,transcribed from the #ahie ,oliphant1 ,anderson and ,ferrier edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgd;coventry4ac4uk ,,bunyan ,,characters--,,third ,,series ,lectures ,delivered in ,st4 ,george's ,free ,church ,edinburgh ,by ,alexander ,whyte1 ,d4,d4 ,,chapter ,i--,,the ,,book '--the book of the wars of the ,lord4'--,moses4 ,john ,bunyan's ,holy ,war was first published in #afhb1 six years before its illustrious author's death4 ,bunyan wrote this great book when he was still in all the fulness of his intellectual power and in all the ripeness of his spiritual experience4 ,the ,holy ,war is not the ,pilgrim's ,progress--there is only one ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,at the same time1 we have ,lord ,macaulay's word for it that if the ,pilgrim's ,progress did not exist the ,holy ,war would be the best allegory that ever was written3 and even ,mr4 ,froude admits that the ,holy ,war alone would have entitled its author to rank high up among the acknowledged masters of ,english literature4 ,the intellectual rank of the ,holy ,war has been fixed before that tribunal over which our accomplished and competent critics preside2 but for a full appreciation of its religious rank and value we would need to hear the glad testimonies of tens of thousands of ,god's saints1 whose hard-beset faith and obedience have been kindled and sustained by the study of this noble book4 ,the ,pilgrim's ,progress sets forth the spiritual life under the scriptural figure of a long and an uphill journey4 ,the ,holy ,war1 on the other hand1 is a military history2 it is full of soldiers and battles1 defeats and victories4 ,and its devout author had much more scriptural suggestion and support in the composition of the ,holy ,war than he had even in the composition of the ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,for ,holy ,scripture is full of wars and rumours of wars3 the wars of the ,lord2 the wars of ,joshua and the ,judges2 the wars of ,david1 with his and many other magnificent battle- songs2 till the best known name of the ,god of ,israel in the ,old ,testament is the ,lord of ,hosts2 and then in the ,new ,testament we have ,jesus ,christ described as the ,captain of our salvation4 ,paul's powerful use of armour and of armed men is familiar to every student of his epistles2 and then the whole ,bible is crowned with a book all sounding with the battle-cries1 the shouts1 and the songs of soldiers1 till it ends with that city of peace where they hang the trumpet in the hall and study war no more4 ,military metaphors had taken a powerful hold of our author's imagination even in the ,pilgrim's ,progress1 as his portraits of ,greatheart and ,valiant-for-truth and other soldiers sufficiently show2 while the conflict with ,apollyon and the destruction of ,doubting ,castle are so many sure preludes of the coming ,holy ,war4 ,bunyan's early experiences in the great ,civil ,war had taught him many memorable things about the military art2 memorable and suggestive things that he afterwards put to the most splendid use in the siege1 the capture1 and the subjugation of ,mansoul4 ,the ,divine ,comedy is beyond dispute the greatest book of personal and experimental religion the world has ever seen4 ,the consuming intensity of its author's feelings about sin and holiness1 the keenness and the bitterness of his remorse1 and the rigour and the severity of his revenge1 his superb intellect and his universal learning1 all set ablaze by his splendid imagination--all that combines to make the ,divine ,comedy the unapproachable masterpiece it is4 ,john ,bunyan1 on the other hand1 had no learning to be called learning1 but he had a strong and a healthy ,english understanding1 a conscience and a heart wholly given up to the life of the best religion of his religious day1 and then1 by sheer dint of his sanctified and soaring imagination and his exquisite style1 he stands forth the peer of the foremost men in the intellectual world4 ,and thus it is that the great unlettered religious world possesses in ,john ,bunyan all but all that the select and scholarly world possesses in ,dante4 ,both ,dante and ,bunyan devoted their splendid gifts to the noblest of services--the service of spiritual1 and especially of personal religion2 but for one appreciative reader that ,dante has had ,bunyan has had a hundred4 ,happy in being so like his ,master in so many things1 ,bunyan is happy in being like his unlettered ,master in this also1 that the common people hear him gladly and never weary of hearing him4 ,it gives by far its noblest interest to ,dante's noble book that we have ,dante himself in every page of his book4 ,dante is taken down into ,hell1 he is then led up through ,purgatory1 and after that still up and up into the very ,paradise of ,god4 ,but that hell all the time is the hell that ,dante had dug and darkened and kindled for himself4 ,in the ,purgatory1 again1 we see ,dante working out his own salvation with fear and trembling1 ,god all the time working in ,dante to will and to do of ,his good pleasure4 ,and then the ,paradise1 with all its sevenfold glory1 is just that place and that life which ,god hath prepared for them that love ,him and serve ,him as ,dante did4 ,and so it is in the ,holy ,war4 ,john ,bunyan is in the ,pilgrim's ,progress1 but there are more men and other men than its author in that rich and populous book1 and other experiences and other attainments than his4 ,but in the ,holy ,war we have ,bunyan himself as fully and as exclusively as we have ,dante in the ,divine ,comedy4 ,in the first edition of the ,holy ,war there is a frontispiece conceived and executed after the anatomical and symbolical manner which was so common in that day1 and which is to be seen at its perfection in the ,english edition of ,jacob ,behmen4 ,the frontispiece is a full-length likeness of the author of the ,holy ,war1 with his whole soul laid open and his hidden heart 'anatomised4' ,why1 asked ,wordsworth1 and ,matthew ,arnold in our day has echoed the question--why does ,homer still so live and rule without a rival in the world of letters8 ,and they answer that it is because he always sang with his eye so fixed upon its object4 ',homer1 to thee ,i turn4' ,and so it was with ,dante4 ,and so it was with ,bunyan4 ,bunyan's ,holy ,war has its great and abiding and commanding power over us just because he composed it with his eye fixed on his own heart4 ,my readers1 ,i have somewhat else to do1 ,than with vain stories thus to trouble you2 ,what here ,i say some men do know so well ,they can with tears and joy the story tell 4 4 4 ,then lend thine ear to what ,i do relate1 ,touching the town of ,mansoul and her state3 ,for my part1 ,i 7myself7 was in the town1 ,both when 'twas set up and when pulling down4 ,let no man then count me a fable-maker1 ,nor make my name or credit a partaker ,of their derision3 what is here in view ,of mine own knowledge1 ,i dare say is true4 ,the characters in the ,holy ,war are not as a rule nearly so clear-cut or so full of dramatic life and movement as their fellows are in the ,pilgrim's ,progress1 and ,bunyan seems to have felt that to be the case4 ,he shows all an author's fondness for the children of his imagination in the ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,he returns to and he lingers on their doings and their sayings and their very names with all a foolish father's fond delight4 ,while1 on the other hand1 when we look to see him in his confidential addresses to his readers returning upon some of the military and municipal characters in the ,holy ,war1 to our disappointment he does not so much as name a single one of them1 though he dwells with all an author's self-delectation on the outstanding scenes1 situations1 and episodes of his remarkable book4 ,what1 then1 are some of the more outstanding scenes1 situations1 and episodes1 as well as military and municipal characters1 in the book now before us8 ,and what are we to promise ourselves1 and to expect1 from the study and the exposition of the ,holy ,war in these lectures8 ,well1 to begin with1 we shall do our best to enter with mind1 and heart1 and conscience1 and imagination into ,bunyan's great conception of the human soul as a city1 a fair and a delicate city and corporation1 with its situation1 surroundings1 privileges and fortunes4 ,we shall then enter under his guidance into the famous and stately palace of this metropolitan city2 a palace which for strength might be called a castle1 for pleasantness a paradise1 and for largeness a place so copious as to contain all the world4 ,the walls and the gates of the city will then occupy and instruct us for several ,sabbath evenings1 after which we shall enter on the record of the wars and battles that rolled time after time round those city walls1 and surged up through its captured gates till they quite overwhelmed the very palace of the king itself4 ,then we shall spend1 ,god willing1 one ,sabbath evening with ,loth-to-stoop1 and another with old ,ill-pause1 the devil's orator1 and another with ,captain ,anything1 and another with ,lord ,willbewill1 and another with that notorious villain ,clip-promise1 by whose doings so much of the king's coin had been abused1 and another with that so angry and so ill-conditioned churl old ,mr4 ,prejudice1 with his sixty deaf men under him4 ,dear ,mr4 ,wet-eyes1 with his rope upon his head1 will have a fit congregation one winter night1 and ,captain ,self-denial another4 ,we shall have another painful but profitable evening before a communion season with ,mr4 ,prywell1 and so we shall eat of that bread and drink of that cup4 ,emmanuel's livery will occupy us one evening1 ,mansoul's ,magna ,charta another1 and her annual ,feast-day another4 ,her ,established ,church and her beneficed clergy will take up one evening1 some ,skulkers in ,mansoul another1 the devil's last prank another1 and then1 to wind up with1 ,emmanuel's last speech and charge to ,mansoul from his chariot-step till ,he comes again to accomplish her rapture4 ,all that we shall see and take part in2 unless1 indeed1 our ,captain comes in anger before the time1 and spears us to the earth when ,he finds us asleep at our post or in the act of sin at it1 which may ,his abounding mercy forbid6 ,and now take these three forewarnings and precautions4 #a4 ,first3--,all who come here on these coming ,sabbath evenings will not understand the ,holy ,war all at once1 and many will not understand it at all4 ,and little blame to them1 and no wonder4 ,for1 fully to understand this deep and intricate book demands far more mind1 far more experience1 and far more specialised knowledge than the mass of men1 as men are1 can possibly bring to it4 ,this so exacting book demands of us1 to begin with1 some little acquaintance with military engineering and architecture2 with the theory of1 and if possible with some practice in1 attack and defence in sieges and storms1 winter campaigns and long drawn- out wars4 ,and then1 impossible as it sounds and is1 along with all that we would need to have a really profound1 practical1 and at first-hand acquaintance with the anatomy of the human subject1 and especially with cardiac anatomy1 as well as with all the conditions1 diseases1 regimen and discipline of the corrupt heart of man4 ,and then it is enough to terrify any one to open this book or to enter this church when he is told that if he comes here he must be ready and willing to have the whole of this terrible and exacting book fulfilled and experienced in himself1 in his own body and in his own soul4 #b4 ,and1 then1 you will not all like the ,holy ,war4 ,the mass of men could not be expected to like any such book4 ,how could the vain and blind citizen of a vain and blind city like to be wakened up1 as ,paris was wakened up within our own remembrance1 to find all her gates in the hands of an iron-hearted enemy8 ,and how could her sons like to be reminded1 as they sit in their wine gardens1 that they are thereby fast preparing their city for that threatened day when she is to be hung up on her own walls and bled to the white8 ,who would not hate and revile the book or the preacher who prophesied such rough things as that8 ,who could love the author or the preacher who told him to his face that his eyes and his ears and all the passes to his heart were already in the hands of a cruel1 ruthless1 and masterful enemy8 ,no wonder that you never read the ,holy ,war4 ,no wonder that the bulk of men have never once opened it4 ,the ,downfall is not a favourite book in the night-gardens of ,paris4 #c4 ,and then1 few1 very few1 it is to be feared1 will be any better of the ,holy ,war4 ,for1 to be any better of such a terrible book as this is1 we must at all costs lay it1 and lay it all1 and lay it all at once1 to heart4 ,we must submit ourselves to see ourselves continually in its blazing glass4 ,we must stoop to be told that it is all1 in all its terrors and in all its horrors1 literally true of ourselves4 ,we must deliberately and resolutely set open every gate that opens in on our heart--,ear-gate and ,eye-gate and all the gates of sense and intellect1 day and night1 to ,jesus ,christ to enter in2 and we must shut and bolt and bar every such gate in the devil's very face1 and in the face of all his scouts and orators1 day and night also4 ,but who that thinks1 and that knows by experience what all that means1 will feel himself sufficient for all that8 ,no man3 no sinful man4 ,but1 among many other noble and blessed things1 the ,holy ,war will show us that our sufficiency in this impossibility also is all of ,god4 ,who1 then1 will enlist8 ,who will risk all and enlist8 ,who will matriculate in the military school of ,mansoul8 ,who will submit himself to all the severity of its divine discipline8 ,who will be made willing to throw open and to keep open his whole soul1 with all the gates and doors thereof1 to all the sieges1 assaults1 capitulations1 submissions1 occupations1 and such like of the war of gospel holiness8 ,and who will enlist under that banner now8 ',set down my name1 sir1' said a man of a very stout countenance to him who had the inkhorn at the outer gate4 ,at which those who walked upon the top of the palace broke out in a very pleasant voice1 ',come in1 come in2 ,eternal glory thou shalt win4' ,we have no longer1 after what we have come through1 any such stoutness in our countenance1 yet will we say to-night with him who had it1 ,set down my name also1 sir6 ,,chapter ,,ii--,,the ,,city ,,of ,,mansoul ,,and ,,its ,,cinque ,,ports '--a besieged city4'--,isaiah4 ,our greatest historians have been wont to leave their books behind them and to make long journeys in order to see with their own eyes the ruined sites of ancient cities and the famous fields where the great battles of the world were lost and won4 ,we all remember how ,macaulay made a long winter journey to see the ,pass of ,killiecrankie before he sat down to write upon it2 and ,carlyle's magnificent battle-pieces are not all imagination2 even that wonderful writer had to see ,frederick's battlefields with his own eyes before he could trust himself to describe them4 ,and he tells us himself how ,cromwell's splendid generalship all came up before him as he looked down on the town of ,dunbar and out upon the ever-memorable country round about it4 ,john ,bunyan was not a great historian2 he was only a common soldier in the great ,civil ,war of the seventeenth century2 but what would we not give for a description from his vivid pen of the famous fields and the great sieges in which he took part8 ,what a find ,john ,bunyan's ',journals' and ',letters ,home from the ,seat of ,war' would be to our historians and to their readers6 ,but1 alas6 such journals and letters do not exist4 ,bunyan's complete silence in all his books about the battles and the sieges he took his part in is very remarkable1 and his silence is full of significance4 ,the ,puritan soldier keeps all his military experiences to work them all up into his ,holy ,war1 the one and only war that ever kindled all his passions and filled his every waking thought4 ,but since ,john ,bunyan was a man of genius1 equal in his own way to ,cromwell and ,milton themselves1 if ,i were a soldier ,i would keep ever before me the great book in which ,bunyan's experiences and observations and reflections as a soldier are all worked up4 ,i would set that classical book on the same shelf with ,caesar's ,commentaries and ,napier's ,peninsula1 and ,carlyle's glorious battle- pieces4 ,even ,caesar has been accused of too great dryness and coldness in his ,commentaries1 but there is neither dryness nor coldness in ,john ,bunyan's ,holy ,war4 ,to read ,bunyan kindles our cold civilian blood like the waving of a banner and like the sound of a trumpet4 ,the situation of the city of ,mansoul occupies one of the most beautiful pages of this whole book4 ,the opening of the ,holy ,war1 simply as a piece of ,english1 is worthy to stand beside the best page of the ,pilgrim's ,progress itself1 and what more can ,i say than that8 ,now1 the situation of a city is a matter of the very first importance4 ,indeed1 the insight and the foresight of the great statesmen and the great soldiers of past ages are seen in nothing more than in the sites they chose for their citadels and for their defenced cities4 ,well1 then1 as to the situation of ,mansoul1 'it lieth1' says our military author1 'just between the two worlds4' ,that is to say3 very much as ,germany in our day lies between ,france and ,russia1 and very much as ,palestine in her day lay between ,egypt and ,assyria1 so does ,mansoul lie between two immense empires also4 ,and1 surely1 ,i do not need to explain to any man here who has a man's soul in his bosom that the two armed empires that besiege his soul are ,heaven above and ,hell beneath1 and that both ,heaven and ,hell would give their best blood and their best treasure to subdue and to possess his soul4 ,we do not value our souls at all as ,heaven and ,hell value them4 ,there are savage tribes in ,africa and in ,asia who inhabit territories that are sleeplessly envied by the expanding and extending nations of ,europe4 ,ancient and mighty empires in ,europe raise armies1 and build navies1 and levy taxes1 and spill the blood of their bravest sons like water in order to possess the harbours1 and the rivers1 and the mountains1 and the woods amid which their besotted owners roam in utter ignorance of all the plots and preparations of the ,western world4 ,and ,heaven and ,hell are not unlike those ancient and over-peopled nations of ,europe whose teeming millions must have an outlet to other lands4 ,their life and their activity are too large and too rich for their original territories1 and thus they are compelled to seek out colonies and dependencies1 so that their surplus population may have a home4 ,and1 in like manner1 ,heaven is too full of love and of blessedness to have all that for ever shut up within itself1 and ,hell is too full of envy and ill- will1 and thus there continually come about those contentions and collisions of which the ,holy ,war is full4 ,and1 besides1 it is with ,mansoul and her neighbour states of ,heaven and ,hell just as it is with some of our great ,european empires in this also4 ,there is no neutral zone1 no buffer state1 no silver streak between ,mansoul and her immediate and military neighbours4 ,and thus it is that her statesmen1 and her soldiers1 and even her very common-soldier sentries must be for ever on the watch2 they must never say peace1 peace2 they must never leave for one moment their appointed post4 ,and then1 as for the wall of the city1 hear our excellent historian's own words about that4 ',the wall of the town was well built1' so he says4 ',yea1 so fast and firm was it knit and compact together that1 had it not been for the townsmen themselves1 it could not have been shaken or broken down for ever4 ,for here lay the excellent wisdom of ,him that builded ,mansoul1 that the walls could never be broken down nor hurt by the most mighty adverse potentate unless the townsmen gave their consent thereto4' ,now1 what would the military engineers of ,chatham and ,paris and ,berlin1 who are now at their wits' end1 not give for a secret like that6 ,a wall impregnable and insurmountable and not to be sapped or mined from the outside3 a wall that could only suffer hurt from the inside6 ,and then that wonderful wall was pierced from within with five magnificently answerable gates4 ,that is to say1 the gates could neither be burst in nor any way forced from without4 ',this famous town of ,mansoul had five gates1 in at which to come1 out of which to go2 and these were made likewise answerable to the walls2 to wit1 impregnable1 and such as could never be opened or forced but by the will and leave of those within4 ,the names of the gates were these3 ,ear-gate1 ,eye-gate1 ,mouth-gate2 in short1 'the five senses1' as we say4 ,in the south of ,england1 in the time of ,edward the ,confessor and after the battle of ,hastings1 there were five cities which had special immunities and peculiar privileges bestowed upon them1 in recognition of the special dangers to which they were exposed and the eminent services they performed as facing the hostile shores of ,france4 ,owing to their privileges and their position1 the ',cinque ,ports' came to be cities of great strength1 till1 as time went on1 they became a positive weakness rather than a strength to the land that lay behind them4 ,privilege bred pride1 and in their pride the ,cinque ,ports proclaimed wars and formed alliances on their own account3 piracies by sea and robberies by land were hatched within their walls2 and it took centuries to reduce those pampered and arrogant ports to the safe and peaceful rank of ordinary ,english cities4 ,the ,revolution of #afhh did something1 and the ,reform ,bill of #ahcb did more to make ,dover and her insolent sisters like the other free and equal cities of ,england2 but to this day there are remnants of public shows and pageantries left in those old towns sufficient to witness to the former privileges1 power1 and pride of the famous ,cinque ,ports4 ,now1 ,mansoul1 in like manner1 has her cinque ports4 ,and the whole of the ,holy ,war is one long and detailed history of how the five senses are clothed with such power as they possess2 how they abuse and misuse their power2 what disloyalty and despite they show to their sovereign2 what conspiracies and depredations they enter into2 what untold miseries they let in upon themselves and upon the land that lies behind them2 what years and years of siege1 legislation1 and rule it takes to reduce our bodily senses1 those proud and licentious gates1 to their true and proper allegiance1 and to make their possessors a people loyal and contented1 law-abiding and happy4 ,the ,apostle has a terrible passage to the ,corinthians1 in which he treats of the soul and the senses with tremendous and overwhelming power4 ',your bodies and your bodily members1' he argues1 with crushing indignation1 'are not your own to do with them as you like4 ,your bodies and your souls are both ,christ's4 ,he has bought your body and your soul at an incalculable cost4 ,what6 know ye not that your body is nothing less than the temple of the ,holy ,ghost which is in you1 and ye are not any more your own8 know ye not that your bodies are the very members of ,christ8' ,and then he says a thing so terrible that ,i tremble to transcribe it4 ,for a more terrible thing was never written4 ',shall ,i then1' filled with shame he demands1 'take the members of ,christ and make them the members of an harlot8' ,o ,god1 have mercy on me6 ,i knew all the time that ,i was abusing and polluting myself1 but ,i did not know1 ,i did not think1 ,i was never told that ,i was abusing and polluting ,thy ,son1 ,jesus ,christ4 ,oh1 too awful thought4 ,and yet1 stupid sinner that ,i am1 ,i had often read that if any man defile the temple of ,god and the members of ,christ1 him shall ,god destroy4 ,o ,god1 destroy me not as ,i see now that ,i deserve4 ,spare me that ,i may cleanse and sanctify myself and the members of ,christ in me1 which ,i have so often embruted and defiled4 ,assist me to summon up my imagination henceforth to my sanctification as ,thine apostle has here taught me the way4 ,let me henceforth look at my whole body in all its senses and in all its members1 the most open and the most secret1 as in reality no more my own4 ,let me henceforth look at myself with ,paul's deep and holy eyes4 ,let me henceforth seat ,christ1 my ,redeemer and my ,king1 in the very throne of my heart1 and then keep every gate of my body and every avenue of my mind as all not any more mine own but ,his4 ,let me open my eye1 and my ear1 and my mouth1 as if in all that ,i were opening ,christ's eye and ,christ's ear and ,christ's mouth2 and let me thrust in nothing on ,him as ,he dwells within me that will make ,him ashamed or angry1 or that will defile and pollute ,him4 ,that thought1 ,o ,god1 ,i feel that it will often arrest me in time to come in the very act of sin4 ,it will make me start back before ,i make ,christ cruel or false1 a wine-bibber1 a glutton1 or unclean4 ,i feel at this moment as if ,i shall yet come to ask ,him at every meal1 and at every other opportunity and temptation of every kind1 what ,he would have and what ,he would do before ,i go on to take or to do anything myself4 ,what a check1 what a restraint1 what an awful scrupulosity that will henceforth work in me6 ,but1 through that1 what a pure1 blameless1 noble1 holy and heavenly life ,i shall then lead6 ,what bodily pains1 diseases1 premature decays2 what mental remorses1 what shames and scandals1 what self-loathings and what self-disgusts1 what cups bitterer to drink than blood1 ,i shall then escape6 ,yes1 ,o ,paul1 ,i shall henceforth hold with thee that my body is the temple of ,christ1 and that ,i am not my own1 but that ,i am bought with a transporting price1 and can1 therefore1 do nothing less than glorify ,god in my body and in my spirit which are ,god's4 ',this place1' says the ,pauline author of the ,holy ,war--',this place the ,king intended but for ,himself alone1 and not for another with ,him4' ,but1 my brethren1 lay this well1 and as never before1 to heart--this1 namely1 that when you thus begin to keep any gate for ,christ1 your ,king and ,captain and ,better-self1--,ear-gate1 or ,eye-gate1 or ,mouth-gate1 or any other gate--you will have taken up a task that shall have no end with you in this life4 ,till you begin in dead earnest to watch your heart1 and all the doors of your heart1 as if you were watching ,christ's heart for ,him and all the doors of ,his heart1 you will have no idea of the arduousness and the endurance1 the sleeplessness and the self-denial1 of the undertaking4 ',mansoul6 ,her wars seemed endless in her eyes2 ,she's lost by one1 becomes another's prize4 ,mansoul6 ,her mighty wars1 they did portend ,her weal or woe and that world without end4 ,wherefore she must be more concern'd than they ,whose fears begin and end the self-same day4' ',we all thought one battle would decide it1' says ,richard ,baxter1 writing about the ,civil ,war4 ',but we were all very much mistaken1' sardonically adds ,carlyle4 ,yes2 and you will be very much mistaken too if you enter on the war with sin in your soul1 in your senses and in your members1 with powder and shot for one engagement only4 ,when you enlist here1 lay well to heart that it is for life4 ,there is no discharge in this war4 ,there are no ornamental old pensioners here4 ,it is a warfare for eternal life1 and nothing will end it but the end of your evil days on earth4 ,,chapter ,,iii--,,ear-,,gate ',take heed what ye hear4'--,our ,lord in ,mark4 ',take heed how you hear4'--,our ,lord in ,luke4 ,this famous town of ,mansoul had five gates1 in at which to come1 out at which to go1 and these were made likewise answerable to the walls--to wit1 impregnable1 and such as could never be opened nor forced but by the will and leave of those within4 ',the names of the gates were these1 ,ear- gate1 ,eye-gate1' and so on4 ,dr4 ,george ,wilson1 who was once ,professor of ,technology in our ,university1 took this suggestive passage out of the ,holy ,war and made it the text of his famous lecture in the ,philosophical ,institution1 and then he printed the passage on the fly- leaf of his delightful book ,the ,five ,gateways of ,knowledge4 ,that is a book to read sometime1 but this evening is to be spent with the master4 ,for1 after all1 no one can write at once so beautifully1 so quaintly1 so suggestively1 and so evangelically as ,john ,bunyan4 ',the ,lord ,willbewill1' says ,john ,bunyan1 'took special care that the gates should be secured with double guards1 double bolts1 and double locks and bars2 and that ,ear-gate especially might the better be looked to1 for that was the gate in at which the ,king's forces sought most to enter4 ,the ,lord ,willbewill therefore made old ,mr4 ,prejudice1 an angry and ill-conditioned fellow1 captain of the ward at that gate1 and put under his power sixty men1 called ,deafmen2 men advantageous for that service1 forasmuch as they mattered no words of the captain nor of the soldiers4 ,and first the ,king's officers made their force more formidable against ,ear-gate3 for they knew that unless they could penetrate that no good could be done upon the town4 ,this done1 they put the rest of their men in their places2 after which they gave out the word1 which was1 ,ye must be born again6 ,and so the battle began4 ,now1 they in the town had planted upon the tower over ,ear-gate two great guns1 the one called ,high-mind and the other ,heady4 ,unto these two guns they trusted much2 they were cast in the castle by ,diabolus's ironfounder1 whose name was ,mr4 ,puff-up1 and mischievous pieces they were4 ,they in the camp also did stoutly1 for they saw that unless they could open ,ear-gate it would be in vain to batter the wall4' ,and so on1 through many allegorical1 and1 if sometimes somewhat laboured1 yet always eloquent1 pungent1 and heart-exposing pages4 ,with these for our text let us now take a rapid glance at what some of the more ,bunyan-like passages in the prophets and the psalms say about the ear2 how it is kept and how it is lost2 how it is used and how it is abused4 #a4 ,the ,psalmist uses a very striking expression in the #idth ,psalm when he is calling for justice1 and is teaching ,god's providence over men4 ',he that planted the ear1' the ,psalmist exclaims1 'shall he not hear8' ,and1 considering his church and his day1 that is not a bad remark of ,cardinal ,bellarmine on that psalm1--'the ,psalmist's word planted1' says that able churchman1 'implies design1 in that the ear was not spontaneously evolved by an act of vital force1 but was independently created by ,god for a certain object1 just as a tree1 not of indigenous growth1 is of set purpose planted in some new place by the hand of man4' ,the same thing is said in ,genesis1 you remember1 about the ,garden of ,eden1--the ,lord planted it and put the man and the woman1 whose ears he had just planted also1 into the garden to dress it and keep it4 ,how they dressed the garden and kept it1 and how they held the gate of their ear against him who squatted down before it with his innuendoes and his lies1 we all know to our as yet unrepaired1 though not always irreparable1 cost4 #b4 ,one would almost think that the scornful apostle had the ,garden of ,eden in his eye when he speaks so bitterly to ,timothy of a class of people who are cursed with 'itching ears4' ,eve's ears itched unappeasably for the devil's promised secret2 and we have all inherited our first mother's miserable curiosity4 ,how eager1 how restless1 how importunate1 we all are to hear that new thing that does not at all concern us2 or only concerns us to our loss and our shame4 ,and the more forbidden that secret is to us1 and the more full of inward evil to us--insane sinners that we are--the more determined we are to get at it4 ,let any forbidden secret be in the keeping of some one within earshot of us and we will give him no rest till he has shared the evil thing with us4 ,let any specially evil page be published in a newspaper1 and we will take good care that that day's paper is not thrown into the waste-basket2 we will hide it away1 like a dog with a stolen bone1 till we are able to dig it up and chew it dry in secret4 ,the devil has no need to blockade or besiege the gate of our ear if he has any of his good things to offer us4 ,the gate that can only be opened from within will open at once of itself if he or any of his newsmongers but squat down for a moment before it4 ,shame on us1 and on all of us1 for our itching ears4 #c4 ,isaiah speaks of some men in his day whose ears were 'heavy' and whose hearts were fat1 and the ,psalmist speaks of some men in his day whose ears were 'stopped' up altogether4 ,and there is not a better thing in ,bunyan at his very best than that surly old churl called ,prejudice1 so ill-conditioned and so always on the edge of anger4 ,by the devil's plan of battle old ,prejudice was appointed to be warder of ,ear-gate1 and to enable him to keep that gate for his master he had sixty deaf men put under him1 men most advantageous for that post1 forasmuch as it mattered not to them what ,emmanuel and ,his officers said4 ,there could be no manner of doubt who composed that inimitable passage4 ,there is all the truth and all the humour and all the satire in ,old ,prejudice that our author has accustomed us to in his best pieces4 ,the common people always get the best literature along with the best religion in ,john ,bunyan4 ',they are like the deaf adder that stoppeth her ear1 and which will not hearken to the voice of charmers charming never so wisely1' says the ,psalmist1 speaking about some bad men in his day4 ,now1 ,i will not stand upon ,david's natural history here1 but his moral and religious meaning is evident enough4 ,david is not concerned about adders and their ears1 he is wholly taken up with us and our adder-like animosity against the truth4 ,against what teacher1 then2 against what preacher2 against what writer2 against what doctrine1 reproof1 correction1 has your churlish prejudice adder-like shut your ear8 ,against what truth1 human or divine1 have you hitherto stopped up your ear like the ,psalmist's serpent8 ,to ask that boldly1 honestly1 and in the sight of ,god1 at yourself to-night1 would end in making you the lifelong friend of some preacher1 some teacher1 some soul-saving truth you have up till to-night been prejudiced against with the rooted prejudice and the sullen obstinacy of sixty deaf men4 ,o ,god1 help us to lay aside all this adder-like antipathy at men and things1 both in public and in private life4 ,help us to give all men and all causes a fair field and no favour1 but the field and the favour of an open and an honest mind1 and a simple and a sincere heart4 ,he that hath ears1 let him hear6 #d4 ,as we work our way through the various developments and vicissitudes of the ,holy ,war we shall find ,ear-gate in it and in ourselves passing through many unexpected experiences2 now held by one side and now by another4 ,and we find the same succession of vicissitudes set forth in ,holy ,scripture4 ,if you pay any attention to what you read and hear1 and then begin to ask yourselves fair in the face as to your own prejudices1 prepossessions1 animosities1 and antipathies1--you will at once begin to reap your reward in having put into your possession what the ,scriptures so often call an 'inclined' ear4 ,that is to say1 an ear not only unstopped1 not only unloaded1 but actually prepared and predisposed to all manner of truth and goodness4 ,around our city there are the remains1 the still visible tracks1 of roads that at one time took the country people into our city1 but which are now stopped up and made wholly impassable4 ,there is no longer any road into ,edinburgh that way4 ,there are other roads still open1 but they are very roundabout1 and at best very uphill4 ,and then there are other roads so smooth1 and level1 and broad1 and well kept1 that they are full of all kinds of traffic2 in the centre carts and carriages crowd them1 on the one side horses and their riders delight to display themselves1 and on the other side pedestrians and perambulators enjoy the sun4 ,and then there are still other roads with such a sweet and gentle incline upon them that it is a positive pleasure both to man and beast to set their foot upon them4 ,and so it is with the minds and the hearts of the men and the women who crowd these roads4 ,just as the various roads are1 so are the ears and the understandings1 the affections and the inclinations of those who walk and ride and drive upon them4 ,some of those men's ears are impassably stopped up by self-love1 self-interest1 party-spirit1 anger1 envy1 and ill-will1--impenetrably stopped up against all the men and all the truths of earth and of heaven that would instruct1 enlighten1 convict or correct them4 ,some men's minds1 again1 are not so much shut up as they are crooked1 and warped1 and narrow1 and full of obstruction and opposition4 ,whereas here and there1 sometimes on horseback and sometimes on foot2 sometimes a learned man walking out of the city to take the air1 and sometimes an unlettered countryman coming into the city to make his market1 will have his ear hospitably open to every good man he meets1 to every good book he reads1 to every good paper he buys at the street corner1 and to every good speech1 and report1 and letter1 and article he reads in it4 ,and how happy that man is1 how happy his house is at home1 and how happy he makes all those he but smiles to on his afternoon walk1 and in all his walk along the roads of this life4 ,never see an ,i incline' on a railway or on a driving or a walking road without saying on it before you leave it1 ',i waited patiently for the ,lord1 and ,he inclined ,his ear unto me and heard my cry4 ,because ,he hath inclined ,his ear unto me1 therefore will ,i call upon ,him as long as ,i live4 ,incline not my heart to any evil thing1 to practise wicked works with them that work iniquity4 ,incline my heart unto ,thy testimonies1 and not to covetousness4 ,i have inclined mine heart to perform ,thy statutes alway1 even unto the end4' #e4 ,shakespeare speaks in ,richard the ,second of 'the open ear of youth1' and it is a beautiful truth in a beautiful passage4 ,young men1 who are still young men1 keep your ears open to all truth and to all duty and to all goodness1 and shut your ears with an adder's determination against all that which ruined ,richard--flattering sounds1 reports of fashions1 and lascivious metres4 ',our souls would only be gainers by the perfection of our bodies were they wisely dealt with1' says ,professor ,wilson in his ,five ,gateways4 ',and for every human being we should aim at securing1 so far as they can be attained1 an eye as keen and piercing as that of the eagle2 an ear as sensitive to the faintest sound as that of the hare2 a nostril as far-scenting as that of the wild deer2 a tongue as delicate as that of the butterfly2 and a touch as acute as that of the spider4 ,no man ever was so endowed1 and no man ever will be2 but all men come infinitely short of what they should achieve were they to make their senses what they might be made4 ,the old have outlived their opportunity1 and the diseased never had it2 but the young1 who have still an undimmed eye1 an undulled ear1 and a soft hand2 an unblunted nostril1 and a tongue which tastes with relish the plainest fare--the young can so cultivate their senses as to make the narrow ring1 which for the old and the infirm encircles things sensible1 widen for them into an almost limitless horizon4' ,take heed what you hear1 and take heed how you hear4 ,,chapter ,,iv--,,eye-,,gate ',mine eye affecteth mine heart4'--,jeremiah4 ',think1 in the first place1' says the eloquent author of the ,five ,gateways of ,knowledge1 'how beautiful the human eye is4 ,the eyes of many of the lower animals are1 doubtless1 very beautiful4 ,you must all have admired the bold1 fierce1 bright eye of the eagle2 the large1 gentle1 brown eye of the ox2 the treacherous1 green eye of the cat1 waxing and waning like the moon2 the pert eye of the sparrow2 the sly eye of the fox2 the peering little bead of black enamel in the mouse's head2 the gem-like eye that redeems the toad from ugliness1 and the intelligent1 affectionate expression which looks out of the human-like eye of the horse and dog4 ,there are many other animals whose eyes are full of beauty1 but there is a glory that excelleth in the eye of a man4 ,we realise this best when we gaze into the eyes of those we love4 ,it is their eyes we look at when we are near them1 and it is their eyes we recall when we are far away from them4 ,the face is all but a blank without the eye2 the eye seems to concentrate every feature in itself4 ,it is the eye that smiles1 not the lips2 it is the eye that listens1 not the ear2 it is the eye that frowns1 not the brow2 it is the eye that mourns1 not the voice4 ,the eye sees what it brings the power to see4 ,how true is this6 ,the sailor on the look-out can see a ship where the landsman can see nothing4 ,the ,esquimaux can distinguish a white fox among the white snow4 ,the astronomer can see a star in the sky where to others the blue expanse is unbroken4 ,the shepherd can distinguish the face of every single sheep in his flock1' so ,professor ,wilson4 ,and then ,dr4 ,gould tells us in his mystico-evolutionary1 ,behmen-and-,darwin book1 ,the ,meaning and the ,method of ,life--a book which those will read who can and ought--that the eye is the most psychical1 the most spiritual1 the most useful1 and the most valued and cherished of all the senses2 after which he adds this wonderful and heart-affecting scientific fact1 that in death by starvation1 every particle of fat in the body is auto-digested except the cream-cushion of the eye-ball6 ,so true is it that the eye is the mistress1 the queen1 and the most precious1 to ,creator and creature alike1 of all the five senses4 ,now1 in the ,holy ,war ,john ,bunyan says a thing about the ear1 as distinguished from the eye1 that ,i cannot subscribe to in my own experience at any rate4 ,in describing the terrible war that raged round ,ear-gate1 and finally swept up through that gate and into the streets of the city1 he says that the ear is the shortest and the surest road to the heart4 ,i confess ,i cannot think that to be the actual case4 ,i am certain that it is not so in my own case4 ,my eye is very much nearer my heart than my ear is4 ,my eye much sooner affects1 and much more powerfully affects1 my heart than my ear ever does4 ,not only is my eye by very much the shortest road to my heart1 but1 like all other short roads1 it is cram-full of all kinds of traffic when my ear stands altogether empty4 ,my eye is constantly crowded and choked with all kinds of commerce2 whole hordes of immigrants and invaders trample one another down on the congested street that leads from my eye to my heart4 ,speaking for myself1 for one assault that is made on my heart through my ear there are a thousand assaults successfully made through my eye4 ,indeed1 were my eye but stopped up2 had ,i but obedience and courage and self-mortification enough to pluck both my eyes out1 that would be half the cleansing and healing and holiness of my evil heart2 or at least1 the half of its corruption1 rebellion1 and abominable wickedness would henceforth be hidden from me4 ,i think ,i can see what led ,john ,bunyan in his day and in this book to make that too strong statement about the ear as against the eye2 but it is not like him to have let such an over-statement stand and continue in his corrected and carefully finished work4 ,the prophet ,jeremiah1 ,i feel satisfied1 would not have subscribed to what is said in the ,holy ,war in extenuation of the eye4 ,that heart- broken prophet does not say that it has been his ear that has made his head waters4 ,it is his eye1 he says1 that has so affected his heart4 ,the ,prophet of the ,captivity had all the ,holy ,war potentially in his imagination when he penned that so suggestive sentence4 ,and the ,latin poet of experience1 the grown-up man's own poet1 says somewhere that the things that enter by his eye seize and hold his heart much more swiftly and much more surely than those things that but enter by his ear4 ,i shall continue1 then1 to hold by my text1 ',mine eye affecteth mine heart4' #a4 ,turning then1 to the prophets and proverb-makers of ,israel1 and then to the ,new ,testament for the true teaching on the eye1 ,i come1 in the first place1 on that so pungent saying of ,solomon that 'the eyes of a fool are in the ends of the earth4' ,look at that born fool1 says ,solomon1 who has his eyes and his heart committed to him to keep4 ,see him how he gapes and stares after everything that does not concern him1 and lets the door of his own heart stand open to every entering thief4 ,london is a city of three million inhabitants1 and they are mostly fools1 ,carlyle once said4 ,and let him in this city whose eyes keep at home cast the first stone at those foreign fools4 ,i will wager on their side that many of you here to-night know better what went on in ,mashonaland last week than what went on in your own kitchen downstairs1 or in your own nursery or schoolroom upstairs4 ,some of you are ten times more taken up with the prospects of ,her ,majesty's ,government this session1 and with the plots of ,her ,majesty's ,opposition1 than you are with the prospects of the good and the evil1 and the plots of ,god and the devil1 all this winter in your own hearts4 ,you rise early1 and make a fight to get the first of the newspaper2 but when the minister comes in in the afternoon you blush because the housemaid has mislaid the ,bible4 ,did you ever read of the stargazer who fell into an open well at the street corner8 ,like him1 you may be a great astronomer1 a great politician1 a great theologian1 a great defender of the faith even1 and yet may be a stark fool just in keeping the doors and the windows of your own heart4 ',you shall see a poor soul1' says ,dr4 ,goodwin1 'mean in abilities of wit1 or accomplishments of learning1 who knows not how the world goes1 nor upon what wheels its states turn1 who yet knows more clearly and experimentally his own heart than all the learned men in the world know theirs4 ,and though the other may better discourse philosophically of the acts of the soul1 yet this poor man sees more into the corruption of it than they all4' ,and in another excellent place he says3 ',many who have leisure and parts to read much1 instead of ballasting their hearts with divine truth1 and building up their souls with its precious words1 are much more versed in play-books1 jeering pasquils1 romances1 and feigned staves1 which are but apes and peacocks' feathers instead of pearls and precious stones4 ,foreign and foolish discourses please their eyes and their ears2 they are more chameleons than men1 for they live on the east wind4' #b4 ',if thine eye offend thee'--our ,lord lays down this law to all those who would enter into life--'pluck it out and cast it from thee2 for it is better for thee to enter into life with one eye1 rather than1 having two eyes1 to be cast into hell-fire4' ,does your eye offend you1 my brethren8 ,does your eye cause you to stumble and fall1 as it is in the etymology8 ,the right use of the eye is to keep you from stumbling and falling2 but so perverted are the eye and the heart of every sinner that the city watchman has become a partaker with thieves1 and our trusted guide and guardian a traitor and a knave4 ,if thine eye1 therefore1 offends thee2 if it places a stone or a tree in thy way in a dark night2 if it digs a deep ditch right across thy way home2 if it in any way leads thee astray1 or lets in upon thee thine enemies--then1 surely1 thou wert better to be without that eye altogether4 ,pluck it out1 then2 or1 what is still harder to go on all your days doing1 pluck the evil thing out of it4 ,shut up that book and put it away4 ,throw that paper and that picture into the fire4 ,cut off that companion1 even if he were an adoring lover4 ,refuse that entertainment and that amusement1 though all the world were crowding upto it4 ,and soon1 and soon1 till you have plucked your eye as clean of temptations and snares as it is possible to be in this life4 ,for this life is full of that terrible but blessed law of our ,lord4 ,the life of all ,his people1 that is2 and you are one of them1 are you not8 ,you will know whether or no you are one of them just by the number of the beautiful things1 and the sweet things1 and the things to be desired1 that you have plucked out of your eye at ,his advice and demand4 ,true religion1 my brethren1 on some sides of it1 and at some stages of it1 is a terribly severe and sore business2 and unless it is proving a terribly severe and sore business to you1 look out6 lest1 with your two hands and your two feet and your two eyes1 you be cast1 with all that your hands and feet and eyes have feasted on1 into the everlasting fires6 ,woe unto the world because of offences1 but woe much more to that member and entrance-gate of the body by which the offence cometh6 ,wherefore1 if thine eye offend thee--6 #c4 ',let thine eyes look right on1 and let thine eyelids look straight before thee4' ,now1 if you wish both to preserve your eyes1 and to escape the everlasting fires at the same time1 attend to this text4 ,for this is almost as good as plucking out your two eyes2 indeed1 it is almost the very same thing4 ,solomon shall speak to the man in this house to-night who has the most inflammable1 the most ungovernable1 and the most desperately wicked heart4 ,you1 man1 with that heart1 you know that you cannot pass up the street without your eye becoming a perfect hell-gate of lust1 of hate1 of ill-will1 of resentment and of revenge4 ,your eye falls on a man1 on a woman1 on a house1 on a shop1 on a school1 on a church1 on a carriage1 on a cart1 on an innocent child's perambulator even2 and1 devil let loose that you are1 your eye fills your heart on the spot with absolute hell-fire4 ,your presence and your progress poison the very streets of the city4 ,and that1 not as the short-sighted and the vulgar will read ,solomon's plain-spoken ,scripture1 with the poison of lewdness and uncleanness1 but with the still more malignant1 stealthy1 and deadly poison of social1 professional1 political1 and ecclesiastical hatred1 resentment1 and ill-will4 ,whoredom and wine openly slay their thousands on all our streets2 but envy and spite1 dislike and hatred their ten thousands4 ,the fact is1 we would never know how malignantly wicked our hearts are but for our eyes4 ,but a sudden spark1 a single flash through the eye falling on the gunpowder that fills our hearts1 that lets us know a hundred times every day what at heart we are made of4 ',of a verity1 ,o ,lord1 ,i am made of sin1 and that my life maketh manifest1' prays ,bishop ,andrewes every day4 ,why1 sir1 not to go to the street1 the direction in which your eyes turn in this house this evening will make this house a very 'den1' as our ,lord said--yes1 a very den to you of temptation and transgression4 ,my son1 let thine eyes look right on4 ,ponder the path of thy feet1 turn not to the right hand nor to the left--remove thy foot from all evil6 #d4 ,there is still another eye that is almost as good as an eye out altogether1 and that is a ,job's eye4 ,job was the first author of that eye and all we who have that excellent eye take it of him4 ',i have made a covenant with mine eyes1' said that extraordinary man--that extraordinarily able1 honest1 exposed and exercised man4 ,now1 you must all know what a covenant is4 ,a covenant is a compact1 a contract1 an agreement1 an engagement4 ,in a covenant two parties come to terms with one another4 ,the two covenanters strike hands1 and solemnly engage themselves to one another3 ,i will do this for you if you will do that for me4 ,it is a bargain1 says the other2 let us have it sealed with wax and signed with pen and ink before two witnesses4 ,as1 for instance1 at the ,lord's ,table4 ,i swear1 you say1 over the ,body and the ,blood of the ,son of ,god1 ,i swear to make a covenant with mine eyes4 ,i will never let them read again that idle1 infidel1 scoffing1 unclean sheet4 ,i will not let them look on any of my former images or imaginations of forbidden pleasures4 ,i swear1 ,o ,thou to whom the night shineth as the day1 that ,i will never again say1 ,surely the darkness shall cover me6 ,see if ,i do not henceforth by ,thy grace keep my feet off every slippery street4 ,that1 and many other things like that1 was the way that ,job made his so noble covenant with his eyes in his day and in his land4 ,and it was because he so made and so kept his covenant that ,god so boasted over him and said1 ,hast thou considered my servant ,job8 ,and then1 every covenant has its two sides4 ,the other side of ,job's covenant1 of which ,god ,himself was the surety1 you can read and think over in your solitary lodgings to-night4 ,read ,job xxxi4 #a1 and then ,job xl4 to the end1 and then be sure you take covenant paper and ink to ,god before you sleep4 ,and let all fashionable young ladies hear what ,miss ,rossetti expects for herself1 and for all of her sex with her who shall subscribe her covenant4 ',true1' she admits1 'all our life long we shall be bound to refrain our soul1 and keep it low2 but what then8 ,for the books we now refrain to read we shall one day be endowed with wisdom and knowledge4 ,for the music we will not listen to we shall join in the song of the redeemed4 ,for the pictures from which we turn we shall gaze unabashed on the ,beatific ,vision4 ,for the companionship we shun we shall be welcomed into angelic society and the communion of triumphant saints4 ,for the amusements we avoid we shall keep the supreme jubilee4 ,for all the pleasures we miss we shall abide1 and for evermore abide1 in the rapture of heaven4' #e4 ,and then there is the ,pauline eye4 ,an eye1 however1 that ,job would have shared with ,paul and with the ,corinthian ,church had the patriarch been privileged to live in our ,new ,testament day4 ,ever since the ,holy ,ghost with ,his anointing oil fell on us at ,pentecost1 says the apostle1 we have had an eye by means of which we look not at the things that are seen1 but at the things that are not seen4 ,now1 he who has an eye like that is above both plucking out his eyes or making a covenant with them either4 ,it is like what ,paul says about the law also4 ,the law is not made for a righteous man4 ,a righteous man is above the law and independent of it4 ,the law does not reach to him and he is not hampered with it4 ,and so it is with the man who has got ,paul's splendid eyes for the unseen4 ,he does not need to touch so much as one of his eye-lashes to pluck them out4 ,for his eyes are blind1 and his ears are deaf1 and his whole body is dead to the things that are temporal4 ,his eyes are inwardly ablaze with the things that are eternal4 ,he whose eyes have been opened to the truth and the love of his ,bible1 he will gloat no more over your books and your papers filled with lies1 and slander1 and spite1 and lewdness6 ,he who has his conversation in heaven does not need to set a watch on his lips lest he take up an ill report about his neighbour4 ,he who walks every day on the streets of gold will step as swiftly as may be1 with girt loins1 and with a preoccupied eye1 out of the slippery and unsavoury streets of this forsaken earth4 ,he who has fast working out for him an exceeding and eternal weight of glory will easily count all his cups and all his crosses1 and all the crooks in his lot but as so many light afflictions and but for a moment4 ,my ,lord ,understanding had his palace built with high perspective towers on it1 and the site of it was near to ,eye-gate1 from the top of which his lordship every day looked not at the things which are temporal1 but at the things which are eternal1 and down from his palace towers he every day descended to administer his heavenly office in the city4 ,your eye1 then1 is the shortest way into your heart4 ,watch it well1 therefore2 suspect and challenge all outsiders who come near it4 ,keep the passes that lead to your heart with all diligence4 ,let nothing contraband1 let nothing that even looks suspicious1 ever enter your hearts2 for1 if it once enters1 and turns out to be evil1 you will never get it all out again as long as you live4 ',death is come up into our windows1' says our prophet in another place1 'and is entered into our palaces1 to cut off our children in our houses and our young men in our streets4' ,make a covenant1 then1 with your eyes4 ,take an oath of your eyes as to which way they are henceforth to look4 ,for1 let them look this way1 and your heart is immediately full of lust1 and hate1 and envy1 and ill-will4 ,on the other hand1 lead them to look that way and your heart is as immediately full of truth and beauty1 brotherly kindness and charity4 ,the light of the body is the eye2 if1 therefore1 thine eye be single1 thy whole body shall be full of light2 but if thine eye be evil1 thy whole body is full of darkness4 ,if1 therefore1 the light that is in thee be darkness1 how great is that darkness6 ,,chapter ,v--,,the ,,king',s ,,palace ',the palace is not for man1 but for the ,lord ,god4'--,david4 ',now1 there is in this gallant country a fair and delicate town1 a corporation1 called ,mansoul3 a town for its building so curious1 for its situation so commodious1 for its privileges so advantageous1 that ,i may say of it1 there is not its equal under the whole heaven4 ,also1 there was reared up in the midst of this town a most famous and stately palace3 for strength1 it might be called a castle2 for pleasantness1 a paradise2 and for largeness1 a place so copious as to contain all the world4 ,this place the ,king intended for ,himself alone1 and not for another with ,him1 so great was ,his delight in it4' ,thus far1 our excellent allegorical author4 ,but there are other authors that treat of this great matter now in hand besides the allegorical authors4 ,you will hear tell sometimes about a class of authors called the ,mystics4 ,well1 listen at this stage to one of them1 and one of the best of them1 on this present matter--the human heart1 that is4 ',our heart1' he says1 'is our manner of existence1 or the state in which we feel ourselves to be2 it is an inward life1 a vital sensibility1 which contains our manner of feeling what and how we are2 it is the state of our desires and tendencies1 of inwardly seeing1 tasting1 relishing1 and feeling that which passes within us2 our heart is that to us inwardly with regard to ourselves which our senses of seeing1 hearing1 feeling1 and such like are with regard to things that are without or external to us4 ,your heart is the best and greatest gift of ,god to you4 ,it is the highest1 greatest1 strongest1 and noblest power of your nature4 ,it forms your whole life1 be it what it will4 ,all evil and all good come from your heart4 ,your heart alone has the key of life and death for you4' ,i was just about to ask you at this point which of our two authors1 our allegorical or our mystical author upon the heart1 you like best4 ,but that would be a stupid and a wayward question since you have them both before you1 and both at their best1 to possess and to enjoy4 ,to go back then to ,john ,bunyan1 and to his allegory of the human heart4 #a4 ,to begin with1 then1 there was reared up in the midst of this town of ,mansoul a most famous and stately palace4 ,and that palace and the town immediately around it were the mirror and the glory of all that its founder and maker had ever made4 ,his palace was his very top-piece4 ,it was the metropolitan of the whole world round about it2 and it had positive commission and power to demand service and support of all around4 ,yes4 ,and all that is literally1 evidently1 and actually true of the human heart4 ,for all other earthly things are created and upheld1 are ordered and administered1 with an eye to the human heart4 ,the human heart is the final cause1 as our scholars would say1 of absolutely all other earthly things4 ,earth1 air1 water2 light and heat2 all the successively existing worlds1 mineral1 vegetable1 animal1 spiritual2 grass1 herbs1 corn1 fruit-trees1 cattle and sheep1 and all other living creatures2 all are upheld for the use and the support of man4 ,and1 then1 all that is in man himself is in him for the end and the use of his heart4 ,all his bodily senses2 all his bodily members2 every fearfully and wonderfully made part of his body and of his mind2 all administer to his heart4 ,she is the sovereign and sits supreme4 ,and she is worthy and is fully entitled so to sit4 ,for there is nothing on the earth greater or better than the heart1 unless it is the ,creator ,himself1 who planned and executed the heart for ,himself and not for another with ,him4 ',the body exists1' says a philosophical biologist of our day1 'to furnish the cerebral centres with prepared food1 just as the vegetable world1 viewed biologically1 exists to furnish the animal world with similar food4 ,the higher is the last formed1 the most difficult1 and the most complex2 but it is just this that is most precious and significant--all of which shows ,his unrolling purpose4 ,it is the last that alone explains all that went before1 and it is the coming that will alone explain the present4 ,god before all1 through all1 foreseeing all1 and still preparing all2 ,god in all is profoundly evident4' ,yes1 profoundly evident to profound minds1 and experimentally and sweetly evident to religious minds1 and to renewed and loving and holy hearts4 #b4 ,for fame and for state a palace1 while for strength it might be called a castle4 ,in sufficiently ancient times the king's palace was always a castle also4 ,david's palace on ,mount ,zion was as much a military fortress as a royal residence2 and ,king ,priam's palace was the protection both of itself and of the whole of the country around4 ,in those wild times great men built their houses on high places1 and then the weak and endangered people gathered around the strongholds of the powerful1 as we see in our own city4 ,our own steep and towering rock invited to its top the castle-builder of a remote age1 and then the exposed country around began to gather itself together under the shelter of the bourg4 ,and thus it is that the military engineering of the ,holy ,war makes that old allegorical book most excellent to read1 not only for common men like you and me1 who are bent on the fortification and the defence of our own hearts1 but for the military historians of those old times also1 for the experts of to-day also1 and for all good students of fortification4 ,and the ,new ,testament of the ,divine peace itself1 as well as the ,old ,testament so full of the wars of the ,lord--they both support and serve as an encouragement and an example to our spiritual author in the elaboration of his military allegory4 ,every good soldier of ,jesus ,christ has by heart the noble paradox of ,paul to the ,philippians--that the peace of ,god which passeth all understanding shall keep their hearts and minds through ,christ ,jesus4 ,let ,god's peace1 he says1 be your man of war4 ,let ,his surpassing peace do both the work of war and the work of peace also in your hearts and in your minds4 ,let that peace both fortify with walls1 and garrison with soldiers1 and watch every gate1 and hold every street and lane of your hearts and of your minds all around your hearts4 ,and all through the ,prince of ,peace1 the ,captain of all ,holy ,war1 ,jesus ,christ ,himself4 ,no wonder1 then1 that in a strength--in a kind and in a degree of strength--that passeth all understanding1 this stately palace of the heart is also here called a well-garrisoned castle4 #c4 ,and then for pleasantness the human heart is a perfect paradise4 ,for pleasantness the human heart is like those famous royal parks of ,nineveh and ,babylon that sprang up in after days as if to recover and restore the ,garden of ,eden that had been lost to those eastern lands4 ,but even ,adam's own paradise was but a poor outside imitation in earth and water1 in flowers and fruits1 of the far better paradise ,god had planted within him4 ,take another ,mystic at this point upon paradise4 ',my dear man1' exclaims ,jacob ,behmen1 'the ,garden of ,eden is not paradise1 neither does ,moses say so4 ,paradise is the divine joy1 and that was in their own hearts so long as they stood in the love of ,god4 ,paradise is the divine and angelical joy1 pure love1 pure joy1 pure gladness1 in which there is no fear1 no misery1 and no death4 ,which paradise neither death nor the devil can touch4 ,and yet it has no stone wall around it2 only a great gulf which no man or angel can cross but by that new birth of which ,christ spoke to ,nicodemus4 ,reason asks1 ,where is paradise to be found8 ,is it far off or near8 ,is it in this world or is it above the stars8 ,where is that desirable native country where there is no death8 ,beloved1 there is nothing nearer you at this moment than paradise1 if you incline that way4 ,god beckons you back into paradise at this moment1 and calls you by name to come4 ,come1 ,he says1 and be one of ,my paradise children4 ,in paradise1' the ,teutonic ,philosopher goes on1 'there is nothing but hearty love1 a meek and a gentle love2 a most friendly and most courteous discourse3 a gracious1 amiable1 and blessed society1 where the one is always glad to see the other1 and to honour the other4 ,they know of no malice in paradise1 no cunning1 no subtlety1 and no sly deceit4 ,but the fruits of the ,spirit of ,god are common among them in paradise1 and one may make use of all the good things of paradise without causing disfavour1 or hatred1 or envy1 for there is no contrary affection there1 but all hearts there are knit together in love4 ,in paradise they love one another1 and rejoice in the beauty1 loveliness1 and gladness of one another4 ,no one esteems or accounts himself more excellent than another in paradise2 but every one has great joy in another1 and rejoices in another's fair beauty1 whence their love to one another continually increases1 so that they lead one another by the hand1 and so friendly kiss one another4' ,thus the blessed ,behmen saw paradise and had it in his heart as he sat over his hammer and lapstone in his solitary stall4 ,for of such as ,jacob ,behmen and ,john ,bunyan is the kingdom of heaven1 and all such saintly souls have paradise restored again and improved upon in their own hearts4 #d4 ,and for largeness a place so copious as to contain all the world4 ,over against the word 'copious' ,bunyan hangs for a key1 ,ecclesiastes third and eleventh2 and under it ,miss ,peacock adds this as a note--',copious1 spacious4 ,old ,french1 copieux2 ,latin1 copiosus1 plentiful4' ,the human heart1 as we have already read to-night1 is the highest1 greatest1 strongest1 and noblest part of human nature4 ,and so it is4 ,fearfully and wonderfully made as is the whole of human nature1 that fear and that wonder surpass themselves in the spaciousness and the copiousness of the human heart4 ,for what is it that the human heart has not space for1 and to spare8 ,after the whole world is received home into a human heart1 there is room1 and1 indeed1 hunger1 for another world1 and after that for still another4 ,the sun is--,i forget how many times bigger than our whole world1 and yet we can open our heart and take down the sun into it1 and shut him out again and restore him to his immeasurable distances in the heavens1 and all in the twinkling of an eye4 ,as for instance4 ,as ,i wrote these lines ,i read a report of a lecture by ,sir ,robert ,ball in which that distinguished astronomer discoursed on recent solar discoveries4 ,a globe of coal1 ,sir ,robert said1 as big as our earth1 and all set ablaze at the same moment1 would not give out so much heat to the worlds around as the sun gives out in a thousandth part of a second4 ,well1 as ,i read that1 and ere ever ,i was aware what was going on1 my heart had opened over my newspaper1 and the sun had swept down from the sky1 and had rushed into my heart1 and before ,i knew where ,i was the cry had escaped my lips1 ',great and marvellous are ,thy works1 ,lord ,god ,almighty6 ,who shall not fear ,thee and glorify thy name8' ,and then this reflection as suddenly came to me3 ,how good it is to be at peace with ,god1 and to be able and willing to say1 ,my ,father6 ,that the whole of the surging and flaming sun was actually down in my straitened and hampered heart at that idle moment over my paper is scientifically demonstrable2 for only that which is in the heart of a man can kindle the passions that are in the heart of that man2 and nothing is more sure to me than that the great passions of fear and love1 wonder and rapture were at that moment at a burning point within me4 ,there is a passage well on in the ,holy ,war1 which for terror and for horror1 and at the same time for truth and for power1 equals anything either in ,dante or in ,milton4 ,lucifer has stood up at the council board to second the scheme of ,beelzebub4 ',yes1' he said1 amid the plaudits of his fellow-princes--',yes1 ,i swear it4 ,let us fill ,mansoul full with our abundance4 ,let us make of this castle1 as they vainly call it1 a warehouse1 as the name is in some of their cities above4 ,for if we can only get ,mansoul to fill herself full with much goods she is henceforth ours4 ,my peers1' he said1 'you all know ,his parable of how unblessed riches choke the word2 and1 again1 we know what happens when the hearts of men are overcharged with surfeiting and with drunkenness4 ,let us give them all that1 then1 to their heart's desire4' ,this advice of ,lucifer1 our history tells us1 was highly applauded in hell1 and ever since it has proved their masterpiece to choke ,mansoul with the fulness of this world1 and to surfeit the heart with the good things thereof4 ,but1 my brethren1 you will outwit hell herself and all her counsellors and all her machinations1 if1 out of all the riches1 pleasures1 cares1 and possessions1 that both heaven and earth and hell can heap into your heart1 those riches1 pleasures1 cares1 and possessions but produce corresponding passions and affections towards ,god and man4 ,only let fear1 and love1 and thankfulness1 and helpfulness be kindled and fed to all their fulness in your heart1 and all the world and all that it contains will only leave the more room in your boundless heart for ,god and for your brother4 ,all that ,god has made1 or could make with all ,his counsel and all ,his power laid out1 will not fill your boundless and bottomless heart4 ,he must come down and come into your boundless and bottomless heart ,himself4 ,himself3 your ,father1 your ,redeemer1 and your ,sanctifier and ,comforter also4 ,let the whole universe try to fill your heart1 ,o man of ,god1 and after it all we shall hear you singing in famine and in loneliness the doleful ditty3 ',o come to my heart1 ,lord ,jesus1 ,there is room in my heart for ,thee4 #e4 ',madame1' said a holy solitary to ,madame ,guyon in her misery--',madame1 you are disappointed and perplexed because you seek without what you have within4 ,accustom yourself to seek for ,god in your own heart and you will always find ,him there4' ,from that hour that gifted woman was a ,mystic4 ,the secret of the interior life flashed upon her in a moment4 ,she had been starving in the midst of fulness2 ,god was near and not far off2 the kingdom of heaven was within her4 ,the love of ,god from that hour took possession of her soul with an inexpressible happiness4 ,prayer1 which had before been so difficult1 was now delightful and indispensable2 hours passed away like moments3 she could scarcely cease from praying4 ,her domestic trials seemed great to her no longer2 her inward joy consumed like a fire the reluctance1 the murmur1 and the sorrow1 which all had their birth in herself4 ,a spirit of comforting peace1 a sense of rejoicing possession1 pervaded all her days4 ,god was continually with her1 and she seemed continually yielded up to ,god4 ',madame1' said the solitary1 'you seek without for what you have within4' ,where do you seek for ,god when you pray1 my brethren8 ,to what place do you direct your eyes8 ,is it to the roof of your closet8 ,is it to the east end of your consecrated chapel8 ,is it to that wooden table in the east end of your chapel8 ,or1 passing out of all houses made with hands and consecrated with holy oil1 do you lift up your eyes to the skies where the sun and the moon and the stars dwell alone8 ',what a folly6' exclaims ,theophilus1 in the golden dialogue1 'for no way is the true way to ,god but by the way of our own heart4 ,god is nowhere else to be found4 ,and the heart itself cannot find ,him but by its own love of ,him1 faith in ,him1 dependence upon ,him1 resignation to ,him1 and expectation of all from ,him4' ',you have quite carried your point with me1' answered ,theogenes after he had heard all that ,theophilus had to say4 ',the ,god of meekness1 of patience1 and of love is henceforth the one ,god of my heart4 ,it is now the one bent and desire of my soul to seek for all my salvation in and through the merits and mediation of the meek1 humble1 patient1 resigned1 suffering ,lamb of ,god1 who alone has power to bring forth the blessed birth of those heavenly virtues in my soul4 ,what a comfort it is to think that this ,lamb of ,god1 ,son of the ,father1 ,light of the ,world2 this ,glory of heaven and this ,joy of angels is as near to us1 is as truly in the midst of us1 as ,he is in the midst of heaven4 ,and that not a thought1 look1 or desire of our heart that presses toward ,him1 longing to catch one small spark of ,his heavenly nature1 but is as sure a way of finding ,him1 as the woman's way was who was healed of her deadly disease by longing to touch but the border of ,his garment4' ,to sum up4 ',there is reared up in the midst of ,mansoul a most famous and stately palace3 for strength1 it may be called a castle2 for pleasantness1 a paradise2 and for largeness1 a place so copious as to contain all the world4 ,this palace the ,king intends but for ,himself alone1 and not another with ,him1 and ,he commits the keeping of that palace day and night to the men of the town4' ,,chapter ,,vi--,,my ,,lord ,,willbewill --'to will is present with me4'--,paul ,there is a large and a learned literature on the subject of the will4 ,there is a philosophical and a theological1 and there is a religious and an experimental literature on the will4 ,jonathan ,edwards's well-known work stands out conspicuously at the head of the philosophical and theological literature on the will1 while our own ,thomas ,boston's ,fourfold ,state is a very able and impressive treatise on the more practical and experimental side of the same subject4 ,the ,westminster ,confession of ,faith devotes one of its very best chapters to the teaching of the word of ,god on the will of man1 and the ,shorter ,catechism touches on the same subject in ,effectual ,calling4 ,outstanding philosophical and theological schools have been formed around the will1 and both able and learned and earnest men have taken opposite sides on the subject of the will under the party names of ,necessitarians and ,libertarians4 ,this is not the time1 nor am ,i the man1 to discuss such abstruse subjects2 but those students who wish to master this great matter of the will1 so far as it can be mastered in books1 are recommended to begin with ,dr4 ,william ,cunningham's works1 and then to go on from them to a treatise that will reward all their talent and all their enterprise1 ,jonathan ,edwards's perfect masterpiece4 #a4 ,but1 to come to my ,lord ,willbewill1 one of the gentry of the famous town of ,mansoul3--well1 this ,lord ,willbewill was as high-born as any man in ,mansoul1 and was as much a freeholder as any of them were1 if not more4 ,besides1 if ,i remember my tale aright1 he had some privileges peculiar to himself in that famous town4 ,now1 together with these1 he was a man of great strength1 resolution1 and courage2 nor in his occasion could any turn him away4 ,but whether he was too proud of his high estate1 privileges1 and strength1 or what 7but sure it was through pride of something71 he scorns now to be a slave in ,mansoul1 as his own proud word is1 so that now1 next to ,diabolus himself1 who but my ,lord ,willbewill in all that town8 ,nor could anything now be done but at his beck and good pleasure throughout that town4 ,indeed1 it will not out of my thoughts what a desperate fellow this ,willbewill was when full power was put into his hand4 ,all which--how this apostate prince lost power and got it again1 and lost it and got it again--the interested and curious reader will find set forth with great fulness and clearness in many powerful pages of the ,holy ,war4 ,john ,bunyan was as hard put to it to get the right name for this head of the gentry of ,mansoul as ,paul was to get the right name for sin in the seventh of the ,romans4 ,in that profoundest and intensest of all his profound and intense passages1 the apostle has occasion to seek about for some expression1 some epithet1 some adjective1 as we say1 to apply to sin so as to help him to bring out to his ,roman readers something of the malignity1 deadliness1 and unspeakable evil of sin as he had sin living and working in himself4 ,but all the resources of the ,greek language1 that most resourceful of languages1 utterly failed ,paul for his pressing purpose4 ,and thus it is that1 as if in scorn of the feebleness and futility of that boasted tongue1 he tramples its grammars and its dictionaries under his feet1 and makes new and unheard-of words and combinations of words on the spot for himself and for his subject4 ,he heaps up a hyperbole the like of which no orator or rhetorician of ,greece or ,rome had ever needed or had ever imagined before4 ,he takes sin1 and he makes a name for sin out of itself4 ,the only way to describe sin1 he feels1 the only way to characterise sin1 the only way to aggravate sin1 is just to call it sin2 sinful sin2 'sin by the commandment became exceeding sinful4' ,and1 in like manner1 ,john ,bunyan1 who has only his own mother tongue to work with1 in his straits to get a proper name for this terrible fellow who was next to ,diabolus himself1 cannot find a proud enough name for him but just by giving him his own name1 and then doubling it4 ,add will to will1 multiply will by will1 and multiply it again1 and after you have done all you are no nearer to a proper name for that apostate1 who1 for pride1 and insolence1 and headstrongness1 in one word1 for wilfulness1 is next to ,diabolus himself4 ,but as ,willbewill1 if he is to be named and described at all1 is best named and described by his own naked name2 so ,bunyan is always best illustrated out of his own works4 ,and ,i turn accordingly to the ,heavenly ,footman for an excellent illustration of the wilfulness of the will both in a good man and in a bad2 as1 thus3 ',your self-willed people1 nobody knows what to do with them4 ,we use to say1 ,he will have his own will1 do all we can4 ,if a man be willing1 then any argument shall be matter of encouragement2 but if unwilling1 then any argument shall give discouragement4 ,the saints of old1 they being willing and resolved for heaven1 what could stop them8 ,could fire and fagot1 sword or halter1 dungeons1 whips1 bears1 bulls1 lions1 cruel rackings1 stonings1 starvings1 nakedness8 ,so willing had they been made in the day of ,his power4 ,and see1 on the other side1 the children of the devil1 because they are not willing1 how many shifts and starting-holes they will have6 ,i have married a wife2 ,i have a farm2 ,i shall offend my landlord2 ,i shall lose my trade2 ,i shall be mocked and scoffed at1 and therefore ,i cannot come4 ,but1 alas6 the thing is1 they are not willing4 ,for1 were they once soundly willing1 these1 and a thousand things such as these1 would hold them no faster than the cords held ,samson when he broke them like flax4 ,i tell you the will is all4 ,the ,lord give thee a will1 then1 and courage of heart4' #b4 ,let that1 then1 suffice for this man's name and nature1 and let us look at him now when his name and his nature have both become evil2 that is to say1 when ,willbewill has become ,illwill4 ,you can imagine2 no1 you cannot imagine unless you already know1 how evil1 and how set upon evil1 ,illwill was4 ,his whole mind1 we are told1 now stood bending itself to evil4 ,nay1 so set was he now upon sheer evil that he would act it of his own accord1 and without any instigation at all from ,diabolus4 ,and that went on till he was looked on in the city as next in wickedness to very ,diabolus himself4 ,parable apart1 my ill-willed brethren1 our ill-will has made us very fiends in human shape4 ,what a fall1 what a fate1 what a curse it is to be possessed of a devil of ill-will6 ,who can put proper words on it after ,paul had to confess himself silent before it8 ,who can utter the diabolical nature1 the depth and the secrecy1 the subtlety and the spirituality1 the range and the reach-out of an ill-will8 ,our hearts are full of ill-will at those we meet and shake hands with every day4 ,at men also we have never seen1 and who are totally ignorant even of our existence4 ,over a thousand miles we dart our viperous hearts at innocent men4 ,at great statesmen we have ill-will1 and at small2 at great churchmen and at small2 at great authors and at small2 at great1 and famous1 and successful men in all lines of life2 for it is enough for ill- will that another man be praised1 and well-paid1 and prosperous1 and then placed in our eye4 ,no amount of suffering will satiate ill-will2 the very grave has no seal against it4 ,and1 now and then1 you have it thrust upon you that other men have the same devil in them as deeply and as actively as he is in you4 ,you will suddenly run across a man on the street4 ,his face was shining with some praise he had just had spoken to him1 or with some recognition he had just received from some great one2 or with some good news for himself he had just heard1 before he caught sight of you4 ,but the light suddenly dies on his face1 and darkness comes up out of his heart at his sudden glimpse of you4 ,what is the matter8 you ask yourself as he scowls past you4 ,what have you done so to darken any man's heart to you8 ,and as you stumble on in the sickening cloud he has left behind him1 you suddenly recollect that you were once compelled to vote against that man on a public question3 on some question of home franchise1 or foreign war1 or church government1 or city business2 or perchance1 a family has left his shop to do business in yours1 or his church to worship ,god in yours1 or such like4 ,it will be a certain relief to you to recollect such things4 ,but with it all there will be a shame and a humiliation and a deep inward pain that will escape into a cry of prayer for him and for yourself and for all such sinners on the same street4 ,if you do not find an escape from your sharp resentment in ejaculatory prayer and in a heart-cleansing great good-will1 your heart1 before you are a hundred steps on1 will be as black with ill-will as his is4 ,but that must not again be4 ,would you hate or strike back at a blind man who stumbled and fell against you on the street8 ,would you retaliate at a maniac who gnashed his teeth and shook his fist at you on his way past you to the madhouse8 ,or at a corpse being carried past you that had been too long without burial8 ,and shall you retaliate on a miserable man driven mad with diabolical passion8 ,or at a poor sinner whose heart is as rotten as the grave8 ,ill-will is abroad in our learned and religious city at all hours of the day and night4 ,he glares at us under the sun by day1 and under the street lamps at night4 ,we suddenly feel his baleful eye on us as we thoughtlessly pass under his overlooking windows3 it will be a side street and an unfrequented1 where you will not be ashamed and shocked and pained at heart to meet him4 ,public men2 much purchased and much praised men2 rich and prosperous men2 men high in talent and in place2 and1 indeed1 all manner of men1--walk abroad in this life softly4 ,keep out of sight4 ,take the side streets1 and return home quickly4 ,you have no idea what an offence and what a snare you are to men you know1 and to men you do not know4 ,if you are a public man1 and if your name is much in men's mouths1 then the place you hold1 the prices and the praises you get1 do not give you one-tenth of the pleasure that they give a thousand other men pain4 ,men you never heard of1 and who would not know you if they met you1 gnaw their hearts at the mere mention of your name4 ,desire1 then1 to be unknown1 as ,a ,kempis says4 ,o teach me to love to be concealed1 prays ,jeremy ,taylor4 ,be ambitious to be unknown1 ,archbishop ,leighton also instructs us4 ,and the great ,fenelon took ,ama nesciri for his crest and for his motto4 ,no wonder that an apostle cried out under the agony and the shame of ill-will4 ,no wonder that to kill it in the hearts of men the ,son of ,god died under it on the cross4 ,and no wonder that all the gates of hell are wide open1 day and night1 for there is no day there1 to receive home all those who will entertain ill-will in their hearts1 and all the gates of heaven shut close to keep all ill-will for ever out4 #c4 ,but1 bad enough as all that is1 the half has not been told1 and never will be told in this life4 ,butler has a passage that has long stumbled me1 and it stumbles me the more the longer ,i live and study him and observe myself4 ',resentment1' he says1 in a very deep and a very serious passage--',resentment being out of the case1 there is not1 properly speaking1 any such thing as direct ill-will in one man towards another4' ,well1 great and undisputed as ,butler's authority is in all these matters1 at the same time he would be the first to admit and to assert that a man's inward experience transcends all outward authority4 ,well1 ,i am filled with shame and pain and repentance and remorse to have to say it1 but my experience carries me right in the teeth of ,butler's doctrine4 ,i have dutifully tried to look at ,butler's inviting and exonerating doctrine in all possible lights1 and from all possible points of view1 in the anxious wish to prove it true2 but ,i dare not say that ,i have succeeded4 ,the truth for thee--my heart would continually call to me--the best truth for thee is in me1 and not in any ,butler6 ,and when looking as closely as ,i can at my own heart in the matter of ill-will1 what do ,i find--and what will you find8 ,you will find that after subtracting all that can in any proper sense come under the head of real resentment1 and in cases where real resentment is out of the question2 in cases where you have received no injury1 no neglect1 no contempt1 no anything whatsoever of that kind1 you will find that there are men innocent of all that to you1 yet men to whom you entertain feelings1 animosities1 antipathies1 that can be called by no other name than that of ill-will4 ,look within and see4 ,watch within and see4 ,and ,i am sure you will come to subscribe with me to the humbling and heart-breaking truth1 that1 even where there is no resentment1 and no other explanation1 excuse1 or palliation of that kind1 yet that festering1 secret1 malignant ill-will is working in the bottom of your heart4 ,if you doubt that1 if you deny that1 if all that kind of self-observation and self-sentencing is new to you1 then observe yourself1 say1 for one week1 and report at the end of it whether or no you have had feelings and thoughts and wishes in your secret heart toward men who never in any way hurt you1 which can only be truthfully described as pure ill-will2 that is to say1 you have not felt and thought and wished toward them as you would have them1 and all men1 feel and think and wish toward you4 #d4 ',to will is present with me1 but how to perform ,i find not1' says the apostle2 and again1 ',ye cannot do the things that ye would4' ,or1 as ,dante has it1 ',the power which wills ,bears not supreme control2 laughter and tears ,follow so closely on the passion prompts them1 ,they wait not for the motion of the will ,in natures most sincere4' ,now1 just here lies a deep distinction that has not been enough taken account of by our popular1 or even by our more profound1 spiritual writers4 ,the will is often regenerate and right2 the will often bends1 as ,bunyan has it1 to that which is good2 but behind the will and beneath the will the heart is still full of passions1 affections1 inclinations1 dispositions that are evil2 instinctively1 impulsively1 involuntarily evil1 even 'in natures most sincere4' ,and hence arises a conflict1 a combat1 a death-grip1 an agony1 a hell on earth1 that every regenerate and advancing soul of man is full of ,his will is right4 ,if his will is wrong2 if he chooses evil2 then there is no mystery in the matter so far as he is concerned4 ,he is a bad man1 and he is so intentionally and deliberately and of set purpose2 and it is a rule in divine truth that 'wilfulness in sinning is the measure of our sinfulness4' ,but his will is right4 ,to will is present with him4 ,he is every day like ,thomas ,boston one ,sabbath-day3 ',though ,i cannot be free of sin1 ,god ,himself knows that ,he would be welcome to make havoc of my sins and to make me holy4 ,i know no lust that ,i would not be content to part with to-night4 ,my will1 bound hand and foot1 ,i desire to lay at ,his feet4' ,now1 is it not as clear as noonday that in the case of such a man as ,boston his mind is one thing and his heart another8 ,is it not plain that he has both a good-will and an ill-will within him8 ,a will that immediately and resolutely chooses for ,god1 and for truth1 and for righteousness1 and for love2 and another law in his members warring against that law of his mind8 ',before conversion1' says ,thomas ,shepard1 'the main wound of a man is in his will4 ,and then1 after conversion1 though his will is changed1 yet1 ex infirmitate1 there are many things that he cannot do1 so strong is the remnant of malignity that is still in his heart4 ,let him get ,christ to help him here4' ,in all that ye see your calling1 my brethren4 #e4 ',now1 if ,i do that ,i would not1' adds the apostle1 extricating himself and giving himself fair-play and his simple due among all his misery and self-accusation--',now1 if ,i do that ,i would not1 it is no more ,i that do it1 but sin that dwelleth in me4' ,or1 again1 as ,william ,law has it3 ',all our natural evil ceases to be our own evil as soon as our will turns away from it4 ,our natural evil then changes its nature and loses all its poison and death1 and becomes an holy cross on which we die to self and this life and enter the kingdom of heaven4' ,my dear brethren1 tell me1 is your sin your cross8 ,is your sinfulness your cross8 ,is the evil that is ever present with you your holy cross8 ,for1 every other cross beside sin is a cross of straw1 a cross of feathers1 a paste-board and a painted cross1 and not a real and genuine cross at all4 ,the wood and the nails and the spear all taken together were not our ,lord's real cross4 ,his real cross was sin2 our sin laid on ,his hands1 and on ,his heart1 and on ,his imagination1 and on ,his conscience1 till it was all but ,his very own sin4 ,our sin was so fearfully and wonderfully laid upon ,christ that ,he was as good as a sinner ,himself under it4 ,so much so that all the nails and all the spears1 all the thirst and all the darkness that ,his body and ,his soul could hold were as nothing beside the sin that was laid upon ,him4 ,and so it is with us2 with as many of us as are ,his true disciples4 ,our sin is our cross2 not our actual transgressions1 any more than ,his2 but our inward sinfulness4 ,and not the sinfulness of our will2 that is no real cross to any man2 but the sinfulness of our hearts against our will1 and beneath our will1 and behind our will4 ,and this is such a cross that if ,christ had something in ,his cross that we have not1 then we have something in ours that ,he had not4 ,he made many sad and sore ,psalms ,his own2 but even if ,he had lived on earth to read the seventh of the ,romans1 ,he could not have made it ,his own4 ,his true people are beyond ,him here4 ,the disciple is above his ,master here4 ,the ,master had ,his own cross1 and it was a sufficient cross2 but we can challenge ,him to come down and look and say if ,he ever saw a cross like our cross4 ,he was made a curse4 ,he was hanged on the tree4 ,he bore our sins in ,his own body on the tree4 ,but his people are beyond ,him in the real agony and crucifixion of sin4 ,for ,he never in ,gethsemane or on ,calvary either cried as ,paul once cried1 and as you and ,i cry every day--,to will is present with me6 ,but the good that ,i would ,i do not6 ,and1 oh6 the body of this death6 #f4 ,now1 if any total stranger to all that shall ask me3 ,what good there is in all that8 and1 ,why ,i so labour in such a world of unaccustomed and unpleasant things as that8 ,i have many answers to his censure4 ,for example1 and first1 ,i labour and will continue to labour more and more in this world of things1 and less and less in any other world1 because here we begin to see things as they are--the deepest things of ,god and of man1 that is4 ,also1 because ,i have the precept1 and the example1 and the experience of ,god's greatest and best saints before me here4 ,because1 also1 our full and true salvation begins here1 goes on here1 and ends here4 ,because1 also1 teaching these things and learning these things will infallibly make us the humblest of men1 the most contrite1 the most self-despising1 the most prayerful1 and the most patient1 meek1 and loving of men4 ,and1 students1 ,i labour in this because this is science2 because this is the first in order and the most fruitful of all the sciences1 if not the noblest and the most glorious of all the sciences4 ,there is all that good for us in this subject of the will and the heart1 and whole worlds of good lie away out beyond this subject that eye hath not seen nor ear heard4 ,,chapter ,,vii--,,self-,,love ',this know1 that men shall be lovers of their own selves1 covetous1 boasters1 proud1 unthankful1 without natural affection1 truce-breakers1 false accusers1 traitors1 heady1 high-minded3 from all such turn away4'--,paul4 ',pray1 sir1 said ,academicus1 tell me more plainly just what this self of ours actually is4 ,self1 replied ,theophilus1 is hell1 it is the devil1 it is darkness1 pain1 and disquiet4 ,it is the one and only enemy of ,christ4 ,it is the great antichrist4 ,it is the scarlet whore1 it is the fiery dragon1 it is the old serpent that is mentioned in the ,revelation of ,st ,john4 ,you rather terrify me than instruct me by this description1 said ,academicus4 ,it is indeed a very frightful matter1 returned ,theophilus2 for it contains everything that man has to dread and to hate1 to resist and to avoid4 ,yet be assured1 my friend1 that1 careless and merry as this world is1 every man that is born into this world has all those enemies to overcome within himself2 and every man1 till he is in the way of regeneration1 is more or less governed by those enemies4 ,no hell in any remote place1 no devil that is separate from you1 no darkness or pain that is not within you1 no antichrist either at ,rome or in ,england1 no furious beast1 no fiery dragon1 without you or apart from you1 can do you any real hurt4 ,it is your own hell1 your own devil1 your own beast1 your own antichrist1 your own dragon that lives in your own heart's blood that alone can hurt you4 ,die to this self1 to this inward nature1 and then all outward enemies are overcome4 ,live to this self1 and then1 when this life is out1 all that is within you1 and all that is without you1 will be nothing else but a mere seeing and feeling this hell1 serpent1 beast1 and fiery dragon4 ,but1 said ,theogenes1 a third party who stood by1 ,i would1 if ,i could1 more perfectly understand the precise nature of self1 or what it is that makes it to be so full of evil and misery4 ,to whom ,theophilus turned and replied3 ,covetousness1 envy1 pride1 and wrath are the four elements of self4 ,and hence it is that the whole life of self can be nothing else but a plague and torment of covetousness1 envy1 pride1 and wrath1 all of which is precisely sinful nature1 self1 or hell4 ,whilst man lives1 indeed1 among the vanities of time1 his covetousness1 his envy1 his pride1 and his wrath1 may be in a tolerable state1 and may help him to a mixture of peace and trouble2 they may have their gratifications as well as their torments4 ,but when death has put an end to the vanity of all earthly cheats1 the soul that is not born again of the supernatural ,word and ,spirit of ,god must find itself unavoidably devoured by itself1 shut up in its own insatiable1 unchangeable1 self-tormenting covetousness1 envy1 pride1 and wrath4 ,o ,theogenes6 that ,i had power from ,god to take those dreadful scales off men's eyes that hinder them from seeing and feeling the infinite importance of this most certain truth6 ,god give a blessing1 ,theophilus1 to your good prayer4 ,and then let me tell you that you have quite satisfied my question about the nature of self4 ,i shall never forget it1 nor can ,i ever possibly after this have any doubt about the truth of it4' #a4 ',all my theology1' said an old friend of mine to me not long ago--'all my theology is out of ,thomas ,goodwin to the ,ephesians4' ,well1 ,i find ,thomas ,goodwin saying in that great book that self is the very quintessence of original sin2 and1 again1 he says1 study self-love for a thousand years and it is the top and the bottom of original sin2 self is the sin that dwelleth in us and that doth most easily beset us4 ,now1 that is just what ,academicus and ,theophilus and ,theogenes have been saying to us in their own powerful way in their incomparable dialogue4 ,all sin and all misery2 all covetousness1 envy1 pride1 and wrath1--trace it all back to its roots1 travel it all up to its source1 and1 as sure as you do that1 self and self-love are that source1 that root1 and that black bottom4 ,i do not forget that ,butler has said in some stately pages of his that self-love is morally good2 that self-love is coincident with the principle of virtue and part of the idea2 and that it is a proper motive for man4 ,but the deep bishop1 in saying all that1 is away back at the creation-scheme and ,eden-state of human nature4 ,he has not as yet come down to human nature in its present state of overthrow1 dismemberment1 and self-destruction4 ,but when he does condescend and comes close to the mind and the heart of man as they now are in all men1 even ,butler becomes as outspoken1 and as eloquent1 and as full of passion and pathos as if he were an evangelical ,puritan4 ,self-love1 ,butler startles his sober-minded reader as he bursts out--self-love rends and distorts the mind of man6 ,now1 you are a man4 ,well1 then1 do you feel and confess that rending and distorting to have taken place in you8 ,butler is a philosopher1 and ,goodwin is a preacher1 but you are more3 you are a man4 ,you are the owner of a human heart1 and you can say whether or no it is a rent and a distorted heart4 ,is your mind warped and wrenched by self-love1 and is your heart rent and torn by the same wicked hands8 ,do you really feel that it needs nothing more to take you back again to paradise but that your heart be delivered from self-love8 ,do you now understand that the foundations of heaven itself must be laid in a heart healed and cleansed and delivered from self-love8 ,if you do1 then your knowledge of your own heart has set you abreast of the greatest of philosophers and theologians and preachers4 ,nay1 before multitudes of men who are called such4 ,it is my meditation all the day1 you say4 ,i have more understanding now than all my teachers2 for ,thy testimonies are my meditation4 ,i understand more than the ancients2 because now ,i keep ,thy precepts4 #b4 ',self-love has made us all malicious1' says ,john ,calvin4 ,we are ,calvinists1 were we to call any man master4 ,but we are to call no man master1 and least of all in the matters of the heart4 ,every man must be his own philosopher1 his own moralist1 and his own theologian in the matters of the heart4 ,he who has a heart in his bosom and an eye in his head can need no ,calvin1 no ,butler1 no ,goodwin1 and no ,law to tell him what goes on in his own heart4 ,and1 on the other hand1 his own heart will soon tell him whether or no ,calvin1 and ,butler1 and ,goodwin1 and ,law know anything about those matters on which some men would set them up as our masters4 ,well1 come away all of you who own a human heart4 ,come and say whether or no your heart1 and the self-love of which it is full1 have made you a malicious man4 ,i do not ask if you are always and to everybody full of maliciousness4 ,no2 ,i know quite well that you are sometimes as sweet as honey and as soft as butter4 ,for1 has not even ,theophilus said that whilst a man still lives among the vanities of time1 his covetousness1 his envy1 his pride1 and his wrath may be in a tolerable state1 and may help him to a mixture of peace and trouble2 these vices may have their gratifications as well as their torments4 ,no2 ,i do not trifle with you and with this serious matter so as to ask if you are full of malice at all times and to all men4 ,no4 ,for1 let a man be fortunate enough to be on your side2 let him pass over to your party2 let him become profitable to you2 let him be clever enough and mean enough to praise and to flatter you up to the top of your appetite for praise and flattery1 and1 no doubt1 you will love that man4 ,or1 if that is not exactly love1 at least it is no longer hate4 ,but let that man unfortunately be led to leave your party2 let him cease being profitable to you2 let him weary of flattering you with his praise2 let him forget you1 neglect you1 despise you1 and go against you1 and then look at your own heart4 ,do you care now to know what malice is8 ,well1 that is malice that distorts and rends your heart as often as you meet that man on the street or even pass by his door4 ,that is malice that dances in your eyes when you see his name in print4 ,that is malice with which you always break out when his name is mentioned in conversation4 ,that is malice that heats your heart when you suddenly recollect him in the multitude of your thoughts within you4 ,and you are in good company all the time4 ',we1 ourselves1' says ,paul to ,titus1 'we also at one time lived in malice and in envy4 ,we were hateful and we hated one another4' ',hateful1' ,goodwin goes on in his great book1 'every man is to another man more or less2 he is hated of another and he hateth another more or less2 and if his nature were let out to the full1 there is that in him1 every man is against every man1 as is said of ,ishmael4 ,homo homini lupus1' adds our brave preacher4 ,and ,abbe ,grou speaks out with the same challenge from the opposite church pole1 and says3 ',yes2 self-love makes us touchy1 ready to take offence1 ill-tempered1 suspicious1 severe1 exacting1 easily offended2 it keeps alive in our hearts a certain malignity1 a secret joy at the mortifications which befall our neighbour2 it nourishes our readiness to criticise1 our dislike at certain persons1 our ill-feeling1 our bitterness1 and a thousand other things prejudicial to charity4' #c4 ',myself is my own worst enemy1' says ,abbe ,grou4 ,that is to say1 we may have enemies who hate us more than we hate ourselves1 and enemies who would hurt us1 if they could1 as much as we hurt ourselves2 but the ,abbe's point is that they cannot4 ,and he is right4 ,no man has ever hurt me as ,i have hurt myself4 ,there are men who hate me so much that they would poison my life of all its peace and happiness if they could4 ,but they cannot4 ,they cannot2 but let them not be cast down on that account1 for there is one who can do1 and who will do as long as he lives1 what they cannot do4 ,a man's foes1 to be called foes1 are in his own house3 they are in his own heart4 ,let our enemies attend to their own peace and happiness1 and our self-love will do all1 and more than all1 that they would fain do4 ,at the most1 they and their ill-will can only give occasion to our self-love2 but it is our self-love that seizes upon the occasion1 and through it rends and distorts our own hearts4 ,and were our hearts only pure of self-love1 were our hearts only clothed with meekness and humility1 we could laugh at all the ill-will of our enemies as leviathan laughs at the shaking of a spear4 ',know thou1' says ,a ,kempis to his son1 'that the love of thyself doth do thee more hurt than anything in the whole world4' ,yes2 but we shall never know that by merely reading ,the ,imitation4 ,we must read ourselves4 ,we must study1 as we study nothing else1 our own rent and distorted hearts4 ,our own hearts must be our daily discovery4 ,we must watch the wounds our hearts take every day2 and we must give all our powers of mind to tracing all our wounds back to their true causes4 ,we must say3 'that sore blow came on my mind and on my heart from such and such a quarter1 from such and such a hand1 from such and such a weapon2 but this pain1 this rankling1 poisoned1 and ever-festering wound1 this sleepless1 gnawing1 cancerous sore1 comes from the covetousness1 the pride1 the envy1 and the wrath of my own heart4' ,when we begin to say that1 we shall then begin to understand and to love ,thomas2 we shall sit daily at his feet and shall be numbered among his sons4 #d4 ,and this suffering at our own hands goes on till at last the tables are completely turned against self-love1 and till what was once to us the dearest thing in the whole world becomes1 as ,pascal says1 the most hateful4 ,we begin life by hating the men1 and the things1 who hurt us4 ,we hate the men who oppose us and hinder us2 the men who speak1 and write1 and act1 and go in any way against us4 ,we bitterly hate all who humble us1 despise us1 trample upon us1 and in any way ill-use us4 ,but afterwards1 when we have become men1 men in experience of this life1 and1 especially1 of ourselves in this life2 after we gain some real insight and attain to some real skill in the life of the heart1 we come round to forgive those we once hated4 ,we have come now to see why they did it4 ,we see now exactly how much they hurt us after all1 and how little4 ,and1 especially1 we have come to see1--what at one time we could not have believed1--that all our hurt1 to be called hurt1 has come to us from ourselves4 ,and thus that great revolution of mind and that great revulsion of feeling and of passion has taken place1 after which we are left with no one henceforth to hate1 to be called hating1 but ourselves4 ,we may still continue to avoid our enemies1 and we may do that too long and too much2 we may continue to fear them and be on the watch against them far too much2 but to deliberately hate them is henceforth impossible4 ,all our hatred1--all our deliberate1 steady1 rooted1 active hatred1--is now at ourselves2 at ourselves1 that is1 so far and so long as we remain under the malignant and hateful dominion of self-love4 ,when ,butler gets our self-love restored to reasonableness1 and made coincident with virtue and part of the idea2 when our self-love becomes uniformly coincident with the principle of obedience to ,god's commands1 then we shall love ourselves as our neighbour1 and our neighbour as ourselves1 and both in ,god4 ,but1 till then1 there is nothing and no one on earth or in hell so hateful to us as ourselves and our own hateful hearts4 ,and if in that we are treading the winepress alone as far as our fellow-men are concerned1 all the more we have ,him with us in all our agony who wept over the heart of man because ,he knew what was in it1 and what must always come out of it4 ,evil thoughts1 ,he said1 and fornications1 and murders1 and thefts1 and covetousness1 and wickedness1 and deceit1 and an evil eye1 and pride1 and folly1 and what not4 ,and ,paul has the mind of ,christ with him in the text4 ,i do not need to repeat again the hateful words4 ,now1 what do you say8 was ,pascal beyond the truth1 was he deeper than the truth or more deadly than the truth when he said with a stab that self is hateful8 ,i think not4 #e4 ',oh that ,i were free1 then1 of myself1' wrote ,samuel ,rutherford from ,aberdeen in #afcg to ,john ,ferguson of ,ochiltree4 ',what need we all have to be ransomed and redeemed from that master-tyrant1 that cruel and lawless lord1 ourself6 ,even when ,i am most out of myself1 and am best serving ,christ1 ,i have a squint eye on myself4' ,and to the ,laird of ,cally in the same year and from the same place3 ',myself is the master idol we all bow down to4 ,every man blameth the devil for his sins1 but the house devil of every man that eateth with him and lieth in his bosom is himself4 ,oh blessed are they who can deny themselves6' ,and to the ,irish ministers the year after3 ',except men martyr and slay the body of sin in sanctified self-denial1 they shall never be ,christ's4 ,oh1 if ,i could but be master of myself1 my own mind1 my own will1 my own credit1 my own love1 how blessed were ,i6 ,but alas6 ,i shall die only minting and aiming at being a ,christian4' ,,chapter ,,viii--,,old ,,mr4 ,,prejudice1 ,,the ,,keeper ,,of ,,ear-,,gate1 ,,with ,,his ,,sixty ,,deaf ,,men ,,under ,,him ',are not ,abana and ,pharpar1 rivers of ,damascus1 better than all the waters of ,israel8'--,naaman4 ',can there any good thing come out of ,nazareth8'--,nathanael4 ' 4 4 observe these things without prejudice1 doing nothing by partiality4'--,paul4 ,old ,mr4 ,prejudice was well known in the wars of ,mansoul as an angry1 unhappy1 and ill-conditioned old churl4 ,old ,mr4 ,prejudice was placed by ,diabolus1 his master1 as keeper of the ward at the post of ,ear-gate1 and for that fatal service he had sixty completely deaf men put under him as his company4 ,men eminently advantageous for that fatal service4 ,eminently advantageous1--inasmuch as it mattered not one atom to them what was spoken in their ear either by ,god or by man4 #a4 ,now1 to begin with1 this churlish old man had already earned for himself a very evil name4 ,for what name could well be more full of evil memories and of evil omens than just this name of ,prejudice8 ,just consider what prejudice is4 ,prejudice1 when we stop over it and take it to pieces and look well at it1--prejudice is so bad and so abominable that you would not believe it could be so bad till you had looked at it and at how it acts in your own case4 ,for prejudice gives judgment on your case and gives orders for your execution before your defence has been heard1 before your witnesses have been called1 before your summons has been served1 ay1 and even before your indictment has been drawn out4 ,what a scandal and what an uproar a malfeasance of justice like that would cause if it were to take place in any of our courts of law6 ,only1 the thing is impossible2 you cannot even imagine it4 ,we shall have ,magna ,charta up before us in the course of these lectures4 ,well1 ever since ,magna ,charta was extorted from ,king ,john1 such a scandal as ,i have supposed has been impossible either in ,england or in ,scotland4 ,and that such cases should still be possible in ,russia and in ,turkey places those two old despotisms outside the pale of the civilised world4 ,and yet1 loudly as we all denounce the ,czar and the ,sultan1 eloquently as we boast over ,magna ,charta1 ,habeas ,corpus1 and what not1 every day you and ,i are doing what would cost an ,english king his crown1 and an ,english judge his head4 ,we all do it every day1 and it never enters one mind out of a hundred that we are trampling down truth1 and righteousness1 and fair- play1 and brotherly love4 ,we do not know what a diabolical wickedness we are perpetrating every day4 ,the best men among us are guilty of that iniquity every day1 and they never confess it to themselves2 no one ever accuses them of it2 and they go down to death and judgment unsuspicious of the discovery that they will soon make there4 ,you would not steal a stick or a straw that belonged to me2 but you steal from me every day what all your gold and mine can never redeem2 you murder me every day in my best and my noblest life4 ,you me1 and ,i you4 #b4 ,old ,mr4 ,prejudice4 ,now1 there is a golden passage in ,jonathan ,edwards's ,diary that all old men should lay well to heart and conscience4 ',i observe1' ,edwards enters1 'that old men seldom have any advantage of new discoveries1 because these discoveries are beside a way of thinking they have been long used to4 ,resolved1 therefore1 that1 if ever ,i live to years1 ,i will be impartial to hear the reasons of all pretended discoveries1 and receive them1 if rational1 how long soever ,i have been used to another way of thinking4 ,i am too dogmatical2 ,i have too much of egotism2 my disposition is always to be telling of my dislike and my scorn4' ,what a fine1 fresh1 fruitful1 progressive1 and peaceful world we should soon have if all our old and all our fast-ageing men would enter that extract into their diary6 ,how the young would then love and honour and lean upon the old2 and how all the fathers would always abide young and full of youthful life like their children6 ,then the righteous should flourish like the palm-tree2 he should grow like a cedar in ,lebanon4 ,they that be planted in the house of the ,lord shall flourish in the courts of our ,god4 ,they shall still bring forth fruit in old age2 they shall be fat and flourishing4 ,what a free scope would then be given to all ,god's unfolding providences1 and what a warm welcome to all ,his advancing truths6 ,what sore and spreading wounds would then be salved1 what health and what vigour would fill all the body political1 as well as all the body mystical6 ,may the ,lord turn the heart of the fathers to the children1 and the heart of the children to their fathers1 lest the earth be smitten with a curse6 #c4 ,mr4 ,prejudice was an old man2 and this also has been handed down about him1 that he was almost always angry4 ,and if you keep your eyes open you will soon see how true to the life that feature of old ,mr4 ,prejudice still is4 ,in every conversation1 discussion1 debate1 correspondence1 the angry man is invariably the prejudiced man2 and1 according to the age and the depth1 the rootedness and the intensity of his prejudices1 so is the ferocity and the savagery of his anger4 ,he has already settled this case that you are irritating and wronging him so much by your still insisting on bringing up4 ,it is a reproach to his understanding for you to think that there is anything to be said in that matter that he has not long ago heard said and fully answered4 ,has he not denounced that bad man and that bad cause for years8 ,you insult me1 sir1 by again opening up that matter in my presence4 ,he will have none of you or of your arguments either4 ,you are as bad yourself as that bad man is whose advocate you are4 ,we all know men whose hearts are full of coals of juniper1 burning coals of hate and rage1 just by reason of their ferocious prejudices4 ,hate is too feeble a word for their gnashing rage against this man and that cause1 this movement and that institution4 ,there is an absolutely murderous light in their eye as they work themselves up against the men and the things they hate4 ,charity rejoices not in iniquity2 but you will see otherwise ,christian and charitable men so jockeyed by the devil that they actually rejoice in iniquity and do not know what they are doing1 or who it is that is egging them on to do it4 ,you will see otherwise and at other times good men so full of the rage and madness of prejudice and partiality that they will storm at every report of goodness and truth and prosperity in the man1 or in the cause1 or in the church1 or in the party1 they are so demented against4 ,jockey is not the word4 ,there is the last triumph of pure devilry in the way that the prince of the devils turns old ,prejudice's very best things--his love of his fathers1 his love of the past1 his love of order1 his love of loyalty1 his love of the old paths1 and his very truest and best religion itself--into so much fat fuel for the fires of hate and rage that are consuming his proud heart to red-hot ashes4 ,if the light that is in us be darkness1 how great is that darkness2 and if the life that is in us be death1 how deadly is that death6 #d4 ,old1 angry1 and ill-conditioned4 ,ill-conditioned is an old-fashioned word almost gone out of date4 ,but1 all the same1 it is a very expressive1 and to us to-night a quite indispensable word4 ,an ill-conditioned man is a man of an in-bred1 cherished1 and confirmed ill- nature4 ,his heart1 which was a sufficiently bad heart to begin with1 is now so exercised in evil and so accustomed to evil1 that1--how can he be born again when he is so old and so ill-natured8 ,all the qualities1 all the passions1 all the emotions of his heart are out of joint2 their bent is bad2 they run out naturally to mischief4 ,now1 what could possibly be more ill-conditioned than to judge and sentence1 denounce and execute a man before you have heard his case8 ,what could be more ill-conditioned than positively to be afraid lest you should be led to forgive1 and redress1 and love1 and act with another man8 ,to be determined not to hear one word that you can help in his defence1 in his favour1 and in his praise8 ,could a human heart be in a worse state on this side hell itself than that8 ,nay1 that is hell itself in your evil heart already4 ,let prejudice and partiality have their full scope among the wicked passions of your ill-conditioned heart1 and lo6 the kingdom of darkness is already within you4 ,not1 lo1 here6 or1 lo1 there6 but within you4 ,look to yourselves1 says ,john to us all1 full as we all are of our own ill-conditions4 ,look to yourselves4 ,but we have no eyes left with which to see ourselves2 we look so much at the faults and the blames of our neighbour4 ',publius goes to church sometimes1 and reads the ,scriptures2 but he knows not what he reads or prays1 his head is so full of politics4 ,he is so angry at kings and ministers of state that he has no time nor disposition to call himself to account4 ,he has the history of all parliaments1 elections1 prosecutions1 and impeachments by heart1 and he dies with little or no religion1 through a constant fear of ,popery4' ,poor1 old1 ill-conditioned ,publius6 #e4 ,and1 then1 his sixty deaf men under old1 angry1 ill-conditioned ,prejudice4 ,we read of engines of sixty-horse power4 ,and here is a man with the power of resisting and shutting out the truth equal to that of sixty men like himself4 ,we all know such men2 we would as soon think of speaking to those iron pillars about a change of mind as we would to them4 ,if you preach to their prejudices and their prepossessions and their partialities1 they are all ears to hear you1 and all tongues to trumpet your praise4 ,but do not expect them to sit still with ordinary decency under what they are so prejudiced against2 do not expect them to read a book or buy a passing paper on the other side4 ,sixty deaf men hold their ears2 sixty ill-conditioned men hold their hearts4 ,habit with them is all the test of truth2 it must be right1 they've done it from their youth4 ,and thus they go on to the end of their term of life1 full of their own fixed ideas1 with their eyes full of beams and jaundices and darkness and death4 ,some people think that we take up too much of our time with newspapers in our day1 and that1 if things go on as they are going1 we shall soon have neither time nor taste for anything else but half a dozen papers a day4 ,but all that depends on the conditions with which we read4 ,if we would read as ,jonathan ,edwards read the weekly news- letters of his day2 if we read all our papers to see if the kingdom of ,god was coming in reply to our prayer2 if we read1 observing all things1 like ,timothy1 without prejudice or partiality1 then ,i know no better reading for an ill-conditioned heart begun to look to itself than just a good1 out-and-out party newspaper4 ,and if it is a church paper all the better for your purpose4 ,if you read with your fingers in your ears2 if you read with a beam in your eye1 you had better confine yourself in your reading2 if you feel that your prejudices are inflamed and your partiality is intensified1 then take care what paper you take in4 ,but if you read all you read for the love of the truth1 for justice1 for fair- play1 and for brotherly love1 and all that in yourself2 if you read all the time with your eyes on your own ill-conditioned heart1 then1 as ,james says1 count it all joy when you fall into divers temptations4 ,take up your political and ecclesiastical paper every morning1 saying to yourself1 ,go to1 ,o my heart1 and get thy daily lesson4 ,go to1 and enter thy cleansing and refining furnace4 ,go to1 and come well out of thy daily temptation4--,a nobler school you will not find anywhere for a prejudiced1 partial1 angry1 and ill-conditioned heart than just the party journals of the day4 ,for the abating of prejudice2 for seeing the odiousness of partiality1 and for putting on every day a fair1 open1 catholic1 ,christian mind1 commend me to the public life and the public journals of our living day4 ,and it is not that this man may be up and that man down2 this cause victorious and that cause defeated2 this truth vindicated and that untruth defeated1 that public life rolls on and that its revolutions are reported to us4 ,our own minds and our own hearts are the final cause1 the ultimate drift1 and the far-off end and aim of it all4 ,we are not made for party and for the partialities and prosperities of party2 party and all its passions and all its successes and all its defeats are made1 and are permitted to be made for us2 for our opportunity of purging ourselves free of all our ill-conditions1 of all our prejudices1 of all our partialities1 and of all the sin and misery that come to us of all these things4 #f4 ',it is the work of a philosopher1' says ,addison in one of his best ,spectators1 'to be every day subduing his passions and laying aside his prejudices4' ,we are not philosophers1 but we shall be enrolled in the foremost ranks of philosophy if we imitate such philosophers in their daily work1 as we must do and shall do4 ,well1 are we begun to do it8 ,are we engaged in that work of theirs and ours every day8 ,is ,god our witness and our judge that we are8 ,are we so engaged upon that inward work1 and so succeeding in it1 that we can read our most prejudiced newspaper with the same mind and spirit1 with the same profit and progress1 with which we read our ,bible8 ,a good man1 a humble man1 a man acutely sensible of his ill-conditions1 will look on every day as lost or won according as he has lost or won in this inward war4 ,if his partialities are dropping off his mind2 if his prejudices are melting2 if he can read books and papers with pleasure and instruction that once filled him with dark passions and angry outbursts2 if his ,calvinism lets him read ,thomas ,a ,kempis and ,jeremy ,taylor and ,william ,law2 if his ,high-,churchism lets him delight to worship ,god in an ,independent or a ,presbyterian church2 if his ,free-,churchism permits him to see the ,establishment reviving1 and his ,state-,churchism admits that the ,free ,churches have more to say to him than he had at one time thought2 if his ,toryism lets him take in a ,radical paper1 and his ,radicalism a ,unionist paper--then let him thank ,god1 for ,god is in all that though he knew it not4 ,and when he counts up his incalculable benefits at each return of the ,lord's table1 let him count up as not the least of them an open mind and a well-conditioned heart1 an unprejudiced mind1 and an impartial heart4 #g4 ,and now1 to conclude3 ,take old1 angry1 ill-conditioned ,prejudice1 his daily prayer3 ',my ,adorable ,god and ,creator6 ,thy ,holy ,church is by the wickedness of men divided into various communions1 all hating1 condemning1 and endeavouring to destroy one another4 ,i made none of these divisions1 nor am ,i any longer a defender of them4 ,i wish everything removed out of every communion that hinders the ,common ,unity4 ,the wranglings and disputings of whole churches and nations have so confounded all things that ,i have no ability to make a true and just judgment of the matters between them4 ,if ,i knew that any one of these communions was alone acceptable to ,thee1 ,i would do or suffer anything to make myself a member of it4 ,for1 my ,good ,god1 ,i desire nothing so much as to know and to love ,thee1 and to worship ,thee in the most acceptable manner4 ,and as ,i humbly presume that ,thou wouldst not suffer ,thy ,church to be thus universally divided1 if no divided portion could offer any worship acceptable unto ,thee2 and as ,i have no knowledge of what is absolutely best in these divided parts1 nor any ability to put an end to them2 so ,i fully trust in ,thy goodness1 that ,thou wilt not suffer these divisions to separate me from ,thy mercy in ,christ ,jesus2 and that1 if there be any better ways of serving ,thee than those ,i already enjoy1 ,thou wilt1 according to ,thine infinite mercy1 lead me into them1 ,o ,god of my peace and my love4' ,after this manner old1 angry1 ill-conditioned ,prejudice prayed every day till he died1 a little child1 in charity with all men1 and in acceptance with ,almighty ,god4 ,,chapter ,,ix--,,captain ,,anything ',i am made all things to all men 4 4 4 ,i please all men in all things4'--,paul ,captain ,anything came originally from the ancient town of ,fair-speech4 ,fair-speech had many royal bounties and many special privileges bestowed upon it1 and ,captain ,anything and his family had come to many titles and to great riches in that ancient1 loyal1 and honourable borough4 ,my ,lord ,turn-about1 my ,lord ,time-server1 my ,lord ,fair-speech 7from whose ancestors that town first took its name71 as also such well-known commoners as ,mr4 ,smooth-man1 ,mr4 ,facing-both-ways1 and ,mr4 ,two-tongues were all sprung with ,captain ,anything from the same ancient and long-established ancestry4 ,as to his religion1 from a child young ,anything had sat under the parson of the parish1 the same ,reverend ,two- tongues as has been mentioned above4 ,and our budding soldier followed the example of his minister in that he never strove too long against wind or tide1 or was ever to be seen on the same side of the street with ,religion when she was banished from court or had lost her silver slippers4 ,the crest of the ,anythings was a delicately poised weather- cock2 and the motto engraved around the gyrating bird ran thus3 ',our judgment always jumps according to the occasion4' ,as a military man1 ,captain ,anything is described in military books as a proper man1 and a man of courage and skill--to appearance4 ,he and his company under him were a sort of ,swiss guard in ,mansoul4 ,they held themselves open and ready for any master4 ,they lived not so much by religion or by loyalty as by the fates of worldly fortune4 ,in his secret despatches ,diabolus was wont to address ,captain ,anything as ,my ,darling2 and be sure you recruit your ,switzers well1 ,diabolus would say2 but when the real stress of the war came1 even ,diabolus cast ,captain ,anything off4 ,and thus it came about that when both sides were against this despised creature he had to throw down his arms and flee into a safe skulking place for his life4 #a4 ,in that half-papist1 half-atheistic country called ,france there is a class of politicians known by the name of ,opportunists4 ,they are a kind of public men that1 we are thankful to say1 are not known in ,protestant and ,evangelical ,england1 but they may be pictured out and described to you in this homely way3 ,an ,opportunist stands well out of the sparks of the fire1 and well in behind the stone wall1 till the fanatics for liberty1 equality1 and fraternity have snatched the chestnuts out of the fire1 and then the ,opportunist steps out from his safe place and blandly divides the well-roasted tid-bits among his family and his friends4 ,as long as there is any jeopardy1 the ,jacobins are denounced and held up to opprobrium2 but when the jeopardy and the risk are well past1 the sober- minded1 cautious1 conservative1 and responsible statesmen walk off with the portfolios of place and privilege and pay under their honest arms4 ,but these are the unprincipled papists and infidels of a mushroom republic2 and1 thank ,god1 such spurious patriotism1 and such sham and selfish statesmanship1 have not yet shown their miserable heads among faithful1 fearless1 straightforward1 and uncalculating ,englishmen4 ,at the same time1 if ever that continental vice should attack our national character1 we have two well-known essays in our ethical and casuistical literature that may with perfect safety be pitted against anything that either ,france or ,italy has produced4 ,even if they are but a master's irony1 let all ambitious men keep ,of ,cunning and ,of ,wisdom for a ,man's ,self under their pillow4 ,let all young men who would toady a great man2 let all young ministers who would tune their pulpit to king1 or court1 or society2 let all tradesmen and merchants who prefer their profits to their principles--if they have literature enough1 let them soak their honest minds in our great ,chancellor's sage counsels2 and he who promoted ,anything and dubbed him his ,darling1 he will1 no doubt1 publish both a post and a title on his birthday for you also4 #b4 ',what religion is he of8' asks ,dean ,swift4 ',he is an ,anythingarian1' is the answer1 'for he makes his self-interest the sole standard of his life and doctrine4' ,and ,archbishop ,leighton1 a very different churchman from the bitter author of the ,polite ,conversations1 is equally contemptuous toward the self-seeker in divine things4 ',your boasted peaceableness often proceeds from a superficial temper2 and1 not seldom1 from a supercilious disdain of whatever has no marketable use or value1 and from your utter indifference to true religion4 ,toleration is an herb of spontaneous growth in the soil of indifference4 ,much of our union of minds proceeds from want of knowledge and from want of affection to religion4 ,many who boast of their church conformity1 and that no one hears of their noise1 may thank the ignorance of their minds for that kind of quietness4' ,but by far the most powerful assault that ever was made upon lukewarmness in religion and upon self-seeking in the ,church was delivered by ,dante in the tremendous third canto of his ,inferno3-- ,various tongues1 ,horrible languages1 outcries of woe1 ,accents of anger1 voices deep and hoarse1 ,with hands together smote that swelled the sounds1 ,made up a tumult that for ever whirls ,round through that air with solid darkness stain'd1 ,like to the sand that in the whirlwind flies4 ,i then1 with error yet encompass'd1 cried1 ',o master6 ,what is this ,i hear8 ,what race ,are these1 who seem so overcome with woe8' ,he then to me3 ',this miserable fate ,suffer the wretched souls of those who lived ,without or praise or blame1 with that ill band ,of angels mixed1 who nor rebellious proved1 ,nor yet were true to ,god1 but for themselves ,were only4 ,mercy and ,justice scorn them both4 ,speak not of them1 but look and pass them by4' ,forthwith1 ,i understood for certain this the tribe ,of those ill spirits both to ,god displeasing ,and to ,his foes4 ,those wretches who ne'er lived1 ,went on in nakedness1 and sorely stung ,by wasps and hornets1 which bedewed their cheeks ,with blood1 that mix'd with tears dropp'd to their feet1 ,and by disgustful worms was gathered there4 #c4 ,now1 we must all lay it continually and with uttermost humiliation to heart that we all have ,captain ,anything's opportunism1 his self-interest1 his insincerity1 his instability1 and his secret deceitfulness in ourselves4 ,that man knows little of himself who does not despise and hate himself for his secret self-seeking even in the service of ,god4 ,for1 how the love of praise will seduce and corrupt this man1 and the love of gain that man6 ,how easy it is to flatter and adulate this man out of all his former opinions and his deepest principles1 and how an expected advantage will make that other man forget now an old alliance and now a deep antipathy6 ,how often the side we take even in the most momentous matters is decided by the most unworthy motives and the most contemptible considerations6 ,unstable as water1 ,reuben shall not excel4 ,double-minded men1 we1 like ,jacob's first-born1 are unstable in all our ways4 ,we have no anchor1 or1 what anchor we sometimes have soon slips4 ,we have no fixed pole-star by which to steer our life4 ,any will-o'-the-wisp of pleasure1 or advantage1 or praise will run us on the rocks4 ,the searchers of ,mansoul1 after long search1 at last lighted on ,anything1 and soon made an end of him4 ,seek him out in your own soul also4 ,be you sure he is somewhere there4 ,he is skulking somewhere there4 ,and1 having found him1 if you cannot on the spot make an end of him1 keep your eye on him1 and never say that you are safe from him and his company as long as you are in this soul-deceiving life4 ,and1 that ,anything will not be let enter the gates of the city you are set on seeking1 that will go largely to make that sweet and clean and truthful city your very heaven to you4 #d4 ',i am made all things to all men1 and ,i please all men in all things4' ,one would almost think that was ,captain ,anything himself1 in a frank1 cynical1 and self-censorious moment4 ,but if you will look it up you will see that it was a very different man4 ,the words are the words of ,anything1 but the heart behind the words is the heart of ,paul4 ,and this1 again1 teaches us that we should be like the ,messiah in this also1 not to judge after the sight of our eyes1 nor to reprove after the hearing of our ears4 ,miserable ,anything6 outcast alike of heaven and hell6 ,but1 ,o noble and blessed ,apostle6 the man1 says ,thomas ,goodwin1 who shall be found seated next to ,jesus ,christ ,himself in the kingdom of ,god4 ,happy ,paul3 happy even on this earth1 since he could say1 and in the measure he could say with truth and with sincerity1 such self-revelations as these3 ',unto the ,jews ,i am become as a ,jew that ,i might gain the ,jews2 to them that are under the law1 as under the law1 that ,i might gain them that are under the law4 ,to them that are without law1 as without law1 that ,i might gain them that are without law4 ,to the weak became ,i as weak1 that ,i might gain the weak2 ,i am made all things to all men1 that ,i might by all means save some4 ,giving none offence1 neither to the ,jews1 nor to the ,gentiles1 nor to the ,church of ,god4 ,even as ,i please all men in all things1 not seeking mine own profit1 but the profit of many1 that they may be saved4' ,noble words1 and inspiring to read4 ,yes3 but look within1 and think what ,paul must have passed through2 think what he must have been put through before he1--a man of like selfish passions as we are1 a man of like selfish passions as ,anything was1--could say all that4 ,let his crosses and his thorns2 his raptures up to the third heaven1 and his body of death that he bore about with him all his days2 let his magnificent spiritual gifts1 and his still more magnificent spiritual graces tell how they all worked together to make the chief of sinners out of the blameless ,pharisee1 and1 at the same time1 ,christ's own chosen vessel and the apostle of all the churches4 ,boasting about his patron apostle1 ,st4 ,augustine says3 ',far be it from so great an apostle1 a vessel elect of ,god1 an organ of the ,holy ,ghost1 to be one man when he preached and another when he wrote2 one man in private and another in public4 ,he was made all things to all men1 not by the craft of a deceiver1 but from the affection of a sympathiser1 succouring the diverse diseases of souls with the diverse emotions of compassion2 to the little ones dispensing the lesser doctrines1 not false ones1 but the higher mysteries to the perfect--all of them1 however1 true1 harmonious1 and divine4' ,the exquisite irony of ,socrates comes into my mind in this connection1 and will not be kept out of my mind4 ,by instinct as well as by art ,socrates mixed up the profoundest seriousness with the humorous affectation of qualities of mind and even of character the exact opposite of what all who loved him knew to be the real ,socrates4 ',intellectually1' says ,dr4 ,thomson1 'the acutest man of his age1 ,socrates represents himself in all companies as the dullest person present4 ,morally the purest1 he affects to be the slave of passion and borrows the language even of the lewd to describe a love and a good-will far too exalted for the comprehension of his contemporaries4 ,this irony of his disarmed ridicule by anticipating it2 it allayed jealousy and propitiated envy2 and it possibly procured him admission into gay circles from which a more solemn teacher would have been excluded4 ,but all the time it had for its basis a real greatness of soul1 a hearty and an unaffected disregard of public opinion1 a perfect disinterestedness1 and an entire abnegation of self4 ,he made himself a fool in order that fools by his folly might be made wise2 he humbled himself to the level of those among whom his work lay that he might raise some few among them to his own level2 he was all things to all men1 if by any means he might save some4 ,till ,alcibiades ends the splendid eloge that ,plato puts into his mouth with these words1 ,all my master's vice and stupidity and worship of wealthy and great men is counterfeit4 ,it is all but the ,silenus-mask which conceals the features of the god within2 for if you remove the covering1 how shall ,i describe to you1 my friends and boon companions1 the excellence of the beauty you will find within6 ,whether any of you have seen ,socrates in his serious mood1 when he has thrown aside the mask and disclosed the divine features beneath it1 is more than ,i know4 ,but ,i have seen them1 and ,i can tell you that they seemed to me glorious and marvellous1 and1 truly1 godlike in their beauty4' ,well1 now1 ,i gather out of all that this great lesson3 that it is1 to begin with1 a mere matter of temperament1 or what ,william ,law would call a mere matter of complexion and sensibility1 whether1 to begin with1 a man is hard1 and dry1 and narrow1 and stiff1 and proud1 and scornful1 and cruel2 or again1 whether he is soft and tender1 broad and open1 and full of sympathy and of the milk of human kindness4 ,at first1 and to begin with1 there is neither praise nor blame as yet in the matter4 ,a man is hard just as a stone is hard2 it is his nature4 ,or he is soft as clay is soft2 it is again his nature4 ,but1 inheriting such a nature1 and his inherited nature beginning to appear1 then is the time when the true man really begins to be made4 ,the bad man dwells in contentment1 and1 indeed1 by preference1 at home in his own hard1 proud1 scornful1 resentful heart2 or1 again1 in his facile1 fawning1 tide-waiting1 time- serving heart2 and thus he chooses1 accepts1 and prefers his evil fate1 and never seeks the help either of ,god or man to enable him to rise above it4 ,paul was not1 when we meet him first1 the sweet1 humble1 affable1 placable1 makeable man that he made himself and came to be after a lifetime of gospel-preaching and of adorning the gospel he preached4 ,and all the assistances and all the opportunities that came to ,paul are still coming to you and to me2 till1 whether naturally pliable and affectionate or the opposite1 we at last shall come to the temperament1 the complexion1 and the exquisite sensibility of ,paul himself4 ,are you1 then1 a hard1 stiff1 severe1 censorious1 proud1 angry1 scornful man8 ,or are you a too-easy1 too-facile man-pleaser and self-seeker1 being all things to all men that you may make use of all men8 ,are you8 ,then say so4 ,confess it to be so4 ,admit that you have found yourself out4 ,and reflect every day what you have got to do in life4 ,consider what a new birth you need and must have4 ,number your days that are left you in which to make you a new heart1 and a new nature1 and a new character4 ,consider well how you are to set about that divine work4 ,you have a minister1 and your minister is called a divine because by courtesy he is supposed to understand that divine work1 and to be engaged on it night and day in himself1 and in season and out of season among his people4 ,he will tell you how you are to make you a new heart4 ,or1 if he does not and cannot do that2 if he preaches about everything but that to a people who will listen to anything but that1 then your soul is not in his hands but in your own4 ,you may not be able to choose your minister1 but you can choose what books you are to buy1 or borrow1 and read4 ,and if there is not a minister within a hundred miles of you who knows his right hand from his left1 then there are surely some booksellers who will advise you about the classical books of the soul till you can order them for yourselves4 ,and thus1 if it is your curse and your shame to be as spongy1 and soapy1 and oily1 and slippery as ,anything himself2 if you choose your church and your reading with any originality1 sense1 and insight1 you need not fear but that you will be let live till you die an honest1 upright1 honourable1 fearless gentleman3 no timid friend to unfashionable truth1 as you are to-night1 but a man like ,thomas ,boston's ,ettrick elder1 who lies waiting the last trump under a gravestone engraven with this legend3 ,here lies a man who had a brow for every good cause4 ,only1 if you would have that written and read on your headstone1 you have no time to lose4 ,if ,i were you ,i would not sit another ,sabbath under a minister whose preaching was not changing my nature1 making my heart new1 and transforming my character2 no1 not though the ,queen herself sat in the same loft4 ,and ,i would leave the church even of my fathers1 and become anything as far as churches go1 if ,i could get a minister who held my face close and ever closer up to my own heart4 ,nor would ,i spend a shilling or an hour that ,i could help on any impertinent book1--any book that did not powerfully help me in the one remaining interest of my one remaining life3 a new nature and a new heart4 ,no1 not ,i4 ,no1 not ,i any more4 ,,chapter ,x--,,clip-,,promise ' 4 4 4 the promise made of none effect4'--,paul ,toward the end of the thirteenth century ,edward the ,first1 the ,english ,justinian1 brought a select colony of artists from ,italy to ,england and gave them a commission to execute their best coinage for the ,english ,mint4 ,deft and skilful as those artists were1 the work they turned out was but rude and clumsy compared with some of the gold and silver and copper coins of our day4 ,the ,florentine artists took a sheet of gold or of silver and divided the sheet up with great scissors1 and then they hammered the cut-out pieces as only a ,florentine hammerman could hammer them4 ,but1 working with such tools1 and working on such methods1 those goldsmiths and silversmiths1 with all their art1 found it impossible to give an absolutely equal weight and worth to every piece of money that they turned out4 ,for one thing1 their cut and hammered coins had no carved rims round their edges as all our gold and silver and even copper coinage now has4 ,and1 accordingly1 the clever rogues of that day soon discovered that it was far easier for them to take up a pair of shears and to clip a sliver of silver off the rough rim of a shilling1 or a shaving of gold off a sovereign1 than it was to take of their coats and work a hard day's work4 ,till to clip the coin of the realm soon became one of the easiest and most profitable kinds of crime4 ,in the time of ,elizabeth a great improvement was made in the way of coining the public money2 but it was soon found that this had only made matters worse4 ,for now1 side by side with a pure and unimpaired and full-valued currency1 and mingled up everywhere with it1 there was the old1 clipped1 debased1 and far too light gold and silver money2 till troubles arose in connection with the coinage and circulation of the country that can only be told by ,macaulay's extraordinarily graphic pen4 ',it may well be doubted1' ,macaulay says1 in the twenty-first chapter of his ,history of ,england1 'whether all the misery which has been inflicted on the ,english nation in a quarter of a century by bad ,kings1 bad ,ministers1 bad ,parliaments1 and bad ,judges was equal to the misery caused in a single year by bad crowns and bad shillings4 ,whether ,whigs or ,tories1 ,protestants or ,papists were uppermost1 the grazier drove his beasts to market1 the grocer weighed out his currants1 the draper measured out his broadcloth1 the hum of buyers and sellers was as loud as ever in the towns2 the cream overflowed the pails of ,cheshire2 the apple juice foamed in the presses of ,herefordshire2 the piles of crockery glowed in the furnaces of the ,trent1 and the barrows of coal rolled fast along the timber railways of the ,tyne4 ,but when the great instrument of exchange became thoroughly deranged all trade and all industry were smitten as with a palsy4 ,nothing could be purchased without a dispute4 ,over every counter there was wrangling from morning to night4 ,the employer and his workmen had a quarrel as regularly as ,saturday night came round4 ,on a fair day or a market day the clamours1 the disputes1 the reproaches1 the taunts1 the curses1 were incessant4 ,no merchant would contract to deliver goods without making some stipulation about the quality of the coin in which he was to be paid4 ,the price of the necessaries of life1 of shoes1 of ale1 of oatmeal1 rose fast4 ,the bit of metal called a shilling the labourer found would not go so far as sixpence4 ,one day ,tonson sends forty brass shillings to ,dryden1 to say nothing of clipped money4 ,the great poet sends them all back and demands in their place good guineas4 ,i expect1 he says1 good silver1 not such as ,i had formerly4 ,meanwhile1 at every session of the ,old ,bailey the most terrible example of coiners and clippers was made4 ,hurdles1 with four1 five1 six wretches convicted of counterfeiting or mutilating the money of the realm1 were dragged month after month up ,holborn ,hill4' ,but ,i cannot copy the whole chapter1 wonderful as the writing is4 ,suffice it to say that before the clippers could be rooted out1 and confidence restored between buyer and seller1 the greatest statesmen1 the greatest financiers1 and the greatest philosophers were all at their wits' end4 ,kings' speeches1 cabinet councils1 bills of ,parliament1 and showers of pamphlets were all full in those days of the clipper and the coiner4 ,all ,john ,locke's great intellect came short of grappling successfully with the terrible crisis the clipper of the coin had brought upon ,england4 ,carry all that1 then1 over into the life of personal religion1 after the manner of our ,lord's parables1 and after the manner of the ,pilgrim's ,progress and the ,holy ,war1 and you will see what an able and impressive use ,john ,bunyan will make of the shears of the coin-clippers of his day4 ,macaulay has but made us ready to open and understand ,bunyan4 ',after this1 my ,lord apprehended ,clip-,promise4 ,now1 because he was a notorious villain1 for by his doings much of the king's coin was abused1 therefore he was made a public example4 ,he was arraigned and judged to be set first in the pillory1 then to be whipped by all the children and servants in ,mansoul1 and then to be hanged till he was dead4 ,some may wonder at the severity of this man's punishment1 but those that are honest traders in ,mansoul they are sensible of the great abuse that one clipper of promises in little time may do in the town of ,mansoul2 and1 truly1 my judgment is that all those of his name and life should be served out even as he4' ,the grace of ,god is like a bullion mass of purest gold1 and then ,jesus ,christ is the great ingot of that gold1 and then ,moses1 and ,david1 and ,isaiah1 and ,hosea1 and ,paul1 and ,peter1 and ,john are the inspired artists who have commission to take both bullion and ingot1 and out of them to cut1 and beat1 and smelt1 and shape1 and stamp1 and superscribe the promises1 and then to issue the promises to pass current in the market of salvation like so many shekels1 and pounds1 and pence1 and farthings1 and mites1 as the case may be4 ,and it was just these royal coins1 imaged and superscribed so richly and so beautifully1 that ,clip-,promise so mutilated1 abused1 and debased1 till for doing so he was hanged by the neck till he was dead4 #a4 ,the very house of ,israel herself1 the very ,mint-house1 ,tower ,hill1 and ,lombard ,street of ,israel herself1 was full of false coiners and clippers of the promises2 as full as ever ,england was at her very worst4 ,israel clipped her ,messianic promises and lived upon the clippings instead of upon the coin4 ,her coming ,christ1 and ,his salvation already begun1 were the true spiritual currency of ,old ,testament times2 while round that central ,image of her great promise there ran an outside rim of lesser promises that all took their true and their only value from ,him whose image and superscription stood within4 ,but those besotted and infatuated men of ,israel1 instead of entering into and living by the great spiritual promises given to them in their ,messiah1 made lands1 and houses1 and meat1 and drink1 all the ,messiah they cared for4 ,matthew ,henry says that when we go to the merchant to buy goods1 he gives us the paper and the pack-thread to the bargain4 ,well1 those children and fools in ,israel actually threw away the goods and hoarded and boasted over the paper and the pack-thread4 ,our old ,scottish lawyers have made us familiar with the distinction in the church between spiritualia and temporalia4 ,well1 the ,jews let the spiritualia go to those who cared to take such things1 while they held fast to the temporalia4 ,and all that went on till ,his disciples had the effrontery to clip and coin under our ,lord's very eyes1 and even to ask ,him to hold the coin while they sharpened their shears4 ',o faithless and perverse generation6 ,how long shall ,i be with you8 ,how long shall ,i suffer you8 ,have ,i been so long with you1 and yet hast thou not known ,me1 ,philip8 ,o fools1 and slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have spoken6 ,and beginning at ,moses and all the prophets ,he expounded to them in all the ,scriptures the things concerning ,himself4' #b4 ,but those who live in glass houses must take care not to throw stones4 ,and thus the greatest fool in ,israel is safe from you and me4 ,for1 like them1 and just as if we had never read one word about them1 we bend our hearts and our children's hearts to things seen and temporal1 and then1 after things seen and temporal have all cast us off1 we begin to ask if there is any solace or sweetness for a cast-off heart in things unseen and eternal4 ,there are great gaps clipt out of our ,bibles that not ,god ,himself can ever print or paste in again4 ,look and see if half the ,book of ,proverbs1 for instance1 with all its noble promises to a godly youth1 is not clipt clean out of your dismembered ,bible4 ,that fine leaf also1 ',my son1 give ,me thine heart1' is clean gone out of the twenty- third chapter of the ,proverbs years and years ago4 ,as is the best part of the noble ,book of ,daniel1 and almost the whole of ,second ,timothy4 ',seek ye first the ,kingdom of ,god and ,his righteousness1 and meat and drink1 and wife and child shall be added unto you4' ,your suicidal shears have cut that golden promise for ever out of your ,sermon on the ,mount4 ,so much so that if any or all of these temporal mercies ever come to you1 they will come of pure and undeserved mercy1 for the time has long passed when you could plead any promise for them4 ,still1 there are two most excellent uses left to which you can even yet put your mangled and dismembered ,bible4 ,you can make a splendid use of its gaps and of its gashes1 and of those waste places where great promises at one time stood4 ,you can make a grand use even of those gaps if you will descend into them and draw out of them humiliation and repentance1 compunction1 contrition1 and resignation4 ,and this use also3 ,when you are moved to take some man who is still young into your confidence1 ask him to let you see his ,bible and then let him see yours1 and point out to him the rents and wounds and wilderness places in yours4 ,and thus1 by these two uses of a clipped-up and half-empty ,bible1 you may make gains that shall yet set you above those whose ,bibles of promises are still as fresh as when they came from ,god's own hand4 ,and ,samson said1 ,i will now put forth a riddle unto you3 ,out of the eater came forth meat1 and out of the strong came forth sweetness4 #c4 ',go out1' said the ,lord of ,mansoul1 'and apprehend ,clip-,promise and bring him before me4' ,and they did so4 ',go down to ,edinburgh to-night1 and go to the door of such and such a church1 and1 as he comes out arrest ,clip-the-,commandments1 for he has heard ,my word all this day again but will not do it4' ,where would you be by midnight if ,god rose up in anger and swore at this moment that your disobedient time should be no longer8 ,you would be speechless before such a charge1 for the shears are in your pocket at this moment with which you have clipped to pieces this ,sabbath- day3 shears red with the blood of the ,fourth ,commandment4 ,for1 when did you rise off your bed this resurrection morning8 ,and what did you do when you did rise8 ,what has your reading and your conversation been this whole ,lord's day8 ,how full your heart would have been of faith and love and holiness by this time of night had you not despised the ,lord of the ,sabbath1 and cast all ,his commandments and opportunities to you behind your back8 ,what private exercise have you had all day with your ,father who sees in secret8 ,how often have you been on your knees1 and where1 and how long1 and for what1 and for whom8 ,what work of mercy have you done to-day1 or determined to do to-morrow8 ,and so with all the divine commandments3 ,mosaic and ,christian1 legal and evangelical4 ,such as3 ,a tenth of all ,i have given to thee2 a covenant with a wandering eye2 a mouth once speaking evil1 is it now well watched8 not one vessel only1 but all the vessels of thy body sanctified till every thought and imagination is well under the obedience of ,christ4 ,lest ,his anger for all that begin to burn to-night1 make your bed with ,eli and ,samuel in ,his sanctuary to-night1 lest the avenger of the blood of the commandments leap out on you in your sleep6 #d4 ,the ,old ,serpent took with him the great shears of hell1 and clipped ',thou shalt surely die' out of the second chapter of ,genesis4 ,and the same enemy of mankind will clip all the terror of the ,lord out of your heart to-night again1 if he can4 ,and he will do it in this way1 if he can4 ,he will have some one at the church door ready and waiting for you4 ,as soon as the blessing is pronounced1 some one will take you by the arm and will entertain you with the talk you love1 or that you once loved1 till you will be ashamed to confess that there is any terror or turning to ,god in your heart4 ,no6 ,thou shalt not surely die1 says the serpent still4 ,why1 hast thou not trampled ,sabbaths and sermons past counting under thy feet8 ,what commandment1 laid on body or soul1 hast thou not broken1 and thou art still adding drunkenness to thirst1 and ,god doth not know6 ',the woman said unto the serpent1 ,we may not eat of it1 neither may we touch it1 lest we die4 ,and the serpent said unto the woman1 ,ye shall not surely die4' #e4 ,you must all have heard of ,clito1 who used to say that he desired no more time for rising and dressing and saying his prayers than about a quarter of an hour4 ,well1 that was clipping the thing pretty close1 wasn't it8 ,at the same time it must be admitted that a good deal of prayer may be got through in a quarter of an hour if you do not lose any moment of it4 ,especially in the first quarter of the day1 if you are expeditious enough to begin to pray before you even begin to dress4 ,and prayer is really a very strange experience4 ,there are things about prayer that no man has yet fully found out or told to any4 ,for one thing1 once well began it grows upon a man in a most extraordinary and unheard-of way4 ,this same ,clito for instance1 some time after we find him at his prayers before his eyes are open2 and then he keeps all morning making his bath1 his soap1 his towels1 his brushes1 and his clothes all one long artifice of prayer4 ,and that till there is not a single piece of his dressing-room furniture that is not ready to swear at the last day that its master long before he died had become a man full of secret prayer4 ,there is a fountain filled with blood6 he exclaims1 as he throws himself into his bath2 and ,jeremiah second and twenty-second he uses regularly to repeat to himself half a dozen times a day as he washes the smoke and dust of the city off his hands and face4 ,and then ,revelation third and eighteenth till his toilet is completed4 ,nay1 this same ,clito has come to be such a devotee to that he had at one time been so expeditious with1 that ,i have seen him forget himself on the street and think that his door was shut4 ,but there is really no use telling you all that about ,clito4 ,for1 till you try closet-prayer for yourself1 all that ,god or man can say to you on that subject will be water spilt on the ground4 ,all we can say is1 ,try it4 ,begin it4 ,some desperate day try it4 ,stop when you are on the way to the pond and try it4 ,stop when you are fastening up the rope and try it4 ,when the poison is moving in the cup1 stop1 shut your door first4 ,try ,god first4 ,see if ,he is still waiting4 ,and1 always after1 when the steel shears of a too early1 too crowded1 and far too exacting day are clipping you out of all time for prayer1 then what should you do8 ,what do you do when you simply cannot get your proper fresh air and exercise everyday8 ,do you not fall back on the plasticity and pliability of nature and take your air and exercise in large parcels8 ,you take a ride into the country two or three times a week4 ,or1 two afternoons a week you have ten miles alone if you cannot get a godly friend4 ,and then two or three times a year1 if you can afford it1 you climb an ,alp or a ,grampian every day for a week or a month2 and1 so gracious and so adaptable is human nature1 that1 what others get daily1 you get weekly1 or monthly1 or quarterly1 or yearly4 ,and1 though a soul is not to be too much presumed upon1 ,clito came to tell his friends that his soul could on occasion take in prayer and praise enough for a week in a single morning or afternoon1 and1 almost1 for a whole year in a good holiday4 ,as ,christ ,himself did when ,he said3 ,come away apart into a desert place and rest a while2 for there are so many people coming and going here that we have no time so much as to eat4 #f4 ,but ,i see ,i must clip off my last point with you1 which was to tell you what you already know only too well1 and that is1 what terrible shears a bad conscience is armed with1 and what havoc she makes at all ages of a poor sinner's ,bible4 ,but you can spare that head4 ,you can preach on that text to yourselves far better than all your ministers4 ,only1 take home with you these two lines ,i have clipped out of ,fraser of ,brea for you4 ,nothing in man1 he says to us1 is to be a ground of despair1 since the whole ground of all our hope is in ,christ alone4 ,christ's relation is always to men as they are sinners and not as they are righteous4 ,i came not to call the righteous1 but sinners to repentance4 ',tis with sinners1 then1 ,christ has to do4 ,nothing damns but unbelief2 and unbelief is just holding back from pressing ,god with this promise1 that ,christ came to save sinners4 ,this is a faithful saying1 and worthy of all acceptation1 and it is still to be found standing in the most clipped-up ,bible1 that ,christ ,jesus came into the world to save sinners2 of whom ,i am chief4 ,,chapter ,,xi--,,stiff ,,mr4 ,,loth-,,to-,,stoop ',thy neck is an iron sinew4'--,jehovah to the house of ,jacob4 ',king ,zedekiah humbled not himself1 but stiffened his neck4'--,the ,chronicles4 ',he humbled himself4'--,paul on our ,lord4 ,all ,john ,bunyan's ,characters1 ,situations1 and ,episodes are collected into this house to-night4 ,obstinate and ,pliable are here2 ,passion and ,patience2 ,simple1 ,sloth1 and ,presumption2 ,madame ,bubble and ,mr4 ,worldly- wiseman2 ,talkative and ,by-ends2 ,deaf ,mr4 ,prejudice is here also1 and1 sitting close beside him1 stiff ,mr4 ,loth-to-stoop2 while good old ,mr4 ,wet- eyes and young ,captain ,self-denial are not wholly wanting4 ,it gives this house an immense and an ever-green interest to me to see character after character coming trooping in1 ,sabbath evening after ,sabbath evening1 each man to see himself and his neighbour in ,john ,bunyan's so truthful and so fearless glass4 ,but it stabs me to the heart with a mortal stab to see how few of us out of this weekly congregation are any better men after all we come to see and to hear4 ,at the same time1 such a constant dropping will surely in time wear away the hardest rock4 ,let that so stiff old man1 then1 stiff old ,mr4 ,loth-to-stoop1 came forward and behold his natural face in ,john ,bunyan's glass again to-night4 ',lord1 is it ,i8' was a very good question1 though put by a very bad man4 ,let us1 one and all1 then1 put the traitor's question to ourselves to-night4 ,am ,i stiff old ,loth-to-stoop8--let every man in this house say to himself all through this service1 and then at home when reviewing the day1 and then all to-morrow when to stoop will be so loathsome and so impossible to us all4 #a4 ,to begin1 then1 at the very bottom of this whole matter1 take stiff old ,loth-to-stoop as a guilty sinner in the sight of ,god4 ,let us take this stiff old man in this dreadful character to begin with1 because it is in this deepest and most dreadful aspect of his nature and his character that he is introduced to us in the ,holy ,war4 ,and ,i shall stand aside and let ,john ,bunyan himself describe ,loth-to-stoop in the matter of his justification before ,god4 ',that is a great stoop for a sinner to have to take1' says our apostolic author in another classical place1 'a too great stoop to have to suffer the total loss of all his own righteousness1 and1 actually1 to have to look to another for absolutely everything of that kind4 ,that is no easy matter for any man to do4 ,i assure you it stretches every vein in his heart before he will be brought to yield to that4 ,what6 for a man to deny1 reject1 abhor1 and throw away all his prayers1 tears1 alms1 keeping of ,sabbaths1 hearing1 reading1 and all the rest1 and to admit both himself and them to be abominable and accursed1 and to be willing in the very midst of his sins to throw himself wholly upon the righteousness and obedience of another man6 ,i say to do that in deed and in truth is the biggest piece of the cross1 and therefore it is that ,paul calls it a suffering4 ,i have suffered the loss of all things that ,i might win ,christ1 and be found in ,him1 not having mine own righteousness4' ,that is ,john ,bunyan's characteristic comment on stiff old ,loth-to-stoop as a guilty sinner1 with the offer of a full forgiveness set before him4 #b4 ,and then our so truthful and so fertile author goes on to give us ,loth-to-stoop as a half-saved sinner2 a sinner1 that is1 trying to make his own terms with ,god about his full salvation4 ,through three most powerful pages we see stiff old ,loth-to-stoop engaged in beating down ,god's unalterable terms of salvation1 and in bidding for his full salvation upon his own reduced and easy terms4 ,it was the tremendous stoop of the ,son of ,god from the throne of ,god to the cradle and the carpenter's shop2 and then1 as if that were not enough1 it was that other tremendous stoop of ,his down to the ,garden and the ,cross1--it was these two so tremendous stoops of ,jesus ,christ that made stiff old ,loth-to-stoop's salvation even possible4 ,but1 with all that1 his true salvation was not possible without stoop after stoop of his own2 stoop after stoop which1 if not so tremendous as those of ,christ1 were yet tremendous enough1 and too tremendous1 for him4 ,old ,loth-to-stoop carries on a long and a bold debate with ,emmanuel in order to lessen the stoop that ,emmanuel demands of him2 and your own life and mine1 my brethren1 at their deepest and at their closest to our own heart1 are really at bottom1 like ,loth-to-stoop's life1 one long roup of salvation1 in which ,god tries to get us up to ,his terms and in which we try to get ,him down to our terms4 ,his terms are1 that we shall sell absolutely all that we have for the salvation of our souls2 and our terms are1 salvation or no salvation1 to keep all that we have and to seek every day for more4 ,god absolutely demands that we shall stoop to the very dust every day1 till we become the poorest1 the meanest1 the most despicable1 and the most hopeless of men2 whereas we meet that divine demand with the proud reply--,is ,thy servant a dog8 ,it was with this offended mind that stiff old ,loth-to-stoop at last left off from ,emmanuel's presence2 he would die rather than come down to such degrading terms4 ,and as ,loth-to-stoop went away1 ,emmanuel looked after him1 well remembering the terrible night when ,he ,himself was1 not indeed like ,loth-to-stoop1 nor near like him1 but when ,his own last stoop was so deep that it made ,him cry out1 ,father1 save ,me from this hour6 and again1 ,if it be possible let this so tremendous stoop pass from ,me4 ,for a moment ,emmanuel ,himself was loth to stoop1 but only for a moment4 ,for ,he soon rose from off ,his face in a bath of blood1 saying1 ,not ,my will1 but ,thine be done6 ,when ,thomas ,a ,kempis is negotiating with the ,loth-to-stoops of his unevangelical day1 we hear him saying to them things like this3 ',jesus ,christ was despised of men1 forsaken of ,his friends and lovers1 and in the midst of slanders4 ,he was willing1 under ,his ,father's will1 to suffer and to be despised1 and darest thou to complain of any man's usage of thee8 ,christ1 thy ,master1 had enemies and back-biters1 and dost thou expect to have all men to be thy friends and benefactors8 ,whence shall thy patience attain her promised crown if no adversity befall thee8 ,suffer thou with ,jesus ,christ1 and for ,his sake1 if thou wouldst reign with ,him4 ,set thyself1 therefore1 to bear manfully the cross of thy ,lord1 who1 out of love1 was crucified for thee4 ,know for certain that thou must lead a daily dying life4 ,and the more that thou diest to thyself all that the more shalt thou live unto ,god4' ,with many such words as these did ,thomas teach the saints of his day to stoop to their daily cross2 a daily cross then1 which has now been for long to him and to them an everlasting crown4 #c4 ,and speaking of ,a ,kempis1 and having lately read some of his most apposite chapters1 such as that on the ,holy ,fathers and that on ,obedience and ,subjection1 leads me on to look at ,loth-to-stoop when he enters the sacred ministry1 as he sometimes does4 ,when a half-converted1 half-subdued1 half-saved sinner gets himself called to the sacred ministry his office will either greatly hasten on his salvation1 or else it will greatly hinder and endanger it4 ,he will either stoop down every day to deeper and ever deeper depths of humility1 or he will tower up in pride of office and in pride of heart past all hope of humility1 and thus of salvation4 ,the holy ministry is a great nursing-house of pride as we see in a long line of popes1 and prelates1 and priests1 and other lords over ,god's heritage4 ,and our own ,presbyterian polity1 while it hands down to us the simplicity1 the unity1 the brotherhood1 and the humility of the apostolic age1 at the same time leaves plenty of temptation and plenty of opportunity for the pride of the human heart4 ,our preaching and pastoral office1 when it is aright laid to our hearts1 will always make us the meekest and the humblest of men1 even when we carry the most magnificent of messages4 ,but when our own hearts are not right the very magnificence of our message1 and the very authority of our ,master1 become all so many subtle temptations to pride1 pique1 self-importance1 and lothness-to-stoop4 ,with so much still to learn1 how slow we ministers are to stoop to learn6 ,how still we stand1 and even go back1 when all other men are going forward6 ,how few of us have made the noble resolution of ,jonathan ,edwards3 ',resolved1' he wrote1 'that1 as old men have seldom any advantage of new discoveries because these are beside a way of thinking they have been long used to3 resolved1 therefore1 if ever ,i live to years1 that ,i shall be impartial to hear the reasons of all pretended discoveries1 and to receive them1 if rational how long soever ,i have been used to another way of thinking4' ,let all ministers1 then1 young and old1 resolve to stoop with ,jonathan ,edwards1 who shines1 in his life and in his works1 like the cherubim with knowledge1 and burns like the seraphim with love4 ,and then1 when1 not having so resolved1 our thin vein of youthful knowledge and experience has been worked to the rock2 when grey hairs are here and there upon us1 how slow we are to stoop to that6 ,how unwilling we are to let it light on our hearts that our time is past2 that we are no longer able to understand1 or interest1 or attract the young2 and1 besides1 that that is not all their blame1 no1 nor ours either1 but simply the order and method of ,divine ,providence4 ,how slow we are to see that ,divine ,providence has other men standing ready to take up our work if we would only humbly lay it down2--how loth we are to stoop to see all that6 ,how unwilling we are to make up our minds1 we old and ageing ministers1 and to humble our hearts to accept an assistant or to submit to a colleague to stand alongside of us in our unaccomplished work6 #d4 ,in public life also1 as we call it1 what disasters to the state1 to the services1 and to society1 are constantly caused by this same ,loth-to- stoop6 ,when he holds any public office2 when he becomes the leader of a party2 when he is promoted to be an adviser of the ,crown2 when he is put at the head of a fleet of ships1 or of an army of men1 what untold evils does ,loth-to-stoop bring both on himself and on the nation6 ,an old statesman will have committed himself to some line of legislation or of administration2 a great captain will have committed himself to some manoeuvre of a squadron or of a division1 or to some plan of battle1 and some subordinate will have discovered the error his leader has made1 and will be bold to point it out to him4 ,but stiff old ,loth-to-stoop has taken his line and has passed his word4 ,his honour1 as he holds it1 is committed to this announced line of action2 and1 if the ,crown itself should perish before his policy1 he will not stoop to change it4 ,how often you see that in great affairs as well as in small4 ,how seldom you see a public man openly confessing that he has hitherto all along been wrong1 and that he has at last and by others been set right4 ,not once in a generation4 ,but even that once redeems public life2 it ennobles public life2 and it saves the nation and the sovereign who possess such a true patriot4 ,consistency and courage1 independence and dignity1 are high- sounding words2 but openness of mind1 teachableness1 diffidence1 and humility always go with true nobility as well as with ultimate success and lasting honour4 ,,chapter ,,xii--,,that ,,varlet ,,ill-,,pause1 ,,the ,,devil',s ,,orator ',i made haste and delayed not4'--,david4 ,john ,bunyan shall himself introduce1 describe1 and characterise this varlet1 this devil's ally and accomplice1 this ancient enemy of ,mansoul1 whose name is ,ill-pause4 ,well1 this same ,ill-pause1 says our author1 was the orator of ,diabolus on all difficult occasions1 nor took ,diabolus any other one with him on difficult occasions1 but just ,ill-pause alone4 ,and always when ,diabolus had any special plot a-foot against ,mansoul1 and when the thing went as ,diabolus would have it go1 then would ,ill-pause stand up1 for he was ,diabolus his orator4 ,when ,mansoul was under siege of ,emmanuel his four noble captains sent a message to the men of the town that if they would only throw ,ill-pause over the wall to them1 that they might reward him according to his works1 then they would hold a parley with the city2 but if this varlet was to be let live in the city1 then1 why1 the city must see to the consequences4 ,at which ,diabolus1 who was there present1 was loth to lose his orator1 because1 had the four captains once laid their fingers on ,ill-pause1 be sure his master had lost his orator4 ,and1 then1 in the last assault1 we read that ,ill-pause1 the orator that came along with ,diabolus1 he also received a grievous wound in the head1 some say that his brain-pan was cracked4 ,this1 at any rate1 ,i have taken notice of1 that never after this was he able to do that mischief to ,mansoul as he had done in times past4 ,and then there was also at ,eye-gate that ,ill-pause of whom you have heard before4 ,the same was he that was orator to ,diabolus4 ,he did much mischief to the town of ,mansoul1 till at last he fell by the hand of the ,captain ,good- hope4 #a4 ,well1 to begin with1 this ,ill-pause was a filthy ,diabolonian varlet2 a treacherous and a villainous old varlet1 the author of the ,holy ,war calls him4 ,now1 what is a varlet8 ,well1 a varlet is just a broken-down old valet4 ,a varlet is a valet who has come down1 and down1 and down1 and down again in the world1 till1 from once having been the servant and the trusty friend of the very best of masters1 he has come to be the ally and accomplice of the very worst of masters4 ,his first name1 the name of his first office1 still sticks to him1 indeed2 but1 like himself1 and with himself1 his name has become depraved and corrupted till you would not know it4 ,a varlet1 then1 is just short and sharp for a scoundrel who is ready for anything2 and the worse the thing is the more ready he is for it4 ,there are riff-raff and refuse always about who are ready to volunteer for any filibustering expedition2 and that full as much for the sheer devilry of the enterprise as for any real profit it is to be to themselves4 ,wherever mischief is to be done1 there your true varlet is sure to turn up4 ,well1 just such a land-shark was this ,ill-pause1 who was such an ally and accomplice to ,diabolus that he had need for no other4 ,what possible certificate in evil could exceed this--that the devil took not any with him when he went out on his worst errand but this same ,ill-pause1 who was his orator on all his most difficult occasions8 #b4 ,ill-pause was a varlet1 then1 and he was also an orator4 ,now1 an orator1 as you know1 is a great speaker4 ,an orator is a man who has the excellent and influential gift of public speech4 ,and on great occasions in public life when people are to be instructed1 and impressed1 and moved1 and won over1 then the great orator sets up his platform4 ,quintilian teaches us in his ,institutes that it is only a good man who can be a really great orator4 ,what would that fine writer have said had he lived to read the ,holy ,war1 and seen the most successful of all orators that ever opened a mouth1 and who was all the time a diabolical old varlet8 ,what would the author of ,the ,education of an ,orator have said to that8 ,diabolus did not on every occasion bring up his great orator ,ill-pause4 ,he did not always come up himself1 and he did not always send up ,ill-pause4 ,it was only on difficult occasions that both ,diabolus and his orator also came up4 ,you do not hear your great preachers every ,sabbath4 ,they would not long remain great preachers1 and you would soon cease to pay any attention to them1 if they were always in the pulpit4 ,neither do you have your great orators at every street corner4 ,their masters only build theatres for them when some great occasion arises in the land1 and when the best wisdom must straightway be spoken to the people and in the best way4 ,then you bring up ,quintilian's orator if you have him at your call4 ,as ,diabolus has done from time to time with his great and almost always successful orator ,ill-pause4 ,on difficult occasions he came himself on the scene and ,ill-pause with him4 ,on such difficult occasions as in the ,garden of ,eden2 as when ,noah was told to make haste and build an ark2 as also when ,abraham was told to make haste and leave his father's house2 when ,jacob was bid remember and pay the vow he had made when his trouble was upon him2 as also when ,joseph had to flee for what was better than life2 and on that memorable occasion when ,david sent ,joab out against ,rabbah1 but ,david tarried still at ,jerusalem4 ,on all these essential1 first-class1 and difficult occasions the old serpent brought up ,ill-pause4 ,as also when our ,lord was in the wilderness2 when ,he set ,his face to go up to ,jerusalem2 when ,he saw certain ,greeks among them that came up to the passover2 as also again and again in the ,garden4 ,as also on crucial occasions in your own life4 ,as when you had been told not to eat1 not to touch1 and not even to look at the forbidden fruit1 then ,ill-pause1 the devil's orator1 came to you and said that it was a tree to be desired4 ,and1 you shall not surely die4 ,as also when you were moved to terror and to tears under a ,sabbath1 or under a sermon1 or at some death-bed1 or on your own sick- bed--,ill-pause got you to put off till a more convenient season your admitted need of repentance and reformation and peace with ,god4 ,on such difficult occasions as these the devil took ,ill-pause to help him with you1 and the result1 from the devil's point of view1 has justified his confidence in his orator4 ,when ,ill-pause gets his new honours paid him in hell2 when there is a new joy in hell over another sinner that has not yet repented1 your name will be heard sounding among the infernal cheers4 ,just think of your baptismal name and your pet name at home giving them joy to-night at their supper in hell6 ,and yet one would not at first sight think that such triumphs and such toasts1 such medals1 and clasps1 and garters were to be won on earth or in hell just by saying such simple- sounding and such commonplace things as those are for which ,ill-pause receives his decorations4 ',take time1' he says4 ',yes1' he admits1 'but there is no such hurry2 to-morrow will do2 next year will do2 after you are old will do quite as well4 ,the darkness shall cover you1 and your sin will not find you out4 ,christ died for sin1 and it is a faithful saying that ,his blood will cleanse you later on from all this sin4' ,everyday and well-known words1 indeed1 but a true orator is seen in nothing more than in this1 that he can take up what everybody knows and says1 and put it so as to carry everybody captive4 ,one of ,quintilian's own orators has said that a great speaker only gives back to his hearers in flood what they have already given to him in vapour4 #c4 ',i was always pleased1' says ,calvin1 'with that saying of ,chrysostom1 ,the foundation of our philosophy is humility2 and yet more pleased with that of ,augustine3 ,as1 says he1 the rhetorician being asked1 ,what was the first thing in the rules of eloquence8 he answered1 ,pronunciation2 what was the second8 ,pronunciation2 what was the third8 and still he answered1 ,pronunciation4 ,so if you would ask me concerning the precepts of the ,christian religion1 ,i would answer1 firstly1 secondly1 thirdly1 and for ever1 ,humility4' ,and when ,ill-pause opened his elocutionary school for the young orators of hell1 he is reported to have said this to them in his opening address1 ',there are only three things in my school1' he said2 'three rules1 and no more to be called rules4 ,the first is ,delay1 the second is ,delay1 and the third is ,delay4 ,study the art of delay1 my sons2 make all your studies to tell on how to make the fools delay4 ,only get those to whom your master sends you to delay1 and you will not need to envy me my laurels2 you will soon have a shining crown of your own4 ,get the father to delay teaching his little boy how to pray4 ,get him on any pretext you can invent to put off speaking in private to his son about his soul4 ,get him to delegate all that to the minister4 ,and then by hook or by crook get that son as he grows up to put off the ,lord's ,supper4 ,and after that you will easily get him to put off purity and prayer till he is a married man and at the head of a house4 ,only get the idea of a more convenient season well into their heads1 and their game is up1 and your spurs are won4 ,take their arm in yours1 as ,i used to do1 at their church door1 if you are posted there1 and say to them as they come out that to-morrow will be time enough to give what they had thought of giving while they were still in their pew and the minister or missionary was still in the pulpit4 ,only1 as you value your master's praises and the applause of all this place1 keep them1 at any cost1 from striking while the iron is hot4 ,let them fill their hearts1 and their mouths too1 if it gives them any comfort1 with the best intentions2 only1 my scholars1 remember that the beginning and middle and end of your office is by hook or by crook to secure delay4' ,and a great crop of young orators sprang up ready for their work under that teaching and out of the persuasionary school of ,ill-pause4 ,in fine1 ,mansoul desired some time in which to prepare its answer4' ,there are many men among ourselves who have been bedevilled out of their best life1 out of the salvation of their souls1 and out of all that constitutes and accompanies salvation now for many years4 ,and still their sin-deceived hearts are saying to them to-night1 ,take time6 ,for many years1 every new year1 every birthday1 and1 for a long time1 every ,communion-day1 they were just about to be done with their besetting sin2 and now all the years lie behind them1 one long downward road all paved1 down to this ,sabbath night1 with the best intentions4 ,and1 still1 as if that were not enough1 that same varlet is squat at their ear4 ,well1 my very miserable brother1 you have long talked about the end of an old year and the beginning of a new year as being your set time for repentance and for reformation4 ,let all the weight of those so many remorseful years fall on your heart at the close of this year1 and at last compel you to take the step that should have been taken1 oh6 so many unhappy years ago6 ,go straight home then1 to-night1 shut your door1 and1 after so many desecrated ,sabbath nights1 ,god will still meet you in your secret chamber4 ,as soon as you shut your door ,god will be with you1 and you will be with ,god4 ,with ,,god6 ,think of it1 my brother1 and the thing is done4 ,with ,,god6 ,and then tell ,him all4 ,and if any one knocks at your door1 say that there is ,some ,one with you to-night1 and that you cannot come down4 ,and continue till you have told it all to ,god4 ,he knows it all already2 but that is one of ,ill-pause's sophistries still in your heart4 ,tell your ,father it all4 ,tell ,him how many years it is4 ,tell ,him all that you so well remember over all those wild1 miserable1 mad1 remorseful years4 ,tell ,him that you have not had one really happy1 one really satisfied day all those years1 and tell ,him that you have spent all1 and are now no longer a young man2 youth and health and self-respect and self-command are all gone1 till you are a shipwreck rather than a man4 ,and tell ,him that if ,he will take you back that you are to-night at ,his feet4 #d4 ',we seldom overcome any one vice perfectly1' complains ,a ,kempis4 ,and1 again1 ',if only every new year we would root out but one vice4' ,well1 now1 what do you say to that1 my true and very brethren8 ,what do you say to that8 ,here we are1 by ,god's grace and long-suffering to usward1 near the end of another year1 another vicious year2 and why have we been borne with through so many vicious years but that we should now cease from vice and begin to learn virtue8 ,why are we here over ,ill-pause this ,sabbath night8 ,why1 but that we should shake off that varlet liar before another new year4 ,that is the whole reason why we have been spared to see this ,sabbath night4 ,god decreed it for us that we should have this text and this discourse here to-night1 and that is the reason why you and ,i have been so unaccountably spared so long4 ,let us select one vice for the axe then to-night1 and give ,god in heaven the satisfaction of seeing that ,his long-suffering with us has not been wholly in vain4 ,let us lay the axe at one vice from this night4 ,and what one from among so many shall it be8 ,what is the mockery of preaching if a preacher does not practise8 ,and1 accordingly1 ,i have selected one vice out of my thicket for next year4 ,will you do the same8 ,the secret of the ,lord is with them that fear ,him4 ,just make your selection and keep it to yourself1 at least till you are able this time next year to say to us--,come1 all ye that fear ,god1 and ,i will tell you what ,he hath done for my soul4 ,yes1 come on1 and from this day all your days on earth1 and all the days of eternity1 you will thank ,god for ,john ,bunyan and his ,holy ,war and his ,ill-pause4 ,make your selection1 then1 for your new axe4 ,attack some one sin at this so auspicious season4 ,swear before ,god1 and unknown to all men--swear sure death1 and that without any more delay1 to that selected sin4 ,never once1 all your days1 do that sin again4 ,determine never once to do it again4 ,determine that by prayer1 by secret1 and at the same time outspoken1 prayer on your knees4 ,determine it by faith in the cleansing blood and renewing spirit of ,jesus ,christ4 ,determine it by fear of instant death1 and by sure hope of everlasting life4 ,determine it by reasons1 and motives1 and arguments1 and encouragements known to no- one but yourself1 and to be suspected by no human being4 ,name the doomed sin4 ,denounce it4 ,execrate it4 ,execute it4 ,draw a line across your short and uncertain life1 and say to that besetting and presumptuous sin1 ,hitherto1 and no further6 ,do not say you cannot do it4 ,you can if you only will4 ,you can if you only choose4 ,and smiting down that one sin will loosen and shake down the whole evil fabric of sin4 ,breaking but that one link will break the whole of ,satan's snare and evil fetter4 ,here is ,a ,kempis's forest of vices out of which he hewed down one every year4 ,restless lust1 outward senses1 empty phantoms1 always longing to get1 always sparing to give1 careless as to talk1 unwilling to sit silent1 eager for food1 wakeful for news1 weary of a good book1 quick to anger1 easy of offence at my neighbour1 and too ready to judge him1 too merry over prosperity1 and too gloomy1 fretful1 and peevish in adversity2 so often making good rules for my future life1 and coming so little speed with them all1 and so on4 ,and1 in facing even such a terrible thicket as that1 let not even an old man absolutely despair4 ,at forty1 at sixty1 at threescore and ten1 let not an old penitent despair4 ,only take axe in hand and see if the sun does not stand still upon ,gibeon1 and the moon in the valley of ,ajalon till you have avenged yourself on your enemies4 ,and always when you stop to wipe your brow1 and to whet the edge of your axe1 and to wet your lips with water1 keep on saying things like those of another great sinner deep in his thicket of vice1 say this3 ,o ,god1 he said1 ,thou hast not cut off as a weaver my life1 nor from day even to night hast ,thou made an end of me4 ,but ,thou hast vouchsafed to me life and breath even to this hour from childhood1 youth1 and hitherto even unto old age4 ,he holdeth our soul in life1 and suffereth not our feet to slide1 rescuing me from perils1 sicknesses1 poverty1 bondage1 public shame1 evil chances2 keeping me from perishing in my sins1 and waiting patiently for my full conversion4 ,glory be to ,thee1 ,o ,lord1 glory to ,thee1 for ,thine incomprehensible and unimaginable goodness toward me of all sinners far and away the most unworthy4 ,the voices and the concert of voices of angels and men be to ,thee2 the concert of all thy saints in heaven and of all ,thy creatures in heaven and on earth2 and of me1 beneath their feet an unworthy and wretched sinner1 ,thy abject creature2 my praise also1 now1 in this day and hour1 and every day till my last breath1 and till the end of this world1 and then to all eternity1 where they cease not saying1 ,to ,him who loved us1 ,amen6 ,,chapter ,,xiii--,,mr4 ,,penny-,,wise-,,and-,,pound-,,foolish1 ,,and ,,mr4 ,,get-,i'-,,the-,,hundred-,,and-,,lose-, i'-,,the-,,shire ',for1 what shall it profit a man1 if he shall gain the whole world1 and lose his own soul8'--,our ,lord4 ,this whole world is the penny1 and our own souls are the pound4 ,this whole world is the hundred1 while heaven itself is the shire4 ,and the question this evening is1 ,are we wise in the penny and foolish in the pound8 ,and1 are we getting in the hundred and losing in the shire8 #a4 ,well1 then1 to begin at the beginning1 we are already begun to be penny-wise and pound-foolish with our children when we are so particular with them about their saying their little prayers night and morning1 while all the time we are so inattentive and so indolent to explain to them how they are to pray1 what they are to pray for1 and how they are to wait and how long they are to wait for the things they pray for4 ,then1 again1 we are penny-wise and pound-foolish with our children when we train them up into all the proprieties and etiquettes of family and social life1 and at the same time pay so little attention to their inward life of opening thought and quickening desire and awakening passion4 ,when we are so eager also for our children to be great with great people1 without much regard to the moral and religious character of those great people1 then again we are like a man who may be wise for a penny1 but is certainly a fool for a pound4 ,when we prefer the gay and the fashionable world to the intellectual1 the religious1 and the philanthropical world for our children1 then we lose both the penny and the pound as well4 ,almost as much as we do when we accept the penny of wealth and station and so-called connection for a son or a daughter1 in room of the pound of character1 and intelligence1 and personal religion4 ,then1 again1 even in our own religious life we are ourselves often and notoriously wise in the penny and foolish in the pound4 ,as1 for instance1 when we are so scrupulous and so conscientious about forms and ceremonies1 about times and places1 and so on4 ,in short1 the whole ritual that has risen up around spiritual religion in all our churches1 from that of the ,pope himself out to that of ,george ,fox--it is all the penny rather than the pound4 ,this rite and that ceremony2 this habit and that tradition2 this ancient and long-established usage1 as well as that new departure and that threatened innovation2--it is all1 at its best1 always the penny and never the pound4 ,satan busied me about the lesser matters of religion1 says ,james ,fraser of ,brea1 and made me neglect the more substantial points4 ,he made me tithe to ,god my mint1 and my anise and my cummin1 and many other of my herbs1 to my all but complete neglect of justice and mercy and faith and love4 ,whether there are any of the things that ,brea would call mint and anise and cummin that are taking up too much of the time of our controversially-minded men in all our churches1 highland and lowland1 to-day is a matter for humbling thought4 ,labour1 my brethren1 for yourselves1 at any rate1 to get yourselves into that sane and sober habit of mind that instantly and instinctively puts all mint and all cummin of all kinds into the second place1 and all the weightier matters1 both of law and of gospel1 into the first place4 ,i wasted myself on too nice points1 laments ,brea in his deep1 honest1 clear- eyed autobiography4 ,i did not proportion my religious things aright4 ,the laird of ,brea does not say in as many words that he was wise in the penny and foolish in the pound1 but that is exactly what he means4 ,then1 again1 the narrowness1 the partiality1 the sickliness1 and the squeamishness of our consciences1--all that makes us to be too often penny-wise and pound-foolish in our religious life4 ,a well-instructed1 thoroughly wise1 and well-balanced conscience is an immense blessing to that man who has purchased such a conscience for himself4 ,there is an immense and a criminal waste of conscience that goes on among some of our best ,christian people through the want of light and space1 room1 and breadth1 and balance in their consciences4 ,we are all pestered with people every day who are full of all manner of childish scrupulosity and sickly squeamishness in their ill-nourished1 ill-exercised consciences4 ,as long as a man's conscience is ignorant and weak and sickly it will1 it must1 spend and waste itself on the pennyworths of religion and' morals instead of the pounds4 ,it will occupy and torture itself with points and punctilios1 jots and tittles1 to the all but total oblivion1 and to the all but complete neglect1 of the substance and the essence of the ,christian mind1 the ,christian heart1 and the ,christian character4 ,the washing of hands1 of cups1 and of pots1 was all the conscience that multitudes had in our ,lord's day2 and multitudes in our day scatter and waste their consciences on the same things4 ,a good man1 an otherwise good and admirable man1 will absolutely ruin and destroy his conscience by points and scruples and traditions of men as fatally as another will by a life of debauchery4 ,some old and decayed ecclesiastical rubric2 some absolutely indifferent form in public worship2 some small casuistical question about a creed or a catechism2 some too nice point of confessional interpretation2 the mint and anise and cummin of such matters will fill and inflame and poison a man's mind and heart and conscience for months and for years1 to the total destruction of all that for which churches and creeds exist2 to the total suspense1 if not the total and lasting destruction1 of sobriety of mind1 balance and breadth of judgment1 humility1 charity1 and a hidden and a holy life4 ,the penny of a perverted1 partial1 and fanaticised conscience has swallowed up the pound of instruction1 and truth1 and justice1 and brotherly love4 #b4 ',nor is the man with the long name at all inferior to the other1' said ,lucifer1 in laying his infernal plot against the peace and prosperity of ,mansoul4 ,now1 the man with the long name was just ,mr4 ,get- i'-the-hundred-and-lose-i'-the-shire4 ,a hundred in the old county geography of ,england was a political subdivision of a shire1 in which five score freemen lived with their freeborn families4 ,a county or a shire was described and enumerated by the poll-sheriff of that day as containing so many enfranchised hundreds2 and the total number of hundreds made up the political unity of the shire4 ,to this day we still hear from time to time of the ',chiltern ,hundreds1' which is a division of ,buckinghamshire that belongs1 along with its political franchise1 to the ,crown1 and which is utilised for ,crown purposes at certain political emergencies4 ,this proverb1 then1 to get i' the hundred and lose i' the shire1 is now quite plain to us4 ,you might canvass so as to get a hundred1 several hundreds1 many hundreds on your side1 and yet you might lose when it came to counting up the whole shire4 ,you might possess yourself of a hundred or two and yet be poor compared with him who possessed the whole shire4 ,and then the proverb has been preserved out of the old political life of ,england1 and has been moralised and spiritualised to us in the ,holy ,war4 ,and thus after to-night we shall always call this shrewd proverb to mind when we are tempted to take a part at the risk of the whole2 to receive this world at the loss of the next world2 or1 as our ,lord has it1 to gain the whole world and to lose our own soul4 ,lot's choice of ,sodom and ,gomorrah1 and ,esau's purchase of the mess of pottage in the ,old ,testament2 and then ,judas's thirty pieces of silver1 and ,ananias and ,sapphira's part of the price in the ,new ,testament1 are all so many well-known instances of getting in the hundred and losing in the shire4 ,and not ,esau's and ,lot's only1 but our own lives also have been full up to to-day of the same fatal transaction4 ,this house1 as our ,lord again has it1 this farm1 this merchandise1 this shop1 this office1 this salary1 this honour1 this home--all this on the one hand1 and then our ,lord ,himself1 ,his call1 ,his cause1 ,his ,church1 with everlasting life in the other--when it is set down before us in black and white in that way1 the transaction1 the proposal1 the choice is preposterous1 is insane1 is absolutely impossible4 ,but preposterous1 insane1 absolutely impossible1 and all1 there it is1 in our own lives1 in the lives of our sons and daughters1 and in the lives of multitudes of other men and other men's sons and daughters besides ours4 ,every day you will be taken in1 and you will stand by and see other men taken in with the present penny for the future pound3 and with the poor pelting hundred under your eye for the full1 far-extending1 and ever-enriching shire4 ,lucifer is always abroad pressing on us in his malice the penny on the spot1 for the pound which he keeps out of sight2 he dazzles our eyes with the gain of the hundred till we gnash our teeth at the loss of the shire4 ',he hath in sooth good cause for endless grief1 ,who1 for the love of thing that lasteth not1 ,despoils himself for ever of ,,that ,,love4' #c4 ',what also if we join with those two another two of ours1 ,mr4 ,sweet- world and ,mr4 ,present-good1 namely1 for they are two men full of civility and cunning4 ,let these engage in this business for us1 and let ,mansoul be taken up with much business1 and if possible with much pleasure1 and this is the way to get ground of them4 ,let us but cumber and occupy and amuse ,mansoul sufficiently1 and they will make their castle a warehouse for goods instead of a garrison for men of war4' ,this diabolical advice was highly applauded all through hell till all the lesser devils1 while setting themselves to carry it out1 gnashed their teeth with envy and malice at ,lucifer for having thought of this masterpiece and for having had it received with such loud acclamation4 ',only get them1' so went on that so able1 so well-envied1 and so well-hated devil1 'let us only get those fribble sinners for a night at a time to forget their misery4 ,and it will not cost us much to do that4 ,only let us offer them in one another's houses a supper1 a dance1 a pipe1 a newspaper full of their own shame1 a tale full of their own folly1 a silly song1 and ,he who loved them with an everlasting love will soon see of the travail of ,his soul in them6' ,yes1 my fellow-sinners1 ,lucifer and his infernal crew know us and despise us and entrap us at very little trouble1 till ,he who travailed for us on the tree covers ,his face in heaven and weeps over us4 ,as long as we remember our misery1 all the mind1 and all the malice1 and all the sleeplessness in hell cannot touch a hair of our head4 ,but when by any emissary and opportunity either from earth around us or from hell beneath us we for another night forget our misery1 it is all over with us4 ,and yet1 to tell the truth1 we never can quite forget our misery4 ,we are too miserable ever to forget our misery4 ,in the full steam of ,lucifer's best- spread supper1 amid the shouts of laughter and the clapping of hands1 and all the outward appearance of a complete forgetfulness of our misery1 yet it is not so4 ,it is far from being so4 ,our misery is far too deep-seated for all the devil's drugs4 ,only1 to give ,lucifer his due1 we do sometimes1 under him1 so get out of touch with the true consolation for our misery that1 night after night1 through cumber1 through pursuit of pleasure1 through the time being taken up with these and other like things1 we do so far forget our misery as to lie down without dealing with it2 but only to have it awaken us1 and take our arm as its own for another miserable day4 ,yes2 though never completely successful1 yet this masterpiece of hell is sufficiently successful for ,satan's subtlest purposes2 which are1 not to make us forget our misery1 but to make us put it away from us at the natural and proper hour for facing it and for dealing with it in the only proper and successful way4 ,but1 wholly1 any night1 or even partially for a few nights at a time1 to forget our misery--no1 with all thy subtlety of intellect and with all thy hell-filled heart1 ,o ,lucifer1 that is to us impossible6 ,forget our misery6 ,o devil of devils1 no6 ,bless ,god1 that can never be with us6 ,our misery is too deep1 too dreadful1 too acute1 too all-consuming ever to be forgotten by us even for an hour4 ,our misery is too terrible for thee1 with all thy overthrown intellect and all thy malice-filled heart1 ever to understand6 ,didst thou for one midnight hour taste it1 and so understand it1 then there would be the same hope for thee that1 ,i bless ,god1 there still is for me6 ,let us bend all our strength and all our wit to this1 went on ,lucifer1 to make their castle a warehouse instead of a garrison4 ,let us set ourselves and all our allies1 he explained to the duller-witted among the devils1 to make their hearts a shop1--some of them1 you know1 are shopkeepers2 a bank1--some of them are bankers2 a farm1--some of them are farmers2 a study1--some of them are students2 a pulpit1--some of them like to preach2 a table1--some of them are gluttons2 a drawing-room1--some of them are busybodies who forget their own misery in retailing other people's misery from house to house4 ,be wise as serpents1 said the old serpent2 attend1 each several fallen angel of you1 to his own special charge4 ,study your man4 ,get to the bottom of your man4 ,follow him about2 never let him out of your sight2 be sure before you begin1 be sure you have the joint in his harness1 the spot in his heel1 the chink in his wall full in your eye4 ,i do not surely need to tell you not to scatter our snares for souls at random1 he went on4 ,give the minister his study ,bible1 the student his classic1 the merchant his ledger1 the glutton his well-dressed dish and his elect year of wine1 the gossip her sweet secret1 and the flirt her fool4 ,study them till they are all naked and open to your sharp eyes4 ,find out what best makes them forget even for one night their misery and ply them with that4 ,if ,i ever see that soul ,i have set thee over on his knees on account of his misery ,i shall fling thee on the spot into the bottomless pit4 ,and if any of you shall anywhere discover a man--and there are such men--a man who forgets his misery through always thinking and speaking about it1 only keep him in his pulpit1 and off his knees1 and no man so safe for hell as he4 ,there are fools1 and there are double-dyed fools1 and that man is the chief of them4 ,give him his fill of sin and misery2 let him luxuriate himself in sin and misery2 only1 keep him there1 and ,i will not forget thy most excellent service to me4 ,make all their hearts1 so ,lucifer summed up1 as he dismissed his obsequious devils1 make all their several hearts each a warehouse1 a shop1 a farm1 a pulpit1 a library1 a nursery1 a supper-table1 a chamber of wantonness--let it be to each man just after his own heart4 ,only1 keep--as you shall answer for it1--keep faith and hope and charity and innocence and patience and especially prayerfulness out of their hearts4 ,and when this my counsel is fulfilled1 and when the pit closes over thy charge1 ,i shall pay thee thy wages1 and promote thee to honour4 ,and before he was well done they were all at their posts4 ,,chapter ,,xiv--,,the ,,devil',s ,,last ,,card ',satan himself is transformed into an angel of light'--,paul4 ,wodrow has an anecdote in his delightful ,analecta which shall introduce us into our subject to-night4 ,mr4 ,john ,menzies was a very pious and devoted pastor2 he was a learned man also1 and well seen in the ,popish and in the ,arminian controversies4 ,and to the end of his life he was much esteemed of the people of ,aberdeen as a foremost preacher of the gospel4 ,and yet1 ',oh to have one more ,sabbath in my pulpit6' he cried out on his death-bed4 ',what would you then do8' asked some one who sat at his bedside4 ',i would preach to my people on the tremendous difficulty of salvation6' exclaimed the dying man4 #a4 ,now1 the first difficulty that stands in the way of our salvation is the stupendous mass of guilt that has accumulated upon all of us4 ,our guilt is so great that we dare not think of it4 ,it is too horrible to believe that we shall ever be called to account for one in a thousand of it4 ,it crushes our minds with a perfect stupor of horror1 when for a moment we try to imagine a day of judgment when we shall be judged for all the deeds that we have done in the body4 ,heart-beat after heart-beat1 breath after breath1 hour after hour1 day after day1 year after year1 and all full of sin2 all nothing but sin from our mother's womb to our grave4 ,sometimes one outstanding act of sin has quite overwhelmed us4 ,but before long that awful sin fell out of sight and out of mind4 ,other sins of the same kind succeeded it4 ,our sense of sin1 our sense of guilt was soon extinguished by a life of sin1 till1 at the present moment the accumulated and tremendous load of our sin and guilt is no more felt by us than we feel the tremendous load of the atmosphere4 ,but1 all the time1 does not our great guilt lie sealed down upon us8 ,because we are too seared and too stupefied to feel it1 is it therefore not there8 ,because we never think of it1 does that prove that both ,god and man have forgiven and forgotten it8 ,shall the ,judge of all the earth do right in the matter of all men's guilt but ours8 ,does the apostle's warning not hold in our case8--his awful warning that we shall all stand before the judgment-seat8 ,and is it only a strong figure of speech that the books shall be opened till we shall cry to the mountains to fall on us and to the rocks to cover us8 ,oh no6 the truth is1 the half has not been told us of the speechless stupefaction that shall fall on us when the trumpet shall sound and when ,alp upon ,alp of aggravated guilt shall rise up high as heaven between us and our salvation4 ,difficulty is not the name for guilt like ours4 ,impossibility is the better name we should always know it by4 #b4 ,another difficulty or impossibility to our salvation rises out of the awful corruption and pollution of our hearts4 ,but is there any use entering on that subject8 ,is there one man in a hundred who even knows the rudiments of the language ,i must now speak in8 ,is there one man in a hundred in whose mind any idea arises1 and in whose heart any emotion or passion is kindled1 as ,i proceed to speak of corruption of nature and pollution of heart8 ,i do not suppose it4 ,i do not presume upon it4 ,i do not believe it4 ,that most miserable man who is let down of ,god's ,holy ,spirit into the pit of corruption that is in his own heart1--to him his corruption1 added to his guilt1 causes a sadness that nothing in this world can really relieve2 it causes a deep and an increasing melancholy1 such as the ninety and nine who need no repentance and feel no pollution know nothing of4 ,all living men flee from the corruption of an unburied corpse4 ,the living at once set about to bury their dead4 ',i am a stranger and a sojourner among you1' said ,abraham to the children of ,heth2 'give me a possession of a burying-place among you that ,i may bury my dead out of my sight4' ,but ,paul could find no grave in the whole world in which to bury out of his sight the body of death to which he was chained fast2 that body of sin and death which always makes the holiest of men the most wretched of men1--till the loathing and the disgust and the misery that filled the apostle's heart are to be understood by but one in a thousand even of the people of ,god4 #c4 ,and then1 as if to make our salvation a very hyperbole of impossibility1 the all but almighty power of indwelling sin comes in4 ,have you ever tried to break loose from the old fetter of an evil habit8 ,have you ever said on a ,new ,year's ,day with ,thomas ,a ,kempis that this year you would root that appetite1--naming it1--out of your body1 and that vice1--naming it1--out of your heart8 ,have you ever sworn at the ,communion table that you would watch and pray1 and set a watch on your evil heart against that envy1 and that revenge1 and that ill-will1 and that distaste1 dislike1 and antipathy8 ,then your minister will not need to come back from his death-bed to preach to you on the difficulty of salvation4 #d4 ,and yet such is the grace of ,god1 such is the work of ,christ1 and such is the power and the patience of the ,holy ,ghost that1 if we had only an adequate ministry in our pulpits1 and an assisting literature in our homes1 even this three-fold impossibility would be overcome and we would be saved4 ,but if the ministry that is set over us is an ignorant1 indolent1 incompetent1 self-deceived ministry2 if our own chosen1 set-up1 and maintained minister is himself an uninstructed1 unspiritual1 unsanctified man2 and if the books we buy and borrow and read are all secular1 unspiritual1 superficial1 ephemeral1 silly1 stupid1 impertinent books1 then the impossibility of our salvation is absolute1 and we are as good as in hell already with all our guilt and all our corruption for ever on our heads4 ,now1 that was the exact case of ,mansoul in the allegory of the ,holy ,war at one of the last and acutest stages of that war4 ,or1 rather1 that would have been her exact case had ,diabolus got his own deep1 diabolical way with her4 ,for what did her ancient enemy do but sound a parley till he had played his last card in these glozing and deceitful words2--',i myself1' he had the face to say to ,emmanuel1 'if ,thou wilt raise ,thy siege and leave the town to me1 ,i will1 at my own proper cost and charge1 set up and maintain a sufficient ministry1 besides lecturers1 in ,mansoul1 who shall show to ,mansoul that transgression stands in the way of life2 the ministers ,i shall set up shall also press the necessity of reformation according to ,thy holy law4' ,and even now1 with the two pulpits1 ,god's and the devil's1 and the two preachers1 and the two pastors1 in our own city1--how many of you see any difference1 or think that the one is any worse or any better than the other8 ,or1 indeed1 that the ministry of the last card is not the better of the two to your interest and to your taste1 to the state of your mind and to the need of your heart8 ,let us proceed1 then1 to look at ,mansoul's two pulpits and her two lectureships as they stand portrayed on the devil's last card and in ,emmanuel's crowning commission2 that is1 if our eyes are sharp enough to see any difference4 #e4 ,the first thing1 then1 on the devil's last card was this1 ',a sufficient ministry1 besides lecturers1 in ,mansoul4' ,now1 a sufficient ministry has never been seen in the true ,church of ,christ since her ministry began4 ,and yet she has had great ministers in her time4 ,after ,christ ,himself1 ,paul was the greatest and the best minister the ,church of ,christ has ever had4 ,but such was the transcendent greatness of his office1 such were its tremendous responsibilities1 such were its magnificent opportunities and its incessant demands1 such were its ceaseless calls to consecration1 to cross-bearing1 to crucifixion1 to more and more inwardness of holiness1 and to higher and higher heights of heavenly-mindedness1 that the apostle was fain to cry out continually1 ,who is sufficient for these things6 ,but so well did ,paul learn that gospel which he preached to others that amid all his insufficiency he was able to hear his ,master saying to him every day1 ,my grace is sufficient for thee1 and1 ,my strength is made perfect in thy weakness6 ,and to come down to the truly ,pauline succession of ministers in our own lands and in our own churches1 what preachers and what pastors ,christ gave to ,kidderminster1 and to ,bedford1 and to ,down and ,connor1 and to ,sodor and ,man1 and to ,anwoth1 and to ,ettrick1 and to ,new ,england1 and to ,st4 ,andrews1 and places too many to mention4 ,with all its infirmity and all its inefficiency1 what a truly heavenly power the pulpit is when it is filled by a man of ,god who gives his whole mind and heart1 his whole time and thought to it1 and to the pastorate that lies around it4 ,his mind may be small1 and his heart may be full of corruption2 his time may be full of manifold interruptions1 and his best study may yield but a poor result2 but if ,heaven ever helps those who honestly help themselves1 then that is certainly the case in the ,christian ministry4 ,let the choicest of our children1 then1 be sought out and consecrated to that service2 let our most gifted and most gracious-minded sons be sent to where they shall be best prepared for the pulpit and the pastorate1--till by the blessing of her ,head all the congregations and all the parishes1 all the pulpits and all the lectureships in the ,church1 shall be one garden of the ,lord4 ,and then we shall escape that last curse of a ministry such as ,john ,bunyan saw all around him in the ,england of his day1 and which1 had he been alive in the ,england and ,scotland of our day1 he would have painted again in colours we have neither the boldness nor the skill to mix nor to put on the canvas4 ,but let all ministers put it every day to themselves to what descent and succession they belong4 ,let those even who believe that they have within themselves the best seal and evidence attainable here that they have been ordained of ,emmanuel1 let them all the more look well every day and every ,sabbath day how much of another master's doctrine and discipline1 motives1 and manners still mixes up with their best ministry4 ,and the surest seal that1 with all our insufficiency1 we are still the ministers of ,christ will be set on us by this1 that the harder we work and the more in secret we pray1 the more and ever the more shall we discover and confess our shameful insufficiency1 and the more shall we1 till the day of our death1 every day still begin our ministry of labour and of prayer anew4 ,let us do that1 for the devil1 with all his boldness and all his subtilty1 never threw a card first or last like that4 #f4 ,after offering a sufficient ministry to ,mansoul1 and that1 too1 at his own proper cost and charge1 ,diabolus undertook also to see that the absolute necessity of a reformation should be preached and pressed from the pulpit he set up4 ,now1 reformation is all good and necessary1 in its own time and place and order1 but ,god sent ,his ,son not to be a ,reformer but to be a ,redeemer4 ,john came to preach reformation1 but ,jesus came to preach regeneration4 ,except a man be born again1 ,jesus persistently preached to ,nicodemus4 ',did it begin with regeneration8' was ,dr4 ,duncan's reply when a sermon on sanctification was praised in his hearing4 ,and like so much else that the learned and profound ,dr4 ,john ,duncan said on theology and philosophy1 that question went at once to the root of the matter4 ,for sanctification1 that is to say1 salvation1 is no mere reformation of morals or refinement of manners4 ,it is a maxim in sound morals that the morality of the man must precede the morality of his actions4 ,and much more is it the evangelical law of ,jesus ,christ4 ,make the tree good1 our ,lawgiver aphoristically said4 ,reformation and sanctification differ1 says ,dr4 ,hodge1 as clean clothes differ from a clean heart4 ,now1 ,diabolus was all for clean clothes when he saw that ,mansoul was slipping out of his hands4 ,he would have all the drunkards to become moderate drinkers1 if not total abstainers2 and all the sensualists to become1 if need be1 ascetics2 and all those who had sowed out their wild oats to settle down as heads of houses1 and members1 if not ministers and elders1 in his set-up church4 ,but we are too well taught1 surely2 we have gone too long to another church than that which ,diabolus ever sets up1 to be satisfied with his superficial doctrine and his skin-deep discipline4 ,we know1 do we not1 that we may do all that his last card asks us to do1 and yet be as far1 ay1 and far farther from salvation than the heathen are who never heard the name4 ,a hundred ,scriptures tell us that2 and our hearts know too much of their own plague and corruption ever now to be satisfied short of a full regeneration and a complete sanctification4 ',create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me4 ,the sacrifices of ,god are a broken spirit4 ,and the very ,god of peace sanctify you wholly4 ,and ,i pray ,god your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ4' ,the last card has many ,scriptures cunningly copied upon it2 but not these4 ,its pulpit orators handle many ,scripture texts1 but never these4 #g4 ,yes1 the devil comes in even here with that so late1 so subtle1 and so contradicting card of his4 ,where is it in this world that he does not come in with some of his cards8 ,and he comes in here as a very angel of evangelical light4 ,he puts on the gown of ,geneva here1 and he ascends ,emmanuel's own maintained pulpit here1 and from that pulpit he preaches1 and where he so preaches he preaches nothing else but the very highest articles of the ,reformed faith4 ,carnal-security was strong on assurance1 no other man in ,mansoul was so strong2 and the devil will let us preachers be as strong and as often on election1 and justification1 and indefectible grace1 and the perseverance of the saints as we and our people like1 if we but keep in season and out of season on these transcendent subjects and keep off morals and manners1 walk and conversation1 conduct and character4 ,in ,hooker's and ,travers' day1 ,thomas ,fuller tells us1 the ,temple pulpit preached pure ,canterbury in the morning and pure ,geneva in the afternoon4 ,and you will get the highest ,calvinism off the last card in one pulpit1 and the strictest and most urgent morality off the same card in another2 but never1 if the devil can help it1 never both in one and the same pulpit2 never both in one and the same sermon2 and never both in one and the same minister4 ,you have all heard of the difficulty the voyager had in steering between ,scylla and ,charybdis in the ,latin adage4 ,well1 the true preacher's difficulty is just like that4 ,indeed1 it is beyond the wit of man1 and it takes all the wit of ,god1 aright to unite the doctrine of our utter inability with the companion doctrine of our strict responsibility2 free grace with a full reward2 the cross of ,christ once for all1 with the saint's continual crucifixion2 the ,saviour's blood with the sinner's2 and atonement with attainment2 in short1 salvation without works with no salvation without works4 ,deft steersman as the devil is1 he never yet took his ship clear through those ,charybdic passages4 ,one thing there is that ,i must have preached continually in all my pulpits and expounded and illustrated and enforced in all my lectureships1 said ,emmanuel1 and that is1 my new example and my new law of motive4 ,my own motives always made me in all ,i said and did to be well-pleasing in ,my ,father's eyes1 and at any cost ,i must have preachers and lecturers set up in ,mansoul who shall assist ,me in making ,mansoul as well-pleasing in ,my ,father's sight as ,i was ,myself4 ',for ,i am ware it is the seed of act ,god holds appraising in ,his hollow palm1 ,not act grown great thence as the world believes1 ,leafage and branchage vulgar eyes admire4' ,motives6 gnashed ,diabolus4 ,and he tore his last card into a thousand shreds and cast the shreds under his feet in his rage and exasperation4 ,motives6 ,new motives6 ,truly ,thou art the threatened ,seed of the woman6 ,truly ,thou art the threatened ,son of ,god6--,let all our preachers1 then1 preach much on motive to their people4 ,the commonplace crowd of their people will not all like that preaching any more than ,diabolus did2 but their best people will all afterwards rise up in their salvation and bless them for it4 ,on reformation also1 let them every ,sabbath preach1 but only on the reformation that rises out of a reformed motive1 and that again out of a reformed heart4 ,and if a reformed motive1 a reformed heart1 and a reformed life are found both by preacher and hearer to be impossible2 if all that only brings out the hopelessness of their salvation by reason of the guilt and the pollution and power of sin2 then all that will only be to them that same ever deeper entering of the law into their hearts which led ,paul to an ever deeper faith and trust in ,jesus ,christ4 ,with a guilt1 and a pollution1 and a slavery to sin like ours1 salvation from sin would be absolutely impossible4 ,absolutely impossible1 that is1 but for our ,saviour1 ,jesus ,christ4 ,but with ,his atoning blood and ,his ,holy ,spirit all things are possible--even our salvation4 ,let us choose1 then1 a minister like ,mr4 ,john ,menzies4 ,let us read the great books that make salvation difficult4 ,let us work out our own salvation1 day and night1 with fear and trembling1 and when ,wisdom is justified in her children1 we shall be found justified among them4 ,we shall be openly acknowledged and acquitted in the day of judgment1 and made perfectly blessed in the full enjoying of ,god to all eternity4 ,,chapter ,,xv--,,mr4 ,,prywell ',search me1 ,o ,god1 and know my heart4'--,david4 ',let a man examine himself4'--,paul4 ',look to yourselves4'--,john4 ',know thyself4'--,apollo4 ,the year #affh saw the publication of one of the deepest books in the whole world1 ,dr4 ,john ,owen's ,remainders of ,indwelling ,sin in ,believers4 ,the heart-searching depth2 the clear1 fearless1 humbling truth1 the intense spirituality1 and the massive and masculine strength of ,john ,owen's book have all combined to make it one of the acknowledged masterpieces of the great ,puritan school4 ,had ,john ,owen's style been at all equal to his great learning1 to the depth and the grasp of his mind1 and to the lofty holiness of his life1 ,john ,owen would have stood in the very foremost and selectest rank of apostolical and evangelical theologians4 ,but in all his books ,owen labours under the fatal drawback of a bad style4 ,a fine style1 a style like that of ,hooker1 or ,taylor1 or ,bunyan1 or ,howe1 or ,leighton1 or ,law1 is such a winning introduction to their works and such an abiding charm and spell4 ,the full title of ,dr4 ,owen's great work runs thus3 ,the ,nature1 ,power1 ,deceit1 and ,prevalency of the ,remainders of ,indwelling ,sin in ,believers--a title that will tell all true students what awaits them when they have courage and enterprise enough to address themselves to this supreme and all-essential subject4 ,fourteen years after the publication of ,dr4 ,owen's epoch-making book1 ,john ,bunyan's ,holy ,war first saw the light4 ,equal in scriptural and in experimental depth1 as also in their spiritual loftiness and intensity1 those two books are as different as any two books1 written in the same language1 and written on the same subject1 could by any possibility be4 ,john ,owen's book is the book of a great scholar who has read the ,fathers and the ,schoolmen and the ,reformers till he knows them by heart1 and till he has been able to digest all that is true to ,scripture and to experience in them into his rich and ripe book4 ,a powerful reasoner1 a severe1 bald1 muscular writer1 ,john ,owen in all these respects stands at the very opposite pole to that of ,john ,bunyan4 ,the author of the ,holy ,war had no learning1 but he had a mind of immense natural sagacity1 combined with a habit of close and deep observation of human life1 and especially of religious life1 and he had now a lifetime of most fruitful experience as a ,christian man and as a ,christian minister behind him2 and1 all that1 taken up into ,bunyan's splendid imagination1 enabled him to produce this extraordinarily able and impressive book4 ,a model of ,english style as the ,holy ,war is1 at the same time it does not attain at all to the rank of the ,pilgrim's ,progress2 but then1 to be second to the ,pilgrim's ,progress is reward and honour enough for any book4 ,let all genuine students1 then1 who would know the best that has been written on experimental religion1 and who would preach to the deepest and divinest experience of their best people1 let them keep continually within their reach ,john ,owen's ,temptation1 his ,mortification of ,sin in ,believers1 his ,nature and ,power of ,indwelling ,sin1 and ,john ,bunyan's ,holy ,war made for the ,regaining of the ,metropolis of this ,world4 ,well1 then1 as ,he who dwells on high would have it1 there was one whose name was ,mr4 ,prywell1 a great lover of ,mansoul4 ,and he1 as his manner was1 did go listening up and down in ,mansoul to see and hear1 if at any time he might1 whether there was any design against it or no4 ,for he was always a jealous man1 and feared some mischief would befall it1 either from within or from some power without4 ,mr4 ,prywell was always a lover of ,mansoul1 a sober and a judicious man1 a man that was no tattler1 nor a raiser of false reports1 but one that loves to look into the very bottom of matters1 and talks nothing of news but by very solid arguments4 ,and then1 after our historian has told us some of the eminent services that ,mr4 ,prywell was able to perform both for the ,king and for the city1 he goes on to tell us how the captains determined that public thanks should be given by the town of ,mansoul to ,mr4 ,prywell for his so diligent seeking of the welfare of the town2 and1 further1 that1 forasmuch as he was so naturally inclined to seek their good1 and also to undermine their foes1 they gave him the commission of ,scoutmaster-general for the good of ,mansoul4 ,and ,mr4 ,prywell managed his charge and the trust that ,mansoul had put into his hands with great conscience and good fidelity2 for he gave himself wholly up to his employ1 and that not only within the town1 but he also went outside of the town to pry1 to see1 and to hear4 ,now1 that being so1 it may interest and perhaps instruct you to-night to look for a little at some of the features and at some of the feats of the ,scoutmaster-general of the ,holy ,war1 ,mr4 ,prywell1 of the town of ,mansoul4 #a4 ',well1 now1 as ,he who dwells on high would have it1 there was one whose name was ,mr4 ,prywell1 a great lover of the town of ,mansoul4' ,in other words3 self-observation1 self-examination1 strict1 jealous1 sleepless self-examination1 is of ,god4 ,our ,god who searches our hearts and tries our reins would have it so4 ,and if ,he does not have it so in us1 our souls are not as our ,god would have them to be4 ',bunyan employs pry1' says ,miss ,peacock in her excellent notes1 'in a more favourable sense than it now bears4 ,as1 for instance1 it is said in another part of this same book that the men of ,mansoul were allowed to pry into the words of the ,holy ,ghost and to expound them to their best advantage4 ,honest anxiety for the welfare of his fellow-townsmen was ,mr4 ,prywell's chief characteristic4 ,pry is another form of peer--to look narrowly1 to look closely4' ,and ,god1 says ,john ,bunyan1 would have it so4 #b4 ',a great lover of ,mansoul1' 'always a lover of ,mansoul'2 again and again that is testified concerning ,mr4 ,prywell4 ,it was not love for the work that led ,mr4 ,prywell to give up his days and his nights as his history tells us he did4 ,mr4 ,prywell ran himself into many dangerous situations both within and without the city1 and he lost himself far more friends than he made by his devotion to his thankless task4 ,but necessity was laid upon him4 ,and what held him up was the sure and certain knowledge that his ,king would have that service at his hands4 ,that1 and his love for the city1 for the safety and the deliverance of the city1--all that kept ,mr4 ,prywell's heart fixed4 ,am ,i therefore your enemy8 he would say to some who would have had it otherwise than the ,king would have it4 ,but it is a good thing to be zealously affected in a work like mine1 he would say1 in self-defence and in self-encouragement4 ,and then1 though not many1 there were always some in the city who said1 ,let him smite me and it shall be a kindness2 let him reprove me and it shall be an excellent oil which shall not break my head4 ,it was in ,mansoul with ,mr4 ,prywell as it was in ,kidderminster with ,richard ,baxter1 when some of his people said to one another1 ',we will take all things well from one that we know doth entirely love us4' ',love them1' said ,augustine1 'and then say anything you like to them4' ,now1 that was ,mr4 ,prywell's way4 ,he loved ,mansoul1 and then he said many things to her that a false lover and a flatterer would never have dared to say4 #c4 ,then1 as the saying is1 it goes without saying that ',mr4 ,prywell was always a jealous man4' ,great lovers are always jealous men1 and ,mr4 ,prywell showed himself to be a great lover by the great heat of his jealousy also4 ',vigilant1' says the excellent editress again2 'cautious against dishonour1 reasonably mistrustful--low ,latin zelosus1 full of zeal4 ,and he said1 ,i have been very jealous for the ,lord ,god of hosts4' ,now1 it so happened that some of ,mr4 ,prywell's most private and not at all professional papers--papers evidently1 and on the face of them1 connected with the state of the spy's own soul--came into my hands as good lot would have it just the other night4 ,the moth-eaten chest was full of his old papers1 but the pieces that took my heart most were1 as it looked to me1 actually gnashed through with his remorseful teeth1 and soaked and sodden past recognition with his sweat and his tears and his agonising hands4 ,but after some late hours over those remnants ,i managed to make some sense to myself out of them4 ,there are some parts of the parchments that pass me2 but1 if only to show you that this arch-spy's so vigilant jealousy was not all directed against other people's bad hearts and bad habits1 ,i shall copy some lines out of the old box4 ',have ,i penitence8' he begins without any preface4 ',have ,i grief1 shame1 pain1 horror1 weariness for my sin8 ,do ,i pray and repent1 if not seven times a day as ,david did1 yet at least three times1 as ,daniel8 ,if not as ,solomon1 at length1 yet shortly as the publican8 ,if not like ,christ1 the whole night1 at least for one hour8 ,if not on the ground and in ashes1 at least not in my bed8 ,if not in sackcloth1 at least not in purple and fine linen8 ,if not altogether freed from all1 at least from immoderate desires8 ,do ,i give1 if not as ,zaccheus did1 fourfold1 as the law commands1 with the fifth part added8 ,if not as the rich1 yet as the widow8 ,if not the half1 yet the thirtieth part8 ,if not above my power1 yet up to my power8' ,and then over the page there are some illegible pencillings from old authors of his such as this from ,augustine3 ',a good man would rather know his own infirmity than the foundations of the earth or the heights of the heavens4' ,and this from ,cicero3 ',there are many hiding-places and recesses in the mind4' ,and this from ,seneca3 ',you must know yourself before you can amend yourself4 ,an unknown sin grows worse and worse and is deprived of cure4' ,and this from ,cicero again3 ',cato exacted from himself an account of every day's business at night'2 and also ,pythagoras1 ',nor let sweet sleep upon thine eyes descend ,till thou hast judged its deeds at each day's end4' ,and this from ,seneca again3 ',when the light is removed out of sight1 and my wife1 who is by this time aware of my practice1 is now silent1 ,i pass the whole of my day under examination1 and ,i review my deeds and my words4 ,i hide nothing from myself3 ,i pass over nothing4' ,and then in ,mr4 ,prywell's boldest and least trembling hand3 ',o yes6 many shall come from the east and the west and shall sit down with ,abraham and ,isaac and ,jacob in the kingdom of heaven1 when many of the children of the kingdom shall be cast out4 ,o yes4' ,now1 this ',o yes6' ,miss ,peacock tells us1 is the ,anglicised form of a ,french word for our ,lord's words1 ,take heed how ye hear6 #d4 ',a sober and a judicious man' it is said of ,mr4 ,prywell also4 ,to a certainty that4 ,it could not be otherwise than that4 ,for ,mr4 ,prywell's office1 its discoveries and its experiences1 would sober any man4 ',i am sprung from a country1' says ,abelard1 'of which the soil is light1 and the temper of the inhabitants is light4' ,so was it with ,mr4 ,prywell to begin with4 ,but even ,abelard was sobered in time1 and so was ,mr4 ,prywell4 ,life sobered ,abelard1 and ,mr4 ,prywell too2 life's crooks and life's crosses1 life's duties and life's disappointments1 especially ,mr4 ,prywell4 ',the more narrowly a man looks into himself1' says ,a ,kempis1 'the more he sorroweth4' ,not sober-mindedness alone comes to him who looks narrowly into himself1 but great sorrow of heart also4 ,and if you are not both sobered in your mind and full of an unquenchable sorrow in your heart1 ,o yes6 attend to it1 for you are not yet begun to be what ,god would have you to be4 ,dr4 ,newman1 with all his mistakes and all his faults1 was a master in two things3 his own heart and the ,english language4 ,and in writing home to his mother a confidential letter from college on his birthday1 he confides to her that he often 'shudders at himself4' ',no1' he answered to his mother's fears and advices about food and air and exercise3 ',no1 ,i am neither nervous1 nor in ill-health1 nor do ,i study too much4 ,i am neither melancholy1 nor morose1 nor austere1 nor distant1 nor reserved1 nor sullen4 ,i am always cheerful1 ready and eager to join in any merriment4 ,i am not clouded with sadness1 nor absent in mind1 nor deficient in action4 ,no2 take me when ,i am most foolish at home and extend mirth into childishness2 yet all the time ,i am shuddering at myself4' ,there spake the future author of the immortal sermons4 ,there spake a mind and a heart that have deepened the minds and the hearts of ,christian men more than any other influence of the century2 a mind and a heart1 moreover1 that will shine and beat in our best literature and in our deepest devotion for centuries to come4 ,you must all know by this time another classical passage from the pen of another spiritual genius in the ,church of ,england1 that greatly gifted church4 ,let me repeat it to illustrate how sober-mindedness and great sorrow of heart always come to the best of men4 ',let any man consider that if the world knew all that of him which he knows of himself2 if they saw what vanity and what passions govern his inside1 and what secret tempers sully and corrupt his best actions2 and he would have no more pretence to be honoured and admired for his goodness and wisdom than a rotten and distempered body is to be loved and admired for its beauty and comeliness4 ,and1 perhaps1 there are very few people in the world who would not rather choose to die than to have all their secret follies1 the errors of their judgments1 the vanity of their minds1 the falseness of their pretences1 the frequency of their vain and disorderly passions1 their uneasinesses1 hatreds1 envies1 and vexations made known to the world4 ,and shall pride be entertained in a heart thus conscious of its own miserable behaviour8' ,no wonder that ,mr4 ,prywell was sober-minded6 ,no wonder that ,dr4 ,newman shuddered at himself6 ,and no wonder that ,william ,law chose strangling and the pond rather than that any other man should see what went on in his heart6 #e4 ,and as if all that were not enough1 and more than enough1 to commend ,mr4 ,prywell to us--to our trust1 to our confidence1 and to our imitation--his royal certificate continues1 ',one that looks into the very bottom of matters1 and talks nothing of news1 but by very solid arguments4' ,the very bottom of matters--that is1 the very bottom of his own and other men's hearts4 ,mr4 ,prywell counts nothing else worth a wise man's looking at4 ,let fools and children look at the painted and deceitful surface of things1 but let men1 men of matters1 and especially men of divine matters1 look only at their own and other men's hearts4 ,the very bottom of all matters is there4 ,all wars1 all policies1 all debates1 all disputes1 all good and all evil counsels1 all the much weal and all the multitudinous woe of ,mansoul--all have their bottom in the heart2 in the heart of ,god1 or in the heart of man1 or in the heart of the devil4 ,the heart is the root of absolutely every matter to ,mr4 ,prywell4 ,he would not waste one hour of any day1 or one watch of any night1 on anything else4 ,and it was this that made him both the extraordinarily successful scout he was1 and the extraordinarily sober and thoughtful and judicious man he was4 ,o yes1 my brethren1 the bottom of matters1 when you take to it1 will work the same change in you4 ',two things1' says one who had long looked at his own matters with ,mr4 ,prywell's eyes--'two things1 ,o ,lord1 ,i recognise in myself3 nature1 which ,thou hast made1 and sin1 which ,i have added4' ,my brethren1 that recognition1 that discovery in yourselves1 when it comes to you1 will sober you as it has sobered so many men before you3 when it comes to you1 that is1 about yourselves4 ,that discovery made in yourselves will make you deep-thinking men4 ,it will make common men and unlearned men among you to be philosophers and theologians and saints4 ,it will work in you a thoughtfulness1 a seriousness1 a depth1 an awe1 a holy fear1 and a great desire that will already have made you new creatures4 ,when1 in examining yourselves and in characterising yourselves1 you come on what some clear- eyed men have come on in themselves1 and what one of them has described as 'the diabolical animus of the human mind'--when you make that discovery in yourselves1 that will sober you1 that will humble you and fill you full of remorse and compunction4 ,and if in ,god's grace to you1 that were to begin to be wrought in you this week1 there would be one1 at any rate1 eating of that bread next ,lord's day1 and drinking of that cup as ,god would have it4 #f4 ',a man that is no tattler1 nor raiser of false reports1 and that talks nothing of news1 but by very solid arguments4' ,mr4 ,prywell was more taken up with his own matters at home1 far more than the greatest busybodies are with other men's matters abroad4 ,his name1 ,i fear1 will still sound somewhat ill in your ears1 but ,i can assure you all the ill for you lies in the sound4 ,mr4 ,prywell would not hurt a hair of your head3 the truth is1 he does not know whether there is a hair on your head or no4 ,this man's name comes to him and sticks to him1 not because he pries into your affairs1 for he does not1 and never did1 but because he is so drawn down into his own4 ,mr4 ,prywell has no eye for your windows and he has no ear for your doors4 ,if your servant is a leaky slave1 ,prywell1 of all your neighbours1 has no ear for his idle tales4 ,this man is no eavesdropper2 your evil secrets have only a sobering and a saddening and a silencing effect upon him4 ,your house might be full of skeletons for anything he would ever discover or remember4 ,the beam in his own eye is so big that he cannot see past it to speak about your small mote4 ',the inward ,christian1' says ,a ,kempis1 'preferreth the care of himself before all other cares4 ,he that diligently attendeth to himself can easily keep silence concerning other men4 ,if thou attendest unto ,god and unto thyself1 thou wilt be but little moved with what thou seest abroad4' ,at the same time1 ,mr4 ,prywell was no fool1 and no coward1 and no hoodwinked witness4 ,he could tell his tale1 when it was demanded of him1 with such truth1 and with such punctuality1 and on such ample grounds1 that a conviction of the truth instantly fell on all who heard him4 ',sirs1' said those who heard him break silence1 'it is not irrational for us to believe it1' with such solid arguments and with such an absence of mere suspicion and of all idle tales did he speak4 ,on one occasion1 on a mere 'inkling1' he woke up the guard2 only1 it was so true an inkling that it saved the city4 ,but ,i cannot follow ,mr4 ,prywell any further to-night4 ,how he went up and down ,mansoul listening2 how he kept his eyes and his ears both shut and open2 what splendid services he performed in the progress1 and specially toward the end1 of the war2 how the thanks of the city were voted to him2 how he was made ,scoutmaster- general for the good of the town of ,mansoul1 and the great conscience and good fidelity with which he managed that great trust--all that you will read for yourselves under this marginal index1 ',the story of ,mr4 ,prywell4' ,now1 my brethren1 as the outcome of all that1 we must all examine ourselves as before ,god all this week4 ,we must wait on ,his word and on ,his providences while they examine us all this week4 ,we must pry well into ourselves all this week4 ,come1 let us compel ourselves to do it4 ,let us search and try our ways all this week as we shall give an account4 ,let us ask ourselves how many ,communion tables we have sat at1 and at how many more we are likely to sit4 ,let us ask why it is that we have got so little good out of all our ,communions4 ,let us ask who is to blame for that1 and where the blame lies4 ,let us go to the bottom of matters with ourselves1 and compel ourselves to say just what it is that is the cause of ,god's controversy with us4 ,what vow1 what solemn promise1 made when trouble was upon us1 have we completely cast behind our back8 ,what about secret prayer8 ,at what times1 for what things1 and for what people do we in secret pray8 ,what about secret sin8 ,what is its name1 and what does it deserve1 and what fruit are we already reaping out of it8 ,what is our besetting sin1 and what steps do we take1 as ,god knows1 to crucify it8 ,do we love money too much8 ,do we love praise too much8 ,do we love eating and drinking too much8 ,does envy make our heart a very hell8 ,let us name the man we envy1 and let us keep our ,communion eye upon him4 ,let us mix his name with all the psalms and prayers and sermons of this ,communion season4 ,or is it diabolical ill-will8 ,or is it a wicked tongue against an unsuspecting friend8 ,let us examine ourselves as ,paul did1 as ,prywell did1 and as ,god would have us do it1 and we shall discover things in ourselves so bad that if ,i were to put words on them to-night1 you would stop your ears in horror and flee out of the church4 ,let a man see himself at least as others see him2 and then he will be led on from that to see himself as ,god sees him2 and then he will judge himself so severely as that he shall not need to be judged at the ,judgment ,day1 and will condemn himself so sufficiently as that he shall not be condemned with a condemned world at the last4 ,,chapter ,,xvi--,,young ,,captain ,,self-,,denial ',if any man will come after ,me1 let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow ,me4'--,our ,lord4 ',now the siege was long1 and many a fierce attempt did the enemy make upon the town1 and many a shrewd brush did some of the townsmen meet with from the enemy1 especially ,captain ,self-denial1 to whose care both ,ear- gate and ,eye-gate had been intrusted4 ,this ,captain ,self-denial was a young man1 but stout1 and a townsman in ,mansoul4 ,this young captain1 therefore1 being a hardy man1 and a man of great courage to boot1 and willing to venture himself for the good of the town1 he would now and then sally out upon the enemy2 but you must think this could not easily be done1 but he must meet with some sharp brushes himself1 and1 indeed1 he carried several of such marks on his face1 yea1 and some on some other parts of his body4' ,thus1 ,bunyan4 ,i shall now go on to-night to offer you some annotations and some reflections on this short but excellent history of young ,captain ,self-denial4 #a4 ,well1 to begin with1 this ,captain ,self-denial was still a young man4 ',and1 now1 it comes into my mind1 said ,goodman ,gains after supper1 ,i will tell you a story well worth the hearing1 as ,i think4 ,there were two men once upon a time that went on pilgrimage2 the one began when he was young and the other began when he was old4 ,the young man had strong corruptions to grapple with1 whereas the old man's corruptions were decayed with the decays of nature4 ,the young man trod his steps as even as did the old one1 and was every way as light as he2 who1 now1 or which of them1 had their graces shining clearest1 since both seemed to be alike8 ,why1 the young man's1 doubtless1 answered ,mr4 ,honest4 ,for that which heads against the greatest opposition gives best demonstration that it is strongest4 ,a young man1 therefore1 has the advantage of the fairest discovery of a work of grace within him4 ,and thus they sat talking till the break of day4' ,now1 ,i have taken up ,captain ,self-denial to-night because the young men and ,i are to begin a study to-night to which ,i was first attracted because it taught me lessons about myself1 and about self-denial1 and thus about both a young man's and an old man's deepest and most persistent corruptions--lessons such as ,i have never been taught in any other school4 ,in all my philosophical1 theological1 moral1 and experimental reading1 so to describe it1 ,i have never met with any school of authors for one moment to be compared with the great evangelical mystics1 especially when they treat of self1 self-love1 self-denial1 the daily cross1 and all suchlike lessons4 ,take the great doctrinal and experimental ,puritans1 such as ,john ,owen1 ,thomas ,goodwin1 ,richard ,baxter1 ,john ,howe1 and ,jonathan ,edwards1 and add on to them the greatest and best mystics1 such as ,jacob ,behmen1 ,thomas ,a ,kempis1 ,francis ,fenelon1 ,jeremy ,taylor1 ,samuel ,rutherford1 ,robert ,leighton1 and ,william ,law1 and you will have the profoundest1 the most complete1 the most perfect1 and1 ,i will add1 the most fascinating and enthralling of spiritual teaching in all the world4 ,and ,i will be bold enough to promise you that if you will but join our ,young ,men's ,class to-night1 and will buy and read our mystical books1 and will resolve to put in practice what you hear and read in the class1 ,i will promise you1 ,i say1 that by the end of our short session you will not only be ten times more open and hospitably-minded men1 but also ten times more spiritually-minded men1 ten times more ,christ-like men1 and with your joy in ,christ and ,his joy in you all but full4 #b4 ,the ,captain ,self-denial was a young man1 and he was also a townsman in ,mansoul4 ,young ,self-denial and one other were all of ,emmanuel's captains who were townsmen in ,mansoul4 ,all his other captains ,emmanuel had brought with him2 but the ,captains ,self-denial and ,experience were both born and reared to their full manhood in that besieged city4 ',a townsman4' ,how much there is for us all in that one word6 ,how much instruction6 ,how much encouragement6 ,how much caution and correction6 ,our greatest grace2 our most essential and indispensable grace2 our most experimental and evidential grace2 that grace1 indeed1 without which all our other graces are but specious shows and painted surfaces of graces2 that grace into which our ,lord here gathers up all our other graces2--that greatest of graces cannot be imputed1 imported1 or introduced2 it must be born1 bred1 exercised1 reared up to its full maturity1 and sent forth to fight and to conquer1 and all within the walls of its own native town2 in short1 our self-denial must have its beginning and middle and end in our own heart4 ,antinomians there were1 as our ,puritan fathers nicknamed all those persons who glorified ,christ by letting ,him do all things for them1 both ,his own things and their things too1 both their justification and their sanctification too4 ,and there are many good but ill-instructed men among ourselves who have just this taint of that old heresy cleaving to them still--this taint1 namely1 that they are tempted to carry over the suretyship and substitutionary work of ,christ into such regions1 and to carry it to such lengths in those regions1 as1 practically1 to make ,christ to minister to their soft and sinful living1 and to their excuse and indulgence of themselves4 ,i will put it squarely and plainly to some of my very best friends here to-night4 ,is it not the case1 now1 that you do not like this direction into which this text1 and the truth of this text1 are now travelling8 ,is it not so that you shift back in your seat from the approaching cross8 ,is it not the very and actual fact that you have secret ways of sin1 secret habits of self-indulgence in your body and in your soul1 in your mind and in your heart1 secret sins that you mantle over with the robe of ,christ's righteousness8 ,his spotless and imputed righteousness8 ,in your present temper you would have disliked deeply the ,sermon on the ,mount had you heard it2 and ,i see you shaking your head over your ,sabbath-day dinner at this text when it was first spoken4 ,lay this down for a law1 all my brethren1--a ,new ,testament and a never-to-be-abrogated law1--that the best and the safest religion for you is that way of religion that is hardest on your pride1 on your self-importance1 on your self-esteem1 as well as on your purse and on your belly4 ,you are not likely to err by practising too much of the cross4 ,you may very well have too much of the cross of ,christ preached to you1 and too little of your own4 ,why6 did not ,christ die for me8 you indignantly say4 ,yes2 so ,he did4 ,but only that you might die too4 ,he was crucified1 and so must you be crucified every day before one single drop of ,his sin-atoning blood shall ever be wasted on ,you4 ,be not deceived3 the cross is not mocked2 for only as a man nails himself1 body and soul1 to the cross every day shall he ever be saved from sin and death and hell by means of it4 ,and1 exactly as a man denies himself--no more and no less--his appetites1 his passions1 his thoughts and words and deeds1 every day and every hour of every day1 just so much shall ,he who searches our hearts and sees us in secret1 acknowledge us1 both every day now1 and at the last day of all4 #c4 ,this same ,captain ,self-denial1 his history goes on1 was stout1 he was an hardy man also1 and a man of great courage4 ,stout and hardy and of great courage at home1 that is2 in his own mind and heart1 soul and body1 that is4 ,young ,captain ,self-denial was a perfect hero at saying ,no6 and at saying ,no6 to himself4 ,it is a proverb that there is nothing so difficult as to say that monosyllable4 ,and the proverb is ,scripture truth if you try to say ,no6 to yourself4 ,it takes the very stoutest of hearts1 the most noble1 the most manly1 the most soldierly1 and the most saintly of hearts to say ,no6 to itself1 and to keep on saying ,no6 to itself to the bitter end of every trial and temptation and opportunity4 ,i remember reading long ago a page or two of a medical man's diary4 ,and in it he made a confession and an appeal ,i have never forgot2 though1 to my loss1 ,i have not always acted upon it4 ,he said that for many years he had never been entirely well4 ,he had constant headaches and depressions1 and it was seldom that he was not to some extent out of sorts4 ,but1 all the time1 he had a shrewd guess within himself as to what was the matter with him4 ,he felt ashamed to confess it even to himself that he over-ate himself every day at table2 till1 at last1 summoning up all divine and human help1 he determined that1 however hungry he was1 and however savoury the dish was1 and however excellent the wine was1 he would never either ask for or accept a second helping4 ,and this was his testimony1 that from that stout and hardy day he grew better in health daily2 'my head became clear1 my eye bright1 my complexion pure1 my mind and feelings were redeemed from all clouds and depressions4 ,and to-day ,i am a younger man at fifty than ,i was at thirty4' ,now1 if just saying ,no6 to himself and to the waiter at table did work such a new birth in a confirmed gourmand of middle life1 what would it not have wrought for him had he carried his answer stoutly and courageously through all the other parts of his body and soul8--as perhaps he did4 ,perhaps1 having tasted the sweet beginnings of salvation1 he carried his short and sure regimen through4 ,if he has done so1 let him give us his full autobiography4 ,what a blessed1 what a priceless book it would be6 #d4 ,stout ,captain ,self-denial was commanded to begin his life as an officer in ,emmanuel's army by taking especial watch over ,ear-gate and ,eye- gate2 and at our last accounts of our abstemious doctor he had only got the length of ,mouth-gate4 ,but having begun so well with those three great outposts of the soul1 if those two trusty officers only held on1 and played the man courageously enough1 they would soon be promoted to still more important1 still more central1 and1 if more difficult and dangerous1 then also much more honourable and remunerative posts4 ,appetite1 deep and deadly as its evils are1 is1 after all1 only an outwork of the soul2 and the same sharp knife that the epicure and the sot in all their stages must put to their throat1 that same knife must be made to draw blood in all parts of their mind and their heart1 in their will and in their imagination1 till a perfect chorus of self-denials rings like noblest martial music through all the gates1 and streets1 and fortresses1 and strongholds1 and very palaces and temples of the soul4 ,i shall here stand aside and let the greatest of the ,english mystics speak to you on this present point4 ',when we speak of self-denial1' he says1 in his ,christian ,perfection1 'we are apt to confine it to eating and drinking3 but we ought to consider that1 though a strict temperance be necessary in these things1 yet that these are the easiest and the smallest instances of self-denial4 ,pride1 vanity1 self-love1 covetousness1 envy1 and other inclinations of the like nature call for a more constant and a more watchful self-denial than the appetites of hunger and thirst4 ,and till we enter into this course of universal self- denial we shall make no progress in real piety1 but our lives will be a ridiculous mixture of ,i know not what2 sober and covetous1 proud and devout1 temperate and vain1 regular in our forms of devotion and irregular in all our passions1 circumspect in little modes of behaviour and careless and negligent of tempers the most essential to piety4 ,and thus it will necessarily be with us till we lay the axe to the root of the tree1 till we deny and renounce the whole corruption of our nature1 and resign ourselves up entirely to the ,spirit of ,god1 to think and speak and act by the wisdom and the purity of religion4' #e4 ,stout as ,captain ,self-denial was1 and notable alarms and some brisk execution as he did upon the enemy1 yet he must meet with some brushes himself2 indeed1 he carried several of the marks of such brushes on his face as well as on some other parts of his body4 ,if ,i had read in his history that ,young ,captain ,self-denial had left his mark upon his enemies1 ,i would have said1 ,well done1 and ,i would have added that ,i always expected as much4 ,but it is far more to my purpose to read that he had not always got himself off without wounds that left lasting scars both where they were seen of all1 and where they were seen and felt only by ,self-denial himself4 ,and not ,self-denial only1 but even ,paul1 in our flesh1 and with like passions with us1 had the same experience and has left us the same record4 ',i keep my body under'3 so our emasculated ,english version makes us read it4 ,but the visual image in the masterly original ,greek is not so mealy-mouthed4 ,i box and buffet myself day and night1 says ,paul4 ,i play the truculent tyrant over a lewd and lazy slave4 ,i hit myself blinding blows on my tenderest part4 ,i am ashamed to look at myself in the glass1 for all under my eyes ,i am black and blue4 ,if ,david1 after the matter of ,uriah1 had done that to himself1 and even more than that1 we would not have wondered2 we would have expected it1 and we would have said1 ,it is no more than we would have done ourselves4 ,but that a spotless1 gentle1 noble soul like ,paul should so have mangled himself1--that quite dumfounders us4 ,if ,paul1 then1 who1 touching the righteousness which is in the law1 was blameless1 had to handle himself in that manner in order to keep himself blameless1 shall any young man here hope to escape temptation without such blows at himself as shall leave their mark on him all his days8 ,nay1 not only so1 but after ,self-denial had thus exercised himself and subdued himself1 still his enemy sometimes got such an advantage over him as left him as his history here describes him4 ,all which is surely full of the most excellent heartening to all who read1 in earnest and for an example1 his fine history4 #f4 ,the last and crowning exploit of our matchless captain was to capture1 and execute1 and quarter1 and hang up on a gallows at the market- cross1 the head and the hands and the feet of his oldest1 most sworn1 and most deadly enemy1 one ,self-love4 ,so stout and so insufferable was our captain in the matter of ,self-love that when it was proposed by some of his many influential friends and high-in-place relations in the city that the judgment of the court-martial on ,self-love should be deferred1 our stout soldier with the cuts on his face and in some other parts of his body stood up1 and said that the city and the army must make up their mind either to relieve him of his sword1 hacked and broken off as it was1 or else to execute the law upon ,self-love on the spot4 ,i will lay down my commission this very day1 he said1 with an extraordinary indignation4 ,many rich men in the city1 and many men deep in the ,king's service1 muttered mutinous things when their near relative was hurried to the open cause-way1 but by that time the soldiers of ,self-denial's company had brained ,self-love with the butts of their muskets4 ,and it was the stand that our captain made in the matter of ,self-love that at last lifted the young soldier where many had felt he should have been lifted long ago4 ,from that day he was made a lord1 a military peer1 and an adviser of the crown and the crown officers in all the deepest counsels concerning ,mansoul4 ,only1 with the cloak and the coronet of ,self-denial the present history all but comes to an end4 ,for1 before the outcast remains of ,self- love had mouldered to their dust on the city gate1 the ,king's chariot had descended into the street1 had ascended up to the palace at the head of the street1 and a new age of the city life had begun1 the full history of which has yet to be told4 ,remain behind1 then1 and begin with us to-night1 all you young men4 ,you cannot begin this lifelong study and this lifelong pursuit of self-denial too early4 ,for1 even if you begin to read our books and to practise our discipline in your very boyhood1 when you are old men and very saints of ,god you will feel that your self-love is still so full of life and power1 that your self-denial has scarcely begun4 ,ah1 me6 men3 both old and young men4 ,ah1 me6 what a life's task set us of ,god it is to make us a new heart1 to cleanse out an unclean heart1 to lay in the dust a proud heart1 and to keep a heart at all times1 and in all places1 and toward all people1 with all diligence6 ,who is sufficient for these things8 ',now was ,christian somewhat in a maze4 ,but at last1 when every man started back for fear1 ,christian saw a man of a very stout countenance come up to him that sat there with the inkhorn to write1 saying1 ,set down my name1 sir6 ,at which there was a pleasant voice heard from those that were within1 even of those who walked upon the top of that place1 saying1 ,come in1 come in3 ,eternal glory thou shalt win4 ,then ,christian smiled1 and said3 ,i think1 verily1 that ,i know the meaning of all this now4' ,,chapter ,,xvii--,,five ,,pickt ,,men ',i took wise men and known and made them captains4'--,moses4 ,john ,bunyan never lost his early love for a soldier's life any more than he ever forgot the rare delights of his bell-ringing days4 ,john ,bunyan1 all his days1 never saw a bell-rope that his fingers did not tingle1 and he never saw a soldier in uniform without instinctively shouldering his youthful musket4 ,bunyan was one of those rare men who are of imagination all compact2 and consequently it is that all his books are full of the scenes1 the occupations1 and the experiences of his early days4 ,not that he says very much1 in as many words1 about what happened to him in the days when he was a soldier2 it is only once in all his many books that he says that when he was a soldier such and such a thing happened to him4 ,at the same time1 all his books bear the impress of his early days upon them2 and as for this special book of ,bunyan's now open before us1 it is full from board to board of the strife and the din of his early battles4 ,the ,holy ,war is just ,john ,bunyan's soldierly life spiritualised--spiritualised and so worked up into this fine ,english ,classic4 ,well1 then1 after ,mansoul was taken and reduced1 the victorious ,prince determined so to occupy the town with ,his soldiers that it should never again either be taken by force from without1 or ever again revolt by weakness or by fear from within4 ,and with this view ,he chose out five of ,his best captains--,my five pickt men1 ,he always called them--and placed those five captains and their thousands under them in the strongholds of the town4 ,on the margin of this page our versatile author speaks of that step of ,emmanuel's in the language of a philosopher1 a moralist1 and a divine4 ',five graces1' he says1 'pickt out of an abundance of common virtues4' ,this summing-up sentence stands on his stiff and dry margin4 ,but in the rich and living flow of the text itself our author goes on writing like the man of genius he is4 ,with all the warmth and colour and dramatic movement of which this whole book is full1 this great writer goes on to set those five choice captains of our salvation before us in a way that we shall never forget4 #a4 ',the first was that famous captain1 the noble ,captain ,credence4 ,his were the red colours1 and ,mr4 ,promise bare them4 ,and for a scutcheon he had the ,holy ,lamb and the golden shield2 and he had ten thousand men at his feet4' ,now1 this same ,captain ,credence from first to last of the war always led the van both within and around ,mansoul4 ,in ordinary and peaceful days2 in days of truce and parley2 when the opposite armies were laid up in their winter quarters1 or were1 for any cause1 drawn off from one another1 some of the other captains might be more in evidence4 ,but in every exploit to be called an exploit2 in every single enterprise of danger2 when any new position was to be taken up1 or any forlorn hope was to be led1 there1 in the very van of labour and of danger1 was sure to be seen ,captain ,credence with his blood-red colours in his own hand4 ,you understand your ,bunyan by this time1 my brethren8 ,captain ,credence1 your little boy at school will tell you1 is just the soldier-like faith of your sanctification4 ,credo1 he will tell you1 is ',i believe'2 it is to have faith in ,god and in the word of ,god4 ,you will borrow your ,latin from your little boy1 and then you will pay him back by telling him how ,captain ,credence has always led the van in your soul4 ,you will tell him and show him what a wonderful writer on the things of the soul ,john ,bunyan is1 till you make ,john ,bunyan one of your son's choicest authors for all his days4 ,you will do this if you will tell him how and when this same ,captain ,credence with his crimson colours first led the van in your salvation4 ,you will tell him this with more and more depth and more and more plainness as year after year he reads his ,holy ,war1 and better and better understands it1 till he has had it all fulfilled in himself as a pickt captain and good soldier of ,jesus ,christ4 ,you will tell him about yourself1 till1 at this forlorn hope in his own life1 and at that sounded advance1 in some new providence and in some new duty2 in this commanded attack on an inwardly entrenched enemy1 and in that resolute assault on some battlement of evil habit1 he recollects his noble1 confiding1 and loving father and plays the man again1 and that all the more if only for his father's sake4 ,ask your son what he knows and what you do not know1 and then as long as his heart and his ear are open tell him what you know and what you have by faith come through1 and that will be a priceless possession to him1 especially when he is put in possession of it by you4 ,well on toward the end of the war1 the ,captain ,credence had so acquitted himself that he was summoned one day to the ,prince's quarters1 when the following colloquy ensued3 ',what hath my ,lord to say to ,his servant8' ,and then1 after a sign or two of favour1 it was said to him3 ',i have made thee lieutenant over all the forces in ,mansoul2 so that1 from this day forward1 all men in ,mansoul shall be at thy word2 and thou shalt be he that shall lead in and that shall lead out ,mansoul4 ,and at thy command shall all the rest of the captains be4' ,my brethren1 you will have the whole key to all that in yourselves if this same war has gone this length in you4 ,faith1 your faith in ,god1 and in the word of ,god1 will1 as this inward war goes on1 not only lead the van in your heart and in your life1 but just because your faith so leads in all things1 and is so fitted to lead in all things1 it will at last be lifted up and set over your soul1 and all the things of your soul1 till nothing shall be done in any of the streets1 or gates1 or walls thereof that faith in ,god and in ,his word does not first allow and admit4 ,and then1 when it has come to that within you1 that is the best mind1 that is the safest1 the happiest1 and the most heavenly mind that you can attain to in this present life2 and when faith shall thus lead and rule over all things in thy soul1 be thou always ready1 for thy speedy translation to a still better life is just at the door4 #b4 ',the second was that famous captain1 ,good-hope4 ,his were the blue colours4 ,his standard-bearer was ,mr4 ,expectation1 and for a scutcheon he had three golden anchors2 and he had ten thousand men at his feet4' ,the time was1 my brethren1 when all your hopes and mine were as yet anchored without the veil4 ,but all that is now changed4 ,we still hope1 in a mild kind of way1 for this thing and for that in this present life2 but only in a mild kind of way4 ,it would not be right in us not to look forward1 say1 from spring-time to summer1 and from summer to harvest4 ,if the husbandman had not hope in the former and in the latter rain he would not sow2 and as it is with the husbandman so it is with us all3 so ought it to be1 and so it must be4 ,but we say ,god willing6 all the time that we plot and plan and hope4 ,and we say ,god willing6 no longer with a sigh1 but1 now1 always with a smile4 ,in ,his will is our tranquillity1 we say1 and we know that if it is not ,his will that this and that slightly anchored hope should be fulfilled1 then that only means that all our hopes1 to be called hopes1 are soon to be realised4 ,our green and salad days in the matter of hope are for ever past4 ,if we had it all absolutely secured to us that this world is still promising to its salad dupes1 it would not come within a thousand miles of satisfying our hearts4 ,whether the hopes of our hearts are to be fulfilled within the veil or no1 that remains to be seen2 but all the things without the veil taken together do not any longer even pretend to promise a hope to hearts like ours4 ,our ,forerunner has carried away our hearts with ,him4 ,we have no heart left for any one but ,him1 or for anything without or within the veil that ,he is not and is not in4 ,and till that hope also has made us ashamed1--till ,he and ,his promises have failed us like all the rest1--we are going to anchor our hearts on that1 and on that only1 which we believe is with ,him within the veil4 ,if our ,forerunner also disappoints us2 if we enter where ,he is1 only to find that ,he is not there2 or that1 though there1 ,he is not able to satisfy our hope in ,him1 and make us like ,himself1 then we shall be of all men the most miserable4 ,but not till then4 ,no2 not till then4 ,and thus it is that ,captain ,good-hope has his billet in our heart2 thus it is that his blue colours float over our house2 and thus it is that his three golden anchors are blazing out in all their beauty on the best wall of our earthly house4 #c4 ',the third was that valiant captain1 the ,captain ,charity4 ,his standard-bearer was ,mr4 ,pitiful1 and for his scutcheon he had three naked orphans embraced in his bosom2 and he also had ten thousand men at his feet4' ,o ,charity6 ,o valiant and pitiful ,charity6 ,divine-natured and heavenly-minded ,charity6 ,when wilt thou come and dwell in my heart8 ,when1 by thine indwelling1 shall ,i be able to love my neighbour1 and all my neighbours1 as myself8 ,when1 in thy strength1 shall ,i cease from repining at my neighbour's good2 and when shall ,i cease secretly rejoicing over his evil8 ,when shall ,i by thee renewing me1 be made able to cease in everything from seeking first my own will and my own way2 my own praise and my own glory8 ,when shall it be as much my new nature to love my neighbour as it is now my old nature to hate him8 ,when shall ,i cease to be so soon angry1 and hard1 and bitter1 and scornful1 and unrelenting1 and unforgiving8 ,when shall my neighbour's presence1 his image1 and his name always call up only love and honour1 good-will and affectionate delight8 ,when and where shall ,i1 under thee1 feel for the last time any evil of any kind in my heart against my brother8 ,oh6 to see the day when ,i shall suffer long and be kind6 ,when ,i shall never again vaunt myself or be puffed up6 ,when ,i shall bear all things1 believe all things1 hope all things1 endure all things6 ,o blessed1 blessed ,charity6 with thy divine heart1 with thy dove-like eyes1 and with thy bosom full of pity1 when wilt thou come into my sinful heart and bring all heaven in with thee6 ,o ,charity6 till thou so comest ,i shall wait for thee4 ,and1 till thou comest1 thy standard-bearer shall be my door porter1 and thy scutcheon shall hang night and day at my door-post6 #d4 ',the fourth captain was that gallant commander1 the ,captain ,innocent4 ,his standard-bearer was ,mr4 ,harmless2 his were the white colours1 and for his scutcheon he had three golden doves4' ,my brethren1 how well it would have been with us to-day if we had always lived innocently6 ,had we only been innocent of that man's1 and that man's1 and that man's1 and that man's hurt6 7,let us name all the men to ourselves47 ,how many men have we1 first and last1 hurt6 ,some intentionally1 and some unintentionally2 some deliberately1 and some only by accident2 some of malice1 and some only of misfortune2 some innocently and unknowingly1 and whom we never properly hurt4 ,some1 also1 by our mere existence2 some by our best actions2 some because we have helped and not hurt others2 and some out of nothing else but the pure original devilry of their own evil hearts4 ,and then1 when we take all these men home to our hearts1 what hearts all these men give us6 ,who1 then1 is the man here who has done to other men the most hurt8 ,who has caused or been the occasion of most hurt8 ,let that so unhappy man just think that the gallant commander1 the ,captain ,innocent himself1 with his white colours and with his golden doves1 is standing and knocking at your evil door4 ,o unhappy man6 ,by all the hurt and harm you have ever done--by all that you can never now undo--by those spotless colours that are still snow and not yet scarlet as they wave over you--by those three golden doves that are an emblem of the life that still lies open before you1 as well as an invitation to you to enter on that life--why will you die of remorse and despair8 ,open the door of your heart and admit ,captain ,innocent4 ,he knows that of all hurtful men on the face of the earth you are the most hurtful1 but he is not on that account afraid at you2 indeed1 it is on that account that he has come so near to you4 ,by admitting him1 by enlisting under him1 by serving under him1 some of the most hurtful and injurious men that ever lived have lived after to be the most innocent and the most harmless of men1 with their hands washed every day in innocency1 and with three golden doves as the scutcheon of their new nature and their ,christian character4 ,oh come into my heart1 ,captain ,innocent2 there is room in my heart for thee6 #e4 ',and then the fifth was that truly royal and well-beloved captain1 the ,captain ,patience4 ,his standard-bearer was ,mr4 ,suffer-long1 and for a scutcheon he had three arrows through a golden heart4' ,three arrows through a golden heart6 ,most eloquent1 most impressive1 and most instructive of emblems6 ,first1 a heart of gold1 and then that heart of gold pierced1 and pierced1 and then pierced again with arrow after arrow4 ,patience was the last of ,emmanuel's pickt graces4 ,captain ,patience with his pierced heart always brought up the rear when the army marched4 ,but when ,captain ,patience and ,mr4 ,suffer-long did enter and take up their quarters in any house in ,mansoul1--then was there no house more safe1 more protected1 more peaceful1 more quietly1 sweetly1 divinely happy than just that house where this loyal and well-beloved captain bore in his heart4 ,entertain patience1 my brethren4 ,practise patience1 my brethren4 ,make your house at home a daily school to you in which to learn patience4 ,be sure that you well understand the times1 the occasions1 the opportunities1 and the invitations of patience1 and take profit out of them2 and thus both your profit and that of others also will be great4 ,tribulation worketh patience4 ,endure tribulation1 then1 for the sake of its so excellent work4 ,nothing worketh patience like tribulation1 and therefore it is that tribulation so abounds in the lives of ,god's people4 ,so much does tribulation abound in the lives of ,god's people that they are actually known in heaven and described there by their experience of tribulation4 ',these are they which came out of great tribulation1 and therefore are they before the throne4' ,these are they with the three sharp arrows shot through and through their hearts of gold4 ,,chapter ,,xviii--,,mr4 ,,desires-,,awake ',one thing have ,i desired4'--,david4 ,mr4 ,desires-awake dwelt in a very mean cottage in ,mansoul4 ,there were two very mean cottages in ,mansoul1 and those two cottages stood beside one another and leaned upon one another and held one another up4 ,mr4 ,desires-awake dwelt in the one of those cottages and ,mr4 ,wet-eyes in the other4 ,and those two mendicant men were wont to meet together for secret prayer1 when ,mr4 ,desires-awake would put a rope upon his head1 while ,mr4 ,wet-eyes would not be able to speak for wringing his hands in tears all the time4 ,many a time did those two meanest and most despised of men deliver that city1 according to the proverb of the ,preacher3 ,wisdom is better than strength1 and the words of wisdom are to be heard in secret places1 where wisdom is far better than weapons of war4 ,why should ,i not do all for them and the best ,i can8 said ,mr4 ,desires-awake when the men of ,mansoul came to him in their extremity4 ,i will even venture my life again for them at the pavilion of the ,prince4 ,and accordingly this mean man put his rope upon his head1 as was his wont1 and went out to the ,prince's tent and asked the reformades if he might see their ,master4 ,then the ,prince1 coming to the place where the petitioner lay on the ground1 demanded what his name was and of what esteem he was in ,mansoul1 and why he1 of all the multitudes of ,mansoul1 was sent out to ,his ,royal tent on such an errand4 ,then said the man to the ,prince standing over him1 he said3 ,oh let not my ,lord be angry2 and why inquirest ,thou after the name of such a dead dog as ,i am8 ,pass by1 ,i pray ,thee1 and take not notice of who ,i am1 because there is1 as ,thou very well knowest1 so great a disproportion between ,thee and me4 ,for my part1 ,i am out of charity with myself2 who1 then1 should be in love with me8 ,yet live ,i would1 and so would ,i that my townsmen should2 and because both they and myself are guilty of great transgressions1 therefore they have sent me1 and ,i have come in their names to beg of my ,lord for mercy4 ,let it please ,thee1 therefore1 to incline to mercy2 but ask not who ,thy servant is4 ,all this1 and how ,mr4 ,desires-awake and ,mr4 ,wet-eyes sped in their petition1 is to be read at length in the ,holy ,history4 ,and now let us take down the key that hangs in our author's window and go to work with it on the sweet mystery of ,mr4 ,desires-awake4 #a4 ,well1 then1 to begin with1 this poor man's name need not delay us long seeking it out4 ,in shorter time1 and with surer success than ,i could give you the dictionary root of his name1 if you will look within you will all see the visual image of this poor man's name in your own heart4 ,for our hearts are all as full as they can hold of all kinds of desires2 some good and some bad1 some asleep and some awake1 some alive and some dead1 some raging like a hundred hungry lions1 and some satisfied as a sleeping child4 ,well1 then1 this mean man was called ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 and what his desires were awake after and set upon we have already seen in his head-dress and heard in his prayer4 ,his house1 on the other hand1 will not be so well known4 ,for it was less a house than a hut--a hut hidden away out of sight and back behind ,mr4 ,wet-eyes' hut4 ,mr4 ,desires-awake's cottage was so mean and meagre that no one ever came to visit him unless it was his next-door neighbour4 ,they never left their cottages1 those two poor men1 unless it was to see one another2 or1 strange to tell1 unless it was to go out at the city gate to see and to speak with their ,prince4 ,and at such times their venturesomeness both astonished themselves and amused their ,prince4 ,sometimes he laughed to see them back at his door again2 but more often he wept to see and hear them2 all which made the guards of his pavilion to wonder who those two strange men might be4 ,and thus it was that if at any long interval of time any of the men of the city desired to see ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 he was sure to be found at the pavilion door of his ,prince1 or else in his neighbour's cottage1 or else at home in his own4 ,from year's end to year's end you might look in vain for either of those two poor men in the public resorts of ,mansoul4 ,when all the town was abroad on holidays and fair-days and feast-days1 those two mean men were then closest at home4 ,and when the booths of the town were full of all kinds of wares and merchandise1 and all the greens in the town were full of games1 and plays1 and cheats1 and fools1 and apes1 and knaves1 only those two penniless men would abide shut up at home4 ,at home2 or else together they would go to a market-stance set up by their ,prince outside the walls where one was stationed to stand and to cry3 ',ho6 every one that thirsteth1 come ye to the waters1 and he that hath no money4 ,wherefore do ye spend money for that which is not bread1 and your labour for that which satisfieth not8 ,incline your ear and come to me2 hear1 and your soul shall live4' ,and sometimes the ,prince would go out in person to meet the two men with nothing to pay1 and would ,himself say to them1 ,i counsel thee to buy of ,me gold tried in the fire1 and white raiment1 and anoint thine eyes with eye-salve1 till the two men1 ,mr4 ,desires-awake and ,mr4 ,wet-eyes1 would go home to their huts laden with their ,prince's free gifts and royal bounties4 #b4 ,but1 with all that1 ,mr4 ,desires-awake never went out to his ,prince's pavilion till he had again put his rope upon his head4 ,and1 however laden with royal presents he ever returned to his mean cottage1 he never laid aside his rope4 ,he ate in his rope1 he slept in his rope1 he visited his next-door neighbour in his rope1 till the only instruction he left behind him was to bury him in a ditch1 and be sure to put his rope upon his head4 ,the men and the boys of the town jeered at ,mr4 ,desires- awake as he passed up their streets in his rope1 and the very mothers in ,mansoul taught their children in arms to run after him and to cry1 ,go up1 thou roped head6 ,go up1 thou roped head6 ,we be free men1 the men of the town called after him2 and we never were in bondage to any man'4 ,out with him2 out with him6 ,he is beside himself4 ,much repentance hath made him mad6 ,but through all that ,mr4 ,desires-awake was as one that heard them not4 ,for ,mr4 ,desires-awake was full of louder voices within4 ,the voices within his bosom quite drowned the babel around him4 ,the voices within called him far worse names than the streets of the city ever called him2 till all he could do was to draw his rope down upon his head and press on again to the ,prince's pavilion4 ,you understand about that rope1 my brethren1 do you not8 ,mr4 ,desires-awake's continual rope8 ,in old days when a guilty man came of his own accord to the judge to confess himself deserving of death1 he would put a rope upon his head4 ,and that rope as much as said to the judge and to all men--the miserable man as good as said3 ,this is my desert4 ,this is the wages of my sin4 ,i justify my judge4 ,i judge myself4 ,i hereby do myself to death4 ,and it was this that so angered the happy holiday-makers of ,mansoul4 ,for they forgave themselves4 ,they justified themselves4 ,they put a high price upon themselves4 ,humiliation and sorrow for sin was not in all their thoughts2 and they hated and hunted back into his hut the humble man whose gait and garb always reminded them of their past life and of their latter end4 ,but for all they could do1 ,mr4 ,desires-awake would wear his rope4 ,my soul chooseth strangling rather than sin1 he would say4 ,my sin hath found me out1 he would say2 ,i hate myself1 he would say1 because of my sin4 ,i condemn and denounce myself4 ,i hang myself up with this rope on the accursed tree4 ,and thus it was that while other men were crucifying their ,prince afresh1 ,mr4 ,desires-awake was crucifying himself with and after his ,prince4 ,and thus it was that while the men and the women of the town so hated and so mocked ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 his ,prince so loved and so honoured him4 #c4 ',oh let not my ,lord be angry2 and why inquirest ,thou after the name of such a dead dog as ,i am8' said ,desires-awake to his ,prince4 ',behold1 now1 ,i have taken upon me to speak unto the ,lord which am but dust and ashes1' said ,abraham4 ',if ,i wash myself with snow water1 and make my hands never so clean1 yet shalt thou plunge me into the ditch1 and mine own clothes shall abhor me1' said ,job4 ',my wounds stink and are corrupt2 my loins are filled with a loathsome disease1 and there is no soundness in my flesh1' said ,david4 ',but we are all as an unclean thing1' said ,isaiah1 'and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags4' ',i am the chief of sinners1' said the apostle4 ',hold your peace2 ,i am a devil and not a man1' said ,philip ,neri to his sons4 ',i am a sinner1 and worse than the chief of sinners1 yea1 a guilty devil1' said ,samuel ,rutherford4 ',i hated the light2 ,i was a chief--the chief of sinners1' said ,oliver ,cromwell4 ',i was more loathsome in my own eyes than a toad1' said ,john ,bunyan4 ',sin and corruption would as naturally bubble out of my heart as water would bubble out of a fountain4 ,i could have changed hearts with anybody4 ,i thought none but the devil himself could equal me for wickedness and pollution of mind4' ',o ,despise me not1' said ,bishop ,andrewes1 'an unclean worm1 a dead dog1 a putrid corpse4 ,the just falleth seven times a day2 and ,i1 an exceeding sinner1 seventy times seven4 ,me1 ,o ,lord1 of sinners chief1 chiefest1 and greatest4' ,and ,william ,law1 ',an unclean worm1 a dead dog1 a stinking carcass4 ,drive1 ,i beseech ,thee1 the serpent and the beast out of me4 ,o ,lord1 ,i detest and abhor myself for all these my sins1 and for all my abuse of ,thine infinite mercy4' ,from all this1 then1 you will see that this dead dog of ours with the rope upon his head was no strange sight at ,emmanuel's pavilion4 ,and you and ,i shall still be in the same saintly succession if we go continually with his words in our mouth1 and with his instrument in our hands and on our heads4 #d4 ',the ,prince to whom ,i went1' said ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 'is such a one for beauty and for glory that whoso sees ,him must ever after both love and fear ,him4 ,i1 for my part1' he said1 'can do no less2 but ,i know not what the end will be of all these things4' ,what made ,mr4 ,desires-awake say that last thing was that when he was prostrate in his prayer the ,prince turned ,his head away1 as if ,he was out of humour and out of patience with ,his petitioner2 while1 all the time1 the overcome ,prince was weeping with love and with pity for ,desires-awake4 ,only that poor man did not see that1 and would not have believed that even if he had seen it4 ',i cannot tell what the end will be1' said ,desires-awake2 'but one thing ,i know1 ,i shall never be able to cease from both loving and fearing that ,prince4 ,i shall always love ,him for ,his beauty and fear ,him for ,his glory4' ,can you say anything like that1 my brethren8 ,have you been at ,his seat with sackcloth1 and a rope1 and ashes1 and tears1 and prayers1 like ,abraham1 and ,david1 and ,isaiah1 and ,paul1 and ,john ,bunyan1 and ,bishop ,andrewes8 ,and1 whatever may be the end1 do you say that henceforth and for ever you must both love and fear that ,prince8 ',though ,he slay me1' said ,job1 'yet ,i shall both love and trust ,him4' ,well1 the ,prince is the ,prince1 and ,he will take both ,his own time and ,his own way of taking off your rope and putting a chain of gold round your neck1 and a new song in your mouth1 as ,he did to ,job4 ,there may be more weeping yet1 both on your side and on ,his before ,he does that2 but ,he will do it1 and ,he will not delay an hour that ,he can help in doing it4 ,only1 do you continue and increase to love ,his beauty1 and to fear ,his glory4 ,and that of itself will be reward and blessing enough to you4 ,nay1 once you have seen both ,his beauty and ,his glory1 then to lie a dog under ,his table1 and to beg at ,his door with a rope on your head to all eternity would be a glorious eternity to you4 ,samuel ,rutherford said that to see ,christ through the keyhole once in a thousand years would be heaven enough for him4 ,christ wept in heaven as ,rutherford wrote that letter in ,aberdeen1 and if you make ,him weep in the same way ,he will soon make you to laugh too4 ,he will soon make you to laugh as ,samuel ,rutherford and ,mr4 ,desires-awake are laughing now4 ,only1 my brethren1 answer this--,are your desires awakened indeed after ,jesus ,christ8 ,you know what a desire is4 ,your hearts are full to the brim of desires4 ,well1 is there one desire in a day in your heart for ,christ8 ,in the multitude of your desires within you1 what share and what proportion go out and up to ,christ8 ,you know what beauty is4 ,you know and you love the beauty of a child1 of a woman1 of a man1 of nature1 of art1 and so on4 ,do you know1 have you ever seen1 the ineffable beauty of ,christ8 ,is there one saint of ,god here1--and ,he has many saints here--is there one of you who can say with ,david in the text1 ,one thing do ,i desire8 ,there should be many so desiring saints here2 for ,christ's beauty is far better and far fairer1 far more captivating1 far more enthralling1 and far more satisfying to us than it could be to ,david4 ,shall we call you ,desires- awake1 then1 after this8 ,can you say--do you say1 ,one thing do ,i desire1 and that is no thing and no person1 no created beauty and no earthly sweetness1 but my one desire is for ,god3 to be ,his1 and to be like ,him1 and to be for ever with ,him8 ,then1 it shall soon all be4 ,for1 what you truly desire1--all that you already are2 and what you already are1--all that you shall soon completely and for ever be4 ,whom have ,i in heaven but ,thee8 ,and there is none upon earth that ,i desire beside ,thee4 ,my flesh and my heart faileth2 but ,god is the strength of my heart1 and my portion for ever4 ',as for me1' says the great-hearted1 the hungry-hearted ,psalmist1 ',i shall be satisfied1 when ,i awake1 with ,thy likeness4' ,one would have said that ,david had all that heart could desire even before he fell asleep4 ,for he had a throne1 the throne of ,israel1 and a son1 a son like ,solomon to sit upon it4 ,a long life also1 full to the brim of all kinds of temporal and spiritual blessings4 ,bless the ,lord1 ,o my soul1 and forget not all ,his benefits2 who forgiveth all thine iniquities2 who healeth all thy diseases2 who redeemeth thy life from destruction2 who crowneth thee with loving-kindness and tender mercies2 who satisfieth thy mouth with good things1 so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's4 ,all that1 and yet not satisfied6 ,o ,david6 ,david6 surely ,desires-awake is thy new name6 ,one of our own poets has said3-- ',all thoughts1 all passions1 all delights1 ,whatever stirs this mortal frame1 ,all are but ministers of ,love1 ,and feed ,his sacred flame4' ,now1 if that is true1 as it is true1 even of earthly and ephemeral love1 how much more true is it of the love that is in the immortal soul of man for the everlasting ,god8 ,and what a blessed life that already is when all things that come to us--joy and sorrow1 good and evil1 nature and grace1 all thoughts1 all passions1 all delights--are all but so many ministers to our soul's desire after ,god1 after the ,divine ,likeness and for the ,beatific ,vision4 ',oh6 ,christ1 ,he is the ,fountain1 ,the deep sweet ,well of ,love6 ,the streams on earth ,i've tasted1 ,more deep ,i'll drink above2 ,there1 to an ocean fulness1 ,his mercy doth expand2 ,and glory--glory dwelleth ,in ,emmanuel's land4' ,,chapter ,,xix--,,mr4 ,,wet-,,eyes ',oh that my head were waters6'--,jeremiah4 ',tears gain everything4'--,teresa4 ,now ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 when he saw that he must go on this errand1 besought that they would grant that ,mr4 ,wet-eyes might go with him4 ,now this ,mr4 ,wet-eyes was a near neighbour of ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 a poor man1 and a man of a broken spirit1 yet one that could speak well to a petition2 so they granted that he should go with him4 ,wherefore the two men at once addressed themselves to their serious business4 ,mr4 ,desires- awake put his rope upon his head1 and ,mr4 ,wet-eyes went with his hands wringing together4 ,then said the ,prince1 ,and what is he that is become thy companion in this so weighty a matter8 ,so ,mr4 ,desires-awake told ,emmanuel that this was a poor neighbour of his1 and one of his most intimate associates4 ,and his name1 said he1 may it please your most excellent ,majesty1 is ,wet-eyes1 of the town of ,mansoul4 ,i know that there are many of that name that are naught1 said he2 but ,i hope it will be no offence to my ,lord that ,i have brought my poor neighbour with me4 ,then ,mr4 ,wet-eyes fell on his face to the ground1 and made this apology for his coming with his neighbour to his ,lord3-- ',oh1 my ,lord1' quoth he1 'what ,i am ,i know not myself1 nor whether my name be feigned or true1 especially when ,i begin to think what some have said1 and that is that this name was given me because ,mr4 ,repentance was my father4 ,but good men have sometimes bad children1 and the sincere do sometimes beget hypocrites4 ,my mother also called me by this name of mine from my cradle2 but whether she said so because of the moistness of my brain1 or because of the softness of my heart1 ,i cannot tell4 ,i see dirt in mine own tears1 and filthiness in the bottom of my prayers4 ,but ,i pray ,thee 7and all this while the gentleman wept7 that ,thou wouldst not remember against us our transgressions1 nor take offence at the unqualifiedness of ,thy servants1 but mercifully pass by the sin of ,mansoul1 and refrain from the magnifying of ,thy grace no longer4' ,so at ,his bidding they arose1 and both stood trembling before ,him4 #a4 ',his name1 may it please your ,majesty1 is ,wet-eyes1 of the town of ,mansoul4 ,i know1 at the same time1 that there are many of that name that are naught4' ,naught1 that is1 for this great enterprise now in hand4 ,and thus it was that ,mr4 ,desires-awake in setting out for the ,prince's pavilion besought that ,mr4 ,wet-eyes might go with him4 ,mr4 ,desires-awake felt keenly how much might turn on who his companion was that day1 and therefore he took ,mr4 ,wet-eyes with him4 ,david would have made a most excellent associate for ,mr4 ,desires-awake that day4 ',i am weary with my groaning2 all the night make ,i my bed to swim2 ,i water my couch with my tears4' ,and again1 ',rivers of waters run down mine eyes1 because they keep not ,thy law4' ,this1 then1 was the only manner of man that ,mr4 ,desires-awake would stake his life alongside of that day4 ',i have seen some persons weep for the loss of sixpence1' said ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 'or for the breaking of a glass1 or at some trifling accident4 ,and they cannot pretend to have their tears valued at a bigger rate than they will confess their passion to be when they weep4 ,some are vexed for the dirtying of their linen1 or some such trifle1 for which the least passion is too big an expense4 ,and thus it is that a man cannot tell his own heart simply by his tears1 or the truth of his repentance by those short gusts of sorrow4' ,well1 then1 my brethren1 tell me1 ,do you think that ,mr4 ,desires-awake would have taken you that day to the pavilion door8 ,would his head have been safe with you for his associate8 ,your associates see many gusts in your heart4 ,do they ever see your eyes red because of your sin8 ,did you ever weep so much as one good tear-drop for pure sin8 ,one true tear3 not because your sins have found you out1 but for secret sins that you know can never find you out in this world8 ,and1 still better1 do you ever weep in secret places not for sin1 but for sinfulness--which is a very different matter8 ,do you ever weep to yourself and to ,god alone over your incurably wicked heart8 ,if not1 then weep for that with all your might1 night and day4 ,no mortal man has so much cause to weep as you have4 ,go to ,god on the spot1 on every spot1 and say with ,bishop ,andrewes1 who is both ,mr4 ,desires-awake and ,mr4 ,wet- eyes in one1 say with that deep man in his ,private ,devotions1 say3 ',i need more grief1 ,o ,god2 ,i plainly need it4 ,i can sin much1 but ,i cannot correspondingly repent4 ,o ,lord1 give me a molten heart4 ,give me tears2 give me a fountain of tears4 ,give me the grace of tears4 ,drop down1 ye heavens1 and bedew the dryness of my heart4 ,give me1 ,o ,lord1 this saving grace4 ,no grace of all the graces were more welcome to me4 ,if ,i may not water my couch with my tears1 nor wash ,thy feet with my tears1 at least give me one or two little tears that ,thou mayest put into ,thy bottle and write in ,thy book6' ,if your heart is hard1 and your eyes dry1 make something like that your continual prayer4 #b4 ',a poor-man1' said ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 about his associate4 ',mr4 ,wet- eyes is a poor man1 and a man of a broken spirit4' ',let ,oliver take comfort in his dark sorrows and melancholies4 ,the quantity of sorrow he has1 does it not mean withal the quantity of sympathy he has1 and the quantity of faculty and of victory he shall yet have8 ,our sorrow is the inverted image of our nobleness4 ,the depth of our despair measures what capability and height of claim we have to hope4 ,black smoke1 as of ,tophet1 filling all your universe1 it can yet by true heart-energy become flame1 and the brilliancy of heaven4 ,courage6' ',this is the angel of the earth1 ,and she is always weeping4' #c4 ',a poor man1 and a man of a broken spirit1 and yet one that can speak well to a petition4' ,yes2 and you will see how true that eulogy of ,mr4 ,wet-eyes is if you will run over in your mind the outstanding instances of successful petitioners in the ,scriptures4 ,as you come down the ,old and the ,new ,testaments you will be astonished and encouraged to find how prevailing a fountain of tears always is with ,god4 ,david with his swimming bed2 ,jeremiah with his head waters2 ,mary ,magdalene over ,his feet with her welling eyes2 ,peter's bitter cry all his life long as often as he heard a cock crow1 and so on4 ,so on through a multitude whose names are written in heaven1 and who went up to heaven all the way with inconsolable sorrow because of their sins4 ,they took words and turned to the ,lord2 but1--better than the best words1--they took tears1 or rather1 their tears took them4 ,the best words1 the words that the ,holy ,ghost ,himself teacheth1 if they are without tears1 will avail nothing4 ,even inspired words will not pass through2 while1 all the time1 tears1 mere tears1 without words1 are omnipotent with ,god4 ,words weary ,him1 while tears overcome and command ,him4 ,he inhabits the tears of ,israel4 ,therefore1 also1 now1 saith the ,lord1 turn ye unto ,me with all your heart1 and with weeping and with mourning4 ,and rend your heart1 and not your garments1 and turn unto the ,lord your ,god1 for ,he is gracious and merciful1 slow to anger1 and of great kindness1 and repenteth ,him of the evil4 ,it is the same with ourselves4 ,tears move us4 ,tears melt us4 ,we cannot resist tears4 ,even counterfeit tears1 we cannot be sure that they are not true4 ,and that is the main reason why our ,lord is so good at speaking to a petition4 ,it is because ,his whole heart1 and all the moving passions of ,his heart1 are in ,his intercessory office4 ,it is because ,he still remembers in the skies ,his tears1 ,his agonies1 and cries4 ,it is because ,he is entered into the holiest with ,his own tears as well as with ,his own blood4 ,and it is because ,he will remain and abide before the ,father the ,man of ,sorrows till our last petition is answered1 and till ,god has wiped the last tear from our eyes4 ,when ,he was in the coasts of ,caesarea-,philippi1 our ,lord felt a great curiosity to find out who the people thereabouts took ,him to be4 ,and it must have touched ,his heart to be told that some men had insight enough to insist that ,he was the prophet ,jeremiah come back again to weep over ,jerusalem4 ,he is ,elias1 said some4 ,no2 ,he is ,john the ,baptist risen from the dead1 said others4 ,no1 no2 said some men who saw deeper than their neighbours4 ,his head is waters1 and ,his eyes are a fountain of tears4 ,do you not see that ,he so often escapes into a lodge in the wilderness to weep for our sins8 ,no2 ,he is neither ,john nor ,elijah2 ,he is ,jeremiah come back again to weep over ,jerusalem6 ,and even an apostle1 looking back at the beginning of our ,lord's priesthood on earth1 says that ,he was prepared for ,his office by prayers and supplications1 and with strong crying and tears4 ,from all that1 then1 let us learn and lay to heart that if we would have one to speak well to our petitions1 the ,man of ,sorrows is that one4 ,and then1 as ,his remembrancers on our behalf1 let us engage all those among our friends who have the same grace of tears4 ,but1 above all1 let us be men of tears ourselves4 ,for all the tears and all the intercessions of our great ,high ,priest1 and all the importunings of our best friends to boot1 will avail us nothing if our own eyes are dry4 ,let us1 then1 turn back to ,bishop ,andrewes's prayer for the grace of tears1 and offer it every night with him till our head1 like his1 is holy waters1 and till1 like him1 we get beauty for ashes1 the oil of joy for mourning1 and the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness4 #d4 ',clear as tears' is a ,persian proverb when they would praise their purest spring water4 ,but ,mr4 ,wet-eyes has from henceforth spoiled the point of that proverb for us4 ',i see1' he said1 'dirt in mine own tears1 and filthiness in the bottom of my prayers4' ,mr4 ,wet-eyes is hopeless4 ,mr4 ,wet-eyes is intolerable4 ,mr4 ,wet-eyes would weary out the patience of a saint4 ,there is no satisfying or pacifying or ever pleasing this morbose ,mr4 ,wet-eyes4 ,the man is absolutely insufferable4 ,why1 prayers and tears that the most and best of ,god's people cannot attain to are spurned and spat upon by ,mr4 ,wet-eyes4 ,the man is beside himself with his tears4 ,for1 tears that would console and assure us for a long season after them1 he will weep over them as we scarce weep over our worst sins4 ,his closet always turns all his comeliness to corruption4 ,he comes out of his closet after all night in it with his psalm-book wrung to pulp1 and with all his righteousnesses torn to filthy rags2 till all men escape ,mr4 ,wet-eyes' society--all men except ,mr4 ,desires-awake4 ,i will go out on your errand now1 said ,mr4 ,desires-awake1 if you will send ,mr4 ,wet-eyes with me4 ,and thus the two twin sons of sorrow for sin and hunger after holiness went out arm in arm to the great pavilion together1 ,mr4 ,desires- awake with his rope upon his head1 and ,mr4 ,wet-eyes with his hands wringing together4 ,thus they went to the ,prince's pavilion4 ,i gave you a specimen of one of ,mr4 ,wet-eyes' prayers in the introduction to this discourse1 and you did not discover much the matter with it1 did you8 ,you did not discover much filthiness in the bottom of that prayer1 did you8 ,i am sure you did not4 ,ah6 but that is because you have not yet got ,mr4 ,wet-eyes' eyes4 ,when you get his eyes2 when you turn and employ upon yourselves and upon your tears and upon your prayers his always-wet eyes1--then you will begin to understand and love and take sides with this inconsolable soul1 and will choose his society rather than that of any other man--as often1 at any rate1 as you go out to the ,prince's pavilion door4 #e4 ',mr4 ,repentance was my father1 but good men sometimes have bad children1 and the most sincere do sometimes beget great hypocrites4 ,but1 ,i pray ,thee1 take not offence at the unqualifiedness of ,thy servant4' ,take good note of that uncommon expression1 'unqualifiedness1' in ,mr4 ,wet- eyes' confession1 all of you who are attending to what is being said4 ,lay 'unqualifiedness' to heart4 ,learn how to qualify yourselves before you begin to pray4 ,in his fine comment on the #acgth ,psalm1 ,matthew ,henry discourses delightfully on what he calls 'deliberate tears4' ,look up that raciest of commentators1 and see what he there says about the deliberate tears of the captives in ,babylon4 ,it was the lack of sufficient deliberation in his tears that condemned and alarmed ,mr4 ,wet- eyes that day4 ,he felt now that he had not deliberated and qualified himself properly before coming to the ,prince's pavilion4 ,do not take up your time or your thoughts with mere curiosities1 either in your ,bible or in any other good book1 says ,a ,kempis4 ,read such things rather as may yield compunction to your heart4 ,and again1 give thyself to compunction1 and thou shalt gain much devotion thereby4 ,mr4 ,wet-eyes1 good and true soul1 was afraid that he had not qualified himself enough by compunctious reading and self-recollection4 ,the sincere1 he sobbed out1 do often beget hypocrites6 ',our hearts are so deceitful in the matter of repentance1' says ,jeremy ,taylor1 'that the masters of the spiritual life are fain to invent suppletory arts and stratagems to secure the duty4' ,take not offence at the lack of all such suppletory arts and stratagems in thy servant1 said poor ,wet-eyes4 ,all which would mean in the most of us3 ,take not offence at my rawness and ignorance in the spiritual life1 and especially in the life of inward devotion4 ,do not count up against me the names and the numbers and the prices of my poems1 and plays1 and novels1 and newspapers1 and then the number of my devotional books4 ,compare not my outlay on my body and on this life with my outlay on my soul and on the life to come4 ,oh1 take not mortal offence at the shameful and scandalous unqualifiedness of ,thy miserable servant4 ,my father and my mother read the books of the soul1 but they have left behind them a dry-eyed reprobate in me6 ,say that to-night as you look around on the grievous famine of the suppletory arts and stratagems of repentance and reformation in your heathenish bedroom4 ,spiritual preaching2 real face to face1 inward1 verifiable1 experimental1 spiritual preaching2 preaching to a heart in the agony of its sanctification2 preaching to men whose whole life is given over to making them a new heart--that kind of preaching is scarcely ever heard in our day4 ,there is great intellectual ability in the pulpit of our day1 great scholarship1 great eloquence1 and great earnestness1 but spiritual preaching1 preaching to the spirit--'wet-eyed' preaching--is a lost art4 ,at the same time1 if that living art is for the present overlaid and lost1 the literature of a deeper spiritual day abides to us1 and our spiritually-minded people are not confined to us1 they are not dependent on us4 ,well1 this is the ,communion week with us yet once more4 ,will you not1 then1 make it the beginning of some of the suppletory arts and stratagems of the spiritual life with yourselves8 ,i cannot preach as ,i would like on such subjects1 but ,i can tell you who could1 and who1 though dead1 yet speak by their immortal books4 ,you have the wet-eyed psalms2 but they are beyond the depth of most people4 ,their meaning seems to us on the surface1 and we all read and sing them1 but let us not therefore think that we understand them4 ,i cannot compel you to read the books1 and to read little else but the books1 that would in time1 and by ,god's blessing1 lead you into the depths of the psalms2 but ,i can wash my hands so far in making their names so many household words among my people4 ,the ,way to ,christ1 the ,imitation of ,christ1 the ,theologia ,germanica1 ,tauler's ,sermons1 the ,mortification of ,sin1 and ,indwelling ,sin in ,believers1 the ,saint's ,rest1 the ,holy ,living and ,dying1 the ,privata ,sacra1 the ,private ,devotions1 the ,serious ,call1 the ,christian ,perfection1 the ,religious ,affections1 and such like4 ,all that1 and you still unqualified6 ,all that1 and your eyes still dry6 ,,chapter ,,xx--,,mr4 ,,humble ,,the ,,juryman1 ,,and ,,miss ,,humble-,,mind ,,the ,,servant-,,maid ',learn of ,me1 for ,i am meek and lowly in heart4'--,our ,lord4 ',be clothed with humility4'--,peter4 ',god's chiefest saints are the least in their own eyes4'--,a ,kempis4 ',without humility all our other virtues are but vices4'--,pascal4 ',humility does not consist in having a worse opinion of ourselves than we deserve4'--,law4 ',humility lies close upon the heart1 and its tests are exceedingly delicate and subtle4'--,newman4 ,our familiar ,english word 'humility' comes down to us from the ,latin root humus1 which means the earth or the ground4 ,humility1 therefore1 is that in the mind and in the heart of a man which is low down even to the very earth4 ,a humble-minded man may not have learning enough to know the etymology of the name which best describes his character1 but the divine nature which is in him teaches him to look down1 to walk meekly and softly1 and to speak seldom1 and always in love4 ,for humility1 while it takes its lowly name from earth1 all the time has its true nature from heaven4 ,humility is full of all meekness1 modesty1 submissiveness1 teachableness1 sense of inability1 sense of unworthiness1 sense of ill- desert4 ,till1 with that new depth and new intensity that the ,scriptures and religious experience have given to this word1 as to so many other words1 humility1 in the vocabulary of the spiritual life1 has come to be applied to that low estimate of ourselves which we come to form and to entertain as we are more and more enlightened about ,god and about ourselves2 about the majesty1 glory1 holiness1 beauty1 and blessedness of the divine nature1 and about our own unspeakable evil1 vileness1 and misery as sinners4 ,and1 till humility has come to rank in ,holy ,scripture1 and in the lives and devotions of all ,god's saints1 as at once the deepest root and the ripest fruit of all the divine graces that enter into1 and1 indeed1 constitute the life of ,god in the heart of man4 ,humility1 evangelical humility1 sings ,edwards in his superb and seraphic poem the ,religious ,affections1--evangelical humility is the sense that the true ,christian has of his own utter insufficiency1 despicableness1 and odiousness1 a sense which is peculiar to the true saint4 ,but to compensate the true saint for this sight and sense of himself1 he has revealed to him an accompanying sense of the absolutely transcendent beauty of the divine nature and of all divine things2 a sight and a sense that quite overcome the heart and change to holiness all the dispositions and inclinations and affections of the heart4 ,the essence of evangelical humility1 says ,edwards1 consists in such humility as becomes a creature in himself exceeding sinful1 but at the same time1 under a dispensation of grace1 and this is the greatest and most essential thing in all true religion4 #a4 ,well1 then1 our ,mr4 ,humble was a juryman in ,mansoul1 and his name and his nature eminently fitted him for his office4 ,i never was a juryman2 but1 if ,i were1 ,i feel sure ,i would come home from the court a far humbler man than ,i went up to it4 ,i cannot imagine how a judge can remain a proud man1 or an advocate1 or a witness1 or a juryman1 or a spectator1 or even a policeman4 ,i am never in a criminal court that ,i do not tremble with terror all the time4 ,i say to myself all the time1--there stands ,john ,newton but for the preventing grace of ,god4 ',i will not sit as a judge to try ,general ,boulanger1 because ,i hate him1' said ,m4 ,renault in the ,french ,senate4 ,mr4 ,humble himself could not have made a better speech to the bench than that when his name was called to be sworn4 ,let us all remember ,john ,newton and ,m4 ,renault when we would begin to write or to speak about any arrested1 accused1 found-out man4 ,let other men's arrests1 humiliations1 accusations1 and sentences only make us search well our own past1 and that will make us ever humbler and ever humbler men ourselves2 ever more penitent men1 and ever more prayerful men4 #b4 ,and then ,miss ,humble-mind1 his only daughter1 was a servant-maid4 ,there is no office so humble but that a humble mind will not put on still more humility in it4 ,what a lesson in humility1 not ,peter only got that night in the upper room1 but that happy servant-maid also who brought in the bason and the towel4 ,would she ever after that night grumble and give up her place in a passion because she had been asked to do what was beneath her to do8 ,would she ever leave that house for any wages8 ,would she ever see that bason without kissing it8 ,would that towel not be a holy thing ever after in her proud eyes8 ,how happy that house would ever after that night be1 not so much because the ,lord's ,supper had been instituted in it1 as because a servant was in it who had learned humility as she went about the house that night4 ,let all our servants hold up their heads and magnify their office4 ,their ,master was once a servant1 and ,he left us all1 and all servants especially1 an example that they should follow in ,his steps4 ,peter1 whose feet were washed that night1 never forgot that night1 and his warm heart always warmed to a servant when he saw her with her bason and her towels1 till he gave her half a chapter to herself in his splendid ,first ,epistle4 ',servants1 be subject1' he said1 till his argument rose to a height above which not even ,paul himself ever rose4 ,servant-maids1 you must all have your own half-chapter out of ,first ,peter by heart4 #c4 ,but ,i have as many students of one kind or other here to-night as ,i have maid-servants1 and they will remember where a great student has said that knowledge without love but puffeth a student up4 ,now1 the best knowledge for us all1 and especially so for a student1 is to know himself3 his own ignorance1 his own foolishness1 his blindness of mind1 and1 especially1 his corruption of heart4 ,for that knowledge will both keep him from being puffed up with what he already knows1 and it will also put him and keep him in the way of knowing more4 ,self-knowledge will increase humility1 and all the past masters both of science and of religion will tell him that humility is the certain note of the true student4 ,you who are students all know ,the ,advancement of ,learning1 just as the servants sitting beside you all know the second chapter of ,first ,peter4 ,well1 your master ,verulam there tells you1 and indeed on every page of his1 that it is only to a humble1 waiting1 childlike temper that nature1 like grace1 will ever reveal up her secrets4 ',there is small chance of truth at the goal when there is not a childlike humility at the starting-post4' ,well1 then1 all you students who would fain get to the goal of science1 make the ,church of ,christ your starting-post4 ,come first and come continually to the ,christian school to learn humility1 and then1 as long as your talents1 your years1 and your opportunities hold out1 both truth and goodness will open up to you at every step4 ,every step will be a goal1 and at every goal a new step will open up4 ,and ,god's smile and ,god's blessing1 and all good men's love and honour and applause will support and reward you in your race4 ,and1 humble-minded to the truth herself1 be1 at the same time1 humble-minded toward all who like yourself are seeking to know and to do the truth4 ,a lately deceased student of nature was a pattern to all students as long as he waited on truth in his laboratory2 and even as long as he remained at his desk to tell the world what he and other students had discovered in their search4 ,but when any other student in his search after truth was compelled to cross that hitherto so exemplary student1 he immediately became as insolent as if he had been the greatest boor in the country4 ,till1 as he spat out scorn at all who differed from him we always remembered this in ,a ,kempis--',surely1 an humble husbandman that serveth ,god is better than a proud philosopher that1 neglecting himself1 laboureth to understand the course of the heavens4 ,it is great wisdom and perfection to esteem nothing of ourselves1 and to think always well and highly of others4' ,students of arts1 students of philosophy1 students of law1 students of medicine1 and especially1 students of divinity1 be humble men4 ,labour in humility even more than in your special science4 ,humility will advance you in your special science2 while1 all the time1 and at the end of time1 she will be more to you than all the other sciences taken together4 ,and since ,i have spoken of ,a ,kempis1 take this motto for all your life out of ,a ,kempis1 as the great and good ,fenelon did1 and it will guide you to the goal3 ,ama nescia et pro nihilo reputari4 #d4 ,but of all the men in the whole world it is ministers who should simply1 as ,peter says1 be clothed with humility1 and that from head to foot4 ,and1 first as divinity students1 and then as pastors and preachers1 we who are ministers have advantages and opportunities in this respect quite peculiar and private to ourselves4 ,for1 while other students are spending their days and their nights on the ancient classics of ,greece and ,rome1 the student who is to be a minister is buried in the ,psalms1 in the ,gospels1 and in the ,epistles4 ,while the student of law is deep in his commentaries and his cases1 the student of divinity is deep in the study of experimental religion4 ,and while the medical student is full of the diseases of animals and of men1 the theological student is absorbed in the holiness of the divine nature1 and in the plague of the human heart1 and1 especially1 he is drowned deeper every day in his own4 ,and he who has begun a curriculum like that and is not already putting on a humility beyond all other men had better lose no more time1 but turn himself at once to some other way of making his bread4 ,the word of ,god and his own heart1--yes2 what a sure school of evangelical humility to every evangelically-minded student is that6 ,and1 then1 after that1 and all his days1 his congregational communion-roll and his visiting-book4 ,let no minister who would be found of ,god clothed and canopied over with humility ever lose sight of his communion-roll and pastoral visitation- book4 ,i defy any minister to keep those records always open before him and yet remain a proud man1 a self-respecting1 self-satisfied1 self-righteous man4 ,for1 what secret histories of his own folly1 neglect1 rashness1 offensiveness1 hot-headedness1 self-seeking1 self-pleasing vanity1 now puffed up over one man1 now cast down and full of gloom over another1 what self-flattery here1 and what resentment and retaliation there2 and so on1 as only his own eyes and his ,divine ,master's eye can read between every diary line4 ,what shame will cover that minister as with a mantle when he thinks what the ,christian ministry might be made1 and then takes home to himself what he has made it6 ,let any minister shut himself in with his communion-roll and his visiting- book before each returning communion season1 and there will be one worthy communicant at least in the congregation3 one who will have little appetite all that week for any other food but the broken ,body and the shed ,blood of his ,redeemer4 ,but these are professional matters that the outside world has nothing to do with and would not understand4 ,only1 let all young men who would have evangelical humility absolutely secured and sealed to them1--let them come and be ministers4 ,just as all young men who would have any satisfaction in life1 any sense of work well done and worthy of reward1 any taste of a goal attained and an old age earned1 let them take to anything in all this world but the evangelical pulpit and its accompanying pastorate4 #e4 ,but humility is not a grace of the pulpit and the pastorate only4 ,it is not those who are separated by the ,holy ,ghost to study the word of ,god and their own hearts all their life long only1 who are called to put on humility4 ,all men are called to that grace4 ,there is no acceptance with ,god for any man without that grace4 ,there is no approach to ,god for any man without it4 ,all salvation begins and ends in it4 ,would you1 then1 fain possess it8 ,would you1 then1 fain attain to it8 ,then let there be no mystery and no mistake made about it4 ,would any man here fain get down to that deep valley where ,god's saints walk in the sweet shade and lie down in green pastures8 ,well1 ,i warrant him that just before him1 and already under his eye1 there is a flight of steps cut in the hill1 which steps1 if he will take them1 will1 step after step1 take him also down to that bottom4 ,the whole face of this steep and slippery world is sculptured deep with such submissive steps4 ,indeed1 when a man's eyes are once turned down to that valley1 there is nothing to be seen anywhere in all this world but downward steps4 ,look whichever way you will1 there gleams out upon you yet another descending stair4 ,look back at the way you came up4 ,but take care lest the sight turns you dizzy4 ,look at any spot you once crossed on your way up1 and1 lo6 every foot-print of yours has become a descending step4 ,you sink down as you look1 broken down with shame and with horror and with remorse4 ,there are people1 some still left in this world1 and some gone to the other world1 people whom you dare not think of lest you should turn sick and lose hold and hope4 ,there are places you dare not visit3 there are scenes you dare not recall4 ,lucifer himself would be a humble angel with his wings over his face if he had a past like yours1 and would often enough return to look at it4 ,and1 then1 not the past only1 but at this present moment there are people and things placed close beside you1 and kept close beside you1 and you close beside them1 on divine purpose just to give you continual occasion and offered opportunity to practise humility4 ,they are kept close beside you just on purpose to humiliate you1 to cut out your descending steps1 to lend you their hand1 and to say to you3 ,keep near us4 ,only keep your eye on us1 and we will see you down6 ,and then1 if you are resolute enough to look within1 if you are able to keep your eye on what goes on in your own heart like heart--beats1 then1 already1 ,i know where you are4 ,you are under all men's feet4 ,you are ashamed to lift up your eyes to meet other men's eyes4 ,you dare not take their honest hands4 ,you could tell ,edwards himself things about humiliation now that would make his terribly searching and humbling book quite tame and tasteless4 ,come1 then1 ,o high-minded man1 be sane1 be wise4 ,if you were up on a giddy height1 and began to see that certain death was straight and soon before you1 what would you do8 ,you know what you would do4 ,you would look with all your eyes for such steps as would take you safest down to the solid ground4 ,you would welcome any hand stretched out to help you4 ,you would be most attentive and most obedient and most thankful to any one who would assure you that this is the right way down4 ,and you would keep on saying to yourself--,once ,i were well down1 no man shall see me up here again4 ,well1 my brethren1 humiliation1 humility1 is to be learned just in the same way1 and it is to be learned in no other way4 ,he who would be down must just come down4 ,that is all4 ,a step down1 and another step down1 and another1 and another1 and already you are well down4 ,a humble act done to-day1 a humble word spoken to-morrow2 humiliation after humiliation accepted every day that you would at one time have spurned from you with passion2 and then your own vile1 hateful1 unbearable heart-all that is ordained of ,god to bring you down1 down to the dust2 and this last1 your own heart1 will bring you down to the very depths of hell4 ,and thus1 after all your other opportunities and ordinances of humility are embraced and exhausted1 then the plunges1 the depths1 the abysses of humility that ,god will open up in your own heart will all work in you a meetness for heaven and a ripeness for its glory1 that shall for ever reward you for all that degradation and shame and self-despair which have been to you the sure way and the only way to everlasting life4 ,,chapter ,,xxi--,,master ,,think-,,well1 ,,the ,,late ,,and ,,only ,,son ,,of ,,old ,,mr4 ,,meditation ',as he thinketh in his heart1 so is he4'--,a ,proverb4 ,it was a truly delightful sight to see old ,mr4 ,meditation and his only son1 our little ,think-well1 out among the woods and hedgerows of a summer afternoon4 ,little ,think-well was the son of his father's old age4 ,that dry tree used to say to himself that if ever he was intrusted with a son of his own1 he would make his son his most constant and his most confidential companion all his days4 ,and so he did4 ,the eleventh of ,deuteronomy had become a greater and greater text to that childless man as he passed the mid-time of his days4 ',therefore1' he used to say to himself1 as he walked abroad alone1 and as other men passed him with their children at their side--',therefore ye shall teach them to your children1 speaking of them when thou sittest in thine house1 and when thou walkest by the way1 when thou liest down and when thou risest up4 ,and thou shalt write them upon the doorposts of thine house and upon thy gates4' ,and thus it was that1 as the little lad grew up1 there was no day of all the seven that he so much numbered and waited for as was that sacred day on which his father was free to take little ,think-well by the hand and lead him out to talk to him4 ',no1' said an ,edinburgh boy to his mother the other day--',no1 mother1' he said1 ',i have no liking for these ,sunday papers with their poor stories and their pictures4 ,i am to read the ,bible stories and the ,bible biographies first4' ,he is not my boy4 ,i wish my boys were all like him4 ',and ,plutarch on week-days for such a boy1' ,i said to his mother4 ,how to keep a decent shred of the old sanctification on the modern ,sabbath-day is the anxious inquiry of many fathers and mothers among us4 ,my friend with her manly-minded boy1 and ,mr4 ,meditation with little ,think-well had no trouble in that matter4 ',and once ,i said1 ,as ,i remember1 looking round upon those rocks ,and hills on which we all of us were born1 ,that ,god who made the ,great ,book of the world ,would bless such piety2-- ,never did worthier lads break ,english bread3 ,the finest ,sunday that the autumn saw1 ,with all its mealy clusters of ripe nuts1 ,could never keep those boys away from church1 ,or tempt them to an hour of ,sabbath breach1 ,leonard and ,james6' ,think-well and that mother's son4 ,old ,mr4 ,meditation1 the father1 was sprung of a poor but honest and industrious stock in the city4 ,he had not had many talents or opportunities to begin with1 but he had made the very best of the two he had4 ,and then1 when the two estates of ,mr4 ,fritter-day and ,mr4 ,let-good- slip were sequestered to the crown1 the advisers of the crown handed over those two neglected estates to ,mr4 ,meditation to improve them for the common good1 and after him to his son1 whose name we know4 ,the steps of a good man are ordered of the ,lord1 and ,he delighteth in his way4 ,i have been young and now am old2 yet have ,i not seen the righteous forsaken1 nor his seed begging bread4 ,now1 this ,think-well old ,mr4 ,meditation had by ,mrs4 ,piety1 and she was the daughter of the old ,recorder4 ',i am ,thy servant1' said ,mrs4 ,piety's son on occasion all his days--',i am ,thy servant and the son of ,thine handmaid4' ,and at that so dutiful acknowledgment of his a long procession of the servants of ,god pass up before our eyes with their sainted mothers leaning on the arms of their great sons4 ,the ,psalmist and his mother1 the ,baptist and his mother1 our ,lord and ,his mother1 the author of the ,fourth ,gospel and his mother1 ,paul's son and successor in the gospel and his mother and grandmother1 the author of ,the ,confessions and his mother2 and1 in this noble connection1 ,i always think of ,halyburton and his good mother4 ,and in this ennobling connection you will all think of your own mother also1 and before we go any further you will all say1 ,i also1 ,o ,lord1 am ,thy servant and the son of ,thine handmaid4 ',fathers and mothers handle children differently1' says ,jeremy ,taylor4 ,and then that princely teacher of the ,church of ,christ ,catholic goes on to tell us how ,mrs4 ,piety handled her little ,think-well which she had borne to ,mr4 ,meditation4 ,after other things1 she said this every night before she took sleep to her tired eyelids1 this3 ',oh give me grace to bring him up4 ,oh may ,i always instruct him with diligence and meekness2 govern him with prudence and holiness2 lead him in the paths of religion and justice2 never provoking him to wrath1 never indulging him in folly1 and never conniving at an unworthy action4 ,oh sanctify him in his body1 soul1 and spirit4 ,let all his thoughts be pure and holy to the ,searcher of hearts2 let his words be true and prudent before men2 and may he have the portion of the meek and the humble in the world to come1 and all through ,jesus ,christ our ,lord6' ,how could a son get past a father and a mother like that8 ,even if1 for a season1 he had got past them1 he would be sure to come back4 ,only1 their young ,think-well never did get past his father and his mother4 ,there was not so much word of heredity in his day2 but without so much of the word young ,think-well had the whole of the thing4 ,and as time went on1 and the child became more and more the father of the man1 it was seen and spoken of by all the neighbours who knew the house1 how that their only child had inherited all his father's head1 and all his mother's heart1 and then that he had reverted to his maternal grandfather in his so keen and quick sense of right and wrong4 ,all which1 under whatever name it was held1 was a most excellent outfit for our young gentleman4 ,his old father1 good natural head and all1 had next to no book-learning4 ,he had only two or three books that he read a hundred times over till he had them by heart4 ,and as he sighed over his unlettered lot he always consoled himself with a saying he had once got out of one of his old books4 ,the saying of some great authority was to this effect1 that 'an old and simple woman1 if she loves ,jesus1 may be greater than our great brother ,bonaventure4' ,he did not know who ,bonaventure was1 but he always got a reproof again out of his name4 ,think-well1 to his father's immense delight1 was a very methodical little fellow1 and his father and he had orderly little secrets that they told to none4 ,little secret plans as to what they were to read about1 and think about1 and pray about on certain days of the week and at certain hours of the day and the night4 ,you must not call the father an old pedant1 for the fact is1 it was the son who was the pedant if there was one in that happy house4 ,the two intimate friends had a word between them they called agenda4 ,and nobody but themselves knew where they had borrowed that uncouth word1 what language it was1 or what it meant4 ,only in the old man's tattered pocket-book there were things like this found by his minister after his death4 ,indeed1 in a museum of such relics this is still to be read under a glass case1 and in old ,mr4 ,meditation's ramshackle hand3 ',monday1 death2 ,tuesday1 judgment2 ,wednesday1 heaven2 ,thursday1 hell2 ,friday1 my past life back to my youth2 ,saturday1 the passion of my ,saviour2 ,lord's day1 creation1 salvation1 and my own4--,m4' ,and then1 on an utterly illegible page1 this3 ',jesus1 ,thy life and ,thy words are a perpetual sermon to me4 ,i meditate on ,thee all the day4 ,make my memory a vessel of election4 ,let all my thoughts be plain1 honest1 pious1 simple1 prudent1 and charitable1 till ,thou art pleased to draw the curtain and let me see ,thyself1 ,o ,eternal ,jesu6' ,if ,i had time ,i could tell you more about ,think-well's quaint old father4 ,but the above may be better than nothing about the rare old gentleman4 ,a great authority has said--two great authorities have said in their enigmatic way1 that a 'dry light is ever the best4' ,that may be so in some cases and to some uses1 but nothing can be more sure than this1 that the light that little ,think-well got from his father's head was excellently drenched in his mother's heart4 ,the sweet moisture of his mother's heart mixed up beautifully with his father's drier head and made a fine combination in their one boy as it turned out4 ,her minister1 preaching on one occasion on my text for to-night1 had said--and she had such a memory for a sermon that she had never forgotten it1 but had laid it up in her heart on the spot--',as the philosopher's stone1' the old- fashioned preacher had said1 'turns all metals into gold1 as the bee sucks honey out of every flower1 and as the good stomach sucks out some sweet and wholesome nourishment out of whatever it takes into itself1 so doth a holy heart1 so far as sanctified1 convert and digest all things into spiritual and useful thoughts4 ,this you may see in ,psalm cvii4 #dc4' ,and in her plain1 silent1 hidden1 motherly way ,mistress ,piety adorned her old minister's doctrine of the holy heart that he was always preaching about1 till she shared her soft and holy heart with her son1 as his father had shared his clear and deep1 if too unlearned1 head4 ,we have one grandmother at least signalised in the ,bible2 but no grandfather1 so far as ,i remember4 ,but amends are made for that in the ,holy ,war4 ,for ,think-well would never have been the man he became had it not been for the old ,recorder1 his grandfather on his mother's side4 ,some superficial people said that there was too much severity in the old ,recorder2 but his grandson who knew him best1 never said that4 ,he was the best of men1 his grandson used to stand up for him1 and say1 ,i shall never forget the debt ,i owe him4 ,it was he who taught me first to make conscience of my thoughts4 ,indeed1 as for my secret thoughts1 ,i had taken no notice of them till that summer afternoon walk home from church1 when we sat down among the bushes and he showed me on the spot the way4 ,and ,i can say to his memory that scarce for one waking hour have ,i any day forgotten the lesson4 ,the lesson how to make a conscience1 as he said1 of all my thoughts about myself and about all my neighbours4 ,such1 then1 were ,think-well's more immediate ancestors1 and such was the inheritance that they all taken together had left him4 ,think-well6 ,think-well6 ,my brethren1 what do you think1 what do you say1 as you hear that fine name8 ,i will tell you what ,i think and say4 ,if ,i overcome1 and have that white stone given to me1 and in that stone a new name written which no man shall know saving he that receiveth it2 and if it were asked me here to-night what ,i would like my new name to be1 ,i would say on the spot1 ,let it be ,,think-,,well6 ,let my new name among the saved and the sanctified before the throne be ,,think-,,well6 ,as1 ,o ,god1 it will be the bottomless pit to me1 if ,i am forsaken of ,thee for ever to my evil thoughts4 ,send down and prevent it4 ,stir up all ,thy strength and give commandment to prevent it4 ,do ,thou prevent it4 ,for1 after ,i have done all1--after ,i have made all my overt acts blameless1 after ,i have tamed my tongue which no man can tame--all that only the more throws my thoughts into a very devil's garden1 a thicket of hell1 a secret swamp of sin to the uttermost4 ,how1 then1 am ,i ever to attain to that white stone and that shining name8 ,and that in a world of such truth that every man's name and title there shall be a strict and true and entirely accurate and adequate description and exposition of the very thoughts and intents and imaginations of his heart8 ,how shall ,i1 how shall you1 my brethren1 ever have ',think-well' written on our forehead8--,well1 with ,god all things are possible4 ,with ,god1 with a much meditating mind1 and a true and humble and tender heart1 and a pure conscience1 a conscience void of offence1 working together with ,him--,he1 with all these inheritances and all these environments working together with ,him1 will at last enable us1 you and me1 to lift up such a clear and transparent forehead4 ,but not without our constant working together4 ,we must ourselves make head1 and heart1 and1 especially1 conscience of all our thoughts--for a long lifetime we must do that4 ,the ,ductor ,dubitantium has a deep chapter on ',the ,thinking ,conscience4' ,and what a reproof to many of us lies in the mere name6 ,for how much evil-thinking and evil- speaking we have all been guilty of through our unthinking conscience and through a zeal for ,god1 but a zeal without knowledge4 ,look back at the history of the ,church and see2 look back at your own history in the ,church and see4 ,yes1 make conscience of your thoughts3 but let it first be an instructed conscience1 a thinking conscience1 a conscience full of the best and the clearest light4 ,and then let us also make ourselves a new heart and a new spirit1 as ,ezekiel has it4 ,for our hearts are continually perverting and polluting and poisoning our thoughts4 ,that is a fearful thing that is said about the men on whom the flood soon came4 ,you remember what is said about them1 and in explanation and justification of the flood4 ,god saw1 it is said1 that every imagination of the thoughts of their hearts was evil1 and only evil continually4 ,fearful6 ,far more fearful than ten floods6 ,o ,god1 ,thou seest us4 ,and ,thou seest all the imaginations of the thoughts of our hearts4 ,oh give us all a mind and a heart and a conscience to think of nothing1 to fear nothing1 to watch and to pray about nothing compared with our thoughts4 ',as for my secret thoughts1' says the author of the ,holy ,war and the creator of ,master ,think-well--',as for my secret thoughts1 ,i paid no attention to them4 ,i never knew ,i had them4 ,i had no pain1 or shame1 or guilt1 or horror1 or despair on account of them till ,john ,gifford took me and showed me the way4' ,and then when ,john ,bunyan1 being the man of genius he was1--as soon as he began to attend to his own secret thoughts1 then the first faint outline of this fine portrait of ,think-well began to shine out on the screen of this great artist's imagination1 and from that sanctified screen this fine portrait of ,think-well and his family has shined into our hearts to-night4 ,,chapter ,,xxii--,,mr4 ,,god',s-,,peace1 ,a ,,goodly ,,person1 ,,and ,a ,,sweet-,,natured ,,gentleman ',let the peace of ,god rule in your hearts1--the peace of ,god that passeth all understanding4'--,paul4 ,john ,bunyan is always at his very best in allegory4 ,in some other departments of work ,john ,bunyan has had many superiors2 but when he lays down his head on his hand and begins to dream1 as we see him in some of the old woodcuts1 then he is alone2 there is no one near him4 ,we have not a few greater divines in pure divinity than ,john ,bunyan4 ,we have some far better expositors of ,scripture than ,john ,bunyan1 and we have some far better preachers4 ,john ,bunyan at his best cannot open up a deep ,scripture like that prince of expositors1 ,thomas ,goodwin4 ,john ,bunyan in all his books has nothing to compare for intellectual strength and for theological grasp with ,goodwin's chapter on the peace of ,god1 in his sixth book in ,the ,work of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,john ,bunyan cannot set forth divine truth in an orderly method and in a built-up body like ,john ,owen4 ,he cannot ,platonize divine truth like his ,puritan contemporary1 ,john ,howe4 ,he cannot soar high as heaven in the beauty and the sweetness of gospel holiness like ,jonathan ,edwards4 ,he has nothing of the philosophical depth of ,richard ,hooker1 and he has nothing of the vast learning of ,jeremy ,taylor4 ,but when ,john ,bunyan's mind and heart begin to work through his imagination1 then-- ',his language is not ours4 ',tis my belief ,god speaks2 no tinker hath such powers4' #a4 ,in the beginning of his chapter on ',speaking peace1' ,thomas ,goodwin tells his reader that he is going to fully couch all his intendments under a metaphor and an allegory4 ,but ,goodwin's reader has read and re- read the great chapter1 and has not yet discovered where the metaphor and the allegory came in and where they went out4 ,but ,bunyan does not need to advertise his reader that he is going to couch his teaching in his imagination4 ',but having now my method by the end1 ,still1 as ,i pulled it came3 and so ,i penned ,it down2 until at last it came to be ,for length and breadth the bigness that you see4' ,the ,blessed ,prince1 he begins1 did also ordain a new officer in the town1 and a goodly person he was4 ,his name was ,mr4 ,god's-peace4 ,this man was set over my ,lord ,will-be-will1 my ,lord ,mayor1 ,mr4 ,recorder1 the subordinate preacher1 ,mr4 ,mind1 and over all the natives of the town of ,mansoul4 ,himself was not a native of the town1 but came with the ,prince from the court above4 ,he was a great acquaintance of ,captain ,credence and ,captain ,good-hope2 some say they were kin1 and ,i am of that opinion too4 ,this man1 as ,i said1 was made governor of the town in general1 especially over the castle1 and ,captain ,credence was to help him there4 ,and ,i made great observation of it1 that so long as all things went in the town as this sweet-natured gentleman would have them go1 the town was in a most happy condition4 ,now there were no jars1 no chiding1 no interferings1 no unfaithful doings in all the town2 every man in ,mansoul kept close to his own employment4 ,the gentry1 the officers1 the soldiers1 and all in place1 observed their order4 ,and as for the women and the children of the town1 they followed their business joyfully4 ,they would work and sing1 work and sing1 from morning till night2 so that quite through the town of ,mansoul now nothing was to be found but harmony1 quietness1 joy1 and health4 ,and this lasted all the summer4 ,i shall step aside at this point and shall let ,jonathan ,edwards comment on this sweet-natured gentleman and his heavenly name4 ',god's peace has an exquisite sweetness1' says ,edwards4 ',it is exquisitely sweet because it has so firm a foundation on the everlasting rock4 ,it is sweet also because it is so perfectly agreeable to reason4 ,it is sweet also because it riseth from holy and divine principles1 which1 as they are the virtue1 so are they the proper happiness of man4 ,this peace is exquisitely sweet also because of the greatness of the good that the saints enjoy1 being no other than the infinite bounty and fulness of that ,god who is the ,fountain of all good4 ,it is sweet also because it shall be enjoyed to perfection hereafter4' ,an enthusiastic student has counted up the number of times that this divine word 'sweetness' occurs in ,edwards1 and has proved that no other word of the kind occurs so often in the author of ,true ,virtue and ,the ,religious ,affections4 ,and ,i can well believe it2 unless the 'beauty of holiness' runs it close4 ,still1 this sweet-natured gentleman will continue to live for us in his government and jurisdiction in ,mansoul and in ,john ,bunyan even more than in ,jonathan ,edwards4 #b4 ',now ,mr4 ,god's-peace1 the new ,governor of ,mansoul1 was not a native of the town2 he came down with his ,prince from the court above4' ',he was not a native'--let that attribute of his be written in letters of gold on every gate and door and wall within his jurisdiction4 ,when you need the governor and would seek him at any time or in any place in all the town and cannot find him1 recollect yourself where he came from3 he may have returned thither again4 ,john ,bunyan has couched his deepest instruction to you in that single sentence in which he says1 ',mr4 ,god's-peace was not a native of the town4' ,john ,bunyan has gathered up many gospel ,scriptures into that single allegorical sentence4 ,he has made many old and familiar passages fresh and full of life again in that one metaphorical sentence4 ,it is the work of genius to set forth the wont and the well known in a clear1 simple1 and at the same time surprising1 light like that4 ,there is a peace that is native and natural to the town of ,mansoul1 and to understand that peace1 its nature1 its grounds1 its extent1 and its range1 is most important to the theologian and to the saint4 ,but to understand the peace of ,god1 that supreme peace1 the peace that passeth all understanding1--that is the highest triumph of the theologian and the highest wisdom of the saint4 ,the prophets and the psalmists of the ,old ,testament are all full of the peace that ,god gave to ,his people ,israel4 ,my peace ,i give unto you1 says our ,lord also4 ,paul also has taken up that peace that comes to us through the blood of ,christ1 and has made it his grand message to us and to all sinful and sin- disquieted men4 ,and ,john ,bunyan has shown how sure and true a successor of the apostles of ,christ he is1 just in his portrait of this sweet-natured gentleman who was not a native of ,mansoul1 but who came from that same court from which ,emmanuel ,himself came4 ,and it is just this outlandishness of this sweet-natured gentleman2 it is just this heavenly origin and divine extraction of his that makes him sometimes and in some things to surpass all earthly understanding4 ',i am coming some day soon1' said a divinity student to me the other ,sabbath night1 'to have you explain and clear up the atonement to me4' ',i shall be glad to see you1' ,i said1 'but not on that errand4' ,no4 ,paul himself could not do it4 ,paul said that the atonement and the peace of it passed all his understanding4 ,and ,john ,bunyan says here that not the ,prince only1 but his officer ,mr4 ,god's-peace also1 was not native to the town of ,mansoul1 but came straight down from heaven into that town--and what can the man do who cometh after two kings like ,paul and ,bunyan8 ,i have not forgotten my ,edwards where he says that the exquisite sweetness of this peace is perfectly agreeable to reason4 ,as1 indeed1 so it is4 ,and yet1 if reason will have a clear and finished and all-round answer to all her difficulties and objections and fault-findings1 ,i fear she cannot have it here4 ,the time may come when our reason also shall be so enlarged1 and so sanctified1 and so exalted1 that she shall be able with all saints to see the full mystery of that which in this present dispensation passeth all understanding4 ,but till then1 only let ,god's peace enter our hearts with ,god's ,son1 and then let our hearts say if that peace must not in some high and deep way be according to the highest and the deepest reason1 since its coming into our hearts has produced in our hearts and in our lives such reasonable1 and right1 and harmonious1 and peaceful1 and every way joyful results4 #c4 ,governor ,god's-peace had not many in the town of ,mansoul to whom he could confide all his thoughts and with whom he could consult4 ,but there were two officer friends of his stationed in the town with whom he was every day in close correspondence1 viz41 the ,captain ,credence and the ,captain ,good-hope4 ,their so close intimacy will not be wondered at when it is known that those three officers had all come in together with ,emmanuel the ,conqueror4 ,those three young captains had done splendid service1 each at the head of his own battalion1 in the days of the invasion and the conquest of ,mansoul1 and they had all had their present titles1 and privileges1 and lands1 and offices1 patented to them on the strength of their past services4 ,the ,captain ,credence had all along been the confidential aide-de-camp and secretary of the ,prince4 ,indeed1 the ,prince never called ,captain ,credence a servant at all1 but always a friend4 ,the ,prince had always conveyed his mind about all ,mansoul's matters first to ,captain ,credence1 and then that confidential captain conveyed whatever specially concerned ,god's-peace and ,good-hope to those excellent and trusty soldiers4 ,credence first told all matters to ,god's- peace and then the two soon talked over ,good-hope to their mind and heart4 ,some say that the three officers1 ,credence1 ,god's-peace1 and ,good- hope1 were kin1 adds our historian1 and ,i1 he adds1 am of that opinion too4 ,and to back up his opinion he takes an extract out of the ,herald's ,college books which runs thus3 ',romans1 fifteenth and thirteenth3 ,now1 the ,god of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing1 that ye may abound in hope1 through the power of the ,holy ,ghost4' ,some say the three officers were of kin1 and ,i am of that opinion too4 #d4 ,on account both of his eminent services and his great abilities1 the ,prince saw it good to set ,mr4 ,god's-peace over the whole town4 ,and thus it was that the governor's jurisdiction extended and held not only over the people of the town1 but also over all the magistrates and all the other officers of the town1 such as my ,lord ,will-be-will1 my ,lord ,mayor1 ,mr4 ,recorder1 ,mr4 ,mind1 and all4 ,it needed all the governor's authority and ability to keep his feet in his office over all the other rulers of the town1 but by far his greatest trouble always was with the ,recorder4 ,old ,mr4 ,conscience1 the ,town ,recorder1 had a very difficult post to hold and a very difficult part to play in that still so divided and still so unsettled town4 ,what with all those murderers and man-slayers1 thieves and prostitutes1 skulkers and secret rebels1 on the one hand1 and with ,governor ,god's-peace and his so unaccountable and so autocratic ways1 on the other hand1 the ,recorder's office was no sinecure4 ,all the misdemeanours and malpractices of the town1--and they were happening every day and every night1--were all reported to the ,recorder2 they were all1 so to say1 charged home upon the ,recorder1 and he was held responsible for them all2 till his office was a perfect laystall and cesspool of all the scum and corruption of the town4 ,and yet1 in would come ,governor ,god's-peace1 without either warning or explanation1 and would demand all the ,recorder's papers1 and proofs1 and affidavits1 and what not1 it had cost him so much trouble to get collected and indorsed1 and would burn them all before the ,recorder's face1 and to his utter confusion1 humiliation1 and silence4 ,so autocratic1 so despotic1 so absolute1 and not-to-be-questioned was ,governor ,god's-peace4 ,the ,recorder could not understand it1 and could barely submit to it2 my ,lord ,mayor could not understand it1 and his clerk1 ,mr4 ,mind1 would often oppose it2 but there it was3 ,mr4 ,governor ,god's-peace was set over them all4 #e4 ,but the thing that always in the long-run justified the governorship of ,mr4 ,god's-peace1 and reconciled all the other officers to his supremacy1 was the way that the city settled down and prospered under his benignant rule4 ,all the other officers admitted that1 somehow1 his promotion and power had been the salvation of ,mansoul4 ,they all extolled their ,prince's far-seeing wisdom in the selection1 advancement1 and absolute seat of ,mr4 ,god's-peace4 ,and it would ill have become them to have said anything else2 for they had little else to do but bask in the sun and enjoy the honours and the emoluments of their respective offices as long as ,governor ,god's-peace held sway1 and had all things in the city to his own mind4 ,now1 it was on all hands admitted1 as we read again with renewed delight1 that there were no jars1 no chiding1 no interferings1 no unfaithful doings in the town of ,mansoul2 but every man kept close to his own employment4 ,the gentry1 the officers1 the soldiers1 and all in place1 observed their orders4 ,and as for the women and children1 they all followed their business joyfully4 ,they would work and sing1 work and sing1 from morning till night1 so that quite through the town of ,mansoul now nothing was to be found but harmony1 quietness1 joy1 and health4 ,what more could be said of any governorship of any town than that8 ,the ,heavenly ,court itself1 out of which ,governor ,god's-peace had come down1 was not better governed than that4 ,harmony1 quietness1 joy1 and health4 ,no2 the ,new ,jerusalem itself will not surpass that4 ',and this lasted all that summer4' ,,chapter ,,xxiii--,,the ,,established ,,church ,,of ,,mansoul1 ,,and ,,mr4 ,,conscience ,,one ,,of ,,her ,,parish ,,ministers ',the ,highest ,himself shall establish her4'--,david4 ,the princes of this world establish churches sometimes out of piety and sometimes out of policy4 ,sometimes their motive is the good of their people and the glory of ,god1 and sometimes their sole motive is to buttress up their own ,royal ,house1 and to have a clergy around them on whom they can count4 ,prince ,emmanuel had ,his motive1 too1 in setting up an establishment in ,mansoul4 ,as thus3 ,when this was over1 the ,prince sent again for the elders of the town and communed with them about the ministry that ,he intended to establish in ,mansoul4 ,such a ministry as might open to them and might instruct them in the things that did concern their present and their future state4 ,for1 said ,he to them1 of yourselves1 unless you have teachers and guides1 you will not be able to know1 and if you do not know1 then you cannot do the will of ,my ,father4 ,at this news1 when the elders of ,mansoul brought it to the people1 the whole town came running together1 and all with one consent implored ,his ,majesty that ,he would forthwith establish such a ministry among them as might teach them both law and judgment1 statute and commandment1 so that they might be documented in all good and wholesome things4 ,so ,he told them that ,he would graciously grant their requests and would straightway establish such a ministry among them4 ,now1 ,i will not enter to-night on the abstract benefits of such an ,establishment4 ,i will rather take one of the ministers who was presented to one of the parishes of ,mansoul1 and shall thus let you see how that ,state ,church worked out practically in one of its ministers at any rate4 ,and the preacher and pastor ,i shall so take up was neither the best minister in the town nor the worst2 but1 while a long way subordinate to the best1 he was also by no means the least4 ,the ,reverend ,mr4 ,conscience was our parish minister's name2 his people sometimes called him ,the ,recorder4 #a4 ,well1 then1 to begin with1 the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,conscience was a native of the same town in which his parish church now stood4 ,i am not going to challenge the wisdom of the patron who appointed his protege to this particular living2 only1 ,i have known very good ministers who never got over the misfortune of having been settled in the same town in which they had been born and brought up4 ,or1 rather1 their people never got over it4 ,one excellent minister1 especially1 ,i once knew1 whose father had been a working man in the town1 and his son had sometimes assisted his father before he went to college1 and even between his college sessions1 and the people he afterwards came to teach could never get over that4 ,it was not wise in my friend to accept that presentation in the circumstances1 as the event abundantly proved4 ,for1 whenever he had to take his stand in his pulpit or in his pastorate against any of their evil ways1 his people defended themselves and retaliated on him by reminding him that they knew his father and his mother1 and had not forgotten his own early days4 ,no doubt1 in the case of ,emmanuel and ,mansoul and its minister1 there were counterbalancing considerations and advantages both to minister and people2 but it is not always so2 and it was not so in the case of my unfortunate friend4 ,forasmuch1 so ran the ,prince's presentation paper1 as he is a native of the town of ,mansoul1 and thus has personal knowledge of all the laws and customs of the corporation1 therefore he1 the ,prince1 presented ,mr4 ,conscience4 ,that is to say1 every man who is to be the minister of a parish should make his own heart and his own life his first parish4 ,his own vineyard should be his first knowledge and his first care4 ,and then out of that and after that he will be able to speak to his people1 and to correct1 and counsel1 and take care of them4 ,in ,thomas ,boston's ,memoirs we continually come on entries like this3 ',preached on ,ps4 xlii4 #e1 and mostly on my own account4' ,and1 again1 we read in the same invaluable book for parish ministers1 that its author did not wonder to hear that good had been done by last ,sabbath's sermon1 because he had preached it to himself and had got good to himself out of it before he took it to the pulpit4 ,boston kept his eye on himself in a way that the minister of ,mansoul himself could not have excelled4 ,till1 not in his pulpit work only1 but in such conventional1 commonplace1 and monotonous exercises as his family worship1 he so read the ,scriptures and so sang the psalms that his family worship was continually yielding him fruit as well as his public ministry4 ,as our family worship and our public ministry will do1 too1 when we have the eye and the heart and the conscience that ,thomas ,boston had4 ',i went to hear a preacher1' said ,pascal1 'and ,i found a man in the pulpit4' ,well1 the parish minister of ,mansoul was a man1 and so was the parish minister of ,ettrick4 ,and that was the reason that the people of ,simprin and ,ettrick so often thought that ,boston had them in his eye4 ,good pastor as he was1 he could not have everybody in his eye4 ,but he had himself in his eye1 and that let him into the hearts and the homes of all his people4 ,he was a true man1 and thus a true minister4 #b4 ,both ,boston and the minister of ,mansoul were well-read men also2 so1 indeed1 in as many words1 their fine biographies assure us4 ,but that is just another way of saying what has been said about those two ministers over and over again already4 ,william ,law never was a parish minister4 ,the ,english ,crown of that day would not trust him with a parish4 ,but what was the everlasting loss of some parish in ,england has become the everlasting gain of the whole ,church of ,christ4 ,law's enforced seclusion from outward ministerial activity only set him the more free to that inward activity which has been such a blessing to so many1 and to so many ministers especially4 ,and as to this of every minister being well read1 that master in ,israel says3 ',above all1 let me tell you that the book of books to you is your own heart1 in which are written and engraven the deepest lessons of divine instruction4 ,learn1 therefore1 to be deeply attentive to the presence of ,god in your own hearts1 who is always speaking1 always instructing1 always illuminating the heart that is attentive to ,him4' ,jonathan ,edwards called the poor parish minister of ,ettrick 'a truly great divine4' ,but ,law goes on to say1 ',a great divine is but a cant expression unless it signifies a man greatly advanced in the divine life4 ,a great divine is one whose own experience and example are a demonstration of the reality of all the graces and virtues of the gospel4 ,no divine has any more of the gospel in him than that which proves itself by the spirit1 the actions1 and the form of his life3 the rest is but hypocrisy1 not divinity4' ,let all our parish ministers1 then1 give themselves to this kind of reading4 ,let them all aim at a doctor's degree in the divinity of their own hearts4 #c4 ,we are done at last1 and we are done for ever1 in ,scotland1 with patrons and with presenters2 but ,i daresay our most ,free ,church people would be quite willing to surrender their dear-bought franchise if the old plan could even yet be made to work in all their parishes as it worked in ,mansoul4 ,for not only was the presented minister in this case a well-read man2 he was also1 what the best of the ,scottish people have always loved and honoured1 a man1 as this history testifies1 with a tongue as bravely hung as he had a head filled with judgment4 ,in ,scotland we like our minister to have a tongue bravely hung1 even when that is proved to our own despite4 ,when any minister1 parish minister or other1 is seen to tune his pulpit1 our respect for him is gone4 ,the ,presbyterian pulpit has been proverbially hard to tune1 and it will be an ill day when it becomes easy4 ',here lies a man who had a brow for every good cause4' ,so it was engraven over one of ,boston's elders4 ,and so is it always3 like priest1 like people in the matter of the hang of the minister's tongue and in the boldness of the elder's brow4 ',bravely hung' is an ancient and excellent expression which has several shades of meaning in ,bunyan4 ,but in the present instance its meaning is modified and fixed by judgment4 ,a bravely hung tongue2 at the same time the parish minister of ,mansoul's tongue was not a loosely-hung tongue4 ,it was not a blustering1 headlong1 scolding1 untamed tongue4 ,the pulpit of ,mansoul was tuned with judgment4 ,he who filled that pulpit had a head filled with judgment4 ,the ground of judgment is knowledge1 and the minister of ,mansoul was a man of knowledge4 ,it was his early and ever- increasing knowledge of himself1 and thus of other men2 and then it was his excellent judgment as to the use he was to make of that knowledge2 it was his sound knowledge what to say1 when to say it1 and how to say it1--it was all this that decided his ,prince to make him the minister of ,mansoul4 ,how excellent and how rare a gift is judgment--judgment in counsel1 judgment in speech1 and judgment in action6 ',i am very little serviceable with reference to public management1' writes the parish minister of ,ettrick1 'being exceedingly defective in ecclesiastical prudence2 but the ,lord has given me a pulpit gift1 not unacceptable3 and who knows what ,he may do with me in that way8' ,who knows1 indeed6 ,now1 there are many parish ministers who have a not unacceptable pulpit gift1 and yet who are not content with that1 but are always burying that gift in the earth and running away from it to attempt a public management in which they are exceedingly and conspicuously defective4 ,now1 why do they do that8 ,is their pulpit and their parish not sphere and opportunity enough for them8 ,mine is a small parish1 said ,boston1 but then it is mine4 ,and a small parish may both rear and occupy a truly great divine4 ,let those ministers1 then1 who are defective in ecclesiastical prudence not be too much cast down4 ,ecclesiastical prudence is not in every case the highest kind of prudence4 ,the presbytery1 the synod1 and the assembly are not any minister's first or best sphere4 ,every minister's first and best sphere is his parish4 ,and the presbytery is not the end of the parish4 ,the parish1 the pastorate1 and the pulpit are the end of both presbytery and synod and assembly4 ,as for the minister of ,mansoul1 he was a well-read man1 and also a man of courage to speak out the truth at every occasion1 and he had a tongue as bravely hung as he had a head filled with judgment4 #d4 ,but there was one thing about the parish pulpit of ,mansoul that always overpowered the people4 ,they could not always explain it even to themselves what it was that sometimes so terrified them1 and1 sometimes1 again1 so enthralled them4 ,they would say sometimes that their minister was more than a mere man2 that he was a prophet and a seer1 and that his ,master seemed sometimes to stand and speak again in ,his servant4 ,and 'seer' was not at all an inappropriate name for their minister1 so far as ,i can collect out of some remains of his that ,i have seen and some testimonies that ,i have heard4 ,there was something awful and overawing1 something seer-like and supernatural1 in the pulpit of ,mansoul4 ,sometimes the iron chains in which the preacher climbed up into the pulpit1 and in which he both prayed and preached1 struck a chill to every heart2 and sometimes the garment of salvation in which he shone carried all their hearts captive4 ,some ,sabbath mornings they saw it in his face and heard it in his voice that he had been on his bed in hell all last night2 and then1 next ,sabbath1 those who came back saw him descending into his pulpit from his throne in heaven4 ',yea1 this man's brow1 like to a title-page ,foretells the nature of a tragic volume4 ,thou tremblest1 and the whiteness in thy cheek ,is apter than thy tongue to tell thine errand4' ,if you think that ,i am exaggerating and magnifying the parish pulpit of ,mansoul1 take this out of the parish records for yourselves4 ',and now1' you will read in one place1 'it was a day gloomy and dark1 a day of clouds and thick darkness with ,mansoul4 ,well1 when the ,sabbath-day was come he took for his text that in the prophet ,jonah1 ,they that observe lying vanities forsake their own mercy4 ,and then there was such power and authority in that sermon1 and such dejection seen in the countenances of the people that day that the like had seldom been heard or seen4 ,the people1 when the sermon was done1 were scarce able to go to their homes1 or to betake themselves to their employments the whole week after4 ,they were so sermon-smitten that they knew not what to do4 ,for not only did their preacher show to ,mansoul its sin1 but he did tremble before them under the sense of his own1 still crying out as he preached1 ,unhappy man that ,i am6 that ,i1 a preacher1 should have lived so senselessly and so sottishly in my parish1 and be one of the foremost in its transgressions6 ,with these things he also charged all the lords and gentry of ,mansoul to the almost distracting of them4' ,it was ,sabbaths like that that made the people of ,mansoul call their minister a seer4 #e4 ,and1 then1 there was another thing that ,i do not know how better to describe than by calling it the true catholicity1 the true humility1 and the true hospitality of the man4 ,it is true he had no choice in the matter1 for in setting up a standing ministry in ,mansoul ,emmanuel had done so with this reservation and addition4 ,we have ,his very words4 ',not that you are to have your ministers alone1' ,he said4 ',for my four captains1 they can1 if need be1 and if they be required1 not only privately inform1 but publicly preach both good and wholesome doctrine1 that1 if heeded1 will do thee good in the end4' ,which1 again1 reminds me of what ,oliver ,cromwell wrote to the ,honourable ,colonel ,hacker at ,peebles4 ',these3 ,i was not satisfied with your last speech to me about ,empson1 that he was a better preacher than fighter--or words to that effect4 ,truly1 ,i think that he that prays and preaches best will fight best4 ,i know nothing that will give like courage and confidence as the knowledge of ,god in ,christ will4 ,i pray you to receive ,captain ,empson lovingly4' #f4 ,the standing ministry in ,mansoul was endowed also2 but ,i cannot imagine what the court of teinds would make of the instrument of endowment4 ,as it has been handed down to us1 that old ecclesiastical instrument reads more like a lesson in the parish minister's class for the study of ,mysticism than a writing for a learned lord to adjudicate upon4 ,here is the ,order of ,council3 ',therefore ,i1 thy ,prince1 give thee1 ,my servant1 leave and licence to go when thou wilt to ,my fountain1 ,my conduit1 and there to drink freely of the blood of ,my grape1 for ,my conduit doth always run wine4 ,thus doing1 thou shalt drive from thine heart all foul1 gross1 and hurtful humours4 ,it will also lighten thine eyes1 and it will strengthen thy memory for the reception and the keeping of all that ,my ,father's noble secretary will teach thee4' ,thus the ,prince did put ,mr4 ,conscience into the place and office of a minister to ,mansoul1 and the chosen and presented man did thankfully accept thereof4 7#a7 ,now1 there are at least three lessons taught us here4 ,there is1 to begin with1 a lesson to all those congregations who are about to choose a minister4 ,let all those congregations1 then1 who have had devolved on them the powers of the old patrons1--let them make their election on the same principles that the ,prince of ,mansoul patronised4 ,let them choose a probationer who1 young though he must be1 has the making of a seer in him4 ,let them listen for the future seer in his most stammering prayers4 ,somewhere1 even in one service1 his conscience will make itself heard1 if he has a conscience4 ,rather remain ten years vacant than call a minister who has no conscience4 ,the parish minister of ,mansoul sometimes seemed to be all conscience1 and it was this that made his head so full of judgment1 his tongue so full of a brave boldness1 and his heart so full of holy love4 ,your minister may be an anointed bishop1 he may be a gowned and hooded doctor1 he may be a king's chaplain1 he may be the minister of the largest and the richest and the most learned parish in the city1 but1 unless he strikes terror and pain into your conscience every ,sabbath1 unless he makes you tremble every ,sabbath under the eye and the hand of ,god1 he is no true minister to you4 ,as ,goodwin says1 he is a wooden cannon4 ,as ,leighton says1 he is a mountebank for a minister4 7#b7 ,the second lesson is to all those who are politically enfranchised1 and who hold a vote for a member of ,parliament4 ,now1 crowds of candidates and their canvassers will before long be at your door besieging it and begging you for your vote for or against an ,established church4 ,well1 before ,parliament is dissolved1 and the canvass commences1 look you well into your own heart and ask yourself whether or no the ,church of ,christ has yet been established there4 ,ask if ,jesus ,christ1 the ,head of the ,church1 has yet set up ,his throne there1 in your heart4 ,ask your conscience if ,his laws are recognised and obeyed there4 ,ask also if ,his blood has been sprinkled there1 and since when4 ,and1 if not1 then it needs no seer to tell you what sacrilege1 what profanity it is for you to touch the ark of ,god3 to speak1 or to vote1 or to lift a finger either for or against any church whatsoever4 ,intrude your wilful ignorance and your wicked passions anywhere else4 ,march up boldly and vote defiantly on questions of ,state that you never read a sober line about1 and are as ignorant about as you are of ,hebrew2 but beware of touching by a thousand miles the things for which the ,son of ,god laid down ,his life4 ,thrust yourself in1 if you must1 anywhere else1 but do not thrust yourself and your brutish stupidity and your fiendish tempers into the things of the house of ,god4 ,let all parish ministers take for their text that day #b ,samuel vi4 #f1 #g3--;,and when they came to ,nachon's threshing-floor1 ,uzzah put forth his hand to the ark of ,god1 and took hold of it2 for the oxen shook it4 ,and the anger of the ,lord was kindled against ,uzzah2 and ,god smote him there for his error2 and there he died by the ark of ,god4 7#c7 ,there is a third lesson here1 but it is a lesson for ministers1 and ,i shall take it home to myself4 ,,chapter ,,xxiv--,a ,,fast-,,day ,,in ,,mansoul ',sanctify a fast1 call a solemn assembly1 gather the elders and all the inhabitants of the land into the house of the ,lord your ,god4'--,joel4 ,in our soft and self-indulgent day the very word 'to fast' has become an out-of-date and an obsolete word4 ,we never have occasion to employ that word in the living language of the present day4 ,the men of the next generation will need to have it explained to them what the ,fast-days of their fathers were3 when they were instituted1 how they were observed1 and why they were abrogated and given up4 ,if your son should ever ask you just what the ,fast-days of your youth were like1 you will do him a great service1 and he may live to recover them1 if you will answer him in this way4 ,show him how to take his ,cruden and how to make a picture to his opening mind of the ,fast-days of ,scripture4 ,and tell him plainly for what things in fathers and in sons those fasts were ordained of ,god4 ,and then for the ,fast-days of the ,puritan period let him read aloud to you this powerful passage in the ,holy ,war4 ,public preaching and public prayer entered largely into the fasting of the ,prophetical and the ,puritan periods2 and ,john ,bunyan1 after ,joel1 has told us some things about the ,fast-day preaching of his day that it will be well for us1 both preachers and people1 to begin with1 and to lay well to heart4 #a4 ,in the first place1 the preaching of that ,fast-day was 'pertinent' and to the point4 ,william ,law1 that divine writer for ministers1 warns ministers against going off upon ,euroclydon and the shipwrecks of ,paul when ,christ's sheep are looking up to them for their proper food4 ,what1 he asks1 is the nature1 the direction1 and the strength of that ,mediterranean wind to him who has come up to church under the plague of his own heart and under the heavy hand of ,god8 ,you may be sure that ,boanerges did not lecture that ,fast-day forenoon in ,mansoul on ,acts xxvii4 #ad4 ,we would know that1 even if we were not told what his text that forenoon was4 ,his text that never-to-be-forgotten ,fast-day forenoon was in ,luke xiii4 #g--';,cut it down2 why cumbereth it the ground8' ,and a very smart sermon he made upon the place4 ,first1 he showed what was the occasion of the words1 namely1 because the fig-tree was barren4 ,then he showed what was contained in the sentence1 to wit1 repentance or utter desolation4 ,he then showed also by whose authority this sentence was pronounced4 ,and1 lastly1 he showed the reasons of the point1 and then concluded his sermon4 ,but he was very pertinent in the application1 insomuch that he made all the elders and all their people in ,mansoul to tremble4 ,sidney ,smith says that whatever else a sermon may be or may not be1 it must be interesting if it is to do any good4 ,now1 pertinent preaching is always interesting preaching4 ,nothing interests men like themselves4 ,and pertinent preaching is just preaching to men about themselves1--about their interests1 their losses and their gains1 their hopes and their fears1 their trials and their tribulations4 ,boanerges took both his text and his treatment of his text from his ,master1 and we know how pertinently ,the ,master preached4 ,his preaching was with such pertinence that the one half of ,his hearers went home saying1 ,never man spake like this man1 while the other half gnashed at ,him with their teeth4 ,our ,lord never lectured on ,euroclydon4 ,he knew what was in man and ,he lectured and preached accordingly4 ,and if we wish to have praise of our best people1 and of ,him whose people they are1 let us look into our own hearts and preach4 ,that will be pertinent to our people which is first pertinent to ourselves4 ,weep yourself1 said an old poet to a new beginner2 weep yourself if you would make me weep4 ',for my own part1' said ,thomas ,shepard to some ministers from his death-bed1 ',i never preached a sermon which1 in the composing1 did not cost me prayers1 with strong cries and tears4 ,i never preached a sermon from which ,i had not first got some good to my own soul4' ',his office and his name agree2 ,a shepherd that and ,shepard he4' ,and many such entries as these occur in ,thomas ,boston's golden journal3 ',i preached in ,ps4 xlii4 #e1 and mostly on my own account4' ,again3 ',meditating my sermon next day1 ,i found advantage to my own soul1 as also in delivering it on the ,sabbath4' ,and again3 ',what good this preaching has done to others ,i know not1 yet ,i think myself will not the worse of it4' #b4 ,the preaching of that ,fast-day was with great authority also4 ',there was such power and authority in that sermon1' reports one who was present1 'that the like had seldom been seen or heard4' ,authority also was one of the well-remembered marks of our ,lord's preaching4 ,and no wonder1 considering who ,he was4 ,but ,his ministers1 if they are indeed ,his ministers1 will be clothed by ,him with something even of ,his supreme authority4 ',conscience is an authority1' says one of the most authoritative preachers that ever lived4 ',the ,bible is an authority2 such is the ,church2 such is antiquity2 such are the words of the wise2 such are hereditary lessons2 such are ethical truths2 such are historical memories2 such are legal saws and state maxims2 such are proverbs2 such are sentiments1 presages1 and prepossessions4' ,now1 the well-equipped preacher will from time to time plant his pulpit on all those kinds of authority1 as this kind is now pertinent and then that1 and will1 with such a variety and accumulation of authority1 preach to his people4 ,thomas ,boston preached at a certain place with such pertinence and with such authority that it was complained of him by one of themselves that he 'terrified even the godly4' ,let all our young preachers who would to old age continue to preach with interest1 with pertinence1 and with terrifying authority1 among other things have by heart ,the ,memoirs of ,thomas ,boston1 'that truly great divine4' #c4 ,a third thing1 and1 as some of the people who heard it said of it1 the best thing about that sermon was that--',he did not only show us our sin1 but he did visibly tremble before us under the sense of his own4' ,now ,i know this to be a great difficulty with some young ministers who have got no help in it at the ,divinity ,hall4 ,are they1 they ask1 to be themselves in the pulpit8 ,how far may they be themselves1 and how far may they be not themselves8 ,how far are they to be seen to tremble before their people because of their own sins1 and how far are they to bear themselves as if they had no sin8 ,must they keep back the passions that are tearing their own hearts1 and fill the forenoon with ,euroclydon and other suchlike sea-winds8 ,how far are they to be all gown and bands in the pulpit1 and how far sackcloth and ashes8 ,one half of their people are like ,pascal in this1 that they like to see and hear a man in his pulpit2 but1 then1 the other half like only to see and hear a proper preacher4 ',he did not only show the men of ,mansoul their sin1 but he did tremble before them under the sense of his own4 ,still crying out as he preached to them1 ,unhappy man that ,i am6 that ,i should have done so wicked a thing6 ,that ,i1 a preacher1 should be one of the first in the transgression6' ,this you will remember was the ,fast-day4 ,and so truly had this preacher kept the ,fast-day that the ,communion-day was down upon him before he was ready for it4 ,he was still deep among his sins when all his people were fast putting on their beautiful garments4 ,he was ready with the letter of his action-sermon1 but he was not equal to the delivery of it4 ,his colleague1 accordingly1 whose sense of sin was less acute that day1 took the public worship1 while the ,fast-day preacher still lay sick in his closet at home and wrote thus on the ground3 ',i am no more worthy to be called ,thy son1' he wrote4 ',behold me here1 ,lord1 a poor1 miserable sinner1 weary of myself1 and afraid to look up to ,thee4 ,wilt ,thou heal my sores8 ,wilt ,thou take out the stains8 ,wilt ,thou deliver me from the shame8 ,wilt ,thou rescue me from this chain of sin8 ,cut me not off in the midst of my sins4 ,let me have liberty once again to be among ,thy redeemed ones1 eating and drinking at ,thy table4 ,but1 ,o my ,god1 to-day ,i am an unclean worm1 a dead dog1 a dead carcass1 deservedly cast out from the society of ,thy saints4 ,but oh1 suffer me so much as to look to the place where ,thy people meet and where ,thine honour dwelleth4 ,reject not the sacrifice of a broken heart1 but come and speak to me in my secret place4 ,o ,god1 let me never see such another day as this is4 ,let me never be again so full of guilt as to have to run away from ,thy presence and to flee from before ,thy people4' ,he printed more than that1 in blood and in tears1 before ,god that ,communion-morning1 but that is enough for my purpose4 ,now1 would you choose a dead dog like that to be your minister8 ,to baptize and admit your children and to marry them when they grow up8 ,to mount your pulpits every ,sabbath-day1 and to come to your houses every week-day8 ,not1 ,i feel sure1 if you could help it6 ,not if you knew it6 ,not if there was a minister of proper pulpit manners and a well-ordered mind within a ,sabbath-day's journey6 ',like priest like people1' says ,hosea4 ',the congregation and the minister are one1' says ,dr4 ,parker4 ',there are men we could not sit still and hear2 they are not the proper ministers for us4 ,there are other men we could hear always1 because they are our kith and our kin from before the foundation of the world4' ,happy the hearer who has hit on a minister like the minister of ,mansoul1 and who has discovered in him his everlasting kith and kin4 ,and happy the minister who1 owning kith and kin with ,boanerges1 has two or three or even one member in his congregation who likes his minister best when he likes himself worst4 ,but what about the fasting all this time8 ,was it all preaching1 and was there no fasting8 ,well1 we do not know much about the fasting of the prophets and the apostles1 but the ,puritans sometimes made their people almost forget about fasting1 and about eating and drinking too1 they so took possession of their people with their incomparable preaching4 ,i read1 for instance1 in ,calamy's ,life of ,john ,howe that on the public ,fast-days1 it was ,howe's common way to begin about nine in the morning and to continue reading1 preaching1 and praying till about four in the afternoon4 ,henry ,rogers almost worships ,john ,howe1 but ,john ,howe's ,fast- days pass his modern biographers patience2 till1 if you would see a nineteenth-century case made out against a seventeenth-century ,fast-day1 you have only to turn to the author of ,the ,eclipse of ,faith on the author of ,delighting in ,god4 ,and1 no doubt1 when we get back our ,fast- days1 we shall leave more of the time to reading pertinent books at home and to secret fasting and to secret prayer1 and shall enjoin our preachers1 while they are pertinent and authoritative in their sermons1 not to take up the whole day with their sermons even at their best4 ,and then1 as to fasting1 discredited and discarded as it is in our day1 there are yet some very good reasons for desiring its return and reinstatement among us4 ,very good reasons1 both for health and for holiness4 ,but it is only of the latter class of reasons that ,i would fain for a few words at present speak4 ,well1 then1 let it be frankly said that there is nothing holy1 nothing saintly1 nothing at all meritorious in fasting from our proper food4 ,it is the motive alone that sanctifies the means4 ,it is the end alone that sanctifies the exercise4 ,if ,i fast to chastise myself for my sin2 if ,i fast to reduce the fuel of my sin2 if ,i fast to keep my flesh low2 if ,i fast to make me more free for my best books1 for my most inward1 spiritual1 mystical books--for my ,kempis1 and my ,behmen1 and my ,law1 and my ,leighton1 and my ,goodwin1 and my ,bunyan1 and my ,rutherford1 and my ,jeremy ,taylor1 and my ,shepard1 and my ,edwards1 and suchlike2 if ,i fast for the ends of meditation and prayer2 if ,i fast out of sympathy with my ,bible1 and my ,saviour1 and my latter end1 and my ,father's house in heaven--then1 no doubt1 my fasting will be acceptable with ,god1 as it will certainly be an immediate means of grace to my sinful soul4 ,these altars will sanctify many such gifts4 ,for1 who that knows anything at all about himself1 about his own soul1 and about the hindrances and helps to its salvation from sin2 who that ever read a page of ,scripture properly1 or spent half an hour in that life which is hidden in ,god--who of such will deny or doubt that fasting is superseded or neglected to the sure loss of the spiritual life1 to the sensible lowering of the religious tone and temper1 and to the increase both of the lusts of the flesh and of the mind8 ,it may perhaps be that the institution of fasting as a church ordinance has been permitted to be set aside in order to make it more than ever a part of each earnest man's own private life4 ,perhaps it was in some ways full time that it should be again said to us1 ',thou1 when thou fastest1 appear not unto men to fast4' ,as also1 ',is not this the fast that ,i have chosen3 to undo the heavy burdens1 and to let the oppressed go free1 and that ye break every yoke8 ,is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry1 and that thou bring the outcast to thy house8' ,let us believe that the form of the ,fast-day has been removed out of the way that the spirit may return and fashion a new form for itself4 ,and in the belief that that is so1 let us1 while parting with our fathers' ,fast-days with real regret--as with their pertinent and pungent preaching--let us meantime lay in a stock of their pertinent and pungent books1 and set apart particular and peculiar seasons for their sin-subduing and grace-strengthening study4 ,the short is this4 ,the one real substance and true essence of all fasting is self-denial4 ,and we can never get past either the supreme and absolute duty of that1 or the daily and hourly call to that1 as long as we continue to read the ,new ,testament1 to live in this life1 and to listen to the voice of conscience1 and to the voice of ,god speaking to us in the voice of conscience4 ,without strict and constant self-denial1 no man1 whatever his experiences or his pretensions1 is a disciple of ,jesus ,christ1 and secret fasting is one of the first1 the easiest1 and the most elementary exercises of ,new ,testament self-denial4 ,and1 besides1 the lusts of our flesh and the lusts of our minds are so linked and locked and riveted together that if one link is loosened1 or broken1 or even struck at1 the whole thrall is not yet thrown off indeed1 but it is all shaken2 it has all received a staggering blow4 ,so much is this the case that one single act of self-denial in the region of the body will be felt for freedom throughout the whole prison-house of the soul4 ,and a victory really won over a sensual sin is already a challenge sounded to our most spiritual sin4 ,and it is this discovery that has given to fasting the place it has held in all the original1 resolute1 and aggressive ages of the ,church4 ,with little or nothing in their ,lord's literal teaching to make ,his people fast1 they have been so bent on their own spiritual deliverance1 and they have heard and read so much about the deliverances both of body and of soul that have been attained by fasting and its accompaniments1 that they have taken to it in their despair1 and with results that have filled them in some instances with rapture1 and in all instances with a good conscience and with a good hope4 ,you would wonder1 even in these degenerate days1--you would be amazed could you be told how many of your own best friends in their stealthy1 smiling1 head-anointing1 hypocritical way deny themselves this and that sweetness1 this and that fatness1 this and that softness1 and are thus attaining to a strength1 a courage1 and a self-conquest that you are getting the benefit of in many ways without your ever guessing the price at which it has all been purchased4 ,now1 would you yourself fain be found among those who are in this way being made strong and victorious inwardly and spiritually8 ,would you8 ,then wash your face and anoint your head2 and1 then1 not denying it before others1 deny it in secret to yourself--this and that sweet morsel1 this and that sweet meat1 this and that glass of such divine wine4 ,unostentatiously1 ungrudgingly1 generous-heartedly1 and not ascetically or morosely1 day after day deny yourself even in little unthought-of things1 and one of the very noblest laws of your noblest life shall immediately claim you as its own4 ,that stealthy and shamefaced act of self-denial for ,christ's sake and for ,his cross's sake will lay the foundation of a habit of self-denial2 ere ever you are aware of what you are doing the habit will consolidate into a character2 and what you begin little by little in the body will be made perfect in the soul2 till what you did1 almost against ,his command and altogether without ,his example1 yet because you did it for ,his sake and in ,his service1 will have placed you far up among those who have forsaken all1 and themselves also1 to follow ,jesus ,christ1 ,son of ,man and ,son of ,god4 ,only1 let this always be admitted1 and never for a moment forgotten1 that all this is said by permission and not of commandment4 ,our ,lord never fasted as we fast4 ,he had no need4 ,and ,he never commanded ,his disciples to fast4 ,he left it to themselves to find out each man his own case and his own cure4 ,let no man1 therefore1 take fasting in any of its degrees1 or times1 or occasions1 on his conscience who does not first find it in his heart4 ,at the same time this may be said with perfect safety1 that he who finds it in his heart and then lays it on his conscience to deny himself anything1 great or small1 for ,christ's sake1 and for the sake of his own salvation1--he will never repent it4 ,no1 he will never repent it4 ,,chapter ,,xxv--,a ,,feast-,,day ,,in ,,mansoul ',he brought me into his banqueting house4'--,the ,song4 ,emmanuel's feast-day in the ,holy ,war excels in beauty and in eloquence everything ,i know in any other author on the ,lord's ,supper4 ,the ,song of ,solomon stands alone when we sing that song mystically--that is to say1 when we pour into it all the love of ,god to ,his ,church in ,israel and all ,israel's love to ,god1 and then all our ,lord's love to us and all our love back again to ,him in return4 ,but outside of ,holy ,scripture ,i know nothing to compare for beauty1 and for sweetness1 and for quaintness1 and for tenderness1 and for rapture1 with ,john ,bunyan's account of the feast that ,prince ,emmanuel made for the town of ,mansoul4 ,with his very best pen ,john ,bunyan tells us how upon a time ,emmanuel made a feast in ,mansoul1 and how the townsfolk came to the castle to partake of ,his banquet1 and how ,he feasted them on all manner of outlandish food--food that grew not in the fields of ,mansoul2 it was food that came down from heaven and from ,his ,father's house4 ,they drank also of the water that was made wine1 and1 altogether1 they were very merry and at home with their ,prince4 ,there was music also all the time at the table1 and man did eat angels' food1 and had honey given him out of the rock4 ,and then the table was entertained with some curious and delightful riddles that were made upon the ,king ,himself1 upon ,emmanuel ,his ,son1 and upon ,his wars and doings with ,mansoul2 till1 altogether1 the state of transportation the people were in with their entertainment cannot be told by the very best of pens4 ,nor did ,he1 when they returned to their places1 send them empty away2 for either they must have a ring1 or a gold chain1 or a bracelet1 or a white stone or something2 so dear was ,mansoul to ,him now1 so lovely was ,mansoul in ,his eyes4 ,and1 going and coming to the feast1 ,o how graciously1 how lovingly1 how courteously1 and how tenderly did this blessed ,prince now carry it to the town of ,mansoul6 ,in all the streets1 gardens1 orchards1 and other places where ,he came1 to be sure the poor should have ,his blessing and benediction2 yea1 ,he would kiss them2 and if they were ill1 ,he would lay ,his hands on them and make them well4 ,and was it not now something amazing to behold that in that very place where ,diabolus had had his abode1 the ,prince of princes should now sit eating and drinking with all ,his mighty captains1 and men of war1 and trumpeters1 and with the singing men and the singing women of ,his ,father's court6 ,now did ,mansoul's cup run over2 now did her conduits run sweet wine2 now did she eat the finest of the wheat1 and now drink milk and honey out of the rock6 ,now she said1 ,how great is ,his goodness1 for ever since ,i found favour in ,his eyes1 how honourable have ,i ever been6 #a4 ,now1 the beginning of it all was1 and the best of it all was1 that ,emmanuel ,himself made the feast4 ,mansoul did not feast her ,deliverer2 it was her ,deliverer who feasted her4 ,mansoul1 in good sooth1 had nothing that she had not first and last received1 and it was far more true and seemly and fit in every way that her ,prince ,himself should in ,his own way and at ,his own expense seal and celebrate the deliverance1 the freedom1 the life1 the peace1 and the joy of ,mansoul4 ,and1 besides1 what had ,mansoul to set before her ,prince2 or1 for the matter of that1 before herself8 ,mansoul had nothing of herself4 ,mansoul was not sufficient of herself for a single day4 ,and how1 then1 should she propose to feast a ,prince8 ,no1 no6 the thing was impossible4 ,it was ,emmanuel's feast from first to last4 ,just as it was at the ,lord's table in this house this morning4 ,you did not spread the table this morning for your ,lord4 ,you did not make ready for your ,saviour and then invite ,him in4 ,he invited you4 ,he said1 ,this is ,my ,body broken for you1 and ,this is ,my ,blood shed for you2 drink ye all of it4 ,and had any one challenged you at the fence door and asked you how one who could not pay his own debts or provide himself a proper meal even for a single day1 could dare to sit down with such a company at such a feast as that1 you would have told him that he had not seen half your hunger and your nakedness2 but that it was just your very hunger and nakedness and homelessness that had brought you here2 or1 rather1 it was all that that had moved the ,master of the feast to send for you and to compel you to come here4 ,there was nothing in your mind and in your mouth more all this day than just that this is the ,lord's ,supper1 and that ,he had sent for you and had invited you1 and had constrained and compelled you to come and partake of it4 ,it was the ,lord's ,table to-day1 and it will be still and still more ,his table on that great ,communion-,day when all our earthly communions shall be accomplished and consummated in heaven4 #b4 ,all that ,mansoul did in connection with that great feast was to prepare the place where ,diabolus at one time had held his orgies and carried on his excesses4 ,her ,prince1 ,emmanuel1 did all the rest2 but ,he left it to ,mansoul to make the banqueting-room ready4 ,when our ,lord would keep ,his last passover with ,his disciples1 ,he said to ,peter and ,john1 ,go into the city1 and there shall meet you a man bearing a pitcher of water1 and he will show you a large upper room furnished and prepared4 ,there is some reason to believe that that happy man had been expecting that message and had done his best to be ready for it4 ,and now he was putting the last touch to his preparations by filling the water-pots of his house with fresh water2 little thinking1 happy man1 that as long as the world lasts that water will be holy water in all men's eyes1 and shall teach humility to all men's hearts4 ,and1 my brethren1 you know that all you did all last week against to-day was just to prepare the room4 ,for the room all last week and all this day was your own heart1 and not and never this house of stone and lime made with men's hands4 ,you swept the inner and upper room of your own heart4 ,you swept it and garnished its walls and its floors as much as in you lay4 ,he1 whose the supper really was1 told you that ,he would bring with ,him what was to be eaten and drunken to-day1 while you were to prepare the place4 ,and1 next to the very actual feast itself1 and1 sometimes1 not next to it but equal to it1 and even before it and better than it1 were those busy household hours you spent1 like the man with the pitcher1 making the room ready4 ,in plain ,english1 you had a communion before the ,communion as you prepared your hearts for the ,communion4 ,i shall not intrude into your secret places and secret seasons with ,christ before ,his open reception of you to- day4 ,but it is sure and certain that1 just as you in secret entertained ,him in your mother's house and in the chambers of her that bare you1 just in that measure did ,he say to you openly before all the watchmen that go about the city and before all the daughters of ,jerusalem1 ,eat1 ,o friends2 drink1 yea1 drink abundantly1 ,o beloved4 ,yes2 do you not think that the man with the pitcher had his reward8 ,he had his own thoughts as he furnished1 till it was quite ready1 his best upper room and carried in those pitchers of water1 and handed down to his children in after days the perquisite-skin of the paschal lamb that had been supped on by our ,lord and ,his disciples in his honoured house that night4 ,yes2 was it not amazing to behold that in that very place where sometimes ,diabolus had his abode1 and had entertained his ,diabolonians1 the ,prince of princes should sit eating and drinking with ,his friends8 ,was it not truly amazing8 #c4 ,now1 upon the feasting-day ,he feasted them with all manner of outlandish food--food that grew not in all the fields of ,mansoul2 it was food that came down with ,his ,father's court4 ,the fields of ,mansoul yielded their own proper fruits1 and fruits that were not to be despised4 ,but they were not the proper fruits for that day1 neither could they be placed upon that table4 ,they are good enough fruits for their purpose1 and as far as they go1 and for so long as they last and are in their season4 ,but our souls are such that they outlive their own best fruits2 their hunger and their thirst outlast all that can be harvested in from their own fields4 ,and thus it is that ,he who made ,mansoul at first1 and who has since redeemed her1 has out of ,his own great goodness provided food convenient for her4 ,he knows with what an outlandish life ,he has quickened ,mansoul1 and it is only the part of a faithful ,creator to provide for ,his creature her proper nourishment4 ,what is it8 asked the children of ,israel at one another when they saw a small round thing1 as small as hoarfrost1 upon the ground4 ,for they wist not what it was4 ,and ,moses said1 ,gather of it every man according to his eating1 an omer for every man1 according to the number of your persons4 ,and the house of ,israel called the name thereof ,manna1 and the taste of it was like wafers made with honey4 ,he gave them of the corn of heaven to eat1 and man did eat in the wilderness angels' food4 ,your fathers did eat manna in the wilderness1 and are dead2 but this is the bread of which if any man eat he shall not die4 ,and the bread that ,i will give is ,my ,flesh1 which ,i will give for the life of the world4 ,and so outlandish1 so supernatural1 and so full of heavenly wonder and heavenly mystery was that bread1 that the ,jews strove among themselves over it1 and could not understand it4 ,but1 by ,his goodness and ,his truth to us this day1 we have again1 to our spiritual nourishment and growth in grace1 eaten the ,flesh and drunk the ,blood of the ,son of ,god2 a meat that1 as ,he who ,himself is that meat has said of it1 is meat indeed and drink indeed--as1 indeed1 we have the witness in ourselves this day that it is4 ,they drank also of the water that was made wine1 and were very merry with ,him all that day at ,his table4 ,and all their mirth was the high mirth of heaven2 it was a mirth and a gladness without sin1 without satiety1 and without remorse4 #d4 ,there was music also all the while at the table1 and the musicians were not those of the country of ,mansoul1 but they were the masters of song come down from the court of the ,king4 ',i love the ,lord1' they sang in the supper room over the paschal lamb--',i love the ,lord because ,he hath heard my voice and my supplication4 ,because ,he hath inclined ,his ear unto me1 therefore will ,i call upon ,him as long as ,i live4 ,what shall ,i render to the ,lord1' they challenged one another1 'for all ,his benefits towards me8 ,i will take the cup of salvation1 and will call upon the name of the ,lord4' ',sometimes imagine1' says a great devotional writer with a great imagination--',sometimes imagine that you had been one of those that joined with our blessed ,saviour as ,he sang an hymn4 ,strive to imagine to yourself with what majesty ,he looked4 ,fancy that you had stood by ,him surrounded with ,his glory4 ,think how your heart would have been inflamed1 and what ecstasies of joy you would have then felt when singing with the ,son of ,god6 ,think again and again with what joy and devotion you would have then sung had this really been your happy state2 and what a punishment you would have thought it to have then been silent4 ,and let that teach you how to be affected with psalms and hymns of thanksgiving4' ,yes2 and it is no imagination2 it was our own experience only this morning and afternoon to join in a music that was never made in this world1 but which was as outlandish as was the meat which we ate while the music was being made4 ',bless1 ,o my soul1 the ,lord thy ,god1 ,and not forgetful be ,of all ,his gracious benefits ,he hath bestow'd on thee4 ,who with abundance of good things ,doth satisfy thy mouth2 ,so that1 ev'n as the eagle's age1 ,renewed is thy youth4' ,the #ajcrd ,psalm was never made in this world4 ,musicians far other than those native to ,mansoul made for us our ,lord's-,table ,psalm4 #e4 ,and then1 the riddles that were made upon the ,king ,himself1 and upon ,emmanuel ,his ,son1 and upon ,emmanuel's wars and all ,his other doings with ,mansoul4 ,and when ,emmanuel would expound some of those riddles ,himself1 oh6 how they were lightened6 ,they saw what they never saw6 ,they could not have thought that such rarities could have been couched in so few and such ordinary words4 ,yea1 they did gather that the things themselves were a kind of portraiture1 and that1 too1 of ,emmanuel ,himself4 ,this1 they would say1 this is the ,lamb6 this is the ,sacrifice6 this is the ,rock6 this is the ,door6 and this is the ,way6 with a great many other things4 ,at ,gaius's supper-table they sat up over their riddles and nuts and sweetmeats till the sun was in the sky4 ,and it would be midnight and morning if ,i were to show you the answers to the half of the riddles4 ,take one1 for an example1 and let it be one of the best for the communion- day4 ',in one rare quality of the orator1' says ,hugh ,miller1 writing about his adored minister1 ,alexander ,stewart of ,cromarty1 ',mr4 ,stewart stood alone4 ,pope refers in his satires to a strange power of creating love and admiration by just touching the brink of all we hate4 ,now1 into this perilous1 but singularly elective department1 ,mr4 ,stewart could enter with safety and at will4 ,we heard him1 scarce a twelvemonth since1 deliver a discourse of singular power on the sin-offering as minutely described by the divine penman in ,leviticus4 ,he described the slaughtered animal--foul with dust and blood1 its throat gashed across1 its entrails laid open and steaming in its impurity to the sun--a vile and horrid thing1 which no one could look on without disgust1 nor touch without defilement4 ,the picture appeared too vivid2 its introduction too little in accordance with a just taste4 ,but this pulpit-master knew what he was all the time doing4 ,and that1 he said1 as he pointed to the terrible picture1 that is ,,sin6 ,by one stroke the intended effect was produced1 and the rising disgust and horror transferred from the revolting1 material image to the great moral evil4' ,and1 in like manner1 ,this is the ,,lamb6 we all said over the mystical riddle of the bread and the wine this morning4 ,this is the ,,sacrifice6 ,this is the ,,door6 ,this is ,,emmanuel1 ,,god ,,with ,,us1 and made sin for us6 #f4 ,in one of his finest chapters1 ,thomas ,a ,kempis tells us in what way we are to communicate mystically3 that is to say1 how we are to keep on communicating at all times1 and in all places1 without the intervention of the consecrated sacramental elements4 ,and ,john ,bunyan1 the sweetest and most spiritual of mystics1 has all that1 too1 in this same supreme passage4 ,every day was a feast-day now1 he tells us4 ,so much so that when the elders and the townsmen did not come to ,emmanuel1 ,he would send in much plenty of provisions to them4 ,yea1 such delicates would ,he send them1 and therewith would so cover their tables1 that whosoever saw it confessed that the like could not be seen in any other kingdom4 ,that is to say1 my fellow-communicants1 there is nothing that we experienced and enjoyed in this house this day that we may not experience and enjoy again to-morrow and every day in our own house at home4 ,all the mystics worth the noble name will tell you that all true communicating is always performed and experienced in the prepared heart1 and never in any upper room1 or church1 or chapel1 or new heaven1 or new earth4 ,the prepared heart of every worthy communicant is the true upper room2 it is the true banqueting chamber2 it is the true and the only house of wine4 ,our ,father's ,house itself1 with its supper-table covered with the new wine of the ,kingdom--the best of it all will still be within you4 ,prepare yourselves within yourselves1 then1 ,o departing and dispersing communicants4 ,prepare1 and keep yourselves always prepared4 ,and as often as you so prepare yourselves your ,prince will come to you every day1 and will cat and drink with you1 till ,he makes every day on earth a day of heaven already to you4 ,see if ,he will not2 for1 again and again1 ,he who keeps all ,his promises says that ,he will4 ,,chapter ,,xxvi--,,emmanuel',s ,,livery ',and to her was granted that she should be arrayed in fine linen1 clean and white2 for the fine linen is the righteousness of saints4'--,john4 ,the ,plantagenet kings of ancient ,england had white and scarlet for their livery2 white and green was the livery of the ,tudors2 the ,stuarts wore red and yellow2 while blue and scarlet colours adorn to-day the ,house of ,hanover4 ,and the ,prince of the kings of the earth1 ,he has his royal colours also1 and ,his servants have their badge of honour and their blazon also4 ,then ,he commanded that those who waited upon ,him should go and bring forth out of ,his treasury those white and glittering robes1 that ,i1 ,he said1 have provided and laid up in store for my ,mansoul4 ,so the white garments were fetched out of the treasury and laid forth to the eyes of the people4 ,moreover1 it was granted to them that they should take them and put them on1 according1 said ,he1 to your size and your stature4 ,so the people were all put into white--into fine linen1 clean and white4 ,then said the ,prince1 ,this1 ,o ,mansoul1 is ,my livery1 and this is the badge by which ,mine are known from the servants of others4 ,yea1 this livery is that which ,i grant to all them that are ,mine1 and without which no man is permitted to see ,my face4 ,wear this livery1 therefore1 for ,my sake1 and1 also1 if you would be known by the world to be ,mine4 ,but now can you think how ,mansoul shone6 ,for ,mansoul was fair as the sun1 clear as the moon1 and terrible as an army with banners4 ,white1 then1 and whiter than snow1 is the very livery of heaven4 ,a hundred shining ,scriptures could be quoted to establish that4 ,in the first year of ,belshazzar1 ,king of ,babylon1 ,daniel had a dream1 and visions of his head came to ,daniel upon his bed4 ,and1 behold1 the ,ancient of ,days did sit1 whose garment was white as snow1 and the hair of his head like the pure wool4 ,my beloved1 sings the spouse in the ,song1 is white and ruddy1 the chiefest among ten thousand1 and altogether lovely4 ,then1 again1 ,david in his penitence sings1 ,purge me with hyssop1 and ,i shall be clean2 wash me1 and ,i shall be whiter than snow4 ,and what is it that sets ,isaiah at the head of all the prophets8 ,what but this1 that he is the mouth-piece of such decrees in heaven as this3 ,though your sins be as scarlet1 they shall be white as snow2 though they be red like crimson1 they shall be as wool4 ,the angel1 also1 who rolled away the stone from the door of the sepulchre was clothed in a long white garment4 ,another evangelist says that his countenance was like lightning and his raiment white as snow1 and for fear of him the keepers did quake1 and became as dead men4 ,but before that we read that ,jesus was transfigured before ,peter and ,james and ,john on the ,mount1 and that ,his face did shine as the sun1 and ,his raiment was white as the light4 ,and1 then1 the whole ,book of ,revelation is written with a pen dipped in heavenly light4 ,the whole book is glistening with the whitest light till we cannot read it for the brightness thereof4 ,and the multitude that no man can number all display themselves before our eyes1 clothed with white robes and with palms in their hands1 so much so that we sink down under the greatness of the glory1 till ,one with ,his head and ,his hairs white like wool1 as white as snow1 lays ,his hand upon us1 and says to us1 ,fear not1 for1 behold1 ,i have caused thine iniquity to pass from thee1 and ,i will clothe thee with change of raiment4 ',i also saw ,mansoul clad all in white1 ,and heard her ,prince call her ,his heart's delight1 ,i saw ,him put upon her chains of gold1 ,and rings and bracelets goodly to behold4 ,what shall ,i say8 ,i heard the people's cries1 ,and saw the ,prince wipe tears from ,mansoul's eyes1 ,i heard the groans and saw the joy of many2 ,tell you of all1 ,i neither will nor can ,i4 ,but by what here ,i say you well may see ,that ,mansoul's matchless wars no fable be4' ',and to her it was granted that she should be arrayed in fine linen1 clean and white2 for the fine linen is the righteousness of saints4' ,we need no exegesis of that beautiful ,scripture beyond that exegesis which our own hearts supply4 ,and if we did need that shining text to be explained to us1 to whom could we better go for its explanation than just to ,john ,bunyan8 ,well1 then1 in our author's ,no ,way to ,heaven but by ,jesus ,christ1 he says3 ',this fine linen1 in my judgment1 is the works of godly men2 their works that spring from faith4 ,but how came they clean8 ,how came they white8 ,not simply because they were the works of faith4 ,but1 mark1 they washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the ,lamb4 ,and therefore they are before the throne of ,god4 ,yea1 therefore it is that their good works stand in such a place4' ',nor must we think it strange1' says ,john ,howe1 in his ,blessedness of the ,righteous1 'that all the requisites to our salvation are not found together in one text of ,scripture4 ,i conceive that imputed righteousness is not here meant1 but that righteousness which is truly subjected in a child of ,god and descriptive of him4 ,the righteousness of ,him whom we adore as made sin for us that we might be made the righteousness of ,god in ,him1 that righteousness has a much higher sphere peculiar and appropriate to itself4 ,though this of which we now speak is necessary also to be both had and understood4' ,emmanuel's livery1 then1 is the righteousness of the saints4 ,emmanuel puts that righteousness upon all ,his saints2 while1 at the same time1 they put it on themselves2 they work it out for themselves1 and for themselves they keep it clean4 ,they work it out1 put it on1 and keep it clean1 and yet1 all the time1 it is not they that do it1 but it is ,emmanuel that doeth it all in them4 ,the truth is1 you must all become mystics before you will admit all the strange truth that is told about ,emmanuel's livery4 ,for both heaven and earth unite in this wonderful livery4 ,nature and grace unite in it4 ,it is woven by the gospel on the loom of the law--till1 to tell you all that is true about it1 ,i neither can nor will ,i4 ,albert ,bengel tells us that the court of heaven has its own jealous and scrupulous etiquette2 and our court journalist and historian1 ,john ,bunyan1 has supplied his favoured readers with the very card of etiquette that was issued along with ,mansoul's coat of livery1 and it is more than time that we had attended to that card4 #a4 ,the first item then in that etiquette-card ran in these set terms3 ',first1 wear these white robes daily1 day by day1 lest you should at some time appear to others as if you were none of ,mine4--,signed1 ,,emmanuel4' ,now1 we put on anew every morning the garments that we are to wear every new day4 ,we have certain pieces of clothing that we wear in the morning2 we have certain pieces that we wear when we are at our work2 and1 again1 we have certain other pieces that we put on when we go abroad in the afternoon2 and1 yet again1 certain other pieces that we array ourselves in when we go out into society in the evening4 ,after a night in which ,mercy could not sleep for blessing and praising ,god1 they all rose in the morning with the sun2 but the ,interpreter would have them tarry a while1 for1 said he1 you must orderly go from hence4 ,then said he to the damsel1 ,take them1 and have them into the garden to the bath4 ,then ,innocent the damsel took them1 and had them into the garden1 and brought them to the bath4 ,then they went in and washed1 yea1 they and the boys and all1 and they came out of that bath1 not only clean and sweet1 but also much enlivened and much strengthened in their joints4 ,so when they came in they looked fairer a deal than when they went out4 ,then said the ,interpreter to the damsel that waited upon those women1 ,go into the vestry1 and fetch out garments for these people4 ,so she went and fetched out white raiment and laid it down before him4 ,and then he commanded them to put it on4 ,it was fine linen1 white and clean4 ,now1 therefore1 they began to esteem each other better than themselves4 ,for1 ,you are fairer than ,i am1 said one2 and1 ,you are more comely than ,i am1 said another4 ,the children also stood amazed to see into what fashion they had been brought4 ,william ,law--,i thank ,god1 ,i think1 every day ,i live for that good day to me on which ,he introduced me to ,his gifted and saintly servant--well1 ,william ,law used every morning after his bath in the morning to put on his livery1 piece by piece1 in order1 and with special prayer4 ,the first piece that he put on1 and he put it on every new morning next his heart to wear it all the day next his heart1 was gratitude to ,god4 ,and it was a real1 feeling1 active1 and operative gratitude that he so put on4 ,on each new morning as it came1 that good man was full of new gratitude to ,god4 ,for the sun new from his ,almighty ,maker's hands he had gratitude4 ,for his house over his head he had gratitude4 ,for his ,bible and his spiritual books he had gratitude4 ,for his opportunities of reading and study1 as also for ten o'clock in the morning when the widows and orphans of ,king's ,cliffe came to his window1 and so on4 ,a grateful heart feeds itself to a still greater gratitude on everything that comes to it4 ,so it was with ,william ,law1 till he wakened the maids in the rooms below with his psalms and his hymns as he went into his vestry and put on his singing robes so early every morning4 ,and then1 after his morning hours of study and devotion1 ,law had a piece of livery that he always put on and never came downstairs to breakfast without it4 ,other men might put on other pieces2 he always clothed himself next to gratitude with humility4 ,men differ1 good men differ1 and ,emmanuel's livery-men differ in what they put on1 at what time1 and in what order4 ,but that was ,william ,law's way4 ,you will learn more of his way1 and you will be helped to find out a like way for yourselves1 if you will become students of his incomparable books4 ,you will find how he put on charity1 #a ,cor4 thirteenth chapter2 and then how1 over all1 he put on the will of ,god2 till1 thus equipped and thus accoutred1 he was able to say1 as it has seldom been said since it was first said1 ',i put on righteousness1 and it clothed me2 my judgment was to me as a robe and as a diadem4 ,the ,almighty was then with me1 and my children were about me4 ,when ,i washed my steps with butter1 and when the rock poured me out rivers of oil6' ,so much for that livery-man of ,emmanuel1 the author of the ,christian ,perfection and the ,spirit of ,love4 ,as for the women's vestry in the ,interpreter's ,house1 ,matthew ,henry saw the thirty-first chapter of the ,proverbs hung up on that vestry wall1 and ,christiana making her morning toilet before it with ,mercy beside her4 ,who would find a virtuous woman1 let him look before that looking-glass for her1 and he will be sure to find her and her daughters and her daughters-in- law putting on their white raiment there4 #b4 ',secondly1 keep your garments always white2 for if they be soiled1 it is a dishonour to ,me4 ,i have a few names even in ,sardis which have not defiled their garments1 and they shall walk with ,me in white1 for they are worthy4' ,even in ,sardis1 with every street and every house full of soil and dishonour to the name of ,christ1 even in ,sardis ,emmanuel had some of whom ,he could boast ,himself4 ,would you not immensely like at the last day to be one of those some in ,sardis8 ,shall it not be splendid when ,sardis comes up for judgment to be among those few names that ,emmanuel shall then read out of ,his book1 and when1 at their few names1 two or three men shall step out into the light in ,his livery8 ,some of you are in ,sardis at this moment4 ,some of you are in a city1 or in a house in a city1 where it is impossible to keep your garments clean4 ,and yet1 no2 nothing is impossible to ,emmanuel and ,his true livery-men4 ,even in that house where you are1 ,emmanuel will say over you1 ,i have one there who is thankful to ,my ,father and to ,me2 thankful to singing every morning where there is little1 as men see1 to sing for4 ,there is one in that house humble1 where humility itself would almost become high-minded4 ,and meek1 where ,moses himself would have lost his temper4 ,and submissive1 where rebelliousness would not have been without excuse4 ,mark these few men for ,mine1 says ,emmanuel4 ,mark them with the inkhorn for ,mine4 ,for they shall surely be ,mine in that day1 and they shall walk with ,me in white1 for they are worthy4 #c4 ',wherefore gird your garments well up from the ground4' ,a well-dressed man1 a well-dressed woman1 is a beautiful sight4 ,not over- dressed2 not dressed so as to call everybody's attention to their dress2 but dressed decorously1 becomingly1 tastefully4 ,each several piece well fitted on1 and all of a piece1 till it all looks as if it had grown by nature itself upon the well-dressed wearer4 ,be like him--be like her--so runs the third head of the etiquette-card4 ,be not slovenly and disorderly and unseemly in your livery4 ,let not your livery be always falling off1 and catching on every bush and briar1 and dropping into every pool and ditch4 ,hold yourselves in hand1 the instruction goes on4 ,brace yourselves up4 ,have your temper1 your tongue1 your eyes1 your ears1 and all your members in control4 ,and then you will escape many a rent and many a rag2 many a seam and many a patch2 many a soil and many a stain4 ,and then also you will be found walking abroad in comeliness and at liberty1 while others1 less careful1 are at home mending and washing and ironing because they went without a girdle when you girt up your garments well off the ground4 ,wherefore always gird well up the loins of your mind4 #d4 ',and1 fourthly1 lose not your robes1 lest you walk naked and men see your shame'2 that is to say1 the supreme shame of your soul4 ,for there is no other shame4 ,there is nothing else in body or soul to be ashamed about4 ,there is a nakedness1 indeed1 that our children are taught to cover2 but the ,bible is a book for men4 ,and the only nakedness that the ,bible knows about or cares about is the nakedness of the soul4 ,it was their sudden soul-nakedness that chased ,adam and ,eve in among the trees of the garden4 ,and it is ,god's pity for soul-naked sinners that has made ,him send ,his ,son to cry to us3 ',i counsel thee1' ,he cries1 'to buy of ,me gold tried in the fire1 that thou mayest be rich2 white raiment1 that thou mayest be clothed1 and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear4 ,behold6' ,he cries in absolute terror1 ',behold6 ,i come as a thief6 ,blessed is he that walketh and keepeth his garments1 lest he walk naked1 and they see his shame4' ,were your soul to be stripped naked to all its shame to-morrow2 were all your past to be laid out absolutely naked and bare1 with all the utter nakedness of your inward life this day2 were all your secret thoughts1 and all your stealthy schemes1 and all your mad imaginations1 and all your detestable motives1 and all your hatreds like hell1 and all your follies like ,bedlam to be laid naked--,i suppose the horror of it would make you cry to the rocks and the mountains to cover you this ,sabbath night1 or the weeds of the nearest sea to wrap you down into its depths4 ,it would be hell before the time to you if your soul were suddenly to be stripped absolutely bare of its ragged body1 and naked of all the thin integuments of time1 and were for a single day to stand naked to its everlasting shame4 ,and it is just because ,jesus ,christ sees all that as sure as the judgment-day coming to you1 that ,he stands here to-night and calls to you3 ,i counsel thee6 ,i counsel thee6 ,before it be too late1 ,i again counsel thee6 #e4 ,but the ,prince ,emmanuel is persuaded better things of all ,his livery- men1 though ,he thus speaks to them to put them on their guard4 ,yes1 sternly and severely and threateningly as ,he sometimes speaks1 yet1 in spite of ,himself1 ,his real grace always breaks through at the last4 ,and1 accordingly1 his fifth command runs thus3 ,but1 it runs1 if you should sully them1 if you should defile them1 the which ,i am greatly unwilling that you should1 then speed you to that which is written in ,my law1 that yet you may stand1 and not fall before ,me and before ,my throne4 ,always know this1 that ,i have provided for thee an open fountain to wash thy garments in4 ,look1 therefore1 that you wash often in that fountain1 and go not for an hour in defiled garments4 ,let not1 therefore1 ,my garments1 your garments1 the garments that ,i gave thee be ever spotted by the flesh4 ,keep thy garments always white1 and let thy head lack no ointment4--,signed in heaven1 ,,emmanuel4 ,,chapter ,,xxvii--,,mansoul',s ,,magna ,,charta ',a better covenant4'--,paul4 ,magna ,charta is a name very dear to the hearts of the ,english people4 ,for1 ever since that memorable day on which that noble instrument was extorted from ,king ,john at the point of the sword1 ,england has been the pioneer to all the other nations of the earth in personal freedom1 in public righteousness1 in domestic stability1 and in foreign influence and enterprise4 ,runnymede is a red-letter spot1 and #abae is a red-letter year1 not only in the history of ,england1 but in the history of the whole modern world4 ,the keystone of all sound constitutional government was laid at that place on that date1 and by that great bridge not ,england only1 but after ,england the whole civilised world has passed over from ages of bondage and oppression and injustice into a new world of personal liberty and security1 public equity and good faith1 loyalty and peace4 ,all that has since been obtained1 whether on the battle-field or on the floor of ,parliament1 has been little more than a confirmation of ,magna ,charta or an authoritative comment upon ,magna ,charta4 ,and if every subsequent law were to be blotted out1 yet in ,magna ,charta the foundations would still remain of a great state and a free people4 ',here commences1' says ,macaulay1 'the history of the ,english nation4' ,now1 after the ,prince of ,peace had subjugated the rebellious city of ,mansoul1 ,he promulgated a proclamation and appointed a day wherein ,he would renew their ,charter4 ,yea1 a day wherein he would renew and enlarge their ,charter1 mending several faults in it1 so that the yoke of ,mansoul might be made yet more easy to bear4 ,and this ,he did without any desire of theirs1 even of ,his own frankness and nobleness of mind4 ,so when ,he had sent for and seen their old ,charter1 ,he laid it by and said1 ,now that which decayeth and waxeth old is ready to vanish away4 ,an epitome1 therefore1 of that new1 and better1 and more firm and steady ,charter take as follows3 ,i do grant of ,mine own clemency1 free1 full1 and everlasting forgiveness of all their wrongs1 injuries1 and offences done against ,my ,father1 against ,me1 against their neighbours and themselves4 ,i do give them also ,my ,testament1 with all that is therein contained1 for their everlasting comfort and consolation4 ,thirdly1 ,i do also give them a portion of the self-same grace and goodness that dwells in ,my ,father's heart and ,mine4 ,fourthly1 ,i do give1 grant1 and bestow upon them freely1 the world and all that is therein for their true good2 yea1 all the benefits of life and death1 of things present and things to come4 ,free leave and full access also at all seasons to ,me in ,my palace1 there to make known all their wants to ,me2 and ,i give them1 moreover1 a promise that ,i shall hear and redress all their grievances4 ,to them and to their right seed after them1 ,i hereby bestow all these grants1 privileges1 and royal immunities4 ,all this is but a lean epitome of what was that day laid down in letters of gold and engraven on their doors and their castle gates4 ,and what joy1 what comfort1 what consolation1 think you1 did now possess every heart in ,mansoul6 ,the bells rang out1 the minstrels played1 the people danced1 the captains shouted1 the colours waved in the wind1 and the silver trumpets sounded1 till every enemy inside and outside of ,mansoul was now glad to hide his head4 ,our constitutional authors and commentators are wont to take ,magna ,charta clause by clause1 and word by word1 and letter by letter4 ,they linger lovingly and proudly over every jot and tittle of that splendid instrument4 ,and you will indulge me this ,communion night of all nights of the year if ,i expatiate still more lovingly and proudly on that great ,covenant which our ,lord has sealed to us again to-day1 and has written again to-day on the walls of our hearts4 ,moses made haste as soon as the old ,charter was read over to him1 and nothing shall delay us till we have feasted our eyes1 and our ears1 and our hearts to-night on the contents of this our new and better covenant4 #a4 ,the first article of our ,magna ,charta is free1 full1 and everlasting forgiveness of all the wrongs1 injuries1 and offences we have ever done against ,god1 against our ,saviour1 against our neighbour1 and against ourselves4 ,the ,english nobles extorted their ,charter from their tyrannical king with their sword at his throat1 and after he had signed it1 he cast himself on the ground and gnawed sticks and stones in his fury1 so mad was he at the men who had so humiliated him4 ',they have set four-and-twenty kings over my head1' he gnashed out4 ,how different was it with our ,charter6 ,for when we were yet enemies it was already drawn out in our name4 ,and after we had been subdued it would never have entered our fearful hearts to ask for such an instrument4 ,and1 even now1 after we have entered into its liberty1 how slow we are to believe all that is written in our great ,charter1 and read to us every day out of it4 ,and who shall cast a stone at us for not easily believing all that is so written and read8 ,it is not so easy as you would think to believe in free forgiveness for all the wrongs1 injuries1 and offences we have ever done4 ,when you try to believe it about yourselves1 you will find how hard it is to accept that covenant and always to keep your feet firm upon it4 ,that the forgiveness is absolutely free is its first great difficulty4 ,if it had cost us all we could ever do or suffer1 both in this world and in the world to come1 then we could have come to terms with our ,prince far more easily2 but that our forgiveness should be absolutely free1 it is that that so staggers us4 ,when ,i was a little boy ,i was once wandering through the streets of a large city seeing the strange sights4 ,i had even less ,latin in my head that day than ,i had money in my pocket4 ,but ,i was hungry for knowledge and eager to see rare and wonderful things4 ,over the door of a public institution1 containing a museum and other interesting things1 ,i tried to read a ,latin scroll4 ,i could not make out the whole of the writing2 ,i could only make out one word1 and not even that1 as the event soon showed4 ,the word was gratia1 or some modification of gratia1 with some still deeper words engraven round about it4 ,but on the strength of that one word ,i mounted the steps and rang the bell1 and asked the porter if ,i could see the museum4 ,he told me that the cost of admission was such and such4 ,little as it was1 it was too much for me1 and ,i came down the steps feeling that the ,latin writing above the door had entirely deceived me4 ,it has not been the last time that my bad ,latin has brought me to shame and confusion of face4 ,but ,latin1 or ,greek1 or only ,english1 or not even ,english1 there is no deception and no confusion here4 ,forgiveness is really of free grace4 ,it costs absolutely nothing1 the door is open2 or1 if it is not open1 then knock1 and it shall be opened1 without money and without price4 ',free and full4' ,i could imagine a free forgiveness which was not also full4 ,i could imagine a charter that would have run somehow thus3 ,free forgiveness and full1 up to a firmly fixed limit4 ,free and full forgiveness for sins of ignorance and even of infirmity and frailty2 for small sins and for great sins1 too1 up to a certain age of life and stage of guilt4 ,free and full forgiveness up to a certain line1 and then1 that black line of reprobation1 as ,samuel ,rutherford says4 ,indeed1 it is no imagination4 ,i have felt oftener than once that ,i was at last across that black line1 and gone and lost for ever4 ,but no-- ',while the lamp holds on to burn1 ,the greatest sinner may return4' ',free1 full1 and everlasting4' ,pope ,innocent the ,third came to the rescue of ,king ,john and issued a ,papal bull revoking and annulling ,magna ,charta4 ,but neither king1 nor pope1 nor devil can revoke or annul our new ,covenant4 ,it is free1 full1 and everlasting4 ,if ,god be for us1 who can be against us8 ,who shall separate us from the love of ,christ8 ,neither death nor life1 nor angels nor principalities nor powers1 shall be able to separate us from the love of ,god which is in ,christ ,jesus our ,lord4 #b4 ',free1 full1 and everlasting forgiveness of all the wrongs1 the injuries1 and the offences you have done against ,my ,father1 ,me1 your neighbours1 and yourselves4' ,now1 out of all that let us fix upon this--the wrongs and the injuries we have done to our neighbours4 ,for1 as ,calvin says somewhere1 though our sins against the first table of the law are our worst sins1 yet our sins against the second table1 that is1 against our neighbours1 are far better for beginning a scrutiny with4 ,so they are4 ,for our wrongs against our neighbours1 when they awaken within us at all1 awaken with a terrible fury4 ,our wrongs against our neighbours wound1 and burden1 and exasperate an awakened conscience in a fearful way4 ,we come afterwards to say1 ,against ,thee1 ,thee only have ,i sinned6 ,but at the first beginning of our repentances it is the wrongs we have done to our neighbours that drive us beside ourselves4 ,what neighbour of yours1 then1 have you so wronged8 ,name him2 name her4 ,you avoid that name like poison1 but it is not poison--it is life and peace4 ,more depends on your often recollecting and often pronouncing that hateful name than you would believe4 ,more depends upon it than your minister has ever told you4 ,and1 then1 in what did you so wrong him8 ,name the wrong also4 ,give it its ,bible name1 its newspaper name1 its brutal1 vulgar1 ill-mannered name4 ,do not be too soft1 do not be too courtly with yourself4 ,keep your own evil name ever before you4 ,when you hear any other man outlawed and ostracised by that same name1 say to yourself3 ,thou1 sir1 art the man6 ,put out a secret and a painful skill upon yourself4 ,have times and places and ways that nobody knows anything about--not even those you have wronged2 have times and places and ways they would laugh to be told of1 and would not believe it2 times1 ,i say1 and places and ways for bringing all those old wrongs you once did ever and ever back to mind2 as often back and as keen to your mind as they come back to that other mind1 which is still so full of the wrong4 ,even if your victim has forgiven and forgotten you1 never you forget him1 and never you forgive yourself when you again think of him4 ,welcome back every sudden and sharp recollection of your wrong-doing4 ,and make haste at every such sudden recollection and fall down on the spot in a deeper compunction than ever before4 ,do that as you would be a forgiven and full-chartered soul4 ,for1 free and full and everlasting as ,god's forgiveness is1 you have no assurance that it is yours if you ever forget your sin1 or ever forgive yourself for having done it4 ',forgive yourself1' says ,augustine1 'and ,god will condemn you4 ,but continually arraign and condemn yourself1 and ,god will forgive and acquit and justify you4' #c4 ',i give also ,my holy law and testament1 and all that therein is contained1 for their everlasting comfort and consolation4' ,this is not the manner of men1 ,o my ,god4 ,kind-hearted men comfort and console those who have suffered injuries and wrongs at our hands1 but the kindest-hearted of men harden their hearts and set their faces like a flint against us who have done the wrong4 ,all ,syria sympathised with ,esau for the loss of his birthright1 but ,i do not read that any one came to whisper one kind word to ,jacob on his hard pillow4 ,all the army mourned over ,uriah1 but all the time ,david's moisture was dried up like the drought of summer1 and not even ,nathan came to the ,king till he could not help coming4 ,all ,jericho cried1 ,avenge us of our adversary6 ,but it was ,jesus who looked up and saw ,zaccheus and said3 ,zaccheus1 come down2 make haste and come down1 for to-day ,i must abide at thy house4 ',the injuries they have done themselves also1' so runs the very first head of our forgiveness covenant4 ,ah6 yes2 ,o my ,lord1 ,thou knowest all things2 ,thou knowest my heart4 ,thou knowest that irremediably as ,i have injured other men1 yet in injuring them ,i have injured myself much more4 ,and much as other men need restitution1 reparation1 and consolation on my account1 my ,god1 ,thou knowest that ,i need all that much more--ten thousand times more4 ,oh1 how my broken heart within me leaps up and thanks ,thee for that ,covenant4 ,let me repeat it again to ,thy praise3 ',full1 free1 and everlasting forgiveness of all wrongs1 injuries1 and offences done by him against his neighbours and against himself4' ,who1 who is a ,god1 ,o my ,god1 who is a ,god like unto ,thee6 #d4 ',i do also give them a portion of the self-same grace and goodness that dwells in ,my ,father's heart and ,mine4' ,the self-same grace and goodness1 that is1 that ,my ,father and ,i have shown to them4 ,that is to say1 we shall be made both willing and able to grant to all those men who have wronged us the very same charter of forgiveness that we have had granted to us of ,god4 ,so that at all those times when we stand praying for forgiveness we shall suspend that prayer till we have first forgiven all our enemies1 and all who have at any time and in any way wronged or injured us4 ,even when we had the ,communion cup at our lips to-day1 you would have seen us setting it down till we had first gone and been reconciled to our brother4 ,yes1 my brethren1 you are ,his witnesses that ,he has done it4 ,he has taken you into ,his covenant till ,he has made you both able and willing1 both willing and able1 to grant and to bequeath to others1 all that free1 full1 and everlasting forgiveness and love that ,he has bequeathed to you4 ,till under the very last and supreme wrong that your worst enemy can do to you and to yours1 you are able and forward to say3 ,father1 forgive him1 for he knows not what he has done4 ,forgive me my debts1 you will say1 as ,i forgive my debtors4 ,and always1 as you again say and do that1 you will on the spot be made a partaker of the ,divine ,nature1 according to the heavenly ,charter1 ',i do also give them a portion of the self-same grace and goodness that dwells in ,my ,father's heart and in ,mine4' #e4 ',i do also1' so ,mansoul's ,magna ,charta travels on1 ',i do also give1 grant1 and bestow upon them freely the world and all that is therein for their good2 yea1 ,i grant them all the benefits of life and of death1 and of things present and things to come4' ,what a magnificent ,charter is that6 ',all things are yours3 whether ,paul1 or ,apollos1 or ,cephas1 or the world1 or life1 or death1 or things present1 or things to come2 all are yours4' ,what a superb ,charter6 ,only1 it is too high for us2 we cannot attain to it4 ,has any human being ever risen to anything like the full faith1 full assurance1 and full victory of all that in this life8 ,no2 the thing is impossible6 ,reason would fall off her throne4 ,the heart of a man would break with too much joy if he tried to enter into the full belief of all that4 ,no2 it hath not entered into the heart of a still sinful man what ,god hath chartered to them whom ,he loves4 ,this world1 and all that therein is1 and then all the coming benefits of life and of death4 ,what benefits do believers receive from ,christ at their death8 ,we all drank in the answer to that with our mother's milk1 but what is behind the words of that answer no mortal tongue can yet tell4 ,all are yours1 and ye are ,christ's1 and ,christ is ,god's4 ,till1 what joy1 what comfort1 what consolation1 think you1 did now possess the hearts of the men of ,mansoul6 ,the bells rang1 the minstrels played1 the people danced1 the captains shouted1 the colours waved in the wind1 and the silver trumpets sounded4 #f4 ',and till the glory breaks suddenly upon you1 and as long as you yet live in this life of free grace ,i shall give and grant you leave and free access to ,me in ,my palace at all seasons1 there to make known all your wants to ,me2 and ,i give you1 moreover1 a promise that ,i will hear and redress all your grievances4' ,at all seasons2 in season and out of season4 ,there to make known all your wants to ,me4 ,and all your grievances4 ,all that still grieves and vexes you4 ,all your wrongs4 ,all your injuries4 ,all that men can do to you4 ,let them do their worst to you4 ,my grace is sufficient for all your grievances4 ,my goodness in you shall make you more than a conqueror4 ,i undertake to give you before you have asked for it a heart full of free1 full1 and everlasting forgiveness and forgetfulness of all that has begun to grieve you4 ,no word or deed1 written or spoken1 of any man shall be able to vex or grieve the spirit that ,i shall put within you4 ,you will immediately avenge yourselves of your adversaries4 ,you will instantly repay them all an hundredfold4 ,for1 when thine enemy hungers1 thou shalt feed him2 when he is athirst1 thou shalt give him drink4 ,for thou shalt not be overcome of evil1 but thou shalt overcome evil with good4 #g4 ',all these grants1 privileges1 and immunities ,i bestow upon thee2 upon thee1 ,i say1 and upon thy right seed after thee4' ,o ,almighty ,god1 our ,heavenly ,father1 give us such a seed6 ,give us a seed right with ,thee6 ,smite us and our house with everlasting barrenness rather than that our seed should not be right with ,thee4 ,o ,god1 give us our children4 ,give us our children4 ,a second time1 and by a far better birth1 give us our children to be beside us in ,thy holy ,covenant4 ,for it had been better we had never been born2 it had been better we had never been betrothed2 it had been better we had sat all our days solitary unless all our children are to be right with ,thee4 ,let the day perish1 and the night wherein it was said1 ,there is a man-child conceived4 ,let that day be darkness2 let not ,god regard it from above2 neither let the light shine upon it1 unless all our house is yet to be right with ,god4 ,o my son ,absalom6 ,my son1 my son ,absalom6 ,would ,god ,i had died for thee1 ,o ,absalom1 my son1 my son6 ,but thou1 ,o ,god1 art ,thyself a ,father1 and thus hast in ,thyself a ,father's heart4 ,hear us1 then1 for our children1 ,o our ,father1 for such of our children as are not yet right with ,thee6 ,in season and out of season2 we shall not go up into our bed2 we shall not give sleep to our eyes nor slumber to our eyelids till we and all our seed are right with ,thee4 ,and then how we and all our saved seed beside us shall praise ,thee and bless ,thee above all the families on earth or in heaven1 and shall say3 ,unto ,him who loved us and washed us from our sins in ,his own blood1 and hath bestowed upon us a free1 full1 and everlasting forgiveness1 and hath made us partakers of ,his ,divine ,nature1 to ,him be our love and praise and service to all eternity4 ,amen and ,amen6 ,,chapter ,,xxviii--,,emmanuel',s ,,last ,,charge ,,to ,,mansoul3 ,,concerning ,,the ,,remainders ,,of ,,sin ,,in ,,the ,,regenerate ',hold fast till ,i come4'--,our ,lord4 ,there are many fine things in ,emmanuel's last charge to ,mansoul1 but by far the best thing is the answer that ,he ,himself there supplies to this deep and difficult question1--to this question1 namely1 ,why original sin is still left to rage in the truly regenerate8 ,why does our ,lord not wholly extirpate sin in our regeneration8 ,what can ,his reason be for leaving their original sin to dwell in ,his best saints till the day of their death8 ,for1 to use ,his own sad words about sin in ,his last charge1 nothing hurts us but sin4 ,nothing defiles and debases us but sin4 ,why1 then1 does ,he not take our sin clean out of us at once8 ,he could speak the word of complete deliverance if ,he only would4 ,why1 then1 does ,he not speak that word8 ,that has been a mystery and a grief to all ,god's saints ever since sanctification began to be4 ,and the great interest and the great value of ,emmanuel's last charge to ,mansoul stands in this1 that ,he here tells us1 if not all1 then at least some of ,his reasons for the policy ,he pursues with us in our sanctification4 ,dost thou know1 ,he asks1 as ,he stands on ,his chariot steps1 surrounded with ,his captains on the right hand and the left--,dost thou know why ,i at first did1 and do still1 suffer sin to live and dwell and harbour in thy heart8 ,and then1 after an ,o yes6 for silence1 the ,prince began and thus proceeded3 #a4 ,dost thou ask at ,me why ,i and ,my ,father have seen it good to allow the dregs of thy sinfulness still to corrupt and to rot in thine heart8 ,dost thou ask why1 amid so much in thee that is regenerate1 there is still so much more that is unregenerate8 ,why1 while thou art1 without controversy1 under grace1 indwelling sin still so festers and so breaks out in thee8 ,dost thou ask that8 ,then1 attend1 and before ,i go away to come again ,i will try to tell thee1 if1 indeed1 thou art able and willing to bear it4 ,well1 then1 be silent while ,i tell thee that ,i have left all that of thy original sin in thee to tempt thee1 to try thee1 to humble thee1 and to thrust1 day and night1 upon thee1 what is still in thine heart4 ,to humble thee1 take knowledge1 take warning1 and take forethought4 ,to make thee humble1 and to keep thee humble4 ,to hide pride from thee1 and to lay thee all thy days on earth in the dust of death4 ,i tell thee this day that in all thy past life ,i have ordered and administered all ,my providences toward thee to humble thee and to prove thee1 and to make thee dust and ashes in thine own eyes4 ,and ,i go away to carry on from heaven this same intention of ,my ,father's and ,mine toward thee4 ,we shall try thee as silver is tried4 ,we shall sift thee as wheat is sifted4 ,we shall search thee as ,jerusalem is searched with lighted candles4 ,i tell thee the truth1 ,i shall bend from heaven all ,my power which ,my ,father has given ,me1 and all ,my wisdom1 and all ,my love1 and all ,my grace4 ,what to do1 dost thou think8 ,what to do but to make thee to know and to acknowledge the plague of thine own heart4 ,the deceitfulness1 that is1 the depth of wickedness1 and the abominableness1 past all words1 of thine own heart4 ,i do not ascend to ,my ,father1 with all things in ,my hand1 to make thy seat soft1 and thy cup sweet1 and thy name great1 and thy seed multiplied4 ,i have far other predestinations before ,me for thee4 ,i have loved thee with an everlasting love1 and it is to everlasting life that ,i am leading thee4 ,and thou must let ,me lead thee through fire and through water if ,i am to lead thee to heaven at last4 ,i shall have to utterly kill all self-love out of thy heart1 and to plant all humility in its place4 ,many and dreadful discoveries shall ,i have to make to thee of thy profane and inhuman self-love and selfishness4 ,words will fail thee to confess all thy selfishness in thy most penitent prayer4 ,thy towering pride of heart also1 and thy so contemptible vanity4 ,as for thy vanity1 ,i shall so overrule it that double-minded men about thee shall make thee and thy vanity their sport1 their jest1 and their prey4 ,and ,i shall not leave thee1 nor discharge ,myself of ,my work within thee1 till ,i see thee loathing thyself and hating thyself and gnashing thy teeth at thyself for thy envy of thy brother1 thy envy concerning his house1 his wife and his man-servant1 and his maid-servant1 and his ox1 and his ass1 and everything that is his4 ,thou shalt find something in thee that shall allow thee to see thine enemy prosper1 but not thy friend4 ,something that shall keep thee from thy sleep because of his talents1 his name1 his income1 and his place which ,i have given him above thee1 beside thee1 and always in thy sight4 ,it will be something also that shall make his sickness1 his decay1 his defamation1 and his death sweet to thee1 and his prosperity and return to life bitter to thee4 ,thou shalt have to confess something in thyself--whatever its nature and whatever its name--something that shall make thee miserable at good news1 and glad and enlarged and full of life at evil tidings4 ,it will be something also that shall give a long life in thy evil heart to anger1 and to resentment1 and to retaliation1 and to revenge4 ,for after years and years thou shalt still have it in thine heart to hate and to hurt that man and his house1 because long ago he left thy side1 thy booth in the market1 thy party in the state1 and thy church in religion4 ,as ,i live1 swore ,emmanuel1 standing up on the step of ,his ascending chariot1 ,i shall show thee thyself4 ,i shall show thee what an unclean heart is and a wicked4 ,i shall teach to thee what all true saints shudder at when they are let see the plague of their own hearts4 ,i shall show thee1 as ,i live1 how full of pride1 and hate1 and envy1 and ill-will a regenerate heart can be2 and how a true-born man of ,god may still love evil and hate good2 may still rejoice in iniquity and pine under the truth4 ,i shall show thee1 also1 what thou wilt not as yet believe1 how thy best friend cannot trust his good name with thee2 such a sweet morsel to thee shall be the mote in his eye and the spot on his praise4 ,yes1 ,i shall show thee that ,i did not die on the cross for nothing when ,i died for thee2 when ,i went out to ,calvary a shame and a spitting1 an outcast and a curse for thee6 ,thou shalt yet arise up and fall down in thy sin and shalt justify all my thorns1 and nails1 and spears1 and the last drop of ,my blood for thee6 ,yea1 thou shalt remember all the way which the ,lord thy ,god led thee these forty years in the wilderness1 to humble thee1 and to prove thee1 and to know what was in thine heart1 and whether thou wouldest keep ,his commandments or no4 #b4 ,it is also1 the still tarrying ,prince proceeded--it is also to keep thee wakeful and to make thee watchful4 ,now1 what conceivable estate could any man be put into even by his ,maker and ,redeemer more calculated to call forth wakefulness and watchfulness than to have one half of his heart new and the other half old8 ,to have one half of his heart garrisoned by the captains of ,emmanuel1 and the other half still full of the spies and the scouts and the emissaries of hell8 ,nay1 to have the great bulk of his heart still full of sin and but a small part of his heart here and there under grace and truth8 ,here is material for fightings without and fears within with a vengeance6 ,if it somehow suits and answers ,god's deep purposes with ,his people to teach them watchfulness in this life1 then here is a field for watchfulness1 a field of divine depth and scope and opportunity4 ,there used to be a divinity question set in the schools in these terms3 ,where1 in the regenerate1 hath sin its lodging-place8 ,for that sin does still lodge in the regenerate is too abundantly evident both from ,scripture and from experience4 ,but where it so lodges is the question4 ,the ,dominican monks1 and some others1 were of opinion that original sin is to be found only in the inferior part of the soul1 but not in the mind or the will4 ,which1 ,i suppose1 we shall soon find contrary both to ,scripture and reason and experience4 ,old ,andrew ,gray speaks feelingly and no less truly concerning the heart1 when he says1 ',i think1' he says1 'that if all the saints since ,adam's day1 and who shall be to the end of the world1 had but one deceitful heart to guide they would misguide it4' ,what a plot of ,god1 then1 it is to seat grace1 a little saving grace1 in the midst of such a sea of corruption as a human heart is1 and then to set a sinful man to watch over that spark and to keep the boiling pollutions of his own heart from extinguishing that spark6 ,well may ,paul exclaim3 ,yea1 what carefulness it calls forth in us2 yea1 what indignation2 yea1 what fear2 yea1 what vehement desire2 yea1 what zeal2 yea1 what revenge6 ,and1 knowing to what ,he has left our hearts1 well may ,emmanuel say to us from ,his ascending steps1 ',watch ye1 therefore2 and what ,i say unto you1 ,i say unto all1 ,watch6' #c4 ,it is to keep thee watchful and to teach thee war also1 the ,prince went on4 ,bishop ,butler is about the last author that we would think of going to for light on any deep and intricate question in the evangelical and experimental life4 ,but ,butler is so deeply seen into much of the heart of man1 as also into many of the ways of ,god1 that even here he has something to say to the point4 ',it is vain to object1' he says in his sober and sobering way1 'that all this trouble and danger might have been saved us by our being made at once the creatures and the characters which we were to be4 ,for we experience that what we are to be is to be the effect of what we shall do4 ,and that the conduct of nature is not to save us trouble and danger1 but to make us capable of going through trouble and danger1 and to put it upon us to do it4' ,the ,apostle ,peter has the same teaching in a passage too little attended to1 in which he tells us that we are set here to work out our own salvation1 and that our salvation will just be what1 with fear and trembling1 or1 as ,butler says1 with trouble and danger1 we work out4 ,no man1 let all men understand1 is to have his salvation thrust upon him4 ,no man need expect to waken up at the end of an idle1 indifferent1 inattentive life and find his salvation superinduced upon all that4 ,no man shall wear the crown of everlasting life who has not for himself won it4 ,as every man soweth to the ,spirit so also shall he reap4 ,as a soldier warreth1 so shall he hear it said to him1 ,well done4 ,and as a sinner keeps his heart with all diligence1 and holds it fast till his ,king comes1 so shall he hear it said to him1 ,thou hast been faithful over a few things1 ,i will make thee ruler over many things4 ,if thy sins1 then1 are left in thee to teach thee war1 ,o poor saint of ,god1 then take to thee the whole armour of ,god2 thou knowest the pieces of it1 and where the armoury is1 and1 having done all1 stand6 #d4 ,and dost thou know1 ,o ,mansoul1 that it is all to try thy love also8 ,now1 how1 just how1 do the remainders of sin in the regenerate try their love8 ,why1 surely1 in this way4 ,if we really loved sin at the deepest bottom of our hearts1 and only loved holiness on the surface1 would we not in our deepest hearts close with sin1 give ourselves up to it1 and make no stand at all against it8 ,would we not in our deepest and most secret hearts welcome it1 and embrace it1 look out for it with desire and delight1 and part with it with regret8 ,but if1 as a matter of fact1 we at our deepest and most hidden heart turn from sin1 flee from it1 fight against it1 rejoice when we are rid of it1 and have horror at the return of it1--what better proof than that could ,christ and ,his angels have that at bottom we are ,his and not the devil's8 ,and that grace1 at bottom1 has our hearts1 and not sin2 heaven1 and not hell8 ,the apostle's protesting cry is our cry also2 we also delight in the law of ,god after our most inward man4 ,for1 after our saddest surprises into sin1 after its worst outbreaks and overthrows1 such all the time were our reluctances1 recalcitrations1 and resistances1 that1 swept away as we were1 yet all the time1 and after it was again over1 it was with some good conscience that we said to ,christ that ,he knew all things1 and that ,he knew that we loved ,him4 ',o benefit of ill6 now ,i find true ,that better is by evil still made better2 ,and ruined love1 when it is built anew1 ,grows fairer than at first1 more strong1 far greater1 ,so ,i return rebuked to my content1 ,and gain by ill thrice more than ,i have spent4' ,yes2 it is a sure and certain proof how truly we love our dearest friend1 that1 after all our envy and ill-will1 yet it is as true as that ,god is in heaven that1 all the time1 maugre the devil of self that remains in our heart1--after he has done his worst--we would still pluck out our eyes for our friend and shed our blood4 ,i have no better proof to myself of the depth and the divineness of my love to my friend than just this1 that ,i still love him and love him more tenderly and loyally1 after having so treacherously hurt him4 ,and my heavenly friends and my earthly friends1 if they will still have me1 must both be content to go into the same bundle both of my remaining enmity and my increasing love2 my remainders of sin1 and my slow growth in regeneration4 ,so when they had dined1 ,jesus saith to ,simon ,peter1 ,simon1 son of ,jonas1 lovest thou ,me more than these8 ,he saith unto ,him1 ,yea1 ,lord2 ,thou knowest that ,i love ,thee4 ,he saith unto him again the second time1 ,simon1 son of ,jonas1 lovest thou ,me8 ,he saith unto ,him1 ,yea1 ,lord2 thou knowest that ,i love ,thee4 ,he saith unto him the third time1 ,simon1 son of ,jonas1 lovest thou ,me8 ,peter was grieved because ,he said unto him the third time1 ,lovest thou ,me8 ,and he said unto ,him1 ,lord1 ,thou knowest all things2 ,thou knowest that ,i love ,thee6 #e4 ,and1 to sum up all--more than your humility1 more than your watchfulness1 more than your prayerfulness1 more than to teach you war1 and more than to try your love1 the dregs and remainders of sin have been left in your regenerate heart to exalt and to extol the grace of ,god4 ,in ,emmanuel's very words1 it has all been to make you a monument of ,god's mercy4 ,i put it to yourselves1 then1 ye people of ,god3 does that not satisfy you for a reason1 and for an explanation1 and for a justification of all your shame and pain1 and of all your bondage and misery and wretchedness since you knew the ,lord8 ,is there not a heart in you that says1 ,yes6 it was worth all my corruption and pollution and misery to help to manifest forth and to magnify the glory of the grace of ,god8 ,you seize on ,emmanuel's word that you are a monument of mercy4 ,somehow that word pleases and reposes you4 ,yes1 that is what out of all these post- regeneration years you are4 ,you would have been a monument to ,god's mercy had you1 like the thief on the cross1 been glorified on the same day on which you were first justified4 ,but it will neither be the day of your justification nor the day of your glorification that will make you the greatest of all the monuments that shall ever be raised to the praise of ,god's grace2 it will be the days of your sanctification that will do that4 ,paul was a blasphemer and a persecutor and injurious at his conversion1 but he had to be a lifetime in grace and an apostle above all the twelve before he became the chiefest of sinners and the most wretched of saints4 ,and though your first forgiveness was1 no doubt1 a great proof of the grace of ,god1 yet it was nothing1 nothing at all1 to your forgiveness to-day4 ,you had no words for the wonder and the praise of your forgiveness to-day4 ,you just took to your lips the cup of salvation and let that silent action speak aloud your monumental praise4 ,you were a sinner at your regeneration1 else you would not have been regenerated4 ,but you were not then the chief of sinners4 ,but now4 ,ah1 now6 ,those words1 the chief of sinners1 were but idle words in ,paul's mouth4 ,he did not know what he was saying4 ,for1 what has horrified and offended other men when it has been spoken with bated breath to them about envy1 and hate1 and malice1 and revenge1 and suchlike remainders of hell1 all that has been a breath of life and hope to you4 ,it has been to you as when ,christian1 in the ,valley of the ,shadow of ,death1 heard a voice in the darkness which proved to him that there was another sinner at the mouth of hell besides himself4 ,there is no text that comes oftener to your mind than this1 that whoso hateth his brother is a murderer2 and1 communicant as you are1 you feel and you know and you are sure that there are many men lying in lime waiting the day of judgment to whom it would be more tolerable than for you were it not that you are to be at that day the highest monument in heaven or earth to the redeeming1 pardoning1 and saving grace of ,god4 ,yes1 this is the name that shall be written on you2 this is the name that shall be read on you of all who shall see you in heaven2 this name that ,emmanuel pronounced over ,mansoul that day from ,his ascending chariot-steps1 a very ,spectacle of wonder1 and a very ,monument of the mercy and the grace of ,god4