,,also ,,by ,,horace ,a4 ,,va*ell ,,qu9neys' ,,! ,,hill ,a ,,romance ,,( ,,fri5d%ip ,,horace ,,annesley ,,va*ell ,,london ,,john ,,murray1 ,,albem>le ,,/reet ,,fir/ ,,edition ,april1 #aije ,=tie? ,impression ,jan41 #aiej ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,m9or typographical errors h be5 correct$ )\t note4 ,greek text has be5 translit]at$ & is %[n betwe5 braces4 ,to ,,george ,w4 ,e4 ,,russell ,i d$icate ?is ,romance ( ,fri5d%ip to y ) ! s9c]e/ pleasure & affection4 ,y 7 ! fir/ to sugge/ t ,i %\ld write a book ab\t contempor>y life at ,h>r[2 y gave me ! pr9cipal idea2 y h furni%$ me ) notes innum]able2 y h revis$ e page ( ! manuscript2 & y are a peculi>ly ke5 ,h>rovian4 ,9 mak+ ?is public decl>ation ( my obligations to y1 ,i take ! opportunity ( /at+ t ! *>act]s 9 ,! ,hill1 :e!r ma/]s or boys1 are n portraits1 al?\gh !y may be call$1 tru?fully en\gh1 composite photographs2 & t ! episodes ( ,dr9k+ & ,gambl+ are f\nd$ on isolat$ incid5ts1 n on habitual practices4 ,moreov]1 9 attempt+ to reproduce ! curi\s admixture ( /r5u\sness & s5tim5t--y\r own phrase--:i* animates s vitally ,h>r[ life1 ,i h be5 oblig$ to select ! less common types ( ,h>rovian4 ,only ! elect are capable ( su* fri5d%ip z ,john ,v]ney ent]ta9$ = ,h5ry ,desmond2 & few boys1 happily1 are possess$ ( su* p[]s z ,scaife is %[n to ex]cise4 ,b t !re are su* boys z ,v]ney & ,scaife1 nobody kn[s bett] ?an y\rself4 ,believe me1 ,y\rs mo/ gratefully1 ,,horace ,,annesley ,,va*ell ,,bee*wood1 ,febru>y #bb1 #aije ,,cont5ts ,,*ap4 ,,page ,i4 ,,! ,,manor #a ,,ii4 ,,caes> #ai ,,iii4 ,,kraipale #ce ,,iv4 ,,torpids #eh ,v4 ,,fell[%ip #gj ,,vi4 ,a ,,revelation #ib ,,vii4 ,,re=m #ajg ,,viii4 ,,v]ney ,,boscobel #abc ,,ix4 ,,black ,,spots #adj ,x4 ,,decapitation #aeh ,,xi4 ,,self-,,que/ion+ #agc ,,xii4 ,,"l',s #ahi ,,xiii4 ,,if ,i ,,p]i%1 ,i ,,p]i% #baa ,,xiv4 ,,good ,,night #bcj ,,*apt] ,i ,! ,manor ,five hundr$ faces1 & all s /range6 ,life 9 front ( me--home beh9d1 ,i felt l a waif be=e ! w9d ,toss$ on an ocean ( %ock & *ange4 ,*orus4 ,yet ! "t may come1 z ! ye>s g by1 ,:5 y\r he>t w ?rill ,at ! ?\ght ( ! ,hill1 ,& ! day t y came s /range & %y4 ,! tra9 slid sl[ly out ( ,h>r[ /ation4 ,five m9utes be=e1 a man & a boy _h be5 walk+ up & d[n ! long plat=m4 ,! boy wond]$ :y ! man1 8 uncle1 0 s /rangely sil5t4 ,!n1 sudd5ly1 ! eld] ,john ,v]ney _h plac$ 8 h&s ^u ! %\ld]s ( ! y\ng] ,john1 look+ d[n into eyes z grey & z /eady z 8 own4 ,y'll f9d pl5ty ( fell[s abus+ ,h>r[1 he said quietly2 b take x f me1 t ! fault lies n 9 ,h>r[1 b 9 !m4 ,su* boys1 z a rule1 d n come out ( ! top draw]4 ,don't look s solemn4 ,y're ab\t to take a head] into a big riv]4 ,9 x are rocks & rapids2 b y "k h[ to swim1 & aft] ! fir/ plunge y'll enjoy x1 z ,i did1 amaz+ly4 ,ra--!r1 said ,john4 ,9 ! ,new ,=e/1 :]e ,john _h sp5t mo/ ( 8 life at 8 uncle's place ( ,v]ney ,boscobel1 ?is uncle1 8 dead fa!r's only bro!r1 0 wor%ipp$ z a h]o4 ,inde$ he fill$ s l>ge a space 9 ! boy's imag9ation1 t o!rs 7 cramp$ = room4 ,john ,v]ney 9 ,india1 9 ,burmah1 9 ,africa 7he took cont95ts 9 8 /ride71 mov$ colossal4 ,& :5 uncle & nephew met1 behold1 ! great travell] /ood n mu* tall] ?an ,john himself6 ,t fir/ mom5t1 ! in/ant %att]+ ( a preci\s delusion1 held angui%4 ,b n[1 z ! tra9 :irl$ away ! sil5t1 ?91 little man1 he began to exp& aga94 ,john saw him scal+ heights1 cutt+ a pa? ?r\gh imp5etrable =e/s1 wad+ across dismal swamps1 an ev]-mov+ figure1 seek+ ! hi!rto unkn[able & irreclaimable1 introduc+ ord] :]e *aos reign$ supreme1 a _w-fam\s pione]4 ,h[ good to ?9k t ,john ,v]ney 0 8 uncle1 blood ( 8 blood1 81 81 8--= all "t6 ,&1 long ago1 ,john1 s5ior1 _h come to ,h>r[2 _h felt :at ,john1 junior1 felt to ! core--! dull1 gr9d+ wr5* ( sep>ation1 ! s5se1 n yet to be analys$ by a boy1 ( /&+ alone ^u ! edge ( a riv]1 inde$1 into :i* he mu/ plunge headlong 9 a few m9utes4 ,well1 ,uncle ,john _h tak5 8 head] ) a /\t he>t--:o d>$ to d\bt t8 ,surely he _h n wait$1 %iv]+ & hesitat+1 at ! jump+-(f place4 ,! tra9 0 n[ out ( sight4 ,john slipp$ ! uncle's tip into 8 purse1 & walk$ out ( ! /ation & on to ! road beyond1 ! road :i* l$ to ! top ( ! ,hill4 ,! ,hill4 ,pres5tly1 ! boy rea*$ "s iron pal+s & a wicket-gate4 ,8 uncle _h po9t$ out ?is gate & ! /eep pa? beyond :i* l$ to ! top ( ! ,hill1 to ! *ur*y>d1 to ! ,pea*ey tomb on :i* ,byron dream$1#a to ! ,high ,/reet--& to ! ,manor4 ,x 0 pleasant to rememb] t he 0 go+ to bo>d at ! ,manor1 ) its traditions1 its triumphs1 its record4 ,9 8 uncle's day ! ,manor rank$ fir/ among ! bo>d+-h\ses4 ,n a d\bt di/urb$ ,john's conviction t x rank$ fir/ /ill4 ,! boy />$ upw>ds ) a ke5 gaze4 ,_h ! "m se5 h] son at t mom5t1 %e might h disc]n$ a subtle lik5ess betwe5 uncle & nephew1 n ! lik5ess ( ! fle%1 b ( ! _s4 ,septemb] ra9s1 foll[$ by a day ( w>m sun%9e1 _h lur$ f ! e>? a s(t haze :i* obscur$ ! big fields at ! foot ( ! ,hill4 ,john c\ld make out f5ces1 popl>s1 elms1 ,scot* firs1 & spectral h\ses4 ,b1 above1 ev]y?+ 0 cle>4 ,! s*ool-build+s1 su* z he c\ld see1 /ood out boldly aga9/ a cl\dless sky1 & above ^! so>$ ! spire ( ,h>r[ ,*ur*1 po9t+ an inexorable f+] upw>ds4 ,aft]w>ds ?is spot became de> to ,john ,v]ney1 because "h1 :]e mi/s 7 *ill & bl9d+1 he _h be5 impell$ to leave ! broad high-road & take a pa? :i* l$ into a %ad[y future4 ,9 ob$i5ce to an impulse /rong] ?an himself he _h tak5 ! %ort cut to :at await$ him4 ,= a few m9utes he /ood outside ! pal+s1 try+ to *oke d[n an abom9able lump 9 8 ?roat4 ,?is 0 n 8 fir/ visit to ,h>r[4 ,at ! end ( ! previ\s t]m1 he _h asc5d$ ! ,hill to pass ! entrance exam9ation4 ,a ma/] f 8 prep>atory s*ool accompani$ him1 an ,etonian1 :o _h />$ r sup]cili\sly--s ,john ?\ght--at build+s less v5]able ?an ^? :i* ,h5ry ,,vi rais$ ne> ,w9dsor4 ,john1 :o _h p]ceptions1 0 elusively consci\s t 8 companion1 too mu* ( a g5tleman to give 8 ?\ghts words1 might be contra/+ a yeoman's "w ) a k+'s2 & :5 ! ,etonian1 gaz+ across ! pla9s bel[ to :]e ,w9dsor lay1 a s(t %ad[ ^u ! horizon1 said abruptly1 ,i wi% ,eton _h be5 built ^u a hill1 ,john repli$ effusively3 ,oh1 sir1 x is dec5t ( y to say t4 ,! exam9ation1 h[ev]1 di/ract$ 8 att5tion f all ?+s save ! pap]s4 ,to 8 delight he f\nd ^! easy1 &1 z soon z he left ! exam9ation-room1 he 0 popp$ into a cab & tak5 back to t[n4 ,com+ d[n ! flight ( /eps1 he _h se5 a few boys hurry+ up or d[n ! road4 ,at ^! ! ,etonian cock$ a tw9kl+ eye4 ,que] kit y ,h>r[ boys we>1 he said4 ,john1 inord9ately grateful at ?is recognition ( himself z an ,h>rovian1 =gave ! gibe4 ,x _h /ruck him1 also1 t ! %all[ /raw hat1 ! swall[-tail coat1 did look que]1 b he reg>d$ !m rev]5tly z ! uni=m ( a crack corps4 ,to-day1 /&+ by ! iron pal+s1 ,john review$ ! ev5ts ( ! la/ h\r4 ,! view 0 blurr$ by un%$ te>s4 ,8 uncle & he _h driv5 toge!r to ! ,manor4 ,"h1 ! explor] _h ex]cis$ 8 peculi> p]sonal magnetism ^u ! h\se-ma/]1 a tall1 burly man ( trucul5t aspect & spee*4 ,john realiz$ pr\dly t 8 uncle 0 ! bigg] ( ! two1 & ! giant ackn[l$g$1 p]haps grudg+ly1 ! dw>f's sup]iority4 ,! talk1 %ort en\gh1 _h w&]$ into ,d>ke/ ,africa4 ,8 uncle1 z usual1 said little1 reply+ almo/ 9 monosyllables to ! que/ions ( 8 ho/2 b ,john junior told himself exultantly t x 0 n necess>y = ,uncle ,john to talk2 ! wide _w knew :at he _h done4 ,!n 8 h\se-ma/]1 ,rut=d1 _h told ,john :]e to buy 8 fir/ /raw hat4 ,y c get "o )\t an ord] at ! beg9n+ ( ea* t]m1 said he1 9 a ?ick1 rasp+ voice4 ,b y mu/ ask me = an ord] if y want a second4 ,!n he _h %[n ,john 8 room1 to be %>$ ) two o!r boys1 & _h told him ! h\r ( lock-up4 ,& !n1 aft] tea1 came ! walk d[n ! hill1 ! tip1 ! firm grasp ( ! s9ewy h&1 & a f9al--,god bless y4 ,com+ to ! end ( ^! reflections1 confront$ by ! inexorable future1 & ! necessity1 no less inexorable1 ( /epp+ into x1 ,john pass$ ?r\gh ! gate4 ,8 he>t flutt]$ furi\sly1 & ! lump 9 ! ?roat swell$ inconv5i5tly4 ,john1 h[ev]1 _h provid$ himself ) a cure-all4 ,plung+ 8 h& into 8 pocket1 he pull$ out a c>tridge1 an unus$ tw5ty-bore gun c>tridge4 ,look+ at ?is1 ,john smil$4 ,:5 he smil$ he became good-look+4 ,! face1 too long1 pla91 b full ( s5se & hum\r1 r\nd$ itself into ! graci\s curves ( y\?2 ! s]i\s grey eyes sp>kl$2 ! lips1 too firmly compress$1 p>t$1 reveal+ admirable tee?1 small & squ>ely set2 into ! *eeks1 br[n r ?an p9k1 fl[$ a w>m /ream ( col\r4 ,! c>tridge /ood = s mu*4 ,only a week be=e1 ,uncle ,john1 on 8 arrival f ,man*uria1 _h h&$ 8 nephew a small lea!r case & a key4 ,! case held a d\ble-b>rell$1 hamm]less1 ejector1 tw5ty-bore gun1 ) a great "n ^u its poli%$ blue b>rels4 ,! sight ( ! c>tridge ju/ifi$ ,john's expectations4 ,he put x back into 8 pocket1 & /rode =w>d & upw>d4 99 99 99 99 99 ,close to ! ,s*ool ,*apel1 ,john rem>k$ a curly-head$ "y g5tleman ( wond]fully prepossess+ appe>ance1 f :om emanat$ an air1 an atmosph]e1 ( g5ial enjoym5t :i* diffus$ itself4 ,! bricks ( ! s*ool-build+s seem$ r$d] & w>m]1 z if !y 7 bask+ 9 ?is sunny smile4 ,! y\? 0 smil+ n[1 smil+--at ,john4 ,= sev]al h\rs ,john _h be5 mis]ably aw>e t surprises await$ him1 b n smiles4 ,he knew no ,h>rovians2 at 8 s*ool1 a small "o1 8 fell[s 7 labell$ ,w9*e/]1 ,eton1 ,well+ton2 none1 curi\sly en\gh1 ,h>r[4 ,& already he _h pass$ half a doz5 boys1 ! fir/-com]s1 "s /rang]s1 l himself1 & 9 ea* face he _h read indiff]5ce4 ,n "o _h tak5 ! tr\ble to say1 ,hullo6 ,:o are y8 aft] ! r\gh & ready fa%ion ( ! private s*ool4 ,& n[ ?is smil+1 fasc9at+ p]son 0 actually ab\t to address him1 & 9 ! old famili> /yle---- ,hullo6 ,hullo6 ,i met y\r gov]nor ! o!r day4 ,did y8 ,john repli$4 ,8 fa!r _h di$ :5 ,john 0 sev54 ,obvi\sly1 a blund] 9 id5tity _h creat$ ?is g5ial smile4 ,john wi%$ t 8 fa!r _h n di$4 ,yes1 pursu$ ! smil+ "o1 ,i met him--p>tridge-%oot+ at home--& he ask$ me to be on ! look-out = y4 ,x's que] y %\ld turn up at once1 isn't x8 ,yes1 said ,john4 ,y\r gov]nor look$ awfully fit4 ,did he8 ,!n ,john add$ solemnly1 ,my gov]nor di$ :5 ,i 0 a kid4 ,! o!r gasp$2 !n he ?rew back 8 curly head & laugh$4 ,i say1 ,i beg y\r p>don4 ,i didn't mean to laugh4 ,if y're n ,h>dacre1 :o are y8 ,v]ney4 ,i've j come4 ,v]ney8 ,t's a great ,h>r[ "n4 ,are y any relation to ! explor]8 ,nephew1 said ,john1 blu%+4 ,ah--y ought to h be5 "h la/ ,spee*]4#b ,we *e]$ him1 ,i c tell y4 ,& ! song 0 sung3 ! "o ) 8 "n 9 x4 ,yes1 said ,john4 ,!n he add$ n]v\sly1 ,all ! same1 ,i don't "k a s\l at ,h>r[4 ,desmond smil$4 ,! smile assur$ ,john t 8 "n w\ld secure him a cordial welcome4 ,desmond add$ abruptly1 ,my "n1 ,desmond1 is a ,h>r[ "n4 ,my fa!r1 my gr&fa!r1 my uncles1 & ?ree bro!rs 7 "h4 ,x does make a diff]5ce4 ,:at's y\r h\se8 ,! ,manor1 said ,john1 pr\dly4 ,dirty ,dick's6 ,!n1 see+ con/]nation writ l>ge ^u ,john's face1 he add$ quickly1 ,we call him ,dirty ,dick1 y "k2 b ! h\se is--er--"o ( ! olde/ & bigge/--er--h\ses4 ,he cont9u$ hurri$ly3 ,i'm go+ into ,dam]'s next t]m4 ,dam]'s is always *ock-a-block1 y "k4 ,:y is ,rut=d call$ ',dirty ,dick'8 ,john ask$ n]v\sly4 ,he doesn't look dirty4 ,oh1 we've lick$ him into a sort ( %ape1 said ,desmond4 ,i believe he to%es n[--once a mon? or s4 ,to%es8 ,tubs1 y "k4 ,we call a tub a 'to%4' ,:5 ,dirty ,dick came "h he 0 unclean4 ,he told 8 =m--oh6 ! *eek ( x6--t 9 8 fil?y m9d "o ba? a week 0 pl5ty1 unconsci\sly ! boy mimick$ ! ?ick1 rasp+ tones--two1 luxury1 & ?ree--sup]fluity6 ,aft] t he 0 call$ ,dirty ,dick4 ,!re's ano!r /ory4 ,!y say t ye>s ago he w5t to a ,turki% ba?1 & aft] a r>e good scrap+ ! man :o 0 scrap+ him--na/y job t6--f\nd some?+ :i* ,dirty ,dick recogniz$ z a bea/ly flannel %irt he _h lo/ :5 he 0 at ! ',v>sity4 ,b only ! ,f\r? ,=m boys swall[ t4 ,hullo6 ,!re's a pal ( m9e4 ,see y aga94 ,he ran (f gaily4 ,john walk$ to ! %op :]e /raw hats 7 sold4 ,"h he met o!r new boys1 :o reg>d$ him curi\sly1 b said no?+4 ,john put on 8 hat1 & gave ,rut=d's "n to ! "y man :o wait$ on him4 ,he _h an absurd feel+ t ! "y man w\ld say1 ,oh yes--,dirty ,dick's6 ,"o v nice-look+ p9k-*eek$ boy said to ano!r boy t he 0 at ,dam]'s4 ,john c\ld h sworn t ! hatt]'s assi/ant reg>d$ ! p9k y\? ) increas$ def]5ce4 ,:y _h ,uncle ,john s5t him to ,dirty ,dick's8 ,he hurri$ out ( ! %op1 fum+4 ,!n he rememb]$ ! hamm]less gun4 ,aft] all1 ! ,manor _h be5 ! h\se once1 & x might be ! h\se aga94 ,by ?is "t ! boys 7 arriv+4 ,gr\ps 7 =m+4 ,snat*es ( *att] rea*$ ,john's e>s4 ,yes1 ,i %ot a /ag1 a n9e-po9t]4 ,my gov]nor is go+ to h x set up = me---- ,:at8 ,walk$ up y\r gr\se ) dogs6 ,we drive ours---- ,i _h "s ripp+ cricket1 made a c5tury 9 "o mat*---- ,by ,jove6 ,did y really8---- ,john pass$ on4 ,^! 7 bloods1 trem5d\s swells1 gr[n m5 ) a titillat+ flav\r ( ! _w ab\t _! di/+ui%$ p]sons4 ,a m9ute lat] he 0 />+ disconsolately at a gr\p ( 8 fell[s j 9 front ( ,dir----( ,rut=d's side door4 ,an impulse seiz$ him to turn & flee4 ,:at w\ld ,uncle ,john say to t8 ,s he advanc$4 ,! boys made way politely1 ask+ no que/ions4 ,z he pass$ ?r\gh he caught a few eag] words4 ,i 0 hop+ t ! brute _h gone4 ,x is a sick5]1 & no mi/ake6 ,john asc5d$ ! batt]$1 worn-out /aircase1 wond]+ :o ! brute 04 ,p]haps a sort ( ,fla%man4 ,john knew 8 ,tom ,br[n2 b "s "o _h told him t bully+ _h ceas$ to be4 ,great emphasis _h be5 laid on ! brute1 :oev] he might be4 ,^u ! second-floor passage1 he f\nd 8 room & "o ( its t5ants1 :o nodd$ c>elessly z ,john cross$ ! ?re%old4 ,i'm ,scaife1 he said4 ,are y ! ,"l1 or ! ,common]8 ,he laugh$1 indicat+ a l>ge portmanteau1 labell$1 ,"l ,esme ,k9lo*4 ,i'm ,v]ney1 said ,john4 ,i've bagg$ ! be/ b$1 said ,scaife1 aft] a pause1 & ,i advise y to bag ! next be/ "o1 ov] !re4 ,x 0 m9e la/ t]m4 ,i don't see ! b$s1 said ,john1 />+ ab\t him4 ,scaife po9t$ out :at appe>$ to be ?ree tall1 n>r[ w>drobes4 ,! re/ ( ! furniture includ$ ?ree mu*-batt]$ wa%/&s & *e/s ( draw]s1 f\r ,w9dsor *airs1 & a squ>e table1 cov]$ ) innum]able ink/a9s & r\ghly-c>v$ names4 ,! b$s let d[n1 ,scaife said1 & dur+ ! fir/ s*ool ! maids make !m1 & %ut !m up aga94 ,x is consid]$ a joke to crawl into ano!r fell['s room at night1 & %ut him up4 ,y f9d y\rself /&+ ^u y\r head 9 ! d>k1 *ok+4 ,x is a joke--= ! o!r fell[4 ,did "s "o d t to y8 ask$ ,john4 ,yes2 a big l\t 9 ! ,?ird ,fif?1 ,scaife smil$ grimly4 ,& :at did y d8 ,i wait$ = him next day ) a cricket /ump4 ,!re 0 an awful r[1 because ,i let him h x a bit too h>d2 b ,i've n be5 %ut up s9ce4 ,t b$ is a bea/4 ,x collapses4 ,he *uckl$4 ,"y ,k9lo* won't f9d x q z s(t z ! ones at ,:ite ,ladies4 ,well1 l ! re/ ( u1 he'll h to take ,dirty ,dick's z he f9ds x4 ,! bolt _h fall54 ,john ask$ 9 a quav]+ voice1 ,!n x is call$ t8 ,call$ :at8 ,?is h\se4 ,dirty ,dick's6 ,scaife smil$ cynically4 ,he look$ ab\t a ye> old] ?an ,john1 b he _h ! air & mann]s ( a man ( ! _w--s ,john ?\ght4 ,also1 he 0 v good-look+1 h&som] ?an ,desmond1 & 9 /rik+ contra/ to t smil+1 g5ial y\?1 be+ d>k1 almo/ sw>?y ( complexion1 ) /rongly-m>k$ features & r co>se h&s & feet4 ,ev]ybody "h calls x ,dirty ,dick's1 he repli$ curtly4 ,john />$ helplessly4 ,b1 he mutt]$1 ,i he>d1 ,i 0 told1 t ! ,manor 0 ! be/ h\se 9 ! s*ool4 ,x us$ to be1 ,scaife answ]$4 ,to-day1 x comes jolly ne> be+ ! wor/4 ,! fell[s 9 o!r h\ses are dec5t2 !y don't rub x 92 b1 betwe5 ourselves1 ! ,manor has gone to pot ev] s9ce ,dirty ,dick took hold ( x4 ,dam]'s is ! swell h\se n[4 ,john began to un/rap 8 portmanteau4 ,scaife puzzl$ him4 ,= in/ance1 he display$ no curiosity4 ,he did n put ! que/ions always ask$ at a ,prep>atory ,s*ool4 ,)\t turn+ 8 ?\ght into words1 ,john div9$ t at ,h>r[ x 0 bad =m to ask que/ions4 ,z he want$ to ask a "q1 a v important "q1 ?is en=c$ sil5ce became exasp]at+4 ,pres5tly ,scaife said1 ,i suppose y are "o ( ! ,claydon lot4 ,no2 my home is 9 ! ,new ,=e/4 ,my uncle is ,v]ney ( ,v]ney ,boscobel4 ,oh6 8 "n is on ! panels at ! head ( ! /aircase2 & x's c>v$ on a b$ 9 ! next room4 ,crikey6 ,i mu/ g & look at x4 ,y c look at ! panels1 ( c\rse2 b don't say ',crikey6' & don't g into ! next room4 ,two ,fif? ,=m fell[s h x4 ,x w\ld be inf]nal *eek4 ,john hop$ t ,scaife w\ld (f] to accompany him to ! panels4 ,!n he w5t alone4 ,x be+ n[ )9 half an h\r ( lock-up1 ! passages 7 sw>m+ ) boys4 ,soon ,john w\ld see !m assembl$ 9 ,hall1 :]e _! names w\ld be call$ ov] by ,rut=d4 ,ev]ybody--,john _h be5 told--0 expect$ to be pres5t at ?is fir/ call-ov]1 except a few boys :o might be com+ f a di/ance4 ,john work$ 8 way along ! upp] passage1 & d[n ! second flight ( /airs till he came to ! fir/ l&+4 ,"h1 close to ! h\se notice-bo>d1 7 "s oak panels cov]$ ) names & dates1 all c>v$--s ,john le>n$ lat]--by a fam\s ,h>r[ "*1 ,sam ,ho>e1 once ,cu/os ( ! ,s*ool4 ,! boy glanc$ eag]ly1 ard5tly1 up & d[n ! panels4 ,ah1 yes1 "h 0 8 fa!r's "n1 & "h--8 uncle's4 ,& !n out ( ! dull1 f9ely-gra9$ oak1 %one o!r names famili> to all :o love ! ,hill & its traditions4 ,john's he>t grew w>m aga9 ) pride 9 ! h\se t _h held su* m54 ,! "n ( ! great /atesman & bel[ x a mighty w>rior's made him ?rill & tremble4 ,!y 7 ,old ,h>rovians1 ^! fell[s1 m5 :om 8 uncle _h kn[n1 m5 ( :om 8 de> "m1 wise s\l6 _h spok5 a ?\s& times4 ,! l&+ & ! passages 7 ro>+ ) ! life ( ! pres5t mom5t4 ,boys1 big & small1 7 *aff+ ea* o!r l\dly4 ,"u "s circum/ances1 ?is new-com]1 a /rang]1 ignor$ entirely1 might h felt desolate & =lorn 9 ! he>t ( su* a cr[d2 b ,john 0 t+l+ ) delight & pleasure4 ,sudd5ly1 ! noise mod]at$4 ,john1 look+ up1 saw a big fell[ sl[ly approa*+1 ex*ang+ greet+s ) ev]ybody4 ,john turn$ to a boy close to him4 ,:o is x8 he :isp]$4 ,! o!r boy answ]$ curtly1 ,lawr5ce1 ! ,head ( ! ,h\se4 ,! big fell[ sudd5ly caught ,john's eyes4 ,:at he read !re--admiration1 respect1 envy--br\ght a slight smile to 8 lips4 ,y\r "n8 he dem&$4 ,v]ney4 ,lawr5ce held out 8 h&1 simply & yet ) a c]ta9 dignity4 ,i he>d y 7 com+1 he said1 ke5ly exam9+ ,john's face4 ,we c't h too _m ,v]neys4 ,if ,i c d any?+ = y1 let me "k4 ,he nodd$1 & /rode on4 ,john saw t sev]al boys 7 />+ ) a new int]e/4 ,none1 h[ev]1 spoke to him2 & he return$ to 8 room ) a blu%+ face4 ,scaife _h unpack$ 8 clo!s & put !m away2 he 0 n[ survey+ ! b>e walls ) undisguis$ contempt4 ,isn't ?is a bea/ly hole8 he rem>k$4 ,john1 always int]e/$ 9 p r ?an ?+s1 exam9$ ! room c>efully4 ,pass+ d[n ! passage he _h caught glimpses ( o!r rooms3 "s *>m+ly furni%$1 gay ) *9tz1 embelli%$ ) pictures1 ,japanese fans1 silv] cups1 & o!r trophies4 ,comp>+ ^! ) 8 own ap>tm5t1 ,john said %yly-- ,x's n v beefy4 ,beefy8 ,y smell ( a private s*ool1 ,v]ney4 ,n[1 is x wor? do+ up8 ,y see1 ,i %all be 9 a two-room next t]m4 ,if we all *ip 9---- he paus$4 ,i've br\ght back two quid1 said ,john4 ,scaife's smile indicat$ nei!r approval nor ! rev]se4 ,john's +5u\s confid5ce provok$ none 9 return4 ,we'll talk ab\t x :5 ,k9lo* arrives4 ,i wond] :y 8 p s5t him "h4 ,john _h /udi$ "s books1 b n ! ,pe]age4 ,! great "n ( ,k9lo* 0 new to him1 n new to ,scaife1 :o1 = a boy1 knew 8 ,burke too odi\sly well4 ,:y %\ldn't 8 p s5d him "h8 he ask$4 ,because1 ,scaife's tone 0 contemptu\s1 because ! ,k9lo*s--!y're a great cricket+ family--g to ,eton4 ,! duke mu/ h "s reason4 ,! duke8 ,hang x1 surely y h he>d ( ! ,duke ( ,tr5t8 ,yes1 said ,john1 humbly4 ,& ?is is 8 son8 ,he glanc$ at ! label on ! new portmanteau4 ,^: son %\ld he be8 said ,scaife4 ,well1 x's que]4 ,dukes#c & dukes' sons come to ,h>r[--all ! ,hamiltons 7 "h1 & ! ,fitz,roys1 & ! ,/4 ,maurs--b ! ,k9lo*s1 z ,i say1 h gone to ,eton4 ,x's a rum ?+--v4 ,& :y ! deuce hasn't he turn$ up8 ,! clang+ ( a bell br\ght bo? boys to _! feet4 ,lock-up1 & call-ov]1 said ,scaife4 ,come on6 ,!y pu%$ _! way d[n ! passage4 ,sev]al boys address$ ,scaife4 ,hullo1 ,demon6--,"h's ! old ,demon6--,demon1 ,i ?\ght y 7 go+ to be sack$6 ,to ^! & o!r sallies ,scaife repli$ ) 8 slightly ironical smile4 ,john p]ceiv$ t 8 companion 0 popul> & at ! same "t peculi>2 q diff]5t f any boy he _h yet met4 ,!y fil$ into a big room--! d9+-room ( ! h\se--a squ>e1 l(ty hall1 ) ?ree long tables 9 x4 ,on ! walls hung "s portraits ( fam\s ,old ,h>rovians4 ,z a room x 0 disappo9t+ at fir/ sight1 almo/ commonplace4 ,b 9 x1 ,john soon f\nd out1 ev]y?+ = weal or woe :i* conc]n$ ! ,manor _h tak5 place or _h be5 discuss$4 ,!re 7 two fireplaces & two l>ge doors4 ,! boys pass$ ?r\gh "o door2 ^u ! ?re%old ( ! o!r /ood ! butl]1 hold+ a silv] salv]1 ) a %eet ( pap] on x4 ,:at *eek6 murmur$ ,scaife4 ,eh8 said ,john4 ,dirty ,dick isn't "h4 ,j l him1 ! slack]6 ,& :5 he does come ov] on our side ( ! ,h\se1 he slimes ab\t 9 c>pet slipp]s--! bea/6 ,lawr5ce ent]$ z ,scaife spoke4 ,john saw t 8 /rongly-m>k$ eyebr[s w5t up1 :5 he p]ceiv$ ! butl]4 ,he approa*$1 & took ! %eet ( pap]4 ,! butl] said impressively-- ,mr4 ,rut=d is busy4 ,w y call ov]1 sir8 ,at any rate1 ! butl]1 ,dumbleton1 0 wor?y ( ! be/ traditions ( ! ,manor4 ,he _h a %rewd1 clean-%av5 face1 & ! deportm5t ( an ar*bi%op4 ,! ,head ( ! ,h\se took ! pap]1 & began to call ov] ! names4 ,ea* boy1 z 8 "n 0 call$1 said1 ,"h1 or1 if he wi%$ to be funny1 ,"h1 sir6 ,v]ney8 ,! "n rang out crisply4 ,"h1 sir1 said ,john4 ,! ,head ( ! ,h\se ey$ him %>ply4 ,k9lo*8 ,no answ]4 ,k9lo*8 ,scaife answ]$ dryly3 ,k9lo*'s portmanteau has come4 ,!n ,dumbleton said 9 8 smoo?1 bl& voice1 ,8 lord%ip is 9 ! draw+-room ) ,mr4 ,rut=d4 ,! boys ex*ang$ kn[+ glances4 ,scaife look$ contemptu\s4 ,! next mom5t ! la/ "n _h be5 call$1 & ! boys scurri$ into ! passages4 ,lawr5ce 0 ! fir/ to leave ! hall4 ,impulsively1 ,john ru%$ up to him4 ,i didn't mean to be funny1 ,i didn't really1 he pant$4 ,q "r4 ,x doesn't pay1 ,lawr5ce smil$ grimly1 = new boys to be funny4 ,i saw y didn't mean x4 ,lawr5ce spoke 9 a l\d voice4 ,john realiz$ t he _h s spok5 purposely1 try+ to wipe out a new boy's fir/ blund]4 ,?anks awfully1 said ,john4 ,he rea*$ 8 room to f9d ?ree o!r boys busily engag$ 9 abus+ _! h\se-ma/]4 ,!y took no notice ( ,john1 :o lean$ aga9/ ! wall4 ,8 lord%ip is 9 ! draw+-room ) ,mr4 ,rut=d4 ,a freckle-fac$1 r$-head$ y\?1 ) a big ela/ic m\? _h imitat$ ,dumbleton admirably4 ,:at a snob ,dick is6 drawl$ a v tall1 v ?91 ari/ocratic-look+ boy4 ,& a fool1 add$ ,scaife4 ,?is sort ( ?+ makes him loa!d4 ,x is a sell 8 be+ "h4 ,all ?ree fell to talk+4 ,! "q /ill fe/]+ 9 ,john's m9d 0 answ]$ )9 a m9ute4 ,! brute 0 ,rut=d4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ! previ\s t]m gossip _h x t ! ma/] ( ! ,manor _h be5 (f]$ an appo9tm5t else:]e4 ,:]eat ! wor?i] spirits 9 ! anci5t h\se rejoic$4 ,n[ ! joy 0 turn$ into wail+ & gna%+ ( tee?4 ,is he a bea/ to u8 said ,john4 ,! freckle-fac$ boy answ]$ affably1 ,t dep5ds4 ,8 ,imp]ial ,highness--he kick$ ! new portmanteau h>d--w n f9d ,mr4 ,ri*>d ,rut=d a bea/4 ,f> f x4 ,& he's civil to ! ,demon1 because 8 papa is a man ( _m %ekels4 ,b to m]e outsid]s1 l myself1 a bea/ ( bea/s2 ay1 ! v k+ ( bea/s1 is--,dirty ,dick4 ,& !n--oh1 horrors6--! door ( ,no4 #ae op5$1 & ,rut=d appe>$1 foll[$ by a seem+ly "y & v fa%ionably dress$ lady4 ,! boys jump$ to _! feet4 ,all1 except ,scaife1 look$ pret]naturally solemn4 ,! h\se-ma/] nodd$ c>elessly4 ,?is is ,scaife1 ,du*ess1 he said 9 8 ?ick1 rasp+ tones4 ,scaife & ,v]ney1 let me pres5t y to ! ,du*ess ( ,tr5t4 ,he m\!d ! illu/ri\s "n1 z if x 7 a l>ge & ripe gre5gage4 ,! du*ess advanc$1 smil+ graci\sly4 ,^!--,rut=d nam$ ! o!r boys--are ,eg]ton1 ,lovell1 &--er--,duff4 ,scaife1 alone ( ^? pres5t1 appreciat$ ! ord] 9 :i* 8 s*oolfell[s _h be5 nam$4 ,eg]ton--kn[n z ! ,cat]pill>--0 ! son ( a ,gu>dsman2 ,lovell's fa!r 0 a judge2 ,duff's fa!r an obscure p>son4 ,! du*ess %ook h&s ) ea* boy4 ,y\r fa!r & ,i are old fri5ds1 %e said to ,eg]ton2 & ,i h _h ! pleasure ( meet+ y\r uncle1 %e smil$ at ,john4 ,duff look$ unhappy & ill at ease1 because x 0 almo/ c]ta9 t 8 la/ s5t5ce _h be5 ov]he>d by ! h\se-ma/]4 ,! du*ess ask$ a few que/ions & !n took h] leave4 ,%e & h] son 7 d9+ ) ! ,head ,ma/]4 ,rut=d accompani$ h]4 ,did ! blight] he>8 said ,duff4 ,h[ c\ld he help x ) 8 enorm\s asses' e>s8 said ! tall1 ?9 ,eg]ton4 ,duff1 an optimi/1 l all r$-head$1 freckl$ boys1 appeal$ to ! o!rs1 ea* 9 turn4 ,! v]dict 0 unanim\s4 ,he hates me l poison1 said ,duff4 ,i %all cat* x hot4 ,:at an unlucky begg> ,i am6 ,pooh6 said ,scaife4 ,he kn[s jolly well t ! :ole s*ool calls him ,dirty ,dick4 ,b :atev] hopes ,duff may h ent]ta9$ ( 8 h\se-ma/]'s deafness 7 spe$ily laid 9 ! du/4 ,)9 five m9utes ,rut=d reappe>$4 ,he /ood 9 ! doorway1 gl>+4 ,j n[1 ,duff1 said he1 ,i happ5$ to ov]he> y\r voice1 :i* is s+ul>ly1 ,i may say vulg>ly1 p5etrat+4 ,y 7 speak+ ( me1 y\r h\se-ma/]1 z ',dick4' ,b y us$ an adjective be=e x4 ,:at 0 x8 ,duff wri!d4 ,i don't--rememb]4 ,oh yes1 y d4 ,:y lie1 ,duff8 ,john's br[n face grew pale4 ,! adjective y us$1 cont9u$ ,rut=d1 0 'dirty4' ,y spoke ( me z ',dirty ,dick1' & ,i fancy ,i caught ! ^w 'bea/4' ,y w write out1 if y please1 "o hundr$ ,greek l9es1 acc5ts & /ops1 & br+ !m to me1 or leave !m ) ,dumbleton1 tw5ty-five l9es at a "t1 e alt]nate half h\r dur+ ! aft]noon ( ! next half holiday4 ,good night to y4 ,good night1 sir1 said all ! boys1 save ,john & ,scaife4 ,good night1 ,v]ney4 ,ma/] & pupil confront$ ea* o!r4 ,john's face look$ impassive2 & ,rut=d turn$ f ! new boy to ,scaife4 ,good night1 ,scaife4 ,scaife drew himself up1 &1 9 a quiet1 cool voice1 repli$-- ,good night1 sir4 ,duff wait$ till ,rut=d's heavy /ep 0 no long] he>d2 !n he ru%$ at ,john4 ,i say1 he splutt]$1 y're a good sort--a9't he1 ,demon8 ,refus+ to say ',good night' to ! bea/ because he 0 ragg+ me4 ,b he'll nev] =give y--nev]6 ,oh yes1 he w1 said ,scaife4 ,x won't be difficult = ,dirty ,dick to =give ! future ,v]ney ( ,v]ney ,boscobel4 ,john />$4 ,v]ney ,boscobel8 he repeat$4 ,:y1 t belongs to my uncle4 ,"m & ,i hope he'll m>ry & h a lot ( jolly kids ( 8 own4 ,y hope he'll m>ry8 ,well1 ,i'm---- ,john's jaw /uck out4 ,! emphasis on ! hope & ! uprais$ eyebr[ smote h>d4 ,y don't mean to say1 he began hotly1 y don't ?9k t---- ,i c ?9k :at ,i please1 said ,scaife1 curtly2 & s c y4 ,he laugh$ d]isively4 ,?9k+ :at !y please is ab\t ! only lib]ty all[$ to new boys4 ,ev5 ! ,duff] le>n$ to hold 8 tongue dur+ 8 fir/ t]m4 ,! ,cat]pill>--! tall1 ?91 ari/ocratic boy--spoke solemnly4 ,he 0 a d&y1 ! und]/udy--z ,john soon discov]$--( "o ( ! ,bloods2 a ,junior ,blood1 or ,w\ld-be1 a trem5d\s au?ority on swagg]1 a /ickl] = tradition1 :o _h be5 ne>ly ?ree ye>s 9 ! s*ool4 ,! ,demon is "r1 said he4 ,a new boy c't be too c>eful1 ,v]ney4 ,y\r be+ funny 9 hall j n[ made a dev'li% bad impression4 ,b ,i didn't mean to be funny4 ,i told ,lawr5ce s directly aft] call-ov]4 ,! ,cat]pill> pull$ d[n 8 cuffs4 ,if y didn't mean to be funny1 he conclud$1 y mu/ be an ass4 ,duff1 h[ev]1 rememb]$ t ,john 0 nephew to an explor]4 ,i say1 he jogg$ ,john's elb[1 d y ?9k y c\ld get me y\r uncle's autograph8 ,:y1 ( c\rse1 said ,john4 ,?anks4 ,i've n a bad collection1 ! ,duff] murmur$ mode/ly4 ,& ! gem ( x1 said ,scaife1 is ,bill+ton's1 ! hangman6 ,! ,duff] %iv]s :5ev] he looks at x4 ,yes1 ,i d1 said ,duff1 gr9n+ horribly4 ,aft] supp] & ,pray]s1 ,john w5t to b$1 b n to sleep = at lea/ an h\r4 ,he lay awake1 ?9k+ ov] ! ev5ts ( ?is memorable day4 ,:5ev] he clos$ 8 eyes he beheld two objects3 ! spire ( ,h>r[ ,*ur* & ! vivid1 laugh+ face ( ,desmond4 ,he told himself t he lik$ ,desmond mo/ awfully4 ,& ,scaife too1 ! ,demon1 _h be5 k9d4 ,b someh[ ,john did n l ,scaife4 ,!n1 9 a curi\s half-dreamy condition1 n yet asleep & assur$ly n q awake1 he seem$ to see ! figure ( ,scaife exp&+1 assum+ t]rific proportions1 imp5d+ ov] ,desmond1 /&+ betwe5 him & ! spire1 obscur+ "p ( ! spire at fir/1 & !n1 bit by bit1 ov]%ad[+ ! :ole4 ,,footnotes3 #a ,byron1 writ+ to ,john ,murray1 ,may #bf1 #ahbb1 & giv+ directions = ! burial ( poor little ,allegra's body1 says-- ,i wi% x to be buri$ 9 ,h>r[ ,*ur*4 ,!re is a spot 9 ! *ur*y>d1 ne> ! footpa?1 on ! br[ ( ! hill look+ t[>ds ,w9dsor1 & a tomb "u a l>ge tree 7be>+ ! "n ( ,pea*ie1 or ,pea*ey71 :]e ,i us$ to sit = h\rs & h\rs z a boy3 ?is 0 my fav\rite spot2 b1 z ,i wi% to erect a tablet to h] memory1 ! body _h bett] be deposit$ 9 ! *ur*4 ,see also ,l9es writt5 b5ea? an elm 9 ! *ur*y>d ( ,h>r[1 9 ,h\rs ( ,idl5ess4 #b ,spee*]--i4e4 ,spee*-,day4 ,at ,h>r[ er is a fav\rite t]m9ation ( _m sub/antives4 ,h>d]1 = h>d-ball racquets1 ,foot]1 ,duck]1 etc4 #c ,! ,duke ( ,dorset 0 ,byron's fag4 ,cf4-- ,?\gh ! h>% cu/om ( our y\?ful b& ,bade !e obey1 & gave me to comm&4 ,h\rs ( ,idl5ess4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,caes> ,y come "h :]e y\r bro!rs came1 ,to ! old s*ool ye>s ago1 ,a "y new face1 & a ,h>r[ "n1 ',mid a cr[d ( /rang]s8 ,no6 ,y may n fancy y\rself alone1 ,y :o are memory's heir1 ,:5 ev5 ! names 9 ! grav5 /one ,w greet y ) ',:o goes !re-- ,y8-- ,pass1 ,fri5d--,all's well4' ,john nev] =got t memorable morn+ :5 he le>n$ = ! fir/ "t :at place he _h tak5 9 ! s*ool4 ,he sat ) ! o!r new-com]s1 />+1 op5-ey$1 at ne>ly six hundr$ boys1 big & small1 assembl$ toge!r 9 ! ,spee*-room4 ,s engross$ 0 he t he sc>cely he>d ! ,head ,ma/]'s op5+ pray]s4 ,john 0 obsess$1 inebriat$1 ) ! numb] ( ,h>rovians1 ea* ( :om _h once felt /range & %y l himself4 ,f 8 place close to ! great organ1 he c\ld look up & up1 see+ r[ aft] r[ ( faces1 kn[+ t among/ !m sat 8 future fri5ds & foes4 ,sudd5ly1 a neighb\r nudg$ him4 ,! ,head ,ma/] 0 read+ f a li/ 9 8 h& ! s*ool-removes1 & ! names & places tak5 by new boys4 ,he began at ! l[e/ =m ) ! "n ( a small ur*9 sitt+ ne> ,john4 ,! ur*9 bl9k$ & blu%$ z he realiz$ t he 0 lag ( ! s*ool4 ,john knew t he _h answ]$ fairly well ! que/ions set by ! exam9]s2 he _h no fe> ( f9d+ himself pillori$ 9 ! ,?ird ,f\r?2 /ill1 z =m aft] =m did n include 8 "n1 he grew re/less & excit$4 ,_h he tak5 a high] place ?an ! ,middle ,%ell8 ,yes2 no ,v]ney 9 ! ,middle ,%ell4 ,! ,head ,ma/] began ! removes ( ! top ,%ell4 ,n[1 n[ x mu/ be com+4 ,no2 ! cle>1 p5etrat+ tones sl[ly articulat$ "n aft] "n1 b n 84 ,v]ney4 ,at la/4 ,_m eyes 7 />+ at him1 "s envi\sly1 a few sup]cili\sly4 ,john _h tak5 ! ,l[] ,remove1 ! highe/ =m b "o op5 to new boys4 ,he 0 sipp+ ! w9e call$ ,success4 ,moreov]1 ,desmond ( ! frank1 laugh+ face & sp>kl+ blue eyes1 & ,scaife & ,eg]ton 7 also 9 ! ,l[] ,remove4 ,aft] ?is1 ,john sat 9 a blissful dream1 h>dly consci\s ( 8 surr\nd+s1 see+ 8 "m's face1 he>+ h] sigh ( pleasure :5 %e le>n$ t already h] son 0 halfway up ! s*ool4 99 99 99 99 99 ,y may be sure ^? fir/ =ty-eight h\rs 7 brim-full ( excitem5ts4 ,fir/1 ,john b\ght 8 books1 /\t lea!r-tipp$1 lea!r-back$ volumes1 on :i* 8 "n w be duly /amp$ on fly-leaf & across ! edges ( ! pages4 ,& he b\ght also1 f ,judy ,/eph5s1#d a squa% racquet1 squa% balls1 & a y>d ball4 ,f ! s*ool ,cu/os--,tit*y--a noble supply ( /ation]y 0 procur$4 ,moreov]1 "y ,k9lo* ann\nc$ t 8 "m _h giv5 him ?ree p\nds to sp5d ^u ! decoration ( ,no4 #ae1 s ,scaife decl>$ 8 int5tion ( sp5d+ a simil> sum1 & 9 consequ5ce ,no4 #ae became a gorge\s ap>tm5t1 ! cynosure ( e eye t pass$4 ,! *>act]s ( ! ?ree boys 7 reveal$ pla9ly en\gh by _! simple furni%+s4 ,scaife b\ght sport+ pr9ts1 a c\ple ( ,detaille's li?ographs1 & an easy-*air1 kn[n to dwell]s ^u ! ,hill z a fr[/2 ,k9lo* hung ^u 8 side ( ! wall f\r pretty reproductions ( ,fr5* engrav+s1 & ) ! help ( ?ree y>ds ( velvete5 & "s *eap lace he made a v passable imitation ( ! mantel-cov] 9 8 "m's ,london b\doir2 ,john scorn$ velvete51 lace1 fr[/s1 & ,fr5* engrav+s4 ,he put 8 money into a pair ( r$ curta9s1 & "o excell5t photogravure ( ,l&se]'s ,*ildr5 ( ! ,mi/4 ,hav+ a few %ill+s to sp>e1 he b\ght half a doz5 f]ns1 :i* 7 plac$ 9 a box by ! w9d[1 & wat]$ s dilig5tly t !y di$ prematurely4 ,secondly1 ,john play$ 9 a h\se-game at football1 & le>n$ ! diff]5ce betwe5 a scrimmage at a small prep>atory s*ool & ! g5u9e ?+ at ,h>r[4 ,lawr5ce insi/$ t all new boys %\ld play1 & ! ,cat]pill> in=m$ him t he w\ld h to le>n ! rules ( ,h>r[ foot] by he>t1 & pass a /iff exam9ation 9 !m be=e ! ,h\se ,elev51 ) ! p5alty ( be+ =c$ to s+ !m 9 ,hall if he fail$ to satisfy 8 exam9]s4 ,! ,duff] l5t him a ,h\se-%irt ( gre5 & :ite /ripes1 & a pair ( :ite duck %orts1 & ) :at pride ,john put !m on1 ?9k+ ( ! f> di/ant day :5 he w\ld we> a fez#e in/ead ( ! commonplace h\se-cap6 ,lawr5ce said a few words4 ,y'll h to play ! compulsory games1 ,v]ney1 :i* beg9 aft] ! ,goose ,mat*1#f b ,i want to see y play+ z h>d z ev] y c 9 ! h\se-games4 ,y'll be knock$ ab\t a bit2 b a ,v]ney won't m9d t--eh8 ,r n1 said ,john1 feel+ v valiant4 ,?irdly1 !re 0 ! fir/ ,sunday1 & ! fir/ s]mon ( ! ,head ,ma/]1 ) its pla9 tea*+ ab\t ! opportunities & p]ils ( ,public ,s*ool life4 ,john f\nd himself mightily affect$ by ! s++1 & ! abs5ce ( %rill treble voices4 ,! boom+ basses & b>itones ( ! big fell[s made him %iv] ) a curi\s bitt]-sweet s5sation nev] exp]i5c$ be=e4 ,la/ly1 ! pleasant discov]y t 8 ,=m treat$ him ) c\rtesy & k9dness4 ,desmond1 9 p>ticul>1 welcom$ him q w>mly4 ,& !n & !re ,john's he>t 0 fill$ ) a wild & unreasonable ye>n+ = ?is boy's fri5d%ip4 ,b ,desmond--he 0 call$ ,caes>1 because 8 ,*ri/ian names 7 ,h5ry ,julius--seem$ to be v popul>1 a bright p>ticul> />1 f> beyond ,john's rea* al?\gh = ev] 9 8 sight4 ,caes> nev] (f]$ to walk ) him3 & he refus$ ,john's timid invitation to h food at ! ,tudor ,cream]ies4#g ,0 x possible t a boy ab\t to ent] ,dam]'s w\ld n be se5 walk+ & talk+ ) a fell[ out ( ,dirty ,dick's8 ,?is possibility fe/]$1 till "o morn+ ,john saw 8 idol walk+ up & d[n ! ,s*ool ,y>d ) ,scaife4 ,t ev5+ he said to ,scaife-- ,d y l ,desmond8 ,yes1 ,scaife repli$ decisively4 ,i l him bett] ?an any fell[ at ,h>r[4 ,y "k t 8 fa!r is ,*>les ,desmond--! ,cab9et ,m9i/] & a ,gov]nor ( ! s*ool8 ,i didn't "k x4 ,i suppose ,caes> ,desmond likes y--awfully4 ,d y8 ,i d\bt x4 ,no m 0 said4 ,john told himself t ,caes>--he lik$ to ?9k ( ,desmond z ,caes>--c\ld pick & *oose a pal out ( at lea/ ?ree hundr$ boys1 half ! s*ool4 ,h[ extremely unlikely t he1 ,john1 w\ld be *os56 ,b e night he lay awake = half an h\r long] ?an he ought to h done1 wond]+ h[1 by hook or crook1 he c\ld d a s]vice to ,caes> :i* mu/ *all5ge int]e/ & provoke1 ultimately1 fri5d%ip4 ,meantime1 he 0 sl[ly initiat$ by ! ,cat]pill> into ,h>r[ ways & cu/oms4 ,fagg+1 :i* began aft] ! fir/ =tnight1 he f\nd a n unpleasant duty4 ,aft] fir/ & f\r? s*ools ! o!r fags & he w\ld /& n f> f ! pantry1 & yell out ,breakfa/1 or ,tea1 z x might be1 = ,numb] ,s-&-,s4 ,p]haps "o _h to nip up to ! ,cream]ies to get a slice ( salmon1 or cutlets1 or sausages4 ,fagg+ at ,h>r[--:i* v>ies slightly 9 diff]5t h\ses--is h>d or easy accord+ to ! ta/e & fancy ( ! fag's ma/]4 ,"s ( ! ,six? ,=m at ! ,manor made _! fags unlace _! dirty football boots4 ,k9lo*1 :o s9ce he left ! nurs]y _h be5 wait$ ^u by p[d]$ footm5 six feet high1 n[ f\nd1 to 8 disgu/1 t he _h to v>ni% ,trieve's pat5t-lea!rs = ,sunday4 ,trieve 0 second 9 comm&1 & _h be5 kn[n z ,miss ,trieve4 ,john w\ld h gladly done ?is & m = ,lawr5ce1 8 fag-ma/]2 b ,lawr5ce1 a manly y\?1 scorn$ syb>itic s]vices4 ,! ,cat]pill> taught ,john to c>ry 8 umbrella unfold$1 to we> 8 /raw /raight 7a slight li/ to port 0 all[$ to ,bloods only71 n to walk 9 ! middle ( ! road1 & s =?4 ,h[ he us$ to envy ! memb]s ( ! ,elev5s z !y roll$ arm-9-arm d[n ! ,high ,/reet6 ,h[ (t5 he wond]$ if ! day w\ld ev] dawn :5 ,caes> & he1 outw>dly & inw>dly l9k$ toge!r1 w\ld /roll up & d[n ! middle-walk bel[ ! ,*apel ,t]race3 t sunny walk1 :5ce1 on a fair day1 y c see ! insatiable mon/]1 ,london1 fill+ ! horizon & /ret*+ r$1 reek+ h&s into ! sweet c\ntry--! middle-walk1 f :i* all b ,bloods 7 rigidly exclud$4 ,mu* to 8 annoyance--an annoyance1 be x said1 :i* he manag$ to hide--,john seem$ to attract "y ,k9lo* almo/ z magnetically z he himself 0 attract$ to ,caes>4 ,john _h n ! he>t to %ake (f ! frail1 delicate *ild1 :o 0 *ri/5$ ,fluff aft] 8 fir/ appe>ance 9 public4 ,fluff _h tak5 ! ,fir/ ,f\r? & +5u\sly confess$ to any "o :o c>$ to li/5 t he ought to h gone to ,eton4 ,a bea/ ( a doctor prescrib$ ! ,hill4 ,& ev5 ! almighty duke fail$ to get him into ,dam]'s1 ano!r grievance4 ,he _h be5 ent]$ s9ce bir? at ! crack h\se at ,eton2 & n[ to be pit*=k$ into ,dirty ,dick's at ,h>r[----6 ,! ,duff] kick$ him1 feel+ an unspeakable cad :5 poor ,fluff bur/ into te>s4 ,sorry1 said ! ,duff]4 ,only y mu/n't slang ,h>r[4 ,& y'd bett] get x into y\r silly head t x's ! be/ s*ool 9 ?is or any o!r _w--isn't x1 ,demon8 ,i'm sure ! ,v]neys1 & ! ,eg]tons1 & ! ,duffs h always ?\ght s4 ,b x isn't really1 :imp]$ poor ,fluff4 ,y fell[s "k t ev]ybody talks ( ,eton & ,h>r[4 ,:o ev] he>d ( ,h>r[ & ,eton8 ,p say--,i've he>d my elde/ bro!r1 ,/ra?peff]1 say x aga9 & aga9--',eton & ,h>r[1' j z !y say ',g5tlem5 & ,play]s4' ,oh1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,! ,etonians are ! g5tlem5--eh8 ,well1 ,fluff1 aft] _! p]=mance at ,"l's la/ ye>1 y c\ldn't expect u to admit t !y're--play]s4 ,! ,duff] *uckl$4 ,i say1 ,cat]pill>1 t 0 a good 'un4 ,n m9e1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 solemnly2 my gov]nor's1 y "k4 ,! ,duff] cont9u$3 ,n[1 ,fluff1 ,i won't t\* y\r body1 because y might tumble to pieces1 b if ,i he> y slang+ ! s*ool or our h\se1 ,i'll pull out h&fuls ( fluff4 ,d'ye he>8 ,yes1 said ,fluff1 meekly4 ,say ',floreat ,h]ga' on y\r b5d$ knees6 ,fluff obey$4 ,& rememb]1 said ! ,duff]1 impressively1 t we've _h a k+ "h1 hav5't we1 ,cat]pill>8 ,yes1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,i nev] believ$ x1 said ,scaife4 ,he 0 a ,spani>d1#h or an ,italian1 y "k1 ! ,duff] expla9$4 ,! duke ( some?+ or t'o!r2 & an ambassador came d[n & (f]$ ! begg> ! ,spani% cr[n1 :5 he 0 9 ! ,fir/ ,f\r?1 & ( c\rse he gobbl$ x--:o w\ldn't8 ,& !n ,victor ,emmanuel int]f]$4 ,t's all true1 y c take y\r ,bible oa?1 because my gov]nor told me s1 & he--well1 he's a p>son4 ,!n x mu/ be true1 said ,scaife4 ,n[1 "y ,fluff1 don't =get t ,h>r[ is a s*ool fit = a k+ & ne>] to ,heav5 ?an ,eton by at lea/ six hundr$ feet4 ,s say+1 ! ,demon m>*$ out ( ! room1 foll[$ by ,fluff1 slightly limp+4 ,sorry ,i turf$#i t little ass s h>d1 said ! ,duff] to ,john4 ,i say1 ,v]ney1 ! ,demon is r a rum 'un1 a9't he8 ,sometimes ,i c't q make him out4 ,he's frightfully clev] & all t1 b ,i _h a sort ( bea/ly feel+ j n[ t he didn't--eh8--q mean :at he said4 ,0 he laugh9' at u1 pull9' our legs--:at8 ,john's bra9 work$ sl[ly1 z he _h f\nd out to 8 co/ "u a =m-ma/] :o ma9ta9$ t x 0 no use hav+ a fact /or$ 9 ! head unless x slipp$ readily out ( ! m\?4 ,! ,duff]1 :o nev] ?\ght1 because speak+ 0 s mu* easi]1 grew impati5t at ,john's sil5ce4 ,well1 y ne$n't look l an owl1 ,v]ney4 ,y "k t ,scaife's gr&fa!r 0 a navvy4 ,i don't "k1 ,john repli$4 ,& ,i don't c>e1 said ! ,duff]4 ,let's g & h "s food at ! ,cream]ies4 99 99 99 99 99 ,look+ back aft]w>ds1 ,john (t5 wond]$ :e!r1 unconsci\sly1 ! ,duff] _h s[n a gra9 ( mu/>d-se$ de/9$ to gr[ into a l>ge tree4 ,or1 _h ! intuition t ,scaife 0 o!r ?an :at he seem$ furni%$ ! f]tile soil into :i* ! se$ fell8 ,9 any case1 f ! end ( ?is fir/ week began to increase ! suspicion1 :i* ev5tually became conviction1 t ! ,demon1 ke5 at games1 popul> 9 8 h\se1 clev] at "w--clev]1 inde$6 inasmu* z he nev] a*iev$ m or less ?an 0 necess>y--g5]\s ) 8 money1 h&some & well-mann]$1 bless$1 9 f9e1 ) s _m gifts ( ! gods1 yet lack$ a s\l4 ,?is1 ( c\rse1 is putt+ into words ! vague speculations & reason+s ( a boy n yet f\rte54 ,if an ,olympian--"o ( ! ma/]s1 = in/ance1 or ! ,head ( ! ,h\se--_h said1 ,v]ney1 has ! ,demon a s\l8 ,john w\ld h answ]$ promptly1 ,ra--!r6 ,he's be5 awfully dec5t to ,fluff & me4 ,we'd h _h a hot "t if x hadn't be5 = him1 & s =?4444 ,&1 inde$1 to d\bt ,scaife's s9c]ity & goodness seem$ at times gross disloyalty1 because he /ood1 firm z a rock1 betwe5 ! two ur*9s 9 8 room & ! turbul5t cr[d outside4 ,?is def5ce ( ! weak1 ?is gu>d+ ( gre5 fruit f ! maw ( ,l[] ,s*ool boys1 af=d$ ,scaife an opportunity ( ex]cis+ p[]4 ,he _h ! in/9cts ( ! pott]1 inh]it$1 no d\bt2 & he m\ld$ ! clay ready to 8 h& ) ! delight ( a ma/]-workman4 ,nobody else knew :at ! man ( millions _h said to 8 boy :5 he despat*$ him to ,h>r[2 b ! ,demon rememb]$ e ^w4 ,he _h reason to respect & fe> 8 sire4 ,i'm s5d+ y to ,h>r[ to /udy1 n books nor games1 b boys1 :o w be m5 :5 y are a man4 ,&1 above all1 /udy _! weaknesses4 ,look = ! flaws4 ,tea* y\rself to recognize at a glance ! li>1 ! humbug1 ! fool1 ! egoti/1 & ! mule4 ,make fri5ds ) z _m z are likely to help y 9 aft] life1 & don't =get t "o enemy may inflict a great] injury ?an tw5ty fri5ds c repair4 ,sp5d money freely2 dress well2 swim ) ! tide1 n aga9/ x4 ,a ye> at ,h>r[ confirm$ ,scaife's confid5ce 9 8 fa!r's worldly wisdom4 ,big = 8 age1 /rong1 ) 8 gr&sire's muscles1 t\gh z hickory1 he _h become ! lead] ( ! ,l[] ,s*ool boys at ! ,manor4 ,! ,fif? 7 civil to him1 recogniz+1 p]haps1 ! exp$i5cy ( leav+ him alone ev] s9ce ! incid5t ( ! cricket /ump4 ,! ,six? f\nd him ! quicke/ ( ! fags & uncommonly oblig+4 ,8 h\se-ma/] sign$ reports :i* nei!r prais$ nor blam$4 ,to ,dirty ,dick ! boy 0 ! son ( a man :o c\ld write a *eque = a million4 99 99 99 99 99 ,two ?+s wor?y ( record happ5$ )9 a mon?2 ! "o ( less] importance c be set d[n fir/4 ,*>les ,desmond1 ,caes>'s fa!r1 came d[n to ,h>r[ & gave a lun*eon at ! ,k+'s ,head4 ,f "t immemorial ! ,desmonds _h be5 educat$ on ! ,hill4 ,! family _h produc$ "s fam\s soldi]s1 a ,"l ,*ancellor1 & a ,prime ,m9i/]4 ,9 ! ,f\r? ,=m ,room ! /rang] may read _! names c>v$ 9 oak1 & !y are c>v$ also 9 ! he>ts ( all ard5t ,h>rovians4 ,mr4 ,desmond1 ?\gh a ,cab9et ,m9i/]1 f\nd "t to visit ,h>r[ once at lea/ 9 ea* t]m4 ,he always *ose a :ole holiday1 & aft] att5d+ elev5-o'clock ,bill#aj 9 ! ,y>d1 w\ld c>ry (f 8 son & 8 son's fri5ds4 ,! ,s*ool knew him & lov$ him4 ,to ! ?\ghtful he /ood = ! illu/ri\s pa/1 ! epitome ( :at ,john ,lyon's#aa boys _h f\ght = & accompli%$4 ,f\r sons _h he--,h>rovians all4 ,( ^! ,caes> 0 y\nge/ & la/4 ,ea* _h di/+ui%$ himself on ! ,hill ei!r 9 "w or play1 or 9 bo?4 ,*>les ,desmond /ood ^u ! /ep j above ! ma/] :o 0 call+ ,bill4 ,t's ,caes>'s fa!r1 said ,scaife4 ,i'm go+ to lun* ) him4 ,isn't he a topp]8 ,john's eyes 7 popp+ out ( 8 face4 ,he _h nev] se5 any man l ?is respl5d5t1 /ately p]sonage1 smil+ & nodd+ to ! bigge/ fell[s 9 ! s*ool4 ,& my gov]nor says1 ,scaife add$1 t he's n a ri* man1 no?+ mu* to speak ( 9 ! way ( income ov] & above 8 screw z a ,cab9et ,m9i/]4 ,scaife mov$ away1 & ,john c\ld he> him say to ano!r boy1 9 an easy1 fri5dly tone1 ,mr4 ,desmond told ,caes> t he want$ to meet me--v civil ( him--eh8 ,pres5tly ,john 0 9 l9e wait+ to pass by ! /eps4 ,v]ney8 ,"h1 sir4 ,he 0 hurry+ by1 ) a backw>d glance at ! great man4 ,sudd5ly ,caes>'s fa!r beckon$1 nodd+ *e]ily4 ,john asc5d$ ! /eps1 to feel ! grasp ( a /rong h&1 to he> a r++ voice4 ,y're ,john ,v]ney's nephew4 ,j s4 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld h spott$ y1 ev5 if ,h>ry _h n told me y 7 9 8 =m4 ,y mu/ lun* ) u4 ,cut along1 n[4 ,s ,john 0 dismiss$1 brim-full ( happ9ess1 :i* almo/ ov]fl[$ :5 ,caes> met him ) an eag]-- ,i'm s glad1 ,v]ney4 ,i say1 ! gov]nor's a nail] at pick+ out ! old names1 isn't he8 ,s ,john ate 8 lun*eon 9 di/+ui%$ company1 & felt himself = ! fir/ "t to be somebody4 ,z ! y\nge/ gue/ pres5t1 to him 0 accord$ ! place ( hon\r1 next ! mo/ *>m+ ho/ 9 ,*ri/5dom1 :o put him at ease 9 a jiffy4 ,h[ good ! cutlets & ! pheasant ta/$6 ,& h[ ! talk w>m$ ! cockles ( 8 he>t6 ,! br& ( ! ,cross$ ,arr[s %one ^u all topics4 ,:o c\ld expect1 or desire1 aught else6 ,caes>'s gov]nor seem$ to "k :at e ,h>rovian _h done wor? ! do+4 ,easily1 flu5tly1 he disc\rs$ ( triumphs won at home1 abroad1 9 ! camp1 on ! hu/+s1 at ! b>1 9 ! pulpit4 ,& 8 anecdotes1 :i* illu/rat$ e phase ( life1 h[ pat to ! mom5t !y 76 ,"o boy compla9$ ruefully ( hav+ sp5t ?ree t]ms "u a =m-ma/] :o _h ragg$ him4 ,*>les ,desmond sympa?iz$-- ,bless my s\l1 said he1 don't ,i rememb] be+ ?ree t]ms 9 ! ,?ird ,fif? :5 t t>t> old ,h]iot _h x8 ,i d>e swe> ,i got no m ?an my des]ts4 ,i 0 an idle vagabond1 b ,h]iot made my life su* a burd5 to me t ,i entreat$ my p to take me away f ,h>r[4 ,& !n my gov]nor urg$ me to put my back into ! "w & get a remove4 ,& ,i did4 ,& w\ld y believe x1 ^u ! fir/ day ( ! next t]m ,i wir$ to my p1 ',y mu/ take me away4 ,i've got my remove all "r--& s has ,h]iot4' ,h[ gaily ! speak] l$ ! laugh :i* foll[$ ?is recital6 ,& ! *aff6 ,0 x possible t ,caes> d>$ to *aff a man :o 0 suppos$ to h ! peace ( ,europe 9 8 keep+8 ,&1 by ,jove6 ,caes> c\ld hold 8 own4 ,s ! m9utes flew4 ,b ,john notic$1 ) surprise1 t ! ,demon didn't score4 ,9 fact1 ,john & he 7 ! only gue/s t contribut$ no?+ to ! fea/ save he>ty appetites4 ,x 0 /range t ! ,demon1 ! wit ( 8 h\se & =m1 nev] op5$ 8 m\? except to fill x ) food4 ,he answ]$1 x is true1 & v mode/ly1 ! que/ions address$ to him by 8 ho/2 b !n1 z ,john reflect$1 any silly fool 9 ! ,f\r? ,=m c\ld d t4 ,aft] lun*eon1 ! boys 7 dismiss$1 ea* ) a he>ty ^w ( enc\ragem5t & half a sov]eign4 ,john 0 pass+ ! plate-glass spl5d\rs ( ! ,cream]ies1 :5 ! ,demon ov]took him1 & !y walk$ d[n ! w9d+ ,high ,/reet toge!r4 ,scaife _h nev] walk$ ) ,john be=e4 ,t 0 wor? :ile1 ,scaife said quietly4 ,john c\ld n int]pret ?is spee*1 save 9 its obvi\s mean+4 ,r1 he repli$4 ,:y8 said ,scaife1 v %>ply4 ,eh8 ,:y 0 x wor? :ile8 ,john /amm]$ out some?+ ab\t good food & jolly talk4 ,pooh6 said ,scaife1 contemptu\sly4 ,i ?\ght y _h bra9s1 ,v]ney4 ,he glanc$ at him ke5ly4 ,n[1 speak out4 ,:at's 9 t head ( y\rs8 ,y c be *eeky1 if y l4 ,john wond]$ h[ ,scaife _h div9$ t he wi%$ to be *eeky4 ,8 m5tor _h said s mu* to ,fluff & him ab\t ! propriety ( n putt+ on lift or side 9 ! pres5ce ( an old] boy1 t he _h *ok$ back a retort :i* occurr$ to him4 ,y're ?9k+1 cont9u$ ! ,demon1 9 8 cle> voice1 t ,i didn't use my bra9s j n[1 b1 my bloom+ innoc5t1 ,i c assure y ,i did4 ,v mu* s4 ,i play$ 'possum4 ,put t into y\r little pipe & smoke x4 ,at f\r-o'clock ,bill1 ,john notic$ ,caes>'s abs5ce3 a fact acc\nt$ = by ! pres5ce ( a mail-phaeton1 :i*1 he knew1 belong$ to ,mr4 ,desmond1 drawn up--oddly en\gh--opposite ! ,manor4 ,:at a joke to ?9k t ,caes> 0 dr9k+ tea ) ,dirty ,dick6 ,aft] ,bill1 hav+ no?+ bett] to d1 ,john & ,fluff w5t = a walk on ! ,sudbury road4 ,!y _h play$ football be=e ,bill1 & ea* _h realiz$ 8 own awkw>dness & insignificance4 ,poor ,fluff1 almo/ r$uc$ to te>s1 ) a big black bruise ^u 8 :ite =ehead1 confess$ t he pref]r$ peaceful games--l croquet1 & int5d$ to apply = a doctor's c]tificate ( exemption4 ,dem&+ sympa?y1 he receiv$ a slat+4 ,i play ne>ly z rott5 a game z y d1 ,fluff1 ,john said2 b ,scaife expects u to be ,torpids1#ab s we jolly well h to buck up4 ,t bruise ov] y\r eye has tak5 (f y\r pa9t$-doll look4 ,n[1 if y're go+ to blub1 y'd bett] get beh9d t h$ge4 ,fluff explod$4 ,?is is a bea/ly hole1 he cri$4 ,& ,i loa! x4 ,i'm go+ to write to my fa!r & beg him to take me away4 ,y ought to be at a girls' s*ool4 ,i hate ev]y?+ & ev]ybody4 ,i ?\ght y 7 my fri5d1 ! only fri5d ,i _h4 ,john 0 some:at mollifi$4 ,i am y\r fri5d1 b n :5 y talk rot4 ,v]ney1 look "h1 if y'll be dec5t to me1 ,i w try to /ick x out4 ,i wi% ,i 0 l y2 ,i d inde$4 ,i wi% ,i 0 l ,scaife4 ,:y1 ,i'd soon] be ! ,duff]1 freckles & all1 ?an myself4 ,john look$ d[n ^u ! delicately-t9t$ face1 ! small1 regul>1 girli% features1 ! r$1 quiv]+ m\?4 ,sudd5ly he grasp$ t ?is 0 an appeal f weakness to /r5g?1 & t he1 no old] & b a little bigg] ?an ,fluff1 _h /r5g? to sp>e1 /r5g? to %\ld] burd5s o!r ?an 8 own4 ,all "r1 he said /iffly2 don't make su* a fuss6 ,y'll h me = a fri5d1 ,v]ney8 ,yes2 b ,i a9't go+ to kiss y\r =ehead to make x well1 y "k4 ,may ,i call y ,john1 :5 we're alone8 ,& ,i wi% y'd call me ,esme1 in/ead ( t horrid ',fluff4' ,john pond]$ deeply4 ,look "h1 he said4 ,y c call me ,john1 & ,i'll call y ,esme1 :5 we're ,torpids4 ,& n[1 y'd bett] cut back to ! h\se4 ,i mu/ ?9k ?is all out1 & ,i c't ?9k /raight :5 ,i look at y4 ,may ,i call y ,john once8 ,y are ! sillie/ idiot ,i ev] met1 b> none4 ,call me ',john1' or ',tom ,fool1' or any?+2 b hook x aft]w>ds6 ,yes1 ,john1 ,i w4 ,y're ! only boy ,i ev] met :om ,i really want$ = a fri5d4 ,he display$ a radiant face1 turn$ sudd5ly1 & ran (f4 ,john wat*$ him1 fr[n+1 because ,fluff 0 a good little *ap1 & yet1 at times1 su* a bore6 ,he walk$ on alone1 *ew+ ! cud ( a delightful exp]i5ce2 try+1 n unsuccessfully1 to recall "s ( ,mr4 ,desmond's anecdotes4 ,h[ pr\d ,caes> 0 ( 8 fa!r6 ,& ! fa!r1 obvi\sly1 0 j z pr\d ( 8 son4 ,:at a pair6 ,& if only ,caes> 7 8 fri5d6 ,by ,jove6 ,x 0 r a rum g1 b ,john 0 z mad ke5 to call ,caes> fri5d z poor ,fluff to call ,john fri5d4 ,s]i\s food = ?\ght1 ?is4 ,b ,i w\ld nev] bo!r him1 said ,john to himself1 z ,fluff has bo!r$ me1 nev]6 ,hullo1 ,v]ney6 ,hullo6 said ,john4 ,co9cid5ce _h ?ru/ ,caes> out ( 8 ?\ght & on to ! n>r[ pa? 9 front ( him4 ,i'm n a gho/1 said ,caes>4 ,john hesitat$4 ,i 0 ?9k+ ( y1 he confess$2 & !n ,i he>d y\r voice & saw y4 ,x gave me a />t4 ,i say1 x 0 good ( y\r gov]nor to ask me4 ,hang my gov]nor6 ,he's !---- ,caes> clos$ 8 lips firmly1 z if he fe>$ t t]rible adjectives might bur/ f !m4 ,john miss$ ! sp>kl+ smile1 ! gay glance ( ! eyes4 ,:at's up8 he dem&$4 ,caes> hesitat$2 look$ at ,john1 read1 p]haps1 ! sympa?y1 ! hone/ int]e/1 possibly ! affection1 9 ! grey orbs :i* met 8 own s /eadily4 ,:at's up8 he repeat$4 ,:y1 ,i'm n go+ into ,dam]'s1 aft] all4 ,oh6 said ,john4 ,my gov]nor has j told me4 ,i came d[n "h to curse & swe>4 ,n go+ into ,dam]'s8 ,:at rot--= y6 ,x is sick5+4 ,look "h1 ,v]ney2 ,i feel l tell+ y ab\t x4 ,i "k y won't g bleat+ all ov] ! %op4 ,no4 ,i said to myself1 ',mum's ! ^w1' b---- ,john's he>t beat1 8 body gl[$1 8 grey eyes sp>kl$4 ,x's l ?is1 cont9u$ ,caes>1 aft] a slight pause4 ,dam] told ! gov]nor t two fell[s he _h expect$ to leave at ! end ( ?is t]m 7 /ay+ on4 ,! gov]nor h9t$ t ,dam] add$ some?+ ab\t /ra9+ a po9t1 & lett+ me 9 ahead ( ?ree o!r fell[s2 b ! gov]nor w\ldn't li/5 to t---- ,jolly dec5t ( him1 said ,john4 ,0 x8 ,9 my op9ion he ought to h ?\ght ( me fir/4 ,all my bro!rs h be5 at ,dam]'s4 ,& he knew ,i'd set my he>t on go+ !re4 ,look h[ civil ! fell[s are to me4 ,i've be5 9 & out ( ! h\se l a tame cat4 ,conf\nd x6 if ,dam] did want to /ra9 a po9t1 :y %\ldn't he8 ,! gov]nor play$ 8 own game1 n m9e4 ,:at "r has he to be s preci\s unselfi% at my exp5se8 ,i argu$ ) him2 b he c put 8 foot d[n4 ,let's cut all t4 ,( c\rse1 ,i don't want to /op 9 a bea/ly ,small ,h\se = ev]1 &1 if ,dam]'s is clos$ to me1 ,i %\ld l ,br[n's1 b ,br[n's is full too4 ,& !re are o!r good h\ses4 ,b :]e--:]e d y ?9k ,i am go+8 ,re$s8 ,i don't call ,re$'s s bad4 ,no2 ,i'm go+ to ,dirty ,dick's4 ,i'm com+ to y4 ,oh1 ,i say4 ,:y1 da% x all1 y're gr9n+4 ,i don't want to be a cad--,dirty ,dick's is y\r h\se--b--aft] ,dam]'s6 ,o ,"l6 ,! gr9 fad$ out ( ,john's face4 ,caes>'s loss outweigh$ 8 own ga94 ,y\r gov]nor 0 a ,manorite1 he said sl[ly4 ,yes1 9 its be/ days2 & he's always _h a sneak+ lik+ = x2 b he kn[s1 he kn[s1 ,i say1 t n[ x's rott51 & yet he s5ds me !re4 ,:y8 ,ask ano!r1 said ,john4 ,i ask$ him ano!r1 & :at d y ?9k he said1 9 t peculi> voice ( 8 :i* always dries me up8 ',h>ry1' said he1 ':5 y're a little old] & a good deal wis]1 y'll be able to answ] t "q y\rself4' ,john's face bright5$4 ,a glimm]+ ( ! tru? %one out ( ! d>kness4 ,he tri$ to advance ne>] to x1 grop+ly4 ,i d>e say---- ,well1 g on6 ,y\r gov]nor may feel t we want a fell[ l y4 ,john 0 blu%+ because he rememb]$ :at ! ,head ( ! ,h\se _h said ab\t ! ,v]neys4 ,desmond glanc$ at him ke5ly4 ,he dete/$ flatt]y laid on too ?ick4 ,b ?is 0 a g5u9e tribute4 ,= ! fir/ "t he smil$4 ,?ank y1 ,v]ney1 he said1 m g5ially4 ,:at y say is utt] rot2 b x 0 dec5t ( y to say x1 & ,i'm glad t y & ,i are go+ to be 9 ! same h\se4 ,= 8 life ,john c\ld n help add+1 ,& ,scaife1 y =get ,scaife8 ,jeal\sy pi]c$ him z ,scaife's "n slipp$ out4 ,yes1 !re's ! ,demon4 ,i always lik$ him4 ,& he likes y4 ,does he8 ,good old ,demon6 ,i l to be lik$4 ,t's ! ,iri% 9 me4 ,i'm half ,iri%1 y "k4 ,i want fell[s to be fri5dly to me4 ,i'd =gott5 ,scaife4 ,t's rum too1 because he's n ! sort "o =gets1 is he8 ,no1 ,i wond] if ,i c\ld get into ! ,demon's room next t]m8 ,i'm 9 8 room4 ,x's a ?ree-room4 ,a two-room is mu* jolli]4 ,our room is n bad4 ,caes> 0 h>dly li/5+4 ,john caught a murmur3 ,! old ,demon & ,i w\ld get along capitally4 ,,footnotes3 #d ,! racquet ,pr(essional4 #e ,! cap ( hon\r worn by ! ,h\se ,football ,elev54 #f ,! ,goose ,mat*1 ! la/ cricket-mat* ( ! ye>1 play$ betwe5 ! ,elev5 & ,old ,boys1 on ! ne>e/ half-holiday to ,mi*aelmas ,day4 #g ,a fa%ionable tuck-%op4 #h ,h4,r4,h4 ,pr9ce ,?omas ( ,savoy1 ,duke ( ,g5oa1 0 elect$ ,k+ by ! ,cortes ( ,spa91 ,octob] #c1 #ahfi1 :ile he 0 a boy at ,h>r[4 ,! cr[n 0 f9ally decl9$ ,janu>y #a1 #ahgj4 ,! ,pr9ce 0 nick-nam$ ,k+ ,tom4 #i ,to turf1 i4e4 to kick4 #aj ,call+ ov]4 #aa ,john ,lyon f\nd$ ,h>r[ ,s*ool1 #aega4 #ab ,boys :o h n be5 m ?an two ye>s 9 ! s*ool are eligible z ,torpids2 out ( ea* h\se a ,torpid football ,elev5 is *os54 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,kraipale#ac ,life is mo/ly fro? & bubble2 ,two ?+s /& l /one-- ,k9dness 9 ano!r's tr\ble1 ,c\rage 9 y\r own4 ,"s five ye>s aft]w>ds ,john ,v]ney le>n$ :at _h pass$ betwe5 ,cab9et ,m9i/] & ,head ,ma/] ^u t ev5tful day :i* s5t ,caes> to curse & swe> ^u ! ,sudbury road4 ,! ,head ,ma/] 0 n an ,h>rovian1 & on t acc\nt 0 ! bett] able to p]ceive "t-hon\r$ abuses4 ,at ,h>r[ ! dom9ant *ord among ma/]s & boys is a h>mony ( /r5u\sness & s5tim5t4 ,inevitably1 ! s5tim5t becomes1 at times1 s5tim5tal2 & !n /r5u\sness pu%es x into a corn]4 ,:5 hon\r$ vet]ans are we>+ out1 loyalty1 gratitude = pa/ s]vice1 reluctance to inflict pa91 keep !m 9 positions ( responsibility :i* m5tally & physically !y are unfit to adm9i/]4 ,x is almo/ z difficult to turn an ,eton or ,h>r[ ma/] out ( 8 h\se1 z to turn a p>son ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& out ( 8 pulpit4 ,m1 9 select+ a h\se-ma/] z 9 select+ a p>son1 a man's claims to pref]m5t are too (t5 det]m9$ by s*ol>%ip1 by l5g? ( =m] s]vice1 by int]e/ ) au?ority1 r ?an by ability to gov]n a body ( boys made up ( widely diff]5t p>ts4 ,a capable =m-ma/] may prove an incapable h\se-ma/]4 ,ri*>d ,rut=d1 to give a concrete example1 came to ,h>r[ kn[+ no?+ ab\t ,public ,s*ools1 & c>+ z little = ! traditions ( ! ,hill1 b ) ! pre/ige ( be+ a ,s5ior ,classic4 ,nobody que/ion$ 8 ability to tea* ,greek4 ,9 8 own l9e1 & n an in* beyond1 ! ,gov]nors 7 assur$ t ,rut=d 0 a success4 ,9 due "t he accept$ a ,small ,h\se1 s small t its autocrat's incapacity z an adm9i/rator escap$ notice4 ,rut=d wait$ pati5tly = a big morsel4 ,he wrote a c\ple ( text-books2 he m>ri$ a wife ) money & influ5ce2 he ent]ta9$ h&somely4 ,x is true he became popul> nei!r ) ma/]s nor boys1 b 8 w9e 0 z s\nd z 8 s*ol>%ip1 & 8 wife _h a pe] = a second c\s94 ,ev5tually he accept$ ! ,manor4 ,)9 a mon?1 ^? 9 au?ority suspect$ t a blund] _h be5 made2 )9 a ye> !y knew x4 ,! h\se began to g d[n4 ,leav5 lay 9 ! lump1 b n en\gh to make x rise1 because ! bak] refus$ to /ir ! d\gh4 ,fir/ & la/1 ,rut=d dislik$ boys1 misund]/ood !m1 insult$ !m1 ignor$ ^? :o lack$ influ5tial connections1 toadi$ & pamp]$ ! swells4 ,j be=e ,john ,v]ney came to ,h>r[1 ! ,manor 0 %[+ unmi/akable signs ( decay4 ,a new ,head ,ma/]1 recogniz+ dry-rot1 realiz+ ! necessity ( cutt+ x out1 0 confront$ ) t bri/l+ ob/acle--,tradition4 ,he possess$ en\gh moral c\rage to h told ,rut=d to resign1 because 9 a ?\s& indescribable ways ! man _h neglect$ 8 duty2 b1 s said ! ,tories1 su* a /ep might provoke a public sc&al1 & if ,rut=d refus$ to g--:at !n8 ,no?+ def9ite c\ld be prov$ aga9/ ! man4 ,8 s9s _h be5 ( omission4 ,dismay$1 n defeat$1 ! ,head ,ma/] consid]$ o!r me?ods ( reg5]at+ ! ,manor4 ,v quietly he made 8 appeal to ! ,old ,h>rovians1 _m ( :om 7 s5d+ _! sons & nephews to o!r h\ses4 ,he invit$ co-op]ation4 ,john ,v]ney1 ! ,rev4 ,septimus ,duff1 ,colonel ,eg]ton--half a doz5 en?usia/ic ,manorites--/epp$ =w>d4 ,la/ly1 = ,*>les ,desmond ! ,head ,ma/] bait$ 8 hook4 ,! re=m :i* we h at he>t1 said he1 mu/ come f )9 & f bel[4 ,! h\se wants a ,desmond 9 x4 ,i 0 n all[$ to wield ! axe2 b1 aft] all1 !re are m mod]n me?ods ( decapitation4 ,&1 believe me1 ,i am n ask+ any man m ?an ,i am prep>$ to d myself4 ,my own nephew goes to ! ,manor aft] next holidays4 ,um6 said ,mr4 ,desmond1 /rok+ 8 *94 ,lawr5ce1 ! ,head ( ! ,h\se1 is a t[] ( /r5g?1 l all ! ,lawr5ces4 ,h[ did y beguile ! ,duke ( ,tr5t8 ,=tune gave me t weapon4 ,! duke--he laugh$ g5ially---- ,yes8 ,w turn scales :i* my heavie/ argum5ts won't budge4 ,a bit ( luck6 ,! duke want$ to s5d 8 son1 a delicate lad1 to ,h>r[1 & ,i did m5tion to him t ,rut=d _h a vacancy4 ,o ,ulysses6 ,& ,scaife8 ,h[ did y h&le t l>ge bale ( bank-notes8 ,rut=d captur$ ,scaife4 ,h&some boy--8 son4 ,lun*$ ) u ?is morn+4 ,well1 well1 y h p]suad$ me4 ,b :at an unpleasant qu>t] ( an h\r ,i %all h ) ,h>ry6 99 99 99 99 99 ,z a new boy1 ,john slav$ at foot]1 & display$ a curi\s inaptitude = squa% racquets4 ,at all games ,caes> & ,scaife 7 precoci\sly pr(ici5t4 ,john's clums9ess annoy$ !m4 ,(t5 ! ,cat]pill> jo9$ him & ,fluff1 giv+ !m to und]/& t ?is mu/ be reg>d$ z an act ( grace & condesc5sion :i* might be suitably ackn[l$g$ at ! ,tudor ,cream]ies4 ,! ,cat]pill> mightily impress$ ! two small boys4 ,he _h acquir$ 8 nick-"n f ! v leisurely pace at :i* he advanc$ up ! s*ool4 ,he wore ,*>ity tails1 z !y 7 call$1 ! swall[-tail coat ( ! ,upp] ,s*ool m]cifully giv5 to boys ( ! ,l[] ,s*ool :o are too tall to we> ) dec5cy ! %ort ,eton jacket2 he possess$ a tr\s]-press2 & 8 bags 7 p]fectly creas$ & q spotless4 ,f tip to toe1 at all seasons & 9 all wea!rs1 he look$ conspicu\sly spick & span4 ,*aff provok$ ! solemn retort3 ,"o %\ld be well groom$4 ,he spoke imp]sonally1 consid]+ x bad =m to use = fir/ p]son s+ul>4 ,among/ ! small boys he rank$ z ! ,petronius ( ! ,l[] ,s*ool4 ,"o day ! ,cat]pill> said gr&iloqu5tly1 ,y kids w oblige me by n %\t+ & yell+ :5 y speak to me4 ,i've a bit ( a head4 ,:at's wrong ) x8 said ,fluff4 ,x looks spl5did outside1 said ,john1 9 8 s]i\s voice4 ,! ,cat]pill>1 detect+ no *eek1 answ]$ gravely-- ,"s ( u _h a wet night ( x1 la/ night4 ,wet8 exclaim$ ! innoc5t ,fluff4 ,:y1 all ! />s 7 %9+4 ,y\r bro!rs at ,eton "k :at a 'wet night' means1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,i 0 talk+ ) "o ( ! ,fif?1 :5 a fell[ came 9 ) a flask4 ,a g5tleman ought to be able to c>ry a few glasses ( w9e1 b "o is n accu/om$ to spirits4 ,spirits8 ,:isky1 n prussic acid1 y "k4 ,b :]e d !y get ! :isky8 dem&$ ,john4 ,comp>+ x ) my fa!r's old ,scot*1 ,i %\ld say at ! groc]'s1 repli$ ! ,cat]pill>4 ,!re's "s dr9k+ go+ on 9 our h\se1 &--& o!r ?+s4 ,"o m5tions x to y kids z a w>n+4 ,?anks1 said ,john4 ,n at all2 y're r dec5t little begg>s4 ,!y 7! ,fif? ,=m 0 indicat$71 !y've let y alone s f>1 b y may h tr\ble next t]m1 s look out6 ,& if y want advice1 come to me4 ,b5ea? 8 absurd pomp\s mann] beat a k9dly he>t1 & ! small boys div9$ ?is & 7 grateful4 ,none ! less ! ^w spirits fright5$ !m4 ,next day ,john happ5$ to f9d himself alone ) ,caes>4 ,v n]v\sly he ask$ ! "q-- ,i say1 d any ( ! big fell[s at ,dam]'s dr9k8 ,dr9k8 ,dr9k--:at8 ,well1 spirits4 ,caes> snort$ an indignant d5ial4 ,! fell[s at ,dam]'s 7 above t sort ( ?+4 ,! h\se prid$ itself ^u its tone4 ,tone con/itut$ ,dam]'s glory1 & 0 ! secret ( its success4 ,john nodd$1 b two days aft]w>ds ! ,demon took him by ! arm1 twi/$ x %>ply1 & said-- ,:at ! deuce did y mean by tell+ ,caes> t ! ,manorites dr9k8 ,oh1 ,scaife--,i didn't4 ,y gave u away4 ,u8 ,john's eyes op5$4 ,y don't dr9k ) 'em8 he falt]$4 ,don't bo!r y\r head ab\t :at ,i d1 or don't d4 ,scaife answ]$ r\ghly2 & because y took ! ,l[] ,remove don't ?9k = an in/ant t y are on a p> ) ,caes> & me1 or ev5 ! old ,cat]pill>--= y a9't4 ,i "k t1 said ,john1 humbly4 ,don't =get x1 or !re may be ructions4 ,i %an't =get x4 ,t's "r4 ,&1 by ! way1 y're gett+ into ! habit ( hang+ ab\t ,caes>1 :i* bores him to dea?4 ,/op x4 ,b to ?is ,john made no reply4 ,he read dislike 9 ,scaife's bold eyes1 detect$ x 9 8 cle>1 p]emptory voice1 felt x 9 ! cruel twi/ ( ! arm4 ,& he _h bra9s en\gh to "k t ,scaife 0 n ! boy to dislike any "o )\t reason4 ,john crawl$ to ! conclusion t ,scaife _h become jeal\s ( 8 increas+ intimacy ) ,desmond4 ,h[ev]1 :5 ! ?ree boys 7 prep>+ _! ,greek = ,fir/ ,s*ool1 ,scaife seem$ 8 old self1 fri5dly1 amus+1 & cool z a cucumb]4 ,long ago he _h initiat$ ,john into ,manorite me?ods ( "w4 ,our object is1 he expla9$ to ! new boy1 to get ?r\gh ! 'swat' ) z little squ&]+ ( valuable "t z possible4 ,x doesn't pay to be skew$4 ,we mu/ mug up our 'cons' well en\gh to scrape along )\t 'puns' & extra s*ool4 ,! ?ree co-op]at$4 ,out ( =ty l9es ( ,v]gil1 ,scaife w\ld be fifte51 ,john fifte51 & ! ,cat]pill> t52 t51 because1 z he po9t$ out1 he _h be5 ne>ly ?ree ye>s 9 ! s*ool4 ,!n ea* fell[ 9 turn con/ru$ 8 l9es = ! b5efit ( ! o!rs4 ,a difficult passage 0 tak5 by ,scaife to a clev] fri5d 9 ! ,fif?4 ,sometimes ,scaife w\ld be abs5t tw5ty m9utes1 return+ flu%$ ( face1 & slightly excit$4 ,john wond]$ if he _h be5 dr9k+1 & wond]$ also :at ,caes> w\ld say if he knew4 ,ab\t ?is "t fe> possess$ 8 s\l t ,caes> w\ld come into ! ,manor & be taught by ,scaife to dr9k4 ,an occasional nightm>e took ! =m ( a desp]ate /ruggle betwe5 himself & ,scaife1 9 :i* ,scaife1 by virtue ( sup]ior /r5g? & skill1 _h ! ma/]y1 dragg+ (f ! belov$ ,caes>1 to plunge ) him into fa?omless pools ( ,scot* :isky4 ,someh[ 9 ^! horrid dreams1 ,caes> play$ an impressive "p4 ,scaife & ,john f\ght = 8 body1 :ile he look$ on1 an absurd /ate ( affairs1 nev]--z ,john reflect$ 9 8 wak+ h\rs--likely to happ5 9 real life4 ,( all boys ,caes> seem$ to be ! be/ equipp$ to fight 8 own battles1 & to take1 z he w\ld h put x1 jolly good c>e ( himself4 ,aft] ! fir/ ( ! football h\se-mat*es1 ,scaife got 8 fez f ,lawr5ce1 ! capta9 ( ! ,h\se ,elev51 & ! only memb] ( ! ,s*ool ,elev5 9 ,dirty ,dick's4 ,"s ( ! big fell[s 9 ! ,fif? seiz$ ?is opportunity to celebrate1 z !y call$ x4 ,scaife 0 popul> ) ! ,fif? because--z ,john discov]$ lat]--he *e]fully l5t money to "s ( !m & nev] press$ = repaym5t4 ,& ,scaife's gett+ 8 fez be=e he 0 fifte5 might be reckon$ an a*ievem5t4 ,caes>1 9 p>ticul>1 c\ld talk ( no?+ else4 ,he pr$ict$ t ! ,demon w\ld be ,capta9 ( bo? ,elev5s1 s*ool racquet-play]1 & bloom into a second ,c4 ,b4 ,fry4 ,john1 ^u ?is ev5tful ev5+1 soon became aw>e ( a %9dy4 ,x happ5$ t ,rut=d 0 giv+ a d9n]-p>ty1 & extremely unlikely to leave ! private side ( ! h\se4 ,john he>d snat*es ( song1 h[ls1 & *e]s4 ,ord9>ily ,lawr5ce 79 ^: passage ! %9dy 0 tak+ place7 w\ld h /opp$ ?is hullabaloo2 b ,lawr5ce 0 d9+ ) 8 h\se-ma/]1 & ,trieve1 an und]siz$1 weakly /ripl+1 lack$ ! moral c\rage to int]f]e4 ,john 0 gett+ a con f ,trieve :5 an unusually pi]c+ h[l p5etrat$ ! augu/ seclusion4 ,:at are !y do+8 ask$ ,trieve1 irritably4 ,john hesitat$4 ,x's ! ,fif?1 he blurt$ out4 ,!y've got ,scaife 9 !re1 y "k4 ,oh1 inde$6 ,scaife is an excuse1 is he1 = ?is fi5di% r[8 ,g & tell ,scaife ,i want to see him4 ,john look$ r fright5$4 ,he felt l a spaniel ab\t to retrieve a lion4 ,& scurry+ along ! passage he ran headlong into ! ,duff]1 to :om he expla9$ 8 err&4 ,phew-w-w6 said t "y g5tleman4 ,i'd soon] x 0 y ?an me1 ,v]ney4 ,!y're pretty well g9n$-up1 ,i c tell y4 ,john tapp$ timidly at ! door ( ! room :5ce ! songs & laught] proce$$4 ,!n he tapp$ aga91 & aga94 ,f9ally1 summon+ 8 c\rage1 he rapp$ h>d4 ,in/antly !re 0 sil5ce1 & !n a furtive ru/l+ ( pap]s1 foll[$ by a con/ra9$ ,come 96 ,john ent]$4 ,mo/ ( ! boys--!re 7 ab\t six ( !m--gaz$ at him 9 /upefaction4 ,scaife1 v r$ 9 ! face1 bur/ into %rill %\ts ( laught]4 ,someh[ ! laught] disconc]t$ ,john4 ,he =got to deliv] 8 message1 b /ood />+ at ,scaife1 quak+ ) a "y boy's t]ror ( ! unkn[n4 ,^u ! table 7 "s siphons1 syrups1 & ! rema9s ( a spread4 ,:at ! blazes d y want8 said ,lovell1 ! own] ( ! room4 ,i want ,scaife1 said ,john4 ,i mean t ,trieve wants ,scaife4 ,oh1 ,miss ,trieve wants ,ma/] ,scaife1 does %e8 ,well1 "y 'un1 y tell ,trieve1 ) my complim5ts1 t ,scaife c't come4 ,see8 ,n[--hook x6 ,b ,john /ill />$ at ,scaife4 ,! boy's di%evell$ appe>ance1 8 wild eyes1 8 %rill laught]1 reveal$ ano!r ,scaife4 ,y'd bett] come1 ,scaife1 he falt]$4 ,n ,i1 said ,scaife4 ,he spoke 9 a curi\sly high-pit*$ voice1 q unlike 8 usual cool1 quiet tone4 ,wait a mo'--,i'm n ,trieve's fag4 ,i'm nobody's fag n[1 am ,i8 ,he appeal$ to ! cr[d4 ,x 0 an unwritt5 rule at ! ,manor t memb]s ( ! ,h\se cricket or football ,elev5s 7 exempt f fagg+4 ,b ! common law ( fagg+ at ,h>r[ holds t any l[] boy is b\nd to obey ! ,monitors1 provid$ su* ob$i5ce is n contr>y to ! rules ( ! s*ool4 ,9 practice1 h[ev]1 no boy is fagg$ outside 8 own h\se1 except = cricket-fagg+ 9 ! summ] t]m4 ,fag8 ,n y8 ,tell ,miss ,trieve to m9d h] own bus9ess4 ,john dep>t$1 feel+ t an old] & wis] boy might h tact to cope ) ?is situation4 ,= him1 no c\rse ( action pres5t$ itself except deliv]+ :at am\nt$ to a decl>ation ( w>4 ,won't come8 ,is he mad8 ',c't come1' !y said4 ,oh1 c't come8 ,has he hurt himself--spra9$ any?+8 ,john 0 tru?ful 7m ( a habit ?an "s p believe74 ,he told ! tru?1 j z "s boys quibble & prev>icate1 simply & naturally4 ,b n[1 he hesitat$4 ,if he h9t$--a h9t w\ld suffice--t ,scaife _h hurt himself--& :at m likely aft] ! furi\s bit ( play+ :i* _h secur$ 8 fez8--,trieve1 probably1 w\ld d no?+4 ,john felt 9 8 bones t ,trieve w\ld be glad ( an excuse to d--no?+4 ,no2 he hasn't spra9$ himself4 ,!n :y don't he come8 ,i--,i---- ,!n he bur/ into excit$ spee*4 ,he looks z if he 0 a little mad4 ,oh1 ,trieve1 won't y leave him alone8 ,please d6 ,!y mu/ /op be=e pray]s1 & !n ,lawr5ce w be "h4 ,o unhappy ,john--?\ art n a diplomati/6 ,:y lug 9 ,lawr5ce1 :o has inspir$ mordant jeal\sy & envy 9 ! he>t ( 8 second 9 comm&8 ,tell ,scaife to come "h at once1 said ,trieve1 eye+ a c\ple ( canes 9 ! corn]4 ,& if he %\ld happ5 to ask :at ,i want him =1 say t ,i mean to :op him4 ,john fl$4 ,:op him8 ,! ,fif? h[l$ rage & remon/rance4 ,scaife fi]cely ann\nc$ 8 int5tion ( n tak+ a :opp+ f ,trieve4 ,none ! less1 ! ann\ncem5t _h a sob]+ effect ^u ! eld] boys4 ,! consequ5ce ( a refusal mu/ prove s]i\s4 ,soon] or lat] ,scaife w\ld be :opp$1 probably by ,lawr5ce1 no ha'p5ny matt] t6 ,y'd bett] g1 ,demon1 said ,lovell4 ,trieve c't hurt y4 ,i'd speak to ! idiot1 only he hates me s poison\sly1 j z ,i hate him4 ,i'll g1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,john _h n notic$ ! ,cat]pill> be=e4 ,he /ood up1 spick & span1 c>efully adju/+ 8 coat1 pull+ d[n 8 immaculate cuffs4 ,good old ,cat]pill>1 said somebody4 ,by ,jove1 he really ?9ks t ,trieve w li/5 to--him6 ,any "o :o has be5 ne>ly ?ree ye>s 9 ?is h\se1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 has ! "r to tell ,miss ,trieve t %e is--er--n behav+ l a lady4 ,& he'll tell y y're screw$1 y old fool4 ,i am n screw$1 repli$ ! ,cat]pill>1 solemnly4 ,:isky & potass does n agree ) ev]ybody2 b ,i am n screw$1 n at all4 ,s speak+ he sat d[n r sudd5ly4 ,lovell %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s1 glanc$ at ! ,cat]pill> & ,scaife1 & left ! room4 ,)9 two m9utes he return$1 *apfall5 & fr[n+4 ,i knew x w\ld be useless4 ,look "h1 ,demon1 y mu/ gr9 & be> x4 ,no1 said ,scaife1 n f ,miss ,trieve4 ,he laugh$ z be=e4 ,! ,fif? ex*ang$ glances4 ,!n ,scaife said ?ickly1 ,give me ano!r dr9k1 ,i want a dr9k2 s does "y ,v]ney4 ,look at him6 ,john 0 :ite ab\t ! gills & trembl+1 b n = himself4 ,d g1 ,scaife6 he entreat$4 ,! ,fif? =m$ a gr\p2 hold+ a c\ncil ( w>1 engross$ 9 try+ to f9d a way out ( a wood :i* ( a sudd5 _h turn$ into a tangl$ ?icket4 ,& s :at ea* w\ld h /r5u\sly prev5t$ came to pass4 ,scaife pull$ a bottle f "u a s(a-cu%ion1 & put x to 8 lips--,john1 /&+ at ! door1 c\ld n see :at 0 tak+ place4 ,:5 ! bottle 0 torn f ,scaife's h&s1 ! mis*ief _h be5 done4 ,! boy _h swall[$ a quantity ( raw _s4 ,till n[ ! :isky _h be5 mu* dilut$ ) m9]al wat]4 ,i'm go+ to him1 yell$ ,scaife1 /ruggl+ ) 8 fri5ds4 ,& ,i'm go+ to take a cricket /ump ) me4 ,le'me g--le'me g6 ,! ,cat]pill> survey$ him ) disgu/4 ,aft] a brief /ruggle ,scaife succumb$1 helpless & s5seless4 ,"o is rem9d$ sometimes1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 solemnly1 t ! poor ,demon is ! son ( a ,liv]pool m]*ant1 br$ 9 or ab\t ! ,docks4 ,nobody1 h[ev]1 paid any att5tion to ,eg]ton1 :o1 to d him ju/ice1 0 ! only boy pres5t absolutely unm9dful ( 8 own p]il4 ,expulsion loom$ imm95t4 ,! w9d[ 0 flung wide op51 eau de ,cologne lib]ally appli$4 ,scaife lay l a log4 ,& !n1 9 ! middle ( ! confusion1 ,trieve walk$ 94 ,scaife has _h a sort ( fit1 expla9$ an accompli%$ li>4 ,y "k :at 8 temp] is1 ,trieve8 ,& :5 he he>d t y meant to ':op' him1 he w5t />k1 />+ mad4 ,?is explanation 0 s ne> ! tru? t ,trieve accept$ x1 probably ) m5tal res]vations4 ,y _h bett] s5d = ,mrs4 ,puttick1 he repli$ coldly4 ,! ,cat]pill> 0 despat*$ = ! matron2 b be=e t wor?y woman pant$ up/airs1 ,scaife _h be5 c>ri$ to 8 own room1 ha/ily undress$ & put into b$1 :]e he lay brea?+ /]tor\sly4 ,! matron1 good1 easy s\l1 accept$ ! boys' /ory unhesitat+ly4 ,a fit1 ( c\rse1 poor de> *ild6 ,mr4 ,rut=d mu/ be summon$4 ,) ! optimism ( y\?1 ^? pres5t began to hope t du/ might be ?r[n into ! eyes ( ,dirty ,dick4 ,&1 ) a little discreet delay1 ! ,demon might recov]1 :5 he c\ld be reli$ ^u to play 8 "p ) adroitness & ability4 ,accord+ly1 ! matron 0 urg$ to try h] m9i/]+ h& fir/1 amid ! *aff1 :i*1 ev5 9 em]g5cies1 slips s easily out ( boys' m\?s4 ,mrs4 ,puttick1 y're bett] ?an any doctor--,scaife is all "r1 really4 ,we knew t he 0 subject to fits--,r6 ,"s "o 0 tell+ me t "o ( 8 aunts di$ 9 a fit--,%ut up1 y silly fool1 ?is 9 a :isp]1 emphasiz$ by a kick2 d y want to s5d h] out ( ?is ) a hornets' ne/ ti$ to h] back hair8--,t's a lie1 ,mrs4 ,puttick4 ,he's humbugg+ y4 ,scaife told me t 8 fits 7 no?+4 ,yes2 he _h a slight sun-/roke :5 he 0 a kid1 y "k1 & ! lea/ bit ( excitem5t affects him4 ,p]haps ,i'd bett] fet* a drop ( br&y1 said ,mrs4 ,puttick1 />+ anxi\sly at ,scaife4 ,he looks v bad4 ,yes1 please d1 ,mrs4 ,puttick4 ,%e bu/l$ away4 ,n[ we mu/ br+ him to1 said ! ,fif? ,=m4 ,ev]y?+ 0 tri$1 ev5 to ! exp$i5t ( flick+ ,scaife's body ) a wet t[el2 b ! body lay motionless1 8 face horribly r$ aga9/ ! :ite pill[1 8 heavy brea?+ gr[+ m lab\r$ & l\d]4 ,& despite ! p]fume ( ! eau de ,cologne :i* _h dr5*$ pill[ & pyjamas1 ! smell ( :isky spread t]ror to ! cr[d4 ,if ,rut=d came 91 he w\ld swoop on ! tru?4 ,we'll s\se ! br&y all ov] him1 said ! ,cat]pill>2 & !n no "o c guess4 ,h[ ab\t burnt fea!rs8 sugge/$ ,lovell4 ,he _h se5 a fa9t+ h\semaid treat$ ) ?is family re/orative4 ,mrs4 ,puttick appe>$ ) ! br&y1 :i* ,lovell adm9i/]$ ext]nally4 ,/ill1 ,scaife rema9$ unconsci\s4 ,!n a pill[ 0 ripp$ op51 & en\gh fea!rs burn$ to re/ore--z ! ,cat]pill> put x aft]w>ds--a ru9$ ca!dral4 ,! /5* fill$ ! passage & br\ght to ,no4 #ae a *att]+ cr[d ( ,l[] ,boys4 ,& !n ! conviction seiz$ ev]ybody t ,scaife 0 go+ to die4 ,make way1 make way1 please6 ,x 0 ,rut=d1 :o1 foll[$ by ,lawr5ce1 /rode d[n ! passage into ,no4 #ae1 & up to ! b$4 ,if y please1 sir1 said ,lovell1 ,scaife has _h a fit4 ,x looks l a fit1 said ,rut=d1 gravely4 ,i h telephon$ = ! doctor4 ,y've tri$1 he sniff$ ! air1 all ! wrong rem$ies1 ( c\rse4 ,fea!rs--phaugh6--p]fume--br&y6 ,! boy mu/ be propp$ up & ! blood drawn f 8 head by apply+ hot wat] to 8 feet4 ,! ,fif? ex*ang$ glances4 ,:y _h ?is n occurr$ to !m8 ,:at a fool ,mrs4 ,puttick 06 ,a ru% ( blood to ! head6 ,rut=d lik$ to hold =?1 & he _h be5 told t he 0 a capital aft]-d9n] speak]4 ,he _h j ris5 f an excell5t d9n]2 he 0 n mu* al>m$2 & 8 audi5ce li/5$ ) flatt]+ att5tion4 ,scaife 0 lift$ into a *air2 ice 0 appli$ to 8 head2 8 feet 7 ?ru/ into a to% fill$ ) /eam+ wat]4 ,note ! effect1 said ,rut=d4 ,already a slight *ange might be p]ceiv$2 ! brea?+ became easi]1 ! face less r$4 ,rut=d cont9u$ 9 8 be/ mann]3 ,m>k ! vis m$icatrix naturae4 ,nature1 assi/$ by hot wat]1 g5tly accompli%es h] task4 ,v simple1 & n "o ( y _h ! wit to ?9k ( a rem$y close at h&1 & s easy to adm9i/]4 ,! brea?+ is becom+ normal4 ,9 a few m9utes ,i pr$ict t we %all h ! satisfaction ( see+ ! poor de> fell[ op5 8 eyes1 & he w tell u t he is b little ! worse4 ,yes1 yes1 a ru% ( blood to ! head produc+ c]ebral di/urbance4 ,he smil$ bl&ly1 receiv+ ! homage ( ! ,fif?4 ,& n[1 ,lovell1 :at d y "k ab\t ?is8 ,did ?is fit take place "h8 ,9 my room1 sir4 ,9 y\r room--eh8 ,:at 0 ,scaife1 a ,l[] ,boy1 do+ 9 y\r room8 ,lawr5ce gave him 8 'fez' to-day1 sir4 ,lawr5ce nodd$4 ,ah6 ,& ,scaife 0 excit$1 p]haps unduly excit$--eh8 ,! ,fif? jo9$ 9 a *orus (1 ,yes1 sir--,oh1 yes1 sir--awfully excit$1 sir--nev] saw a boy s excit$1 sir4 ,t w d4 ,n[1 ,lovell1 g on6 ,we _h "s siphons 9 our room1 sir4 ,a /roke ( g5ius ?is--= ! siphons 7 /ill on ! table & ! syrups1 & ! debris ( cakes & m]+ues4 ,rut=d w\ld be sure to exam9e ! sc5e ( ! cata/rophe2 & ! :isky bottle 0 c>efully hidd54 ,we 7 hav+ a spread1 sir1 & we ask$ ,scaife to jo9 u4 ,8 play to-day made him "o ( u4 ,! o!r boys gaz$ admir+ly at ,lovell4 ,:at a cool1 kn[+ h&6 ,yes1 yes1 ,i see no?+ objectionable ab\t t4 ,well1 sir--we 7 r noisy---- ,g on4 ,to speak ! exact tru?1 sir1 ,i fe> we 7 v noisy2 & ,trieve1 x seems1 he>d u4 ,in/ead ( s5d+ = me1 sir1 he s5t ,v]ney = ,scaife---- ,ah6 ,lovell's hesitation at ?is po9t 0 really wor?y ( ,coquel9 cadet4 ,( c\rse y "k1 sir1 t ,scaife's gett+ 8 'fez' releases him f h\se-fagg+4 ,we ?\ght ,trieve _h =gott5 t1 sir2 & t x w\ld be r fun--,i'm n excus+ myself1 sir--we ?\ght x w\ld be a h>mless joke if we p]suad$ ,scaife n to g4 ,um6 ,we 7 v fooli%1 sir4 ,& !n ,trieve s5t ano!r message say+ t ,scaife 0 to g to 8 room at once to be--:opp$4 ,to be :opp$4 ,um6 ,r dra/ic t1 v dra/ic "u ! circum/ances4 ,s we ?\ght1 sir2 & ,i w5t to repres5t ! facts to ,trieve---- ,well8 ,i'm n mu* ( a peacemak]1 ,i fe>1 sir4 ,trieve refus$ to li/5 to me4 ,he insi/$ ^u :opp+ ,scaife = :at he call$ disob$i5ce & impud5ce4 ,^u my hon\r1 sir1 ,i tri$1 we all tri$1 to p]suade ,scaife to take 8 :opp+ quietly1 b he seem$ to g q mad4 ,he has a viol5t temp]1 sir---- ,yes1 yes4 ,a v viol5t temp]4 ,he--he---- ,fro!d at ! m\?1 put 9 a by/&]4 ,i p>ticul>ly notic$ t4 ,really1 really---- ,yes1 said ,lovell1 nodd+ 8 head reflectively4 ,he fro!d at ! m\?1 & !n---- ,grew q black 9 ! face1 int]polat$ a ?ird boy1 :o 0 det]m9$ t ,lovell %\ld n c>ry (f all ! hon\rs4 ,i %\ld say--purple1 am5d$ ,lovell4 ,& !n he gave---- ,a bea/ly gurgle---- ,a sort ( snort1 & fell flat on 8 face4 ,i'm n sure t he didn't /rike ! edge ( ! table z he fell4 ,he did1 said "o ( ! boys4 ,i saw t4 ,at ?is mom5t ,scaife mov$ 9 8 *air1 draw+ all eyes to 8 face4 ,john1 pe]+ f beh9d ! circle ( big boys1 c\ld see ! fir/ signs ( return+ consci\sness1 a flick] ( ! eyelids1 a convulsive tremor ( ! limbs4 ,rut=d b5t d[n4 ,well1 my de> ,scaife1 h[ are y8 ,we've be5 a little anxi\s1 all ( u1 b1 ,i v5tur$ to pr$ict1 )\t cause4 ,tell u1 my poor boy1 h[ d y feel8 ,scaife op5$ 8 eyes4 ,!n he groan$ dismally4 ,rut=d 0 /&+ to ! "r ( ! *air & foot-ba?4 ,! ,fif? 7 fac+ ,scaife4 ,he met _! anxi\s1 admoni%+ glances1 unable to int]pret !m4 ,lovell s5ior repeat$ ! h\se-ma/]'s "q-- ,h[ are y1 old *ap8 ,b1 9 8 anxiety to convey a w>n+1 he came too ne>1 obscur+ ,rut=d's massive figure4 ,scaife groan$ aga91 putt+ 8 h& to 8 head4 ,h[ am ,i8 he repeat$ ?ickly4 ,:y1 :y1 ,i'm jolly well screw$1 ,lovell2 t's h[ ,i am6 ,jolly well screw$--hay8 ,ugh6 h[ screw$ ,i am4 ,ugh6 ,! groans fell on a t]rify+ sil5ce4 ,rut=d glanc$ ke5ly f face to face4 ,!n he said sl[ly-- ,! wret*$ boy is--drunk6 ,at ! s\nd ( 8 h\se-ma/]'s voice1 ,scaife relaps$ into an ins5sibility :i* no "o at ! mom5t c>$ to pron\nce c\nt]feit or g5u9e4 ,rut=d gl>$ at ,lovell4 ,:o 0 9 y\r room1 ,lovell8 ,)\t wait+ = ,lovell to answ]1 ! o!r boys1 ea* 9 turn1 said1 ,i1 sir1 or ,me1 sir4 ,john came la/4 ,anybody else1 ,lovell8 ,a discreet ma/] w\ld n h ask$ ?is "q1 b ,dirty ,dick 0 ! la/ man to waive an advantage4 ,n[1 ! ,cat]pill> _h quietly left ,no4 #ae1 z soon z ,rut=d ent]$ x4 ,n f any c[>dly motive1 b--z he put x aft]w>ds--because "o makes a po9t ( retir+ :5ev] a rank outsid] appe>s4 ,"o ought to be p>ticul> ab\t ! company "o keeps4 ,x says some?+ = ! boy's "*1 t ?is /atem5t 0 accept$ by ! h\se z unv>ni%$ tru?4 ,lovell glanc$ at ! o!r ,fif? ,=m boys1 z ,rut=d repeat$ ! "q4 ,anybody else1 ,lovell8 ,be c>eful h[ y answ] me6 ,nobody else1 said ,lovell4 ,on y\r hon\r1 sir8 ,on my hon\r1 sir4 ,&1 lat]1 all ,manorites decl>$ t ,lovell _h li$ l a g5tleman4 ,rut=d & he />$ at ea* o!r1 ! boy pale1 b self-possess$1 ! big1 burly man flu%$ & ill at ease4 ,y w all g to my /udy4 ,a ^w ) y1 ,lawr5ce4 ,! boys fil$ quietly out4 ,rut=d look$ at ,john & ,fluff4 ,l>ge1 fat te>s 7 trickl+ d[n ,fluff's *eeks4 ,someh[ he felt conv9c$ t ,john 0 involv$ 9 a frightful r[4 ,run away1 ,k9lo*1 said 8 h\se-ma/]4 ,i wi% to speak ) ,lawr5ce & ,v]ney4 ,he turn$ to ,lawr5ce z he spoke4 ,john glanc$ at ,scaife4 ,8 eyes 7 op54 ,sil5tly1 ,scaife plac$ a trembl+ f+] ^u 8 lips4 ,! action1 ! expression 9 ! eyes1 7 unmi/akable4 ,john und]/ood1 z pla9ly z if ,scaife _h spok51 t sil5ce1 :]e expulsion imp5d$1 0 n only exp$i5t b imp]ative4 ,k9lo* crept out ( ! room4 ,rut=d exam9$ ,scaife1 :o feign$ ins5sibility4 ,!n he address$ ,lawr5ce4 ,g to ,lovell's room1 ,lawr5ce1 & in/itute a ?or\gh se>*4 ,if y f9d w9e or spirits1 let me "k at once4 ,lawr5ce left ! room4 ,n[1 ,v]ney1 ,i am go+ to ask y a few que/ions4 ,he assum$ 8 rasp+1 trucul5t tone4 ,& don't y d>e to tell me lies1 sir6 ,john 0 ab\t to repudiate w>mly 8 h\se-ma/]'s brutal injunction1 :5 ! habit ( ?9k+ be=e he spoke clos$ 8 half-op5$ lips4 ,imm$iately1 8 face assum$ ! ob/9ate1 expressionless look :i* made ^? :o se>*$ no deep] ?an ! surface pron\nce him a dull boy4 ,rut=d1 = in/ance1 int]pret$ ?is /olidity z un9tellig5ce & lack ( p]ception4 ,john1 meantime1 0 /ruggl+ ) a ?\ght :i* %ap$ itself sl[ly into a plan ( action4 ,he _h j he>d ,lovell lie to save ! ,cat]pill>4 ,john knew well en\gh t he might be call$ ^u to lie also1 to save n himself1 b ,scaife4 ,if he held 8 tongue & refus$ to answ] que/ions1 ,rut=d w\ld assume1 & ) reason1 t ,scaife _h be5 made drunk by ! ,fif? ,=m fell[s4 ,!n ,john said quietly1 ,i am n a li>1 sir4 ,c]ta9ly1 ,i h nev] detect$ y 9 a lie1 said ,rut=d4 ,all ! same1 cont9u$ ,john1 9 a hesitat+ mann]1 ,i w\ld lie1 if ,i ?\ght a lie might save a fri5d's life4 ,rut=d 0 s unprep>$ = ?is delib]ate /atem5t1 t he c\ld only reply-- ,oh1 y w\ld1 w\ld y8 ,yes1 said ,john2 !n he add$1 ,any dec5t boy or man w\ld4 ,oh6 ,oh1 inde$6 ,?is is v int]e/+4 ,g on1 ,v]ney4 ,scaife said he felt z if he 0 jolly well screw$1 sir2 b he isn't4 ,i'm q sure he isn't4 ,he may feel l x2 b he isn't4 ,john c\ld see ,scaife's eyes1 slightly blood-%ot1 b sp>kl+ ) a sort ( diabolical sobriety4 ,at t mom5t1 "o ?+ alone seem$ c]ta91 ,scaife _h rega9$ full possession ( 8 faculties4 ,rut=d />$ at ,john1 fr[n+4 ,y d>e to look me 9 ! face & tell me t ,scaife is n drunk8 ,v s]i\sly1 ,john answ]$1 ,i'm sure he's n drunk1 sir4 ,rut=d ey$ ! boy ke5ly4 ,h y ev] se5 anybody drunk8 he dem&$4 ,i live 9 ! ,new ,=e/1 said ,john1 z gravely z be=e1 & on ,:it-,monday---- ,he 0 aw>e t he _h made an impression ^u ?is big1 trucul5t man4 ,don't try to be funny ) me1 ,v]ney4 ,on no1 sir1 z if ,i %\ld d>e6 ,well1 well1 we are wa/+ "t4 ,trieve s5t y to ,lovell's room to fet* ,scaife8 ,yes1 sir4 ,& :at 0 ,scaife do+ :5 y w5t into ! room8 ,be v c>eful6 ,john consid]$4 ,he 0 laugh+1 sir4 ,laugh+1 0 he8 ,b he /opp$ laugh+ :5 ,i gave him ,trieve's message1 & !n he said :at ,lovell told y1 sir4 ,nev] m9d :at ,lovell told me4 ,give me y\r v]sion ( ! /ory4 ,scaife ask$ ! o!r fell[s if ,trieve _h any "r to fag him1 n[ t he _h got 8 'fez4' ,if he _h be5 drunk1 sir1 he w\ldn't h ?\ght ( t1 w\ld he8 ,um1 said ,rut=d1 slightly %ak54 ,john describ$ 8 return to ,trieve's room1 & ,trieve's ?reat4 ,lovell & y tell ! same /ory4 ,:y1 yes1 sir4 ,john made no delib]ate attempt to look simple2 b 8 face1 to ! ma/] /udy+ x1 seem$ q guileless4 ,j !n1 ,dumbleton u%]$ 9 ! doctor4 ,to him ,rut=d recit$ :at he knew & :at he suspect$4 ,he _h h>dly f9i%$ speak+1 :5 ,scaife op5$ 8 eyes = ! second "t4 ,by a curi\s co9cid5ce1 ! doctor us$ ! words ( ! h\se-ma/]4 ,well1 sir1 h[ d y feel8 ,& !n ,scaife answ]$1 9 ! same daz$ fa%ion z be=e-- ,i feel z if ,i 0 jolly well screw$1 sir4 ,rut=d nodd$ port5t\sly4 ,i feel1 cont9u$ ,scaife1 z ,i did once long ago1 :5 ,i 0 a kid & got hold ( "s curacoa at "o ( my fa!r's p>ties4 ,j s1 said ! doctor4 ,same buzz+ 9 ! head1 same bea/ly feel+1 same--same old--same old--gidd9ess4 ,he clos$ 8 eyes1 & 8 head fell heavily ^u 8 *e/4 ,x looks l concussion1 said ! doctor1 d\btfully4 ,y say he fell8 ,he turn$ to ,john4 ,i 0 j outside ! door1 said ,john4 ,we'll put him into ! sick-room1 ,mr4 ,rut=d4 ,& 9 a day or two he'll be himself aga94 ,are y sure t :at ,i--er--fe>$--er----8 ,! doctor fr[n$4 ,! boy has _h br&y1 ( c\rse4 ,mrs4 ,puttick & ,lovell gave him pl5ty ( t1 ,john int]polat$4 ,i believe y c exon]ate ! boy entirely1 said ! doctor4 ,john saw t ,rut=d seem$ reliev$4 ,i h ord]$ ,lovell's room to be se>*$4 ,if no w9e or spirits are f\nd1 ,i %all be glad to believe t ,i h made a v p>donable mi/ake4 ,:ile ,scaife 0 be+ remov$1 ,lawr5ce came 9 ) 8 report4 ,no?+ alcoholic _h be5 discov]$ 9 ,lovell's room4 ,aft] pray]s1 :i* 7 late t night1 ,dirty ,dick made a %ort spee*4 ,i _h reason to suspect1 said he1 t a gross brea* ( ! rules ( ! s*ool _h be5 made to-night by c]ta9 boys 9 ?is h\se4 ,x appe>s ,i 0 mi/ak54 ,no m w be said on ! subject by me2 & ,i ?9k t ! less said by y1 big & small1 ! bett]4 ,good night4 ,he /rode away into ! private side4 ,two days lat]1 ,scaife came back to ,no4 #ae4 ,john wond]$ :y he />$ at him s h>d ^u ! fir/ occasion :5 !y happ5$ to be alone4 ,!n ,scaife said-- ,well1 "y ,v]ney1 ,i %an't =get t1 if x hadn't be5 = y1 ,i %\ld h be5 sack$4 ,& ,i %an't =get ei!r t y're n half su* a fool z y look4 ,john exhibit$ surprise4 ,! way y h&l$ ! bea/1 cont9u$ ,scaife1 0 ma/]ly4 ,i he>d e ^w1 ?\gh my head 0 bur/+4 ,i %all tell ,lovell t y sav$ u4 ,oh1 ,"l--didn't ,i give ! %[ away8 ,he nev] tri$ to read ! p]plexity ^u ! o!r's face1 b w5t away laugh+4 ,he came back ) ! ,cat]pill> half an h\r lat]1 & ! ?ree boys sat d[n z usual to prep>e "s ,livy4 ,john 0 s5sible t 8 companions treat$ him n only z an equal--a new & agreeable exp]i5ce--b z a fri5d4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! fir/ t5 m9utes ,scaife said to ! ,cat]pill>-- ,he told ,dick to 8 face t he w\ld lie to save a pal4 ,& ! ,cat]pill> repli$ s]i\sly1 ,good kid1 v good kid4 ,lovell says he's go+ to give a tea 9 8 hon\r4 ,no1 he isn't4 ,x's my turn4 ,accord+ly1 ^u ! next half-holiday1 ,scaife gave a tea at ! ,cream]ies4 ,( all ! /range ?+s t _h happ5$ dur+ ! pa/ =tnight1 ?is to our simple ,john seem$ ! /range/4 ,he 0 n consci\s ( hav+ done or said any?+ to ju/ify ! e/eem & consid]ation 9 :i* ,scaife1 ! ,cat]pill>1 & ,lovell seem$ to hold him4 ,y've =gott5 ,desmond1 he said to ,scaife1 :5 ! latt] m5tion$ ! names ( 8 gue/s4 ,caes> isn't com+4 ,by ! way1 ,v]ney1 y've n be5 talk+ to ,caes> ab\t ! r[ 9 our h\se8 ,no1 said ,john4 ,lawr5ce came r\nd & said t ,i mu/ keep my m\? %ut4 ,& naturally y did :at y 7 told to d8 ,! half-mock+ tone disappe>$ 9 a bur/ ( laught] z ,john answ]$-- ,yes1 ( c\rse4 ,& ,i suppose x nev] ent]$ y\r head t ,lawr5ce w\ld n h be5 s p>ticul> ab\t %utt+ y\r m\? )\t good reason4 ,p]haps1 said ,john1 aft] a pause1 ,lawr5ce 0 9 a funk le/1 le/---- ,g on6 ,le/ ! ?+ %\ld be exagg]at$4 ,exactly4 ,lots ( fell[s w\ld g ab\t say+ t ,i 0 dead drunk--eh8 ,!y might4 ,& t w\ld be com+ dang]\sly ne> ! tru?4 ,oh1 ,scaife6 ,!n y really 7---- ,scaife laugh$ aga94 ,yes1 ,i really 01 my ,moses 9 ! bulru%es6 ,don't look s mis]able4 ,i guess$ all along t y w]5't q 9 ! "k4 ,well1 ,i'm e bit z grateful4 ,y /ood up to ,dick l a h]o4 ,& my tea is 9 y\r hon\r4 ,oh1 ,scaife--y--y won't d x aga98 ,get screw$8 said ,scaife1 gravely4 ,i %all n4 ,x isn't good en\gh4 ,we've *uck$ ! /uff away4 ,if !y'd f\nd x---- ,ah--if6 ,! old ,cat]pill> att5d$ to t4 ,he's a d[ny bird1 ,i c tell y4 ,:5 ,dick came into our room1 he slipp$ back to ,lovell's room1 c>ri$ (f ! :isky1 hid x1 wa%$ ! glasses1 & !n dirti$ !m ) siphon & syrup4 ,! ,cat]pill> & y %[$ great head4 ,we %all dr9k y\r heal?s to-morr[--9 tea & *ocolate4 ,john wond]$ :at ,scaife _h said to ! ,fif?4 ,at any rate1 !y ask$ ,john no que/ions1 & treat$ him ) di/+ui%$ c\rtesy & fav\r2 b t ev5+1 :5 ,john 0 fagg+ 9 ,lawr5ce's room1 ! great man said abruptly-- ,i saw y walk+ ) ,lovell s5ior ?is aft]noon4 ,john expla9$4 ,lawr5ce fr[n$4 ,oh1 y've be5 celebrat+1 h y8 ,?anksgiv+ s]vice at ! ,cream]ies4 ,n[1 look "h1 ,v]ney1 ,i've met y\r uncle1 & he ask$ me to keep an eye on y4 ,because ( t ,i made y my fag--y1 a gre5 h&1 :5 ,i _h ! pick ( ! ,h\se4 ,x 0 awfully good ( y1 said ,john1 w>mly4 ,we'll s9k t4 ,i'm five ye>s old] ?an y1 & ,i "k e bless$--& curs$--he spoke ) great emphasis--?+ t goes on 9 ?is h\se4 ,i "k1 = in/ance1 t du/ 0 ?r[n1 & v clev]ly ?r[n1 into ,rut=d's eyes1 & y help$ to ?r[ x4 ,don't speak6 ,y didn't q "k :at y 7 up to4 ,well1 x's lucky = ,lovell & ,co4 t "o innoc5t kid 0 mix$ up 9 t affair4 ,b x's be5 r unlucky = y4 ,i'd soon] see y kick$ ab\t a bit by ^? fell[s ?an pett$4 ,i'm sorry--sorry1 d y he>8--! :ole lot 7 n sack$4 ,& n[ y c hook x4 ,i've said en\gh1 p]haps too mu*1 b ,i believe ,i c tru/ y4 ,aft] ?is ,john %[$ 8 gratitude by pa9/ak+ att5tion to fagg+4 ,lawr5ce became aw>e ( fai?ful s]vice3 t 8 toa/ 0 always done to a turn1 t 8 daily pap] 0 w>m$1 z ,john _h se5 ! butl] at home w>m ! ,times1 t 8 p5s 7 *ang$1 8 blott+-pap] r5ew$1 & s =?4 ,9 ,john's eyes1 ,lawr5ce occupi$ a position ne> ! apex ( ! _w's pyramid ( great m54 ,,footnotes3 #ac kraipale is translat$ by ,liddell & ,scott z ! result ( a debau*4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,torpids ,aga9 we ru% across ! slu%1 ,a pack ( brea?less faces1 ,& *>ge & fall1 & see ! ball ,fly :izz+ ?r\gh ! bases4 ,! rema9d] ( ! t]m slipp$ away )\t f>!r accid5t or incid5t4 ,ap>t f ! prep>ation ( "w1 ,john saw little ( ,scaife or ,eg]ton4 ,! ,fif? nodd$ to him 9 a fri5dly fa%ion :5 he pass$ !m 9 ! /reet1 &1 great] k9dness on _! "p1 left him alone4 ,possibly1 ,lawr5ce _h said a ^w to ,lovell4 ,su* leisure z ,john enjoy$ 7a new boy at ,h>r[ has n mu*7 he sp5t ) ! devot$ ,fluff4 ,desmond & ,scaife walk$ toge!r on ,sunday aft]noons4 ,b ! fact t ,desmond seem$ to be vani%+ out ( 8 horizon made no diff]5ce to ,john's ev]-increas+ affection = him4 ,v humbly1 he wor%ipp$ at a di/ance4 ,on cle>1 dry days ,fluff & he w\ld climb to ! top ( ! wall ( ! squa% racquet-c\rts to see ,scaife & ,desmond play a s+le4 ,!y 7 extraord9>ily well-mat*$ 9 /r5g?1 activity1 & skill4 ,john notic$1 h[ev]1 t ! ,demon lo/ 8 temp] :5 he lo/ a game1 :]eas ,caes> only laugh$4 ,someh[ ,john div9$ t ! ,demon 0 mak+ ! ef=t ( 8 life to secure ,desmond's fri5d%ip4 ,& ,caes> _h ideals1 /&>ds to :i* ! ,demon pret5d$ to atta94 ,good1 simple ,john made sure t ,caes> w\ld elevate ! ,demon to 8 plane1 t evil w\ld be exorcis$ by good4 ,only 9 8 dreams did ! ,demon h ! advantage4 ,j be=e ! end ( ! t]m1 ,caes> said to him-- ,aft] all1 ,i'm jolly glad ,i'm com+ into y\r ,h\se1 because ! old ,demon is su* a ripp]2 & he & ,i h be5 talk+ ?+s ov]4 ,he's z mad ke5 z ,i am ab\t games1 & al?\gh ! ,manorites h n play$ 9 a cock-h\se mat* at cricket or foot] = ye>s1 /ill !re is a *ance = u at ,torpids next t]m4 ,y'll play1 ,v]ney4 ,y've improv$ a lot1 s ! ,demon says1 & he'll be capta94 ,!n !re are ! sports4 ,if only ,dirty ,dick c\ld be knock$ on ! head1 ! ,manor might jump to ! front aga94 ,x w1 said ,john4 ,:5 ! ,s*ool reassembl$ aft] ,*ri/mas1 ,desmond ent]$ ! ,manor1 & f\nd himself ) ,scaife 9 a two-room4 ,a civil note f ! man ( millions _h arrang$ ?is4 ,to ,john 0 giv5 a two-room1 also1 ) ! ,duff] z /able companion4 ,fluff rema9$ 9 ,no4 #ae4 ,! ,duff] _h got 8 remove f ! ,top ,%ell into ,john's =m4 ,scaife & ,desmond 7 elevat$ into ! ,upp] ,remove4 ,x foll[$1 !re=e1 t ,scaife & ,desmond prep>$ "w 9 _! own room1 ! ,cat]pill> jo9+ ! ,duff] & ,john4 ,?us x w be se5 t1 al?\gh ,desmond _h become a ,manorite1 he 01 practically speak+1 out ( ,john's orbit4 ,! ,cat]pill> _h n[ be5 ?ree ye>s 9 ! s*ool1 & he gov]n$ himself accord+ly4 ,he put on a b>maid#ad coll> & sp5t mu* "t on ! top /ep ( ! boys' entrance to ! ,manor4 ,no m]e two-ye>-old presum$ to occupy ?is sacr$ spot4 ,_h he d>$ to d s1 ! ,cat]pill> w\ld h made ?+s v sultry = him4 ,also1 he in=m$ ! ,duff] & ,john t1 by virtue ( 8 position1 he propos$ to prep>e no "w at all4 ,ea* con 0 divid$ into two equal p>ts3 ! ,duff] mugg$ up "o2 ,john ! o!r4 ,!n ! ,cat]pill> w\ld be summon$1 & glean ! h>ve/4 ,! ,duff] _h a crib or two1 b ! ,cat]pill> =bade _! use4 ,y kids1 said he1 ought n to use ',bohns4' ,besides1 x's dang]\s4 ,! ,cat]pill>'s deportm5t & coolness fill$ ,john & ! ,duff] ) respect & admiration4 ,! ma/] 9 *>ge ( ! ,l[] ,remove happ5$ to be %ort-sight$4 ,! ,cat]pill> took %ameful advantage ( ?is4 ,at repetitions1 = in/ance1 he w\ld read ,horace's odes (f a torn-out page conceal$ 9 ! palm ( 8 h&1 or--if practicable--p9 ! page on to ! ma/]'s desk4 ,he _h g5ius = extricat+ himself 7& o!rs7 out ( :at boys call tight places4 ,"o anecdote1 well kn[n to ! ,l[] ,s*ool & repeat$ z pro( ( ! ,cat]pill>'s ma/]ly me?ods1 may s]ve to illu/rate ! sort ( influ5ce ,eg]ton wield$4 ,:5 he 0 9 ! ,f\r?1 8 =m met 9 ! ,old ,s*ools 9 a room n f> f t augu/ *amb] us$ by ! ,head ,ma/] & ,upp] ,six?4 ,"o day1 ! ma/] 9 *>ge ( ! =m happ5$ to be late4 ,! small boys 9 ! passage celebrat$ 8 abs5ce ) dance & song4 ,:5 ! belat$ man arriv$1 a monitor await$ him4 ,! ,head ,ma/] pres5t$ 8 complim5ts to ,mr4 ,a---- & wi%$ to le>n ! names ( ! boys :o _h creat$ su* a sc&al\s di/urbance4 ,mr4 ,a---- invit$ ! roy/]]s to give up _! names "u p5alties ( extra s*ool4 ,hateful necessity6 ,sil5ce succe$$4 ,a---- grew irate4 ,! monitor tri$ to conceal a smile4 ,any boy :o 0 mak+ any noise at all--/& up4 ,! ,cat]pill> rose sl[ly1 long & ?91 spick & span4 ,if y please1 sir1 said he1 ,i 0 :isp]+6 ,a----'s s5se ( hum\r 0 tickl$4 ,my complim5ts to ! ,head ,ma/]1 said he1 & please tell him t ,i f9d1 on c>eful inquiry1 t ,eg]ton 0--:isp]+4 ,a %\t ( laught] f ,olympus proclaim$ t ! message _h be5 deliv]$4 ,! ,cat]pill> _h sav$ ! situation4 ,john became a disciple ( ?is accompli%$ "y g5tleman & tri$ to imitate him4 ,= ,eg]ton repres5t$1 fai?fully en\gh1 traditions to :i* ,john b[$ ! knee4 ,^u any po9t ( s*oolboy hon\r 8 au?ority rul$ supreme4 ,he told ! tru? among 8 pe]s2 he loa!d obsc5ity2 he dislik$ & condemn$ bad language4 ,! be/ m5 don't swe> mu*1 he w\ld say4 ,x's doosid bad =m4 ,i all[ myself a 'damn' or two1 no?+ m4 ,my great-gr&fa!r1 :o 0 "o ( ! ,reg5cy lot1 0 kn[n z ,curs+ ,eg]ton1 b n[adays we leave t sort ( ?+ to b>gees4 ,q unconsci\sly1 ,john assimilat$ ! ,cat]pill>'s axioms4 ,we're n s5t "h at enorm\s exp5se to le>n only ,lat9 & ,greek4 ,at ,h>r[ & ,eton "o is lick$ into %ape = ! big ?+s3 diplomacy1 politics1 ! ,s]vices4 ,"o is taught mann]s1 :at8 ,i'm n a m>ry+ sort ( man1 b if ,i d h sons ,i %all s5d 'em "h1 ev5 if ,i h to p9* a bit4 ,?is 0 ! side ( ,eg]ton :i* appeal$ s /rongly to ,john4 ,! ,cat]pill> 0 an ,h>rovian to ! core1 l ! ,duff] & ,caes> ,desmond4 ,he deplor$ ! increas+ pr$om9ance ( sons ( v ri* m54 ,& he ana!matiz$ ,h>rovian fa!rs :o 7 p]suad$ by ,etonian wives to s5d _! sons to ! ,pla9 in/ead ( to ! ,hill4 ,t "s ( ! fam\s ,h>r[ families1 :o ow$ s mu* to ! ,s*ool1 %\ld =sake x1 seem$ to ,eg]ton ! unp>donable s94 ,dur+ ?is t]m1 regretfully mu/ x be record$ t ,john scamp$ 8 prep & ragg$ 9 =m :5ev] a suitable *ance pres5t$ itself4 ,! ,duff] & he brib$ a ,*aw#ae to ?r[ gravel aga9/ ! w9d[s ( ! room :]e ! boys 7 suppos$ to be ma/]+ ! problems ( ,euclid & algebra4 ,! tique#af ma/] _h be5 ,?ird ,wrangl]1 b he c\ldn't tackle 8 ,division prop]ly4 ,^u ?is occasion ! *aw creat$ su* a di/urbance t 7on audaci\s dem&7 leave 0 grant$ to ! ,duff] & ,john to capture ! 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"y rascals pursu$ ! *aw z f> z ! ,metropolitan ,/ation1 & pres5t$ t consci5ti\s y\? ) ano!r sixp5ce4 ,!n x occurr$ to ,john t x might be exp$i5t to capture "s bogus prison]2 s by means ( talk1 sug>$ ) *ocolates1 !y p]suad$ a little girl to imp]sonate ! ?r[] ( gravel4 ,! little girl1 c>efully coa*$ 9 h] "p1 0 l$ to ! ,wrangl]1 b /age-fright made h] bur/ into te>s at ! critical mom5t4 ,someh[ or o!r ! tru? leak$ out2 ! ,duff] & ,john 7 s5t up to ! ,head ,ma/] & swi%$4 ,ea* collect$ a few twigs ( ! bir*1 c>efully pres]v$ to ?is day4 ,meantime1 ! ,torpid h\se-mat*es 7 com+ on1 & ! ,s*ool agre$1 wond]+ly1 t ,dirty ,dick's _h a *ance ( be+ cock-h\se4 ,! fact t ! ,manor has lo/ ca/e br\ght ab\t ?is possibility4 ,boys j "u fifte5 f\nd room at ! ,manor :5 o!r h\ses 7 full4 ,all ! ,manorites 9 ! ,%ell & ,removes 7 fell[s :o _h come to ,h>r[ r ov] ?an "u f\rte5 ye>s ( age4 ,& :5 ! li/ ( ! ,torpid ,elev5 0 po/$1 didn't ,john's he>t boil ) pride :5 he read 8 own "n at ! bottom ( x8 ,! ,manor won ! fir/ & ! second ( ! mat*es4 ,!n came ! semi-f9al1 ) ,dam]'s4 ,:5 ! teams met 9 ! play+-fields ! diff]5ce 9 ! size ( ! play]s 0 rem>k$4 ,dam]'s ,torpids 7 small boys1 n mu* bigg] ?an ,john or ! ,duff]4 ,b !y _h beh9d !m t /up5d\s =ce :i* is fa%ion$ out ( pride1 esprit de corps1 self-confid5ce begott5 ( long-cont9u$ success1 &1 /ronge/ ( all1 ! conviction t e man-,jack w\ld fight till he dropp$ = ! hon\r & glory ( ! crack h\se at ,h>r[4 ,n a boy 9 ,dam]'s team 0 ,scaife's equal z a play]1 b 9 ,scaife's /r5g? lay ! weakness ( ! ,manorites4 ,!y reli$ ^u "o play]2 ,dam]'s p9n$ fai? to elev54 ,z x happ5$ to be a f9e day1 ! ,s*ool turn$ out 9 =ce to witness ! mat*4 ,mo/ ( ! ma/]s 7 pres5t1 & "s ladies4 ,rut=d1 h[ev]1 _h bus9ess else:]e4 ,! ,s*ool comm5t$ ^u 8 abs5ce ) sly smiles & %rugs ( ! %\ld]4 ,"s ( ! ,manorites 7 indiff]5t2 ! bett] sort rag$4 ,! ,cat]pill> appe>$ ^u ! gr\nd 9 a faultless ov]coat1 c>ry+ a l>ge bag ( lemons4 ,8 /raw hat 0 cock$ at a slight angle4 ,"o is really uncommonly oblig$ to ,dirty ,dick = /ay+ away1 he told ev]ybody4 ,speak+ p]sonally1 ! m]e sight ( him is v upsett+ to me4 ,ke5 z "o feels ab\t ?is mat*1 "o c't d5y t !re is n room 9 a foot] field = ,dirty ,dick & a self-respect+ p]son4 ,none ! less1 ! abs5ce ( _! h\se-ma/] _h a bad effect ^u ! ,torpids4 ,dam]1 y may be sure1 _h come d[n1 prep>$ to *e] l\d] ?an any boy 9 8 h\se2 ,dam]1 x 0 :isp]$1 _h be5 kn[n to %$ te>s :5 8 h\se suff]$ defeat2 ,dam]1 9 f9e1 inspir$ ard\rs--a passion ( endeav\r4 ,scaife won ! toss & kick$ (f4 ,= ! fir/ five m9utes no?+ ( int]e/ happ5$4 ,dam]'s play$ collectively2 ! ,manorites r wait$ ^u ! individual4 ,:5 ,scaife's *ance came1 s x 0 pr$ict$1 he w\ld g ?r\gh ! ,dam]'s c5tre z irresi/ibly z a ,russian battle%ip cuts ?r\gh a fleet ( fi%+-smacks4 ,rut=d be+ abs5t1 ,dumbleton1 ! butl]1 /ood well to ! =e4 ,he nev] miss$ a h\se-mat*1 & no "o c\ld guess1 look+ at 8 wood5 c\nt5ance1 h[ ! game 0 go+2 = he accept$ ei!r defeat or victory ) a dignifi$ self-re/ra9t4 ,a sm>t bit ( "w provok$ a bl&1 ,well play$1 sir1 v well play$1 sir6 utt]$ 9 ! same respectful tone 9 :i* he reque/$ ,lovell1 let u say1 to g to ,mr4 ,rut=d's /udy aft] pray]s4 ,! fags believ$ t ,dumb]1 :o _h begun 8 c>e] z boot-boy at ! ,manor 9 ! glori\s days ( old1 _h giv5 notice to leave :5 he le>n$ t ,dirty ,dick 0 ab\t to assume comm&2 b _h be5 prevail$ ^u to /ay by ! promise ( an enorm\s sal>y4 ,no?+ di/urb$ 8 equanimity4 ,on ! previ\s ,saturday ev5+1 ,john _h heat$ ! wrong end ( ! pok] 9 ,no4 #ae1 kn[+ t ,dumb]'s duty con/ra9$ him to m>* r\nd ! ,h\se aft] lights out1 to rake out any fires t might be /ill burn+4 ,snug "u 8 c\nt]pane1 ! practical jok] await$1 *uckl+1 a *ol]ic ^w f ! impassive & impeccable butl]4 ,h[ did ,dumb] div9e t ! pok] 0 unduly hot & black ) soot und]nea?8 ,:o c answ] t "q8 ,! fact rema9s t he seiz$ ,john's be/ ,sunday tr\s]s :i* 7 laid out on a *air1 & hold+ ! pok] ) ^!1 accompli%$ 8 task )\t rem>k or smile4 ,! tr\s]s _h to be s5t to ! tailor's to be clean$4 ,n f> f ,dumb] /ood a gr\p ( small boys1 includ+ ! unhappy ,fluff--unhappy because he 0 n play+1 despite ardu\s tra9+ 7entirely to please ,john7 & sy/ematic coa*+4 ,8 failure meant fur!r sep>ation f ,john1 :om1 x w be rememb]$1 he w\ld h be5 all[$ to call by 8 ,*ri/ian "n1 _h he be5 includ$ among/ ! ,torpids4 ,( late1 ,fluff _h n se5 mu* ( ,john1 & 9 8 d>k h\rs he all[$ 8 ?\ghts to l+]1 n unpleasantly sometimes1 ^u premature dea? & ,john's subsequ5t remorse4 ,meantime1 ,scaife & ,desmond 7 play+ a furi\s game :i* mu/ h prov$ successful _h x n be5 = ! admirable /ead9ess ( ! enemy4 ,lawr5ce wat*$ _! ef=ts ) compress$ lips & fr[n+ br[s4 ,he knew--:o bett]8--t 8 cracks 7 te>+ !mselves to tatt]s2 b 8 prote/s 7 dr[n$ by ! %rill *e]s ( ! fags4 ,rut=ds--,rut=-r-r-r-r-ds6 ,g x1 old ,demon6--,jolly well play$1 ,caes>6--,sky him6#ag--,well ski$1 sir6--,ah-h-h-h6 ,well giv5--well tak56 ,! la/1 long-drawn-out exclamation proclaim$ t ,y>ds#ah _h be5 giv5 to ,scaife "r 9 front ( ,dam]'s base4 ,dam]'s retreat$2 ,scaife1 ) heav+ *e/1 balanc$ ! big ball betwe5 ! tips ( 8 f+]s4 ,oh-h-h-h-h6 ,scaife _h miss$ an easy %ot4 ,lawr5ce c\ld see t ! boy 0 trembl+ ) disappo9tm5t & mortification4 ,b>b$ arr[s f ,dam]'s small boys pi]c$ ,manorite he>ts4 ,jolly well bo%$1 ,scaife6--,good1 k9d1 old ,demon6--,?ank y1 ,scaife6-- & l d]isive approbation roll$ f lip to lip4 ,! ,cat]pill> turn$ to ,lovell4 ,%[+ temp]1 a9't he8 ,yes1 said ,lovell4 ,clev] *ap1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 reflectively2 b "o is rem9d$ t a /ream c't rise high] ?an its s\rce4 ,n m9e t--! gov]nor's6 ,caes> is fac+ ! *aff ) a gr94 ,! game began aga94 ,b soon x became evid5t t ,scaife _h lo/1 n only 8 temp]1 b 8 head4 ,he ru%$ "h & !re ) s little judgm5t t ! odds among/ ! sport+ fell[s w5t to six to f\r aga9/ ! ,manor4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! game !y 7 six to f\r ! o!r way4 ,&1 inevitably1 ,scaife's wild & furi\s ef=ts unbalanc$ ,desmond's play4 ,bo? boys 7 out ( _! prop] places to ! confusion ( ! re/ ( ! team4 ,)9 half an h\r ,dam]'s _h scor$ two bases to no?+4 ,! ,cat]pill> di/ribut$ halves ( lemons4 ,lawr5ce w5t up to ,scaife4 ,! capta9 ( ! ,torpids 0 /&+ ap>t1 n f> f ,desmond1 :o 0 suck+ a lemon ) a puzzl$ expression4 ,gallant1 sweet-temp]$1 & always hopeful1 ,caes> c\ld n und]/& 8 fri5d's passion ( rage & res5tm5t4 ,) ! tact ( 8 race1 h[ev]1 he held alo(1 smil+ feebly1 because he _h sworn to himself n to fr[n4 ,_h he look$ to 8 "r1 he w\ld h se5 ,john1 also suck+ a lemon1 b und]/udy+ 8 idol's non*alant attitude & smile4 ,john 0 s5sible ( an ov]p[]+ desire to fl+ himself ^u ! gr\nd & h[l4 ,in/ead he suck$ 8 lemon1 />$ at ,desmond1 & smil$--valiantly4 ,scaife1 said ,lawr5ce1 gravely1 y're n play+ ! game4 ,scaife sc[l$4 ,i only "k ,i've half kill$ myself1 he mutt]$4 ,lawr5ce cont9u$ 9 ! same /eady voice1 ,yes2 because y miss$ an easy base :i* has happ5$ to me & e o!r play] scores ( times4 ,come "h1 ,desmond4 ,desmond jo9$ !m4 ,lawr5ce's face bright5$ :5 he saw hopeful eyes & a gallant smile4 ,y don't despair8 ,we'll knock 'em into smi!re5s yet4 ,t's ! ,h>r[ _s1 b temp] y\r det]m9ation to w9 ) a little common s5se4 ,y've ov]done x1 bo? ( y4 ,take my tip3 !y'll play up l blazes4 ,def5d y\r own base2 & !n1 :5 !y're sp5t1 trample on 'em4 ,?ank y1 said ,desmond4 ,scaife nodd$ sulkily4 ,none ! less he _h too great respect = ,lawr5ce's ability & exp]i5ce z a capta9 to disreg>d 8 advice4 ,aft] ! kick-(f1 ,dam]'s did play up1 & ! ,manor _h to def5d its base aga9/ su/a9$ & fi]ce attack4 ,aga9 & aga9 a ?ird base 0 almo/ kick$1 aga9 & aga9 sup]ior weight prevail$ 9 ! scrimmages4 ,)9 t5 m9utes ,dam]'s 7 gasp+ & we>y4 ,& !n1 ! ball 0 =c$ out ( ! scrimmage & kick$ to ! top side1 ,desmond's place 9 ! field4 ,comp>atively fre%1 see+ ! glori\s opportunity1 grasp+ x1 hugg+ x1 ,caes> swoop$ on ! ball4 ,he _h ! heels ( any boy on ! opposite side4 ,d[n ! field he sp$1 fa/] & fa/]1 amid ! ro>s ( ! ,s*ool1 ro>s :i* came to 8 e>s l ! deep boom+ ( break]s ^u a lee %ore4 ,to _m ( ^? wat*+ him1 ! sight ( t graceful figure1 t %9+1 ard5t face1 reveal+ ! promise :i* y\? & beauty always (f] to a delight$ _w1 became an ineffaceable memory4 ,dam] turn$ to ! ,head ( 8 h\se4 ,& ,desmond ought to be "o ( u1 he groan$4 ,& n[ ,caes> _h pass$ all =w>ds4 ,if he keeps 8 wits a base is c]ta94 ,! full back alone lies betwe5 him & triumph4 ,b ?is is ! mom5t1 ! psy*ological mom5t1 :5 "o t9y mi/ake w prove irrevocable4 ,! ,head ( ,dam]'s :isp]s z mu* to ,dam]1 :o smiles sadly4 ,8 fa!r's son w n blund] n[1 he replies4 ,nor does he4 ,! mi/ake--= mi/ake !re mu/ be on "o side or t'o!r--is made by ,dam]'s back4 ,z ! ball rolls halfway betwe5 !m1 ! back hesitates & falt]s4 ,"o base to two--& eighte5 m9utes to play6 ,! second base 0 kick$ by ,scaife five m9utes lat]4 ,by ?is "t ! ,s*ool knew t !y 7 look+ on at a cock-h\se mat*1 n a semi-f9al4 ,x 0 ! weal? ( ,dives aga9/ ! wid['s mite t ! w9n] ( ?is mat* w\ld defeat easily ei!r ( ! two rema9+ h\ses4 ,& n a man or boy on ! gr\nd c\ld "n ) any conviction ! bett] elev54 ,! bett+ langui%$ at ev5s4 ,moreov]1 bo? sides 7 play+ canny1 risk+ no?+1 nurs+ _! en]gies = ! la/ furi\s five m9utes4 ,dam] began to fidget2 ?an he dropp$ out ( ! front rank ( spectators4 ,he c\ldn't /& /ill to see 8 boys w9--or lose4 ,he pac$ up & d[n beh9d ! fags1 :o w9k$ at ea* o!r4 ,dam]'s got ! ne$le1 !y :isp]$4 ,dumbleton1 h[ev]1 /ood /ill2 a grav5 image ( ,high ,life bel[ ,/airs4 ,:at d y ?9k1 ,dumb]8 ask$ ,fluff4 ,i ?9k1 my "l1 repli$ ,dumb]1 solemnly1 t e m9ute improves our *ance1 b if x goes on mu* long]1 he add$ phlegmatically1 ,i %all fall d[n dead4 ,my 'e>t's weak1 my "l4 ,?is 0 an anci5t joke deliv]$ by ,dumb] z if x 7 br&-new1 & receiv$ by ! fags 9 a l _s4 ,bless y1 y've got no he>t1 ,dumb]4 ,x's turn$ into tummy long ago1 or1 9 sca?+ acc5ts1 ,x's n y\r he>t t's out ( :ack1 ,dumb]1 b y\r bli!r+ old headpiece4 ,:at a pity y c't buy a new "o6 & s on & s =?4 ,v soon1 h[ev]1 ?is *aff ceas$4 ,excitem5t began to %ake ! spectators4 ,!y felt x up & d[n _! sp9al columns2 x =m$ itself into lumps 9 _! ?roats2 x gave "o or two cramp 9 ! calves ( _! legs2 x r$d5$ _m *eeks & :it5$ z _m m4 ,! ,cat]pill> pull$ out 8 wat*4 ,?ree & a half m9utes1 he ann\nc$ 9 a voice :i* fell l ! crack ( doom ^u ! sil5t cr[d4 ,if !y c\ld h *e]$ or *aff$6 ,b ! absolute equality ( ! la/ desp]ate /ruggle prev5t$ any demon/ration4 ,! ball 0 worri$ ?r\gh a scrimmage1 escap$ to ! "r1 slid out to ! left1 only to be return$ :5ce x came4 ,x seem$ z if bo? sides 7 unable to kick x1 & :5 kick$ x seem$ to refuse to move z if weight$ by ! ev]-increas+ burd5 ( susp5se4444 ,n[--n['s y\r *ance6 yell$ ! ,manorites4 ,to _! flam+ s5ses ! ball appe>$ to be ly+1 a huge blurr$ sph]e1 ^u ! muddy grass2 & ! ,elev5s 7 /upidly />+ at x4 ,! ,sa9ts be prais$6 ,"s fell[ c move4 ,:o is x8 ,! play]s1 big & little1 are s daub$ ) mud f head to foot z to be unrecognizable4 ,ah-h-h6 ,x's "y ,v]ney4 ,good kid6 ,well play$--,i say1 well play$1 well pla-a-a-a-y$6 ,our ,john has1 x seems1 di/+ui%$ himself4 ,he has *>g$ valiantly into ! capta9 ( ,dam]'s at ! mom5t :5 t illu/ri\s *ief is ab\t to kick ! ball to a tru/$ lieut5ant on ! left4 ,he succe$s 9 kick+ ! ball into ,john's face4 ,john goes ov] backw>ds2 b ! ball falls j 9 front ( ! ,duff]4 ,kick x1 ,duff]--kick x1 y old ass6 ,! ,duff] kicks x mo/ accurately1 kicks x well out to ! top side4 ,n[1 c ,desmond repeat 8 amaz+ p]=mance8 ,yes--,no--he c't4 ,! conditions are no long] ! same4 ,half a doz5 fell[s are betwe5 him & ! ,dam] base4 ,alas6 ,! ,manor is ab\t to receive a second object-lesson ^u ! fatuity ( tru/+ to individuals4 ,confid5t 9 ,caes>'s ability to take ! ball at lea/ )9 kick+ di/ance ( ! base1 !y h ru%$ =w>d1 leav+ ungu>d$ _! own citadel4 ,caes>1 go+ too fa/1 misjudges ! di/ance betwe5 himself & ! back4 ,a second lat] ! ball is well on its way to ! ,manor's base4 ,! back awaits x1 coolly en\gh2 kn[+ t ,dam]'s =w>ds are (fside4 ,!n he kicks ! sodd51 slipp]y ball--h>d4 ,an exclamation ( horror bur/s f ! ,manorites4 ,_! back has kick$ ! ball /raight into ! h&s ( ! ,dam]ite capta91 ! /eadie/ play] on ! gr\nd4 ,y>ds6 ,! *ief collects himself = a decisive ef=t1 & !n despat*es ! ball /raight & true = ! t>get4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x pass$ betwe5 ! po/s )9 =ty-five seconds ( "t4 ,,footnotes3 #ad ,! b>maid coll> is ! d\ble coll>1 at t "t j com+ into fa%ion4 #ae ,*aw1 %ort = ,*awbacon4 #af ,tique1 ab4 = ari?metic4 ,tique-beaks are ma!matical ma/]s4 #ag ,to sky1 i4e4 to *>ge & ov]?r[4 #ah ,9 ! ,h>r[ game a boy may turn & kick ! ball into ! h&s ( "o ( 8 own side4 ,! boy :o cat*es x calls ,y>ds6 &1 ! opposite side )draw+ ?ree y>ds1 ! cat*] is all[$ a free kick4 ,,*apt] ,v ,fell[%ip ,fell[%ip is ,heav51 & ! lack ( x is ,hell4 ,john 0 squel*+ ?r\gh ! mud1 wond]+ :e!r 8 nose 0 brok5 or n1 :5 ,lawr5ce t\*$ 8 %\ld]4 ,nev] m9d1 ,v]ney1 he said *e]ily2 ! ,manor w be cock-h\se at ,torpids next ye>1 & ,i v5ture to prophesy t y'll be ,capta94 ,oh1 ?anks1 ,lawr5ce1 said ,john4 ,b1 mu* z he appreciat$ ?is tribute f ! great man1 & mu* z x s]v$ to mitigate ! pangs ( defeat1 a yet happi] /roke ( =tune 0 ab\t to befall him4 ,desmond1 :o always walk$ up f ! football field ) ,scaife1 conf]r$ ^u ,john ! hon\r ( 8 company4 ,:]e's ,scaife8 said ,john4 ,! ,demon is demoniac1 said ,desmond4 ,he's lo/ 8 hair1 & he blames me4 ,well1 ,i did my be/1 & s did he1 & !re's no m to be said4 ,x's a bore t we %all be too old to play next ye>4 ,i told ! ,demon t if we _h to be beat51 ,i w\ld soon] take a lick+ f ,dam]'s ?an any o!r h\se2 & he told me t he believ$ ,i want$ 'em to w94 ,:5 a fell['s 9 t sort ( bl9d rage1 ,i call him dotty1 don't y8 ,yes1 said ,john4 ,y play$ jolly well1 ,v]ney2 ,i expect ,lawr5ce told y s4 ,he did say some?+ dec5t1 ,john repli$4 ,! ,cat]pill> jo9$ !m z !y 7 pass+ ?r\gh ! /ile4 ,we %\ld h won1 he said delib]ately1 if ! ,demon hadn't behav$ l a rank outsid]4 ,scaife is my pal1 said ,desmond1 hotly4 ,! ,cat]pill> %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s1 & held high 8 well-cut1 aquil9e nose1 z he murmur$-- ,"o doesn't pret5d to be a ,*ri/ian1 b z a g5tleman "o accepts a bit ( bad luck )\t gna%+ "o's tee?4 ,:at8 ,t ,sp>tan boy ) ! fox 0 a well br$ 'un1 y c take my ^w = x4 ,scaife isn't4 ,! ,cat]pill> jo9$ ano!r pair ( boys be=e ,desmond c\ld reply4 ,john look$ uncom=table4 ,!n ,desmond bur/ out ) ,iri% vehem5ce-- ,eg]ton is always jaw+ ab\t bre$+4 ,x's r snobbi%4 ,i don't ?9k ! worse ( ,scaife because 8 gr&fa!r c>ri$ a hod4 ,! ,eg]tons h be5 liv+ at ,m\nt ,eg]ton ev] s9ce !y left ,m\nt ,ar>at1 b :at h !y done8 ,& he ought to make all[ances = ! old ,demon4 ,he 0 simply mad ke5 to w9 ?is mat*1 & he has a temp]4 ,y l him1 ,v]ney1 don't y8 ,john hesitat$1 realiz+ t to speak ! tru? w\ld (f5d ! "o fell[ 9 ! s*ool :om he wi%$ to please & conciliate4 ,!n he blurt$ out-- ,no--,i don't4 ,y don't8 ,desmond's frank1 blue eyes1 ,iri% eyes1 deeply blue1 ) black la%es encircl+ !m1 betray$ amazem5t & curiosity--s ,john ?\ght--r ?an ang]4 ,y don't8 he cont9u$4 ,:y n8 ,! old ,demon likes y2 he says y got him out ( a tight place4 ,:y don't y l him1 ,v]ney8 ,john's m9d _h to speculate vaguely :e!r or n ,desmond knew ! nature ( ! tight place--tight 0 su* a v descriptive adjective--out ( :i* he _h pull$ ,scaife4 ,!n he said n]v\sly-- ,i don't l him because--because he likes--y4 ,likes me8 ,:at a rum 'un y are1 ,v]ney6 ,:y %\ldn't he l me8 ,because1 said ,john1 boldly meet+ ! em]g5cy ) ! conviction t he _h burnt 8 %ips1 & mu/ advance )\t fe>1 because he's n half good en\gh = y4 ,desmond bur/ out laugh+2 ! cle>1 r++ laugh ( 8 fa!r1 :i* _h (t5 allay$ an incipi5t mut9y bel[ ! gangway1 & *>m$ aside ! imp5d+ disa/] ( a snat*-division4 ,& x is on "o's own side 9 ! ,h\se ( ,commons t good temp] tells pre-em95tly4 ,n good en\gh = me6 he repeat$4 ,?anks awfully4 ,evid5tly y h a high op9ion (--me4 ,yes1 said ,john4 ,! quiet monosyllable1 s sob]ly1 s s]i\sly utt]$1 *all5g$ ,desmond's att5tion4 ,he />$ = a mom5t at ,john's face--n an attractive object4 ,blood & mud disfigur$ x4 ,b ! grey eyes met ! blue unwav]+ly4 ,desmond flu%$4 ,y've /uck me on a sort ( p$e/al4 ,8 tone 0 z s]i\s z ,john's4 ,yes1 said ,john4 ,!y 7 opposite ! ,music ,s*ools4 ,! o!r ,manorites _h run on4 ,= ! mom5t !y /ood alone1 t5 ?\s& leagues f ,h>r[1 alone 9 ^? sublimat$ spaces :]e s\l meets s\l unfett]$ by fle%4 ,aft]w>ds1 n !n1 ,john knew t ?is 0 s4 ,he met ! real ,desmond = ! fir/ "t1 & ,desmond met ! real ,john 9 a ?or\ghf>e o!r ?an t :i* leads to ! ,manor1 o!r ?an t :i* leads to any h\se built by human h&s1 ^u ! %9+ highway ( ,heav54 ,%all we try to set d[n ,desmond's feel+s at ?is crisis8 ,till n[1 8 life _h run gaily ?r\gh fragrant g>d5s1 s to speak3 pleasaunces full ( fl[]s1 ( sweet-smell+ h]bs1 ( /ately trees1 a p>adise inde$ f :i* ! ugly1 ! crude1 ! h>mful _h be5 rigor\sly exclud$4 ,happy ! boy :o has su* a home z 0 allott$ to ,h>ry ,desmond6 ,& f x1 ev] s9ce he c\ld rememb]1 he _h receiv$ t5d] love1 absolute tru/1 ! traditions ( a great family ^: "n 0 "p ( ,engli% hi/ory1 an exquisite ref9em5t1 & ) ^!1 ! gratification ( all reasonable desires4 ,& ?is magnific5t upbr++ %one out ( 8 radiant face1 ! inexpressible *>m ( y\? unspott$--:ite4 ,scaife's upbr++1 ( :i* y %all "k m pres5tly1 _h be5 f> diff]5t1 & yet he1 ! cynic & ! unclean1 recogniz$ ! ,god 9 ,h>ry ,desmond4 ,he _h n1 = in/ance1 told ,desmond ( ! nature ( t tight place2 he _h kept a gu>d ov] 8 tongue2 he _h int]pos$ 8 own /rong w betwe5 8 fri5d & su* att5tion z a boy ( ,desmond's attractiv5ess might provoke f ,lovell s5ior & ! l4 ,x is true t ,scaife 0 well aw>e t )\t ^! precautions he w\ld h lo/ 8 fri5d2 none ! less1 above & beyond ?is consci\sness hov]$ ! high]1 m subtle intuition t ! good 9 ,desmond 0 some?+ n lightly to be tamp]$ )1 some?+ awe-inspir+2 ! m s because1 poor fell[6 he _h nev] enc\nt]$ x be=e4 ,desmond /ood /ill1 ) 8 eyes ^u ,john's discol\r$ face4 ,n ! lea/ ( ,caes>'s *>ms 0 8 lack ( self-consci\sness4 ,n[1 = ! fir/ "t1 he tri$ to see himself z ,john saw him--on a p$e/al4 ,& s /rong 0 ,john's ideal t 9 a s5se ,desmond did cat* a glimpse ( himself z ,john saw him4 ,& !n foll[$ a rapid comp>ison1 fir/ betwe5 ! real & ! ideal1 & secondly betwe5 himself & ,scaife4 ,8 face broke into a smile4 ,:y1 ,v]ney1 he exclaim$1 y mu/n't turn me into a sort ( ,gold5 ,calf4 ,& z = ,scaife n be+ good en\gh = me1 :y1 he's miles ahead ( me 9 ev]y?+4 ,he's clev]]1 bett] at games1 t5 ?\s& times bett] look+1 & "o day he'll be a big p[]1 & ,i %all always be a poor man4 ,:y1 ,i--,i don't m9d tell+ y t ,i us$ to keep out ( ,scaife's way1 al?\gh he 0 always awfully civil to me1 because he has s mu* & ,i s little4 ,he's n half good en\gh = y1 repeat$ ,john1 ) ! ,v]ney ob/9acy4 ,unwitt+ly he slightly emphasiz$ ! good4 ,good8 ,d y mean 'pi'8 ,he's n t1 ?ank ! ,"l6 ,?is made ,john laugh1 & ,desmond jo9$ 94 ,n[ !y 7 ,h>r[ boys aga91 )9 measurable di/ance ( ! ,y>d1 al?\gh /ill 9 ! %ad[ ( ! ,spire4 ,! ,demon describ$ z pi tickl$ _! ribs4 ,y mu/ le>n to l ! ,demon1 ,desmond cont9u$1 z !y mov$ on4 ,!n1 z ,john said no?+1 he add$ quickly1 ,he & ,i h made up our m9ds n to try = remove ?is t]m4 ,y see1 next t]m is ! jollie/ t]m ( ! ye>--cricket & ',duck]'#ai & ,"l's4 ,& we %all "k ! =m's swat ?or\ghly1 & h "t to enjoy ourselves4 ,y'll be ) u4 ,y\r remove is a 'c]t'--eh8 ,john beam$4 ,he _h made c]ta9 t ,caes> w\ld be 9 ! ,?ird ,fif? next t]m & hopelessly out ( rea*4 ,oh yes1 ,i %all get my remove4 ,s w ! ,cat]pill>4 ,hang ! ,cat]pill>1 said ,desmond4 ,he'd ask = a silk5 rope1 z ,"l ,f]r]s did1 said ,john1 ) "o ( 8 unexpect$ t\*es ( hum\r4 ,aga9 ,desmond b5t 8 head 9 ! ge/ure ,john knew s well1 & laugh$4 ,i say1 ,v]ney1 y are a jok]4 ,well1 ! old ,cat]pill>'s a good sort1 b he's n fair to ,scaife4 ,"h we are6 ,!y ran up/airs to to% & *ange4 ,john f\nd ! ,duff] j slipp+ out ( 8 ducks4 ,he look$ at ,john ) a rueful gr94 ,are y go+ to *uck me8 he ask$4 ,*uck y8 ,fluff says y've *uck$ him4 ,he 0 9 "h a mom5t ago to ask if y\r nose 0 squa%$4 ,i believe ! silly little ass ?9ks y ! greate/ ?+ on e>?4 ,i don't *uck anybody1 said ,john1 indignantly4 ,& he made a po9t ( ask+ ,fluff to walk ) him on ,sunday4 ,aft] ! ,torpid mat*es ! s*ool settl$ d[n to tra9 7m or less7 = ! a?letic sports4 ,john came to grief sev]al times at ,k5ton brook1 essay+ to jump x at places obvi\sly--z ! ,duff] po9t$ out--beyond 8 /ride4 ,! ,duff] & he put _! names d[n = ! h\se-h&icaps1 & curtail$ _! visits to ! ,cream]ies4 ,aft] ?is self-d5ial x is humiliat+ to record t nei!r boy succe$$ 9 w9n+ any?+4 ,caes> won ! h\se mile h&icap2 ,scaife won ! "u sixte5 high jump--a triumph = ! ,manor2 & ,fluff1 ! despis$ ,fluff1 actually secur$ an imm5se tank>d1 :i* "o ( ! ,six? (f]$ z a prize because he 0 q conv9c$ t 8 own p>ticul> pal w\ld w9 x4 ,! di/ance happ5$ to be half a mile4 ,fluff 0 all[$ an enorm\s />t & won 9 a cant]4 ,! t]m came to an end soon aft] ^! a*ievem5ts1 & ,john sp5t a week ( ! holidays at ,:ite ,ladies1 ! ,duke ( ,tr5t's ,%rop%ire place4 ,"h1 = ! fir/ "t1 he saw t augu/ & solemn p]sonage1 a ,groom ( ! ,*amb]s1 ) c>efully-trimm$ :isk]s1 a :ite tie1 a silky voice1 & ! appe>ance ( an ar*deacon4 ,?is visit is record$ because x made a pr(\nd impression ^u a pla/ic m9d4 ,john _h nev] sat 9 ! seats ( ! mighty4 ,v]ney ,boscobel 0 a delightful old h\se1 b x might h be5 put1 /ables & all1 into ,:ite ,ladies1 & nev] f\nd aga94 ,fluff %[$ ,john ! fam\s ,reynolds & ,ga9sbor\gh portraits1 ! ,van ,dycks & ,lelys1 ! ,romneys & ,ri*monds4 ,fair wom5 & brave m5 smil$ or fr[n$ at our h]o :]ev] he turn$ 8 wond]+ eyes4 ,aft] ! fir/ t\r ( ! great gall]ies1 he turn$ to 8 companion4 ,i say1 he :isp]$ solemnly1 "s ( 'em look z if !y didn't l my call+ y--,fluff4 ,i wi% y'd call me ,esme4 ,all "r1 said ,john1 ,i w2 &--er--al?\gh y didn't get into ! ,torpids1 y c call me--,john4 ,oh1 ,john1 ?anks awfully4 ,ponies 7 provid$ = ! boys to ride1 & !y %ot rabbits 9 ! ,*ase4 ,also1 !y appe>$ at d9n]1 a trem5d\s function1 & 7 enc\rag$ by "s ( ! y\ng] gue/s to sp> 7v]bally1 ( c\rse7 ) ! duke's ,etonian sons4 ,fluff look$ s mu* /rong] & happi] t 8 p>5ts1 delight$ ) _! exp]im5t1 7 incl9$ to cry up ! ,hill1 mu* to ! exasp]ation ( ! dwell]s 9 ! ,pla94 ,:5 he left ,:ite ,ladies ,john _h le>n$ "o valuable lesson4 ,8 s5se ( t hackney$ phrase1 noblesse oblige1 ! s5se :i* rema9s nons5se ) s _m boys 7old & "y71 _h be5 quick5$4 ,little m ?an a *ild 9 _m ways1 he realiz$1 z a man does1 ! true significance ( rank & weal?4 ,! ,duke ( ,tr5t _h m>ri$ a pleasure-lov+ dame2 ,:ite ,ladies 0 ess5tially a pleasure-h\se1 to :i* came gladly en\gh ! wit & beauty ( ! k+dom4 ,& yet ! duke1 n clev] z comp>$ to 8 gue/s1 n ev5 good-look+ z comp>$ to ! spl5did g5tlem5 :om ,van ,dyck & ,lely _h pa9t$1 undi/+ui%$1 9 f9e1 9 ev]y?+ save rank & weal?1 work$1 e>ly & late1 h>d] ?an any lab\r] ^u 8 va/ doma94 ,& :5 ,john said to ,fluff1 ,i say1 ,esme1 :y does ! duke "w s bea/ly h>d8 ,fluff repli$ ) emphasis1 ,:y1 because he has to1 y "k4 ,x's no joke to be born a duke1 & ,i'm jolly glad t ,i'm a y\ng] son4 ,fa!r says t he has no amusem5ts1 b pl5ty ( occupation4 ,"m says he's ! unpaid l&-ag5t ( ! ,tr5t prop]ty4 ,john w5t back to ,v]ney ,boscobel1 & repeat$ :at ,fluff _h said1 z 8 own4 ,x 0 simply spl5did1 mum1 l a sort ( ca/le 9 fairyl& & all t1 b ,i am glad ,i'm n a duke4 ,& ,i expect t ev5 an e>l has a lot ( bea/ly jobs to d :i* nev] bo!r u4 ,oh1 y've f\nd t out1 h y1 ,john8 ,well1 ,i hesitat$ :5 ! invitation came2 b ,i'm glad n[ t y w5t4 ,yes2 & x's ripp+ to be home aga94 99 99 99 99 99 ,! summ] t]m began 9 glori\s sun%9e2 & ,john =got t he own$ an umbrella4 ,! ,cat]pill> & he _h a*iev$ _! remove1 b ! unhappy ,duff] 0 left beh9d alone ) ! hide\s necessity ( do+ 8 =m's "w by himself4 ,! boys occupi$ ! same rooms1 b ,john prep>$ 8 ,greek & ,lat9 ) ,scaife1 ,caes>1 & ! ,cat]pill>2 :om he 0 n[ privileg$ to call by _! nick-names4 ,!y began to call him ,john1 he>+ "y ,k9lo* d s2 & !n "o day1 ,scaife1 look+ up ) 8 d]isive smile1 said-- ,i'm go+ to call y ,jona?an4 ,good1 said ,desmond4 ,all ! same1 we c't call ei!r ! ,duff] or ,fluff--,david1 c we8 ,i 0 n ?9k+ ( ,k9lo* or ,duff1 said ,scaife1 />+ h>d at ,john4 ,& ,john alone knew t ,scaife read him l a book1 9 :i* he 0 contemptu\sly amus$--no?+ m4 ,aft] t1 z if ,scaife's w 7 law1 ! o!rs call$ ,john--,jona?an4 ,v soon1 ! sun 0 obscur$ by ev]-?ick5+ cl\ds4 ,john happ5$ to provoke ! antipa?y ( a l\t 9 8 =m kn[n z ,lubb] ,sprott4 ,sprott began to p]secute him ) a s]ies ( petty insults & injuries4 ,he accus$ him ( suck+ up to a "l1 ( putt+ on lift because he 0 ! y\nge/ boy 9 ! ,upp] ,remove1 ( k[-t[+ to ! ma/]s--& s =?4 ,!n1 f9d+ ^! repeat$ gibes gr[+ /ale1 he resort$ to mean] me?ods4 ,he upset ink on ,john's books1 or kick$ !m f "u 8 arm z he 0 go+ up to ! ,new ,s*ools4 ,he put a dr+]#bj into ! pocket ( ,john's blu]4#ba ,he p9*$ him unm]cifully if he f\nd himself next to ,john 9 =m1 kn[+ t ,john w\ld n betray him4 ,:5 occasion (f]$ he kick$ ,john4 ,9 %ort1 he 0 successful 9 tak+ all ! fun & sp>kle out ( ! m]rie mon? ( ,may4 ,f9ally1 ,caes> got an inkl+ ( :at 0 go+ on4 ,is ,sprott ragg+ y8 he ask$ po9t-blank4 ,ye-es1 said ,john1 blu%+4 ,x's n-no?+1 he add$ n]v\sly4 ,he'll get tir$ ( x1 ,i expect4 ,i saw him kick y1 said ,desmond1 fr[n+4 ,n[1 look "h1 ,jona?an1 y kick him2 kick him z h>d z ev] y c :]e1 :]e he kicks y--eh8 ,& d x to-morr[ 9 ! ,y>d1 at n9e ,bill1 :5 ev]ybody is look+ on4 ,y c dodge into ! cr[d2 b if ,i 7 y ,i'd kick him at ! v mom5t he gets into l9e1 & !n he c't pursue4 ,& if he does pursue--:i* ,i'll bet y a bob he don't1 he'll h to tackle y & me4 ,i'll d x1 said ,john4 ,next day1 a :ole holiday1 at n9e ,bill1 bo? ,caes> & ,john 7 /&+ close to ! w9d[ ( ,cu/os' d51 wait+ = ,lubb] ,sprott to appe>4 ,:ile wait+1 an incid5t occurr$ :i* mu/ be duly *ronicl$ inasmu* z x has direct be>+ ^u ?is /ory4 ,only ! week be=e ,rut=d _h come up to ! ,y>d late = ,bill1 he be+ ! ma/] ^: turn x 0 to call ov]4 ,su* t>d9ess1 :i* happ5s seldom1 is reckon$ z an unp>donable s9 by ,h>r[ boys4 ,briefly x means t six hundr$ suff] f ! unpunctuality ( "o4 ,!re=e1 :5 ,rut=d appe>$1 slightly flu%$ ( c\nt5ance & visibly annoy$1 ! ,s*ool emphasiz$ _! displeasure by d]isive *e]s4 ,rut=d1 ev] tactless :]e boys 7 conc]n$1 0 unwise en\gh to make a spee* f ! /eps condemn+1 9 8 usual bomba/ic /yle1 a demon/ration :i* he ought to h kn[n he 0 q p[]less to puni% or to prev5t4 ,:5 he _h f9i%$1 ! ,s*ool *e]$ m d]isively ?an be=e4 ,aft] ,bill1 he left ! ,y>d1 purple ) rage & humiliation4 ,^u ?is p>ticul> morn+1 "o ( ! y\ng] ma/]s1 ,basil ,w>de1 0 call+ ,bill4 ,! ,s*ool knew little ( ,w>de1 save t he 0 an ,old ,h>rovian 9 *>ge ( a ,small ,h\se1 & t 8 =m report$ him--que]4 ,he _h in/itut$ a que] sy/em ( puni%m5ts1 he made que] rem>ks1 he look$ que]3 9 f9e1 he 0 g5]ally reg>d$ z a radical1 & !re=e a p]son to be wat*$ ) suspicion by boys :o1 z a body1 are int5sely cons]vative4 ,he 0 ( a cle> r$ complexion ) lapis-lazuli blue eyes1 t peculi> blue :i* is ! col\r ( ! sea on a bright1 /ormy day4 ,! ,upp] ,s*ool knew t1 z a memb] ( ! ,alp9e ,club1 ,w>de _h conqu]$ half a doz5 hi!rto unconqu]able peaks4 ,into ! ,y>d & into ?is book ,w>de comes late4 ,z he hurri$ to 8 place1 ! ,s*ool greet$ him z !y _h greet$ ,rut=d only ! week be=e4 ,if any?+1 ! demon/ration 0 slightly m ho/ile4 ,t ,bill %\ld be delay$ twice )9 t5 days 0 unhe>d-( & outrage\s4 ,:5 ! hoots & *e]s subsid$1 ,w>de held up 8 h&4 ,he smil$1 & 8 *9 /uck out1 & 8 nose /uck up at an angle famili> to ^? :o _h scal$ peaks 9 8 company4 ,9 sil5ce1 ! ,s*ool await$ :at he _h to say1 hop+ t he might slate !m1 :i* w\ld af=d an excuse = m ragg+4 ,w>de1 guess+1 p]haps1 ! wi% ( ! cr[d1 smil$ m g5ially ?an be=e4 ,!n1 9 a l\d1 cle> voice1 he said-- ,i beg p>don = be+ late4 ,& ,i ?ank y = *e]+ me4 ,i hav5't be5 *e]$ 9 ! ,y>d s9ce ! aft]noon :5 ,i got my ,flannels4 ,a deaf5+ ro> ( applause broke f ! boys4 ,w>de might be que]1 b he 0 a good sort1 a g5tleman1 &1 h5ce=w>d1 popul> ) ,h>rovians4 ,he began to call ov] z ,lubb] ,sprott ne>$ ! place :]e ,desmond & ,john await$ him4 ,! ,lubb] took up 8 position ne> ! boys1 turn+ a broad back to !m4 ,he /ood ) 8 h&s 9 8 pockets1 talk+ to ano!r boy z big & /upid z himself4 ,! ,lubb]1 x may be add$1 ought to h worn ,*>ity tails1 b he _h n appli$ = p]mission to d s4 ,he 0 fat & gross r ?an tall1 & c]ta9ly too l>ge = 8 clo!s4 ,n[1 said ,caes>4 ,john measur$ ! di/ance ) 8 eye1 z ,caes> ?\ghtfully nudg$ o!r memb]s ( ! ,upp] ,remove4 ,john _h room = a v %ort run4 ,! ,lubb] 0 sway+ backw>ds & =w>ds4 ,john tim$ 8 kick1 :i* = a small boy he deliv]$ ) surpris+ =ce1 s accurately t ! ,lubb] fell on 8 face4 ,! boys look+ on scream$ ) laught]4 ,! ,lubb]1 pick+ himself up 7,john dodg$ into ! cr[d1 :o receiv$ him joyfully7 & gl>+ r\nd1 enc\nt]$ ! contemptu\s face ( ,desmond4 ,let me h a %ot1 said ,caes>4 ,! ,lubb] advanc$1 splutt]+ ) rage4 ,:]e is he--:]e is he1 t inf]nal "y ,v]ney8 ,by ?is "t fifty boys at lea/ 7 int]e/$ spectators ( ! sc5e4 ,desmond /ood squ>e 9 ! ,lubb]'s pa?4 ,y l to kick small boys1 said ,caes>1 9 a v l\d voice4 ,i'm small1 half y\r size1 :y don't y kick me8 ,! ,lubb] c\ld h cru%$ ! speak] by m]e weight2 b he hesitat$1 & ! h>d] he />$ at ,desmond ! less he fanci$ ! job ( kick+ him4 ,quality confront$ quantity4 ,kick me1 said ,desmond1 if--if y d>e1 y big1 hulk+ c[>d & cad6 ,come on1 ,lubb]1 get into l9e6 %\t$ "s boy4 ,sprott turn$ sl[ly1 glanc+ ov] 8 va/1 fat %\ld] to gu>d aga9/ fur!r assault4 ,!n he took 8 place 9 ! l9e1 & pass$ sl[ly out ( ! ,y>d & out ( ^! pages4 ,he nev] p]secut$ ,john aga94#bb ,n yet1 h[ev]1 0 ! sun to %9e 9 ,john's firmam5t4 ,z ! days l5g!n$1 z ,june t\*$ all he>ts ) h] magic f+]s1 ins5sibly relax+ ! tissues & w>m+ ! s5ses1 ,john became m & m mis]ably aw>e t1 9 ! fight betwe5 ,scaife & himself = ! possession ( ,desmond1 ! odds 7 /up5d\sly aga9/ him4 ,truly ! ,demon _h ! subtlety ( ! s]p5t1 = he us$ ! fail+s :i* he 0 unable to hide z cords :]e) to b9d 8 fri5d m closely to him4 ,:5 ! facts1 = in/ance1 ( :at _h tak5 place 9 ,lovell's room came to ,desmond's e>s1 he d5i$ fi]cely ! possibility ( ,scaife1 8 pal1 mak+ a bea/ ( himself4 ,! laught] :i* greet$ 8 passionate prote/ s5t him hot-foot to ,scaife himself4 ,!y say1 pant$ ,caes>1 t la/ w9t] y 7 dead drunk 9 ,lovell's room4 ,i told ! bea/s !y li$4 ,scaife's h&some face s(t5$4 ,0 he t\*$ by ,caes>'s loyalty8 ,:o c tell8 ,always he subord9at$ emotion to intellig5ce3 head comm&$ he>t4 ,p]haps !y did1 he answ]$ /eadily2 & p]haps !y didn't4 ,i d5y no?+2 ,i admit no?+4 ,b--8 f9e eyes1 s d>k & pi]c+1 flam$--,caes>1 if ,i 0 dead drunk at y\r feet n[1 w\ld y turn away f me1 w\ld y *uck me8 ,desmond w9c$4 ,scaife pursu$ 8 advantage4 ,if y are t sort ( a fell[--! ,ph>isee--,desmond w9c$ aga9--! sa9t :o is too pure1 too holy1 to associate ) a s9n]1 say s1 & let u "p "h--& n[4 ,= ,i am a--s9n]4 ,y are n a s9n]4 ,hold h>d6 let me h my say4 ,i've always kn[n t ?is mom5t 0 com+4 ,yes1 ,i am a s9n]4 ,& my gov]nor is a s9n]1 a h>d5$ s9n]4 ,8 fa!r made our pile by :at y w\ld call robb]y4 ,! :ole _w kn[s x1 & condones x1 because we are s ri*4 ,ev5 my "m---- ,he paus$1 trembl+1 :ite to ! lips4 ,don't1 said ,desmond4 ,please don't4 ,y're "r4 ,i won't4 ,b ,i'm h&icapp$ on bo? sides4 ,x's only fair t y %\ld "k :at sort ( a fell[ y've *os5 = a pal4 ,& x's n too late to *uck me4 ,rut=d w put ,v]ney 9 "h1 if ,i ask him4 ,&1 by ,god6 ,i'm 9 ! mood to ask him n[4 ,%all ,i g to him1 ,desmond1 or %all ,i /ay8 ,he _h nev] rais$ 8 voice1 b x fell ^u ! s5sitive s\l ( ! boy fac+ him z if x 7 a cl>ion-call to battle4 ,desmond sprang =w>d1 ard5t1 eag]1 afire ) g5]\s self-surr5d]4 ,=give me1 he cri$4 ,oh1 =give me1 because ,i c't =give myself6 ,aft] ?is break+ ( b>ri]s1 ,scaife took less pa9s to disguise a nature :i* turn$ z in/9ctively to d>kness z ,desmond's to light4 ,a score ( times prote/ di$ :5 ,scaife murmur$1 ,!re ,i g aga91 =gett+ ! gulf betwe5 u2 & always ,desmond swore /\tly t ! gulf1 if a gulf did yawn betwe5 !m1 %\ld be bridg$ by fri5d%ip & hope4 ,b1 ins5sibly1 ,caes>'s ideals became ta9t$ by ,scaife's mat]ialism4 ,scaife1 = in/ance1 sp5t money lavi%ly ^u food & clo!s4 ,s f> z a ,public ,s*oolboy is able1 he nev] d5i$ 8 spl5did "y body any?+ x covet$4 ,desmond1 too pr\d to receive fav\rs )\t return+ !m1 tri$ to vie ) ?is reckless sp5d?rift1 & f\nd himself 9 debt4 ,9 o!r ways a ke5 eye & e> w\ld h m>k$ det]ioration4 ,john notic$ t ,caes> laugh$1 al?\gh he nev] sne]$1 at ?+s he us$ to hold sacr$2 t he condemn$1 z ,scaife did1 :atev] t clev] "y reprobate 0 pleas$ to /igmatize z n>r[-m9d$ or intol]ant4 ,cricket1 h[ev]1 kept !m fairly /raight4 ,ea* 0 c]ta9 to get 8 cap1#bc if1 z ,lawr5ce told !m1 !y /uck to ! rig\r ( ! game4 ,?is 0 ,lawr5ce's la/ t]m4 ,he _h /ay$ on to play at ,"l's1 & :5 he left ,trieve w\ld become ! ,head ( ! ,h\se--a prospect v pleas+ to ! turbul5t ,fif?4 ,ab\t ! middle ( ,june ,john suff]$ a p>l\s bl[4 ,he 0 nev] s happy z :5 he 0 sitt+ 9 ,scaife's room1 *eek by j[l ) ,desmond1 %>+1 p]haps1 a dr+]1 por+ ov] ! same diction>y4 ,?is delightful intimacy came to a sudd5 end 9 ?is wise4 ,! =m-ma/] ( ! ,upp] ,remove happ5$ to be a precisian 9 ,engli%4 ,a sure road to 8 fav\r 0 ! "r use ( a ^w4 ,! ,demon1 appreciat+ ?is1 b\ght a diction>y ( synonyms1 & made a po9t ( disc>d+ ! commonplace & obvi\s1 sub/itut+ a phrase likely to elicit praise & m>ks4 ,desmond & ,john jo9$ 9 ?is hunt ( ! "r ^w ) en?usiasm4 ,"o ev5+ ! f\r boys enc\nt]$ ! simple s5t5ce--majoris pretii quam quod ae/im>i possit4 ',priceless''ll cov] t1 said ,caes>4 ,or 'ine/eemable1' said ! ,demon4 ,! ?ree o!r boys />$ at ! ,demon1 & !n at ea* o!r4 ,! ,cat]pill>1 some?+ ( a puri/ 9 8 way1 drawl$ out-- ,"o pron\nces t 'ine/imable4' ,my fa!r doesn't1 said ,scaife1 hotly4 ,i've he>d him say 'ine/eemable4' ,no d\bt1 said ,eg]ton1 coldly4 ,h[ does y\r fa!r pron\nce x1 ,caes>8 ,desmond said hurri$ly1 ,oh1 'ine/imable'2 b :at does x matt]8 ,! ,demon sprang up1 furi\s4 ,x matt]s ?is1 he cri$4 ,i'm d----d if ,i'll h ,eg]ton sitt+ 9 my room sne]+ at my gov]nor4 ,aft] ?is he'll d 8 "w 9 8 own room1 or ,i'll d m9e 9 ! passage4 ,be=e ,desmond c\ld speak1 ,scaife _h :irl$ out ( ! room1 slamm+ ! door4 ,john look$ /upefi$ ) dismay4 ,! ,cat]pill> %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 ,!n he said sl[ly-- ,scaife's fa!r pron\nces 'connoisseur' 'connoysure1' & s does ,scaife4 ,desmond /ood up1 flu%$ & di/ress$1 b emphatic4 ,scaife is "r ab\t "o ?+1 he said4 ,he won't sit "h l a cad & li/5 to ,eg]ton sne]+ at 8 fa!r4 ,i'm v sorry1 b aft] ?is we'd bett] split up4 ,v]ney & y1 ,eg]ton2 & ,scaife & ,i4 ,c]ta9ly1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 ris+ 9 8 turn4 ,poor ,john ca/ a di/ract$ & implor+ glance at ,desmond1 :i* fla%$ by unhe$$4 ,!n he got up1 & foll[$ ! ,cat]pill> out ( ! room4 ,! passage 0 empty4 ,! ,cat]pill> sniff$ z if ! atmosph]e 9 ,scaife's room _h be5 pollut$4 ,"o has no?+ to regret1 he rem>k$4 ,scaife has good po9ts1 &--er--bad4 ,y've notic$ 8 h&s--eh6 ,v unf9i%$6 ,& 8 foot--%ort1 b broad4 ,! ,cat]pill> survey$ 8 long1 sl5d] feet ) inf9ite satisfaction2 !n he add$1 ) an acc5t ( f9ality1 ,scaife talks ab\t go+ into ! ,gr5adi]s2 b !y'll give him a hot "t !re1 a v hot "t4 ,"o is really sorry = ! poor fell[1 because1 ( c\rse1 he c't help be+ a b\nd]4 ,:at does puzzle me is1 :y did ,caes> want su* a fell[ = 8 pal8 ,b he didn't1 said ,john4 ,eh8--:at8 ,scaife want$ ,caes>1 ,john expla9$4 ,& ,i've notic$1 ,cat]pill>1 t :atev] ,scaife wants he gets4 ,he wants bre$+1 ,jona?an1 b he'll nev] get t--nev]4 ,aft] ?is1 ,john saw b little ( ,desmond2 & ,scaife h>dly spoke to him4 ,accord+ly1 mu* ( our h]o's "t 0 sp5t 9 ! company ( ! ,duff] & ,fluff4 ,! ?ree pass$ _m delightful h\rs toge!r at ,duck]4 ,arm$ ) buns & *ocolate1 !y w\ld ru% d[n ! hill1 ba!1 lie ab\t on ! grass1 eat ! buns1 & *aff ! kids :o 7 le>n+ to swim4 ,long1 long1 9 ! mi/y h]eaft] ,%all e*o1 9 e>s f> away1 ,! lilt ( t innoc5t laught]1 ,! spla% ( ! spray4 ,dur+ ! ,s*ool mat*es !y sp5t ! aft]noons on ! ,six? ,=m gr\nd1 c>efully criticiz+ e /roke4 ,! !ory ( ! game lay pat to ! tongue1 b 9 practice ,john 0 a %ock+ bungl]4 ,at 8 small prep>atory s*ool 9 ! ,new ,=e/1 he _h n be5 taught ! elem5t>y pr9ciples ( ei!r racquets or cricket2 b he _h a good eye1 play$ a capital game ( golf1 rode & %ot well = a small boy4 ,fluff1 al?\gh /ill delicate1 gave promise ( be+ a cricket] z good1 possibly1 z 8 bro!rs1 :5 he became /rong]4 ,^u ,spee* ,day ,john's "m & uncle came d[n to ,h>r[1 & y may be sure t ,john escort$ !m 9 triumph to ! ,manor4 ,mrs4 ,v]ney has s9ce confess$ t ,john's expression z %e greet$ him surpris$ & di/ress$ h]4 ,he look$ q unhappy4 ,& ! de> woman1 ?9k+ t he mu/ be 9 debt1 s]i\sly consid]$ ! propriety ( tipp+ him h&somely 9 advance4 ,a mom5t lat]1 z %e slipp$ out ( an old & %abby du/-cloak1 reveal+ ! spl5d\rs ( a dress fre% f ,p>is1 %e div9$ f ,john's n[ radiant face :at _h tr\bl$ him4 ,john1 %e said1 y didn't really ?9k t ,i 0 go+ to %ame y by we>+ ?is dreadful cloak--did y8 ,i wasn't q sure1 ,john answ]$2 !n he bur/ out1 ,mum1 y look simply lovely4 ,all ! fell[s w take y = my si/]4 ,& aft] ! great function 9 ,spee*-room came ! *e]+4 ,h[ ,john's he>t ?robb$ :5 ! ,head ( ! ,s*ool1 /&+ j outside ! door1 proclaim$ ! illu/ri\s "n-- ,?ree *e]s = ,mr4 ,john ,v]ney4 ,& h[ ! boys 9 ! road bel[ *e]$1 z ! little man desc5d$ ! /eps1 hat 9 h&1 b[+ & blu%+6 ,ev]ybody knew t he 0 on ! eve ( dep>ture = fur!r explorations 9 ,man*uria4 ,he w\ld be abs5t1 s ! pap]s said1 ?ree ye>s at lea/4 ,! ,s*ool *e]$ ! l\d]1 because ea* boy knew t !y might nev] see t gallant face aga94 ,lat] 9 ! aft]noon a selection ( ,h>r[ songs 0 giv5 9 ! ,spee*-room4 ,five ,hundr$ ,faces1 z usual1 0 sung by a new boy1 :o is answ]$1 9 *orus1 by ! :ole ,s*ool4 ,h[ ,john recall$ 8 own feel+s1 less ?an a ye> ago1 z he /ood %iv]+ ^u ! bank ( ! riv]1 funk+ ! fir/ plunge6 ,& 8 uncle1 n[ sitt+ beside him1 _h said t he w\ld soon enjoy himself amaz+ly--& s he _h6 ,! new boy began ! second v]se4 ,8 voice1 n a /rong "o1 quav]$ %rilly-- ,a qu>t] to sev56 ,!re goes ! bell6 ,! sleet is driv+ aga9/ ! pane2 ,b woe to ! slugg>d :o turns aga9 ,& sleeps1 n wisely1 b all too well6 ,9 reply to ! weak1 timid notes came ! glad ro> ( ! ,s*ool-- ,yet ! "t may come1 z ! ye>s g by1 ,:5 y\r he>t w ?rill ,at ! ?\ght ( ! ,hill1 ,& ! pitiless bell1 ) its pi]c+ cry6 ,ah1 t pitiless bell6 ,& yet because ( x "o wall[$ 9 ,sunday & :ole-holiday fr[/s4#bd ,john1 y see1 _h ! mak+s ( a philosoph]4 ,& n[ ! ,elev5 7 grunt+ ,will[ ! ,k+4 ,& :5 ! la/ e*o ( ! *orus di$ away 9 ! great room1 ,uncle ,john :isp]$ to 8 nephew t he _h he>d ,h>r[ songs 9 e corn] ( ! e>?1 & t conv9c+ pro( ( m]it %one out ( ! fact t _! *>m wax$ r ?an wan$ ) ! ye>s2 !y improv$1 l w9e1 ) age4 ,caes>'s fa!r came d[n ) ! ,duke ( ,tr5t4 ,! duke tipp$ ,john magnific5tly & ask$ him to sp5d 8 exeat at ,tr5t ,h\se1 & to witness ! ,eton & ,h>r[ mat* at ,"l's f ! ,tr5t coa*4 ,john accept$ gratefully en\gh2 b 8 he>t 0 sore because1 j be=e ! r[ ov] t inf]nal ^w ine/imable1 ,caes> _h ask$ ,john if he w\ld l to occupy an attic 9 ,eaton ,squ>e4 ,aft] ! r[ no?+ m 0 said ab\t ! attic2 b ,john w\ld h pref]r$ b>e bo>ds 9 ,eaton ,squ>e to a tape/ri$ *amb] 9 ,p>k ,lane4 ,n[1 dur+ ! :ole ( ?is summ] t]m !re 0 mu* animat$ discussion 9 reg>d to ! rival claims ( l9es or spots ^u ! :ite wai/coat worn by all self-respect+ ,h>rovians at ,"l's4 ,^u ?is important subject ,john _h betray$ sc&al\s indiff]5ce4 ,accord+ly1 j be=e ! mat*1 ! ,cat]pill> took him aside & spoke a solemn ^w4 ,look "h1 he said2 "o doesn't z a rule make p]sonal rem>ks1 b x's r too obvi\s t y buy y\r clo!s 9 ,lyndhur/4 ,i 0 sorry to see t ! ,duke ( ,tr5t 0 ! wor/-dress$ man at ,spee*]2 b a duke c look l a t9k]1 & nobody c>es4 ,i'd be awfully oblig$ if y'd tell me :at's wrong1 said ,john1 humbly4 ,ev]y?+'s wrong1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 decisively4 ,he look$ critically at ,john's boots4 ,y\r boots1 = in/ance--mo/ excell5t boots = wad+ ?r\gh ! swamps 9 ! ,new ,=e/1 b q impossible 9 t[n4 ,& ! 'topp]' y we> on ,sunday6 ,s\?ampton1 y say8 ,ah1 ,i ?\ght x 0 a ,v]ney heirloom4 ,n[1 x w\ldn't surprise me to he> t y\r "m1 :o dresses h]self q *>m+ly1 b\ght y\r kit4 ,%e did1 ,john confess$4 ,j s4 ,"o ne$ say no m4 ,n[1 y come along ) me4 ,!y m>*$ d[n ! ,high ,/reet to ! mo/ fa%ionable ( ! ,s*ool tailors1 :]e ,john 0 measur$ = an ,eton jacket ( ! be/1 :ite wai/coat ) blue spots1 light bags2 :ile ! ,cat]pill> select$ a new topp]1 an umbrella1 a pair ( gloves1 & a tie4 ,be v c>eful ab\t ! bags1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,!y are cutt+ 'em 9 t[n a trifle tight] ab\t ! l[] leg1 b loose above4 ,y und]/&8 ,p]fectly1 ,mr4 ,eg]ton1 repli$ ! obsequi\s snip4 ,:at we call ! 'tighto-looso' /yle1 sir4 ,i don't ?9k !y call x t 9 ,savile ,r[1 said ! ,cat]pill>2 b be c>eful4 ,! tailor 0 assur$ t he w\ld receive an ord] prop]ly sign$ by ,mr4 ,rut=d4 ,& !n ,john 0 l$ to ! bootmak]'s1 & !re measur$ = 8 fir/ pair ( pat5t-lea!rs4 ,! ,cat]pill> 0 s exhau/$ by ^! lab\rs t a protract$ visit to ! ,cream]ies became imp]ative4 ,y've always look$ l a g5tleman1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 aft] 8 dr+]1 & x's a com=t to me to ?9k t n[ y'll be dress$ l "o4 ,s ,john w5t up to t[n look+ v sm>t inde$2 & ,fluff 7:o _h ord]$ a simil> kit7 :isp]$ to ,john at lun*eon t 8 bro!rs1 ! ,etonians1 _h express$ surprise at ! *ange = ! bett] 9 _! g5]al appe>ance4 ,?is lun*eon 0 eat5 on ! top ( ! duke's coa*1 & x happ5$ t ! next coa* b "o belong$ to ,scaife's fa!r4 ,john c\ld j see ,scaife's h&some head1 & ,caes> sitt+ beside him4 ,! boys nodd$ to ea* o!r1 & ! ,etonians ask$ que/ions4 ,at ! "n ( ,scaife1 h[ev]1 ! "y ,k9lo*s curl$ contemptu\s lips4 ,unspeakable b\nd]1 old ,scaife1 isn't he8 !y ask$2 & ! du*ess repli$-- ,my de>s1 8 *eques are hon\r$ to any am\nt1 ev5 if he isn't4 ,h] laught] t9kl$ delightfully2 b ,john reflect$ t ,desmond 0 eat+ ! ,scaife food & dr9k+ ! ,scaife w9e--all b\ght ) ill-gott5 gold4 ,lat] 9 ! aft]noon x became evid5t t ! ,scaife *ampagne 0 fl[+ freely4 ,to ,john's dismay1 ! ,h>rovians 7includ+ ,caes>7 on ! top ( ! ,scaife coa* became noisy4 ,! ,cat]pill> & 8 fa!r1 ,colonel ,eg]ton1 saunt]$ up1 & 7 invit$ by ! duke to re/ & refre% !mselves4 ,john 0 amus$ to note t ! colonel 0 ev5 a great] buck ?an 8 son4 ,he q cut out ! poor old ,cat]pill>1 *all5g+ & monopoliz+ ! att5tion ( all :o beheld him4 ,^? boys are mak9' ! devil ( a r[1 said ! colonel1 fix+ 8 eyeglass4 ,ah1 ! ,scaifes6 ,a man ,i "k d9$ ) !m la/ week4 ,he report$ ev]y?+ ov]done1 except ! food4 ,_! *ef is ,m>cobruno1 y "k4 ,pres5tly1 to ,john's relief1 ,desmond left ! ,scaifes & jo9$ ! ,tr5t p>ty1 ^u :om 8 gay1 radiant face & *>m+ mann]s made a mo/ fav\rable impression4 ,he laugh$ at ! du*ess's /ories1 & made love to h] q unaffect$ly4 ,! ,etonians look$ r glum1 because _! wickets 7 fall+ fa/] ?an _h be5 expect$4 ,desmond told ! duke1 9 answ] to a "q1 t 8 fa!r 0 9 8 seat 9 ! pavilion1 ) 8 eyes glu$ to ! pit*4 ,he's awfully ke51 said ,caes>4 ,y boys are n s ke5 z we 71 said ! duke1 nodd+ reflectively4 ,oh1 b we are1 sir--inde$ we are1 said ,caes>4 ,ar5't we1 ,cat]pill>8 ,! ,cat]pill> repli$1 ?\ghtfully1 ,"o bottles up t sort ( ?+1 ,i suppose4 ,ah1 said ! duke1 k9dly1 if x's ! "r sort ( ?+1 x's none ! worse = be+ bottl$ up4 ,! boys w5t to ! play t night & enjoy$ !mselves hugely4 ,next day1 h[ev]1 ! mat* end$ 9 a draw4 ,john 0 /&+ on ! top ( ! coa*1 v disconsolate1 :5 he saw ,desmond beckon+ to him f bel[4 ,! expression on ,caes>'s face puzzl$ him4 ,h[ c y pal up ) ^? ,etonians8 :isp]$ ,caes>1 aft] ,john _h desc5d$4 ,e ,eton face ,i see n[ ,i want to hit4 ,!n he add$1 ) a smile & a *uckle1 ,i say1 !re's go+ to be a ruction 9 front ( ! ,pavvy4 ,come on4 ,a m9ute lat] ,john 0 9 ! ?ick ( a v pretty scrimmage betwe5 ! ,hill & ! ,pla94 ,hats 7 ba%$ 92 cornfl[]s torn f buttonholes2 pale-blue tassels 7 captur$2 umbrellas brok54 ,f9ally1 ! police int]f]$4 ,%ort1 b v1 v sweet1 said ,caes>1 pant+4 ,john & he 7 lam5table objects = fond p>5ts to behold1 b ! s5se ( depression _h vani%$4 ,& !n ,caes> said sudd5ly-- ,by ,jove6 ,i h got a bit ( news4 ,x q takes ! /+ out ( ?is draw4 ,:at's happ5$8 ,my gov]nor has be5 talk+ ) ,w>de4 ,rut=d is leav+ ,h>r[4 ,john gasp$4 ,t is ripp+4 ,isn't x8 ,b :o d y ?9k is com+ to u8 ,:y1 ,w>de himself4 ,he 0 at ! ,manor :5 x 0 ! h\se1 & ! gov]nor says t ,w>de w make x ! h\se1 aga94 ,he's got 8 "w cut out = him--eh8 ,y bet y\r life1 said ,john4 ,,footnotes3 #ai ,duck-,puddle1 ! s*ool ba?+-place4 #bj ,a ,dr+] is compos$ ( ! foll[+ +r$i5ts3 a lay] ( /rawb]ries is secret$ 9 sug> & cream at ! bottom ( a clean jam-pot2 & ?is receives a dec5t cov]+ ( /rawb]ry ice1 :i* br+s ! surface ( ! dr+] & ! top edge ( ! jam-pot into ! same plane4 ,! :ole may be b\ght = sixp5ce4 7,p4 ,c4 ,t41 #aije47 #ba ,a ,blu] is ! blue-flannel jacket worn 9 ! play+ fields4 ,x mu/ be worn button$ by boys :o h be5 less ?an ?ree ye>s 9 ! s*ool4 #bb ,small boys are n advis$ to copy ,john's tactics4 ,! victory is n always to ! weak4 #bc ,! h\se-cap1 only worn by memb]s ( ! ,h\se ,cricket ,elev54 #bd ,ly+ 9 b$ 9 ! morn+ :5 !re is no ,fir/ ,s*ool is a fr[/4 ,by a subtle law ( association1 an arm*air is also a fr[/4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,a ,revelation ,=ty ye>s on1 :5 af> & asund] ,p>t$ are ^? :o are s++ to-day1 ,:5 y look back1 & =getfully wond] ,:at y 7 l 9 y\r "w & y\r play2 ,!n1 x may be1 !re w (t5 come o'er y ,glimpses ( notes l ! cat* ( a song1-- ,visions ( boyhood %all float !m be=e y1 ,e*oes ( dreaml& %all be> !m along4 ,be=e ! end ( ! summ] t]m1 bo? ,desmond & ,scaife receiv$ _! caps & a ^w ( advice f ,lawr5ce4 ,!re are go+ to be *anges "h1 said he2 & ,i wi% ,i c\ld see 'em1 & help to br+ 'em ab\t4 ,n[1 ,i'm n giv5 to butt]+ fell[s up1 b ,i see pla9ly t ! rebuild+ ( ?is h\se dep5ds a lot ^u y two4 ,x's n likely t y're able to measure y\r influ5ce2 if y c\ld1 !re w\ldn't be mu* to measure4 ,b take x f me1 n a ^w1 n an action ( y\rs is )\t weight ) ! l[] boys4 ,ev]y?+ helps or h9d]s4 ,next t]m !re w be w>--to ! knife--betwe5 ,w>de & "s fell[s ,i ne$n't "n1 & ,w>de w w94 ,rememb] ,i said s4 ,i hope y1 he look$ h>d at ,desmond1 w fight on ! "r side4 ,! boys return$ to _! room1 jubilant because ! h\se-cap 0 !irs1 b uneasy because ( ! words giv5 ) x4 ,z soon z !y 7 alone1 ,scaife said sull5ly-- ,does ,lawr5ce expect u to /& 9 ) ,w>de aga9/ ,lovell & 8 pals8 ,if he does1 he's jolly well mi/ak51 z f> z ,i'm conc]n$4 ,desmond flu%$4 ,he _h sp5t ne>ly five t]ms at ,h>r[1 b only two at ! ,manor4 ,( :at _h be5 done or left undone by c]ta9 fell[s 9 ! ,fif? he 0 /ill 9 twilight ignorance4 ,he disc]n$ %ad[s1 no?+ m1 &1 boylike1 he ran f %ad[s into ! sunlight4 ,desmond knew t !re 7 bea/s at ! ,manor4 ,_h y =c$ f him an expression approa*+1 let u say1 def9it5ess1 he w\ld h admitt$ t bea/s lurk$ 9 e h\se1 9 e s*ool 9 ! k+dom4 ,y mu/ keep out ( _! way 7& ways7--t 0 all4 ,& he knew also t too _m bea/s wreck a h\se1 z !y wreck a regim5t or a nation4 ,b once or twice )9 ! pa/ few mon?s he _h suspect$ t 8 cut-&-dri$ views on good & evil 7 n %>$ by ,scaife4 ,scaife confess$ to ,desmond t ! ,old ,adam 0 /rong 9 him4 ,he lik$1 crav$ =1 ! excitem5t ( break+ ! law4 ,hi!rto1 ?is break+ ( ! law _h be5 conf9$ to su* (f5ces z smok+ or dr9k+ a glass ( be] at a pub1#be or us+ cribs1 or1 g5]ally speak+1 sett+ at naught au?ority4 ,t ,scaife _h escap$ sev]e puni%m5t 0 due to 8 ke5 wits4 ,n[1 :5 ,scaife gave ,desmond ! unexpurgat$ hi/ory ( ! r[ :i* s ne>ly result$ 9 ! expulsion ( six boys1 ,desmond _h ask$ a "q-- ,d y l :isky8 ,i loa! x4 ,scaife laugh$ be=e he answ]$4 ,d\btless "o reason :y he exact$ int]e/ & admiration f ,desmond lay 9 a r>e 7r>e at fifte57 ability to analyse 8 own & o!rs' actions4 ,i loa! x1 too1 he admitt$4 ,really1 y "k1 we drank preci\s little1 because x is su* bea/ly /uff4 ,b ,i lik$1 we all lik$1 to believe t we 7 do+ ! correct ?+--eh8 ,& x w>m$ u up4 ,j a ta/e made ! ,cat]pill> awfully funny4 ,i see4 ,d y see8 ,i d\bt x1 ,caes>4 ,p]haps ,i %all horrify y :5 ,i tell y t vice int]e/s me4 ,i us$ to buy ! ,police ,news :5 ,i 0 a kid1 & simply wall[ 9 x4 ,i told a woman t la/ ,ea/]1 & %e laugh$--%e 0 z clev] z !y make 'em--& said t ,i suff]$ f :at ! ,fr5* call la no/algie de la b\e2 t means1 y "k1 ! homesickness = ! gutt]4 ,r p]sonal1 b dev'li% %>p1 wasn't x8 ,i ?9k %e 0 a bea/4 ,n %e1 %e's a sort ( c\s92 %e came f ! same old place h]self2 t's :y %e und]/ood4 ,y don't want to "k :at goes on 9 ! slums1 b ,i d4 ,:y8 ,because my gr&-dad 0 born 9 'em4 ,he pull$ himself out by bra9s & muscles4 ,b he w5t back--sometimes4 ,oh yes1 he did4 ,& ! gov]nor--,i'm up to "s ( 8 little games4 ,i c\ld tell y---- ,oh--%ut up6 said ,caes>1 ! col\r flood+ 8 *eeks4 ,^u ! la/ ,saturday ( ! t]m ! ,s*ool ,conc]t took place4 ,few ( ! boys 9 ! ,manor1 & none out ( x1 knew t ,john ,v]ney _h be5 *os5 to s+ ! treble solo2 always an attractive numb] ( ! programme4 ,john1 inde$1 0 pa9fully %y 9 reg>d to 8 s++1 s %y t he nev] told ,desmond t he _h a voice4 ,& ! music-ma/]1 en*ant$ by its quality1 impress$ ^u 8 pupil ! exp$i5cy ( sil5ce4 ,he wi%$ to surprise ! ,s*ool4 ,! conc]ts at ,h>r[ take place 9 ! great ,spee*-room4 ,_! *>act]i/ic note is ! s++ ( ,h>r[ songs4 ,to any boy ) an e> = music & a he>t susceptible ( emotion ^! songs mu/ appeal pr(\ndly1 because bo? words & music seem to en%r9e all t is noble & uplift+ 9 life4 ,&1 sung by ! :ole ,s*ool 7z are mo/ ( ! *oruses71 _! message becomes curi\sly emphatic4 ,! _s ( ! ,hill is acclaim$1 gladly1 triumphantly1 unmi/akably1 by ,h>rovians repeat+ ! cre$ ( _! fa!rs1 kn[+ t cre$ w be s repeat$ by _! sons & sons' sons4 ,0 x happy *ance or a happi] sagacity :i* decre$ t c]ta9 v]ses %\ld be sung by ! ,s*ool ,twelve1 :o h /ruggl$ ?r\gh =m aft] =m & "k 7& h n yet _h "t to =get7 ! difficulties & temptations :i* beset all boys8 ,!y1 to :om _! fell[s unanim\sly accord respect at lea/1 & (t5--z 9 ! case ( a ,capta9 ( ! ,cricket ,elev5--en?usia/ic admiration & fealty2 ^!1 ! gods1 9 a ^w1 deliv] _! injunction1 transmit1 9 turn1 :at has be5 transmitt$ to !m1 & invite _! successors to receive x4 ,to _m h[ poignant mu/ be ! reflection t ! tru/ !y are ab\t to resign might h be5 bett] adm9i/]$6 ,b to _m !re mu/ come ^u ! w+s ( ^? mighty1 ru%+ *oruses ! assurance t ! ,p[] :i* has upheld !m 9 ! pa/ w cont9ue to uphold !m 9 ! future4 ,9 _m--w\ld "o c\ld say 9 all--is quick5$1 = ! fir/ "t1 p]haps1 a s5se ( :at !y owe to ! ,hill1 ! ov]:elm+ debt :i* nev] c be dis*>g$4 ,desmond sat beside ,scaife4 ,scaife boa/$ t he c\ld n tell ,god save ! ,que5 f ,! ,dead ,m>* 9 ,saul4 ,he confess$ t ! conc]t bor$ him4 ,desmond1 on ! o!r h&1 0 always t\*$ by music1 or1 inde$1 by any?+ appeal+ to an imag9ation :i* gild$ all ?+s & p]sons4 ,he 0 ,scaife's fri5d1 n only 7z ,john discov]$7 because ,scaife _h a w /rong en\gh to desire & secure t fri5d%ip1 b because--a subtl] reason--he _h nev] yet se5 ,scaife z he 01 b always z he might h be54 ,desmond told ,scaife t he c\ld n und]/& :y ,john _h bottl$ up ! fact t he 0 *os5 to s+ ^u su* an occasion4 ,scaife smil$ contemptu\sly4 ,y nev] bottle up any?+1 ,caes>1 said he4 ,:y %\ld ,i8 ,& :y %\ld he8 ,i expect he'll make an awful ass ( himself4 ,oh no1 he won't1 ,desmond repli$4 ,he's a clev] fell[ is ,jona?an4 ,z he gave ,john 8 nickname1 ,desmond's *>m+ voice s(t5$4 ,a boy ( less quick p]ceptions ?an ,scaife w\ld h div9$ t ! speak] lik$ ,john1 lik$ him1 p]haps1 bett] ?an he knew4 ,scaife fr[n$4 ,!re are sev]al ,old ,h>rovians1 he said1 indicat+ ! seats res]v$ = !m4 ,x's que] to me t !y come d[n = ?is cat]waul+4 ,desmond glanc$ at him %>ply1 ) a wr9kle betwe5 8 eyebr[s4 ,= ! mom5t he look$ z if he 7 %ort-sight$1 z if he 7 try+ to def9e an image some:at blurr$1 consci\s t ! image itself 0 cle> en\gh1 t ! fault lay 9 ! obscurity ( 8 own vision4 ,!y come d[n because !y're ke51 he repli$4 ,my gov]nor c't leave 8 (fice1 or he'd be "h4 ,i l to see 'em1 don't y1 ,demon8 ,i c\ld worry along )\t 'em1 ! ,demon repli$1 half-smil+4 ,y see1 he add$1 ) ! bl5d ( irony & pa?os :i* always captivat$ 8 fri5d1 y see1 my de> old *ap1 ,i'm ! fir/ ( my family at ,h>r[1 & ! sight ( all y\r bro!rs & uncles & fa!rs makes me feel l ,m>k ,twa9's good man1 r lonesome4 ,at once ,desmond respond$1 clut*+ ,scaife's arm4 ,y're go+ to be ,capta9 ( ! cricket & foot] ,elev5s1 & ,s*ool racquet-play]1 & a monitor2 & aft] y leave y'll come d[n "h1 & y'll see t ,h>r[ hasn't =gott5 y1 & !n y'll "k :y ^! fell[s cut engagem5ts4 ,my gov]nor says t an h\r at a ,s*ool ,conc]t is ! f9e/ tonic 9 ! _w = an ,old ,h>rovian4 ,oh1 %ut up6 said ,scaife2 y make me feel m ( an outsid] ?an good old ,sn[ball4 ,he glanc$ at a y\? sitt+ close to !m4 ,sn[ball 0 z black z a coal3 ! son ( ! ,sultan ( ! ,sah>a4 ,yes1 ,caes>1 y c't get away f x1 ,i am an 'ali54' ,y're a silly old ass6 ,i say1 :o's ! gue/ ( hon\r8 ,next to ! ,head ,ma/] 0 sitt+ a ?9 man ^u ^: face 7 fix$ hundr$s ( eyes4 ,! ,s*ool _h n be5 told t a fam\s ,field ,m>%al1 ! h]o ( a hundr$ fights1 0 com+ to ! conc]t4 ,&1 inde$1 he _h accept$ an invitation giv5 at ! la/ mom5t--accept$ x1 moreov]1 on ! und]/&+ t 8 visit 0 to be in=mal4 ,none ! less1 8 face 0 famili> to all read]s ( illu/rat$ pap]s4 ,&1 sudd5ly1 conviction seiz$ ! boys t a conqu]or 0 among !m1 an ,old ,etonian1 mak+1 possibly1 8 fir/ visit to ! ,hill4 ,scaife :isp]$ 8 "n to ,desmond4 ,:y1 ( c\rse1 ,desmond repli$ eag]ly4 ,h[ spl5did6 ,he lean$ =w>d1 dev\r+ ! h]o ) 8 eyes1 try+ to pi]ce ! bronz$ sk91 to read ! record4 ,f 8 seat ^u ! /age ,john1 also1 />$ at ! illu/ri\s gue/4 ,john 0 frightfully n]v\s1 b look+ at ! vet]an he =got ! fe> ( ! recruit4 ,bo? ,desmond & he 7 wond]+ :at x felt l to h done s mu*4 ,&--!y comp>$ notes aft]w>ds--ea* boy deplor$ ! fact t ! great man 0 n an ,old ,h>rovian4 ,!re he sat1 cool1 calm1 slightly impassive4 ,john ?\ght he mu/ be r tir$1 z a man ought to be tir$ aft] a life ( /r5u\s endeav\r & a*ievem5t4 ,he _h done--s ,john reflect$--an awful lot4 ,ev5 n[1 he rema9$ ! active1 untir+ s]vant ( ,que5 & c\ntry4 ,& he _h tak5 "t to come d[n to ,h>r[ to he> ! boys s+4 ,&1 da% x all6 he1 ,john1 0 go+ to s+ to him4 ,at t mom5t ,desmond 0 :isp]+ to ,scaife-- ,i say1 ,demon2 ,i'm jolly glad t ,i've n got to s+ be=e him4 ,i bet ,jona?an is 9 a funk4 ,a big bit ( luck1 repli$ ,scaife1 reflectively4 ,!n1 see+ ! surprise on ,desmond's face1 he add$1 ,if ,jona?an c s+--& ,i suppose he c1 or he w\ldn't be *os5--?is is a *ance---- ,( :at8 ,caes>1 sometimes ,i ?9k y've no bra9s4 ,:y1 a *ance ( attract+ ! notice ( a trem5d\s swell--a man1 !y say1 :o nev] =gets--nev]6 ,jona?an may want a commission 9 ! ,gu>ds1 z ,i d2 & if he pleases ! great man1 he may get x4 ,jona?an's n ?9k+ ( t1 said ,desmond4 ,%u%-h-h6 ,! s+]s /ood up4 ,!y fac$ ! ,field ,m>%al1 & he fac$ !m4 ,he look$ h>de/ at ,lawr5ce1 po9t$ out to him by ! ,head ,ma/]4 ,p]haps he 0 ?9k+ ( ,india2 & ! "n ( ,lawr5ce indelibly cut ^u ! memories ( all :o f\ght 9 ! ,mut9y4 ,& ,lawr5ce1 y may be sure1 met 8 glance /eadily1 be+ =tifi$ by x4 ,! good fell[ felt t]ribly di/ress$1 because he 0 leav+ ! ,hill2 &1 be+ a humble g5tleman1 ! old songs s]v$ to rem9d him1 n ( :at he _h done1 b ( :at he _h left undone--! words unspok51 ! actions nev] n[ to be p]=m$4 ,! *ief caught 8 eye1 smil$1 & nodd$1 z if to say1 ,i claim y\r fa!r's son z a fri5d4 ,:5 ! song came to an end1 ,john 0 seiz$ ) an almo/ irresi/ible impulse to bolt4 ,8 turn _h come4 ,he mu/ /& up to s+ be=e ne>ly six hundr$ boys1 :o w\ld />e d[n ) gravely critical & c\rte\sly amus$ eyes4 ,& already 8 legs trembl$ z if he 7 seiz$ ( a palsy4 ,john knew t he c\ld s+4 ,8 "m1 :o sang glori\sly1 _h tra9$ him4 ,f h] he _h inh]it$ 8 vocal *ords1 & f h] he drew ! k h[ to use !m4 ,:5 he /ood up1 pale & trembl+1 ! sil5ce fell ^u 8 s5sibilities z if x 7 a d5se1 yell[ fog4 ,?is sil5ce1 z ,john knew1 0 an unwritt5 law4 ,! small boy select$ to s+ to ! ,s*ool1 z ! repres5tative ( ! ,s*ool1 mu/ h e *ance4 ,let 8 voice be he>d6 ,! ma/] play+ ! accompanim5t paus$ & glanc$ at 8 pupil4 ,john1 h[ev]1 0 n look+ at him2 he 0 look+ )9 at a ,john he despis$--a poltroon1 a des]t] ab\t to run f 8 fir/ engagem5t4 ,he knew t ! introduction to ! song 0 be+ play$ a second "t1 & he saw ! ,head ,ma/] :isp]+ to 8 gue/4 ,p>alys$ ) t]ror1 ,john's intuition told him t ! ,head ,ma/] 0 murmur+1 ,t's ! nephew ( ,john ,v]ney4 ,( c\rse y "k him8 ,& ! ,field ,m>%al nodd$4 ,& !n he look$ at ,john1 z ,john _h se5 him look at ,lawr5ce1 ) ! same fl>e ( recognition 9 ! /eel-grey eyes4 ,out ( ! confus$ welt] ( faces %one t pair ( eyes--tw9 beacons fla%+ _! message ( enc\ragem5t & salvation to a fell[-creature 9 p]il--at lea/1 s ,john int]pret$ t pi]c+ glance4 ,x seem$ to say1 f> pla9] ?an words1 ,i h /ood alone z y /&2 ,i h felt my knees z wax2 ,i h wi%$ to run away4 ,b--,i didn't4 ,nor mu/ y4 ,op5 y\r m\? & s+6 ,s ,john op5$ 8 m\? & sang4 ,! fir/ v]se ( ! lyric w5t halt+ly4 ,scaife gr[l$ to ,desmond1 ,he is go+ to make an ass ( himself4 ,& ,desmond1 meet+ ,scaife's eyes1 half ?\ght t ! speak] wi%$ t ,john w\ld fail--t he grudg$ him a triumph4 ,none ! less1 ! fir/ v]se1 sung feebly1 ) wrong phras+ & imp]fect articulation1 reveal$ ! quality ( ! boy's voice2 & ?is quality ,desmond recogniz$1 z he w\ld h recogniz$ a f9e pa9t+ or a bit ( p]fect porcela94 ,all 8 %ort life 8 fa!r _h tra9$ him to look = & acclaim quality1 :e!r 9 ?+s animate or inanimate4 ,he caught hold ( ,scaife's arm4 ,make an ass ( himself6 he :isp]$ back4 ,n he4 ,b he may make an ass ( me4 ,ev5 z he spoke he 0 aw>e t te>s 7 horribly ne> 8 eyes4 ,"s cat* 9 ,john's voice1 "s subtle inflection1 _h smitt5 8 he>t1 ev5 z ! prophet smote ! rock4 ,rot6 said ,scaife1 angrily4 ,he 0 angry1 furi\sly angry1 because he saw t ,caes> 0 beyond 8 rea*1 :irl$ innum]able leagues away by ! s\nd ( ano!r's voice4 ,john _h begun ! second v]se4 ,he />$1 z if hypnotiz$1 /raight into ! face ( ! great soldi]1 :o 9 turn />$ z /eadily at ,john2 & ,john 0 s++ l a l>k1 ) a l>k's spontane\s delight 9 s++1 ) an ease & self-ab&onm5t :i* *>m$ eye almo/ z mu* z e>4 ,high] & high] rose ! cle>1 sexless notes1 till two ( !m met & m+l$ 9 a triumphant trill4 ,to ,desmond1 t trill 0 ! answ] to ! quav]+1 tr\bl$ cad5ces ( ! fir/ v]se2 ! v9dication ( ! _s so>+ upw>ds unfett]$ by ! fle%--! pure _s1 n releas$ f ! pitiful human clay )\t a fi]ce /ruggle4 ,at t mom5t ,desmond lov$ ! s+]--! s+] :o call$ to him out ( heav51 :o summon$ 8 fri5d to jo9 him1 to see :at he saw--! vision spl5did4 ,john began ! ?ird & la/ v]se4 ,! fam\s soldi] cov]$ 8 face ) 8 h&1 releas+ ,john's eyes1 :i* asc5d$1 l 8 voice1 till !y met joyfully ! eyes ( ,desmond4 ,at la/ he 0 s++ to 8 fri5d--& 8 fri5d knew x4 ,john saw ,desmond's radiant smile1 & across t ocean ( faces he smil$ back4 ,!n1 kn[+ t he 0 ne>] to 8 fri5d ?an he _h ev] be5 be=e1 he ga!r$ toge!r 8 en]gies = ! la/ l9e ( ! song--a l9e to be repeat$ ?ree times1 l\dly at fir/1 !n m s(tly1 dim9i%+ to ! m]e/ :isp] ( s\nd1 ! voice cele/ial melt+ away 9 ! e> ( e>?-b\nd mortals4 ,! ma/] knew well ! supreme difficulty ( produc+ prop]ly ?is la/ att5uat$ note2 b he knew also t ,john's lungs 7 /rong1 t ! vocal *ords _h nev] be5 /ra9$4 ,/ill1 if ! boy's brea? fail$2 if any?+--a smile1 a fr[n1 a c\gh--di/ract$ 8 att5tion1 ! end w\ld be--weakness1 failure4 ,he wond]$ :y ,john 0 />+ s fix$ly 9 "o direction4 ,n[--n[6 ,! piano cra%$ out ! la/ l9e2 b f> above x1 dom9at+ x1 float$ ,john's flute-l notes4 ,! ma/] play$ ! same b>s = ! second "t4 ,he 0 /ill able to su/a91 if x 7 necess>y1 a quav]+1 imp]fect phrase4 ,b ,john deliv]$ ! second repetition )\t a mi/ake1 s++ easily f ! *e/4 ,! ma/] put 8 foot ^u ! s(t p$al4 ,nobody 0 wat*+ him4 ,_h any "o done s1 he w\ld h se5 ! p]spiration break ^u ! musician's =ehead4 ,! piano purr$ its accompanim5t4 ,!n1 9 ! middle ( ! phrase1 ! ma/] lift$ 8 h&s & held !m pois$ above ! in/rum5t4 ,john _h to s+ ?ree notes unsupport$4 ,he 0 smil+ & />+ at ,desmond4 ,! fir/ note came l a "q f ! he>t ( a *ild2 ! second1 high] up1 might h be5 int]pret$ z an e*o to ! innoc5t int]rogation ( ! fir/1 ! head no wis] ?an ! he>t2 b ! ?ird & la/ note _h no?+ 9 x ( int]rogation3 x 0 an answ]1 all-satisfy+--sublime4 ,nor did x seem to come f ,john at all1 b f above1 fall+ l a sn[flake out ( ! sky4 ,& !n1 = "o immeasurable mom5t--sil5ce4 ,john slipp$ back to 8 seat1 crimson ) ba%fulness1 :ile ! ,s*ool ?und]$ applause4 ,! ,field ,m>%al %\t$ ,encore1 z l\dly z any fag2 b ! ,head ,ma/] :isp]$-- ,we don't enc\rage encores4 ,a small boy's head is easily turn$4 ,n 81 ! h]o repli$4 ,two numb]s foll[$1 & !n ! ,s*ool /ood up1 & ) !m all ,old ,h>rovians1 to s+ ! fam\s ,national ,an!m ( ,h>r[1 ,=ty ,ye>s on4 ,only ! gue/s & ! ma/]s rema9$ seat$4 ,=ty ye>s on1 gr[+ old] & old]1 ,%ort] 9 w9d1 z 9 memory long1 ,feeble ( foot & rheumatic ( %\ld]1 ,:at w x help y t once y 7 /rong8 ,god give u bases to gu>d or beleagu]1 ,games to play out1 :e!r e>ne/ or fun2 ,fights = ! fe>less1 & goals = ! eag]1 ,tw5ty1 & ?irty1 & =ty ye>s on6 ,foll[ up6 ,foll[ up6 ,foll[ up6 ,foll[ up6 ,till ! field r+ aga9 & aga91 ,) ! tramp ( ! tw5ty-two m54 ,foll[--up6 ,z ! hundr$s ( voices1 pa/ & pres5t indissolubly l9k$ toge!r1 impos$ ! m&ate1 ,foll[ up6 ! ,head ,ma/] glanc$ at 8 gue/1 b left unsaid ! words ab\t to be utt]$4 ,te>s 7 trickl+ d[n ! *eeks ( ! man :o1 =ty ye>s be=e1 _h won 8 ,sov]eign's ,cross--,= ,val\r4 99 99 99 99 99 ,aft] ! conc]t1 b be=e he left ! ,spee*-room1 ! ,field ,m>%al ask$ ! ,head ,ma/] to introduce ,lawr5ce & ,john1 &1 ( c\rse1 ! ,head ( ! ,s*ool4 ,:5 ,john came up1 !re 0 a tw9kle 9 ! vet]an's eye4 ,ha--ha6 said he2 y 7 9 a preci\s funk1 ,john ,v]ney4 ,i 01 sir1 said ,john4 ,gad6 ,don't ,i "k ! feel+8 ,well1 well1 he *uckl$1 smil+ at ,john1 y climb$ up high] ?an ,i've ev] be5 9 my life4 ,:at 0 x--hey8 ',f' 9 'alt'8 ',g1' sir4 ,y sang delightfully4 ,tell y\r uncle to br+ y to see me next "t y are 9 t[n4 ,y mu/ consid] me a fri5d1 he *uckl$ aga9--an old fri5d4 ,& look ye "h1 8 pleasant voice sank to a :isp]1 ,i d>5't tip ^! trem5d\s swells1 b ,i feel t ,i c take su* a lib]ty ) y4 ,%u%-h-h6 ,good-bye4 ,john scurri$ away1 bur/+ ) pride1 feel+ to ! core ! /rong grip ( ! /rong man1 he>+ ! ?rill ( 8 voice1 ! ?rill :i* _h vibrat$ 9 ?\s&s ( soldi]-he>ts4 ,outside1 ,fluff 0 await+ him4 ,oh1 ,jona?an1 y c s+1 & no mi/ake4 ,five--six--sev5 mi/akes1 ,john answ]$4 ,! boys laugh$4 ,john told ,fluff :at ! h]o _h said to him1 & %[$ ! piece ( gold4 ,:at ho6 ,! ,cream]ies6 ,come on1 ,esme4 ,at ! ,cream]ies sev]al boys congratulat$ ,john1 & ! ,cat]pill> said-- ,y a/oni%$ u1 ,jona?an2 'pon my s\l y did4 ,h a 'dr+]' ) me8 ,& ,fluff1 too8 ,by ! way1 be sure to keep y\r hair clipp$ close4 ,^! s++ fell[s ) manes may be lions 9 _! own e/imation1 b ! _w looks ^u 'em z asses4 ,t's n bad = y1 ,cat]pill>1 said a boy 9 ! ,fif?4 ,n my own1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 solemnly--my fa!r's4 ,i take f him all ! good ?+s ,i c get hold (4 ,john poli%$ (f 8 dr+]1 li/5+ to ! *aff1 b 8 ?\ghts 7 ) ,desmond4 ,he _h an intuition t ,desmond w\ld h some?+ to say to him4 ,z soon z possible he return$ to ! ,manor4 ,!re he f\nd 8 room empty4 ,john %ut ! door & sat d[n1 look+ ab\t him half-abs5tly4 ,! ,duff] _h n contribut$ mu* to ! mural decoration1 say+1 l(tily1 t he pref]r$ b>e walls to rubbi%y engrav+s & ,japanese fans4 ,b1 ) curi\s inconsi/5cy 7= he 0 ! lea/ va9 ( mortals71 he _h b\ght at a leav+ auction a ?ree-sid$ mirror--once ! prop]ty ( a great buck 9 ! ,six?4 ,! ,duff] _h got x *eap1 b he nev] us$ x4 ,! l[] boys rem>k$ to ea* o!r t ,duff didn't d>e to look 9 x1 because :at he w\ld see mu/ n only break 8 he>t b %att] ! glass4 ,g5]ally1 x hung1 fold$ up1 close to ! w9d[1 & ! ,duff] said t x w\ld come 9 h&y :5 he took to %av+4 ,john's eye re/$ on ?is mirror1 vacantly at fir/1 !n ) ga!r+ int5sity4 ,pres5tly he got up1 cross$ ! room1 op5$ ! two fold+ panels1 & exam9$ himself att5tively1 purs+ up 8 lips & fr[n+4 ,he c\ld see ,john ,v]ney full face1 ?ree-qu>t] face1 & half-face4 ,& he c\ld see ! back ( 8 head1 :]e an ob/9ate lock ( hair /uck out l a drake's tail4 ,john 0 s occupi$ 9 tak+ /ock ( 8 p]sonal disadvantages t a r++ laugh q />tl$ him4 ,:y1 ,jona?an6 ,giv+ y\rself a treat--eh8 ,john turn$ a solemn face to ,desmond4 ,i ?9k my head is hide\s1 he said ruefully4 ,:at d y mean8 ,x's too long1 ,john expla9$4 ,i l a nice r\nd head l y\rs1 ,caes>4 ,i wi% ,i wasn't s ugly4 ,desmond laugh$4 ,john always amus$ him4 ,caes> 0 easily amus$1 saw ! funny side ( ?+s1 & contra/s tickl$ 8 fancy agreeably4 ,b he /opp$ laugh+ :5 he realiz$ t ,john 0 hurt4 ,!n1 quickly1 impulsively1 he said-- ,y\r head is all "r1 old ,jona?an4 ,& y\r voice is simply beautiful4 ,he spoke s]i\sly1 />+ at ,john z he _h />$ 9 ! ,spee*-room :5 ,john began to s+4 ,i came "h to tell y t4 ,i felt odd :5 y 7 s++--q weepsy1 y "k4 ,y l me1 old ,jona?an1 don't y8 ,awfully1 said ,john4 ,:y did y look at me :5 y sang t la/ v]se8 ,did y "k t y 7 look+ at me8 ,yes4 ,y look$ at me because--well1 because--b> *aff--y--lik$--me8 ,yes4 ,y--y l me bett] ?an any o!r fell[ 9 ! s*ool8 ,yes2 bett] ?an any o!r fell[ 9 ! _w4 ,is x possible8 ,i h always felt t way s9ce--yes--s9ce ! v fir/ m9ute ,i saw y4 ,h[ rum6 ,i've =gott5 j :]e we did meet--= ! fir/ "t4 ,i %all nev] =get1 said ,john1 9 ! same sl[1 delib]ate fa%ion1 nev] tak+ 8 eyes f ,desmond's face4 ,ev] s9ce he _h sung1 he _h kn[n t ?is mom5t 0 com+4 ,i %all nev] =get x1 he repeat$--nev]4 ,y 7 /&+ ne> ! ,*apel4 ,i 0 pok+ ab\t alone1 try+ to f9d ! %op :]e we buy our /raws4 ,& ,i 0 feel+ z all new boys feel1 only m s1 because ,i didn't "k a s\l4 ,yes1 said ,desmond1 gravely2 y told me t4 ,i rememb] n[2 ,i mi/ook y = "y ,h>dacre4 ,y smil$ at me1 ,caes>4 ,x w>m$ me ?r\gh & ?r\gh4 ,i suppose t :5 a fell[ is />v+ he nev] =gets ! fir/ meal aft] x4 ,i say4 ,g on2 ?is is awfully int]e/+4 ,i c rememb] :at y wore4 ,"o ( y\r bootlaces _h bur/---- ,well2 ,i'm---- ,i _h a wild sort ( wi% to run (f & buy y a new lace---- ,( all ! rum />ts ,i---- ,aft]w>ds1 ,john cont9u$1 ,i tri$ to suck-up4 ,i ask$ y to come & h "s 'food4' ,d y rememb]8 ,i'll bet ,i came1 ,jona?an4 ,no2 y didn't4 ,y said ',no4' ,da% x all6 ,i c]ta9ly said1 ',no ?anks4' ,i d>e say2 b ! ',no' hurt awfully because ,i did feel t x 0 *eek ask+ y4 ,jona?an1 y funny old bu/]1 ,i'll nev] say ',no' aga94 ',pon my ^w1 ,i won't4 ,s ,i said ',no4' ,t's odd1 because x's n easy = me to say ',no4' ,! gov]nor po9t$ t out la/ hols4 ,someh[1 ,i c't say ',no1' p>ticul>ly if !re's any excitem5t 9 say+ ',yes4' ,& my bea/ly ',no' hurt1 did x8 ,well1 ,i'm v1 v sorry4 ,he held out 8 h&1 :i* ,john took4 ,!n1 = a mom5t1 !re 0 a pause be=e ,desmond cont9u$ awkw>dly-- ,y "k1 ,jona?an1 t ! ,demon is my pal4 ,y l him bett] ?an y did1 don't y8 ,john _h ! tact n to speak2 b he %ook 8 head dolefully4 ,& ,i c\ldn't *uck him1 ev5 if ,i want$ to1 :i* ,i don't--:i* ,i don't1 he repeat$1 ) an air ( satisfy+ himself r ?an ,john4 ,& ,john div9$ t ,scaife's hold ^u ,desmond's affections 0 n s /rong z he _h deem$ x to be4 ,desmond cont9u$1 ,b ,i want y1 too1 old ,jona?an1 & if--if---- ,all "r1 said ,john1 nobly4 ,he p]ceiv$ t ,desmond's loyalty to ,scaife made him hesitate & flu%4 ,i und]/&1 ,caes>1 & if ,i c't be fir/1 let me be second2 only1 rememb]1 ) me y're fir/1 ra9 or %9e4 ,desmond look$ uneasy4 ,isn't t a case ( 'heads ,i w91 tails y lose'8 ,john consid]$2 !n he smil$ *e]fully1 ,y "k y are a w9n]1 ,caes>4 ,y're cut out = a w9n]2 y c w9 :atev] y want to w94 ,oh1 t's all rot1 said ,desmond4 ,he look$ v grave1 & 9 8 eyes lay %ad[s :i* ,john _h nev] se5 be=e4 ,& s end$ ,john's fir/ ye> at ,h>r[4 ,,footnotes3 #be ,all ,public ,h\ses are out ( b\nds4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,re=m ',x mu/ be a gran' ?+ to be a coll$ge pr(issor4' ',n mu* to d1' said ,mr4 ,h5nessy4 ',b a gr--reat deal to say1' said ,mr4 ,dooley4 ,:5 ,john return$ to ! ,hill at ! beg9n+ ( ! w9t] t]m ! great *ange _h tak5 place4 ,rut=d _h assum$ ! duties ( ,pr(essor ( ,greek at a ,scot* ,univ]sity2 ,w>de 0 9 possession ( ! ,manor2 ,scaife & ,desmond & ,john--b n ! ,cat]pill>--_h got _! remove4 ,!y 7 ,fif? ,=m boys--& 9 tails6 ,john1 x is true1 al?\gh t\gh] & broad]1 0 /ill %ort = 8 ye>s & juv5ile ( appe>ance1 b ,scaife & ,desmond 7 q big fell[s1 & _! new coats became !m mightily4 ,trieve 0 ,head ( ! ,h\se2 ,lovell1 ,capta9 ( ! ,h\se football ,elev5 & 9 ! ,l[] ,six?4 ,lovell w h to behave himself n[1 ! ,duff] rem>k$ to ,scaife1 :o laugh$ d]isively1 z he answ]$-- ,he c\ldn't1 ev5 if he tri$4 ,w>de welcom$ ! ,h\se at lock-up1 & introduc$ ! boys to 8 wife & daught]4 ,mrs4 ,w>de _h a pla91 pleasant face4 ,miss ,w>de1 h[ev]1 0 a beauty1 & %e knew x1 ! coquette1 & _h kn[n x f ! h\r %e c\ld peep into a mirror4 ,! ,cat]pill> pron\nc$ h] fet*+4 ,be+ only fifte51 %e wore h] hair 9 a plait ti$ by a huge b[1 & ! hem ( h] skirt b>ely t\*$ ! neate/ ankle on ,h>r[ ,hill4 ,give h] a saucy1 p9k-&-:ite face1 pop a p]t1 tip-tilt$ nose into ! middle ( x j above a p\t+ r$ m\?1 & j bel[ h] fa!r's lapis-lazuli eyes1 & y w see ,iris ,w>de4 ,h] hair 0 r$di%1 n r$--call x w>m *e/nut2 & %e _h a dimple4 ,aft] ! introductions1 "m & daught] left ! hall4 ,w>de /ood up1 invit+ ! ,h\se to sit d[n4 ,w>de 0 ab\t half ! wid? ( ! late ,rut=d1 b someh[ he seem$ to take up m room4 ,he _h sp5t ! summ] holidays 9 ,switz]l&1 climb+ t]rific peaks4 ,sn[ & sun _h col\r$ 8 cle> complexion4 ,john1 :o saw b5ea? tann$ sk9s1 reflect$ t ,w>de seem$ to be saturat$ ) fre% air & all ! sweet1 clean ?+s :i* "o associates ) m\nta9s4 ,he loves hills1 ?\ght ,john1 & he loves our ,hill4 ,w>de began to speak 9 8 j]ky1 confid5tial tones4 ,dirty ,dick _h always be5 insuff]ably dull1 pomp\s1 & didactic4 ,i don't l spee*mak+1 said ,w>de1 b ,i want to put "o ?+ to y z /rongly z a man may4 ,i h always wi%$ to be ma/] ( ! ,manor4 ,"s m5 may ?9k m9e a small ambition4 ,ma/] ( a h\se at ,h>r[8 ,no?+ big ab\t t4 ,p]haps n4 ,b ,i ?9k x big4 ,& x is big--= me4 ,und]/& t ,i'm 9 love ) my job--head ov] heels4 ,i'd soon] be ma/] ( ! ,manor ?an ,prime ,m9i/]4 ,i c\ldn't tackle 8 "w4 ,en\gh ( t4 ,n[1 =get = a mom5t t ,i'm a ma/]4 ,let me talk z an ,old ,h>rovian1 an old ,manorite :o rememb]s ev]y?+1 ay--ev]y?+1 good & bad4 ,"s lucky fell[s rememb] ! good only2 we call !m optimi/s4 ,o!rs rememb] ! bad4 ,pessimi/s ^?4 ,put me betwe5 ! two4 ,! o!r day ,i _h an eye1 "o eye1 fix$ on ! top ( a c]ta9 peak--by ,jove6 h[ ,i long$ to rea* t peak6--b ! o!r eye 0 on a crevasse at my feet4 ,_h ,i kept bo? eyes on ! peak1 ,i %\ld be ly+ n[ at ! bottom ( t crevasse4 ,y take me8 ,well1 tw5ty ye>s ago ,i sat "h1 9 hall1 my la/ night 9 ! old h\se1 & ,i hop$ t "o day ,i might come back4 ,:y8 ,?is is betwe5 ourselves1 a confid5ce4 ,i came to ! ,manor f a bea/ly s*ool1 su* s*ools are h>dly to be f\nd n[adays--a h>d5$ "y s9n] at ?irte54 ,! ,manor lick$ me into %ape4 ,speak+ g5]ally1 ,i suppose ! tone ( ! h\se ins5sibly communicat$ itself to me4 ,! ,manor 0 cock-h\se at games & "w4 ,i began by %irk+ bo?4 ,b ! _s ( ! ,hill 0 too mu* = me4 ,i c\ldn't %irk t4 ,"s jolly old boys1 we all "k !m & l !m1 are always say+ t _! e>ly s*ool-days 7 ! happie/ ( _! lives4 ,!y're fond ( tell+ ?is big lie j z !y're settl+ d[n to _! cl>et4 ,i really believe t !y believe :at !y say1 b x is a lie4 ,! smalle/ boy "h kn[s x's a lie4 ,let's h>k back a bit4 ,i said ,i 0 lick$ into %ape--& ,i mean lick$4 ,i _h a lot ( really h>d fagg+--mu* h>d] ?an any ( y boys "k--,i 0 s5t up & swi%$1 ,i _h :opp+s innum]able1 & x wasn't pleasant4 ,my "m _h p9*$ h]self to s5d me "h1 because my fa!r _h be5 "h be=e me2 & ,i wond]$ :y %e did x4 ,at t "t ,i c\ldn't see :y *eap] s*ools %\ldn't be n only z good z ,h>r[1 b p]haps bett]4 ,n till ,i 0 9 ! ,fif? did ,i get a glimm]+ ( :at my "m & ! ,manor 7 do+ = me4 ,:5 ,i got into ! ,six? & into ! ,elev51 ,i knew4 ,& my la/ ye> "h made up1 & m1 too1 = ! previ\s f\r4 ,i enjoy$ t ye> ?or\ghly2 ,i _h ceas$ to be a slack]4 ,i tell y1 all ( y1 t happ9ess1 l lib]ty1 mu/ be e>n$ be=e we c enjoy x4 ,& y are s5t "h to e>n x4 ,i'm n go+ to keep y mu* long]4 ,i h come to ! m>r[ ( ! matt]4 ,i owe ! ,manor a debt :i* ,i hope to pay to--y4 ,j z y1 9 turn1 w pay back to boys n yet born ! money y\r p h gladly sp5t on y1 & o!r great] ?+s besides4 ,i want to see ?is h\se at ! top ( ! tree aga93 cock-h\se at cricket1 cock-h\se at foot]1 ) a ,balliol ,s*ol> 9 x1 & a s*ool racquet-play]4 ,& n[ ,dumbleton is go+ to br+ 9 a little *ampagne4 ,we'll dr9k high heal? & fell[%ip to ! ,manor & ! ,hill6 ,8 face broke into ! smile 8 =m knew s well2 he sat d[n1 z ! h\se ro>$ its welcome to a fri5d4 ,z soon z ! *ampagne 0 drunk 7,dumb] 0 c>eful to put m fro? ?an w9e into ! glasses ( ! kids71 ! boys fil$ out ( ! ,hall4 ,! ,duff]1 ,desmond1 ,john1 & ! ,cat]pill> assembl$ 9 ,john's room4 ,desmond1 y may be sure1 0 afire ) resolution4 ,w>de 0 ! "r sort1 a cl9k]1 a fir/ flight]4 ,& he meant to /ick by him ?r\gh ?ick & ?94 ,john said no?+4 ,! ,cat]pill> drawl$ out-- ,w>de didn't surprise me--mu*4 ,i've f\nd out t he's "o ( ! ,w>des ( ,w>de-,pom]oy1 ! real old /uff4 ,our families int]m>ri$ 9 ,elizabe?'s reign4 ,*ance to d x aga91 ,cat]pill>1 said ! ,duff]4 ,w>de's daught] is an uncommonly pretty girl4 ,!n ! ,cat]pill> us$ ! epi!t fet*+4 ,%e's fet*+1 v fet*+1 he said4 ,x's a pleasure to rememb] t we're ( k94 ,"o mu/ be civil to ,w>de4 ,he's a well br$ 'un4 ,y ?9k too mu* ( family1 said ,desmond4 ,"o c't1 repli$ ! ,cat]pill>1 solemnly4 ,"o kn[s t family is n ev]y?+1 b1 o!r ?+s be+ equal1 x means ref9em5t4 ,! fir/ ( ! ,h[>ds 0 a sw9eh]d1 ,i d>e say1 b g5]ations ( education1 ( association ) ! be/1 h turn$ !m f sw9e-h]ds into g5tlem51 & x takes g5]ations to d x4 ,good old ,cat]pill>6 said ! ,duff]4 ,n my own1 said ! ,cat]pill>2 add+1 z usual1 ,my gov]nor's1 y "k4 ,w>de hasn't a s(t job ahead ( him1 said ,desmond4 ,s(t or h>d1 he'll h&le x 8 own way4 ,desmond w5t out1 wond]+ :at _h become ( ,scaife4 ,scaife 0 9 8 room1 talk+ to ,lovell s5ior1 :o sp5t a =tnight ) ,scaife's p 9 ,scotl&1 fi%+ & gr\s+4 ,desmond _h be5 ask$ also1 b 8 fa!r1 r to ,caes>'s disgu/ 7= ! ,scaife moor 0 fam\s71 _h refus$ to let him g4 ,lovell & ,scaife 7 argu+ ab\t some?+ :i* ,desmond c\ld n und]/&4 ,i left x to my p>tn]1 said ,scaife1 & ! fool w5t no trumps hold+ two miss+ suits4 ,! enemy d\bl$1 my p>tn] r$\bl$1 & ! o!rs r$\bl$ aga93 t made x n9ety-six a trick4 ,! fell[ on ! left held my p>tn]'s miss+ suits2 he made ! ,little ,slam1 & scor$ ne>ly six hundr$ bel[ ! l9e4 ,x gave 'em ! rubb]1 too1 & ,i _h to =k out a c\ple ( quid4 ,:at are y jaw+ ab\t1 ,demon8 said ,desmond4 ,bridge4 ,x's ! new game4 ,x's go+ to be ! rage4 ,d y play bridge1 ,caes>8 ,no4 ,i want to le>n x4 ,all "r1 ,i mu/ tea* y4 ,we c\ld get up a f\r 9 ?is h\se1 said ,lovell4 ,we ?ree & ! ,cat]pill>4 ,he plays1 ,i "k4 ,! ,colonel is "o ( ! cracks at ! ,turf4 ,x w\ld be an awful l>k4 ,a mild gamble3 small po9ts--eh8 ,a bob a hundr$4 ,:at d y say1 ,caes>8 ,desmond hesitat$4 ,bridge _h n yet rea*$ its deliri\s /age4 ,b ,desmond _h se5 x play$1 _h he>d 8 fa!r praise x z ! mo/ fasc9at+ ( c>d-games1 & _h det]m9$ to le>n x at ! fir/ conv5i5t opportunity4 ,none ! less ,w>de's words /ill e*o$ 9 8 e>4 ,i ?9k we ought to give ,w>de a *ance1 he said4 ,y don't mean to say y 7 tak5 9 by him8 said ,lovell1 contemptu\sly4 ,desmond bur/ into en?usia/ic praise ( ,w>de & 8 me?ods4 ,lovell %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s & walk$ out ( ! room1 nodd+ to ,scaife1 b ignor+ ,desmond4 ,y mu/ g canny ) ,lovell1 said ,scaife4 ,he's ! fell[ :o ought to give y y\r 'fez' aft] ! fir/ h\se-game4 ,nev] m9d t4 ,y won't play bridge1 ,demon1 w y8 ,:y n8 said ,scaife4 ,:]e's ! h>m8 ,y\r gov]nor plays---- ,yes2 b---- ,y're afraid ( gett+ sack$8 ,i'm n4 ,all "r2 ,i'll take t back4 ,y're n a funk1 ,caes>1 b y're s easily humbugg$4 ,w>de caught y ) 8 'pi jaw' & a glass ( gooseb]ry4 ,! *ampagne 0 all "r1 wasn't x8 ,oh1 ho6 ,s y d mean to /& 9 ) ,w>de aga9/ ,lovell & me8 ,?anks = be+ s c&id4 ,n[ ,i'll be c&id ) y4 ,i l ,lovell4 ,!re's no nons5se ab\t him4 ,he don't put on frills because he's 9 ! ,six?1 & he don't mean to take to _! sneak+1 spy+ ways4 ,he's j z anxi\s z ,w>de to see ! ,manor cock-h\se at foot] & cricket1 & ,i'm z ke5 z he is2 b we /op !re4 ,! ,balliol ,s*ol>%ip may g hang4 ,& z = sympa?y & fell[%ip & pull+ toge!r betwe5 ma/]s & boys1 ,i nev] did believe 9 x1 & nev] %all4 ,my h& is aga9/ ! ma/]s1 s long z !y int]f]e ) any?+ ,i want to d4 ,i l bridge1 & ,i mean to play x4 ,& ,i'll take jolly good c>e t ,i'm n nail$4 ,t's "p ( ! fun1 z ! dr9k+ us$ to be4 ,i *uck$ t because x wasn't good en\gh2 b bridge is ripp+1 &1 take my ^w = x1 y'll be ke5] ?an ,i :5 y beg94 ,p]haps4 ,b ,i'm n go+ to beg9 "h4 ,"r--oh6 ,scaife turn$ aside1 :i/l+1 b out ( ! corn] ( 8 %rewd eye he m>k$ ! expression ( ,desmond's face1 ! col\r ebb+ & fl[+ 9 ! r\nd1 boyi% *eeks1 ! p]plexity on ! br[4 ,!n he spoke 9 a diff]5t voice4 ,don't worry1 old *ap4 ,y've /uck to me ?r\gh ?ick & ?91 & ,i'm grateful1 really & truly4 ,y're "r1 & ,i'm wrong2 ,i always am wrong4 ,i 0 look+ =w>d to l>ks4 ,if y c\nt 'em purple s9s1 ,i don't blame y = lett+ me g to ! devil by myself4 ,i nev] said bridge 0 a purple s94 ,w>de ?9ks x is4 ,if y're go+ to look at life "h ) 8 eyes1 y'll h to r5ame ?+s4 ,babies play ,begg> my ,neighb\r = *ocolates2 :y %\ldn't we play bridge = a bob a hundr$8 ,! game is spl5did = ! bra92 t5 ?\s& times bett] ?an translat+ ,greek *oruses4 ,b x is--gambl+1 ,demon2 y c't get away f t4 ,pooh6 ,x's gambl+ if ,i bet y a 'dr+]' t y won't make t5 runs 9 a h\se-mat*2 x's gambl+ if ,i raffle a picture & y take a sixp5ny ticket4 ,are y go+ to give up t sort ( gambl+8 ,no2 b---- ,:at w\ld ,w>de say to our co-op]ative sy/em ( "w--eh8 ,y're n prep>$ to g ! :ole hog8 ,y want to pick & *oose4 ,good6 ,b give me ! same "r1 t's all4 ,play bridge ) y\r old pals1 or don't play1 j z y please4 ,no m 0 said4 ,scaife's mann] r ?an 8 matt] conf\nd$ ! y\ng] & less exp]i5c$ boy4 ,scaife1 too1 tackl$ problems :i* _m m5 pref] to leave alone4 ,"h h]$ity cropp$ up4 ,scaife's sire & gr&sire 7 e>n+ _! bread be=e !y 7 sixte54 ,( necessity !y fac$ & ov]came ob/acles :i* ! ord9>y ,public ,s*ool-boy nev] meets till he leaves ! ,univ]sity4 ,= "s "t aft] ?is bridge 0 n m5tion$4 ,lovell1 act+1 possibly1 "u advice f ,scaife1 treat$ ,desmond c\rte\sly1 & gave him 8 fez aft] ! fir/ h\se-game4 ,bo? boys n[ 7 memb]s ( ! ,manor cricket & football ,elev5s1 &1 z su*1 p]sons ( di/9ction 9 _! small _w4 ,scaife1 moreov]1 began to play football ) su* extraord9>y da% & brilliancy1 t x seem$ to be q on ! c>ds t he might get 8 ,s*ool ,flannels4 ,?is possibility1 & ! ,greek 9 ! ,fif?1 absorb$ 8 en]gies = ! fir/ six weeks ( ! w9t] qu>t]4 ,john _h come back to ,scaife's room to prep>e "w4 ,desmond felt t ,scaife _h be5 g5]\s 9 propos+ t ,john %\ld jo9 !m1 because 9 _m small ways x _h become evid5t t ! ,demon dislik$ ,john1 al?\gh he /ill spoke ( ! tight place out ( :i* ,john _h haul$ him4 ,?r\gh ,scaife ,john receiv$ 8 fez2 & :5 ,john wore x = ! fir/ "t1 ,scaife came up & said1 smil+-- ,i'm ne>ly ev5 ) y1 ,v]ney4 ,:at d y mean8 said ,john4 ,y "k well en\gh :at ,i mean1 said ,scaife1 w9k+ 8 eye malici\sly4 ,john flu%$1 because 9 8 he>t he did "k4 ,b :5 he told ,eg]ton :at ,scaife _h said1 t exp]i5c$ man ( ! _w turn$ up 8 nose4 ,j l him1 he said4 ,he wants y to feel t he has wip$ out 8 debt4 ,d y ?9k my 'fez' ought to h be5 giv5 to "y ,lovell8 ,! ,cat]pill>1 :o play$ back = ! ,manor1 consid]$ ! "q4 ,i don't "k1 he said4 ,y are pretty ne>ly equal2 b x's a fact t ! ,demon turn$ ! scale4 ,he po9t$ out to ,lovell t if he gave a 'fez' to 8 "y bro!r1 ! h\se might accuse him ( fav\ritism4 ,t did ! trick4 ,?is made ,john uneasy & unhappy = a week or two2 b ! consci\sness t ano!r might be bett] entitl$ to ! covet$ fez made him play up ) su* en]gy t he succe$$ 9 prov+ to all critics t he _h hone/ly e>n$ :at luck _h be/[$ on him4 ,dur+ ! la/ week ( ,octob]1 ,john began ^? long walks ) ,desmond :i*1 aft]w>ds1 he came to reg>d z p]haps ! mo/ delightful h\rs sp5t at ,h>r[4 ,scaife dete/$ walk+4 ,he _h 8 fa!r's p[] ( focus+ att5tion & en]gy ^u a s+le object4 ,= ! mom5t he 0 mad ab\t football4 ,talk ab\t books1 sc5]y1 p1 bor$ him1 & he said s ) 8 usual frankness & impati5ce ( re/ra9t4 ,desmond1 on ! o!r h&1 0 also l 8 fa!r1 inasmu* z 8 ta/es 7 ca?olic4 ,he 0 a bit ( a naturali/1 le>n$ 9 ! lore ( woods & fields1 & he lik$ to talk ab\t books1 & he lik$ to talk ab\t 8 home4 ,simple ,john w\ld soon] he> ,caes> talk ?an li/5 to ! heav5ly *oir4 ,s x came to pass t once a week at lea/ ! boys w\ld /roll d[n ! av5ue at ,orley ,f>m 7:]e ,an?ony ,trollope's sad boyhood 0 pass$71 or take ! ,nor?wick ,walk1 :i* w9ds ?r\gh mead[s to ! ,bridge1 or visit ,john ,lyon's f>m at ,pre/on1 or1 gett+ sign$ = ,bill1 attempt a long] ramble to ,ruislip ,res]voir1 or ,oxhey ,wood1 or ,head/one ) its moat$ grange1 or ,hors+ton ,hill ) its long-/ret*+ view across ! ,uxbridge pla94 ,v soon x became ! natural ?+ = ,caes> to give ,john a glimpse1 at lea/1 ( :atev] float$ 9 & out ( 8 m9d4 ,john1 be+ himself a creature ( res]ves1 c\ld n q und]/& ?is unlock+ ( doors1 b he appreciat$ 8 privileges4 ,caes>'s +5u\sness1 sympa?y1 & impulsiv5ess1 seem$ ! m en*ant+ because ,john himself 0 ( ! look-be=e-y-leap1 ?9k-be=e-y-speak1 sort4 ,"o ,sunday ev5+ !y 7 hurry+ back to ,*apel1 :5 !y pass$ a woman c>ry+ a heavy *ild4 ,! poor creature appe>$ to be almo/ fa9t+ ) fatigue & possibly hung]4 ,h] p9*$ face1 h] b5t figure1 h] ?9 g>m5ts1 bespoke a passionate prote/ aga9/ conditions :i* obvi\sly %e 0 p[]less to av]t or control4 ,! boys glanc$ at h] ) pity+ eyes z !y pass$4 ,!n ,desmond said quickly-- ,i say1 ,jona?an1 %e looks z if %e 0 go+ to fall d[n4 ,john1 see+ :at 0 9 8 fri5d's m9d1 said-- ,we mu/ hurry up1 or we %all miss ,*apel4 ,!y (f]$ ! woman sixp5ces1 & blu%es1 because ?r\gh ! tatt]$ %awl might be se5 a %runk5 bosom4 ,! woman />$1 /amm]$1 & bur/ into te>s4 ,we %all miss ,*apel1 ,john repeat$4 ,hang ,*apel1 said ,desmond4 ,he 0 look+ at ! *ild4 ,:5 ! woman took ! silv]1 %e let ! *ild slip to ! gr\nd1 :]e x lay in]t4 ,:at's ! matt] ) x8 said ,desmond4 ,half sobb+1 ! woman expla9$ t ! *ild _h spra9$ its ankle4 ,i'm j ab\t done1 %e gasp$2 an' ! sight o' y two "y g5'lem5 runn9' up ! 'ill f9i%$ me4 ,i a9't ! leaky sort1 %e add$ fi]cely1 /ill gasp+ & trembl+4 ,!n %e b5t d[n & tri$ to lift ! heavy *ild1 :i* moan$ feebly4 ,y run on1 ,jona?an1 said ,desmond4 ,:y8 ,i'm go+ to c>ry ?is kid up ! hill4 ,i'll help4 ,no--hook x1 y ass4 ,i won't hook x4 ,betwe5 !m !y c>ri$ ! *ild z f> z ! ,spee*-room1 :]e a policeman accept$ a %ill+1 & gave 9 return a positive assurance t he w\ld see woman & *ild to _! de/9ation4 ,:5 ! boys 7 alone1 ,john said-- ,caes>---- ,well8 ,:at a fell[ y are6 ,i w\ldn't h ?\ght ( t4 ,x 0 spl5did4 ,oh1 %ut up4 ,!re 0 a slight pause2 !n ,caes> said defiantly1 ,i ?\ght ( c>ry+ t kid2 b ,i w\ldn't h done x1 unless ,i'd kn[n t e boy 0 safe 9 ,*apel4 ,i c\ldn't h fac$ ! *aff4 ,&--y c\ld4 ,!y 7 puni%$ = cutt+ ,*apel1 because ,caes> refus$ to give ! reason :i* w\ld h sav$ !m4 ,i'd h told ! tru?1 he admitt$ to ,john1 if ,i c\ld h %\ld]$ t kid ) ! ,manorites look+ on4 ,john agre$ t ?is 0 an excell5t & a ,caes>ean 7he co9$ ! adjective on ?is occasion7 reason4 99 99 99 99 99 ,among ! ,fif? ,=m boys ( ! ,manor 0 a big1 co>se-look+ y\? ( ! "n ( ,beaumont-,gre5e4 ,ev]ybody call$ him ,beaumont-,gre5e 9 full1 because ^u 8 fir/ appe>ance at ,bill he _h /opp$ ! l9e ( boys by refus+ to answ] to ! "n ( ,gre5e4 ,my "n1 said he1 9 a %rill pipe1 is ,beaumont-,gre5e1 & we spell ! ,gre5e ) a f9al 'e'4 ,beaumont-,gre5e 0 a type ( boy1 unhappily1 too common at all ,public ,s*ools4 ,he _h no feel+ :atev] = ,h>r[1 save t x 0 a place :]e x behov$ a boy to escape puni%m5t if he c\ld1 & to run1 hot foot1 t[>ds any?+ :i* w\ld yield pleasure to 8 body4 ,he 0 kn[n to ! ,manorites z a funk at foot]1 & a prodigi\s consum] ( food at ! ,cream]ies4 ,8 fa!r1 hav+ accumulat$ a l>ge =tune 9 manufactur+ :at 0 adv]tis$ 9 mo/ ( ! public pr9ts z ! ,imp]i%able1 ,seamless1 ,:ale-sk9 ,boot1 gave 8 son pl5ty ( money4 ,z a ,l[] ,boy1 ,beaumont-,gre5e _h b a sorry "t ( x4 ,somebody discov]$ t he 0 :at ,gilb]t once describ$ z an imp]fect ablution]4 ,! ,cat]pill> made a po9t ( tell+ new boys ! nature ( ! puni%m5t met$ out to ! unclean4 ,he _h assi/$ at ! to%+ ( ,beaumont-,gre5e4 ,a na/y job1 ! ,cat]pill> w\ld rem>k1 look+ at 8 own speckless f+]-nails3 b x _h to be done4 ,we took ! ,gre5e p]son 7! ,cat]pill> alone refus$ to defame ! f9e "n ( ,beaumont by l9k+ x to ,gre5e7 & plac$ him nak$ 9 a l>ge to%4 ,into t to% ! h\se 0 invit$ to p\r any fluid t c\ld be sp>$4 ,"o =gets ?+s2 b1 unless ,i'm mi/ak51 ! p>ticul> %eep-wa% us$ 0 made up ( lemonade1 syrups1 ink--pl5ty ( t--milk 7,i b\ght a qu>t myself71 too?-p[d]1 p>aff91 & a cake ( ,sapolio--,monkey ,br&6 ,we scrubb$ ! ,yahoo ?or\ghly1 wa%$ its tee?1 e>s1 hair1 & !n we dri$ x4 ,i don't "k :o sme>$ m>malade on to ! t[el1 b ! dry+ "p 0 n v successful4 ,r t\gh--eh8 ,yes1 v t\gh--on u1 b effective4 ,! ,gre5e p]son has to%$ regul>ly ev] s9ce4 ,at lea/1 s ,i'm told2 ,i nev] g ne> him myself1 & he's consid]ate en\gh to keep out ( my way4 ,beaumont-,gre5e _h n1 x is true1 ! appetite = reckless break+ ( ! law :i* di/+ui%$ ,lovell & 8 p>ticul> pals2 b ,lovell's good qualities cancell$ to a c]ta9 ext5t :at 0 vici\s4 ,a f9e cricket]1 a plucky football-play]1 he might h prov$ a cr$it to 8 h\se _h a ma/] o!r ?an ,dirty ,dick be5 orig9ally 9 comm& ( x4 ,be=e he 0 out ( ! ,%ell1 he _h decl>$ w> aga9/ ,au?ority4 ,beaumont-,gre5e1 on ! o!r h&1 dete/$ games1 & sne]$ at ^? :o play$ !m4 ,pulpy1 pimply1 gross 9 m9d & body1 he /ood = t heavy1 amorph\s resi/ance to good1 :i* is s difficult to ov]come4 ,dur+ ! fir/ half ( ! w9t] qu>t]1 ,john saw b little ( ,esme ,k9lo*4 ,x is "o ( ! *>act]i/ics ( a ,public ,s*ool t ! boys--z 9 ! great] _w = :i* x is a prep>ation--are 9 lay]s4 ,"s lay]s ov]lap2 o!rs nev] t\*4 ,fluff 0 a fag2 8 fri5d ,john 0 9 ! ,fif? ,=m1 & a fez4 ,9 a ^w1 an ,atlantic roll$ betwe5 !m4 ,john1 h[ev]1 w\ld (t5 give ,fluff a con1 & occasionally !y w\ld walk toge!r4 ,fluff 0 no long] ! delicate1 girli% *ild ( a ye> ago4 ,he _h bloom$ into a v h&some boy1 attractive1 l all ! memb]s ( 8 "m's family1 ) engag+ mann]s1 & he _h also %[n signs ( develop+ into a cricket]4 ,fluff c\ld paddle 8 own canoe1 provid$1 ( c\rse1 t he kept out ( ! rapids4 ,b ab\t ! middle ( ! t]m ,john notic$ t ,fluff 0 los+ col\r & spirits1 ! latt] nev] v exub]ant4 ,x 0 n 9 ,john's nature to ask que/ions :i* he might answ] = himself by tak+ pa9s to d s4 ,he wat*$ ,fluff closely4 ,!n he dem&$ bluntly-- ,:at's up8 ,no?+4 ,t's a cram1 said ,john1 sev]ely4 ,i didn't believe y'd tell me a cram1 ,esme4 ,y don't c>e tupp5ce :e!r ,i tell crams or n--n[4 ,john weigh$ ! n[ delib]ately4 ,t's ano!r cram1 he said sl[ly4 ,has anybody be5 rott+ y8 ,sil5ce4 ,john repeat$ ! "q4 ,/ill sil5ce4 ,!n ,john add$-- ,y "k1 ,esme1 t ,i %all /ick to y till ,i f9d out :at's up2 s y may z well save "t by tell+ me at once4 ,x's ,beaumont-,gre5e1 falt]$ ,fluff4 ,t fat bea/6 ,:at's he done8 ,he hasn't done mu*--yet4 ,tell ev]y?+6 ,he came into my room "o night & turn$ me up 9 my b$4 ,i woke1 on my head1 9 ! d>k1 half-smo!r$1 & c\ldn't ?9k :at _h happ5$2 x 0 simply awful4 ,!n ,i he>d 8 bea/ly voice say+1 ',if ,i let y d[n1 w y d :at ,i ask y8' ,i'd h promis$ any?+ to get out ( t horrible1 *ok+ prison1 & n[ he ?reat5s to turn me up e night1 & ,i dream ( x---- ,g on1 said ,john1 grimly4 ,no1 y ne$n't g on4 ,i c guess :at ?is l[ cad is up to4 ,he said he'd be my fri5d2 z if ,i'd h a bea/ l t = a fri5d4 ,did y tell him t8 ,yes1 ,i did4 ,y're a good-pluck$ 'un1 ,esme4 ,& he's made x w>m = y ev] s9ce8 ,yes4 ,b he hasn't turn$ y up aga98 ,n-no2 b he w4 ,i'd almo/ soon] he'd d x1 & h done ) x4 ,i c't sleep4 ,n[1 don't be a silly fool1 ,john comm&$4 ,i'm go+ to ?9k ?is out1 & ,i'll bet ,i make t fat1 pimply bea/ sit up & h[l4 ,?anks awfully1 ,john4 ,b ! m ,john ?\ght ( :at he _h und]tak5 to d1 ! less cle>ly he saw 8 way to d x4 ,evid5tly ,beaumont-,gre5e 0 too prud5t to bully ,fluff2 he _h resort$ to ! cruell] alt]native ( t]roriz+ him4 ,lawr5ce w\ld h settl$ ?is fell['s ha%--s ,john reflect$--9 a jiffy1 b ,trieve1 ,miss ,trieve1 0 hopelessly incapable4 ,pres5tly inspiration came4 ,he seiz$ an opportunity :5 ,beaumont-,gre5e happ5$ to be by himself2 !n he m>*$ boldly into 8 room1 leav+ ! door aj>4 ,hullo6 :at d y want8 ,beaumont-,gre5e 0 sitt+ opposite ! fire1 read+ a novel & leisurely consum+ mac>oons4 ,i want y to leave "y ,k9lo* alone--please4 ,beaumont-,gre5e ne>ly *ok$2 !n he splutt]$ out-- ,say t aga91 w y8 ,i want y to leave "y ,k9lo* alone4 ,really8 ,any?+ else8 ,no?+ m1 ?ank y4 ,beaumont-,gre5e sl[ly rais$ himself out ( 8 *air & gl>$ at ,john1 ^: head came to 8 *94 ,y've pl5ty ( *eek4 ,:at ,i h isn't spotty1 anyway4 ,john saw ! ve9s beg9 to swell 9 ,beaumont-,gre5e's ?roat4 ,he ?\ght ) relief ( ! door aj>1 b x 0 "p ( 8 policy--a c>efully devis$ policy--to provoke1 if possible1 a sc5e4 ,!n o!rs w\ld int]f]e1 explanations w\ld be 9 ord]1 & public op9ion w\ld accompli% ! re/4 ,y inf]nal "y jackanapes6 ,y pretty pet6 ,get out ( my room6 ,hook x6 ,i want to1 said ,john1 coolly en\gh1 al?\gh 8 he>t 0 ?robb+4 ,x's horribly fuggy 9 "h1 & ,i've ,jambi#bf to d2 b ,i'm n go+ till y give me y\r ^w t y'll leave "y ,k9lo* alone4 ,if y don't walk out ,i'll *uck y out4 ,y mu/ cat* me fir/1 said ,john4 ,& !n a v pretty *ase took place4 ,beaumont-,gre5e1 fat1 scant ( brea?1 full ( mac>oons1 began to pursue ,john r\nd & r\nd ! table4 ,john skilfully int]pos$ *airs1 s(a-cu%ions1 any?+ he c\ld lay h&s on4 ,pass+ ! wa%/&1 he secur$ an enorm\s sponge1 :i* an in/ant lat] flew s\se into ! face ( ! grampus4 ,an abridg$ edition ( ,liddell & ,scott's ,greek ,lexicon foll[$4 ,?is ne>ly br\ght ! big fell[ to grass4 ,9 8 rage he1 too1 began to hurl :at objects happ5$ to be )9 rea*1 b he 0 a %ock+ bad %ot2 he miss$1 or ,john dodg$ e "t4 ,john did n miss4 ,f9ally1 z ,john _h =ese51 a c\ple ( ,six? ,=m fell[s ru%$ 94 ,:at's ! mean+ ( ?is inf]nal r[8 ask$ "o4 ,ask him1 said ,john4 ,au?ority />$ at ,beaumont-,gre5e1 & !n at 8 wreck$ room4 ,i told him to hook x1 & he w\ldn't1 splutt]$ ! gasp+ ,gre5e4 ,:y8 ,half a doz5 o!r fell[s _h come into ! room4 ,among/ !m ! ,duff] & ! ,cat]pill>4 ,i want$ to hook x1 ,john expla9$1 because x's s bea/ly fuggy2 b ,beaumont-,gre5e w\ldn't promise me to d some?+ he ought to d4 ,?is is my/]i\s4 ,! swagg]+ "y blackgu>d *eek$ me1 gr[l$ ,gre5e4 ,i 0 v polite--at fir/1 plead$ ,john4 ,hook x n[1 anyway1 said ,au?ority4 ,n till he promises4 ,if y turn me out1 ,i'll come back aft] y're gone4 ,:at is x y want him to promise8 ,john _h a*iev$ 8 object4 ,i want him to leave "y ,k9lo* alone4 ,! two ,six? ,=m boys glanc$ at ea* o!r2 at ,john2 at ! gross1 spott$ face ( ,beaumont-,gre5e4 ,!n ! s5ior said coldly-- ,i suppose y h no objection1 ,beaumont-,gre5e1 to promis+ ,v]ney or any "o else t y w leave "y ,k9lo* alone8 ,i've nev] laid a f+] on ! kid1 gr[l$ ! big fell[2 b he look$ pale & fright5$4 ,!n y promise--eh8 ,yes4 ,on y\r ^w ( hon\r8 ,yes4 ,t night ,john told ,fluff ) great glee h[ ,beaumont-,gre5e _h be5 made to sit up & h[l4 ,,footnotes3 #bf ,jambi--,iambic v]ses4 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,v]ney ,boscobel ,9 hon\r ( all :o believe t life 0 made = fri5d%ip4 ,! imm$iate result ( ! incid5t describ$ 9 ! la/ *apt] 0 to /r5g!n ! bond betwe5 ,john & ,desmond4 ,desmond _h ! epic f ,fluff1 f ! ,cat]pill>1 & f9ally f ,john himself4 ,y be>d$ t poison\s bea/ 9 8 d51 exclaim$ he2 y plott$ & plann$ = ! scrimmage2 y =esaw :at w\ld happ54 ,well1 y are a cork]1 ,jona?an4 ,y'd h ?\ght ( some?+ mu* bett]4 ,n ,i1 ,desmond repli$4 ,scaife1 h[ev]1 made no rem>ks4 ,possibly1 because ,desmond made too _m1 s++ ,john's praises beh9d 8 back & to 8 face1 9 & out ( season4 ,?is1 ( c\rse1 0 indiscreet1 & l$ to h>d words & h>d] feel+s4 ,beaumont-,gre5e realiz$ t ,john _h t>r$ & fea!r$ him4 ,! fags1 y may be sure1 rubb$ ! t> 94 ,if ,beaumont-,gre5e ?reat5$ to kick an impud5t ,f\r? ,=m boy1 t y\ng/] w\ld bid him be c>eful4 ,if y don't behave y\rself1 he w\ld say1 ,i %all h to s5d ,v]ney to y\r room4 ,lovell s5ior rem>k$ t ,beaumont-,gre5e 0 a sw9e1 b t ,v]ney _h put on lift & mu/ be snubb$4 ,:at8 ,a boy :o _h n be5 two ye>s 9 ! s*ool d>$ to take ! law into 8 own h&s6 ,! matt] ought to h be5 laid be=e ! ,head ( ! ,h\se4 ,accord+ly1 ,john f\nd himself1 mu* to 8 dismay1 unpopul> ) ! ,olympians4 ,! la/ mon? ( ?is t]m 01 9 "s ways1 ! mo/ disagreeable he _h yet sp5t at ,h>r[4 ,b ! ga9 ( ,desmond's fri5d%ip f> outweigh$ ! loss ( popul>ity4 ,john t+l$ ) pleasure :5 he reflect$ t he _h a*iev$ 8 ambition to /& betwe5 ,scaife & ,desmond4 ,at ! same "t1 he 0 uncom=tably aw>e t ,scaife seem$ to h climb$ high above ,desmond1 :o _h /ood /ill4 ,9 mom5ts ( depression ,john told himself t he 0 a make%ift1 t ,desmond w\ld leave him & jo9 ! ,demon :5ev] t spl5did "y p]son *ose to :i/le him up4 ,scaife _h fail$ to get 8 ,football ,flannels1 b he came s ne> to beat+ all previ\s records t ! ,s*ool began to reg>d him z a ,blood4 ,he 0 se5 arm-9-arm ) ,lovell1 /roll+ up & d[n ! ,high ,/reet1 & ! fags brea?lessly repeat$ :at ,desmond _h pr$ict$ a ye> ago3 ! ,demon 0 ! com+ man4 ,& always1 :5 ,john & ,desmond pass$ him1 ,john ?\ght he c\ld read a d]isive triumph ^u ! ,demon's h&some face1 an expression :i* said pla9ly3 ,y "y fool1 don't y "k t ,i'm play+ cat & m\se ) y8 ,! ?ree /ill met twice daily to prep>e "w4 ,b ! mom5t t 0 done1 ,scaife disappe>$1 leav+ ,john & ,desmond toge!r4 ,he's play+ bridge 9 ,lovell's room1 said ,desmond4 ,m facts 7 glean$ f ! ,cat]pill>1 :o _h jo9$ ! bridge-play]s1 b play$ seldom4 ,"o draws ! l9e1 said he1 at play+ = /akes "o c't af=d to lose4 ,lovell & ! ,demon h made x too hot4 ,& ,w>de w make x hott]1 said ,john4 ,n he1 repli$ ! ,cat]pill>4 ,! ,demon is a wond]4 ,?anks to 8 bra9s1 detection is impossible4 ,he sugge/$ t ,lovell's room %\ld be us$4 ,w>de w\ldn't d>e to bur/ 9 ^u "o ( ! ,six?4 ,& y ought to see _! dodgy arrangem5ts4 ,lovell has 8 "y bro!r on gu>d4 ,i'm hang$ if ! ,demon didn't inv5t a sort ( drill1 :i* !y g ?r\gh ) a /op-wat*4 ,x's a /> p]=mance1 ,i tell y4 ,"y ,lovell bolts 94 ,9 ?irty-five seconds--!y h got x d[n to t--! c>ds & m>k]s are hidd52 & ! f\r ( 'em are jaw+ away ab\t foot]4 ,all ! same1 said ,john1 ob/9ately1 ,w>de w be too mu* = 'em4 ,oh1 rot6 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,! ,manor got into ! semi-f9als ( ! football mat*es1 & :5 ! ,s*ool broke up = ! ,*ri/mas holidays x 0 g5]ally conc$$ t ! =tunes ( ! anci5t h\se 7 m5d+4 ,9 ! ,manor itself ,w>de's influ5ce 0 h>dly yet p]ceptible3 only a v few knew t x 0 diffus+ itself1 p]colat+ into nooks & crevices undream$ (3 ! he>ts ( ! ,f\r? ,=m1 = in/ance4 ,9 ,dirty ,dick's "t !re _h be5 almo/ univ]sal slackness4 ,9 pupil-room ,rut=d read a book2 boys c\ld "w or n z !y pleas$1 provid$ _! tutor 0 n di/urb$4 ,w>de1 on ! o!r h&1 made x a po9t ( hon\r to "w ) 8 pupils4 ,8 indefatigable en]gies1 8 good hum\r1 8 pati5ce1 7 nev] s conspicu\s z :5 he 0 coa*+ duff]s4 ,9 o!r ways he made ! boys realize t he 0 at ! ,manor = _! advantage1 n 8 own4 ,! g>d5s & p>k 7 kept /rictly private by ,dirty ,dick4 ,w>de ?rew !m op53 a fav\r h>dly appreciat$ 9 ! :it] qu>t]1 b ! ,h\se admitt$ t x w\ld be awfully jolly 9 ! summ] to lie "u ! trees f> f ! cr[d4 ,9 a ^w--a privilege4 ,^u ! la/ ,saturday1 to ,john's delight1 ,desmond ask$ him to sp5d a week 9 ,eaton ,squ>e4 ,john _h paid two visits to ,:ite ,ladies2 he 0 n[ ab\t to exp]i5ce some?+ entirely new4 ,:ite ,ladies & ,v]ney ,boscobel 7 typical ( ! pa/2 !y illu/rat$ ! hi/ory ( ! families :o _h inhabit$ !m4 ,! great _w w5t to ,:ite ,ladies to see ! pictures & ! g>d5s1 ! ,gobel9 tape/ries1 ! ,du*ess & h] gue/s2 b ! same _w d9$ 9 ,eaton ,squ>e to see ,*>les ,desmond4 ,dur+ ?is visit1 our ,john fir/ le>n$ :at miracles "o individual may accompli%4 ,at ,:ite ,ladies1 he _h dimly p]ceiv$1 z has be5 said1 ! duties & responsibilities impos$ ^u rank & weal?4 ,9 ,eaton ,squ>e he saw m pla9ly ! duties & responsibilities impos$ ^u a man ( great tal5ts4 ,bo? ,*>les ,desmond & ! ,duke ( ,tr5t 7 h>d work]s1 b ! lab\rs ( ! duke seem$ to ,john 7& to o!r wise p]sons7 drab-col\r$4 ,*>les ,desmond's "w1 9 contra/1 pres5t$ all ! col\rs ( ! spectrum4 ,john left ,:ite ,ladies1 ?ank+ 8 />s t he 0 n a duke2 he came away f ,eaton ,squ>e fill$ ) ! ambition to be ,private ,secret>y to ! great ,m9i/]4 ,& :5 ,mr4 ,desmond said to him ) 8 g5ial smile1 ,well1 "y ,john1 ,h>ry1 ,i hope1 w be my secret>y1 & ! crut* ( my decl9+ ye>s4 ,b :at w\ld y l to be8 ,john repli$ f]v5tly1 ,oh1 sir1 ,i %\ld l to be ,h>ry's und]/udy4 ,w\ld y8 ,& !n ,john saw ! face ( 8 k9d ho/ *ange4 ,! smile fad$4 ,mr4 ,desmond _h tak5 8 answ] z ,john meant x to be tak5--s]i\sly4 ,he exam9$ ,john z if he 7 already a c&idate = (fice4 ,! pi]c+ eyes prob$ deep4 ,!n he said sl[ly1 ,i %\ld l to h y "u me1 ,john4 ,we %all talk ( ?is aga91 my boy4 ,my own sons---- ,he paus$1 sigh$1 & !n laugh$1 tapp+ ,john's *eek ) 8 sl5d]1 f9ely-=m$ f+]s4 ,b he pass$ on )\t f9i%+ 8 s5t5ce4 ,john knew t1 ( ,caes>'s bro!rs1 ,hugo1 ! elde/1 0 ,secret>y ( ,legation at ,teh]an2 ,bill devill$ = a fam\s b>ri/]2 ,lionel wore h] ,maje/y's liv]y4 ,/range t none _h elect$ to s]ve 8 own fa!r6 ,caes> expla9$ lat]4 ,y see1 he said1 ! de> old gov]nor out%9es ev]ybody4 ,hugo & ! o!rs felt t "u him !y w\ld be 9 eclipse1 = ev] & ev]--eh8 ,i see1 said ,john1 gravely4 ,yes1 !re's some?+ 9 t4 ,he wants y1 ,caes>4 ,de> old gov]nor6 ! o!r repli$4 ,yes--he's ke5 on t4 ,b ,i hope to make my own little m>k4 ,i'd l to h my "n on a brass tablet 9 ,h>r[ ,*apel2 t w\ld be some?+4 ,8 eyes began to gl[ & sp>kle4 ,next day1 at d9n]1 ,rodney's "n cropp$ up4 ,rodney pav$ ! way = ,nelson1 ,mr4 ,desmond obs]v$4 ,i look ^u him z "o ( our greate/ ,h>rovians4 ,we ought to h a build+ to ,rodney's memory4 ,i put him be=e ,peel or ,byron4 ,oh1 ,i say1 fa!r---- ,hot prote/ f ,caes>4 ,act be=e ^w1 ,h>ry2 practice be=e precept4 ,rodney 0 a man ( action4 ,i %\ld l to h be5 ,rodney4 ,i %\ld l to h be5 ,%]idan1 said ,caes>4 ,i (t5 look at 8 "n on ! ?ird panel ( ! ,f\r? ,=m ,room4 ,he glanc$ at 8 fa!r1 :o smil$1 kn[+ t a delicate complim5t 0 int5d$1 = en?usia/ic admir]s _h spok5 ( ,*>les ,desmond z ! ,ri*>d ,br9sley ,%]idan ( ! mod]n ,h\se ( ,commons4 ,! fa!r said curtly-- ,a sky-rocket1 my de> ,h>ry4 ,!n he turn$ to ,john4 ,& ( all our fam\s ,h>rovians :om w\ld y l to take z a patt]n1 "y ,john8 ,john hesitat$4 ,two or ?ree ( ! gue/s pres5t 7 celebrities4 ,among/ !m 0 ,engl&'s greate/ critic sitt+ beside an ambassador4 ,!re happ5$ to be a lull 9 ! talk4 ,all look$ curi\sly at ,john4 ,i'd l to be ano!r ,"l ,%aftesbury1 he said sl[ly4 ,good6 ,capital6 ,mr4 ,desmond nodd$ 8 head4 ,i knew him well4 ,he p\r$ out anecdote aft] anecdote illu/rat+ ! "* & temp]am5t ( ! /atesman-philan?ropi/3 8 self-sacrifice1 8 devotion to an ideal1 8 curi\s exclusiv5ess1 8 ref9em5t1 8 fai? 9 an ari/ocracy nev] dim9i%$ by ! indefatigable zeal :]e9 he lab\r$ to bett] ! condition ( ! poor4 ,if e ri* man 7 animat$ by ,%aftesbury's _s1 said ,mr4 ,desmond1 9 conclusion1 extreme pov]ty w\ld be wip$ out ( ,engl&1 & yet we %\ld reta9 all t makes life *>m+ & pr(itable4 ,he 0 no levell]1 save ( f\l rook]ies4 ,fir/ & la/ he believ$ 9 ord]1 p>ticul>ly 8 own--a true nobleman4 ,& ! inspiration ( 8 great c>e] came to him on ! ,hill4 ,inde$8 said ! ,critic4 ,john ,v]ney w tell y all ab\t x1 said ,mr4 ,desmond1 glanc+ *e]ily at our h]o4 ,8 0 ev] ! habit to draw out ! humble/ ( 8 gue/s4 ,s ,john recit$ h[ "y ,an?ony ,a%ley1 /&+ on ! ,hill1 j bel[ ! *ur*y>d1 *anc$ to see a paup]'s c(f9 fall to ! gr\nd & bur/ op51 reveal+ ! pitiful corpse )91 & h[ he _h exclaim$ 9 horror1 ,good heav5s6 ,c ?is be p]mitt$ simply because ! man 0 poor & fri5dless8 ,& h[1 !n & !re1 ! boy _h sworn to devote 8 p[]s to ! amelioration ( pov]ty-/rick5 lives4 ,yes1 said ,mr4 ,desmond4 ,he told me t ! next fifte5 m9utes decid$ 8 c>e]4 ,ah1 he succe$$ greatly4 ,:y1 :5 ,i 0 at ,h>r[ we us$ to cross f ,wat]loo to ,eu/on ?r\gh "s ( ! wor/ slums 9 ! _w4 ,y boys c't realize :at !y look$ l4 ,& ,%aftesbury's "w & example wip$ !m out ( our civilization4#bg ,:5 ,john return$ to 8 uncle's h\se ( ,v]ney ,boscobel 78 home s9ce 8 fa!r's dea?71 ,caes> ,desmond accompani$ him4 ,!n x seem$ to ,john t 8 cup brimm$1 t ev]y?+ he desir$ _h be5 grant$ unto him4 ,v]ney ,boscobel /ood 9 ! he>t ( ! great =e/1 "o ( ! few l>ge manors )9 t spl5did demesne4 ,! boys arriv$ at ,lyndhur/ ,road ,/ation late 9 ! ev5+1 long aft] dusk1 & 7 driv5 9 d>kness ?r\gh ,b>tley & ,m9/ead up to ! high-ly+ moors ( ,/oneycross4 ,next morn+1 e>ly1 ,john woke 8 fri5d1 & op5$ ! %utt]s4 ,jolly morn+1 he said4 ,h a look at ! ,=e/1 old *ap4 ,caes> jump$ out ( b$1 & drew a long brea?4 ,ah6 he exclaim$2 x's fairyl&4 ,fro/ _h silv]$ all ?+s bel[4 ,above1 motionless ^u ! blue heav5s1 z if /ill froz5 by ! icy f+]s ( a ,decemb] night1 7 "s a]ial transp>5cies ( aque\s vap\r1 ame?y/9e 9 col\r1 ) edges ( :ite foam4 ,9 ! ea/1 obscur$1 b n conceal$1 by grey mi/1 hung ! crimson orb ( ! sun4 ,f x fa9t rays %ot =?1 t\*+ ! cl\ds b5ea?1 :i*1 r\s$1 s to speak1 out ( sleep1 drift$ le?>gically 9 a s\!rly direction4 ,und]nea? ! "y grey dawn ,a multitude ( d5se1 :ite1 fleecy cl\ds ,7 w&]+ 9 ?ick flocks1 444 ,%eph]d$ by ! sl[1 unwill+ w9d4 ,desmond drew 9 8 brea?1 sigh+ ) pure/ delight4 ,f ! lawns encompass+ ! h\se 8 eyes /ray$ into a glade ( brack51 gold gleam+ ?r\gh silv]--a glade %ad[$ by noble oaks & bee*es1 ) "o bir* tree 9 ! middle ( x surpass+ly graceful4 ,^u ?is ea* delicate b\gh & spray 7 outl9$ %>ply aga9/ ! sky4 ,beyond ! glade /ret*$ ! moor1 rugg$1 bleak1 & treeless1 slop+ %>ply upw>d4 ,beyond ! moor lay ! ,=e/--belts ( firs d>kly purple2 & flank+ ^! ! irregul> masses ( oaks & bee*es1 v>y+ 9 t9t f pale/ lav5d] to rose & br[n1 "s /ill 9 %ad[1 "s 9 ev]-increas+ gl[ ( sunlight2 n "o ! same & ea* 9 itself conta9+ a ?\s& diff]+ =ms1 yet all h>moni\s p>ts ( ! respl5d5t :ole4 ,i'm s glad y l my home1 said ,john4 ,%all we h a gallop be=e breakfa/8 ,x's only a :ite fro/4 ,s !y gallop$ away into fairyl&1 return+ ) mortal appetites to ! oak-panell$ d9+-hall1 :5ce a ,v]ney _h ridd5 =? to jo9 8 k9sman1 ,sir ,edmund1 9 arms = ! ,k+ ^u ! di/ant field ( ,edge ,hill4 ,aft] breakfa/ ! boys explor$ ! qua9t old h\se2 & ,john %[$ ,caes> ! tw5ty-bore gun1 & promis$ 8 gue/ mu* rabbit-%oot+1 & two days' hunt+1 at lea/1 ) ! ,new ,=e/ ,h\nds1 & "s pike-fi%+1 & possibly an enc\nt] ) a big grayl+--:i*1 lat]1 ! boys saw wallop+ ab\t 9 ! ,te/ above ,broadl&s--a spl5did fi%1 once hook$ by ,john1 & lo/--a ?ree-p\nd]1 ( c\rse4 ,o gold5 age6 ,y w nev] =get t ,*ri/mas--w y1 ,john8 ,if y live to be ,prime ,m9i/] ( ,engl&1 ! memory ( ^? fir/ days alone ) y\r fri5d w rema9 gre5 :5 ! col\r has be5 suck$ by ,"t out ( ev]y?+ else4 ,fifty ye>s h5ce1 maybe1 y w see ,caes>'s curly head & 8 blue eyes full ( fun & life1 & y w he> 8 joy\s laught]--peal ^u peal--e*o+ ?r\gh ! corridors ( ,v]ney ,boscobel4 ,y\r "m took him to h] he>t--didn't %e8 ,& all ! s]vants1 f butl] to scull]y maid1 vot$ him ! jollie/1 *e]ie/ boy t ev] came to ,hamp%ire4 ,:y1 ,mrs4 ,osman1 ! cook1 ) a temp] l t9d] f too mu* heat1 refus$ flatly to let ,caes> make t(fee 9 h] kit*54 ,b j !n a b>rel-organ turn$ up1 & be=e %e c\ld op5 h] m\?1 ,caes> 0 danc+ a polka ) h]2 & aft] t he c\ld make t(fee1 or hay1 or any?+ else1 :]ev] & :5ev] he pleas$4 ,:5 !y return$ to ! ,manor1 ,john hop$ & pray$ t ?is bless$ intimacy w\ld cont9ue4 ,x did--= a "t4 ,! ?ree boys got _! remove1 & f\nd !mselves 9 ! ,second ,fif?1 :]e !y propos$ to l+] till aft] ! summ] t]m4 ,lovell & ,scaife seem$ insep>able1 & bridge began aga91 app>5tly an inexhau/ible s\rce ( amusem5t & excitem5t4 ,!n came ! ,torpid mat*es2 & ,john1 z ,lawr5ce pr$ict$1 0 capta9 ( ! cock-h\se ,elev5--! fir/ great victory ( ! ,manorites4 ,dur+ ! t]m1 ,scaife & ,desmond won no races1 be+ 9 age betwixt & betwe5 w9n]s ( ,upp] & ,l[] ,s*ool races4 ,scaife refus$ to tra94 ,desmond took a few runs1 b ab&on$ !m = racquets1 ! *ief game 9 ! ,ea/] t]m1 b only play$ regul>ly by boys ^: purses are well l9$4 ,john conf9$ 8 att5tion to ,squa%4 ,caes> play$ ,h>d] ) ! ,demon4 ,! ?ree work$ toge!r z ( yore4 ,john n[ p]ceiv$ t ,scaife _h jo9$ a clique pl$g$ to fight ,re=m4 ,x 0 9 ! air t some?+ might happ54 ,w>de ey$ ! big fell[s %rewdly1 z if measur+ weapons4 ,he conf\nd$ "s by ask+ !m to d9e ) him4 ,at dess]t he w\ld talk ( sport1 or games1 or politics--ev]y?+1 9 f9e1 except %op4 ,! m wor?y came away f ^! pleasant ev5+s ) r a hangdog expression1 z if !y _h be5 receiv+ goods "u false pret5ces4 ,john & ,desmond 7 made especially welcome4 ,&1 aft] d9n]1 ,john1 ^: voice _h n yet crack$1 w\ld s+1 to ,mrs4 ,w>de's accompanim5t1 su* songs z ,o ,bay ( ,dubl91 my he>t yu're ?r\bl9'1 or ,?9k ( me sometimes1 or ,h&el's ,:]e'er y walk4 ,! ,cat]pill> made no secret ( a passion = ,iris ,w>de1 & became a dang]\s rival ( "o ( ! y\ng] ma/]s4 ,he talk$ to ,w>de ab\t g5ealogies & hunt+1 topics ( conv]sation 9 :i* !y _h a common int]e/ outside ,h>r[4 ,john guess$ t ,w>de 0 mak+ an ef=t to secure ,eg]ton1 :o1 = 8 "p1 took ! _w z he f\nd x1 consort+ alike ) ,john & 8 fri5ds1 & also ) ,lovell & ,co4 ,f ! ,cat]pill> ,john le>n$ t ,beaumont-,gre5e _h begun to play bridge4 ,scaife & ,lovell are sk9n+ ! bea/1 he add$ confid5tially4 ,gre5 he is1 & no error4 ,ructions soon1 said ,john4 ,i don't believe x1 repli$ ! ,cat]pill>4 ,take my ^w1 ,w>de kn[s :at he's ab\t4 ,he's play+ up to ! y\ng] memb]s ( ! h\se--y1 ,caes>1 & y1 ,jona?an--& he's lett+ ! o!rs slide4 ,giv+ 'em rope1 said ,john1 to hang 'emselves4 ,well1 n[1 !re's some?+ 9 t4 ,t hadn't occurr$ to me4 ,:at8 ,y ?9k t he's egg9' 'em on1 eh8 ,egg9' 'em on6 ,i ?9k t1 if ,i 7 y1 ,cat]pill>1 ,i'd cut loose f t gang4 ,!y've made x r w>m = y4 ,i don't c>e a hang ab\t t4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 ,john's life _h be5 made v unpleasant by ! fa/ set4 ,^u ! o!r h&1 ! ,duff]1 ,fluff1 & _m ,l[] ,s*ool boys reckon$ him _! lead] & advis]4 ,&--su* is ! irony ( ,fate--,john's popul>ity ) fri5ds caus$ him m anxiety ?an unpopul>ity ) enemies4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ! t]m1 ,desmond spoke ( apply+ to ,w>de = a c]ta9 room to be %>$ by himself & ,john4 ,john _h to decl9e an arrangem5t desir$ passionately1 because he _h indiscreetly promis$ n to *uck ! ,duff]4 ,caes> dropp$ ! subject4 ,aft] ?is1 ,john notic$ a slight coldness4 ,he wond]$ :e!r ,caes> 7 jeal\s1 jeal\sy be+ ,john's own besett+ s94 ,f9ally1 he came to ! conclusion t 8 fri5d might be n jeal\s b unreasonable4 ,9 any case1 dur+ ! la/ ?ree weeks ( ! t]m1 ,john saw less ( ,caes>1 & m--m1 inde$1 ?an he want$--( ! ,duff] & ,fluff4 ,& !n came ! p>alys+ news t ,desmond _h promis$ to sp5d t5 days ) ,scaife's p1 t a ,pr(essional _h be5 hir$1 & t bo? boys 7 go+ to give _! undivid$ en]gies to cricket4 ,aft]w>ds1 ,john (t5 wond]$ :e!r ,scaife1 ) truly demoniac insight into ,desmond's "*1 _h let him g1 s z to seize him ) m t5aci\s grasp :5 an opportunity pres5t$ itself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z soon z ,john saw ,caes> aft] ! ,ea/] holidays1 he knew t1 tempor>ily1 at any rate1 he _h lo/ 8 fri5d4 ,caes>1 inde$1 0 demon/ratively glad to see him1 & dragg$ him (f next day to walk to a c]ta9 bridge :]e a few %ort weeks be=e ! boys _h c>v$ _! names ^u ! wood5 rail+1 surr\nd+ !m ) a circle & ! ,cross$ ,arr[s4 ,b ,caes> c\ld talk ( no?+ else b ,scaife & cricket4 ,!y _h bo? come on trem5d\sly4 ,scaife's p _h a spl5did cricket-gr\nd4 ,poor ,john6 ,if he c\ld h subm]g$ ! ,scaife cricket-gr\nd & ! ,scaife family by nodd+ 8 head1 ,i fe> t he w\ld h nodd$ x1 al?\gh he told himself t he 0 an ung5]\s bea/ & cad n to sympa?ize ) 8 pal4 ,& be=e ! boys got back to ! ,manor1 ,caes> said1 n )\t a blu%1 t he _h le>n$ to play bridge4 ,i %all tea* y1 ,jona?an4 ,no4 ,i say--yes4 ,y're n go+ to play ) ,lovell & t bea/ ,beaumont-,gre5e8 ,! ,demon says no c>ds ?is t]m1 :5 lock-up's late4 ,& look "h1 ,jona?an1 ,i've made ! ,demon promise to make ! peace betwe5 ,lovell & y4 ,y'll play = ! ,h\se1 ( c\rse1 & we mu/ all pull toge!r1 z ,w>de says4 ,john might h smil$ at ?is opportune m5tion ( ,w>de1 b s5se ( hum\r 0 swamp$ 9 appreh5sion4 ,desmond w5t on to talk ab\t ,scaife4 ,he'll make 'em sit up1 y see6 ,! 'pro4' we _h is ! f9e/ cov]-po9t 9 ,engl&4 ,i nev] saw su* a *ap4 ,he da%es at ! ball4 ,hit x z h>d z y please1 he runs 91 picks x up1 & snaps x back to ! wicket-keep] z easy z if he 0 play+ pit* & toss4 ,&1 by ,jove6 ! ,demon c d x4 ,y wait4 ,i nev] saw any fell[ l him4 ,he's only j sixte51 & he'll get 8 ,flannels4 ,y ne$n't %ake y\r old head1 ,i "k he w4 ,& we mu/ "w l blazes to get ours next summ]4 ,john disc\nt$ mu* ( ?is talk1 b he soon f\nd out t ,caes> _h n ov]e/imat$ ! ,demon's activity4 ,! draw at ,"l's 9 ! previ\s summ] _h be5 attribut$1 by su* exp]ts z ,webbe & ,hornby1 to bad field+4 ,! ,demon told ,john1 ) 8 hateful1 d]isive smile1 t he _h rememb]$ ?is :5 he select$ a pro4 ,n = ! fir/ "t1 ,john realiz$ ,scaife's ov]p[]+ ability to a*ieve 8 own ends4 ,:o1 b ,scaife1 w\ld h made field+ ! pr9cipal object ( 8 holiday practice8 ,)9 a =tnight1 ,scaife 0 put into ! ,six? ,=m game4 ,desmond f\nd himself--?anks to ,scaife--play+ 9 ! ,fir/ ,fif? game2 b ,john 0 plac$ 9 ,second ,fif? ,beta4 ,=tunately1 he f\nd an ally 9 ,w>de1 :o _h a private pit* 9 ! small p>k surr\nd+ ! ,manor1 :]e he coa*$ ! weak] play]s ( 8 ,h\se4 ,john told himself t he ought to get 8 cap2 b1 z ! weeks slipp$ by1 despite sev]al cr$itable p]=mances1 he became aw>e t ! cap 0 )held1 al?\gh x _h be5 giv5 to ,fluff4 ,!re 7 five vacancies 9 ! ,h\se ,elev51 b1 accord+ to prec$5t1 ^! ne$ n be fill$ up till aft] ! la/ ,h\se-mat*1 & possibly n ev5 !n4 ,9 a ^w1 ,john might play = ! ,h\se1 & ev5 di/+ui% himself1 )\t receiv+ ! covet$ di/9ction4 ,h[ sore ,john felt6 ,ab\t ! end ( ,may he notic$ t some?+ 0 amiss ) ,caes>4 ,g5]ally !y walk$ toge!r on ,sunday1 b n always4 ,dur+ ^! walks1 z has be5 said1 ,caes> did mo/ ( ! talk+4 ,n[1 ( a sudd51 he became a half-he>t$ li/5]1 & to ,john's repeat$ "q1 ,:at's up8 he w\ld reply irritably1 ,oh1 don't bo!r--no?+4 ,f9ally1 ,john he>d f ! ,cat]pill> t ,caes> 0 play+ bridge1 & los+4 ,!y don't play (t51 ! ,cat]pill> add$2 b on wet aft]noons !y make up = lo/ "t4 ,caes> is outclass$4 ,i've told him1 b he's mad ke5 ab\t ! game4 ,lat]1 ,john le>n$ f ! same s\rce t ,sunday aft]noon 0 a bridge-fixture ) ,lovell & ,co4 ,at any rate1 ,caes> did n play on ,sunday4 ,t 0 some?+4 ,^u ! foll[+ ,saturday1 aft] mak+ an hone/ fifte5 runs & tak+ ?ree wickets 9 a closely-conte/$ game1 ,john 0 runn+ into ! ,y>d j be=e six ,bill1 :5 ,lovell /opp$ him4 ,y c get y\r 'cap1' he said coldly4 ,oh1 ?anks2 ?anks awfully6 ,caes> receiv$ ?is agreeable news ) indiff]5ce4 ,y ought to h _h x be=e ,fluff1 he gr[l$4 ,to-morr[1 we'll walk to ,john ,lyon's f>m1 said ,john1 eag]ly4 ,engag$1 ,caes> repli$4 ,oh1 ,caes>1 y're--y're---- ,well8 ,y're go+ to play bridge8 ,yes4 ,:at ( x8 ,x's only once 9 a way4 ,i d b> c>ds on ,sunday2 b !re are reasons4 ,:at reasons8 ,reasons :i*--er--,i'll keep to myself4 ,all "r1 said ,john1 /iffly1 b ) a break+ he>t4 ,next day he ask$ ,fluff to walk ) him1 b ,fluff 0 walk+ ) "s "o else4 ,! ,duff] _h lett]s to write1 & /igmatiz$ walk+ z a bea/ly gr9d4 ,john det]m9$ to walk by himself2 b z he 0 leav+ ! ,manor he met ! ,cat]pill>1 a trem5d\s buck1 array$ 9 8 be/--pat5t-lea!r boots1 :ite wai/coat1 a fl[] 9 8 buttonhole4 ,:]e are y (f to1 ,jona?an8 ,to ,pre/on4 ,y'd bett] come1 ,cat]pill>4 ,i nev] walk f> 9 ^! boots4 ,peal made 'em4 ,*ange 'em1 c't y8 ,"r4 ,:ile he 0 abs5t1 ,john s]i\sly consid]$ ! propriety ( tak+ ,eg]ton into 8 confid5ce4 ,s9c]ely atta*$ to ,eg]ton1 & valu+ 8 advice1 he knew1 none ! less1 t ! ,cat]pill> look$ at ev]ybody & ev]y?+ ) ! eyes ( a colonel 9 ! ,gu>ds4 ,to tell ,colonel ,eg]ton's son t "o's he>t 0 lac]at$ because ,caes> ,desmond 0 play+ bridge on ,sunday seem$ to invite je]s4 ,&1 besides1 t wasn't ! real reason4 ,john felt wret*$ because ! ,sunday walk _h be5 sacrific$ to ,molo*4 ,pres5tly ,eg]ton came d[n/airs1 spick & span1 b n q s sm>t4 ,! boys walk$ quickly1 talk+ ( cricket4 ,! ,demon'll get 8 ,flannels1 said ,eg]ton4 ,i'm glad ,lovell gave y y\r cap1 ,jona?an2 y des]v$ x a mon? ago4 ,x wasn't my fault y didn't get x at ! beg9n+ ( ! t]m4 ,i'm sure ( t1 said ,john1 gratefully4 ,y don't look p>ticul>ly buck$-up4 ,a gr9 improves y\r face1 my de> fell[4 ,at ?is ,john bur/ into explosive spee*4 ,^? bea/s _h got hold ( ,caes>4 ,! ,cat]pill> />$2 he _h nev] he>d ,john let himself g4 ,john's vocabul>y surpris$ him4 ,:ew-w-w6 he :i/l$4 ,gad6 ,jona?an1 y d pile on ! agony4 ,caes>'s all "r4 ,don't worry4 ,he's n all "r4 ,i ?\ght ,caes> _h backbone1 ,i---- ,hold on1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 gravely4 ,john ?\ght he 0 ab\t to be rebuk$ = disloyalty to a pal1 an abom9able s9 9 ! ,cat]pill>'s eyes4 ,well8 said ,john4 ,i'm go+ to tell y some?+1 said ,eg]ton4 ,b y mu/ swe> n to give me away4 ,i'll swe>4 ,y're a good little cove1 ,jona?an1 b sometimes y smell j a little bit (--er--bread & butt]4 ,keep cool4 ,p]sonally1 ,i w\ld soon] t y1 at y\r age1 did smell ( bread & butt] ?an :isky4 ,well1 y ?9k t ,caes> is go+ /raight to ! b[-w[s because he plays bridge4 ,y accuse him 9 y\r own little m9d ( feebl5ess1 & s =?4 ,yes1 j s4 ,& x's doosid unfair to ,caes>1 because he's giv5 up 8 walk to-day entirely on y\r acc\nt4 ,ah6 ,i ?\ght t w\ld make y sit up4 ,my acc\nt8 ,john repeat$ blankly4 ,yes2 ,caes> w\ld be furi\s if he knew t ,i 0 pea*+1 b he won't "k1 & in/ead ( ?is--er--trifl+ affair weak5+ y\r good op9ion ( y\r pal1 x w /r5g!n x4 ,oh1 d g on1 ,cat]pill>4 ,ye/]day ,i 0 9 ,lovell's room4 ,we 7 talk+ ( ! fir/ ,h\se mat*4 ,scaife & ,caes> 7 !re4 ,i took x ^u myself to say y ought to be giv5 y\r 'cap'2 & !n ,caes> bur/ out1 ',oh yes1 ,lovell1 d give him 8 cap4 ,if y knew h[ he'd slav$ to e>n x4' ,b ,lovell only laugh$4 ,& !n ,scaife *ipp$ 91 ',look "h1 ,caes>1' he said1 'd ,i und]/& t y put ?is ?+1 :i* aft] all is none ( y\r bus9ess or m9e1 z a fav\r :i* ,lovell might d y8' ,& ,caes> answ]$1 ',y c put x t way1 if y l1 ,demon4' ,& !n ,scaife laugh$4 ,i don't l ,scaife's laugh1 ,jona?an4 ,i loa! x1 said ,john4 ,well1 :5 ,scaife laugh$1 ,lovell look$ fir/ at him & !n at ,caes>4 ,x came to me t ,lovell 0 prim$ to say some?+4 ,at any rate1 he turn$ to ,caes>1 & said sl[ly1 ',tit = tat4 ,if ,i d ?is = y1 w y d some?+ = me8' ,& ,caes> spoke up z usual1 )\t a second's hesitation1 ',( c\rse ,i w4' ,& !n ,scaife laugh$ aga91 j z ,lovell said1 ',all "r1 ,i'll give ,v]ney 8 cap be=e tea1 & y w make a f\r? at bridge ) u to-morr[ aft]noon4' ,oh1 oh6 groan$ ,john4 ,da% x all1 don't look s wret*$4 ,!re's n mu* m4 ,caes> hesitat$ a mom5t4 ,!n he said quietly en\gh1 ',done6' ,p]sonally1 ,i don't ?9k ,lovell 0 play+--well--cricket1 b ,i d "k t he want$ a f\r? at bridge1 because ,i'd j refus$ to make t f\r? myself4 ,!y play too high = me4 ,x's awfully good ( y to h told me ?is4 ,pray don't m5tion x6 ,hullo6 ,:at's up n[8 ,john's face 0 v r$1 & 8 fi/s 7 cl5*$4 ,no?+1 he gasp$4 ,only ?is--,i'd l to kill ,scaife4 ,i'd l to cut (f 8 inf]nal head4 ,! ,cat]pill> laugh$ indulg5tly4 ,jona?an1 y're a rum 'un4 ,y ?9k x wick$ to play c>ds on ,sunday2 b y w\ld l--he imitat$ ,john's trembl+1 passionate voice--y w\ld l to cut (f ,scaife's inf]nal head4 ,yes--,i w\ld1 said ,john4 ,t same week he _h a memorable talk ) ,w>de2 record$ because x illu/rates ,w>de's me?ods1 & because1 ultimately1 x came to be reg>d$ by ,john z ! turn+-po9t ( 8 intellectual life4 ,s9ce he _h tak5 ! ,l[] ,remove1 ,john's en]gies ( m9d & body _h be5 conc5trat$ ^u improv+ himself at games4 ,vaguely aw>e t "s ( ! ,s*ool-prizes 7 )9 8 grasp1 he _h n deem$ !m wor? ! w9n+4 ,to him1 !re=e1 ,w>de abruptly began-- ,y pride y\rself ^u be+ /raight--eh1 ,v]ney8 ,:y1 yes1 said ,john1 meet+ ,w>de's blue eyes n )\t misgiv+4 ,well1 to me1 y're ab\t z /raight z a note ( int]rogation4 ,i nev] see y )\t say+ to myself1 ',is ,v]ney go+ to bury 8 tal5ts 9 ! cricket-gr\nd8' ,oh6 ,"s p>5ts1 too _m ( !m1 s5d _! boys "h to make a few nice fri5ds1 to play games1 to scrape up ! ,s*ool ) a remove once a ye>4 ,t1 ,i take x1 is n :at ,mrs4 ,v]ney wants8 ,n--no1 sir4 ,y ought to be 9 ! ,six?--& y "k x4 ,twice1 or (t5]1 y h delib]ately tak5 ?+s easy1 because y want$ a s(t "t ( x dur+ ! summ] t]m1 & because y wi%$ to rema9 9 ! same =m ) ,desmond1 :o1 intellectually1 is y\r--inf]ior4 ,is t squ>e deal+ ) y\r p8 ,john 0 sil5t1 b r$ ( c\nt5ance4 ,w>de w5t on1 m vehem5tly-- ,i "k all ab\t y\r co-op]ative sy/em ( "w4 ,i h a h>d] "n = x4 ,& ,i "k j :at y c d1 & ,i want to see y d x1 = y\r own sake1 = ! sake ( ,mrs4 ,v]ney1 & = ! ,hill's sake4 ,i've pu%$ y on at cricket a bit1 hav5't ,i8 ,yes4 ,y owe me some?+4 ,pay up by ent]+ = a ,s*ool-prize1 & w9n+ x6 ,a ,s*ool-prize8 ,yes2 ,"l ,*>les ,russell's ,%akespe>e ,m$al4 ,! exam4 is next ,octob]4 ,i'll coa* y4 ,is x a b>ga98 ,he held out 8 h&1 />+ frankly1 b pi]c+ly1 into ,john's eyes4 ,all "r1 sir1 said ,john1 aft] a pause4 ,i'll try4 ,& buck up = y\r remove4 ,john smil$ feebly1 & sigh$4 ,,footnotes3 #bg ,!re is a tablet on ! wall ( ! ,old ,s*ools :i* be>s ! foll[+ inscription3--,ne> ?is spot ,,an?ony ,,a%ley ,,coop] ,aft]w>ds ! #g? ,e>l ( ,%aftesbury1 ,k4,g4 ,:ile yet a boy 9 ,h>r[ ,s*ool ,saw ) %ame & indignation ,! paup]'s fun]al ,:i* help$ to awak5 8 lifelong ,devotion to ! s]vice ( ! poor ,& ! oppress$4 ,,*apt] ,,ix ,black ,spots ,! ,avon be>s to endless ye>s ,a magic voice along1 ,:]e ,%akespe>e /ray$ 9 ,/rat=d's %ade1 ,& wak$ ! _w to song4 ,we he>d ! music s(t & wild1 ,we ?rill$ to pulses new2 ,! w9ds t re>$ ! ,avon's *ild ,7 ,h]ga's#bh nurses too4 ,t ev5+ ,john told ,caes> :at ,w>de _h said to him1 & !n add$1 ,i mean to h a %ot at '! ,swan ( ,avon4' ,caes> look$ glum4 ,b h[ ab\t ! remove8 ,we'd agre$ to /ay 9 ! ,second ,fif? till ,*ri/mas4 ,x's ! jollie/ =m 9 ! s*ool4 ,if we put our backs--& heads--into ,trials1#bi we c easily get a remove4 ,bl[ ,trials4 ,john turn$ aside4 ,look "h1 ,jona?an1 said ,caes>1 eag]ly4 ,to please me1 give up y\r swatt+ s*eme4 ,we c't spoil ! end ( ?is jolly t]m4 ,he caught hold ( ,john's arm1 squeez+ x affectionately4 ,nev] _h our h]o be5 s sorely tempt$4 ,we mu/ /ick toge!r1 y & ,i1 entreat$ ,desmond4 ,no1 said ,john4 ,z y please1 ,caes> repli$ coldly4 ,a dete/able week foll[$4 ,john tackl$ 8 ,%akespe>e alone1 work+ dogg$ly4 ,!n1 q sudd5ly1 ! giant gripp$ him4 ,he _h always possess$ a rem>kable memory1 & z a *ild he _h le>nt by he>t _m passages out ( ! plays 7a fact well kn[n to ! crafty ,w>de72 b ^! he _h swall[$ )\t dige/+ !m4 ,n[ he became ke51 ! ke5] because he met ) viol5t opposition f ! ,cat]pill> & ! ,duff]1 :o 7 ( op9ion t ,%akespe>e 0 a back numb]4 ,john won ! prize1 & on ! foll[+ ,spee* ,day saw 8 "m's face radiant ) pride & happ9ess1 z he receiv$ ! ,m$al f ! ,head ,ma/]'s h&s4 ,y look z pleas$ z if ,i'd got my ,flannels1 said ,john4 ,surely ?is ,m$al is a great] ?+8 ,oh1 mum1 y don't "k mu* ab\t boys4 ,p]haps n1 b1 h] eyes tw9kl$1 ,i "k some?+ ab\t ,%akespe>e1 & he's a fri5d t w /& by y :5 cricket+ days are ov]4 ,if y're pleas$1 s am ,i1 said ,john4 99 99 99 99 99 ,scaife got 8 ,flannels2 & at ,"l's 8 field+ 0 m5tion$ z ! f9e/ ev] se5 9 a ,public ,s*ool mat*4 ,john witness$ ! game f ! top ( ! ,tr5t coa*1 & he /opp$ at ,tr5t ,h\se4 ,b he didn't enjoy 8 exeat1 because he knew t ,caes> 0 9 tr\ble4 ,caes> ow$ ,scaife ?irte5 p\nds1 & ! fact t ?is debt c\ld n be paid )\t confession to 8 fa!r 0 driv+ him di/ract$4 ,scaife1 x is true1 laugh$ g5ially at ,caes>'s di/ress4 ,settle :5 y please1 he said1 b = ,heav5's sake1 don't pea* to y\r gov]nor6 ,m9e w\ld laugh & pay up2 y\rs w pay up & make y swe> n to t\* ano!r c>d :ile y're at ,h>r[4 ,j :at he w d1 ,caes> told ,john4 ,& ! be/ ?+ t c\ld happ51 ,john said bluntly4 ,if y don't cut loose n[1 x w be mu* worse next t]m4 ,rot1 ,desmond _h repli$4 ,i'm pay+ ! usual bill = le>n+ a difficult game4 ,t's h[ ! ,demon puts x4 ,b ,i've a turn = bridge1 & n[ ,i c hold my own4 ,i'm bett] ?an ,beaumont-,gre5e1 & q z good z ,lovell4 ,! ,demon1 ( c\rse1 is 9 ano!r class4 ,& !re=e he oughtn't to play ) y4 ,x's robb]y4 ,n[ y're talk+ bo%4 ,! ,eton & ,h>r[ mat* end$ 9 ano!r draw4 ,"t & ,scaife's field+ sav$ ,h>r[ f defeat4 ,! fact ( a draw _h significance4 ,a draw spell$ compromise4 ,john _h indulg$ 9 a sup]/iti\s fancy common en\gh to p]sons old] ?an he4 ,if ,h>r[ w9s1 he put x to himself1 ,caes> w triumph2 if ,eton w9s1 ,caes> w lose4 ,:5 ! mat* prov$ a draw1 ,john drew ! conclusion t 8 pal w\ld funk tell+ ! tru?2 an appreh5sion pres5tly confirm$4 ,i didn't tell ! gov]nor1 said ,caes>1 :5 ,john & he met4 ,my elde/ bro!r1 ,hugo1 is com+ home1 & ,i %all screw x out ( him4 ,he's a good sort1 & he's go+ to m>ry a girl :o is simply roll+4 ,he'll =k out1 ,i "k he w4 ,i feel awfully *e]y4 ,i don't1 said ,john4 ,he _h good reason to fe> t ,caes> & he 7 drift+ ap>t4 ,n[ he work$ by himself4 ,& 8 voice _h brok54 ,a small ?+ ?is1 b ,john 0 s5sible t 8 s++ voice t\*$ corn]s 9 ,caes>'s s\l to :i* 8 speak+ voice nev] p5etrat$4 ,m1 ,caes> & he _h agre$ to diff] ^u po9ts ( consci5ce o!r ?an c>d-play+4 ,& e po9t ( consci5ti\s diff]5ce increases ! di/ance betwe5 true fri5ds 9 geometrical progression4 ,poor ,jona?an6 ,b we h 8 grateful te/imony t ,w>de /ood by him4 ,& ,w>de made him see life at ,h>r[ 7& beyond7 9 a new light4 ,w>de1 inde$1 decompos$ ! light into prim>y col\rs1 a sort ( exp]im5t 9 moral *emi/ry1 & n )\t fasc9ation = an intellig5t boy4 ,sometimes1 x became difficult to foll[ ,w>de--memb]s ( ! ,alp9e ,club said t (t5 x 0 impossible--because he jump$ :]e o!rs crawl$4 ,& he clipp$ words1 phrases1 ?\ghts s uncommonly %ort4 ,y're beg9n+ to see1 ,v]ney1 eh8 ,scales crumbl+ away1 my boy4 ,& /rong sun%9e hurts ! eyes--at fir/4 ,black spots are danc+ be=e y4 ,i "k ! little devils4 ,or aga9-- ,?is remove w wipe a bit m (f ! debt1 won't x8 ,ha1 ha6 ,i've made y reckon up :at y owe ,mrs4 ,v]ney4 ,b !re are o!rs---- ,i'm awfully grateful to y1 sir4 ,nev] m9d me4 ,:at d y mean1 sir8 ,new ,te/am5t2 ,mat!w2 tw5ty-fif? *apt]--,i =get v]se4#cj ,look x up4 ,*ri/ answ]s y\r "q4 ,make life easi] & happi] = "s ( ! new boys4 ,pass on gratitude4 ,set x a-roll+4 ,see8 ,john _h appetite = su* talk1 b ,w>de nev] gave mu* ( x--half a doz5 s5t5ces1 a smile1 a nod ( ! head1 a ke5 look1 & a /rid+ (f else:]e4 ,b :5 ,john repeat$ :at ,w>de _h said to ,caes>1 t "y g5tleman look$ uneasy4 ,w>de means well1 he said2 & he's do+ wond]s ) ! ,manor1 b ,i hope he's n go+ to make a sort ( t9 p>son ( y8 ,z if he c\ld6 said ,john4 ,y're miles ahead ( me1 ,jona?an4 ,no1 no4 ,i say--yes4 ,caes>1 said ,john1 9 desp]ation1 p]haps we are slid+ ap>t1 b x isn't my fault1 inde$ x isn't4 ,& ?9k :at x means to--me4 ,y've heaps ( fri5ds1 & ,i nev] 0 fir/1 ,i "k t4 ,y c d )\t me1 b ,i c't d )\t y4 ,de> old ,jona?an4 ,caes> held out 8 h&1 smil+4 ,i'm a jeal\s ass1 ,caes>4 ,&1 z = call+ me a p>son1 he laugh$ scornfully1 :y1 ,i'd soon] walk ) y1 ev5 if y 7 ! wor/ s9n] 9 ! _w1 ?an ) any sa9t t ev] liv$4 ,! feel+ 9 ,john's voice drove ,caes>'s gay smile f 8 face4 ,did he realize1 possibly1 = ! fir/ "t1 t if ,john & he rema9$ fri5ds1 he might drag ,john d[n8 ,sudd5ly 8 face bright5$4 ,jona?an1 he said gravely1 to please y1 ,i'll n t\* a c>d aga9 ?is t]m1 & we'll h su* good times ^! la/ ?ree weeks t y'll =get ! re/ ( x4 ,& :at delights c equal ^? ,t /ir ! _s's inn] deeps1 ,:5 "o t loves b kn[s n reaps ,a tru? f "o t loves & kn[s8 ,! ,manor play$ 9 ! cock-h\se mat* at cricket1 be+ b b>ely beat5 by ,dam]'s4 ,ev]ybody admitt$ t ?is glori\s /ate ( affairs 0 due to ,w>de's coa*+ ( ! weak] memb]s ( ! ,elev54 ,scaife field$ brilliantly1 & ,john1 wat*+ him1 said to himself t at su* times ! ,demon 0 irresi/ible4 ,w>de invit$ ! ,elev5 to d9n]1 & spoke ( no?+ b football1 mu* to e "o's amusem5t4 ,he's "r1 said ! ,cat]pill>2 we're n cock-h\se at cricket ?is ye>1 b we may be at foot]4 ,john sp5t 8 holidays abroad ) 8 "m1 & :5 ! ,s*ool reassembl$1 he f\nd himself 9 ! ,fir/ ,fif? alone4 ,) satisfaction he reflect$ t ?is 0 ,lovell's la/ t]m1 & ,beaumont-,gre5e's1 too4 ,w>de said a few words at fir/ lock-up4 ,we are go+ to be cock-h\se at foot]1 ,i hope1 he began1 & next t]m ,scaife w %[ ! ,s*ool :at he c d at racquets2 b ,i want m4 ,i'm a glutton4 ,h[ ab\t "w1 eh8 ,lot o' slack+ la/ t]m4 ,is x hone/8 ,y fell[s co/ y\r p a deal ( money4 ,& x's well sp5t1 if1 if y tackle ev]y?+ 9 s*ool life z y tackl$ ,mr4 ,dam]'s la/ ,july4 ,t's all4 ,he's giv+ y :at he gave me1 said ,john4 ,good fell[1 ,w>de1 obs]v$ ! ,cat]pill>2 9 8 room e night aft] pray]s to mug up 8 =m "w4 ,:at8 ,murmurs ( incr$ulity4 ,fact1 'pon my ^w4 ,& he nev] refuses a 'con' to a fell[ :o wants x4 ,he's paid = x1 sne]$ ,scaife4 ,! o!r boys nodd$2 en?usiasm 0 *ill$4 ,yes1 ( c\rse ,w>de 0 paid = x4 ,john caught ,scaife's eye4 ,y don't believe t he's 9 love ) 8 job1 z he told u8 ,skittles--t6 ,john look$ solemn4 ,he _h a bomb to ?r[4 ,skittles1 is x8 he e*o$4 ,! o!r boys turn$ to li/54 ,d y ?9k he'd take a bett] paid billet8 ,scaife laugh$ d]isively4 ,( c\rse he w\ld1 l a %ot4 ,b he's n likely to get ! *ance4 ,he has j be5 (f]$ ! ,head ,ma/]%ip ( ,wellbor\gh4 ,x's wor? ab\t f\r ?\s& a ye>4 ,pooh6 :o told y t8 ,caes>'s fa!r4 ,x's true1 said ,caes>4 ,& he refus$ x1 said ,john1 triumphantly4 ,!n he's a fool1 said ,scaife1 angrily4 ,he m>*$ out ( ! room1 slamm+ ! door4 ,b ! ,manor1 z a corporate body1 :5 x he>d ( ,w>de's refusal to accept promotion1 0 pr(\ndly impress$4 ,?us ! t]m began ) good resolutions ^u ! "p ( ! bett] sort4 ,v soon1 h[ev]1 ) ! %ort5+ days1 bridge began aga94 ,john made no prote/1 afraid ( los+ 8 pal4 ,he call$ himself c[>d1 & consid]$ ! exp$i5cy ( le>n+ bridge1 s z to be 9 ! same boat ) ,caes>4 ,caes> told him t he _h n ask$ 8 bro!r ,hugo = ! ?irte5 p\nds4 ,hugo1 x seem$1 _h come back f ,teh]an ) a decoration & ! air ( an ambassador4 ,he spoke ( 8 s]vices4 ,i knew t ,hugo w\ld make me swe> n to play aga91 said ,caes> to ,john1 & naturally ,i want to get "s ( ! plund] back4 ,i am gett+ x back4 ,i rak$ ?irty bob out ( ,beaumont-,gre5e la/ night4 ,john said no?+4 ,pres5tly x came to 8 e>s t ,caes> 0 gett+ m plund] back4 ,! ,cat]pill>1 an agreeable gossip1 because he condemn$ no?+ except dirt & l[ bre$+1 told ,john t ,beaumont-,gre5e 0 los+ _m %ekels4 ,& ab\t ! middle ( ,octob] ,caes> said to ,john-- ,:at d y ?9k1 old ,jona?an8 ,i've jolly ne>ly paid (f ! ,demon4 ,& y want$ me to *uck ! ?+4 ,nice sort ( c\nsellor4 ,beaumont-,gre5e mu/ h lo/ a pot8 ,y bet1 said ,caes>2 b t doesn't keep me awake at night4 ,he has got ! ,imp]i%able ,seamless ,:alesk9 ,boot beh9d him4 ,next "t ,john met ,beaumont-,gre5e he ey$ him %>ply4 ,! big fell[ 0 pulpi] ?an ev]2 8 complexion ! col\r ( skilly4 ,yes2 he look$ mu* worri$4 ,p]haps ! ,imp]i%able ,boot la/$ too long4 ,&1 n[adays1 s _m fell[s wore %oes4 ,?us ,john to himself4 ,beaumont-,gre5e1 inde$1 n only look$ worri$1 he 0 worri$1 hide\sly worri$1 & ) excell5t reason4 ,he _h an absurdly1 wick$ly1 l>ge all[ance1 b n m ?an a sov]eign ( x 0 left4 ,m1 he ow$ ,scaife tw5ty p\nds1 & ,lovell ano!r t54 ,bo? ^! "y g5tlem5 _h h9t$ pla9ly t !y want$ to see _! money4 ,i mu/ h ! /uff n[1 said ,lovell1 :5 ,beaumont-,gre5e ask$ = "t4 ,i'm go+ to %oot a lot ?is ,*ri/mas1 & ! gov]nor makes me pay = my c>tridges4 ,s does m9e1 said ,scaife1 gr9n+4 ,he 0 q indiff]5t to ! money1 b he lik$ to see ,beaumont-,gre5e squirm4 ,he cont9u$ suavely1 ,y ought to settle be=e y leave4 ,a9't y\r p 9 ,rome8 ,yes4 ,& y're go+ to jo9 'em4 ,:y1 hang x1 "s ,dago may /ick a knife into y1 & :]e %\ld we be !n--hey8 ,y\r gov]nor w\ldn't settle a gambl+ debt1 w\ld he8 ,?is 0 too true4 ,scaife gr9n$ diabolically4 ,he knew t ,beaumont-,gre5e's fa!r 0 endeav\r+ to e/abli% a cr$it-acc\nt ) ! ,record+ ,angel4 ,orig9ally a ,noncon=mi/1 he _h jo9$ ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& aft] he _h made 8 =tune 7cf4 ,%av+s f ! ,work%ops ( our ,m]*ant ,pr9ces1 :i* appe>$ 9 ! pages ( ,prattle74 ,!n1 ! fam\s inv5tor ( ! ,imp]i%able ,boot _h tak5 to end[+ *ur*es2 & he publi%$ pamphlets d5\nc+ dr9k & gambl+1 pamphlets s5t to 8 son at ,h>r[1 :o 7) an eye to back%ee%7 _h prais$ 8 sire's prose some:at indiscreetly4 ,y %all h y\r conf\nd$ money1 said ,beaumont-,gre5e1 viol5tly4 ,?anks1 said ,scaife1 sweetly4 ,:5 we ask$ y to jo9 u 7slight emphasis on ! u71 we knew t we c\ld rely on y to settle promptly4 ,! ,demon gr9n$ = ! ?ird "t1 kn[+ t he _h t\*$ a weak spot2 n a difficult ?+ to d1 if y t\*$ ! big fell[ at all4 ,a "y man ( _s w\ld h told 8 cr$itors to g to ,j]i*o4 ,beaumont-,gre5e might h said1 ,y h sk9n$ me a bit4 ,i don't :9e ab\t t2 ,i mean to pay up2 b y'll h to wait till ,i h ! money4 ,i'm /oney n[4 ,scaife & ,lovell mu/ h accept$ ?is z an ultimatum4 ,b ,beaumont-,gre5e's wret*$ pride int]f]$4 ,he _h pos$ z a sort ( ,gold5 ,y\?4 ,to confess himself p9*beck seem$ an unspeakable humiliation4 ,m5 h be5 kn[n to take to dr9k "u ! imp5d+ sword ( di%on\r4 ,beaumont-,gre5e swall[$ in/ead l>ge quantities ( food at ! ,cream]ies2 & !n wrote to 8 fa!r1 say+ t he w\ld l to h a *eque = ?irty p\nds by return ( po/4 ,he 0 leav+ ,h>r[1 he po9t$ out1 & he wi%$ to give 8 fri5ds "s h&some pres5ts4 ,"y ,desmond1 = in/ance1 ! great ,m9i/]'s son1 _h be5 k9d to him 7,beaumont-,gre5e prid$ himself ^u ?is t\*71 & ,scaife1 too1 he 0 "u obligations to ,scaife1 :o w\ld be a p[] by-&-by1 & s =?4444 ,to confess frankly t he ow$ ?irty p\nds gambl$ away at c>ds requir$ m *eek ?an our /\t y\? possess$4 ,8 fa!r refus$ to play bridge on pr9ciple1 because he c\ld nev] rememb] h[ _m trumps 7 out4 ,! fa!r answ]$ by return ( po/1 b enclos$ no *eque4 ,he po9t$ out to 8 de> ,?omas t giv+ h&some pres5ts ) ano!r's money 0 an objectionable habit4 ,?omas receiv$ a l>ge1 possibly too l>ge an all[ance4 ,he mu/ ex]cise self-d5ial1 if he wi%$ to make pres5ts4 ,8 qu>t]ly all[ance w\ld be paid z usual next ,*ri/mas1 & n a m9ute be=e4 ,!re w\ld be "t !n to reconsid] ! propriety ( giv+ "y ,desmond a suitable gift4444 ,common s5se told ,beaumont-,gre5e to %[ ?is lett] to ,scaife & ,lovell4 ,b he saw ! ,demon's d]isive gr91 & recoil$ f x4 ,at ?is mom5t temptation seiz$ him rel5tlessly4 ,beaumont-,gre5e nev] resi/$ temptation4 ,= fun1 s he put x1 he w\ld write ! sort ( lett] :i* 8 fa!r ought to h writt51 & :i* w\ld h put him at 8 ease4 ,x ran ?us-- ,,my ,,de> ,,?omas1 ,no d\bt y w want to give "s leav+ pres5ts1 & a spread or two4 ,i %\ld l my son to d ! ?+ h&somely4 ,y "k bett] ?an ,i h[ mu* ?is w co/1 b ,i am prep>$ to s5d y1 say1 tw5ty-five or ?irty p\nds = su* a purpose4 ,or1 y c h ! bills s5t to me4 ,) love1 ,y\r affectionate fa!r1 ,,george ,,beaumont-,,gre5e4 ,beaumont-,gre5e1 l ! immortal ,mr4 ,toots1 r fanci$ himself z a lett]-writ]4 ,! long] he look$ at 8 effusion1 ! m he lik$ x4 ,8 h&writ+ 0 n unlike 8 fa!r's--modell$1 inde$1 ^u x4 ,) a little c>eful manipulation ( a few lett]s----6 ,! day 0 cold1 b ,beaumont-,gre5e sudd5ly f\nd himself 9 a p]spiration4 ,none ! less1 x seem$ easi] to =ge a lett] ?an to av[ himself p5niless4 ,detection8 ,impossible6 ,two or ?ree tradesm5 9 ,h>r[ w\ld advance ! money if he %[$ !m ?is lett]4 ,next ,*ri/mas !y w\ld be paid4 ,)9 a qu>t] ( an h\r he made up 8 m9d to cross ! ,rubicon1 & cross$ x ) undue ha/e4 ,he =g$ ! lett]1 plac$ x 9 an envelope :i* _h come f ,rome1 & w5t to 8 tailor's4 ,"u pretext ( look+ at patt]ns1 he l$ ! man aside4 ,y c d me a fav\r1 he began1 9 8 usual1 heavy1 hesitat+ mann]4 ,) pleasure1 said ! tradesman1 smil+4 ,!n1 see+ an opportunity1 he add$1 ,y are leav+ ,h>r[1 ,mr4 ,beaumont-,gre5e1 b ,i tru/1 sir1 y w n take y\r cu/om ) y4 ,we h always tri$ to please y4 ,beaumont-,gre5e1 9 8 turn1 saw opportunity4 ,yes1 yes1 he answ]$4 ,!n he produc$ ! lett]1 envelope & all4 ,i h "h a lett] f my fa!r1 :o is 9 ,rome4 ,i'll read x to y4 ,no2 y c read x y\rself4 ,! tailor read ! lett]4 ,v h&some1 he repli$2 v h&some inde$1 sir4 ,y\r fa!r is a true g5tleman4 ,x happ5s1 said ,beaumont-,gre5e1 m easily1 = ! ?+ seem$ to be simpl] ?an he _h anticipat$--x happ5s t ,i d want to make "s pres5ts1 b ,i'm n go+ to buy !m "h4 ,i %all s5d to ! ,/ores1 y "k4 ,i h _! catalogue4 ,j s1 sir4 ,excell5t place ! ,/ores = ne>ly ev]y?+2 except1 p]haps1 my l9e4 ,i %\ld n ?9k ( buy+ clo!s !re4 ,b at ! ,/ores "o mu/ pay ca%4 ,i've n got ! ca%1 & my fa!r is 9 ,rome4 ,i %\ld l to h ! money to-day1 if possible4 ,w y oblige me8 ,! tradesman hesitat$4 ,9 ! pa/ !re h be5 grave sc&als connect$ ) l5d+ money to boys4 ,& ,h>r[ tradesm5 are at ! m]cy ( ! ,head ,ma/]4 ,if a s*ool-tailor be put out ( b\nds1 he c put up 8 %utt]s at once4 ,/ill---- ,i'll let y h ! money1 said ! man1 eye+ ,beaumont-,gre5e ke5ly4 ,?anks4 ,! tailor obs]v$ a slight flu% & a sudd5 intake ( brea?--signs :i* /irr$ suspicion4 ,w y take x 9 notes1 sir8 ,"h ,beaumont-,gre5e made 8 fir/ blund]4 ,he _h an ill-def9$ idea t pap] 0 dang]\s /uff4 ,9 gold1 please4 ,he =got t gold is n easily s5t 9 a lett]4 ,! tailor hesitat$1 b he _h gone too f> to back out4 ,v well1 sir4 ,i h n tw5ty-five p\nds---- ,?irty1 if y please4 ,i %all want ?irty4 ,i h n q t am\nt "h1 b ,i c get x4 ,:5 ! man came back ) a small canvas bag 9 8 h&1 ,beaumont-,gre5e _h pocket$ ! lett]4 ,he receiv$ ! money1 c\nt$ x1 ?ank$ ! tailor1 & turn$ to g4 ,if y please1 sir---- ,yes8 ,i %\ld l to keep y\r fa!r's lett]1 sir4 ,z a =m ( receipt1 sir4 ,:5 y settle ,i'll return x4 ,if--if any?+ %\ld happ5 to--to y1 sir1 :]e w\ld ,i be8 ,beaumont-,gre5e's temp] %[$ itself4 ,y all talk z if ,i 0 on my dea?-b$1 he said4 ,! tailor />$4 ,o!rs1 !n1 _h sugge/$ to ?is l>ge1 un:olesome y\? ! possibility ( premature decease4 ,n at all1 sir1 b we d live 9 ! valley ( %add]s4 ,my wife's /ep-fa!r1 z f9e & he>ty a specim5 z y'd wi% to see1 sir1 0 tak5 only la/ mon?2 at breakfa/1 too1 z he 0 *ipp+ 8 ?ird egg4 ,beaumont-,gre5e said l(tily1 ,bl[ y\r wife's /ep-fa!r & 8 ?ird egg4 ,"h's ! lett]4 ,he flung d[n ! lett] & m>*$ out ( ! %op4 ,! tradesman look$ at him1 %ak+ 8 head4 ,he'll nev] come back1 he mutt]$4 ,i "k 8 sort too well4 ,!n1 bus9ess happ5+ to be slack1 he re-read ! lett] be=e putt+ x away4 ,!n he :i/l$ s(tly & read x = ! ?ird "t1 fr[n+ & bit+ 8 lips4 ,! ,beaumont-,gre5e 9 ! signature & on ! envelope did n look to be writt5 by ! same h&4 ,!re's some?+ fi%y "h1 mutt]$ ! tradesman4 ,i mu/ %[ ?is to ,amelia4 ,x 0 8 habit to consult 8 wife 9 em]g5cies4 ,! *ief cutt] & two assi/ants said t ,amelia 0 ! p[] beh9d ! ?rone4 ,amelia read ! lett]1 li/5$ to :at h] husb& _h to say1 />$ h>d at ! envelope1 & deliv]$ h]self-- ,! h& t wrote ! envelope nev] wrote ! lett]1 t's pla9--to me4 ,n[1 ,william1 y've got me & ! *ildr5 to ?9k (4 ,?is may mean ! loss ( our bus9ess1 & worse1 too4 ,y put on y\r hat & g /raight to ! ,manor4 ,mr4 ,w>de's a g5tleman1 & ,i don't ?9k he'll let me & ! *ildr5 suff] = y\r fooli%ness4 ,don't y wait ano!r m9ute4 ,nor did he4 99 99 99 99 99 ,aft] pray]s t night1 ,w>de ask$ ,beaumont-,gre5e to come to 8 /udy4 ,beaumont-,gre5e obey$1 smil+ bl&ly4 ,)9 ?ree weeks he 0 leav+2 d\btless ,w>de want$ to say some?+ civil4 ,! big fell[ 0 feel+ q himself4 ,he _h paid ,scaife & ,lovell1 n )\t a little p>donable braggadocio4 ,y fell[s h put me to "s inconv5i5ce1 he said4 ,i make x a rule n to run ?+s f9e1 b aft] all ?irty quid is no great sum4 ,"h y are4 ,we don't want to drive y into ! workh\se1 said ,scaife4 ,?anks4 ,give y y\r rev5ge any "t4 ,i d>e say betwe5 n[ & ! end ( ! t]m y'll h mo/ ( x back4 ,w>de ask$ ,beaumont-,gre5e to sit d[n 9 a p>ticul> *air1 :i* fac$ ! light f a l>ge lamp4 ,!n he took up an envelope4 ,sudd5ly cold *ills trickl$ d[n ,beaumont-,gre5e's sp9e4 ,he recogniz$ ! envelope4 ,t sc\ndrel _h betray$ him4 ,n = a mom5t1 h[ev]1 did he suppose t ! =g]y _h be5 detect$4 ,on ! /r5g? ( ?is lett]1 said ,w>de1 gravely1 y borr[$ ?irty p\nds f a tradesman8 ,d5ial be+ fatu\s1 ,beaumont-,gre5e said-- ,yes1 sir4 ,y "k1 ,i suppose1 t ,h>r[ tradesm5 are expressly =bidd5 to l5d boys money8 ,i am h>dly a boy1 sir4 ,&--er--"u ! circum/ances---- ,w>de smil$ v grimly4 ,ah--"u ! circum/ances4 ,h y any objection to tell+ me ! exact circum/ances8 ,n at all1 sir4 ,i wi%$ to make "s pres5ts to my fri5ds4 ,i am go+ to give a l>ge leav+-breakfa/4 ,oh6 ,/ill1 ?irty p\nds is a l>ge sum---- ,n to my fa!r1 sir4 ,i--er--?\ght ( com+ to y1 sir1 ) t lett]4 ,did y8 ,w>de took ! lett] f ! envelope1 & glanc$ at x ) fa9t int]e/1 s ,beaumont-,gre5e ?\ght4 ,!n he pick$ up a magnify+ glass & play$ ) x4 ,x 0 a trick ( 8 to pick up objects on 8 desk1 & turn !m 9 8 ?91 n]v\s f+]s4 ,beaumont-,gre5e 0 n s]i\sly al>m$4 ,he _h great fai? 9 a weapon :i* _h s]v$ him fai?fully1 8 ly+ tongue4 ,yes1 sir4 ,i ?\ght y w\ld be will+ to advance ! money = a few days1 & !n---- ,& !n8 ,& !n ,i ?\ght ,i w\ldn't bo!r y4 ,x nev] occurr$ to me t ,i 0 gett+ a tradesman into tr\ble4 ,i hope y won't be h>d on him1 sir4 ,i %all n be h>d on him1 said ,w>de1 because--= a mom5t 8 eyes fla%$--because he came to me & confess$ 8 fault2 b ,i won't d5y t ,i gave him a v uncom=table qu>t] ( an h\r4 ,he sat 9 y\r *air4 ,beaumont-,gre5e %uffl$ uneasily4 ,h y ?is ?irty p\nds 9 y\r pocket8 ask$ ,w>de1 casually4 ,beaumont-,gre5e began to regret 8 ha/e 9 settl+4 ,no1 sir4 ,"s ( x8 ,none ( x4 ,y s5t x to ,london8 ,to buy ^! h&some pres5ts8 ,ye-es1 sir4 ,y hadn't mu* "t4 ,lock-up's e>ly1 & y receiv$ ! money 9 gold4 ,did y buy ,ord]s8 ,beaumont-,gre5e's head began to buzz4 ,he f\nd himself wond]+ :y ,w>de 0 speak+ 9 ?is smoo?1 quiet voice1 s diff]5t f 8 usual curt1 incisive tones4 ,yes1 sir4 ,at ! ,h>r[ po/-(fice8 ,yes1 sir4 ,ah4 ,aga9 ! h\se-ma/] pick$ up ! lett]1 b ?is "t he didn't lay d[n ! l5s4 ,in/ead he us$ x1 v delib]ately4 ,beaumont-,gre5e %iv]$2 ) difficulty he cl5*$ 8 tee?1 s z to prev5t !m click+ l ca/anets4 ,!n ,w>de held up ! %eet ( pap] to ! light ( ! lamp4 ,obvi\sly he wi%$ to exam9e ! wat]m>k4 ,! pap] 0 ?9 notepap]1 ! k9d t is sold ev]y:]e = =eign correspond5ce4 ,beaumont-,gre5e1 economical 9 su* matt]s1 _h b\ght a c\ple ( quires :5 8 p w5t abroad4 ,! pap] he _h b\ght did n q mat* ! ,roman envelope4 ,w>de op5$ a draw]1 f :i* he took "s ?9 pap]4 ,?is also he held up to ! light4 ,x's an odd co9cid5ce1 he said1 tranquilly2 y\r fa!r 9 ,rome uses ! same notepap] t ,i buy "h4 ,b ! envelope is ,italian8 ,he spoke int]rogatively1 b ! wret* opposite _h lo/ ! p[] ( spee*4 ,he collaps$4 ,w>de rose1 ?r[+ aside 8 quiet mann] z if x 7 a drab-col\r$ cloak4 ,n[ he 0 himself1 al]t1 on edge1 sangu9e4 ,y fool6 he exclaim$2 y clumsy fool6 ,:y1 a *ild c\ld f9d y out4 ,& y--y h d>$ to play ) su* an edg$ tool z =g]y4 ,n[1 d ! "o ?+ :i* is left to y3 make a clean brea/ ( x to me--at once4 ,9 impos+ ?is comm&1 a comm& :i* he knew w\ld be obey$1 inasmu* z he p]ceiv$ t he dom9at$ ! weak1 grovell+ creature 9 front ( him1 ,w>de ov]look$ ! possibility t ?is boy's confession might implicate o!r boys4 ,already he _h =m$ 9 8 m9d a work+ hypo!sis to acc\nt = ?is =g$ lett]4 ,! fell[1 no d\bt1 0 9 debt to "s ,h>r[ t[nsman4 ,= :om did y /eal ?is money8 ,to :om did y pay x to-day8 ,answ]6 ,& he 0 answ]$4 ,i ow$ ! money to ,scaife & ,lovell4 ,!n he told ! /ory ( ! c>d-play+4 ,at ! la/ ^w he fell on 8 knees1 blubb]+4 ,get up1 said ,w>de1 %>ply4 ,pull y\rself toge!r if y c4 ,! ma/] began to walk up & d[n ! room1 fr[n+ & bit+ 8 lips4 ,f "t to "t he glanc$ at ,beaumont-,gre5e4 ,see+ 8 utt] collapse1 he rang ! bell1 answ]$ by ! ev]-discreet ,dumbleton4 ,dumbleton1 take ,mr4 ,beaumont-,gre5e to ! sick-room4 ,!re is no "o 9 x1 ,i believe8 ,no1 sir4 ,y w fet* :at he may require = ! night2 quietly1 y und]/&4 ,v good1 sir4 ,foll[ ,dumbleton1 ,w>de address$ ,beaumont-,gre5e4 ,y w consid] y\rself "u arre/4 ,y\r meals w be br\ght to y4 ,y w hold no communication ) anybody except ,dumbleton & me2 y w s5d no messages2 y w write no notes4 ,d y he>8 ,yes1 sir4 ,!n g4 ,dumbleton op5$ ! door4 ,"y man & s]vant pass$ out & into ! passage beyond4 ,w>de wait$ "o mom5t1 !n he foll[$ !m into ! passage2 b in/ead ( go+ up/airs1 he paus$ = an in/ant ) 8 f+]s ^u ! h&le ( ! door :i* l$ f ! private side to ! boys' qu>t]s4 ,he sigh$ z he pass$ ?r\gh4 ,at ?is mom5t ,lovell 0 sitt+ 9 8 room alone ) ,scaife4 ,!y _h no suspicion ( :at _h tak5 place 9 ! /udy4 ,9 ! aft]noon !re _h be5 a mat* ) an ,old ,h>rovian team1 & bo? ,scaife & ,lovell _h play$ = ! ,s*ool4 ,b z yet nei!r _h got 8 ,flannels4 ,z ,w>de pass$ ?r\gh ! private side door1 ,scaife 0 say+ angrily-- ,i believe ,*allon] 7,*allon] 0 capta9 ( ! football ,elev5 & a monitor7 has a grudge aga9/ u4 ,if we _h a *ance--& we _h--( gett+ our ,flannels la/ ye>1 :y isn't x a c]t4 ?is1 eh8 ,lovell %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 ,x is a c]t41 he answ]$2 & y're "r4 ,*allon] doesn't l u1 & x amuses him to keep u out ( our j rights4 ,! monitors "k ,i dete/ 'em1 & !y don't ?9k y're call$ ! ,demon = no?+4 ,*allon] is m ( a monitor ?an a foot]-play]4 ,h[ ab\t a rubb]8 ,!re's j "t4 ,i don't m9d4 ,lovell w5t to ! door & op5$ x4 ,bo-o-o-o-o-o-y6 ,! famili> cry--t imp]i\s call :i* makes an ,h>rovian feel himself ma/] ( m or less will+ slaves--e*o$ ?r\gh ! h\se4 ,imm$iately ! night-fag came runn+2 x 0 n consid]$ heal?y to keep ,lovell wait+4 ,ask ,beaumont-,gre5e to come up "h &---- ,he paus$4 ,w>de _h j turn$ ! corn]1 & 0 approa*+4 ,lovell hesitat$4 ,!n he repeat$ :at he _h j said1 ) a slight v>iation = ,w>de's b5efit4 ,tell him ,i want to ask him a "q ab\t ! h\se-subscriptions4 ,"r1 said ! fag1 bu/l+ (f4 ,lovell wait$ to receive 8 h\se-ma/]4 ,he _h v good mann]s4 ,c ,i d any?+ = y1 sir8 he ask$4 ,yes1 said ,w>de1 delib]ately4 ,he ent]$ ,lovell's room & look$ at ,scaife1 :o rose at once4 ,i wi% to speak ) y alone1 ,lovell4 ,c]ta9ly1 sir4 ,won't y sit d[n8 ,w>de wait$ till ,scaife _h clos$ ! door2 !n he said quietly-- ,lovell1 does ,beaumont-,gre5e owe y money8 ,,footnotes3 #bh ,! ,anglo-,saxon =m ( ,h>r[4 #bi ,! t]m9al exam9ation4 #cj ,inasmu* z ye h done x unto "o ( ! lea/ ( ^! ,my bre?r51 ye h done x unto ,me4 ,,*apt] ,x ,decapitation ,f]d9& ,m5dez ,p9to 0 b a type ( !e1 ?\ li> ( ! fir/ magnitude6 ,lovell betray$ 8 a/oni%m5t by a slight />t2 h[ev]1 he fac$ ,w>de ) a smile4 ,w>de1 clean-%av51 al]t1 ) y\?ful figure1 look$ b little old] ?an 8 pupil4 ,= a mom5t ! two />$ /eadily at ea* o!r2 !n1 v politely1 ,lovell said-- ,no1 sir1 he does n4 ,w>de cont9u$ curtly1 ,!n he has paid y :at he did owe y8 ,lovell nodd$1 %rugg+ 8 %\ld]s4 ,pla9ly1 ,w>de _h discov]$ ! fact ( ! debt4 ,probably t fool ,beaumont-,gre5e _h appli$ to 8 fa!r1 & ! fa!r _h writt5 to ,w>de4 ,x 0 un?9kable t ,w>de knew m ?an ?is4 ,hav+ rea*$ ?is conclusion1 ,lovell turn$ ov] 9 8 m9d two or ?ree speci\s lies t might meet ! exig5cy4 ,yes1 he repli$1 ) app>5t frankness1 ,beaumont-,gre5e did owe me money1 & he has paid me4 ,aft] a slight pause1 ,w>de said quietly1 ,x is my duty1 z y\r tutor1 to ask y h[ ,beaumont-,gre5e became indebt$ to y8 ,i l5t him ! money1 said ,lovell4 ,ah6 ,please call ',boy4' ,lovell w5t into ! passage4 ,_h he an intuition t he 0 ab\t to call ,boy = ! la/ "t1 or did ! p5t-up excitem5t f9d an outlet 9 s\nd8 ,he _h nev] call$ ,boy s l\dly or cle>ly4 ,! night-fag scurri$ up aga94 ,tell him to s5d ,scaife "h1 said ,w>de4 ,lovell's florid face pal$4 ,scaife w\ld introduce complications4 ,& yet1 if x _h come to ,w>de's e>s t ,beaumont-,gre5e 0 9 debt to two ( 8 s*oolfell[s1 & if he _h f\nd out ! "n ( "o1 x 0 n surpris+ t he knew ! "n ( ! o!r also4 ,z he gave ! fag ! message1 he regrett$ t ,scaife & he c\ld n h a m9ute's private conv]sation toge!r4 ,y l5t ,beaumont-,gre5e t5 p\nds1 ,lovell8 ,yes1 sir4 ,scaife came 91 cool1 h&som] ?an usual because ( ! sp>kle 9 8 eyes4 ,%ut ! door1 ,scaife4 ,look at me1 please4 ,beaumont-,gre5e ow$ y money8 ,scaife glanc$ at ,lovell1 ^: left eyelid quiv]$4 ,k9dly /& beh9d ,scaife1 ,lovell4 ,?ank y4 ,answ] my "q1 ,scaife4 ,yes1 sir2 he ow$ me money4 ,h y l5t him money1 too8 said ,lovell4 ,x 0 admirably done--! h9t clev]ly convey$1 ! mild amazem5t4 ,w>de smil$ grimly4 ,scaife und]/ood1 & took 8 cue4 ,yes2 ,i h l5t him money1 said he1 aft] a slight pause4 ,tw5ty p\nds8 ,i believe1 sir1 t is ! am\nt4 ,& c y (f] me any explanation :y ,beaumont-,gre5e1 ^: fa!r1 to my k1 has always giv5 him a v l>ge all[ance1 %\ld borr[ ?irty p\nds ( y two8 ,i hav5't ! smalle/ idea1 h y1 ,lovell8 ,no1 said ,lovell4 ,unless 8 y\ng] bro!r1 :o is at ,eton1 has got into tr\ble4 ,he's v fond ( 8 bro!rs4 ,um6 ,y speak up = y\r--fri5d4 ,lovell fr[n$4 ,a fri5d1 sir--no4 ,( c\rse1 said ,w>de1 reflectively1 if x is true t ,beaumont-,gre5e borr[$ ?is money to help a bro!r---- ,he paus$1 />+ at ,lovell4 ,f ! bottom ( a big he>t he 0 pray+ t ,lovell w\ld n lie4 ,beaumont-,gre5e c]ta9ly gave me to und]/& t ! affair 0 press+4 ,hav+ ! money1 ,i hadn't ! he>t to refuse4 ,b y press$ = repaym5t8 said ,w>de1 %>ply4 ,t is true1 sir4 ,i'm on an all[ance2 & ,i %all h _m exp5ses ?is holidays4 ,y1 ,scaife1 ask$ = y\r money8 ,yes1 sir4 ,well1 betwe5 y1 y h driv5 ?is unhappy wret* into crime4 ,crime1 sir8 ,at la/ _! self-possession ab&on$ !m4 ,crime is a ^w :i* looms l>ge 9 ! imag9ations ( y\?4 ,:at _h ,beaumont-,gre5e done8 ,:at crime1 sir8 ,scaife1 ! m self-possess$1 al?\gh fully two ye>s ! y\ng]1 ask$ ! "q4 ,=g]y4 ,=g]y8 ,lovell repeat$4 ,he 0 pla9ly %ock$4 ,! idiot6 exclaim$ ,scaife4 ,yes--=g]y4 ,h y any?+ to say8 ,x is a "t :5 ! tru?1 all ! tru?1 might be accept$ z an ext5uat+ circum/ance4 ,i speak to y fir/1 ,lovell4 ,y're a ,six? ,=m boy--rememb]1 ,i h be5 "o myself--& x is y\r duty to help me4 ,i beg p>don1 sir1 ,lovell repli$4 ,i h nev] consid]$ x my duty z a ,six? ,=m boy to play ! u%]4 ,nor did ,i2 b y ought to "w on p>allel l9es ) u4 ,y accept$ ! privileges ( ! ,six?4 ,lovell's flu% deep5$4 ,m1 cont9u$ ,w>de1 y "k t we1 ! ma/]s1 h implicit tru/ 9 ! ,six? ,=m1 a tru/ b seldom betray$4 ,= in/ance1 ,i %\ld n ?9k ( ent]+ y\r room )\t tapp+ on ! door2 "u ord9>y circum/ances ,i %\ld accept y\r b>e ^w unhesitat+ly4 ,i say emphatically t if y1 kn[+ ^! ?+s1 h accept$ ! privileges ( y\r ord] ) ! delib]ate int5tion ( ignor+ its duties1 y h n act$ l a man ( hon\r4 ,sir6 ,don't bluff6 ,n[1 = ! la/ "t1 w y give me :at ,i h giv5 y--tru/8 ,i h no?+ m to say1 ,lovell answ]$ /iffly4 ,& y1 ,scaife8 ,i am sorry1 sir1 t ,beaumont-,gre5e has be5 su* a fool4 ,we l5t him ?is money1 because he want$ x badly2 & he said he w\ld pay u back be=e ! end ( ! t]m4 ,y /ick to t /ory8 ,:y1 yes1 sir4 ,:y %\ld we tell y a lie8 ,ah1 :y1 inde$8 sigh$ ,w>de4 ,!n 8 voice grew h>d & %>p4 ,! p]suasiv5ess1 ! c>efully-fram$ s5t5ces1 gave place to 8 curte/ mann]4 ,?is matt]1 said he1 is out ( my h&s4 ,! ,head ,ma/] w deal ) x4 ,i mu/ ask y = y\r keys1 ,lovell4 ,& if ,i refuse to give !m up8 ,!n we mu/ break into y\r boxes4 ,?anks4 ,he took ! keys4 ,foll[ me1 please4 ,! pair foll[$ him into ! private side1 up/airs1 & into ! sick-room4 ,!re 7 ?ree b$s 9 x2 ^u "o sat ,beaumont-,gre5e4 ,8 complexion turn$ a sickly drab :5 he saw ,lovell & ,scaife4 ,he ev5 glanc$ at ! w9d[ ) a hunt$ expression4 ,! w9d[ 0 ?ree /ories f ! gr\nd1 & heavily b>r$ ev] s9ce a boy 9 delirium _h tri$ to jump f x4 ,y\r night-?+s w be br\ght to y1 said ,w>de4 ,he w5t out sl[ly4 ,! boys he>d ! key turn 9 ! massive lock4 ,!y 7 prison]s4 ,scaife walk$ up to ,beaumont-,gre5e4 ,y told ,w>de ab\t ! bridge8 ,ye-es2 ,i _h to4 ,scaife1 don't look at me l t4 ,lovell--8 voice broke into a t]rifi$ scream--don't let him hit me4 ,i c\ldn't help x--,i swe> ,i---- ,y cur6 said ,scaife4 ,i w\ldn't t\* y ) a =ty-foot pole4 ,j :at pass$ betwe5 ,w>de & ! ,head ,ma/] mu/ be surmis$4 ,c>efully hidd5 9 ,lovell's boxes 7 f\nd c>ds & m>k]s4 ,^u ! latt] rema9$ ! results ( ! la/ game play$1 & "u ! w9n+ column a r\gh calculation 9 p\nds1 %ill+s1 & p5ce4 ,!re 7 no names4 ,next day1 dur+ fir/ s*ool1 a notice came r\nd to ea* ,=m to be 9 ! ,spee*-room at #h4cj4 ,n a boy knew or guess$ ! reason ( ?is summons4 ,! ,manorites1 aw>e t ?ree ( _! ,h\se 7 9 ! sick-room1 believ$ t an infecti\s disease _h brok5 out4 ,only ,desmond1 ,john1 & ! ,cat]pill> exp]i5c$ he>t-break+ fe>s t a cata/rophe _h tak5 place4 ,:5 ! ,s*ool assembl$ at half-pa/ eight1 ! monitors came 91 foll[$ by ! ,head ,ma/] 9 cap & g[n4 ,!n1 a mom5t lat]1 ! ,s*ool ,cu/os ent]$ ) ,scaife4 ,!y sat d[n ^u a small b5* ne> ! door4 ,imm$iately ! :isp]s1 ! %uffl+ ( feet1 ! occasional c\gh1 di$ d[n into a ?rill+ sil5ce4 ,! ,head ,ma/] /ood up4 ,he 0 a man ( s+ul>ly impressive face & figure4 ,& 8 voice _h :at may be describ$ z an edge to x--! cutt+ quality s invaluable to any speak] :o desires to make a deep impression ^u 8 audi5ce4 ,he began 8 address 9 ! cle>1 cold acc5ts ( "o :o sets =? facts :i* c nei!r be controv]t$ nor ignor$4 ,sl[ly1 inexorably1 )\t wa/+ a ^w or a second1 he told ! ,s*ool :at _h happ5$4 ,!n he paus$4 ,z 8 voice melt$ away1 ! boys mov$ re/lessly4 ,^u _! faces %one a curi\s excitem5t & relief4 ,gambl+ 9 its _m-head$ =ms is too deeply root$ 9 human he>ts to awak5 any great antipa?y4 ,s f>1 !n1 ! sympa?y ( ! audi5ce lay ) ! culprits2 ?is ! ,head ,ma/] knew4 ,:5 he spoke aga91 8 voice _h *ang$1 subtly1 b unmi/akably4 ,y 7 afraid1 he said1 t ,i _h some?+ worse--ah1 yes1 unspeakably worse--to tell y4 ,?ank ,god1 ?is is n "o ( ^? cases f :i* e clean1 manly boy mu/ recoil 9 disgu/4 ,b1 on t acc\nt1 don't bl9d y\rselves to ! issues involv$4 ,?is play+ ( bridge--a game y h se5 y\r own p play+ night aft] night1 p]haps--is h>mless en\gh 9 itself4 ,i c say m--x is a game1 & h5ce its fasc9ation1 :i* calls into use "s ( ! f9e/ qualities ( ! bra93 judgm5t1 memory1 ! faculty ( mak+ correct d$uctions1 =esight1 & pati5ce4 ,x tea*es re/ra9t2 x makes = pleasant fell[%ip4 ,x does all ?is & m1 provid$ t x nev] deg5]ates into gambl+4 ,! v mom5t t ! game becomes a gamble1 if any "o ( ! play]s is likely to lose a sum great] ?an he c reasonably af=d to pay1 great] ?an he w\ld *e]fully sp5d ^u any o!r =m ( ent]ta9m5t1 !n bridge becomes curs$4 ,& because y boys h n ! exp]i5ce to det]m9e ! diff]5ce betwe5 a m]e game & a gamble1 c>d-play+ is =bidd5 y1 & rightly s4 ,n[1 let u consid] :at has happ5$4 ,a /upid1 fooli% fell[1 play+ ) boys inf9itely clev]] ?an himself1 has lo/ a sum ( money :i* he c\ld n pay4 ,to obta9 ! means ( pay+ x1 he delib]ately =g$ a lett] & a signature4 ,& !n foll[$ ! inevitable ly+--lie ^u lie4 ,t is always ! price ( lies--'to lie on /ill4' ,i w\ld mitigate ! puni%m5t1 if ,i c\ld1 b ,i mu/ ?9k ( ! majority4 ,?is sort ( malignant disease mu/ be cut out4 ,two ( ! ?ree (f5d]s are "y m52 !y 7 leav+ at ! end ( ?is t]m4 ,!y w leave1 in/ead--to-day4 ,! ?ird boy is mu* y\ng]4 ,because ( 8 y\?1 ,i h be5 p]suad$ by 8 h\se-ma/] to give him a fur!r *ance4 ,aga9 he paus$4 ,!n he exclaim$ l\dly1 ,scaife6 ,scaife /ood up1 v pale4 ,"h1 sir6 ,scaife1 y w g into ! ,f\r? ,=m ,room1#ca & prep>e to receive ! puni%m5t :i* no memb] ( ! ,elev5 %\ld ev] des]ve4 99 99 99 99 99 ,john sat ) 8 ,=m :ile ! ,head ,ma/] 0 address+ ! ,s*ool4 ,n f> (f 0 ! ,cat]pill>1 less cool ?an usual1 s ,john rem>k$4 ,8 coll>1 = in/ance1 seem$ to be too tight2 & he mov$ re/lessly ^u 8 *air4 ,_m v brave m5 become n]v\s :5 a great dang] has pass$ !m by4 ,eg]ton said aft]w>ds1 ,i felt l gett+ d[n a hole1 & pull+ ! hole aft] me4 ,n my own4 ,"s ,yankee's1 y "k4 ,/ill1 he display$ rem>kable self-possession "u try+ circum/ances4 ,two ( ,lovell's p>ticul> fri5ds 7 se5 to turn ! col\r ( ,*$d> *eese4 ,b ,desmond1 s ,john notic$1 grew r$ r ?an yell[4 ,nor did he tremble1 b 8 fi/s 7 cl5*$1 & 8 eyes k9dl$4 ,z ,scaife left ! ,spee*-room1 foll[$ by ,tit*5] 7! provid] ( bir*es1 ^: duty x is to see t boys ab\t to be swi%$ are prop]ly prep>$ to receive puni%m5t71 ! boys began to %uffle 9 _! places4 ,b ! ,head ,ma/] held up 8 h&4 ,x 0 !n t ,lovell's two p>ticul> fri5ds1 :o _h p>tially recov]$1 felt t ! e>? 0 once m slipp+ f "u !m4 ,x takes f\r to play bridge4 ,! ,cat]pill>'s f+]s w5t to 8 coll> aga94 ,9 ?is case !re mu/ h be5 a f\r?1 possibly a fif? & a six?4 ,n m1 ,i ?9k1 because ! secret 0 too well kept4 ,we are confront$ ) ! disagreeable fact t ?ree boys are go+ to receive ! mo/ sev]e puni%m5ts ,i c inflict1 & t ano!r escapes scot-free4 ,= ,i d n "k !--"n--(--!--f\r?4 ,! ,head ,ma/] wait$ to let ea* delib]ate ^w soak 94 ,p]haps he _h calculat$ ! effect ( 8 voice ^u a boy ( s5sibility & imag9ation4 ,t ,scaife1 8 fri5d1 %\ld suff] ! indignity ( a swi%+1 & t he %\ld escape scot-free1 seem$ to ,caes> ,desmond n a bit ( r>e good =tune--z x appe>$ to ! o!rs--b an incr$ible misc>riage ( ju/ice4 ,to submit tamely to su* a burd5 0 un?9kable4 ,he sprang to 8 feet1 ard5t1 impetu\s1 afire ) ! _s :i* makes m5 accept dea? r ?an di%on\r2 & !n1 9 a voice t rang ?r\gh ! room1 ?rill+ ! colde/ & mo/ call\s he>t1 he exclaim$-- ,i 0 ! f\r?4 ,a curi\s s\nd escap$ f ! audi5ce--a gasp ( surprise1 ( admiration1 & ( dismay2 at lea/1 s ! ,head ,ma/] int]pret$ x4 ,& look+ at ! faces ab\t him1 he read approval or disapproval1 accord+ z ea* boy betray$ ! feel+ 9 8 he>t4 ,y1 ,desmond8 ,yes1 sir4 ,! ,cat]pill> rose sl[ly4 ,he 0 cool en\gh n[4 ,i 0 ! fif?4 ,b ,lovell's two p>ticul> fri5ds sat tight1 z !y put x4 ,let u n blame !m4 ,y1 ,eg]ton8 ,yes1 sir4 ,= a mom5t ! ,head ,ma/] hesitat$4 ,into 8 m9d !re fla%$ ! image ( two notable figures--! fa!rs :om he _h entreat$ to s5d sons to ! ,manor4 ,if--if by s do+ he _h compass$ ! boys' ru91 c\ld he ev] h =giv5 himself8 ,b n[1 ! boys !mselves _h ju/ifi$ 8 action2 !y _h prov$ wor?y ( _! bre$+ & ! traditions ( ! ,hill4 ,come "h1 he said4 ,:5 !y /ood opposite to him1 he cont9u$-- ,y give y\rselves up to receive ! puni%m5t ,i am ab\t to inflict ^u ,scaife8 ,! boys did n answ]1 save ) _! eyes4 ,! sil5ce 9 ! great room 0 s pr(\nd t ,john made sure t ! beat+ ( 8 he>t mu/ be he>d by ev]ybody4 ,i %all n puni% y4 ,?is volunt>y confession has done mu* to r$eem y\r fault4 ,meet me 9 my /udy at n9e ?is ev5+1 & ,i w talk to y4 ,:5 ,i came "h ,i h>dly hop$ to f9d sa9ts1 b ,i did expect to f9d--g5tlem54 ,& ,i h n be5 disappo9t$4 ,he address$ ! o!rs4 ,y w return to y\r bo>d+-h\ses1 & quietly1 if y please4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! imm$iate & mo/ noticeable effect ( ,lovell's expulsion 0 ! loss ( ! next ,h\se mat*4 ,dam]'s defeat$ ! ,manor easily4 ,"s ( ! fags :isp]$ to ea* o!r t ! injuries inflict$ by ! ,head ,ma/] on ,scaife _h be5 s sev]e z to incapacitate ! />-play] ( ! ,h\se4 ,two boys _h conceal$ !mselves 9 ! ,arm\ry 7:i* is j bel[ ! ,f\r? ,=m ,room7 ^u ! morn+ :5 ,scaife 0 flogg$4 ,b !y report$--no?+4 ,h[ev] sev]e ! puni%m5t might h be51 ,scaife receiv$ x )\t a :imp]4 ,9 tru?1 ,scaife receiv$ b "o cut1 & t a light "o4 ,! ,head ,ma/] wi%$ to lay /ripes ^u ! boy's he>t1 n 8 body4 ,:5 he saw him prep>$ to receive puni%m5t1 he said gravely-- ,i h nev] flogg$ a memb] ( ! ,elev54 ,& n[1 at ! la/ mom5t1 ,i (f] y ! *oice betwe5 a flogg+ & expulsion4 ,i pref] to be flogg$4 ,& !n--"o cut4 ,b ,scaife nev] =got ! walk f ! ,y>d to ! ,manor1 aft] execution4 ,he 0 too pr\d to run1 too pr\d n to face ! boys he happ5$ to meet4 ,!y turn$ aside _! eyes f 8 furi\s gl>e4 ,b he met no memb]s ( 8 own ,h\se4 ,!y _h ! delicacy to leave ! coa/ cle>4 ,:5 he rea*$ 8 room1 he f\nd ,desmond alone4 ,desmond said n]v\sly-- ,i ask$ ,w>de if we c\ld h breakfa/ "h ?is morn+1 in/ead ( go+ into ,hall4 ,i've got "s ripp+ salmon4 ,scaife _h fac$ ev]y?+ ) a braz5 indiff]5ce1 b ! sympa?y 9 8 fri5d's voice ov]p[]$ him4 ,he flung himself ^u ! s(a by ! w9d[ & wept1 n z a boy weeps1 b ) ! cruel1 gr9d+ sobs ( a man4 ,he wept = 8 /a9$ pride1 = 8 va9-glory1 n because he _h s9n$ & caus$ o!rs to s94 ,! boy wat*+ him1 see+ ! h]o self-abas$1 he>+ 8 he>tbreak+ sobs1 int]pret$ v diff]5tly ^? s\nds4 ,inf9itely di/ress$1 turn+ ov] & ov] 9 8 m9d "s soo?+ phrases1 "s ^w ( com=t & enc\ragem5t1 ,desmond wait$ till ! fir/ p>oxysm _h pass$4 ,:at he said !n %all n be set d[n 9 cold pr9t4 ,y may be sure he prov$ t fri5d%ip betwe5 two /rong1 vigor\s boys is no frail ?read1 b a gold5 *a9 :i* adv]sity /r5g!ns & ref9es4 ,scaife rose up ) 8 he>t s(t5$1 n by 8 own te>s1 b by ! te>s he saw 9 ,desmond's eyes4 ,i'm all "r n[1 he said4 ,!n1 ) fr[n+ br[s1 he add$ ?\ghtfully1 ,i des]ve :at ,i got = be+ a fool4 ,i ought to h =ese5 t su* a sw9e z ,beaumont-,gre5e w\ld be sure to betray u soon] or lat]4 ,i %all be wis] next "t4 ,next--"t8 ,! dismay 9 ,desmond's voice made ,scaife smile4 ,don't worry1 ,caes>4 ,no m bridge = me2 b1 he laugh$ h>%ly1 ! leop>d c't *ange 8 spots1 & he won't give up hunt+ because he has fall5 into a trap1 & got out ( x4 ,come1 let's tackle ! salmon4 ,! w9t] t]m came to an end1 & ! ,s*ool broke up4 ,^u ! ev5+ ( ! la/ ,sunday1 ,w>de said a few words to ,john4 ,i propose to make "s *anges 9 ! h\se1 he said abruptly4 ,w\ld y l to %>e ,no4 #g ) ,desmond8 ,no4 #g 0 ! jollie/ two-room at ! ,manor4 ,x ov]look$ ! g>d5s1 & 0 l>g] ?an "s ?ree-rooms4 ,!n ,john rememb]$ ,scaife & ! ,duff]4 ,desmond has be5 ) ,scaife ev] s9ce he came to ! h\se1 sir4 ,true4 ,b ,i'm go+ to give ,scaife a room to himself4 ,he's entitl$ to x z ! future ,capta9 ( ! ,elev54 ,t is--settl$4 ,y & ,duff mu/ "p4 ,he's two =ms bel[ y 9 ! s*ool1 & nev] likely to so> mu* high] ?an ! ,second ,fif?4 ,next t]m y w be 9 ! ,six?1 & by ! summ] ,i hope ,desmond w h jo9$ y4 ,y w f9d#cb toge!r4 ,( c\rse ,scaife c f9d ) y1 if y wi%4 ,i've spok5 to him & ,desmond4 ,& s1 ,john's fonde/ hope 0 realiz$4 ,:5 he came back to ! ,manor1 ,desmond & he sp5t mu* "t & r m money ?an !y c\ld af=d 9 mak+ ,no4 #g ! cosie/ room 9 ! h\se4 ,consci5ces 7 salv$ ?us3--,john b\ght = ,desmond "s picture or o!r decorative object :i* co/ m money ?an he felt ju/ifi$ 9 sp5d+ on himself2 !n ,desmond made ,john a simil> pres5t4 ,x 0 :ipp+ ! devil r\nd ! /ump1 ,john said1 b oh6 ! delight ( giv+ 8 fri5d some?+ he covet$1 & receiv+ pres5ts f him 9 return4 ,dur+ ?is t]m1 ,scaife became "o ( ! s*ool racquet-play]s4 ,9 _m ways he 0 admitt$ly ! mo/ rem>kable boy at ,h>r[1 ! ,admirable ,cri*ton :o appe>s n[ & aga9 9 e decade4 ,he won ! high jump & ! hurdle-race4 ,^! triumphs kept him out ( mis*ief1 & occupi$ e m9ute ( 8 "t4 ,he associat$ ) ! ,bloods1 & "o day ,desmond told ,john t he consid]$ himself to h be5 dropp$ by ?is trem5d\s swell4 ,john discreetly held 8 tongue2 b 9 8 own m9d1 z be=e1 he 0 conv9c$ t ,scaife & ,desmond w\ld come toge!r aga94 ,! inexorable circum/ance ( ,scaife's sup]iority at games _h sep>at$ ! boys1 b only = a brief season4 ,desmond w\ld become a ,blood soon1 & !n x w\ld be ,john's turn to be dropp$4 ,be+ a philosoph]1 our h]o did n worry too mu* ov] ! future1 b made ! mo/ ( ! pres5t1 ) a grateful & joy\s he>t4 ,9 8 humility1 he 0 unable to measure 8 influ5ce on ,desmond4 ,9 a?letic pursuits an inf]ior1 9 all intellectual atta9m5ts he 0 pull+ f> ahead ( 8 fri5d4 ,! artful ,w>de _h a ^w to say1 :i* gave ,john food = ?\ght4 ,y c nev] equal y\r fri5d at cricket or foot]1 ,v]ney4 ,if y wi% to score1 x is "t to play y\r own game4 ,%ortly aft] ?is1 ,john realiz$ t ,w>de _h read ,caes> aright4 ,*>les ,desmond's son1 z has be5 said1 acclaim$ quality :]ev] he met x4 ,john's intellectual advance amaz$ & !n fasc9at$ him4 ,:5 ,john discov]$ ?is1 he work$ h>d]4 ,w>de smil$4 ,john ran second = ! ,prize ,poem4 ,he _h g5u9e feel+ = ,nature1 b he lack$ z yet ! te*nical ability to display x4 ,a m practis$ v]sifi] won ! prize2 b ,john's ta/e = hi/ory & lit]ature secur$ him ! ,b\r*i]1 n )\t a /ruggle :i* :ett$ to ke5ness e faculty he possess$4 ,m1 to 8 delight1 he realiz$ t 8 en?usiasm 0 contagi\s4 ,caes> ent]$ eag]ly into 8 fri5d's competitions2 /ruggle & /rife appeal$ to ! ,iri%man4 ,he talk$ ov] ,john's !mes1 read 8 v]ses1 & pr$ict$ triumphs4 ,w>de told ,john t ,caes> ,desmond might h /uck 9 ! ,fir/ ,fif?1 _h x n be5 = ?is quick5+ ( ! clay4 ,! days succe$$ ea* o!r swiftly & smoo?ly4 ,w>de 0 se5 to smile m ?an ev] dur+ ?is t]m4 ,c]ta9 big fell[s :o oppos$ him 7 leav+ or _h already left4 ,bohun1 n[ ,head ( ! ,h\se1 0 a /urdy1 /raight=w>d monitor1 n a fam\s a?lete1 b able to hold 8 own 9 any field ( endeav\r4 ,j be=e ! ,*ri/mas holidays1 ,w>de discov]$1 to 8 horror1 t ! dra9age at ! ,manor 0 out ( ord]4 ,at great exp5se a new & p]fect sy/em 0 laid d[n4 ,at la/ ,w>de told himself 8 h\se might be pron\nc$ sanit>y )9 & )\t4 ,:5 ! summ] t]m came1 ,desmond jo9$ ,john 9 ! ,six? ,=m4 ,!y 7 entitl$ to s+le rooms1 b !y ask$ & obta9$ p]mission to rema9 9 ,no4 #g4 ,desmond 0 inve/$ ) ! "r to fag1 & ! "r to f9d4 ,h[ bless$ a privilege ! "r to f9d is1 boys :o h enjoy$ x w atte/4 ,! cosy meals 9 "o's own room1 ! pleasant talk1 ! s5se ( intimacy1 ! fre$om f re/ra9t4 ,cu/om /ales all good ?+s1 b h[ delici\s !y ta/e at fir/6 ,! privilege ( fagg+ is n1 h[ev]1 unadult]at$ bliss4 ,:5 ,w>de said to ,caes>1 ,well1 ,desmond1 h[ d y l ord]+ ab\t y\r slave8 ,desmond repli$1 ruefully1 ,well1 sir1 little ,duff has brok5 my ink/&1 spilt ! ink on our new c>pet1 & let ,v]ney's bullf9* escape4 ,i ?9k1 on ! :ole1 ,i'd z lief wait on myself4 ,e>ly 9 ,june x became pla9 t unless ! un=ese5 occurr$1 ,h>r[ w\ld h a /rong ,elev51 & t ,desmond w\ld be a memb] ( x4 ,john & ,fluff 7 play+ 9 ! ,six? ,=m game2 b ,john _h no *ance ( 8 ,flannels1 al?\gh he _h improv$ 9 batt+ & b[l+1 ?anks to ,w>de's indefatigable coa*+4 ,scaife h>dly ev] spoke to ,john n[1 b occasionally he came into ,no4 #g to talk to ,desmond4 ,^u ^! r>e occasions ,john w\ld g5]ally f9d an excuse = leav+ ! room4 ,always1 :5 he return$1 ,desmond seem$ to be re/less & p]plex$4 ,8 admiration = ,scaife _h wax$ r ?an wan$4 ,inde$1 ,john himself1 dete/+ ,scaife--= x _h come to t--fe>+ him on ,desmond's acc\nt1 admir$ him not)/&+3 captivat$ by 8 amaz+ grace1 good looks1 & audacity4 ,8 recklessness held ev5 ! ,bloods spellb\nd4 ,a coa* ran ?r\gh ,h>r[ 9 ! aft]noons ( t season4 ,scaife made a bet t he w\ld drive ?is coa* f "o end ( ! ,high ,/reet to ! o!r1 "u ! v nose ( ,au?ority4 ,! rules ( ! s*ool set =? rigor\sly t no boy is to drive 9 or on any vehicle :atev]4 ,only ! ,cycle ,corps are all[$ to use bicycles4 ,scaife's bet1 y may be sure1 excit$ extraord9>y int]e/4 ,he won x easily1 disguis$ z ! coa*man--a make-up clev] en\gh to deceive ev5 ^? :o 7 9 ! secret4 ,8 fri5ds knew t he kept two polo-ponies at ,wembley4 ,"o aft]noon he d>$ to play 9 a mat* aga9/ ! ,nondescripts4 ,w>de's daught]1 j out ( ! s*oolroom1 happ5$ to be pres5t1 & %e rubb$ h] lovely eyes :5 %e saw ,scaife c>e]+ ov] ! field4 ,scaife laugh$ :5 he saw h]2 b be=e %e left ! gr\nd a note _h rea*$ h]4 ,,de> ,,miss ,,w>de1 ,i am sure t y h too mu* sport+ blood 9 y\r ve9s to tell y\r fa!r t y h se5 me play+ polo4 ,y\rs v s9c]ely1 ,,reg9ald ,,scaife4 ,to run su* risks seem$ to ,john madness2 to ,desmond x indicat$ g5ius4 ,!re nev] 0 su* a fell[1 said ,caes> to ,john4 ,:5 ,caes> spoke 9 t tone ,john knew t ,scaife _h b to hold up a f+]1 & t ,caes> w\ld come to him ev5 z a bird drops into ! jaws ( a snake4 ,caes> 0 /rong1 b ! ,demon 0 /rong]4 ,aft] ! ,z+>i ,mat*1 ,desmond got 8 ,flannels4 ,he 0 *e]$ at six ,bill4 ,ev]ybody lik$ him2 ev]ybody 0 pr\d ( him1 pr\d ( 8 fa!r1 pr\d ( ! long l9e ( ,desmonds1 all di/+ui%$1 good-look+1 & ) *>m+ mann]s4 ,! ,s*ool ro>$ its satisfaction4 ,john /ood a little back1 by ! cloi/]s4 ,caes> ran pa/ him1 d[n ! /eps & into ! /reet1 hat 9 h&1 blu%+ l a girl4 ,john felt a lump 9 8 ?roat4 ,he ?rill$ because glory %one ab\t 8 fri5d2 b ! poignant reflection came1 t ,caes> 0 runn+ swiftly1 out ( ! ,y>d & out ( 8 own life4 ,& be=e lock-up he saw1 :at he _h se5 9 fancy a ?\s& times1 ,caes> arm-9-arm ) ,scaife & ! ,capta9 ( ! ,elev51 ,caes> 9 8 new /raw1#cc look+ happi] ?an ,john _h ev] se5 him1 ,caes>1 ! ,blood1 roll+ triumphantly d[n ! ,high ,/reet1 ! envi$ ( all behold]s1 ! h]o ( ! h\r4 ,john call$ himself a selfi% bea/1 because he _h wi%$ = "o t]rible mom5t1 wi%$ ) he>t & s\l1 t ,caes> 0 unpopul> & obscure4 ,,footnotes3 #ca ,! place ( execution4 #cb ,f9d+ is ! privilege1 accord$ to ! ,six? ,=m1 ( hav+ breakfa/ & tea s]v$ 9 _! own rooms in/ead ( 9 ,hall4 #cc ,! black-&-:ite /raw hat only worn by memb]s ( ! ,s*ool ,cricket ,elev54 ,,*apt] ,,xi ,self-que/ion+ ,fri5d1 ( my inf9ite dreams ,little en\gh endures2 ,little h[e'er x seems1 ,x is y\rs1 all y\rs4 ,fame ha? a fleet+ brea?1 ,hope may be frail or fond2 ,b ,love %all be ,love till dea?1 ,& p]haps beyond4 ,until ! ,metropolitan ,railway jo9$ ,h>r[ to ,bak] ,/reet1 ! ,hill /ood 9 ! mid/ ( g5u9e & unspoilt c\ntry1 sep>at$ by five miles ( grass f ! ne>e/ po9t ( ! metropolis1 & encompass$ by isolat$ dwell+s1 rang+ 9 rank & scale f villas to c\ntry h\ses4#cd ,mo/ ( ! latt] h fall5 victims to ! speculative build]1 & h be5 cut up into alleys ( brick & /ucco4 ,b "o or two /ill rema9 among _! hayfields & rhodod5drons4 ,john ,v]ney _h an eag] curiosity1 n common 9 s*oolboys1 to "k some?+ ab\t ! c\ntryside 9 :i* he dwelt4 ,z a ,l[] ,boy1 :5ev] releas$ f ,compulsory & ,h\se-games1 he us$ to w&] ) al]t eyes & e>s up & d[n ! gre5 lanes ( ,roxe? & ,h>r[ ,weald1 enjoy+ fre% glimpses ( ! f>-se5 ,spire1 mak+ fri5ds ) cottag]s1 pick+ up traditions ( an old] & m lawless#ce epo*1 &1 ) ^!1 an ev]-increas+ love & loyalty to ,h>r[4 ,s ,byron _h w&]$ a hundr$ ye>s be=e4 ,^! solit>y rambles1 h[ev]1 7 reg>d$ ) disfav\r by s*oolfell[s :o lack$ ,john's imag9ative temp]am5t4 ,! ,cat]pill>1 = in/ance1 prote/$1 ,did ,i see y hobnobb+ ) a *aw ! o!r day8 ,i ?\ght s2 & y look$ l a conf\nd$ bughunt]4 ,! ,duff]'s notions ( topography 7 b\nd$ by ! cricket-gr\nd on ! "o side ( ! ,hill1 & ! foot]-fields on ! o!r2 & 8 traditions held no?+ mu* m romantic ?an ,a4 ,j4 ,webbe's scores at ,"l's4 ,fluff1 z has be5 said1 0 too f> remov$ f ,john to make him m ?an an occasional companion4 ,& s1 = sev]al t]ms1 ,john1 = ! mo/ "p1 walk$ alone4 ,by ! "t ,desmond jo9$ him1 he _h glean$ a k :i* fasc9at$ a fri5d ( l s5sibility & imag9ation4 ,toge!r !y revisit$ ! old & explor$ ! new4 ,"o nev]-to-be-=gott5 day ! boys discov]$ a des]t$ h\se ( "s pret5sions ab\t a mile f ! ,hill4 ,its gr\nds1 cov]+ sev]al acres1 7 enclos$ by a high oak pal+1 )9 :i* /ood a ?ick belt ( trees1 effectually conceal+ :at lay beyond4 ,grim iron gates1 always lock$1 fr[n$ ^u ! wayf>]2 b ,john1 flatt5+ an inquisitive nose aga9/ ! ironwork1 c\ld disc]n a c>riage-drive ov]gr[n ) grass & we$s1 & at ! end ( x a :ite /one portico4 ,aft] ?is ! place became to bo? boys a sort ( ,en*ant$ ,ca/le4 ,a doz5 times !y pe]$ ?r\gh ! gates4 ,no "o w5t 9 or out ( ! grass-gr[n drive4 ,! gatekeep]'s lodge 0 un9habit$2 !re 7 no adjac5t cottages :]e in=mation might be s\ght4 ,! boys call$ x ,! ,haunt$ ,h\se1 & peopl$ x ) gho/s2 gorge\s bucks ( ! ,reg5cy1 langui%+ beauties su* z ,lawr5ce pa9t$1 fi]y politicians1 duelli/s1 my/]i\s black-a-vis$ =eign]s4 ,john connect$ x 9 fancy ) ! days :5 ! gorge\s ,duke ( ,*&os 7:o _h ,h&el = 8 *apel-organi/ & 0 a ,gov]nor ( ,h>r[ & gu>dian ( ,"l ,rodney7 kept c\rt at ,cannons4 ,he told ,caes> anecdotes ( ,dr4 ,p>r1 ) 8 prepo/]\s wig1 8 cl\ds ( tobacco1 8 sesquip$alian quotations1 com+ d[n f ,/anmore2 & also ( ! great ,"l ,ab]corn1 ano!r ,gov]nor ( ! s*ool1 :o us$ to g out %oot+ 9 ! blue rib& ( ! ,g>t]1 & :o ent]ta9$ ,pitt & ,sir ,walt] ,scott at ,b5tley ,priory4 ,:at a lot y "k6 said ,caes>4 ,& y h a memory l my fa!r's4 ,i'm beg9n+ to ?9k1 ,jona?an1 t y'll be a swell l him "s day--9 ! ,cab9et1 p]haps4 ,ah1 said ,john1 ) %9+ eyes4 ,i hope ,i %all live to see x1 ,desmond add$1 ) feel+4 ,?anks1 old *ap4 ,a cru/ or a triumph %>$ ) a pal ta/es twice z good4 ,"o s(t aft]noon 9 spr+1 aft] f\r ,bill1 ,desmond & ,john 7 approa*+ ! iron gates ( ! ,haunt$ ,h\se4 ,!y _h n tak5 ?is p>ticul> walk s9ce ! day :5 ,desmond got 8 ,flannels4 ,dur+ ! w9t] t]m1 ,scaife & ,desmond became memb]s ( ! ,football ,elev54 ,dur+ ?is t]m ,scaife won ! hundr$ y>ds & qu>t]-mile2 ,desmond won ! half-mile & mile4 ,9 a ^w1 !y _h done1 f ! a?letic po9t ( view1 ne>ly all t c\ld be done4 ,a glori\s victory at ,"l's seem$ assur$4 ,scaife1 ,capta9 & epitome ( ! bra9s & muscles ( ! ,elev51 _h gr[n into a p[]ful man1 ) ! m9d1 ! ta/es1 ! passions ( manhood4 ,desmond1 on ! o!r h&1 :ile ne>ly z tall 7& mu* h&som] 9 ,john's eyes71 /ill reta9$ ! look ( y\?4 ,inde$1 he look$ y\ng] ?an ,john1 al?\gh a ye> 8 s5ior2 & ,john knew himself to be ! eld] & wis]1 knew t ,desmond lean$ ^u him :5ev] a crut* 0 want$4 ,! *ief difficulty :i* besets a s*ool fri5d%ip betwe5 two boys is t ( be+ alone toge!r4 ,9 ,=m1 9 ! play+-fields1 9 ! bo>d+-h\se1 life is public4 ,ev5 9 ! mo/ seclud$ lane1 a ,h>r[ boy is n secure aga9/ ! unwelcome salutations ( heat$ a?letes :o h be5 tak+ a cross-c\ntry run1 or leap+ ov]1 or into1 ! ,p9n] brook4 ,to ,john ! ne$ ( sanctu>y _h become press+4 ,^u ?is bless$ spr+ aft]noon--ev] aft]w>ds recall$ ) special affection--a retreat 0 sudd5ly provid$4 ,z ! boys jump$ ov] ! la/ /ile into ! lane :i* l$ to ! ,haunt$ ,h\se1 ,desmond exclaim$-- ,by ,jove1 ! gates are op56 ,!n !y saw t a man1 a sort ( c>etak]1 0 9 ! act ( %utt+ !m4 ,may we g 98 ,john ask$ civilly4 ,! man hesitat$1 eye+ ! boys4 ,desmond's smile melt$ him1 z x w\ld h melt$ a mummy4 ,!re's no?+ to see1 he said4 ,!n1 9 answ] to a few eag] que/ions1 he told ! /ory ( ! ,haunt$ ,h\se2 haunt$1 inde$1 by ! gho/s ( :at might h be54 ,a city magnate own$ ! place4 ,he _h b\ght x because he wi%$ to educate 8 only son at ,h>r[ z a ,home-,bo>d]1 or day-boy4 ,a few weeks be=e ! boy %\ld h jo9$ ! s*ool1 he fell ill ) diph!ria1 & di$4 ,! "m1 :o nurs$ him1 caught ! disease & di$ also4 ,! fa!r1 left alone1 turn$ 8 back ^u a place he loa!d1 resolv+ to hold x till build+-values increas$1 b nev] to set eyes on x aga94 ,! c>etak] & 8 wife occupi$ a c\ple ( rooms 9 ! h\se4 ,! boys glanc$ at ! h\se1 a common-place mansion1 & began to explore ! g>d5s4 ,to _! delight !y f\nd 9 ! %rubb]ies1 n[ a wild]ness ( laurel & rhodod5dron1 a t[]--:at our =efa!rs call$ a ,gazebo1 & _! neighb\rs a ,folly4 ,! top ( x comm&$ a wide1 unbrok5 view-- ,( all ! l[l& we/]n lea1 ,! ,uxbridge flats & mead[s1 ,to :]e ! ,ruislip wat]s see ,! ,oxhey lights & %ad[s4 ,!re's ! ,spire1 said ,john4 ,! man1 :o _h jo9$ !m1 nodd$4 ,yes1 said he1 & my mi/ress & h] boy are buri$ und]nea? x4 ,%e want$ him to be !re--at ! s*ool1 ,i mean--& !re he is4 ,we're v mu* oblig$ to y1 said ,desmond4 ,he slipp$ a %ill+ into ! man's h&1 & add$1 ,may we /ay "h = a bit8 & p]haps we might come aga9--eh8 ,?ank y1 sir1 ! man repli$1 t\*+ 8 hat4 ,come :5ev] y l1 sir4 ,! gates a9't really lock$4 ,i'll %[ y ! trick ( op5+ 'em :5 y come d[n4 ,he desc5d$ ! /eep flight ( /eps aft] ! boys _h ?ank$ him4 ,sad /ory1 said ,john1 />+ at ! di/ant ,spire4 ,desmond hesitat$4 ,at times he reveal$ 7to ,john alone7 a curi\s melan*oly4 ,sad1 he repeat$4 ,i don't "k ab\t t4 ,sad = ! fa!r1 ( c\rse1 b p]haps ! son is well out ( x4 ,don't look s amaz$1 ,jona?an4 ,mo/ fell[s seem to make awful muddles ( _! lives4 ,y won't1 ( c\rse4 ,i see y on p9nacles1 b ,i---- ,he broke (f ) a mir?less laugh4 ,john wait$4 ,! air ab\t !m 0 s(t & moi/ aft] a rec5t %[]4 ,! s\?-we/ w9d /irr$ ! pulses4 ,e>? 0 once m tumid1 ab\t to br+ =?4 ,already ! h$ges 7 gre5 "u ! br[n2 bulbs 7 pu%+ delicate spe>s ?r\gh ! sweet-smell+ soil2 ! buds ^u a clump ( f9e bee*es _h begun to op54 ,9 ?is solitude1 alone ) teem+ nature1 ,john tri$ to int]pret 8 fri5d's mood2 b ! _s ( melan*oly elud$ him1 z if x 7 a w-o'-!-wisp danc+ ov] an impassable m>%4 ,sudd5ly1 !re came to him1 z !re _h come to ! quick] imag9ation ( 8 fri5d1 ! ov]p[]+ my/]y ( ,spr+1 ! s5se ( inevitable *ange1 ! impossibility ( arre/+ x4 ,at ! mom5t all ?+s seem$ unsub/antial4 ,ev5 ! famili> ,spire1 p[d]$ ) gold by ! slant+ rays ( ! sun1 appe>$ ?9ly transp>5t aga9/ ! rosy mi/s beh9d x4 ,! ,hill1 ! solid ,hill1 rose out ( ! valley1 a lav5d]-col\r$ %ade ^u ! horizon4 ,he came "h1 cont9u$ ,desmond1 dreamily--,john guess$ t he 0 speak+ ( ! fa!r--a ri*1 prosp]\s man4 ,i d>e say he work$ l a slave 9 ! city4 ,& he want$ peace & quiet aft] ! ,/ock ,ex*ange4 ,:o w\ldn't8 ,& he plant$ out ^! g>d5s1 ?9k+ t e plant w\ld gr[ up & ?rive1 & 8 son ) !m4 ,& !n ! boy di$2 & ! wife foll[$2 & ! en*ant$ ca/le became a place ( horror2 & n[ x is a wild]ness4 ,haunt$8 ,i %\ld ?9k x 0--haunt$6 ,i wi% we'd nev] set foot 9 x4 ,!re's a curse on x4 ,let's g1 said ,john4 ,too late4 ,we'll /ay n[1 & we'll come aga91 e ,sunday4 ,wild & desolate z ?+s look1 !y w be lovely :5 we get back 9 summ]4 ,don't talk4 ,i'm go+ to light a pipe4 ,?r\gh ! circl+ cl\d ( tobacco-smoke ,john />$ at ! face :i* _h illum9$ ne>ly e h\r ( 8 s*ool-life4 ,its peculi> vividness always amaz$ ,john1 ! vitality ( x1 & yet ! p]fect delicacy4 ,scaife's h&some features 7 full ( vitality also1 b co>s5ess und]lay _! bold l9es & pe]$ out ( ! ke51 fla%+ eyes4 ,:5 ! ,cat]pill> left ,h>r[ he _h said to ,john-- ,good-bye1 ,jona?an4 ,awful rot y\r go+ to su* a hole z ,ox=d6 ,"o has _h q en\gh s*ool+ aft] five ye>s "h4 ,x's settl$ ,i'm go+ into ! ,gu>ds4 ,my fa!r tells me t old ,scaife tri$ to get ! ,demon d[n on ! ,duke's li/4 ,b we don't fancy ! ,scaife br&4 ,(t5 & (t5 ,john wond]$ :e!r ,desmond saw ! br& z pla9ly z ! ,cat]pill> & he did4 ,sometimes he felt almo/ sure t a ^w1 a look1 a ge/ure betray+ ! b\nd]1 _h revolt$ ,desmond2 b a few h\rs lat] ! b\nd] b\nd$ into fav\r aga91 captivat+ eye & he>t by "s brilliant feat4 ,& !n 8 bra9s6 ,he 0 s diabolically clev]4 ,john c\ld always recall 8 face z he lay back 9 ! *air 9 ,no4 #ae1 sick1 bruis$1 befuddl$1 & yet ev5 9 t mom5t ( extreme pro/ration able to play ! game1 z he put x1 to defeat h\se-ma/] & doctor by %e] /r5g? ( w & intellect4 ,x 0 ,scaife :o _h p]suad$ ,desmond to smoke4444 ,caes>'s voice broke 9 ^u ^! m$itations4 ,i say--:at are y fr[n+ ab\t8 ,john1 v r$1 repli$ n]v\sly1 ,n[ t y're 9 ! ,six?1 y ought to *uck smok+4 ,:at rot6 said ,caes>4 ,& "h1 9 ?is t[]1 :]e "o c\ldn't possibly be nail$---- ,t's x1 said ,john4 ,x's j because y c't possibly be nail$ t x seems to me n q squ>e4 ,caes> bur/ out laugh+4 ,jona?an1 y are a rum 'un4 ,anyway--"h goes6 ,z he spoke he flung ! pipe into ! bu%es bel[4 ,?anks1 said ,john1 quietly4 ,we'll come "h aga94 ,i l ?is old t[]4 ,y won't come "h )\t me8 ,oh1 ho6 ,i'm n to let ! ,demon into our p>adise--eh8 ,:at a jeal\s old bird y are6 ,well1 ,i l y to be jeal\s4 ,& he laugh$ aga94 ,i am jeal\s1 said ,john1 sl[ly4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,s*ool broke up on ! foll[+ ,tuesday1 & ,desmond w5t home ) ,john4 ,?is happ5$ to be ! fir/ "t t ! fri5ds _h sp5t ,ea/] toge!r4 ,john wond]$ :e!r ,caes> w\ld take ! ,sacram5t ) 8 "m & him4 ,he & ,caes> _h be5 confirm$ side by side 9 ! ,*apel at ,h>r[4 ,he felt sure t ,desmond w\ld n refuse if he 7 ask$4 ,on ,ea/] ,eve1 ,mrs4 ,v]ney said1 9 h] quiet1 p]suasive voice-- ,y w jo9 u to-morr[ morn+1 ,h>ry8 ,desmond flu%$1 & said1 ,yes4 ,n rememb]+ 8 own "m1 :o _h di$ :5 he 0 a *ild1 he (t5 told ,john t he felt l a son to ,mrs4 ,v]ney4 ,^u ,ea/] morn+1 ! ?ree met 9 ! hall1 & ,desmond ask$ = a ,pray]-book4 ,i've lo/ m9e1 he murmur$4 ,t aft]noon1 :5 !y 7 alone ^u ! spl5did moor above ,/oneycross1 ,desmond said sudd5ly-- ,religion means a lot to y1 ,jona?an1 doesn't x8 ,yes4 ,b y nev] talk ab\t x4 ,no4 ,:y n8 ,i don't "k h[ to beg94 ,!re's su* sick5+ hypocrisy 9 ?is _w4 ,john nodd$4 ,b y\r religion is a help to y1 eh8 ,keeps y /raight8 ,john nodd$ aga94 ,!n ,desmond said ) an air ( f9ality-- ,i wi% ,i'd "s ( y\r fai?4 ,i want x badly4 ,if y want x badly1 y w get x4 ,a long sil5ce succe$$4 ,!n ,desmond exclaim$-- ,hullo6 ,by ,jove1 !re's a fox1 a spl5did fell[6 ,he's come up "h among/ ! rabbits = a ,sunday d9n]4 ,gone awa-a-a-ay6 ,he put 8 h& to 8 m\? & halloa$4 ,a m9ute lat] he 0 talk+ ( hunt+4 ,religion 0 n m5tion$ till !y 7 approa*+ ! h\se = tea4 ,on ! ?re%old1 ,desmond said ) a n]v\s laugh-- ,i'd l y\r "m to give me a ,pray]-book--a small "o1 no?+ exp5sive4 ,dur+ ! foll[+ week !y hunt$ ) foxh\nds or /agh\nds e day1 except ,w$nesday4 ,9 ! ,new ,=e/ ! ,ea/] hunt+ is unique4 ,trem5d\s fell[s come d[n f ! %ires--ma/]s ( fam\s packs1 ?ru/]s1 ke5 to see ,may foxes kill$4 ,& ! ,=e/ ent]ta9s !m h&somely1 y may be sure4 ,big hamp]s are unpack$ "u ! oaks :i* may h be5 sapl+s :5 ,william ,rufus rul$ 9 ,engl&2 !re are d9n]s1 &1 ( c\rse1 a hunt-ball 9 ! anci5t village ( ,lyndhur/4 ,b z ea* pleasant day pass$1 ,john told himself t ! end 0 draw+ ne>4 ,?is 0 almo/ ! la/ holidays ,caes> & he w\ld sp5d toge!r2 &1 aft]w>ds1 w\ld ?is fri5d%ip1 s romantic a passion ) "o at lea/ ( !m--w\ld x )] away1 or w\ld x endure to ! end8 ,at ! end ( a =tnight1 ,desmond return$ to ,eaton ,squ>e4 ,^u ! eve ( dep>ture1 ,mrs4 ,v]ney gave him a small ,pray]-book4 ,i h writt5 some?+ 9 x1 %e said2 b don't op5 x n[4 ,he look$ at ! fly-leaf z ! tra9 roll$ out ( ,lyndhur/ ,/ation4 ,^u x1 9 ,mrs4 ,v]ney's delicate h&writ+1 7 a few l9es4 ,fir/ 8 "n & ! date4 ,bel[1 a text--,unto :omsoev] mu* is giv51 ( him %all be mu* requir$4 ,&1 bel[ t aga91 a v]se-- ,n ?ankful :5 x please? me1 ,z if ,?y bless+s _h sp>e days3 ,b su* a he>t ^: pulse may be-- ,?y praise4 ,desmond />$ at ! graceful writ+ long aft] ! tra9 _h pass$ ,totton4 ,am ,i ungrateful8 he ask$ himself4 ,n to !m1 he mutt]$2 surely n to !m4 ,he recall$ :at ,w>de _h said ab\t +ratitude be+ ! unp>donable s94 ,ah6 x 0 loa?some1 +ratitude6 ,& mu* _h be5 giv5 to him4 ,h[ mu*8 ,= ! fir/ "t he made1 s to speak1 an inv5tory ( :at he _h receiv$--8 innum]able bless+s4 ,:at _h he giv5 9 return8 ,& n[ ! f9e h&writ+ seem$ blurr$2 he saw x ?r\gh te>s :i* he ought to h %$4 ,oh1 my ,god1 he murmur$1 am ,i ungrateful8 ,! "q bit deep] into 8 m9d1 s9k+ f !re into 8 s\l4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 ! ,s*ool reassembl$1 a curi\s incid5t occurr$4 ,john happ5$ to be go+ up ! f9e flight ( /eps t leads to ! ,old ,s*ools4 ,he 0 c>ry+ "s books & pap]s4 ,scaife1 runn+ d[n ! /eps1 *>g$ into him4 ,by great good =tune1 no damage 0 done except to a nicely-b\nd ,sophocles4 ,john1 h[ev]1 felt assur$ t ,scaife _h delib]ately int5d$ to knock him d[n1 seiz$1 possibly1 by an ec/asy ( bl9d rage n uncommon ) him4 ,scaife smil$ d]isively1 & said-- ,a ?\s& apologies1 ,v]ney4 ,"o is en\gh1 ,john repli$1 if x is s9c]e4 ,!y ey$ ea* o!r /eadily4 ,john read a furi\s *all5ge 9 ,scaife's bold eyes--m1 a m5ace1 ! ?reat5+ fr[n ( p[] ?w>t$4 ,scaife seem$ to exp&1 to fill ! horizon1 to blot out ! glad sun%9e4 ,once aga9 ! curi\s c]ta9ty gripp$ ! y\ng] t ,scaife 0 inde$ ! p]sonification ( evil1 ! m malefic because x /alk$ abroad mask$4 ,= ,scaife _h outliv$ 8 reputation z a break] ( ! law4 ,s9ce t t]rible exp]i5ce 9 ! ,f\r? ,=m ,room1 he _h paid ti! ( m9t & cumm94 ,z a ,six? ,=m boy he upheld au?ority1 laugh+ ! :ile 9 8 sleeve4 ,he knew1 ( c\rse1 t "o mi/ake1 "o slip1 w\ld be fatal4 ,& he prid$ himself on n mak+ mi/akes4 ,he gambl$1 b n ) boys2 he drank1 n ) boys2 he d5i$ 8 body no?+ x crav$2 b he nev] =got t expulsion f ,h>r[ meant ! loss ( a commission 9 a sm>t cavalry regim5t4 ,:5 x 0 intimat$ to him t ! ,gu>ds did n want 8 fa!r's son1 he laugh$ bitt]ly1 & swore to himself t he w\ld %[ ! /uck-up snobs :at a soldi] !y _h turn$ away4 ,a soldi] he fully int5d$ to be--a da%+ cavalry lead]1 if ! ,fates 7 k9d4 ,8 luck w\ld /& by him2 if n--:y--:at 0 life )\t luck8 ,he _h nev] be5 a read]1 b he read n[ ! lives ( soldi]s4 ,murat1 ,uxbridge1 ,c>digan1 ,hodson1 7 8 h]oes4 ,talk+ ( _! a*ievem5ts1 he inflam$ 8 own m9d & ,desmond's4 ,! pleasant summ] days pass$4 ,may melt$ into ,june4 ,& ea* ,sunday ,john & ,desmond walk$ to ! ,haunt$ ,h\se1 asc5d$ ! t[]1 & talk$4 ,scaife 0 leav+ at ! end ( ! summ]4 ,desmond 0 /ay+ on = ! w9t] t]m2 !n ,john w\ld h him entirely to himself4 ,?is ?\ght illum9$ d>k h\rs1 :5 he saw 8 fri5d :irl$ away by ,scaife1 transport$1 z x 71 by ! irresi/ible p[] ( ! man ( action4 ,t no?+ %\ld be want+ to t trebly-=tunate y\?1 he _h help$ to w9 ! ,public ,s*ools' ,racquets ,*ampion%ip4 ,! ,manor 0 n[ ! crack h\se--cock-h\se at racquets & football1 c]ta9 to be cock-h\se at cricket4 ,& ,scaife got mo/ ( ! cr$it1 n ,w>de1 :o smil$ m ?an ev]1 & talk$ cont9ually ( ,balliol ,s*ol>%ips4 ,he nev] bragg$ ( victories pa/4 ,meantime1 ,john 0 devot+ all en]gies to ! competition = ! ,prize ,essay4 ,! ,head ,ma/] _h prop\nd$ z !me3 ,! ,hi/ory & ,influ5ce ( ,p>liam5t>y ,oratory4 ,bit by bit1 ,john read or declaim$ x to ,desmond4 ,!n1 accord+ to cu/om1 ,desmond copi$ x out = 8 fri5d4 ,sign$ ,sp]o ,infe/is1 ) a seal$ envelope conta9+ ,john's "n inside & ! motto outside1 ! ,,ms4 0 plac$ 9 ! ,head ,ma/]'s lett]-box4 ,john1 cool+ rapidly aft] ! fev] ( composition1 condemn$ 8 /uff z hopelessly bad2 ,caes> w5t ab\t tell+ ev]ybody t ,jona?an w\ld w9 easily1 ) a bit to sp>e4 ,john did w91 b t prov$ to be ! lea/ "p ( 8 triumph4 ,! ,essay _h to be declaim$ ^u ,spee* ,day4 ,once m ,john exp]i5c$ ! pangs t _h twi/$ him at ! conc]t1 long ago1 :5 he _h sung to ! ,nation's h]o4 ,& z be=e1 he began weakly4 ,!n1 ! fire seiz+ him1 self-consci\sness 0 exorcis$ by feel+1 & =getful ( ! hundr$s ( faces ab\t him1 he bur/ into g5u9e oratory4 ,?rill$ himself1 he ?rill$ o!rs4 ,8 voice falt]$ aga91 b ) an emotion t f\nd an e*o 9 ! he>ts ( 8 audi5ce2 8 h& %ook1 feel+ ! pulse ( old & "y 9 front ( him4 ,dom9at$1 swept away by 8 !me1 he dom9at$ o!rs4 ,:5 he f9i%$1 9 ! sil5ce t prec$$ ! ro> ( applause1 he knew t he _h triumph$1 = he saw ,desmond's gl[+ c\nt5ance1 radiant ) pleasure1 transfigur$ by amazem5t & admiration4 ,next day a great newspap] hail$ ! ,h>r[ boy z "o de/9$ to delight & to lead1 p]haps1 an all-conqu]+ p>ty 9 ! ,h\se ( ,commons4 ,& yet1 w>m$ to ! core by ?is praise1 ,john c\nt$ x z no?+ comp>$ ) 8 "m's smile & ,desmond's f]v5t grip4 ,=tune1 h[ev]1 comes to no man--or boy--) bo? h&s full4 ,imm$iately aft] ,spee* ,day1 ,john's bubble ( pride & happ9ess 0 prick$ by ,scaife4 ,midsumm] madness seiz$ ! ,demon4 ,"o may conceive t ! innate recklessness ( 8 nature1 suppress$ by an iron w1 & sm\ld]+ ?r\gh\t _m mon?s1 bur/ at la/ into flame4 ,desmond told ,john t ! ,demon _h sp5t a riot\s night 9 t[n4 ,he _h slipp$ out ( ! ,manor aft] pray]s1 _h driv5 up to a c]ta9 club 9 ,reg5t ,/reet1 return$ 9 "t = fir/ s*ool1 fre% z pa9t--s ,desmond said--& !n1 n cont5t ) su* an a*ievem5t1 mu/ ne$s brag ( x to ,desmond4 ,& if he's nail$1 ,eton w9s1 conclud$ ,desmond4 ,i've told y1 because toge!r we mu/ put a /op to su* l>ks4 ,john slightly rais$ 8 ?ick eyebr[s4 ,x 0 curi\s t ,caes> always *ose to ignore ! hatr$ :i* he mu/ h kn[n to exi/ betwe5 8 two fri5ds4 ,or did he fatu\sly believe t1 because ,john ex]cis$ an influ5ce ov] himself1 ! same influ5ce w\ld or c\ld be ex]cis$ ov] ,scaife8 ,we8 said ,john4 ,i've tri$ & fail$4 ,b toge!r1 ,i say---- ,i %an't int]f]e1 ,caes>4 ,jona?an1 y mu/4 ,x w\ld be a fool's err&4 ,we ?ree h gone up ! ,s*ool toge!r4 ,y h nev] be5 fair to ,scaife4 ,i tell y he's s\nd at core4 ,:y1 aft] he 0 swi%$---- ,desmond told ,john :at _h pass$2 ,john %ook 8 head4 ,he c\ld und]/& bett] ?an any "o else :y ,scaife _h brok5 d[n4 ,he has spl5did ambitions1 pursu$ ,desmond4 ,he's go+ to be a great soldi]1 y see4 ,he ?9ks ( no?+ else4 ,y nev] h lik$ him1 b because ( t ,i ?\ght y w\ld d :at y c\ld4 ,! disappo9tm5t & *agr9 9 8 voice %ook ,john's resolution4 ,to please y1 ,i'll try4 ,& accord+ly ! absurd exp]im5t 0 made4 ,aft]w>ds1 ,john ask$ himself a ?\s& times :y he _h n =ese5 ! inevitable result4 ,b ! explanation is almo/ too simple to be record$3 he wi%$ to conv9ce a fri5d t he w\ld attempt any?+ to prove 8 fri5d%ip4 ,t night !y w5t toge!r to ,scaife's room4 ,! second-be/ room 9 ! ,manor1 situat$ ^u ! fir/ floor1 x ov]look$ ! back ( ! g>d51 :]e !re 0 a tangl$ ?icket ( lauru/9us & rhodod5dron4 ,scaife _h sp5t mu* money 9 mak+ ?is room z com=table z possible4 ,x _h ! appe>ance ( a man's room1 & pres5t$ all ! *>act]i/ics ( ! man :o liv$ 9 x4 ,ev]y?+ connect$ ) ,scaife's triumphal m>* ?r\gh ! ,s*ool 0 pres]v$4 ,on ! walls 7 8 caps1 fezes1 & cups4 ,y c\ld h>dly see ! pap] = ! fram$ photographs ( ,scaife & 8 fell[ bloods4 ,scaife z cricket]1 ,scaife z football-play]1 ,scaife z racquet-play] & a?lete1 />$ boldly & triumphantly at y4 ,he _h a f9e desk cov]$ ) massive silv] ornam5ts4 ,^u ?is1 z ^u ev]y?+ else 9 ! room1 0 ! hall-m>k ( ! successful man ( bus9ess4 ,! pap]s1 ! p5s & p5cils1 ! fil$ bills & lett]s1 ! books ( ref]5ce1 spoke eloqu5tly ( a m9d t us$ ord] z a means to a def9ite end4 ,all 8 books 7 well b\nd4 ,8 boots 7 on trees4 ,8 racquets 7 9 _! press4 ,_h y op5$ 8 *e/ ( draw]s1 y w\ld h f\nd 8 clo!s 9 p]fect condition4 ,obvi\sly1 to an obs]vant eye1 ! own] ( ?is room gave 8 m9d to details1 because he realiz$ t on details hang great & successful ent]prises4 ,scaife />$ at ,john1 b welcom$ him civilly en\gh4 ,cricket1 ( c\rse1 expla9$ ?is unexpect$ visit4 ,z ,desmond blurt$ out :at 0 9 8 m9d1 ,scaife fr[n$2 !n he laugh$ unpleasantly4 ,& s ,i told ,jona?an1 conclud$ ,desmond4 ,s y told ,jona?an1 repeat$ ,scaife4 ,are y 9 ! habit ( tell+ ,jona?an1--! d]isive inflection z he pron\nc$ ! "n w>n$ ,john at lea/ t he _h mu* bett] h /ay$ away--?+s :i* conc]n o!rs & :i* don't conc]n him8 ,if y're go+ to take x l t---- ,keep cool1 ,caes>4 ,i'll admit t y mean well4 ,i %\ld l to he> :at ,v]ney has to say4 ,at t ,john spoke--halt+ly4 ,flu5t spee* ^u any subject v de> to him _h always be5 difficult4 ,he c\ld talk glibly en\gh ab\t ord9>y topics2 8 s5se ( hum\r1 8 ret5tive memory1 made him welcome ev5 9 ! critical society ( ,eaton ,squ>e1 b y "k him z a creature ( unplumb$ res]ves4 ,! matt] 9 h& 0 s vital t he c\ld n t\* x ) firm h&s or voice4 ,he spoke at 8 wor/1 & he knew x2 conclud+ an incoh]5t & slightly in>ticulate recital ( ! reasons :i* ought to keep ,scaife 9 8 h\se at night ) a lame ,two heads ought to prevail aga9/ "o4 ,scaife %[$ 8 f9e tee?4 ,y ?9k t8 ,y\r head & ,caes>'s aga9/ m9e8 ,! *all5ge reveal$ itself 9 ! d]isive1 sne]+ tone4 ,john %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s & rose4 ,i h blund]$2 ,i am sorry4 ,hold h>d1 said ,scaife4 ,he read c5sure ^u ,desmond's +5u\s c\nt5ance4 ,!n 8 temp] :ipp$ him to a furi\s res5tm5t aga9/ ,john1 z an enemy :o _h turn$ ! tables ) good bre$+2 :o _h ga9$1 inde$1 a victory aga9/ odds4 ,scaife drew 9 8 brea?2 8 br[s met 9 a fr[n4 ,y h n blund]$2 & y are n sorry1 he said delib]ately4 ,i'm n a fool1 ,v]ney2 b p]haps ,i h und]rat$ y\r ability4 ,y're z clev] z !y make 'em4 ,y knew well en\gh t y 7 ! la/ p]son 9 ! _w to lead me 9 a /r+2 y knew t1 ,i say1 & yet y come "h to pose z ! righte\s y\?1 do+ 8 duty--eh8--aga9/ odds1 & accept+ cr$it = ! same f ,caes>4 ,:y1 x's pla9 to me z ! nose ^u y\r face t 9 y\r he>t y w\ld l me to be sack$4 ,desmond int]rupt$4 ,y are mad1 ,demon4 ,take t back2 take x back6 ,ask him1 said ,scaife4 ,he hates me1 & common dec5cy ought to h kept him out ( ?is room4 ,b he's n a li>4 ,ask him4 ,put x y\r own way4 ,s(t5 x1 make pap ( x1 if y l1 b get an answ]4 ,jona?an1 x is n true1 is x8 ,y don't l ,scaife2 b y w\ld be sorry1 v sorry1 to see him--sack$4 ,i'm glad y've n funk$ x1 said ,scaife4 ,y've put x squ>ely4 ,let him answ] x z squ>ely4 ,john 0 :ite to ! lips1 :ite & trembl+2 despicable 9 8 own eyes1 h[ mu* m despicable1 !re=e1 9 ! eyes ( 8 fri5d1 ^: passionate fai? 9 him 0 ab\t to be scor*$ & %rivell$4 ,scaife began to laugh4 ,= ,god's sake1 don't laugh6 said ,desmond4 ,jona?an1 ,i "k y are too pr\d to def5d y\rself aga9/ su* an abom9able *>ge4 ,he's n a li>1 said ,scaife4 ,x's true1 said ,john1 9 a /rangl$ voice4 ,y h wi%$ t he might be sack$8 ,yes4 ,john met ,desmond's indignant eyes ) an expression :i* ! o!r 0 too impetu\s1 too inexp]i5c$ to int]pret4 ,into t look ( passionate reproa* he flung all t mu/ be left unsaid1 all t ,scaife c\ld read z easily z if x 7 scor$ 9 lett]s ( flame4 ,because1 9 8 mode/y & humility1 he _h ev] reckon$ t ,scaife w\ld prevail aga9/ himself--because1 ) un]r+ in/9ct1 he _h appreh5d$1 z few boys c\ld appreh5d1 ! issues involv$1 he _h desir$1 f]v5tly desir$1 t ,scaife %\ld be swept f ,caes>'s pa?4 ,b ?is he c\ld n plead z an excuse to 8 fri5d2 & ,scaife _h kn[n t1 & _h us$ 8 k ) fi5di% success4 ,john l[]$ 8 eyes & walk$ f ! room4 ,:5 he met ,desmond aga91 no?+ 0 said on ei!r side4 ,john told himself t he w\ld speak1 if ,desmond spoke fir/4 ,b evid5tly ,desmond _h det]m9$ already ! nature ( _! future relations4 ,!y no long] %>$ ,no4 #g1 ,john be+ 9 ! ,upp] ,six? ) a room to himself1 b !y /ill f\nd toge!r4 ,to sep>ate w\ld mean a public sc&al f :i* ea* %rank 9 horror4 ,no2 let !m meet at meals z be=e till ! end ( ! t]m4 ,inde$1 s little *ange 0 made 9 _! previ\s int]c\rse1 t ,john began to hope t ,caes> w\ld walk ) him z usual ^u ! foll[+ ,sunday4 ,& if he did--if he did1 ,john felt t he w\ld speak4 ,on ! top ( ! t[]1 look+ t[>ds ! ,spire1 alone ) 8 fri5d1 exalt$ above ! ?orns & brambles ( ! wild]ness1 words w\ld come to him4 ,b on ! foll[+ ,sunday ,desmond walk$ ) ,scaife4 ,,footnotes3 #cd ,( ^!1 ! ,p>k1 n[ a bo>d+-h\se1 0 a *>act]i/ic specim54 ,x belong$ to ,"l ,nor?wick1 ,"l ( ! ,manor ( ,h>r[4 #ce ,9 ! ?irties ,h>r[ boys play$ ,jack o' ,lant]n1 or nocturnal ,h>e & ,h\nds4 ,!y us$ to att5d ,k+sbury ,races & ,p9n] ,fair4 ,"l ,alex&] ,russell1 :5 he 0 a boy at ! ,grove1 kept a pack ( beagles at ! foot ( ! ,hill4 ,,*apt] ,,xii ,"l's ,!re we sat 9 ! circle va/1 ,h>d by ! t5ts1 f noon1 ,& look$ z ! day w5t sl[ly pa/ ,& ! runs came all too soon2 ,& nev]1 ,i ?9k1 9 ! ye>s gone by1 ,s9ce cricket] fir/ w5t 91 ,did ! dy+ s refuse to die1 ,or ! w9n+ s h>dly w94 ,my de> ,jona?an1 ,i'm delight$ to see y4 ,y "k my fa!r1 ,i ?9k8 ,x 0 ! ,cat]pill> t spoke4 ,john %ook h&s ) ,colonel ,eg]ton4 ,! ?ree 7 /&+ 9 ! ,memb]s' ,enclosure at ,"l's4 ,! ,cat]pill>1 gorge\s 9 frock-coat1 ) ?ree corn-fl[]s#cf 9 ! lapel ( x1 0 ab\t z great a buck z 8 sire1 q z conspicu\s1 &1 seem+ly1 z cool4 ,x happ5$ to be a blaz+ hot day1 b heat seldom affect$ ,colonel ,eg]ton4 ,by ,jove1 he said to ,john1 ,i'm told x's a c]ta9ty ?is ye>1 & ,i've come e>ly1 too e>ly = me1 to see a glori\s victory4 ,!re's civil w> rag+ on ! top ( ! ,tr5t coa*1 ,i give y my ^w4 ,we've won ! toss1 said ,john4 ,ah1 !re's ,*>les ,desmond1 an e>ly bird1 too4 ,he bu/l$ away1 leav+ ,john & ! ,cat]pill> toge!r4 ,! great gr\nd 9 front ( !m 0 be+ cle>$4 ,"o c\ld see1 ?r\gh ! few p scatt]$ "h & !re1 ! wickets pit*$ 9 ! middle ( t va/ expanse ( lawn1 & ! umpires 9 _! long :ite coats4 ,^u ! top ( ! /eps1 9 ! middle ( ! pavilion1 ! ,eton capta9 0 collect+ 8 ,elev54 ,! ,duff]1 :o _h got 8 ,flannels at ! la/ mom5t1 came up & jo9$ ,john & ! ,cat]pill>4 ,! ,manor's well to ! front1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,by ,jove6 ,i nev] ?\ght to see ,fluff 9 ! ,elev54 ,fluff came on trem5d\sly ?is t]m1 ! ,duff] repli$4 ,( c\rse ! ,k9lo*s are a cricket+ family4 ,good joke ! bro!rs play+ aga9/ ea* o!r1 said ,john4 ,w>de1 ! ,duff] nodd$ 9 ! direction ( ,w>de1 :o 0 talk+ ) ,*>les ,desmond & ,colonel ,eg]ton1 has work$ l a slave4 ,he made a cricket] out ( ,fluff & a s*ol> out ( ,jona?an4 ,he's s mad ke5 to see u w91 t he's giv5 me ! jumps4 ,y mu/ keep cool1 ! ,cat]pill> murmur$4 ,i've j come f ! ,tr5t coa*4 ,fluff has x f ! bro!r :o is play+ t ! ,eton b[l+ is weak4 ,b ,/ra?peff]1 ! elde/ son1 tells me ! batsm5 are /rong] ?an la/ ye>4 ,he seem$ anxi\s to bet2 s we h a fiv] ab\t x4 ,!y're tak+ ! field4 ,! ,eton ,elev5 walk$ t[>ds ! wicket1 l\dly *e]$4 ,caes> came up 9 8 pads1 c>ry+ 8 bat & gloves4 ,he %ook h&s ) ! ,cat]pill>1 & said1 ) a groan1 t he _h to take ! fir/ ball4 ,keep cool1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,! b[l+'s weak2 ,i h x f ,cosmo ,k9lo*4 ,!y're 9 a preci\s funk4 ,s am ,i1 said ! ,duff]4 ,b y're a b[l]1 said ,desmond4 ,if ,i get out fir/ ball1 ,i %all cut my ?roat4 ,b ,caes> look$ al]t1 cool1 & nei!r "u- nor ov]-confid5t4 ,y'll cut ! ball1 n y\r ?roat1 said ! ,duff]4 ,cutt+ 0 ,caes>'s /rong po9t4 ,! ,cat]pill> nodd$1 & spoke oracul>ly-- ,my gov]nor says he nev] %oots at a snipe )\t mutt]+ to himself1 ',snipe on toa/4' ,x /eadies 8 n]ves4 ,:5 y see ! ball leave ! b[l]'s h&1 y say to y\rself1 ',eton on toa/4' ,y\r own1 ,cat]pill>8 ,my own1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 mode/ly4 ,i don't (t5 make a joke1 b t's m9e4 ,pass x on4 ,! o!r ,h>rovian ab\t to g 9 beckon$ to ,desmond4 ,caes> won't be b[l$ fir/ ball1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,he's ! sort t rises to an em]g5cy4 ,c't we f9d a seat8 ,!y sat d[n & wat*$ ! ,eton capta9 plac+ 8 field4 ,desmond & 8 companion 7 walk+ sl[ly t[>ds ! wickets amid ,h>r[ *e]s4 ,! *e]+ 0 lukew>m z yet4 ,x w\ld h fire en\gh 9 x pres5tly4 ,! ,cat]pill> po9t$ out "s ( ! swells4 ,t's old ,lyburn4 ,hasn't miss$ a mat* s9ce '#fd4 ,0 br\ght "h once ) a brok5 leg6 ,c>ri$ 9 a litt]1 by ,jove6 ,t fell[ ) ! long1 :ite be>d is ,"l ,fawley4 ,he made #gh n out 9 ! days ( ,*>lemagne4 ,x 0 9 '#ec1 said ! ,duff]1 :o nev] jok$ on really s]i\s subjects2 & he made #fh1 n #gh4 ,he's pull+ 8 be>d4 ,i believe he's z n]v\s z ,i am4 ,pres5tly ! innum]able voices ab\t !m 7 hu%$2 all eyes turn$ 9 "o direction4 ,desmond 0 ab\t to take ! fir/ ball4 ,x 0 deliv]$ mod]ately fa/1 ) a slight break4 ,desmond play$ =w>d4 ,well play$1 sir6 ,well pla-a-ay$6 ,! %\t rumbl$ r\nd ! huge circle4 ,! beg9n+ & ! end ( a great mat* are always ?rill+4 ,! second & ?ird balls 7 play$ l ! fir/4 ,john c\ld he> ,mr4 ,desmond say+ to ,w>de1 ,he has ,hugo's /yle & way ( /&+--eh8 ,& ,w>de repli$1 ,yes2 b he's a f9] batsman4 ,ah-h-h6 ,! fir/ real *e] bur/ l a bomb4 ,desmond _h cut ! six? ball to ! b\nd>y4 ,ov]6 ,! new b[l] 0 a tall1 ?9 boy ) flax5 hair4 ,t's ,cosmo ,k9lo*1 ,fluff's bro!r1 said ,john4 ,i wond] !y c't d bett] ?an t4 ,ev5 ,i knock$ him all ov] ! %op at ,:ite ,ladies la/ summ]4 ,he's come on1 !y tell me1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,good ,"l1 he ne>ly _h him fir/ ball4 ,fluff's bro!r b[l$ sl[s ( a good l5g?1 ) an awkw>d break f ! (f to ! leg4 ,teas]s1 said ! ,cat]pill>1 critically4 ,hullo6 ,no1 my "y fri5d1 t may d well en\gh 9 ,%rop%ire1 n "h4 ,a ball break+ %>ply f ! (f _h /ruck ! batsman's pad2 he _h /epp$ 9 front ( 8 wicket to cut x4 ,c\ntry umpires are (t5 beguil$ by b[l]s into giv+ wrong decisions 9 su* cases2 n s y\r ,london exp]t4 ,cosmo ,k9lo* appeal$--9 va94 ,he'll s5d a %ort "o d[n n[1 said ,john4 ,y see4 ,&1 sure en\gh1 a long hop came to ! (f1 curl+ inw>ds aft] x pit*$4 ,! ,eton capta9 _h ne>ly all 8 m5 on ! (f side4 ,! ,h>rovian pull$ ! ball "r r\nd to ! b\nd>y4 ,well hit6 ,well pull$6 ,two #d's2 t's a good beg9n+1 said ! ,duff]4 ,a c\ple ( s+les foll[$1 & !n ! fir/ #aj w5t up amid *e]s4 ,"h's my gov]nor1 said ! ,duff]4 ,he 0 ?ree ye>s 9 ! ,elev5 & ,capta9 8 la/ t]m4 ,y've told u t a ?\s& times1 said ! ,cat]pill>4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus ,duff greet$ ! boys w>mly4 ,8 eyes sp>kl$ out ( a *e]y1 be>d$ face4 ,look at him well4 ,an ,h>rovian ( ! ,h>rovians ?is4 ,8 gr&fa!rs on ! mat]nal & pat]nal side _h be5 fri5ds at ,h>r[ 9 ,byron's "t4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus wore r a %abby coat & a t]rible hat1 b ! consummate ,cat]pill>1 :o respect$ p$igrees1 reg>d$ him ) pride & v5]ation4 ,he came up f 8 obscure ,we/ ,c\ntry vic>age to t[n j once a ye>--to see ! mat*4 ,if y ask$ him1 he w\ld tell y q simply t he w\ld soon] see ! mat* & 8 old fri5ds ?an g to ,pale/9e2 & ! ,rev4 ,septimus _h ye>n$ to visit ,pale/9e ev] s9ce he left ,cambridge2 & x is n likely t ?is great wi% w ev] be gratifi$4 ,he is ! fa!r ( ?ree sons1 b ! ,duff] is ! fir/ to get into ! ,elev54 ,*>les ,desmond jo9s !m4 ,at ! mom5t1 ,*>les ,desmond is suppos$ to be "o ( ! mo/ h>ri$ m5 9 ! ,empire4 ,times are tr\bl\s4 ,a w>-cl\d1 z l>ge z ,krug]'s h&1 has j ris5 9 ! ,s\?1 & is spread+ itself ov] ! :ole _w4 ,b to-day ! great ,m9i/] has left ! c>es ( (fice 9 ,d[n+ ,/reet4 ,he hails ! ,rev4 ,septimus ) a g5ial laugh & a he>ty grasp ( ! h&4 ,ah1 ,sep1 ^u y\r ^w ( hon\r1 n[--w\ld y soon] be "h to see ! ,duff] take half a doz5 wickets1 or be d[n 9 ,som]set1 ,bi%op ( ,ba? & ,wells8 ,:5 y (f] me ! bi%opric1 repli$ ! ,rev4 ,septimus1 ) a tw9kle1 ,i'll answ] t "q1 my de> ,*>les1 & n be=e4 ,y old humbug6 ,y're s puff$ up ) s9ful pride t y've /uck y\r topp] on to y\r head ! wrong way ab\t4 ,bless my s\l1 said ! ,duff]'s fa!r1 s ,i h4 ,t topp] ( ! gov]nor's1 ! ,duff] rem>k$ solemnly1 has se5 tw5ty-five mat*es at lea/4 ,john look$ at no hats2 8 eyes 7 on ! pit*4 ,ano!r r\nd ( *e]s proclaim$ t #bj _h gone up4 ,bo? boys are batt+ /eadily2 no m b\nd>y hits2 a snick "h1 a snack !re--& !n--m]ciful ,heav5s6--,caes> has cut a curl+ ball bang into %ort slip's h&s4 ,%ort slip--wret*$ y\?--muffs x6 ,d]isive rem>ks f ,rev4 ,septimus4 ,well caught6 ,well held6 ,?a-a-nks6 ,! ,cat]pill> w\ld pron\nce ?is sort ( *aff bad =m 9 a contempor>y4 ,he removes 8 hat4 ,by ,jove6 says he4 ,x's v w>m4 ,caes> times ! next ball beautifully4 ,x glides pa/ po9t & "u ! ropes4 ,e>ly z x is1 ! gr\nd seems to be pack$ ) p4 ,glori\s wea!r has allur$ ev]ybody4 ,/& aft] /& is fill$ up4 ,! col\r becomes kaleidoscopic4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus1 dur+ ! brief int]val ( an ov]1 all[s 8 eyes to /ray r\nd ! huge circle4 ,^u ! gr\nd are ! y\?1 ! beauty1 ! rank & fa%ion ( ! k+dom1 &1 be/ ( all1 8 old fri5ds4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus has a weakness1 be+1 ( c\rse1 human to ! f+]-tips4 ,he calls himself a laudator temporis acti4 ,9 8 day1 ! mat* 0 less ( a function4 ,! boys sat r\nd ^u ! grass2 beh9d !m 7 ! c>riages & coa*es--y c\ld drive on to ! gr\nd !n6--& "h & !re1 only "h & !re1 a t5t or a small /&4 ,consule ,planco--! p>son loves a ,lat9 tag--! mat* 0 an imm5se picnic = ,h>rovians & ,etonians4 ,&1 my ^w1 y ought to h he>d ! *aff :5 an unlucky field] put ! ball on ! floor4 ,or1 :5 a batsman int]pos$ a pad :]e a bat ought to h be54 ,or1 if a play] 0 b[l$ fir/ ball4 ,or1 if he swagg]$ z he walk$1 ! cynosure ( all eyes1 f ! pavilion to ! pit*4 ,^u ?is subject ! ,rev4 ,septimus w prea* a long] 7& a m int]e/+7 s]mon ?an any y w he> f 8 pulpit 9 ,black=d-,orcas ,*ur*4 ,l\d *e]s put an end to ! p>son's rem9isc5ces4 ,desmond's companion has be5 clean b[l$ = a useful fifte5 runs4 ,he walks t[>ds ! pavilion sl[ly4 ,!n1 z he he>s ! ,h>r[ *e]s1 he blu%es l a nymph ( sixte51 = he c\nts himself a failure4 ,la/ ye> he made a duck 9 8 fir/ inn+s1 & five 9 ! second4 ,no *e]s !n4 ,?is is 8 fir/ ta/e ( ! honey mortals call success4 ,he has fac$ ! great _w1 & captur$ its applause4 ,:5 does ,scaife g 98 ! ,rev4 ,septimus asks4 ,second wicket d[n4 ,m *e]s z ! second man 9 /rolls d[n ! /eps4 ,a c>eful cove1 s ! ,duff] tells 8 fa!r--"o :o w try to break ! back ( ! b[l+4 ,!y're tak+ (f ,fluff's bro!r1 ! ,cat]pill> obs]ves4 ,a ?ick-set "y man holds ! ball4 ,he makes "s slight alt]ation 9 ! field4 ,! wicket-keep] /&s back2 ! slips & po9t retreat a few y>ds4 ,! ball t took ! fir/ wicket 0 ! la/ ( an ov]4 ,desmond has to receive ! attack ( ! new b[l]4 ,! ?ick-set ,etonian1 hav+ arrang$ ! (f side to 8 satisfaction1 prep>es to take a long run4 ,he holds ! ball 9 ! left h&1 runs sideways at great spe$1 *anges ! ball f ! left h& to ! "r at ! la/ mom5t1 & seems to hurl bo? x & himself at ! batsman4 ,greas$ lightn+6 says ,john4 ,a dry summ] _h made ! pit* r fi]y4 ,! ball1 %ort-pit*$1 :izzes j ov] ,caes>'s head4 ,a second & a ?ird seem to graze 8 cap4 ,murmurs are he>d4 ,is ! ,eton b[l] try+ to kill or maim 8 antagoni/8 ,is he delib]ately endeav\r+ to e/abli% a p>alys+ funk8 ,b ! f\r? ball is a fizz]--! "r l5g?1 a bail]1 t]rifically fa/1 b j (f ! wicket4 ,desmond snicks x betwe5 %ort slip & ?ird man2 x goes to ! b\nd>y4 ,t's :at ,caes> likes1 says ! ,duff]4 ,he c cut beh9d ! wicket till ! c[s come home4 ,cut--& come aga91 says ! ,cat]pill>4 ,! fif? ball is play$ =w>d = a risky s+le4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus =gets t times h *ang$4 ,& if !y h1 :at ( x8 ,he hasn't4 ,8 deep1 vibrant voice rolls across ! lawn "r up to ! batsman-- ,/eady !re6 ,/eady6 ,& n[ ! new-com] has to take ! la/ ball ( ! ov]--8 fir/4 ,alas & alack6 ,! six? ball is dead on to ! middle /ump4 ,! ,h>rovian plays =w>d4 ,man alive1 y ought to h play$ back to t6 ,! ball grazes ! top edge ( ! bat's blade & flies /raight into ! welcom+ h&s ( ! wicket-keep]4 ,two wickets = #cc4 ,brea?less susp5se1 brok5 by tumultu\s *e]s z ,scaife /rides on to ! gr\nd4 ,8 bat is "u 8 arm2 he is draw+ on 8 gloves4 ,?\s&s ( m5 & z _m wom5 are />+ at 8 spl5did face & figure4 ,:at a mov]6 murmurs ! ,rev4 ,septimus4 ,scaife /rides on4 ,^u 8 face is ! expression ,john kn[s s well & fe>s s mu*--! consci\sness ( p[]1 ! /]n det]m9ation to be fir/1 to %att] previ\s records4 ,john c pr$ict--& does s ) absolute c]ta9ty--:at w happ54 ,= six ov]s ! ,demon w treat e ball--good1 bad1 & indiff]5t--) ! mo/ di/+ui%$ consid]ation4 ,& !n1 :5 8 eye is 91 he w give ! ,etonians su* lea!r-hunt+ z !y nev] _h be=e4 ,aft] a long /& made by ,scaife & ,desmond1 ,caes> is caught at cov]-po9t1 b ,scaife rema9s4 ,x is a ,colossus batt+1 n a ,h>r[ boy4 ,! balls come d[n ! pit*2 ! ,demon's %\ld]s & *e/ wid52 ! great knott$ arms g up--cra%6 ,fir/ s+les2 !n twos2 !n ?rees2 & !n b\nd>y aft] b\nd>y4 ,to ,john--& to h[ _m o!rs8--,scaife has be5 trans=m$ into a trem5d\s human ma*9e1 inexorably cutt+ & slic+1 pull+ & driv+--! embodi$ symbol ( =ce1 ru?lessly appli$1 indefatigable1 omnipot5t4 ,! ,eton capta91 hopeful aga9/ odds1 puts on a cunn+ & cool deal] 9 lobs4 ,fluff is 91 play+ /eadily1 hold+ up 8 wicket1 lett+ ! giant make ! runs4 ,! ,etonian deliv]s 8 fir/ ball4 ,scaife leaves ! crease4 ,fluff sees ! ball sl[ly sp9n+--h>mless en\gh till x pit*es1 & !n deadly z a wri?+ s]p5t4 ,scaife w n let x pit*4 ,! ball curves slightly f ! leg to ! (f4 ,scaife is fac+ ! pavilion---- ,a /up5d\s ro> bur/s f ! cr[d4 ,! ball1 hit ) t]rific =ce1 sails away ov] ! gre5 sw>d1 ov] ! ropes1 ov] ! heads ( ! spectators1 & slap on to ! top ( ! pavilion4 ,only f\r2 b "o ( ! f9e/ swipes ev] se5 at ,"l's4 ,%ade ( ,mynn1 come =? f ! tomb to applaud t mighty /roke6 ,b ! deal] 9 lobs kn[s t ! man :o leaves 8 citadel1 leaves x1 soon] or lat]1 n to return4 ,9 ! hope t ,scaife1 intoxicat$ ) triumph1 w run out aga91 he pit*es ! next lob too mu* up--a half-volley4 ,scaife smiles4 ,john's pr$iction has be5 fulfill$4 ,a record has be5 e/abli%$4 ,nev] be=e 9 an ,eton & ,h>r[ mat* h two balls be5 hit ov] ! ropes 9 succession4 ,! cr[ds h lo/ _! self-possession4 ,m51 wom51 & *ildr5 are becom+ deliri\s4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus ?r[s 8 anci5t topp] into ! air2 ! ,cat]pill> splits a br&-new pair ( delicate grey gloves4 ,^u ! tops ( ! coa*es1 mo!rs1 si/]s1 aunts1 & c\s9s are *e]+ l ,f\r?-,=m boys4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,h>r[ fir/ inn+s clos$ ) #bhi runs1 ,scaife c>ry+ out 8 bat = an almo/ flawless #abf4 ,desmond made #gb2 ,fluff 0 9 = tw5ty-sev5 m9utes--a great p]=mance = him--& 0 caught 9 ! slips aft] compil+ a useful #ag4 ,b ! rem>kable feature ( ! inn+s 0 ! %ort "t 9 :i* s _m runs 7 made--exactly ?ree h\rs4 ,! elev5s w5t 9 to lun*1 z ! cr[d p\r$ ov] ! gr\nd1 laugh+ & *att]+4 ,?is is a delightful h\r to ! ,rev4 ,septimus4 ,he w walk to ! wickets1 & wait !re = 8 innum]able fri5ds4 ,x w be1 ,hullo1 ,sep6 ,by ,jove1 "h's de> old ,sep6 ,sep1 y unfri5dly bea/1 :y d y nev] come to see u8 ,sep1 :5 are y go+ to s5d t awful tile ( y\rs to ! ,briti% ,museum8 ,& s on4 ,tw5ty m51 at lea/--"s ( !m ) names kn[n :]ev] ! ,union ,jack waves--w ask ! ,rev4 ,sep to lun* ) !m2 b ! ,rev4 ,sep w say1 z he has said ^! ?irty ye>s1 t he doesn't come to ,"l's to gorge4 ,a s&wi* pres5tly1 & a glass ( fizz1 if y please2 b "t is preci\s4 ,a tall bi%op /rolls up--"o ( ! pill>s ( ! ,*ur*1 an eloqu5t prea*]1 & an autocrat 9 8 diocese4 ,mo/ p reg>d him ) awe4 ,! ,rev4 ,sep greets him ) a sc&al\s slap on ! back1 & addresses him1 ! apo/olic "o1 z--,lamp]4#cg ,& ! ,"l ,bi%op ( ,dudley says1 l ! o!rs-- ,hullo1 ,sep6 ,we us$ to ?9k y a slogg]1 b y nev] came any:]e ne> t smite ( ,scaife's4 ,i ?\ght 8 smite 0 com+ too ne> me1 says ! ,rev4 ,sep1 ) a %rewd glance at ! pavilion4 ,lamp]1 old *ap1 ,i am glad to see y\r 'phiz' aga94 ,& s !y /roll (f toge!r1 mighty prelate & humble c\ntry p>son1 once aga9 happy ,h>r[ boys4 ,& n[1 be=e ,eton goes 91 we mu/ climb on to ! ,tr5t coa*4 ,fluff & 8 bro!r ,cosmo1 ! ,eton b[l]1 are lun*+ 9 o!r company1 b we %all f9d ,colonel ,eg]ton & ! ,cat]pill> & ,w>de2 s ! ,hill slightly outnumb]s ! ,pla91 z ! duke puts x4 ,next to ! du*ess sits ,mrs4 ,v]ney4 ,! duke is torn ne>ly 9 two betwe5 8 desire t ,fluff %\ld make runs & t ,cosmo1 ! ,etonian1 %\ld take wickets4 ,8 ,eton sons reg>d him z a traitor1 a rat1 & ,colonel ,eg]ton gravely (f]s him ! corn-fl[]s out ( 8 coat4 ,y c laugh1 ! duke says s]i\sly1 b :5 ,i see :at ,h>r[ has done = ,esme1 ,i'm almo/ sorry--he looks at 8 y\nge/ son 7ne>ly1 b n q1 z delicate-look+ z ,fluff us$ to be7--,i'm almo/ sorry t ,i didn't s5d ,ala/air !re also4 ,ala/air smiles contemptu\sly4 ,if y _h1 he says1 ,i %\ld h nev] spok5 to y aga94 ,esme is a =giv+ *ap1 b y've wreck$ 8 life4 ,at lea/1 t's my op9ion4 ,aft] lun*eon1 ! cr[d on ! lawn ?ick5s4 ,! ladies want to see ! pit*1 &1 %all we add1 to display _! wond]ful frocks4 ,! enclosure at ,ascot on ,cup ,day is n s gay & pretty a sc5e z ?is4 ,! ,cat]pill>1 sly dog1 has secur$ ,iris ,w>de1 & looks uncommonly pleas$ ) himself & 8 companion2 a sm>t pair1 b sm>t pairs are common z gooseb]ries4 ,x is ! ye> ( picture hats & ,ga9sbor\gh dresses4 ,engl& at its be/1 says ,miss ,iris4 ,& 9 its be/1 ! ,cat]pill> replies solemnly4 ,iris ,w>de is z ke5 z h] fa!r's daught] ought to be4 ,%e tells ! ,cat]pill> t :5 %e 0 a small girl ) only ?reep5ce a week pocket-money1 %e us$ to save a p5ny a week = twelve weeks prec$+ ! mat*1 s z to be able to put a %ill+ into ! plate on ,sunday if ,h>r[ won4 ,& ,i d>e say y'll m>ry an ,etonian & we> light blue aft] all1 gr[ls ! ,cat]pill>4 ,nev]6 says ,miss ,iris4 ,n[1 among/ ! black coats 9 ! pavilion y see a :ite figure or two4 ,! ,elev5s h f9i%$ lun*1 & are mix+ ) ! cr[d4 ,scaife is talk+ ) a fam\s ,old ,c>?usian1 "o ( ! f9e/ liv+ expon5ts ( cricket1 sometime an ,int]national at football1 & a ,d4,s4,o4 ,! great man is v cordial1 = he sees 9 ,scaife an ,all-,engl& play]4 ,scaife li/5s1 smil+4 ,obvi\sly1 he is impati5t to beg9 aga94 ,z soon z possible he collects 8 m51 & leads !m into ! field4 ,"o c he> ! policem5 say+ 9 l\d1 firm voices1 ,pass along1 please2 pass along6 ,z if by magic ! cr[ds on ! lawn melt away4 ,9 a few m9utes ! ,etonians come out ( ! pavilion4 ,! sun %9es ^u _! pale-blue caps & sa%es1 & ^u faces slightly pale also1 b n yet blue4 ,= ,eton has a /rong batt+ team1 & ,scaife & ,desmond h prov$ t x is a batsman's wicket4 ,& n[ ! connoisseurs1 ! really great play]s1 settle !mselves d[n com=tably to wat* ,scaife field4 ,t1 to !m1 is ! great attraction1 ap>t f ! conte/ betwe5 ! rival s*ools4 ,"s ( ^! ,olympians h be5 he>d to say t ,scaife's inn+s aga9/ weak b[l+ 0 no v m]itori\s p]=mance1 al?\gh ! two swipes1 !y admit1 7 p>l\s knocks4 ,/ill1 ,public ,s*ool cricket is k9d]g>t5 cricket1 & if y've n be5 at ,eton or ,h>r[1 & if y loa! a fa%ionable cr[d1 & if y ?9k fir/-class field+ is wor? com+ to ,"l's to see1 :y1 !n1 my de> fell[1 look at ,scaife6 ,scaife /&s at cov]-po9t4 ,if y put up y\r b9ocul>s1 y w see t he is almo/ on 8 toes4 ,8 heels are n t\*+ ! gr\nd4 ,& he b5ds slightly1 n q z l[ z a spr9t]1 b s l[ t he c />t ) amaz+ spe$4 ,= two ov]s n a ball wor? field+ rolls 8 way4 ,ah6 t w be puni%$4 ,a long hop comes d[n ! pit*4 ,! ,etonian squ>es 8 %\ld]s4 ,8 eye1 to be sure1 is on ! ball1 b 9 8 m9d's eye is ! b\nd>y2 9 8 e> ! fir/ bur/ ( applause4 ,bat meets ball ) a smack :i* e*oes f ! ,t5nis ,c\rt to ! /&s across ! gr\nd4 ,n[ wat* ,scaife6 ,he da%es at top spe$ = ! only po9t :]e 8 h&s may int]cept t h>d-hit ball4 ,&1 by ,heav56 he /ops x1 & flicks x up to ! wicket-keep]1 :o :ips (f ! bails4 ,h['s t8 ,n out6 ,well field$2 well field$1 sir6 ,a v close squeak1 says ! ,cat]pill>4 ,!y won't /eal _m runs f ! ,demon4 ,sometimes1 says ,iris ,w>de1 ,i really ?9k t he is a demon4 ,! ,cat]pill> nods4 ,y're m ?an half "r1 ,miss ,w>de4 ,pres5tly1 ! fir/ wicket falls2 !n ! second soon aft]4 ,& ! score is "u tw5ty4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus is beam+2 ! ,bi%op seat$ beside him looks z if he 7 ab\t to pron\nce a b5$iction2 ,*>les ,desmond is sc9tillat+ ) wit & good hum\r4 ,visions ( a s+le inn+s victory engross ! m9ds ( ^! ?ree4 ,!y are 9 ! front r[ ( ! pavilion1 & !y mean to see e ball ( ! game4 ,b soon x becomes evid5t t a det]m9$ /& is be+ made4 ,runs come sl[ly1 b !y come2 ! score creeps up--?irty1 =ty1 fifty4 ,fluff goes on to b[l4 ,on 8 day ,fluff is tricky1 b ?is1 app>5tly1 is n 8 day4 ,! runs come m quickly4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus removes 8 hat1 wipes 8 =ehead1 & replaces 8 hat4 ,x is on ! back ( 8 head1 b he is unaw>e ( t4 ,! ,bi%op appe>s n[ z if he 7 read+ a new comm9ation--to wit1 ,curs$ is he t smite? 8 neighb\r2 curs$ is he t b[le? half volleys4 ,! ,m9i/] is fr[n+2 ?+s may look black 9 ,s\? ,africa1 b !y're look+ black] 9 ,/4 ,john's ,wood4 ,"o hundr$ runs = two wickets4 ,! ,eton *e]s are becom+ exasp]at+4 ,a few seats away ,w>de is twiddl+ 8 ?umbs & bit+ 8 lips4 ,old ,"l ,fawley has slipp$ into ! pavilion = a br&y & soda4 ,at la/6 ,scaife takes (f ,fluff & puts on a fa/ b[l]1 *ang+ 8 own place 9 ! field to %ort slip4 ,! ball1 a fir/ ball & v fa/1 puzzles ! batsman1 accu/om$ to sl[s4 ,he mi/imes x2 x grazes ! edge ( 8 bat1 & :izzes (f f> to ! "r ( ,scaife1 b ! ,demon has x4 ,someh[ or o!r1 ask ( ! spirits ( ! air--n ( ! writ]--someh[ 8 wond]ful "r h& has met & held ! ball4 ,well caught1 sir2 well caught6 ,t boy ought to be knight$ on ! spot1 says ,*>les ,desmond4 ,!n ! ?ree g5]\sly applaud ! retir+ batsman4 ,he has play$ a brilliant inn+s1 & re/or$ ! confid5ce ( all ,etonians4 ,! ,eton capta9 desc5ds ! /eps2 a vet]an ?is1 n a da%+ play]1 b sure1 pati5t1 & full ( grit4 ,he asks ! umpire to give him middle & leg2 !n he notes ! positions ( ! field4 ,:ew-w-w-w6 ,d----n x6 ejaculates ,*>les ,desmond4 ,bi%op & p>son reg>d him ) gratitude4 ,!re are times :5 an hone/ oa? becomes exp$i5t4 ,! ,eton capta9 has cut ! fir/ ball into ,fluff's h&s1 & ,fluff has dropp$ x6 ,ala/air ,k9lo*1 f ! top ( ! ,tr5t coa*1 screams out1 ,jolly well muff$6 ,! great ,m9i/] sil5tly ?anks ,heav5 t po9t is ! ,duke's son & n 84 ,&1 ( c\rse1 ! ,eton capta9 nev] gives ano!r *ance till he is dismiss$ ) half a c5tury to 8 cr$it4 ,meantime five m wickets h fall54 ,sev5 d[n = #aia6 ,eton leaves ! field ) a score ( #bbf aga9/ ,h>r['s #bhi4 ,h>r[ goes 9 )\t delay1 & "o wicket is tak5 = #ac runs be=e ! /umps are drawn4 ,*>les ,desmond looks at ! sky4 ,looks l ra9 to-night1 he says anxi\sly4 ,& s ends ,friday's play4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! morr[ dawn$ grey1 obscur$ by mi/ ris+ f gr\nd soak$ by two h\rs' heavy ra94 ,y may be sure t all our fri5ds 7 e>ly at ,"l's1 & t ! pit* 0 exam9$ by ?\s&s ( anxi\s eyes4 ,! ,eton fa/ b[l] 0 se5 to smile4 ,^u a simil> wicket _h he n done ! fam\s hat-trick only ?ree weeks be=e8 ,! ra91 h[ev]1 0 ov]1 & soon ! sun w\ld drive away ! filmy mi/s4 ,no man alive c\ld =etell :at condition ! pit* w\ld be 9 aft] a few h\rs ( blaz+ sun%9e4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus told ,*>les ,desmond t he consid]$ ! situation to be critical1 &1 al?\gh he _h read ! morn+ pap]1 he 0 n allud+ ev5 indirectly to ,s\? ,african affairs4 ,*>les ,desmond said t1 o!r ?+s be+ equal1 ! ,hill w\ld triumph2 b he admitt$ t o!r ?+s 7 v f> f equal4 ,x look$ z if ,h>r[ w\ld h to bat ^u a trea*]\s wicket1 & ,eton on a s\nd "o4 ,at half-pa/ t5 punctually ! m5 7 9 ! field4 ,scaife issu$ la/ in/ructions4 ,block ! b[l+2 don't try to score till y see :at tricks ! gr\nd w play4 ,a m9ute sav$ n[ may mean a qu>t] ( an h\r to u lat]4 ,caes> nodd$ *e]fully4 ,! fact t ! luck _h *ang$ /imulat$ e fibre ( 8 be+4 ,& he said t he felt 9 8 bones t ?is 0 go+ to be a fam\s mat*1 l t ( '#he--some?+ nev] to be =gott54 ,*>les ,desmond spoke few words :ile 8 son 0 batt+4 ,x 0 a tradition among ! ,desmonds t !y rose sup]ior to em]g5cy4 ,! ,m9i/] wond]$ :e!r 8 ,h>ry w\ld rise or fall4 ,! fa/ b[l] deliv]$ ! fir/ ball4 ,x bump$ horribly4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus %udd]$ & clos$ 8 eyes4 ,caes> got well ov] x4 ,! ?ird ball 0 cut = ?ree4 ,! f\r? :izz$ d[n--a wide4 ,! fa/ b[l] dipp$ ! ball into ! sawdu/4 ,x isn't all jam = him1 :isp]$ ! ,rev4 ,septimus4 ,well b[l$--well b[l$6 ,alas6 ! middle /ump 0 knock$ clean out ( ! gr\nd4 ,caes>'s p>tn]1 a /eady1 c>eful play]1 _h be5 b[l$ by 8 fir/ ball4 ,two wickets = #ag4 ,! cr[d 7 expect+ ! h]o1 b ,fluff 0 walk+ t[>ds ! wickets1 wond]+ :e!r he %\ld rea* !m alive4 ,nev] _h 8 he>t beat z at ?is mom5t4 ,scaife _h come up to him z soon z he _h exam9$ ! pit*4 ,fluff1 ,i am putt+ y 9 e>ly because y are a fell[ ,i c tru/4 ,my fir/ & la/ ^w is1 hit at no?+ t isn't wide ( ! wicket4 ,! gr\nd w probably improve fa/4 ,fluff nodd$4 ,a hive ( bees seem$ to h lodg$ 9 8 head1 & an active automatic hamm] 9 8 he>t2 b he didn't d>e tell ! ,demon t funk1 abject funk1 possess$ him1 body & s\l4 ,! second b[l] began 8 fir/ ov]4 ,he b[l$ sl[s4 ,desmond play$ ! six balls back along ! gr\nd4 ,a maid5 ov]4 ,& !n t ?ick-set1 muscul> bea/1 = s ,fluff reg>d$ him1 />$ fix$ly at ,fluff's middle /ump4 ,fluff glanc$ r\nd4 ,! wicket-keep] _h a grim smile on 8 lips1 = 8 billet 0 no easy "o4 ,cosmo ,k9lo* at %ort slip look$ z if x 7 a =egone conclusion t ,fluff w\ld put ! ball into 8 h&s4 ,!n ,fluff fac$ ! b[l]4 ,n[ = x6 ,! fir/ ball 0 half a foot (f ! wicket1 b ,fluff let x g by4 ,! second came true en\gh4 ,fluff block$ x4 ,! ?ird flew pa/ ,fluff's leg1 b he j snick$ x4 ,desmond />t$ to run1 & !n /opp$1 hold+ up 8 h&4 ,*e]s rippl$ r\nd ! r+ = ! fir/ hit to ! b\nd>y4 ,t 0 a bit ( %e] luck1 ,fluff reflect$4 ,aft] ?is bo? boys play$ /eadily = "s t5 m9utes4 ,!n1 v sl[ly1 ,caes> began to score4 ,he _h made ab\t fifte5 :5 he drove a ball h>d to ! on1 ,fluff back+ up4 ,desmond1 wat*+ ! travell+ ball1 call$ to him to run4 ,x seem$ to ,desmond almo/ c]ta9 t ! ball w\ld g to ! b\nd>y4 ,too late he realiz$ t x _h be5 magnific5tly field$4 ,desmond /ra9$ e n]ve1 b 8 bat _h n rea*$ ! crease :5 ! bails flew to "r & left4 ,out6 ,& run out6 ,?ree wickets = #da6 ,a qu>t] ( an h\r lat] ,fluff 0 b[l$ ) a york]4 ,he _h made elev5 runs1 & kept up 8 wicket dur+ a crisis4 ,h>r[ *e]$ him l\dly4 ,& !n came ! t]rible mom5t ( ! morn+4 ,scaife w5t 9 :5 ,fluff's wicket fell4 ,! gr\nd _h improv$1 b x 0 /ill trea*]\s4 ,! fa/ b[l] s5t d[n a /raight "o4 ,x %ot "u ,scaife's bat & spread-eagl$ 8 /umps4 ,! wicket-keep] kn[s :at ! ,h>r[ capta9 said1 b x does n be> repeat+4 ,e eye 0 on 8 sc[l+1 furi\s face z he return$ to ! pavilion2 & ! ,rev4 ,septimus sc[l$ also1 because he _h always ma9ta9$ t any ,h>rovian c\ld accept defeat l a g5tleman4 ,^u ! o!r side ( ! gr\nd ! ,cat]pill> 0 say+ to 8 fa!r4 ,i always said he 0 hairy at ! heel4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x 0 admitt$ aft]w>ds t ! ,duff]'s p]=mance 0 ! "o really bright spot 9 ,h>r['s second inn+s4 ,be+ a b[l]1 he w5t 9 la/ b "o4 ,x happ5$ t ,fluff's bro!r 0 9 possession ( ! ball4 ,x w nev] be kn[n :y ! ,duff] *ose to treat ,cosmo ,k9lo*'s balk ) utt] scorn & contempt4 ,! ,duff] 0 tall1 /rong1 & a t]rific slogg]4 ,nobody expect$ him to make a run1 b he made tw5ty 9 "o ov]--all b\nd>y hits4 ,:5 he left ! wicket he _h add$ ?irty-eight to ! score1 & w\ldn't h *ang$ places ) an emp]or4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus foll[$ him into ! room :]e ! play]s *ange4 ,my de> boy1 he said1 ,i've nev] be5 able to give y a gold wat*1 b y mu/ take m9e2 "h x is1 &--& ,god bless y6 ,b ! ,duff] swore /\tly t he pref]r$ 8 own ,wat]bury4 99 99 99 99 99 ,eton w5t 9 to make #baa runs 9 f\r h\rs1 ^u a wicket almo/ z s\nd z x _h be5 ^u ! ,friday4 ,scaife put ! ,duff] on to b[l4 ,! ,demon _h belief 9 luck4 ,x's y\r day1 ,duff]1 he said4 ,pit* 'em up4 ,! ,duff]1 to 8 sire's exub]ant satisfaction1 pit*$ 'em up s successfully t he took f\r wickets = #cc4 ,f\r out ( five6 ,! o!r b[l]s1 h[ev]1 be+ n s successful1 ,eton accumulat$ a hundr$ runs4 ,! capta9s _h agre$ to draw /umps at #g4cj4 ,to w91 !re=e1 ! ,pla9 mu/ make ano!r hundr$ 9 two h\rs2 & ?ree ( _! crack batsm5 7 out4 ,aft] tea an amaz+ *ange took place 9 ! temp] ( ! spectators4 ,conviction seiz$ !m t ! f9i% 0 likely to be close & ?rill+2 t ! "o ?+ wor? undivid$ att5tion 0 tak+ place 9 ! middle ( ! gr\nd4 ,z ! m9utes pass$1 a curi\s sil5ce fell ^u ! cr[d1 brok5 only by ! *e]s ( ! rival s*ools4 ,! boys1 old & "y alike1 7 wat*+ e ball1 e /roke4 ,! ,eton capta9 0 /ill 91 play+ /eadily1 n brilliantly2 ! ,h>r[ b[l+ 0 gett+ slack4 ,9 ! pavilion1 ! ,rev4 ,septimus1 ,w>de1 & ,*>les ,desmond 7 sitt+ toge!r4 ,n f> f !m 0 ,scaife's fa!r1 a big1 burly man ) a squ>e head & heavy1 /rongly-m>k$ features4 ,he _h nev] be5 a cricket]1 b ?is game gripp$ him4 ,he sat next to a _w-fam\s f9anci] ( ! great h\se ( ,neu*atel1 ^: sons _h be5 s5t to ! ,hill4 ,run aft] run1 run aft] run 0 add$ to ! score4 ,scaife's fa!r turn$ to ,neu*atel4 ,i'd write a *eque = t5 ?\s& p\nds1 he said1 if we c\ld w94 ,lionel ,neu*atel nodd$4 ,yes1 he mutt]$2 ,i h n felt s excit$ s9ce ,sir ,bevis won ! ,d]by4 ,9 ! deep field ,desmond 0 /&+1 mis]able because he _h no?+ to d4 ,no balls came 8 way2 = ! ,eton capta9 _h made up 8 m9d to w9 ?is mat* ) s+les & twos4 ,v c>efully he plac$ 8 balls betwe5 ! field]s2 v c>efully 8 p>tn] foll[$ 8 *ief's example4 ,no /eal+ ( runs1 no scor+ (f /raight balls1 no gall]y play--till victory 0 assur$4 ,poor ,"l ,fawley retir$ at ?is po9t into an inn] room1 pull+ savagely at 8 :ite be>d4 ,old ,lyburn1 :o _h be5 sitt+ beside him1 gurgl+ & gasp+1 /agg]$ aft] him4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus kept wip+ 8 =ehead4 ,i c't /& ?is mu* long]1 said ,w>de1 9 a ho>se :isp]4 ,well hit1 sir6 ,well hit6 ,! ,eton *e]+ became frantic4 ,aft] ne>ly an h\r's pawky1 un9t]e/+ play1 ! ,eton capta9 sudd5ly *ang$ 8 tactics4 ,8 eye 0 92 n[ or nev] let him score4 ,a half-volley came d[n f ! pavilion end--a half-volley & (f ! wicket4 ,! ,etonian put all ! /r5g? & p[] he _h suppress$ s manfully into a trem5d\s swipe1 & hit ! ball clean ov] ! ropes4 ,d y want to d\ble t bet8 said ,/ra?peff] to ! ,cat]pill>4 ,!y 7 /&+ on ! top ( ! ,tr5t coa*4 ,no1 ?anks4 ,give y two to "o1 ,eg]ton8 ,done--9 fiv]s4 ,! unhappy b[l] s5t d[n ano!r half-volley4 ,once m ! ,etonian smote1 & smote h>d2 b ?is ball 0 n q ! same z ! fir/1 al?\gh x appe>$ id5tical4 ,! ball so>$ up & up4 ,w\ld x fall ov] ! ropes8 ,?\s&s ( eyes wat*$ its flight4 ,desmond />t$ to run4 ,golconda to a sixp5ce on ! fall6 ,x is fall+1 fall+1 fall+4 ,he'll nev] get !re 9 "t1 says ,*>les ,desmond4 ,yes he w1 ,w>de answ]s savagely4 ,he has6 scream$ ! ,rev4 ,septimus4 ,he--has6 ,p&emonium broke loose4 ,grey-head$ m5 ?rew _! hats into ! air2 ,m4,p4's danc$2 lovely wom5 %riek$2 e ,h>rovian on ! gr\nd h[l$4 ,= ,caes> held ! ball fa/ 9 8 lean1 br[n h&s4 ,! ,eton capta9 walks sl[ly t[>ds ! pavilion4 ,he _h to pass ,caes> on 8 way1 & pass+ him he pauses4 ,t 0 a glori\s cat*1 he says1 ) ! smile ( a gallant g5tleman4 ,& z ,h>r[1 z cordially z ,eton1 *e]s ! retir+ *iefta91 ! ,cat]pill> :isp]s to ,mrs4 ,v]ney-- ,did y see t8 ,did y see him /op to congratulate ,caes>8 ,yes1 says ,mrs4 ,v]ney4 ,i hope ,scaife saw x too1 ! ,cat]pill> replies coolly4 ,t ,eton capta9 is cut out ( :ole clo?2 no %oddy !re1 by ,jove6 ,& ,desmond4 ,h[ does ,desmond feel8 ,x is futile to ask him1 because he c\ld n tell y1 if he tri$4 ,b we c answ] ! "q4 ,if ! c\ntry t he wi%es to s]ve cr[ns him ) all ! hon\rs be/[$ ^u a fav\r$ son1 nev]1 nev] w ,caes> ,desmond "k aga9 a mom5t ( su* exquisite1 unadult]at$ joy z ?is4 99 99 99 99 99 ,six wickets d[n & #ci runs to get 9 less ?an half an h\r6 ,e ball n[1 e /roke1 is a matt] = *e]s1 d]isive or o!rwise4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus ne$ n prate ( gold5 days gone by4 ,boys at he>t nev] *ange4 ,& ! atmosph]e is s *>g$ ) electricity t a sp>k sets ! firmam5t ablaze4 ,sev5 wickets = #aib4 ,eight wickets = #aig4 ,signs ( demoralization %[ !mselves on bo? sides4 ,! b[l+ has become deplorably feeble1 ! batt+ ev5 m s4 ,f\r m s+les are record$4 ,only t5 runs rema9 to be made1 ) two wickets to fall4 ,& twelve m9utes to play6 ,scaife puts on ! ,duff] aga94 ,! lips ( ! ,rev4 ,sep are se5 to move inaudibly4 ,is he pray+1 or curs+1 because ?ree s+les are scor$ (f 8 son's fir/ ?ree balls8 ,well b[l$--well b[l$6 ,a ball ( fair l5g?1 easy en\gh to play "u all ord9>y circum/ances1 b a teas] :5 trem5d\s issues are at /ake1 has defeat$ "o ( ! ,etonians4 ,! la/ man runs t[>ds ! pit* ?r\gh a p]fect hurricane ( h[ls4 ,w>de rises4 ,i c't /& x1 he says1 & 8 voice %akes oddly4 ,y fell[s w f9d me beh9d ! ,pavvy aft] ! mat*4 ,i'd g ) y1 says ! ,rev4 ,septimus1 9 a *ok$ tone1 b if ,i tri$ to walk ,i %\ld tumble d[n4 ,*>les ,desmond says no?+4 ,b1 pray note ! expression s fai?fully record$ 9 ,pun*--! compress$ lips1 ! /]n1 fr[n+ br[s1 ! protrud$ jaw4 ,! fam\s debat] sees all fights to a f9i%1 & fights himself till he drops4 ,sev5 runs to make1 "o wicket to fall1 & five m9utes to play666 ,evid5tly ! la/ man 9 has receiv$ /r5u\s in/ructions f 8 *ief4 ,! b[l+ has deg5]at$ into t ( anaemic girls--& two :acks to ! b\nd>y mean--,victory4 ,! new-com] is ! squ>e1 ?ick-set fa/ b[l]1 ! wor/ bat 9 ! ,elev51 b a fell[ ( det]m9ation1 a slogg] & a run-gett] aga9/ village teams4 ,he obeys in/ructions to ! lett]4 ,! ,duff]'s fif? ball goes to ! b\nd>y4 ,?ree runs to make & two & a half m9utes to play6 ,! ,duff] s5ds d[n ! la/ ball4 ,! ,rev4 ,septimus cov]s 8 eyes4 ,o wret*$ ,duff]6 ,o ?\ ^: knees are z wax1 & ^: arms are z *op-/icks 9 ! h&s ( a ,griff96 ,o egregi\s ,duff6 ,o deg5]ate son ( a noble sire1 do/ ?\ d>e at su* a mom5t z ?is to attack ?9e enemy ) a--long hop8 ,! squ>e1 ?ick-set b[l] %[s 8 tee? z ! ball pit*es %ort4 ,!n he smites & runs4 ,runs1 because he has smitt5 s h>d t no h&1 surely1 c /op ! :irl+ sph]e4 ,runs--ay--& s does ! ,demon at cov] po9t4 ,?is is ! ,demon's amaz+ conjur+-trick--:at else c y call x8 ,& he has practis$ x s (t51 t he reckons failure to be almo/ impossible4 ,to ^? wat*+ he seems to spr+ l a tig] at ! ball4 ,by ,heav56 he has /opp$ x--he's snapp$ x up6 ,b if he despat*es x to ! wicket-keep]1 x w arrive too late4 ,! o!r ,etonian is already )9 a c\ple ( y>ds ( ! crease4 ,scaife does n hesitate4 ,he aims at ! b[l]'s wicket t[>ds :i* ! burly "o is runn+ z fa/ z legs a ?\ght too %ort c c>ry him4 ,he aims & %ies--in/antane\sly4 ,he %att]s ! wicket4 ,h['s t8 ,! appeal comes f e "p ( ! gr\nd4 ,& !n1 cle>ly & unmi/akably1 ! umpire's fiat is spok5-- ,out6 ,! ,rev4 ,sep rises & ru%es (f1 upsett+ *airs1 tread+ on toes1 b5t only ^u be+ ! fir/ to tell ,w>de t ,h>r[ has won4 ,io6 ,io6 ,io6 ,,footnotes3 #cf ,! blue ( ! ,h>r[ col\rs4 #cg ,lamp]1 i4e4 ,lamp-po/4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii ,if ,i p]i%1 ,i p]i% ,s9ce we des]v$ ! "n ( fri5ds1 ,& ?9e effect s lives 9 me1 ,a "p ( m9e may live 9 !e ,& move !e on to noble ends4 ,! *e]+ at ,bill ^u ! foll[+ ,tuesday mu/ be record$1 inasmu* z x has1 indirectly1 be>+ ^u our /ory4 ,x w be guess$ t ! en?usiasm1 ! upro>1 ! tumultu\s excitem5t 7 ev5 great] ?an on a simil> occasion "s fifte5 ye>s be=e4 ,b1 to 8 amazem5t1 ,desmond1 n ,scaife1 0 made ! p>ticul> h]o ( ! h\r4 ,scaife's display ( temp] fe/]$ 9 ! he>ts ( boys :o c =give any?+ soon] ?an l[ bre$+4 ,! ,hill _h se5 ! ,etonian /op to speak 8 *e]y ^w ( congratulation to ,caes>1 & n ! ,cat]pill> alone1 b ur*9s ( ?irte5 _h made comp>isons4 ,scaife1 h[ev]1 c\ld n compla9 ( 8 reception ^u t memorable ,tuesday aft]noon2 ! *e]+ mu/ h be5 he>d a mile away4 ,b ,desmond 0 acclaim$ diff]5tly4 ,! *e]s 7 no l\d]--t 0 impossible--b aft]w>ds1 :5 ! excitem5t _h simm]$ d[n1 ,caes> became ! object ( a special demon/ration by ! ,monitors & ,six? ,=m4 ,ne>ly e boy ( note 9 ! ,upp] ,s*ool insi/$ ^u %ak+ 8 h& or patt+ him on ! back4 ,scaife came up ) ! o!rs1 b he left ! ,y>d almo/ imm$iately & retir$ to 8 room4 ,he _h won ! great mat*2 ,desmond _h sav$ x2 & ! ,s*ool appreh5d$ ! subtle diff]5ce4 ,m1 ,scaife knew t ,john _h gone up to ,desmond ) out/ret*$ h&s aft] ! mat* at ,"l's4 ,he c\ld he> ,john's eag] voice1 see ! flame ( admiration 9 8 eyes1 z he said1 ,oh1 ,caes>1 ,i am glad x 0 y :o made t cat*6 ,& ) ^? g5]\s words1 ) t w>m clasp ( ! h&1 ,scaife _h se5 ! b>ri] :i* he _h built betwe5 ! fri5ds dissolve l ice 9 ! dog-days4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! att5tion ( ! ,manor 0 n[ fix$ ^u ! h\se mat*es4 ,x seem$ probable t ) f\r memb]s ( ! ,s*ool ,elev5 9 ! team1 ! anci5t h\se mu/ prove inv9cible4 ,b to ,john's surprise1 z ?is delightful probability rip5$ into conviction1 ,w>de betray$ unwont$ anxiety & ev5 irritability4 ,miss ,iris confid$ to ,desmond1 :o paid h] mu* c\rt1 t %e c\ldn't imag9e :at 0 ! matt] ) papa4 ,& mamma1 x transpir$ 7f ! same s\rce71 really fe>$ t ! /ra9 at ,"l's _h be5 too mu*1 t h] indefatigable husb& 0 ab\t to break d[n4 ,f9ally1 ,john made up 8 m9d to ask a "q4 ,he 0 second 9 comm&2 he _h a "r to ask ! *ief if any?+ 7 s]i\sly amiss4 ,accord+ly1 he wait$ ^u ,w>de aft] pray]s4 ,b :5 he put 8 "q1 & express$1 mode/ly en\gh1 8 anxiety & desire to help if he c\ld1 ,w>de bit 8 lips4 ,!n he bur/ out viol5tly-- ,i am mis]able1 ,v]ney4 ,john said no?+4 ,8 tutor rose & began to pace up & d[n ! /udy2 !n1 halt+1 fac+ ,john1 he spoke quickly1 ) re/less ge/ures indicat+ volcanic di/urbance4 ,i'm betwe5 ! devil & ! deep sea1 he said1 z _m a bett] man has be5 be=e me4 ,i ?\ght ,i'd wip$ out ! gross] evils 9 ! ,manor1 b ,i hav5't--,i hav5't4 ,d y "k t a fell[ 9 ?is h\se1 p]haps two ( 'em1 b "o at any rate1 is gett+ out at night & go+ up to t[n8 ,y ne$n't answ]1 ,v]ney4 ,if y d "k x1 y are p[]less to prev5t x1 or x w\ldn't occur4 ,?ank y1 sir4 ,i c only guess :o x is4 ,i am n c]ta94 ,& to make c]ta91 ,i mu/ play ! spy1 creep & crawl1 d :at ,i loa! to d--suspect ! innoc5t toge!r ) ! guilty4 ,x's almo/ break+ my he>t4 ,i c und]/& t1 sir1 aft] :at y h done = u4 ,w>de smil$ grimly4 ,i don't ?9k y d q und]/&1 he said sl[ly4 ,at ?is mom5t ,i am tempt$1 tempt$ z ,i nev] h be5 tempt$1 to let ?+s slide1 to %ut bo? eyes & e>s1 till ?is t]m is ov]4 ,next t]m--he laugh$ h>%ly--,i %an't /& 9 su* an awkw>d place4 ,! deep sea w always be ne> me1 b ! devil--! devil w be else:]e4 ,john nodd$4 ,8 s]i\s face express$ nei!r approval nor disapproval to ! man ke5ly wat*+ x4 ,aft]w>ds ,w>de rememb]$ ?is impassivity4 ,if ,i d n act--,w>de's voice trembl$--,i am damn$ z a traitor 9 my own eyes4 ,john _h nev] d\bt$ t 8 h\se-ma/] w\ld act4 ,z = creep+ & crawl+1 c peaks be scal$ )\t creep+ & crawl+8 ,nev]---- ,y are n to speak a ^w ( w>n+1 ,w>de cont9u$ vehem5tly4 ,if y "k :at ,i don't "k yet1 /ill y _c speak to me1 because ! s9n] 9 ?is case is a ,six?-,=m boy4 ,y _c speak to me2 & y w n speak to him1 on y\r hon\r8 ,!re 0 int]rogation 9 ! la/ s5t5ce4 ,john repli$ almo/ inaudibly-- ,i %all n speak--on my hon\r6 ,x is h>d1 h>d inde$1 t ,i %\ld h to f\l my own ne/1 b x mu/ be s4 ,good night4 ,john w5t back to 8 room1 calm )\t1 t]ribly agitat$ )94 ,:at ru?less _s _h driv5 him to ,w>de's /udy8 ,yes2 at la/1 inexorably1 discov]y1 disgrace1 ! ineffaceable br& ( expulsion1 imp5d$ ov] ! head ( 8 enemy1 to :om he 0 pl$g$ to utt] no ^w ( w>n+4 ,l ,w>de1 he did n "k absolutely1 b he guess$ t ,scaife _h sp5t ano!r riot\s night 9 t[n s9ce ! mat*4 ,he _h read x 9 ! eyes glitt]+ ) excitem5t1 9 ! d]isive smile ( consci\s p[]1 9 ! magnetic audacity ( ,scaife's glance4 ,& !n he rememb]$ ,lawr5ce's p>t+ words-- ,x w be a fight to a f9i%1 &1 m>k me1 ,w>de w w96 ,two wret*$ days & nights pass$4 ,m ?an once ,john spurr$ himself to ! po9t ( go+ to ,w>de & say+1 ,?9k :at y l ( me1 ,i am go+ to w>n ! boy ,i loa! t y are at 8 heels4 ,/ill1 always at ! la/ mom5t he did n g4 ,"s p[] seem$ to re/ra9 him4 ,b :5 he tri$ to analyse 8 feel+s1 he confess$ himself muddl$4 ,he _h obta9$1 nay1 invit$1 ,w>de's confid5ce2 & he d>$ n abuse x4 ,x 0 a "t ( angui%4 ,he 0 unable to conc5trate 8 m9d ^u "w or play1 depriv$ ( sleep1 haunt$ by ! conviction t if ,desmond knew all1 he w\ld turn f him = ev]4 ,!n1 at ! mo/ difficult mom5t ( 8 life1 ! way ( escape 0 op5$4 ,s9ce ! mat*1 ,john & ,caes> _h resum$ ! =m] unre/ra9$ & cont9ual intimacy & int]c\rse4 ,john 0 9 & out ( ,desmond's room1 ,desmond 0 9 & out ( ,john's room1 at all h\rs4 ,!y f\nd toge!r1 ( c\rse1 b x is n1 =tunately1 at meals t boys or m5 discuss ! ?+s ne>e/ to _! he>ts4 ,b at night1 j be=e lights 7 turn$ out1 or j aft]1 :5 an ,olympian is privileg$ to "w a little long] by ! light ( ! useful tolly1 ,caes> & ,jona?an w\ld talk freely ( pa/1 pres5t1 & future4 ,x 0 dur+ ^! mu*-valu$ m9utes1 or on ,sunday aft]noons1 t ,john w\ld read to 8 fri5d ! essays or v]ses :i* always fir$ ,desmond's admiration & en?usiasm4 ,to ,john's intellectual activities ,caes> play$1 s to speak1 gall]y2 ev5 z ,john ^u _m an aft]noon _h sat /ew+ 9 ! cov]$ racquet-c\rt1 applaud+ ,desmond's s]vice into ! corn]1 or 8 hot returns j above ! l9e4 ,at home1 9 ! holidays1 ! boys _h always met ^u ! same plane4 ,( ! two1 ,john 0 ! bett] rid] & %ot4 ,bo? 7 memb]s ( ! ,phila?letic ,club#ch ( ,h>r[1 & ! fact t ,desmond 0 incomp>ably 8 sup]ior z an a?lete 0 c\nt]balanc$ by ,john's f9e intellectual atta9m5ts4 ,if ,john1 at times1 wi%$ t he c\ld cut beh9d ! wicket 9 ,caes>'s faultless /yle1 ,desmond1 on ! o!r h&1 spoke envi\sly ( ! ,m$al1 or ! ,essay1 or "s o!r ( ,john's successes4 ,john spoke (t5 & well 9 ! ,debat+ ,society1 gett+ up 8 subjects ) intellig5ce & c>e4 ,s x 0 give-&-take betwe5 !m1 & ?is adju/$ ! balance ( _! fri5d%ip1 & )\t ?is no fri5d%ip c be pron\nc$ p]fect4 ,none ! less1 free & delightful z ?is resumption ( ! old intimacy _h be51 ,john knew ,caes> too well n to p]ceive t betwe5 !m lay an unm5tionable five weeks1 dur+ :i* some?+ _h occurr$4 ,f signs only too well int]pret$ be=e1 ,john guess$ t ,caes> 0 once m 9 debt to ! ,demon4 ,& f9ally1 ,caes> confess$ t he _h be5 bett+1 t he _h won1 foll[+ ,scaife's advice1 & !n _h lo/4 ,! loss 0 great] ?an ! ga91 & ! diff]5ce1 "s five & tw5ty p\nds1 _h be5 s5t to ,scaife's bookmak] by ,scaife4 ,z be=e1 ,scaife ridicul$ ! possibility ( su* a debt caus+ 8 pal any uneas9ess1 b x *af$ ,desmond consum$ly4 ,^u ! ,saturday ( ! semi-f9al h\se mat*1 9 :i* ! ,manor _h won a great victory by an inn+s & tw5ty-?ree runs1 ,john w5t to ,desmond's room aft] pray]s4 ,he notic$ at once t 8 fri5d 0 unusually excit$4 ,john1 h[ev]1 attribut$ ?is to ,caes>'s big score4 ,success always inflam$ ,caes>1 j z x seem$ to tranquillize ,john4 ,john began to talk1 b he notic$ t ,caes> 0 ab/ract$1 answ]$ 9 monosyllables1 & twice look$ at 8 wat*4 ,h y an appo9tm5t1 ,caes>8 ,no4 ,:at 7 y say+1 ,jona?an8 ,y look r que] to-night4 ,d ,i8 ,he laugh$ n]v\sly4 ,y're n bo!r+ ov] t debt8 ,?is "t ,caes> laugh$ naturally4 ,r n4 ,:y1 t debt---- ,he /opp$4 ,is x paid8 said ,john4 ,x w be4 ,don't worry6 ,b ,john look$ worri$4 ,he p]ceiv$ t ,caes>'s f9ely-=m$ h&s 7 trembl+1 :5ev] !y 7 /ill4 ,h>ry1 said he--he nev] call$ ,desmond ,h>ry except :5 !y 7 at home--,h>ry1 :at's wrong8 ,:y1 no?+--no?+1 t is1 :i* am\nts to any?+4 ,h>ry1 y are ! wor/ li> 9 ,engl&4 ,some?+ is wrong4 ,c't y tell me8 ,y mu/4 ,i'm hang$ if ,i leave y till y d tell me4 ,he look$ /eadily at ,desmond4 ,9 8 cle> grey eyes 7 t9y1 danc+ flecks ( gold5 br[n1 :i* ,desmond _h se5 once or twice be=e1--:i* came :5ev] ,john 0 pr(\ndly mov$4 ,! danc+ flecks trans=m$ !mselves 9 ,desmond's fancy into sprites1 ! airy creatures ( ,john's w1 impos+ ,john's wi%es & comm&s4 ,scaife said ,i might tell y1 if ,i lik$4 ,scaife8 ,john drew 9 8 brea?4 ,!n ,scaife want$ y to tell me2 ,i am sure ( t4 ,he felt 8 way by ! dim light ( sm\ld]+ suspicion4 ,if ,scaife want$ ,john to "k any?+1 x 0 because su* k mu/ prove pa91 n pleasure4 ,john did n say ?is4 ,!n1 v abruptly1 ,desmond cont9u$4 ,y swe> t :at ,i'm ab\t to tell y w be reg>d$ z sacr$8 ,yes4 ,x is a matt] :i* conc]ns ,scaife & me1 n y4 ,y won't int]f]e8 ,no4 ,i'm go+ to ,london4 ,:at8 ,don't look at me l t1 y silly old ass6 ,x's n--n :at y ?9k1 he laugh$ n]v\sly4 ,i h bet ,scaife tw5ty-five p\nds1 ! am\nt ( my debt 9 fact1 t ! bill-(-f>e ( to-night's supp] at ! ,c>lton ,hotel w be h&$ to him aft] ,*apel to-morr[ morn+4 ,i bike up to t[n1 & bike back4 ,if ,i don't g ?is ,saturday1 ,i h "o m *ance be=e ! t]m is ov]4 ,t's all4 ,t's all1 repeat$ ,john1 /upefi$4 ,if y c %[ me an easi] way to make a 'pony1' ,i'll be oblig$ to y4 ,scaife egg$ y on to ?is piece ( folly8 ,no1 he didn't4 ,y may z well make a clean brea/ ( x4 ,bit by bit ,john extract$ ! facts4 ,beh9d !m1 ( c\rse1 /ood ,scaife1 lov+ evil = evil's sake1 plant+ evil1 glean+ evil1 delib]ately sett+ ab\t ! devil's "w4 ,desmond1 x appe>$1 _h p]suad$ ,scaife n to g to t[n till ! ,"l's mat* 0 ov]4 ,s9ce ! mat* ,scaife _h sp5t two nights 9 ,london1 :ett+ an inord9ate appetite = =bidd5 fruit2 excit+ 9 ,desmond also1 n an appetite = ! fruit itself1 b = ! mad excitem5t ( a p]il\s adv5ture4 ,!n1 :5 ! ?\ghtless ,i'd l a l>k ( t sort _h be5 spok51 came ! d]isive answ]1 ,y hav5't ! n]ve = x4 ,& !n aga9 ! subtle lead+ ( an ard5t & self-will$ nature into ! morass1 ,scaife pret5d+ to dissuade a fri5d1 entreat+ him to consid] ! risk1 urg+ him to g to b$1 z if he 7 a head/rong *ild4 ,& f9ally ,desmond's *all5ge1 ,bet y ,i h ! n]ve1 & its acceptance1 prote/+ly1 by ! o!r1 & p]mission giv5 t ,john %\ld be told4 ,& x's to-night8 ,i mean to h t bill-(-f>e4 ,d y ?9k ,i'd back out n[8 ,9 8 m9d's eye1 our poor ,john 0 gaz+ d[n a long lane ) no turn+ at ! end ( x4 ,c\ld he make 8 fri5d believe t ,scaife _h br\ght ?is ?+ to pass f no o!r motive ?an wi%+ to hurt mortally an enemy by ! h& ( a fri5d8 ,no1 nev] w\ld su* an +5u\s y\? z ,caes> accept1 or ev5 li/5 to1 su* an abom9able explanation4 ,good night1 said ,john4 ,i see y're r sick ) me1 ,jona?an4 ,rememb]1 y made me speak4 ,to-morr[ morn+ we'll h a good laugh ov] x4 ,we'll walk to ! ,haunt$ ,h\se1 & ,i'll tell my tale4 ,i %all be on my way 9 less ?an an h\r4 ,john w5t back to 8 room4 ,! necessity = sil5ce & ?\ght _h become imp]ative4 ,:at c\ld he d8 ,x 0 c]ta9 t ,w>de 0 wait+ & wat*+4 ,he _h inexhau/ible pati5ce4 ,desmond1 n ! ,demon1 w\ld be caught & expell$4 ,john return$ to ,desmond's room4 ,y've told me s mu*1 he said2 tell me a little m4 ,h[ are y go+ to d x8 ,to d :at8 ,get out ( ! h\se8 ,get a bike--& all t8 ,easy4 ,lovell w5t out t way1 & o!rs4 ,y jump f ! sill ( ! fir/ l&+ w9d[ into ! horse-*e/nut4 ,"o mu/ be able to jump1 ( c\rse2 b ,i c jump4 ,!n y %9 d[n ! tree1 nip ?r\gh ! %rubb]y1 & ov] ! lock$ wicket-gate4 ,yes1 ,john said sl[ly1 ov] ! gate4 ,i borr[$ a bike f "o ( ! ,cycle ,corps1 & h ridd5 x 9 ! g>d51 9 a bu% to ! "r ( ! gate4 ,john nodd$4 ,x's moonlight aft] t52 ,i %all enjoy ! ride imm5sely4 ,y w try to get back into ! h\se at night8 ,too dang]\s4 ,lovell did x2 b ! ,demon m>*es 9 boldly j be=e ,*apel4 ,he may h slipp$ out on half a doz5 err&s z soon z ! door is op5$ 9 ! morn+4 ,i %all sleep "u a /ack4 ,x's a lovely night4 ,n[1 old ,jona?an1 ,i hope y're satisfi$ t ,i'm n ei!r ! fool or ! s9n] y took me to be4 ,look "h1 ,h>ry4 ,if ,i appeal to y 9 ! "n ( our fri5d%ip2 if ,i ask y = my sake & = my "m's sake n to d ?is ?+---- ,jona?an1 ,i mu/ g4 ,don't make x h>d] ?an x is4 ,!n x is h>d8 ,i won't :9e ab\t t4 ,i c\rt$ ?is adv5ture1 &1 by ,jove6 ,i'm go+ to see x ?r\gh4 ,! odds are a hundr$ to "o aga9/ my be+ nail$4 ,all "r2 ,i'll say no m4 ,good night4 ,good night1 old ,jona?an4 ,john w5t back to 8 room1 wait$ ?ree m9utes1 & !n1 9 despair1 made up 8 m9d to seek ,scaife4 ,he felt c]ta9 t ! ,demon's extraord9>y luck 0 ab\t to /& betwe5 him & expulsion4 ,desmond w\ld be caught r$-h&$1 b n he4 ,john gr\nd 8 tee? ) rage at ! ?\ght4 ,he f\nd ,scaife alone--at "w on cricket+ acc\nts4 ,hullo1 ,v]ney6 ,caes> tells me t he is go+ up to ,london to-night4 ,oh1 he told y t1 did he8 ,yes2 y wi%$ him to tell me8 ,p]haps4 ,scaife laugh$ l\d]4 ,y want to prove to me1 said ,john sl[ly1 t y are ! /rong]8 ,p]haps4 ,scaife laugh$4 ,well1 if ,i surr5d]1 if ,i admit t y are ! /rong]1 t y h defeat$ me1 won't t be en\gh8 ,eh8 ,i don't q take y4 ,y are ! /rong]4 ,john's voice 0 v mis]able4 ,i h tri$ to dissuade him1 z y knew ,i %\ld try1 & ,i h fail$4 ,isn't t en\gh8 ,y h y\r triumph4 ,b n[ be g5]\s4 ,turn r\nd & use y\r /r5g? ! o!r way4 ,make him give up ?is folly4 ,y don't want to see y\r own pal--sack$8 ,preci\s little *ance ( t6 ,!re is ! *ance4 ,scaife hesitat$4 ,did "s wor?i] impulse /ir )9 him8 ,:o c tell8 ,8 ke5 eye s(t5$1 & !n h>d5$ aga94 ,no1 he said quickly4 ,if ,i agree to :at y propose1 x is1 aft] all1 y :o triumph1 n ,i4 ,& ,i d\bt if ,i c\ld /op him n[1 ev5 if ,i tri$4 ,he laugh$ aga91 = ! ?ird "t1 savagely4 ,y are hoi/ ) y\r own pet>d1 ,v]ney4 ,y want$ to see me sack$2 & n[ t !re is a *ance 9 a ?\s& t ,caes> w be sack$1 y squirm4 ,i swore to get my knife into y1 &1 by ,god1 ,i've done x4 ,john w5t out1 v pale4 ,he pass$ ?r\gh into ! private side1 & tapp$ at ,w>de's /udy door4 ,mrs4 ,w>de's voice bade him ent]4 ,%e look$ at ,john's face4 ,aft]w>ds %e te/ifi$ t he look$ s+ul>ly cool & self-possess$4 ,i wi% to see ,mr4 ,w>de1 he said4 ,he's d9+ at ! ,head ,ma/]'s4 ,w he be 9 soon8 ,i--er--don't "k4 ,p]haps n4 ,i w\ldn't wait = him1 ,v]ney1 if ,i 7 y4 ,?ank y1 said ,john4 ,good night4 ,he w5t back to 8 room4 ,9 ,mrs4 ,w>de's eyes he _h read--:at8 ,excitem5t8 ,appreh5sion8 ,sudd5ly1 conviction came to him t ?is d9n] at ! ,head ,ma/]'s 0 a bl9d4 ,:y1 dur+ t v aft]noon1 ,w>de _h m5tion$ casually to ,scaife t he 0 d9+ out4 ,he _h delib]ately in=m$ ! ,demon t ! coa/ 0 cle>4 ,& at ?is mom5t1 probably1 ,w>de lay conceal$ ne> ! *e/nut tree1 wait+1 wat*+1 ab\t to p\nce ^u !--wrong man6 ,! temptation to cry ,cave6 tore at 8 vitals4 ,till ?is mom5t ! tyranny ( hon\r _h nev] oppress$ ,john4 ,hav+ resolv$ to tell ,w>de t he meant to break 8 ^w1 x may seem inexplicable t he %\ldn't g a /ep fur!r & break 8 ^w )\t w>n+ ! h\se-ma/]4 ,^u su* nice po9ts ( consci5ce hang issues ( _w-wide importance4 ,to ,john1 at any rate1 ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! two pa?s out ( a tangl$ wood 0 great] ?an x might appe> to "s ( u4 ,w>de _h tru/$ him implicitly3 c\ld he br+ himself to violate ,w>de's confid5ce )\t giv+ ! man notice8 ,h[ev]1 :at he might h done "u pressure mu/ rema9 a matt] ( surmise4 ,at ?is mom5t a ?ird pa? became visible4 ,& d[n x ,john ru%$1 )\t consid]ation z to :]e x might lead4 ,! "o ?+ pla9 at ?is crisis 0 ! c]ta9ty t he _h discov]$ a plan ( action :i* w\ld save two ?+s he valu$ supremely--8 fri5d%ip = ,caes> & 8 ^w ( hon\r4 ,"h we are to lib]ty to speculate :at ,john w\ld h done _h he consid]$ dispassionately ! consequ5ces ( an action to be accompli%$ at once or n at all4 ,b he _h n "t to consid] any?+ except ! fact t action w\ld put to r\t "s v torm5t+ ?\ghts4 ,he crumpl$ 8 b$1 dis>rang$ 8 room1 & put on a cap & a ?9 ov]coat1 z all lights 9 ! boys' side ( ! ,manor 7 ext+ui%$4 ,!n he /ole out ( 8 room1 & crept to ! w9d[ at ! end ( ! passage4 ,a mom5t lat]1 he _h squeez$ ?r\gh x1 & 0 /&+ ^u ! sill outside1 gaz+ fe>fully at ! void b5ea?1 & ! di/ance betwe5 ! sill & ! bran* 9 front ( him4 ,aft]w>ds1 he confess$ t ?is mom5t 0 ! mo/ difficult4 ,he 0 an active boy1 b he _h nev] jump$ su* a *asm4 ,if he miss$ ! b\gh---- ,to hesitate meant %ameful retreat4 ,john felt ! sweat break ^u him2 crav5 fe> clut*$ 8 he>t-/r+s1 & set !m a-jangl+4 ,he jump$4 ,! ease ) :i* he caught ! bran* 0 su* a physical relief t he almo/ =got 8 err&4 ,he slid quietly d[n ! tree1 paus+ z he rea*$ ! bottom ( x4 ,! moon 0 j ris+ above ! horizon1 b "u ! trees ! d>kness 0 ,/ygian4 ,john pu%$ quietly ?r\gh ! %rubb]ies1 tread+ z lightly z possible4 ,e mom5t he expect$ to see ! fla% ( a lant]n1 to he> ,w>de's voice1 to feel an arre/+ h& ^u ! %\ld]4 ,x 0 q impossible to guess ) any reasonable accuracy :at "p ( ! g>d5 ,w>de _h select$ = a hid+-place4 ,v soon he rea*$ ! edge ( ! %rubb]y1 & gaz$ ke5ly into ! moonlit1 p>k-l mead[ bel[ him4 ,pe] z he might1 he c\ld see no trace ( ,w>de4 ,a doz5 trees might conceal him4 ,p]haps ) ! omnisci5ce ( ! h\se-ma/]1 he _h div9$ t ! wicket-gate 0 ! ultimate place ( egress4 ,p]haps ! wicket _h be5 us$ = a simil> purpose :5 ,w>de himself 0 a boy at ! ,manor4 ,x 0 vital to ,john's plan t ,w>de %\ld see him )\t recogniz+ him1 & give *ase4 ,! *ase w\ld end 9 capture at "s po9t z reasonably f> f ! ,manor z possible4 ,w>de might ask = explanations1 b none w\ld be =?com+ till ! morr[4 ,meantime1 ! coa/ w\ld be cle> = ,desmond4 ,john1 9 f9e1 0 play+ ! "p ( a pilot-eng9e4 ,b :]e 0 ,w>de8 ,! "q answ]$ itself )9 a m9ute1 & aft] a fa%ion absolutely un=ese54 ,z ,john 0 cross+ f ! %rubb]y to ! wicket he look$ back4 ,to 8 horror1 he saw lights 9 ! boys' side1 light 9 ! w9d[ ( ,scaife's room4 ,in/antly ,john div9$ :at _h come to pass1 & curs$ himself = a fool4 ,w>de1 f "s coign ( vantage1 _h se5 a boy leave 8 h\se4 ,:y %\ld he try to arre/ ! boy8 :y %\ld he risk ! humiliation ( runn+ aft] him1 &1 p]haps1 fail+ to capture him8 ,no1 no2 m5 =ty 7 n likely to "w 9 t boyi% fa%ion4 ,w>de _h adopt$ an inf9itely bett] plan4 ,assur$ t a boy _h left ! h\se1 he _h no?+ to d b walk r\nd ! rooms & f9d out :i* "o 0 abs5t4 ,he _h begun ) ,scaife4 ,next to ,scaife 0 ! room belong+ to ! ,head ( ! ,h\se2 !n came ,john's room1 & !n ,caes>'s4 ,long be=e ,w>de rea*$ ,caes>'s room1 ,caes> w\ld h he>d him4 ,caes>1 at any rate1 0 sav$4 ,john crept back "u cov] ( ! %rubb]ies4 ,he saw ! light flick] out ( ,scaife's w9d[1 & %9e m /eadily 9 ! next room4 ,! w9d[ ( ?is room 0 op51 & ,john c\ld he> ! voice ( ,w>de & ! ,head ( ! ,h\se4 ,john wait$4 ,& !n ! light %one 9 ,desmond's room4 ,john cr\*$ aga9/ ! wall1 trembl+4 ,if ,caes> _h n he>d ! voices1 if he 7 fully dress$1 if---- ,sudd5ly he caught ,w>de's reassur+ words3 ,ah1 ,desmond1 sorry to di/urb y4 ,good night4 ,john wait$4 ,v soon ,scaife w\ld come to ,desmond's room4 ,ah6 ,j s4 ,! night 0 s /ill t he c\ld he> q pla9ly ! boys' muffl$ voices4 ,:at's up8 ,w>de is go+ 8 r\nds4 ,p]haps he smells a rat4 ,& !n :isp]s6 ,john /ra9$ 8 e>s4 ,only a ^w or two m rea*$ him4 ,v]ney---- ,d----d int]f]+ sneak6 ,let's see6 ,x 0 ,scaife :o 0 speak+4 ,john he>d 8 own door op5$ & %ut4 ,scaife1 !n1 _h discov]$ 8 abs5ce1 & naturally leap$ to ! conclusion t he _h w>n$ ,w>de4 ,let him ?9k s6 ,! boys 7 /ill :isp]+ toge!r4 ,n to-night1 ,scaife said decisively4 ,no1 no1 ,desmond repli$4 ,john wond]$ :at rema9$ to be done4 ,w>de1 ( c\rse1 w\ld satisfy himself t no boy 9 8 h\se 0 miss+ except ,john1 be=e he pron\nc$ him ! abs5tee4 ,poor ,w>de6 ,?is w\ld be a h>d knock = him4 ,john's ?\ghts 7 jo/l+ ea* o!r freely1 :5 he recall$ ,desmond's words3 ,i h "o m *ance be=e ! t]m is ov]4 ,he _h wi%$ to cle> ! way = 8 fri5d1 n to block x4 ,!n he rememb]$ ! t]ms ( ! bet1 & laugh$4 ,he ran back to ! wicket1 f\nd ! bicycle1 lit ! lamp1 & hoi/$ ! ma*9e ov] ! gate4 ,!n he laugh$ aga94 ,aft] all1 ?is escap+ f bondage1 ?is midnight adv5ture b5ea? ! imp5d+ sword ( expulsion1 ?rill$ him to ! m>r[4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 ,john return$ on ,sunday to ! ,manor1 %ortly aft] ! doors 7 unlock$ 9 ! morn+1 he f\nd ,dumbleton await+ him4 ,dumb]'s face express$ su* amazem5t & con/]nation t ,john ne>ly laugh$ 9 spite ( himself4 ,x's all hup1 sir1 said ! butl]4 ,only 9 mom5ts ( int5se excitem5t did ,dumb] misplace or leave out ! aspirate4 ,y're to come ) me at once to ,mr4 ,w>de's /udy4 ,john foll[$ ! butl] into ! famili> room4 ,w>de 0 n d[n yet1 b evid5tly ,dumb] _h in/ructions n to leave ! prison]4 ,john />$ at ! writ+-desk4 ,!n he turn$ to ,dumbleton1 & said c>elessly-- ,?is means ! sack1 eh1 ,dumb]8 ,yes1 sir4 ',ow c\ld y d x1 sir8 ,su* a well-be'av$ g5tleman1 too6 ,?ank y1 ,dumb]4 ,john took an envelope f ! desk1 & wrote ,scaife's "n ^u x4 ,dumb]1 please give ,mr4 ,scaife ?is--) my complim5ts4 ,x is1 z y see1 a bill ( f>e4 ,v good1 sir4 ,john plac$ ! c>d into ! envelope & h&$ bo? to ,dumbleton4 ,) my complim5ts6 ,c]ta9ly1 sir4 ,& aft] ,*apel4 ,yes1 sir4 ,a mom5t lat] ,w>de came 94 ,dumbleton w5t out imm$iately ) a sorr[ful1 backw>d glance at ,john4 ,! good fell[ look$ t]ribly bewild]$4 ,= ,john's face1 ,john's deportm5t1 _h amaz$ him4 ,john 0 q unaw>e ( x1 b he look$ a/oni%+ly well4 ,excitem5t _h flu%$ 8 *eek & l5t a sp>kle to 8 grey eyes4 ,he _h enjoy$ 8 ride to t[n & back2 he _h slept s\ndly "u ! lee ( a hay/ack2 & he _h wa%$ 8 face & h&s 9 ! horse-tr\gh at ! foot ( ,sudbury ,hill4 ,& ! c]ta9ty t ,desmond 0 safe1 t 9 ! end he1 ,john1 _h triumph$ ov] ,scaife1 fill$ 8 s\l ) joy4 ,w>de1 on ! o!r h&1 look$ wret*$2 he _h pass$ a sleepless night2 he 0 pale1 hagg>d1 gaunt4 ,:at h y to say1 ,v]ney8 ,no?+1 sir4 ,no?+4 ,w>de cl5*$ 8 h&s1 & bur/ into spee*1 lett+ all t he _h suff]$ & suppress$ escape 9 tumultu\s words & ge/ures4 ,no?+4 ,y d>e to /& !re & say--no?+4 ,t y %\ld h done ?is ?+6 ,:y1 x's incr$ible6 ,& ,i :o tru/$ y4 ,& y li/5$ to me ) a face l brass1 laugh+ 9 y\r sleeve1 no d\bt1 at ! fool :o betray$ himself4 ,& y came "h1 s my wife tells me1 to see if ,i 0 out ( ! way1 if ! coa/ 0 cle>4 ,& y 7 cool z a cucumb]4 ,oh1 y hypocrite1 y damnable hypocrite6 ,i h to see y n[1 b nev] aga9 w ,i look will+ly ^u y\r face1 nev]6 ,well1 ?is wret*$ bus9ess mu/ be end$4 ,y got out ( my h\se la/ night4 ,y he>d ,i 0 d9+ ) ! ,head ,ma/]4 ,i return$ e>ly1 & ,i saw y jump f ! passage w9d[4 ,y don't d5y t y w5t up to ,london1 ,i suppose8 ,no1 sir2 ,i don't d5y x4 ,at ! mom5t ,john1 q unconsci\sly1 look$ z if he 7 glory+ 9 :at he _h done4 ,w>de c\ld h /ruck 8 clean1 cle> face1 unblu%+ly meet+ 8 furi\s glance4 ,9 disgu/1 he turn$ 8 back & walk$ to ! w9d[4 ,john felt r ?an saw t 8 tutor 0 pr(\ndly mov$4 ,:5 he turn$1 two te>s 7 trickl+ d[n 8 *eeks4 ,! sight ( !m ne>ly undid ,john4 ,:5 ,w>de spoke aga91 8 voice 0 *ok$ by 8 emotion4 ,v]ney1 he said1 ,i spoke j n[ 9 an unre/ra9$ mann]1 because y--y--8 voice trembl$--h %ak5 my fai? 9 all ,i hold mo/ de>4 ,i say to y--,i say to y t ,i believ$ 9 y z ,i believe 9 my wife4 ,ev5 n[ ,i feel t someh[ !re is a mi/ake--t y are n :at y confess y\rself to be--a braz5-fac$ humbug4 ,y h work$ z ,i h work$ = ?is ,h\se1 & 9 "o mom5t y undo t "w4 ,h y paus$ to ?9k1 :at effect ?is w h ^u ! o!rs8 ,n yet1 sir4 ,john look$ respectfully sympa!tic4 ,poor ,w>de6 ,?is 0 r\gh inde$ ^u him4 ,sudd5ly ! door 0 flung op51 & ,desmond bur/ into ! room1 ) a complete disreg>d ( ! cu/om>y proprieties1 & ru%$ up to ,w>de4 ,sir1 he said vehem5tly1 ,v]ney did ?is to save--me6 ,w>de saw ! sl[ smile break ^u ,john's face4 ,&1 see+ x1 he came z ne> hy/]ical laught] z a man ( 8 "* & temp]am5t c come4 ,he p]ceiv$ t ,john1 = "s amaz+ reason1 _h play$ ! scape-goat2 t1 9 fact1 he 0 innoc5t--n a humbug1 n a hypocrite1 n a braz5-fac$ s9n]4 ,& ! relief 0 s /up5d\s t ! tutor flung himself back into a *air1 gasp+4 ,desmond spoke quietly4 ,i 0 go+ to t[n1 sir4 ,= ! fir/ "t1 ,i swe>4 ,& only to w9 a bet1 & = ! excitem5t ( jump+ out ( a w9d[4 ,john tri$ to dissuade me4 ,:5 he exhau/$ e argum5t1 he w5t himself4 ,! ,"l be prais$6 said ,w>de4 ,he _h div9$ ev]y?+2 b he let ,desmond tell ! /ory 9 detail4 ,scaife's "n 0 left out ( ! n>rative4 ,!n ,w>de said sl[ly1 ,i %all n ref] ?is bus9ess to ! ,head ,ma/]2 ,i %all deal ) x myself4 ,= y\r own sake1 ,desmond1 = ! sake ( y\r fa!r1 &1 above all else1 = ! sake ( ?is ,h\se1 ,i %all d no m ?an ask y to promise t1 = ! re/ ( y\r "t at ,h>r[1 y w endeav\r to atone = :at has be54 99 99 99 99 99 ,all boys wor? _! salt are creatures ( res]ves2 let u respect !m4 ,x is easy to surmise :at pass$ betwe5 ! fri5ds--! gratitude1 ! self-reproa*1 ! humiliation on "o side2 ! sympa?y1 ! enc\ragem5t & %y1 re/ra9$ affection on ! o!r4 ,a bitt]-sweet mom5t = ,john ?is1 reveal+1 )\t disguise1 ! weakness ( ,desmond's "*1 b illum9at+ ! triumph ov] ,scaife1 ! all-p[]ful4 ,john _h be5 inhuman if ?is k _h n be5 z spik5>d to him4 ,*apel ov]1 ! boys came p\r+ back into ! h\se4 ,9 a m9ute ! fags w\ld be hurry+ up ) ! tea & ! jam-pots1 ask+ = ord]s2 9 a m9ute ,scaife w\ld ru% 9 ) que/ions hot ^u 8 lips4 ,john *uckl$ to himself z he he>d ,scaife's /ep4 ,hullo1 ,caes>6 ,:y did y cut ,*apel8 ,&---- ,john saw t ! ,c>lton supp]-c>d 0 9 8 h&4 ,he *uckl$ aga94 ,dumb] has j giv5 me--?is4 ,did y g1 aft] all8 he ask$ ,caes>4 ,!y _h n met s9ce ,w>de's visit ( ! night be=e4 ,i didn't g1 said ,caes>4 ,dumb] gave x to me1 ) ,v]ney's complim5ts4 ,y've lo/ y\r bet1 said ,john4 ,b h[8 ,jona?an w5t to t[n in/ead ( me1 said ,desmond4 ,we ?\ght he 0 ) ,w>de--he wasn't4 ,?is morn+1 e>ly1 ,i f\nd out t he hadn't slept 9 8 b$4 ,i saw him come back1 & ,i saw ,dumb] wait+ = him4 ,:5 ,dumb] came out ( ,w>de's room1 he told me t ,jona?an _h be5 up to t[n1 & 0 go+ to be--sack$4 ,he blurt$ out ! re/ ( ! /ory1 to :i* ,scaife li/5$ att5tively4 ,:5 ,desmond f9i%$1 !re 0 a pause4 ,y're devili% clev]1 said ,scaife to ,john4 ,i %all pay up ! pony1 said ,desmond4 ,no1 y won't1 said ,scaife4 ,z = ! money1 ,i nev] c>$ a hang ab\t t4 ,i'm glad--& y ought to "k x--t y've won ! bet4 ,all ! same1 ,v]ney isn't entitl$ to all ! glory t y give him4 ,he is1 he is--& m1 too4 ,scaife laugh$4 ,john felt r uncom=table4 ,always ,scaife exhibit$ 8 amaz+ res\rce at unexpect$ mom5ts4 ,nev] m9d1 ,scaife cont9u$1 ,i won't bur/ ! pretty bubble4 ,& ,i admit1 rememb]1 ,v]ney's clev]ness4 ,he 0 turn+ to g1 b ,desmond clut*$ 8 sleeve4 ,:5 he spoke 8 fair face 0 sc>let4 ,y sne] at ! wrong man & at ! wrong "t1 he said angrily1 & y talk z ?\gh ,i 0 a fool4 ,well1 ,i am a fool1 p]haps1 & ,i bl[ bubbles4 ,prick ?is "o1 if y c4 ,i *all5ge y to d x4 ,scaife %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 ,x's s obvi\s1 he said coolly1 t y\r k9d fri5d ran no risks o!r ?an a spra9$ ankle or a cold4 ,:at d y mean8 ,he 0 c]ta9 t y w\ld come =w>d4 ,he =c$ y\r h&4 ,!re 0 nev] ! smalle/ *ance ( 8 be+ sack$1 & he knew x4 ,yes1 said ,john1 calmly1 ,i knew x4 ,j s1 said ,scaife4 ,he w5t out :i/l+4 ,desmond _h "t to :isp] to ,john be=e ! fags call$ !m to breakfa/ 9 ,john's room-- ,i say1 ,jona?an1 ,i'm glad y knew t ,i w\ldn't fail y4 ,z ! ,demon says1 y are clev]2 y are a sight clev]] ?an he is4 ,john %ook 8 head4 ,i'm sl[1 he said4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 ! ?\ght t y w\ld come to ! rescue nev] occurr$ to me till ,i 0 bik+ back f t[n4 ,anyway1 y sav$ me f be+ sack$1 & z long z ,i live ,i---- ,come on to breakfa/1 said ,john4 ,,footnotes3 #ch ,! ,phila?letic ,club deals prim>ily ) all matt]s :i* conc]n ,h>r[ games2 x is also a social club4 ,di/+ui%$ a?letes1 monitors1 & s =?1 are eligible = memb]%ip4 ,! ,head ( ! ,s*ool is ex-,(ficio ,presid5t4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv ,good ,night ,good night6 ,sleep1 & s may ev] ,lights half se5 across a murky lea1 ,*ild ( hope1 & c\rage1 & endeav\r1 ,gleam a voiceless b5ison on !e6 ,y\? be be>] ,soon ( h>dihood2 ,life be fair]1 ,loyall] to good2 ,till ! f> lamps vani% into light1 ,re/ 9 ! dreamtime4 ,good night6 ,good night6 ,! la/ ,saturday ( ! summ] t]m saw ! ,manor cock-h\se at cricket3 almo/ a =egone conclusion1 & !re=e n p>ticul>ly int]e/+ to outsid]s4 ,dur+ ! morn+ ,scaife gave 8 f>ewell brekk]#ci at ! ,cream]ies2 a banquet ( ! ,olympians to :i* ,john receiv$ an invitation4 ,he accept$ because ,desmond made a po9t ( 8 s do+2 b he 0 q aw>e t b5ea? ! v5e] ( ! ,demon's g5ial smile lay implacable hatr$ & res5tm5t4 ,! breakfa/ 9 itself /ruck ,john z o/5tati\s4 ,scaife's fa!r s5t quails1 a la ,lucullus1 & o!r delicacies4 ,?r\gh\t ! meal ! talk 0 ( ! com+ w>4 ,at t "t mo/ ( ! ,cons]vative pap]s pooh-pooh$ ! possibility ( an appeal to arms1 b ,scaife's fa!r1 admitt$ly a great au?ority on ,s\? ,african affairs1 _h told 8 son a fight 0 inevitable4 ,m1 he & 8 fri5ds 7 already prep>+ to raise a regim5t ( m\nt$ infantry4 ,at breakfa/ ,scaife ann\nc$ ?is piece ( news1 & add$ t 9 ! ev5t ( ho/ilities he w\ld jo9 ?is regim5t1 & n try to pass into ,s&hur/4 ,& he add$ t any ( 8 fri5ds :o 7 pres5t1 & ov] eighte5 ye>s ( age1 7 cordially invit$ to s5d 9 _! names1 & t he p]sonally w\ld d all t 0 possible to secure !m billets4 ,! words 7 h>dly out ( 8 m\?1 :5 ,caes> ,desmond 0 on 8 feet1 ) an eag]-- ,put me d[n1 ,demon2 put me d[n fir/6 ,& !n ,scaife glanc$ at ,john1 z he answ]$-- ,"r y are1 ,caes>1 & if ?+s g well ) u1 ,i fancy t we %all get our commissions 9 regul> regim5ts soon en\gh4 ,! gov]nor _h _h a h9t to t effect4 ,let's dr9k success to ',scaife's ,horse4' ,! toa/ 0 drunk ) en?usiasm4 ,dur+ ! holidays1 ,john saw no?+ ( ,desmond1 al?\gh !y wrote to ea* o!r once a week4 ,john 0 read+ h>d ) an eye to a possible s*ol>%ip at ,ox=d2 ,desmond 0 play+ cricket ) ,scaife4 ,lat]1 ,desmond w5t to ! ,scaife moor 9 ,scotl&4 ,john not$ t 8 fri5d's lett]s 7 full ( two ?+s only3 sport1 & ! ev]-increas+ probability ( w>4 ,at ! end ( ,augu/ ,john ,v]ney1 ! explor]1 return+ to ,v]ney ,boscobel aft] an abs5ce ( ne>ly f\r ye>s1 began to write 8 n[ fam\s book on ! ,f> ,ea/4 ,!n ,john le>n$ f 8 "m t 8 uncle _h borne all ! *>ges ( 8 education4 ,:5 he ?ank$ him1 ! uncle said w>mly-- ,y h m ?an repaid me1 my de> boy2 n ano!r ^w1 please1 ab\t t4 ,w>de tells me !y expect great ?+s ( y at ,ox=d4 ,uncle & nephew 7 alone1 aft] d9n]4 ,john _h notic$ t ! h>d%ips endur$ 9 ,man*uria & ,?ibet _h left sc>s ^u ! travell]4 ,8 hair 0 :ite1 he look$ an old man2 "o ^: w&]+s 9 wild places mu/ p]=ce come soon to an end4 ,uncle1 said ,john1 ,i want to *uck ,ox=d4 ,eh8 ,i %\ld l to g into ! ,army4 ,bless my s\l6 ,! explor] ey$ 8 nephew ) wr9kl$ br[4 ,john gave reasons2 we c guess :at !y 74 ,! prospect ( w> _h set all ard5t s\ls afire4 ,i mu/ ?9k ?is ov]1 my boy1 ! uncle repli$ pres5tly4 ,i mu/ sleep on x4 ,h y told y\r "m8 ,no2 ,i c\nt$ ^u y to p]suade h]4 ,um4 ,n[ tell me ab\t ,"l's6 ,ah6 ,i'm sorry ,i miss$ t mat*4 ,next day1 8 uncle said no?+ ( :at lay next to ,john's he>t1 b ! pair rode toge!r ov] ! e/ate4 ,dur+ t ride x became pla9 to ! "y man t 8 uncle _h no int5tion ( settl+ d[n4 ,once or twice1 9 ! drie/1 mo/ matt]-(-fact tone1 ! eld] spoke z if 8 heir 7 likely to inh]it soon4 ,f9ally1 ,john blurt$ out a prote/-- ,b1 uncle1 y are a /rong man4 ,:y d y talk z if--z if---- ! boy c\ldn't f9i% ! phrase4 ,tut1 tut1 said ! uncle4 ,i "k :at ,i "k2 & he fell into sil5ce4 ,n till ! ev5+1 aft] ,mrs4 ,v]ney _h gone to b$1 did ! man ( _m w&]+s speak freely4 ,john1 said he1 quietly1 ,i h a /ory to tell y4 ,ye>s ago1 y\r fa!r & ,i fell 9 love ) ! same girl4 ,%e m>ri$ ! bett] man4 ,he paus$ to fill a pipe3 ,john saw t 8 uncle's f+]s trembl$ slightly2 b 8 voice 0 cool1 measur$1 almo/ monoton\s4 ,i made my fir/ exp$ition to ,patagonia4 ,:5 ,i came back y 7 j born2 & ,i ask$ t ,i might be y\r godfa!r4 ,i w5t to ,africa aft] ! *ri/5+4 ,& six ye>s lat] y\r fa!r di$4 ,i ?9k he _h ! pure/ & mo/ unselfi% love ( ! poor & helpless t ,i h ev] kn[n4 ,he wore away 8 life 9 ! s]vice ( ! outca/ & =lorn4 ,& be=e he di$1 he express$ a wi% t y %\ld "w z he did1 = o!rs1 b n 9 precisely ! same way4 ,he knew1 none bett]1 ! limitations impos$ ^u a p>son4 ,he pray$ t y might lab\r 9 a field l>g] ?an "o p>i%4 ,& ,i promis$ him t ,i w\ld d :at ,i c\ld :5 ! "t came4 ,x has come--to-night4 ,9 my op9ion1 9 ,w>de's op9ion1 9 y\r de> "m's op9ion1 ,p>liam5t is ! place = y4 ,y w be suffici5tly well (f4 ,take all ,ox=d c give y1 & !n try = ! ,h\se ( ,commons4 ,*>les ,desmond w make y "o ( 8 ,private ,secret>ies4 ,i h spok5 to him4 ,y h a great c>e] be=e y4 ,b if w> breaks out1 uncle---- ,w> w break out4 ,don't misund]/& me6 ,if y are want$ out !re1 & ! ?+ is go+ to be v s]i\s1 if y are want$1 y mu/ g2 b decid$ly y are n want$ yet4 ,& y are an only son2 all y\r "m has4 ,john1 y mu/ ?9k ( h]1 & y w ?9k ( h]1 ,i "k4 ,! conviction 9 8 quiet voice communicat$ itself to 8 nephew4 ,!re 0 a pause ( ne>ly a m9ute2 & !n ,john answ]$1 9 a voice curi\sly l 8 uncle's-- ,all "r4 ,v]ney s5ior held out 8 h&4 ,i knew y w\ld say t1 he murmur$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,on ! #ah? ( ,septemb]1 :5 ,john return$ to ! ,hill1 ! c\ntry _h j le>n$ t ! proposals ( ! ,imp]ial ,gov]nm5t to accept ! note ( ,augu/ #ai? 7provid$ x 7 n encumb]$ by conditions :i* w\ld nullify ! int5tion to give sub/antial repres5tation to ! ,uitl&]s7 _h n be5 accept$4 ,t ?is meant w>1 none1 lea/ ( all a s*oolboy1 d\bt$4 ,desmond c\ld talk ( no?+ else4 ,he told ,john t 8 fa!r _h promis$ to let him leave ,h>r[ be=e ! end ( ! t]m1 if w> 7 decl>$4 ,! ,demon1 s ,john 0 in=m$1 _h made already prep>ations4 ,he 0 tak+ out 8 ?ree polo ponies1 & _h hopes ( be+ appo9t$ ,gallop] to a c]ta9 ,g5]al4 ,scaife's ,horse 0 be+ organiz$1 b 9 any case w\ld n take ! field be=e sev]al mon?s _h elaps$2 ! ,demon int5d$ to be on ! spot :5 ! fir/ %ot 0 fir$4 ,to all ?is gunp[d]-talk ,john li/5$ ) envi\s e>s & a curi\s s9k+ ( ! he>t4 ,he _h look$ =w>d to hav+ ,desmond to himself2 & lo6 8 fri5d 0 sev5 ?\s& miles away--on ! veldt1 n on ! ,hill4 ,y are n ke51 said ,desmond4 ,on ! day ( ! ,goose ,mat*1 ,saturday1 ,septemb] #cj?1 ,scaife came d[n to ,h>r[ to take leave ( 8 fri5ds4 ,already1 ,john not$ an extraord9>y diff]5ce 9 8 mann] & appe>ance4 ,he treat$ ,john to a slightly patroniz+ smile1 call$ him ,jona?an1 ask$ if he c\ld be ( s]vice to him1 & pos$ mo/ successfully z a sort ( suck+ ,alex&]4 ,t he absorb$ ,desmond's eyes & m9d 0 indisputable4 ,ev]y?+ outside ,s\? ,africa1 & 9 p>ticul> ! ,hill & all ?+s !reon1 dw9dl$ into insignificance4 ,scaife made ,desmond a pres5t ( ! v be/ maps obta9able1 & nail$ !m on ! wall above ! mantelpiece1 pull+ d[n a f9e engrav+ :i* ,john _h giv5 to ,desmond ab\t a ye> be=e4 ,desmond utt]$ no prote/4 ,! engrav+ 0 bundl$ out ( sight beh9d a s(a4 ,& aft] ,scaife's dep>ture1 ,desmond talk$ ( him cont9ually1 & always ) en?usiasm4 ,w>de add$ a note or two to ! *orus4 ,?is is an opportunity = ,scaife1 he told ,john4 ,he may di/+ui% himself v greatly1 & ! discipl9e ( ! camp w transmute ! bad metal into gold4 ,w> is an al*emi/4 ,^u ! #aa? ( ,octob] w> 0 decl>$4 ,aft] t1 ,desmond became z "o possess$4 ,he w5t ab\t say+ t he piti$ 8 fa!r pr(\ndly because he 0 a civilian & a non-combatant4 ,w>de wrote to ,*>les ,desmond3 ,if y mean to s5d ,h>ry out1 s5d him at once4 ,he's frett+ himself to fiddle-/r+s1 do+ no "w1 & caus+ o!rs to d no "w also4 ,sir ,william ,symons' victory & dea? foll[$1 & !n ! mortify+ retreat ( ,g5]al ,yule4 ,^u ! #cj? day ( ! mon? eight hundr$ & fifty (fic]s & m5 7 isolat$ & captur$4 ,:o does n rememb] ! wave ( passionate incr$ulity t swept across ! k+dom :5 ! evil tid+s fla%$ ov]-seas8 ,b ,bull] & 8 /aff 7 on ! ,dunott> ,ca/le1 & all ,h>rovians believ$ dev\tly t )9 a mon? ( l&+ ! ,comm&]-9-,*ief w\ld drive ! invad]s back & conqu] ! ,transvaal4 ,day aft] day1 ,desmond importun$ 8 fa!r4 ,! fun w\ld be ov]1 he po9t$ out1 be=e he got !re--& s on4 ,at la/ ^w came4 ,a billet _h be5 obta9$4 ,desmond receiv$ a long envelope f ! ,w> ,(fice4 ,he %[$ x to all 8 fri5ds1 old & "y4 ,duff junior--,caes>'s fag--became s excit$ t he ask$ ,w>de = p]mission to enli/ z a drumm]-boy4 ,! ,s*ool *e]$ ,caes> at f\r ,bill4 ,& !n came ! p>t+4 ,caes> 0 to jo9 ! ,headqu>t]s' ,/aff z soon z possible4 ,he sp5t ! la/ h\rs ) ,john1 b 8 m9d1 naturally en\gh1 0 conc5trat$ ^u 8 kit4 ,he *att]$ endlessly ( saddl]y1 revolv]s1 sleep+ bags1 & ,zeiss glasses4 ,john pack$ 8 portmanteau4 ,& on ! morr[ ! fri5ds p>t$ at ! /ation )\t a ^w beyond-- ,good-bye1 old ,jona?an4 ,wi% y 7 com+4 ,good-bye1 ,caes>4 ,good luck6 ,& !n ! %rill :i/le1 ! inexorable roll+ ( ! :eels1 ! bright1 eag] face lean+ f> out ( ! w9d[1 ! wav$ h&k]*ief1 ! la/ words3 ,s long6 & ,john's reply1 ,s long6 ,john saw ! face fade2 ! :eels ( ! vani%+ tra9 seem$ to h roll$ ov] 8 he>t2 ! scream ( ! eng9e 0 ! scream ( angui% f himself4 ,he left ! /ation & ran to ! ,t[]4 ,!re1 aft] ! fir/ indescribable mom5ts1 "s k9dly _s t\*$ him4 ,he became :ole4 ,b he _h ceas$ to be a boy4 ,alone ^u ! t[] he pray$ = 8 fri5d1 pray$ f]v5tly t x might be well ) him1 n[ & = ev]--,am54 ,:5 he return$ to ! ,manor1 h[ev]1 peace seem$ to =sake him4 ,! horrible gap1 ev]-wid5+1 betwe5 himself & ,desmond might1 inde$1 be bridg$ by pray]1 b n by ! %\ts ( boys & ! turmoil ( a ,public ,s*ool4 ,dur+ ! re/ ( ! t]m he work$ furi\sly4 ,desmond 0 n[ on ! high seas1 :i!r ,john foll[$ him at night & on ,sundays4 ,w>de1 guess+1 p]haps1 :at 0 pass+ 9 ,john's he>t1 talk$ mu* ( ,desmond1 always hopefully4 ,f ,w>de1 ,john le>n$ t ,*>les ,desmond _h tri$ to dissuade 8 fav\rite son f becom+ a soldi]4 ,he want$ him to g into ,p>liam5t1 said ,w>de4 ,john nodd$4 ,x 0 a disappo9tm5t4 ,yes2 a great disappo9tm5t4 ,h>ry w\ld h made a debat]4 ,yes2 yes2 a nimble wit1 an engag+ mann]1 & ! gift ( ! gab4 ,& ! fa!r w\ld h _h him "u 8 own eye4 ,b he want$ to g to ,s\? ,africa f ! beg9n+4 ,y want$ to g1 said ,w>de2 y\r uncle told me s4 ,x 0 a great] ?+ = y1 ,john1 to /& aside4 ,& !n ,john put a "q4 ,d y ?9k t ,h>ry ought to h /ood aside too8 ,w>de1 h[ev]1 unwill+ to commit himself1 spoke ( ,h>ry's ard\r & patriotism4 ,b at ! end he let fall a /raw :i* indicat$ ! true curr5t ( 8 ?\ghts-- ,mr4 ,desmond is v lonely4 ,john swoop$ on ?is4 ,!n y ?9k1 y d ?9k1 t ,h>ry %\ld h /ay$ beh9d8 ,p]haps4 ,"o hesitates to accuse ! boy ( any?+ m ?an ?\ghtlessness4 ,if he wi%$ to s]ve 8 c\ntry1 began ,john1 w>mly4 ,w>de smil$4 ,yes1 yes1 he ass5t$4 ,let u believe t1 ,john2 b !re has be5 too mu* *eap excitem5t4 ,d>k days foll[$4 ,:o w ev] =get ,/ormb]g & ,mag]sfonte98 ,a pall seem$ to hang ov] ! k+dom4 ,ladysmi? rema9$ 9 ! grip ( ! invad]2 ! ,bo]s 7 n yet driv5 out ( ,natal4 ,meantime ,caes> _h rea*$ ,sir ,r$v]s ,bull]4 ,a lett] to 8 fa!r1 describ+ ! few incid5ts ( ! voyage out1 & 8 arrival 9 ,s\? ,africa1 0 s5t on to ,john & receiv$ by him on ! #a/ ( ,febru>y4 ,john w und]/&1 said ,caes>1 9 a po/script1 t ,i h little "t = writ+4 ,b ,john did n und]/&4 ,he wrote regul>ly to ,desmond2 no answ] came 9 return4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at ! end ( ! ,*ri/mas holidays ,john return$ to ,h>r[4 ,he 0 n[ ,head ( 8 ,h\se1 & v ne>ly ,head ( ! ,s*ool4 ,! weeks w5t by sl[ly4 ,soon1 he & a few o!rs w\ld travel to ,ox=d = _! exam9ation2 !re w\ld be ! /r5u\s excitem5t ( competition1 & ! f9al ann\ncem5t ( success or failure4 ,to all ?is ,john told himself t he 0 lukew>m4 ,no?+ seem$ to matt] s9ce he _h lo/ sight ( ,caes>'s face1 s9ce ! tra9 :irl$ 8 fri5d out ( 8 life4 ,b he work$ h>d1 s h>d t ! ,head ,ma/] bade him bew>e ( a breakd[n4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! h\r ( triumph came4 ,john _h gratifi$ 8 own & ,w>de's ambition2 he 0 a ,s*ol> ( ,*ri/ ,*ur*4 ,& ?is well-e>n$ success seem$ to draw some?+ 9 8 he>t4 ,! congratulations1 ! w>m h&-clasps1 ! g5]\s joy ( s*oolfell[s n z =tunate1 re/or$ 8 moral circulation4 ,a :ole holiday 0 grant$ 9 hon\r ( 8 success at ,ox=d4 ,he told himself t n[ he w\ld take ?+s easy & enjoy himself4 ,! cl\ds 9 ,s\? ,africa 7 lift+1 ev]ybody said ! glori\s end 0 9 sight4 ,& s f> ,desmond _h escap$ w\nds & sickness4 ,he _h receiv$ a commission 9 ,beaureg>d's ,irregul> ,horse2 9 ! five days' action ab\t ,spion ,kop he behav$ ) conspicu\s gallantry4 ,scaife1 hav+ obta9$ 8 billet ( ,gallop]1 0 ) a ,g5]al "u ,"l ,me?u54 ,on ! la/ ,monday b "o 9 ! t]m1 ,john 0 ent]+ ! ,manor j be=e lock-up1 :5 a ,six? ,=m boy f ano!r h\se pass$ him1 runn+4 ,h y he>d ab\t poor ,scaife8 he call$ out4 ,no--:at8 ,w>de w tell y2 he kn[s4 ,! boy ran on1 n wi%+ to be late4 ,john ran1 too1 ) 8 he>t ?ump+ aga9/ 8 side4 ,he felt c]ta91 f ! expression ^u ! boy's face1 t ,scaife 0 dead4 ,& ,john recall$ ) int5se bitt]ness & humiliation mom5ts 9 pa/ ye>s :5 he _h wi%$ t ,scaife w\ld die4 ,*>les ,desmond _h told him only ?ree weeks be=e t 8 ,h>ry hop$ to jo9 ! sm>t cavalry regim5t 9 :i* a commission _h be5 promis$ to ,scaife4 ,at t mom5t ,john 0 s5sible ( an inord9ate desire = any?+ t might come betwe5 ?is wi% & its fulfilm5t4 ,& n[1 ,scaife might be ly+ dead4 ,he f\nd ,w>de 9 8 /udy />+ at a telegram4 ,he look$ up z ,john ent]$1 & 9 sil5ce h&$ him ! message4 ,demon dead4 ,di$ glori\sly4 ,! telegram came f an ,h>rovian1 an old ,manorite at ! ,w> ,(fice4 ,john sat d[n1 /unn$ by ! news2 ,w>de reg>d$ him gravely4 ,john met 8 glance & c\ld n int]pret x4 ,pres5tly1 ,w>de said n]v\sly-- ,:y did ! fell[ write ',demon' in/ead ( ',scaife'8 ,i don't l t4 ,he look$ %>ply at ,john1 :o did n und]/&4 ,!n he add$1 ,i've wir$ = confirmation4 ,!re may be a--mi/ake4 ,:at mi/ake8 said ,john4 ,w>de's mann] confus$ him1 fright5$ him4 ,:at mi/ake1 sir8 ,w>de1 twi/+ ! pap]1 answ]$ mis]ably-- ,!re has be5 an action1 b n 9 ,scaife's "p ( ,africa4 ,beaureg>d's ,horse 7 engag$ & suff]$ sev]ely4 ,& w\ld any "o say ',demon' 9 su* a s]i\s context8 ,oh1 my ,god6 said ,john1 pale & trembl+4 ,at la/ he und]/ood4 ,add two lett]s to ,demon & y h ,desmond4 ,h[ easily su* a mi/ake c\ld be made6--,desmond1 ill-writt51 h&$ to an old ,manorite to copy & despat*4 ,x's ,scaife--x's ,scaife1 ,john cri$4 ,w>de said no?+1 />+ at ! ?9 slip ( pap] z if he 7 try+ to wre/ f x its secret4 ,ev]ybody call$ him ',demon1' said ,john4 ,/ill1 "o ought to be prep>$4 ,= _m hide\s m9utes !y sat !re1 sil5t1 wait+ = ! second telegram4 ,dumbleton br\ght x 91 & l+]$1 anxi\sly expectant2 b ,w>de dismiss$ him ) a ge/ure4 ,z ! door clos$1 ,w>de /ood up4 ,if our fe>s are well f\nd$1 he said solemnly1 may ,god give y /r5g?1 ,john ,v]ney1 to be> ! bl[4 ,!n he tore op5 ! envelope & read ! tru?-- ,h5ry ,desmond kill$ 9 action4 ,no1 said ,john1 fi]cely4 ,x is ,scaife1 ,scaife6 ,w>de %ook 8 head1 hold+ ,john's h& tight betwe5 8 s9ewy f+]s4 ,john's face appall$ him4 ,he _h kn[n1 he _h guess$1 ! /r5g? ( ,john's feel+ = ,desmond1 b1 he _h n kn[n ! /r5g? ( ,john's hatr$ ( ,scaife4 ,& ,desmond _h be5 tak5--& ,scaife left4 ,! irony ( x tore ! s\l4 ,don't speak1 comm&$ ,w>de4 ,john clos$ 8 lips ) in/9ctive ob$i5ce4 ,:5 he op5$ !m aga9 8 face _h s(t5$2 ! words fell ^u ! sil5ce ) a he>tr5d+ inflection ( mis]y4 ,& n[ ,i %all nev] "k--,i %all nev] "k4 ,he broke d[n pite\sly4 ,w>de let ! fir/ passion ( grief sp5d itself2 !n he ask$ ,john to expla94 ,! good fell[ saw t if ,john c\ld give 8 tr\ble words x w\ld be light5$ enorm\sly4 ,he div9$ :at _h be5 suppress$4 ,:at is x t y w nev] "k1 ,john8 ,at t ,john spoke1 lay+ b>e 8 he>t4 ,he gave details ( ! nev]-end+ /ruggle betwe5 ,scaife & himself = ! s\l ( 8 fri5d2 gave !m ) a cle>ness ( expression :i* prov$ beyond all else h[ 8 ?\ghts _h cry/alliz$ 9 8 m9d4 ,w>de li/5$1 hold+ ,john's h&1 gripp+ x ) sympa?y & affection4 ,! romance ( ?is fri5d%ip /irr$ him pr(\ndly2 ! romance ( ! /ruggle = good & evil2 a /ruggle ( :i* ! issues rema9$ /ill 9 d\bt2 a romance :i* ,dea? _h cruelly left unf9i%$--?is _h poignant significance = ! h\se-ma/]4 ,i %all nev] "k n[1 ,john repeat$1 9 conclusion4 ,b y h fai? 9 y\r fri5d4 ,he nev] wrote to me1 said ,john4 ,at la/ x 0 out1 ! ?orn 9 8 side :i* _h torm5t$ him4 ,if he _h writt51 ,john cont9u$1 if only he _h writt5 once4 ,:5 we p>t$ x 0 good-bye--j t1 no?+ m2 b ,i ?\ght he w\ld write1 & t ev]y?+ w\ld be cle>$ up4 ,& n[1 sil5ce4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! week wore itself away4 ,a few details 7 =?com+3 en\gh to prove t a glori\s de$ _h be5 done at ! co/ ( a gallant life4 ,engl& 0 ?rill$ because ! h]o happ5$ to be ! son ( a popul> ,m9i/]4 ,! "n ( ,desmond rang ?r\gh ! ,empire4 ,john b\ght e pap] & dev\r$ ! meagre l9es :i* left s mu* betwe5 !m4 ,x seem$ t a c]ta9 position _h to be tak5--a small hill4 ,= ! hundr$? "t 9 ?is campaign too few m5 7 detail$ = ! task4 ,! reek ( t awful slaught] on ,spion ,kop 0 /ill /rong 9 m5's no/rils4 ,beaureg>d & 8 soldi]s halt$ at ! foot ( ! hill1 halt$ 9 ! tee? ( a /orm ( bullets4 ,!n ! ^w 0 giv5 to attack4 ,b ! fire f invisible foes simply ext]m9at$ ! lead+ files4 ,! mom5t came :5 ^? beh9d wav]$ & recoil$4 ,& !n ,desmond d>t$ =w>d--alone1 *e]+ on 8 fell[s4 ,!y 7 all afoot4 ,! m5 ralli$ & foll[$4 ,b !y c\ld n ov]take ! gallant figure press+ on 9 front4 ,he ran--s ! ,special ,correspond5t report$--z if he 7 rac+ = a goal4 ,! m5 /agg]$ aft] him1 aflame ) 8 ard\r4 ,!y rea*$ ! top1 captur$ ! guns1 drove d[n ! enemy1 & return$ to ! highe/ po9t to f9d _! lead]--%ot ?r\gh ! he>t1 & dead1 & smil+ at dea?4 ,( all ! m5 :o pass$ ?r\gh t blizz>d ( bullets he 0 ! y\nge/ by two ye>s4 ,w>de told ,john t ! ,head ,ma/] w\ld prea* ^u ! la/ ,sunday ev5+ ( ! t]m1 ) special ref]5ce to ,h>ry ,desmond4 ,c\ld ,john be> x8 ,john nodd$4 ,s9ce ! fir/ breakd[n 9 ,w>de's /udy1 8 he>t seem$ to h turn$ to ice4 ,8 religi\s s5se1 hi!rto /rong & vital1 fail$ him entirely4 ,he ab&on$ pray]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,ev5song 0 ov] 9 ,h>r[ ,*apel4 ,! ,head ,ma/]1 /ately 9 surplice & sc>let hood1 ent]$ ! pulpit1 &1 9 8 cle>1 calm tones1 ann\nc$ 8 text1 tak5 f ! #ag? v]se ( ! ,fir/ ,*apt] ( ! ,book ( ,ru?-- 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,"l d s to me1 & m also1 if ought b dea? "p !e & me4 ,! subject ( ! s]mon 0 ,fri5d%ip3 ! he>t's blood ( a ,public ,s*ool3 ,fri5d%ip ) its delights1 its p]ils1 its peculi> graces & b5$ictions4 ,to-night1 conclud$ ! prea*]1 amid ! brea?less sil5ce ( ! congregation1 ?is ?\ght ( ,fri5d%ip has = u a special solemnity4 ,x is consecrat$ by ! memory ( "o :om we h j lo/4 ,y1 :o are leav+ ! s*ool1 h be5 ! fri5ds & contempor>ies ( ,h5ry ,julius ,desmond2 8 features are fre% 9 y\r memories1 & w rema9 fre% z long z y live4 ,tall1 eag]1 a face to rememb]1 ,a flu% t c\ld *ange z ! day2 ,a _s t knew n ,decemb]1 ,t bright5$ ! sun%9e ( ,may4 ,^? l9es1 z y "k1 7 writt5 ( ano!r ,h>rovian1 :o di$ "h on ?is ,hill4 ,h5ry ,desmond di$ on ano!r hill1 & di$ s glori\sly t ! %ad[ ( our loss1 d>k z x seem$ to u at fir/1 is already melt+ 9 ! radiance ( 8 ga94 ,to die "y1 clean1 ard5t2 to die swiftly1 9 p]fect heal?2 to die sav+ o!rs f dea?1 or worse--disgrace--to die scal+ heights2 to die & to c>ry ) y into ! full]1 ampl] life beyond1 unta9t$ hopes & aspirations1 unembitt]$ memories1 all ! fre%ness & gladness ( ,may--is n t cause = joy r ?an sorr[8 ,i say--yes4 ,h5ry ,desmond is "o /age ahead ( u ^u a j\rney :i* we all mu/ take1 & ,i entreat y to consid] t1 if we h fai? 9 a future life1 we mu/ believe also t we c>ry h5ce n only ! record ( our acts1 :e!r good or evil1 b ! memory ( !m2 & t memory1 undimm$ by falsehood or self-deception1 w create = u ,heav5 or ,hell4 ,i d n say--,god =bid6--t y %\ld desire dea? because y are /ill "y1 &1 comp>atively speak+1 unspott$ f ! _w2 b ,i say ,i w\ld soon] see any ( y /ruck d[n 9 ! fl[] ( 8 y\? ?an liv+ on to lose1 long be=e dea? comes1 all t makes life wor? ! liv+4 ,bett] dea?1 a ?\s& times1 ?an gradual decay ( m9d & _s2 bett] dea? ?an fai?lessness1 indiff]5ce1 & uncleanness4 ,to y :o are leav+ ,h>r[1 pois$ = flight into ! great _w ( :i* ?is s*ool is ! microcosm1 ,i comm5d ! memory ( ,h5ry ,desmond4 ,x /&s 9 our records = all we v5]ate & /rive =3 loyalty1 hon\r1 purity1 /r5u\sness1 fai?fulness 9 fri5d%ip4 ,:5 temptation assails y1 ?9k ( t gallant boy runn+ swiftly uphill1 leav+ crav5 fe> beh9d1 & draw+ ) him ! o!rs :o1 l$ by him to ! heights1 made victory possible4 ,y _c all be lead]s1 b y c foll[ lead]s2 only see to x t !y lead y1 z ,h5ry ,desmond l$ ! m5 ( ,beaureg>d's ,horse1 onw>d & upw>d4 ,! prea*] end$1 & !n foll[$ ! famili> hymn1 always sung ^u ! la/ ,sunday ev5+ ( ! t]m3-- ,let ,?y fa!r-h& be %ield+ ,all :o "h %all meet no m2 ,may _! se$-"t pa/ be yield+ ,ye> by ye> a ri*] /ore2 ,^? return+1 ,make m fai?ful ?an be=e4 ,! la/ bless+ 0 pron\nc$1 & ) gli/5+ eyes ! boys /ream$ out ( ,*apel2 "s ( !m = ! la/ "t4 99 99 99 99 99 ,^u ! next ,tuesday1 ,john travell$ d[n into ! ,new ,=e/4 ,april 0 abroad 9 ,hamp%ire2 ! l>*es already 7 bright gre5 aga9/ ! ,scot* firs2 ! bee* buds 7 bur/+2 only ! oaks reta9$ _! drab w9t]'s-liv]y4 ,dur+ ! few days prec$+ ,ea/] ,sunday1 ,john rode or walk$ to e "p ( ! =e/ :i* he _h visit$ 9 company ) 8 dead fri5d4 ,at ,beaulieu1 /&+ 9 ! ru9s ( ! ,abbey1 he c\ld he> ,desmond's delightful laugh z he recit$ ! misadv5tures ( ,hordle ,john2 at ,/oneycross he sat ^u ! bank ov]look+ ! moor1 :5ce !y _h se5 ! fox /eal into ! woods ab\t ,rufus's ,/one2 at ! ,bell tav]n at ,brook !y _h lun*$2 at ,h9ton ,admiral !y _h play$ cricket4 ,to 8 "m's & 8 uncle's sil5t sympa?y ,john respond$ b *urli%ly4 ,8 fri5d _h dep>t$ )\t a ^w1 )\t a sign2 t ate into ,john's he>t & consum$ x4 ,= ! fir/ "t s9ce he _h be5 confirm$1 he refus$ to receive ! ,sacram5t4 ,he w5t to *ur* z a matt] ( =m2 b he d>$ n approa* ! alt> 9 8 pres5t rebelli\s mood4 ,aga9 & aga9 he accus$ himself ( hav+ yield$ to a crav5 fe> ( (f5d+ ,desmond by spee* too pla94 ,always he _h be5 s t]ribly afraid ( los+ 8 fri5d2 & n[ he _h lo/ him inde$4 ,?is poignancy ( grief may be acc\nt$ = 9 "p by ! previ\s long-cont9u$ /ra9 ( ov]work4 ,& x is ev] ! habit ( ^? :o d mu* to ?9k t !y might h done m4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,may1 ,john came back to ! ,hill1 = 8 la/ t]m4 ,out ( ! future rose ! dream+ spires ( ,ox=d2 beyond !m1 vague & %ad[y1 ! great ,clock-t[] ( ,we/m9/]1 keep+ wat* & w>d ov] ! de/9ies ( our ,empire4 ,9 a long lett] f ,*>les ,desmond1 ! ,m9i/] _h spok5 ( ! secret>y%ip to be kept w>m = him1 ( ! pleasure & solace ! writ] w\ld take 9 see+ 8 son's be/ fri5d 9 ! place :]e t son might h /ood4 ,8 be/ fri5d8 ,0 t true8 ,! "q torm5t$ ,john4 ,because ,caes> _h be5 s mu* to him1 he desir$1 m passionately ?an he _h desir$ any?+ 9 8 life1 ! assurance t he _h be5 some?+--n ev]y?+1 only some?+--to ,caes>4 99 99 99 99 99 ,"o day1 ab\t ! middle ( ! mon?1 ,john _h be5 play+ cricket1 ! game ( all games :i* br\ght ,caes> mo/ vividly to 8 m9d4 ,!n1 j be=e six ,bill1 he /roll$ up ! ,hill & into ! ,vaughan ,libr>y1 :]e s _m relics de> to ,h>rovians are en%r9$4 ,sitt+ 9 ! spl5did w9d[ :i* faces di/ant ,hamp/ead1 ,john told himself t he mu/ put aside ! mis]ies & p]plexities ( ! pa/ mon?4 ,_h he be5 loyal to 8 fri5d's memory8 ,w\ld n a m ard5t fai? h burn$ away d\bt8 ,john gaz$ across ! famili> fields to ! huge city on ! horizon4 ,soon night w\ld fall1 d>kness w\ld encompass all ?+s4 ,& !n1 out ( ! mirk1 w\ld %9e ! lamps ( ,london4 ,w>de's voice put 8 ?\ghts to in/ant flight4 ,"s intuition told ,john t some?+ _h happ5$4 ,w>de said quietly-- ,a lett] has come = y 9 ,h>ry ,desmond's h&writ+4 ,john1 unable to speak1 /ret*$ out 8 h&4 ,take x1 said ,w>de1 to "s quiet spot :]e y _c be di/urb$4 ,john nodd$4 ,i h se5 h[ x 0 ) y1 ,w>de cont9u$1 ) deep emotion1 & y h _h my acute sympa?y1 ! m acute1 p]haps1 because long ago a fri5d w5t out ( my life )\t a sign4 ,w>de paus$4 ,n[1 unless my :ole exp]i5ce is at fault1 y hold 9 y\r h& :at y want--& :at y des]ve4 ,w>de left ! libr>y2 ,john put ! lett] into 8 pocket4 ,:]e %\ld he g8 ,"o place beckon$ him4 ,^u ! t[]1 look+ t[>ds ! ,hill1 he w\ld read ! la/ lett] ( 8 fri5d4 ,)9 half an h\r he 0 pass+ ?r\gh ! iron gates4 ,he _h n visit$ ! g>d5 s9ce t =lorn w9t]'s aft]noon1 :5 he came "h1 alone1 aft] bidd+ ,desmond good-bye4 ,he c\ld recall ! desolation ( ! sc5e3 bleak ,w9t] dripp+ te>s ^u ! tomb ( ,summ]4 ,) :at disgu/ he _h p]ceiv$ ! decay+ masses ( vegetation1 ! sodd5 turf1 ! soot ^u ! b>e trunks ( ! trees4 ,he _h ru%$ away1 fancy+ t he he>d ,desmond's voice1 ,!re is a curse on ! place4 ,n[1 ,may _h t\*$ :at _h seem$ dead & hide\s1 &1 lo6 a miracle4 ,! haw?orns %one :ite aga9/ ! brilliant gre5 ( ! laurels2 ! horse-*e/nuts _h--to use a fanciful expression ( ,caes>'s--lit _! lamps4 ,out ( ! wav+ grass glimm]$ & sp>kl$ a ?\s& wild fl[]s4 ,john he>d ! glad ,fruehl+sli$ ( bees & birds4 ,!n1 op5+ 8 lungs1 he inhal$ ! life-r5ew+ od\rs ( e>? r5asc5t2 op5+ 8 he>t he felt a spiritual ess5ce p]vad+ e fibre ( 8 be+4 ,once m ! *ill$ sap 9 8 ve9s fl[$ g5]\sly4 ,x 0 well ) him & well ) 8 fri5d4 ,?is conviction possess$ him1 rememb]1 be=e he op5$ ! lett]4 ,he asc5d$ ! t[]1 & broke ! seal4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i h be5 mean+ to write to y1 de> old *ap1 ev] s9ce we p>t$2 b1 someh[1 ,i c\ldn't br+ myself to tackle x 9 e>ne/ till to-night4 ,to-morr[1 we h a ?und]+ big job ahead ( u2 ! la/ job1 p]haps1 = me4 ,old ,jona?an1 y h be5 ! be/ fri5d a man ev] _h1 ! only "o ,i love z mu* z my own bro!rs--& ev5 m4 ,x 0 f kn[+ y t ,i came to see :at good-=-no?+ fools "s fell[s are4 ,y 7 always s unselfi% & /raight6 & y made me feel t ,i 0 ! contr>y1 & t y knew x1 & t ,i %\ld lose y\r fri5d%ip if ,i didn't improve a bit4 ,s1 if we don't meet aga9 9 ?is jolly old _w1 x may be a little com=t to y to rememb] t :at y h done = a v wor?less pal 0 n ?r[n away4 ,good night1 ,jona?an4 ,i'm go+ to turn 92 we %all be a/ir be=e daybreak4 ,ov] ! veldt ! />s are %9+4 ,x's s light1 t ,i c j make out ! hill ^u :i*1 ,i hope1 our flag w be wav+ )9 a few h\rs4 ,! sight ( ?is hill br+s back our ,hill4 ,if ,i %ut my eyes1 ,i c see x pla9ly1 z we us$ to see x f ! t[]1 ) ! ,spire ris+ out ( ! he>t ( ! old s*ool4 ,i h ! absurd conviction /rong 9 me t1 to-morr[1 ,i %all get up ! hill "h fa/] & easi] ?an ! o!r fell[s because y & ,i h s (t5 run up our ,hill toge!r--,god bless x--& y6 ,good night4 ,,footnotes3 #ci ,brekk]1 i4e4 breakfa/4 ,,pr9t$ ,,& ,,b\nd ,,9 ,,engl& ,,by ,,william ,,cl[es ,,& ,,sons ,,limit$1 ,,london ,,& ,,beccles