,,john ,,donne ,,devotions ,,^u ,,em]g5t ,,occasions ,toge!r ) ,,dea?',s ,,duel ,,ann ,,arbor ,,pap]backs ,! ,univ]sity ( ,mi*igan ,press ,fir/ edition z an ,,ann ,,arbor ,,pap]back #aiei ,publi%$ 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates ( ,am]ica by ! ,univ]sity ( ,mi*igan & simultane\sly 9 ,toronto1 ,canada1 by ,ambassador ,books1 ,ltd4 ,manufactur$ 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates ( ,am]ica ,,cont5ts ,,! ,,life ,,( ,,dr4 ,,john ,,donne v ,,devotions #a ,,dea?',s ,,duel #afa ,,! ,,life ,,( ,,dr4 ,,john ,,donne 7,tak5 f ! life by ,izaak ,walton74 ,ma/] ,john ,donne 0 born 9 ,london1 9 ! ye> #aegc1 ( good & virtu\s p>5ts3 &1 ?\gh 8 own le>n+ & o!r multipli$ m]its may ju/ly appe> suffici5t to dignify bo? himself & 8 po/]ity1 yet ! read] may be pleas$ to "k t 8 fa!r 0 mascul9ely & l9eally desc5d$ f a v anci5t family 9 ,wales1 :]e _m ( 8 "n n[ live1 t des]ve & h great reputation 9 t c\ntry4 ,by 8 "m he 0 desc5d$ ( ! family ( ! fam\s & le>n$ ,sir ,?omas ,m1 sometime ,"l ,*ancellor ( ,engl&3 z also1 f t wor?y & labori\s ,judge ,ra/all1 :o left po/]ity ! va/ ,/atutes ( ! ,law ( ?is nation mo/ exactly abridg$4 ,he _h 8 fir/ bre$+ 9 8 fa!r's h\se1 :]e a private tutor _h ! c>e ( him1 until ! t5? ye> ( 8 age2 &1 9 8 elev5? ye>1 0 s5t to ! ,univ]sity ( ,ox=d1 hav+ at t "t a good comm& bo? ( ! ,fr5* & ,lat9 tongue4 ,?is1 & "s o!r ( 8 rem>kable abilities1 made "o !n give ?is c5sure ( him3 ,t ?is age _h br\ght =? ano!r ,picus ,mir&ula2 ( :om /ory says1 t he 0 r born ?an made wise by /udy4 ,!re he rema9$ = "s ye>s 9 ,h>t ,hall1 hav+1 = ! advancem5t ( 8 /udies1 tutors ( sev]al sci5ces to att5d & in/ruct him1 till "t made him capable1 & 8 le>n+ express$ 9 public ex]cises1 decl>$ him wor?y1 to receive 8 fir/ degree 9 ! s*ools1 :i* he =bore by advice f 8 fri5ds1 :o1 be+ = _! religion ( ! ,romi% p]suasion1 7 conscionably av]se to "s p>ts ( ! oa? t is always t5d]$ at ^? times1 & n to be refus$ by ^? t expect ! titul>y hon\r ( _! /udies4 ,ab\t ! f\rte5? ye> ( 8 age he 0 transplant$ f ,ox=d to ,cambridge1 :]e1 t he might receive n\ri%m5t f bo? soils1 he /aid till 8 sev5te5? ye>2 all :i* "t he 0 a mo/ labori\s /ud5t1 (t5 *ang+ 8 /udies1 b endeav\r+ to take no degree1 = ! reasons =m]ly m5tion$4 ,ab\t ! sev5te5? ye> ( 8 age he 0 remov$ to ,london1 & !n admitt$ into ,l9coln's ,inn1 ) an int5t to /udy ! law1 :]e he gave great te/imonies ( 8 wit1 8 le>n+1 & ( 8 improvem5t 9 t pr(ession2 :i* nev] s]v$ him = o!r use ?an an ornam5t & self-satisfaction4 ,8 fa!r di$ be=e 8 admission into ?is society2 &1 be+ a m]*ant1 left him 8 portion 9 money4 7,x 0 #c1jjj47 ,8 "m1 & ^? to ^: c>e he 0 committ$1 7 wat*ful to improve 8 k1 & to t end appo9t$ him tutors bo? 9 ! ma!matics1 & 9 all ! o!r lib]al sci5ces1 to att5d him4 ,b1 ) ^! arts1 !y 7 advis$ to in/il into him p>ticul> pr9ciples ( ! ,romi% ,*ur*2 ( :i* ^? tutors pr(ess$1 ?\gh secretly1 !mselves to be memb]s4 ,!y _h almo/ oblig$ him to _! fai?2 hav+ = _! advantage1 besides _m opportunities1 ! example ( 8 de> & pi\s p>5ts1 :i* 0 a mo/ p[]ful p]suasion1 & did "w mu* ^u him1 z he pr(esse? 9 8 preface to 8 ,pseudo-,m>tyr1 a book ( :i* ! read] %all h "s acc\nt 9 :at foll[s4 ,he 0 n[ ent]$ into ! eighte5? ye> ( 8 age2 & at t "t _h betro!d himself to no religion t might give him any o!r d5om9ation ?an a ,*ri/ian4 ,& reason & piety _h bo? p]suad$ him t !re c\ld be no su* s9 z s*ism1 if an adh]5ce to "s visible ,*ur* 7 n necess>y4 ,ab\t ! n9ete5? ye> ( 8 age1 he1 be+ !n unresolv$ :at religion to adh]e to1 & consid]+ h[ mu* x conc]n$ 8 s\l to *oose ! mo/ or?odox1 did !re=e1--?\gh 8 y\? & heal? promis$ him a long life--to rectify all scruples t might conc]n t1 pres5tly lay aside all /udy ( ! law1 & ( all o!r sci5ces t might give him a d5om9ation2 & began s]i\sly to survey & consid] ! body ( ,div9ity1 z x 0 !n controv]t$ betwixt ! ,re=m$ & ! ,roman ,*ur*4 ,&1 z ,god's bless$ ,_s did !n awak5 him to ! se>*1 & 9 t indu/ry did nev] =sake him--!y be 8 own words 79 8 preface to ,pseudo-,m>tyr7--s he calls ! same ,holy ,_s to witness ?is prote/ation2 t 9 t disquisition & se>* he proce$$ ) humility & diffid5ce 9 himself2 & by t :i* he took to be ! safe/ way2 namely1 frequ5t pray]s1 & an indiff]5t affection to bo? p>ties2 &1 inde$1 ,tru? _h too mu* light ab\t h] to be hid f s %>p an inquir]2 & he _h too mu* +5uity n to ackn[l$ge he _h f\nd h]4 ,be+ to und]take ?is se>*1 he believ$ ! ,c>d9al ,bell>m9e to be ! be/ def5d] ( ! ,roman cause1 & !re=e betook himself to ! exam9ation ( 8 reasons4 ,! cause 0 weighty1 & wilful delays _h be5 inexcusable bo? t[>ds ,god & 8 own consci5ce3 he !re=e proce$$ 9 ?is se>* ) all mod]ate ha/e1 & ab\t ! tw5tie? ye> ( 8 age did %[ ! !n ,dean ( ,gl\ce/]--^: "n my memory ha? n[ lo/--all ! ,c>d9al's works m>k$ ) _m weighty obs]vations "u 8 own h&2 :i* works 7 bequea!d by him1 at 8 dea?1 z a legacy to a mo/ de> fri5d4 ,ab\t a ye> foll[+ he resolv$ to travel3 & ! ,e>l ( ,essex go+ fir/ to ,cales1 & aft] ! ,isl& voyages1 ! fir/ anno #aeif1 ! second #aeig1 he took ! advantage ( ^? opportunities1 wait$ ^u 8 ,lord%ip1 & 0 an eye-witness ( ^? happy & unhappy employm5ts4 ,b he return$ n back into ,engl& till he _h /aid "s ye>s1 fir/ 9 ,italy & !n 9 ,spa91 :]e he made _m useful obs]vations ( ^? c\ntries1 _! laws & mann] ( gov]nm5t1 & return$ p]fect 9 _! languages4 ,! "t t he sp5t 9 ,spa9 01 at 8 fir/ go+ into ,italy1 design$ = travell+ to ! ,holy ,l&1 & = view+ ,j]usalem & ! ,sepul*re ( our ,savi\r4 ,b at 8 be+ 9 ! fur!/ p>ts ( ,italy1 ! disappo9tm5t ( company1 or ( a safe convoy1 or ! unc]ta9ty ( returns ( money into ^? remote p>ts1 d5i$ him t happ9ess1 :i* he did (t5 occasionally m5tion ) a deploration4 ,n long aft] 8 return into ,engl&1 t exempl>y patt]n ( gravity & wisdom1 ! ,"l ,ellesm]e1 !n ,keep] ( ! ,great ,seal1 ! ,"l ,*ancellor ( ,engl&1 tak+ notice ( 8 le>n+1 languages1 & o!r abilities1 & mu* affect+ 8 p]son & behavi\r1 took him to be 8 *ief secret>y2 suppos+ & int5d+ x to be an introduction to "s m weighty employm5t 9 ! ,/ate2 = :i*1 8 ,lord%ip did (t5 prote/1 he ?\ght him v fit4 ,nor did 8 ,lord%ip1 9 ?is "t ( ,ma/] ,donne's att5dance ^u him1 acc\nt him to be s mu* 8 s]vant z to =get he 0 8 fri5d2 &1 to te/ify x1 did always use him ) mu* c\rtesy1 appo9t+ him a place at 8 own table1 to :i* he e/eem$ 8 company & disc\rse to be a great ornam5t4 ,he cont9u$ t employm5t = ! space ( five ye>s1 be+ daily useful1 & n m]c5>y to 8 fri5d4 ,dur+ :i* "t he--,i d>e n say unhappily--fell into su* a lik+1 z1--) h] approbation1--increas$ into a love1 ) a "y g5tlewoman t liv$ 9 t family1 :o 0 niece to ! ,lady ,ellesm]e1 & daught] to ,sir ,george ,m1 !n ,*ancellor ( ! ,g>t] & ,lieut5ant ( ! ,t[]4 ,sir ,george _h "s intimation ( x1 &1 kn[+ prev5tion to be a great "p ( wisdom1 did !re=e remove h] ) mu* ha/e f t to 8 own h\se at ,lo!sley1 9 ! ,c\nty ( ,surrey2 b too late1 by reason ( "s fai?ful promises :i* 7 s int]*angeably pass$1 z nev] to be violat$ by ei!r p>ty4 ,^! promises 7 only kn[n to !mselves2 & ! fri5ds ( bo? p>ties us$ mu* dilig5ce1 & _m argum5ts1 to kill or cool _! affections to ea* o!r2 b 9 va91 = love is a flatt]+ mis*ief t ha? d5i$ ag$ & wise m5 a =esight ( ^? evils t too (t5 prove to be ! *ildr5 ( t bl9d fa!r2 a passion t c>ries u to commit errors ) z mu* ease z :irlw9ds move fea!rs1 & begets 9 u an unwe>i$ indu/ry to ! atta9m5t ( :at we desire4 ,& su* an indu/ry did1 not)/&+ mu* wat*fulness aga9/ x1 br+ !m secretly toge!r1--,i =be> to tell ! mann] h[1--& at la/ to a m>riage too1 )\t ! all[ance ( ^? fri5ds ^: approbation always 01 & ev] w be necess>y1 to make ev5 a virtu\s love become lawful4 ,& t ! k ( _! m>riage might n fall1 l an unexpect$ tempe/1 on ^? t 7 unwill+ to h x s2 & t pre-appreh5sions might make x ! less enorm\s :5 x 0 kn[n1 x 0 purposely :isp]$ into ! e>s ( _m t x 0 s1 yet by none t c\ld affirm x4 ,b1 to put a p]iod to ! jeal\sies ( ,sir ,george--d\bt (t5 begett+ m re/less ?\ghts ?an ! c]ta9 k ( :at we fe>--! news 01 9 fav\r to ,mr4 ,donne1 & ) 8 all[ance1 made kn[n to ,sir ,george1 by 8 hon\rable fri5d & neighb\r ,h5ry1 ,e>l ( ,nor?umb]l&2 b x 0 to ,sir ,george s immeasurably unwelcome1 & s transport$ him t1 z ?\gh 8 passion ( ang] & inconsid]ation might exce$ !irs ( love & error1 he pres5tly engag$ 8 si/]1 ! ,lady ,ellesm]e1 to jo9 ) him to procure h] "l to dis*>ge ,mr4 ,donne ( ! place he held "u 8 ,lord%ip4 ,?is reque/ 0 foll[$ ) viol5ce2 & ?\gh ,sir ,george 7 rememb]$ t errors might be ov] puni%$1 & desir$ !re=e to =be> till second consid]ations might cle> "s scruples1 yet he became re/less until 8 suit 0 grant$ & ! puni%m5t execut$4 ,& ?\gh ! ,"l ,*ancellor did n1 at ,mr4 ,donne's dismission1 give him su* a comm5dation z ! great ,emp]or ,*>les ! ,fif? did ( 8 ,secret>y ,eraso1 :5 he p>t$ ) him to 8 son & successor1 ,philip ! ,second1 say+1 ,t 9 8 ,eraso1 he gave to him a great] gift ?an all 8 e/ate1 & all ! k+doms :i* he !n resign$ to him2 yet ! ,"l ,*ancellor said1 ,he p>t$ ) a fri5d1 & su* a ,secret>y z 0 fitt] to s]ve a k+ ?an a subject4 ,imm$iately aft] 8 dismission f 8 s]vice1 he s5t a sad lett] to 8 wife to acqua9t h] ) x2 & aft] ! subscription ( 8 "n1 writ1 ,john ,donne1 ,anne ,donne1 ,un-done2 & ,god kn[s x prov$ too true2 = ?is bitt] physic ( ,mr4 ,donne's dismission1 0 n en\gh to purge out all ,sir ,george's *ol]1 = he 0 n satisfi$ till ,mr4 ,donne & 8 sometime compupil 9 ,cambridge1 t m>ri$ him1 namely1 ,samuel ,brooke1 :o 0 aft] ,doctor 9 ,div9ity & ,ma/] ( ,tr9ity ,college--& 8 bro!r ,mr4 ,*ri/oph] ,brooke1 sometime ,mr4 ,donne's *amb]-fell[ 9 ,l9coln's ,inn1 :o gave ,mr4 ,donne 8 wife1 & witness$ ! m>riage1 7 all committ$ to ?ree sev]al prisons4 ,mr4 ,donne 0 fir/ enl>g$1 :o nei!r gave re/ to 8 body or bra91 nor to any fri5d 9 :om he might hope to h an int]e/1 until he _h procur$ an enl>gem5t = 8 two imprison$ fri5ds4 ,he 0 n[ at lib]ty1 b 8 days 7 /ill cl\dy2 &1 be+ pa/ ^! tr\bles1 o!rs did /ill multiply ^u him2 = 8 wife 0--to h] extreme sorr[--deta9$ f him2 & ?\gh1 ) ,jacob1 he endur$ n a h>d s]vice = h]1 yet he lo/ a good "o1 & 0 =c$ to make good 8 title1 & to get possession ( h] by a long & re/less suit 9 law1 :i* prov$ tr\blesome & sadly *>geable to him1 ^: y\?1 & travel1 & ne$less b\nty1 _h br\ght 8 e/ate into a n>r[ compass4 ,x is obs]v$1 & mo/ truly1 t sil5ce & submission are *>m+ qualities1 & "w mo/ ^u passionate m52 & x prov$ s ) ,sir ,george2 = ^!1 & a g5]al report ( ,mr4 ,donne's m]its1 toge!r ) 8 w9n+ behavi\r1--:i*1 :5 x w\ld entice1 _h a /range k9d ( elegant irresi/ible art2--^!1 & "t1 _h s dispassionat$ ,sir ,george1 t1 z ! _w _h approv$ 8 daught]'s *oice1 s he also c\ld n b see a m ?an ord9>y m]it 9 8 new son2 & ?is at la/ melt$ him into s mu* remorse--= love & ang] are s l agues z to h hot & cold fits2 & love 9 p>5ts1 ?\gh x may be qu5*$1 yet is easily rek9dl$1 & expires n till dea? d5ies mank9d a natural heat--t he lab\r$ 8 son's re/oration to 8 place2 us+ to t end bo? 8 own & 8 si/]'s p[] to h] "l2 b ) no success2 = 8 answ] 01 ,t ?\gh he 0 unfeign$ly sorry = :at he _h done1 yet x 0 inconsi/5t ) 8 place & cr$it1 to dis*>ge & readmit s]vants at ! reque/ ( passionate petition]s4 ,sir ,george's endeav\r = ,mr4 ,donne's readmission 0 by all means to be kept secret3--= m5 d m naturally reluct = errors ?an submit to put on ^? blemi%es t att5d _! visible ackn[l$gm5t4 ,b1 h[ev]1 x 0 n long be=e ,sir ,george appe>$ to be s f> reconcil$ z to wi% _! happ9ess1 & n to d5y !m 8 pat]nal bless+1 b yet refus$ to contribute any means t might conduce to _! livelihood4 ,mr4 ,donne's e/ate 0 ! greate/ "p sp5t 9 _m & *>geable travels1 books1 & de>-b\ght exp]i5ce3 he out ( all employm5t t might yield a support = himself & wife1 :o _h be5 curi\sly & pl5tifully educat$2 bo? _! natures g5]\s1 & accu/om$ to conf]1 & n to receive1 c\rtesies1 ^! & o!r consid]ations1 b *iefly t 8 wife 0 to be> a "p 9 8 suff]+s1 surr\nd$ him ) _m sad ?\ghts1 & "s app>5t appreh5sions ( want4 ,b 8 sorr[s 7 less5$ & 8 wants prev5t$ by ! seasonable c\rtesy ( _! noble k9sman1 ,sir ,francis ,wolly1 ( ,pir=d 9 ,surrey1 :o intreat$ !m to a cohabitation ) him2 :]e !y rema9$ ) mu* fre$om to !mselves1 & equal cont5t to ,him1 = "s ye>s2 & z _! *>ge increas$--%e _h ye>ly a *ild--s did 8 love & b\nty4 ,mr4 ,donne & 8 wife cont9u$ ) ,sir ,francis ,wolly till 8 dea?3 a little be=e :i* "t ,sir ,francis 0 s happy z to make a p]fect reconciliation betwe5 ,sir ,george & 8 =sak5 son & daught]2 ,sir ,george condition+1 by bond1 to pay to ,mr4 ,donne #hjjl4 at a c]ta9 day1 z a portion ) 8 wife1 or #bjl4 qu>t]ly = _! ma9t5ance1 z ! int]e/ = x1 till ! said portion 0 paid4 ,mo/ ( ^? ye>s t he liv$ ) ,sir ,francis he /udi$ ! ,civil & ,canon ,laws2 9 :i* he acquir$ su* a p]fection1 z 0 judg$ to hold proportion ) _m1 :o _h made t /udy ! employm5t ( _! :ole life4 ,sir ,francis be+ dead1 & t happy family dissolv$1 ,mr4 ,donne took = himself a h\se 9 ,mit*am--ne> to ,croydon 9 ,surrey--a place not$ = good air & *oice company3 !re 8 wife & *ildr5 rema9$2 & = himself he took lodg+s 9 ,london1 ne> to ,:itehall1 :i!r 8 fri5ds & occasions drew him v (t51 & :]e he 0 z (t5 visit$ by _m ( ! nobility & o!rs ( ?is nation1 :o us$ him 9 _! c\nsels ( greate/ consid]ation1 & ) "s rew>ds = 8 bett] subsi/5ce4 ,nor did our own nobility only value & fav\r him1 b 8 acqua9tance & fri5d%ip 0 s\ght = by mo/ ,ambassadors ( =eign nations1 & by _m o!r /rang]s ^: le>n+ or bus9ess occasion$ _! /ay 9 ?is nation4 ,?us x cont9u$ ) him = ab\t two ye>s1 all :i* "t 8 family rema9$ con/antly at ,mit*am2 & to :i* place he (t5 retir$ himself1 & de/9$ "s days to a con/ant /udy ( "s po9ts ( controv]sy betwixt ! ,engli% & ,roman ,*ur*1 & especially ^? ( ,supremacy & ,allegiance3 & to t place & su* /udies he c\ld will+ly h w$d$ himself dur+ 8 life2 b ! e>ne/ p]suasion ( fri5ds became at la/ to be s p[]ful1 z to cause ! removal ( himself & family to ,london1 :]e ,sir ,rob]t ,drewry1 a g5tleman ( a v noble e/ate1 & a m lib]al m9d1 assign$ him & 8 wife an useful ap>tm5t 9 8 own l>ge h\se 9 ,drury ,lane1 & n only r5t free1 b 0 also a *]i%] ( 8 /udies1 & su* a fri5d z sympa?iz$ ) him & 81 9 all _! joy & sorr[s4 ,at ?is "t ( ,mr4 ,donne's & 8 wife's liv+ 9 ,sir ,rob]t's h\se1 ! ,"l ,hay 01 by ,k+ ,james1 s5t ^u a glori\s embassy to ! !n ,fr5* ,k+1 ,h5ry ! ,f\r?2 & ,sir ,rob]t put on a sudd5 resolution to accompany him to ! ,fr5* ,c\rt1 & to be pres5t at 8 audi5ce !re4 ,& ,sir ,rob]t put on a sudd5 resolution to solicit ,mr4 ,donne to be 8 companion 9 t j\rney4 ,& ?is desire 0 sudd5ly made kn[n to 8 wife1 :o 0 !n ) *ild1 & o!rwise "u s dang]\s a habit ( body z to h] heal?1 t %e pr(ess$ an unwill+ness to all[ him any abs5ce f h]2 say+1 ,h] div9+ s\l bod$ h] "s ill 9 8 abs5ce2 & !re=e desir$ him n to leave h]4 ,?is made ,mr4 ,donne lay aside all ?\ghts ( ! j\rney1 & really to resolve aga9/ x4 ,b ,sir ,rob]t became re/less 9 8 p]suasions = x1 & ,mr4 ,donne 0 s g5]\s z to ?9k he _h sold 8 lib]ty :5 he receiv$ s _m *>itable k9dnesses f him1 & told 8 wife s2 :o did !re=e1 ) an unwill+ will+ness1 give a fa9t cons5t to ! j\rney1 :i* 0 propos$ to be b = two mon?s2 = ab\t t "t !y det]m9$ _! return4 ,)9 a few days aft] ?is resolve1 ! ,ambassador1 ,sir ,rob]t1 & ,mr4 ,donne1 left ,london2 & 7 ! twelf? day got all safe to ,p>is4 ,two days aft] _! arrival !re1 ,mr4 ,donne 0 left alone 9 t room 9 :i* ,sir ,rob]t1 & he1 & "s o!r fri5ds _h d9$ toge!r4 ,to ?is place ,sir ,rob]t return$ )9 half an h\r2 & z he left1 s he f\nd1 ,mr4 ,donne alone2 b 9 su* an ec/asy1 & s alt]$ z to 8 looks1 z amaz$ ,sir ,rob]t to behold him2 insomu* t he e>ne/ly desir$ ,mr4 ,donne to decl>e :at _h befall5 him 9 ! %ort "t ( 8 abs5ce4 ,to :i* ,mr4 ,donne 0 n able to make a pres5t answ]2 b1 aft] a long & p]plex$ pause1 did at la/ say1 ,i h se5 a dreadful vision s9ce ,i saw y3 ,i h se5 my de> wife pass twice by me ?r\gh ?is room1 ) h] hair hang+ ab\t h] %\ld]s1 & a dead *ild 9 h] arms3 ?is ,i h se5 s9ce ,i saw y4 ,to :i* ,sir ,rob]t repli$1 ,sure1 sir1 y h slept s9ce ,i saw y2 & ?is is ! result ( "s melan*oly dream1 :i* ,i desire y to =get1 = y are n[ awake4 ,to :i* ,mr4 ,donne's reply 03 ,i _c be sur] t ,i n[ live ?an t ,i h n slept s9ce ,i saw y3 & am z sure t at h] second appe>+ %e /opp$ & look$ me 9 ! face1 & vani%$4 ,re/ & sleep _h n alt]$ ,mr4 ,donne's op9ion ! next day3 = he !n affirm$ ?is vision ) a m delib]ate1 & s confirm$ a confid5ce1 t he incl9$ ,sir ,rob]t to a fa9t belief t ! vision 0 true4 ,x is truly said t desire & d\bt h no re/2 & x prov$ s ) ,sir ,rob]t2 = he imm$iately s5t a s]vant to ,drewry ,h\se1 ) a *>ge to ha/5 back & br+ him ^w :e!r ,mrs4 ,donne 7 alive2 &1 if alive1 9 :at condition %e 0 z to h] heal?4 ,! twelf? day ! mess5g] return$ ) ?is acc\nt3--,t he f\nd & left ,mrs4 ,donne v sad & sick 9 h] b$2 & t1 aft] a long & dang]\s lab\r1 %e _h be5 deliv]$ ( a dead *ild4 ,&1 ^u exam9ation1 ! abortion prov$ to be ! same day1 & ab\t ! v h\r1 t ,mr4 ,donne affirm$ he saw h] pass by him 9 8 *amb]4 ,?is is a relation t w beget "s wond]1 & x well may2 = mo/ ( our _w are at pres5t possess$ ) an op9ion t visions & miracles are ceas$4 ,&1 ?\gh x is mo/ c]ta9 t two lutes1 be+ bo? /rung & tun$ to an equal pit*1 & !n "o play$ ^u1 ! o!r t is n t\*$1 be+ laid ^u a table at a fit di/ance1 w--l an e*o to a trumpet--w>ble a fa9t audible h>mony 9 answ] to ! same tune2 yet _m w n believe !re is any su* ?+ z a sympa?y ( s\ls2 & ,i am well pleas$ t e read] d enjoy 8 own op9ion4 ,b if ! unbeliev+ w n all[ ! believ+ read] ( ?is /ory1 a lib]ty to believe t x may be true1 !n ,i wi% him to consid] _m wise m5 h believ$ t ! gho/ ( ,julius ,cs> did appe> to ,brutus1 & t bo? ,/4 ,au/91 & ,monica 8 "m1 _h visions 9 ord] to 8 conv]sion4 ,& ?\gh ^! & _m o!rs--too _m to "n--h b ! au?ority ( human /ory1 yet ! incr$ible read] may f9d 9 ! sacr$ /ory 7#a ,sam4 xxviii4 #ad7 t ,samuel did appe> to ,saul ev5 aft] 8 dea?--:e!r really or n1 ,i und]take n to det]m9e4 ,& ,bildad1 9 ! ,book ( ,job1 says ^! words 7iv4 #ac-af73 ,a _s pass$ be=e my face2 ! hair ( my head /ood up2 fe> & trembl+ came ^u me1 & made all my bones to %ake4 ,^u :i* words ,i w make no comm5t1 b leave !m to be consid]$ by ! incr$ul\s read]2 to :om ,i w also comm5d ?is foll[+ consid]ation3 ,t !re be _m pi\s & le>n$ m5 t believe our m]ciful ,god ha? assign$ to e man a p>ticul> gu>dian angel to be 8 con/ant monitor1 & to att5d him 9 all 8 dang]s1 bo? ( body & s\l4 ,& ! op9ion t e man ha? 8 p>ticul> angel may ga9 "s au?ority by ! relation ( ,/4 ,pet]'s miracul\s deliv]ance out ( prison 7,acts xii4 #g-aj2 #ac-ae71 n by _m1 b by "o angel4 ,& ?is belief may yet ga9 m cr$it by ! read]'s consid]+1 t :5 ,pet] aft] 8 enl>gem5t knock$ at ! door ( ,m>y ! "m ( ,john1 & ,rhode1 ! maids]vant1 be+ surpris$ ) joy t ,pet] 0 !re1 did n let him 91 b ran 9 ha/e & told ! disciples1 :o 7 !n & !re met toge!r1 t ,pet] 0 at ! door2 & !y1 n believ+ x1 said %e 0 mad3 yet1 :5 %e aga9 affirm$ x1 ?\gh !y !n believ$ x n1 yet !y conclud$1 & said1 ,x is 8 angel4 ,m obs]vations ( ?is nature1 & inf]5ces f !m1 might be made to ga9 ! relation a firm] belief2 b ,i =be>1 le/ ,i1 t int5d$ to be b a relator1 may be ?\ght to be an engag$ p]son = ! prov+ :at 0 relat$ to me2 & yet ,i ?9k myself b\nd to decl>e t1 ?\gh x 0 n told me by ,mr4 ,donne himself1 x 0 told me--n[ long s9ce--by a p]son ( hon\r1 & ( su* intimacy ) him1 t he knew m ( ! secrets ( 8 s\l ?an any p]son !n liv+3 & ,i ?9k he told me ! tru?2 = x 0 told ) su* circum/ances1 & su* assev]ation1 t--to say no?+ ( my own ?\ghts--,i v]ily believe he t told x me did himself believe x to be true4 ,i return f my acc\nt ( ! vision1 to tell ! read]1 t bo? be=e ,mr4 ,donne's go+ into ,france1 at 8 be+ !re1 & aft] 8 return1 _m ( ! nobility & o!rs t 7 p[]ful at c\rt1 7 wat*ful & solicit\s to ! ,k+ = "s secul> employm5t = him4 ,! ,k+ _h =m]ly bo? kn[n & put a value ^u 8 company1 & _h also giv5 him "s hopes ( a /ate-employm5t2 be+ always mu* pleas$ :5 ,mr4 ,donne att5d$ him1 especially at 8 meals1 :]e !re 7 usually _m deep disc\rses ( g5]al le>n+1 & v (t5 fri5dly disputes1 or debates ( religion1 betwixt 8 ,maje/y & ^? div9es1 ^: places requir$ _! att5dance on him at ^? times3 p>ticul>ly ! ,dean ( ! ,*apel1 :o !n 0 ,bi%op ,montague--! publi%] ( ! le>n$ & eloqu5t ,works ( 8 ,maje/y--& ! mo/ ,rev]5d ,doctor ,&rews ! late le>n$ ,bi%op ( ,w9*e/]1 :o 0 !n ! ,k+'s ,almon]4 ,ab\t ?is "t !re grew _m disputes1 t conc]n$ ! ,oa? ( ,supremacy & ,allegiance1 9 :i* ! ,k+ _h appe>$1 & engag$ himself by 8 public writ+s n[ extant3 & 8 ,maje/y disc\rs+ ) ,mr4 ,donne1 conc]n+ _m ( ! reasons :i* are usually urg$ aga9/ ! tak+ ( ^? ,oa?s1 appreh5d$ su* a validity & cle>ness 9 8 /at+ ! que/ions1 & 8 answ]s to !m1 t 8 ,maje/y comm&$ him to be/[ "s "t 9 draw+ ! argum5ts into a me?od1 & !n to write 8 answ]s to !m2 &1 hav+ done t1 n to s5d1 b be 8 own mess5g]1 & br+ !m to him4 ,to ?is he pres5tly & dilig5tly appli$ himself1 & )9 six weeks br\ght !m to him "u 8 own h&writ+1 z !y be n[ pr9t$2 ! book be>+ ! "n ( ,pseudo-,m>tyr1 pr9t$ anno #afaj4 ,:5 ! ,k+ _h read & consid]$ t book1 he p]suad$ ,mr4 ,donne to ent] into ! ,m9i/ry2 to :i*1 at t "t1 he 01 & appe>$1 v unwill+1 appreh5d+ x--su* 0 8 mi/ak5 mode/y--to be too weighty = 8 abilities4 ,su* /rifes ,/4 ,au/9 _h1 :5 ,/4 ,ambrose endeav\r$ 8 conv]sion to ,*ri/ianity2 ) :i* he confesse? he acqua9t$ 8 fri5d ,alipius4 ,our le>n$ au?or--a man fit to write aft] no mean copy--did ! l4 ,& decl>+ 8 int5tions to 8 de> fri5d ,dr4 ,k+1 !n ,bi%op ( ,london1 a man fam\s 9 8 g5]ation1 & no /rang] to ,mr4 ,donne's abilities--= he _h be5 ,*apla9 to ! ,"l ,*ancellor1 at ! "t ( ,mr4 ,donne's be+ 8 ,lord%ip's ,secret>y--t rev]5d man did receive ! news ) mu* gladness2 &1 aft] "s expressions ( joy1 & a p]suasion to be con/ant 9 8 pi\s purpose1 he proce$$ ) all conv5i5t spe$ to orda9 him fir/ ,deacon1 & !n ,prie/ n long aft]4 ,pres5tly aft] he ent]$ into 8 holy pr(ession1 ! ,k+ s5t = him1 & made him 8 ,*apla9 9 ,ord9>y1 & promis$ to take a p>ticul> c>e = 8 pref]m5t4 ,&1 ?\gh 8 long famili>ity ) s*ol>s & p]sons ( greate/ quality 0 su*1 z might h giv5 "s m5 boldness en\gh to h prea*$ to any em95t auditory2 yet 8 mode/y 9 ?is employm5t 0 su*1 t he c\ld n be p]suad$ to x1 b w5t usually accompani$ ) "s "o fri5d to prea* privately 9 "s village1 n f> f ,london2 8 fir/ s]mon be+ prea*$ at ,padd+ton4 ,?is he did1 till 8 ,maje/y s5t & appo9t$ him a day to prea* to him at ,:itehall2 &1 ?\gh mu* 7 expect$ f him1 bo? by 8 ,maje/y & o!rs1 yet he 0 s happy--:i* few are--z to satisfy & exce$ _! expectations3 prea*+ ! ,^w s1 z %ew$ 8 own he>t 0 possess$ ) ^? v ?\ghts & joys t he lab\r$ to di/il into o!rs3 a prea*] 9 e>ne/2 weep+ sometimes = 8 auditory1 sometimes ) !m2 always prea*+ to himself l an angel f a cl\d1 b 9 none2 c>ry+ "s1 z ,/4 ,paul 01 to ,heav5 9 holy raptures1 & entic+ o!rs by a sacr$ art & c\rt%ip to am5d _! lives3 "h pictur+ a vice s z to make x ugly to ^? t practis$ x2 & a virtue s z to make x belov$1 ev5 by ^? t lov$ x n2 & all ?is ) a mo/ p>ticul> grace & an unexpressible addition ( comel9ess4 ,t summ]1 9 ! v same mon? 9 :i* he ent]$ into sacr$ ,ord]s1 & 0 made ! ,k+'s ,*apla91 8 ,maje/y !n go+ 8 progress1 0 entreat$ to receive an ent]ta9m5t 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,cambridge3 & ,mr4 ,donne att5d+ 8 ,maje/y at t "t1 8 ,maje/y 0 pleas$ to recomm5d him to ! ,univ]sity1 to be made ,doctor 9 ,div9ity2 ,doctor ,h>snett1 aft] ,ar*bi%op ( ,york1 0 !n ,vice-,*ancellor1 :o1 kn[+ him to be ! au?or ( t le>n$ book ! ,pseudo-,m>tyr1 requir$ no o!r pro( ( 8 abilities1 b propos$ x to ! ,univ]sity1 :o pres5tly ass5t$1 & express$ a gladness t !y _h su* an occasion to entitle him to be !irs4 ,8 abilities & indu/ry 9 8 pr(ession 7 s em95t1 & he s kn[n & s belov$ by p]sons ( quality1 t )9 ! fir/ ye> ( 8 ent]+ into sacr$ ,ord]s1 he _h f\rte5 adv[sons ( sev]al b5efices pres5t$ to him3 b !y 7 9 ! c\ntry1 & he c\ld n leave 8 belov$ ,london1 to :i* place he _h a natural incl9ation1 hav+ receiv$ bo? 8 bir? & education 9 x1 & !re contract$ a fri5d%ip ) _m1 ^: conv]sation multipli$ ! joys ( 8 life2 b an employm5t t might affix him to t place w\ld be welcome1 = he ne$$ x4 ,imm$iately aft] 8 return f ,cambridge 8 wife di$1 leav+ him a man ( a n>r[1 unsettl$ e/ate1 &--hav+ buri$ five--! c>eful fa!r ( sev5 *ildr5 !n liv+1 to :om he gave a volunt>y assurance nev] to br+ !m "u ! subjection ( a /ep-"m2 :i* promise he kept mo/ fai?fully1 bury+ ) 8 te>s all 8 e>?ly joys 9 8 mo/ de> & des]v+ wife's grave1 & betook himself to a mo/ retir$ & solit>y life4 ,9 ?is retir$ness1 :i* 0 (t5 f ! sight ( 8 de>e/ fri5ds1 he became crucifi$ to ! _w1 & all ^? vanities1 ^? imag9>y pleasures1 t are daily act$ on t re/less /age1 & !y 7 z p]fectly crucifi$ to him4 ,8 fir/ motion f 8 h\se 0 to prea* :]e 8 belov$ wife lay buri$--9 ,/4 ,clem5t's ,*ur*1 ne> ,temple ,b>1 ,london2 & 8 text 0 a "p ( ! ,prophet ,j]emy's ,lam5tation3 ,lo1 ,i am ! man t h se5 affliction4 ,9 ?is "t ( sadness he 0 importun$ by ! grave ,b5*]s ( ,l9coln's ,inn--:o 7 once ! companions & fri5ds ( 8 y\?--to accept ( _! ,lecture1 :i*1 by reason ( ,dr4 ,gatak]'s removal f !nce1 0 !n void2 ( :i* he accept$1 be+ mo/ glad to r5ew 8 int]mitt$ fri5d%ip ) ^? :om he s mu* lov$1 & :]e he _h be5 a ,saul1--?\gh n to p]secute ,*ri/ianity1 or to d]ide x1 yet 9 8 irregul> y\? to neglect ! visible practice ( x1--!re to become a ,paul1 & prea* salvation to 8 belov$ bre?r54 ,ab\t :i* "t ! ,emp]or ( ,g]many di$1 & ! ,palsgrave1 :o _h lately m>ri$ ! ,lady ,elizabe?1 ! ,k+'s only daught]1 0 elect$ & cr[n$ ,k+ ( ,bohemia1 ! unhappy beg9n+ ( _m mis]ies 9 t nation4 ,k+ ,james1 ^: motto--,beati pacifici--did truly speak ! v ?\ghts ( 8 he>t1 endeav\r$ fir/ to prev5t1 & aft] to compose1 ! discords ( t discompos$ ,/ate2 &1 among/ o!r 8 endeav\rs1 did !n s5d ! ,"l ,hay1 ,e>l ( ,donca/]1 8 ,ambassador to ^? unsettl$ ,pr9ces2 &1 by a special comm& f 8 ,maje/y1 ,dr4 ,donne 0 appo9t$ to assi/ & att5d t employm5t to ! ,pr9ces ( ! ,union1 = :i* ! ,e>l 0 mo/ glad1 :o _h always put a great value on him1 & tak5 a great pleasure 9 8 conv]sation & disc\rse3 & 8 fri5ds at ,l9coln's ,inn 7 z glad2 = !y fe>$ t 8 immod]ate /udy1 & sadness = 8 wife's dea?1 w\ld1 z ,jacob said1 make 8 days few1 &1 respect+ 8 bodily heal?1 evil too3 & ( ?is !re 7 _m visible signs4 ,ab\t f\rte5 mon?s aft] 8 dep>ture out ( ,engl&1 he return$ to 8 fri5ds ( ,l9coln's ,inn1 ) 8 sorr[s mod]at$1 & 8 heal? improv$2 & !re betook himself to 8 con/ant c\rse ( prea*+4 ,ab\t a ye> aft] 8 return out ( ,g]many1 ,dr4 ,c>ey 0 made ,bi%op ( ,exet]1 & by 8 removal1 ! ,dean]y ( ,/4 ,paul's be+ vacant1 ! ,k+ s5t to ,dr4 ,donne1 & appo9t$ him to att5d him at d9n] ! next day4 ,:5 8 ,maje/y 0 sat d[n1 be=e he _h eat any meat1 he said aft] 8 pleasant mann]1 ,dr4 ,donne1 ,i h invit$ y to d9n]2 &1 ?\gh y sit n d[n ) me1 yet ,i w c>ve to y ( a di% t ,i "k y love well2 =1 kn[+ y love ,london1 ,i d !re=e make y ,dean ( ,/4 ,paul's2 &1 :5 ,i h d9$1 !n d y take y\r belov$ di% home to y\r /udy1 say grace !re to y\rself1 & mu* good may x d y4 ,imm$iately aft] he came to 8 ,dean]y1 he employ$ workm5 to repair & beautify ! ,*apel2 suff]+ z holy ,david once v[$1 8 eyes & temples to take no re/ till he _h fir/ beautifi$ ! h\se ( ,god4 ,! next qu>t] foll[+ :5 8 fa!r-9-law1 ,sir ,george ,m1--:om "t _h made a lov] & admir] ( him--came to pay to him ! condition$ sum ( tw5ty p\nds1 he refus$ to receive x2 & said--z good ,jacob did1 :5 he he>d 8 belov$ son ,joseph 0 alive--',x is en\gh2' y h be5 k9d to me & m9e3 ,i "k y\r pres5t condition is su* z n to ab\nd1 & ,i hope m9e is1 or w be su* z n to ne$ x3 ,i w !re=e receive no m f y ^u t contract1 & 9 te/imony ( x freely gave him up 8 bond4 ,imm$iately aft] 8 admission into 8 ,dean]y ! ,vic>age ( ,/4 ,dun/an 9 ! ,we/1 ,london1 fell to him by ! dea? ( ,dr4 ,:ite1 ! adv[son ( x hav+ be5 giv5 to him long be=e by 8 hon\rable fri5d ,ri*>d ,e>l ( ,dorset1 !n ! patron1 & confirm$ by 8 bro!r ! late deceas$ ,edw>d1 bo? ( !m m5 ( mu* hon\r4 ,by ^!1 & ano!r ecclesia/ical end[m5t :i* fell to him ab\t ! same "t1 giv5 to him =m]ly by ! ,e>l ( ,k5t1 he 0 enabl$ to become *>itable to ! poor1 & k9d to 8 fri5ds1 & to make su* provision = 8 *ildr51 t !y 7 n left sc&al\s z relat+ to _! or 8 pr(ession & quality4 ,! next ,p>liam5t1 :i* 0 )9 t pres5t ye>1 he 0 *os5 ,prolocutor to ! ,convocation1 & ab\t t "t 0 appo9t$ by 8 ,maje/y1 8 mo/ graci\s ma/]1 to prea* v _m occasional s]mons1 z at ,/4 ,paul's ,cross1 & o!r places4 ,all :i* employm5ts he p]=m$ to ! admiration ( ! repres5tative body ( ! :ole ,cl]gy ( ?is nation4 ,he 0 once1 & b once1 cl\d$ ) ! ,k+'s displeasure1 & x 0 ab\t ?is "t2 :i* 0 occasion$ by "s malici\s :isp]]1 :o _h told 8 ,maje/y t ,dr4 ,donne _h put on ! g5]al hum\r ( ! pulpits1 & 0 become busy 9 ins9uat+ a fe> ( ! ,k+'s incl9+ to pop]y1 & a dislike ( 8 gov]nm5t2 & p>ticul>ly = ! ,k+'s !n turn+ ! ev5+ lectures into cate*is+1 & exp\nd+ ! ,pray] ( our ,"l1 & ( ! ,belief1 & ,comm&m5ts4 ,8 ,maje/y 0 ! m incl9able to believe ?is1 = t a p]son ( nobility & great note1 betwixt :om & ,dr4 ,donne !re _h be5 a great fri5d%ip1 0 at ?is v "t disc>d$ ! c\rt--,i %all =be> 8 "n1 unless ,i _h a fair] occasion--& ju/ly committ$ to prison2 :i* begot _m rum\rs 9 ! common p1 :o 9 ?is nation ?9k !y are n wise unless !y be busy ab\t :at !y und]/& n1 & especially ab\t religion4 ,! ,k+ receiv$ ?is news ) s mu* discont5t & re/lessness t he w\ld n suff] ! sun to set & leave him "u ?is d\bt2 b s5t = ,dr4 ,donne1 & requir$ 8 answ] to ! accusation2 :i* 0 s cle> & satisfactory t ! ,k+ said1 he 0 "r glad he re/$ no long] "u ! suspicion4 ,:5 ! ,k+ _h said ?is1 ,dr4 ,donne kneel$ d[n1 & ?ank$ 8 ,maje/y1 & prote/$ 8 answ] 0 fai?ful1 & free f all collusion1 & !re=e desir$ t he might n rise till1 z 9 l cases1 he always _h f ,god1 s he might h f 8 ,maje/y1 "s assurance t he /ood cle> & fair 9 8 op9ion4 ,at :i* ! ,k+ rais$ him f 8 knees ) 8 own h&s1 & prote/$ he believ$ him2 & t he knew he 0 an hone/ man1 & d\bt$ n b t he lov$ him truly4 ,&1 hav+ ?us dismiss$ him1 he call$ "s ,lords ( 8 ,c\ncil into 8 *amb]1 & said ) mu* e>ne/ness1 ,my ,doctor is an hone/ man2 &1 my ,lords1 ,i 0 nev] bett] satisfi$ ) an answ] ?an he ha? n[ made me2 & ,i always rejoice :5 ,i ?9k t by my means he became a ,div9e4 ,he 0 made ,dean 9 ! fiftie? ye> ( 8 age1 & 9 8 fifty-f\r? ye> a dang]\s sickness seiz$ him1 :i* incl9$ him to a consumption2 b ,god1 z ,job ?ankfully ackn[l$g$1 pres]v$ 8 _s1 & kept 8 intellectuals z cle> & p]fect z :5 t sickness fir/ seiz$ 8 body2 b x cont9u$ long1 & ?reat5$ him ) dea?1 :i* he dread$ n4 ,)9 a few days 8 di/emp]s abat$2 & z 8 /r5g? increas$ s did 8 ?ankfulness to ,almighty ,god1 te/ifi$ 9 8 mo/ excell5t ,book ( ,devotions1 :i* he publi%$ at 8 recov]y2 9 :i* ! read] may see ! mo/ secret ?\ghts t !n possess$ 8 s\l1 p>aphras$ & made public3 a book t may n unfitly be call$ a ,sacr$ ,picture ( ,spiritual ,ec/asies1 occasion$ & applicable to ! em]g5cies ( t sickness2 :i* book1 be+ a composition ( m$itations1 disquisitions1 & pray]s1 he writ on 8 sick-b$2 h]e9 imitat+ ! holy ,patri>*s1 :o 7 wont to build _! alt>s 9 t place :]e !y _h receiv$ _! bless+s4 ,?is sickness br\ght him s ne> to ! gates ( dea?1 & he saw ! grave s ready to dev\r him1 t he w\ld (t5 say 8 recov]y 0 sup]natural3 b t ,god t !n re/or$ 8 heal? cont9u$ x to him till ! fifty-n9? ye> ( 8 life3 & !n1 9 ,augu/ #afcj1 be+ ) 8 elde/ daught]1 ,mrs4 ,h>vey1 at ,abury ,hat*1 9 ,essex1 he !re fell into a fev]1 :i*1 ) ! help ( 8 con/ant infirmity--vap\rs f ! sple5--ha/5$ him into s visible a consumption t 8 behold]s might say1 z ,/4 ,paul ( himself1 ,he dies daily2 & he might say ) ,job1 ,my welf>e passe? away z a cl\d1 ! days ( my affliction h tak5 hold ( me1 & we>y nights are appo9t$ = me4 ,read]1 ?is sickness cont9u$ long1 n only weak5+1 b we>y+ him s mu*1 t my desire is he may n[ take "s re/2 & t be=e ,i speak ( 8 dea? ?\ wilt n ?9k x an imp]t95t digression to look back ) me ^u "s obs]vations ( 8 life1 :i*1 :il/ a g5tle slumb] gives re/ to 8 spirits1 may1 ,i hope1 n unfitly1 ex]cise ?y consid]ation4 ,8 m>riage 0 ! rem>kable error ( 8 life2 an error :i*1 ?\gh he _h a wit able & v apt to ma9ta9 p>adoxes1 yet he 0 v f> f ju/ify+ x3 & ?\gh 8 wife's compet5t ye>s1 & o!r reasons1 might be ju/ly urg$ to mod]ate sev]e c5sures1 yet he w\ld occasionally condemn himself = x3 & d\btless x _h be5 att5d$ ) an heavy rep5tance1 if ,god _h n bless$ !m ) s mutual & cordial affections1 z 9 ! mid/ ( _! suff]+s made _! bread ( sorr[ ta/e m pleasantly ?an ! banquets ( dull & l[-spirit$ p4 ,! recreations ( 8 y\? 7 poetry1 9 :i* he 0 s happy z if nature & all h] v>ieties _h be5 made only to ex]cise 8 %>p wit & high fancy2 & 9 ^? pieces :i* 7 faceti\sly compos$ & c>elessly scatt]$1--mo/ ( !m be+ writt5 be=e ! tw5tie? ye> ( 8 age--x may appe> by 8 *oice metaphors t bo? nature & all ! arts jo9$ to assi/ him ) _! utmo/ skill4 ,x is a tru?1 t 9 8 p5it5tial ye>s1 view+ "s ( ^? pieces t _h be5 loosely--,god kn[s1 too loosely--scatt]$ 9 8 y\?1 he wi%$ !y _h be5 abortive1 or s %ort-liv$ t 8 own eyes _h witness$ _! fun]als2 b1 ?\gh he 0 no fri5d to !m1 he 0 n s fall5 out ) heav5ly poetry1 z to =sake t2 no1 n 9 8 decl9+ age2 witness$ !n by _m div9e sonnets1 & o!r high1 holy1 & h>moni\s composures4 ,yea1 ev5 on 8 =m] sick-b$ he wrote ?is heav5ly hymn1 express+ ! great joy t !n possess$ 8 s\l1 9 ! assurance ( ,god's fav\r to him :5 he compos$ x3-- ,,an ,,hymn ,,to ,,god ,,! ,,fa!r ,wilt ,?\ =give t s9 :]e ,i begun1 ,:i* 0 my s91 ?\gh x 7 done be=e8 ,wilt ,?\ =give t s9 ?r\gh :i* ,i run1 ,& d run /ill1 ?\gh /ill ,i d deplore8 ,:5 ,?\ ha/ done1 ,?\ ha/ n done1 ,= ,i h m4 ,wilt ,?\ =give t s91 :i* ,i h won ,o!rs to s91 & made my s9 _! door8 ,wilt ,?\ =give t s9 :i* ,i did %un ,a ye> or two3--b wall['d 9 a score8 ,:5 ,?\ ha/ done1 ,?\ ha/ n done1 ,= ,i h m4 ,i h a s9 ( fe>1 t :5 ,i've spun ,my la/ ?read1 ,i %all p]i% on ! %ore2 ,b swe> by ,?yself1 t at my dea? ,?y ,son ,%all %9e z ,he %9es n[1 & h]et(ore2 ,& hav+ done t1 ,?\ ha/ done1 ,i fe> no m4 ,i h ! r m5tion$ ?is hymn1 = t he caus$ x to be set to a mo/ grave & solemn tune1 & to be (t5 sung to ! organ by ! *oiri/]s ( ,/4 ,paul's ,*ur*1 9 8 own he>+2 especially at ! ,ev5+ ,s]vice2 & at 8 return f 8 cu/om>y devotions 9 t place1 did occasionally say to a fri5d1 ! words ( ?is hymn h re/or$ to me ! same ?\ghts ( joy t possess$ my s\l 9 my sickness1 :5 ,i compos$ x4 ,&1 ,o ! p[] ( *ur*-music6 t h>mony add$ to ?is hymn has rais$ ! affections ( my he>t1 & quick5$ my graces ( zeal & gratitude2 & ,i obs]ve t ,i always return f pay+ ?is public duty ( pray] & praise to ,god1 ) an unexpressible tranquillity ( m9d1 & a will+ness to leave ! _w4 ,aft] ?is mann] did ! disciples ( our ,savi\r1 & ! be/ ( ,*ri/ians 9 ^? ages ( ! ,*ur* ne>e/ to ,8 "t1 (f] _! praises to ,almighty ,god4 ,& ! read] ( ,/4 ,augu/9e's life may !re f9d1 t t[>ds 8 dissolution he wept abundantly1 t ! enemies ( ,*ri/ianity _h broke 9 ^u !m1 & pr(an$ & ru9$ _! sanctu>ies1 & because _! public hymns & lauds 7 lo/ out ( _! ,*ur*es4 ,& aft] ?is mann] h _m dev\t s\ls lift$ up _! h&s & (f]$ acceptable sacrifices unto ,almighty ,god1 :]e ,dr4 ,donne (f]$ 81 & n[ lies buri$4 ,b n[ #afef1 ,oh ,"l6 h[ is t place become desolate6 ,be=e ,i proce$ fur!r1 ,i ?9k fit to in=m ! read]1 t n long be=e 8 dea? he caus$ to be drawn a figure ( ! ,body ( ,*ri/ ext5d$ ^u an an*or1 l ^? :i* pa9t]s draw1 :5 !y w\ld pres5t u ) ! picture ( ,*ri/ crucifi$ on ! cross3 8 v>y+ no o!rwise ?an to affix ,him n to a cross1 b to an an*or--! emblem ( ,hope2--?is he caus$ to be drawn 9 little1 & !n _m ( ^? figures ?us drawn to be engrav5 v small 9 ,heliotropium /ones1 & set 9 gold2 & ( ^! he s5t to _m ( 8 de>e/ fri5ds1 to be us$ z seals1 or r+s1 & kept z memorials ( him1 & ( 8 affection to !m4 ,8 de> fri5ds & b5efactors1 ,sir ,h5ry ,goodi] & ,sir ,rob]t ,drewry1 c\ld n be ( t numb]2 nor c\ld ! ,lady ,magdal5 ,h]b]t1 ! "m ( ,george ,h]b]t1 = !y _h put (f mortality1 & tak5 possession ( ! grave be=e him2 b ,sir ,h5ry ,wotton1 & ,dr4 ,hall1 ! !n--late deceas$--,bi%op ( ,norwi*1 72 & s 7 ,dr4 ,duppa1 ,bi%op ( ,salisbury1 & ,dr4 ,h5ry ,k+1 ,bi%op ( ,*i*e/]--lately deceas$--m51 9 :om !re 0 su* a commixture ( g5]al le>n+1 ( natural eloqu5ce1 & ,*ri/ian humility1 t !y des]ve a commemoration by a p5 equal to _! own1 :i* none h exce$$4 ,& 9 ?is enum]ation ( 8 fri5ds1 ?\gh _m mu/ be omitt$1 yet t man ( primitive piety1 ,mr4 ,george ,h]b]t1 may n2 ,i mean t ,george ,h]b]t1 :o 0 ! au?or ( ,! ,temple1 or ,sacr$ ,poems & ,ejaculations4 ,a book1 9 :i* by decl>+ 8 own spiritual conflicts1 he ha? com=t$ & rais$ _m a deject$ & discompos$ s\l1 & *>m$ !m into sweet & quiet ?\ghts2 a book1 by ! frequ5t read+ :]e(1 & ! assi/ance ( t ,_s t seem$ to inspire ! au?or1 ! read] may atta9 habits ( peace & piety1 & all ! gifts ( ! ,holy ,gho/ & ,heav53 & may1 by /ill read+1 /ill keep ^? sacr$ fires burn+ ^u ! alt> ( s pure a he>t1 z %all free x f ! anxieties ( ?is _w1 & keep x fix$ ^u ?+s t are above4 ,betwixt ?is ,george ,h]b]t & ,dr4 ,donne1 !re 0 a long & de> fri5d%ip1 made up by su* a sympa?y ( incl9ations t !y covet$ & joy$ to be 9 ea* o!r's company2 & ?is happy fri5d%ip 0 /ill ma9ta9$ by _m sacr$ ende>m5ts2 ( :i* t :i* foll[e? may be "s te/imony4 ,,to ,,mr4 ,,george ,,h]b]t2 ,,s5t ,,him ,,) ,,"o ,,( ,,my ,,seals ,,( ,,! ,,an*or ,,& ,,*ri/4 ,illu/ration ,a ,%eaf ( ,snakes us$ h]et(ore to be my ,seal1 :i* is ! ,cre/ ( our poor family4 ,illu/ration ,qui prius assuetus s]p5tum falce tabellas ,sign>e1 hc no/r symbola p>va domus1 ,adscitus domui ,dom9i---- ,adopt$ 9 ,god's family1 & s ,my old coat lo/1 into new ,arms ,i g4 ,! ,cross1 my ,seal 9 ,baptism1 spread bel[1 ,does by t =m into an ,an*or gr[4 ,crosses gr[ ,an*ors1 be> z ?\ %\ld/ d ,?y ,cross1 & t ,cross gr[s an ,an*or too4 ,b ,he t makes our ,crosses ,an*ors ?us1 ,is ,*ri/1 :o !re is crucifi$ = u4 ,yet ) ?is ,i may my fir/ ,s]p5ts hold2-- ,god gives new bless+s1 & yet leaves ! old-- ,! ,s]p5t1 may1 z wise1 my patt]n be2 ,my poison1 z he fe$s on du/1 t's me4 ,&1 z he r\nds ! e>? to murd]1 sure ,he is my dea?2 b on ! ,cross1 my cure1 ,crucify nature !n2 & !n implore ,all grace f ,him1 crucifi$ !re be=e4 ,:5 all is ,cross1 & t ,cross ,an*or gr[n ,?is ,seal's a ,cate*ism1 n a ,seal alone4 ,"u t little ,seal great gifts ,i s5d1 ,bo? works & pray'rs1 pawns & fruits ( a fri5d4 ,o6 may t ,sa9t t rides on our ,great ,seal1 ,to y t be> 8 "n1 l>ge b\nty deal4 ,john ,donne4 ,,9 ,,sacram ,,an*oram ,,piscatoris ,,george ,,h]b]t4 ,quod ,crux nequibat fixa clavique additi1-- ,t5]e ,*ri/um scilicet ne asc5d]et1 ,tuive ,*ri/um-- ,al?\gh ! ,cross c\ld n "h ,*ri/ deta91 ,:5 nail'd unto't1 b ,he asc5ds aga92 ,nor yet ?y eloqu5ce "h keep ,him /ill1 ,b only :il/ ?\ speak'/--?is ,an*or w3 ,nor can/ ?\ be cont5t1 unless ?\ to ,?is c]ta9 ,an*or add a ,seal2 & s ,! wat] & ! e>? bo? unto !e ,d owe ! symbol ( _! c]ta9ty4 ,let ! _w reel1 we & all ours /& sure1 ,?is holy cable's f all /orms secure4 ,george ,h]b]t4 ,i return to tell ! read]1 t1 besides ^! v]ses to 8 de> ,mr4 ,h]b]t1 & t ,hymn t ,i m5tion$ to be sung 9 ! *oir ( ,/4 ,paul's ,*ur*1 he did also %ort5 & beguile _m sad h\rs by compos+ o!r sacr$ ditties2 & he writ an ,hymn on 8 dea?-b$1 :i* be>s ?is title3-- ,,an ,,hymn ,,to ,,god1 ,,my ,,god1 ,,9 ,,my ,,sickness4 ,m>* #bc1 #afcj4 ,s9ce ,i am com+ to t holy room1 ,:]e1 ) ,?y ,*oir ( ,sa9ts1 = ev]more ,i %all be made ,?y music1 z ,i come ,i tune my in/rum5t "h at ! door1 ,&1 :at ,i mu/ d !n1 ?9k "h be=e4 ,s9ce my ,physicians by _! loves are gr[n ,cosmograph]s2 & ,i _! map1 :o lie ,flat on ?is b$---- ,s1 9 ,8 purple wrapt1 receive my ,"l6 ,by ^! ,8 ?orns1 give me ,8 o!r ,cr[n ,&1 z to o!r s\ls ,i prea*'d ,?y ^w1 ,be ?is my text1 my s]mon to m9e own1 ',t ,he may raise2 !re=e ! ,"l ?r[s d[n4' ,if ^! fall "u ! c5sure ( a s\l1 ^: too mu* mixture ) e>? makes x unfit to judge ( ^! high raptures & illum9ations1 let him "k1 t _m holy & dev\t m5 h ?\ght ! s\l ( ,prud5tius to be mo/ ref9$1 :51 n _m days be=e 8 dea?1 he *>g$ x to pres5t 8 ,god ea* morn+ & ev5+ ) a new & spiritual song2 ju/ifi$ by ! example ( ,k+ ,david & ! good ,k+ ,hezekiah1 :o1 ^u ! r5ovation ( 8 ye>s paid 8 ?ankful v[s to ,almighty ,god 9 a royal hymn1 :i* he concludes 9 ^! words3 ,! ,"l 0 ready to save2 !re=e ,i w s+ my songs to ! /r+$ in/rum5ts all ! days ( my life 9 ! ,temple ( my ,god4 ,! latt] "p ( 8 life may be said to be a cont9u$ /udy2 = z he usually prea*$ once a week1 if n (t5]1 s aft] 8 s]mon he nev] gave 8 eyes re/1 till he _h *os5 out a new text1 & t night ca/ 8 s]mon into a =m1 & 8 text into divisions2 & ! next day betook himself to consult ! ,fa!rs1 & s commit 8 m$itations to 8 memory1 :i* 0 excell5t4 ,b ^u ,saturday he usually gave himself & 8 m9d a re/ f ! we>y bur!n ( 8 week's m$itations1 & usually sp5t t day 9 visitation ( fri5ds1 or "s o!r div]sions ( 8 ?\ghts2 & w\ld say1 t he gave bo? 8 body & m9d t refre%m5t1 t he might be enabl$ to d ! "w ( ! day foll[+1 n fa9tly1 b ) c\rage & *e]fulness4 ,nor 0 8 age only s indu/ri\s1 b 9 ! mo/ unsettl$ days ( 8 y\?1 8 b$ 0 n able to deta9 him beyond ! h\r ( f\r 9 a morn+2 & x 0 no common bus9ess t drew him out ( 8 *amb] till pa/ t52 all :i* "t 0 employ$ 9 /udy2 ?\gh he took great lib]ty aft] x4 ,& if ?is seem /range1 x may ga9 a belief by ! visible fruits ( 8 lab\rs2 "s ( :i* rema9 z te/imonies ( :at is "h writt53 = he left ! resultance ( #adjj au?ors1 mo/ ( !m abridg$ & analys$ ) 8 own h&3 he left also six score ( 8 s]mons1 all writt5 ) 8 own h&1 also an exact & labori\s ,treatise conc]n+ self-murd]1 call$ ,bia?anatos2 :]e9 all ! laws violat$ by t act are dilig5tly survey$1 & judici\sly c5sur$3 a ,treatise writt5 9 8 y\ng] days1 :i* alone might decl>e him !n n only p]fect 9 ! ,civil & ,canon ,law1 b 9 _m o!r su* /udies & argum5ts1 z ent] n into ! consid]ation ( _m t lab\r to be ?\ght great cl]ks1 & pret5d to "k all ?+s4 ,nor 7 ^! only f\nd 9 8 /udy1 b all bus9esses t pass$ ( any public consequ5ce1 ei!r 9 ?is or any ( our neighb\r-nations1 he abbreviat$ ei!r 9 ,lat91 or 9 ! language ( t nation1 & kept !m by him = useful memorials4 ,s he did ! copies ( div]s ,lett]s & ,cases ( ,consci5ce t _h conc]n$ 8 fri5ds1 ) 8 obs]vations & solutions ( !m2 & div]s o!r bus9esses ( importance1 all p>ticul>ly & me?odically dige/$ by himself4 ,he did prep>e to leave ! _w be=e life left him2 mak+ 8 ,w :5 no faculty ( 8 s\l 0 damp$ or made defective by pa9 or sickness1 or he surpris$ by a sudd5 appreh5sion ( dea?3 b x 0 made ) mature delib]ation1 express+ himself an imp>tial fa!r1 by mak+ 8 *ildr5's portions equal2 & a lov] ( 8 fri5ds1 :om he rememb]$ ) legacies fitly & discreetly *os5 & bequea!d4 ,i _c =be> a nom9ation ( "s ( !m2 = me?9ks !y be p]sons t seem to *all5ge a recordation 9 ?is place2 z namely1 to 8 bro!r-9-law1 ,sir ,?omas ,grimes1 he gave t /rik+ clock1 :i* he _h long worn 9 8 pocket2 to 8 de> fri5d & executor1 ,dr4 ,k+--late ,bi%op ( ,*i*e/]--t ,model ( ,gold ( ! ,synod ( ,dort1 ) :i* ! ,/ates pres5t$ him at 8 la/ be+ at ! ,hague2 & ! two pictures ( ,padre ,paolo & ,fulg5tio1 m5 ( 8 acqua9tance :5 he travell$ ,italy1 & ( great note 9 t nation = _! rem>kable le>n+4--,to 8 anci5t fri5d ,dr4 ,brook--t m>ri$ him--,ma/] ( ,tr9ity ,college 9 ,cambridge1 he gave ! picture ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ,joseph4--,to ,dr4 ,w9niff :o succe$$ him 9 ! ,dean]y--he gave a picture call$ ! ,skeleton4--,to ! succe$+ ,dean1 :o 0 n !n kn[n1 he gave _m necess>ies ( wor?1 & useful = 8 h\se2 & also sev]al pictures & ornam5ts = ! ,*apel1 ) a desire t !y might be regi/]$1 & rema9 z a legacy to 8 successors4--,to ! ,e>ls ( ,dorset & ,c>lisle he gave sev]al pictures2 & s he did to _m o!r fri5ds2 legacies1 giv5 r to express 8 affection1 ?an to make any addition to _! e/ates3 b unto ! poor he 0 full ( *>ity1 & unto _m o!rs1 :o1 by 8 con/ant & long cont9u$ b\nty1 might entitle !mselves to be 8 alms-p3 = all ^! he made provision1 & s l>gely1 z1 hav+ !n six *ildr5 liv+1 might to "s appe> m ?an proportionable to 8 e/ate4 ,i =be> to m5tion any m1 le/ ! read] may ?9k ,i trespass ^u 8 pati5ce3 b ,i w beg 8 fav\r1 to pres5t him ) ! beg9n+ & end ( 8 ,w4 ,9 ! "n ( ! bless$ & glori\s ,tr9ity4 ,am54 ,i ,john ,donne1 by ! m]cy ( ,*ri/ ,jesus1 & by ! call+ ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 ,prie/1 be+ at ?is "t 9 good heal? & p]fect und]/&+--prais$ be ,god !re=e--d h]eby make my la/ ,w & ,te/am5t 9 mann] & =m foll[+3-- ,fir/1 ,i give my graci\s ,god an entire sacrifice ( body & s\l1 ) my mo/ humble ?anks = t assurance :i* ,8 ,bless$ ,_s impr9ts 9 me n[ ( ! ,salvation ( ! "o1 & ! ,resurrection ( ! o!r2 & = t con/ant & *e]ful resolution1 :i* ! same ,_s ha? e/abli%$ 9 me1 to live & die 9 ! religion n[ pr(ess$ 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,9 expectation ( t ,resurrection1 ,i desire my body may be buri$--9 ! mo/ private mann] t may be--9 t place ( ,/4 ,paul's ,*ur*1 ,london1 t ! n[ ,resid5ti>ies h at my reque/ design$ = t purpose1 c4--,& ?is my la/ ,w & ,te/am5t1 made 9 ! fe> ( ,god1--^: m]cy ,i humbly beg1 & con/antly rely ^u 9 ,jesus ,*ri/--& 9 p]fect love & *>ity ) all ! _w--^: p>don ,i ask1 f ! l[e/ ( my s]vants1 to ! highe/ ( my sup]iors--writt5 all ) my own h&1 & my "n subscrib$ to e page1 ( :i* !re are five 9 numb]4 ,seal$ ,decemb] #ac1 #afcj4 ,nor 0 ?is bless$ sacrifice ( *>ity express$ only at 8 dea?1 b 9 8 life also1 by a *e]ful & frequ5t visitation ( any fri5d ^: m9d 0 deject$1 or 8 =tune necessit\s2 he 0 inquisitive aft] ! wants ( prison]s1 & r$eem$ _m f prison1 t lay = _! fees or small debts3 he 0 a cont9ual giv] to poor s*ol>s1 bo? ( ?is & =eign nations4 ,besides :at he gave ) 8 own h&1 he usually s5t a s]vant1 or a discreet & tru/y fri5d1 to di/ribute 8 *>ity to all ! prisons 9 ,london1 at all ! fe/ival times ( ! ye>1 especially at ! ,bir? & ,resurrection ( our ,savi\r4 ,he gave an hundr$ p\nds at "o "t to an old fri5d1 :om he _h kn[n live pl5tifully1 & by a too lib]al he>t & c>elessness became decay$ 9 8 e/ate2 & :5 ! receiv+ ( x 0 d5i$1 by ! g5tleman's say+1 ,he want$ n2--= ! read] may note1 t z !re be "s spirits s g5]\s z to lab\r to conceal & endure a sad pov]ty1 r ?an expose !mselves to ^? blu%es t att5d ! confession ( x2 s !re be o!rs1 to :om nature & grace h af=d$ su* sweet & compassionate s\ls1 z to pity & prev5t ! di/resses ( mank9d2--:i* ,i h m5tion$ because ( ,dr4 ,donne's reply1 ^: answ] 01 ,i "k y want n :at w su/a9 nature2 = a little w d t2 b my desire is1 t y1 :o 9 ! days ( y\r pl5ty h *e]$ & rais$ ! he>ts ( s _m ( y\r deject$ fri5ds1 w\ld n[ receive ?is f me1 & use x z a cordial = ! *e]+ ( y\r own3 & ^u ^! t]ms x 0 receiv$4 ,he 0 an happy reconcil] ( _m diff]5ces 9 ! families ( 8 fri5ds & k9dr$1--:i* he nev] und]took fa9tly2 = su* und]tak+s h usually fa9t effects--& !y _h su* a fai? 9 8 judgm5t & imp>tiality1 t he nev] advis$ !m to any ?+ 9 va94 ,he 01 ev5 to h] dea?1 a mo/ dutiful son to 8 "m1 c>eful to provide = h] supportation1 ( :i* %e _h be5 de/itute1 b t ,god rais$ him up to prev5t h] necessities2 :o hav+ suck$ 9 ! religion ( ! ,roman ,*ur* ) ! "m's milk1 sp5t h] e/ate 9 =eign c\ntries1 to enjoy a lib]ty 9 x1 & di$ 9 8 h\se b ?ree mon?s be=e him4 ,& to ! end x may appe> h[ j a /ew>d he 0 ( 8 ,"l & ,ma/]'s rev5ue1 ,i h ?\ght fit to let ! read] "k1 t aft] 8 entrance into 8 ,dean]y1 z he numb]$ 8 ye>s1 he1 at ! foot ( a private acc\nt1 to :i* ,god & ,8 ,angels 7 only witnesses ) him1--comput$ fir/ 8 rev5ue1 !n :at 0 giv5 to ! poor1 & o!r pi\s uses2 & la/ly1 :at re/$ = him & 82 & hav+ done t1 he !n bless$ ea* ye>'s poor rema9d] ) a ?ankful pray]2 :i*1 = t !y discov] a m ?an common devotion1 ! read] %all p>take "s ( !m 9 8 own words3-- ,s all is t rema9s ?is ye> #afbd-e-- ,deo ,opt4 ,max4 b5igno l>gitori1 me1 at ab iis quibus hc me res]vantur1 gloria et gratia 9 t]num4 ,am54 ,,translat$ ,,?us4 ,to ,god all ,good1 all ,great1 ! b5evol5t ,be/[]1 by me & by !m1 = :om1 by me1 ^! sums are laid up1 be glory & grace ascrib$ = ev]4 ,am54 ,s t ?is ye>1 #afbf1 ,god ha? bless$ me & m9e )-- ,multiplicat sunt sup] nos mis]icordi tu1 ,dom9e4 ,,translat$ ,,?us4 ,?y m]cies1 ,oh ,"l6 are multipli$ ^u u4 ,da1 ,dom9e1 ut qu ex imm5s bonitate tu nobis el>giri dignatus sis1 9 quorumcunque manus dev5]9t1 9 tuam semp] c$ant gloriam4 ,am54 ,,translat$ ,,?us4 ,grant1 ,oh ,"l6 t :at out ( ,?9e inf9ite b\nty ,?\ ha/ v\*saf$ to lavi% ^u u1 into :osoev] h&s x may devolve1 may always be improv$ to ?y glory4 ,am54 ,9 f9e horum sex annorum manet #afbg-h-i-- ,quid habeo quod non accepi a ,dom9o8 ,l>gitur etiam ut qu l>gitus e/ sua it]um fiant1 bono eorum usu2 ut quemadmodum nec (ficiis hujus mundi1 nec loci 9 quo me posuit dignitati1 nec s]vis1 nec eg5is1 9 toto hujus anni curriculo mihi conscius sum me defuisse2 ita et lib]i1 quibus qu sup]sunt1 sup]sunt1 grato animo ea accipiant1 et b5eficum au?orem recognoscant4 ,am54 ,,translat$ ,,?us4 ,at ! end ( ^! six ye>s rema9s-- ,:at h ,i1 :i* ,i h n receiv$ f ! ,"l8 ,he be/[s1 also1 to ! int5t t :at ,he ha? be/[$ may rev]t to ,him by ! prop] use ( x3 t1 z ,i h n consci\sly be5 want+ to myself dur+ ! :ole c\rse ( ! pa/ ye>1 ei!r 9 dis*>g+ my secul> duties1 9 reta9+ ! dignity ( my /ation1 or 9 my conduct t[>ds my s]vants & ! poor--s my *ildr5 = :om rema9s :atev] is rema9+1 may receive x ) gratitude1 & ackn[l$ge ! b5efic5t ,giv]4 ,am54 99 99 99 99 99 ,b ,i return f my long digression4 ,we left ! ,au?or sick 9 ,essex1 :]e he 0 =c$ to sp5d mu* ( t w9t]1 by reason ( 8 disability to remove f t place2 & hav+ nev]1 = almo/ tw5ty ye>s1 omitt$ 8 p]sonal att5dance on 8 ,maje/y 9 t mon?1 9 :i* he 0 to att5d & prea* to him2 nor hav+ ev] be5 left out ( ! roll & numb] ( ,l5t ,prea*]s1 & !re be+ !n--9 ,janu>y1 #afcj--;a report br\ght to ,london1 or rais$ !re1 t ,dr4 ,donne 0 dead2 t report gave him occasion to write ! foll[+ lett] to a de> fri5d3-- ,sir1 ,?is advantage y & my o!r fri5ds h by my frequ5t fev]s1 t ,i am s mu* ! (t5] at ! gates ( ,heav52 & ?is advantage by ! solitude & close imprisonm5t t !y r$uce me to aft]1 t ,i am s mu* ! (t5] at my pray]s1 9 :i* ,i %all nev] leave out y\r happ9ess2 & ,i d\bt n1 among ,8 o!r bless+s1 ,god w add "s "o to y = my pray]s4 ,a man w\ld almo/ be cont5t to die--if !re 7 no o!r b5efit 9 dea?--to he> ( s mu* sorr[1 & s mu* good te/imony f good m51 z ,i--,god be bless$ = x--did ^u ! report ( my dea?2 yet ,i p]ceive x w5t n ?r\gh all2 = "o writ to me1 t "s--& he said ( my fri5ds--conceiv$ ,i 0 n s ill z ,i pret5d$1 b )drew myself to live at ease1 dis*>g$ ( prea*+4 ,x is an unfri5dly1 &1 ,god kn[s1 an ill-gr\nd$ int]pretation2 = ,i h always be5 sorri] :5 ,i c\ld n prea*1 ?an any c\ld be !y c\ld n he> me4 ,x ha? be5 my desire1 & ,god may be pleas$ to grant x1 t ,i might die 9 ! pulpit2 if n t1 yet t ,i might take my dea? 9 ! pulpit2 t is1 die ! soon] by occasion ( ^? lab\rs4 ,sir1 ,i hope to see y pres5tly aft] ,c&lemas2 ab\t :i* "t w fall my ,l5t ,s]mon at ,c\rt1 except my ,"l ,*amb]la9 believe me to be dead1 & s leave me out ( ! roll3 b z long z ,i live1 & am n spee*less1 ,i w\ld n will+ly1 decl9e t s]vice4 ,i h bett] leisure to write1 ?an y to read2 yet ,i w\ld n will+ly oppress y ) too mu* lett]4 ,god s bless y & y\r son1 z ,i wi% to ,y\r poor fri5d & ,s]vant ,9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 ,j4 ,donne4 ,be=e t mon? end$1 he 0 appo9t$ to prea* ^u 8 old con/ant day1 ! fir/ ,friday 9 ,l5t3 he _h notice ( x1 & _h 9 8 sickness s prep>$ = t employm5t1 t z he _h long ?ir/$ = x1 s he resolv$ 8 weakness %\ld n h9d] 8 j\rney2 he came !re=e to ,london "s few days be=e 8 appo9t$ day ( prea*+4 ,at 8 com+ ?i!r1 _m ( 8 fri5ds--:o ) sorr[ saw 8 sickness _h left him b s mu* fle% z did only cov] 8 bones--d\bt$ 8 /r5g? to p]=m t task1 & did !re=e dissuade him f und]tak+ x1 assur+ him1 h[ev]1 x 0 l to %ort5 8 life3 b he passionately d5i$ _! reque/s1 say+ he w\ld n d\bt t t ,god1 :o 9 s _m weaknesses _h assi/$ him ) an unexpect$ /r5g?1 w\ld n[ )draw x 9 8 la/ employm5t2 pr(ess+ an holy ambition to p]=m t sacr$ "w4 ,& :51 to ! amazem5t ( "s behold]s1 he appe>$ 9 ! pulpit1 _m ( !m ?\ght he pres5t$ himself n to prea* mortification by a liv+ voice1 b mortality by a decay$ body1 & a dy+ face4 ,& d\btless _m did secretly ask t "q 9 ,ezekiel 7*ap4 xxxvii4 #c71 ,d ^! bones live8 or1 c t s\l organise t tongue1 to speak s long "t z ! s& 9 t glass w move t[>ds its c5tre1 & measure out an h\r ( ?is dy+ man's unsp5t life8 ,d\btless x _c4 ,& yet1 aft] "s fa9t pauses 9 8 zeal\s pray]1 8 /rong desires enabl$ 8 weak body to dis*>ge 8 memory ( 8 preconceiv$ m$itations1 :i* 7 ( dy+2 ! text be+1 ,to ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues f dea?4 ,_m t !n saw 8 te>s1 & he>d 8 fa9t & holl[ voice1 pr(ess+ !y ?\ght ! text prophetically *os51 & t ,dr4 ,donne _h prea*$ 8 own ,fun]al ,s]mon4 ,be+ full ( joy t ,god _h enabl$ him to p]=m ?is desir$ duty1 he ha/5$ to 8 h\se2 out ( :i* he nev] mov$1 till1 l ,/4 ,/eph51 he 0 c>ri$ by dev\t m5 to 8 grave4 ,! next day aft] 8 s]mon1 8 /r5g? be+ mu* wa/$1 & 8 spirits s sp5t z indispos$ him to bus9ess or to talk1 a fri5d t _h (t5 be5 a witness ( 8 free & faceti\s disc\rse ask$ him1 ,:y are y sad8 ,to :om he repli$ ) a c\nt5ance s full ( *e]ful gravity1 z gave te/imony ( an inw>d tranquillity ( m9d1 & ( a s\l will+ to take a f>ewell ( ?is _w1 & said3-- ,i am n sad2 b mo/ ( ! night pa/ ,i h ent]ta9$ myself ) _m ?\ghts ( sev]al fri5ds t h left me "h1 & are gone to t place f :i* !y %all n return2 & t )9 a few days ,i also %all g h5ce1 & be no m se54 ,& my prep>ation = ?is *ange is become my nightly m$itation ^u my b$1 :i* my infirmities h n[ made re/less to me4 ,b at ?is pres5t "t1 ,i 0 9 a s]i\s contemplation ( ! provid5ce & goodness ( ,god to me2 to me1 :o am less ?an ! lea/ ( ,8 m]cies3 & look+ back ^u my life pa/1 ,i n[ pla9ly see x 0 ,8 h& t prev5t$ me f all temporal employm5t2 & t x 0 ,8 w ,i %\ld nev] settle nor ?rive till ,i ent]$ into ! ,m9i/ry2 9 :i* ,i h n[ liv$ almo/ tw5ty ye>s--,i hope to ,8 glory1--& by :i*1 ,i mo/ humbly ?ank ,him1 ,i h be5 enabl$ to requite mo/ ( ^? fri5ds :i* %ew$ me k9dness :5 my =tune 0 v l[1 z ,god kn[s x 03 &--z x ha? occasion$ ! expression ( my gratitude--,i ?ank ,god mo/ ( !m h /ood 9 ne$ ( my requital4 ,i h liv$ to be useful & com=table to my good ,fa!r-9-law1 ,sir ,george ,m1 ^: pati5ce ,god ha? be5 pleas$ to ex]cise ) _m temporal crosses2 ,i h ma9ta9$ my own "m1 :om x ha? pleas$ ,god1 aft] a pl5tiful =tune 9 h] y\ng] days1 to br+ to great decay 9 h] v old age4 ,i h quiet$ ! consci5ces ( _m1 t h groan$ "u ! burd5 ( a w\nd$ _s1 ^: pray]s ,i hope are available = me4 ,i _c plead innoc5cy ( life1 especially ( my y\?2 b ,i am to be judg$ by a m]ciful ,god1 :o is n will+ to see :at ,i h done amiss4 ,& ?\gh ( myself ,i h no?+ to pres5t to ,him b s9s & mis]y1 yet ,i "k ,he looks n ^u me n[ z ,i am ( myself1 b z ,i am 9 my ,savi\r1 & ha? giv5 me1 ev5 at ?is pres5t "t1 "s te/imonies by ,8 ,holy ,_s1 t ,i am ( ! numb] ( ,8 ,elect3 ,i am !re=e full ( inexpressible joy1 & %all die 9 peace4 ,i mu/ "h look s f> back1 z to tell ! read] t at 8 fir/ return out ( ,essex1 to prea* 8 la/ s]mon1 8 old fri5d & physician1 ,dr4 ,fox--a man ( great wor?--came to him to consult 8 heal?2 & t aft] a sight ( him1 & "s qu]ies conc]n+ 8 di/emp]s he told him1 ,t by cordials1 & dr9k+ milk tw5ty days toge!r1 !re 0 a probability ( 8 re/oration to heal?2 b he passionately d5i$ to dr9k x4 ,nev]!less1 ,dr4 ,fox1 :o lov$ him mo/ entirely1 we>i$ him ) solicitations1 till he yield$ to take x = t5 days2 at ! end ( :i* "t he told ,dr4 ,fox1 ,he _h drunk x m to satisfy him1 ?an to recov] 8 heal?2 & t he w\ld n dr9k x t5 days long]1 ^u ! be/ moral assurance ( hav+ tw5ty ye>s add$ to 8 life2 = he lov$ x n2 & 0 s f> f fe>+ ,dea?1 :i* to o!rs is ! ,k+ ( ,t]rors1 t he long$ = ! day ( 8 dissolution4 ,x is obs]v$1 t a desire ( glory or comm5dation is root$ 9 ! v nature ( man2 & t ^? ( ! sev]e/ & mo/ mortifi$ lives1 ?\gh !y may become s humble z to bani% self-flatt]y1 & su* we$s z naturally gr[ !re2 yet !y h n be5 able to kill ?is desire ( glory1 b t l our radical heat1 x w bo? live & die ) u2 & _m ?9k x %\ld d s2 & we want n sacr$ examples to ju/ify ! desire ( hav+ our memory to outlive our lives2 :i* ,i m5tion1 because ,dr4 ,donne1 by ! p]suasion ( ,dr4 ,fox1 easily yield$ at ?is v "t to h a monum5t made = him2 b ,dr4 ,fox und]took n to p]suade him h[1 or :at monum5t x %\ld be2 t 0 left to ,dr4 ,donne himself4 ,a monum5t be+ resolv$ ^u1 ,dr4 ,donne s5t = a c>v] to make = him 9 wood ! figure ( an urn1 giv+ him directions = ! compass & height ( x2 & to br+ ) x a bo>d1 ( ! j height ( 8 body4 ,^! be+ got1 !n )\t delay a *oice pa9t] 0 got to be 9 read9ess to draw 8 picture1 :i* 0 tak5 z foll[e?4--,sev]al *>coal fires be+ fir/ made 9 8 l>ge /udy1 he br\ght ) him into t place 8 w9d+-%eet 9 8 h&1 & hav+ put (f all 8 clo!s1 _h ?is %eet put on him1 & s ti$ ) knots at 8 head & feet1 & 8 h&s s plac$ z dead bodies are usually fitt$1 to be %r\d$ & put into _! c(f91 or grave4 ,^u ?is urn he ?us /ood1 ) 8 eyes %ut1 & ) s mu* ( ! %eet turn$ aside z might %ew 8 lean1 pale1 & dea?-l face1 :i* 0 purposely turn$ t[>ds ! ,ea/1 f :5ce he expect$ ! second com+ ( 8 & our ,savi\r ,jesus4 ,9 ?is po/ure he 0 drawn at 8 j height2 & :5 ! picture 0 fully f9i%$1 he caus$ x to be set by 8 b$side1 :]e x cont9u$ & became 8 h\rly object till 8 dea?1 & 0 !n giv5 to 8 de>e/ fri5d & executor ,dr4 ,h5ry ,k+1 !n *ief ,resid5ti>y ( ,/4 ,paul's1 :o caus$ him to be ?us c>v$ 9 "o entire piece ( :ite m>ble1 z x n[ /&s 9 t ,*ur*2 & by ,dr4 ,donne's own appo9tm5t1 ^! words 7 to be affix$ to x z an epitaph3-- ,,johannes ,,donne ,,sac4 ,,!ol4 ,,pr(ess4 ,,po/ ,,v>ia ,,/udia1 ,,quibus ,,ab ,,annis ,,t5]rimis ,,fidelit]1 ,,nec ,,infelicit] ,,incubuit2 ,,in/9ctu ,,et ,,impulsu ,,sp4 ,,sancti1 ,,monitu ,,et ,,hortatu ,,regis ,,jacobi1 ,,ord9es ,,sacros ,,amplexus1 ,,anno ,,sui ,,jesu1 ,,mdcxiv4 ,,et ,,su ,,tatis ,,xlii4 ,,decanatu ,,hujus ,,ecclesi ,,indutus1 ,,xxvii4 ,,novembris1 ,,mdcxxi4 ,,exutus ,,morte ,,ultimo ,,die ,,m>tii1 ,,mdcxxxi4 ,,hic ,,licet ,,9 ,,occiduo ,,c9]e1 ,,aspicit ,,eum ,,cujus ,,nom5 ,,e/ ,,ori5s4 ,& n[1 hav+ br\ght him ?r\gh ! _m labyr9?s & p]plexities ( a v>i\s life1 ev5 to ! gates ( dea? & ! grave2 my desire is1 he may re/1 till ,i h told my read] t ,i h se5 _m pictures ( him1 9 sev]al habits1 & at sev]al ages1 & 9 sev]al po/ures3 & ,i n[ m5tion ?is because ,i h se5 "o picture ( him1 drawn by a curi\s h&1 at 8 age ( eighte51 ) 8 sword1 & :at o!r adornm5ts might !n suit ) ! pres5t fa%ions ( y\? & ! giddy gaieties ( t age2 & 8 motto !n 0-- ,h[ mu* %all ,i be *ang$ ,be=e ,i am *ang$6 ,& if t "y1 & 8 n[ dy+ picture 7 at ?is "t set toge!r1 e behold] might say1 ,"l6 h[ mu* is ,dr4 ,donne already *ang$1 be=e he is *ang$6 ,& ! view ( !m might give my read] occasion to ask himself ) "s amazem5t1 ,"l6 h[ mu* may ,i also1 t am n[ 9 heal?1 be *ang$ be=e ,i am *ang$2 be=e ?is vile1 ?is *angeable body %all put (f mortality6 & !re=e to prep>e = x4--,b ?is is n writ s mu* = my read]'s mem5to1 z to tell him1 t ,dr4 ,donne w\ld (t5 9 8 private disc\rses1 & (t5 publicly 9 8 s]mons1 m5tion ! _m *anges bo? ( 8 body & m9d1 especially ( 8 m9d f a v]tig9\s gidd9ess2 & w\ld z (t5 say1 ,8 great & mo/ bless$ *ange 0 f a temporal to a spiritual employm5t2 9 :i* he 0 s happy1 t he acc\nt$ ! =m] "p ( 8 life to be lo/2 & ! beg9n+ ( x to be1 f 8 fir/ ent]+ into ,sacr$ ,ord]s1 & s]v+ 8 mo/ m]ciful ,god at ,8 alt>4 ,^u ,monday1 aft] ! draw+ ?is picture1 he took 8 la/ leave ( 8 belov$ /udy2 &1 be+ s5sible ( 8 h\rly decay1 retir$ himself to 8 b$*amb]2 & t week s5t at sev]al times = _m ( 8 mo/ consid]able fri5ds1 ) :om he took a solemn & delib]ate f>ewell1 comm5d+ to _! consid]ations "s s5t5ces useful = ! regulation ( _! lives2 & !n dismiss$ !m1 z good ,jacob did 8 sons1 ) a spiritual b5$iction4 ,! ,sunday foll[+1 he appo9t$ 8 s]vants1 t if !re 7 any bus9ess yet undone1 t conc]n$ him or !mselves1 x %\ld be prep>$ aga9/ ,saturday next2 = aft] t day he w\ld n mix 8 ?\ghts ) any ?+ t conc]n$ ?is _w2 nor ev] did2 b1 z ,job1 s he wait$ = ! appo9t$ day ( 8 dissolution4 ,& n[ he 0 s happy z to h no?+ to d b to die1 to d :i* he /ood 9 ne$ ( no long] "t2 = he _h /udi$ x long1 & to s happy a p]fection1 t 9 a =m] sickness he call$ ,god to witness 79 8 ,book ( ,devotions1 writt5 !n71 ,he 0 t m9ute ready to deliv] 8 s\l into 8 ,h&s1 if t m9ute ,god w\ld det]m9e 8 dissolution4 ,9 t sickness he begg$ ( ,god ! con/ancy to be pres]v$ 9 t e/ate = ev]2 & 8 pati5t expectation to h 8 immortal s\l disrob$ f h] g>m5t ( mortality1 makes me confid5t t he n[ _h a mode/ assurance t 8 pray]s 7 !n he>d1 & 8 petition grant$4 ,he lay fifte5 days e>ne/ly expect+ 8 h\rly *ange2 & 9 ! la/ h\r ( 8 la/ day1 z 8 body melt$ away1 & vap\r$ into _s1 8 s\l hav+1 ,i v]ily believe1 "s revelation ( ! beatifical vision1 he said1 ,i 7 mis]able if ,i might n die2 & aft] ^? words1 clos$ _m p]iods ( 8 fa9t brea? by say+ (t51 ,?y k+dom come1 ,?y w be done4 ,8 spee*1 :i* _h long be5 8 ready & fai?ful s]vant1 left him n till ! la/ m9ute ( 8 life1 & !n =sook him1 n to s]ve ano!r ma/]--= :o speaks l him1--b di$ be=e him2 = t x 0 !n become useless to him1 t n[ conv]s$ ) ,god on e>? z ,angels are said to d 9 heav51 only by ?\ghts & looks4 ,be+ spee*less1 & see+ heav5 by t illum9ation by :i* he saw x1 he did1 z ,/4 ,/eph51 look /$fa/ly into x1 till he saw ! ,son ( ,man /&+ at ! "r h& ( ,god ,8 ,fa!r2 & be+ satisfi$ ) ?is bless$ sight1 z 8 s\l asc5d$1 & 8 la/ brea? dep>t$ f him1 he clos$ 8 own eyes1 & !n dispos$ 8 h&s & body into su* a po/ure1 z requir$ n ! lea/ alt]ation by ^? t came to %r\d him4 ,?us v>iable1 ?us virtu\s 0 ! life2 ?us excell5t1 ?us exempl>y 0 ! dea? ( ?is memorable man4 ,he 0 buri$ 9 t place ( ,/4 ,paul's ,*ur*1 :i* he _h appo9t$ = t use "s ye>s be=e 8 dea?2 & by :i* he pass$ daily to pay 8 public devotions to ,almighty ,god--:o 0 !n s]v$ twice a day by a public =m ( pray] & praises 9 t place2 b he 0 n buri$ privately1 ?\gh he desir$ x2 =1 beside an unnumb]$ numb] ( o!rs1 _m p]sons ( nobility1 & ( em95ce = le>n+1 :o did love & hon\r him 9 8 life1 did %[ x at 8 dea?1 by a volunt>y & sad att5dance ( 8 body to ! grave1 :]e no?+ 0 s rem>kable z a public sorr[4 ,to :i* place ( 8 burial "s m\rnful fri5ds repair$1 &1 z ,alex&] ! ,great did to ! grave ( ! fam\s ,a*illes1 s !y /rew$ 8 ) an abundance ( curi\s & co/ly fl[]s2 :i* c\rse !y--:o 7 nev] yet kn[n--cont9u$ morn+ & ev5+ = _m days1 n ceas+ till ! /ones t 7 tak5 up 9 t ,*ur* to give 8 body admission into ! cold e>?--n[ 8 b$ ( re/--7 aga9 by ! mason's art s levell$ & firm$ z !y _h be5 =m]ly1 & 8 place ( burial undi/+ui%able to common view4 ,! next day aft] 8 burial "s unkn[n fri5d1 "s "o ( ! _m lov]s & admir]s ( 8 virtue & le>n+1 writ ?is epitaph ) a coal on ! wall ov] 8 grave3-- ,read]6 ,i am to let !e "k1 ,donne's body only lies bel[2 ,=1 c\ld ! grave 8 s\l comprise1 ,e>? w\ld be ri*] ?an ! skies6 ,nor 0 ?is all ! hon\r done to 8 rev]5d a%es2 =1 z !re be "s p]sons t w n receive a rew>d = t = :i* ,god acc\nts ,himself a debtor2 p]sons t d>e tru/ ,god ) _! *>ity1 & )\t a witness2 s !re 0 by "s grateful unkn[n fri5d1 t ?\ght ,dr4 ,donne's memory ought to be p]petuat$1 an hundr$ m>ks s5t to 8 fai?ful fri5ds & executors 7,dr4 ,k+ & ,dr4 ,mont=d71 t[>ds ! mak+ ( 8 monum5t4 ,x 0 n = _m ye>s kn[n by :om2 b1 aft] ! dea? ( ,dr4 ,fox1 x 0 kn[n t x 0 he t s5t x2 & he liv$ to see z lively a repres5tation ( 8 dead fri5d z m>ble c express3 a /atue inde$ s l ,dr4 ,donne1 t--z 8 fri5d ,sir ,h5ry ,wotton ha? express$ himself--,x seems to brea! fa9tly1 & po/]ity %all look ^u x z a k9d ( artificial miracle4 ,he 0 ( /ature mod]ately tall2 ( a /raight & equally-proportion$ body1 to :i* all 8 words & actions gave an unexpressible addition ( comel9ess4 ,! melan*oly & pleasant hum\r 7 9 him s contemp]$1 t ea* gave advantage to ! o!r1 & made 8 company "o ( ! delights ( mank9d4 ,8 fancy 0 unimitably high1 equall$ only by 8 great wit2 bo? be+ made useful by a comm&+ judgm5t4 ,8 aspect 0 *e]ful1 & su* z gave a sil5t te/imony ( a cle> kn[+ s\l1 & ( a consci5ce at peace ) itself4 ,8 melt+ eye %[$ t he _h a s(t he>t1 full ( noble compassion2 ( too brave a s\l to (f] injuries1 & too mu* a ,*ri/ian n to p>don !m 9 o!rs4 ,he did mu* contemplate--especially aft] he ent]$ into 8 sacr$ call+--! m]cies ( ,almighty ,god1 ! immortality ( ! s\l1 & ! joys ( heav53 & w\ld (t5 say 9 a k9d ( sacr$ ec/acy--,bless$ be ,god t ,he is ,god1 only & div9ely l ,himself4 ,he 0 by nature highly passionate1 b m apt to reluct at ! excesses ( x4 ,a great lov] ( ! (fices ( humanity1 & ( s m]ciful a _s t he nev] beheld ! mis]ies ( mank9d )\t pity & relief4 ,he 0 e>ne/ & unwe>i$ 9 ! se>* ( k1 ) :i* 8 vigor\s s\l is n[ satisfi$1 & employ$ 9 a cont9ual praise ( t ,god t fir/ brea!d x into 8 active body3 t body :i* once 0 a temple ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 & is n[ become a small quantity ( ,*ri/ian du/3-- ,b ,i %all see x re-animat$4 ,i4,w4 ,,devotions ,,vpon ,em]g5t ,occasions & seu]all /eps 9 my ,sicknes4 ,dige/$ into #a4 ,,m$itations ^u our ,humane ,condition4 #b4 ,,expo/ulations1 & ,debatem5ts ) ,god4 #c4 ,,pray]s1 ^u ! sev]all occasions1 to him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,by ,,iohn ,,donne1 ,deane ( ,s4 ,pauls1 ,london4 99 99 99 99 99 ,london ,pr9t$ by ,a4 ,m4 = ,,?omas ,,iones4 #afbd4 ,,to ,,! ,,mo/ ,,excell5t ,,pr9ce1 ,,pr9ce ,,*>les4 ,,mo/ ,,excell5t ,,pr9ce1 ,i h _h ?ree bir?s2 "o1 natural1 :5 ,i came into ! _w2 "o1 sup]natural1 :5 ,i ent]$ into ! m9i/ry2 & n[1 a pret]natural bir?1 9 return+ to life1 f ?is sickness4 ,9 my second bir?1 y\r ,highness' royal fa!r v\*saf$ me 8 h&1 n only to su/a9 me 9 x1 b to lead me to x4 ,9 ?is la/ bir?1 ,i myself am born a fa!r3 ?is *ild ( m9e1 ?is book1 comes into ! _w1 f me1 & ) me4 ,& !re=e1 ,i presume 7z ,i did ! fa!r1 to ! ,fa!r7 to pres5t ! son to ! ,son2 ?is image ( my humiliation1 to ! lively image ( 8 ,maje/y1 y\r ,highness4 ,x might be en\gh1 t ,god ha? se5 my devotions3 b examples ( good k+s are comm&m5ts2 & ,hezekiah writ ! m$itations ( 8 sickness1 aft] 8 sickness4 ,besides1 z ,i h liv$ to see 7n z a witness only1 b z a p>tak]71 ! happ9ess ( a "p ( y\r royal fa!r's "t1 s %all ,i live 79 my way7 to see ! happ9ess ( ! times ( y\r ,highness too1 if ?is *ild ( m9e1 inanimat$ by y\r graci\s acceptation1 may s long pres]ve alive ! memory ( ,y\r ,highness humble/ & devot$e/1 ,,john ,,donne4 ,,cont5ts ,! ,/ations ( ! ,sickness ,,page #a4 ,! fir/ alt]ation1 ! fir/ grudg+ ( ! sickness #g #b4 ,! /r5g? & ! function ( ! s5ses1 & o!r faculties1 *ange & fail #ab #c4 ,! pati5t takes 8 b$ #ag #d4 ,! physician is s5t = #bc #e4 ,! physician comes #cj #f4 ,! physician is afraid #ce #g4 ,! physician desires to h o!rs jo9$ ) him #dc #h4 ,! k+ s5ds 8 own physician #ej #i4 ,^u _! consultation1 !y prescribe #ef #aj4 ,!y f9d ! disease to /eal on ins5sibly1 & endeavor to meet ) x s #fc #aa4 ,!y use cordials1 to keep ! v5om & ! malignity ( ! disease f ! he>t #fi #ab4 ,!y apply pigeons1 to draw ! vap\rs f ! head #gg #ac4 ,! sickness decl>es ! infection & malignity !re( by spots #hc #ad4 ,! ,physicians obs]ve ^! accid5ts to h fall5 ^u ! critical days #hh #ae4 ,i sleep n day or night #if #af4 ,f ! bells ( ! *ur* adjo9+1 ,i am daily rememb]$ ( my burial 9 ! fun]als ( o!rs #ajb #ag4 ,n[1 ?is bell toll+ s(tly = ano!r1 says to me1 ,?\ mu/ die #ajg #ah4 ,! bell r+s out1 & tells me 9 him1 t ,i am dead #aad #ai4 ,at la/ ! physicians1 aft] a long & /ormy voyage1 see l&3 ,!y h s good signs ( ! concoction ( ! disease1 z t !y may safely proce$ to purge #abb #bj4 ,^u ^! indications ( dige/$ matt]1 !y proce$ to purge #aca #ba4 ,god prosp]s _! practice1 & he1 by !m1 calls ,laz>us out ( 8 tomb1 me out ( my b$ #ach #bb4 ,! physicians consid] ! root & occasion1 ! emb]s1 & coals1 & fuel ( ! disease1 & seek to purge or correct t #ade #bc4 ,!y w>n me ( ! fe>ful dang] ( relaps+ #aeb ,,devotions ,i ,,insultus ,,morbi ,,primus4 ,! fir/ ,alt]ation1 ! fir/ ,grudg+1 ( ! ,sickness4 ,i4 ,,m$itation4 ,v>iable1 & !re=e mis]able condition ( man6 ?is m9ute ,i 0 well1 & am ill1 ?is m9ute4 ,i am surpris$ ) a sudd5 *ange1 & alt]ation to worse1 & c impute x to no cause1 nor call x by any "n4 ,we /udy heal?1 & we delib]ate ^u our meats1 & dr9k1 & air1 & ex]cises1 & we hew & we poli% e /one t goes to t build+2 & s our heal? is a long & a regul> "w3 b 9 a m9ute a cannon batt]s all1 ov]?r[s all1 demoli%es all2 a sickness unprev5t$ = all our dilig5ce1 unsuspect$ = all our curiosity2 nay1 undes]v$1 if we consid] only disord]1 summons u1 seizes u1 possesses u1 de/roys u 9 an in/ant4 ,o mis]able condition ( man6 :i* 0 n impr9t$ by ,god1 :o1 z he is immortal himself1 _h put a coal1 a beam ( immortality into u1 :i* we might h bl[n into a flame1 b blew x out by our fir/ s92 we begg>$ ourselves by he>k5+ aft] false ri*es1 & infatuat$ ourselves by he>k5+ aft] false k4 ,s t n[1 we d n only die1 b die ^u ! rack1 die by ! torm5t ( sickness2 nor t only1 b are pre-afflict$1 sup]-afflict$ ) ^! jeal\sies & suspicions & appreh5sions ( sickness1 be=e we c call x a sickness3 we are n sure we are ill2 "o h& asks ! o!r by ! pulse1 & our eye asks our own ur9e h[ we d4 ,o multipli$ mis]y6 we die1 & _c enjoy dea?1 because we die 9 ?is torm5t ( sickness2 we are torm5t$ ) sickness1 & _c /ay till ! torm5t come1 b pre-appreh5sions & presages prophesy ^? torm5ts :i* induce t dea? be=e ei!r come2 & our dissolution is conceiv$ 9 ^! fir/ *anges1 quick5$ 9 ! sickness itself1 & born 9 dea?1 :i* be>s date f ^! fir/ *anges4 ,is ?is ! hon\r :i* man ha? by be+ a little _w1 t he ha? ^! e>?quakes 9 himself1 sudd5 %ak+s2 ^! lightn+s1 sudd5 fla%es2 ^! ?und]s1 sudd5 noises2 ^! eclipses1 sudd5 (fuscations & d>k5+ ( 8 s5ses2 ^! blaz+ />s1 sudd5 fi]y exhalations2 ^! riv]s ( blood1 sudd5 r$ wat]s8 ,is he a _w to himself only !re=e1 t he ha? en\gh 9 himself1 n only to de/roy & execute himself1 b to presage t execution ^u himself2 to assi/ ! sickness1 to ant$ate ! sickness1 to make ! sickness ! m irrem$iable by sad appreh5sions1 &1 z if he w\ld make a fire ! m vehem5t by spr9kl+ wat] ^u ! coals1 s to wrap a hot fev] 9 cold melan*oly1 le/ ! fev] alone %\ld n de/roy fa/ en\gh )\t ?is contribution1 nor p]fect ! "w 7:i* is de/ruction7 except we jo9$ an artificial sickness ( our own melan*oly1 to our natural1 our unnatural fev]4 ,o p]plex$ discomposition1 ,o riddl+ di/emp]1 ,o mis]able condition ( man6 ,i4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,if ,i 7 b m]e du/ & a%es ,i might speak unto ! ,"l1 = ! ,"l's h& made me ( ?is du/1 & ! ,"l's h& %all re-collect ^! a%es2 ! ,"l's h& 0 ! :eel ^u :i* ?is vessel ( clay 0 fram$1 & ! ,"l's h& is ! urn 9 :i* ^! a%es %all be pres]v$4 ,i am ! du/ & ! a%es ( ! temple ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 & :at m>ble is s preci\s8 ,b ,i am m ?an du/ & a%es3 ,i am my be/ "p1 ,i am my s\l4 ,& be+ s1 ! brea? ( ,god1 ,i may brea! back ^! pi\s expo/ulations to my ,god3 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 :y is n my s\l z s5sible z my body8 ,:y ha? n my s\l ^! appreh5sions1 ^! presages1 ^! *anges1 ^! antidates1 ^! jeal\sies1 ^! suspicions ( a s91 z well z my body ( a sickness8 ,:y is !re n always a pulse 9 my s\l to beat at ! approa* ( a temptation to s98 ,:y are !re n always wat]s 9 m9e eyes1 to te/ify my spiritual sickness8 ,i /& 9 ! way ( temptations1 naturally1 necess>ily2 all m5 d s2 = !re is a snake 9 e pa?1 temptations 9 e vocation2 b ,i g1 ,i run1 ,i fly into ! ways ( temptation :i* ,i might %un2 nay1 ,i break into h\ses :]e ! plague is2 ,i press into places ( temptation1 & tempt ! devil himself1 & solicit & importune !m :o _h r be left unsolicit$ by me4 ,i fall sick ( s91 & am b$d$ & b$rid1 buri$ & putrifi$ 9 ! practice ( s91 & all ?is :ile h no presage1 no pulse1 no s5se ( my sickness4 ,o height1 ,o dep? ( mis]y1 :]e ! fir/ symptom ( ! sickness is hell1 & :]e ,i nev] see ! fev] ( lu/1 ( envy1 ( ambition1 by any o!r light ?an ! d>kness & horror ( hell itself1 & :]e ! fir/ mess5g] t speaks to me do? n say1 ,?\ maye/ die1 no1 nor ,?\ mu/ die1 b ,?\ art dead2 & :]e ! fir/ notice t my s\l ha? ( h] sickness is irrecov]abl5ess1 irrem$iabl5ess3 b1 ,o my ,god1 ,job did n *>ge !e fooli%ly 9 8 temporal afflictions1 nor may ,i 9 my spiritual4 ,?\ ha/ impr9t$ a pulse 9 our s\l1 b we d n exam9e x2 a voice 9 our consci5ce1 b we d n he>k5 unto x4 ,we talk x out1 we je/ x out1 we dr9k x out1 we sleep x out2 & :5 we wake1 we d n say ) ,jacob1 ,surely ! ,"l is 9 ?is place1 & ,i knew x n3 b ?\gh we might "k x1 we d n1 we w n4 ,b w ,god pret5d to make a wat*1 & leave out ! spr+8 to make s _m v>i\s :eels 9 ! faculties ( ! s\l1 & 9 ! organs ( ! body1 & leave out grace1 t %\ld move !m8 or w ,god make a spr+1 & n w9d x up8 ,infuse 8 fir/ grace1 & n second x ) m1 )\t :i* we c no m use 8 fir/ grace :5 we h x1 ?an we c\ld dispose ourselves by nature to h x8 ,b alas1 t is n our case2 we are all prodigal sons1 & n dis9h]it$2 we h receiv$ our portion1 & misp5t x1 n be5 d5i$ x4 ,we are ,god's t5ants "h1 & yet "h1 he1 our l&lord1 pays u r5ts2 n ye>ly1 nor qu>t]ly1 b h\rly1 & qu>t]ly2 e m9ute he r5ews 8 m]cy1 b we w n und]/&1 le/ t we %\ld be conv]t$1 & he %\ld heal u4#a ,i4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o1 consid]$ 9 ?yself1 art a circle1 fir/ & la/1 & altoge!r2 b1 consid]$ 9 ?y work+ ^u u1 art a direct l9e1 & leade/ u f our beg9n+1 ?r\gh all our ways1 to our end1 enable me by ?y grace to look =w>d to m9e end1 & to look backw>d too1 to ! consid]ations ( ?y m]cies af=d$ me f ! beg9n+2 t s by t practice ( consid]+ ?y m]cy1 9 my beg9n+ 9 ?is _w1 :5 ?\ plant$/ me 9 ! ,*ri/ian *ur*1 & ?y m]cy 9 ! beg9n+ 9 ! o!r _w1 :5 ?\ write/ me 9 ! book ( life1 9 my election1 ,i may come to a holy consid]ation ( ?y m]cy 9 ! beg9n+ ( all my actions "h3 t 9 all ! beg9n+s1 9 all ! accesses & approa*es1 ( spiritual sicknesses ( s91 ,i may he> & he>k5 to t voice1 ,o ?\ man ( ,god1 !re is dea? 9 ! pot1#b & s refra9 f t :i* ,i 0 s hung]ly1 s gre$ily fly+ to4 ,a fai?ful ambassador is heal?1#c says ?y wise s]vant ,solomon4 ,?y voice receiv$ 9 ! beg9n+ ( a sickness1 ( a s91 is true heal?4 ,if ,i c see t light betimes1 & he> t voice e>ly1 ,!n %all my light break =? z ! morn+1 & my heal? %all spr+ =? spe$ily4#d ,deliv] me !re=e1 ,o my ,god1 f ^! va9 imag9ations2 t x is an ov]-curi\s ?+1 a dang]\s ?+1 to come to t t5d]ness1 t rawness1 t scrupul\sness1 to fe> e concupisc5ce1 e (f] ( s91 t ?is suspici\s & jeal\s dilig5ce w turn to an inord9ate dejection ( _s1 & a diffid5ce 9 ?y c>e & provid5ce2 b keep me /ill e/abli%$1 bo? 9 a con/ant assurance1 t ?\ wilt speak to me at ! beg9n+ ( e su* sickness1 at ! approa* ( e su* s92 & t1 if ,i take k ( t voice !n1 & fly to !e1 ?\ wilt pres]ve me f fall+1 or raise me aga91 :5 by natural infirmity ,i am fall54 ,d ?is1 ,o ,"l1 = 8 sake1 :o kn[s our natural infirmities1 = he _h !m1 & kn[s ! weight ( our s9s1 = he paid a de> price = !m1 ?y ,son1 our ,savi\r1 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,am54 ,,ii4 ,,po/ ,,actio ,l,,sa4 ,! ,/r5g? & ! function ( ! s5ses1 & o!r faculties1 *ange & fail4 ,,ii4 ,,m$itation4 ,! heav5s are n ! less con/ant1 because !y move cont9ually1 because !y move cont9ually "o & ! same way4 ,! e>? is n ! m con/ant1 because x lies /ill cont9ually1 because cont9ually x *anges & melts 9 all ! p>ts !re(4 ,man1 :o is ! noble/ "p ( ! e>?1 melts s away1 z if he 7 a /atue1 n ( e>?1 b ( sn[4 ,we see 8 own envy melts him1 he gr[s lean ) t2 he w say1 ano!r's beauty melts him2 b he feels t a fev] do? n melt him l sn[1 b p\r him out l lead1 l iron1 l brass melt$ 9 a furnace2 x do? n only melt him1 b calc9e him1 r$uce him to atoms1 & to a%es2 n to wat]1 b to lime4 ,& h[ quickly8 ,soon] ?an ?\ can/ receive an answ]1 soon] ?an ?\ can/ conceive ! "q2 e>? is ! c5tre ( my body1 heav5 is ! c5tre ( my s\l2 ^! two are ! natural places ( ^! two2 b ^? g n to ^! two 9 an equal pace3 my body falls d[n )\t pu%+2 my s\l does n g up )\t pull+2 asc5sion is my s\l's pace & measure1 b precipitation my body's4 ,& ev5 angels1 ^: home is heav51 & :o are w+$ too1 yet _h a ladd] to g to heav5 by /eps4 ,! sun :i* goes s _m miles 9 a m9ute1 ! />s ( ! firmam5t :i* g s v _m m1 g n s fa/ z my body to ! e>?4 ,9 ! same in/ant t ,i feel ! fir/ attempt ( ! disease1 ,i feel ! victory2 9 ! tw9kl+ ( an eye ,i c sc>ce see2 in/antly ! ta/e is insipid & fatu\s2 in/antly ! appetite is dull & desireless2 in/antly ! knees are s9k+ & /r5g?less2 & 9 an in/ant1 sleep1 :i* is ! picture1 ! copy ( dea?1 is tak5 away1 t ! orig9al1 dea? itself1 may succe$1 & t s ,i might h dea? to ! life4 ,x 0 "p ( ,adam's puni%m5t1 ,9 ! sweat ( ?y br[s ?\ %alt eat ?y bread3 x is multipli$ to me1 ,i h e>n$ bread 9 ! sweat ( my br[s1 9 ! lab\r ( my call+1 & ,i h x2 & ,i sweat aga9 & aga91 f ! br[ to ! sole ( ! foot1 b ,i eat no bread1 ,i ta/e no su/5ance3 mis]able di/ribution ( mank9d1 :]e "o half lacks meat1 & ! o!r /oma*6 ,,ii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,david pr(esses himself a dead dog to 8 k+ ,saul1#e & s do? ,mephibo%e? to 8 k+ ,david1#f & yet ,david speaks to ,saul1 & ,mephibo%e? to ,david4 ,no man is s little1 9 respect ( ! greate/ man1 z ! greate/ 9 respect ( ,god2 = "h1 9 t1 we h n s mu* z a measure to try x by2 proportion is no measure = inf9ity4 ,he t ha? no m ( ?is _w b a grave2 he t ha? 8 grave b l5t him till a bett] man or ano!r man mu/ be buri$ 9 ! same grave2 he t ha? no grave b a dunghill1 he t ha? no m e>? b t :i* he c>ries1 b t :i* he is1 he t ha? n t e>? :i* he is1 b ev5 9 t is ano!r's slave1 ha? z mu* proportion to ,god1 z if all ,david's wor?ies1 & all ! _w's mon>*s1 & all imag9ation's giants1 7 knead$ & incorporat$ into "o1 & z ?\gh t "o 7 ! survivor ( all ! sons ( m51 to :om ,god _h giv5 ! _w4 ,& !re=e h[ little soev] ,i be1 z ,god calls ?+s t are n1 z ?\gh !y 71 ,i1 :o am z ?\gh ,i 7 n1 may call ^u ,god1 & say1 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 :y comes ?9e ang] s fa/ ^u me8 ,:y do/ ?\ melt me1 scatt] me1 p\r me l wat] ^u ! gr\nd s in/antly8 ,?\ /ay$/ = ! fir/ _w1 9 ,noah's "t1 "o hundr$ & tw5ty ye>s2 ?\ /ay$/ = a rebelli\s g5]ation 9 ! wild]ness =ty ye>s1 wilt ?\ /ay no m9ute = me8 ,wilt ?\ make ?y process & ?y decree1 ?y citation & ?y judgm5t1 b "o act8 ,?y summons1 ?y battle1 ?y victory1 ?y triumph1 all b "o act2 & lead me captive1 nay1 deliv] me captive to dea?1 z soon z ?\ decl>e/ me to be enemy1 & s cut me (f ev5 ) ! draw+ ( ?y sword out ( ! scabb>d1 & = t "q1 ,h[ long 0 he sick8 leave no o!r answ]1 b t ! h& ( dea? press$ ^u him f ! fir/ m9ute8 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ?\ wa/ n wont to come 9 :irlw9ds1 b 9 s(t & g5tle air4 ,?y fir/ brea? brea!d a s\l into me1 & %all ?y brea? bl[ x out8 ,?y brea? 9 ! congregation1 ?y ^w 9 ! *ur*1 brea!s communion & consolation "h1 & consummation h]eaft]2 %all ?y brea? 9 ?is *amb] brea! dissolution & de/ruction1 divorce & sep>ation8 ,surely x is n ?\1 x is n ?y h&4 ,! dev\r+ sword1 ! consum+ fire1 ! w9ds f ! wild]ness1 ! diseases ( ! body1 all t afflict$ ,job1 7 f ! h&s ( ,satan2 x is n ?\4 ,x is ?\1 ?\ my ,god1 :o ha/ l$ me s cont9ually ) ?y h&1 f ! h& ( my nurse1 z t ,i "k ?\ wilt n correct me1 b ) ?9e own h&4 ,my p>5ts w\ld n give me ov] to a s]vant's correction1 nor my ,god to ,satan's4 ,i am fall5 into ! h&s ( ,god ) ,david1 & ) ,david ,i see t 8 m]cies are great4#g ,= by t m]cy1 ,i consid] 9 my pres5t /ate1 n ! ha/e & ! despat* ( ! disease1 9 dissolv+ ?is body1 s mu* z ! mu* m ha/e & despat*1 :i* my ,god %all use1 9 re-collect+ & re-unit+ ?is du/ aga9 at ! resurrection4 ,!n ,i %all he> 8 angels proclaim ! ,surgite mortui1 ,rise1 ye dead4 ,?\gh ,i be dead1 ,i %all he> ! voice2 ! s\nd+ ( ! voice & ! work+ ( ! voice %all be all "o2 & all %all rise !re 9 a less m9ute ?an any "o dies "h4 ,,ii4 ,,pray]4 ,o mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o pursue/ & p]fecte/ ?9e own purposes1 & do/ n only rememb] me1 by ! fir/ accesses ( ?is sickness1 t ,i mu/ die1 b in=m me1 by ?is fur!r proce$+ !re91 t ,i may die n[2 :o ha/ n only wak$ me ) ! fir/1 b call$ me up1 by ca/+ me fur!r d[n1 & clo!d me ) ?yself1 by /ripp+ me ( my self1 & by dull+ my bodily s5ses to ! meats & eases ( ?is _w1 ha/ :et & %>p5$ my spiritual s5ses to ! appreh5sion ( !e2 by :at /eps & degrees soev] x %all please !e to g1 9 ! dissolution ( ?is body1 ha/51 ,o ,"l1 t pace1 & multiply1 ,o my ,god1 ^? degrees1 9 ! exaltation ( my s\l t[>d !e n[1 & to !e !n4 ,my ta/e is n gone away1 b gone up to sit at ,david's table1 to ta/e1 & see1 t ! ,"l is good4#h ,my /oma* is n gone1 b gone up1 s f> upw>ds t[>d ! supp] ( ! ,lamb1 ) ?y sa9ts 9 heav51 z to ! table1 to ! communion ( ?y sa9ts "h 9 e>?4 ,my knees are weak1 b weak !re=e t ,i %\ld easily fall to & fix myself long ^u my devotions to !e4 ,a s\nd he>t is ! life ( ! fle%2#i & a he>t visit$ by !e1 & direct$ to !e1 by t visitation is a s\nd he>t4 ,!re is no s\ndness 9 my fle%1 because ( ?9e ang]4#aj ,int]pret ?9e own "w1 & call ?is sickness correction1 & n ang]1 & !re is s\ndness 9 my fle%4 ,!re is no re/ 9 my bones1 because ( my s92#aa transf] my s9s1 ) :i* ?\ art s displeas$1 ^u him ) :om ?\ art s well pleas$1 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 & !re w be re/ 9 my bones4 ,&1 ,o my ,god1 :o made/ ?yself a light 9 a bu%1 9 ! mid/ ( ^! brambles & ?orns ( a %>p sickness1 appe> unto me s t ,i may see !e1 & "k !e to be my ,god1 apply+ ?yself to me1 ev5 9 ^! %>p & ?orny passages4 ,d ?is1 ,o ,"l1 = 8 sake1 :o 0 n ! less ! ,k+ ( heav5 = ?y suff]+ him to be cr[n$ ) ?orns 9 ?is _w4 ,,footnotes3 #a ,matt4 xiii4 #ae4 #b #b ,k+s1 iv4 #dj4 #c ,prov4 xiii4 #ag4 #d ,isaiah1 lviii4 #h4 #e #a ,sam4 xxiv4 #ae4 #f #b ,sam4 ix4 #h4 #g #b ,sam4 xxiv4 #ad4 #h ,psalm xxxiv4 #h4 #i ,prov4 xiv4 #cj4 #aj ,psalm xxxviii4 #c4 #aa ,psalm xxxviii4 #c4 ,,iii4 ,,decubitus ,,sequitur ,,t&em4 ,! pati5t takes 8 b$4 ,,iii4 ,,m$itation4 ,we attribute b "o privilege & advantage to man's body above o!r mov+ creatures1 t he is n1 z o!rs1 grovell+1 b ( an erect1 ( an upright1 =m naturally built & dispos$ to ! contemplation ( heav54 ,inde$ x is a ?ankful =m1 & recomp5ses t s\l1 :i* gives x1 ) c>ry+ t s\l s _m feet high] t[>ds heav54 ,o!r creatures look to ! e>?2 & ev5 t is no unfit object1 no unfit contemplation = man1 = ?i!r he mu/ come2 b because man is n to /ay !re1 z o!r creatures are1 man 9 8 natural =m is c>ri$ to ! contemplation ( t place :i* is 8 home1 heav54 ,?is is man's pr]ogative2 b :at /ate ha? he 9 ?is dignity8 ,a fev] c fillip him d[n1 a fev] c depose him2 a fev] c br+ t head1 :i* ye/]day c>ri$ a cr[n ( gold five feet t[>ds a cr[n ( glory1 z l[ z 8 own foot to-day4 ,:5 ,god came to brea! into man ! brea? ( life1 he f\nd him flat ^u ! gr\nd2 :5 he comes to )draw t brea? f him aga91 he prep>es him to x by lay+ him flat ^u 8 b$4 ,sc>ce any prison s close t af=ds n ! prison] two or ?ree /eps4 ,! an*orites t b>k$ !mselves up 9 holl[ trees & immur$ !mselves 9 holl[ walls1 t p]v]se man t b>rell$ himself 9 a tub1 all c\ld /& or sit1 & enjoy "s *ange ( po/ure4 ,a sick b$ is a grave1 & all t ! pati5t says !re is b a v>y+ ( 8 own epitaph4 ,e night's b$ is a type ( ! grave2 at night we tell our s]vants at :at h\r we w rise1 "h we _c tell ourselves at :at day1 :at week1 :at mon?4 ,"h ! head lies z l[ z ! foot2 ! head ( ! p z l[ z !y :om ^? feet trod ^u2 & t h& t sign$ p>dons is too weak to beg 8 own1 if he might h x = lift+ up t h&4 ,/range fett]s to ! feet1 /range manacles to ! h&s1 :5 ! feet & h&s are b\nd s mu* ! fa/]1 by h[ mu* ! cords are slack]2 s mu* ! less able to d _! (fices1 by h[ mu* m ! s9ews & ligam5ts are ! loos]4 ,9 ! grave ,i may speak ?r\gh ! /ones1 9 ! voice ( my fri5ds1 & 9 ! acc5ts ( ^? words :i* _! love may af=d my memory2 "h ,i am m9e own gho/1 & r affright my behold]s ?an in/ruct !m2 !y conceive ! wor/ ( me n[1 & yet fe> worse2 !y give me = dead n[1 & yet wond] h[ ,i d :5 !y wake at midnight1 & ask h[ ,i d to-morr[4 ,mis]able1 & 7?\gh common to all7 inhuman po/ure1 :]e ,i mu/ practise my ly+ 9 ! grave by ly+ /ill1 & n practise my resurrection by ris+ any m4 ,,iii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god & my ,jesus1 my ,"l & my ,*ri/1 my /r5g? & my salvation1 ,i he> !e1 & ,i he>k5 to !e1 :5 ?\ rebuke/ ?y disciples1 = rebuk+ !m :o br\ght *ildr5 to !e2 ,suff] little *ildr5 to come to me1 saye/ ?\4#ab ,is !re a v]i] *ild ?an ,i am n[8 ,i _c say1 ) ?y s]vant ,j]emy1 ,"l1 ,i am a *ild1 & _c speak2 b1 ,o ,"l1 ,i am a suck+ *ild1 & _c eat2 a creep+ *ild1 & _c g2 h[ %all ,i come to !e8 ,:i!r %all ,i come to !e8 ,to ?is b$8 ,i h ?is weak & *ildi% fr[>dness too1 ,i _c sit up1 & yet am lo? to g to b$4 ,%all ,i f9d !e 9 b$8 ,oh1 h ,i always done s8 ,! b$ is n ord9>ily ?y sc5e1 ?y climate3 ,"l1 do/ ?\ n accuse me1 do/ ?\ n reproa* to me my =m] s9s1 :5 ?\ laye/ me ^u ?is b$8 ,is n ?is to hang a man at 8 own door1 to lay him sick 9 8 own b$ ( wantonness8 ,:5 ?\ *ide/ u by ?y prophet = ly+ 9 b$s ( ivory#ac1 is n ?9e ang] v5t$2 n till ?\ *ange/ our b$s ( ivory into b$s ( ebony8 ,david swe>s unto !e1 t he w n g up into 8 b$1 till he _h built !e a h\se4#ad ,to g up into ! b$ d5otes /r5g?1 & promises ease2 b :5 ?\ saye/1 t ?\ wilt ca/ ,jezebel into a b$1 ?\ make/ ?9e own comm5t ^u t2 ?\ calle/ ! b$ tribulation1 great tribulation4#ae ,h[ %all !y come to !e :om ?\ ha/ nail$ to _! b$8 ,?\ art 9 ! congregation1 & ,i 9 a solitude3 :5 ! c5turion's s]vant lay sick at home1#af 8 ma/] 0 fa9 to come to ,*ri/2 ! sick man c\ld n4 ,_! fri5d lay sick ( ! palsy1 & ! f\r *>itable m5 7 fa9 to br+ him to ,*ri/2 he c\ld n come4#ag ,pet]'s wife's "m lay sick ( a fev]1 & ,*ri/ came to h]2 %e c\ld n come to him4#ah ,my fri5ds may c>ry me home to !e1 9 _! pray]s 9 ! congregation2 ?\ mu/ come home to me 9 ! visitation ( ?y ,_s1 & 9 ! seal ( ?y sacram5t4 ,b :5 ,i am ca/ into ?is b$ my slack s9ews are iron fett]s1 & ^? ?9 %eets iron doors ^u me2 &1 ,"l1 ,i h lov$ ! habitation ( ?9e h\se1 & ! place :]e ?9e hon\r dwelle?4#ai ,i lie "h & say1 ,bless$ are !y t dwell 9 ?y h\se2#bj b ,i _c say1 ,i w come into ?y h\se2 ,i may say1 ,9 ?y fe> w ,i wor%ip t[>ds ?y holy temple2#ba b ,i _c say 9 ?y holy temple4 ,&1 ,"l1 ! zeal ( ?y h\se eats me up1#bb z fa/ z my fev]2 x is n a recusancy1 = ,i w\ld come1 b x is an excommunication1 ,i mu/ n4 ,b1 ,"l1 ?\ art ,"l ( ho/s1 & love/ action2 :y calle/ ?\ me f my call+8 ,9 ! grave no man %all praise !e2 9 ! door ( ! grave1 ?is sick b$1 no man %all he> me praise !e4 ,?\ ha/ n op5$ my lips t my m\? might %[ !e ?y praise1 b t my m\? might %[ =? ?y praise4 ,b ?9e apo/le's fe> takes hold ( me1 t :5 ,i h prea*$ to o!rs1 ,i myself %\ld be a ca/away2#bc & !re=e am ,i ca/ d[n1 t ,i might n be ca/ away4 ,?\ c\ld/ take me by ! head1 z ?\ did/ ,habbakuk1 & c>ry me s2 by a *>iot1 z ?\ did/ ,elijah1#bd & c>ry me s2 b ?\ c>rie/ me ?9e own private way1 ! way by :i* ?\ c>ri$/ ?y ,son1 :o fir/ lay ^u ! e>? & pray$1 & !n _h 8 exaltation1 z himself calls 8 crucify+2 & fir/ desc5d$ into hell1 & !n _h 8 asc5sion4 ,!re is ano!r /ation 7inde$ nei!r are /ations b pro/rations7 l[] ?an ?is b$2 to-morr[ ,i may be laid "o /ory l[]1 ^u ! floor1 ! face ( ! e>?2 & next day ano!r /ory1 9 ! grave1 ! womb ( ! e>?4 ,z yet ,god susp5ds me betwe5 heav5 & e>?1 z a meteor2 & ,i am n 9 heav5 because an e>?ly body clogs me1 & ,i am n 9 ! e>? because a heav5ly s\l su/a9s me4 ,& x is ?9e own law1 ,o ,god1 t if a man be smitt5 s by ano!r1 z t he keep 8 b$1 ?\gh he die n1 he t hurt him mu/ take c>e ( 8 heal+1 & recomp5se him#be4 ,?y h& /rikes me into ?is b$2 & !re=e1 if ,i rise aga91 ?\ wilt be my recomp5se all ! days ( my life1 9 mak+ ! memory ( ?is sickness b5eficial to me2 & if my body fall yet l[]1 ?\ wilt take my s\l out ( ?is ba?1 & pres5t x to ?y ,fa!r1 wa%$ aga91 & aga91 & aga91 9 ?9e own te>s1 9 ?9e own sweat1 9 ?9e own blood4 ,,iii4 ,,pray]4 ,o mo/ mighty & mo/ m]ciful ,god1 :o1 ?\gh ?\ h tak5 me (f ( my feet1 ha/ n tak5 me (f ( my f\ndation1 :i* is ?yself2 :o1 ?\gh ?\ h remov$ me f t upright =m 9 :i* ,i c\ld /& & see ?y ?rone1 ! heav5s1 yet ha/ n remov$ f me t light by :i* ,i c lie & see ?yself2 :o1 ?\gh ?\ h weak5$ my bodily knees1 t !y _c b[ to !e1 ha/ yet left me ! knees ( my he>t2 :i* are b[$ unto !e ev]more2 z ?\ ha/ made ?is b$ ?9e alt>1 make me ?y sacrifice2 & z ?\ make/ ?y ,son ,*ri/ ,jesus ! prie/1 s make me 8 deacon1 to m9i/] to him 9 a *e]ful surr5d] ( my body & s\l to ?y pleasure1 by 8 h&s4 ,i come unto !e1 ,o ,god1 my ,god1 ,i come unto !e1 s z ,i c come1 ,i come to !e1 by embrac+ ?y com+ to me1 ,i come 9 ! confid5ce1 & 9 ! application ( ?y s]vant ,david's promise1 t ?\ wilt make all my b$ 9 my sickness2#bf all my b$2 t :i* way soev] ,i turn1 ,i may turn to !e2 & z ,i feel ?y h& ^u all my body1 s ,i may f9d x ^u all my b$1 & see all my corrections1 & all my refre%+s to fl[ f "o & ! same1 & all f ?y h&4 ,z ?\ ha/ made ^! fea!rs ?orns1 9 ! %>pness ( ?is sickness1 s1 ,"l1 make ^! ?orns fea!rs aga91 fea!rs ( ?y dove1 9 ! peace ( consci5ce1 & 9 a holy rec\rse to ?9e ark1 to ! in/rum5ts ( true com=t1 9 ?y in/itutions & 9 ! ord9ances ( ?y *ur*4 ,=get my b$1 ,o ,"l1 z x ha? be5 a b$ ( slo?1 & worse ?an slo?2 take me n1 ,o ,"l1 at ?is advantage1 to t]rify my s\l ) say+1 ,n[ ,i h met !e !re :]e ?\ ha/ s (t5 dep>t$ f me2 b hav+ burnt up t b$ by ^! vehem5t heats1 & wa%$ t b$ 9 ^! abundant sweats1 make my b$ aga91 ,o ,"l1 & enable me1 accord+ to ?y comm&1 to commune ) m9e own he>t ^u my b$1 & be /ill#bg2 to provide a b$ = all my =m] s9s :il/ ,i lie ^u ?is b$1 & a grave = my s9s be=e ,i come to my grave2 & :5 ,i h deposit$ !m 9 ! w\nds ( ?y ,son1 to re/ 9 t assurance1 t my consci5ce is dis*>g$ f fur!r anxiety1 & my s\l f fur!r dang]1 & my memory f fur!r calumny4 ,d ?is1 ,o ,"l1 = 8 sake1 :o did & suff]$ s mu*1 t ?\ mighte/1 z well 9 ?y ju/ice z 9 ?y m]cy1 d x = me1 ?y ,son1 our ,savi\r1 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,,footnotes3 #ab ,matt4 xix4 #ac4 #ac ,amos1 vi4 #d4 #ad ,psalm cxxxii4 #c4 #ae ,rev4 ii4 #bb4 #af ,matt4 viii4 #f4 #ag ,matt4 viii4 #d4 #ah ,matt4 viii4 #ad4 #ai ,psalm xxvi4 #h4 #bj ,psalm lxxxiv4 #d4 #ba ,psalm v4 #g4 #bb ,psalm lxix4 #i4 #bc #a ,cor4 ix4 #bg4 #bd #b ,k+s1 ii4 #aa4 #be ,exodus1 xxi4 #ah4 #bf ,psalm xli4 #c4 #bg ,psalm iv4 #d4 ,,iv4 ,,m$icusque ,,vocatur4 ,! physician is s5t =4 ,,iv4 ,,m$itation4 ,x is too little to call man a little _w2 except ,god1 man is a dim9utive to no?+4 ,man consi/s ( m pieces1 m p>ts1 ?an ! _w2 ?an ! _w do?1 nay1 ?an ! _w is4 ,& if ^? pieces 7 ext5d$1 & /ret*$ out 9 man z !y are 9 ! _w1 man w\ld be ! giant1 & ! _w ! dw>f2 ! _w b ! map1 & ! man ! _w4 ,if all ! ve9s 9 our bodies 7 ext5d$ to riv]s1 & all ! s9ews to ve9s ( m9es1 & all ! muscles t lie ^u "o ano!r1 to hills1 & all ! bones to qu>ries ( /ones1 & all ! o!r pieces to ! proportion ( ^? :i* correspond to !m 9 ! _w1 ! air w\ld be too little = ?is orb ( man to move 91 ! firmam5t w\ld be b en\gh = ?is />2 =1 z ! :ole _w ha? no?+1 to :i* some?+ 9 man do? n answ]1 s ha? man _m pieces ( :i* ! :ole _w ha? no repres5tation4 ,enl>ge ?is m$itation ^u ?is great _w1 man1 s f> z to consid] ! imm5sity ( ! creatures ?is _w produces2 our creatures are our ?\ghts1 creatures t are born giants2 t rea* f ea/ to we/1 f e>? to heav52 t d n only be/ride all ! sea & l&1 b span ! sun & firmam5t at once2 my ?\ghts rea* all1 compreh5d all4 ,inexplicable my/]y2 ,i _! creator am 9 a close prison1 9 a sick b$1 any :]e1 & any "o ( my creatures1 my ?\ghts1 is ) ! sun1 & beyond ! sun1 ov]takes ! sun1 & ov]goes ! sun 9 "o pace1 "o /ep1 ev]y:]e4 ,& !n1 z ! o!r _w produces s]p5ts & vip]s1 malignant & v5om\s creatures1 & worms & cat]pill>s1 t endeav\r to dev\r t _w :i* produces !m1 & mon/]s compil$ & complicat$ ( div]s p>5ts & k9ds2 s ?is _w1 ourselves1 produces all ^! 9 u1 9 produc+ diseases1 & sicknesses ( all ^? sorts3 v5om\s & infecti\s diseases1 fe$+ & consum+ diseases1 & manifold & entangl$ diseases made up ( _m sev]al ones4 ,& c ! o!r _w "n s _m v5om\s1 s _m consum+1 s _m mon/r\s creatures1 z we c diseases ( all ^! k9ds8 ,o mis]able abundance1 ,o begg>ly ri*es6 h[ mu* d we lack ( hav+ rem$ies = e disease1 :5 z yet we h n names = !m8 ,b we h a ,h]cules aga9/ ^! giants1 ^! mon/]s2 t is1 ! physician2 he mu/]s up all ! =ces ( ! o!r _w to succ\r ?is1 all nature to relieve man4 ,we h ! physician1 b we are n ! physician4 ,"h we %r9k 9 our proportion1 s9k 9 our dignity1 9 respect ( v mean creatures1 :o are physicians to !mselves4 ,! h>t t is pursu$ & w\nd$1 !y say1 kn[s an h]b1 :i* be+ eat5 ?r[s (f ! arr[3 a /range k9d ( vomit4 ,! dog t pursues x1 ?\gh he be subject to sickness1 ev5 prov]bially1 kn[s 8 grass t recov]s him4 ,& x may be true1 t ! drugg] is z ne> to man z to o!r creatures2 x may be t obvi\s & pres5t simples1 easy to be _h1 w\ld cure him2 b ! apo!c>y is n s ne> him1 nor ! physician s ne> him1 z !y two are to o!r creatures2 man ha? n t innate in/9ct1 to apply ^? natural m$ic9es to 8 pres5t dang]1 z ^? inf]ior creatures h2 he is n 8 own apo!c>y1 8 own physician1 z !y are4 ,call back !re=e ?y m$itation aga91 & br+ x d[n3 :at's become ( man's great ext5t & proportion1 :5 himself %r9ks himself & consumes himself to a h&ful ( du/2 :at's become ( 8 so>+ ?\ghts1 8 compass+ ?\ghts1 :5 himself br+s himself to ! ignorance1 to ! ?\ghtlessness1 ( ! grave8 ,8 diseases are 8 own1 b ! physician is n2 he ha? !m at home1 b he mu/ s5d = ! physician4 ,,iv4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,i h n ! righte\sness ( ,job1 b ,i h ! desire ( ,job3 ,i w\ld speak to ! ,almighty1 & ,i w\ld reason ) ,god4#bh ,my ,god1 my ,god1 h[ soon w\ld/ ?\ h me g to ! physician1 & h[ f> w\ld/ ?\ h me g ) ! physician8 ,i "k ?\ ha/ made ! matt]1 & ! man1 & ! art2 & ,i g n f !e :5 ,i g to ! physician4 ,?\ did/ n make clo!s be=e !re 0 a %ame ( ! nak$ness ( ! body1 b ?\ did/ make physic be=e !re 0 any grudg+ ( any sickness2 = ?\ did/ impr9t a m$ic9al virtue 9 _m simples1 ev5 f ! beg9n+2 did/ ?\ mean t we %\ld be sick :5 ?\ did/ s8 :5 ?\ made/ !m8 ,no m ?an ?\ did/ mean1 t we %\ld s91 :5 ?\ made/ u3 ?\ =esawe/ bo?1 b caus$/ nei!r4 ,?\1 ,"l1 promise/ "h trees1 ^: fruit %all be = meat1 & _! leaves = m$ic9e4#bi ,x is ! voice ( ?y ,son1 ,wilt ?\ be made :ole8#cj t draws f ! pati5t a confession t he 0 ill1 & c\ld n make himself well4 ,& x is ?9e own voice1 ,is !re no physician8#ca t incl9es u1 disposes u1 to accept ?9e ord9ance4 ,& x is ! voice ( ! wise man1 bo? = ! matt]1 physic itself1 ,! ,"l ha? creat$ m$ic9es out ( ! e>?1 & he t is wise %all n abhor !m1#cb & = ! art1 & ! p]son1 ! physician cutte? (f a long disease4 ,9 all ^! voices ?\ s5de/ u to ^? helps :i* ?\ ha/ af=d$ u 9 t4 ,b wilt n ?\ av[ t voice too1 ,he t ha? s9n$ aga9/ 8 ,mak]1 let him fall into ! h&s ( ! physician2#cc & wilt n ?\ af=d me an und]/&+ ( ^? words8 ,?\1 :o s5de/ u = a bless+ to ! physician1 do/ n make x a curse to u to g :5 ?\ s5de/4 ,is n ! curse r 9 ?is1 t only he falls into ! h&s ( ! physician1 t ca/s himself :olly1 entirely ^u ! physician1 confides 9 him1 relies ^u him1 att5ds all f him1 & neglects t spiritual physic :i* ?\ also ha/ in/itut$ 9 ?y *ur*4 ,s to fall into ! h&s ( ! physician is a s91 & a puni%m5t ( =m] s9s2 s1 z ,asa fell1 :o 9 8 disease s\ght n to ! ,"l1 b to ! physician4#cd ,reveal !re=e to me ?y me?od1 ,o ,"l1 & see :e!r ,i h foll[$ x2 t ?\ maye/ h glory1 if ,i h1 & ,i p>don1 if ,i h n1 & help t ,i may4 ,?y me?od is1 ,9 "t ( ?y sickness1 be n neglig5t3 :]e9 wilt ?\ h my dilig5ce express$8 ,pray unto ! ,"l1 & he w make !e :ole4#ce ,o ,"l1 ,i d2 ,i pray1 & pray ?y s]vant ,david's pray]1 ,h m]cy ^u me1 ,o ,"l1 = ,i am weak2 heal me1 ,o ,"l1 = my bones are vex$3#cf ,i "k t ev5 my weakness is a reason1 a motive1 to induce ?y m]cy1 & my sickness an occasion ( ?y s5d+ heal?4 ,:5 art ?\ s ready1 :5 is x s seasonable to !e1 to commis]ate1 z 9 mis]y8 ,b is pray] = heal? 9 season1 z soon z ,i am sick8 ,?y me?od goes fur!r3 ,leave (f f s91 & ord] ?y h&s aright1 & cleanse ?y he>t f all wick$ness4#cg ,h ,i1 ,o ,"l1 done s8 ,o ,"l1 ,i h2 by ?y grace1 ,i am come to a holy dete/ation ( my =m] s94 ,is !re any m8 ,9 ?y me?od !re is m3 ,give a sweet sav\r1 & a memorial ( f9e fl\r1 & make a fat (f]+1 z n be+4#ch ,&1 ,"l1 by ?y grace1 ,i h done t1 sacrific$ a little ( t little :i* ?\ l5te/ me1 to !m = :om ?\ l5te/ x3 & n[ 9 ?y me?od1 & by ?y /eps1 ,i am come to t1 ,!n give place to ! physician1 = ! ,"l ha? creat$ him2 let him n g f !e1 = ?\ ha/ ne$ ( him4#ci ,i s5d = ! physician1 b ,i w he> him ent] ) ^? words ( ,pet]1 ,jesus ,*ri/ make? !e :ole2#dj ,i long = 8 pres5ce1 b ,i look t ! p[] ( ! ,"l %\ld be pres5t to heal me4#da ,,iv4 ,,pray]4 ,o mo/ mighty & mo/ m]ciful ,god1 :o art s ! ,god ( heal? & /r5g?1 z t )\t !e all heal? is b ! fuel1 & all /r5g? b ! bell[s ( s92 behold me "u ! vehem5ce ( two diseases1 & "u ! necessity ( two physicians1 au?oriz$ by !e1 ! bodily1 & ! spiritual physician4 ,i come to bo? z to ?9e ord9ance1 & bless & glorify ?y "n t1 9 bo? cases1 ?\ ha/ af=d$ help to man by ! m9i/ry ( man4 ,ev5 9 ! new ,j]usalem1 9 heav5 itself1 x ha? pleas$ !e to discov] a tree1 :i* is a tree ( life !re1 b ! leaves !re( are = ! heal+ ( ! nations4#db ,life itself is ) !e !re1 = ?\ art life2 & all k9ds ( heal?1 wr\ght ^u u "h by ?9e in/rum5ts1 desc5d f !nce4 ,?\ w\ld/ h heal$ ,babylon1 b %e is n heal$4#dc ,take f me1 ,o ,"l1 h] p]v]s5ess1 h] wilfulness1 h] refractor9ess1 & he> ?y ,_s say+ 9 my s\l3 ,heal me1 ,o ,"l1 = ,i w\ld be heal$4 ,ephraim saw 8 sickness1 & ,judah 8 w\nd2 !n w5t ,ephraim to ! ,assyrian1 & s5t to ,k+ ,j>eb1 yet c\ld n he heal y1 nor cure y ( y\r w\nd4#dd ,keep me back1 ,o ,"l1 f !m :o mispr(ess arts ( heal+ ! s\l1 or ( ! body1 by means n impr9t$ by !e 9 ! *ur* = ! s\l1 or n 9 nature = ! body4 ,!re is no spiritual heal? to be _h by sup]/ition1 nor bodily by wit*craft2 ?\1 ,"l1 & only ?\1 art ,"l ( bo?4 ,?\ 9 ?yself art ,"l ( bo?1 & ?\ 9 ?y ,son art ! physician1 ! appli] ( bo?4 ,) 8 /ripes we are heal$1#de says ! prophet !re2 !re1 be=e he 0 sc\rg$1 we 7 heal$ ) 8 /ripes2 h[ mu* m %all ,i be heal$ n[1 n[ :5 t :i* he ha? already suff]$ actually is actually & effectually appli$ to me8 ,is !re any ?+ incurable1 ^u :i* t balm drops8 ,any ve9 s empty z t t blood _c fill x8 ,?\ promise/ to heal ! e>?2#df b x is :5 ! inhabitants ( ! e>? pray t ?\ w\ld/ heal x4 ,?\ promise/ to heal _! wat]s1 b _! miry places & /&+ wat]s1 ?\ saye/ !re1 ?\ wilt n heal4#dg ,my return+ to any s91 if ,i %\ld return to ! ability ( s9n+ ov] all my s9s aga91 ?\ w\ld/ n p>don4 ,heal ?is e>?1 ,o my ,god1 by rep5tant te>s1 & heal ^! wat]s1 ^! te>s1 f all bitt]ness1 f all diffid5ce1 f all dejection1 by e/abli%+ my irremovable assurance 9 !e4 ,?y ,son w5t ab\t heal+ all mann] ( sickness4#dh 7,no disease incurable1 none difficult2 he heal$ !m 9 pass+74 ,virtue w5t out ( him1 & he heal$ all1#di all ! multitude 7no p]son incurable71 he heal$ !m e :it#ej 7z himself speaks71 he left no relics ( ! disease2 & w ?is univ]sal physician pass by ?is hospital1 & n visit me8 n heal me8 n heal me :olly8 ,"l1 ,i look n t ?\ %\ld/ say by ?y mess5g] to me1 z to ,hezekiah1 ,behold1 ,i w heal !e1 & on ! ?ird day ?\ %alt g up to ! h\se ( ! ,"l4#ea ,i look n t ?\ %\ld/ say to me1 z to ,moses 9 ,miriam's behalf1 :5 ,moses w\ld h _h h] heal$ pres5tly1 ,if h] fa!r _h b spit 9 h] face1 %\ld %e n h be5 a%am$ sev5 days8 ,let h] be %ut up sev5 days1 & !n return2#eb b if ?\ be pleas$ to multiply sev5 days 7& sev5 is inf9ite7 by ! numb] ( my s9s 7& t is m inf9ite71 if ?is day mu/ remove me till days %all be no m1 seal to me my spiritual heal?1 9 af=d+ me ! seals ( ?y *ur*2 & = my temporal heal?1 prosp] ?9e ord9ance1 9 _! h&s :o %all assi/ 9 ?is sickness1 9 t mann]1 & 9 t measure1 z may mo/ glorify !e1 & mo/ edify ^? :o obs]ve ! issues ( ?y s]vants1 to _! own spiritual b5efit4 ,,footnotes3 #bh ,job1 xiii4 #c4 #bi ,ezek4 xlvii4 #ab4 #cj ,john1 v4 #f4 #ca ,j]4 viii4 #bb4 #cb ,ecclus4 xxxviii4 #d4 #cc ,ecclus4 xxxviii4 #ae4 #cd #a ,*ron4 xvi4 #ab4 #ce ,ecclus4 xxxviii4 #i4 #cf ,psalm vi4 #b4 #cg ,ecclus4 xxxviii4 #aj4 #ch ,ecclus4 xxxviii4 #aa4 #ci ,ecclus4 xxxviii4 #ab4 #dj ,acts1 ix4 #cd4 #da ,luke1 v4 #ag4 #db ,rev4 xxii4 #b4 #dc ,j]4 li4 #i4 #dd ,hosea1 v4 #ac4 #de ,isaiah1 liii4 #e4 #df #b ,*ron4 vii4 #ad4 #dg ,ezek4 xlvii4 #aa4 #dh ,matt4 iv4 #bc4 #di ,luke1 vi4 #ai4 #ej ,john1 vii4 #bc4 #ea #b ,k+s1 xx4 #e4 #eb ,num4 xii4 #ad4 ,v4 ,,solus ,,ade/4 ,! physician comes ,v4 ,,m$itation4 ,z sickness is ! greate/ mis]y1 s ! greate/ mis]y ( sickness is solitude2 :5 ! infecti\sness ( ! disease det]s !m :o %\ld assi/ f com+2 ev5 ! physician d>es sc>ce come4 ,solitude is a torm5t :i* is n ?reat5$ 9 hell itself4 ,m]e vacuity1 ! fir/ ag5t1 ,god1 ! fir/ in/rum5t ( ,god1 nature1 w n admit2 no?+ c be utt]ly empty1 b s ne> a degree t[>ds vacuity z solitude1 to be b "o1 !y love n4 ,:5 ,i am dead1 & my body might infect1 !y h a rem$y1 !y may bury me2 b :5 ,i am b sick1 & might infect1 !y h no rem$y b _! abs5ce1 & my solitude4 ,x is an excuse to !m t are great1 & pret5d1 & yet are loa? to come2 x is an inhibition to ^? :o w\ld truly come1 because !y may be made in/rum5ts1 & pe/iducts1 to ! infection ( o!rs1 by _! com+4 ,& x is an outlawry1 an excommunication ^u ! pati5t1 & sep>ates him f all (fices1 n only ( civility b ( work+ *>ity4 ,a long sickness w we>y fri5ds at la/1 b a pe/il5tial sickness av]ts !m f ! beg9n+4 ,god himself w\ld admit a figure ( society1 z !re is a plurality ( p]sons 9 ,god1 ?\gh !re be b "o ,god2 & all 8 ext]nal actions te/ify a love ( society1 & communion4 ,9 heav5 !re are ord]s ( angels1 & armies ( m>tyrs1 & 9 t h\se _m mansions2 9 e>?1 families1 cities1 *ur*es1 colleges1 all plural ?+s2 & le/ ei!r ( ^! %\ld n be company en\gh alone1 !re is an association ( bo?1 a communion ( sa9ts :i* makes ! militant & triumphant *ur* "o p>i%2 s t ,*ri/ 0 n out ( 8 diocess :5 he 0 ^u ! e>?1 nor out ( 8 temple :5 he 0 9 our fle%4 ,god1 :o saw t all t he made 0 good1 came n s ne> see+ a defect 9 any ( 8 works1 z :5 he saw t x 0 n good = man to be alone1 !re=e he made him a help]2 & "o t %\ld help him s z to increase ! numb]1 & give him h] own1 & m society4 ,angels1 :o d n propagate nor multiply1 7 made at fir/ 9 an abundant numb]1 & s 7 />s2 b = ! ?+s ( ?is _w1 _! bless+ 01 ,increase2 = ,i ?9k1 ,i ne$ n ask leave to ?9k1 t !re is no pho5ix2 no?+ s+ul>1 no?+ alone4 ,m5 t inh]e ^u nature only1 are s f> f ?9k+ t !re is any ?+ s+ul> 9 ?is _w1 z t !y w sc>ce ?9k t ?is _w itself is s+ul>1 b t e planet1 & e />1 is ano!r _w l ?is2 !y f9d reason to conceive n only a plurality 9 e species 9 ! _w1 b a plurality ( worlds2 s t ! abhorr]s ( solitude are n solit>y1 = ,god1 & ,nature1 & ,reason concur aga9/ x4 ,n[ a man may c\nt]feit ! plague 9 a v[1 & mi/ake a disease = religion1 by su* a retir+ & reclud+ ( himself f all m5 z to d good to no man1 to conv]se ) no man4 ,god ha? two te/am5ts1 two wills2 b ?is is a s*$ule1 & n ( 81 a codicil1 & n ( 81 n 9 ! body ( 8 te/am5ts1 b int]l9$ & po/scrib$ by o!rs1 t ! way to ! communion ( sa9ts %\ld be by su* a solitude z excludes all do+ ( good "h4 ,t is a disease ( ! m9d1 z ! height ( an infecti\s disease ( ! body is solitude1 to be left alone3 = ?is makes an infecti\s b$ equal1 nay1 worse ?an a grave1 t ?\gh 9 bo? ,i be equally alone1 9 my b$ ,i "k x1 & feel x1 & %all n 9 my grave3 & ?is too1 t 9 my b$ my s\l is /ill 9 an infecti\s body1 & %all n 9 my grave be s4 ,v4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,o ,god1 my ,god1 ?y ,son took x n ill at ,m>?a's h&s1 t :5 he said unto h]1 ,?y bro!r ,laz>us %all rise aga91#ec %e expo/ulat$ x s f> ) him z to reply1 ,i "k t he %all rise aga9 9 ! resurrection1 at ! la/ day2 = %e 0 mis]able by want+ him !n4 ,take x n ill1 ,o my ,god1 f me1 t ?\gh ?\ h orda9$ x = a bless+1 & = a dignity to ?y p1 t !y %\ld dwell alone1 & n be reckon$ among ! nations#ed 7because !y %\ld be above !m71 & t !y %\ld dwell 9 safety alone#ee 7free f ! infe/ation ( enemies71 yet ,i take ?y leave to rememb] !e1 t ?\ ha/ said too1 ,two are bett] ?an "o2 &1 ,woe be unto him t is alone :5 he falle?2#ef & s :5 he is fall51 & laid 9 ! b$ ( sickness too4 ,righte\sness is immortal2#eg ,i "k ?y wisdom ha? said s2 b no man1 ?\gh cov]$ ) ! righte\sness ( ?y ,son1 is immortal s z n to die2 = he :o 0 righte\sness itself did die4 ,i "k t ! ,son ( ,righte\sness1 ?y ,son1 refus$ n1 nay affect$1 solit>9ess1 lon5ess1#eh _m1 _m times2 b at all times he 0 able to comm& m ?an twelve legions ( angels#ei to 8 s]vice2 & :5 he did n s1 he 0 f> f be+ alone3 =1 ,i am n alone1 says he1 b ,i1 & ! ,fa!r t s5t me4#fj ,i _c fe> b t ,i %all always be ) !e & him2 b :e!r ?is disease may n ali5 & remove my fri5ds1 s t !y /& alo( f my sore1 & my k9sm5 /& af> (f1#fa ,i _c tell4 ,i _c fe> b t ?\ wilt reckon ) me f ?is m9ute1 9 :i*1 by ?y grace1 ,i see !e2 :e!r ?is und]/&+1 & ?is w1 & ?is memory may n decay1 to ! disc\ragem5t & ! ill int]pretation ( !m t see t heavy *ange 9 me1 ,i _c tell4 ,x 0 = ?y bless$1 ?y p[]ful ,son alone1 to tread ! w9e-press alone1 & none ( ! p ) him4#fb ,i am n able to pass ?is agony alone1 n alone )\t !e2 ?\ art ?y _s1 n alone )\t ?9e2 spiritual & temporal physicians are ?9e1 n alone )\t m9e2 ^? :om ! b&s ( blood or fri5d%ip h made m9e1 are m9e2 & if ?\1 or ?9e1 or m9e1 ab&on me1 ,i am alone1 & woe unto me if ,i be alone4 ,elias himself fa9t$ "u t appreh5sion1 ,lo1 ,i am left alone2#fc & ,m>?a murmur$ at t1 said to ,*ri/1 ,"l1 do/ n ?\ c>e t my si/] ha? left me to s]ve alone8#fd ,nei!r c\ld ,j]emiah ent] into 8 lam5tations f a high] gr\nd ?an to say1 ,h[ do? ! city sit solit>y t 0 full ( p4#fe ,o my ,god1 x is ! lep] t ?\ ha/ condemn$ to live alone2#ff h ,i su* a leprosy 9 my s\l t ,i mu/ die alone2 alone )\t !e8 ,%all ?is come to su* a leprosy 9 my body t ,i mu/ die alone2 alone )\t !m t %\ld assi/1 t %\ld com=t me8 ,b comes n ?is expo/ulation too ne> a murmur+8 ,mu/ ,i be conclud$ ) t1 t ,moses 0 comm&$ to come ne> ! ,"l alone2#fg t solit>9ess1 & d]eliction1 & ab&on+ ( o!rs1 disposes u be/ = ,god1 :o accompanies u mo/ alone8 ,may ,i n rememb]1 & apply too1 t ?\gh ,god came n to ,jacob till he f\nd him alone1 yet :5 he f\nd him alone1 he wre/l$ ) him1 & lam$ him2#fh t :51 9 ! d]eliction & =sak+ ( fri5ds & physicians1 a man is left alone to ,god1 ,god may s wre/le ) ?is ,jacob1 ) ?is consci5ce1 z to put x out ( jo9t1 & s appe> to him z t he d>es n look ^u him face to face1 :5 z by way ( reflection1 9 ! consolation ( 8 temporal or spiritual s]vants1 & ord9ances he dur/1 if !y 7 !re8 ,b a fai?ful fri5d is ! physic ( life1 & !y t fe> ! ,"l %all f9d him4#fi ,!re=e ha? ! ,"l af=d$ me bo? 9 "o p]son1 t physician :o is my fai?ful fri5d4 ,v4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o call$/ d[n fire f heav5 ^u ! s9ful cities b once1 & op5$/ ! e>? to swall[ ! murmur]s b once1 & ?rewe/ d[n ! t[] ( ,siloam ^u s9n]s b once2 b = ?y works ( m]cy repeat$/ !m (t51 & /ill worke/ by ?9e own patt]ns1 z ?\ br\ghte/ man into ?is _w1 by giv+ him a help] fit = him "h2 s1 :e!r x be ?y w to cont9ue me long ?us1 or to dismiss me by dea?1 be pleas$ to af=d me ! helps fit = bo? conditions1 ei!r = my weak /ay "h1 or my f9al transmigration f h5ce4 ,& if ?\ may/ receive glory by t way 7& by all ways ?\ may/ receive glory71 glorify ?yself 9 pres]v+ ?is body f su* infections z might )hold ^? :o w\ld come1 or endang] !m :o d come2 & pres]ve ?is s\l 9 ! faculties !re( f all su* di/emp]s z might %ake ! assurance :i* myself & o!rs h _h1 t because ?\ ha/ lov$ me ?\ w\ld/ love me to my end1 & at my end4 ,op5 none ( my doors1 n ( my he>t1 n ( m9e e>s1 n ( my h\se1 to any supplant] t w\ld ent] to und]m9e me 9 my religion to !e1 9 ! "t ( my weakness1 or to defame me1 & magnify himself ) false rum\rs ( su* a victory & surprisal ( me1 aft] ,i am dead4 ,be my salvation1 & plead my salvation2 "w x & decl>e x2 & z ?y triumphant %all be1 s let ! militant *ur* be assur$ t ?\ wa/ my ,god1 & ,i ?y s]vant1 to & 9 my consummation4 ,bless ?\ ! le>n+ & ! lab\rs ( ?is man :om ?\ s5de/ to assi/ me2 & s9ce ?\ take/ me by ! h&1 & putte/ me into 8 h&s 7= ,i come to him 9 ?y "n1 :o 9 ?y "n comes to me71 s9ce ,i clog n my hopes 9 him1 no1 nor my pray]s to !e1 ) any limit$ conditions1 b inwrap all 9 ^? two petitions1 ,?y k+dom come1 ?y w be done1 prosp] him1 & relieve me1 9 ?y way1 9 ?y "t1 & 9 ?y measure4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #ec ,john1 xi4 #bc4 #ed ,num4 xxiii4 #i4 #ee ,deut4 xxxiii4 #bh4 #ef ,eccles4 iv4 #aj4 #eg ,wisd4 i4 #ae4 #eh ,matt4 xiv4 #bc4 #ei ,matt4 xxvi4 #ac4 #fj ,john1 viii4 #af4 #fa ,psalm xxxviii4 #aa4 #fb ,isaiah1 lxiii4 #c4 #fc #a ,k+s1 xiv4 #ad4 #fd ,luke1 x4 #dj4 #fe ,lam4 i4 #a4 #ff ,lev4 xiii4 #df4 #fg ,exod4 xiv4 #b4 #fh ,g54 xxxii4 #bd4 #be4 #fi ,ecclus4 vi4 #af4 ,,vi4 ,,metuit4 ,! physician is afraid4 ,,vi4 ,,m$itation4 ,i obs]ve ! physician ) ! same dilig5ce z he ! disease2 ,i see he fe>s1 & ,i fe> ) him2 ,i ov]take him1 ,i ov]run him1 9 8 fe>1 & ,i g ! fa/]1 because he makes 8 pace sl[2 ,i fe> ! m1 because he disguises 8 fe>1 & ,i see x ) ! m %>pness1 because he w\ld n h me see x4 ,he kn[s t 8 fe> %all n disord] ! practice & ex]cise ( 8 art1 b he kn[s t my fe> may disord] ! effect & work+ ( 8 practice4 ,z ! ill affections ( ! sple5 complicate & m+le !mselves ) e infirmity ( ! body1 s do? fe> ins9uate itself 9 e action or passion ( ! m9d2 & z w9d 9 ! body w c\nt]feit any disease1 & seem ! /one1 & seem ! g\t1 s fe> w c\nt]feit any disease ( ! m9d4 ,x %all seem love1 a love ( hav+2 & x is b a fe>1 a jeal\s & suspici\s fe> ( los+4 ,x %all seem val\r 9 despis+ & und]valu+ dang]2 & x is b fe> 9 an ov]valu+ ( op9ion & e/imation1 & a fe> ( los+ t4 ,a man t is n afraid ( a lion is afraid ( a cat2 n afraid ( />v+1 & yet is afraid ( "s jo9t ( meat at ! table pres5t$ to fe$ him2 n afraid ( ! s\nd ( drums & trumpets & %ot & ^? :i* !y seek to dr[n1 ! la/ cries ( m51 & is afraid ( "s p>ticul> h>moni\s in/rum5t2 s mu* afraid z t ) any ( ^! ! enemy might drive ?is man1 o!rwise valiant en\gh1 out ( ! field4 ,i "k n :at fe> is1 nor ,i "k n :at x is t ,i fe> n[2 ,i fe> n ! ha/5+ ( my dea?1 & yet ,i d fe> ! increase ( ! disease2 ,i %\ld belie nature if ,i %\ld d5y t ,i fe>$ ?is2 & if ,i %\ld say t ,i fe>$ dea?1 ,i %\ld belie ,god4 ,my weakness is f nature1 :o ha? b h] measure2 my /r5g? is f ,god1 :o possesses & di/ributes inf9itely4 ,z !n e cold air is n a damp1 e %iv]+ is n a /upefaction2 s e fe> is n a fe>fulness1 e decl9ation is n a runn+ away1 e debat+ is n a resolv+1 e wi% t x 7 n ?us1 is n a murmur+ nor a dejection1 ?\gh x be ?us2 b z my physician's fe> puts n him f 8 practice1 nei!r do? m9e put me f receiv+ f ,god1 & man1 & myself1 spiritual & civil & moral assi/ances & consolations4 ,,vi4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ,i f9d 9 ?y book t fe> is a /ifl+ _s1 a _s ( suffocation2 t ,i%bo%e? c\ld n speak1 nor reply 9 8 own def5ce to ,abn]1 because he 0 afraid4#gj ,x 0 ?y s]vant ,job's case too1 :o1 be=e he c\ld say any?+ to !e1 says ( !e1 ,let him take 8 rod away f me1 & let n 8 fe> t]rify me1 !n w\ld ,i speak ) him1 & n fe> him2 b x is n s ) me4#ga ,%all a fe> ( !e take away my devotion to !e8 ,do/ ?\ comm& me to speak to !e1 & comm& me to fe> !e2 & d ^! de/roy "o ano!r8 ,!re is no p]plexity 9 !e1 my ,god2 no inextricabl5ess 9 !e1 my light & my cle>ness1 my sun & my moon1 t directe/ me z well 9 ! night ( adv]sity & fe>1 z 9 my day ( prosp]ity & confid5ce4 ,i mu/ !n speak to !e at all times1 b :5 mu/ ,i fe> !e8 ,at all times too4 ,:5 did/ ?\ rebuke any petition] ) ! "n ( importunate8 ,?\ ha/ propos$ to u a p>able ( a judge#gb t did ju/ice at la/1 because ! cli5t 0 importunate1 & tr\bl$ him2 b ?\ ha/ told u pla9ly1 t ?y use 9 t p>able 0 n t ?\ wa/ tr\bl$ ) our importunities1 b 7z ?\ saye/ !re7 t we %\ld always pray4 ,& to ! same purpose ?\ propose/ ano!r1#gc t if ,i press my fri5d1 :5 he is 9 b$ at midnight1 to l5d me bread1 ?\gh he w n rise because ,i am 8 fri5d1 yet because ( m9e importunity he w4 ,god w d ?is :5soev] ?\ aske/1 & nev] call x importunity4 ,pray 9 ?y b$ at midnight1 & ,god w n say1 ,i w he> !e to-morr[ ^u ?y knees1 at ?y b$side2 pray ^u ?y knees !re !n1 & ,god w n say1 ,i w he> !e on ,sunday at *ur*2 ,god is no dilatory ,god1 no fr[>d ,god2 pray] is nev] unseasonable1 ,god is nev] asleep1 nor abs5t4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 c ,i d ?is1 & fe> !e2 come to !e & speak to !e1 9 all places1 at all h\rs1 & fe> !e8 ,d>e ,i ask ?is "q8 ,!re is m boldness 9 ! "q ?an 9 ! com+2 ,i may d x ?\gh ,i fe> !e2 ,i _c d x except ,i fe> !e4 ,s well ha/ ?\ provid$ t we %\ld always fe> !e1 z t ?\ ha/ provid$ t we %\ld fe> no p]son b !e1 no?+ b !e2 no m58 ,no4 ,:om8 ,! ,"l is my help & my salvation1 :om %all ,i fe>8#gd ,great enemies8 ,n great enemies1 = no enemies are great to !m t fe> !e4 ,fe> n ! p ( ?is l&1 = !y are bread to y2#ge !y %all n only n eat u1 n eat our bread1 b !y %all be our bread4 ,:y %\ld we fe> !m8 ,b = all ?is metaphorical bread1 victory ov] enemies t ?\ght to dev\r u1 may we n fe>1 t we may lack bread lit]ally8 ,& fe> fam9e1 ?\gh we fe> n enemies8 ,"y lions d lack & suff] hung]1 b !y t seek ! ,"l %all n want any good ?+4#gf ,nev]8 ,?\gh x be well ) !m at "o "t1 may !y n fe> t x may be worse8 ,:]e=e %\ld ,i fe> 9 ! days ( evil8#gg says ?y s]vant ,david4 ,?\gh 8 own s9 _h made !m evil1 he fe>$ !m n4 ,no8 n if ?is evil det]m9e 9 dea?8 ,n ?\gh 9 a dea?2 n ?\gh 9 a dea? inflict$ by viol5ce1 by malice1 by our own des]t2 fe> n ! s5t5ce ( dea?1#gh if ?\ fe> ,god4 ,?\ art1 ,o my ,god1 s f> f admitt+ u t fe> !e to fe> o!rs1 z t ?\ make/ o!rs to fe> u2 z ,h]od fe>$ ,john1 because he 0 a holy & a j man1 & obs]v$ him4#gi ,h[ fully !n1 ,o my abundant ,god1 h[ g5tly1 ,o my sweet1 my easy ,god1 do/ ?\ un5tangle me 9 any scruple aris+ out ( ! consid]ation ( ?y fe>6 ,is n ?is t :i* ?\ int5de/ :5 ?\ saye/1 ,! secret ( ! ,"l is ) !m t fe> him2#hj ! secret1 ! my/]y ( ! "r use ( fe>4 ,do/ ?\ n mean ?is :5 ?\ saye/1 we %all und]/& ! fe> ( ! ,"l8#ha ,h x1 & h b5efit by x2 h x1 & /& "u x2 be direct$ by x1 & n be deject$ ) x4 ,& do/ ?\ n propose t *ur* = our example :5 ?\ saye/1 ! *ur* ( ,judea walk$ 9 ! fe> ( ,god2#hb !y _h x1 b did n sit d[n lazily1 nor fall d[n weakly1 nor s9k "u x4 ,!re is a fe> :i* weak5s m5 9 ! s]vice ( ,god4 ,adam 0 afraid1 because he 0 nak$4#hc ,!y :o h put (f !e are a prey to all4 ,!y may fe>1 = ,?\ wilt laugh :5 _! fe> comes ^u !m1 z ?\ ha/ told !m m ?an once4#hd ,& ?\ wilt make !m fe> :]e no cause ( fe> is1 z ?\ ha/ told !m m ?an once too4#he ,!re is a fe> t is a puni%m5t ( =m] wick$nesses1 & induces m4 ,?\gh "s said ( ?y ,son1 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 t he 0 a good man1 yet no man spake op5ly = fe> ( ! ,jews4 ,joseph 0 8 disciple1 b secretly1 = fe> ( ! ,jews4#hf ,! disciples kept "s meet+s1 b ) doors %ut = fe> ( ! ,jews4 ,o my ,god1 ?\ give/ u fe> = balla/ to c>ry u /eadily 9 all wea!rs4 ,b ?\ w\ld/ balla/ u ) su* s& z %\ld h gold 9 x1 ) t fe> :i* is ?y fe>2 = ! fe> ( ! ,"l is 8 treasure4#hg ,he t ha? t lacks no?+ t man c h1 no?+ t ,god does give4 ,timor\s m5 ?\ rebuke/3 ,:y are ye fe>ful1 ,o ye ( little fai?8#hh ,su* ?\ dismisse/ f ?y s]vice ) scorn1 ?\gh ( !m !re w5t f ,gideon's army tw5ty-two ?\s&1 & rema9$ b t5 ?\s&4#hi ,su* ?\ s5de/ f>!r ?an s2 ?i!r f :5ce !y nev] return3 ,! fe>ful & ! unbeliev+1 into t burn+ lake :i* is ! second dea?4#ij ,!re is a fe> & !re is a hope1 :i* are equal abom9ations to !e2 =1 !y 7 conf\nd$ because !y hop$1#ia says ?y s]vant ,job2 because !y _h misplac$1 misc5tr$ _! hopes1 !y hop$1 & n 9 !e1 & su* %all fe>1 & n fe> !e4 ,b 9 ?y fe>1 my ,god1 & my fe>1 my ,god1 & my hope1 is hope1 & love1 & confid5ce1 & peace1 & e limb & +r$i5t ( happ9ess enwrapp$2 = joy includes all1 & fe> & joy consi/ toge!r1 nay1 con/itute "o ano!r4 ,! wom5 dep>t$ f ! sepul*re1#ib ! wom5 :o 7 made sup]num]>y apo/les1 apo/les to ! apo/les2 mo!rs ( ! *ur*1 & ( ! fa!rs1 gr&fa!rs ( ! *ur*1 ! apo/les !mselves2 ! wom51 angels ( ! resurrection1 w5t f ! sepul*re ) fe> & joy2 !y ran1 says ! text1 & !y ran ^u ^? two legs1 fe> & joy2 & bo? 0 ! "r leg2 !y joy 9 !e1 ,o ,"l1 t fe> !e1 & fe> !e only1 :o feel ?is joy 9 !e4 ,nay1 ?y fe>1 & ?y love are insep>able2 /ill we are call$ ^u1 9 inf9ite places1 to fe> ,god1 yet ! comm&m5t1 :i* is ! root ( all is1 ,?\ %alt love ! ,"l ?y ,god2 he doe? nei!r t doe? n bo?2 he omits nei!r1 t does "o4 ,!re=e :5 ?y s]vant ,david _h said t ! fe> ( ! ,"l is ! beg9n+ ( wisdom1#ic & 8 son _h repeat$ x aga91#id he t collects bo? calls ?is fe> ! root ( wisdom2 &1 t x may embrace all1 he calls x wisdom itself4#ie ,a wise man1 !re=e1 is nev] )\t x1 nev] )\t ! ex]cise ( x2 !re=e ?\ s5te/ ,moses to ?y p1 t !y might le>n to fe> !e all ! days ( _! lives1#if n 9 heavy & calamit\s1 b 9 good & *e]ful days too2 = ,noah1 :o _h assurance ( 8 deliv]ance1 yet1 mov$ ) fe>1 prep>$ an ark1 = ! sav+ ( 8 h\se4#ig ,a wise man w fe> 9 ev]y?+4#ih ,& !re=e1 ?\gh ,i pret5d to no o!r degree ( wisdom1 ,i am abundantly ri* 9 ?is1 t ,i lie "h possess$ ) t fe> :i* is ?y fe>1 bo? t ?is sickness is ?y imm$iate correction1 & n m]ely a natural accid5t1 & !re=e fe>ful1 because x is a fe>ful ?+ to fall into ?y h&s2 & t ?is fe> pres]ves me f all inord9ate fe>1 aris+ out ( ! infirmity ( nature1 because ?y h& be+ ^u me1 ?\ wilt nev] let me fall out ( ?y h&4 ,,vi4 ,,pray]4 ,o mo/ mighty ,god1 & m]ciful ,god1 ! ,god ( all true sorr[1 & true joy too1 ( all fe>1 & ( all hope too1 z ?\ ha/ giv5 me a rep5tance1 n to be rep5t$ (1 s give me1 ,o ,"l1 a fe>1 ( :i* ,i may n be afraid4 ,give me t5d] & supple & con=mable affections1 t z ,i joy ) !m t joy1 & m\rn ) !m t m\rn1 s ,i may fe> ) !m t fe>4 ,& s9ce ?\ ha/ v\*saf$ to discov] to me1 9 8 fe> :om ?\ ha/ admitt$ to be my assi/ance 9 ?is sickness1 t !re is dang] !re91 let me n1 ,o ,"l1 g ab\t to ov]come ! s5se ( t fe>1 s f> z to pret]mit ! fitt+ & prep>+ ( myself = ! wor/ t may be fe>$1 ! passage out ( ?is life4 ,_m ( ?y bless$ m>tyrs h pass$ out ( ?is life )\t any %[ ( fe>2 b ?y mo/ bless$ ,son himself did n s4 ,?y m>tyrs 7 kn[n to be b m51 & !re=e x pleas$ !e to fill !m ) ?y ,_s & ?y p[]1 9 t !y did m ?an m52 ?y ,son 0 decl>$ by !e1 & by himself1 to be ,god2 & x 0 requisite t he %\ld decl>e himself to be man also1 9 ! weaknesses ( man4 ,let me n !re=e1 ,o my ,god1 be a%am$ ( ^! fe>s1 b let me feel !m to det]m9e :]e 8 fe> did1 9 a pres5t submitt+ ( all to ?y w4 ,& :5 ?\ %alt h inflam$ & ?aw$ my =m] coldnesses & indevotions ) ^! heats1 & qu5*$ my =m] heats ) ^! sweats & inundations1 & rectifi$ my =m] presumptions & neglig5ces ) ^! fe>s1 be pleas$1 ,o ,"l1 z "o made s by !e1 to ?9k me fit = !e2 & :e!r x be ?y pleasure to dispose ( ?is body1 ?is g>m5t1 s z to put x to a f>!r we>+ 9 ?is _w1 or to lay x up 9 ! common w>drobe1 ! grave1 = ! next1 glorify ?yself 9 ?y *oice n[1 & glorify x !n1 ) t glory1 :i* ?y ,son1 our ,savi\r ,*ri/ ,jesus1 ha? pur*as$ = !m :om ?\ make/ p>tak]s ( 8 resurrection4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #gj #b ,sam4 iii4 #aa4 #ga ,job1 ix4 #cd4 #gb ,luke1 xviii4 #a4 #gc ,luke1 xi4 #e4 #gd ,psalm xxvii4 #a4 #ge ,num4 xiv4 #i4 #gf ,psalm xxxv4 #gj4 #gg ,psalm xlix4 #e4 #gh ,ecclus4 xli4 #c4 #gi ,m>k1 vi4 #bj4 #hj ,psalm xxv4 #ad4 #ha ,prov4 ii4 #e4 #hb ,acts1 ix4 #ca4 #hc ,g54 iii4 #aj4 #hd ,prov4 i4 #bf2 x4 #bd4 #he ,psalm xiv4 #e2 liii4 #e4 #hf ,john1 vii4 #ac2 xix4 #ch2 xxix4 #ai #hg ,isaiah1 xxxiii4 #f4 #hh ,matt4 viii4 #bf4 #hi ,judges1 vii4 #c4 #ij ,rev4 xxi4 #h4 #ia ,job1 vi4 #bj4 #ib ,matt4 xxviii4 #h4 #ic ,psalm cxi4 #aj4 #id ,prov4 i4 #g4 #ie ,ecclus4 i4 #bj1 #bg4 #if ,deut4 iv4 #aj4 #ig ,heb4 xi4 #g4 #ih ,ecclus4 xviii4 #bg4 ,,vii4 ,,socios ,,sibi ,,jungi] ,,in/at4 ,! physician desires to h o!rs jo9$ ) him4 ,,vii4 ,,m$itation4 ,!re is m fe>1 !re=e m cause4 ,if ! physician desire help1 ! burd5 gr[s great3 !re is a gr[? ( ! disease !n2 b !re mu/ be an autumn too2 b :e!r an autumn ( ! disease or me1 x is n my "p to *oose2 b if x be ( me1 x is ( bo?2 my disease _c survive me1 ,i may ov]live x4 ,h[soev]1 8 desir+ ( o!rs argues 8 c&\r1 & 8 +5uity2 if ! dang] be great1 he ju/ifies 8 proce$+s1 & he disguises no?+ t calls 9 witnesses2 & if ! dang] be n great1 he is n ambiti\s1 t is s ready to divide ! ?anks & ! hon\r ( t "w :i* he begun alone1 ) o!rs4 ,x dim9i%es n ! dignity ( a mon>* t he d]ive "p ( 8 c>e ^u o!rs2 ,god ha? n made _m suns1 b he ha? made _m bodies t receive & give light4 ,! ,romans began ) "o k+2 !y came to two consuls2 !y return$ 9 extremities to "o dictator3 :e!r 9 "o or _m1 ! sov]eignty is ! same 9 all /ates & ! dang] is n ! m1 & ! provid5ce is ! m1 :]e !re are m physicians2 z ! /ate is ! happi] :]e bus9esses are c>ri$ by m c\nsels ?an c be 9 "o brea/1 h[ l>ge soev]4 ,diseases !mselves hold consultations1 & conspire h[ !y may multiply1 & jo9 ) "o ano!r1 & exalt "o ano!r's =ce s2 & %all we n call physicians to consultations8 ,dea? is 9 an old man's door1 he appe>s & tells him s1 & dea? is at a "y man's back1 & says no?+2 age is a sickness1 & y\? is an ambu%2 & we ne$ s _m physicians z may make up a wat*1 & spy e inconv5i5ce4 ,!re is sc>ce any ?+ t ha? n kill$ somebody2 a hair1 a fea!r ha? done x2 nay1 t :i* is our be/ antidote aga9/ x ha? done x2 ! be/ cordial ha? be5 deadly poison4 ,m5 h di$ ( joy1 & almo/ =bidd5 _! fri5ds to weep = !m1 :5 !y h se5 !m die laugh+4 ,ev5 t tyrant1 ,dionysius 7,i ?9k ! same t suff]$ s mu* aft]71 :o c\ld n die ( t sorr[1 ( t high fall1 f a k+ to a wret*$ private man1 di$ ( s poor a joy z to be decl>$ by ! p at a !atre t he 0 a good poet4 ,we say (t5 t a man may live ( a little2 b1 alas1 ( h[ mu* less may a man die8 ,& !re=e ! m assi/ants ! bett]4 ,:o comes to a day ( he>+1 9 a cause ( any importance1 ) "o advocate8 ,9 our fun]als we ourselves h no int]e/2 !re we _c advise1 we _c direct2 & ?\gh "s nations 7! ,egyptians 9 p>ticul>7 built !mselves bett] tombs ?an h\ses because !y 7 to dwell long] 9 !m1 yet among/ ourselves1 ! greate/ man ( /yle :om we h _h1 ! ,conqu]or1 0 left1 z soon z 8 s\l left him1 n only )\t p]sons to assi/ at 8 grave b )\t a grave4 ,:o w keep u !n we "k n2 z long z we c1 let u admit z mu* help z we c2 ano!r & ano!r physician is n ano!r & ano!r indication & symptom ( dea?1 b ano!r & ano!r assi/ant1 & proctor ( life3 nor d !y s mu* fe$ ! imag9ation ) appreh5sion ( dang]1 z ! und]/&+ ) com=t4 ,let n "o br+ le>n+1 ano!r dilig5ce1 ano!r religion1 b e "o br+ all2 & z _m +r$i5ts ent] into a receipt1 s may _m m5 make ! receipt4 ,b :y d ,i ex]cise my m$itation s long ^u ?is1 ( hav+ pl5tiful help 9 "t ( ne$8 ,is n my m$itation r to be incl9$ ano!r way1 to condole & commis]ate _! di/ress :o h none8 ,h[ _m are sick] 7p]*ance7 ?an ,i1 & laid 9 _! w(ul /raw at home 7if t corn] be a home71 & h no m hope ( help1 ?\gh !y die1 ?an ( pref]m5t1 ?\gh !y live6 ,nor d m expect to see a physician !n1 ?an to be an (fic] aft]2 ( :om1 ! fir/ t takes k1 is ! sexton t buries !m1 :o buries !m 9 oblivion too6 ,= !y d b fill up ! numb] ( ! dead 9 ! bill1 b we %all nev] he> _! names1 till we read !m 9 ! book ( life ) our own4 ,h[ _m are sick] 7p]*ance7 ?an ,i1 & ?r[n into hospitals1 :]e 7z a fi% left ^u ! s& mu/ /ay ! tide7 !y mu/ /ay ! physician's h\r ( visit+1 & !n c be b visit$6 ,h[ _m are sick] 7p]*ance7 ?an all we1 & h n ?is hospital to cov] !m1 n ?is /raw to lie 91 to die 91 b h _! grave/one "u !m1 & brea! out _! s\ls 9 ! e>s & 9 ! eyes ( pass5g]s1 h>d] ?an _! b$1 ! fl9t ( ! /reet8 t ta/e ( no "p ( our physic1 b a sp>+ diet1 to :om ord9>y porridge w\ld be julep en\gh1 ! refuse ( our s]vants bezo> en\gh1 & ! (fsc\r+ ( our kit*5 tables cordial en\gh4 ,o my s\l1 :5 ?\ art n en\gh awake to bless ?y ,god en\gh = 8 pl5tiful m]cy 9 af=d+ !e _m help]s1 rememb] h[ _m lack !m1 & help !m to !m or to ^? o!r ?+s :i* !y lack z mu* z !m4 ,,vii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ?y bless$ s]vant ,augu/9e begg$ ( !e t ,moses might come & tell him :at he meant by "s places ( ,g5esis3 may ,i h leave to ask ( t ,_s t writ t book1 :y1 :5 ,david expect$ news f ,joab's army1#ii & t ! wat*man told him t he saw a man runn+ alone1 ,david conclud$ out ( t circum/ance1 t if he came alone1 he br\ght good news8#ajj ,i see ! gramm>1 ! ^w signifies s1 & is s ev] accept$1 good news2 b ,i see n ! logic nor ! rhetoric1 h[ ,david w\ld prove or p]suade t 8 news 0 good because he 0 alone1 except a great] company might h made great impressions ( dang]1 by implor+ & importun+ pres5t supplies4 ,h[soev] t be1 ,i am sure t t :i* ?y apo/le says to ,timo?y1 ,only ,luke is ) me1#aja ,luke1 & nobody b ,luke1 ha? a ta/e ( compla9t & sorr[ 9 x3 ?\gh ,luke want no te/imony ( ability1 ( =w>dness1 ( con/ancy1 & p]sev]ance1 9 assi/+ t great build+ :i* ,/4 ,paul lab\r$ 91 yet ,/4 ,paul is affect$ ) t1 t !re 0 none b ,luke to assi/4 ,we take ,/4 ,luke to h be5 a physician1 & x admits ! application ! bett] t 9 ! pres5ce ( "o good physician we may be glad ( m4 ,x 0 n only a civil _s ( policy1 or ord]1 t mov$ ,moses's fa!r-9-law to p]suade him to divide ! burd5 ( gov]nm5t & judicature ) o!rs1 & take o!rs to 8 assi/ance1#ajb b x 0 also ?y imm$iate ,_s1 ,o my ,god1 t mov$ ,moses to pres5t unto !e sev5ty ( ! eld]s ( ,israel1#ajc to receive ( t ,_s1 :i* 0 ^u ,moses only be=e1 su* a portion z might ease him 9 ! gov]nm5t ( t p2 ?\gh ,moses alone _h end[m5ts above all1 ?\ gave/ him o!r assi/ants4 ,i consid] ?y pl5tiful goodness1 ,o my ,god1 9 employ+ angels m ?an "o 9 s _m ( ?y rem>kable works4 ,( ?y ,son1 ?\ saye/1 ,let all ! angels ( ,god wor%ip him2#ajd if t be 9 heav51 ^u e>? he says1 t he c\ld comm& twelve legions ( angels2#aje & :5 heav5 & e>? %all be all "o1 at ! la/ day1 ?y ,son1 ,o ,god1 ! ,son ( man1 %all come 9 8 glory1 & all ! holy angels ) him4#ajf ,! angels t celebrat$ 8 bir? to ! %eph]ds1#ajg ! angels t celebrat$ 8 second bir?1 8 resurrection1 to ! ,m>ies1#ajh 7 9 ! plural1 angels associat$ ) angels4 ,9 ,jacob's ladd]1#aji !y :o asc5d$ & desc5d$1 & ma9ta9$ ! trade betwe5 heav5 & e>?1 betwe5 !e & u1 !y :o h ! commission1 & *>ge to guide u 9 all our ways1#aaj !y :o ha/5$ ,lot1#aaa & 9 him1 u1 f places ( dang] & temptation1 !y :o are appo9t$ to in/ruct & gov]n u 9 ! *ur* "h1#aab !y :o are s5t to puni% ! disob$i5t & refractory1#aac t !y are to be m[]s & h>ve/m5#aad aft] we are gr[n up 9 "o field1 ! *ur*1 at ! day ( judgm5t1 !y t are to c>ry our s\ls :i!r !y c>ri$ ,laz>us1#aae !y :o att5d$ at ! sev]al gates ( ! new ,j]usalem1#aaf to admit u !re2 all ^! :o adm9i/] to ?y s]vants1 f ! fir/ to _! la/1 are angels1 angels 9 ! plural1 9 e s]vice angels associat$ ) angels4 ,! p[] ( a s+le angel we see 9 t "o1 :o 9 "o night de/roy$ almo/ two hundr$ ?\s& 9 ,s5na*]ib's army1#aag yet ?\ (t5 employe/ _m2 z we "k ! p[] ( salvation is abundantly 9 any "o evangeli/1 & yet ?\ ha/ af=d$ u f\r4 ,?y ,son proclaims ( himself t ! ,_s ha? ano9t$ him to prea* ! ,gospel1#aah yet he ha? giv5 o!rs = ! p]fect+ ( ! sa9ts 9 ! "w ( ! m9i/ry4#aai ,?\ ha/ made him ,bi%op ( our s\ls1#abj b !re are o!rs bi%ops too4 ,he gave ! ,holy ,gho/1#aba & o!rs gave x also4 ,?y way1 ,o my ,god 7&1 ,o my ,god1 ?\ love/ to walk 9 ?9e own ways1 = !y are l>ge71 ?y way f ! beg9n+1 is multiplication ( ?y helps2 & !re=e x 7 a degree ( +ratitude n to accept ?is m]cy ( af=d+ me _m helps = my bodily heal?1 z a type & e>ne/ ( ?y graci\s purpose n[ & ev] to af=d me ! same assi/ances4 ,t = ?y great help1 ?y ^w1 ,i may seek t n f com]s nor conv5ticles nor s*ismatical s+ul>ities1 b f ! association & communion ( ?y ,ca?olic *ur*1 & ^? p]sons :om ?\ ha/ always furni%$ t *ur* )al3 & t ,i may associate ?y ^w ) ?y sacram5t1 ?y seal ) ?y pat5t2 & 9 t sacram5t associate ! sign ) ! ?+ signifi$1 ! bread ) ! body ( ?y ,son1 s z ,i may be sure to h receiv$ bo?1 & to be made !reby 7z ?y bless$ s]vant ,augu/9e says7 ! ark1 & ! monum5t1 & ! tomb ( ?y mo/ bless$ ,son1 t he1 & all ! m]its ( 8 dea?1 may1 by t receiv+1 be buri$ 9 me1 to my quick5+ 9 ?is _w1 & my immortal e/abli%+ 9 ! next4 ,,vii4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o gave/ to ?y s]vants 9 ! wild]ness ?y manna1 bread s condition$1 qualifi$ s1 z t to e man manna ta/$ l t :i* t man lik$ be/1 ,i humbly besee* !e to make ?is correction1 :i* ,i ackn[l$ge to be "p ( my daily bread1 to ta/e s to me1 n z ,i w\ld b z ?\ w\ld/ h x ta/e1 & to con=m my ta/e1 & make x agreeable to ?y w4 ,?\ w\ld/ h ?y corrections ta/e ( humiliation1 b ?\ w\ld/ h !m ta/e ( consolation too2 ta/e ( dang]1 b ta/e ( assurance too4 ,z !re=e ?\ ha/ impr9t$ 9 all ?9e elem5ts ( :i* our bodies consi/ two manife/ qualities1 s t z ?y fire dries1 s x heats too2 & z ?y wat] moi/s1 s x cools too2 s1 ,o ,"l1 9 ^! corrections :i* are ! elem5ts ( our reg5]ation1 by :i* our s\ls are made ?9e1 impr9t ?y two qualities1 ^? two op]ations1 t1 z !y sc\rge u1 !y may sc\rge u into ! way to !e2 t :5 !y h %[$ u t we are no?+ 9 ourselves1 !y may also %[ u1 t ?\ art all ?+s unto u4 ,:5 !re=e 9 ?is p>ticul> circum/ance1 ,o ,"l 7b none ( ?y judgm5ts are circum/ances1 !y are all ( all sub/ance ( ?y good purpose ^u u71 :5 9 ?is p>ticul>1 t he :om ?\ ha/ s5t to assi/ me1 desires assi/ants to him1 ?\ ha/ let me see 9 h[ few h\rs ?\ can/ ?r[ me beyond ! help ( man1 let me by ! same light see t no vehem5ce ( sickness1 no temptation ( ,satan1 no guilt9ess ( s91 no prison ( dea?1 n ?is fir/1 ?is sick b$1 n ! o!r prison1 ! close & d>k grave1 c remove me f ! det]m9$ & good purpose :i* ?\ ha/ seal$ conc]n+ me4 ,let me ?9k no degree ( ?is ?y correction casual1 or )\t signification2 b yet :5 ,i h read x 9 t language1 z a correction1 let me translate x into ano!r1 & read x z a m]cy2 & :i* ( ^! is ! orig9al1 & :i* is ! translation2 :e!r ?y m]cy or ?y correction 7 ?y prim>y & orig9al int5tion 9 ?is sickness1 ,i _c conclude1 ?\gh dea? conclude me2 = z x mu/ necess>ily appe> to be a correction1 s ,i c h no great] argum5t ( ?y m]cy1 ?an to die 9 !e & by t dea? to be unit$ to him :o di$ = me4 ,,footnotes3 #ii #b ,sam4 xviii4 #be4 #ajj ,s all b our translation takes x2 ev5 ,buxdor & ,s*9dl]4 #aja #b ,tim4 iv4 #aa4 #ajb ,exod4 xviii4 #ac4 #ajc ,num4 xi4 #af4 #ajd ,heb4 i4 #f4 #aje ,matt4 xxvi4 #ec4 #ajf ,matt4 xxv4 #ca4 #ajg ,luke1 ii4 #ac1 #ad4 #ajh ,john1 xx4 #ab4 #aji ,g54 xxviii4 #ab4 #aaj ,psalm xci4 #aa4 #aaa ,g54 xix4 #ae4 #aab ,rev4 i4 #bj4 #aac ,rev4 viii4 #b4 #aad ,matt4 xiii4 #ci4 #aae ,luke1 xvi4 #bb4 #aaf ,rev4 xxi4 #ab4 #aag #b ,k+s1 xix4 #ce4 #aah ,luke1 iv4 #ah4 #aai ,eph4 iv4 #ab4 #abj #a ,pet4 ii4 #be4 #aba ,john1 xx4 #bb4 ,,viii4 ,,et ,,rex ,,ipse ,,suum ,,mittit4 ,! ,k+ s5ds 8 own physician4 ,,viii4 ,,m$itation4 ,/ill :5 we return to t m$itation t man is a _w1 we f9d new discov]ies4 ,let him be a _w1 & himself w be ! l&1 & mis]y ! sea4 ,8 mis]y 7= mis]y is 81 8 own2 ( ! happ9ess ev5 ( ?is _w1 he is b t5ant1 b ( mis]y ! freehold]2 ( happ9ess he is b ! f>m]1 b ! usufructu>y1 b ( mis]y ! "l1 ! propriet>y71 8 mis]y1 z ! sea1 swells above all ! hills1 & rea*es to ! remote/ p>ts ( ?is e>?1 man2 :o ( himself is b du/1 & coagulat$ & knead$ into e>? by te>s2 8 matt] is e>?1 8 =m mis]y4 ,9 ?is _w t is mank9d1 ! highe/ gr\nd1 ! em95te/ hills1 are k+s2 & h !y l9e & lead en\gh to fa?om ?is sea1 & say1 ,my mis]y is b ?is deep8 ,sc>ce any mis]y equal to sickness1 & !y are subject to t equally ) _! l[e/ subject4 ,a glass is n ! less brittle1 because a k+'s face is repres5t$ 9 x2 nor a k+ ! less brittle1 because ,god is repres5t$ 9 him4 ,!y h physicians cont9ually ab\t !m1 & !re=e sickness1 or ! wor/ ( sicknesses1 cont9ual fe> ( x4 ,are !y gods8 ,he t call$ !m s _c flatt]4 ,!y are gods1 b sick gods2 & ,god is pres5t$ to u "u _m human affections1 z f> z infirmities3 ,god is call$ angry1 & sorry1 & we>y1 & heavy1 b nev] a sick ,god2 = !n he might die l m51 z our gods d4 ,! wor/ t !y c\ld say 9 reproa* & scorn ( ! gods ( ! hea!n 01 t p]*ance !y 7 asleep2 b gods t are s sick z t !y _c sleep are 9 an infirm] condition4 ,a god1 & ne$ a physician8 ,a ,jupit]1 & ne$ an sculapius8 t mu/ h rhub>b to purge 8 *ol] le/ he be too angry1 & ag>ick to purge 8 phlegm le/ he be too dr[sy2 t z ,t]tullian says ( ! ,egyptian gods1 plants & h]bs1 t ,god 0 behold5 to man = gr[+ 9 8 g>d51 s we mu/ say ( ^! gods1 _! et]nity 7an et]nity ( ?reescore & t5 ye>s7 is 9 ! apo!c>y's %op1 & n 9 ! metaphorical deity4 ,b _! deity is bett] express$ 9 _! humility ?an 9 _! height2 :5 ab\nd+ & ov]fl[+1 z ,god1 9 means ( do+ good1 !y desc5d1 z ,god1 to a communication ( _! abundances ) m5 accord+ to _! necessities1 !n !y are gods4 ,no man is well t und]/&s n1 t values n 8 be+ well2 t ha? n a *e]fulness & a joy 9 x2 & :osoev] ha? ?is joy ha? a desire to communicate1 to propagate t :i* occasions 8 happ9ess & 8 joy to o!rs2 = e man loves witnesses ( 8 happ9ess1 & ! be/ witnesses are exp]im5tal witnesses2 !y :o h ta/$ ( t 9 !mselves :i* makes u happy4 ,x consummates !re=e1 x p]fects ! happ9ess ( k+s1 to conf]1 to transf]1 hon\r & ri*es1 & 7z !y c7 heal?1 ^u ^? t ne$ !m4 ,,viii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ,i h a w>n+ f ! wise man1 t :5 a ri* man speake? e man holde? 8 tongue1 &1 look1 :at he sai?1 !y extol x to ! cl\ds2 b if a poor man speak1 !y say1 ,:at fell[ is ?is8 ,& if he /umble1 !y w help to ov]?r[ him4#abb ,!re=e may my words be und]valu$ & my errors aggravat$1 if ,i (f] to speak ( k+s2 b n by !e1 ,o my ,god1 because ,i speak ( !m z !y are 9 !e1 & ( !e z ?\ art 9 !m4 ,c]ta9ly ^? m5 prep>e a way ( speak+ neglig5tly or irrev]5tly ( !e1 t give !mselves t lib]ty 9 speak+ ( ?y viceg]5ts1 k+s2 = ?\ :o gave/ ,augu/us ! empire1 gave/ x to ,n]o too2 & z ,vespasian _h x f !e1 s _h ,julian4 ,?\gh k+s deface 9 !mselves ?y fir/ image 9 _! own s\l1 ?\ give/ no man leave to deface ?y second image1 impr9t$ indelibly 9 _! p[]4 ,b ?\ kn[e/1 ,o ,god1 t if ,i %\ld be slack 9 celebrat+ ?y m]cies to me exhibit$ by t royal in/rum5t1 my sov]eign1 to _m o!r faults t t\* ^u allegiance ,i %\ld add ! wor/ ( all1 +ratitude1 :i* con/itutes an ill man2 & faults :i* are defects 9 any p>ticul> function are n s great z ^? t de/roy our humanity4 ,x is n s ill to be an ill subject z to be an ill man2 = he ha? an univ]sal illness1 ready to fl[ & p\r out itself into any m\ld1 any =m1 & to sp5d itself 9 any function4 ,z !re=e ?y ,son did ^u ! co91 ,i look ^u ! k+1 & ,i ask ^: image & ^: inscription he ha?1 & he ha? ?9e2 & ,i give unto !e t :i* is ?9e2 ,i recomm5d 8 happ9ess to !e 9 all my sacrifices ( ?anks1 = t :i* he enjoys1 & 9 all my pray]s = ! cont9uance & enl>gem5t ( !m4 ,b let me /op1 my ,god1 & consid]2 w n ?is look l a piece ( art & cunn+1 to convey into ! _w an op9ion t ,i 7 m p>ticul> 9 8 c>e ?an o!r m58 & t h]e91 9 a %[ ( humility & ?ankfulness1 ,i magnify myself m ?an !re is cause8 ,b let n t jeal\sy /op me1 ,o ,god1 b let me g =w>d 9 celebrat+ ?y m]cy exhibit$ by him4 ,?is :i* he do? n[1 9 assi/+ s my bodily heal?1 ,i "k is common to me ) _m3 _m1 _m h ta/$ ( t expression ( 8 graci\sness4 ,:]e he c give heal? by 8 own h&s he do?1 & to m ?an any ( 8 pr$ecessors h done3 !re=e ha? ,god res]v$ "o disease = him1 t he only might cure x1 ?\gh p]*ance n only by "o title & int]e/1 nor only z "o k+4 ,to ^? t ne$ x n1 9 t k9d1 & s _c h x by 8 own h&1 he s5ds a donative ( heal? 9 s5d+ 8 physician4 ,! holy k+ ,/4 ,l\is1 9 ,france1 & our ,maud1 is celebrat$ = t1 t p]sonally !y visit$ hospitals1 & assi/$ 9 ! cure ev5 ( loa?some diseases4 ,& :5 t religi\s ,empress ,placilla1 ! wife ( ,!odosius1 0 told t %e dim9i%$ h]self too mu* 9 ^? p]sonal assi/ances & might d en\gh 9 s5d+ relief1 %e said %e w\ld s5d 9 t capacity z a ,*ri/ian1 z a fell[-memb] ( ! body ( ?y ,son1 ) !m4 ,s ?y s]vant ,david applies himself to 8 p1 s he incorporates himself 9 8 p1 by call+ !m 8 bre?r51 8 bones1 8 fle%2#abc & :5 !y fell "u ?y h&1 ev5 to ! pret]mitt+ ( himself1 he presses ^u !e by pray] = !m2 ,i h s9n$1 b ^! %eep1 :at h !y done8 ,let ?9e h&1 ,i pray !e1 be aga9/ me & aga9/ my fa!r's h\se4#abd ,x is k+ly to give2 :5 ,araunah gave t great & free pres5t to ,david1 t place1 ^? in/rum5ts = sacrifice1 & ! sacrifices !mselves1 x is said !re by ?y ,_s1 ,all ^! ?+s did ,araunah give1 z a k+1 to ! k+4#abe ,to give is an approa*+ to ! condition ( k+s1 b to give heal?1 an approa*+ to ! ,k+ ( k+s1 to !e4 ,b ?is 8 assi/+ to my bodily heal?1 ?\ kn[e/1 ,o ,god1 & s d "s o!rs ( ?9e hon\rable s]vants "k1 is b ! twilight ( t day :]e9 ?\1 ?r\gh him1 ha/ %9$ ^u me be=e2 b ! e*o ( t voice1 :]eby ?\1 ?r\gh him1 ha/ spoke to me be=e1 !n :5 he1 fir/ ( any man1 conceiv$ a hope t ,i might be ( "s use 9 ?y *ur* & desc5d$ to an intimation1 to a p]suasion1 almo/ to a solicitation1 t ,i w\ld embrace t call+4 ,& ?\ :o had/ put t desire into 8 he>t1 did/ also put into m9e an ob$i5ce to x2 & ,i1 :o 0 sick be=e ( a v]tig9\s gidd9ess & irresolution1 & almo/ sp5t all my "t 9 consult+ h[ ,i %\ld sp5d x1 0 by ?is man ( ,god1 & ,god ( m51 put into ! pool & recov]$3 :5 ,i ask$1 p]*ance1 a /one1 he gave me bread2 :5 ,i ask$1 p]*ance1 a scorpion1 he gave me a fi%2 :5 ,i ask$ a temporal (fice1 he d5i$ n1 refus$ n t2 b let me see t he _h r ,i took ?is4 ,^! ?+s ?\1 ,o ,god1 :o =gette/ no?+1 ha/ n =got1 ?\gh p]*ance he1 because !y 7 b5efits1 ha?2 b ,i am n only a witness1 b an in/ance1 t our ,jeho%aphat ha? a c>e to orda9 prie/s1 z well z judges3#abf & n only to s5d physicians = temporal b to be ! physician = spiritual heal?4 ,,viii4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o1 ?\gh ?\ h res]v$ ?y treasure ( p]fect joy & p]fect glory to be giv5 by ?9e own h&s !n1 :51 by see+ !e z ?\ art 9 ?yself1 & kn[+ !e z we are kn[n1 we %all possess 9 an in/ant1 & possess = ev]1 all t c any way conduce to our happ9ess1 yet "h also1 9 ?is _w1 give/ u su* e>ne/s ( t full paym5t1 z by ! value ( ! e>ne/ we may give "s e/imate ( ! treasure1 humbly & ?ankfully ,i ackn[l$ge1 t ?y bless$ ,_s in/ructs me to make a diff]5ce ( ?y bless+s 9 ?is _w1 by t diff]5ce ( ! in/rum5ts by :i* x ha? pleas$ !e to d]ive !m unto me4 ,z we see !e "h 9 a glass1 s we receive f !e "h by reflection & by in/rum5ts4 ,ev5 casual ?+s come f !e2 & t :i* we call =tune "h ha? ano!r "n above4 ,nature rea*es out h] h& & gives u corn1 & w9e1 & oil1 & milk2 b ?\ fille/ h] h& be=e1 & ?\ op5e/ h] h& t %e may ra9 d[n h] %[]s ^u u4 ,indu/ry rea*es out h] h& to u & gives u fruits ( our lab\r = ourselves & our po/]ity2 b ?y h& guides t h& :5 x s[s & :5 x wat]s1 & ! increase is f !e4 ,fri5ds rea* out _! h&s & pref] u2 b ?y h& supports t h& t supports u4 ,( all ^! ?y in/rum5ts h ,i receiv$ ?y bless+1 ,o ,god2 b bless ?y "n mo/ = ! greate/2 t1 z a memb] ( ! public1 & z a p>tak] ( private fav\rs too1 by ?y "r h&1 ?y p[]ful h& set ov] u1 ,i h _h my portion n only 9 ! he>+1 b 9 ! prea*+ ( ?y ,gospel4 ,humbly besee*+ !e1 t z ?\ cont9ue/ ?y wont$ goodness ^u ! :ole _w by ! wont$ means & in/rum5ts1 ! same sun & moon1 ! same nature & indu/ry1 s to cont9ue ! same bless+s ^u ?is /ate & ?is *ur* by ! same h&1 s long z t ?y ,son1 :5 he comes 9 ! cl\ds1 may f9d him1 or 8 son1 or 8 son's sons ready to give an acc\nt & able to /& 9 t judgm5t1 = _! fai?ful /ew>d%ip & disp5sation ( ?y tal5ts s abundantly committ$ to !m2 & be to him1 ,o ,god1 9 all di/emp]s ( 8 body1 9 all anxieties ( _s1 9 all holy sadnesses ( s\l1 su* a physician 9 ?y proportion1 :o are ! greate/ 9 heav51 z he ha? be5 9 s\l & body to me1 9 8 proportion1 :o is ! greate/ ^u e>?4 ,,footnotes3 #abb ,ecclus4 xiii4 #bc4 #abc #b ,sam4 xix4 #ab4 #abd #b ,sam4 xxiv4 #ag4 #abe #b ,sam4 xxiv4 #bb1 #bc4 #abf #b ,*ron4 xix4 #h4 ,,ix4 ,,m$icam9a ,,scribunt4 ,^u _! consultation !y prescribe4 ,,ix4 ,,m$itation4 ,!y h se5 me & he>d me1 arraign$ me 9 ^! fett]s & receiv$ ! evid5ce2 ,i h cut up m9e own anatomy1 dissect$ myself1 & !y are gone to read ^u me4 ,o h[ manifold & p]plex$ a ?+1 nay1 h[ wanton & v>i\s a ?+1 is ru9 & de/ruction6 ,god pres5t$ to ,david ?ree k9ds1 w>1 fam9e & pe/il5ce2 ,satan left out ^!1 & br\ght 9 fires f heav5 & w9ds f ! wild]ness4 ,if !re 7 no ru9 b sickness1 we see ! ma/]s ( t art c sc>ce numb]1 n "n all sicknesses2 e ?+ t disord]s a faculty1 & ! function ( t1 is a sickness2 ! names w n s]ve !m :i* are giv5 f ! place affect$1 ! pleurisy is s2 nor f ! effect :i* x works1 ! fall+ sickness is s2 !y _c h names en\gh1 f :at x does1 nor :]e x is1 b !y mu/ extort names f :at x is l1 :at x resembles1 & b 9 "s "o ?+1 or else !y w\ld lack names2 = ! wolf1 & ! cank]1 & ! polypus are s2 & t "q :e!r !re be m names or ?+s1 is z p]plex$ 9 sicknesses z 9 any ?+ else2 except x be easily resolv$ ^u t side t !re are m sicknesses ?an names4 ,if ru9 7 r$uc$ to t "o way1 t man c\ld p]i% no way b by sickness1 yet 8 dang] 7 inf9ite2 & if sickness 7 r$uc$ to t "o way1 t !re 7 no sickness b a fev]1 yet ! way 7 inf9ite /ill2 = x w\ld ov]load & oppress any natural1 disord] & discompose any artificial1 memory1 to deliv] ! names ( sev]al fev]s2 h[ intricate a "w !n h !y :o are gone to consult :i* ( ^! sicknesses m9e is1 & !n :i* ( ^! fev]s1 & !n :at x w\ld d1 & !n h[ x may be c\nt]m9$4 ,b ev5 9 ill x is a degree ( good :5 ! evil w admit consultation4 ,9 _m diseases1 t :i* is b an accid5t1 b a symptom ( ! ma9 disease1 is s viol5t1 t ! physician mu/ att5d ! cure ( t1 ?\gh he pret]mit 7s f> z to int]mit7 ! cure ( ! disease itself4 ,is x n s 9 /ates too8 ,sometimes ! insol5cy ( ^? t are great puts ! p into commotions2 ! great disease1 & ! greate/ dang] to ! head1 is ! insol5cy ( ! great ones2 & yet !y execute m>tial law1 !y come to pres5t executions ^u ! p1 ^: commotion 0 inde$ b a symptom1 b an accid5t ( ! ma9 disease2 b ?is symptom1 gr[n s viol5t1 w\ld all[ no "t = a consultation4 ,is x n s 9 ! accid5ts ( ! diseases ( our m9d too8 ,is x n evid5tly s 9 our affections1 9 our passions8 ,if a *ol]ic man be ready to /rike1 mu/ ,i g ab\t to purge 8 *ol]1 or to break ! bl[8 ,b :]e !re is room = consultation ?+s are n desp]ate4 ,!y consult1 s !re is no?+ ra%ly1 inconsid]ately done2 & !n !y prescribe1 !y write1 s !re is no?+ cov]tly1 disguis$ly1 unav[$ly done4 ,9 bodily diseases x is n always s2 sometimes1 z soon z ! physician's foot is 9 ! *amb]1 8 knife is 9 ! pati5t's arm2 ! disease w\ld n all[ a m9ute's =be>+ ( blood1 nor prescrib+ ( o!r rem$ies4 ,9 /ates & matt] ( gov]nm5t x is s too2 !y are sometimes surpris$ ) su* accid5ts1 z t ! magi/rate asks n :at may be done by law1 b does t :i* mu/ necess>ily be done 9 t case4 ,b x is a degree ( good 9 evil1 a degree t c>ries hope & com=t 9 x1 :5 we may h rec\rse to t :i* is writt51 & t ! proce$+s may be ap]t1 & +5u\s1 & c&id1 & av[able1 = t gives satisfaction & acquiesc5ce4 ,!y :o h receiv$ my anatomy ( myself consult1 & end _! consultation 9 prescrib+1 & 9 prescrib+ physic2 prop] & conv5i5t rem$y2 = if !y %\ld come 9 aga9 & *ide me = "s disord] t _h occasion$ & induc$1 or t _h ha/5$ & exalt$ ?is sickness1 or if !y %\ld beg9 to write n[ rules = my diet & ex]cise :5 ,i 7 well1 ?is 7 to ant$ate or to po/date _! consultation1 n to give physic4 ,x 7 r a vexation ?an a relief1 to tell a condemn$ prison]1 ,y might h liv$ if y _h done ?is2 & if y c get y\r p>don1 y %all d well to take ?is or ?is c\rse h]eaft]4 ,i am glad !y "k 7,i h hid no?+ f !m71 glad !y consult 7!y hid no?+ f "o ano!r71 glad !y write 7!y hide no?+ f ! _w71 glad t !y write & prescribe physic1 t !re are rem$ies = ! pres5t case4 ,,ix4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 all[ me a j indignation1 a holy dete/ation ( ! insol5cy ( t man :o1 because he 0 ( t high rank1 ( :om ?\ ha/ said1 ,!y are gods1 ?\ght himself m ?an equal to !e2 t k+ ( ,aragon1 ,alphonsus1 s p]fect 9 ! motions ( ! heav5ly bodies z t he adv5tur$ to say1 t if he _h be5 ( c\nsel ) !e1 9 ! mak+ ( ! heav5s1 ! heav5s %\ld h be5 dispos$ 9 a bett] ord] ?an !y are4 ,! k+ ,amaziah w\ld n endure ?y prophet to repreh5d him1 b ask$ him 9 ang]1 ,art ?\ made ( ! k+'s c\nsel8#abg ,:5 ?y prophet ,esaias asks t "q1 ,:o ha? direct$ ! _s ( ! ,"l1 or be+ 8 c\nsellor1 ha? taught him8#abh x is aft] he _h settl$ & det]m9$ t (fice ^u ?y ,son1 & him only1 :5 he jo9s ) ^? great titles1 ! mighty ,god & ! ,pr9ce ( peace1 ?is also1 ! ,c\nsellor2#abi & aft] he _h settl$ ^u him ! _s ( might & ( c\nsel4#acj ,s t !n ?\1 ,o ,god1 ?\gh ?\ h no c\nsel f man1 yet do/ no?+ ^u man )\t c\nsel4 ,9 ! mak+ ( man !re 0 a consultation2 ,let u make man4#aca ,9 ! pres]v+ ( man1 ,o ?\ great ,pres]v] ( m51#acb ?\ proce$e/ by c\nsel2 = all ?y ext]nal works are ! works ( ! :ole ,tr9ity1 & _! h& is to e action4 ,h[ mu* m mu/ ,i appreh5d t all y bless$ & glori\s p]sons ( ! ,tr9ity are 9 consultation n[1 :at y w d ) ?is infirm body1 ) ?is lepr\s s\l1 t att5ds guiltily1 b yet com=tably1 y\r det]m9ation ^u x4 ,i (f] n to c\nsel !m :o meet 9 consultation = my body n[1 b ,i op5 my infirmities1 ,i anatomize my body to !m4 ,s ,i d my s\l to !e1 ,o my ,god1 9 an humble confession1 t !re is no ve9 9 me t is n full ( ! blood ( ?y ,son1 :om ,i h crucifi$ & crucifi$ aga91 by multiply+ _m1 & (t5 repeat+ ! same1 s9s2 t !re is no art]y 9 me t ha? n ! _s ( error1 ! _s ( lu/1 ! _s ( gidd9ess 9 x2#acc no bone 9 me t is n h>d5$ ) ! cu/om ( s9 & n\ri%$ & suppl$ ) ! m>r[ ( s92 no s9ews1 no ligam5ts1 t d n tie & *a9 s9 & s9 toge!r4 ,yet1 ,o bless$ & glori\s ,tr9ity1 ,o holy & :ole college1 & yet b "o physician1 if y take ?is confession into a consultation1 my case is n desp]ate1 my de/ruction is n decre$4 ,if y\r consultation det]m9e 9 writ+1 if y ref] me to t :i* is writt51 y int5d my recov]y3 = all ! way1 ,o my ,god 7ev] con/ant to ?9e own ways71 ?\ ha/ proce$$ op5ly1 intelligibly1 manife/ly by ! book4 ,f ?y fir/ book1 ! book ( life1 nev] %ut to !e1 b nev] ?or\ghly op5 to u2 f ?y second book1 ! book ( nature1 :]e1 ?\gh subobscurely & 9 %ad[s1 ?\ ha/ express$ ?9e own image2 f ?y ?ird book1 ! ,scriptures1 :]e ?\ had/ writt5 all 9 ! ,old1 & !n light$/ u a c&le to read x by1 9 ! ,new1 ,te/am5t2 to ^! ?\ had/ add$ ! book ( j & useful laws1 e/abli%$ by !m to :om ?\ ha/ committ$ ?y p2 to ^?1 ! manuals1 ! pocket1 ! bosom books ( our own consci5ces2 to ^? ?y p>ticul> books ( all our p>ticul> s9s2 & to ^?1 ! books ) sev5 seals1 :i* only ! ,lamb :i* 0 sla91 0 f\nd wor?y to op52#acd :i*1 ,i hope1 x %all n disagree ) ! mean+ ( ?y bless$ ,_s to int]pret ! promulgation ( _! p>don & righte\sness :o are wa%$ 9 ! blood ( t ,lamb2 & if ?\ ref] me to ^! books1 to a new read+1 a new trial by ^! books1 ?is fev] may be b a burn+ 9 ! h& & ,i may be sav$1 ?\gh n by my book1 m9e own consci5ce1 nor by ?y o!r books1 yet by ?y fir/1 ! book ( life1 ?y decree = my election1 & by ?y la/1 ! book ( ! ,lamb1 & ! %$d+ ( 8 blood ^u me4 ,if ,i be /ill "u consultation1 ,i am n condemn$ yet2 if ,i be s5t to ^! books1 ,i %all n be condemn$ at all2 = ?\gh !re be some?+ writt5 9 "s ( ^? books 7p>ticul>ly 9 ! ,scriptures7 :i* "s m5 turn to poison1 yet ^u ^! consultations 7^! confessions1 ^! tak+s ( our p>ticul> cases into ?y consid]ation7 ?\ int5de/ all = physic2 & ev5 f ^? s5t5ces f :i* a too late rep5t] w suck desp]ation1 he t seeks !e e>ly %all receive ?y morn+ dew1 ?y seasonable m]cy1 ?y =w>d consolation4 ,,ix4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o art ( s pure eyes z t ?\ can/ n look ^u s91 & we ( s unpure con/itutions z t we c pres5t no object b s91 & !re=e might ju/ly fe> t ?\ w\ld/ turn ?9e eyes = ev] f u1 z1 ?\gh we _c endure afflictions 9 ourselves1 yet 9 !e we c2 s1 ?\gh ?\ can/ n endure s9 9 u1 yet 9 ?y ,son ?\ can/1 & he ha? tak5 ^u himself1 & pres5t$ to !e1 all ^? s9s :i* might displease !e 9 u4 ,!re is an eye 9 nature t kills z soon z x sees1 ! eye ( a s]p5t2 no eye 9 nature t n\ri%es u by look+ ^u u2 b ?9e eye1 ,o ,"l1 does s4 ,look !re=e ^u me1 ,o ,"l1 9 ?is di/ress & t w recall me f ! bord]s ( ?is bodily dea?2 look ^u me1 & t w raise me aga9 f t spiritual dea? 9 :i* my p>5ts buri$ me :5 !y begot me 9 s91 & 9 :i* ,i h pi]c$ ev5 to ! jaws ( hell by multiply+ su* heaps ( actual s9s ^u t f\ndation1 t root ( orig9al s94 ,yet take me aga9 into y\r consultation1 ,o bless$ & glori\s ,tr9ity2 & ?\gh ! ,fa!r "k t ,i h defac$ 8 image receiv$ 9 my creation2 ?\gh ! ,son "k ,i h neglect$ m9e int]e/ 9 ! r$emption2 yet1 ,o bless$ ,_s1 z ?\ art to my consci5ce s be to !m1 a witness t1 at ?is m9ute1 ,i accept t :i* ,i h s (t51 s rebelli\sly refus$1 ?y bless$ inspirations2 be ?\ my witness to !m t1 at m pores ?an ?is slack body sweats te>s1 ?is sad s\l weeps blood2 & m = ! displeasure ( my ,god1 ?an = ! /ripes ( 8 displeasure4 ,take me1 !n1 ,o bless$ & glori\s ,tr9ity1 into a reconsultation1 & prescribe me any physic4 ,if x be a long & pa9ful hold+ ( ?is s\l 9 sickness1 x is physic if ,i may disc]n ?y h& to give x2 & x is physic if x be a spe$y dep>t+ ( ?is s\l1 if ,i may disc]n ?y h& to receive x4 ,,footnotes3 #abg #b ,*ron4 xxv4 #af4 #abh ,isaiah1 xlii4 #ac4 #abi ,isaiah1 ix4 #f4 #acj ,isaiah1 xi4 #b4 #aca ,g54 i4 #bf4 #acb ,job1 vii4 #bj4 #acc #a ,tim4 iv4 #a2 ,hos4 iv4 #ab2 ,isaiah1 xix4 #ad4 #acd ,rev4 vii4 #a4 ,x4 ,,l5te ,,et ,,s]p5ti ,,satagunt ,,occurr]e ,,morbo4 ,!y f9d ! disease to /eal on ins5sibly1 & endeav\r to meet ) x s4 ,x4 ,,m$itation4 ,?is is nature's ne/ ( boxes3 ! heav5s conta9 ! e>?2 ! e>?1 cities2 cities1 m54 ,& all ^! are conc5tric2 ! common c5tre to !m all is decay1 ru92 only t is ecc5tric :i* 0 nev] made2 only t place1 or g>m5t r1 :i* we c imag9e b n demon/rate4 ,t light1 :i* is ! v emanation ( ! light ( ,god1 9 :i* ! sa9ts %all dwell1 ) :i* ! sa9ts %all be app>ell$1 only t b5ds n to ?is c5tre1 to ru92 t :i* 0 n made ( no?+ is n ?reat5$ ) ?is annihilation4 ,all o!r ?+s are2 ev5 angels1 ev5 our s\ls2 !y move ^u ! same poles1 !y b5d to ! same c5tre2 & if !y 7 n made immortal by pres]vation1 _! nature c\ld n keep !m f s9k+ to ?is c5tre1 annihilation4 ,9 all ^! 7! frame ( ! heav5s1 ! /ates ^u e>?1 & m5 9 !m1 compreh5d all71 ^? are ! greate/ mis*iefs :i* are lea/ disc]n$2 ! mo/ ins5sible 9 _! ways come to be ! mo/ s5sible 9 _! ends4 ,! heav5s h _h _! dropsy1 !y dr[n$ ! _w2 & !y %all h _! fev]1 & burn ! _w4 ,( ! dropsy1 ! flood1 ! _w _h a =ekn[l$ge "o hundr$ & tw5ty ye>s be=e x came2 & s "s made provision aga9/ x1 & 7 sav$2 ! fev] %all break out 9 an in/ant & consume all2 ! dropsy did no h>m to ! heav5s f :5ce x fell1 x did n put out ^? lights1 x did n qu5* ^? heats2 b ! fev]1 ! fire1 %all burn ! furnace itself1 annihilate ^? heav5s t brea! x out4 ,?\gh ! dog/> h a pe/il5t brea?1 an infecti\s exhalation1 yet1 because we "k :5 x w rise1 we clo! ourselves1 & we diet ourselves1 & we %ad[ ourselves to a suffici5t prev5tion2 b comets & blaz+ />s1 ^: effects or significations no man c int]rupt or fru/rate1 no man =esaw3 no almanack tells u :5 a blaz+ /> w break out1 ! matt] is c>ri$ up 9 secret2 no a/rolog] tells u :5 ! effects w be accompli%$1 = t is a secret ( a high] sph]e ?an ! o!r2 & t :i* is mo/ secret is mo/ dang]\s4 ,x is s also "h 9 ! societies ( m51 9 /ates & commonweal?s4 ,tw5ty rebelli\s drums make n s dang]\s a noise z a few :isp]]s & secret plott]s 9 corn]s4 ,! cannon do? n s mu* hurt aga9/ a wall1 z a m9e "u ! wall2 nor a ?\s& enemies t ?reat51 s mu* z a few t take an oa? to say no?+4 ,god knew _m heavy s9s ( ! p1 9 ! wild]ness & aft]1 b /ill he *>ges !m ) t "o1 ) murmur+1 murmur+ 9 _! he>ts1 secret disob$i5ces1 secret repugnances aga9/ 8 decl>$ w2 & ^! are ! mo/ deadly1 ! mo/ p]nici\s4 ,& x is s too ) ! diseases ( ! body2 & t is my case4 ,! pulse1 ! ur9e1 ! sweat1 all h sworn to say no?+1 to give no indication ( any dang]\s sickness4 ,my =ces are n enfeebl$1 ,i f9d no decay 9 my /r5g?2 my provisions are n cut (f1 ,i f9d no abhorr+ 9 m9e appetite2 my c\nsels are n corrupt$ nor infatuat$1 ,i f9d no false appreh5sions to "w ^u m9e und]/&+2 & yet !y see t invisibly1 & ,i feel t ins5sibly1 ! disease prevails4 ,! disease ha? e/abli%$ a k+dom1 an empire 9 me1 & w h c]ta9 arcana imp]ii1 secrets ( /ate1 by :i* x w proce$ & n be b\nd to decl>e !m4 ,b yet aga9/ ^? secret conspiracies 9 ! /ate1 ! magi/rate ha? ! rack2 & aga9/ ^! ins5sible diseases physicians h _! exam9]s2 & ^? ^! employ n[4 ,x4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ,i h be5 told1 & told by relation1 by h] own bro!r t did x1 by ?y s]vant ,nazianz51 t 8 si/] 9 ! vehem5cy ( h] pray]1 did use to ?reat5 !e ) a holy importunity1 ) a pi\s impud5cy4 ,i d>e n d s1 ,o ,god2 b z ?y s]vant ,augu/9e wi%$ t ,adam _h n s9n$1 !re=e t ,*ri/ might n h di$1 may ,i n to ?is "o purpose wi% t if ! s]p5t1 be=e ! temptation ( ,eve1 did g upright & speak1#ace t he did s /ill1 because ,i %\ld ! soon] he> him if he spoke1 ! soon] see him if he w5t upright8 ,9 8 curse ,i am curs$ too2 8 creep+ undoes me2 = h[soev] he beg9 at ! heel1 & d b bruise t1 yet he1 & dea? 9 him1 is come into our w9d[s2#acf into our eyes & e>s1 ! entrances & inlets ( our s\l4 ,he works ^u u 9 secret & we d n disc]n him2 & "o great "w ( 8 ^u u is to make u s l himself z to s9 9 secret1 t o!rs may n see u2 b 8 ma/]piece is to make u s9 9 secret1 s z t we may n see ourselves s94 ,= ! fir/1 ! hid+ ( our s9s f o!r m51 he ha? induc$ t :i* 0 8 (fspr+ f ! beg9n+1 a lie2#acg = man is1 9 nature1 yet 9 possession ( "s su* sp>ks ( +5uity & nobl5ess1 z t1 b to disguise evil1 he w\ld n lie4 ,! body1 ! s91 is ! s]p5t's2 & ! g>m5t t cov]s x1 ! lie1 is 8 too4 ,^! are 81 b ! hid+ ( s9 f ourselves is he himself3 :5 we h ! /+ ( ! s]p5t 9 u1 & d n /+ ourselves1 ! v5om ( s91 & no remorse = s91 !n1 z ?y bless$ ,son said ( ,judas1 ,he is a devil2#ach n t he _h "o1 b 0 "o2 s we are become devils to ourselves1 & we h n only a s]p5t 9 our bosom1 b we ourselves are to ourselves t s]p5t4 ,h[ f> did ?y s]vant ,david press ^u ?y p>don 9 t petition1 ,cleanse ?\ me f secret s9s8#aci ,c any s9 be secret8 = a great "p ( our s9s1 ?\gh1 says ?y prophet1 we conceive !m 9 ! d>k1 ^u our b$1 yet1 says he1 we d !m 9 ! light2 !re are _m s9s :i* we glory 9 do+1 & w\ld n d if nobody %\ld "k !m4 ,?y bless$ s]vant ,augu/9e confesses t he 0 a%am$ ( 8 %amefac$ness & t5d]ness ( consci5ce1 & t he (t5 beli$ himself ) s9s :i* he nev] did1 le/ he %\ld be unacceptable to 8 s9ful companions4 ,b if we w\ld conceal !m 7?y prophet f\nd su* a desire1 & su* a practice 9 "s1 :5 he said1 ,?\ ha/ tru/$ 9 ?y wick$ness1 & ?\ ha/ said1 ,none %all see me#adj71 yet c we conceal !m8 ,?\1 ,o ,god1 can/ he> ( !m by o!rs3 ! voice ( ,abel's blood w tell !e ( ,ca9's murd]2#ada ! heav5s !mselves w tell !e4 ,heav5 %all reveal 8 iniquity2 a small creature alone %all d x1 ,a bird ( ! air %all c>ry ! voice1 & tell ! matt]2#adb ?\ wilt tr\ble no in=m]1 ?\ ?yself reveal$/ ,adam's s9 to ?yself2#adc & ! manife/ation ( s9 is s full to !e1 z t ?\ %alt reveal all to all2 ,?\ %alt br+ e "w to judgm5t1 ) e secret ?+2#add & !re is no?+ cov]$ t %all n be reveal$4#ade ,b1 ,o my ,god1 !re is ano!r way ( kn[+ my s9s1 :i* ?\ love/ bett] ?an any ( ^!2 to "k !m by my confession4 ,z physic works1 s x draws ! peccant hum\r to itself1 t1 :5 x is ga!r$ toge!r1 ! weight ( itself may c>ry t hum\r away2 s ?y ,_s returns to my memory my =m] s9s1 t1 be+ s recollect$1 !y may p\r out !mselves by confession4 ,:5 ,i kept sil5ce1 says ?y s]vant ,david1 day & night ?y h& 0 heavy ^u me2 b :5 ,i said1 ,i w confess my transgressions unto ! ,"l1 ?\ =gave/ ! iniquity ( my s94#adf ,?\ int]prete/ ! v purpose ( confession s well1 z t ?\ sc>ce leave/ any new m]cy = ! action itself4 ,?is m]cy ?\ leave/1 t ?\ arme/ u !reupon aga9/ relapses into ! s9s :i* we h confess$4 ,& t m]cy :i* ?y s]vant ,augu/9e appreh5ds :5 he says to !e1 ,?\ ha/ =giv5 me ^? s9s :i* ,i h done1 & ^? s9s :i* only by ?y grace ,i h n done3 !y 7 done 9 our incl9ation to !m1 & ev5 t incl9ation ne$s ?y m]cy1 & t m]cy he calls a p>don4 ,& ^! are mo/ truly secret s9s1 because !y 7 nev] done1 & because no o!r man1 nor ,i myself1 b only ?\ kn[e/1 h[ _m & h[ great s9s ,i h escap$ by ?y grace1 :i*1 )\t t1 ,i %\ld h multipli$ aga9/ !e4 ,x4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o z ?y ,son ,*ri/ ,jesus1 ?\gh he knew all ?+s1 yet said he knew n ! day ( judgm5t1 because he knew x n s z t he might tell u2 s ?\gh ?\ kn[e/ all my s9s1 yet ?\ kn[e/ !m n to my com=t1 except ?\ "k !m by my tell+ !m to !e4 ,h[ %all ,i br+ to ?y k1 by t way1 ^? s9s :i* ,i myself "k n8 ,if ,i accuse myself ( orig9al s91 wilt ?\ ask me if ,i "k :at orig9al s9 is8 ,i "k n en\gh ( x to satisfy o!rs1 b ,i "k en\gh to condemn myself1 & to solicit !e4 ,if ,i confess to !e ! s9s ( my y\?1 wilt ?\ ask me if ,i "k :at ^? s9s 78 ,i "k !m n s well z to "n !m all1 nor am sure to live h\rs en\gh to "n !m all 7= ,i did !m !n fa/] ?an ,i c speak !m n[1 :5 e ?+ t ,i did conduc$ to "s s971 b ,i "k !m s well z to "k t no?+ b ?y m]cy is s inf9ite z !y4 ,if ! nam+ ( s9s ( ?\ght1 ^w & de$1 ( s9s ( omission & ( action1 ( s9s aga9/ !e1 aga9/ my neighb\r & aga9/ myself1 ( s9s unrep5t$ & s9s relaps$ into aft] rep5tance1 ( s9s ( ignorance & s9s aga9/ ! te/imony ( my consci5ce1 ( s9s aga9/ ?y comm&m5ts1 s9s aga9/ ?y ,son's ,pray]1 & s9s aga9/ our own cre$1 ( s9s aga9/ ! laws ( t *ur*1 & s9s aga9/ ! laws ( t /ate 9 :i* ?\ ha/ giv5 me my /ation2 if ! nam+ ( ^! s9s rea* n home to all m9e1 ,i "k :at w4 ,o ,"l1 p>don me1 me1 all ^? s9s :i* ?y ,son ,*ri/ ,jesus suff]$ =1 :o suff]$ = all ! s9s ( all ! _w2 = !re is no s9 among/ all ^? :i* _h n be5 my s91 if ?\ had/ n be5 my ,god1 & ant$at$ me a p>don 9 ?y prev5t+ grace4 ,& s9ce s91 9 ! nature ( x1 reta9s /ill s mu* ( ! au?or ( x t x is a s]p5t1 ins5sibly ins9uat+ itself into my s\l1 let ?y braz5 s]p5t 7! contemplation ( ?y ,son crucifi$ = me7 be ev]more pres5t to me1 = my recov]y aga9/ ! /+ ( ! fir/ s]p5t2 t s1 z ,i h a ,lion aga9/ a lion1 ! ,lion ( ! tribe ( ,judah aga9/ t lion t seeks :om he may dev\r1 s ,i may h a s]p5t aga9/ a s]p5t1 ! wisdom ( ! s]p5t aga9/ ! malice ( ! s]p5t1 & bo? aga9/ t lion & s]p5t1 =cible & subtle temptations1 ?y dove ) ?y olive 9 ?y ark1 humility & peace & reconciliation to !e1 by ! ord9ances ( ?y *ur*4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #ace ,josephus4 #acf ,j]4 ix4 #ba4 #acg ,john1 viii4 #dd4 #ach ,john1 vi4 #gj4 #aci ,psalm xix4 #ab4 #adj ,isaiah1 xlvii4 #aj4 #ada ,g54 iv4 #aj4 #adb ,eccles4 x4 #bj4 #adc ,g54 iii4 #h4 #add ,eccles4 xii4 #ad4 #ade ,matt4 x4 #bf4 #adf ,psalm xxxii4 #c-e4 ,,xi4 ,,nobilibusque ,,trahunt1 ,a ,,c9cto ,,corde1 ,,v55um1 ,,succis ,,et ,,gemmis1 ,,et ,,qu ,,g5]osa1 ,,m9i/rant ,,ars1 ,,et ,,natura1 ,,in/illant4 ,!y use cordials1 to keep ! v5om & malignity ( ! disease f ! he>t4 ,,xi4 ,,m$itation4 ,:5ce c we take a bett] argum5t1 a cle>] demon/ration1 t all ! greatness ( ?is _w is built ^u op9ion ( o!rs & ha? 9 itself no real be+1 nor p[] ( subsi/5ce1 ?an f ! he>t ( man8 ,x is always 9 action & motion1 /ill busy1 /ill pret5d+ to d all1 to furni% all ! p[]s & faculties ) all t !y h2 b if an enemy d>e rise up aga9/ x1 x is ! soone/ endang]$1 ! soone/ defeat$ ( any "p4 ,! bra9 w hold out long] ?an x1 & ! liv] long] ?an t2 !y w endure a siege2 b an unnatural heat1 a rebelli\s heat1 w bl[ up ! he>t1 l a m9e1 9 a m9ute4 ,b h[soev]1 s9ce ! he>t ha? ! bir?right & primog5iture1 & t x is nature's elde/ son 9 u1 ! "p :i* is fir/ born to life 9 man1 & t ! o!r p>ts1 z y\ng] bre?r51 & s]vants 9 8 family1 h a dep5dance ^u x1 x is reason t ! pr9cipal c>e be _h ( x1 ?\gh x be n ! /ronge/ "p1 z ! elde/ is (t5times n ! /ronge/ ( ! family4 ,& s9ce ! bra91 & liv]1 & he>t hold n a triumvirate 9 man1 a sov]eignty equally %$ ^u !m all1 = 8 well-be+1 z ! f\r elem5ts d = 8 v be+1 b ! he>t alone is 9 ! pr9cipality1 & 9 ! ?rone1 z k+1 ! re/ z subjects1 ?\gh 9 em95t place & (fice1 mu/ contribute to t1 z *ildr5 to _! p>5ts1 z all p]sons to all k9ds ( sup]iors1 ?\gh (t5times ^? p>5ts or ^? sup]iors be n ( /rong] p>ts ?an !mselves1 t s]ve & obey !m t are weak]4 ,nei!r do? ?is obligation fall ^u u1 by second dictates ( nature1 by consequ5ces & conclusions aris+ out ( nature1 or d]iv$ f nature by disc\rse 7z _m ?+s b9d u ev5 by ! law ( nature1 & yet n by ! prim>y law ( nature2 z all laws ( propriety 9 t :i* we possess are ( ! law ( nature1 :i* law is1 to give e "o 8 own1 & yet 9 ! prim>y law ( nature !re 0 no propriety1 no meum et tuum1 b an univ]sal community ov]all2 s ! ob$i5ce ( sup]iors is ( ! law ( nature1 & yet 9 ! prim>y law ( nature !re 0 no sup]iority1 no magi/racy72 b ?is contribution ( assi/ance ( all to ! sov]eign1 ( all p>ts to ! he>t1 is f ! v fir/ dictates ( nature1 :i* is1 9 ! fir/ place1 to h c>e ( our own pres]vation1 to look fir/ to ourselves2 = !re=e do? ! physician int]mit ! pres5t c>e ( bra9 or liv]1 because !re is a possibility t !y may subsi/1 ?\gh !re be n a pres5t & a p>ticul> c>e _h ( !m1 b !re is no possibility t !y c subsi/1 if ! he>t p]i%3 & s1 :5 we seem to beg9 ) o!rs1 9 su* assi/ances1 inde$1 we d beg9 ) ourselves1 & we ourselves are pr9cipally 9 our contemplation2 & s all ^! (fici\s & mutual assi/ances are b complim5ts t[>ds o!rs1 & our true end is ourselves4 ,& ?is is ! rew>d ( ! pa9s ( k+s2 sometimes !y ne$ ! p[] ( law to be obey$2 & :5 !y seem to be obey$ volunt>ily1 !y :o d x d x = _! own sakes4 ,o h[ little a ?+ is all ! greatness ( man & ?r\gh h[ false glasses do? he make %ift to multiply x1 & magnify x to himself6 ,& yet ?is is also ano!r mis]y ( ?is k+ ( man1 ! he>t1 :i* is also applicable to ! k+s ( ?is _w1 great m51 t ! v5om & poison ( e pe/il5tial disease directs itself to ! he>t1 affects t 7p]nici\s affection71 & ! malignity ( ill m5 is also direct$ ^u ! greate/ & ! be/2 & n only greatness b goodness loses ! vig\r ( be+ an antidote or cordial aga9/ x4 ,& z ! noble/ & mo/ g5]\s cordials t nature or art af=d1 or c prep>e1 if !y be (t5 tak5 & made famili>1 become no cordials1 nor h any extraord9>y op]ation1 s ! greate/ cordial ( ! he>t1 pati5ce1 if x be mu* ex]cis$1 exalts ! v5om & ! malignity ( ! enemy1 & ! m we suff] ! m we are insult$ ^u4 ,:5 ,god _h made ?is e>? ( no?+1 x 0 b a little help t he _h1 to make o!r ?+s ( ?is e>?3 no?+ c be ne>] no?+ ?an ?is e>?2 & yet h[ little ( ?is e>? is ! greate/ man6 ,he ?9ks he treads ^u ! e>?1 t all is "u 8 feet1 & ! bra9 t ?9ks s is b e>?2 8 highe/ region1 ! fle% t cov]s t1 is b e>?1 & ev5 ! top ( t1 t :]e9 s _m ,absaloms take s mu* pride1 is b a bu% gr[+ ^u t turf ( e>?4 ,h[ little ( ! _w is ! e>?6 ,& yet t is all t man ha? or is4 ,h[ little ( a man is ! he>t1 & yet x is all by :i* he is2 & ?is cont9ually subject n only to =eign poisons convey$ by o!rs1 b to inte/9e poisons br$ 9 ourselves by pe/il5tial sicknesses4 ,o :o1 if be=e he _h a be+ he c\ld h s5se ( ?is mis]y1 w\ld buy a be+ "h ^u ^! conditions8 ,,xi4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 all t ?\ aske/ ( me is my he>t1 ,my ,son1 give me ?y he>t4#adg ,am ,i ?y ,son z long z ,i h b my he>t8 ,wilt ?\ give me an inh]itance1 a filiation1 any ?+ = my he>t8 ,o ?\1 :o said/ to ,satan1 ,ha/ ?\ consid]$ my s]vant ,job1 t !re is none l him ^u ! e>?1#adh %all my fe>1 %all my zeal1 %all my jeal\sy1 h leave to say to !e1 ,ha/ ?\ consid]$ my he>t1 t !re is n s p]v]se a he>t ^u e>?2 & w\ld/ ?\ h t1 & %all ,i be ?y son1 ?y et]nal ,son's coheir1 = giv+ t8 ,! he>t is deceitful above all ?+s1 & desp]ately wick$2 :o c "k x8#adi ,he t asks t "q makes ! answ]1 ,i ! ,"l se>* ! he>t4 ,:5 did/ ?\ se>* m9e8 ,do/ ?\ ?9k to f9d x1 z ?\ made/ x1 9 ,adam8 ,?\ ha/ se>*$ s9ce1 & f\nd all ^! gradations 9 ! ill ( our he>ts1 t e imag9ation ( ! ?\ghts ( our he>ts is only evil cont9ually4#aej ,do/ ?\ rememb] ?is1 & w\ld/ ?\ h my he>t8 ,o ,god ( all light1 ,i "k ?\ kn[e/ all1 & x is ?\#aea t decl>e/ unto man :at is 8 he>t4 ,)\t !e1 ,o sov]eign ,goodness1 ,i c\ld n "k h[ ill my he>t 74 ,?\ ha/ decl>$ unto me1 9 ?y ^w1 t = all ?is deluge ( evil t ha? surr\nd$ all he>ts1 yet ?\ s\ghte/ & f\nde/ a man aft] ?9e own he>t2#aeb t ?\ c\ld/ & w\ld/ give ?y p pa/ors accord+ to ?9e own he>t2#aec & ,i c ga!r out ( ?y ^w s good te/imony ( ! he>ts ( m5 z to f9d s+le he>ts1 docile & appreh5sive he>ts2 he>ts t c1 he>ts t h le>n$2 wise he>ts 9 "o place1 & 9 ano!r 9 a great degree wise1 p]fect he>ts2 /raight he>ts1 no p]v]s5ess )\t2 & clean he>ts1 no f\lness )93 su* he>ts ,i c f9d 9 ?y ^w2 & if my he>t 7 su* a he>t1 ,i w\ld give !e my he>t4 ,b ,i f9d /ony he>ts too1#aed & ,i h made m9e su*3 ,i h f\nd he>ts t are sn>es2#aee & ,i h conv]s$ ) su*2 he>ts t burn l ov5s2#aef & ! fuel ( lu/1 & envy1 & ambition1 ha? inflam$ m9e2 he>ts 9 :i* _! ma/]s tru/1 & he t tru/e? 9 8 own he>t is a fool2#aeg 8 confid5ce 9 8 own moral con/ancy & civil =titude w betray him1 :5 ?\ %alt ca/ a spiritual damp1 a heav9ess & dejection ( _s ^u him4 ,i h f\nd ^! he>ts1 & a worse ?an ^!1 a he>t into ! :i* ! devil himself is ent]$1 ,judas's he>t4#aeh ,! fir/ k9d ( he>t1 alas1 my ,god1 ,i h n2 ! la/ are n he>ts to be giv5 to !e4 ,:at %all ,i d8 ,)\t t pres5t ,i _c be ?y son1 & ,i h x n4 ,to ^? ( ! fir/ k9d ?\ give/ joyfulness ( he>t1#aei & ,i h n t2 to ^? ( ! o!r k9d ?\ give/ fa9tness ( he>t2#afj & bless$ be ?\1 ,o ,god1 = t =be>ance1 ,i h n t yet4 ,!re is !n a middle k9d ( he>ts1 n s p]fect z to be giv5 b t ! v giv+ m5ds !m2 n s desp]ate z n to be accept$ b t ! v accept+ dignifies !m4 ,?is is a melt+ he>t1#afa & a tr\bl$ he>t1 & a w\nd$ he>t1 & a brok5 he>t1 & a contrite he>t2 & by ! p[]ful work+ ( ?y pi]c+ ,_s su* a he>t ,i h4 ,?y ,samuel spake unto all ! h\se ( ?y ,israel1 & said1 ,if y return to ! ,"l ) all y\r he>ts1 prep>e y\r he>ts unto ! ,"l4#afb ,if my he>t be prep>$1 x is a return+ he>t4 ,& if ?\ see x ^u ! way1 ?\ wilt c>ry x home4 ,nay1 ! prep>ation is ?9e too2 ?is melt+1 ?is w\nd+1 ?is break+1 ?is contrition1 :i* ,i h n[1 is ?y way to ?y end2 & ^? discom=ts are1 = all t1 ! e>ne/ ( ?y ,_s 9 my he>t2#afc & :]e ?\ give/ e>ne/1 ?\ wilt p]=m ! b>ga94 ,nabal 0 confid5t ^u 8 w9e1 b 9 ! morn+ 8 he>t di$ )9 him4#afd ,?\1 ,o ,"l1 ha/ giv5 me wormwood1 & ,i h _h "s diffid5ce ^u t2 & ?\ ha/ cle>$ a morn+ to me aga91 & my he>t is alive4 ,david's he>t smote him :5 he cut (f ! skirt f ,saul2#afe & 8 he>t smote him :5 he _h numb]$ 8 p3#aff my he>t ha? /ruck me :5 ,i come to numb] my s9s2 b t bl[ is n to dea?1 because ^? s9s are n to dea?1 b my he>t lives 9 !e4 ,b yet z long z ,i rema9 9 ?is great hospital1 ?is sick1 ?is diseaseful _w1 z long z ,i rema9 9 ?is lepr\s h\se1 ?is fle% ( m9e1 ?is he>t1 ?\gh ?us prep>$ = !e1 prep>$ by !e1 w /ill be subject to ! invasion ( malign & pe/il5t vap\rs4 ,b ,i h my cordials 9 ?y promise2 :5 ,i %all "k ! plague ( my he>t1 & pray unto !e 9 ?y h\se1#afg ?\ wilt pres]ve t he>t f all mortal =ce ( t infection2 & ! peace ( ,god1 :i* passe? all und]/&+s %all keep my he>t & m9d ?r\gh ,*ri/ ,jesus4#afh ,,xi4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o 9 ?y upp] h\se1 ! heav5s1 ?\gh !re be _m mansions1 yet art alike & equally 9 e mansion2 b "h 9 ?y l[] h\se1 ?\gh ?\ fille/ all1 yet art o!rwise 9 "s rooms !re( ?an 9 o!rs2 o!rwise 9 ?y *ur* ?an 9 my *amb]1 & o!rwise 9 ?y sacram5ts ?an 9 my pray]s2 s ?\gh ?\ be always pres5t & always work+ 9 e room ( ?is ?y h\se1 my body1 yet ,i humbly besee* !e to manife/ always a m effectual pres5ce 9 my he>t ?an 9 ! o!r (fices4 ,into ! h\se ( ?9e ano9t$1 disloyal p]sons1 traitors1 w come2 into ?y h\se1 ! *ur*1 hypocrites & idolators w come2 into "s rooms ( ?is ?y h\se1 my body1 temptations w come1 infections w come2 b be my he>t ?y b$*amb]1 ,o my ,god1 & ?i!r let !m n ent]4 ,job made a cov5ant ) 8 eyes1 b n 8 mak+ ( t cov5ant1 b ?y dwell+ 9 8 he>t1 enabl$ him to keep t cov5ant4 ,?y ,son himself _h a sadness 9 8 s\l to dea?1 & he _h a reluctation1 a deprecation ( dea?1 9 ! approa*es !re(2 b he _h 8 cordial too1 ,yet n my w1 b ?9e be done4 ,& z ?\ ha/ n deliv]$ u1 ?9e adopt$ sons1 f ^! infecti\s temptations1 s nei!r ha/ ?\ deliv]$ u ov] to !m1 nor )held ?y cordials f u4 ,i 0 baptiz$ 9 ?y cordial wat] aga9/ orig9al s91 & ,i h drunk ( ?y cordial blood1 = my recov]y f actual & habitual s91 9 ! o!r sacram5t4 ,?\1 ,o ,"l1 :o ha/ impr9t$ all m$ic9al virtues :i* are 9 all creatures1 & ha/ made ev5 ! fle% ( vip]s to assi/ 9 cordials1 art able to make ?is pres5t sickness1 ev]la/+ heal?1 ?is weakness1 ev]la/+ /r5g?1 & ?is v dejection & fa9tness ( he>t1 a p[]ful cordial4 ,:5 ?y bless$ ,son cri$ out to !e1 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 :y ha/ ?\ =sak5 me8 ?\ did/ rea* out ?y h& to him2 b n to deliv] 8 sad s\l1 b to receive 8 holy s\l3 nei!r did he long] desire to hold x ( !e1 b to recomm5d x to !e4 ,i see ?9e h& ^u me n[1 ,o ,"l1 & ,i ask n :y x comes1 :at x int5ds2 :e!r ?\ wilt bid x /ay /ill 9 ?is body = "s "t1 or bid x meet !e ?is day 9 p>adise1 ,i ask n1 n 9 a wi%1 n 9 a ?\ght4 ,infirmity ( nature1 curiosity ( m9d1 are temptations t (f]2 b a sil5t & absolute ob$i5ce to ?y w1 ev5 be=e ,i "k x1 is my cordial4 ,pres]ve t to me1 ,o my ,god1 & t w pres]ve me to !e2 t1 :5 ?\ ha/ cate*is$ me ) affliction "h1 ,i may take a great] degree1 & s]ve !e 9 a high] place1 9 ?y k+dom ( joy & glory4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #adg ,prov4 xxiii4 #bf4 #adh ,job1 i4 #h4 #adi ,j]4 xvii4 #i4 #aej ,g54 vi4 #e4 #aea ,amos1 iv4 #ac4 #aeb #a ,sam4 xiii4 #ad4 #aec ,j]4 iii4 #ae4 #aed ,ezek4 xi4 #ai4 #aee ,eccles4 vii4 #bf4 #aef ,hos4 vii4 #f4 #aeg ,prov4 xxviii4 #bf4 #aeh ,john1 xiii4 #b4 #aei ,ecclus4 l4 #bc4 #afj ,lev4 xxvi4 #cf4 #afa ,jo%4 ii4 #aa4 #afb #a ,sam4 vii4 #c4 #afc #b ,cor4 i4 #bb4 #afd #a ,sam4 xxv4 #cg4 #afe #a ,sam4 xxiv4 #e4 #aff #b ,sam4 xxiv4 #aj4 #afg #a ,k+s1 viii4 #ch4 #afh ,phil4 iv4 #g4 ,,xii4 ------------------ ,spirante columba ,supposita p$ibus1 revocantur ad ima vapores4 ,!y apply pigeons1 to draw ! vap\rs f ! head4 ,,xii4 ,,m$itation4 ,:at w n kill a man if a vap\r w8 ,h[ great an elephant1 h[ small a m\se de/roys6 ,to die by a bullet is ! soldi]'s daily bread2 b few m5 die by hail-%ot4 ,a man is m wor? ?an to be sold = s+le money2 a life to be valu$ above a trifle4 ,if ?is 7 a viol5t %ak+ ( ! air by ?und] or by cannon1 9 t case ! air is cond5s$ above ! ?ickness ( wat]1 ( wat] bak$ into ice1 almo/ petrifi$1 almo/ made /one1 & no wond] t kills2 b t :i* is b a vap\r1 & a vap\r n =c$ b brea!d1 %\ld kill1 t our nurse %\ld ov]lay u1 & air t n\ri%es u %\ld de/roy u1 b t x is a half a!ism to murmur aga9/ ,nature1 :o is ,god's imm$iate commission]1 :o w\ld n ?9k himself mis]able to be put into ! h&s ( ,nature1 :o does n only set him up = a m>k = o!rs to %oot at1 b delights h]self to bl[ him up l a glass1 till %e see him break1 ev5 ) h] own brea?8 ,nay1 if ?is infecti\s vap\r 7 s\ght =1 or travell$ to1 z ,pl9y hunt$ aft] ! vap\r ( tna & d>$ & *all5g$ ,dea? 9 ! =m ( a vap\r to d 8 wor/1 & felt ! wor/1 he di$2 or if ?is vap\r 7 met )al 9 an ambu%1 & we surpris$ ) x1 out ( a long %ut well1 or out ( a new op5$ m9e1 :o w\ld lam5t1 :o w\ld accuse1 :5 we _h no?+ to accuse1 none to lam5t aga9/ b =tune1 :o is less ?an a vap\r8 ,b :5 ourselves are ! well t brea!s out ?is exhalation1 ! ov5 t spits out ?is fi]y smoke1 ! m9e t spews out ?is suffocat+ & /rangl+ damp1 :o c ev]1 aft] ?is1 aggravate 8 sorr[ by ?is circum/ance1 t x 0 8 neighb\r1 8 famili> fri5d1 8 bro!r1 t de/roy$ him1 & de/roy$ him ) a :isp]+ & a calumniat+ brea?1 :5 we ourselves d x to ourselves by ! same means1 kill ourselves ) our own vap\rs8 ,or if ^! occasions ( ?is self-de/ruction _h any contribution f our own wills1 any assi/ance f our own int5tions1 nay1 f our own errors1 we might divide ! rebuke1 & *ide ourselves z mu* z !m4 ,fev]s ^u wilful di/emp]s ( dr9k & surfeits1 consumptions ^u intemp]ances & lic5ti\sness1 madness ^u misplac+ or ov]b5d+ our natural faculties1 proce$ f ourselves1 & s z t ourselves are 9 ! plot1 & we are n only passive1 b active too1 to our own de/ruction4 ,b :at h ,i done1 ei!r to bre$ or to brea! ^! vap\rs8 ,!y tell me x is my melan*oly2 did ,i infuse1 did ,i dr9k 9 melan*oly into myself8 ,x is my ?\ghtfulness2 0 ,i n made to ?9k8 ,x is my /udy2 do? n my call+ call = t8 ,i h done no?+ wilfully1 p]v]sely t[>d x1 yet mu/ suff] 9 x1 die by x4 ,!re are too _m examples ( m5 t h be5 _! own execution]s1 & t h made h>d %ift to be s3 "s h always _h poison ab\t !m1 9 a holl[ r+ ^u _! f+]1 & "s 9 _! p5 t !y us$ to write )2 "s h beat out _! bra9s at ! wall ( _! prison1 & "s h eat ! fire out ( _! *imneys2#afi & "o is said to h come ne>] our case ?an s1 to h /rangl$ himself1 ?\gh 8 h&s 7 b\nd1 by cru%+ 8 ?roat betwe5 8 knees4 ,b ,i d no?+ ^u myself1 & yet am m9e own execution]4 ,& we h he>d ( dea? ^u small occasions & by scornful in/rum5ts3 a p91 a comb1 a hair pull$1 ha? gangr5$ & kill$2 b :5 ,i h said a vap\r1 if ,i 7 ask$ aga9 :at is a vap\r1 ,i c\ld n tell1 x is s ins5sible a ?+2 s ne> no?+ is t t r$uces u to no?+4 ,b ext5d ?is vap\r1 r>efy x2 f s n>r[ a room z our natural bodies1 to any politic body1 to a /ate4 ,t :i* is fume 9 u is1 9 a /ate rum\r2 & ^! vap\rs 9 u1 :i* we consid] "h pe/il5t & infecti\s fumes1 are1 9 a /ate1 infeciti\s rum\rs1 detract+ & di%on\rable calumnies1 libels4 ,! he>t 9 t body is ! k+1 & ! bra9 8 c\ncil2 & ! :ole magi/racy1 t ties all toge!r1 is ! s9ews :i* proce$ f !nce2 & ! life ( all is hon\r1 & j respect1 & due rev]5ce2 & !re=e1 :5 ^! vap\rs1 ^! v5om\s rum\rs1 are direct$ aga9/ ^! noble p>ts1 ! :ole body suff]s4 ,b yet = all _! privileges1 !y are n privileg$ f our mis]y2 t z ! vap\rs mo/ p]nici\s to u arise 9 our own bodies1 s d ! mo/ di%on\rable rum\rs1 & ^? t w\nd a /ate mo/ arise at home4 ,:at ill air t ,i c\ld h met 9 ! /reet1 :at *annel1 :at %ambles1 :at dunghill1 :at vault1 c\ld h hurt me s mu* z ^! homebr$ vap\rs8 ,:at fugitive1 :at almsman ( any =eign /ate1 c d s mu* h>m z a detractor1 a libell]1 a scornful je/] at home8 ,= z !y t write ( poisons1 & ( creatures naturally dispos$ to ! ru9 ( man1 d z well m5tion ! flea z ! vip]#agj1 because ! flea1 ?\gh he kill none1 he does all ! h>m he c2 s ev5 ^! libell\s & lic5ti\s je/]s utt] ! v5om !y h1 ?\gh sometimes virtue1 & always p[]1 be a good pigeon to draw ?is vap\r f ! head & f do+ any deadly h>m !re4 ,,xii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 z ?y s]vant ,james1 :5 he asks t "q1 ,:at is y\r life8 provides me my answ]1 ,x is ev5 a vap\r1 t appe>e? = a little "t1 & !n vani%e? away2#aga s1 if he did ask me :at is y\r dea?1 ,i am provid$ ( my answ]1 x is a vap\r too2 & :y %\ld x n be all "o to me1 :e!r ,i live or die1 if life & dea? be all "o1 bo? a vap\r8 ,?\ ha/ made vap\r s indiff]5t a ?+ z t ?y bless+s & ?y judgm5ts are equally express$ by x1 & is made by !e ! hi]oglyphic ( bo?4 ,:y %\ld n t be always good by :i* ?\ ha/ decl>$ ?y pl5tiful goodness to u8 ,a vap\r w5t up f ! e>?1 & wat]$ ! :ole face ( ! gr\nd4#agb ,& t by :i* ?\ ha/ imput$ a goodness to u1 & :]e9 ?\ ha/ accept$ our s]vice to !e1 sacrifices2 = sacrifices 7 vap\rs2#agc & 9 !m x is said1 t a ?ick cl\d ( inc5se w5t up to !e4#agd ,s x is ( t :]e9 ?\ come/ to u1 ! dew ( heav51 & ( t :]e9 we come to !e1 bo? are vap\rs2 & he1 9 :om we h & are all t we are or h1 temporally or spiritually1 ?y bless$ ,son1 9 ! p]son ( ,wisdom1 is call$ s too2 ,%e is 7t is1 he is7 ! vap\r ( ! p[] ( ,god1 & ! pure influ5ce f ! glory ( ! ,almighty4#age ,ha/ ?\1 ?\1 ,o my ,god1 p]fum$ vap\r ) ?9e own brea?1 ) s _m sweet acceptations 9 ?9e own ^w1 & %all ?is vap\r receive an ill & infecti\s s5se8 ,x mu/2 =1 s9ce we h displeas$ !e ) t :i* is b vap\r 7= :at is s9 b a vap\r1 b a smoke1 ?\gh su* a smoke z takes away our sight1 & disables u f see+ our dang]71 x is j t ?\ puni% u ) vap\rs too4 ,= s ?\ do/1 z ! wise man tells u1 ?\ can/ puni% u by ^? ?+s :]e9 we (f5d !e2 z he ha? express$ x !re1 by bea/s newly creat$1 brea?+ vap\rs4#agf ,!re=e t comm9ation ( ?9e1 by ?y prophet1 ,i w %[ wond]s 9 ! heav51 & 9 ! e>?1 blood & fire1 & pill>s ( smoke2#agg ?9e apo/le1 :o knew ?y mean+ be/1 calls vap\rs ( smoke4#agh ,"o prophet pres5ts !e 9 ?y t]ribl5ess s1 ,!re w5t out a smoke at 8 no/rils1#agi & ano!r ! effect ( ?9e ang] s1 ,! h\se 0 fill$ ) smoke2#ahj & he t cont9ues 8 prophecy z long z ! _w c cont9ue1 describes ! mis]ies ( ! latt] times s1 ,out ( ! bottomless pit arose a smoke1 t d>k5$ ! sun1 & out ( t smoke came locu/s1 :o _h ! p[] ( scorpions4#aha ,n[ all smokes beg9 9 fire1 & all ^! w end s too3 ! smoke ( s9 & ( ?y wra? w end 9 ! fire ( hell4 ,b ha/ ?\ af=d$ u no means to evaporate ^! smokes1 to )draw ^! vap\rs8 ,:5 ?9e angels fell f heav51 ?\ tooke/ into ?y c>e ! rep>ation ( t place1 & did/ x by assum+1 by draw+ u ?i!r2 :5 we fell f !e "h1 9 ?is _w1 ?\ tooke/ into ?y c>e ! rep>ation ( ?is place too1 & did/ x by assum+ u ano!r way1 by desc5d+ d[n to assume our nature1 9 ?y ,son4 ,s t ?\gh our la/ act be an asc5d+ to glory 7we %all asc5d to ! place ( angels71 yet our fir/ act is to g ! way ( ?y ,son1 desc5d+1 & ! way ( ?y bless$ ,_s too1 :o desc5d$ 9 ! dove4 ,!re=e ha/ ?\ be5 pleas$ to af=d u ?is rem$y 9 nature1 by ?is application ( a dove to our l[] p>ts1 to make ^! vap\rs 9 our bodies to desc5d1 & to make t a type to u1 t1 by ! visitation ( ?y ,_s1 ! vap\rs ( s9 %all desc5d1 & we tread !m "u our feet4 ,at ! baptism ( ?y ,son1 ! ,dove desc5d$1 & at ! exalt+ ( ?9e apo/les to prea*1 ! same ,_s desc5d$4 ,let u draw d[n ! vap\rs ( our own pride1 our own wits1 our own wills1 our own inv5tions1 to ! simplicity ( ?y sacram5ts & ! ob$i5ce ( ?y ^w2 & ^! doves1 ?us appli$1 %all make u live4 ,,xii4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o1 ?\gh ?\ h suff]$ u to de/roy ourselves1 & ha/ n giv5 u ! p[] ( rep>ation 9 ourselves1 ha/ yet af=d$ u su* means ( rep>ation z may easily & famili>ly be compass$ by u1 prosp]1 ,i humbly besee* !e1 ?is means ( bodily assi/ance 9 ?is ?y ord9>y creature1 & prosp] ?y means ( spiritual assi/ance 9 ?y holy ord9ances4 ,& z ?\ ha/ c>ri$ ?is ?y creature1 ! dove1 ?r\gh all ?y ways ?r\gh nature1 & made x naturally prop] to conduce m$ic9ally to our bodily heal?1 ?r\gh ! law1 & made x a sacrifice = s9 !re1 & ?r\gh ! gospel1 & made x1 & ?y ,_s 9 x1 a witness ( ?y ,son's baptism !re1 s c>ry x1 & ! qualities ( x1 home to my s\l1 & impr9t !re t simplicity1 t mildness1 t h>mlessness1 :i* ?\ ha/ impr9t$ by nature 9 ?is creature4 ,t s all vap\rs ( all disob$i5ce to !e1 be+ subdu$ "u my feet1 ,i may1 9 ! p[] & triumph ( ?y ,son1 tread victori\sly ^u my grave1 & trample ^u ! lion & dragon#ahb t lie "u x to dev\r me4 ,?\1 ,o ,"l1 by ! prophet1 calle/ ! dove ! dove ( ! valleys1 b promise/ t ! dove ( ! valleys %all be ^u ! m\nta94#ahc ,z ?\ ha/ laid me l[ 9 ?is valley ( sickness1 s l[ z t ,i am made fit = t "q ask$ 9 ! field ( bones1 ,son ( man1 c ^! bones live8#ahd s1 9 ?y good "t1 c>ry me up to ^! m\nta9s ( :i* ev5 9 ?is valley ?\ af=de/ me a prospect1 ! m\nta9 :]e ?\ dwelle/1 ! holy hill1 unto :i* none c asc5d b he t ha? clean h&s1 :i* none c h b by t "o & t /rong way ( mak+ !m clean1 9 ! blood ( ?y ,son ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #afi ,coma1 latro4 9 ,val4 ,max4 #agj ,ardo9us4 #aga ,james1 iv4 #ad4 #agb ,g54 ii4 #f4 #agc ,lev4 xvi4 #ac4 #agd ,ezek4 viii4 #aa4 #age ,wisd4 vii4 #be4 #agf ,wisd4 xi4 #ah4 #agg ,joel1 ii4 #cj4 #agh ,acts1 ii4 #ai4 #agi ,psalm xviii4 #h4 #ahj ,isaiah1 vi4 #d4 #aha ,rev4 ix4 #b4 ,,xiii4 ,,+5iumque ,,malum1 ,,num]oso ,,/igmate1 ,,fassus ,,pellitur ,,ad ,,pectus1 ,,morbique ,,suburbia1 ,,morbus4 ,! sickness decl>es ! infection & malignity !re( by spots4 ,,xiii4 ,,m$itation4 ,we say t ! _w is made ( sea & l&1 z ?\gh !y 7 equal2 b we "k t !re is m sea 9 ! ,we/]n ?an 9 ! ,ea/]n hemisph]e4 ,we say t ! firmam5t is full ( />s1 z ?\gh x 7 equally full2 b we "k t !re are m />s "u ! ,nor!rn ?an "u ! ,s\!rn pole4 ,we say ! elem5ts ( man are mis]y & happ9ess1 z ?\gh he _h an equal proportion ( bo?1 & ! days ( man vicissitud9>y1 z ?\gh he _h z _m good days z ill1 & t he liv$ "u a p]petual equ9octial1 night & day equal1 good & ill =tune 9 ! same measure4 ,b x is f> f t2 he dr9ks mis]y1 & he ta/es happ9ess2 he m[s mis]y1 & he gleans happ9ess2 he j\rneys 9 mis]y1 he does b walk 9 happ9ess2 &1 :i* is wor/1 8 mis]y is positive & dogmatical1 8 happ9ess is b disputable & problematical3 all m5 call mis]y mis]y1 b happ9ess *anges ! "n by ! ta/e ( man4 ,9 ?is accid5t t befalls me1 n[ t ?is sickness decl>es itself by spots to be a malignant & pe/il5tial disease1 if !re be a com=t 9 ! decl>ation1 t !reby ! physicians see m cle>ly :at to d1 !re may be z mu* discom=t 9 ?is1 t ! malignity may be s great z t all t !y c d %all d no?+2 t an enemy decl>es himself !n1 :5 he is able to subsi/1 & to pursue1 & to a*ieve 8 ends1 is no great com=t4 ,9 inte/9e conspiracies1 volunt>y confessions d m good ?an confessions ^u ! rack2 9 ^! infections1 :5 nature h]self confesses & cries out by ^! outw>d decl>ations :i* %e is able to put =? ( h]self1 !y m9i/] com=t2 b :5 all is by ! /r5g? ( cordials1 x is b a confession ^u ! rack1 by :i*1 ?\gh we come to "k ! malice ( t man1 yet we d n "k :e!r !re be n z mu* malice 9 8 he>t !n z be=e 8 confession2 we are sure ( 8 treason1 b n ( 8 rep5tance2 sure ( him1 b n ( 8 accomplices4 ,x is a fa9t com=t to "k ! wor/ :5 ! wor/ is rem$iless1 & a weak] ?an t to "k mu* ill1 & n to "k t t is ! wor/4 ,a woman is com=t$ ) ! bir? ( h] son1 h] body is eas$ ( a burd52 b if %e c\ld prophetically read 8 hi/ory1 h[ ill a man1 p]*ance h[ ill a son1 he w\ld prove1 %e %\ld receive a great] burd5 into h] m9d4 ,sc>ce any pur*ase t is n clogg$ ) secret incumbrances2 sc>ce any happ9ess t ha? n 9 x s mu* ( ! nature ( false & base money1 z t ! allay is m ?an ! metal4 ,nay1 is x n s 7at lea/ mu* t[>ds x7 ev5 9 ! ex]cise ( virtues8 ,i mu/ be poor & want be=e ,i c ex]cise ! virtue ( gratitude2 mis]able1 & 9 torm5t1 be=e ,i c ex]cise ! virtue ( pati5ce4 ,h[ deep d we dig1 & = h[ co>se gold6 ,& :at o!r t\*/one h we ( our gold b comp>ison1 :e!r we be z happy z o!rs1 or z ourselves at o!r times8 ,o poor /ep t[>d be+ well1 :5 ^! spots d only tell u t we are worse ?an we 7 sure ( be=e4 ,,xiii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ?\ ha/ made ?is sick b$ ?9e alt>1 & ,i h no o!r sacrifice to (f] b myself2 & wilt ?\ accept no spott$ sacrifice8 ,do? ?y ,son dwell bodily 9 ?is fle% t ?\ %\ld/ look = an unspott$ness "h8 or is ! ,holy ,gho/ ! s\l ( ?is body1 z he is ( ?y sp\se1 :o is !re=e all fair1 & no spot 9 h]8#ahe or ha? ?y ,son himself no spots1 :o ha? all our /a9s & de=mities 9 him8 or ha? ?y sp\se1 ?y *ur*1 no spots1 :5 e p>ticul> limb ( t fair & spotless body1 e p>ticul> s\l 9 t *ur*1 is full ( /a9s & spots8 ,?\ bid/ u hate ! g>m5t t is spott$ ) ! fle%4#ahf ,! fle% itself is ! g>m5t1 & x spotte? itself ) itself4 ,& if ,i wa% myself ) sn[ wat]1 m9e own clo!s %all make me abom9able2#ahg & yet no man yet ev] hat$ 8 own fle%4#ahh ,"l1 if ?\ look = a spotlessness1 :om wilt ?\ look ^u8 ,?y m]cy may g a great way 9 my s\l & yet n leave me )\t spots2 ?y corrections may g f> & burn deep1 & yet n leave me spotless3 ?y *ildr5 appreh5d$ t1 :5 !y said1 ,f our =m] iniquity we are n cleans$ until ?is day1 ?\gh !re 0 a plague 9 ! congregation ( ! ,"l4#ahi ,?\ ra9e/ ^u u1 & yet do/ n always mollify all our h>dness2 ?\ k9dle/ ?y fires 9 u1 & yet do/ n always burn up all our dross2 ?\ heale/ our w\nds1 & yet leave/ sc>s2 ?\ purge/ ! blood1 & yet leave/ spots4 ,b ! spots t ?\ hate/ are ! spots t we hide4 ,! c>v]s ( images cov] spots1#aij says ! wise man2 :5 we hide our spots1 we become idolators ( our own /a9s1 ( our own f\lnesses4 ,b if my spots come =?1 by :at means soev]1 :e!r by ! /r5g? ( nature1 by volunt>y confession 7= grace is ! nature ( a reg5]ate man1 & ! p[] ( grace is ! /r5g? ( nature71 or by ! virtue ( cordials 7= ev5 ?y corrections are cordials71 if !y come =? ei!r way1 ?\ receive/ t confession ) a graci\s int]pretation4 ,:5 ?y s]vant ,jacob practis$ an inv5tion to procure spots 9 8 %eep1#aia ?\ did/ prosp] 8 rods2 & ?\ do/ prosp] ?9e own rods1 :5 corrections procure ! discov]y ( our spots1 ! humble manife/ation ( our s9s to !e2 till !n ?\ may/ ju/ly say1 ,! :ole ne$ n ! physician2#aib till we tell !e 9 our sickness we ?9k ourselves :ole1 till we %[ our spots1 ?\ applie/ no m$ic9e4 ,b s9ce ,i d t1 %all ,i n1 ,"l1 lift up my face )\t spot1 & be /eadfa/1 & n fe>8#aic ,ev5 my spots belong to ?y ,son's body1 & are "p ( t :i* he came d[n to ?is e>? to fet*1 & *all5ge1 & assume to himself4 ,:5 ,i op5 my spots ,i d b pres5t him ) t :i* is 82 & till ,i d s1 ,i deta9 & )hold 8 "r4 ,:5 !re=e ?\ see/ !m ^u me1 z 81 & see/ !m by ?is way ( confession1 !y %all n appe> to me z ! p9*es ( dea?1 to decl9e my fe> to hell 7= ?\ ha/ n left ?y holy "o 9 hell1 ?y ,son is n !re72 b ^! spots ^u my brea/1 & ^u my s\l1 %all appe> to me z ! con/ellations ( ! firmam5t1 to direct my contemplation to t place :]e ?y ,son is1 ?y "r h&4 ,,xiii4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o z ?\ give/ all = no?+1 if we consid] any prec$5t m]it 9 u1 s give/ no?+ = no?+1 if we consid] ! ackn[l$gm5t & ?ankfulness :i* ?\ looke/ = aft]1 accept my humble ?anks1 bo? = ?y m]cy1 & = ?is p>ticul> m]cy1 t 9 ?y judgm5t ,i c disc]n ?y m]cy1 & f9d com=t 9 ?y corrections4 ,i "k1 ,o ,"l1 ! ord9>y discom=t t accompanies t phrase1 t ! h\se is visit$1 & t1 t ?y m>ks & ?y tok5s are ^u ! pati5t2 b :at a wret*$ & disconsolate h]mitage is t h\se :i* is n visit$ by !e1 & :at a waif & /ray is t man t ha? n ?y m>ks ^u him8 ,^! heats1 ,o ,"l1 :i* ?\ ha/ br\ght ^u ?is body1 are b ?y *af+ ( ! wax1 t ?\ might/ seal me to !e3 ^! spots are b ! lett]s 9 :i* ?\ ha/ writt5 ?9e own "n & convey$ ?yself to me2 :e!r = a pres5t possession1 by tak+ me n[1 or = a future rev]sion1 by glorify+ ?yself 9 my /ay "h1 ,i limit n1 ,i condition n1 ,i *oose n1 ,i wi% n1 no m ?an ! h\se or l& t passe? by any civil conveyance4 ,only be ?\ ev] pres5t to me1 ,o my ,god1 & ?is b$*amb] & ?y b$*amb] %all be all "o room1 & ! clos+ ( ^! bodily eyes "h1 & ! op5+ ( ! eyes ( my s\l !re1 all "o act4 ,,footnotes3 #ahb ,psalm xci4 #ac4 #ahc ,ezek4 vii4 #af4 #ahd ,ezek4 xxxvii4 #c4 #ahe ,cant4 iv4 #g4 #ahf ,jude1 #bc4 #ahg ,job1 ix4 #cj #ahh ,eph4 v4 #bi #ahi ,jo%4 xxii4 #ag #aij ,wisd4 xiii4 #ad #aia ,g54 xxx4 #cc #aib ,matt4 ix4 #ab #aic ,job1 xi4 #ae4 ,,xiv4 ,,idque ,,notant ,,criticis ,,m$ici ,,ev5isse ,,diebus4 ,! physicians obs]ve ^! accid5ts to h fall5 ^u ! critical days4 ,,xiv4 ,,m$itation4 ,i w\ld n make man worse ?an he is1 nor 8 condition m mis]able ?an x is4 ,b c\ld ,i ?\gh ,i w\ld8 ,z a man _c flatt] ,god1 nor ov]praise him1 s a man _c injure man1 nor und]value him4 ,?us mu* mu/ necess>ily be pres5t$ to 8 remembrance1 t ^? false happ9esses :i* he ha? 9 ?is _w1 h _! times1 & _! seasons1 & _! critical days2 & !y are judg$ & d5om9at$ accord+ to ! times :5 !y befall u4 ,:at poor elem5ts are our happ9esses made (1 if "t1 "t :i* we c sc>ce consid] to be any ?+1 be an ess5tial "p ( our happ9ess6 ,all ?+s are done 9 "s place2 b if we consid] place to be no m b ! next holl[ sup]ficies ( ! air1 alas6 h[ ?9 & fluid a ?+ is air1 & h[ ?9 a film is a sup]ficies1 & a sup]ficies ( air6 ,all ?+s are done 9 "t too1 b if we consid] "t to be b ! measure ( motion1 & h[soev] x may seem to h ?ree /ations1 pa/1 pres5t1 & future1 yet ! fir/ & la/ ( ^! are n 7"o is n n[1 & ! o!r is n yet71 & t :i* y call pres5t1 is n n[ ! same t x 0 :5 y began to call x s 9 ?is l9e 7be=e y s\nd t ^w pres5t1 or t monosyllable n[1 ! pres5t & ! n[ is pa/74 ,if ?is imag9>y1 half-no?+ "t1 be ( ! ess5ce ( our happ9esses1 h[ c !y be ?\ght durable8 ,"t is n s2 h[ c !y be ?\ght to be8 ,"t is n s2 n s consid]$ 9 any ( ! p>ts !re(4 ,if we consid] et]nity1 into t "t nev] ent]$2 et]nity is n an ev]la/+ flux ( "t1 b "t is a %ort p>5!sis 9 a long p]iod2 & et]nity _h be5 ! same z x is1 ?\gh "t _h nev] be54 ,if we consid]1 n et]nity1 b p]petuity2 n t :i* _h no "t to beg9 91 b :i* %all outlive "t1 & be :5 "t %all be no m1 :at a m9ute is ! life ( ! durable/ creature comp>$ to t6 & :at a m9ute is man's life 9 respect ( ! sun's1 or ( a tree8 & yet h[ little ( our life is occasion1 opportunity to receive good 92 & h[ little ( t occasion d we appreh5d & lay hold (8 ,h[ busy & p]plex$ a cobweb is ! happ9ess ( man "h1 t mu/ be made up ) a wat*fulness to lay hold ^u occasion1 :i* is b a little piece ( t :i* is no?+1 "t8 & yet ! be/ ?+s are no?+ )\t t4 ,hon\rs1 pleasures1 possessions1 pres5t$ to u out ( "t8 9 our decrepit & di/a/$ & unappreh5sive age1 lose _! (fice1 & lose _! "n2 !y are n hon\rs to u t %all nev] appe>1 nor come abroad into ! eyes ( ! p1 to receive hon\r f !m :o give x2 nor pleasures to u1 :o h lo/ our s5se to ta/e !m2 nor possessions to u1 :o are dep>t+ f ! possession ( !m4 ,y\? is _! critical day1 t judges !m1 t d5om9ates !m1 t inanimates & in=ms !m1 & makes !m hon\rs1 & pleasures1 & possessions2 & :5 !y come 9 an unappreh5sive age1 !y come z a cordial :5 ! bell r+s out1 z a p>don :5 ! head is (f4 ,we rejoice 9 ! com=t ( fire1 b does any man cleave to x at midsumm]8 ,we are glad ( ! fre%ness & coolness ( a vault1 b does any man keep 8 ,*ri/mas !re2 or are ! pleasures ( ! spr+ acceptable 9 autumn8 ,if happ9ess be 9 ! season1 or 9 ! climate1 h[ mu* happi] !n are birds ?an m51 :o c *ange ! climate & accompany & enjoy ! same season ev]4 ,,xiv4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 w\ld/ ?\ call ?yself ! anci5t ( days1#aid if we 7 n to call ourselves to an acc\nt = our days8 ,w\ld/ ?\ *ide u = /&+ idle "h all ! day1#aie if we 7 sure to h m days to make up our h>ve/8 ,:5 ?\ bid/ u take no ?\ght = to-morr[1 = suffici5t unto ! day 7to e day7 is ! evil !re(1#aif is ?is truly1 absolutely1 to put (f all t conc]ns ! pres5t life8 ,:5 ?\ repreh5de/ ! ,galatians by ?y message to !m1 ,t !y obs]v$ days1 & mon?s1 & times1 & ye>s1#aig :5 ?\ s5de/ by ! same mess5g] to =bid ! ,colossians all critical days1 indicatory days1 ,let no man judge y 9 respect ( a holy day1 or ( a new moon1 or ( a sabba?1#aih do/ ?\ take away all consid]ation1 all di/9ction ( days8 ,?\gh ?\ remove !m f be+ ( ! ess5ce ( our salvation1 ?\ leave/ !m = assi/ances1 & = ! exaltation ( our devotion1 to fix ourselves1 at c]ta9 p]iodical & /ation>y times1 ^u ! consid]ation ( ^? ?+s :i* ?\ ha/ done = u1 & ! crisis1 ! trial1 ! judgm5t1 h[ ^? ?+s h wr\ght ^u u & dispos$ u to a spiritual recov]y & convalesc5ce4 ,= !re is to e man a day ( salvation4 ,n[ is ! accept$ "t1 n[ is ! day ( salvation1#aii & !re is a great day ( ?y wra?1#bjj :i* no man %all be able to /& 92 & !re are evil days be=e1 & !re=e ?\ w>ne/ u & arme/ u1 ,take unto y ! :ole arm\r ( ,god1 t y may be able to /& 9 ! evil day4#bja ,s f> !n our days mu/ be critical to u1 z t by consid]ation ( !m1 we may make a judgm5t ( our spiritual heal?1 = t is ! crisis ( our bodily heal?4 ,?y belov$ s]vant1 ,/4 ,john1 wi%es to ,gaius1 t he may prosp] 9 8 heal?1 s z 8 s\l prosp]s2#bjb = if ! s\l be lean ! m>r[ ( ! body is b wat]2 if ! s\l )]1 ! v]dure & ! good e/ate ( ! body is b an illusion & ! goodlie/ man a fe>ful gho/4 ,%all we1 ,o my ,god1 det]m9e our ?\ghts1 & %all we nev] det]m9e our disputations ^u our climact]ical ye>s1 = p>ticul> m5 & p]iodical ye>s1 = ! life ( /ates & k+doms1 & nev] consid] ^! 9 our long life1 & our int]e/ 9 ! ev]la/+ k+dom8 ,we h ex]cis$ our curiosity 9 obs]v+ t ,adam1 ! elde/ ( ! elde/ _w1 di$ 9 8 climact]ical ye>1 & ,%em1 ! elde/ son ( ! next _w1 9 82 ,abraham1 ! fa!r ( ! fai?ful1 9 81 & ! bless$ ,virg9 ,m>y1 ! g>d5 :]e ! root ( fai? grew1 9 h]s4 ,b !y ^: climact]ics we obs]ve1 employ$ _! obs]vation ^u _! critical days1 ! work+ ( ?y promise ( a ,messias ^u !m4 ,& %all we1 ,o my ,god1 make less use ( ^? days :o h m ( !m8 ,we1 :o h n only ! day ( ! prophets1 ! fir/ days1 b ! la/ days1 9 :i* ?\ ha/ spok5 unto u by ?y ,son8#bjc ,we are ! *ildr5 ( ! day1#bjd = ?\ ha/ %9$ 9 z full a noon ^u u z ^u ! ,!ssalonians3 !y :o 7 ( ! night 7a night :i* !y _h sup]9duc$ ^u !mselves71 ! ,ph>isees1 pret5d$1 t if !y _h be5 9 _! fa!rs' days 7^? indicatory & judicatory1 ^? critical days71 !y w\ld n h be5 p>tak]s ( ! blood ( ! prophets2#bje & %all we :o are 9 ! day1 ^! days1 n ( ! prophets1 b ( ! ,son1 /one ^? prophets aga91 & crucify t ,son aga91 = all ^? evid5t indications & critical judicatures :i* are af=d$ u8 ,^? oppos$ adv]s>ies ( ?y ,son1 ! ,ph>isees1 ) ! ,h]odians1 wat*$ a critical day2 !n :5 ! /ate 0 inc5s$ aga9/ him1 came to tempt him 9 ! dang]\s "q ( tribute4#bjf ,!y left him1 & t day 0 ! critical day to ! ,sadducees4 ,! same day1 says ?y ,_s 9 ?y ^w1 ! ,sadducees came to him to "q him ab\t ! resurrection1#bjg & !m he sil5c$2 !y left him1 & ?is 0 ! critical day = ! ,scribe1 exp]t 9 ! law1 :o ?\ght himself le>n$] ?an ! ,h]odian1 ! ,ph>isee1 or ,sadducee2 & he tempt$ him ab\t ! great comm&m5t1#bjh & him ,*ri/ left )\t p[] ( reply+4 ,:5 all 0 done1 & t !y w5t ab\t to beg9 _! circle ( vexation & temptation aga91 ,*ri/ sil5ces !m s1 t z !y _h tak5 _! critical days1 to come 9 t & 9 t day1 s ,*ri/ imposes a critical day ^u !m4 ,f t day =?1 says ?y ,_s1 no man dur/ ask him any m que/ions4#bji ,?is1 ,o my ,god1 my mo/ bless$ ,god1 is a fe>ful crisis1 a fe>ful indication1 :5 we w /udy1 & seek1 & f9d1 :at days are fitte/ to =sake !e 92 to say1 n[ religion is 9 a neutrality 9 ! _w1 & ?is is my day1 ! day ( lib]ty2 n[ ,i may make new fri5ds by *ang+ my old religion1 & ?is is my day1 ! day ( advancem5t4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 ) ?y s]vant ,jacob's holy boldness1 :o1 ?\gh ?\ lam$/ him1 w\ld n let !e g till ?\ had/ giv5 him a bless+2#baj ?\gh ?\ h laid me ^u my he>se1 yet ?\ %alt n dep>t f me1 f ?is b$1 till ?\ h giv5 me a crisis1 a judgm5t ^u myself ?is day4 ,s9ce a day is z a ?\s& ye>s ) !e1#baa let1 ,o ,"l1 a day be z a week to me2 & 9 ?is "o1 let me consid] sev5 days1 sev5 critical days1 & judge myself t ,i be n judg$ by !e4 ,fir/1 ?is is ! day ( ?y visitation1 ?y com+ to me2 & w\ld ,i look to be welcome to !e1 & n ent]ta9 !e 9 ?y com+ to me8 ,we measure n ! visitations ( great p]sons by _! app>el1 by _! equipage1 by ! solemnity ( _! com+1 b by _! v com+2 & !re=e1 h[soev] ?\ come1 x is a crisis to me1 t ?\ w\ld/ n lose me :o seeke/ me by any means4 ,?is leads me f my fir/ day1 ?y visitation by sickness1 to a second1 to ! light & te/imony ( my consci5ce4 ,!re ,i h an ev5+ & a morn+1 a sad guilt9ess 9 my s\l1 b yet a *e]ful ris+ ( ?y ,sun too2 ?y ev5+s & morn+s made days 9 ! creation1 & !re is no m5tion ( nights2 my sadnesses = s9s are ev5+s1 b !y det]m9e n 9 night1 b deliv] me ov] to ! day1 ! day ( a consci5ce deject$1 b !n rectifi$1 accus$1 b !n acquitt$1 by !e1 by him :o speaks ?y ^w1 & :o is ?y ^w1 ?y ,son4 ,f ?is day1 ! crisis & exam9ation ( my consci5ce1 breaks out my ?ird day1 my day ( prep>+ & fitt+ myself = a m especial receiv+ ( ?y ,son 9 8 in/itution ( ! ,sacram5t2 9 :i* day1 ?\gh !re be _m d>k passages & slipp]y /eps to !m :o w entangle & endang] !mselves 9 unnecess>y disputations1 yet !re are light h\rs en\gh = any man to g 8 :ole j\rney int5d$ by !e1 to "k t t bread & w9e is n m really assimilat$ to my body1 & to my blood1 ?an ! body & blood ( ?y ,son is communicat$ to me 9 t action1 & p>ticipation ( t bread & t w9e4 ,& hav+1 ,o my ,god1 walk$ ) !e ^! ?ree days1 ! day ( ?y visitation1 ! day ( my consci5ce1 ! day ( prep>+ = ?is seal ( reconciliation1 ,i am ! less afraid ( ! cl\ds or /orms ( my f\r? day1 ! day ( my dissolution & transmigration f h5ce4 ,no?+ des]ves ! "n ( happ9ess t makes ! remembrance ( dea? bitt]2 &1 ,o dea?1 h[ bitt] is ! remembrance ( !e1 to a man t lives at re/ 9 8 possessions1 ! man t ha? no?+ to vex him1 yea unto him t is able to receive meat6#bab ,!re=e ha/ ?\1 ,o my ,god1 made ?is sickness1 9 :i* ,i am n able to receive meat1 my fa/+ day1 my eve to ?is great fe/ival1 my dissolution4 ,& ?is day ( dea? %all deliv] me ov] to my fif? day1 ! day ( my resurrection2 = h[ long a day soev] ?\ make t day 9 ! grave1 yet !re is no day betwe5 t & ! resurrection4 ,!n we %all all be inve/$1 reapp>ell$ 9 our own bodies2 b !y :o h made j use ( _! =m] days be sup]-inve/$ ) glory2 :]eas ! o!rs1 condemn$ to _! old clo!s1 _! s9ful bodies1 %all h no?+ add$ b immortality to torm5t4 ,& ?is day ( awak+ me1 & re9ve/+ my s\l 9 my body1 & my body 9 ! body ( ,*ri/1 %all pres5t me1 body & s\l1 to my six? day1 ! day ( judgm5t1 :i* is truly1 & mo/ lit]ally1 ! critical1 ! decretory day2 bo? because all judgm5t %all be manife/$ to me !n1 & ,i %all assi/ 9 judg+ ! _w !n1 & because !n1 t judgm5t %all decl>e to me1 & possess me ( my sev5? day1 my ev]la/+ ,sabba? 9 ?y re/1 ?y glory1 ?y joy1 ?y sight1 ?yself2 & :]e ,i %all live z long )\t reckon+ any m days aft]1 z ?y ,son & ?y ,holy ,_s liv$ ) !e1 be=e y ?ree made any days 9 ! creation4 ,,xiv4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o1 ?\gh ?\ did/ p]mit d>kness to be be=e light 9 ! creation1 yet 9 ! mak+ ( light did/ s multiply t light1 z t x enlight5$ n ! day only1 b ! night too2 ?\gh ?\ h suff]$ "s dimness1 "s cl\ds ( sadness & disconsolat5ess to %$ !mselves ^u my s\l1 ,i humbly bless & ?ankfully glorify ?y holy "n1 t ?\ ha/ af=d$ me ! light ( ?y ,_s1 aga9/ :i* ! pr9ce ( d>kness _c prevail1 nor h9d] 8 illum9ation ( our d>ke/ nights1 ( our sadde/ ?\ghts4 ,ev5 ! visitation ( ?y mo/ bless$ ,_s ^u ! bless$ ,virg91 is call$ an ov]%ad[+4 ,!re 0 ! pres5ce ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 ! f\nta9 ( all light1 & yet an ov]%ad[+2 nay1 except !re 7 "s light1 !re c\ld be no %ad[4 ,let ?y m]ciful provid5ce s gov]n all 9 ?is sickness1 t ,i nev] fall into utt] d>kness1 ignorance ( !e1 or inconsid]ation ( myself2 & let ^? %ad[s :i* d fall ^u me1 fa9tnesses ( _s1 & condemnations ( myself1 be ov]come by ! p[] ( ?9e irresi/ible light1 ! ,god ( consolation2 t :5 ^? %ad[s h done _! (fice ^u me1 to let me see1 t ( myself ,i %\ld fall into irrecov]able d>kness1 ?y ,_s may d 8 (fice ^u ^? %ad[s1 & disp]se !m1 & e/abli% me 9 s bright a day "h1 z may be a critical day to me1 a day :]e9 & :]eby ,i may give ?y judgm5t ^u myself1 & t ! words ( ?y ,son1 spok5 to 8 apo/les1 may reflect ^u me1 ,behold ,i am ) y always1 ev5 to ! end ( ! _w4#bac ,,footnotes3 #aid ,dan4 vii4 #bb4 #aie ,matt4 xx4 #f4 #aif ,matt4 vi4 #cd4 #aig ,gal4 iv4 #aj4 #aih ,col4 ii4 #af4 #aii #b ,cor4 vi4 #b4 #bjj ,rev4 vi4 #ag4 #bja ,eph4 vi4 #aa4 #bjb #c ,john1 #b4 #bjc ,heb4 i4 #b4 #bjd #a ,!s4 v4 #h4 #bje ,matt4 xxiii4 #cj4 #bjf ,matt4 xxii4 #ae4 #bjg ,matt4 xxii4 #bc4 #bjh ,matt4 xxii4 #cf4 #bji ,matt4 xxii4 #df4 #baj ,g54 xxxii4 #bf4 #baa #b ,pet4 iii4 #h4 #bab ,ecclus4 xli4 #a4 ,,xv4 ,,int]ea ,,insomnes ,,noctes ,,ego ,,duco1 ,,diesque4 ,i sleep n day nor night4 ,,xv4 ,,m$itation4 ,natural m5 h conceiv$ a tw(old use ( sleep2 t x is a refre%+ ( ! body 9 ?is life2 t x is a prep>+ ( ! s\l = ! next2 t x is a fea/1 & x is ! grace at t fea/2 t x is our recreation & *e]s u1 & x is our cate*ism & in/ructs u2 we lie d[n 9 a hope t we %all rise ! /rong]1 & we lie d[n 9 a k t we may rise no m4 ,sleep is an opiate :i* gives u re/1 b su* an opiate1 z p]*ance1 be+ "u x1 we %all wake no m4 ,b ?\gh natural m51 :o h induc$ second>y & figurative consid]ations1 h f\nd out ?is second1 ?is emblematical use ( sleep1 t x %\ld be a repres5tation ( dea?1 ,god1 :o wr\ght & p]fect$ 8 "w be=e nature began 7= nature 0 b 8 appr5tice1 to le>n 9 ! fir/ sev5 days1 & n[ is 8 =eman1 & works next "u him71 ,god1 ,i say1 int5d$ sleep only = ! refre%+ ( man by bodily re/1 & n = a figure ( dea?1 = he int5d$ n dea? itself !n4 ,b man hav+ induc$ dea? ^u himself1 ,god ha? tak5 man's creature1 dea?1 into 8 h&1 & m5d$ x2 & :]eas x ha? 9 itself a fe>ful =m & aspect1 s t man is afraid ( 8 own creature1 ,god pres5ts x to him 9 a famili>1 9 an assidu\s1 9 an agreeable & acceptable =m1 9 sleep2 t s :5 he awakes f sleep1 & says to himself1 ,%all ,i be no o!rwise :5 ,i am dead1 ?an ,i 0 ev5 n[ :5 ,i 0 asleep8 he may be a%am$ ( 8 wak+ dreams1 & ( 8 melan*oly fancy+ out a horrid & an affrightful figure ( t dea? :i* is s l sleep4 ,z !n we ne$ sleep to live out our ?reescore & t5 ye>s1 s we ne$ dea? to live t life :i* we _c outlive4 ,& z dea? be+ our enemy1 ,god all[s u to def5d ourselves aga9/ x 7= we victual ourselves aga9/ dea? twice e day71 z (t5 z we eat1 s ,god hav+ s sweet5$ dea? unto u z he ha? 9 sleep1 we put ourselves into our enemy's h&s once e day1 s f> z sleep is dea?2 & sleep is z mu* dea? z meat is life4 ,?is !n is ! mis]y ( my sickness1 t dea?1 z x is produc$ f me & is m9e own creature1 is n[ be=e m9e eyes1 b 9 t =m 9 :i* ,god ha? mollifi$ x to u1 & made x acceptable1 9 sleep ,i _c see x4 ,h[ _m prison]s1 :o h ev5 holl[$ !mselves _! graves ^u t e>? on :i* !y h la9 long "u heavy fett]s1 yet at ?is h\r are asleep1 ?\gh !y be yet work+ ^u _! own graves by _! own weight8 ,he t ha? se5 8 fri5d die to-day1 or kn[s he %all see x to-morr[1 yet w s9k into a sleep betwe54 ,i _c1 & oh1 if ,i be ent]+ n[ into et]nity1 :]e !re %all be no m di/9ction ( h\rs1 :y is x all my bus9ess n[ to tell clocks8 ,:y is none ( ! heav9ess ( my he>t disp5s$ into m9e eye-lids1 t !y might fall z my he>t do?8 ,& :y1 s9ce ,i h lo/ my delight 9 all objects1 _c ,i discont9ue ! faculty ( see+ !m by clos+ m9e eyes 9 sleep8 ,b :y r1 be+ ent]+ into t pres5ce :]e ,i %all wake cont9ually & nev] sleep m1 d ,i n int]pret my cont9ual wak+ "h1 to be a p>asceve & a prep>ation to t8 ,,xv4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ,i "k 7= ?\ ha/ said x7 t he t keepe? ,israel %all nei!r slumb] nor sleep3#bad b %all n t ,israel1 ov] :om ?\ wat*e/1 sleep8 ,i "k 7= ?\ ha/ said x7 t !re are m5 ^: damnation sleepe? n2#bae b %all n !y to :om ?\ art salvation sleep8 or wilt ?\ take f !m t evid5ce1 & t te/imony t !y are ?y ,israel1 or ?\ _! salvation8 ,?\ give/ ?y belov$ sleep3#baf %all ,i lack t seal ( ?y love8 ,y %all lie d[n1 & none %all make y afraid3#bag %all ,i be outlaw$ f t protection8 ,jonah slept 9 "o dang]\s /orm1#bah & ?y bless$ ,son 9 ano!r2#bai %all ,i h no use1 no b5efit1 no application ( ^? great examples8 ,"l1 if he sleep1 he %all d well1#bbj say ?y ,son's disciples to him ( ,laz>us2 & %all !re be no room = t argum5t 9 me8 or %all ,i be op5 to ! contr>y8 ,if ,i sleep n1 %all ,i n be well 9 _! s5se8 ,let me n1 ,o my ,god1 take ?is too precisely1 too lit]ally2 ,!re is t nei!r day nor night see? sleep ) 8 eyes1#bba says ?y wise s]vant ,solomon2 & :e!r he speak t ( worldly m51 or ( m5 t seek wisdom1 :e!r 9 ju/ification or condemnation ( _! wat*fulness1 we _c tell3 we c tell t !re are m5 t _c sleep till !y h done mis*ief1#bbb & !n !y c2 & we c tell t ! ri* man _c sleep1 because 8 abundance w n let him4#bbc ,! t>es 7 s[n :5 ! husb&m5 7 asleep#bbd2 & ! eld]s ?\ght x a probable excuse1 a cr$ible lie1 t ! wat*m5 :i* kept ! sepul*re %\ld say1 t ! body ( ?y ,son 0 /ol5 away :5 !y 7 asleep4#bbe ,s9ce ?y bless$ ,son rebuk$ 8 disciples = sleep+1 %all ,i murmur because ,i d n sleep8 ,if ,samson _h slept any long] 9 ,gaza1 he _h be5 tak52#bbf & :5 he did sleep long] ) ,delilah1#bbg he 0 tak54 ,sleep is z (t5 tak5 = natural dea? 9 ?y ,scriptures1 z = natural re/4 ,nay1 sometimes sleep ha? s heavy a s5se1 z to be tak5 = s9 itself1#bbh z well z = ! puni%m5t ( s91 dea?4#bbi ,mu* com=t is n 9 mu* sleep1 :5 ! mo/ fe>ful & mo/ irrevocable mal$iction is pres5t$ by !e 9 a p]petual sleep4 ,i w make _! fea/s1 & ,i w make !m drunk1 & !y %all sleep a p]petual sleep1 & n wake4#bcj ,i mu/ !re=e1 ,o my ,god1 look f>!r ?an into ! v act ( sleep+ be=e ,i mis9t]pret my wak+2 = s9ce ,i f9d ?y :ole h& light1 %all any f+] ( t h& seem heavy8 ,s9ce ! :ole sickness is ?y physic1 %all any accid5t 9 x be my poison by my murmur+8 ,! "n ( wat*m5 belongs to our pr(ession2 ?y prophets are n only se]s1 endu$ ) a p[] ( see+1 able to see1 b wat*m5 ev]more 9 ! act ( see+4 ,& !re=e give me leave1 ,o my bless$ ,god1 to inv]t ! words ( ?y ,son's sp\se3 %e said1 ,i sleep1 b my he>t wake?2#bca ,i say1 ,i wake1 b my he>t sleepe?3 my body is 9 a sick we>9ess1 b my s\l 9 a peaceful re/ ) !e2 & z our eyes 9 our heal? see n ! air t is next !m1 nor ! fire1 nor ! sph]es1 nor /op ^u any ?+ till !y come to />s1 s my eyes t are op51 see no?+ ( ?is _w1 b pass ?r\gh all t1 & fix !mselves ^u ?y peace1 & joy1 & glory above4 ,almo/ z soon z ?y apo/le _h said1 ,let u n sleep1#bcb le/ we %\ld be too mu* discom=t$ if we did1 he says aga91 ,:e!r we wake or sleep1 let u live toge!r ) ,*ri/4#bcc ,?\gh !n ?is abs5ce ( sleep may argue ! pres5ce ( dea? 7! orig9al may exclude ! copy1 ! life ! picture71 yet ?is g5tle sleep & re/ ( my s\l betro?s me to !e1 to :om ,i %all be m>ri$ indissolubly1 ?\gh by ?is way ( dissolution4 ,,xv4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o art able to make1 & do/ make1 ! sick b$ ( ?y s]vants *apels ( ease to !m1 & ! dreams ( ?y s]vants pray]s & m$itations ^u !e1 let n ?is cont9ual wat*fulness ( m9e1 ?is inability to sleep1 :i* ?\ ha/ laid ^u me1 be any disquiet or discom=t to me1 b r an argum5t1 t ?\ w\ld/ n h me sleep 9 ?y pres5ce4 ,:at x may indicate or signify conc]n+ ! /ate ( my body1 let !m consid] to :om t consid]ation belongs2 d ?\1 :o only art ! ,physician ( my s\l1 tell h]1 t ?\ wilt af=d h] su* def5satives1 z t %e %all wake ev] t[>ds !e1 & yet ev] sleep 9 !e1 & t1 ?r\gh all ?is sickness1 ?\ wilt ei!r pres]ve m9e und]/&+ f all decays & di/ractions :i* ^! wat*+s might occasion1 or t ?\ wilt reckon & acc\nt ) me f be=e ^? viol5ces1 & n call any piece ( my sickness a s94 ,x is a heavy & indelible s9 t ,i br\ght into ! _w ) me2 x is a heavy & innum]able multitude ( s9s :i* ,i h heap$ up s9ce2 ,i h s9n$ beh9d ?y back 7if t c be done71 by wilful ab/a9+ f ?y congregations & omitt+ ?y s]vice1 & ,i h s9n$ be=e ?y face1 9 my hypocrisies 9 pray]1 9 my o/5tation1 & ! m+l+ a respect ( myself 9 prea*+ ?y ^w2 ,i h s9n$ 9 my fa/+1 by rep9+ :5 a p5uri\s =tune ha? kept me l[2 & ,i h s9n$ ev5 9 t fulness1 :5 ,i h be5 at ?y table1 by a neglig5t exam9ation1 by a wilful prev>ication1 9 receiv+ t heav5ly food & physic4 ,b z ,i "k1 ,o my graci\s ,god1 t = all ^? s9s committ$ s9ce1 yet ?\ wilt consid] me1 z ,i 0 9 ?y purpose :5 ?\ wrote/ my "n 9 ! book ( life 9 m9e election2 s into :at deviations soev] ,i /ray & w&] by occasion ( ?is sickness1 ,o ,god1 return ?\ to t m9ute :]e9 ?\ wa/ pleas$ ) me & consid] me 9 t condition4 ,,footnotes3 #bac ,matt4 xxviii4 #bj4 #bad ,psalm cxxi4 #d4 #bae #b ,pet4 ii4 #c4 #baf ,psalm cxxvii4 #b4 #bag ,lev4 xxvi4 #f4 #bah ,jonah1 i4 #e4 #bai ,matt4 viii4 #bd4 #bbj ,john1 xi4 #ab4 #bba ,eccles4 viii4 #af4 #bbb ,prov4 iv4 #af4 #bbc ,eccles4 v4 #ab4 #bbd ,matt4 xiii4 #be2 xxviii4 #ac4 #bbe ,matt4 xxvi4 #dj4 #bbf ,judges1 xvi4 #c4 #bbg ,judges1 xvi4 #ai4 #bbh ,eph4 v4 #ad4 #bbi #a ,!s4 v4 #f4 #bcj ,j]4 li4 #eg4 #bca ,cant4 v4 #b4 #bcb #a ,!s4 v4 #f4 #bcc #a ,!s4 v4 #aj4 ,,xvi4 ,,et ,,prop]>e ,,meum ,,clamant1 ,e ,,turre ,,prop9qua1 ,,ob/rep] ,,campan ,,aliorum ,,9 ,,fun]e1 ,,funus4 ,f ! bells ( ! *ur* adjo9+1 ,i am daily rememb]$ ( my burial 9 ! fun]als ( o!rs4 ,,xvi4 ,,m$itation4 ,we h a conv5i5t au?or1#bcd :o writ a disc\rse ( bells :5 he 0 prison] 9 ,turkey4 ,h[ w\ld he h enl>g$ himself if he _h be5 my fell[-prison] 9 ?is sick b$1 s ne> to t /eeple :i* nev] ceases1 no m ?an ! h>mony ( ! sph]es1 b is m he>d4 ,:5 ! ,turks took ,con/ant9ople1 !y melt$ ! bells into ordnance2 ,i h he>d bo? bells & ordnance1 b nev] be5 s mu* affect$ ) ^? z ) ^! bells4 ,i h la9 ne> a /eeple#bce 9 :i* !re are said to be m ?an ?irty bells1 & ne> ano!r1 :]e !re is "o s big1 z t ! clapp] is said to weigh m ?an six hundr$ p\nds1#bcf yet nev] s affect$ z "h4 ,"h ! bells c sc>ce solemnize ! fun]al ( any p]son1 b t ,i knew him1 or knew t he 0 my neighb\r3 we dwelt 9 h\ses ne> to "o ano!r be=e1 b n[ he is gone into t h\se into :i* ,i mu/ foll[ him4 ,!re is a way ( correct+ ! *ildr5 ( great p]sons1 t o!r *ildr5 are correct$ 9 _! behalf1 & 9 _! names1 & ?is works ^u !m :o inde$ _h m des]v$ x4 ,& :5 ^! bells tell me1 t n[ "o1 & n[ ano!r is buri$1 mu/ n ,i ackn[l$ge t !y h ! correction due to me1 & paid ! debt t ,i owe8 ,!re is a /ory ( a bell 9 a mona/]y#bcg :i*1 :5 any ( ! h\se 0 sick to dea?1 rung always volunt>ily1 & !y knew ! inevitabl5ess ( ! dang] by t4 ,x rung once :5 no man 0 sick1 b ! next day "o ( ! h\se fell f ! /eeple & di$1 & ! bell held ! reputation ( a prophet /ill4 ,if ^! bells t w>n to a fun]al n[1 7 appropriat$ to none1 may n ,i1 by ! h\r ( ! fun]al1 supply8 ,h[ _m m5 t /& at an execution1 if !y w\ld ask1 ,= :at dies t man8 %\ld he> _! own faults condemn$1 & see !mselves execut$ by attorney8 ,we sc>ce he> ( any man pref]r$1 b we ?9k ( ourselves t we might v well h be5 t man2 :y might n ,i h be5 t man t is c>ri$ to 8 grave n[8 ,c\ld ,i fit myself to /& or sit 9 any man's place1 & n to lie 9 any man's grave8 ,i may lack mu* ( ! good p>ts ( ! meane/1 b ,i lack no?+ ( ! mortality ( ! weake/2 !y may h acquir$ bett] abilities ?an ,i1 b ,i 0 born to z _m infirmities z !y4 ,to be an incumb5t by ly+ d[n 9 a grave1 to be a doctor by tea*+ mortification by example1 by dy+1 ?\gh ,i may h s5iors1 o!rs may be old] ?an ,i1 yet ,i h proce$$ apace 9 a good univ]sity1 & gone a great way 9 a little "t1 by ! fur!rance ( a vehem5t fev]1 & :omsoev] ^! bells br+ to ! gr\nd to-day1 if he & ,i _h be5 comp>$ ye/]day1 p]*ance ,i %\ld h be5 ?\ght likeli] to come to ?is pref]m5t !n ?an he4 ,god ha? kept ! p[] ( dea? 9 8 own h&s1 le/ any man %\ld bribe dea?4 ,if man knew ! ga9 ( dea?1 ! ease ( dea?1 he w\ld solicit1 he w\ld provoke dea? to assi/ him by any h& :i* he might use4 ,b z :5 m5 see _m ( _! own pr(essions pref]r$1 x m9i/]s a hope t t may light ^u !m2 s :5 ^! h\rly bells tell me ( s _m fun]als ( m5 l me1 x pres5ts1 if n a desire t x may1 yet a com=t :5soev] m9e %all come4 ,,xvi4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ,i d n expo/ulate ) !e1 b ) !m :o d>e d t2 :o d>e expo/ulate ) !e1 :5 9 ! voice ( ?y *ur* ?\ give/ all[ance to ?is c]emony ( bells at fun]als4 ,is x en\gh to refuse x1 because x 0 9 use among ! ,g5tiles8 s 7 fun]als too4 ,is x because "s abuses may h crept 9 among/ ,*ri/ians8 ,is t en\gh1 t _! r++ ha? be5 said to drive away evil spirits8 ,truly1 t is s f> true1 z t ! evil _s is vehem5tly vex$ 9 _! r++1 !re=e1 because t action br+s ! congregation toge!r1 & unites ,god & 8 p1 to ! de/ruction ( t k+dom :i* ! evil _s usurps4 ,9 ! fir/ in/itution ( ?y *ur* 9 ?is _w1 9 ! f\ndation ( ?y militant *ur* among/ ! ,jews1 ?\ did/ appo9t ! call+ ( ! assembly 9 to be by trumpet2#bch & :5 !y 7 91 !n ?\ gave/ !m ! s\nd ( bells 9 ! g>m5t ( ?y prie/4#bci ,9 ! triumphant *ur*1 ?\ employe/ bo? too1 b 9 an inv]t$ ord]2 we ent] into ! triumphant *ur* by ! s\nd ( bells 7= we ent] :5 we die72 & !n we receive our fur!r edification1 or consummation1 by ! s\nd ( trumpets at ! resurrection4 ,! s\nd ( ?y trumpets ?\ did/ imp>t to secul> & civil uses too1 b ! s\nd ( bells only to sacr$4 ,"l1 let n u break ! communion ( sa9ts 9 t :i* 0 int5d$ = ! advancem5t ( x2 let n t pull u asund] f "o ano!r1 :i* 0 int5d$ = ! assembl+ ( u 9 ! militant1 & associat+ ( u to ! triumphant *ur*4 ,b he1 = ^: fun]al ^! bells r+ n[1 0 at home1 at 8 j\rney's end ye/]day2 :y r+ !y n[8 ,a man1 t is a _w1 is all ! ?+s 9 ! _w2 he is an army1 & :5 an army m>*es1 ! van may lodge to-night :]e ! re> comes n till to-morr[4 ,a man ext5ds to 8 act & to 8 example2 to t :i* he does1 & t :i* he tea*es2 s d ^? ?+s t conc]n him1 s d ^! bells2 t :i* rung ye/]day 0 to convey him out ( ! _w 9 8 van1 9 8 s\l2 t :i* rung to-day 0 to br+ him 9 8 re>1 9 8 body1 to ! *ur*2 & ?is cont9u+ ( r++ aft] 8 ent]+ is to br+ him to me 9 ! application4 ,:]e ,i lie ,i c\ld he> ! psalm1 & did jo9 ) ! congregation 9 x2 b ,i c\ld n he> ! s]mon1 & ^! latt] bells are a repetition s]mon to me4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 my ,god1 d ,i t h ?is fev] ne$ o!r remembrances ( my mortality8 ,is n m9e own holl[ voice1 voice en\gh to pron\nce t to me8 ,ne$ ,i look ^u a dea?'s head 9 a r+1 t h "o 9 my face8 or g = dea? to my neighb\r's h\se1 t h him 9 my bosom8 ,we _c1 we _c1 ,o my ,god1 take 9 too _m helps = religi\s duties2 ,i "k ,i _c h any bett] image ( !e ?an ?y ,son1 nor any bett] image ( him ?an 8 ,gospel2 yet mu/ n ,i ) ?anks confess to !e1 t "s hi/orical pictures ( 8 h sometimes put me ^u bett] m$itations ?an o!rwise ,i %\ld h fall5 ^u8 ,i "k ?y *ur* ne$$ n to h tak5 91 f ,jew1 or ,g5tile1 any supplies = ! exaltation ( ?y glory1 or our devotion2 ( absolute necessity ,i "k %e ne$$ n2 b yet we owe !e our ?anks1 t ?\ ha/ giv5 h] leave to d s1 & t z1 9 mak+ u ,*ri/ians1 ?\ did/ n de/roy t :i* we 7 be=e1 natural m51 s1 9 ! exalt+ ( our religi\s devotions n[ we are ,*ri/ians1 ?\ ha/ be5 pleas$ to cont9ue to u ^? assi/ances :i* did "w ^u ! affections ( natural m5 be=e2 = ?\ love/ a good man z ?\ love/ a good ,*ri/ian2 & ?\gh grace be m]ely f me1 yet ?\ do/ n plant grace b 9 good natures4 ,,xvi4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o hav+ consecrat$ our liv+ bodies to ?9e own ,_s1 & made u temples ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 do/ also require a respect to be giv5 to ^! temples1 ev5 :5 ! prie/ is gone out ( !m1 to ^! bodies :5 ! s\l is dep>t$ f !m1 ,i bless & glorify ?y "n1 t z ?\ take/ c>e 9 our life ( e hair ( our head1 s do/ ?\ also ( e gra9 ( a%es aft] our dea?4 ,nei!r do/ ?\ only d good to u all 9 life & dea?1 b also w\ld/ h u d good to "o ano!r1 z 9 a holy life1 s 9 ^? ?+s :i* accompany our dea?4 ,9 t contemplation ,i make acc\nt t ,i he> ?is dead bro!r ( ours1 :o is n[ c>ri$ out to 8 burial1 to speak to me1 & to prea* my fun]al s]mon 9 ! voice ( ^! bells4 ,9 him1 ,o ,god1 ?\ ha/ accompli%$ to me ev5 ! reque/ ( ,dives to ,abraham2 ?\ ha/ s5t "o f ! dead to speak unto me4 ,he speaks to me al\d f t /eeple2 he :isp]s to me at ^! curta9s1 & he speaks ?y words3 ,bless$ are ! dead :i* die 9 ! ,"l f h5ce=?4#bdj ,let ?is pray] !re=e1 ,o my ,god1 be z my la/ gasp1 my expir+1 my dy+ 9 !e2 t if ?is be ! h\r ( my transmigration1 ,i may die ! dea? ( a s9n]1 dr[n$ 9 my s9s1 9 ! blood ( ?y ,son2 & if ,i live long]1 yet ,i may n[ die ! dea? ( ! righte\s1 die to s92 :i* dea? is a resurrection to a new life4 ,?\ kille/ & ?\ give/ life3 :i*soev] comes1 x comes f !e2 :i* way soev] x comes1 let me come to !e4 ,,footnotes3 #bcd ,magius4 #bce ,antw]p4 #bcf ,roan4 #bcg ,roc*a4 #bch ,numb4 x4 #b4 #bci ,exod4 xviii4 #cc-d4 ,,xvii4 ,,nunc ,,l5to ,,sonitu ,,dicunt1 ,,mori]is4 ,n[1 ?is bell toll+ s(tly = ano!r1 says to me3 ,?\ mu/ die4 ,,xvii4 ,,m$itation4 ,p]*ance he = :om ?is bell tolls may be s ill1 z t he kn[s n x tolls = him2 & p]*ance ,i may ?9k myself s mu* bett] ?an ,i am1 z t !y :o are ab\t me1 & see my /ate1 may h caus$ x to toll = me1 & ,i "k n t4 ,! *ur* is ,ca?olic1 univ]sal1 s are all h] actions2 all t %e does belongs to all4 ,:5 %e baptizes a *ild1 t action conc]ns me2 = t *ild is !reby connect$ to t body :i* is my head too1 & +raft$ into t body :]e( ,i am a memb]4 ,& :5 %e buries a man1 t action conc]ns me3 all mank9d is ( "o au?or1 & is "o volume2 :5 "o man dies1 "o *apt] is n torn out ( ! book1 b translat$ into a bett] language2 & e *apt] mu/ be s translat$2 ,god employs sev]al translators2 "s pieces are translat$ by age1 "s by sickness1 "s by w>1 "s by ju/ice2 b ,god's h& is 9 e translation1 & 8 h& %all b9d up all our scatt]$ leaves aga9 = t libr>y :]e e book %all lie op5 to "o ano!r4 ,z !re=e ! bell t r+s to a s]mon calls n ^u ! prea*] only1 b ^u ! congregation to come1 s ?is bell calls u all2 b h[ mu* m me1 :o am br\ght s ne> ! door by ?is sickness4 ,!re 0 a cont5tion z f> z a suit 79 :i* bo? piety & dignity1 religion & e/imation1 7 m+l$71 :i* ( ! religi\s ord]s %\ld r+ to pray]s fir/ 9 ! morn+2 & x 0 det]m9$1 t !y %\ld r+ fir/ t rose e>lie/4 ,if we und]/& aright ! dignity ( ?is bell t tolls = our ev5+ pray]1 we w\ld be glad to make x ours by ris+ e>ly1 9 t application1 t x might be ours z well z 81 ^: inde$ x is4 ,! bell do? toll = him t ?9ks x do?2 & ?\gh x int]mit aga91 yet f t m9ute t t occasion wr\ght ^u him1 he is unit$ to ,god4 ,:o ca/s n up 8 eye to ! sun :5 x rises8 b :o takes (f 8 eye f a comet :5 t breaks out8 ,:o b5ds n 8 e> to any bell :i* ^u any occasion r+s8 b :o c remove x f t bell :i* is pass+ a piece ( himself out ( ?is _w8 ,no man is an isl&1 entire ( itself2 e man is a piece ( ! cont95t1 a "p ( ! ma94 ,if a clod be wa%$ away by ! sea1 ,europe is ! less1 z well z if a promontory 71 z well z if a manor ( ?y fri5d's or ( ?9e own 73 any man's dea? dim9i%es me1 because ,i am involv$ 9 mank9d1 & !re=e nev] s5d to "k = :om ! bells tolls2 x tolls = !e4 ,nei!r c we call ?is a begg+ ( mis]y1 or a borr[+ ( mis]y1 z ?\gh we 7 n mis]able en\gh ( ourselves1 b mu/ fet* 9 m f ! next h\se1 9 tak+ ^u u ! mis]y ( our neighb\rs4 ,truly x 7 an excusable covet\sness if we did1 = affliction is a treasure1 & sc>ce any man ha? en\gh ( x4 ,no man ha? affliction en\gh t is n matur$ & rip5$ by x1 & made fit = ,god by t affliction4 ,if a man c>ry treasure 9 bullion1 or 9 a w$ge ( gold1 & h none co9$ into curr5t money1 8 treasure w n defray him z he travels4 ,tribulation is treasure 9 ! nature ( x1 b x is n curr5t money 9 ! use ( x1 except we get ne>] & ne>] our home1 heav51 by x4 ,ano!r man may be sick too1 & sick to dea?1 & ?is affliction may lie 9 8 b[els1 z gold 9 a m9e1 & be ( no use to him2 b ?is bell1 t tells me ( 8 affliction1 digs out & applies t gold to me3 if by ?is consid]ation ( ano!r's dang] ,i take m9e own into contemplation1 & s secure myself1 by mak+ my rec\rse to my ,god1 :o is our only security4 ,,xvii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 is ?is "o ( ?y ways ( draw+ light out ( d>kness1 to make him = :om ?is bell tolls1 n[ 9 ?is dimness ( 8 sight1 to become a sup]9t5d5t1 an ov]se]1 a bi%op1 to z _m z he> 8 voice 9 ?is bell1 & to give u a confirmation 9 ?is action8 ,is ?is "o ( ?y ways1 to raise /r5g? out ( weakness1 to make him :o _c rise f 8 b$1 nor /ir 9 8 b$1 come home to me1 & 9 ?is s\nd give me ! /r5g? ( heal?y & vigor\s in/ructions8 ,o my ,god1 my ,god1 :at ?und] is n a well-tun$ cymbal1 :at ho>s5ess1 :at h>%ness1 is n a cle> organ1 if ?\ be pleas$ to set ?y voice to x8 ,& :at organ is n well play$ on if ?y h& be ^u x8 ,?y voice1 ?y h&1 is 9 ?is s\nd1 & 9 ?is "o s\nd ,i he> ?is :ole conc]t4 ,i he> ?y ,jacob call unto 8 sons & say1 ,ga!r y\rselves toge!r1 t ,i may tell y :at %all befall y 9 ! la/ days3#bda he says1 ,t :i* ,i am n[1 y mu/ be !n4 ,i he> ?y ,moses tell+ me1 & all )9 ! compass ( ?is s\nd1 ,?is is ! bless+ :]e) ,i bless y be=e my dea?2#bdb ?is1 t be=e y\r dea?1 y w\ld consid] y\r own 9 m9e4 ,i he> ?y prophet say+ to ,hezekiah1 ,set ?y h\se 9 ord]1 = ?\ %alt die1 & n live3#bdc he makes use ( 8 family1 & calls ?is a sett+ ( 8 h\se 9 ord]1 to compose u to ! m$itation ( dea?4 ,i he> ?y apo/le say+1 ,i ?9k x meet to put y 9 remembrance1 kn[+ t %ortly ,i mu/ g out ( ?is tab]nacle3#bdd ?is is ! publi%+ ( 8 w1 & ?is bell is our legacy1 ! apply+ ( 8 pres5t condition to our use4 ,i he> t :i* makes all s\nds music1 & all music p]fect2 ,i he> ?y ,son himself say+1 ,let n y\r he>ts be tr\bl$2#bde only ,i he> ?is *ange1 t :]eas ?y ,son says !re1 ,i g to prep>e a place = y1 ?is man 9 ?is s\nd says1 ,i s5d to prep>e y = a place1 = a grave4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 my ,god1 s9ce heav5 is glory & joy1 :y d n glori\s & joyful ?+s lead u1 induce u to heav58 ,?y legacies 9 ?y fir/ w1 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t1 7 pl5ty & victory1 w9e & oil1 milk & honey1 alliances ( fri5ds1 ru9 ( enemies1 peaceful he>ts & *e]ful c\nt5ances1 & by ^! gall]ies ?\ br\ghte/ !m into ?y b$*amb]1 by ^! glories & joys1 to ! joys & glories ( heav54 ,:y ha/ ?\ *ang$ ?9e old way1 & c>ri$ u by ! ways ( discipl9e & mortification1 by ! ways ( m\rn+ & lam5tation1 by ! ways ( mis]able ends & mis]able anticipations ( ^? mis]ies1 9 appropriat+ ! exempl> mis]ies ( o!rs to ourselves1 & usurp+ ^u _! mis]ies z our own1 to our prejudice8 ,is ! glory ( heav5 no p]fect] 9 itself1 b t x ne$s a foil ( depression & +lori\sness 9 ?is _w1 to set x (f8 ,is ! joy ( heav5 no p]fect] 9 itself1 b t x ne$s ! s\rness ( ?is life to give x a ta/e8 ,is t joy & t glory b a comp>ative glory & a comp>ative joy8 n su* 9 itself1 b su* 9 comp>ison ( ! joylessness & ! +lori\sness ( ?is _w8 ,i "k1 my ,god1 x is f>1 f> o!rwise4 ,z ?\ ?yself1 :o art all1 art made ( no sub/ances1 s ! joys & glory :i* are ) !e are made ( none ( ^! circum/ances1 ess5tial joy1 & glory ess5tial4 ,b :y !n1 my ,god1 wilt ?\ n beg9 !m "h8 ,p>don1 ,o ,god1 ?is un?ankful ra%ness2 ,i t ask :y ?\ do/ n1 f9d ev5 n[ 9 myself1 t ?\ do/2 su* joy1 su* glory1 z t ,i conclude ^u myself1 ^u all1 !y t f9d n joys 9 _! sorr[s1 glory 9 _! dejections 9 ?is _w1 are 9 a fe>ful dang] ( miss+ bo? 9 ! next4 ,,xvii4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o ha/ be5 pleas$ to speak to u1 n only 9 ! voice ( nature1 :o speaks 9 our he>ts1 & ( ?y ^w1 :i* speaks to our e>s1 b 9 ! spee* ( spee*less creatures1 9 ,balaam's ass1 9 ! spee* ( unbeliev+ m51 9 ! confession ( ,pilate1 9 ! spee* ( ! devil himself1 9 ! recognition & atte/ation ( ?y ,son1 ,i humbly accept ?y voice 9 ! s\nd ( ?is sad & fun]al bell4 ,& fir/1 ,i bless ?y glori\s "n1 t 9 ?is s\nd & voice ,i c he> ?y in/ructions1 9 ano!r man's to consid] m9e own condition2 & to "k1 t ?is bell :i* tolls = ano!r1 be=e x come to r+ out1 may take me 9 too4 ,z dea? is ! wages ( s9 x is due to me2 z dea? is ! end ( sickness x belongs to me2 & ?\gh s disob$i5t a s]vant z ,i may be afraid to die1 yet to s m]ciful a ma/] z ?\ ,i _c be afraid to come2 & !re=e into ?y h&s1 ,o my ,god1 ,i comm5d my _s1 a surr5d] :i* ,i "k ?\ wilt accept1 :e!r ,i live or die2 = ?y s]vant ,david made x1#bdf :5 he put himself into ?y protection = 8 life2 & ?y bless$ ,son made x1 :5 he deliv]$ up 8 s\l at 8 dea?3 decl>e ?\ ?y w ^u me1 ,o ,"l1 = life or dea? 9 ?y "t2 receive my surr5d] ( myself n[2 into ?y h&s1 ,o ,"l1 ,i comm5d my _s4 ,& be+ ?us1 ,o my ,god1 prep>$ by ?y correction1 mell[$ by ?y *a/isem5t1 & con=m$ to ?y w by ?y ,_s1 hav+ receiv$ ?y p>don = my s\l1 & ask+ no reprieve = my body1 ,i am bold1 ,o ,"l1 to b5d my pray]s to !e = 8 assi/ance1 ! voice ( ^: bell ha? call$ me to ?is devotion4 ,lay hold ^u 8 s\l1 ,o ,god1 till t s\l h ?or\ghly consid]$ 8 acc\nt2 & h[ few m9utes soev] x h to rema9 9 t body1 let ! p[] ( ?y ,_s recomp5se ! %ortness ( "t1 & p]fect 8 acc\nt be=e he pass away2 pres5t 8 s9s s to him1 z t he may "k :at ?\ =give/1 & n d\bt ( ?y =giv5ess1 let him /op ^u ! inf9it5ess ( ^? s9s1 b dwell ^u ! inf9it5ess ( ?y m]cy2 let him disc]n 8 own dem]its1 b wrap himself up 9 ! m]its ( ?y ,son ,*ri/ ,jesus2 brea! inw>d com=ts to 8 he>t1 & af=d him ! p[] ( giv+ su* outw>d te/imonies !re(1 z all t are ab\t him may d]ive com=ts f !nce1 & h ?is edification1 ev5 9 ?is dissolution1 t ?\gh ! body be go+ ! way ( all fle%1 yet t s\l is go+ ! way ( all sa9ts4 ,:5 ?y ,son cri$ out ^u ! cross1 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 :y ha/ ?\ =sak5 me8 he spake n s mu* 9 8 own p]son1 z 9 ! p]son ( ! *ur*1 & ( 8 afflict$ memb]s1 :o 9 deep di/resses might fe> ?y =sak+4 ,?is pati5t1 ,o mo/ bless$ ,god1 is "o ( !m2 9 8 behalf1 & 9 8 "n1 he> ?y ,son cry+ to !e1 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 :y ha/ ?\ =sak5 me8 & =sake him n2 b ) ?y left h& lay 8 body 9 ! grave 7if t be ?y det]m9ation ^u him71 & ) ?y "r h& receive 8 s\l into ?y k+dom1 & unite him & u 9 "o communion ( sa9ts4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #bdj ,rev4 xiv4 #ac4 #bda ,g54 xlix4 #a4 #bdb ,deut4 xxxiii4 #a4 #bdc #b ,k+s1 xx4 #a4 #bdd #b ,pet4 i4 #ac4 #bde ,john1 xiv4 #a4 #bdf ,psalm xxxi4 #e4 ,,xviii4 ------------------------ ,,at ,,inde ,,mortuus ,,es1 ,,sonitu ,,cel]i1 ,,pulsuque ,,agitato4 ,! bell r+s out1 & tells me 9 him1 t ,i am dead4 ,,xviii4 ,,m$itation4 ,! bell r+s out1 ! pulse !re( is *ang$2 ! toll+ 0 a fa9t & int]mitt+ pulse1 ^u "o side2 ?is /rong]1 & argues m & bett] life4 ,8 s\l is gone out1 & z a man :o _h a lease ( "o ?\s& ye>s aft] ! expiration ( a %ort "o1 or an inh]itance aft] ! life ( a man 9 a consumption1 he is n[ ent]$ into ! possession ( 8 bett] e/ate4 ,8 s\l is gone1 :i!r8 ,:o saw x come 91 or :o saw x g out8 ,nobody2 yet ev]ybody is sure he _h "o1 & ha? none4 ,if ,i w ask m]e philosoph]s :at ! s\l is1 ,i %all f9d among/ !m t w tell me1 x is no?+ b ! temp]am5t & h>mony1 & j & equal composition ( ! elem5ts 9 ! body1 :i* produces all ^? faculties :i* we ascribe to ! s\l2 & s 9 itself is no?+1 no sep>able sub/ance t ov]lives ! body4 ,!y see ! s\l is no?+ else 9 o!r creatures1 & !y affect an impi\s humility to ?9k z l[ ( man4 ,b if my s\l 7 no m ?an ! s\l ( a bea/1 ,i c\ld n ?9k s2 t s\l t c reflect ^u itself1 consid] itself1 is m ?an s4 ,if ,i w ask1 n m]e philosoph]s1 b mix$ m51 philosophical div9es1 h[ ! s\l1 be+ a sep>ate sub/ance1 ent]s into man1 ,i %all f9d "s t w tell me1 t x is by g5]ation & procreation f p>5ts1 because !y ?9k x h>d to *>ge ! s\l ) ! guilt9ess ( orig9al s9 if ! s\l 7 infus$ into a body 9 :i* x mu/ necess>ily gr[ f\l1 & contract orig9al s9 :e!r x w or no2 & ,i %all f9d "s t w tell me1 t x is by imm$iate infusion f ,god1 because !y ?9k x h>d to ma9ta9 an immortality 9 su* a s\l1 z %\ld be begott5 & d]iv$ ) ! body f mortal p>5ts4 ,if ,i w ask1 n a few m51 b almo/ :ole bodies1 :ole *ur*es1 :at becomes ( ! s\ls ( ! righte\s at ! dep>t+ !re( f ! body1 ,i %all be told by "s1 t !y att5d an expiation1 a purification 9 a place ( torm5t2 by "s1 t !y att5d ! fruition ( ! sight ( ,god 9 a place ( re/1 b yet b ( expectation2 by "s1 t !y pass to an imm$iate possession ( ! pres5ce ( ,god4 ,/4 ,augu/9e /udi$ ! nature ( ! s\l z mu* z any ?+1 b ! salvation ( ! s\l2 & he s5t an express mess5g] to ,/4 ,hi]ome1 to consult ( "s ?+s conc]n+ ! s\l2 b he satisfies himself ) ?is3 ,let ! dep>ture ( my s\l to salvation be evid5t to my fai?1 & ,i c>e ! less h[ d>k ! entrance ( my s\l into my body be to my reason4 ,x is ! go+ out1 m ?an ! com+ 91 t conc]ns u4 ,?is s\l ?is bell tells me is gone out1 :i!r8 ,:o %all tell me t8 ,i "k n :o x is1 mu* less :at he 01 ! condition ( ! man1 & ! c\rse ( 8 life1 :i* %\ld tell me :i!r he is gone1 ,i "k n4 ,i 0 n !re 9 8 sickness1 nor at 8 dea?2 ,i saw n 8 way nor 8 end1 nor c ask !m :o did1 !reby to conclude or argue :i!r he is gone4 ,b yet ,i h "o ne>] me ?an all ^!1 m9e own *>ity2 ,i ask t1 & t tells me he is gone to ev]la/+ re/1 & joy1 & glory4 ,i owe him a good op9ion2 x is b ?ankful *>ity 9 me1 because ,i receiv$ b5efit & in/ruction f him :5 8 bell toll$2 & ,i1 be+ made ! fitt] to pray by t disposition1 :]e9 ,i 0 assi/$ by 8 occasion1 did pray = him2 & ,i pray n )\t fai?2 s ,i d *>itably1 s ,i d fai?fully believe1 t t s\l is gone to ev]la/+ re/1 & joy1 & glory4 ,b = ! body1 h[ poor a wret*$ ?+ is t8 we _c express x s fa/1 z x gr[s worse & worse4 ,t body1 :i* sc>ce ?ree m9utes s9ce 0 su* a h\se1 z t t s\l1 :i* made b "o /ep f !nce to heav51 0 sc>ce ?or\ghly cont5t to leave t = heav52 t body ha? lo/ ! "n ( a dwell+-h\se1 because none dwells 9 x1 & is mak+ ha/e to lose ! "n ( a body1 & dissolve to putrefaction4 ,:o w\ld n be affect$ to see a cle> & sweet riv] 9 ! morn+1 gr[ a k5nel ( muddy l&-wat] by noon1 & condemn$ to ! saltness ( ! sea by night8 & h[ lame a picture1 h[ fa9t a repres5tation is t1 ( ! precipitation ( man's body to dissolution8 ,n[ all ! p>ts built up1 & knit by a lovely s\l1 n[ b a /atue ( clay1 & n[ ^! limbs melt$ (f1 z if t clay 7 b sn[2 & n[ ! :ole h\se is b a h&ful ( s&1 s mu* du/1 & b a peck ( rubbi%1 s mu* bone4 ,if he :o1 z ?is bell tells me1 is gone n[1 7 "s excell5t artific]1 :o comes to him = a cloak or = a g>m5t n[8 or = c\nsel1 if he 7 a lawy]8 if a magi/rate1 = ju/ice8 ,man1 be=e he ha? 8 immortal s\l1 ha? a s\l ( s5se1 & a s\l ( vegetation be=e t3 ?is immortal s\l did n =bid o!r s\ls to be 9 u be=e1 b :5 ?is s\l dep>ts1 x c>ries all ) x2 no m vegetation1 no m s5se4 ,su* a "m-9-law is ! e>?1 9 respect ( our natural "m2 9 h] womb we grew1 & :5 %e 0 deliv]$ ( u1 we 7 plant$ 9 "s place1 9 "s call+ 9 ! _w2 9 ! womb ( ! e>? we dim9i%1 & :5 %e is deliv]$ ( u1 our grave op5$ = ano!r2 we are n transplant$1 b transport$1 our du/ bl[n away ) pr(ane du/1 ) e w9d4 ,,xviii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 if expo/ulation be too bold a ^w1 d ?\ mollify x ) ano!r2 let x be wond] 9 myself1 let x be b problem to o!rs2 b let me ask1 :y w\ld/ ?\ n suff] ^? t s]ve !e 9 holy s]vices1 to d any (fice ab\t ! dead1#bdg nor assi/ at _! fun]al8 ,?\ had/ no c\nsellor1 ?\ ne$/ none2 ?\ ha/ no controll]1 ?\ admitt$/ none4 ,:y d ,i ask8 ,9 c]emonial ?+s 7z t 07 any conv5i5t reason is en\gh2 :o c be sure to propose t reason1 t mov$ !e 9 ! in/itution !re(8 ,i satisfy myself ) ?is2 t 9 ^? times ! ,g5tiles 7 ov]-full ( an ov]-rev]5t respect to ! memory ( ! dead3 a great "p ( ! idolatry ( ! nations fl[$ f t2 an ov]-amor\s devotion1 an ov]-zeal\s celebrat+1 & ov]-/udi\s pres]v+ ( ! memories1 & ! pictures ( "s dead p]sons2 & by ! va9 glory ( m51 !y ent]$ into ! _w1#bdh & _! /atues & pictures contract$ an op9ion ( div9ity by age3 t :i* 0 at fir/ b a picture ( a fri5d grew a god 9 "t1 z ! wise man notes1 ,!y call$ !m gods1 :i* 7 ! "w ( an anci5t h&4#bdi ,& "s h assign$ a c]ta9 "t1 :5 a picture %\ld come out ( m9ority1 & be at age to be a god 9 sixty ye>s aft] x is made4 ,^? images ( m5 t _h life1 & "s idols ( o!r ?+s :i* nev] _h any be+1 are by "o common "n call$ promiscu\sly dead2 & = t ! wise man repreh5ds ! idolat]1 = heal? he prays to t :i* is weak1 & = life he prays to t :i* is dead4#bej ,%\ld we d s8 says ?y prophet2#bea %\ld we g f ! liv+ to ! dead8 ,s mu* ill !n be+ occasion$ by s mu* religi\s complim5t exhibit$ to ! dead1 ?\1 ,o ,god 7,i ?9k71 w\ld/ !re=e inhibit ?y pr9cipal holy s]vants f contribut+ any ?+ at all to ?is dang]\s intimation ( idolatry2 & t ! p might say1 ,surely ^? dead m5 are n s mu* to be magnifi$ z m5 mi/ake1 s9ce ,god w n suff] 8 holy (fic]s s mu* z to t\* !m1 n to see !m4 ,b ^? dang]s be+ remov$1 ?\1 ,o my ,god1 do/ c]ta9ly all[ t we %\ld d (fices ( piety to ! dead & t we %\ld draw in/ructions to piety f ! dead4 ,is n ?is1 ,o my ,god1 a holy k9d ( rais+ up se$ to my dead bro!r1 if ,i1 by ! m$itation ( 8 dea? produce a bett] life 9 myself8 ,x is ! bless+ ^u ,reub51 ,let ,reub5 live1 & n die1 & let n 8 m5 be few2#beb let him propagate _m4 ,& x is a mal$iction1 ,t t die?1 let x die1#bec let x d no good 9 dy+2 = trees )\t fruit1 ?\1 by ?y apo/le1 calle/ twice dead4#bed ,x is a second dea?1 if none live ! bett] by me aft] my dea?1 by ! mann] ( my dea?4 ,!re=e may ,i ju/ly ?9k1 t ?\ made/ t a way to convey to ! ,egyptians a fe> ( !e & a fe> ( dea?1 t !re 0 n a h\se :]e !re 0 n "o dead2#bee = !reupon ! ,egyptians said1 ,we are all dead m53 ! dea? ( o!rs %\ld cate*ise u to dea?4 ,?y ,son ,*ri/ ,jesus is ! fir/ begott5 ( ! dead2#bef he rises fir/1 ! elde/ bro!r1 & he is my ma/] 9 ?is sci5ce ( dea?2 b yet1 = me1 ,i am a y\ng] bro!r too1 to ?is man :o di$ n[1 & to e man :om ,i see or he> to die be=e me1 & all !y are u%]s to me 9 ?is s*ool ( dea?4 ,i take !re=e t :i* ?y s]vant ,david's wife said to him1 to be said to me1 ,if ?\ save n ?y life to-night1 to-morr[ ?\ %alt be sla94#beg ,if ! dea? ( ?is man "w n ^u me n[1 ,i %all die worse ?an if ?\ had/ n af=d$ me ?is help2 = ?\ ha/ s5t him 9 ?is bell to me1 z ?\ did/ s5d to ! angel ( ,s>dis1 ) commission to /r5g!n ! ?+s t rema91 & t are ready to die1#beh t 9 ?is weakness ( body ,i might receive spiritual /r5g? by ^! occasions4 ,?is is my /r5g?1 t :e!r ?\ say to me1 z ?9e angel said to ,gideon1 ,peace be unto !e1 fe> n1 ?\ %alt n die2#bei or :e!r ?\ say1 z unto ,a>on1 ,?\ %alt die !re2#bfj yet ?\ wilt pres]ve t :i* is ready to die1 my s\l1 f ! wor/ dea?1 t ( s94 ,zimri di$ = 8 s9s1 says ?y ,_s1 :i* he s9n$ 9 do+ evil2 & 9 8 s9 :i* he did to make ,israel s92#bfa = 8 s9s1 8 _m s9s1 & !n 9 8 s91 8 p>ticul> s94 ,= my s9s ,i %all die :5soev] ,i die1 = dea? is ! wages ( s92 b ,i %all die 9 my s91 9 t p>ticul> s9 ( resi/+ ?y ,_s1 if ,i apply n ?y assi/ances4 ,do? x n call u to a p>ticul> consid]ation t ?y bless$ ,son v>ies 8 =m ( comm9ation1 & aggravates x 9 ! v>iation1 :5 he says to ! ,jews 7because !y refus$ ! light (f]$71 ,y %all die 9 y\r s93#bfb & !n :5 !y proce$$ to f>!r disputations1 & vexations1 & temptations1 he adds1 ,y %all die 9 y\r s9s2#bfc he multiplies ! =m] expression to a plural4 ,9 ?is s91 & 9 all y\r s9s1 do? n ! resi/+ ( ?y p>ticul> helps at la/ draw ^u u ! guilt9ess ( all our =m] s9s8 ,may n ! neglect+ ( ?is s\nd m9i/]$ to me 9 ?is man's dea?1 br+ me to t mis]y1 s t ,i1 :om ! ,"l ( life lov$ s z to die = me1 %all die1 & a creature ( m9e own %all be immortal2 t ,i %all die1 & ! worm ( m9e own consci5ce %all nev] die8#bfd ,,xviii4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 ,i h a new occasion ( ?anks1 & a new occasion ( pray] to !e f ! r++ ( ?is bell4 ,?\ tolde/ me 9 ! o!r voice t ,i 0 mortal & approa*+ to dea?2 9 ?is ,i may he> !e say t ,i am dead 9 an irrem$iable1 9 an irrecov]able /ate = bodily heal?4 ,if t be ?y language 9 ?is voice1 h[ inf9itely am ,i b\nd to ?y heav5ly ,maje/y = speak+ s pla9ly unto me8 = ev5 t voice1 t ,i mu/ die n[1 is n ! voice ( a judge t speaks by way ( condemnation1 b ( a physician t pres5ts heal? 9 t4 ,?\ pres5te/ me dea? z ! cure ( my disease1 n z ! exaltation ( x2 if ,i mi/ake ?y voice h]e91 if ,i ov]run ?y pace1 & prev5t ?y h&1 & imag9e dea? m in/ant ^u me ?an ?\ ha/ bid him be1 yet ! voice belongs to me2 ,i am dead1 ,i 0 born dead1 & f ! fir/ lay+ ( ^! mud walls 9 my conception1 !y h m\ld]$ away1 & ! :ole c\rse ( life is b an active dea?4 ,:e!r ?is voice in/ruct me t ,i am a dead man n[1 or rememb] me t ,i h be5 a dead man all ?is :ile4 ,i humbly ?ank !e = speak+ 9 ?is voice to my s\l2 & ,i humbly besee* !e also to accept my pray]s 9 8 behalf1 by ^: occasion ?is voice1 ?is s\nd1 is come to me4 ,= ?\gh he be by dea? transplant$ to !e1 & s 9 possession ( inexpressible happ9ess !re1 yet "h ^u e>? ?\ ha/ giv5 u su* a portion ( heav51 z t ?\gh m5 dispute :e!r ?y sa9ts 9 heav5 d "k :at we 9 e>? 9 p>ticul> d /& 9 ne$ (1 yet1 )\t all disputation1 we ^u e>? d "k :at ?y sa9ts 9 heav5 lack yet = ! consummation ( _! happ9ess1 & !re=e ?\ ha/ af=d$ u ! dignity t we may pray = !m4 ,t !re=e ?is s\l1 n[ newly dep>t$ to ?y k+dom1 may quickly return to a joyful reunion to t body :i* x ha? left1 & t we ) x may soon enjoy ! full consummation ( all 9 body & s\l1 ,i humbly beg at ?y h&1 ,o our mo/ m]ciful ,god1 = ?y ,son ,*ri/ ,jesus' sake4 ,t t bless$ ,son ( ?9e may h ! consummation ( 8 dignity1 by ent]+ into 8 la/ (fice1 ! (fice ( a judge1 & may h society ( human bodies 9 heav51 z well z he ha? _h ev] ( s\ls2 & t z ?\ hate/ s9 itself1 ?y hate to s9 may be express$ 9 ! aboli%+ ( all in/rum5ts ( s91 ! allurem5ts ( ?is _w1 & ! _w itself2 & all ! tempor>y rev5ges ( s91 ! /+s ( sickness & ( dea?2 & all ! ca/les1 & prisons1 & monum5ts ( s91 9 ! grave4 ,t "t may be swall[$ up 9 et]nity1 & hope swall[$ 9 possession1 & ends swall[$ 9 inf9it5ess1 & all m5 orda9$ to salvation 9 body & s\l be "o entire & ev]la/+ sacrifice to !e1 :]e ?\ may/ receive delight f !m1 & !y glory f !e1 = ev]more4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #bdg ,levit4 xxi4 #a4 #bdh ,wisd4 xiv4 #ad4 #bdi ,wisd4 xiii4 #aj4 #bej ,wisd4 xiii4 #ah4 #bea ,isaiah1 viii4 #ai4 #beb ,deut4 xxxiii4 #f4 #bec ,ze*4 xi4 #i4 #bed ,jude1 #ab4 #bee ,exod4 xii4 #cj4 #bef ,rev4 i4 #e4 #beg #a ,sam4 xix4 #aa4 #beh ,rev4 iii4 #b4 #bei ,judg4 vi1 #bc4 #bfj ,numb4 xx4 #bf4 #bfa #a ,k+s1 xvi4 #ai4 #bfb ,john1 viii4 #ba4 #bfc ,john1 viii4 #bd4 #bfd ,isaiah1 lxvi4 #bd4 ,,xix4 ,,oceano ,,t&em ,,em5so1 ,,aspici5da ,,resurgit ,,t]ra2 ,,vid5t1 ,,ju/is1 ,,m$ici1 ,,jam ,,cocta ,,m$]i ,,se ,,posse1 ,,indiciis4 ,at la/ ! physicians1 aft] a long & /ormy voyage1 see l&3 !y h s good signs ( ! concoction ( ! disease1 z t !y may safely proce$ to purge4 ,,xix4 ,,m$itation4 ,all ?is :ile ! physicians !mselves h be5 pati5ts1 pati5tly att5d+ :5 !y %\ld see any l& 9 ?is sea1 any e>?1 any cl\d1 any indication ( concoction 9 ^! wat]s4 ,any disord] ( m9e1 any pret]mission ( !irs1 exalts ! disease1 accel]ates ! rages ( x2 no dilig5ce accel]ates ! concoction1 ! maturity ( ! disease2 !y mu/ /ay till ! season ( ! sickness come2 & till x be rip5$ ( itself1 & !n !y may put to _! h& to ga!r x be=e x fall (f1 b !y _c ha/5 ! rip5+4 ,:y %\ld we look = x 9 a disease1 :i* is ! disord]1 ! discord1 ! irregul>ity1 ! commotion & rebellion ( ! body8 ,x 7 sc>ce a disease if x c\ld be ord]$ & made ob$i5t to our times4 ,:y %\ld we look = t 9 disord]1 9 a disease1 :5 we _c h x 9 nature1 :o is s regul> & s pregnant1 s =w>d to br+ h] "w to p]fection & to light8 ,yet we _c awake ! ,july fl[]s 9 ,janu>y1 nor ret>d ! fl[]s ( ! spr+ to autumn4 ,we _c bid ! fruits come 9 ,may1 nor ! leaves to /ick on 9 ,decemb]4 ,a woman t is weak _c put (f h] n9? mon? to a t5? = h] deliv]y1 & say %e w /ay till %e be /rong]2 nor a que5 _c ha/5 x to a sev5?1 t %e may be ready = "s o!r pleasure4 ,nature 7if we look = durable & vigor\s effects7 w n admit prev5tions1 nor anticipations1 nor obligations ^u h]1 = !y are precontracts1 & %e w be left to h] lib]ty4 ,nature w\ld n be spurr$1 nor =c$ to m5d h] pace2 nor p[]1 ! p[] ( man1 greatness1 loves n t k9d ( viol5ce nei!r4 ,!re are ( !m t w give1 t w d ju/ice1 t w p>don1 b !y h _! own seasons = all ^!1 & he t kn[s n !m %all />ve be=e t gift come1 & ru9 be=e ! ju/ice1 & die be=e ! p>don save him4 ,"s tree be>s no fruit1 except mu* dung be laid ab\t x2 & ju/ice comes n f "s till !y be ri*ly manur$3 "s trees require mu* visit+1 mu* wat]+1 mu* lab\r2 & "s m5 give n _! fruits b ^u importunity3 "s trees require incision1 & prun+1 & lopp+2 "s m5 mu/ be intimidat$ & syndicat$ ) commissions1 be=e !y w deliv] ! fruits ( ju/ice3 "s trees require ! e>ly & ! (t5 access ( ! sun2 "s m5 op5 n1 b ^u ! fav\rs & lett]s ( c\rt m$iation3 "s trees mu/ be h\s$ & kept )9 doors2 "s m5 lock up1 n only _! lib]ality1 b _! ju/ice & _! compassion1 till ! solicitation ( a wife1 or a son1 or a fri5d1 or a s]vant1 turn ! key4 ,rew>d is ! season ( "o man1 & importunity ( ano!r2 fe> ! season ( "o man1 & fav\r ( ano!r2 fri5d%ip ! season ( "o man1 & natural affection ( ano!r2 & he t kn[s n _! seasons1 nor _c /ay !m1 mu/ lose ! fruits3 z nature w n1 s p[] & greatness w n be put to *ange _! seasons1 & %all we look = ?is indulg5ce 9 a disease1 or ?9k to %ake x (f be=e x be ripe8 ,all ?is :ile1 !re=e1 we are b ^u a def5sive w>1 & t is b a d\btful /ate2 especially :]e !y :o are besieg$ d "k ! be/ ( _! def5ces1 & d n "k ! wor/ ( _! enemy's p[]2 :5 !y _c m5d _! works )91 & ! enemy c increase 8 numb]s )\t4 ,o h[ _m f> m mis]able1 & f> m wor?y to be less mis]able ?an ,i1 are besieg$ ) ?is sickness1 & lack _! s5t9els1 _! physicians to wat*1 & lack _! munition1 _! cordials to def5d1 & p]i% be=e ! enemy's weakness might invite !m to sally1 be=e ! disease %[ any decl9ation1 or admit any way ( work+ ^u itself8 ,9 me ! siege is s f> slack5$1 z t we may come to fight1 & s die 9 ! field1 if ,i die1 & n 9 a prison4 ,,xix4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ?\ art a direct ,god1 may ,i n say a lit]al ,god1 a ,god t w\ld/ be und]/ood lit]ally & accord+ to ! pla9 s5se ( all t ?\ saye/8 b ?\ art also 7,"l1 ,i int5d x to ?y glory1 & let no pr(ane mis9t]pret] abuse x to ?y dim9ution71 ?\ art a figurative1 a metaphorical ,god too2 a ,god 9 ^: words !re is su* a height ( figures1 su* voyages1 su* p]egr9ations to fet* remote & preci\s metaphors1 su* ext5sions1 su* spread+s1 su* curta9s ( allegories1 su* ?ird heav5s ( hyp]boles1 s h>moni\s elocutions1 s retir$ & s res]v$ expressions1 s comm&+ p]suasions1 s p]suad+ comm&m5ts1 su* s9ews ev5 9 ?y milk1 & su* ?+s 9 ?y words1 z all pr(ane au?ors seem ( ! se$ ( ! s]p5t t creeps1 ?\ art ! ,dove t flies4 ,o1 :at words b ?9e c express ! inexpressible texture & composition ( ?y ^w1 9 :i* to "o man t argum5t t b9ds 8 fai? to believe t to be ! ^w ( ,god1 is ! rev]5t simplicity ( ! ^w1 & to ano!r ! maje/y ( ! ^w2 & 9 :i* two m5 equally pi\s may meet1 & "o wond] t all %\ld n und]/& x1 & ! o!r z mu* t any man %\ld4 ,s1 ,"l1 ?\ give/ u ! same e>? to lab\r on & to lie 91 a h\se & a grave ( ! same e>?2 s1 ,"l1 ?\ give/ u ! same ^w = our satisfaction & = our inquisition1 = our in/ruction & = our admiration too2 = !re are places t ?y s]vants ,hi]om & ,augu/9e w\ld sc>ce believe 7:5 !y grew w>m by mutual lett]s7 ( "o ano!r1 t !y und]/ood !m1 & yet bo? ,hi]om & ,augu/9e call ^u p]sons :om !y knew to be f> weak] ?an !y ?\ght "o ano!r 7old wom5 & "y maids7 to read ! ,scriptures1 )\t conf9+ !m to ^! or ^? places4 ,nei!r art ?\ ?us a figurative1 a metaphorical ,god 9 ?y ^w only1 b 9 ?y works too4 ,! /yle ( ?y works1 ! phrase ( ?9e actions1 is metaphorical ,! in/itution ( ?y :ole wor%ip 9 ! old law 0 a cont9ual allegory2 types & figures ov]spread all1 & figures fl[$ into figures1 & p\r$ !mselves out into f>!r figures2 circumcision c>ri$ a figure ( baptism1 & baptism c>ries a figure ( t purity :i* we %all h 9 p]fection 9 ! new ,j]usalem4 ,nei!r did/ ?\ speak & "w 9 ?is language only 9 ! "t ( ?y prophets2 b s9ce ?\ spoke/ 9 ?y ,son x is s too4 ,h[ (t51 h[ mu* m (t51 do? ?y ,son call himself a way1 & a light1 & a gate1 & a v9e1 & bread1 ?an ! ,son ( ,god1 or ( man8 ,h[ mu* (t5] do? he exhibit a metaphorical ,*ri/1 ?an a real1 a lit]al8 ,?is ha? occasion$ ?9e anci5t s]vants1 ^: delight x 0 to write aft] ?y copy1 to proce$ ! same way 9 _! expositions ( ! ,scriptures1 & 9 _! compos+ bo? ( public liturgies & ( private pray]s to !e1 to make _! accesses to !e 9 su* a k9d ( language z ?\ wa/ pleas$ to speak to !m1 9 a figurative1 9 a metaphorical language1 9 :i* mann] ,i am bold to call ! com=t :i* ,i receive n[ 9 ?is sickness 9 ! indication ( ! concoction & maturity !re(1 9 c]ta9 cl\ds & recid5ces1 :i* ! physicians obs]ve1 a discov]+ ( l& f sea aft] a long & tempe/u\s voyage4 ,b :]e=e1 ,o my ,god1 ha/ ?\ pres5t$ to u ! afflictions & calamities ( ?is life 9 ! "n ( wat]s8 s (t5 9 ! "n ( wat]s1 & deep wat]s1 & seas ( wat]s8 ,mu/ we look to be dr[n$8 are !y bottomless1 are !y b\ndless8 ,t is n ! dialect ( ?y language2 ?\ ha/ giv5 a rem$y aga9/ ! deepe/ wat] by wat]2 aga9/ ! inundation ( s9 by baptism2 & ! fir/ life t ?\ gave/ to any creatures 0 9 wat]s3 !re=e ?\ do/ n ?reat5 u ) an irrem$iabl5ess :5 our affliction is a sea4 ,x is s if we consid] ourselves2 s ?\ calle/ ,g5ez>e?1 :i* 0 b a lake1 & n salt1 a sea2 s ?\ calle/ ! ,m$it]ranean sea /ill ! great sea1 because ! inhabitants saw no o!r sea2 !y t dwelt !re ?\ght a lake a sea1 & ! o!rs ?\ght a little sea1 ! greate/1 & we t "k n ! afflictions ( o!rs call our own ! heavie/4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 t is truly great t ov]fl[s ! *annel1 t is really a great affliction :i* is above my /r5g?2 b ?\1 ,o ,god1 art my /r5g?1 & !n :at c be above x8 ,m\nta9s %ake ) ! swell+ ( ?y sea2#bfe secul> m\nta9s1 m5 /rong 9 p[]2 spiritual m\nta9s1 m5 /rong 9 grace1 are %ak5 ) afflictions2 b ?\ laye/ up ?y sea 9 /oreh\ses2#bff ev5 ?y corrections are ( ?y treasure1 & ?\ wilt n wa/e ?y corrections2 :5 !y h done _! s]vice to humble ?y pati5t1 ?\ wilt call !m 9 aga91 = ?\ give/ ! sea ?y decree1 t ! wat]s %\ld n pass ?y comm&m5t4#bfg ,all our wat]s %all run into ,jordan1 & ?y s]vants pass$ ,jordan dry foot2#bfh !y %all run into ! r$ sea 7! sea ( ?y ,son's blood71 & ! r$ sea1 t r$ sea1 dr[ns none ( ?9e3 b !y t sail on ! sea tell ( ! dang] !re(4#bfi ,i t am yet 9 ?is affliction1 owe !e ! glory ( speak+ ( x2 b1 z ! wise man bids me1 ,i say1 ,i may speak mu* & come %ort1 :]e=e 9 sum ?\ art all4#bgj ,s9ce ?\ art s1 ,o my ,god1 & affliction is a sea too deep = u1 :at is our refuge8 ,?9e ark1 ?y %ip4 ,9 all o!r afflictions1 ^? means :i* ?\ ha/ orda9$ 9 ?is sea1 9 sickness1 ?y %ip is ?y physician4 ,?\ ha/ made a way 9 ! sea1 & a safe pa? 9 ! wat]s1 %[+ t ?\ can/ save f all dang]s1 yea1 ?\gh a man w5t to sea )\t art3#bga yet1 :]e ,i f9d all t1 ,i f9d ?is add$2 nev]!less ?\ w\ld/ n1 t ! "w ( ?y wisdom %\ld be idle4#bgb ,?\ can/ save )\t means1 b ?\ ha/ told no man t ?\ wilt2 ?\ ha/ told e man t ?\ wilt n4#bgc ,:5 ! c5turion believ$ ! ma/] ( ! %ip m ?an ,/4 ,paul1 !y 7 all op5$ to a great dang]2 ?is 0 a pref]r+ ( ?y means be=e !e1 ! au?or ( ! means3 b1 my ,god1 ?\gh ?\ bee/ e :]e3 ,i h no promise ( appe>+ to me b 9 ?y %ip1 ?y bless$ ,son prea*$ out ( a %ip3#bgd ! means is prea*+1 he did t2 & ! %ip 0 a type ( ! *ur*1 he did x !re4 ,?\ gave/ ,/4 ,paul ! lives ( all !m t sail$ ) him2#bge if !y _h n be5 9 ! %ip ) him1 ! gift _h n ext5d$ to !m4 ,z soon z ?y ,son 0 come out ( ! %ip1 imm$iately !re met him1 out ( ! tombs1 a man ) an unclean _s1 & no man c\ld hold him1 no n ) *a9s4#bgf ,?y ,son ne$$ no use ( means2 yet !re we appreh5d ! dang] to u1 if we leave ! %ip1 ! means1 9 ?is case ! physician4 ,b z !y are %ips to u 9 ^? seas1 s is !re a %ip to !m too 9 :i* !y are to /ay4 ,give me leave1 ,o my ,god1 to assi/ myself ) su* a con/ruction ( ^! words ( ?y s]vant ,paul to ! c5turion1 :5 ! m>9]s w\ld h left ! %ip1 ,except ^! abide 9 ! %ip1 y _c be safe3#bgg except !y :o are our %ips1 ! physicians1 abide 9 t :i* is !irs1 & our %ip1 ! tru?1 & ! s9c]e & religi\s wor%ip ( !e & ?y gospel1 we _c promise ourselves s good safety2 = ?\gh we h our %ip1 ! physician1 he ha? n 8 %ip1 religion2 & means are n means b 9 _! concat5ation1 z !y dep5d & are *a9$ toge!r4 ,! %ips are great1 says ?y apo/le1 b a helm turns !m2#bgh ! m5 are le>n$1 b _! religion turns _! lab\rs to good1 & !re=e x 0 a heavy curse :5 ! ?ird "p ( ! %ips p]i%$3#bgi x is a heavy case :]e ei!r all religion1 or true religion1 %\ld =sake _m ( ^! %ips :om ?\ ha/ s5t to convey u ov] ^! seas4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 my ,god1 s9ce ,i h my %ip & !y !irs1 ,i h !m & !y h !e1 :y are we yet no ne>] l&8 ,z soon z ?y ,son's disciple _h tak5 him into ! %ip1 imm$iately ! %ip 0 at ! l& :i!r !y w5t4#bhj ,:y h n !y & ,i ?is dispat*8 ,e ?+ is imm$iately done1 :i* is done :5 ?\ w\ld/ h x done4 ,?y purpose t]m9ates e action1 & :at 0 done be=e t is undone yet4 ,%all t slack5 my hope8 ?y prophet f !e ha? =bidd5 x4 ,x is good t a man %\ld bo? hope1 & quietly wait = ! salvation ( ! ,"l4#bha ,?\ putte/ (f _m judgm5ts till ! la/ day1 & _m pass ?is life )\t any2 & %all n ,i endure ! putt+ (f ?y m]cy = a day8 ,& yet1 ,o my ,god1 ?\ putte/ me n to t1 = ! assurance ( future m]cy is pres5t m]cy4 ,b :at is my assurance n[8 :at is my seal8 ,x is b a cl\d2 t :i* my physicians call a cl\d1 9 t :i* gives !m _! indication4 ,b a cl\d8 ,?y great seal to all ! _w1 ! ra9b[1 t secur$ ! _w = ev] f dr[n+1 0 b a reflection ^u a cl\d4 ,a cl\d itself 0 a pill> :i* guid$ ! *ur*1#bhb & ! glory ( ,god n only 01 b appe>$ 9 a cl\d4#bhc ,let me return1 ,o my ,god1 to ! consid]ation ( ?y s]vant ,elijah's proce$+ 9 a "t ( desp]ate dr\ght2#bhd he bids !m look t[>ds ! sea2 !y look1 & see no?+4 ,he bids !m aga9 & aga9 sev5 times2 & at ! sev5? "t !y saw a little cl\d ris+ out ( ! sea1 & pres5tly !y _h _! desire ( ra94 ,sev5 days1 ,o my ,god1 h we look$ = ?is cl\d1 & n[ we h x2 none ( ?y indications are frivol\s1 ?\ make/ ?y signs seals1 & ?y seals effects1 & ?y effects consolation & re/itution1 :]esoev] ?\ may/ receive glory by t way4 ,,xix4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o ?\gh ?\ pass$/ ov] inf9ite millions ( g5]ations1 be=e ?\ came/ to a creation ( ?is _w1 yet :5 ?\ began/1 did/ nev] int]mit t "w1 b cont9u$/ day to day1 till ?\ had/ p]fect$ all ! "w1 & depos$ x 9 ! h&s & re/ ( a sabba?1 ?\gh ?\ h be5 pleas$ to glorify ?yself 9 a long ex]cise ( my pati5ce1 ) an expectation ( ?y decl>ation ( ?yself 9 ?is my sickness1 yet s9ce ?\ ha/ n[ ( ?y goodness af=d$ t :i* af=ds u "s hope1 if t be /ill ! way ( ?y glory1 proce$ 9 t way & p]fect t "w1 & e/abli% me 9 a sabba? & re/ 9 !e1 by ?is ?y seal ( bodily re/itution4 ,?y prie/s came up to !e by /eps 9 ! temple2 ?y angels came d[n to ,jacob by /eps ^u ! ladd]2 we f9d no /air by :i* ?\ ?yself came/ to ,adam 9 p>adise1 nor to ,sodom 9 ?9e ang]2 = ?\1 & ?\ only1 art able to d all at once4 ,b ,o ,"l1 ,i am n we>y ( ?y pace1 nor we>y ( m9e own pati5ce4 ,i provoke !e n ) a pray]1 n ) a wi%1 n ) a hope1 to m ha/e ?an consi/s ) ?y purpose1 nor look t any o!r ?+ %\ld h ent]$ into ?y purpose1 b ?y glory4 ,to he> ?y /eps com+ t[>ds me is ! same com=t z to see ?y face pres5t ) me2 :e!r ?\ d ! "w ( a ?\s& ye>s 9 a day1 or ext5d ! "w ( a day to a ?\s& ye>s1 z long z ?\ worke/1 x is light & com=t4 ,heav5 itself is b an ext5sion ( ! same joy2 & an ext5sion ( ?is m]cy1 to proce$ at ?y leisure1 9 ! way ( re/itution1 is a manife/ation ( heav5 to me "h ^u e>?4 ,f t p to :om ?\ appe>$/ 9 signs & 9 types1 ! ,jews1 ?\ art dep>t$1 because !y tru/$ 9 !m2 b f ?y *ur*1 to :om ?\ ha/ appe>$ 9 ?yself1 9 ?y ,son1 ?\ wilt nev] dep>t1 because we _c tru/ too mu* 9 him4 ,?\gh ?\ h af=d$ me ^! signs ( re/itution1 yet if ,i confide 9 !m1 & beg9 to say1 all 0 b a natural accid5t1 & nature beg9s to dis*>ge h]self1 & %e w p]fect ! :ole "w1 my hope %all vani% because x is n 9 !e4 ,if ?\ %\ld/ take ?y h& utt]ly f me1 & h no?+ to d ) me1 nature alone 7 able to de/roy me2 b if ?\ )draw ?y help+ h&1 alas1 h[ frivol\s are ! helps ( nature1 h[ impot5t ! assi/ances ( art8 ,z !re=e ! morn+ dew is a pawn ( ! ev5+ fatness1 s1 ,o ,"l1 let ?is day's com=t be ! e>ne/ ( to-morr['s1 s f> z may con=m me entirely to !e1 to :at end1 & by :at way soev] ?y m]cy h appo9t$ me4 ,,footnotes3 #bfe ,psalm xlvi4 #c4 #bff ,psalm xxxiii4 #g4 #bfg ,prov4 viii4 #bi4 #bfh ,jo%4 iii4 #ag4 #bfi ,ecclus4 xliii4 #bd4 #bgj ,ecclus4 xliii4 #bg4 #bga ,wisd4 xiv4 #c4 #bgb ,wisd4 xiv4 #e4 #bgc ,acts1 xxvii4 #aa4 #bgd ,luke1 v4 #c4 #bge ,acts1 xxvii4 #bd4 #bgf ,m>k1 v4 #b4 #bgg ,acts1 xxvii4 #ca4 #bgh ,james1 iii4 #d4 #bgi ,rev4 viii4 #i4 #bhj ,john1 vi4 #ba4 #bha ,lam4 iii4 #bf4 #bhb ,exod4 xiii4 #ba4 #bhc ,exod4 xvi4 #aj4 #bhd #a ,k+s1 xviii4 #dc4 ,,xx4 ,,id ,,agunt4 ,^u ^! indications ( dige/$ matt]1 !y proce$ to purge4 ,,xx4 ,,m$itation4 ,?\gh c\nsel seem r to consi/ ( spiritual p>ts ?an action1 yet action is ! _s & ! s\l ( c\nsel4 ,c\nsels are n always det]m9$ 9 resolutions1 we _c always say1 ?is 0 conclud$2 actions are always det]m9$ 9 effects1 we c say1 ?is 0 done4 ,!n h laws _! rev]5ce & _! maje/y1 :5 we see ! judge ^u ! b5* execut+ !m4 ,!n h c\nsels ( w> _! impressions & _! op]ations1 :5 we see ! seal ( an army set to !m4 ,x 0 an anci5t way ( celebrat+ ! memory ( su* z des]v$ well ( ! /ate1 to af=d !m t k9d ( /atu>y repres5tation1 :i* 0 !n call$ ,h]mes1 :i* 0 ! head & %\ld]s ( a man /&+ ^u a cube1 b ^? %\ld]s )\t arms & h&s4 ,altoge!r x figur$ a con/ant support] ( ! /ate1 by 8 c\nsel2 b 9 ?is hi]oglyphic1 :i* !y made )\t h&s1 !y pass _! consid]ation no f>!r b t ! c\nsellor %\ld be )\t h&s1 s f> z n to rea* out 8 h& to =eign temptations ( bribes1 9 matt]s ( c\nsel1 & t x 0 n necess>y t ! head %\ld employ 8 own h&2 t ! same m5 %\ld s]ve 9 ! execution :i* assi/$ 9 ! c\nsel2 b t !re %\ld n belong h&s to e head1 action to e c\nsel1 0 nev] int5d$ s mu* z 9 figure & repres5tation4 ,= z matrimony is sc>ce to be call$ matrimony :]e !re is a resolution aga9/ ! fruits ( matrimony1 aga9/ ! hav+ ( *ildr51#bhe s c\nsels are n c\nsels1 b illusions1 :]e !re is f ! beg9n+ no purpose to execute ! det]m9ations ( ^? c\nsels4 ,! arts & sci5ces are mo/ prop]ly ref]r$ to ! head2 t is _! prop] elem5t & sph]e2 b yet ! art ( prov+1 logic1 & ! art ( p]suad+1 rhetoric1 are d$uc$ to ! h&1 & t express$ by a h& contract$ into a fi/1 & ?is by a h& enl>g$ & exp&$2 & ev]more ! p[] ( man1 & ! p[] ( ,god1 himself is express$ s4 ,all ?+s are 9 8 h&2 nei!r is ,god s (t5 pres5t$ to u1 by names t c>ry our consid]ation ^u c\nsel1 z ^u execution ( c\nsel2 he (t5] is call$ ! ,"l ( ,ho/s ?an by all o!r names1 t may be ref]r$ to ! o!r signification4 ,h]eby !re=e we take into our m$itation ! slipp]y condition ( man1 ^: happ9ess 9 any k9d1 ! defect ( any "o ?+ conduc+ to t happ9ess1 may ru92 b x mu/ h all ! pieces to make x up4 ,)\t c\nsel1 ,i _h n got ?us f>2 )\t action & practice1 ,i %\ld g no f>!r t[>ds heal?4 ,b :at is ! pres5t necess>y action8 ,purg+2 a )draw+1 a violat+ ( nature1 a f>!r weak5+4 ,o de> price1 & ,o /range way ( addition1 to d x by subtraction2 ( re/or+ nature1 to violate nature2 ( provid+ /r5g?1 by increas+ weakness4 ,0 ,i n sick be=e8 ,& is x a "q ( com=t to be ask$ n[1 did y\r physic make y sick8 ,0 t x t my physic promis$1 to make me sick8 ,?is is ano!r /ep ^u :i* we may /&1 & see f>!r into ! mis]y ( man1 ! "t1 ! season ( 8 mis]y2 x mu/ be done n[4 ,o ov]-cunn+1 ov]-wat*ful1 ov]-dilig5t1 & ov]-sociable mis]y ( man1 t seldom comes alone1 b !n :5 x may accompany o!r mis]ies1 & s put "o ano!r into ! high] exaltation1 & bett] he>t4 ,i am gr\nd ev5 to an att5uation & mu/ proce$ to evacuation1 all ways to ex9anition & annihilation4 ,,xx4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 ! ,god ( ord]1 b yet n ( ambition1 :o assigne/ place to e "o1 b n cont5tion = place1 :5 %all x be ?y pleasure to put an end to all ^! qu>rels = spiritual prec$5ces8 ,:5 %all m5 leave _! un*>itable disputations1 :i* is to take place1 fai? or rep5tance1 & :i*1 :5 we consid] fai? & works8 ,! head & ! h& too are requir$ to a p]fect natural man2 c\nsel & action too1 to a p]fect civil man2 fai? & works too1 to him t is p]fectly spiritual4 ,b because x is easily said1 ,i believe1 & because x do? n easily lie 9 pro(1 nor is easily demon/rable by any evid5ce tak5 f my he>t 7= :o sees t1 :o se>*es ^? rolls87 :e!r ,i d believe or no1 is x n !re=e1 ,o my ,god1 t ?\ do/ s frequ5tly1 s e>ne/ly1 ref] u to ! h&1 to ! obs]vation ( actions8 ,!re is a little suspicion1 a little imputation laid ^u ov]-t$i\s & dilatory c\nsels4 ,_m good occasions slip away 9 long consultations2 & x may be a degree ( slo?1 to be too long 9 m5d+ nets1 ?\gh t mu/ be done4 ,he t obs]ve? ! w9d %all n s[1 & he t reg>de? ! cl\ds %all n reap2#bhf t is1 he t is too dilatory1 too sup]/iti\s 9 ^! obs]vations1 & /udies b ! excuse ( 8 own idl5ess 9 !m2 b t :i* ! same wise & royal s]vant ( ?9e says 9 ano!r place1 all accept1 & ask no comm5t ^u x1 ,he become? poor t deale? ) a slack h&1 b ! h& ( ! dilig5t make? ri*2#bhg all evil imput$ to ! abs5ce1 all good attribut$ to ! pres5ce ( ! h&4 ,i "k1 my ,god 7& ,i bless ?y "n = kn[+ x1 = all good k is f !e71 t ?\ consid]e/ ! he>t2 b ?\ take/ n (f ?9e eye till ?\ come to ! h&4 ,nay1 my ,god1 do? n ?y ,_s intimate t ?\ beg9ne/ :]e we beg9 7at lea/1 t ?\ all[e/ u to beg9 !re71 :5 ?\ ord]e/ ?9e own answ] to ?9e own "q1 ,:o %all asc5d into ! hill ( ! ,"l8 ?us1 ,he t ha? clean h&s1 & a pure he>t8#bhh ,do/ ?\ n 7at lea/7 s5d u fir/ to ! h&8 ,& is n ! "w ( _! h&s t decl>ation ( _! holy zeal1 9 ! pres5t execution ( manife/ idolators1 call$ a consecration ( !mselves1#bhi by ?y ,holy ,_s8 ,_! h&s are call$ all !mselves2 = ev5 c\nsel itself goes "u t "n 9 ?y ^w1 :o kn[e/ be/ h[ to give "r names3 because ! c\nsel ( ! prie/s assi/$ ,david1#bij ,saul says ! h& ( ! prie/ is ) ,david4 ,& t :i* is (t5 said by ,moses1 is v (t5 repeat$ by ?y o!r prophets1 ,^! & ^! ?+s ! ,"l spake1#bia & ! ,"l said1 & ! ,"l comm&$1 n by ! c\nsels1 n by ! voice1 b by ! h& ( ,moses1 & by ! h& ( ! prophets4 ,ev]more we are ref]r$ = our evid5ce ( o!rs1 & ( ourselves1 to ! h&1 to action1 to works4 ,!re is some?+ be=e x1 believ+2 & !re is some?+ aft] x1 suff]+2 b 9 ! mo/ em95t1 & obvi\s1 & conspicu\s place /&s do+4 ,:y !n1 ,o my ,god1 my bless$ ,god1 9 ! ways ( my spiritual /r5g?1 come ,i s sl[ to action8 ,i 0 :ipp$ by ?y rod1 be=e ,i came to consultation1 to consid] my /ate2 & %all ,i g no f>!r8 ,z he t w\ld describe a circle 9 pap]1 if he h br\ght t circle )9 "o in* ( f9i%+1 yet if he remove 8 compass he _c make x up a p]fect circle except he fall to "w aga91 to f9d out ! same c5tre1 s1 ?\gh sett+ t foot ( my compass ^u !e1 ,i h gone s f> z to ! consid]ation ( myself1 yet if ,i dep>t f !e1 my c5tre1 all is imp]fect4 ,?is proce$+ to action1 !re=e1 is a return+ to !e1 & a work+ ^u myself by ?y physic1 by ?y purgative physic1 a free & entire evacuation ( my s\l by confession4 ,! work+ ( purgative physic is viol5t & contr>y to nature4 ,o ,"l1 ,i decl9e n ?is potion ( confession1 h[ev] x may be contr>y to a natural man4 ,to take physic1 & n accord+ to ! "r me?od1 is dang]\s4#bib ,o ,"l1 ,i decl9e n t me?od 9 ?is physic1 9 ?+s t bur!n my consci5ce1 to make my confession to him1 into ^: h&s ?\ ha/ put ! p[] ( absolution4 ,i "k t physic may be made s pleasant z t x may easily be tak52 b n s pleasant z ! virtue & nature ( ! m$ic9e be ext+ui%$4#bic ,i "k ,i am n submitt$ to su* a confession z is a rack & torture ( ! consci5ce2 b ,i "k ,i am n exempt f all4 ,if x 7 m]ely problematical1 left m]ely indiff]5t :e!r we %\ld take ?is physic1 use ?is confession1 or no1 a great physician ackn[l$ges ?is to h be5 8 practice1 to m9i/] to _m ?+s :i* he 0 n sure w\ld d good1 b nev] any o!r ?+ b su* z he 0 sure w\ld d no h>m4#bid ,! use ( ?is spiritual physic c c]ta9ly d no h>m2 & ! *ur* ha? always ?\ght t x might1 &1 d\btless1 _m humble s\ls h f\nd1 t x ha? done !m good4 ,i w !re=e take ! cup ( salvation1 & call ^u ?y "n4#bie ,i w f9d ?is cup ( compunction z full z ,i h =m]ly fill$ ! cups ( worldly confections1 t s ,i may escape ! cup ( mal$iction & irrecov]able de/ruction t dep5ds ^u t4 ,& s9ce ?y bless$ & glori\s ,son1 be+ (f]$1 9 ! way to 8 execution1 a cup ( /upefaction1#bif to take away ! s5se ( 8 pa9 7a *>ity af=d$ to condemn$ p]sons ord9>ily 9 ^? places & times71 refus$ t ease1 & embrac$ ! :ole torm5t1 ,i take n ?is cup1 b ?is vessel ( m9e own s9s into my contemplation1 & ,i p\r !m out "h accord+ to ! motions ( ?y ,holy ,_s1 & any :]e accord+ to ! ord9ances ( ?y holy *ur*4 ,,xx4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o hav+ m>ri$ man & woman toge!r1 & made !m "o fle%1 w\ld/ h !m also to become "o s\l1 s z t !y might ma9ta9 a sympa?y 9 _! affections1 & h a con=mity to "o ano!r 9 ! accid5ts ( ?is _w1 good or bad2 s hav+ m>ri$ ?is s\l & ?is body 9 me1 ,i humbly besee* !e t my s\l may look & make h] use ( ?y m]ciful proce$+s t[>ds my bodily re/itution1 & g ! same way to a spiritual4 ,i am come1 by ?y goodness1 to ! use ( ?9e ord9>y means = my body1 to wa% away ^? peccant hum\rs t endang]$ x4 ,i h1 ,o ,"l1 a riv] 9 my body1 b a sea 9 my s\l1 & a sea swoll5 into ! dep? ( a deluge1 above ! sea4 ,?\ ha/ rais$ up c]ta9 hills 9 me h]et(ore1 by :i* ,i might h /ood safe f ^! inundations ( s94 ,ev5 our natural faculties are a hill1 & might pres]ve u f "s s94 ,education1 /udy1 obs]vation1 example1 are hills too1 & might pres]ve u f "s4 ,?y *ur*1 & ?y ^w1 & ?y sacram5ts1 & ?9e ord9ances are hills above ^!2 ?y _s ( remorse1 & compunction1 & rep5tance = =m] s91 are hills too2 & to ! top ( all ^! hills ?\ ha/ br\ght me h]et(ore2 b ?is deluge1 ?is inundation1 is got above all my hills2 & ,i h s9n$ & s9n$1 & multipli$ s9 to s91 aft] all ^! ?y assi/ances aga9/ s91 & :]e is !re wat] en\gh to wa% away ?is deluge8 ,!re is a r$ sea1 great] ?an ?is ocean1 & !re is a little spr+1 ?r\gh :i* ?is ocean may p\r itself into t r$ sea4 ,let ?y _s ( true contrition & sorr[ pass all my s9s1 ?r\gh ^! eyes1 into ! w\nds ( ?y ,son1 & ,i %all be clean1 & my s\l s mu* bett] purg$ ?an my body1 z x is orda9$ = bett] & a long] life4 ,,footnotes3 #bhe ,augu/4 #bhf ,eccles4 xi4 #d4 #bhg ,prov4 x4 #d4 #bhh ,psalm xxiv4 #c4 #bhi ,exod4 xxxii4 #bi4 #bij #a ,sam4 xxii4 #ag4 #bia ,lev4 viii4 #cf4 #bib ,gal54 #bic ,gal54 #bid ,gal54 #bie ,psalm cxvi4 #ac4 #bif ,m>k1 xv4 #bc4 ,,xxi4 -------------- ,,atque ,,annuit ,,ille1 ,,qui1 ,,p] ,,eos1 ,,clamat1 ,,l9quas ,,jam1 ,,laz>e1 ,,lectum4 ,god prosp]s _! practice1 & he1 by !m1 calls ,laz>us out ( 8 tomb1 me out ( my b$4 ,,xxi4 ,,m$itation4 ,if man _h be5 left alone 9 ?is _w at fir/1 %all ,i ?9k t he w\ld n h fall58 ,if !re _h be5 no woman1 w\ld n man h s]v$ to h be5 8 own tempt]8 ,:5 ,i see him n[ subject to inf9ite weaknesses1 fall into inf9ite s9 )\t any =eign temptations1 %all ,i ?9k he w\ld h _h none1 if he _h be5 alone8 ,god saw t man ne$$ a help]1 if he %\ld be well2 b to make woman ill1 ! devil saw t !re ne$$ no ?ird4 ,:5 ,god & we 7 alone 9 ,adam1 t 0 n en\gh2 :5 ! devil & we 7 alone 9 ,eve1 x 0 en\gh4 ,o :at a giant is man :5 he fights aga9/ himself1 & :at a dw>f :5 he ne$s or ex]cises 8 own assi/ance = himself8 ,i _c rise out ( my b$ till ! physician enable me1 nay1 ,i _c tell t ,i am able to rise till he tell me s4 ,i d no?+1 ,i "k no?+ ( myself2 h[ little & h[ impot5t a piece ( ! _w is any man alone8 ,& h[ mu* less a piece ( himself is t man8 ,s little z t :5 x falls out 7z x falls out 9 "s cases7 t m mis]y & m oppression w\ld be an ease to a man1 he _c give himself t mis]able addition ( m mis]y4 ,a man t is press$ to dea?1 & might be eas$ by m weights1 _c lay ^? m weights ^u himself3 he c s9 alone1 & suff] alone1 b n rep5t1 n be absolv$1 )\t ano!r4 ,ano!r tells me1 ,i may rise2 & ,i d s4 ,b is e rais+ a pref]m5t8 or is e pres5t pref]m5t a /ation8 ,i am readi] to fall to ! e>?1 n[ ,i am up1 ?an ,i 0 :5 ,i lay 9 ! b$4 ,o p]v]se way1 irregul> motion ( man2 ev5 ris+ itself is ! way to ru96 ,h[ _m m5 are rais$1 & !n d n fill ! place !y are rais$ to8 ,no corn] ( any place c be empty2 !re c be no vacuity4 ,if t man d n fill ! place1 o!r m5 w2 compla9ts ( 8 insuffici5cy w fill x2 nay1 su* an abhorr+ is !re 9 nature ( vacuity1 t if !re be b an imag9ation ( n fill+1 9 any man1 t :i* is b imag9ation1 nei!r w fill x1 t is1 rum\r & voice1 & x w be giv5 out 7^u no gr\nd b imag9ation1 & no man kn[s ^: imag9ation71 t he is corrupt 9 8 place1 or insuffici5t 9 8 place1 & ano!r prep>$ to succe$ him 9 8 place4 ,a man rises sometimes & /&s n1 because he do? n or is n believ$ to fill 8 place2 & sometimes he /&s n because he ov]fills 8 place4 ,he may br+ s mu* virtue1 s mu* ju/ice1 s mu* integrity to ! place1 z %all spoil ! place1 bur!n ! place2 8 integrity may be a libel ^u 8 pr$ecessor & ca/ an infamy ^u him1 & a bur!n ^u 8 successor to proce$ by example1 & to br+ ! place itself to an und]value & ! m>ket to an unc]ta9ty4 ,i am up1 & ,i seem to /&1 & ,i g r\nd1 & ,i am a new argum5t ( ! new philosophy1 t ! e>? moves r\nd2 :y may ,i n believe t ! :ole e>? moves1 9 a r\nd motion1 ?\gh t seem to me to /&1 :5 z ,i seem to /& to my company1 & yet am c>ri$ 9 a giddy & circul> motion z ,i /&8 ,man ha? no c5tre b mis]y2 !re1 & only !re1 he is fix$1 & sure to f9d himself4 ,h[ little soev] he be rais$1 he moves1 & moves 9 a circle giddily2 & z 9 ! heav5s !re are b a few circles t g ab\t ! :ole _w1 b _m epicycles1 & o!r less] circles1 b yet circles2 s ( ^? m5 :i* are rais$ & put into circles1 few ( !m move f place to place1 & pass ?r\gh _m & b5eficial places1 b fall into little circles1 &1 )9 a /ep or two1 are at _! end1 & n s well z !y 7 9 ! c5tre1 f :i* !y 7 rais$4 ,e ?+ s]ves to exemplify1 to illu/rate man's mis]y4 ,b ,i ne$ g no f>!r ?an myself3 = a long "t ,i 0 n able to rise2 at la/ ,i mu/ be rais$ by o!rs2 & n[ ,i am up1 ,i am ready to s9k l[] ?an be=e4 ,,xxi4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 h[ l>ge a glass ( ! next _w is ?is6 ,z we h an art1 to ca/ f "o glass to ano!r1 & s to c>ry ! species a great way (f1 s ha/ ?\1 t way1 mu* m2 we %all h a resurrection 9 heav52 ! k ( t ?\ ca/e/ by ano!r glass ^u u "h2 we feel t we h a resurrection f s91 & t by ano!r glass too2 we see we h a resurrection ( ! body f ! mis]ies & calamities ( ?is life4 ,?is resurrection ( my body %[s me ! resurrection ( my s\l2 & bo? "h sev]ally1 ( bo? toge!r h]eaft]4 ,s9ce ?y m>tyrs "u ! alt> press !e ) _! solicitation = ! resurrection ( ! body to glory1 ?\ w\ld/ p>don me1 if ,i %\ld press !e by pray] = ! accompli%+ ( ?is resurrection1 :i* ?\ ha/ begun 9 me1 to heal?4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 ,i d n ask1 :]e ,i might ask amiss1 nor beg t :i* p]*ance might be worse = me4 ,i h a b$ ( s92 delight 9 s9 is a b$3 ,i h a grave ( s92 s5selessness ( s9 is a grave3 & :]e ,laz>us _h be5 f\r days1 ,i h be5 fifty ye>s 9 ?is putrefaction2 :y do/ ?\ n call me1 z ?\ did/ him1 ) a l\d voice1#big s9ce my s\l is z dead z 8 body 08 ,i ne$ ?y ?und]1 ,o my ,god2 ?y music w n s]ve me4 ,?\ ha/ call$ ?y s]vants1 :o are to "w ^u u 9 ?9e ord9ance1 by all ^! l\d names--w9ds1 & *>iots1 & falls ( wat]s2 :]e ?\ w\ld/ be he>d1 ?\ wilt be he>d4 ,:5 ?y ,son concurr$ ) !e to ! mak+ ( man1 !re x is b a speak+1 b a say+4 ,!re1 ,o bless$ & glori\s ,tr9ity1 0 none to he> b y ?ree1 & y easily he> "o ano!r1 because y say ! same ?+s4 ,b :5 ?y ,son came to ! "w ( r$emption1 ?\ spoke/1#bih & !y t he>d x took x = ?und]2 & ?y ,son himself cri$ ) a l\d voice ^u ! cross twice1#bii z he :o 0 to prep>e 8 com+1 ,john ,bapti/1 0 ! voice ( a cri]1 & n ( a :isp]]4 ,/ill1 if x be ?y voice1 x is a l\d voice4 ,^! words1 says ?y ,moses1 ?\ spoke/ ) a great voice1 & ?\ add$/ no m1#cjj says he !re4 ,t :i* ?\ ha/ said is evid5t1 & x is evid5t t none c speak s l\d2 none c b9d u to he> him1 z we mu/ !e4 ,! ,mo/ ,high utt]$ 8 voice4 ,:at 0 8 voice8 ,! ,"l ?und]$ f heav51#cja x might be he>d2 b ?is voice1 ?y voice1 is also a mighty voice2#cjb n only mighty 9 p[]1 x may be he>d1 nor mighty 9 obligation1 x %\ld be he>d2 b mighty 9 op]ation1 x w be he>d2 & !re=e ha/ ?\ be/[$ a :ole psalm#cjc ^u u1 to lead u to ! consid]ation ( ?y voice4 ,x is su* a voice z t ?y ,son says1 ! dead %all he> x2#cjd & t is my /ate4 ,& :y1 ,o ,god1 do/ ?\ n speak to me1 9 t effectual l\dness8 ,sa9t ,john he>d a voice1 & he turn$ ab\t to see ! voice3#cje sometimes we are too curi\s ( ! in/rum5t by :at man ,god speaks2 b ?\ speake/ l\de/ :5 ?\ speake/ to ! he>t4 ,!re 0 sil5ce1 & ,i he>d a voice1 says "o1 to ?y s]vant ,job4#cjf ,i he>k5 aft] ?y voice 9 ?9e ord9ances1 & ,i seek n a :isp]+ 9 conv5ticles2 b yet1 ,o my ,god1 speak l\d]1 t s1 ?\gh ,i d he> !e n[1 !n ,i may he> no?+ b !e4 ,my s9s cry al\d2 ,ca9's murd] did s3 my afflictions cry al\d2 ! floods h lift$ up _! voice 7& wat]s are afflictions71 b ?\1 ,o ,"l1 art mighti] ?an ! voice ( _m wat]s2#cjg ?an _m temporal1 _m spiritual afflictions1 ?an any ( ei!r k9d3 & :y do/ ?\ n speak to me 9 t voice8 ,:at is man1 & :]eto s]ve? he8 ,:at is 8 good & :at is 8 evil8#cjh ,my b$ ( s9 is n evil1 n desp]ately evil1 = ?\ do/ call me out ( x2 b my ris+ out ( x is n good 7n p]fectly good71 if ?\ call n l\d]1 & hold me n[ ,i am up4 ,o my ,god1 ,i am afraid ( a fe>ful application ( ^? words1 ,:5 a man ha? done1 !n he beg9ne?2#cji :5 ?is body is unable to s91 8 s9ful memory s9s ov] 8 old s9s aga92 & t :i* ?\ w\ld/ h u to rememb] = compunction1 we rememb] ) delight4 ,br+ him to me 9 8 b$1 t ,i may kill him1#caj says ,saul ( ,david3 ?\ ha/ n said s1 t is n ?y voice4 ,joa%'s own s]vants slew him :5 he 0 sick 9 8 b$3#caa ?\ ha/ n suff]$ t1 t my s]vants %\ld s mu* z neglect me1 or be we>y ( me 9 my sickness4 ,?\ ?reat5e/1 t z a %eph]d takes out ( ! m\? ( ! lion two legs1 or a piece ( an e>1 s %all ! *ildr5 ( ,israel1 t dwell 9 ,sam>ia1 9 ! corn] ( a b$1 & 9 ,damascus1 9 a c\*1 be tak5 away2#cab & ev5 !y t are secure f dang] %all p]i%4 ,h[ mu* m might ,i1 :o 0 9 ! b$ ( dea?1 die8 ,b ?\ ha/ n s dealt ) me4 ,z !y br\ght out sick p]sons 9 b$s1 t ?y s]vant ,pet]'s %ad[ might ov]-%ad[ !m1#cac ?\ ha/1 ,o my ,god1 ov]-%ad[$ me1 refre%$ me2 b :5 wilt ?\ d m8 ,:5 wilt ?\ d all8 ,:5 wilt ?\ speak 9 ?y l\d voice8 ,:5 wilt ?\ bid me take up my b$ & walk8#cad ,z my b$ is my affections1 :5 %all ,i be> !m s z to subdue !m8 ,z my b$ is my afflictions1 :5 %all ,i be> !m s z n to murmur at !m8 ,:5 %all ,i take up my b$ & walk8 ,n lie d[n ^u x1 z x is my pleasure1 n s9k "u x1 z x is my correction8 ,b ,o my ,god1 my ,god1 ! ,god ( all fle%1 & ( all _s1 to let me be cont5t ) t 9 my fa9t+ _s1 :i* ?\ decl>e/ 9 ?is decay$ fle%1 t z ?is body is cont5t to sit /ill1 t x may le>n to /&1 & to le>n by /&+ to walk1 & by walk+ to travel1 s my s\l1 by obey+ ?is ?y voice ( ris+1 may by a f>!r & f>!r gr[? ( ?y grace proce$ s1 & be s e/abli%$1 z may remove all suspicions1 all jeal\sies betwe5 !e & me1 & may speak & he> 9 su* a voice1 z t /ill ,i may be acceptable to !e1 & satisfi$ f !e4 ,,xxi4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o ha/ made little ?+s to signify great1 & convey$ ! inf9ite m]its ( ?y ,son 9 ! wat] ( baptism1 & 9 ! bread & w9e ( ?y o!r sacram5t1 unto u1 receive ! sacrifice ( my humble ?anks1 t ?\ ha/ n only af=d$ me ! ability to rise out ( ?is b$ ( we>9ess & discom=t1 b ha/ also made ?is bodily ris+1 by ?y grace1 an e>ne/ ( a second resurrection f s91 & ( a ?ird1 to ev]la/+ glory4 ,?y ,son himself1 always inf9ite 9 himself1 & incapable ( addition1 0 yet pleas$ to gr[ 9 ! ,virg9's womb1 & to gr[ 9 /ature 9 ! sight ( m54 ,?y good purposes ^u me1 ,i "k1 h _! det]m9ation & p]fection 9 ?y holy w ^u me2 !re ?y grace is1 & !re ,i am altoge!r2 b manife/ !m s unto me1 9 ?y seasons1 & 9 ?y measures & degrees1 t ,i may n only h t com=t ( kn[+ !e to be inf9itely good1 b t also ( f9d+ !e to be e day bett] & bett] to me2 & t z ?\ gave/ ,sa9t ,paul ! mess5g] ( ,satan1 to humble him s = my humiliation1 ?\ may/ give me ?yself 9 ?is k1 t :at grace soev] ?\ af=d me to-day1 yet ,i %\ld p]i% to-morr[ if ,i _h n _h to-morr['s grace too4 ,!re=e ,i beg ( !e my daily bread2 & z ?\ gave/ me ! bread ( sorr[ = _m days1 & s9ce ! bread ( hope = "s1 & ?is day ! bread ( possess+1 9 ris+ by t /r5g?1 :i* ?\ ! ,god ( all /r5g? ha/ infus$ into me1 s1 ,o ,"l1 cont9ue to me ! bread ( life3 ! spiritual bread ( life1 9 a fai?ful assurance 9 !e2 ! sacram5tal bread ( life1 9 a wor?y receiv+ ( !e2 & ! m real bread ( life 9 an ev]la/+ union to !e4 ,i "k1 ,o ,"l1 t :5 ?\ ha/ creat$ angels1 & !y saw !e produce f[l1 & fi%1 & bea/s1 & worms1 !y did n importune !e1 & say1 ,%all we h no bett] creatures ?an ^!1 no bett] companions ?an ^!8 b /ay$ ?y leisure1 & !n _h man deliv]$ ov] to !m1 n mu* inf]ior 9 nature to !mselves4 ,no m d ,i1 ,o ,god1 n[ t by ?y fir/ m]cy ,i am able to rise1 importune !e = pres5t confirmation ( heal?2 nor n[1 t by ?y m]cy ,i am br\ght to see t ?y correction ha? wr\ght m$ic9ally ^u me1 presume ,i ^u t spiritual /r5g? ,i h2 b z ,i ackn[l$ge t my bodily /r5g? is subject to e puff ( w9d1 s is my spiritual /r5g? to e bla/ ( vanity4 ,keep me !re=e /ill1 ,o my graci\s ,god1 9 su* a proportion ( bo? /r5g?s1 z ,i may /ill h some?+ to ?ank !e =1 :i* ,i h receiv$1 & /ill some?+ to pray = & ask at ?y h&4 ,,footnotes3 #big ,john1 xi4 #dc4 #bih ,john1 xii4 #bh4 #bii ,matt4 xxvii4 #df1 #ej4 #cjj ,deut4 v4 #bb4 #cja #b ,sam4 xxii4 #ad4 #cjb ,psalm lxviii4 #cc4 #cjc ,psalm xxix4 #cjd ,john1 v4 #be4 #cje ,rev4 i4 #ab4 #cjf ,job1 iv4 #af4 #cjg ,psalm xciii4 #c1 #d4 #cjh ,ecclus4 xviii1 #h4 #cji ,ecclus4 v4 #g4 #caj #a ,sam4 xix4 #ae4 #caa #b ,*ron4 xxiv4 #be4 #cab ,amos1 iii4 #ab4 #cac ,acts1 v4 #ae4 #cad ,matt4 ix4 #f4 ,,xxii4 ,,sit ,,morbi ,,fomes ,,tibi ,,cura4 ,! physicians consid] ! root & occasion1 ! emb]s1 & coals1 & fuel ( ! disease1 & seek to purge or correct t4 ,,xxii4 ,,m$itation4 ,h[ ru9\s a f>m ha? man tak51 9 tak+ himself6 ,h[ ready is ! h\se e day to fall d[n1 & h[ is all ! gr\nd ov]spread ) we$s1 all ! body ) diseases2 :]e n only e turf1 b e /one be>s we$s2 n only e muscle ( ! fle%1 b e bone ( ! body ha? "s infirmity2 e little fl9t ^u ! face ( ?is soil ha? "s infecti\s we$1 e too? 9 our head su* a pa9 z a con/ant man is afraid (1 & yet a%am$ ( t fe>1 ( t s5se ( ! pa94 ,h[ de>1 & h[ (t5 a r5t do? man pay = 8 f>m6 ,he pays twice a day1 9 d\ble meals1 & h[ little "t he ha? to raise 8 r5t6 ,h[ _m holidays to call him f 8 lab\r6 ,e day is half holiday1 half sp5t 9 sleep4 ,:at rep>ations1 & subsidies1 & contributions he is put to1 besides 8 r5t6 ,:at m$ic9es besides 8 diet2 & :at inmates he is fa9 to take 91 besides 8 own family2 :at infecti\s diseases f o!r m56 ,adam might h _h ,p>adise = dress+ & keep+ x2 & !n 8 r5t 0 n improv$ to su* a lab\r z w\ld h made 8 br[ sweat2 & yet he gave x ov]2 h[ f> great] a r5t d we pay = ?is f>m1 ?is body1 :o pay ourselves1 :o pay ! f>m itself1 & _c live ^u x6 ,nei!r is our lab\r at an end :5 we h cut d[n "s we$ z soon z x sprung up1 correct$ "s viol5t & dang]\s accid5t ( a disease :i* w\ld h de/roy$ spe$ily1 nor :5 we h pull$ up t we$ f ! v root1 recov]$ entirely & s\ndly f t p>ticul> disease2 b ! :ole gr\nd is ( an ill nature1 ! :ole soil ill dispos$2 !re are incl9ations1 !re is a prop5s5ess to diseases 9 ! body1 out ( :i*1 )\t any o!r disord]1 diseases w gr[1 & s we are put to a cont9ual lab\r ^u ?is f>m1 to a cont9ual /udy ( ! :ole complexion & con/itution ( our body4 ,9 ! di/emp]s & diseases ( soils1 s\rness1 dryness1 weep+1 any k9d ( b>r5ness1 ! rem$y & ! physic is1 = a great "p1 sometimes 9 !mselves2 sometimes ! v situation relieves !m2 ! hang] ( a hill w purge & v5t 8 own malignant moi/ure1 & ! burn+ ( ! upp] turf ( "s gr\nd 7z heal? f caut]iz+7 puts a new & a vigor\s y\? into t soil1 & !re rises a k9d ( pho5ix out ( ! a%es1 a fruitfulness out ( t :i* 0 b>r5 be=e1 & by t :i* is ! b>r5e/ ( all1 a%es4 ,& :]e ! gr\nd _c give itself physic1 yet x receives physic f o!r gr\nds1 f o!r soils1 :i* are n ! worse = hav+ contribut$ t help to !m f m>l 9 o!r hills1 or f slimy s& 9 o!r %ores1 gr\nds help !mselves1 or hurt n o!r gr\nds f :5ce !y receive help4 ,b ,i h tak5 a f>m at ?is h>d r5t1 & ^u ^? heavy cov5ants1 t x c af=d itself no help 7no "p ( my body1 if x 7 cut (f1 w\ld cure ano!r "p2 9 "s cases x might pres]ve a s\nd "p1 b 9 no case recov] an infect$72 & if my body may h _h any physic1 any m$ic9e f ano!r body1 "o man f ! fle% ( ano!r man 7z by mummy1 or any su* composition71 x mu/ be f a man t is dead1 & n z 9 o!r soils1 :i* are nev] ! worse = contribut+ _! m>l or _! fat slime to my gr\nd4 ,!re is no?+ 9 ! same man to help man1 no?+ 9 mank9d to help "o ano!r 79 ?is sort1 by way ( physic71 b t he :o m9i/]s ! help is 9 z ill case z he t receives x w\ld h be5 if he _h n _h x2 = he f ^: body ! physic comes is dead4 ,:5 !re=e ,i took ?is f>m1 und]took ?is body1 ,i und]took to dra9 n a m>% b a moat1 :]e !re 01 n wat] m+l$ to (f5d1 b all 0 wat]2 ,i und]took to p]fume dung1 :]e no "o "p b all 0 equally unsav\ry2 ,i und]took to make su* a ?+ :olesome1 z 0 n poison by any manife/ quality1 int5se heat or cold1 b poison 9 ! :ole sub/ance1 & 9 ! specific =m ( x4 ,to cure ! %>p accid5ts ( diseases is a great "w2 to cure ! disease itself is a great]2 b to cure ! body1 ! root1 ! occasion ( diseases1 is a "w res]v$ = ! great physician1 :i* he do? nev] any o!r way b by glorify+ ^! bodies 9 ! next _w4 ,,xxii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 :at am ,i put to :5 ,i am put to consid] & put (f ! root1 ! fuel1 ! occasion ( my sickness8 ,:at ,hippocrates1 :at ,gal51 c\ld %[ me t 9 my body8 ,x lies deep] ?an s1 x lies 9 my s\l2 & deep] ?an s1 = we may well consid] ! body be=e ! s\l came1 be=e inanimation1 to be )\t s92 & ! s\l1 be=e x come to ! body1 be=e t infection1 to be )\t s93 s9 is ! root & ! fuel ( all sickness1 & yet t :i* de/roys body & s\l is 9 nei!r1 b 9 bo? toge!r4 ,x is ! union ( ! body & s\l1 &1 ,o my ,god1 c\ld ,i prev5t t1 or c ,i dissolve t8 ,! root & ! fuel ( my sickness is my s91 my actual s92 b ev5 t s9 ha? ano!r root1 ano!r fuel1 orig9al s92 & c ,i dive/ t8 ,wilt ?\ bid me to sep>ate ! leav5 t a lump ( d\gh ha? receiv$1 or ! salt1 t ! wat] ha? contract$1 f ! sea8 ,do/ ?\ look1 t ,i %\ld s look to ! fuel or emb]s ( s91 t ,i nev] take fire8 ,! :ole _w is a pile ( fagots1 ^u :i* we are laid1 & 7z ?\gh !re 7 no o!r7 we are ! bell[s4 ,ignorance bl[s ! fire4 ,he t t\*$ any unclean ?+1 ?\gh he knew x n1 became unclean1#cae & a sacrifice 0 requir$ 7!re=e a s9 imput$71 ?\gh x 7 done 9 ignorance4#caf ,ignorance bl[s ?is coal2 b !n k mu* m2 = !re are t "k ?y judgm5ts1 & yet n only d1 b h pleasure 9 o!rs t d aga9/ !m4#cag ,nature bl[s ?is coal2 by nature we are ! *ildr5 ( wra?2#cah & ! law bl[s x2 ?y apo/le ,sa9t ,paul f\nd t s9 took occasion by ! law1 t !re=e1 because x is =bidd51 we d "s ?+s4 ,if we break ! law1 we s92 s9 is ! transgression ( ! law2#cai & s9 itself becomes a law 9 our memb]s4#cbj ,our fa!rs h impr9t$ ! se$1 infus$ a spr+ ( s9 9 u4 ,z a f\nta9 ca/e? out h] wat]s1 we ca/ out our wick$ness1 b we h done worse ?an our fa!rs4#cba ,we are op5 to inf9ite temptations1 & yet1 z ?\gh we lack$1 we are tempt$ ( our own lu/s4#cbb ,& n satisfi$ ) t1 z ?\gh we 7 n p[]ful en\gh1 or cunn+ en\gh1 to demoli% or und]m9e ourselves1 :5 we ourselves h no pleasure 9 ! s91 we s9 = o!rs' sakes4 ,:5 ,adam s9n$ = ,eve's sake1#cbc & ,solomon to gratify 8 wives1#cbd x 0 an uxori\s s92 :5 ! judges s9n$ = ,jezebel's sake1#cbe & ,joab to obey ,david1#cbf x 0 an ambiti\s s92 :5 ,pilate s9n$ to hum\r ! p1#cbg & ,h]od to give f>!r cont5tm5t to ! ,jews1#cbh x 0 a popul> s94 ,any ?+ s]ves to occasion s91 at home 9 my bosom1 or abroad 9 my m>k & aim2 t :i* ,i am1 & t :i* ,i am n1 t :i* ,i w\ld be1 proves coals1 & emb]s1 & fuel1 & bell[s to s92 & do/ ?\ put me1 ,o my ,god1 to dis*>ge myself ( myself1 be=e ,i c be well8 ,:5 ?\ bid/ me to put (f ! old man1#cbi do/ ?\ mean n only my old habits ( actual s91 b ! olde/ ( all1 orig9al s98 ,:5 ?\ bid/ me purge out ! leav51#ccj do/ ?\ mean n only ! s\rness ( m9e own ill contract$ cu/oms1 b ! innate t9cture ( s9 impr9t$ by nature8 ,h[ %all ,i d t :i* ?\ require/1 & n falsify t :i* ?\ ha/ said1 t s9 is gone ov] all8 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 ,i press !e n ) ?9e own text1 )\t ?9e own comm5t2 ,i "k t 9 ! /ate ( my body1 :i* is m disc]nible ?an t ( my s\l1 ?\ do/ effigiate my s\l to me4 ,& ?\gh no anatomi/ c say1 9 dissect+ a body1 ,"h lay ! coal1 ! fuel1 ! occasion ( all bodily diseases1 b yet a man may h su* a k ( 8 own con/itution & bodily incl9ation to diseases1 z t he may prev5t 8 dang] 9 a great "p2 s1 ?\gh we _c assign ! place ( orig9al s91 nor ! nature ( x1 s exactly z ( actual1 or by any dilig5ce dive/ x1 yet1 hav+ wa%$ x 9 ! wat] ( ?y baptism1 we h n only s cleans$ x1 t we may ! bett] look ^u x & disc]n x1 b s weak5$ x1 t h[soev] x may reta9 ! =m] nature1 x do? n reta9 ! =m] =ce1 & ?\gh x may h ! same "n1 x ha? n ! same v5om4 ,,xxii4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 ! ,god ( security1 & ! enemy ( security too1 :o w\ld/ h u always sure ( ?y love1 & yet w\ld/ h u always do+ some?+ = x1 let me always s appreh5d !e z pres5t ) me1 & yet s foll[ aft] !e1 z ?\gh ,i _h n appreh5d$ !e4 ,?\ enl>g$/ ,hezekiah's lease = fifte5 ye>s2 ?\ r5ew$/ ,laz>us's lease = a "t :i* we "k n2 b ?\ did/ nev] s put out any ( ^! fires z t ?\ did/ n rake up ! emb]s1 & wrap up a future mortality 9 t body1 :i* ?\ had/ !n s repriev$4 ,?\ proce$e/ no o!rwise 9 our s\ls1 ,o our good b fe>ful ,god2 ?\ p>done/ no s91 s z t t s9n] c s9 no m2 ?\ make/ no man s acceptable z t ?\ make/ him impeccable4 ,?\gh !re=e x 7 a dim9ution ( ! l>g5ess1 & d]ogatory to ! fulness ( ?y m]cy1 to look back ^u ! s9s :i* 9 a true rep5tance ,i h buri$ 9 ! w\nds ( ?y ,son1 ) a jeal\s or suspici\s eye1 z ?\gh !y 7 n[ my s9s1 :5 ,i _h s transf]r$ !m ^u ?y ,son1 z ?\gh !y c\ld n[ be rais$ to life aga91 to condemn me to dea?1 :5 !y are dead 9 him :o is ! f\nta9 ( life1 yet 7 x an irregul> anticipation1 & an insol5t presumption1 to ?9k t ?y pres5t m]cy ext5d$ to all my future s9s1 or t !re 7 no emb]s1 no coals1 ( future s9s left 9 me4 ,temp] !re=e ?y m]cy s to my s\l1 ,o my ,god1 t ,i may nei!r decl9e to any fa9tness ( _s1 9 suspect+ ?y m]cy n[ to be less he>ty1 less s9c]e1 ?an x uses to be1 to ^? :o are p]fectly reconcil$ to !e1 nor presume s ( x z ei!r to ?9k ?is pres5t m]cy an antidote aga9/ all poisons1 & s expose myself to temptations1 ^u confid5ce t ?is ?y m]cy %all pres]ve me1 or t :5 ,i d ca/ myself into new s9s1 ,i may h new m]cy at any "t1 because ?\ did/ s easily af=d me ?is4 ,,footnotes3 #cae ,lev4 v4 #b4 #caf ,num4 xv4 #bd4 #cag ,rom4 i4 #cb4 #cah ,eph4 ii4 #c4 #cai #a ,john1 iii4 #d4 #cbj ,rom4 vii4 #bc4 #cba ,j]4 vi4 #g2 vii4 #bf4 #cbb ,james1 i4 #ad4 #cbc ,g54 iii4 #f4 #cbd #a ,k+s1 xi4 #c4 #cbe #a ,k+s1 xxi4 #cbf #b ,sam4 xi4 #af-ba4 #cbg ,luke1 xxiii4 #bc4 #cbh ,acts1 xii4 #c4 #cbi ,eph4 iv4 #bb4 #ccj #a ,cor4 v4 #g4 ,,xxiii4 ,,metusque1 ,,relabi4 ,!y w>n me ( ! fe>ful dang] ( relaps+4 ,,xxiii4 ,,m$itation4 ,x is n 9 man's body1 z x is 9 ! city1 t :5 ! bell ha? rung1 to cov] y\r fire1 & rake up ! emb]s1 y may lie d[n & sleep )\t fe>4 ,?\gh y h by physic & diet rak$ up ! emb]s ( y\r disease1 /ill !re is a fe> ( a relapse2 & ! great] dang] is 9 t4 ,ev5 9 pleasures & 9 pa9s1 !re is a propriet>y1 a meum et tuum1 & a man is mo/ affect$ ) t pleasure :i* is 81 8 by =m] enjoy+ & exp]i5ce1 & mo/ intimidat$ ) ^? pa9s :i* are 81 8 by a w(ul s5se ( !m1 9 =m] afflictions4 ,a covet\s p]son1 :o ha? preoccupat$ all 8 s5ses1 fill$ all 8 capacities ) ! delight ( ga!r+1 wond]s h[ any man c h any ta/e ( any pleasure 9 any op5ness or lib]ality2 s also 9 bodily pa9s1 9 a fit ( ! /one1 ! pati5t wond]s :y any man %\ld call ! g\t a pa92 & he t ha? felt nei!r1 b ! too?a*e1 is z mu* afraid ( a fit ( t z ei!r ( ! o!r ( ei!r ( ! o!r4 ,diseases :i* we nev] felt 9 ourselves come b to a compassion ( o!rs t h endur$ !m2 nay1 compassion itself comes to no great degree if we h n felt 9 "s proportion 9 ourselves t :i* we lam5t & condole 9 ano!r4 ,b :5 we h _h ^? torm5ts 9 _! exaltation ourselves1 we tremble at relapse4 ,:5 we mu/ pant ?r\gh all ^? fi]y heats1 & sail ?r\gh all ^? ov]fl[+ sweats1 :5 we mu/ wat* ?r\gh all ^? long nights1 & m\rn ?r\gh all ^? long days 7days & nights1 s long z t ,nature h]self %all seem to be p]v]t$1 & to h put ! longe/ day1 & ! longe/ night1 :i* %\ld be six mon?s asund]1 into "o natural1 unnatural day71 :5 we mu/ /& at ! same b>1 expect ! return ( physicians f _! consultations1 & n be sure ( ! same v]dict1 9 any good indications1 :5 we mu/ g ! same way ov] aga91 & n see ! same issue1 t is a /ate1 a condition1 a calamity1 9 respect ( :i* any o!r sickness 7 a convalesc5ce1 & any great]1 less4 ,x adds to ! affliction1 t relapses are 7& = ! mo/ "p ju/ly7 imput$ to ourselves1 z occasion$ by "s disord] 9 u2 & s we are n only passive b active 9 our own ru92 we d n only /& "u a fall+ h\se1 b pull x d[n ^u u2 & we are n only execut$ 7t implies guilt9ess71 b we are execution]s 7t implies di%on\r71 & execution]s ( ourselves 7& t implies impiety74 ,& we fall f t com=t :i* we might h 9 our fir/ sickness1 f t m$itation1 ,alas1 h[ g5]ally mis]able is man1 & h[ subject to diseases 7= 9 t x is "s degree ( com=t t we are b 9 ! /ate common to all71 we fall1 ,i say1 to ?is discom=t1 & self-accus+1 & self-condemn+3 ,alas1 h[ improvid5t1 & 9 t h[ un?ankful to ,god & 8 in/rum5ts1 am ,i 9 mak+ s ill use ( s great b5efits1 9 de/roy+ s soon s long a "w1 9 relaps+1 by my disord]1 to t f :i* !y _h deliv]$ me3 & s my m$itation is fe>fully transf]r$ f ! body to ! m9d1 & f ! consid]ation ( ! sickness to t s91 t s9ful c>elessness1 by :i* ,i h occasion$ my relapse4 ,& among/ ! _m weights t aggravate a relapse1 ?is also is "o1 t a relapse proce$s ) a m viol5t dispat*1 & m irrem$iably1 because x f9ds ! c\ntry weak5$1 & depopulat$ be=e4 ,^u a sickness1 :i* z yet appe>s n1 we c sc>ce fix a fe>1 because we "k n :at to fe>2 b z fe> is ! busie/ & irksome/ affection1 s is a relapse 7:i* is /ill ready to come7 into t :i* is b newly gone1 ! ne>e/ object1 ! mo/ imm$iate ex]cise ( t affection ( fe>4 ,,xxiii4 ,,expo/ulation4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 my ,god1 ?\ mighty ,fa!r1 :o ha/ be5 my physician2 ?\ glori\s ,son1 :o ha/ be5 my physic2 ?\ bless$ ,_s1 :o ha/ prep>$ & appli$ all to me1 %all ,i alone be able to ov]?r[ ! "w ( all y1 & relapse into ^? spiritual sicknesses f :i* inf9ite m]cies h )drawn me8 ,?\gh ?\1 ,o my ,god1 h fill$ my measure ) m]cy1 yet my measure 0 n s l>ge z t ( ?y :ole p1 ! nation1 ! num]\s & glori\s nation ( ,israel2 & yet h[ (t51 h[ (t5 did !y fall into relapses6 ,& !n1 :]e is my assurance8 ,h[ easily ?\ pass$/ ov] _m o!r s9s 9 !m1 & h[ vehem5tly ?\ insi/$/ 9 ^? into :i* !y s (t5 relaps$2 ^? 7 _! murmur+s aga9/ !e1 9 ?9e in/rum5ts & m9i/]s1 & _! turn+s ^u o!r gods1 & embrac+ ! idolatries ( _! neighb\rs4 ,o my ,god1 h[ slipp]y a way1 to h[ irrecov]able a bottom1 is murmur+2 & h[ ne> ?yself he comes1 t murmurs at him :o comes f !e6 ,! magi/rate is ! g>m5t 9 :i* ?\ app>ele/ ?yself1 & he t %oots at ! clo!s _c say he meant no ill to ! man3 ?y p 7 fe>ful examples ( t1 = h[ (t5 did _! murmur+ aga9/ ?y m9i/]s end 9 a dep>t+ f !e6 ,:5 !y w\ld h o!r (fic]s1 !y w\ld h o!r gods2 & /ill to-day's murmur+ 0 to-morr['s idolatry2 z _! murmur+ induc$ idolatry1 & !y relaps$ (t5 into bo?1 ,i h f\nd 9 myself1 ,o my ,god 7,o my ,god1 ?\ ha/ f\nd x 9 me1 & ?y f9d+ x ha/ %[$ x to me7 su* a transmigration ( s91 z makes me afraid ( relaps+ too4 ,! s\l ( s9 7= we h made s9 immortal1 & x mu/ h a s\l71 ! s\l ( s9 is disob$i5ce to !e2 & :5 "o s9 ha? be5 dead 9 me1 t s\l ha? pass$ into ano!r s94 ,our y\? dies1 & ! s9s ( our y\? ) x2 "s s9s die a viol5t dea?1 & "s a natural2 pov]ty1 p5ury1 imprisonm5t1 bani%m5t1 kill "s s9s 9 u1 & "s die ( age2 _m ways we become unable to d t s91 b /ill ! s\l lives & passes into ano!r s92 & t t 0 lic5ti\sness gr[s ambition1 & t comes to indevotion & spiritual coldness3 we h ?ree lives 9 our /ate ( s91 & :]e ! s9s ( y\? expire1 ^? ( our middle ye>s ent]1 & ^? ( our age aft] !m4 ,?is transmigration ( s9 f\nd 9 myself1 makes me afraid1 ,o my ,god1 ( a relapse2 b ! occasion ( my fe> is m pregnant ?an s1 = ,i h _h1 ,i h multipli$ relapses already4 ,:y1 ,o my ,god1 is a relapse s odi\s to !e8 ,n s mu* _! murmur+ & _! idolatry1 z _! relaps+ into ^? s9s1 seems to affect !e 9 ?y disob$i5t p4 ,!y limit$ ! holy ,"o ( ,israel1#cca z ?\ compla9e/ ( !m3 t 0 a murmur+2 b be=e ?\ *>ge/ !m ) ! fault itself1 9 ! same place ?\ *>ge/ !m ) ! it]at+1 ! r$\bl+ ( t fault be=e ! fault 0 nam$2 ,h[ (t did !y provoke me 9 ! wild]ness1 & grieve me 9 ! des]t8 ,t :i* br+s !e to t exasp]ation aga9/ !m1 z to say1 t ?\ w\ld/ break ?9e own oa? r ?an leave !m unpuni%$ 7,!y %all n see ! l& :i* ,i sw>e unto _! fa!rs7 0 because !y _h tempt$ !e t5 times1#ccb inf9itely2 ^u t ?\ ?reat5e/ ) t vehem5cy1 ,if y d 9 any wise g back1 "k = a c]ta9ty ,god w no m drive out any ( ^! nations f be=e y2 b !y %all be sn>es & traps unto y1 & sc\rges 9 y\r sides1 & ?orns 9 y\r eyes1 till ye p]i%4#ccc ,no tongue b ?9e own1 ,o my ,god1 c express ?9e indignation aga9/ a nation relaps+ to idolatry4 ,idolatry 9 any nation is deadly1 b :5 ! disease is complicat$ ) a relapse 7a k & a pr(ession ( a =m] recov]y71 x is desp]ate2 & ?9e ang] works1 n only :]e ! evid5ce is pregnant & )\t exception 7s ?\ saye/ :5 x is said1 t c]ta9 m5 9 a city h )drawn o!rs to idolatry1 & t inquiry is made1 & x is f\nd true2 ! city1 & ! inhabitants1 & ! cattle are to be de/roy$71#ccd b :]e !re is b a suspicion1 a rum\r1 ( su* a relapse to idolatry1 ?9e ang] is awak5$1 & ?9e indignation /irr$4 ,9 ! gov]nm5t ( ?y s]vant ,jo%ua1 !re 0 a voice1 t ,reub5 & ,gad1 ) ^? ( ,manasseh1 _h built a new alt>4#cce ,israel do? n s5d "o to inquire1 b ! :ole congregation ga!r$ to g up to w> aga9/ !m1#ccf & !re w5t a pr9ce ( e tribe2 & !y object to !m1 n s mu* _! pres5t decl9ation to idolatry1 z _! relapse3 ,is ! iniquity ( ,peor too little = u8#ccg an idolatry =m]ly committ$1 & puni%$ ) ! slaught] ( tw5ty-f\r ?\s& del9qu5ts4 ,at la/ ,reub5 & ,gad satisfy !m1 t t alt> 0 n built = idolatry1 b built z a patt]n ( !irs1 t !y might !reby pr(ess !mselves to be ( ! same pr(ession t !y 71 & s ! army return$ )\t blood4 ,ev5 :]e x comes n s f> z to an actual relapse into idolatry1 ?\1 ,o my ,god1 become/ s5sible ( x2 ?\gh ?\1 :o see/ ! he>t all ! way1 prev5te/ all dang]\s effects :]e !re 0 no ill mean+1 h[ev] !re 7 occasion ( suspici\s rum\rs giv5 to ?9e ,israel ( relaps+4 ,s odi\s to !e1 & s aggravat+ a weight ^u s9 is a relapse4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 :y is x s8 s odi\s8 ,x mu/ be s1 because he t ha? s9n$ & !n rep5t$1 ha? weigh$ ,god & ! devil 9 a balance2 he ha? he>d ,god & ! devil plead1 & aft] he>+ giv5 judgm5t on t side to :i* he adh]es by 8 subsequ5t practice2#cch if he return to 8 s91 he decrees = ,satan1 he pref]s s9 be=e grace1 & ,satan be=e ,god2 & 9 contempt ( ,god1 decl>es ! prec$5cy = 8 adv]s>y2 & a contempt w\nds deep] ?an an injury1 a relapse deep] ?an a blasphemy4 ,& :5 ?\ ha/ told me t a relapse is m odi\s to !e1 ne$ ,i ask :y x is m dang]\s1 m p]nici\s to me8 ,is !re any o!r measure ( ! greatness ( my dang]1 ?an ! greatness ( ?y displeasure8 ,h[ fitly & h[ fe>fully ha/ ?\ express$ my case 9 a /orm at sea1 if ,i relapse2 ,!y m\nt up to heav51 & !y g d[n aga9 to ! dep?6#cci ,my sickness br\ght me to !e 9 rep5tance1 & my relapse ha? ca/ me f>!r f !e4 ,! end ( t man %all be worse ?an ! beg9n+1#cdj says ?y ,^w1 ?y ,son2 my beg9n+ 0 sickness1 puni%m5t = s93 b a worse ?+ may foll[1#cda says he also1 if ,i s9 aga92 n only dea?1 :i* is an end worse ?an sickness1 :i* 0 ! beg9n+1 b hell1 :i* is a beg9n+ worse ?an t end4 ,?y great s]vant d5i$ ?y ,son1#cdb & he d5i$ him aga91 b all be=e rep5tance2 "h 0 no relapse4 ,o1 if ?\ had/ ev] readmitt$ ,adam into ,p>adise1 h[ ab/95tly w\ld he h walk$ by t tree6 ,& w\ld n ! angels t fell h fix$ !mselves ^u !e1 if ?\ had/ once readmitt$ !m to ?y sight8 ,!y nev] relaps$2 if ,i d1 mu/ n my case be z desp]ate8 ,n s desp]ate2 = z ?y maje/y1 s is ?y m]cy1#cdc bo? inf9ite2 & ?\1 :o ha/ comm&$ me to p>don my bro!r sev5ty-sev5 times1 ha/ limit$ ?yself to no numb]4 ,if dea? 7 ill 9 itself1 ?\ w\ld/ nev] h rais$ any dead man to life aga91 because t man mu/ necess>ily die aga94 ,if ?y m]cy 9 p>don+ did s f> aggravate a relapse1 z t !re 7 no m m]cy aft] x1 our case 7 ! worse = t =m] m]cy2 = :o is n "u ev5 a necessity ( s9n+ :il/ he is "h1 if we place ?is necessity 9 our own infirmity1 & n 9 ?y decree8 ,b ,i speak n ?is1 ,o my ,god1 z prep>+ a way to my relapse out ( presumption1 b to preclude all accesses ( desp]ation1 ?\gh out ( infirmity ,i %\ld relapse4 ,,xxiii4 ,,pray]4 ,o et]nal & mo/ graci\s ,god1 :o1 ?\gh ?\ bee/ ev] inf9ite1 yet enl>ge/ ?yself by ! numb] ( our pray]s1 & take/ our (t5 petitions to !e to be an addition to ?y glory & ?y greatness1 z ev] ^u all occasions1 s n[1 ,o my ,god1 ,i come to ?y maje/y ) two pray]s1 two supplications4 ,i h m$itat$ ^u ! jeal\sy :i* ?\ ha/ ( ?9e own hon\r1 & consid]$ t no?+ comes ne>] a violat+ ( t hon\r1 ne>] to ! nature ( a scorn to !e1 ?an to sue out ?y p>don1 & receive ! seals ( reconciliation to !e1 & !n return to t s9 = :i* ,i ne$$ & _h ?y p>don be=e4 ,i "k t ?is comes too ne> to a mak+ ?y holy ord9ances1 ?y ^w1 ?y sacram5ts1 ?y seals1 ?y grace1 in/rum5ts ( my spiritual =nications4 ,s9ce !re=e ?y correction ha? br\ght me to su* a p>ticipation ( ?yself 7?yself1 ,o my ,god1 _c be p>t$71 to su* an entire possession ( !e1 z t ,i dur/ deliv] myself ov] to !e ?is m9ute1 if ?is m9ute ?\ w\ld/ accept my dissolution1 pres]ve me1 ,o my ,god1 ! ,god ( con/ancy & p]sev]ance1 9 ?is /ate1 f all relapses into ^? s9s :i* h induc$ ?y =m] judgm5ts ^u me4 ,b because1 by too lam5table exp]i5ce1 ,i "k h[ slipp]y my cu/oms ( s9 h made my ways ( s91 ,i presume to add ?is petition too1 t if my infirmity ov]take me1 ?\ =sake me n4 ,say to my s\l1 ,my son1 ?\ ha/ s9n$1 d s no m2#cdd b say also1 t ?\gh ,i d1 ?y _s ( remorse & compunction %all nev] dep>t f me4 ,?y holy apo/le1 ,/4 ,paul1 0 %ipwreck$ ?rice1#cde & yet /ill sav$4 ,?\gh ! rocks & ! s&s1 ! heights & ! %all[s1 ! prosp]ity & ! adv]sity ( ?is _w1 d div]sely ?reat5 me1 ?\gh m9e own leaks endang] me1 yet1 ,o ,god1 let me nev] put myself abo>d ) ,hym5u1 nor make %ipwreck ( fai? & a good consci5ce1#cdf & !n ?y long-liv$1 ?y ev]la/+ m]cy1 w visit me1 ?\gh t :i* ,i mo/ e>ne/ly pray aga9/1 %\ld fall ^u me1 a relapse into ^? s9s :i* ,i h truly rep5t$1 & ?\ ha/ fully p>don$4 ,,footnotes3 #cca ,psalm lxxviii4 #da4 #ccb ,numb4 xiv4 #bb1 #bc4 #ccc ,jo%4 xxiii4 #ab1 #ac4 #ccd ,deut4 xiii4 #ab-af4 #cce ,jo%4 xxii4 #aa1 #ab4 #ccf ,jo%4 xxii4 #aa1 #ab4 #ccg ,jo%4 xxii4 #ag4 #cch ,t]tullian4 #cci ,psalm cvii4 #bf4 #cdj ,matt4 xii4 #de4 #cda ,john1 v4 #ad4 #cdb ,m>k1 xiv4 #gj4 #cdc ,ecclus4 ii4 #ah4 #cdd ,ecclus4 i4 #ba4 #cde #b ,cor4 xi4 #be4 #cdf #a ,tim4 i4 #ai4 ,,dea?',s ,,duel1 ,,or1 ,a ,,consolation ,,to ,,! ,,s\l ,,aga9/ ,,! ,,dy+ ,,life ,,& ,,liv+ ,,dea? ,,( ,,! ,,body4 ,,deliv]$ ,,9 ,a ,,s]mon ,,at ,,:itehall1 ,,be=e ,,! ,,k+',s ,,maje/y1 ,,9 ,,! ,,beg9n+ ,,( ,,l5t1 #afcj4 ,,by ,,t ,,late ,,le>n$ ,,& ,,rev]5d ,,div9e1 ,,john ,,donne1 ,,dr4 ,,9 ,,div9ity1 ,,& ,,dean ,,( ,,/4 ,,paul',s1 ,,london4 ,,be+ ,,8 ,,la/ ,,s]mon1 ,,& ,,call$ ,,by ,,8 ,,maje/y',s ,,h\sehold1 ,,! ,,doctor',s ,,own ,,fun]al ,,s]mon4 ,,to ,,! ,,read] ,?is s]mon 01 by sacr$ au?ority1 /yl$ ! au?or's own fun]al s]mon1 mo/ fitly1 :e!r we respect ! "t or matt]4 ,x 0 prea*$ n _m days be=e 8 dea?1 z if1 hav+ done ?is1 !re rema9$ no?+ = him to d b to die2 & ! matt] is ( dea?--! occasion & subject ( all fun]al s]mons4 ,x ha? be5 obs]v$ ( ?is rev]5d man1 t 8 faculty 9 prea*+ cont9ually increas$1 & t1 z he exce$$ o!rs at fir/1 s at la/ he exce$$ himself4 ,?is is 8 la/ s]mon2 ,i w n say x is !re=e 8 be/1 because all 8 7 excell5t4 ,yet ?us mu*3 a dy+ man's words1 if !y conc]n ourselves1 d usually make ! deepe/ impression1 z be+ spok5 mo/ feel+ly1 & ) lea/ affectation4 ,n[1 :om do? x conc]n to le>n bo? ! dang] & b5efit ( dea?8 ,dea? is e man's enemy1 & int5ds hurt to all1 ?\gh to _m he be occasion ( greate/ good4 ,?is enemy we mu/ all combat dy+1 :om he liv+ did almo/ conqu]1 hav+ discov]$ ! utmo/ ( 8 p[]1 ! utmo/ ( 8 cruelty4 ,may we make su* use ( ?is & o!r ! l prep>atives1 t nei!r dea?1 :5soev] x %all come1 may seem t]rible1 nor life t$i\s1 h[ long soev] x %all la/4 ,,dea?',s ,,duel ,,psalm ,,lxviii4 #bj1 9 f9e4 ,& unto ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea? 7i4e4 f dea?74 ,build+s /& by ! b5efit ( _! f\ndations t su/a9 & support !m1 & ( _! buttresses t compreh5d & embrace !m1 & ( _! contignations t knit & unite !m4 ,! f\ndations suff] !m n to s9k1 ! buttresses suff] !m n to sw]ve1 & ! contignation & knitt+ suff]s !m n to cleave4 ,! body ( our build+ is 9 ! =m] "p ( ?is v]se4 ,x is ?is3 ,he t is our ,god is ! ,god ( salvation2 ad salutes1 ( salvations 9 ! plural1 s x is 9 ! orig9al2 ! ,god t gives u spiritual & temporal salvation too4 ,b ( ?is build+1 ! f\ndation1 ! buttresses1 ! contignations1 are 9 ?is "p ( ! v]se :i* con/itutes our text1 & 9 ! ?ree div]s acceptations ( ! words among/ our expositors3 ,unto ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues f dea?1 =1 fir/1 ! f\ndation ( ?is build+ 7t our ,god is ! ,god ( all salvation7 is laid 9 ?is1 t unto ?is ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?2 t is1 x is 9 8 p[] to give u an issue & deliv]ance1 ev5 !n :5 we are br\ght to ! jaws & tee? ( dea?1 & to ! lips ( t :irlpool1 ! grave4 ,& s 9 ?is acceptation1 ?is exitus mortis1 ?is issue ( dea? is lib]atio morte1 a deliv]ance f dea?1 & ?is is ! mo/ obvi\s & mo/ ord9>y acceptation ( ^! words1 & t ^u :i* our translation lays hold1 ! issues f dea?4 ,& !n1 secondly1 ! buttresses t compreh5d & settle ?is build+1 t he t is our ,god is ! ,god ( all salvation1 are ?us rais$2 unto ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?1 t is1 ! disposition & mann] ( our dea?2 :at k9d ( issue & transmigration we %all h out ( ?is _w1 :e!r prep>$ or sudd51 :e!r viol5t or natural1 :e!r 9 our p]fect s5ses or %ak5 & disord]$ by sickness1 !re is no condemnation to be argu$ out ( t1 no judgm5t to be made ^u t1 =1 h[soev] !y die1 preci\s 9 8 sight is ! dea? ( 8 sa9ts1 & ) him are ! issues ( dea?2 ! ways ( our dep>t+ out ( ?is life are 9 8 h&s4 ,& s 9 ?is s5se ( ! words1 ?is exitus mortis1 ! issues ( dea?1 is lib]atio 9 morte1 a deliv]ance 9 dea?2 n t ,god w deliv] u f dy+1 b t he w h a c>e ( u 9 ! h\r ( dea?1 ( :at k9d soev] our passage be4 ,& 9 ?is s5se & acceptation ( ! words1 ! natural frame & contexture do? well & pregnantly adm9i/] unto u4 ,& !n1 la/ly1 ! contignation & knitt+ ( ?is build+1 t he t is our ,god is ! ,god ( all salvations1 consi/s 9 ?is1 ,unto ?is ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?2 t is1 t ?is ,god ! ,"l hav+ unit$ & knit bo? natures 9 "o1 & be+ ,god1 hav+ also come into ?is _w 9 our fle%1 he c\ld h no o!r means to save u1 he c\ld h no o!r issue out ( ?is _w1 nor return to 8 =m] glory1 b by dea?4 ,& s 9 ?is s5se1 ?is exitus mortis1 ?is issue ( dea?1 is lib]atio p] mortem1 a deliv]ance by dea?1 by ! dea? ( ?is ,god1 our ,"l ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,& ?is is ,sa9t ,augu/9e's acceptation ( ! words1 & ^? _m & great p]sons t h adh]$ to him4 ,9 all ^! ?ree l9es1 !n1 we %all look ^u ^! words1 fir/1 z ! ,god ( p[]1 ! ,almighty ,fa!r rescues 8 s]vants f ! jaws ( dea?2 & !n z ! ,god ( m]cy1 ! glori\s ,son rescu$ u by tak+ ^u himself ?is issue ( dea?2 & !n1 betwe5 ^! two1 z ! ,god ( com=t1 ! ,holy ,gho/ rescues u f all discom=t by 8 bless$ impressions be=eh&1 t :at mann] ( dea? soev] be orda9$ = u1 yet ?is exitus mortis %all be introitus 9 vitam1 our issue 9 dea? %all be an entrance into ev]la/+ life4 ,& ^! ?ree consid]ations3 our deliv]ance morte1 9 morte1 p] mortem1 f dea?1 9 dea?1 & by dea?1 w abundantly d all ! (fices ( ! f\ndations1 ( ! buttresses1 ( ! contignation1 ( ?is our build+2 t he t is our ,god is ! ,god ( all salvation1 because unto ?is ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?4 ,fir/1 !n1 we consid] ?is exitus mortis to be lib]atio morte1 t ) ,god ! ,"l are ! issues ( dea?2 & !re=e 9 all our dea?1 & deadly calamities ( ?is life1 we may ju/ly hope ( a good issue f him4 ,9 all our p]iods & transitions 9 ?is life1 are s _m passages f dea? to dea?2 our v bir? & entrance into ?is life is exitus morte1 an issue f dea?1 = 9 our "m's womb we are dead1 s z t we d n "k we live1 n s mu* z we d 9 our sleep1 nei!r is !re any grave s close or s putrid a prison1 z ! womb w\ld be unto u if we /ay$ 9 x beyond our "t1 or di$ !re be=e our "t4 ,9 ! grave ! worms d n kill u2 we bre$1 & fe$1 & !n kill ^? worms :i* we ourselves produc$4 ,9 ! womb ! dead *ild kills ! "m t conceiv$ x1 & is a murd]]1 nay1 a p>ricide1 ev5 aft] x is dead4 ,& if we be n dead s 9 ! womb1 s z t be+ dead we kill h] t gave u our fir/ life1 our life ( vegetation1 yet we are dead s z ,david's idols are dead4 ,9 ! womb we h eyes & see n1 e>s & he> n4#cdg ,!re 9 ! womb we are fitt$ = works ( d>kness1 all ! :ile depriv$ ( light2 & !re 9 ! womb we are taught cruelty1 by be+ f$ ) blood1 & may be damn$1 ?\gh we be nev] born4 ,( our v mak+ 9 ! womb1 ,david says1 ,i am wond]fully & fe>fully made1 & su* k is too excell5t = me1#cdh = ev5 t is ! ,"l's do+1 & x is wond]ful 9 our eyes2#cdi ipse fecit nos1 x is he t made u1 & n we ourselves1#cej nor our p>5ts nei!r4 ,?y h&s h made & fa%ion$ me r\nd ab\t1 sai? ,job1 & 7z ! orig9al ^w is7 ?\ ha/ tak5 pa9s ab\t me1 & yet 7says he7 ?\ do/ de/roy me4 ,?\gh ,i be ! ma/]piece ( ! greate/ ma/] 7man is s71 yet if ?\ d no m = me1 if ?\ leave me :]e ?\ made/ me1 de/ruction w foll[4 ,! womb1 :i* %\ld be ! h\se ( life1 becomes dea? itself if ,god leave u !re4 ,t :i* ,god ?reat5s s (t51 ! %utt+ ( a womb1 is n s heavy nor s discom=table a curse 9 ! fir/ z 9 ! latt] %utt+1 nor 9 ! %utt+ ( b>r5ness z 9 ! %utt+ ( weakness1 :5 *ildr5 are come to ! bir?1 & no /r5g? to br+ =?4#cea ,x is ! exaltation ( mis]y to fall f a ne> hope ( happ9ess4 ,& 9 t vehem5t imprecation1 ! prophet expresses ! highe/ ( ,god's ang]1 ,give !m1 ,o ,"l1 :at wilt ?\ give !m8 give !m a misc>ry+ womb4 ,!re=e z soon z we are m5 7t is1 inanimat$1 quick5$ 9 ! womb71 ?\gh we _c ourselves1 our p>5ts h to say 9 our behalf1 ,wret*$ man t he is1 :o %all deliv] him f ?is body ( dea?8#ceb if !re be no deliv]]4 ,x mu/ be he t said to ,j]emiah1 ,be=e ,i =m$ !e ,i knew !e1 & be=e ?\ came/ out ( ! womb ,i sanctifi$ !e4 ,we are n sure t !re 0 no k9d ( %ip nor boat to fi% 91 nor to pass by1 till ,god prescrib$ ,noah t absolute =m ( ! ark4#cec ,t ^w :i* ! ,holy ,gho/1 by ,moses1 use? = ! ark1 is common to all k9d ( boats1 !bah2 & is ! same ^w t ,moses use? = ! boat t he 0 expos$ 91 t 8 "m laid him 9 an ark ( bulru%es4 ,b we are sure t ,eve _h no midwife :5 %e 0 deliv]$ ( ,ca91 !re=e %e might well say1 ,poss$i virum ,dom9o1 ,i h gott5 a man f ! ,"l1#ced :olly1 entirely f ! ,"l2 x is ! ,"l t enabl$ me to conceive1 ! ,"l t infus$ a quick5+ s\l into t conception1 ! ,"l t br\ght into ! _w t :i* himself _h quick5$2 )\t all ?is might ,eve say1 my body _h be5 b ! h\se ( dea?1 & ,dom9i ,dom9i sunt exitus mortis1 ,to ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?4 ,b !n ?is exitus morte is b introitus 9 mortem2 ?is issue1 ?is deliv]ance1 f t dea?1 ! dea? ( ! womb1 is an entrance1 a deliv]+ ov] to ano!r dea?1 ! manifold dea?s ( ?is _w2 we h a w9d+-%eet 9 our "m's womb :i* gr[s ) u f our conception1 & we come into ! _w w\nd up 9 t w9d+-%eet1 = we come to seek a grave4 ,& z prison]s dis*>g$ ( actions may lie = fees1 s :5 ! womb ha? dis*>g$ u1 yet we are b\nd to x by cords ( he/1 by su* a /r+ z t we _c g !nce1 nor /ay !re2 we celebrate our own fun]als ) cries ev5 at our bir?2 z ?\gh our ?reescore & t5 ye>s' life 7 sp5t 9 our "m's lab\r1 & our circle made up 9 ! fir/ po9t !re(2 we beg our baptism ) ano!r sacram5t1 ) te>s2 & we come into a _w t la/s _m ages1 b we la/ n4 ,9 domo ,patris1 says our ,savi\r1 speak+ ( heav51 mult mansiones1 div]s & durable2 s t if a man _c possess a m>tyr's h\se 7he ha? %$ no blood = ,*ri/71 yet he may h a confessor's1 he ha? be5 ready to glorify ,god 9 ! %$d+ ( 8 blood4 ,& if a woman _c possess a virg9's h\se 7%e ha? embrac$ ! holy /ate ( m>riage71 yet %e may h a matron's h\se1 %e ha? br\ght =? & br\ght up *ildr5 9 ! fe> ( ,god4 ,9 domo ,patris1 9 my ,fa!r's h\se1 9 heav51 !re are _m mansions2#cee b "h1 ^u e>?1 ! ,son ( man ha? n :]e to lay 8 head1#cef sai? he himself4 ,nonne t]ram d$it filiis hom9um8 ,h[ !n ha? ,god giv5 ?is e>? to ! sons ( m58 ,he ha? giv5 !m e>? = _! mat]ials to be made ( e>?1 & he ha? giv5 !m e>? = _! grave & sepul*re1 to return & resolve to e>?1 b n = _! possession4 ,"h we h no cont9u+ city1#ceg nay1 no cottage t cont9ues1 nay1 no p]sons1 no bodies1 t cont9ue4 ,:atsoev] mov$ ,sa9t ,j]ome to call ! j\rneys ( ! ,israelites 9 ! wild]ness1#ceh mansions2 ! ^w 7! ^w is nasang7 signifies b a j\rney1 b a p]egr9ation4 ,ev5 ! ,israel ( ,god ha? no mansions1 b j\rneys1 pilgrimages 9 ?is life4 ,by :at measure did ,jacob measure 8 life to ,ph>aoh8 ,! days ( ! ye>s ( my pilgrimage4#cei ,& ?\gh ! apo/le w\ld n say morimur1 t :il/ we are 9 ! body we are dead1 yet he says1 p]igr9amur1 :il/ we are 9 ! body we are b 9 a pilgrimage1 & we are abs5t f ! ,"l3#cfj he might h said dead1 = ?is :ole _w is b an univ]sal *ur*y>d1 b our common grave1 & ! life & motion t ! greate/ p]sons h 9 x is b z ! %ak+ ( buri$ bodies 9 _! grave1 by an e>?quake4 ,t :i* we call life is b hebdomada mortium1 a week ( dea?1 sev5 days1 sev5 p]iods ( our life sp5t 9 dy+1 a dy+ sev5 times ov]2 & !re is an end4 ,our bir? dies 9 infancy1 & our infancy dies 9 y\?1 & y\? & ! re/ die 9 age1 & age also dies & det]m9es all4 ,nor d all ^!1 y\? out ( infancy1 or age out ( y\?1 arise s1 z ! pho5ix out ( ! a%es ( ano!r pho5ix =m]ly dead1 b z a wasp or a s]p5t out ( a c>rion1 or z a snake out ( dung4 ,our y\? is worse ?an our infancy1 & our age worse ?an our y\?4 ,our y\? is hungry & ?ir/y aft] ^? s9s :i* our infancy knew n2 & our age is sorry & angry1 t x _c pursue ^? s9s :i* our y\? did2 & besides1 all ! way1 s _m dea?s1 t is1 s _m deadly calamities accompany e condition & e p]iod ( ?is life1 z t dea? itself w\ld be an ease to !m t suff] !m4 ,^u ?is s5se do? ,job wi% t ,god _h n giv5 him an issue f ! fir/ dea?1 f ! womb1 ,:]e=e ?\ ha/ br\ght me =? out ( ! womb8 ,oh t ,i _h giv5 up ! gho/1 & no eye se5 me6 ,i %\ld h be5 z ?\gh ,i _h n be54#cfa ,& n only ! impati5t ,israelites 9 _! murmur+ 7w\ld to ,god we _h di$ by ! h& ( ! ,"l 9 ! l& ( ,egypt71#cfb b ,elijah himself1 :5 he fl$ f ,jezebel1 & w5t = 8 life1 z t text says1 "u ! junip] tree1 reque/$ t he might die1 & said1 ,x is en\gh n[1 ,o ,"l1 take away my life4#cfc ,s ,jonah ju/ifies 8 impati5ce1 nay1 8 ang]1 t[>ds ,god himself3 ,n[1 ,o ,"l1 take1 ,i besee* !e1 my life f me1 = x is bett] to die ?an to live4#cfd ,& :5 ,god ask$ him1 ,do/ ?\ well to be angry = ?is8 he replies1 ,i d well to be angry1 ev5 unto dea?4 ,h[ mu* worse a dea? ?an dea? is ?is life1 :i* s good m5 w\ld s (t5 *ange = dea?6 ,b if my case be z ,sa9t ,paul's case1 quotidi morior1 t ,i die daily1 t some?+ heavi] ?an dea? fall ^u me e day2 if my case be ,david's case1 tota die mortificamur2 all ! day long we are kill$1 t n only e day1 b e h\r ( ! day1 some?+ heavi] ?an dea? fall ^u me2 ?\gh t be true ( me1 ,conceptus 9 peccatis1 ,i 0 %ap5 9 iniquity1 & 9 s9 did my "m conceive me 7!re ,i di$ "o dea?72 ?\gh t be true ( me1 ,natus filius ir1 ,i 0 born n only ! *ild ( s91 b ! *ild ( wra?1 ( ! wra? ( ,god = s91 :i* is a heavi] dea?3 yet ,dom9i ,dom9i sunt exitus mortis1 ) ,god ! ,"l are ! issues ( dea?2 & aft] a ,job1 & a ,joseph1 & a ,j]emiah1 & a ,daniel1 ,i _c d\bt ( a deliv]ance4 ,& if no o!r deliv]ance conduce m to 8 glory & my good1 yet he ha? ! keys ( dea?1#cfe & he c let me out at t door1 t is1 deliv] me f ! manifold dea?s ( ?is _w1 ! omni die1 & ! tota die1 ! e day's dea? & e h\r's dea?1 by t "o dea?1 ! f9al dissolution ( body & s\l1 ! end ( all4 ,b !n is t ! end ( all8 ,is t dissolution ( body & s\l ! la/ dea? t ! body %all suff] 7= ( spiritual dea? we speak n n[74 ,x is n1 ?\gh ?is be exitus morte3 x is introitus 9 mortem2 ?\gh x be an issue f manifold dea?s ( ?is _w1 yet x is an entrance into ! dea? ( corruption & putrefaction1 & v]miculation1 & inc9]ation1 & disp]sion 9 & f ! grave1 9 :i* e dead man dies ov] aga94 ,x 0 a pr]ogative peculi> to ,*ri/1 n to die ?is dea?1 n to see corruption4 ,:at gave him ?is privilege8 ,n ,joseph's great proportion ( gums & spices1 t might h pres]v$ 8 body f corruption & inc9]ation long] ?an he ne$$ x1 long] ?an ?ree days1 b x w\ld n h done x = ev]4 ,:at pres]v$ him !n8 ,did 8 exemption & fre$om f orig9al s9 pres]ve him f ?is corruption & inc9]ation8 ,x is true t orig9al s9 ha? induc$ ?is corruption & inc9]ation ^u u2 if we _h n s9n$ 9 ,adam1 mortality _h n put on immortality#cff 7z ! apo/le speaks71 nor corruption _h n put on incorruption1 b we _h _h our transmigration f ?is to ! o!r _w )\t any mortality1 any corruption at all4 ,b yet s9ce ,*ri/ took s9 ^u him1 s f> z made him mortal1 he _h x s f> too z might h made him see ?is corruption & inc9]ation1 ?\gh he _h no orig9al s9 9 himself2 :at pres]v$ him !n8 ,did ! hypo/atical union ( bo? natures1 ,god & man1 pres]ve him f ?is corruption & inc9]ation8 ,x is true t ?is 0 a mo/ p[]ful embalm+1 to be embalm$ ) ! ,div9e ,nature itself1 to be embalm$ ) et]nity1 0 able to pres]ve him f corruption & inc9]ation = ev]4 ,& he 0 embalm$ s1 embalm$ ) ! ,div9e ,nature itself1 ev5 9 8 body z well z 9 8 s\l2 = ! ,godhead1 ! ,div9e ,nature1 did n dep>t1 b rema9$ /ill unit$ to 8 dead body 9 ! grave2 b yet = all ?is p[]ful embalm+1 8 hypo/atical union ( bo? natures1 we see ,*ri/ did die2 & = all 8 union :i* made him ,god & man1 he became no man 7= ! union ( ! body & s\l makes ! man1 & he ^: s\l & body are sep>at$ by dea? z long z t /ate la/s1 is prop]ly no man74 ,& !re=e z 9 him ! dissolution ( body & s\l 0 no dissolution ( ! hypo/atical union1 s !re is no?+ t con/ra9s u to say1 t ?\gh ! fle% ( ,*ri/ _h se5 corruption & inc9]ation 9 ! grave1 ?is _h n be5 any dissolution ( ! hypo/atical union1 = ! ,div9e nature1 ! ,godhead1 might h rema9$ ) all ! elem5ts & pr9ciples ( ,*ri/'s body1 z well z x did ) ! two con/itutive p>ts ( 8 p]son1 8 body & 8 s\l4 ,?is incorruption !n 0 n 9 ,joseph's gums & spices1 nor 0 x 9 ,*ri/'s innoc5cy1 & exemption f orig9al s91 nor 0 x 7t is1 x is n necess>y to say x 07 9 ! hypo/atical union4 ,b ?is incorruptibl5ess ( 8 fle% is mo/ conv5i5tly plac$ 9 t2 ,non dabis1 ?\ wilt n suff] ?y ,holy ,"o to see corruption2 we look no fur!r = causes or reasons 9 ! my/]ies ( religion1 b to ! w & pleasure ( ,god2 ,*ri/ himself limit$ 8 inquisition 9 t ita e/1 ev5 s1 ,fa!r1 = s x seeme? good 9 ?y sight4 ,*ri/'s body did n see corruption1 !re=e1 because ,god _h decre$ x %\ld n4 ,! humble s\l 7& only ! humble s\l is ! religi\s s\l7 re/s himself ^u ,god's purposes & ! decrees ( ,god :i* he ha? decl>$ & manife/$1 n su* z are conceiv$ & imag9$ 9 ourselves1 ?\gh ^u "s probability1 "s v]isimilitude2 s 9 our pres5t case ,pet] proce$s 9 8 s]mon at ,j]usalem1 & s ,paul 9 8 at ,antio*4#cfg ,!y prea*$ ,*ri/ to h be5 ris5 )\t see+ corruption1 n only because ,god _h decre$ x1 b because he _h manife/$ t decree 9 8 prophet1 !re=e do? ,sa9t ,paul cite by special numb] ! second ,psalm = t decree1 & !re=e bo? ,sa9t ,pet] & ,sa9t ,paul cite = x t place 9 ! sixte5? ,psalm2#cfh = :5 ,god decl>es 8 decree & purpose 9 ! express words ( 8 prophet1 or :5 he decl>es x 9 ! real execution ( ! decree1 !n he makes x ours1 !n he manife/s x to u4 ,& !re=e1 z ! my/]ies ( our religion are n ! objects ( our reason1 b by fai? we re/ on ,god's decree & purpose--7x is s1 ,o ,god1 because x is ?y w x %\ld be s7--s ,god's decrees are ev] to be consid]$ 9 ! manife/ation !re(4 ,all manife/ation is ei!r 9 ! ^w ( ,god1 or 9 ! execution ( ! decree2 & :5 ^! two concur & meet x is ! /ronge/ demon/ration t c be3 :5 !re=e ,i f9d ^? m>ks ( adoption & spiritual filiation :i* are deliv]$ 9 ! ^w ( ,god to be ^u me2 :5 ,i f9d t real execution ( 8 good purpose ^u me1 z t actually ,i d live "u ! ob$i5ce & "u ! conditions :i* are evid5ces ( adoption & spiritual filiation2 !n1 s long z ,i see ^! m>ks & live s1 ,i may safely com=t myself 9 a holy c]titude & a mode/ infallibility ( my adoption4 ,*ri/ det]m9es himself 9 t1 ! purpose ( ,god 0 manife/ to him2 ,sa9t ,pet] & ,sa9t ,paul det]m9e !mselves 9 ^? two ways ( kn[+ ! purpose ( ,god1 ! ^w ( ,god be=e ! execution ( ! decree 9 ! fulness ( "t4 ,x 0 prophesi$ be=e1 said !y1 & x is p]=m$ n[1 ,*ri/ is ris5 )\t see+ corruption4 ,n[1 ?is :i* is s s+ul>ly peculi> to him1 t 8 fle% %\ld n see corruption1 at 8 second com+1 8 com+ to judgm5t1 %all ext5d to all t are !n alive2 _! he/ %all n see corruption1 because1 z ! apo/le says1 & says z a secret1 z a my/]y1 ,behold ,i %ew y a my/]y1 we %all n all sleep 7t is1 n cont9ue 9 ! /ate ( ! dead 9 ! grave71 b we %all all be *ang$ 9 an in/ant1 we %all h a dissolution1 & 9 ! same in/ant a r$9tegration1 a recompact+ ( body & s\l1 & t %all be truly a dea? & truly a resurrection1 b no sleep+ 9 corruption2 b = u t die n[ & sleep 9 ! /ate ( ! dead1 we mu/ all pass ?is po/hume dea?1 ?is dea? aft] dea?1 nay1 ?is dea? aft] burial1 ?is dissolution aft] dissolution1 ?is dea? ( corruption & putrefaction1 ( v]miculation & inc9]ation1 ( dissolution & disp]sion 9 & f ! grave1 :5 ^! bodies t h be5 ! *ildr5 ( royal p>5ts1 & ! p>5ts ( royal *ildr51 mu/ say ) ,job1 ,corruption1 ?\ art my fa!r1 & to ! worm1 ,?\ art my "m & my si/]4 ,mis]able riddle1 :5 ! same worm mu/ be my "m1 & my si/] & myself6 ,mis]able ince/1 :5 ,i mu/ be m>ri$ to my "m & my si/]1 & be bo? fa!r & "m to my own "m & si/]1 beget & be> t worm :i* is all t mis]able p5ury2 :5 my m\? %all be fill$ ) du/1 & ! worm %all fe$1 & fe$ sweetly#cfi ^u me2 :5 ! ambiti\s man %all h no satisfaction1 if ! poore/ alive tread ^u him1 nor ! poore/ receive any cont5tm5t 9 be+ made equal to pr9ces1 = !y %all be equal b 9 du/4 ,"o die? at 8 full /r5g?1 be+ :olly at ease & 9 quiet2 & ano!r dies 9 ! bitt]ness ( 8 s\l1 & nev] eats ) pleasure2 b !y lie d[n alike 9 ! du/1 & ! worm cov]s !m4#cgj ,9 ,job & 9 ,isaiah1#cga x cov]s !m & is spread "u !m1 ! worm is spread "u !e1 & ! worm cov]s !e4 ,!re are ! mats & ! c>pets t lie "u1 & !re are ! /ate & ! canopy t hang ov] ! greate/ ( ! sons ( m54 ,ev5 ^? bodies t 7 ! temples ( ! ,holy ,gho/ come to ?is dilapidation1 to ru91 to rubbi%1 to du/2 ev5 ! ,israel ( ! ,"l1 & ,jacob himself1 ha? no o!r specification1 no o!r d5om9ation1 b t v]mis ,jacob1 ?\ worm ( ,jacob4 ,truly ! consid]ation ( ?is po/hume dea?1 ?is dea? aft] burial1 t aft] ,god 7) :om are ! issues ( dea?7 ha? deliv]$ me f ! dea? ( ! womb1 by br++ me into ! _w1 & f ! manifold dea?s ( ! _w1 by lay+ me 9 ! grave1 ,i mu/ die aga9 9 an inc9]ation ( ?is fle%1 & 9 a disp]sion ( t du/4 ,t t mon>*1 :o spread ov] _m nations alive1 mu/ 9 8 du/ lie 9 a corn] ( t %eet ( lead1 & !re b s long z t lead w la/2 & t private & retir$ man1 t ?\ght himself 8 own = ev]1 & nev] came =?1 mu/ 9 8 du/ ( ! grave be publi%$1 & 7su* are ! revolutions ( ! grave7 be m+l$ ) ! du/ ( e highway & ( e dunghill1 & swall[$ 9 e puddle & pond4 ,?is is ! mo/ +lori\s & contemptible vilification1 ! mo/ deadly & p]emptory nullification ( man1 t we c consid]4 ,god seems to h c>ri$ ! decl>ation ( 8 p[] to a great height1 :5 he sets ! prophet ,ezekiel 9 ! valley ( dry bones1 & says1 ,son ( man1 c ^! bones live8 z ?\gh x _h be5 impossible1 & yet !y did2 ! ,"l laid s9ews ^u !m1 & fle%1 & brea!d into !m1 & !y did live4 ,b 9 t case !re 7 bones to be se51 some?+ visible1 ( :i* x might be said1 ,c ?is ?+ live8 ,b 9 ?is dea? ( inc9]ation & disp]sion ( du/1 we see no?+ t we call t man's4 ,if we say1 ,c ?is du/ live8 ,p]*ance x _c2 x may be ! m]e du/ ( ! e>?1 :i* nev] did live1 nev] %all4 ,x may be ! du/ ( t man's worm1 :i* did live1 b %all no m4 ,x may be ! du/ ( ano!r man1 t conc]ns n him ( :om x 0 ask$4 ,?is dea? ( inc9]ation & disp]sion is1 to natural reason1 ! mo/ irrecov]able dea? ( all2 & yet ,dom9i ,dom9i sunt exitus mortis1 unto ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?2 & by recompact+ ?is du/ into ! same body1 & rema9+ ! same body ) ! same s\l1 he %all 9 a bless$ & glori\s resurrection give me su* an issue f ?is dea? z %all nev] pass into any o!r dea?1 b e/abli% me into a life t %all la/ z long z ! ,"l ( ,life himself4 ,& s h y t t belongs to ! fir/ acceptation ( ^! words 7unto ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?72 ,t ?\gh f ! womb to ! grave1 & 9 ! grave itself1 we pass f dea? to dea?1 yet1 z ,daniel speaks1 ! ,"l our ,god is able to deliv] u1 & he w deliv] u4 ,& s we pass unto our second accommodation ( ^! words 7unto ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?72 t x belongs to ,god1 & n to man1 to pass a judgm5t ^u u at our dea?1 or to conclude a d]eliction on ,god's "p ^u ! mann] !re(4 ,^? indications :i* ! physicians receive1 & ^? presagitions :i* !y give = dea? or recov]y 9 ! pati5t1 !y receive & !y give out ( ! gr\nds & ! rules ( _! art2 b we h no su* rule or art to give a presagition ( spiritual dea? & damnation ^u any su* indication z we see 9 any dy+ man2 we see (t5 en\gh to be sorry1 b n to despair2 we may be deceiv$ bo? ways3 we use to com=t ourself 9 ! dea? ( a fri5d1 if x be te/ifi$ t he w5t away l a lamb1 t is1 )\t any reluctation2 b ,god kn[s t may be accompani$ ) a dang]\s damp & /upefaction1 & ins5sibility ( 8 pres5t /ate4 ,our bless$ ,savi\r suff]$ colluctations ) dea?1 & a sadness ev5 9 8 s\l to dea?1 & an agony ev5 to a bloody sweat 9 8 body1 & expo/ulations ) ,god1 & exclamations ^u ! cross4 ,he 0 a dev\t man :o said ^u 8 dea?-b$1 or dea?-turf 7= he 0 a h]mit71 ,septuag9ta annos ,dom9o s]vivi/i1 et mori times8 ,ha/ ?\ s]v$ a good ma/] ?reescore & t5 ye>s1 & n[ art ?\ lo? to g into 8 pres5ce8 ,yet ,hil>ion 0 lo?4 ,b>laam 0 a dev\t man 7a h]mit too7 t said t day he di$1 ,cogita te hodie cpisse s]vire ,dom9o1 et hodie f9iturum1 ,consid] ?is to be ! fir/ day's s]vice t ev] ?\ did/ ?y ,ma/]1 to glorify him 9 a ,*ri/ianly & a con/ant dea?1 & if ?y fir/ day be ?y la/ day too1 h[ soon do/ ?\ come to receive ?y wages6 ,yet ,b>laam c\ld h be5 cont5t to h /ay$ long] =?4 ,make no ill conclusions ^u any man's lo?ness to die1 = ! m]cies ( ,god "w mom5t>ily 9 m9utes1 & _m times ins5sibly to by/&]s1 or any o!r ?an ! p>ty dep>t+4 ,& !n ^u viol5t dea?s inflict$ z ^u malefactors1 ,*ri/ himself ha? =bidd5 u by 8 own dea? to make any ill conclusion2 = 8 own dea? _h ^? impressions 9 x2 he 0 reput$1 he 0 execut$ z a malefactor1 & no d\bt _m ( !m :o concurr$ to 8 dea? did believe him to be s4 ,( sudd5 dea? !re are sc>ce examples be f\nd 9 ! ,scriptures ^u good m51 = dea? 9 battle _c be call$ sudd5 dea?2 b ,god gov]ns n by examples b by rules1 & !re=e make no ill conclusion ^u sudd5 dea? nor ^u di/emp]s nei!r1 ?\gh p]*ance accompani$ ) "s words ( diffid5ce & di/ru/ 9 ! m]cies ( ,god4 ,! tree lies z x falls1 x is true1 b x is n ! la/ /roke t fells ! tree1 nor ! la/ ^w nor gasp t qualifies ! s\l4 ,/ill pray we = a peaceable life aga9/ viol5t dea?1 & = "t ( rep5tance aga9/ sudd5 dea?1 & = sob] & mode/ assurance aga9/ di/emp]$ & diffid5t dea?1 b nev] make ill conclusions ^u p]sons ov]tak5 ) su* dea?s2 ,dom9i ,dom9i sunt exitus mortis1 to ,god ! ,"l belong ! issues ( dea?4 ,& he receiv$ ,samson1 :o w5t out ( ?is _w 9 su* a mann] 7consid] x actively1 consid] x passively 9 8 own dea?1 & 9 ^? :om he slew ) himself7 z 0 subject to int]pretation h>d en\gh4 ,yet ! ,holy ,gho/ ha? mov$ ,sa9t ,paul to celebrate ,samson 9 8 great catalogue1#cgb & s do? all ! *ur*4 ,our critical day is n ! v day ( our dea?1 b ! :ole c\rse ( our life4 ,i ?ank him t prays = me :5 ! bell tolls1 b ,i ?ank him mu* m t cate*ises me1 or prea*es to me1 or in/ructs me h[ to live4 ,fac hoc et vive1 !re is my security1 ! m\? ( ! ,"l ha? said x1 d ?is & ?\ %alt live4 ,b ?\gh ,i d x1 yet ,i %all die too1 die a bodily1 a natural dea?4 ,b ,god nev] m5tions1 nev] seems to consid] t dea?1 ! bodily1 ! natural dea?4 ,god do? n say1 ,live well1 & ?\ %alt die well1 t is1 an easy1 a quiet dea?2 b1 ,live well "h1 & ?\ %alt live well = ev]4 ,z ! fir/ "p ( a s5t5ce pieces well ) ! la/1 & nev] respects1 nev] he>k5s aft] ! p>5!sis t comes betwe51 s do? a good life "h fl[ into an et]nal life1 )\t any consid]ation :at mann] ( dea? we die4 ,b :e!r ! gate ( my prison be op5$ ) an oil$ key 7by a g5tle & prep>+ sickness71 or ! gate be hewn d[n by a viol5t dea?1 or ! gate be burnt d[n by a rag+ & frantic fev]1 a gate into heav5 ,i %all h1 = f ! ,"l is ! cause ( my life1 & ) ,god ! ,"l are ! issues ( dea?4 ,& fur!r we c>ry n ?is second acceptation ( ! words1 z ?is issue ( dea? is lib]atio 9 morte1 ,god's c>e t ! s\l be safe1 :at agonies soev] ! body suff]s 9 ! h\r ( dea?4 ,b pass to our ?ird "p & la/ "p3 ,z ?is issue ( dea? is lib]atio p] mortem1 a deliv]ance by ! dea? ( ano!r4 ,suff]5tiam ,job audii/i1 et vidi/i f9em ,dom9i1 says ,sa9t ,james 7v4 #aa71 ,y h he>d ( ! pati5ce ( ,job1 says he3 all ?is :ile y h done t1 = 9 e man1 calamit\s1 mis]able man1 a ,job speaks4 ,n[1 see ! end ( ! ,"l1 saye? t apo/le1 :i* is n t end t ! ,"l propos$ to himself 7salvation to u71 nor ! end :i* he proposes to u 7con=mity to him71 b see ! end ( ! ,"l1 says he1 ! end t ! ,"l himself came to1 dea?1 & a pa9ful & a %ameful dea?4 ,b :y did he die8 & :y die s8 ,quia ,dom9i ,dom9i sunt exitus mortis 7z ,sa9t ,augu/9e1 int]pret+ ?is text1 answ]s t "q71#cgc because to ?is ,god our ,"l belong$ ! issues ( dea?4 ,quid ap]tius dic]etur8 says he !re1 :at c be m obvi\s1 m manife/ ?an ?is s5se ( ^! words8 ,9 ! =m] "p ( ?is v]se x is said1 ,he t is our ,god is ! ,god ( salvation2 ,deus salvos faci5di1 s he reads x1 ! ,god t mu/ save u4 ,:o c t be1 says he1 b ,jesus8 ,= !re=e t "n 0 giv5 him because he 0 to save u4 ,& to ?is ,jesus1 says he1 ?is ,savi\r1#cgd belong ! issues ( dea?2 ,nec oportuit eum de hac vita alios exitus hab]e quam mortis3 be+ come into ?is life 9 our mortal nature1 he c\ld n g out ( ?is life any o!r way b by dea?4 ,ideo dictum1 says he1 !re=e x is said1 to ,god ! ,"l belong$ ! issues ( dea?2 ut o/5d]etur mori5do nos salvos facturum1 to %[ t 8 way to save u 0 to die4 ,& f ?is text do? ,sa9t ,isidore prove t ,*ri/ 0 truly man 7:i* z _m sects ( h]etics d5i$1 z t he 0 truly ,god71 because to him1 ?\gh he 7 ,dom9us ,dom9us 7z ! text d\bles x71 ,god ! ,"l1 yet to him1 to ,god ! ,"l belong$ ! issues ( dea?2 oportuit eum pati2 m _c be said ?an ,*ri/ himself says ( himself2 ,^! ?+s ,*ri/ ought to suff]2#cge he _h no o!r way b dea?3 s !n ?is "p ( our s]mon mu/ ne$s be a passion s]mon1 s9ce all 8 life 0 a cont9ual passion1 all our ,l5t may well be a cont9ual ,good ,friday4 ,*ri/'s pa9ful life took (f none ( ! pa9s ( 8 dea?1 he felt n ! less !n = hav+ felt s mu* be=e4 ,nor w any ?+ t %all be said be=e less51 b r enl>ge ! devotion1 to t :i* %all be said ( 8 passion at ! "t ( due solemnization !re(4 ,*ri/ bl$ n a drop ! less at ! la/ = hav+ bl$ at 8 circumcision be=e1 nor w y a te> ! less !n if y %$ "s n[4 ,& !re=e be n[ cont5t to consid] ) me h[ to ?is ,god ! ,"l belong$ ! issues ( dea?4 ,t ,god1 ?is ,"l1 ! ,"l ( life1 c\ld die1 is a /range contemplation2 t ! ,r$ ,sea c\ld be dry1 t ! sun c\ld /& /ill1 t an ov5 c\ld be sev5 times heat & n burn1 t lions c\ld be hungry & n bite1 is /range1 miracul\sly /range1 b sup]-miracul\s t ,god c\ld die2 b t ,god w\ld die is an exaltation ( t4 ,b ev5 ( t also x is a sup]-exaltation1 t ,god %\ld die1 mu/ die1 & non exitus 7said ,sa9t ,augu/9e71 ,god ! ,"l _h no issue b by dea?1 & oportuit pati 7says ,*ri/ himself71 all ?is ,*ri/ ought to suff]1 0 b\nd to suff]2 ,deus ultimo ,deus1 says ,david1 ,god is ! ,god ( rev5ges1 he w\ld n pass ov] ! son ( man unrev5g$1 unpuni%$4 ,b !n ,deus ultionum lib]e egit 7says t place71 ! ,god ( rev5ges works freely1 he puni%es1 he sp>es :om he w4 ,& w\ld he n sp>e himself8 he w\ld n3 ,dilectio =tis ut mors1 love is /rong z dea?2#cgf /rong]1 x drew 9 dea?1 t naturally is n welcome4 ,si possibile says ,*ri/1 if x be possible1 let ?is cup pass1 :5 8 love1 express$ 9 a =m] decree ) 8 ,fa!r1 _h made x impossible4 ,_m wat]s qu5* n love4#cgg ,*ri/ tri$ _m3 he 0 baptis$ out ( 8 love1 & 8 love det]m9$ n !re2 he m+l$ blood ) wat] 9 8 agony1 & t det]m9$ n 8 love2 he wept pure blood1 all 8 blood at all 8 eyes1 at all 8 pores1 9 8 flagellation & ?orns 7to ! ,"l our ,god belong$ ! issues ( blood71 & ^! express$1 b ^! did n qu5* 8 love4 ,he w\ld n sp>e1 nay1 he c\ld n sp>e himself4 ,!re 0 no?+ m free1 m volunt>y1 m spontane\s ?an ! dea? ( ,*ri/4 ,x is true1 lib]e egit1 he di$ volunt>ily2 b yet :5 we consid] ! contract t _h pass$ betwe5 8 ,fa!r & him1 !re 0 an oportuit1 a k9d ( necessity ^u him3 all ?is ,*ri/ ought to suff]4 ,& :5 %all we date ?is obligation1 ?is oportuit1 ?is necessity8 ,:5 %all we say t began8 ,c]ta9ly ?is decree by :i* ,*ri/ 0 to suff] all ?is 0 an et]nal decree1 & 0 !re any ?+ be=e t t 0 et]nal8 ,inf9ite love1 et]nal love2 be pleas$ to foll[ ?is home1 & to consid] x s]i\sly1 t :at lib]ty soev] we c conceive 9 ,*ri/ to die or n to die2 ?is necessity ( dy+1 ?is decree is z et]nal z t lib]ty2 & yet h[ small a matt] made he ( ?is necessity & ?is dy+8 ,8 ,fa!r calls x b a bruise1 & b a bruis+ ( 8 heel#cgh 7! s]p5t %all bruise 8 heel71 & yet t 01 t ! s]p5t %\ld practise & compass 8 dea?4 ,himself calls x b a baptism1 z ?\gh he 7 to be ! bett] = x4 ,i h a baptism to be baptis$ )1#cgi & he 0 9 pa9 till x 0 accompli%$1 & yet ?is baptism 0 8 dea?4 ,! ,holy ,gho/ calls x joy 7= ! joy :i* 0 set be=e him he endur$ ! cross71#chj :i* 0 n a joy ( 8 rew>d aft] 8 passion1 b a joy t fill$ him ev5 9 ! mid/ ( 8 torm5ts1 & arose f him2 :5 ,*ri/ calls 8 calicem a cup1 & no worse 7,c ye dr9k ( my cup7#cha1 he speaks n odi\sly1 n ) dete/ation ( x4 ,inde$ x 0 a cup1 salus mundo1 a heal? to all ! _w4 ,& quid retribuam1 says ,david1 ,:at %all ,i r5d] to ! ,"l8#chb ,answ] y ) ,david1 ,accipiam calicem1 ,i w take ! cup ( salvation2 take x1 t cup is salvation1 8 passion1 if n into y\r pres5t imitation1 yet into y\r pres5t contemplation4 ,& behold h[ t ,"l t 0 ,god1 yet c\ld die1 w\ld die1 mu/ die = our salvation4 ,t ,moses & ,elias talk$ ) ,*ri/ 9 ! transfiguration1 bo? ,sa9t ,mat!w & ,sa9t ,m>k#chc tells u1 b :at !y talk$ (1 only ,sa9t ,luke2 ,dicebant excessum ejus1 says he1 ,!y talk$ ( 8 disease1 ( 8 dea?1 :i* 0 to be accompli%$ at ,j]usalem4#chd ,! ^w is ( 8 exodus1 ! v ^w ( our text1 exitus1 8 issue by dea?4 ,moses1 :o 9 8 exodus _h prefigur$ ?is issue ( our ,"l1 & 9 pass+ ,israel out ( ,egypt ?r\gh ! ,r$ ,sea1 _h =etold 9 t actual prophecy1 ,*ri/ pass+ ( mank9d ?r\gh ! sea ( 8 blood2 & ,elias1 ^: exodus & issue ( ?is _w 0 a figure ( ,*ri/'s asc5sion2 _h no d\bt a great satisfaction 9 talk+ ) our bless$ ,"l1 de excessu ejus1 ( ! full consummation ( all ?is 9 8 dea?1 :i* 0 to be accompli%$ at ,j]usalem4 ,our m$itation ( 8 dea? %\ld be m visc]al1 & affect u m1 because x is ( a ?+ already done4 ,! anci5t ,romans _h a c]ta9 t5d]ness & dete/ation ( ! "n ( dea?2 !y c\ld n "n dea?1 no1 n 9 _! wills2 !re !y c\ld n say1 ,si mori contig]it1 b si quid humanitas cont+at1 n if or :5 ,i die1 b :5 ! c\rse ( nature is accompli%$ ^u me4 ,to u t speak daily ( ! dea? ( ,*ri/ 7he 0 crucifi$1 dead1 & buri$71 c ! memory or ! m5tion ( our own dea? be irksome or bitt]8 ,!re are 9 ^! latt] times among/ u t "n dea? freely en\gh1 & ! dea? ( ,god1 b 9 blasphem\s oa?s & execrations4 ,mis]able m51 :o %all !re=e be said nev] to h nam$ ,jesus1 because !y h nam$ him too (t52 & !re=e he> ,jesus say1 ,nescivi vos1 ,i nev] knew y1 because !y made !mselves too famili> ) him4 ,moses & ,elias talk$ ) ,*ri/ ( 8 dea? only 9 a holy & joyful s5se1 ( ! b5efit :i* !y & all ! _w 7 to receive by t4 ,disc\rses ( religion %\ld n be out ( curiosity1 b to edification4 ,& !n !y talk$ ) ,*ri/ ( 8 dea? at t "t :5 he 0 9 ! greate/ height ( glory1 t ev] he admitt$ 9 ?is _w1 t is1 8 transfiguration4 ,& we are afraid to speak to ! great m5 ( ?is _w ( _! dea?1 b n\ri% 9 !m a va9 imag9ation ( immortality & immutability4 ,b bonum e/ nobis esse hic 7z ,sa9t ,pet] said !re71 ,x is good to dwell "h1 9 ?is consid]ation ( 8 dea?1 & !re=e transf] we our tab]nacle 7our devotions7 ?r\gh "s ( ^? /eps :i* ,god ! ,"l made to 8 issue ( dea? t day4 ,take 9 ! :ole day f ! h\r t ,*ri/ receiv$ ! passov] ^u ,?ursday unto ! h\r 9 :i* he di$ ! next day4 ,make ?is pres5t day t day 9 ?y devotion1 & consid] :at he did1 & rememb] :at y h done4 ,be=e he in/itut$ & celebrat$ ! sacram5t 7:i* 0 aft] ! eat+ ( ! passov]71 he proce$$ to t act ( humility1 to wa% 8 disciples' feet1 ev5 ,pet]'s1 :o = a :ile resi/$ him4 ,9 ?y prep>ation to ! holy & bless$ sacram5t1 ha/ ?\ ) a s9c]e humility s\ght a reconciliation ) all ! _w1 ev5 ) ^? t h be5 av]se f x1 & refus$ t reconciliation f !e8 ,if s1 & n else1 ?\ ha/ sp5t t fir/ "p ( 8 la/ day 9 a con=mity ) him4 ,aft] ! sacram5t he sp5t ! "t till night 9 pray]1 9 prea*+1 9 psalms3 ha/ ?\ consid]$ t a wor?y receiv+ ( ! sacram5t consi/s 9 a cont9uation ( hol9ess aft]1 z well z 9 a prep>ation be=e8 ,if s1 ?\ ha/ !re9 also con=m$ ?yself to him2 s ,*ri/ sp5t 8 "t till night4 ,at night he w5t into ! g>d5 to pray1 & he pray$ prolixi\s1 he sp5t mu* "t 9 pray]1 h[ mu*8 ,because x is lit]ally express$1 t he pray$ !re ?ree sev]al times1#che & t return+ to 8 disciples aft] 8 fir/ pray]1 & f9d+ !m asleep1 said1 ,c\ld ye n wat* ) me "o h\r1#chf x is collect$ t he sp5t ?ree h\rs 9 pray]4 ,i d>e sc>ce ask !e :i!r ?\ w5te/1 or h[ ?\ dispos$/ ( ?yself1 :5 x grew d>k & aft] la/ night4 ,if t "t 7 sp5t 9 a holy recomm5dation ( ?yself to ,god1 & a submission ( ?y w to 81 x 0 sp5t 9 a con=mity to him4 ,9 t "t1 & 9 ^? pray]s1 0 8 agony & bloody sweat4 ,i w hope t ?\ did/ pray2 b n e ord9>y & cu/om>y pray]1 b pray] actually accompani$ ) %$d+ ( te>s & dispositively 9 a read9ess to %$ blood = 8 glory 9 necess>y cases1 puts !e into a con=mity ) him4 ,ab\t midnight he 0 tak5 & b\nd ) a kiss1 art ?\ n too con=mable to him 9 t8 ,is n t too lit]ally1 too exactly ?y case1 at midnight to h be5 tak5 & b\nd ) a kiss8 ,f !nce he 0 c>ri$ back to ,j]usalem1 fir/ to ,annas1 !n to ,caiaphas1 & 7z late z x 07 !n he 0 exam9$ & buffet$1 & deliv]$ ov] to ! cu/ody ( ^? (fic]s f :om he receiv$ all ^? irrisions1 & viol5ces1 ! cov]+ ( 8 face1 ! spitt+ ^u 8 face1 ! blasphemies ( words1 & ! sm>tness ( bl[s1 :i* t gospel m5tions3 9 :i* compass fell t gallic9ium1 t cr[+ ( ! cock :i* call$ up ,pet] to 8 rep5tance4 ,h[ ?\ pass$/ all t "t ?\ kn[e/4 ,if ?\ did/ any ?+ t ne$e/ ,pet]'s te>s1 & ha/ n %$ !m1 let me be ?y cock1 d x n[4 ,n[1 ?y ,ma/] 79 ! unwor?ie/ ( 8 s]vants7 looks back ^u !e1 d x n[4 ,betimes1 9 ! morn+1 s soon z x 0 day1 ! ,jews held a c\ncil 9 ! high prie/'s hall1 & agre$ ^u _! evid5ce aga9/ him1 & !n c>ri$ him to ,pilate1 :o 0 to be 8 judge2 did/ ?\ accuse ?yself :5 ?\ wak$/ ?is morn+1 & wa/ ?\ cont5t ev5 ) false accusations1 t is1 r to suspect actions to h be5 s91 :i* 7 n1 ?an to smo!r & ju/ify su* z 7 truly s9s8 ,!n ?\ sp5te/ t h\r 9 con=mity to him2 ,pilate f\nd no evid5ce aga9/ him1 & !re=e to ease himself1 & to pass a complim5t ^u ,h]od1 tetr>* ( ,galilee1 :o 0 at t "t at ,j]usalem 7because ,*ri/1 be+ a ,galilean1 0 ( ,h]od's jurisdiction71 ,pilate s5t him to ,h]od1 & r z a madman ?an a malefactor2 ,h]od rem&$ him 7) scorn7 to ,pilate1 to proce$ aga9/ him2 & ?is 0 ab\t eight ( ! clock4 ,ha/ ?\ be5 cont5t to come to ?is inquisition1 ?is exam9ation1 ?is agitation1 ?is cribration1 ?is pursuit ( ?y consci5ce2 to sift x1 to foll[ x f ! s9s ( ?y y\? to ?y pres5t s9s1 f ! s9s ( ?y b$ to ! s9s ( ?y bo>d1 & f ! sub/ance to ! circum/ance ( ?y s9s8 ,t is "t sp5t l ?y ,savi\r's4 ,pilate w\ld h sav$ ,*ri/1 by us+ ! privilege ( ! day 9 8 behalf1 because t day "o prison] 0 to be deliv]$1 b !y *oose ,b>abbas2 he w\ld h sav$ him f dea?1 by satisfy+ _! fury ) inflict+ o!r torm5ts ^u him1 sc\rg+ & cr[n+ ) ?orns1 & load+ him ) _m scornful & ignom9i\s contumelies2 b !y reg>d$ him n1 !y press$ a crucify+4 ,ha/ ?\ gone ab\t to r$eem ?y s91 by fa/+1 by alms1 by discipl9es & mortifications1 9 way ( satisfaction to ! ju/ice ( ,god8 ,t w n s]ve1 t is n ! "r way2 we press an utt] crucify+ ( t s9 t gov]ns !e3 & t con=ms !e to ,*ri/4 ,t[>ds noon ,pilate gave judgm5t1 & !y made su* ha/e to execution z t by noon he 0 ^u ! cross4 ,!re n[ hangs t sacr$ body ^u ! cross1 rebaptiz$ 9 8 own te>s1 & sweat1 & embalm$ 9 8 own blood alive4 ,!re are ^? b[els ( compassion :i* are s conspicu\s1 s manife/$1 z t y may see !m ?r\gh 8 w\nds4 ,!re ^? glori\s eyes grew fa9t 9 _! sight1 s z ! sun1 a%am$ to survive !m1 dep>t$ ) 8 light too4 ,& !n t ,son ( ,god1 :o 0 nev] f u1 & yet _h n[ come a new way unto u 9 assum+ our nature1 deliv]s t s\l 7:i* 0 nev] out ( 8 ,fa!r's h&s7 by a new way1 a volunt>y emission ( x into 8 ,fa!r's h&s2 = ?\gh to ?is ,god our ,"l belong$ ^! issues ( dea?1 s t consid]$ 9 8 own contract1 he mu/ necess>ily die1 yet at no brea* or batt]y :i* !y _h made ^u 8 sacr$ body issu$ 8 s\l2 b emisit1 he gave up ! gho/2 & z ,god brea!d a s\l into ! fir/ ,adam1 s ?is second ,adam brea!d 8 s\l into ,god1 into ! h&s ( ,god4 ,!re we leave y 9 t bless$ dep5d5cy1 to hang ^u him t hangs ^u ! cross1 !re ba! 9 8 te>s1 !re suck at 8 w\nds1 & lie d[n 9 peace 9 8 grave1 till he v\*safe y a resurrection1 & an asc5sion into t k+dom :i* ,he ha? prep>$ = y ) ! ine/imable price ( 8 incorruptible blood4 ,am54 ,,footnotes3 #cdg ,psalm cxv4 #f4 #cdh ,psalm cxxxix4 #f4 #cdi ,psalm cxviii4 #bc4 #cej ,psalm c4 #c4 #cea ,isaiah1 xxxvii4 #c4 #ceb ,rom4 vii4 #bd4 #cec ,g54 vi4 #ad4 #ced ,g54 iv4 #a4 #cee ,john1 xiv4 #b4 #cef ,matt4 viii4 #bj4 #ceg ,heb4 xiii4 #ad4 #ceh ,exod4 xvii4 #a4 #cei ,g54 xlvii4 #i4 #cfj #b ,cor4 v4 #f4 #cfa ,job1 x4 #ah1 #ai4 #cfb ,exod4 xvi4 #c4 #cfc #a ,k+s1 xix4 #d4 #cfd ,jonah1 iv4 #c4 #cfe ,rev4 i4 #ah4 #cff #a ,cor4 xv4 #cc4 #cfg ,acts1 ii4 #ca2 xiii4 #ce4 #cfh ,v]4 #aj4 #cfi ,job1 xxiv4 #bj4 #cgj ,job1 xxi4 #bc1 #be1 #bf4 #cga ,isaiah1 xiv4 #aa4 #cgb ,heb4 xi4 #cgc ,de ,civitate ,dei1 lib4 xvii4 #cgd ,matt4 i4 #ba4 #cge ,luke1 xxiv4 #bf4 #cgf ,cant4 viii4 #f4 #cgg ,ibid4 #g4 #cgh ,g54 iii4 #ae4 #cgi ,luke1 xii4 #ej4 #chj ,heb4 xii4 #b4 #cha ,matt4 xx4 #bb4 #chb ,psalm cxvi4 #ab4 #chc ,matt4 xvii4 #c2 ,m>k1 ix4 #d4 #chd ,luke1 ix4 #ca4 #che ,luke1 xxii4 #da4 #chf ,matt4 xxvi4 #dj4 ,transcrib]s ,notes3 ,i correct$ an error 9 ,footnote #a4 ,! orig9al book said ,matt4 xiii4 #af1 :i* ,i correct$ to v]se #ae4 ,i correct$ an error 9 ,footnote #fe4 ,! orig9al book said ,j]41 :i* ,i correct$ to ,lam4