece1 draws z high an all[ance1 z ne>] to ! ?rone 8 or h] rights happ5 to be4 ,besides1 _m ?\s&s ( acres ( ! be/ l& 9 ,greece1 is grant$ to ! memb]s ( ! royal family2 ?us caus+ ! imm5se emigration ( all ^! ,greeks1 :om y meet 9 e corn]1 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 try+ to make an hone/ liv+1 by %9+ y\r %oes1 or work+ 9 ! con/ruction ( railroads 9 ,am]ica & ,mexico4 ,! ,greek1 ?\gh born & rais$ among ! mo/ beautiful v9ey>ds t made ! hi/orical & fam\s ,nect> = ! ,gods1 yet :5 he leaves 8 home to g abroad1 he takes 8 la/ glass ( intoxicant1 till he settles himself1 9 a new adopt$ mo!rl&1 & makes a com=table home = ! que5 ( 8 he>t1 because home life is ! ideal ( e ,greek & he is a model z head ( ! family1 9 8 mod]ate means try+ to raise *ildr5 to 8 g5]ation & give !m ! be/ he c af=d4 ,hopeful1 t "s ,socrates or ,demo/h5es might develop out ( 8 (fspr+4 ,! ,greek has nev] be5 id5tifi$ ) any unlawful or crim9al movem5t ( ! s-call$ ,an>*i/ic or ,sociali/ic4 ,! ,greek at all times & "u all circum/ances is an example z a law-abid+ citiz54 ,greek hi/ory is ! pride ( all ! civiliz$ _w1 & 9 ! op9ion ( a mo/ di/+ui%$ sociologi/1 ! ,unit$ ,/ates is ! ,greece ( ?is age1 & he ?9ks t x is ! irresi/ible law ( gravitation & sympa?y t ! tide ( emigration draws ! ,greeks f ! anci5t ,greece into ?is new & glori\s ,greece4 ,& ! writ] 0 v little surpris$ :5 told t ,bo/on is ! ,hub ( ,am]ica1 or 9 ! language ( ! ,ar*aeologi/1 ! ,a!ns ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 & !re & !n he made 8 resolution to make 8 home 9 ,bo/on1 %\ld he ev] f9d ! way cle> to come to ,am]ica4 ,! joyful dream ( 8 life has become reality1 & = ! la/ six ye>s f 8 p]sonal obs]vations travel+ a little m1 p]haps1 ?an ! av]age ,am]ican travel]1 f ,atlantic ,ocean to ,pacific ,coa/1 he is privileg$ to "k t ! _s ( ! ,anci5t ,greece is n only conf9$ 9 ! ,hub1 b1 hospitality & ! love ( art & beauty prevails 9 ! v he>t ( e true ,am]ican man & woman1 ev5 9 ! remote/ village & hamlet1 & he has yet to "k ! "t or ! place :]e he did n feel p]fectly at home4 ,!re=e1 !re is no regret on 8 "p = bidd+ f>ewell to ! l& ( ! ,gods & ! city :i* _h be5 ! bir?place ( ta/e1 ( art & beauty & eloqu5ce4 ,! *os5 sanctu>y ( ! ,muses4 ,! prototype ( all t is graceful & dignifi$ & gr& 9 s5tim5t & action4 ,hi/ory & philosophy1 oratory & ! elem5ts ( ma!matical sci5ce claim z _! bir?place ! city ( ,a!ns1 :]e ,paul1 ! greate/ apo/le ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 utt]$ 8 immortal oration to ! ,a!nians1 on ! ,areopagus 7,m>s ,hill74 ,& he1 dignifi$1 temp]ate1 high-m9d$ & le>n$ 9 all wisdom1 ( 8 age1 ,paul1 confess$ t he 0 /&+ 9 ! mid/ ( ! highe/ civilization1 bo? ( 8 own age & ( ! ages t _h elaps$4 ,paul1 ) 8 face t[>ds ! nor? hav+ imm$iately beh9d him ! long walls :i* ran d[n to ! sea1 af=d+ protection aga9/ a =eign enemy4 ,ne> ! sea on ! "o side ! h>bor ( ,piraeus1 on ! o!r t designat$ ,phal]um1 ) cr[d$ ars5als1 _! busy workm5 & _! gallant %ips4 ,n f> (f 9 ! ocean ! ,isl& ( ,salamis1 ennobl$ =ev] 9 hi/ory z ! spot ne> :i* ,a!nian val\r *a/is$ ,asiatic pride1 & a*iev$ ! lib]ty ( ,greece4 ,! ,apo/le turn+ t[>ds 8 "r h& to cat* a view ( a small b celebrat$ hill ris+ )9 ! city ne> t on :i* he /ood1 call$ ! ,pnyx1 :]e /&+ on a block ( b>e /one1 ,demo/h5es & o!r di/+ui%$ orators _h address$ ! assembl$ p ( ,a!ns1 sway+ t arrogant & fickle democracy1 & !reby mak+ ,philip ( ,mac$on tremble1 or work+ good or ill = ! entire civiliz$ _w4 ,imm$iately be=e him look+ ^u ! cr[d$ city1 /udd$ 9 e "p ) memorials sacr$ to religion or patriotism1 & exhibit+ ! highe/ a*ievem5ts ( art4 ,on 8 left1 some:at beyond ! walls1 ! ,academy1 ) its groves ( plane & olive-trees1 its retir$ walks & cool+ f\nta9s1 its alt> to ! ,muses1 its /atues ( ! ,graces1 its ,temple ( ,m9]va1 & its alt>s to ,prome!us1 to ,love1 & ,h]cules1 ne> :i* ,plato _h 8 c\ntry seat1 & 9 ! mid/ ( :i* he _h taught z well 8 foll[]s aft] him4 ,b ! mo/ impressive spectacle lay+ on 8 "r h&1 t small & precipit\s hill ,! ,acropolis :]e clu/]$ toge!r monum5ts ( ! highe/ art1 & memorials ( ! national religion1 su* z no o!r equal spot ( gr\nd has ev] borne4 ,! ,apo/le's eyes1 9 turn+ to ! "r1 w\ld fall on ! nor?-we/ side ( ! em95ce1 :i* 0 "h & all r\nd1 cov]$ & protect$ by a wall1 p>ts ( :i* 7 s anci5t z to be ( ,cyclopean orig94 ,! we/]n side1 :i* alone gave access to :at1 f its orig9al de/9ation1 may be t]m$ ! =t1 01 dur+ ! adm9i/ration ( ,p]icles1 adorn$ ) a spl5did flight ( /eps1 & ! beautiful ,propylaea1 ) its five entrances & two flank+ temples1 con/ruct$ by ,mnesicles ( ,p5telican m>ble at a co/ ( #bjab tal5ts1 :i* is ! equival5t ( ab\t f\r millions ( ,am]ican doll>s4 ,9 ! "t ( ! ,roman emp]ors !re /ood be=e ! ,propylaea1 eque/rian /atues ( ,augu/us & ,agrippa4 ,on ! s\!rn w+ ( ! ,propylaea 0 a temple to ! ,w+less ,victory2 on ! nor!rn1 a ,p9aco!ca1 or picture gall]y4 ,on ! highe/ "p ( ! plat=m ( ! ,acropolis1 n m ?an #cjj feet f ! entrance-build+s j describ$1 /ood & yet /&s1 ?\gh %att]$ & mutilat$1 ,! ,p>!non1 ju/ly celebrat$ ?r\gh\t ! _w1 erect$ ( :ite ,p5telican m>ble1 "u ! direction ( ,callicrates1 ,ict9us & ,c>pion & adorn$ ) ! f9e/ sculptures f ! h& ( ,phidias4 ,nor?w>d f ! ,p>!non 0 ! ,ere*!um1 a comp\nd build+ :i* conta9$ ! temple ( ,m9]va ,polias2 ! prop] ,ere*!um1 call$ also ! ,cecropium1 & ! ,p&roseum4 ,?is sanctu>y conta9$ ! holy olive tree sacr$ to ,m9]va1 ! holy salt-spr+1 ! anci5t wood5 image ( ,pallas1 etc41 & 0 ! sc5e ( ! olde/ & mo/ v5]at$ c]emonies & recollections ( ! ,a!nians4 ,p]haps1 = ?is reason1 ,k+ ,george ( ,greece1 9 celebrat+ 8 #be? anniv]s>y on ! ,?rone1 he gave ^u ?is rock ( ,acropolis1 t rem>kable banquet to all cr[n$ visitors1 #age 9 numb] f e royal family ( ,europe4 ,at ?is memorable ev5t1 ! writ] held ! (fice ( man at arms on ! ,acropolis1 al?\gh he 0 ! y\nge/ (fic] 9 ! ,royal ,g5d>m]y ( ,greece1 at ! "t4 ,betwe5 ! ,propylaea & ! ,ere*!um 0 plac$ ! colossal bronze /atue ( ,pallas-,proma*os1 ! "w ( ,phidias1 :i* t[]$ s high above ! o!r build+s1 t ! plume ( h] helmet & ! po9t ( h] spe> 7 visible on ! sea betwe5 ,sunium & ,a!ns4 ,moreov]1 ! ,acropolis 0 occupi$ by s great a cr[d ( /atues & monum5ts1 t ! acc\nt1 z f\nd 9 ,pausanias1 excites ! read]'s wond]1 & makes x difficult = him to und]/& h[ s mu* c\ld h be5 cr[d$ into a space :i* ext5d$ f ! s\!a/ only #aaej feet1 :il/ its greate/ bread? did n exce$ #ejj feet4 ,on ! hill itself :]e ,paul /ood1 0 ! temple ( ,furies1 & 9 ! c\rt h\se ( ,areopagus1 !re 0 ! alt> to ,a!ne ,areia4 ,9 all hi/orical probability1 ,paul1 /ood exactly on ?is place :51 to ! unkn[n ,god z 8 text1 he deliv]$ ! und]/&+ ( ,! ,true & ,liv+ ,god1 :o made ! _w & all ?+s !re91 & he made ( "o blood all nations ( m5 = to dwell on all ! face ( ! e>?4 ,! writ]1 consequ5tly1 9 bidd+ f>ewell to 8 belov$ ,a!ns1 he knew t he 0 go+ z a bro!r among memb]s ( ! same family ( humanity 9 a l& :]e man is free to wor%ip ,god1 n 9 hypocrisy & deceit1 b 9 ,_s & 9 tru?4 ,on ! same beautiful ,april day t ,pr9ce ,&reas 0 go+ abroad1 ! writ] w5t abo>d on ! same ,s4 ,s4 ,mess5g]ie-,m>itime1 unaw>e ( ,h4 ,r4 ,h4's pres5ce !re1 notifi$ only at ! la/ mom5t by ! ag5t ( ! company1 ,mr4 ,*ri/oph] ( ,piraeus1 :o 0 on bo>d himself go+ to ,italy on a bus9ess trip4 ,mr4 ,*ri/oph]1 by be+ a memb] ( ! same fell[craft 9 :i* ! writ] 0 ! ,gr& ,*apla91 he took pa9s to secure a v com=table /at]oom = 8 bro!r ,*apla94 ,n[ ,i 0 foll[+ ,mr4 ,*ri/oph] & an (fic] ( ! ,s4 ,s4 to locate myself 9 ! suite provid$ = me1 & z we 7 oblig$ to pass ?r\gh ! reception hall !re ,i f\nd myself face to face ) ! ,k+ ,george1 & ! foll[+ dialogue occurs4 ,k+--,:]e are y go+1 ,fa!r8 ,i--,on a recreation trip1 ,y\r ,maje/y4 7,i %\ld h said1 on a re=mation trip47 ,k+--,i hope y w h a bon voyage4 ,i--,y\r ,maje/y's wi%1 ,god grant x to be s1 & ,i pray t ,8 ,fav\r %all cr[n ) joy1 all ! desires ( ,h4 ,r4 ,h4's1 ! ,pr9ce1 9 8 j\rney4 ,k+--,) y\r pray]s1 ,fa!r1 ,i believe ,h4 ,r4 ,h4 w be well successful4 ,& ) "o ( 8 well kn[n diplomatic smiles t conta9 manifold mean+s1 ,k+ ,george bid u f>ewell1 & 9 a few mom5ts ! big :i/le blew & a g5tle vibration ( ! boat gave ! notice t we 7 on ! move4 ,i w5t into my cab9 & look+ ?r\gh ! hole t 0 do+ duty ( a r\nd w9d[1 ,i beheld ! monum5t ( ,!mi/ocles pass+ sl[ly1 & :5 ,i c\ld see t no m1 ,i felt some?+ melt+ 9 my he>t & ov]-fl[+ly com+ up into my eyes 9 ! %ape ( two drops ( burn+ wat]4 ,i took !m on ! tips ( my f+]s & aft] kiss+ !m ) all ! t5d]ness ( a lov+ he>t1 ,i spr9kl$ !m into ! apeiron1 f>ewell to my lov$ ones left beh9d me1 :ile ! big ,s4 ,s4 9 full /eam 0 n[ c>ry+ me fa/] & fa/] into ! unkn[n & unc]ta94 ,i did n leave my cab9 & !re took my meals = two reasons2 fir/1 ,h4 ,r4 ,h4 express$ ! wi% to take 8 meals at ! regul> fir/-class d9+ table1 ) all ! mortals !re91 & ,i _h little desire to meet him anyway2 & second because ,i want$ to be alone to indulge undi/urb$ 9 my ?\ghts & /udy !m & keep notes ( !m = my future use4 ,! hi/ory tells u t x took ?irty ye>s = ! greate/ philosoph] t 0 ev] born to give 8 def9ite op9ion z to ! immortality ( ! s\l4 ,& if a philosoph] l ,socrates1 aft] ?irty ye>s ( con/ant /udy1 he knew "o ?+1 t he knew no?+1 x is absurd to d>e say t we %all ev] "k m ?an ,socrates did1 & 9 reg>d to ! mo/ p]plex$ problem ( ! human s\l we c only rejoice 9 ! fact t we are plac$ 9 a m advanc$ position above ,socrates1 t we c look ^u ^! problems ) m light1 & t is ! light t comes f ,galilee4 ,alone z ,i 0 9 my cab9 ,i ?\ght ( ,socrates1 ,i ?\ght ( ,confucius1 ( ,buddha1 & 9 fact ,i ?\ght ( ! _m anci5t & mod]n lead]s ( great movem5ts1 & ( new ?\ghts1 my admiration is insi/5t to ev]y?+ t is noble & pure 9 s5tim5t & praxis1 b !re is only "o lead]1 :om my _s admires ! be/ & ,i wor%ip him ) love & devotion1 ! man :o gave 8 life = me4 ,i knew ,i 0 free ?r\gh 8 dea? & ,i 0 happy4 ,! ,hi]>*ical *ur* 0 oppos+ me unreasonably2 my own de>e/ & ne>e/ relatives did n und]/& me1 _! /ronge/ argum5t be+1 h[ c\ld ,i sacrifice su* a high (fice & d5y a promis+ great] future & /ill be 9 my "r m9d8 ,n be+ satisfi$ 9 my own he>t1 mu* less conv9c$ 9 my m9d1 ,i made a pilgrimage to ,j]usalem1 9 ord] to f9d out :e!r ,jesus 0 ! only ,savi\r ( mank9d )\t ! necessity ( a prie/4 ,x 0 !n & !re1 :ile kneel+ on my knees ^u t rock ( ,golgo?a t came to me ) />tl+ =ce & cle>ness t ,i mu/ be a foll[] ( ,jesus ,*ri/ & n a repres5tative4 ,all m5 may live on ! ,*ri/-l way & be happy1 b ! man :o d>es p]sonify himself ) ! au?orities belong+ only to ,jesus1 t man mu/ be a fak]2 ,great] love ha? no man ?an ?is1 t a man lay d[n 8 life = 8 fri5ds & ,i knew ,jesus 0 my fri5d1 ! only fri5d left to me1 :ile e o!r fri5d _h =sak5 me4 ,9 t little cab9 ,i felt 8 companion%ip1 & look+ at ! clock on ! dress] ,i beheld 9 ! mirror a pleasant face smil+ at me4 ,! h\r 0 ne>ly midnight & ,i retir$1 s++ ,he promis$ nev] to leave me alone4 ,! voyage f ,piraeus to ,naples is said to be ! be/ & gr&e/ 9 ,m$it]ranean1 & 9 company ( a royal fell[ travell] might h be5 int]e/+ ev5 to ! mo/ ecc5tric ,yankee1 b to me x 0 a monoton\s ev5t1 & ! second ev5+ :ile ,i 0 walk+ = "s ex]cise on ! deck1 ,h4 ,r4 ,h4 came up to me graci\sly express+ 8 regrets = n see+ me at ! table1 & inquir+ if ,i 0 n feel+ well1 b he soon notic$ my laconical way 9 excus+ my abs5ce1 & he )drew1 leav+ me alone 9 my admiration ( a gr& view on a moonlight$ nature 9 ! ,m$it]ranean4 ,& ! only ?\ght occupy+ my m9d 02 h[ soon c\ld ,i get to ,am]ica8 ,= ?is reason p]haps1 ,i decid$ to take /eam%ip = ,new ,york at ,naples1 ,italy1 in/ead ( go+ to ,m>seilles1 *ief seaport ( ,france on ! ,m$it]ranean1 ?us =feit+ my rights on ,s4 ,s4 ,mess5g]ie-,m>itime1 t _h be5 paid f ,piraeus to ,m>seilles4 ,happily1 ,mr4 ,*ri/oph] 0 also repres5t+ ! ,s4 ,s4 ,co41 ( ,fabre ,l9e1 & ! ,s4 ,s4 ,g]mania ( ! same company 0 s*$ul$ to dep>t f ! h>bor ( ,naples 9 a few days4 ,x c]ta9ly 0 a pleasure & an opportunity ( :i* we took advantage to visit ! mo/ int]e/+ places 9 & ar\nd ,naples1 ! city ( f> fam\s & at ! same "t notori\s1 = !re ! /rang] notices1 9 e /ep1 ! beauty ( ,italian art & ! ,neapolitan fil? comb9$ 9 ! mo/ peculi> texture4 ,mak+ good use ( ! little "t :i* we _h at our disposal1 we took ! tra9 & w5t up to see ! ,city 9 :i* ! ,pope entomb$ himself a liv+ mummy r ?an to co-op]ate ) ! civiliz$ _w 9 build+ ,god's ,k+dom on e>?4 ,9 look+ ov] my memor&ums ,i h j discov]$ a description t ,i kept ab\t ! ,et]nal ,city4 ,! hi/orical facts !re9 are support$ by undisputable au?ority4 ,& ,i ?9k x apropos b5eficial to my read]s1 if x w be plac$ at _! h&s be=e ! clos+ ( ?is *apt]4 ,on ! riv] ,tib]1 ab\t fifte5 miles f its m\? 9 ! pla9 ( :at is n[ call$ ! ,campagna1 /&s ! fam\s capital ( ! ,we/]n ,_w1 & ! pres5t resid5ce ( ! ,pope1 ! ,city ( ,rome4 ,! surr\nd+ c\ntry is n a pla91 b a sort ( undulat+ table-l&1 cross$ by hills1 :ile x s9ks t[>ds ! s\?we/ to ! m>%es ( ,m>emma1 :i* coa/ ! ,m$it]ranean4 ,9 anci5t geography ! c\ntry1 9 ! mid/ ( :i* ,rome lay1 0 t]m$ ,latium1 :i*1 9 ! e>lie/ times1 compris$ )9 a space ( ab\t f\r geographical squ>e miles ! c\ntry ly+ betwe5 ! ,tib] & ! ,numisius1 ext5d+ f ! ,alban ,hills to ! sea1 hav+ = its *ief city ,laur5tum4 ,"h1 on ! ,palat9e ,hill1 0 ! city ( ,rome f\nd$ by ,romulus & ,remus1 gr&sons ( ,numitor1 & sons ( ,rhea ,sylvia1 to :om1 z ! orig9ators ( ! city1 my?ology ascrib$ a div9e p>5tage4 ,! orig9 ( ! t]m ,rome is 9 dispute4 ,"s d]ive x f ! ,greek ,romee1 /r5g?1 consid]+ t ?is "n 0 giv5 to ! place z be5 a =tress4 ,cic]o says ! "n 0 tak5 f t ( its f\nd] ,romulus4 ,at fir/ ! city _h ?ree gates1 accord+ to a secret usage4 ,f\nd$ on ! ,palat9e ,hill1 x ext5d$1 by degrees1 s z to take 9 six o!r hills at ! foot ( :i* ran deep valleys t 9 e>ly times 7 9 "p ov]fl[$ ) wat]1 :ile ! hill-sides 7 cov]$ ) trees4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! _m ye>s dur+ :i* ,rome 0 acquir+ to h]self ! empire ( ! _w1 ! city und]w5t great1 num]\s1 & important *anges4 ,"u its fir/ k+s x mu/ h pres5t$ a v diff]5t aspect f :at x did aft] x _h be5 beautifi$ by ,t>qu94 ,! de/ruction ( ! city by ! ,gauls caus$ a ?or\gh alt]ation 9 x3 nor c\ld ! tr\bl$ times :i* ensu$ h be5 fav\rable to its be+ well re/or$4 ,x 0 n till ri*es & arti/ic skill came into ! city on ! conque/ ( ,philip ( ,mac$on1 & ,antio*us ( ,syria1 t !re arose 9 ,rome l>ge h&some /one h\ses4 ,! capture ( ,cor9? conduc$ mu* to ! adorn+ ( ! city3 _m f9e specim5s ( art be+ transf]r$ f !nce to ! abode ( ! conqu]ors4 ,& s1 z ! p[] ( ,rome ext5d$ ov] ! _w1 & h] *ief citiz5s w5t into ! colonies to enri* !mselves1 did ! ma/]pieces ( ,grecian art fl[ t[>ds ! capital1 toge!r ) "s ( ! ta/e & skill to :i* !y ow$ _! bir?4 ,augu/us1 h[ev]1 x 01 :o did mo/ = embelli%+ ! capital ( ! _w1 ?\gh !re may be "s sacrifice ( tru? 9 ! po9t$ say+1 t he f\nd ,rome built ( brick1 & left x m>ble4 ,subsequ5t emp]ors foll[$ 8 example1 till ! place became ! greate/ repository ( ar*itectural1 pictorial1 & sculptural skill1 t ! _w has ev] se53 a result to :i* ev5 ,n]o's inc5di>ism indirectly conduc$1 z af=d+ an occasion = ! city's be+ rebuilt "u ! high] sci5tific influ5ces ( ! times4 ,! site occupi$ by mod]n ,rome is n precisely ! same z t :i* 0 at any p]iod cov]$ by ! anci5t city3 ! *ange ( locality be+ t[>ds ! nor?-we/1 ! city has p>tially retir$ f ! celebrat$ hills4 ,ab\t two-?irds ( ! area )9 ! walls1 trac$ by ,aurelian1 are n[ desolate1 consi/+ ( ru9s1 g>d5s1 & fields1 ) "s *ur*es1 conv5ts1 & o!r scatt]$ habitations4 ,orig9ally ! city 0 a squ>e mile 9 area4 ,9 ! "t ( ,pl9y ! walls 7 ne>ly tw5ty miles 9 circuit3 n[ !y are f f\rte5 to fifte5 miles r\nd4 ,its orig9al gates1 ?ree 9 numb]1 _h increas$ 9 ! "t ( ! eld] ,pl9y to ?irty-sev54 ,mod]n ,rome has sixte5 gates1 "s ( :i* are1 h[ev]1 built up4 ,?irty-"o great roads c5t]$ 9 ,rome1 :i*1 issu+ f ! ,=um1 trav]s$ ,italy1 ran ?r\gh ! prov9ces1 & 7 t]m9at$ only by ! b\nd>y ( ! empire4 ,z a />t+ po9t a gilt pill> 7,milli>ium ,aureum7 0 set up by ,augu/us 9 ! middle ( ! ,=um4 ,?is curi\s monum5t1 f :i* di/ances 7 reckon$1 0 discov]$ 9 #ahbc4 ,eight pr9cipal bridges l$ ov] ! ,tib]3 ( ^! ?ree are /ill relics4 ,! f\r di/ricts into :i* ,rome 0 divid$ 9 e>ly times1 ,augu/us increas$ to f\rte54 ,l>ge op5 spaces 7 set ap>t 9 ! city1 call$ ,campi1 = assemblies ( ! p & m>tial ex]cises1 z well z = games4 ,( n9ete5 :i* are m5tion$1 ! ,campus ,m>tius 0 ! pr9cipal4 ,x 0 ne> ! ,tib]1 :5ce x 0 call$ ,tib]9us4 ,! epi!t ,m>tius 0 d]iv$ f ! pla9 be+ consecrat$ to ,m>s1 ! god ( w>4 ,9 ! lat] ages x 0 surr\nd$ by sev]al magnific5t /ructures1 & porticoes 7 erect$1 "u :i*1 9 bad wea!r1 ! citiz5s c\ld g ?r\gh _! usual ex]cises4 ,x 0 also adorn$ ) /atues & ar*es4 ,! "n ( ,=a 0 giv5 to places :]e ! p assembl$ = ! transaction ( bus9ess4 ,! ,=a 7 ( two k9ds--=a v5alia1 m>kets1 & =a civilia1 law c\rts1 etc4 ,until ! "t ( ,julius ,cs> !re 0 b "o ( ! latt] k9d1 t]m$ by way ( di/9ction ,=um ,romanum1 or simply ,=um4 ,x lay betwe5 ! ,capitol9e & ,palat9e ,hills3 x 0 eight hundr$ feet wide1 & adorn$ on all sides ) porticoes1 %ops1 & o!r edifices1 on ! erection ( :i* l>ge sums _h be5 exp5d$1 & ! appe>ance ( :i* 0 v impos+1 especially z x 0 mu* enhanc$ by num]\s /atues4 ,9 ! c5tre ( ! ,=um 0 ! pla9 call$ ! ,curtian ,lake1 :]e ,curtius is said to h ca/ himself into a *asm or gulf1 :i* clos$ on him1 & s he sav$ 8 c\ntry4 ,on "o side 7 ! elevat$ seats or sugge/us1 a sort ( pulpits f :i* magi/rates & orators address$ ! p1 usually call$ ,ro/ra1 because adorn$ ) ! beaks ( %ips :i* _h be5 tak5 9 a sea-fight f ! inhabitants ( ,antium4 ,ne> by 0 ! "p ( ! ,=um call$ ! ,comitium1 :]e 7 held ! assemblies ( ! p call$ ,comitia ,curiata4 ,! celebrat$ temple1 be>+ ! "n ( ,capitol1 ( :i* !re rema9 only a few ve/iges1 /ood on ! ,capitol9e ,hill1 ! highe/ ( ! sev53 x 0 squ>e 9 =m1 ea* side ext5d+ ab\t two hundr$ feet1 & ! asc5t to x 0 by a flight ( "o hundr$ /eps4 ,x 0 "o ( ! olde/1 l>ge/1 & gr&e/ edifices 9 ! city4 ,f\nd$ by ,t>qu9ius ,priscus1 x 0 at sev]al times enl>g$ & embelli%$4 ,its gates 7 ( brass1 & x 0 adorn$ ) co/ly gild+s3 :5ce x is t]m$ gold5 & glitt]+1 aurea1 fulg5s4 ,x enclos$ ?ree /ructures1 ! temple ( ,jupit] ,capitol9us 9 ! c5tre1 ! temple ( ,m9]va on ! "r1 & ! temple ( ,juno on ! left4 ,! ,capitol also includ$ "s m9or temples or *apels1 & ! ,casa ,romuly1 or ,romulus1 cov]$ ) /raw4 ,ne> ! asc5t to ! ,capitol 0 ! asylum 7,cities ( refuge74 ,we also m5tion ! ,basilic1 s9ce "s ( !m 7 aft]w>ds turn$ to ! purposes ( ,*ri/ian wor%ip4 ,!y 7 orig9ally build+s ( great spl5d\r1 be+ appropriat$ to meet+s ( ! s5ate1 & to judicial purposes4 ,"h c\nsellors receiv$ _! cli5ts1 & bank]s transact$ _! bus9ess4 ,! e>lie/ *ur*es1 be>+ ! "n ( ,basilic1 7 erect$ "u ,con/ant9e ! ,great4 ,he gave 8 own palace on ! ,caelian ,hill z a site = a ,*ri/ian temple4 ,next 9 antiquity 0 ! *ur* ( ,/4 ,pet]1 on ! ,vatican ,hill1 built ,a4,d4 #cbd1 on ! site & ) ! ru9s ( temples consecrat$ to ,apollo & ,m>s4 ,x /ood ab\t twelve c5turies1 at ! end ( :i* x 0 sup]s$$ by ! mod]n *ur* be>+ ! same "n4 ,! ,cirei 7 build+s oblong 9 %ape1 us$ = public games1 races1 & bea/-fights4 ,! ,!atra 7 edifices design$ = dramatic exhibitions3 ! ,amphi!atra 7d\ble !atres1 build+s 9 an oval =m7 s]v$ = gladiatorial %[s & ! fight+ ( wild animals4 ,t :i* 0 erect$ by ! ,emp]or ,titus1 & ( :i* !re /ill exi/s a spl5did ru91 0 call$ ! ,coliseum1 f a colossal /atue ( ,n]o t /ood ne> x4 ,) an excess ( luxury1 p]fum$ liquids 7 convey$ 9 secret tubes r\nd ^! imm5se /ructures1 & diffus$ ov] ! spectators1 sometimes f ! /atues :i* adorn$ ! int]ior4 ,9 ! ar5a :i* =m$ ! c5tre ( ! amphi!atres1 ! e>ly ,*ri/ians (t5 endur$ m>tyrdom by be+ expos$ to rav5\s bea/s4 ,9 mod]n ,rome !re are v>i\s ?+s to excite ! curiosity ( ! /rang]1 b 9 my obs]vations ,i c\ld only see f\r elem5ts pr$om9at+ above ev]y?+1 monks1 nuns1 prie/s & begg>s4 ,!y =m a cont9u$ procession all day long ( ! mo/ spectacul> c>nival t c\ld be se5 9 any ( ! ,babylons ( ! _w4 ,& n[ :ile 9 ,rome1 we might ask ! "q3 ,:o f\nd$ ! *ur* at ,rome8 ,! "q is equally int]e/+1 if n important to ! ,prote/ant & to ,ca?olic4 ,! ,romi% *ur* assigns ! hon\r to ,pet]1 & on ?is gr\nds an argum5t 9 fav\r ( ! claims ( ! ,papacy4 ,b /rict se>* 9 & ab\t all ! obta9able s\rces ( k1 x does give no suffici5t reason = believ+ t ,pet] 0 ev] ev5 s mu* z )9 ! walls ( ,rome4 ,?us1 by all inspir$ docum5ts !re is "o title cle> left to ,pope & 8 s*eme1 unacc\ntable falsifi]4 ,z an orda9$ ,high ,prie/ 9 ! ,greek ,or?odox ,*ur*1 ,i h be5 = _m ye>s /udi$ 9 ?is p>ticul> subject4 ,! ,libr>ies 9 ,m\nt ,a?os gave me all ! opportunities t ! high & exalt$ position1 :i* ,i held1 c\ld af=d1 to f9d ! tru? conc]n+ ! claims ( ! ,pope4 ,! ,fa!rs ( ! ,*ur*1 ,basil ! ,great1 ,gregory ! ,!ologian1 ,john ,*ryso/omus1 & all ! ho/ ( ,ecclesia/ical au?orities agree unanim\sly t ! ,"l ,jesus nev] int5d$ to conc$e any "r ( supremacy1 to ,pet]1 ov] ! o!r apo/les4 ,o!rwise ,he 7,jesus7 w\ld nev] h said ^? wond]ful words 7,matt4 #bj1 #be1 etc471 & ,pet] himself disclaim+ ! ass]tions ( ! ,papacy 7,pet4 #a1 #e1 #c1 etc474 ,& x is c]ta9 t !re is no in/ance on record ( ! apo/le's 7,pet]7 hav+ ev] claim$ or ex]cis$ ?is suppos$ p[]1 b on ! contr>y1 he is (t5] ?an once repres5t$ z submitt+ to an ex]cise ( p[] ^u ! "p ( o!rs1 z :51 = in/ance1 he w5t =? z a mess5g] f ! apo/les assembl$ 9 ,j]usalem to ! ,*ri/ians 9 ,sam>ia1 & :5 he receiv$ a rebuke f ,paul4 ,n[ z a matt] ( fact1 if ,pet] 0 ev] ,great1 t 01 :5 he rep5t$ = d5y+ 8 ,ma/]4 ,rep5tance1 !re=e1 is ! only hope left = ! ,pope1 if he ev] expects to he> ! bless$ voice ,fe$ my %eep4 ,9 ^! days ( enlight5m5t & progress1 :ile humane feel+s are tak+ ! place ( spite & hatr$ among ! civiliz$ nations1 & religi\s prejudice is giv+ way to good w & tol]ance1 ,rome is1 f ! ,vatican po9t ( view1 ! /umbl+-block ( e hone/ ef=t 9 ! purification ( ! individual he>t & ! uplift+ ( ! millions ( s\ls t are d[ntrodd5 "u ! s&als ( hy5ical monks4 ,:5 ! ,pope1 a few mon?s ago1 reject$ ,mr4 ,roosevelt & ,mr4 ,fairbanks1 two models ( manhood & virtue1 he made x cle> to ! _w t he is suff]+ incurably1 f b>b>itis1 & t 8 case is hopeless4 ,b1 x is to be hop$ t z ,rome is already reg5]at$ politically & socially1 s1 we pray t 9 n f> di/ant day1 ,rome1 %all also be reg5]at$ spiritually4 ,9 ! meantime we %all cont9ue our j\rney1 & n[ we hurry back to take ! ,s4 ,s4 ,g]mania f ,naples to ,new ,york4 ,& :5 ,i 0 well locat$ on bo>d1 ,i kiss$ good-bye to my fri5d & bro!r ,*ri/oph]1 ?ank+ him = 8 assi/ance & bidd+ to ! old _w ,,f>ewell6 ,,f>ewell6 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,arrival ,sunday morn+ ! #af? ( ,may1 #aijc1 ! v h&some ,s4 ,s4 ,g]mania1 ca/ an*or 9 ! docks ( ,brooklyn4 ,inde$1 !re is no p>ticul> significance 9 a /eam%ip arriv+ 9 ! h>bor ( ,brooklyn & ,new ,york1 = !y come by hundr$s f all p>ts ( ! _w1 e day 9 ! week & _m ( !m e ,sunday ( ! ye>4 ,x is = ! dilig5t obs]v] t !re are m lessons to be drawn f a day pass$ along ! ,brooklyn bridge ?an !re are 9 ! mo/ exclusive circles ( ! #djj4 ,& if ,i am all[$ to make any comp>ison at all ,i %\ld put x 9 ! foll[+ %ort s5t5ces4 ,! =m] lessons w\ld be ( a he>t f :i* all art]ies transport ! necess>y elem5ts to keep up undim9i%$ ! vitality ( ?is great cosmopolitan body1 :ile ! latt] uncontrov]tibly is only a "p ( ! body1 & un=tunately x is ! /oma* t consumes lavi%ly ev5 to ! core all t ! :ole body c produce4 ,yet to an e day pass]-by nei!r :5 he travels across ! ,brooklyn bridge rubb+ elb[s ) ! scores ( ! masses ( humanity t ha/5 _! way unconsid]ate by nobody1 nor :5 9 8 big r$ or yell[ automobile hurry+ up ,fif? ,av5ue he is plann+ 9 8 m9d a new s*eme h[ to make m money1 or he is ! heir ( ri*es untold & _m millions are wait+ = him to be scatt]$ 9 all w9ds1 8 social /&>d to keep up & 8 neighbor's honor to br+ d[n & z a rule to accompli% 8 own de/ruction1 ! "t is ( no value unless !re is "s pr(it 9 x = ! only scope 9 8 life is self gratification4 ,illu/ration3 ,,rev4 ,m4 ,,gold5 ,9 ,8 ,/reet ,attire z ,high ,prie/ ,! ,s4 ,s4 ,g]mania 9 spl5dor & commodities c\ld pr\dly be call$ ! ,mauretania or ,lucetania ( ! ,fabre ,l9e1 a v comm5dable company judg+ f ! good (ficials & desirable att5dants we _h on bo>d ! ,g]mania4 ,h] arrival at ! pres5t voyage _h exceptional significance1 & if e ,s4 ,s4 :i* arrives ?is side ( ! ocean _h p>allel in/ances x w\ld be only a matt] ( "t :5 all ! legislators :i* are engag$ 9 mak+ ! emigration laws w\ld f9d !mselves out ( bus9ess1 because ! ,k+dom ( ,god t kn[s no divisions & no di/9ctions ( nations & races %\ld soon be e/abli%$ to make a heav5 on e>? & !re x w\ld be "o ,"l--"o fai?--"o baptism = all human races1 & all m5 c\ld !n move 9 ! diff]5t p>ts ( ! _w )\t any cr$5tials & !y c\ld be welcome ev]y:]e z memb]s ( ! same family d :5 !y live )9 ! b\nd>ies ( love4 ,s9ce ! inv5tion ( ,logos 9 ! art ( mak+ hi/ory wor? read+1 ?r\gh ! ages ! hi/orian d]ives 8 intellig5ce f all s\rces apt to contribute to 8 object & unsp>+ly he treats zoology1 botany & all k+doms end+ 9 "s k9d ( y1 j to s]ve 8 purpose successfully4 ,& ! writ]s ( ! ,scriptures are n exempt$ to ?is rule1 inspir$ z x 71 !y m5tion$ almo/ e kn[n & unkn[n animal :i* our =efa!r ,noah sav$ 9 8 ,ark1 & if ! ass plays s an important "p 9 ! ,book ( books1 ,g]mania surely is entitl$ to "s consid]ation 9 ! hi/ory ( my conv]sion4 ,x w be impossible = me to ev5 attempt to skiagraph all t took place on bo>d ! ,g]mania f ! "t we left ,naples ( sunny ,italy till we arriv$ 9 ! docks ( ,brooklyn1 elev5 & "o-half days' voyage ) only a %ort /op at ,gibralt>1 t =tifi$ rock = :i* ,great ,brita9 is ready to play all h] p[] j to ma9ta9 t dry & ungraceful rock1 b1 ! key ( two seas1 & 9 ,azores ,isl&s to ex*ange mail1 our j\rney 0 a nev] to be =gott5 cont9ual holiday4 ,"o odd incid5t t kept our m]rim5t all ^! days1 0 ! symptomatical numb] ?irte54 ,! ,s4 ,s4 ,g]mania 0 c>ry+ on bo>d sev]al hundr$ emigrants1 mo/ly f sunny ,italy1 !y 7 repres5t+ all conditions & descriptions com+ to ,am]ica to make _! =tune1 :i* b a few exceptions is a sweet hope into e emigrant's he>t & ?\gh (t5 proves to !m t x 0 only a dream1 & !re are millions ( emigrants all ov] ?is l& :o aft] _m ye>s ( h>d "w !y are /ill /ruggl+ = a m]e exi/5ce1 yet !y come & !y %all cont9ue to come = x is ! rule ( ! univ]se2 !y simply _c resi/ ! law t gov]ns & moves ! ,sympan4 ,& ! ,s4 ,s4 ,g]mania 0 well occupi$ 9 its v>i\s comp>tm5ts1 b !re 7 only t5 ( u voyag]s 9 ! res]v$ fir/ cab9s1 & at meal "t ) ! fir/ ,capta9 at ! head ( ! table & "o ,commission] repres5t+ ! ,gov]nm5t & ! fir/ physician ( ! boat !n we made up ! numb] #ac2 & ?\gh ,i am n a sup]/iti\s p]son ,i 0 ! fir/ "o to call ! att5tion to t fact1 & !re ! fun began4 ,! fell[ voyag]s insi/+ t %\ld any dang] ( tempe/u\s & /ormy gale ?reat5 _! safety !y _h to ca/ lots to "k = ^: cause ! evil came1 & z ,i 0 ! only repres5tative ( ! religi\s s5tim5t1 9 all probability ,i _h to und]go ! same exp]i5ce z ,jonah _h1 yet our fe>s did n ev5 approa* any realization b in/ead z x 0 desirable to all on bo>d we enjoy$ a v pleasant voyage all ! way & ! ,capta9 himself unres]v$ly ) 8 boyi% *e]fulness express$ 8 gratification = all t came out s p]fectly satisfactory4 ,& ! ,capta9 be+ desir\s to commemorate ! agreeable ev5t he gave ! night be=e our arrival at ,brooklyn a unique banquet 9 ! big reception hall ) v>i\s symbolical decorations 9 honor to 8 excell5cy ! numb] #ac4 ,& to make ! ev5t m memorable ! ,capta9 himself w5t ar\nd ! boat visit+ all ! emigrants & select+ #ac ( ! mo/ musical ,italian boys & girls ) _! h>ps1 m&ol9s & tamb\r9es1 a p]fect /r+$ b&1 & :ile our m]rim5t 0 9 its z5i? he conduct$ !m on ! upp] deck :]e ! reception hall 0 locat$ into ! adjo9+ room & )\t w>n+ we began to he> ! waves vibrat+ ?r\gh ! walls into our hall & soon our e>s 7 fill$ ) div9e melodies4 ,!y 7 play+ ,tosca1 ,pucc9i's mo/ inspir$ composition & ! translation ( ^! p beh9d ! walls x really conta9$ t pa?os :i* all arti/s agree1 yet unable to expla9 h[ s _m *ildr5 ( sunny ,italy became _w-wide fam\s = ! embodim5t ( t musical & h>moni\s pa?os ( :i* ,tosca is ! favorite piece ( ! greate/ liv+ t5or ,c>uso4 ,9 an un=tunate ev5t t occurr$ to me "s "t ago ,i lo/ ! names ( my fell[ voyag]s on t memorable trip on ! ,g]mania1 yet ,i c well recollect t !re 7 two ,am]ican newly-w$d$ c\ples f ! we/]n cities1 j return+ home f _! ext5sive honeymoon trip abroad1 & !re 0 a g5tleman1 v ref9$ & well cultur$ 9 lit]ature :om we call$1 ! ,a!nian1 z he hail$ f ,bo/on1 :i* 9 ! language ( all =eign]s is ! ,a!ns ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 & !re 0 ! ,jew m]*ant f ,*icago1 & ano!r g5tleman1 an ,italian pr(essor1 :o 0 go+ to occupy an exalt$ position 9 "o ( ! ,roman ,ca?olic ,in/itutions 9 ,new ,orleans1 & to our delight !re 0 ,miss ,m>ia1 ! only belov$ daught] ( ,dr4 ,a*illes ,rose ( ,new ,york4 ,dr4 ,rose is n only a v prom95t practition] z a physician 9 ,new ,york1 b he is ackn[l$g$ z an em95t au?ority by ! mo/ exclusive ,academies ( ,europe conc]n+ m$ical matt]s1 z well z a great l+ui/ 9 ! anci5t & mod]n languages1 & a numb] ( publications contribut$ to ! sci5tific rese>* are ! monum5ts ( 8 conv9c+ p5man%ip4 ,8 daught] _h j f9i%$ a long c\rse 9 ! be/ college ,arsakeion exclusive in/itution = girls 9 ,a!ns1 ,greece2 & %e 0 well qualifi$ to tea* ! ,anci5t & ,mod]n ,greek language z well z any pr(essor 9 ! ,am]ican colleges & univ]sities4 ,i _h to g c>efully myself 9 ord] to keep pace ) h] 9 ! exactness ( pronunciation ( ! ,greek words1 & :5 li/5+ to h] tell+ "s ( ! joyful exp]i5ces %e exp]i5c$ 9 le>n+ ?is wond]ful ,greek language ,i felt l a ,sunday s*ool s*ol> impress$ by h] rhy?mical & melodi\s h>mony 9 pron\nc+ e ^w & s5t5ce t s\nd l ! old ,greek music :i* ev5 ,apollo himself w\ld be glad to li/5 to4 ,) ,miss ,m>ia ,rose !re 0 ,miss ,m>g>et1 a tall sl5d] figure ) e *>act]i/ic ( a g5u9e ,k5tucky girl1 a v respectable maid51 %e 0 c>ess+ = ,miss ,m>ia ,rose ) mo!rly t5d]ness1 %e 0 ! playmate & con/ant companion ( ,miss ,m>ia n[ pass+ ! bridge ( h] te5s2 yet ,miss ,m>g>et c\ld n tol]ate see+ h] lean+ on ! rails ( ! ,g]mania1 %e appe>$ presumably afraid t "s t]rible :ale might swall[ h] little ,m>ia :om %e lov$ z mu* z a "m c\ld love h] own *ild1 a pleasure :i* %e nev] _h1 to "k & to love a *ild ( h] own1 & ,m>ia appe>$ to appreciate ! k9dness ( h] gov]ness4 ,n[ to make up ! li/ ( ! t5 voyag]s !re 0 also y\r ob$i5t s]vant1 com+ ov] to ,am]ica to /udy religi\s1 social & indu/rial conditions4 ,an acc\nt ( 8 reasons = tak+ ?is /ep %all be giv5 lat] on4 ,at ?is "t ,i mu/ proce$ to complete my acqua9tances on bo>d ! ,g]mania4 ,f ! fir/ day on bo>d ,i f9d myself 9 v fri5dly t]ms ) e "o ( my fell[ voyag]s1 & be=e ,i knew x ,i 0 ! fa!r ( !m all4 ,z a ,high ,prie/ dress$ 9 my *ur* g>bs1 !y j pa/$ 9 front ( my "n ! monki% title1 ,fa!r1 :i* ,i nev] accu/om$ myself ?\gh my (ficial *ur* "n consi/s ( ab\t a half a doz5 titles4 ,! ,capta9 ( ! ,g]mania1 a typical ,fr5* g5tleman v agreeable 9 all 8 ways1 ) my little ,fr5* enabl$ me to make myself und]/ood4 ,i _h ! pleasure ( pass+ _m a mom5t 9 pleasant conv]sation ) him1 & :5 ,i want$ to speak to ! ,am]icans1 my he>t 0 long+ to le>n all ,i c\ld f !m1 z !y 7 s k9d to me1 & ) ,miss ,m>ia's assi/ance ,i nev] w5t lonesome1 h] act+ z int]pret] betwe5 me & ! ,am]icans1 = by t "t ,i 0 n able to ev5 pron\nce correctly a s5t5ce 9 ! ,engli% language4 ,) all ^! acqua9tances my "t 0 well occupi$ & to my p]sonal delight1 by *ance1 ,i f\nd my con/ant companion 9 ! p]son ( ,dr4 ,lucretius1 ! fir/ physician ( ! ,g]mania1 an ,italian g5tleman4 ,by tok5s & signs we f\nd t bo? ( u belong to t great body ( m5 t kn[s ea* o!r z bro!rs 9 e corn] ( ! inhabit$ _w4 ,x 0 he1 ,dr4 ,lucretius1 :o came to my cab9 on ! morn+ ( ! #af? ( ,may1 at ab\t #e a4 m41 & knock+ at ! door1 said1 ,fa!r ,gold51 we are n[ ent]+ into ! h>bor ( ,new ,york1 & if y want to enjoy a gr& view ( ! surr\nd+ c\ntry y _h bett] come out on ! upp] bridge4 ,i %all be !re wait+ = y to expla9 "s ( ! mo/ beautiful sc5]ies t y h ev] look$ ^u 9 y\r life4 ,& he 0 correct1 )\t any exagg]ation1 = :5 ,i leap$ f my b$ & dress$ myself z fa/ z ,i c\ld ,i w5t to meet my fri5d & bro!r1 ,dr4 ,lucretius4 ,ru%+ up to ! bridge ,i greet$ him ,bonjorno1 mio fratello %ak+ 8 h& at ! same "t1 almo/ ,i cri$ out1 ?is c]ta9ly is an artificial imitation ( ! entrance to ,bosphorus1 & if x 7 n = t great /atue & mausoleum ( ,lib]ty1 :i* ,i c\ld see ahead ( me1 ,i w\ld surely believe t ,i 0 dream+1 x is l ent]+ ! h>bor ( ,con/ant9ople1 & j at ?is po9t1 look+ into ! face ( my e/eem$ fri5d1 ,dr4 ,lucretius1 ,i said to him2 let u hope t ! day is n f> di/ant :5 we %all salute ! ,god-giv+ ,lib]ty 9 ! he>t ( ! great city ( ,con/ant9ople4 ,t 0 six ye>s ago & e ^w ,i said x came out ( my m\? z a pray] ( my he>t 9 all my s9c]ity4 ,today ,i d ?ank ,god = x is a reality4 ,turkey is free6 ,b %e is l a *ild2 %e ne$s ! guidance ( a /rong h& to guide h] 9 ! pa? ( righte\sness & love to ,god & br+ h] to ,*ri/ :o is ! only "o to give ,lib]ty & ,fre$om ,= :om ,he made free1 is free inde$4 ,turkey has accompli%$ ! greate/ "p ( h] own salvation1 yea1 %e has done m ?an _m ( ! s-call$ ,*ri/ian empires expect$ h] to d4 ,!y are n[ rubb+ _! eyes1 & ( c\rse x is _! purpose 9 ord] to save _! comm]cial int]e/s1 !y are go+ to put 9 h] way all ! ob/acles !y c to ov]?r[ ! new ,con/itution1 & if ,turkey fails 9 h] re=mation ?is "t1 x w\ld n be only h] own fault4 ,a great %>e ( ! responsibility re/s ^u ! %\ld]s ( e ,am]ican man & woman :o solemnly decl>es to /& by & be a protector ( ! pr9ciples laid d[n by ,wa%+ton1 ! fa!r n only ( 8 own c\ntry1 b mo/ ( ! civiliz$ _w4 ,unless ,am]ica arises equal to ! occasion !re is e reason to ent]ta9 all k9ds ( fe>s f ! ,middle & ,we/]n ,europe's diplomats4 ,h[ _m ,am]ican active mission>ies are !re 9 ,con/ant9ople1 ,smyrna1 ,aid91 ,saloniki1 ,adana1 ,ephesos & e city 9 ,turkey today work+ = ! reg5]ation ( ! p :o d>$ & successfully broke d[n f 8 ?rone a ,sultan8 ,wake up1 my de> read] & gird y\rself ) ! noble armor ( y\r manhood & y\r womanhood & d ! be/1 ! v be/ ( y\r ability to help ! millions ( mo!rs & *ildr5 ov] 9 ,turkey1 !y are />v+ = spiritual food1 !y are cry+ to y z y\r own bro!rs & si/]s ( ! same family ( humanity2 w y close y\r e>s & n li/5 to _! cry8 or w y op5 y\r he>t1 y\r sympa?y & y\r pocket-book & s5d (f all ! mission>ies y c to d ! "w8 ,i pray t y w1 & ,god w rew>d y 9 ,heav5 & d[n "h ,he w keep ! days ( y\r life sweet 9 spl5did memory t y h done y\r "p 9 ! salvation ( all mank9d4 ,! opportunity may occur aga9 to disc\rse ?is v he>t a*+ subject4 ,n[1 z we approa* ! colossus ( ,lib]ty1 ,miss ,m>ia ,rose made h] morn+ appe>ance & be=e we all c\ld ex*ange ! ,bon ,j\r salutations to h]1 %e gracefully grasp$ ! g5tleman f ,bo/on by ! arm & walk+ up & d[n ! bridge ) soldi]ly /ep1 began 9 an app>5tly joyful voice to s+1 audibly ,my ,c\ntry 'tis ( !e1 sweet l& ( ,lib]ty & j z %e 0 gett+ m en?usia/ic 9 h] song1 ! g5tleman f ,bo/on utt]$ a l\d cry ,/rawb]ries--fre% /rawb]ries1 & z by explosion a he>tie/ laught] w5t out ( e m\? on ! bridge1 & ! waves receiv$ on _! w+s t expression ( our gratitude to c>ry x to ! end ( _! de/9ation1 :ile ! ,g]mania drew u ne>] & ne>] to ! l& ( ! free & ! home ( ! brave4 ,a call came to u all at ?is mom5t t ! cu/om (fic]s f ,new ,york 7 already 9 ! reception room wait+ = u to make our decl>ations 9 accordance ) ! cu/om>y law1 & by ! "t ,i _h compli$ ) my duties1 to t respect1 ,i he>d a /5torian voice ,ca/ ,an*or & turn+ ar\nd 9 a semi-circle1 ) c5t] on my "r toe ,i endeavor$ to unfold ! mean+ ( ! excit+ motion4 ,sailors & (fic]s ( ! boat ru%+ 9 all directions1 x seem$ z ?\gh !y 7 prep>+ = a great battle1 & det]m9$ to w94 ,! big ,s4 ,s4 ,g]mania 0 ti$ 9 ! docks ( ,brooklyn & e voyag] 0 ready to bid h] f>ewell4 ,! /ew>d ( my cab91 uncall$1 he 0 on my side1 & ! ?\ght came to me t x 0 8 la/ *ance = 8 gratuities f me anyway4 ,he look$ ^u my face l a *ild expect+ 8 ,*ri/mas pres5ts1 & said1 ) a fa9t+ smile1 ,fa!r1 y\r trunk is on its way to y\r de/9ation & "h is y\r valise & ,i am await+ y\r pleasure to direct y to ! ,six? ,av5ue ,elevat$ ,/ation1 :i* w take y to ! #abcrd ,/reet & ,sev5? ,av5ue1 ,h>lem1 accord+ to y\r wi%es to rea* y\r dwell+ place4 ,! bell ( ! ,g]mania 0 r++ eight o'clock a4 m41 :5 ,i 0 bidd+ f>ewell to my /ew>d ) ! in/ructions h[ to rea* ! ,elevat$ ,/ation1 & turn+ to ! fir/ corn] f ! docks ( ,brooklyn1 a famili> voice ,i he>d beh9d me call+ ,fa!r1 & in/antly a h& took hold ( ! sleeve ( my g>m5t1 & look+ backw>d ,i saw ,miss ,m>ia ,rose ) h] gov]ness1 ,m>g>et1 & ! g5tleman f ,bo/on1 :o 0 /ill hold+ my g>m5t1 & 9 good humor said1 he1 9 8 brok5 ,fr5*1 ,n[ ,fa!r1 we c\ld n tol]ate to see y g all alone 9 ! /reets ( ,new ,york dress$ 9 ^! robes1 because if y only attract ! curiosity ( "s mis*iev\s *ildr5 !re is no tell+ :at may happ5 to y1 if !y mi/ake y z a c>nival dress$ ?is way j = sport2 b1 ,miss ,m>ia ,rose1 ha/5$ to aid1 int]rupt+ ! g5tleman1 ,fa!r1 y h good luck1 today is ,sunday & e>ly 9 ! morn+ y w be sav$ f great ?+s :i* might happ5 to y o!rwise4 ,besides we are go+ z f> z #ei? ,/reet & ! g5tleman f ,bo/on1 he is go+ to take ! tra9 at #abe? ,/reet1 ,h>lem1 & !re y w be )9 a few blocks f ! h\se y desire to g to4 ,!y b\ght ! ticket = me & soon ! ,elevat$ 0 cross+ ! ,brooklyn bridge4 ,! gr& panorama on bo? sides ( ! bridge br\ght ! ?\ght into my m9d t if ! ar*itects ( ,am]ica 7 able to accompli% su* a wond] z ?is1 !y w\ld c]ta9ly h easi] times to build ! ,babel ,t[] )\t any confusion ( tongues2 b my brea? w5t out ( my brea/ & = a mom5t ,i ?\ght t ! beat+ ( my he>t /opp$1 :5 we rea*$ t curv+ at #aaj? ,/reet & #h? ,av5ue1 ,new ,york4 ,! magnific5t sight f t trem5d\s height1 look+ to my left at ! mammo? adv]tis+ bo>ds1 ! velvety gre5 fields & at ! top ( ! hill t ,episcopal *ur*1 :i* w be :5 f9i%$ ano!r ar*itectural wond]1 & look+ to my "r at ! ,c5tral ,p>k :i* we j swiftly pass$1 n[ ,i see ! flat ro(s ( ! build+s & on _m ( !m ! wa%+ ( ! family hang+1 =gott5 p]haps1 f la/ ,saturday1 x is inde$ a gr& sight :i* ! inhabitants ( ,new ,york 9 t section1 by be+ accu/om$ to x1 v little appreciate4 #i4cj1 my fri5d f ,bo/on1 said1 z we 7 desc5d+ ! /airways on ! #abe? ,/reet & #h? ,av5ue1 z he look$ at 8 "t-piece4 ,if x 7 n = my tra9 :i* ,i mu/ take at #i4eh ,i w\ld gladly accompany y to y\r place1 yet1 said he1 y only h two blocks to walk s\?w>d & "o ea/w>d & y w see ! numb] on ! left h& side1 & ) a cordial h& %ake he jump$ on ! electric c> pass+ at ! mom5t on #abe? ,/reet t[>ds ,new ,york-,bo/on ,r4 ,r4 /ation1 to bo>d 8 tra91 & ,i />t$ on my way to ! place :]e ,i 0 go+ to make my tempor>y home4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,fir/ ,day 9 ,new ,york ,x is n my purpose 9 ?is little volume to make any boa/ ( myself z an hi/orian4 ,bookmak+ is n my pr(ession2 nei!r d ,i propose to g into ext5sive details m ?an x is necess>y to h>monize ! co9cid5ts ( ev5ts z !y occurr$ & ! effect !y produc$ 9 ! developm5t ( an unusual ,*ri/ian c>e]1 & ,god kn[s t my only desire is to reconcile ! oppos+ privileges ( a meek & l[ly ,*ri/ian work]1 to be equal if n great] to ^? ( a ,high ,prie/ :o 9 8 fulness ( life ?\gh "o ( ! mo/ active ecclesia/ical (ficials 9 ! highe/ circles ( *ur* & society1 8 firm belief 9 success1 kn[+ ( no fe>1 & d>+ly climb+ up 9 high] ranks among philosophical societies1 hold+ su* an exalt$ position 9 ! mo/ anci5t ,*ri/ian *ur*4 ,! *ur* t holds ! undisputable pro( z ! fir/ au!ntical apo/olic e/abli%m5t ) f\nd] ! apo/le ( ! ,g5tiles himself4 ,& :o is ! /ud5t ( ! ,scriptures1 be he a ,*ri/ian or philosoph] ( ! ,epicurean or ! ,/oic sy/em t c\ld reasonably argue t ! oration on ! ,areopagus made by ,paul to ! ,a!nians be+ ! ma/]piece & model ( ! mo/ conv9c+ spee*es ev] made 9 ! ,*ri/ian era8 ,t ?is ,high ,prie/1 :ile enjoy+ all ! com=ts & privileges belong+ to 8 high (fice1 toge!r ) its honors & gorge\s trapp+s1 does n atta* any ov]-we5+ importance to ecclesia/ical dignity1 nei!r does he consid] a com$[n ! /ep he has tak51 b he gives ! simple1 yet conv9c+ reason t he j foll[s ! process ( evolution 9 ,*ri/ianity1 do+ ! w ( 8 ,ma/] :o promis$ to all mank9d "o ,"l--"o ,fai?--"o ,baptism4 ,& = ! la/ six ye>s he has prov5 t x is possible = a man to beg9 f ! v bottom ( life1 8 ne>e/ & de>e/ relatives oppos+ him1 ) no fri5ds to und]/& 8 desires & 8 ambitions1 to be a w&]] 9 a great c\ntry l ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 & travel f ! ,atlantic ,coa/ to ! ,pacific ,ocean1 pr\d to always be able to support himself & also help someone on 8 way4 ,ex]cis+ ! pr9ciple ( ! ,apo/le ,paul1 work+ h>d = 8 liv+1 /rang] n only to ! e?ics & cu/oms ( ! p ^: sympa!tic he>ts he 0 com+ to w91 b unable to ev5 put two s5t5ces toge!r 9 _! own language1 & today "h he is to tell y ! /ory1 z true z y\r beautiful brea? t keeps y\r s\l & body alive1 & ! only favor he asks f y is t :5 y sev]ely criticise ! grammatical & syntactical site 9 ! execution ( ?is "w1 y may 9 y\r k9dness1 rememb] t 8 only res\rce to d]ive any philological assi/ance1 0 a tw5ty-five c5t ,web/]'s diction>y1 b\ght f a second-h& book /ore4 ,?is is my fir/ day 9 ,new ,york4 ,& look+ ar\nd to f9d ! numb] ( ! h\se :]e ,i 0 go+ to /ay1 my ?\ghts 7 s animat$ z to feel t all ! art]ies & ve9s ( my body ?r\gh my feet 7 kiss+ ! gr\nd ^u :i* my he>t w\ld soon appease ) its ,mak]4 ,a few p1 go+ to ! ,l[ ,mass1 ,i %\ld judge by ! solemnity ( _! walk1 m5 & wom51 s5t curi\s glances at ! /rang] dress$ 9 ! robes on ! /reet4 ,by ?is "t approa*+ ! #g? ,av5ue & n f9d+ ! desir$ numb] ,i 0 j direct+ my /eps t[>ds a g5tleman dress$ 9 "s k9d ( uni=m to inquire ab\t ! place1 :5 a "y man tipp$ 8 hat 9 front ( me & rais$ ! f+] ( 8 "r h& & po9t$ to ! sign ( ! flori/'s /ore j a few /eps backw>ds4 ,i c\ld !n pla9ly read ! "n on ! bo>d above ! door4 ,x 0 ! "n v de> to me1 :i*1 ) long+ he>t ,i 0 look+ =4 ,almo/ imm$iately a man came out f t same /ore ) a broad smile on 8 face & ) a g5tle b[1 z ?\gh ask+ my p]mission1 he took my valise ?us reliev+ me j 9 "t1 & lead+ ! way into ! /ore ,i saw ano!r g5tleman beh9d a c\nt] prep>+ a l>ge floral design f ! r>e/ fl[]s ( ! season1 = ! fun]al ( a mo/ di/+ui%$ politician ( ,h>lem4 ,al?\gh ,i yield to no man 9 ! appreciation ( a good smil+ face & "h ,i _h two ( !m & ! mo/ typical faces :i* are prom95t 9 ! mak+ ( ?is het]og5e\s republic1 ,john1 repres5t+ ! ,hugu5ot & ,dut*1 & ,jack ^: fa!r & "m 7 ,iri%1 & ,jack 0 ,iri% too4 ,bo? ^! g5tlem5 ) pantomimic actions 9 a few words :i* n[ ,i "k 7 ,engli% words b at t "t ,i c\ld n tell if !y 7 ,*9ese or ,h9doo4 ,!y tri$ to make me und]/& t ,mr4 ,george ,n41 :om !y knew ,i 0 look+ =1 z !y _h he>d him speak+ ( me & !y saw my photograph1 & !y 7 wait+ notification ( my com+1 & t !y 7 /ruck by ec/asy at my sudd5 appe>ance1 he 0 at breakfa/ & t he w\ld soon be back s ,i _h bett] /ep into 8 (fice & re/ myself :ile wait+ = him4 ,! expectancy to meet my fri5d ,george ,n41 x l5g!n$ e mom5t = me wait+ 9 t little (fice4 ,tw5ty-f\r ye>s s9ce ,i saw him la/ :5 ,i 0 only t5 ye>s old1 & ev5 if ,i _h n se5 8 photograph 9 all ^! ye>s ,i c\ld di/+ui% him among t5 ?\s&4 ,he 0 my fir/ tea*] 9 ! gramm> s*ool2 neighbor 9 my home & a v great di/ant relative4 ,he always took especial int]e/ 9 my s*ol>%ip4 ,my *ildhood & s*ool days 7 n all t ,i c\ld desire = me1 to be1 = ,i 0 an orphan1 yet x 0 t orphan :o always c>ri$ ! fir/ or ! second honors 9 ! annual exam9ations4 ,x 0 = ?is reason1 p]haps1 t my tea*]s 7 all well pleas$ ) my progress4 ,! pa/ is only a memory1 yet :5 we look back 9 ! light ( our s9c]ity we c trace e po9t & e reason t contribut$ to our success or failure 9 our lives4 ,x is n a vision nei!r is !re a m]e k9etoscope procession4 ,! ,high ,prie/ is "h wait+ to meet 8 tea*] ) ! same solemnity z 9 ! old s*ool days :5 he _h to meet 8 tea*] aft] "s ( 8 occasional mis*iefs4 ,) ^! & o!r agreeable memories reli%+ my "t 9 t (fice1 ,i he>d a l\d applause 9 ! /ore & ! words ,fa!r is "h1 ar\s$ my inquisitiv5ess & be=e ,i c\ld leave my *air1 !re 0 at ! door ( ! (fice /&+ ! man :om ,i want$ to see4 ,/urdy & resolute ) two sl[ /eps he n[ ext5ds a welcome h& to me & z he call$ me by my *ildi% nickname 9 response said1 ,i1 my tea*]6 ,yes1 said he1 ,h[ d y d my ,fa!r8 ,:y didn't y let me "k :5 y 7 com+ s ,i c\ld meet y at ! pi]2 ,h[ long h y be5 w&]+ to f9d ?is place8 ,& _m o!r complim5t>ies1 b1 y mu/1 he w5t on say+1 *ange y\r appe>ance at once1 = ,i am n go+ to disgrace myself & y too1 if we d>e to walk on ! /reets ) y dress$ 9 robes l ?is4 ,let u g up /airs 9 my room1 & ,i believe y c be fitt$ ) a new suit ( clo!s made to ord] = me :i* ,i 0 ready to try on today1 z ! tailor j s5t !m "h a little :ile ago4 ,!n y mu/ h a v clean %ave1 my goodness1 !re is a :ole mask to come (f y\r face & ! long black hair y h1 y c make "s money by sell+ x to any fa%ionable lady4 ,n[1 ,fa!r1 y h to hurry1 because ! b>b] %op closes at #ab o'clock & y only h ! necess>y "t to *ange y\r dress4 ,illu/ration3 ,,! ,,_w',s ,,wond]1 ,,acropolis ,,( ,,a!ns1 ,,greece ,! clo!s :i* ,george ,n4 (f]$ = my transfiguration ) ! exception ( be+ made = a man "o in* tall] ?an my own /ature !y didn't look v awkw>d ^u me & to escape curiosity he took me ?r\gh ! alleys ( a n>r[ passage into ! #abd? ,/reet1 :]e an eld]ly ,g]man kept a b>b] %op & :5 he 0 ?r\gh clean+ t ov] burd5$ head ( m9e1 he 0 almo/ exhau/$1 & liable to a f9e1 if any policeman happ5$ to see him work+ on ,sunday aft] #ab o'clock4 ,! b>b] clos$ ! door ( 8 %op all[+ "t = u to j /ep out & we ha/5$ our way back to ! /ore1 n[ walk+ on #g? ,av5ue4 ,jack1 ^: "n already is m5tion$ "h1 is "o ( ! lead+ fl[] decorators 9 ,new ,york ,city4 ,he c\ld make a cross ( fl[]s look l a picture1 & he c\ld make a b\quet = ! mo/ p>ticul> bride1 he c\ld decorate a little *apel ar\nd ! corn] & make x look z arti/ic z he c\ld decorate a ri* mansion 9 ! mo/ exclusive ,riv]side ,drive4 ,jack made z mu* money z any ( 8 high grade fell[ trad]s 9 ,h>lem1 & he _h no home responsibilities1 8 wid[ "m be+ :at we might call well-to-d1 = %e own$ consid]able real e/ate 9 t vic9ity1 yet1 ,jack1 e ,monday morn+ _h to obta9 a loan = 8 c>f>e1 & m ?an half a doz5 "y ladies all ar\nd ,manhattan 7 p>ticul>ly int]e/$ 9 ,jack's welf>e4 ,?is is ,sunday & "o o'clock 9 ! aft]noon1 & ,jack %\ld be enjoy+ 8 holiday1 & !re 7 already two ( 8 female *ums wait+ = him on ! sidewalk4 ,yet ,jack _h always "s m "t to sp>e to accommodate 8 employ] ,george ,n41 :o z n[ ent]$ ! /ore he gave ! syn!matical pass-^w t's all1 :i* 9 ! language ( ! employ] & employees x means ,! boys may n[ g home4 ,b ,jack1 z he took a glimpse on me1 9 all 8 ,iri% calibre he almo/ scream$3 ,help6 ,/4 ,patrick1 :at a metamorphosis is ?is8 ,is t y1 ,fa!r8 ,y look n[ to me m l a butt]fly out ( a cat]pill> ?an any?+ 9 ,irel&4 ,say1 girls1 call+ 8 fri5ds f ! outside1 come 9 y girls1 ,i take ! honor to introduce y to ! ,fa!r 4441 b1 my s\l1 ,i am a%am$ to call y ,fa!r1 s fa%ionable a g5tleman z y look n[4 ,y %all n call me ,fa!r1 said ,i1 z long z y see me dress$ l a g5tleman4 ,i %all n1 ,jack said1 & ) 8 girls took 8 dep>ture1 :ile ,george ,n41 :o int]pret$ all ?is m]rim5t1 took a fre% :ite rose & put x 9 my buttonhole4 ,let u g = lun*1 said he & ,i foll[$ gladly = ,i felt x 0 a timely call4 ,z ,george ,n4 is a ba*elor he takes 8 meals 9 no p>ticul> place1 any:]e f ,h>lem ,cas9o or ,palm ,g>d5 or ,manhattan ,club to a t5 c5t lun* c\nt]4 ,today he took me into a doll> a plate re/aurant on #abe? ,/reet4 ,be=e ,i 0 ?r\gh ) my d9n]1 ,george ,n4 made ! rem>k to me say+ if y always enjoy ! ,am]ican cook+ ! way ,i obs]ve y do+1 y w nev] />ve 9 ,am]ica1 ,i assure y4 ,x 0 ! wise/ prophecy t ,george ,n4 ev] made ab\t my future 9 ,am]ica4 ,aft] d9n] we visit$ ,grant's ,tomb on ,riv]side ,drive & on our return he gave me in/ructions h[ to f9d ! ,waldorf ,a/oria hotel :]e ,aleck1 "o ( 8 nephews _h a position1 & t ,aleck w\ld make arrangem5ts = ! night = me & t ! foll[+ morn+ ,george ,n4 w\ld wait = me to discuss my plans = ! future4 ,i left him & :5 ,i 0 9 my room :i* ,aleck provid$ = me1 ! "t 0 well nigh midnight4 ,aft] ! day's excitem5t ,i hop$ t a good night's re/ w\ld refre% me anew & ! next morn+ w\ld f9d me prep>$ = ! "w ,i *ose to devote my future life 9 ?is ,new ,_w4 ,) a lightn+ quickness my m9d exam9$ all my pa/ life & ) ! same spe$ ,i made my conclusions t !re 0 no m any pleasure = me to look back1 nei!r 0 !re any attraction 9 t g>b :i* s (t5 is ! repres5tation ( hypocrisy itself4 ,i felt s happy = my decision & ) a grateful he>t ,i b5t on my knees 9 pray] to ,him :o lay d[n ,8 life = my fre$om & my salvation1 & z an evid5ce ( my good heal?1 ! night pass$ undi/urb$ 9 s\nd sleep & 9 ! morn+ :5 ,aleck call$ me = breakfa/ ,i felt t e fibre ( my body 0 spr++ = action1 & ) ! la/ t\* leap+ f my b$ ! fir/ day ( new life w5t into hi/ory4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,high ,prie/ ,= ! b5efit ( ^? :o ignorantly1 if n delib]ately by deceit1 misl$ to believe t ! prie/ has any au?ority1 :i* ! truly conv]t$ ,*ri/ian c\ld n ex]cise1 ! pres5t *apt] is (f]$ 9 ! _s ( love )\t any fe> ( contradiction or dispute1 because ! facts giv5 "h are well e/abli%$ ^u ! ,scriptural ,tru?s & ! read] may at all times ma9ta9 ! pro(s to disprove refutable argum5ts ( p]sons ^: only purpose is to s]ve _! own individual int]e/s4 ,! prie/1 "o :o (ficiates 9 secret (fices1 x is ! def9ition giv5 9 ,web/]'s diction>y4 ,& f ! mo/ au!ntic ,biblical concordances we d]ive ! foll[+ in=mation3 ,! prie/ "u ! law 0 a p]son consecrat$ & orda9$ ( ,god1 n only to tea* ! p & pray = !m1 b also to (f] up sacrifices = 8 own s9s & ^? ( ! p4 ,! prie/hood 0 n annex$ to a c]ta9 family1 till aft] ! promulgation ( ! law ( ,moses4 ,be=e t "t ! fir/ born ( e family1 ! fa!rs1 ! k+s1 ! pr9ces1 7 prie/s1 born 9 _! city & 9 _! own homes4 ,ca9 & ,abel1 ,noah1 ,abraham & ,job1 ,abimele* & ,laban1 ,isaac & ,jacob1 (f]$ !mselves _! own sacrifices4 ,9 ! solemnity ( ! cov5ant t ! ,"l made ) 8 p at ! foot ( ,m\nt ,s9ai1 ,moses p]=m$ ! (fice ( m$itator1 & "y m5 7 *os5 f among ! *ildr5 ( ,israel to p]=m ! (fice ( prie/s4 ,b aft] t ! ,"l _h *os5 ! tribe ( ,levi to s]ve him 9 8 tab]nacle1 & t ! prie/hood 0 annex$ to ! family ( ,a>on1 !n ! "r ( (f]+ sacrifices to ,god 0 res]v$ to ! prie/s alone ( ?is family4 ,duties ( ! prie/s3 ,! prie/s 7 requir$ to prove _! desc5t f ,a>on1 to be free f all bodily defect or blemi%2 mu/ n be obs]v$ m\rn+ except = ne> relatives2 mu/ n m>ry a woman t _h be5 a h>lot2 or divorc$1 or pr(ane4 ,! prie/'s daught] :o committ$ :or$om 0 to be burn$1 z pr(an+ h] fa!r4 ,! prie/s 7 to h ! *>ge ( ! sanctu>y & ! alt>1 :i* be+ once k9dl$ ! prie/ 0 always to keep x burn+4 ,9 lat] times1 & ^u extraord9>y occasions1 at lea/1 !y flay$ ! burnt-(f]+s & kill$ ! ,passov]4 ,!y 7 to receive ! blood ( ! burnt-(f]+s 9 bas9s & spr9kle x ar\nd ab\t ! alt>1 arrange ! wood & ! fire1 & to burn ! p>ts ( ! sacrifices4 ,if ! burnt sacrifices 7 ( doves1 ! prie/ 0 to nip (f ! head ) ! f+] nail1 squeeze out ! blood on ! edge ( ! alt>1 pluck (f ! fea!rs1 & ?r[ !m ) ! crop into ! a%-pit1 divide d[n ! w+s1 & !n completely burn x4 ,he 0 to (f] a lamb e morn+ & ev5+1 & a d\ble numb] on ! ,sabba?1 ! burnt-(f]+s ord]$ at ! beg9n+ ( mon?s1 & ! same on ! fea/ ( ,unleav5$ ,bread1 & on ! day ( ! ,fir/ ,fruits2 to receive ! meat-(f]+ ( ! (f]]1 br+ x to ! alt>1 take ( x a memorial1 & burn x ^u ! alt>2 to spr9kle ! blood ( ! peace-(f]+s ^u ! alt> ar\nd ab\t1 & !n to (f] ( x a burnt-(f]+2 to (f] ! s9-(f]+ = ! s9s ( a rul] or any ( ! common p2 to eat ! s9-(f]+ at ! holy place2 & ! same way to (f] (f]+s = all ! k9ds ( s9 & ! prie/ %\ld eat ^! (f]+s at ! holy place2 to (f] = ! purification ( wom5 aft] *ild-bir?2 to judge ( ! leprosy 9 ! human body or g>m5ts 7x is rem>kable t ! ,jewi% race f ! beg9n+1 has be5 all ?r\gh ! ages a heavy victim ( leprosy74 ,! prie/ 0 to make ! o9tm5t ( spices2 to prep>e ! wat] ( sep>ation2 to act z assessor 9 judicial proce$+s2 to enc\rage ! army :5 go+ to battle1 & probably to h *>ge ( ! law4 ,! emolum5ts ( ! prie/s3 ,! p]quisites ( ! prie/s 7 _m & v>i\s1 & z ,philo calls !m v ri*1 & ?is /atem5t holds good all ! way d[n to ! ,*ri/ian prie/ :o inh]it$ mo/ ( ! virtues ( 8 ,jewi% pr$ecessors4 ,?us no wond] = ! prie/s to keep _! p 9 d5se ignorance ( ! hi/orical orig9ality ( ! prie/hood4 ,& ! high prie/1 besides all duties & privileges already m5tion$ z common to him & ! ord9>y prie/1 he mu/ n m>ry a wid[1 nor a divorc$ woman1 or a pr(ane1 or t _h be5 a h>lot1 b a virg9 ,israelitess4 ,he mu/ n eat any?+ t di$ ( itself1 or 0 torn by bea/s2 mu/ wa% 8 h&s & feet :5 he w5t into ! tab]nacle to (f] ! mass4 ,! high prie/ 0 ! div9ely inspir$ judge & truly he 0 ! supreme rul] till ! "t ( ,david1 & aga9 aft] ! captivity4 ,he w\ld ask c\nsel ( ! ,"l if a new rul] 0 wor?y or n & accord+ly grant or regret ! appo9tm5t ( ! rul]4 ,x is ! privilege :i* ! ,pope d]ives f ,eleaz> & try+ to ex]cise ?is privilege aga9/ ! rul]s ( ,europe = fifte5 c5turies became ! m5ace 9 ! progress ( humanity4 ,! high prie/ _h also unlimit$ p[] ^u ! funds ( ! sanctu>y4 ,& x may be out ( proportion 9 ?is book to give a complete description ( all ! privileges & regalia ( ! high prie/1 yet ! read] c\ld easily imag9e ! frivolities un=tunately exi/+ ev5 today 9 ! c]emonial dress ( ! high prie/1 & to confirm ?is fact he only has to ent] 9 ! fir/ ,russian or ,greek or ,roman ,ca?olic *ur* at any day ( "s special celebration & !re he _c help b obs]ve an imitation ( ! lam5table vanity ( a high prie/ ( ! old ,jewi% fai?4 ,& ! tru? is visible to ! nak$ eye4 ,w\ld ev] s9c]ity & prie/hood meet 9 "o & ! same p]son x w\ld make ! mo/ p>adox ph5om5on1 & su* exceptional occurr5ces are v r>e 9 ! ecclesia/ical horizon1 = virtue & prie/hood are ! v logical anti!sis1 & *emically speak+ !y are protogon matt]s n yield+ to adult]ation4 ,betwe5 prie/hood & ,*ri/ !re is an abyss ( argum5t1 b !re is no bridge to jo9 bo? sides4 ,prie/hood on "o side 9 ! mo/ ph>isaic mann] impos+ its sup]flu\s au?ority ^u all mortals4 ,& ,jesus ! ,*ri/ ( ,god ) 8 w\nd$ side1 9 ! mo/ emphatic mann]1 condemn+ ! ph>isaic s*eme1 :i* is a cont9uation 9 ! ,greek--,russian--,roman ,ca?olic *ur*3 ,= !y b9d heavy burd5s & griev\s to be borne1 & lay !m on man's %\ld]s2 b !y !mselves w n move !m ) "o ( _! f+]s4 ,& if ! words ( ! bless$ ,*ri/ himself speak+ 9 ! #bc;d *apt] ( ,mat!w1 h no effect ^u ! consci\sness ( ! prie/1 !re is all va9 to any o!r way try+ to br+ him into ! light ( wisdom4 ,9 ! hi/ory ( all mank9d !re are ?ree di/9ct /ages ( prie/hood1 & 9 its two =m] /ages x _h be5 a complete failure1 9 its pres5t /age is fall+ s fa/1 & x is condemn$1 already1 by all reason+ m9ds1 t x is only a matt] ( "t be=e ! human race %all be free f ^! p>asites4 ,! prie/1 ( ! ,jewi% fai?1 fail$ because he 0 inhuman1 ! prie/ ( ! ,greek idolatry fail$1 because he 0 a philosophical fraud2 & ! prie/ ( ! pres5t "t1 %all fail1 because he is ! v oppos+ visible enemy ( ,god's k+dom4 ,! sac]dotal (fice ( ! prie/1 is anti-*ri/ian4 ,"h we %all attempt to only describe "o piece ( ! dress ( ! high prie/1 ! brea/-plate 7rationale72 a gorget1 t5 in*es squ>e1 made ( ! same sort ( clo? z ! ephod1 & d\bl$ s z to =m a k9d ( p\* or bag1 9 :i* 0 to be put ! urim & ?ummim1 :i* are also m5tion$ z is already kn[n4 ,! ext]nal "p ( ?is gorget 0 set ) f\r r[s ( preci\s /ones2 ! fir/ r[1 a s]di\s1 a topaz1 & a c>buncle2 ! second1 an em]ald1 a sapphire1 & a diamond2 ! ?ird1 a ligure1 an agate1 & an ame?y/1 & ! f\r?1 a b]yl1 an onyx & a jasp]1 set 9 a gold5 socket4 ,^u ea* ( ^! /ones 0 to be engrav5 ! "n ( "o ( ! sons ( ,jacob4 ,9 ! ephod 9 :i* !re 0 a space left op5 suffici5tly l>ge = ! admission ( ?is pectoral1 7 f\r r+s ( gold1 to :i* f\r o!rs at ! f\r corn]s ( ! brea/-plate correspond$2 ! two l[] r+s ( gold be+ fix$ inside4 ,x 0 conf9$ to ! ephod by means ( d>k blue ribbons1 :i* pass$ ?r\gh ^! r+s2 & x 0 also susp5d$ f ! onyx /ones on ! %\ld] by *a9s ( gold1 or r cords ( twi/$ gold ?read1 :i* 7 fa/5$ at "o end to two o!r l>g] r+s fix$ 9 ! upp] corn]s ( ! pectoral1 & by ! o!r end go+ ar\nd ! onyx /ones on ! %\ld]s1 & return+ & be+ fix$ 9 ! l>g] r+4 ,& a spl5did ornam5t ^u ! brea/ 0 a w+$ sc>abaeus1 ! emblem ( ! ,sun1 & ! unavoidable portion ( ! c]emonial dress peculi> to ! high prie/ 0 ! mit]1 mitre or ,cid>is1 a head ge> ( gold & silv] & preci\s /ones ^: magnific5ce we w\ld n d>e to describe 9 ?is "w1 b ! read] may 9 8 life be =tunate en\gh to see "o ( ^! wond]ful p>aph]nalia on ! head ( "s ( ! n[-a-days self-/yl$ repres5tatives ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o came to seek & save ! lo/ & he did n make ( himself a %[ 9 ^! follies ( ! old ,jewi% fai? t prov$ a failure4 ,t ! prie/s 9 ,israel m ?an once by _! indulg5ce w5t d[n to idolatry1 ! old te/am5t ab\nds 9 evid5ces1 b ,i %all only m5tion ! incid5ts ( ,eli ! high prie/ & 8 two sons1 ,hophni & ,ph9ehas4 ,josephus says1 ! high prie/ _h also ! v idolatr\s symbolical mean+s ( e "p ( 8 dress1 :i* be+ made ( l95 signifi$ ! e>?2 ! blue color d5ot$ ! sky1 be+ l lightn+ 9 its pomegranate1 & 9 ! noise ( its bells resembl+ ?und]4 ,! ephod %[$ t ,god _h made ! univ]se ( f\r elem5ts1 ! gold relat+ to ! spl5dor by :i* all ?+s are enlight5$1 ! brea/-plate 9 ! middle ( ! ephod resembl$ ! e>?1 :i* has ! middle place 9 ! _w4 ,! girdle signifi$ ! sea1 :i* goes ar\nd ! _w4 ,! s>donyxes decl>$ ! sun & moon4 ,! twelve /ones are ! twelve mon?s ( signs ( ! zodiac4 ,! mitre is ! heav51 because above all4 ,! sev5 lamps ^u ! gold5 c&le/icks repres5t ! sev5 planets1 & s on e article _h a ref]5ce to "s p>ticle ( ! ,egyptian ,deities4 ,b ! "t came :5 man und]/ood bett] ,god's plan ( salvation4 ,& div9ely inspir$ !y fe>lessly /opp$ all ^! idolatr\s practises4 ,:o c\ld d>e say1 at ! beg9n+ ( ! sixte5? c5tury t ,god c\ld only ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ save a s\l )\t ! necessity ( a prie/8 ,yet today ev5 ! prie/ himself w\ld n d>e say1 n 9 a civiliz$ community1 t 8 pres5ce is necess>y = ! =giv5ess ( s94 ,b :at ( ! millions ( p t are drift+ away f ,god ) ! idea1 t ! prie/ is tak+ c>e ( _! s\ls8 ,am ,i criticis+ ! prie/8 ,god =bid1 = ,i am n4 ,!re are good & bad prie/s1 z f> z _! p]sonal "* is conc]n$1 z !re are good & bad pr(essional ,*ri/ians1 ,i h met 9 my ,*ri/ian exp]i5ce4 ,b ,i w say1 9 ! au?ority ( ! ^w ( ,god1 t ! man :o dilig5tly se>*e? ! ,scriptures & s9c]ely read 8 ,bible & /ill he insi/s 9 hold+ 8 sac]dotal (fice & call himself a prie/1 he is deceiv$ or he is deceiv+4 ,?\ art a prie/ = ev] aft] ! ord] ( ,mel*iz$ec4 ,*ri/ is ! only prie/1 holy1 h>mless1 undefil$1 sep>ate f s9n]s1 & made high] ?an ! heav5s1 :o ne$e? n daily1 z ^? high prie/s1 to (f] up sacrifice1 fir/ = 8 own s9s1 & !n = ! p's2 = ?is he did once1 :5 he (f]$ up himself4 ,! ,*ur* makes m5 high prie/s :i* h infirmity b ! p[] ( ,god makes e man a high prie/1 :o (f]s up himself to live & "w = ! salvation ( all4 ,:osoev] believe? 9 ,him %\ld n p]i%1 b h ev]la/+ life4 ,god's promises are true & ! read] has only to /udy ! ,epi/le ( ,paul to ! ,hebrews1 to be conv9c$ t ! sac]dotal (fice ( ! prie/ soon] or lat] has to g out ( exi/5ce z ! _s ( ,*ri/ spreads ^u ! he>ts ( m5 & wom5 & ! k ( ,8 salvation makes !m ,prie/s unto ,god & ,8 ,fa!r & ?us e/abli% ,god's k+dom ^u ! solid f\ndations ( love4 ,!n %all !y all be made unto k+s & prie/s1 & !y %all reign ^u ! e>?4 7,rev4 #a-f1 etc47 ,,*apt] ,v ,philosophy vs4 ,*ri/ianity ,9 ,plato's dialogue ^u ! duties ( religi\s wor%ip1 a passage occurs ! design ( :i* appe>s to be to %[ t man c\ld n1 ( himself1 le>n ei!r ! nature ( ! ,gods1 or ! prop] mann] ( wor%ip+ !m1 unless an in/ructor %\ld come f ,heav54 ,! foll[+ rem>kable passage occurs betwe5 ,socrates & ,alcibiades3 ,socrates--,to me x appe>s be/ to be pati5t4 ,x is necess>y to wait till y le>n h[ y ought to act t[>ds ! ,gods1 & t[>ds m54 ,alcibiades--,:51 ,o ,socrates1 %all t "t be8 ,& :o %all in/ruct me8 ,= mo/ will+ly w\ld ,i see ?is p]son1 :o he is4 ,socrates--,he is "o :o c>es = y2 b1 z ,hom] repres5ts ,m9]va z tak+ away d>kness f ! eyes ( ,diom$es2 t he might di/+ui% a ,god f a man1 s x is necess>y t he %\ld fir/ take away ! d>kness f y\r m9d1 & !n br+ ne> ^? ?+s by :i* y %all "k good & evil4 ,alcibiades--,let him take away ! d>kness1 or any o!r ?+1 if he w2 = :oev] ?is man is1 ,i am prep>$ to refuse none ( ! ?+s :i* he comm&s1 if ,i %all be made bett]4 ,philosophy1 l$ ! ,greeks to ,*ri/1 z ! ,law did ! ,jewi%4 ,! wisdom ( ! _w 9 _! ef=ts to give tru? & happ9ess to ! human s\l1 0 fooli%ness ) ,god1 & ! wisdom ( ,god--,*ri/ crucifi$--0 fooli%ness ) ! philosoph]s1 9 relation to ! same subject2 yet x 0 div9e ,philosophy4 ,an adopt$ means1 & ! only adequate means1 to accompli% ! necess>y end4 ,said an apo/le 9 speak+ ^u ?is subject1 ! ,jews require a sign1 & ! ,greeks seek aft] wisdom2 b we prea* ,*ri/ ,crucifi$1 unto ! ,jews a /umbl+-block & unto ! ,greeks fooli%ness4 ,b unto !m :i* are call$1 bo? ,jews & ,greeks1 ,*ri/ ! ,p[] ( ,god1 & ! wisdom ( ,god4 ,! ,jews1 :ile !y require a sign1 did n p]ceive t miracles1 9 !mselves1 7 n adopt$ to produce affection4 ,& ! ,greeks1 :ile !y s\ght aft] wisdom1 did n p]ceive t all ! wisdom ( ! ,g5tiles1 w\ld nev] "w love 9 ! he>t4 ,b ! apo/le prea*$--,*ri/ crucifi$--an exhibition ( self-d5ial1 ( suff]+1 & ( self-sacrific+2 love & m]cy1 endur$ 9 behalf ( m51 :i*1 :5 receiv$ by fai?1 became ,! p[] ( ,god1 & ! wisdom ( ,god1 to produce love & ob$i5ce 9 ! human s\l4 ,paul und]/ood ! efficacy ( ! ,cross4 ,he look$ to ,calv>y & beheld ,*ri/ crucifi$ z ! ,sun ( ! ,gospel sy/em4 ,n1 z ! ,moon1 reflect+ cold & borr[$ rays2 b z ! ,sun ( righte\sness1 gl[+ ) radiant m]cy1 & p\r+ w>m beams ( life & love into ! op5 bosom ( ! believ]4 ,x is /rang] t among philosoph]s ( succe$+ ages !re has n be5 wisdom suffici5t to discov]1 f ! con/itutional necessities ( ! human _s1 t dem& = ! in/ruction & aid ( ! ,messiah :i* ,socrates & ,plato discov]$1 ev5 9 a comp>atively d>k age4 ,& 9 ! :ole hi/ory ( human m9d !re is n a m in/ructive *apt] at once /rang] & sad1 int]e/+ to our curiosity & mortify+ to our pride1 ?an ! hi/ory ( ,platonic philosophy s9k+ into gno/icism1 or 9 o!r words1 ( ,greek philosophy m]g+ 9 ,ori5tal ,my/icism2 %[+1 on ! "o h& ! decl9e & fall ( philosophy1 &1 on ! o!r1 ! rise & progress ( ,syncretism4 ,p]haps1 also1 x is ! mo/ rem>kable in/ance on record1 t out ( ! religi\s1 moral1 & political1 9 "o ^w1 ! intellectual corruption :i* br+s on ! fall ( great & mighty nations1 z x d\btless 0 ) ,babylon & ,!bes1 & s we "k x to h be5 ) ,a!ns & ,rome1 ,god's provid5ce educes pure pr9ciples & high] hopes = ! nations & p t rise out ( _! a%es1 & :o1 if !y w be taught wisdom & pr9ciple1 righte\sness & peace1 by ! errors & suff]+s ( ^? :o h prec$$ !m1 may rise to high] de/9ies 9 ! hi/ory ( m5's conduct & ,god's provid5ce4 ,! read] mo/ s9c]ely is ask$ to devote ! requir$ "t 9 any public libr>y & /udy ?is v int]e/+ subject ( ,gno/icism f :i* ! mo/ detrim5tal sy/em 9 ! ,*ri/ian era 0 orig9at$1 ,! ,mona/icism4 ,9 ?is ecclesia/ical ord] ! writ] _h be5 di/+ui%$ ) ! rank ( ,ar*im&rites4 ,illu/ration3 ,h4 ,r4 ,h4 ,,pr9ce ,,ar?ur1 ,,duke ,,( ,,connaught ,,& ,,/ra!>n1 ,k4 ,g41 ,,etc4 ,to :at ext5t ! celibacy ( monks & nuns debas$ ! fundam5tal pr9ciples ( ,*ri/ianity !re are a numb] ( publications ^: au?ors are eye-witnesses ( ! orgies practis$ 9 _! own mona/]ies1 & ! writ] 9 8 sup]ior (fice 9 two ( ! lead+ mona/]ies _h _h ! opportunity to acquire all ! necess>y evid5ce to demoli% e "o ( ^! hell-pits1 to _m a "y man & "y woman innoc5t1 o!rwise1 be=e ent]+ !re1 & drive away all ^! p>asites t h no consid]ation to any civil or moral law & live ^u ! sweat ( ! br[ ( ! long-suff]+ ,*ur* slaves4 ,)9 ! b\nds ( philosophy1 at ?is /age ( our progress x w be useful to recapitulate ! conclusions at :i* we h arriv$1 & ?us make a po9t ( re/ f :i* to ext5d our obs]vations fur!r into ! plan ( ,god = r$eem+ ! _w1 = ,i am n s5t b unto ! lo/ %eep ( ! ,h\se ( ,israel4 ,?is view is ! m appropriate z we h kn[n 9 ! hi/ory ( ,god's provid5ce ) ,israel1 :i* pres5ts !m z a p prep>$ 7s f> z imp]fect mat]ial c\ld be prep>$7 to receive ! model :i* ,god might desire to impress ^u ! nation4 ,!y 7 b\nd to ea* o!r by all ! ties ( :i* human nature is susceptible1 & ?us r5d]$ compact & unit$1 s t e ?+ national1 :e!r 9 s5tim5t or practise w\ld be receiv$ & *]i%$ ) unanim\s1 & f]v5t1 & la/+ atta*m5t2 &1 fur!rmore1 by a long & rigor\s bondage1 !y _h be5 r5d]$1 = ! "t be+ at lea/1 humble & dep5dant4 ,?us !y 7 discipl9$ by a curse ( provid5ce1 adopt$ to fit !m to receive in/ruction f _! ,b5efactor ) a tea*able & grateful _s4 ,_! m9ds 7 %ak5 (f f idols2 & ,jehovah1 by a revelation made to !m1 sett+ =? 8 "n & nature1 _h reveal$ himself z ,div9e ,be+1 & by 8 works _h manife/$ 8 ,almighty p[]3 s t :5 _! m9ds 7 disabus$ ( wrong views ( ! ,godhead1 an idea ( ! fir/1 true1 & ess5tial nature ( ,god 0 reveal$ to !m1 & !y 7 ?us prep>$ to receive a k ( ! attributes ( t ,div9e ess5ce4 ,!y _h be5 br\ght to contemplate ,god z _! protector & ,savi\r4 ,appeals ! mo/ affect+ & ?rill+ _h be5 address$ to _! affections2 & !y 7 ?us atta*$ to ,god z _! ,almighty temporal ,savi\r1 by ! ties ( gratitude & love = ! favor :i* he _h manife/$ to !m4 ,:5 !y _h arriv$ on ! fur!r %ore ( ! ,r$ ,sea1 ?us prep>$ to obey ,god & wor%ip him ) ! he>t1 !y 7 )\t laws ei!r civil or moral4 ,z yet1 !y _h nev] possess$ any national or social organization4 ,!y 7 !re=e prep>$ to receive1 )\t pr$ilection or prejudice1 t sy/em ( moral in/ruction & civil polity :i* ,god might reveal1 z be/ adapt$ to promote ! moral int]e/s ( ! nation4 ,f ^! conclusions we may ext5d our vision =w>d into ! sy/em ( revelation4 ,?is s]ies ( prep>ations w\ld c]ta9ly lead ! m9d to ! expectation t :at 0 /ill want+1 & :at !y _h be5 ?us miracul\sly prep>$ to receive1 w\ld be grant$3 :i* 0 a k ( ! moral "* ( ,god1 & a moral law prescrib+ _! duty to ,god & to m54 ,)\t ?is1 ! plan t _h be5 matur+ = g5]ations1 & _h be5 c>ri$ =w>d ?us f> by wond]ful exhibitions ( ,div9e wisdom & p[]1 w\ld be left unf9i%$1 j at ! po9t :]e ! f9i%+ process 0 necess>y4 ,b besides ! /rong probability :i* ! previ\s prep>ation w\ld produce1 t !re w\ld be a revelation ( moral law1 !re are di/9ct & conclusive reasons1 ev9c+ its necessities4 ,! :ole exp]i5ce ( ! _w has confirm$ ! fact1 beyond ! possibility ( scepticism1 t m5 _c discov] & e/abli% a p]fect rule ( human duty4 ,:atev] may be said ( ! _m excell5t maxims express$ by diff]5t individuals 9 diff]5t ages & nations1 yet x is true t no sy/em ( duty to ,god & man1 9 any wise consi/5t ) enlight5$ reason1 has ev] be5 e/abli%$ by human wisdom1 & su/a9$ by human sanctions2 & = _m reasons1 su* a fact nev] c occur4 ,b1 x may be suppos$ t ea* man has1 )9 himself1 suffici5t light f reason1 & suffici5t admonition f consci5ce1 to guide himself1 z an individual1 9 ! pa? ( tru? & happ9ess4 ,a s+le fact w correct su* a supposition4 ,consci5ce1 ! great arbit] ( ! m]it & dem]it ( human conduct1 has little intuitive s5se ( "r1 & is n guid$ entirely by reason1 b is gov]n$ 9 a great measure by :at m5 believe4 ,inde$1 fai? is ! legitimate regulator ( ! consci5ce4 ,if a man has correct views ( duty to ,god & m51 he w h a correct consci5ce2 b if he c1 by a wrong view ( morals & ( ! "* ( ,god1 be induc$ to believe t !ft1 or murd]1 or any vice1 is "r1 8 consci5ce w be corrupt$ by 8 fai?4 ,:5 m5 are br\ght to believe--z !y frequ5tly d 9 hea!n c\ntries--t x is "r to commit suicide1 or infanticide1 z a religi\s duty1 _! consci5ce condemns !m if !y d n p]=m ! act4 ,?us t p[] 9 ! s\l :i* pron\nces ^u ! moral "* ( human conduct1 is itself dep5d5t ^u & regulat$ by ! fai? ( ! individual4 ,x is app>5t1 !re=e1 t ! reception & belief ( a true rule ( duty1 accompani$ ) prop] sanctions1 w alone =m 9 m5 a prop] consci5ce4 ,god has s con/itut$ ! s\l t x is necess>y1 9 ord] to ! regulation ( its moral p[]s1 t x %\ld h a rule ( duty1 reveal$ "u ! sanction ( its ,mak]'s au?ority2 o!rwise its high moral p[]s w\ld lie 9 d>k & p]petual disord]4 ,fur!r1 unless ! human s\l be an exception1 ,god gov]ns all ?+s by laws adopt$ to _! prop] nature4 ,! laws :i* gov]n ! mat]ial _w are sket*$ 9 ! books on natural sci5ce2 su* are gravitation1 aff9ity1 ma!matical motion4 ,^? laws by :i* ! irrational animal creations are controll$ are usually call$ in/9cts4 ,_! op]ation & design are sket*$1 to "s ext5t1 9 treatises ^u ! in/9cts ( animals4 ,su* is ! law :i* leads ! beav] to build its dam1 & all o!r animals to pursue "s p>ticul> habits in/ead ( o!rs4 ,all beav]s1 f ! fir/ "o creat$ to ! pres5t "t1 h be5 in/9ctively l$ to build a dam 9 ! same mann]1 & s _! in/9ct w lead !m to build till ! end ( "t4 ,! law :i* drives !m to ! act is z necessitat+ z ! law :i* causes ! smoke to rise upw>ds4 ,no?+ 9 ! univ]se ( ,god1 animate or inanimate1 is left )\t ! gov]nm5t ( appropriate law1 unless t ?+ be+ ! noble/ creature ( ,god3 ! human _s4 ,to suppose1 !re=e1 t ! human s\l is ?us left unguid$ by a reveal$ rule ( conduct1 is to suppose t ,god c>es = ! less & n = ! great]3 to suppose t ,he w\ld con/itute ! moral p[]s ( ! s\l s t a law 0 necess>y = _! guidance1 & !n reveal$ none3 to suppose1 especially 9 ! case ( ! ,israelites1 t he w\ld prep>e a p to receive1 & obey ) a prop] _s1 ?is necess>y rule ( duty1 & yet give no rule4 ,b to suppose ^! ?+s w\ld be absurd2 x foll[s1 !re=e1 t ,god w\ld reveal to ! ,israelites a law = ! regulation ( _! conduct 9 morals & religion4 ,b physical law or necessitat+ in/9ct w\ld n be adapt$ 9 its nature to ! gov]nm5t ( a rational & moral be+4 ,! obligation ( ei!r to ! s\l w\ld de/roy its free ag5cy4 ,god has made man intellig5t1 & !reby adapt$ 8 nature to a rule :i* he und]/&s4 ,man has a w & a consci5ce2 b he mu/ und]/& ! rule 9 ord] to w ob$i5ce1 & he mu/ believe ! sanction by :i* ! law is ma9ta9$ be=e he c feel ! obligation ^u 8 consci5ce4 ,a law1 !re=e1 adapt$ to man's nature1 mu/ be address$ to ! und]/&+1 sanction$ by suitable au?ority1 & en=c$ by adequate p5alties4 ,9 accordance ) ^! legitimate d$uctions1 ,god gave ! ,israelites a rule ( life--! moral law--succ9ctly compreh5d$ 9 ! ,t5 ,comm&m5ts4 ,& z affectionate ob$i5ce is ! only prop] ob$i5ce he c\pl$ ! facts :i* 7 fitt$ to produce affection ) ! comm& to obey2 say+1 ,i am ! ,"l ?y ,god1 :i* br\ght !e out ( ! l& ( ,egypt1 & f ! h\se ( bondage4 ,!re=e1 if ye love ! ,"l ye %all surely keep ,8 comm&m5ts4 ,fur!r1 ! only begott5 ,son ( ,god1 :o1 9 ord] to fulfil ! law gave himself a ransom = ! salvation ( all mank9d1 made ! plan cle>] to ,:omsoev] believe? on ,him8 say+2 ,?is is ,my comm&m5t1 t ye love "o ano!r1 z ,i h lov$ y4 ,!re=e1 ,john1 :om hi/ory ackn[l$ges z ! ,socrates ( ! ,*ri/ian philosophy 9 8 p]sonal k ( ,div9e revelations1 0 glad to te/ify to ! fact t ,god is ,love4 ,& n[ ) my :ole s\l lift$ up to ,god ,i c s+3 ,my he>t is fix$1 et]nal ,god3 fix$ on ,!e1 ,& my un*ang+ *oice is made1 ,*ri/ = me6 ,he is my ,prophet1 ,prie/1 & ,k+1 :o did = me salvation br+ ,& :ile ,i've brea? ,i mean to s+1 ,*ri/ = me4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,god's ,provid5ce ,9 facts f ,*ri/ian & philosophical /&po9ts x has be5 demon/rat$ t ! infallible ,supreme ,rul] ( all human spirits has made ,8 f9al provision = ! safety ( ea* & e individual s\l = its temporal & et]nal welf>e4 ,n[ ,i mu/ prove to my read]s' p]fect satisfaction t to disc>d all ! dignities & privileges ( a high prie/ & become a l[ly work] = ,*ri/1 x is n a m]e accid5t nor is x an act ( necessity z f> z temporal necessities are conc]n$2 b1 x is a magnific5t liv+ monum5t ( ,god's ,provid5tial manife/ations4 ,9 ord] to protect my read] 9 8 judgm5t f any undue prejudice ,i h tak5 pa9s to pres5t h]e) all ! obta9able facts 9 reg>d to ,god's ,provid5ce exi/+ & ex]cis+ its (fice ^u ev5 to ! mo/ microscopical atom4 ,because1 x is requir$ by ! law ( ju/ice1 to compreh5d ?is great attribute ( ,god's ,provid5ce1 9 ord] to und]/&1 h[1 all ?+s "w toge!r = good to !m t love ,god1 to !m :o are ! call$ accord+ to ,8 purpose4 ,! ,lat9 etymology ( ! ^w ,provid5ce is f 7,provid5tia1 ,pro-vid]e71 & orig9ally meant =esight4 ,! correspond+ ,greek ^w 7,pronoia7 means =e?\ght4 ,by a well-kn[n figure ( spee*1 call$ metonymy1 we use a ^w d5ot+ ! means by :i* we accompli% any?+ to d5ote ! end accompli%$2 we ex]cise c>e ov] any?+ by means ( =esight1 & indicate t c>e by ! ^w =esight4 ,on ! same pr9ciple ! ^w ,provid5ce is us$ to signify ! c>e ,god takes ( ! univ]se4 ,z to its inh]5t nature1 x is ! p[] :i* ,god ex]ts1 )\t int]mission1 9 & ^u all ! works ( 8 h&s4 ,9 ! language ( ! s*ool-m5 x is a cont9ual creation 7creation cont9ua74 ,b def9$ z to its visible manife/ations1 x is ,god's pres]vation & gov]nm5t ( all ?+s4 ,z a ?+ is kn[n by its opposites1 ! mean+ ( ,provid5ce is elucidat$ by consid]+ t x is oppos$ to =tune & =tuit\s accid5ts4 ,provid5ce1 consid]$ 9 ref]5ce to all ?+s exi/+1 is t]m$ by ,knapp univ]sal2 9 ref]5ce to moral be+s1 special2 & 9 ref]5ce to holy or conv]t$ be+s1 p>ticul>4 ,e ?+ is an object ( ,provid5ce 9 proportion to its capacity4 ,! ,disciples1 be+ ( m value ?an _m sp>r[s1 7 assur$ ( great] provid5tial c>e4 ,by ,provid5ce be+ univ]sal is int5d$1 n m]ely t x embraces classes ( objects or great] matt]s1 b t no?+ is too m9ute or insignificant = its inspection4 ,provid5ce is usually divid$ 9 ?ree div9e acts1 ,pres]vation1 ,co-op]ation & ,gov]nm5t4 #a4 ,by pres]vation is signifi$ ! caus+ ( exi/5ce to cont9ue4 #b4 ,co-op]ation is ! act ( ,god :i* causes ! p[]s ( creat$ ?+s to rema9 9 be+4 ,x is n pret5d$ t ! exi/5ce ( ! p[]s ( ! ?+s are ev] sep>at$1 b only t !y are di/+ui%able 9 m5tal analysis4 ,co-op]ation v>ies ) ! nature ( ! objects t[>ds :i* x is ex]cis$4 #c4 ,gov]nm5t1 z a bran* ( ,provid5ce1 is ,god's controll+ all creat$ ?+s s z to promote ! highe/ good ( ! :ole4 ,to ?is end e species ( be+ is act$ ^u 9 a way confirmable to its nature2 = in/ance1 inanimate ?+s by ! laws ( physical influ5ce2 brutes accord+ to ! laws ( in/9ct2 & free ag5ts accord+ to ! laws ( free ag5cy4 ,moreov]1 z ,provid5ce has respect to ! nature :i* ,god has be5 pleas$ to design to ea* v>i\s object1 s1 9 common ) e o!r div9e act1 x is *>act]iz$ by div9e p]fections4 ,x displays omnipres5ce1 omnisci5ce1 omnipot5ce1 hol9ess1 ju/ice1 & b5evol5ce4 ,x has be5 sometimes cont5d$ t ,provid5ce does n ext5d to all ?+s1 or to unimportant ev5ts1 & *iefly = f\r reasons4 ,su* an all-embrac+ provid5ce1 x is said1 w\ld 7#a7 be di/ract+ to ! m9d ( ,god2 or 7#b7 w\ld be b5ea? ,8 dignity2 or 7#c7 w\ld int]f]e ) human fre$om2 or 7#d7 w\ld r5d] ,god unju/ 9 p]mitt+ evil to exi/4 ,9 reply to ^! objections aga9/ a provid5ce controll+ all ?+s )\t exception1 x may be obs]v$ t ! ?ird & f\r? sugge/ difficulties :i* press equally1 9 fact1 ^u all hypo!sis1 n only z to provid5ce1 b z to creation1 & :i* %all be m fully expla9$ 9 ! sequel4 ,z to ! fir/ objection1 t ! m9utiae ( ! creation are s multif>i\s z to confuse ! m9d ( ,god1 we are cont5t to let x refute itself 9 e m9d :i* has any j s5se ( div9e k & wisdom4 ,! second objection1 t "s ?+s are b5ea? ,god's notice1 if x be n a capti\s cavil1 mu/ result f pu%+ too f> ! analogy betwe5 e>?ly k+s & ! ,k+ ( k+s4 ,x is an imp]fection 9 human pot5tates t !y ne$ viceg]5ts2 let u n !n attribute su* a weakness to ,god1 fancy+ him altoge!r su* a "o z ourselves4 ,aga91 x is to ?is day d\btful :e!r ! microscope does n display ! div9e p]fections z illu/ri\sly z ! telescope2 !re is !re=e no reason to d5y a provid5ce ov] animalcula :i* we admit ov] ! con/ellat$ heav5s4 ,:at is x t we d>e call insignificant8 ,! lea/ ( all ?+s may be z a se$ ca/ 9 to ! se$-field ( "t1 to gr[ !re & be> fruit1 :i* %all be multiply+ :5 "t %all be no m4 ,we _c always trace ! connections ( ?+s4 ,we d n pond] ^? we c trace3 or we %\ld tremble to call any?+ b5ea? ! notice ( ,god4 ,x has be5 eloqu5tly said t :]e we see a trifle hov]+ unconnect$ 9 space1 high] _s c disc]n its fibres /ret*+ ?r\gh ! :ole expanse ( ! sy/em ( ! _w1 & hang+ on ! remote/ limits ( ! future & ! pa/4 ,9 ref]5ce to ! ?ird & f\r? objections be=e m5tion$1 namely1 t an all-embrac+ provid5ce is incompatible ) div9e ju/ice & human fre$om1 x %\ld be consid]$ t1 9 contemplat+ ,god's ,provid5ce1 ! "q w (t5 arise1 :y 0 mortal evil all[$ to exi/8 ,b z ^! que/ions meet u at e turn1 &1 "u diff]5t =ms1 may be t]m$ ! "o & ! only difficulty 9 !ology1 x is already consid]$ 9 ! previ\s *apt] ( ?is "w1 & may !re=e require ! less notice 9 ! pres5t article4 ,we %\ld 9 all humility preface :atev] we say on ! p]mission ( evil 7su* z1 my/icism1 9 religi\s bodies7 ) a confession t x is an inscrutable my/]y1 :i* our fai? receives1 b :i* our reason c\ld n prove ei!r to be or n to be dem&$ by ! p]fection ( ,god4 ,b1 9 addition to ! v9dication ( ,god's ways :i* may be f\nd 9 ! ov]-rul+ ( evil = good1 ! foll[+ !ories des]ve notice3-- #a4 ,occasionalism1 or ! doctr9e t ,god is ! imm$iate cause ( all m5's actions4 ,x is s call$1 because x ma9ta9s t m5 only furni% ,god an occasion = :at he does4 ,x degrades all second causes to m]e occasions1 & turns m5 into passive in/rum5ts4 #b4 ,me*anism4 ,_m1 al>m$ at ! consequ5ces :i* occasionalism w\ld seem to involve1 h embrac$ an opposite s*eme4 ,!y criticise ! def9ition ( ! laws ( nature1 & cont5d t occasionalism d]ives all its plausibility f adroitly avail+ itself ( ! ambiguities ( language4 ,!y w\ld h u view ! creation z a species ( clock1 or o!r ma*9]y1 :i*1 be+ once made & w\nd up1 w = a "t p]=m its movem5ts )\t ! assi/ance or ev5 pres5ce ( its mak]4 ,b reasons press too f> ! analogy betwe5 ! ,creator & an artisan4 ,s excell5t a man z ,baxt] 0 misl$ by ?is hypo!sis1 :i* evid5tly is z d]ogatory to ,god z occasionalism is fatal to ! moral ag5cy ( man4 #c4 ,! au?ors ( ! ?ird s*eme respect+ ! mode 9 :i* ,provid5ce p]mits s9 s\ght to be ,eclectics or to f9d a pa? int]m$iate betwe5 ,me*anism & ,occasionalism4 ,9 _! judgm5t1 man is actuat$ by ,god1 & yet is at ! same "t active himself4 ,god gives man ! p[] ( action1 & pres]ves ^! p[]s e mom5t1 b he is n ! effici5t cause ( free actions !mselves4 ,?is !y say1 is involv$ 9 ! v idea ( a moral be+1 :i* w\ld cease to be moral if x 7 subject$ to ! control ( necessity1 & n suff]$ to *oose & to d :at x saw to be ! be/ accord+ to ! laws ( fre$om4 ,b x is ask$1 :y did ,god create m5 free1 & !re=e fallible8 ,x 7 presumption to ?9k ( answ]+ ?is "q adequately4 ,x belongs to ! deep ?+s ( ,god4 ,b1 among ! possible reasons1 we may m5tion1 t if no fallible be+s _h be5 creat$1 !re c\ld h be5 no virtue 9 ! univ]se2 = virtue implies probation1 & probation a liability to temptation & s94 ,aga91 if "s be+s _h n become s9ful1 ! mo/ glori\s attributes ( ,god w\ld nev] h be5 s fully ex]t$ & display$4 ,h[ c\ld ,8 wisdom & m]cy & grace h be5 adequately manife/$1 except by suff]+ a portion ( ,8 creatures to become su* z to dem& ! ex]cise ( ^? attributes8 ,h[ else c\ld ,he h wr\ght ! miracle ( educ+ good f evil8 ,9 ?is connection we may allude to ! ?ird *apt] ( ,romans1 :]e z 9 o!r passages1 x is decl>$1 t ! good :i* evil may be ov]-rul$ to produce1 _c palliate1 mu* less excuse1 ! guilt ( s9n]s1 or ( ^? :o say1 ,let u d evil t good may come4 ,among ! pro(s ( ,div9e ,provid5ce may be reckon$ ! foll[+3--#a4 ,"o argum5t 9 pro( ( ,provid5ce is analog\s to "o mode ( prov+ a creation4 ,if we _c acc\nt = ! exi/5ce ( ! _w )\t suppos+ its com+ into exi/5ce1 or beg9n+ to be2 no m c we acc\nt = ! _w cont9u+ to exi/1 )\t suppos+ x to be pres]v$2 = x is z evid5tly absurd to suppose any creature prolong+ z produc+ its own be+4 ,a second pro( ( ,provid5ce results f ! admitt$ fact ( creation4 ,:oev] has made any piece ( me*anism1 !re=e takes pa9s to pres]ve x4 ,p>5tal affection moves ^? :o h giv5 bir? to *ildr5 to provide = _! su/5ation & education4 ,x is bo? reasonable & scriptural to contemplate ,god z su/a9+ ! univ]se because ,he made x4 ,?us ,david1 hav+ promis$ t ! _w 0 made by ,god1 imm$iately desc5ds to ! c\rse ( 8 ,provid5ce4 7,ps4 xxiii4 #f47 ,! creation also ev9ces a ,provid5ce by prov+ ,god's "r to rule1 on ! admitt$ pr9ciple t e "o may d :at he w ) 8 own4 ,a ?ird pro( ( ,provid5ce is f\nd 9 ! div9e p]fections4 ,s9ce1 among ! div9e p]fections1 are all p[] & all k1 ! non-exi/5ce ( ,provid5ce1 if !re be none1 mu/ result f a want ( w 9 ,god4 ,b no want ( w to ex]cise a ,provid5ce c exi/1 = ,god wills :atev] is = ! good ( ! univ]se1 & = ,8 own glory2 to ei!r ( :i* a ,provid5ce is cle>ly indisp5sable4 ,god !re=e has resolv$ to ex]cise ,8 p[] & k s z to subs]ve ! be/ ends ) ,8 creation4 ,he t d5ies ,provid5ce1 says ,*>nock1 d5ies mo/ ( ,god's attributes2 he d5ies at lea/ ! ex]cise ( !m2 he d5ies 8 omnisci5ce1 :i* is ! eye ( ,provid5ce2 m]cy & ju/ice1 :i* are ! arms ( x2 p[]1 :i* is its life & motion2 wisdom1 :i* is ! rudd] :]eby ,provid5ce is /e]$2 & hol9ess1 :i* is ! compass & rule ( ea* motion4 ,?is argum5t = a ,provid5ce might be made mu* m impressive1 did our limits all[ u to exp& x1 s z to %[1 /ep by /ep h[ almo/ e attribute1 if n directly1 yet by implication1 dem&s t ,god put =? an unceas+ sov]eignty ov] all ,8 works4 ,a f\r? pro( ( ,god's ,provid5ce appe>s 9 ! ord] :i* prevails 9 ! univ]se4 ,we say ! ord] :i* prevails1 aw>e ( ! occasional app>5t disord] t exi/s1 :i* we h already notic$1 & %all soon treat ( aga94 ,t summ] & w9t]1 se$ "t & h>ve/1 cold & heat1 day & night1 are fix$ by law1 0 obvi\s ev5 to man :o nev] he>d ( ,god's cov5ant ) ,noah4 ,accord+ly ! anci5t ,greeks designat$ ! creation by a ^w :i* means ord] 7cosmos74 ,b our s5se ( ord] is ke5e/ :]e we disc]n x 9 app>5t confusion4 ,! motions ( ! heav5ly bodies are ecc5tric & int]volv$1 yet are mo/ regul> :5 !y seem mo/ lawless4 ,!y 7 !re=e comp>$ by ! e>lie/ a/ronom]s to ! discords :i* bl5d 9 a h>mony1 & to ! wild />ts :i* (t5 height5 ! graces ( a dance4 ,mod]n a/ronomy has reveal$ to u s mu* miracul\s symmetry 9 cele/ial ph5om5a1 t x %[s u f> m decisive pro(s ( a ,rul] seat$ on ! circles ( ! heav5s1 ?an 7 v\*saf$ to ! anci5ts4 ,moreov]1 _m discov] pro(s ( a ,provid5ce 9 su* facts z ! proportion betwe5 ! two sexes1 ! div]sities ( ! cont95ts1 z well z human nature & ! nature ( all ?+s cont9u+ always ! same2 s9ce su* facts %[ t all ?+s are controll$ by an un*ang+ p[]4 ,an objection to pro(s ( ,provid5ce1 d]iv$ f ! ord] ( ! univ]se1 is ?\ght to spr+ f ! seem+ disord]s to :i* we _c %ut our eyes4 ,mu* is said ( plagues & e>?quakes1 ( dr\ght1 flood1 fro/ & fam9e1 ) a ?\s& m natural evils4 ,b x des]ves consid]ation :e!r1 if !re 7 no ,provid5ce1 ^! anomalies w\ld n be ! rule in/ead ( ! exception2 :e!r !y d n feel+ly p]suade u t t curse ( nature is upheld by a p[] above nature1 & )\t :i* x w\ld fall to no?+2 :e!r !y may n be o!rwise necess>y = m important ends ?an fall )9 ! scope ( our k4 ,illu/ration3 ,,rev4 ,m4 ,,gold5 ,! ,high ,prie/ 9 ,*ur* ,c]emonial ,attire ,a fif? pro( ( ,provid5ce is furni%$ by ! fact t s _m m5 are "h rew>d$ & puni%$ accord+ to a righte\s law4 ,! wick$ (t5 feel compuncti\s visit+s 9 ! mid/ ( _! s9s1 or sm>t "u ! rod ( civil ju/ice1 or are tortur$ ) natural evils4 ,) righte\s all ?+s are 9 g5]al rev]s$4 ,! mis] & envi\s are puni%$ z soon z !y beg9 to commit _! respective s9s2 & "s virtues are _! own pres5t rew>d4 ,b we w\ld n dissemble t we are "h met ) important objections1 al?\gh inf9itely less1 ev5 ?\gh !y 7 unansw]able1 ?an beset su* z w\ld reject ! doctr9e ( ,provid5ce4 ,x is said1 & we grant1 t ! righte\s are trodd5 "u foot1 & ! vile/ m5 exalt$2 t ! race is n to ! swift1 nor ! battle to ! /rong2 t virtue />ves1 :ile vice is f$1 & t s*emes = do+ good are fru/rat$1 :ile evil plots succe$4 ,b we may reply3 #a4 ,! prosp]ity ( ! wick$ is (t5 app>5t1 & well /yl$ a %9+ mis]y4 ,:o believes t ,n]o en?ron$ 0 happi] ?an ,paul 9 *a9s8 #b4 ,we are (t5 mi/ak5 9 call+ su* or su* an afflict$ man good1 & su* or su* a prosp]\s man bad4 #c4 ,! mis]ies ( good m5 are g5]ally occasion$ by _! own faults1 s9ce !y h be5 s fool-h>dy z to run c\nt] to ! laws by :i* ,god acts1 or h aim$ at c]ta9 ends :ile neglect+ ! appropriate means4 #d4 ,_m virtues are prov$ & augm5t$ by trials1 & n only prov$1 b produc$1 s t !y w\ld h _h no exi/5ce )\t !m4 ,_m a ,david's noble/ qualities w\ld nev] h be5 develop$ b = ! impi\s attempts ( ,saul4 ,job's integrity 0 n only te/$ b /r5g!n$ by ,satan be+ p]mitt$ to sift him z :eat4 ,passions1 exp]i5ce & hope 7 br\ght z m9i/]+ angels to man1 ( :om ! _w 0 n wor?y1 ?r\gh trials ( cruel mock+s & sc\rg+s4 #e4 ,! unequal di/ribution ( good & evil1 s f> z x exi/s1 c>ries our ?\ghts =w>d to ! la/ judgm5t1 & a retribution accord+ to ! de$s done 9 ! body1 & c h>dly fail ( ?r[+ r\nd ! idea ( et]nity a /rong] air ( reality ?an x might o!rwise h done4 ,all p]plexities vani% z we reflect t1 ,he come? to judge ! e>?4 #f4 ,ev5 if we limit our views to ?is _w1 b ext5d !m to all our acqua9tances1 we _c d\bt t ! t5d5cies1 ?\gh n always ! effects1 ( vice are to mis]y1 & ^? ( virtue to happ9ess4 ,^! t5d5cies are especially cle> if our view embraces a :ole life-"t1 & ! cle>] ! long] ! p]iod we embrace4 ,! ,psalmi/ 0 at fir/ envi\s at ! fooli%1 :5 he saw ! prosp]ity ( ! wick$2 b z 8 views became m compreh5sive1 & he und]/ood _! end1 8 language 01 ,h[ are !y br\ght into desolation z 9 a mom5t2 !y are utt]ly consum$ ) t]rors4 ,! progressive t5d5cy ( vice & virtue to reap ea* its appropriate h>ve/ is f9ally illu/rat$ by ,bi%op ,butl]1 be/ ( all p]haps 9 8 picture ( an imag9>y k+dom ( ! good1 :i* w\ld peacefully subv]t all o!rs1 & fill ! e>?4 ,inde$1 z soon z we leave :at is imm$iately be=e our eyes1 & glance at ! annals ( ! _w1 we behold s _m manife/ations ( ,god1 t we may adduce z a six? pro( ( ,provid5ce ! facts ( hi/ory4 ,! giv+ & transmission ( a revelation1 z ! ,mosaic & ! ,*ri/ian--! rais+ up ( ,prophets1 ,apo/les & ,def5d]s ( ! ,fai?--! ord9ation ( p>ticul> ev5ts1 su* z ! ,re=mation--! m rem>kable deliv]ance notic$ 9 ! lives ( ^? devot$ to ! good ( ! _w1 etc41 all indicate ! wise & b5evol5t c>e ( ,god ov] ! human family4 ,b ! hi/orical pro( ( a ,provid5ce is p]haps /ronge/ :]e ! wra? ( man has be5 made to praise ,god1 or :]e ef=ts to di%onor ,god h be5 con/ra9$ to d him honor4 ,te/imony 9 favor ( piety has fall5 f ! impi\s1 & has _h a d\ble volume1 z com+ f ! unwill+4 ,!y :o h f\ght aga9/ ! tru? h be5 us$ by ,god z in/rum5ts ( spread+ ! k ( x1 awak5+ an int]e/ 9 x1 or /imulat+ ,*ri/ians to purify x f human additions1 & to exhibit its p[]4 ,! sci5tific rese>*es also ) :i* infidels h we>i$ !mselves to ov]?r[ a revelation h prov$ at la/ fatal to _! d>+ scepticisms4 ,too _m hi/ories1 l ,gibbons'1 h be5 writt5 z if !re 7 no ,god 9 ! heav5s1 sway+ ! sceptre ( ! e>?4 ,b a bett] day is approa*+2 & x is exhil>at+ to obs]ve t ,alison1 ! fir/ ,briti% hi/orian ( ! age1 writes 9 ! _s :i* brea!s 9 ! hi/orical books ( ! ,bible1 :]e ! free actions ( man are repres5t$ z insep>ably connect$ ) ! ag5cy ( ,god4 ,if we may judge ( ! future by ! pa/1 z ! scroll ( "t unrolls1 we1 or our po/]ity1 & "s ?9k glorifi$ spirits 9 a yet high] degree1 %all see m & m pla9ly ! h& ( ,god op]at+1 till e knee %all b[4 ,judgm5ts1 n[ a great deep1 %all become z ! light t goe? =?4 ,! tides ( ambition & av>ice w all be se5 to roll 9 subs]vi5cy to ! designs ( ,god4 ,to borr[ ! illu/ration ( ano!r1 we %all behold ! b[ ( ,god encircl+ ! d>ke/ /orms ( wick$ness1 & =c+ !m to manife/ ,8 glory to ! univ]se4 ,z a sev5? gr\nd = believ+ 9 ,provid5ce1 x may be said t ,provid5ce is ! necess>y basis ( all religion4 ,= :at is religion8 ,"o ( ! be/ def9itions calls x ! belief 9 a sup]-human p[]1 :i* has great influ5ce 9 ! human affairs1 & ought !re=e to be wor%ip$4 ,b take away ?is influ5ce 9 ! human affairs1 & y cut (f all motive to wor%ip4 ,to ! same purpose is ! text 9 ,hebrews3 ,he t come? to ,god mu/ believe t ,he is1 & ,he is a rew>d] ( su* z dilig5tly seek ,him4 ,if !n ! religi\s s5tim5ts ?rill u n 9 va9--if all attempts ( all m5 to commune ) ,god h n always & ev]y:]e be5 idle--!re mu/ be a ,provid5ce4 ,9 ! eigh? place1 we may adv]t = a mom5t to ! pro( ( ,provid5ce f ! common cons5t ( mank9d1 ) ! s+le exception ( a!i/s4 ,! ,epicureans may be class$ ) a!i/s1 z !y are g5]ally ?\ght to h be5 a!i/s 9 disc\rse1 & a ,god aft] _! imag9ations w\ld be1 to all int5ts & purposes1 no ,god4 ,! ,/oics 7 also a!i/s1 believ+ only 9 a bl9d fate aris+ f a p]petual concat5ation ( causes conta9$ 9 nature4 ,! passages ackn[l$g+ a ,provid5ce 9 ,cic]o1 ,s5eca1 ,plut>*1 & all ! anci5t morali/s1 are num]\s & decisive1 b too accessible or well-kn[n to ne$ be+ quot$4 ,9 ! la/ place1 ! doctr9e ( ,provid5ce is abundantly prov$ by ! ,scriptures4 ,"s times x is decl>$ t ! ,mo/ ,high rule? 9 ! k+dom ( m51 & give? x to :omsoev] ,he w2 z mu* z to say t no?+ c )/& ,8 p[]4 ,aga91 le/ we may ?9k "s ?+s b5ea? ,8 notice1 we read t ,he numb]e? ! hairs ( our heads1 c>e? = lilies1 & dispose? all ! lots :i* are ca/4 ,! c>e ( ,god = man is g5]ally argu$1 a =tiori1 f ,8 c>e = inf]ior creatures4 ,"o ,psalm 7xci7 is devot$ to %[ ! provid5tial security ( ! ,godly3 ano!r 7xciii7 %[s ! frailty ( man2 & a ?ird 7civ7 ! dep5d5ce ( all ord]s 9 creation on ,god's ,provid5ce = food & brea?4 ,9 ,him1 x is else:]e add$1 we live1 & move1 & h our be+4 ,he1 9 ! p]son ( ,*ri/1 su/a9e? all ?+s by ! ,^w ( ,8 p[]1 & f ,him come? d[n e good & p]fect gift4 ,b n[h]e p]haps is a ,provid5ce s po9t$ly ass]t$ & s sublimely set =? z 9 "s ( ! la/ *apt]s ( ,job2 & n[h]e s v>i\sly1 w9n+ly1 & admirably exhibit$ z 9 ! hi/ory ( ,joseph4 ,& n[h]e c\ld be f\nd m brilliantly illum9at+ its sub/ance ?an 9 our own he>ts & lives4 ,! fool ha? said 9 8 he>t1 !re is no ,god4 ,to und]value ,god's ,provid5ce x is ! mo/ dreadful insult t a fool c\ld d>e conceive 9 8 m9d aga9/ ,god's exi/5ce4 ,b ! wise he>k5 to ,8 voice4 ,my son1 if ?\ wilt receive my words1 ,& hide my comm&m5ts ) !e2 ,s t ?\ incl9e ?9e e> to wisdom1 ,& apply ?y he>t to und]/&+2 ,yea1 if ?\ crie/ aft] k1 ,& lifte/ up ?y voice = und]/&+2 ,if ?\ seeke/ h] z silv]1 ,& se>*e/ = h] z = hid treasures2 ,!n %alt ?\ und]/& ! fe> ( ! ,"l1 ,& f9d ! k ( ,god4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,new ,york to ,cali=nia ,:5 ,i 0 b a little boy1 ,i c well recollect1 a nice little pond 9 ! holl[ ( two hills beautifully situat$1 ne> ! s*ool h\se :]e ! pupils w\ld enjoy ! int]vals ( _! s*ool "t4 ,h[ ,i w\ld wond] at ! exp]im5t ( ?r[+ a /one 9 ! pond & wat*+ anxi\sly ! circles ( wat] gr[+ l>g] & l>g] till rea*+ ! banks ( ! pond & !re !y w\ld break1 z ?\gh 9 despair = ! limitations ( _! enl>g+ t5d5cies4 ,x seems to me1 n[1 a p>allel despair ?reat5s my he>t1 = be+ oblig$ to compact ?is /ory ( my conv]sion4 ,yet1 9 view ( ! fact t ! ,am]ican read] is a great] admir] ( quality r ?an quantity1 ,i mu/ cont5t myself by giv+ a brief acc\nt on ! practical side ( my p]sonal exp]i5ce z a ,*ri/ian work]1 among ! ri* & ! poor1 ! high & ! l[ classes & masses1 9 cities & t[ns1 sun%9e or cl\ds1 ra9 or sn[1 by day or by night2 ,i made myself s]vant unto all m51 t ,i might by all means save "s1 & ?is ,i d = ! ,gospel's sake4 ,&1 x is only prop]1 to confess1 publicly1 t ,i am prep>$ to suff] all ?+s1 = ! love :i* ,i feel 9 my he>t to be ( "s s]vice to my own p1 an hi/orical race ( p !y are1 drift+ away f ,god1 bl9dly all[+ bl9d prie/s to lead !m into ! dit*4 ,!re is a *e]+ prospect ab\t ?is p1 = ^: salvation ,i h devot$ my life1 t :5 ,*ri/ ent]s into ! he>t ( a ,greek1 !re is v little hope left = ! devil to induce him to be a backslid]4 ,a truly conv]t$ ,greek s\l is wor?y ( all ! joy t ! angels 9 heav5 rejoice ov] "o s9n] t rep5te?4 ,h[ mu* m rejoic+ %all be !re1 if we get conv]t$ all ! ,greeks t are liv+ 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates & use !m z a k9dl+ matt] to />t ! fire ( salvation 9 ! he>ts ( ! millions ( p "u ! ,greek & ,russian *ur* slav]y1 all r\nd ! ,m$it]ranean c\ntries8 ,) ?is & _m o!r social & indu/rial problems lay+ ^u my he>t1 ,i f9d ! atmosph]e1 9 ,new ,york1 too close = any op5+ & v little enc\ragem5t = a beg9n+4 ,& ! atmosph]e grew m asphyxiat+ e day ) ! argum5ts ( my fri5d ,george ,n4 ,he nev] _h any sympa?y ) ! subject s de> to my own he>t1 8 highe/ ambition be+ money-mak+1 = :i* end he rel9qui%$ ! ,presbyt]ian pulpit1 aft] be+ duly graduat$ f a ,presbyt]ian ,sem9>y = m9i/]ial ord9ation4 ,x 0 only natural t our ?\ghts & our ambitions %\ld face ea* o!r suspici\sly f ! diametrical opposite ends4 ,& ) all due respect to my old tea*] & gratefully ackn[l$g+ 8 hospitality = ent]ta9+ me _m a day1 ,i f9d out t at ! be/ ,i _h to be 9 8 m]cy1 z long z ,i 0 n able to expla9 myself1 to ! ,am]ican p1 speak+ 9 _! own language4 ,&1 z difficulties h always _h a peculi> effect ^u my p]sonal "*2 to face !m1 & fight !m out ) "o object 9 view to die or to w91 ,i left ,new ,york "r aft] ,*ri/mas ( #aijc1 9 ! mid/ ( an unusually sev]e w9t]1 r a w&]]2 b det]m9$ to ramble among ! ,am]ican p & le>n ! language by e>1 :i* prov$ 9 my case1 & ,i believe1 x is 9 e case1 to be ! be/ s*ool = le>n+ ! correct pronunciation ( any language y might desire to speak1 & be n laughable :5 y address ! natives ( t language4 ,:]e %\ld ,i direct my w&]+ /eps1 x 0 ! all important "q1 "u my consid]ation 9 ! fir/ place4 ,bo/on3 ,i _h be5 sc\r+ ! gr\nd be=e1 & f a ?or\gh-go+ ,i 0 conv9c$ t to beg9 9 a place :]e ! mo/ sup]/iti\s1 if n fanatic1 ,greeks are situat$1 at all appe>ances x %\ld be a wond]ful failure )\t any dose ( wisdom 9 x2 :ile ,i 0 n able to take my /& be=e ! p1 ^: sympa?ies ,i ne$$ 9 judg+ my purposes & my ef=ts4 ,9 ! great wild ,we/1 way out !re1 :]e "s ( ! be/ ea/]n]s by leav+ _! homes & _! com=ts !re91 & endur+ all ! h>d%ips ( pione]+ life !y succe$$ at la/ to put a solid f\ndation ( a new & p]man5t civilization a/oni%+ly wond]ful n only 9 ! developm5t ( ?is great l& ( lib]ty b revolutioniz+ ! :ole comm]cial & social sy/em ( ! _w4 ,:o ha? kn[n ! m9d ( ! ,"l8 ,we h be5 taught1 t ,8 purpose is to glorify ,himself ?r\gh human ag5cy1 & we "k t all ! great movem5ts 9 hi/ory 7 orig9at$ 9 an insignificant way by insignificant p]sons at ! beg9n+4 ,:o c\ld say1 at ! "t1 :5 ! daught] ( ,ph>aoh came d[n to wa% h]self at ! riv]1 & !re %e drew out ( ! wat] an ark ) a *ild 9 x1 t t *ild w\ld be ! *os5 "o ( ,god to deliv] 8 p f ! ,egyptian bondage8 ,or1 :51 a poor c>p5t] ) 8 wife w5t up f ,galilee1 out ( ! city ( ,naz>e?1 into ,judea 9 a small village ( ,be?lehem1 & ,m>y br\ght =? h] fir/-born son1 & wrapp$ him 9 swaddl+ clo!s1 & laid him 9 a mang]1 because !re 0 no room = !m 9 ! inn2 t t baby 0 ! ,k+ ( ,k+s1 ,*ri/ ! ,"l & ,savi\r ( all mank9d8 ,t1 humble fi%]m5 w\ld be ! h]alds ( glad tid+s1 to ^? :o accept ,*ri/ z _! ,savi\r8 ,t an altrui/ monk %\ld leave 8 mona/]y1 ?us violat+ 8 v[s to ,pope & ! *ur*1 to be ! m\?piece ( ! ,tru?s ( ,*ri/'s ,gospel1 & become ! fa!r ( a ,re=mation t br\ght d[n ! ,romi% pride1 = all "t & rais$ ! bann] ( p]sonal lib]ty 9 ,him :o is ! ,only ,"o to save e s\l t come? unto ,him )\t ! necessity ( a prie/8 ,t su* m5 z ,john ,wesley1 ,moody1 & a numb] ( o!rs1 to accompli% great ?+s = ! advancem5t ( ,god's k+dom8 ,& ! greate/ religi\s liv+ man1 ,g5]al ,william ,boo?1 :o1 ) 8 +5i\s & prototype sy/em1 is do+ m = ,god & humanity1 ?an all religi\s bodies put toge!r8 ,_! beg9n+ 0 insignificant4 ,^! names1 a few ( ! _m1 ,i ?\ght to m5tion = ! enc\ragem5t ( ^? :o always try to f9d "s excuse1 = n do+ all !y c1 to realize t = :i* !y e day pray1 ,?y ,k+dom come4 ,z = me1 ,i "k1 t !re is no?+ impossible ) ,jesus1 & x is only accord+ to our fai?1 & ! "w :i* we put 9 x1 t we reap ! results ( our ef=ts4 ,:5 ,i left ,new ,york1 ,i made a %ort /op-ov] at ,new ,j]sey1 & "o sn[y morn+ ,i w5t to ! ,r4 ,r4 /ation & pur*as$ my ticket = ,a!ns1 ,ohio1 because1 9 /udy+ geography1 ,i notic$ t !re are q a numb] ( t[ns 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates by ! "n ( ,a!ns1 & ,i 0 v desir\s to visit ! ,a!ns1 ,ohio1 & see if !re 0 any ,acropolis or monum5ts to comp>e ) ! ,a!ns1 ,greece4 ,! tra9 arriv$ at ,a!ns1 ,ohio1 ,r4 ,r4 /ation j on "t1 n to miss my d9n] at a ne>by re/aurant1 :]e ,i inquir$ if !re 7 any ,greek p 9 ! t[n4 ,a v g5tle "y lady1 wait+ on ! table gave me in/ructions to f9d a c&y /ore kept by a ,greek1 :]e %e took h] ice cream4 ,i f\nd ! place & ! ,greek :o 0 a real good natur$ middle-ag$ man & 8 family liv+ on ! floor above ! /ore4 ,he receiv$ me k9dly & aft] a %ort conv]sation he said he ?\ght ,i c\ld make a suitable help = him & he (f]$ me ! job )\t ask+ any que/ions z to my id5tification4 ,i _h no ?\ght ( /ay+ at t place & decl9$ ! (f]4 ,by ! same ,greek ,i 0 glad to le>n t ,a!ns1 ,ohio1 ?\gh !re is no ,acropolis & no ,socrates !re2 yet1 %e is a nice little college t[n & ! ,greek 0 do+ a ru%+ bus9ess ) ! /ud5ts4 ,! next tra9 0 = ,/4 ,l\is1 ,miss\ri1 & ,i 0 v anxi\s to see ! ,mississippi riv]1 s ,i w5t on t tra94 ,! great bridge on ! ,mississippi riv] & ! ,union /ation at ,/4 ,l\is are two build+s t c\ld make honor to any city 9 ! _w4 ,i left my luggage at ! p>cel-room & />t$ out to f9d a hotel1 :]e ,i c\ld h ! be/ accommodations = ! smalle/ am\nt ( money4 ,:5 ,i locat$ myself ! be/ t ,i c\ld1 ! next ?+ ,i ?\ght to look ar\nd = a job1 z ,i lik$ to /ay 9 ,/4 ,l\is till ! op5+ ( ! ,_w's ,fair 9 ! ye> #aijd4 ,i b\ght a newspap]3 ,i c\ld !n read "s ,engli%1 b speak v little yet4 ,! adv]tisem5t :i* attract$ my att5tion 0 a %ort "o ,want$ "y man will+ to "w1 apply1 at giv5 numb] & /reet4 ,x 0 ,saturday yet ,i 0 anxi\s & will+ to "w1 s1 ,i w5t to answ] ! ad4 ,by ask+ 9 e corn] "s man 9 uni=m1 n kn[+ at ! "t if !y 7 policem5 or conductors 9 ! electric c>s1 ,i f9d ! /reet & pres5tly ,i saw ! numb] above ! door ( a great big liv]y /able4 ,i look$ ov] ! newspap]1 & ! numb] 0 correct4 ,i 0 n prep>$ = ! surprise & = a mom5t ,i hesitat$ to ent]4 ,! ?\ghts came to me by bun*es3 = ! fir/ "t 9 my life ,i 0 look+ = an hone/ "w to make an hone/ liv+1 & ! fir/ place1 ,god's ,provid5ce1 br\ght me1 0 a /able2 & :at a big /able t 04 ,i nev] knew any?+ ab\t /ables & horses3 :at c\ld ,i d !re8 ,in/antly my feet began to move backw>ds :5 a ?\ght came z a lightn+3 :at d y c>e if x is a /able1 or a d[ag]'s palace8 ,x is "w t y want1 & x is mu* m honorable to "w 9 a /able & be "r ) ,god1 ?an to live 9 ! luxuries z a ,high ,prie/ & be an hypocrite4 ,labor1 x has always be5 an object ( my admiration1 ?\gh1 labor is set =? z a "p ( ! primeval curse1 9 ! sweat ( ?y face ?\ %alt eat bread & d\btless !re is a view ( labor :i* exhibits 9 x reality z a heavy1 sometimes a cruel+ burd54 ,b labor is by no means exclusively an evil1 nor is its prosecution a di%onor4 ,^! impressions1 false ?\gh !y are1 h wr\ght a va/ & complicat$ am\nt ( h>m to m51 especially to ! indu/ri\s classes1 caus+ ^! classes1 t is1 ! great majority ( our fell[-creatures1 to be reg>d$1 & consequ5tly to be treat$ ev5 9 ,*ri/ian l&s1 z a p>i% ca/e1 z h]$it>y hew]s ( wood & draw]s ( wat] doom$ by ,provid5ce1 if n prim>ily by ! ,creator himself1 to a l[ & degrad+ yoke1 & utt]ly incapable ( ent]ta9+ l(ty s5tim5ts1 or ris+ to a high] position2 to be re/ra9$ !re=e 9 e manife/ation ( impati5ce le/ !y %\ld tempor>ily ga9 ! upp] h&1 & lay wa/e ! fair fields ( civilization2 & to be kept "u = ! safety ( society1 if n = _! own safety1 by social burd5s & ! depress+ influ5ces ( disreg>d & contempt4 ,a bett] feel+1 h[ev]1 reg>d+ labor & labor]s1 is beg9n+ to prevail3 ^! motions1 :i* brea! ! v _s ( slav]y :5ce !y are borr[$1 are 9 a ^w di%onor$1 :ile !y are gradually los+ _! hold on ! he>t1 & _! influ5ce on ! life4 ,individuals aris+ f "t to "t f ! l[e/ levels ( social life to take1 occupy1 & adorn its l(tie/ po/s1 h irresi/ibly %[n t !re is no depression 9 society :i* ! favors ( ,god may n rea*4 ,especially has a wid] & m humane _s begun to prevail s9ce man has le>n$ m accurately to "k1 & m p[]fully to feel1 ! g5ius & ! _s ( ! ,gospel1 ^: orig9ator 0 a c>p5t]'s son1 & ^: h]alds 7 ,galilean fi%]m54 ,reason & exp]i5ce too1 9 ?is z 9 all cases1 h come to reveal$ tru?1 t5d+ =cibly to %[ t labor1 if "u c]ta9 circum/ances x has a curse to inflict1 has also _m priceless bless+s to be/[4 ,yet1 :5 x fell to my lot1 to submit myself 9 t class & be a labor] & e>n my bread by ! sweat ( my br[1 x 0 a critical mom5t to decide ^u4 ,& j at ?is mom5t a man ( small /ature came out ( ! /able1 & z ,i look$ suspici\sly1 he ask$ me if ,i want$ any?+4 ,i want ?is job said ,i1 %[+ to him ! ad 9 ! pap]4 ,) a few %>p glances at me /&+ n[ l a m>ble2 all "r1 he said2 y j put on y\r work+ clo!s & come "h on ,monday morn+ at #e a4 m41 & we w h some?+ = y to d4 ,i left him & on my way back home ,i ent]$ ! fir/ clo?+ /ore & pur*as$ an outfit ( work+-man's clo!s4 ,! next day 0 ,sunday & ,i sp5t ! day 9 my room1 pray+ t ,god w\ld su/a9 me 9 my new c>e]4 ,at night ,i _h v little sleep1 mak+ my plans = ! future1 or build+ my ca/les 9 ! air1 & e>ly ,monday morn+ ,i 0 at ! /able be=e #e a4 m4 ,soon ! little man appe>$ & aft] ! cu/om>y c]emony 9 tak+ my "n & address1 he l$ ! way into ! inn] "p ( ! /able 9 front ( a huge heap ( horse manure4 ,!re1 he says1 y j %ovel t out ( ! w9d[1 & h&+ to me a big =k1 = ! op]ation1 he disappe>$4 ,!re are c]ta9 happ5+s 9 our lives indelibly writt5 9 our memory1 :i* _c be effac$ by ! /ream ( "t1 & "o week's exp]i5ce 9 ?is /able 0 suffici5t to engrave ! deepe/ l9es 9 my he>t ( sympa?y & m]cy = s9ful1 suff]+ humanity4 ,x has be5 said 9 ! old ,greek my?ology t ! greate/ a*ievem5t ( ,h]cules 0 :5 he und]took to clean ! /able ( ! k+ ,augeus at ,argos4 ,b %\ld ,h]cules liv$ 9 ?is /able = "o week1 ,i d\bt t 8 "n w\ld ev] appe> 9 ! li/ ( demigods4 ,illu/ration3 ,,rev4 ,m4 ,,gold5 ,capta9 ( ! ,salvation ,army ,x is beyond ! limits ( self respect to ev5 attempt a brief acc\nt ( all t took place 9 t /able1 b suffici5t to say t ,i w5t 9 !re "o individual & by ,saturday ,i came out t5 ?\s& /rong4 ,& ,i _h to put up 9 ,/4 ,l\is "o m week 9 a ba? h\se1 ) mu* "w & exp5se to get back into my "o individual1 & ha/5 my w&]+ /eps t[>ds ,*icago1 ) a /op-ov] at ,spr+field1 ,ill9ois1 :]e ,i _h ref]5ces to meet a g5tleman1 pr(essor ( ! ,greek language 9 "o ( ! colleges !re4 ,:5 ,i arriv$ at ! h\se ( ! de> pr(essor1 he1 began to speak to me f a book1 9 an examet] hom]ean tone1 & ,i und]/ood ab\t z mu* z ! fai?ful :o goes to *ur* & ! prie/ reads ! mass 9 ,lat94 ,at ,spr+field ,i lo/ my sat*el & ) x my ,greek docum5ts1 :i* might h be5 v int]e/+ to ! read]1 yet1 ,i hope 9 my next publication to h reproductions ( ^? docum5ts f ! orig9al1 :i* ,i c easily obta9 f ,a!ns4 ,*icago is my next /op4 ,! ,babylon ( ! ,we/4 ,la/ week ( ,janu>y1 #aijd1 ! wea!r #ab degrees bel[ z]o4 ,all ! idles ( ,*icago hir$ by ! city hall c\ld n keep control ( ! sn[ on ! /reets4 ,i locat$ myself 9 a furni%$ room on ,waba% ,av5ue1 & b\ght a pap] to f9d a job1 b my exp]i5ce 9 ! /able at ,/4 ,l\is1 took away f me all ! c\rage to select any k9d ( "w f ! pap]1 yet ,i 0 v anxi\s to settle = a :ile 9 ,*icago1 9 t ?ird cosmopolitan city ( ! _w1 ,london & ,new ,york be+ respectively fir/ & second4 ,*icago (f]s great opportunity to a /ud5t ( religi\s1 indu/rial & social conditions1 & :51 by *ance1 ,i secur$ employm5t 9 a lead+ w>eh\se1 a v good pay+ position1 "u ! circum/ances1 ,i devot$ all my sp>e "t visit+ ! ,greek qu>t]s1 incognito1 & /udy+ ev]y?+ t came )9 my obs]vation1 & att5d+ all k9ds ( public meet+s ( v>i\s d5om9ations & societies1 :i* prov$ a great help to me 9 le>n+ ! prop] pronunciation ( ! ,engli% words1 9 fact = five ye>s ,i did n speak five times 9 ! ,greek language4 ,"o morn+ ,i read 9 ! pap] ! foll[+ ann\ncem5t3 ,! ,knights ,templ> ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates h made _! plans to celebrate ! #bi? tri5nial conclave ( ,knights ,templ> to be held 9 ,san ,francisco1 ,cal41 ,septemb] #d to #i4 ,! occasion w be ( univ]sal "*1 repres5tatives f all ! _w2 & ,great ,brita9 w s5d to ?is impos+ c]emony ! highe/ (ficials t control ! affairs ( ! *ivalric ord] ( ,freemasonry 9 ! ,briti% ,isles4 ,! ,e>l ( ,eu/on1 mo/ em95t & supreme gr& ma/] ( great priory ( ,engl& & ,wales & ! dep5d5cies ( ! ,briti% cr[n1 7 com+ ) cr$5tials to repres5t ,edw>d ,,vii1 ! k+ ( ,engl&4 ,i 0 look+ =w>d to my visit to ,cali=nia1 s9ce ,i left ,new ,york1 b ,i nev] expect$ ! "t = me to g !re w\ld come s soon z x did4 ,i 0 long+ to see a great ga!r+ ( ,freemasons1 ( ?is class ( m51 t1 9 e c\ntry repres5ts ! highe/ ideals ( good citiz5%ip4 ,) a few days prelim9>y prep>ations1 ,i bade good-bye to my employ]1 & well suppli$ ) recomm5dations f "s influ5tial fri5ds & acqua9tances :i* ,i _h made 9 ,*icago1 ,i saw myself (f to ,cali=nia1 on ! =5oon tra91 ! #be? ( ,june1 #aijd4 ,! trip 0 unev5tful1 except+ ! unbe>able heat & du/1 especially go+ ?r\gh ! ,/ates ( ,oklahoma1 ,arizona & ,new ,mexico1 & ! numb] ( ,indians1 :i*1 = ! fir/ "t 9 my life ,i beheld 9 _! own sk9 liv+ & mov+ cont5t$ z ?\gh !y /ill 7 ! dom9at+ race on ! cont95t1 ) _! squ>e faces pa9t$ 9 v>i\s colors1 wrapp$ 9 _! blankets1 & b>e-foot$1 _! feet be+ v mu* l ^? ( a mud turtle1 !y 7 ! real ?+4 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,honorable ,submission ,!re 0 a "t :5 ! ,ea/]n "p ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates look$ ^u ,san ,francisco z ! com+ ,new ,york ( ! ,pacific ,coa/1 b s9ce ! disa/r\s e>?quake 9 ! ye> #aijf1 ! /ream ( progress z a great comm]cial c5t] has be5 turn$ r t[>ds ! ,nor!rn ,pacific ,coa/1 yet ,san ,francisco ) its great h>bor1 ! ev] increas+ comm]cial developm5ts & numb] ( o!r advantages1 /ill is a magnific5t attraction to ! homeseek]1 :o = ! la/ few ye>s has be5 v sceptical 9 8 pref]5ce on acc\nt ( exi/+ unfavorable conditions reg>d+ ! city's gov]nm5t :i* is ! prey ( di%one/ politicians4 ,= ?is & _m o!r reasons ,i %\ld nev] make my home )9 ! limits ( ! city ( ,san ,francisco4 ,!re are beautiful localities )9 %ort di/ances1 desirable 9 e respect & beyond ! claws ( ! city hall ( ,san ,francisco4 ,m\nt ,tamalpais1 ,i believe1 is a mo/ pleasant location = ! lov]s ( nature4 ,words fail1 & x is beyond ! ability ( my p51 to ev5 attempt to describe1 ! beauties :i* nature has be/[$ ^u ! ,m\nt ( ,tamalpais4 ,situat$ j across ! bay ( ,san ,francisco1 by ! way ( ,socialito1 on ! tra9 to ,mill ,valley & :5ce on ! crook$e/ railroad 9 ! _w1 climb+ #bjjj feet above ! tide ( wat]1 we rea* ! l[] top ( ! m\nta91 & !re we f9d accommodations to ent]ta9 k+s & pr9cesses1 & ! mo/ ecc5tric ,yankee4 ,yet1 ,i am assur$1 t sc>cely "o-t5? ( ! visitors to ,cali=nia1 h ev] _h ! exceptional privilege to sp5d #bd h\rs1 on ! top ( ,m\nt ,tamalpais1 & !reaft] all ?r\gh _! lives enjoy ! mo/ wond]ful recollection 9 all ,god's creation4 ,! ,alps 9 ,europe are too /up5d\s to be comp>$ ) ?is maje/ically magnific5t m\nt ( ,tamalpais4 ,! ,himalaya 9 ,asia are too bruti% to be consid]$ z a rival ( ?is g5tle & illu/ri\s sky-scrap]4 ,! ,olympus & ,p>nassus ( ,greece are out ( season to be p>allel$ ) ?is up-to-date m>vel\s ?rone ( _! ,maje/ies ! ,k+s ( ,am]ica4 ,!re is ! ,tamalpais ,hotel1 a real palace1 :]e ! gue/s c re/ & f ! v]&as or ! w9d[s ( _! own rooms obs]ve ! animat+ sights on ! left h& side ! sn[-cov]$ top-heads ( ! m\nta9s & foll[+ to ! "r look d[n ^u ! valleys & behold ! myriads ( orange & lemon & all ! fruit-be>+ trees bloom+ all ! ye> ar\nd & decorat$ l brides 9 _! w$d+ procession1 n only = a few mom5ts1 till ! law ties ! knot1 b =ev] z long z ! life-giv+ climate ( beautiful ,cali=nia la/s & "t %all be no m4 ,:5 ,i w5t up to ! ,m\nta91 look+ = employm5t1 because ,i want$ to locate myself 9 su* a place1 if ,i c\ld1 till ! celebration ( ! ,knights ,templ> 0 ov]1 ,i 0 surpris$ to f9d t ! ,g5]al ,manag] ( ! ,hotel & ! ,r4 ,r4 ,/ation 0 a lady1 ( a /rik+ maje/ical appe>ance1 %e 0 ! controll+ p[] ( ! :ole bus9ess on ,m\nt ,tamalpais1 & %e 0 n a suffragette ei!r4 ,b %e 0 a lov+ "m ( two beautiful *ildr51 a typical ,yankee girl1 well up 9 h] te5s1 sup]vis+ ov] ! *amb]maids1 & v>i\sly assi/+ h] "m1 & an active boy ( sixte51 ! good-fell[ ( ev]ybody1 & especially to ! ,*9am5 employ$ 9 ! kit*54 ,mr4 ,johnson 0 ! husb& & fa!r ( ?is happy family1 & he occupi$ ! position ( butl] ( ! h\se1 receiv+ ord]s f 8 belov$ wife4 ,i pres5t$ my cr$5tials to ,mrs4 ,johnson & %e1 be+ satisfi$1 0 v k9d to give me ! *>ge ( two tables to wait ^u 9 ! d9+ room4 ,x seem$ z ?\gh ,i made good z a wait]1 judg+ by ! co9s :i* ! cu/om]s1 began to =get1 b5ea? _! plates1 9 leav+ ! table1 "s call x tips1 ,i call$ x real money4 ,septemb] 0 well at h&1 "o day old1 & ,mrs4 ,johnson 0 v anxi\s to h ! premises well decorat$1 & a big ar* %\ld be erect$ at ! entrance1 ) ! sign1 ,,welcome1 to ,knights ,templ>1 z news came f ,san ,francisco1 t ! ,knights 7 already 9 possession ( ! ,gold5 ,gate4 ,mrs4 ,johnson 0 almo/ 9 despair1 unable to f9d someone among t great army ( employees1 to h any arti/ic ideas ( decorat+ or ev5 to make a few fl[] designs & put up ! ar* out ( "s gre5 foliage4 ,we 7 all gre51 9 t respect4 ,b z ,i always f9d myself at h&1 :]ev] help is to be r5d]$1 ,i (f]$ my s]vices1 & by :at ,i c\ld rememb] f my fri5d ,jack1 9 ,new ,york1 h[ he c\ld decorate ev]y?+ to a good ta/e1 ,i h be5 able to put up a nice decoration & ! ?ird ( ,septemb]1 #aijd1 ! flags ( all nations 7 wav+ & ev]y?+ 0 ready = ! reception ( ! ,knights ,templ>4 ,mrs4 ,johnson 0 pleas$ to ! ext5t ( pres5t+ me ) an extra ?ree doll>s & reliev+ me f ! d9+ room1 %e appo9t$ me 9 *>ge ( ! pavilion1 an out-doors build+1 :]e ! ,knights ,templ> w\ld privately ent]ta9 _! families & lady fri5ds4 ,9 ?is position ,i 0 enabl$ to see m ( ! high ,am]ican life ?an ,i ev] dream$ ( be=e4 ,! ,engli% ,"l1 & ! ,p>isi5 ,dame de ,honor1 7 eclips$ z !y w\ld look l pygmies by ! side ( ! sun%9+1 bright-he>t$ ,am]ican g5tlem51 & ! sweet & graceful demigoddess ,am]ican lady4 ,b my en?usiasm rea*$ its z5i? :5 a g5tleman f ,pittsburg1 9 company ) 8 ladies1 aft] an enjoyable d9n]1 at ! pavilion1 he left "u 8 plate a %9+ five doll> gold piece2 at ! sight ( ! unexpect$ ,i made a sign to :i* ! g5tleman 0 oblig$ to respond1 & t settl$ x1 !re 0 no mi/ake ab\t x1 ! man & ,i 7 bro!rs & ! co9 0 int5d$ z my tip4 ,& aft]w>ds ! incid5t occurr$ repeat$ly dur+ ! celebration ( ,knights ,templ> 9 ,san ,francisco4 ,n[1 if ev]y?+ 9 ?is _w 0 j a procession l t ( ,knights ,templ> 9 ,san ,francisco1 & ev]ybody 0 happy z ! p ,i h se5 on ,m\nt ,tamalpais1 !n !re w\ld be no sorr[1 & !re w\ld be no pa92 9 fact ?is _w w\ld be ! p>adise on e>?4 ,b1 alas6 regretful z x may be1 yet x is only ! simple tru?1 t x is only ! m9ority t are real happy1 :ile ! va/ majority ( m5 & wom5 & *ildr5 9 ?is _w are j a mass ( suff]+ humanity1 & if ! inve/igations ( religi\s societies1 sociologi/s1 & psy*ologi/s1 are true1 ! cause ( all mis]y 9 ?is _w is misconduct or mis=tune1 :i* 9 "o ^w is1 s91 t br+s mis]y4 ,& !re is :]e my purpose 9 life beg9s4 ,i am out aga9/ s94 ,b to fight s91 x is absolutely necess>y to be a soldi] ( ! man :o gave 8 life = ! salvation ( all mank9d4 ,presid5t ,em]itus ,eliot ( ,h>v>d ,univ]sity1 a man ( colossal ?\ght-ma*9e1 man1 :o controls ! unprejudic$ intellectual m9ds ( ,am]ica1 9 8 address on ,! ,religion ( ! ,future1 is quot$ z say+3 ,i v5ture to add t ,i am n at ! hold ( any pr\d _w--:atev]2 second1 t su* little "p ( ! _w z ,i am be/ acqua9t$ ) loves ! ,l[ly ,naz>5e--& does n hate ,him2 ?irdly1 t ,i h met dur+ my life mo/ ( ! sorr[s :i* are acc\nt$ heavie/2 f\r?1 t ,jesus w be 9 ! religion ( ! future1 n less1 b m1 ?an 9 ! ,*ri/ianity ( ! pa/4 ,all ef=ts )\t ,jesus1 try+ to bett] ! _w1 %all fail4 ,x is & w be ! op9ion ( all sane m9ds = _m g5]ations yet to come4 ,?is 0 my op9ion & ! only impos+ motive t br\ght me d[n on my knees on ! #ad? ( ,octob]1 #aijd1 9 a poorly furni%$ hall :]e ! ,salvation ,army _h ! ,sunday night's meet+4 ,i gave my he>t to ,jesus1 = life & = et]nity1 to be 8 & 8 alone4 ,& ,i knew1 !re & !n1 t ,i 0 honorably conv]t$4 ,to make ! surr5d] complete ,i (f]$ my s]vices to ! ,salvation ,army1 t ,i %\ld use all ,i _h1 my "t & my tal5t1 to uplift ! d[n-fall5 humanity & help to make ?is _w bett]4 ,major ,h>ris ,connett & ,adjutant ,allison ,coe1 7 ! (fic]s 9 *>ge ( ! ,los ,angeles ,salvation ,army & !y receiv$ me into _! ranks & = t5 mon?s ,i 0 engag$ 9 ?is wond]ful organization1 visit+ ! sick1 pray+ 9 ! saloons1 9 ! slums & ev]y:]e do+ all t ,i c\ld to promote ! cause ( ,jesus 9 br++ s\ls into 8 fold4 ,b no?+ gave me s great pleasure z ! poor *ildr5 ( ,los ,angeles at ,*ri/mas "t :5 ,i 0 dress$ 9 ! ,santa ,claus clo?+ di/ribut+ pres5ts to !m4 ,i nev] felt happi] 9 all my life ev5 9 ! be/ days z a ,high ,prie/4 ,aft] pass+ successfully my prep>atory /udies 9 ,los ,angeles1 ^w came f ! ,headqu>t]s t !y want$ me 9 ! college ,tra9+ ,home1 9 ,*icago1 to take ! c\rse ( (fic]%ip2 & ! #ae? ( ,augu/1 #aije1 f9ds me sweep+ ! back y>d at ! ,tra9+ ,home1 ,we/ ,adams ,/41 ,*icago1 ,ill9ois4 ,7 x possible = e man & woman :o pret5ds to be a m9i/] ( ,jesus1 to pass six mon?s 9 any ( ! ,tra9+ ,colleges ( ! ,salvation ,army1 !n !re %\ld be few] m9i/]s1 b f> m useful1 9 ! bett]m5t ( ! _w1 ?an _m ( !m t are "u ! pres5t conditions4 ,x is ! mo/ psy*ological sy/em1 9 ^! ,tra9+ ,colleges t br+s out all ! virtues t e he>t possesses & e bit ( iniquity t may be hidd5 9 ! p]sonal "* ( ! man or woman :o will+ly d5ies himself or h]self ( all prospects & pleasures 9 ?is _w j = ! only purpose to live & love & s]ve ! suff]+ humanity4 ,!re are exceptions to ! rule among ! (fic]s ( ! ,salvation ,army1 once 9 a great :ile "s "o w prove unwor?y to ! cause1 b ^! exceptions are common 9 e human in/itution1 & !y are s few 9 ! ,salvation ,army t fully ju/ifies ! public confid5ce ^u ?is m>vel\sly develop+ great movem5t4 ,i w5t ?r\gh ! !oretical & practical "w = :i* ,i c\ld make a :ole volume ( ! exp]i5ces 9 ! slums ( ,*icago1 :]e ,i _h to reprove a policeman1 :om ,i f\nd 9 a saloon dr9k+ 9 full uni=m1 :ile 9 ! back room !re 0 a girl n ov] fifte5 ye>s old1 9 ! company ( a mo/ reckless middle-ag$ man1 bo? exce$+ly intoxicat$ & /ill dr9k+4 ,i dismiss$ ! man1 & s5t ! girl to ! rescue home1 :]e %e w\ld be tak5 c>e (4 ,! #ag? ( ,janu>y1 #aijf1 ,i receiv$ my diploma z an active memb] ( ! ,national ,fir/ ,aid ,association ( ,am]ica1 & my commission z a ,capta9 9 ! ,salvation ,army1 & ,i 0 appo9t$ 9 *>ge ( ,no4 #d 9 ,*icago4 ,i w5t to my qu>t]s & !re 0 n k9dl+ wood en\gh to />t a fire1 & no coal2 & ! wea!r #ad degrees bel[ z]o1 half ! glass panes ( ! w9d[s brok51 & ev]y?+ 9 ! h\se froz51 & ! ,corps indebt$ to ! ext5t ( #age doll>s1 t ,i 0 expect$ to pay4 ,y h to put y\rself 9 a position ( ?is k9d 9 ord] to appreciate ! circum/ances "u :i* ,i 0 plac$4 ,yet1 :5 ev]y?+ seems d>k1 & !re is no visible way out ( ! difficulty1 x is !n t ) ,jesus on our side1 we %all always f9d "s way4 ,! fir/ consid]ation 9 a mission>y "w %\ld be to get s\ls conv]t$ to ,god4 ,) mu* pray] & great fai? ^u ! ,almighty1 ,i began my "w1 & :5 ! ,_s spread all r\nd t community & ! s9n]s began to flock into ! fold ( ,jesus1 !re 0 a *ange 9 a v %ort "t4 ,! old debt 0 paid1 & we _h com=table qu>t]s to lay our heads2 & ! roll-call ( ! ,corps increas$1 & ,god 0 glorifi$1 & !re is a ,corps1 till ?is day1 9 ,*icago1 :i* !y call ! big #d ( ! ,salvation ,army4 ,! ,san ,francisco disa/] came & ! ,salvation ,army call$ me into its reliev+ dep>tm5t to help ! suff]]s4 ,aft] :i* !y appo9t$ me assi/ant to ! ,ill9ois ,division1 :]e = two ye>s ,i made a deep] & m ?or\gh /udy ( ! v>i\s dep>tm5ts 9 op]ation4 ,9 ,april1 #aijh1 ,i visit$ ,engl& ) ! desire to /udy clos] & m ext5sively ! me?ods1 & see = myself ! great works :i* ! ,salvation ,army has accompli%$ 9 ! ,briti% ,isles4 ,on my return to ! ,unit$ ,/ates ,i 0 appo9t$ divisional solicitor = ! ,nor!rn ,new ,engl&1 :]e1 spl5did success 0 ! result ( my ef=ts1 & !re 0 a great field to "w 9 & e opportunity to d good4 ,b 9 se>*+ my he>t's ambition ,i f9d t x 0 high "t = me to turn all my en]gies t[>d ! p = ^: ,salvation ,i 0 orda9$ a ,high ,prie/ 9 ! ,*ur*1 & al?\gh ! ,*ur* fail$ 9 its mission1 yet1 to uplift my p is /ill ! aim ( my life4 ,aft] mu* ?\ght & due consid]ation ( my obligations to ! ,salvation ,army1 ,i came to ! conclusion t 9 view ( ! fact t foll[+ an unsuccessful correspond5ce ) ! ,salvation ,army1 ! ,national ,headqu>t]s refus$ to grant me a leave ( abs5ce1 & insi/$ t ,i %\ld g back ,we/1 :ile ,i knew t ! field :]e ,i 0 call$ to fight ! battle ( my life 0 "r "h 9 ,new ,engl&1 ! be/ ?+ = me to d rema9$ to s5d 9 my resignation1 & ,i did s1 ?us ?ru/+ myself entirely ^u ! h&s ( ,god4 ,& ?\gh z yet ,i h receiv$ no reply f ! ,national ,headqu>t]s1 my resignation is f9al1 & n[ ,i am free1 & my "w unmole/$ ( all d5om9ational diff]5ces1 dogmas & doctr9es1 :i* 9 ! light ( ! ,ecclesia/ical hi/ory has always be5 ! fatal cause ( failure1 9 ! ,*ur*es1 to accompli% _! mission 9 ! ,salvation ( ! _w4 ,,*apt] ,,ix ,practical ,effects ( ,practical ,tru? ,! necessity ( fai?1 z a prim>y elem5t 9 all acceptable religi\s ex]cises1 has already be5 notic$4 ,a feel+ ( entire dep5d5ce ^u ,god = spiritual m]cy is ! only "r feel+1 because x is ! only true feel+4 ,x is necess>y1 accord+ to ! =ego+ view ( ! subject1 9 ord] to (f] acceptable pray]1 t man %\ld possess a _s ( fai? & dep5d5ce ^u ,*ri/4 ,! pr9ciple ^u :i* ,*ri/ act$ 9 relation to ?is subject1 z well z ,8 in/ruction conc]n+ ! duty ( pray]1 fully confirm ! prec$+ ?\ghts4 ,he seldom p]=m$ an act ( m]cy1 by miracle or o!rwise1 unless ^? :o receiv$ ! m]cy c\ld see ! h& ( ,god 9 ! bless+3--,if ?\ can/ believe1 ?\ maye/ be cleans$1 0 ,8 habitual s5tim5t4 ,z if ,he _h said--,y\r desire = ! bless+ is manife/ by y\r urg5t reque/2 n[1 if y c h fai? to see ,god 9 ! bless+1 s t ,he w be honor$ & prais$ = conf]r+ x1 ,i w grant x2 b if y h no fai?1 y c receive no favor4 ,?is little book c\ld easily occupy ?rice z l>ge a size z its pres5t volume1 _h ,i tak5 into acc\nt all ! bless+s :i* ,god has be/[$ ^u my fai?ful pray]s & ^u ,8 *ildr51 us+ me z an in/rum5t ( ,8 h&4 ,b ,i mu/ cont5t myself by ref]r+ to only two cases1 :i* _h _h exceptional significance & gratify+ joy n only to my own he>t1 b to e ,*ri/ian work]4 ,) ! individuals spok5 ( ,i am well acqua9t$1 hav+ frequ5tly conv]s$ ) !m all on ! subjects ( :i* ,i %all speak4 ,_! words 9 ^! cases may n h be5 exactly rememb]$1 b ! s5se is truly giv54 ,! fir/ case1 is a /ory1 told all by itself1 & ! second case1 is a lett] ( a de> girl1 ^: "m 0 a d[n to ! bone ,roman ,ca?olic4 ,! daught] accid5tally came to our meet+ & gave h] he>t to ,jesus4 ,! "m ?9k+ t ! worldly pleasures might drive h] newly conv]t$ daught] away f ,jesus1 & be+ v anxi\s to get h] daught] back into ! ,ca?olic p>i%1 %e gave a p>ty to all ! "y p f ! same p>i%4 ,& !re 0 pl5ty ( song & dance1 b ! daught] did n %[ up4 ,! "m ) a numb] ( ! gue/s w5t into ! daught]'s room :]e ! girl 9 seclusion 0 read+ h] ,bible2 ! "y p almo/ c>ry+ h] into ! reception hall1 sat h] ^u ! /ool 9 front ( ! piano1 e>ne/ly ask+ h] to play = !m :ile !y 7 danc+4 ,b1 ! girl1 lift+ up to ,god h] angelic he>t & voice1 %e began to play & s+1 s(tly ,ne>] ,my ,god ,to ,!e1 ! te>s /ream+ d[n h] *eeks2 !y 7 te>s ( joy = ! sav$ girl1 b ! "y p c\ld n /& x & !y ran away1 :ile ! conv]t$ girl b5d$ on h] knees 9 pray] = !m1 & h] own "m's salvation4 ,case #a4--;,= love ( ! ,*ri/3--,john ,davis 0 ! only *ild ( a ,*icago bank]4 ,! weal? & social prom95ce ( 8 fa!r _h surr\nd$ him ) e com=t & luxury1 & 8 gr[? f boyhood to incipi5t manhood _h be5 t5d]ly wat*$ ov] by 8 fond p>5ts4 ,all ! hopes ( 8 p>5ts 7 c5t]$ 9 _! only *ild4 ,mr4 ,davis look$ =w>d to ! "t :5 ,john w\ld become 8 p>tn]1 & t 8 son might be fitt$ 9 e way1 engag$ ! be/ tutors procurable to att5d to 8 education4 ,john _h graduat$ ) honors aft] f\r ye>s ( college "w1 :i* 0 m>k$ by ! ?or\gh & e>ne/ application on 8 "p4 ,8 fa!r wat*$ 8 progress ) gr[+ pride & ) fulle/ confid5ce 9 8 son's ability1 arrang$ to take him into p>tn]%ip at ! prop] "t4 ,seem+ly ! future = ,john 0 "o ( brilliant promise4 ,b ,john did n %[ an eag] anticipation = ! future z plann$ = him4 ,a life devot$ to bus9ess 0 to him a selfi% "o4 ,some?+ )9 him 0 insi/5tly call+ him to a high] vocation2 al?\gh app>5tly acquiesc+ to 8 fa!r's plans1 ! prospect daily became m & m di/a/eful to him4 ,f 8 "m1 a woman ( s+ul> dev\tness & piety1 ,john _h receiv$ a c>eful religi\s tra9+1 & he c\ld n reconcile ! idea ( a life devot$ to self ) ! tru?s he _h rev]5tly accept$ z 8 fai?4 ,daily he met ) examples ( %amefully degrad$ manhood1 ( pitiful want1 & ( unhelp$ suff]+4 ,8 s\l w5t out 9 pity t[>ds ^! un=tunate ones1 & at su* times ! voice )9 imp]i\sly summon$ him to foll[ 9 ! foot/eps ( ,him :om he wor%ip$ z ,"l & ,savi\r4 ,on ! o!r h& ,reason urg$ filial ob$i5ce to ! wi%es ( 8 fa!r4 ,t 8 "m w\ld und]/& & enc\rage him %\ld he he$ ! call ( 8 s\l1 ,john did n = an in/ant d\bt4 ,n less cle>ly1 h[ev]1 did he recognize ! attitude 8 fa!r w\ld take to su* a c\rse2 = 8 fa!r1 :ile refra9+ f sc(f+ at beliefs *]i%$ by 8 wife & fri5ds1 made no secret ( 8 own disbelief 9 !m4 ,! life :i* w\ld appe> to 8 "m & himself z noble/ ( all w\ld seem quixotic & s5seless to 8 fa!r4 ,besides1 8 fa!r _h set 8 he>t on ,john's becom+ 8 p>tn] 9 bus9ess4 ,john dread$ to disappo9t him1 yet /rong] & /rong] grew ! call ( t inn] voice :i* n[ all b dom9at$ him4 ,"o ev5+ z he sat ) 8 p>5ts he surpris$ !m by say+3 ,n[ t ,i h f9i%$ my college c\rse x is "t = me to *oose my vocation1 to /rive to be ( b5efit to my fell[ m54 ,all arrangem5ts h be5 made1 ,john1 respond$ ,mr4 ,davis1 y may beg9 at once if y s desire4 ,y\r "m & ,i ?\ght1 h[ev]1 t y 7 entitl$ to a vacation aft] y\r college "w4 ,h[ev] we c use y at ! bank ! mom5t y are ready1 laugh$ ,mr4 ,davis4 ,t is j :at ,i desire to talk ov] ) y1 fa!r1 return$ ,john4 ,= weeks ,i h felt t ! future y h design$ = me is too n>r[--too selfi%4 ,) my ,ma/]'s ,call s\nd+ 9 my e>s1 ! ?\ght ( devot+ my life to any bus9ess1 h[ev] high its position 9 ! eyes ( ! _w1 is intol]ably repugnant4 ,i "k h[ firmly y\r he>t has be5 set ^u my jo9+ y 9 bus9ess1 & ,i _c tell y h[ h>d x is = me to disappo9t y at ?is late h\r1 b ,*ri/ has call$ me to prea* to ,8 p4 ,i feel & "k t only 9 s do+ %all ,i f9d true happ9ess & cont5tm5t4 ,y surely1 fa!r1 w n oppose my do+ t :i* e fibre ( my body tells me is my duty4 ,! eyes ( ,mrs4 ,davis fill$ ) glad te>s1 & a pray] = ,div9e guidance = h] son w5t up f h] he>t2 b annoyance & displeasure pla9ly %[$ on ,mr4 ,davis' face4 ,at l5g? he said3 ,i _h ?\ght x def9itely settl$ t y 7 to assi/ me1 & on ! /r5g? ( t belief ,i h made sev]al important *anges 9 my bus9ess ) ! view ( af=d+ a prop] position = y4 ,y\r decision decl9+ to accept x w inconv5i5ce me n a little4 ,) all due consid]ation = y\r religi\s beliefs1 ,i feel x my duty z y\r fa!r1 ,john1 to express my disappo9tm5t ( ! pr(ession y at pres5t seem incl9$ to adopt4 ,h[ev] y are ent]+ man's e/ate1 & x is = y to decide z to y\r c>e]4 ,i %all1 h[ev]1 insi/ ^u "o ?+3 t y take a good vacation be=e mak+ y\r f9al decision4 ,if1 ^u y\r return y are ( ! same m9d1 ,i %all n oppose y1 al?\gh to speak frankly1 ,john1 ,i am n a little disappo9t$4 ,anyway a good we/]n trip w greatly b5efit y1 & ,i %all n be at all surpris$ if on y\r return y\r conception ( y\r duty has und]gone important modifications4 ,z if signify+ t he desir$ to discuss ! subject no f>!r1 ,mr4 ,davis rose & left ! room4 ,ke5ly feel+ 8 fa!r's disappo9tm5t & displeasure1 ,john in/9ctively turn$ to 8 "m = sympa?y4 ,mrs4 ,davis /epp$ to 8 side & ) a fond c>ess said3 ,?ank ,god y h made ?is *oice2 ,i %all d all 9 my p[] to help y4 ,?ank y1 "m de>4 ,i believe y und]/& me1 & "k h[ s9c]e is my desire to d :at ,i c = my fell[ m54 ,i d s long to lead "s ( !m to ,*ri/2 = _m are w&]+ 9 d>kness1 j wait+ = "s "o to rea* !m a help+ h&4 ,9 def]5ce to fa!r's wi%es ,i %all take a vacation2 ?\gh x c by no possibility alt] my det]m9ation4 ,on my return ,i %all beg9 active "w )\t delay4 ,i h education en\gh to prea* ! simple tru?s ( ,god's love4 ,i wi% to prea* to s9n]s1 n to sa9ts4 ,i %all ask no sal>y & h no d5om9ation4 ,my ,*ur* w be ,*ri/4 ,aft] t5d]ly embrac+ 8 "m1 dur+ :i* ! s\ls ( "m & son unit$ 9 a pray] to ! ,mo/ ,high1 ,john bade h] ,good night & retir$4 ,! foll[+ week f\nd ,john on 8 way to ,s\? ,dakota1 8 plan be+ to make 8 fir/ /op ( any l5g? at ,ab]de54 ,he arriv$ !re at night & ! foll[+ morn+ m\nt$ 8 bicycle = a trip ?r\gh ! surr\nd+ c\ntry4 ,x 0 a new _w to him4 ,8 fir/ ?\ght 03 h[ spl5did ! roads 7 = :eel+1 !y seem$ ev5 bett] ?an ! pav$ /reets ( ! city4 ,he ca/ 8 eyes ov] 8 surr\nd+s4 ,on all sides 0 ! va/ expanse ( prairie1 end+ only 9 ! horizon--! fields ( grass & gra91 mov+ 9 ! w9d l ! waves ( ! sea2 ov]head ! blue sky1 /ret*+ out 9 a dome unbrok5 by hill or =e/4 ,! sun above him seem$ to %9e ) a bright] spl5dor ?an he _h be=e kn[n4 ,! beauties ( nature fill$ ! s\l ( ?is city-br$ y\? ) wond] & admiration4 ,he rode on & on4 ,at "o mom5t ! joy\s song ( a l>k captivat$ him2 at ano!r1 ! cap]+ ( "s colts1 or a sleek h]d ( cattle quietly graz+ 9 a ne>by pa/ure attract$ 8 att5tion2 or a colony ( prairie goph]s :i* div$ excit$ly into _! burr[s at 8 approa*1 amus$ him ) _! antics4 ,at la/ he began to wond] h[ f> he _h gone4 ,see+ ne>by a l>ge1 well kept f>m-h\se1 he rode up to x1 to procure su* re/ & refre%m5t z x might af=d him1 be=e und]tak+ 8 long ride back to t[n4 ,8 knock at ! door 0 answ]$ by a beautiful girl1 app>5tly ab\t fifte5 ye>s ( age4 ,john expla9$ 8 err& to h]1 & reque/$ su* c\rtesies z c\ld be grant$ )\t putt+ ! p ( ! h\se to undue inconv5i5ce4 ,! girl express$ h] regrets t h] p>5ts 7 away 9 t[n1 b say+ t %e expect$ !m home v soon1 %e invit$ him 91 & u%]$ him into a cool1 spaci\s sitt+-room4 ,mutual introductions foll[$ & ,john le>n$ t ! "n ( 8 fair "y ho/ess 0 ,lily ,long1 b1 said %e1 ) a slight blu%1 fa!r calls me ! ,que5 ( ! ,prairie4 ,!y visit$ toge!r = "s little "t1 until ,lily1 exclaim+ t h] fa!r & "m 7 com+1 w5t out to greet !m4 ,left to himself1 ,john glanc$ ar\nd him4 ,an old-fa%ion$ piano /ood 9 "o corn] ( ! room4 ,he not$ also an ample1 well fill$ book-case at "o end ( ! room4 ,music1 books1 & ,prairie ,que54 ,if ?is is a typical example ( c\ntry life1 ,i mu/ say t ,i r l x4 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,long greet$ him he>tily & gave him a cordial invitation to /ay to d9n]--an invitation :i* he gratefully accept$4 ,& :at a d9n] x 02 vegetables fre% ga!r$ f ! g>d5 9 abundance2 fri$ *ick5 prep>$ z only a f>m]'s wife c prep>e x2 & ! c\ntless o!r good ?+s :i* g to make d9n] on ! f>m4 ,to ?is d9n] ,john br\ght an appetite %>p5$ by 8 brisk morn+ ride2 he did full ju/ice to ! tempt+ vi&s1 nor c\ld he rememb] s ?or\ghly enjoy+ a d9n] be=e4 ,ev]y?+ on ! f>m 0 s clean & well arrang$ t ,john began to wi% he c\ld bo>d !re in/ead ( 9 t[n dur+ ! rema9d] ( 8 visit2 s :5 !y _h adj\rn$ to ! sitt+-room1 he in=m$ ,mr4 ,long ( 8 wi%1 & ask$ if x 7 possible4 ,b be=e y answ] me1 he add$1 ,i %\ld l to make myself bett] kn[n to y4 ,!n he told !m ( 8 fa!r & "m1 ( 8 own y\?1 & ( 8 college life4 ,a natural "q on ! "p ( ,mr4 ,long z to :at br\ght him s f> ,we/ l$ to an explanation f ,john1 :o pres5tly f\nd himself tell+ 8 new-f\nd fri5ds 8 future plans & ambitions4 ,my boy1 said ,mr4 ,long1 rea*+ out 8 h&1 ,i honor y = y\r *oice4 ,y are welcome to %>e our home z long z y c>e to /ay4 ,mrs4 ,long wip$ h] eyes z %e press$ ,john to /ay ) !m1 = %e ?\ght ( h] own son :om ,god _h call$ home4 ,lily mu/ h be5 ?9k+ ( him too1 = %e said3 ,i am glad y are go+ to /ay1 = !n ,i c play y are my bro!r4 ,i c]ta9ly %all be pr\d to be y\r bro!r1 ,john answ]$ gallantly4 ,t ev5+ :5 ! family ga!r$ = pray]s1 ,lily took h] seat at ! old piano4 ,!n ,john realiz$ :y !y call$ h] ,que51 = nev] _h he he>d su* a magnific5t voice1 s sweet1 s s(t1 & s full ( feel+4 ,x seem$ z ?\gh %e c>ri$ !m ne>] ,heav5 ) h] song4 ,be=e ,john retir$ he wrote to 8 "m1 tell+ h] ( ! home he _h f\nd1 & ( ,! ,que5 ( ! ,prairie4 ,?is r amus$ ,mrs4 ,davis1 = hi!rto1 ,john _h _h little to say 9 praise ( "y ladies1 al?\gh he 0 a favorite among !m4 ,! summ] pass$ m]rily on1 & ,john's vacation 0 draw+ ne> its close1 :5 "o morn+ he receiv$ a telegram tell+ him t 8 "m 0 dang]\sly sick4 ,! message fill$ him ) anxi\s =ebod+1 & he quickly prep>$ to return home at once4 ,te>s 7 on ,mrs4 ,long's *eeks z %e help$ him pack1 = %e _h n realiz$ be=e to :at an ext5t ,john _h tak5 h] own boy's place 9 h] he>t4 ,8 own eyes 7 moi/ z he bade h] f>ewell1 promis+ to return z soon z possible4 ,mr4 ,long 0 ready ) a team to drive him to t[n1 & ,lily 0 /&+ beside h] fa!r4 ,%e rais$ a te>-/a9$ face to him1 & said3 ,goodbye1 de> bro!r1 we %all miss y4 ,john 0 n a%am$ ( 8 own te>s1 = ?is little girl :o call$ him ,bro!r1 _h gr[n de>] to him ?an all ! _w4 ,he /oop$ & rev]5tly kiss$ h] sn[ :ite br[1 !n sprang 9 ! buggy & 0 gone4 ,:5 ,john rea*$ home1 8 fa!r met him at ! door4 ,mr4 ,davis' face 0 gha/ly pale2 he _h gr[n old ) grief4 ,john's eyes ask$ ! "q 8 lips c\ld n frame4 ,%e /ill lives1 b ! doctor says %e _c la/ long1 said 8 fa!r 9 answ] to 8 son's mute appeal4 ,%e is p>alyz$4 ,%e w probably recognize y1 b %e c nei!r speak nor move4 ,)\t speak+ ,john w5t to 8 "m's b$side1 & saw t ?is 0 inde$ true4 ,8 "m lay z "o dead4 ,a fa9t sp>k ( recognition %[$ 9 h] fa/ dimm+ eyes z he approa*$ b o!r signs ( life !re 7 none4 ,ov]come ) grief1 ,john /ood motionless at ! b$side4 ,!n 9 agony he turn$ to ,him :o faile? n1 he fell on 8 knees & pray$ rev]5tly = 8 "m's recov]y4 ,8 fa!r tri$ to lead him away1 b ,john cont9u$ to pray4 ,!n sudd5ly 9 t h\r ( angui% ! grief-/rick5 man f\nd 8 ,god4 ,kneel+ at 8 son's side1 he implor$ m]cy f ,him :om hi!rto he _h d5i$4 ,all at once ,mrs4 ,davis spoke1 ,my son4 ,! doctor ha/5$ to h] side4 ,9 a mom5t he turn$ to ,mr4 ,davis & said1 ,%e is bett]1 %e w live4 ,dr4 ,gordon 0 an unbeliev]1 b at t mom5t he realiz$ t some?+ _h control ( life1 :i* c\ld act aft] sci5ce _h fail$4 ,he look$ at ,john :o _h n yet ris5 f 8 knees1 at ,mr4 ,davis :o 0 p\r+ out ?anks to ! ,god he _h j f\nd1 !n at ! woman :o _h be5 sav$ at ! po9t ( dea?4 ,l a fla% came to him ! k ( a m]ciful ,*ri/1 & he jo9$ ! fa!r & son 9 _! pray] ( ?anksgiv+4 ,mrs4 ,davis rapidly recov]$ h] heal?1 & ,john soon ent]$ ^u 8 life "w4 ,he receiv$ he>ty enc\ragem5t f 8 fa!r ?is "t1 = ,mr4 ,davis _h le>n$ ! ,tru? & f\nd 8 ,god at ! b$side ( 8 dy+ wife 9 su* a way z to leave no place 9 8 he>t = opposition to "w 9 ,8 s]vice4 ,john's "w 0 among ! poor4 ,he visit$ f h\se to h\se1 prea*+ & pray+1 & ext5d+ mat]ial help :5 su* help 0 mo/ ne$$4 ,8 s9c]ity & e>ne/ness 7 ! means ( br++ light into _m d>k5$ lives1 & ! message ( ,*ri/ crucifi$ 0 eag]ly receiv$ 9 response to 8 plead+s4 ,at "o brok5-d[n h\se he 0 met by a frail woman :o c>ri$ a half-/>v$ *ild 9 h] arms4 ,x 0 pla9ly app>5t t 9 bett] days %e _h be5 a h&some & ref9$ woman4 ,john introduc$ himself & ask$ if he c\ld be ( any help to h]4 ,no1 %e answ]$1 ,i am afraid y _c aid me4 ,i am ,rose ,williams4 ,my fa!r is a man ( weal?4 ,he is liv+ today 9 luxury 9 a neighbor+ city1 & if ,i w\ld leave my husb& ,i c\ld be clo!d 9 silk & sat9 in/ead ( ^! rags1 b z long z ,i /ay ) him1 my fa!r w n help me1 n ev5 to keep me f />v+4 ,b ,i w\ld r />ve ) my husb& ?an leave him to kill himself ) dr9k1 = ,i love him4 ,dr9k is ! cause ( all my pov]ty & mis]y4 ,oh1 if ,ralph w\ld only let x alone4 ,%e end$ h] /ory 9 a fr5zi$ cry :i* pla9ly %[$ ! t5sion to :i* %e _h be5 wr\ght1 b ,john's voice 0 l[ & soo?+ z he said1 ,suppose y & ,i pray = y\r husb&4 ,i h great fai? 9 ! p[] ( pray]4 ,%all we n pray toge!r8 ,toge!r !y knelt d[n1 & (f]$ up an e>ne/ pray]4 ,mrs4 ,williams spoke 9 l[ tones at fir/1 !n ) great excitem5t4 ,at la/ %e tri$ to rise1 b fell 9 a swoon on ! floor4 ,john plac$ h] on a c\* 9 ! room & s5t at once = ,dr4 ,gordon4 ,aft] 8 exam9ation1 ,dr4 ,gordon look$ s]i\s4 ,?is is go+ to be a bad case ( bra9 fev]1 ,john4 ,f all appe>ances x has be5 ha/5$ by lack ( prop] food1 b %e may pull ?r\gh if %e has prop] c>e4 ,illu/ration3 ,,rev4 ,m4 ,,gold5 ,! ,f\nd] ( ! ,greek-,am]ikan-,*ri/ian-,association ,john saw t ! s]vice ( ! physician 0 only "p ( :at 0 ne$$ = ! woman's safety4 ,he w5t out & procur$ b$d+ & food1 & 8 "m s5t ov] "o ( h] maids1 also a tra9$ nurse4 ,soon ?+s 7 made com=table = ,mrs4 ,williams1 b %e c\ld n re/4 ,9 h] delirium %e call$ cont9ually = ,ralph to come home & br+ h] some?+ to eat4 ,& :]e 0 ,ralph8 ,= ?ree days he _h be5 lay+ 9 a drunk5 /upor 9 ! cell> ( a saloon1 b ?is ev5+ he _h sob]$ some:at1 & remorse = 8 cruel neglect ( 8 wife & *ildr5 0 f9d+ a place 9 8 he>t4 ,he recall$ ! />v+ condition 9 :i* he _h left !m4 ,p]haps = ! fir/ "t he began to realize h[ de>ly 8 wife mu/ love him to give up ! pleasure & luxury ( h] girlhood home = him1 & !re 9 t room n fit = cattle1 ?is man cri$ out 9 8 angui%1 ,oh1 ,god1 protect my wife & =give me4 ,he />t$ at once = home b z he ne>$ ! h\se 8 he>t 0 fill$ ) fe>1 8 head began to :irl4 ,:]e 0 ,rose8 ,:y 0 ev]y?+ s /ill8 ,he op5$ ! door & 0 met by a little girl dress$ 9 :ite & ) gold5 curls4 ,h[ beautiful %e 02 %e ran to him & cri$1 ,papa has come1 ,papa has come6 ,!n he knew %e 0 8 own little daught]4 ,%e l$ him to ! b$ on :i* lay 8 wife1 b ! only words :i* greet$ him 71 ,ralph come home & br+ u some?+ to eat4 ,he call$ h] "n b %e he>d him n4 ,aga9 he spoke3 ,de> ,rose1 =give me1 =give me4 ,dr4 ,gordon laid 8 h& on ! %\ld] ( ! /rick5 man & said3 ,ask y\r ,god to =give y1 y\r wife kn[s n :at y say4 ,he look$ at ! doctor a mom5t1 !n said 9 a l[ voice1 ,i did t be=e ,i />t$ home4 ,god has =giv5 me & sav$ me4 ,b tell me :at ,i c d = my poor wife4 ,x 0 inde$ true1 ,ralph ,williams 0 a *ang$ man4 ,! ,god :o _h he>d ! pray]s ( ! fa!r & son at ! dy+ woman's b$side1 & re/or$ h] to !m1 v\*saf$ 8 m]cy to ! />v+ wife :o pray$ = h] dr9k-sodd5 husb&1 & 9 answ] to x ! dull$ consci5ce ( ! husb& 0 ar\s$4 ,sl[ly ,mrs4 ,williams improv$1 until "o morn+ %e said3 ,is ?is ,heav51 & are ,ralph & my *ildr5 "h8 ,yes1 ,rose1 h] husb& repli$1 ,ralph & ! *ildr5 are "h1 & h5ce=? ,i w d all ,i c to make ?is home ,heav5 on e>?4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ye>s roll+ by saw ,john /ill fight+ ! fight = 8 ,mak]4 ,out ( ! gratitude ,ralph ,williams _h felt = ! ,div9e m]cy %[n him1 _h sprung a det]m9ation to d all 9 8 p[] t[>ds uplift+ o!rs4 ,john eag]ly accept$ 8 s]vices1 & ?us ! nucleus ( a rapidly gr[+ p[] = good 0 =m$4 ,z m & m came to "k ! mean+ ( ,*ri/ ,crucifi$1 !y ent]$ he>t & s\l into ! "w ( spread+ ! tru? to o!rs & soon a mightly cohort ( ,*ri/ian work]s spread ov] ! city4 ,individually & ) !m ,john labor$ night & day su/a9$ by 8 fai? & en?usiasm4 ,! "w ( direct+ ! ef=ts ( s _m1 ! nightly vigil at ! b$side ( sick & dy+1 ! cont9ual brea?+ ( ! vitiat$ air ( ! l[] qu>t]s ( ! city1 gradually sapp$ ! /r5g? ( ,john1 :o did n "k ! mean+ ( fatigue :5 a call on ! s]vice ( 8 ,*ri/ s\nd$4 ,at la/ an attack ( n]v\s pro/ration made him realize 8 position1 & yield+ to ! importunities ( 8 p>5ts & fell[-work]s1 he cons5t$ to take a vacation4 ,:]e %\ld he g b to ! broad1 sunny prairies ( ,dakota1 to 8 de>ly rememb]$ fri5ds1 ! ,longs & ,lily4 ,%e met him ) out/ret*$ arms & a glad smile ( welcome4 ,) ! glory ( dawn+ womanhood ab\t h] %e 0 m ?an ev] ! ,que5 ( ! ,prairie1 b by ! s(t light 9 h] eyes ,john saw t %e 0 /ill 8 ,lily4 ,dur+ ! long pleasant vacation :i* foll[$1 ,john ga9$ /r5g? & vigor once m1 & its close f\nd him ably equipp$ to take up ,*ri/'s "w once m4 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,long 7 d\bly sorr[ful at _! second p>t+ f him1 = 8 he>t _h f\nd its mate & ,lily 0 accompany+ him4 ,he _h ga9$ a lovely bride1 & m ?an t1 an en?usia/ic helpmate4 ,toge!r !y took up ! "w :]e ,john _h left x4 ,ere long ! er/:ile ,que5 ( ! ,prairie 0 kn[n z ,angel ( ! ,poor1 = h] womanly sympa?y c\ld (t5 f9d its way into d>kness :i* ev5 ,john's e>ne/ness fail$ to p5etrate4 ,"o ,friday night !y bo? came to take "p 9 our hol9ess meet+1 & ! ,_s reveal$ to !m t %\ld !y submit all _! p[]s unres]v$ly to ! w ( ,god1 ,he c\ld use !m to /ill high] & m effective purposes ( ! cause ( ,jesus4 ,s1 ,john & ,lily1 side by side1 came out at ! alt> & (f]$ _! lives & _! s]vices to ,jesus = "t & = et]nity1 !y1 becom+ active memb]s 9 my corps1 & a great bless+ to ! suff]+ humanity 9 t community4 ,case #b4--,! foll[+ lett] 0 receiv$ f ! girl already m5tion$1 z ! daught] ( a ,roman ,ca?olic woman1 :o tri$ to drive h] conv]t$ daught]1 by ! worldly pleasures1 away f ,jesus3 ,*icago1 ,ill41 ,oct4 #e1 #aijf4 ,capta9 ,gold51 ,salvation ,army4 ,de> ,fri5d3 ,i feel t ,i mu/ let y "k :at ! ,"l has done = me1 '?r\gh y4' ,:y ,i ev] w5t to ! ,salvation ,army meet+ is m ?an ,i "k1 because ,i h always be5 told t ! ,salvation ,army 0 no?+ m ?an /reet begg>s & a great deal m4 ,s ,i nev] w5t to _! meet+s until ,i w5t to ,no4 #d1 & ,i d s9c]ely ?ank ,god t ,i w5t1 because n[ ,i c see h[ f> f ! ,"l ,i 0 w&]+ & s un9t5tionally because ,i nev] meant to be a s9n]1 b ,i j want$ to h a good "t4 ,b n[1 ,i c see :]e "s ( ^? good times lead u4 ,capta91 ,i (t5 ?9k h[ brave y mu/ h be5 to g on ) ! "w at ,no4 #d1 ) s little help1 't is1 e>?ly help4' ,i am sorry t ,i c\ld n help y1 b y see ,i 0 n brave l y4 ,i c\ld n talk ab\t ,jesus to ^? :o sc(f$1 b ,i d want ,jesus to help me & /r5g!n me to d ,8 w4 ,capta91 d y "k !re is a song t always come to me :5 ,i am 9 any difficulty1 ',lead ,me ,savi\r4' ,y\rs s9c]ely1 ,,floy ,,mayh51 #bbjg1 #fc;d ,/41 ,*icago4 ,x is simply wond]ful1 t !re is no "o to lead u l ! ,savi\r1 de> ,jesus4 ,:o di$ on ,calv>y's ,cross = our r$emption4 ,& n[1 de> read]1 j a ^w to y4 ,?is volume is writt5 = y2 if y are a conv]t$ ,*ri/ian enjoy+ ! bless+s ( a clean he>t1 inde$1 bless$ y are1 = ,bless$ are ! pure 9 he>t1 = !y %all see ,god4 ,b1 if = "s reason1 if !re c be a reason = n be+ sav$1 y kept back until ?is h\r1 ,i pray t y may g d[n ^u y\r knees1 at ?is v mom5t1 j z y are1 & op5 y\r he>t to ,god1 & let ,jesus come 93 & ,i "k & y w "k t ! rema9+ days ( y\r life w be sweet & happy2 & :5 ! roll is call$ up yond] y'll be !re1 9 a robe ( :ite ) ! angels 9 ! air to meet ! ,lamb ( ,god1 ,:o w say unto all t lov$ ,him & work$ = ,him1 ,well done1 ?\ good & fai?ful s]vant3 ent] ?\ into ! joy ( ,?y ,"l4 ,illu/ration3 ,,greek ,,peasant ,,woman ,,*apt] ,x ,greek-,am]ikan-,*ri/ian-,association ,x is said1 by ,him :o nev] told a lie1 t e tree is kn[n by its own fruit1 & ! confirmation ( ! /atem5t is conclusive to ! /ud5t ( natural & human hi/ory4 ,x 0 an idea ( ,k+ ,maximilian ( ,bav>ia1 to transmit to hi/ory a rem9d] ( 8 reign4 ,he in/ruct$ ! ar*itects ( ,g]many to design a new /yle to be nam$ aft] him4 ,su* a /yle ( ,maximilianesque 0 creat$4 ,an ar*itect--x 0 ,semp]1 if ,i am n mi/ak5--:5 ask$ to take a "p 9 ?is creation ( ! s-call$ ,maximilian /yle1 answ]$ t su* a ?+ c\ld n be made to ord]1 t a /yle ( build+ is ! consequ5ce ( ! hi/ory1 ! culture1 life1 & do+s ( a great p]iod ( p4 ,if su* be ! case ) a /yle ( ar*itecture1 h[ mu* m mu/ x be ! case 9 reg>d to religion8 ,! hi/ory ( ?is /yle ( ,maximilian's is1 t x has no hi/ory1 & consequ5tly all ef=ts ( pursu+ em95t ar*itects to adopt ! ,maximilian /yle fail$4 ,?is %ort hi/ory is t ( ! attempts to create a v mu* ne$$ _w religion4 ,x is n ! dogma nor ! doctr9es or ! pr(ession t w make x possible = all "r ?9k+ m9ds to unite ef=ts 9 build+ a univ]sal religion1 suffici5t to satisfy ! intellectual want ( e p & ( e "t4 ,attempts1 all-p[]ful1 su* z ,papism & ,mohamm$anism1 fail$ 9 _! egoti/ic purposes to en=ce ^u ! _w an exotic /ructure4 ,nei!r ! fires ( ,torquemadas1 nor ! sword ( ,islam c\ld det] ! brav]y ( civilization4 ,! blood t 0 spill$ by ! millions ( m>tyrs ( ! l[ly ,naz>5e s]v$ to make ! hi/ory ( ! man :o di$ ^u ! ,cross1 m effective & he>tfelt _w-ne$ = ! only ari/urgimatical %r9e 9 :i* all human families may live 9 peace & prosp]ity4 ,at a "t :5 ! _w 0 imp]ill$ by ! treatm5t accord$ to ,galileo = believ+ 9 ! motion ( ! e>?2 & ?\gh #fi ye>s ( age he 0 ca/1 by ! tools ( ,vatican1 into a dungeon1 :]e he lo/ 8 sight & ultimately 8 life2 & ,cop]nicus 0 fac+ ! same fate1 = accompli%+ a noble a/ronomical discov]y2 & ,m>t9 ,lu!r 0 p]secut$ by ! ,roman ,ca?olic *ur*1 = try+ to br+ ! p ne>] to ,god4 ,! ,greeks1 a brave p1 :o1 9 ! face ( />vation1 = lack ( food1 & horrifi$ by ! sword ( ! conqu]or1 di%onor$ 9 _! holie/ sacr$s1 pure maid5s sla9 aft] be+ us$ 9 ! mo/ bea/ly way1 mo!rs put to dea? aft] _! *ildr5 7 torn (f into %r$s ( fle% "u ! sword ( ! b>b>\s ,turk1 "y p & old ag$ hav+ no rescu+ place to escape f horror & dea?2 :5 all cr[n$ heads ( ,europe %\ld b[ on _! knees & kiss ! slipp] ( ! holy fa!r be=e !y c\ld atta9 _! rights to ! ?rone ( _! own k+doms2 :5 all ! kn[n _w 0 trembl+ equally 9 ! "n ( ,mohamm$ & ,pope1 ^! p 7! ,greeks7 /ood up1 & ) all ! /r5g? t 0 left 9 _! lungs1 !y cri$ out1 we pref] political slav]y r ?an to be ! slaves ( ! ,pope1 & = m ?an ?ree c5turies ! ,greeks suff]$ su* a m>tyrdom :i* if only pr9t$ x w\ld be m ?an a human he>t c\ld be>4 ,! hi/ory ( ,greece %all rema9 until ! end ( "t1 & z ! peoples ( ! _w gr[ intellig5tly & intellectually m enlight5$ !y w come to ! appreciation ( ! fact t ! ,greek p has contribut$ m mat]ial 9 pav+ ! way to ! spiritual fre$om & ! individual lib]ty ( ! _w ?an any o!r nation on ! face ( ! e>?1 & t ! ,greek _s is /ill liv+ & rul+ 9 pr9ciple 9 ! v he>t ( ! civiliz$ _w4 ,x is ess5tial t e nation 9 mak+ up ! li/ ( its b5efactors %\ld give ! fir/ place to ! mo/ di/+ui%$ "o4 ,9 accordance to ! g5]al law ! ,greek nation ( today n only owes its lit]>y language1 9 "p at lea/1 to ! ex]tions ( ! great patriot ,korais1 b to him is accr$it$ ! prophecy1 t1 ! ,greek nation %all nev] be great aga91 unless reg5]at$ 9 ,*ri/4 ,adamantios ,korais 0 born ,april #bg1 #agdg1 9 ,smyrna4 ,f e>ly y\? he devot$ himself to ! /udy ( old & new languages4 ,9 ob$i5ce to 8 fa!r's wi%es1 he foll[$ a m]cantile c>e] dur+ ! ye> #aggb-gh1 )\t1 h[ev]1 neglect+ ! sci5ces4 ,f #aghb-hh he /udi$ m$ic9e 9 ,montpelli] & e/abli%$ himself z a practis+ physician 9 ,p>is4 ,f !re he work$ incessantly = ! education ( 8 compatriots1 & endeavor$ to awak5 a favorable op9ion ( 8 nation 9 ! ,occid5tal c\ntries4 ,9 #ahjj he receiv$ ! prize ( ! ,academy = an edition ( ! writ+s ( ,hippocrates1 b be=e ?is "t he _h attract$ ! att5tion ( ! _w ( le>n+ by 8 ability1 & ,napoleon ! ,great conf]r$ ^u him _m honors & titles & appo9t$ him ! m$ical advis] ( ! ,c\rt4 ,lat] on he ga9$ fame by 8 ,greek translation ( ,becc>ia's "w on crimes & _! puni%m5ts4 ,?is 0 foll[$ by a "w entitl$ ,de l'etat actuel de la civilization en ,greece 7,p>is1 #ahjc74 ,?is 0 ! fir/ publication 9 ,europe :i* gave true in=mation on ! intellectual & moral conditions ( ! new ,greeks4 ,dur+ ! p]iod f #ahje-bg he publi%$ a collection--tw5ty volumes--( old ,greek classics1 ) critical explanations & prolegom5a4 ,9 ! latt] he gave 8 patriotic tea*+s & advices4 ,8 greate/ m]it consi/$ 9 8 promot+ ! ,greek morals & ! ,greek language2 he elim9at$ z mu* z possible all =eign elem5ts1 b reta9$ all t 0 good & useful f all c5turies1 reject+ ! "o-sid$ ret5tion ( ! old words & =ms z n compatible ) ! und]/&+ ( ! p4 ,he above all1 help$ to e/abli% a noble lit]>y language4 ,on acc\nt ( 8 old age he c\ld take no "p 9 ! ris+ ( 8 fa!rl& 9 #ahba1 b aid$ x greatly by 8 patriotic p54 ,:5 ,greece _h ga9$ h] indep5d5ce he took an active int]e/ 9 ! new =mation ( 8 c\ntry4 ,9 #ahcj-ca he attack$ ! gov]nm5t ( ,kapodi/ria 9 two publications4 ,he di$ 9 #ahcc4 ,8 autobiography appe>$ 9 ,p>is 9 ! same ye>4 ,! "n ( ,adamantios ,korais w nev] die f ! memory ( e patriot ,greek1 & yet 8 s9c]e op9ion t ! ,greek nation %all nev] be great aga91 unless reg5]at$ 9 ,*ri/1 _h little effect ^u ! he>ts ( ! p1 or r ^u ! he>ts ( ! lead]s ( ! p4 ,great nations h fail$1 & 9 e case x 0 ! gov]nm5t's corruption & neglect ( duty t caus$ ! suff]+s & failures1 ( :i* ! political hi/ory is too ab\nd+ & too accessible to be quot$4 ,we only m5tion ! ,greek nation1 p]haps ! greate/ & mo/ illu/ri\s ( all nations t ev] fail$ 9 _! political c>e]1 because we are well in=m$ & p]sonally acqua9t$ ) ! details t br\ght ?is =m]ly _w-wide respect$ & valu$ gem ( civilization into insignificance 9 ! eye ( ! scornful1 & a play?+ 9 ! h&s ( ! s-call$ great p[]s ( ,europe4 ,9 ! ye> ( #aijb1 :ile ,i 0 a ,high ,prie/1 ,ar*im&rites1 gr& repres5tative ( ! ,sa9t ,m>y's ,mona/]y1 ,salamis2 ,orator & ,gr& ,*apla9 ( ! ,supreme ,c\ncil ( ,greece2 & confessor 9 ! mo/ exclusive societies ( ,a!ns1 he>+ confessions & grant+ absolutions2 ! foll[+ incid5t1 :i* is publi%$ = ! fir/ "t1 & only 9 p>ts t are pr9table1 br\ght me to a f9al decision1 t ,i %\ld leave my home1 my lov$ ones1 & all ! fl\ri%+ prospects to be a ,bi%op1 ) all ! com=ts & luxuries atta*$ to a ,bi%opric1 j because ,i _h witness$ a few sc5es ( ! manifold political plots t caus$ ! d[nfall ( my own nation1 & my own p scatt]$ to ! f\r corn]s ( ! _w1 w&]+1 /ruggl+ = _! exi/5ce1 :ile ,greece1 ! l& ( ! ,gods1 & ! home ( art & beauty1 0 left 9 ! h&s ( a few p>asites1 /rang]s & unsympa!tic feudals :o h %[n no m]cy 9 /ra9+ e mat]ial & spiritual bit f ! p t /ill honors !m z _! k+s & sov]eigns4 ,at ! "t spok5 (1 !re 0 an op5 secret to e well in=m$ ,greek t ! ,que5 ( ,greece1 ,olga1 _h be5 ! tool ( ! ,russian bureaucracy1 try+ by means ( religi\s influ5ces to keep ! ,greeks "u ! ,russian political control2 t ! ,que5 ,olga paid ! exp5ses = ! education ( a monk1 :o1 on 8 return f ,russia1 :]e he 0 graduat$ f ! !ological academies ( ,kiev & ,mosk[1 became ! ,que5's p]sonal confessor1 & aft]w>ds by ! ,que5's v e>ne/ & almo/ sc&al\s activities t monk 0 rais$ to ! ,metropolitan ,?rone ( ,a!ns1 :i* position plac$ him at ! head ( ! ,greek ,*ur*1 & made him ! ,presid5t ( ! ,holy ,synod ( ,greece4 ,! ,metropolitan ,?rone ( ,a!ns is ! highe/ & mo/ exalt$ position t a mortal ,greek c\ld approa*1 & x is1 9 fact1 ! next to ! ,k+'s ,?rone1 mo/ influ5tial occupation1 & m p[]ful1 ev5 ?an ! ,royal ,?rone1 because1 ! ,metropolite ( ,a!ns is ! spiritual lead] ( all ,greeks4 ,!re 0 pl5ty ( rejoic+ 9 ! ,que5's cam>illa1 at ! in/allation ( ,procopios 7t 0 ! "n ( ! monk7 z ! ,metropolite ( ,a!ns1 & e ef=t1 ,que5 ,olga lead+ ! fight1 _h gone =? to assure a complete victory = ! ,russian bureaucracy1 ov] ! few rema9+ unspoil$ patriotic ,greeks4 ,all ! *>act]i/ics ( a civil w> 7 enact$ 9 ! /reets ( ,a!ns :5 ,que5 ,olga attempt$ to en=ce ^u ! ,greek p a new inf]ior language 9 _! ,bibles1 & 9 _! holy mass--a language1 :i* ! ,greek p consid]$ z a means to conf\nd _! hi/orical & religi\s cu/oms & habits & subdue !m into a ,russian spiritual dep5d5cy4 ,aga9/ ! attempt !re 0 ! v be/ elem5t ( ! ,greek s*ol>s4 ,adamantios ,korais f\ght ! fight1 #ajj ye>s be=e ?is attempt 0 made1 & he di/9ctly & cle>ly made x und]/ood t ! ,attic ,greek language has be51 x is & mu/ be ! safegu>d ( all t is beautiful 9 ! ,greek hi/ory4 ,fai?ful to _! traditions ! ,greeks ( ! pres5t g5]ation f\ght & won a triumphant victory4 ,! innoc5t blood ( ! p t 0 sla9 on ! /reets ( ,a!ns by ord]s f ! ,royal ,palace1 h wrote ) indelible lett]s1 ! ana!ma1 :i*1 fr5zi$ mo!rs 9 ! sight ( _! assass9at$ sons1 & ov]:elm$ 9 grief1 cri$ aga9/ ,que5 ,olga1 & h] cr[n all b torn to pieces by ! wrong$ multitudes4 ,)9 #bd h\rs f t t]rible bloody day1 t w rema9 an indelible /igma 9 ! hi/ory ( ,que5 ,olga's life1 ! mo/ exalt$ ,metropolite ,procopios 0 a fall5 ragmuff9 & ! mo/ hat$ p]son 9 all ,greece4 ,& :5 e "o ( 8 colleagues des]t$ him & ! ,k+ & ,que5 %ut _! door 9 8 face1 leav+ him a pitiful victim ( ! political plots to save ! royal sk91 & :ile !re 0 no visible fri5d to give him a help+ h& :5 fall5 f ! ,metropolitan ,?rone1 & :ile ?is monk-metropolite ,procopios1 9 all 8 glori\s days _h be5 a pr(\nd enemy aga9/ e hone/ ef=t1 especially aga9/ "y prie/s :o refus$ to s]ve 8 unlawful appetites1 & my own exp]i5ce ) ?is monk-metropolite ,procopios is n ( ! k9d to be pr9t$1 yet1 x 0 ,i :o put my own life 9 a probable dang] to save him f ! mob1 t 0 ready to attack him1 & probably kill him1 ! day aft] ,i made 8 escape possible into ! ,sa9t ,m>y's ,mona/]y1 ,salamis1 :]e at ! "t ,i 0 ,ar*im&rites4 ,procopios1 9 ! op9ion ( 8 own fri5ds1 0 ! la/ man 9 ! ,greek prie/hood1 qualifi$ to occupy ! ,metropolitan ,?rone ( ,a!ns1 & totally lo/ 8 w p[] :5 he became ,metropolite by ,royal favor4 ,!re 0 an organiz$ clique ar\nd ! ,metropolitan mansion1 b ! controll+ p[] %\ld be locat$ )9 ! walls ( ! ,royal ,palace4 ,procopios 0 only an in/rum5t transmitt+ ord]s4 ,& if ,i 0 all[$ to publi% all t ,procopios himself told me1 9 ,salamis1 x w\ld make ! ,greek p sit up & take notice1 b 9 my v[s z confessor ,i h to c>ry ! confession ( ! fall5 ,metropolite ,procopios ) me to my grave1 unless ! ne$ arises to s]ve ! be/ int]e/s ( my belov$ c\ntry4 ,x 0 8 la/ confession ^u ! e>?4 ,he di$ & w5t !re1 :]e1 at ! great ,judgm5t ,day1 he1 surely w give acc\nt = all 8 de$s done 9 ! body4 ,= ! fir/ "t 9 ! ecclesia/ical hi/ory ( ! ,greek ,k+dom1 a ,metropolite abdicat$ f 8 ?rone1 reject$ by 8 close/ fri5ds1 helpless "u ! ana!ma ( ! p1 above :om he 0 call$ to be ! spiritual lead]1 8 life imp]ill$ by ! injur$ public s5tim5t1 ,procopios1 left a real wreck ca/ by ! %ore1 z a w>n+ sign ( ^? dang]s to :i* e public man is expos$1 :5 corrupt$ by high] fav\rs & neglects 8 duties to ! p :o entru/$ him ) responsibilities ( national importance4 ,?is incid5t1 :i* ,i hope w nev] occur aga91 & _m o!r m9or opportunities1 9 :i* ,i _h a "p to play1 dur+ t fateful ,que5 ,olga's attempt to adult]ate ! beautiful & pure ,attic ,greek language1 gave me ! exceptional privilege to /udy all ! works ( ! political ma*9]y 9 ,greece4 ,i h se5 ! drama enact$ beh9d ! sc5es4 ,x is a dreadful drama t c\ld break ! neck ( ! /ronge/ long-suff]+4 ,! awful drama t is enact$ 9 ,greece at ! exp5ses ( ! p is a long1 v long /ory2 p]haps x has its beg9n+ ) ! reign ( ,k+ ,george & ,que5 ,olga1 ,i w n say1 b ! p ( ,greece1 ! poore/ p ( ,europe1 are cont5t$ & well pleas$ t !y h a ,k+ :o is a great diplomat1 & he is "o ( ! ri*e/ ,k+s 9 ,europe1 & _! ,que51 ,olga1 !y believe 7! ignorant d7 t %e is a sa9tly woman 7z all ! ,russian sa9ts are71 & ?is ignorant ,greek p1 !y simply feel glad to leave _! homes & _! *ildr5 & g into w>1 l %eep into ! but*]'s %op1 sacrifice _! lives1 ?us de/roy+ _! homes & ! hopes ( _! lov$ ones1 e "t ,k+ ,george calls !m to arms to fight aga9/ ! ,turks4 ,& ,k+ ,george has always a great patriotic cause to fight ! ,turks4 ,& ! ,greeks c\ld n appreciate m highly a privilege ?an to fight & die = ! deliv]ance ( _! bre?r5 9 ,crete & = ! salvation ( ! un=tunate ,*ri/ians 9 ,mac$onia4 ,yet1 = half a c5tury1 9 fact1 s9ce ,k+ ,george came to ,greece1 !re are hundr$s ( ?\s&s ( ! be/ ,greek patriots t h be5 kill$1 sla91 or assass9at$1 & ne>ly a billion dra*mas national debt1 hang+ ^u ! neck ( e ,greek1 l ! ,damoclean sword1 b !re is no deliv]ance = ! ,cretans1 & !re is no salvation = ! ,mac$onians1 in/ead !re are ! traps /rategically plac$ across ! ,greek bord]s1 s1 e "t ! ,greek patriots1 9 answ] to ! call ( _! ,k+1 are s5t to r5d] a help+ h& to ! suff]]s1 !y cross ! bord]1 only to f9d1 b too late1 t !y h be5 trapp$1 "u ! sword ( ! enemy1 ! ,turk2 or !y are left at ! m]cy ( _! assass9s1 ! ,bulg>s4 ,?is drama is go+ on repeat$ly ) great success1 & to ! amusem5t ( ! obs]v+ great p[]s ( ,europe4 ,occasionally !re is "s crippl+ ( ! t]ritory already belong+ to ! possessions ( ,greece1 because ! places are ( "s /rategical importance1 & ?is reason is en\gh1 t !y %\ld be tak5 away f ! ,greeks4 ,& !re is a f9ancial commission appo9t$ by ! great p[]s1 because ,k+ ,george is a great diplomat & he wants to be sure t 8 all[ance is com+ to him increas+ly1 e ye>1 f ! c(f]s ( ! ,greek treasury1 :ile ! int]national commission %\ld c\nt e p5ny t ! ,greek exp5ds 9 bread = 8 *ildr54 ,9 ! evolution ( ev5ts1 ,i believe1 t !re is a "t com+1 :5 ! ,greek p %all rise1 f ! le?>gy1 9 :i* !y unnaturally are slumb]+1 = a long "t1 & !y %all awake & break e fett]1 & %ake (f _! feet e *a91 & _! eyes %all be op5$ & !y %all see ?+s t w horrify !m z a nation2 !n %all !y "k ! p]sons responsible = _! suff]+s & = ! suff]+s ( ! ,cretans & ,mac$onians & :y ,c>ditses 0 behead$ 9 a dungeon1 )\t giv+ him ! privilege ( free citiz5%ip1 to prove 8 reason or 8 sanity1 )\t any *ance to protect 8 life2 & :]e & by :om t plot 0 fram$ up1 j to turn ! tide ( public ang] aga9/ a royal gang1 ?us caus+ ! de/ruction ( two beautiful ,greek girls1 t left alone 9 ! _w to suff] f consumption1 9 agony1 to die ) ! /igma z si/]s ( a w\ld-be royal assass94 ,x 0 my privilege to take c>e ( ^! two un=tunate si/]s1 bo? suff]+1 & ! /ory ( ^! two girls & ! upris+ ( ! ,greek p aga9/ ! adult]ation ( _! language by ,que5 ,olga1 settl$ my det]m9ation to fight = ! rights ( my own p & my belov$ c\ntry4 ,b1 ! "t = ! ,greek p to /& up & walk on _! own feet1 %all come :5 ! prophecy ( ! great patriot ,adamantios ,korais1 is no m prophecy1 b 9 reality ! ,greek p w be reg5]at$ 9 ,*ri/1 & !re & !n %all be a great ,greek nation1 n only )9 ! b\nd>ies ( ! feudatory ( ,k+ ,george1 b )9 ! b\nds ( love t unites all ! millions ( p t speak ! hi/orical ,attic ,greek language1 & a great ,greek nation %all attract ! att5tion ( all ! civiliz$ _w1 once m z 9 ! days ( old4 ,i "k ! dang]s 9 :i* ,i am expos$ = ! /ep ,i h tak51 because1 ,i "k ! "* & ! pr9ciples ( ! ,greek p1 p]haps1 z well z any liv+ ,greek1 ! demagogues1 ! prie/s1 ! *ur*1 & ! drones & p>asites ( ! royal gang1 !y ea* & e "o & all toge!r are go+ to use all _! p[] & money t is at _! disposal1 & ) no reg>ds z to ! hone/y ( means !y %all move e>? & hell to qu5* ?is movem5t = ! reg5]ation ( ! ,greek p1 b hav+ all my tru/ ^u ! ,almighty & ,omnipot5t ,god1 9 ! "n ( ,8 ,son ,jesus ,*ri/1 ,:o di$ t all m5 may be happy1 & 9 ! "r ,_s ( love to ,god & to my fell[ m51 ,i d>e laun* ! ,greek-,am]ikan-,*ri/ian-,association4 ,e ,greek ( reputable "*1 & all ! lov]s ( ! ,greek anci5t & mod]n hi/ory1 are eligible to memb]%ip4 ,x is my purpose to endeavor by all ! ,*ri/ian means to br+ ! ,greek & ,am]ican p into a mutual1 intellectual & intellig5t und]/&+4 ,x has be5 my exp]i5ce 9 /udy+ conditions = ! la/ six ye>s1 t ! ,greeks 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates "k v little or no?+ ( ! ,am]ican hi/ory1 gov]nm5t1 political1 social1 cu/oms & habits ( ! ,am]ican p1 :i*1 also1 un=tunate z x may appe>1 yet x is ! tru?1 t only a v limit$ numb] ( ,am]icans :om ,i h f\nd all ov] ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 are well in=m$ ( ! do+s 9 ,greece1 & /ill few] well acqua9t$ & unprejudic$ z to ! hi/orical & classical importance ( ! ,greek nation4 ,x is e/imat$ t !re are ab\t #cjj1jjj ,greek p 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 repres5t+ ! #ab1jjj1jjj ( ,greek-speak+ p t is ! ,greek nation ext5d$ all ar\nd ! ,m$it]ranean c\ntries4 ,:5 x is consid]$ t ! va/ majority ( ! ,greeks 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 has nev] _h any opportunity to att5d a ,*ri/ian meet+1 or he> ! ,gospel prea*$ 9 _! own language1 x is to _! cr$it t1 ) all ! temptations & ! ambigu\s associations :i* ! labor+ class is (t5 9 contact ) !y h n be5 worse ?an !y are2 x is an indication t ! primitive & /rong "* ( ! ,greek seldom yields to temptation2 !y hold fa/ to _! hi/orical en]gy & hone/y4 ,!re has nev] be5 an attempt ( any importance1 nei!r has !re ev] be5 any organiz$ ef=t1 = ! reg5]ation ( ! ,greek p1 & :ile ! ,home & ,=eign ,missions ( ,am]ica = ! la/ #be ye>s h giv5 ! be/ ( _! spiritual lead]s = ! conv]sion ( ! ,zulu & ! ,mogul & millions ( ,am]ican doll>s h be5 exp5d$1 ) insignificant returns1 9 try+ va9ly to make real ,*ri/ians out ( a b>b>\s & semi-human race ( p1 & try+ to civilize ! jungles ( ,africa1 ! mo/ urg5t duty has be5 neglect$1 & "s spasmodical ef=ts t h be5 put =? by ! zeal ( e>ne/ individuals1 7 soon exhau/$1 & fail$1 n only = lack ( f9ancial support1 b1 ! wor/1 by spiritual disc\ragem5ts1 & today a noble & ! mo/ hi/orical race ( peoples1 ! ,greeks1 are drift+ 9 despair1 away f ,god1 politically p]i%+1 bl9d1 & ignorant prie/s1 & political demagogues lead+ !m fa/ into ! dit*4 ,! h>ve/ truly is pl5te\s1 b ! labor]s are few2 :o w help u to g>n] 98 ,,help6 is ! cry1 ! mo/ e>ne/ cry1 t 0 ev] utt]$ f ! lips & f ! he>t ( a s9c]e ,*ri/ian work]4 ,9 organiz+ ! ,greek-,am]ikan-,*ri/ian-,association1 all ! late/ & mo/ effective1 spiritual & indu/rial me?ods w be employ$4 ,x is hop$ t ! organization w be incorporat$ "u ! laws ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 z soon z !re are memb]s suffici5t 9 numb] to assemble 9 _! fir/ meet+ & vote ! ,con/itution & ! ,by-,laws ( ! ,association4 ,mu* consid]ation w be giv5 to ! me?ods ( ! ,y4 ,m4 ,c4 ,a41 & ,y4 ,w4 ,c4 ,a4 ,?is two-fold ,in/itution1 :i* 9 ! op9ion ( ,*ri/ian lead]s1 & ! mo/ di/+ui%$ sociologi/s1 ( ! pres5t "t1 is ! v be/ ag5cy to approa* all nations1 & spread civilization1 well e/abli%$ ^u ! fundam5tal pr9ciples ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,= ! la/ few mon?s 9 my /ruggle try+ to e/abli% ! ,greek-,am]ikan-,*ri/ian-,association & at ! same "t keep my s\l & body toge!r provid+ a lean livelihood by sell+ ?is book1 ,i c tru?fully say t ,i _h m exp]i5ces ?an 9 all my life be=e4 ,"o cl]gyman ( ! high ,episcopal *ur* 9 ! mo/ fa%ionable ,back ,bay1 ,bo/on1 (f]$ to grant me ! use ( 8 *ur* any "t ,i want$ to (f] ! mass z high prie/ accord+ to ! ritual ( ! ,greek ,or?odox ,*ur*1 if ,i w\ld only break (f all relations ) ,prote/ant bodies "h 9 ,am]ica4 ,i h a lett] f ?is cl]gyman :i* is ! mo/ a/\nd+ fact ( 8 inconsi/5cy1 because he himself is an active memb] ( ! ,bible ,club1 a purely ,prote/ant organization3 he invit$ me to "o ( _! meet+s1 b he w\ld n pur*ase my book to help me to my bread & butt]4 ,ano!r cl]gyman1 a memb] ( ! executive committee ( ,city ,missions1 ,bo/on1 w\ld n pur*ase my book1 unless ,i (f]$ myself to be employ$ by !m at a c]ta9 sal>y1 & he gave me 8 c>d introduc+ me to ! *airman ( t organization4 ,la/ w9t] ,i began to prea* to ! ,greeks at ,kneel& /reet1 ,bo/on1 9 ! op5 air1 & :5 ,i w5t to see ! police capta9 ( t di/rict he promis$ to co-op]ate ) me & gave me 8 cons5t to g on ) my "w1 b ! foll[+ ,sunday 8 ,lieut5ant came up to me1 :ile ,i 0 prea*+ on ! /reet1 he /opp$ me1 on ! pret5se1 t he 0 in=m$ ( a plot among ! ,greeks to take my life4 ,& :5 ,i made my compla9ts to ! ,g5]al ,secret>y ( ,new ,engl& ,missions1 he told me t ,i %\ld h kn[n t ,bo/on is a ,ca?olic t[n1 & t ! police be+ in=m$ t ,i 0 an ex-prie/1 !y simply w\ld n tol]ate me4 ,horror /rick5 by ?is /atem5t ,i w5t to see ! capta9 myself1 & ! v same man :o promis$ co-op]ation1 only a few days h5ce1 he /ood up 9 front ( my face & 9 a savage mann] told me t he w\ld n tol]ate me to prea* on ! /reets ( ,bo/on4 ,! names ( all conc]n$ are 9 my possession & op5 to inve/igation by ! g5]al public4 ,b ,i w omit !m "h = reasons well und]/ood4 ,a numb] ( o!r disc\rag+ in/ances1 only work$ toge!r to deep] impress ^u my he>t ! importance & ! excell5cy ( my high call+4 ,soon] or lat]1 9 ! inevitable law ( evolution & univ]sal progress1 ! ,greek nation mu/ be reg5]at$ 9 _s & 9 tru?3 & ,i believe t x is n only a case ( c\rtesy1 b1 !re is a s5se ( duty = e true ,am]ican man & woman to co-op]ate 9 ! uplift+ ( all mank9d4 ,z = me ,i fully appreciate ! privilege to suff] = ! b5efit ( my fell[ m51 & ,i c hopefully repeat ,t5nyson's immortal words3 ,once 9 a gold5 h\r ,i ca/ to e>? a se$1 ,up !n came a fl[]1 ,! p said1 a we$4 ,to & fro !y w5t ,?ro' my g>d5 b[]1 ,& mutt]+ discont5t ,curs$ me & my fl[]4 ,!n x grew s tall1 ,x wore a cr[n ( light1 ,b ?ieves f o'er ! wall ,/ole ! se$ by night4 ,s['d x f> & wide1 ,by e t[n & t[]1 ,till all ! p cri$1 ,spl5did is ! fl[]3 ,read my little fable1 ,he t runs may read3 ,mo/ c raise ! fl[] n[1 ,= all h got ! se$4 ,conclusion ,all[ me1 de> read]1 to say 9 clos+1 t x is my s9c]e op9ion t 9 view ( ! reason+s & facts pres5t$ 9 ! prec$+ pages1 e individual :o reads ?is ,book intellig5tly1 & :o is 9 possession ( a s\nd & unprejudic$ reason1 w come to ! conclusion t !re is only "o religion wor? hav+1 & t is ! religion by ,jesus1 ( ,jesus1 = ,jesus1 :i* is ! revelation ( ! ,bible1 ,div9ely adapt$ to produce ! greate/ pres5t & et]nal spiritual good to ! human family4 ,& if anyone %\ld d\bt ,8 p[] 7:i*1 9 view ( its adaptations & its effects z h]e9 develop$1 w\ld involve ! absurdity ( d\bt+ :e!r an intellig5t design _h an intellig5t design]71 /ill1 be ! orig9 ( ! ,gospel ( ,jesus :]e x may1 9 heav51 e>?1 or hell1 ! demon/ration is conclusive t x is ! only religion possible = man1 9 ord] to p]fect 8 nature1 & re/ore 8 laps$ p[]s to h>mony & hol9ess1 :i* is ! only av5ue to usefulness & happ9ess4