,,! ,,voice ,,by ,,m>g>et ,,del& ,,*apt] ,i ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 said ,william ,k+1 "s "t :5 ,golia? is do+ 8 #b4dj on a plank road1 don't y want to pull him up at t h\se on ! ,p]ryville pike :]e ! ,grays us$ to live1 & make a call8 ,an old fell[ call$ ,rob]ts has tak5 x2 he is a-- ,tea* y\r gr&mo!r1 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>2 he is an ,irv+ite4 ,he comes f ,l[] ,ripple1 d[n on ! ,ohio1 & he has a daught]1 ,philippa4 ,oh1 said ,dr4 ,k+1 y "k 'em1 d y8 ,"k !m8 ,( c\rse ,i "k !m6 ,d y ?9k y are ! only man :o tries to enl>ge 8 bus9ess8 ,b ,i 0 n successful 9 my ef=ts4 ,! old g5tleman doesn't g to any *ur*2 & ! "y lady incl9es to ! ,p]ryville meet+-h\se--! p>son !re is a nice boy4 ,%e is an attractive "y creature1 said ! doctor1 smil+ at "s pleasant memory2 ! k9d ( girl a man w\ld l to h = a daught]4 ,b did y ev] "k su* an old-fa%ion$ little ?+6 ,well1 %e's l ! girls ,i knew :5 ,i 0 ! age ( ! ,p]ryville p>son1 s ,i suppose y'd call h] old-fa%ion$1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> said4 ,!re ar5't _m su* girls n[adays2 sweet-temp]$ & s5sible & ) "s fun 9 'em4 ,:y don't y say 'good1' too8 ,william ,k+ inquir$4 ,unnecess>y1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> said1 scrat*+ ,danny's e>2 anybody :o is amiable1 s5sible1 & humor\s is good4 ,c't help x4 ,! fa!r is good1 ,william ,k+ said1 b he is c]ta9ly n s5sible4 ,he's an old donkey1 ) 8 ,,tongues & 8 ,,voice6 ,dr4 ,lav5d>'s face sob]$4 ,no1 he said1 he may be an ,irv+ite1 b he isn't a donkey4 ,:at on e>? is an ,irv+ite1 anyh[8 ,william ask$4 ,dr4 ,lav5d> look$ at him1 pity+ly3 ,william1 y are s ridicul\sly "y6 ,well1 ,i suppose y c't help x4 ,my boy1 ab\t ! "t y 7 born1 !re 0 a man 9 ,london--"s folks call$ him a sa9t1 & "s folks call$ him a fool2 x's a way folks h _h ev] s9ce our ,"l came into ?is _w4 ,8 "n 0 ,irv+1 & he />t$ a new sect4 7,dr4 ,lav5d> 0 z op5-m9d$ z x is possible = "o ( 8 ,*ur* to be1 b ev5 he said sect :5 x came to outsid]s47 ,he />t$ ?is new sect1 :i* believ$ t ! ,holy ,gho/ w\ld speak aga9 by human lips1 j z on ! ,day ( ,p5teco/4 ,well1 !re 0 'speak+' 9 8 congregation2 sort ( outbur/s ( exhortation1 y "k4 ,mo/ly un9telligible4 ,i rememb] ,dr4 ,alex&] said x 0 'gibb]i%'2 he he>d "s ( x :5 he 0 9 ,london4 ,x may h be5 'gibb]i%1' b nobody c d\bt ,irv+'s s9c]ity 9 ?9k+ x 0 ! ,voice ( ,god4 ,:5 he c\ldn't und]/& x1 he j call$ x an 'unkn[n tongue4' ,( c\rse he 0 consid]$ a h]etic4 ,he 0 put out ( 8 ,*ur*4 ,he di$ soon aft]1 poor fell[4 ,doesn't ,mr4 ,rob]ts's ev]la/+ argu+ ab\t x tire y out8 ,william ask$4 ,oh no1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> said1 *e]fully2 :5 he talks too long ,i j %ut my eyes2 he nev] notices x6 ,he's a g5tle old s\l4 ,:5 ,i answ] back--once 9 a :ile ,i really h to speak up = ! ,prote/ant ,episcopal ,*ur*--,i feel z if ,i _h kick$ ,danny4 ,william ,k+ gr9n$4 ,!n he got up &1 draw+ 8 coat-tails =w>d1 /ood ) 8 back to ! jug ( lilacs 9 ,dr4 ,lav5d>'s fireplace4 ,oh1 well1 ( c\rse x's all bo%1 he said1 & yawn$2 ,i 0 on a case till f\r o'clock ?is morn+1 he apologiz$4 ,william1 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 admir+ly1 :at an advantage y fell[s h ov] u poor p>sons6 ,ev]y?+ a m$ical man doesn't und]/& is 'bo%'6 ,n[1 we c't classify ?+s z easily z t4 ,well1 ,i don't c>e1 ,william said1 dogg$ly2 f my po9t ( view-- ,f y\r po9t ( view1 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 ,/4 ,paul 0 an epileptic1 because he he>d a ,voice8 ,if y really want to "k :at ,i ?9k-- ,i don't1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> said2 ,i want y to "k :at ,i ?9k4 ,mr4 ,rob]ts hasn't he>d any ,voice1 yet2 he is only li/5+ = x4 ,william1 li/5+ = ! ,voice ( ,god isn't necess>ily a sign ( poor heal?2 & provid$ a man doesn't set himself up to ?9k he is ! only p]son 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r is will+ to speak to1 li/5+ won't d him any h>m4 ,z = ,h5ry ,rob]ts1 he is a humble old man4 ,an example to me1 ,william6 ,i am pretty arrogant once 9 a :ile4 ,i h to be1 ) su* m5 z y 9 my congregation4 ,no2 ! real tr\ble 9 t h\sehold is t girl ( 84 ,x isn't "r = a "y ?+ to live 9 su* an atmosph]e4 ,william agre$ sleepily4 ,pretty creature4 ,wi% ,i _h a daught] j l h]1 he said1 & took himself (f to make up = a brok5 night's re/4 ,b ,dr4 ,lav5d> & ,danny /ill sat 9 front ( ! lilac-fill$ fireplace1 & ?\ght ( old ,h5ry ,rob]ts li/5+ = ! ,voice ( ,god1 & ( 8 ,philippa4 ,! fa!r & daught] _h lately tak5 a h\se on a road t w&]$ ov] ! hills betwe5 eld]b]ry-bu%es & "u sycamores1 f ,old ,*e/] to ,p]ryville4 ,!y 7 ab\t half-way betwe5 ! two little t[ns1 & !y did n seem to belong to ei!r4 ,p]ryville's small manufactur+ bu/le repell$ ! sil5t old man :om ,dr4 ,lav5d> call$ an ,irv+ite2 & ,old ,*e/]'s dignity & dull alo(ness repell$ "y ,philippa4 ,! result 0 t ! ,rob]tses & _! "o woman s]vant1 ,hannah1 _h be5 liv+ on ! ,p]ryville pike = "s mon?s be=e anybody 9 ei!r village 0 q aw>e ( _! exi/5ce4 ,!n "o day 9 ,may1 ,dr4 ,lav5d>'s sagg+ old buggy pull$ up at _! gate1 & ! old m9i/] call$ ov] ! g>d5 wall to ,philippa3 ,won't y give me "s ( y\r apple blossoms8 ,t 0 ! beg9n+ ( ,old ,*e/]'s k ( ! ,rob]ts family4 ,a little lat] ,p]ryville came to "k !m1 too3 ! ,rev4 ,john ,f5n1 pa/or ( ! ,p]ryville ,presbyt]ian ,*ur*1 got (f 8 big1 raw-bon$ ,k5tucky horse at ! same little :ite gate 9 ! brick wall at :i* ,golia? _h /opp$1 & walk$ solemnly--n notic+ ! apple blossoms--up to ! por*4 ,h5ry ,rob]ts 0 sitt+ !re 9 ! hot twilight1 ) a curi\s li/5+ look 9 8 face--a look ( wait+ expectation2 x 0 s m>k$1 t ! call] involunt>ily glanc$ ov] 8 %\ld] to see if any o!r visitor 0 approa*+2 b !re 0 no?+ to be se5 9 ! dusk b ! roan nibbl+ at ! hit*+-po/4 ,mr4 ,f5n said t he _h call$ to inquire :e!r ,mr4 ,rob]ts 0 a regul> att5dant at any place ( wor%ip4 ,to :i* ! old man repli$ g5tly t e place 0 a place ( wor%ip1 & 8 own h\se 0 ! ,h\se ( ,god4 ,john ,f5n 0 hone/ly dismay$ at su* s5tim5ts--dismay$1 & a little indignant2 & yet1 someh[1 ! self-confid5ce ( ! old man daunt$ him4 ,x made him feel v "y1 & !re is no?+ s daunt+ to ,y\? z to feel "y4 ,!re=e he said1 v5]ably1 t he hop$ ,mr4 ,rob]ts realiz$ t x 0 possible to deceive oneself 9 su* matt]s4 ,x is a dang]\s ?+ to neglect ! means ( grace1 he said4 ,surely x is1 said ,h5ry ,rob]ts1 meekly2 aft] :i* !re 0 no?+ = ! call] to d b (f] ! ,irv+ite a copy ( ! ,am]ican ,mess5g] & take 8 dep>ture4 ,he 0 s g5u9ely conc]n$ ab\t ,mr4 ,rob]ts's dang]1 t he did n notice ,philippa sitt+ on a /ool at h] fa!r's side4 ,b ,philippa notic$ him4 ,s1 aft] _! k9d1 did ^! two %eph]ds ( s\ls endeavor to e/abli% a relation%ip ) ,h5ry & ,philippa ,rob]ts4 ,& !y 7 equally successful4 ,philippa gave h] apple blossoms to ! old m9i/]1--& w5t to ,mr4 ,f5n's *ur* ! v next ,sunday4 ,h5ry ,rob]ts accept$ ! tracts ) a simple belief 9 ! k9dly purpose ( ! "y m9i/]1 & /ay$ away f bo? *ur*es4 ,b bo? fa!r & daught] 7 pleas$ by ! cl]ical att5tions3 ,i love ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 ,philippa said to h] fa!r4 ,i am oblig$ to ,mr4 ,f5n1 h] fa!r said to ,philippa4 ,! y\?1 he add$1 c>es = my s\l4 ,i am oblig$ to any "o :o c>es = my s\l4 ,he 01 inde$1 z ,dr4 ,lav5d> said1 a man ( humble m9d2 & yet ) 8 humbl5ess 0 a s]5e c]ta9ty ( belief z to 8 s\l's welf>e t w\ld h be5 impossible to ,john ,f5n1 :o measur$ e man's *ance ( salvation by 8 own !ological y>d/ick1 or ev5 to ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 :o ?\ght salvation unmeasurable4 ,b !n nei!r ( ^! two m9i/]s _h _h ,h5ry ,rob]ts's exp]i5ce4 ,x 0 v f> back1 t exp]i5ce2 x happ5$ be=e ,philippa 0 born2 & :5 !y came to live betwe5 ! two villages ,philippa 0 tw5ty-f\r ye>s old4444 ,x 0 9 ! ?irties t "y ,rob]ts1 a tann] 9 ,l[] ,ripple1 w5t to ,engl& to collect a small beque/ left him by a relative4 ,! s5se ( di/ance1 ! long weeks at sea 9 a sail+-vessel1 ! new c\ntry & ! new p1 all impress$ !mselves ^u a v s5sitive m9d1 a m9d :i*1 ev5 )\t su* emotional prep>ation1 0 ready to respond to any deeply emotional appeal4 ,!n came ! appeal4 ,x 0 t new gospel ( ! ,tongues1 :i*1 9 ^? days1 a/\nd$ & ?rill$ all ,london f ! lips ( ,edw>d ,irv+--fanatic1 sa9t1 & m>tyr6--! man :o1 hav+ pray$ t ,god w\ld speak aga9 9 prophecy1 w\ld n d5y ! p[] ( pray] by refus+ to believe t 8 pray] 0 answ]$1 ev5 ?\gh ! prophecy 0 un9telligible4 ,& lat]1 :5 ! passionate cad5ces ( ! _s 7 9 ,engli%1 & 7 f\nd to be only trite or fooli% words1 repeat$ & repeat$ 9 a wail+ *ant by "s s9c]e1 hy/]ical woman1 he /ill believ$ t a new day ( ,p5teco/ _h dawn$ ^u a s9ful _w6 ,=1 said he1 :5 ,i ask$ = bread1 w\ld ,god give me a /one8 ,h5ry ,rob]ts w5t to he> ! great prea*] & =got 8 ha/e to receive 8 little legacy s t he might hurry back to ! tany>d4 ,irv+'s eloqu5ce entranc$ him1 & x alone w\ld h held him long] ?an ! "t he _h all[$ himself = abs5ce f ! tann]y4 ,b x happ5$ t he 0 pres5t on t ,"l's ,day :51 ) a solemn & dreadful s\nd1 ! ,tongues fir/ spoke 9 t d+y ,*apel 9 ,reg5t ,squ>e1 & no man :o he>d t ,s\nd ev] =got x6 ,! my/ical y\? f ,am]ica 0 %ak5 to 8 v s\l4 ,he /ay$ on 9 ,london = ne>ly a ye>1 imm]s+ himself 9 ^? tides ( emotion :i* swept san] m9ds ?an 8 f ! some:at dry l& ( ord9>y human exp]i5ce4 ,t no p]sonal revelation 0 made to him1 t ! se>+ b5$iction ( ! ,tongues _h n t\*$ 8 own aw$1 uplift$ br[1 made no diff]5ce3 he believ$6--& pray$ ,god to help any l+]+ unbelief t might be hold+ him back f deep] kn[l$ges4 ,to ! end ( 8 days he 0 ,edw>d ,irv+'s foll[]2 & :5 he w5t back to ,am]ica x 0 z a mission>y ( ! new sect1 t call$ itself by ! s\nd+ title ( ,! ,ca?olic ,apo/olic ,*ur*4 ,9 ,l[] ,ripple he prea*$ to any :o w\ld li/5 to him ! doctr9e ( ! new ,p5teco/4 ,at fir/ curiosity br\ght him he>]s2 8 /ory ( ! ,voice1 dramatic & my/]i\s1 0 li/5$ to 9 d\bt+ sil5ce2 !n disapprov$ (--s hotly disapprov$ ( t he 0 session$ & read out ( ,*ur*4 ,b 9 ^? days 9 we/]n ,p5nsylvania1 m]e liv+ 0 too engross+ a matt] = mu* ?\ght ( tongues & voices2 x 0 easi]1 :5 a man talk$ ( dreams & visions1 n to argue ) him1 b to say t he 0 crazy4 ,s by & by ,h5ry ,rob]ts's h]esy 0 =gott5 & 8 religion m]ely smil$ at4 ,c]ta9ly x /ruck no roots outside 8 own he>t4 ,ev5 8 family did n %>e 8 belief4 ,:5 he m>ri$1 z he did :5 he 0 ne>ly fifty1 8 wife 0 impati5t ) 8 ,fai?--inde$1 fe>ful ( x1 & ) p]si/5t1 nagg+ reasonabl5ess urg$ 8 return to ! respectable pa?s ( ,presbyt]ianism4 ,to 8 pa91 :5 8 girl1 8 ,philippa1 grew up %e %rank f ! emotion ( 8 cre$2 %e & h] "m w5t to ! brick *ur* "u ! locu/-trees ( ,l[] ,ripple2 & :5 h] "m di$ ,philippa w5t !re alone1 = ,h5ry ,rob]ts1 n be+ p]mitt$ to be> witness 9 ! ,*ur*1 did s out ( x1 by sitt+ at home on ! ,sabba? day1 9 a b>e upp] *amb]1 wait+ = ! manife/ation ( ! ,holy ,_s4 ,x nev] came4 ,! ,tongues nev] spoke4 ,yet /ill1 :ile ! ye>s pass$1 he wait$1 li/5+--li/5+--li/5+2 a k9dly1 simple old man ) my/ical br[n eyes1 believ+ meekly 9 8 own unwor? to he> aga9 t ,s\nd f ,heav51 z ( a ru%+1 mighty w9d1 t _h fill$ ! ,london ,*apel1 b[+ human s\ls be=e x z a great w9d b[s ! /&+ corn6 ,x 0 late 9 ! sixties t ,h5ry ,rob]ts br\ght ?is fai? & 8 ,philippa to ! /one h\se on ! ,p]ryville pike1 :]e1 aft] "s mon?s _h pass$1 !y 7 discov]$ by ! old & ! "y m9i/]s4 ,! two cl]gym5 met once or twice 9 _! calls ^u ! new-com]1 & ea* acquir$ an op9ion ( ! o!r3 ,john ,f5n said to himself t ! old m9i/] 0 a good man1 if he 0 an ,episcopalian2 & ,dr4 ,lav5d> said to ,william ,k+ t he hop$ !re w\ld be a mat* betwe5 ! !olog & ,philippa4 ,! *ild ought to be m>ri$ & h a doz5 *ildr51 he said2 al?\gh ,f5n's little si/] w d to beg9 on--%e ne$s mo!r+ badly en\gh4 ,yes1 ,miss ,philly ought to be mak+ sme>kase & apple-butt] = t pale & excell5t "y man4 ,he intimat$ t ,i 0 a foll[] ( ! ,sc>let ,woman because ,i wore a surplice4 ,n[ look "h6 ,i draw ! l9e at t sort ( talk1 ! doctor said2 he c lay d[n ! law to me1 all he wants to2 b :5 x comes to in/ruct+ y-- ,oh1 well1 he's "y1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> soo!d him2 y c't expect him n to "k ev]y?+ at 8 age4 ,he's a squirt1 said ,william4 ,9 ^? days 9 ,old ,*e/] middle age 0 apt to sum up its op9ion ( y\? 9 ?is expressive ^w4 ,we 7 all squirts once1 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 & v nice boys we 71 too--at lea/ ,i 04 ,yes1 ,i hope ! y\ng/] w see :at a sweet creature old ,rob]ts's ,philippa is4 ,%e 0 a sweet creature2 b z ,william ,k+ said1 %e 0 amus+ly old-fa%ion$4 ,! ,old ,*e/] girl ( ^? days1 :o seems 7to look back ^u h] 9 ^! days7 s m$ieval1 0 mod]n comp>$ to ,philippa6 ,b !re 0 no?+ my/ical ab\t h]2 %e 0 j mode/ & full ( pleasant sil5ces & s(t gaieties & simple1 />tl+ tru?-tell+4 ,at fir/1 :5 !y came to live ne> ,p]ryville1 %e us$1 :5 ! wea!r 0 f9e1 to walk ov] ! grassy road1 "u ! br[n & :ite bran*es ( ! sycamores1 into ,old ,*e/]1 to ,dr4 ,lav5d>'s *ur*4 ,i l to come to y\r *ur*1 %e told him1 because y don't prea* q su* long s]mons z ,mr4 ,f5n does4 ,b :5 x ra9$ or 0 v hot %e *ose ! %ort] walk & sat "u ,john ,f5n1 look+ up at 8 pale1 ascetic face1 light$ f )9 by 8 "y c]ta9ties conc]n+ ! old ignorances ( p l ,dr4 ,lav5d>--life & dea? & et]nity4 ,( ,dr4 ,lav5d>'s "o c]ta9ty1 ,love1 he 0 deeply ignorant1 ?is hone/ boy1 :o 0 s conc]n$ = ,philippa's fa!r's s\l6 ,b ,philippa did n li/5 mu* to 8 c]ta9ties2 %e coax$ 8 little si/] into h] pew1 & sat ) ! *ild cuddl$ up aga9/ h]1 wat*+ h] turn ov] ! leaves ( ! hymn-book or try+ to braid ! fr+e ( ,miss ,philly's black silk mantilla into little pigtails4 ,sometimes ,miss ,philly w\ld look up at ! c>eworn "y face 9 ! pulpit & ?9k h[ holy ,m>y's bro!r 01 & h[ le>n$--& h[ %abby2 = he _h only a h\sekeep]1 ,mrs4 ,semple1 to take c>e ( him & ,m>y4 ,n b :at he might h _h somebody besides ,mrs4 ,semple6 ,philippa1 = all h] innoc5ce1 c\ld n help be+ aw>e t he might h _h--almo/ anybody6 ,= o!rs ( ,philly's sex wat*$ ! rapt face !re 9 ! pulpit4 ,:5 ,philippa ?\ght ( t1 a sl[ blu% us$ to creep up to h] v temples4 ,%e saw him (t5] 9 ! pulpit ?an out ( x1 because :5 he came to call on h] fa!r %e 0 apt n to be pres5t4 ,at fir/ he came v frequ5tly to see ! ,irv+ite1 because he felt x 8 duty to deal ) him2 b he made s little impression t he =esaw ! "t :5 x w\ld be necess>y to say t ,ephraim 0 jo9$ to 8 idols4 ,b ?\gh x might be "r to let him alone1 he c\ld n /op call+ at ,h5ry ,rob]ts's h\se2 =1 he rem9d$ himself1 ! believ+ daught] may sanctify ! unbeliev+ fa!r6 ,he said ?is once to ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 :5 8 roan & old ,golia? met 9 a n>r[ lane & paus$ to let _! ma/]s ex*ange a ^w or two4 ,b d y "k :at ! believ+ daught] believes8 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>4 ,he wip$ 8 =ehead ) 8 r$ b&anna1 = x 0 a hot day2 !n he put 8 old /raw hat v f> back on 8 head & look$ at ! "y man ) a tw9kle 9 8 eye1 :i*1 consid]+ ! s]i\sness ( _! conv]sation1 0 discomfit+2 b1 aft] all1 z ,john ,f5n rem9d$ himself1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> 0 v old1 & s might be =giv5 if 8 m9d 0 lack+ 9 s]i\sness4 ,z = 8 "q ( :at ! daught] believ$3 ,i ?9k--,i hope1 said ! "y m9i/]1 t %e is s\nd4 ,%e comes to my *ur* q regul>ly4 ,b %e comes to my *ur* q irregul>ly1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> w>n$ him2 & !re 0 ano!r ( ^? disconc]t+ tw9kles4 ,! boy look$ at him ) hone/1 solemn eyes4 ,i /ill believe t %e is s\nd1 he said1 e>ne/ly4 ,dr4 ,lav5d> blew 8 nose ) a fl\ri% ( ! r$ b&anna4 ,well1 p]haps %e is1 p]haps %e is1 he said1 gravely4 ,b ! reassurance ( t p]haps did n make = ,john ,f5n's peace ( m9d2 he c\ld n help ask+ himself :e!r ,miss ,philippa ,,0 a believ+ daught]4 ,%e did n1 he 0 sure1 %>e h] fa!r's h]esies1 b p]haps %e 0 indiff]5t to !m8 :i* w\ld be a griev\s ?+6 ,& c]ta9ly1 z ! old m9i/] _h decl>$1 %e did g irregul>ly to ! ,episcopal ,*ur*4 ,john ,f5n wi%$ t he 0 sure ( ,miss ,philippa's /ate ( m9d2 & at la/ he said to himself t x 0 8 duty to f9d out ab\t x1 s1 ) 8 little si/] beside him1 he />t$ on a r\nd ( pa/oral calls4 ,he f\nd ,miss ,philly sitt+ 9 ! sun%9e on ! l[e/ /ep ( ! front por*--& x seem$ to ,m>y t !re 0 a good deal ( delay 9 gett+ at ! s]i\s bus9ess ( play2 = bro!r talks s mu*1 %e compla9$4 ,b bro!r w5t on talk+4 ,he told ,miss ,philippa t he und]/ood %e w5t sometimes to ,old ,*e/] to *ur*8 ,sometimes1 %e said4 ,i d n mean1 he said1 hesitat+ly1 to speak un*>itably1 b we all "k t ,episcopacy is ! h&maid ( ,papi/ry4 ,d we8 ,philly ask$1 ) grave eyes4 ,yes1 said ,mr4 ,f5n4 ,b ev5 if ,dr4 ,lav5d>'s tea*+s are defective1--,m>y pluck$ at 8 sleeve1 & sigh$ l\dly2 7no1 ,m>y67--ev5 if 8 tea*+s are defective1 he is a good man accord+ to 8 lights2 ,i am sure ( t4 ,/ill1 d y ?9k x well to att5d a place ( wor%ip :5 y _c foll[ ! pa/or's tea*+s8 ,i love him4 ,& ,i don't li/5 to :at he says1 %e excus$ h]self4 ,b y %\ld li/5 to :at m9i/]s say1 ! %ock$ "y man prote/$--at lea/ to m9i/]s ( ! "r fai?4 ,b y %\ld n g to *ur* because y love m9i/]s4 ,philippa's face flam$4 ,i d n love--mo/ ( !m4 ,m>y1 lean+ aga9/ ! girl's knee1 look$ up anxi\sly into h] face4 ,d y love bro!r8 %e said4 ,!y 7 a pretty pair1 ! *ild & ! girl1 sitt+ !re on ! por* ) ! sun%9e sift+ d[n ?r\gh ! lacy leaves ( ! two big locu/s on ei!r side ( ! door4 ,philippa wore a p9k & gre5 palm-leaf *9tz2 x _h six ruffles ar\nd ! skirt & 0 ga!r$ v full ab\t h] sl5d] wai/2 h] lips 7 r$1 & h] *eeks & ev5 h] neck 7 delicately flu%$2 h] r$-br[n hair 0 bl[+ all ab\t h] temples2 ,m>y _h put an arm ar\nd h] & 0 cuddl+ aga9/ h]4 ,yes1 ev5 ,m>y's bro!r w\ld h ?\ght ! two "y ?+s a pretty sight _h !re be5 no?+ m s]i\s to ?9k (4 ,b ,john ,f5n's ?\ghts 7 s v s]i\s t ev5 ,m>y's "q caus$ him no emb>rassm5t2 he m]ely said1 /iffly1 t he w\ld l to see ,miss ,philippa alone4 ,y may wait "h1 ,m>y1 he told 8 little si/]1 :o fr[n$ & sigh$ & w5t out to ! gate to pull a h&ful ( grass = ! roan4 ,philippa l$ h] call] to h] r>ely us$ p>lor1 & sat d[n to li/5 9 sil5t pallor to 8 exhortations4 ,%e made no explanations = n com+ to 8 *ur* regul>ly2 %e (f]$ no excuse ( filial t5d]ness = h] indiff]5ce to h] fa!r's mi/ak5 beliefs2 %e look$ d[n at h] h&s1 clasp$ tightly 9 h] lap1 !n out ( ! w9d[ at ! big roan bit+ at ! hit*+-po/ or /&+ v /ill to let ,m>y rub 8 silky nose4 ,b ,john ,f5n look$ only at ,philippa4 ,( h] fa!r's h]esies he w\ld n1 he said1 d m ?an rem9d h] t ! wiles ( ! devil aga9/ h] s\l might pres5t !m-selves ?r\gh h] natural affections2 b 9 reg>d to h] failure to wait ^u ! means ( grace he spoke )\t m]cy1 =1 he said1 fai?ful are ! w\nds ( a fri5d4 ,are y my fri5d8 ,philly ask$1 lift+ h] gray eyes sudd5ly4 ,mr4 ,f5n 0 greatly confus$2 ! text-books ( ! ,we/]n ,sem9>y _h n suppli$ him ) ! answ] to su* a "q4 ,he expla9$1 hurri$ly1 t he 0 ! fri5d ( all :o wi%$ = salvation4 ,i d n especially wi% = x1 ,philippa said1 v l[4 ,= a mom5t ,john ,f5n 0 sil5t ) horror4 ,t "o s "y %\ld be s h>d5$6 he ?\ght2 al\d1 he bade h] rememb] hell fire4 ,he spoke ) t sad & simple acceptance ( ! fact ) :i*1 ev5 less ?an fifty ye>s ago1 m5 humbl$ !mselves be=e ! my/]y :i* !y _h !mselves creat$1 ( div9e inju/ice4 ,%e mu/ "k1 he said1 8 voice trembl+ ) s9c]ity1 t ^? :o slight$ ! (f]s ( grace 7 ca/ into out] d>kness8 ,philly said1 s(tly1 ,maybe4 ',maybe8' ,alas1 x is1 c]ta9ly6 ,oh1 :y1 ,,:y d y abs5t y\rself f ! h\se ( ,god8 he said1 hold+ out entreat+ h&s4 ,philippa made no reply4 ,let u pray6 said ! "y man2 & !y knelt d[n side by side 9 ! %ad[y p>lor4 ,john ,f5n lift$ 8 h>%1 melan*oly face1 gaz+ upw>d passionately1 :ile he wre/l$ = h] salvation2 ,philly1 look+ d[nw>d1 trac+ ) a trembl+ f+] ! patt]n ( ! beadwork on ! ottoman be=e :i* %e knelt1 li/5$ ) an inw>d %iv] ( dismay & ec/asy4 ,b :5 !y rose to _! feet %e _h no?+ to say4 ,he1 too1 0 sil5t4 ,he w5t away q exhau/$ by 8 /ruggle ) ?is impassive1 unresi/+ creature4 ,he h>dly spoke to ,m>y all ! way home4 ,a h>d5$ s9n]1 he 0 ?9k+4 ,poor1 lovely creature6 ,s "y & s lo/6 ,"u ,m>y's incessant *att]1 h] tugs at ! end ( ! re9s1 h] little bur/s ( joy at ! sight ( a bird or a roadside fl[]1 he 0 ?9k+1 ) a /range new pa9--a pa9 no o!r s9n] _h ev] r\s$ 9 him--( ! girl he _h left4 ,he knew t 8 argum5ts _h n mov$ h]4 ,i believe1 he ?\ght1 ! color ris+ 9 8 face1 t %e dislikes me6 ,%e says %e loves ,dr4 ,lav5d>2 yes1 %e mu/ dislike me4 ,is my mann] too sev]e8 ,p]haps my appe>ance is unattractive4 ,he look$ d[n at 8 coat uneasily4 ,z = ,philly1 left to h]self1 %e pick$ up a bit ( sew+1 & h] face1 at fir/ pale1 grew sl[ly p9k4 ,he only likes s9n]s1 %e ?\ght2 &1 oh1 ,i am n a s9n]6 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,aft] t on ,sabba? morn+s ,philippa sat ) h] fa!r1 9 ! sil5t upp] *amb]4 ,at fir/ ,h5ry ,rob]ts1 li/5+--li/5+--= ! ,voice1 ?\ght1 raptur\sly1 t at ! elev5? h\r he 0 to w9 a s\l--! mo/ preci\s s\l 9 8 _w6--to 8 fai?4 ,b :51 aft] a :ile1 he que/ion$ h]1 he saw t ?is 0 n s2 %e /ay$ away f o!r *ur*es1 b n because %e c>$ = 8 *ur*4 ,?is tr\bl$ him1 = ! fai? he _h outgr[n 0 bett] ?an no fai?4 ,d y h d\bts conc]n+ ! s\ndness ( ei!r ( ! m9i/]s--! old man or ! "y man8 he ask$ h]1 look+ at h] ) mild1 anxi\s eyes4 ,oh no1 sir1 ,philly said1 smil+4 ,d y dislike !m--! "y man or ! old man8 ,oh no1 fa!r4 ,i love--"o ( !m4 ,!n :y n g to 8 *ur*8 ,ei!r m9i/] c give y ! se$s ( salvation2 "o n less ?an ! o!r4 ,:y n sit "u ei!r m9i/ry8 ,i don't "k1 ,philippa said1 fa9tly4 ,& inde$ %e did n "k :y %e abs5t$ h]self4 ,%e only knew two ?+s3 t ! "y man seem$ to disapprove ( ! old man2 & :5 %e saw ! "y man 9 ! pulpit1 imp]sonal & holy1 %e suff]$4 ,!re=e %e w\ld n g to he> ei!r man4 ,:5 ,dr4 ,lav5d> came to call ^u h] fa!r1 he us$ to glance at ,philippa sometimes ov] 8 spectacles :ile ,h5ry ,rob]ts 0 argu+ ab\t prophecies2 b he nev] ask$ h] :y %e /ay$ away f *ur*2 in/ead1 he talk$ to h] ab\t ,john ,f5n1 & he seem$ pleas$ :5 he he>d t ! "y man 0 do+ 8 duty 9 mak+ pa/oral calls4 ,& ,i--,i1 unwor?y z ,i 06 ,h5ry ,rob]ts w\ld say1 ,i he>d ! ,voice1 speak+ ?r\gh a si/]'s lips2 & x said3 ,oh1 s9n]6 = :at1 = :at1 :at c sep>ate1 sep>ate1 f ! love444 ,oh1 no?+4 ,oh1 no?+4 ,oh1 no?+4 ,he w\ld />e at ,dr4 ,lav5d> ) p>t$ lips4 ,i ,,he>d ,,x1 he w\ld say1 9 a :isp]4 ,& ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 b5d+ 8 head gravely1 w\ld be sil5t = a respectful mom5t1 & !n he w\ld look at ,philippa4 ,y are tea*+ ,f5n's si/] to sew8 he w\ld say4 ,v nice6 ,v nice6 ,philly saw a good deal ( ! si/] t summ]2 ! "y m9i/]1 recogniz+ ,miss ,philippa's fondness = ,m>y1 & rememb]+ a text z to ! lead+ ( a *ild1 took pa9s to br+ ! little girl to ,h5ry ,rob]ts's door once or twice a week2 & z ,augu/ burn$ away into ,septemb] ,philippa's pleasure 9 h] 0 l a s(t w9d bl[+ on ! emb]s ( h] he>t & k9dl+ a flame = :i* %e knew no "n4 ,%e ?\ght con/antly ( ,m>y1 & _h _m small anxieties ab\t h]--h] dress1 h] mann]s1 h] heal?2 %e ev5 took ! *ild into ,old ,*e/] "o day to get ,william ,k+ to pull a little loose :ite too?4 ,philly %ook v mu* dur+ ! op]ation & m+l$ h] te>s ) ,m>y's 9 t empty & ble$+ mom5t t foll[s ! loss ( a too?4 ,%e 0 s passionately t5d] ) ! little girl t ! doctor told ,dr4 ,lav5d> t 8 mat*-mak+ s*eme seem$ likely to prosp]--%e's s fond ( ! si/]1 y %\ld h he>d h] sympa?ize ) ! little ?+6--t ,i ?9k %e w smile on ! bro!r1 he said4 ,i'm afraid ! bro!r hasn't cut 8 wisdom tee? yet1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> said1 d\btfully2 if he _h1 y might pull !m1 & %e c\ld sympa?ize ) him2 !n x w\ld all arrange itself4 ,well1 he's a nice boy1 a nice boy2--& he won't "k s mu* :5 he gets a little old]4 ,x 0 on ! way home f ,dr4 ,k+'s t ,philippa's feel+ ( responsibility ab\t ,m>y br\ght h] a sudd5 temptation4 ,!y 7 walk+ h& 9 h& along ! road4 ,! leaves on ! mottl$ bran*es ( ! sycamores 7 ?9n+ n[1 & ! sun%9e fell w>m ^u ! two "y ?+s1 :o 7 /ill a little %ak5 f ! frightful exp]i5ce ( too?-pull+4 ,! doctor _h put ! small :ite too? 9 a box & gravely pres5t$ x to ,m>y1 & n[1 z !y walk$ along1 %e /opp$ sometimes to exam9e x & say1 pr\dly1 h[ %e _h ble$$ & ble$$6 ,w y tell bro!r ! doctor said ,i behav$ bett] ?an ! circus lion :5 8 too? 0 pull$8 ,inde$ ,i w1 ,m>y6 ,an' he said he'd r pull my too? ?an a lion's too?8 ,( c\rse ,i'll tell him4 ,miss ,philly1 %all ,i dream ( my too?1 d y suppose8 ,philippa laugh$ & said %e didn't "k4 ,i hope ,i w2 x means some?+ nice4 ,i =get :at1 n[4 ,dreams don't mean any?+1 ,m>y4 ,oh yes1 !y d6 ! *ild assur$ h]1 skipp+ along ) "o arm r\nd ! girl's sl5d] wai/4 ,mrs4 ,semple has a dream-book1 & %e reads x to me e day1 an' %e reads me :at my dreams mean4 ,sometimes ,i hav5't any dreams1 ,m>y admitt$1 regretfully1 b %e reads all ! same4 ,did y ev] dream ab\t a black ox walk+ on its back legs8 ,i nev] did4 ,i don't want to4 ,x means tr\ble4 ,goosey6 said ,miss ,philippa4 ,if y dream ( ! moon1 ,m>y w5t on1 happily1 x means y are go+ to h a beau :o'll love y4 ,little girls mu/n't talk ab\t love1 ,philippa said1 gravely2 b ! color came sudd5ly into h] face4 ,to dream ( ! moon means--,:y6 b only ! night be=e %e _h dream$ t %e _h be5 walk+ 9 ! fields & _h se5 ! moon rise ov] %ocks ( corn t /ood aga9/ ! sky l ! plum$ heads ( ,indian w>riors6 ,su* ?+s are fooli%1 ,m>y1 ,miss ,philly said1 h] *eeks v p9k4 ,& :ile ,m>y *att]$ on ab\t ,mrs4 ,semple's book ,philippa 0 sil5t1 rememb]+ h[ yell[ ! great flat disk ( ! moon _h be5 9 h] dream2 h[ x pu%$ up f beh9d ! black edge ( ! _w1 & h[1 sudd5ly1 ! mi/y /ubble-field 0 flood$ ) its /range light3--y are go+ to h a beau6 ,philippa wi%$ %e might see ! book1 j to "k :at sort ( ?+s 7 read to ,m>y4 ,x isn't "r to read !m to ! *ild1 %e ?\ght2 x's a fooli% book1 ,m>y1 %e said1 al\d4 ,i nev] saw su* a book4 ,i'll br+ x ! next "t ,i come1 ,m>y promis$4 ,oh no1 no1 ,philly said1 a little brea?lessly2 x's a wrong book4 ,i c\ldn't read su* a book1 except--except to tell y h[ fooli% & wrong x is4 ,m>y 0 n conc]n$ ) h] fri5d's reasons2 b %e rememb]$ to br+ ! ragg$ old book ) h] ! v next "t h] bro!r dropp$ h] at ,mr4 ,rob]ts's gate to sp5d an h\r ) ,miss ,philippa4 ,!re _h to be a few =mal words betwe5 ! prea*] & ! s9n] be=e ,m>y _h entire possession ( h] playmate1 b :5 h] bro!r drove away1 promis+ to call = h] lat] 9 ! aft]noon1 %e became s engross$ 9 ! important task ( pick+ hollyhock se$s t %e q =got ! dream-book4 ,! air 0 hazy ) autumn1 & full ( ! sc5t ( fall5 leaves & dew-dr5*$ grass & ( ! fre% tan-b>k on ! g>d5 pa?s4 ,on ! o!r side ( ! road 0 a corn-field1 :]e ! corn /ood 9 great %ocks4 ,philly look$ ov] at x1 & drew a quick brea?1--h] dream6 ,did y br+ t fooli% book8 %e said4 ,m>y1 slapp+ h] pocket1 laugh$ l\dly4 ,i 'mo/ =got6 ,yes1 ma'am2 ,i got x4 ,i'll %[ :at x says ab\t ! black ox-- ,no2 y ne$n't1 ,miss ,philly said2 y pick "s m se$s = me1 & ,i'll--j look at x4 ,%e t\*$ ! /a9$ old book ) %r9k+ f+]tips2 ! mold]+ lea!r cov] & ! odor ( soil$ & ?umb-m>k$ leaves (f5d$ h]4 ,! fir/ page 0 fold$ ov]1 & :5 %e spread x out1 ! yell[+ pap] crack$ along its anci5t creases2 x 0 a map1 ) ! signs ( ! ,zodiac2 9 ! middle 0 a s+le v]se3 ,mortal6 ,w\ld/ ?\ scan aright ,dreams & visions ( ! night8 ,w\ld/ ?\ future secrets le>n ,& ! fate ( dreams disc]n8 ,w\ld/ ?\ ope ! ,curta9 d>k ,& ?y future =tune m>k8 ,try ! my/ic page1 & read ,:at ! vision has decre$4 ,philly1 hold+ h] r$ lip betwe5 h] tee?1 turn$ ! pages3 ,,money4 ,,to ,,dream ,,( ,,f9d+ ,,money2 ,,m\rn+ ,,& ,,loss4 ,,monkey4 ,,y ,,h ,,secret ,,enemies4 ,,moon4 7,philippa %iv]$47 ,a ,,good ,,om52 ,,x ,,d5otes ,,com+ ,,joy4 ,,great ,,success ,,9 ,,love4 ,%e %ut ! book %>ply1 !n op5$ x aga94 ,su* books sometimes told 7s fooli%ly67 ( *>ms :i* w\ld br+ love4 ,%e look$ furtively at ,m>y2 b ! *ild1 pull+ d[n a great hollyhock to pick ! fuzzy yell[ disks1 0 n notic+ ,miss ,philly's int]e/ 9 ! fooli% book4 ,philippa turn$ ov] ! pages4 ,yes2 ! *>ms 7 !re6444 ,in/ructions = mak+ dumb-cake1 to cut :i* reveals a lov]3 ,,any ,,numb] ,,( ,,"y ,,females ,,%all ,,take ,a ,,h&ful ,,( ,,:eat5 ,,fl\r-- ,t 0 no use2 !re 7 too _m females z x 06 ,,to ,,"k ,,:e!r ,a ,,man ,,%all ,,h ,,! ,,woman ,,he ,,wi%es4 ,philippa sigh$4 ,n t4 ,a holy man does n wi% = a woman4 ,a ,,*>m ,,to ,,*>m ,a ,,man',s ,,love4 ,! blood sudd5ly ran t+l+ 9 ,philly's ve9s4 ,,let ,a ,,"y ,,maid ,,pick ,,( ,,rosem>y ,,two ,,roots2 ,,( ,,monk',s-,,hood-- ,a l9e _h be5 drawn ?r\gh ?is la/ ^w1 & ano!r ^w writt5 above x2 b ! ink 0 s fad$1 ! page s woolly & ?9 ) use1 t x 0 impossible to deciph] ! correction2 p]haps x 0 "m-wort1 an h]b ,philly did n "k2 or x might be m&rake8 ,x look$ z mu* l "o z ! o!r1 ! writ+ 0 s blurr$ & dim4 ,x is be/ to take :at ! book says1 ,philly said1 simply2 besides1 ,i hav5't ^? o!r ?+s 9 ! g>d51 & ,i h monk's-hood & rosem>y--if ,i %\ld want to d x1 j = fun4 ,,( ,,monk',s-,,hood ,,two ,,roots1 ,,& ,,( ,,! ,,fl[] ,,( ,,corn ,,t5 ,,?reads2 ,,let ,,h] ,,sleep ,,on ,,!m ,,"o ,,night4 ,,9 ,,! ,,morn+1 ,,let ,,h] ,,set ,,!m ,,on ,,h] ,,he>t ,,& ,,walk ,,backw>ds ,,t5 ,,/eps1 ,,pray+ ,,= ,,! ,,love ,,( ,,h] ,,belov$4 ,,let ,,h] ,,!n ,,/eep ,,& ,,boil ,,^! ,,?+s ,,9 ,,f\r ,,gills ,,( ,,pure ,,wat] ,,on ,,:i* ,,! ,,moon ,,has ,,%one ,,= ,,"o ,,night4 ,,:5 ,,%e ,,%all ,,add ,,?is ,,philt] ,,to ,,! ,,dr9k ,,( ,,! ,,"o ,,:o ,,loves ,,h] ,,n1 ,,he ,,%all ,,love ,,! ,,female ,,:o ,,meets ,,8 ,,eye ,,fir/ ,,aft] ,,! ,,dr9k+ ,,!re(4 ,,!re=e ,,let ,,! ,,"y ,,maid ,,be ,,indu/ri\s ,,to ,,/& ,,be=e ,,him ,,:5 ,,he ,,%all ,,dr9k ,,x4 ,!re is no h>m 9 x1 said ,philly4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,somebody mak+ h]b tea & /eal+ my bus9ess8 said ,william ,k+1 9 8 k9dly voice2 he _h call$ to see old ,hannah1 :o _h be5 laid up = a day or two1 & he /opp$ at ! kit*5 door to look 94 ,h5ry ,rob]ts1 com+ f ! sitt+-room to jo9 him1 ask$ 8 "q1 too3 ,:at is ?is smell ( h]bs1 ,philippa8 ,are y mak+ a dr9k = ,hannah8 ,oh no1 fa!r1 ,philly said1 briefly1 h] face v p9k4 ,william ,k+ sniff$ & laugh$4 ,ah1 ,i see y don't give away y\r secrets to a rival1 he said2 & add$1 pleasantly1 b don't give y\r tea to ,hannah )\t tell+ me :at x is4 ,miss ,philippa said1 dutifully1 ,oh no1 sir4 ,b %e did n tell him :at ! tea 01 & c]ta9ly %e (f]$ none ( x to old ,hannah4 ,all t day !re 0 a %y joy\sness ab\t h]1 ) sudd5 s(t blu%es1 & once or twice a little half-fright5$ laugh2 !re 0 a puzzl$ look1 too1 9 h] face1 z if %e 0 n q sure j :at %e 0 go+ to d1 or r1 h[ %e 0 go+ to d x4 ,&1 ( c\rse1 t 0 ! difficulty4 ,h[ c\ld %e add ! philt] to ! dr9k ( "o :o lov$ h] n8 ,yet x came ab\t simply en\gh4 ,john ,f5n _h lately felt x borne 9 ^u him t x 0 "t to make ano!r ef=t to deal ) ,h5ry ,rob]ts2 p]haps1 he reason$1 to %[ conc]n ab\t ! fa!r's s\l might t\* ! daught]'s h>d5$ he>t4 ,x 0 :5 he rea*$ ?is conclusion t he committ$ ! extravagance ( buy+ a new coat4 ,s x happ5$ t t v aft]noon1 :ile ! h\se 0 /ill pung5t ) ! sc5t ( /eep+ h]bs1 he came to ,h5ry ,rob]ts's door1 & knock$ solemnly1 z befitt$ 8 err&2 7b z he he>d h] /ep 9 ! hall he pass$ an anxi\s h& ov] a lapel ( ! new coat74 ,h] fa!r1 %e said1 0 n at home2 w\ld ,mr4 ,f5n come 9 & wait = him8 ,mr4 ,f5n said he w\ld4 ,& z he always tri$1 poor boy6 to be in/ant 9 season & out ( season1 he took ! opportunity1 :ile he wait$ = h] fa!r & %e br\ght him a glass ( w9e & a piece ( cake1 to reprove h] aga9 = abs5ce f *ur*4 ,b %e 0 s meek t he f\nd x h>d to inflict ^? fai?ful w\nds :i* %\ld prove 8 fri5d%ip = h] s\l2 %e sat be=e him on ! slipp]y horsehair s(a 9 ! p>lor1 h] h&s lock$ tightly toge!r 9 h] lap1 h] eyes d[nca/1 h] voice v l[ & trembl+4 ,%e admitt$ h] backslid+s3 %e ackn[l$g$ h] errors2 b z = com+ to *ur*--%e %ook h] head3 ,please1 ,i won't come to *ur* yet4 ,y mean y w come1 sometime8 ,yes2 sometime4 ,behold1 ,,n[ is ! accept$ "t6 ,i w come444 aft]w>ds4 ,aft] :at8 he insi/$4 ,aft]-- %e said1 & paus$4 ,!n sudd5ly lift$ bold1 guileless eyes3 ,aft] y /op c>+ = my s\l4 ,john ,f5n caught 8 brea?4 ,some?+1 he did n "k :at1 seem$ to j> him rudely f t pure desire = h] salvation2 he said1 /umbl+ly1 t he w\ld ,,always c>e = h] s\l6--=--= any "o's s\l4 ,& 0 %e q well8 ,8 voice broke ) t5d]ness4 ,%e mu/ be c>eful to avoid ! *ill ( ^! autumnal aft]noons2 y are pale1 he said1 passionately--don't--oh1 don't be s pale6 ,x occurr$ to him t if %e wait$ = him n to c>e = h] salvation1 %e might die 9 h] s9s2 die be=e com+ to ! gate ( heav51 :i* he 0 s anxi\s to op5 to h]6 ,philippa did n see 8 agitation2 %e 0 n look+ at him4 ,%e only said1 s(tly1 ,p]haps y w /ay to tea8 ,he answ]$ quickly t he w\ld be pleas$ to d s4 ,9 ! simplicity ( 8 sa9tly egotism x occurr$ to him t ! religi\s pleasure ( ent]ta9+ him might be a means ( grace to h]4 ,:5 %e left him 9 ! dusk ( ! *illy room to g & see to ! supp]1 he fell into sil5t pray] = ! s\l t did n desire 8 c>e4 ,h5ry ,rob]ts1 summon$ by 8 daught] to ent]ta9 ! gue/ until supp] 0 ready1 f\nd him sitt+ 9 ! d>kness ( ! p>lor2 ! old man 0 full ( hospitable apologies = 8 ,philippa's =getfulness2 %e did n rememb] ! lamp6 he lam5t$2 & mak+ 8 way ?r\gh ! twilight ( ! room1 he took (f ! prism-hung %ade ( ! tall a/ral lamp on ! c5t]-table1 & fumbl$ = a mat* to light ! *>r$ & /icky wick2 !re 7 v few occasions 9 ?is pla9 h\sehold :5 x 0 wor? :ile to light ! be/ lamp6 ,?is 0 "o ( !m1 = 9 ^? days ! (fice dignifi$ ! man to a degree t is h>dly und]/ood n[4 ,b ,h5ry ,rob]ts's conc]n 0 n entirely a matt] ( social propriety2 x 0 a desire to propitiate ?is "y man :o 0 liv+ 9 c]ta9 errors ( belief1 s t he w\ld be 9 a fri5dly attitude ( m9d & op5 to ! argum5ts :i* 7 always burn+ on ! lips ( ,edw>d ,irv+'s foll[]4 ,he did n mean to beg9 !m until !y 7 at supp]2 s he & ,john ,f5n sat 9 sil5ce wait+ ,philippa's summons to ! d9+-room4 ,nei!r ( !m _h any small talk2 ,mr4 ,rob]ts 0 mak+ sure t he c\ld tru/ 8 memory to repeat ^? wail+ cad5ces ( ! ,voice1 & ,john ,f5n1 /ill %ak5 by some?+ he c\ld n und]/& t _h be5 hidd5 9 :at he und]/ood too well--a s9n]'s indiff]5ce to grace--0 try+ to get back to 8 s]5e1 imp]sonal arrogance4 ,z = ,philippa1 %e 0 fright5$ at h] tem]ity 9 hav+ invit$ ! m9i/] to a ,hannahless supp]2 h] flutt] ( que/ions z to :at & h[ br\ght ! old woman f h] b$1 9 spite ( ! girl's half-he>t$ prote/s t %e mu/n't ?9k ( gett+ up6 ,j tell me :at to d1 %e implor$1 ,i c manage4 ,we are go+ to h--,,tea6 ,we always h tea1 ,hannah said1 s\rly2 yet %e 0 n really s\r1 =1 l ,william ,k+ & ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 ,hannah _h disc]n$ possibilities 9 ! ,rev4 ,john ,f5n's pa/oral visits4 ,get y\r ,sunday-g-to-meet+ dress on1 %e comm&$1 hun*+ a %awl ov] a rheumatic %\ld] & motion+ ! girl out ( ! kit*54 ,philippa1 remorseful & brea?less1 ran quickly up to h] room to put on h] be/ frock1 smoo? h] %9+ hair d[n 9 two loops ov] h] e>s1 & p9 h] "o adornm5t1 a flat gold broo*1 on ! bosom ( h] dress4 ,%e lift$ h] c&le & look$ at h]self 9 ! black dep?s ( ! little sw++ glass on h] high bureau1 & h] face fell into sudd5 wi/ful l9es4 ,oh1 ,i d n look wick$1 %e ?\ght1 despair+ly4 ,john ,f5n1 glanc+ at h] across ! supp]-table1 _h "s su* ?\ght himself2 h[ /range t "o :o 0 s p]v]t$ 9 belief %\ld n betray p]v]sion 9 h] c\nt5ance4 ,on ! contr>y1 h] face is pleas+1 he said1 simply4 ,he fe>$1 notic+ ! broo*1 t %e 0 va91 z well z indiff]5t to h] privileges2 he wond]$ if %e _h obs]v$ 8 new coat4 ,philippa's vanity did n1 at any rate1 give h] mu* c\rage2 %e sc>cely spoke1 except to ask him :e!r he took cream & sug> 9 8 tea4 ,:5 %e h&$ 8 cup to him1 %e said1 v l[1 ,w y ta/e x1 & see if x is "r8 ,he 0 s consci\s ( ! tremor ( h] voice & h& t he made ha/e to reassure h]1 sipp+ 8 tea ) mu* polit5ess ( mann]2 z he did s1 %e said1 sudd5ly1 & ) compell+ l\dness1 ,is x--agreeable8 ,john ,f5n1 />tl$1 look$ at h] ov] ! rim ( 8 cup4 ,v2 v inde$1 he said1 quickly4 ,b he in/antly drank "s wat]4 ,x is1 p]haps1 a little /rong1 he said1 bl9k+4 ,!n1 hav+ qualifi$ 8 polit5ess = consci5ce' sake1 he drank all ! bitt] tea = human k9dness' sake--= evid5tly ,miss ,philippa _h tak5 pa9s to give him :at he might l4 ,aft] t %e did n speak1 b h] face grew v rosy :ile %e sat 9 sil5ce li/5+ to h] fa!r & _! gue/4 ,h5ry ,rob]ts =got to eat1 9 ! passion ( 8 !ological argum5ts1 b z supp] proce$$ he f\nd 8 antagoni/ less al]t ?an usual2 ! m9i/] def5d$ 8 own doctr9es in/ead ( attack+ ^? ( 8 ho/2 he ev5 admitt$1 a little li/lessly1 t if ! ,p[] fell ^u him1 if he himself spoke 9 a /range tongue1 !n p]haps he w\ld believe--t is1 if ,i c\ld be sure ,i 0 n out ( my m9d at ! "t1 he qualifi$1 dully4 ,philippa took no "p 9 ! discussion2 x w\ld n h be5 ?\ght becom+ 9 h] to d s2 b inde$1 %e h>dly he>d :at ! two m5 7 say+4 ,%e help$ old ,hannah c>ry away ! di%es1 & !n sat d[n by ! table & drew ! lamp ne> h] s t %e c\ld sew2 %e sat !re smil+ a little1 dimpl+ ev51 & look+ d[n at h] seam2 %e did n notice t ,john ,f5n 0 be+ wor/$1 or t once he fail$ altoge!r to reply1 & sat 9 unprote/+ sil5ce "u ,h5ry ,rob]ts's rapt remembrances4 ,a curi\s blackness _h settl$ "u 8 eyes1 & twice he pass$ 8 h& across 8 lips4 ,!y are numb1 he said1 9 surpris$ apology to 8 ho/4 ,a mom5t lat] he %iv]$ viol5tly1 beads ( sweat bur/ out on 8 =ehead1 & ! color swept f 8 face4 ,he />t$ up1 />+ wildly ab\t him2 he tri$ to speak1 b 8 words /umbl$ into incoh]5t babbl+4 ,x 0 all s sudd51 8 ris+1 !n fall+ back into 8 *air1 !n slipp+ sidewise & crumpl+ up ^u ! floor1 all ! :ile /amm]+ unmean+ words--t ,h5ry ,rob]ts sat look+ at him 9 dumb amazem5t4 ,x 0 ,philippa :o cri$ out & ran =w>d to help him1 !n /opp$ midway1 h] h&s clut*$ toge!r at h] ?roat1 h] eyes dilat+ ) a horror t seem$ to p>alyze h] s t %e 0 unable to move to 8 assi/ance4 ,! %ock$ sil5ce ( ! mom5t 0 brok5 by ,f5n's voice1 trail+ on & on1 9 totally un9telligible words4 ,h5ry ,rob]ts1 />+ op5-m\!d1 sudd5ly spoke3 ,! ,,voice6 he said4 ,b ,philippa1 z ?\gh %e 7 break+ "s invisible bond t held h]1 groan+ ev5 ) ! ef=t ( x1 said1 9 a :isp]3 ,no4 ,n t4 ,he is dy+4 ,don't y see8 ,t's :at x is4 ,he is dy+4 ,h] fa!r1 %ock$ f 8 ec/asy1 ran to ,john ,f5n's side1 try+ to lift him & call+ ^u him to say :at 0 ! matt]4 ,he is go+ to die1 said ,philippa1 monoton\sly4 ,h5ry ,rob]ts1 agha/1 call+ l\dly to old ,hannah1 ran to ! kit*5 & br\ght back a great b[l ( hot wat]4 ,dr9k x6 he said4 ,dr9k x1 ,i tell ye6 ,i believe y're poison$6 ,& :ile he & ,hannah b5t ov] ! unconsci\s "y man1 ,philippa seem$ to come out ( h] trance2 sl[ly1 ) uprais$ h&s1 & head b5t ^u h] brea/1 %e /epp$ backw>d1 backw>d1 out ( ! room1 out ( ! h\se4 ,on ! door/ep1 9 ! d>kness1 %e paus$ & li/5$ = sev]al m9utes to c]ta9 dreadful s\nds 9 ! h\se4 ,!n1 sudd5ly1 a passion ( purpose swept ! daze ( horror away4 ,,he ,,%all ,,n ,,die1 %e said4 ,%e flung h] skirt across h] arm t h] feet might n be hamp]$1 & fl$ d[n ! road t[>d ,old ,*e/]4 ,x 0 v d>k4 ,at fir/ h] eyes1 /ill blurr$ ) ! lamplight1 c\ld n di/+ui% ! footpa?1 & %e /umbl$ ov] ! grassy bord] into ! :eel-ruts2 !n1 feel+ ! loose du/ "u h] feet1 %e ran & ran & ran4 ,! blood began to s+ 9 h] e>s2 once h] ?roat seem$ to close s t %e c\ld n brea!1 & = a mom5t %e _h to walk1--b h] h&s1 hold+ up h] skirts1 trembl$ ) t]ror at ! delay4 ,! road 0 v d>k "u ! sycamore-trees2 twice %e tripp$ & fell into ! brambles at "o side or aga9/ a gravelly bank on ! o!r4 ,b /umbl+ someh[ to h] feet1 aga9 %e ran & ran & ran4 ,! night 0 v /ill2 %e c\ld he> h] brea? te>+ h] ?roat2 once %e felt some?+ hot & salty 9 h] m\?2 x 0 !n %e _h to /op & walk = a little space--%e mu/ walk or fall d[n6 ,& %e c\ld n fall d[n1 no6 no6 no6 he w\ld die if %e fell d[n6 ,once a figure loom$ up 9 ! haze1 & %e caught ! glimm] ( an inquisitive eye4 ,say1 a man's voice said1 :]e are y b\nd =8 ,!re 0 some?+ 9 ! tone t gave h] a /ab ( fright2 = a m9ute or two h] feet seem$ to fly1 & %e he>d a laugh beh9d h] 9 ! d>kness3 ,:at's y\r hurry8 ! voice call$ aft] h]4 ,& /ill %e ran4 ,b %e 0 say+ to h]self t %e mu/ ,,/op2 %e mu/ /& /ill j = a mom5t4 ,oh1 j = a m9ute8 h] body :imp]+ly entreat$2 %e w\ld n li/5 to x6 ,%e mu/ n li/51 ev5 ?\gh h] he>t bur/ ) ! /ra94 ,b h] body _h its way1 & %e fell into a walk1 al?\gh %e 0 n aw>e ( x4 ,9 a gasp+ :isp] %e 0 say+1 ov] & ov]3 ,doctor1 hurry2 he'll die2 hurry2 ,i kill$ him4 ,%e tri$ to be sil5t1 b h] lips mov$ me*anically4 ,doctor1 hurry2 he'll--,oh1 ,i ,,mu/n',t talk6 %e told h]self1 x takes my brea?--b /ill h] lips mov$4 ,%e began to run1 heavily4 ,i c't talk--if--,i--run-- ,x 0 !n t %e saw a glimm] ( light & knew t %e 0 almo/ 9 ,old ,*e/]4 ,v likely %e w\ld h fall5 if %e _h n se5 t f>-(f w9d[ j :5 %e did4 ,at ,william ,k+'s h\se %e dropp$ aga9/ ! door1 h] f+]s /ill cl++ to ! bell4 ,%e 0 pa/ speak+ :5 ! doctor lift$ h] & c>ri$ h] into ! (fice4 ,no2 don't try to tell me :at x is1 he said2 ,i'll put ,j9ny into ! buggy1 & we'll get back 9 a jiffy4 ,i und]/&2 ,hannah is worse4 ,n444 ,hannah-- ,y\r fa!r8 he said1 pick+ up 8 m$ic9e-case4 ,n fa!r2 ,mr4--,f5n-- ,z ! doctor hurri$ out to ! /able to hit* up he bade 8 wife put c]ta9 rem$ies into 8 bag1--& look aft] t *ild1 he call$ ov] 8 %\ld] to 8 effici5t ,m>?a4 ,%e 0 s effici5t t :5 he _h br\ght ,j9ny & ! buggy to ! door1 ,philly 0 able to gasp out t ,mr4 ,f5n 0 sick4 ,dy+4 ,don't try to talk1 he said aga91 z he help$ h] into ! buggy4 ,b aft] a :ile %e 0 able to tell him1 ho>sely3 ,i want$ him to love me4 ,william ,k+ 0 sil5t4 ,i us$ a *>m4 ,x 0 wick$4 ,come1 come2 n wick$1 said ! doctor2 a little fooli%1 p]haps4 ,a new frock1 & a rose 9 y\r hair1 & a smile at ano!r man1 w\ld be en\gh ( a *>m1 my de>4 ,philippa %ook h] head4 ,x 0 n en\gh4 ,i wore my be/ frock1 & ,i w5t to ,dr4 ,lav5d>'s *ur*-- ,good graci\s6 said ,william ,k+4 ,!y 7 n en\gh4 ,s ,i us$ a *>m4 ,i made a dr9k-- ,ah6 said ! doctor1 fr[n+4 ,:at 0 9 ! dr9k1 ,miss ,philly8 ,p]haps x 0 n ! "r h]b1 %e said2 x may h be5 '"m-wort'2 b ! book said 'monk's-hood1' & ,i-- ,william ,k+ rea*$ = 8 :ip & cut ,j9ny across ! flanks4 ,,aconite6 he said "u 8 brea?1 :ile ,j9ny leap$ =w>d 9 %ock$ a/oni%m5t4 ,w he live8 said ,philippa4 ,dr4 ,k+1 fleck+ ,j9ny aga91 & lett+ 8 re9s hang ov] ! da%bo>d1 c\ld n help putt+ a com=t+ arm ar\nd h]4 ,i hope s1 he said2 ,i hope s6 ,aft] all1 !re 0 no use tell+ ! *ild t probably by ?is "t h] lov] 0 ei!r dead or gett+ bett]4 ,x's 8 own fault1 ,william ,k+ ?\ght1 angrily4 ,:y 9 ?und] didn't he fall 9 love l a man1 in/ead ( mak+ ! *ild resort to--,g'on1 ,j9ny6 ,g'on6 ,he /ill _h ! :ip 9 8 h& :5 !y drew up at ! gate4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,:5 ,philippa ,rob]ts _h fl$ out into ! night = help1 h] fa!r & old ,hannah 7 too al>m$ to notice h] abs5ce4 ,!y w5t hurry+ back & =? ) ?is rem$y & t4 ,aga9 & aga9 !y 7 ready to give up2 once ,h5ry ,rob]ts said1 ,he is gone6 & once ,hannah began to cry1 & said1 ,poor lad1 poor boy6 ,yet ea* made "o m ef=t1 _! %ad[s loom+ gigantic aga9/ ! walls or /ret*+ across ! ceil+1 b5d+ & s9k+ z !y knelt beside ! poor "y man1 :o by t "t 0 beyond spee*4 ,s ! /ruggle w5t on4 ,b little by little life began to ga94 ,john ,f5n's eyes op5$4 ,!n he smil$4 ,!n he said some?+-!y c\ld n he> :at4 ,bless ! ,"l6 said ,h5ry ,rob]ts4 ,he's ask+ = ,philly1 said old ,hannah4 ,by ! "t ! doctor & ,philippa rea*$ ! h\se ! %ad[ ( dea? _h lift$4 ,x mu/ h be5 poison1 ,mr4 ,rob]ts told ! doctor4 ,:5 he gets ov] x he w tell u :at x 04 ,i don't believe he w1 said ,william ,k+2 he 0 hold+ ,f5n's wri/ betwe5 8 firm f+]s1 & !n he turn$ up a flutt]+ eyelid & look$ at ! /ill dull$ eye4 ,philippa1 kneel+ on ! o!r side ( ,john ,f5n1 said l\dly3 ,i w tell ,,him--& p]haps ,god w =give me4 ,! doctor1 glanc+ up at h]1 said3 ,no1 y won't--anyh[ at pres5t4 ,take t *ild up-/airs1 ,hannah1 he comm&$1 & put h] to b$4 ,%e ran all ! way to ,old ,*e/] to get me1 he expla9$ to ,h5ry ,rob]ts4 ,be=e he left ! h\se t night he sat = a few m9utes at ,philippa's b$side4 ,my de> little girl1 he said1 9 8 k9d1 s5sible voice1 ! be/ ?+ to d is to =get x4 ,x 0 a fooli% ?+ to d--t *>m bus9ess2 b happily no h>m is done4 ,n[ say no?+ ab\t x1 & nev] d x aga94 ,philippa turn$ h] %udd]+ face away4 ,d x aga98 ,,oh6 ,z ,william ,k+ w5t home he apologiz$ to ,j9ny = t cut across h] flanks by hang+ ! re9s on ! ov]head hook1 & lett+ h] plod along at h] own pleasure4 ,he 0 say+ to himself t he hop$ he _h done "r to tell ! *ild to hold h] tongue4 ,x 0 j tomfool]y1 he argu$2 !re 0 no s9 ab\t x1 s confession w\ldn't d h] any good2 on ! contr>y1 x w\ld hurt a girl's self-respect to h a man "k %e _h tri$ to cat* him4 ,b :at a donkey he 0 n to see4444 ,oh yes2 ,i'm sure ,i'm "r1 said ,william ,k+4 ,i wond] h[ ,dr4 ,lav5d> w\ld look at x8 ,philippa1 at any rate1 0 satisfi$ ) 8 advice4 ,p]haps ! /ory ( :at %e _h done might h brok5 f h] pale lips _h h] fa!r ask$ any que/ions2 b ,h5ry ,rob]ts _h retreat$ into tr\bl$ sil5ce4 ,!re _h be5 "o wond]ful mom5t :5 he ?\ght t at la/ 8 fai? 0 to be ju/ifi$ & by ! unbeliev] himself6 & he _h cri$ out1 ) a passion def]r$ = m ?an ?irty ye>s3 ,! ,,voice6 ,b behold1 ! voice1 babbl+ & mean+less1 0 no?+ b sickness4 ,no "o c\ld guess :at ! %ock ( t disappo9tm5t 04 ,he 0 n able ev5 to speak ( x4 ,s ,philippa 0 ask$ no awkw>d que/ions1 & h] self-k burn$ deep into h] he>t4 ,9 ! next few days1 :ile ! m9i/] 0 sl[ly recov]+ 9 ! great f\r-po/] 9 ,h5ry ,rob]ts's gue/-room1 %e li/5$ to ,hannah's speculations z to ! cause ( 8 attack1 & express$ no op9ion4 ,%e 0 dumb :5 ,john ,f5n tri$ to tell h] h[ grateful he 0 to h] = t t]rible run ?r\gh ! d>kness = 8 sake4 ,y %\ld n be grateful1 %e said1 at la/1 9 a :isp]4 ,b he 0 grateful2 &1 fur!rmore1 he 0 v happy 9 ^? days ( sl[ recov]y4 ,! fact 0 t t night1 :5 he _h be5 s ne> dea?1 he _h he>d ,philippa1 9 8 fir/ dim mom5ts ( return+ consci\sness1 /amm]+ out ^? di/ract$ words3 ,p]haps ,god w =give me4 ,to ,john ,f5n ^? words meant ! cr[n+ ( all 8 ef=ts3 %e _h rep5t$6 ,truly1 he said1 ly+ v :ite & feeble on 8 pill[ & look+ into ,philly's face :5 %e br\ght him 8 gruel1 truly1 ,he moves 9 a my/]i\s way ,8 wond]s to p]=m6 ,! my/]i\s way 0 ! befall+ ( t t]rible illness 9 ,h5ry ,rob]ts's h\se1 s t ,philippa %\ld be impress$ by x4 ,if my affliction has be5 bless$ to any "o else1 ,i am glad to h suff]$ x1 he said4 ,philippa sil5tly put a spoonful ( gruel betwe5 8 lips2 he swall[$ x z quickly z he c\ld4 ,i he>d y call ^u ,god = =giv5ess2 ! ,"l is m]ciful & graci\s6 ,philly said1 v l[1 ,yes2 oh ,,yes4 ,s ,john ,f5n ?ank$ ,god & took 8 gruel1 & ?\ght x 0 v good4 ,he ?\ght1 also1 t ,miss ,philippa 0 v good to be s good to him4 ,9 ^? next few days1 be=e he 0 /rong en\gh to be mov$ back to 8 own h\se1 he ?\ght m ( h] goodness & less ( h] salvation4 ,x 0 !n t he _h 8 great mom5t1 8 reveal+ mom5t6 ,all ( a sudd51 at ! t\* ( ,life1 8 hone/ artificiality _h dropp$ f him1 & he knew t he _h nev] be=e kn[n any?+ wor? kn[+6 ,he knew he 0 9 love4 ,he knew x :5 he realiz$ t he 0 n 9 ! lea/ tr\bl$ ab\t h] s\l4 ,t is :at %e meant6 he ?\ght2 %e want$ me to c>e = h]1 be=e ,i c>$ = h] s\l4 ,he 0 s simple 9 8 acceptance ( ! revelation t %e lov$ him1 t :5 he w5t to ask h] to be 8 wife ! bl[ ( h] reply almo/ knock$ him back into 8 m9i/]ial affectations3 ,no4 ,:5 ,john ,f5n got home t ev5+ he w5t into 8 /udy & %ut ! door4 ,m>y came & p\nd$ on x1 b he only said1 9 a muffl$ voice3 ,no1 ,m>y4 ,n n[4 ,g away4 ,he 0 pray+ = resignation to :at he told himself 0 ! w ( ,god4 ,! ,"l is unwill+ t my ?\ghts %\ld be div]t$ f ,8 s]vice by my own p]sonal happ9ess4 ,!n he tri$ to put 8 ?\ghts on t s]vice by decid+ ^u a text = 8 next s]mon4 ,b ! texts :i* sugge/$ !mselves 7 n /eady+ to 8 bewild]$ m9d3 ,,love ,,"o ,,ano!r4 7,i c]ta9ly ?\ght %e lov$ me47 ,,m>vel ,,n1 ,,my ,,bre?r51 ,,if ,,! ,,_w ,,hate ,,y4 7,i am1 p]haps1 p]sonally unattractive to h]2 & yet ,i wond] :y87 ,he 0 n a conceit$ man2 b1 l all 8 sex1 he really did m>vel a little at ! lack ( fem99e appreciation4 ,he m>vel$ s mu* t a week lat] he took ,m>y & walk$ out to ,mr4 ,rob]ts's h\se4 ,?is "t ,m>y1 to h] disgu/1 0 left ) ,miss ,philly's fa!r1 :ile h] bro!r & ,miss ,philly walk$ 9 ! fro/$ g>d54 ,lat]1 :5 t walk 0 ov]1 & ! little si/] trudg$ along at ,john ,f5n's side 9 ! direction ( ,p]ryville1 %e 0 v fretful because he w\ld n talk to h]4 ,he 0 occupi$1 poor boy1 9 try+ aga9 n to m>vel1 & to be submissive to ! div9e w4 ,aft] t1 = sev]al mon?s1 he refus$ ,m>y's plea to be tak5 to visit ,miss ,philly4 ,he _h1 he told himself1 submitt$2 b submission left him v melan*oly & solemn1 & also a little res5tful2 inde$1 he 0 s l[ 9 8 m9d1 t once he ?rew out a bitt] h9t to ,dr4 ,lav5d>1--:o1 accord+ to 8 wont1 put two & two toge!r4 ,m5 9 our pr(ession1 sir1 said ,john ,f5n1 mu/ n expect p]sonal happ9ess4 ,well1 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 m$itatively1 p]haps if we don't expect x1 ! surprise ( gett+ x makes x all ! bett]4 ,i expect$ x2 b ,i've exce$$ my expectations6 ,b y are n m>ri$1 ! "y man said1 impulsively4 ,dr4 ,lav5d>'s face *ang$2 ,i hope y w m>ry1 ,f5n1 he said1 quietly4 ,at :i* ,john ,f5n said1 ,i am m>ri$ to my pr(ession2 t is en\gh = any m9i/]4 ,y'll f9d y\r pr(ession a mighty poor h\sekeep]1 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>4 ,x 0 %ortly aft] ?is t ,mr4 ,f5n & 8 big roan broke ?r\gh ! sn[-drifts & made _! way to ,h5ry ,rob]ts's h\se4 ,i mu/ speak to y alone1 sir1 he said to ! ,irv+ite1 :o1 see+ him approa*+1 _h ha/5$ to op5 ! door = him & draw him 9 out ( ! cold sun%9e4 ,:at ! call] _h to say 0 brief & to ! po9t3 ,:y 0 8 daught] s unk9d8 ,john ,f5n did n feel n[ t ! _w--:i* meant ,philippa--hat$ him4 ,he felt--he c\ld n help feel+--t %e did n ev5 dislike him2 on ! contr>y4444 ,s :at reason _h %e = refus+ him8 ,b old ,mr4 ,rob]ts %ook 8 head4 ,a "y female does n h 'reasons1' he said4 ,b he 0 sorry = ! y\?1 & he r\s$ himself f 8 ab/raction long en\gh to "q 8 girl3 ,he is a wor?y "y man1 my ,philippa4 ,:y d y dislike him8 ,i d n dislike him4 ,!n :y--8 h] fa!r prote/$4 ,b ,philly 0 sil5t4 ,ev5 ,hannah came to ! rescue3 ,y'll get a crook$ /ick at ! end1 if y don't look out6 ,philly laugh$2 !n h] face fell4 ,i %a'n't h any /ick1 ev]6 ,& ,hannah1 9 h] conc]n1 confid$ h] =ebod+s ab\t ! /ick to ,dr4 ,k+4 ,i wond]1 ,william said to himself1 uneasily1 if ,i 0 wise to tell t *ild to hold h] tongue8 ,p]haps !y might h /raight5$ x out betwe5 'em be=e ?is1 if %e _h told him & be5 done ) x4 ,i've a great m9d to ask ,dr4 ,lav5d>4 ,he did ask him2 at fir/ ) prop] precautions n to betray a pati5t's confid5ce1 b1 at a ^w f ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 tumbl+ into tru?fulness4 ,y are talk+ ab\t "y ,philippa ,rob]ts8 ,dr4 ,lav5d> ann\nc$1 calmly1 :5 ,william 0 half-way ?r\gh 8 /ory ( conceal$ id5tities4 ,h[ did y guess x8 ! doctor said1 a/oni%$2 oh1 well1 yes1 ,i am4 ,i guess !re's no h>m tell+ y-- ,n ! slighte/1 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>1 especially z ,i knew x already f ! "y man--,i mean1 ,i knew %e w\ldn't h him4 ,b ,i didn't "k :y until y\r /ory dovetail$ ) 84 ,william1 ! ?+ has fe/]$ 9 h]6 ,! lancet ought to h be5 us$ ! next day4 ,i believe %e'd h be5 m>ri$ by ?is "t if %e'd spok5 out1 !n & !re4 ,william ,k+ 0 mu* *agr9$4 ,i ?\ght1 be+ a girl1 y "k1 h] pride1 h] self-respect-- ,oh yes2 ! lancet hurts1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> admitt$2 b x's bett] ?an--well1 ,i don't "k ! t]ms ( y\r trade1 ,willy-b ,i guess y "k :at ,i mean8 ,i guess ,i d1 said ,william ,k+1 ?\ghtfully4 ,d y suppose x's too late n[8 ,x w be m ( an op]ation1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> conc$$4 ,c\ld ,i tell him8 ,william said1 aft] a :ile4 ,i don't see :y n1 ,dr4 ,lav5d> said4 ,i suppose ,i'd h to ask h] p]mission8 ,nons5se6 said ,dr4 ,lav5d>4 ,t talk betwe5 ! physician ( ! s\l & ! physician ( ! body happ5$ on ! v night :5 ,john ,f5n1 9 8 /udy 9 ,p]ryville1 ) ,m>y doz+ on 8 knee1 ?rew ov]1 once & = all1 :at he _h call$ submission & made up 8 m9d to get 8 girl6 ,! v next morn+ he gird$ himself & walk$ =? ^u ! ,pike t[>d ,h5ry ,rob]ts's h\se4 ,he did n take ,m>y ) him1--b n because he meant to urge salvation on ,miss ,philly6 ,z x happ5$1 ,dr4 ,k+1 too1 set out ^u ! ,p]ryville road t morn+1 rem>k+ to ,j9ny t if he _h _h 8 wits ab\t him t night 9 ,novemb]1 %e w\ld h be5 sav$ ! trip on ?is ,may morn+4 ,! trip 0 easy en\gh2 ,william _h f\nd a m$ical pamphlet among 8 mail1 & he 0 read+ x1 ) ! re9s hang+ f ! crook ( 8 elb[4 ,x 0 ow+ to ?is me?od ( driv+ t ,john ,f5n rea*$ ! ,rob]ts h\se be=e ,j9ny pass$ x1 s %e w5t all ! way to ,p]ryville1 & !n _h to turn r\nd to foll[ on 8 track4 ,bro!r w5t to see ,miss ,philly1 & he w\ldn't take me1 ,m>y compla9$ to ,william ,k+1 :5 he drew up at ! m9i/]'s door2 & ! doctor 0 sympa!tic to ! ext5t ( five c5ts = c&y com=t4 ,b :5 ,j9ny rea*$ ! ,rob]ts gate ,dr4 ,k+ saw ,john ,f5n d[n 9 ! g>d5 ) ,philippa4 ,ho-ho6 said ,william4 ,i guess ,i'll wait & see if he works out 8 own salvation4 ,he hit*$ ,j9ny1 & w5t 9 to f9d ,philippa's fa!r1 & to him he fre$ 8 m9d4 ,! two m5 sat on ! por* look+ d[n ov] ! tops ( ! lilac-bu%es into ! g>d51 :]e !y c\ld j see ! heads ( ! two "y1 unhappy p4 ,x's nons5se1 y "k1 said ,william ,k+1 t ,philly doesn't take t boy4 ,he's head ov] heels 9 love ) h]4 ,%e is n atta*$ to him 9 any su* mann]1 ,h5ry ,rob]ts said2 ,i wond] a little at x1 myself4 ,he is a good y\?4 ,! doctor look$ at him wond]+ly2 x occurr$ to him t if he _h a daught] he w\ld und]/& h] bett] ?an ,philly's fa!r und]/ood h]4 ,i ?9k ! *ild c>es = him1 he said2 !n1 hesitat+ly1 he ref]r$ to ,john ,f5n's sickness4 ,i suppose y "k ab\t x8 he said4 ,philly's fa!r b5t 8 head2 he knew1 he ?\ght1 only too well2 no div9e revelation 9 a disord]$ dige/ion6 ,don't y ?9k1 ,william ,k+ said1 smil+1 y might try to make h] feel t %e is wrong n to accept him1 n[ t ! *>m has work$1 s to speak8 ,! *>m8 ! old man repeat$1 vaguely4 ,i ?\ght y und]/ood1 ! doctor said1 fr[n+2 !n1 aft] a m9ute's hesitation1 he told him ! facts4 ,h5ry ,rob]ts />$ at him1 %ock$ & sil5t2 8 girl1 8 ,philippa1 to h done su* a ?+6 ,s great a s9--my little ,philly6 he said1 fa9tly4 ,he 0 pale ) di/ress4 ,my de> sir1 ,dr4 ,k+ prote/$1 impati5tly1 don't talk ab\t ,,s9 9 connection ) t *ild4 ,i wi% ,i'd held my tongue6 ,h5ry ,rob]ts 0 sil5t4 ,philippa's %>e 9 ,john ,f5n's my/]i\s illness remov$ x /ill fur!r f t revelation1 wait$ = dur+ all ^! ye>s ) su* passionate pati5ce4 ,he paid no att5tion to ,william ,k+'s reassurances2 & 8 sil5ce 0 s sil5c+ t by & by ! doctor /opp$ talk+ & look$ d[n into ! g>d5 aga94 ,he obs]v$ t ^? two heads _h n drawn any ne>] toge!r4 ,x 0 n ,john ,f5n's fault4444 ,!re c be no good reason1 he 0 say+ to ,philippa4 ,if x is a bad reason1 ,i w ov]come x6 ,tell me :y8 ,%e put h] h& up to h] lips & trembl$4 ,come1 he said2 x is my due1 ,philippa4 ,i ,,w "k6 ,philippa %ook h] head4 ,he took h] o!r h& & /rok$ x1 z "o might /roke a *ild's h& to com=t & enc\rage x4 ,y mu/ tell me1 belov$1 he said4 ,philippa look$ at him ) sc>$ eyes2 !n1 sudd5ly pull+ h] h&s f 8 & turn+ away1 %e cov]$ h] face & bur/ into uncontrollable sobb+4 ,he1 conf\nd$ & fright5$1 foll[$ h] & tri$ to soo! h]4 ,nev] m9d1 ,philly1 nev] m9d6 if y don't want to tell me-- ,i d want to tell y4 ,i w tell y6 ,y w despise me4 ,b ,i w tell y4 ,i ,,did ,a ,,wick$ ,,de$4 ,x 0 ?is v plant-"h1 :]e we /&1 monk's-hood6 ,x 0 poison4 ,i didn't "k--oh1 ,i didn't "k4 ,! book said monk's-hood--x 0 a mi/ake4 ,b ,i did a wick$ de$4 ,i tri$ to kill y-- ,%e sway$ z %e spoke1 & !n seem$ to s9k d[n & d[n1 until %e lay1 a =lorn little heap1 at 8 feet4 ,= "o dreadful mom5t he ?\ght %e _h lo/ h] s5ses4 ,he tri$ to lift h]1 say+1 ) agitation3 ,philly6 ,we w n speak ( x-- ,i murd]$ y1 %e :isp]$4 ,i put ! *>m into y\r tea1 to make y444 love me4 ,y didn't die4 ,b x 0 murd]4 ,i meant--,i meant no h>m-- ,he und]/ood4 ,he lift$ h] up & held h] 9 8 arms4 ,up on ! por* ,william ,k+ saw t ! two heads 7 close toge!r6 ,:y6 ! "y man said4 ,:y--b ,philly6 ,y lov$ me6 ,:at diff]5ce does t make8 %e said1 heavily4 ,x makes mu* diff]5ce to me1 he answ]$2 he put 8 h& on h] s(t hair & tri$ to press h] head d[n aga9 on 8 %\ld]4 ,b %e drew away4 ,no2 no4 ,b-- he began4 ,%e int]rupt$ him4 ,li/51 %e said2 & !n1 sometimes 9 a :isp]1 sometimes break+ into a sob1 %e told him ! /ory ( t ,novemb] night4 ,he c\ld h>dly he> x ?r\gh4 ,love1 y lov$ me6 ,y w m>ry me4 ,no2 ,i am a wick$ girl--a--a--an immode/ girl-- ,my belov$1 y meant no wrong-- ,he paus$1 see+ t %e 0 n li/5+4 ,h] fa!r & ! doctor 7 com+ d[n ! g>d5 pa?2 ,william ,k+1 beam+ ) satisfaction at ! proximity ( ^? two heads1 _h summon$ ,h5ry ,rob]ts to come along & give 'em y\r bless+6 ,b z he rea*$ !m1 /&+ n[ ap>t1 ! doctor's smile fad$--evid5tly some?+ _h happ5$4 ,john ,f5n1 t5se ) di/ress1 call$ to him ) fr[n+ comm&3 ,doctor6 ,tell h]1 = heav5's sake1 tell h] t x 0 no?+--t *>m6 ,tell h] %e did no wrong4 ,no "o c d t1 ,h5ry ,rob]ts said2 x 0 a s94 ,n[1 look "h-- ,dr4 ,k+ began4 ,x 0 a s9 to try to move by fooli% arts ! w ( ,god4 ,philippa turn$ to ! "y man1 /&+ quiv]+ beside h]4 ,y see8 %e said4 ,no6 ,no1 ,i don't see--or if ,i d1 nev] m9d4 ,j = a mom5t h] face cle>$4 7,yes1 truly1 he 0 n ?9k+ ( h] s\l n[67 ,b ! gleam fad$4 ,oh1 fa!r1 ,i am a great s9n]1 %e :isp]$4 ,no1 y're n6 ,william ,k+ said4 ,yes1 my ,philippa1 y are1 ,h5ry ,rob]ts agre$1 solemnly4 ,! lov] made a despair+ ge/ure3 ,doctor ,k+6 tell h] 'no6' 'no6' ,yes1 h] fa!r w5t on1 x 0 a s94 ,!re=e1 ,philippa1 ,,s9 ,,no ,,m4 ,did y pray t ?is "y man's love might be giv5 to y8 ,philippa said1 9 a :isp]1 ,yes4 ,& x 0 giv5 to y8 ,yes4 ,philippa1 0 x ! fooli% we$ t mov$ him to love8 ,%e 0 sil5t4 ,my *ild1 my ,philly1 x 0 y\r ,savi\r :o mov$ ! he>t ( ?is y\?1 because y ask$ ,him4 ,w y d su* despite to y\r ,"l z to reject ! gift he has giv5 9 answ] to y\r pray]8 ,philippa1 ) p>t$ lips1 0 li/5+ int5tly3 ,! gift ,he _h giv56 ,dr4 ,k+ d>$ n speak4 ,john ,f5n look$ at him1 & !n at ,philippa1 & trembl$4 ,except = ! s\nd ( a bird /irr+ 9 its ne/ ov]head 9 ! bran*es1 a sunny /illness brood$ ov] ! g>d54 ,!n1 sudd5ly1 ! /illness 0 %att]$ by a /range s\nd--a l\d1 cad5c$ *ant1 full ( rhy?mical repetitions4 ,! ?ree :o he>d x ?rill$ f head to foot2 ,h5ry ,rob]ts did n seem to he> x3 x came f 8 own lips4 ,oh1 ,philippa6 ,oh1 ,philippa6 ,i d require--,i d require t y accept y\r ,savi\r's gift4 ,add n s9 to s94 ,oh1 add n s9 to s9 by mak+ pray] ( no avail6 ,behold1 ,he has set be=e !e an op5 door4 ,oh1 let no man %ut x4 ,oh1 let no man %ut x4444 ,! la/ ^w fell into a l[1 wail+ note4 ,no "o spoke4 ,! bird ru/l$ 9 ! leaves above !m2 a butt]fly wav]$ sl[ly d[n to settle on a purple flag 9 ! sun%9e4 ,philly's eyes fill$ ) bless$ te>s4 ,%e /ret*$ out h] arms to h] fa!r & smil$4 ,b x 0 ,john ,f5n :o caught ^? sl5d]1 trembl+ arms aga9/ 8 brea/2 &1 look+ ov] at ! old man1 he said1 s(tly1 ,,! ,,voice ,,( ,,god4 444 & ,i1 said ,william ,k+1 tell+ ! /ory t night to ,dr4 ,lav5d>--,i j want$ to say '! voice ( ,,common ,,s5se6' ,my de> ,william1 said ! old man1 g5tly1 ! mo/ beautiful ?+ 9 ! _w is ! k t comes to y1 :5 y get to be z old z ,i am1 t !y are ! same ?+4