,transcrib$ f ! #ahie ,oliphant1 ,&]son & ,f]ri] edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgd;cov5try4ac4uk ,,bunyan ,,*>act]s--,,?ird ,,s]ies ,lectures ,deliv]$ 9 ,/4 ,george's ,free ,*ur* ,ed9burgh ,by ,alex&] ,:yte1 ,d4,d4 ,,*apt] ,i--,,! ,,book '--! book ( ! w>s ( ! ,"l4'--,moses4 ,john ,bunyan's ,holy ,w> 0 fir/ publi%$ 9 #afhb1 six ye>s be=e its illu/ri\s au?or's dea?4 ,bunyan wrote ?is great book :5 he 0 /ill 9 all ! fulness ( 8 intellectual p[] & 9 all ! rip5ess ( 8 spiritual exp]i5ce4 ,! ,holy ,w> is n ! ,pilgrim's ,progress--!re is only "o ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,at ! same "t1 we h ,"l ,macaulay's ^w = x t if ! ,pilgrim's ,progress did n exi/ ! ,holy ,w> w\ld be ! be/ allegory t ev] 0 writt53 & ev5 ,mr4 ,fr\de admits t ! ,holy ,w> alone w\ld h entitl$ its au?or to rank high up among ! ackn[l$g$ ma/]s ( ,engli% lit]ature4 ,! intellectual rank ( ! ,holy ,w> has be5 fix$ be=e t tribunal ov] :i* our accompli%$ & compet5t critics preside2 b = a full appreciation ( its religi\s rank & value we w\ld ne$ to he> ! glad te/imonies ( t5s ( ?\s&s ( ,god's sa9ts1 ^: h>d-beset fai? & ob$i5ce h be5 k9dl$ & su/a9$ by ! /udy ( ?is noble book4 ,! ,pilgrim's ,progress sets =? ! spiritual life "u ! scriptural figure ( a long & an uphill j\rney4 ,! ,holy ,w>1 on ! o!r h&1 is a milit>y hi/ory2 x is full ( soldi]s & battles1 defeats & victories4 ,& its dev\t au?or _h mu* m scriptural sugge/ion & support 9 ! composition ( ! ,holy ,w> ?an he _h ev5 9 ! composition ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,= ,holy ,scripture is full ( w>s & rum\rs ( w>s3 ! w>s ( ! ,"l2 ! w>s ( ,jo%ua & ! ,judges2 ! w>s ( ,david1 ) 8 & _m o!r magnific5t battle- songs2 till ! be/ kn[n "n ( ! ,god ( ,israel 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t is ! ,"l ( ,ho/s2 & !n 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t we h ,jesus ,*ri/ describ$ z ! ,capta9 ( our salvation4 ,paul's p[]ful use ( arm\r & ( arm$ m5 is famili> to e /ud5t ( 8 epi/les2 & !n ! :ole ,bible is cr[n$ ) a book all s\nd+ ) ! battle-cries1 ! %\ts1 & ! songs ( soldi]s1 till x ends ) t city ( peace :]e !y hang ! trumpet 9 ! hall & /udy w> no m4 ,milit>y metaphors _h tak5 a p[]ful hold ( our au?or's imag9ation ev5 9 ! ,pilgrim's ,progress1 z 8 portraits ( ,grea!>t & ,valiant-=-tru? & o!r soldi]s suffici5tly %[2 :ile ! conflict ) ,apollyon & ! de/ruction ( ,d\bt+ ,ca/le are s _m sure preludes ( ! com+ ,holy ,w>4 ,bunyan's e>ly exp]i5ces 9 ! great ,civil ,w> _h taught him _m memorable ?+s ab\t ! milit>y art2 memorable & sugge/ive ?+s t he aft]w>ds put to ! mo/ spl5did use 9 ! siege1 ! capture1 & ! subjugation ( ,mans\l4 ,! ,div9e ,com$y is beyond dispute ! greate/ book ( p]sonal & exp]im5tal religion ! _w has ev] se54 ,! consum+ int5sity ( its au?or's feel+s ab\t s9 & hol9ess1 ! ke5ness & ! bitt]ness ( 8 remorse1 & ! rig\r & ! sev]ity ( 8 rev5ge1 8 sup]b intellect & 8 univ]sal le>n+1 all set ablaze by 8 spl5did imag9ation--all t comb9es to make ! ,div9e ,com$y ! unapproa*able ma/]piece x is4 ,john ,bunyan1 on ! o!r h&1 _h no le>n+ to be call$ le>n+1 b he _h a /rong & a heal?y ,engli% und]/&+1 a consci5ce & a he>t :olly giv5 up to ! life ( ! be/ religion ( 8 religi\s day1 & !n1 by %e] d9t ( 8 sanctifi$ & so>+ imag9ation & 8 exquisite /yle1 he /&s =? ! pe] ( ! =emo/ m5 9 ! intellectual _w4 ,& ?us x is t ! great unlett]$ religi\s _w possesses 9 ,john ,bunyan all b all t ! select & s*ol>ly _w possesses 9 ,dante4 ,bo? ,dante & ,bunyan devot$ _! spl5did gifts to ! noble/ ( s]vices--! s]vice ( spiritual1 & especially ( p]sonal religion2 b = "o appreciative read] t ,dante has _h ,bunyan has _h a hundr$4 ,happy 9 be+ s l 8 ,ma/] 9 s _m ?+s1 ,bunyan is happy 9 be+ l 8 unlett]$ ,ma/] 9 ?is also1 t ! common p he> him gladly & nev] we>y ( he>+ him4 ,x gives by f> its noble/ int]e/ to ,dante's noble book t we h ,dante himself 9 e page ( 8 book4 ,dante is tak5 d[n into ,hell1 he is !n l$ up ?r\gh ,purgatory1 & aft] t /ill up & up into ! v ,p>adise ( ,god4 ,b t hell all ! "t is ! hell t ,dante _h dug & d>k5$ & k9dl$ = himself4 ,9 ! ,purgatory1 aga91 we see ,dante work+ out 8 own salvation ) fe> & trembl+1 ,god all ! "t work+ 9 ,dante to w & to d ( ,8 good pleasure4 ,& !n ! ,p>adise1 ) all its sev5fold glory1 is j t place & t life :i* ,god ha? prep>$ = !m t love ,him & s]ve ,him z ,dante did4 ,& s x is 9 ! ,holy ,w>4 ,john ,bunyan is 9 ! ,pilgrim's ,progress1 b !re are m m5 & o!r m5 ?an its au?or 9 t ri* & popul\s book1 & o!r exp]i5ces & o!r atta9m5ts ?an 84 ,b 9 ! ,holy ,w> we h ,bunyan himself z fully & z exclusively z we h ,dante 9 ! ,div9e ,com$y4 ,9 ! fir/ edition ( ! ,holy ,w> !re is a frontispiece conceiv$ & execut$ aft] ! anatomical & symbolical mann] :i* 0 s common 9 t day1 & :i* is to be se5 at its p]fection 9 ! ,engli% edition ( ,jacob ,behm54 ,! frontispiece is a full-l5g? lik5ess ( ! au?or ( ! ,holy ,w>1 ) 8 :ole s\l laid op5 & 8 hidd5 he>t 'anatomis$4' ,:y1 ask$ ,wordswor?1 & ,mat!w ,arnold 9 our day has e*o$ ! "q--:y does ,hom] /ill s live & rule )\t a rival 9 ! _w ( lett]s8 ,& !y answ] t x is because he always sang ) 8 eye s fix$ ^u its object4 ',hom]1 to !e ,i turn4' ,& s x 0 ) ,dante4 ,& s x 0 ) ,bunyan4 ,bunyan's ,holy ,w> has its great & abid+ & comm&+ p[] ov] u j because he compos$ x ) 8 eye fix$ on 8 own he>t4 ,my read]s1 ,i h some:at else to d1 ,?an ) va9 /ories ?us to tr\ble y2 ,:at "h ,i say "s m5 d "k s well ,!y c ) te>s & joy ! /ory tell 4 4 4 ,!n l5d ?9e e> to :at ,i d relate1 ,t\*+ ! t[n ( ,mans\l & h] /ate3 ,= my "p1 ,i 7myself7 0 9 ! t[n1 ,bo? :5 'twas set up & :5 pull+ d[n4 ,let no man !n c\nt me a fable-mak]1 ,nor make my "n or cr$it a p>tak] ,( _! d]ision3 :at is "h 9 view ,( m9e own k1 ,i d>e say is true4 ,! *>act]s 9 ! ,holy ,w> are n z a rule ne>ly s cle>-cut or s full ( dramatic life & movem5t z _! fell[s are 9 ! ,pilgrim's ,progress1 & ,bunyan seems to h felt t to be ! case4 ,he %[s all an au?or's fondness = ! *ildr5 ( 8 imag9ation 9 ! ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,he returns to & he l+]s on _! do+s & _! say+s & _! v names ) all a fooli% fa!r's fond delight4 ,:ile1 on ! o!r h&1 :5 we look to see him 9 8 confid5tial addresses to 8 read]s return+ ^u "s ( ! milit>y & municipal *>act]s 9 ! ,holy ,w>1 to our disappo9tm5t he does n s mu* z "n a s+le "o ( !m1 ?\gh he dwells ) all an au?or's self-delectation on ! out/&+ sc5es1 situations1 & episodes ( 8 rem>kable book4 ,:at1 !n1 are "s ( ! m out/&+ sc5es1 situations1 & episodes1 z well z milit>y & municipal *>act]s1 9 ! book n[ be=e u8 ,& :at are we to promise ourselves1 & to expect1 f ! /udy & ! exposition ( ! ,holy ,w> 9 ^! lectures8 ,well1 to beg9 )1 we %all d our be/ to ent] ) m9d1 & he>t1 & consci5ce1 & imag9ation into ,bunyan's great conception ( ! human s\l z a city1 a fair & a delicate city & corporation1 ) its situation1 surr\nd+s1 privileges & =tunes4 ,we %all !n ent] "u 8 guidance into ! fam\s & /ately palace ( ?is metropolitan city2 a palace :i* = /r5g? might be call$ a ca/le1 = pleasantness a p>adise1 & = l>g5ess a place s copi\s z to conta9 all ! _w4 ,! walls & ! gates ( ! city w !n occupy & in/ruct u = sev]al ,sabba? ev5+s1 aft] :i* we %all ent] on ! record ( ! w>s & battles t roll$ "t aft] "t r\nd ^? city walls1 & surg$ up ?r\gh its captur$ gates till !y q ov]:elm$ ! v palace ( ! k+ itself4 ,!n we %all sp5d1 ,god will+1 "o ,sabba? ev5+ ) ,lo?-to-/oop1 & ano!r ) old ,ill-pause1 ! devil's orator1 & ano!r ) ,capta9 ,any?+1 & ano!r ) ,"l ,willbewill1 & ano!r ) t notori\s villa9 ,clip-promise1 by ^: do+s s mu* ( ! k+'s co9 _h be5 abus$1 & ano!r ) t s angry & s ill-condition$ *url old ,mr4 ,prejudice1 ) 8 sixty deaf m5 "u him4 ,de> ,mr4 ,wet-eyes1 ) 8 rope ^u 8 head1 w h a fit congregation "o w9t] night1 & ,capta9 ,self-d5ial ano!r4 ,we %all h ano!r pa9ful b pr(itable ev5+ be=e a communion season ) ,mr4 ,prywell1 & s we %all eat ( t bread & dr9k ( t cup4 ,emmanuel's liv]y w occupy u "o ev5+1 ,mans\l's ,magna ,*>ta ano!r1 & h] annual ,fea/-day ano!r4 ,h] ,e/abli%$ ,*ur* & h] b5efic$ cl]gy w take up "o ev5+1 "s ,skulk]s 9 ,mans\l ano!r1 ! devil's la/ prank ano!r1 & !n1 to w9d up )1 ,emmanuel's la/ spee* & *>ge to ,mans\l f 8 *>iot-/ep till ,he comes aga9 to accompli% h] rapture4 ,all t we %all see & take "p 92 unless1 inde$1 our ,capta9 comes 9 ang] be=e ! "t1 & spe>s u to ! e>? :5 ,he f9ds u asleep at our po/ or 9 ! act ( s9 at x1 :i* may ,8 ab\nd+ m]cy =bid6 ,& n[ take ^! ?ree =ew>n+s & precautions4 #a4 ,fir/3--,all :o come "h on ^! com+ ,sabba? ev5+s w n und]/& ! ,holy ,w> all at once1 & _m w n und]/& x at all4 ,& little blame to !m1 & no wond]4 ,=1 fully to und]/& ?is deep & intricate book dem&s f> m m9d1 f> m exp]i5ce1 & f> m specialis$ k ?an ! mass ( m51 z m5 are1 c possibly br+ to x4 ,?is s exact+ book dem&s ( u1 to beg9 )1 "s little acqua9tance ) milit>y eng9e]+ & ar*itecture2 ) ! !ory (1 & if possible ) "s practice 91 attack & def5ce 9 sieges & /orms1 w9t] campaigns & long drawn- out w>s4 ,& !n1 impossible z x s\nds & is1 along ) all t we w\ld ne$ to h a really pr(\nd1 practical1 & at fir/-h& acqua9tance ) ! anatomy ( ! human subject1 & especially ) c>diac anatomy1 z well z ) all ! conditions1 diseases1 regim5 & discipl9e ( ! corrupt he>t ( man4 ,& !n x is en\gh to t]rify any "o to op5 ?is book or to ent] ?is *ur* :5 he is told t if he comes "h he mu/ be ready & will+ to h ! :ole ( ?is t]rible & exact+ book fulfill$ & exp]i5c$ 9 himself1 9 8 own body & 9 8 own s\l4 #b4 ,&1 !n1 y w n all l ! ,holy ,w>4 ,! mass ( m5 c\ld n be expect$ to l any su* book4 ,h[ c\ld ! va9 & bl9d citiz5 ( a va9 & bl9d city l to be wak5$ up1 z ,p>is 0 wak5$ up )9 our own remembrance1 to f9d all h] gates 9 ! h&s ( an iron-he>t$ enemy8 ,& h[ c\ld h] sons l to be rem9d$1 z !y sit 9 _! w9e g>d5s1 t !y are !reby fa/ prep>+ _! city = t ?reat5$ day :5 %e is to be hung up on h] own walls & bl$ to ! :ite8 ,:o w\ld n hate & revile ! book or ! prea*] :o prophesi$ su* r\gh ?+s z t8 ,:o c\ld love ! au?or or ! prea*] :o told him to 8 face t 8 eyes & 8 e>s & all ! passes to 8 he>t 7 already 9 ! h&s ( a cruel1 ru?less1 & ma/]ful enemy8 ,no wond] t y nev] read ! ,holy ,w>4 ,no wond] t ! bulk ( m5 h nev] once op5$ x4 ,! ,d[nfall is n a fav\rite book 9 ! night-g>d5s ( ,p>is4 #c4 ,& !n1 few1 v few1 x is to be fe>$1 w be any bett] ( ! ,holy ,w>4 ,=1 to be any bett] ( su* a t]rible book z ?is is1 we mu/ at all co/s lay x1 & lay x all1 & lay x all at once1 to he>t4 ,we mu/ submit ourselves to see ourselves cont9ually 9 its blaz+ glass4 ,we mu/ /oop to be told t x is all1 9 all its t]rors & 9 all its horrors1 lit]ally true ( ourselves4 ,we mu/ delib]ately & resolutely set op5 e gate t op5s 9 on our he>t--,e>-gate & ,eye-gate & all ! gates ( s5se & intellect1 day & night1 to ,jesus ,*ri/ to ent] 92 & we mu/ %ut & bolt & b> e su* gate 9 ! devil's v face1 & 9 ! face ( all 8 sc\ts & orators1 day & night also4 ,b :o t ?9ks1 & t kn[s by exp]i5ce :at all t means1 w feel himself suffici5t = all t8 ,no man3 no s9ful man4 ,b1 among _m o!r noble & bless$ ?+s1 ! ,holy ,w> w %[ u t our suffici5cy 9 ?is impossibility also is all ( ,god4 ,:o1 !n1 w enli/8 ,:o w risk all & enli/8 ,:o w matriculate 9 ! milit>y s*ool ( ,mans\l8 ,:o w submit himself to all ! sev]ity ( its div9e discipl9e8 ,:o w be made will+ to ?r[ op5 & to keep op5 8 :ole s\l1 ) all ! gates & doors !re(1 to all ! sieges1 assaults1 capitulations1 submissions1 occupations1 & su* l ( ! w> ( gospel hol9ess8 ,& :o w enli/ "u t bann] n[8 ',set d[n my "n1 sir1' said a man ( a v /\t c\nt5ance to him :o _h ! inkhorn at ! out] gate4 ,at :i* ^? :o walk$ ^u ! top ( ! palace broke out 9 a v pleasant voice1 ',come 91 come 92 ,et]nal glory ?\ %alt w94' ,we h no long]1 aft] :at we h come ?r\gh1 any su* /\tness 9 our c\nt5ance1 yet w we say to-night ) him :o _h x1 ,set d[n my "n also1 sir6 ,,*apt] ,,ii--,,! ,,city ,,( ,,mans\l ,,& ,,its ,,c9que ,,ports '--a besieg$ city4'--,isaiah4 ,our greate/ hi/orians h be5 wont to leave _! books beh9d !m & to make long j\rneys 9 ord] to see ) _! own eyes ! ru9$ sites ( anci5t cities & ! fam\s fields :]e ! great battles ( ! _w 7 lo/ & won4 ,we all rememb] h[ ,macaulay made a long w9t] j\rney to see ! ,pass ( ,killiecrankie be=e he sat d[n to write ^u x2 & ,c>lyle's magnific5t battle-pieces are n all imag9ation2 ev5 t wond]ful writ] _h to see ,fr$]ick's battlefields ) 8 own eyes be=e he c\ld tru/ himself to describe !m4 ,& he tells u himself h[ ,cromwell's spl5did g5]al%ip all came up be=e him z he look$ d[n on ! t[n ( ,dunb> & out ^u ! ev]-memorable c\ntry r\nd ab\t x4 ,john ,bunyan 0 n a great hi/orian2 he 0 only a common soldi] 9 ! great ,civil ,w> ( ! sev5te5? c5tury2 b :at w\ld we n give = a description f 8 vivid p5 ( ! fam\s fields & ! great sieges 9 :i* he took "p8 ,:at a f9d ,john ,bunyan's ',j\rnals' & ',lett]s ,home f ! ,seat ( ,w>' w\ld be to our hi/orians & to _! read]s6 ,b1 alas6 su* j\rnals & lett]s d n exi/4 ,bunyan's complete sil5ce 9 all 8 books ab\t ! battles & ! sieges he took 8 "p 9 is v rem>kable1 & 8 sil5ce is full ( significance4 ,! ,puritan soldi] keeps all 8 milit>y exp]i5ces to "w !m all up into 8 ,holy ,w>1 ! "o & only w> t ev] k9dl$ all 8 passions & fill$ 8 e wak+ ?\ght4 ,b s9ce ,john ,bunyan 0 a man ( g5ius1 equal 9 8 own way to ,cromwell & ,milton !mselves1 if ,i 7 a soldi] ,i w\ld keep ev] be=e me ! great book 9 :i* ,bunyan's exp]i5ces & obs]vations & reflections z a soldi] are all work$ up4 ,i w\ld set t classical book on ! same %elf ) ,caes>'s ,comm5t>ies & ,napi]'s ,p59sula1 & ,c>lyle's glori\s battle- pieces4 ,ev5 ,caes> has be5 accus$ ( too great dryness & coldness 9 8 ,comm5t>ies1 b !re is nei!r dryness nor coldness 9 ,john ,bunyan's ,holy ,w>4 ,to read ,bunyan k9dles our cold civilian blood l ! wav+ ( a bann] & l ! s\nd ( a trumpet4 ,! situation ( ! city ( ,mans\l occupies "o ( ! mo/ beautiful pages ( ?is :ole book4 ,! op5+ ( ! ,holy ,w>1 simply z a piece ( ,engli%1 is wor?y to /& beside ! be/ page ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress itself1 & :at m c ,i say ?an t8 ,n[1 ! situation ( a city is a matt] ( ! v fir/ importance4 ,inde$1 ! insight & ! =esight ( ! great /atesm5 & ! great soldi]s ( pa/ ages are se5 9 no?+ m ?an 9 ! sites !y *ose = _! citadels & = _! def5c$ cities4 ,well1 !n1 z to ! situation ( ,mans\l1 'x lie?1' says our milit>y au?or1 'j betwe5 ! two worlds4' ,t is to say3 v mu* z ,g]many 9 our day lies betwe5 ,france & ,russia1 & v mu* z ,pale/9e 9 h] day lay betwe5 ,egypt & ,assyria1 s does ,mans\l lie betwe5 two imm5se empires also4 ,&1 surely1 ,i d n ne$ to expla9 to any man "h :o has a man's s\l 9 8 bosom t ! two arm$ empires t besiege 8 s\l are ,heav5 above & ,hell b5ea?1 & t bo? ,heav5 & ,hell w\ld give _! be/ blood & _! be/ treasure to subdue & to possess 8 s\l4 ,we d n value our s\ls at all z ,heav5 & ,hell value !m4 ,!re are savage tribes 9 ,africa & 9 ,asia :o inhabit t]ritories t are sleeplessly envi$ by ! exp&+ & ext5d+ nations ( ,europe4 ,anci5t & mighty empires 9 ,europe raise armies1 & build navies1 & levy taxes1 & spill ! blood ( _! brave/ sons l wat] 9 ord] to possess ! h>b\rs1 & ! riv]s1 & ! m\nta9s1 & ! woods amid :i* _! besott$ own]s roam 9 utt] ignorance ( all ! plots & prep>ations ( ! ,we/]n _w4 ,& ,heav5 & ,hell are n unlike ^? anci5t & ov]-peopl$ nations ( ,europe ^: teem+ millions mu/ h an outlet to o!r l&s4 ,_! life & _! activity are too l>ge & too ri* = _! orig9al t]ritories1 & ?us !y are compell$ to seek out colonies & dep5d5cies1 s t _! surplus population may h a home4 ,&1 9 l mann]1 ,heav5 is too full ( love & ( bless$ness to h all t = ev] %ut up )9 itself1 & ,hell is too full ( envy & ill- w1 & ?us !re cont9ually come ab\t ^? cont5tions & collisions ( :i* ! ,holy ,w> is full4 ,&1 besides1 x is ) ,mans\l & h] neighb\r /ates ( ,heav5 & ,hell j z x is ) "s ( our great ,european empires 9 ?is also4 ,!re is no neutral zone1 no buff] /ate1 no silv] /reak betwe5 ,mans\l & h] imm$iate & milit>y neighb\rs4 ,& ?us x is t h] /atesm51 & h] soldi]s1 & ev5 h] v common-soldi] s5tries mu/ be = ev] on ! wat*2 !y mu/ nev] say peace1 peace2 !y mu/ nev] leave = "o mom5t _! appo9t$ po/4 ,& !n1 z = ! wall ( ! city1 he> our excell5t hi/orian's own words ab\t t4 ',! wall ( ! t[n 0 well built1' s he says4 ',yea1 s fa/ & firm 0 x knit & compact toge!r t1 _h x n be5 = ! t[nsm5 !mselves1 x c\ld n h be5 %ak5 or brok5 d[n = ev]4 ,= "h lay ! excell5t wisdom ( ,him t build$ ,mans\l1 t ! walls c\ld nev] be brok5 d[n nor hurt by ! mo/ mighty adv]se pot5tate unless ! t[nsm5 gave _! cons5t !reto4' ,n[1 :at w\ld ! milit>y eng9e]s ( ,*a?am & ,p>is & ,b]l91 :o are n[ at _! wits' end1 n give = a secret l t6 ,a wall impregnable & insurm\ntable & n to be sapp$ or m9$ f ! outside3 a wall t c\ld only suff] hurt f ! inside6 ,& !n t wond]ful wall 0 pi]c$ f )9 ) five magnific5tly answ]able gates4 ,t is to say1 ! gates c\ld nei!r be bur/ 9 nor any way =c$ f )\t4 ',?is fam\s t[n ( ,mans\l _h five gates1 9 at :i* to come1 out ( :i* to g2 & ^! 7 made likewise answ]able to ! walls2 to wit1 impregnable1 & su* z c\ld nev] be op5$ or =c$ b by ! w & leave ( ^? )94 ,! names ( ! gates 7 ^!3 ,e>-gate1 ,eye-gate1 ,m\?-gate2 9 %ort1 '! five s5ses1' z we say4 ,9 ! s\? ( ,engl&1 9 ! "t ( ,edw>d ! ,confessor & aft] ! battle ( ,ha/+s1 !re 7 five cities :i* _h special immunities & peculi> privileges be/[$ ^u !m1 9 recognition ( ! special dang]s to :i* !y 7 expos$ & ! em95t s]vices !y p]=m$ z fac+ ! ho/ile %ores ( ,france4 ,ow+ to _! privileges & _! position1 ! ',c9que ,ports' came to be cities ( great /r5g?1 till1 z "t w5t on1 !y became a positive weakness r ?an a /r5g? to ! l& t lay beh9d !m4 ,privilege br$ pride1 & 9 _! pride ! ,c9que ,ports proclaim$ w>s & =m$ alliances on _! own acc\nt3 piracies by sea & robb]ies by l& 7 hat*$ )9 _! walls2 & x took c5turies to r$uce ^? pamp]$ & arrogant ports to ! safe & peaceful rank ( ord9>y ,engli% cities4 ,! ,revolution ( #afhh did some?+1 & ! ,re=m ,bill ( #ahcb did m to make ,dov] & h] insol5t si/]s l ! o!r free & equal cities ( ,engl&2 b to ?is day !re are remnants ( public %[s & pageantries left 9 ^? old t[ns suffici5t to witness to ! =m] privileges1 p[]1 & pride ( ! fam\s ,c9que ,ports4 ,n[1 ,mans\l1 9 l mann]1 has h] c9que ports4 ,& ! :ole ( ! ,holy ,w> is "o long & detail$ hi/ory ( h[ ! five s5ses are clo!d ) su* p[] z !y possess2 h[ !y abuse & misuse _! p[]2 :at disloyalty & despite !y %[ to _! sov]eign2 :at conspiracies & depr$ations !y ent] into2 :at untold mis]ies !y let 9 ^u !mselves & ^u ! l& t lies beh9d !m2 :at ye>s & ye>s ( siege1 legislation1 & rule x takes to r$uce our bodily s5ses1 ^? pr\d & lic5ti\s gates1 to _! true & prop] allegiance1 & to make _! possessors a p loyal & cont5t$1 law-abid+ & happy4 ,! ,apo/le has a t]rible passage to ! ,cor9?ians1 9 :i* he treats ( ! s\l & ! s5ses ) trem5d\s & ov]:elm+ p[]4 ',y\r bodies & y\r bodily memb]s1' he argues1 ) cru%+ indignation1 'are n y\r own to d ) !m z y l4 ,y\r bodies & y\r s\ls are bo? ,*ri/'s4 ,he has b\ght y\r body & y\r s\l at an incalculable co/4 ,:at6 "k ye n t y\r body is no?+ less ?an ! temple ( ! ,holy ,gho/ :i* is 9 y1 & ye are n any m y\r own8 "k ye n t y\r bodies are ! v memb]s ( ,*ri/8' ,& !n he says a ?+ s t]rible t ,i tremble to transcribe x4 ,= a m t]rible ?+ 0 nev] writt54 ',%all ,i !n1' fill$ ) %ame he dem&s1 'take ! memb]s ( ,*ri/ & make !m ! memb]s ( an h>lot8' ,o ,god1 h m]cy on me6 ,i knew all ! "t t ,i 0 abus+ & pollut+ myself1 b ,i did n "k1 ,i did n ?9k1 ,i 0 nev] told t ,i 0 abus+ & pollut+ ,?y ,son1 ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,oh1 too awful ?\ght4 ,& yet1 /upid s9n] t ,i am1 ,i _h (t5 read t if any man defile ! temple ( ,god & ! memb]s ( ,*ri/1 him %all ,god de/roy4 ,o ,god1 de/roy me n z ,i see n[ t ,i des]ve4 ,sp>e me t ,i may cleanse & sanctify myself & ! memb]s ( ,*ri/ 9 me1 :i* ,i h s (t5 embrut$ & defil$4 ,assi/ me to summon up my imag9ation h5ce=? to my sanctification z ,?9e apo/le has "h taught me ! way4 ,let me h5ce=? look at my :ole body 9 all its s5ses & 9 all its memb]s1 ! mo/ op5 & ! mo/ secret1 z 9 reality no m my own4 ,let me h5ce=? look at myself ) ,paul's deep & holy eyes4 ,let me h5ce=? seat ,*ri/1 my ,r$eem] & my ,k+1 9 ! v ?rone ( my he>t1 & !n keep e gate ( my body & e av5ue ( my m9d z all n any m m9e own b ,84 ,let me op5 my eye1 & my e>1 & my m\?1 z if 9 all t ,i 7 op5+ ,*ri/'s eye & ,*ri/'s e> & ,*ri/'s m\?2 & let me ?ru/ 9 no?+ on ,him z ,he dwells )9 me t w make ,him a%am$ or angry1 or t w defile & pollute ,him4 ,t ?\ght1 ,o ,god1 ,i feel t x w (t5 arre/ me 9 "t to come 9 ! v act ( s94 ,x w make me />t back be=e ,i make ,*ri/ cruel or false1 a w9e-bibb]1 a glutton1 or unclean4 ,i feel at ?is mom5t z if ,i %all yet come to ask ,him at e meal1 & at e o!r opportunity & temptation ( e k9d1 :at ,he w\ld h & :at ,he w\ld d be=e ,i g on to take or to d any?+ myself4 ,:at a *eck1 :at a re/ra9t1 :at an awful scrupulosity t w h5ce=? "w 9 me6 ,b1 ?r\gh t1 :at a pure1 blameless1 noble1 holy & heav5ly life ,i %all !n lead6 ,:at bodily pa9s1 diseases1 premature decays2 :at m5tal remorses1 :at %ames & sc&als1 :at self-loa?+s & :at self-disgu/s1 :at cups bitt]] to dr9k ?an blood1 ,i %all !n escape6 ,yes1 ,o ,paul1 ,i %all h5ce=? hold ) !e t my body is ! temple ( ,*ri/1 & t ,i am n my own1 b t ,i am b\ght ) a transport+ price1 & c1 !re=e1 d no?+ less ?an glorify ,god 9 my body & 9 my _s :i* are ,god's4 ',?is place1' says ! ,paul9e au?or ( ! ,holy ,w>--',?is place ! ,k+ int5d$ b = ,himself alone1 & n = ano!r ) ,him4' ,b1 my bre?r51 lay ?is well1 & z nev] be=e1 to he>t--?is1 namely1 t :5 y ?us beg9 to keep any gate = ,*ri/1 y\r ,k+ & ,capta9 & ,bett]-self1--,e>-gate1 or ,eye-gate1 or ,m\?-gate1 or any o!r gate--y w h tak5 up a task t %all h no end ) y 9 ?is life4 ,till y beg9 9 dead e>ne/ to wat* y\r he>t1 & all ! doors ( y\r he>t1 z if y 7 wat*+ ,*ri/'s he>t = ,him & all ! doors ( ,8 he>t1 y w h no idea ( ! ardu\sness & ! endurance1 ! sleeplessness & ! self-d5ial1 ( ! und]tak+4 ',mans\l6 ,h] w>s seem$ endless 9 h] eyes2 ,%e's lo/ by "o1 becomes ano!r's prize4 ,mans\l6 ,h] mighty w>s1 !y did port5d ,h] weal or woe & t _w )\t end4 ,:]e=e %e mu/ be m conc]n'd ?an !y ,^: fe>s beg9 & end ! self-same day4' ',we all ?\ght "o battle w\ld decide x1' says ,ri*>d ,baxt]1 writ+ ab\t ! ,civil ,w>4 ',b we 7 all v mu* mi/ak51' s>donically adds ,c>lyle4 ,yes2 & y w be v mu* mi/ak5 too if y ent] on ! w> ) s9 9 y\r s\l1 9 y\r s5ses & 9 y\r memb]s1 ) p[d] & %ot = "o engagem5t only4 ,:5 y enli/ "h1 lay well to he>t t x is = life4 ,!re is no dis*>ge 9 ?is w>4 ,!re are no ornam5tal old p5sion]s "h4 ,x is a w>f>e = et]nal life1 & no?+ w end x b ! end ( y\r evil days on e>?4 ,,*apt] ,,iii--,,e>-,,gate ',take he$ :at ye he>4'--,our ,"l 9 ,m>k4 ',take he$ h[ y he>4'--,our ,"l 9 ,luke4 ,?is fam\s t[n ( ,mans\l _h five gates1 9 at :i* to come1 out at :i* to g1 & ^! 7 made likewise answ]able to ! walls--to wit1 impregnable1 & su* z c\ld nev] be op5$ nor =c$ b by ! w & leave ( ^? )94 ',! names ( ! gates 7 ^!1 ,e>- gate1 ,eye-gate1' & s on4 ,dr4 ,george ,wilson1 :o 0 once ,pr(essor ( ,te*nology 9 our ,univ]sity1 took ?is sugge/ive passage out ( ! ,holy ,w> & made x ! text ( 8 fam\s lecture 9 ! ,philosophical ,in/itution1 & !n he pr9t$ ! passage on ! fly- leaf ( 8 delightful book ,! ,five ,gateways ( ,k4 ,t is a book to read sometime1 b ?is ev5+ is to be sp5t ) ! ma/]4 ,=1 aft] all1 no "o c write at once s beautifully1 s qua9tly1 s sugge/ively1 & s evangelically z ,john ,bunyan4 ',! ,"l ,willbewill1' says ,john ,bunyan1 'took special c>e t ! gates %\ld be secur$ ) d\ble gu>ds1 d\ble bolts1 & d\ble locks & b>s2 & t ,e>-gate especially might ! bett] be look$ to1 = t 0 ! gate 9 at :i* ! ,k+'s =ces s\ght mo/ to ent]4 ,! ,"l ,willbewill !re=e made old ,mr4 ,prejudice1 an angry & ill-condition$ fell[1 capta9 ( ! w>d at t gate1 & put "u 8 p[] sixty m51 call$ ,deafm52 m5 advantage\s = t s]vice1 =asmu* z !y matt]$ no words ( ! capta9 nor ( ! soldi]s4 ,& fir/ ! ,k+'s (fic]s made _! =ce m =midable aga9/ ,e>-gate3 = !y knew t unless !y c\ld p5etrate t no good c\ld be done ^u ! t[n4 ,?is done1 !y put ! re/ ( _! m5 9 _! places2 aft] :i* !y gave out ! ^w1 :i* 01 ,ye mu/ be born aga96 ,& s ! battle began4 ,n[1 !y 9 ! t[n _h plant$ ^u ! t[] ov] ,e>-gate two great guns1 ! "o call$ ,high-m9d & ! o!r ,heady4 ,unto ^! two guns !y tru/$ mu*2 !y 7 ca/ 9 ! ca/le by ,diabolus's ironf\nd]1 ^: "n 0 ,mr4 ,puff-up1 & mis*iev\s pieces !y 74 ,!y 9 ! camp also did /\tly1 = !y saw t unless !y c\ld op5 ,e>-gate x w\ld be 9 va9 to batt] ! wall4' ,& s on1 ?r\gh _m allegorical1 &1 if sometimes some:at lab\r$1 yet always eloqu5t1 pung5t1 & he>t-expos+ pages4 ,) ^! = our text let u n[ take a rapid glance at :at "s ( ! m ,bunyan-l passages 9 ! prophets & ! psalms say ab\t ! e>2 h[ x is kept & h[ x is lo/2 h[ x is us$ & h[ x is abus$4 #a4 ,! ,psalmi/ uses a v /rik+ expression 9 ! #id? ,psalm :5 he is call+ = ju/ice1 & is tea*+ ,god's provid5ce ov] m54 ',he t plant$ ! e>1' ! ,psalmi/ exclaims1 '%all he n he>8' ,&1 consid]+ 8 *ur* & 8 day1 t is n a bad rem>k ( ,c>d9al ,bell>m9e on t psalm1--'! ,psalmi/'s ^w plant$1' says t able *ur*man1 'implies design1 9 t ! e> 0 n spontane\sly evolv$ by an act ( vital =ce1 b 0 indep5d5tly creat$ by ,god = a c]ta9 object1 j z a tree1 n ( indig5\s gr[?1 is ( set purpose plant$ 9 "s new place by ! h& ( man4' ,! same ?+ is said 9 ,g5esis1 y rememb]1 ab\t ! ,g>d5 ( ,ed51--! ,"l plant$ x & put ! man & ! woman1 ^: e>s he _h j plant$ also1 into ! g>d5 to dress x & keep x4 ,h[ !y dress$ ! g>d5 & kept x1 & h[ !y held ! gate ( _! e> aga9/ him :o squatt$ d[n be=e x ) 8 innu5does & 8 lies1 we all "k to our z yet unrepair$1 ?\gh n always irrep>able1 co/4 #b4 ,"o w\ld almo/ ?9k t ! scornful apo/le _h ! ,g>d5 ( ,ed5 9 8 eye :5 he speaks s bitt]ly to ,timo?y ( a class ( p :o are curs$ ) 'it*+ e>s4' ,eve's e>s it*$ unappeasably = ! devil's promis$ secret2 & we h all inh]it$ our fir/ "m's mis]able curiosity4 ,h[ eag]1 h[ re/less1 h[ importunate1 we all are to he> t new ?+ t does n at all conc]n u2 or only conc]ns u to our loss & our %ame4 ,& ! m =bidd5 t secret is to u1 & ! m full ( inw>d evil to u--insane s9n]s t we are--! m det]m9$ we are to get at x4 ,let any =bidd5 secret be 9 ! keep+ ( "s "o )9 e>%ot ( u & we w give him no re/ till he has %>$ ! evil ?+ ) u4 ,let any specially evil page be publi%$ 9 a newspap]1 & we w take good c>e t t day's pap] is n ?r[n into ! wa/e-basket2 we w hide x away1 l a dog ) a /ol5 bone1 till we are able to dig x up & *ew x dry 9 secret4 ,! devil has no ne$ to blockade or besiege ! gate ( our e> if he has any ( 8 good ?+s to (f] u4 ,! gate t c only be op5$ f )9 w op5 at once ( itself if he or any ( 8 newsmong]s b squat d[n = a mom5t be=e x4 ,%ame on u1 & on all ( u1 = our it*+ e>s4 #c4 ,isaiah speaks ( "s m5 9 8 day ^: e>s 7 'heavy' & ^: he>ts 7 fat1 & ! ,psalmi/ speaks ( "s m5 9 8 day ^: e>s 7 '/opp$' up altoge!r4 ,& !re is n a bett] ?+ 9 ,bunyan at 8 v be/ ?an t surly old *url call$ ,prejudice1 s ill-condition$ & s always on ! edge ( ang]4 ,by ! devil's plan ( battle old ,prejudice 0 appo9t$ to be w>d] ( ,e>-gate1 & to enable him to keep t gate = 8 ma/] he _h sixty deaf m5 put "u him1 m5 mo/ advantage\s = t po/1 =asmu* z x matt]$ n to !m :at ,emmanuel & ,8 (fic]s said4 ,!re c\ld be no mann] ( d\bt :o compos$ t inimitable passage4 ,!re is all ! tru? & all ! hum\r & all ! satire 9 ,old ,prejudice t our au?or has accu/om$ u to 9 8 be/ pieces4 ,! common p always get ! be/ lit]ature along ) ! be/ religion 9 ,john ,bunyan4 ',!y are l ! deaf add] t /oppe? h] e>1 & :i* w n he>k5 to ! voice ( *>m]s *>m+ nev] s wisely1' says ! ,psalmi/1 speak+ ab\t "s bad m5 9 8 day4 ,n[1 ,i w n /& ^u ,david's natural hi/ory "h1 b 8 moral & religi\s mean+ is evid5t en\gh4 ,david is n conc]n$ ab\t add]s & _! e>s1 he is :olly tak5 up ) u & our add]-l animosity aga9/ ! tru?4 ,aga9/ :at tea*]1 !n2 aga9/ :at prea*]2 aga9/ :at writ]2 aga9/ :at doctr9e1 repro(1 correction1 has y\r *urli% prejudice add]-l %ut y\r e>8 ,aga9/ :at tru?1 human or div9e1 h y hi!rto /opp$ up y\r e> l ! ,psalmi/'s s]p5t8 ,to ask t boldly1 hone/ly1 & 9 ! sight ( ,god1 at y\rself to-night1 w\ld end 9 mak+ y ! lifelong fri5d ( "s prea*]1 "s tea*]1 "s s\l-sav+ tru? y h up till to-night be5 prejudic$ aga9/ ) ! root$ prejudice & ! sull5 ob/9acy ( sixty deaf m54 ,o ,god1 help u to lay aside all ?is add]-l antipa?y at m5 & ?+s1 bo? 9 public & 9 private life4 ,help u to give all m5 & all causes a fair field & no fav\r1 b ! field & ! fav\r ( an op5 & an hone/ m9d1 & a simple & a s9c]e he>t4 ,he t ha? e>s1 let him he>6 #d4 ,z we "w our way ?r\gh ! v>i\s developm5ts & vicissitudes ( ! ,holy ,w> we %all f9d ,e>-gate 9 x & 9 ourselves pass+ ?r\gh _m unexpect$ exp]i5ces2 n[ held by "o side & n[ by ano!r4 ,& we f9d ! same succession ( vicissitudes set =? 9 ,holy ,scripture4 ,if y pay any att5tion to :at y read & he>1 & !n beg9 to ask y\rselves fair 9 ! face z to y\r own prejudices1 prepossessions1 animosities1 & antipa?ies1--y w at once beg9 to reap y\r rew>d 9 hav+ put into y\r possession :at ! ,scriptures s (t5 call an 'incl9$' e>4 ,t is to say1 an e> n only un/opp$1 n only unload$1 b actually prep>$ & pr$ispos$ to all mann] ( tru? & goodness4 ,ar\nd our city !re are ! rema9s1 ! /ill visible tracks1 ( roads t at "o "t took ! c\ntry p into our city1 b :i* are n[ /opp$ up & made :olly impassable4 ,!re is no long] any road into ,ed9burgh t way4 ,!re are o!r roads /ill op51 b !y are v r\ndab\t1 & at be/ v uphill4 ,& !n !re are o!r roads s smoo?1 & level1 & broad1 & well kept1 t !y are full ( all k9ds ( traffic2 9 ! c5tre c>ts & c>riages cr[d !m1 on ! "o side horses & _! rid]s delight to display !mselves1 & on ! o!r side p$e/rians & p]ambulators enjoy ! sun4 ,& !n !re are /ill o!r roads ) su* a sweet & g5tle incl9e ^u !m t x is a positive pleasure bo? to man & bea/ to set _! foot ^u !m4 ,& s x is ) ! m9ds & ! he>ts ( ! m5 & ! wom5 :o cr[d ^! roads4 ,j z ! v>i\s roads are1 s are ! e>s & ! und]/&+s1 ! affections & ! incl9ations ( ^? :o walk & ride & drive ^u !m4 ,"s ( ^? m5's e>s are impassably /opp$ up by self-love1 self-int]e/1 p>ty-_s1 ang]1 envy1 & ill-w1--imp5etrably /opp$ up aga9/ all ! m5 & all ! tru?s ( e>? & ( heav5 t w\ld in/ruct1 enlight51 convict or correct !m4 ,"s m5's m9ds1 aga91 are n s mu* %ut up z !y are crook$1 & w>p$1 & n>r[1 & full ( ob/ruction & opposition4 ,:]eas "h & !re1 sometimes on horseback & sometimes on foot2 sometimes a le>n$ man walk+ out ( ! city to take ! air1 & sometimes an unlett]$ c\ntryman com+ into ! city to make 8 m>ket1 w h 8 e> hospitably op5 to e good man he meets1 to e good book he reads1 to e good pap] he buys at ! /reet corn]1 & to e good spee*1 & report1 & lett]1 & article he reads 9 x4 ,& h[ happy t man is1 h[ happy 8 h\se is at home1 & h[ happy he makes all ^? he b smiles to on 8 aft]noon walk1 & 9 all 8 walk along ! roads ( ?is life4 ,nev] see an ,i incl9e' on a railway or on a driv+ or a walk+ road )\t say+ on x be=e y leave x1 ',i wait$ pati5tly = ! ,"l1 & ,he incl9$ ,8 e> unto me & he>d my cry4 ,because ,he ha? incl9$ ,8 e> unto me1 !re=e w ,i call ^u ,him z long z ,i live4 ,incl9e n my he>t to any evil ?+1 to practise wick$ works ) !m t "w iniquity4 ,incl9e my he>t unto ,?y te/imonies1 & n to covet\sness4 ,i h incl9$ m9e he>t to p]=m ,?y /atutes alway1 ev5 unto ! end4' #e4 ,%akespe>e speaks 9 ,ri*>d ! ,second ( '! op5 e> ( y\?1' & x is a beautiful tru? 9 a beautiful passage4 ,"y m51 :o are /ill "y m51 keep y\r e>s op5 to all tru? & to all duty & to all goodness1 & %ut y\r e>s ) an add]'s det]m9ation aga9/ all t :i* ru9$ ,ri*>d--flatt]+ s\nds1 reports ( fa%ions1 & lascivi\s metres4 ',our s\ls w\ld only be ga9]s by ! p]fection ( our bodies 7 !y wisely dealt )1' says ,pr(essor ,wilson 9 8 ,five ,gateways4 ',& = e human be+ we %\ld aim at secur+1 s f> z !y c be atta9$1 an eye z ke5 & pi]c+ z t ( ! eagle2 an e> z s5sitive to ! fa9te/ s\nd z t ( ! h>e2 a no/ril z f>-sc5t+ z t ( ! wild de]2 a tongue z delicate z t ( ! butt]fly2 & a t\* z acute z t ( ! spid]4 ,no man ev] 0 s end[$1 & no man ev] w be2 b all m5 come inf9itely %ort ( :at !y %\ld a*ieve 7 !y to make _! s5ses :at !y might be made4 ,! old h outliv$ _! opportunity1 & ! diseas$ nev] _h x2 b ! "y1 :o h /ill an undimm$ eye1 an undull$ e>1 & a s(t h&2 an unblunt$ no/ril1 & a tongue :i* ta/es ) reli% ! pla9e/ f>e--! "y c s cultivate _! s5ses z to make ! n>r[ r+1 :i* = ! old & ! infirm encircles ?+s s5sible1 wid5 = !m into an almo/ limitless horizon4' ,take he$ :at y he>1 & take he$ h[ y he>4 ,,*apt] ,,iv--,,eye-,,gate ',m9e eye affecte? m9e he>t4'--,j]emiah4 ',?9k1 9 ! fir/ place1' says ! eloqu5t au?or ( ! ,five ,gateways ( ,k1 'h[ beautiful ! human eye is4 ,! eyes ( _m ( ! l[] animals are1 d\btless1 v beautiful4 ,y mu/ all h admir$ ! bold1 fi]ce1 bright eye ( ! eagle2 ! l>ge1 g5tle1 br[n eye ( ! ox2 ! trea*]\s1 gre5 eye ( ! cat1 wax+ & wan+ l ! moon2 ! p]t eye ( ! sp>r[2 ! sly eye ( ! fox2 ! pe]+ little bead ( black enamel 9 ! m\se's head2 ! gem-l eye t r$eems ! toad f ugl9ess1 & ! intellig5t1 affectionate expression :i* looks out ( ! human-l eye ( ! horse & dog4 ,!re are _m o!r animals ^: eyes are full ( beauty1 b !re is a glory t excelle? 9 ! eye ( a man4 ,we realise ?is be/ :5 we gaze into ! eyes ( ^? we love4 ,x is _! eyes we look at :5 we are ne> !m1 & x is _! eyes we recall :5 we are f> away f !m4 ,! face is all b a blank )\t ! eye2 ! eye seems to conc5trate e feature 9 itself4 ,x is ! eye t smiles1 n ! lips2 x is ! eye t li/5s1 n ! e>2 x is ! eye t fr[ns1 n ! br[2 x is ! eye t m\rns1 n ! voice4 ,! eye sees :at x br+s ! p[] to see4 ,h[ true is ?is6 ,! sailor on ! look-out c see a %ip :]e ! l&sman c see no?+4 ,! ,esquimaux c di/+ui% a :ite fox among ! :ite sn[4 ,! a/ronom] c see a /> 9 ! sky :]e to o!rs ! blue expanse is unbrok54 ,! %eph]d c di/+ui% ! face ( e s+le %eep 9 8 flock1' s ,pr(essor ,wilson4 ,& !n ,dr4 ,g\ld tells u 9 8 my/ico-evolution>y1 ,behm5-&-,d>w9 book1 ,! ,mean+ & ! ,me?od ( ,life--a book :i* ^? w read :o c & ought--t ! eye is ! mo/ psy*ical1 ! mo/ spiritual1 ! mo/ useful1 & ! mo/ valu$ & *]i%$ ( all ! s5ses2 aft] :i* he adds ?is wond]ful & he>t-affect+ sci5tific fact1 t 9 dea? by />vation1 e p>ticle ( fat 9 ! body is auto-dige/$ except ! cream-cu%ion ( ! eye-ball6 ,s true is x t ! eye is ! mi/ress1 ! que51 & ! mo/ preci\s1 to ,creator & creature alike1 ( all ! five s5ses4 ,n[1 9 ! ,holy ,w> ,john ,bunyan says a ?+ ab\t ! e>1 z di/+ui%$ f ! eye1 t ,i _c subscribe to 9 my own exp]i5ce at any rate4 ,9 describ+ ! t]rible w> t rag$ r\nd ,e>-gate1 & f9ally swept up ?r\gh t gate & into ! /reets ( ! city1 he says t ! e> is ! %orte/ & ! sure/ road to ! he>t4 ,i confess ,i _c ?9k t to be ! actual case4 ,i am c]ta9 t x is n s 9 my own case4 ,my eye is v mu* ne>] my he>t ?an my e> is4 ,my eye mu* soon] affects1 & mu* m p[]fully affects1 my he>t ?an my e> ev] does4 ,n only is my eye by v mu* ! %orte/ road to my he>t1 b1 l all o!r %ort roads1 x is cram-full ( all k9ds ( traffic :5 my e> /&s altoge!r empty4 ,my eye is con/antly cr[d$ & *ok$ ) all k9ds ( comm]ce2 :ole hordes ( immigrants & invad]s trample "o ano!r d[n on ! conge/$ /reet t leads f my eye to my he>t4 ,speak+ = myself1 = "o assault t is made on my he>t ?r\gh my e> !re are a ?\s& assaults successfully made ?r\gh my eye4 ,inde$1 7 my eye b /opp$ up2 _h ,i b ob$i5ce & c\rage & self-mortification en\gh to pluck bo? my eyes out1 t w\ld be half ! cleans+ & heal+ & hol9ess ( my evil he>t2 or at lea/1 ! half ( its corruption1 rebellion1 & abom9able wick$ness w\ld h5ce=? be hidd5 f me4 ,i ?9k ,i c see :at l$ ,john ,bunyan 9 8 day & 9 ?is book to make t too /rong /atem5t ab\t ! e> z aga9/ ! eye2 b x is n l him to h let su* an ov]-/atem5t /& & cont9ue 9 8 correct$ & c>efully f9i%$ "w4 ,! prophet ,j]emiah1 ,i feel satisfi$1 w\ld n h subscrib$ to :at is said 9 ! ,holy ,w> 9 ext5uation ( ! eye4 ,t he>t- brok5 prophet does n say t x has be5 8 e> t has made 8 head wat]s4 ,x is 8 eye1 he says1 t has s affect$ 8 he>t4 ,! ,prophet ( ! ,captivity _h all ! ,holy ,w> pot5tially 9 8 imag9ation :5 he p5n$ t s sugge/ive s5t5ce4 ,& ! ,lat9 poet ( exp]i5ce1 ! gr[n-up man's own poet1 says some:]e t ! ?+s t ent] by 8 eye seize & hold 8 he>t mu* m swiftly & mu* m surely ?an ^? ?+s t b ent] by 8 e>4 ,i %all cont9ue1 !n1 to hold by my text1 ',m9e eye affecte? m9e he>t4' #a4 ,turn+ !n1 to ! prophets & prov]b-mak]s ( ,israel1 & !n to ! ,new ,te/am5t = ! true tea*+ on ! eye1 ,i come1 9 ! fir/ place1 on t s pung5t say+ ( ,solomon t '! eyes ( a fool are 9 ! ends ( ! e>?4' ,look at t born fool1 says ,solomon1 :o has 8 eyes & 8 he>t committ$ to him to keep4 ,see him h[ he gapes & />es aft] ev]y?+ t does n conc]n him1 & lets ! door ( 8 own he>t /& op5 to e ent]+ ?ief4 ,london is a city ( ?ree million inhabitants1 & !y are mo/ly fools1 ,c>lyle once said4 ,& let him 9 ?is city ^: eyes keep at home ca/ ! fir/ /one at ^? =eign fools4 ,i w wag] on _! side t _m ( y "h to-night "k bett] :at w5t on 9 ,ma%onal& la/ week ?an :at w5t on 9 y\r own kit*5 d[n/airs1 or 9 y\r own nurs]y or s*oolroom up/airs4 ,"s ( y are t5 times m tak5 up ) ! prospects ( ,h] ,maje/y's ,gov]nm5t ?is session1 & ) ! plots ( ,h] ,maje/y's ,opposition1 ?an y are ) ! prospects ( ! good & ! evil1 & ! plots ( ,god & ! devil1 all ?is w9t] 9 y\r own he>ts4 ,y rise e>ly1 & make a fight to get ! fir/ ( ! newspap]2 b :5 ! m9i/] comes 9 9 ! aft]noon y blu% because ! h\semaid has mislaid ! ,bible4 ,did y ev] read ( ! />gaz] :o fell into an op5 well at ! /reet corn]8 ,l him1 y may be a great a/ronom]1 a great politician1 a great !ologian1 a great def5d] ( ! fai? ev51 & yet may be a />k fool j 9 keep+ ! doors & ! w9d[s ( y\r own he>t4 ',y %all see a poor s\l1' says ,dr4 ,goodw91 'mean 9 abilities ( wit1 or accompli%m5ts ( le>n+1 :o kn[s n h[ ! _w goes1 nor ^u :at :eels its /ates turn1 :o yet kn[s m cle>ly & exp]im5tally 8 own he>t ?an all ! le>n$ m5 9 ! _w "k !irs4 ,& ?\gh ! o!r may bett] disc\rse philosophically ( ! acts ( ! s\l1 yet ?is poor man sees m into ! corruption ( x ?an !y all4' ,& 9 ano!r excell5t place he says3 ',_m :o h leisure & p>ts to read mu*1 in/ead ( balla/+ _! he>ts ) div9e tru?1 & build+ up _! s\ls ) its preci\s words1 are mu* m v]s$ 9 play-books1 je]+ pasquils1 romances1 & feign$ /aves1 :i* are b apes & peacocks' fea!rs in/ead ( pe>ls & preci\s /ones4 ,=eign & fooli% disc\rses please _! eyes & _! e>s2 !y are m *ameleons ?an m51 = !y live on ! ea/ w9d4' #b4 ',if ?9e eye (f5d !e'--our ,"l lays d[n ?is law to all ^? :o w\ld ent] into life--'pluck x out & ca/ x f !e2 = x is bett] = !e to ent] into life ) "o eye1 r ?an1 hav+ two eyes1 to be ca/ into hell-fire4' ,does y\r eye (f5d y1 my bre?r58 ,does y\r eye cause y to /umble & fall1 z x is 9 ! etymology8 ,! "r use ( ! eye is to keep y f /umbl+ & fall+2 b s p]v]t$ are ! eye & ! he>t ( e s9n] t ! city wat*man has become a p>tak] ) ?ieves1 & our tru/$ guide & gu>dian a traitor & a knave4 ,if ?9e eye1 !re=e1 (f5ds !e2 if x places a /one or a tree 9 ?y way 9 a d>k night2 if x digs a deep dit* "r across ?y way home2 if x 9 any way leads !e a/ray1 or lets 9 ^u !e ?9e enemies--!n1 surely1 ?\ w]t bett] to be )\t t eye altoge!r4 ,pluck x out1 !n2 or1 :at is /ill h>d] to g on all y\r days do+1 pluck ! evil ?+ out ( x4 ,%ut up t book & put x away4 ,?r[ t pap] & t picture into ! fire4 ,cut (f t companion1 ev5 if he 7 an ador+ lov]4 ,refuse t ent]ta9m5t & t amusem5t1 ?\gh all ! _w 7 cr[d+ upto x4 ,& soon1 & soon1 till y h pluck$ y\r eye z clean ( temptations & sn>es z x is possible to be 9 ?is life4 ,= ?is life is full ( t t]rible b bless$ law ( our ,"l4 ,! life ( all ,8 p1 t is2 & y are "o ( !m1 are y n8 ,y w "k :e!r or no y are "o ( !m j by ! numb] ( ! beautiful ?+s1 & ! sweet ?+s1 & ! ?+s to be desir$1 t y h pluck$ out ( y\r eye at ,8 advice & dem&4 ,true religion1 my bre?r51 on "s sides ( x1 & at "s /ages ( x1 is a t]ribly sev]e & sore bus9ess2 & unless x is prov+ a t]ribly sev]e & sore bus9ess to y1 look out6 le/1 ) y\r two h&s & y\r two feet & y\r two eyes1 y be ca/1 ) all t y\r h&s & feet & eyes h fea/$ on1 into ! ev]la/+ fires6 ,woe unto ! _w because ( (f5ces1 b woe mu* m to t memb] & entrance-gate ( ! body by :i* ! (f5ce come?6 ,:]e=e1 if ?9e eye (f5d !e--6 #c4 ',let ?9e eyes look "r on1 & let ?9e eyelids look /raight be=e !e4' ,n[1 if y wi% bo? to pres]ve y\r eyes1 & to escape ! ev]la/+ fires at ! same "t1 att5d to ?is text4 ,= ?is is almo/ z good z pluck+ out y\r two eyes2 inde$1 x is almo/ ! v same ?+4 ,solomon %all speak to ! man 9 ?is h\se to-night :o has ! mo/ inflammable1 ! mo/ ungov]nable1 & ! mo/ desp]ately wick$ he>t4 ,y1 man1 ) t he>t1 y "k t y _c pass up ! /reet )\t y\r eye becom+ a p]fect hell-gate ( lu/1 ( hate1 ( ill-w1 ( res5tm5t & ( rev5ge4 ,y\r eye falls on a man1 on a woman1 on a h\se1 on a %op1 on a s*ool1 on a *ur*1 on a c>riage1 on a c>t1 on an innoc5t *ild's p]ambulator ev52 &1 devil let loose t y are1 y\r eye fills y\r he>t on ! spot ) absolute hell-fire4 ,y\r pres5ce & y\r progress poison ! v /reets ( ! city4 ,& t1 n z ! %ort-sight$ & ! vulg> w read ,solomon's pla9-spok5 ,scripture1 ) ! poison ( lewdness & uncleanness1 b ) ! /ill m malignant1 /eal?y1 & deadly poison ( social1 pr(essional1 political1 & ecclesia/ical hatr$1 res5tm5t1 & ill-w4 ,:or$om & w9e op5ly slay _! ?\s&s on all our /reets2 b envy & spite1 dislike & hatr$ _! t5 ?\s&s4 ,! fact is1 we w\ld nev] "k h[ malignantly wick$ our he>ts are b = our eyes4 ,b a sudd5 sp>k1 a s+le fla% ?r\gh ! eye fall+ on ! gunp[d] t fills our he>ts1 t lets u "k a hundr$ times e day :at at he>t we are made (4 ',( a v]ity1 ,o ,"l1 ,i am made ( s91 & t my life make? manife/1' prays ,bi%op ,&rewes e day4 ,:y1 sir1 n to g to ! /reet1 ! direction 9 :i* y\r eyes turn 9 ?is h\se ?is ev5+ w make ?is h\se a v 'd51' z our ,"l said--yes1 a v d5 to y ( temptation & transgression4 ,my son1 let ?9e eyes look "r on4 ,pond] ! pa? ( ?y feet1 turn n to ! "r h& nor to ! left--remove ?y foot f all evil6 #d4 ,!re is /ill ano!r eye t is almo/ z good z an eye out altoge!r1 & t is a ,job's eye4 ,job 0 ! fir/ au?or ( t eye & all we :o h t excell5t eye take x ( him4 ',i h made a cov5ant ) m9e eyes1' said t extraord9>y man--t extraord9>ily able1 hone/1 expos$ & ex]cis$ man4 ,n[1 y mu/ all "k :at a cov5ant is4 ,a cov5ant is a compact1 a contract1 an agreem5t1 an engagem5t4 ,9 a cov5ant two p>ties come to t]ms ) "o ano!r4 ,! two cov5ant]s /rike h&s1 & solemnly engage !mselves to "o ano!r3 ,i w d ?is = y if y w d t = me4 ,x is a b>ga91 says ! o!r2 let u h x seal$ ) wax & sign$ ) p5 & ink be=e two witnesses4 ,z1 = in/ance1 at ! ,"l's ,table4 ,i swe>1 y say1 ov] ! ,body & ! ,blood ( ! ,son ( ,god1 ,i swe> to make a cov5ant ) m9e eyes4 ,i w nev] let !m read aga9 t idle1 infidel1 sc(f+1 unclean %eet4 ,i w n let !m look on any ( my =m] images or imag9ations ( =bidd5 pleasures4 ,i swe>1 ,o ,?\ to :om ! night %9e? z ! day1 t ,i w nev] aga9 say1 ,surely ! d>kness %all cov] me6 ,see if ,i d n h5ce=? by ,?y grace keep my feet (f e slipp]y /reet4 ,t1 & _m o!r ?+s l t1 0 ! way t ,job made 8 s noble cov5ant ) 8 eyes 9 8 day & 9 8 l&4 ,& x 0 because he s made & s kept 8 cov5ant t ,god s boa/$ ov] him & said1 ,ha/ ?\ consid]$ my s]vant ,job8 ,& !n1 e cov5ant has its two sides4 ,! o!r side ( ,job's cov5ant1 ( :i* ,god ,himself 0 ! surety1 y c read & ?9k ov] 9 y\r solit>y lodg+s to-night4 ,read ,job xxxi4 #a1 & !n ,job xl4 to ! end1 & !n be sure y take cov5ant pap] & ink to ,god be=e y sleep4 ,& let all fa%ionable "y ladies he> :at ,miss ,rossetti expects = h]self1 & = all ( h] sex ) h] :o %all subscribe h] cov5ant4 ',true1' %e admits1 'all our life long we %all be b\nd to refra9 our s\l1 & keep x l[2 b :at !n8 ,= ! books we n[ refra9 to read we %all "o day be end[$ ) wisdom & k4 ,= ! music we w n li/5 to we %all jo9 9 ! song ( ! r$eem$4 ,= ! pictures f :i* we turn we %all gaze unaba%$ on ! ,beatific ,vision4 ,= ! companion%ip we %un we %all be welcom$ into angelic society & ! communion ( triumphant sa9ts4 ,= ! amusem5ts we avoid we %all keep ! supreme jubilee4 ,= all ! pleasures we miss we %all abide1 & = ev]more abide1 9 ! rapture ( heav54' #e4 ,& !n !re is ! ,paul9e eye4 ,an eye1 h[ev]1 t ,job w\ld h %>$ ) ,paul & ) ! ,cor9?ian ,*ur* _h ! patri>* be5 privileg$ to live 9 our ,new ,te/am5t day4 ,ev] s9ce ! ,holy ,gho/ ) ,8 ano9t+ oil fell on u at ,p5teco/1 says ! apo/le1 we h _h an eye by means ( :i* we look n at ! ?+s t are se51 b at ! ?+s t are n se54 ,n[1 he :o has an eye l t is above bo? pluck+ out 8 eyes or mak+ a cov5ant ) !m ei!r4 ,x is l :at ,paul says ab\t ! law also4 ,! law is n made = a righte\s man4 ,a righte\s man is above ! law & indep5d5t ( x4 ,! law does n rea* to him & he is n hamp]$ ) x4 ,& s x is ) ! man :o has got ,paul's spl5did eyes = ! unse54 ,he does n ne$ to t\* s mu* z "o ( 8 eye-la%es to pluck !m out4 ,= 8 eyes are bl9d1 & 8 e>s are deaf1 & 8 :ole body is dead to ! ?+s t are temporal4 ,8 eyes are inw>dly ablaze ) ! ?+s t are et]nal4 ,he ^: eyes h be5 op5$ to ! tru? & ! love ( 8 ,bible1 he w gloat no m ov] y\r books & y\r pap]s fill$ ) lies1 & sl&]1 & spite1 & lewdness6 ,he :o has 8 conv]sation 9 heav5 does n ne$ to set a wat* on 8 lips le/ he take up an ill report ab\t 8 neighb\r4 ,he :o walks e day on ! /reets ( gold w /ep z swiftly z may be1 ) girt lo9s1 & ) a preoccupi$ eye1 out ( ! slipp]y & unsav\ry /reets ( ?is =sak5 e>?4 ,he :o has fa/ work+ out = him an exce$+ & et]nal weight ( glory w easily c\nt all 8 cups & all 8 crosses1 & all ! crooks 9 8 lot b z s _m light afflictions & b = a mom5t4 ,my ,"l ,und]/&+ _h 8 palace built ) high p]spective t[]s on x1 & ! site ( x 0 ne> to ,eye-gate1 f ! top ( :i* 8 lord%ip e day look$ n at ! ?+s :i* are temporal1 b at ! ?+s :i* are et]nal1 & d[n f 8 palace t[]s he e day desc5d$ to adm9i/] 8 heav5ly (fice 9 ! city4 ,y\r eye1 !n1 is ! %orte/ way into y\r he>t4 ,wat* x well1 !re=e2 suspect & *all5ge all outsid]s :o come ne> x4 ,keep ! passes t lead to y\r he>t ) all dilig5ce4 ,let no?+ contrab&1 let no?+ t ev5 looks suspici\s1 ev] ent] y\r he>ts2 =1 if x once ent]s1 & turns out to be evil1 y w nev] get x all out aga9 z long z y live4 ',dea? is come up into our w9d[s1' says our prophet 9 ano!r place1 '& is ent]$ into our palaces1 to cut (f our *ildr5 9 our h\ses & our "y m5 9 our /reets4' ,make a cov5ant1 !n1 ) y\r eyes4 ,take an oa? ( y\r eyes z to :i* way !y are h5ce=? to look4 ,=1 let !m look ?is way1 & y\r he>t is imm$iately full ( lu/1 & hate1 & envy1 & ill-w4 ,on ! o!r h&1 lead !m to look t way & y\r he>t is z imm$iately full ( tru? & beauty1 bro!rly k9dness & *>ity4 ,! light ( ! body is ! eye2 if1 !re=e1 ?9e eye be s+le1 ?y :ole body %all be full ( light2 b if ?9e eye be evil1 ?y :ole body is full ( d>kness4 ,if1 !re=e1 ! light t is 9 !e be d>kness1 h[ great is t d>kness6 ,,*apt] ,v--,,! ,,k+',s ,,palace ',! palace is n = man1 b = ! ,"l ,god4'--,david4 ',n[1 !re is 9 ?is gallant c\ntry a fair & delicate t[n1 a corporation1 call$ ,mans\l3 a t[n = its build+ s curi\s1 = its situation s commodi\s1 = its privileges s advantage\s1 t ,i may say ( x1 !re is n its equal "u ! :ole heav54 ,also1 !re 0 re>$ up 9 ! mid/ ( ?is t[n a mo/ fam\s & /ately palace3 = /r5g?1 x might be call$ a ca/le2 = pleasantness1 a p>adise2 & = l>g5ess1 a place s copi\s z to conta9 all ! _w4 ,?is place ! ,k+ int5d$ = ,himself alone1 & n = ano!r ) ,him1 s great 0 ,8 delight 9 x4' ,?us f>1 our excell5t allegorical au?or4 ,b !re are o!r au?ors t treat ( ?is great matt] n[ 9 h& besides ! allegorical au?ors4 ,y w he> tell sometimes ab\t a class ( au?ors call$ ! ,my/ics4 ,well1 li/5 at ?is /age to "o ( !m1 & "o ( ! be/ ( !m1 on ?is pres5t matt]--! human he>t1 t is4 ',our he>t1' he says1 'is our mann] ( exi/5ce1 or ! /ate 9 :i* we feel ourselves to be2 x is an inw>d life1 a vital s5sibility1 :i* conta9s our mann] ( feel+ :at & h[ we are2 x is ! /ate ( our desires & t5d5cies1 ( inw>dly see+1 ta/+1 reli%+1 & feel+ t :i* passes )9 u2 our he>t is t to u inw>dly ) reg>d to ourselves :i* our s5ses ( see+1 he>+1 feel+1 & su* l are ) reg>d to ?+s t are )\t or ext]nal to u4 ,y\r he>t is ! be/ & greate/ gift ( ,god to y4 ,x is ! highe/1 greate/1 /ronge/1 & noble/ p[] ( y\r nature4 ,x =ms y\r :ole life1 be x :at x w4 ,all evil & all good come f y\r he>t4 ,y\r he>t alone has ! key ( life & dea? = y4' ,i 0 j ab\t to ask y at ?is po9t :i* ( our two au?ors1 our allegorical or our my/ical au?or ^u ! he>t1 y l be/4 ,b t w\ld be a /upid & a wayw>d "q s9ce y h !m bo? be=e y1 & bo? at _! be/1 to possess & to enjoy4 ,to g back !n to ,john ,bunyan1 & to 8 allegory ( ! human he>t4 #a4 ,to beg9 )1 !n1 !re 0 re>$ up 9 ! mid/ ( ?is t[n ( ,mans\l a mo/ fam\s & /ately palace4 ,& t palace & ! t[n imm$iately ar\nd x 7 ! mirror & ! glory ( all t its f\nd] & mak] _h ev] made4 ,8 palace 0 8 v top-piece4 ,x 0 ! metropolitan ( ! :ole _w r\nd ab\t x2 & x _h positive commission & p[] to dem& s]vice & support ( all ar\nd4 ,yes4 ,& all t is lit]ally1 evid5tly1 & actually true ( ! human he>t4 ,= all o!r e>?ly ?+s are creat$ & upheld1 are ord]$ & adm9i/]$1 ) an eye to ! human he>t4 ,! human he>t is ! f9al cause1 z our s*ol>s w\ld say1 ( absolutely all o!r e>?ly ?+s4 ,e>?1 air1 wat]2 light & heat2 all ! successively exi/+ worlds1 m9]al1 vegetable1 animal1 spiritual2 grass1 h]bs1 corn1 fruit-trees1 cattle & %eep1 & all o!r liv+ creatures2 all are upheld = ! use & ! support ( man4 ,&1 !n1 all t is 9 man himself is 9 him = ! end & ! use ( 8 he>t4 ,all 8 bodily s5ses2 all 8 bodily memb]s2 e fe>fully & wond]fully made "p ( 8 body & ( 8 m9d2 all adm9i/] to 8 he>t4 ,%e is ! sov]eign & sits supreme4 ,& %e is wor?y & is fully entitl$ s to sit4 ,= !re is no?+ on ! e>? great] or bett] ?an ! he>t1 unless x is ! ,creator ,himself1 :o plann$ & execut$ ! he>t = ,himself & n = ano!r ) ,him4 ',! body exi/s1' says a philosophical biologi/ ( our day1 'to furni% ! c]ebral c5tres ) prep>$ food1 j z ! vegetable _w1 view$ biologically1 exi/s to furni% ! animal _w ) simil> food4 ,! high] is ! la/ =m$1 ! mo/ difficult1 & ! mo/ complex2 b x is j ?is t is mo/ preci\s & significant--all ( :i* %[s ,8 unroll+ purpose4 ,x is ! la/ t alone expla9s all t w5t be=e1 & x is ! com+ t w alone expla9 ! pres5t4 ,god be=e all1 ?r\gh all1 =esee+ all1 & /ill prep>+ all2 ,god 9 all is pr(\ndly evid5t4' ,yes1 pr(\ndly evid5t to pr(\nd m9ds1 & exp]im5tally & sweetly evid5t to religi\s m9ds1 & to r5ew$ & lov+ & holy he>ts4 #b4 ,= fame & = /ate a palace1 :ile = /r5g? x might be call$ a ca/le4 ,9 suffici5tly anci5t times ! k+'s palace 0 always a ca/le also4 ,david's palace on ,m\nt ,zion 0 z mu* a milit>y =tress z a royal resid5ce2 & ,k+ ,priam's palace 0 ! protection bo? ( itself & ( ! :ole ( ! c\ntry ar\nd4 ,9 ^? wild times great m5 built _! h\ses on high places1 & !n ! weak & endang]$ p ga!r$ ar\nd ! /rongholds ( ! p[]ful1 z we see 9 our own city4 ,our own /eep & t[]+ rock invit$ to its top ! ca/le-build] ( a remote age1 & !n ! expos$ c\ntry ar\nd began to ga!r itself toge!r "u ! %elt] ( ! b\rg4 ,& ?us x is t ! milit>y eng9e]+ ( ! ,holy ,w> makes t old allegorical book mo/ excell5t to read1 n only = common m5 l y & me1 :o are b5t on ! =tification & ! def5ce ( our own he>ts1 b = ! milit>y hi/orians ( ^? old times also1 = ! exp]ts ( to-day also1 & = all good /ud5ts ( =tification4 ,& ! ,new ,te/am5t ( ! ,div9e peace itself1 z well z ! ,old ,te/am5t s full ( ! w>s ( ! ,"l--!y bo? support & s]ve z an enc\ragem5t & an example to our spiritual au?or 9 ! elaboration ( 8 milit>y allegory4 ,e good soldi] ( ,jesus ,*ri/ has by he>t ! noble p>adox ( ,paul to ! ,philippians--t ! peace ( ,god :i* passe? all und]/&+ %all keep _! he>ts & m9ds ?r\gh ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,let ,god's peace1 he says1 be y\r man ( w>4 ,let ,8 surpass+ peace d bo? ! "w ( w> & ! "w ( peace also 9 y\r he>ts & 9 y\r m9ds4 ,let t peace bo? =tify ) walls1 & g>rison ) soldi]s1 & wat* e gate1 & hold e /reet & lane ( y\r he>ts & ( y\r m9ds all ar\nd y\r he>ts4 ,& all ?r\gh ! ,pr9ce ( ,peace1 ! ,capta9 ( all ,holy ,w>1 ,jesus ,*ri/ ,himself4 ,no wond]1 !n1 t 9 a /r5g?--9 a k9d & 9 a degree ( /r5g?--t passe? all und]/&+1 ?is /ately palace ( ! he>t is also "h call$ a well-g>rison$ ca/le4 #c4 ,& !n = pleasantness ! human he>t is a p]fect p>adise4 ,= pleasantness ! human he>t is l ^? fam\s royal p>ks ( ,n9eveh & ,babylon t sprang up 9 aft] days z if to recov] & re/ore ! ,g>d5 ( ,ed5 t _h be5 lo/ to ^? ea/]n l&s4 ,b ev5 ,adam's own p>adise 0 b a poor outside imitation 9 e>? & wat]1 9 fl[]s & fruits1 ( ! f> bett] p>adise ,god _h plant$ )9 him4 ,take ano!r ,my/ic at ?is po9t ^u p>adise4 ',my de> man1' exclaims ,jacob ,behm51 '! ,g>d5 ( ,ed5 is n p>adise1 nei!r does ,moses say s4 ,p>adise is ! div9e joy1 & t 0 9 _! own he>ts s long z !y /ood 9 ! love ( ,god4 ,p>adise is ! div9e & angelical joy1 pure love1 pure joy1 pure gladness1 9 :i* !re is no fe>1 no mis]y1 & no dea?4 ,:i* p>adise nei!r dea? nor ! devil c t\*4 ,& yet x has no /one wall ar\nd x2 only a great gulf :i* no man or angel c cross b by t new bir? ( :i* ,*ri/ spoke to ,nicodemus4 ,reason asks1 ,:]e is p>adise to be f\nd8 ,is x f> (f or ne>8 ,is x 9 ?is _w or is x above ! />s8 ,:]e is t desirable native c\ntry :]e !re is no dea?8 ,belov$1 !re is no?+ ne>] y at ?is mom5t ?an p>adise1 if y incl9e t way4 ,god beckons y back into p>adise at ?is mom5t1 & calls y by "n to come4 ,come1 ,he says1 & be "o ( ,my p>adise *ildr54 ,9 p>adise1' ! ,teutonic ,philosoph] goes on1 '!re is no?+ b he>ty love1 a meek & a g5tle love2 a mo/ fri5dly & mo/ c\rte\s disc\rse3 a graci\s1 amiable1 & bless$ society1 :]e ! "o is always glad to see ! o!r1 & to hon\r ! o!r4 ,!y "k ( no malice 9 p>adise1 no cunn+1 no subtlety1 & no sly deceit4 ,b ! fruits ( ! ,_s ( ,god are common among !m 9 p>adise1 & "o may make use ( all ! good ?+s ( p>adise )\t caus+ disfav\r1 or hatr$1 or envy1 = !re is no contr>y affection !re1 b all he>ts !re are knit toge!r 9 love4 ,9 p>adise !y love "o ano!r1 & rejoice 9 ! beauty1 lovel9ess1 & gladness ( "o ano!r4 ,no "o e/eems or acc\nts himself m excell5t ?an ano!r 9 p>adise2 b e "o has great joy 9 ano!r1 & rejoices 9 ano!r's fair beauty1 :5ce _! love to "o ano!r cont9ually increases1 s t !y lead "o ano!r by ! h&1 & s fri5dly kiss "o ano!r4' ,?us ! bless$ ,behm5 saw p>adise & _h x 9 8 he>t z he sat ov] 8 hamm] & lap/one 9 8 solit>y /all4 ,= ( su* z ,jacob ,behm5 & ,john ,bunyan is ! k+dom ( heav51 & all su* sa9tly s\ls h p>adise re/or$ aga9 & improv$ ^u 9 _! own he>ts4 #d4 ,& = l>g5ess a place s copi\s z to conta9 all ! _w4 ,ov] aga9/ ! ^w 'copi\s' ,bunyan hangs = a key1 ,ecclesia/es ?ird & elev5?2 & "u x ,miss ,peacock adds ?is z a note--',copi\s1 spaci\s4 ,old ,fr5*1 copieux2 ,lat91 copiosus1 pl5tiful4' ,! human he>t1 z we h already read to-night1 is ! highe/1 greate/1 /ronge/1 & noble/ "p ( human nature4 ,& s x is4 ,fe>fully & wond]fully made z is ! :ole ( human nature1 t fe> & t wond] surpass !mselves 9 ! spaci\sness & ! copi\sness ( ! human he>t4 ,= :at is x t ! human he>t has n space =1 & to sp>e8 ,aft] ! :ole _w is receiv$ home into a human he>t1 !re is room1 &1 inde$1 hung]1 = ano!r _w1 & aft] t = /ill ano!r4 ,! sun is--,i =get h[ _m times bigg] ?an our :ole _w1 & yet we c op5 our he>t & take d[n ! sun into x1 & %ut him out aga9 & re/ore him to 8 immeasurable di/ances 9 ! heav5s1 & all 9 ! tw9kl+ ( an eye4 ,z = in/ance4 ,z ,i wrote ^! l9es ,i read a report ( a lecture by ,sir ,rob]t ,ball 9 :i* t di/+ui%$ a/ronom] disc\rs$ on rec5t sol> discov]ies4 ,a globe ( coal1 ,sir ,rob]t said1 z big z our e>?1 & all set ablaze at ! same mom5t1 w\ld n give out s mu* heat to ! worlds ar\nd z ! sun gives out 9 a ?\s&? "p ( a second4 ,well1 z ,i read t1 & ere ev] ,i 0 aw>e :at 0 go+ on1 my he>t _h op5$ ov] my newspap]1 & ! sun _h swept d[n f ! sky1 & _h ru%$ into my he>t1 & be=e ,i knew :]e ,i 0 ! cry _h escap$ my lips1 ',great & m>vell\s are ,?y works1 ,"l ,god ,almighty6 ,:o %all n fe> ,!e & glorify ?y "n8' ,& !n ?is reflection z sudd5ly came to me3 ,h[ good x is to be at peace ) ,god1 & to be able & will+ to say1 ,my ,fa!r6 ,t ! :ole ( ! surg+ & flam+ sun 0 actually d[n 9 my /rait5$ & hamp]$ he>t at t idle mom5t ov] my pap] is sci5tifically demon/rable2 = only t :i* is 9 ! he>t ( a man c k9dle ! passions t are 9 ! he>t ( t man2 & no?+ is m sure to me ?an t ! great passions ( fe> & love1 wond] & rapture 7 at t mom5t at a burn+ po9t )9 me4 ,!re is a passage well on 9 ! ,holy ,w>1 :i* = t]ror & = horror1 & at ! same "t = tru? & = p[]1 equals any?+ ei!r 9 ,dante or 9 ,milton4 ,lucif] has /ood up at ! c\ncil bo>d to second ! s*eme ( ,beelzebub4 ',yes1' he said1 amid ! plaudits ( 8 fell[-pr9ces--',yes1 ,i swe> x4 ,let u fill ,mans\l full ) our abundance4 ,let u make ( ?is ca/le1 z !y va9ly call x1 a w>eh\se1 z ! "n is 9 "s ( _! cities above4 ,= if we c only get ,mans\l to fill h]self full ) mu* goods %e is h5ce=? ours4 ,my pe]s1' he said1 'y all "k ,8 p>able ( h[ unbless$ ri*es *oke ! ^w2 &1 aga91 we "k :at happ5s :5 ! he>ts ( m5 are ov]*>g$ ) surfeit+ & ) drunk5ness4 ,let u give !m all t1 !n1 to _! he>t's desire4' ,?is advice ( ,lucif]1 our hi/ory tells u1 0 highly applaud$ 9 hell1 & ev] s9ce x has prov$ _! ma/]piece to *oke ,mans\l ) ! fulness ( ?is _w1 & to surfeit ! he>t ) ! good ?+s !re(4 ,b1 my bre?r51 y w outwit hell h]self & all h] c\nsellors & all h] ma*9ations1 if1 out ( all ! ri*es1 pleasures1 c>es1 & possessions1 t bo? heav5 & e>? & hell c heap into y\r he>t1 ^? ri*es1 pleasures1 c>es1 & possessions b produce correspond+ passions & affections t[>ds ,god & man4 ,only let fe>1 & love1 & ?ankfulness1 & helpfulness be k9dl$ & f$ to all _! fulness 9 y\r he>t1 & all ! _w & all t x conta9s w only leave ! m room 9 y\r b\ndless he>t = ,god & = y\r bro!r4 ,all t ,god has made1 or c\ld make ) all ,8 c\nsel & all ,8 p[] laid out1 w n fill y\r b\ndless & bottomless he>t4 ,he mu/ come d[n & come into y\r b\ndless & bottomless he>t ,himself4 ,himself3 y\r ,fa!r1 y\r ,r$eem]1 & y\r ,sanctifi] & ,com=t] also4 ,let ! :ole univ]se try to fill y\r he>t1 ,o man ( ,god1 & aft] x all we %all he> y s++ 9 fam9e & 9 lonel9ess ! doleful ditty3 ',o come to my he>t1 ,"l ,jesus1 ,!re is room 9 my he>t = ,!e4 #e4 ',madame1' said a holy solit>y to ,madame ,guyon 9 h] mis]y--',madame1 y are disappo9t$ & p]plex$ because y seek )\t :at y h )94 ,accu/om y\rself to seek = ,god 9 y\r own he>t & y w always f9d ,him !re4' ,f t h\r t gift$ woman 0 a ,my/ic4 ,! secret ( ! int]ior life fla%$ ^u h] 9 a mom5t4 ,%e _h be5 />v+ 9 ! mid/ ( fulness2 ,god 0 ne> & n f> (f2 ! k+dom ( heav5 0 )9 h]4 ,! love ( ,god f t h\r took possession ( h] s\l ) an inexpressible happ9ess4 ,pray]1 :i* _h be=e be5 s difficult1 0 n[ delightful & indisp5sable2 h\rs pass$ away l mom5ts3 %e c\ld sc>cely cease f pray+4 ,h] dome/ic trials seem$ great to h] no long]2 h] inw>d joy consum$ l a fire ! reluctance1 ! murmur1 & ! sorr[1 :i* all _h _! bir? 9 h]self4 ,a _s ( com=t+ peace1 a s5se ( rejoic+ possession1 p]vad$ all h] days4 ,god 0 cont9ually ) h]1 & %e seem$ cont9ually yield$ up to ,god4 ',madame1' said ! solit>y1 'y seek )\t = :at y h )94' ,:]e d y seek = ,god :5 y pray1 my bre?r58 ,to :at place d y direct y\r eyes8 ,is x to ! ro( ( y\r closet8 ,is x to ! ea/ end ( y\r consecrat$ *apel8 ,is x to t wood5 table 9 ! ea/ end ( y\r *apel8 ,or1 pass+ out ( all h\ses made ) h&s & consecrat$ ) holy oil1 d y lift up y\r eyes to ! skies :]e ! sun & ! moon & ! />s dwell alone8 ',:at a folly6' exclaims ,!ophilus1 9 ! gold5 dialogue1 '= no way is ! true way to ,god b by ! way ( our own he>t4 ,god is n[h]e else to be f\nd4 ,& ! he>t itself _c f9d ,him b by its own love ( ,him1 fai? 9 ,him1 dep5d5ce ^u ,him1 resignation to ,him1 & expectation ( all f ,him4' ',y h q c>ri$ y\r po9t ) me1' answ]$ ,!og5es aft] he _h he>d all t ,!ophilus _h to say4 ',! ,god ( meekness1 ( pati5ce1 & ( love is h5ce=? ! "o ,god ( my he>t4 ,x is n[ ! "o b5t & desire ( my s\l to seek = all my salvation 9 & ?r\gh ! m]its & m$iation ( ! meek1 humble1 pati5t1 resign$1 suff]+ ,lamb ( ,god1 :o alone has p[] to br+ =? ! bless$ bir? ( ^? heav5ly virtues 9 my s\l4 ,:at a com=t x is to ?9k t ?is ,lamb ( ,god1 ,son ( ! ,fa!r1 ,light ( ! ,_w2 ?is ,glory ( heav5 & ?is ,joy ( angels is z ne> to u1 is z truly 9 ! mid/ ( u1 z ,he is 9 ! mid/ ( heav54 ,& t n a ?\ght1 look1 or desire ( our he>t t presses t[>d ,him1 long+ to cat* "o small sp>k ( ,8 heav5ly nature1 b is z sure a way ( f9d+ ,him1 z ! woman's way 0 :o 0 heal$ ( h] deadly disease by long+ to t\* b ! bord] ( ,8 g>m5t4' ,to sum up4 ',!re is re>$ up 9 ! mid/ ( ,mans\l a mo/ fam\s & /ately palace3 = /r5g?1 x may be call$ a ca/le2 = pleasantness1 a p>adise2 & = l>g5ess1 a place s copi\s z to conta9 all ! _w4 ,?is palace ! ,k+ int5ds b = ,himself alone1 & n ano!r ) ,him1 & ,he commits ! keep+ ( t palace day & night to ! m5 ( ! t[n4' ,,*apt] ,,vi--,,my ,,"l ,,willbewill --'to w is pres5t ) me4'--,paul ,!re is a l>ge & a le>n$ lit]ature on ! subject ( ! w4 ,!re is a philosophical & a !ological1 & !re is a religi\s & an exp]im5tal lit]ature on ! w4 ,jona?an ,edw>ds's well-kn[n "w /&s out conspicu\sly at ! head ( ! philosophical & !ological lit]ature on ! w1 :ile our own ,?omas ,bo/on's ,f\rfold ,/ate is a v able & impressive treatise on ! m practical & exp]im5tal side ( ! same subject4 ,! ,we/m9/] ,confession ( ,fai? devotes "o ( its v be/ *apt]s to ! tea*+ ( ! ^w ( ,god on ! w ( man1 & ! ,%ort] ,cate*ism t\*es on ! same subject 9 ,effectual ,call+4 ,out/&+ philosophical & !ological s*ools h be5 =m$ ar\nd ! w1 & bo? able & le>n$ & e>ne/ m5 h tak5 opposite sides on ! subject ( ! w "u ! p>ty names ( ,necessit>ians & ,lib]t>ians4 ,?is is n ! "t1 nor am ,i ! man1 to discuss su* ab/ruse subjects2 b ^? /ud5ts :o wi% to ma/] ?is great matt] ( ! w1 s f> z x c be ma/]$ 9 books1 are recomm5d$ to beg9 ) ,dr4 ,william ,cunn+ham's works1 & !n to g on f !m to a treatise t w rew>d all _! tal5t & all _! ent]prise1 ,jona?an ,edw>ds's p]fect ma/]piece4 #a4 ,b1 to come to my ,"l ,willbewill1 "o ( ! g5try ( ! fam\s t[n ( ,mans\l3--well1 ?is ,"l ,willbewill 0 z high-born z any man 9 ,mans\l1 & 0 z mu* a freehold] z any ( !m 71 if n m4 ,besides1 if ,i rememb] my tale aright1 he _h "s privileges peculi> to himself 9 t fam\s t[n4 ,n[1 toge!r ) ^!1 he 0 a man ( great /r5g?1 resolution1 & c\rage2 nor 9 8 occasion c\ld any turn him away4 ,b :e!r he 0 too pr\d ( 8 high e/ate1 privileges1 & /r5g?1 or :at 7b sure x 0 ?r\gh pride ( some?+71 he scorns n[ to be a slave 9 ,mans\l1 z 8 own pr\d ^w is1 s t n[1 next to ,diabolus himself1 :o b my ,"l ,willbewill 9 all t t[n8 ,nor c\ld any?+ n[ be done b at 8 beck & good pleasure ?r\gh\t t t[n4 ,inde$1 x w n out ( my ?\ghts :at a desp]ate fell[ ?is ,willbewill 0 :5 full p[] 0 put into 8 h&4 ,all :i*--h[ ?is apo/ate pr9ce lo/ p[] & got x aga91 & lo/ x & got x aga9--! int]e/$ & curi\s read] w f9d set =? ) great fulness & cle>ness 9 _m p[]ful pages ( ! ,holy ,w>4 ,john ,bunyan 0 z h>d put to x to get ! "r "n = ?is head ( ! g5try ( ,mans\l z ,paul 0 to get ! "r "n = s9 9 ! sev5? ( ! ,romans4 ,9 t pr(\nde/ & int5se/ ( all 8 pr(\nd & int5se passages1 ! apo/le has occasion to seek ab\t = "s expression1 "s epi!t1 "s adjective1 z we say1 to apply to s9 s z to help him to br+ out to 8 ,roman read]s some?+ ( ! malignity1 deadl9ess1 & unspeakable evil ( s9 z he _h s9 liv+ & work+ 9 himself4 ,b all ! res\rces ( ! ,greek language1 t mo/ res\rceful ( languages1 utt]ly fail$ ,paul = 8 press+ purpose4 ,& ?us x is t1 z if 9 scorn ( ! feebl5ess & futility ( t boa/$ tongue1 he tramples its gramm>s & its diction>ies "u 8 feet1 & makes new & unhe>d-( words & comb9ations ( words on ! spot = himself & = 8 subject4 ,he heaps up a hyp]bole ! l ( :i* no orator or rhetorician ( ,greece or ,rome _h ev] ne$$ or _h ev] imag9$ be=e4 ,he takes s91 & he makes a "n = s9 out ( itself4 ,! only way to describe s91 he feels1 ! only way to *>act]ise s91 ! only way to aggravate s91 is j to call x s92 s9ful s92 's9 by ! comm&m5t became exce$+ s9ful4' ,&1 9 l mann]1 ,john ,bunyan1 :o has only 8 own "m tongue to "w )1 9 8 /raits to get a prop] "n = ?is t]rible fell[ :o 0 next to ,diabolus himself1 _c f9d a pr\d en\gh "n = him b j by giv+ him 8 own "n1 & !n d\bl+ x4 ,add w to w1 multiply w by w1 & multiply x aga91 & aft] y h done all y are no ne>] to a prop] "n = t apo/ate1 :o1 = pride1 & insol5ce1 & head/rongness1 9 "o ^w1 = wilfulness1 is next to ,diabolus himself4 ,b z ,willbewill1 if he is to be nam$ & describ$ at all1 is be/ nam$ & describ$ by 8 own nak$ "n2 s ,bunyan is always be/ illu/rat$ out ( 8 own works4 ,& ,i turn accord+ly to ! ,heav5ly ,footman = an excell5t illu/ration ( ! wilfulness ( ! w bo? 9 a good man & 9 a bad2 z1 ?us3 ',y\r self-will$ p1 nobody kn[s :at to d ) !m4 ,we use to say1 ,he w h 8 own w1 d all we c4 ,if a man be will+1 !n any argum5t %all be matt] ( enc\ragem5t2 b if unwill+1 !n any argum5t %all give disc\ragem5t4 ,! sa9ts ( old1 !y be+ will+ & resolv$ = heav51 :at c\ld /op !m8 ,c\ld fire & fagot1 sword or halt]1 dungeons1 :ips1 be>s1 bulls1 lions1 cruel rack+s1 /on+s1 />v+s1 nak$ness8 ,s will+ _h !y be5 made 9 ! day ( ,8 p[]4 ,& see1 on ! o!r side1 ! *ildr5 ( ! devil1 because !y are n will+1 h[ _m %ifts & />t+-holes !y w h6 ,i h m>ri$ a wife2 ,i h a f>m2 ,i %all (f5d my l&lord2 ,i %all lose my trade2 ,i %all be mock$ & sc(f$ at1 & !re=e ,i _c come4 ,b1 alas6 ! ?+ is1 !y are n will+4 ,=1 7 !y once s\ndly will+1 ^!1 & a ?\s& ?+s su* z ^!1 w\ld hold !m no fa/] ?an ! cords held ,samson :5 he broke !m l flax4 ,i tell y ! w is all4 ,! ,"l give !e a w1 !n1 & c\rage ( he>t4' #b4 ,let t1 !n1 suffice = ?is man's "n & nature1 & let u look at him n[ :5 8 "n & 8 nature h bo? become evil2 t is to say1 :5 ,willbewill has become ,illwill4 ,y c imag9e2 no1 y _c imag9e unless y already "k1 h[ evil1 & h[ set ^u evil1 ,illwill 04 ,8 :ole m9d1 we are told1 n[ /ood b5d+ itself to evil4 ,nay1 s set 0 he n[ ^u %e] evil t he w\ld act x ( 8 own accord1 & )\t any in/igation at all f ,diabolus4 ,& t w5t on till he 0 look$ on 9 ! city z next 9 wick$ness to v ,diabolus himself4 ,p>able ap>t1 my ill-will$ bre?r51 our ill-w has made u v fi5ds 9 human %ape4 ,:at a fall1 :at a fate1 :at a curse x is to be possess$ ( a devil ( ill-w6 ,:o c put prop] words on x aft] ,paul _h to confess himself sil5t be=e x8 ,:o c utt] ! diabolical nature1 ! dep? & ! secrecy1 ! subtlety & ! spirituality1 ! range & ! rea*-out ( an ill-w8 ,our he>ts are full ( ill-w at ^? we meet & %ake h&s ) e day4 ,at m5 also we h nev] se51 & :o are totally ignorant ev5 ( our exi/5ce4 ,ov] a ?\s& miles we d>t our vip]\s he>ts at innoc5t m54 ,at great /atesm5 we h ill-w1 & at small2 at great *ur*m5 & at small2 at great au?ors & at small2 at great1 & fam\s1 & successful m5 9 all l9es ( life2 = x is en\gh = ill- w t ano!r man be prais$1 & well-paid1 & prosp]\s1 & !n plac$ 9 our eye4 ,no am\nt ( suff]+ w satiate ill-w2 ! v grave has no seal aga9/ x4 ,&1 n[ & !n1 y h x ?ru/ ^u y t o!r m5 h ! same devil 9 !m z deeply & z actively z he is 9 y4 ,y w sudd5ly run across a man on ! /reet4 ,8 face 0 %9+ ) "s praise he _h j _h spok5 to him1 or ) "s recognition he _h j receiv$ f "s great "o2 or ) "s good news = himself he _h j he>d1 be=e he caught sight ( y4 ,b ! light sudd5ly dies on 8 face1 & d>kness comes up out ( 8 he>t at 8 sudd5 glimpse ( y4 ,:at is ! matt]8 y ask y\rself z he sc[ls pa/ y4 ,:at h y done s to d>k5 any man's he>t to y8 ,& z y /umble on 9 ! sick5+ cl\d he has left beh9d him1 y sudd5ly recollect t y 7 once compell$ to vote aga9/ t man on a public "q3 on "s "q ( home fran*ise1 or =eign w>1 or *ur* gov]nm5t1 or city bus9ess2 or p]*ance1 a family has left 8 %op to d bus9ess 9 y\rs1 or 8 *ur* to wor%ip ,god 9 y\rs1 or su* l4 ,x w be a c]ta9 relief to y to recollect su* ?+s4 ,b ) x all !re w be a %ame & a humiliation & a deep inw>d pa9 t w escape into a cry ( pray] = him & = y\rself & = all su* s9n]s on ! same /reet4 ,if y d n f9d an escape f y\r %>p res5tm5t 9 ejaculatory pray] & 9 a he>t-cleans+ great good-w1 y\r he>t1 be=e y are a hundr$ /eps on1 w be z black ) ill-w z 8 is4 ,b t mu/ n aga9 be4 ,w\ld y hate or /rike back at a bl9d man :o /umbl$ & fell aga9/ y on ! /reet8 ,w\ld y retaliate at a maniac :o gna%$ 8 tee? & %ook 8 fi/ at y on 8 way pa/ y to ! madh\se8 ,or at a corpse be+ c>ri$ pa/ y t _h be5 too long )\t burial8 ,& %all y retaliate on a mis]able man driv5 mad ) diabolical passion8 ,or at a poor s9n] ^: he>t is z rott5 z ! grave8 ,ill-w is abroad 9 our le>n$ & religi\s city at all h\rs ( ! day & night4 ,he gl>es at u "u ! sun by day1 & "u ! /reet lamps at night4 ,we sudd5ly feel 8 baleful eye on u z we ?\ghtlessly pass "u 8 ov]look+ w9d[s3 x w be a side /reet & an unfrequ5t$1 :]e y w n be a%am$ & %ock$ & pa9$ at he>t to meet him4 ,public m52 mu* pur*as$ & mu* prais$ m52 ri* & prosp]\s m52 m5 high 9 tal5t & 9 place2 &1 inde$1 all mann] ( m51--walk abroad 9 ?is life s(tly4 ,keep out ( sight4 ,take ! side /reets1 & return home quickly4 ,y h no idea :at an (f5ce & :at a sn>e y are to m5 y "k1 & to m5 y d n "k4 ,if y are a public man1 & if y\r "n is mu* 9 m5's m\?s1 !n ! place y hold1 ! prices & ! praises y get1 d n give y "o-t5? ( ! pleasure t !y give a ?\s& o!r m5 pa94 ,m5 y nev] he>d (1 & :o w\ld n "k y if !y met y1 gnaw _! he>ts at ! m]e m5tion ( y\r "n4 ,desire1 !n1 to be unkn[n1 z ,a ,kempis says4 ,o tea* me to love to be conceal$1 prays ,j]emy ,taylor4 ,be ambiti\s to be unkn[n1 ,ar*bi%op ,leighton also in/ructs u4 ,& ! great ,f5elon took ,ama nesciri = 8 cre/ & = 8 motto4 ,no wond] t an apo/le cri$ out "u ! agony & ! %ame ( ill-w4 ,no wond] t to kill x 9 ! he>ts ( m5 ! ,son ( ,god di$ "u x on ! cross4 ,& no wond] t all ! gates ( hell are wide op51 day & night1 = !re is no day !re1 to receive home all ^? :o w ent]ta9 ill-w 9 _! he>ts1 & all ! gates ( heav5 %ut close to keep all ill-w = ev] out4 #c4 ,b1 bad en\gh z all t is1 ! half has n be5 told1 & nev] w be told 9 ?is life4 ,butl] has a passage t has long /umbl$ me1 & x /umbles me ! m ! long] ,i live & /udy him & obs]ve myself4 ',res5tm5t1' he says1 9 a v deep & a v s]i\s passage--',res5tm5t be+ out ( ! case1 !re is n1 prop]ly speak+1 any su* ?+ z direct ill-w 9 "o man t[>ds ano!r4' ,well1 great & undisput$ z ,butl]'s au?ority is 9 all ^! matt]s1 at ! same "t he w\ld be ! fir/ to admit & to ass]t t a man's inw>d exp]i5ce transc5ds all outw>d au?ority4 ,well1 ,i am fill$ ) %ame & pa9 & rep5tance & remorse to h to say x1 b my exp]i5ce c>ries me "r 9 ! tee? ( ,butl]'s doctr9e4 ,i h dutifully tri$ to look at ,butl]'s invit+ & exon]at+ doctr9e 9 all possible lights1 & f all possible po9ts ( view1 9 ! anxi\s wi% to prove x true2 b ,i d>e n say t ,i h succe$$4 ,! tru? = !e--my he>t w\ld cont9ually call to me--! be/ tru? = !e is 9 me1 & n 9 any ,butl]6 ,& :5 look+ z closely z ,i c at my own he>t 9 ! matt] ( ill-w1 :at d ,i f9d--& :at w y f9d8 ,y w f9d t aft] subtract+ all t c 9 any prop] s5se come "u ! head ( real res5tm5t1 & 9 cases :]e real res5tm5t is out ( ! "q2 9 cases :]e y h receiv$ no injury1 no neglect1 no contempt1 no any?+ :atsoev] ( t k9d1 y w f9d t !re are m5 innoc5t ( all t to y1 yet m5 to :om y ent]ta9 feel+s1 animosities1 antipa?ies1 t c be call$ by no o!r "n ?an t ( ill-w4 ,look )9 & see4 ,wat* )9 & see4 ,& ,i am sure y w come to subscribe ) me to ! humbl+ & he>t-break+ tru?1 t1 ev5 :]e !re is no res5tm5t1 & no o!r explanation1 excuse1 or palliation ( t k9d1 yet t fe/]+1 secret1 malignant ill-w is work+ 9 ! bottom ( y\r he>t4 ,if y d\bt t1 if y d5y t1 if all t k9d ( self-obs]vation & self-s5t5c+ is new to y1 !n obs]ve y\rself1 say1 = "o week1 & report at ! end ( x :e!r or no y h _h feel+s & ?\ghts & wi%es 9 y\r secret he>t t[>d m5 :o nev] 9 any way hurt y1 :i* c only be tru?fully describ$ z pure ill-w2 t is to say1 y h n felt & ?\ght & wi%$ t[>d !m z y w\ld h !m1 & all m51 feel & ?9k & wi% t[>d y4 #d4 ',to w is pres5t ) me1 b h[ to p]=m ,i f9d n1' says ! apo/le2 & aga91 ',ye _c d ! ?+s t ye w\ld4' ,or1 z ,dante has x1 ',! p[] :i* wills ,be>s n supreme control2 laught] & te>s ,foll[ s closely on ! passion prompts !m1 ,!y wait n = ! motion ( ! w ,9 natures mo/ s9c]e4' ,n[1 j "h lies a deep di/9ction t has n be5 en\gh tak5 acc\nt ( by our popul>1 or ev5 by our m pr(\nd1 spiritual writ]s4 ,! w is (t5 reg5]ate & "r2 ! w (t5 b5ds1 z ,bunyan has x1 to t :i* is good2 b beh9d ! w & b5ea? ! w ! he>t is /ill full ( passions1 affections1 incl9ations1 dispositions t are evil2 in/9ctively1 impulsively1 involunt>ily evil1 ev5 '9 natures mo/ s9c]e4' ,& h5ce arises a conflict1 a combat1 a dea?-grip1 an agony1 a hell on e>?1 t e reg5]ate & advanc+ s\l ( man is full ( ,8 w is "r4 ,if 8 w is wrong2 if he *ooses evil2 !n !re is no my/]y 9 ! matt] s f> z he is conc]n$4 ,he is a bad man1 & he is s int5tionally & delib]ately & ( set purpose2 & x is a rule 9 div9e tru? t 'wilfulness 9 s9n+ is ! measure ( our s9fulness4' ,b 8 w is "r4 ,to w is pres5t ) him4 ,he is e day l ,?omas ,bo/on "o ,sabba?-day3 ',?\gh ,i _c be free ( s91 ,god ,himself kn[s t ,he w\ld be welcome to make havoc ( my s9s & to make me holy4 ,i "k no lu/ t ,i w\ld n be cont5t to "p ) to-night4 ,my w1 b\nd h& & foot1 ,i desire to lay at ,8 feet4' ,n[1 is x n z cle> z noonday t 9 ! case ( su* a man z ,bo/on 8 m9d is "o ?+ & 8 he>t ano!r8 ,is x n pla9 t he has bo? a good-w & an ill-w )9 him8 ,a w t imm$iately & resolutely *ooses = ,god1 & = tru?1 & = righte\sness1 & = love2 & ano!r law 9 8 memb]s w>r+ aga9/ t law ( 8 m9d8 ',be=e conv]sion1' says ,?omas ,%ep>d1 '! ma9 w\nd ( a man is 9 8 w4 ,& !n1 aft] conv]sion1 ?\gh 8 w is *ang$1 yet1 ex infirmitate1 !re are _m ?+s t he _c d1 s /rong is ! remnant ( malignity t is /ill 9 8 he>t4 ,let him get ,*ri/ to help him "h4' ,9 all t ye see y\r call+1 my bre?r54 #e4 ',n[1 if ,i d t ,i w\ld n1' adds ! apo/le1 extricat+ himself & giv+ himself fair-play & 8 simple due among all 8 mis]y & self-accusation--',n[1 if ,i d t ,i w\ld n1 x is no m ,i t d x1 b s9 t dwelle? 9 me4' ,or1 aga91 z ,william ,law has x3 ',all our natural evil ceases to be our own evil z soon z our w turns away f x4 ,our natural evil !n *anges its nature & loses all its poison & dea?1 & becomes an holy cross on :i* we die to self & ?is life & ent] ! k+dom ( heav54' ,my de> bre?r51 tell me1 is y\r s9 y\r cross8 ,is y\r s9fulness y\r cross8 ,is ! evil t is ev] pres5t ) y y\r holy cross8 ,=1 e o!r cross beside s9 is a cross ( /raw1 a cross ( fea!rs1 a pa/e-bo>d & a pa9t$ cross1 & n a real & g5u9e cross at all4 ,! wood & ! nails & ! spe> all tak5 toge!r 7 n our ,"l's real cross4 ,8 real cross 0 s92 our s9 laid on ,8 h&s1 & on ,8 he>t1 & on ,8 imag9ation1 & on ,8 consci5ce1 till x 0 all b ,8 v own s94 ,our s9 0 s fe>fully & wond]fully laid ^u ,*ri/ t ,he 0 z good z a s9n] ,himself "u x4 ,s mu* s t all ! nails & all ! spe>s1 all ! ?ir/ & all ! d>kness t ,8 body & ,8 s\l c\ld hold 7 z no?+ beside ! s9 t 0 laid ^u ,him4 ,& s x is ) u2 ) z _m ( u z are ,8 true disciples4 ,our s9 is our cross2 n our actual transgressions1 any m ?an ,82 b our inw>d s9fulness4 ,& n ! s9fulness ( our w2 t is no real cross to any man2 b ! s9fulness ( our he>ts aga9/ our w1 & b5ea? our w1 & beh9d our w4 ,& ?is is su* a cross t if ,*ri/ _h some?+ 9 ,8 cross t we h n1 !n we h some?+ 9 ours t ,he _h n4 ,he made _m sad & sore ,psalms ,8 own2 b ev5 if ,he _h liv$ on e>? to read ! sev5? ( ! ,romans1 ,he c\ld n h made x ,8 own4 ,8 true p are beyond ,him "h4 ,! disciple is above 8 ,ma/] "h4 ,! ,ma/] _h ,8 own cross1 & x 0 a suffici5t cross2 b we c *all5ge ,him to come d[n & look & say if ,he ev] saw a cross l our cross4 ,he 0 made a curse4 ,he 0 hang$ on ! tree4 ,he bore our s9s 9 ,8 own body on ! tree4 ,b 8 p are beyond ,him 9 ! real agony & crucifixion ( s94 ,= ,he nev] 9 ,ge?semane or on ,calv>y ei!r cri$ z ,paul once cri$1 & z y & ,i cry e day--,to w is pres5t ) me6 ,b ! good t ,i w\ld ,i d n6 ,&1 oh6 ! body ( ?is dea?6 #f4 ,n[1 if any total /rang] to all t %all ask me3 ,:at good !re is 9 all t8 &1 ,:y ,i s lab\r 9 su* a _w ( unaccu/om$ & unpleasant ?+s z t8 ,i h _m answ]s to 8 c5sure4 ,= example1 & fir/1 ,i lab\r & w cont9ue to lab\r m & m 9 ?is _w ( ?+s1 & less & less 9 any o!r _w1 because "h we beg9 to see ?+s z !y are--! deepe/ ?+s ( ,god & ( man1 t is4 ,also1 because ,i h ! precept1 & ! example1 & ! exp]i5ce ( ,god's greate/ & be/ sa9ts be=e me "h4 ,because1 also1 our full & true salvation beg9s "h1 goes on "h1 & ends "h4 ,because1 also1 tea*+ ^! ?+s & le>n+ ^! ?+s w infallibly make u ! humble/ ( m51 ! mo/ contrite1 ! mo/ self-despis+1 ! mo/ pray]ful1 & ! mo/ pati5t1 meek1 & lov+ ( m54 ,&1 /ud5ts1 ,i lab\r 9 ?is because ?is is sci5ce2 because ?is is ! fir/ 9 ord] & ! mo/ fruitful ( all ! sci5ces1 if n ! noble/ & ! mo/ glori\s ( all ! sci5ces4 ,!re is all t good = u 9 ?is subject ( ! w & ! he>t1 & :ole worlds ( good lie away out beyond ?is subject t eye ha? n se5 nor e> he>d4 ,,*apt] ,,vii--,,self-,,love ',?is "k1 t m5 %all be lov]s ( _! own selves1 covet\s1 boa/]s1 pr\d1 un?ankful1 )\t natural affection1 truce-break]s1 false accus]s1 traitors1 heady1 high-m9d$3 f all su* turn away4'--,paul4 ',pray1 sir1 said ,academicus1 tell me m pla9ly j :at ?is self ( ours actually is4 ,self1 repli$ ,!ophilus1 is hell1 x is ! devil1 x is d>kness1 pa91 & disquiet4 ,x is ! "o & only enemy ( ,*ri/4 ,x is ! great anti*ri/4 ,x is ! sc>let :ore1 x is ! fi]y dragon1 x is ! old s]p5t t is m5tion$ 9 ! ,revelation ( ,/ ,john4 ,y r t]rify me ?an in/ruct me by ?is description1 said ,academicus4 ,x is inde$ a v frightful matt]1 return$ ,!ophilus2 = x conta9s ev]y?+ t man has to dread & to hate1 to resi/ & to avoid4 ,yet be assur$1 my fri5d1 t1 c>eless & m]ry z ?is _w is1 e man t is born into ?is _w has all ^? enemies to ov]come )9 himself2 & e man1 till he is 9 ! way ( reg5]ation1 is m or less gov]n$ by ^? enemies4 ,no hell 9 any remote place1 no devil t is sep>ate f y1 no d>kness or pa9 t is n )9 y1 no anti*ri/ ei!r at ,rome or 9 ,engl&1 no furi\s bea/1 no fi]y dragon1 )\t y or ap>t f y1 c d y any real hurt4 ,x is y\r own hell1 y\r own devil1 y\r own bea/1 y\r own anti*ri/1 y\r own dragon t lives 9 y\r own he>t's blood t alone c hurt y4 ,die to ?is self1 to ?is inw>d nature1 & !n all outw>d enemies are ov]come4 ,live to ?is self1 & !n1 :5 ?is life is out1 all t is )9 y1 & all t is )\t y1 w be no?+ else b a m]e see+ & feel+ ?is hell1 s]p5t1 bea/1 & fi]y dragon4 ,b1 said ,!og5es1 a ?ird p>ty :o /ood by1 ,i w\ld1 if ,i c\ld1 m p]fectly und]/& ! precise nature ( self1 or :at x is t makes x to be s full ( evil & mis]y4 ,to :om ,!ophilus turn$ & repli$3 ,covet\sness1 envy1 pride1 & wra? are ! f\r elem5ts ( self4 ,& h5ce x is t ! :ole life ( self c be no?+ else b a plague & torm5t ( covet\sness1 envy1 pride1 & wra?1 all ( :i* is precisely s9ful nature1 self1 or hell4 ,:il/ man lives1 inde$1 among ! vanities ( "t1 8 covet\sness1 8 envy1 8 pride1 & 8 wra?1 may be 9 a tol]able /ate1 & may help him to a mixture ( peace & tr\ble2 !y may h _! gratifications z well z _! torm5ts4 ,b :5 dea? has put an end to ! vanity ( all e>?ly *eats1 ! s\l t is n born aga9 ( ! sup]natural ,^w & ,_s ( ,god mu/ f9d itself unavoidably dev\r$ by itself1 %ut up 9 its own insatiable1 un*angeable1 self-torm5t+ covet\sness1 envy1 pride1 & wra?4 ,o ,!og5es6 t ,i _h p[] f ,god to take ^? dreadful scales (f m5's eyes t h9d] !m f see+ & feel+ ! inf9ite importance ( ?is mo/ c]ta9 tru?6 ,god give a bless+1 ,!ophilus1 to y\r good pray]4 ,& !n let me tell y t y h q satisfi$ my "q ab\t ! nature ( self4 ,i %all nev] =get x1 nor c ,i ev] possibly aft] ?is h any d\bt ab\t ! tru? ( x4' #a4 ',all my !ology1' said an old fri5d ( m9e to me n long ago--'all my !ology is out ( ,?omas ,goodw9 to ! ,ephesians4' ,well1 ,i f9d ,?omas ,goodw9 say+ 9 t great book t self is ! v qu9tess5ce ( orig9al s92 &1 aga91 he says1 /udy self-love = a ?\s& ye>s & x is ! top & ! bottom ( orig9al s92 self is ! s9 t dwelle? 9 u & t do? mo/ easily beset u4 ,n[1 t is j :at ,academicus & ,!ophilus & ,!og5es h be5 say+ to u 9 _! own p[]ful way 9 _! incomp>able dialogue4 ,all s9 & all mis]y2 all covet\sness1 envy1 pride1 & wra?1--trace x all back to its roots1 travel x all up to its s\rce1 &1 z sure z y d t1 self & self-love are t s\rce1 t root1 & t black bottom4 ,i d n =get t ,butl] has said 9 "s /ately pages ( 8 t self-love is morally good2 t self-love is co9cid5t ) ! pr9ciple ( virtue & "p ( ! idea2 & t x is a prop] motive = man4 ,b ! deep bi%op1 9 say+ all t1 is away back at ! creation-s*eme & ,ed5-/ate ( human nature4 ,he has n z yet come d[n to human nature 9 its pres5t /ate ( ov]?r[1 dismemb]m5t1 & self-de/ruction4 ,b :5 he does condesc5d & comes close to ! m9d & ! he>t ( man z !y n[ are 9 all m51 ev5 ,butl] becomes z outspok51 & z eloqu5t1 & z full ( passion & pa?os z if he 7 an evangelical ,puritan4 ,self-love1 ,butl] />tles 8 sob]-m9d$ read] z he bur/s out--self-love r5ds & di/orts ! m9d ( man6 ,n[1 y are a man4 ,well1 !n1 d y feel & confess t r5d+ & di/ort+ to h tak5 place 9 y8 ,butl] is a philosoph]1 & ,goodw9 is a prea*]1 b y are m3 y are a man4 ,y are ! own] ( a human he>t1 & y c say :e!r or no x is a r5t & a di/ort$ he>t4 ,is y\r m9d w>p$ & wr5*$ by self-love1 & is y\r he>t r5t & torn by ! same wick$ h&s8 ,d y really feel t x ne$s no?+ m to take y back aga9 to p>adise b t y\r he>t be deliv]$ f self-love8 ,d y n[ und]/& t ! f\ndations ( heav5 itself mu/ be laid 9 a he>t heal$ & cleans$ & deliv]$ f self-love8 ,if y d1 !n y\r k ( y\r own he>t has set y abrea/ ( ! greate/ ( philosoph]s & !ologians & prea*]s4 ,nay1 be=e multitudes ( m5 :o are call$ su*4 ,x is my m$itation all ! day1 y say4 ,i h m und]/&+ n[ ?an all my tea*]s2 = ,?y te/imonies are my m$itation4 ,i und]/& m ?an ! anci5ts2 because n[ ,i keep ,?y precepts4 #b4 ',self-love has made u all malici\s1' says ,john ,calv94 ,we are ,calv9i/s1 7 we to call any man ma/]4 ,b we are to call no man ma/]1 & lea/ ( all 9 ! matt]s ( ! he>t4 ,e man mu/ be 8 own philosoph]1 8 own morali/1 & 8 own !ologian 9 ! matt]s ( ! he>t4 ,he :o has a he>t 9 8 bosom & an eye 9 8 head c ne$ no ,calv91 no ,butl]1 no ,goodw91 & no ,law to tell him :at goes on 9 8 own he>t4 ,&1 on ! o!r h&1 8 own he>t w soon tell him :e!r or no ,calv91 & ,butl]1 & ,goodw91 & ,law "k any?+ ab\t ^? matt]s on :i* "s m5 w\ld set !m up z our ma/]s4 ,well1 come away all ( y :o own a human he>t4 ,come & say :e!r or no y\r he>t1 & ! self-love ( :i* x is full1 h made y a malici\s man4 ,i d n ask if y are always & to ev]ybody full ( malici\sness4 ,no2 ,i "k q well t y are sometimes z sweet z honey & z s(t z butt]4 ,=1 has n ev5 ,!ophilus said t :il/ a man /ill lives among ! vanities ( "t1 8 covet\sness1 8 envy1 8 pride1 & 8 wra? may be 9 a tol]able /ate1 & may help him to a mixture ( peace & tr\ble2 ^! vices may h _! gratifications z well z _! torm5ts4 ,no2 ,i d n trifle ) y & ) ?is s]i\s matt] s z to ask if y are full ( malice at all times & to all m54 ,no4 ,=1 let a man be =tunate en\gh to be on y\r side2 let him pass ov] to y\r p>ty2 let him become pr(itable to y2 let him be clev] en\gh & mean en\gh to praise & to flatt] y up to ! top ( y\r appetite = praise & flatt]y1 &1 no d\bt1 y w love t man4 ,or1 if t is n exactly love1 at lea/ x is no long] hate4 ,b let t man un=tunately be l$ to leave y\r p>ty2 let him cease be+ pr(itable to y2 let him we>y ( flatt]+ y ) 8 praise2 let him =get y1 neglect y1 despise y1 & g aga9/ y1 & !n look at y\r own he>t4 ,d y c>e n[ to "k :at malice is8 ,well1 t is malice t di/orts & r5ds y\r he>t z (t5 z y meet t man on ! /reet or ev5 pass by 8 door4 ,t is malice t dances 9 y\r eyes :5 y see 8 "n 9 pr9t4 ,t is malice ) :i* y always break out :5 8 "n is m5tion$ 9 conv]sation4 ,t is malice t heats y\r he>t :5 y sudd5ly recollect him 9 ! multitude ( y\r ?\ghts )9 y4 ,& y are 9 good company all ! "t4 ',we1 ourselves1' says ,paul to ,titus1 'we also at "o "t liv$ 9 malice & 9 envy4 ,we 7 hateful & we hat$ "o ano!r4' ',hateful1' ,goodw9 goes on 9 8 great book1 'e man is to ano!r man m or less2 he is hat$ ( ano!r & he hate? ano!r m or less2 & if 8 nature 7 let out to ! full1 !re is t 9 him1 e man is aga9/ e man1 z is said ( ,i%mael4 ,homo hom9i lupus1' adds our brave prea*]4 ,& ,abbe ,gr\ speaks out ) ! same *all5ge f ! opposite *ur* pole1 & says3 ',yes2 self-love makes u t\*y1 ready to take (f5ce1 ill-temp]$1 suspici\s1 sev]e1 exact+1 easily (f5d$2 x keeps alive 9 our he>ts a c]ta9 malignity1 a secret joy at ! mortifications :i* befall our neighb\r2 x n\ri%es our read9ess to criticise1 our dislike at c]ta9 p]sons1 our ill-feel+1 our bitt]ness1 & a ?\s& o!r ?+s prejudicial to *>ity4' #c4 ',myself is my own wor/ enemy1' says ,abbe ,gr\4 ,t is to say1 we may h enemies :o hate u m ?an we hate ourselves1 & enemies :o w\ld hurt u1 if !y c\ld1 z mu* z we hurt ourselves2 b ! ,abbe's po9t is t !y _c4 ,& he is "r4 ,no man has ev] hurt me z ,i h hurt myself4 ,!re are m5 :o hate me s mu* t !y w\ld poison my life ( all its peace & happ9ess if !y c\ld4 ,b !y _c4 ,!y _c2 b let !m n be ca/ d[n on t acc\nt1 = !re is "o :o c d1 & :o w d z long z he lives1 :at !y _c d4 ,a man's foes1 to be call$ foes1 are 9 8 own h\se3 !y are 9 8 own he>t4 ,let our enemies att5d to _! own peace & happ9ess1 & our self-love w d all1 & m ?an all1 t !y w\ld fa9 d4 ,at ! mo/1 !y & _! ill-w c only give occasion to our self-love2 b x is our self-love t seizes ^u ! occasion1 & ?r\gh x r5ds & di/orts our own he>ts4 ,& 7 our he>ts only pure ( self-love1 7 our he>ts only clo!d ) meekness & humility1 we c\ld laugh at all ! ill-w ( our enemies z levia?an laughs at ! %ak+ ( a spe>4 ',"k ?\1' says ,a ,kempis to 8 son1 't ! love ( ?yself do? d !e m hurt ?an any?+ 9 ! :ole _w4' ,yes2 b we %all nev] "k t by m]ely read+ ,! ,imitation4 ,we mu/ read ourselves4 ,we mu/ /udy1 z we /udy no?+ else1 our own r5t & di/ort$ he>ts4 ,our own he>ts mu/ be our daily discov]y4 ,we mu/ wat* ! w\nds our he>ts take e day2 & we mu/ give all our p[]s ( m9d to trac+ all our w\nds back to _! true causes4 ,we mu/ say3 't sore bl[ came on my m9d & on my he>t f su* & su* a qu>t]1 f su* & su* a h&1 f su* & su* a weapon2 b ?is pa91 ?is rankl+1 poison$1 & ev]-fe/]+ w\nd1 ?is sleepless1 gnaw+1 canc]\s sore1 comes f ! covet\sness1 ! pride1 ! envy1 & ! wra? ( my own he>t4' ,:5 we beg9 to say t1 we %all !n beg9 to und]/& & to love ,?omas2 we %all sit daily at 8 feet & %all be numb]$ among 8 sons4 #d4 ,& ?is suff]+ at our own h&s goes on till at la/ ! tables are completely turn$ aga9/ self-love1 & till :at 0 once to u ! de>e/ ?+ 9 ! :ole _w becomes1 z ,pascal says1 ! mo/ hateful4 ,we beg9 life by hat+ ! m51 & ! ?+s1 :o hurt u4 ,we hate ! m5 :o oppose u & h9d] u2 ! m5 :o speak1 & write1 & act1 & g 9 any way aga9/ u4 ,we bitt]ly hate all :o humble u1 despise u1 trample ^u u1 & 9 any way ill-use u4 ,b aft]w>ds1 :5 we h become m51 m5 9 exp]i5ce ( ?is life1 &1 especially1 ( ourselves 9 ?is life2 aft] we ga9 "s real insight & atta9 to "s real skill 9 ! life ( ! he>t1 we come r\nd to =give ^? we once hat$4 ,we h come n[ to see :y !y did x4 ,we see n[ exactly h[ mu* !y hurt u aft] all1 & h[ little4 ,&1 especially1 we h come to see1--:at at "o "t we c\ld n h believ$1--t all our hurt1 to be call$ hurt1 has come to u f ourselves4 ,& ?us t great revolution ( m9d & t great revulsion ( feel+ & ( passion has tak5 place1 aft] :i* we are left ) no "o h5ce=? to hate1 to be call$ hat+1 b ourselves4 ,we may /ill cont9ue to avoid our enemies1 & we may d t too long & too mu*2 we may cont9ue to fe> !m & be on ! wat* aga9/ !m f> too mu*2 b to delib]ately hate !m is h5ce=? impossible4 ,all our hatr$1--all our delib]ate1 /eady1 root$1 active hatr$1--is n[ at ourselves2 at ourselves1 t is1 s f> & s long z we rema9 "u ! malignant & hateful dom9ion ( self-love4 ,:5 ,butl] gets our self-love re/or$ to reasonabl5ess1 & made co9cid5t ) virtue & "p ( ! idea2 :5 our self-love becomes uni=mly co9cid5t ) ! pr9ciple ( ob$i5ce to ,god's comm&s1 !n we %all love ourselves z our neighb\r1 & our neighb\r z ourselves1 & bo? 9 ,god4 ,b1 till !n1 !re is no?+ & no "o on e>? or 9 hell s hateful to u z ourselves & our own hateful he>ts4 ,& if 9 t we are tread+ ! w9epress alone z f> z our fell[-m5 are conc]n$1 all ! m we h ,him ) u 9 all our agony :o wept ov] ! he>t ( man because ,he knew :at 0 9 x1 & :at mu/ always come out ( x4 ,evil ?\ghts1 ,he said1 & =nications1 & murd]s1 & !fts1 & covet\sness1 & wick$ness1 & deceit1 & an evil eye1 & pride1 & folly1 & :at n4 ,& ,paul has ! m9d ( ,*ri/ ) him 9 ! text4 ,i d n ne$ to repeat aga9 ! hateful words4 ,n[1 :at d y say8 0 ,pascal beyond ! tru?1 0 he deep] ?an ! tru? or m deadly ?an ! tru? :5 he said ) a /ab t self is hateful8 ,i ?9k n4 #e4 ',oh t ,i 7 free1 !n1 ( myself1' wrote ,samuel ,ru!r=d f ,ab]de5 9 #afcg to ,john ,f]guson ( ,o*iltree4 ',:at ne$ we all h to be ransom$ & r$eem$ f t ma/]-tyrant1 t cruel & lawless "l1 ourself6 ,ev5 :5 ,i am mo/ out ( myself1 & am be/ s]v+ ,*ri/1 ,i h a squ9t eye on myself4' ,& to ! ,laird ( ,cally 9 ! same ye> & f ! same place3 ',myself is ! ma/] idol we all b[ d[n to4 ,e man blame? ! devil = 8 s9s1 b ! h\se devil ( e man t eate? ) him & lie? 9 8 bosom is himself4 ,oh bless$ are !y :o c d5y !mselves6' ,& to ! ,iri% m9i/]s ! ye> aft]3 ',except m5 m>tyr & slay ! body ( s9 9 sanctifi$ self-d5ial1 !y %all nev] be ,*ri/'s4 ,oh1 if ,i c\ld b be ma/] ( myself1 my own m9d1 my own w1 my own cr$it1 my own love1 h[ bless$ 7 ,i6 ,b alas6 ,i %all die only m9t+ & aim+ at be+ a ,*ri/ian4' ,,*apt] ,,viii--,,old ,,mr4 ,,prejudice1 ,,! ,,keep] ,,( ,,e>-,,gate1 ,,) ,,8 ,,sixty ,,deaf ,,m5 ,,"u ,,him ',are n ,abana & ,ph>p>1 riv]s ( ,damascus1 bett] ?an all ! wat]s ( ,israel8'--,naaman4 ',c !re any good ?+ come out ( ,naz>e?8'--,na?anael4 ' 4 4 obs]ve ^! ?+s )\t prejudice1 do+ no?+ by p>tiality4'--,paul4 ,old ,mr4 ,prejudice 0 well kn[n 9 ! w>s ( ,mans\l z an angry1 unhappy1 & ill-condition$ old *url4 ,old ,mr4 ,prejudice 0 plac$ by ,diabolus1 8 ma/]1 z keep] ( ! w>d at ! po/ ( ,e>-gate1 & = t fatal s]vice he _h sixty completely deaf m5 put "u him z 8 company4 ,m5 em95tly advantage\s = t fatal s]vice4 ,em95tly advantage\s1--inasmu* z x matt]$ n "o atom to !m :at 0 spok5 9 _! e> ei!r by ,god or by man4 #a4 ,n[1 to beg9 )1 ?is *urli% old man _h already e>n$ = himself a v evil "n4 ,= :at "n c\ld well be m full ( evil memories & ( evil om5s ?an j ?is "n ( ,prejudice8 ,j consid] :at prejudice is4 ,prejudice1 :5 we /op ov] x & take x to pieces & look well at x1--prejudice is s bad & s abom9able t y w\ld n believe x c\ld be s bad till y _h look$ at x & at h[ x acts 9 y\r own case4 ,= prejudice gives judgm5t on y\r case & gives ord]s = y\r execution be=e y\r def5ce has be5 he>d1 be=e y\r witnesses h be5 call$1 be=e y\r summons has be5 s]v$1 ay1 & ev5 be=e y\r indictm5t has be5 drawn out4 ,:at a sc&al & :at an upro> a malfeasance ( ju/ice l t w\ld cause if x 7 to take place 9 any ( our c\rts ( law6 ,only1 ! ?+ is impossible2 y _c ev5 imag9e x4 ,we %all h ,magna ,*>ta up be=e u 9 ! c\rse ( ^! lectures4 ,well1 ev] s9ce ,magna ,*>ta 0 extort$ f ,k+ ,john1 su* a sc&al z ,i h suppos$ has be5 impossible ei!r 9 ,engl& or 9 ,scotl&4 ,& t su* cases %\ld /ill be possible 9 ,russia & 9 ,turkey places ^? two old despotisms outside ! pale ( ! civilis$ _w4 ,& yet1 l\dly z we all d5\nce ! ,cz> & ! ,sultan1 eloqu5tly z we boa/ ov] ,magna ,*>ta1 ,habeas ,corpus1 & :at n1 e day y & ,i are do+ :at w\ld co/ an ,engli% k+ 8 cr[n1 & an ,engli% judge 8 head4 ,we all d x e day1 & x nev] ent]s "o m9d out ( a hundr$ t we are trampl+ d[n tru?1 & righte\sness1 & fair- play1 & bro!rly love4 ,we d n "k :at a diabolical wick$ness we are p]petrat+ e day4 ,! be/ m5 among u are guilty ( t iniquity e day1 & !y nev] confess x to !mselves2 no "o ev] accuses !m ( x2 & !y g d[n to dea? & judgm5t unsuspici\s ( ! discov]y t !y w soon make !re4 ,y w\ld n /eal a /ick or a /raw t belong$ to me2 b y /eal f me e day :at all y\r gold & m9e c nev] r$eem2 y murd] me e day 9 my be/ & my noble/ life4 ,y me1 & ,i y4 #b4 ,old ,mr4 ,prejudice4 ,n[1 !re is a gold5 passage 9 ,jona?an ,edw>ds's ,di>y t all old m5 %\ld lay well to he>t & consci5ce4 ',i obs]ve1' ,edw>ds ent]s1 't old m5 seldom h any advantage ( new discov]ies1 because ^! discov]ies are beside a way ( ?9k+ !y h be5 long us$ to4 ,resolv$1 !re=e1 t1 if ev] ,i live to ye>s1 ,i w be imp>tial to he> ! reasons ( all pret5d$ discov]ies1 & receive !m1 if rational1 h[ long soev] ,i h be5 us$ to ano!r way ( ?9k+4 ,i am too dogmatical2 ,i h too mu* ( egotism2 my disposition is always to be tell+ ( my dislike & my scorn4' ,:at a f9e1 fre%1 fruitful1 progressive1 & peaceful _w we %\ld soon h if all our old & all our fa/-age+ m5 w\ld ent] t extract into _! di>y6 ,h[ ! "y w\ld !n love & hon\r & lean ^u ! old2 & h[ all ! fa!rs w\ld always abide "y & full ( y\?ful life l _! *ildr56 ,!n ! righte\s %\ld fl\ri% l ! palm-tree2 he %\ld gr[ l a c$> 9 ,lebanon4 ,!y t be plant$ 9 ! h\se ( ! ,"l %all fl\ri% 9 ! c\rts ( our ,god4 ,!y %all /ill br+ =? fruit 9 old age2 !y %all be fat & fl\ri%+4 ,:at a free scope w\ld !n be giv5 to all ,god's unfold+ provid5ces1 & :at a w>m welcome to all ,8 advanc+ tru?s6 ,:at sore & spread+ w\nds w\ld !n be salv$1 :at heal? & :at vig\r w\ld fill all ! body political1 z well z all ! body my/ical6 ,may ! ,"l turn ! he>t ( ! fa!rs to ! *ildr51 & ! he>t ( ! *ildr5 to _! fa!rs1 le/ ! e>? be smitt5 ) a curse6 #c4 ,mr4 ,prejudice 0 an old man2 & ?is also has be5 h&$ d[n ab\t him1 t he 0 almo/ always angry4 ,& if y keep y\r eyes op5 y w soon see h[ true to ! life t feature ( old ,mr4 ,prejudice /ill is4 ,9 e conv]sation1 discussion1 debate1 correspond5ce1 ! angry man is inv>iably ! prejudic$ man2 &1 accord+ to ! age & ! dep?1 ! root$ness & ! int5sity ( 8 prejudices1 s is ! f]ocity & ! savag]y ( 8 ang]4 ,he has already settl$ ?is case t y are irritat+ & wrong+ him s mu* by y\r /ill insi/+ on br++ up4 ,x is a reproa* to 8 und]/&+ = y to ?9k t !re is any?+ to be said 9 t matt] t he has n long ago he>d said & fully answ]$4 ,has he n d5\nc$ t bad man & t bad cause = ye>s8 ,y insult me1 sir1 by aga9 op5+ up t matt] 9 my pres5ce4 ,he w h none ( y or ( y\r argum5ts ei!r4 ,y are z bad y\rself z t bad man is ^: advocate y are4 ,we all "k m5 ^: he>ts are full ( coals ( junip]1 burn+ coals ( hate & rage1 j by reason ( _! f]oci\s prejudices4 ,hate is too feeble a ^w = _! gna%+ rage aga9/ ?is man & t cause1 ?is movem5t & t in/itution4 ,!re is an absolutely murd]\s light 9 _! eye z !y "w !mselves up aga9/ ! m5 & ! ?+s !y hate4 ,*>ity rejoices n 9 iniquity2 b y w see o!rwise ,*ri/ian & *>itable m5 s jockey$ by ! devil t !y actually rejoice 9 iniquity & d n "k :at !y are do+1 or :o x is t is egg+ !m on to d x4 ,y w see o!rwise & at o!r times good m5 s full ( ! rage & madness ( prejudice & p>tiality t !y w /orm at e report ( goodness & tru? & prosp]ity 9 ! man1 or 9 ! cause1 or 9 ! *ur*1 or 9 ! p>ty1 !y are s dem5t$ aga9/4 ,jockey is n ! ^w4 ,!re is ! la/ triumph ( pure devilry 9 ! way t ! pr9ce ( ! devils turns old ,prejudice's v be/ ?+s--8 love ( 8 fa!rs1 8 love ( ! pa/1 8 love ( ord]1 8 love ( loyalty1 8 love ( ! old pa?s1 & 8 v true/ & be/ religion itself--into s mu* fat fuel = ! fires ( hate & rage t are consum+ 8 pr\d he>t to r$-hot a%es4 ,if ! light t is 9 u be d>kness1 h[ great is t d>kness2 & if ! life t is 9 u be dea?1 h[ deadly is t dea?6 #d4 ,old1 angry1 & ill-condition$4 ,ill-condition$ is an old-fa%ion$ ^w almo/ gone out ( date4 ,b1 all ! same1 x is a v expressive1 & to u to-night a q indisp5sable ^w4 ,an ill-condition$ man is a man ( an 9-br$1 *]i%$1 & confirm$ ill- nature4 ,8 he>t1 :i* 0 a suffici5tly bad he>t to beg9 )1 is n[ s ex]cis$ 9 evil & s accu/om$ to evil1 t1--h[ c he be born aga9 :5 he is s old & s ill-natur$8 ,all ! qualities1 all ! passions1 all ! emotions ( 8 he>t are out ( jo9t2 _! b5t is bad2 !y run out naturally to mis*ief4 ,n[1 :at c\ld possibly be m ill-condition$ ?an to judge & s5t5ce1 d5\nce & execute a man be=e y h he>d 8 case8 ,:at c\ld be m ill-condition$ ?an positively to be afraid le/ y %\ld be l$ to =give1 & r$ress1 & love1 & act ) ano!r man8 ,to be det]m9$ n to he> "o ^w t y c help 9 8 def5ce1 9 8 fav\r1 & 9 8 praise8 ,c\ld a human he>t be 9 a worse /ate on ?is side hell itself ?an t8 ,nay1 t is hell itself 9 y\r evil he>t already4 ,let prejudice & p>tiality h _! full scope among ! wick$ passions ( y\r ill-condition$ he>t1 & lo6 ! k+dom ( d>kness is already )9 y4 ,n1 lo1 "h6 or1 lo1 !re6 b )9 y4 ,look to y\rselves1 says ,john to u all1 full z we all are ( our own ill-conditions4 ,look to y\rselves4 ,b we h no eyes left ) :i* to see ourselves2 we look s mu* at ! faults & ! blames ( our neighb\r4 ',publius goes to *ur* sometimes1 & reads ! ,scriptures2 b he kn[s n :at he reads or prays1 8 head is s full ( politics4 ,he is s angry at k+s & m9i/]s ( /ate t he has no "t nor disposition to call himself to acc\nt4 ,he has ! hi/ory ( all p>liam5ts1 elections1 prosecutions1 & impea*m5ts by he>t1 & he dies ) little or no religion1 ?r\gh a con/ant fe> ( ,pop]y4' ,poor1 old1 ill-condition$ ,publius6 #e4 ,&1 !n1 8 sixty deaf m5 "u old1 angry1 ill-condition$ ,prejudice4 ,we read ( eng9es ( sixty-horse p[]4 ,& "h is a man ) ! p[] ( resi/+ & %utt+ out ! tru? equal to t ( sixty m5 l himself4 ,we all "k su* m52 we w\ld z soon ?9k ( speak+ to ^? iron pill>s ab\t a *ange ( m9d z we w\ld to !m4 ,if y prea* to _! prejudices & _! prepossessions & _! p>tialities1 !y are all e>s to he> y1 & all tongues to trumpet y\r praise4 ,b d n expect !m to sit /ill ) ord9>y dec5cy "u :at !y are s prejudic$ aga9/2 d n expect !m to read a book or buy a pass+ pap] on ! o!r side4 ,sixty deaf m5 hold _! e>s2 sixty ill-condition$ m5 hold _! he>ts4 ,habit ) !m is all ! te/ ( tru?2 x mu/ be "r1 !y've done x f _! y\?4 ,& ?us !y g on to ! end ( _! t]m ( life1 full ( _! own fix$ ideas1 ) _! eyes full ( beams & jaundices & d>kness & dea?4 ,"s p ?9k t we take up too mu* ( our "t ) newspap]s 9 our day1 & t1 if ?+s g on z !y are go+1 we %all soon h nei!r "t nor ta/e = any?+ else b half a doz5 pap]s a day4 ,b all t dep5ds on ! conditions ) :i* we read4 ,if we w\ld read z ,jona?an ,edw>ds read ! weekly news- lett]s ( 8 day2 if we read all our pap]s to see if ! k+dom ( ,god 0 com+ 9 reply to our pray]2 if we read1 obs]v+ all ?+s1 l ,timo?y1 )\t prejudice or p>tiality1 !n ,i "k no bett] read+ = an ill-condition$ he>t begun to look to itself ?an j a good1 out-&-out p>ty newspap]4 ,& if x is a *ur* pap] all ! bett] = y\r purpose4 ,if y read ) y\r f+]s 9 y\r e>s2 if y read ) a beam 9 y\r eye1 y _h bett] conf9e y\rself 9 y\r read+2 if y feel t y\r prejudices are inflam$ & y\r p>tiality is int5sifi$1 !n take c>e :at pap] y take 94 ,b if y read all y read = ! love ( ! tru?1 = ju/ice1 = fair- play1 & = bro!rly love1 & all t 9 y\rself2 if y read all ! "t ) y\r eyes on y\r own ill-condition$ he>t1 !n1 z ,james says1 c\nt x all joy :5 y fall into div]s temptations4 ,take up y\r political & ecclesia/ical pap] e morn+1 say+ to y\rself1 ,g to1 ,o my he>t1 & get ?y daily lesson4 ,g to1 & ent] ?y cleans+ & ref9+ furnace4 ,g to1 & come well out ( ?y daily temptation4--,a nobl] s*ool y w n f9d any:]e = a prejudic$1 p>tial1 angry1 & ill-condition$ he>t ?an j ! p>ty j\rnals ( ! day4 ,= ! abat+ ( prejudice2 = see+ ! odi\sness ( p>tiality1 & = putt+ on e day a fair1 op51 ca?olic1 ,*ri/ian m9d1 comm5d me to ! public life & ! public j\rnals ( our liv+ day4 ,& x is n t ?is man may be up & t man d[n2 ?is cause victori\s & t cause defeat$2 ?is tru? v9dicat$ & t untru? defeat$1 t public life rolls on & t its revolutions are report$ to u4 ,our own m9ds & our own he>ts are ! f9al cause1 ! ultimate drift1 & ! f>-(f end & aim ( x all4 ,we are n made = p>ty & = ! p>tialities & prosp]ities ( p>ty2 p>ty & all its passions & all its successes & all its defeats are made1 & are p]mitt$ to be made = u2 = our opportunity ( purg+ ourselves free ( all our ill-conditions1 ( all our prejudices1 ( all our p>tialities1 & ( all ! s9 & mis]y t come to u ( all ^! ?+s4 #f4 ',x is ! "w ( a philosoph]1' says ,addison 9 "o ( 8 be/ ,spectators1 'to be e day subdu+ 8 passions & lay+ aside 8 prejudices4' ,we are n philosoph]s1 b we %all be enroll$ 9 ! =emo/ ranks ( philosophy if we imitate su* philosoph]s 9 _! daily "w1 z we mu/ d & %all d4 ,well1 are we begun to d x8 ,are we engag$ 9 t "w ( !irs & ours e day8 ,is ,god our witness & our judge t we are8 ,are we s engag$ ^u t inw>d "w1 & s succe$+ 9 x1 t we c read our mo/ prejudic$ newspap] ) ! same m9d & _s1 ) ! same pr(it & progress1 ) :i* we read our ,bible8 ,a good man1 a humble man1 a man acutely s5sible ( 8 ill-conditions1 w look on e day z lo/ or won accord+ z he has lo/ or won 9 ?is inw>d w>4 ,if 8 p>tialities are dropp+ (f 8 m9d2 if 8 prejudices are melt+2 if he c read books & pap]s ) pleasure & in/ruction t once fill$ him ) d>k passions & angry outbur/s2 if 8 ,calv9ism lets him read ,?omas ,a ,kempis & ,j]emy ,taylor & ,william ,law2 if 8 ,high-,*ur*ism lets him delight to wor%ip ,god 9 an ,indep5d5t or a ,presbyt]ian *ur*2 if 8 ,free-,*ur*ism p]mits him to see ! ,e/abli%m5t reviv+1 & 8 ,/ate-,*ur*ism admits t ! ,free ,*ur*es h m to say to him ?an he _h at "o "t ?\ght2 if 8 ,toryism lets him take 9 a ,radical pap]1 & 8 ,radicalism a ,unioni/ pap]--!n let him ?ank ,god1 = ,god is 9 all t ?\gh he knew x n4 ,& :5 he c\nts up 8 incalculable b5efits at ea* return ( ! ,"l's table1 let him c\nt up z n ! lea/ ( !m an op5 m9d & a well-condition$ he>t1 an unprejudic$ m9d1 & an imp>tial he>t4 #g4 ,& n[1 to conclude3 ,take old1 angry1 ill-condition$ ,prejudice1 8 daily pray]3 ',my ,adorable ,god & ,creator6 ,?y ,holy ,*ur* is by ! wick$ness ( m5 divid$ into v>i\s communions1 all hat+1 condemn+1 & endeav\r+ to de/roy "o ano!r4 ,i made none ( ^! divisions1 nor am ,i any long] a def5d] ( !m4 ,i wi% ev]y?+ remov$ out ( e communion t h9d]s ! ,common ,unity4 ,! wrangl+s & disput+s ( :ole *ur*es & nations h s conf\nd$ all ?+s t ,i h no ability to make a true & j judgm5t ( ! matt]s betwe5 !m4 ,if ,i knew t any "o ( ^! communions 0 alone acceptable to ,!e1 ,i w\ld d or suff] any?+ to make myself a memb] ( x4 ,=1 my ,good ,god1 ,i desire no?+ s mu* z to "k & to love ,!e1 & to wor%ip ,!e 9 ! mo/ acceptable mann]4 ,& z ,i humbly presume t ,?\ w\ld/ n suff] ,?y ,*ur* to be ?us univ]sally divid$1 if no divid$ portion c\ld (f] any wor%ip acceptable unto ,!e2 & z ,i h no k ( :at is absolutely be/ 9 ^! divid$ p>ts1 nor any ability to put an end to !m2 s ,i fully tru/ 9 ,?y goodness1 t ,?\ wilt n suff] ^! divisions to sep>ate me f ,?y m]cy 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus2 & t1 if !re be any bett] ways ( s]v+ ,!e ?an ^? ,i already enjoy1 ,?\ wilt1 accord+ to ,?9e inf9ite m]cy1 lead me into !m1 ,o ,god ( my peace & my love4' ,aft] ?is mann] old1 angry1 ill-condition$ ,prejudice pray$ e day till he di$1 a little *ild1 9 *>ity ) all m51 & 9 acceptance ) ,almighty ,god4 ,,*apt] ,,ix--,,capta9 ,,any?+ ',i am made all ?+s to all m5 4 4 4 ,i please all m5 9 all ?+s4'--,paul ,capta9 ,any?+ came orig9ally f ! anci5t t[n ( ,fair-spee*4 ,fair-spee* _h _m royal b\nties & _m special privileges be/[$ ^u x1 & ,capta9 ,any?+ & 8 family _h come to _m titles & to great ri*es 9 t anci5t1 loyal1 & hon\rable bor\gh4 ,my ,"l ,turn-ab\t1 my ,"l ,"t-s]v]1 my ,"l ,fair-spee* 7f ^: ance/ors t t[n fir/ took its "n71 z also su* well-kn[n common]s z ,mr4 ,smoo?-man1 ,mr4 ,fac+-bo?-ways1 & ,mr4 ,two-tongues 7 all sprung ) ,capta9 ,any?+ f ! same anci5t & long-e/abli%$ ance/ry4 ,z to 8 religion1 f a *ild "y ,any?+ _h sat "u ! p>son ( ! p>i%1 ! same ,rev]5d ,two- tongues z has be5 m5tion$ above4 ,& our budd+ soldi] foll[$ ! example ( 8 m9i/] 9 t he nev] /rove too long aga9/ w9d or tide1 or 0 ev] to be se5 on ! same side ( ! /reet ) ,religion :5 %e 0 bani%$ f c\rt or _h lo/ h] silv] slipp]s4 ,! cre/ ( ! ,any?+s 0 a delicately pois$ wea!r- cock2 & ! motto engrav$ ar\nd ! gyrat+ bird ran ?us3 ',our judgm5t always jumps accord+ to ! occasion4' ,z a milit>y man1 ,capta9 ,any?+ is describ$ 9 milit>y books z a prop] man1 & a man ( c\rage & skill--to appe>ance4 ,he & 8 company "u him 7 a sort ( ,swiss gu>d 9 ,mans\l4 ,!y held !mselves op5 & ready = any ma/]4 ,!y liv$ n s mu* by religion or by loyalty z by ! fates ( worldly =tune4 ,9 8 secret despat*es ,diabolus 0 wont to address ,capta9 ,any?+ z ,my ,d>l+2 & be sure y recruit y\r ,switz]s well1 ,diabolus w\ld say2 b :5 ! real /ress ( ! w> came1 ev5 ,diabolus ca/ ,capta9 ,any?+ (f4 ,& ?us x came ab\t t :5 bo? sides 7 aga9/ ?is despis$ creature he _h to ?r[ d[n 8 arms & flee into a safe skulk+ place = 8 life4 #a4 ,9 t half-papi/1 half-a!i/ic c\ntry call$ ,france !re is a class ( politicians kn[n by ! "n ( ,opportuni/s4 ,!y are a k9d ( public m5 t1 we are ?ankful to say1 are n kn[n 9 ,prote/ant & ,evangelical ,engl&1 b !y may be pictur$ out & describ$ to y 9 ?is homely way3 ,an ,opportuni/ /&s well out ( ! sp>ks ( ! fire1 & well 9 beh9d ! /one wall1 till ! fanatics = lib]ty1 equality1 & frat]nity h snat*$ ! *e/nuts out ( ! fire1 & !n ! ,opportuni/ /eps out f 8 safe place & bl&ly divides ! well-roa/$ tid-bits among 8 family & 8 fri5ds4 ,z long z !re is any jeop>dy1 ! ,jacob9s are d5\nc$ & held up to opprobrium2 b :5 ! jeop>dy & ! risk are well pa/1 ! sob]- m9d$1 cauti\s1 cons]vative1 & responsible /atesm5 walk (f ) ! portfolios ( place & privilege & pay "u _! hone/ arms4 ,b ^! are ! unpr9cipl$ papi/s & infidels ( a mu%room republic2 &1 ?ank ,god1 su* spuri\s patriotism1 & su* %am & selfi% /atesman%ip1 h n yet %[n _! mis]able heads among fai?ful1 fe>less1 /raight=w>d1 & uncalculat+ ,engli%m54 ,at ! same "t1 if ev] t cont95tal vice %\ld attack our national "*1 we h two well-kn[n essays 9 our e?ical & casui/ical lit]ature t may ) p]fect safety be pitt$ aga9/ any?+ t ei!r ,france or ,italy has produc$4 ,ev5 if !y are b a ma/]'s irony1 let all ambiti\s m5 keep ,( ,cunn+ & ,( ,wisdom = a ,man's ,self "u _! pill[4 ,let all "y m5 :o w\ld toady a great man2 let all "y m9i/]s :o w\ld tune _! pulpit to k+1 or c\rt1 or society2 let all tradesm5 & m]*ants :o pref] _! pr(its to _! pr9ciples--if !y h lit]ature en\gh1 let !m soak _! hone/ m9ds 9 our great ,*ancellor's sage c\nsels2 & he :o promot$ ,any?+ & dubb$ him 8 ,d>l+1 he w1 no d\bt1 publi% bo? a po/ & a title on 8 bir?day = y also4 #b4 ',:at religion is he (8' asks ,dean ,swift4 ',he is an ,any?+>ian1' is ! answ]1 '= he makes 8 self-int]e/ ! sole /&>d ( 8 life & doctr9e4' ,& ,ar*bi%op ,leighton1 a v diff]5t *ur*man f ! bitt] au?or ( ! ,polite ,conv]sations1 is equally contemptu\s t[>d ! self-seek] 9 div9e ?+s4 ',y\r boa/$ peaceabl5ess (t5 proce$s f a sup]ficial temp]2 &1 n seldom1 f a sup]cili\s disda9 ( :atev] has no m>ketable use or value1 & f y\r utt] indiff]5ce to true religion4 ,tol]ation is an h]b ( spontane\s gr[? 9 ! soil ( indiff]5ce4 ,mu* ( our union ( m9ds proce$s f want ( k & f want ( affection to religion4 ,_m :o boa/ ( _! *ur* con=mity1 & t no "o he>s ( _! noise1 may ?ank ! ignorance ( _! m9ds = t k9d ( quietness4' ,b by f> ! mo/ p[]ful assault t ev] 0 made ^u lukew>mness 9 religion & ^u self-seek+ 9 ! ,*ur* 0 deliv]$ by ,dante 9 ! trem5d\s ?ird canto ( 8 ,inf]no3-- ,v>i\s tongues1 ,horrible languages1 outcries ( woe1 ,acc5ts ( ang]1 voices deep & ho>se1 ,) h&s toge!r smote t swell$ ! s\nds1 ,made up a tumult t = ev] :irls ,r\nd ?r\gh t air ) solid d>kness /a9'd1 ,l to ! s& t 9 ! :irlw9d flies4 ,i !n1 ) error yet encompass'd1 cri$1 ',o ma/]6 ,:at is ?is ,i he>8 ,:at race ,are ^!1 :o seem s ov]come ) woe8' ,he !n to me3 ',?is mis]able fate ,suff] ! wret*$ s\ls ( ^? :o liv$ ,)\t or praise or blame1 ) t ill b& ,( angels mix$1 :o nor rebelli\s prov$1 ,nor yet 7 true to ,god1 b = !mselves ,7 only4 ,m]cy & ,ju/ice scorn !m bo?4 ,speak n ( !m1 b look & pass !m by4' ,=?)1 ,i und]/ood = c]ta9 ?is ! tribe ,( ^? ill spirits bo? to ,god displeas+ ,& to ,8 foes4 ,^? wret*es :o ne'er liv$1 ,w5t on 9 nak$ness1 & sorely /ung ,by wasps & hornets1 :i* b$ew$ _! *eeks ,) blood1 t mix'd ) te>s dropp'd to _! feet1 ,& by disgu/ful worms 0 ga!r$ !re4 #c4 ,n[1 we mu/ all lay x cont9ually & ) utt]mo/ humiliation to he>t t we all h ,capta9 ,any?+'s opportunism1 8 self-int]e/1 8 ins9c]ity1 8 in/ability1 & 8 secret deceitfulness 9 ourselves4 ,t man kn[s little ( himself :o does n despise & hate himself = 8 secret self-seek+ ev5 9 ! s]vice ( ,god4 ,=1 h[ ! love ( praise w s$uce & corrupt ?is man1 & ! love ( ga9 t man6 ,h[ easy x is to flatt] & adulate ?is man out ( all 8 =m] op9ions & 8 deepe/ pr9ciples1 & h[ an expect$ advantage w make t o!r man =get n[ an old alliance & n[ a deep antipa?y6 ,h[ (t5 ! side we take ev5 9 ! mo/ mom5t\s matt]s is decid$ by ! mo/ unwor?y motives & ! mo/ contemptible consid]ations6 ,un/able z wat]1 ,reub5 %all n excel4 ,d\ble-m9d$ m51 we1 l ,jacob's fir/-born1 are un/able 9 all our ways4 ,we h no an*or1 or1 :at an*or we sometimes h soon slips4 ,we h no fix$ pole-/> by :i* to /e] our life4 ,any w-o'-!-wisp ( pleasure1 or advantage1 or praise w run u on ! rocks4 ,! se>*]s ( ,mans\l1 aft] long se>*1 at la/ light$ on ,any?+1 & soon made an end ( him4 ,seek him out 9 y\r own s\l also4 ,be y sure he is some:]e !re4 ,he is skulk+ some:]e !re4 ,&1 hav+ f\nd him1 if y _c on ! spot make an end ( him1 keep y\r eye on him1 & nev] say t y are safe f him & 8 company z long z y are 9 ?is s\l-deceiv+ life4 ,&1 t ,any?+ w n be let ent] ! gates ( ! city y are set on seek+1 t w g l>gely to make t sweet & clean & tru?ful city y\r v heav5 to y4 #d4 ',i am made all ?+s to all m51 & ,i please all m5 9 all ?+s4' ,"o w\ld almo/ ?9k t 0 ,capta9 ,any?+ himself1 9 a frank1 cynical1 & self-c5sori\s mom5t4 ,b if y w look x up y w see t x 0 a v diff]5t man4 ,! words are ! words ( ,any?+1 b ! he>t beh9d ! words is ! he>t ( ,paul4 ,& ?is1 aga91 tea*es u t we %\ld be l ! ,messiah 9 ?is also1 n to judge aft] ! sight ( our eyes1 nor to reprove aft] ! he>+ ( our e>s4 ,mis]able ,any?+6 outca/ alike ( heav5 & hell6 ,b1 ,o noble & bless$ ,apo/le6 ! man1 says ,?omas ,goodw91 :o %all be f\nd seat$ next to ,jesus ,*ri/ ,himself 9 ! k+dom ( ,god4 ,happy ,paul3 happy ev5 on ?is e>?1 s9ce he c\ld say1 & 9 ! measure he c\ld say ) tru? & ) s9c]ity1 su* self-revelations z ^!3 ',unto ! ,jews ,i am become z a ,jew t ,i might ga9 ! ,jews2 to !m t are "u ! law1 z "u ! law1 t ,i might ga9 !m t are "u ! law4 ,to !m t are )\t law1 z )\t law1 t ,i might ga9 !m t are )\t law4 ,to ! weak became ,i z weak1 t ,i might ga9 ! weak2 ,i am made all ?+s to all m51 t ,i might by all means save "s4 ,giv+ none (f5ce1 nei!r to ! ,jews1 nor to ! ,g5tiles1 nor to ! ,*ur* ( ,god4 ,ev5 z ,i please all m5 9 all ?+s1 n seek+ m9e own pr(it1 b ! pr(it ( _m1 t !y may be sav$4' ,noble words1 & inspir+ to read4 ,yes3 b look )91 & ?9k :at ,paul mu/ h pass$ ?r\gh2 ?9k :at he mu/ h be5 put ?r\gh be=e he1--a man ( l selfi% passions z we are1 a man ( l selfi% passions z ,any?+ 01--c\ld say all t4 ,let 8 crosses & 8 ?orns2 8 raptures up to ! ?ird heav51 & 8 body ( dea? t he bore ab\t ) him all 8 days2 let 8 magnific5t spiritual gifts1 & 8 /ill m magnific5t spiritual graces tell h[ !y all work$ toge!r to make ! *ief ( s9n]s out ( ! blameless ,ph>isee1 &1 at ! same "t1 ,*ri/'s own *os5 vessel & ! apo/le ( all ! *ur*es4 ,boa/+ ab\t 8 patron apo/le1 ,/4 ,augu/9e says3 ',f> be x f s great an apo/le1 a vessel elect ( ,god1 an organ ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 to be "o man :5 he prea*$ & ano!r :5 he wrote2 "o man 9 private & ano!r 9 public4 ,he 0 made all ?+s to all m51 n by ! craft ( a deceiv]1 b f ! affection ( a sympa?is]1 succ\r+ ! div]se diseases ( s\ls ) ! div]se emotions ( compassion2 to ! little ones disp5s+ ! less] doctr9es1 n false ones1 b ! high] my/]ies to ! p]fect--all ( !m1 h[ev]1 true1 h>moni\s1 & div9e4' ,! exquisite irony ( ,socrates comes into my m9d 9 ?is connection1 & w n be kept out ( my m9d4 ,by in/9ct z well z by art ,socrates mix$ up ! pr(\nde/ s]i\sness ) ! humor\s affectation ( qualities ( m9d & ev5 ( "* ! exact opposite ( :at all :o lov$ him knew to be ! real ,socrates4 ',intellectually1' says ,dr4 ,?omson1 '! acute/ man ( 8 age1 ,socrates repres5ts himself 9 all companies z ! dulle/ p]son pres5t4 ,morally ! pure/1 he affects to be ! slave ( passion & borr[s ! language ev5 ( ! lewd to describe a love & a good-w f> too exalt$ = ! compreh5sion ( 8 contempor>ies4 ,?is irony ( 8 dis>m$ ridicule by anticipat+ x2 x allay$ jeal\sy & propitiat$ envy2 & x possibly procur$ him admission into gay circles f :i* a m solemn tea*] w\ld h be5 exclud$4 ,b all ! "t x _h = its basis a real greatness ( s\l1 a he>ty & an unaffect$ disreg>d ( public op9ion1 a p]fect dis9t]e/$ness1 & an entire abnegation ( self4 ,he made himself a fool 9 ord] t fools by 8 folly might be made wise2 he humbl$ himself to ! level ( ^? among :om 8 "w lay t he might raise "s few among !m to 8 own level2 he 0 all ?+s to all m51 if by any means he might save "s4 ,till ,alcibiades ends ! spl5did eloge t ,plato puts into 8 m\? ) ^! words1 ,all my ma/]'s vice & /upidity & wor%ip ( weal?y & great m5 is c\nt]feit4 ,x is all b ! ,sil5us-mask :i* conceals ! features ( ! god )92 = if y remove ! cov]+1 h[ %all ,i describe to y1 my fri5ds & boon companions1 ! excell5ce ( ! beauty y w f9d )96 ,:e!r any ( y h se5 ,socrates 9 8 s]i\s mood1 :5 he has ?r[n aside ! mask & disclos$ ! div9e features b5ea? x1 is m ?an ,i "k4 ,b ,i h se5 !m1 & ,i c tell y t !y seem$ to me glori\s & m>vell\s1 &1 truly1 godlike 9 _! beauty4' ,well1 n[1 ,i ga!r out ( all t ?is great lesson3 t x is1 to beg9 )1 a m]e matt] ( temp]am5t1 or :at ,william ,law w\ld call a m]e matt] ( complexion & s5sibility1 :e!r1 to beg9 )1 a man is h>d1 & dry1 & n>r[1 & /iff1 & pr\d1 & scornful1 & cruel2 or aga91 :e!r he is s(t & t5d]1 broad & op51 & full ( sympa?y & ( ! milk ( human k9dness4 ,at fir/1 & to beg9 )1 !re is nei!r praise nor blame z yet 9 ! matt]4 ,a man is h>d j z a /one is h>d2 x is 8 nature4 ,or he is s(t z clay is s(t2 x is aga9 8 nature4 ,b1 inh]it+ su* a nature1 & 8 inh]it$ nature beg9n+ to appe>1 !n is ! "t :5 ! true man really beg9s to be made4 ,! bad man dwells 9 cont5tm5t1 &1 inde$1 by pref]5ce1 at home 9 8 own h>d1 pr\d1 scornful1 res5tful he>t2 or1 aga91 9 8 facile1 fawn+1 tide-wait+1 "t- s]v+ he>t2 & ?us he *ooses1 accepts1 & pref]s 8 evil fate1 & nev] seeks ! help ei!r ( ,god or man to enable him to rise above x4 ,paul 0 n1 :5 we meet him fir/1 ! sweet1 humble1 affable1 placable1 makeable man t he made himself & came to be aft] a lifetime ( gospel-prea*+ & ( adorn+ ! gospel he prea*$4 ,& all ! assi/ances & all ! opportunities t came to ,paul are /ill com+ to y & to me2 till1 :e!r naturally pliable & affectionate or ! opposite1 we at la/ %all come to ! temp]am5t1 ! complexion1 & ! exquisite s5sibility ( ,paul himself4 ,are y1 !n1 a h>d1 /iff1 sev]e1 c5sori\s1 pr\d1 angry1 scornful man8 ,or are y a too-easy1 too-facile man-pleas] & self-seek]1 be+ all ?+s to all m5 t y may make use ( all m58 ,are y8 ,!n say s4 ,confess x to be s4 ,admit t y h f\nd y\rself out4 ,& reflect e day :at y h got to d 9 life4 ,consid] :at a new bir? y ne$ & mu/ h4 ,numb] y\r days t are left y 9 :i* to make y a new he>t1 & a new nature1 & a new "*4 ,consid] well h[ y are to set ab\t t div9e "w4 ,y h a m9i/]1 & y\r m9i/] is call$ a div9e because by c\rtesy he is suppos$ to und]/& t div9e "w1 & to be engag$ on x night & day 9 himself1 & 9 season & out ( season among 8 p4 ,he w tell y h[ y are to make y a new he>t4 ,or1 if he does n & _c d t2 if he prea*es ab\t ev]y?+ b t to a p :o w li/5 to any?+ b t1 !n y\r s\l is n 9 8 h&s b 9 y\r own4 ,y may n be able to *oose y\r m9i/]1 b y c *oose :at books y are to buy1 or borr[1 & read4 ,& if !re is n a m9i/] )9 a hundr$ miles ( y :o kn[s 8 "r h& f 8 left1 !n !re are surely "s booksell]s :o w advise y ab\t ! classical books ( ! s\l till y c ord] !m = y\rselves4 ,& ?us1 if x is y\r curse & y\r %ame to be z spongy1 & soapy1 & oily1 & slipp]y z ,any?+ himself2 if y *oose y\r *ur* & y\r read+ ) any orig9ality1 s5se1 & insight1 y ne$ n fe> b t y w be let live till y die an hone/1 upright1 hon\rable1 fe>less g5tleman3 no timid fri5d to unfa%ionable tru?1 z y are to-night1 b a man l ,?omas ,bo/on's ,ettrick eld]1 :o lies wait+ ! la/ trump "u a grave/one engrav5 ) ?is leg5d3 ,"h lies a man :o _h a br[ = e good cause4 ,only1 if y w\ld h t writt5 & read on y\r head/one1 y h no "t to lose4 ,if ,i 7 y ,i w\ld n sit ano!r ,sabba? "u a m9i/] ^: prea*+ 0 n *ang+ my nature1 mak+ my he>t new1 & trans=m+ my "*2 no1 n ?\gh ! ,que5 h]self sat 9 ! same l(t4 ,& ,i w\ld leave ! *ur* ev5 ( my fa!rs1 & become any?+ z f> z *ur*es g1 if ,i c\ld get a m9i/] :o held my face close & ev] clos] up to my own he>t4 ,nor w\ld ,i sp5d a %ill+ or an h\r t ,i c\ld help on any imp]t95t book1--any book t did n p[]fully help me 9 ! "o rema9+ int]e/ ( my "o rema9+ life3 a new nature & a new he>t4 ,no1 n ,i4 ,no1 n ,i any m4 ,,*apt] ,x--,,clip-,,promise ' 4 4 4 ! promise made ( none effect4'--,paul ,t[>d ! end ( ! ?irte5? c5tury ,edw>d ! ,fir/1 ! ,engli% ,ju/9ian1 br\ght a select colony ( arti/s f ,italy to ,engl& & gave !m a commission to execute _! be/ co9age = ! ,engli% ,m9t4 ,deft & skilful z ^? arti/s 71 ! "w !y turn$ out 0 b rude & clumsy comp>$ ) "s ( ! gold & silv] & copp] co9s ( our day4 ,! ,flor5t9e arti/s took a %eet ( gold or ( silv] & divid$ ! %eet up ) great scissors1 & !n !y hamm]$ ! cut-out pieces z only a ,flor5t9e hamm]man c\ld hamm] !m4 ,b1 work+ ) su* tools1 & work+ on su* me?ods1 ^? goldsmi?s & silv]smi?s1 ) all _! art1 f\nd x impossible to give an absolutely equal weight & wor? to e piece ( money t !y turn$ out4 ,= "o ?+1 _! cut & hamm]$ co9s _h no c>v$ rims r\nd _! edges z all our gold & silv] & ev5 copp] co9age n[ has4 ,&1 accord+ly1 ! clev] rogues ( t day soon discov]$ t x 0 f> easi] = !m to take up a pair ( %e>s & to clip a sliv] ( silv] (f ! r\gh rim ( a %ill+1 or a %av+ ( gold (f a sov]eign1 ?an x 0 to take ( _! coats & "w a h>d day's "w4 ,till to clip ! co9 ( ! realm soon became "o ( ! easie/ & mo/ pr(itable k9ds ( crime4 ,9 ! "t ( ,elizabe? a great improvem5t 0 made 9 ! way ( co9+ ! public money2 b x 0 soon f\nd t ?is _h only made matt]s worse4 ,= n[1 side by side ) a pure & unimpair$ & full-valu$ curr5cy1 & m+l$ up ev]y:]e ) x1 !re 0 ! old1 clipp$1 debas$1 & f> too light gold & silv] money2 till tr\bles arose 9 connection ) ! co9age & circulation ( ! c\ntry t c only be told by ,macaulay's extraord9>ily graphic p54 ',x may well be d\bt$1' ,macaulay says1 9 ! tw5ty-fir/ *apt] ( 8 ,hi/ory ( ,engl&1 ':e!r all ! mis]y :i* has be5 inflict$ on ! ,engli% nation 9 a qu>t] ( a c5tury by bad ,k+s1 bad ,m9i/]s1 bad ,p>liam5ts1 & bad ,judges 0 equal to ! mis]y caus$ 9 a s+le ye> by bad cr[ns & bad %ill+s4 ,:e!r ,:igs or ,tories1 ,prote/ants or ,papi/s 7 upp]mo/1 ! grazi] drove 8 bea/s to m>ket1 ! groc] weigh$ out 8 currants1 ! drap] measur$ out 8 broadclo?1 ! hum ( buy]s & sell]s 0 z l\d z ev] 9 ! t[ns2 ! cream ov]fl[$ ! pails ( ,*e%ire2 ! apple juice foam$ 9 ! presses ( ,h]e=d%ire2 ! piles ( crock]y gl[$ 9 ! furnaces ( ! ,tr5t1 & ! b>r[s ( coal roll$ fa/ along ! timb] railways ( ! ,tyne4 ,b :5 ! great in/rum5t ( ex*ange became ?or\ghly d]ang$ all trade & all indu/ry 7 smitt5 z ) a palsy4 ,no?+ c\ld be pur*as$ )\t a dispute4 ,ov] e c\nt] !re 0 wrangl+ f morn+ to night4 ,! employ] & 8 workm5 _h a qu>rel z regul>ly z ,saturday night came r\nd4 ,on a fair day or a m>ket day ! clam\rs1 ! disputes1 ! reproa*es1 ! taunts1 ! curses1 7 incessant4 ,no m]*ant w\ld contract to deliv] goods )\t mak+ "s /ipulation ab\t ! quality ( ! co9 9 :i* he 0 to be paid4 ,! price ( ! necess>ies ( life1 ( %oes1 ( ale1 ( oatmeal1 rose fa/4 ,! bit ( metal call$ a %ill+ ! lab\r] f\nd w\ld n g s f> z sixp5ce4 ,"o day ,tonson s5ds =ty brass %ill+s to ,dryd51 to say no?+ ( clipp$ money4 ,! great poet s5ds !m all back & dem&s 9 _! place good gu9eas4 ,i expect1 he says1 good silv]1 n su* z ,i _h =m]ly4 ,mean:ile1 at e session ( ! ,old ,bailey ! mo/ t]rible example ( co9]s & clipp]s 0 made4 ,hurdles1 ) f\r1 five1 six wret*es convict$ ( c\nt]feit+ or mutilat+ ! money ( ! realm1 7 dragg$ mon? aft] mon? up ,holborn ,hill4' ,b ,i _c copy ! :ole *apt]1 wond]ful z ! writ+ is4 ,suffice x to say t be=e ! clipp]s c\ld be root$ out1 & confid5ce re/or$ betwe5 buy] & sell]1 ! greate/ /atesm51 ! greate/ f9anci]s1 & ! greate/ philosoph]s 7 all at _! wits' end4 ,k+s' spee*es1 cab9et c\ncils1 bills ( ,p>liam5t1 & %[]s ( pamphlets 7 all full 9 ^? days ( ! clipp] & ! co9]4 ,all ,john ,locke's great intellect came %ort ( grappl+ successfully ) ! t]rible crisis ! clipp] ( ! co9 _h br\ght ^u ,engl&4 ,c>ry all t1 !n1 ov] into ! life ( p]sonal religion1 aft] ! mann] ( our ,"l's p>ables1 & aft] ! mann] ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress & ! ,holy ,w>1 & y w see :at an able & impressive use ,john ,bunyan w make ( ! %e>s ( ! co9-clipp]s ( 8 day4 ,macaulay has b made u ready to op5 & und]/& ,bunyan4 ',aft] ?is1 my ,"l appreh5d$ ,clip-,promise4 ,n[1 because he 0 a notori\s villa91 = by 8 do+s mu* ( ! k+'s co9 0 abus$1 !re=e he 0 made a public example4 ,he 0 arraign$ & judg$ to be set fir/ 9 ! pillory1 !n to be :ipp$ by all ! *ildr5 & s]vants 9 ,mans\l1 & !n to be hang$ till he 0 dead4 ,"s may wond] at ! sev]ity ( ?is man's puni%m5t1 b ^? t are hone/ trad]s 9 ,mans\l !y are s5sible ( ! great abuse t "o clipp] ( promises 9 little "t may d 9 ! t[n ( ,mans\l2 &1 truly1 my judgm5t is t all ^? ( 8 "n & life %\ld be s]v$ out ev5 z he4' ,! grace ( ,god is l a bullion mass ( pure/ gold1 & !n ,jesus ,*ri/ is ! great +ot ( t gold1 & !n ,moses1 & ,david1 & ,isaiah1 & ,hosea1 & ,paul1 & ,pet]1 & ,john are ! inspir$ arti/s :o h commission to take bo? bullion & +ot1 & out ( !m to cut1 & beat1 & smelt1 & %ape1 & /amp1 & sup]scribe ! promises1 & !n to issue ! promises to pass curr5t 9 ! m>ket ( salvation l s _m %ekels1 & p\nds1 & p5ce1 & f>?+s1 & mites1 z ! case may be4 ,& x 0 j ^! royal co9s1 imag$ & sup]scrib$ s ri*ly & s beautifully1 t ,clip-,promise s mutilat$1 abus$1 & debas$1 till = do+ s he 0 hang$ by ! neck till he 0 dead4 #a4 ,! v h\se ( ,israel h]self1 ! v ,m9t-h\se1 ,t[] ,hill1 & ,lomb>d ,/reet ( ,israel h]self1 0 full ( false co9]s & clipp]s ( ! promises2 z full z ev] ,engl& 0 at h] v wor/4 ,israel clipp$ h] ,messianic promises & liv$ ^u ! clipp+s in/ead ( ^u ! co94 ,h] com+ ,*ri/1 & ,8 salvation already begun1 7 ! true spiritual curr5cy ( ,old ,te/am5t times2 :ile r\nd t c5tral ,image ( h] great promise !re ran an outside rim ( less] promises t all took _! true & _! only value f ,him ^: image & sup]scription /ood )94 ,b ^? besott$ & infatuat$ m5 ( ,israel1 in/ead ( ent]+ into & liv+ by ! great spiritual promises giv5 to !m 9 _! ,messiah1 made l&s1 & h\ses1 & meat1 & dr9k1 all ! ,messiah !y c>$ =4 ,mat!w ,h5ry says t :5 we g to ! m]*ant to buy goods1 he gives u ! pap] & ! pack-?read to ! b>ga94 ,well1 ^? *ildr5 & fools 9 ,israel actually ?rew away ! goods & ho>d$ & boa/$ ov] ! pap] & ! pack-?read4 ,our old ,scotti% lawy]s h made u famili> ) ! di/9ction 9 ! *ur* betwe5 spiritualia & temporalia4 ,well1 ! ,jews let ! spiritualia g to ^? :o c>$ to take su* ?+s1 :ile !y held fa/ to ! temporalia4 ,& all t w5t on till ,8 disciples _h ! effront]y to clip & co9 "u our ,"l's v eyes1 & ev5 to ask ,him to hold ! co9 :ile !y %>p5$ _! %e>s4 ',o fai?less & p]v]se g5]ation6 ,h[ long %all ,i be ) y8 ,h[ long %all ,i suff] y8 ,h ,i be5 s long ) y1 & yet ha/ ?\ n kn[n ,me1 ,philip8 ,o fools1 & sl[ ( he>t to believe all t ! prophets h spok56 ,& beg9n+ at ,moses & all ! prophets ,he exp\nd$ to !m 9 all ! ,scriptures ! ?+s conc]n+ ,himself4' #b4 ,b ^? :o live 9 glass h\ses mu/ take c>e n to ?r[ /ones4 ,& ?us ! greate/ fool 9 ,israel is safe f y & me4 ,=1 l !m1 & j z if we _h nev] read "o ^w ab\t !m1 we b5d our he>ts & our *ildr5's he>ts to ?+s se5 & temporal1 & !n1 aft] ?+s se5 & temporal h all ca/ u (f1 we beg9 to ask if !re is any solace or sweetness = a ca/-(f he>t 9 ?+s unse5 & et]nal4 ,!re are great gaps clipt out ( our ,bibles t n ,god ,himself c ev] pr9t or pa/e 9 aga94 ,look & see if half ! ,book ( ,prov]bs1 = in/ance1 ) all its noble promises to a godly y\?1 is n clipt clean out ( y\r dismemb]$ ,bible4 ,t f9e leaf also1 ',my son1 give ,me ?9e he>t1' is clean gone out ( ! tw5ty- ?ird *apt] ( ! ,prov]bs ye>s & ye>s ago4 ,z is ! be/ "p ( ! noble ,book ( ,daniel1 & almo/ ! :ole ( ,second ,timo?y4 ',seek ye fir/ ! ,k+dom ( ,god & ,8 righte\sness1 & meat & dr9k1 & wife & *ild %all be add$ unto y4' ,y\r suicidal %e>s h cut t gold5 promise = ev] out ( y\r ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt4 ,s mu* s t if any or all ( ^! temporal m]cies ev] come to y1 !y w come ( pure & undes]v$ m]cy1 = ! "t has long pass$ :5 y c\ld plead any promise = !m4 ,/ill1 !re are two mo/ excell5t uses left to :i* y c ev5 yet put y\r mangl$ & dismemb]$ ,bible4 ,y c make a spl5did use ( its gaps & ( its ga%es1 & ( ^? wa/e places :]e great promises at "o "t /ood4 ,y c make a gr& use ev5 ( ^? gaps if y w desc5d into !m & draw out ( !m humiliation & rep5tance1 compunction1 contrition1 & resignation4 ,& ?is use also3 ,:5 y are mov$ to take "s man :o is /ill "y into y\r confid5ce1 ask him to let y see 8 ,bible & !n let him see y\rs1 & po9t out to him ! r5ts & w\nds & wild]ness places 9 y\rs4 ,& ?us1 by ^! two uses ( a clipp$-up & half-empty ,bible1 y may make ga9s t %all yet set y above ^? ^: ,bibles ( promises are /ill z fre% z :5 !y came f ,god's own h&4 ,& ,samson said1 ,i w n[ put =? a riddle unto y3 ,out ( ! eat] came =? meat1 & out ( ! /rong came =? sweetness4 #c4 ',g out1' said ! ,"l ( ,mans\l1 '& appreh5d ,clip-,promise & br+ him be=e me4' ,& !y did s4 ',g d[n to ,ed9burgh to-night1 & g to ! door ( su* & su* a *ur*1 &1 z he comes out arre/ ,clip-!-,comm&m5ts1 = he has he>d ,my ^w all ?is day aga9 b w n d x4' ,:]e w\ld y be by midnight if ,god rose up 9 ang] & swore at ?is mom5t t y\r disob$i5t "t %\ld be no long]8 ,y w\ld be spee*less be=e su* a *>ge1 = ! %e>s are 9 y\r pocket at ?is mom5t ) :i* y h clipp$ to pieces ?is ,sabba?- day3 %e>s r$ ) ! blood ( ! ,f\r? ,comm&m5t4 ,=1 :5 did y rise (f y\r b$ ?is resurrection morn+8 ,& :at did y d :5 y did rise8 ,:at has y\r read+ & y\r conv]sation be5 ?is :ole ,"l's day8 ,h[ full y\r he>t w\ld h be5 ( fai? & love & hol9ess by ?is "t ( night _h y n despis$ ! ,"l ( ! ,sabba?1 & ca/ all ,8 comm&m5ts & opportunities to y beh9d y\r back8 ,:at private ex]cise h y _h all day ) y\r ,fa!r :o sees 9 secret8 ,h[ (t5 h y be5 on y\r knees1 & :]e1 & h[ long1 & = :at1 & = :om8 ,:at "w ( m]cy h y done to-day1 or det]m9$ to d to-morr[8 ,& s ) all ! div9e comm&m5ts3 ,mosaic & ,*ri/ian1 legal & evangelical4 ,su* z3 ,a t5? ( all ,i h giv5 to !e2 a cov5ant ) a w&]+ eye2 a m\? once speak+ evil1 is x n[ well wat*$8 n "o vessel only1 b all ! vessels ( ?y body sanctifi$ till e ?\ght & imag9ation is well "u ! ob$i5ce ( ,*ri/4 ,le/ ,8 ang] = all t beg9 to burn to-night1 make y\r b$ ) ,eli & ,samuel 9 ,8 sanctu>y to-night1 le/ ! av5g] ( ! blood ( ! comm&m5ts leap out on y 9 y\r sleep6 #d4 ,! ,old ,s]p5t took ) him ! great %e>s ( hell1 & clipp$ ',?\ %alt surely die' out ( ! second *apt] ( ,g5esis4 ,& ! same enemy ( mank9d w clip all ! t]ror ( ! ,"l out ( y\r he>t to-night aga91 if he c4 ,& he w d x 9 ?is way1 if he c4 ,he w h "s "o at ! *ur* door ready & wait+ = y4 ,z soon z ! bless+ is pron\nc$1 "s "o w take y by ! arm & w ent]ta9 y ) ! talk y love1 or t y once lov$1 till y w be a%am$ to confess t !re is any t]ror or turn+ to ,god 9 y\r he>t4 ,no6 ,?\ %alt n surely die1 says ! s]p5t /ill4 ,:y1 ha/ ?\ n trampl$ ,sabba?s & s]mons pa/ c\nt+ "u ?y feet8 ,:at comm&m5t1 laid on body or s\l1 ha/ ?\ n brok51 & ?\ art /ill add+ drunk5ness to ?ir/1 & ,god do? n "k6 ',! woman said unto ! s]p5t1 ,we may n eat ( x1 nei!r may we t\* x1 le/ we die4 ,& ! s]p5t said unto ! woman1 ,ye %all n surely die4' #e4 ,y mu/ all h he>d ( ,clito1 :o us$ to say t he desir$ no m "t = ris+ & dress+ & say+ 8 pray]s ?an ab\t a qu>t] ( an h\r4 ,well1 t 0 clipp+ ! ?+ pretty close1 wasn't x8 ,at ! same "t x mu/ be admitt$ t a good deal ( pray] may be got ?r\gh 9 a qu>t] ( an h\r if y d n lose any mom5t ( x4 ,especially 9 ! fir/ qu>t] ( ! day1 if y are exp$iti\s en\gh to beg9 to pray be=e y ev5 beg9 to dress4 ,& pray] is really a v /range exp]i5ce4 ,!re are ?+s ab\t pray] t no man has yet fully f\nd out or told to any4 ,= "o ?+1 once well began x gr[s ^u a man 9 a mo/ extraord9>y & unhe>d-( way4 ,?is same ,clito = in/ance1 "s "t aft] we f9d him at 8 pray]s be=e 8 eyes are op52 & !n he keeps all morn+ mak+ 8 ba?1 8 soap1 8 t[els1 8 bru%es1 & 8 clo!s all "o long artifice ( pray]4 ,& t till !re is n a s+le piece ( 8 dress+-room furniture t is n ready to swe> at ! la/ day t its ma/] long be=e he di$ _h become a man full ( secret pray]4 ,!re is a f\nta9 fill$ ) blood6 he exclaims1 z he ?r[s himself into 8 ba?2 & ,j]emiah second & tw5ty-second he uses regul>ly to repeat to himself half a doz5 times a day z he wa%es ! smoke & du/ ( ! city (f 8 h&s & face4 ,& !n ,revelation ?ird & eighte5? till 8 toilet is complet$4 ,nay1 ?is same ,clito has come to be su* a devotee to t he _h at "o "t be5 s exp$iti\s )1 t ,i h se5 him =get himself on ! /reet & ?9k t 8 door 0 %ut4 ,b !re is really no use tell+ y all t ab\t ,clito4 ,=1 till y try closet-pray] = y\rself1 all t ,god or man c say to y on t subject w be wat] spilt on ! gr\nd4 ,all we c say is1 ,try x4 ,beg9 x4 ,"s desp]ate day try x4 ,/op :5 y are on ! way to ! pond & try x4 ,/op :5 y are fa/5+ up ! rope & try x4 ,:5 ! poison is mov+ 9 ! cup1 /op1 %ut y\r door fir/4 ,try ,god fir/4 ,see if ,he is /ill wait+4 ,&1 always aft]1 :5 ! /eel %e>s ( a too e>ly1 too cr[d$1 & f> too exact+ day are clipp+ y out ( all "t = pray]1 !n :at %\ld y d8 ,:at d y d :5 y simply _c get y\r prop] fre% air & ex]cise ev]yday8 ,d y n fall back on ! pla/icity & pliability ( nature & take y\r air & ex]cise 9 l>ge p>cels8 ,y take a ride into ! c\ntry two or ?ree times a week4 ,or1 two aft]noons a week y h t5 miles alone if y _c get a godly fri5d4 ,& !n two or ?ree times a ye>1 if y c af=d x1 y climb an ,alp or a ,grampian e day = a week or a mon?2 &1 s graci\s & s adaptable is human nature1 t1 :at o!rs get daily1 y get weekly1 or mon?ly1 or qu>t]ly1 or ye>ly4 ,&1 ?\gh a s\l is n to be too mu* presum$ ^u1 ,clito came to tell 8 fri5ds t 8 s\l c\ld on occasion take 9 pray] & praise en\gh = a week 9 a s+le morn+ or aft]noon1 &1 almo/1 = a :ole ye> 9 a good holiday4 ,z ,*ri/ ,himself did :5 ,he said3 ,come away ap>t into a des]t place & re/ a :ile2 = !re are s _m p com+ & go+ "h t we h no "t s mu* z to eat4 #f4 ,b ,i see ,i mu/ clip (f my la/ po9t ) y1 :i* 0 to tell y :at y already "k only too well1 & t is1 :at t]rible %e>s a bad consci5ce is arm$ )1 & :at havoc %e makes at all ages ( a poor s9n]'s ,bible4 ,b y c sp>e t head4 ,y c prea* on t text to y\rselves f> bett] ?an all y\r m9i/]s4 ,only1 take home ) y ^! two l9es ,i h clipp$ out ( ,fras] ( ,brea = y4 ,no?+ 9 man1 he says to u1 is to be a gr\nd ( despair1 s9ce ! :ole gr\nd ( all our hope is 9 ,*ri/ alone4 ,*ri/'s relation is always to m5 z !y are s9n]s & n z !y are righte\s4 ,i came n to call ! righte\s1 b s9n]s to rep5tance4 ',tis ) s9n]s1 !n1 ,*ri/ has to d4 ,no?+ damns b unbelief2 & unbelief is j hold+ back f press+ ,god ) ?is promise1 t ,*ri/ came to save s9n]s4 ,?is is a fai?ful say+1 & wor?y ( all acceptation1 & x is /ill to be f\nd /&+ 9 ! mo/ clipp$-up ,bible1 t ,*ri/ ,jesus came into ! _w to save s9n]s2 ( :om ,i am *ief4 ,,*apt] ,,xi--,,/iff ,,mr4 ,,lo?-,,to-,,/oop ',?y neck is an iron s9ew4'--,jehovah to ! h\se ( ,jacob4 ',k+ ,z$ekiah humbl$ n himself1 b /iff5$ 8 neck4'--,! ,*ronicles4 ',he humbl$ himself4'--,paul on our ,"l4 ,all ,john ,bunyan's ,*>act]s1 ,situations1 & ,episodes are collect$ into ?is h\se to-night4 ,ob/9ate & ,pliable are "h2 ,passion & ,pati5ce2 ,simple1 ,slo?1 & ,presumption2 ,madame ,bubble & ,mr4 ,worldly- wiseman2 ,talkative & ,by-ends2 ,deaf ,mr4 ,prejudice is "h also1 &1 sitt+ close beside him1 /iff ,mr4 ,lo?-to-/oop2 :ile good old ,mr4 ,wet- eyes & "y ,capta9 ,self-d5ial are n :olly want+4 ,x gives ?is h\se an imm5se & an ev]-gre5 int]e/ to me to see "* aft] "* com+ troop+ 91 ,sabba? ev5+ aft] ,sabba? ev5+1 ea* man to see himself & 8 neighb\r 9 ,john ,bunyan's s tru?ful & s fe>less glass4 ,b x /abs me to ! he>t ) a mortal /ab to see h[ few ( u out ( ?is weekly congregation are any bett] m5 aft] all we come to see & to he>4 ,at ! same "t1 su* a con/ant dropp+ w surely 9 "t we> away ! h>de/ rock4 ,let t s /iff old man1 !n1 /iff old ,mr4 ,lo?-to-/oop1 came =w>d & behold 8 natural face 9 ,john ,bunyan's glass aga9 to-night4 ',"l1 is x ,i8' 0 a v good "q1 ?\gh put by a v bad man4 ,let u1 "o & all1 !n1 put ! traitor's "q to ourselves to-night4 ,am ,i /iff old ,lo?-to-/oop8--let e man 9 ?is h\se say to himself all ?r\gh ?is s]vice1 & !n at home :5 review+ ! day1 & !n all to-morr[ :5 to /oop w be s loa?some & s impossible to u all4 #a4 ,to beg91 !n1 at ! v bottom ( ?is :ole matt]1 take /iff old ,lo?-to-/oop z a guilty s9n] 9 ! sight ( ,god4 ,let u take ?is /iff old man 9 ?is dreadful "* to beg9 )1 because x is 9 ?is deepe/ & mo/ dreadful aspect ( 8 nature & 8 "* t he is introduc$ to u 9 ! ,holy ,w>4 ,& ,i %all /& aside & let ,john ,bunyan himself describe ,lo?-to-/oop 9 ! matt] ( 8 ju/ification be=e ,god4 ',t is a great /oop = a s9n] to h to take1' says our apo/olic au?or 9 ano!r classical place1 'a too great /oop to h to suff] ! total loss ( all 8 own righte\sness1 &1 actually1 to h to look to ano!r = absolutely ev]y?+ ( t k9d4 ,t is no easy matt] = any man to d4 ,i assure y x /ret*es e ve9 9 8 he>t be=e he w be br\ght to yield to t4 ,:at6 = a man to d5y1 reject1 abhor1 & ?r[ away all 8 pray]s1 te>s1 alms1 keep+ ( ,sabba?s1 he>+1 read+1 & all ! re/1 & to admit bo? himself & !m to be abom9able & accurs$1 & to be will+ 9 ! v mid/ ( 8 s9s to ?r[ himself :olly ^u ! righte\sness & ob$i5ce ( ano!r man6 ,i say to d t 9 de$ & 9 tru? is ! bigge/ piece ( ! cross1 & !re=e x is t ,paul calls x a suff]+4 ,i h suff]$ ! loss ( all ?+s t ,i might w9 ,*ri/1 & be f\nd 9 ,him1 n hav+ m9e own righte\sness4' ,t is ,john ,bunyan's *>act]i/ic comm5t on /iff old ,lo?-to-/oop z a guilty s9n]1 ) ! (f] ( a full =giv5ess set be=e him4 #b4 ,& !n our s tru?ful & s f]tile au?or goes on to give u ,lo?-to-/oop z a half-sav$ s9n]2 a s9n]1 t is1 try+ to make 8 own t]ms ) ,god ab\t 8 full salvation4 ,?r\gh ?ree mo/ p[]ful pages we see /iff old ,lo?-to-/oop engag$ 9 beat+ d[n ,god's unalt]able t]ms ( salvation1 & 9 bidd+ = 8 full salvation ^u 8 own r$uc$ & easy t]ms4 ,x 0 ! trem5d\s /oop ( ! ,son ( ,god f ! ?rone ( ,god to ! cradle & ! c>p5t]'s %op2 & !n1 z if t 7 n en\gh1 x 0 t o!r trem5d\s /oop ( ,8 d[n to ! ,g>d5 & ! ,cross1--x 0 ^! two s trem5d\s /oops ( ,jesus ,*ri/ t made /iff old ,lo?-to-/oop's salvation ev5 possible4 ,b1 ) all t1 8 true salvation 0 n possible )\t /oop aft] /oop ( 8 own2 /oop aft] /oop :i*1 if n s trem5d\s z ^? ( ,*ri/1 7 yet trem5d\s en\gh1 & too trem5d\s1 = him4 ,old ,lo?-to-/oop c>ries on a long & a bold debate ) ,emmanuel 9 ord] to less5 ! /oop t ,emmanuel dem&s ( him2 & y\r own life & m9e1 my bre?r51 at _! deepe/ & at _! close/ to our own he>t1 are really at bottom1 l ,lo?-to-/oop's life1 "o long r\p ( salvation1 9 :i* ,god tries to get u up to ,8 t]ms & 9 :i* we try to get ,him d[n to our t]ms4 ,8 t]ms are1 t we %all sell absolutely all t we h = ! salvation ( our s\ls2 & our t]ms are1 salvation or no salvation1 to keep all t we h & to seek e day = m4 ,god absolutely dem&s t we %all /oop to ! v du/ e day1 till we become ! poore/1 ! meane/1 ! mo/ despicable1 & ! mo/ hopeless ( m52 :]eas we meet t div9e dem& ) ! pr\d reply--,is ,?y s]vant a dog8 ,x 0 ) ?is (f5d$ m9d t /iff old ,lo?-to-/oop at la/ left (f f ,emmanuel's pres5ce2 he w\ld die r ?an come d[n to su* degrad+ t]ms4 ,& z ,lo?-to-/oop w5t away1 ,emmanuel look$ aft] him1 well rememb]+ ! t]rible night :5 ,he ,himself 01 n inde$ l ,lo?-to-/oop1 nor ne> l him1 b :5 ,8 own la/ /oop 0 s deep t x made ,him cry out1 ,fa!r1 save ,me f ?is h\r6 & aga91 ,if x be possible let ?is s trem5d\s /oop pass f ,me4 ,= a mom5t ,emmanuel ,himself 0 lo? to /oop1 b only = a mom5t4 ,= ,he soon rose f (f ,8 face 9 a ba? ( blood1 say+1 ,n ,my w1 b ,?9e be done6 ,:5 ,?omas ,a ,kempis is negotiat+ ) ! ,lo?-to-/oops ( 8 unevangelical day1 we he> him say+ to !m ?+s l ?is3 ',jesus ,*ri/ 0 despis$ ( m51 =sak5 ( ,8 fri5ds & lov]s1 & 9 ! mid/ ( sl&]s4 ,he 0 will+1 "u ,8 ,fa!r's w1 to suff] & to be despis$1 & d>e/ ?\ to compla9 ( any man's usage ( !e8 ,*ri/1 ?y ,ma/]1 _h enemies & back-bit]s1 & do/ ?\ expect to h all m5 to be ?y fri5ds & b5efactors8 ,:5ce %all ?y pati5ce atta9 h] promis$ cr[n if no adv]sity befall !e8 ,suff] ?\ ) ,jesus ,*ri/1 & = ,8 sake1 if ?\ w\ld/ reign ) ,him4 ,set ?yself1 !re=e1 to be> manfully ! cross ( ?y ,"l1 :o1 out ( love1 0 crucifi$ = !e4 ,"k = c]ta9 t ?\ mu/ lead a daily dy+ life4 ,& ! m t ?\ die/ to ?yself all t ! m %alt ?\ live unto ,god4' ,) _m su* words z ^! did ,?omas tea* ! sa9ts ( 8 day to /oop to _! daily cross2 a daily cross !n1 :i* has n[ be5 = long to him & to !m an ev]la/+ cr[n4 #c4 ,& speak+ ( ,a ,kempis1 & hav+ lately read "s ( 8 mo/ apposite *apt]s1 su* z t on ! ,holy ,fa!rs & t on ,ob$i5ce & ,subjection1 leads me on to look at ,lo?-to-/oop :5 he ent]s ! sacr$ m9i/ry1 z he sometimes does4 ,:5 a half-conv]t$1 half-subdu$1 half-sav$ s9n] gets himself call$ to ! sacr$ m9i/ry 8 (fice w ei!r greatly ha/5 on 8 salvation1 or else x w greatly h9d] & endang] x4 ,he w ei!r /oop d[n e day to deep] & ev] deep] dep?s ( humility1 or he w t[] up 9 pride ( (fice & 9 pride ( he>t pa/ all hope ( humility1 & ?us ( salvation4 ,! holy m9i/ry is a great nurs+-h\se ( pride z we see 9 a long l9e ( popes1 & prelates1 & prie/s1 & o!r lords ov] ,god's h]itage4 ,& our own ,presbyt]ian polity1 :ile x h&s d[n to u ! simplicity1 ! unity1 ! bro!rhood1 & ! humility ( ! apo/olic age1 at ! same "t leaves pl5ty ( temptation & pl5ty ( opportunity = ! pride ( ! human he>t4 ,our prea*+ & pa/oral (fice1 :5 x is aright laid to our he>ts1 w always make u ! meeke/ & ! humble/ ( m51 ev5 :5 we c>ry ! mo/ magnific5t ( messages4 ,b :5 our own he>ts are n "r ! v magnific5ce ( our message1 & ! v au?ority ( our ,ma/]1 become all s _m subtle temptations to pride1 pique1 self-importance1 & lo?ness-to-/oop4 ,) s mu* /ill to le>n1 h[ sl[ we m9i/]s are to /oop to le>n6 ,h[ /ill we /&1 & ev5 g back1 :5 all o!r m5 are go+ =w>d6 ,h[ few ( u h made ! noble resolution ( ,jona?an ,edw>ds3 ',resolv$1' he wrote1 't1 z old m5 h seldom any advantage ( new discov]ies because ^! are beside a way ( ?9k+ !y h be5 long us$ to3 resolv$1 !re=e1 if ev] ,i live to ye>s1 t ,i %all be imp>tial to he> ! reasons ( all pret5d$ discov]ies1 & to receive !m1 if rational h[ long soev] ,i h be5 us$ to ano!r way ( ?9k+4' ,let all m9i/]s1 !n1 "y & old1 resolve to /oop ) ,jona?an ,edw>ds1 :o %9es1 9 8 life & 9 8 works1 l ! *]ubim ) k1 & burns l ! s]aphim ) love4 ,& !n1 :51 n hav+ s resolv$1 our ?9 ve9 ( y\?ful k & exp]i5ce has be5 work$ to ! rock2 :5 grey hairs are "h & !re ^u u1 h[ sl[ we are to /oop to t6 ,h[ unwill+ we are to let x light on our he>ts t our "t is pa/2 t we are no long] able to und]/&1 or int]e/1 or attract ! "y2 &1 besides1 t t is n all _! blame1 no1 nor ours ei!r1 b simply ! ord] & me?od ( ,div9e ,provid5ce4 ,h[ sl[ we are to see t ,div9e ,provid5ce has o!r m5 /&+ ready to take up our "w if we w\ld only humbly lay x d[n2--h[ lo? we are to /oop to see all t6 ,h[ unwill+ we are to make up our m9ds1 we old & age+ m9i/]s1 & to humble our he>ts to accept an assi/ant or to submit to a colleague to /& alongside ( u 9 our unaccompli%$ "w6 #d4 ,9 public life also1 z we call x1 :at disa/]s to ! /ate1 to ! s]vices1 & to society1 are con/antly caus$ by ?is same ,lo?-to- /oop6 ,:5 he holds any public (fice2 :5 he becomes ! lead] ( a p>ty2 :5 he is promot$ to be an advis] ( ! ,cr[n2 :5 he is put at ! head ( a fleet ( %ips1 or ( an army ( m51 :at untold evils does ,lo?-to-/oop br+ bo? on himself & on ! nation6 ,an old /atesman w h committ$ himself to "s l9e ( legislation or ( adm9i/ration2 a great capta9 w h committ$ himself to "s manoeuvre ( a squadron or ( a division1 or to "s plan ( battle1 & "s subord9ate w h discov]$ ! error 8 lead] has made1 & w be bold to po9t x out to him4 ,b /iff old ,lo?-to-/oop has tak5 8 l9e & has pass$ 8 ^w4 ,8 hon\r1 z he holds x1 is committ$ to ?is ann\nc$ l9e ( action2 &1 if ! ,cr[n itself %\ld p]i% be=e 8 policy1 he w n /oop to *ange x4 ,h[ (t5 y see t 9 great affairs z well z 9 small4 ,h[ seldom y see a public man op5ly confess+ t he has hi!rto all along be5 wrong1 & t he has at la/ & by o!rs be5 set "r4 ,n once 9 a g5]ation4 ,b ev5 t once r$eems public life2 x ennobles public life2 & x saves ! nation & ! sov]eign :o possess su* a true patriot4 ,consi/5cy & c\rage1 indep5d5ce & dignity1 are high- s\nd+ words2 b op5ness ( m9d1 tea*abl5ess1 diffid5ce1 & humility always g ) true nobility z well z ) ultimate success & la/+ hon\r4 ,,*apt] ,,xii--,,t ,,v>let ,,ill-,,pause1 ,,! ,,devil',s ,,orator ',i made ha/e & delay$ n4'--,david4 ,john ,bunyan %all himself introduce1 describe1 & *>act]ise ?is v>let1 ?is devil's ally & accomplice1 ?is anci5t enemy ( ,mans\l1 ^: "n is ,ill-pause4 ,well1 ?is same ,ill-pause1 says our au?or1 0 ! orator ( ,diabolus on all difficult occasions1 nor took ,diabolus any o!r "o ) him on difficult occasions1 b j ,ill-pause alone4 ,& always :5 ,diabolus _h any special plot a-foot aga9/ ,mans\l1 & :5 ! ?+ w5t z ,diabolus w\ld h x g1 !n w\ld ,ill-pause /& up1 = he 0 ,diabolus 8 orator4 ,:5 ,mans\l 0 "u siege ( ,emmanuel 8 f\r noble capta9s s5t a message to ! m5 ( ! t[n t if !y w\ld only ?r[ ,ill-pause ov] ! wall to !m1 t !y might rew>d him accord+ to 8 works1 !n !y w\ld hold a p>ley ) ! city2 b if ?is v>let 0 to be let live 9 ! city1 !n1 :y1 ! city mu/ see to ! consequ5ces4 ,at :i* ,diabolus1 :o 0 !re pres5t1 0 lo? to lose 8 orator1 because1 _h ! f\r capta9s once laid _! f+]s on ,ill-pause1 be sure 8 ma/] _h lo/ 8 orator4 ,&1 !n1 9 ! la/ assault1 we read t ,ill-pause1 ! orator t came along ) ,diabolus1 he also receiv$ a griev\s w\nd 9 ! head1 "s say t 8 bra9-pan 0 crack$4 ,?is1 at any rate1 ,i h tak5 notice (1 t nev] aft] ?is 0 he able to d t mis*ief to ,mans\l z he _h done 9 times pa/4 ,& !n !re 0 also at ,eye-gate t ,ill-pause ( :om y h he>d be=e4 ,! same 0 he t 0 orator to ,diabolus4 ,he did mu* mis*ief to ! t[n ( ,mans\l1 till at la/ he fell by ! h& ( ! ,capta9 ,good- hope4 #a4 ,well1 to beg9 )1 ?is ,ill-pause 0 a fil?y ,diabolonian v>let2 a trea*]\s & a villa9\s old v>let1 ! au?or ( ! ,holy ,w> calls him4 ,n[1 :at is a v>let8 ,well1 a v>let is j a brok5-d[n old valet4 ,a v>let is a valet :o has come d[n1 & d[n1 & d[n1 & d[n aga9 9 ! _w1 till1 f once hav+ be5 ! s]vant & ! tru/y fri5d ( ! v be/ ( ma/]s1 he has come to be ! ally & accomplice ( ! v wor/ ( ma/]s4 ,8 fir/ "n1 ! "n ( 8 fir/ (fice1 /ill /icks to him1 inde$2 b1 l himself1 & ) himself1 8 "n has become deprav$ & corrupt$ till y w\ld n "k x4 ,a v>let1 !n1 is j %ort & %>p = a sc\ndrel :o is ready = any?+2 & ! worse ! ?+ is ! m ready he is = x4 ,!re are riff-raff & refuse always ab\t :o are ready to volunte] = any filibu/]+ exp$ition2 & t full z mu* = ! %e] devilry ( ! ent]prise z = any real pr(it x is to be to !mselves4 ,:]ev] mis*ief is to be done1 !re y\r true v>let is sure to turn up4 ,well1 j su* a l&-%>k 0 ?is ,ill-pause1 :o 0 su* an ally & accomplice to ,diabolus t he _h ne$ = no o!r4 ,:at possible c]tificate 9 evil c\ld exce$ ?is--t ! devil took n any ) him :5 he w5t out on 8 wor/ err& b ?is same ,ill-pause1 :o 0 8 orator on all 8 mo/ difficult occasions8 #b4 ,ill-pause 0 a v>let1 !n1 & he 0 also an orator4 ,n[1 an orator1 z y "k1 is a great speak]4 ,an orator is a man :o has ! excell5t & influ5tial gift ( public spee*4 ,& on great occasions 9 public life :5 p are to be in/ruct$1 & impress$1 & mov$1 & won ov]1 !n ! great orator sets up 8 plat=m4 ,qu9tilian tea*es u 9 8 ,in/itutes t x is only a good man :o c be a really great orator4 ,:at w\ld t f9e writ] h said _h he liv$ to read ! ,holy ,w>1 & se5 ! mo/ successful ( all orators t ev] op5$ a m\?1 & :o 0 all ! "t a diabolical old v>let8 ,:at w\ld ! au?or ( ,! ,education ( an ,orator h said to t8 ,diabolus did n on e occasion br+ up 8 great orator ,ill-pause4 ,he did n always come up himself1 & he did n always s5d up ,ill-pause4 ,x 0 only on difficult occasions t bo? ,diabolus & 8 orator also came up4 ,y d n he> y\r great prea*]s e ,sabba?4 ,!y w\ld n long rema9 great prea*]s1 & y w\ld soon cease to pay any att5tion to !m1 if !y 7 always 9 ! pulpit4 ,nei!r d y h y\r great orators at e /reet corn]4 ,_! ma/]s only build !atres = !m :5 "s great occasion arises 9 ! l&1 & :5 ! be/ wisdom mu/ /raightway be spok5 to ! p & 9 ! be/ way4 ,!n y br+ up ,qu9tilian's orator if y h him at y\r call4 ,z ,diabolus has done f "t to "t ) 8 great & almo/ always successful orator ,ill-pause4 ,on difficult occasions he came himself on ! sc5e & ,ill-pause ) him4 ,on su* difficult occasions z 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,ed52 z :5 ,noah 0 told to make ha/e & build an ark2 z also :5 ,abraham 0 told to make ha/e & leave 8 fa!r's h\se2 :5 ,jacob 0 bid rememb] & pay ! v[ he _h made :5 8 tr\ble 0 ^u him2 z also :5 ,joseph _h to flee = :at 0 bett] ?an life2 & on t memorable occasion :5 ,david s5t ,joab out aga9/ ,rabbah1 b ,david t>ri$ /ill at ,j]usalem4 ,on all ^! ess5tial1 fir/-class1 & difficult occasions ! old s]p5t br\ght up ,ill-pause4 ,z also :5 our ,"l 0 9 ! wild]ness2 :5 ,he set ,8 face to g up to ,j]usalem2 :5 ,he saw c]ta9 ,greeks among !m t came up to ! passov]2 z also aga9 & aga9 9 ! ,g>d54 ,z also on crucial occasions 9 y\r own life4 ,z :5 y _h be5 told n to eat1 n to t\*1 & n ev5 to look at ! =bidd5 fruit1 !n ,ill-pause1 ! devil's orator1 came to y & said t x 0 a tree to be desir$4 ,&1 y %all n surely die4 ,z also :5 y 7 mov$ to t]ror & to te>s "u a ,sabba?1 or "u a s]mon1 or at "s dea?-b$1 or on y\r own sick- b$--,ill-pause got y to put (f till a m conv5i5t season y\r admitt$ ne$ ( rep5tance & re=mation & peace ) ,god4 ,on su* difficult occasions z ^! ! devil took ,ill-pause to help him ) y1 & ! result1 f ! devil's po9t ( view1 has ju/ifi$ 8 confid5ce 9 8 orator4 ,:5 ,ill-pause gets 8 new hon\rs paid him 9 hell2 :5 !re is a new joy 9 hell ov] ano!r s9n] t has n yet rep5t$1 y\r "n w be he>d s\nd+ among ! inf]nal *e]s4 ,j ?9k ( y\r baptismal "n & y\r pet "n at home giv+ !m joy to-night at _! supp] 9 hell6 ,& yet "o w\ld n at fir/ sight ?9k t su* triumphs & su* toa/s1 su* m$als1 & clasps1 & g>t]s 7 to be won on e>? or 9 hell j by say+ su* simple- s\nd+ & su* commonplace ?+s z ^? are = :i* ,ill-pause receives 8 decorations4 ',take "t1' he says4 ',yes1' he admits1 'b !re is no su* hurry2 to-morr[ w d2 next ye> w d2 aft] y are old w d q z well4 ,! d>kness %all cov] y1 & y\r s9 w n f9d y out4 ,*ri/ di$ = s91 & x is a fai?ful say+ t ,8 blood w cleanse y lat] on f all ?is s94' ,ev]yday & well-kn[n words1 inde$1 b a true orator is se5 9 no?+ m ?an 9 ?is1 t he c take up :at ev]ybody kn[s & says1 & put x s z to c>ry ev]ybody captive4 ,"o ( ,qu9tilian's own orators has said t a great speak] only gives back to 8 he>]s 9 flood :at !y h already giv5 to him 9 vap\r4 #c4 ',i 0 always pleas$1' says ,calv91 ') t say+ ( ,*ryso/om1 ,! f\ndation ( our philosophy is humility2 & yet m pleas$ ) t ( ,augu/9e3 ,z1 says he1 ! rhetorician be+ ask$1 ,:at 0 ! fir/ ?+ 9 ! rules ( eloqu5ce8 he answ]$1 ,pronunciation2 :at 0 ! second8 ,pronunciation2 :at 0 ! ?ird8 & /ill he answ]$1 ,pronunciation4 ,s if y w\ld ask me conc]n+ ! precepts ( ! ,*ri/ian religion1 ,i w\ld answ]1 fir/ly1 secondly1 ?irdly1 & = ev]1 ,humility4' ,& :5 ,ill-pause op5$ 8 elocution>y s*ool = ! "y orators ( hell1 he is report$ to h said ?is to !m 9 8 op5+ address1 ',!re are only ?ree ?+s 9 my s*ool1' he said2 '?ree rules1 & no m to be call$ rules4 ,! fir/ is ,delay1 ! second is ,delay1 & ! ?ird is ,delay4 ,/udy ! art ( delay1 my sons2 make all y\r /udies to tell on h[ to make ! fools delay4 ,only get ^? to :om y\r ma/] s5ds y to delay1 & y w n ne$ to envy me my laurels2 y w soon h a %9+ cr[n ( y\r own4 ,get ! fa!r to delay tea*+ 8 little boy h[ to pray4 ,get him on any pretext y c inv5t to put (f speak+ 9 private to 8 son ab\t 8 s\l4 ,get him to delegate all t to ! m9i/]4 ,& !n by hook or by crook get t son z he gr[s up to put (f ! ,"l's ,supp]4 ,& aft] t y w easily get him to put (f purity & pray] till he is a m>ri$ man & at ! head ( a h\se4 ,only get ! idea ( a m conv5i5t season well into _! heads1 & _! game is up1 & y\r spurs are won4 ,take _! arm 9 y\rs1 z ,i us$ to d1 at _! *ur* door1 if y are po/$ !re1 & say to !m z !y come out t to-morr[ w be "t en\gh to give :at !y _h ?\ght ( giv+ :ile !y 7 /ill 9 _! pew & ! m9i/] or mission>y 0 /ill 9 ! pulpit4 ,only1 z y value y\r ma/]'s praises & ! applause ( all ?is place1 keep !m1 at any co/1 f /rik+ :ile ! iron is hot4 ,let !m fill _! he>ts1 & _! m\?s too1 if x gives !m any com=t1 ) ! be/ int5tions2 only1 my s*ol>s1 rememb] t ! beg9n+ & middle & end ( y\r (fice is by hook or by crook to secure delay4' ,& a great crop ( "y orators sprang up ready = _! "w "u t tea*+ & out ( ! p]suasion>y s*ool ( ,ill-pause4 ,9 f9e1 ,mans\l desir$ "s "t 9 :i* to prep>e its answ]4' ,!re are _m m5 among ourselves :o h be5 b$evill$ out ( _! be/ life1 out ( ! salvation ( _! s\ls1 & out ( all t con/itutes & accompanies salvation n[ = _m ye>s4 ,& /ill _! s9-deceiv$ he>ts are say+ to !m to-night1 ,take "t6 ,= _m ye>s1 e new ye>1 e bir?day1 &1 = a long "t1 e ,communion-day1 !y 7 j ab\t to be done ) _! besett+ s92 & n[ all ! ye>s lie beh9d !m1 "o long d[nw>d road all pav$1 d[n to ?is ,sabba? night1 ) ! be/ int5tions4 ,&1 /ill1 z if t 7 n en\gh1 t same v>let is squat at _! e>4 ,well1 my v mis]able bro!r1 y h long talk$ ab\t ! end ( an old ye> & ! beg9n+ ( a new ye> z be+ y\r set "t = rep5tance & = re=mation4 ,let all ! weight ( ^? s _m remorseful ye>s fall on y\r he>t at ! close ( ?is ye>1 & at la/ compel y to take ! /ep t %\ld h be5 tak51 oh6 s _m unhappy ye>s ago6 ,g /raight home !n1 to-night1 %ut y\r door1 &1 aft] s _m desecrat$ ,sabba? nights1 ,god w /ill meet y 9 y\r secret *amb]4 ,z soon z y %ut y\r door ,god w be ) y1 & y w be ) ,god4 ,) ,,god6 ,?9k ( x1 my bro!r1 & ! ?+ is done4 ,) ,,god6 ,& !n tell ,him all4 ,& if any "o knocks at y\r door1 say t !re is ,"s ,"o ) y to-night1 & t y _c come d[n4 ,& cont9ue till y h told x all to ,god4 ,he kn[s x all already2 b t is "o ( ,ill-pause's sophi/ries /ill 9 y\r he>t4 ,tell y\r ,fa!r x all4 ,tell ,him h[ _m ye>s x is4 ,tell ,him all t y s well rememb] ov] all ^? wild1 mis]able1 mad1 remorseful ye>s4 ,tell ,him t y h n _h "o really happy1 "o really satisfi$ day all ^? ye>s1 & tell ,him t y h sp5t all1 & are n[ no long] a "y man2 y\? & heal? & self-respect & self-comm& are all gone1 till y are a %ipwreck r ?an a man4 ,& tell ,him t if ,he w take y back t y are to-night at ,8 feet4 #d4 ',we seldom ov]come any "o vice p]fectly1' compla9s ,a ,kempis4 ,&1 aga91 ',if only e new ye> we w\ld root out b "o vice4' ,well1 n[1 :at d y say to t1 my true & v bre?r58 ,:at d y say to t8 ,"h we are1 by ,god's grace & long-suff]+ to usw>d1 ne> ! end ( ano!r ye>1 ano!r vici\s ye>2 & :y h we be5 borne ) ?r\gh s _m vici\s ye>s b t we %\ld n[ cease f vice & beg9 to le>n virtue8 ,:y are we "h ov] ,ill-pause ?is ,sabba? night8 ,:y1 b t we %\ld %ake (f t v>let li> be=e ano!r new ye>4 ,t is ! :ole reason :y we h be5 sp>$ to see ?is ,sabba? night4 ,god decre$ x = u t we %\ld h ?is text & ?is disc\rse "h to-night1 & t is ! reason :y y & ,i h be5 s unacc\ntably sp>$ s long4 ,let u select "o vice = ! axe !n to-night1 & give ,god 9 heav5 ! satisfaction ( see+ t ,8 long-suff]+ ) u has n be5 :olly 9 va94 ,let u lay ! axe at "o vice f ?is night4 ,& :at "o f among s _m %all x be8 ,:at is ! mock]y ( prea*+ if a prea*] does n practise8 ,&1 accord+ly1 ,i h select$ "o vice out ( my ?icket = next ye>4 ,w y d ! same8 ,! secret ( ! ,"l is ) !m t fe> ,him4 ,j make y\r selection & keep x to y\rself1 at lea/ till y are able ?is "t next ye> to say to u--,come1 all ye t fe> ,god1 & ,i w tell y :at ,he ha? done = my s\l4 ,yes1 come on1 & f ?is day all y\r days on e>?1 & all ! days ( et]nity1 y w ?ank ,god = ,john ,bunyan & 8 ,holy ,w> & 8 ,ill-pause4 ,make y\r selection1 !n1 = y\r new axe4 ,attack "s "o s9 at ?is s auspici\s season4 ,swe> be=e ,god1 & unkn[n to all m5--swe> sure dea?1 & t )\t any m delay1 to t select$ s94 ,nev] once1 all y\r days1 d t s9 aga94 ,det]m9e nev] once to d x aga94 ,det]m9e t by pray]1 by secret1 & at ! same "t outspok51 pray] on y\r knees4 ,det]m9e x by fai? 9 ! cleans+ blood & r5ew+ _s ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,det]m9e x by fe> ( in/ant dea?1 & by sure hope ( ev]la/+ life4 ,det]m9e x by reasons1 & motives1 & argum5ts1 & enc\ragem5ts kn[n to no- "o b y\rself1 & to be suspect$ by no human be+4 ,"n ! doom$ s94 ,d5\nce x4 ,execrate x4 ,execute x4 ,draw a l9e across y\r %ort & unc]ta9 life1 & say to t besett+ & presumptu\s s91 ,hi!rto1 & no fur!r6 ,d n say y _c d x4 ,y c if y only w4 ,y c if y only *oose4 ,& smit+ d[n t "o s9 w loos5 & %ake d[n ! :ole evil fabric ( s94 ,break+ b t "o l9k w break ! :ole ( ,satan's sn>e & evil fett]4 ,"h is ,a ,kempis's =e/ ( vices out ( :i* he hew$ d[n "o e ye>4 ,re/less lu/1 outw>d s5ses1 empty phantoms1 always long+ to get1 always sp>+ to give1 c>eless z to talk1 unwill+ to sit sil5t1 eag] = food1 wakeful = news1 we>y ( a good book1 quick to ang]1 easy ( (f5ce at my neighb\r1 & too ready to judge him1 too m]ry ov] prosp]ity1 & too gloomy1 fretful1 & peevi% 9 adv]sity2 s (t5 mak+ good rules = my future life1 & com+ s little spe$ ) !m all1 & s on4 ,&1 9 fac+ ev5 su* a t]rible ?icket z t1 let n ev5 an old man absolutely despair4 ,at =ty1 at sixty1 at ?reescore & t51 let n an old p5it5t despair4 ,only take axe 9 h& & see if ! sun does n /& /ill ^u ,gibeon1 & ! moon 9 ! valley ( ,ajalon till y h av5g$ y\rself on y\r enemies4 ,& always :5 y /op to wipe y\r br[1 & to :et ! edge ( y\r axe1 & to wet y\r lips ) wat]1 keep on say+ ?+s l ^? ( ano!r great s9n] deep 9 8 ?icket ( vice1 say ?is3 ,o ,god1 he said1 ,?\ ha/ n cut (f z a weav] my life1 nor f day ev5 to night ha/ ,?\ made an end ( me4 ,b ,?\ ha/ v\*saf$ to me life & brea? ev5 to ?is h\r f *ildhood1 y\?1 & hi!rto ev5 unto old age4 ,he holde? our s\l 9 life1 & suff]e? n our feet to slide1 rescu+ me f p]ils1 sicknesses1 pov]ty1 bondage1 public %ame1 evil *ances2 keep+ me f p]i%+ 9 my s9s1 & wait+ pati5tly = my full conv]sion4 ,glory be to ,!e1 ,o ,"l1 glory to ,!e1 = ,?9e incompreh5sible & unimag9able goodness t[>d me ( all s9n]s f> & away ! mo/ unwor?y4 ,! voices & ! conc]t ( voices ( angels & m5 be to ,!e2 ! conc]t ( all ?y sa9ts 9 heav5 & ( all ,?y creatures 9 heav5 & on e>?2 & ( me1 b5ea? _! feet an unwor?y & wret*$ s9n]1 ,?y abject creature2 my praise also1 n[1 9 ?is day & h\r1 & e day till my la/ brea?1 & till ! end ( ?is _w1 & !n to all et]nity1 :]e !y cease n say+1 ,to ,him :o lov$ u1 ,am56 ,,*apt] ,,xiii--,,mr4 ,,p5ny-,,wise-,,&-,,p\nd-,,fooli%1 ,,& ,,mr4 ,,get-,i'-,,!-,,hundr$-,,&-,,lose-,i'-,, !-,,%ire ',=1 :at %all x pr(it a man1 if he %all ga9 ! :ole _w1 & lose 8 own s\l8'--,our ,"l4 ,?is :ole _w is ! p5ny1 & our own s\ls are ! p\nd4 ,?is :ole _w is ! hundr$1 :ile heav5 itself is ! %ire4 ,& ! "q ?is ev5+ is1 ,are we wise 9 ! p5ny & fooli% 9 ! p\nd8 ,&1 are we gett+ 9 ! hundr$ & los+ 9 ! %ire8 #a4 ,well1 !n1 to beg9 at ! beg9n+1 we are already begun to be p5ny-wise & p\nd-fooli% ) our *ildr5 :5 we are s p>ticul> ) !m ab\t _! say+ _! little pray]s night & morn+1 :ile all ! "t we are s inatt5tive & s indol5t to expla9 to !m h[ !y are to pray1 :at !y are to pray =1 & h[ !y are to wait & h[ long !y are to wait = ! ?+s !y pray =4 ,!n1 aga91 we are p5ny-wise & p\nd-fooli% ) our *ildr5 :5 we tra9 !m up into all ! proprieties & etiquettes ( family & social life1 & at ! same "t pay s little att5tion to _! inw>d life ( op5+ ?\ght & quick5+ desire & awak5+ passion4 ,:5 we are s eag] also = our *ildr5 to be great ) great p1 )\t mu* reg>d to ! moral & religi\s "* ( ^? great p1 !n aga9 we are l a man :o may be wise = a p5ny1 b is c]ta9ly a fool = a p\nd4 ,:5 we pref] ! gay & ! fa%ionable _w to ! intellectual1 ! religi\s1 & ! philan?ropical _w = our *ildr51 !n we lose bo? ! p5ny & ! p\nd z well4 ,almo/ z mu* z we d :5 we accept ! p5ny ( weal? & /ation & s-call$ connection = a son or a daught]1 9 room ( ! p\nd ( "*1 & intellig5ce1 & p]sonal religion4 ,!n1 aga91 ev5 9 our own religi\s life we are ourselves (t5 & notori\sly wise 9 ! p5ny & fooli% 9 ! p\nd4 ,z1 = in/ance1 :5 we are s scrupul\s & s consci5ti\s ab\t =ms & c]emonies1 ab\t times & places1 & s on4 ,9 %ort1 ! :ole ritual t has ris5 up ar\nd spiritual religion 9 all our *ur*es1 f t ( ! ,pope himself out to t ( ,george ,fox--x is all ! p5ny r ?an ! p\nd4 ,?is rite & t c]emony2 ?is habit & t tradition2 ?is anci5t & long-e/abli%$ usage1 z well z t new dep>ture & t ?reat5$ innovation2--x is all1 at its be/1 always ! p5ny & nev] ! p\nd4 ,satan busi$ me ab\t ! less] matt]s ( religion1 says ,james ,fras] ( ,brea1 & made me neglect ! m sub/antial po9ts4 ,he made me ti! to ,god my m9t1 & my anise & my cumm91 & _m o!r ( my h]bs1 to my all b complete neglect ( ju/ice & m]cy & fai? & love4 ,:e!r !re are any ( ! ?+s t ,brea w\ld call m9t & anise & cumm9 t are tak+ up too mu* ( ! "t ( our controv]sially-m9d$ m5 9 all our *ur*es1 highl& & l[l&1 to-day is a matt] = humbl+ ?\ght4 ,lab\r1 my bre?r51 = y\rselves1 at any rate1 to get y\rselves into t sane & sob] habit ( m9d t in/antly & in/9ctively puts all m9t & all cumm9 ( all k9ds into ! second place1 & all ! weighti] matt]s1 bo? ( law & ( gospel1 into ! fir/ place4 ,i wa/$ myself on too nice po9ts1 lam5ts ,brea 9 8 deep1 hone/1 cle>- ey$ autobiography4 ,i did n proportion my religi\s ?+s aright4 ,! laird ( ,brea does n say 9 z _m words t he 0 wise 9 ! p5ny & fooli% 9 ! p\nd1 b t is exactly :at he means4 ,!n1 aga91 ! n>r[ness1 ! p>tiality1 ! sickl9ess1 & ! squeami%ness ( our consci5ces1--all t makes u to be too (t5 p5ny-wise & p\nd-fooli% 9 our religi\s life4 ,a well-in/ruct$1 ?or\ghly wise1 & well-balanc$ consci5ce is an imm5se bless+ to t man :o has pur*as$ su* a consci5ce = himself4 ,!re is an imm5se & a crim9al wa/e ( consci5ce t goes on among "s ( our be/ ,*ri/ian p ?r\gh ! want ( light & space1 room1 & bread?1 & balance 9 _! consci5ces4 ,we are all pe/]$ ) p e day :o are full ( all mann] ( *ildi% scrupulosity & sickly squeami%ness 9 _! ill-n\ri%$1 ill-ex]cis$ consci5ces4 ,z long z a man's consci5ce is ignorant & weak & sickly x w1 x mu/1 sp5d & wa/e itself on ! p5nywor?s ( religion &' morals in/ead ( ! p\nds4 ,x w occupy & torture itself ) po9ts & punctilios1 jots & tittles1 to ! all b total oblivion1 & to ! all b complete neglect1 ( ! sub/ance & ! ess5ce ( ! ,*ri/ian m9d1 ! ,*ri/ian he>t1 & ! ,*ri/ian "*4 ,! wa%+ ( h&s1 ( cups1 & ( pots1 0 all ! consci5ce t multitudes _h 9 our ,"l's day2 & multitudes 9 our day scatt] & wa/e _! consci5ces on ! same ?+s4 ,a good man1 an o!rwise good & admirable man1 w absolutely ru9 & de/roy 8 consci5ce by po9ts & scruples & traditions ( m5 z fatally z ano!r w by a life ( debau*]y4 ,"s old & decay$ ecclesia/ical rubric2 "s absolutely indiff]5t =m 9 public wor%ip2 "s small casui/ical "q ab\t a cre$ or a cate*ism2 "s too nice po9t ( confessional int]pretation2 ! m9t & anise & cumm9 ( su* matt]s w fill & inflame & poison a man's m9d & he>t & consci5ce = mon?s & = ye>s1 to ! total de/ruction ( all t = :i* *ur*es & cre$s exi/2 to ! total susp5se1 if n ! total & la/+ de/ruction1 ( sobriety ( m9d1 balance & bread? ( judgm5t1 humility1 *>ity1 & a hidd5 & a holy life4 ,! p5ny ( a p]v]t$1 p>tial1 & fanaticis$ consci5ce has swall[$ up ! p\nd ( in/ruction1 & tru?1 & ju/ice1 & bro!rly love4 #b4 ',nor is ! man ) ! long "n at all inf]ior to ! o!r1' said ,lucif]1 9 lay+ 8 inf]nal plot aga9/ ! peace & prosp]ity ( ,mans\l4 ,n[1 ! man ) ! long "n 0 j ,mr4 ,get- i'-!-hundr$-&-lose-i'-!-%ire4 ,a hundr$ 9 ! old c\nty geography ( ,engl& 0 a political subdivision ( a %ire1 9 :i* five score freem5 liv$ ) _! freeborn families4 ,a c\nty or a %ire 0 describ$ & enum]at$ by ! poll-%]iff ( t day z conta9+ s _m enfran*is$ hundr$s2 & ! total numb] ( hundr$s made up ! political unity ( ! %ire4 ,to ?is day we /ill he> f "t to "t ( ! ',*ilt]n ,hundr$s1' :i* is a division ( ,buck+ham%ire t belongs1 along ) its political fran*ise1 to ! ,cr[n1 & :i* is utilis$ = ,cr[n purposes at c]ta9 political em]g5cies4 ,?is prov]b1 !n1 to get i' ! hundr$ & lose i' ! %ire1 is n[ q pla9 to u4 ,y might canvass s z to get a hundr$1 sev]al hundr$s1 _m hundr$s on y\r side1 & yet y might lose :5 x came to c\nt+ up ! :ole %ire4 ,y might possess y\rself ( a hundr$ or two & yet be poor comp>$ ) him :o possess$ ! :ole %ire4 ,& !n ! prov]b has be5 pres]v$ out ( ! old political life ( ,engl&1 & has be5 moralis$ & spiritualis$ to u 9 ! ,holy ,w>4 ,& ?us aft] to-night we %all always call ?is %rewd prov]b to m9d :5 we are tempt$ to take a "p at ! risk ( ! :ole2 to receive ?is _w at ! loss ( ! next _w2 or1 z our ,"l has x1 to ga9 ! :ole _w & to lose our own s\l4 ,lot's *oice ( ,sodom & ,gomorrah1 & ,esau's pur*ase ( ! mess ( pottage 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t2 & !n ,judas's ?irty pieces ( silv]1 & ,ananias & ,sapphira's "p ( ! price 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t1 are all s _m well-kn[n in/ances ( gett+ 9 ! hundr$ & los+ 9 ! %ire4 ,& n ,esau's & ,lot's only1 b our own lives also h be5 full up to to-day ( ! same fatal transaction4 ,?is h\se1 z our ,"l aga9 has x1 ?is f>m1 ?is m]*&ise1 ?is %op1 ?is (fice1 ?is sal>y1 ?is hon\r1 ?is home--all ?is on ! "o h&1 & !n our ,"l ,himself1 ,8 call1 ,8 cause1 ,8 ,*ur*1 ) ev]la/+ life 9 ! o!r--:5 x is set d[n be=e u 9 black & :ite 9 t way1 ! transaction1 ! proposal1 ! *oice is prepo/]\s1 is insane1 is absolutely impossible4 ,b prepo/]\s1 insane1 absolutely impossible1 & all1 !re x is1 9 our own lives1 9 ! lives ( our sons & daught]s1 & 9 ! lives ( multitudes ( o!r m5 & o!r m5's sons & daught]s besides ours4 ,e day y w be tak5 91 & y w /& by & see o!r m5 tak5 9 ) ! pres5t p5ny = ! future p\nd3 & ) ! poor pelt+ hundr$ "u y\r eye = ! full1 f>-ext5d+1 & ev]-enri*+ %ire4 ,lucif] is always abroad press+ on u 9 8 malice ! p5ny on ! spot1 = ! p\nd :i* he keeps out ( sight2 he dazzles our eyes ) ! ga9 ( ! hundr$ till we gna% our tee? at ! loss ( ! %ire4 ',he ha? 9 soo? good cause = endless grief1 ,:o1 = ! love ( ?+ t la/e? n1 ,despoils himself = ev] ( ,,t ,,love4' #c4 ',:at also if we jo9 ) ^? two ano!r two ( ours1 ,mr4 ,sweet- _w & ,mr4 ,pres5t-good1 namely1 = !y are two m5 full ( civility & cunn+4 ,let ^! engage 9 ?is bus9ess = u1 & let ,mans\l be tak5 up ) mu* bus9ess1 & if possible ) mu* pleasure1 & ?is is ! way to get gr\nd ( !m4 ,let u b cumb] & occupy & amuse ,mans\l suffici5tly1 & !y w make _! ca/le a w>eh\se = goods in/ead ( a g>rison = m5 ( w>4' ,?is diabolical advice 0 highly applaud$ all ?r\gh hell till all ! less] devils1 :ile sett+ !mselves to c>ry x out1 gna%$ _! tee? ) envy & malice at ,lucif] = hav+ ?\ght ( ?is ma/]piece & = hav+ _h x receiv$ ) su* l\d acclamation4 ',only get !m1' s w5t on t s able1 s well-envi$1 & s well-hat$ devil1 'let u only get ^? fribble s9n]s = a night at a "t to =get _! mis]y4 ,& x w n co/ u mu* to d t4 ,only let u (f] !m 9 "o ano!r's h\ses a supp]1 a dance1 a pipe1 a newspap] full ( _! own %ame1 a tale full ( _! own folly1 a silly song1 & ,he :o lov$ !m ) an ev]la/+ love w soon see ( ! travail ( ,8 s\l 9 !m6' ,yes1 my fell[-s9n]s1 ,lucif] & 8 inf]nal crew "k u & despise u & entrap u at v little tr\ble1 till ,he :o travail$ = u on ! tree cov]s ,8 face 9 heav5 & weeps ov] u4 ,z long z we rememb] our mis]y1 all ! m9d1 & all ! malice1 & all ! sleeplessness 9 hell _c t\* a hair ( our head4 ,b :5 by any emiss>y & opportunity ei!r f e>? ar\nd u or f hell b5ea? u we = ano!r night =get our mis]y1 x is all ov] ) u4 ,& yet1 to tell ! tru?1 we nev] c q =get our mis]y4 ,we are too mis]able ev] to =get our mis]y4 ,9 ! full /eam ( ,lucif]'s be/- spread supp]1 amid ! %\ts ( laught] & ! clapp+ ( h&s1 & all ! outw>d appe>ance ( a complete =getfulness ( our mis]y1 yet x is n s4 ,x is f> f be+ s4 ,our mis]y is f> too deep-seat$ = all ! devil's drugs4 ,only1 to give ,lucif] 8 due1 we d sometimes1 "u him1 s get out ( t\* ) ! true consolation = our mis]y t1 night aft] night1 ?r\gh cumb]1 ?r\gh pursuit ( pleasure1 ?r\gh ! "t be+ tak5 up ) ^! & o!r l ?+s1 we d s f> =get our mis]y z to lie d[n )\t deal+ ) x2 b only to h x awak5 u1 & take our arm z its own = ano!r mis]able day4 ,yes2 ?\gh nev] completely successful1 yet ?is ma/]piece ( hell is suffici5tly successful = ,satan's subtle/ purposes2 :i* are1 n to make u =get our mis]y1 b to make u put x away f u at ! natural & prop] h\r = fac+ x & = deal+ ) x 9 ! only prop] & successful way4 ,b1 :olly1 any night1 or ev5 p>tially = a few nights at a "t1 to =get our mis]y--no1 ) all ?y subtlety ( intellect & ) all ?y hell-fill$ he>t1 ,o ,lucif]1 t is to u impossible6 ,=get our mis]y6 ,o devil ( devils1 no6 ,bless ,god1 t c nev] be ) u6 ,our mis]y is too deep1 too dreadful1 too acute1 too all-consum+ ev] to be =gott5 by u ev5 = an h\r4 ,our mis]y is too t]rible = !e1 ) all ?y ov]?r[n intellect & all ?y malice-fill$ he>t1 ev] to und]/&6 ,did/ ?\ = "o midnight h\r ta/e x1 & s und]/& x1 !n !re w\ld be ! same hope = !e t1 ,i bless ,god1 !re /ill is = me6 ,let u b5d all our /r5g? & all our wit to ?is1 w5t on ,lucif]1 to make _! ca/le a w>eh\se in/ead ( a g>rison4 ,let u set ourselves & all our allies1 he expla9$ to ! dull]-witt$ among ! devils1 to make _! he>ts a %op1--"s ( !m1 y "k1 are %opkeep]s2 a bank1--"s ( !m are bank]s2 a f>m1--"s ( !m are f>m]s2 a /udy1--"s ( !m are /ud5ts2 a pulpit1--"s ( !m l to prea*2 a table1--"s ( !m are gluttons2 a draw+-room1--"s ( !m are busybodies :o =get _! own mis]y 9 retail+ o!r p's mis]y f h\se to h\se4 ,be wise z s]p5ts1 said ! old s]p5t2 att5d1 ea* sev]al fall5 angel ( y1 to 8 own special *>ge4 ,/udy y\r man4 ,get to ! bottom ( y\r man4 ,foll[ him ab\t2 nev] let him out ( y\r sight2 be sure be=e y beg91 be sure y h ! jo9t 9 8 h>ness1 ! spot 9 8 heel1 ! *9k 9 8 wall full 9 y\r eye4 ,i d n surely ne$ to tell y n to scatt] our sn>es = s\ls at r&om1 he w5t on4 ,give ! m9i/] 8 /udy ,bible1 ! /ud5t 8 classic1 ! m]*ant 8 l$g]1 ! glutton 8 well-dress$ di% & 8 elect ye> ( w9e1 ! gossip h] sweet secret1 & ! flirt h] fool4 ,/udy !m till !y are all nak$ & op5 to y\r %>p eyes4 ,f9d out :at be/ makes !m =get ev5 = "o night _! mis]y & ply !m ) t4 ,if ,i ev] see t s\l ,i h set !e ov] on 8 knees on acc\nt ( 8 mis]y ,i %all fl+ !e on ! spot into ! bottomless pit4 ,& if any ( y %all any:]e discov] a man--& !re are su* m5--a man :o =gets 8 mis]y ?r\gh always ?9k+ & speak+ ab\t x1 only keep him 9 8 pulpit1 & (f 8 knees1 & no man s safe = hell z he4 ,!re are fools1 & !re are d\ble-dy$ fools1 & t man is ! *ief ( !m4 ,give him 8 fill ( s9 & mis]y2 let him luxuriate himself 9 s9 & mis]y2 only1 keep him !re1 & ,i w n =get ?y mo/ excell5t s]vice to me4 ,make all _! he>ts1 s ,lucif] summ$ up1 z he dismiss$ 8 obsequi\s devils1 make all _! sev]al he>ts ea* a w>eh\se1 a %op1 a f>m1 a pulpit1 a libr>y1 a nurs]y1 a supp]-table1 a *amb] ( wantonness--let x be to ea* man j aft] 8 own he>t4 ,only1 keep--z y %all answ] = x1--keep fai? & hope & *>ity & innoc5ce & pati5ce & especially pray]fulness out ( _! he>ts4 ,& :5 ?is my c\nsel is fulfill$1 & :5 ! pit closes ov] ?y *>ge1 ,i %all pay !e ?y wages1 & promote !e to hon\r4 ,& be=e he 0 well done !y 7 all at _! po/s4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv--,,! ,,devil',s ,,la/ ,,c>d ',satan himself is trans=m$ into an angel ( light'--,paul4 ,wodr[ has an anecdote 9 8 delightful ,analecta :i* %all introduce u into our subject to-night4 ,mr4 ,john ,m5zies 0 a v pi\s & devot$ pa/or2 he 0 a le>n$ man also1 & well se5 9 ! ,popi% & 9 ! ,arm9ian controv]sies4 ,& to ! end ( 8 life he 0 mu* e/eem$ ( ! p ( ,ab]de5 z a =emo/ prea*] ( ! gospel4 ,& yet1 ',oh to h "o m ,sabba? 9 my pulpit6' he cri$ out on 8 dea?-b$4 ',:at w\ld y !n d8' ask$ "s "o :o sat at 8 b$side4 ',i w\ld prea* to my p on ! trem5d\s difficulty ( salvation6' exclaim$ ! dy+ man4 #a4 ,n[1 ! fir/ difficulty t /&s 9 ! way ( our salvation is ! /up5d\s mass ( guilt t has accumulat$ ^u all ( u4 ,our guilt is s great t we d>e n ?9k ( x4 ,x is too horrible to believe t we %all ev] be call$ to acc\nt = "o 9 a ?\s& ( x4 ,x cru%es our m9ds ) a p]fect /upor ( horror1 :5 = a mom5t we try to imag9e a day ( judgm5t :5 we %all be judg$ = all ! de$s t we h done 9 ! body4 ,he>t-beat aft] he>t-beat1 brea? aft] brea?1 h\r aft] h\r1 day aft] day1 ye> aft] ye>1 & all full ( s92 all no?+ b s9 f our "m's womb to our grave4 ,sometimes "o out/&+ act ( s9 has q ov]:elm$ u4 ,b be=e long t awful s9 fell out ( sight & out ( m9d4 ,o!r s9s ( ! same k9d succe$$ x4 ,our s5se ( s91 our s5se ( guilt 0 soon ext+ui%$ by a life ( s91 till1 at ! pres5t mom5t ! accumulat$ & trem5d\s load ( our s9 & guilt is no m felt by u ?an we feel ! trem5d\s load ( ! atmosph]e4 ,b1 all ! "t1 does n our great guilt lie seal$ d[n ^u u8 ,because we are too se>$ & too /upefi$ to feel x1 is x !re=e n !re8 ,because we nev] ?9k ( x1 does t prove t bo? ,god & man h =giv5 & =gott5 x8 ,%all ! ,judge ( all ! e>? d "r 9 ! matt] ( all m5's guilt b ours8 ,does ! apo/le's w>n+ n hold 9 our case8--8 awful w>n+ t we %all all /& be=e ! judgm5t-seat8 ,& is x only a /rong figure ( spee* t ! books %all be op5$ till we %all cry to ! m\nta9s to fall on u & to ! rocks to cov] u8 ,oh no6 ! tru? is1 ! half has n be5 told u ( ! spee*less /upefaction t %all fall on u :5 ! trumpet %all s\nd & :5 ,alp ^u ,alp ( aggravat$ guilt %all rise up high z heav5 betwe5 u & our salvation4 ,difficulty is n ! "n = guilt l ours4 ,impossibility is ! bett] "n we %\ld always "k x by4 #b4 ,ano!r difficulty or impossibility to our salvation rises out ( ! awful corruption & pollution ( our he>ts4 ,b is !re any use ent]+ on t subject8 ,is !re "o man 9 a hundr$ :o ev5 kn[s ! rudim5ts ( ! language ,i mu/ n[ speak 98 ,is !re "o man 9 a hundr$ 9 ^: m9d any idea arises1 & 9 ^: he>t any emotion or passion is k9dl$1 z ,i proce$ to speak ( corruption ( nature & pollution ( he>t8 ,i d n suppose x4 ,i d n presume ^u x4 ,i d n believe x4 ,t mo/ mis]able man :o is let d[n ( ,god's ,holy ,_s into ! pit ( corruption t is 9 8 own he>t1--to him 8 corruption1 add$ to 8 guilt1 causes a sadness t no?+ 9 ?is _w c really relieve2 x causes a deep & an increas+ melan*oly1 su* z ! n9ety & n9e :o ne$ no rep5tance & feel no pollution "k no?+ (4 ,all liv+ m5 flee f ! corruption ( an unburi$ corpse4 ,! liv+ at once set ab\t to bury _! dead4 ',i am a /rang] & a soj\rn] among y1' said ,abraham to ! *ildr5 ( ,he?2 'give me a possession ( a bury+-place among y t ,i may bury my dead out ( my sight4' ,b ,paul c\ld f9d no grave 9 ! :ole _w 9 :i* to bury out ( 8 sight ! body ( dea? to :i* he 0 *a9$ fa/2 t body ( s9 & dea? :i* always makes ! holie/ ( m5 ! mo/ wret*$ ( m51--till ! loa?+ & ! disgu/ & ! mis]y t fill$ ! apo/le's he>t are to be und]/ood by b "o 9 a ?\s& ev5 ( ! p ( ,god4 #c4 ,& !n1 z if to make our salvation a v hyp]bole ( impossibility1 ! all b almighty p[] ( indwell+ s9 comes 94 ,h y ev] tri$ to break loose f ! old fett] ( an evil habit8 ,h y ev] said on a ,new ,ye>'s ,day ) ,?omas ,a ,kempis t ?is ye> y w\ld root t appetite1--nam+ x1--out ( y\r body1 & t vice1--nam+ x1--out ( y\r he>t8 ,h y ev] sworn at ! ,communion table t y w\ld wat* & pray1 & set a wat* on y\r evil he>t aga9/ t envy1 & t rev5ge1 & t ill-w1 & t di/a/e1 dislike1 & antipa?y8 ,!n y\r m9i/] w n ne$ to come back f 8 dea?-b$ to prea* to y on ! difficulty ( salvation4 #d4 ,& yet su* is ! grace ( ,god1 su* is ! "w ( ,*ri/1 & su* is ! p[] & ! pati5ce ( ! ,holy ,gho/ t1 if we _h only an adequate m9i/ry 9 our pulpits1 & an assi/+ lit]ature 9 our homes1 ev5 ?is ?ree-fold impossibility w\ld be ov]come & we w\ld be sav$4 ,b if ! m9i/ry t is set ov] u is an ignorant1 indol5t1 incompet5t1 self-deceiv$ m9i/ry2 if our own *os51 set-up1 & ma9ta9$ m9i/] is himself an un9/ruct$1 unspiritual1 unsanctifi$ man2 & if ! books we buy & borr[ & read are all secul>1 unspiritual1 sup]ficial1 ephem]al1 silly1 /upid1 imp]t95t books1 !n ! impossibility ( our salvation is absolute1 & we are z good z 9 hell already ) all our guilt & all our corruption = ev] on our heads4 ,n[1 t 0 ! exact case ( ,mans\l 9 ! allegory ( ! ,holy ,w> at "o ( ! la/ & acute/ /ages ( t w>4 ,or1 r1 t w\ld h be5 h] exact case _h ,diabolus got 8 own deep1 diabolical way ) h]4 ,= :at did h] anci5t enemy d b s\nd a p>ley till he _h play$ 8 la/ c>d 9 ^! gloz+ & deceitful words2--',i myself1' he _h ! face to say to ,emmanuel1 'if ,?\ wilt raise ,?y siege & leave ! t[n to me1 ,i w1 at my own prop] co/ & *>ge1 set up & ma9ta9 a suffici5t m9i/ry1 besides lectur]s1 9 ,mans\l1 :o %all %[ to ,mans\l t transgression /&s 9 ! way ( life2 ! m9i/]s ,i %all set up %all also press ! necessity ( re=mation accord+ to ,?y holy law4' ,& ev5 n[1 ) ! two pulpits1 ,god's & ! devil's1 & ! two prea*]s1 & ! two pa/ors1 9 our own city1--h[ _m ( y see any diff]5ce1 or ?9k t ! "o is any worse or any bett] ?an ! o!r8 ,or1 inde$1 t ! m9i/ry ( ! la/ c>d is n ! bett] ( ! two to y\r int]e/ & to y\r ta/e1 to ! /ate ( y\r m9d & to ! ne$ ( y\r he>t8 ,let u proce$1 !n1 to look at ,mans\l's two pulpits & h] two lecture%ips z !y /& portray$ on ! devil's la/ c>d & 9 ,emmanuel's cr[n+ commission2 t is1 if our eyes are %>p en\gh to see any diff]5ce4 #e4 ,! fir/ ?+1 !n1 on ! devil's la/ c>d 0 ?is1 ',a suffici5t m9i/ry1 besides lectur]s1 9 ,mans\l4' ,n[1 a suffici5t m9i/ry has nev] be5 se5 9 ! true ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ s9ce h] m9i/ry began4 ,& yet %e has _h great m9i/]s 9 h] "t4 ,aft] ,*ri/ ,himself1 ,paul 0 ! greate/ & ! be/ m9i/] ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ has ev] _h4 ,b su* 0 ! transc5d5t greatness ( 8 (fice1 su* 7 its trem5d\s responsibilities1 su* 7 its magnific5t opportunities & its incessant dem&s1 su* 7 its ceaseless calls to consecration1 to cross-be>+1 to crucifixion1 to m & m inw>dness ( hol9ess1 & to high] & high] heights ( heav5ly-m9d$ness1 t ! apo/le 0 fa9 to cry out cont9ually1 ,:o is suffici5t = ^! ?+s6 ,b s well did ,paul le>n t gospel :i* he prea*$ to o!rs t amid all 8 insuffici5cy he 0 able to he> 8 ,ma/] say+ to him e day1 ,my grace is suffici5t = !e1 &1 ,my /r5g? is made p]fect 9 ?y weakness6 ,& to come d[n to ! truly ,paul9e succession ( m9i/]s 9 our own l&s & 9 our own *ur*es1 :at prea*]s & :at pa/ors ,*ri/ gave to ,kidd]m9/]1 & to ,b$=d1 & to ,d[n & ,connor1 & to ,sodor & ,man1 & to ,anwo?1 & to ,ettrick1 & to ,new ,engl&1 & to ,/4 ,&rews1 & places too _m to m5tion4 ,) all its infirmity & all its ineffici5cy1 :at a truly heav5ly p[] ! pulpit is :5 x is fill$ by a man ( ,god :o gives 8 :ole m9d & he>t1 8 :ole "t & ?\ght to x1 & to ! pa/orate t lies ar\nd x4 ,8 m9d may be small1 & 8 he>t may be full ( corruption2 8 "t may be full ( manifold int]ruptions1 & 8 be/ /udy may yield b a poor result2 b if ,heav5 ev] helps ^? :o hone/ly help !mselves1 !n t is c]ta9ly ! case 9 ! ,*ri/ian m9i/ry4 ,let ! *oice/ ( our *ildr51 !n1 be s\ght out & consecrat$ to t s]vice2 let our mo/ gift$ & mo/ graci\s-m9d$ sons be s5t to :]e !y %all be be/ prep>$ = ! pulpit & ! pa/orate1--till by ! bless+ ( h] ,head all ! congregations & all ! p>i%es1 all ! pulpits & all ! lecture%ips 9 ! ,*ur*1 %all be "o g>d5 ( ! ,"l4 ,& !n we %all escape t la/ curse ( a m9i/ry su* z ,john ,bunyan saw all ar\nd him 9 ! ,engl& ( 8 day1 & :i*1 _h he be5 alive 9 ! ,engl& & ,scotl& ( our day1 he w\ld h pa9t$ aga9 9 col\rs we h nei!r ! boldness nor ! skill to mix nor to put on ! canvas4 ,b let all m9i/]s put x e day to !mselves to :at desc5t & succession !y belong4 ,let ^? ev5 :o believe t !y h )9 !mselves ! be/ seal & evid5ce atta9able "h t !y h be5 orda9$ ( ,emmanuel1 let !m all ! m look well e day & e ,sabba? day h[ mu* ( ano!r ma/]'s doctr9e & discipl9e1 motives1 & mann]s /ill mixes up ) _! be/ m9i/ry4 ,& ! sure/ seal t1 ) all our insuffici5cy1 we are /ill ! m9i/]s ( ,*ri/ w be set on u by ?is1 t ! h>d] we "w & ! m 9 secret we pray1 ! m & ev] ! m %all we discov] & confess our %ameful insuffici5cy1 & ! m %all we1 till ! day ( our dea?1 e day /ill beg9 our m9i/ry ( lab\r & ( pray] anew4 ,let u d t1 = ! devil1 ) all 8 boldness & all 8 subtilty1 nev] ?rew a c>d fir/ or la/ l t4 #f4 ,aft] (f]+ a suffici5t m9i/ry to ,mans\l1 & t1 too1 at 8 own prop] co/ & *>ge1 ,diabolus und]took also to see t ! absolute necessity ( a re=mation %\ld be prea*$ & press$ f ! pulpit he set up4 ,n[1 re=mation is all good & necess>y1 9 its own "t & place & ord]1 b ,god s5t ,8 ,son n to be a ,re=m] b to be a ,r$eem]4 ,john came to prea* re=mation1 b ,jesus came to prea* reg5]ation4 ,except a man be born aga91 ,jesus p]si/5tly prea*$ to ,nicodemus4 ',did x beg9 ) reg5]ation8' 0 ,dr4 ,duncan's reply :5 a s]mon on sanctification 0 prais$ 9 8 he>+4 ,& l s mu* else t ! le>n$ & pr(\nd ,dr4 ,john ,duncan said on !ology & philosophy1 t "q w5t at once to ! root ( ! matt]4 ,= sanctification1 t is to say1 salvation1 is no m]e re=mation ( morals or ref9em5t ( mann]s4 ,x is a maxim 9 s\nd morals t ! morality ( ! man mu/ prec$e ! morality ( 8 actions4 ,& mu* m is x ! evangelical law ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,make ! tree good1 our ,lawgiv] aphori/ically said4 ,re=mation & sanctification diff]1 says ,dr4 ,hodge1 z clean clo!s diff] f a clean he>t4 ,n[1 ,diabolus 0 all = clean clo!s :5 he saw t ,mans\l 0 slipp+ out ( 8 h&s4 ,he w\ld h all ! drunk>ds to become mod]ate dr9k]s1 if n total ab/a9]s2 & all ! s5suali/s to become1 if ne$ be1 ascetics2 & all ^? :o _h s[$ out _! wild oats to settle d[n z heads ( h\ses1 & memb]s1 if n m9i/]s & eld]s1 9 8 set-up *ur*4 ,b we are too well taught1 surely2 we h gone too long to ano!r *ur* ?an t :i* ,diabolus ev] sets up1 to be satisfi$ ) 8 sup]ficial doctr9e & 8 sk9-deep discipl9e4 ,we "k1 d we n1 t we may d all t 8 la/ c>d asks u to d1 & yet be z f>1 ay1 & f> f>!r f salvation ?an ! hea!n are :o nev] he>d ! "n4 ,a hundr$ ,scriptures tell u t2 & our he>ts "k too mu* ( _! own plague & corruption ev] n[ to be satisfi$ %ort ( a full reg5]ation & a complete sanctification4 ',create 9 me a clean he>t & r5ew a "r _s )9 me4 ,! sacrifices ( ,god are a brok5 _s4 ,& ! v ,god ( peace sanctify y :olly4 ,& ,i pray ,god y\r :ole _s & s\l & body be pres]v$ blameless unto ! com+ ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4' ,! la/ c>d has _m ,scriptures cunn+ly copi$ ^u x2 b n ^!4 ,its pulpit orators h&le _m ,scripture texts1 b nev] ^!4 #g4 ,yes1 ! devil comes 9 ev5 "h ) t s late1 s subtle1 & s contradict+ c>d ( 84 ,:]e is x 9 ?is _w t he does n come 9 ) "s ( 8 c>ds8 ,& he comes 9 "h z a v angel ( evangelical light4 ,he puts on ! g[n ( ,g5eva "h1 & he asc5ds ,emmanuel's own ma9ta9$ pulpit "h1 & f t pulpit he prea*es1 & :]e he s prea*es he prea*es no?+ else b ! v highe/ articles ( ! ,re=m$ fai?4 ,c>nal-security 0 /rong on assurance1 no o!r man 9 ,mans\l 0 s /rong2 & ! devil w let u prea*]s be z /rong & z (t5 on election1 & ju/ification1 & indefectible grace1 & ! p]sev]ance ( ! sa9ts z we & our p l1 if we b keep 9 season & out ( season on ^! transc5d5t subjects & keep (f morals & mann]s1 walk & conv]sation1 conduct & "*4 ,9 ,hook]'s & ,trav]s' day1 ,?omas ,full] tells u1 ! ,temple pulpit prea*$ pure ,cant]bury 9 ! morn+ & pure ,g5eva 9 ! aft]noon4 ,& y w get ! highe/ ,calv9ism (f ! la/ c>d 9 "o pulpit1 & ! /ricte/ & mo/ urg5t morality (f ! same c>d 9 ano!r2 b nev]1 if ! devil c help x1 nev] bo? 9 "o & ! same pulpit2 nev] bo? 9 "o & ! same s]mon2 & nev] bo? 9 "o & ! same m9i/]4 ,y h all he>d ( ! difficulty ! voyag] _h 9 /e]+ betwe5 ,scylla & ,*>ybdis 9 ! ,lat9 adage4 ,well1 ! true prea*]'s difficulty is j l t4 ,inde$1 x is beyond ! wit ( man1 & x takes all ! wit ( ,god1 aright to unite ! doctr9e ( our utt] inability ) ! companion doctr9e ( our /rict responsibility2 free grace ) a full rew>d2 ! cross ( ,*ri/ once = all1 ) ! sa9t's cont9ual crucifixion2 ! ,savi\r's blood ) ! s9n]'s2 & atonem5t ) atta9m5t2 9 %ort1 salvation )\t works ) no salvation )\t works4 ,deft /e]sman z ! devil is1 he nev] yet took 8 %ip cle> ?r\gh ^? ,*>ybdic passages4 ,"o ?+ !re is t ,i mu/ h prea*$ cont9ually 9 all my pulpits & exp\nd$ & illu/rat$ & en=c$ 9 all my lecture%ips1 said ,emmanuel1 & t is1 my new example & my new law ( motive4 ,my own motives always made me 9 all ,i said & did to be well-pleas+ 9 ,my ,fa!r's eyes1 & at any co/ ,i mu/ h prea*]s & lectur]s set up 9 ,mans\l :o %all assi/ ,me 9 mak+ ,mans\l z well-pleas+ 9 ,my ,fa!r's sight z ,i 0 ,myself4 ',= ,i am w>e x is ! se$ ( act ,god holds apprais+ 9 ,8 holl[ palm1 ,n act gr[n great !nce z ! _w believes1 ,leafage & bran*age vulg> eyes admire4' ,motives6 gna%$ ,diabolus4 ,& he tore 8 la/ c>d into a ?\s& %r$s & ca/ ! %r$s "u 8 feet 9 8 rage & exasp]ation4 ,motives6 ,new motives6 ,truly ,?\ art ! ?reat5$ ,se$ ( ! woman6 ,truly ,?\ art ! ?reat5$ ,son ( ,god6--,let all our prea*]s1 !n1 prea* mu* on motive to _! p4 ,! commonplace cr[d ( _! p w n all l t prea*+ any m ?an ,diabolus did2 b _! be/ p w all aft]w>ds rise up 9 _! salvation & bless !m = x4 ,on re=mation also1 let !m e ,sabba? prea*1 b only on ! re=mation t rises out ( a re=m$ motive1 & t aga9 out ( a re=m$ he>t4 ,& if a re=m$ motive1 a re=m$ he>t1 & a re=m$ life are f\nd bo? by prea*] & he>] to be impossible2 if all t only br+s out ! hopelessness ( _! salvation by reason ( ! guilt & ! pollution & p[] ( s92 !n all t w only be to !m t same ev] deep] ent]+ ( ! law into _! he>ts :i* l$ ,paul to an ev] deep] fai? & tru/ 9 ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,) a guilt1 & a pollution1 & a slav]y to s9 l ours1 salvation f s9 w\ld be absolutely impossible4 ,absolutely impossible1 t is1 b = our ,savi\r1 ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,b ) ,8 aton+ blood & ,8 ,holy ,_s all ?+s are possible--ev5 our salvation4 ,let u *oose1 !n1 a m9i/] l ,mr4 ,john ,m5zies4 ,let u read ! great books t make salvation difficult4 ,let u "w out our own salvation1 day & night1 ) fe> & trembl+1 & :5 ,wisdom is ju/ifi$ 9 h] *ildr51 we %all be f\nd ju/ifi$ among !m4 ,we %all be op5ly ackn[l$g$ & acquitt$ 9 ! day ( judgm5t1 & made p]fectly bless$ 9 ! full enjoy+ ( ,god to all et]nity4 ,,*apt] ,,xv--,,mr4 ,,prywell ',se>* me1 ,o ,god1 & "k my he>t4'--,david4 ',let a man exam9e himself4'--,paul4 ',look to y\rselves4'--,john4 ',"k ?yself4'--,apollo4 ,! ye> #affh saw ! publication ( "o ( ! deepe/ books 9 ! :ole _w1 ,dr4 ,john ,ow5's ,rema9d]s ( ,indwell+ ,s9 9 ,believ]s4 ,! he>t-se>*+ dep?2 ! cle>1 fe>less1 humbl+ tru?1 ! int5se spirituality1 & ! massive & mascul9e /r5g? ( ,john ,ow5's book h all comb9$ to make x "o ( ! ackn[l$g$ ma/]pieces ( ! great ,puritan s*ool4 ,_h ,john ,ow5's /yle be5 at all equal to 8 great le>n+1 to ! dep? & ! grasp ( 8 m9d1 & to ! l(ty hol9ess ( 8 life1 ,john ,ow5 w\ld h /ood 9 ! v =emo/ & selecte/ rank ( apo/olical & evangelical !ologians4 ,b 9 all 8 books ,ow5 lab\rs "u ! fatal drawback ( a bad /yle4 ,a f9e /yle1 a /yle l t ( ,hook]1 or ,taylor1 or ,bunyan1 or ,h[e1 or ,leighton1 or ,law1 is su* a w9n+ introduction to _! works & su* an abid+ *>m & spell4 ,! full title ( ,dr4 ,ow5's great "w runs ?us3 ,! ,nature1 ,p[]1 ,deceit1 & ,preval5cy ( ! ,rema9d]s ( ,indwell+ ,s9 9 ,believ]s--a title t w tell all true /ud5ts :at awaits !m :5 !y h c\rage & ent]prise en\gh to address !mselves to ?is supreme & all-ess5tial subject4 ,f\rte5 ye>s aft] ! publication ( ,dr4 ,ow5's epo*-mak+ book1 ,john ,bunyan's ,holy ,w> fir/ saw ! light4 ,equal 9 scriptural & 9 exp]im5tal dep?1 z also 9 _! spiritual l(t9ess & int5sity1 ^? two books are z diff]5t z any two books1 writt5 9 ! same language1 & writt5 on ! same subject1 c\ld by any possibility be4 ,john ,ow5's book is ! book ( a great s*ol> :o has read ! ,fa!rs & ! ,s*oolm5 & ! ,re=m]s till he kn[s !m by he>t1 & till he has be5 able to dige/ all t is true to ,scripture & to exp]i5ce 9 !m into 8 ri* & ripe book4 ,a p[]ful reason]1 a sev]e1 bald1 muscul> writ]1 ,john ,ow5 9 all ^! respects /&s at ! v opposite pole to t ( ,john ,bunyan4 ,! au?or ( ! ,holy ,w> _h no le>n+1 b he _h a m9d ( imm5se natural sagacity1 comb9$ ) a habit ( close & deep obs]vation ( human life1 & especially ( religi\s life1 & he _h n[ a lifetime ( mo/ fruitful exp]i5ce z a ,*ri/ian man & z a ,*ri/ian m9i/] beh9d him2 &1 all t1 tak5 up into ,bunyan's spl5did imag9ation1 enabl$ him to produce ?is extraord9>ily able & impressive book4 ,a model ( ,engli% /yle z ! ,holy ,w> is1 at ! same "t x does n atta9 at all to ! rank ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress2 b !n1 to be second to ! ,pilgrim's ,progress is rew>d & hon\r en\gh = any book4 ,let all g5u9e /ud5ts1 !n1 :o w\ld "k ! be/ t has be5 writt5 on exp]im5tal religion1 & :o w\ld prea* to ! deepe/ & div9e/ exp]i5ce ( _! be/ p1 let !m keep cont9ually )9 _! rea* ,john ,ow5's ,temptation1 8 ,mortification ( ,s9 9 ,believ]s1 8 ,nature & ,p[] ( ,indwell+ ,s91 & ,john ,bunyan's ,holy ,w> made = ! ,rega9+ ( ! ,metropolis ( ?is ,_w4 ,well1 !n1 z ,he :o dwells on high w\ld h x1 !re 0 "o ^: "n 0 ,mr4 ,prywell1 a great lov] ( ,mans\l4 ,& he1 z 8 mann] 01 did g li/5+ up & d[n 9 ,mans\l to see & he>1 if at any "t he might1 :e!r !re 0 any design aga9/ x or no4 ,= he 0 always a jeal\s man1 & fe>$ "s mis*ief w\ld befall x1 ei!r f )9 or f "s p[] )\t4 ,mr4 ,prywell 0 always a lov] ( ,mans\l1 a sob] & a judici\s man1 a man t 0 no tattl]1 nor a rais] ( false reports1 b "o t loves to look into ! v bottom ( matt]s1 & talks no?+ ( news b by v solid argum5ts4 ,& !n1 aft] our hi/orian has told u "s ( ! em95t s]vices t ,mr4 ,prywell 0 able to p]=m bo? = ! ,k+ & = ! city1 he goes on to tell u h[ ! capta9s det]m9$ t public ?anks %\ld be giv5 by ! t[n ( ,mans\l to ,mr4 ,prywell = 8 s dilig5t seek+ ( ! welf>e ( ! t[n2 &1 fur!r1 t1 =asmu* z he 0 s naturally incl9$ to seek _! good1 & also to und]m9e _! foes1 !y gave him ! commission ( ,sc\tma/]-g5]al = ! good ( ,mans\l4 ,& ,mr4 ,prywell manag$ 8 *>ge & ! tru/ t ,mans\l _h put into 8 h&s ) great consci5ce & good fidelity2 = he gave himself :olly up to 8 employ1 & t n only )9 ! t[n1 b he also w5t outside ( ! t[n to pry1 to see1 & to he>4 ,n[1 t be+ s1 x may int]e/ & p]haps in/ruct y to-night to look = a little at "s ( ! features & at "s ( ! feats ( ! ,sc\tma/]-g5]al ( ! ,holy ,w>1 ,mr4 ,prywell1 ( ! t[n ( ,mans\l4 #a4 ',well1 n[1 z ,he :o dwells on high w\ld h x1 !re 0 "o ^: "n 0 ,mr4 ,prywell1 a great lov] ( ! t[n ( ,mans\l4' ,9 o!r words3 self-obs]vation1 self-exam9ation1 /rict1 jeal\s1 sleepless self-exam9ation1 is ( ,god4 ,our ,god :o se>*es our he>ts & tries our re9s w\ld h x s4 ,& if ,he does n h x s 9 u1 our s\ls are n z our ,god w\ld h !m to be4 ',bunyan employs pry1' says ,miss ,peacock 9 h] excell5t notes1 '9 a m fav\rable s5se ?an x n[ be>s4 ,z1 = in/ance1 x is said 9 ano!r "p ( ?is same book t ! m5 ( ,mans\l 7 all[$ to pry into ! words ( ! ,holy ,gho/ & to exp\nd !m to _! be/ advantage4 ,hone/ anxiety = ! welf>e ( 8 fell[-t[nsm5 0 ,mr4 ,prywell's *ief *>act]i/ic4 ,pry is ano!r =m ( pe]--to look n>r[ly1 to look closely4' ,& ,god1 says ,john ,bunyan1 w\ld h x s4 #b4 ',a great lov] ( ,mans\l1' 'always a lov] ( ,mans\l'2 aga9 & aga9 t is te/ifi$ conc]n+ ,mr4 ,prywell4 ,x 0 n love = ! "w t l$ ,mr4 ,prywell to give up 8 days & 8 nights z 8 hi/ory tells u he did4 ,mr4 ,prywell ran himself into _m dang]\s situations bo? )9 & )\t ! city1 & he lo/ himself f> m fri5ds ?an he made by 8 devotion to 8 ?ankless task4 ,b necessity 0 laid ^u him4 ,& :at held him up 0 ! sure & c]ta9 k t 8 ,k+ w\ld h t s]vice at 8 h&s4 ,t1 & 8 love = ! city1 = ! safety & ! deliv]ance ( ! city1--all t kept ,mr4 ,prywell's he>t fix$4 ,am ,i !re=e y\r enemy8 he w\ld say to "s :o w\ld h _h x o!rwise ?an ! ,k+ w\ld h x4 ,b x is a good ?+ to be zeal\sly affect$ 9 a "w l m9e1 he w\ld say1 9 self-def5ce & 9 self-enc\ragem5t4 ,& !n1 ?\gh n _m1 !re 7 always "s 9 ! city :o said1 ,let him smite me & x %all be a k9dness2 let him reprove me & x %all be an excell5t oil :i* %all n break my head4 ,x 0 9 ,mans\l ) ,mr4 ,prywell z x 0 9 ,kidd]m9/] ) ,ri*>d ,baxt]1 :5 "s ( 8 p said to "o ano!r1 ',we w take all ?+s well f "o t we "k do? entirely love u4' ',love !m1' said ,augu/9e1 '& !n say any?+ y l to !m4' ,n[1 t 0 ,mr4 ,prywell's way4 ,he lov$ ,mans\l1 & !n he said _m ?+s to h] t a false lov] & a flatt]] w\ld nev] h d>$ to say4 #c4 ,!n1 z ! say+ is1 x goes )\t say+ t ',mr4 ,prywell 0 always a jeal\s man4' ,great lov]s are always jeal\s m51 & ,mr4 ,prywell %[$ himself to be a great lov] by ! great heat ( 8 jeal\sy also4 ',vigilant1' says ! excell5t editress aga92 'cauti\s aga9/ di%on\r1 reasonably mi/ru/ful--l[ ,lat9 zelosus1 full ( zeal4 ,& he said1 ,i h be5 v jeal\s = ! ,"l ,god ( ho/s4' ,n[1 x s happ5$ t "s ( ,mr4 ,prywell's mo/ private & n at all pr(essional pap]s--pap]s evid5tly1 & on ! face ( !m1 connect$ ) ! /ate ( ! spy's own s\l--came into my h&s z good lot w\ld h x j ! o!r night4 ,! mo?-eat5 *e/ 0 full ( 8 old pap]s1 b ! pieces t took my he>t mo/ 71 z x look$ to me1 actually gna%$ ?r\gh ) 8 remorseful tee?1 & soak$ & sodd5 pa/ recognition ) 8 sweat & 8 te>s & 8 agonis+ h&s4 ,b aft] "s late h\rs ov] ^? remnants ,i manag$ to make "s s5se to myself out ( !m4 ,!re are "s p>ts ( ! p>*m5ts t pass me2 b1 if only to %[ y t ?is ar*-spy's s vigilant jeal\sy 0 n all direct$ aga9/ o!r p's bad he>ts & bad habits1 ,i %all copy "s l9es out ( ! old box4 ',h ,i p5it5ce8' he beg9s )\t any preface4 ',h ,i grief1 %ame1 pa91 horror1 we>9ess = my s98 ,d ,i pray & rep5t1 if n sev5 times a day z ,david did1 yet at lea/ ?ree times1 z ,daniel8 ,if n z ,solomon1 at l5g?1 yet %ortly z ! publican8 ,if n l ,*ri/1 ! :ole night1 at lea/ = "o h\r8 ,if n on ! gr\nd & 9 a%es1 at lea/ n 9 my b$8 ,if n 9 sackclo?1 at lea/ n 9 purple & f9e l958 ,if n altoge!r fre$ f all1 at lea/ f immod]ate desires8 ,d ,i give1 if n z ,zac*eus did1 f\rfold1 z ! law comm&s1 ) ! fif? "p add$8 ,if n z ! ri*1 yet z ! wid[8 ,if n ! half1 yet ! ?irtie? "p8 ,if n above my p[]1 yet up to my p[]8' ,& !n ov] ! page !re are "s illegible p5cill+s f old au?ors ( 8 su* z ?is f ,augu/9e3 ',a good man w\ld r "k 8 own infirmity ?an ! f\ndations ( ! e>? or ! heights ( ! heav5s4' ,& ?is f ,cic]o3 ',!re are _m hid+-places & recesses 9 ! m9d4' ,& ?is f ,s5eca3 ',y mu/ "k y\rself be=e y c am5d y\rself4 ,an unkn[n s9 gr[s worse & worse & is depriv$ ( cure4' ,& ?is f ,cic]o aga93 ',cato exact$ f himself an acc\nt ( e day's bus9ess at night'2 & also ,py?agoras1 ',nor let sweet sleep ^u ?9e eyes desc5d ,till ?\ ha/ judg$ its de$s at ea* day's end4' ,& ?is f ,s5eca aga93 ',:5 ! light is remov$ out ( sight1 & my wife1 :o is by ?is "t aw>e ( my practice1 is n[ sil5t1 ,i pass ! :ole ( my day "u exam9ation1 & ,i review my de$s & my words4 ,i hide no?+ f myself3 ,i pass ov] no?+4' ,& !n 9 ,mr4 ,prywell's bolde/ & lea/ trembl+ h&3 ',o yes6 _m %all come f ! ea/ & ! we/ & %all sit d[n ) ,abraham & ,isaac & ,jacob 9 ! k+dom ( heav51 :5 _m ( ! *ildr5 ( ! k+dom %all be ca/ out4 ,o yes4' ,n[1 ?is ',o yes6' ,miss ,peacock tells u1 is ! ,anglicis$ =m ( a ,fr5* ^w = our ,"l's words1 ,take he$ h[ ye he>6 #d4 ',a sob] & a judici\s man' x is said ( ,mr4 ,prywell also4 ,to a c]ta9ty t4 ,x c\ld n be o!rwise ?an t4 ,= ,mr4 ,prywell's (fice1 its discov]ies & its exp]i5ces1 w\ld sob] any man4 ',i am sprung f a c\ntry1' says ,abel>d1 '( :i* ! soil is light1 & ! temp] ( ! inhabitants is light4' ,s 0 x ) ,mr4 ,prywell to beg9 )4 ,b ev5 ,abel>d 0 sob]$ 9 "t1 & s 0 ,mr4 ,prywell4 ,life sob]$ ,abel>d1 & ,mr4 ,prywell too2 life's crooks & life's crosses1 life's duties & life's disappo9tm5ts1 especially ,mr4 ,prywell4 ',! m n>r[ly a man looks into himself1' says ,a ,kempis1 '! m he sorr[e?4' ,n sob]-m9d$ness alone comes to him :o looks n>r[ly into himself1 b great sorr[ ( he>t also4 ,& if y are n bo? sob]$ 9 y\r m9d & full ( an unqu5*able sorr[ 9 y\r he>t1 ,o yes6 att5d to x1 = y are n yet begun to be :at ,god w\ld h y to be4 ,dr4 ,newman1 ) all 8 mi/akes & all 8 faults1 0 a ma/] 9 two ?+s3 8 own he>t & ! ,engli% language4 ,& 9 writ+ home to 8 "m a confid5tial lett] f college on 8 bir?day1 he confides to h] t he (t5 '%udd]s at himself4' ',no1' he answ]$ to 8 "m's fe>s & advices ab\t food & air & ex]cise3 ',no1 ,i am nei!r n]v\s1 nor 9 ill-heal?1 nor d ,i /udy too mu*4 ,i am nei!r melan*oly1 nor morose1 nor au/]e1 nor di/ant1 nor res]v$1 nor sull54 ,i am always *e]ful1 ready & eag] to jo9 9 any m]rim5t4 ,i am n cl\d$ ) sadness1 nor abs5t 9 m9d1 nor defici5t 9 action4 ,no2 take me :5 ,i am mo/ fooli% at home & ext5d mir? into *ildi%ness2 yet all ! "t ,i am %udd]+ at myself4' ,!re spake ! future au?or ( ! immortal s]mons4 ,!re spake a m9d & a he>t t h deep5$ ! m9ds & ! he>ts ( ,*ri/ian m5 m ?an any o!r influ5ce ( ! c5tury2 a m9d & a he>t1 moreov]1 t w %9e & beat 9 our be/ lit]ature & 9 our deepe/ devotion = c5turies to come4 ,y mu/ all "k by ?is "t ano!r classical passage f ! p5 ( ano!r spiritual g5ius 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 t greatly gift$ *ur*4 ,let me repeat x to illu/rate h[ sob]-m9d$ness & great sorr[ ( he>t always come to ! be/ ( m54 ',let any man consid] t if ! _w knew all t ( him :i* he kn[s ( himself2 if !y saw :at vanity & :at passions gov]n 8 inside1 & :at secret temp]s sully & corrupt 8 be/ actions2 & he w\ld h no m pret5ce to be hon\r$ & admir$ = 8 goodness & wisdom ?an a rott5 & di/emp]$ body is to be lov$ & admir$ = its beauty & comel9ess4 ,&1 p]haps1 !re are v few p 9 ! _w :o w\ld n r *oose to die ?an to h all _! secret follies1 ! errors ( _! judgm5ts1 ! vanity ( _! m9ds1 ! fals5ess ( _! pret5ces1 ! frequ5cy ( _! va9 & disord]ly passions1 _! uneas9esses1 hatr$s1 envies1 & vexations made kn[n to ! _w4 ,& %all pride be ent]ta9$ 9 a he>t ?us consci\s ( its own mis]able behavi\r8' ,no wond] t ,mr4 ,prywell 0 sob]-m9d$6 ,no wond] t ,dr4 ,newman %udd]$ at himself6 ,& no wond] t ,william ,law *ose /rangl+ & ! pond r ?an t any o!r man %\ld see :at w5t on 9 8 he>t6 #e4 ,& z if all t 7 n en\gh1 & m ?an en\gh1 to comm5d ,mr4 ,prywell to u--to our tru/1 to our confid5ce1 & to our imitation--8 royal c]tificate cont9ues1 ',"o t looks into ! v bottom ( matt]s1 & talks no?+ ( news1 b by v solid argum5ts4' ,! v bottom ( matt]s--t is1 ! v bottom ( 8 own & o!r m5's he>ts4 ,mr4 ,prywell c\nts no?+ else wor? a wise man's look+ at4 ,let fools & *ildr5 look at ! pa9t$ & deceitful surface ( ?+s1 b let m51 m5 ( matt]s1 & especially m5 ( div9e matt]s1 look only at _! own & o!r m5's he>ts4 ,! v bottom ( all matt]s is !re4 ,all w>s1 all policies1 all debates1 all disputes1 all good & all evil c\nsels1 all ! mu* weal & all ! multitud9\s woe ( ,mans\l--all h _! bottom 9 ! he>t2 9 ! he>t ( ,god1 or 9 ! he>t ( man1 or 9 ! he>t ( ! devil4 ,! he>t is ! root ( absolutely e matt] to ,mr4 ,prywell4 ,he w\ld n wa/e "o h\r ( any day1 or "o wat* ( any night1 on any?+ else4 ,& x 0 ?is t made him bo? ! extraord9>ily successful sc\t he 01 & ! extraord9>ily sob] & ?\ghtful & judici\s man he 04 ,o yes1 my bre?r51 ! bottom ( matt]s1 :5 y take to x1 w "w ! same *ange 9 y4 ',two ?+s1' says "o :o _h long look$ at 8 own matt]s ) ,mr4 ,prywell's eyes--'two ?+s1 ,o ,"l1 ,i recognise 9 myself3 nature1 :i* ,?\ ha/ made1 & s91 :i* ,i h add$4' ,my bre?r51 t recognition1 t discov]y 9 y\rselves1 :5 x comes to y1 w sob] y z x has sob]$ s _m m5 be=e y3 :5 x comes to y1 t is1 ab\t y\rselves4 ,t discov]y made 9 y\rselves w make y deep-?9k+ m54 ,x w make common m5 & unle>n$ m5 among y to be philosoph]s & !ologians & sa9ts4 ,x w "w 9 y a ?\ghtfulness1 a s]i\sness1 a dep?1 an awe1 a holy fe>1 & a great desire t w already h made y new creatures4 ,:51 9 exam9+ y\rselves & 9 *>act]is+ y\rselves1 y come on :at "s cle>- ey$ m5 h come on 9 !mselves1 & :at "o ( !m has describ$ z '! diabolical animus ( ! human m9d'--:5 y make t discov]y 9 y\rselves1 t w sob] y1 t w humble y & fill y full ( remorse & compunction4 ,& if 9 ,god's grace to y1 t 7 to beg9 to be wr\ght 9 y ?is week1 !re w\ld be "o1 at any rate1 eat+ ( t bread next ,"l's day1 & dr9k+ ( t cup z ,god w\ld h x4 #f4 ',a man t is no tattl]1 nor rais] ( false reports1 & t talks no?+ ( news1 b by v solid argum5ts4' ,mr4 ,prywell 0 m tak5 up ) 8 own matt]s at home1 f> m ?an ! greate/ busybodies are ) o!r m5's matt]s abroad4 ,8 "n1 ,i fe>1 w /ill s\nd some:at ill 9 y\r e>s1 b ,i c assure y all ! ill = y lies 9 ! s\nd4 ,mr4 ,prywell w\ld n hurt a hair ( y\r head3 ! tru? is1 he does n "k :e!r !re is a hair on y\r head or no4 ,?is man's "n comes to him & /icks to him1 n because he pries into y\r affairs1 = he does n1 & nev] did1 b because he is s drawn d[n into 8 own4 ,mr4 ,prywell has no eye = y\r w9d[s & he has no e> = y\r doors4 ,if y\r s]vant is a leaky slave1 ,prywell1 ( all y\r neighb\rs1 has no e> = 8 idle tales4 ,?is man is no eavesdropp]2 y\r evil secrets h only a sob]+ & a sadd5+ & a sil5c+ effect ^u him4 ,y\r h\se might be full ( skeletons = any?+ he w\ld ev] discov] or rememb]4 ,! beam 9 8 own eye is s big t he _c see pa/ x to speak ab\t y\r small mote4 ',! inw>d ,*ri/ian1' says ,a ,kempis1 'pref]re? ! c>e ( himself be=e all o!r c>es4 ,he t dilig5tly att5de? to himself c easily keep sil5ce conc]n+ o!r m54 ,if ?\ att5de/ unto ,god & unto ?yself1 ?\ wilt be b little mov$ ) :at ?\ see/ abroad4' ,at ! same "t1 ,mr4 ,prywell 0 no fool1 & no c[>d1 & no hoodw9k$ witness4 ,he c\ld tell 8 tale1 :5 x 0 dem&$ ( him1 ) su* tru?1 & ) su* punctuality1 & on su* ample gr\nds1 t a conviction ( ! tru? in/antly fell on all :o he>d him4 ',sirs1' said ^? :o he>d him break sil5ce1 'x is n irrational = u to believe x1' ) su* solid argum5ts & ) su* an abs5ce ( m]e suspicion & ( all idle tales did he speak4 ,on "o occasion1 on a m]e 'inkl+1' he woke up ! gu>d2 only1 x 0 s true an inkl+ t x sav$ ! city4 ,b ,i _c foll[ ,mr4 ,prywell any fur!r to-night4 ,h[ he w5t up & d[n ,mans\l li/5+2 h[ he kept 8 eyes & 8 e>s bo? %ut & op52 :at spl5did s]vices he p]=m$ 9 ! progress1 & specially t[>d ! end1 ( ! w>2 h[ ! ?anks ( ! city 7 vot$ to him2 h[ he 0 made ,sc\tma/]- g5]al = ! good ( ! t[n ( ,mans\l1 & ! great consci5ce & good fidelity ) :i* he manag$ t great tru/--all t y w read = y\rselves "u ?is m>g9al index1 ',! /ory ( ,mr4 ,prywell4' ,n[1 my bre?r51 z ! outcome ( all t1 we mu/ all exam9e ourselves z be=e ,god all ?is week4 ,we mu/ wait on ,8 ^w & on ,8 provid5ces :ile !y exam9e u all ?is week4 ,we mu/ pry well into ourselves all ?is week4 ,come1 let u compel ourselves to d x4 ,let u se>* & try our ways all ?is week z we %all give an acc\nt4 ,let u ask ourselves h[ _m ,communion tables we h sat at1 & at h[ _m m we are likely to sit4 ,let u ask :y x is t we h got s little good out ( all our ,communions4 ,let u ask :o is to blame = t1 & :]e ! blame lies4 ,let u g to ! bottom ( matt]s ) ourselves1 & compel ourselves to say j :at x is t is ! cause ( ,god's controv]sy ) u4 ,:at v[1 :at solemn promise1 made :5 tr\ble 0 ^u u1 h we completely ca/ beh9d our back8 ,:at ab\t secret pray]8 ,at :at times1 = :at ?+s1 & = :at p d we 9 secret pray8 ,:at ab\t secret s98 ,:at is its "n1 & :at does x des]ve1 & :at fruit are we already reap+ out ( x8 ,:at is our besett+ s91 & :at /eps d we take1 z ,god kn[s1 to crucify x8 ,d we love money too mu*8 ,d we love praise too mu*8 ,d we love eat+ & dr9k+ too mu*8 ,does envy make our he>t a v hell8 ,let u "n ! man we envy1 & let u keep our ,communion eye ^u him4 ,let u mix 8 "n ) all ! psalms & pray]s & s]mons ( ?is ,communion season4 ,or is x diabolical ill-w8 ,or is x a wick$ tongue aga9/ an unsuspect+ fri5d8 ,let u exam9e ourselves z ,paul did1 z ,prywell did1 & z ,god w\ld h u d x1 & we %all discov] ?+s 9 ourselves s bad t if ,i 7 to put words on !m to-night1 y w\ld /op y\r e>s 9 horror & flee out ( ! *ur*4 ,let a man see himself at lea/ z o!rs see him2 & !n he w be l$ on f t to see himself z ,god sees him2 & !n he w judge himself s sev]ely z t he %all n ne$ to be judg$ at ! ,judgm5t ,day1 & w condemn himself s suffici5tly z t he %all n be condemn$ ) a condemn$ _w at ! la/4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi--,,"y ,,capta9 ,,self-,,d5ial ',if any man w come aft] ,me1 let him d5y himself & take up 8 cross daily & foll[ ,me4'--,our ,"l4 ',n[ ! siege 0 long1 & _m a fi]ce attempt did ! enemy make ^u ! t[n1 & _m a %rewd bru% did "s ( ! t[nsm5 meet ) f ! enemy1 especially ,capta9 ,self-d5ial1 to ^: c>e bo? ,e>- gate & ,eye-gate _h be5 intru/$4 ,?is ,capta9 ,self-d5ial 0 a "y man1 b /\t1 & a t[nsman 9 ,mans\l4 ,?is "y capta91 !re=e1 be+ a h>dy man1 & a man ( great c\rage to boot1 & will+ to v5ture himself = ! good ( ! t[n1 he w\ld n[ & !n sally out ^u ! enemy2 b y mu/ ?9k ?is c\ld n easily be done1 b he mu/ meet ) "s %>p bru%es himself1 &1 inde$1 he c>ri$ sev]al ( su* m>ks on 8 face1 yea1 & "s on "s o!r p>ts ( 8 body4' ,?us1 ,bunyan4 ,i %all n[ g on to-night to (f] y "s annotations & "s reflections on ?is %ort b excell5t hi/ory ( "y ,capta9 ,self-d5ial4 #a4 ,well1 to beg9 )1 ?is ,capta9 ,self-d5ial 0 /ill a "y man4 ',&1 n[1 x comes into my m9d1 said ,goodman ,ga9s aft] supp]1 ,i w tell y a /ory well wor? ! he>+1 z ,i ?9k4 ,!re 7 two m5 once ^u a "t t w5t on pilgrimage2 ! "o began :5 he 0 "y & ! o!r began :5 he 0 old4 ,! "y man _h /rong corruptions to grapple )1 :]eas ! old man's corruptions 7 decay$ ) ! decays ( nature4 ,! "y man trod 8 /eps z ev5 z did ! old "o1 & 0 e way z light z he2 :o1 n[1 or :i* ( !m1 _h _! graces %9+ cle>e/1 s9ce bo? seem$ to be alike8 ,:y1 ! "y man's1 d\btless1 answ]$ ,mr4 ,hone/4 ,= t :i* heads aga9/ ! greate/ opposition gives be/ demon/ration t x is /ronge/4 ,a "y man1 !re=e1 has ! advantage ( ! faire/ discov]y ( a "w ( grace )9 him4 ,& ?us !y sat talk+ till ! break ( day4' ,n[1 ,i h tak5 up ,capta9 ,self-d5ial to-night because ! "y m5 & ,i are to beg9 a /udy to-night to :i* ,i 0 fir/ attract$ because x taught me lessons ab\t myself1 & ab\t self-d5ial1 & ?us ab\t bo? a "y man's & an old man's deepe/ & mo/ p]si/5t corruptions--lessons su* z ,i h nev] be5 taught 9 any o!r s*ool4 ,9 all my philosophical1 !ological1 moral1 & exp]im5tal read+1 s to describe x1 ,i h nev] met ) any s*ool ( au?ors = "o mom5t to be comp>$ ) ! great evangelical my/ics1 especially :5 !y treat ( self1 self-love1 self-d5ial1 ! daily cross1 & all su*like lessons4 ,take ! great doctr9al & exp]im5tal ,puritans1 su* z ,john ,ow51 ,?omas ,goodw91 ,ri*>d ,baxt]1 ,john ,h[e1 & ,jona?an ,edw>ds1 & add on to !m ! greate/ & be/ my/ics1 su* z ,jacob ,behm51 ,?omas ,a ,kempis1 ,francis ,f5elon1 ,j]emy ,taylor1 ,samuel ,ru!r=d1 ,rob]t ,leighton1 & ,william ,law1 & y w h ! pr(\nde/1 ! mo/ complete1 ! mo/ p]fect1 &1 ,i w add1 ! mo/ fasc9at+ & en?rall+ ( spiritual tea*+ 9 all ! _w4 ,& ,i w be bold en\gh to promise y t if y w b jo9 our ,"y ,m5's ,class to-night1 & w buy & read our my/ical books1 & w resolve to put 9 practice :at y he> & read 9 ! class1 ,i w promise y1 ,i say1 t by ! end ( our %ort session y w n only be t5 times m op5 & hospitably-m9d$ m51 b also t5 times m spiritually-m9d$ m51 t5 times m ,*ri/-l m51 & ) y\r joy 9 ,*ri/ & ,8 joy 9 y all b full4 #b4 ,! ,capta9 ,self-d5ial 0 a "y man1 & he 0 also a t[nsman 9 ,mans\l4 ,"y ,self-d5ial & "o o!r 7 all ( ,emmanuel's capta9s :o 7 t[nsm5 9 ,mans\l4 ,all 8 o!r capta9s ,emmanuel _h br\ght ) him2 b ! ,capta9s ,self-d5ial & ,exp]i5ce 7 bo? born & re>$ to _! full manhood 9 t besieg$ city4 ',a t[nsman4' ,h[ mu* !re is = u all 9 t "o ^w6 ,h[ mu* in/ruction6 ,h[ mu* enc\ragem5t6 ,h[ mu* caution & correction6 ,our greate/ grace2 our mo/ ess5tial & indisp5sable grace2 our mo/ exp]im5tal & evid5tial grace2 t grace1 inde$1 )\t :i* all our o!r graces are b speci\s %[s & pa9t$ surfaces ( graces2 t grace into :i* our ,"l "h ga!rs up all our o!r graces2--t greate/ ( graces _c be imput$1 import$1 or introduc$2 x mu/ be born1 br$1 ex]cis$1 re>$ up to its full maturity1 & s5t =? to fight & to conqu]1 & all )9 ! walls ( its own native t[n2 9 %ort1 our self-d5ial mu/ h its beg9n+ & middle & end 9 our own he>t4 ,ant9omians !re 71 z our ,puritan fa!rs nicknam$ all ^? p]sons :o glorifi$ ,*ri/ by lett+ ,him d all ?+s = !m1 bo? ,8 own ?+s & _! ?+s too1 bo? _! ju/ification & _! sanctification too4 ,& !re are _m good b ill-in/ruct$ m5 among ourselves :o h j ?is ta9t ( t old h]esy cleav+ to !m /ill--?is ta9t1 namely1 t !y are tempt$ to c>ry ov] ! surety%ip & sub/itution>y "w ( ,*ri/ into su* regions1 & to c>ry x to su* l5g?s 9 ^? regions1 z1 practically1 to make ,*ri/ to m9i/] to _! s(t & s9ful liv+1 & to _! excuse & indulg5ce ( !mselves4 ,i w put x squ>ely & pla9ly to "s ( my v be/ fri5ds "h to-night4 ,is x n ! case1 n[1 t y d n l ?is direction into :i* ?is text1 & ! tru? ( ?is text1 are n[ travell+8 ,is x n s t y %ift back 9 y\r seat f ! approa*+ cross8 ,is x n ! v & actual fact t y h secret ways ( s91 secret habits ( self-indulg5ce 9 y\r body & 9 y\r s\l1 9 y\r m9d & 9 y\r he>t1 secret s9s t y mantle ov] ) ! robe ( ,*ri/'s righte\sness8 ,8 spotless & imput$ righte\sness8 ,9 y\r pres5t temp] y w\ld h dislik$ deeply ! ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt _h y he>d x2 & ,i see y %ak+ y\r head ov] y\r ,sabba?-day d9n] at ?is text :5 x 0 fir/ spok54 ,lay ?is d[n = a law1 all my bre?r51--a ,new ,te/am5t & a nev]-to-be-abrogat$ law1--t ! be/ & ! safe/ religion = y is t way ( religion t is h>de/ on y\r pride1 on y\r self-importance1 on y\r self-e/eem1 z well z on y\r purse & on y\r belly4 ,y are n likely to err by practis+ too mu* ( ! cross4 ,y may v well h too mu* ( ! cross ( ,*ri/ prea*$ to y1 & too little ( y\r own4 ,:y6 did n ,*ri/ die = me8 y indignantly say4 ,yes2 s ,he did4 ,b only t y might die too4 ,he 0 crucifi$1 & s mu/ y be crucifi$ e day be=e "o s+le drop ( ,8 s9-aton+ blood %all ev] be wa/$ on ,y4 ,be n deceiv$3 ! cross is n mock$2 = only z a man nails himself1 body & s\l1 to ! cross e day %all he ev] be sav$ f s9 & dea? & hell by means ( x4 ,&1 exactly z a man d5ies himself--no m & no less--8 appetites1 8 passions1 8 ?\ghts & words & de$s1 e day & e h\r ( e day1 j s mu* %all ,he :o se>*es our he>ts & sees u 9 secret1 ackn[l$ge u1 bo? e day n[1 & at ! la/ day ( all4 #c4 ,?is same ,capta9 ,self-d5ial1 8 hi/ory goes on1 0 /\t1 he 0 an h>dy man also1 & a man ( great c\rage4 ,/\t & h>dy & ( great c\rage at home1 t is2 9 8 own m9d & he>t1 s\l & body1 t is4 ,"y ,capta9 ,self-d5ial 0 a p]fect h]o at say+ ,no6 & at say+ ,no6 to himself4 ,x is a prov]b t !re is no?+ s difficult z to say t monosyllable4 ,& ! prov]b is ,scripture tru? if y try to say ,no6 to y\rself4 ,x takes ! v /\te/ ( he>ts1 ! mo/ noble1 ! mo/ manly1 ! mo/ soldi]ly1 & ! mo/ sa9tly ( he>ts to say ,no6 to itself1 & to keep on say+ ,no6 to itself to ! bitt] end ( e trial & temptation & opportunity4 ,i rememb] read+ long ago a page or two ( a m$ical man's di>y4 ,& 9 x he made a confession & an appeal ,i h nev] =got2 ?\gh1 to my loss1 ,i h n always act$ ^u x4 ,he said t = _m ye>s he _h nev] be5 entirely well4 ,he _h con/ant heada*es & depressions1 & x 0 seldom t he 0 n to "s ext5t out ( sorts4 ,b1 all ! "t1 he _h a %rewd guess )9 himself z to :at 0 ! matt] ) him4 ,he felt a%am$ to confess x ev5 to himself t he ov]-ate himself e day at table2 till1 at la/1 summon+ up all div9e & human help1 he det]m9$ t1 h[ev] hungry he 01 & h[ev] sav\ry ! di% 01 & h[ev] excell5t ! w9e 01 he w\ld nev] ei!r ask = or accept a second help+4 ,& ?is 0 8 te/imony1 t f t /\t & h>dy day he grew bett] 9 heal? daily2 'my head became cle>1 my eye bright1 my complexion pure1 my m9d & feel+s 7 r$eem$ f all cl\ds & depressions4 ,& to-day ,i am a y\ng] man at fifty ?an ,i 0 at ?irty4' ,n[1 if j say+ ,no6 to himself & to ! wait] at table did "w su* a new bir? 9 a confirm$ g\rm& ( middle life1 :at w\ld x n h wr\ght = him _h he c>ri$ 8 answ] /\tly & c\rage\sly ?r\gh all ! o!r p>ts ( 8 body & s\l8--z p]haps he did4 ,p]haps1 hav+ ta/$ ! sweet beg9n+s ( salvation1 he c>ri$ 8 %ort & sure regim5 ?r\gh4 ,if he has done s1 let him give u 8 full autobiography4 ,:at a bless$1 :at a priceless book x w\ld be6 #d4 ,/\t ,capta9 ,self-d5ial 0 comm&$ to beg9 8 life z an (fic] 9 ,emmanuel's army by tak+ especial wat* ov] ,e>-gate & ,eye- gate2 & at our la/ acc\nts ( our ab/emi\s doctor he _h only got ! l5g? ( ,m\?-gate4 ,b hav+ begun s well ) ^? ?ree great outpo/s ( ! s\l1 if ^? two tru/y (fic]s only held on1 & play$ ! man c\rage\sly en\gh1 !y w\ld soon be promot$ to /ill m important1 /ill m c5tral1 &1 if m difficult & dang]\s1 !n also mu* m hon\rable & remun]ative po/s4 ,appetite1 deep & deadly z its evils are1 is1 aft] all1 only an outwork ( ! s\l2 & ! same %>p knife t ! epicure & ! sot 9 all _! /ages mu/ put to _! ?roat1 t same knife mu/ be made to draw blood 9 all p>ts ( _! m9d & _! he>t1 9 _! w & 9 _! imag9ation1 till a p]fect *orus ( self-d5ials r+s l noble/ m>tial music ?r\gh all ! gates1 & /reets1 & =tresses1 & /rongholds1 & v palaces & temples ( ! s\l4 ,i %all "h /& aside & let ! greate/ ( ! ,engli% my/ics speak to y on ?is pres5t po9t4 ',:5 we speak ( self-d5ial1' he says1 9 8 ,*ri/ian ,p]fection1 'we are apt to conf9e x to eat+ & dr9k+3 b we ought to consid] t1 ?\gh a /rict temp]ance be necess>y 9 ^! ?+s1 yet t ^! are ! easie/ & ! smalle/ in/ances ( self-d5ial4 ,pride1 vanity1 self-love1 covet\sness1 envy1 & o!r incl9ations ( ! l nature call = a m con/ant & a m wat*ful self-d5ial ?an ! appetites ( hung] & ?ir/4 ,& till we ent] into ?is c\rse ( univ]sal self- d5ial we %all make no progress 9 real piety1 b our lives w be a ridicul\s mixture ( ,i "k n :at2 sob] & covet\s1 pr\d & dev\t1 temp]ate & va91 regul> 9 our =ms ( devotion & irregul> 9 all our passions1 circumspect 9 little modes ( behavi\r & c>eless & neglig5t ( temp]s ! mo/ ess5tial to piety4 ,& ?us x w necess>ily be ) u till we lay ! axe to ! root ( ! tree1 till we d5y & r5\nce ! :ole corruption ( our nature1 & resign ourselves up entirely to ! ,_s ( ,god1 to ?9k & speak & act by ! wisdom & ! purity ( religion4' #e4 ,/\t z ,capta9 ,self-d5ial 01 & notable al>ms & "s brisk execution z he did ^u ! enemy1 yet he mu/ meet ) "s bru%es himself2 inde$1 he c>ri$ sev]al ( ! m>ks ( su* bru%es on 8 face z well z on "s o!r p>ts ( 8 body4 ,if ,i _h read 9 8 hi/ory t ,"y ,capta9 ,self-d5ial _h left 8 m>k ^u 8 enemies1 ,i w\ld h said1 ,well done1 & ,i w\ld h add$ t ,i always expect$ z mu*4 ,b x is f> m to my purpose to read t he _h n always got himself (f )\t w\nds t left la/+ sc>s bo? :]e !y 7 se5 ( all1 & :]e !y 7 se5 & felt only by ,self-d5ial himself4 ,& n ,self-d5ial only1 b ev5 ,paul1 9 our fle%1 & ) l passions ) u1 _h ! same exp]i5ce & has left u ! same record4 ',i keep my body "u'3 s our emasculat$ ,engli% v]sion makes u read x4 ,b ! visual image 9 ! ma/]ly orig9al ,greek is n s mealy-m\!d4 ,i box & buffet myself day & night1 says ,paul4 ,i play ! trucul5t tyrant ov] a lewd & lazy slave4 ,i hit myself bl9d+ bl[s on my t5d]e/ "p4 ,i am a%am$ to look at myself 9 ! glass1 = all "u my eyes ,i am black & blue4 ,if ,david1 aft] ! matt] ( ,uriah1 _h done t to himself1 & ev5 m ?an t1 we w\ld n h wond]$2 we w\ld h expect$ x1 & we w\ld h said1 ,x is no m ?an we w\ld h done ourselves4 ,b t a spotless1 g5tle1 noble s\l l ,paul %\ld s h mangl$ himself1--t q dumf\nd]s u4 ,if ,paul1 !n1 :o1 t\*+ ! righte\sness :i* is 9 ! law1 0 blameless1 _h to h&le himself 9 t mann] 9 ord] to keep himself blameless1 %all any "y man "h hope to escape temptation )\t su* bl[s at himself z %all leave _! m>k on him all 8 days8 ,nay1 n only s1 b aft] ,self-d5ial _h ?us ex]cis$ himself & subdu$ himself1 /ill 8 enemy sometimes got su* an advantage ov] him z left him z 8 hi/ory "h describes him4 ,all :i* is surely full ( ! mo/ excell5t he>t5+ to all :o read1 9 e>ne/ & = an example1 8 f9e hi/ory4 #f4 ,! la/ & cr[n+ exploit ( our mat*less capta9 0 to capture1 & execute1 & qu>t]1 & hang up on a gall[s at ! m>ket- cross1 ! head & ! h&s & ! feet ( 8 olde/1 mo/ sworn1 & mo/ deadly enemy1 "o ,self-love4 ,s /\t & s insuff]able 0 our capta9 9 ! matt] ( ,self-love t :5 x 0 propos$ by "s ( 8 _m influ5tial fri5ds & high-9-place relations 9 ! city t ! judgm5t ( ! c\rt-m>tial on ,self-love %\ld be def]r$1 our /\t soldi] ) ! cuts on 8 face & 9 "s o!r p>ts ( 8 body /ood up1 & said t ! city & ! army mu/ make up _! m9d ei!r to relieve him ( 8 sword1 hack$ & brok5 (f z x 01 or else to execute ! law ^u ,self-love on ! spot4 ,i w lay d[n my commission ?is v day1 he said1 ) an extraord9>y indignation4 ,_m ri* m5 9 ! city1 & _m m5 deep 9 ! ,k+'s s]vice1 mutt]$ mut9\s ?+s :5 _! ne> relative 0 hurri$ to ! op5 cause-way1 b by t "t ! soldi]s ( ,self-d5ial's company _h bra9$ ,self-love ) ! butts ( _! muskets4 ,& x 0 ! /& t our capta9 made 9 ! matt] ( ,self-love t at la/ lift$ ! "y soldi] :]e _m _h felt he %\ld h be5 lift$ long ago4 ,f t day he 0 made a "l1 a milit>y pe]1 & an advis] ( ! cr[n & ! cr[n (fic]s 9 all ! deepe/ c\nsels conc]n+ ,mans\l4 ,only1 ) ! cloak & ! coronet ( ,self-d5ial ! pres5t hi/ory all b comes to an end4 ,=1 be=e ! outca/ rema9s ( ,self- love _h m\ld]$ to _! du/ on ! city gate1 ! ,k+'s *>iot _h desc5d$ into ! /reet1 _h asc5d$ up to ! palace at ! head ( ! /reet1 & a new age ( ! city life _h begun1 ! full hi/ory ( :i* has yet to be told4 ,rema9 beh9d1 !n1 & beg9 ) u to-night1 all y "y m54 ,y _c beg9 ?is lifelong /udy & ?is lifelong pursuit ( self-d5ial too e>ly4 ,=1 ev5 if y beg9 to read our books & to practise our discipl9e 9 y\r v boyhood1 :5 y are old m5 & v sa9ts ( ,god y w feel t y\r self-love is /ill s full ( life & p[]1 t y\r self-d5ial has sc>cely begun4 ,ah1 me6 m53 bo? old & "y m54 ,ah1 me6 :at a life's task set u ( ,god x is to make u a new he>t1 to cleanse out an unclean he>t1 to lay 9 ! du/ a pr\d he>t1 & to keep a he>t at all times1 & 9 all places1 & t[>d all p1 ) all dilig5ce6 ,:o is suffici5t = ^! ?+s8 ',n[ 0 ,*ri/ian some:at 9 a maze4 ,b at la/1 :5 e man />t$ back = fe>1 ,*ri/ian saw a man ( a v /\t c\nt5ance come up to him t sat !re ) ! inkhorn to write1 say+1 ,set d[n my "n1 sir6 ,at :i* !re 0 a pleasant voice he>d f ^? t 7 )91 ev5 ( ^? :o walk$ ^u ! top ( t place1 say+1 ,come 91 come 93 ,et]nal glory ?\ %alt w94 ,!n ,*ri/ian smil$1 & said3 ,i ?9k1 v]ily1 t ,i "k ! mean+ ( all ?is n[4' ,,*apt] ,,xvii--,,five ,,pickt ,,m5 ',i took wise m5 & kn[n & made !m capta9s4'--,moses4 ,john ,bunyan nev] lo/ 8 e>ly love = a soldi]'s life any m ?an he ev] =got ! r>e delights ( 8 bell-r++ days4 ,john ,bunyan1 all 8 days1 nev] saw a bell-rope t 8 f+]s did n t+le1 & he nev] saw a soldi] 9 uni=m )\t in/9ctively %\ld]+ 8 y\?ful musket4 ,bunyan 0 "o ( ^? r>e m5 :o are ( imag9ation all compact2 & consequ5tly x is t all 8 books are full ( ! sc5es1 ! occupations1 & ! exp]i5ces ( 8 e>ly days4 ,n t he says v mu*1 9 z _m words1 ab\t :at happ5$ to him 9 ! days :5 he 0 a soldi]2 x is only once 9 all 8 _m books t he says t :5 he 0 a soldi] su* & su* a ?+ happ5$ to him4 ,at ! same "t1 all 8 books be> ! impress ( 8 e>ly days ^u !m2 & z = ?is special book ( ,bunyan's n[ op5 be=e u1 x is full f bo>d to bo>d ( ! /rife & ! d9 ( 8 e>ly battles4 ,! ,holy ,w> is j ,john ,bunyan's soldi]ly life spiritualis$--spiritualis$ & s work$ up into ?is f9e ,engli% ,classic4 ,well1 !n1 aft] ,mans\l 0 tak5 & r$uc$1 ! victori\s ,pr9ce det]m9$ s to occupy ! t[n ) ,8 soldi]s t x %\ld nev] aga9 ei!r be tak5 by =ce f )\t1 or ev] aga9 revolt by weakness or by fe> f )94 ,& ) ?is view ,he *ose out five ( ,8 be/ capta9s--,my five pickt m51 ,he always call$ !m--& plac$ ^? five capta9s & _! ?\s&s "u !m 9 ! /rongholds ( ! t[n4 ,on ! m>g9 ( ?is page our v]satile au?or speaks ( t /ep ( ,emmanuel's 9 ! language ( a philosoph]1 a morali/1 & a div9e4 ',five graces1' he says1 'pickt out ( an abundance ( common virtues4' ,?is summ+-up s5t5ce /&s on 8 /iff & dry m>g94 ,b 9 ! ri* & liv+ fl[ ( ! text itself our au?or goes on writ+ l ! man ( g5ius he is4 ,) all ! w>m? & col\r & dramatic movem5t ( :i* ?is :ole book is full1 ?is great writ] goes on to set ^? five *oice capta9s ( our salvation be=e u 9 a way t we %all nev] =get4 #a4 ',! fir/ 0 t fam\s capta91 ! noble ,capta9 ,cr$5ce4 ,8 7 ! r$ col\rs1 & ,mr4 ,promise b>e !m4 ,& = a scut*eon he _h ! ,holy ,lamb & ! gold5 %ield2 & he _h t5 ?\s& m5 at 8 feet4' ,n[1 ?is same ,capta9 ,cr$5ce f fir/ to la/ ( ! w> always l$ ! van bo? )9 & ar\nd ,mans\l4 ,9 ord9>y & peaceful days2 9 days ( truce & p>ley2 :5 ! opposite armies 7 laid up 9 _! w9t] qu>t]s1 or 71 = any cause1 drawn (f f "o ano!r1 "s ( ! o!r capta9s might be m 9 evid5ce4 ,b 9 e exploit to be call$ an exploit2 9 e s+le ent]prise ( dang]2 :5 any new position 0 to be tak5 up1 or any =lorn hope 0 to be l$1 !re1 9 ! v van ( lab\r & ( dang]1 0 sure to be se5 ,capta9 ,cr$5ce ) 8 blood-r$ col\rs 9 8 own h&4 ,y und]/& y\r ,bunyan by ?is "t1 my bre?r58 ,capta9 ,cr$5ce1 y\r little boy at s*ool w tell y1 is j ! soldi]-l fai? ( y\r sanctification4 ,cr$o1 he w tell y1 is ',i believe'2 x is to h fai? 9 ,god & 9 ! ^w ( ,god4 ,y w borr[ y\r ,lat9 f y\r little boy1 & !n y w pay him back by tell+ him h[ ,capta9 ,cr$5ce has always l$ ! van 9 y\r s\l4 ,y w tell him & %[ him :at a wond]ful writ] on ! ?+s ( ! s\l ,john ,bunyan is1 till y make ,john ,bunyan "o ( y\r son's *oice/ au?ors = all 8 days4 ,y w d ?is if y w tell him h[ & :5 ?is same ,capta9 ,cr$5ce ) 8 crimson col\rs fir/ l$ ! van 9 y\r salvation4 ,y w tell him ?is ) m & m dep? & m & m pla9ness z ye> aft] ye> he reads 8 ,holy ,w>1 & bett] & bett] und]/&s x1 till he has _h x all fulfill$ 9 himself z a pickt capta9 & good soldi] ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,y w tell him ab\t y\rself1 till1 at ?is =lorn hope 9 8 own life1 & at t s\nd$ advance1 9 "s new provid5ce & 9 "s new duty2 9 ?is comm&$ attack on an inw>dly entr5*$ enemy1 & 9 t resolute assault on "s battlem5t ( evil habit1 he recollects 8 noble1 confid+1 & lov+ fa!r & plays ! man aga91 & t all ! m if only = 8 fa!r's sake4 ,ask y\r son :at he kn[s & :at y d n "k1 & !n z long z 8 he>t & 8 e> are op5 tell him :at y "k & :at y h by fai? come ?r\gh1 & t w be a priceless possession to him1 especially :5 he is put 9 possession ( x by y4 ,well on t[>d ! end ( ! w>1 ! ,capta9 ,cr$5ce _h s acquitt$ himself t he 0 summon$ "o day to ! ,pr9ce's qu>t]s1 :5 ! foll[+ colloquy ensu$3 ',:at ha? my ,"l to say to ,8 s]vant8' ,& !n1 aft] a sign or two ( fav\r1 x 0 said to him3 ',i h made !e lieut5ant ov] all ! =ces 9 ,mans\l2 s t1 f ?is day =w>d1 all m5 9 ,mans\l %all be at ?y ^w2 & ?\ %alt be he t %all lead 9 & t %all lead out ,mans\l4 ,& at ?y comm& %all all ! re/ ( ! capta9s be4' ,my bre?r51 y w h ! :ole key to all t 9 y\rselves if ?is same w> has gone ?is l5g? 9 y4 ,fai?1 y\r fai? 9 ,god1 & 9 ! ^w ( ,god1 w1 z ?is inw>d w> goes on1 n only lead ! van 9 y\r he>t & 9 y\r life1 b j because y\r fai? s leads 9 all ?+s1 & is s fitt$ to lead 9 all ?+s1 x w at la/ be lift$ up & set ov] y\r s\l1 & all ! ?+s ( y\r s\l1 till no?+ %all be done 9 any ( ! /reets1 or gates1 or walls !re( t fai? 9 ,god & 9 ,8 ^w does n fir/ all[ & admit4 ,& !n1 :5 x has come to t )9 y1 t is ! be/ m9d1 t is ! safe/1 ! happie/1 & ! mo/ heav5ly m9d t y c atta9 to 9 ?is pres5t life2 & :5 fai? %all ?us lead & rule ov] all ?+s 9 ?y s\l1 be ?\ always ready1 = ?y spe$y translation to a /ill bett] life is j at ! door4 #b4 ',! second 0 t fam\s capta91 ,good-hope4 ,8 7 ! blue col\rs4 ,8 /&>d-be>] 0 ,mr4 ,expectation1 & = a scut*eon he _h ?ree gold5 an*ors2 & he _h t5 ?\s& m5 at 8 feet4' ,! "t 01 my bre?r51 :5 all y\r hopes & m9e 7 z yet an*or$ )\t ! veil4 ,b all t is n[ *ang$4 ,we /ill hope1 9 a mild k9d ( way1 = ?is ?+ & = t 9 ?is pres5t life2 b only 9 a mild k9d ( way4 ,x w\ld n be "r 9 u n to look =w>d1 say1 f spr+-"t to summ]1 & f summ] to h>ve/4 ,if ! husb&man _h n hope 9 ! =m] & 9 ! latt] ra9 he w\ld n s[2 & z x is ) ! husb&man s x is ) u all3 s ought x to be1 & s x mu/ be4 ,b we say ,god will+6 all ! "t t we plot & plan & hope4 ,& we say ,god will+6 no long] ) a sigh1 b1 n[1 always ) a smile4 ,9 ,8 w is our tranquillity1 we say1 & we "k t if x is n ,8 w t ?is & t slightly an*or$ hope %\ld be fulfill$1 !n t only means t all our hopes1 to be call$ hopes1 are soon to be realis$4 ,our gre5 & salad days 9 ! matt] ( hope are = ev] pa/4 ,if we _h x all absolutely secur$ to u t ?is _w is /ill promis+ to its salad dupes1 x w\ld n come )9 a ?\s& miles ( satisfy+ our he>ts4 ,:e!r ! hopes ( our he>ts are to be fulfill$ )9 ! veil or no1 t rema9s to be se52 b all ! ?+s )\t ! veil tak5 toge!r d n any long] ev5 pret5d to promise a hope to he>ts l ours4 ,our ,=]unn] has c>ri$ away our he>ts ) ,him4 ,we h no he>t left = any "o b ,him1 or = any?+ )\t or )9 ! veil t ,he is n & is n 94 ,& till t hope also has made u a%am$1--till ,he & ,8 promises h fail$ u l all ! re/1--we are go+ to an*or our he>ts on t1 & on t only1 :i* we believe is ) ,him )9 ! veil4 ,if our ,=]unn] also disappo9ts u2 if we ent] :]e ,he is1 only to f9d t ,he is n !re2 or t1 ?\gh !re1 ,he is n able to satisfy our hope 9 ,him1 & make u l ,himself1 !n we %all be ( all m5 ! mo/ mis]able4 ,b n till !n4 ,no2 n till !n4 ,& ?us x is t ,capta9 ,good-hope has 8 billet 9 our he>t2 ?us x is t 8 blue col\rs float ov] our h\se2 & ?us x is t 8 ?ree gold5 an*ors are blaz+ out 9 all _! beauty on ! be/ wall ( our e>?ly h\se4 #c4 ',! ?ird 0 t valiant capta91 ! ,capta9 ,*>ity4 ,8 /&>d-be>] 0 ,mr4 ,pitiful1 & = 8 scut*eon he _h ?ree nak$ orphans embrac$ 9 8 bosom2 & he also _h t5 ?\s& m5 at 8 feet4' ,o ,*>ity6 ,o valiant & pitiful ,*>ity6 ,div9e-natur$ & heav5ly-m9d$ ,*>ity6 ,:5 wilt ?\ come & dwell 9 my he>t8 ,:51 by ?9e indwell+1 %all ,i be able to love my neighb\r1 & all my neighb\rs1 z myself8 ,:51 9 ?y /r5g?1 %all ,i cease f rep9+ at my neighb\r's good2 & :5 %all ,i cease secretly rejoic+ ov] 8 evil8 ,:5 %all ,i by !e r5ew+ me1 be made able to cease 9 ev]y?+ f seek+ fir/ my own w & my own way2 my own praise & my own glory8 ,:5 %all x be z mu* my new nature to love my neighb\r z x is n[ my old nature to hate him8 ,:5 %all ,i cease to be s soon angry1 & h>d1 & bitt]1 & scornful1 & unrel5t+1 & un=giv+8 ,:5 %all my neighb\r's pres5ce1 8 image1 & 8 "n always call up only love & hon\r1 good-w & affectionate delight8 ,:5 & :]e %all ,i1 "u !e1 feel = ! la/ "t any evil ( any k9d 9 my he>t aga9/ my bro!r8 ,oh6 to see ! day :5 ,i %all suff] long & be k9d6 ,:5 ,i %all nev] aga9 vaunt myself or be puff$ up6 ,:5 ,i %all be> all ?+s1 believe all ?+s1 hope all ?+s1 endure all ?+s6 ,o bless$1 bless$ ,*>ity6 ) ?y div9e he>t1 ) ?y dove-l eyes1 & ) ?y bosom full ( pity1 :5 wilt ?\ come into my s9ful he>t & br+ all heav5 9 ) !e6 ,o ,*>ity6 till ?\ s come/ ,i %all wait = !e4 ,&1 till ?\ come/1 ?y /&>d-be>] %all be my door port]1 & ?y scut*eon %all hang night & day at my door-po/6 #d4 ',! f\r? capta9 0 t gallant comm&]1 ! ,capta9 ,innoc5t4 ,8 /&>d-be>] 0 ,mr4 ,h>mless2 8 7 ! :ite col\rs1 & = 8 scut*eon he _h ?ree gold5 doves4' ,my bre?r51 h[ well x w\ld h be5 ) u to-day if we _h always liv$ innoc5tly6 ,_h we only be5 innoc5t ( t man's1 & t man's1 & t man's1 & t man's hurt6 7,let u "n all ! m5 to ourselves47 ,h[ _m m5 h we1 fir/ & la/1 hurt6 ,"s int5tionally1 & "s un9t5tionally2 "s delib]ately1 & "s only by accid5t2 "s ( malice1 & "s only ( mis=tune2 "s innoc5tly & unkn[+ly1 & :om we nev] prop]ly hurt4 ,"s1 also1 by our m]e exi/5ce2 "s by our be/ actions2 "s because we h help$ & n hurt o!rs2 & "s out ( no?+ else b ! pure orig9al devilry ( _! own evil he>ts4 ,& !n1 :5 we take all ^! m5 home to our he>ts1 :at he>ts all ^! m5 give u6 ,:o1 !n1 is ! man "h :o has done to o!r m5 ! mo/ hurt8 ,:o has caus$ or be5 ! occasion ( mo/ hurt8 ,let t s unhappy man j ?9k t ! gallant comm&]1 ! ,capta9 ,innoc5t himself1 ) 8 :ite col\rs & ) 8 gold5 doves1 is /&+ & knock+ at y\r evil door4 ,o unhappy man6 ,by all ! hurt & h>m y h ev] done--by all t y c nev] n[ undo--by ^? spotless col\rs t are /ill sn[ & n yet sc>let z !y wave ov] y--by ^? ?ree gold5 doves t are an emblem ( ! life t /ill lies op5 be=e y1 z well z an invitation to y to ent] on t life--:y w y die ( remorse & despair8 ,op5 ! door ( y\r he>t & admit ,capta9 ,innoc5t4 ,he kn[s t ( all hurtful m5 on ! face ( ! e>? y are ! mo/ hurtful1 b he is n on t acc\nt afraid at y2 inde$1 x is on t acc\nt t he has come s ne> to y4 ,by admitt+ him1 by enli/+ "u him1 by s]v+ "u him1 "s ( ! mo/ hurtful & injuri\s m5 t ev] liv$ h liv$ aft] to be ! mo/ innoc5t & ! mo/ h>mless ( m51 ) _! h&s wa%$ e day 9 innoc5cy1 & ) ?ree gold5 doves z ! scut*eon ( _! new nature & _! ,*ri/ian "*4 ,oh come into my he>t1 ,capta9 ,innoc5t2 !re is room 9 my he>t = !e6 #e4 ',& !n ! fif? 0 t truly royal & well-belov$ capta91 ! ,capta9 ,pati5ce4 ,8 /&>d-be>] 0 ,mr4 ,suff]-long1 & = a scut*eon he _h ?ree arr[s ?r\gh a gold5 he>t4' ,?ree arr[s ?r\gh a gold5 he>t6 ,mo/ eloqu5t1 mo/ impressive1 & mo/ in/ructive ( emblems6 ,fir/1 a he>t ( gold1 & !n t he>t ( gold pi]c$1 & pi]c$1 & !n pi]c$ aga9 ) arr[ aft] arr[4 ,pati5ce 0 ! la/ ( ,emmanuel's pickt graces4 ,capta9 ,pati5ce ) 8 pi]c$ he>t always br\ght up ! re> :5 ! army m>*$4 ,b :5 ,capta9 ,pati5ce & ,mr4 ,suff]-long did ent] & take up _! qu>t]s 9 any h\se 9 ,mans\l1--!n 0 !re no h\se m safe1 m protect$1 m peaceful1 m quietly1 sweetly1 div9ely happy ?an j t h\se :]e ?is loyal & well-belov$ capta9 bore 9 8 he>t4 ,ent]ta9 pati5ce1 my bre?r54 ,practise pati5ce1 my bre?r54 ,make y\r h\se at home a daily s*ool to y 9 :i* to le>n pati5ce4 ,be sure t y well und]/& ! times1 ! occasions1 ! opportunities1 & ! invitations ( pati5ce1 & take pr(it out ( !m2 & ?us bo? y\r pr(it & t ( o!rs also w be great4 ,tribulation worke? pati5ce4 ,endure tribulation1 !n1 = ! sake ( its s excell5t "w4 ,no?+ worke? pati5ce l tribulation1 & !re=e x is t tribulation s ab\nds 9 ! lives ( ,god's p4 ,s mu* does tribulation ab\nd 9 ! lives ( ,god's p t !y are actually kn[n 9 heav5 & describ$ !re by _! exp]i5ce ( tribulation4 ',^! are !y :i* came out ( great tribulation1 & !re=e are !y be=e ! ?rone4' ,^! are !y ) ! ?ree %>p arr[s %ot ?r\gh & ?r\gh _! he>ts ( gold4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii--,,mr4 ,,desires-,,awake ',"o ?+ h ,i desir$4'--,david4 ,mr4 ,desires-awake dwelt 9 a v mean cottage 9 ,mans\l4 ,!re 7 two v mean cottages 9 ,mans\l1 & ^? two cottages /ood beside "o ano!r & lean$ ^u "o ano!r & held "o ano!r up4 ,mr4 ,desires-awake dwelt 9 ! "o ( ^? cottages & ,mr4 ,wet-eyes 9 ! o!r4 ,& ^? two m5dicant m5 7 wont to meet toge!r = secret pray]1 :5 ,mr4 ,desires-awake w\ld put a rope ^u 8 head1 :ile ,mr4 ,wet-eyes w\ld n be able to speak = wr++ 8 h&s 9 te>s all ! "t4 ,_m a "t did ^? two meane/ & mo/ despis$ ( m5 deliv] t city1 accord+ to ! prov]b ( ! ,prea*]3 ,wisdom is bett] ?an /r5g?1 & ! words ( wisdom are to be he>d 9 secret places1 :]e wisdom is f> bett] ?an weapons ( w>4 ,:y %\ld ,i n d all = !m & ! be/ ,i c8 said ,mr4 ,desires-awake :5 ! m5 ( ,mans\l came to him 9 _! extremity4 ,i w ev5 v5ture my life aga9 = !m at ! pavilion ( ! ,pr9ce4 ,& accord+ly ?is mean man put 8 rope ^u 8 head1 z 0 8 wont1 & w5t out to ! ,pr9ce's t5t & ask$ ! re=mades if he might see _! ,ma/]4 ,!n ! ,pr9ce1 com+ to ! place :]e ! petition] lay on ! gr\nd1 dem&$ :at 8 "n 0 & ( :at e/eem he 0 9 ,mans\l1 & :y he1 ( all ! multitudes ( ,mans\l1 0 s5t out to ,8 ,royal t5t on su* an err&4 ,!n said ! man to ! ,pr9ce /&+ ov] him1 he said3 ,oh let n my ,"l be angry2 & :y inquire/ ,?\ aft] ! "n ( su* a dead dog z ,i am8 ,pass by1 ,i pray ,!e1 & take n notice ( :o ,i am1 because !re is1 z ,?\ v well kn[e/1 s great a disproportion betwe5 ,!e & me4 ,= my "p1 ,i am out ( *>ity ) myself2 :o1 !n1 %\ld be 9 love ) me8 ,yet live ,i w\ld1 & s w\ld ,i t my t[nsm5 %\ld2 & because bo? !y & myself are guilty ( great transgressions1 !re=e !y h s5t me1 & ,i h come 9 _! names to beg ( my ,"l = m]cy4 ,let x please ,!e1 !re=e1 to incl9e to m]cy2 b ask n :o ,?y s]vant is4 ,all ?is1 & h[ ,mr4 ,desires-awake & ,mr4 ,wet-eyes sp$ 9 _! petition1 is to be read at l5g? 9 ! ,holy ,hi/ory4 ,& n[ let u take d[n ! key t hangs 9 our au?or's w9d[ & g to "w ) x on ! sweet my/]y ( ,mr4 ,desires-awake4 #a4 ,well1 !n1 to beg9 )1 ?is poor man's "n ne$ n delay u long seek+ x out4 ,9 %ort] "t1 & ) sur] success ?an ,i c\ld give y ! diction>y root ( 8 "n1 if y w look )9 y w all see ! visual image ( ?is poor man's "n 9 y\r own he>t4 ,= our he>ts are all z full z !y c hold ( all k9ds ( desires2 "s good & "s bad1 "s asleep & "s awake1 "s alive & "s dead1 "s rag+ l a hundr$ hungry lions1 & "s satisfi$ z a sleep+ *ild4 ,well1 !n1 ?is mean man 0 call$ ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 & :at 8 desires 7 awake aft] & set ^u we h already se5 9 8 head-dress & he>d 9 8 pray]4 ,8 h\se1 on ! o!r h&1 w n be s well kn[n4 ,= x 0 less a h\se ?an a hut--a hut hidd5 away out ( sight & back beh9d ,mr4 ,wet-eyes' hut4 ,mr4 ,desires-awake's cottage 0 s mean & meagre t no "o ev] came to visit him unless x 0 8 next-door neighb\r4 ,!y nev] left _! cottages1 ^? two poor m51 unless x 0 to see "o ano!r2 or1 /range to tell1 unless x 0 to g out at ! city gate to see & to speak ) _! ,pr9ce4 ,& at su* times _! v5turesom5ess bo? a/oni%$ !mselves & amus$ _! ,pr9ce4 ,sometimes he laugh$ to see !m back at 8 door aga92 b m (t5 he wept to see & he> !m2 all :i* made ! gu>ds ( 8 pavilion to wond] :o ^? two /range m5 might be4 ,& ?us x 0 t if at any long int]val ( "t any ( ! m5 ( ! city desir$ to see ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 he 0 sure to be f\nd at ! pavilion door ( 8 ,pr9ce1 or else 9 8 neighb\r's cottage1 or else at home 9 8 own4 ,f ye>'s end to ye>'s end y might look 9 va9 = ei!r ( ^? two poor m5 9 ! public resorts ( ,mans\l4 ,:5 all ! t[n 0 abroad on holidays & fair-days & fea/-days1 ^? two mean m5 7 !n close/ at home4 ,& :5 ! boo?s ( ! t[n 7 full ( all k9ds ( w>es & m]*&ise1 & all ! gre5s 9 ! t[n 7 full ( games1 & plays1 & *eats1 & fools1 & apes1 & knaves1 only ^? two p5niless m5 w\ld abide %ut up at home4 ,at home2 or else toge!r !y w\ld g to a m>ket-/ance set up by _! ,pr9ce outside ! walls :]e "o 0 /ation$ to /& & to cry3 ',ho6 e "o t ?ir/e?1 come ye to ! wat]s1 & he t ha? no money4 ,:]e=e d ye sp5d money = t :i* is n bread1 & y\r lab\r = t :i* satisfie? n8 ,incl9e y\r e> & come to me2 he>1 & y\r s\l %all live4' ,& sometimes ! ,pr9ce w\ld g out 9 p]son to meet ! two m5 ) no?+ to pay1 & w\ld ,himself say to !m1 ,i c\nsel !e to buy ( ,me gold tri$ 9 ! fire1 & :ite raim5t1 & ano9t ?9e eyes ) eye-salve1 till ! two m51 ,mr4 ,desires-awake & ,mr4 ,wet-eyes1 w\ld g home to _! huts lad5 ) _! ,pr9ce's free gifts & royal b\nties4 #b4 ,b1 ) all t1 ,mr4 ,desires-awake nev] w5t out to 8 ,pr9ce's pavilion till he _h aga9 put 8 rope ^u 8 head4 ,&1 h[ev] lad5 ) royal pres5ts he ev] return$ to 8 mean cottage1 he nev] laid aside 8 rope4 ,he ate 9 8 rope1 he slept 9 8 rope1 he visit$ 8 next-door neighb\r 9 8 rope1 till ! only in/ruction he left beh9d him 0 to bury him 9 a dit*1 & be sure to put 8 rope ^u 8 head4 ,! m5 & ! boys ( ! t[n je]$ at ,mr4 ,desires- awake z he pass$ up _! /reets 9 8 rope1 & ! v mo!rs 9 ,mans\l taught _! *ildr5 9 arms to run aft] him & to cry1 ,g up1 ?\ rop$ head6 ,g up1 ?\ rop$ head6 ,we be free m51 ! m5 ( ! t[n call$ aft] him2 & we nev] 7 9 bondage to any man'4 ,out ) him2 out ) him6 ,he is beside himself4 ,mu* rep5tance ha? made him mad6 ,b ?r\gh all t ,mr4 ,desires-awake 0 z "o t he>d !m n4 ,= ,mr4 ,desires-awake 0 full ( l\d] voices )94 ,! voices )9 8 bosom q dr[n$ ! babel ar\nd him4 ,! voices )9 call$ him f> worse names ?an ! /reets ( ! city ev] call$ him2 till all he c\ld d 0 to draw 8 rope d[n ^u 8 head & press on aga9 to ! ,pr9ce's pavilion4 ,y und]/& ab\t t rope1 my bre?r51 d y n8 ,mr4 ,desires-awake's cont9ual rope8 ,9 old days :5 a guilty man came ( 8 own accord to ! judge to confess himself des]v+ ( dea?1 he w\ld put a rope ^u 8 head4 ,& t rope z mu* z said to ! judge & to all m5--! mis]able man z good z said3 ,?is is my des]t4 ,?is is ! wages ( my s94 ,i ju/ify my judge4 ,i judge myself4 ,i h]eby d myself to dea?4 ,& x 0 ?is t s ang]$ ! happy holiday-mak]s ( ,mans\l4 ,= !y =gave !mselves4 ,!y ju/ifi$ !mselves4 ,!y put a high price ^u !mselves4 ,humiliation & sorr[ = s9 0 n 9 all _! ?\ghts2 & !y hat$ & hunt$ back into 8 hut ! humble man ^: gait & g>b always rem9d$ !m ( _! pa/ life & ( _! latt] end4 ,b = all !y c\ld d1 ,mr4 ,desires-awake w\ld we> 8 rope4 ,my s\l *oose? /rangl+ r ?an s91 he w\ld say4 ,my s9 ha? f\nd me out1 he w\ld say2 ,i hate myself1 he w\ld say1 because ( my s94 ,i condemn & d5\nce myself4 ,i hang myself up ) ?is rope on ! accurs$ tree4 ,& ?us x 0 t :ile o!r m5 7 crucify+ _! ,pr9ce afre%1 ,mr4 ,desires-awake 0 crucify+ himself ) & aft] 8 ,pr9ce4 ,& ?us x 0 t :ile ! m5 & ! wom5 ( ! t[n s hat$ & s mock$ ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 8 ,pr9ce s lov$ & s hon\r$ him4 #c4 ',oh let n my ,"l be angry2 & :y inquire/ ,?\ aft] ! "n ( su* a dead dog z ,i am8' said ,desires-awake to 8 ,pr9ce4 ',behold1 n[1 ,i h tak5 ^u me to speak unto ! ,"l :i* am b du/ & a%es1' said ,abraham4 ',if ,i wa% myself ) sn[ wat]1 & make my h&s nev] s clean1 yet %alt ?\ plunge me into ! dit*1 & m9e own clo!s %all abhor me1' said ,job4 ',my w\nds /9k & are corrupt2 my lo9s are fill$ ) a loa?some disease1 & !re is no s\ndness 9 my fle%1' said ,david4 ',b we are all z an unclean ?+1' said ,isaiah1 '& all our righte\snesses are z fil?y rags4' ',i am ! *ief ( s9n]s1' said ! apo/le4 ',hold y\r peace2 ,i am a devil & n a man1' said ,philip ,n]i to 8 sons4 ',i am a s9n]1 & worse ?an ! *ief ( s9n]s1 yea1 a guilty devil1' said ,samuel ,ru!r=d4 ',i hat$ ! light2 ,i 0 a *ief--! *ief ( s9n]s1' said ,oliv] ,cromwell4 ',i 0 m loa?some 9 my own eyes ?an a toad1' said ,john ,bunyan4 ',s9 & corruption w\ld z naturally bubble out ( my he>t z wat] w\ld bubble out ( a f\nta94 ,i c\ld h *ang$ he>ts ) anybody4 ,i ?\ght none b ! devil himself c\ld equal me = wick$ness & pollution ( m9d4' ',o ,despise me n1' said ,bi%op ,&rewes1 'an unclean worm1 a dead dog1 a putrid corpse4 ,! j falle? sev5 times a day2 & ,i1 an exce$+ s9n]1 sev5ty times sev54 ,me1 ,o ,"l1 ( s9n]s *ief1 *iefe/1 & greate/4' ,& ,william ,law1 ',an unclean worm1 a dead dog1 a /9k+ c>cass4 ,drive1 ,i besee* ,!e1 ! s]p5t & ! bea/ out ( me4 ,o ,"l1 ,i dete/ & abhor myself = all ^! my s9s1 & = all my abuse ( ,?9e inf9ite m]cy4' ,f all ?is1 !n1 y w see t ?is dead dog ( ours ) ! rope ^u 8 head 0 no /range sight at ,emmanuel's pavilion4 ,& y & ,i %all /ill be 9 ! same sa9tly succession if we g cont9ually ) 8 words 9 our m\?1 & ) 8 in/rum5t 9 our h&s & on our heads4 #d4 ',! ,pr9ce to :om ,i w5t1' said ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 'is su* a "o = beauty & = glory t :oso sees ,him mu/ ev] aft] bo? love & fe> ,him4 ,i1 = my "p1' he said1 'c d no less2 b ,i "k n :at ! end w be ( all ^! ?+s4' ,:at made ,mr4 ,desires-awake say t la/ ?+ 0 t :5 he 0 pro/rate 9 8 pray] ! ,pr9ce turn$ ,8 head away1 z if ,he 0 out ( hum\r & out ( pati5ce ) ,8 petition]2 :ile1 all ! "t1 ! ov]come ,pr9ce 0 weep+ ) love & ) pity = ,desires-awake4 ,only t poor man did n see t1 & w\ld n h believ$ t ev5 if he _h se5 x4 ',i _c tell :at ! end w be1' said ,desires-awake2 'b "o ?+ ,i "k1 ,i %all nev] be able to cease f bo? lov+ & fe>+ t ,pr9ce4 ,i %all always love ,him = ,8 beauty & fe> ,him = ,8 glory4' ,c y say any?+ l t1 my bre?r58 ,h y be5 at ,8 seat ) sackclo?1 & a rope1 & a%es1 & te>s1 & pray]s1 l ,abraham1 & ,david1 & ,isaiah1 & ,paul1 & ,john ,bunyan1 & ,bi%op ,&rewes8 ,&1 :atev] may be ! end1 d y say t h5ce=? & = ev] y mu/ bo? love & fe> t ,pr9ce8 ',?\gh ,he slay me1' said ,job1 'yet ,i %all bo? love & tru/ ,him4' ,well1 ! ,pr9ce is ! ,pr9ce1 & ,he w take bo? ,8 own "t & ,8 own way ( tak+ (f y\r rope & putt+ a *a9 ( gold r\nd y\r neck1 & a new song 9 y\r m\?1 z ,he did to ,job4 ,!re may be m weep+ yet1 bo? on y\r side & on ,8 be=e ,he does t2 b ,he w d x1 & ,he w n delay an h\r t ,he c help 9 do+ x4 ,only1 d y cont9ue & increase to love ,8 beauty1 & to fe> ,8 glory4 ,& t ( itself w be rew>d & bless+ en\gh to y4 ,nay1 once y h se5 bo? ,8 beauty & ,8 glory1 !n to lie a dog "u ,8 table1 & to beg at ,8 door ) a rope on y\r head to all et]nity w\ld be a glori\s et]nity to y4 ,samuel ,ru!r=d said t to see ,*ri/ ?r\gh ! keyhole once 9 a ?\s& ye>s w\ld be heav5 en\gh = him4 ,*ri/ wept 9 heav5 z ,ru!r=d wrote t lett] 9 ,ab]de51 & if y make ,him weep 9 ! same way ,he w soon make y to laugh too4 ,he w soon make y to laugh z ,samuel ,ru!r=d & ,mr4 ,desires-awake are laugh+ n[4 ,only1 my bre?r51 answ] ?is--,are y\r desires awak5$ inde$ aft] ,jesus ,*ri/8 ,y "k :at a desire is4 ,y\r he>ts are full to ! brim ( desires4 ,well1 is !re "o desire 9 a day 9 y\r he>t = ,*ri/8 ,9 ! multitude ( y\r desires )9 y1 :at %>e & :at proportion g out & up to ,*ri/8 ,y "k :at beauty is4 ,y "k & y love ! beauty ( a *ild1 ( a woman1 ( a man1 ( nature1 ( art1 & s on4 ,d y "k1 h y ev] se51 ! ineffable beauty ( ,*ri/8 ,is !re "o sa9t ( ,god "h1--& ,he has _m sa9ts "h--is !re "o ( y :o c say ) ,david 9 ! text1 ,"o ?+ d ,i desire8 ,!re %\ld be _m s desir+ sa9ts "h2 = ,*ri/'s beauty is f> bett] & f> fair]1 f> m captivat+1 f> m en?rall+1 & f> m satisfy+ to u ?an x c\ld be to ,david4 ,%all we call y ,desires- awake1 !n1 aft] ?is8 ,c y say--d y say1 ,"o ?+ d ,i desire1 & t is no ?+ & no p]son1 no creat$ beauty & no e>?ly sweetness1 b my "o desire is = ,god3 to be ,81 & to be l ,him1 & to be = ev] ) ,him8 ,!n1 x %all soon all be4 ,=1 :at y truly desire1--all t y already are2 & :at y already are1--all t y %all soon completely & = ev] be4 ,:om h ,i 9 heav5 b ,!e8 ,& !re is none ^u e>? t ,i desire beside ,!e4 ,my fle% & my he>t faile?2 b ,god is ! /r5g? ( my he>t1 & my portion = ev]4 ',z = me1' says ! great-he>t$1 ! hungry-he>t$ ,psalmi/1 ',i %all be satisfi$1 :5 ,i awake1 ) ,?y lik5ess4' ,"o w\ld h said t ,david _h all t he>t c\ld desire ev5 be=e he fell asleep4 ,= he _h a ?rone1 ! ?rone ( ,israel1 & a son1 a son l ,solomon to sit ^u x4 ,a long life also1 full to ! brim ( all k9ds ( temporal & spiritual bless+s4 ,bless ! ,"l1 ,o my s\l1 & =get n all ,8 b5efits2 :o =give? all ?9e iniquities2 :o heale? all ?y diseases2 :o r$eeme? ?y life f de/ruction2 :o cr[ne? !e ) lov+-k9dness & t5d] m]cies2 :o satisfie? ?y m\? ) good ?+s1 s t ?y y\? is r5ew$ l ! eagle's4 ,all t1 & yet n satisfi$6 ,o ,david6 ,david6 surely ,desires-awake is ?y new "n6 ,"o ( our own poets has said3-- ',all ?\ghts1 all passions1 all delights1 ,:atev] /irs ?is mortal frame1 ,all are b m9i/]s ( ,love1 ,& fe$ ,8 sacr$ flame4' ,n[1 if t is true1 z x is true1 ev5 ( e>?ly & ephem]al love1 h[ mu* m true is x ( ! love t is 9 ! immortal s\l ( man = ! ev]la/+ ,god8 ,& :at a bless$ life t already is :5 all ?+s t come to u--joy & sorr[1 good & evil1 nature & grace1 all ?\ghts1 all passions1 all delights--are all b s _m m9i/]s to our s\l's desire aft] ,god1 aft] ! ,div9e ,lik5ess & = ! ,beatific ,vision4 ',oh6 ,*ri/1 ,he is ! ,f\nta91 ,! deep sweet ,well ( ,love6 ,! /reams on e>? ,i've ta/$1 ,m deep ,i'll dr9k above2 ,!re1 to an ocean fulness1 ,8 m]cy do? exp&2 ,& glory--glory dwelle? ,9 ,emmanuel's l&4' ,,*apt] ,,xix--,,mr4 ,,wet-,,eyes ',oh t my head 7 wat]s6'--,j]emiah4 ',te>s ga9 ev]y?+4'--,t]esa4 ,n[ ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 :5 he saw t he mu/ g on ?is err&1 bes\ght t !y w\ld grant t ,mr4 ,wet-eyes might g ) him4 ,n[ ?is ,mr4 ,wet-eyes 0 a ne> neighb\r ( ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 a poor man1 & a man ( a brok5 _s1 yet "o t c\ld speak well to a petition2 s !y grant$ t he %\ld g ) him4 ,:]e=e ! two m5 at once address$ !mselves to _! s]i\s bus9ess4 ,mr4 ,desires- awake put 8 rope ^u 8 head1 & ,mr4 ,wet-eyes w5t ) 8 h&s wr++ toge!r4 ,!n said ! ,pr9ce1 ,& :at is he t is become ?y companion 9 ?is s weighty a matt]8 ,s ,mr4 ,desires-awake told ,emmanuel t ?is 0 a poor neighb\r ( 81 & "o ( 8 mo/ intimate associates4 ,& 8 "n1 said he1 may x please y\r mo/ excell5t ,maje/y1 is ,wet-eyes1 ( ! t[n ( ,mans\l4 ,i "k t !re are _m ( t "n t are naught1 said he2 b ,i hope x w be no (f5ce to my ,"l t ,i h br\ght my poor neighb\r ) me4 ,!n ,mr4 ,wet-eyes fell on 8 face to ! gr\nd1 & made ?is apology = 8 com+ ) 8 neighb\r to 8 ,"l3-- ',oh1 my ,"l1' quo? he1 ':at ,i am ,i "k n myself1 nor :e!r my "n be feign$ or true1 especially :5 ,i beg9 to ?9k :at "s h said1 & t is t ?is "n 0 giv5 me because ,mr4 ,rep5tance 0 my fa!r4 ,b good m5 h sometimes bad *ildr51 & ! s9c]e d sometimes beget hypocrites4 ,my "m also call$ me by ?is "n ( m9e f my cradle2 b :e!r %e said s because ( ! moi/ness ( my bra91 or because ( ! s(tness ( my he>t1 ,i _c tell4 ,i see dirt 9 m9e own te>s1 & fil?9ess 9 ! bottom ( my pray]s4 ,b ,i pray ,!e 7& all ?is :ile ! g5tleman wept7 t ,?\ w\ld/ n rememb] aga9/ u our transgressions1 nor take (f5ce at ! unqualifi$ness ( ,?y s]vants1 b m]cifully pass by ! s9 ( ,mans\l1 & refra9 f ! magnify+ ( ,?y grace no long]4' ,s at ,8 bidd+ !y arose1 & bo? /ood trembl+ be=e ,him4 #a4 ',8 "n1 may x please y\r ,maje/y1 is ,wet-eyes1 ( ! t[n ( ,mans\l4 ,i "k1 at ! same "t1 t !re are _m ( t "n t are naught4' ,naught1 t is1 = ?is great ent]prise n[ 9 h&4 ,& ?us x 0 t ,mr4 ,desires-awake 9 sett+ out = ! ,pr9ce's pavilion bes\ght t ,mr4 ,wet-eyes might g ) him4 ,mr4 ,desires-awake felt ke5ly h[ mu* might turn on :o 8 companion 0 t day1 & !re=e he took ,mr4 ,wet-eyes ) him4 ,david w\ld h made a mo/ excell5t associate = ,mr4 ,desires-awake t day4 ',i am we>y ) my groan+2 all ! night make ,i my b$ to swim2 ,i wat] my c\* ) my te>s4' ,& aga91 ',riv]s ( wat]s run d[n m9e eyes1 because !y keep n ,?y law4' ,?is1 !n1 0 ! only mann] ( man t ,mr4 ,desires-awake w\ld /ake 8 life alongside ( t day4 ',i h se5 "s p]sons weep = ! loss ( sixp5ce1' said ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 'or = ! break+ ( a glass1 or at "s trifl+ accid5t4 ,& !y _c pret5d to h _! te>s valu$ at a bigg] rate ?an !y w confess _! passion to be :5 !y weep4 ,"s are vex$ = ! dirty+ ( _! l951 or "s su* trifle1 = :i* ! lea/ passion is too big an exp5se4 ,& ?us x is t a man _c tell 8 own he>t simply by 8 te>s1 or ! tru? ( 8 rep5tance by ^? %ort gu/s ( sorr[4' ,well1 !n1 my bre?r51 tell me1 ,d y ?9k t ,mr4 ,desires-awake w\ld h tak5 y t day to ! pavilion door8 ,w\ld 8 head h be5 safe ) y = 8 associate8 ,y\r associates see _m gu/s 9 y\r he>t4 ,d !y ev] see y\r eyes r$ because ( y\r s98 ,did y ev] weep s mu* z "o good te>-drop = pure s98 ,"o true te>3 n because y\r s9s h f\nd y out1 b = secret s9s t y "k c nev] f9d y out 9 ?is _w8 ,&1 /ill bett]1 d y ev] weep 9 secret places n = s91 b = s9fulness--:i* is a v diff]5t matt]8 ,d y ev] weep to y\rself & to ,god alone ov] y\r incurably wick$ he>t8 ,if n1 !n weep = t ) all y\r might1 night & day4 ,no mortal man has s mu* cause to weep z y h4 ,g to ,god on ! spot1 on e spot1 & say ) ,bi%op ,&rewes1 :o is bo? ,mr4 ,desires-awake & ,mr4 ,wet- eyes 9 "o1 say ) t deep man 9 8 ,private ,devotions1 say3 ',i ne$ m grief1 ,o ,god2 ,i pla9ly ne$ x4 ,i c s9 mu*1 b ,i _c correspond+ly rep5t4 ,o ,"l1 give me a molt5 he>t4 ,give me te>s2 give me a f\nta9 ( te>s4 ,give me ! grace ( te>s4 ,drop d[n1 ye heav5s1 & b$ew ! dryness ( my he>t4 ,give me1 ,o ,"l1 ?is sav+ grace4 ,no grace ( all ! graces 7 m welcome to me4 ,if ,i may n wat] my c\* ) my te>s1 nor wa% ,?y feet ) my te>s1 at lea/ give me "o or two little te>s t ,?\ maye/ put into ,?y bottle & write 9 ,?y book6' ,if y\r he>t is h>d1 & y\r eyes dry1 make some?+ l t y\r cont9ual pray]4 #b4 ',a poor-man1' said ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 ab\t 8 associate4 ',mr4 ,wet- eyes is a poor man1 & a man ( a brok5 _s4' ',let ,oliv] take com=t 9 8 d>k sorr[s & melan*olies4 ,! quantity ( sorr[ he has1 does x n mean )al ! quantity ( sympa?y he has1 & ! quantity ( faculty & ( victory he %all yet h8 ,our sorr[ is ! inv]t$ image ( our nobl5ess4 ,! dep? ( our despair measures :at capability & height ( claim we h to hope4 ,black smoke1 z ( ,tophet1 fill+ all y\r univ]se1 x c yet by true he>t-en]gy become flame1 & ! brilliancy ( heav54 ,c\rage6' ',?is is ! angel ( ! e>?1 ,& %e is always weep+4' #c4 ',a poor man1 & a man ( a brok5 _s1 & yet "o t c speak well to a petition4' ,yes2 & y w see h[ true t eulogy ( ,mr4 ,wet-eyes is if y w run ov] 9 y\r m9d ! out/&+ in/ances ( successful petition]s 9 ! ,scriptures4 ,z y come d[n ! ,old & ! ,new ,te/am5ts y w be a/oni%$ & enc\rag$ to f9d h[ prevail+ a f\nta9 ( te>s always is ) ,god4 ,david ) 8 swimm+ b$2 ,j]emiah ) 8 head wat]s2 ,m>y ,magdal5e ov] ,8 feet ) h] well+ eyes2 ,pet]'s bitt] cry all 8 life long z (t5 z he he>d a cock cr[1 & s on4 ,s on ?r\gh a multitude ^: names are writt5 9 heav51 & :o w5t up to heav5 all ! way ) inconsolable sorr[ because ( _! s9s4 ,!y took words & turn$ to ! ,"l2 b1--bett] ?an ! be/ words1--!y took te>s1 or r1 _! te>s took !m4 ,! be/ words1 ! words t ! ,holy ,gho/ ,himself tea*e?1 if !y are )\t te>s1 w avail no?+4 ,ev5 inspir$ words w n pass ?r\gh2 :ile1 all ! "t1 te>s1 m]e te>s1 )\t words1 are omnipot5t ) ,god4 ,words we>y ,him1 :ile te>s ov]come & comm& ,him4 ,he inhabits ! te>s ( ,israel4 ,!re=e1 also1 n[1 sai? ! ,"l1 turn ye unto ,me ) all y\r he>t1 & ) weep+ & ) m\rn+4 ,& r5d y\r he>t1 & n y\r g>m5ts1 & turn unto ! ,"l y\r ,god1 = ,he is graci\s & m]ciful1 sl[ to ang]1 & ( great k9dness1 & rep5te? ,him ( ! evil4 ,x is ! same ) ourselves4 ,te>s move u4 ,te>s melt u4 ,we _c resi/ te>s4 ,ev5 c\nt]feit te>s1 we _c be sure t !y are n true4 ,& t is ! ma9 reason :y our ,"l is s good at speak+ to a petition4 ,x is because ,8 :ole he>t1 & all ! mov+ passions ( ,8 he>t1 are 9 ,8 int]cessory (fice4 ,x is because ,he /ill rememb]s 9 ! skies ,8 te>s1 ,8 agonies1 & cries4 ,x is because ,he is ent]$ into ! holie/ ) ,8 own te>s z well z ) ,8 own blood4 ,& x is because ,he w rema9 & abide be=e ! ,fa!r ! ,man ( ,sorr[s till our la/ petition is answ]$1 & till ,god has wip$ ! la/ te> f our eyes4 ,:5 ,he 0 9 ! coa/s ( ,caes>ea-,philippi1 our ,"l felt a great curiosity to f9d out :o ! p !reab\ts took ,him to be4 ,& x mu/ h t\*$ ,8 he>t to be told t "s m5 _h insight en\gh to insi/ t ,he 0 ! prophet ,j]emiah come back aga9 to weep ov] ,j]usalem4 ,he is ,elias1 said "s4 ,no2 ,he is ,john ! ,bapti/ ris5 f ! dead1 said o!rs4 ,no1 no2 said "s m5 :o saw deep] ?an _! neighb\rs4 ,8 head is wat]s1 & ,8 eyes are a f\nta9 ( te>s4 ,d y n see t ,he s (t5 escapes into a lodge 9 ! wild]ness to weep = our s9s8 ,no2 ,he is nei!r ,john nor ,elijah2 ,he is ,j]emiah come back aga9 to weep ov] ,j]usalem6 ,& ev5 an apo/le1 look+ back at ! beg9n+ ( our ,"l's prie/hood on e>?1 says t ,he 0 prep>$ = ,8 (fice by pray]s & supplications1 & ) /rong cry+ & te>s4 ,f all t1 !n1 let u le>n & lay to he>t t if we w\ld h "o to speak well to our petitions1 ! ,man ( ,sorr[s is t "o4 ,& !n1 z ,8 remembranc]s on our behalf1 let u engage all ^? among our fri5ds :o h ! same grace ( te>s4 ,b1 above all1 let u be m5 ( te>s ourselves4 ,= all ! te>s & all ! int]cessions ( our great ,high ,prie/1 & all ! importun+s ( our be/ fri5ds to boot1 w avail u no?+ if our own eyes are dry4 ,let u1 !n1 turn back to ,bi%op ,&rewes's pray] = ! grace ( te>s1 & (f] x e night ) him till our head1 l 81 is holy wat]s1 & till1 l him1 we get beauty = a%es1 ! oil ( joy = m\rn+1 & ! g>m5t ( praise = ! _s ( heav9ess4 #d4 ',cle> z te>s' is a ,p]sian prov]b :5 !y w\ld praise _! pure/ spr+ wat]4 ,b ,mr4 ,wet-eyes has f h5ce=? spoil$ ! po9t ( t prov]b = u4 ',i see1' he said1 'dirt 9 m9e own te>s1 & fil?9ess 9 ! bottom ( my pray]s4' ,mr4 ,wet-eyes is hopeless4 ,mr4 ,wet-eyes is intol]able4 ,mr4 ,wet-eyes w\ld we>y out ! pati5ce ( a sa9t4 ,!re is no satisfy+ or pacify+ or ev] pleas+ ?is morbose ,mr4 ,wet-eyes4 ,! man is absolutely insuff]able4 ,:y1 pray]s & te>s t ! mo/ & be/ ( ,god's p _c atta9 to are spurn$ & spat ^u by ,mr4 ,wet-eyes4 ,! man is beside himself ) 8 te>s4 ,=1 te>s t w\ld console & assure u = a long season aft] !m1 he w weep ov] !m z we sc>ce weep ov] our wor/ s9s4 ,8 closet always turns all 8 comel9ess to corruption4 ,he comes out ( 8 closet aft] all night 9 x ) 8 psalm-book wrung to pulp1 & ) all 8 righte\snesses torn to fil?y rags2 till all m5 escape ,mr4 ,wet-eyes' society--all m5 except ,mr4 ,desires-awake4 ,i w g out on y\r err& n[1 said ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 if y w s5d ,mr4 ,wet-eyes ) me4 ,& ?us ! two tw9 sons ( sorr[ = s9 & hung] aft] hol9ess w5t out arm 9 arm to ! great pavilion toge!r1 ,mr4 ,desires- awake ) 8 rope ^u 8 head1 & ,mr4 ,wet-eyes ) 8 h&s wr++ toge!r4 ,?us !y w5t to ! ,pr9ce's pavilion4 ,i gave y a specim5 ( "o ( ,mr4 ,wet-eyes' pray]s 9 ! introduction to ?is disc\rse1 & y did n discov] mu* ! matt] ) x1 did y8 ,y did n discov] mu* fil?9ess 9 ! bottom ( t pray]1 did y8 ,i am sure y did n4 ,ah6 b t is because y h n yet got ,mr4 ,wet-eyes' eyes4 ,:5 y get 8 eyes2 :5 y turn & employ ^u y\rselves & ^u y\r te>s & ^u y\r pray]s 8 always-wet eyes1--!n y w beg9 to und]/& & love & take sides ) ?is inconsolable s\l1 & w *oose 8 society r ?an t ( any o!r man--z (t51 at any rate1 z y g out to ! ,pr9ce's pavilion door4 #e4 ',mr4 ,rep5tance 0 my fa!r1 b good m5 sometimes h bad *ildr51 & ! mo/ s9c]e d sometimes beget great hypocrites4 ,b1 ,i pray ,!e1 take n (f5ce at ! unqualifi$ness ( ,?y s]vant4' ,take good note ( t uncommon expression1 'unqualifi$ness1' 9 ,mr4 ,wet- eyes' confession1 all ( y :o are att5d+ to :at is be+ said4 ,lay 'unqualifi$ness' to he>t4 ,le>n h[ to qualify y\rselves be=e y beg9 to pray4 ,9 8 f9e comm5t on ! #acg? ,psalm1 ,mat!w ,h5ry disc\rses delightfully on :at he calls 'delib]ate te>s4' ,look up t racie/ ( comm5tators1 & see :at he !re says ab\t ! delib]ate te>s ( ! captives 9 ,babylon4 ,x 0 ! lack ( suffici5t delib]ation 9 8 te>s t condemn$ & al>m$ ,mr4 ,wet- eyes t day4 ,he felt n[ t he _h n delib]at$ & qualifi$ himself prop]ly be=e com+ to ! ,pr9ce's pavilion4 ,d n take up y\r "t or y\r ?\ghts ) m]e curiosities1 ei!r 9 y\r ,bible or 9 any o!r good book1 says ,a ,kempis4 ,read su* ?+s r z may yield compunction to y\r he>t4 ,& aga91 give ?yself to compunction1 & ?\ %alt ga9 mu* devotion !reby4 ,mr4 ,wet-eyes1 good & true s\l1 0 afraid t he _h n qualifi$ himself en\gh by compuncti\s read+ & self-recollection4 ,! s9c]e1 he sobb$ out1 d (t5 beget hypocrites6 ',our he>ts are s deceitful 9 ! matt] ( rep5tance1' says ,j]emy ,taylor1 't ! ma/]s ( ! spiritual life are fa9 to inv5t suppletory arts & /ratagems to secure ! duty4' ,take n (f5ce at ! lack ( all su* suppletory arts & /ratagems 9 ?y s]vant1 said poor ,wet-eyes4 ,all :i* w\ld mean 9 ! mo/ ( u3 ,take n (f5ce at my rawness & ignorance 9 ! spiritual life1 & especially 9 ! life ( inw>d devotion4 ,d n c\nt up aga9/ me ! names & ! numb]s & ! prices ( my poems1 & plays1 & novels1 & newspap]s1 & !n ! numb] ( my devotional books4 ,comp>e n my outlay on my body & on ?is life ) my outlay on my s\l & on ! life to come4 ,oh1 take n mortal (f5ce at ! %ameful & sc&al\s unqualifi$ness ( ,?y mis]able s]vant4 ,my fa!r & my "m read ! books ( ! s\l1 b !y h left beh9d !m a dry-ey$ reprobate 9 me6 ,say t to-night z y look ar\nd on ! griev\s fam9e ( ! suppletory arts & /ratagems ( rep5tance & re=mation 9 y\r hea!ni% b$room4 ,spiritual prea*+2 real face to face1 inw>d1 v]ifiable1 exp]im5tal1 spiritual prea*+2 prea*+ to a he>t 9 ! agony ( its sanctification2 prea*+ to m5 ^: :ole life is giv5 ov] to mak+ !m a new he>t--t k9d ( prea*+ is sc>cely ev] he>d 9 our day4 ,!re is great intellectual ability 9 ! pulpit ( our day1 great s*ol>%ip1 great eloqu5ce1 & great e>ne/ness1 b spiritual prea*+1 prea*+ to ! _s--'wet-ey$' prea*+--is a lo/ art4 ,at ! same "t1 if t liv+ art is = ! pres5t ov]laid & lo/1 ! lit]ature ( a deep] spiritual day abides to u1 & our spiritually-m9d$ p are n conf9$ to u1 !y are n dep5d5t on u4 ,well1 ?is is ! ,communion week ) u yet once m4 ,w y n1 !n1 make x ! beg9n+ ( "s ( ! suppletory arts & /ratagems ( ! spiritual life ) y\rselves8 ,i _c prea* z ,i w\ld l on su* subjects1 b ,i c tell y :o c\ld1 & :o1 ?\gh dead1 yet speak by _! immortal books4 ,y h ! wet-ey$ psalms2 b !y are beyond ! dep? ( mo/ p4 ,_! mean+ seems to u on ! surface1 & we all read & s+ !m1 b let u n !re=e ?9k t we und]/& !m4 ,i _c compel y to read ! books1 & to read little else b ! books1 t w\ld 9 "t1 & by ,god's bless+1 lead y into ! dep?s ( ! psalms2 b ,i c wa% my h&s s f> 9 mak+ _! names s _m h\sehold words among my p4 ,! ,way to ,*ri/1 ! ,imitation ( ,*ri/1 ! ,!ologia ,g]manica1 ,taul]'s ,s]mons1 ! ,mortification ( ,s91 & ,indwell+ ,s9 9 ,believ]s1 ! ,sa9t's ,re/1 ! ,holy ,liv+ & ,dy+1 ! ,privata ,sacra1 ! ,private ,devotions1 ! ,s]i\s ,call1 ! ,*ri/ian ,p]fection1 ! ,religi\s ,affections1 & su* l4 ,all t1 & y /ill unqualifi$6 ,all t1 & y\r eyes /ill dry6 ,,*apt] ,,xx--,,mr4 ,,humble ,,! ,,juryman1 ,,& ,,miss ,,humble-,,m9d ,,! ,,s]vant-,,maid ',le>n ( ,me1 = ,i am meek & l[ly 9 he>t4'--,our ,"l4 ',be clo!d ) humility4'--,pet]4 ',god's *iefe/ sa9ts are ! lea/ 9 _! own eyes4'--,a ,kempis4 ',)\t humility all our o!r virtues are b vices4'--,pascal4 ',humility does n consi/ 9 hav+ a worse op9ion ( ourselves ?an we des]ve4'--,law4 ',humility lies close ^u ! he>t1 & its te/s are exce$+ly delicate & subtle4'--,newman4 ,our famili> ,engli% ^w 'humility' comes d[n to u f ! ,lat9 root humus1 :i* means ! e>? or ! gr\nd4 ,humility1 !re=e1 is t 9 ! m9d & 9 ! he>t ( a man :i* is l[ d[n ev5 to ! v e>?4 ,a humble-m9d$ man may n h le>n+ en\gh to "k ! etymology ( ! "n :i* be/ describes 8 "*1 b ! div9e nature :i* is 9 him tea*es him to look d[n1 to walk meekly & s(tly1 & to speak seldom1 & always 9 love4 ,= humility1 :ile x takes its l[ly "n f e>?1 all ! "t has its true nature f heav54 ,humility is full ( all meekness1 mode/y1 submissiv5ess1 tea*abl5ess1 s5se ( inability1 s5se ( unwor?9ess1 s5se ( ill- des]t4 ,till1 ) t new dep? & new int5sity t ! ,scriptures & religi\s exp]i5ce h giv5 to ?is ^w1 z to s _m o!r words1 humility1 9 ! vocabul>y ( ! spiritual life1 has come to be appli$ to t l[ e/imate ( ourselves :i* we come to =m & to ent]ta9 z we are m & m enlight5$ ab\t ,god & ab\t ourselves2 ab\t ! maje/y1 glory1 hol9ess1 beauty1 & bless$ness ( ! div9e nature1 & ab\t our own unspeakable evil1 vil5ess1 & mis]y z s9n]s4 ,&1 till humility has come to rank 9 ,holy ,scripture1 & 9 ! lives & devotions ( all ,god's sa9ts1 z at once ! deepe/ root & ! ripe/ fruit ( all ! div9e graces t ent] into1 &1 inde$1 con/itute ! life ( ,god 9 ! he>t ( man4 ,humility1 evangelical humility1 s+s ,edw>ds 9 8 sup]b & s]aphic poem ! ,religi\s ,affections1--evangelical humility is ! s5se t ! true ,*ri/ian has ( 8 own utt] insuffici5cy1 despicabl5ess1 & odi\sness1 a s5se :i* is peculi> to ! true sa9t4 ,b to comp5sate ! true sa9t = ?is sight & s5se ( himself1 he has reveal$ to him an accompany+ s5se ( ! absolutely transc5d5t beauty ( ! div9e nature & ( all div9e ?+s2 a sight & a s5se t q ov]come ! he>t & *ange to hol9ess all ! dispositions & incl9ations & affections ( ! he>t4 ,! ess5ce ( evangelical humility1 says ,edw>ds1 consi/s 9 su* humility z becomes a creature 9 himself exce$+ s9ful1 b at ! same "t1 "u a disp5sation ( grace1 & ?is is ! greate/ & mo/ ess5tial ?+ 9 all true religion4 #a4 ,well1 !n1 our ,mr4 ,humble 0 a juryman 9 ,mans\l1 & 8 "n & 8 nature em95tly fitt$ him = 8 (fice4 ,i nev] 0 a juryman2 b1 if ,i 71 ,i feel sure ,i w\ld come home f ! c\rt a f> humbl] man ?an ,i w5t up to x4 ,i _c imag9e h[ a judge c rema9 a pr\d man1 or an advocate1 or a witness1 or a juryman1 or a spectator1 or ev5 a policeman4 ,i am nev] 9 a crim9al c\rt t ,i d n tremble ) t]ror all ! "t4 ,i say to myself all ! "t1--!re /&s ,john ,newton b = ! prev5t+ grace ( ,god4 ',i w n sit z a judge to try ,g5]al ,b\lang]1 because ,i hate him1' said ,m4 ,r5ault 9 ! ,fr5* ,s5ate4 ,mr4 ,humble himself c\ld n h made a bett] spee* to ! b5* ?an t :5 8 "n 0 call$ to be sworn4 ,let u all rememb] ,john ,newton & ,m4 ,r5ault :5 we w\ld beg9 to write or to speak ab\t any arre/$1 accus$1 f\nd-out man4 ,let o!r m5's arre/s1 humiliations1 accusations1 & s5t5ces only make u se>* well our own pa/1 & t w make u ev] humbl] & ev] humbl] m5 ourselves2 ev] m p5it5t m51 & ev] m pray]ful m54 #b4 ,& !n ,miss ,humble-m9d1 8 only daught]1 0 a s]vant-maid4 ,!re is no (fice s humble b t a humble m9d w n put on /ill m humility 9 x4 ,:at a lesson 9 humility1 n ,pet] only got t night 9 ! upp] room1 b t happy s]vant-maid also :o br\ght 9 ! bason & ! t[el4 ,w\ld %e ev] aft] t night grumble & give up h] place 9 a passion because %e _h be5 ask$ to d :at 0 b5ea? h] to d8 ,w\ld %e ev] leave t h\se = any wages8 ,w\ld %e ev] see t bason )\t kiss+ x8 ,w\ld t t[el n be a holy ?+ ev] aft] 9 h] pr\d eyes8 ,h[ happy t h\se w\ld ev] aft] t night be1 n s mu* because ! ,"l's ,supp] _h be5 in/itut$ 9 x1 z because a s]vant 0 9 x :o _h le>n$ humility z %e w5t ab\t ! h\se t night4 ,let all our s]vants hold up _! heads & magnify _! (fice4 ,_! ,ma/] 0 once a s]vant1 & ,he left u all1 & all s]vants especially1 an example t !y %\ld foll[ 9 ,8 /eps4 ,pet]1 ^: feet 7 wa%$ t night1 nev] =got t night1 & 8 w>m he>t always w>m$ to a s]vant :5 he saw h] ) h] bason & h] t[els1 till he gave h] half a *apt] to h]self 9 8 spl5did ,fir/ ,epi/le4 ',s]vants1 be subject1' he said1 till 8 argum5t rose to a height above :i* n ev5 ,paul himself ev] rose4 ,s]vant-maids1 y mu/ all h y\r own half-*apt] out ( ,fir/ ,pet] by he>t4 #c4 ,b ,i h z _m /ud5ts ( "o k9d or o!r "h to-night z ,i h maid-s]vants1 & !y w rememb] :]e a great /ud5t has said t k )\t love b puffe? a /ud5t up4 ,n[1 ! be/ k = u all1 & especially s = a /ud5t1 is to "k himself3 8 own ignorance1 8 own fooli%ness1 8 bl9dness ( m9d1 &1 especially1 8 corruption ( he>t4 ,= t k w bo? keep him f be+ puff$ up ) :at he already kn[s1 & x w also put him & keep him 9 ! way ( kn[+ m4 ,self-k w increase humility1 & all ! pa/ ma/]s bo? ( sci5ce & ( religion w tell him t humility is ! c]ta9 note ( ! true /ud5t4 ,y :o are /ud5ts all "k ,! ,advancem5t ( ,le>n+1 j z ! s]vants sitt+ beside y all "k ! second *apt] ( ,fir/ ,pet]4 ,well1 y\r ma/] ,v]ulam !re tells y1 & inde$ on e page ( 81 t x is only to a humble1 wait+1 *ildlike temp] t nature1 l grace1 w ev] reveal up h] secrets4 ',!re is small *ance ( tru? at ! goal :5 !re is n a *ildlike humility at ! />t+-po/4' ,well1 !n1 all y /ud5ts :o w\ld fa9 get to ! goal ( sci5ce1 make ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ y\r />t+-po/4 ,come fir/ & come cont9ually to ! ,*ri/ian s*ool to le>n humility1 & !n1 z long z y\r tal5ts1 y\r ye>s1 & y\r opportunities hold out1 bo? tru? & goodness w op5 up to y at e /ep4 ,e /ep w be a goal1 & at e goal a new /ep w op5 up4 ,& ,god's smile & ,god's bless+1 & all good m5's love & hon\r & applause w support & rew>d y 9 y\r race4 ,&1 humble-m9d$ to ! tru? h]self1 be1 at ! same "t1 humble-m9d$ t[>d all :o l y\rself are seek+ to "k & to d ! tru?4 ,a lately deceas$ /ud5t ( nature 0 a patt]n to all /ud5ts z long z he wait$ on tru? 9 8 laboratory2 & ev5 z long z he rema9$ at 8 desk to tell ! _w :at he & o!r /ud5ts _h discov]$ 9 _! se>*4 ,b :5 any o!r /ud5t 9 8 se>* aft] tru? 0 compell$ to cross t hi!rto s exempl>y /ud5t1 he imm$iately became z insol5t z if he _h be5 ! greate/ boor 9 ! c\ntry4 ,till1 z he spat out scorn at all :o diff]$ f him we always rememb]$ ?is 9 ,a ,kempis--',surely1 an humble husb&man t s]ve? ,god is bett] ?an a pr\d philosoph] t1 neglect+ himself1 lab\re? to und]/& ! c\rse ( ! heav5s4 ,x is great wisdom & p]fection to e/eem no?+ ( ourselves1 & to ?9k always well & highly ( o!rs4' ,/ud5ts ( arts1 /ud5ts ( philosophy1 /ud5ts ( law1 /ud5ts ( m$ic9e1 & especially1 /ud5ts ( div9ity1 be humble m54 ,lab\r 9 humility ev5 m ?an 9 y\r special sci5ce4 ,humility w advance y 9 y\r special sci5ce2 :ile1 all ! "t1 & at ! end ( "t1 %e w be m to y ?an all ! o!r sci5ces tak5 toge!r4 ,& s9ce ,i h spok5 ( ,a ,kempis1 take ?is motto = all y\r life out ( ,a ,kempis1 z ! great & good ,f5elon did1 & x w guide y to ! goal3 ,ama nescia et pro nihilo reput>i4 #d4 ,b ( all ! m5 9 ! :ole _w x is m9i/]s :o %\ld simply1 z ,pet] says1 be clo!d ) humility1 & t f head to foot4 ,&1 fir/ z div9ity /ud5ts1 & !n z pa/ors & prea*]s1 we :o are m9i/]s h advantages & opportunities 9 ?is respect q peculi> & private to ourselves4 ,=1 :ile o!r /ud5ts are sp5d+ _! days & _! nights on ! anci5t classics ( ,greece & ,rome1 ! /ud5t :o is to be a m9i/] is buri$ 9 ! ,psalms1 9 ! ,gospels1 & 9 ! ,epi/les4 ,:ile ! /ud5t ( law is deep 9 8 comm5t>ies & 8 cases1 ! /ud5t ( div9ity is deep 9 ! /udy ( exp]im5tal religion4 ,& :ile ! m$ical /ud5t is full ( ! diseases ( animals & ( m51 ! !ological /ud5t is absorb$ 9 ! hol9ess ( ! div9e nature1 & 9 ! plague ( ! human he>t1 &1 especially1 he is dr[n$ deep] e day 9 8 own4 ,& he :o has begun a curriculum l t & is n already putt+ on a humility beyond all o!r m5 _h bett] lose no m "t1 b turn himself at once to "s o!r way ( mak+ 8 bread4 ,! ^w ( ,god & 8 own he>t1--yes2 :at a sure s*ool ( evangelical humility to e evangelically-m9d$ /ud5t is t6 ,&1 !n1 aft] t1 & all 8 days1 8 congregational communion-roll & 8 visit+-book4 ,let no m9i/] :o w\ld be f\nd ( ,god clo!d & canopi$ ov] ) humility ev] lose sight ( 8 communion-roll & pa/oral visitation- book4 ,i defy any m9i/] to keep ^? records always op5 be=e him & yet rema9 a pr\d man1 a self-respect+1 self-satisfi$1 self-righte\s man4 ,=1 :at secret hi/ories ( 8 own folly1 neglect1 ra%ness1 (f5siv5ess1 hot-head$ness1 self-seek+1 self-pleas+ vanity1 n[ puff$ up ov] "o man1 n[ ca/ d[n & full ( gloom ov] ano!r1 :at self-flatt]y "h1 & :at res5tm5t & retaliation !re2 & s on1 z only 8 own eyes & 8 ,div9e ,ma/]'s eye c read betwe5 e di>y l9e4 ,:at %ame w cov] t m9i/] z ) a mantle :5 he ?9ks :at ! ,*ri/ian m9i/ry might be made1 & !n takes home to himself :at he has made x6 ,let any m9i/] %ut himself 9 ) 8 communion-roll & 8 visit+- book be=e ea* return+ communion season1 & !re w be "o wor?y communicant at lea/ 9 ! congregation3 "o :o w h little appetite all t week = any o!r food b ! brok5 ,body & ! %$ ,blood ( 8 ,r$eem]4 ,b ^! are pr(essional matt]s t ! outside _w has no?+ to d ) & w\ld n und]/&4 ,only1 let all "y m5 :o w\ld h evangelical humility absolutely secur$ & seal$ to !m1--let !m come & be m9i/]s4 ,j z all "y m5 :o w\ld h any satisfaction 9 life1 any s5se ( "w well done & wor?y ( rew>d1 any ta/e ( a goal atta9$ & an old age e>n$1 let !m take to any?+ 9 all ?is _w b ! evangelical pulpit & its accompany+ pa/orate4 #e4 ,b humility is n a grace ( ! pulpit & ! pa/orate only4 ,x is n ^? :o are sep>at$ by ! ,holy ,gho/ to /udy ! ^w ( ,god & _! own he>ts all _! life long only1 :o are call$ to put on humility4 ,all m5 are call$ to t grace4 ,!re is no acceptance ) ,god = any man )\t t grace4 ,!re is no approa* to ,god = any man )\t x4 ,all salvation beg9s & ends 9 x4 ,w\ld y1 !n1 fa9 possess x8 ,w\ld y1 !n1 fa9 atta9 to x8 ,!n let !re be no my/]y & no mi/ake made ab\t x4 ,w\ld any man "h fa9 get d[n to t deep valley :]e ,god's sa9ts walk 9 ! sweet %ade & lie d[n 9 gre5 pa/ures8 ,well1 ,i w>rant him t j be=e him1 & already "u 8 eye1 !re is a flight ( /eps cut 9 ! hill1 :i* /eps1 if he w take !m1 w1 /ep aft] /ep1 take him also d[n to t bottom4 ,! :ole face ( ?is /eep & slipp]y _w is sculptur$ deep ) su* submissive /eps4 ,inde$1 :5 a man's eyes are once turn$ d[n to t valley1 !re is no?+ to be se5 any:]e 9 all ?is _w b d[nw>d /eps4 ,look :i*ev] way y w1 !re gleams out ^u y yet ano!r desc5d+ /air4 ,look back at ! way y came up4 ,b take c>e le/ ! sight turns y dizzy4 ,look at any spot y once cross$ on y\r way up1 &1 lo6 e foot-pr9t ( y\rs has become a desc5d+ /ep4 ,y s9k d[n z y look1 brok5 d[n ) %ame & ) horror & ) remorse4 ,!re are p1 "s /ill left 9 ?is _w1 & "s gone to ! o!r _w1 p :om y d>e n ?9k ( le/ y %\ld turn sick & lose hold & hope4 ,!re are places y d>e n visit3 !re are sc5es y d>e n recall4 ,lucif] himself w\ld be a humble angel ) 8 w+s ov] 8 face if he _h a pa/ l y\rs1 & w\ld (t5 en\gh return to look at x4 ,&1 !n1 n ! pa/ only1 b at ?is pres5t mom5t !re are p & ?+s plac$ close beside y1 & kept close beside y1 & y close beside !m1 on div9e purpose j to give y cont9ual occasion & (f]$ opportunity to practise humility4 ,!y are kept close beside y j on purpose to humiliate y1 to cut out y\r desc5d+ /eps1 to l5d y _! h&1 & to say to y3 ,keep ne> u4 ,only keep y\r eye on u1 & we w see y d[n6 ,& !n1 if y are resolute en\gh to look )91 if y are able to keep y\r eye on :at goes on 9 y\r own he>t l he>t--beats1 !n1 already1 ,i "k :]e y are4 ,y are "u all m5's feet4 ,y are a%am$ to lift up y\r eyes to meet o!r m5's eyes4 ,y d>e n take _! hone/ h&s4 ,y c\ld tell ,edw>ds himself ?+s ab\t humiliation n[ t w\ld make 8 t]ribly se>*+ & humbl+ book q tame & ta/eless4 ,come1 !n1 ,o high-m9d$ man1 be sane1 be wise4 ,if y 7 up on a giddy height1 & began to see t c]ta9 dea? 0 /raight & soon be=e y1 :at w\ld y d8 ,y "k :at y w\ld d4 ,y w\ld look ) all y\r eyes = su* /eps z w\ld take y safe/ d[n to ! solid gr\nd4 ,y w\ld welcome any h& /ret*$ out to help y4 ,y w\ld be mo/ att5tive & mo/ ob$i5t & mo/ ?ankful to any "o :o w\ld assure y t ?is is ! "r way d[n4 ,& y w\ld keep on say+ to y\rself--,once ,i 7 well d[n1 no man %all see me up "h aga94 ,well1 my bre?r51 humiliation1 humility1 is to be le>n$ j 9 ! same way1 & x is to be le>n$ 9 no o!r way4 ,he :o w\ld be d[n mu/ j come d[n4 ,t is all4 ,a /ep d[n1 & ano!r /ep d[n1 & ano!r1 & ano!r1 & already y are well d[n4 ,a humble act done to-day1 a humble ^w spok5 to-morr[2 humiliation aft] humiliation accept$ e day t y w\ld at "o "t h spurn$ f y ) passion2 & !n y\r own vile1 hateful1 unbe>able he>t-all t is orda9$ ( ,god to br+ y d[n1 d[n to ! du/2 & ?is la/1 y\r own he>t1 w br+ y d[n to ! v dep?s ( hell4 ,& ?us1 aft] all y\r o!r opportunities & ord9ances ( humility are embrac$ & exhau/$1 !n ! plunges1 ! dep?s1 ! abysses ( humility t ,god w op5 up 9 y\r own he>t w all "w 9 y a meetness = heav5 & a rip5ess = its glory1 t %all = ev] rew>d y = all t degradation & %ame & self-despair :i* h be5 to y ! sure way & ! only way to ev]la/+ life4 ,,*apt] ,,xxi--,,ma/] ,,?9k-,,well1 ,,! ,,late ,,& ,,only ,,son ,,( ,,old ,,mr4 ,,m$itation ',z he ?9ke? 9 8 he>t1 s is he4'--,a ,prov]b4 ,x 0 a truly delightful sight to see old ,mr4 ,m$itation & 8 only son1 our little ,?9k-well1 out among ! woods & h$g][s ( a summ] aft]noon4 ,little ,?9k-well 0 ! son ( 8 fa!r's old age4 ,t dry tree us$ to say to himself t if ev] he 0 intru/$ ) a son ( 8 own1 he w\ld make 8 son 8 mo/ con/ant & 8 mo/ confid5tial companion all 8 days4 ,& s he did4 ,! elev5? ( ,deut]onomy _h become a great] & great] text to t *ildless man z he pass$ ! mid-"t ( 8 days4 ',!re=e1' he us$ to say to himself1 z he walk$ abroad alone1 & z o!r m5 pass$ him ) _! *ildr5 at _! side--',!re=e ye %all tea* !m to y\r *ildr51 speak+ ( !m :5 ?\ sitte/ 9 ?9e h\se1 & :5 ?\ walke/ by ! way1 :5 ?\ lie/ d[n & :5 ?\ rise/ up4 ,& ?\ %alt write !m ^u ! doorpo/s ( ?9e h\se & ^u ?y gates4' ,& ?us x 0 t1 z ! little lad grew up1 !re 0 no day ( all ! sev5 t he s mu* numb]$ & wait$ = z 0 t sacr$ day on :i* 8 fa!r 0 free to take little ,?9k-well by ! h& & lead him out to talk to him4 ',no1' said an ,ed9burgh boy to 8 "m ! o!r day--',no1 "m1' he said1 ',i h no lik+ = ^! ,sunday pap]s ) _! poor /ories & _! pictures4 ,i am to read ! ,bible /ories & ! ,bible biographies fir/4' ,he is n my boy4 ,i wi% my boys 7 all l him4 ',& ,plut>* on week-days = su* a boy1' ,i said to 8 "m4 ,h[ to keep a dec5t %r$ ( ! old sanctification on ! mod]n ,sabba?-day is ! anxi\s inquiry ( _m fa!rs & mo!rs among u4 ,my fri5d ) h] manly-m9d$ boy1 & ,mr4 ,m$itation ) little ,?9k-well _h no tr\ble 9 t matt]4 ',& once ,i said1 ,z ,i rememb]1 look+ r\nd ^u ^? rocks ,& hills on :i* we all ( u 7 born1 ,t ,god :o made ! ,great ,book ( ! _w ,w\ld bless su* piety2-- ,nev] did wor?i] lads break ,engli% bread3 ,! f9e/ ,sunday t ! autumn saw1 ,) all its mealy clu/]s ( ripe nuts1 ,c\ld nev] keep ^? boys away f *ur*1 ,or tempt !m to an h\r ( ,sabba? brea*1 ,leon>d & ,james6' ,?9k-well & t "m's son4 ,old ,mr4 ,m$itation1 ! fa!r1 0 sprung ( a poor b hone/ & indu/ri\s /ock 9 ! city4 ,he _h n _h _m tal5ts or opportunities to beg9 )1 b he _h made ! v be/ ( ! two he _h4 ,& !n1 :5 ! two e/ates ( ,mr4 ,fritt]-day & ,mr4 ,let-good- slip 7 seque/]$ to ! cr[n1 ! advis]s ( ! cr[n h&$ ov] ^? two neglect$ e/ates to ,mr4 ,m$itation to improve !m = ! common good1 & aft] him to 8 son1 ^: "n we "k4 ,! /eps ( a good man are ord]$ ( ! ,"l1 & ,he delighte? 9 8 way4 ,i h be5 "y & n[ am old2 yet h ,i n se5 ! righte\s =sak51 nor 8 se$ begg+ bread4 ,n[1 ?is ,?9k-well old ,mr4 ,m$itation _h by ,mrs4 ,piety1 & %e 0 ! daught] ( ! old ,record]4 ',i am ,?y s]vant1' said ,mrs4 ,piety's son on occasion all 8 days--',i am ,?y s]vant & ! son ( ,?9e h&maid4' ,& at t s dutiful ackn[l$gm5t ( 8 a long procession ( ! s]vants ( ,god pass up be=e our eyes ) _! sa9t$ mo!rs lean+ on ! arms ( _! great sons4 ,! ,psalmi/ & 8 "m1 ! ,bapti/ & 8 "m1 our ,"l & ,8 "m1 ! au?or ( ! ,f\r? ,gospel & 8 "m1 ,paul's son & successor 9 ! gospel & 8 "m & gr&mo!r1 ! au?or ( ,! ,confessions & 8 "m2 &1 9 ?is noble connection1 ,i always ?9k ( ,halyburton & 8 good "m4 ,& 9 ?is ennobl+ connection y w all ?9k ( y\r own "m also1 & be=e we g any fur!r y w all say1 ,i also1 ,o ,"l1 am ,?y s]vant & ! son ( ,?9e h&maid4 ',fa!rs & mo!rs h&le *ildr5 diff]5tly1' says ,j]emy ,taylor4 ,& !n t pr9cely tea*] ( ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ ,ca?olic goes on to tell u h[ ,mrs4 ,piety h&l$ h] little ,?9k-well :i* %e _h borne to ,mr4 ,m$itation4 ,aft] o!r ?+s1 %e said ?is e night be=e %e took sleep to h] tir$ eyelids1 ?is3 ',oh give me grace to br+ him up4 ,oh may ,i always in/ruct him ) dilig5ce & meekness2 gov]n him ) prud5ce & hol9ess2 lead him 9 ! pa?s ( religion & ju/ice2 nev] provok+ him to wra?1 nev] indulg+ him 9 folly1 & nev] conniv+ at an unwor?y action4 ,oh sanctify him 9 8 body1 s\l1 & _s4 ,let all 8 ?\ghts be pure & holy to ! ,se>*] ( he>ts2 let 8 words be true & prud5t be=e m52 & may he h ! portion ( ! meek & ! humble 9 ! _w to come1 & all ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l6' ,h[ c\ld a son get pa/ a fa!r & a "m l t8 ,ev5 if1 = a season1 he _h got pa/ !m1 he w\ld be sure to come back4 ,only1 _! "y ,?9k-well nev] did get pa/ 8 fa!r & 8 "m4 ,!re 0 n s mu* ^w ( h]$ity 9 8 day2 b )\t s mu* ( ! ^w "y ,?9k-well _h ! :ole ( ! ?+4 ,& z "t w5t on1 & ! *ild became m & m ! fa!r ( ! man1 x 0 se5 & spok5 ( by all ! neighb\rs :o knew ! h\se1 h[ t _! only *ild _h inh]it$ all 8 fa!r's head1 & all 8 "m's he>t1 & !n t he _h rev]t$ to 8 mat]nal gr&fa!r 9 8 s ke5 & quick s5se ( "r & wrong4 ,all :i*1 "u :atev] "n x 0 held1 0 a mo/ excell5t outfit = our "y g5tleman4 ,8 old fa!r1 good natural head & all1 _h next to no book-le>n+4 ,he _h only two or ?ree books t he read a hundr$ times ov] till he _h !m by he>t4 ,& z he sigh$ ov] 8 unlett]$ lot he always consol$ himself ) a say+ he _h once got out ( "o ( 8 old books4 ,! say+ ( "s great au?ority 0 to ?is effect1 t 'an old & simple woman1 if %e loves ,jesus1 may be great] ?an our great bro!r ,bonav5ture4' ,he did n "k :o ,bonav5ture 01 b he always got a repro( aga9 out ( 8 "n4 ,?9k-well1 to 8 fa!r's imm5se delight1 0 a v me?odical little fell[1 & 8 fa!r & he _h ord]ly little secrets t !y told to none4 ,little secret plans z to :at !y 7 to read ab\t1 & ?9k ab\t1 & pray ab\t on c]ta9 days ( ! week & at c]ta9 h\rs ( ! day & ! night4 ,y mu/ n call ! fa!r an old p$ant1 = ! fact is1 x 0 ! son :o 0 ! p$ant if !re 0 "o 9 t happy h\se4 ,! two intimate fri5ds _h a ^w betwe5 !m !y call$ ag5da4 ,& nobody b !mselves knew :]e !y _h borr[$ t unc\? ^w1 :at language x 01 or :at x meant4 ,only 9 ! old man's tatt]$ pocket-book !re 7 ?+s l ?is f\nd by 8 m9i/] aft] 8 dea?4 ,inde$1 9 a museum ( su* relics ?is is /ill to be read "u a glass case1 & 9 old ,mr4 ,m$itation's ram%ackle h&3 ',monday1 dea?2 ,tuesday1 judgm5t2 ,w$nesday1 heav52 ,?ursday1 hell2 ,friday1 my pa/ life back to my y\?2 ,saturday1 ! passion ( my ,savi\r2 ,"l's day1 creation1 salvation1 & my own4--,m4' ,& !n1 on an utt]ly illegible page1 ?is3 ',jesus1 ,?y life & ,?y words are a p]petual s]mon to me4 ,i m$itate on ,!e all ! day4 ,make my memory a vessel ( election4 ,let all my ?\ghts be pla91 hone/1 pi\s1 simple1 prud5t1 & *>itable1 till ,?\ art pleas$ to draw ! curta9 & let me see ,?yself1 ,o ,et]nal ,jesu6' ,if ,i _h "t ,i c\ld tell y m ab\t ,?9k-well's qua9t old fa!r4 ,b ! above may be bett] ?an no?+ ab\t ! r>e old g5tleman4 ,a great au?ority has said--two great au?orities h said 9 _! enigmatic way1 t a 'dry light is ev] ! be/4' ,t may be s 9 "s cases & to "s uses1 b no?+ c be m sure ?an ?is1 t ! light t little ,?9k-well got f 8 fa!r's head 0 excell5tly dr5*$ 9 8 "m's he>t4 ,! sweet moi/ure ( 8 "m's he>t mix$ up beautifully ) 8 fa!r's dri] head & made a f9e comb9ation 9 _! "o boy z x turn$ out4 ,h] m9i/]1 prea*+ on "o occasion on my text = to-night1 _h said--& %e _h su* a memory = a s]mon t %e _h nev] =gott5 x1 b _h laid x up 9 h] he>t on ! spot--',z ! philosoph]'s /one1' ! old- fa%ion$ prea*] _h said1 'turns all metals into gold1 z ! bee sucks honey out ( e fl[]1 & z ! good /oma* sucks out "s sweet & :olesome n\ri%m5t out ( :atev] x takes into itself1 s do? a holy he>t1 s f> z sanctifi$1 conv]t & dige/ all ?+s into spiritual & useful ?\ghts4 ,?is y may see 9 ,psalm cvii4 #dc4' ,& 9 h] pla91 sil5t1 hidd51 mo!rly way ,mi/ress ,piety adorn$ h] old m9i/]'s doctr9e ( ! holy he>t t he 0 always prea*+ ab\t1 till %e %>$ h] s(t & holy he>t ) h] son1 z 8 fa!r _h %>$ 8 cle> & deep1 if too unle>n$1 head4 ,we h "o gr&mo!r at lea/ signalis$ 9 ! ,bible2 b no gr&fa!r1 s f> z ,i rememb]4 ,b am5ds are made = t 9 ! ,holy ,w>4 ,= ,?9k-well w\ld nev] h be5 ! man he became _h x n be5 = ! old ,record]1 8 gr&fa!r on 8 "m's side4 ,"s sup]ficial p said t !re 0 too mu* sev]ity 9 ! old ,record]2 b 8 gr&son :o knew him be/1 nev] said t4 ,he 0 ! be/ ( m51 8 gr&son us$ to /& up = him1 & say1 ,i %all nev] =get ! debt ,i owe him4 ,x 0 he :o taught me fir/ to make consci5ce ( my ?\ghts4 ,inde$1 z = my secret ?\ghts1 ,i _h tak5 no notice ( !m till t summ] aft]noon walk home f *ur*1 :5 we sat d[n among ! bu%es & he %[$ me on ! spot ! way4 ,& ,i c say to 8 memory t sc>ce = "o wak+ h\r h ,i any day =gott5 ! lesson4 ,! lesson h[ to make a consci5ce1 z he said1 ( all my ?\ghts ab\t myself & ab\t all my neighb\rs4 ,su*1 !n1 7 ,?9k-well's m imm$iate ance/ors1 & su* 0 ! inh]itance t !y all tak5 toge!r _h left him4 ,?9k-well6 ,?9k-well6 ,my bre?r51 :at d y ?9k1 :at d y say1 z y he> t f9e "n8 ,i w tell y :at ,i ?9k & say4 ,if ,i ov]come1 & h t :ite /one giv5 to me1 & 9 t /one a new "n writt5 :i* no man %all "k sav+ he t receive? x2 & if x 7 ask$ me "h to-night :at ,i w\ld l my new "n to be1 ,i w\ld say on ! spot1 ,let x be ,,?9k-,,well6 ,let my new "n among ! sav$ & ! sanctifi$ be=e ! ?rone be ,,?9k-,,well6 ,z1 ,o ,god1 x w be ! bottomless pit to me1 if ,i am =sak5 ( ,!e = ev] to my evil ?\ghts4 ,s5d d[n & prev5t x4 ,/ir up all ,?y /r5g? & give comm&m5t to prev5t x4 ,d ,?\ prev5t x4 ,=1 aft] ,i h done all1--aft] ,i h made all my ov]t acts blameless1 aft] ,i h tam$ my tongue :i* no man c tame--all t only ! m ?r[s my ?\ghts into a v devil's g>d51 a ?icket ( hell1 a secret swamp ( s9 to ! utt]mo/4 ,h[1 !n1 am ,i ev] to atta9 to t :ite /one & t %9+ "n8 ,& t 9 a _w ( su* tru? t e man's "n & title !re %all be a /rict & true & entirely accurate & adequate description & exposition ( ! v ?\ghts & int5ts & imag9ations ( 8 he>t8 ,h[ %all ,i1 h[ %all y1 my bre?r51 ev] h ',?9k-well' writt5 on our =ehead8--,well1 ) ,god all ?+s are possible4 ,) ,god1 ) a mu* m$itat+ m9d1 & a true & humble & t5d] he>t1 & a pure consci5ce1 a consci5ce void ( (f5ce1 work+ toge!r ) ,him--,he1 ) all ^! inh]itances & all ^! environm5ts work+ toge!r ) ,him1 w at la/ enable u1 y & me1 to lift up su* a cle> & transp>5t =ehead4 ,b n )\t our con/ant work+ toge!r4 ,we mu/ ourselves make head1 & he>t1 &1 especially1 consci5ce ( all our ?\ghts--= a long lifetime we mu/ d t4 ,! ,ductor ,dubitantium has a deep *apt] on ',! ,?9k+ ,consci5ce4' ,& :at a repro( to _m ( u lies 9 ! m]e "n6 ,= h[ mu* evil-?9k+ & evil- speak+ we h all be5 guilty ( ?r\gh our un?9k+ consci5ce & ?r\gh a zeal = ,god1 b a zeal )\t k4 ,look back at ! hi/ory ( ! ,*ur* & see2 look back at y\r own hi/ory 9 ! ,*ur* & see4 ,yes1 make consci5ce ( y\r ?\ghts3 b let x fir/ be an in/ruct$ consci5ce1 a ?9k+ consci5ce1 a consci5ce full ( ! be/ & ! cle>e/ light4 ,& !n let u also make ourselves a new he>t & a new _s1 z ,ezekiel has x4 ,= our he>ts are cont9ually p]v]t+ & pollut+ & poison+ our ?\ghts4 ,t is a fe>ful ?+ t is said ab\t ! m5 on :om ! flood soon came4 ,y rememb] :at is said ab\t !m1 & 9 explanation & ju/ification ( ! flood4 ,god saw1 x is said1 t e imag9ation ( ! ?\ghts ( _! he>ts 0 evil1 & only evil cont9ually4 ,fe>ful6 ,f> m fe>ful ?an t5 floods6 ,o ,god1 ,?\ see/ u4 ,& ,?\ see/ all ! imag9ations ( ! ?\ghts ( our he>ts4 ,oh give u all a m9d & a he>t & a consci5ce to ?9k ( no?+1 to fe> no?+1 to wat* & to pray ab\t no?+ comp>$ ) our ?\ghts4 ',z = my secret ?\ghts1' says ! au?or ( ! ,holy ,w> & ! creator ( ,ma/] ,?9k-well--',z = my secret ?\ghts1 ,i paid no att5tion to !m4 ,i nev] knew ,i _h !m4 ,i _h no pa91 or %ame1 or guilt1 or horror1 or despair on acc\nt ( !m till ,john ,gif=d took me & %[$ me ! way4' ,& !n :5 ,john ,bunyan1 be+ ! man ( g5ius he 01--z soon z he began to att5d to 8 own secret ?\ghts1 !n ! fir/ fa9t outl9e ( ?is f9e portrait ( ,?9k-well began to %9e out on ! scre5 ( ?is great arti/'s imag9ation1 & f t sanctifi$ scre5 ?is f9e portrait ( ,?9k-well & 8 family has %9$ into our he>ts to-night4 ,,*apt] ,,xxii--,,mr4 ,,god',s-,,peace1 ,a ,,goodly ,,p]son1 ,,& ,a ,,sweet-,,natur$ ,,g5tleman ',let ! peace ( ,god rule 9 y\r he>ts1--! peace ( ,god t passe? all und]/&+4'--,paul4 ,john ,bunyan is always at 8 v be/ 9 allegory4 ,9 "s o!r dep>tm5ts ( "w ,john ,bunyan has _h _m sup]iors2 b :5 he lays d[n 8 head on 8 h& & beg9s to dream1 z we see him 9 "s ( ! old woodcuts1 !n he is alone2 !re is no "o ne> him4 ,we h n a few great] div9es 9 pure div9ity ?an ,john ,bunyan4 ,we h "s f> bett] expositors ( ,scripture ?an ,john ,bunyan1 & we h "s f> bett] prea*]s4 ,john ,bunyan at 8 be/ _c op5 up a deep ,scripture l t pr9ce ( expositors1 ,?omas ,goodw94 ,john ,bunyan 9 all 8 books has no?+ to comp>e = intellectual /r5g? & = !ological grasp ) ,goodw9's *apt] on ! peace ( ,god1 9 8 six? book 9 ,! ,"w ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,john ,bunyan _c set =? div9e tru? 9 an ord]ly me?od & 9 a built-up body l ,john ,ow54 ,he _c ,platonize div9e tru? l 8 ,puritan contempor>y1 ,john ,h[e4 ,he _c so> high z heav5 9 ! beauty & ! sweetness ( gospel hol9ess l ,jona?an ,edw>ds4 ,he has no?+ ( ! philosophical dep? ( ,ri*>d ,hook]1 & he has no?+ ( ! va/ le>n+ ( ,j]emy ,taylor4 ,b :5 ,john ,bunyan's m9d & he>t beg9 to "w ?r\gh 8 imag9ation1 !n-- ',8 language is n ours4 ',tis my belief ,god speaks2 no t9k] ha? su* p[]s4' #a4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( 8 *apt] on ',speak+ peace1' ,?omas ,goodw9 tells 8 read] t he is go+ to fully c\* all 8 int5dm5ts "u a metaphor & an allegory4 ,b ,goodw9's read] has read & re- read ! great *apt]1 & has n yet discov]$ :]e ! metaphor & ! allegory came 9 & :]e !y w5t out4 ,b ,bunyan does n ne$ to adv]tise 8 read] t he is go+ to c\* 8 tea*+ 9 8 imag9ation4 ',b hav+ n[ my me?od by ! end1 ,/ill1 z ,i pull$ x came3 & s ,i p5n$ ,x d[n2 until at la/ x came to be ,= l5g? & bread? ! bigness t y see4' ,! ,bless$ ,pr9ce1 he beg9s1 did also orda9 a new (fic] 9 ! t[n1 & a goodly p]son he 04 ,8 "n 0 ,mr4 ,god's-peace4 ,?is man 0 set ov] my ,"l ,w-be-w1 my ,"l ,mayor1 ,mr4 ,record]1 ! subord9ate prea*]1 ,mr4 ,m9d1 & ov] all ! natives ( ! t[n ( ,mans\l4 ,himself 0 n a native ( ! t[n1 b came ) ! ,pr9ce f ! c\rt above4 ,he 0 a great acqua9tance ( ,capta9 ,cr$5ce & ,capta9 ,good-hope2 "s say !y 7 k91 & ,i am ( t op9ion too4 ,?is man1 z ,i said1 0 made gov]nor ( ! t[n 9 g5]al1 especially ov] ! ca/le1 & ,capta9 ,cr$5ce 0 to help him !re4 ,& ,i made great obs]vation ( x1 t s long z all ?+s w5t 9 ! t[n z ?is sweet-natur$ g5tleman w\ld h !m g1 ! t[n 0 9 a mo/ happy condition4 ,n[ !re 7 no j>s1 no *id+1 no int]f]+s1 no unfai?ful do+s 9 all ! t[n2 e man 9 ,mans\l kept close to 8 own employm5t4 ,! g5try1 ! (fic]s1 ! soldi]s1 & all 9 place1 obs]v$ _! ord]4 ,& z = ! wom5 & ! *ildr5 ( ! t[n1 !y foll[$ _! bus9ess joyfully4 ,!y w\ld "w & s+1 "w & s+1 f morn+ till night2 s t q ?r\gh ! t[n ( ,mans\l n[ no?+ 0 to be f\nd b h>mony1 quietness1 joy1 & heal?4 ,& ?is la/$ all ! summ]4 ,i %all /ep aside at ?is po9t & %all let ,jona?an ,edw>ds comm5t on ?is sweet-natur$ g5tleman & 8 heav5ly "n4 ',god's peace has an exquisite sweetness1' says ,edw>ds4 ',x is exquisitely sweet because x has s firm a f\ndation on ! ev]la/+ rock4 ,x is sweet also because x is s p]fectly agreeable to reason4 ,x is sweet also because x rise? f holy & div9e pr9ciples1 :i*1 z !y are ! virtue1 s are !y ! prop] happ9ess ( man4 ,?is peace is exquisitely sweet also because ( ! greatness ( ! good t ! sa9ts enjoy1 be+ no o!r ?an ! inf9ite b\nty & fulness ( t ,god :o is ! ,f\nta9 ( all good4 ,x is sweet also because x %all be enjoy$ to p]fection h]eaft]4' ,an en?usia/ic /ud5t has c\nt$ up ! numb] ( times t ?is div9e ^w 'sweetness' occurs 9 ,edw>ds1 & has prov$ t no o!r ^w ( ! k9d occurs s (t5 9 ! au?or ( ,true ,virtue & ,! ,religi\s ,affections4 ,& ,i c well believe x2 unless ! 'beauty ( hol9ess' runs x close4 ,/ill1 ?is sweet-natur$ g5tleman w cont9ue to live = u 9 8 gov]nm5t & jurisdiction 9 ,mans\l & 9 ,john ,bunyan ev5 m ?an 9 ,jona?an ,edw>ds4 #b4 ',n[ ,mr4 ,god's-peace1 ! new ,gov]nor ( ,mans\l1 0 n a native ( ! t[n2 he came d[n ) 8 ,pr9ce f ! c\rt above4' ',he 0 n a native'--let t attribute ( 8 be writt5 9 lett]s ( gold on e gate & door & wall )9 8 jurisdiction4 ,:5 y ne$ ! gov]nor & w\ld seek him at any "t or 9 any place 9 all ! t[n & _c f9d him1 recollect y\rself :]e he came f3 he may h return$ ?i!r aga94 ,john ,bunyan has c\*$ 8 deepe/ in/ruction to y 9 t s+le s5t5ce 9 :i* he says1 ',mr4 ,god's-peace 0 n a native ( ! t[n4' ,john ,bunyan has ga!r$ up _m gospel ,scriptures into t s+le allegorical s5t5ce4 ,he has made _m old & famili> passages fre% & full ( life aga9 9 t "o metaphorical s5t5ce4 ,x is ! "w ( g5ius to set =? ! wont & ! well kn[n 9 a cle>1 simple1 & at ! same "t surpris+1 light l t4 ,!re is a peace t is native & natural to ! t[n ( ,mans\l1 & to und]/& t peace1 its nature1 its gr\nds1 its ext5t1 & its range1 is mo/ important to ! !ologian & to ! sa9t4 ,b to und]/& ! peace ( ,god1 t supreme peace1 ! peace t passe? all und]/&+1--t is ! highe/ triumph ( ! !ologian & ! highe/ wisdom ( ! sa9t4 ,! prophets & ! psalmi/s ( ! ,old ,te/am5t are all full ( ! peace t ,god gave to ,8 p ,israel4 ,my peace ,i give unto y1 says our ,"l also4 ,paul also has tak5 up t peace t comes to u ?r\gh ! blood ( ,*ri/1 & has made x 8 gr& message to u & to all s9ful & s9- disquiet$ m54 ,& ,john ,bunyan has %[n h[ sure & true a successor ( ! apo/les ( ,*ri/ he is1 j 9 8 portrait ( ?is sweet-natur$ g5tleman :o 0 n a native ( ,mans\l1 b :o came f t same c\rt f :i* ,emmanuel ,himself came4 ,& x is j ?is outl&i%ness ( ?is sweet-natur$ g5tleman2 x is j ?is heav5ly orig9 & div9e extraction ( 8 t makes him sometimes & 9 "s ?+s to surpass all e>?ly und]/&+4 ',i am com+ "s day soon1' said a div9ity /ud5t to me ! o!r ,sabba? night1 'to h y expla9 & cle> up ! atonem5t to me4' ',i %all be glad to see y1' ,i said1 'b n on t err&4' ,no4 ,paul himself c\ld n d x4 ,paul said t ! atonem5t & ! peace ( x pass$ all 8 und]/&+4 ,& ,john ,bunyan says "h t n ! ,pr9ce only1 b 8 (fic] ,mr4 ,god's-peace also1 0 n native to ! t[n ( ,mans\l1 b came /raight d[n f heav5 into t t[n--& :at c ! man d :o come? aft] two k+s l ,paul & ,bunyan8 ,i h n =gott5 my ,edw>ds :]e he says t ! exquisite sweetness ( ?is peace is p]fectly agreeable to reason4 ,z1 inde$1 s x is4 ,& yet1 if reason w h a cle> & f9i%$ & all-r\nd answ] to all h] difficulties & objections & fault-f9d+s1 ,i fe> %e _c h x "h4 ,! "t may come :5 our reason also %all be s enl>g$1 & s sanctifi$1 & s exalt$1 t %e %all be able ) all sa9ts to see ! full my/]y ( t :i* 9 ?is pres5t disp5sation passe? all und]/&+4 ,b till !n1 only let ,god's peace ent] our he>ts ) ,god's ,son1 & !n let our he>ts say if t peace mu/ n 9 "s high & deep way be accord+ to ! highe/ & ! deepe/ reason1 s9ce its com+ into our he>ts has produc$ 9 our he>ts & 9 our lives su* reasonable1 & "r1 & h>moni\s1 & peaceful1 & e way joyful results4 #c4 ,gov]nor ,god's-peace _h n _m 9 ! t[n ( ,mans\l to :om he c\ld confide all 8 ?\ghts & ) :om he c\ld consult4 ,b !re 7 two (fic] fri5ds ( 8 /ation$ 9 ! t[n ) :om he 0 e day 9 close correspond5ce1 viz41 ! ,capta9 ,cr$5ce & ! ,capta9 ,good-hope4 ,_! s close intimacy w n be wond]$ at :5 x is kn[n t ^? ?ree (fic]s _h all come 9 toge!r ) ,emmanuel ! ,conqu]or4 ,^? ?ree "y capta9s _h done spl5did s]vice1 ea* at ! head ( 8 own battalion1 9 ! days ( ! invasion & ! conque/ ( ,mans\l1 & !y _h all _h _! pres5t titles1 & privileges1 & l&s1 & (fices1 pat5t$ to !m on ! /r5g? ( _! pa/ s]vices4 ,! ,capta9 ,cr$5ce _h all along be5 ! confid5tial aide-de-camp & secret>y ( ! ,pr9ce4 ,inde$1 ! ,pr9ce nev] call$ ,capta9 ,cr$5ce a s]vant at all1 b always a fri5d4 ,! ,pr9ce _h always convey$ 8 m9d ab\t all ,mans\l's matt]s fir/ to ,capta9 ,cr$5ce1 & !n t confid5tial capta9 convey$ :atev] specially conc]n$ ,god's-peace & ,good-hope to ^? excell5t & tru/y soldi]s4 ,cr$5ce fir/ told all matt]s to ,god's- peace & !n ! two soon talk$ ov] ,good-hope to _! m9d & he>t4 ,"s say t ! ?ree (fic]s1 ,cr$5ce1 ,god's-peace1 & ,good- hope1 7 k91 adds our hi/orian1 & ,i1 he adds1 am ( t op9ion too4 ,& to back up 8 op9ion he takes an extract out ( ! ,h]ald's ,college books :i* runs ?us3 ',romans1 fifte5? & ?irte5?3 ,n[1 ! ,god ( hope fill y ) all joy & peace 9 believ+1 t ye may ab\nd 9 hope1 ?r\gh ! p[] ( ! ,holy ,gho/4' ,"s say ! ?ree (fic]s 7 ( k91 & ,i am ( t op9ion too4 #d4 ,on acc\nt bo? ( 8 em95t s]vices & 8 great abilities1 ! ,pr9ce saw x good to set ,mr4 ,god's-peace ov] ! :ole t[n4 ,& ?us x 0 t ! gov]nor's jurisdiction ext5d$ & held n only ov] ! p ( ! t[n1 b also ov] all ! magi/rates & all ! o!r (fic]s ( ! t[n1 su* z my ,"l ,w-be-w1 my ,"l ,mayor1 ,mr4 ,record]1 ,mr4 ,m9d1 & all4 ,x ne$$ all ! gov]nor's au?ority & ability to keep 8 feet 9 8 (fice ov] all ! o!r rul]s ( ! t[n1 b by f> 8 greate/ tr\ble always 0 ) ! ,record]4 ,old ,mr4 ,consci5ce1 ! ,t[n ,record]1 _h a v difficult po/ to hold & a v difficult "p to play 9 t /ill s divid$ & /ill s unsettl$ t[n4 ,:at ) all ^? murd]]s & man-slay]s1 ?ieves & pro/itutes1 skulk]s & secret rebels1 on ! "o h&1 & ) ,gov]nor ,god's-peace & 8 s unacc\ntable & s autocratic ways1 on ! o!r h&1 ! ,record]'s (fice 0 no s9ecure4 ,all ! misdemean\rs & malpractices ( ! t[n1--& !y 7 happ5+ e day & e night1--7 all report$ to ! ,record]2 !y 7 all1 s to say1 *>g$ home ^u ! ,record]1 & he 0 held responsible = !m all2 till 8 (fice 0 a p]fect lay/all & cesspool ( all ! scum & corruption ( ! t[n4 ,& yet1 9 w\ld come ,gov]nor ,god's-peace1 )\t ei!r w>n+ or explanation1 & w\ld dem& all ! ,record]'s pap]s1 & pro(s1 & affidavits1 & :at n1 x _h co/ him s mu* tr\ble to get collect$ & indors$1 & w\ld burn !m all be=e ! ,record]'s face1 & to 8 utt] confusion1 humiliation1 & sil5ce4 ,s autocratic1 s despotic1 s absolute1 & n-to-be-que/ion$ 0 ,gov]nor ,god's-peace4 ,! ,record] c\ld n und]/& x1 & c\ld b>ely submit to x2 my ,"l ,mayor c\ld n und]/& x1 & 8 cl]k1 ,mr4 ,m9d1 w\ld (t5 oppose x2 b !re x 03 ,mr4 ,gov]nor ,god's-peace 0 set ov] !m all4 #e4 ,b ! ?+ t always 9 ! long-run ju/ifi$ ! gov]nor%ip ( ,mr4 ,god's-peace1 & reconcil$ all ! o!r (fic]s to 8 supremacy1 0 ! way t ! city settl$ d[n & prosp]$ "u 8 b5ignant rule4 ,all ! o!r (fic]s admitt$ t1 someh[1 8 promotion & p[] _h be5 ! salvation ( ,mans\l4 ,!y all extoll$ _! ,pr9ce's f>-see+ wisdom 9 ! selection1 advancem5t1 & absolute seat ( ,mr4 ,god's-peace4 ,& x w\ld ill h become !m to h said any?+ else2 = !y _h little else to d b bask 9 ! sun & enjoy ! hon\rs & ! emolum5ts ( _! respective (fices z long z ,gov]nor ,god's-peace held sway1 & _h all ?+s 9 ! city to 8 own m9d4 ,n[1 x 0 on all h&s admitt$1 z we read aga9 ) r5ew$ delight1 t !re 7 no j>s1 no *id+1 no int]f]+s1 no unfai?ful do+s 9 ! t[n ( ,mans\l2 b e man kept close to 8 own employm5t4 ,! g5try1 ! (fic]s1 ! soldi]s1 & all 9 place1 obs]v$ _! ord]s4 ,& z = ! wom5 & *ildr51 !y all foll[$ _! bus9ess joyfully4 ,!y w\ld "w & s+1 "w & s+1 f morn+ till night1 s t q ?r\gh ! t[n ( ,mans\l n[ no?+ 0 to be f\nd b h>mony1 quietness1 joy1 & heal?4 ,:at m c\ld be said ( any gov]nor%ip ( any t[n ?an t8 ,! ,heav5ly ,c\rt itself1 out ( :i* ,gov]nor ,god's-peace _h come d[n1 0 n bett] gov]n$ ?an t4 ,h>mony1 quietness1 joy1 & heal?4 ,no2 ! ,new ,j]usalem itself w n surpass t4 ',& ?is la/$ all t summ]4' ,,*apt] ,,xxiii--,,! ,,e/abli%$ ,,*ur* ,,( ,,mans\l1 ,,& ,,mr4 ,,consci5ce ,,"o ,,( ,,h] ,,p>i% ,,m9i/]s ',! ,highe/ ,himself %all e/abli% h]4'--,david4 ,! pr9ces ( ?is _w e/abli% *ur*es sometimes out ( piety & sometimes out ( policy4 ,sometimes _! motive is ! good ( _! p & ! glory ( ,god1 & sometimes _! sole motive is to buttress up _! own ,royal ,h\se1 & to h a cl]gy ar\nd !m on :om !y c c\nt4 ,pr9ce ,emmanuel _h ,8 motive1 too1 9 sett+ up an e/abli%m5t 9 ,mans\l4 ,z ?us3 ,:5 ?is 0 ov]1 ! ,pr9ce s5t aga9 = ! eld]s ( ! t[n & commun$ ) !m ab\t ! m9i/ry t ,he int5d$ to e/abli% 9 ,mans\l4 ,su* a m9i/ry z might op5 to !m & might in/ruct !m 9 ! ?+s t did conc]n _! pres5t & _! future /ate4 ,=1 said ,he to !m1 ( y\rselves1 unless y h tea*]s & guides1 y w n be able to "k1 & if y d n "k1 !n y _c d ! w ( ,my ,fa!r4 ,at ?is news1 :5 ! eld]s ( ,mans\l br\ght x to ! p1 ! :ole t[n came runn+ toge!r1 & all ) "o cons5t implor$ ,8 ,maje/y t ,he w\ld =?) e/abli% su* a m9i/ry among !m z might tea* !m bo? law & judgm5t1 /atute & comm&m5t1 s t !y might be docum5t$ 9 all good & :olesome ?+s4 ,s ,he told !m t ,he w\ld graci\sly grant _! reque/s & w\ld /raightway e/abli% su* a m9i/ry among !m4 ,n[1 ,i w n ent] to-night on ! ab/ract b5efits ( su* an ,e/abli%m5t4 ,i w r take "o ( ! m9i/]s :o 0 pres5t$ to "o ( ! p>i%es ( ,mans\l1 & %all ?us let y see h[ t ,/ate ,*ur* work$ out practically 9 "o ( its m9i/]s at any rate4 ,& ! prea*] & pa/or ,i %all s take up 0 nei!r ! be/ m9i/] 9 ! t[n nor ! wor/2 b1 :ile a long way subord9ate to ! be/1 he 0 also by no means ! lea/4 ,! ,rev]5d ,mr4 ,consci5ce 0 our p>i% m9i/]'s "n2 8 p sometimes call$ him ,! ,record]4 #a4 ,well1 !n1 to beg9 )1 ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,consci5ce 0 a native ( ! same t[n 9 :i* 8 p>i% *ur* n[ /ood4 ,i am n go+ to *all5ge ! wisdom ( ! patron :o appo9t$ 8 protege to ?is p>ticul> liv+2 only1 ,i h kn[n v good m9i/]s :o nev] got ov] ! mis=tune ( hav+ be5 settl$ 9 ! same t[n 9 :i* !y _h be5 born & br\ght up4 ,or1 r1 _! p nev] got ov] x4 ,"o excell5t m9i/]1 especially1 ,i once knew1 ^: fa!r _h be5 a work+ man 9 ! t[n1 & 8 son _h sometimes assi/$ 8 fa!r be=e he w5t to college1 & ev5 betwe5 8 college sessions1 & ! p he aft]w>ds came to tea* c\ld nev] get ov] t4 ,x 0 n wise 9 my fri5d to accept t pres5tation 9 ! circum/ances1 z ! ev5t abundantly prov$4 ,=1 :5ev] he _h to take 8 /& 9 8 pulpit or 9 8 pa/orate aga9/ any ( _! evil ways1 8 p def5d$ !mselves & retaliat$ on him by rem9d+ him t !y knew 8 fa!r & 8 "m1 & _h n =gott5 8 own e>ly days4 ,no d\bt1 9 ! case ( ,emmanuel & ,mans\l & its m9i/]1 !re 7 c\nt]balanc+ consid]ations & advantages bo? to m9i/] & p2 b x is n always s2 & x 0 n s 9 ! case ( my un=tunate fri5d4 ,=asmu*1 s ran ! ,pr9ce's pres5tation pap]1 z he is a native ( ! t[n ( ,mans\l1 & ?us has p]sonal k ( all ! laws & cu/oms ( ! corporation1 !re=e he1 ! ,pr9ce1 pres5t$ ,mr4 ,consci5ce4 ,t is to say1 e man :o is to be ! m9i/] ( a p>i% %\ld make 8 own he>t & 8 own life 8 fir/ p>i%4 ,8 own v9ey>d %\ld be 8 fir/ k & 8 fir/ c>e4 ,& !n out ( t & aft] t he w be able to speak to 8 p1 & to correct1 & c\nsel1 & take c>e ( !m4 ,9 ,?omas ,bo/on's ,memoirs we cont9ually come on entries l ?is3 ',prea*$ on ,ps4 xlii4 #e1 & mo/ly on my own acc\nt4' ,&1 aga91 we read 9 ! same invaluable book = p>i% m9i/]s1 t its au?or did n wond] to he> t good _h be5 done by la/ ,sabba?'s s]mon1 because he _h prea*$ x to himself & _h got good to himself out ( x be=e he took x to ! pulpit4 ,bo/on kept 8 eye on himself 9 a way t ! m9i/] ( ,mans\l himself c\ld n h excell$4 ,till1 n 9 8 pulpit "w only1 b 9 su* conv5tional1 commonplace1 & monoton\s ex]cises z 8 family wor%ip1 he s read ! ,scriptures & s sang ! psalms t 8 family wor%ip 0 cont9ually yield+ him fruit z well z 8 public m9i/ry4 ,z our family wor%ip & our public m9i/ry w d1 too1 :5 we h ! eye & ! he>t & ! consci5ce t ,?omas ,bo/on _h4 ',i w5t to he> a prea*]1' said ,pascal1 '& ,i f\nd a man 9 ! pulpit4' ,well1 ! p>i% m9i/] ( ,mans\l 0 a man1 & s 0 ! p>i% m9i/] ( ,ettrick4 ,& t 0 ! reason t ! p ( ,simpr9 & ,ettrick s (t5 ?\ght t ,bo/on _h !m 9 8 eye4 ,good pa/or z he 01 he c\ld n h ev]ybody 9 8 eye4 ,b he _h himself 9 8 eye1 & t let him into ! he>ts & ! homes ( all 8 p4 ,he 0 a true man1 & ?us a true m9i/]4 #b4 ,bo? ,bo/on & ! m9i/] ( ,mans\l 7 well-read m5 also2 s1 inde$1 9 z _m words1 _! f9e biographies assure u4 ,b t is j ano!r way ( say+ :at has be5 said ab\t ^? two m9i/]s ov] & ov] aga9 already4 ,william ,law nev] 0 a p>i% m9i/]4 ,! ,engli% ,cr[n ( t day w\ld n tru/ him ) a p>i%4 ,b :at 0 ! ev]la/+ loss ( "s p>i% 9 ,engl& has become ! ev]la/+ ga9 ( ! :ole ,*ur* ( ,*ri/4 ,law's en=c$ seclusion f outw>d m9i/]ial activity only set him ! m free to t inw>d activity :i* has be5 su* a bless+ to s _m1 & to s _m m9i/]s especially4 ,& z to ?is ( e m9i/] be+ well read1 t ma/] 9 ,israel says3 ',above all1 let me tell y t ! book ( books to y is y\r own he>t1 9 :i* are writt5 & engrav5 ! deepe/ lessons ( div9e in/ruction4 ,le>n1 !re=e1 to be deeply att5tive to ! pres5ce ( ,god 9 y\r own he>ts1 :o is always speak+1 always in/ruct+1 always illum9at+ ! he>t t is att5tive to ,him4' ,jona?an ,edw>ds call$ ! poor p>i% m9i/] ( ,ettrick 'a truly great div9e4' ,b ,law goes on to say1 ',a great div9e is b a cant expression unless x signifies a man greatly advanc$ 9 ! div9e life4 ,a great div9e is "o ^: own exp]i5ce & example are a demon/ration ( ! reality ( all ! graces & virtues ( ! gospel4 ,no div9e has any m ( ! gospel 9 him ?an t :i* proves itself by ! _s1 ! actions1 & ! =m ( 8 life3 ! re/ is b hypocrisy1 n div9ity4' ,let all our p>i% m9i/]s1 !n1 give !mselves to ?is k9d ( read+4 ,let !m all aim at a doctor's degree 9 ! div9ity ( _! own he>ts4 #c4 ,we are done at la/1 & we are done = ev]1 9 ,scotl&1 ) patrons & ) pres5t]s2 b ,i d>esay our mo/ ,free ,*ur* p w\ld be q will+ to surr5d] _! de>-b\ght fran*ise if ! old plan c\ld ev5 yet be made to "w 9 all _! p>i%es z x work$ 9 ,mans\l4 ,= n only 0 ! pres5t$ m9i/] 9 ?is case a well-read man2 he 0 also1 :at ! be/ ( ! ,scotti% p h always lov$ & hon\r$1 a man1 z ?is hi/ory te/ifies1 ) a tongue z bravely hung z he _h a head fill$ ) judgm5t4 ,9 ,scotl& we l our m9i/] to h a tongue bravely hung1 ev5 :5 t is prov$ to our own despite4 ,:5 any m9i/]1 p>i% m9i/] or o!r1 is se5 to tune 8 pulpit1 our respect = him is gone4 ,! ,presbyt]ian pulpit has be5 prov]bially h>d to tune1 & x w be an ill day :5 x becomes easy4 ',"h lies a man :o _h a br[ = e good cause4' ,s x 0 engrav5 ov] "o ( ,bo/on's eld]s4 ,& s is x always3 l prie/1 l p 9 ! matt] ( ! hang ( ! m9i/]'s tongue & 9 ! boldness ( ! eld]'s br[4 ',bravely hung' is an anci5t & excell5t expression :i* has sev]al %ades ( mean+ 9 ,bunyan4 ,b 9 ! pres5t in/ance its mean+ is modifi$ & fix$ by judgm5t4 ,a bravely hung tongue2 at ! same "t ! p>i% m9i/] ( ,mans\l's tongue 0 n a loosely-hung tongue4 ,x 0 n a blu/]+1 headlong1 scold+1 untam$ tongue4 ,! pulpit ( ,mans\l 0 tun$ ) judgm5t4 ,he :o fill$ t pulpit _h a head fill$ ) judgm5t4 ,! gr\nd ( judgm5t is k1 & ! m9i/] ( ,mans\l 0 a man ( k4 ,x 0 8 e>ly & ev]- increas+ k ( himself1 & ?us ( o!r m52 & !n x 0 8 excell5t judgm5t z to ! use he 0 to make ( t k2 x 0 8 s\nd k :at to say1 :5 to say x1 & h[ to say x1--x 0 all ?is t decid$ 8 ,pr9ce to make him ! m9i/] ( ,mans\l4 ,h[ excell5t & h[ r>e a gift is judgm5t--judgm5t 9 c\nsel1 judgm5t 9 spee*1 & judgm5t 9 action6 ',i am v little s]viceable ) ref]5ce to public managem5t1' writes ! p>i% m9i/] ( ,ettrick1 'be+ exce$+ly defective 9 ecclesia/ical prud5ce2 b ! ,"l has giv5 me a pulpit gift1 n unacceptable3 & :o kn[s :at ,he may d ) me 9 t way8' ,:o kn[s1 inde$6 ,n[1 !re are _m p>i% m9i/]s :o h a n unacceptable pulpit gift1 & yet :o are n cont5t ) t1 b are always bury+ t gift 9 ! e>? & runn+ away f x to attempt a public managem5t 9 :i* !y are exce$+ly & conspicu\sly defective4 ,n[1 :y d !y d t8 ,is _! pulpit & _! p>i% n sph]e & opportunity en\gh = !m8 ,m9e is a small p>i%1 said ,bo/on1 b !n x is m9e4 ,& a small p>i% may bo? re> & occupy a truly great div9e4 ,let ^? m9i/]s1 !n1 :o are defective 9 ecclesia/ical prud5ce n be too mu* ca/ d[n4 ,ecclesia/ical prud5ce is n 9 e case ! highe/ k9d ( prud5ce4 ,! presbyt]y1 ! synod1 & ! assembly are n any m9i/]'s fir/ or be/ sph]e4 ,e m9i/]'s fir/ & be/ sph]e is 8 p>i%4 ,& ! presbyt]y is n ! end ( ! p>i%4 ,! p>i%1 ! pa/orate1 & ! pulpit are ! end ( bo? presbyt]y & synod & assembly4 ,z = ! m9i/] ( ,mans\l1 he 0 a well-read man1 & also a man ( c\rage to speak out ! tru? at e occasion1 & he _h a tongue z bravely hung z he _h a head fill$ ) judgm5t4 #d4 ,b !re 0 "o ?+ ab\t ! p>i% pulpit ( ,mans\l t always ov]p[]$ ! p4 ,!y c\ld n always expla9 x ev5 to !mselves :at x 0 t sometimes s t]rifi$ !m1 &1 sometimes1 aga91 s en?rall$ !m4 ,!y w\ld say sometimes t _! m9i/] 0 m ?an a m]e man2 t he 0 a prophet & a se]1 & t 8 ,ma/] seem$ sometimes to /& & speak aga9 9 ,8 s]vant4 ,& 'se]' 0 n at all an inappropriate "n = _! m9i/]1 s f> z ,i c collect out ( "s rema9s ( 8 t ,i h se5 & "s te/imonies t ,i h he>d4 ,!re 0 some?+ awful & ov]aw+1 some?+ se]-l & sup]natural1 9 ! pulpit ( ,mans\l4 ,sometimes ! iron *a9s 9 :i* ! prea*] climb$ up into ! pulpit1 & 9 :i* he bo? pray$ & prea*$1 /ruck a *ill to e he>t2 & sometimes ! g>m5t ( salvation 9 :i* he %one c>ri$ all _! he>ts captive4 ,"s ,sabba? morn+s !y saw x 9 8 face & he>d x 9 8 voice t he _h be5 on 8 b$ 9 hell all la/ night2 & !n1 next ,sabba?1 ^? :o came back saw him desc5d+ into 8 pulpit f 8 ?rone 9 heav54 ',yea1 ?is man's br[1 l to a title-page ,=etells ! nature ( a tragic volume4 ,?\ tremble/1 & ! :it5ess 9 ?y *eek ,is apt] ?an ?y tongue to tell ?9e err&4' ,if y ?9k t ,i am exagg]at+ & magnify+ ! p>i% pulpit ( ,mans\l1 take ?is out ( ! p>i% records = y\rselves4 ',& n[1' y w read 9 "o place1 'x 0 a day gloomy & d>k1 a day ( cl\ds & ?ick d>kness ) ,mans\l4 ,well1 :5 ! ,sabba?-day 0 come he took = 8 text t 9 ! prophet ,jonah1 ,!y t obs]ve ly+ vanities =sake _! own m]cy4 ,& !n !re 0 su* p[] & au?ority 9 t s]mon1 & su* dejection se5 9 ! c\nt5ances ( ! p t day t ! l _h seldom be5 he>d or se54 ,! p1 :5 ! s]mon 0 done1 7 sc>ce able to g to _! homes1 or to betake !mselves to _! employm5ts ! :ole week aft]4 ,!y 7 s s]mon-smitt5 t !y knew n :at to d4 ,= n only did _! prea*] %[ to ,mans\l its s91 b he did tremble be=e !m "u ! s5se ( 8 own1 /ill cry+ out z he prea*$1 ,unhappy man t ,i am6 t ,i1 a prea*]1 %\ld h liv$ s s5selessly & s sotti%ly 9 my p>i%1 & be "o ( ! =emo/ 9 its transgressions6 ,) ^! ?+s he also *>g$ all ! lords & g5try ( ,mans\l to ! almo/ di/ract+ ( !m4' ,x 0 ,sabba?s l t t made ! p ( ,mans\l call _! m9i/] a se]4 #e4 ,&1 !n1 !re 0 ano!r ?+ t ,i d n "k h[ bett] to describe ?an by call+ x ! true ca?olicity1 ! true humility1 & ! true hospitality ( ! man4 ,x is true he _h no *oice 9 ! matt]1 = 9 sett+ up a /&+ m9i/ry 9 ,mans\l ,emmanuel _h done s ) ?is res]vation & addition4 ,we h ,8 v words4 ',n t y are to h y\r m9i/]s alone1' ,he said4 ',= my f\r capta9s1 !y c1 if ne$ be1 & if !y be requir$1 n only privately in=m1 b publicly prea* bo? good & :olesome doctr9e1 t1 if he$$1 w d !e good 9 ! end4' ,:i*1 aga91 rem9ds me ( :at ,oliv] ,cromwell wrote to ! ,hon\rable ,colonel ,hack] at ,peebles4 ',^!3 ,i 0 n satisfi$ ) y\r la/ spee* to me ab\t ,empson1 t he 0 a bett] prea*] ?an fight]--or words to t effect4 ,truly1 ,i ?9k t he t prays & prea*es be/ w fight be/4 ,i "k no?+ t w give l c\rage & confid5ce z ! k ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ w4 ,i pray y to receive ,capta9 ,empson lov+ly4' #f4 ,! /&+ m9i/ry 9 ,mans\l 0 end[$ also2 b ,i _c imag9e :at ! c\rt ( te9ds w\ld make ( ! in/rum5t ( end[m5t4 ,z x has be5 h&$ d[n to u1 t old ecclesia/ical in/rum5t reads m l a lesson 9 ! p>i% m9i/]'s class = ! /udy ( ,my/icism ?an a writ+ = a le>n$ "l to adjudicate ^u4 ,"h is ! ,ord] ( ,c\ncil3 ',!re=e ,i1 ?y ,pr9ce1 give !e1 ,my s]vant1 leave & lic5ce to g :5 ?\ wilt to ,my f\nta91 ,my conduit1 & !re to dr9k freely ( ! blood ( ,my grape1 = ,my conduit do? always run w9e4 ,?us do+1 ?\ %alt drive f ?9e he>t all f\l1 gross1 & hurtful hum\rs4 ,x w also light5 ?9e eyes1 & x w /r5g!n ?y memory = ! reception & ! keep+ ( all t ,my ,fa!r's noble secret>y w tea* !e4' ,?us ! ,pr9ce did put ,mr4 ,consci5ce into ! place & (fice ( a m9i/] to ,mans\l1 & ! *os5 & pres5t$ man did ?ankfully accept !re(4 7#a7 ,n[1 !re are at lea/ ?ree lessons taught u "h4 ,!re is1 to beg9 )1 a lesson to all ^? congregations :o are ab\t to *oose a m9i/]4 ,let all ^? congregations1 !n1 :o h _h devolv$ on !m ! p[]s ( ! old patrons1--let !m make _! election on ! same pr9ciples t ! ,pr9ce ( ,mans\l patronis$4 ,let !m *oose a probation] :o1 "y ?\gh he mu/ be1 has ! mak+ ( a se] 9 him4 ,let !m li/5 = ! future se] 9 8 mo/ /amm]+ pray]s4 ,some:]e1 ev5 9 "o s]vice1 8 consci5ce w make itself he>d1 if he has a consci5ce4 ,r rema9 t5 ye>s vacant ?an call a m9i/] :o has no consci5ce4 ,! p>i% m9i/] ( ,mans\l sometimes seem$ to be all consci5ce1 & x 0 ?is t made 8 head s full ( judgm5t1 8 tongue s full ( a brave boldness1 & 8 he>t s full ( holy love4 ,y\r m9i/] may be an ano9t$ bi%op1 he may be a g[n$ & hood$ doctor1 he may be a k+'s *apla91 he may be ! m9i/] ( ! l>ge/ & ! ri*e/ & ! mo/ le>n$ p>i% 9 ! city1 b1 unless he /rikes t]ror & pa9 into y\r consci5ce e ,sabba?1 unless he makes y tremble e ,sabba? "u ! eye & ! h& ( ,god1 he is no true m9i/] to y4 ,z ,goodw9 says1 he is a wood5 cannon4 ,z ,leighton says1 he is a m\ntebank = a m9i/]4 7#b7 ,! second lesson is to all ^? :o are politically enfran*is$1 & :o hold a vote = a memb] ( ,p>liam5t4 ,n[1 cr[ds ( c&idates & _! canvass]s w be=e long be at y\r door besieg+ x & begg+ y = y\r vote = or aga9/ an ,e/abli%$ *ur*4 ,well1 be=e ,p>liam5t is dissolv$1 & ! canvass comm5ces1 look y well into y\r own he>t & ask y\rself :e!r or no ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ has yet be5 e/abli%$ !re4 ,ask if ,jesus ,*ri/1 ! ,head ( ! ,*ur*1 has yet set up ,8 ?rone !re1 9 y\r he>t4 ,ask y\r consci5ce if ,8 laws are recognis$ & obey$ !re4 ,ask also if ,8 blood has be5 spr9kl$ !re1 & s9ce :54 ,&1 if n1 !n x ne$s no se] to tell y :at sacrilege1 :at pr(anity x is = y to t\* ! ark ( ,god3 to speak1 or to vote1 or to lift a f+] ei!r = or aga9/ any *ur* :atsoev]4 ,intrude y\r wilful ignorance & y\r wick$ passions any:]e else4 ,m>* up boldly & vote defiantly on que/ions ( ,/ate t y nev] read a sob] l9e ab\t1 & are z ignorant ab\t z y are ( ,hebrew2 b bew>e ( t\*+ by a ?\s& miles ! ?+s = :i* ! ,son ( ,god laid d[n ,8 life4 ,?ru/ y\rself 91 if y mu/1 any:]e else1 b d n ?ru/ y\rself & y\r bruti% /upidity & y\r fi5di% temp]s into ! ?+s ( ! h\se ( ,god4 ,let all p>i% m9i/]s take = _! text t day #b ,samuel vi4 #f1 #g3--;,& :5 !y came to ,na*on's ?re%+-floor1 ,uzzah put =? 8 h& to ! ark ( ,god1 & took hold ( x2 = ! ox5 %ook x4 ,& ! ang] ( ! ,"l 0 k9dl$ aga9/ ,uzzah2 & ,god smote him !re = 8 error2 & !re he di$ by ! ark ( ,god4 7#c7 ,!re is a ?ird lesson "h1 b x is a lesson = m9i/]s1 & ,i %all take x home to myself4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiv--,a ,,fa/-,,day ,,9 ,,mans\l ',sanctify a fa/1 call a solemn assembly1 ga!r ! eld]s & all ! inhabitants ( ! l& into ! h\se ( ! ,"l y\r ,god4'--,joel4 ,9 our s(t & self-indulg5t day ! v ^w 'to fa/' has become an out-(-date & an obsolete ^w4 ,we nev] h occasion to employ t ^w 9 ! liv+ language ( ! pres5t day4 ,! m5 ( ! next g5]ation w ne$ to h x expla9$ to !m :at ! ,fa/-days ( _! fa!rs 73 :5 !y 7 in/itut$1 h[ !y 7 obs]v$1 & :y !y 7 abrogat$ & giv5 up4 ,if y\r son %\ld ev] ask y j :at ! ,fa/-days ( y\r y\? 7 l1 y w d him a great s]vice1 & he may live to recov] !m1 if y w answ] him 9 ?is way4 ,%[ him h[ to take 8 ,crud5 & h[ to make a picture to 8 op5+ m9d ( ! ,fa/-days ( ,scripture4 ,& tell him pla9ly = :at ?+s 9 fa!rs & 9 sons ^? fa/s 7 orda9$ ( ,god4 ,& !n = ! ,fa/-days ( ! ,puritan p]iod let him read al\d to y ?is p[]ful passage 9 ! ,holy ,w>4 ,public prea*+ & public pray] ent]$ l>gely into ! fa/+ ( ! ,prophetical & ! ,puritan p]iods2 & ,john ,bunyan1 aft] ,joel1 has told u "s ?+s ab\t ! ,fa/-day prea*+ ( 8 day t x w be well = u1 bo? prea*]s & p1 to beg9 )1 & to lay well to he>t4 #a4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 ! prea*+ ( t ,fa/-day 0 'p]t95t' & to ! po9t4 ,william ,law1 t div9e writ] = m9i/]s1 w>ns m9i/]s aga9/ go+ (f ^u ,euroclydon & ! %ipwrecks ( ,paul :5 ,*ri/'s %eep are look+ up to !m = _! prop] food4 ,:at1 he asks1 is ! nature1 ! direction1 & ! /r5g? ( t ,m$it]ranean w9d to him :o has come up to *ur* "u ! plague ( 8 own he>t & "u ! heavy h& ( ,god8 ,y may be sure t ,boan]ges did n lecture t ,fa/-day =5oon 9 ,mans\l on ,acts xxvii4 #ad4 ,we w\ld "k t1 ev5 if we 7 n told :at 8 text t =5oon 04 ,8 text t nev]-to-be-=gott5 ,fa/-day =5oon 0 9 ,luke xiii4 #g--';,cut x d[n2 :y cumb]e? x ! gr\nd8' ,& a v sm>t s]mon he made ^u ! place4 ,fir/1 he %[$ :at 0 ! occasion ( ! words1 namely1 because ! fig-tree 0 b>r54 ,!n he %[$ :at 0 conta9$ 9 ! s5t5ce1 to wit1 rep5tance or utt] desolation4 ,he !n %[$ also by ^: au?ority ?is s5t5ce 0 pron\nc$4 ,&1 la/ly1 he %[$ ! reasons ( ! po9t1 & !n conclud$ 8 s]mon4 ,b he 0 v p]t95t 9 ! application1 insomu* t he made all ! eld]s & all _! p 9 ,mans\l to tremble4 ,sidney ,smi? says t :atev] else a s]mon may be or may n be1 x mu/ be int]e/+ if x is to d any good4 ,n[1 p]t95t prea*+ is always int]e/+ prea*+4 ,no?+ int]e/s m5 l !mselves4 ,& p]t95t prea*+ is j prea*+ to m5 ab\t !mselves1--ab\t _! int]e/s1 _! losses & _! ga9s1 _! hopes & _! fe>s1 _! trials & _! tribulations4 ,boan]ges took bo? 8 text & 8 treatm5t ( 8 text f 8 ,ma/]1 & we "k h[ p]t95tly ,! ,ma/] prea*$4 ,8 prea*+ 0 ) su* p]t95ce t ! "o half ( ,8 he>]s w5t home say+1 ,nev] man spake l ?is man1 :ile ! o!r half gna%$ at ,him ) _! tee?4 ,our ,"l nev] lectur$ on ,euroclydon4 ,he knew :at 0 9 man & ,he lectur$ & prea*$ accord+ly4 ,& if we wi% to h praise ( our be/ p1 & ( ,him ^: p !y are1 let u look into our own he>ts & prea*4 ,t w be p]t95t to our p :i* is fir/ p]t95t to ourselves4 ,weep y\rself1 said an old poet to a new beg9n]2 weep y\rself if y w\ld make me weep4 ',= my own "p1' said ,?omas ,%ep>d to "s m9i/]s f 8 dea?-b$1 ',i nev] prea*$ a s]mon :i*1 9 ! compos+1 did n co/ me pray]s1 ) /rong cries & te>s4 ,i nev] prea*$ a s]mon f :i* ,i _h n fir/ got "s good to my own s\l4' ',8 (fice & 8 "n agree2 ,a %eph]d t & ,%ep>d he4' ,& _m su* entries z ^! occur 9 ,?omas ,bo/on's gold5 j\rnal3 ',i prea*$ 9 ,ps4 xlii4 #e1 & mo/ly on my own acc\nt4' ,aga93 ',m$itat+ my s]mon next day1 ,i f\nd advantage to my own s\l1 z also 9 deliv]+ x on ! ,sabba?4' ,& aga93 ',:at good ?is prea*+ has done to o!rs ,i "k n1 yet ,i ?9k myself w n ! worse ( x4' #b4 ,! prea*+ ( t ,fa/-day 0 ) great au?ority also4 ',!re 0 su* p[] & au?ority 9 t s]mon1' reports "o :o 0 pres5t1 't ! l _h seldom be5 se5 or he>d4' ,au?ority also 0 "o ( ! well-rememb]$ m>ks ( our ,"l's prea*+4 ,& no wond]1 consid]+ :o ,he 04 ,b ,8 m9i/]s1 if !y are inde$ ,8 m9i/]s1 w be clo!d by ,him ) some?+ ev5 ( ,8 supreme au?ority4 ',consci5ce is an au?ority1' says "o ( ! mo/ au?oritative prea*]s t ev] liv$4 ',! ,bible is an au?ority2 su* is ! ,*ur*2 su* is antiquity2 su* are ! words ( ! wise2 su* are h]$it>y lessons2 su* are e?ical tru?s2 su* are hi/orical memories2 su* are legal saws & /ate maxims2 su* are prov]bs2 su* are s5tim5ts1 presages1 & prepossessions4' ,n[1 ! well-equipp$ prea*] w f "t to "t plant 8 pulpit on all ^? k9ds ( au?ority1 z ?is k9d is n[ p]t95t & !n t1 & w1 ) su* a v>iety & accumulation ( au?ority1 prea* to 8 p4 ,?omas ,bo/on prea*$ at a c]ta9 place ) su* p]t95ce & ) su* au?ority t x 0 compla9$ ( him by "o ( !mselves t he 't]rifi$ ev5 ! godly4' ,let all our "y prea*]s :o w\ld to old age cont9ue to prea* ) int]e/1 ) p]t95ce1 & ) t]rify+ au?ority1 among o!r ?+s h by he>t ,! ,memoirs ( ,?omas ,bo/on1 't truly great div9e4' #c4 ,a ?ird ?+1 &1 z "s ( ! p :o he>d x said ( x1 ! be/ ?+ ab\t t s]mon 0 t--',he did n only %[ u our s91 b he did visibly tremble be=e u "u ! s5se ( 8 own4' ,n[ ,i "k ?is to be a great difficulty ) "s "y m9i/]s :o h got no help 9 x at ! ,div9ity ,hall4 ,are !y1 !y ask1 to be !mselves 9 ! pulpit8 ,h[ f> may !y be !mselves1 & h[ f> may !y be n !mselves8 ,h[ f> are !y to be se5 to tremble be=e _! p because ( _! own s9s1 & h[ f> are !y to be> !mselves z if !y _h no s98 ,mu/ !y keep back ! passions t are te>+ _! own he>ts1 & fill ! =5oon ) ,euroclydon & o!r su*like sea-w9ds8 ,h[ f> are !y to be all g[n & b&s 9 ! pulpit1 & h[ f> sackclo? & a%es8 ,"o half ( _! p are l ,pascal 9 ?is1 t !y l to see & he> a man 9 8 pulpit2 b1 !n1 ! o!r half l only to see & he> a prop] prea*]4 ',he did n only %[ ! m5 ( ,mans\l _! s91 b he did tremble be=e !m "u ! s5se ( 8 own4 ,/ill cry+ out z he prea*$ to !m1 ,unhappy man t ,i am6 t ,i %\ld h done s wick$ a ?+6 ,t ,i1 a prea*]1 %\ld be "o ( ! fir/ 9 ! transgression6' ,?is y w rememb] 0 ! ,fa/-day4 ,& s truly _h ?is prea*] kept ! ,fa/-day t ! ,communion-day 0 d[n ^u him be=e he 0 ready = x4 ,he 0 /ill deep among 8 s9s :5 all 8 p 7 fa/ putt+ on _! beautiful g>m5ts4 ,he 0 ready ) ! lett] ( 8 action-s]mon1 b he 0 n equal to ! deliv]y ( x4 ,8 colleague1 accord+ly1 ^: s5se ( s9 0 less acute t day1 took ! public wor%ip1 :ile ! ,fa/-day prea*] /ill lay sick 9 8 closet at home & wrote ?us on ! gr\nd3 ',i am no m wor?y to be call$ ,?y son1' he wrote4 ',behold me "h1 ,"l1 a poor1 mis]able s9n]1 we>y ( myself1 & afraid to look up to ,!e4 ,wilt ,?\ heal my sores8 ,wilt ,?\ take out ! /a9s8 ,wilt ,?\ deliv] me f ! %ame8 ,wilt ,?\ rescue me f ?is *a9 ( s98 ,cut me n (f 9 ! mid/ ( my s9s4 ,let me h lib]ty once aga9 to be among ,?y r$eem$ ones1 eat+ & dr9k+ at ,?y table4 ,b1 ,o my ,god1 to-day ,i am an unclean worm1 a dead dog1 a dead c>cass1 des]v$ly ca/ out f ! society ( ,?y sa9ts4 ,b oh1 suff] me s mu* z to look to ! place :]e ,?y p meet & :]e ,?9e hon\r dwelle?4 ,reject n ! sacrifice ( a brok5 he>t1 b come & speak to me 9 my secret place4 ,o ,god1 let me nev] see su* ano!r day z ?is is4 ,let me nev] be aga9 s full ( guilt z to h to run away f ,?y pres5ce & to flee f be=e ,?y p4' ,he pr9t$ m ?an t1 9 blood & 9 te>s1 be=e ,god t ,communion-morn+1 b t is en\gh = my purpose4 ,n[1 w\ld y *oose a dead dog l t to be y\r m9i/]8 ,to baptize & admit y\r *ildr5 & to m>ry !m :5 !y gr[ up8 ,to m\nt y\r pulpits e ,sabba?-day1 & to come to y\r h\ses e week-day8 ,n1 ,i feel sure1 if y c\ld help x6 ,n if y knew x6 ,n if !re 0 a m9i/] ( prop] pulpit mann]s & a well-ord]$ m9d )9 a ,sabba?-day's j\rney6 ',l prie/ l p1' says ,hosea4 ',! congregation & ! m9i/] are "o1' says ,dr4 ,p>k]4 ',!re are m5 we c\ld n sit /ill & he>2 !y are n ! prop] m9i/]s = u4 ,!re are o!r m5 we c\ld he> always1 because !y are our ki? & our k9 f be=e ! f\ndation ( ! _w4' ,happy ! he>] :o has hit on a m9i/] l ! m9i/] ( ,mans\l1 & :o has discov]$ 9 him 8 ev]la/+ ki? & k94 ,& happy ! m9i/] :o1 own+ ki? & k9 ) ,boan]ges1 has two or ?ree or ev5 "o memb] 9 8 congregation :o likes 8 m9i/] be/ :5 he likes himself wor/4 ,b :at ab\t ! fa/+ all ?is "t8 ,0 x all prea*+1 & 0 !re no fa/+8 ,well1 we d n "k mu* ab\t ! fa/+ ( ! prophets & ! apo/les1 b ! ,puritans sometimes made _! p almo/ =get ab\t fa/+1 & ab\t eat+ & dr9k+ too1 !y s took possession ( _! p ) _! incomp>able prea*+4 ,i read1 = in/ance1 9 ,calamy's ,life ( ,john ,h[e t on ! public ,fa/-days1 x 0 ,h[e's common way to beg9 ab\t n9e 9 ! morn+ & to cont9ue read+1 prea*+1 & pray+ till ab\t f\r 9 ! aft]noon4 ,h5ry ,rog]s almo/ wor%ips ,john ,h[e1 b ,john ,h[e's ,fa/- days pass 8 mod]n biograph]s pati5ce2 till1 if y w\ld see a n9ete5?-c5tury case made out aga9/ a sev5te5?-c5tury ,fa/-day1 y h only to turn to ! au?or ( ,! ,eclipse ( ,fai? on ! au?or ( ,delight+ 9 ,god4 ,&1 no d\bt1 :5 we get back our ,fa/- days1 we %all leave m ( ! "t to read+ p]t95t books at home & to secret fa/+ & to secret pray]1 & %all enjo9 our prea*]s1 :ile !y are p]t95t & au?oritative 9 _! s]mons1 n to take up ! :ole day ) _! s]mons ev5 at _! be/4 ,& !n1 z to fa/+1 discr$it$ & disc>d$ z x is 9 our day1 !re are yet "s v good reasons = desir+ its return & re9/atem5t among u4 ,v good reasons1 bo? = heal? & = hol9ess4 ,b x is only ( ! latt] class ( reasons t ,i w\ld fa9 = a few words at pres5t speak4 ,well1 !n1 let x be frankly said t !re is no?+ holy1 no?+ sa9tly1 no?+ at all m]itori\s 9 fa/+ f our prop] food4 ,x is ! motive alone t sanctifies ! means4 ,x is ! end alone t sanctifies ! ex]cise4 ,if ,i fa/ to *a/ise myself = my s92 if ,i fa/ to r$uce ! fuel ( my s92 if ,i fa/ to keep my fle% l[2 if ,i fa/ to make me m free = my be/ books1 = my mo/ inw>d1 spiritual1 my/ical books--= my ,kempis1 & my ,behm51 & my ,law1 & my ,leighton1 & my ,goodw91 & my ,bunyan1 & my ,ru!r=d1 & my ,j]emy ,taylor1 & my ,%ep>d1 & my ,edw>ds1 & su*like2 if ,i fa/ = ! ends ( m$itation & pray]2 if ,i fa/ out ( sympa?y ) my ,bible1 & my ,savi\r1 & my latt] end1 & my ,fa!r's h\se 9 heav5--!n1 no d\bt1 my fa/+ w be acceptable ) ,god1 z x w c]ta9ly be an imm$iate means ( grace to my s9ful s\l4 ,^! alt>s w sanctify _m su* gifts4 ,=1 :o t kn[s any?+ at all ab\t himself1 ab\t 8 own s\l1 & ab\t ! h9drances & helps to its salvation f s92 :o t ev] read a page ( ,scripture prop]ly1 or sp5t half an h\r 9 t life :i* is hidd5 9 ,god--:o ( su* w d5y or d\bt t fa/+ is sup]s$$ or neglect$ to ! sure loss ( ! spiritual life1 to ! s5sible l[]+ ( ! religi\s tone & temp]1 & to ! increase bo? ( ! lu/s ( ! fle% & ( ! m9d8 ,x may p]haps be t ! in/itution ( fa/+ z a *ur* ord9ance has be5 p]mitt$ to be set aside 9 ord] to make x m ?an ev] a "p ( ea* e>ne/ man's own private life4 ,p]haps x 0 9 "s ways full "t t x %\ld be aga9 said to u1 ',?\1 :5 ?\ fa/e/1 appe> n unto m5 to fa/4' ,z also1 ',is n ?is ! fa/ t ,i h *os53 to undo ! heavy burd5s1 & to let ! oppress$ g free1 & t ye break e yoke8 ,is x n to deal ?y bread to ! hungry1 & t ?\ br+ ! outca/ to ?y h\se8' ,let u believe t ! =m ( ! ,fa/-day has be5 remov$ out ( ! way t ! _s may return & fa%ion a new =m = itself4 ,& 9 ! belief t t is s1 let u1 :ile p>t+ ) our fa!rs' ,fa/-days ) real regret--z ) _! p]t95t & pung5t prea*+--let u meantime lay 9 a /ock ( _! p]t95t & pung5t books1 & set ap>t p>ticul> & peculi> seasons = _! s9-subdu+ & grace-/r5g!n+ /udy4 ,! %ort is ?is4 ,! "o real sub/ance & true ess5ce ( all fa/+ is self-d5ial4 ,& we c nev] get pa/ ei!r ! supreme & absolute duty ( t1 or ! daily & h\rly call to t1 z long z we cont9ue to read ! ,new ,te/am5t1 to live 9 ?is life1 & to li/5 to ! voice ( consci5ce1 & to ! voice ( ,god speak+ to u 9 ! voice ( consci5ce4 ,)\t /rict & con/ant self-d5ial1 no man1 :atev] 8 exp]i5ces or 8 pret5sions1 is a disciple ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 & secret fa/+ is "o ( ! fir/1 ! easie/1 & ! mo/ elem5t>y ex]cises ( ,new ,te/am5t self-d5ial4 ,&1 besides1 ! lu/s ( our fle% & ! lu/s ( our m9ds are s l9k$ & lock$ & rivet$ toge!r t if "o l9k is loos5$1 or brok51 or ev5 /ruck at1 ! :ole ?rall is n yet ?r[n (f inde$1 b x is all %ak52 x has all receiv$ a /agg]+ bl[4 ,s mu* is ?is ! case t "o s+le act ( self-d5ial 9 ! region ( ! body w be felt = fre$om ?r\gh\t ! :ole prison-h\se ( ! s\l4 ,& a victory really won ov] a s5sual s9 is already a *all5ge s\nd$ to our mo/ spiritual s94 ,& x is ?is discov]y t has giv5 to fa/+ ! place x has held 9 all ! orig9al1 resolute1 & aggressive ages ( ! ,*ur*4 ,) little or no?+ 9 _! ,"l's lit]al tea*+ to make ,8 p fa/1 !y h be5 s b5t on _! own spiritual deliv]ance1 & !y h he>d & read s mu* ab\t ! deliv]ances bo? ( body & ( s\l t h be5 atta9$ by fa/+ & its accompanim5ts1 t !y h tak5 to x 9 _! despair1 & ) results t h fill$ !m 9 "s in/ances ) rapture1 & 9 all in/ances ) a good consci5ce & ) a good hope4 ,y w\ld wond]1 ev5 9 ^! deg5]ate days1--y w\ld be amaz$ c\ld y be told h[ _m ( y\r own be/ fri5ds 9 _! /eal?y1 smil+1 head-ano9t+1 hypocritical way d5y !mselves ?is & t sweetness1 ?is & t fatness1 ?is & t s(tness1 & are ?us atta9+ to a /r5g?1 a c\rage1 & a self-conque/ t y are gett+ ! b5efit ( 9 _m ways )\t y\r ev] guess+ ! price at :i* x has all be5 pur*as$4 ,n[1 w\ld y y\rself fa9 be f\nd among ^? :o are 9 ?is way be+ made /rong & victori\s inw>dly & spiritually8 ,w\ld y8 ,!n wa% y\r face & ano9t y\r head2 &1 !n1 n d5y+ x be=e o!rs1 d5y x 9 secret to y\rself--?is & t sweet morsel1 ?is & t sweet meat1 ?is & t glass ( su* div9e w9e4 ,uno/5tati\sly1 ungrudg+ly1 g5]\s-he>t$ly1 & n ascetically or morosely1 day aft] day d5y y\rself ev5 9 little un?\ght-( ?+s1 & "o ( ! v noble/ laws ( y\r noble/ life %all imm$iately claim y z its own4 ,t /eal?y & %amefac$ act ( self-d5ial = ,*ri/'s sake & = ,8 cross's sake w lay ! f\ndation ( a habit ( self-d5ial2 ere ev] y are aw>e ( :at y are do+ ! habit w consolidate into a "*2 & :at y beg9 little by little 9 ! body w be made p]fect 9 ! s\l2 till :at y did1 almo/ aga9/ ,8 comm& & altoge!r )\t ,8 example1 yet because y did x = ,8 sake & 9 ,8 s]vice1 w h plac$ y f> up among ^? :o h =sak5 all1 & !mselves also1 to foll[ ,jesus ,*ri/1 ,son ( ,man & ,son ( ,god4 ,only1 let ?is always be admitt$1 & nev] = a mom5t =gott51 t all ?is is said by p]mission & n ( comm&m5t4 ,our ,"l nev] fa/$ z we fa/4 ,he _h no ne$4 ,& ,he nev] comm&$ ,8 disciples to fa/4 ,he left x to !mselves to f9d out ea* man 8 own case & 8 own cure4 ,let no man1 !re=e1 take fa/+ 9 any ( its degrees1 or times1 or occasions1 on 8 consci5ce :o does n fir/ f9d x 9 8 he>t4 ,at ! same "t ?is may be said ) p]fect safety1 t he :o f9ds x 9 8 he>t & !n lays x on 8 consci5ce to d5y himself any?+1 great or small1 = ,*ri/'s sake1 & = ! sake ( 8 own salvation1--he w nev] rep5t x4 ,no1 he w nev] rep5t x4 ,,*apt] ,,xxv--,a ,,fea/-,,day ,,9 ,,mans\l ',he br\ght me into 8 banquet+ h\se4'--,! ,song4 ,emmanuel's fea/-day 9 ! ,holy ,w> excels 9 beauty & 9 eloqu5ce ev]y?+ ,i "k 9 any o!r au?or on ! ,"l's ,supp]4 ,! ,song ( ,solomon /&s alone :5 we s+ t song my/ically--t is to say1 :5 we p\r into x all ! love ( ,god to ,8 ,*ur* 9 ,israel & all ,israel's love to ,god1 & !n all our ,"l's love to u & all our love back aga9 to ,him 9 return4 ,b outside ( ,holy ,scripture ,i "k no?+ to comp>e = beauty1 & = sweetness1 & = qua9tness1 & = t5d]ness1 & = rapture1 ) ,john ,bunyan's acc\nt ( ! fea/ t ,pr9ce ,emmanuel made = ! t[n ( ,mans\l4 ,) 8 v be/ p5 ,john ,bunyan tells u h[ ^u a "t ,emmanuel made a fea/ 9 ,mans\l1 & h[ ! t[nsfolk came to ! ca/le to p>take ( ,8 banquet1 & h[ ,he fea/$ !m on all mann] ( outl&i% food--food t grew n 9 ! fields ( ,mans\l2 x 0 food t came d[n f heav5 & f ,8 ,fa!r's h\se4 ,!y drank also ( ! wat] t 0 made w9e1 &1 altoge!r1 !y 7 v m]ry & at home ) _! ,pr9ce4 ,!re 0 music also all ! "t at ! table1 & man did eat angels' food1 & _h honey giv5 him out ( ! rock4 ,& !n ! table 0 ent]ta9$ ) "s curi\s & delightful riddles t 7 made ^u ! ,k+ ,himself1 ^u ,emmanuel ,8 ,son1 & ^u ,8 w>s & do+s ) ,mans\l2 till1 altoge!r1 ! /ate ( transportation ! p 7 9 ) _! ent]ta9m5t _c be told by ! v be/ ( p5s4 ,nor did ,he1 :5 !y return$ to _! places1 s5d !m empty away2 = ei!r !y mu/ h a r+1 or a gold *a91 or a bracelet1 or a :ite /one or some?+2 s de> 0 ,mans\l to ,him n[1 s lovely 0 ,mans\l 9 ,8 eyes4 ,&1 go+ & com+ to ! fea/1 ,o h[ graci\sly1 h[ lov+ly1 h[ c\rte\sly1 & h[ t5d]ly did ?is bless$ ,pr9ce n[ c>ry x to ! t[n ( ,mans\l6 ,9 all ! /reets1 g>d5s1 or*>ds1 & o!r places :]e ,he came1 to be sure ! poor %\ld h ,8 bless+ & b5$iction2 yea1 ,he w\ld kiss !m2 & if !y 7 ill1 ,he w\ld lay ,8 h&s on !m & make !m well4 ,& 0 x n n[ some?+ amaz+ to behold t 9 t v place :]e ,diabolus _h _h 8 abode1 ! ,pr9ce ( pr9ces %\ld n[ sit eat+ & dr9k+ ) all ,8 mighty capta9s1 & m5 ( w>1 & trumpet]s1 & ) ! s++ m5 & ! s++ wom5 ( ,8 ,fa!r's c\rt6 ,n[ did ,mans\l's cup run ov]2 n[ did h] conduits run sweet w9e2 n[ did %e eat ! f9e/ ( ! :eat1 & n[ dr9k milk & honey out ( ! rock6 ,n[ %e said1 ,h[ great is ,8 goodness1 = ev] s9ce ,i f\nd fav\r 9 ,8 eyes1 h[ hon\rable h ,i ev] be56 #a4 ,n[1 ! beg9n+ ( x all 01 & ! be/ ( x all 01 t ,emmanuel ,himself made ! fea/4 ,mans\l did n fea/ h] ,deliv]]2 x 0 h] ,deliv]] :o fea/$ h]4 ,mans\l1 9 good soo?1 _h no?+ t %e _h n fir/ & la/ receiv$1 & x 0 f> m true & seemly & fit 9 e way t h] ,pr9ce ,himself %\ld 9 ,8 own way & at ,8 own exp5se seal & celebrate ! deliv]ance1 ! fre$om1 ! life1 ! peace1 & ! joy ( ,mans\l4 ,&1 besides1 :at _h ,mans\l to set be=e h] ,pr9ce2 or1 = ! matt] ( t1 be=e h]self8 ,mans\l _h no?+ ( h]self4 ,mans\l 0 n suffici5t ( h]self = a s+le day4 ,& h[1 !n1 %\ld %e propose to fea/ a ,pr9ce8 ,no1 no6 ! ?+ 0 impossible4 ,x 0 ,emmanuel's fea/ f fir/ to la/4 ,j z x 0 at ! ,"l's table 9 ?is h\se ?is morn+4 ,y did n spread ! table ?is morn+ = y\r ,"l4 ,y did n make ready = y\r ,savi\r & !n invite ,him 94 ,he invit$ y4 ,he said1 ,?is is ,my ,body brok5 = y1 & ,?is is ,my ,blood %$ = y2 dr9k ye all ( x4 ,& _h any "o *all5g$ y at ! f5ce door & ask$ y h[ "o :o c\ld n pay 8 own debts or provide himself a prop] meal ev5 = a s+le day1 c\ld d>e to sit d[n ) su* a company at su* a fea/ z t1 y w\ld h told him t he _h n se5 half y\r hung] & y\r nak$ness2 b t x 0 j y\r v hung] & nak$ness & homelessness t _h br\ght y "h2 or1 r1 x 0 all t t _h mov$ ! ,ma/] ( ! fea/ to s5d = y & to compel y to come "h4 ,!re 0 no?+ 9 y\r m9d & 9 y\r m\? m all ?is day ?an j t ?is is ! ,"l's ,supp]1 & t ,he _h s5t = y & _h invit$ y1 & _h con/ra9$ & compell$ y to come & p>take ( x4 ,x 0 ! ,"l's ,table to-day1 & x w be /ill & /ill m ,8 table on t great ,communion-,day :5 all our e>?ly communions %all be accompli%$ & consummat$ 9 heav54 #b4 ,all t ,mans\l did 9 connection ) t great fea/ 0 to prep>e ! place :]e ,diabolus at "o "t _h held 8 orgies & c>ri$ on 8 excesses4 ,h] ,pr9ce1 ,emmanuel1 did all ! re/2 b ,he left x to ,mans\l to make ! banquet+-room ready4 ,:5 our ,"l w\ld keep ,8 la/ passov] ) ,8 disciples1 ,he said to ,pet] & ,john1 ,g into ! city1 & !re %all meet y a man be>+ a pit*] ( wat]1 & he w %[ y a l>ge upp] room furni%$ & prep>$4 ,!re is "s reason to believe t t happy man _h be5 expect+ t message & _h done 8 be/ to be ready = x4 ,& n[ he 0 putt+ ! la/ t\* to 8 prep>ations by fill+ ! wat]-pots ( 8 h\se ) fre% wat]2 little ?9k+1 happy man1 t z long z ! _w la/s t wat] w be holy wat] 9 all m5's eyes1 & %all tea* humility to all m5's he>ts4 ,&1 my bre?r51 y "k t all y did all la/ week aga9/ to-day 0 j to prep>e ! room4 ,= ! room all la/ week & all ?is day 0 y\r own he>t1 & n & nev] ?is h\se ( /one & lime made ) m5's h&s4 ,y swept ! inn] & upp] room ( y\r own he>t4 ,y swept x & g>ni%$ its walls & its floors z mu* z 9 y lay4 ,he1 ^: ! supp] really 01 told y t ,he w\ld br+ ) ,him :at 0 to be eat5 & drunk5 to-day1 :ile y 7 to prep>e ! place4 ,&1 next to ! v actual fea/ itself1 &1 sometimes1 n next to x b equal to x1 & ev5 be=e x & bett] ?an x1 7 ^? busy h\sehold h\rs y sp5t1 l ! man ) ! pit*]1 mak+ ! room ready4 ,9 pla9 ,engli%1 y _h a communion be=e ! ,communion z y prep>$ y\r he>ts = ! ,communion4 ,i %all n intrude into y\r secret places & secret seasons ) ,*ri/ be=e ,8 op5 reception ( y to- day4 ,b x is sure & c]ta9 t1 j z y 9 secret ent]ta9$ ,him 9 y\r "m's h\se & 9 ! *amb]s ( h] t b>e y1 j 9 t measure did ,he say to y op5ly be=e all ! wat*m5 t g ab\t ! city & be=e all ! daught]s ( ,j]usalem1 ,eat1 ,o fri5ds2 dr9k1 yea1 dr9k abundantly1 ,o belov$4 ,yes2 d y n ?9k t ! man ) ! pit*] _h 8 rew>d8 ,he _h 8 own ?\ghts z he furni%$1 till x 0 q ready1 8 be/ upp] room & c>ri$ 9 ^? pit*]s ( wat]1 & h&$ d[n to 8 *ildr5 9 aft] days ! p]quisite-sk9 ( ! pas*al lamb t _h be5 supp$ on by our ,"l & ,8 disciples 9 8 hon\r$ h\se t night4 ,yes2 0 x n amaz+ to behold t 9 t v place :]e sometimes ,diabolus _h 8 abode1 & _h ent]ta9$ 8 ,diabolonians1 ! ,pr9ce ( pr9ces %\ld sit eat+ & dr9k+ ) ,8 fri5ds8 ,0 x n truly amaz+8 #c4 ,n[1 ^u ! fea/+-day ,he fea/$ !m ) all mann] ( outl&i% food--food t grew n 9 all ! fields ( ,mans\l2 x 0 food t came d[n ) ,8 ,fa!r's c\rt4 ,! fields ( ,mans\l yield$ _! own prop] fruits1 & fruits t 7 n to be despis$4 ,b !y 7 n ! prop] fruits = t day1 nei!r c\ld !y be plac$ ^u t table4 ,!y are good en\gh fruits = _! purpose1 & z f> z !y g1 & = s long z !y la/ & are 9 _! season4 ,b our s\ls are su* t !y outlive _! own be/ fruits2 _! hung] & _! ?ir/ outla/ all t c be h>ve/$ 9 f _! own fields4 ,& ?us x is t ,he :o made ,mans\l at fir/1 & :o has s9ce r$eem$ h]1 has out ( ,8 own great goodness provid$ food conv5i5t = h]4 ,he kn[s ) :at an outl&i% life ,he has quick5$ ,mans\l1 & x is only ! "p ( a fai?ful ,creator to provide = ,8 creature h] prop] n\ri%m5t4 ,:at is x8 ask$ ! *ildr5 ( ,israel at "o ano!r :5 !y saw a small r\nd ?+1 z small z ho>fro/1 ^u ! gr\nd4 ,= !y wi/ n :at x 04 ,& ,moses said1 ,ga!r ( x e man accord+ to 8 eat+1 an om] = e man1 accord+ to ! numb] ( y\r p]sons4 ,& ! h\se ( ,israel call$ ! "n !re( ,manna1 & ! ta/e ( x 0 l waf]s made ) honey4 ,he gave !m ( ! corn ( heav5 to eat1 & man did eat 9 ! wild]ness angels' food4 ,y\r fa!rs did eat manna 9 ! wild]ness1 & are dead2 b ?is is ! bread ( :i* if any man eat he %all n die4 ,& ! bread t ,i w give is ,my ,fle%1 :i* ,i w give = ! life ( ! _w4 ,& s outl&i%1 s sup]natural1 & s full ( heav5ly wond] & heav5ly my/]y 0 t bread1 t ! ,jews /rove among !mselves ov] x1 & c\ld n und]/& x4 ,b1 by ,8 goodness & ,8 tru? to u ?is day1 we h aga91 to our spiritual n\ri%m5t & gr[? 9 grace1 eat5 ! ,fle% & drunk ! ,blood ( ! ,son ( ,god2 a meat t1 z ,he :o ,himself is t meat has said ( x1 is meat inde$ & dr9k inde$--z1 inde$1 we h ! witness 9 ourselves ?is day t x is4 ,!y drank also ( ! wat] t 0 made w9e1 & 7 v m]ry ) ,him all t day at ,8 table4 ,& all _! mir? 0 ! high mir? ( heav52 x 0 a mir? & a gladness )\t s91 )\t satiety1 & )\t remorse4 #d4 ,!re 0 music also all ! :ile at ! table1 & ! musicians 7 n ^? ( ! c\ntry ( ,mans\l1 b !y 7 ! ma/]s ( song come d[n f ! c\rt ( ! ,k+4 ',i love ! ,"l1' !y sang 9 ! supp] room ov] ! pas*al lamb--',i love ! ,"l because ,he ha? he>d my voice & my supplication4 ,because ,he ha? incl9$ ,8 e> unto me1 !re=e w ,i call ^u ,him z long z ,i live4 ,:at %all ,i r5d] to ! ,"l1' !y *all5g$ "o ano!r1 '= all ,8 b5efits t[>ds me8 ,i w take ! cup ( salvation1 & w call ^u ! "n ( ! ,"l4' ',sometimes imag9e1' says a great devotional writ] ) a great imag9ation--',sometimes imag9e t y _h be5 "o ( ^? t jo9$ ) our bless$ ,savi\r z ,he sang an hymn4 ,/rive to imag9e to y\rself ) :at maje/y ,he look$4 ,fancy t y _h /ood by ,him surr\nd$ ) ,8 glory4 ,?9k h[ y\r he>t w\ld h be5 inflam$1 & :at ec/asies ( joy y w\ld h !n felt :5 s++ ) ! ,son ( ,god6 ,?9k aga9 & aga9 ) :at joy & devotion y w\ld h !n sung _h ?is really be5 y\r happy /ate2 & :at a puni%m5t y w\ld h ?\ght x to h !n be5 sil5t4 ,& let t tea* y h[ to be affect$ ) psalms & hymns ( ?anksgiv+4' ,yes2 & x is no imag9ation2 x 0 our own exp]i5ce only ?is morn+ & aft]noon to jo9 9 a music t 0 nev] made 9 ?is _w1 b :i* 0 z outl&i% z 0 ! meat :i* we ate :ile ! music 0 be+ made4 ',bless1 ,o my s\l1 ! ,"l ?y ,god1 ,& n =getful be ,( all ,8 graci\s b5efits ,he ha? be/['d on !e4 ,:o ) abundance ( good ?+s ,do? satisfy ?y m\?2 ,s t1 ev'n z ! eagle's age1 ,r5ew$ is ?y y\?4' ,! #ajcrd ,psalm 0 nev] made 9 ?is _w4 ,musicians f> o!r ?an ^? native to ,mans\l made = u our ,"l's-,table ,psalm4 #e4 ,& !n1 ! riddles t 7 made ^u ! ,k+ ,himself1 & ^u ,emmanuel ,8 ,son1 & ^u ,emmanuel's w>s & all ,8 o!r do+s ) ,mans\l4 ,& :5 ,emmanuel w\ld exp\nd "s ( ^? riddles ,himself1 oh6 h[ !y 7 light5$6 ,!y saw :at !y nev] saw6 ,!y c\ld n h ?\ght t su* r>ities c\ld h be5 c\*$ 9 s few & su* ord9>y words4 ,yea1 !y did ga!r t ! ?+s !mselves 7 a k9d ( portraiture1 & t1 too1 ( ,emmanuel ,himself4 ,?is1 !y w\ld say1 ?is is ! ,lamb6 ?is is ! ,sacrifice6 ?is is ! ,rock6 ?is is ! ,door6 & ?is is ! ,way6 ) a great _m o!r ?+s4 ,at ,gaius's supp]-table !y sat up ov] _! riddles & nuts & sweetmeats till ! sun 0 9 ! sky4 ,& x w\ld be midnight & morn+ if ,i 7 to %[ y ! answ]s to ! half ( ! riddles4 ,take "o1 = an example1 & let x be "o ( ! be/ = ! communion- day4 ',9 "o r>e quality ( ! orator1' says ,hugh ,mill]1 writ+ ab\t 8 ador$ m9i/]1 ,alex&] ,/ew>t ( ,crom>ty1 ',mr4 ,/ew>t /ood alone4 ,pope ref]s 9 8 satires to a /range p[] ( creat+ love & admiration by j t\*+ ! br9k ( all we hate4 ,n[1 into ?is p]il\s1 b s+ul>ly elective dep>tm5t1 ,mr4 ,/ew>t c\ld ent] ) safety & at w4 ,we he>d him1 sc>ce a twelvemon? s9ce1 deliv] a disc\rse ( s+ul> p[] on ! s9-(f]+ z m9utely describ$ by ! div9e p5man 9 ,leviticus4 ,he describ$ ! slaught]$ animal--f\l ) du/ & blood1 its ?roat ga%$ across1 its entrails laid op5 & /eam+ 9 its impurity to ! sun--a vile & horrid ?+1 :i* no "o c\ld look on )\t disgu/1 nor t\* )\t defilem5t4 ,! picture appe>$ too vivid2 its introduction too little 9 accordance ) a j ta/e4 ,b ?is pulpit-ma/] knew :at he 0 all ! "t do+4 ,& t1 he said1 z he po9t$ to ! t]rible picture1 t is ,,s96 ,by "o /roke ! int5d$ effect 0 produc$1 & ! ris+ disgu/ & horror transf]r$ f ! revolt+1 mat]ial image to ! great moral evil4' ,&1 9 l mann]1 ,?is is ! ,,lamb6 we all said ov] ! my/ical riddle ( ! bread & ! w9e ?is morn+4 ,?is is ! ,,sacrifice6 ,?is is ! ,,door6 ,?is is ,,emmanuel1 ,,god ,,) ,,u1 & made s9 = u6 #f4 ,9 "o ( 8 f9e/ *apt]s1 ,?omas ,a ,kempis tells u 9 :at way we are to communicate my/ically3 t is to say1 h[ we are to keep on communicat+ at all times1 & 9 all places1 )\t ! int]v5tion ( ! consecrat$ sacram5tal elem5ts4 ,& ,john ,bunyan1 ! sweete/ & mo/ spiritual ( my/ics1 has all t1 too1 9 ?is same supreme passage4 ,e day 0 a fea/-day n[1 he tells u4 ,s mu* s t :5 ! eld]s & ! t[nsm5 did n come to ,emmanuel1 ,he w\ld s5d 9 mu* pl5ty ( provisions to !m4 ,yea1 su* delicates w\ld ,he s5d !m1 & !re) w\ld s cov] _! tables1 t :osoev] saw x confess$ t ! l c\ld n be se5 9 any o!r k+dom4 ,t is to say1 my fell[-communicants1 !re is no?+ t we exp]i5c$ & enjoy$ 9 ?is h\se ?is day t we may n exp]i5ce & enjoy aga9 to-morr[ & e day 9 our own h\se at home4 ,all ! my/ics wor? ! noble "n w tell y t all true communicat+ is always p]=m$ & exp]i5c$ 9 ! prep>$ he>t1 & nev] 9 any upp] room1 or *ur*1 or *apel1 or new heav51 or new e>?4 ,! prep>$ he>t ( e wor?y communicant is ! true upp] room2 x is ! true banquet+ *amb]2 x is ! true & ! only h\se ( w9e4 ,our ,fa!r's ,h\se itself1 ) its supp]-table cov]$ ) ! new w9e ( ! ,k+dom--! be/ ( x all w /ill be )9 y4 ,prep>e y\rselves )9 y\rselves1 !n1 ,o dep>t+ & disp]s+ communicants4 ,prep>e1 & keep y\rselves always prep>$4 ,& z (t5 z y s prep>e y\rselves y\r ,pr9ce w come to y e day1 & w cat & dr9k ) y1 till ,he makes e day on e>? a day ( heav5 already to y4 ,see if ,he w n2 =1 aga9 & aga91 ,he :o keeps all ,8 promises says t ,he w4 ,,*apt] ,,xxvi--,,emmanuel',s ,,liv]y ',& to h] 0 grant$ t %e %\ld be array$ 9 f9e l951 clean & :ite2 = ! f9e l95 is ! righte\sness ( sa9ts4'--,john4 ,! ,plantag5et k+s ( anci5t ,engl& _h :ite & sc>let = _! liv]y2 :ite & gre5 0 ! liv]y ( ! ,tudors2 ! ,/u>ts wore r$ & yell[2 :ile blue & sc>let col\rs adorn to-day ! ,h\se ( ,hanov]4 ,& ! ,pr9ce ( ! k+s ( ! e>?1 ,he has 8 royal col\rs also1 & ,8 s]vants h _! badge ( hon\r & _! blazon also4 ,!n ,he comm&$ t ^? :o wait$ ^u ,him %\ld g & br+ =? out ( ,8 treasury ^? :ite & glitt]+ robes1 t ,i1 ,he said1 h provid$ & laid up 9 /ore = my ,mans\l4 ,s ! :ite g>m5ts 7 fet*$ out ( ! treasury & laid =? to ! eyes ( ! p4 ,moreov]1 x 0 grant$ to !m t !y %\ld take !m & put !m on1 accord+1 said ,he1 to y\r size & y\r /ature4 ,s ! p 7 all put into :ite--into f9e l951 clean & :ite4 ,!n said ! ,pr9ce1 ,?is1 ,o ,mans\l1 is ,my liv]y1 & ?is is ! badge by :i* ,m9e are kn[n f ! s]vants ( o!rs4 ,yea1 ?is liv]y is t :i* ,i grant to all !m t are ,m9e1 & )\t :i* no man is p]mitt$ to see ,my face4 ,we> ?is liv]y1 !re=e1 = ,my sake1 &1 also1 if y w\ld be kn[n by ! _w to be ,m9e4 ,b n[ c y ?9k h[ ,mans\l %one6 ,= ,mans\l 0 fair z ! sun1 cle> z ! moon1 & t]rible z an army ) bann]s4 ,:ite1 !n1 & :it] ?an sn[1 is ! v liv]y ( heav54 ,a hundr$ %9+ ,scriptures c\ld be quot$ to e/abli% t4 ,9 ! fir/ ye> ( ,bel%azz>1 ,k+ ( ,babylon1 ,daniel _h a dream1 & visions ( 8 head came to ,daniel ^u 8 b$4 ,&1 behold1 ! ,anci5t ( ,days did sit1 ^: g>m5t 0 :ite z sn[1 & ! hair ( 8 head l ! pure wool4 ,my belov$1 s+s ! sp\se 9 ! ,song1 is :ite & ruddy1 ! *iefe/ among t5 ?\s&1 & altoge!r lovely4 ,!n1 aga91 ,david 9 8 p5it5ce s+s1 ,purge me ) hyssop1 & ,i %all be clean2 wa% me1 & ,i %all be :it] ?an sn[4 ,& :at is x t sets ,isaiah at ! head ( all ! prophets8 ,:at b ?is1 t he is ! m\?-piece ( su* decrees 9 heav5 z ?is3 ,?\gh y\r s9s be z sc>let1 !y %all be :ite z sn[2 ?\gh !y be r$ l crimson1 !y %all be z wool4 ,! angel1 also1 :o roll$ away ! /one f ! door ( ! sepul*re 0 clo!d 9 a long :ite g>m5t4 ,ano!r evangeli/ says t 8 c\nt5ance 0 l lightn+ & 8 raim5t :ite z sn[1 & = fe> ( him ! keep]s did quake1 & became z dead m54 ,b be=e t we read t ,jesus 0 transfigur$ be=e ,pet] & ,james & ,john on ! ,m\nt1 & t ,8 face did %9e z ! sun1 & ,8 raim5t 0 :ite z ! light4 ,&1 !n1 ! :ole ,book ( ,revelation is writt5 ) a p5 dipp$ 9 heav5ly light4 ,! :ole book is gli/5+ ) ! :ite/ light till we _c read x = ! brightness !re(4 ,& ! multitude t no man c numb] all display !mselves be=e our eyes1 clo!d ) :ite robes & ) palms 9 _! h&s1 s mu* s t we s9k d[n "u ! greatness ( ! glory1 till ,"o ) ,8 head & ,8 hairs :ite l wool1 z :ite z sn[1 lays ,8 h& ^u u1 & says to u1 ,fe> n1 =1 behold1 ,i h caus$ ?9e iniquity to pass f !e1 & ,i w clo! !e ) *ange ( raim5t4 ',i also saw ,mans\l clad all 9 :ite1 ,& he>d h] ,pr9ce call h] ,8 he>t's delight1 ,i saw ,him put ^u h] *a9s ( gold1 ,& r+s & bracelets goodly to behold4 ,:at %all ,i say8 ,i he>d ! p's cries1 ,& saw ! ,pr9ce wipe te>s f ,mans\l's eyes1 ,i he>d ! groans & saw ! joy ( _m2 ,tell y ( all1 ,i nei!r w nor c ,i4 ,b by :at "h ,i say y well may see ,t ,mans\l's mat*less w>s no fable be4' ',& to h] x 0 grant$ t %e %\ld be array$ 9 f9e l951 clean & :ite2 = ! f9e l95 is ! righte\sness ( sa9ts4' ,we ne$ no exegesis ( t beautiful ,scripture beyond t exegesis :i* our own he>ts supply4 ,& if we did ne$ t %9+ text to be expla9$ to u1 to :om c\ld we bett] g = its explanation ?an j to ,john ,bunyan8 ,well1 !n1 9 our au?or's ,no ,way to ,heav5 b by ,jesus ,*ri/1 he says3 ',?is f9e l951 9 my judgm5t1 is ! works ( godly m52 _! works t spr+ f fai?4 ,b h[ came !y clean8 ,h[ came !y :ite8 ,n simply because !y 7 ! works ( fai?4 ,b1 m>k1 !y wa%$ _! robes & made !m :ite 9 ! blood ( ! ,lamb4 ,& !re=e !y are be=e ! ?rone ( ,god4 ,yea1 !re=e x is t _! good works /& 9 su* a place4' ',nor mu/ we ?9k x /range1' says ,john ,h[e1 9 8 ,bless$ness ( ! ,righte\s1 't all ! requisites to our salvation are n f\nd toge!r 9 "o text ( ,scripture4 ,i conceive t imput$ righte\sness is n "h meant1 b t righte\sness :i* is truly subject$ 9 a *ild ( ,god & descriptive ( him4 ,! righte\sness ( ,him :om we adore z made s9 = u t we might be made ! righte\sness ( ,god 9 ,him1 t righte\sness has a mu* high] sph]e peculi> & appropriate to itself4 ,?\gh ?is ( :i* we n[ speak is necess>y also to be bo? _h & und]/ood4' ,emmanuel's liv]y1 !n1 is ! righte\sness ( ! sa9ts4 ,emmanuel puts t righte\sness ^u all ,8 sa9ts2 :ile1 at ! same "t1 !y put x on !mselves2 !y "w x out = !mselves1 & = !mselves !y keep x clean4 ,!y "w x out1 put x on1 & keep x clean1 & yet1 all ! "t1 x is n !y t d x1 b x is ,emmanuel t doe? x all 9 !m4 ,! tru? is1 y mu/ all become my/ics be=e y w admit all ! /range tru? t is told ab\t ,emmanuel's liv]y4 ,= bo? heav5 & e>? unite 9 ?is wond]ful liv]y4 ,nature & grace unite 9 x4 ,x is wov5 by ! gospel on ! loom ( ! law--till1 to tell y all t is true ab\t x1 ,i nei!r c nor w ,i4 ,alb]t ,b5gel tells u t ! c\rt ( heav5 has its own jeal\s & scrupul\s etiquette2 & our c\rt j\rnali/ & hi/orian1 ,john ,bunyan1 has suppli$ 8 fav\r$ read]s ) ! v c>d ( etiquette t 0 issu$ along ) ,mans\l's coat ( liv]y1 & x is m ?an "t t we _h att5d$ to t c>d4 #a4 ,! fir/ item !n 9 t etiquette-c>d ran 9 ^! set t]ms3 ',fir/1 we> ^! :ite robes daily1 day by day1 le/ y %\ld at "s "t appe> to o!rs z if y 7 none ( ,m9e4--,sign$1 ,,emmanuel4' ,n[1 we put on anew e morn+ ! g>m5ts t we are to we> e new day4 ,we h c]ta9 pieces ( clo?+ t we we> 9 ! morn+2 we h c]ta9 pieces t we we> :5 we are at our "w2 &1 aga91 we h c]ta9 o!r pieces t we put on :5 we g abroad 9 ! aft]noon2 &1 yet aga91 c]ta9 o!r pieces t we array ourselves 9 :5 we g out into society 9 ! ev5+4 ,aft] a night 9 :i* ,m]cy c\ld n sleep = bless+ & prais+ ,god1 !y all rose 9 ! morn+ ) ! sun2 b ! ,int]pret] w\ld h !m t>ry a :ile1 =1 said he1 y mu/ ord]ly g f h5ce4 ,!n said he to ! damsel1 ,take !m1 & h !m into ! g>d5 to ! ba?4 ,!n ,innoc5t ! damsel took !m1 & _h !m into ! g>d51 & br\ght !m to ! ba?4 ,!n !y w5t 9 & wa%$1 yea1 !y & ! boys & all1 & !y came out ( t ba?1 n only clean & sweet1 b also mu* enliv5$ & mu* /r5g!n$ 9 _! jo9ts4 ,s :5 !y came 9 !y look$ fair] a deal ?an :5 !y w5t out4 ,!n said ! ,int]pret] to ! damsel t wait$ ^u ^? wom51 ,g into ! ve/ry1 & fet* out g>m5ts = ^! p4 ,s %e w5t & fet*$ out :ite raim5t & laid x d[n be=e him4 ,& !n he comm&$ !m to put x on4 ,x 0 f9e l951 :ite & clean4 ,n[1 !re=e1 !y began to e/eem ea* o!r bett] ?an !mselves4 ,=1 ,y are fair] ?an ,i am1 said "o2 &1 ,y are m comely ?an ,i am1 said ano!r4 ,! *ildr5 also /ood amaz$ to see into :at fa%ion !y _h be5 br\ght4 ,william ,law--,i ?ank ,god1 ,i ?9k1 e day ,i live = t good day to me on :i* ,he introduc$ me to ,8 gift$ & sa9tly s]vant--well1 ,william ,law us$ e morn+ aft] 8 ba? 9 ! morn+ to put on 8 liv]y1 piece by piece1 9 ord]1 & ) special pray]4 ,! fir/ piece t he put on1 & he put x on e new morn+ next 8 he>t to we> x all ! day next 8 he>t1 0 gratitude to ,god4 ,& x 0 a real1 feel+1 active1 & op]ative gratitude t he s put on4 ,on ea* new morn+ z x came1 t good man 0 full ( new gratitude to ,god4 ,= ! sun new f 8 ,almighty ,mak]'s h&s he _h gratitude4 ,= 8 h\se ov] 8 head he _h gratitude4 ,= 8 ,bible & 8 spiritual books he _h gratitude4 ,= 8 opportunities ( read+ & /udy1 z also = t5 o'clock 9 ! morn+ :5 ! wid[s & orphans ( ,k+'s ,cliffe came to 8 w9d[1 & s on4 ,a grateful he>t fe$s itself to a /ill great] gratitude on ev]y?+ t comes to x4 ,s x 0 ) ,william ,law1 till he wak5$ ! maids 9 ! rooms bel[ ) 8 psalms & 8 hymns z he w5t into 8 ve/ry & put on 8 s++ robes s e>ly e morn+4 ,& !n1 aft] 8 morn+ h\rs ( /udy & devotion1 ,law _h a piece ( liv]y t he always put on & nev] came d[n/airs to breakfa/ )\t x4 ,o!r m5 might put on o!r pieces2 he always clo!d himself next to gratitude ) humility4 ,m5 diff]1 good m5 diff]1 & ,emmanuel's liv]y-m5 diff] 9 :at !y put on1 at :at "t1 & 9 :at ord]4 ,b t 0 ,william ,law's way4 ,y w le>n m ( 8 way1 & y w be help$ to f9d out a l way = y\rselves1 if y w become /ud5ts ( 8 incomp>able books4 ,y w f9d h[ he put on *>ity1 #a ,cor4 ?irte5? *apt]2 & !n h[1 ov] all1 he put on ! w ( ,god2 till1 ?us equipp$ & ?us acc\tr$1 he 0 able to say1 z x has seldom be5 said s9ce x 0 fir/ said1 ',i put on righte\sness1 & x clo!d me2 my judgm5t 0 to me z a robe & z a diadem4 ,! ,almighty 0 !n ) me1 & my *ildr5 7 ab\t me4 ,:5 ,i wa%$ my /eps ) butt]1 & :5 ! rock p\r$ me out riv]s ( oil6' ,s mu* = t liv]y-man ( ,emmanuel1 ! au?or ( ! ,*ri/ian ,p]fection & ! ,_s ( ,love4 ,z = ! wom5's ve/ry 9 ! ,int]pret]'s ,h\se1 ,mat!w ,h5ry saw ! ?irty-fir/ *apt] ( ! ,prov]bs hung up on t ve/ry wall1 & ,*ri/iana mak+ h] morn+ toilet be=e x ) ,m]cy beside h]4 ,:o w\ld f9d a virtu\s woman1 let him look be=e t look+-glass = h]1 & he w be sure to f9d h] & h] daught]s & h] daught]s-9- law putt+ on _! :ite raim5t !re4 #b4 ',secondly1 keep y\r g>m5ts always :ite2 = if !y be soil$1 x is a di%on\r to ,me4 ,i h a few names ev5 9 ,s>dis :i* h n defil$ _! g>m5ts1 & !y %all walk ) ,me 9 :ite1 = !y are wor?y4' ,ev5 9 ,s>dis1 ) e /reet & e h\se full ( soil & di%on\r to ! "n ( ,*ri/1 ev5 9 ,s>dis ,emmanuel _h "s ( :om ,he c\ld boa/ ,himself4 ,w\ld y n imm5sely l at ! la/ day to be "o ( ^? "s 9 ,s>dis8 ,%all x n be spl5did :5 ,s>dis comes up = judgm5t to be among ^? few names t ,emmanuel %all !n read out ( ,8 book1 & :51 at _! few names1 two or ?ree m5 %all /ep out into ! light 9 ,8 liv]y8 ,"s ( y are 9 ,s>dis at ?is mom5t4 ,"s ( y are 9 a city1 or 9 a h\se 9 a city1 :]e x is impossible to keep y\r g>m5ts clean4 ,& yet1 no2 no?+ is impossible to ,emmanuel & ,8 true liv]y-m54 ,ev5 9 t h\se :]e y are1 ,emmanuel w say ov] y1 ,i h "o !re :o is ?ankful to ,my ,fa!r & to ,me2 ?ankful to s++ e morn+ :]e !re is little1 z m5 see1 to s+ =4 ,!re is "o 9 t h\se humble1 :]e humility itself w\ld almo/ become high-m9d$4 ,& meek1 :]e ,moses himself w\ld h lo/ 8 temp]4 ,& submissive1 :]e rebelli\sness w\ld n h be5 )\t excuse4 ,m>k ^! few m5 = ,m9e1 says ,emmanuel4 ,m>k !m ) ! inkhorn = ,m9e4 ,= !y %all surely be ,m9e 9 t day1 & !y %all walk ) ,me 9 :ite1 = !y are wor?y4 #c4 ',:]e=e gird y\r g>m5ts well up f ! gr\nd4' ,a well-dress$ man1 a well-dress$ woman1 is a beautiful sight4 ,n ov]- dress$2 n dress$ s z to call ev]ybody's att5tion to _! dress2 b dress$ decor\sly1 becom+ly1 ta/efully4 ,ea* sev]al piece well fitt$ on1 & all ( a piece1 till x all looks z if x _h gr[n by nature itself ^u ! well-dress$ we>]4 ,be l him--be l h]--s runs ! ?ird head ( ! etiquette-c>d4 ,be n slov5ly & disord]ly & unseemly 9 y\r liv]y4 ,let n y\r liv]y be always fall+ (f1 & cat*+ on e bu% & bri>1 & dropp+ into e pool & dit*4 ,hold y\rselves 9 h&1 ! in/ruction goes on4 ,brace y\rselves up4 ,h y\r temp]1 y\r tongue1 y\r eyes1 y\r e>s1 & all y\r memb]s 9 control4 ,& !n y w escape _m a r5t & _m a rag2 _m a seam & _m a pat*2 _m a soil & _m a /a94 ,& !n also y w be f\nd walk+ abroad 9 comel9ess & at lib]ty1 :ile o!rs1 less c>eful1 are at home m5d+ & wa%+ & iron+ because !y w5t )\t a girdle :5 y girt up y\r g>m5ts well (f ! gr\nd4 ,:]e=e always gird well up ! lo9s ( y\r m9d4 #d4 ',&1 f\r?ly1 lose n y\r robes1 le/ y walk nak$ & m5 see y\r %ame'2 t is to say1 ! supreme %ame ( y\r s\l4 ,= !re is no o!r %ame4 ,!re is no?+ else 9 body or s\l to be a%am$ ab\t4 ,!re is a nak$ness1 inde$1 t our *ildr5 are taught to cov]2 b ! ,bible is a book = m54 ,& ! only nak$ness t ! ,bible kn[s ab\t or c>es ab\t is ! nak$ness ( ! s\l4 ,x 0 _! sudd5 s\l-nak$ness t *as$ ,adam & ,eve 9 among ! trees ( ! g>d54 ,& x is ,god's pity = s\l-nak$ s9n]s t has made ,him s5d ,8 ,son to cry to u3 ',i c\nsel !e1' ,he cries1 'to buy ( ,me gold tri$ 9 ! fire1 t ?\ maye/ be ri*2 :ite raim5t1 t ?\ maye/ be clo!d1 & t ! %ame ( ?y nak$ness d n appe>4 ,behold6' ,he cries 9 absolute t]ror1 ',behold6 ,i come z a ?ief6 ,bless$ is he t walke? & keepe? 8 g>m5ts1 le/ he walk nak$1 & !y see 8 %ame4' ,7 y\r s\l to be /ripp$ nak$ to all its %ame to-morr[2 7 all y\r pa/ to be laid out absolutely nak$ & b>e1 ) all ! utt] nak$ness ( y\r inw>d life ?is day2 7 all y\r secret ?\ghts1 & all y\r /eal?y s*emes1 & all y\r mad imag9ations1 & all y\r dete/able motives1 & all y\r hatr$s l hell1 & all y\r follies l ,b$lam to be laid nak$--,i suppose ! horror ( x w\ld make y cry to ! rocks & ! m\nta9s to cov] y ?is ,sabba? night1 or ! we$s ( ! ne>e/ sea to wrap y d[n into its dep?s4 ,x w\ld be hell be=e ! "t to y if y\r s\l 7 sudd5ly to be /ripp$ absolutely b>e ( its ragg$ body1 & nak$ ( all ! ?9 integum5ts ( "t1 & 7 = a s+le day to /& nak$ to its ev]la/+ %ame4 ,& x is j because ,jesus ,*ri/ sees all t z sure z ! judgm5t-day com+ to y1 t ,he /&s "h to-night & calls to y3 ,i c\nsel !e6 ,i c\nsel !e6 ,be=e x be too late1 ,i aga9 c\nsel !e6 #e4 ,b ! ,pr9ce ,emmanuel is p]suad$ bett] ?+s ( all ,8 liv]y- m51 ?\gh ,he ?us speaks to !m to put !m on _! gu>d4 ,yes1 /]nly & sev]ely & ?reat5+ly z ,he sometimes speaks1 yet1 9 spite ( ,himself1 ,8 real grace always breaks ?r\gh at ! la/4 ,&1 accord+ly1 8 fif? comm& runs ?us3 ,b1 x runs1 if y %\ld sully !m1 if y %\ld defile !m1 ! :i* ,i am greatly unwill+ t y %\ld1 !n spe$ y to t :i* is writt5 9 ,my law1 t yet y may /&1 & n fall be=e ,me & be=e ,my ?rone4 ,always "k ?is1 t ,i h provid$ = !e an op5 f\nta9 to wa% ?y g>m5ts 94 ,look1 !re=e1 t y wa% (t5 9 t f\nta91 & g n = an h\r 9 defil$ g>m5ts4 ,let n1 !re=e1 ,my g>m5ts1 y\r g>m5ts1 ! g>m5ts t ,i gave !e be ev] spott$ by ! fle%4 ,keep ?y g>m5ts always :ite1 & let ?y head lack no o9tm5t4--,sign$ 9 heav51 ,,emmanuel4 ,,*apt] ,,xxvii--,,mans\l',s ,,magna ,,*>ta ',a bett] cov5ant4'--,paul4 ,magna ,*>ta is a "n v de> to ! he>ts ( ! ,engli% p4 ,=1 ev] s9ce t memorable day on :i* t noble in/rum5t 0 extort$ f ,k+ ,john at ! po9t ( ! sword1 ,engl& has be5 ! pione] to all ! o!r nations ( ! e>? 9 p]sonal fre$om1 9 public righte\sness1 9 dome/ic /ability1 & 9 =eign influ5ce & ent]prise4 ,runnym$e is a r$-lett] spot1 & #abae is a r$-lett] ye>1 n only 9 ! hi/ory ( ,engl&1 b 9 ! hi/ory ( ! :ole mod]n _w4 ,! key/one ( all s\nd con/itutional gov]nm5t 0 laid at t place on t date1 & by t great bridge n ,engl& only1 b aft] ,engl& ! :ole civilis$ _w has pass$ ov] f ages ( bondage & oppression & inju/ice into a new _w ( p]sonal lib]ty & security1 public equity & good fai?1 loyalty & peace4 ,all t has s9ce be5 obta9$1 :e!r on ! battle-field or on ! floor ( ,p>liam5t1 has be5 little m ?an a confirmation ( ,magna ,*>ta or an au?oritative comm5t ^u ,magna ,*>ta4 ,& if e subsequ5t law 7 to be blott$ out1 yet 9 ,magna ,*>ta ! f\ndations w\ld /ill rema9 ( a great /ate & a free p4 ',"h comm5ces1' says ,macaulay1 '! hi/ory ( ! ,engli% nation4' ,n[1 aft] ! ,pr9ce ( ,peace _h subjugat$ ! rebelli\s city ( ,mans\l1 ,he promulgat$ a proclamation & appo9t$ a day :]e9 ,he w\ld r5ew _! ,*>t]4 ,yea1 a day :]e9 he w\ld r5ew & enl>ge _! ,*>t]1 m5d+ sev]al faults 9 x1 s t ! yoke ( ,mans\l might be made yet m easy to be>4 ,& ?is ,he did )\t any desire ( !irs1 ev5 ( ,8 own frankness & nobl5ess ( m9d4 ,s :5 ,he _h s5t = & se5 _! old ,*>t]1 ,he laid x by & said1 ,n[ t :i* decaye? & waxe? old is ready to vani% away4 ,an epitome1 !re=e1 ( t new1 & bett]1 & m firm & /eady ,*>t] take z foll[s3 ,i d grant ( ,m9e own clem5cy1 free1 full1 & ev]la/+ =giv5ess ( all _! wrongs1 injuries1 & (f5ces done aga9/ ,my ,fa!r1 aga9/ ,me1 aga9/ _! neighb\rs & !mselves4 ,i d give !m also ,my ,te/am5t1 ) all t is !re9 conta9$1 = _! ev]la/+ com=t & consolation4 ,?irdly1 ,i d also give !m a portion ( ! self-same grace & goodness t dwells 9 ,my ,fa!r's he>t & ,m9e4 ,f\r?ly1 ,i d give1 grant1 & be/[ ^u !m freely1 ! _w & all t is !re9 = _! true good2 yea1 all ! b5efits ( life & dea?1 ( ?+s pres5t & ?+s to come4 ,free leave & full access also at all seasons to ,me 9 ,my palace1 !re to make kn[n all _! wants to ,me2 & ,i give !m1 moreov]1 a promise t ,i %all he> & r$ress all _! grievances4 ,to !m & to _! "r se$ aft] !m1 ,i h]eby be/[ all ^! grants1 privileges1 & royal immunities4 ,all ?is is b a lean epitome ( :at 0 t day laid d[n 9 lett]s ( gold & engrav5 on _! doors & _! ca/le gates4 ,& :at joy1 :at com=t1 :at consolation1 ?9k y1 did n[ possess e he>t 9 ,mans\l6 ,! bells rang out1 ! m9/rels play$1 ! p danc$1 ! capta9s %\t$1 ! col\rs wav$ 9 ! w9d1 & ! silv] trumpets s\nd$1 till e enemy inside & outside ( ,mans\l 0 n[ glad to hide 8 head4 ,our con/itutional au?ors & comm5tators are wont to take ,magna ,*>ta clause by clause1 & ^w by ^w1 & lett] by lett]4 ,!y l+] lov+ly & pr\dly ov] e jot & tittle ( t spl5did in/rum5t4 ,& y w indulge me ?is ,communion night ( all nights ( ! ye> if ,i expatiate /ill m lov+ly & pr\dly on t great ,cov5ant :i* our ,"l has seal$ to u aga9 to-day1 & has writt5 aga9 to-day on ! walls ( our he>ts4 ,moses made ha/e z soon z ! old ,*>t] 0 read ov] to him1 & no?+ %all delay u till we h fea/$ our eyes1 & our e>s1 & our he>ts to-night on ! cont5ts ( ?is our new & bett] cov5ant4 #a4 ,! fir/ article ( our ,magna ,*>ta is free1 full1 & ev]la/+ =giv5ess ( all ! wrongs1 injuries1 & (f5ces we h ev] done aga9/ ,god1 aga9/ our ,savi\r1 aga9/ our neighb\r1 & aga9/ ourselves4 ,! ,engli% nobles extort$ _! ,*>t] f _! tyrannical k+ ) _! sword at 8 ?roat1 & aft] he _h sign$ x1 he ca/ himself on ! gr\nd & gnaw$ /icks & /ones 9 8 fury1 s mad 0 he at ! m5 :o _h s humiliat$ him4 ',!y h set f\r-&-tw5ty k+s ov] my head1' he gna%$ out4 ,h[ diff]5t 0 x ) our ,*>t]6 ,= :5 we 7 yet enemies x 0 already drawn out 9 our "n4 ,& aft] we _h be5 subdu$ x w\ld nev] h ent]$ our fe>ful he>ts to ask = su* an in/rum5t4 ,&1 ev5 n[1 aft] we h ent]$ into its lib]ty1 h[ sl[ we are to believe all t is writt5 9 our great ,*>t]1 & read to u e day out ( x4 ,& :o %all ca/ a /one at u = n easily believ+ all t is s writt5 & read8 ,x is n s easy z y w\ld ?9k to believe 9 free =giv5ess = all ! wrongs1 injuries1 & (f5ces we h ev] done4 ,:5 y try to believe x ab\t y\rselves1 y w f9d h[ h>d x is to accept t cov5ant & always to keep y\r feet firm ^u x4 ,t ! =giv5ess is absolutely free is its fir/ great difficulty4 ,if x _h co/ u all we c\ld ev] d or suff]1 bo? 9 ?is _w & 9 ! _w to come1 !n we c\ld h come to t]ms ) our ,pr9ce f> m easily2 b t our =giv5ess %\ld be absolutely free1 x is t t s /agg]s u4 ,:5 ,i 0 a little boy ,i 0 once w&]+ ?r\gh ! /reets ( a l>ge city see+ ! /range sights4 ,i _h ev5 less ,lat9 9 my head t day ?an ,i _h money 9 my pocket4 ,b ,i 0 hungry = k & eag] to see r>e & wond]ful ?+s4 ,ov] ! door ( a public in/itution1 conta9+ a museum & o!r int]e/+ ?+s1 ,i tri$ to read a ,lat9 scroll4 ,i c\ld n make out ! :ole ( ! writ+2 ,i c\ld only make out "o ^w1 & n ev5 t1 z ! ev5t soon %[$4 ,! ^w 0 gratia1 or "s modification ( gratia1 ) "s /ill deep] words engrav5 r\nd ab\t x4 ,b on ! /r5g? ( t "o ^w ,i m\nt$ ! /eps & rang ! bell1 & ask$ ! port] if ,i c\ld see ! museum4 ,he told me t ! co/ ( admission 0 su* & su*4 ,little z x 01 x 0 too mu* = me1 & ,i came d[n ! /eps feel+ t ! ,lat9 writ+ above ! door _h entirely deceiv$ me4 ,x has n be5 ! la/ "t t my bad ,lat9 has br\ght me to %ame & confusion ( face4 ,b ,lat91 or ,greek1 or only ,engli%1 or n ev5 ,engli%1 !re is no deception & no confusion "h4 ,=giv5ess is really ( free grace4 ,x co/s absolutely no?+1 ! door is op52 or1 if x is n op51 !n knock1 & x %all be op5$1 )\t money & )\t price4 ',free & full4' ,i c\ld imag9e a free =giv5ess :i* 0 n also full4 ,i c\ld imag9e a *>t] t w\ld h run someh[ ?us3 ,free =giv5ess & full1 up to a firmly fix$ limit4 ,free & full =giv5ess = s9s ( ignorance & ev5 ( infirmity & frailty2 = small s9s & = great s9s1 too1 up to a c]ta9 age ( life & /age ( guilt4 ,free & full =giv5ess up to a c]ta9 l9e1 & !n1 t black l9e ( reprobation1 z ,samuel ,ru!r=d says4 ,inde$1 x is no imag9ation4 ,i h felt (t5] ?an once t ,i 0 at la/ across t black l9e1 & gone & lo/ = ev]4 ,b no-- ',:ile ! lamp holds on to burn1 ,! greate/ s9n] may return4' ',free1 full1 & ev]la/+4' ,pope ,innoc5t ! ,?ird came to ! rescue ( ,k+ ,john & issu$ a ,papal bull revok+ & annull+ ,magna ,*>ta4 ,b nei!r k+1 nor pope1 nor devil c revoke or annul our new ,cov5ant4 ,x is free1 full1 & ev]la/+4 ,if ,god be = u1 :o c be aga9/ u8 ,:o %all sep>ate u f ! love ( ,*ri/8 ,nei!r dea? nor life1 nor angels nor pr9cipalities nor p[]s1 %all be able to sep>ate u f ! love ( ,god :i* is 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus our ,"l4 #b4 ',free1 full1 & ev]la/+ =giv5ess ( all ! wrongs1 ! injuries1 & ! (f5ces y h done aga9/ ,my ,fa!r1 ,me1 y\r neighb\rs1 & y\rselves4' ,n[1 out ( all t let u fix ^u ?is--! wrongs & ! injuries we h done to our neighb\rs4 ,=1 z ,calv9 says some:]e1 ?\gh our s9s aga9/ ! fir/ table ( ! law are our wor/ s9s1 yet our s9s aga9/ ! second table1 t is1 aga9/ our neighb\rs1 are f> bett] = beg9n+ a scrut9y )4 ,s !y are4 ,= our wrongs aga9/ our neighb\rs1 :5 !y awak5 )9 u at all1 awak5 ) a t]rible fury4 ,our wrongs aga9/ our neighb\rs w\nd1 & burd51 & exasp]ate an awak5$ consci5ce 9 a fe>ful way4 ,we come aft]w>ds to say1 ,aga9/ ,!e1 ,!e only h ,i s9n$6 ,b at ! fir/ beg9n+ ( our rep5tances x is ! wrongs we h done to our neighb\rs t drive u beside ourselves4 ,:at neighb\r ( y\rs1 !n1 h y s wrong$8 ,"n him2 "n h]4 ,y avoid t "n l poison1 b x is n poison--x is life & peace4 ,m dep5ds on y\r (t5 recollect+ & (t5 pron\nc+ t hateful "n ?an y w\ld believe4 ,m dep5ds ^u x ?an y\r m9i/] has ev] told y4 ,&1 !n1 9 :at did y s wrong him8 ,"n ! wrong also4 ,give x its ,bible "n1 its newspap] "n1 its brutal1 vulg>1 ill-mann]$ "n4 ,d n be too s(t1 d n be too c\rtly ) y\rself4 ,keep y\r own evil "n ev] be=e y4 ,:5 y he> any o!r man outlaw$ & o/racis$ by t same "n1 say to y\rself3 ,?\1 sir1 art ! man6 ,put out a secret & a pa9ful skill ^u y\rself4 ,h times & places & ways t nobody kn[s any?+ ab\t--n ev5 ^? y h wrong$2 h times & places & ways !y w\ld laugh to be told (1 & w\ld n believe x2 times1 ,i say1 & places & ways = br++ all ^? old wrongs y once did ev] & ev] back to m9d2 z (t5 back & z ke5 to y\r m9d z !y come back to t o!r m9d1 :i* is /ill s full ( ! wrong4 ,ev5 if y\r victim has =giv5 & =gott5 y1 nev] y =get him1 & nev] y =give y\rself :5 y aga9 ?9k ( him4 ,welcome back e sudd5 & %>p recollection ( y\r wrong-do+4 ,& make ha/e at e su* sudd5 recollection & fall d[n on ! spot 9 a deep] compunction ?an ev] be=e4 ,d t z y w\ld be a =giv5 & full-*>t]$ s\l4 ,=1 free & full & ev]la/+ z ,god's =giv5ess is1 y h no assurance t x is y\rs if y ev] =get y\r s91 or ev] =give y\rself = hav+ done x4 ',=give y\rself1' says ,augu/9e1 '& ,god w condemn y4 ,b cont9ually arraign & condemn y\rself1 & ,god w =give & acquit & ju/ify y4' #c4 ',i give also ,my holy law & te/am5t1 & all t !re9 is conta9$1 = _! ev]la/+ com=t & consolation4' ,?is is n ! mann] ( m51 ,o my ,god4 ,k9d-he>t$ m5 com=t & console ^? :o h suff]$ injuries & wrongs at our h&s1 b ! k9de/-he>t$ ( m5 h>d5 _! he>ts & set _! faces l a fl9t aga9/ u :o h done ! wrong4 ,all ,syria sympa?is$ ) ,esau = ! loss ( 8 bir?right1 b ,i d n read t any "o came to :isp] "o k9d ^w to ,jacob on 8 h>d pill[4 ,all ! army m\rn$ ov] ,uriah1 b all ! "t ,david's moi/ure 0 dri$ up l ! dr\ght ( summ]1 & n ev5 ,na?an came to ! ,k+ till he c\ld n help com+4 ,all ,j]i*o cri$1 ,av5ge u ( our adv]s>y6 ,b x 0 ,jesus :o look$ up & saw ,zac*eus & said3 ,zac*eus1 come d[n2 make ha/e & come d[n1 = to-day ,i mu/ abide at ?y h\se4 ',! injuries !y h done !mselves also1' s runs ! v fir/ head ( our =giv5ess cov5ant4 ,ah6 yes2 ,o my ,"l1 ,?\ kn[e/ all ?+s2 ,?\ kn[e/ my he>t4 ,?\ kn[e/ t irrem$iably z ,i h injur$ o!r m51 yet 9 injur+ !m ,i h injur$ myself mu* m4 ,& mu* z o!r m5 ne$ re/itution1 rep>ation1 & consolation on my acc\nt1 my ,god1 ,?\ kn[e/ t ,i ne$ all t mu* m--t5 ?\s& times m4 ,oh1 h[ my brok5 he>t )9 me leaps up & ?anks ,!e = t ,cov5ant4 ,let me repeat x aga9 to ,?y praise3 ',full1 free1 & ev]la/+ =giv5ess ( all wrongs1 injuries1 & (f5ces done by him aga9/ 8 neighb\rs & aga9/ himself4' ,:o1 :o is a ,god1 ,o my ,god1 :o is a ,god l unto ,!e6 #d4 ',i d also give !m a portion ( ! self-same grace & goodness t dwells 9 ,my ,fa!r's he>t & ,m9e4' ,! self-same grace & goodness1 t is1 t ,my ,fa!r & ,i h %[n to !m4 ,t is to say1 we %all be made bo? will+ & able to grant to all ^? m5 :o h wrong$ u ! v same *>t] ( =giv5ess t we h _h grant$ to u ( ,god4 ,s t at all ^? times :5 we /& pray+ = =giv5ess we %all susp5d t pray] till we h fir/ =giv5 all our enemies1 & all :o h at any "t & 9 any way wrong$ or injur$ u4 ,ev5 :5 we _h ! ,communion cup at our lips to-day1 y w\ld h se5 u sett+ x d[n till we _h fir/ gone & be5 reconcil$ to our bro!r4 ,yes1 my bre?r51 y are ,8 witnesses t ,he has done x4 ,he has tak5 y into ,8 cov5ant till ,he has made y bo? able & will+1 bo? will+ & able1 to grant & to bequea? to o!rs1 all t free1 full1 & ev]la/+ =giv5ess & love t ,he has bequea!d to y4 ,till "u ! v la/ & supreme wrong t y\r wor/ enemy c d to y & to y\rs1 y are able & =w>d to say3 ,fa!r1 =give him1 = he kn[s n :at he has done4 ,=give me my debts1 y w say1 z ,i =give my debtors4 ,& always1 z y aga9 say & d t1 y w on ! spot be made a p>tak] ( ! ,div9e ,nature1 accord+ to ! heav5ly ,*>t]1 ',i d also give !m a portion ( ! self-same grace & goodness t dwells 9 ,my ,fa!r's he>t & 9 ,m9e4' #e4 ',i d also1' s ,mans\l's ,magna ,*>ta travels on1 ',i d also give1 grant1 & be/[ ^u !m freely ! _w & all t is !re9 = _! good2 yea1 ,i grant !m all ! b5efits ( life & ( dea?1 & ( ?+s pres5t & ?+s to come4' ,:at a magnific5t ,*>t] is t6 ',all ?+s are y\rs3 :e!r ,paul1 or ,apollos1 or ,cephas1 or ! _w1 or life1 or dea?1 or ?+s pres5t1 or ?+s to come2 all are y\rs4' ,:at a sup]b ,*>t]6 ,only1 x is too high = u2 we _c atta9 to x4 ,has any human be+ ev] ris5 to any?+ l ! full fai?1 full assurance1 & full victory ( all t 9 ?is life8 ,no2 ! ?+ is impossible6 ,reason w\ld fall (f h] ?rone4 ,! he>t ( a man w\ld break ) too mu* joy if he tri$ to ent] into ! full belief ( all t4 ,no2 x ha? n ent]$ into ! he>t ( a /ill s9ful man :at ,god ha? *>t]$ to !m :om ,he loves4 ,?is _w1 & all t !re9 is1 & !n all ! com+ b5efits ( life & ( dea?4 ,:at b5efits d believ]s receive f ,*ri/ at _! dea?8 ,we all drank 9 ! answ] to t ) our "m's milk1 b :at is beh9d ! words ( t answ] no mortal tongue c yet tell4 ,all are y\rs1 & ye are ,*ri/'s1 & ,*ri/ is ,god's4 ,till1 :at joy1 :at com=t1 :at consolation1 ?9k y1 did n[ possess ! he>ts ( ! m5 ( ,mans\l6 ,! bells rang1 ! m9/rels play$1 ! p danc$1 ! capta9s %\t$1 ! col\rs wav$ 9 ! w9d1 & ! silv] trumpets s\nd$4 #f4 ',& till ! glory breaks sudd5ly ^u y1 & z long z y yet live 9 ?is life ( free grace ,i %all give & grant y leave & free access to ,me 9 ,my palace at all seasons1 !re to make kn[n all y\r wants to ,me2 & ,i give y1 moreov]1 a promise t ,i w he> & r$ress all y\r grievances4' ,at all seasons2 9 season & out ( season4 ,!re to make kn[n all y\r wants to ,me4 ,& all y\r grievances4 ,all t /ill grieves & vexes y4 ,all y\r wrongs4 ,all y\r injuries4 ,all t m5 c d to y4 ,let !m d _! wor/ to y4 ,my grace is suffici5t = all y\r grievances4 ,my goodness 9 y %all make y m ?an a conqu]or4 ,i und]take to give y be=e y h ask$ = x a he>t full ( free1 full1 & ev]la/+ =giv5ess & =getfulness ( all t has begun to grieve y4 ,no ^w or de$1 writt5 or spok51 ( any man %all be able to vex or grieve ! _s t ,i %all put )9 y4 ,y w imm$iately av5ge y\rselves ( y\r adv]s>ies4 ,y w in/antly repay !m all an hundr$fold4 ,=1 :5 ?9e enemy hung]s1 ?\ %alt fe$ him2 :5 he is a?ir/1 ?\ %alt give him dr9k4 ,= ?\ %alt n be ov]come ( evil1 b ?\ %alt ov]come evil ) good4 #g4 ',all ^! grants1 privileges1 & immunities ,i be/[ ^u !e2 ^u !e1 ,i say1 & ^u ?y "r se$ aft] !e4' ,o ,almighty ,god1 our ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 give u su* a se$6 ,give u a se$ "r ) ,!e6 ,smite u & our h\se ) ev]la/+ b>r5ness r ?an t our se$ %\ld n be "r ) ,!e4 ,o ,god1 give u our *ildr54 ,give u our *ildr54 ,a second "t1 & by a f> bett] bir?1 give u our *ildr5 to be beside u 9 ,?y holy ,cov5ant4 ,= x _h be5 bett] we _h nev] be5 born2 x _h be5 bett] we _h nev] be5 betro!d2 x _h be5 bett] we _h sat all our days solit>y unless all our *ildr5 are to be "r ) ,!e4 ,let ! day p]i%1 & ! night :]e9 x 0 said1 ,!re is a man-*ild conceiv$4 ,let t day be d>kness2 let n ,god reg>d x f above2 nei!r let ! light %9e ^u x1 unless all our h\se is yet to be "r ) ,god4 ,o my son ,absalom6 ,my son1 my son ,absalom6 ,w\ld ,god ,i _h di$ = !e1 ,o ,absalom1 my son1 my son6 ,b ?\1 ,o ,god1 art ,?yself a ,fa!r1 & ?us ha/ 9 ,?yself a ,fa!r's he>t4 ,he> u1 !n1 = our *ildr51 ,o our ,fa!r1 = su* ( our *ildr5 z are n yet "r ) ,!e6 ,9 season & out ( season2 we %all n g up into our b$2 we %all n give sleep to our eyes nor slumb] to our eyelids till we & all our se$ are "r ) ,!e4 ,& !n h[ we & all our sav$ se$ beside u %all praise ,!e & bless ,!e above all ! families on e>? or 9 heav51 & %all say3 ,unto ,him :o lov$ u & wa%$ u f our s9s 9 ,8 own blood1 & ha? be/[$ ^u u a free1 full1 & ev]la/+ =giv5ess1 & ha? made u p>tak]s ( ,8 ,div9e ,nature1 to ,him be our love & praise & s]vice to all et]nity4 ,am5 & ,am56 ,,*apt] ,,xxviii--,,emmanuel',s ,,la/ ,,*>ge ,,to ,,mans\l3 ,,conc]n+ ,,! ,,rema9d]s ,,( ,,s9 ,,9 ,,! ,,reg5]ate ',hold fa/ till ,i come4'--,our ,"l4 ,!re are _m f9e ?+s 9 ,emmanuel's la/ *>ge to ,mans\l1 b by f> ! be/ ?+ is ! answ] t ,he ,himself !re supplies to ?is deep & difficult "q1--to ?is "q1 namely1 ,:y orig9al s9 is /ill left to rage 9 ! truly reg5]ate8 ,:y does our ,"l n :olly extirpate s9 9 our reg5]ation8 ,:at c ,8 reason be = leav+ _! orig9al s9 to dwell 9 ,8 be/ sa9ts till ! day ( _! dea?8 ,=1 to use ,8 own sad words ab\t s9 9 ,8 la/ *>ge1 no?+ hurts u b s94 ,no?+ defiles & debases u b s94 ,:y1 !n1 does ,he n take our s9 clean out ( u at once8 ,he c\ld speak ! ^w ( complete deliv]ance if ,he only w\ld4 ,:y1 !n1 does ,he n speak t ^w8 ,t has be5 a my/]y & a grief to all ,god's sa9ts ev] s9ce sanctification began to be4 ,& ! great int]e/ & ! great value ( ,emmanuel's la/ *>ge to ,mans\l /&s 9 ?is1 t ,he "h tells u1 if n all1 !n at lea/ "s ( ,8 reasons = ! policy ,he pursues ) u 9 our sanctification4 ,do/ ?\ "k1 ,he asks1 z ,he /&s on ,8 *>iot /eps1 surr\nd$ ) ,8 capta9s on ! "r h& & ! left--,do/ ?\ "k :y ,i at fir/ did1 & d /ill1 suff] s9 to live & dwell & h>b\r 9 ?y he>t8 ,& !n1 aft] an ,o yes6 = sil5ce1 ! ,pr9ce began & ?us proce$$3 #a4 ,do/ ?\ ask at ,me :y ,i & ,my ,fa!r h se5 x good to all[ ! dregs ( ?y s9fulness /ill to corrupt & to rot 9 ?9e he>t8 ,do/ ?\ ask :y1 amid s mu* 9 !e t is reg5]ate1 !re is /ill s mu* m t is unreg5]ate8 ,:y1 :ile ?\ art1 )\t controv]sy1 "u grace1 indwell+ s9 /ill s fe/]s & s breaks out 9 !e8 ,do/ ?\ ask t8 ,!n1 att5d1 & be=e ,i g away to come aga9 ,i w try to tell !e1 if1 inde$1 ?\ art able & will+ to be> x4 ,well1 !n1 be sil5t :ile ,i tell !e t ,i h left all t ( ?y orig9al s9 9 !e to tempt !e1 to try !e1 to humble !e1 & to ?ru/1 day & night1 ^u !e1 :at is /ill 9 ?9e he>t4 ,to humble !e1 take k1 take w>n+1 & take =e?\ght4 ,to make !e humble1 & to keep !e humble4 ,to hide pride f !e1 & to lay !e all ?y days on e>? 9 ! du/ ( dea?4 ,i tell !e ?is day t 9 all ?y pa/ life ,i h ord]$ & adm9i/]$ all ,my provid5ces t[>d !e to humble !e & to prove !e1 & to make !e du/ & a%es 9 ?9e own eyes4 ,& ,i g away to c>ry on f heav5 ?is same int5tion ( ,my ,fa!r's & ,m9e t[>d !e4 ,we %all try !e z silv] is tri$4 ,we %all sift !e z :eat is sift$4 ,we %all se>* !e z ,j]usalem is se>*$ ) light$ c&les4 ,i tell !e ! tru?1 ,i %all b5d f heav5 all ,my p[] :i* ,my ,fa!r has giv5 ,me1 & all ,my wisdom1 & all ,my love1 & all ,my grace4 ,:at to d1 do/ ?\ ?9k8 ,:at to d b to make !e to "k & to ackn[l$ge ! plague ( ?9e own he>t4 ,! deceitfulness1 t is1 ! dep? ( wick$ness1 & ! abom9abl5ess1 pa/ all words1 ( ?9e own he>t4 ,i d n asc5d to ,my ,fa!r1 ) all ?+s 9 ,my h&1 to make ?y seat s(t1 & ?y cup sweet1 & ?y "n great1 & ?y se$ multipli$4 ,i h f> o!r pr$e/9ations be=e ,me = !e4 ,i h lov$ !e ) an ev]la/+ love1 & x is to ev]la/+ life t ,i am lead+ !e4 ,& ?\ mu/ let ,me lead !e ?r\gh fire & ?r\gh wat] if ,i am to lead !e to heav5 at la/4 ,i %all h to utt]ly kill all self-love out ( ?y he>t1 & to plant all humility 9 its place4 ,_m & dreadful discov]ies %all ,i h to make to !e ( ?y pr(ane & inhuman self-love & selfi%ness4 ,words w fail !e to confess all ?y selfi%ness 9 ?y mo/ p5it5t pray]4 ,?y t[]+ pride ( he>t also1 & ?y s contemptible vanity4 ,z = ?y vanity1 ,i %all s ov]rule x t d\ble-m9d$ m5 ab\t !e %all make !e & ?y vanity _! sport1 _! je/1 & _! prey4 ,& ,i %all n leave !e1 nor dis*>ge ,myself ( ,my "w )9 !e1 till ,i see !e loa?+ ?yself & hat+ ?yself & gna%+ ?y tee? at ?yself = ?y envy ( ?y bro!r1 ?y envy conc]n+ 8 h\se1 8 wife & 8 man-s]vant1 & 8 maid-s]vant1 & 8 ox1 & 8 ass1 & ev]y?+ t is 84 ,?\ %alt f9d some?+ 9 !e t %all all[ !e to see ?9e enemy prosp]1 b n ?y fri5d4 ,some?+ t %all keep !e f ?y sleep because ( 8 tal5ts1 8 "n1 8 income1 & 8 place :i* ,i h giv5 him above !e1 beside !e1 & always 9 ?y sight4 ,x w be some?+ also t %all make 8 sickness1 8 decay1 8 defamation1 & 8 dea? sweet to !e1 & 8 prosp]ity & return to life bitt] to !e4 ,?\ %alt h to confess some?+ 9 ?yself--:atev] its nature & :atev] its "n--some?+ t %all make !e mis]able at good news1 & glad & enl>g$ & full ( life at evil tid+s4 ,x w be some?+ also t %all give a long life 9 ?y evil he>t to ang]1 & to res5tm5t1 & to retaliation1 & to rev5ge4 ,= aft] ye>s & ye>s ?\ %alt /ill h x 9 ?9e he>t to hate & to hurt t man & 8 h\se1 because long ago he left ?y side1 ?y boo? 9 ! m>ket1 ?y p>ty 9 ! /ate1 & ?y *ur* 9 religion4 ,z ,i live1 swore ,emmanuel1 /&+ up on ! /ep ( ,8 asc5d+ *>iot1 ,i %all %[ !e ?yself4 ,i %all %[ !e :at an unclean he>t is & a wick$4 ,i %all tea* to !e :at all true sa9ts %udd] at :5 !y are let see ! plague ( _! own he>ts4 ,i %all %[ !e1 z ,i live1 h[ full ( pride1 & hate1 & envy1 & ill-w a reg5]ate he>t c be2 & h[ a true-born man ( ,god may /ill love evil & hate good2 may /ill rejoice 9 iniquity & p9e "u ! tru?4 ,i %all %[ !e1 also1 :at ?\ wilt n z yet believe1 h[ ?y be/ fri5d _c tru/ 8 good "n ) !e2 su* a sweet morsel to !e %all be ! mote 9 8 eye & ! spot on 8 praise4 ,yes1 ,i %all %[ !e t ,i did n die on ! cross = no?+ :5 ,i di$ = !e2 :5 ,i w5t out to ,calv>y a %ame & a spitt+1 an outca/ & a curse = !e6 ,?\ %alt yet arise up & fall d[n 9 ?y s9 & %alt ju/ify all my ?orns1 & nails1 & spe>s1 & ! la/ drop ( ,my blood = !e6 ,yea1 ?\ %alt rememb] all ! way :i* ! ,"l ?y ,god l$ !e ^! =ty ye>s 9 ! wild]ness1 to humble !e1 & to prove !e1 & to "k :at 0 9 ?9e he>t1 & :e!r ?\ w\lde/ keep ,8 comm&m5ts or no4 #b4 ,x is also1 ! /ill t>ry+ ,pr9ce proce$$--x is also to keep !e wakeful & to make !e wat*ful4 ,n[1 :at conceivable e/ate c\ld any man be put into ev5 by 8 ,mak] & ,r$eem] m calculat$ to call =? wakefulness & wat*fulness ?an to h "o half ( 8 he>t new & ! o!r half old8 ,to h "o half ( 8 he>t g>rison$ by ! capta9s ( ,emmanuel1 & ! o!r half /ill full ( ! spies & ! sc\ts & ! emiss>ies ( hell8 ,nay1 to h ! great bulk ( 8 he>t /ill full ( s9 & b a small "p ( 8 he>t "h & !re "u grace & tru?8 ,"h is mat]ial = fight+s )\t & fe>s )9 ) a v5geance6 ,if x someh[ suits & answ]s ,god's deep purposes ) ,8 p to tea* !m wat*fulness 9 ?is life1 !n "h is a field = wat*fulness1 a field ( div9e dep? & scope & opportunity4 ,!re us$ to be a div9ity "q set 9 ! s*ools 9 ^! t]ms3 ,:]e1 9 ! reg5]ate1 ha? s9 its lodg+-place8 ,= t s9 does /ill lodge 9 ! reg5]ate is too abundantly evid5t bo? f ,scripture & f exp]i5ce4 ,b :]e x s lodges is ! "q4 ,! ,dom9ican monks1 & "s o!rs1 7 ( op9ion t orig9al s9 is to be f\nd only 9 ! inf]ior "p ( ! s\l1 b n 9 ! m9d or ! w4 ,:i*1 ,i suppose1 we %all soon f9d contr>y bo? to ,scripture & reason & exp]i5ce4 ,old ,&rew ,gray speaks feel+ly & no less truly conc]n+ ! he>t1 :5 he says1 ',i ?9k1' he says1 't if all ! sa9ts s9ce ,adam's day1 & :o %all be to ! end ( ! _w1 _h b "o deceitful he>t to guide !y w\ld misguide x4' ,:at a plot ( ,god1 !n1 x is to seat grace1 a little sav+ grace1 9 ! mid/ ( su* a sea ( corruption z a human he>t is1 & !n to set a s9ful man to wat* ov] t sp>k & to keep ! boil+ pollutions ( 8 own he>t f ext+ui%+ t sp>k6 ,well may ,paul exclaim3 ,yea1 :at c>efulness x calls =? 9 u2 yea1 :at indignation2 yea1 :at fe>2 yea1 :at vehem5t desire2 yea1 :at zeal2 yea1 :at rev5ge6 ,&1 kn[+ to :at ,he has left our he>ts1 well may ,emmanuel say to u f ,8 asc5d+ /eps1 ',wat* ye1 !re=e2 & :at ,i say unto y1 ,i say unto all1 ,wat*6' #c4 ,x is to keep !e wat*ful & to tea* !e w> also1 ! ,pr9ce w5t on4 ,bi%op ,butl] is ab\t ! la/ au?or t we w\ld ?9k ( go+ to = light on any deep & intricate "q 9 ! evangelical & exp]im5tal life4 ,b ,butl] is s deeply se5 into mu* ( ! he>t ( man1 z also into _m ( ! ways ( ,god1 t ev5 "h he has some?+ to say to ! po9t4 ',x is va9 to object1' he says 9 8 sob] & sob]+ way1 't all ?is tr\ble & dang] might h be5 sav$ u by our be+ made at once ! creatures & ! *>act]s :i* we 7 to be4 ,= we exp]i5ce t :at we are to be is to be ! effect ( :at we %all d4 ,& t ! conduct ( nature is n to save u tr\ble & dang]1 b to make u capable ( go+ ?r\gh tr\ble & dang]1 & to put x ^u u to d x4' ,! ,apo/le ,pet] has ! same tea*+ 9 a passage too little att5d$ to1 9 :i* he tells u t we are set "h to "w out our own salvation1 & t our salvation w j be :at1 ) fe> & trembl+1 or1 z ,butl] says1 ) tr\ble & dang]1 we "w out4 ,no man1 let all m5 und]/&1 is to h 8 salvation ?ru/ ^u him4 ,no man ne$ expect to wak5 up at ! end ( an idle1 indiff]5t1 inatt5tive life & f9d 8 salvation sup]9duc$ ^u all t4 ,no man %all we> ! cr[n ( ev]la/+ life :o has n = himself won x4 ,z e man s[e? to ! ,_s s also %all he reap4 ,z a soldi] w>re?1 s %all he he> x said to him1 ,well done4 ,& z a s9n] keeps 8 he>t ) all dilig5ce1 & holds x fa/ till 8 ,k+ comes1 s %all he he> x said to him1 ,?\ ha/ be5 fai?ful ov] a few ?+s1 ,i w make !e rul] ov] _m ?+s4 ,if ?y s9s1 !n1 are left 9 !e to tea* !e w>1 ,o poor sa9t ( ,god1 !n take to !e ! :ole arm\r ( ,god2 ?\ kn[e/ ! pieces ( x1 & :]e ! arm\ry is1 &1 hav+ done all1 /&6 #d4 ,& do/ ?\ "k1 ,o ,mans\l1 t x is all to try ?y love also8 ,n[1 h[1 j h[1 d ! rema9d]s ( s9 9 ! reg5]ate try _! love8 ,:y1 surely1 9 ?is way4 ,if we really lov$ s9 at ! deepe/ bottom ( our he>ts1 & only lov$ hol9ess on ! surface1 w\ld we n 9 our deepe/ he>ts close ) s91 give ourselves up to x1 & make no /& at all aga9/ x8 ,w\ld we n 9 our deepe/ & mo/ secret he>ts welcome x1 & embrace x1 look out = x ) desire & delight1 & "p ) x ) regret8 ,b if1 z a matt] ( fact1 we at our deepe/ & mo/ hidd5 he>t turn f s91 flee f x1 fight aga9/ x1 rejoice :5 we are rid ( x1 & h horror at ! return ( x1--:at bett] pro( ?an t c\ld ,*ri/ & ,8 angels h t at bottom we are ,8 & n ! devil's8 ,& t grace1 at bottom1 has our he>ts1 & n s92 heav51 & n hell8 ,! apo/le's prote/+ cry is our cry also2 we also delight 9 ! law ( ,god aft] our mo/ inw>d man4 ,=1 aft] our sadde/ surprises into s91 aft] its wor/ outbreaks & ov]?r[s1 su* all ! "t 7 our reluctances1 recalcitrations1 & resi/ances1 t1 swept away z we 71 yet all ! "t1 & aft] x 0 aga9 ov]1 x 0 ) "s good consci5ce t we said to ,*ri/ t ,he knew all ?+s1 & t ,he knew t we lov$ ,him4 ',o b5efit ( ill6 n[ ,i f9d true ,t bett] is by evil /ill made bett]2 ,& ru9$ love1 :5 x is built anew1 ,gr[s fair] ?an at fir/1 m /rong1 f> great]1 ,s ,i return rebuk$ to my cont5t1 ,& ga9 by ill ?rice m ?an ,i h sp5t4' ,yes2 x is a sure & c]ta9 pro( h[ truly we love our de>e/ fri5d1 t1 aft] all our envy & ill-w1 yet x is z true z t ,god is 9 heav5 t1 all ! "t1 maugre ! devil ( self t rema9s 9 our he>t1--aft] he has done 8 wor/--we w\ld /ill pluck out our eyes = our fri5d & %$ our blood4 ,i h no bett] pro( to myself ( ! dep? & ! div95ess ( my love to my fri5d ?an j ?is1 t ,i /ill love him & love him m t5d]ly & loyally1 aft] hav+ s trea*]\sly hurt him4 ,& my heav5ly fri5ds & my e>?ly fri5ds1 if !y w /ill h me1 mu/ bo? be cont5t to g into ! same bundle bo? ( my rema9+ enmity & my increas+ love2 my rema9d]s ( s91 & my sl[ gr[? 9 reg5]ation4 ,s :5 !y _h d9$1 ,jesus sai? to ,simon ,pet]1 ,simon1 son ( ,jonas1 love/ ?\ ,me m ?an ^!8 ,he sai? unto ,him1 ,yea1 ,"l2 ,?\ kn[e/ t ,i love ,!e4 ,he sai? unto him aga9 ! second "t1 ,simon1 son ( ,jonas1 love/ ?\ ,me8 ,he sai? unto ,him1 ,yea1 ,"l2 ?\ kn[e/ t ,i love ,!e4 ,he sai? unto him ! ?ird "t1 ,simon1 son ( ,jonas1 love/ ?\ ,me8 ,pet] 0 griev$ because ,he said unto him ! ?ird "t1 ,love/ ?\ ,me8 ,& he said unto ,him1 ,"l1 ,?\ kn[e/ all ?+s2 ,?\ kn[e/ t ,i love ,!e6 #e4 ,&1 to sum up all--m ?an y\r humility1 m ?an y\r wat*fulness1 m ?an y\r pray]fulness1 m ?an to tea* y w>1 & m ?an to try y\r love1 ! dregs & rema9d]s ( s9 h be5 left 9 y\r reg5]ate he>t to exalt & to extol ! grace ( ,god4 ,9 ,emmanuel's v words1 x has all be5 to make y a monum5t ( ,god's m]cy4 ,i put x to y\rselves1 !n1 ye p ( ,god3 does t n satisfy y = a reason1 & = an explanation1 & = a ju/ification ( all y\r %ame & pa91 & ( all y\r bondage & mis]y & wret*$ness s9ce y knew ! ,"l8 ,is !re n a he>t 9 y t says1 ,yes6 x 0 wor? all my corruption & pollution & mis]y to help to manife/ =? & to magnify ! glory ( ! grace ( ,god8 ,y seize on ,emmanuel's ^w t y are a monum5t ( m]cy4 ,someh[ t ^w pleases & reposes y4 ,yes1 t is :at out ( all ^! po/- reg5]ation ye>s y are4 ,y w\ld h be5 a monum5t to ,god's m]cy _h y1 l ! ?ief on ! cross1 be5 glorifi$ on ! same day on :i* y 7 fir/ ju/ifi$4 ,b x w nei!r be ! day ( y\r ju/ification nor ! day ( y\r glorification t w make y ! greate/ ( all ! monum5ts t %all ev] be rais$ to ! praise ( ,god's grace2 x w be ! days ( y\r sanctification t w d t4 ,paul 0 a blasphem] & a p]secutor & injuri\s at 8 conv]sion1 b he _h to be a lifetime 9 grace & an apo/le above all ! twelve be=e he became ! *iefe/ ( s9n]s & ! mo/ wret*$ ( sa9ts4 ,& ?\gh y\r fir/ =giv5ess 01 no d\bt1 a great pro( ( ! grace ( ,god1 yet x 0 no?+1 no?+ at all1 to y\r =giv5ess to-day4 ,y _h no words = ! wond] & ! praise ( y\r =giv5ess to-day4 ,y j took to y\r lips ! cup ( salvation & let t sil5t action speak al\d y\r monum5tal praise4 ,y 7 a s9n] at y\r reg5]ation1 else y w\ld n h be5 reg5]at$4 ,b y 7 n !n ! *ief ( s9n]s4 ,b n[4 ,ah1 n[6 ,^? words1 ! *ief ( s9n]s1 7 b idle words 9 ,paul's m\?4 ,he did n "k :at he 0 say+4 ,=1 :at has horrifi$ & (f5d$ o!r m5 :5 x has be5 spok5 ) bat$ brea? to !m ab\t envy1 & hate1 & malice1 & rev5ge1 & su*like rema9d]s ( hell1 all t has be5 a brea? ( life & hope to y4 ,x has be5 to y z :5 ,*ri/ian1 9 ! ,valley ( ! ,%ad[ ( ,dea?1 he>d a voice 9 ! d>kness :i* prov$ to him t !re 0 ano!r s9n] at ! m\? ( hell besides himself4 ,!re is no text t comes (t5] to y\r m9d ?an ?is1 t :oso hate? 8 bro!r is a murd]]2 &1 communicant z y are1 y feel & y "k & y are sure t !re are _m m5 ly+ 9 lime wait+ ! day ( judgm5t to :om x w\ld be m tol]able ?an = y 7 x n t y are to be at t day ! highe/ monum5t 9 heav5 or e>? to ! r$eem+1 p>don+1 & sav+ grace ( ,god4 ,yes1 ?is is ! "n t %all be writt5 on y2 ?is is ! "n t %all be read on y ( all :o %all see y 9 heav52 ?is "n t ,emmanuel pron\nc$ ov] ,mans\l t day f ,8 asc5d+ *>iot-/eps1 a v ,spectacle ( wond]1 & a v ,monum5t ( ! m]cy & ! grace ( ,god4