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( "t at "o ex]cise1 etc41 ! pupil is assur$ 9 "o way or ano!r c]ta9 conv9c+ exp]i5ces :i* develop individuality &1 ) t1 8 ,god-l gifts4 ,?\s&s h prov5 ?is4 ,! unnumb]$ lett]s ( gratitude1 ! k9d words1 ! w>m h&-clasps1 ! _m te/imonials ( sick b$s =sak51 depress$ spirits reviv$1 vices discont9u$1 ( physical & moral /r5g? rega9$1 prove t ! "w ( ! ,_s is n to be measur$ by puny human /&>ds ( judgm5t1 prove t simple ?+s--! ?+s f :i* we expect ! lea/1 9 :i* we put ! lea/ ambition or worldly desire may be ^? :i* w yield ! hundr$ fold ( real bless+4 ,! te/ ( any spiritual tru? lies 9 its demon/ration & 9 ! inspiration & fai?fulness ) :i* x c be liv$4 ,be true to ! tru? & y w demon/rate x4 ,live ! ,*ri/ life & ! works w foll[2 yet seek tru? = its own sake1 n = its p[]4 ,a ^w ab\t ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce4 ,sometimes p]sons av] ( ,,! ,,"r ,,knock t x tea*es ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce pure & simple4 ,) all due respect & a recognition ( ! gr& & m>vel\s "w done by ,mrs4 ,eddy1 ! au?or feels call$ ^u to say1 9 ju/ice to ,mrs4 ,eddy z well z h]self1 t ?is is n true4 ,!re are und\bt$ly _m simil> /atem5ts1 yet !re are _m diff]5ces :i* ! c>eful read] w discov]4 ,please note1 = example1 t n matt] itself1 b matt] z ! real sub/ance or p[]1 is d5i$4 ,n sickness ( ! body1 b sickness ( ! ,_s1 is a falsity1 etc41 etc4 ,9 brief1 ! au?or ( ,,! ,,"r ,,knock believes !re is a "n1 place & condition = ev]y?+1 & t ! discrim9ation ( ! plane on :i* a ?+ or condition exi/s1 is ! key to plac+ x 9 ! "r relation to ! :ole4 ,9 conclusion1 ! au?or w\ld say mo/ e>ne/ly1 /udy "o writ] or tea*] at "o "t1 j z y w\ld /udy music ( "o in/ructor at "o "t4 ,x is n ! _m books b ! ,book )9 :i* is to reveal all ?+s4 ,god spe$ y4 ,,hel5 ,,van-,,&]son4 ,,! ,,"r ,,knock is n[ 9 its ,,?irte5? edition1 a fact :i* speaks = ! great helpfulness ( ! book1 & proclaims )\t fur!r comm5t its _w wide ,scope4 ,,! ,,"r ,,knock4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,:5 y h resolv$ to be great1 abide by y\rself1 & d n weakly try to reconcile y\rself ) ! _w4--,em]son4 ,!re 0 a brilliant light 9 all ! w9d[s at ,t]race ,hill4 ,ev5 ! v]&ahs 7 gorge\s ) ! gaye/ ,*9ese lant]ns1 & e bu% & tree 9 ! lawn did duty z *&eli]4 ,fl[]s1 too1 fe/oon$ e ar* & emb[]$ e corn]1 :ile r>e vases fulfill$ _! e/eem$ privilege ( hold+ & %[+ fragrant blossoms4 ,ev]ybody decl>$ ! decorations sup]b1 & agre$ t no "o b ,mrs4 ,hayd5 c\ld display su* exquisite ta/e & su* p]fect judgm5t 9 selection & arrangem5t4 ,animat$ gr\ps ( gayly attir$ gue/s saunt]$ up & d[n ! rose-b[]$ walks1 or prom5ad$ ! v]&ahs1 :ile s\nds ( music & m]rim5t f ! h\se proclaim$ ! joy t reign$ ?r\gh\t4 ,oh1 h[ beautifully ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ent]ta9s6 rem>k$ ,kate ,turn] to h] fri5d ,grace ,hall1 z !y /opp$ beside a m>ble f\nta9 to survey ! sc5e4 ,i wond] :at place su* a woman w\ld take 9 society )\t h] weal?1 %e cont9u$4 ,probably w\ldn't h any place1 ,i am sorry to say1 because !re are ?\s&s ( wom5 j z capable & bright z ,mrs4 ,hayd51 yet because !y h no social position1 or r no money to buy !mselves "o1 !y are unrecogniz$ & alone1 said ,grace1 ) a t+e ( bitt]ness 9 h] tone4 ,i c\ld nev] fancy ,mrs4 ,hayd5 alone or unrecogniz$1 al?\gh ,i only "k h] z a society lady1 & t mo/ly ?r\gh ,mrs4 ,nott+ham4 ,!re is no tell+ :at a p]son really is till !y h gone ?r\gh a trial ( "s k9d1 or _h some?+ disagreeable to be>4 ,!n "o ( two ?+s happ5s3 y w see ei!r a sa9t or a s9n]1 & ,i am n sure :i* ,mrs4 ,hayd5 w\ld be4 ,%e hasn't yet se5 a flame f ! fire ( adv]sity1 ,i'm sure4 ,see h[ wond]fully %e is bless$ ) ?is beautiful home1 a good husb& & ?ree nice *ildr54 ,oh6 x mu/ be lovely to h ev]y?+ y want1 sigh$ ,kate1 "u h] brea?4 ,poor ,kate6 ,%e 0 alone 9 ! _w1 mak+ ! be/ ( life ) h] tal5t = music & ?r\gh a mutual fri5d _h be5 introduc$ to ,mrs4 ,hayd51 :o1 aft] he>+ h] play1 imm$iately engag$ h] = ,mabel1 & always invit$ h] to ! p>ties1 m z a musical attraction1 ?an out ( any real reg>d1 = ,mrs4 ,hayd5 _h an abundance ( fri5ds )\t tr\bl+ h]self to cultivate 9 any w>m fa%ion1 ! fri5d%ip ( a poor little music tea*]1 ?\ght ,kate1 some:at bitt]ly4 ,b aft] all1 ,kate1 life w\ld ne$ m ?an luxuries to make x my ideal ( happ9ess4 ,i %\ld want e human be+ to be agreeably employ$2 e woman1 no matt] h[ mu* or h[ little %e might h1 %\ld be occupi$ ) some?+ t %e c\ld put h] he>t into & speak to ! _w ?r\gh h] "w1 :e!r x be pa9t+ pictures or d>n+ /ock+s4 ,n[ ,graci\s1 y are rid+ y\r hobby & y ought to see y c't ride ) all ^! f9e p 9 y\r pa?4 ,come d[n at once or ,i'll des]t y6 ,let's g 9 & he> t waltz1 & ,kate laugh+ly pull$ ! hobby-rid] into ! pa? t l$ to ! cons]vatory :]e !y c\ld li/5 to ! music4 ,:at a beautiful home ,mrs4 ,hayd5 has6 said ,mrs4 ,f]ris to h] neighbor ) ! sev]e coll> & pla9 hair1 z !y exam9$ ! exquisite fresco+ on ! p>lor ceil+4 ,yes1 b %e ought to look into poor homes once 9 a :ile4 ,%e don't use h] money 9 ! "r way4 ,j ?9k ( ! good %e might d = our *ur*1 if %e w\ld contribute to ! *>ity fund1 or take "s poor families to look aft]4 ,! fat neck fold$ itself ov] ! sev]e coll> & ! face settl$ into rigid l9es ( judgm5t4 ,mrs4 ,dyke 0 a practical woman & talk$ 9 a practical way4 ,be+ a wond]ful *ur* work] %e naturally consid]$ x ev]ybody's duty to give :5 !y did n "w = ! cause ( religion4 ,%e belong$ to ! ,fir/ ,me?odi/ ,*ur* on ,high ,/41 & talk$ ab\t our *ur* z ?\gh !re 7 no o!r4 ,mrs4 ,f]ris 0 at a loss4 ,%e _h said some?+ t _h n br\ght =? a pleasant result4 ,%e m]ely wi%$ to be sociable1 & :at m conv5i5t topic ?an ^! beautiful surr\nd+s8 ,%e 0 a meek little woman1 :o always want$ to say some?+ agreeable or soo?+1 & %e felt q fright5$ at ! mi/ake %e _h made4 ,%e wi%$ somebody w\ld come to ! rescue1 b !re 0 no imm$iate prospect1 & %e sc>cely knew h[ to proce$ aga91 b v5tur$ to ask if !re 7 _m poor p :o ne$$ att5tion n[4 ,yes1 inde$ !re are no less ?an fifte5 families 9 ! mission qu>t] ne>e/ ,mrs4 ,hayd5 :o w\ld consid] x a privilege to pick up ! crumbs f h] table1 & ,i am afraid %e'll h to give an acc\nt "s "t :5 ! reckon+ day comes1 = ^? :o h n 'giv5 cups ( cold wat]1 or visit$ ! sick langui%+ 9 prison4' ,! air almo/ trembl$ ) a sugge/ion ( some?+4 ,little ,mrs4 ,f]ris look$ long+ly t[>ds ! door & j !n spi$ h] husb& :o 0 seek+ h]4 ,aft] %e 0 gone1 ,mrs4 ,dyke look$ grimly ab\t1 & n f9d+ any "o to li/51 %e relaps$ into a m$itative sil5ce4 ,p always wond]$ :at made ,mrs4 ,dyke s popul> t %e receiv$ an invitation to e ari/ocratic p>ty1 b x 0 accord+ to ! old adage1 ,:]e !re is a w !re is a way4 ,?is 0 a gala night = ,hampton4 ,su* l>ge social p>ties 7 always an ev5t1 & no "o refus$ an invitation to ,mrs4 ,hayd5's1 = x always meant beautiful rooms1 c>pets1 pictures & bric-a-brac1 sup]b refre%m5ts1 & a spl5did "t g5]ally4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 0 a favorite ) ! _w because %e f$ ! _w ) sug> plums1 & aft] smack+ its lips x 0 always ready = m4 ,& %e usually _h "o to drop 94 ,to-night x 0 a rem>kably sweet "o4 ,?is 0 a g5]al affair1 & e big body & big body's c\s9s & fri5ds 7 !re4 ,to be sure !y discuss$ _! ho/ess z freely z ?\gh !y 7 n big bodies1 b ) r>e exceptions ! discussion 0 complim5t>y 9 ! extreme4 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 :at %e said1 :at %e did1 :at %e wore1 :at %e s]v$ z refre%m5ts ! la/ "t1 :at 7 ! probabilities next1 h] *ildr51 h] husb&1 :at !y all did & said & h[ !y act$1 etc41 7 always int]e/+ !mes4 ,sometimes1 to be sure1 !re 7 adv]se rem>ks l ,mrs4 ,dyke's1 b few made !m4 ,yes1 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 0 decid$ly popul>1 & al?\gh no "o 0 ev] he>d to tell ( any p>ticul>ly gr& or noble de$ %e _h done1 %e 0 suppos$ to be do+ good all ! "t4 ,!re 7 ^? :o1 9 e>li] ye>s1 w\ld h po9t$ h] out z an en?usia/ic philan?ropi/1 eag]ly help+ :atev] project ne$$ h] mo/1 b gradually %e _h dropp$ x all1 no "o knew :y1 & n[ h] pr9cipal "w 0 to %9e 9 society1 at lea/ ?is 0 ! g5]al v]dict ( ! adv]se few :o judg$ f ! sup]ficial /&po9t ( ! _w4 ,( h] inn] life !y knew no?+ z ! _w kn[s no?+ ( any "o's inn] life4 ,!re may be dep?s or %all[s 9 any "* nev] dream$ ( by ! mo/ intimate fri5d1 mu* less by ! babbl+ _w4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 mov$ ab\t among h] gue/s ) a /ately grace4 ,%e _h always a pleasant faculty ( adju/+ ! brok5 l9ks ( conv]sation1 supply+ a rep>tee or ask+ a "q1 introduc+ /range g5tlem5 & reviv+ timid debutantes ) a pretty complim5t or a graci\s smile4 ,my de>1 ,i wi% y w\ld play some?+1 %e :isp]$ to ,miss ,turn] z %e pass$ h]1 ,i ?9k ! gr\p 9 ! draw+ room ne$ a little *ange2 & no wond]1 = !re 0 ,mrs4 ,dyke 9 a hot dispute ) a ,unit>ian ov] ,rob]t ,elsm]e1 :ile h] pa/or sat ne>1 occasionally add+ some?+ to ,mrs4 ,dyke's emphatic rem>ks4 ,x's a mo/ blasphem\s piece ( presumption to pres5t su* a picture z t ( ! *ur*4 ,z if x 7 9 its la/ /ages ( decay1 inde$6 ,x 0 well su* a weak-m9d$ idiot z ,rob]t ,elsm]e di$ at ! beg9n+ ( 8 c>e]4 ,i c\ld nev] =give ! au?or if %e hadn't kill$ him1 %e 0 say+ 9 an angry voice4 ,we c take x simply z a symbol ( ! decay ( 8 religion1 & t is com=t+1 add$ ! m9i/]1 complac5tly4 ,i am n at all 9 sympa?y ) ! holy ,ca!r9e1 ) h] prejudice & bigotry4 ,if x wasn't su* a true picture ( ! _m ,ca!r9es we f9d 9 real life1 ,i %\ld be q disgu/$1 b ,i d love to see real p 9 novels1 !n ,i "k s mu* bett] h[ to deal ) !m1 said a pretty "y lady :o aspir$ to be call$ intellectual because %e lik$ to /udy "*4 ,inde$1 ,ca!r9e _h a deep religi\s nature1 :i* might be wor?y ( emulation 9 _m respects1 & %e is c]ta9ly a high ideal ( wifely love1 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 int]pos$ at ?is critical juncture4 ,well1 ,i didn't read ! book = ,ca!r9e1 b = ! sake ( kn[+ ,rob]t & :at he did to make su* a /ir 9 ! _w4 ,i'm oppos$ to novels1 z a rule1 & read z little ( "o z ,i c1 said ,mrs4 ,dyke1 smoo?+ h] lap & look+ at ! m9i/]4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 motion$ to ,kate to play1 & pres5tly ! rooms 7 fill$ ) h>mony4 ,kate ,turn] 0 a natural musician1 & to-night %e fairly excell$ h]self4 ,! little passage at arms j record$ _h inspir$ h] ) emotions t c\ld only be express$ 9 music1 & %e play$ "s "t to ! cont9u$ delight ( h] li/5]s4 ,%e f9i%$ at la/ ) a song t /irr$ e he>t1 & ev5 ,mrs4 ,dyke 0 visibly s(t5$4 ,v]ily 'music ha? *>ms to soo! a savage brea/1' murmur$ ! intellectual "y lady1 :o 0 sorry t discussion ( ,rob]t ,elsm]e _h be5 int]rupt$4 ,%e r enjoy$ ,mrs4 ,dyke1 = %e 0 an imm5sely int]e/+ "*4 ,?is reception1 l all o!rs1 came to an end at la/4 ,ev]ybody express$ !mselves z highly delight$ ) _! ent]ta9m5t1 & "o by "o reluctantly took _! dep>ture2 ! gay lant]ns on ! lawn & among ! %rubb]y w5t out1 ! lights inside ! spl5did mansion 7 f9ally ext+ui%$1 & only ! quiet />light illum9$ ,t]race ,hill4 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 f h] high bay w9d[1 look$ out ov] ! sleep+ city1 !n at ! ,nor? ,/> t beam$ s brightly above h]--t un]r+ beacon-light t guides s _m lo/ m>9]s into port4 ,"s deep ?\ght mu/ h mov$ h]1 "s hidd5 impulse /irr$ h] m9d4 ,%e sigh$4 ,!re 0 no visible reason = x4 ,!n %e turn$ & w5t d[n ! /airs to ! nurs]y4 ,h] two babies 7 sleep+ sweetly4 ,mabel 0 asleep 9 h] room1 & all 0 quiet4 ,! hu% seem$ oppressive aft] s mu* gay confusion4 ,n[ %e 0 9 ano!r elem5t4 ,n[ %e 0 ! "m1 !n %e 0 a fa%ionable woman4 ,%e ha/5$ back to h] room1 once m gaz$ )\t & !n ?\ghtfully retir$4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,*ri/ianity is n a !ory or a speculation1 b a life2 n a philosophy ( life1 b a life & a liv+ process4--,col]idge4 ,kate ,turn] walk$ sl[ly along ! /reet at ! foot ( ,t]race ,hill4 ,%e look$ up at ! beautiful home :]e %e _h sp5t ! previ\s ev5+1 & z %e saw ! velvet lawn & t]rac$ walks bord]$ ) bright fl[]s1 %e half piti$ h]self because %e 0 only a plodd+ music tea*]4 ,%e 0 n envi\s1 b %e _h su* long+ aspirations to be somebody 9 ! _w2 %e want$ s _m ?+s1 ne$$ s mu* to complete h] education1 & />v$ h]self 9 s _m ways = ! sake ( complet+ x1 t sometimes %e grew discont5t$ ) h] lot4 ,=tunately h] moods did n la/ long1 h[ev]1 & especially :5 %e w5t home to h] arti/ fri5d1 ,grace1 ) :om %e %>$ rooms4 ,!y 7 bo? mak+ _! own way 9 ! _w1 & 7 a great help to ea* o!r1 z well z a great com=t4 ,kate 0 wond]+ :at ,mrs4 ,hayd5 did e day ) h] leisure4 ,%e %\ld ?9k %e w\ld be tir$ always go+ to p>ties & lun*es & op]as1 or receiv+ calls4 ,b !n1 ,i am ?ankful to "k h]1 %e conclud$1 ca/+ a la/ glance at ! /ately mansion be=e turn+ ! corn]4 ,aft] all1 life might be worse = me1 & ,i c be a happy nobody if n a fam\s somebody1 %e said to h]self1 z %e ran up/airs1 aft] /opp+ at ! bak]'s = a loaf ( bread & a pot ( jam4 ,well1 ,graci\s1 :at noble message h y giv5 to ! _w ?r\gh y\r "w to-day8 %e cri$1 a mom5t lat]1 gaily pe]+ into ! /udio ?r\gh ! portires t sep>at$ _! p>lor f ! "w room4 ,is t y1 ,kate8 ,well1 ,i've be5 try+ ! :ole aft]noon to make ?is ,hebe look l a mod]n ,hypatia1 b---- ,9 o!r words1 int]rupt$ ,kate1 y w\ld *ange innoc5ce into intellect4 ,n[1 look "h1 ,grace1 j leave ?is da9ty girl alone4 ,%e w\ld nev] d to s]ve ! gods if y gave h] ! aspect & be>+ ( a goddess4 ,let h] alone1 or ! _w w\ld n recognize h] z a repres5tative woman1 laugh$ ,kate1 inspect+ ! picture ) critical eyes4 ,kate1 /op laugh+1 & tell me truly if y ?9k x w\ld n d to give h] a little m indep5d5ce4 ,y "k x's ! wor/ ?+ 9 ! _w to give a woman ev5 an inkl+ t su* a ?+ exi/s1 said ! mis*iev\s ,kate1 ) a total ab&onm5t to consequ5ces z %e gave ! arti/ an impetu\s hug4 ,well1 let u h tea1 & we'll discuss ! subject lat]1 said ,grace1 some:at mollifi$4 ,i am afraid1 ,graci\s1 y are some?+ 9 ! same mood ,i 0 :5 ,i />t$ home to-night1 b ,i conclud$ to let 'dull c>e' take c>e ( itself1 & be m]ry :ile ! sun %9es1 :i* means z long z we h en\gh to pay our r5t1 & ! prospect ( a little m next mon?1 cont9u$ ,kate z %e br\ght a t9y oil /ove f ! dep?s ( a closet & proce$$ to put ! kettle on4 ,i h be5 s full ( ?\ghts ( ! n9ete5? c5tury t ,i f\nd x h>d to g back to ! ,pagan ages1 b "h ?is picture is ord]$1 & ,i mu/ f9i% x by next week1 s ,i guess ?is "o w h to g )\t my message1 said ,grace1 a little gloomily1 = above all ?+s %e lov$ to put h] own individuality into h] pictures1 :i* %e g5]ally did ) r>e success4 ,y mu/n't h j "o ideal ( woman1 or y'll lose ! art ( pa9t+ ! sweete/ phases ( womanhood1 repli$ ! busy h\semaid f ! sepul*ral closet4 ,oh6 if ,i h su* excell5t models z y make 9 t *eck$ apron & du/+ cap1 ,i c d nobly4 ,grace laugh$ good humor$ly z %e clean$ h] palette & set ,hebe 9 "o corn]4 ,n[1 my de>1 isn't !re some?+ ,i c d to help arrange ! fea/8 z %e w5t into ! little back room !y us$ = a kit*54 ,yes1 wa% ! grapes & op5 ! jam :ile ,i cut ! bread & p\r ! tea4 ,a few m9utes lat] !y 7 tte--tte at ! little table1 & z !y sat d[n ,grace said ) a comical smile3 ,q a diff]5ce betwe5 our banquet ( la/ night & ?is1 isn't !re8 ,i %\ld rem>k !re is1 b aft] all1 ,grace1 ,i believe ,i am q cont5t4 ,z ,i 0 pass+ along at ! foot ( ! hill ?is ev5+ a mom5t>y dissatisfaction came ov] me t ,i c\ldn't h a few advantages l ,mrs4 ,hayd5's1 n h]s ( c\rse1 b simil> ones1 ) a smile at ! di/9ction1 & !n ,i wond]$ h[ %e sp5ds all h] leisure1 = ( c\rse %e has ! :ole tw5ty-f\r h\rs at h] disposal1 &--well1 to be brief1 ,i w\ld n want to live )\t "s object 9 life1 & s ,i ?\ght x be/ ! way x is n[4 ,v wise conclusion1 ,kate1 t's j :at ,i always say1 & really :o is !re ) :om we w\ld c>e to ex*ange places8 ,!re are s _m k9ds ( p & s _m ?+s = humanity to cont5d aga9/1 ,i don't "k t ,i %\ld want to *ange burd5s ) anyone4 ,mrs4 ,dyke1 = in/ance1 w\ld y n ?9k y\rself =tunate to be l h]8 said ,kate1 ) a m]ry tw9kle 9 h] eyes4 ,oh1 deliv] me f t comp>ison6 ,:y1 %e c>ries ev]ybody's s9s on h] %\ld]s2 ,i ev5 he>d %e _h tak5 ,rob]t ,elsm]e to ?r[ at ! _w6 laugh$ ,grace4 ,b n 8 wife2 %e didn't read ab\t h]4 ,wasn't x too funny to he> h] g on la/ night1 & ! way %e look$ at ! m9i/] to emphasize h] position8 ,yes1 b h[ _m !re are l h]--read j en\gh to "k !re are su* & su* *>act]s & su* & su* incid5ts4 ,n[ ( c\rse %e has he>d ! m9i/] def9e ,rob]t's crime1 z he w\ld call x ,i suppose1 s %e ?9ks %e c use ! :ole argum5t1 repli$ ,grace1 a little scornfully4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 int]pos$ j at ! "r "t4 ,i 0 glad %e did1 too4 ,x seems %e has consid]$ ,ca!r9e's position & c\ld speak a good ^w = h]1 said ,kate1 sipp+ h] tea1 ?\ghtfully4 ,well1 if %e calls h] an ideal ( wifely love1 ,i don't admire ! reality1 exclaim$ ,grace1 ) m vigor ?an elegance1 z %e put d[n h] tea-cup4 ,i got positively impati5t1 %e cont9u$1 :5 ,i read ab\t h] cruelty to ,rob]t1 judg+ him 9 t inquisitor's fa%ion4 ,poor fell[6 ,i ?9k he di$ ( a brok5 he>t4 ,b1 ,grace1 %e did :at %e ?\ght 0 h] religi\s duty1 & x mu/ h be5 h>d = h] to )draw h]self s completely :5 %e lov$ him s mu*1 said ! m *>itable ,kate4 ,d y call t love :i* w\ld let him g tramp+ (f alone1 ) n ev5 a ^w ( sympa?y1 & s afraid t h] religion w\ld be contam9at$ %e c\ld n ev5 he> him prea*8 ,i don't pret5d to be religi\s1 b any religion /&s on a poor f\ndation if x c be swept away by anybody's op9ions4 ,x wasn't t2 x 0 because %e ?\ght x 0 wrong to li/5 to h]esy1 z %e suppos$ x 01 &---- ,h[ did %e "k8 ,_h %e tak5 pa9s to f9d out8 ,did %e /udy x c>efully & h a reason = h] cruel judgm5t8 int]rupt$ ! wra?ful ,grace4 ,well1 %e 0 consci5ti\s & 0 do+ :at %e _h be5 taught 0 "r4 ,kate1 if !re is any?+ t makes me out ( pati5ce ) p x is :5 !y hang all _! actions on :at somebody else says1 & t excuse is simply b>b>\s 9 ?is case4 ,rememb] t 9 religion "o mu/ foll[ :at he ?9ks to be "r1 & ,ca!r9e ,elsm]e repres5ts a l>ge class ( p2 9 fact1 ! majority ( religi\s p4 ,kate 0 naturally incl9$ to be *>itable1 & ?is1 add$ to h] e>ly tra9+ 9 a religi\s home1 z well z h] position z a *ur* memb]1 made h] und]/& ,ca!r9e's position f a consci5ti\s /&po9t mu* m ?an ,grace4 ,%e c\ld readily appreciate ! fix$ law ( consci5ce ,ca!r9e _h made = h]self by pl$g+ h] sacr$ ^w ( honor to h] fa!r1 :om %e rev]$ z an infallible au?ority1 z mo/ p rev]e ! leg5ds & doctr9es ( ! *ur*4 ,i admit t x is "r to foll[ ! dictates ( "o's own consci5ce1 b ,i believe 9 hav+ an enlight5$ consci5ce1 & a reason = op9ions4 ,= t matt]1 s did ,rob]t h a consci5ce1 & :ile ,i don't und]/& 8 religion1 ,i respect 8 hone/y & ef=t4 ,!re are a great _m beautiful ?+s 9 :at he says1 b !re mu/ be a mi/ake some:]e 9 a religion t c n save to ! utt]mo/1 & 8 didn't4 ,i hav5't f\nd "o t does1 said ,grace1 ) "s irony4 ,nev]!less1 ,grace1 !re is no?+ to w>rant y\r ass]tion 9 ! ,bible4 ,! ,*ri/ian religion is full ( ! mo/ bless$ promises ( salvation 9 ev]y?+1 said ,kate1 g5tly1 b flu%+ a little z %e spoke1 = %e dislik$ talk+ religion ) ,grace1 :o 0 s skeptical1 al?\gh if compell$ to d s1 x 0 a matt] ( duty to /& up = h] ,*ri/ian pr9ciples4 ,yes1 ,i admit x gives _m wond]ful promises1 b :]e are !y realiz$8 ,x seems to me ! v fact t ! *ur* has n prov5 !m1 made su* p z ,rob]t ,elsm]e d\bt !m ev5 z possible ( fulfillm5t4 ,:y ,grace1 surely y don't disbelieve 9 ! p[] ( ,god to fulfill ! promises8 exclaim$ ,kate1 deeply pa9$4 ,i am talk+ f ,rob]t ,elsm]e's /&po9t1 answ]$ ,grace1 evasively4 ,my sympa?y is ) ,ca!r9e1 = to h]1 religion 0 a liv+ answ] to h] deepe/ ne$s & feel+s1 & to d\bt t answ] 0 no?+ less ?an sacrilege1 said ,kate1 ) a bright r$ spot on ei!r *eek4 ,well1 answ]$ ,grace1 ?r[+ d[n h] napk91 ,i want to see a religion t w /& inf9ite inve/igation )\t fall+ into ru9s1 & ,rob]t reason$ himself away f ! old beliefs & dogmas because he inve/igat$ !m4 ,he us$ 8 ,god-giv5 reason1 & ,i ?9k t is to be us$ z well z ! bl9d1 unque/ion+ fai? ( ,ca!r9e4 ,!re are times :5 we ne$ fai? & times :5 we ne$ reason1 b fai? applies to religion & reason to ! ?+s ( ! _w1 repli$ ,kate1 recall+ :at %e _h he>d a few ,sundays be=e4 ,well1 to me ! ideal ( religion is a m>riage1 a union ( fai? & reason--b ?is is idle talk4 ,:at does anybody "k ( su* p]fection z ,i dem& anyway8 ,grace impati5tly pu%$ h] *air away f ! table1 & w5t to look at h] picture aga91 9 a decid$ly gloomy mood4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,su* is ! _w1 und]/& x1 despise x1 love x2 *e]fully hold on ?y way ?r\gh x1 ) ?y eye on highe/ load/>s4--,c>lyle4 ,x 0 a week s9ce ! p>ty4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 _h be5 to ! op]a & return$ late4 ,h] husb& 0 abs5t on a bus9ess trip1 & %e felt a vague uneas9ess come ov] h] z %e ent]$ ! room4 ,%e knew n :y1 b x seem$ unusually lonely )\t him4 ,%e seldom w5t out alone1 b to-night %e _h gone out z mu* to :ile away ! "t z to he> ! music4 ,aft] pay+ h] usual visit to ! nurs]y1 %e w5t to b$1 b slept little = sev]al h\rs4 ,ab\t #d o'clock %e 0 awak5$ by /ifl+ fumes ( smoke & />tl+ cries ( fire4 ,0 x too late8 ,%e sprang up & ran to ! nurs]y /airs1 b ! scor*+ flames met h]1 & %e retreat$ to ! w9d[1 %riek+ = help1 only to get a glimpse ( someone ?r\gh ! smoke climb+ t[>d h]4 ,hold on6 cri$ ! fireman1 & rea*$ out 8 arms = h] j z %e fell back fa9t+4 ,grasp+ h] firmly1 ! brave man dragg$ h] out ( ! w9d[1 & began 8 p]il\s desc5t4 ,:5 ab\t half way d[n1 ! ladd] fell1 b its burd5 0 expect$1 & mattress & b$-clo?+ sav$ !m f :at might h be5 worse4 ,z x 01 ! fireman escap$ ) a few bruises & slight scor*+1 & ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ) a brok5 limb4 ,fir/ !y fe>$ %e 0 dead1 b aft] a few mom5ts %e reviv$ & moan$ feebly = husb& & *ildr54 ,little ,mabel clung desp]ately to h] "m1 & sobb+ly told h] only ! h\se 0 burnt4 ,fr$ & ,jamie 7 safe1 & n[ %e mu/ get up & be glad4 ,poor *ild1 in/9ctively %e knew ! value ( life above all o!r ?+s4 ,h[ did x happ51 :]e did x />t1 & :o saw x fir/8 7 ! qu]ies on e side4 ,"s "o d[n at ! foot ( ! hill _h se5 a t9y blue flame lick+ ! corn] ( ! ro(4 ,! fire al>m 0 t\*$1 ! bells set to r++1 & ! obs]v]s leap$ up ! t]rac$ /airways & arriv$ at ! top j z ! :ole h\se bur/ into flames4 ,! fire company _h n arriv$ 9 "t to d any?+1 z x 0 impossible to climb ! hill ) _! heavy trucks1 & _! hose 0 n long en\gh to rea* ! flames1 s ! h\se 0 gone4 ,_m p _h ga!r$ f all qu>t]s 9 ! fa%ion peculi> to fire cr[ds1 b n[ !y _h se5 ! spectacle1 &1 z !re 0 no?+ fur!r to see or d1 !y sl[ly disp]s$4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 & ! *ildr5 7 remov$ to ! hotel & a telegram s5t to ,mr4 ,hayd51 in=m+ him ( ! cata/rophe4 ,:5 he arriv$1 twelve h\rs lat]1 he f\nd 8 wife conf9$ to ! b$ ) a n]v\s fev] & a brok5 limb4 ,! *ildr5 7 safe & well c>$ =1 & ?\gh 8 elegant home 0 9 ru9s1 ,john ,hayd5 0 deeply ?ankful4 ,m>ion w\ld1 ( c\rse1 get ov] ! tr\ble1 & ?+s 7 mu* bett] ?an !y might h be51 he said4 ,s he tri$ to look on ! bright side1 & aft] a few *e]+ words & a lov+ kiss he left h]1 to run up ! hill & view ! ru9s4 ,x 0 e>ly twilight1 & z he beheld ! sm\ld]+ debris1 & realiz$ t ! com=ts & luxuries1 possibly ! necessities ( life _h gone up 9 ! smoke t ev5 n[ curl$ 9 sull5 wrea?s f ! black5$ heaps1 he b[$ 8 head & wept4 ,x 0 b a mom5t1 b t mom5t 0 ! bitt]e/ ( 8 :ole life4 ,he knew bett] ?an anyone else t ?is 0 probably ! beg9n+ ( f9ancial mis=tune1 = a v important transaction 0 ev5 n[ p5d+ t he fe>$ w\ld take 8 all4 ,z a m]*ant he _h an honorable reputation & position1 b ?is un=tunate speculation w\ld ru9 him4 ,failure seem$ inevitable4 ,b he hop$ to save en\gh to pay e debt & /ill be able to live1 ev5 ?\gh 9 a mode/ way4 ,n[ he w\ld n ev5 get 8 insurance on 8 h\se1 = 9 8 f9ancial emb>rassm5t he _h fail$ to r5ew 8 policy1 :i* _h expir$ b few days be=e4 ,he w\ld n[ h little besides ?is spot1 ?is beautiful hill4 ,yes1 x 0 valuable1 & 9 "t c\ld be sold = :at x 0 wor?1 b n n[1 & 9 ! meantime :at %\ld he d8 ,h[ w\ld ,m>ion take x8 ,:y _h he n told h] be=e he w5t away8 ,b he _h kn[n x himself only a few days4 ,oh1 my de> wife1 w\ld t we c\ld comm5ce life z we did :5 we 7 fir/ m>ri$6 he groan$4 ,8 m9d w5t back to ! pa/4 ,he look$ aga9 into h] sweet1 girli% face1 into h] cle>1 e>ne/ eyes4 ,he rememb]$ h[ !y _h bo? desir$ to live a religi\s life1 h[ he1 hav+ be5 br\ght up 9 a religi\s home1 und]took 9 va9 to expla9 ! ,bible :]e x 0 d>k & unreasonable to h]4 ,he rememb]$ h[ fruitlessly %e _h tri$ to be conv]t$1 & t he _h f\nd ev5 ?r\gh h] e>ne/ seek+ t he _h naught b ! lett] ( religion & 0 also z helpless z to ! mann] ( salvation4 ,& !n !y _h giv5 up try+4 ,%e s\ght1 = a :ile1 to satisfy h]self by do+ = o!rs1 giv+ h] "t & en]gy to ! poor t f\nd h] out & besieg$ h] = favors1 :ile he _h be5 satisfi$ to let religion alone & believe ) ! majority conc]n+ ! doctr9es & dogmas4 ,z ! ye>s w5t on1 & prosp]ity came to !m1 he _h gr[n m & m indiff]5t1 & f9ally1 :5 !y mov$ away f _! e>ly home & ent]$ a new city1 !y _h begun a new life1 z x 74 ,he rememb]$1 regretfully1 t %e _h ent]$ ! competitive ranks ( society1 at 8 wi% at fir/1 because he ?\ght x w\ld add to 8 popul>ity z a m]*ant & increase ! numb] & quality ( 8 cu/om]s4 ,too well he rememb]$ t ! elegant p>ties & p>ty co/umes 7 fir/ 8 own in/igation1 & n[ t ^! 7 likely to be tak5 away1 he felt responsible = h] happ9ess1 & _h a secret misgiv+1 born ( 8 e>ly religi\s tra9+ p]haps1 ( retribution & judgm5t4 ,he hop$ inde$ t %e w\ld be able to rise above circum/ances1 b he 0 utt]ly at a loss to "k h[ %e w\ld take x1 = al?\gh he knew t deep d[n 9 h] he>t 7 /ill traces ( ! e>ly long+s1 he felt vaguely !re 0 no way to satisfy !m any m n[ ?an 9 ! pa/1 & probably !y w\ld only increase ! difficulty ( f9d+ happ9ess4 ,john ,hayd5 0 k9d-he>t$ & upright 9 all 8 ways1 /rictly hone/ & consci5ti\s1 b apt to be a little "o-sid$ 9 8 judgm5ts1 simply because1 z a rule1 he reason$ f "o /&po9t1 ?\ght 9 "o groove4 ,he _h nev] consid]$ ! que/ions f ?is po9t ( view1 & !re=e !y 7 s]i\sly p]plex+4 ,l _m ano!r he liv$ )9 8 own _w1 & knew naught ( any o!r4 ,9 ! lat] ye>s ( _! m>ri$ life he & ,m>ion _h gr[n a little ap>t 9 ! close/ confid5ces1 b x 0 caus$ by circum/ances m ?an any?+ else1 & not)/&+ ! pres5t mis]y he 0 sure ( h] love4 ,poor girl1 ,i mu/ ha/5 back to h]1 he murmur$1 z he rose f 8 uncom=table position4 ,aft] all1 ,i c ?ank ,god = my family1 my heal?1 my honor1 = no matt] h[ mu* we may suff]1 no "o else %all suff] ?r\gh me4 ,!re 0 a little pang at ! ?\ght ( ! privations 9 possible /ore = ! family ?r\gh him1 b he _h resolv$ to make ! be/ ( circum/ances & be brave z possible4 ,once m he look$ ov] ! sc5e1 b !re 7 only dim black %ad[s 9 ! />light1 & he w5t d[n t[>d ! tw9kl+ lights ( ! city bel[4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,society is l a piece ( froz5 wat]2 & skat+ well ! great art ( social life4--,letitia ,elizabe? ,l&on4 ,too bad ab\t ,hayd51 isn't x8 said "o bus9ess man to ano!r aft] ! cra% came4 ,yes1 ,i am sorry = him1 b he is com+ out honorably1 & ,i hope he'll comm5ce aga9 be=e long4 ,well1 he is made ( ! "r /uff if he did make "o mi/ake1 & ,i guess he w nev] make ! same blund] aga94 ,too bad ?\gh ab\t 8 h\se4 ,no insurance at all1 & t 0 a magnific5t prop]ty4 ,inde$ x 01 & ,i hope = 8 wife's sake he c sell ! lot & get ano!r home = h]4 ,c't d x n[ ?\gh--real e/ate is too l[ = any use 9 ,hampton4 ,yes1 t's s4 ,! only way is to mortgage1 & t seems a pity 9 ?is case-- & !y pass$ on out ( he>+4 ,john ,hayd51 /&+ )9 ! doorway ( ! op5 /ore1 _h ov]he>d ! rem>ks1 & :ile !y pa9$1 !y *e]$ him4 ,f t mom5t 8 resolve 0 tak51 & z soon z ev]y?+ 0 honorably settl$ he appli$ = cr$it ( 8 old fri5ds 9 ! :olesale h\ses & !y gladly gave x1 = 8 reputation 0 unimpea*able4 ,!n he r5t$ a mode/ little /ore & began anew4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 lay sick sev5 weeks1 & arose a weak & n]v\s invalid1 doom$ to c>ry a /ill limb all h] life1 ! physicians said4 ,!y c\ld n discov] :y h] limb 0 /iff1 b !re 0 no help = x4 ,h[ did %e be> ! *ange 9 h] life & circum/ances8 ,:5 h] husb& told h]1 %e j put h] arms ar\nd 8 neck & :isp]$2 ,all "r1 ,john1 ,i %all d ! be/ ,i c to help y be> x4 ,& f t mom5t !y began life aga94 ,%e did n ev5 compla9 :5 !y 7 oblig$ to move into a small cottage 9 ! suburbs1 b x 0 h>d = h] to be ignor$ & =gott5 by ! elegant social _w1 :]e %e _h s rec5tly be5 an ackn[l$g$ lead]4 ,alas6 %e _h no sug> plums = society n[1 s x soon =got h] exi/5ce4 ,!re 71 h[ev]1 "s exceptions among h] =m] fri5ds1 & %e 0 glad to welcome among h] few visitors1 ,kate ,turn] & ,grace ,hall1 :o _h gr[n to love ,mrs4 ,hayd5 m ?an !y w\ld h ?\ght possible :5 %e seem$ s high above !m 9 ! social scale4 ,%e is turn+ out a sa9t r ?an a s9n]1 said ,kate "o ev5+1 z !y 7 discuss+ ! ,hayd5s & recall$ ! conv]sation ( ! night ( ! p>ty4 ,j wait a:ile4 ,_m p c be h]oic 9 great ?+s1 b are sadly defici5t :5 x comes to ! little ?+s1 said ,grace1 ) h] usual caution4 ,i believe ,i c\ld be a h]o9e myself1 if "s gr& opportunity came1 %e add$1 smil+4 ,oh1 ,grace1 don't trifle s2 y "k ?is is a v s]i\s matt] ) ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,hayd51 & !y are bo? do+ nobly1 cri$ ,kate1 ) te>s 9 h] eyes4 ,well1 que5 ,ka!r9e1 ,i don't mean any h>m1 & y mu/ n ?9k any?+ ( my brusque spee*es4 ,z y "k1 !re is a t+e ( skepticism 9 me :i* ,i c n help1 & my ideals are s mu* high] ?an ! realities ( life1 t ,i am always pa9fully consci\s ( ! diff]5ce4 ,well1 :at w\ld y wi% ,mrs4 ,hayd5 to be l1 = in/ance1 9 ord] to come up to y\r ideal ( ! h]oic woman8 ask$ ,kate 9 a s(t5$ tone4 ,kate de>1 ,i love ,mrs4 ,hayd5 z mu* z y d1 & w\ld n = a mom5t disp>age h] virtues1 b x /rikes me z a philosophical fact t z a rule1 human nature c & does display wond]ful c\rage 9 great em]g5cies1 b fails mis]ably 9 details1 & ?is ought n to be s4 ,no?+ w\ld please me bett] ?an to see "o life prove t ,i am wrong4 ,t is all true1 ,gracie1 ab\t humanity 9 g5]al1 b %e is lovely1 & ,i am sorry = h] hav+ to be lame all h] life4 ,x's a p]fect %ame t %e mu/ lose ev5 h] heal?1 = ( c\rse %e w nev] be /rong aga94 ,ano!r defect to be not$ some:]e 9 ! univ]sal economy4 ,x seems to me we are pretty helpless creatures1 g5]ally speak+1 = x all appe>s to be a matt] ( *ance :e!r we get well or n1 :5 we d get sick1 mus$ ,grace1 b5t ^u draw+ h] own conclusions4 ,poor girl6 ,life _h be5 r h>d = h]1 & %e judg$ x z x appe>$1 & !re did seem a great flaw some:]e :i* %e 0 try+ h] be/ to solve by not+ e phase ( life z %e f\nd x4 ,naturally bright1 ke5ly intellectual & v indep5d5t1 %e 0 a philosoph] z well z an arti/1 & always ready = a tilt ) ! _w on its mo/ pett$ op9ions4 ,h]s 0 a reason+ m9d t obs]v$ all inconsi/5cies & discrepancies 9 any?+ %e /udi$1 & !re 0 g5]ally a little acidity 9 h] judgm5t ( ! _w & its bigot$ ways4 ,i c't see :y ,mrs4 ,hayd5 %\ld n be cur$ completely1 cont9u$ ,kate1 ignor+ h] companion's la/ %ot1 = x wasn't s bad t anybody knew ( until %e got up4 ,my de> madam1 said ,grace1 /rik+ an owli% attitude1 y h n read ! late/ op9ion express$ by "o ( ! mo/ le>n$ pr(essors 9 ! ,allopa?ic s*ool ( m$ic9e 9 ,p>is4 ,he /ood be=e ! class ( graduat+ /ud5ts & said3 ',g5tlem51 y h done me ! honor to come "h to li/5 to a lecture on ! sci5ce ( m$ic9e4 ,i mu/ frankly confess ,i "k no?+ ab\t x1 &1 moreov]1 "k ( no "o :o does4 ,any "o :o takes m$ic9e is =tunate if x helps him1 b m =tunate if x does n h>m him4' ,:e!r our fri5d is =tunate or un=tunate is a "q h>d to decide4 ,i move we discuss ano!r subject4 ,kate laugh$ 9 spite ( h]self1 & ,grace got up to take ano!r view ( ! ,mod]n ,hypatia1 :i* at la/ 0 gr[+ into a visible creation "u h] skillful bru%4 ,isn't t a woman = y8 %e said1 po9t+ to ! picture admir+ly1 z %e held x "u ! gas light4 ,yes1 ,i l h] bett] ?an ,hebe4 ,%e has a look ( res]v$ p[] ab\t h] t is captivat+1 b !re is some?+ 9 h] face t makes me sad1 some?+ t is lack+4 ,:at is x8 ,tell me1 = ,i c see no?+6 ,grace que/ion$ impetu\sly4 ,wait a m9ute1 p]haps ,i c def9e x4 ,!re6 hold x s4 ,let me see1 & ,kate walk$ (f a few paces4 ,yes1 x is dissatisfaction1 an incomplet5ess1 z ?\gh %e _h n f\nd :at %e s\ght4 ,c y see t1 ,kate8 ,!n ,i am at ! same "t ! mo/ happy & unhappy creature alive1 cri$ ,grace1 brea?lessly dropp+ into a *air & hold+ ! picture fondly ne> h] face4 ,:y8 said ! a/oni%$ ,kate4 ,don't y "k ,i am =ev] putt+ myself into my pictures8 ,& ,i've succe$$ too admirably ) ?is "o4 ,! poor ?+ has caught my unconsci\s fault ( f9d+ defects ev]y:]e4 ,oh1 ,i mu/ get x out ( h] "s way2 h[ %all ,i1 :5 to me %e looks s p]fect8 ,y bett] get x out ( y\rself fir/1 if t is ! tr\ble1 repli$ ,kate1 ) a great wave ( pity 9 h] voice4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld4 ,oh1 :y d ,i h to see ev]y?+ 9 ! wrong way8 ,x seems to me life w\ld be heav5ly1 if ,i c\ld "k only ! good 9 ev]y?+4 ,grace put d[n ! picture & gaz$ at x ) /]n1 accus+ eyes4 ,i %all leave ?is "o & beg9 ano!r to-morr[1 %e f9ally ann\nc$ 9 a subdu$ tone4 ,i am glad y won't rub ?is out1 = %e is too lovely1 said ,kate1 s(tly1 z %e w5t ab\t1 g5tly putt+ ?+s 9 ord]1 pick+ up h] music & arrang+ ! books4 ,grace sat !re brood+ ov] h] life problems ) a new ?\ght 9 h] m9d4 ,%e dimly realiz$ t a woman mu/ h a g5u9e message h]self be=e %e tries to give x to ! _w4 ,& alas1 h] message 0 sadly defici5t1 %e f\nd4 ,me*anically %e took a book f ! table & op5+ x at r&om1 read3 ,if ! :ole is ev] to gladd5 !e1 ,t :ole 9 ! smalle/ ?+ ?\ mu/ see4 ,t is n bad philosophy1 ^: is x8 %e ?\ght4 ,%e look$ at ! book4 ,x 0 ,goe!'s poems1 b %e 0 n 9 ! mood = read+1 & %e sat ?9k+ till late at night4 ,?is 0 a new s5tim5t4 ,%e w\ld dige/ x & te/ its practical tru?4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,take up ! ?reads ( life at home1 ,let n ! /it*es drop2 ,! busy _w w "k 'tis done ,?\gh ne'er x pause nor /op4 ,no?+ c br+ y peace b y\rself4 ,no?+ c br+ y peace b ! triumph ( pr9ciples4--,em]son4 ,a ye> pass$ away1 & ,mrs4 ,hayd5 grew no bett]4 ,%e 0 n z *e]ful z %e _h be5 at fir/1 & in/ead ( gr[+ into ! brave1 pati5t woman %e long$ to become1 %e _h gr[n fretful & irritable1 & 0 9 _m ways diff]5t f ! ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ,kate & ,grace _h talk$ ab\t s en?usia/ically4 ,none knew bett] ?an %e1 h[ mis]ably %e _h fail$ to live ! life t 0 s\l satisfy+--! life t br\ght =? fruits4 ,9 all ! ye>s ( h] prosp]ity1 9 ! mid/ ( ! gayeties & luxuries1 %e _h secretly long$ = some?+ %e nev] f\nd1 & 9 "o s5se x _h n be5 h>d = h] to give up ! life ( ease & idl5ess1 because %e _h hop$ to f9d 9 ! new duties a new peace & satisfaction1 _h hop$ to live up to h] ideal ( a noble woman1 & x 0 ) h] :ole he>t %e _h promis$ h] husb& h] help & sympa?y1 b 9 all ! eighte5 mon?s1 %e _h be5 b a burd52 ev5 calm =be>ance & *e]fulness _h ceas$ to be virtues4 ,! *ildr51 n hav+ a nurs]y1 mu/ ne$s be any:]e & ev]y:]e1 & 9 spite ( h] ef=ts to ! contr>y1 _! noise annoy$ h]4 ,to-night %e sat ?9k+ x all ov]1 9 "o ( h] mo/ despond5t moods1 = be x said to h] cr$it1 ?+s did n always appe> z gloomy z %e repres5t$ !m to h]self4 ,! ruddy firelight flick]$ ov] h] 9 fitful gleams ( light & %ad[4 ,! *ildr5 7 out romp+ 9 ! twilight1 enjoy+ ! fir/ sn[ ( ! season4 ,h] husb& _h n yet return$ f ! /ore4 ,:at 0 ! use1 anyway1 pursu$ ! rel5tless consci5ce--ev5 ! wi% to be good 0 always *ok$ by a complete =getfulness2 & be=e %e c\ld cat* h] brea? ! words 7 out1 s1 al?\gh %e _h believ$ ne>ly all h] life t "o might gr[ into goodness1 %e 0 q rebelli\s to-night ) ! ?\ght ( its impossibility1 & %e felt bitt]1 too1 to ?9k ( ! long ye>s ( uselessness /ret*+ out be=e h]4 ,sc>cely ?irty-five & yet %e felt l a cross1 crabb$ old woman1 & %udd]$ to ?9k ( all ! ye>s to come1 if !y 7 to be l ! pa/1 & !re seem$ no help = x unless %e c\ld conqu] h]self4 ,! doctor _h done :at he c\ld to cure h] dyspepsia b %e 0 a v]itable slave to h] caprici\s /oma*4 ,%e felt "o ( h] (t-recurr+ sick heada*es com+ on & e ?\ght grew black] & m disconsolate4 ,oh6 %e wi%$ supp] 7 ov] & ! *ildr5 safe 9 b$1 s %e c\ld be free f _! noise1 & "h !y come6 %e ?\ght1 z a great /amp+ & laugh+ 0 he>d 9 ! hall4 ,oh1 mamma6 su* lovely sn[flakes1 j l a fairy's quilt1 & !y h be5 fall+ all ov] u till we're l p 9 fro/ l&4 ,j look1 mamma6 cri$ ,mabel1 :o lik$ a romp z well z ! boys1 al?\gh %e 0 ?irte54 ,?ree-ye>-old ,jamie & five-ye>-old ,fr$ came troop+ 9 beh9d4 ,well1 mamma1 ,god has turn$ on ! sn[ faucets1 ann\nc$ ,fr$1 ) *>act]i/ic importance4 ,an' all 'e fevv]s is tumm9' d[n fum 'e 'ky1 %\t$ ,jamie at ! top ( 8 voice4 ,& mamma1 c't we h a sl$ & g coa/+ ?is w9t]8 qu]i$ ,mabel1 n notic+ 9 h] eag]ness t h] mamma 0 v sick4 ,oh1 don't make s mu* noise4 ,take !m away & keep quiet1 ,mabel4 ,i c n endure s mu* confusion4 ,!y w5t out clang+ ! door beh9d !m 9 spite ( _! ef=ts to keep quiet1 & z _! voices grew fa9t]1 %e ?\ght ) ano!r remorseful pang3 ,i h s5t !m away aga94 ,:y mu/ ,i yield always to self in/ead ( ov]com+8 ,pres5tly1 h[ev]1 all attempts at ?9k+ 7 lo/ 9 ! ef=ts to get ! camphor1 ba! h] head & f9d "s com=t+ spot :]eon to re/ h] a*+ temples4 ,a subdu$ family ga!r$ ar\nd ! table t ev5+ & ev]yone felt ! necessity ( be+ quiet z possible4 ,ev5 ,fr$ & ,jamie und]/ood t !y mu/ keep /ill1 & manag$ to keep _! voices d[n to some?+ less ?an a %rill :isp]4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 p>took only ( a small cup ( tea & 0 !n assi/$ to h] room1 :]e %e expect$ to rema9 = at lea/ two days--! usual "t4 ,h] husb& sp5t ! ev5+ rubb+ h] head1 ba?+ x ) camphor & keep+ ! h\se quiet z possible4 ,! next day dawn$ cl\dy & grey1 ) a fa9t mildness 9 ! air1 indicat+ a ?aw4 ,mabel w5t to s*ool1 ,fr$ & ,jamie amus$ !mselves 9 ! back p>lor until !y 7 tir$ & !n flatt5$ _! noses aga9/ ! w9d[1 try+ to see h[ _m drops ( melt$ sn[ fell f ! por* ro(4 ,i want a sn[ man1 wail$ ,jamie1 sudd5ly rememb]+ :at papa said ab\t ! sn[ long ago4 ,well1 y c't h x1 said ,fr$1 ) great decision1 :o g5]ally oppos$ any?+ on pr9ciple4 ,yes1 we c4 ,we c g out & make "o1 p]si/$ ,jamie4 ,jack ,fro/'ll bite y\r f+]s4 ,no he won't4 ,he w-- ,he won't eev]-- ,he w1 'cos mamma said s1 said naughty ,fr$4 ,jamie's little face cl\d$ & ! lip began to quiv]2 !n a sudd5 ?\ght /rik+ him1 he jump$ up1 beam+ ) delight1 & cri$1 z he ran t[>ds ! hall3 ,mamma said ,jack ,fro/ c\ldn't f9d me :5 ,i _h my ov]coat & w$ mitt5s on1 & my w$ cap4 ,y c't rea* y\r coat an' y've lo/ y\r mitt5s1 insi/$ ,fr$1 ) p]sev]ance wor?y a bett] cause4 ,o1 yes ,i c4 ,i c 'tep on my high *air1 dragg+ x aft] him4 ,i c get my ?+s on fir/1 said ,fr$ :o sudd5ly decid$ 9 favor ( ! sn[ man1 & hurri$ly suit+ ! action to ! ^w1 ru%$ to get 8 coat :i* hung "u ,jamie's1 j z ,jamie rea*$ 8 little h&s up to get 84 ,fr$ gave a trem5d\s flirt & pull at 8 coat :i* ov]balanc$ 8 little bro!r & d[n came ! high *air & ,jamie plump ^u ! luckless ,fr$1 ^: angry squeals & kicks1 m+l$ ) ,jamie's l\d %rieks ( t]ror made a commotion t br\ght ,anna1 ! h\sekeep]1 to ! rescue4 ,:at is ! matt]8 z %e pluck$ ,jamie f ! g5]al debris4 ,fr$ pull$ me d[n-- ,jamie jump$ on me1 said bo? at once z soon z !y c\ld get _! brea?4 ,an'1 ,i a9t lo/ my w$ mitt5s1 an' my little :ite leg is broke (f1 cri$ ,jamie sudd5ly1 spy+ ! (t-m5d$ leg ( ! high-*air1 :i* 9 ?is melee1 _h completely sev]$ company ) ! re/ ( ! *air1 & n[ mutely appeal$ = help to be put on aga94 ,!re1 !re1 papa c m5d x all "r aga94 ,don't cry1 little man4 ,n[ ,fr$1 y mu/ /op cry+ & play nice ) ,jamie & n qu>rel s mu*4 ,!re6 ,i he> mamma's bell2 ,i mu/ g see :at %e wants4 ,run away & be quiet1 = mamma c't /& a bit ( noise to-day1 & ,anna left !m aga9 to _! own devices4 ,jamie c>efully laid ! little :ite leg away 9 8 box ( play?+s1 & !n bo? *ildr5 w5t back to ! w9d[ to wat* ! drops aga94 ,i see "o1 two1 ?ree1 sev51 f\r1 t5-- sl[ly c\nt$ ,jamie z ! cry/al drops fell4 ,oh1 ,i see a ice b]g1 an' ,i'm go9' to get x = c&y1 %\t$ ,fr$ z he ran out on ! por* & seiz$ an icicle4 ,x seem$ s nice out !re t he /ay$ & call$ ,jamie to come1 too4 ,!y 7 delight$ ) ! new play?+ & new sights1 & any ?\ght ( be+ cold or ne$+ _! coats nev] ent]$ _! m9ds1 s ! icicle1 ! beautiful drops1 & f9ally ! sn[ claim$ _! att5tion until !y 7 at la/ happily engag$ 9 ! mu*-desir$ occupation ( mak+ a sn[ man4 ,x 0 ne> noon & ! sun _h f9ally rift$ ! graye/ cl\ds1 & 0 s5d+ su* w>m smiles on ! sn[-lad5 e>? t trees & f5ces1 ro(s & ridges bur/ into te>s ( joy4 ,s1 (t5 does ! sun-%9y smile melt ! ice-b\nd prison ( discont5t or misund]/&+4 ,fr$ & ,jamie 7 9 ! mid/ ( _! int]e/+ creation :5 ,mr4 ,hayd5 came home to d9n]4 ,boys6 boys6 he call$ f ! gate z soon z he saw !m4 ,y'll cat* y\r dea? ( cold2 run into ! h\se1 quick6 ,:y hav5't y some?+ on y\r heads & rubb]s on y\r feet8 & )\t wait+ to he> _! vocif]\s reply1 he hurri$ !m into ! h\se4 ,oh1 b x 0 su* fun1 papa1 an' we 0 go9' to put two coals 9 8 head1 cos' 8 eyes 0 black1 y "k1 an' y\r old ma%$ hat = 8 head1 an'-- ,an' me f\n' a 'tick = 8 arm1 int]rupt$ ,jamie1 :o mu/ be sure papa knew all ab\t ?is wond]ful man4 ,yes1 he looks v promis+1 & ,i guess ,i'll h to f9i% him = y2 b y mu/ n g out aga9 to-day4 ,j ?9k :at w\ld we d if y %\ld be sick :ile mamma mu/ be 9 b$4 ,poor mamma1 %e w\ld feel bad & cry because %e c\ldn't help y1 & x w\ld make h] feel v sorry inde$ to "k h] little boys w5t out )\t somebody say+ !y might4 ,well1 papa1 we didn't mean to g '?\t our ?+s on1 b two ( ! beautifulle/ iceb]gs hung$ d[n an' we play$ !y 0 c&y an' all ! pretty drops said /op1 /op1 /op1 an'-- ,yes1 an' ! 'no 0 full ( 't>s 'at %9$ "r up at u an' laugh$ an' play$ hide an' seek wiv ea* o!r4 ,an' ,jamie want$ to make a sn[ man1 sudd5ly rememb]$ ,fr$4 ,cos papa did :5 he 0 a little boy1 an' he tell$ me sometimes s c\ld ,i-- ,oh1 y little rogues1 x is well y c trace x back1 laugh$ papa1 cat*+ ea* small man1 & plac+ ^u 8 knees4 ,:y1 look "h1 y\r %oes are all wet1 & y\r f+]s r$1 & y\r clo!s spr9kl$ ) wat]4 ,?is w nev] d4 ,take (f y\r %oes1 ,fr$4 ,"h1 ,anna1 he call$1 z he he>d h] 9 ! d9+ room1 br+ "s dry /ock+s & aprons4 ,^! boys h be5 out 9 ! wet sn[1 & mu/ be *ang$ "r away4 ,put a flannel r\nd _! necks1 too4 ,i'm afraid !y'll h ! cr\p to-night4 ,) z mu* ha/e z possible1 he /ripp$ (f _! wet clo!s1 *af$ _! h&s & feet1 & ) an anxi\s look left !m1 to g & speak to 8 wife :o1 :5 suff]+ f heada*e c\ld all[ no "o to ent] ! room except h] husb& or ,anna4 ,t night ! :ole h\sehold 7 ar\s$ by ! ho>se & unmi/akable c\gh ( cr\p4 ,jamie _h tak5 cold1 z 8 fa!r fe>$ he w\ld4 ,! doctor 0 s5t = 9 wild ha/e1 & aft] sev]al h\rs ( wat*ful c>e & frequ5t tak+ ( hive syrup or ipecac1 ,jamie 0 at la/ sleep+ quietly1 & e "o felt t aft] ?is1 at lea/1 ^? *ildr5 %\ld be s well gu>d$ t escape w\ld be impossible1 & ! dread$ enemy kept out4 ,?is 0 always a result ( exposure1 & ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,hayd5 _h (t5 wi%$ = ! "t :5 ,jamie w\ld outgr[ ! attacks z t really seem$ ! only ?+ 9 :i* lay any hope4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,build !e m /ately mansions ,oh my s\l1 ,z ! swift seasons roll1 ,leave ?y l[ vault$ pa/4 ,let ea* new temple nobl] ?an ! la/ ,%ut !e f heav5 ) a dome m va/1 ,till ?\ at l5g? art free3 ,leav+ ?9e outgr[n %ell by life's unre/+ sea4 --,o4 ,w4 ,holmes4 ,h[ d y d ,mrs4 ,hayd58 ,y see ,i come 9 )\t c]emony z usual1 b ,i he>d y'd _h "o ( y\r heada*es aga91 & ,mrs4 ,reade seat$ h]self cosily on ! s(a ne> :i* ,mrs4 ,hayd5 sat languidly try+ to read4 ,oh1 ,i h ab\t recov]$ my usual /r5g?1 b ( c\rse ,i mu/ be c>eful & n get excit$ or ov]work$1 ?\gh my "w ,i am sorry to say1 does n am\nt to mu*4 ,aft] a few mom5ts commonplace conv]sation1 ,mrs4 ,reade said1 c>efully3 ,n[ ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ,i believe !re is a help = y some:]e4 ,w\ldn't y l to try some?+ new8 ,:y1 y "k ,i w\ld try any?+ t w\ld give relief1 b ,i h exhau/$ ev]y?+ t ev] 0 he>d (1 & n[ e rem$y seems v transi5t or ( no effect at all4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 lean$ we>ily back 9 h] *air & seem$ to ?9k !re 0 no use discuss+ ! subject any long]4 ,aft] a few mom5ts ?\ghtful sil5ce1 ,mrs4 ,reade look$ up at h] fri5d & said1 timidly3 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 h y ev] he>d ( ,*ri/ian ,heal+8 ,no4 ,:at is x8 ,i c't tell1 only t x is j ! mo/ wond]ful panacea = all ills t ev] 0 discov]$ & !y say x c be le>n$1 & appli$ by ev]ybody4 ,d y mean t ,i c\ld le>n x & c\ld !n cure myself8 ,yes1 t is :at !y claim4 ,:y1 ,mrs4 ,reade1 :at is all ?is wond]ful news1 & if x is true1 :y hasn't ! _w he>d ( x be=e8 exclaim$ ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ) an amus$ smile4 ,mrs4 ,reade did n return ! smile b a /ill m e>ne/ look came into h] eyes4 ,%e b5t ov] h] bit ( sew+ = a mom5t & !n look+ up1 z ?\gh resolv$ to speak ! tru? at any co/1 %e w5t on3 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 x is ! fulfillm5t ( ! promises 9 ! ,bible1 t to !m t believe1 ^! signs %\ld be giv54 ,y rememb] ! passage don't y1 :]e ,jesus gave ,8 disciples ! same p[] to heal t ,he _h8 ,well1 b t 0 long ago1 & ! promise 0 = ! disciples1 ,i suppose4 ,no1 x 0 = ev]ybody2 & d y "k1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ,i c h>dly wait to le>n ?is new me?od1 ,i am s int]e/$4 ,h[ did y he> ab\t x8 ,:5 ,i 0 d[n to ,mapleton la/ summ] ,i he>d some?+ ab\t x ?r\gh a fri5d ( m9e1 :o 0 cur$ ( *ronic conge/ive heada*es1 & n[ my c\s91 ,miss ,gre5+1 f ,norfolk1 has come on to sp5d ! holidays ) u1 & /range to say1 %e has be5 cur$ ( weak eyes--j came /raight f ,pr9ceton :]e %e 0 treat$1 &--&--well1 ! fact is1 ,i want y to come ov] & see h] & may be y c be cur$4 ,mrs4 ,reade 0 q fright5$ = hav+ said s mu*1 b 0 reassur$ by ! gr[+ int]e/ 9 ,mrs4 ,hayd5's eyes4 ,& y "k ^! ?+s to be true8 ,:y1 x is wond]ful4 ,h[ is x done1 by pray]8 ,n exactly1 b x is by "s process ( ?9k+4 ,oh1 ,i c't beg9 to tell y1 only t x is wond]ful1 & y mu/ come ov] & talk ) c\s9 ,hel54 ,i am afraid to tru/ myself out 9 ?is unc]ta9 wea!r4 ,c't y bo? come & take tea ) u to-morr[8 ,i hope to be well en\gh !n1 & x w\ld be a great pleasure1 = if !re is any tru? 9 ?is1 ,i want to "k x4 ,d come4 ,?is 0 a good deal = ,mrs4 ,hayd5 to say1 b %e 0 v e>ne/ :5 ar\s$ to int]e/4 ,yes1 we w1 said ,mrs4 ,reade1 z %e rose to g1 look+ /raight into h] fri5d's eyes ) joyful e>ne/ness1 & ,i am s glad4 ,good bye1 & %e retreat$ z unc]emoni\sly z %e _h come1 leav+ ,mrs4 ,hayd5 to wond] :y %e %\ld be s *ildi%ly pleas$ ov] t invitation4 ,x nev] occurr$ to h] t ,mrs4 ,reade %\ld be s glad to come m]ely to tell m ab\t ?is new way ( gett+ well4 ,mrs4 ,reade 0 a "y h\sekeep]1 :o1 liv+ j across ! /reet1 0 9 ! habit ( (t5 runn+ 9 to ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ) h] little vexations1 h] triumphs ( cook]y1 h] que/ions ( h[ to manage little ,may1 or :at to d 9 matt]s ( h\sehold furni%+4 ,%e 0 a v progressive little woman1 &1 p]haps ow+ to ! influ5ce ( ,mrs4 ,hayd51 0 ready at lea/ to give ev]y?+ a fair he>+4 ,?is new craze1 z "s call$ x1 _h be5 pres5t$ to h] 9 a way t compell$ h] att5tion & comm&$ h] respect1 & especially s9ce h] c\s9's com+ _h %e be5 int5sely int]e/$4 ,p>ticul>ly 0 %e desir\s ( enli/+ ! att5tion ( ,mrs4 ,hayd51 :o n only ne$$ ! physical help to be obta9$1 b :o w\ld be an excell5t advocate ( ! pr9ciples1 provid+ %e c\ld endorse !m1 z ,mrs4 ,reade 0 sure %e w\ld1 if %e c\ld only be made to und]/&4 ,s x 0 ) great anticipat$ pleasure ,mrs4 ,reade introduc$ h] c\s9 to ,mrs4 ,hayd5 z !y w5t 9 ! next day4 ,n[1 ,c\s9 ,hel51 j tell ,mrs4 ,hayd5 h[ y 7 cur$4 ,i am s anxi\s to set ! ball roll+1 said ,mrs4 ,reade1 ) an ar* look at ,mrs4 ,hayd5 aft] !y 7 com=tably settl$ = _! talk4 ,yes1 inde$1 add$ ,mrs4 ,hayd52 if y h half z wond]ful a message z ,mrs4 ,reade fondly imag9es ,i %all be delight$ to he> x1 b ,i w\ld fir/ l to ask :at 0 ! tr\ble ) y\r eyes1 & some?+ z to _! condition :5 y fir/ look$ into ?is me?od ( heal+4 ,i _h be5 oblig$ to leave s*ool because !y 7 s weak4 ,!y 7 inflam$ & blood%ot4 ,i c\ld n be> to g out 9 ! w9d1 ride on ! c>s1 or h any excitem5t :atev]4 ,! occuli/s said ! tr\ble 0 caus$ by a physical defect t c\ld n be rem$i$1 s y may imag9e my despair4 ,fa!r & "m came home f a visit 9 ,kansas1 & :ile !re !y _h he>d ( a lady 9 ,pr9ceton :o 0 hav+ rem>kable success ) m9d-cure1 z !y call$ x4 ,!y coax$ me to g & try x4 ,i _h no fai?1 b to please !m ?\ght ,i w\ld g4 ,x c\ld d no h>m1 !y said4 ,! j\rney1 ?\gh only sixty miles f home1 0 v h>d = me4 ,:5 ,i arriv$ at ,mrs4 ,h>mon's x seem$ z ?\gh ,i c\ld h>dly be> ! pa9 caus$ by ! j\rney4 ,mrs4 ,h>mon all[$ me to /ay "r at h] home1 & ?\gh only !re a week1 ,i 0 n only cur$1 b le>n$ ! pr9ciples & h[ to apply !m4 ,aft] ! fir/ treatm5t ,i felt s well & happy %e told me ,i c\ld use my eyes to read an h\r or s4 ,f ! second treatm5t ,i c\ld use !m all ,i wi%$4 ,x 0 p]fectly wond]ful4 ,:5 ,i w5t home ,i 0 cur$4 ,t is n[ ?ree weeks ago1 & ,i h be5 us+ my eyes con/antly1 h tak5 sev]al j\rneys on ! c>s1 & gone out day & night4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 _h li/5$ ) ! greate/ int]e/1 h] m9d fill$ ) v>y+ ?\ghts4 ,sudd5 glimpses ( wond]ful might-be's1 m+l$ ) d\bts & hopes1 _h *as$ ea* o!r 9 wild confusion ?r\gh h] bewild]$ bra94 ,tell me1 %e f\nd brea? at la/ to ask1 :at is x1 & h[ is x done1 & c anybody d x8 ,miss ,gre5+ 0 delight$ to f9d s will+ an audi5ce1 = 9 spite ( h] rem>kable cure1 mo/ ( h] family & fri5ds ridicul$ h] new cure all4 ,oh1 ,i wi% ,i c\ld expla9 to y z ,mrs4 ,h>mon does4 ,i am s v new 9 ! ?\ght1 b ,i w d ! be/ ,i c to give y "s idea4 ,! ma9 ?+ 9 ! beg9n+ is to "k t y "k no?+1 cont9u$ ,miss ,gre5+1 ) a smile4 ,! _w believes 9 ! "* z x appe>s1 to be ! real "*1 t ! p]son :o suff]s sickness1 sorr[1 disappo9tm5t1 ang] or pa9 is ! real self4 ,we h always tak5 ! p ( ! _w1 z !y appe>1 to be ! *ildr5 ( ,god4 ,?is tru? tea*es t ! real *ild ( ,god is 9 ,8 image & lik5ess & 9 ,him lives1 is mov$ & has ,8 be+4 ,accord+ to ! laws ( ?\ght1 ! ?\ght ( "o individual affects ano!r1 & on ?is pr9ciple ! treatm5ts are giv51 b x is ! omnipres5t life ,pr9ciple t does ! "w4 ,oh1 x is p]fectly wond]ful1 & if y c\ld see :at ,i saw :ile ,i 0 ) ,mrs4 ,h>mon1 y w\ld n d\bt a mom5t4 ,%e 0 busy f morn+ till night ) pati5ts4 ,h>dly _h "t to eat or sleep4 ,x seem$ l ! times ( ! ,new ,te/am5t come back aga94 ,mrs4 ,h>mon cur$ a man ( rheumatism1 :]e ! jo9ts _h be5 /iff5$ & contract$ = ye>s1 9 sev5 treatm5ts4 ,! fir/ week ! treatm5ts did n seem to h any effect1 b ! second week he sudd5ly recov]$ ! use ( 8 arm & limbs1 s t he c\ld run & jump or d any?+ else t a heal?y man c d4 ,"o "y girl1 :o 0 suff]+ f lead poison+ s t %e 0 giv5 up by ?ree or f\r prom95t physicians1 receiv$ n9e treatm5ts &1 al?\gh n p]fectly /rong & robu/1 0 able to walk sev]al blocks & 0 s well t %e did n ne$ fur!r treatm5t4 ,mrs4 ,h>mon treat$ an old lady ( sev5ty1 s t %e laid aside glasses & c\ld see to sew on black clo?4 ,a lady :o _h be5 an invalid = sixte5 ye>s 0 cur$ s t 9 a week %e 0 able to ride a mile & a half to ! lectures4 ,all ^! ?+s ,i saw ) my own eyes1 & if ! evid5ce _h n be5 en\gh 9 my own case1 !re 7 all ^! pro(s4 ,& ! tea*+6 ,oh1 x is beautiful4 ,if we c\ld only live up to t ! mill5ium w\ld surely be "h4 ,9 h] en?usiasm ,miss ,gre5+ sc>cely notic$ ! effect ( h] words1 else %e w\ld h se5 ,mrs4 ,hayd5's expressive eyes full ( a ye>n+1 sil5t & /rong4 ,c x t\* anyone's "* or moral life8 %e ask$ aft] a mom5t's pause4 ,yes1 inde$2 !re is n "o ?+ 9 life t is n am5able to its discipl9e4 ,mrs4 ,h>mon says x is a great advantage 9 gov]n+ *ildr51 t e "m ought to "k x1 = ! help 9 t direction1 ev5 if n = _! heal?4 ,:at a wond]ful ?+ x mu/ be2 & yet ,i always ?\ght ! days ( miracles 7 pa/1 if inde$ !y ev] 71 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ?\ghtfully4 ,^! are n miracles1 z ! ord9>y und]/&+ ( t ^w w\ld imply1 b are done 9 accordance ) ,div9e ,law1 ! highe/ law1--n ! sett+ aside ( any law1 int]pos$ ,mrs4 ,reade1 :o _h be5 deeply int]e/$ 9 ! conv]sation1 b hi!rto _h be5 a sil5t li/5]4 ,oh1 mamma1 ,i wi% supp] 0 ready2 ,i'm s hungry6 cri$ ,fr$1 bur/+ into ! room1 foll[$ by ,jamie & ,mabel4 ,mamma1 c't we h "s-- began ,jamie1 & !n /opp$1 aba%$ at ! size ( ! audi5ce4 ,no1 de>s2 mamma don't want y to eat any?+ be=e supp]4 ,y "k :at ,doctor ,jackson said ab\t ! little /oma*s t 7 ov]work$4 ,n[1 run away & be good2 :5 ev]y?+ is ready mamma'll call y4 ,b we want x n[4 ,doctor ,jackson don't "k ev]y?+4 ,x's only ,god t kn[s ev]y?+1 said ,fr$1 ) unansw]able argum5t4 ,come away1 ,fr$1 :isp]$ ,mabel1 giv+ him an impati5t twit*4 ,x's s1 anyway2 mamma told me ab\t ,god j ! o!r night4 ,he kn[s ,i want "s g+] 'naps1 :imp]$ ,jem4 ,nev] m9d2 run out1 z mamma says1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 resolutely1 & ! aggriev$ trio reluctantly dep>t$4 ,x w\ld be an imm5se help to me if ,i c\ld le>n to manage ^! ?ree irrepressibles )\t gett+ tir$ all out1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ) a little sigh4 ,w\ldn't x be spl5did8 ,i ?9k1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 y bett] let ,c\s9 ,hel5 treat y1 & get y all cur$1 & !n y c g some:]e & le>n h[1 y\rself1 said ,mrs4 ,reade1 z %e demurely w\nd up ! ball4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 look$ up ) int]e/$ surprise4 ,d y ?9k any?+ c\ld be done = me1 ,miss ,gre5+8 ,a great _m worse ?an y h be5 cur$1 :y n y8 ,well1 ,i don't "k2 x seems s f> away & s intangible "s way4 ,n[1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 try x4 ,let ,c\s9 ,hel5 treat y1 int]pos$ ,mrs4 ,reade4 ,:at mu/ ,i d1 any my/]i\s unhe>d-( ?+8 0 ! answ]1 ) a look ( evid5t amusem5t4 ,oh1 no6 ,j sit quietly passive1 & be z hopeful z possible dur+ ! treatm5t4 ,! only ?+ t might seem h>d is to give up all m$ic9e & mat]ial applications :ile y are "u treatm5t4 ,t w n be h>d at all1 = ,i h lo/ all fai? 9 m$ic9e anyway4 ,:5 d y want to beg91 ,miss ,gre5+8 ,well1 ,i am will+ to try my be/ to help y1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 b y mu/ und]/&1 9 ! fir/ place1 t ,i take no cr$it to myself1 = x is ,god's "w4 ,!n ,i h really n tri$ to heal any "o2 s9ce x 0 s rec5tly ,i 0 cur$ myself1 !re has be5 no opportunity1 b z ,i said1 ,i w d :at ,i c4 ,miss ,gre5+ spoke e>ne/ly & rev]5tly4 ,x seem$ r new to h] to be call$ ^u to prove h] pr9ciples1 & yet %e _h su* p]fect fai? 9 !m1 %e nev] ?\ght ( wav]+4 ,!n x's all settl$1 & y c take y\r fir/ treatm5t to-night1 spoke up ,mrs4 ,reade1 volubly4 ,i'm s anxi\s to see y /rong & well l ! re/ ( u1 %e add$ half apologetically4 ,x w seem too good to be true4 ,i c n realize su* a possibility4 ,a ?\ghtful sil5ce fell ^u ! little company = a few mom5ts1 & :5 !y resum$ _! conv]sation1 x 0 ab\t some?+ else4 ,at _! usual tea "t1 ,mr4 ,hayd51 accompani$ by ,mr4 ,reade1 came 91 & all 7 pres5tly call$ to ! d9+ room4 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,hayd5 _h dropp$ all pret5sion ( /yle 9 _! pres5t circum/ances1 & liv$ l _! neighbors1 9 a mode/ b com=table way4 ,! *ildr5 came troop+ 9 :5 !y he>d ! supp] bell1 & delight$ly fil$ out to ! d9+ room ) _! eld]s4 ,well1 ,i hope y ladies h be5 enjoy+ y\rselves ?is aft]noon4 ,i notice ladies h t faculty :5ev] !y meet = an h\r or s1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 ) a g5ial smile1 z he pass$ ! plates4 ,oh1 we h inde$ _h a lovely "t1 & a pr(itable "o1 too1 ,i hope1 said ,mrs4 ,reade1 impulsively4 ,y h ab\t conv]t$ ,mrs4 ,hayd5 to y\r ideas1 y & ,hel5 toge!r1 ,i presume1 rem>k$ ,mr4 ,reade1 z he spread 8 napk9 out to its fulle/ capacity4 ,i %\ld c]ta9ly l to be conv]t$1 if s _m wond]ful ?+s are possible z ,i h he>d ab\t ?is aft]noon1 & ,mrs4 ,hayd5 %[$ by ! unusual en]gy 9 h] mann] & ! brightness ( h] eyes t some?+ _h inspir$ h] to an unwont$ degree4 ,well n[1 tell me :at all ?is is ab\t4 ,y seem to h conspir$ to talk 9 riddles1 exclaim$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 ) an injur$ air4 ,:y1 x is ?is new 'craze' !y call ,*ri/ian ,heal+ t seems to h tak5 hold ( our wor?y p>tn]s1 ,mr4 ,hayd51 exclaim$ ,mr4 ,reade1 ) a half-believ+1 half-skeptical air4 ,he really believ$ mu* m ?an he c>$ to ackn[l$ge1 b until he 0 bett] in=m$ ( ,mr4 ,hayd5's op9ions1 he ?\ght discretion ! bett] "p ( valor4 ,someway we (t5 /umble ^u su* *>act]s 9 life4 ,good-natur$ s\ls !y are1 & s anxi\s to please ev]ybody4 ,i am n sure b !re is a good deal 9 t1 ,reade4 ,i he>d "s g5tlem5 talk+ ab\t :at 0 be+ done 9 ,*icago1 & x is truly wond]ful4 ,aft] all1 we "k t ! m9d has a great influ5ce ov] ! body1 & :y %\ldn't we discov] new abilities & p[]s 9 t z we develop 9 o!r directions8 ,to be sure2 j :at ,i h always said1 & n[ ,i am hav+ an opportunity to prove x s9ce my wife is will+ to li/51 repli$ ,mr4 ,reade1 ) graceful diplomacy4 ,oh1 !re is some?+ f> beyond :at y g5tlem5 see--some?+ s spiritual & beautiful1 t m]e intellect c n recognize x4 ,b y w come to t aft] a:ile1 if y only seek to "k = ,tru?'s sake1 ?\gh ! recognition ( :at y see (t5 comes fir/1 int]pos$ ,miss ,gre5+1 ) a w>m flu% ( en?usiasm on h] face4 ,c]ta9ly4 ,i believe our capacity to recognize high] phases ( ?\ght gr[s ) our eag]ness to receive4 ,t is true ( any bran* ( /udy1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ) conviction4 ,%e 0 well pleas$ t h] husb& 0 s favorably incl9$ to he>1 & express$ himself s cordially4 ,:ile %e 0 q indep5d5t 9 h] own way ( ?9k+1 x 0 /ill a ke5 pleasure to h h] husb& on ! same side4 ,he1 on ! o!r h&1 _h great confid5ce 9 h] judgm5t1 & g5]ally all[$ himself to be conv9c$1 ev5 if he _h an op9ion 9 ! beg9n+4 ,!y _h be5 especially ne> to ea* o!r ! la/ ye>4 ,miss ,gre5+ 0 m5tally congratulat+ h]self on hav+ f\nd su* a ready audi5ce1 & felt z ?\gh %e c\ld d any?+ 9 ! way ( heal+1 z %e talk$ on & on1 tell+ !m ! _m ?+s t _h happ5$ 9 ,pr9ceton4 ,%e f9i%$ by say+1 en?usia/ically3 ,:5 ,i _h su* wond]ful pro(s "r be=e my eyes1 d y wond] t ,i look$ ) awe & a/oni%m5t & want$ to "k ! secret ( ?is p[]8 ,c y wond] t ,i felt anxi\s to g =? into all ! _w & prea* ! gospel8 ,oh1 h[ delightful1 ,i ?\ght1 to c>ry su* bless$ news & be able to give su* bless$ pro(6 ,s :5 ,c\s9 ,ru?'s lett] came1 ask+ me to make h] a visit1 ,i felt t p]haps an opportunity w\ld (f] 9 :i* ,i might demon/rate ! tru? ( my preci\s sci5ce1 & "h x is ready = me1 ! v "w ,i want$4 ,yes1 j z f> z possible w ,i use my k1 ?\gh z yet x is b little1 to help ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,miss ,gre5+ _h wax$ eloqu5t 9 h] unconsci\s en?usiasm1 & see+ ! :ole company gaz+ at h] 9 a/oni%$ admiration1 %e paus$ sudd5ly1 ) a vivid flu% on h] face1 say+3 ,p>don me4 ,i did n mean to monopolize ! conv]sation4 ,t apology is entirely unnecess>y1 = we h be5 li/5+ to some?+ s new t its v newness & unconv5tionality is q refre%+1 & c]ta9ly int]e/+1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 w>mly4 ,surely1 !re mu/ be "s heal+ virtue ev5 9 y\r talk1 = ,i feel rem>kably well to-day1 0 8 wife's delight$ addition4 ,h[ glad1 oh1 h[ glad ,i am1 flutt]$ ,mrs4 ,reade4 ,a movem5t f ,jem caus$ ,mrs4 ,hayd5 to notice 8 extra di% ( sauce & huge piece ( fro/$ cake4 ,no1 ,jem1 de>1 y mu/n't eat any m to-night1 & y "k mamma don't want y to h any cake4 ,o-o-o-h1 peaze1 tan't ,i h "s m8 ,n any m to-day4 ,y "k y _h to be sick all night1 n long ago1 & mamma _h to give y "s m$ic9e4 ,y don't want to h to take p>egoric1 d y8 ,no-o-o1 b ,i want e take6 ,mamma said y c\ldn't h any4 ,y're too little1 anyway4 ,didn't ,i tell y ,i ought to h ! bigge/ piece 'cause my /oma*'s ! bigge/1 an' ,i'm n afraid ( /oma*a*e4 ,give me y\r sauce1 if y c't eat x1 said %ameless ,fr$4 ,papa & mamma ,hayd5 look$ ^u _! olde/ son 9 dismay1 z he ?us op5ly deliv]$ 8 s5tim5ts4 ,hu%1 ,fr$die1 y mu/n't want any m1 ei!r1 nor talk t way to ,jem4 ,y h _h en\gh = to-night4 ,well1 ,i've _h six biscuits any way1 & ,fr$ settl$ himself back ) a satisfi$ air z ?\gh he c\ld /& any?+ if necess>y1 :ile poor ,jem 0 tak5 away f ! table cry+ z if 8 he>t w\ld break at ! loss ( 8 covet$ sweets4 ,y see1 we seldom h company1 & ! *ildr5 are unus$ to sweet ?+s z a rule1 because ! doctor always says _! diet mu/ be c>efully att5d$ to1 9 ord] to avoid inflammation ( ! b[els1 :i* ,jem once _h1 expla9$ ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ) ! old look ( we>9ess = a mom5t settl+ back on h] face4 ,j wait till y h /udi$ ,*ri/ian ,heal+ & !n see h[ to manage1 said ,mrs4 ,reade ) sp>kl+ eyes4 ,h y tak5 su* a fancy to ?is too1 ,mrs4 ,reade8 ask$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 r teas+ly4 ,oh1 %e's almo/ a crank n[1 answ]$ h] husb&1 ) a m]ry tw9kle4 ,well1 x is v good to h su* an article 9 ! family4 ,x keeps ?+s lively & ann\nces ! _w's progress ) un]r+ c]ta9ty1 %e retort$1 & ) ?is good-natur$ sally !y rose f ! table4 ,! ev5+ 0 sp5t 9 a mixture ( small talk & e>ne/ness1 & be=e !y dep>t$ ,mrs4 ,hayd5 receiv$ h] fir/ treatm5t4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,l an olian h>p1 t wakes ,no c]ta9 air1 b ov]takes ,f> ?\ght ) music t x makes1-- ,su* seem$ ! :isp] at my side2 ',:at is't ?\ kn[e/1 sweet voice8' ,i cri$2 ',a hidd5 hope1' ! voice repli$4 --,t5nyson4 ,! second morn+ aft] ?is ,mrs4 ,hayd5 awoke1 feel+ mu* bett] ?an %e _h = mon?s4 ,a /range1 happy feel+ possess$ h]4 ,all t _h seem$ d>k & hopeless n[ appe>$ z no?+ b gossam] fog-wrea?s4 ,! _w seem$ s joy\s & beautiful4 ,god seem$ s ne>1 s lov+1 s all-protect+4 ,:y _h %e ev] d\bt$ ! possibility ( heal?8 ,surely x 0 easy to feel well :5 %e felt happy2 & yet1 w\ld ?is la/8 ,_h ?is delightful *ange any connection ) ,miss ,gre5+'s treatm5t8 ,no1 surely n4 ,x w\ld be too unreasonable to expect any b5efit s soon2 besides1 %e 0 probably no bett] physically1 t is1 h] lam5ess & dyspepsia 7 n t\*$ z yet1 if inde$ !y ev] c\ld be4 ,well1 h[ x w\ld a/oni% ev]ybody if %e really 7 cur$1 & c\ld walk l h] old self aga94 ,h] /iff5$ limb w\ld h to und]go a m>vel\s *ange1 b "t w\ld tell--x seem$ no?+ 0 beyond rea* ( ?is extraord9>y ,p[]4 ,miss ,gre5+ 0 s s9c]e & e>ne/1 %e c\ld n = a mom5t d\bt ! tru? ( h] /atem5ts1 besides ,mr4 ,hayd5 himself confess$ to hav+ he>d ( ! wond]ful works1 ?\gh he _h nev] m5tion$ x be=e1 /rangely en\gh4 ,at ! "t x probably appe>$ s vague & vision>y1 t he _h ?\ght be/ n to excite h] curiosity & hope )\t cause4 ,h[ glad %e 0 t he _h at la/ all[$ h] to try ?is )\t ridicul+ or scold+ h]4 ,h[ beautiful ?is !ory 01 b x seem$ too good to be true4 ,%e w\ld n be c>ri$ away ) x until %e _h demon/rat$ beyond d\bt1 until %e c\ld see ! reason & und]/& x4 ,! clock /ruck n9e4 ,:y1 x 0 "t to rise1 & %e really felt hungry1 s hungry t dry toa/ & hot wat] _h no attractions = h]4 ,%e wond]$ if !re w\ld be any?+ on ! table %e d>$ n eat2 x w\ld be h>d to resi/ if !re 74 ,?us mus+ %e dress$ ) m alacrity & en]gy ?an %e _h display$ = _m mon?s4 ,h] husb& /ood 9 ! doorway z %e left h] room1 & rem>k$ z !y w5t d[n /airs3 ,y mu/ h _h a good sleep la/ night1 y are s bright & spry ?is morn+4 ,yes1 inde$1 ,i c sc>cely rememb] :5 ! night has pass$ s quickly & ! morn+ seem$ s exhil>at+2 please help me d[n ?is turn1 won't y8 ,x is always s h>d to get d[n /airs4 ,! cane 0 br\ght into requisition1 & ) ,mr4 ,hayd5's help ! /airs 7 desc5d$1 b ! refractory limb 0 =gott5 aga9 9 ! int]e/ ) :i* %e view$ ! breakfa/ table4 ,mamma1 we've wait$ & wait$ till we ?\ght we'd h to eat some?+1 s we ea* took a d\ghnut to save "t1 0 ! explanatory greet+ ( ,fr$1 :o act$ z spokesman = ! ?ree hungry culprits1 :o _h ?is "t1 at lea/1 disobey$ ! imp]ative injunction n to eat cake ! fir/ ?+ 9 ! morn+4 ,:y1 *ildr51 don't y rememb] h[ ,dr4 ,jackson-- ,well1 mamma1 ,i he>d t lady 'at 0 "h1 say 'tw\ldn't hurt u to eat if y wasn't s 'fraid 'b\t our /oma*s2 an' %e's a doctor1 too1 an' ladies "k 's mu* 's m51 'cos y said s1 int]rupt$ ! irrepressible1 z usual1 ) unansw]able argum5t4 ,well1 we'll see ?is "t1 b y mu/ be m c>eful to rememb] :at mamma wi%es y to d1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd5 m mildly ?an usual1 :ile h] eyes smil$ a little4 ,! breakfa/ 0 br\ght 91 &1 mu* to ! a/oni%m5t ( all1 %e recklessly disreg>d$ ! dry toa/ & hot wat]1 mutely appeal+ to h] f ! side ( h] plate1 & ate he>tily ( beef/eak1 potatoes1 & pan cakes4 ,i am s hungry1 & w risk x on ! /r5g? ( ,fr$'s rem9d]1 %e apologiz$1 z %e s5t h] plate ! ?ird "t = cakes4 ,don't tell me y've no fai? 9 ,fr$'s newly-acquir$ wisdom1 laugh$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 & !n add$1 ) "s conc]n1 b1 really1 my de>1 y ought to be c>eful4 ,rememb] ! condition ( y\r /oma*4 ,t is j :at %e told me to =get4 ,well1 x beats all h[ ?+s c be turn$ upside d[n1 mus$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 z he rose f ! table prep>atory to go+ to ! /ore4 ,x c]ta9ly is /range ab\t ?is1 = y rememb] ye/]day1 ,i ev5 walk$ ov] to ,mrs4 ,reade's & back )\t any unusual fatigue4 ,oh1 yes6 ,i've notic$ v>i\s d>+ brea*es ( ! old code1 &1 m ?an all1 ,i've se5 ! be/ color 9 y\r face t has be5 !re = _m a mon?1 & he w5t out ) a ?\ghtful expression on 8 face4 ,mamma's well n[1 said little ,jem1 timidly1 'cos %e puts me to b$4 ,yes1 an' we c make a noise :5 we dress1 an' talk 'b\t ,*ri/mas1 add$ ,fr$1 z he 0 walk+ ab\t1 wip+ 8 h&s1 9 8 usual re/less mann]4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,!re are m ?+s 9 heav5 & e>?1 ,horatio1 ,?an are dreamt ( 9 y\r philosophy4--,%akespe>e4 ,( c\rse ,kate & ,grace 7 told ab\t ! new way ( be+ heal$1 & ,grace look$ on at fir/ ) h] usual incr$ulity1 b :5 %e saw ,mrs4 ,hayd5 gett+ s well & look+ s happy1 %e began to wond] & !n to exclaim4 ,!n %e want$ to le>n some?+ ab\t ?is new doctr9e1 & ,mrs4 ,hayd5 _h ,miss ,gre5+ come ov] & meet ! girls "o ev5+ s !y c\ld he> h] expla9 a little ab\t x4 ,grace 0 delight$1 say+ t 0 m reasonable ?an any?+ %e _h ev] he>d4 ,i really %\ld l to le>n x1 %e said = ! ?ird "t z !y walk$ home4 ,:y1 y are really en?usia/ic ab\t x1 said ,kate1 giv+ ! arti/ic arm a g5tle squeeze4 ,i mu/ confess1 ,kate1 t x is ne>] my idea ( religion ?an any?+ ,i ev] he>d1 & x is m>vel\s to see ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,did y see h[ bright %e look$ to-night8 ,m l h] old self ?an s9ce h] sickness4 ,i c't und]/& x4 ,%e said h] limb 0 actually gr[+ natural aga9 s %e c\ld b5d x1 add$ ,kate4 ,if %e c\ld be cur$1 x w\ld be a wond]ful demon/ration or pro( ( ! !ory1 rem>k$ ,grace4 ,oh1 ,i don't "k1 ,grace1 ,i am afraid1 aft] all1 x might be wrong4 ,y "k x says 9 ! ,bible we are to bew>e ( false doctr9es1 & ! miracles ( anti-,*ri/1 & ?is may be t v ?+1 said ,kate1 ) a sudd5 smit+ ( consci5ce & reproa*+ h]self t %e _h n ?\ght ( ?is be=e4 ,%e _h be5 br\ght up a /rict ,me?odi/1 b _h gr[n r c>eless ( religi\s matt]s1 till all at once %e realiz$ ! mighty import ( h] backslid+4 ,i don't ?9k if !re is su* a ?+1 x c\ld d s mu* good1 & good p[] mu/ come f ! ,god ( goodness1 answ]$ ,grace1 ) unusual g5tl5ess4 ,!y walk$ on 9 sil5ce1 ea* pond]+ h] own ?\ghts4 ,?ree weeks aft]1 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 0 kn[n z a re/or$ invalid1 0 daily answ]+ a ?\s& que/ions z to h[ x 0 done4 ,0 x really s8 ,c\ld %e walk z well z ev]8 ,didn't %e get tir$8 ,_h %e any fai? aft] all8 etc4 ,%e pati5tly told !m ! tru? ( ! matt]1 t h] limb _h become well & pliable z ev]1 t h] /oma* 0 p]fectly s\nd1 h] head free f n]v\s a*+1 h] nights a joy\s re/ & h] days a r\nd ( delightful labor4 ,= ! fir/ "t %e le>n$ !re _h be5 _m cures1 & sev]al classes taught 9 ,hampton1 b no case _h excit$ ! att5tion1 public & private1 t h]s _h4 ,! v>i\s memb]s ( society wagg$ _! wise heads1 & ca/ m+l$ glances ( pity1 wond]1 ridicule or disda9 ^u ! poor delud$ victim ( ! late/ humbug4 ,ev5 ! select circles he>d ( x z a report f9ally rea*$ ! daily pap]1 :i* appe>$ ) a gl>+ head & ridicul\s comm5ts4 ,"o ( ! weeklies cont5t$ itself by repr9t+ a sca?+ d5unciation f a prom95t religi\s pap]4 ,ano!r conta9$ clipp+s f an ,i[a pap] giv+ an acc\nt ( ! arre/ & trial ( a s-call$ ,*ri/ian ,sci5ti/ = illegal practice4 ,b x fail$ to add t ! judge in/ruct$ ! jury to return a v]dict = ! def5dant1 rem>k+ t "u ! con/itution & laws ( ,i[a x is no crime = a p]son to pray = 8 afflict$ neighbor4 ,among ! wor?y ,m4 ,d4's1 a m9iature /orm arose & sp5t itself 9 ! *>act]i/ic fa%ion ( /orms1 n[ c>ry+ ev]y?+ be=e x1 9 its impetu\s fury1 n[ quietly subsid+ into a ripple ( condesc5d+ concession1 or languid comm5t1 n[ break+ out ) r5ew$ =ce into explosive epi!ts or v9dictive rage4 ,dr4 ,cr\se express$ 8 a/oni%m5t t anybody %\ld h ! audacity to practice m$ic9e )\t a diploma1 z ?is woman evid5tly did1 & dem&$ t ! au?orities en=ce ! law at once ) ! utmo/ rigor--4 ,su* quacks ought to be dealt ) )\t m]cy1 z an example to o!r up/>ts6 & ) an angry gr[l ! doctor recklessly spat ! :ole wid? ( ! sidewalk4 ,dr4 ,jones admitt$ t ! m9d _h a great deal to d ) ! body1 & possibly ?is m9d cure might help n]v\s pro/ration or hy/]ical wom51 b if ,mrs4 ,hayd5's limb 0 heal$1 dep5d ^u x1 ! m$ic9e tak5 all ^? mon?s 0 ! cause4 ,dr4 ,bundy consid]$ ! matt] too absurd to ev5 m5tion4 ,dr4 ,hone w5t up & d[n ! /reets1 l\dly d5\nc+ su* humbugs1 :ile 8 p>tn]1 ,lapl&1 laugh$ at ! prepo/]\s idea ( le>n+ all ab\t mat]ia m$ica 9 ?ree weeks6 ,x is simply ridicul\s1 %e] nons5se6 ,ha1 ha1 ha6 & ! (fice fairly %ook at ! outbur/ ( m]rim5t4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ,dr4 ,wilson 0 deeply int]e/$1 & w5t s f> z to call on ,miss ,gre5+1 & to h] he frankly admitt$ !re 0 an unacc\ntable p[] 9 ! m9d "s way1 & if x did ! "w = suff]+ humanity he 0 q ready to welcome x1 & anxi\s1 = 8 "p1 to inve/igate ! matt]4 ,k9d1 lib]al ,dr4 ,jackson1 ,mrs4 ,hayd5's =m] family physician1 %ook 8 head wond]+ly1 b said no?+4 ,he 0 a c>eful ?9k] & ne$$ "t = 8 conclusions1 b z e "o well knew1 he _h ! fri5dlie/1 mo/ *>itable he>t t ev] 01 & v c&id1 )al1 9 8 judgm5ts1 & fair 9 8 inve/igations4 ,s 9 "t !y w\ld "k :at he ?\ght4 ,x 0 :isp]$ ab\t t he _h already inve/$ 9 "s books1 & 0 quietly /udy+ ,*ri/ian ,heal+ 9 8 leisure mom5ts4 ,among ! *ur*es no less ( a tumult rag$4 ,rev4 ,ru% prea*$ a /irr+ s]mon ab\t ! evil days 9 :i* ev5 ! v elect %\ld be deceiv$ by ! miracles ( anti-,*ri/1 & w>n$ 8 he>]s aga9/ be+ beguil$4 ,rev4 ,long op5ly d5\nc$ ,*ri/ian ,heal+ z b ano!r =m ( spiritualism1 & admoni%$ 8 flock to bew>e ( rav5+ wolves4 ,rev4 ,morton mildly prea*$ ab\t be+ /eadfa/ to ! old fai?1 avoid+ inve/igation 9 any?+ new1 :ile f ! g5tle1 spiritually m9d$ ,pr(4 ,mill 0 he>d an eloqu5t disquisition on ! promises & ! all-abid+ p[] ( ,god4 ,all %ades & phases ( m9i/]ial s5tim5ts 7 express$1 & :atev] 0 gr& & ,*ri/-l sprang up z da9ty1 fragrant blossoms amid ! wayside we$s ( falsity & ,ph>isaical bigotry4 ,! ladies' sew+ societies discuss$ ! subject to its fulle/ ext5t ) widely v>y+ op9ions1 "s exclaim+ ) wond] & awe t x c]ta9ly mu/ be a high] p[] t w\ld p]=m su* miracles2 o!rs t x 0 no?+ b mesm]ism4 ,a few rev]5tly express$ _! conviction t ,mrs4 ,hayd5 0 extremely =tunate to be *os5 = su* a favor1 :ile /ill o!rs ( q a contr>y m9d decl>$ x 0 no?+ m nor less ?an ! devil1 :o 0 /eal?ily tak+ possession ( ! weak4 ,"o timid little woman v5tur$ to say t x c\ld n be ,satan1 = he 0 nev] kn[n to d any?+ good4 ,ano!r said !re mu/ be some?+ uncanny ab\t x1 = %e _h exp]i5c$ ! mo/ peculi> s5sations :5 %ak+ h&s ) ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,mrs4 ,dyke _h wait$ = a m practical "t to give h] op9ion1 & n[ %e conclud$ ! :ole matt] = h]self1 at lea/1 by say+ 9 a mo/ practical way3 ,x is ! devil's "w f fir/ to la/1 & ,i am n surpris$ t t woman1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 has got into 8 clut*es1 = %e nev] did h] duty to ! *ur*1 & su* p c't expect he w always let !m g _! own way4 ,*ri/ian ,heal+ has no "r to its "n or its pret5tions4 ,x is only ! magician's rod1 & ,i1 = "o1 don't propose to look at x1 ) :i* pr(\nd ann\ncem5t %e w5t to ! o!r room to ov]see h] *>ge ( sew+ girls4 ,oh1 h[ righte\s we are6 giggl$ "o v "y lady1 ) a mock look ( rev]5ce4 ,well1 n[1 see "h ladies6 decl>$ ,mrs4 ,grant1 ano!r practical woman1 b ( a diff]5t type f ,mrs4 ,dyke1 we may z well look at ?is matt] 9 a s5sible & c&id light4 ,"h are ! facts3 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 is a lovely & reliable woman4 ,%e has1 z we all "k1 suff]$ ev]y?+ f h] heada*es & dyspepsia1 besides ! limb t 0 brok5 at ! fire4 ,we see h] well1 & ought to believe :at %e says4 ,!y (t5 say1 ',tru? is /rang] ?an fiction4' ,an example has come to our door1 & :y %\ld we refuse to believe1 :5 ! pro( is s pla98 ,= my "p1 ,i c believe ?\gh ,i d n und]/&1 & ,i want to "k :at !re is 9 ,*ri/ian ,heal+4 ,mrs4 ,grant _h spok51 & z %e usually did1 turn$ ! tide ( ?\ght 9 h] direction4 ,:y1 yes1 we all want to "k if !re is any?+ 9 x1 b !re is an if-- ,if6 ,!re x is aga96 ,i've no pati5ce ) p :o always tumble ov] an if4 ,y c b> ! v gates ( heav5 ) t nipp+ little ^w4 ,x means d\bt1 & d\bt is ! de/roy] ( fai? :i* we mu/ h 9 ?is _w1 if we live at all4 ,mrs4 ,grant unwitt+ly prea*$ a little s]mon1 :i* n only s]v$ to quell ! confusion1 b gave !m a helpful ?\ght to c>ry home4 ,scatt]+ good se$ seem$ to be h] mission1 & _m a good ^w dropp$ into fruitful soil1 & took its "t to br+ =?4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,s\l1 receive into ?yself ! w>m & radiant life ( heav51 to brea! x out aga9 z spiritual fragrance ov] o!r lives1 & s *ange ?is wild]ness-_w into ! g>d5 ( ! ,"l6 ,?is is ! lovely moral :i* hides )9 ! roses ( ,june1 & makes m ?an half _! sweetness4--,lucy ,l>com4 ,& ,mrs4 ,hayd58 ,! old expressions ( joy seem$ utt]ly inadequate to describe h] feel+s4 ,x seem$ t %e 0 v]itably dream+ ( heav51 su* a s5se ( l>g5ess1 ( fre$om1 _h come ov] h]1 s mu* wid] 0 h] horizon1 s mu* m cle>ly c\ld %e see & und]/& ! h>d que/ions t _h always puzzl$ h]1 & yet %e _h1 z x 71 j come to ! edge ( ! beautiful fl[]-dott$1 dew-bespr9kl$ field t seem$ spread+ out be=e h]4 ,s long hopeless1 s long hungry z %e _h be5 aft] ?is ta/e1 %e only hung]$ ! m4 ,wond]+ly %e look$ at h]self walk+ ab\t )\t pa92 ) an ela/ic /ep & ! spr++ fre%ness ( heal?2 wond]+ly %e rememb]$ ! dull1 n]v\s ?robb+ heada*es1 contra/$ ) ! refre%+ cle>ness1 ! joy\s com=t & peace ( m9d :i* made ?9k+ a tonic1 & labor a luxury4 ,:at a glori\s /r5g? ( exhiliration seem$ fl[+ 9 to h] ) e brea?2 h[ x exp&$ & ?rill$ h] ) its p[]6 ,if ?is 0 life1 :at joy to live1 to "k & feel ! gladness & beauty ( ,god's beautiful _w1 & x mu/ n be = h] alone1 b = all hung]+1 ?ir/+ mank9d4 ,%e mu/ imp>t x to ^? :o _h be5 suff]+ & helpless l h]self4 ,x 0 ev5 n[ fl[+ into h] own family4 ,al?\gh ,miss ,gre5+ _h giv5 h] b ! fir/ & fundam5tal pr9ciples ( ! me?od1 %e _h 9 _m in/ances already demon/rat$ _! wor? & p[]4 ,x soon grew to be a regul> matt] ( c\rse to treat e "o 9 ! family :o seem$ 9 ne$ ( a rem$y = any?+4 ,mr4 ,hayd5 _h frequ5tly come home ) neuralgia 9 8 face1 b aft] "o or two attacks ! unwelcome intrud] vani%$4 ,! family m$ic9e case1 :i* _h rec5tly be5 repl5i%$ = ! w9t]1 0 left to its own devices1 & du/ ga!r$ on ! necks & %\ld]s ( ! c\gh rem$ies1 p>egoric & hive syrup bottles1 until !y w\ld h look$ q pitiful 9 _! des]tion1 if anybody _h se5 !m4 ,jamie's "o attack ( cr\p yield$ m readily to 8 "m's sil5t treatm5ts ?an x ev] _h to hive syrup1 & x 0 ) a deep ?ankfulness1 n unmix$ ) awe1 t ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,hayd5 felt _! little "o at la/ free f 8 old1 dread$ enemy4 ,nev] be=e _h ! *ildr5 be5 s free f colds or ailm5ts common to *ildhood1 z ?is w9t]4 ,nev] be=e _h !re be5 su* a seem+ly reckless c>elessness 9 wrapp+ !m up1 keep+ !m out ( ! draughts1 or lett+ !m eat j :at 0 on ! table4 ,:y1 x is l liv+ 9 ano!r _w altoge!r1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 en?usia/ically to "o ( ! neighbors4 ,! *ildr5 are s mu* happi]1 quiet]1 m peaceable4 ,i tell y1 x is l gett+ free f prison to come into ?is way ( liv+1 & my wife is gett+ /rong] all ! "t4 ,( c\rse y want x1 he cont9u$4 ,come ov] "s "t1 & we'll tell y m ab\t x4 ,say+ good night he walk$ away1 leav+ 8 fri5d to wond] if ! entire family _h n turn$ lunatics4 ,enwrapp$ 9 ! seamless robe ( ,tru?1 ! %>p w9ds ( worldly criticism seldom rea* u1 because we are no long] susceptible to _! %>pness4 ,a g5tle mildness beams f e face1 = beyond ! veil ( outw>d appe>ances we le>n to disc]n ! pure1 p]fect hol9ess ( ,god's *ild--! div9ity beh9d ! b>s4 ,n1 h[ev]1 till we "k h[ to put on ?is wondr\s robe are we invuln]able4 ,al?\gh ,mrs4 ,hayd5 _h le>n$ mu* & liv$ mu* 9 ^! la/ few mon?s1 !re came a "t1 z ! summ] drew ne>1 :5 x seem$ t ev]y?+ 0 slipp+ away f h]4 ,n h] heal?1 except t h] old heada*e occasionally ?reat5$ h]1 b ?+s did n seem z cle> to h]4 ,_m problems 7 only 9 a p>tial /ate ( solution1 & a vague dissatisfaction1 a helpless disc\ragem5t took possession ( h] at times1 v h>d to be>1 especially :5 contra/$ ) ! light %e felt _h s long guid$ h]4 ,( late ev5 h] treatm5ts seem$ almo/ fruitless4 ,h] old-"t impati5ce _h manife/$ itself on sev]al occasions1 & "o w>m ,june morn+ %e w5t ab\t h] "w 9 a decid$ly old-fa%ion$ mood4 ,x 0 ,monday1 & 9 addition to ! wa%+ to be se5 to1 ! little extra help to be r5d]$ ! girl1 h] husb& _h s5t h] a l>ge case ( /rawb]ries to be put up1 manlike1 =gett+ t ?is day at lea/ 0 full4 ,%e 0 ha/5+ to get !m ready be=e ! d9n] h\r1 & ! pick+ up ( ! sitt+-room1 s ess5tial ,monday morn+s1 _h be5 left till a m conv5i5t season4 ,mabel _h gone to s*ool1 :ile ,jamie & ,fr$ 7 play+ 9 ! s& 9 ! back y>d4 ,) h] h&s 9 ! b]ries1 & h] ?\ghts busily engag$1 %e 0 sudd5ly r\s$ f h] rev]ie by ! noisy entrance ( ,fr$1 :o j came 9 = a dr9k ( wat]4 ,z he turn$ to g out1 he ?rew 8 arms ar\nd 8 "m's neck & gave h] a boy's impetu\s hug1 & a kiss t ought to h rejoic$ any "m's he>t1 b ?is morn+ x annoy$ h]4 ,run away1 n[2 mamma hasn't "t ?is morn+1 & %e pu%$ him impati5tly away4 ,j !n ! door bell rang1 & ,fr$ sprang to answ] x4 ,9 ano!r mom5t he u%]$ into h] pres5ce a %abbily dress$1 poor1 mis]able look+ woman1 :o imm$iately ask$ = a dr9k ( wat]4 ,i c get x1 said ! ready ,fr$4 ,:ile he 0 gone1 ! woman began h] reque/3 ,plaze1 ,ma'am1 w\ld y be want9' "s g>t]s to-day8 ,!y are w>rant$ by ! v man z made 'em4 ,my boy is lay9' sick1 & 8 fa!r is dead1 & all my heal? has be5 took away c>9' = him1 & a fri5d ( m9e1 %e has be5 9 ?is bus9ess a long "t1 & says x's v good "s days1 & %e let me take h] place to-day1 s if y c\ld take a pair or two to-day x w\ld be v ?ankful ,i'd be1 & ,i'm sure ?is boy w\ld ne$ a pair2 !y are only #be c5ts1 & w j fit2 a9't !y nice1 my boy8 ,%e p\r$ h] /ory out1 z ?\gh !re 7 no end to x1 z %e held up "s brilliant r$ & blue ela/ics t q dazzl$ ,fr$1 :o claim$ !m at once4 ,i h n "t to exam9e & *oose ?is morn+1 & ,fr$1 y d n ne$ !m n[1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ) "s annoyance 9 h] tone4 ,n[1 mamma1 y didn't see my old ones1 !y a9't r$ & blue1 nor /ret*y1 an' my /ock9's come d[n all ! "t4 ,see h[ wr9kly !y are1 & he held up a du/y little %oe ) a sadly demoraliz$ /ock+ above x1 ri* 9 holes z well z wr9kles4 ,! /ock+ _h be5 torn on a nail1 he volubly expla9$4 ,9 8 excitem5t ,fr$ rais$ 8 voice1 ?us summon+ ,jamie to ! sc5e ) a ru% t upset ! di% ( b]ries j pick$ ov]4 ,i didn't mean to1 & ,i c pick !m up aga91 & he swept 8 dirty little h&s into ! s(t mu%y pile1 ga!r+ b]ries1 du/1 /ems or :atev] happ5$ to be 9 ! way1 da%+ ! miscellane\s mess into ! clean b]ries t _h escap$4 ,jamie1 y c>eless *ild6 h[ c y be s naughty8 ,g & wa% y\r h&s ?is m9ute6 ,fr$1 leave ^? ?+s & /ay out ) ,jamie1 ,i c n h y ar\nd :5 !re is s mu* to d6 & ) an impati5t ge/ure %e bru%$ ,jamie aside & began sort+ ! b]ries z be/ %e c\ld4 ,fr$ />t$ t[>d h] ) ! ela/ics1 say+3 ,b1 mamma1 y hav5't look$ yet2 ,well1 y see my h&s are full1 & ,i c tell y j z well )\t look+4 ,y always tell me to d z ,i am told1 p\t$ ,fr$ z he reluctantly dep>t$4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 0 a%am$ & yet reckless ) disc\ragem5t1 & sc>cely notic$ ! anxi\s p$l>1 :o /ood wait+ = "s decisive ^w f h]4 ,i h no use = ! support]s at pres5t1 %e said at la/4 ,b z %e notic$ ! look ( despair sl[ly settl+ on ! woman's face1 %e add$1 b1 if y are 9 su* di/ress1 ,i w let y leave two pairs4 ,take ! #ej c5ts ly+ !re on ! %elf1 po9t+ to ! place4 ,! woman 0 v grateful & soon w5t away ) a bright] face4 ,= a long "t aft] %e 0 gone1 h] picture rema9$ 9 ,mrs4 ,hayd5's remorseful memory1 ?\gh %e put x away z mu* z possible & w5t on ) h] "w4 ,jamie & ,fr$ _h qu>rel$ sev]al times1 b ev5 9 peace1 ! fires ( w> 7 likely to bur/ out afre%1 = x 0 always s :5 %e felt ?is way4 ,z ,mrs4 ,hayd5 sat 9 h] own room t ev5+1 review+ ! ev5ts ( ! day1 :i* seem$ ! culm9ation ( _m days1 x seem$ t ! ,m>ion ,hayd5 :o _h be5 s happy ^! la/ few mon?s1 improv+ 9 heal? & /r5g? & ability to live a m useful life1 & ! ,m>ion ,hayd5 :o _h s mis]ably disgrac$ h]self to-day1 7 f> ap>t--9 fact irretrievably sep>at$4 ,:]e1 inde$1 _h gone h] p[] ( self-control1 h] wisdom & tact 9 gov]n+ ! *ildr58 ,:y _h %e s h>%ly told ,fr$ to run away f h] :5 ! de> *ild 0 only %[+ 8 affection accord+ to 8 own nature8 ,su* an active1 impulsive yet lov+ *ild mu/ be wisely dealt )1 & %e _h (t5 realiz$ t ) ,fr$1 love mu/ be ! gov]n+ p[]1 n =ce4 ,to give way z %e _h to-day w\ld be to lose h] influ5ce ov] him1 n only because ( repuls+ ! *ild himself1 b because 8 critical eyes notic$ e weakness & failure 9 h]1 to live up to h] own code ( morals laid d[n = him to foll[4 ,h] accus+ consci5ce ask$ :y %e _h n que/ion$ & tri$ to help t poor woman :o1 ) all h] ignorance1 0 do+ ! be/ %e c\ld1 to solve life's problem4 ,aft] all1 :at _h %e1 ,m>ion ,hayd51 to (f] ! _w :ile %e _h n yet conqu]$ h]self8 ,oh1 ! bitt]ness ( regret1 ! rep9+ = wa/$ mom5ts & lo/ opportunities6 b "h %e 0 9 h] old groove ( ?\ght4 ,c\ld %e n try ! new way1 n[ t %e s sorely ne$$ x8 ,%e w\ld try2 %e w\ld beg9 to look on ! o!r side ( ^! que/ions4 ,%e w\ld rega9 h] foot+ 9 spite ( h] humiliat+ d[nfall1 al?\gh !re might /ill be a l+]+ s5se ( %ame ov] h] defeat4 ,lat]1 h] husb& came home4 ,he toss$ h] a pap] say+3 ,"h is some?+ t w cle> y up4 ,read x al\d4 ,i j glanc$ ov] x1 & f\nd x v good4 ,he ?rew himself ^u ! s(a1 wait+ = h] to beg94 ,me*anically %e took up ! pap]4 ',! ,ubiquity ( ,good2' is ?is ! article8 ,yes1 !re are sev]al j z /rong z t "o4 ,oh1 ,i see2 yes--,i c h>dly wait to read al\d1 %e exclaim$1 runn+ h] eyes ov] ! pages1 in/antly imbib+ ! _s ( ! writ]4 ,%e began ) an awak5+ int]e/ :i* increas$ till %e 0 fairly electrifi$ ) delight4 ,h] husb& look$ at h] 9 a/oni%m5t al?\gh x _h mu* ! same effect on him4 ,i ?\ght y ne$$ some?+ l t2 he said1 sitt+ bolt upright & look+ at h]4 ,y see1 ,m>ion1 if y c\ld only be z en?usia/ic all ! "t z t woman is1 y c\ld d ! works t %e does1 & be z positive too4 ,i "k x1 & if ,i und]/ood z well z %e does1 x w\ld be diff]5t1 b ,i "k s little comp>atively4 ,oh1 if ,i c\ld take lessons ( ! tea*] %e _h--j li/51 %e says3 ',i h j _h ! privilege ( go+ ?r\gh a class 9 metaphysics taught by "o :o is conc$$ to be ! be/ tea*] 9 ! _w1' b1 cont9u$ ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ,i've look$ all ov] ! pap] & c't f9d ! "n ( ! tea*]2 que]1 isn't x8 ,mayn't ,i subscribe = ?is pap]1 ,john1 & ,i w ask h] :o ?is tea*] is1 :5 ,i s5d ! subscription8 ,well1 yes1 ,i ?9k if y c\ld get ! b5efit f e numb] y h f t1 x w\ld be money well inve/$1 repli$ ,mr4 ,hayd54 ,9 fact he 0 z mu* int]e/$ 9 ?is subject z %e1 & desir$ h] to g to ! bottom ( x1 z he express$ x4 ,t night %e retir$ ) a new hope4 ,if o!rs c\ld le>n & demon/rate & keep1 :y c\ld n %e8 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,oh1 ?\ t p9e/ 9 ! imprisonm5t ( ! ,actual1 & crie/ bitt]ly to ! gods = a k+dom :]e9 to rule & create1 "k ?is ( a tru?1 ! ?+ ?\ seeke/ is already ) !e1 '"h or n[h]e1' c\ld/ ?\ only see6--,c>lyle4 ,! v next morn+ ! lett] 0 writt5 & ! money s5t = ! new pap]4 ,mrs4 ,reade came ov] on "o ( h] bird-l err&s1 & ( c\rse1 mu/ he> some?+ ( ! great help t _h come s unexpect$ly4 ,h[ =tunate x came j n[1 = ,i h notic$ sev]al weeks y h be5 los+ c\rage1 & z = myself1 ,i don't seem to "k :at to d 9 any case any m1 %e exclaim$1 aft] he>+ a few extracts read f ! pap]4 ,n[ y w f9d out :o ! tea*] is &-- ,i %all g away to take lessons z soon z possible1 int]rupt$ ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,yes1 ,i mu/ g1 %e cont9u$1 & see :at !re is 9 x4 ,i h already exp]i5c$ too mu* physically & spiritually to be able to give x up4 ,inde$1 y h c]ta9ly _h z mu* ( a pro( z "o c\ld wi%4 ,if ,i c\ld only d z mu* z y h1 ,i %\ld feel t x w\ld be bett] to g )\t _m o!r ?+s r ?an ?is4 ,mrs4 ,reade =got t %e _h be5 able to keep little ,may 9 p]fect heal?2 t %e h]self _h ceas$ worry+ ov] trifles & le>n$ to make ! be/ ( ev]y?+4 ,to h]1 ! *ange _h be5 s gradual t %e h>dly knew 9 :at x consi/$4 ,9 ! meet+s held by ! few :o 7 int]e/$ %e _h1 unconsci\sly almo/1 giv5 _m glimpses ( h] private ef=ts & success1 :i* %[$ h[ fai?fully %e us$ :at light %e _h4 ,i wond] :at ,mrs4 ,grant w\ld say to ?is1 %e resum$1 aft] look+ ov] ! pap]4 ,i ?9k %e ought to take ?is pap]1 too4 ,( c\rse1 ,i expect to read y\rs1 ) an ar* smile4 ,z y c]ta9ly may1 ,i w let y h ?is numb] ?is aft]noon2 ,i c't sp>e x yet4 ,y c't imag9e ! abyss ,i fell into ye/]day4 ,x seem$ t ,i _h n only lo/ ! ability to hold myself up1 b ! self respect t w\ld help to rega9 my foot+4 ',x is always d>ke/ be=e ! dawn'1 !y say1 quot$ ,mrs4 ,reade1 m]rily1 & n[ ! dawn ( our deliv]y is at h&1 we %all "k :at to d be=e ! twilight comes aga94 ,b ,i came aft] y\r jelly mold & mu/ n /& "h all day talk+ ab\t ?+s s utt]ly unlike--well1 good-bye6 ,i c h>dly te> myself away :5 ,i talk ) y1 & %e ran out ) a gay smile4 ,ne>ly e week ^! la/ few mon?s ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ,mrs4 ,reade1 ,mrs4 ,grant & occasionally "o or two o!rs _h met to read & talk on ! all-absorb+ topic & ga9 confid5ce & /r5g? by an ex*ange ( ideas & exp]i5ces2 b !y knew n h[ to draw f ! f\nta9 ( k itself1 & :ile !y _h le>n$ mu* & ga9$ mu*1 !re 0 a lack :i*1 9 ! mom5t ( trial1 !y knew n h[ to supply4 ,9 a few days ,mrs4 ,hayd5 receiv$ ! covet$ in=mation z to ! id5tity ( ! wond]ful tea*]1 & t %e 0 to tea* sev]al classes 9 ,m>l[1 only two hundr$ miles away1 :i* q set h] on fire ) impati5ce to g at once4 ,b circum/ances 7 n propiti\s4 ,!re 7 _m details to be arrang$1 mu* to be consid]$4 ,:at %\ld be done ) ! *ildr58 ,c\ld %e af=d x8 ,:at c\ld %e we>8 ,9 h] eag]ness %e c\ld h ov]come e ob/acle )9 an h\r1 b h] bett] judgm5t told h] to be pati5t a little long]1 a decision h] husb& q approv$4 ,9 ! meantime %e tri$ to live m fai?fully up to ! light %e _h receiv$1 b ! fir/ flu% ( fai? t _h br\ght =? ! works1 seem$ gone1 & %e knew n h[ to br+ x back4 ,n t %e 0 n j z e>ne/1 n t %e _h lo/ a :it ( h] fai? or int]e/1 b ! fire ( impulse1 uncl\d$ by d\bt1 _h disappe>$4 ,%e ?\ght ab\t x e leisure mom5t1 b conclud$ at la/ to let g su* int5se ef=t t mu/ necess>ily be bl9d1 & live m 9 ! holy c>elessness ( ! et]nal ,n[1 z ,george ,mac,donald s beautifully express$ x 9 8 book %e 0 read+4 ,9 "o respect %e f>$ z comp>atively few wom5 d1 :o hung] aft] spiritual ?+s2 %e _h h] husb&'s full sympa?y & co-op]ation4 ,aft]w>d1 :5 %e _h se5 m ( ! _w & knew m ab\t o!r wom5's lives1 %e realiz$ ! value ( x1 realiz$ t )\t x %e w\ld h />v$ be=e %e c\ld h fea/$4 ,oh1 ! sweet influ5ce ( a sympa?y t unites & h>monizes two natures1 no matt] h[ opposite 9 "* & t5d5cies4 ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,z out ( a dream1 pa?s impossible to s5se & e day %[ pla9 & sudd5 transit into di/ant places1 s f y\r %ut s\ls wid5s out an entrance way into ,god's ev]la/+ joy6 --,a4 ,d4 ,t4 ,:itney4 ,at la/ ! "t came4 ,%e 0 to g = ! la/ class 9 ,m>l[4 ,! la/ problem z to :at to be done :ile %e 0 gone _h be5 solv$4 ,! *ildr5 7 to be "u ! k9d c>e ( ,anna1 :o agre$ to d h] be/ 9 look+ aft] !m4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5's w>drobe _h receiv$ ! necess>y additions1 ! "q ( af=d+ 0 n ask$ aga91 = x 0 l ask+ if %e c\ld af=d food or clo?+4 ,x meant a great deal to h]1 go+ out 9 ! _w to get ?is wond]ful k4 ,x 0 a new way ( seek+ ! k+dom ( heav51 & x mu/ surely tea* ! "r knock t w\ld op5 ! door4 ,! little light t _h already come to h] prov$ t1 = nev] be=e 9 all h] ye>s ( hungry long+ _h %e be5 s well f$1 s visibly n\ri%$4 ,surely h] s\l c\ld n be mi/ak5 9 ?us dictat+ h] que/4 ,x seems too good to be true1 ,john1 t !re is a way & t ,i am go+ to f9d x1 %e said a few days be=e %e w5t away4 ,i am v glad1 de> ,m>ion1 = y\r sake1 t y are s happy 9 ?is4 ,x c]ta9ly is a beautiful religion z f> z we c und]/& x4 ,yes1 ! v ?+ we tri$ s h>d to f9d dur+ all ^? ye>s ( d>kness1 & ,i h begun to actually feel ?ankful = our mis=tunes1 because x seems !y h l$ u into ?is k4 ,:at w\ld we h kn[n or c>$ = ,miss ,gre5+1 _h we be5 liv+ 9 ! mansion on ! hill8 ,or :at w\ld we h believ$1 ev5 if we _h read some?+ ab\t ,*ri/ian ,heal+8 ,x is h>d to tell1 b if y are cont5t ,i am1 wifie1 al?\gh ,i %\ld l ! old home aga94 ,l _m o!rs he 0 able to appreciate ! mat]ial good ?+s1 b knew n t ! mat]ial are b emblems or symbols ( ! spiritual4 ,we %all possess some?+ f> bett] ?an all ! palaces & k+doms ( ! e>?1 if we get ?is 'pe>l ( great price4' ,i "k n[ :at x means = ! ri* to h>dly ent] ! k+dom ( heav54 ,x is because !y are s satisfi$ 9 _! ri* possessions !y feel !y h ev]y?+ wor? hav+ & ne$ no?+ m4 ,t v indiff]5ce & apa?y keeps !m f gett+ spiritual treasures4 ,h[ true t is1 ,m>ion1 said h] husb&1 /rok+ 8 mu/a*e ?\ghtfully4 ,j !n ! door bell rang & ! girl pres5tly u%]$ ,grace & ,kate into ! room4 ,:y1 h[ d y d8 ,i am m ?an glad to see y1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 w>mly grasp+ a h& 9 ea* ( h]s4 ,x is su* a lovely ev5+ t we felt we %\ld l a walk1 & z we g5]ally gravitate t[>d y\r h\se1 "h we are1 said ,kate1 lay+ aside h] hat4 ,d y "k ,i am go+ to ,m>l[ to take ! ,*ri/ian ,heal+ lessons8 ask$ ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ) a bright smile1 z !y 7 cosily seat$ = _! *at4 ,are y1 really8 ,i am s glad1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 said ,grace4 ,:5 are y go+8 ,monday1 on ! aft]noon tra91 & ,i %all be gone ?ree weeks4 ,x seems a long "t n[1 b ,i hope x w be s pr(itable & pleasant t x w n seem long :ile x is pass+4 ,kate look$ v grave4 ,f9ally %e said3 ,well1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ,i am sorry y are go+4 ,:y8 exclaim$ ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,:y8 e*o$ ,grace1 & ! ho/ look$ ! int]rogation he did n v]bally express4 ,because ,i am s]i\sly afraid x is wrong4 ,j a few days ago ,i _h a talk ) ! m9i/]1 & he is v decid$ 9 8 d5unciation ( x1 say+ x is pla9ly contr>y to ! tea*+s ( ! ,bible1 & ,i h be5 read+ an article ?is aft]noon t is v conv9c+ 9 its argum5ts aga9/ x4 ,no1 ,grace1 y ne$n't %ake y\r head4 ,i h be5 c[>dly & lazy long en\gh ab\t my religion1 n[ ,i %all /& up = :at ,i ?9k is "r1 & ,i love ,mrs4 ,hayd5 too well n to w>n h] ( :at ,i believe to be a mo/ dang]\s h]esy4 ,%e _h evid5tly n]v$ h]self to say ?is1 b h] voice trembl$ ) e>ne/ness1 & :5 %e f9i%$ !re 7 te>s 9 h] eyes4 ,i ?ank y1 de> ,kate1 = y\r s9c]e reg>d1 & appreciate y\r motive mo/ deeply1 b ( c\rse1 t c n *ange my m9d n[1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 mu* t\*$4 ,t1 ( c\rse1 is = y to decide1 b ,i h sudd5ly realiz$ my religi\s responsibility z nev] be=e1 & h be5 e>ne/ly consid]+ ?is matt]4 ,at fir/ x seem$ all "r & v beautiful1 b ,i believe x is only ! "w ( ! devil to get p into 8 net ( wick$ness4 ,grace 0 too a/oni%$ = spee*2 n[ %e und]/ood :at ,kate _h meant by h] dis9cl9ation to talk on ! subject s9ce t night !y _h he>d ,miss ,gre5+4 ,n[ h] ?\ghtful spells 7 expla9$1 z well z h] eag] desire to come "h to-night4 ,i d n see :y ! m9i/]s %\ld oppose x z !y d1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 aft] a %ort sil5ce4 ,if y look back ov] ! hi/ory y w f9d !y oppos$ giv+ fre$om to ! slaves2 !y oppos$ ! temp]ance movem5t until x 0 =c$ ^u !m4 ,_m ( !m n[ oppose woman's suffrage1 ?\gh _! audi5ces are (t5 compos$ almo/ entirely ( wom54 ,x seems a great my/]y :y !y %\ld oppose any ( ^! good & necess>y re=ms1 b ,i ?9k x is because !y are only mortal m51 & h _m mortal faults & a great deal ( mortal ignorance1 said ,grace1 recov]+ h] tongue at la/4 ,x seems to me if ev]ybody w\ld read ! words ( ,jesus & foll[ 8 example !y w\ld nev] be h>%1 or critical1 or un*>itable1 & above all1 !y w\ld n judge anybody or any?+ )\t a righte\s reason4 ,! :ole burd5 ( 8 tea*+ is express$ 9 ! s5t5ce3 ',little *ildr51 love "o ano!r1' 0 ,mrs4 ,hayd5's op9ion4 ,kate look$ at h] gratefully4 ,we w\ld h a v diff]5t _w if e "o foll[$ t law1 & we h nev] he>d a bett] "o4 ,! only difficulty is to "k h[ to foll[ x1 add$ ,mr4 ,hayd54 ,we mu/ "k ! :ole tru? if we w\ld be free f all error1 & we c only get tru? by e>ne/ly seek+ = x1 is my firm conviction1 said 8 wife4 ,if ! tru? makes u free1 c]ta9ly we ought to se>* = x1 & z we get x we c n be mov$ f our position1 = by ! nature ( tru? x is =ev] ! same4 ,imag9e anybody tell+ me two times two are five4 ,if !y argu$ & talk$ =ev] !y c\ld n prove x1 = a lie c nev] be prov$ true4 ,t's capital reason+1 ,grace1 exclaim$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 admir+ly4 ,!n if ^! m9i/]s are 9 ! "r1 %e cont9u$1 :y %\ld !y ne$ to be s active & emphatic & malevol5t1 z !y sometimes are1 9 _! d5unciation ( :at !y call a lie1 because if x is a lie1 won't x prove itself8 ,& if _! position is assur$1 & ! tru? mu/ necess>ily be assur+1 s9ce t is ! ess5ce & nature ( x1 if _! position is assur$1 :y is !re any ne$ ( su* resi/ance8 ,jesus pla9ly taught ! non-resi/ance ( evil1 if ,i read my ,bible correctly ?is morn+4 ,i h be5 /udy+ religion some:at1 too1 ! la/ few weeks1 %e conclud$1 glanc+ at ,kate r apologetically4 ,x w\ld be well if we /udi$ x a great deal m e>ne/ly ?an we h be=e1 said ,kate1 flu%+ w>mly4 ,well1 ,kate1 isn't "o ( our be/ ways a ?or\gh inve/igation ( x8 ,yes1 ( c\rse4 ,!n ,i int5d to look into ,*ri/ian ,heal+ at my e>lie/ opportunity1 & see :at !re is 9 x4 ,if !re is no?+1 x c n hurt me4 ,if !re is some?+1 x w prove itself1 & ,i %all gladly accept ! help x gives1 & ,grace re/$ on h] o>s4 ,i h a sugge/ion to make1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 & t is t ,mrs4 ,hayd5 write u a report ( ea* day's lecture1 & y c come d[n & we w read !m toge!r1 or ,i c h& !m to y aft] ,i h f9i%$ !m4 ,capital6 exclaim$ ,grace4 ,w y d t1 ,mrs4 ,hayd58 ,i w d ! be/ ,i c1 & be delight$4 ,x w help me z well z y2 b !y w be no?+ b ord9>y lett]s1 = ,i w\ld h nei!r ! "t nor ! ability to write lectures4 ,!n %e add$1 turn+ to ,kate1 ,y w read !m1 too1 won't y1 de>8 = ,i d want y to und]/& t ?is is ! true ,*ri/-religion1 & z ,grace says1 if x is true x w prove itself4 ,i d n object to read+ y\r lett]s2 inde$ %all be glad ( ! privilege1 repli$ ,kate1 ) a deprecatory ge/ure4 ,y mu/ be sure & give u ! practical "p1 s we c le>n by practice z well z !ory1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 playfully4 ,yes1 & ,i w promise to be a fai?ful /ud5t1 if t w be any inducem5t1 add$ ,grace2 & ,i "k ,ka?ie w1 too2 won't y8 ,don't say any m1 please4 ,y all "k ,i want :at is true & good1 %e repli$1 huskily4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x seem$ h>d to say ! good-byes1 ev5 to g on ?is little trip4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 look$ at ! *ildr5 & home ?r\gh bl9d+ te>s z h] husb& help$ h] into ! c>riage4 ,!y did n say mu* z !y drove away to ! depot1 & bo? 7 deeply mov$4 ,!re seem$ su* a mom5t\s mean+ 9 ?is j\rney4 ,y mu/ promise to write (t51 ,john8 ,yes1 de> ,m>ion1 & don't worry ab\t u4 ,i %all write e day1 ,john1 & ,i d want y to gr[ ) me4 ,read ! lessons please1 v c>efully4 ,yes2 good-bye4 ,a kiss1 & he 0 (f4 ,%e wav$ h] h& z ! tra9 />t$4 ,l a leaf on ! rippl+ riv]1 g5tly t\*+ ! /ones or mosses 9 pass+1 b hurry+ on to a broad] outlook & a /raight] pa?way1 we float 9 ! v>y+ curr5t ( life1 n[ dally+ ) y\?'s pleasures & playfully t\*+ ! problems be=e u1 !n s5t adrift by a deep desire to "k1 we g out on a voyage ( discov]y1 & be ! w9ds r\gh or g5tle1 we g on till h>bor$ at la/4 ,nor w\ld we leave !e1 g5tle ,tru?4 ,may ?y voice guide & /r5g!n & *e]2 ?y sweet k be ! lamp to our pa?2 ?y words ( wisdom our armor & %ield1 & all ! sweet en*antm5t ( ?y pres5ce be ) u =ev]more4 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,our we>y ye>s ( w&]+ o'er1 ,we greet ) joy ?is radiant %ore2 ,! promis$ l& ( lib]ty1 ,! dawn ( fre$om's morn we see4 ,o promis$ l&1 we ent] 91 ,) 'peace on e>?1 good w to m51' ,! ',gold5 age' n[ comes aga91 ,& break+ e bond & *a92 ,:ile e sect1 & race & clime1 ,%all equal %>e 9 ?is glad "t4 --,e4 ,b4 ,h>b]t4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 imm$iately s5t a few words to h] husb& in=m+ him ( h] safe arrival1 b said no?+ conc]n+ h] plans until lat] 9 ! week1 %e wrote3 ,i att5d$ a reception la/ night t gave me a good idea ( ! great int]e/ manife/$ 9 ?is new subject by p f all p>ts ( ! c\ntry z well z ?is great city4 ,_m :o h be5 att5d+ a conv5tion ( tru? seek]s ?is week 7 !re1 & ,i met1 among o!rs1 ,mrs4 ,h>mon4 ,%e is lovely1 ) su* a sweet pleasant face & cle> mild eyes4 ,i d n wond] ,miss ,gre5+ 0 *>m$ ) h]4 ,we _h q a *at ab\t m5tal heal+4 ,%e gave me an int]e/+ acc\nt ( h[ %e came into ! "w & :at %e is do+4 ,i also met _m o!rs4 ,"o ?+ noticeable ab\t ^! p t seems peculi>ly *>act]i/ic1 0 ! bright1 happy faces s full ( repose & tru/fulness contra/$ ) ! dull1 sluggi% c>e-worn expression ( p 9 g5]al4 ,x really re/s & *e]s wond]fully to look ^u c\nt5ances t c>ry ! gospel ( heal+ ) !m4 ,aft] a pleasant social "t1 ,mrs4 ,pe>l1 9 ^: honor ! reception 0 giv51 0 call$ ^u = an address1 ! sub/ance ( :i* is ab\t z foll[s3 ,x is an unexpect$ pleasure z well z privilege to ?us meet face to face s l>ge a body ( p :o are work+ or desire to "w = ! uplift+ & heal+ ( humanity by ?is new yet old ,*ri/-me?od4 ,:ile !re are s _m ?\s&s ( ! _w's be/ work]s engag$ 9 lift+ ! burd5s ( sickness1 sorr[ & s91 !re are none :o accompli% m m>vel\s or spe$y results ?an ,*ri/ian heal]s4 ,inde$ !y h already demon/rat$ ?is philosophy to be a mo/ p[]ful means ( reclaim+ ! s9ful & adju/+ social relations z well z heal+ ! sick4 ,x already promises a bett] me?od ( deal+ ) intemp]ance ?an t ( any o!r class ( re=m]s4 ,:y8 ,n because e>ne/1 devot$ wom5 d n give "t1 labor & he>ts' blood to ! temp]ance cause2 n because wise1 hone/ m5 are n do+ _! be/ ) tongue & p51 9 legislative halls & political conv5tions1 b because nei!r wom5 nor m5 h le>n$ ! true pr9ciple ( moral re=m4 ,! wise "m kn[s t ! be/ way to keep h] *ild f mis*ief is n to talk ab\t 8 temptation b cause him to =get x by ?9k+ ( o!r & bett] ?+s4 ,%e enc\rages him to d bett] by recogniz+ 8 high] nature & %[+ him a bett] way4 ,%e 'ov]comes ! evil ) ! good4' ,?us 8 moral nature gradually ga9s asc5d5cy ov] ! l[]4 ,?is1 & ?is only is ! true re=m2 b ! same "m fails to c>ry out ! same pr9ciple ) l>g] *ildr54 ,%e mu/ le>n t ! same managem5t :i* corrects & improves ! *ild w correct & improve ! s9n]1 = a s9n] is only a *ild ( l>g] gr[?4 ,?us f>1 ! _w has be5 mo/ attract$ to ! heal+ ( bodily ills1 & all discom=ts ( ! fle%1 b ! mat]ial dem& is only a =]unn] or symbol ( ! spiritual1 & ! signs ( ! times are ev5 n[ ready = ! ke5e/ read]s4 ,p are beg9n+ to enquire if ?is wond]ful p[] = heal+ ! body c n be us$ = ! heal+ ( vici\s m9ds1 ! cur+ ( deprav$ appetites4 ,s9ce religi\s tea*+s & e?ical lectures seem to be s inadequate to meet ! cry+ ne$1 :y n try ?is new me?od :i* claims to be a panacea = all ills1 ask ! moral philosoph]s4 ',! _w moves sl[ly1' x is said1 b ! _w awakes sl[ly1 x %\ld be4 ,we are m9i/]+ angels to "o ano!r1 9 our process ( awak5+4 ,if we h n en\gh realization ( tru? to keep ourselves awake1 "s "o comes along & wakes u up1 by tell+ u m & we1 9 turn1 wake "s slumb]+ neighbor4 ,invisible & sil5t are ! work+s ( ,tru?1 & none may judge :at be/ tea*es ! law4 ,none may "k :at has giv5 ?is or t insight into a broad] tru?1 b all at once "s "o has ! new light1 & ha/5s to imp>t ! k4 ,all ef=t = tru? po9ts to "o end--,tru?4 ,all re=ms1 all religions po9t to a high] /&>d ( liv+1 a cle>] realization ( ! highe/ & be/1 a broad] vision ( tru?1 a break+ away f ! false & a br++ ab\t ( ! true4 ,mank9d is cons]vative & mu/ ne$s consid] _m ?+s 9 _m ways4 ,old op9ions are n easily rel9qui%$ because !y are 'bone ( our bone & fle% ( our fle%' & n till we awake to spiritual z well z intellectual k1 %all we realize t we are free--free to li/51 le>n & live4 ,z 9 ! hi/ory ( e re=m1 we f9d opposition & p]secution fac+ ! ,*ri/ian heal]s1 b z "t goes on1 ev5 ! unbeliev+ & cons]vative %all be br\ght to a k ( ! tru?4 ,_m ?+s unaccept$ & une/abli%$ to-day %all be prov]bial platitudes ( to-morr[4 ,we :o h a cle>] vision ( ! bett] way1 :o are demon/rat+ our position ) su* wondr\s signs1 mu/ realize m & m ! importance ( ! fir/ & only law--! law ( love4 ,judge n4 ,be a unit 9 ,tru?4 ,we come toge!r z _m1 b %\ld g away z "o4 ,we n[ h ?\s&s ( ,*ri/ian heal]s all ov] ! c\ntry :o are /riv+ z nev] be=e to live a high] life1 to "w = humanity accord+ to ! ,ma/]'s tea*+s1 & x becomes u1 z true disciples ( su* a lead] to s live t we %all see ! fulfillm5t ( t bless$ promise3 ',great] works ?an ,i1 %all ye d4' ,let u recognize ! use & beauty ( unity4 ,let u be z "o1 & !n1 l ! brave & fai?ful ,jo%ua1 we %all be able to break d[n ! walls ( any ,j]i*o4 ,*ri/ foll[]s1 tru? seek]s1 fri5ds6 ,make use ( ! gold5 privileges ( to-day1 use e mom5t = ! fur!rance ( good1 make e sil5t ?\ght or utt]$ ^w a /ream ( influ5ce t %all cause ! des]t to blossom l ! rose4 ,s5d y\r ?\ghts out to ! gr& re=m]s1 ! wom5 work]s & ! m5 work]s1 ! tir$ mo!rs & ! anxi\s fa!rs1 ! fai?ful tea*]s & ! innoc5t *ildr54 ,s[ ! se$ dilig5tly1 no matt] :at ! soil4 ,nev] m9d ! coldness1 ! indiff]5ce1 ! slight+ disp>agem5ts1 = bye-&-bye w come ! h>ve/4 ,d 9 all ways z y w\ld be done by4 ',?\ mu/ be true ?yself if ?\ ! tru? w\ld/ tea*1 ,?y s\l mu/ ov]fl[ ) tru?1 ! true results to rea*4' ,,*apt] ,,xiii4 ,"o ,holy ,*ur* ( ,god appe>s ,?r\gh e age & race1 ,unwa/$ by ! lapse ( ye>s1 ,un*ang$ by *ang+ place4 ,f olde/ "t1 on f>!/ %ores1 ,b5ea? ! p9e or palm1 ,"o unse5 ,pres5ce %e adores1 ,) sil5ce or ) psalm4 ,h] prie/s are all ,god's fai?ful sons1 ,to s]ve ! _w rais$ up1 ,! pure 9 he>t h] baptiz$ ones1 ,love1 h] communion cup4 ,! ,tru? is h] prophetic gift1 ,! s\l h] sacr$ page2 ,& feet on m]cy's err& swift ,d make h] pilgrimage4 --,longfell[4 ,! next day ,mr4 ,hayd51 ) great int]e/1 read ! lett] conta9+ ! fir/ lecture1 :i* 0 giv5 ! day aft] ! reception report$ 9 ! la/ *apt]4 ,p]ta9+ to ! lesson he read3 ,h[ ,i wi%$ y 7 ) me ye/]day1 & c\ld see ! fifty eag] faces z !y ga!r$ 9 ! class room & wait$ = ,mrs4 ,pe>l4 ,"s sorr[ful & c>eworn1 "s fill$ ) ! m>ks ( suff]+ & pa91 "s hopeless & despair+1 "s c>eless & gay1 "s m]ely curi\s1 b all expectant & int]e/$4 ,x matt]s n ) :at v>y+ motives a mass ( p meet toge!r1 !re is a common *ord ( sympa?y1 :i*1 if rightly t\*$1 w cause ! _m to ?9k & feel z "o1 & h]e9 lies ! secret ( a tea*]'s p[]4 ,mrs4 ,pe>l has ?is faculty ( ga!r+ & hold+ ! ?\ghts ( h] audi5ce1 & ,i c\ld n help not+ ! calm & satisfi$ expression z !y w5t out aft] ! lecture4 ,! fir/ lesson is ab\t ,! ,true ,f\ndation1 & :ile mu* ( x is :at we h kn[n & believ$1 x is /at$ 9 a new & int]e/+ way4 ,i w give x1 z ne>ly z possible1 9 h] own words3 ,x is necess>y to h a common premise 9 ord] to su/a9 a h>moni\s argum5t1 & ! fir/ ?+ is to f9d a base or f\ndation f :i* & ^u :i* to build4 ,our doctr9e is to be e/abli%$ by s\nd reason+ & sci5tific argum5t1 & we mu/ g back to ! beg9n+ & le>n some?+ ab\t ! ,fir/ ,cause ( all ?+s4 ,9 anci5t times /ud5ts devot$ !mselves to ! /udy ( pure reason+1 & !y f\nd t by putt+ !mselves 9 h>mony ) ,fir/ ,cause1 !y atta9$ a p[]1 by c]ta9 l9es ( ?\ght & ?r\gh ! speak+ ( words1 to p]=m wondr\s works1 heal+ ! sick1 hav+ dom9ion ov] all creation4 ,!y discov]$ ! diff]5t results ( speak+ words ( sci5ce1 :i* are words ( tru?1 & words ( error or words contr>y to reason4 ,"r1 true words br\ght =? "r & true conditions to ev]yone ar\nd !m1 b deviation f ?is l9e ( reason1 w\ld br+ discord & tr\ble & undesirable conditions4 ,^! wise ?9k]s decl>$ ,m9d to be ! ,fir/ ,cause ( all creation1 & ann\nc$ ! /udy ( ,m9d & ! words & ways ( ,m9d1 to be ! pr(\nde/ !me t c\ld engage ! att5tion ( man4 ,we f9d ?is philosophy & ^! conclusions corroborat$ by ! ,bible1 :i* we %all consid] & prove to conta9 revelations ( *angeless1 et]nal tru?4 ,tru? is univ]sal1 & :atev] is true 9 "o "p ( ! univ]se mu/ be true 9 all p>ts4 ,t :i* has be5 und]/ood & conc$$ to be true 9 all ages & climes is :at we call univ]sal tru?4 ,because ! fir/ *apt] ( ,g5esis1 !n1 agrees 9 all ess5tial p>ticul>s ) ! acc\nts ( o!r nations & among o!r peoples we consid] x univ]sal tru?4 ,because x is s beautiful1 logical & spiritual1 we rev]e x2 because our own inn] consci\sness ( tru? agrees ) its /atem5ts1 we conc$e x to be z accurate & reasonable an acc\nt ( ,creation z we h1 & we are !re=e will+ to use x z ! basis ( our argum5t4 ,we read3 ',9 ! beg9n+ ,god creat$1' b a m lit]al & spiritual r5d]+ w\ld make ! pivotal /atem5t1 ',god creates4' ,n[ we "k !re c be no beg9n+ or end to ,omnipot5ce1 h5ce !re mu/ be a cont9u\s creat+1 & ?us ! t]m 'beg9n+' c\ld only ref] to ! manife/ation ( :at _h already be5 creat$4 ,h[ 0 ! creation manife/$8 ,by ! ,^w4 ',god said1 let !re be light1 & x 0 s1' & by e ',god said1' 0 manife/$ ! ?+ :i* ,he said 0 to be4 ,! ^w ,god is an abbreviation ( ! ,anglo-,saxon ( ,good1 ! two words 9 t language be+ id5tical4 ,to _m ?is w be an aid to realiz+ ! omnipres5ce ,god1 & add to ! rev]5tial s5se ( t p]sonal ne>ness :i* makes ! ,deity a ,fa!r & an ev]-lov+ ,fri5d4 ,god is n p]son z to =m or p]sonal limitations1 yet p]sonal 9 ! s5se ( ,pres5ce & intellig5t communication ) intellig5t be+s4 ,jesus said truly1 ',no man ha? se5 ,god at any "t1 because ! eye ( ! fle% _c p]ceive _s4' ,?r\gh ! quality or influ5ce ( ,good1 ,intellig5ce1 ,love & all we may "n z s\lful1 we p]ceive & feel ,god's pres5ce4 ,?us 9 ! spiritual s5se1 ! 'pure 9 he>t may see ,god4' ,we c1 too1 p]ceive ! quality ( ,god 9 ,good1 z we p]ceive ! attributes ( ! sun 9 its light4 ,z ! light ( ! sun w>ms ! d>k e>?1 mak+ x fruitful1 s ! div9e ,light 7,intellig5ce71 %9+ ^u our e>? nature1 makes x fruitful because ( ! pres5ce ( its ,creator4 ,"s !re are :o call ?is ev]-pres5t ,intellig5ce or ,good ! liv+ ,pr9ciple4 ,z ! ,inf9ite1 x we>s all phases & adapts itself to e conception ( ! ,f9ite1 s 9 ! s5se ( omnipres5ce & un*angeabl5ess x might f ?is po9t ( view be call$ ,pr9ciple4 ,?is is ! cold1 ma!matical conception ( ,god z ,law1 :i* )\t ,love w\ld be incomplete4 ,we mu/1 !re=e1 "k ! duality ( ,god if we are to und]/& ei!r ,law or ,love4 ,"s ?+s c only be kn[n by intuition1 )\t ! aid ( ! s5ses1 & because ( an inh]5t idea 9 our consci\sness4 ,= in/ance1 e nation wor%ips ,deity 9 "s way4 ,s9ce we _c "k ,god ?r\gh ! s5ses1 by :i* we ga9 k ( visible ?+s1 h[ c we "k !re is a ,god8 ,z ,paul says3 ',likewise ! _s itself be>e? witness ) our _s t we are ! *ildr5 ( ,god2' & :at bett] answ] c\ld we h8 ,_s1 accord+ to ,web/]1 is3 ',life or liv+ sub/ance consid]$ indep5d5t ( corporeal exi/5ce--vital ess5ce1 =ce1 or en]gy z di/9ct f matt]4' ,god is ! vital ess5ce1 ,god is _s1 & ,god is sub/ance--'! real or exi/+ ess5ce1' '! div9e ess5ce or be+4' ,god1 !re=e1 is ! ,div9e ,p[] t creates & su/a9s all ?+s--! ,all-,p[]1 ! ,all-,intellig5ce1 ! ,all-,m9d1 ! ,all-,love1 ! ,all-,sub/ance1 ! ,all-,h>mony1 ! ,all-,life1 ! ,all-,good1 omnipres5t1 omnisci5t1 omnipot5t4 ,?is is ! "o ,creator1 '"o ,god :o is ,fa!r ( all1 ov] all1 & 9 all4' ,?\gh we _c see ?is ,god or ,good ,pr9ciple1 we c appreh5d x ?r\gh ! signs or manife/ations t we see4 ,z we look ab\t1 we ev]y:]e see ! signs ( life--n ,life itself1 b ! signs ( x--t tell ( ! pres5ce ( ,god or ,good4 ,n[ ,life is ,good 9 & = itself4 ,we (t5 see ! div9e/ love manife/$ ?r\gh e de$ ( love1 e h]oic act ( high] liv+1 e gr& sacrifice ( self-com=t1 pleasure1 ev5 life itself4 ,jesus says3 ',great] love c no man h ?an to lay d[n 8 life = 8 fri5d4' ,su* love is a manife/ation ( ! "o1 only ,love1 :i* is ,god--,good omnipres5t4 ,e glimpse ( ,tru? :i* ! :ole _w seeks to "k & :]ev] f\nd1 is a realization ( ! omnipres5t ,tru?1 :i* is ,god4 ,intellig5ce1 9 its highe/ or l[e/ =m1 is b a manife/ation ( ,god z ,intellig5ce2 = :5ce comes our intellig5ce if n f ! great & only ,intellig5ce1 :i* is ev] fl[+ to u & ?r\gh u1 :i* is ev] be+ g5]at$ 9 u1 :5ev] & :]ev] we are will+ to let x manife/ itself4 ,em]son says3 ',!re is "o m9d common to all individual m54 ,e man is an inlet to ! same & to all ( ! same4 ,he t is once admitt$ to ! "r ( reason is made a free man ( ! :ole e/ate4 99 99 99 99 ,:o ha? access to ?is univ]sal m9d is a p>ty to all t is or c be done1 = ?is is ! only & sov]eign ag5t4' ,s we reason ab\t heal? & /r5g? & ju/ice1 or any ( ! div9e qualities1 :i* we may claim z a "p ( our inh]itance1 because !y are inh]5t 9 ! ,all1 9 :i* 'we live1 are mov$1 & h our be+4' ,hav+ some?+ ( an und]/&+ z to ! nature ( ?is div9e ,creator1 we c1 to "s ext5t1 appreh5d t ! ess5ce ( all ?+s manife/+ x1 & manife/$ by x1 mu/ be good l itself1 mu/ be ( ! same quality z itself2 z light emanat+ f light1 mu/ be ( ! same ess5ce & quality z t f :i* x emanates4 ,god1 l light1 is always ! same1 & _c s5d =? or create any?+ opposite ,himself4 ,! nature ( ,god embraces e good quality ( mascul9e & fem99e "*1 z also ! imp]sonal life ,pr9ciple4 ,x is !re=e prop] to use ! mascul9e1 fem99e or neut] pron\n :5 ref]r+ to ,deity4 ,z diff]5t phases ( ! "o ,love1 we see manife/$1 ! /rong1 all-protect+1 intellig5t fa!r-love1 ! t5d]1 re/ful1 pati5t "m-love1 ! innoc5t1 confid+1 tru/ful *ild-love1 ea* complete 9 ! :ole1 :i* c be recogniz$ by all or "o ( ^! attributes4 ,! great ,m9d ( :i* ! anci5t philosoph]s tell u & :i* ,em]son s pla9ly realiz$1 is ! ! ,orig9 & ,=ce ( all ,creation1 ! ,m9d = :i* we h f\nd s _m synonyms & s _m (fices1 ! ,great ,invisible ( :i* all visible ?+s are b signs or symbols4 ,!re is b "o great ,m9d1 "o great ,?9k]4 ,all ?\ghts ( ?is ,m9d1 :i* is ,inf9ite ,goodness1 mu/ be inf9itely good1 & man is ! cr[n & apex ( ! wond]ful creation--is made 9 ! image & lik5ess ( ,god4 ,if we conc$e ! ,creator1 ,god1 to be omnipres5t1 omnisci5t & omnipot5t1 ! only ,p[] !re is1 p]fect1 un*angeable & et]nal1 we mu/ necess>ily conc$e t all :i* ,he creates is good1 & mu/ rema9 s because ev]y?+ connect$ )1 emanat+ f1 or simil> to ,him is1 & mu/ be l ,him 9 quality & ess5ce4 ,! true man is spiritual1 p]fect l 8 ,fa!r1 & c only be subject to p]fect conditions4 ,if we cont9ually & p]si/5tly recognize ! true creation :i* is invisible1 we make manife/ ! p]fect conditions 9 ! sign ( ! true1 :i* is ! visible4 ,9 do+ ?is1 we are1 9 ! mo/ ess5tial s5se1 ackn[l$g+ ,god1 wor%ip+ ! "o ,deity4 ,because we h s long recogniz$ ! o!r p[]s we h become idolators1 & mu/ n[ turn back to ! only true ,god4 ',if ?\ return to ! almighty1 ?\ %alt be built up1 ?\ %alt put away iniquity f> f ?y tab]nacles4444 ,= ?\ %alt h ?y delight 9 ! almighty & %alt lift up ?y face unto ,god4' ,we h become fill$ ) false beliefs1 because we h judg$ accord+ to appe>ances1 & h5ce drawn false conclusions4 ,h[ c we "k spiritual tru? )\t spiritual k8 ,h[ c we h spiritual k )\t spiritual p]ception2 h[ c we h spiritual p]ception )\t recogniz+ ,_s1 ,sub/ance1 ,god1 z ! supreme ,ess5ce back ( all visible =ms8 ,?is is ! fundam5tal pr9ciple ( heal+--?is recognition ( spiritual be+ & spiritual law4 ,grasp+ only ! surface mean+ ( ?is gr& tru?1 we recognize & admire ! m5tal p[] :i* produces cures1 h5ce x is frequ5tly call$ m9d-cure1 because1 ?r\gh ! ag5cy ( m9d1 ! cure is wr\ght1 z we say1 wat]-cure or sun-cure = ! same reason2 b z we proce$ 9 ! /udy1 we w g beyond an intellectual to a spiritual p]ception ( :at is meant by met-a-physical1 :i* p]ta9s n only to a sci5ce ( m5tal ph5om5a1 b ! sci5ce ( real be+1 & has to d ) ! spiritual or real self ( man4 ,n[ ,john1 if y don't und]/&1 j wait & /udy1 = really we mu/ /udy ^! /atem5ts1 )\t prejudice1 too1 = t is ! only way1 & ( c\rse we _c expect to und]/& at once4 ,! great ess5tial is to keep upp]mo/ ! desire = tru?1 b ,i ne$ n tell y t1 = :at an e>ne/ tru?-seek] y are1 nobody kn[s bett] ?an myself4 ,?is is ! be/ ,i c d t[>d giv+ ! fir/ lesson1 b y mu/ ?9k well ^u x & get a good f\ndation laid = :at is to come next4 ,?is sci5ce is to be develop$ r ?an le>n$4 ,i want to put 9 e mom5t ,i c get = /udy1 s mu/ close4 ,h& ?is to ,kate & ,grace4 ,i d hope !y w be int]e/$4 ,tell me all ab\t y\r progress1 & ! preci\s little ones--h[ are !y8 ,y\r lov+ ,,m>ion4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv4 ,h[ %all ,i "k if ,i d *oose ! "r8--,%akespe>e4 ,tru? is "o1 ,& 9 all l&s b5ea? ! sun1 ,:oso ha? eyes to see may see ,! tok5s ( its unity4 --,:itti]4 ,t is a v cle> /atem5t1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 z he h&$ ! lett] to ,grace :5 %e call$ ! next ev5+4 ,d y ?9k we c get mu* ( an idea f x8 ,o yes1 inde$ we c2 b y take x home & read x ) ,kate4 ,grace w5t /raight home ) h] prize = %e 0 m int]e/$ ?an %e c>$ to admit j yet1 & ,kate 0 /ill reluctant & fe>ful ab\t ! possible wrong4 ,grace _h awak5$ 9 ! night1 j aft] ,mrs4 ,hayd5 _h gone & f\nd h] cry+4 ,:at is ! matt]1 ,katie8 %e ask$4 ,oh1 ,grace1 ,i am s worri$ ab\t ?is ,heal+1 & ,i am afraid ,i did wrong to ev5 promise ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ,i w\ld read h] lett]s1 sobb$ ! poor *ild4 ,:y1 ,katie de>1 we c\ld nev] "k any?+ if we did n look into x & use ! reason ,god has giv5 u4 ,surely y are n afraid to exam9e into :at claims to be su* wond]ful tru?4 ,y d n necess>ily accept by exam9+ x1 & ,i am glad we c h ! privilege ( read+ :at ,mrs4 ,hayd5 says1 = %e has su* a fair1 unprejudic$ m9d1 & w give u ! matt] j z ne>ly "r z %e c2 !n we c judge = ourselves4 ,%e rea*$ ov] & drew ,kate into h] arms1 b ! sobb+ did n cease at once4 ,grace 0 naturally k9d-he>t$1 & respect$ p's feel+s4 ,to-night %e 0 v g5tle1 z ,kate gratefully realiz$4 ,come ,kate1 put away y\r fe>s4 ,!re's no?+ c *ange ! tru? y h1 & if x isn't tru?1 ! soon] y *ange y\r m9d ! bett]4 ,:at makes y feel s1 all at once8 ,has "s "o said any?+8 ,yes1 ,mr4 ,n>r[ gave me su* a talk+ to :5 ,i ask$ him if x 0 wrong2 = someway1 ,i got s tr\bl$ t ,i did n "k :at else to d4 ,well1 :at ( x2 y don't see any?+ wrong 9 x y\rself1 d y8 ,n--o1 n exactly4 ,:at are y afraid (1 !n8 ,i--,i don't "k1 ) a hy/]ical sob4 ,%e 0 a%am$ to admit t %e 0 half afraid ( et]nal puni%m5t1 some?+ %e _h be5 9 vague t]ror ( all h] life4 ,x _h be5 impress$ ^u h] s vividly1 & n[ %e 0 suff]+ f a ke5ly reproa*ful consci5ce1 because = s long a "t %e _h be5 indiff]5t & neglectful ( h] religi\s duties4 ,grace f9ally p]suad$ h] x w\ld be all "r to give ! matt] a fair inve/igation4 ,!n %e w5t to sleep1 com=t$1 = half h] mis]y _h be5 caus$ by h] indecision & wav]+4 ,:5 !y read ! lett] toge!r1 ,grace 0 delight$ & ,kate n mu* less s1 ?\gh %e demurr$ a little ab\t "s ?+s4 ,:at beautiful ideas ( ,god6 ,x seems pla9] ?an any?+ ,i ev] he>d4 ,to say ,god is ,pr9ciple1 n p]son1 makes x easi] to appreh5d ,8 omnipres5ce1 exclaim$ ,grace1 lay+ d[n ! lett]4 ,y-e-s1 9 "o s5se1 sl[ly ass5t$ ,kate1 b 9 ! ,bible ,he is spok5 ( z ,p]son1 or at lea/ z hav+ p]sonal attributes1 & y "k !y frequ5tly ref] to :at ,he says & h[ ,he talk$ ) ,abraham4 ,o1 ,i ?9k t is figurative1 if x is true at all4 ,h[ c a be+ ) a def9ite or outl9$ =m be ev]y:]e at ! same "t8 ,b surely1 y believe ,8 ?\ghts c be ev]y:]e1 & t is :at is meant by ?is omnipres5ce1 said ,kate1 e>ne/ly4 ,!n d y ?9k ( ,him z sitt+ on a great gold5 ?rone1 li/5+ to ! petitions ( m5 bel[1 & able to he> & to grant or refuse at ! same mom5t e pray] t is s5t to ,him by ! millions ( ,8 *ildr5 on e>?8 ',god's ways are n our ways1 & ) ,him all ?+s are possible4' ,b is x n mu* easi] to say ?is is ,pr9ciple1 :i* is ev]y:]e wait+ = our recognition ( its pres5ce to become manife/$ to u8 pursu$ ,grace4 ,yes1 ,i don't "k b x is4 ,n[ ,kate1 ,i am truly 9 e>ne/ & mean to /udy ?is v e>ne/ly4 ,i "k v little ab\t ! ,bible1 because x has be5 a seal$ book to me e "t ,i ev] tri$ to read x1 b dur+ ^! ?ree weeks t ,mrs4 ,hayd5 is gone1 ,i am go+ to put away my preconceiv$ op9ions z f> z possible & see if ,i c le>n some?+1 & n[ let u get ! ,bible & see :at x says on ^! que/ions4 ,y h a concordance4 ,let u look up ! ^w omnipres5ce & read "s ( ! passages 9 :i* x occurs4 ,kate 0 well pleas$1 n only to make ! ,bible ! f\ndation ( ?is /udy1 b to f9d ,grace s *ang$1 & s ready to look into sacr$ ?+s4 ,p]haps %e w be conv]t$1 %e ?\ght1 & f t mom5t %e1 too1 resolv$ to look fairly into ,*ri/ian ,heal+4 ,%e br\ght ! concordance & f\nd !re 0 no ref]5ce to omnipres5ce4 ,we'll look = pres5t or pres5ce1 sugge/$ ,grace4 ,%e glanc$ rapidly d[n ! columns & f\nd a ref]5ce to ,ps4 cxxxix4 & turn$ to t4 ,yes1 9 ! sev5? v]se x says3 ',:i!r %all ,i g f ?y _s or :i!r %all ,i flee f ?y pres5ce8' & "h is a m>g9al ref]5ce to ,j]4 xxiii3 #bd4 ',c any hide himself 9 secret places t ,i %all n see him8 sai? ! ,"l4 ,d n ,i fill heav5 & e>?8' ,n[ x seems to me t c>ries ! idea ( a p]sonal ,be+1 said ,kate4 ,well1 let u look up ! ref]5ces to ,god1 sugge/$ ,grace aga94 ,"h's "o 9 ,deut4 xxxii3 #d4 ',he is ! rock1 8 "w is p]fect2 = all 8 ways are judgm5t2 a ,god ( tru? & )\t iniquity1 j & "r is he4' ,yes1 !re ,he is comp>$ to a rock4 ,( c\rse t is symbolical1 b f9d ano!r4 ,isn't !re "o t tells ( ,him z _s8 ,yes1 ',god is _s1 & !y t wor%ip him mu/ wor%ip him 9 _s & 9 tru?1' t is 9 ,john iv3 #bd1 & 9 ! fir/ *apt] ( ,john x reads3 ',9 ! beg9n+ 0 ! ,^w & ! ,^w 0 ) ,god & ! ,^w 0 ,god4' ,ah6 !re we h x v pla92 ^w is n fle% & blood or p]son4 ,doesn't x say 9 ! lett] t ,god is ,intellig5ce1 :i* is only ano!r way to express ! same ?+8 ,yes1 & ,i rememb] :5 ,jesus pray$ = ,8 disciples1 ,he said3 ',sanctify !m ?r\gh ?y tru?1 ?y ^w is tru?2' & "s place 9 ! ,bible x speaks ( ,god z tru?1 said ,kate1 q will+ to give all ! corroborative te/imony %e c\ld4 ,tru? c only be consid]$ z pr9ciple1 s we h t /atem5t confirm$ by ! ,bible1 & t w\ld agree ) :at ,py?agoras wrote1 said ,grace1 quot+3 ',!re is "o ,univ]sal ,s\l diffus$ ?r\gh all ?+s1 et]nal1 invisible1 un*angeable2 9 ess5ce l tru?1 9 sub/ance resembl+ light2 444 to be compreh5d$ only by ! m9d4' ,n[ x is comp>atively easy to see manife/ations ( ! ,good4 ,by ! way1 ,i ?9k x a volume ( explanation 9 itself to say ,good in/ead ( ,god1 don't y8 ,well1 yes1 x does seem peculi>ly expressive1 b ! old way s\nds a little bett] yet4 ,( c\rse1 pursu$ ,grace1 x doesn't matt] s mu* :at we call ?is omnipres5t p[]1 z :e!r we und]/& x4 ,all humanity wor%ip ! same ,deity 9 ! s5se ( recogniz+ an omnipot5t ,p[]4 ,i once read some?+ comp>+ ! ideas ( ,god among ! diff]5t peoples1 & x 0 really wond]ful h[ simil> !y 71 except+1 ( c\rse1 ea* nation _h a diff]5t "n = ,deity4 ,i believe ,i h t book n[ some:]e2 & ,grace w5t to look = x1 b pres5tly return$ )\t f9d+ x4 ,well1 x made su* a vivid impression on me t ,i rememb] a few ( ! pr9cipal /atem5ts4 ,"o 0 t ! ,h9doos tea* ( an omnipres5t1 omnisci5t & omnipot5t ,be+ call$ ,brehm :o is ! creator ( all ?+s1 f :om all ?+s emanate & by :om all ?+s are su/a9$4 ,! ,p]sians1 ,egyptians1 ,greeks held simil> ideas4 ,! ,p]sians call$ ,god1 ,ormuzd1 ! ,greeks1 ,orpheus1 ! ,egyptians1 ,osiris4 ,i did n "k ! ,pagans held su* ideas ( ,deity4 ,i always ?\ght !y believ$ 9 _m gods1 said ,kate4 ,!y did1 b z ,edw>d ,ev]ett ,hale1 says3 ',! innum]able ,gods ( ! ,pan!on are b manife/ations ( ! ,"o ,be+1' t is1 !y _h special names = ! diff]5t manife/ations ( ,god1 z ,he appe>$ to !m 9 ! sun1 ! air1 ! e>?1 & also ! diff]5t qualities ( human "*4 ,!y all alike believ$ 9 a ,supreme ,be+1 & made /atem5ts almo/ synonym\s ) _m 9 ! ,bible4 ,t is :at may be call$ univ]sal tru?1 & if ?is philosophy is :at is consi/5t ) fundam5tal tru?1 x w be j :at ,i h be5 wi%+ to f9d4 ,grace lean$ back m$itatively1 add+1 ,my?ology us$ to h a peculi> *>m = me1 & _m ( ^? old /ories are com+ back ) a new significance4 ',!re is b "o f\ndation1 o!r1 c no man lay1' quot$ ,kate1 e>ne/ly4 ,yes1 my de>1 & ,grace rose & pac$ back & =? 9 deep ab/raction4 ,!re is b "o ,tru? & we c n e/abli% a falsity4 ,b ,i want to c>ry my reflections a little fur!r conc]n+ ?is univ]sal wor%ip4 ,to my m9d1 ! p[] inh]5t 9 ev]y?+ & recogniz$ 9 "s way by e individual is ! supreme1 p]fect ,p[] 9 diff]5t phases ( manife/ation4 ,! man :o tru/s an unse5 p[] to br+ ! se$ he plants to full fruition1 is believ+ 9 ! true ,god1 ?\gh he may n "k x4 ,! :ole _w lives on fai? f "o ye> to ano!r1 = !re is n en\gh food produc$ 9 "o season to la/ m ?an "o ye>1 & if m5 did n "k e succe$+ season w\ld provide1 !y w\ld be desp]ate inde$4 ,:at is ?is b believ+ 9 a supreme ,p[]8 ,ev5 mat]iali/s admit t ! great ,fir/ ,cause is beyond matt]4 ,h]b]t ,sp5c] speaks ( x z ! ',univ]sal ,reality1 )\t beg9n+ & )\t end4' ,all p rev]5ce & admire ! s5tim5ts ( love & ju/ice & tru? & m]cy4 ,let u agree !y come f ! same cause & are ev]y:]e pres5t1 & we %all come ne>] to wor%ip+ ,god 9 _s & 9 tru?1 ?an we ev] h be=e4 ,n[ let's h y\r op9ion1 ,que5 ,ka!r9e1 conclud$ ,grace1 look+ at ,kate ) a playful smile z %e f9i%$ h] long diss]tation4 ,!re is no?+ ,i c add to t1 & x seems a v good conclusion to our fir/ lesson4 ,i did n "k y _h ?\ght s mu* ab\t religi\s ?+s1 ,grace4 ,i always _h a fondness = look+ on ! =bidd5 side ( ?+s1 & ,i am afraid ,i 0 m curi\s ?an religi\s1 b ,i am r glad if !re is an explanation to ^! ?+s t h always puzzl$ me4 ,,*apt] ,,xv4 ,a lie c n exi/--x only appe>s4 ,tru? is consci\sness consi/5t ) itself 9 e relation2 error is consci\sness inconsi/5t ) itself 9 "s relation4--,judge ,h4 ,p4 ,biddle4 ,& :at an end lies be=e u6 ,to h a consci\sness ( our own ideal be+ fla%$ ?r\gh u f ! ?\ght ( ,god6 ,surely1 = ?is may well give way all our paltry self-consci\sness1 our self-admiration & self-wor%ips6 ,surely1 to "k :at ,he ?9ks ab\t u w pale out ( our s\ls all our ?\ghts ab\t ourselves6--,george ,mac,donald4 ,,m>l[1 ,septemb] ----4 ,de> ,john3 ,i hope y are z anxi\sly await+ ?is lett] z ,i await$ ! second lecture4 ,x 0 spl5did1 s compreh5sive1 & above all1 s practical4 ,x ?r[s light on _m puzzl+ po9ts1 & ,i am delight$ s f> ) :at seems s pla9 & true4 ,"s ( ! memb]s ( ! class seem$ q %ock$ at "s ( ! /atem5ts1 b x is n /range t !y %\ld seem />tl+ to "o :o has nev] ?\ght on ! subject1 = inde$1 ,i %\ld ?9k x w\ld take a good :ile to get us$ to reason+ t is directly opposite ! _w's fir/ conclusions2 /ill we are look+ = results t are q contr>y to :at ! _w looks =1 s we c af=d to collide ) its op9ions4 ,:5 ,mrs4 ,pe>l came into ! class room1 all turn$ to look at h] & e e> 0 ready to li/54 ,9 ye/]day's lesson we made a /atem5t ( ,god z ! only ,m9d ( ! univ]se1 ! ,great ,reality beside :om !re is absolutely no?+ 9 exi/5ce2 b z we look ar\nd at ! sc5es ( suff]+ & pov]ty & ignorance1 we are mightily tempt$ to disbelieve su* a /atem5t4 ',talk ( omnipot5t ,light 9 ! mid/ ( midnight d>kness6' y exclaim4 ,ah1 b y are to rememb] we are talk+ ( ! real creation2 ! invisible & unapp>5t in/ead ( ! visible & app>5t2 ! *angeless & et]nal in/ead ( ! evanesc5t & decay+4 ,if ,god is ! only ,reality1 ,8 creation is ! only real creation4 ,! ^w real is appli$ to t :i* actually exi/s1 :i* =ev] is1 n to t :i* seems or appe>s2 !re=e1 9 speak+ ( ! real we mean ! *angeless & invisible4 ,if ,god is ! only ,m9d1 ,8 are ! only real ?\ghts1 & ?\ghts are invisible to ! eye1 b disc]nible to ! m9d or consci\sness4 ,if ,god is ev]y:]e1 !re is no possible place or space 9 ! univ]se :]e ,god is n2 h5ce ,he is all !re is4 ,"o ( our mod]n prophets wisely wrote3 ',has n a deep] m$itation taught c]ta9 ( e clime & age t ! ,:]e & ! ,:5 s my/]i\sly insep>able f all our ?\ghts1 are b sup]ficial adhesions to ?\ght2 t ! ,se] may disc]n !m :]e !y m\nt up out ( ! cele/ial ,ev]y:]e & ,=ev]4 ,h n all nations conceiv$ _! ,god z omnipres5t & et]nal1 z exi/+ 9 a univ]sal ,"h1 an ev]la/+ ,n[8 ',?9k well1 ?\ too wilt f9d t space is b a mode ( our human s5se1 s likewise ,"t4 ,!re is no space & no "t4 ,we are--we "k n :at2 light sp>kles float+ 9 ! e!r ( ,deity4 ,s ?is s solid seem+ _w1 71 aft] all1 b an air-image--our me ! only reality4' ,?is me is ! spiritual self1 ! individual idea ( ,god1 ,8 image & lik5ess4 ,:at !n1 ab\t ?is body1 :i* is n spiritual1 y ask8 ,:at ab\t ! mat]ial univ]se8 ,wait a mom5t4 ,?9k ( ! premise4 ,z ,god ! invisible is ! *angeless1 :at is ! v>iable1 fleet+1 visible unreality8 ,! real is ev]la/+1 ! unreal is transitory4 ,! real is call$ ,_s1 ! unreal matt]4 ,:at is ,_s8 ,! und]ly+ omnipres5t sub/ance t we call ,god4 ,:at is matt]8 ,! c\nt]feit1 %ad[1 emblem1 %[+ t ,_s exi/s or is4 ,we read 9 a v anci5t ,h9doo ,scripture3 ',^? :o h und]/&+1 ^: ?\ght is pure1 see ! entire univ]se z ! picture ( ,?y wisdom2' & ! ?\ghtful ,c>lyle said3 ',all visible ?+s are emblems4444 ,matt] repres5ts "s idea & bodies x =?4' ,^! ?\ghts are 9 p]fect accord ) ! pr9ciples laid d[n 9 our premise1 h5ce we f9d t z we believe matt]1 believe ! body to be ! real creation1 we are believ+ a falsity4 ,?is is ! idol we are wor%ip+ in/ead ( ! true & only ,god4 ,! gr& visible univ]se 9 :i* we see s _m beauties1 s _m *>ms1 is b ! mighty object lesson be=e u by :i* we may le>n ( ! inf9ite1 invisible ,all4 ,z ,!odore ,p>k] said3 ',! univ]se itself is a great autograph ( ! ,almighty4' ,! *>act]s us$ 9 ma!matics d n con/itute ! sci5ce b m]ely repres5t to ! s5ses ! invisible ideas ( ! pr9ciple ( ma!matics4 ,! visible does n con/itute ! invisible1 b may c>ry its messages z we le>n to read its poetic & my/ic pages4 ,! visible speaks to ! mortal nature1 b ! invisible beyond & above1 speaks to ! immortal nature4 ,s9ce we f9d matt] to be s totally opposite ! real1 !re is no o!r "n = x ?an z ! unreal1 & ! unreal be+ a c\nt]feit ( ! real1 mu/ be a lie1 z ! nature ( a lie is to make false claims1 pret5d+ !y are true4 ,matt] is a c\nt]feit because x is n g5u9e or ( ,god1 because x is *angeable & fleet+1 because be+ limit$ to a visible =m1 x mu/ h f9ite limitations & c m]ely give f9ite conceptions4 ,tak+ x z a sign ( some?+ inf9ite1 we le>n ( ! inf9ite4 ,all ! /ud5ts1 tea*]s1 le>n$ m5 & wom5 ( ! _w h add$ to ! _w's spiritual ideas reveal$ by _! /udy ( ! f9ite z well z _! intuitive k ( ! inf9ite4 ,*>les ,k+sley gives u a h9t ( h[ to le>n3 ',d n /udy matt] = its own sake b z ! c\nt5ance ( ,god4 ,try to extract e l9e ( beauty1 e association1 e moral reflection1 e inexpressible feel+ f x4' ,our ideas ( matt] mu/ !n be entirely *ang$1 & we mu/ le>n to look beyond ! seem+1 to ! true4 ,we h believ$ 9 ! reality ( matt] & mat]ial environm5t because ( reason+ f ! false basis t man is mat]ial or t he is a mixture ( mat]ial & spiritual4 ,to believe t ! fle% & blood ( our si/] or bro!r is _! real self1 is to believe ,god capable ( creat+ some?+ utt]ly unlike himself 7,john iii1 ,james i47 :i* may suff]1 s9 & die1 & if ,he is all p]fection1 ,he c n "k imp]fection4 ,if ,he is all _s1 ,he c n "k or be matt]4 ,keep be=e y\r m9d ! p]fection1 omnipot5ce1 omnipres5ce ( ,_s1 ,god or ,pr9ciple1 & y w see m & m cle>ly ! inconsi/5cy ( any?+ opposite ,him emanat+ f ,him4 ,believ+ 9 matt] z a reality1 we h end[$ x ) all ! p[] ( ! real1 h ascrib$ to x life1 sub/ance & intellig5ce1 :5 x possesses nei!r4 ,:]e is ! life :5 ! body dies8 ,if life 7 inh]5t 9 ! physical body1 c\ld x ev] cease to be8 ,god ! et]nal life pr9ciple c n cease to be4 ,! life manife/$ ?r\gh ! body is ! life :i* is ,god & c n be affect$ by ! decay or disappe>ance ( ! body4 ,! invisible ess5ce ( life is also ! true sub/ance1 ! reliable & *angeless some?+1 ^u :i* we may =ev] dep5d4 ,we use ! ^w sub/ance 9 its etymological s5se 7f sub1 "u & />e1 to /&71 & s9ce ,_s or ,m9d is ! reality t und]lies e mat]ial or s5sible object1 !re is no sub/ance to ! object itself4 ,plato taught t 'ideas1 are ! only real ?+s4' ,ideas are expressions ( ?\ghts1 & ?\ghts are expressions ( m9d1 & ?is reason+ br+s u back to ,god z ,m9d & ,m9d z ,cause4 ,admitt+ ,m9d or ,_s to be ! life & sub/ance back ( or express+ itself ?r\gh ! body1 we may easily see t intellig5ce c n exi/ ap>t f ,m9d1 & h5ce c n belong to matt]4 ,t ! m9d or intellig5ce is seat$ 9 ! gray convolutions ( ! bra91 is held by ! mat]iali/s1 & yet ,dr4 ,laycock affirms 't matt] is fundam5tally no?+ m ?an t :i* is ! seat ( motion to ends1 ( :i* m9d is ! s\rce & cause4' ,pr(essor ,huxley cr[ns ! /atem5t by say+1 ',t :i* p]ceives or kn[s is m9d or _s1 & !re=e1 t k :i* ! s5ses give u1 is1 aft] all1 a k ( spiritual ph5om5a4' ,pr(essor ,f>aday held to ! immat]iality ( physical objects4 ,9 ! language ( ,jesus ! ,*ri/1 we are told1 ',_s is all1 ! fle% pr(ite? no?+2' ?us f all classes ( consci5ti\s b confess$ly div]se ?9k]s1 we f9d /atem5ts ( univ]sal tru?1 & ?is is :at ! hungry1 />v+ _w is seek+ ) m e>ne/ness ?an ev] be=e4 ,s9ce !re is no life1 sub/ance or intellig5ce 9 matt]1 x w be comp>atively easy to prove t !re c be no s5sation1 = :]e !re is no life 9 ! body1 !re c be no feel+4 ,ev5 ! physiologi/s tell u m9d mu/ "k pa9 be=e x c be locat$ 9 ! body4 ,we /ate !re=e a !orem :i* is practically demon/rat$2 !re is no s5sation 9 matt]4 ,z we visit p5it5ti>ies1 re=m s*ools & hospitals1 z we read & he> ! />tl+ /atem5ts ( press & pulpit1 we gr[ disconsolate & heavy-he>t$ ov] ! awful p[] & reality ( evil1 =gett+ aga9 t ,he :o is p]fect goodness c n behold evil or 9 any way p]mit its exi/5ce1 any m ?an heat c p]mit cold1 or light c p]mit d>kness4 ,grant+ ! omnipot5ce ( ,good1 :]e is !re any room = its opposite8 ,if !re is b "o ,p[]1 & t omnipot5t & p]fect1 !re c be no evil 9 reality2 h5ce we are deal+ ) ano!r lie :5 we judge accord+ to appe>ances1 :i* ,jesus said we %\ld n d4 ,x is really disloyalty to ,god to impute to ,him all mis]y1 pa91 sickness & suff]+ caus$ by ! evil & ignorance ( man4 ,we are told3 ',let y\r s\l be subject to ! high] p[]s1 = !re is no p[] b ( ,god4' ,because we h n done s1 b h believ$ 9 e claim p[]1 we suff] f 'evils :i* our own misde$s h wr\ght1' z ,milton wrote1 or1 9 ! words ( ,em]son1 'we miscreate our own evils4' ,j]emiah said3 ',x is y\r s9s t h )hold5 ! good ?+s f y4' ,accord+ to ,web/]1 's9 is a transgression ( ! law ( ,god4' ,!re is b "o law--! p]fect & un*angeable ,tru?4 ,any deviation f ,tru? is error1 & error is s94 ,9 proportion z we deviate f ! /rictly true1 !n1 we s94 ,because we admit ?+s to be true :i* are n true1 we admit1 !n commit s91 & h5ce suff] = s94 ',"k ye n t to :omsoev] ye yield y\rselves s]vants to obey1 8 s]vants ye are1 :e!r ( s9 unto dea? or ob$i5ce unto righte\sness1' wrote ,paul4 ,we fir/ ?9k wrong4 ,s9 is ( ! m9d1 n ( ! body4 ,to ackn[l$ge ! reality ( s9 or evil is a transgression ( ! law1 because1 accord+ to our e/abli%$ premise1 x _c be true4 ,?r\gh a misconception ( our relation to ,god1 & a belief 9 ! p[] ( evil1 we are oblig$ to admit ! exi/5ce ( s91 sickness1 & dea?1 nei!r ( :i* c be true 9 ! pres5ce ( ,god1 z ! only ,reality1 9 :i* or 9 :om are all ?+s t et]nally are1 n t tempor>ily appe>4 ,we h believ$ 9 a m9d or p[] ( ?\ght opposite & contr>y to ,god1 :5 9 reality !re c be no?+ opposite or contr>y to et]nal ,m9d4 ,we h believ$ ourselves end[$ ) a m9d sep>ate f ,god1 & ourselves subject to temptation f "s cause n ,good4 ,we h believ$ 9 m9ds1 :5 !re is b "o ,m9d4 ,?is false =ce1 ?is false m9d1 is v>i\sly call$ ! evil or c>nal m9d1 ! m9d ( ! fle%1 ! old man1 ! s]p5t1 ! devil1 ! adv]s>y4 ,x is simply ! opposite or contradictory ( ! ,good1 ! god ( evil4 ,beside e true or positive /atem5t !re is a false or negative claim1 & 9 s f> z we are ignorant ( ! true1 we are 9 bondage to ! false4 ,to believe ! claims ( error is to be b\nd2 to "k ! reality ( tru? is to be free4 ,to believe 9 a m9d or p[] sep>ate or opposite f ,god1 is to be subject to any suppositions or beliefs =mulat$ by t m9d or negative ?\ght4 ,t we are spiritually p]fect is true1 b x is necess>y = u to prove t fact by 'work+ out our own salvation1' by manife/+ ! positive or ,god quality ( ?\ght ?r\gh our life & actions1 & ! only way to be fill$ ) good ?\ght is to recognize & ackn[l$ge ! ,good only z ! real4 ,?is error1 tempt] or devil1 0 spok5 ( by ,jesus z hav+ no tru?1 z be+ a li>1 & ! fa!r or cause ( lies 7,john viii3 #dd74 ,in/ead ( devil 7:i* is only ano!r "n = evil or ! sl&]]71 or 'c>nal m9d'1 z ,paul call$ x1 we f9d mortal ?\ght a bett] t]m = ! expression ( ?is p[] ( ?9k+4 ',:y h we ?is p[] ( ?9k+ wrong ?\ghts :5 !re is b "o good & only ,m9d8' y ask4 ,z ,god's idea1 9 ! image & lik5ess ( ,m9d t ?9ks1 we h ! p[] ( recognition1 ! p[] to be or n to be1 ! possibility to become sons ( ,god4 ,we h ! p[] to di/+ui%1 to judge1 to "k2 we h ! _s t ev] leads u on & on 9 tru?4 ,b "h is :]e we fail4 ,9 our ignorance or limit$ /ate ( unfoldm5t1 we h mi/ak5 ! symbol = t :i* is symboliz$ matt] is ! symbol1 z also ! body1 we h judg$ accord+ to appe>ances in/ead ( righte\s or /rictly true judgm5t2 we h yield$ to a belief 9 s91 h5ce are s]vants ( s94 ,! conception ( matt] z hav+ p[]1 is bas$ on appe>ances1 & because we h delegat$ to x a p[]1 h ackn[l$g$ x z an entity1 sep>ate f ! et]nal m9d1 x has enslav$ u4 ,reason+ 9 ?is way we f9d ev]y:]e two opposites or contradictories to be recogniz$ & judg$1 z ! visible & ! invisible1 ! mat]ial & ! spiritual1 ! false & ! true1 ! mortal & ! immortal1 ! unreal & ! real1 ! negative & ! positive4 ,judg+ ( ! true by t :i* is *angeless & et]nal1 we c decide at once on ^? qualities or attributes belong+ to or describ+ :at is true1 & by kn[+ :at is true1 we c readily di/+ui% x f ! errone\s4 ,we h consid]$ ^! great errors or negatives :i* ! _w has believ$ & /ill believes 91 & !y mu/ be dealt ) accord+ to sci5tific law4 ,?r\gh all ! ages ( ,*ri/ianity h be5 he>d ! words ( ! ,ma/]3 ',if any man w come aft] me1 let him d5y himself1 take up 8 cross & foll[ me2' b :o has und]/ood x8 ,! lett] ( ! law has inde$ be5 obs]v$ by _m e>ne/ foll[]s ( ,jesus to a degree n consid]$ necess>y 9 ?is age1 b :at has x demon/rat$8 ,:at has come ( all ! fa/+ & r5unciation1 ! cruel asceticism & sev]e discipl9e8 ,d ^! consci5ti\s disciples give an unmi/akable pro( ( _! disciple%ip by %[+ ! signs t mu/ foll[ ! true believ]8 ,h[ c !y :5 !y talk ( s91 sickness & dea?2 ( ?+s contradictory to ! nature1 p[] & pres5ce ( ,god8 ,!n !y mu/ n h und]/ood ! spiritual import ( ^! words ( ,jesus to 'd5y himself4' ,d5y means1 accord+ to ,web/]1 'to contradict2 to decl>e n to be true2 to disclaim connection )2 to refuse to ackn[l$ge2 to dis[n4' ,jesus meant d5y ! mortal ?\ght1 ! false self2 refuse to ackn[l$ge x z hav+ any au?ority2 & x is only z ! ,*ri/ foll[] proves ?is to be ! true mode ( d5y+ self1 t he c speak ) au?ority z to ! sci5tific me?od ( deal+ ) all ! errors to :i* mortal ?\ght gives bir?4 ,no o!r way has br\ght ! desir$ result2 h5ce we confid5tly ass]t t all ^! mi/akes agre$ to & p>ticipat$ 9 by mank9d mu/ be emphatically1 p]si/5tly1 sci5tifically d5i$4 ,sy/ematically & repeat$ly we say3 #a4 ,!re is no life1 sub/ance or intellig5ce 9 matt]4 #b4 ,!re is no s5sation or causation 9 matt]4 #c4 ,!re is no reality 9 matt]4 #d4 ,!re is no reality 9 s91 sickness or dea?4 #e4 ,!re is no reality 9 evil4 #f4 ,!re is no reality 9 mortal ?\ght4 ,?is is d5y+ ! self recogniz$ by ! _w4 ,?is is ! life t mu/ be laid d[n1 t mu/ be sacrific$1 lo/4 ,humanity has prov5 its subjection to ^! errors4 ,n[1 by its fai?ful rejection ( !m1 let x prove !m lies1 = ! =ce ( a lie is always annull$ by rejection4 ,?is proves ! law ref]r$ to by ,jesus :5 he made a d5ial ( self ! fir/ duty ( 8 disciples4 ,9 d5y+1 x is necess>y to say ! words ov] & ov] aga92 x may be me*anically at fir/1 b say !m ov]1 sev]al h\rs at a "t1 if possible4 ,m is accompli%$ by conc5tration ?an anybody is aw>e1 & ! repetition ( ! words helps to conc5trate ! ?\ght4 ,fir/ repeat ! :ole li/ ( d5ials1 !n select "o on :i* to sp5d mo/ ( ! "t = sev]al days4 ,! d5ial ( matt]1 = in/ance1 makes u m spiritually m9d$4 ,:5 d5y+1 try to realize !re is no space1 b t any:]e y s5d y\r ?\ght x w g1 & z y ?9k or say ! words1 y w be d5y+ error = ! _w z well z = y\rself1 z e ?\ght is _w-wide 9 its influ5ce1 & helps to free or b9d humanity1 ev5 z x is tru? or error4 ,to d5y is to put out ( m9d1 to erase1 z x 71 ! false beliefs4 ,be e>ne/1 be fai?ful1 & y w h an abundant rew>d4 ,?is1 de> ,john1 is ! sub/ance ( ! lecture z ne>ly z ,i c give x4 ,aft] ,mrs4 ,pe>l _h f9i%$ ! lesson1 %e reque/$ ! class to sit 9 sil5ce a few mom5ts & toge!r hold ! ?\ght1 ',!re is no reality 9 matt]2' aft] :i* we 7 dismiss$ ) ?is b5$iction3 ',may we realize t ,god is1 t _s is ! only reality4' ,! lessons are always op5$ by sil5t pray]1 :i* ,i h =gott5 to m5tion be=e4 ,please1 de> husb&1 obs]ve ^! rules & /udy e ass]tion z c>efully z ?\gh y 7 9 ! class4 ,y1 & ,grace1 & ,kate1 c accompli% a great deal toge!r2 b by all means don't pass judgm5t till y h c>efully exam9$ all ! evid5ce4 ,tell me all ab\t ! *ildr54 ,su* details w greatly com=t me1 = ,i mu/ confess t to-night ,i am ! lea/ bit homesick4 ,good night1 ,y\r lov+ ,,m>ion4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi4 ,god is comm&+ u (f1 e h\r ( our lives1 t[>d ?+s et]nal1 !re to f9d our good1 & build our re/4 ,sometimes ,he does x by tak+ u out ( ! _w1 & sometimes by tak+ ! _w out ( u4--,h4 ,bu%nell4 ,! second lett] has come1 said ,grace ! mom5t ,kate ent]$ ! room1 aft] h] day's lessons 7 ov]4 ,has x8 ,let u hurry & get ! tea ov] s we c /udy x4 ,don't y want to he> x fir/8 ,i hav5't look$ at x because ,i want$ to wait = y1 b ,i c't wait t long1 cri$ ,grace1 pull+ x out ( h] pa9t+-apron pocket4 ,all "r1 !n read away :ile ,i />t ! fire4 ,no2 come & sit d[n l a good *ild1 y c't half li/5 :5 y\r m9d is fill$ ) /oves & tea-pots4 ,kate smil$1 & draw+ h] *air up beside ,grace1 %e li/5$ to ! read+1 :ile h] face alt]nately bright5$ or d>k5$4 ,well1 x s\nds v beautiful & v plausible1 b ,i c't see h[ any "o c say !re is no evil :5 ! _w is full ( x1 & to say !re is no s91 sickness or dea?6 :y1 t is blasphem\s6 ,i "k ! ,bible won't corroborate t1 %e said1 9 a horrifi$ voice1 at ! conclusion ( ! lett]4 ,hold on1 we mu/ n be s fa/2 !re are good reasons = e /atem5t1 & %e says x is necess>y to say ^! d5ials ov] & ov]4 ,x is h>d] = me to believe !re is no matt]1 b if !re is a way to prove !re is none1 !n ,i w submit4 ,b fir/ let u see :at ! ,bible says1 said ! m mod]ate ,grace4 ,%e got ! ,bible & concordance1 b c\ld f9d no ref]5ce to matt] z p]ta9+ to physical creation1 b %e f\nd "u ! ^w fle% an allusion to ,john i3 #ab-ac1 & iii3 #f4 ,! fir/ reads1 began ,grace1 ',b z _m z receiv$ him1 to !m gave he p[] to become ! sons ( ,god1 ev5 to !m t believe on 8 "n1 :i* 7 born1 n ( blood1 nor ( ! w ( ! fle%1 nor ( ! w ( man1 b ( ,god4' ,t evid5tly ref]s to a creation possible to all1 b :]e is ! au?ority = say+ '!re is no matt]'8 ,%e pond]$ a mom5t1 !n ref]r$ to ! lett]--,oh1 ,i see6 ,%e says1 'no reality 9 matt]1' & !n goes on to expla9 ab\t ! real4 ,yes1 n[ ,i see4 ,d y und]/& x1 ,kate8 ,i c und]/& t ! body is n ! real1 repli$ ,kate1 ?\ghtfully1 = ,jesus said '! _s is all1 ! fle% pr(ite? no?+1' b-- ,t's s4 ,:y didn't we ?9k ( t be=e8 ,besides1 x 0 taught by ! anci5t philosoph]s z mu* z #d1jjj ye>s ago1 t matt] has no reality4 ,yes1 its pla9 to see h[ x c be1 !oretically1 b :]e !y c demon/rate x practically1 puzzles me4 ,"h is a ref]5ce2 let u see if t w tell u some?+4 ,%e read ,heb4 xi3 #c3 ',?r\gh fai? we und]/& t ! worlds 7 fram$ by ! ^w ( ,god1 s t ?+s :i* are se5 7 n made ( ?+s :i* d appe>4' ,t seems q conclusive1 said ,kate4 ,yes1 x does4 ,n[ we w consid] y\r problem1 repli$ ,grace1 runn+ h] f+] d[n ! ref]5ces1 & see if we c f9d any?+ 9 t4 ,let u be> 9 m9d1 %e cont9u$1 %e does n say !re is no appe>ance1 b no reality 9 evil4 ,among ! fir/ ref]5ces1 ,i f9d "o to ! tw5ty-?ird ,psalm3 ',i w fe> no evil1 = ?\ art ) me4' ,h[ pla9 t is6 ,( c\rse !re c be no evil :]e ,god is1 & ,god is ev]y:]e4 ,god is ,love4 ,9 ,love !re is no evil4 ,b j ?9k ( ! awful crimes t are committ$ e day1 & ! wick$ p :o commit !m1 demurr$ ,kate1 ) an incr$ul\s look4 ,we hav5't got f> en\gh to solve ev]y?+2 li/5 to ?is3 ',only ) ?9e eyes %alt ?\ behold & see ! rew>d ( ! wick$1' read ,grace4 ,t mu/ mean t ) ! c>nal m9d we see all ?+s opposite ,god1 & ) ! m9d ( ! _s we disc]n spiritual ?+s2 t is 9 ,romans some:]e1 exclaim$ ,kate1 ) a gleam ( und]/&+ 9 h] face4 ,:at ^w %all ,i look =8 ask$ ,grace1 int5tly pursu+ h] se>*4 ,m9d1 ,i ?9k2 %an't ,i look = x8 ,no2 "h x is 9 ! eigh? *apt] & t5? v]se3 ',! c>nal m9d is at enmity aga9/ ,god1 = x is n subject to ! law ( ,god1 nei!r inde$ c be4' ,t is pla9 en\gh4 ,x means t all ?\ghts opposite ,god & ,god's creations are ( ! animal man1 h5ce at enmity ) ,god1 & s9ce !re is no?+ real b ,god & ,8 creations1 ( c\rse !re is no reality 9 !m4 ,n[ y are satisfi$1 ar5't y1 ,kate8 ,i suppose ,i ought to be1 = ,i don't see any o!r way to und]/& ^? passages1 %e admitt$1 ) a sigh ( relief4 ,j "o m1 & we'll g on to ! next d5ial1 :i* w hit me1 ,i'm afraid1 cont9u$ ,grace4 ,%e turn$ to ,isa4 xxxiii3 #ae-af3 ,i decl>e1 ,kate1 "h is ! ess5ce ( ! :ole lesson1 & %e read3 ',he t walke? righte\sly1 & speake? uprightly' 7accord+ to ! true creation71 'he t despise? ! ga9 ( oppressions1 t %ake? 8 h& f hold+ ( bribes1 t /oppe? 8 e>s f he>+ ( blood1 & %utte? 8 eyes f see+ evil2 ,he %all dwell on high2 8 place ( def5ce %all be ! munitions ( rocks2 bread %all be giv5 him2 8 wat]s %all be sure4' ,i really did n "k !re 0 su* a passage 9 ! ,bible1 & ,i don't see :y o!r p hav5't f\nd x be=e1 said ,kate1 q won ov]4 ,b h[ /range x seems to d5y ?is way4 ,yes1 t is ! mo/ unreasonable "p ( x1 & yet ,i ?9k ,mrs4 ,hayd5 has expla9$ x v cle>ly4 ,n[ :at is next8 ask$ ,grace4 ,!re is no life1 sub/ance or intellig5ce 9 matt]1 answ]$ ,kate1 glanc+ at ! lett]4 ,i mu/ confess t puzzles me1 mus$ ,grace1 ?\ghtfully4 ,oh1 t is easy en\gh to und]/&1 :5 y rememb] ! _s is all1 besides1 :5 a p]son dies ! organs ( ! body may be p]fect1 b !re is no life or feel+1 & accord+ to ?is new und]/&+1 no sub/ance1 expla9$ ,kate1 9 h] turn4 ,i c see x well en\gh z a !ory1 b :at all ?is has to d ) practical e-day liv+1 is a my/]y to me4 ',we hav5't got f> en\gh to solve ev]y?+1' somebody said to me once1 & "h x is = y1 rem>k$ ,kate1 ) a spice ( mis*ief 9 h] tone4 ,all "r1 :at next8 ,no s5sation or causation 9 matt]2 b ,i ?9k t is answ]$ ! same way z ! o!r4 ,b ?is la/ "o2 ,i d wond] if ! ,bible corroborates x8 ,kate look$ tr\bl$ aga91 z %e read3 ',!re is no s91 sickness nor dea?4' ,! same reason+ applies to t z to all ! re/4 ,!re is no reality to any?+ b ,god's creation1 & t is *angeless & p]fect4 ,b we w see :at ! ,bible has to say2 ,i4 ,john iii3 #b-aj4 ,9 ! second v]se x reads3 ',belov$1 n[ are we ! sons ( ,god1 b x do? n yet appe> :at we %all be2' t ( c\rse is an ass]tion ( our spiritual self4 ,!n v]se n9e says3 ',:osoev] is born ( ,god do? n commit s91 = 8 se$ rema9e? 9 him & he c n s91 because he is born ( ,god4' ,!n x seems pla9 !re c be no s9 to ! _s1 nei!r c !re be sickness nor dea?4 ,x is wond]ful1 murmur$ ,kate4 ,:at is next8 pursu$ ,grace1 ) ! concordance op5 be=e h]4 ,t is all1 except %e expla9s ! use & necessity ( d5ial1 & sugge/s to ,mr4 ,hayd5 ! b5efit ( d5y+ = h\rs at a "t4 ,well1 we c d t1 too4 ,if x is good = him1 x mu/ be = u4 ,i mean to d x1 said ,grace1 %utt+ h] book ) a snap & pac+ back & =? excit$ly4 ,oh1 well1 take x calmly2 we c d t :ile we are gett+ supp]1 & ,i am hungry n[4 ,d y "k x is sev5 o'clock8 ,kate exclaim$1 look+ at h] wat*4 ,two h\rs we h be5 /udy+1 said ,grace4 ,really1 ?is is z int]e/+ z pa9t+4 ,i don't see "o ?+ b :at is reasonable1 d y1 ,kate8 ,n ! way x seems n[4 ,aft] ev]y?+ 0 put away !y began mak+ e>ne/ application ( ! rules4 ,ea* sat sil5tly ?9k+1 accord+ to directions3 ,!re is no reality 9 matt]1 !re is no reality 9 matt]1 etc4 ,= two h\rs nei!r spoke4 ,!n ,kate said3 ,i feel s light2 z ?\gh !re 7 no weight to my body4 ,:at does x mean8 ,i don't "k1 unless x %[s y are realiz+ :at y say4 ,t is x4 ,i c feel t !re is no ob/ruction to _s or ?\ght2 t _s is limitless & ,god is ev]y:]e4 ,%e seem$ lo/ 9 h] new ?\ghts1 & w5t to b$ z ?\gh %e 7 dream+4 ,grace _h exp]i5c$ no?+ b a s5se ( dullness & extreme sleep9ess4 ,,*apt] ,,xvii4 ,! s\l is n a comp5sation1 b a life4 ,! s\l is4 ,"u all ?is sea ( circum/ance1 ^: wat]s ebb & fl[ ) p]fect balance1 lies ! aborig9al abyss ( real ,be+4 ,exi/5ce or ,god is n a relation or a "p1 b a :ole4--,em]son4 ,,m>l[1 ,septemb] ----4 ,de> husb&3 ,i 0 made v happy ?is morn+ by ! messages f home1 & especially ,fr$'s & ,jamie's baby ef=ts4 ,!y want$ to s5d mamma _! love1 & ! /raggl+ *>act]s meant = words1 convey z mu* mean+ z ?\gh !y 7 9 good ,engli%1 = !y speak to me 9 unmi/akable language4 ,:y d ,i und]/& s well8 ,ah1 ,john1 ,i see4 ,because1 be+ fill$ ) love = !m1 ,i recognize ! same quality 9 :at !y feel = me1 & only ne$ a sign to read ! mean+ back ( x4 ,z ,i write1 new light comes to me reg>d+ ! real mean+ ( signs & symbols4 ,until we are fill$ ) a desire & love = ,god1 we c n p]ceive or und]/& ! real mean+ ( ! univ]se1 c n read ,god's love = u4 ,until we h a consci\s appreh5sion t !re is a spiritual k1 we c n recognize spiritual tru?4 ,oh1 ,i c n help wi%+ y _h be5 "h to-day6 ,x 0 simply gr&2 su* an uplift+1 su* a glimpse ( ! wondr\s ,n[4 ,we le>n$ ab\t :at is1 :at we are & h[ to prove ourselves ,god's *ildr54 ,mrs4 ,pe>l op5$ ) a few words on ! use & necessity ( sil5ce1 aft] :i* we 7 all sil5t a:ile1 :5 %e comm5c$3 ,g>field said1 ',! _w's hi/ory is a div9e poem1 ( :i* ! hi/ory ( e nation is a canto & e man a ^w4 ,its /ra9s h be5 peal+ along d[n ! c5turies1 & ?\gh !re h be5 ! discords ( w>r+ cannon & dy+ m51 yet to ! ,*ri/ian1 ! philosoph]1 ! hi/orian & ! humble li/5]1 !re has be5 a div9e melody runn+ ?r\gh ! song1 :i* speaks ( hope & halcyon days to come4' ,:at has made possible ?is div9e melody b ! _s ( love & tru? t ev] animates ! *ildr5 ( ,god8 ,7 x n = ?is ve91 nay ?is :ol5ess ( ! invisible _s1 :at c\ld we h on :i* to f\nd hopes ( 'halcyon days8' ,n f ! visible man ( fle% & blood d all ?+s beautiful & true emanate1 nor f ! mat]ial & un/able1 b f ! "o s\rce t is ,god1 z appreh5d$ & realiz$ by ,8 idea1 ! real1 invisible1 spiritual man4 ,beauty1 wor?1 c only be 9 idea or und]/&+4 ,:at made ,milton1 ,%akespe>e1 ,em]son1 truly great 0 _! appropriation & manife/ation ( ! invisible inh]itance ( _s1 m9d4 ,:at is man )\t intellig5ce1 )\t love1 )\t life1 )\t tru?8 ,! real man is spiritual because he is ! idea ( ,_s1 ,m9d1 ,god1 ! only ,creator4 ,all t is gr&1 noble1 true 9 an individual is a manife/ation ( ! ,god-p[] & pres5ce4 ,!re is b "o real ,m9d1 & all real or positive ?\ght or intellig5ce is ! manife/ation ( ,m9d1 :i* is ,god4 ,!re is b "o real ,intellig5ce1 & ! intellig5ce manife/$ by ! individual is ! ,intellig5ce :i* is ,god4 ,god is absolutely "o ,v]ity1 ! primordial ,ess5ce4 ,b h[ %all we "k ?is z a fact8 ,h[ %all we prove x z an incontrov]tible tru?8 y ask4 ,by p]si/5t ackn[l$gem5t ( ,god & ,8 creation1 we become "o ) ,him1 & to be "o ) ,god is to "k absolute ,tru?4 ,we are condition$ by ! ?\ghts we ?9k & by ! words we speak4 ,by ?9k+ & speak+ "r words we manife/ true conditions2 by ?9k+ & speak+ wrong words we manife/ false conditions4 ',z a man ?9ke? 9 8 he>t s is he4' ,if we desire to manife/ /r5g?1 ju/ice or wisdom ( ,god1 we mu/ 'ackn[l$ge ,god 9 all our ways4' ',! only salvation1' says ,george ,mac,donald1 'is be+ fill$ ) ! _s ( ,god1 hav+ ! same m9d z ,*ri/4' ,9 ord] to realize ! ess5ce ( ^! words1 9 ord] to realize ! ess5ce ( any tru?1 we mu/ ent] into its mean+ by becom+ "o ) x1 by mak+ ourselves ! expression ( its h>mony1 ! picture ( its idea4 ,kn[+ ! pot5cy ( ! ^w1 we say ! true words ov] & ov] aga91 sil5tly or audibly1 we ?9k ( !m 9 e possible way1 ) v>i$ expression if we w1 z x is ! ?\ght1 ! prime idea t we are seek+ to manife/4 ,we want ! true salvation2 'we want to be fill$ ) ! _s2' we want ! tru? t makes free2 we want /r5g?1 ju/ice1 wisdom4 ,to secure ^! we h only to rid ourselves ( ! false & be fill$ ) ! true4 ,by ! positive d5ial ( a lie we annul ! lie2 by ! positive affirmation ( tru? we e/abli% tru?1 or r our consci\sness ( tru? is e/abli%$2 ?us1 z we d5y error or affirm tru?1 are we c>ri$ =w>d & upw>d4 ,^! are ! 'wond]ful words ( life' t clo! u ) righte\sness4 ,! words t we use fir/ are /atem5ts ( fundam5tal ,tru?1 ackn[l$g+ :o & :at ,god is1 :at we are1 & 9 :at relation we /& to our ,fa!r4 #a4 ,god is ,life1 ,tru?1 ,love1 ,sub/ance4 #b4 ,god is omnipres5t1 omnisci5t & omnipot5t4 #c4 ,i am ! idea ( ,god1 & 9 ,him ,i h my be+4 #d4 ,god is my suffici5cy 9 all "w & my w 9 all ways4 #e4 ,i am subject to ,god's law & c n s91 suff] or die4 ,ov] & ov] aga9 we speak ! words1 & by m>vel\s law new mean+s fla% ^u u1 new ?\ghts are born1 new int]pretations come to efface ! m obscure ones ( ! pa/4 ,x may be easi] to foll[ e d5ial ) its correspond+ affirmation2 if s1 /udy ! lesson t way4 ,hold to ea* affirmation till x yields its pe>l4 ,take ! fir/1 ',god is ,life2' say ! words ov] & ov]1 ?9k ( !m 9 e conceivable way4 ,make e t9y leaf & sl5d] blade ( grass tell y some?+ ( ! inf9ite ,life4 ,be> 9 m9d t e :]e life is manife/$1 :e!r 9 plant1 animal or man1 :]ev] we look !re is omnipres5t ,life4 ,god is ,life4 ,?is same ,life is our life1 :i* c n be tak5 away f u4 ,?is ,life is good1 & 9 ,x we live ev5 z ,god lives 9 u4 ,oh1 wondr\s life t fl[s on & on1 )\t beg9n+1 )\t end1 ev5 z ! riv] s+s3 ',m5 may come & m5 may g1 b ,i g on =ev]4' ,god is ,tru?1 all tru?1 :]esoev] or by :omsoev] recogniz$1 is ! ev]la/+ ,tru? t mu/ =ev] be4 ,!re is n a community or *ur*1 n a society or family1 b is organiz$ & held toge!r by "s phase ( ! all-embrac+ & p]fect ,tru?4 ,! diff]5t sects & p>ties are only diff]5t because c]ta9 p see ! same side ( ,tru?1 & pref]r+ to be ( "o m9d1 !y sep>ate or unite & build _! respective sanctu>ies4 ',tru? is always pres5t1 & we only ne$ to lift ! iron lids ( ! m9d's eye to read its oracles1' said ,em]son4 ,:5 ! 'iron lids' are lift$ we %all see z "o1 we %all belong to ! ,*ur* ( ! univ]se & ! oracle %all reveal to u its deepe/ secrets & mo/ sacr$ my/]ies4 ,tru? is4 ,all t we h1 c h1 or w h or c conceive (1 exi/s 9 ! ev] pres5t ,"h & ,n[4 ,x only rema9s = u to recognize & ackn[l$ge x4 ,god is ,love4 ,to realize ! mighty sea ( omnipot5t ,love t enfolds & blesses humanity1 w\ld be to plunge into ! heal+ wat]s ( ,be!sda4 ,l ! sick man1 we wait until ! maje/ic ,*ri/ comm&s u to arise--help ourselves1 in/ead ( wait+ = o!rs to put u into ! cleans+ curr5t4 ,let u recognize1 !n1 ! allness1 ! t5d]ness1 ! sacr$ness ( ?is div9e ,love by subm]g+ ourselves 9 x1 until all ?\ghts ( evil1 suff]+ or hatr$ are lo/ 9 its embrace4 ',lift up ! gates t ! k+ ( glory may ent] 91' sang ,david1 & we too cry al\d ) e>ne/ aspiration t ! gates %all be lift$ away1 t into our consci\sness may come ! high tide ( omnipres5t ,love4 ',love alone is wisdom1 love alone is p[]1 & :5 love seems to fail x is :]e self has /epp$ 9 & dull$ ! pot5cy ( its rays4' ,god is our sub/ance4 ,true sub/ance alone is reliable4 ,god is our rod & our /aff4 ,firmly rely+ on ! ,rock ( sub/ance :i* is ,god1 we c n be %ak51 c n be de/roy$4 ,?\gh all seem+ p[]s tott] & fall ar\nd u1 ! ,"o is ev] ! same1 indivisible1 un*angeable ,i ,am4 ,:5 we are "o ) ! et]nal ,sub/ance1 weakness1 dang]1 failure %r9k into c[]+ no?+ness4 ,/udy to "k1 & "k to live1 %\ld be our motto4 ,d5y all error & affirm all ,tru? is ! way to appropriate :atsoev] we desire to manife/4 ,d5y weakness & affirm /r5g?1 d5y discord & affirm h>mony1 d5y sickness & affirm heal?4 ,:y8 ,because we erase ! false beliefs ( weakness1 discord1 sickness1 by ! d5ial1 & appropriate /r5g?1 h>mony1 :ol5ess by affirmation4 ,c ! spiritual self be ignorant1 weak1 sick or s9ful8 we argue4 ,impossible1 = ,god is our suffici5cy1 is all !re is4 ,we refuse to admit any belief ( dullness & ignorance1 b gratefully ackn[l$ge our lik5ess to ,god our ,wisdom4 ,we refuse to ent]ta9 any?+ contr>y to ! ,good1 b fell[%ip only ) ,god-l qualities4 ,!y are ours by "r ( inh]itance4 ,we gladly claim !m & prove our claim by our manife/ation4 ,cleans+ our consci\sness f false conceptions1 :at wondr\s p[] may we n reflect6 ,our suffici5cy is ( ,god1 n ( ourselves1 & to ,him we ascribe all honor & glory4 ,! ,ma/] taught ! div95ess ( yield+ our w :olly to ,god1 ',n my w b ?9e be done1' ,he pray$4 ,?is is ! highe/ conception ( ! d5ial ( self4 ,! mortal self is to be set aside1 our immortal consci\sness awak5$ into on5ess ) ! ,fa!r4 ,mac,donald has beautifully said1 ',on5ess ) ! mighty ,all is ! "o end ( life--,god or *aos is ! only alt]native4' ,we say ,god works ?r\gh man to w & to d1 & implicitly tru/ ! div9e ,intellig5ce t guides e wait+ *ild4 ,we *oose ! ,good & rev]5tly await our lead+s4 ,9 e /ormy trial1 9 e d\btful mom5t1 9 e h>d-press$ circum/ance we /& aside & let ! div9e w "w ?r\gh u4 ,!re c be no mi/ak+ ?is /&+ aside4 ,x is n to sit d[n idly ) no ?\ght ( responsibility or ef=t1 b x is to d ! be/ we c s f> z we "k1 con/antly await+ m k ( ,god's w & m /r5g? to d4 ,:5 ! w ( man is at "o ) ! w ( ,god1 :5 man realizes 8 mortal no?+ness & ! allness ( ,god1 !re is div9e & p]fect heal+4 ,! poet 0 "r :5 he wrote1 ',our wills are ours we "k n h[1 ,our wills are ours to make !m ,?9e4' ',i am subject to ! law ( ,god & c n s91 suff] nor die4' ,! real ,i is gov]n$ by _s1 z an idea is gov]n$ by ! m9d t ?9ks x4 ,! real creation1 be+ spiritual1 c n be subject to mortal beliefs or 'c>nal m9d :i* is at enmity ) ,god4' ,) _s !re c be no s91 sickness nor dea?1 = ^! are enemies to be ov]come by ! ,son ( ,god1 ! ,*ri/ )94 ',?\ wilt keep him 9 p]fect peace ^: m9d is /ay$ on ,!e4' ',! la/ enemy 7belief7 to be ov]come is dea?4' ,until we p]si/5tly refuse to judge accord+ to appe>ances1 & ackn[l$ge ! true & invisible1 we w cont9ue 9 our old code ( beliefs & be at ! m]cy ( ! consequ5ces4 ,:5 we recognize ! ,*ri/ or ,god pr9ciple )91 we are !n truly ! sons & daught]s ( ,god4 ,spiritual insight gives a logical & to "s1 a new mean+ to ! t]m ,*ri/4 ,*ri/ means ,tru? & ,tru? means ,god4 ',9 ! beg9n+ 0 ! ,^w & ! ,^w 0 ) ,god & ! ,^w 0 ,god1 & ! ,^w 0 made manife/ 9 ! fle%1 or ! ,^w 0 made fle% & dwelt among u4' ',sanctify !m ?r\gh ?y tru?1 ?y ^w is tru?4' ,jesus said ( ,himself1 ',i am ! way1 ! tru? & ! life4' ,b ,he did n speak ?is ( ,8 physical body1 ,he ref]r$ to ! _s or ,*ri/ )91 :i* 0 "o ) ! ,fa!r1 t 0 & is1 lit]ally ! way1 ! tru? & ! life4 ,if y w sub/itute ,tru? = ,*ri/ any place 9 ! ,bible1 ) ?is und]/&+1 y w be able to read & appreh5d z nev] be=e4 ,9 ?is l9e ( ?\ght read ! ?irty-fif? *apt] ( ,isaiah1 ! title ( :i* is ',! joyful fl\ri%+ ( ,*ri/'s 7,tru?'s7 k+dom4' ,) ?is und]/&+1 we s mu* m cle>ly see :at ,paul meant :5 he said su* ?+s z ',y\r life is hid ) ,*ri/ 9 ,god1' ',*ri/ 9 y1 ! hope ( glory1' ',until ,*ri/ be =m$ 9 y1' & _m o!r simil> expressions4 ,9 ! eigh? *apt] ( ,romans1 especially ! fir/ v]se1 x is mu* cle>] by read+ ) ?is new spiritual signification4 ',!re is1 !re=e1 n[ no condemnation to !m :i* are 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus 7,tru?71 :o walk n aft] ! fle% b aft] ! _s4' ,:o c\ld ev] believe ! physical ,jesus 0 meant8 ,no3 ,*ri/ 0 exactly :at ! fir/ *apt] ( ,john says ,he 01 ! ,^w 7or ,tru?7 made manife/ 9 ! fle%1 & ! "n ( ! fle% 0 ,jesus4 ,jesus ,*ri/ means ,jesus1 ! manife/ation ( ,tru?1 & ?is expla9s _m hi!rto obscure passages1 :i* are exce$+ly h>d to und]/&1 :5 ! fle% & _s are reg>d$ z "o4 ,:at va/ possibilities unfold to ! human be+ p]si/5t 9 8 se>* = tru?6 ,:at a glori\s realm ( k1 :at wond]ful p[]1 :at blissful peace1 = he w h 'put on ! new man1 :i* is r5ew$ 9 k aft] ! image ( him t creates him4' ,he w h atta9$ ! cle> vision ( lib]ty1 = he w no long] be b\nd to ! 'lett] t kille?' b be fill$ ) ! '_s t give? life4' ,! sil5ce at ! close seem$ l a baptism ( peace4 ,to me came ! realization ( ! intimate relation%ip ( ,god's *ildr5 to _! ,fa!r1 ^: love ev] comes z a b5$iction to ^? :o w or c1 recognize & appropriate x4 ,) love to y all1 ,i am1 ,,y\r ,,m>ion4 ,p4 ,s4 ,i take great pa9s to h ! quotations accurate1 & =tunately ,i h made ! acqua9tance ( ! %or?& report] 9 ! class :o sits next to me2 %e takes notes & z a special favor1 reads ! quotations = me aft] ! class is dismiss$4 ,once m1 good-bye4 ,m4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii4 ,got b ! tru? once utt]$1 & 'tis l ,a /> new-born t drops into its place1 ,& :i*1 once circl+ 9 its placid r\nd1 ,n all ! tumult ( ! e>? c %ake4 --,l[ell4 ,h[ are y gett+ on 9 y\r /udy ( ,*ri/ian ,heal+8 ask$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 meet+ ,kate z he 0 go+ home1 & h&+ h] ! lett]4 ,x is gett+ pla9]1 b ,grace seems to cat* ! reason ( ?+s mu* m readily ?an ,i4 ,9 fact1 ,i am afraid ,i %\ld h giv5 up 9 disgu/ _h n %e help$ me out1 = "s ( ! /atem5ts seem$ s unreasonable4 ,!y are r inconsi/5t 9 "s respects1 ,i mu/ admit2 b if we w only be pati5t1 & n all[ prejudice to color our judgm5t1 ev]y?+ w /raight5 out1 repli$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 smil+4 ,y notice ,m>ion is c>eful to w>n me n to judge ha/ily4 ,%e kn[s h[ ,i am 9 religi\s matt]s1 always insi/+ on ! "o int]pretation4 ,b ,i am gr[+ "s1 ,i hope1 s ,i tru/ my judgm5t is broad en\gh to make a fair & imp>tial inve/igation4 ,d y foll[ directions ab\t d5y+8 ,kate ask$1 z !y walk$ along4 ,i am try+ to1 b ( c\rse my days are busy1 & ev5+s some:at tak5 up ) ! *ildr54 ,/ill1 ,i d5y matt] z be+ in]t1 hav+ absolutely no p[] ( itself1 except :at is delegat$ to x by ! s5ses4 ,i "k x has no life1 intellig5ce or causation ( itself1 b only z man 9 8 ignorance all[s x to h4 ,?is has be5 held by wise m5 ( all ages4 ,i h an idea ?is way ( ?9k+ w help me 9 bus9ess z well z socially & religi\sly4 ,i am glad to he> t1 said ,kate2 ?\gh ,i mu/ confess at fir/ ,i 0 v mu* afraid to look into ?is2 b la/ night ,i _h a v cle> assurance t !re is some?+ 9 x4 ,grace & ,i d5i$ a long "t1 & ,i _h a mo/ peculi> exp]i5ce4 ,su* a /range1 exalt$ feel+1 z if !re 7 no weight ab\t me1 & x 0 v cle> t !re is no reality 9 matt]4 ,rem>kable6 murmur$ ,mr4 ,hayd54 ,suppose y come d[n ,sunday & we'll comp>e notes1 he sugge/$1 z he turn$ ! corn] t[>d home4 ,we w1 %e promis$1 & w5t on ) a hurri$ /ep1 anxi\s to read ! lett]1 = %e 0 n[ z int]e/$ z ,grace4 ,:5 %e arriv$ at _! rooms %e f\nd h] fri5d _h gone out1 s %e w5t ab\t ! dome/ic duties1 resolv+ to h ev]y?+ ready :5 ,grace return$4 ,isn't t a beautiful lesson8 exclaim$ ,grace1 :5 !y f9ally sat d[n to /udy1 lat] 9 ! ev5+4 ,p]fectly gr&2 b ,i want ! ,bible corroboration1 ?\gh ,i am n afraid x is n !re ?is "t4 ,( c\rse ev]y?+ t proves ! !ory helps to e/abli% ! consequ5t facts1 & ,i suspect all ?+s prove x :5 we und]/& x4 ,well1 "h is ! fir/ /atem5t ab\t ,god t is ab\t ! same z 9 ! fir/ lesson1 said ,grace4 ,look up ! ref]5ces to life4 ,"h is "o 9 ,psalm xxvii3 #a4 ',! ,"l is my life & my salvation1 :om %all ,i fe>8' read ,kate2 & "h is ano!r 9 ,acts xvii3 #be3 ',god give? to all life1 & brea?1 & all ?+s4' ,t is good2 see if y c f9d ano!r1 said ,grace4 ,"h is "o1 b ,i h>dly und]/& x--,john xi3 #be1 #bf4 ',jesus said unto h]1 ,i am ! resurrection & ! life2 he t believe? on me1 ?\gh he 7 dead1 yet %all he live2 & :osoev] live? & believe? 9 me %all nev] die4' ,:at c t mean1 ,grace8 ,wait a mom5t1 said ,grace1 sil5tly pond]+4 ,!n %e look$ aga9 at ! lett]4 ,:y1 ( c\rse6 ,h[ c\ld we =get s easily8 ,i _h x j a mom5t ago4 ,jesus nev] ref]r$ to 8 fle% & blood :5 he spoke ( himself z life1 resurrection1 tru?1 bread1 b always meant ! ,_s ( ,god t 0 manife/ 9 him1 & ! ,_s ( ,god :i* is ! ,*ri/1 is ,tru?1 & :osoev] believes or appreh5ds ,tru?1 %all be :ole & live4 ,b x says1 '%all nev] die1' int]rupt$ ,kate1 /ill unsatisfi$4 ,i don't "k1 !n1 unless x means '! ,_s is all4' ,f9d ano!r passage4 ,kate read ,john vi3 #ea-fd1 & !n add$1 anxi\sly1 x seems to gr[ m my/]i\s all ! "t4 ,nev] m9d1 let u be pati5t4 ,read ! fifty-fir/ & sixty-?ird v]ses aga94 ,kate read1 ',i am ! liv+ bread :i* came d[n f heav51 if any man eat ( ?is bread1 he %all live =ev]2 & ! bread t ,i w give is my fle%1 :i* ,i w give = ! life ( ! _w4444 ,x is ! _s t quick5e?2 ! fle% pr(ite? no?+1 ! words t ,i speak unto y !y are _s & !y are life4' ,t la/ clause is ! key to all1 exclaim$ ,grace1 eag]ly4 ,he 0 ! ,^w1 idea made manife/ 9 ! fle%4 ,fle% 0 a symbol ( ,^w1 & he said !y 7 to eat 8 fle%1 :i* meant !y 7 to eat 8 ^w4 ,n[ let u look up ,^w1 s9ce s mu* h+es ^u t4 ,rapidly turn+ ov] ! leaves1 ,kate read aga91 ,john xv3 #g3 ',if ye abide 9 me & my words abide 9 y1 ye %all ask :at ye w & x %all be done unto y4' ,!re we h x4 ,*ri/1 we mu/ rememb]1 means ,tru?4 ,if we abide 9 ! ,tru? & ! words ( ,tru? abide 9 u1 t is1 9 ord] to eat ! fle% & dr9k ! blood ( ,*ri/1 we are to abide 9 ! _s & speak ! words ( ,tru?4 ,oh1 h[ beautiful6 ,yes1 x is4 ,"h is ano!r passage1 ,col4 iii3 #c1 #d3 ',= ye are dead1 & y\r life is hid ) ,*ri/ 9 ,god4444 ,:5 ,*ri/1 :o is our life1 %all appe>1 !n %all ye also appe> ) him 9 glory4' ,ev5 ,i1 c see t1 cri$ ! delight$ ,kate1 & ,i rememb] a v]se 9 ,ephesians1 iv3 #ah1 t w make x /ill pla9]4 ,"h x is3 ',hav+ ! und]/&+ d>k5$1 be+ ali5at$ f ! life ( ,god ?r\gh ! ignorance t is 9 !m1 because ( ! bl9dness ( _! he>t' 7m9d74 ,ignorance is ! opposite ( tru?1 & "o :o is ignorant ( tru? is subject to ! c>nal m9d :i* leads to dea?4 ,:5 we "k tru?1 we "k ! opposite ( dea?1 :i* is life1 s :5 ,*ri/ ! ,tru?1 :i* is life1 %all appe>1 we %all be glorifi$ ) ! k ( et]nal life1 & j z f> z we realize tru? we manife/ x1 d we n8 ,%e appeal$ to ,grace1 z if ! ?\ght 7 too good to be true1 & mu/ ne$s be confirm$ be=e %e c\ld believe x4 ,manife/ x8 ,:y yes2 ,i suppose s2 t means 9 ! body1 answ]$ ,grace1 ?9k+ deeply2 manife/ tru? 9 ! body4 ,( c\rse1 %e cont9u$1 we w %[ =? a m p]fect body 9 proportion z we ackn[l$ge & realize m p]fect ?\ght4 ,h[ /rangely we lose our premise6 ,if ?is c\ld n be reason$ out s cle>ly1 ,i %\ld get all tangl$ up2 z x is1 ,i don't keep out ( sn>ls4 ,j ?9k ( poor me :o seem to h no reason+ faculty at all 9 ^! matt]s4 ,:at %\ld ,i h done )\t y to help me out8 qu]i$ ,kate4 ,grace smil$ z %e repli$3 ,9 "o s5se y w get on fa/] ?an ,i1 = y c get x spiritually or intuitively1 :ile ,i get x only intellectually1 & ! intuition flies :]e reason walks4 ,y _h a p]ception ( ! unreality ( matt] la/ night & ,i _h no?+ at all b /upidity & sleep9ess4 ,b let u g on4 ,i am m deeply int]e/$ ?an ,i c tell1 & ! ,bible is a new book to me4 ,i nev] dream$ !re 7 su* treasures ( tru? 9 x4 ,no matt] :]e ,i read 9 ! ,bible be=e1 ,i c\ld n und]/&1 & !n ,i /opp$ try+1 b x is v diff]5t n[4 ,:at is ! next po9t 9 ! lesson8 ask$ ,kate1 tak+ up ! ,bible aga94 ,i am ! *ild ( ,god4 ,look = *ild4 ,yes1 9 ,rom4 viii3 #af1 #ag3 ',! _s itself be>e? witness ) our _s1 t we are *ildr5 ( ,god3 & if *ildr51 !n heirs2 heirs ( ,god1 & jo9t heirs ( ,*ri/2 if s be t we suff] ) him4' ,t means1 said ,grace1 we prove ourselves heirs if we suff] ) him1 mortify ! fle%1 lay d[n ! life ( appetites & passions & talk cont9ually ( spiritual ?+s2 9 %ort1 live ! life t ,jesus did4 ,"h 9 ,gal4 iv3 #a3 ',! heir1 z long z he is a *ild1 diff]e? no?+ f a s]vant1 ?\gh he is "l ( all1' read ,kate4 ,:ile he has a *ild's ignorance ( 8 inh]itance1 ( c\rse he c\ld n enjoy its possession1 & ! long] he rema9s ignorant1 ! long] w he h ! /ation ( a s]vant1 expla9$ ,grace1 readily4 ,b !re is a seem+ conflict 9 ! two passages4 ,! fir/ says ! _s itself tells u we are *ildr5 & heirs1 & ! second says1 z long z he is a *ild1 ev5 ?\gh an heir1 he is no?+ b a s]vant1 said ,kate1 9 p]plexity aga94 ,b isn't !re a place 9 ! ,te/am5t some:]e ab\t be+ born aga98 inquir$ ,grace4 ,yes1 repli$ ,kate1 wond]+ :at t c\ld h to d ) x4 ,yes1 t is :]e ,nicodemus w5t to ,jesus by night-- ,f9d x1 int]rupt$ ,grace1 :o 0 det]m9$ to be ?or\gh 9 ?is /udy at lea/4 ,john1 iii3 #c-g1 reads3 ',except a man be born aga91 he c n see ! k+dom ( ,god4444 ,t :i* is born ( fle% is fle%1 & t :i* is born ( _s is _s4' ,well6 said ,kate1 z %e f9i%$4 ,didn't we le>n t ! words are _s & life1 & does x n mean we are born into ! spiritual k by abid+ 9 ! words ( tru?8 reason$ ,grace4 ,:y1 t is x1 ,i d believe1 & "o ( ! la/ v]ses ( ! ?ird *apt] ( ,galatians says1 '= ye are all ! *ildr5 ( ,god by fai? 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4' ,by fai? 9 ! ,tru?1 am5d$ ,grace1 = ! sake ( ! cle>] mean+4 ,:at a /upid ,i am6 cri$ ,kate4 ,a mom5t lat] %e said ?\ghtfully1 !re is a text 9 ! fir/ *apt] ( ,james :i* reads3 ',( 8 own w begat he u ) ! ^w ( tru?1 t we might be a k9d ( fir/ fruits ( 8 creatures4' ,my y\?ful ,sunday s*ool tra9+ is n q 9 va91 %e add$1 meekly4 ,x w\ld n take u s long if we knew ! ,bible z "s p d1 provid$ we want to take t z sole au?ority1 rem>k$ ,grace1 ref]r+ to ! lett] aga94 ,i don't "k ab\t ! advantage ( kn[+ ! passages unless y c int]pret !m1 & t is c]ta9ly ess5tial to ! und]/&+1 repli$ ,kate1 ?\ghtfully1 z %e drew h] h& sl[ly ov] ! op5 page4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ref]s to ! lib]ty br\ght by ! _s4 ,suppose y look up a ref]5ce to lib]ty1 sugge/$ ,grace4 ,yes1 said ,kate1 a mom5t lat]1 "h 9 v]ses #ag & #ah ( ,,ii4 ,cor41 ?ird *apt]1 x reads1 ',n[ ! ,"l is t _s1 & :]e ! _s ( ! ,"l is1 !re is lib]ty4444 ,b we all1 behold+ z 9 a glass ! glory ( ! ,"l1 are *ang$ into ! same image f glory to glory1 ev5 z by ! ,_s ( ! ,"l4' ,:y1 ,grace1 exclaim$ ,kate1 %utt+ ! book 9 h] eag]ness1 ,i see x all n[4 ,by d5ial we take away falsities t b> u f look+ into ! face ( ,god 7,good71 & by ! affirmation we ackn[l$ge ,him1 :i* is turn+ an op5 face to ,him & reflect+ ,8 glory4 ,isn't t ! way y und]/& x8 ,kate's face 0 all agl[ ) en?usiasm4 ,a new light _h come to h]1 & %e 0 lift$ to a high] plane1 bo? 9 conception & feel+4 ,t is a beautiful int]pretation1 b ,i don't want to /op to ?9k ab\t x n[1 said ,grace1 ) a yawn1 betray+ fatigue = ! fir/ "t4 ,:y1 ,grace1 a little :ile ago y said y 7 's int]e/$4' ,:at has come ov] y8 0 ,kate's r discomfit$ answ]4 ,oh1 no?+1 no?+6 rejo9$ ,grace ha/ily1 only y "k "o c be surfeit$ ) good ?+s1 b nev] m9d4 ,i %all n /op till we get ?r\gh ) ?is look+ up1 & !n ,i mu/ h a good long ?9k4 ,%e playfully *uck$ ,kate "u h] *91 & ask$ h] to g on1 b ! se>*+ 0 n s spontane\s z be=e1 & 9 ! spontaneity ( /udy lies ! acquisition ( k4 ,grace1 x mu/ be confess$1 0 compell+ h]self to a ?or\gh intellectual inve/igation :i*1 till n[1 _h be5 a novel pleasure1 b 0 gett+ a little monoton\s1 al?\gh %e 0 deeply int]e/$ & m pleas$ ) ! ,bible read+s ?an %e w\ld h ?\ght possible1 because1 z %e _h said h]self1 ! ,bible _h be5 a seal$ book to h] be=e4 ,%e 0 v c>eful to conceal ?is new feel+ f ,kate1 = at lea/1 %e w\ld n lay "o ob/acle 9 h] pa?1 & aft] a few mom5ts' desultory conv]sation1 !y w5t on z be=e4 ,! next affirmation is ab\t ! w1 :at c y f9d = t8 ask$ ,grace1 z !y _h resum$ _! /udy aga94 ,i h f\nd x already1 repli$ ,kate1 ) h] f+] on ! passage4 ,9 ,phil4 ii3 #ac3 ',= x is ,god :o worke? 9 y bo? to w & to d ( 8 good pleasure4' ,t subord9ation to ! w ( ,god runs all ?r\gh ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,"h is ! la/ "o1 resum$ ,grace1 ref]r+ to ! lett] aga94 ,i am subject to ,god's law & c n s91 suff] or die1 %e read4 ,oh1 t does n s\nd "r2 ,i d n see h[ x c be "r to say su* ?+s1 int]pos$ ,kate1 d>k5+ aga94 ,%e look$ up a ref]5ce to s9 & turn$ to ! six? *apt] ( ,romans4 ,i don't see v cle>ly yet1 %e falt]$1 aft] %e _h f9i%$ ! *apt]4 ,yes1 9 ! #af? v]se is ! key to x all1 said ,grace1 look+ ov] ! page ) h]4 ,! idea is1 if we admit s9 or talk ab\t x1 we are committ+ s91 = x is wrong to d ei!r4 ,i und]/& a little bett] n[1 b x is n an easy matt] to be s good1 sigh$ ,kate4 ,b we are giv5 ^! rules 9 ord] to "k h[ to be good4 ,let u sit z we did la/ night1 & say ^! affirmations1 sugge/$ ,grace1 det]m9$ to d h] duty1 = ,kate's sake at lea/4 ,dilig5ce & fai?fulness nev] fail to br+ =? fruit1 & !y 7 labor+ h>d1 bo? ) soil & se$4 ,,*apt] ,,xix4 ,ea* ( u is a di/9ct fl[] or tree 9 ! spiritual g>d5 ( ,god1--preci\s ea* = its own sake 9 ! eyes ( ,him :o is ev5 n[ mak+ u1--ea* ( u wat]$ & %one ^u & fill$ ) life = ! sake ( ,8 fl[]1 ,8 complet$ be+1 :i* w blossom out ( ,him at la/ to ! glory & pleasure ( ! great ,g>d5]4 ,= ea* has )9 him a secret ( ,div9ity2 ea* is gr[+ t[>d ! revelation ( t secret to himself1 & s to ! full reception1 accord+ to 8 measure ( ! ,div9e4--,george ,mac,donald4 ,,m>l[1 ,septemb] ----4 ,de> ,husb&3 ,y\r lett] seem$ ! only bright spot 9 my ye/]day's exp]i5ce1 =1 /range z x may seem1 ,i awoke ) ! same old heada*e & pa9 9 my limb1 & felt s dull & /upid1 t ,i 0 almo/ d\btful :e!r ,i _h ev] kn[n any?+4 ,9 va9 ,i tri$ to treat myself1 b ! m ,i tri$ ! m p]plex$ ,i became1 until ab\t noon1 :5 ,i began to feel bett]1 ?\gh ! :ole day 0 a novel & r disagreeable exp]i5ce4 ,:5 ,i w5t into class to-day1 f ne>ly e qu>t] 0 he>d a simil> /ory ( h[ ! day ( re/ _h be5 pass$4 ,x 0 m & m a/oni%+4 ,dr4 ,bright _h h>dly recov]$ f h] sick heada*e2 ,mrs4 ,dawn 0 /ill feel+ /upid2 two ladies 7 n able to att5d class2 ,dr4 ,johnson & ,dr4 ,lorim] actually look$ angry1 & ! two m9i/]s 9 ! class 7 gravely discuss+ ! knotty po9ts & knitt+ _! cl]ical br[s ov] 'd\btful explanations' z !y call$ !m1 :ile a p]plex$ & tr\bl$ air seem$ to settle on ev]ybody4 ,b !re are a few old /ud5ts 9 ! class1 & !y look$ at u ) a kn[+ smile1 say+3 ',?is is only *emicalization2 y w be all ! bright] aft] y get ov] x4' ,!y did n expla9 fur!r1 b ,i knew some?+ ab\t x f ! exp]i5ce we h _h1 b _h nev] ?\ght ( x 9 t light4 ',x is a com=t to "k !re is "s prospect ( an end to our d>kness anyway1' said ,mrs4 ,dawn1 ) a long-drawn brea? ( relief1 voic+ ! s5tim5ts ( all4 ,! k9d & graci\s look ,mrs4 ,pe>l gave u z %e came 91 s5t a wave ( peace & satisfaction ov] me1 = ,i felt t %e und]/ood ! situation & w\ld lift ! curta9s & let 9 ! light4 ,aft] ! usual sil5ce1 :i* seem$ long] ?an be=e1 ,mrs4 ,pe>l began 9 a calm cle> voice3 ,we h come n[ to a po9t :]e x seems necess>y to expla9 ! process ( gr[?1 & ! ph5om5al *anges :i* take place at c]ta9 /ages ( our developm5t1 :e!r kn[n or unkn[n to ! individual4 ,hi!rto we h recogniz$ mat]ial ideas1 objects & processes4 ,we h look$ ^u our physical be+ z ! indisputable creation subject to all *anges1 circum/ances or conditions4 ,hav+ exp]i5c$ a mat]ial bir?1 we conceive ( no o!r z be+ ei!r possible or necess>y1 & l ,nicodemus we g 9 ! night ( our ignorance to ask ! div9e ,tea*]1 ,tru?1 que/ions conc]n+ spiritual ?+s1 only to be told we mu/ be born f above if we w\ld "k ! ?+s ( ! _s4 ',t :i* is born ( fle% is fle%1 & t :i* is born ( ,_s is _s4' ,we are cov]$ ) ! cold1 h>d %ell ( mat]ial beliefs1 :i* mu/ be brok5 & ca/ away be=e ! sweet & t5d] g]m ( _s c spr+ up4 ,we are born l ! fl[]s1 & blossom l !m4 ',consid] ! lilies ( ! field1 h[ !y gr[4' ,se$ typifies ! desire = tru? plant$ 9 ! consci\s & unconsci\s be+4 ,! m con/antly & p]si/5tly we hold ! desire1 ! m rapid & p]fect w be ! developm5t t produces ! fruit4 ,! h>d little k]nel mu/ fir/ lie 9 ! d>k e>?1 :ile hidd5 =ces make x swell & spr\t until ! out] %ell dies & falls away1 leav+ ! pure :ite g]m to pu% its way up & up ?r\gh ! cold dre>y e>?4 ,at ?is p]iod x is v delicate & t5d]1 & yet x mu/ pass ?r\gh a try+ /age1 = :5 ! :ite spire j peeps above ! gr\nd x has to enc\nt] elem5ts t at fir/ seem b5t ^u its de/ruction4 ,w ! sun's rays n[ prove too hot = x8 ,w ! w9ds be too r\gh & /ormy8 ,w ! cold air bite1 or ! /orm beat & bruise x unto dea?8 ,po9t+ ev] skyw>d1 does x /op to %iv] at ! prospect ( d>k & cold & heat1 or w9dy viol5ce8 ,let u see4 ,bravely ! "y %oot goes its way4 ,z soon z x sees ! light x displays new beauty1 & ! reflect$ glory clo!s x 9 a bright] robe--! fre%1 da9ty gre5 ( spr+'s sup]nal dress1 emblem ( ev]la/+ y\?4 ,b a /orm ( w9d & ra9 assails x4 ,d5se cl\d-curta9s hide ! sun1 & ! air is cold & *ill+4 ,sometimes = days ?is b5umb+ coldness la/s4 ,b aft] ! /orm our little fri5d is gre5] & bright] & l>g] ?an ev]4 ,x has )/ood ! /orm & w9d1 by us+ !m = its own advancem5t4 ,ev]y?+ has be5 turn$ into good by recogniz+ only ! good4 ,:5 ! sun%9e comes aga9 ! little slip is baptiz$ ) dew & w>m? & light1 & joy\sly spr+s on t[>d budd+ "t1 & !n ano!r & diff]5t exp]i5ce befalls4 ,in/ead ( roll+ e new leaf outw>d to be ba!d 9 ! light & kiss$ by ! w9d1 !re is a roll+ inw>d1 a curl+ up & %utt+ 9 ( ! new & delicate leaves4 ,a h>d1 unlovely roll or lump n[ displays itself on ! gre5 /em1 & e day ! roll becomes l>g] & h>d]4 ,! gre5 /alk nev] que/ions1 ?\gh = a "t h] face is veil$4 ,%e lives 9 ! wait+ sil5ce1 cont5t ) :at is4 ,"o bright day %e looks at h] ugly bud & f9ds x a r>e blossom ( surpass+ beauty & sweete/ fragrance4 ,?us is born ! fair-rob$ lily1 pure emblem ( ! *ild ( ,god4 ,b we h _m & v>i\s symbols ( div9e ?\ght 9 ! _m & v>i\s fl[]s1 f :i* we le>n div9e lessons4 ,!re are ! violets t come s e>ly 9 ! spr+1 ) _! wildwood fragrance & da9ty blue cloaks1 & ! lovely roses ( summ]1 ! gold5rods & a/]s ( autumn1 :ile among ! r>] k9ds we h ! night-bloom+ c]eus1 ! beautiful b sl[ blossom+ c5tury plant1 & _m o!rs4 ,^! are types & symbols ( ourselves & our process ( bir? & unfoldm5t4 ,! new bir? is a developm5t f mat]ial to spiritual k4 ,! individual corresponds to "o or ano!r plant1 b none may "k at :at p>ticul> /age4 ,"s blossom e>ly1 "s late1 "s manife/ a nature l ! violet1 o!rs ! rose1 ! wat] lily or ! c5tury plant4 ,i c n tell1 y c n tell1 none c tell4 ,ev5 ! ,ma/] said1 ',! w9d bl[e? :]e x li/e? & ?\ he>e/ ! s\nd !re(1 b can/ n tell :5ce x come? or :i!r x goe?1 s is e "o t is born ( ! _s4' ,! wond]ful se$ 7desire = tru?7 we h plant$ mu/ be moi/5$ by ! wat] ( "r words1 w>m$ by ! sun%9e ( fai?1 f$ by ! dew ( pati5ce4 ,our trials w be simil> 9 "* to ! fl[]s1 & ! outcome w be ! same 9 proportion z we foll[ _! example ( unque/ion+ fai?fulness4 ,! v desire to gr[ is a *all5ge to ! elem5ts t seem to oppose gr[?1 b ! plant ov]comes all ob/acles by its non-resi/ance1 & h]e9 lies "o ( our mo/ valuable lessons4 ,9 our progress we meet ) _m conditions & circum/ances t try u1 t seem inde$ to call 9 "q our e>ne/ness 9 ?us />t+ out1 ) new assumptions4 ,sometimes ^! adv]se conditions are call$ trials ( fai? & !y may come to u 9 "o way or ano!r1 sometimes 9 sickness1 sometimes 9 misund]/&+s1 sometimes 9 grief1 sometimes 9 disagreeable duties4 ,peculi>ities ( disposition t we ?\ght ov]come1 may manife/ !mselves v unexpect$ly & cause u great annoyance1 n only because we may h congratulat$ ourselves on hav+ ris5 above !m1 b because x w\ld be a mortification to u to h our fri5ds "k t we :o believe 9 ! possibility ( su* high moral atta9m5ts1 %\ld be guilty ( ^! old weaknesses & follies4 ,9 e way1 ! tempt]--mortal ?\ght--may %[ u ! fallibility ( human nature & tempt u to disbelieve 9 our high ideals4 ,! =ty days' temptation 9 ! wild]ness is ! s\l hi/ory ( e human be+ :o />ts out to lead ! life ( ,jesus4 ,tempt$ 9 ev]y?+ z we are1 he 0 ! type ( /r5g?1 purity & fai?fulness to pr9ciples1 :i* we mo/ e>ne/ly %\ld seek to foll[4 ,aft] 8 baptism1 ',he 0 conduct$ by ! _s into ! des]t to be tempt$ by ! enemy4' ,we are baptiz$ by ! _s :5 we h come into ! realization ( our son%ip & daught]%ip1 our true relation to ! div9e ,fa!r & ,"m ,love1 & h consecrat$ our lives to ! s]vice ( ,tru?4 ,9 ord] t we may be fully aw>e ( ! magnitude ( our desire1 we are1 z x 71 l$ by ! _s to ! des]t :i* lit]ally signifies =sak51 :]e e means ( com=t & companion%ip are gone1 :]e we mu/ le>n to *oose betwe5 ! ev] pres5t b invisible ?+s ( ,god & ! transitory b gratify+ pleasures ( ! visible _w4 ,hav+ a glimpse ( ! p[] & bless$ness conf]r$ by ! k ( ,tru?1 we are tempt$ to keep hold ( ! p[]1 at ! same "t fell[%ipp+ ) ! _w1 :i* by our recognition & fell[%ip w be greatly pleas$ ?r\gh ! acquisition ( our society & tal5ts4 ,:5 te/s are requir$ ( u simil> to ! turn+ ( /ones into bread1 heal+ ! lep]s1 rais+ ! dead1 w we realize our dep5d5ce on ! ^w ( ,god :i* is ! 'bread ( life8' ,temptations to d>e ! protection ( ! p[]1 give u an insight to ! v same trial ( ,jesus1 & :5 we are l$ up to ! m\nta9 ( k f :i* we may view ! pomps & vanities ( ! _w1 realiz+ ! sup]ior insight t gives p[]1 !n comes ! decisive "q--%all ,god or mammon ga9 our allegiance8 ,%all we =ego ! s$uctive allurem5ts ( mortal ?\ght 7:i* is really only ! negative ?\ght or ! false p[] call$ ! _w's beliefs reflect$ ^u u71 or %all we1 9 r++ tones cry out1 ',get !e beh9d me1 adv]s>y 7or oppos]74 ,?\ %alt wor%ip ! ,"l ?y ,god & him only %alt ?\ s]ve4' ,!n ! enemy leaves u1 & behold1 angels come & m9i/] to u4 ,aft] ! long =ty days1 :i* ) "s seem long] ?an ) o!rs1 aft] ! d>kness & desolation ( a des]t night1 we are m9i/]$ unto by ! bless$ angels--good ?\ghts--& ! glory ( ! ,mo/ ,high %9es r\nd ab\t u4 ,! /ruggle is end$1 ! ,good :i* is ev] ready to be our guide :5 we *oose1 leads u into _m sweet exp]i5ces t br+ u ne>] & ne>] to ! 'promis$ l&1' ! true inh]itance ( ,god's *ildr54 ,we beg9 ! asc5t ( ! m\nt ( transfiguration1 & ?\gh we come to _m /eep places1 ?\gh we sometimes /umble ov] rocks ( ignorance1 ?\gh we enc\nt] cl\ds ( d\bt t veil ! glori\s peak f our long+ view = a "t1 ?\gh we meet wild bea/s1 7untam$ human nature71 ?\gh we cross %ad[y valleys & d>k rav9es1 light$ only by ! tor* ( fai?1 we %all h transc5dant glimpses ( ! fair ,beyond1 %all brea! ! p]fum$ air ( ,zion's ,hills1 & be transport$ ) delight at ! nev] ceas+ revelations made to ! true seek] aft] et]nal wisdom4 ,aft] fai?1 comes k4 ,if we 7 ov]come by ! tidal wave1 :5 wad+ out a little way f %ore1 & a rope 7 ?r[n u1 we %\ld at lea/ cat* hold ! rope1 hop+ to be deliv]$ f ! dang]4 ,aft] sev]al successful exp]i5ces1 we %\ld h fai? 9 ! rope1 s :5 we feel ! tidal wave ( trial ov]tak+ u1 we are to cat* hold ( our d5ials & affirmations :i* correspond to ! sav+ rope4 ,an inv>iable rule 9 ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce is to d5y ! undesirable & affirm t :i* c be pr$icat$ ( _s4 ,no matt] :at inh>mony assails y1 :e!r x be pa91 pov]ty1 sickness1 lonel9ess1 fe> or anxiety1 d5y x positively & repeat$ly & affirm ! opposite4 ,l ,jesus1 we mu/ speak ( t :i* is true1 b n visible4 ,?us :5 call$ to raise ! daught] ( ,jairus1 he said3 ',%e is n dead b sleepe?4' ,! appe>ance ( dea? 0 d5i$1 & its opposite1 life1 affirm$4 ,:5 talk+ to ! ,jews1 ,jesus said3 ',if ye cont9ue 9 my ^w1 !n are ye my disciples inde$2 & ye %all "k ! tru? & ! tru? %all make y free4' ,x is cont9uance 9 ! ^w t br+s ! bless+1 m>k t4 ,& n[ let u ent] into ! sil5ce ) "o accord1 say+3 ',= ,?y bless$ words & example we ?ank ,!e1 ,o1 belov$ ,ma/]1 & ) ,?y words we ent] n[ into ,?y fai?4' ,an impressive t5 m9utes1 & !n1 ) rev]5t voice & ge/ure1 ,mrs4 ,pe>l dismiss$ u ) ! words3 ',x is f9i%$4 ,we h receiv$ t :i* we ask$1 & are fill$ ) ! peace t passe? all und]/&+4' ,:ile we sat ?us1 j be=e %e spoke1 ,i _h "o ( ^? peculi> exp]i5ces !y tell ab\t1 com+ s (t5 9 ! sil5ce4 ,x seem$ z ?\gh ,i 0 9 ! cool quiet ( e>ly morn+1 wat*+ ! signs ( a summ] dawn4 ,all at once ! creep+ ra9b[ colors %ot up t[>d ! z5i?1 & ! mo/ glori\s sunrise ,i ev] beheld flood$ me ) a dazzl+ gl[ ( gold4 ,! mom5t %e spoke x vani%$1 b oh1 h[ lovely x 06 ,:at c\ld x mean unless ! dawn ( ! ',sun ( ,righte\sness8' ,i mu/ wait & see1 = surely ! und]/&+ ( ^! ?+s w come :5 ,i am ready = x4 ,sev]al ( ! class h be5 hav+ /range signs or h9ts ( some?+ on :i* !y h be5 /udy+ deeply4 ,dr4 ,bright said t ev]y?+ turn$ black be=e h] "o day :5 %e 0 d5y+1 & :5 %e c\ld see aga9 x seem$ z ?\gh !re 7 no walls to ! h\se & %e 0 gaz+ into empty space4 ,?is is on acc\nt ( d5y+ till mat]ial ?+s seem immat]ial1 & we beg9 to realize ! reality ( _s4 ,! say+ ( ! affirmation = /r5g?1 ,mrs4 ,dawn says1 makes h] body feel almo/ electrifi$ ) vitality1 & %e c realize t ! words br+ to h] :at !y claim4 ,"o "y man1 :o sits j back ( me1 told 8 exp]i5ce 9 d5y+ ! reality ( matt]4 ,he 0 q rebelli\s at fir/ ab\t say+ :at seem$ su* a huge lie1 b f9ally conclud$ to d ! be/ he c\ld1 & s said x ov] & ov] "o day till he fell asleep4 ,sudd5ly he 0 awak5$ by ! words s\nd+ 9 8 e>s1 ',be n afraid1 b tru/1' & op5+ 8 eyes1 he saw writt5 on ! wall ! v same words1 & imm$iately a re/fulness & satisfaction came ov] him1 s t he no long] demurr$ at ! ?\ght ( say+ ! words &1 ?\gh he did n yet und]/&1 he felt will+ to wait4 ,oh1 h[ ,i wi% ! great busy _w w\ld li/5 to ?is beautiful doctr9e4 ,x seems t we mu/ compel x to come to ! fea/4 ,i ?9k we all feel l a *ild delight$ly %[+ its new toy to ev]ybody4 ,b ! little exp]i5ce ,i h _h be=e1 w tea* me to )hold :]e !re is antagonism to ! tru?1 beautiful ?\gh x is1 because my "w at home ev5 ) my cure1 did n int]e/ or conv9ce "s :o w\ld %ut _! eyes & e>s to all4 ,i rememb] s well h[ ,i felt l %\t+ to ev]yone 9 my joy ! glad /ory ( my recov]$ heal?1 b ! cold1 incr$ul\s looks1 & ! av]t$ faces *ill$ ! tid+s on my lips1 & ,i le>n$ t only :5 ! _w is ?ir/y1 w x appreciate ! cool & sp>kl+ wat]s ( tru?4 ,well1 de> ,john1 ,i h n answ]$ y\r lett] at all because ,i 0 s afraid ,i w\ld =get ! sub/ance ( ! lesson to-day1 b ,i am s glad x seems pla9 to y z ,i pres5t x1 & x is su* a help to "k y are glad ,i came "h4 ,h[ we %all gr[ toge!r :5 we beg9 toge!r4 ,cont9ue to write y\r op9ions & ideas ( ! lessons1 = y h su* a cle> way ( express+ y\rself4 ,don't let ,jamie =get to write aga9 :5 y all write4 ,bless 8 de> little self6 ,i w\ld s l to see him1 b !n1 ,i "k all is well ) y1 = ,good is ev]y:]e4 ,good night & good-bye1 ,,m>ion4 ,,*apt] ,,xx4 ,b :5 e leaf is dropp$ & ! plant /&s /ripp$ to ! utt]mo/1 a new life is ev5 !n work+ 9 ! buds1 f :i* %all spr+ a t5d]] foliage & a bright] weal? ( fl[]s4 ,s1 (t51 9 cele/ial g>d5+1 e leaf ( e>?ly joy mu/ drop be=e a new & div9e bloom visits ! s\l4--,h>riet ,bee*] ,/[e4 ,saturday no lett] came4 ,all ! =5oon ,grace tri$ to d h] duty by say+ h] d5ials & affirmations :ile ,kate 0 out giv+ lessons1 b %e seem$ s /upid & felt s cross t 9 despair %e resort$ to h] pa9t+1 b only succe$$ 9 spoil+ ! picture %e _h sp5t h\rs & days ^u be=e4 ,:5 ,kate came 9 at ! usual h\r1 feel+ s gay & light-he>t$ t %e sc>cely knew h[ to conta9 h]self1 %e 0 a/oni%$ to he> ,grace say3 ,oh1 ,i am glad y h come at la/6 ,su* a day z ,i h sp5t6 ,?\ght ,i'd h s mu* extra "t :ile y 7 gone to give ,millie's lesson1 & "h ,i've wa/$ ! :ole aft]noon & spoil$ my '%ipwreck' besides1 & ,i'm 9 a villa9\s humor4 ,n[1 ,i'm go+ to p\r x all out on y\r innoc5t head4 ,%e smil$ grimly1 z %e toss$ h] pa9t+ apron aside & spitefully turn$ ! picture to ! wall4 ,:at 9 ! _w ails y1 ,grace8 cri$ ! a/oni%$ ,kate4 ,h y lo/ y\r s5ses8 ,i 0 congratulat+ myself com+ home on ! good "t we w\ld h aga9 to-night4 ,i anticipat$ x s vividly ?is morn+ ,i c\ld h>dly wait1 b really1 ,kate1 ,i feel ugly1 & p]haps x w\ld be z well n to talk to me4 ,i w g out = a little walk1 :ile y get ! tea1 & %e w5t =?)4 ,a tumult rag$ )9 h] t %e _h n conqu]$4 ,"o mom5t fill$ ) ! mo/ exhil>at+ s5se ( fre$om & joy1 ! next ! dire/ disgu/ ) h]self & h] fail+s2 "o mom5t cle>ly und]/&+ ! _m problems t _h come up = solution ! pa/ week1 & ! next ) no ability to reason ab\t any?+4 ,?is _h be5 go+ on all day4 ,%e _h ev5 felt unreasonably irritable because ,kate _h s quickly ov]come h] prejudices4 ,:at "r _h %e to give away h] own = "s "o else's op9ions s easily8 ,grace gave h] glove an impati5t twit* z %e ?\ght ( x1 b ! next in/ant %e wi%$ %e1 too1 might be z *ildlike & receptive z h] companion4 ,to ,kate ! ,bible 0 f9al1 unque/ion$ au?ority2 to ,grace x 0 a corroboration1 n a f\ndation4 ,x 0 m int]e/+1 %e mu/ confess1 ?an ev] be=e1 b !n %e mu/ h bett] reasons ?an _h yet appe>$ = tak+ x z ,kate did4 ,aft] all1 p]haps ?is religion 0 b ano!r mirage t _h come into h] moral vision1 z _m ano!r _h come 9 all ! ye>s %e _h be5 seek+ tru? & happ9ess4 ,happ9ess6 ,_h %e =gott5 t = two ye>s t ^w _h be5 dropp$ f h] vocabul>y8 ,t %e _h resolv$ to live on ! be/ intellectual food ! _w c\ld (f]1 )\t ta/+ its he>t vi&s8 ,%e walk$ on ) an unwont$ en]gy4 ,no1 %e w\ld n be deceiv$2 ! be/ & sweete/ 9 life 0 n = h]1 b %e ought at lea/1 to help poor little ,kate4 ,x 0 a calm1 quiet ev5+4 ,! sun 0 j disappe>+ ov] ! di/ant hills4 ,! sky 0 radiant ) delicate p9k & blue t9ts4 ,%e 0 walk+ t[>d ! ea/1 :51 glanc+ at ! sc5e 9 front ( h]1 %e saw :at seem$ to be a brilliant fire1 n only 9 "o place b 9 _m4 ,some:at />tl$1 %e look$ m closely & discov]$ e w9d[ ablaze ) ! sun's reflect$ glory4 ,l a fla% x came3 ,i am walk+ away f ! glory ( ,tru?4 ,oh6 h[ %all ,i turn my face to ,god8 %e cri$1 ) unspeakable ye>n+4 ,an agony ( susp5se seiz$ h]4 ,%e look$ up at ! calm1 beautiful sky1 & its rays ( radiance seem$ to s5d d[n ^u h] a b5$iction ( peace4 ,l a s(t :isp] ! words1 ,lo1 ,i am ) y always1 fell ^u h] e>4 ,bless$ words t fill$ h] ) a new-born awe1 b !y br\ght a realiz+ s5se ( ev]-pres5t ne>ness ( ,tru?1 su* z %e _h nev] _h be=e1 & %e 0 s fill$ ) peace t all ! _w look$ l a new _w4 ,! turbul5t waves ( d\bt & unre/ _h be5 div9ely /ill$4 ,%e walk$ on1 s fill$ ) h] new ?\ghts t ! twilight deep5$ into />light be=e %e ?\ght ( home1 & !n x seem$ t e /> beam 0 an angel ( love s5t to guide h] on h] way4 ,%e ent]$ quietly z ,kate 0 play+ "o ( ,bee?ov5's symphonies1 & nev] _h music seem$ s sweet4 ,x 0 l a welcome into heav54 ,x 0 ! heav5 )9 h] t made a heav5 )\t4 ,to ,kate _h come su* a realization ( div9e h>mony1 t h] s\l p\r$ itself out 9 music %e _h nev] dream$ ( be=e4 ,all ! /ruggles & pa9s ( ! pa/ ye>s1 all ! disappo9tm5ts & unhapp9ess f\nd expression ?r\gh ! wail+ tones ( ! piano only to be swept away or swell$ into sweet] & m joy\s /ra9s4 ,m & m cle>ly a conception ( joy & peace unspeakable fill$ h] he>t4 ,%e w&]$ aga91 a happy *ild1 9 c\ntry pa/ures ga!r+ violets & butt]cups4 ,%e c\ld sc5t ! clov] & he> ! birds4 ,! wat] rippl$ ov] ! pebbles & ! air 0 fill$ ) leaf music4 ,n[1 aga9 a *ild1 %e walk$ 9 gre5 pa/ures & beside ! /ill wat]s4 ,! sun ( love 0 %9+ d[n ^u h]1 & its rays w>m$ h]1 clo!d h]1 f$ h]4 ,surely goodness & m]cy %all foll[ me all ! days ( my life & ,i w dwell 9 ! h\se ( ! ,"l =ev]1 %e sang s(tly 9 an aw$1 hu%$ voice1 z ! music grew m div9ely sweet1 & ! realization ( a nameless ,pres5ce fill$ h]4 ,x 0 ! pres5ce ( imp]sonal1 omnipres5t ,tru?1 ev] fl[+ into ! he>t ready = its reception1 & ?\gh at fir/ x may be b a t9y /ream1 x gr[s to a swell+ tide1 & all ! words 9 ! univ]se c n "n its sweet influ5ce1 or describe its wondr\s allness4 ,oh1 ,katie d>l+1 :at w\ld/ ?\ h put away f ?y life1 if ?\ had/ ob/9ately refus$ admittance to ?is heav5ly ,gue/8444 ,at la/ ! music ceas$4 ,%e b[$ h] head & gave h]self up to ! inexpressible ?\ghts t well$ into h] m9d4 ,= "s mom5ts %e 0 n aw>e t ,grace 0 9 ! room1 b z %e f9ally arose & turn$ ar\nd1 %e saw h]4 ,_! eyes met1 & sil5tly 0 told ! /ory ( exp]i5ces too sacr$ to utt]4 ,a sil5t und]/&+ & a he>tfelt sympa?y b\nd !m by clos] ties ?an !y _h ev] kn[n be=e4 ,to be at "o ) ,tru? is to und]/& humanity1 & und]/&+ is a voiceless language4 ,sunday aft]noon !y call$ on ,mr4 ,hayd5 & f\nd ! f\r? lett] await+ !m4 ,i did n s5d x up because ,kate promis$ y w\ld come ov] to-day1 & n[ let u h a little exp]i5ce meet+1 he said1 z he f\nd *airs = !m1 & seat$ himself1 seem+ly await+ a reply4 ,fir/ let u read ! lett]1 sugge/$ ,grace1 :o 0 m int]e/$ ?an ev] s9ce h] ye/]day's exp]i5ce4 ,read x al\d1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 settl+ himself back to enjoy x4 ,grace _h sc>cely begun read+ :5 ,jamie came 91 scream+ t 8 f+] 0 boke4 ,nev] m9d1 ,jamie1 x w soon be all "r4 ,%all papa treat x8 tak+ ! *ild 9 8 lap4 ,teat x1 papa1 & he laid 8 little head on papa's brea/ ) p]fect confid5ce t ! pa9 w\ld soon be gone4 ,a few mom5ts ( sil5ce & he look$ up innoc5tly1 say+ ) ! brighte/ smile3 ,x's all gone n[4 ,papa tell$ ! good ,jamie to tome home1 he expla9$ to ! girls1 & "h he is1 papa1 he add$1 hold+ up 8 sweet m\? = a kiss4 ,h[ beautiful is a *ild's fai?1 exclaim$ ,kate1 aft] ! little fell[ _h gone out to play aga94 ,inde$ ,i h le>n$ m ?an ,i c tell y f ! *ildr51 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 ?\ghtfully4 ,mabel is old en\gh to und]/& a good deal1 b ,fr$ & ,jamie are v quick to apply :at !y le>n4 ,la/ night ,jamie compla9$ ( ! /oma* a*e4 ,nei!r ( ! *ildr5 knew t ,i 0 ne>1 b ,i ov]he>d ,fr$ tell+ 8 bro!r t he w\ld treat him if he w\ld keep /ill4 ,jamie cons5t$ & ,i peep$ 9 a mom5t lat]1 curi\s to "k :at !y 7 do+4 ,fr$ sat !re grave z an owl1 ) 8 h&s ov] 8 eyes1 & ,jamie 9 a *air opposite1 8 eyes %ut tightly & an air ( expectancy on 8 face4 ,n[ y're all "r1 said ,fr$1 v positively1 aft] a few m9utes4 ,!y 7 soon play+ & n once did ! *ild compla9 aft] t4 ,:5 go+ to b$1 ,jamie told me ab\t x1 & ,i ask$ ,fr$ :at he did :5 he treat$4 ,w'y1 he answ]$1 w'y1 ,i j 'memb]$ :at y said to ,mabel t ev]ybody has two k9ds o' ?\ghts1 & "o k9d ?9ks y're sick1 & ! o!r k9d kn[s y're well1 s ,i ?9k$ ab\t ,jamie till ,i ?9k$ ! "k ?\ghts1 & c\rse he got well !n4 ,x 0 a lesson to me1 & ,i h tri$ to emulate _! receptiv5ess & *ildlike tru/4 ,i don't "k h[ well ,i am succe$+1 b x is pretty h>d sometimes to get ! problems all work$ out4 ,we w\ldn't h to "w !m out if we _h ! fai? ( a *ild1 said ,kate1 w>mly4 ,^! little incid5ts t\*$ h] deeply4 ,well1 !re is no?+ bett] to le>n f ?an liv+ examples1 & yet we c only take !m z guides1 !y w n d our "w = u4 ,e "o ( u mu/ g ?r\gh 8 own exp]i5ce1 & prove 8 "r to an inh]itance1 by claim+ x on tru/ z ! *ild does4 ,n[1 ye/]day1 cont9u$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 lean+ back & /rok+ 8 *91 ,i work$ h>d all ! =5oon1 & ev]y?+ seem$ to g wrong ) me1--,grace glanc$ at ,kate--,i 0 n will+ to live a mom5t at a "t1 z ! *ild does1 ) no ?\ght or c>e z to :]e its next day's supplies are to come f1 b ,i 0 tir$ & cross all day4 ,! consequ5ce 01 9 ! aft]noon my old enemy1 ! heada*e1 began to ass]t itself4 ,!n ,i got ,m>ion's lett] & t help$ me1 because x ?rew "s light on ! cause1 b :5 ,i he>d ,fr$'s explanation ( a treatm5t ,i j appli$ x4 ,i '?9k$1' till ! '"k ?\ghts came1' ,mr4 ,hayd5 conclud$ ) a grave smile4 ,i believe t is :at x means to '"w out our own salvation1' said ,grace1 & h[ beautiful to h ! *ildr5 le>n6 ,x w make diff]5t m5 & wom5 ( !m4 ,inde$ x w2 ,i h already se5 "s *ange 9 ! *ildr54 ,b are y n go+ to read ! lett]1 ,miss ,grace8 ask$ ,mr4 ,hayd54 ,yes1 ,i am anxi\s to read x1 b ,i h le>n$ a great deal )\t x4 ,%e took x up aga9 & read )\t int]ruption to ! end4 ,well1 t is q an explanation ( y\r exp]i5ce ( ye/]day1 ,mr4 ,hayd51 expla9$ ,kate smil+ly4 ,& m9e1 too1 add$ ,grace4 ,x is com=t+ to "k t !re is a sci5tific reason = x ?\gh4 ,i ?9k my d>kness came e>li] 9 ! lessons1 = ye/]day & to-day h be5 v bright to me1 repli$ ,kate1 sob]ly2 b1 %e cont9u$1 !re is s mu* ab\t ?is to admire & s mu* to prove t ! sy/em is f\nd$ on ,*ri/'s tea*+s1 ,i c n see :]e d\bt c\ld ent]4 ,we might n d\bt ! pr9ciple :]e we w\ld (t5 d\bt ourselves1 sugge/$ ,mr4 ,hayd54 ,yes1 said ,grace1 ,i believe t d\bts w come z long z we consid] x a p]sonal p[]4 ,:i* x is n1 ( c\rse1 int]rupt$ ,kate4 ,c]ta9ly n1 b we mu/ gr[ into a realization ( ,tru?1 we c n *ange our old natures 9 a day1 & x is only natural at fir/ to feel t x is a p]sonal p[] because we are giv5 s mu* p]sonal responsibility4 ,i see :at y mean1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 quietly1 lean+ back z if ?9k+ deeply4 ,y mean x is h>d to =get self1 & ,i agree ) y4 ,?is m9d ( ! fle% claims s mu* wisdom & p[] ( its own t x is h>d to attribute ev]y?+ to a high] p[]1 & let t p[] "w ?r\gh y2 b :5 we c d t1 we h ! k]nel ( ! :ole sy/em4 ,x is a wond]ful ?\ght to me1 t we reflect all ?+s spiritual1 z we dive/ ourselves ( our false beliefs1 rem>k$ ,grace1 e>ne/ly4 ,9 o!r words1 :5 we "k ourselves z we are1 & n z we appe>1 we %all recognize t all ?+s we desire are already ours1 add$ ,mr4 ,hayd54 ,h[ c\ld x be o!rwise8 ,! sun is always %9+ beh9d ! d>ke/ cl\ds4 ,all ,i ask is t ! ignorance may be remov$1 repli$ ,grace4 ,well1 ,i want to und]/& & believe tru?1 b x seems /range1 aft] we h decl>$ our will+ness to believe & ackn[l$ge ,god to be all1 t we %\ld be tempt$4 ,:y c\ldn't our ackn[l$gem5t be suffici5t8 qu]i$ ,kate1 9 p]plexity aga94 ,:y isn't ! simple act ( jo9+ ! *ur* suffici5t to make ,*ri/ians8 ,al?\gh "s seem to ?9k x all suffici5t1 x is n4 ,x is ! daily life ( ov]com+1 & d5ial ( self t con/itutes true ackn[l$gem5t1 said ,grace1 lay+ h] h& ^u t ( h] fri5d4 ,n d5ial ( self 9 ! old way1 ei!r1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 b d5ial ( ! mortal ?\ght1 or z ,paul w\ld say1 ! 'c>nal m9d4' ,yes1 & 9 ! temptation ( ,jesus1 we read our own temptations1 int]rupt$ ,grace1 & x is all important t we %\ld deal ) !m z he did4 ,ov] & ov] he met ! oppos+ ?\ght1 repres5t$ by ! tempt] or oppos]--error always oppos+ tru?--& gave x ei!r a pla9 d5ial or an emphatic comm& to get out4 ,t is v pla9 & v true1 said ,kate1 ) a little sigh1 b /ill ,i c n see :y ,god %\ld all[ u to be tempt$ aft] we h f\ght ! battle once z ,jesus did4 ,b he f\ght x m ?an once1 expla9$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 e>ne/ly4 ,he 0 cont9ually ov]com+1 & at times f\nd x necess>y to )draw into ! m\nta9s :]e he fa/$ & pray$4 ,t is a good ?\ght to c>ry home1 sugge/$ ,grace1 ris+1 = we ne$ to foll[ 8 example4 ,i ne$ x m ?an anyone else1 said ,kate1 feel+ a lack ( spiritual und]/&+1 & wi%+ %e c\ld get on fa/]4 ,y are do+ gr&ly ,miss ,kate1 j ?9k h[ y oppos$ x all at fir/1 said ,mr4 ,hayd5 enc\rag+ly4 ,yes1 ,i "k ,i did1 flu%+ a little1 b ev5 ?us f> ,i h se5 en\gh1 or r exp]i5c$ en\gh to make me anxi\s to und]/& x1 & ,i only ask s _m que/ions because ,i am det]m9$ to get e speck ( light ,i c4 ,if ev]ybody w\ld lay aside prejudice z y h1 ,miss ,kate1 !y w\ld h no difficulty 9 see+ ! tru? z y d1 he repli$4 ,! te>s came into h] eyes4 ,nei!r ,mr4 ,hayd5 nor ,grace knew h[ mu* x _h co/ h] to 'lay aside prejudice1' b %e c\ld ?ank ,god t %e _h done s1 & inde$ believ$ x 0 ,provid5ce t _h l$ h] into ?is /udy 9 spite ( h]self4 ,i want ! tru?1 %e said simply1 & turn$ away to jo9 ,grace1 :o /ood at ! op5 door wait+ = h]4 ,,*apt] ,,xxi4 ,p imag9e t ! place :i* ! ,bible holds 9 ! _w x owes to miracles4 ,x owes x simply to ! fact t x came out ( a pr(\nd] dep? ( ?\ght ?an any o!r book4--,em]son4 ,,m>l[1 ,septemb] ----4 ,de> husb&3 ,! fir/ ?+ ,i he>d :5 ,i w5t into ! class to-day 0 ,mrs4 ,dawn tell+ h[ %e _h treat$ a sev]e belief ( heada*e la/ ev5+ & h[ m>vel\sly soon ! t]rible pa9 ceas$4 ,%e 0 q rejoic$ because x 0 ! fir/ "t %e _h tri$ to demon/rate ! pr9ciples4 ,!y all h pl5ty to tell n[1 & are gr[+ m & m int]e/$4 ,e day somebody has "s new exp]i5ce4 ,little ,mrs4 ,dext]1 :o has be5 s long treat$ by ! old me?od1 says %e fully believes %e w be cur$1 is feel+ mu* bett]1 & has su* an assurance all ! "t t %e has f\nd ! true heal+4 ,%e has _h sev]al q rem>kable demon/rations ) o!rs4 ,! :ole l9e ( argum5t is unfold+ s naturally & beautifully t x seems l a piece ( f9e mosaic1 ) e =m & color int]wov5 ) ! mo/ exquisite exactness4 ,mrs4 ,pe>l gave u a lecture on inspiration & ! ,bible1 :i* ,i consid] "o ( ! mo/ useful & int]e/+ ( any %e has yet giv53 ,9 /udy+ ! v f\nta9 spr+s ( ,tru?1 & bas+ our ideas ^u a ,god :o is ! unexpress$ & inexpressible ess5ce ( ,tru? itself1 ) :om is 'no respect ( p]sons1' & to :om we owe all k1 x becomes u to inquire a little into ! mann] & means ( ga9+ t k4 ,t all peoples 9 all climes & ages h develop$ simil> ideas & express$ !m 9 l t]ms1 z philology %[s1 is an indisputable fact1 /r5g!n$ & corroborat$ by our broad] conception & high] und]/&+ ( ,god1 ! omnipres5t ,good4 ,b h[ h ^! ideas come to !m8 ,h !y come ?r\gh :at is kn[n z inspiration or revelation8 ,z ! "o f\nta9 ( ,intellig5ce is op5 to all alike1 ?is mu/ be ! case1 because ,tru? comes only 9 ?is way4 ,inspiration means an 'inbrea?+1' a brea?+ 9 ( true k1 & because ! omnipres5t ,good comes into e consci\sness prep>$ to receive x1 !re is an inbrea?+ 9 accordance ) ! read9ess to receive4 ,intellig5ce is l ! air1 to be brea!d by e liv+ be+4 ,?us f>1 humanity has exp&$ its lungs ( consci\sness only en\gh to h inhal$ fundam5tal tru?1 or :at is recogniz$ z su*1 b we are con/antly receiv+ m1 & 9 proportion z we receive1 d we "k :at we receive4 ,all tru? is inspir$ or reveal$1 because :atev] is true is ( ! great ,tru?4 ,?is mu/ be s1 yet _m p consid] inspiration z conf9$ to ! au?ors ( ! ,bible & t ) !m1 inspiration ceas$4 ,! immortal ,job said1 ',!re is a _s 9 man & ! inspiration ( ! ,almighty give? him und]/&+4' ,! inbrea?+ ( ! ,almighty1 ,all-p[]ful ,tru?1 give? und]/&+4 ,no tru] words 7 ev] utt]$4 ,z inspiration is inhal+ or brea?+ 9 ,tru?1 we c readily und]/& t ',god1 ,tru?1 ,pr9ciple1 is no respect] ( p]sons4' ,t x is a 'miracul\s influ5ce :i* qualifies man to receive & communicate div9e tru?1' is 9 a s5se true1 = ! works ( ,god are always 'wond]ful1' b !re c be no sett+ aside ( div9e law1 z "s errone\sly suppose1 = ! p]=mance ( ^! ?+s t seem unacc\ntable to human reason4 ,x is a lack ( und]/&+ z to h[ ,tru? works1 t has caus$ a belief 9 sup]natural or miracul\s ways4 ,c\ld a fi% judge accord+ to appe>ances1 he w\ld reg>d ! creatures t walk on l& z gift$ ) sup]natural p[]1 because x w\ld be utt]ly beyond 8 conception to "k h[ !y c\ld d s4 ,revelation & inspiration are frequ5tly us$ int]*angeably1 b t :i* is reveal$1 is ! manife/$ result ( inspiration r ?an inspiration itself4 ,:5ev] we are ready to brea! or absorb ,tru? into our consci\sness1 we get a revealm5t--'inspiration give? und]/&+4' ,?is brea?+-9 process lifts u above ord9>y k & gives refre%+ glimpses ( heav5ly ,tru?1 x is l brea?+ 9 fre% air1 aft] hav+ be5 9 a close suffocat+ room4 ,we say ?is or t sc5e1 p]son or object inspires u2 we mean t "s beautiful ?\ght or conception ( ,tru? is reveal$ to u1 ?r\gh or by our see+ ^! objects1 because !y h9t ( some?+ bett] & high]1 & ! mom5t we get ! high] ?\ght1 we are consci\s ( kn[+ high] ,tru?4 ,?is is revelation4 ,revelation & inspiration are ! usual t]ms = express+ spiritual processes b are necess>ily inadequate to express accurate spiritual mean+s4 ,h[ ideas are born is a "q ( que/ions4 ,:e!r !y come f )\t or )91 !y mu/ e/abli% ! on5ess ( ,god & man 9 m9d & idea4 ,! only ')\t' !re c be is t :i* is )\t ! consci\sness1 ! only ')9' is t :i* is )9 ! consci\sness4 ,developm5t1 gr[?1 unfoldm5t1 bett] express spiritual consci\sness4 ,:at is consci\sness b a recognition ( itself8 ,!n w\ld n 'recognition' m fully describe ! bir? ( ideas8 ,z we gr[ able to recognize h>mony & love1 h>mony & love are reveal$ to u4 ,! m spiritual our ?\ghts & desires1 ! m spiritual our revelations4 ,to ?9k & talk ( ,god1 to desire k ( ,him1 creates a receptivity :i* soon] or lat] br+s ! revealm5t ( m tru?1 & t ( ! highe/ quality4 ,b x is n always by :at we see t we are lift$ into ?is consci\sness ( new k4 ,9 v>i\s ways is ! ,tru? express$ to u1 & :e!r we "k h[ or :y x %\ld be ?us & s1 matt]s n if we receive ! message4 ,! wisdom ( our ,fa!r has provid$ t none ( ,8 *ildr5 %\ld be )\t a k ( ,him1 )\t a p[] to recognize & appreciate ,tru?1 & 9 ! way or language be/ suit$ to ! capacity ( ea* to und]/&1 are ! revelations made4 ,sometimes ?is k comes into our consci\sness l a direct message f ,god1 & s vividly are we impress$1 t no o!r words c\ld express ! ne>ness & cle>ness ( x1 ?an ! expression 'walk+ & talk+ ) ,god4' ,sometimes wond]ful pictures appe> be=e our m9d's eye1 & read+ _! symbolic mean+1 we cat* h9ts ( high] wisdom t w\ld o!rwise h be5 hidd54 ,by p]si/5tly ignor+ ! spiritual & cultivat+ ! intellectual faculties1 mank9d has well nigh lo/ ! highe/ means ( inspiration1 b n[ t we aga91 l ! prophets & apo/les ( old1 seek = signs ( ! ,inf9ite1 we are gradually recov]+ ! key by :i* !y unlock$ its my/]ies4 ,z to ! infallibility ( :at is ?us reveal$1 we mu/ rememb] t :ile tru? is always infallible1 !re is a possibility ( its recognition or conception be+ t+$ to a great] or less degree1 ) our errone\s judgem5ts1 & z ! light1 pure 9 itself1 is color$ by ! glass ?r\gh :i* x passes1 s is ! div9e/ tru? color$ ) ! quality ( m9d ?r\gh :i* x comes to ! _w4 ,z ,heb] ,newton says1 ',inspiration c n d away ) ! limitations ( ! human individuality4' ,?us1 9 our discrim9ation ( s-call$ inspir$ lit]ature1 language or ?\ghts1 we mu/ le>n t :atev] is opposite ,god1 ! univ]sal idea ( goodness1 is ! *aff t mu/ be bl[n away4 ,9 o!r words x is ! assumption ( mortal ?\ght in/ead ( absolute k ( div9e m9d4 ,x w\ld be an utt] impossibility to describe inf9ite tru? 9 f9ite language4 ,words are inadequate to express ! gr&eur ( sacr$ revelation4 ,) ?is view ( inspiration1 we c readily see h[ f> %ort we h come 9 our conceptions ( ! ,bible1 & n[ t we are to use & und]/& ?is wond]ful book z nev] be=e1 x is well t we consid] x a little m closely4 ,!re are ?ree g5]al views held 9 reg>d to ! ,bible z an inspir$ book4 #a4 ,t x is v]bally inspir$2 i4 e41 t e ^w is direct f ,god4 #b4 ,t x is p>tially inspir$2 &1 #c4 ,t x is no m inspir$ ?an any o!r good book4 ,! fir/ two ( ^! views h be5 & are accompani$ ) ! idea t ev]y?+ go+ "u ! "n ( inspiration1 is infallible1 h5ce ! idea t e /atem5t made ?r\gh\t ! entire book is absolute tru?4 ,! ,bible itself makes no claim to infallibility1 ?\gh !re are frequ5t ref]5ces to inspiration & ! influ5ce ( ! ,holy ,gho/ 9 mov+ m5 to speak1 b ! pr9cipal text on :i* is bas$ ?is claim ( infallibility is ,,ii4 ,tim4 iii3 #af4 ,at ! "t ?is 0 writt51 !re 0 only ! ,old ,te/am5t1 includ+ ! ,apocrypha1 t c\ld be ref]r$ to z ,scripture1 s :5 we read ,paul's ass]tion t1 'all scripture is giv5 by inspiration ( ,god1 & is pr(itable = doctr9e1 = repro(1 = correction1 = in/ruction 9 righte\sness1' if we take x to be infallible1 we h a reasonable gr\nd = reg>d+ ! ,old ,te/am5t & ! ,apocrypha z infallible4 ,b a m lit]al r5d]+ ( ! ,greek text w\ld be1 'all scripture div9ely inspir$ is inde$ pr(itable = tea*+1 = conviction1 = correction1' etc41 & by simply *ang+ ! position ( ! little ^w is1 we h a va/ly diff]5t s5t5ce4 ,reg>d+ ! int]pretation ( scripture1 ,pet] says3 ',all prophecy ( scripture is n ( its own solution4' ,! lit]al ,greek is1 'all prophecy ( a writ+1 ( its own loos+ n x is1' mean+1 ( c\rse1 t sacr$ writ+s c n always be int]pret$ lit]ally1 b mu/ be und]/ood accord+ to _! spiritual mean+4 ,great writ+s are n conf9$ to any private or local mean+1 b ref] m especially to great pr9ciples1 to univ]sal tru?4 ,if we consid] ! orig9 ( ! ,bible1 we %all le>n :at comp>atively few ( u "k1 viz41 h[ ! ,bible grew into a book4 ,9 a necess>ily brief outl9e x is impossible to give any?+ b a bird's-eye view ( ?is v int]e/+ & important subject4 ,z we look back to e>li] times1 ?r\gh ! v>i\s *annels1 we f9d t mu* ( :at is consid]$ hi/ory is m]ely leg5d>y2 t long be=e ! art ( writ+ 0 kn[n1 ^! leg5ds & my?s 7 h&$ d[n f g5]ation to g5]ation1 & f age to age4 ,famili> z we are ) human nature1 we may well imag9e ! additions & subtractions & div]g5cies introduc$ by ea* succe$+ n>rator1 copyi/ or editor 9 e age4 ,?is is a v important feature to be consid]$ 9 int]pret+ anci5t scriptures1 b !re are also o!rs4 ,hi/ory reveals ! fact t ! books ( ! ,old ,te/am5t 7 n writt5 nor arrang$ 9 ! ord] 9 :i* !y n[ appe> 9 ! ,bible4 ,= in/ance1 :ile x has be5 g5]ally consid]$ t ! fir/ five books 7 writt5 by ,moses fifte5 hundr$ ye>s be=e ,*ri/1 ! be/ au?orities h f\nd at lea/ a portion ( !m to h be5 writt51 or compil$ r1 9 _! pres5t =m #fjj to #gjj ,b4 ,c4 ,:e!r ,moses or "s "o else wrote !m detracts n ! lea/ f ! value ( ! tru? !y conta91 = :atev] is true1 c n lose its value or be effect$ by ! au?or%ip4 ,?is is only "o ( ! _m facts t might be produc$ to %[ t ! ,old ,te/am5t came 9 ! mo/ natural way1 & n at all ?r\gh a miracle or by miracul\s int]position4 ,ref]r+ aga9 to ! be/ records we h1 we f9d ! books ( ! ,new ,te/am5t 7 writt5 f #ej to #age ,a4 ,d41 ?us %[+ ! liability to mi/akes1 & ! reason = _m ( ! discrep5cies 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,t ! "t betwe5 ! writ+ ( ! olde/ & ! late/ p>ts ( ! ,bible cov]$ a p]iod ( m ?an a ?\s& ye>s1 %\ld h mu* significance 9 our judgm5t ( bo? ! writ]s & _! writ+s4 ,dr4 ,heb] ,newton says3 ',we are n to read ! ,biblical writ]s z ?\gh !y 7 all cotempor>ies4 ,!y are sep>at$ by va/ tracts ( "t4 ,! lat] writ]s /& ^u ! %\ld]s ( _! pr$ecessors & see f>!r & cle>]4 ,we are n to view ! in/itutions or doctr9es ( ! ,bible z ?\gh no matt] 9 :at p]iod ( developm5t ( ! ,hebrew ,nation1 or ( ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur* !y 7 f\nd1 !y 7 equally au?oritative to u4' ,?\gh ! prophets & apo/les 7 inspir$1 we mu/ rememb] t !y necess>ily _h to use ! language & me?ods ( spee* preval5t 9 _! "t 9 giv+ _! div9e/ revelations to ! p4 ,! language 0 ri* ) ,ori5tal imag]y1 /rong figures ( spee*1 & allusions to mann]s & cu/oms ( o!r nations4 ,unless we und]/& some?+ ( ! lit]ature & cu/oms1 ! religi\s c]emonies & laws allud$ to1 we are v mu* 9 ! d>k z to ! orig9al mean+4 ,= in/ance1 unless we "k ! cu/om t prevail$ 9 anci5t times ( putt+ ! s9s ( ! p1 figuratively speak+1 into a :ite clo?1 dipp+ ! clo? into blood1 ty+ x to ! horns ( ! scapegoat1 & turn+ ! animal loose 9 ! wild]ness till ! sun1 air & ra9 _h blea*$ x :ite1 we c n appreciate ! expression1 '?\gh ?y s9s be z sc>let1 yet %all !y be wa%$ :ite z sn[4' ,until we realize t ! ideas & language z well z ! cu/oms & rites ( b>b>\s & ignorant hea!ndom influ5ce e page ( ! ,bible1 we %all n "k h[ mu* all[ance to make = ! revelations ( ! ,div9e1 & ! suppositions & possible mi/akes ( ! human4 ,until we "k t ! ,bible has gone ?r\gh _m h&s s9ce its words 7 fir/ spok5 or writt51 we c n realize ! possible loss ( its mo/ spiritual mean+s4 ,moses1 ,isaiah1 ,david1 ,john1 ,paul _h ! gr&e/ revelations possible to man1 exp]i5ces n 'lawful to utt]1' n possible to clo! 9 words4 ,! unspeakable c n be put into spee*4 ,to attempt x is to color x ) f9ite mean+s4 ,to describe ! ,inf9ite is b to limit or conf9e ,god4 ,:5 we consid] t no v anci5t writ+s h rea*$ u )\t ! m>ks ( _m p5s2 :5 we consid] ! impossibility ( exact translation1 ! difficulty ( p]fect copy+ all ! ye>s be=e ! art ( pr9t+1 ! me?od ( canoniz+ ! books & =mulat+ cre$s1 we mu/ "k t some?+ besides ,god's message has come d[n to u4 ,& yet a message is !re not)/&+4 ,yes1 ! au?ors ( ! ,bible 7 inspir$4 ,:atev] ( ,tru? !y reveal$ is infallible1 b z m5 ) f9ite conceptions & abilities1 !y c\ld n compreh5d nor reveal all ( ,god4 ',god is ! same ye/]day1 to-day & =ev]1' & talks to man face to face to-day ev5 z ) ! immortal ,moses4 ',i "k t ! ,bible is inspir$1 because x f9ds me at great] dep?s ( my be+ ?an any o!r book1' said ,col]idge4 ,all c&id /ud5ts ( sacr$ ,scriptures agree t !re is a spiritual mean+ back ( ! lit]al4 ,! "q ) u is1 h[ c we get at ?is spiritual or esot]ic int]pretation4 ,if y w let ! _s ( ,tru? guide y1 x w bless y ) ke5] disc]nm5t1 & cle>] und]/&+1 ?an has be5 possible = y h]et(ore4 ,x is :5 y look = ! _s ( religion t y f9d x & und]/& x1 & ! fact t s mu* has be5 said aga9/ our ,bible z a book1 does n & c n detract a p>ticle f its value4 ',!re is a light t lighte? e man6' ,e "o ( ,god's *ildr5 has ! p[] to di/+ui% tru? f error1 & only ne$s to ass]t t div9e privilege ( kn[+ & ackn[l$g+ tru? 9 ord] to to f9d x4 ,humanity is s "u ! yoke ( traditional op9ions t x has n d>$ ?9k = itself1 b ! "t has come :5 'ye %all ( y\rselves "k :at is tru?1' :5 ea* mu/ prove 8 individual lib]ty by claim+ x4 ,is n ! wisdom to "k & und]/& ,god's revelations giv5 to e "o :o asks1 or r appreciates :at he already has8 ,!re is no reason = dep5d+ ^u any b ! wisdom 9 ourselves1 = se>*+ ! mean+s ( any ,scripture4 ,:atev] is true1 we %all und]/& & hold z infallible4 ,t we h a ri* /oreh\se ( preci\s gems1 ev5 ! mo/ adv]se ?9k]s admit1 & above all else we %\ld se>* = !m1 prize !m1 & use !m4 ,/udy ! ,bible = ! sake ( its wond]ful & sacr$ tru?1 cat* ! inspiration ( its writ]s1 & y w soon discrim9ate ! inspir$ f ! un9spir$4 ,) ! /atem5ts ( ! true is necess>ily m or less error2 ! ,tru? we want1 ! falsity we leave beh9d4 ,:atev] is good & pure & ennobl+ is ( ,god2 :atev] is evil1 errone\s1 degrad+1 is f man's misconception ( ,him4 ,goe!1 :o highly valu$ ! ,bible1 said3 ',) ref]5ce to ?+s 9 ! ,bible1 ! "q :e!r !y are g5u9e or spuri\s is odd en\gh4 ,:at is g5u9e b t :i* is truly excell5t1 :i* /&s 9 h>mony ) ! pure/ nature & reason1 & :i* ev5 n[ m9i/]s to our high] developm5t8 ,:at is spuri\s b ! absurd & ! holl[ :i* br+s no fruit4' ,if y d n und]/&1 wait4 ,d n judge ha/ily or all[ y\rself to be bias$ by ! op9ions ( o!rs4 ,:at may seem h>d1 unreasonable dogma1 may lat] prove b a veil ov] ! sweete/1 spiritual tru?4 ,rev]5ce to read1 pati5ce to le>n1 wisdom to und]/&--all ^! we want1 & !n1 m brightly ?an be=e %all %9e ! sacr$ diamonds t /ud inspir$ pages4 ,we ref] aga9 to :at ,dr4 ,newton says 9 8 gr& essay on ! ,"r ,critical use ( ! ,bible3 ',successive g5]ations ( m51 /ruggl+ ) s91 /riv+ = purity1 se>*+ aft] ,god1 h exhal$ _! spirits into ! ess5ce ( religion1 :i* is treasur$ 9 ?is co/ly vase4 ',! moral =ces ( c5turies devot$ to righte\sness are /or$ 9 ?is exhau/less res]voir ( e?ical en]gy4 ,at su* co/1 my bro!rs1 has ,humanity issu$ ?is sacr$ book4 ,f su* pati5ce ( prep>ation has ,provid5ce laid ?is priceless gift be=e y4 ,9 su* labor ( articulation--spell+ out ! syllables ( ! message f on high1 ?r\gh multitud9\s lives ( m5 dutifully & dev\tly walk+ ) _! ,god1 does ! ,_s speak to y1 ,o1 s\l ( man4 ,say ?\3 ',speak1 ,"l2 ?y s]vant he>e?6' 99 99 99 99 99 ,?ank ,god1 ,m>ion has at la/ f\nd ! key to ! ,bible1 murmur$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 z he f9i%$ ! lett]4 ,,*apt] ,,xxii4 ,n 9 ,j]usalem alone1 ,god he>s & answ]s pray]1 ,nor on ,sam>ia's m\nta9 lone1 ,disp5ses bless+s !re4 ,b 9 ! secrecy ( ?\ght1 ,our sil5t s\ls may pray2 ,or r\nd ! h\sehold alt> br\ght1 ,beg9 & close ! day4 --,james ,montgom]y4 ,grace 0 busily engag$ ) ,hypatia4 ,%e felt = ! fir/ "t %e c\ld br+ out ! peace & reposeful /r5g? ( "* ,kate _h ?\ght s sadly lack+1 & "o aft]noon1 a few days aft] ! memorable walk1 %e sat d[n to h] "w ) a pleasurable anticipation ( br++ out h] ideal4 ,z %e put ! t\*es "h & !re t *ang$ ! expression1 n[ add+ to ?is feature1 n[ tak+ f t1 %e 0 ?9k+ ( ! *anges ne$$ 9 h]self1 & wond]+ h[ or by :at process !y w\ld be wr\ght by ! invisible ,arti/4 ,%e 0 mix+ "s pa9t on h] palette1 :5 a rap 0 he>d at ! door4 ,be=e %e _h "t to say or d any?+1 9 walk$ ,mrs4 ,dyke ) a timid little woman :o came 9 l a m>tyr1 b "o resolv$ to die at h] po/ if necess>y4 ,grace 0 too a/oni%$ to speak = an in/ant1 !n ris+1 %e put d[n h] palette1 wip$ h] h&s & w5t =w>d ) an invitation to ! ladies to be seat$4 ,is ?is ,miss ,turn]8 began ,mrs4 ,dyke1 ) a critical glance ab\t ! ap>tm5t1 & !n at ,grace4 ,no1 madam1 ,miss ,turn] is n 94 ,%e g5]ally returns ab\t five1 b to-day-- ,v well1 we c come aga91 = x is v important bus9ess4 ,are y ! "y woman :o lives ) h]8 ask$ ,mrs4 ,dyke1 z %e seat$ h]self ) delib]ate dignity4 ,?is is ,mrs4 ,l9b]g]1 & we h call$ z ! *ur* committee to look aft] ,miss ,turn]'s s\l1 %e cont9u$1 wav+ h] h& maje/ically t[>d h] companion-9-arms4 ,inde$1 gasp$ ,grace1 b[+ slightly t[>d ,mrs4 ,l9b]g]1 & c\gh+ a little z %e put h] h&k]*ief to h] m\? to hide a smile4 ,%e belongs to our *ur*1 & we h he>d %e is be+ l$ a/ray by ?is blasphem\s k9d ( heal+1 pursu$ ,mrs4 ,dyke1 look+ sev]ely at ,grace f "u h] ?ick grey veil :i* hung l a l[]+ cl\d j above h] eyes4 ,mr4 ,n>r[ reque/$ me & ,mrs4 ,l9b]g] to call & exam9e into ! matt]4 ,i hope y don't enc\rage su* wick$ness1 "y woman8 ,c]ta9ly ,i am at enmity ) any k9d ( wick$ness1 b ,i am n aw>e ( any p>ticul> wick$ness 9 ,*ri/ian ,heal+1 repli$ ,grace1 brac+ h]self = ! /orm %e saw brew+4 ,:at6 y don't see any?+ wrong 9 su* awful h]esy6 exclaim$ ,mrs4 ,dyke1 aga9 pu%+ h] veil up1 & look+ ) horrifi$ eyes1 fir/ at ,grace1 !n at ,mrs4 ,l9b]g]4 ,p]haps y don't und]/& ab\t x1 %e add$1 s(t5+ a little z %e settl$ back 9 h] *air4 ,i mu/ confess ,i "k b v little ab\t x1 b :at ,i d "k only increases my desire to "k m1 said ,grace1 flu%+1 z %e sat d[n 9 ! ne>e/ *air4 ,let me w>n y n to read or he> ano!r ^w ab\t x !n1 = x w simply be ! means ( worse ?an dea? to y1 cont9u$ ,mrs4 ,dyke1 rais+ h] f+] solemnly4 ,x de/roys ! mo/ important doctr9es 9 ! ,bible1 ev5 tak+ away ! belief 9 ! devil & hell1 add$ ,mrs4 ,l9b]g]1 speak+ = ! fir/ "t4 ,yes2 !y ev5 d5y !re ev] 0 a devil or t !re ev] w be any future puni%m5t4 ,j ?9k ( x1 reit]at$ ,mrs4 ,dyke4 ,i guess !y w see1 "s "t6 %e add$ ) a sort ( /eely satisfaction4 ,d y really believe !y lay aside all future puni%m5t8 ask$ ,grace1 will+ to waive ! application to h]self1 & anxi\s to he> ,mrs4 ,dyke's views4 ,yes1 !y say !re is no evil & no devil1 s ( c\rse !re is no ne$ = puni%m5t4 ,b d !y n reg>d ! devil z ,jesus did1 aft] all8 ask$ ,grace1 aga9 pursu+ h] advantage4 ,u-m1 well1 ,jesus recogniz$ him & talk$ to him1 tell+ him to get out1 & he (t5 ref]r$ to ! ev]la/+ puni%m5t1 add$ ,mrs4 ,dyke aga91 ) a solemn face4 ,b1 he did n mean a lit]al fire1 did he1 :5 ,he spoke ( ev]la/+ puni%m5t8 ,mrs4 ,dyke 0 ! cate*iz$ in/ead ( ! cate*iz]1 & x 0 an unaccu/om$ role1 b %e bore x l a soldi]4 ,( c\rse he did2 sev]al places 9 ,mat!w he describ$ ! lot ( ! wick$1 & ref]r$ to ! dang] ( hell-fire4 ,hav5't y /udi$ ! ,bible1 ,miss ,hall8 sudd5ly turn+ to look /raight at ,grace ) "s sev]ity4 ,i am v mu* int]e/$ 9 x1 ,mrs4 ,dyke1 b :5 ,i read t ',god's m]cy endure? =ev]1' & t ',jesus came to de/roy ! works ( ! devil1' ,i am incl9$ to ?9k !re mu/ be "s mi/ake ab\t ! dreadful wra? t is to la/ =ev]1 calmly repli$ ,grace4 ,& y don't believe 9 et]nal puni%m5t8 cri$ ,mrs4 ,dyke1 9 a %rill voice ( a/oni%m5t4 ,don't believe 9 et]nal puni%m5t8 e*o$ ,mrs4 ,l9b]g]4 ,i did n say t4 ,i d ?9k !re is puni%m5t s long z !re is s91 b :5 we believe ,*ri/ has de/roy$ or c de/roy s91 sickness1 sorr[ or dea?1 :i* are ! devil's works1 !y w be de/roy$4 ,x mu/ be s if we tru/ ! words ( ! gospel4 ,well1 ,i am ?ankful to f9d ,miss ,turn] 9 su* ,*ri/ian company at any rate1 said ,mrs4 ,dyke1 z %e adju/$ h] veil1 prep>atory to h] dep>ture4 ,yes1 inde$2 x is a pleasure to see su* an e>ne/ "y ,*ri/ian1 add$ ,mrs4 ,l9b]g]1 ) a sigh ( satisfaction4 ,b1 ladies1 began ,grace1 ,i am n su* a---- ,we %all be pleas$ to h y accompany ,miss ,turn] to our meet+s "s "t1 ,miss ,hall1 int]rupt$ ,mrs4 ,dyke1 n he$+ :at ,grace 0 say+4 ,"h is a c>d ann\nc+ ! regul> weekly s]vices1 & "h are "s tracts = y to read4 ,%e dealt out a lib]al supply1 :i* ,grace took z %e aga9 />t$ to expla91 b a sudd5 ha/e _h seiz$ h] visitors1 & !y left1 say+ !y w\ld try & call "s o!r "t1 :5 ,miss ,turn] 0 at home4 ,z ,grace turn$ to g back to h] pa9t+1 %e caught a glance ( h] reflection 9 ! glass4 ,aft] look+ at x a mom5t ) a quizzical expression1 %e sudd5ly bur/ into a m]ry laugh1 say+3 ,i did n "k y _h turn$ ,bible tea*]4 ,well1 well1 x 0 funny1 b ,i c\ld n help x1 t %e w5t away ) ! wrong impression ( me1 = %e w\ld n li/5 to my explanation4 ,:5 ,kate came home %e br\ght ano!r lett] f ,mrs4 ,hayd51 b be=e x 0 read ,grace told h] all ab\t ! call by ! *ur* committee4 ,kate look$ a little grave at fir/1 b f9ally /raight5+ up z %e took (f h] gloves & hat1 %e said3 ,well1 ,grace1 x is n v pleasant to be wait$ ^u 9 ?is fa%ion1 b ,i suppose if !y take me 9 h& ,i c't help myself1 & s ,i w be resign$ to fate4 ,%e smil$ & spoke *e]ily1 b a little tremor ( ! old fe> t\*$ h]1 not)/&+4 ,let u read ! lett] n[1 sugge/$ ,grace1 ?9k+ t w\ld be ! be/ ?+ to revive ,kate's damp5$ c\rage4 ,yes1 ,i am anxi\s to read x2 ,mr4 ,hayd5 told me x is on ! ,bible1 & v helpful4 ,i am s glad6 %e exclaim$1 :5 x 0 f9i%$4 ,n[ ,i c int]pret m freely myself1 z ,i pla9ly see we mu/ use our judgm5t ab\t ! ,bible1 z well z any?+ else4 ,b :at does x mean ab\t ! cre$s8 %e add$ sudd5ly1 appeal+ to ,grace ) ! old anxi\s look 9 h] eyes4 ,x means1 said ,grace1 t ! ord9>y or?odox int]pretation ( doctr9al po9ts 0 vot$ ^u by bi%ops1 presbyt]s & laity g5]ally1 & because ! majority ( votes indicat$ a pref]5ce = a c]ta9 int]pretation1 x 0 adopt$ & became ! e/abli%$ cre$1 & ?us we h :at is call$ ! ,apo/les' ,cre$1 :i* is ! basis ( all or?odox *ur*es ?r\gh\t ,*ri/5dom4 ,& s ) all cre$s2 !y are all e/abli%$ by majority vote4 ,i %\ld nev] h kn[n any?+ ab\t ?is1 %e cont9u$1 if ,i _h n be5 se>*+ s eag]ly = "s religion t w\ld satisfy1 & 9 my rambles ,i came across ?is in=mation4 ,are y sure x is reliable8 0 ,kate's almo/ fev]i% "q4 ,x seem$ t %e mu/ hold on to some?+ or ! la/ /raw t b\nd h] to ! tea*+s ( *ildhood1 w\ld break4 ,x is a matt] ( hi/ory1 & y see ,mrs4 ,hayd5 has t\*$ ^u x1 ?\gh v lightly4 ,b x is ! gr&e/ hi/orical tru? ,i ev] read1 = x gives p]sonal lib]ty4 ,i %all nev] =get h[ happy ,i 0 to le>n t ! cre$s 7 simply man-made or man-express$ op9ions1 = 9 t case1 ,i too1 _h lib]ty to read & ?9k = myself1 j z well z ^? :o vot$ ^u ^! v>i\s int]pretations4 ,grace 0 h&some :5 fill$ ) en?usiasm1 & z ,kate look$ at h] at ?is mom5t %e ?\ght h] face p]fectly angelic1 b "o m "q %e mu/ ask ( ?is noble fri5d1 :o knew j :at %e ne$$ to "k & c\ld tell x :5 %e ne$$ x mo/4 ,d y ?9k ,*ri/ian ,heal+ does away ) ! cre$s ( ! *ur*8 ,no1 n necess>ily4 ,s f> z ,i c see1 x m]ely seeks tru?1 & :atev] ( tru? is f\nd any:]e is reta9$4 ,x is only ! husks t are ?r[n away4 ,inde$ ,i c see m 9 ! *ur* ?an ,i ev] c\ld be=e ,i knew any?+ ( ,*ri/ian ,heal+1 repli$ ,grace1 ?\ghtfully4 ,:y1 h[ is t8 ask$ ,kate 9 surprise4 ,! fundam5tal on5ess 9 _! se>* aft] ,god4 ,:at is back ( ! cre$ b a desire to rev]5ce ,deity8 ,t 0 ! orig91 no matt] into :at x has deg5]at$ n[1 & we mu/ judge accord+ to ! _s1 n ! lett]4 ,oh1 :5 w ! _w wor%ip 9 ! unity ( ! _s8 sigh$ ,grace1 long+ = ! "t :5 que/ion+s & controv]sies w\ld be at an end4 ,"h is ,mrs4 ,dyke1 = in/ance1 %e resum$1 pres5tly1 :at is %e /riv+ = b to live ! true religion z %e und]/&s x8 ,i c respect any hone/ p :o live up to _! belief1 & ! ,*ri/ian :o moans & sighs & looks doleful because he ?9ks x is 8 duty to d s1 is mu* high] 9 my e/imation ?an ! "o :o believes x to be "r1 b fails to live accord+ly4 ,! _s ( religion wa%es away all diff]5ces 9 ! lett]1 conclud$ ,kate1 ) a light] he>t ?an %e _h :5 !y began _! conv]sation4 ,! vague t]ror t _h occasionally ?ru/ itself ^u h] dur+ ^! la/ few weeks _h loos5$ its hold ^u h]1 & %e realiz$1 z nev] be=e1 t fe>1 m ?an any?+ else1 _h kept h] back2 fe> ( deviat+ f ! traditional & accept$ op9ions4 ,! ,bible lesson 0 especially valuable1 because x t\*$ ^! v po9ts1 & aft] ?is little conv]sation ) ,grace on ! subject %e 0 l ano!r p]son4 ,:5 ,mrs4 ,dyke call$ a few ev5+s lat]1 aft] a simil> int]view to ! "o ) ,grace1 %e left ! battlefield a wis] soldi] ?an :5 %e ent]$ x1 = ,kate _h s beautifully prov5 h] religi\s e>ne/ness1 & m ?an all _h %[n su* a ,*ri/-l _s1 t ! sword 0 beat5 into a pl[%>e & ! spe> into a prun+ hook4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiii4 ,m ?+s are wr\ght by pray] ,?an ?is _w dreams (4 ,:]e=e let ?y voice ,rise l a f\nta9 = me night & day1 ,= :at are m5 bett] ?an %eep or goats ,t n\ri% a bl9d life )9 ! bra91 ,if1 kn[+ ,god1 !y lift n h&s ( pray] ,bo? = !mselves & ^? :o call !m fri5d8 ,= s ! :ole r\nd _w is e way ,b\nd by gold *a9s ab\t ! feet ( ,god4 --,t5nyson4 ,,m>l[1 ,septemb]1 ----4 ,de> ,husb&3 ,y\r lett] 0 s full ( int]e/4 ,h[ glad1 oh h[ rejoic$ ,i am t we are privileg$ to "k ?is beautiful tru?4 ,don't y ev] feel l /opp+ 9 ! mid/ ( y\r "w & giv+ ?anks t y 7 born 9 ?is age8 ,z my eyes op5 m & m to ,god's goodness & love & p[]1 ,i am s full ( ?anks1 !re is no room = petitions2 inde$1 ,i %\ld feel z ?\gh ,i 7 begg+1 to ask ,god = :at ,he has already giv5 me1 & ( c\rse ,he gives e *ild alike1 be+ 'no respect] ( p]sons4' ,j ?9k ( x3 ',eye ha? n se5 nor e> he>d1 nei!r ha? x ent]$ into ! he>t ( man1 to conceive ! ?+s :i* ,god ha? prep>$ = !m t love ,him4' ,negative ?\ght1 c>nal m9d c n "k ^! ?+s1 b z we are cleans$ & purifi$1 ! new baptism 'creates 9 u a new he>t1' ! lov+ *ild's he>t turn$ to its fa!r1 & love %all tea* u m & m to read ! signs ( love4 ,oh1 div9e my/]y ( *ildhood1 ( p>5?ood1 t br+s u into clos] & sweet] k ( our ,fa!r ^: love is inf9ite4 ,out ( ! deep sil5ce ar\nd u1 fill$ z x is ) ! all-abid+ pres5ce ( ,god1 may we ask = a manife/ation ( :atev] gift we *oose to h4 ,^! ?\ghts fill$ my m9d z ,i w5t to class ?is aft]noon1 & :at 0 my surprise & pleasure to f9d ! lesson to be on ! subject ( pray]4 ,!re is no !me or ^w s con/antly 9 ! m9d & on ! lips ( ! ,*ri/ foll[] z pray]4 ,! (t-repeat$ injunction ( ,jesus 01 'wat* & pray le/ ye ent] into temptation4' ',pray )\t ceas+4' ,z we /udy m closely into ! life ( ! ,ma/]1 we f9d him on all occasions commun+ ) ! ,fa!r 9 pray]4 ,?us we f9d t ?is is ! mo/ sacr$ & necess>y ( all bran*es ( our daily "w4 ,pray] is ! natural turn+ ( ! bett] self to ,god1 9 ! attitude ( ?ankfulness1 praise1 supplication or voiceless desire4 ',x mu/ be ! spontane\s & almo/ irrepressible outp\r+ ( ! ?\ghts & feel+s ( ! s\l into ! li/5+ e> ( a pres5t ,god1' said an e>ne/ ?9k]4 ,to :at wond]ful dep?s & heights our pray]s lead u :5 !y are ?us spontane\s & irrepressible6 ,h[ well ,david has express$ ! gratitude1 ! holy tru/ & maje/ic praise common to e dev\t *ild ( ,god4 ',! ,"l is my %eph]d1' is bless$ affirmation ( supreme tru/1 ! nam+ ( ,god's glori\s gifts1 ! gratitude = peace1 life1 love1 protection1 fri5d%ip1 all ! heav5ly bless+s ( ,god's pres5ce 9 ,god's h\se4 ,9 ?is wond]ful psalm we f9d1 no d\bt1 no ?\ght ( wait+ = future bless+s1 b a gr& outp\r+ ( ?ankfulness = ! pres5t4 ,!re are no petitions1 no supplications1 no res]ves ( praise1 b simply ! glad recognition & appreciation ( ! omnipres5ce & omnipot5ce ( ,good4 ,x 0 ! same feel+1 temp]$ ) a deep] solemnity1 t prompt$ ,jesus to say ',fa!r1 ,i ?ank !e t ?\ ha/ he>d me1' z he 0 ab\t to p]=m ! mighty miracle ( rais+ ,laz>us4 ,?anks signify ! accompli%m5t ( ! desire4 ,8 reque/ ( ! ,fa!r 0 grant$ be=e he _h ev5 pref]r$ x1 = he knew ! law & realiz$ x--t ,god is life & kn[s n dea?--b ! =m ( words 0 obs]v$ because t makes ! law a visible fact4 ,fa!r is ! human nam+ = ?is div9e ,love t ev] waits = ! spok5 ^w 9 ord] to be reveal$4 ,to ,jesus x 0 ! de>e/ & be/ "n ( all by :i* to address or speak to ! "o great ,help]1 ,guide1 ,fri5d4 ',fa!r1 ,i ?ank !e1' 0 (t5 on 8 lips1 & x 0 to ! ',fa!r :o see? 9 secret' t he bade 8 disciples pray4 ,9 ! secret consci\sness ( on5ess ) ! ,fa!r !re may be no res]vations1 no concealm5ts1 no hypocritical bigotry1 no ?\ght ( self1 only a glad go+ out ) all our he>t & s\l to ! ,fa!r1 a tru/ful ackn[l$gm5t ( ! ,good4 ,?is is ! attitude ( true pray]4 ,! dev\t s\l is always pray+1 because x consci\sly lives ) ,god4 ,!re are times ( praise1 adoration1 extolm5t1 :5 ?ankfulness is m exub]ant1 runs ov] into bur/+ joy1 & times :5 long+ desire c>ries u into ! v bosom ( ,god4 ,we long = com=t1 = love1 = peace1 ) an unutt]able agony ( long+1 & are met ) an unutt]able joy ( satisfaction1 if we b turn to ,him & ackn[l$ge1 b an indisp5sable prelim9>y to pray] is fa/+4 ,! p[] ( accompli%m5t 9 fa/+ & pray] equals a decree4 ,! conditions ^u :i* h+e our use ( ! div9e p[] are1 fir/1'putt+ away iniquity'--fa/+2 second1 turn+ to ,god--pray]4 ,!n comes ! p[] to decree2 !n we see ! tru? ( ,jesus' promise3 ',all ?+s :atsoev] ye pray & ask =1 believe t ye h receiv$ !m1 & ye %all h !m4' ,!n we look into ! face ( ! ,almighty & reflect ! same p[]1 are able to d a l "w1 make visible ! ?+s ( ,8 creation by speak+ ! ^w ( ackn[l$gm5t1 t !y are already e/abli%$4 ,x 0 ?is k9d ( pray] t enabl$ ! disciples to heal ! sick1 ca/ out demons & d all ! wond]ful works4 ,failure 0 simply a sign ( unfai?fulness 9 pray]4 ',oh1 ye ( little fai?6' 0 ! ,ma/]'s explanatory exclamation4 ,"h 0 a mo/ ess5tial requisite--fai? 9 ! ,fa!r1 :o alone is ! p[]2 fai? & tru/ 9 ! invisible ,all4 ,:y d we pray s mu* ) no answ] to ev5 our mo/ dev\t aspirations8 ,because1 l ! disciples1 we h too little fai?4 ,! he>t-we>y "m has pray$ = h] son1 & he /ill goes ! 'broad way t leade? to de/ruction1' z %e ?9ks2 b = h] he>t-we>9ess1 :i* is b lack ( fai?1 he might h be5 turn$ into 'pa?s ( righte\sness4' ,) h] m9d cont9ually burd5$ ) fe>1 dire =ebod+s & anxi\s d\bts1 %e has ask$1 begg$1 besee*$ ! mighty ,rul] ( de/9ies to s(t5 ! he>t ( h] wayw>d boy4 ,?ankfulness t ,god has giv5 to h] *ild ! common inh]itance to all possible bless+s1 a pure spiritual nature1 ! reflection ( ! ,all-,good1 has nev] ent]$ h] ?\ght to express4 ,h] m9d is divid$ betwe5 a conception ( good & a conception ( its opposite--evil4 ,! result is ye>s ( hopeless pray+1 ye>s ( hopeless wait+4 ',a h\se divid$ aga9/ itself c n /&4' ',pray1 believ+ t ye h receiv$4' ,?us1 ',i ?ank ,!e1 ,fa!r1 = ! p]fect reflection ( ,?yself 9 my son4 ,he is :ole because he lives 9 & ( ,?y :ol5ess4 ,i ?ank ,!e t ,?\ ha/ already done m ?an ,i c\ld ask4 ',x is f9i%$4' ,into ,?y h&s ,i comm5d my all4' ,9 ?is is ! simple recognition ( ! ,all-,fa!r1 ,8 love & ,8 omnipot5ce4 ,& aft] ?is1 :at8 ,tru/--unwav]+1 *ildlike tru/4 ,s ! burd5 is truly 'ca/ ^u ! ,"l1' evil is ov]come1 swall[$ up 9 ! ,good4 ,) su* mighty fai?1 :at a cleans+ !re w\ld be6 :at a s9c]e1 glad rejoic+ t ! true relation betwe5 ,god & man 7 prov51 = fai? is ! bond betwe5 ! invisible & ! visible1 a 'basis ( ?+s hop$ =1 a conviction ( ?+s unse54' ,) :at dev\tness1 !n1 w\ld we "n ! ne$s & aspirations8 ,) :at c]ta9ty w\ld we ass]t t we h 'already receiv$8' ,n f> (f 9 ! intangible some:]e1 b "h1 !re1 ev]y:]e may we f9d ! ,good1 & 'he t dwelle? 9 ! secret place ( ! ,mo/ ,high %all abide "u ! %ad[ ( ! ,almighty4' ,to dwell 9 ! secret place1 9 ! pure & righte\s ?\ght1 is to be always "u ! protection ( ! ,mo/ ,high4 ,to be able to say1 ',he is my refuge & my =tress1' is ! gr& privilege giv5 to ! heir ( ! ,k+1 ! heir t has come to ! full k ( 8 inh]itance & ?ankfully uses x4 ',! effectual1 f]v5t pray] ( a righte\s man availe? mu*1' wrote ! wise & righte\s ,james4 ,!re is an inf9ite promise ( ! fulfillm5t ( righte\sness 9 ^! words4 ,!y conta9 ! key to all accompli%m5t or all failure4 ,! righte\s man is "o :o 'walke? righte\sly1 speake? uprightly1 /oppe? 8 e>s f he>+ ( blood1 %utte? 8 eyes f see+ evil' 7pray] & fa/+74 ,! righte\s man decrees magnific5tly & tru/s inf9itely4 ,he does n approa* ,god l a cr++ s]vant1 lick+ ! du/ at 8 ma/]'s feet1 b l a ,pr9ce :o ent]s 8 ,fa!r's pres5ce ) ! simple /atem5t ( 8 wants1 & kn[+ 8 ,fa!r's w takes ! glori\s gift ) ?anksgiv+ & praise4 ,is x heal? he w\ld h manife/$ = himself or 8 neighbor8 ,he confid5tly ackn[l$ges ! heal?1 ev5 ?\gh he c n see x1 ! heal? ) :i* all humanity is end[$1 if x w\ld claim its end[m5t4 ,is x peace1 p[]1 /r5g? he desires1 he aga9 goes to ! royal treasury4 ,) ! "r ^w he climbs ! /air ( heav52 ) ! "r fai? he ent]s 8 ,fa!r's h\se1 :]e all ?+s ab\nd4 ,! righte\s man is ( "o m9d1 ! div9e ,m9d t works ?r\gh him4 ,7 all ! pray+ _w ( "o m9d1 ?9k y a ,l9coln w\ld h be5 m>tyr$1 a ,g>field sacrific$1 or t5d] little *ildr5 lo/ to our sight8 ,god is ! same =ev]4 ,!re is no inh>mony to come f ,h>mony4 ,be ( "o m9d2 let ! div9e ,m9d "w ?r\gh y2 ackn[l$ge only ! div9e creation1 & !n all beliefs 9 ! opposite ( ,god w be de/roy$4 ,! immaculate ,*ri/ 7,tru?7 de/roys ! works ( ! evil 7error7 to-day1 ev5 z 9 ! f> away c5turies ( ! pa/1 'if s be y let ! ,m9d t 0 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus be 9 y4' ,! practical nam+ ( daily pray] is d5ial & affirmation1 d5y+ evil or undesirable conditions1 & ackn[l$g+ ! ,good or absolute4 ',be+ is ! va/ affirmative exclud+ negation1 self-balanc$ & swall[+ up all relations1 p>ts & times )9 itself4 ,nature1 tru?1 virtue1 are ! influx f !nce1' said ,em]son1 not+ ! absolut5ess ( t :i* is4 ,to become "o ) ?is affirmative ,allness1 is to manife/ ! affirmative condition ( ,be+4 ,paul says 9 ,titus3 ',! grace ( ,god ha? appe>$ to all m51 tea*+ u t d5y+ ungodl9ess & worldly desires1 we %\ld live sob]ly1 righte\sly & godly 9 ?is pres5t _w2' & 9 ! next *apt]1 ref]r+ to ! same subject3 ',?is is a fai?ful say+1 & ^! ?+s ,i w t ?\ affirm con/antly1 t !y :i* ha? believ$ 9 ,god might be c>eful to ma9ta9 good works4' ,!re is no ceas+ ( ?is mo/ necess>y process4 ,x is only by d5y+ & affirm+ con/antly t we fa/ & pray1 ?us fitt+ ourselves = ! cleans+ m9i/ry4 ,x is to 'be dilig5t 9 season & out ( season1' if we w\ld ga9 ! true reflection f ,omnipot5ce4 ,:at ! sun is to ! fl[]1 ,?\ to u art e h\r2 ,l ! dew on lily's brea/ ,fall all bless+s f ! ,be/4 ,n alone 9 day w\ld we ,turn our faces1 ,"l1 to ,!e1 ,b ?r\gh l[]+ cl\ds ( night ,w\ld reflect ,?y radiant light2 ,?ank+ ,!e = all ,?y c>e1 ,may our lives be fill$ ) pray]4 ,:at an outp\r+ !re 0 9 ! sil5ce aft] ?is4 ,su* a flood ( rev]5ce & tru/fulness fill$ my he>t1 & in/antly x fla%$ ^u me t ,god requires no outw>d =ms or c]emonies ( ,8 *ildr51 except !y be ! spontane\s & involunt>y expression ( an ov]fl[+ he>t4 ,kneel+ 9 pray] 0 fir/ prompt$ by rev]5ce & n ! s]vile =m into :i* x has too mu* deg5]at$4 ,a =m is only a sign at be/4 ,if !re is no?+ to prompt ! sign1 :at a mock]y x is6 ,truly1 '! lett] kille? b ! _s give? life4' ,exactly h[ ^! ?\ghts came to me ,i c n tell1 b aft] ! sil5ce ,i knew by a great & sudd5 wave ( und]/&+1 ?+s t ,i _h nev] ?\ght ( be=e1 & to attempt to tell !m w\ld be l try+ to cat* ! sun%9e4 ,! h9t ,i h tri$ to give seems v f> f ! reality ( my exp]i5ce--b :at are words comp>$ to ?\ghts1 anyway6444 ,my he>t is too full4 ,i "k n[ :at 'inexpressible' means4 ,good bye1 ) love to all4 ,,m>ion4 ,p4 ,s4 ,i _h j f9i%$ my lett] :5 ,mrs4 ,dawn & ,miss ,s+leton came 94 ,!y too1 _h some?+ wond]ful 9 ! sil5ce4 ,x seems too sacr$ to tell1 b to y ?ree :o are s e>ne/ly seek+ ! way ( ,tru?1 ,i c say :at might seem sacrilege to ! ?\ghtless _w4 ,miss ,s+leton _h realiz$ 9 ^? few mom5ts ! inexpressible mean+ ( ! ,"l's pray]4 ',:y1' %e said1 ':y1 if we c\ld realize :at x means1 !re w\ld be no m sickness1 s9 or dea?4 ,x seem$ to me ! v heav5s op5$1 & ,i look$ ^u a broad :ite %9+ light l a pa?1 only x 0 broad5$ & broad5$ z ,i look$1 till x became wide en\gh to cov] ! :ole e>?4 ,?is is to be :]ev] ! k+dom has come ^u e>?4 ,:]ev] ! ?\ghts are heav5ly & pure !re ! ,fa!r is1 !re heav51 :ol5ess1 heal? are1 & ,i c\ld realize t ! light is "h1 b ignorance keeps x veil$1 s t v]ily ! 'light %9e? 9 d>kness b ! d>kness compreh5de? x n4' ,talk ( sickness1 tr\ble1 sorr[1 :y1 !y are no?+6 ,! light is "h1 ! k+dom ( heav5 has come1 & be5 "h all ! "t4 ,jesus knew x1 b he _h to use language !y c\ld und]/&4 ,he knew if !y pray$ fai?fully 9 t _s1 bye & bye ! spiritual mean+s w\ld fla% ^u !m4 ,oh1 h[ mu*1 h[ mu* x means6 ,i c nev] lose ?is1 = x means unutt]able ?+s1 & ,i "k !re is no reality 9 sickness = ,i am well6' ,miss ,s+leton is1 or has be5 tr\bl$ = ye>s ) he>t disease & a slight curvature ( ! sp9e4 ,x 0 n v light 9 ! room1 & ,i _h n notic$ h] figure p>ticul>ly1 b z %e spoke1 h] face fairly %one ) a heav5ly light 7,i c ?9k ( no?+ else to describe x71 & %e 0 /raight z any "o6 ,%e decl>$ ov] & ov] t %e 0 well1 b m ?an all else %e appreciat$ ! spiritual uplift+ & k t _h come4 ,mrs4 ,dawn _h no special revelation to-day1 b %e seems to be unfold+ mo/ beautifully4 ,we talk$ a long "t1 & !n sat 9 ! sil5ce4 ,!y h j gone4 ,h[ ,i wi% ,i c\ld see y1 b x is late & ,i mu/ aga9 close4 ,give my love to ,grace & ,kate4 ,i am s glad ,kate is gett+ into ! light4 ,i felt %e w\ld be all "r aft] %e begun4 ,( c\rse1 ,kate1 y w read ?is1 b y w n c>e1 ,i am sure4 ,m4 ,h4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiv4 ,n till ! s\l acts ) all its /r5g?1 /ra9s its e faculty1 does pray] beg94--,frances ,p[] ,cobbe4 ,i h always ?\ght a great deal on ! subject ( pray]1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 draw+ 8 *air up clos] & b5d+ ov] to look at 8 li/5]s1 ,grace & ,kate1 :o _h call$ to get ! lett] :i* _h j be5 read1 & x appe>s to me1 he cont9u$1 t subject has be5 misund]/ood4 ,well8 int]rogat$ ,grace4 ,well1 we h always be5 taught to pray to a ,god :o c\ld be in=m$ ( our wants & ne$s1 & be induc$ to *ange ,8 m9d ab\t ! me?od ( deal+ ) !m1 or be s(t5$ 9 ,8 judgm5ts conc]n+ ,8 *ildr54 ,n[ if ,god is all-wise & all-p[]ful1 :y ne$ we s c>efully in/ruct ,him8 ,if ,he is all ,love :y ne$ we ask ,him ) pite\s te>s to bless our sick & afflict$8 ,if ,he is ev]y:]e pres5t1 & no respect] ( p]sons1 :y ne$ we ask ,him to d = "o m ?an = ano!r8 ,z ,god is omnisci5t1 is ,he n all ! k !re is8 ,! great mi/ake has be5 to reg>d ,deity z ,p]son1 in/ead ( ,pr9ciple1 said ,grace1 z he paus$ a mom5t4 ,z ,god is *angeless & et]nal1 ! ess5ce ( ,love & ,life1 he w5t on1 n he$+ ! int]ruption1 h[ c x be o!rwise ?an t we h an influx ( ?is div9e ,life into ourselves z we ackn[l$ge its et]nal & omnipres5t exi/5ce1 realiz+ ! tru? ( :at we say8 ,!re ! tr\ble has be51 said ,kate1 tak+ up 8 ?\ght1 t we h n realiz$ ! div9e ,pres5ce :i* we call ,tru?1 because we h n ackn[l$g$ x4 ,t is exactly ! reason1 & x ne$s a con/ant ackn[l$gm5t ( ! ,good to keep u f admitt+ false beliefs t beset u because ( an ackn[l$gm5t ( ! opposite ( ! ,good4 ,:at !n is y\r idea ( ! true me?od ( pray]8 ask$ ,kate1 mu* int]e/$4 ,m ( ?anksgiv+1 z ,mrs4 ,pe>l tea*es4 ,i l h] comp>ison to ! s]vant & pr9ce4 ,we c n dwell too mu* on ! ?\ght t ,god is always giv+ u bless+s4 ,!y are "h1 h be5 f ! beg9n+ ( all k1 & our "p is to take !m4 ,i (t5 ?9k ( t comp>ison betwe5 ! e>?ly & ! heav5ly ,fa!r1 giv5 by ,jesus1 :5 he said3 ',if ye !n1 be+ evil1 "k h[ to give good gifts unto y\r *ildr51 h[ mu* m %all y\r ,fa!r :i* is 9 heav51 give good ?+s to !m t ask ,him8' ,"h is ,mabel1 = in/ance4 ,passionately fond ( fl[]s z %e is1 suppose "s day ,i %\ld br+ h] a r>e b\quet f ! flori/'s1 & ) a smile hold !m out to h]1 say+3 ',"h ,mabel1 are "s roses = y6' ,h[ w\ld ,i feel if %e came ) ! mo/ pa!tic expression ( long+ & mis]y 9 h] face1 & dropp+ d[n on h] knees1 %\ld beg me to give h] "o fl[]8 ,b in/ead1 l a true *ild t kn[s ! fa!r love1 %e w\ld fly to take ! beautiful gift & say1 ',oh1 ?ank y1 papa6' z %e gives me a raptur\s kiss1 !n runs = a vase to hold h] treasures4 ,inde$1 t is l ! true *ild we all %\ld become1 & give ?anks = ! beautiful gifts ( ,god1 said ,kate1 s(tly1 z if to h]self4 ,:at d y ?9k ( ! ,"l's pray] z x 0 reveal$ to ! lady8 ask$ ,grace1 to :om ?is "p ( ! lett] seem$ a little h>d to und]/&4 ,i ?9k h] revelation f> exce$s m9e1 b ,i h en\gh to "k t x is z %e says3 ',we mu/ f9ally get ! inn] mean+1 b ,i w\ld uncov] ! spiritual ideas by clo?+ !m 9 m spiritual language4' ,x w\ld be a great help if y w\ld int]pret x = u1 said ,kate1 mov+ h] *air clos] 9 h] eag]ness to he>4 ,wait a mom5t1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 z he w5t = ! ,bible4 ,i don't "k v well h[ to ^w x1 b ! ?\ght came to me ?is morn+1 & became mu* pla9] aft] ,i _h read ! lett]4 ,he read ! ,"l's ,pray]1 !n gave 8 conception ( ! spiritual mean+4 ,all-p]vad+ ,fa!r-,"m ,_s1 :i* art 9 all h>mony1 rev]$ & holy is ,?y "n4 ,?y peace & love & righte\sness is conceiv$ & realiz$ amid e>?ly environm5ts z x is 9 ! highe/ /ate ( h>mony4 ,give to u ea* day ! hidd5 manna1 ! liv+ ^w t su/a9s u1 & give u ! tru? = error z we 9 our div9e lik5ess to ,!e1 give tru? = error to ^? :o err aga9/ u4 ,leave or let u n 9 temptation1 b pres]ve u f all ?\ghts t w\ld di%onor ,!e1 = ,?9e is ! k+dom & p[] & glory =ev]4 ,t is wond]ful4 ,oh1 h[ beautiful x all is1 exclaim$ ,kate ) mu* feel+4 ,isn't x8 add$ ,grace1 & q 9 accord ) ! passage quot$ by ,mrs4 ,hayd51':at ?+s soev] ye desire1 t--' ,same pr9ciple1 recogniz+ ! omnipres5ce ( all ?+s good1 & ackn[l$g+ ! gift z already giv51 int]rupt$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 %utt+ 8 book & ris+ to put x away4 ,h[ w\ld y con/rue ! passage :]e x says1 ') pray] & supplication let y\r reque/s be made kn[n to ,god8' ask$ ,kate4 ,oh1 b y h n quot$ x all3 ',) pray] & supplication1 ) ?anksgiv+ let y\r reque/s be made kn[n1' repli$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 smil+4 ,x means1 cont9ue to ask1 & expect to receive & give ?anks1 n only by ^w1 b by prop] use ( :at y already h4 ',if ye cont9ue 9 my ^w1' 0 ! condition1 s x mu/ be t we cont9ue to ask & give ?anks1 ev5 if our petition is n visibly answ]$ at once4 ,mr4 ,hayd5 _h "s advantage 9 8 /udy ov] ! girls1 = ^! ?+s _h be5 m or less consid]$ by himself & ,mrs4 ,hayd5 ev] s9ce h] recov]y1 & x 0 no wond] he c\ld expla9 s readily4 ,aft] all1 h[ w\ld y apply ?is way ( pray+ to giv+ treatm5ts8 ask$ ,grace4 ,i am anxi\s = ! practical application4 ,:y1 x is all practical1 z f> z ! individual is conc]n$1 b ! application to o!rs we h yet to le>n1 ?\gh ,i imag9e x is ! same4 ,x is simply be+ negative to false conditions1 ?us putt+ !m (f1 & affirmative to true conditions1 absorb+ !m z ! fl[] does ! light & heat4 ,well1 x is a beautiful idea ( pray] at any rate1 rem>k$ ,grace4 ,!y soon w5t home1 /ill discuss+ & deeply pond]+ ! subject4 99 99 99 99 99 ,grace1 :at d y suppose ,i did to-day8 cri$ ,kate1 brea?lessly1 z %e ru%$ 9 ! next ev5+4 ,c't imag9e1 unless y cur$ little ,tim1 ! newsboy1 laugh$ ,grace1 mak+ h] guess extravagant en\gh4 ,no1 b really1 ,i treat$ ,fannie = a dreadful heada*e4 ,( c\rse ,i said no?+ to h]1 b %e 0 /umbl+ s ov] h] music1 ,i ask$ h] :at 0 ! matt]1 & :5 %e told me ,i treat$ h]4 ,9 j a few mom5ts %e bright5$ up & said %e felt bett]1 & be=e we got ?r\gh x 0 all gone4 ,wasn't t delightful8 ,v1 & ,i am s glad4 ,h[ did y d x8 ,well1 ,i c h>dly tell1 b ! talk we _h ye/]day ) ,mr4 ,hayd5 gave me a cle>] idea ?an ,i _h be=e1 & ,i j d5i$ ! heada*e & ackn[l$g$ ! tru? t %e 0 spiritually well2 !n wait$ a few mom5ts & gave ?anks t x 0 s4 ,h[ glad we ought to be = ! privilege ( read+ ,mrs4 ,hayd5's lett]s1 said ,grace1 ?\ghtfully1 z %e smoo!d h] hair & wa%$ h] h&s4 ,yes1 & :at a goose ,i 0 ab\t x1 ,kate repli$4 ,i w\ld sc>cely take ! *ance :5 x 0 (f]$1 & if x _h be5 any "o b ,mrs4 ,hayd51 ,i d believe ,i %\ld h refus$ po9t blank4 ,we "k s little :at is "r :5 we judge 9 ! old way1 said ,grace4 ,n[1 if ,i actually hadn't se5 t woman cur$1 & kn[n positively h[ %e 0 be=e1 no?+ w\ld h induc$ me to sp5d my "t on ?is1 al?\gh1 f ! fir/1 ,i r lik$ ! !ory4 ,:]e is my g+ham apron8 call$ ,kate1 look+ 9 ! d>k closet :]e %e _h hung x4 ,kate1 ,i'm ?or\ghly re=m$1 z y w "k :5 ,i tell y ,i am p]fectly will+ to p]=m ! cul9>y duties to-night1 & ,i w be ! cook :ile y disc\rse "s music = my edification1 laugh$ ,grace1 z %e em]g$ f ! /udio ) h] sleeves roll$ back1 & ! lo/ apron p9n$ ar\nd h]4 ,:at6 cri$ ,kate1 hold+ up bo? h&s ) a mock-tragic air4 ,d y really mean x8 ,( c\rse1 & ,i w %[ y :at a tal5t ,i h = poa*+ eggs & mak+ toa/4 ,! girls 7 9 ! habit ( divid+ _! "w accord+ to _! p]sonal ta/es4 ,kate lik$ to prep>e da9ty meals & wa% di%es1 :ile ,grace pref]r$ to sweep & du/1 & arrange ?+s to suit h] arti/ic eye4 ,ea* dislik$ ! o!r's "p ( ! "w1 s !y 7 well cont5t to h x s divid$4 ,g on1 n[1 ord]$ ,grace1 & play = me4 ,i want "s music2 b1 fir/ ( all1 tell me :]e ! eggs are1 & h[ long %\ld !y boil8 ,! eggs are 9 ! t9 pail on ! ?ird %elf 9 ! closet4 ,!y %\ld boil till !y are a pretty blue :ite4 ,v well1 n[ ,i c disp5se ) y\r company4 ,kate laugh$ m]rily1 & sitt+ d[n to ! piano1 play$ till ,grace call$ h] out to d9e4 ,x seems r nice to come home & play lady1 %e rem>k$1 z %e w5t out :]e ,grace 04 ,well1 really1 ,kate1 ,i 0 ?9k+ ?is aft]noon t !re is n s mu* diff]5ce 9 ! k9ds ( "w z !re is 9 ! ?\ghts y h :5 y "w1 & ,i resolv$1 t to refra9 f c]ta9 duties because "o does n l !m is selfi%1 & makes a p]son "o-sid$4 ,!n ,i c\ld see no reason :y ,i %\ld dislike to cook1 & conclud$ to try x4 ,i believe y are "r ab\t ! "o-sid$ness1 said ,kate1 sob]ly4 ,i d want to gr[ into a r\nd$ "*1 & am j realiz+ ! necessity ( do+ ?+s t lie ne>e/ u1 :e!r x is wa%+ di%es1 pa9t+ or scrubb+4 ,if ,i get s ,i c ?9k "r ab\t ?+s ,i'm sure ,i %all l !m4 ,t is true4 ,i h already notic$ a va/ diff]5ce 9 my pati5ce 9 giv+ lessons4 ,y "k "s days ,i w\ld be s n]v\s & get s exasp]at$ ) ,fannie ,?ornton & ,j5ny ,miles1 ,i didn't "k :at to d ) myself1 b ! la/ few days ,i h n m9d$ !m at all1 9 fact ,i got along bett] ) ,fannie ?an ev] be=e1 & x 0 j because ,i kept f ?9k+ %e 0 contr>y & /upid4 ,well1 t is a practical application ( y\r lesson4 ,i ?9k we ought to apply x to ev]y?+ we d1 repli$ ,grace4 ,"o ( ! *ief beauties ( ?is ,*ri/ianity is t x goes into e ?\ght & action1 said ,kate1 ?\ghtfully1 adju/+ h] hair4 ,oh6 %e add$ a mom5t lat]1 ,i =got to give y ! lett] t came to-day4 ,%e pull$ x out ( h] pocket all crumpl$ & gave x to ,grace1 :o glanc$ at h] "n on ! envelope & !n grew :ite ab\t ! m\? z %e ha/ily put x into h] pocket1 rem>k+ 9 an ord9>y tone1 ,x w keep a little long]4 ,little 0 said by ei!r = "s "t4 ,grace 0 preoccupi$ & ,kate furtively wat*$ h] face1 = ?is 0 an unacc\ntable proc$ure1 al?\gh occasionally ,grace _h be5 affect$ ! same way be=e4 ,%e insi/$ on wa%+ ! di%es1 & 0 glad inde$ t %e _h x to d1 :ile ,kate p\r$ h] ?\ghts into music1 feel+ t %e c\ld be/ %[ sympa?y = h] fri5d by ?is1 to h]1 mo/ expressive way4 ,z = ,grace1 %e wait$ till %e _h q f9i%$ h] "w & !n sat d[n to read ! lett]4 ,%e well knew x 0 f ,leon ,c>r+ton1 a suitor1 :om %e _h reject$ on ! plea t %e wi%$ to be w$d$ solely to h] art4 ,pride _h =bidd5 h] be+ frank en\gh to tell him ! real reason1 caus$ by an impea*m5t made aga9/ 8 "*1 by "o :om %e implicitly tru/$ z a fri5d4 ,h] bitt] resolve 0 ! result1 & :ile x 0 true %e lov$ & desir$ to sp5d h] life 9 pursu+ h] art1 %e _h compell$ h]self to ?9k %e lov$ x be/1 & s told him x 0 fir/ *oice4 ,h]s 0 a pr\d1 deep nature1 & r ?an admit t %e _h lov$ or c\ld love "o :om %e consid]$ unwor?y1 %e cut ! matt] %ort by a decid$ rejection4 ,x _h co/ h] a mighty ef=t to come to ?is decision1 & :5 %e came out ( ! trial1 %e _h lo/ h] fai? 9 all m54 ,on all o!r po9ts b ?is1 ,grace 0 s\nd & sweet 9 h] g5]al disposition1 b any talk on m>riage %e w\ld nev] tol]ate ev5 ) ,kate4 ,?is 0 ! ?ird lett] he _h writt5 9 ! two ye>s s9ce he w5t away1 & z 9 ! prec$+1 he f]v5tly begg$ h] to reconsid]4 ,,*apt] ,,xxv4 ,life ha? its ,tabor heights1 ,its l(ty m\nts ( heav5ly recognition1 ,^: unveil$ glories fla% to e>? munition ,( love1 & tru?1 & cle>] intuition3 ,hail6 m\nt ( all delights6 --,i4 ,c4 ,gilb]t4 ,,m>l[1 ,septemb] ----4 ,good morn+1 de> ones all6 ,i mu/ tell y a little ( ye/]day be=e ,i g to ! lesson to-day4 ,we 7 n 9 class1 & ,i /aid 9 my room all day try+ to solve ! _m que/ions t pres5t !mselves to u all1 & to claim a little m und]/&+4 ,_m po9ts became v mu* cle>] aft] my long m$itation 9 ! sil5ce4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,i ran d[n to see ,mrs4 ,dawn1 :o is sev]al blocks away4 ,we 7 s int]e/$1 s completely absorb$ 9 tell+ our ?\ghts & exp]i5ces1 t x 0 aft] elev5 o'clock :5 ,i arose to g1 & !n %e accompani$ me home1 only int5d+ to come "p way1 b z we pass$ a little l[ h\se ab\t half way home1 ! door sudd5ly op5$ & a little girl ( t5 or twelve ye>s ran out sobb+1 ',! baby is dy+6 ! baby is dy+6' ,%e 0 go+ up an outside /airway to in=m a neighbor4 ,we ru%$ into ! h\se & f\nd ! frantic "m sobb+ & wail+ ov] h] baby app>5tly 9 ! la/ agonies ( dea?4 ',:at is x8 ,c't we d some?+ = y8' we ask$1 n kn[+ :at else to say4 ',oh1 my baby1 my preci\s baby is dy+6 ,don't y see8 %e is almo/ gone4' ,inde$1 = an in/ant x seem$ ! little life _h gone out1 :51 l a fla% ( lightn+1 ! words came to my inn] self1 ',!re is no dea?4' ',he t believe? on me %all n see dea?2' ',i am ! way ! tru? & ! life4' ',treat1' ,i :isp]$ to ,mrs4 ,dawn1 & soon ! awful lie 0 d5i$ by u 9 ! peaceful sil5ce ( our own s\ls2 = all consci\sness ( appe>ances _h vani%$ z we d5i$ dea? & its p[]1 till we c\ld comm& ! waves ( mortal ?\ght to subside & say1 ',peace1 be /ill4' ,x 0 ! ,ma/]1 ! ,*ri/ )91 :o spoke = u1 & we 7 fill$ ) ! mighty peace & calmness ( ,tru? t work$ ?r\gh u & 0 imm$iately made manife/4 ,! little face relax$1 ! eyes lo/ _! glassy />e1 ! color return$ to ! pale lips4 ,! "m ceas$ h] m\rn+ & gaz$ at ! preci\s *ild 9 awesome sil5ce4 ,! neighbor & ! little girl :o _h come 91 /ood by 9 hu%$ amazem5t4 ,= a :ile all felt ! pres5ce ( ! great invisible ,p[] t _h wr\ght s wondr\s a "w 9 _! mid/1 al?\gh no "o knew b ourselves :at _h be5 done4 ,pres5tly ! "m lean$ back 9 h] *air ) a sigh ( relief1 await+ ! doctor1 = :om h] husb& _h gone be=e we ent]$ ! h\se4 ,we wait$ till he came1 & !n quietly slipp$ out4 ,mrs4 ,dawn came cle> home ) me1 & we f\nd our ?\ghts & feel+s _h be5 almo/ id5tical 9 ?is rem>kable exp]i5ce1 %[+ ! on5ess ( tru?4 ,x is some?+ we %all nev] =get1 = x 0 inde$ f ! v dep?s ( our be+ we 7 /irr$ & ?rill$ ) ! mighty ,pr9ciple4 ,?is morn+ ,i w5t to see ! baby1 & f\nd x q bright & happy1 b /ill brea?+ a little heavily4 ,! ,m4 ,d4 _h left m$ic9e1 & ( c\rse1 !y 7 giv+ x 'accord+ to directions4' ,i told ! "m some?+ ( ! ,heal+1 & %e readily ackn[l$g$ t some?+ my/]i\s _h sav$ h] *ild's life1 because x c]ta9ly 0 dy+ z mu* z ! *ild %e _h lo/ ye>s ago4 ',aft] y left la/ night1 ! neighbor :o 0 "h said l z n y 7 ,*ri/ian heal]s or :atev] t is1 b %e did n believe a ^w 9 x1 & t x 0 all nons5se1 b ,i told h] ,i didn't c>e4 ,i ?\ght y sav$ my baby1 & ! doctor said x _h gr[n mu* bett] s9ce he came4 ',well1' says ,i1 'ef y _h se5 h] condition :5 ! ladies came 91 y w\ld say %e is bett]4' ',oh1 we won't argue ab\t :at made h] bett]1 :e!r m$ic9e or some?+ else2 all we want n[ is to h ! *ild cur$1' said ! doctor1 v k9d-l1 & ,i really ?\ght a great deal bett] ( him ?an ,i _h be=e1 = mo/ ,m4 ,d4's ?9k !y "k ev]y?+1' %e said4 ,i 0 s glad to f9d %e ackn[l$g$ ev5 ?is mu*1 s ,i talk$ a little long]1 & expla9$ ! necessity ( p]fect tru/ 9 ,god1 & ! consequ5ces ( di/ru/ 9 ,him4 ,%e seem$ v responsive & ready to believe1 b !n1 :o w\ld n believe aft] su* a demon/ration8 ,i h felt aw$ & hu%$ all ! morn+1 rememb]+ ! mighty some?+ surg+ ?r\gh me4 ,x seems h>d to believe t at la/ my desire to h "s gr& sign %[n me is already fulfill$4 ,mrs4 ,pe>l talk$ beautifully ?is aft]noon on und]/&+4 ,i wi% y c\ld he> ! lectures z %e gives !m1 ) all h] grace & beauty & impressiv5ess4 ,"h is ! ess5ce ( ! lesson3 ,z we evolve f mat]ial to spiritual und]/&+1 we put ourselves m & m into ! div9e curr5t ( ,life1 ,heal?1 ,goodness1 :i* is ,god4 ,! high] our ideal1 ! high] our atta9m5t4 ,believ+ 9 ,god z supreme ,love1 we f9d x impossible to conceive ( wra?1 jeal\sy1 rev5ge1 z emanat+ f or exi/+ 9 ,him1 ,h] or ,x4 ,z we are fill$ ) love1 x becomes univ]sal4 ,ev]ybody is judg$ by its t5d] *>ity1 ev]y?+ is t+$ ) its w>m radiance4 ,z ,paul s beautifully wrote3 ',love suff]e? long & is k9d1 love envie? n1 vaunte? n itself1 is n puff$ up1 do? n behave itself unseemly1 seeke? n its own1 is n provok$1 take? n acc\nt ( evil1 rejoice? n 9 unrighte\sness1 b rejoice? 9 ! tru?4444 ,love nev] faile?4' ,if ?is be a /&>d by :i* to judge ! love ( m51 h[ mu* m appropriately might x judge ,god1 :o is love itself4 ,9 proportion z we are fre$ f ! ignorance & n>r[ness ( primitive1 anci5t op9ions conc]n+ ,god1 we %all rise to broad] & t5d]] & tru] conceptions ( ,him4 ,to ! w>m1 sympa!tic he>t1 t kn[s ! deepe/ ne$s ( humanity1 ! 'm]cy t endure? =ev]' is an e/abli%$ fact ( ! univ]sal ,love4 ,to und]/& ?is ,love is to be at "o ) x1 to d ! works & ?9k ! ?\ghts ( ,love4 ,x is ess5tial1 !n1 fir/ to und]/& ! law ( ef=t1 !n fai?1 !n love1 !n spiritual und]/&+1 :i* is ! goal t[>d :i* we all ha/5--und]/&+ ( all spiritual ?+s1 und]/&+ ( ,god1 :o is all _s4 ,z we make ! ef=t we receive fai?1 z we use fai? we gr[ 9 ! p[] & capacity ( love1 & love br+s u ! fullness ( all ?+s1 ev5 und]/&+ ( inf9ite wisdom4 ,e glimpse ( tru? we h ev] _h1 e glori\s brea? ( fre$om1 is b a h9t ( :at w be :5 we h 'awak5$ to righte\sness4' ,we ga9 our k by & ?r\gh ! law ( "r speak+ & consequ5tly "r act+4 ,9 ! ,bible1 ! ,new ,te/am5t especially1 great /ress is laid ^u ! p[] ( words4 ,solomon wrote1 ',h[ =cible are "r words4' ',life & dea? are 9 ! p[] ( ! tongue1' & f ,/4 ,paul we he>1 ',hold fa/ ! =m ( s\nd words2' & ,james' admonition1 ',be ye do]s ( ! ^w & n he>]s only1' %[ t bo? consid]$ x necess>y to speak ! ^w if !y w\ld manife/ its p[]4 ,b !re is ano!r & a holi] (fice giv5 to ! ^w & t is ! (fice ( atonem5t4 ,! orig9al mean+ ( atone 0 to 'make at-"o1 to agree1 to be 9 accordance1 to accord4' ,to be at-"o ) a p]son is to be 9 su* p]fect sympa?y t ! ?\ghts ( bo? are ! ?\ghts & feel+s ( "o4 ,ano!r illu/ration w\ld be to say ( a *ip ?r[n into ! riv]1 x is at-"o ) ! curr5t4 ,9 ?is s5se we %\ld aim to be s at-"o ) ! div9e ,pr9ciple t we may say ) ,jesus1 ',i am "o ) ! ,fa!r1' = did he n say3 ',!y are n ( ?is _w ev5 z ,i am n ( ?is _w1' & ',t !y may be "o ev5 we are "o4' ,to speak absolute ,tru? is to come into ! true at-"o-m5t1 to be at "o ) ! div9e ,m9d1 to realize t ,*ri/ ! ,tru? is ! aton+ p[]4 ,! ,*ri/ is ! imp]sonal ,^w ( ,tru? :i* we are to speak1 = 'unto u ha? be5 committ$ ! ^w ( reconciliation' or atonem5t4 ,:5 we ?9k true ?\ghts & cat* true ideas1 :5 we und]/& true mean+s & love true k1 we are su/a9$ by ! liv+ ^w :i* su/a9s all :o speak & live x1 because we are truly at "o ) ! div9e ,^w4 ,kn[+ ! mean+ ( ,*ri/ to be ,tru?1 blood to be life or ^w1 & s9 to be error1 we cat* ! spiritual mean+ ( ! phrase 's9s wa%$ away by ! blood ( ,*ri/1' :i* is1 s9s or errors wa%$ away by ! ^w ( ,tru?4 ,9 t wond]ful s]mon 9 ! six? *apt] ( ,john1 ,jesus us$ ! t]m blood z a symbol ( 8 words1 & emphatically told 8 disciples1 :5 !y p]si/$ 9 tak+ 8 say+s lit]ally1 '! fle% pr(ite? no?+1 ! words t ,i speak unto y1 !y are _s & !y are life4' ,t ! ,bible writ]s us$ ! figurative language ( ^? times1 mu/ be tak5 into acc\nt :5 read+ po9ts t h be5 made f\ndation doctr9es4 ,ow+ to ! anci5t cu/om ( sacrific+ animals to appease ! wra? ( ,god1 :om !y reg>d$ z subject to ang]1 jeal\sy or any human passion1 !y us$ figurative language :5 describ+ ,jesus z ! ,lamb sacrific$ = ! s9s ( ! _w4 ,9 "o ( ! inspir$ mom5ts ( ! prophet1 :5 he appreh5d$ ,god z a ,god ( ,love1 he cri$ out1 ',i h desir$ m]cy & n sacrifice2 & ! k ( ,god m ?an burnt (f]+4' ,x is ! k ( ,god1 ! ^w ( tru?1 t w save1 & ! only sacrifice is ! sacrifice ( self :i* makes ! atonem5t possible4 ,to fa/ f all selfi%ness is to keep ! true fa/1 s beautifully describ$ 9 ! fifty-eigh? *apt] ( ,isaiah4 ',is x n to loose ! b&s ( wick$ness1 to undo ! heavy burd5s1 to let ! oppress$ g free1 to break e yoke8 ,!n %all ?y light break =? z ! morn+1 & ?9e heal? %all spr+ =? spe$ily4' ,"h is ! fruit ( atonem5t1 ! result ( und]/&+1 = und]/&+ ,god & be+ at "o ) ,god1 is 9 reality ! same4 ,z we und]/& ,god we %all be at "o ) ,him1 & to be at "o ) ,god is to be :ole1 = ,he is ,hol9ess1 :ol5ess1 heal?4 ',if ?9e eye be s+le1 !n %all ?y :ole body be full ( light4' ,to be s+le 9 recogniz+ ! "o ,m9d1 "o ,p[]1 "o ,creation1 is to be fill$ ) light1 :i* is life1 :i* is heal?1 = z ! m9d1 consci\sness1 becomes illum9at$1 ! body responds by record+ ! hi/ory ( ?\ght ^u ! visible page or body4 ,x is ! revealm5t ( ,god t we seek1 & our individual relation to ,him4 ,:at m is !re = u to "k aft] we "k ,him1 = is n ,he all !re really is8 ,he has giv5 _m m>vel\s signs to ,8 *ildr51 :o mu/ be taught 9 simple *ildi% ways & ! '/ill small voice' is ev] ne>1 speak+ to :omsoev] w li/54 ,x is ! inn] guide1 ! '_s ( tru? t guides u into all tru?4' ,!n we are 'clo!d ^u1' we h return$ to our ,fa!r's h\se & ! fea/ is spread1 ! rejoic+ has begun4 ,= a:ile our only conception ( p[]1 is 9 visible manife/ations or feel+s1 b !re comes a "t :5 'to be alone ) sil5ce is to be alone ) ,god1' :5 joy is unutt]able1 & love ! v pot5cy ( sil5ce1 :5 we wait ) bat$ brea? & let ! div9e ,?\ght surge ?r\gh u1 :5 we put away all mat]ial beliefs & /& glorifi$ 9 ! 'secret ( ,8 ,pres5ce4' ,!n inde$ are we baptiz$ ( ! _s1 & 9 ! sil5t *amb] ( our new consci\sness may we he> ! bless$ words1 ',?\ art my belov$ son4' ,no long] ',?\ %alt & ?\ %alt n1' b ! sweet affirmation ( son%ip1 ( daught]%ip1 ( ! preci\s b5$iction ( a ,fa!r's love4 ,!n glad light ru%es into e d>k crevice ( our m9d4 ,we see z we nev] saw be=e1 we und]/& z we nev] und]/ood be=e1 we speak z we nev] spoke be=e1 we live z we nev] liv$ be=e1 because we h be5 lift$ out ( ! dep?s ( ignorance to ! radiant heights ( ! ,promis$ ,l&1 because we he> ! angel say+ z ( old1 ',behold ! tab]nacle ( ,god is ) m51 & he w dwell ) !m1 & !y %all be 8 p1 & ,god himself %all be ) !m & be _! ,god 444 & ,god %all wipe away all te>s f _! eyes1 & !re %all be no m dea?1 nei!r sorr[ nor cry+1 nei!r %all !re be any m pa91 = ! =m] ?+s are pass$ away4' ,f9ally1 oh my husb&1 because we h be5 born aga91 & s f9d ourselves )9 ! royal gates1 ! palace doors op5 to receive u & ! insignia ( royalty writt5 ^u our faces1 = we %all be /amp$ ) ! signs ( und]/&+1 & "k1 z ,jesus did1 'x is n ,i1 b ! ,fa!r t dwelle? 9 me1 ,he doe? ! works4' ,!n1 z ! beaute\s sunlight ba!s & blesses all ! _w ) its effulg5t glory1 s w ! light ( ,tru?1 kn[n z und]/&+1 %9e ?r\gh u & turn pa9 into peace1 sadness into joy1 sickness into heal?1 error into tru?4 ',wisdom rip5s into sil5ce1 ,& ! lesson %e do? tea*1 ,is1 t life is m ?an language1 ,& t ?\ght is m ?an spee*4' ,h[ ,i long = ?is ultimate exp]i5ce6 ,h[ ,i ye>n = ! fullness ( ?is k n[2 = ! rip5$ wisdom t %all unlock ! doors ( my own consci\sness1 b ,i "k1 de>1 ?is w come to u if we are fai?ful to ! few little /eps we "k1 no matt] h[ we /umble & fall 9 tak+ !m4 ,oh1 t we may rea* out to all ! _w 9 ! sweet m9i/ry ( 'peace on e>?1 good w to m54' ,y say '!re is a rift 9 ! cl\ds = y1 too1 & ! vague some?+ :i* sometimes loom$ up 9 y\r horizon is gone4' ,h[ glad ,i am1 no words c tell4 ,:at a *ange !re w be6 ,! old pa/ %all be sweet5$ & sanctifi$ by ! new pres5t1 & only ! good memories %all rema94 ,:at a bless$ com=t 9 ?is ?\ght1 '! ,"l %all be ?y re> w>d4' ,we h no?+ to d ) ! pa/1 = x %all be utt]ly annull$4 ,! ,tru? has eras$ x1 & x is swall[$ up 9 ! good 9 proportion z we recognize only ! ,good4 ,?is ?\ght is a great consolation to me :5 ,i recall ! ha/y words ,i us$ to say :5 my temp] got ! bett] ( me4 ,oh1 t old fail+6 ,i hope x is =ev] vanqui%$--b !re1 ,i mu/ n =get to be sci5tific1 & ( c\rse x is n sci5tific to talk ( error 9 any way4 ,jamie is a de> little scamp1 if he did try to break ! rules & get some?+ to eat betwe5 meals by play+ prairie dog4 ,x mu/ h be5 v funny to see him sitt+ 9 ! attitude ( a begg+ dog1 mutely appeal+ = some?+1 & be+ oblig$ at la/ to sugge/ t !re 0 c&y on ! top %elf4 ,ev5 my he>t w\ld h s(t5$ = ! innoc5t little trick/]4 ,well1 really1 we mu/ try to give ! *ildr5 ! lib]ty we old] *ildr5 desire & insi/ ^u hav+ 9 su* a head/rong way4 ,bless my little d>l+s6 ,!y %all realize ! abs5ce ( fe>1 ! pres5ce ( love 9 _! home1 :i* we mu/ /rive m & m to make typical ( ! great ,home 9 :i* we are all memb]s4 ,i feel t !y are de>] n[ ?an ev]4 ,my love is m unselfi%1 & ,i c really feel t !y are truly consecrat$ to ! ,good1 because ,i "k h[ to hold !m 9 ! ?\ght ( ! ,good1 h[ to annul ! opposite influ5ces & fill _! m9ds ) ! sweet1 pure1 ennobl+ realizations ( ,love4 ,meekly ,i say ?is1 because ,i "k n my own /r5g?1 or r ,i "k n h[ mu* div9e /r5g? ,i may recognize & use1 b ?is is ! "r pa?1 & ,i e>ne/ly desire to walk 9 x4 ,y "k "s p say 79 _! ignorance1 ( c\rse7 t ?is free ?9k+ breaks up families4 ,oh1 if !y c\ld only "k1 on ! o!r h&1 h[ x /r5g!ns ! bonds1 h[ x cle>s up misund]/&+s & falsities1 h[ x tea*es u ! sacr$ness ( family relations1 & br+s u into spiritual on5ess1 :i* is ! only true m>riage4 ,spiritual light has come to me on ?is subject :i* c n be put into words1 b "s "t y w "k :at ,i "k1 & we %all bo? be bless$ by ! k4 ,peace be unto all ,god's *ildr54 ,y\r lov+ ,,m>ion4 ,,*apt] ,,xxvi4 ,if ?\ art worn & h>d beset1 ,) tr\bles t ?\ w\ld'/ =get1 ,if ?\ w\ld'/ read a lesson t w keep ,?y he>t f fa9t+ & ?y s\l f sleep1 ,g to ! woods & hills6 ,no te>s ,dim ! sweet look t ,nature we>s4 --,h4 ,w4 ,longfell[4 ,grace 0 9 deep p]plexity4 ,%e pond]$ h] problem ov] & ov]1 & ?\gh 9 reality %e felt m l fl++ pride to ! w9ds ?an ev] be=e1 %e 0 n able to =mulate or ev5 consci\sly "n h] ?\ghts4 ,a /range1 unsettl$ feel+ possess$ h]4 ,%e wond]$ at h]self t %e did n contemptu\sly ?r[ ?is lett] ( ,leon ,c>r+ton's into ! fire1 z %e _h ! o!r two1 b = "s reason did n d s4 ,all night %e 0 uneasy & slept b little4 ,! next morn+ %e ann\nc$ to ,kate t %e w\ld sp5d ! day at ,rosewood1 sket*+4 ,:at ! tr\ble 01 ,kate c\ld only surmise1 b wisely held h] peace feel+ in/9ctively t n[ 0 no "t = que/ions4 ,%e 0 reliev$ to he> ( ! prospective recreation1 = ,grace always came back f ^! trips ) s mu* fre% inspiration1 & r5ew$ en?usiasm4 ,x 0 a beautiful day1 "o ( ^? mild1 hazy days ( ,octob] t seem made to tea* humanity "s ( its mo/ sacr$ lessons4 ,nature is ! be/ ( tea*]s if we "k h[ to read h] my/ic pages1 h] _m & v>i$ beauties1 h] wide div]sities ( expression1 h] f9e subtlety ( language1 = %e is ! h&maid ( ,tru?1 inasmu* z %e holds be=e our admir+ eyes pictures ( ,tru? & its wondr\s laws4 ,if we c int]pret ! pictures1 we are wis] & bett] & happi]4 ,grace 0 ev] ready to li/5 to ! oracles ( nature1 b n[ !y held a sweet] message ?an ev] be=e1 & %e ke5ly anticipat$ ! pleasure 9 /ore = h] z %e seat$ h]self 9 ! c> & dispos$ ( h] sket*+ mat]ials = ! half h\r's ride to ,rosewood1 a pretty little woodl& /ation ne> ,hampton4 ,%e g5]ally walk$ ! mile & a half to ! f>mh\se 9 ! edge ( ! woods1 :]e %e _h made ! acqua9tance ( a k9d he>t$ old lady1 :o loan$ h] a great ,newf\ndl& dog belong+ to ! h\se1 = company 9 h] rambles4 ,mrs4 ,clayl& 0 rejoic$ to see h]1 = x _h be5 sev]al weeks s9ce ,grace _h call$1 & %e 0 eag] to tell h] ( ! great tree up 9 ! rav9e t _h be5 bla/$ by ! lightn+1 & ab\t ! beautiful little wat]fall caus$ by ! ,*]ry ,creek fre%et4 ,grace li/5$ pati5tly z %e re/$1 & ask$ que/ions t %e _h ask$ _m times be=e1 because x pleas$ ! old lady to tell ( all ! beautiful spots & da9ty bits ( l&scape 9 h] vic9ity4 ,t 0 next to be+ ! arti/4 ,pr9ce /ood by1 look+ ) intellig5t eyes1 fir/ at ! visitor & !n at 8 mi/ress1 wagg+ 8 tail wi/fully z ?\gh eag] to be (f1 = he seem$ to realize t ?is 0 8 holiday too4 ,are y ready to g1 ,pr9ce8 ask$ ,grace1 patt+ ! dog on ! head z %e look$ into 8 great br[n eyes4 ,pr9ce lick$ 8 m\? & pu%$ 8 nose close "u h] h& :ile 8 tail wagg$ viol5tly4 ,yes1 ( c\rse he is4 ,i wi% my old limbs w\ld let me g too1 b ,i c't ev5 hobble to-day = ! rheumatism has be5 dreadful ! la/ week1 said ,mrs4 ,clayl&1 z %e wip$ h] spectacles4 ,grace h>dly knew :at to say1 = "h 0 j ! place = a little sympa?y1 & yet %e mu/ %ut h] eyes to false beliefs & conditions1 s %e wisely talk$ ( ! beautiful day1 ! w>m air1 & :at n1 :ile secretly resolv+ t ,mrs4 ,clayl& %\ld be h] fir/ pati5t if %e ev] knew h[ to treat pati5ts accord+ to ! ,*ri/ me?od4 ,9 ! mean "t1 %e w\ld give h] "s ?\ghts4 ,:ile ,mrs4 ,clayl& volubly rattl$ on1 talk+ ( all h] a*es & pa9s1 ,grace 0 do+ h] be/ to ?9k ( ! v opposite /atem5t1 t %e 0 well4 ,at la/1 h[ev]1 ) ,pr9ce trott+ gaily 9 front ( h]1 %e began h] rambles 9 e>ne/4 ,%e knew ( a beautiful view f "o ( ! hills ne> by1 & sl[ly w5d$ h] way ?i!rw>d4 ,! hu% & quiet ( ! place seem$ su* a relief aft] ! tr\bl$ h\rs ( ! pa/ night1 & z %e came to ! g5tle slope ( ! grassy hill1 %e ?rew h]self into ! s(t w>m grass1 9 ! %ade ( a /ately elm t /ood !re alone1 & gave h]self up to ?9k+--?9k+ ( ! deepe/ & mo/ sacr$ problems 9 human exp]i5ce4 ,pr9ce came & laid himself at h] feet4 ,! s(t autumn sun%9e play$ "h & !re ^u h] =m & face ?r\gh ! leaves1 :ile ! occasional note ( a bird or hum ( an insect 7 ! only s\nds t broke ! /illness ( ! lonely place4 ,:at an exquisite pleasure to lie !re & brea! 9 all ?is wond]ful peace1 = x 0 l a ta/e ( heav54 ,f> away f all p]plexities & c>es1 %e c\ld h lo/ h]self 9 sweet =getfulness b = ?is "o !me t w\ld p]si/ 9 ?ru/+ itself ^u h]4 ,at la/ x _h resolv$ itself into ! =m ( a "q4 ,%\ld %e or %\ld %e n write to ,leon ,c>r+ton8 ,might x n be possible %e _h be5 mis9=m$1 & t %e 0 mi/ak5 9 h] ha/y conclusions8 ,life pres5t$ a diff]5t aspect n[ f :at x _h two ye>s ago4 ,%e 0 m l5i5t 9 h] judgm5ts1 m *>itable 9 h] op9ions1 m s(t5$ 9 h] pride2 *ang$ m ?an %e ev] realiz$ until %e began ! self exam9ation on ?is po9t4 ,to be sure %e _h desir$ to *ange 9 ^! respects1 s9ce %e _h se5 a glimpse ( ! possibilities ( ,*ri/ian life4 ,%e _h d5i$ all qualities ( "* 9 h]self t seem$ undesirable1 & _h affirm$ *>itabl5ess1 pati5ce1 wisdom1 b t %e c\ld ev] h *ang$ h] m9d on ?is subject seem$ incr$ible & utt]ly inconsi/5t4 ,& yet1 :at c\ld %e say to him8 ,%e _h no answ]1 c]ta9ly no enc\ragem5t4 ,! only ?+ %e c\ld d w\ld be to tell him frankly :at h] ?\ght & judgm5t _h be51 )\t go+ into details1 & le>n ! tru? ( ! matt]2 b t1 %e w\ld nev] d4 ,:atev] injury %e _h inflict$ ?r\gh h] sil5t1 errone\s ?\ghts %\ld be z sil5tly r$ress$ by h] be/ & mo/ g5]\s ones4 ,ov] an h\r %e lay !re1 no ne>] ! solution ( h] problem ?an :5 %e began4 ,x 0 gett+ late1 & %e rose hurri$ly1 %ook ! leaves & grass f h] dress1 & op5+ h] sket* book1 set to "w4 ,an op5+ to ! left 9 ! woods reveal$ a view ( lovely mead[s & wood$ hills1 clo!d 9 all ! gorge\s robes ( autumn1 ) a mi/y blue haze en%r\d+ !m1 & gleams ( a silv]y riv] w9d+ ?r\gh mead[ & woodl&4 ,%e rapidly sket*$ ! outl9es1 /udi$ ! beaute\s bl5d+ ( t9ts1 & wond]$ mean:ile1 :at p>ticul> lesson %e c\ld le>n or give by ?is beautiful picture4 ,aga9 %e look$ at ! sc5e be=e h]4 ,sudd5ly !re came into h] m9d "s l9es %e _h (t5 admir$3 ,oh1 ! peace at ! he>t ( ,nature1 ,oh1 ! light t is n ( day6 ,:y seek x af> =ev]1 ,:5 x c n be lift$ away8 ,ah1 "h 0 ! key4 ,! peace ( ,nature1 typical ( div9e peace1 ,! ,light n ( day1 div9e ,light itself4 ,h[ sweet ! ?\ght1 h[ preci\s ! lesson2 & ! div9e ,peace & ,light are inde$ =ev] "h4 ,c\ld %e ?r[ su* a div9e message into h] prospective pa9t+8 ,c\ld %e make e =m & color1 e h9t ( light & %ad[1 tell ! sweet /ory1 z ?is liv+ picture told x8 ,surely1 ! he>t t ov]fl[s ) an inbrea?+ ( ! div9e1 mu/ be able to tea* ! common he>t ( humanity1 else :at is ! use ( inspiration8 ,on h] way back to ! h\se1 ,grace pass$ ! bla/$ tree1 describ$ by ,mrs4 ,clayl&1 b %e _h no desire to /udy de/ruction or dea?4 ,x 0 life1 liv+ ?+s1 t %e w\ld portray4 ,0 !re n beauty & gr&eur ev]y:]e1 h9t+ ( ,inf9ity8 ,ev5 ! noisy & monoton\s wat]fall n[ _h a message = h] z x ru%$ =cefully on its c\rse1 reg>dless ( any & all ob/ructions4 ,x 0 q late :5 ,grace & ,pr9ce return$1 mu* lat] ?an %e suppos$1 s t %e miss$ ! tra9 & _h to wait = ! next1 sev]al h\rs lat]4 ,mr4 ,clayl& k9dly volunte]$ to take h] to ! /ation1 an (f] %e 0 v glad to accept4 ,! lamps 7 already light$ :5 %e ent]$ ! c>4 ,%e slipp$ into ! fir/ vacant seat1 b caught a glimpse ( a face sev]al seats 9 front ( h] t made h] he>t beat hurri$ly & h] brea? come quick & fa/ = a few mom5ts4 ,%e resolutely avoid$ look+ any:]e b out ( ! w9d[1 & at ! end ( h] j\rney quietly b quickly disappe>$ 9 ! surg+ cr[d4 ,,*apt] ,,xxvii4 ,let me n dwell s mu* )9 ,my b\nd$ he>t ) anxi\s he$1 ,:]e all my se>*es meet ) d\bt1 ,& no?+ satisfies my ne$2 ,x %uts me f ! s\nd & sight ,( t pure _w ( life & light ,:i* has no bread?1 or l5g?1 or height4 --,a4 ,l4 ,w>+4 ,kate _h long ago become accu/om$ to ^! unc]ta9 movem5ts ( ,grace1 & 0 !re=e n al>m$ at h] prolong$ abs5ce4 ,%e sat 9 a cozy *air1 read+ ! la/ lett] f ,mrs4 ,hayd51 :5 ,grace ent]$4 ,:at makes y look s sob]1 ,graci\s8 %e ask$1 t5d]ly1 aft] ! hat & sket* book 7 laid aside & !y _h settl$ !mselves = _! usual *at4 ,oh1 ,kate1 ,i _h a lovely "t to-day1 ) all ! beautiful sights out 9 ! c\ntry2 ,i wi% y c\ld see h[ mu* m !re is 9 nature s9ce we h /udi$ ,*ri/ian ,heal+1 0 ! evasive reply4 ,i ?9k we see m 9 ev]y?+1 said ,kate1 ^: curiosity 0 r piqu$ by ! evasiv5ess1 ?\gh %e made no sign1 because ev]y?+ /&s = some?+4 ,x is l ! x 9 algebra1 & int]e/+ z ! unkn[n quantity4 ,grace smil$ a little4 ,%e 0 ?9k+ ( a diff]5t k9d ( unkn[n quantity4 ,don't y want to he> ,mrs4 ,hayd5's lett]8 ask$ ,kate1 wond]+ m & m ov] ! di/rait mann] & dreamy absorption ( h] fri5d4 ,! lett]1 :y1 ( c\rse2 :]e is x8 ,"h2 %all ,i read x8 ,c]ta9ly4 ,grace grew m int]e/$ z ! read+ w5t on4 ,t is decid$ly ! mo/ reasonable explanation ( ! atonem5t ,i h ev] he>d1 %e exclaim$ at ! close4 ,yes1 x is reasonable & beautiful ,i mu/ admit1 said ,kate1 b :5 ,i fir/ read ! lett] my old fe> came back = a mom5t t possibly x 0 all wrong1 b ,i rememb]$ my "r to an int]pretation4 ,t "o ?\ght has be5 m helpful to me ?an any o!r1 = x has br\ght su* a s5se ( lib]ty4 ,!n ,i look$ up ! quotation ab\t ! '^w ( reconciliation1' & ,i mu/ say x is s p]fectly pla9 ,i c n see :y x has be5 s ov]look$ & neglect$ be=e4 ,:]e is x8 ,i did n cat* t1 said ,grace1 foll[+ ,kate's f+] z %e po9t$ to ! passage 9 ! ,bible4 ,!re is some?+ s sacr$ 9 ^! mean+s1 resum$ ,kate1 & if ,i may only get ! tru?1 ,i c>e n :at any "o says ab\t x4 ,i see n[ :]e9 lies ! :ole misconception or mis9t]pretation r4 ,x is 9 ! idea ( ,god4 ,if we conceive ( ,him z limit$ to human ways & capacities1 z ! anci5t ,hebrews did1 we naturally ascribe su* works to ,him4 ,9 o!r words1 add$ ,grace1 we judge ,god entirely by ourselves4 ,if we are broad & lov+ 9 our nature & "* x is easy = u to reg>d ,god z love4 ,if we are v9dictive & rev5geful1 we c readily see ,him z angry & unrel5t+4 ,yes1 we are s apt to judge ! :ole _w & ,god1 too1 by our moods1 repli$ ,kate1 ?\ghtfully4 ,z ,em]son says1 'we see 9 o!rs :at we are ourselves1' quot$ ,grace1 remov+ h] jacket :i* until n[ %e _h reta9$ 9 ord] to get w>m aft] h] ev5+ j\rney4 ,oh6 :at d y ?9k ( :at ,mrs4 ,hayd5 says ab\t m>riage8 ask$ ,kate1 putt+ h] p5cil 9 h] m\? z %e held bo? h&s out to assi/ ,grace4 ,%e doesn't say en\gh to give an op9ion1 repli$ ,grace1 b !re mu/ be some?+ 9 h] m9d or %e w\ld n write ab\t x n[4 ,h] ideas mu/ be v exalt$1 & ,i hope to "k :at !y are1 = x is a v important "q1 said ,kate1 ) a casual glance t[>d h] companion1 z %e bit ! end ( ! p5cil4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 decid$ly d5ies ! imputation laid to ,*ri/ian ,heal+1 t x is oppos$ to m>riage1 or t x t5ds to sep>ate families1 said ,grace1 ) m int]e/ ?an ,kate w\ld h ?\ght possible a week ago4 ,i did n "k any su* imputation _h be5 laid to x1 rejo9$ ,kate1 op5+ h] eyes 9 a/oni%m5t4 ,oh1 yes1 ,i h he>d x sev]al times1 b p w talk :e!r !y "k any?+ or n4 ,i am glad ,mrs4 ,hayd5 m5tions x = t is en\gh to %[ !re is absolutely no f\ndation = su* /atem5ts4 ,grace mov$ h] *air & put h] elb[ on ! table s %e might %ade h] eyes ) h] h&4 ,:y1 ,i don't see h[ p c say su* ?+s2 surely ! t5d5cy is to draw families into clos] bonds ( sympa?y & affection1 exclaim$ ,kate1 9 que/ion+ innoc5ce4 ,x ought to be1 repli$ ,grace1 ?\ghtfully1 & und\bt$ly is1 %e add$4 ,:at d y ?9k ( ?is "q1 ,grace8 ,kate v5tur$ to ask4 ,at any o!r "t %e w\ld n h d>$ approa* ! subject1 b ,grace seem$ m pliable to-night = "s reason4 ,:at "q8 ask$ ,grace1 r\s+ f h] rev]ie4 ,oh1 m>riage4 ,well1 sometimes ,i h ?\ght ! qu]y go+ ! r\nds ( ! press1 ',is m>riage a failure8' a v p]t95t "o1 b ( c\rse t doesn't t\* ! pr9ciple itself4 ,t is "r & c nev] be o!rwise4 ,mo/ p talk & write z s]i\sly z ?\gh x does t\* ! pr9ciple4 ,t is because !y judge ! pr9ciple by ! p]sons repres5t+ x1 :]eas !y %\ld /op & consid] t humanity is prone to weakness & (t5 fails to demon/rate its high ideals4 ,& x is because ( failure !y ?9k !re is some?+ wrong4 ,take an individual case1 = in/ance1 & !re are ?\s&s4 ,if a girl m>ries unhappily1 %e ?9ks !re mu/ be some?+ wrong 9 ! :ole sy/em1 = %e judges ev]ybody's mis]y by h] own1 said ,kate1 secretly wi%+ ,grace w\ld be m confid5tial1 & n s coldly intellectual4 ,!n ! way to a happy judgm5t ( ?is "q w\ld be a happy m>riage1 y ?9k8 laugh$ ,grace1 ) a fa9t blu%1 look+ up inquir+ly4 ,don't trifle ,grace4 ,y "k ,i said x all e>ne/ly1 & really x is no matt] to trifle ov]1 any way4 ,well1 t is true1 ,kate1 repli$ ,grace m sob]ly4 ,i don't believe anybody takes ! "q s]i\sly en\gh4 ,x is c]ta9ly ! mo/ important ( all ?+s to consid]4 ,d y ?9k x "r to ent] m>riage = any o!r reason ?an pure & devot$ affection8 p]si/$ ,kate4 ,no1 ,i d n4 ,:y d y ask8 dem&$ ,grace r %>ply4 ,because t is ! solution ( ! :ole problem4 ,if !y w\ld beg9 to talk ab\t love in/ead ( m>riage be+ a failure1 !y w\ld get "s light on x1 a little impati5tly4 ,grace look$ up 9 surprise4 ,i "k1 cont9u$ ,kate1 x is because p are mi/ak5 or misl$ 9 _! reasons = m>riage1 t x ev5 has a semblance ( failure4 ,t is "o reason1 c]ta9ly1 & ano!r is t !y d n und]/& ea* o!r's motives1 or h n ! pati5ce to be> ) ea* o!r's faults4 ,we c easily see h[ misund]/&+s c be put away :5 !re is true love1 :5 we det]m9e to see only ! good1 & le>n to 'resi/ n evil4' ,t is "o ( ! /rong po9ts 9 ,jesus ! ,*ri/'s tea*+s1 said ,grace ) unwont$ e>ne/ness4 ,i am s sorry p c't see x 9 ! "r light1 add$ ,kate1 regretfully4 ,y c h mu* *>ity = !m1 = x is j :at y w\ld h said or ?\ght1 if y _h n /udi$ ! matt] y\rself4 ,y rememb] h[ ,mr4 ,n>r[ influ5c$ y & bias$ y\r judgm5t8 ,yes1 & ,i see z nev] be=e t ! ',tru? makes u free4' ',he is a freeman :om ! tru? makes free4 ,& all are slaves besides1' said ,grace1 z %e rea*$ = ! sket* book to look ov] h] "w ( ! aft]noon4 ,x is no use1 %e nev] w say any?+1 ev5 :5 %e might1 ?\ght ,kate z %e review$ ! ev5ts ( ! pa/ few days4 ,%e half reproa*$ h]self = all[+ any?+ to take h] m9d f ! "o special !me 9 :i* at la/ %e _h become ?or\ghly int]e/$4 ,%e 0 eag] to le>n1 to se>* 9 all directions = ! mean+ ( ?+s4 ,sl[ly ! little gra9 ( fai? 0 gr[+ into ! mighty tree4 ,en*ant+ ,tru? s r\nd1 s p]fect1 s beautiful1--no wond] we mu/ rea* out 9 e direction = ! k ( ?y fair signs t we may m correctly & m fully realize ! p]fect revealm5t ( our own div9ity4 ,,*apt] ,,xxviii4 ,:at a great p[] is ! p[] ( ?\ght6 ,& :at a gr& be+ is man :5 he uses x aright2 because aft] all1 x is ! use made ( x t is ! important ?+4 ,"* comes out ( ?\ght4 ',z a man ?9ke? 9 8 he>t1 s he is4'--,sir ,walt] ,raleigh4 ,,m>l[1 ,octob] ----4 ,de> ,husb&3 ,i 0 j ?9k+ ( y all :5 ! lett] c>ri] came ?is morn+ & gave me a welcome surprise1 = y\r lett]s usually come 9 ! aft]noon4 ,x seems too wond]ful to believe ab\t ! *ildr51 & yet ,i c see x is _! implicit fai? t makes _! words s pot5t4 ,!y are do+ _! "p to help too1 = e "o 9 ! _w1 l>ge or small helps 9 great] or less] measure to c>ry out ! plans ( ! invisible ,good4 ,i dream$ ( be+ at home la/ night1 & x seem$ z ?\gh y 7 all s happy & busy4 ,y did n see me4 ,ev5 little ,jem 0 busily engag$ 9 "s k9d ( "w4 ,i c\ld sc>cely see :at x 01 b a vague :ite some?+ l an invisible net 0 spread betwe5 y1 & ! ?\ght came t y & ,anna 7 weav+ some?+1 & ev5 ! *ildr5 _h a "p to fulfill = !y flitt$ to & fro1 br++ some?+ to y ) faces s full ( light & happ9ess1 ,i almo/ cri$ out ) joy4 ,:5 ,i awoke ,i 0 deeply impress$ t ?is 0 a symbol ( unit$ ef=t 9 mak+ ! seamless robe ( ,tru?1 & ! family gr\p repres5t$ ! memb]s ( "o body1 ea* ) a "w to d to p]fect ! :ole4 ,no matt] h[ humble our "p may be1 no matt] h[ *ildi% & incompet5t we feel1 by do+ ! be/ we "k1 ) ! ability we h1 9 all joy & e>ne/ness1 we %all be s]v+ ! ,ma/] & weav+ ! m>vel\s robe4 ,mrs4 ,pe>l talk$ ( ! mighty p[] ( ?\ght 9 h] lecture to-day4 ,e individual 9 ! univ]se is insep>ably connect$ ) e o!r individual1 & we are1 z x 71 't\*+ elb[s' ) ! :ole _w4 ,h[ is x done8 ,simply by ?9k+ & be+ susceptible to ?\ght4 ,e ?\ght ( ! individual helps to make or m> ! happ9ess & heal? ( ! _w4 ,e negative ?\ght 7& by t ,i mean opposite ! good1 :i* is positive7 s5t =?1 goes into ! miasmatic fog ( error1 & :oev] believes 9 error or ! reality ( ^! ?\ghts1 attracts to himself ?is quality ( ?\ght1 :i* soon] or lat]1 makes itself manife/ 9 physical inh>mony4 ,= in/ance1 "o :o believes 9 ! reality ( sickness & ! reality ( evil is con/antly attract+ ?\ghts t make sickness manife/1 b if a k ( h[ to ?r[ (f or c\nt]act ^? ?\ghts 7 us$1 ! cl\d w\ld be dispell$ be=e x turn$ into inh>mony or sickness4 ,?is is :y we are taught to d5y e ?\ght or feel+ t is n h>moni\s or desirable1 ev]y?+ :i* c n be pr$icat$ ( _s4 ,if ?is is :at makes sickness & s91 truly x is n to be wond]$ at1 = h[ _m are p]fectly happy1 p]fectly unselfi% & k9d1 "o s+le day at a "t8 ,suppose "o gets up 9 ! morn+ ) a feel+ ( crossness & impati5ce2 he goes to breakfa/1 impresses ! :ole family ) 8 discom=t1 & s ?r\gh ! entire day leaves ! impr9t ( 8 d>k =ebod+s on e p]son :o sees him1 besides ! untold influ5ce t goes =? to ! unprotect$ _w1 inasmu* z ?\ghts g ev]y:]e4 ,he retires at night1 disgu/$ ) himself & displeas$ ) ! :ole _w4 ,p 7 unk9d & unju/4 ,ev5 inanimate objects 7 unusually aggravat+4 ,he wa/$ half an h\r try+ to untie a knot1 hunt$ = a package ( pap]s :i* 7 f9ally f\nd 9 _! prop] place1 _h a vex+ t5 m9utes ) 8 (fice key1 etc4 ,e impati5t ?\ght1 ^w or action 0 an exp5diture1 n only ( physical =ce1 b a loss ( moral /r5g?1 & j z surely z ! _w moves1 ^! ?\ghts1 9 _! revolv+ circuit1 con/antly return to ! ?9k]1 ',:atsoev] ye s[1 t %all ye also reap4' ,:o kn[s :at d>k tra9s ( ?\ght 8 l[]+ face sugge/$8 ,:o kn[s :at heada*es & he>ta*es 7 br\ght on by ! unconsci\s absorption ( 8 impati5ce or bitt]ness8 ,:o c measure ! ext5t ( t my/]i\s burd5 ( depression1 s (t5 call$ '! blues1' t crept into ! consci\sness ( somebody "u ! influ5ce ( ! d>k ?\ghts s5t out by ?is "o1 ( :om p]*ance !y "k no?+8 ,x is ?is negative quality ( ?\ght t holds ! _w 9 bondage4 ,to de/roy x is to de/roy all inh>mony4 ,on ! o!r h&1 note ! influ5ce ( ! happy-voic$ individual1 :o comes to u s runn+ ov] ) ! joy & beauty ( life t we cat* ! ?rill+ inspiration ( 8 mood & beg9 to enjoy ! same sun%9e1 see ! same beauty & feel ! same happ9ess4 ,"o look or "o ^w may (t5 s5d u (f into ! mo/ delightful rev]ies1 may inspire u to write a *e]y lett]1 vibrat+ ) love & hope1 or prompt u to sp5d half an h\r ) "o :o ne$s ! ba? ( joy our words may br+4 ,consci\sly & unconsci\sly we light5 ! pa?way1 lift ! burd5s1 sanctify ! sorr[s ( ! _w by s5d+ out & receiv+ ?is subtle ?read ( ?\ght1 s f9e 9 its ess5ce & quality1 t any "o & e "o may feel its /r5g!n+ pres5ce4 ,x is ! negative or mortal ?\ght t produces disease4 ,see h[ grief b5ds & breaks ! /ronge/ con/itutions1 furr[s ! *eek1 dims ! eye1 takes ! appetite1 impairs ! m9d4 ,see h[ ang] cank]s ev]y?+ x t\*es1 h[ jeal\sy corrodes ! ?\ghts ) poison$ arr[s1 until ! body is writt5 ov] ) lett]s ( unmi/akable mean+4 ,! body is :at we may call ! !rmomet] ( ! m9d & regi/]s ! quality ( ?\ght4 ,univ]sal beliefs 9 error f9d _! common expression on ! body4 ,e ?\ght ( sickness1 s9 or disc\ragem5t is record$ or bodi$ =?4 ,) all our belief 9 & fe> ( evil1 sickness & dea?1 we are cont9ually subject+ ourselves to false & undesirable conditions1 until1 z ,job said1 ',lo1 ! ?+ t ,i fe>$ has come ^u me4' ,fe> is m quickly productive ( disease pictures ?an any o!r k9d ( ?\ght4 ,"s "o has aptly said1 'if ! human race 7 fre$ f fe>1 x w\ld be free f sickness1' :i* is v]ily true4 ,ev5 ! mo/ le>n$ doctors ( m$ic9e admit t an epidemic takes hold ( ^? fir/ :o are mo/ afraid1 & frequ5tly leaves ! absolutely fe>less unmole/$4 ,:y is ?is s8 ,because fe> weak5s ! p[] ( m5tal control1 & consequ5tly weak5s ! body4 ,to leave ! doors unlock$1 & !n wat* = ! ?ief1 is almo/ equal to hav+ ! ?ief 9 ! h\se4 ,! mat]ial sci5ti/ says an epidemic has a mat]ial cause2 ! ,*ri/ian heal] says x has a m5tal cause4 ,be=e !re is an object to fe> !re mu/ be ! s5tim5t ( fe>4 ,let sc>let fev] appe> 9 a community1 & e p>5t w imm$iately s5d out ! mo/ agoniz+ ?\ghts ( fe>4 ,:]e w !y g8 ,ev]y:]e1 because ?\ghts c n be re/ra9$4 ,_! influ5ce goes out 9 e direction4 ,to ! t5d] *ildr5 especially1 because p>ticul>ly direct$ to !m4 ,all :o h left ! door op5 to fe>1 ?\gh !y may be sleep+ 9 _! unconsci\sness ( dang]1 w be liable to receive ^! uncontroll$ ?\ghts1 & "s day :5 !y lea/ expect or fe> sickness1 x may be ^u !m4 ,s ! *ildr51 to :om h be5 direct$ su* ?\ghts1 only prove _! susceptibility to !m1 by pictur+ =? fe> 9 ! =m ( sc>let fev]1 or :atev] may h be5 ! nam+ ( ! error4 ,anybody manife/+ sickness )\t consci\sness ( fe> proves passive or unconsci\s fe>1 :ile ^? suff]+ sickness ?r\gh a consci\s recognition & fe> ( sickness are manife/+ active or consci\s fe>4 ,!re are two dep>tm5ts ( m9d sometimes spok5 ( z ! consci\s & unconsci\s4 ,! consci\s m9d is ! consci\s ?\ght1 :i* is easily sway$ or *ang$4 ,x has an imm$iate or direct influ5ce on ! body z is %[n by ! blood t ru%es to or rec$es f ! face at "s sudd5 *ange ( ?\ght4 ,! unconsci\s m9d is ! aggregation ( pa/ individual & univ]sal consci\s ?\ght1 & is ! "* =m$1 ! second nature or in/9ct4 ,z ! fle% & bones are m fix$ ?an ! ev] mov+ blood1 s ! unconsci\s m9d is sl[] to receive impressions1 & sl[] to %[ !m =?4 ,our bodies to-day are %[+ a h>ve/ ( ! ?\ghts ( g5]ations or ages ( ! pa/4 ,! p]son manife/+ consumptive t5d5cies is n only express+ 8 own consci\s ?\ghts1 b is v]itably ! picture ( ! ?\ghts ( 8 p>5ts1 ance/ors & ! entire race1 conc]n+ a belief 9 consumption4 ,ye> by ye> ! ?\ghts ( ?is error h be5 writ+ !mselves 9 8 face1 8 eyes1 8 *e/1 8 v walk & talk & brea?4 ,unless he (fsets !m ) ?\ghts ( absolute ,tru?1 !y press him out ( our sight4 ,he yields to ! belief ( dea?1 because he nev] said no to s9 or sickness1 because he 0 at "o ) ! _w 9 its false beliefs4 ',! la/ enemy to be ov]come is dea?6' reads ! inspir$ /atem5t ( ,paul1 confirm$ & /r5g!n$ by ! ,ma/]'s nev]-dy+ promise1 ',if a man keep my say+ he %all nev] see dea?4' ,!re are c]ta9 fix$ beliefs inh]5t 9 e m9d :i* we call univ]sal beliefs4 ,!y are (t5 ref]r$ to z belong+ to ! unconsci\s m9d2 z1 = example1 ! fe> ( pa9 or suff]+ "u c]ta9 circum/ances w come to ! surface ( consci\sness1 prov+ t despite e feel+ ( confid5ce & fe>lessness x has n be5 de/roy$1 b sleeps 9 ! unconsci\s m9d4 ,^! unconsci\s beliefs & fe>s ( sickness are ultimately express$ on ! body 9 diff]5t =ms ( disease1 sometimes giv5 "o "n & sometimes ano!r4 ,! mat]ial sci5ti/ calls a c]ta9 out%[+ on ! body canc]1 ! ,*ri/ian heal] calls x ! picture ( a belief ( canc]4 ,9 ?is way disease is always ! manife/ation ( bo? consci\s & unconsci\s ?\ghts4 ,special =ms ( disease are born by con/ant att5tion to ! ?\ght ( disease & _! symptoms4 ,x has be5 /at$ on good au?ority t physicians :o make a specialty ( c]ta9 diseases are apt to be afflict$ ) :at !y h especially fitt$ !mselves to cure4 ,9 a m$ical j\rnal a case 0 cit$ n long s9ce ( an em95t physician :o read be=e a great conv5tion ( doctors1 :at 0 consid]$ to be ! able/ treatise on insanity ev] writt54 ',on go+ home f ! conv5tion he kill$ 8 wife1 f\r *ildr51 & !n himself1 9 a fit ( dem5tia4' ,?is reveals a />tl+ fact1 :i* might be corroborat$ by _m o!rs1 t ! body ultimately pictures =? ! idea4 ,b ! ?\ght is n conf9$ to ! individual4 ,x n infrequ5tly f9ds ! mo/ /rik+ expression 9 "s memb] ( ! family or 9 any "o "u 8 influ5ce4 ,if "o man's ?\ghts s influ5ce himself1 family or fri5d1 ?9k ( ! influ5ce ( su* ?\ghts on ^? :o g to him = advice or treatm5t1 ^? :o delib]ately place !mselves "u 8 inspection & all[ !mselves to be guid$ bo? directly & indirectly by 8 errone\s op9ions4 ,?9k ( ! va/ /ream ( su* ?\ghts go+ out f all m$ical colleges1 /ud5ts & practition]s4 ,no wond] diseases increase z physicians increase1 z "s ( ! be/ ?9k]s ( ! age decl>e4 ,n t "o class ( p is m to be reflect$ ^u ?an ano!r1 = "s k9d or degree ( errone\s ?\ght is held by all classes4 ,physicians talk sickness & dea?1 m9i/]s prea* evil & puni%m5t1 ! entire race believe 9 & suff] = s9s4 ,x is c5turies s9ce x 0 fir/ discov]$ t ideas 7 transmitt$ )\t ! ord9>ily accept$ means ( communication1 b1 to-day x is positively & repeat$ly1 yes1 cont9ually prov5 t ?\ght transf]5ce is n only possible or probable1 b an e-day occurr5ce4 ,to realize t ',?\ghts are ?+s4 ,end[$ ) be+1 brea? & w+s1 ,& t we s5d !m =? to fill ,! _w ) good results or ill1' is to be mightily responsible = :at we ?9k4 ,to "k t we are v]ily our bro!r's keep]1 & t e ?\ght makes mis]y or happ9ess = ! :ole _w z well z = ! individual1 is some?+ t %\ld engage our deepe/ & mo/ e>ne/ consid]ation4 ,all ?9k+ is = ! weal or woe ( ! _w t is yet 9 its infancy ( k4 ,z consci\sness ( tru? takes ! place ( consci\sness ( error1 ?\ghts become light & beautiful & true ) correspond+ conditions4 ,let u no long] slumb] 9 ! arms ( indiff]5ce & ignorance1 b awake to tru? & righte\sness4 ',bett] be unborn ?an untaught2 = ignorance is ! root ( mis=tune4' ,,*apt] ,,xxix4 ,bless$ influ5ce ( "o true1 lov+ s\l on ano!r4 ,n calculable by algebra1 n d$uctible by logic1 b my/]i\s1 effectual1 mighty z ! hidd5 process by :i* ! t9y se$ is quick5$1 & bur/s =? into tall /em & broad leaf1 & gl[+ tassel$ fl[]4--,george ,eliot4 ,oh de>6 exclaim$ ,kate z %e laid d[n ! lett] conta9+ ! lesson on ,?\ght4 ,i didn't "k we 7 s responsible = e little ?+ t comes into our m9d4 ,or goes out ( x1 said ,grace1 smil+1 z %e f9i%$ t9t+ a da9ty plaque4 ,n[ we c und]/& t ':]e ignorance is bliss1 'tis folly to be wise1' %e add$ r abs5t-m9d$ly4 ,yes1 b ,i ?9k ,i pref] ! wisdom to ! bliss4 ,d y und]/& ?is lecture z well z ! re/8 ask$ ,kate1 aga9 glanc+ at ! lett]4 ,:y %\ldn't we8 ,x is pla9ly told1 & is a natural sequ5ce to ! o!rs4 ,i %\ld ?9k x v helpful1 & if !re really is s mu* p[] 9 ?\ght1 x is "t p knew x4 ,b :at ( ! p :o d n "k x8 ,are !y utt]ly def5seless8 ,z long z !y believe 9 ! reality ( s91 sickness & dea?1 !y mu/ suff] f !m1 repli$ ,grace1 pick+ a loose hair f h] bl5d]4 ,!n !y ought to "k h[ to le>n & und]/& ^! ?+s1 b ,i c\ld n tell anybody4 ,we c solve any problem by go+ back & reason+ f ! premise4 ,if any %ock ( s9 or sickness come ov] u1 we h simply to rememb] ! spiritual1 :i* is ! only real creation4 ,x is n s easily done ?\gh4 ,to-day ,i met ! mo/ mis]able look+ cripple slid+ along )\t any limbs4 ,i held my skirts aside z he pass$1 & =got to ev5 ?9k ( him z ,god's *ild1 confess$ ,kate1 9 a regretful tone4 ,any?+ takes "t1 & we c't expect to leap into p]fection at once1 b :at did y d aft] he _h pass$8 ask$ ,grace1 ) "s curiosity4 ,i piti$ ! poor creature & wond]$ :at made him s4 ,t 0 ! v way to keep him 9 ! same condition1 said ,grace1 rapidly mix+ "s pa9t4 ,?is la/ lesson v cle>ly expla9s t e ?\ght has an influ5ce1 & t y help to make ! body manife/ :atev] y ?9k ( x4 ,if y ?9k ! real & true1 y help to make t %[ =?1 if y only ?9k ( ! ext]nal or app>5t tr\ble or defect1 & reg>d x z ! real1 y are h>m+ in/ead ( help+4 ,i c readily see t we may affect ourselves1 b x seems h>d to believe t we affect ev]ybody1 prote/$ ,kate1 incr$ul\sly4 ,x is because we _c realize ! law ( ?\ght transf]5ce4 ,i 0 read+ j la/ week ab\t t4 ,an in/ance ( ,/u>t ,c4 ,cumb]l&'s m9d-read+ 0 cit$4 ,x 0 wond]ful4 ,& !n long ago ,i read an old book writt5 by ,cornelius ,agrippa ab\t x1 b ,i 0 n v mu* int]e/$1 & did n und]/& nor believe x at ! "t1 s my memory is n wor? mu* conc]n+ x4 ,!n y really ?9k ,i add$ ano!r weight to t unhappy creature's burd5 ( tr\ble8 cri$ ,kate1 9 %>p surprise4 ,x w\ld be be/ = y to d5y 8 app>5t conditions & affirm 8 real ones1 & in/ead ( ?\ghts ( pity1 :i* are only weak5+1 y c\ld ?9k ( happ9ess & cont5tm5t4 ,i truly believe we c le>n to ?9k ( p ?is way1 if we only cat* ourselves = correction e "t we ?9k wrong4 ,h[ %all ,i ev] le>n to bridle my ?\ghts8 0 ,kate's despair+ wail4 ,by le>n+ to bridle y\r tongue2 ,i f\nd a spl5did text to-day on t v !me4 ,x is 9 ,james iii3 #b4 ',if any man (f5d n 9 ^w1 ! same is a p]fect man1 & able to bridle ! :ole body4' ,:y1 x tells 9 ^? few words ! sub/ance ( all we h le>n$ 9 ^! lessons1 exclaim$ ,kate4 ,only we w\ld nev] h _h s5se en\gh to und]/& )\t ! lessons1 add$ ,grace1 ) a smile4 ,!y may be lik5$ to a gold5 key t op5s royal gates1 said ,kate1 go+ to ! piano to play :ile ,grace 0 putt+ away h] pa9ts & bru%es4 ,a little lat] ,grace w5t out to mail a lett]4 ,z %e turn$ f ! po/-box1 %e f\nd h]self face to face )--:om b ,leon ,c>r+ton8 ,ah1 an unexpect$ pleasure1 ,miss ,hall6 he said1 ext5d+ 8 h& & w>mly grasp+ ! "o %e sl[ly held out to him4 ,he look$ se>*+ly into h] face1 ) cle>1 que/ion+ eyes4 ,%e dropp$ h] la%es & drew back ) a t\* ( ! old haught9ess1 murmur+ some?+ he c\ld n he>4 ,may ,i h ! pleasure ( a little walk ) y8 he ask$1 suit+ 8 /ep to h]s & ignor+ h] app>5t coldness4 ,c]ta9ly4 ,h[ long s9ce y return$ to ,hampton1 ,mr4 ,c>r+ton8 recov]+ h]self z !y walk$4 ,only a few days ago4 ,i 0 call$ "h on bus9ess = my uncle1 & w probably be deta9$ sev]al weeks4 ,he glanc$ at h] z he spoke1 b %e gave no sign1 only rem>k+ x 0 a lovely season ( ! ye> = a visit4 ,!y walk$ along1 talk+ only commonplaces1 until !y ne>$ h] home4 ,did y receive my lett]1 ,miss ,gra--,miss ,hall8 he ask$1 ) "s un/ead9ess 9 8 voice4 ,yes1 %e repli$1 %ortly4 ,%e did n und]/& h]self any m ?an he did1 & 0 vex$ to f9d x s impossible to ?r[ (f h] old pr\d ways1 = %e really int5d$ to rel5t en\gh1 at lea/1 to h an explanation1 & possibly--h] ?\ghts c\ld nev] g f>!r ?an ?is1 & "h %e 01 9 ! same imp]i\s way1 %utt+ h] bett] self away f ev5 a fair consid]ation ( duty4 ,^! ?\ghts fla%$ ?r\gh h] m9d :ile %e walk$ on1 app>5tly ) ! greate/ indiff]5ce to ei!r 8 words or 8 pres5ce4 ,b ) a great ef=t %e compell$ h]self to say aga91 ) m w>m?1 ,i receiv$ x1 & int5d$ to answ] be=e ?is1 b-- ,%e /opp$ abruptly4 ,he gratefully caught ! morsel %e _h giv51 & ask$ if he might n call ! next day4 ,yes1 y may come at ?ree1 %e said1 c>eful to set a "t :5 ,kate w\ld surely be out4 ,at ! door !y p>t$1 & z %e w5t up ! /airs1 %e wond]$ m ?an ev] at h] h>dness1 = almo/ unconsci\sly %e _h giv5 up all d\bts ( 8 honor z a g5tleman4 ,:at 0 x all ab\t anyway8 ,no?+ b a report t he 0 engag$ to a "y lady at ! "t he propos$ to h]1 & on ! te/imony ( a s+le fri5d1 %e _h all[$ h]self to be mis]able1 & make ano!r mis]able1 ?r\gh ?is fooli% pride t %e w\ld conqu] by to-morr[ aft]noon4 ,:at6 w\ld %e compel h]self to s utt]ly ignore h] own nature8 ,%e lean$ aga9/ ! wall half way up ! /airway1 />tl$ at ?is revelation ( h]self4 ,%e did n "k %e 0 capable ( su* *anges1 & yet ! la/ two weeks _h greatly modifi$ h] op9ions 9 _m ?+s4444 ,:y %\ld x n be s8 ,if x 7 "r %e c\ld be glad1 & %e rev]5tly felt t x 0 "r to let ! ,tru? erase all errors & "r all wrongs4 ,to-night %e w\ld d5y away e fault 9 h] "*1 especially pride1 d5y e ob/acle to und]/&+1 & !n e>ne/ly ask = guidance1 & wait till x came1 = ?is 0 truly a crisis 9 h] life4 ,! next day %e receiv$ h] gue/ ) a p]ceptibly s(t5$ mann]4 ,! h\r 0 sp5t 9 mutual explanations1 & ! r5ewal ( a m fri5dly relation on h] "p1 mu* to ! satisfaction ( ,mr4 ,c>r+ton1 ^: p]sev]ance 0 surely wor?y ?is mu* rew>d1 b ,grace w\ld g no fur!r1 al?\gh %e gave him p]mission to call aga94 ,%e mu/ "k h]self fully be=e ano!r ^w on ! subject 7 said4 ,m>riage 0 a vague & solemn !me1 some?+ to be pond]$ ov] days & nights & mon?s p]haps1 %e ?\ght1 & said to him4 ,mr4 ,c>r+ton 0 a man ( e>ne/ aim & high purpose1 ?\ghtful1 intellectual & cultur$1 9 e way cong5ial to h]1 & %e 0 glad to accept 8 fri5d%ip4 ,t he _h lov$ h] ?r\gh all h] coldness & neglect1 %e no long] d\bt$1 :i* fact 0 ( no small import 9 8 *ances = h] favor4 ,f9d+ h[ absolutely false _h be5 ! report t _h caus$ h] misjudgm5t1 %e 0 anxi\s to prove h]self at lea/1 a fri5d4 ,aft] he 0 gone %e review$ ! situation4 ,_h %e gone too f>8 ,no4 ,all 0 well4 ,%e 0 cont5t4 ,ev5 if x %\ld end 9 m>riage1 = m>riage 0 ! highe/ symbol ( p]fection &--4 ,:at ! symbol meant 0 yet to be reveal$1 b %e already knew t x _h a pr(\nd & sacr$ mean+4 ,,*apt] ,,xxx4 ,! /udy ( ,h]$ity1 spiritual anatomy & physiology is highe/ ( all4 ,! key to ?is /udy is y\r own s\l4 ,/udy y\rself2 ga9 possession & ma/]y ( y\r own _s & y hold ! key n only to ! heights ( lib]ty1 b ! key t unlocks imprison$ s\ls4--,m>y ,weeks ,burnett ,m4 ,d4 ,,m>l[1 ,octob]----4 ,my de> husb&3 ,gradually ! vision broad5s & we become m accu/om$ to ! light4 ,x is z ?\gh we 7 put into a beautiful room fill$ ) all mann] ( lovely =ms & da9ty colors1 fl[]s & p]fumes1 :]e we h grop$ bl9dfold$ f "o ?+ to ano!r1 try+ to =m "s conception ( ! surpass+ lovel9ess1 :5 gradually ! b&age is remov$1 lay] by lay] until ! :ole en*ant+ sc5e1 radiant ) light is reveal$ to our wond]+ gaze1 %[+ ! va/ diff]5ce betwe5 supposition & reality4 ,! light grew cle>] ?an ev] to-day1 = we _h our fir/ practical h9t on heal+1 inasmu* z we 7 told h[ to take up a case = treatm5t4 ,we mu/ nev] =get t we are1 & wi% to rema9 z little *ildr51 9 our desire to appreh5d & und]/& ,tru?4 ,! natural attitude ( ! *ild-m9d is "o ( receptivity & eag] int]e/4 ,"u ! guidance ( wise p>5ts he w always be will+ & anxi\s to le>n m & m1 cont9ually gr[+ 9 wisdom & love4 ,back to ! zeal & innoc5ce ( *ildhood we g !n1 to le>n ! ev] my/]i\s b ev] *>m+ alphabet ( ,tru?1 :i* leads u into ! k+dom4 ,z we pres5t ourselves 9 ! great s*ool room ( life1 & take or recognize our appo9t$ place beside ! ev] pres5t ,s*ool-ma/]1 we le>n ! lett]s ( ! gr& k t %all tea* u h[ to read ! mo/ le>n$ books1 und]/& ! deepe/ philosophy1 ! pr(\nde/ sci5ce1 ! div9e/ religion4 ,we w\ld le>n ! m9i/ry ( heal+1 t w set free ! 'spirits 9 prison2' we w\ld be glad mess5g]s ( ! gospel ( peace4 ,! door to great atta9m5ts is fai?fulness 9 small ones4 ,!re are ?ree k9ds or modes ( heal+4 ,! fir/ or l[e/1 is ! intellectual2 ! second or next high]1 ! intuitional2 ! ?ird & highe/1 ! spiritual4 ,! fir/ only c be taught1 ! o!r two are atta9$ by individual developm5t4 ,! fir/ comes by reason1 ! second by fai?1 ! ?ird by und]/&+4 ,! fir/ is by argum5t or a sy/em ( reason+1 ! second by implicit tru/ or confid5ce 9 ! ,pr9ciple1 ! ?ird by ! realization ( ,tru? & ! speak+ ( ! ^w or p]*ance1 by "o's v pres5ce4 ,b !re is no?+ arbitr>y ab\t ?is4 ,! p]son :o nev] he>d ( ,*ri/'s tea*+ till ye/]day may h s caught ! fire ( ,tru? t to-day he /&s at ! alt> a prie/ in/ead ( communicant1 a tea*] in/ead ( pupil4 ,_m j beg9n+ _! /udy ( ?is me?od ( heal+ require explicit directions & explanations ( details1 9 ord] to apply ! pr9ciple1 feel+ t !y h no intuitional lead+s & c n dep5d ^u ! invisible p[] because !y "k s little ab\t x4 ,wait2 be pati5t2 tru/4 ,rememb] t 'he :o is fai?ful 9 little1 %all be made rul] ov] mu*4' ,y ne$ n le>n ! rule if y le>n ! pr9ciple1 & only s long z y are ignorant ( ! pr9ciple w y ne$ ! rule4 ,to use ! rule1 z ! *ild uses ! *air 9 le>n+ to walk1 is to gr[ /rong1 & able to disp5se ) x2 to use x z spectacles are us$1 is to make x indisp5sable4 ,if we c n yet le>n ?r\gh div9e ways1 let u le>n ?r\gh human ways4 ,! human is inadequate to express ! div9e1 b _m nameless h9ts & light-gleams & sudd5 illum9ations w fla% ^u ! fai?ful work] all along ! way4 ,words are signs ( ideas & ideas are signs ( ,god4 ,:5 we ?9k or speak true words1 we h begun our mission ( heal+ or helpfulness1 & f words we g on to ! inexpressible ?rill ( realization4 ,we c n tell :5 we may ?us *ange f ! lett] to ! _s1 c n tell :5 we come into ! exalt$ condition ( a spiritual und]/&+1 & hav+ receiv$ ! illum9ation1 we are n to feel t we h gr[n above ! use ( argum5t1 = x may be necess>y to g back to ! rule ) ! v next treatm5t4 ,above all else mu/ ! /ud5t ( ?is ,tru? gu>d aga9/ :at may be call$ spiritual pride4 ,no ?\ght ( supremacy or great] advancem5t %\ld be h>bor$ = a mom5t4 ,all su* ?+s are cl\ds t obscure ! light z mu* z o!r mat]ial beliefs4 ,to gauge ourselves by t inimitable ?irte5? *apt] ( ,i4 ,cor9?ians is to ma9ta9 ! p]fect equilibrium ( a lov+1 *>itable he>t1 t c heal & bless all human-k9d1 = 'love nev] faile?4' ,we become1 z x 71 ! cleans$ w9d[ pane1 ?r\gh :i* %9es ! div9e light ( ,tru?4 ,c\ld we always be ! cleans$ pane1 ,tru? w\ld melt away all error1 j z ! sun melts ! fro/work1 b be+ /ill 9 ! curr5t ( human ?\ght we mu/ wait pati5tly = fur!r p[] to reveal ! ,god-lik5ess4 ,wrong ?\ght z ! real cause ( disease1 op5s new av5ues ( in=mation2 b we cont9ue to explore & discov]4 ,any k9d ( ?\ght opposite ! good is sure to break =? into "s =m ( disease-pictures1 & ! "q is1 :at k9d ( ?\ght is x :i* ?us reflects itself ^u ! pati5t's body8 ,all error w produce pictures ( error4 ,! _w's nam+ ( ! belief 9 h]$ity is ! nam+ ( its greate/ error1 or belief 9 s91 because t implies all s9s ( ! fle% z manife/$ 9 ! body4 ,back ( all effect is a cause2 ! disease is ! effect1 ! wrong ?\ght is ! cause4 ,"o ( ! great causes ( disease is s5sual beliefs1 ! appetites & passions ( ! c>nal man4 ,x is error to suppose he is subject to conditions unlike ,god1 ! ,s\rce4 ',he t is born ( ,god1 c n s91 because 8 se$ rema9e? 9 him4' ,be+ 9 & controll$ by ! univ]sal ?\ght curr5t1 ! error ( supposition1 he manife/s x 9 8 condition4 ,suppos+ consumption h]$it>y1 he suff]s f ! supposition2 suppos+ impurities ( ! blood transmitt$ ?r\gh ! fle%1 he f9ds x ev5 s4 ,supposition1 false ?9k+1 be+ at ! bottom ( all errone\s conditions1 we proce$ to deal ) !m z we d ) any o!r errors or lies4 ,:5 we seek = any?+ ) a desire to ga9 happ9ess1 x is because we hope to ga9 :at our previ\s ef=ts h fail$ to br+ u1 s ! "o :o comes to be heal$ by ,*ri/ian ,tru?1 comes ) a hope at lea/ t ?is w br+ ! heal? he has s\ght 9 va9 f o!r s\rces4 ,he has turn$ 9 all directions 9 response to ! advice receiv$ f ?is or t "o ( ! fri5dly advis]s1 s ready to con/itute !mselves ! body gu>d ( ! _w4 ,he has tri$ doctors ( e s*ool2 he has travel$ ea/1 we/1 nor? & s\?2 he has plung$ into heal+ wat]s ( all k9ds & _h all k9ds ( heal+ wat]s plung$ into him2 he has be5 burn$ & /eam$ & p\nd$ & />v$1 till he is f9ally disgu/$ en\gh to want some?+ t w n h>m if x w n cure1 s he drags himself be=e u ) possibly a gleam ( hope1 possibly ! fai?lessness ( despair1 & asks = a treatm5t4 ,& n[ y wi% to "k 9 :at a treatm5t consi/s2 simply 9 sil5tly tell+ ! pati5t ! tru? ab\t himself z ,god's *ild1 9 giv+ him ! pr9ciples we h le>n$ conc]n+ ,god & man1 & ) e>ne/ gladness assur+ him ( 8 fre$om4 ,= ! b5efit ( ! "y practition]1 we w give a few directions or sugge/ive treatm5ts4 ,we ask ! pati5t = a /atem5t ( 8 belief1 :i* he is only too glad to give ) elaborate & vivid details4 ,we meet e /atem5t ) an emphatic m5tal d5ial4 ,! fai?ful /ud5t :o has fa/$ & pray$ 7d5i$ & affirm$71 is n[ ! embodim5t ( "o va/ negative t %\ld wipe out ! positive belief ( any inh>mony4 ,! pati5t1 be+ 9 ! belief ( false conditions1 is ( "o m9d ) ! _w1 & s reflects ! beliefs ( mank9d4 ,t we may be sure ( meet+ all classes ( false beliefs1 we d5y = him ! reflection ( any false conceptions ( himself f ! race1 8 p>5ts & ance/ors1 8 fri5ds & associates1 himself & ourself1 = we are /ill "o ) humanity4 ,ev]ybody has a consci\s or unconsci\s belief 9 h]$ity1 & s9ce x is "o (1 if n ! mo/ =midable ( human beliefs1 we deal ) x fir/ z ! possible cause ( our pati5t's belief 9 suff]+4 ,aft] he has f9i%$ ! /atem5t ( 8 condition1 we say to him m5tally3 ',james ,m>t96 ,he> :at ,i say1 = ,i tell y absolute tru?4 ,n "o ^w ( all ?is y h told me ab\t dyspepsia is true1 because ! c>nal m9d1 to :i* y h be5 li/5+1 is n subject to ! law ( ,god1 & y1 ! spiritual1 immortal y1 are subject to ! m9d ( ! _s :i* recognizes ! spiritual creation1 !re=e y\r spiritual self c n be sick or suff] f any inh>mony4 ',?is c>nal m9d belief nam$ dyspepsia is n a condition ( y\r real self4 ,! belief ( ! race1 ance/ors1 daily associates1 y\rself or myself 9 h]$ity & ! s5sual appetites c n be pictur$ =? by y\r body 9 ! =m ( dyspepsia1 because ! real y is spiritual & n subject to mat]ial beliefs4 ,x is utt]ly impossible = y1 :o are spiritual1 to be influ5c$ by any ?\ght t is opposite ! spiritual1 z x is impossible = ! light to coalesce ) d>kness4 ',y are ,god's *ild1 made 9 ,8 image & lik5ess1 & mu/ be p]fect l ,him1 = ,8 conditions are *angeless & et]nal4 ,li/5 to ?is glad message t tells y absolute ,tru?4 ,realize t z ,god's *ild y c n suff]1 = _s kn[s no suff]+4 ,y c n be weak1 = ,god is y\r /r5g?2 y c n fe> any?+1 = ,god is y\r refuge & =tress4 ',god ha? n giv5 u ! _s ( fe>1 b ( love & ( p[] & ( s\nd m9d4' ',li/5 to me6--,! ',tru? sets free4'--,n[1 y are free4 ,y gladly ackn[l$ge ! tru?1 & prove x 9 e ?\ght1 ^w & de$4 ,l ! ,ma/]1 ,i say unto y1 ',laz>us1 come =?6' ,come out ( ! errors 9 :i* y h be5 s long entomb$1 ?r[ (f ! grave clo!s ( mortal ?\ght1 & rise to new ?\ghts1 new conditions1 a new life6 ,rejoice t y are :ole1 & let ! _w rejoice ) y4444 ,x is f9i%$4 ,9 ! h&s ( omnipres5t ,good1 9 ! "n ( immaculate ,tru?1 ,i leave y4 ',s may ?is be e/abli%$1 yea1 x is already e/abli%$4 ,i ?ank ,!e1 ,fa!r1 t ?\ ha/ he>d me4' 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is lesson1 ,john1 is v h>d to report4 ,i f9d s _m que/ions sugge/$ to my m9d1 & s _m if's & b's4 ,mrs4 ,pe>l desir$ u ea* to take up a case = abs5t treatm5t1 "s "o we w\ld l to help1 & f :om we c\ld he> e day or s1 or :o w\ld be "u our p]sonal notice4 ,i am go+ to treat a little boy 9 ! h\se :]e ,i bo>d4 ,x is q a sev]e case ( cat>rh4 ,i wi% y w\ld take a case1 too4 ,j try ?is =m ( treatm5t t ,i h giv54 ,x may n seem cle> to y at fir/1 b x is n ! words y are to rememb] s mu* z ! ideas4 ,get ! ?\ght firmly fix$ 9 y\r m9d1 & ! words w come ( !mselves4 ,y readily see x is us+ ! same pr9ciple ) ! pati5t t has be5 appli$ 9 self tra9+4 ,fir/1 ! d5ial ( all error1 & !n ! affirmation ( tru?4 ,?is treatm5t is = any *ronic condition1 & is giv5 twice a day1 9 ! morn+ & at night4 ,n[1 ,i mu/ say good-night4 ,x is ne>ly elev51 & ,i really ought to say my d5ials & affirmations "s m1 besides giv+ my pati5t ! treatm5t4 ,) _m kisses to ! de> ones1 ,i am y\r lov+ ,,m>ion4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxi4 ,once let fri5d%ip be giv5 t is born ( ,god1 nor "t nor circum/ance c *ange x to a less5+2 x mu/ be mutual gr[?1 increas+ tru/1 wid5+ fai?1 endur+ pati5ce1 =giv+ love1 unselfi% ambition & an affection built be=e ! ,?rone1 :i* w be> ! te/ ( "t & trial4 --,all5 ,?rockmorton4 ,x seems to me1 ,grace1 y h be5 t\*+ up y\r complexion ) "s ( ! same pa9t z t 9 y\r roses1 exclaim$ ,kate1 playfully1 z %e inspect$ ,grace r critically4 ,really1 ,kate1 y mu/ be m c>eful1 or ,i %all add ! s9 ( vanity to my o!r faults1 answ]$ ,grace1 look+ out ( ! w9d[ & smil+ pleasantly1 ) ! lea/ t\* ( abs5t m9d$ness 9 h] mann]4 ,no dang] ( t1 y de> old ,graci\s1 b if y %\ld say secretiv5ess1 ,i might be will+ to /op1 said ,kate1 boldly1 yet h>dly d>+ to look t[>d ! w9d[4 ,grace did n answ]1 b cont9u$ look+ out ( ! w9d[ = sev]al m9utes4 ,:at makes y say t1 ,kate8 %e ask$ at la/1 turn+ ar\nd sob]ly1 :ile ! rosy flu% crept up to h] temples & back ( h] e>s4 ,oh1 ,i don't "k1 ,graci\s1 only x seems to me y are l a pure :ite lily bell1 & ,i want to creep into y\r he>t & live 9 its fragrance1 b-- ,%e /opp$ abruptly4 ,x seem$ z ?\gh ! almo/ imp]ceptible veil ( res]ve 0 fall+ l[] ?an ev]4 ,oh1 :y c\ld %e n ga9 ,grace's confid5ce8 ,^! ?\ghts pass$ rapidly ?r\gh h] m9d :ile %e /ood z if transfix$1 wait+ = ,grace to break ! int]m9able sil5ce4 ,if %e _h only kn[n x1 ,grace 0 ne>] to h] at t mom5t ?an ev] be=e1 b ) h] eyes ca/ d[n1 %e saw n ! ye>n+ look on ! face ( h] fri5d4 ,grace spoke at la/3 ,b :at1 ,kate8 %e ask$1 tak+ up ,kate's words :]e !y _h dropp$4 ,b ! petals w n op51 & ,i am left out1 f9i%$ ,kate1 det]m9$ to be frank4 ,grace look$ out ( ! w9d[ aga91 & 0 ab\t to reply1 :5 a rap at ! door />tl$ !m bo?4 ,x 0 a boy ) a note4 ,miss ,grace ,hall8 he said1 h&+ x to h]4 ,grace look$ at ! lett] & !n at ! boy inquir+ly4 ,i am to wait = an answ]1 he said4 ,oh1 %e murmur$1 9 a daz$ way1 & ha/5$ to f9d p5 & pap] = reply4 ,m my/]y6 ,i decl>e1 x is gett+ int]e/+1 ?\ght ,kate1 recov]+ h]self1 z %e furtively wat*$ ! rosy face ( ,grace4 ,any answ]8 ask$ ! boy z he took ! note4 ,no4 ,! door 0 %ut & ,grace sat d[n beside ! picture %e _h be5 work+ ^u1 b pres5tly arose & began pac+ ! room4 ,kate look$ up at h] z %e pass$1 b said no?+4 ,%e c\ld see t "s deep ?\ght 0 /ruggl+ = utt]ance1 & wond]$ mu*4 ,aft] a few mom5ts ,grace /opp$ beside h]4 ,i wi% ,i might speak freely to y1 ,ka?ie1 b-- %e hesitat$1 b x has nev] be5 natural = me to be confid5tial1 &-- ,%e began h] prom5ade aga91 b pres5tly came back1 & draw+ h] *air close up to ,kate1 told h] ! :ole /ory1 ) long pauses & mu* hesitat+ spee*4 ,& n[ he is 9 ! city2 he--wants an answ]4 ,he has invit$ me to--ride ) him--to-morr[4 ,surely1 y w n refuse him t privilege8 cri$ ! impetu\s ,kate1 ) visions ( a romance unfold+ 9 ?rill+ *apt]s be=e h] v eyes4 ,no1 ( c\rse n1 9 a l[ tone1 b h[ %all ,i answ] him8 ,! la/ 0 sc>cely audible4 ,x seem$ almo/ z ?\gh %e spoke to h]self4 ,) h] =ef+] %e idly trac$ "s hi]oglyphics on h] lap4 ,:at says y\r he>t1 my ,lilybell8 ask$ ,kate1 s(tly1 z %e c>ess$ ! h& t 0 at lib]ty4 ',! prison$ bird do? (ttimes s+1 b nev] at ! bidd+ ( its jail]1' 0 ! l[ reply1 ) a fa9t smile1 b te>ful eyes4 ,poor ,lilybell2 %e c n bloom be=e h] "t4 ,i c wait = h] to op5 n[1 = ,i am close to h] ?robb+ he>t4 ,wait1 de> ,grace4 ,let u sit sil5tly & ask ! ,fa!r = guidance4 ,sweet & solemn mom5t1 :5 ) "o accord1 !y wait$ = ! ,_s to p\r out ! full vials ( love & wisdom4 ,x 0 a preci\s "t ( sweet communion1 ( giv+ & receiv+ ! be/1 a consecration ( self to bett] ef=ts1 high] aims1 holi] liv+2 a baptism ( /r5g? & peace & lovely ?\ghts4 ,grace _h ent]$ ^u a new epo*4 ,! pa/1 ) its long+s & /ruggles1 its lonel9ess & bitt]ness1 0 already fad+ into ! backgr\nd ( memory l "s d>k1 ill-favor$ picture1 & 9 its place came ! pres5t1 ) its balmy atmosph]e & da9ty color+s1 promis+ joy & peace4 ,! morn+ look$ fair4 ,h[ w\ld be ! noon & ev5tide8 ,ah1 no que/ion+ :5 y ask ! ,fa!r's guidance6 ,h y n ask$1 de> he>t8 ,wait till ! answ] comes4 ,wait till ! s\ndless message is deliv]$ into y\r he>t's safe keep+4444 ,! la/ beams ( ! sett+ sun came ?r\gh ! w9d[ & ba!d !m 9 its r$-gold glory4 ,9 h] exalt$ mood1 x seem$ to ,kate l a heav5ly vision4 ,%e saw ,grace glorifi$ ) a div9e radiance1 baptiz$ ) a new peace4 ,:ite-w+$ angels hov]$ ne>1 l pure ?\ghts p]sonifi$4 ,e gl9t+ sunbeam seem$ a gold5 %aft ( love4 ,! glory pal$ into a mell[ twilight4 ,! en*ant+ picture fad$1 b ! ess5ce ( its beauty *ang$ into a he>t-melody ( s(t5$ sacr$ joy4 ,:at b music c\ld speak 9 ?is hall[$ mom5t8 ,kate's v s\l w\ld utt] itself4 ,%e w5t to ! piano z 9 a dream4 ,s(t1 l[ notes1 fa9t & sweet1 brea!d ( t5d] que/ion+s & tremul\s d\bts2 !n a high]1 m triumphant /ra9 ( victory swell$ ! notes t l+]$ b a mom5t1 ere a tone ( sadness & regret /ruck ! keys1 :isp]+ ( sacr$ duty & solemn responsibility4444 ,aga9 ! music *ang$4 ,n[ peace & joy ?rill$ & rippl$ ?r\gh ! melodi\s *ords4444 ,de>] ?an ev] 0 ! fri5d%ip ?us cem5t$4 ,!y _h be5 caught up to heav51 z x 71 & t :i* _h be5 b\nd on e>? 0 n[ b\nd 9 heav54 ,my/ical m ?an magical1 is ! commun+ ( s\l ) s\l1 bo? look+ heav5w>d4 ,"h1 prop]ly1 s\l fir/ speaks ) s\l2 = only 9 look+ heav5w>d1 take x 9 :at s5se y may1 n look+ e>?w>d1 does :at we c call union1 mutual love1 society1 beg9 to be possible4 ,!y sat till late into ! night1 discuss+ & consid]+ all phases ( life & its problems4 ,kate read ,mrs4 ,hayd5's lett]1 :i* 9 ! agitation & excitem5t ( ! fir/ "p ( ! ev5+ %e _h q =gott54 ,because ( _! deep e>ne/ness !y 7 well prep>$ to cat* ! heal+ mood4 ,?is exp]i5ce seem$ inde$ ! %[] t mo/ op5$ ! blossom ( und]/&+1 & ere !y slept1 ea* _h tak5 "s poor suff]+ mortal into h] c>e z a pati5t4 ,! bless+s !y _h receiv$ 7 already be+ pass$ to ! wait+ neighbor4 ,x is ! deep1 unselfi% ,god-love t takes ! _w 9 its embrace4 ,to p]ceive1 feel1 live ! div9e ,love1 is to h brok5 ! old %ell ( selfi%ness1 :5 we may beg9 to s5d ! t5d] rootlets ( be+ into ! ready soil ( ! univ]se4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxii4 ,! p[] to b9d & loose to ,tru? is giv56 ,! m\? t speaks x is ! m\? ( ,heav54 ,! p[]1 :i* 9 a s5se belongs to none1 ,?us und]/ood belongs to e "o4 --,abraham ,coles4 ,?ro' envy1 ?ro' malice1 ?ro' hat+1 ,aga9/ ! _w1 e>ly & late1 ,no jot ( our c\rage abat+-- ,our "p is to "w & to wait4 --,anon4 ,,m>l[1 ,octob] ----4 ,de> ones at home3 ,y\r lett]s 7 all receiv$ ?is aft]noon4 ,am pleas$ to "k t ,mabel is s int]e/$1 = x w help h] s mu* 9 h] /udies & "w4 ,i mu/ beg9 my daily report at once1 z !re is n mu* "t be=e class4 ,!re 0 no lesson ye/]day1 & ab\t noon ,mrs4 ,dawn came aft] me to g ) h] & ,mrs4 ,br[n+1 h] ho/ess1 to ! d5ti/'s1 z ,mrs4 ,br[n+ _h to h a too? extract$4 ,we />t$1 treat+ h] all ! way ) ! quiet+1 reassur+ ?\ghts t allay fe>4 ,be=e %e w5t 9 we agre$ to hold t ?\ght4 ,:5 ,mrs4 ,br[n+ w5t into ! (fice1 we rema9$ 9 ! wait+ room ?9k+ z int5tly z possible3 ',!re is n a ?+ to fe>1 ,lida ,br[n+1 !re is no too?-a*e ) y\r real self1 !re is no s5sation 9 matt]4 ,y c ent]ta9 no?+ b ! ,"o ,life4 ,! ,"o ,m9d ?9ks1 & y are ,8 idea1 p]fect z y\r ,creator4 ,good is all1 ,love is all1 ,peace is already ) y1 = y are "o ) ! ,fa!r4' 444 ,x 0 done4 ,! d5ti/ 0 s amaz$ t he h>dly rememb]$ to give 8 pati5t a glass ( wat]4 ',well1 ,i nev] knew a cuspidate to come s h>d4 ,didn't x hurt t]ribly8' he ask$ sympa!tically4 ',n a bit except :5 y fir/ put on ! =ceps1' 0 h] prompt reply z %e r9s$ out h] m\?4444 ,i ne$ say no m4 ,y c imag9e our pleasure at ?is victory4 ,we nev] "k h[ little our fai? till we see h[ a/oni%$ we are at ! demon/ration4 ,y ask if ,mrs4 ,pe>l has expla9$ y\r qu]ies4 ,a few que/ions 7 h&$ 9 ye/]day1 b ,i _h n "t to put !m 9 my lett]4 ,"o t always puzzl$ u1 03 ,:at is ! orig9 ( evil8 ,! que/ions are writt5 on slips ( pap] & laid on ! table4 ,%e answ]s !m be=e giv+ ! regul> lesson4 ,:5 %e read ?is slip !re 0 n a little /ir among ! fifty eag] que/ion]s4 ',:at is ! orig9 ( evil8' %e repeat$4 ',x has no orig91' 0 ! unsatisfactory answ]1 aft] a mom5t>y sil5ce4 ,oh6 ! blankness ( ^? faces6 ',b1' %e resum$ pres5tly1 'if y ask h[ seem+ evil orig9at$1 ,i may give y ! ideas t came to me z a solution ( t mortal m9d "q4' ,y "k we might ask que/ions ( ea* o!r =ev]1 b unless our ?\ghts are t+$ ) same quality1 or run 9 ! same direction1 ! satisfactory answ] to "o may n be at all satisfactory to ano!r4 ,9 o!r words1 we w n recognize ! same phase ( tru?1 unless we are 9 ! same /age ( developm5t1 s if y are n will+ to take my explanation z true1 x may be t y are n yet :]e y c p]ceive x1 or x may be1 y require a diff]5t illu/ration to convey ! same ?\ght1 or1 !re may be innum]able reasons1 b ( ?is "o bless$ fact be assur$3 if y hold y\rself 9 ! receptive attitude1 & s9c]ely expect to be guid$ by ! _s ( tru?1 "s day ! answ] w come to y ) su* irresi/ible =ce & pla9ness t y c n =get x1 or ev] be 9 d\bt ^u t po9t aga94 ,x 0 9 ?is way ! light came to me4 ,t "q _h puzzl$ me m ?an all else1 & ,i ask$ e heal] :om ,i met z to ! correct solution4 ,= sev]al mon?s ,i pond]$ & frett$ ov] x4 ,at la/1 9 despair1 ,i let x alone1 resolv+ ,i w\ld n be fur!r tr\bl$4 ,b "o day x unfold$ itself s cle>ly & beautifully ,i 0 completely satisfi$4 ,"h x is3 ,tak+ ! fir/ acc\nt ( creation1 we f9d man made 9 ! image & lik5ess ( ,god1 giv5 dom9ion ov] all ?+s4 ,if we believe man to be spiritual & n mat]ial1 if we "k t _s c n *ange its "* or quality1 we mu/ "k t spiritually man nev] fell1 b t he seem$ to fall ?r\gh our misconception & misund]/&+ ( appe>ances4 ,man n[ manife/s :at he believes 92 8 consci\sness ( tru? is n fully develop$ & he mi/akes appe>ances = realities4 ,hav+ all possibilities ( recogniz+ only ! good1 he is p]fect4 ,= e mi/ake t is made he manife/s error1 ! fall51 or r ! undevelop$ /ate4 ,! ,tru? & ,love t he manife/s 9 8 life1 is ! revealm5t ( 8 ,god-l nature4 ,9 ! glimpses ( 8 true self he recognizes 8 inh]itance ( p[]1 & 9 8 mi/ak5 conceptions =gets to ackn[l$ge ,god4 ,he !n judges accord+ to appe>ances1 & says ?+s are true because !y appe> true to ! s5ses4 ,! creat+ pr9ciple ( life is p]fect1 b man neglects to ackn[l$ge ?is div9e p[] 9 proportion to 8 selfi%ness4 ,x is !re=e 8 selfi%ness t prev5ts him f recogniz+ ! ,good1 & causes him to see1 "n & believe 9 matt] & its consequ5ces2 & he ?us becomes mat]ially m9d$1 & is kn[n z ! ',adam' 9 ':om all die4' ,adam signifies error1 clay1 unreality4 ,*ri/ signifies ,tru?1 ,_s1 ,reality4 ,if we believe 9 ?+s t appe> to be ! creation1 we are believ+ 9 no?+ness1 :i* s proves itself by dea? & dis9tegration4 ,if we believe appe>ances to be ! sign ( ! real1 we are ackn[l$g+ ! spiritual to be ! all1 h5ce x proves itself by mak+ ev5 ! body its sign1 manife/ life1 heal?1 p]fection4 ,if we ca/ out all selfi%ness1 pure love takes its place4 ,we mu/ be purifi$ f ! beliefs ( ! _w 9 selfi%ness & its consequ5ces by recogniz+ t our 'suffici5cy is ( ,god4' ,?is 0 v pla9 to me1 ,john1 & ,i hope y w f9d x s too1 b if y d n1 wait1 & z soon z y are ready = x1 ! answ] w come to y4 ,! lesson to-day 0 on deception & p]sonal influ5ces4 ,! :ole _w has be5 deceiv$ into believ+ man is fle%ly in/ead ( spiritual1 s _m false ?\ghts & beliefs h aris51 :i* are ! cause ( all disease & tr\ble4 ,univ]sally we are deceiv$1 individually we are deceiv$1 & x is n only because we are mak+ our beliefs visible on ! body1 b because we suff] f !m m5tally & physically t x is necess>y to discov] :at !y are & ca/ !m out4 ,! t]m deception w cov] ! mi/akes believ$ & made 9 ignorance1 & deceitfulness w include ! beliefs 9 & expression ( deceitfulness4 ,on ! second day ! pati5t is treat$ = ! _w's next greate/ beliefs1 :i* are deception & deceitfulness1 & z be=e1 we set him free f ?is belief1 z possibly reflect$ or absorb$ ?r\gh "o or m or all ( ^! five av5ues we m5tion$ 9 ! fir/ treatm5t4 ,because ! _w has admitt$ ! fir/ great lie1 t ! mat]ial creation is ! true "o1 or synonym\s ) ! true1 we h 'yield$ ourselves s]vants to s91' h5ce w see ! consequ5ces ( su* false conclusion1 until we d5y ! lie & affirm ! tru?4 ',oh :at a tangl$ web we weave1 ,:5 fir/ we practice to deceive1' is a c\plet ,i rememb] le>n+ long ago1 :5 ,i 0 a *ild1 & h[ applicable x is to ?is problem ( deception4 ,truly1 x is a tangl$ web1 & ! only way to get x untangl$ is to break (f ! ?read & g back to ! beg9n+ :]e we c truly say1 ,i am creat$ free & p]fect & :ole 9 ,8 image1 & c n be influ5c$ by any?+ diff]5t f ,him4 ,?is is always spiritually true1 b if we deal ) ! worldly beliefs1 we f9d t accord+ to appe>ances1 we are "u ! influ5ce ( our own & e o!r p]son's wrong ?\ght4 ,we say ( "s p1 'h[ happy ,i am 9 _! company1 h[ x uplifts me to be 9 _! pres5ce4' ,) o!rs we feel a nameless depression1 a fe>ful1 unhappy feel+1 & %un _! company4 ,z ,em]son s aptly says3 ',) "s ,i walk among ! />s1 :il/ o!rs p9 me to ! wall4' ,n[1 9 reality1 no good ev] comes f p]sonal influ5ce1 al?\gh 9 ! fir/ in/ance x might seem s4 ,p]sonal1 f ! ^w p]sona1 a mask1 is only appli$ to ! physical self or c>nal m9d2 !re=e we c receive no b5efit f ! p]sonal quality ( our fri5d1 b we are b5efit$ & uplift$ by 8 fre$om f p]sonality1 or 9 o!r words by ! div9e individuality fl[+ ?r\gh him & express$ by 8 b5evol5ce1 8 love1 8 *e]fulness1 8 wisdom4 ,inasmu* z he is free f p]sonal or selfi% ?\ghts1 he is fill$ & p]meat$ ) gifts f ! div9e ,f\nta9 ( all b5evol5ce1 all love1 all *e]fulness1 all wisdom4 ,!re is a diff]5ce betwe5 p]sonality & individuality :i* mo/ p d n recognize4 ,p]sonality only p]ta9s to ! physical1 :ile individuality is ! t]m prop]ly appli$ to ! spiritual self4 ',!re is b "o ,m9d1 ! ,univ]sal ,m9d1 :i*1 if we c lay hold on1 w give u all k1 wisdom & p[]1' said ,em]son4 ,:5 we c ?r[ aside a belief 9 p]sonality1 or p]sonal influ5ce1 we w be free4 ,! negative ?\ghts s5t out by ! _w h no p[] ov] "o :o has become fill$ ) positive ?\ghts ( righte\sness4 ,:5 we tru/ :olly to ! ,good1 & become :olly at "o ) ! ,good1 recogniz+ ! supremacy ( ! ,good1 we are free f all belief 9 mis]ies or burd5s4 ,we brea! pur] air1 :i* is invisible b life-giv+2 we fe$ on heav5ly manna1 ! true ^w t is div9ely n\ri%+2 we escape ! awful bondage ( fe>1 kn[+ ! p]fect love t ca/s out fe>4 ,we c n fe> any false beliefs or wrong ?\ghts1 = we are s fill$ ) true ?\ghts1 no su* falsities c ent] our m9d4 ,"s p talk z ?\gh we h great cause to tremble at ?is awful c\nt]feit p[] ( mortal m9d1 b if !y w\ld n talk ( x1 nor fe> x z hav+ p[]1 x w\ld vani% z mi/ be=e ! morn+ sun4 ,! great s9 is 9 admitt+ a lie4 ,admit ! belief ( sickness z a reality & y w see _m witnesses to prove x4 ',agree ) ?9e adv]s>y quickly1 le/ he turn & r5d !e1' means make ha/e to dispose ( ! lie t w ?rottle y1 if y fell[%ip ) x ev] s little4 ,let u n be deceiv$1 b let u 'awake to righte\sness & s9 n4' ,ano!r "q1 & a v important "o1 03 ',:at is ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! diff]5t tea*]s ( ,*ri/ian ,heal+8' ,i c be/ give ! sub/ance ( ,mrs4 ,pe>l's reply by ref]5ce to ,mrs4 ,full]1 ! heal] f ,tr5ton4 ,y rememb] :5 %e gave h] p>lor lecture at ,mrs4 ,haight's1 %e said3 ',ev]y?+ t did n come f h] tea*] 0 mesm]ism1 t x 0 altoge!r false1 & x 0 s mu* ( a p[] t x 0 inde$ to be fe>$1 = !re 0 no tell+ :at its subtlety & cunn+ w\ld sugge/ & execute2 t no cure effect$ by x 0 p]man5t1 b t ! pati5ts w\ld soon] or lat] be worse ?an be=e4' ,oh1 de>1 ,i mu/ n rehe>se x1 = ( c\rse y rememb] h[ my old heada*e ov]took me :5 ,i got home1 & h[ wr\ght up ,i 0 all night4 ,n[ ,i "k :at caus$ x1 & n[ ,i "k ! diff]5ce4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 ^! p are taught ! pure & beautiful f\ndation ( pure ,*ri/ian ,heal+1 b in/ead ( hold+ to _! premise t all is good1 !y beg9 to talk ab\t p & ?+s t are n good1 imput+ false motives1 & giv+ false p[] to ^? :o1 z !y say1 are n 9 ! tru?4 ,if !y w\ld only rememb] t c\nt]feits c h no p[] except z x is delegat$ to !m1 t unreal ?\ghts mu/ disappe> 9 ! pres5ce ( true ?\ghts1 !y w\ld n be tr\bl$ & puzzl$4 ,adh]+ to ! law1 !y w\ld recognize & talk ab\t ! ,good only4 ,ah1 ,john1 "h is ! secret ( ,jesus' words1 ',resi/ n evil4' ,if we resi/ any?+1 we recognize x z some?+4 ,if we reg>d evil z an entity1 we c n help fe>+ or fight+ x1 b if we "k x is no?+ness claim+ to be some?+1 we deal ) x accord+ly4 ,:oev] resi/s evil or calls evil a p[]1 has n d5i$ ! reality ( evil fai?fully en\gh4 ,to talk ( any?+ z hav+ p[]1 is to believe 9 ! p[] & become entangl$ 9 its me%es4 ,t expla9s ,mrs4 ,full]'s rem>k t %e 0 'actually afraid to meet "o ( ^? false tea*]s on ! /reet1 & always took pa9s to w>n p aga9/ !m4' ,i speak ( ,mrs4 ,full] because y "k s well :at %e did & said1 t y w und]/& ?is explanation bett]4 ,ano!r rem>k %e made 01 t '?is p[] ( mortal m9d is :olly ignor$ by ^! false tea*]s1 al?\gh !y secretly use x s effectually & disa/r\sly4' ,because !y d n talk s mu* ( evil1 %e ?9ks !y ignore x1 :ile really !y sil5tly b e>ne/ly & vigor\sly d5y x1 !reby gett+ a sure control ov] x4 ,%e 0 taught to call ?is seem+ p[] ( mortal ?\ght ,mesm]ism1 & ,animal ,magnetism1 & aft] giv+ x su* =midable names1 & s mighty a place1 x is mo/ natural = h] to say t x affects h]self & family or h] pati5ts1 caus+ !m to be sl[ 9 yield+ to treatm5t4 ,?us y c readily see h[ %e acc\nts = h] failures4 ,mrs4 ,pe>l tea*es t we c deal ) ?is influ5ce ( c>nal or mortal m9d1 by d5y+ = ! pati5t ! consci\s or unconsci\s reflection ( x f ^! five diff]5t s\rces4 ,to ! pati5t :o is ignorant ( tru?1 mortal ?\ght has a p[]1 because he has ackn[l$g$ x z hav+ p[]1 b 9 our sil5t conviction ( its p[]lessness1 we speak ! true ^w t sets him free4 ,! :ole secret lies 9 our own fre$om f belief 9 ?is false p[]4 ,! "n ,mesm]ism or ,magnetism makes x seem l "s awful mon/]1 lurk+ 9 e corn]1 ready to dev\r u1 :ile1 z ,mrs4 ,pe>l says1 we g our way1 quietly d5y+ all appe>ance ( evil1 prov+ ! law ( ,good by recogniz+ only ! ,good 9 ?\ght & spee*4 ,h[ beautiful ?is tea*+ is6 & h[ wond]fully ! _s leads u into all tru?4 ,b x c n tea* u if we talk error1 or delib]ately judge o!rs4 ,nev] till we are fai?ful 9 ackn[l$g+ ! "o ,pr9ciple ( ,life w x prove itself ! only p[] ov] u4 ,aft] ! que/ions1 ,mrs4 ,pe>l spoke ( ! ?ird treatm5t4 ,we treat = ev]y?+ we might h miss$ 9 ! fir/ two treatm5ts4 ,sometimes ?is is call$ ! s9 treatm5t1 = x takes up s _m ?+s t belong m or less to ev]ybody1 accord+ to ! _w's belief4 ,a m explicit nam+ is selfi%ness4 ,selfi%ness is ! beg9n+1 ! "m ( all ! re/4 ,x rem9ds "o ( ! sev5 devils f :i* poor ,m>y ,magdal5 0 fre$4 ,x is n unlikely ^! 7 _! names3 ,selfi%ness1 pride1 envy1 av>ice1 jeal\sy1 malice & cruelty4 ,?is we d5y = ! pati5t ?r\gh ! five diff]5t s\rces1 & y c see h[ apt x w be to t\* him1 = :o is !re ( all e>?'s *ildr5 t is p]fectly free f any ( ^! qualities4 ,) our /rong fai? 9 ! law & p[] ( ! ^w1 we /urdily d5y ev]y?+ t might be ! %ad[ ob/ruct+ 8 light4 ,z we g on 9 ?is /udy1 we le>n ! mean+ ( ^! out%[+s ( disease4 ,e visible ?+ is ! expression ( a ?\ght1 :e!r ,god-giv5 or man-suppos$4 ,we look into a pati5t's face & read or int]pret ! signs ( 8 ?\ght4 ,is he selfi%1 unk9d or sev]e 9 8 disposition1 !re are ! l9es & expressions t betray him4 ,is he lovely1 g5tle & k9d1 a nameless feel+ ( peace & tru/ /eals ov] u4 ,9 ! mom5ts or times ( sil5ce t e heal] %\ld seek1 !re may come some?+ to h9t ( ! tru?1 "s ^w or text or m9d-picture t w tea* :at no book or tea*] c\ld tell1 = '! _s ( tru? leads u into all tru?1' & ! ways & means are v>i$ accord+ to our capacity to receive4 ,a m9d-picture is a symbol repres5t+ "s ?\ght4 ,= in/ance3 ,suppose :ile ,i sit 9 ! sil5ce1 !re comes to my consci\sness a fragm5t ( l&scape1 a *ild's face1 a /orm1 a sun4 ,^! are ideas symboliz$4 ,if x be a pleasant sc5e1 x may be to me a glimpse ( ! 'gre5 pa/ures & /ill wat]s' t ,david sang ab\t :5 depict+ ! life ( ! righte\s4 ,x w\ld mean peace = my pati5t4 ,if ! symbol be a *ild's face1 x may mean t ,i mu/ become z a little *ild 9 ord] to be l$ into ! k+dom4 ,a /orm may signify t my pati5t is pass+ ?r\gh a crisis ( m5tal commotion1 9 :i* case ,i mu/ use ! inv>iable rule1 d5y ! false & affirm ! true4 ,on ! o!r h& ,i may nev] see a symbol1 b "s sugge/ive text may come into my m9d4 ,if ,i 7 depress$ or disc\rag$1 ^! words might give me new c\rage & hope3 ',fe> n1 = ,i am ) !e2' 'wait pati5tly on ! ,"l1 & ,he w give !e ! desires ( ?9e he>t4' ,or ,i might n be consci\s ( any?+ :ile ,i am sitt+ ?us 9 ! sil5ce4 ,! answ] to my sil5t "q may come to me 9 ! mo/ commonplace way days or weeks aft] x is ask$4 ,"s p]son may say some?+ t w be ! v clue ,i am seek+4 ,we are n to be anxi\s or tr\bl$ if _m que/ions p]plex u1 or _m problems seem insoluble1 b wait1 tru/+ t 'he is fai?ful :o promis$4' ,we mu/ n be wi%+ = ! same signs or p[]s t o!rs h1 b appreciate :at is giv5 to u1 = fai?fulness %all receive its full rew>d 9 due "t 'if we fa9t n4' ,no m to-day4 ,love to ! babies4 ,h[ glad ,i am to "k !y are s well & happy4 ,fai?fully1 ,,m>ion4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxiii4 ,com=t our s\ls ) love1 ,love ( all human k9d2 ,love special1 close 9 :i*1 l %elt]$ dove1 ,ea* we>y he>t its own safe ne/ may f9d2 ,& love t turns above ,ador+ly2 cont5t$ to resign ,all loves1 if ne$ be1 = ! love div9e4 --,d4 ,m4 ,mulock ,craik4 ,grace look$ v lovely1 z %e /epp$ into ! c>riage1 :5 ,mr4 ,c>r+ton call$ = h]4 ,a sugge/ion ( res]v$ feel+ gave an add$ lu/re to h] beautiful eyes1 & ! fa9te/ wild-rose t9t 9 h] *eeks made h] a fit /udy = any arti/4 ,%e looks l ,psy*e j awak5$4 ,c x be possible1 t ) all h] *>ms1 %e 0 sleep+1 be=e to-day8 he ?\ght z he took 8 seat beside h]1 ?rill$ ) new hope4 ,he drove into "o ( ! broad1 quiet av5ues t l$ out ( ! city & into a c\ntry road4 ,i ?\ght y w\ld l to visit ',! ,gl51' & see its autumn dress1 he said1 z !y came 9 view ( ! riv] ov] :i* lay ! ,gl5 road4 ,i h be5 wi%+ ,i might g !re1 be=e ! leaves fell1 & ?is is exactly :at ,i enjoy1 repli$ ,grace1 look+ out ov] ! sc5e be=e h] ) a ke5 pleasure4 ,p]haps ?is is an answ] to y\r wi%4 ,sometimes ,i ?9k our wi%es are answ]$ because ( _! int5sity1 said ,mr4 ,c>r+ton1 look+ mean+ly into h] face4 ,george ,eliot says3 ',! v int5sity keeps !m f be+ answ]$4' ,:at gave him ! sudd51 triumphant c]ta9ty t he c\ld bide 8 "t8 ,%e _h lo/ all h] haught9ess1 app>5tly4 ,he _h nev] se5 h] 9 ! mood ( to-day4 ,apropos ( wi%es1 he resum$1 :i* are prop]ly ?\ghts1 ,i h two fri5ds 9 ,bo/on1 :o c communicate ) ea* o!r1 no matt] h[ f> ap>t !y may be4 ,!y call x ! p[] ( ?\ght4 ,yes1 ?\ght transf]5ce4 ,i am q int]e/$ & fully believe x1 said ,grace1 glad to h ! opportunity ( s\nd+ him on ?is & k9dr$ !mes4 ,he glanc$ at h] 9 polite surprise4 ,inde$1 he said1 are y acqua9t$ ) ! subject8 ,some:at2 ,i h se5 en\gh to "k x is f\nd$ on law1 %e repli$1 briefly4 ,:at law8 he ask$1 wond]+ly1 ) a slight smile ( incr$ulity light+ 8 face4 ,m5tal law1 ( c\rse4 ,%e !n w5t on to expla9 to him some?+ ( h] /udy ( m5tal heal+4 ,at fir/ he 0 r skeptical1 b on see+ h] s]i\sness1 he v soon grew sob] & gave ! mo/ respectful & app>5tly absorb$ att5tion4 ,by ! "t %e f9i%$1 he 0 really int]e/$4 ,i h (t5 ?\ght t "s day !re w\ld be m light ^u ! philosophy ( ?\ght1 b ,i 0 n aw>e x 0 s close ^u u1 he f9ally said4 ,x is c]ta9ly mu* ne$$ n[1 %e repli$1 look+ dreamily at ! :ite cl\ds float+ 9 ! bits ( blue above ! trees4 ,%e 0 ?9k+ h[ mu* x _h be5 wor? to h] 9 h] trial la/ night4 ,he notic$ ! f>-away look & wi%$ he might "k h] ?\ghts4 ,:at w\ld h be5 8 surprise1 c\ld he h be5 told at ?is mom5t h[ mu* he 0 already indebt$ to ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce8 = _h x n s(t5$ ! cruel pride t _h s encru/$ h] be=e8 ,he knew no?+ ( ?is4 ,he p]ceiv$ a *ange 9 h] mann] & ev5 "* s9ce he la/ saw h] two ye>s be=e1 al?\gh ev5 !n 8 great love _h be5 able to condone all weaknesses1 or :at o!rs w\ld call weaknesses4 ,to him !y 7 "p ( h] lovabl5ess4 ,:5 %e s coldly reject$ him1 unlike mo/ m51 he _h det]m9$ to wait pati5tly = h] indiff]5ce to turn into reciprocation4 ,he _h recogniz$ b "o ?+1 ! simple1 supreme fact t he lov$ ,grace ,hall4 ,9 reg>d to h]1 !re 0 & nev] c\ld be any o!r ?\ght4 ,inspir$ ) su* love z ?is1 su* sublime pati5ce1 su* inf9ite hope1 is x any wond] he look$ into h] eyes & read a h9t ( victory8 ,! "t 0 draw+ ne>4 ,8 two ye>s ( wait+ surely gave him lib]ty to ask1 & ! "r to receive4444 ,z = t1 love1 su* love z 81 _h royal rights & x w\ld w9 its own way :5 ! mom5t came4 ,he w\ld approa* ! subject gradually1 talk+ ab\t 8 com+ dep>ture1 al?\gh he _h m5tion$ t 9 8 note1 _h ev5 d>$ to tell h] ?is mu/ be 8 excuse = reque/+ an answ] soon] ?an %e wi%$ to give x4 ,oh1 :at a lovely gr\p ( colors6 exclaim$ ,grace1 involunt>ily1 po9t+ to a tree deck$ 9 ! mo/ gorge\s foliage4 ,%all ,i get "s leaves = y8 he ask$1 anticipat+ h] desire1 & desc5d$ f ! c>riage4 ,pres5tly he return$1 ) 8 h&s full ( small bran*es4 ,!y are lovely hues4 ,is !re n some?+ else y w\ld l8 ,i saw "s beautiful f]ns ov] yond]1 he said1 po9t+ to ! spot4 ,w we h "t8 ,i w\ld l to get out1 %e exclaim$ eag]ly4 ,"t6 ',!re's "t = all ?+s1' ,%akespe>e says1 laugh$ ,mr4 ,c>r+ton1 z he assi/$ h] to alight4 ,grace 0 9 h] elem5t amid ! speak+ gr&eur ( ,nature's hills4 ,h y a %>p p5cil1 ,mr4 ,c>r+ton8 ,i seem to h lo/ ! "o ,i always c>ry ) me1 & t gr& oak tree ,i mu/ h z a model4 ,he quickly %>p5$ "o & gave x to h]4 ,h[ beautiful %e look$6 ,he delight$ to wat* e movem5t ( ! deft f+]s1 to /udy e expression ( ! beautiful eyes & mobile m\?4 ,he revell$ 9 h] beauty1 because to him %e 0 ! p]sonification ( all t 0 lovely & noble & great4 ,h] "* he w\ld h lov$ j z mu* _h %e be5 pla9 in/ead ( beautiful1 = 8 ideal 0 ! inw>d1 n ! outw>d beauty1 except z ! two bl5d$ into "o1 z !y did ) h]4 ,y seem to be p>tial to ! oak1 ,miss ,hall4 ,is !re any reason = x8 ,yes1 ,i am4 ,x is a gr& symbol ( /r5g? & firmness ( "*1 %e repli$1 /ill sket*+ rapidly4 ,i l to pa9t trees1 = !y express s mu*4 ,"s %[ su* k9dly b5evol5ce1 ) _! broad1 spread+ bran*es & fri5dly %ade1 "s are s graceful1 ) _! tall trunks & delicately ve9$ leaves1 z ?\gh %[+ a f9e1 t5d] nature2 :ile o!rs are /unt$ & r\gh1 ) co>se1 ?ick foliage4 ,i place ea* "o z to "* & /ation1 & !y tea* me _m beautiful lessons4 ,& !y w tea* me _m aft] ?is1 ,miss ,grace4 ,he want$ to say some?+ m1 b %e 0 s innoc5tly unconsci\s ( any?+ b h] "w t he mu/ wait = a bett] opportunity4 ,hav+ f9i%$ h] sket*1 ,grace look$ up4 ,! self-consci\sness t _h sc>cely left h]1 save ^! pa/ few mom5ts1 n[ return$ ) pa9ful sudd5ness4 ,h] eyes met 81 & a vivid flu% ov]spread h] face1 b %e said no?+4 ,%all we g8 he ask$1 hold+ out 8 h& to assi/ h]4 ,8 eyes express$ ! "q 8 lips c\ld n frame1 b %e did n see !m4 ,!y w5t to ! c>riage 9 sil5ce4 ,! road pres5tly left ! woods & turn$ into a broad c\ntry lane4 ,bo? _h =gott5 ! propos$ trip to ,! ,gl51 b x made no diff]5ce4 ,at la/ ! und]curr5t ( feel+ _h bur/ ?r\gh all res]ves4 ,mr4 ,c>r+ton await$ ! f9al answ]1 & :at did %e say8 ,x 0 ! sacr$ page 9 a maid5's life t is read b once4 99 99 99 99 99 ,grace _h f\nd 9 h] lov] a man :o 0 broadm9d$ & lib]al en\gh to fairly consid] ^! matt]s f a woman's /&po9t4 ,!y freely discuss$ a m>ri$ woman's rights & privileges1 & bo? agre$ t a wife %\ld h an individuality aft] m>riage z well z be=e4 ,i desir$ to express myself on ?is po9t be=e1 my de> ,grace1 said ,mr4 ,c>r+ton1 because to my m9d x is a mutual life1 & %\ld be a mutual developm5t4 ,x is1 inde$4 ,i h nev] look$ at x 9 ! "r way1 till ! la/ few weeks4 ,i us$ to feel t m>riage 0 degrad+ r ?an elevat+1 because x seem$ z ?\gh a woman _h to give up s mu* t really belong$ to h]1 h] "n1 h] prop]ty1 h] fre$om z an individual4 ,b n[ ,i see t true m>riage %\ld br+ fre$om 9 ! fulle/ s5se ( ! ^w4 ,9 love !re is no bondage1 he repli$1 admir+ h] indep5d5t ?\ght4 ,yes1 b ! _w has a fa9t conception ( love1 ! love t saves to ! utt]mo/1 & endures =ev]1 said ,grace4 ,) su* love !re w\ld be no dang] ( m>riage degrad+ ! individual1 no ne$ ( divorce4 ,he spoke /rongly = he felt /rongly4 ,any "o speak+ f ! dep?s ( a he>t-conviction1 speaks ) au?ority4 ,! _w ne$s to be lift$ to a high] /&>d on ^! matt]s4 ,! subject ( m>riage is too sacr$ to je/ ab\t1 & p 9 g5]al ?9k x no h>m to toy ) ! ^w & all t p]ta9s to x ) ! utmo/ c>elessness4 ,grace 0 m l h]self n[4 ,%e 0 v happy 9 ! ?\ght t ,mr4 ,c>r+ton und]/ood ?is z %e did1 b %e 0 n a little surpris$ to f9d h]self giv+ su* free expression to h] op9ions4 ,indiff]5ce & laxity is ! result ( ! trifl+4 ,my !ory is t ^! ?+s %\ld be sacr$ly spok5 ( 9 ! family1 :5 boys & girls are gr[+ up4 ,t is ! way my "m did1 said ,mr4 ,c>r+ton rev]5tly4 ,yes1 ! family is m responsible ?an society1 = x makes society1 %e repli$1 secretly t\*$ by ! allusion to 8 "m4 ,%e felt m & m confid5ce 9 ,mr4 ,c>r+ton4 ,x seem$ surpris+ to f9d h[ rapidly h] love = him _h increas$ s9ce %e gave x p]mission to gr[4 ,%e did n realize t x _h be5 a smo!r$ plant be=e1 try+ to live )\t sun%9e4 ,n[ x c\ld gr[ 9 ! w>m? & brightness ( beautiful day4 ,x 0 e>ly twilight :5 !y return$4 ,kate 0 wait+ = h]4 ,! joy\s light 9 ,grace's eyes1 ?\gh %e tri$ to veil x1 told ! /ory4 ,kate put h] arms ab\t h]1 say+1 z %e c>ess$ ! rosy *eek3 ,lilybell is bloom$ at la/4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxiv4 ,be *e]ful3 wipe ?9e eyes3 ,"s falls are means ! happi] to arise4 99 99 99 99 99 ,be=e ! cur+ ( a /rong disease1 ,ev5 9 ! in/ant ( repair & heal? ,! fit is /ronge/2 evils t take leave1 ,on _! dep>ture mo/ ( all %[ evil4 --,%akespe>e4 ,= two days no lett] came1 & !n ,mr4 ,hayd5 receiv$ two1 :i* he h&$ to ! girls z he met !m on ! /reet ! same ev5+4 ,c y sp>e !m bo?8 said ,kate1 hold+ out h] h& eag]ly4 ,oh1 yes2 ,i am especially engag$ to-night1 & besides !y are bett] toge!r4 ,i am r glad = ! delay4 ,i 0 afraid ! fir/ "o _h misc>ri$1 he repli$4 ,! wait+ _h only increas$ _! int]e/1 & on rea*+ home !y at once sat d[n to read ! ! two lett]s h&$ !m by ,mr4 ,hayd54 ,,m>l[1 ,octob] ----4 ,de> ,john3 ,i suppose y1 l ! re/ ( u1 are anxi\s to "k h[ ! pati5t feels aft] su* a vigor\s d5ial ( ! sev5 evils4 ,x is q necess>y to "k :at to d at ?is /age4 ,aft] ! treatm5t = special s9s1 ,james ,m>t9 comes ) bitt] compla9ts t he is worse in/ead ( bett]4 ,he tells a doleful /ory ( h[ he suff]$ all night2 _h *ills & fev] exactly z :5 he _h ! ague long ago2 h[ he c\gh$ & *ok$ & broke out ) some?+ l measles1 & 0 all ! :ile s vilely sick x seem$ z ?\gh he 0 ab\t to die4 ,z he is tell+ 8 pitiful tale1 ) p]haps a gleam ( hatr$1 disgu/ or helpless angui% 9 8 eyes1 we are to sit calmly by & v soo?+ly give him ! m5tal in=mation t '!re is no?+ to fe>4' ,:5 he concludes 8 m\rnful /ory1 we assure him 9 quiet tones t !re is no occasion = al>m1 z we "k h[ to deal ) ^! symptoms4 ,!n1 v g5tly & sl[ly1 ) a mo/ self-possess$ attitude ( m9d1 we talk to him m5tally some?+ aft] ?is fa%ion3 ',!re6 ,james ,m>t91 x is all "r4 ,oh1 no2 no?+ has hurt y1 nor c hurt y4 ,y are n afraid ( any?+2 y "k !re is no reality 9 sickness2 y are n suff]+ any inh>mony because ( fe> or remorse = s94 ,x c n be possible = y to reflect fe> or remorse f y\r p>5ts1 or ! race or y\r daily associates4 ,nei!r is x possible = y to suff] f y\r own fe> or remorse1 nor m9e4 ,rememb]1 y are spiritual & n mat]ial1 & c fe> no?+4 ,god is y\r intellig5ce1 & y "k t tru? is all-p[]ful4 ,n[1 li/56 ,y are happy1 y are cont5t1 y are fill$ ) bless$ peace1 '! peace t passe? all und]/&+4' ,y "k ! ,"l is y\r %eph]d4 ,he leade? y beside ! /ill wat]s4 ,he make? y to lie d[n 9 gre5 pa/ures n[1 ?is mom5t4 ,!re is no future to ,god's promises2 !y are 9 ! et]nal pres5t4 ,!re6 ,james ,m>t91 a sweet ease comes to y1 ! burd5 is tak5 away2 y are 9 ! g5tle c>e ( ,tru?1 :i* ev] :isp]s1 ',come unto me all ye t labor & are heavy lad51 & ,i w give y re/4' ,%--h6 ,g5tly ! arms enfold y1 sweetly peace & love embrace y1 & y are at re/2 sleep if y l4 ,s(tly come sweet words ( div9e love to y\r wait+ e>1 'fe> n1 fe> n1 = ,i am ) !e4' ,peace 444 peace be ) y1 ,am54' ,?is /age is call$ *emicalization1 because our words ( tru?1 dropp$ into ! m9d fill$ ) error1 produce a f]m5tation simil> to ! effect produc$ by ! union ( diff]5t *emicals4 ,sometimes ! pati5t *emicalizes aft] ! fir/ treatm5t1 9 :i* case ! second & ?ird treatm5ts are omitt$4 ,:5 ! pati5t fir/ comes to be treat$1 he might be lik5$ to a la/ ye>'s g>d54 ,8 m9d is fill$ ) ! roots & rubbi% ( ! beliefs he has s[n1 & "s ( !m are noxi\s we$s1 deeply root$ 9 ! m5tal soil4 ,cutt+ & ke5 are ! words ( ,tru?1 & l a burni%$ pl[%>e1 x ent]s ! unsightly field & uproots ev]y?+ 9 its pa?4 ,we n[ d n m5tion sickness1 because 8 m9d is s unsettl$ & 8 active beliefs ( disease all on ! surface1 s we g5tly soo! him into =getfulness ( 8 tr\ble1 & quietly assure him !re is no occasion = al>m ( any k9d4 ,?us1 ) ! ^w ( peace & assurance we smoo? ! r\gh1 unev5 soil1 until x is pulv]iz$ & prep>$ = ! new se$s :i* are to gr[ & blossom into fair tru?-fl[]s4 ,to d5y errors = him :o believes s absolutely 9 !m1 is to dig d[n into ! unconsci\s m9d & rake up ev5 ! memories t are imb$d$1 h5ce 8 symptoms ( ague1 or measles or :atev] beliefs he may h _h4 ,because mortality dislikes to be told ( its faults & consci\sly or unconsci\sly res5ts su* tell+1 ! viol5ce ( *emicalization only m>ks ! degree ( consci\s or unconsci\s m5tal opposition1 ( :i* ! bodily symptoms are ! picture4 ,!re is no law = *emicalization1 = "s pati5ts pass ?r\gh ?is p]iod )\t ev5 notic+ x4 ,sometimes in/ead ( an excit$ fev]i% condition1 :i* requires ! soo?+ quiet+ ?\ght1 ! pati5t is dull & sluggi%1 p]haps unconsci\s1 z 9 fa9t+1 spasms or some?+ simil>2 !n vigor\s1 r\s+ ?\ghts %\ld be giv5--%>p1 decisive & emphatic1 z :5 awak+ a heavy sleep]4 ,:5 call$ to treat any "o suff]+ f fev] or any acute condition1 we give ! soo?+1 or peace treatm5t z x is sometimes call$4 ,little *ildr5 may be comp>$ to mirrors1 reflect+ e ?\ght ar\nd !m4 ,9 treat+ !m x is necess>y to make ! law--& ! true ^w is always law--t !y d n or c n reflect fe> or belief ( disease f _! p>5ts or relatives1 tak+ pa9s to "n ea* p]son /rongly hold+ ?\ghts ( fe> = ! little "o4 ,if x is a contagi\s & dang]\s sickness1 accord+ to mortal ?\ght1 besides ! ne> ones 9 ! family1 d5y t any ?\ght ( fe> f ! neighborhood or _w c be reflect$ ^u ! *ild or manife/$ 9 ?is belief ( sickness4 ,sometimes *ildr5 are treat$ entirely ?r\gh ! p>5ts1 t is1 ! p>5ts are quiet$ & assur$ ( ! tru? conc]n+ _! little "o--t x is liv+ 9 ! curr5t ( inf9ite ,love1 :]e no fe> c t\* x1 no sickness come ne> x1 no pa9 de/roy x4 ,su* cases require frequ5t or long-cont9u$ treatm5ts1 or r long-cont9u$ ?\ght ( ! ,good1 mo/ly affirmation1 = v little d5ial is ne$$ to cut ! *a9s ( error f a babe4 ,d5ial is to be appli$ m to ! p>5ts--! d5ial ( fe>4 ,if we feel at all d\btful or fe>ful conc]n+ our "w1 we are n at "o ) ! div9e ,love1 & mu/ treat ourselves be=e we treat ! pati5t4 ,be at "o ) omnipot5t ,law1 & ! ,law w prove itself ?r\gh y4 ,"k tru? & d n tamely believe x1 !n y may h m>vel\s pro( ( ! diff]5ce betwe5 k & belief1 ,god-l und]/&+ & bl9d fai?4 ,mrs4 ,pe>l v cle>ly answ]$ ! "q :i* 0 ask$ conc]n+ ! mean+ ( ,bible passages imply+ et]nal puni%m5t4 ,!re is always puni%m5t s long z we are 9 mortal belief1 b x is only 9 mortal belief we c suff]1 = ! _s made 9 ! image & lik5ess ( ,god c n suff]1 nei!r "k suff]+4 ,! ^w ev]la/+ %\ld be translat$ age-la/+1 to give ! orig9al mean+4 ,fire is a symbol ( purification1 & 9 ! language ( anci5t times x 0 cu/om>y to use /rong figures ( spee*4 ,9 ! fifte5? *apt] ( ,john1 :]e9 ,jesus expla9s ab\t ! v9e & bran*es1 :at c\ld be pla9] ?an 8 illu/ration ( ! dead bran*es8 ',e bran* t be>e? n fruit1 he take? away1 & e bran* t be>e? fruit he purge? x t x may br+ =? m fruit4' ,e false belief is a bran* t be>e? n fruit1 h5ce mu/ be tak5 away & de/roy$ ev5 z dead limbs are burn$4 ,falsity or evil1 be+ no?+ness1 c n exi/ because x is n ( ! real creation & is necess>ily ca/ into ! fire ( purification1 an illu/ration well und]/ood at ! "t1 s9ce all ! city refuse 0 tak5 to ,geh5na1 a place outside ,j]usalem1 :]e fire 0 always kept = ! purpose ( burn+ ?is wa/e matt]4 ',e bran* t be>e? fruit is purg$'--t is1 if y are a mixture ( good & evil beliefs1 y w h to be cleans$ ( ! evil1 be=e y c d mu* ) ! good4 ,?is cleans+ process is q prop]ly nam$ purg+4 ,?is is :at we und]go 9 suff]+4 ',he :om ! ,"l love? he *a/5e?1' means ! good 9 u *a/5s u1 cleanses u = ! fur!r work+ ( ! ,good4 ,puni%m5t1 !n1 !re mu/ be1 j z long z we believe 91 & fell[%ip ) error4 ,mrs4 ,mc,claren1 a /aun* ,presbyt]ian1 did n seem satisfi$ ) ?is explanation1 b ,mrs4 ,pe>l told h] n to let ! "q tr\ble h]1 = if %e w\ld d ! be/ %e c\ld ) :at %e knew1 9 due "t ! solution w\ld come to h]4 ,9 ! night x came4 ,aft] %e retir$1 ! "q kept press+ ^u h] s t %e c\ld n sleep4 ,ab\t two o'clock x seem$ z ?\gh a great flood ( light came1 & ) x ! cle>ance ( ! :ole problem4 ,! texts on t !me became illum9$ z x 71 & %e c\ld see h[ impossible x is = ! _s to suff] or be puni%$ :5 x is l ,god :o c n 'behold evil4' ,%e came ov] ?is morn+ & told me ab\t x4 ,i w give y h] explanation ( ,matt4 xxv3 #ca1 #cb4 ',:5 ! ,son ( man %all come 9 8 glory1 & all ! holy angels ) him1 !n %all he sit ^u ! ?rone ( 8 glory1 & be=e him %all be ga!r$ all nations2 & he %all sep>ate !m "o f ano!r1 z a %eph]d divide? 8 %eep f ! goats4' ,! ,son ( man1 consci\sness ( ,tru?1 %all come 7be develop$7 ) all glori\s ?\ghts 7angels7 & judge u 9 all our ways 7nations7 & %all discrim9ate betwe5 ! false & ! true1 ! evil & ! good1 !n ! good motives or good ?\ghts 7%eep7 %all coalesce or be set on ! "r h& ) ,tru?1 & ! evil or errone\s beliefs 7goats7 %all be relegat$ to ! left1 ! negative or no-side1 & swall[$ up 9 _! native d>kness :i* is no?+ness4 ,?is is ! key to ! re/ ( ! *apt]1 & x is 9 ! same l9e ) ,mrs4 ,pe>l's explanation1 b ,mrs4 ,mc,claren is delight$ t x came to h]4 ,n[ %e feels z ?\gh a m\nta9 _h be5 lift$ f h] he>t1 s great has be5 h] fe> t ,*ri/ian ,heal+ w\ld make h] disbelieve 9 et]nal puni%m5t1 :i* %e _h le>n$ 0 an incontrov]tible doctr9e4 ,n[ %e realizes t no?+ b ,tru? itself is be+ reveal$ to h]1 & x seems t h] he>t w bur/ = joy4 ,?is may seem extravagant1 b x is j :at %e said1 & aft] all1 y are us$ to en?usiasm s9ce y\r wife is an en?usia/4 ,is x n wond]ful8 ,i ask myself ov] & ov]1 & e*o answ]s 'wond]ful'6 ,b oh1 h[ ignorant we ev] w be1 unless we /op & wait = ! _s to tell u :at is true6 ,x is ignorance & fooli%ness t we h to cont5d ) z mu* z any?+ else1 = x is "o ( ! ?icke/ cl\ds t hide k4 ,until we h le>n$ to turn to ! hidd5 f\nta9 ( wisdom1 we are helplessly b\nd to error's ways4 ,ev5 aft] we g =? f a class1 & feel t we h be5 baptiz$ ) ! _s1 we are afraid we w n be wise en\gh to answ] ! _w's que/ion+s ( our fai?1 are afraid we may n "k j h[ to proce$ ) a c]ta9 problem1 afraid we w be too weak to d ! ?+s t come to u to be done4 ',oh ye ( little fai?1' says ! rebuk+ ,*ri/ )9 u--':y d\bt y\r k1 :5 ,god is y\r wisdom8 ,:y d\bt y\r intellig5ce1 :5 ,god is y\r intellig5ce8 ,:y d\bt y\r /r5g?1 :5 ,god is y\r /r5g?8' ,z we realize !re is b "o ,m9d1 & t x is omnipot5t1 omnisci5t & omnipres5t1 ! influ5ce ( all o!r ?\ghts w fade q away4 ,x is because we recognize ! c>nal m9d ^: ?\ghts are frivol\s1 va91 wret*$ or mis]able1 t we are unsettl$ & dissatisfi$4 ,!re c be no f\ndation1 no s5se ( security1 to ! "o :o is cont9ually li/5+ to o!r ?an ! ,good4 ,"k all wisdom ?r\gh ! univ]sal ,m9d1 & :oev] draws 8 k by inspiration f ?is s\rce %all become z "o ) y1 & we all %all be z "o ) ! supreme ,m9d4 ,!re is an indelible b invisible /amp ( tru? m>k+ ! utt]ance ( ^? ?r\gh :om ?is ,m9d is express$1 & ! invisible some?+ )9 u1 sometimes call$ ! ',_s itself1' sometimes ! 'light t lighte? e man t come? into ! _w1' w recognize & appropriate its own4 ,if we keep ?is judgm5t faculty unbias$1 x w lead u to *oose ! books we read & tea* u h[ to sep>ate ! :eat f ! *aff4 ,x is be/ to read ! ?\ghts ( "o writ] until we und]/& ! root1 bran* & gr[? ( 8 inspiration4 ,x is n well to g f "o au?or to ano!r :ile we are "y 9 ! ?\ght1 any m ?an x w\ld be well to take a music lesson f a diff]5t tea*] e week4 ,we mu/ rememb] t 'he t doe? ! w %all "k ( ! doctr9e1' & to />t out ) ! ,div9e w z our guide1 z we d :5 we say1 ',god works ?r\gh me to w & to d1' is to gr[ 9 k ( all t p]ta9s to ! doctr9e ( ! bless$ tru? t sets u free4 ,nev] talk ( failures1 or be disc\rag$ by !m1 because _m times ! disc\rag+ outlook is b ! prelude to a b\nte\s h>ve/4 ,"w ) an undaunt$ fai? 9 ! mighty ,invisible1 kn[+ t y s]ve ! only ,p[]1 are gov]n$ by ! "o ,pr9ciple1 ,inf9ite ,ju/ice1 t ev] rew>ds accord+ to s]vice4 ,do+ y\r be/1 ! ,be/ rew>ds y4 ,"u all circum/ances we decl>e our unfail+ wisdom because we ask ( ! ,good4 ,we c n fooli%ly be l$ away because judgm5t to d is always ) u4 ,?is is ! fif? /age 9 ! pati5t's progress1 & we treat him = ignorance & fooli%ness z possibly reflect$ f ! five diff]5t s\rces4 ,d5y t he c be ignorant ( ! tru?1 or fooli% 9 believ+ error4 ,affirm all /r5g? & c\rage & /eadfa/ness4 ,he comes to-day ) an unc]ta9 r+ 9 8 voice4 ,he is undecid$ z to :at to d2 is weak & n]veless2 c n tell :e!r he is bett] or worse4 ,! treatm5t = /r5g? & c\rage w br+ him back to ,tru?1 & he w bright5 & revive "u ! w>m influ5ce ( y\r sunny fai?4 ,"o m lesson6 ,i %all be glad1 yet sorry1 :5 x is ov]4 ,oh1 :at an exp]i5ce ?is has be56 ,surely1 ,i %all nev] be su* a weak1 impati5t woman aga94 ,?ank ,god6 ,n[ ,i "k :at !re is = me 9 ?is beautiful _w4 ,good bye1 ,,m>ion4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxv4 ,build on resolve1 & n ^u regret1 ,! /ructure ( ?y future4 ,d n grope ,among ! %ad[s ( old s9s1 b let ,?9e own s\l's light %9e on ! pa? ( hope1 ,& dissipate ! d>kness4 ,wa/e no te>s ,^u ! blott$ record ( lo/ ye>s1 ,b turn ! leaf1 & smile1 oh smile to see ,! fair1 :ite pages t rema9 = !e4 --,ella ,:eel] ,wilcox4 ,,m>l[1 ,octob] ----4 ,i suppose ?is is ! la/ lett] ,i w write on ! lessons 9 ,*ri/ian ,heal+1 b ,i w be fai?ful z ev]1 ev5 ?\gh ,i tell x all ov] aga9 :5 ,i see y4 ,ev]ybody look$ regretful en\gh :5 !y w5t into ! class room to-day1 b a hundr$ fold m s :5 we w5t out & ! good-byes 7 said4 ,x means s mu* to u all4 ,we h pass$ ?r\gh twelve lessons :i* may symbolize twelve epo*s or /ages ?r\gh :i* we proce$ f ignorance to und]/&+1 & und]/&+ to complete demon/ration4 ,we h be5 toge!r sc>cely ?ree weeks1 & yet s mu* has be5 uncov]$ t we /& face to face ) our real selves4 ,all t 0 conv5tional has be5 laid aside 9 our int]c\rse1 & ! be/ & sweete/ & mo/ sacr$ phases ( our lives laid b>e1 s t we h _h a cle> glimpse ( ,god's *ildr5 z !y are1 n z !y usually appe>2 & inde$ x gives u bett] c\rage & /rong] fai? to g =? into ! _w aga91 kn[+ t ! possibilities ( "o are ! possibilities ( all1 = ',god is no respect] ( p]sons4' ,i "k1 p]haps bett] ?an "s ( ! re/1 t we %all be walk+ 9 ! valleys _m times :5 our eyes are on ! sun-cr[n$ heights1 b if we c be pati5t & e>ne/1 our feet %all rea* ! f]tile slopes & sunny grass l&s ( well atta9$ ef=t4 ,my exp]i5ce ( ! pa/ %all be only a /rong] inc5tive to p]sev]ance 9 ! future1 & :ile x seems human to fall1 x is div9e to rise1 & kn[+ ! div9e privilege ( prov+ div9ity1 ,i tru/ ,god to "w ?r\gh me 9 my daily ef=t4 ,s said we all :5 we left ! class room to-day1 & ) a holy consecration to our new-born fai?1 we tru/ we %all ev] gr[ 9 grace & wisdom z ,god's *ildr51 accord+ to ! promise4 ,mrs4 ,pe>l spoke ( our me?od z ! sci5ce ( sil5ce1 & told u n to be zeal\s )\t judgm5t1 n to speak :5 sil5ce w\ld be gold51 n to act s z to br+ reproa* ^u our cause or ourselves1 b rememb] to 'avoid ev5 ! appe>ance ( evil4' ,%e said _m 9 _! fir/ joy\s en?usiasm & ov]:elm+ conviction w\ld indiscreetly tell p '!re is no matt]1' = in/ance1 s eag] 7 !y to br+ ev]ybody into ! sweet lib]ty ( ! _s2 b ! _w n be+ ready to prop]ly consid] ! subject1 w\ld ( c\rse ridicule & argue hotly aga9/ su* a /atem5t1 s t false op9ions w\ld spr+ up & mo/ absurd practices & claims be attribut$ to ,*ri/ian ,heal+4 ,our sy/em %\ld h a dignifi$ place 9 ! _w's op9ion1 & if we want to help give x t place1 we %\ld aim to be liv+ repres5tatives ( ! pr9ciples1 ma9ta9 a dignifi$ attitude reg>d+ x1 & if we c answ] any que/ions p]ta9+ to x1 let our answ] & mann]s be ennobl+ & ,*ri/-l4 ,we nev] argue audibly ) unbeliev]s4 ,argum5t kills ! _s ( any religion1 & ! p]son :o desires to prove 8 position by argum5t is n ready to be conv9c$ by ! _s4 ,if y are oblig$ to c>ry on a conv]sation ) an argum5tative p]son1 sil5tly d5y all 8 /atem5ts ( error1 & ) calm positiv5ess affirm = him intellig5ce1 wisdom1 & a desire to "k tru?4 ,9 o!r words1 recognize 8 spiritual self1 :i* is 9 p]fect peace & h>mony1 & ! outw>d di/urbance or inh>mony1 :i* is simply no?+ness express$ by him1 is annull$4 ,possibly y may seem oblig$ to submit & li/5 to him4 ,nev] m9d4 ,c>ry on y\r sil5t ?\ghts sci5tifically1 & con/antly ?9k tru?4 ,?us y w plant a se$ t %all br+ =? beaute\s blossoms1 excell5t fruit4 ,:5ev] y he> error talk$1 d5y x4 ,?is is '%utt+ y\r e>s f he>+ ( blood1 & y\r eyes f see+ evil4' ,any error mu/ be d5i$ 9 ord] to see ! pro( ( its opposite tru?4 ,if ev]ybody w\ld le>n to d5y all ! sl&] or gossip !y he>1 we %\ld soon h a new social _w4 ,cruel tongues w\ld cease _! wagg+1 timid he>ts c\ld brea! aga91 & fair names bloom 9 e home4 ,?is w\ld be ! beg9n+ ( a mu* ne$$ re=m 9 ! daily press4 ,poor editors1 !y are oblig$ to fill ord]s1 l ! cooks & wait]s s]v+ ! g5tlem5 & ladies 9 ! elegant d9+-room1 ladies' ord9>y & gr\nd-floor caf4 ,alas6 t ! discov]y %\ld n be made by ev]ybody1 s !y c\ld s5d 9 diff]5t ord]s4 ,h[ gladly w\ld ! bill ( f>e be *ang$6 ,b !re is no?+ m c]ta9 to *ange x1 ?an ! little leav5 ( tru? dropp$ 9 ! highways & byways ( daily life4 ,we mu/ 'be dilig5t 9 season & out ( season1' sil5tly z a rule1 b at times audibly1 p]*ance =cibly1 = "s m9ds seem s dull & sluggi% z to ne$ a />tl+ ?und]-clap to awak5 !m f _! slumb] ( ignorance4 ,?us "s pati5ts t come to be heal$ mu/ be told %>ply & def9itely h[ to ?9k or :at to say1 = sometimes x is necess>y to make !m say _! own ^w ( heal+1 !y are s completely absorb$ 9 mat]ial beliefs4 ,we gr[ m 9 wisdom & spiritual judgm5t z we proce$ fai?fully along our way ( sci5tific ?\ght & liv+1 & ?us h an un]r+ insight into :at we %all d & say 9 ord] to give to ea* ! heal+ gospel4 ,:5 we g to *ur* we ought to ackn[l$ge & emphasize e true /atem5t made by ! cl]gyman ) our sil5t affirmation1 & z emphatically d5y e errone\s /atem5t1 t we may turn ! tide ( ,tru? into a broad /ream ( spiritual uplift+ = ! :ole congregation4 ,%\ld ! m9i/] be incl9$ to speak ab\t ! awfulness & p[] ( ,god's wra? & puni%m5t1 we c sil5tly assure him t ,god is a ,god ( love1 n wra?1 & tell him he desires to pres5t only ! true side ( religion4 ,"s p might say ?is w\ld be wrong1 to dictate to any "o h[ !y %\ld talk1 b y w notice t x is n dictation ( action1 b r recognition ( motive--! true motive ( ! true self4 ,we h a "r to recognize ! highe/ & be/ ( e p]son4 ,inde$1 we are go+ directly opposite ,god's comm&s if we ackn[l$ge any b ! good creation1 :i* is ! spiritual4 ,:at c ! _s1 :i* is p]fect1 made 9 ,god's image & lik5ess1 h to say ( ,god's ang] or puni%m5t1 :5 x kn[s nei!r1 inasmu* z x is pure z ! ,fa!r 9 heav58 ',%all n ! judge ( all ! e>? d "r8' ,n only 9 ! social circle & 9 ! *ur*1 b 9 all k9ds ( "w1 9 all affairs ( bus9ess1 & above all1 9 ! home1 mu/ we ?us live up to our pr9ciples :i* soon prove our sublime/ !ory by our sublime/ practice4 ,&1 bless$ privilege1 we d n ne$ to und]/& all1 be=e we c beg9 to demon/rate our preci\s religion4 ,we ne$ n worry ab\t ! burd5 ( to-morr[ & ?us drop t ( to-day1 b only c>ry t ( to-day ) ! /r5g? t is giv5 = ! day4 ',consid] ! lilies ( ! field1 h[ !y gr[2' daily appropriat+ _! portion ( sun%9e & air & dew1 !y unfold & blossom1 exhale _! fragrance1 display _! mat*less beauty1 ?us fulfill+ _! appo9t$ mission2 s we may unfold & blossom into r>e excell5ce & /r5g? ( "*4 ,refre%$ by ! dew ( a pure purpose1 n\ri%$ by ! sunlight ( true ?\ghts1 f$ by ! all-ab\nd+ manna--! liv+ ^w1 we soon gr[ /rong en\gh to )/& driv+ tempe/ or boi/]\s gale4 ,m5tally we are quick5$1 le>n+ to disc]n ! oppos+ =ce 9 ourselves1 & meet+ x ) ! %>p sword ( tru?1 lay x l[ at once4 ,b x requires practice to wield ?is spiritual weapon2 x takes judgm5t faculty to discov] :5ce comes selfi%ness t exhau/s & weak5s2 :5ce comes ! mat]ial or s5sual ?\ght t sick5s & we>ies1 or ! jeal\sy t poisons & embitt]s ! life-=ces4 ,fai?fully & dilig5tly d we use ! ^w ( d5ial1 t sets u & our pati5ts free f ^! subtle enemies2 fai?fully & e>ne/ly we affirm all tru? & purity & goodness z our portion1 z our /r5g?1 our refuge1 & our def5se4 ,by ! bless$ law1 :5 we h ?us cleans$ ourselves1 we become at "o ) ! "o ,life4 ,we intuitively draw to ourselves ! be/ quality ( fri5d%ip & give =? ! be/2 we seek ! mo/ uplift+ & spiritual lit]ature1 because x gives u a fre% baptism ( spiritual light1 :i* 9 turn we give to o!rs1 s !re is a cont9ual receiv+ & giv+1 a cont9ual bless+ & be+ bless$4 ',h5ce=? ,i call y n s]vants1 b fri5ds1' said ! ,ma/] be=e 8 dep>ture4 ,n[ '! s]vant abide? n 9 ! h\se =ev]1 b ! son abide? =ev]4' ,we came z s]vants to be taught4 ,:ile 9 our ignorance1 we 7 ! s]vants or inf]iors2 kn[+ ! ,tru? we became free1 & h5ce=? are bro!rs1 si/]s1 'heirs ( ,god & jo9t heirs ) ,*ri/4' ,we n[ claim our inh]itance1 ! privilege to ent] into ! k+dom & possess ! l&1 our royal bir?right4 ,9 ?is k+dom are 'hid all ! treasures ( wisdom & k4' ,! pati5t :o comes to u mu/ on ?is day be told ( ! royal gift ( heal?1 & we may say3 ',n[ are ye clean ?r\gh ! ^w ,i h spok5 unto y4' ,he1 too1 mu/ n[ become ! fri5d1 & ne$ no long] be ! s]vant4 ,:5 he fir/ came to u he 0 l a little *ild t _h lo/ 8 way4 ,we c\ld n %[ him ! way to ! velvet slopes ( heal? )\t tak+ hold ( 8 h& & lead+ him ?r\gh ! ?ickets & und]bru% 9 :i* he 0 lo/4 ,s we graci\sly rea*$ d[n to him1 by talk+ ( ?+s ) :i* he 0 famili>1 ( animal passions1 ( selfi%ness1 ( s94 ,we g5tly & k9dly %[$ him !y 7 n ! true1 prov$ to him t 8 belief 9 !m _h l$ him (f ! "r pa?1 & talk$ to him ( bright]1 bett]1 tru] ?\ghts t l$ to smil+ skies ( hope1 to balmy airs ( peace4 ,ea* day we assur$ him ( 8 true inh]itance1 & n[ we confid5tly ass]t t he is 9 full possession ( x4 ,n[ he is ready to believe ! affirmation )\t ! d5ial1 because he is conv9c$ t ! affirmations are true1 & he comes to u ?is day ) cle>1 clean eyes1 & a *ild-l joy 9 8 recov]$ heal?4 ,we give him ! f9al ^w1 ! b5$iction1 ! b9d+ assurance ( 8 bir?right4 ,realiz+ z we mu/ ourselves ! wondr\s tru? conc]n+ 8 real self & all :i* t implies1 we impressively & ) ! mo/ ?rill+ conviction affirm = him t only heal?1 /r5g?1 joy1 c\rage1 peace1 satisfaction1 c come to him z ! *ild ( ,god1 ! idea ( ,m9d 9 ! p[] ( ! ,?\ght t ?9ks him into be+4 ,we assure him t he c recognize & reflect no?+ b ,good1 t he c manife/ only ! ,fa!r ^: son he kn[s himself to be4 ,no?+ b ,m9d c affect him4 ,he is l a column ( light aga9/ :i* no d>kness c be ?r[n2 l a true answ] to a problem :i* any numb] ( wrong answ]s c n *ange4 ,spiritual l ,god1 he c only recognize & appropriate :at is ,god-l4 ,h5ce=? he kn[s himself & 8 ,fa!r1 kn[s t :atev] he may ask 7realize7 w be grant$ unto him4 ,kn[s t he mu/ ackn[l$ge ! ,tru?1 & he w abide 9 ! k+dom ( ,good4 ,we s5d him =? ) all ! bless+s he c desire1 because we h realiz$ = him ! possession ( ^? bless+s4 ,kn[+ t ,god is all !re is1 & t our pati5t lives1 is mov$ & has 8 be+ 9 ,god1 we po9t ) un]r+ f+] to ! sunny upl&s ( heal?4 ,he c nev] m relapse z he w ev] walk 9 ! op5 fields ( ,tru?4 ,we bid him ,god spe$ on 8 j\rney1 & ?ank ,god t he has come into ! consci\sness ( life ev]la/+1 into heal? & joy )\t measure4 ,s be x =ev] m4 ,! ?\ght ( p]fection %\ld be held /eadfa/ly1 ev5 ?\gh ! pati5t d n manife/ heal? at once4 ,no matt] if ! cure is n effect$ 9 "o1 two1 ?ree weeks1 or ev5 z _m mon?s1 hold fa/1 ) unwav]+ fai? 7ev5 if y d n give regul> treatm5ts all ! "t1 & x may be well to skip a week or s occasionally71 kn[+ t good se$ mu/ br+ =? good fruit2 :51 :]e or h[1 y nor no o!r may "k4 ,"t is un?9kable ) ,god4 ,we are deal+ ) ,pr9ciple1 n "t4 ,we plant ! se$1 ',god give? ! increase4' ,d ! be/ y "k1 & "w out y\r own problems4 ,no "o else c d t = y4 ,jesus gave u ! key1 %[$ u ! way2 m ?an t he c\ld n d4 ,we mu/ live our lives & ma9ta9 our place by our own ef=ts4 ,x is 'he t ov]come?' :o receives ! supreme gift ( et]nal life4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxvi4 ,may ,i rea* ,t pure/ heav51--be to o!r s\ls ,! cup ( /r5g? 9 "s great agony1 ,enk9dle g5]\s ardor1 fe$ pure love1 ,beget ! smiles t h no cruelty1 ,be ! sweet pres5ce ( a good diffus$1 ,& 9 diffusion ev] m int5se-- ,s %all ,i jo9 ! *oir invisible1 ,^: music is ! gladness ( ! _w4 --,george ,eliot4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5's 0 a joy\s home-com+4 ,no soon] 0 ! fir/ raptur\s welcome f *ildr5 & husb& receiv$1 ?an 9 came ,grace & ,kate1 :o1 9 _! eag]ness to see h]1 _h sc>cely be5 able to let h] h ! fir/ half h\r to h] family4 ,i ?9k y w h to include u 9 y\r family1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 = we c\ld n resi/ ! family welcome1 said ,grace1 smil+ ) happ9ess1 z %e grasp$ ,mrs4 ,hayd5's h& & drew ,kate close beside h] ) ! o!r4 ,y are includ$ my de>s4 ,!re is b "o family y "k1 0 ! cordial reply grasp+ ! h& ( ea*4 ,:at a *ange 9 y1 ,grace--,kate--:y1 ,i %\ld h>dly "k y1 exclaim$ ,mrs4 ,hayd51 aft] ! fir/ excitem5t 0 ov]4 ,grace has lo/ ! cl\d ( p]plexity & d\bt1 & ,kate ! expression ( fe>1 %e add$1 turn+ to ,mr4 ,hayd5 ) a pleas$ surprise4 ,didn't ,i tell y !y 7 bo? gr[+ beautiful8 0 8 laugh+ answ]4 ,b girls1 he add$1 don't y notice some?+ diff]5t 9 ,mrs4 ,hayd58 ,t is q wond]ful1 ,i ?9k4 ,really1 ,mrs4 ,hayd51 exclaim$ ,grace1 ) wond]1 y are n ne>ly s fle%y are y8 ,i c h>dly def9e ! *ange1 if t is n x1 b ,i notic$ some?+ ! mom5t ,i saw y4 ,i h lo/ some?+ 9 weight s9ce ,i left home1 %e repli$1 some:at amus$ at _! looks ( a/oni%m5t4 ,y\r figure is s mu* bett] proportion$1 too1 cont9u$ ,grace4 ,& y\r complexion cle>]1 add$ ,kate4 ,d tell u :at x all means4 ,y c]ta9ly look bett] ?an ,i ev] saw y1 said ,grace aga94 ,i am q ?ankful %e came home be=e all resemblance to my wife 0 lo/1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 ) a he>ty laugh1 z he look$ at ea* 9 turn4 ,well1 be s]i\s n[1 & ,i w tell y some?+ aft] ,i h put ! *ildr5 to b$1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 cuddl+ ! sleepy ,jem 9 h] arms4 ,fr$ & ,mabel /ood beside h]1 frequ5tly int]rupt+ ! conv]sation1 = !y1 too1 want$ to %>e ! good "t ) mamma4 ,:5 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 return$1 %e resum$4 ,x may seem /range to y z x did to me at fir/1 b ,i see x cle>ly n[1 t desir+1 se>*+ & liv+ = "r1 br+s ! body into h>moni\s expression4 ,if we ?9k tru?1 we see x express$ 9 h>mony1 beauty1 symmetry1 because ! ext]nal is ! expression ( ! int]nal4 ,x 0 p>ticul>ly by ! d5ial ( matt] t ,i lo/ ! sup]flu\s fle%1 = s9ce ,i 0 too fle%y to be ( symmetrical =m1 x 0 sup]flu\s &---- ,did y "k ! d5ial ( matt] w\ld h su* an effect8 int]rupt$ ,kate4 ,no1 n till ,i he>d "s ( ! re/ ( ! class speak+ ( x1 & !n ,i c\ld h>dly believe x1 b aft] ,i und]/ood ! !ory bett]1 ( c\rse x seem$ m reasonable4 ,x is bo? wond]ful & reasonable too1 ,i ?9k4 ,:y didn't y write some?+ ab\t x8 ask$ ,kate aga94 ,oh1 !re are _m ?+s t c be told bett] ?an writt54 ,& _m ?+s t c be ?\ght bett] ?an told1 add$ ,grace1 ?\ghtfully4 ,ano!r lady 9 ! class _h ab\t ! same exp]i5ce1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,b tell u ! sci5tific reason = su* an effect8 cont9u$ ,grace4 ,i w1 z well z ,i c4 ,h y notic$ t x is p :o are mat]ially m9d$ 9 _! ta/es & habits t are apt to be fle%y8 ,t dep5ds ^u :at y w\ld call mat]ially m9d$1 0 ,grace's smil+ reply4 ,i mean ^? :o l :at ! _w calls ! good ?+s ( life--^? :o ?9k a great deal ( mat]ial pleasures or environm5ts1 & f9d x comp>atively difficult to ?9k or realize spiritual ?+s4 ,oh6----yes1 ,i believe t is true1 al?\gh ,i h nev] ?\ght ( x1 said ,grace1 sl[ly4 ,because ! d5ial ( matt] makes all ^! ?+s second>y1 ! effect ( ! new ?\ght is to make ! body m spiritual4 ,( c\rse6 ,:y c\ld we n see x be=e8 0 ,kate's conclusive qu]y4 ,:at effect !n1 has ?is d5ial on lean p8 ask$ ,mr4 ,hayd51 m s]i\sly1 = until n[ he _h be5 incl9$ to reg>d ?is z a little 'f> fet*$1' z he w\ld h express$ x4 ,x does n effect !m l ! d5ial ( evil1 because mat]ial ?+s are n s important to !m1 :ile !y are apt to be p9+ & frett+ ab\t ! evils & ills 9 ! _w1 ei!r z t\*+ !mselves or humanity 9 g5]al4 ,d5y+ evil & evil conditions w\ld !n h ! opposite effect1 & cause !m to ga9 fle%1 or gr[ into ! expression ( physical h>mony to correspond ) ! spiritual4 ,?is is only a high] read+ ( :at we h already le>n$1 & x is lovely to "k we may g on indef9itely1 ev] read+ some?+ new1 said ,grace4 ,n[ tell me some?+ ( :at y h all be5 do+8 said ,mrs4 ,hayd51 z %e look$ at ,grace4 ,oh1 ,kate has be5 do+ "s wond]ful treat+ among h] pupils1 & ! pati5ts we took up1 are all do+ nicely4 ,grace is v mode/4 ,%e doesn't say a ^w ( h[ quickly %e cur$ me ( neuralgia1 or a horrible fit ( ! blues1 supplem5t$ ,kate1 look+ fondly at ,grace1 :o _h become de>] ?an ev] s9ce _! confid5tial talks4 ,mr4 ,hayd5 has a good report = himself & ! *ildr51 too1 ?\gh ,i suppose y h he>d f him1 ,grace rem>k$ ) a smile4 ,he look$ r pleas$ at h] ?\ghtfulness1 b said3 ,i w\ld r he> m f ,m>ion4 ,7 !re _m cures 9 ! class8 ,sev]al4 ,mrs4 ,dext]1 ! lady ,i m5tion$ 9 my lett]s z hav+ be5 a long :ile "u ! doctor's c>e1 w5t home p]fectly well1 & ,miss ,s+leton also1 ( :om ,i wrote4 ,a g5tleman :o _h be5 9 a previ\s class told 8 exp]i5ce4 ,8 "r arm _h be5 fractur$ 9 ! army4 ,ord]s 7 giv5 t x %\ld be amputat$1 b by ! int]v5tion ( a physician ) :om he 0 acqua9t$1 ! arm 0 sav$1 ?\gh he _h nev] be5 able to use x mu*4 ,at times x 0 v pa9ful4 ,x 0 s weak he c\ld sc>cely lift a plate ( bread to pass x at ! table4 ,aft] a few lessons1 t arm 0 j z well z ! o!r4 ,9 8 joy he told ev]ybody4 ,:5 ! doctors got hold ( x1 !y laugh$ at him say+ if t arm 0 z l>ge z ! o!r 9 six mon?s1 !y w\ld believe !re 0 some?+ 9 ,*ri/ian ,heal+4 ,9 six weeks x 0 z l>ge & /rong & s\nd z ! o!r4 ,t 0 rem>kable1 said ,mr4 ,hayd51 speak+ = all4 ,did y he> any?+ ab\t treat+ animals8 he add$ aft] a mom5t>y sil5ce4 ,oh1 yes4 ,we may ?9k ( an animal z ! p]fect expression ( ,god's ?\ght1 z manife/+ ! true ,life1 ! same z human be+s4 ,aft] all1 said ,kate1 t is some?+ we ought to expect1 = are we n promis$ dom9ion ov] all ?+s8 ,c]ta9ly1 & we are n prov+ our "r1 till we prove ! dom9ion1 answ]$ ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,x is a beautiful ?\ght to me1 & sev]al ( ! class told ( successful "w 9 ?is l9e4 ,"o lady _h treat$ a fright5$ horse1 & made him s g5tle any "o c\ld drive him4 ,x is mo/ly fe> t is reflect$ ^u animals4 ,!y manife/ ?\ght1 ev5 z humanity does4 ,i h (t5 notic$ horses4 ,!y are apt to %[ ! same disposition z _! ma/]s4 ,?is expla9s x1 said ,mr4 ,hayd5 ?\ghtfully4 ,:y didn't y write ab\t all ?is8 ,i 0 afraid x w\ld be too /rong meat = y1 = ,i c\ld sc>cely realize x myself4 ,x seems z ?\gh we h _h s _m wond]ful sugge/ions x w take a life "t to und]/& !m1 rem>k$ ,kate4 ,!re is no end to ! /udy ( ,inf9ity1 0 ,mrs4 ,hayd5's reply4 ,h[ d y acc\nt = ! quick cures8 int]pos$ ,grace4 ,x all dep5ds ^u h[ quickly "o receives ! consci\sness ( ,tru?4 ,t is ! heal+ process4 ,b !re are n v _m quick cures1 comp>atively1 ?\gh x is ! quick cures we %\ld aim = & expect1 = ! cure is always 9 ! degree ( our realization ( ! allness ( ,god4 ,ano!r ( ! old] /ud5ts told ( "s wond]ful abs5t heal+4 ,a lady t _h be5 f\r ye>s an invalid1 & giv5 up to die by five physicians 9 ! place1 0 heal$ 9 ?ree weeks by abs5t treatm5t4 ,is t consid]$ z effectual z pres5t treatm5t8 ,!re %\ld be no diff]5ce1 because we ought to realize t ) ,tru? !re is no space nor "t4 ,all is ! et]nal n[ & "h4 ,"s pref] to give pres5t treatm5t1 especially 9 acute cases2 ) o!rs abs5t treatm5t seems m effectual4 ,i am glad to he> t1 = ,i feel t ,i c d bett] abs5tly1 said ,grace1 ) a look ( relief4 ,b tell me1 que/ion$ ,kate1 eag]ly1 h all p]sons ! same gifts8 ,9 ! g]m1 yes2 b all are n equally develop$4 ,we ent] ?is /udy 9 diff]5t /ages ( unfoldm5t4 ,"s heal quickly1 o!rs sl[ly2 "s tea* naturally1 :ile o!rs f9d x m difficult1 especially at fir/4 ,we develop ! gift we desire to use by cont9ually claim+ x & us+ x1 & bye & bye we %all m>vel\sly prove t we h x4 ,9 ,love we recognize no p>tiality1 no "t & no place1 & ?us we c truly say all we desire is truly ours4 ,grace laid h] h& on t ( ,mrs4 ,hayd51 say+3 ,words c nev] express our gratitude to y bo? = y\r extreme k9dness 9 all[+ u to read y\r beautiful lett]s1 ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,!y h made life seem entirely diff]5t to u4 ,%e 0 deeply 9 e>ne/1 & h] quiv]+ lip spoke m ?an a volume ( words4 ,grace speaks = u bo?1 add$ ,kate1 huskily4 ,de> fri5ds1 repli$ ,mrs4 ,hayd51 mu* t\*$ h]self1 ,i am glad1 yes1 m ?an glad1 t y c speak s ( my lett]s1 ( :i* ! greate/ m]it lies 9 _! simple e>ne/ness--4 ,%e ceas$ abruptly1 & = a few mom5ts all 7 sil5t4444 ,x 0 a sil5ce too full = words4 ,a door _h op5$--a morn+ dawn$ = ea* ( !m4 ,! my/]i\s future v]g$ into ! mighty pres5t4 ,all t 0 gr& & noble & t5d] fill$ ! measure ( _! aspirations4 ,! _w surely might ent] into _! joy1 = _! joy surely ent]$ into ! _w4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 broke ! sil5ce1 say+3 ',ask & x %all be giv5 y2 seek & ye %all f9d2 knock & x %all be op5$ unto y4' ,_m ye>s h ,i ask$ & s\ght = ! k+dom ( heav51 b nev] till n[ h ,i f\nd ! "r knock4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxvii4 ,love is ! high consummation & fulfillm5t ( all ,law4 ,x ca/s out fe>1 discord & imp]fection4 ,to m9i/] is ,god-l1 ,*ri/-l4 99 99 99 99 ,! law ( love rea*es d[n1 rules1 & ov]comes adv]se laws :i* are bel[ itself4--,h5ry ,wood4 ,outside1 deep5+ twilight ( a midw9t]'s day3 inside1 a bright grate fire1 s(t curta9s1 beautiful rugs & simple b elegant adorn+s = mantel & wall 9 ?is lovely room ( a lovely home4 ,! only occupant is a "y woman--"y because ( ! real life ( :i* %e s vividly & /rongly expresses a consci\sness1 ! only life aft] all to be express$1 & :i*1 rightly appropriat$ w & mu/ =ev] be clo!d ) ! fre%ness & vigor ( y\?4 ,! "y woman is ,grace ,hall ,c>r+ton4 ,%e sits be=e ! gl[+ emb]s 9 an expectant attitude4 ,%e is evid5tly wait+ = "s "o1 & z %e waits1 h] m9d seems full ( pleasant mus+4 ,! ?ree ye>s t h pass$ s9ce we saw h] h rip5$ h] "*4 ,we c see t4 ,! unre/ & long+ :i* p]vad$ h] :ole be+ 9 ! old days are gone4 ,a poise & calmness ( _s h tak5 _! place4 ,ev5 h] attitude z %e sits !re ) ! %ad[s flick]+ ov] h]1 is full ( a sugge/ive al]tness t expresses an awak5$ life4 ,! =ces t _h slumb]$ s long 9 h] be+ are fully alive to _! duty & _! privilege4 ,yes1 ,grace ,c>r+ton is awake1 & happy z a wife & woman %\ld be4 ,%e is ?9k+ ev5 n[ ( ! ri*ness ( ef=t & opportunity t h be5 h]s 9 ^! la/ ye>s4 ,%e _h be5 p>ticul>ly =tunate 9 h] m>riage4 ,few wom5 h z mu* to be ?ankful = z %e has 9 ?is respect1 b !n1 %e wait$ to f9d h] true womanhood be=e %e f\nd a husb&4 ,p]haps t _h some?+ to d ) x4 ,at any rate %e is satisfi$ t %e wait$4 ,! door bell r+s4 ,a mom5t lat] %e is greet+ two visitors4 ,:o b ! fri5ds we knew 9 ! old days--,kate ,turn] & ,mrs4 ,hayd58 ,i really expect$ y soon]1 ,mrs4 ,hayd52 ,kate is m unc]ta94 ,"o nev] kn[s :5 to look = h]2 b nev] m9d1 we are toge!r aga91 s come up to ! fire & let u get settl$ = ! ev5+4 ,& ,grace ha/5$ to make h] fri5ds com=table4 ,oh b x is nice to get home occasionally1 cri$ ,kate ) a %rug ( pleasure z %e look$ ar\nd ! beautiful room & !n at ! smil+ ho/ess4 ,i only wi% y w\ld come (t5] ,ka?ie4 ,x seems l ! old days to h y "h1 repli$ ,grace ) a lov+ pat4 ,i suspect ,kate has a bit ( news = u1 rem>k$ ,mrs4 ,hayd51 z %e sat d[n ne> ! fire4 ,inde$1 exclaim$ ,grace1 lift+ h] eyebr[s1 & tight5+ h] hold ( h] fri5d's h&4 ,& is ! mom5t\s "q decid$1 de>ie8 ,yes1 & ,i am to report = duty next week1 0 ! reply4 ,good = y1 ,ka?ie4 ,i always knew ! ,tru? w\ld make y\r music he>d1 & z ,pr(essor ,beal's assi/ant x w be he>d a long way & to good advantage4 ,%e is reap+ ! rew>d ( h] tru/ 9 ! ,law1 said ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,t is ! only ?+ t w make ! work+ sure4 ,well ,kate1 y h tru/$ surely1 & to ?9k :at a pro( ?is is6 ,h[ y talk ,grace6 ,"o might ?9k y _h nev] prov5 x at all1 or t y\r "w didn't be> witness to y\r own tru/1 reprov$ ,mrs4 ,hayd51 smil+4 ,oh well1 girls1 my "w has be5 ( ! sil5t ord] altoge!r1 or r x has consi/$ m ( sil5ce ?an "w4 ,!re's no tell+ h[ x w %[ up1 0 ! blu%+ response4 ,x _h be5 a /&+ joke ) ! ?ree z to h[ ,grace manag$ h] liege "l1 inasmu* z he _h nev] be5 q won ov] to ! ,heal+1 prote/+ t he _h no "t = su* ?+s1 p]si/+ 9 a good-natur$ skepticism1 al?\gh /rangely en\gh he believ$ a great _m ?+s :5 !y 7 pres5t$ )\t ! "n ( ,heal+ atta*$ to !m4 ,p]haps t v sil5ce is ! secret ( its %[+1 = ,i assure y x %[s1 resum$ ! eld] fri5d1 :o /ill seem$ to ! o!r two1 ! inc>nation ( all t 0 noble & wise4 ,d tell u ! way y manage anyway1 ,grace1 begg$ ,kate1 ) special reasons = inquir+4 ,:y my de>1 !re's no?+ to tell unless x be t a bl& sil5ce is a good ?+ to cultivate4 ,!re's no use 9 mak+ s mu* ( a bugbe> ( ^! p :o seem to oppose1 & ! be/ way to lead !m into ! gre5 pa/ures is to let !m nibble along ! outside until !y want to jump ! f5ce & get ov] 9 spite ( y4 ,n[ ,leon is really q hungry to "k "s ?+s1 especially ab\t ! practical application ( ?\ght to bus9ess1 b he kn[s j :]e & h[ to f9d :at he wants1 s ,i let him take 8 own "t & 8 own way4 ,:i* w end1 ( c\rse1 9 8 want+ to "k all1 provid+ y h ! pati5ce to wait1 laugh$ ,kate4 ,t is a =egone conclusion4 ,i c wait1 & ,i w1 said ,grace4 ,besides1 %e cont9u$ m sob]ly1 ,i mu/ consid] ,leon's rights4 ,he %\ld n be =c$ to a conclusion simply because ,i hold x4 ,a hot-b$ gr[?1 produc$ by :atev] means1 w n be> ! h>dy1 heal?y bloom ( a natural developm5t4 ,he may be sl[ b he mu/ be true4 ,!re ,grace1 y h t\*$ ! keynote1 exclaim$ ,mrs4 ,hayd5 w>mly4 ,x is fre$om p ne$1 fre$om to ?9k & act ! highe/1 = ev]ybody has a highe/4 ,yes1 if !y c only keep ! *annels op5 = ! inspiration ( ! highe/ to come to !m or "w ?r\gh !m1 rem>k$ ,kate ) a ge/ure ( d\bt4 ,:at bett] way is !re to give fre$om or op5 ! *annel1 ?an to de/roy prejudice1 put away antagonism &-- ,ei!r 9 y\rself or o!rs1 int]pos$ ,grace1 = to hold prejudice or to believe 9 evil is always an ob/ruction4 ,aft] all1 x all h+es ^u ! non-resi/ance ( evil1 said ,kate4 ,yes1 "o ( ! fir/ laws ( ! beautiful ,*ri/life1 & yet "o ( ! v la/ to be practic$ 9 my exp]i5ce4 ,i tell y girls1 x is ! lesson ( non-resi/ance we mo/ ne$4 ,mrs4 ,hayd5 spoke e>ne/ly z %e always did1 & h] words c>ri$ weight4 ,g on1 ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,if ,i'm asleep any:]e1 ,i wi% y w\ld wake me up1 cri$ ,kate1 draw+ ! hassock ^u :i* %e sat1 close up to ! eld] lady1 & putt+ "o h& 9 h] fri5d's lap1 z %e wait$ expectantly = ! answ]4 ,well de>1 ,i'm only talk+ on g5]al pr9ciples1 & :at ,i h discov]$ 9 myself-- ,please tell u :at y h f\nd ,mrs4 ,hayd51 said ,grace4 ,we ne$ all ! light we c get1 & no matt] h[ x may cut1 we won't %r9k w we1 ,ka?ie8 ) a lov+ glance at ! latt]4 ,no1 we'll only "k & be glad t ! hot blaze ( tru? is melt+ "s m ( ! d>k spots 9 our range ( vision1 return$ ,kate4 ,x is only ?is1 began ,mrs4 ,hayd51 mode/ly4 ,i h be5 look+ my !ory & practice squ>ely 9 ! face lately1 & ,i f9d !m 9 _m ?+s q widely sep>at$4 ,= in/ance1 ,i h be5 say+ = ?ree ye>s t !re is no evil1 :ile 9 _m cases my actions h c>ri$ ! v opposite idea1 &-- ,:y1 :at d y mean1 ,mrs4 ,hayd58 cri$ ,kate 9 a/oni%m5t1 :o has be5 m fai?ful1 :o m lov+1 & :o m successful 9 prov+ ! unreality ( sickness & evil8 ,= "o ?+ !n1 ,i h nev] put away ! t5d5cy to pron\nce judgm5ts on p or ?+s1 & ,i mu/ get beyond t be=e ,i prove t ,i mean :at ,i say1 :5 ,i say !re is no reality 9 evil4 ,b surely we c't help see+ ! negative side ( ?+s1 0 ,kate's remon/rance4 ,no1 b we c help mak+ x positive1 & we c avoid fight+ aga9/ x if we only /ick to our fir/ /atem5t t !re is b "o ,law4 ,i see :at y mean1 said ,grace quietly4 ,y mean t we mu/ hold s p]fectly to ! allness ( ,good1 t no %ad[ ( ignorance c ev] d>k5 our vision or our consci\sness4 ,yes1 inde$1 we all see t t is ! ultimate1 int]pos$ ,kate ) "s w>m?1 b :5 & h[ are we to rea* x8 ,9 ! fir/ place we mu/ "k t ! ultimate is always 9 ! ,n[1 & t by hold+ to our highe/ /atem5ts ) t ?\ght1 we c re/ 9 ! consci\sness ( ! allness ( ,good z ,grace has express$ x4 ,) t consci\sness !re is no judgm5t & no resi/ance4 ,kate /ill look$ my/ifi$1 ,please make x a little pla9]1 %e begg$4 ,well1 la/ summ] :5 ,i 0 call$ to treat ,mrs4 ,h>t's *ild1 z y "k1 ! fa!r knew little or no?+ ( ! ,sci5ce1 & :5 he insi/$ on hav+ a physician :at did ,i d8 ,in/ead ( calmly realiz+ t all ! m$ic9e 9 ! _w c\ld n hurt ,tru?1 & deal+ ) 8 ignorance z ,i w\ld ) 8 fe>1 ,i felt t x w\ld be a t]rible ?+ to c\nt5ance su* disloyalty1 & s )drew f treat+ ! case1 =gett+ t ! fa!r's ignorance c\ld n be call$ disloyalty2 =gett+ t my fai?fulness to pr9ciple w\ld be ! same reg>dless ( any & all ignorance4 ,9 fact my action beli$ my words t !re is no reality 9 evil4 ,b--:y1 :at else c\ld y d8 ask$ ,kate ) a puzzl$ fr[n4 ,i c\ld1 or at lea/ ,i ought to be able to ma9ta9 my fai? & my consci\sness ( ,good j ! same "u ^?1 z o!r circum/ances1 & s make no resi/ance4 ,oh yes1 ,i see :at y mean1 exclaim$ ,grace sudd5ly4 ,y mean t we make some?+ ( :at we decl>e z no?+8 ,exactly1 ,grace4 ,we resi/ x by ?9k+ x some?+ antagoni/ic to ,tru?1 :]eas we %\ld rememb] our fir/ /atem5t t !re is b "o ,p[]4 ,x is ! ,"o t heals 9 e in/ance4 ,we "k t4 ,:y %\ld we /op to combat :at o!r p ?9k or d n ?9k8 ,!re6 ,n[ ,i und]/& y1 ejaculat$ ,kate ) a bright5+ face4 ,x is ! ,"o only :i* acts "u all disguises1 &--b :at w\ld y h u d8 sudd5ly fall+ into d\bt aga94 ,z ( old ,kate 0 ev] ! que/ion]4 ,de>1 ,i am n talk+ ( p]sons or lay+ d[n rules ( action = anybody1 b ,i am giv+ y my idea ( ! non-resi/ance ( evil4 ,! "q ) me is1 am ,i 'ab\t my ,fa!r's bus9ess4' ,if ,i accuse someone ( be+ unfai?ful1 or if ,i criticise any me?ods1 means or p]sons1 ,i /ill believe 9 some?+ besides ! ,good4 ,ev5 if ,i accuse myself 9 any way no matt] h[ slight ! fault1 ,i am recogniz+ t :i* ,i h decl>$ does n & nev] did exi/4 ,y see :at ,i mean4 ,!re is no use to multiply examples4 ,oh yes1 ,i see1 b c ,i live up to x8 ,t is ! all important "q1 0 ! dreamily e>ne/ reply4 ,z = t ,i might say ! same1 b we are n to look at t side ( ! "q4 ,a safe & ,i ?9k ! v be/ guide to "r liv+1 is to measure e act by ! /&>d ( love4 ,w\ld love prompt ?is or t ?\ght1 or decision or action8 ,x is v easy to decide4 ,a ?\ghtful sil5ce fell ^u ! gr\p4 ,! ev5+ %ad[s grew deep] outside4 ,! firelight ca/ long crimson %afts ( light into ! corn]s1 & flick]$ fitfully ov] ! faces & =ms be=e ! grate4 ,i h be5 le>n+ a lesson too4 ,x 0 ,kate :o broke ! sil5ce4 ,h] voice 0 rev]5tial4 ,h] eyes 7 bright ) an inn] light4 ,i h be5 hold+ /rongly to ! "n--! "n ( ,jesus ,*ri/--& realiz+ :at x means1 & x has help$ me m ?an any?+4 ,:at does x mean1 ,kate8 ,t is some?+ :i* is /ill a little ta9t$ ) ! old sup]/iti\s wor%ip ( a p]sonality1 said ,grace4 ,bew>e1 ,grace2 t is criticism4 ,put x away until y "k1 w>n$ ,mrs4 ,hayd54 ,?ank y4 ,tell me e "t1 return$ ,grace humbly4 ,inde$1 ?is contemplation ( ! 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