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"t to ord9>y physical ne$s4 ,!y reveal a self-consecration :i* is absolute1 & yet :i* is s spontane\s & glad z to be self-su/a9+2 s t ,*ri/ ne$$ no o!r support 9 s]v+ ! ,fa!r ?an simply ! opportunity ( su* s]vice4 ,we1 on ! contr>y1 require support to enable u to s]ve4 ,we mu/ be rew>d$ = our "w1 mu/ be enc\rag$ by sympa?y1 mu/ be f$ ) promises & spiritual gifts1 9 ord] to be /rong en\gh to d our duty4 ,*ri/ f\nd duty its own rew>d1 s]vice itself joy1 ob$i5ce a s\rce ( r5ew$ /r5g?4 ,8 w 0 "o ) ! ,fa!r's2 & ?us he discloses !1 to u1 m>vel\s spectacle ( "o :o c\ld truly say1 ,n my desire or my duty1 or my purpose is1 b my meat--my food--my s\rce itself ( life & /r5g?--is to d ! w ( ,god1 & to f9i% 8 "w4 ,& yet our ,"l ,jesus 0 a v g5u9e man4 ,he did n impress obs]v]s ) ! common insignia ( hol9ess4 ,x 0 ! ,ph>isees1 n ,*ri/1 :o /ood at ! corn]s ( ! /reets to make long pray]s1 :o enl>g$ ! bord]s ( _! phylact]ies & *ose ! *ief seats 9 ! synagogues4 ,x 0 ! ,bapti/1 n ,jesus1 :o clo!d himself 9 a g>m5t ( camel's hair & ate locu/s & wild honey4 ,jesus1 on ! contr>y1 liv$ ! outw>d life ( o!r m51 consort$ ) !m 9 _! usual places ( resort1 dress$ & spake z !y did2 s t1 9 outw>d mann]1 x 0 impossible to di/+ui% him f ! common mass 9 :i* he mov$4 ,all ! m preci\s1 !re=e1 is ?is revelation ( 8 inn] life4 ,:at a s\l 0 86 ,! ?\ght upp]mo/ 9 8 m9d 0 devotion to ! ,fa!r's w4 ,! joy :i* mo/ gladd5$ 8 lonely life 0 ! joy ( unkn[n1 b sublime & p]fect1 ob$i5ce4 ,he _h be5 po9t+ a ,sam>itan woman1 sitt+ by ! wellside1 to ! salvation ( ,god2 & ?\gh %e 0 b "o1 & t to human eyes an unwor?y subject1--?\gh %e 0 a ,sam>itan & an op5 s9n]1--8 s\l f\nd su* int5se pleasure 9 br++ h]--z ! ,fa!r _h s5t him to br+ m5 any:]e--to ! k ( ! tru?1 t fatigue & hung] 7 =gott51 & all 8 en]gies 7 absorb$ 9 ! delight ( ! task4 ,9 ?is ,i ?9k ,*ri/ appe>s simply ,div9e4 ,no lat] fame or success1 no gaudy robes ( human praise1 no gild$ cr[n ( human admiration1 are ne$$ to adorn him4 ,he discloses ! v ideal ( a godly life4 ,all our poor ef=ts at ob$i5ce1 all our fa9t aspirations aft] ! k & love ( ,god1 all our unfulfill$ pray]s1 & fall+ flights1 & unr$eem$ promises & s9-/a9$ attempts to s]ve1 confess ! ideal p]fectness ( him :o c\ld tru?fully say1 ,my meat is to d ! w ( him t s5t me1 & to f9i% 8 "w4 ,i4 ,let u fir/1 !n1 draw a little clos] to ?is pe]less s\l1 9 :i* !re 0 su* p]fect s5se ( ! wor? ( inf9ite ?+s1 & let u note m p>ticul>ly1 & appreciate z f> z we are able1 ?is phase ( ! "* ( ! ,son ( ,man4 ,i h said t ,*ri/ 0 a v natural man4 ,b he 0 m ?an t4 ,i am sure t none c /udy 8 "* )\t admitt+ & admir+ ! p]fect proportion 9 :i* tru? evid5tly lay 9 8 m9d4 ,?is is "o ( ! r>e/ beauties ( "*4 ,mo/ ( u are v "o-sid$4 ,we c grasp b a "p ( tru?2 & 9 ord] to grasp t "p firmly1 we h to absolutely let o!r tru? g4 ,9 ord] to be devot$ to duty z we see x1 we commonly h to leave o!r duties unt\*$4 ,our spiritual gr[? ought to take j ?is direction ( includ+ broad] views ( tru? & duty1 ( obta9+ a conception ( life 9 :i* ! v>i\s elem5ts %all be held 9 _! prop] relations & proportions2 no "o all[$ to eclipse ! o!rs1 b ea* modifi$ to a prop] ext5t by ! pres5ce & influ5ce ( ! re/4 ,i say ?is is a r>e a*ievem5t4 ,no "o b ,*ri/ has ev] a*iev$ x p]fectly4 ,x is easy to see t ev5 ! apo/les1 inspir$ z !y 71 did n equally appreciate all sides ( revelation4 ,!y h _! di/+ui%+ doctr9es & po9ts ( view4 ,x is /ill easi] to see t ,*ri/ian *ur*es & !ologians diff] = ?is same reason1 & to a mu* great] ext5t4 ,no cre$1 no *ur*1 no !ology1 t builds on ! ,^w ( ,god1 c be :olly wrong4 ,its diff]5ce f o!rs mu/ lie 9 its p>tial appreciation ( ! tru?1 9 its inability to take 9 all tru?s 9 _! relative proportion4 ,& s 9 lit]ature & sci5ce & philosophy "s m5 are impress$ ) mat]ial evid5ces1 o!rs ) moral4 ,"s m5 are poets1 o!rs are logicians2 "s critical1 o!rs dogmatic4 ,! hope ( ! future = ! ,*ur* & = humanity is 9 ! sl[ approximation & comb9ation ( ^! p>tial views1 until at la/1 9 ! unity ( ! fai? & ( ! k ( ! ,son ( ,god1 we %all come unto a p]fect man1 unto ! measure ( ! /ature ( ! fullness ( ,*ri/4 ,mean:ile1 at ! beg9n+ ( our ,*ri/ian hi/ory1 ,*ri/ /&s p]fect4 ,to see ?is is to appreciate 8 au?ority4 ,z ,paul said1 ,he is ! corn] /one ( ! spiritual temple :i* ! ,div9e ,_s is build+4 ,i d n mean t he taught explicitly all ! tru? :i* lat] times h discov]$1 or :i* aft] him apo/les taught4 ,b he laid ! liv+ g]ms ( all lat] religi\s tru?1 & he held !m 9 su* p]fect proportion t :5 ! long c\rse ( hi/ory %all be f9i%$1 :5 t :i* is 9 "p %all h be5 done away1 & t :i* is p]fect %all h come1 ! result w be b ! reproduction on a l>ge scale ( ! already p]fect /ature ( ,*ri/4 ,& ?is is p>ticul>ly manife/$ 9 ,*ri/'s views ( life4 ,8 pe]less spirituality did n make him an ascetic4 ,8 cle> vision ( ! future did n lead him to despise ! pres5t4 ,8 love ( ,god did n de/roy 8 love ( nature or ( man4 ,8 hatr$ ( s9 did n cause him to %un ! s9n]4 ,h5ce1 ?\gh our ,"l 0 ! model ( a religi\s man1 he 0 no en?usia/1 /ill less a fanatic4 ,! en?usia/ is a man :o sees b "p ( tru? & magnifies x out ( its proportion2 & ! fanatic is "o :o1 9 addition to ?is1 hates :at he _c und]/&4 ,accord+ to ,isaac ,taylor1 ,fanaticism is en?usiasm inflam$ by hatr$4 ,b ,*ri/ exagg]at$ no?+ & hat$ no man4 ,he hat$ s91 b no s9n]4 ,8 b\ndless1 t5d] love itself prev5t$ su* moral di/ortion4 ,&1 !re=e1 he is ! ideal or model ( human life4 ,we d n feel t 9 /riv+ to imitate ev5 8 mo/ spiritual qualities we %all become impractical or unnatural4 ,we d n feel ?is 9 ! case ( mo/ o!r holy m54 ,!y become examples ( "o virtue by exagg]at+ x4 ,b ,*ri/ nev] did ?is4 ,l(ty z ! view ( life 0 :i* he discloses 9 our text1 sublime z 0 its spiritual consecration1 x exi/$ 9 him 9 h>mony ) ! life :i* by its ?or\ghly human & practical features proves t we too1 9 at lea/ "s measure1 c make ev5 8 highe/ traits our exempl>s4 ,look1 !re=e1 at ?is text :i* discloses 8 m9d1 & m>k its pr9cipal elem5ts4 #a4 ,!re is fir/ disclos$ ! /rong & con/ant consci\sness t he _h a di/9ct err& 9 ! _w4 ,he knew t he _h be5 born = a purpose1 t a div9e aim 0 9 8 com+1 & t a positive result w\ld foll[ 8 life4 ,?is s5se ( a def9ite err& 0 express$ by him on num]\s occasions2 9 "s ( !m q incid5tally1 & 9 o!rs m directly4 ,y rememb] h[1 z a boy 9 ! temple1 he said to 8 "m1 ,wi/ ye n t ,i mu/ be ab\t my ,fa!r's bus9ess8 ,y rememb] h[1 at ! m>riage 9 ,cana1 he said to h] aga91 ,my h\r is n yet come4 ,s ) t preci\s phrase :i* on sev]al occasions fell f 8 lips1 ,! ,son ( ,man is come to seek & to save t :i* is lo/4 ,he reg>d$ himself z "o s5t f ,god2 & :5 8 life 0 ab\t ov] he lift$ up 8 eyes to heav5 & said1 ,fa!r1 ! h\r is come2 ,i h glorifi$ !e on ! e>?2 ,i h f9i%$ ! "w :i* ?\ gave/ me to d4 ,s 9 our text1 ,my meat is to d ! w ( him t s5t me1 & to f9i% 8 "w4 ,he 0 "h on a special err&1 & t err& 0 always be=e 8 m9d4 ,e>? 0 b a place ( appo9t$ "w4 ,life 0 to him an (fice1 a /ew>d%ip4 ,he _h ?is consci\sness1 ev5 :5 he seem$ to be accompli%+ no?+4 ,x gave unity to all 8 acts & words4 ,to ,galilean peasants & to ,jewi% scribes he c\ld speak ) equal assurance1 because 8 err& 0 to bo?4 ,yet he knew its limitations4 ,he said to ! ,syro-,pho5ician woman1 ,i am n s5t save to ! lo/ %eep ( ! h\se ( ,israel4 ,he _h come d a special "w among ! ,jews1 & 9 t a "w = all mank9d4 ,he _h n come to be glorifi$4 ,he _h n come to be m9i/]$ unto1 b to m9i/]4 ,b he _h come on a di/9ct err&2 & :atev] be y\r doctr9e ( ,*ri/'s p]son1 y mu/ confess t he consid]$ himself no accid5t ( hi/ory2 t he did n reg>d 8 life "w z orig9at+ 9 8 own *oice2 t 8 s5se ( a mission did n come z an aft]?\ght to him1 or gr[ cle> z he advanc$ 9 life4 ,he felt 8 special err& f ! />t4 ,x 0 always be=e 8 m9d1 s t life 0 to him ! p]=mance ( a giv5 task & ! fulfillm5t ( an assign$ duty4 #b4 ,b fur!rmore1 our text discloses t1 to ,*ri/'s m9d1 ?is err& ( 8 9 ! _w d]iv$ its sanctity f ! fact t x 0 ! w or wi% ( 8 ,fa!r4 ,e man is gov]n$ by "s controll+ motive or class ( motives4 ,! l[e/ ( all is ! motive ( p]sonal ga9 & pleasure1 & ! sorr[s & s9s ( m5 *iefly spr+ f ! tyranny ( ?is degrad$ passion4 ,high] ?an x is ! motive ( pity & compassion1 :i* may lead u to d good = ! sake ( b5efit+ o!rs4 ,?is is ! spr+ ( mu* *>ity & philan?ropy1 &1 s f> z x goes1 x is ( c\rse to be comm5d$4 ,b !re is a high] motive ?an ev5 x1 & ,*ri/ reveals x to u "h4 ,x is ! wi% to d ,god's w4 ,su* 0 8 motive4 ,to him ! w ( ! ,fa!r 0 ! p]fect good4 ,he knew ( no?+ nobl] ?an x1 s t ! :ole en]gy ( 8 "* consi/$ 9 ! =ce ( ob$i5ce4 ,?is phrase may c>ry u back to t "t 9 ! c\nsels ( ! ,godhead :51 z we conceive su* matt]s1 ! ,fa!r det]m9$ to save ! _w t _h rebell$ aga9/ him4 ,! "q 01 :]e to f9d a ,savi\r2 & ! _s ( ! ,div9e ,son 0 manife/$ 9 8 self-d$ication to ! "w4 ,he1 too1 lov$ man1 b t 0 n 8 ma9 motive4 ,he lov$ ! ,fa!r4 ,he appreciat$ ! ,fa!r's wi% to save4 ,he gave himself to c>ry out t wi%4 ,lo1 ,i come1 said he1 to d ?y w1 ,o ,god4 ,?us we may p]ceive1 ,i ?9k1 ! deep reality 9 ! ,div9e ,son%ip ( ,*ri/2 & c]ta9ly on e>? ?is 0 8 controll+ motive4 ,he 0 ob$i5t ev5 unto dea?4 ,to obey to ! v lea/ p>ticul> ! ,fa!r's w 0 ! pr9ciple ( 8 be+4 ,to him ! ,fa!r's w 0 n h>d1 /]n law1 z we ) our rebelli\s in/9cts s (t5 reg>d x2 x 0 ! ,fa!r's wi%4 ,:5 love exi/s betwe5 two p]sons1 ! w ( "o x is ! o!r's joy to d1 if possible4 ,love impels to its accompli%m5t4 ,love rejoices 9 be+ ( s]vice1 9 giv+ ! lov$ "o pleasure1 9 c>ry+ out ! o!r's desire4 ,s ! w ( ,god 01 to ,*ri/1 8 ,fa!r's wi%4 ,ob$i5ce 0 ! ma9spr+ ( 8 s\l's life1 & 8 err& 9 ! _w d]iv$ its sanctity & its glory--9 spite ( man's antagonism & 9 spite ( app>5t fruitlessness--f ! fact t x 0 ! w ( ,god4 ,9 ?is ,*ri/ discloses ! v highe/ spiritual life :i* x is possible to conceive4 ,h[ m>vel\s 0 ?is6 ,he :o has won ! greate/ influ5ce ov] ! race1 he be=e :om ! head b[s 9 adoration1 he :o has *ang$ already ! c\rse ( hi/ory1 & w *ange x until e knee has b[$ to him1 0 "o ^: supreme wi% 0 to be an ob$i5t ,son4 ,in/ead ( conqu]+ by selfi%ness he conqu]$ by self-abnegation4 ,in/ead ( do+ 8 own "w1 he gave himself up to do+ 8 ,fa!r's4 ,"h is at once a miracle ( hi/ory & a model ( life ( :i* man w\ld nev] h dream$4 #c4 ,z a consequ5ce ( all ?is we c p]ceive 9 ! language ( ! text ,*ri/'s joy 9 ! discov]y ( a special opportunity ( c>ry+ out ! highe/ purpose ( ! ,fa!r's w4 ,x w\ld seem t 8 meet+ ) ! ,sam>itan woman awak5$ almo/ a /ate ( excitem5t 9 8 m9d4 ,x lift$ him above ! rea* ( physical desires4 ,?is ,i suppose 0 because he recogniz$ 9 t meet+ an opportunity ( do+ :at he knew 0 de>e/ to 8 ,fa!r's he>t4 ,8 err& 0 to ultimately save ! _w1 & n[ he 0 engag$ 9 sav+ at lea/ "o s\l4 ,no d\bt 8 devotion to ! ,fa!r's w su/a9$ him1 ev5 9 ! d>ke/ h\r4 ,:5 ! w ( ,god consign$ him to ! hatr$ ( m51 to ! rejection ( ! p1 to ! bitt] sorr[ ( ! cross1 he c\ld b[ 8 head 9 humble compliance & say1 ,?y w1 n m9e1 be done4 ,b he knew well t ! ,fa!r will$ 8 sorr[s 9 ord] to ! _w's salvation1 & t ! object de>e/ to ! ,fa!r's he>t 0 ! recov]y ( lo/ s\ls4 ,he himself has told u ( ! angels' joy ov] su*4 ,& he has describ$ ! :ole object ( 8 appe>+ to man by ^! mat*less words3 ,god s lov$ ! _w t he gave 8 only begott5 ,son1 t :osoev] believe? 9 him might n p]i%1 b h ev]la/+ life4 ,& !re=e 8 love ( ,god ! ,fa!r1 no less ?an 8 love ( man1 made him hail ) especial joy su* an opportunity z ?is4 ,we may fairly say t ,*ri/ foll[$ ! lead ( provid5ce4 ,he did himself :at he requires ( u2 he 0 quick to recognize opportunities4 ,he he>d 9 !m a div9e call2 & by all 8 s5se ( 8 mission among m51 by all 8 desire to please ! ,fa!r1 did he hail ! ris+ fai? ( t ,sam>itan & rejoice 9 br++ to h] ! message ( salvation4 ,h5ce ,i say 8 evid5t excitem5t1 if we may use ! phrase4 ,h5ce 8 oblivi\sness to hung]4 ,h5ce 8 =getfulness ( 8 =m] fatigue4 ,lift up y\r eyes1 he cri$ to 8 disciples1 & look on ! fields1 = !y are :ite already unto h>ve/4 ,! ,fa!r's w w\ld be accompli%$1 & 9 ! joy ( s]vice 8 s\l f\nd its food4 ,he want$ no?+ else4 ,su* fruitful ob$i5ce 0 to him its own rew>d4 ,i say aga91 !re=e1 :at a spiritual life 0 ?is6 ,praise itself seems almo/ to defile x4 ,x 0 p]fect4 ,x 0 sublime4 ,?us c we und]/& 8 s9lessness4 ,we c imag9e no high] ideal2 & m>vel\s to say1 "h 0 ! ideal realiz$4 ,we _c wond] any long] t ov] ?is ,jesus ( ,naz>e? ,god %\ld say1 ,?is is my belov$ ,son1 9 :om ,i am well pleas$4 ,,ii4 ,& n[1 :ile admir+1 we are to ask if x is possible = u to imitate 9 pr9ciple ?is spiritual life1 ( :i* ! ,ma/] gave s f9e an example4 ,possibly1 y may say1 we may imitate "s ( ! lea/ rem>kable traits1 b sc>cely ?is4 ,& yet ?is lies at ! root & s\l ( ! re/3 imitation ( !m is b ext]nal & spuri\s if x does n rea* ?is4 ,only by ?is c we h real fell[%ip ) him4 ,we are met at ! outset by man's natural reluctance to ev5 ?9k ( reg>d+ ! w ( ,god z aught b repulsive4 ,v (t5 objection is op5ly made to ! spiritual view express$ by ,*ri/4 ,god1 x is said1 mu/ surely want to educate u into ! love ( virtue & tru? = _! own sakes4 ,he does n want m]ely to conqu] u1 to break our wills by sup]ior p[]4 ,he wants to lead u to %>e 8 own _s & life2 &1 !re=e1 w\ld n ask u to submit m]ely to 8 w4 ,to tra9 m51 !re=e1 to m]ely obey is n s noble z to tra9 m5 to reason1 or to love tru? & righte\sness = _! own sakes4 ,b we reply t we %\ld atta9 to ! mo/ exalt$ love ( tru? & righte\sness & e o!r noble ?+ 9 no way s well z ?r\gh loyalty to ,god4 ,c]ta9ly ,god does n want to m]ely conqu] u by =ce1 b ( all ?+s 9 ! _w t is ! "o n exhibit$ 9 ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,8 0 ! ob$i5ce ( love4 ,x sprang f 8 admiration ( ! ,fa!r's nature4 ,& s mu/ ours4 ,god has laid u "u immeasurable obligations ( gratitude4 ,he has condesc5d$ to reveal himself to u4 ,he has giv5 pro( ( 8 wisdom1 8 love1 8 hol9ess1 8 righte\sness4 ,&1 !re=e1 ! w ( ,god is no arbitr>y comm&m5t4 ,x is ! wi% ( our de>e/ ,fri5d4 ,x is ! direction giv5 f ! _w's ,pilot4 ,x is ! direction ( inf9ite wisdom & righte\sness & love2 & to be devot$ to 8 w is b to be confid5t t all 8 glori\s attributes are be+ express$ = our guidance4 ,& !n1 :at %\ld we say ( "o :o seeks aft] tru? & righte\sness1 & yet does n yield ob$i5ce to him :o is ! s\rce ( all ?+s--! tru?1 ! righte\sness8 ,we %\ld probably conclude t 8 se>* 0 a fancy1 8 aspiration an illusion4 ,no6 ,:at we ne$ is to love ! ,"l our ,god ) all our he>t1 to feel t he is ! wise/1 ! mo/ lovely--! embodim5t & ! s\rce ( all o!r wisdom & goodness2 ! ,sun by :i* ! o!r planets %9e1 by ^: rays ! _w ( nature receives its life & beauty4 ,we ne$ to love ,god supremely2 & if we d1 !n ! w ( ,god w seem to u always good1 ev5 z x did to ,*ri/4 ,man's weakness1 wait+ ^u ,god1 ,its end c nev] miss2 ,= m5 on e>? no "w c d ,m angel-l ?an ?is4 ,he always w9s :o sides ) ,god4 ,to him no *ance is lo/2 ,god's w is sweete/ to him :5 ,x triumphs at 8 co/4 ,ill t he blesses is our good1 ,& unbless$ good our ill2 ,& all is "r t seems mo/ wrong1 ,if x be 8 sweet w4 ,let man behold1 ?r\gh ,*ri/1 ! inf9ite ,fa!r1 ! s\rce ( all life & bless$ness & good1 & man w put ,god fir/1 & f9d 8 highe/ glory 9 act+ out ! pray]1 ,?y w be done on e>? z x is 9 heav54 ,b ev5 s1 we are met by ! fur!r difficulty t1 unlike ,*ri/1 we are n always s5sible ( be+ s5t on any special err& into ! _w4 ,we lose :at aim we h1 amid ! div]sities ( toil to :i* we are compell$4 ,we lose :at bread? ( view we h1 amid ! multitude ( trifles ( :i* our lives are compos$4 ,we c imag9e ,*ri/'s s5se ( 8 mission1 & h[ x c\ld absorb him2 b :at 9 our lots c correspond8 ,x may inde$ be true t1 unlike ,*ri/1 y h no cle> idea ( :y ,god s5t y into ! _w4 ,few h1 b x w\ld seem to q remove ,god f actual gov]nm5t ( ! _w to say t1 !re=e1 he _h no purpose4 ,t gl[+ picture :i* ! apo/le pa9ts ( ! ris+ temple %\ld =bid ! d\bt4 ,e /one has its place & is ne$$4 ,x may ne$ to be brok5 & hewn1 to be poli%$2 x may be hid 9 an unse5 place )9 ! wall2 no man may notice x4 ,b ! ,build] meant x to be !re1 & x contributes its %>e to ! "w be=e :i* ! ages ( et]nity %all fall 9 wond]2 t "w :i* is to manife/ to ! pr9cipalities & p[]s 9 ! heav5ly places ! manifold wisdom ( ,god4 ,we may dismiss ! d\bt !re=e1 s9ce ,god is ,god4 ,we h be5 made & s5t "h = a purpose4 ,god's w is mean+ to use u1 & x is our duty & privilege n[ to c>ry out1 z f> z possible1 t w ( him t s5t u1 s f> z he has made x kn[n4 ,& c]ta9ly1 bro!r man1 en\gh ( ! ,fa!r's w is made kn[n to tea* u our "w4 ,we may rejoice to d 8 w z reveal$ 9 consci5ce4 ,he has plac$ )9 ! s\l ( man a guide :i*1 )9 c]ta9 limits1 & z appli$ to special acts & circum/ances1 infallibly indicates 8 w4 ,s f> z x acts1 no man c say he is ignorant2 & ! true *ild ( ,god w give he$ & say1 ,?is is ! w ( ,god4 ,consci5ce w itself be re-en=c$ by be+ s reg>d$2 & x is practically impossible to "q consci5ce1 z to mo/ ( ! practical duties ( life1 )\t pla9ly he>+1 ,?is is ! way4 ,b we may fur!r rejoice to d 8 w z reveal$ 9 ,scripture4 ,"h he has gone beyond ! />light ( consci5ce & flood$ ! _w ) ! sunlight ( 8 revelation4 ,! ,scriptures conta9 ! w ( ,god = our salvation4 ,!y speak 9 no d\btful tone4 ,we may be z c]ta9 z ,jesus 0 :at ! w ( ! ,fa!r is4 ,paul call$ himself an apo/le by ! w ( ,god2 s may we4 ,?is is ! "w ( ,god1 t ye believe on him :om he ha? s5t4 ,x is ! w ( ,god t we tru/ him1 t we s]ve him1 t we be holy z he is holy1 t we ext5d 8 k4 ,^! are z absolute comm&s z are ^? ( ! ,decalogue2 & ! true *ild w take ?is revelation = 8 guidance1 & by its light w try to c>ry out 8 ,fa!r's w4 ,b y may say1 ,mu* ( ?is direction is g5]al1 x is n specific4 ,:at is ! specific w ( ,god = me8 ,i answ] !re=e1 f9ally1 t we may1 l ,*ri/1 rejoice to d 8 w z reveal$ 9 provid5ce4 ,i h tri$ to %[ t ev5 ,*ri/ foll[$ :]e ! ,fa!r l$1 embrac$ opportunities1 met new circum/ances1 prep>$ = ! h\r4 ,& c]ta9ly we are to d s4 ,! w ( ,god = ea* "o ( u is unfold$ by ! ev5ts ( life4 ,^! are n causeless4 ,!y are n a *ance m$ley ( good & bad4 ,god rules3 n a sp>r[ falls )\t him4 ,& !re=e1 z provid5ce unrolls ! w ( ,god = u1 ! true *ild is to accept & obey4 ,n[ he br+s an opportunity2 n[ he lays a burd54 ,n[ he tries u ) prosp]ity2 n[ ) sorr[4 ,n[ he s5ds u into battle & temptation2 n[ he lays u on b$s ( pa9 & idl5ess4 ,n[ he w\nds1 & n[ he heals2 ! way op5s "u 8 ,div9e guidance4 ,x may lift u up1 x may ca/ u d[n4 ,z ) ,*ri/1 ,i say1 s ) u4 ,x may give u a s\l to save1 x may cause our plans to be reject$1 x may lead to ,ge?semane1 x may translate u to glory2 b 9 all x is ! w ( him t s5t u1 ! "w he has = u to d4 ,9 all1 inf9ite wisdom1 ! ,fa!r's goodness1 & et]nal righte\sness move4 ,he %[s ! way1 & man's highe/ privilege--yea1 man's /r5g? & food--is to d 8 w1 because we love & tru/ & adore him s entirely t :at he wi%es1 t we are glad to d4 ,i hold1 !re=e1 be=e u ,*ri/'s joy 9 s]vice z n beyond our p[] to imitate2 & ,i ask if consci5ce & reason d n te/ify t ?is is ! l(tie/ ideal 9 life :i* we c h4 ,:5 we rea* heav51 ?is w be realiz$4 ,b "h1 9 ! des]t1 n[1 9 ?is _w ( s91 is ! "t to beg94 ,i d n %[ y s exalt$ a ,jesus z to put him beyond ! rea* ( imitation4 ,he came to make u l himself4 ,& ,i ask if any o!r ideals ( life c comp>e ) ?is--if !y are n poor & mean--if ?is does n so> above !m4 ,y claim to seek nobility & greatness & victory4 ,"h !y are4 ,come1 le>n f ,jesus ! love ( ,god4 ,let x w9 y\r he>t2 & z at 8 feet y look 9 t inf9ite1 et]nal sea ( love1 ^: dep?s are fa?omless & ^: bill[s break on ! %ores ( "t--t love ( ,god to man out ( :i* ,*ri/ came to save our s\ls by dea?--z y gaze on x1 rise ) ?is resolve3 ,by ?y grace1 ,o ,*ri/1 ,i too w joy to d ! w ( him t s5t me1 & to f9i% 8 "w4 ,,=gett+1 ,,& ,,press+ ,,=w>d4 ,=gett+ ^? ?+s :i* are beh9d1 & rea*+ =? unto ^? ?+s :i* are be=e1 ,i press t[>d ! m>k = ! prize ( ! high call+ ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4--,,philippians #c3ac1 #ad4 ,,=gett+1 ,,& ,,press+ ,,onw>d4 ,we are n to take ! fir/ "p ( ?is text too lit]ally1 nor press ! apo/le's words too closely4 ,he c]ta9ly did n mean to say t he _h =gott5 all 8 pa/ life & blott$ out ! memory ( all t lay beh9d him4 ,! ,bible mu/ be int]pret$ naturally1 z y w\ld int]pret ! language ( ord9>y writ]s4 ,if we 7 to take texts out ( _! connections & press ! lit]al mean+ ( e clause & ^w1 we w\ld soon make ! book a bundle ( contradictions & r$uce x to an actual absurdity4 ,un=tunately ?is has sometimes be5 done1 & n a few ( ! diff]5ces ( op9ion :i* believ]s ( ! ,bible h among !mselves arise f su* false & unreasonable me?ods ( int]pretation4 ,s1 z ,i h said1 ,paul did n mean t he _h really =gott5 ! ?+s t lay beh9d him4 ,9 fact1 he ref]s aga9 & aga9 to 8 pa/ life & exp]i5ce4 ,9 ?is v *apt] he relates 8 p$igree4 ,(t5 he ref]s to 8 /ate ( m9d be=e he became a ,*ri/ian--to 8 spiritual unre/ & va9 ef=ts aft] peace4 ,/ill (t5] does he rec\nt ! /ory ( 8 conv]sion1 & hold himself up to all ages z a miracle ( grace & a monum5t ( ,div9e m]cy4 ,he 0 v f>1 !re=e1 f hav+ =gott5 ! way along :i* he _h be5 l$4 ,x _h be5 too mom5t\s bo? = himself & o!rs4 ,x _h be5 too full ( bo? /orm & sun%9e n to be wor? rememb]+4 ,x _h writt51 z ) a p5 ( /eel1 lessons ( law & love ^u ! s\l ( ! apo/le1 & 9 *>act]s too deep ev] to be oblit]at$4 ,:at1 !n1 did ,paul mean :5 he "h describes himself z =gett+ ^? ?+s :i* are beh9d & rea*+ =? unto ^? ?+s :i* are be=e8 ,he meant 8 language to be und]/ood comp>atively & relatively4 ,he 0 ?9k+ *iefly ( ! new life :i* _h be5 op5$ be=e him by ,jesus ,*ri/1 & ( ! en?usiasm & devotion ) :i* he pursu$ x4 ,he lik5s himself to a conte/ant 9 a foot-race1 ^: eye is b5t on ! track be=e him1 n on t beh9d 8 back--:o is ev] measur+ 9 ?\ght ! di/ance yet to be travel$ until ! prize is won4 ,he meant1 !re=e1 t he 0 s absorb$ 9 ! new pursuits & duties giv5 him by ,jesus ,*ri/ t 8 pa/ life 0 comp>atively =gott54 ,he did n m\rn ! honors 9 ! ,jewi% ,*ur* :i* he _h lo/ by becom+ a ,*ri/ian4 ,he did n dwell ^u ! ang] ( 8 ,hebrew fri5ds1 n[ t he _h ! fri5d%ip ( ,*ri/ himself4 ,he did n regret ! sacrifice he _h made1 s9ce a bett] rew>d _h be5 be/[$ ^u him4 ,he did n let pa/ tr\bles hamp] pres5t actions1 nor pa/ successes cause him to re/ ^u 8 laurels1 nor pa/ s]vices satisfy him1 nor pa/ losses embitt] him4 ,he turn$ resolutely to ! future4 ,he pu%$ ahead 9 8 div9ely appo9t$ way4 ,he let ! dead pa/ bury its dead1 :ile he 0 absorb$ 9 ! liv+ pres5t & ! com+ future4 ,speak+ relatively1 9 comp>ison ) ! absorb+ bus9ess ( 8 life1 he c\ld say1 ,=gett+ ^? ?+s :i* are beh9d & rea*+ =? unto ^? ?+s t are be=e1 ,i press t[>d ! m>k = ! prize ( ! high call+ ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,?us und]/ood1 ,/4 ,paul's language becomes exce$+ly sugge/ive ( ?+s t x is wor? our :ile to =get1 & ! way 9 :i* we %\ld =get !m4 ,l him1 we are n requir$ to blot out ! remembrance ( ! pa/4 ,!re c\ld be no improvem5t if we did n rememb] pa/ mi/akes & pr(it by !m4 ,x is (t5 our sweete/ joy & highe/ pride to ?9k ( ! days t are no m1 ( ! wondr\s hi/ory ( mank9d1 ( our own j\rney z ,provid5ce has l$ u on1 & above all ?+s1 ( him :om we are to hold 9 ev]la/+ remembrance4 ,b we mu/ keep life's balance true4 ,"s p are always liv+ among ! grave/ones1 regrett+ :at is n[ inevitable1 m\rn+ ov] losses t _c be repair$1 ?9k+ ! days ( old bett] ?an ^? :i* are to be--& wa/+ _! en]gies 9 sorr[ful rem9isc5ces & wi/ful long+s = a p]i%$ pa/1 in/ead ( us+ _! en]gies 9 ! accompli%m5t ( :at may be done = ! w9n+ ( bett] cr[ns4 ,x is aga9/ ?is practice t ! apo/le's exp]i5ce w>ns4 ,?is practice makes progress impossible4 ,x is a s\rce ( mis]y4 ,x fett]s ! ,*ri/ian m9d4 ,x does n "k t ! resurrection has tak5 place4 ,x makes life a ?r5ody in/ead ( a hosanna4 ,we are to turn f ! pa/ t we may obta9 ! bett] future4 ,let me give y an example ( ! way 9 :i* we are to =get ! ?+s :i* are beh9d1 & rea* =? unto ^? ?+s t are be=e4 ,i4 ,x is wor? our :ile to =get old d\bts & que/ion+s1 ?r\gh absorption 9 ! practical application ( ! tru? br\ght u by ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,mo/ ( ! d\bts & que/ion+s :i* m5 h on ! subject ( religion are v old4 ,_! hair is gray ) ! anxi\s ?\ght ( _m c5turies4 ,!y may be repres5t$ by old m51 ) wr9kl$ =eheads & feeble knees1 pret5d+ by dress & mann] to be "y4 ,b y w\ld be surpris$ to f9d h[ old !y are1 ^! que/ions t di/urb y\r religi\s fai? & h9d] y f ! p]=mance ( y\r :ole duty4 ,!re1 = in/ance1 is t we>y "q ab\t ! reason :y ,god all[$ s9 & mis]y to ent] into 8 _w--a "q :i* m5 are /ill pond]+1 "u :i* !y are /ill re/less & sometimes unhappy4 ,b lo6 x is z old z human hi/ory4 ,! anci5t ,brahm9s wre/l$ ) x4 ,we f9d x e*o$ 9 ! hymns ( ,*aldea t date f ! days ( ,abraham1 9 ! songs ( ,greece1 & 9 ! lit]ature ( ! age ( ,solomon2 & nei!r philosophy nor sci5ce1 nei!r discov]y nor accid5t1 has to ?is day be5 able to frame a satisfactory answ]4 ,9 l mann] ! "q h[ to h>monize 9 ?\ght ! absolute sov]eignty ( ,god1 :o rule? ov] all & design$ ! end f ! beg9n+1 ) ! fre$om & responsibility ( man1 is an anci5t problem :i* no answ] has be5 f\nd able to f9ally solve4 ,h9doo philosophy settl$ x by fatalism1 mak+ man no?+ & deities all4 ,greek ?\ght vibrat$ betwe5 ! two extremes2 & f ! beg9n+ ( ,*ri/ian hi/ory ! problem has vex$ ! +5uity & tax$ ! pati5ce ( ! ,*ur*4 ,x is n peculi> to ,calv9ism4 ,x is a problem :i* has ev] ris5 up be=e inquir+ m9ds & baffl$ ! wisdom ( ! greate/ :o h grappl$ ) x4 ,& s1 too1 mo/ ( ! specific d\bts ab\t & objections to ,*ri/ian doctr9e h desc5d$ to u f remote g5]ations4 ,mod]n philosophy turns out to be only a c>eful repetition ( speculations :i* 7 indulg$ 9 by ! e>lie/ ?9k]s4 ,mo/ ( ! really important objections to ! ,bible 7 rais$ by ! %rewd & cultur$ antagoni/s :om anci5t paganism put =w>d z its *ampions4 ,!re c sc>cely be a new !ory devis$1 = ! human m9d has long s9ce gone ov] ! :ole gr\nd ) pl[%>e & rake4 ,no?+ is m in/ructive & ent]ta9+ to ! /ud5t ( ,*ri/ianity ?an to recognize 9 anci5t times ! faces ) :i* he is famili> 9 our day1 al?\gh !y may be dress$ 9 diff]5t clo!s & speak ano!r tongue4 ,he w hail !m z well-kn[n families1 & w return ) ! conviction t1 s f> z ! religi\s d\bts & que/ion+s ( ! human m9d are conc]n$1 !re 0 "s tru? 9 ! decl>ation ( ,solomon1 t !re is no?+ new "u ! sun4 ,i d n mean to say t progress is n be+ made 9 religi\s ?\ght z well z else:]e4 ,i ?9k !re is4 ,god's tru? is be+ bett] und]/ood4 ,god's ,^w is be+ read m intellig5tly4 ,light is fall+ f _m a s\rce & on _m a fact4 ,nei!r d ,i mean to say t ^! old problems %\ld n be consid]$1 if = no o!r reason ?an t m5 may be rem9d$ t "s ( !m are insoluble by u1 & t :at we d "k conc]n+ !m may be fairly & wisely /at$4 ,b ,i ?9k x cle> t !y %\ld n be all[$ to burd5 u nor to keep u back f ! p]=mance ( practical duty4 ,=1 m>k y h[ progress has be5 made ev5 :ile ^! d>k que/ion+s rema9$ unsolv$4 ,jesus & ! apo/les did n attempt to answ] ^! philosophical que/ion+s :i* _h be5 & w\ld be rais$ by inquir+ m9ds4 ,!y gave u c]ta9 positive1 practical tru?s1 & told u to te/ !m by actual trial1 & obta9 ! good :i* !y w\ld be sure to br+4 ,*ri/ianity 9 lat] ye>s did n triumph by confut+ ! objections rais$ aga9/ x on ! "p ( culture4 ,x answ]$ _m ( !m inde$1 b its triumph came f ! practical religion :i* x introduc$1 & f ! effects ( fai? 9 ,jesus :i* bless$ individuals & society4 ,s1 :ile ! human intellect has be5 wre/l+ ) ! giant problem ( life1 ! be+ ( ,god has sil5tly be5 e/abli%$4 ,ov]head has be5 ! battle ( ! elem5ts1 z on e>? ! quiet gr[? ( ! se$ ( tru? :i* fell f ! ,ma/]'s h&4 ,:ile ! ,titans h be5 w>r+ 9 ! air1 ! p[] ( ,god's love & ! (f] ( 8 ,gospel h be5 mak+ ! _w bett]4 ,! laws ( ,*ri/ h be5 closely appli$ to human conduct2 ! beauty & ! maje/y ( ,jesus h won _! way to ! he>ts ( millions4 ,?us progress 9 righte\sness1 9 ! love ( ,god1 & 9 ! practical application ( ! ,gospel1 has gone =w>d1 :ile ^! pr(\nd problems h rema9$1 & hov] l cl\ds above ! fretful _w4 ,i judge1 !re=e1 t 9 view ( ^! facts x is wor? our :ile to =get ^! d\bts & que/ion+s4 ,hi/ory has prov$ t _m ( !m are bo? hopelessly d>k & h no?+ :atev] to d ) ! atta9m5t ( happ9ess & peace ( m9d4 ,t !y w ev] cease to engage ! att5tion ( "s w\ld be too mu* to believe4 ,e new g5]ation w und]take ! task ( settl+ !m4 ,b x w soon be glad to leave ! task to g5]ations foll[+4 ,x is1 !re=e1 n mat]ial = a man to consid] !m4 ,!re are ?+s be=e him :i* c be done & que/ion+s :i* c be probably solv$4 ,8 own p]sonal ,*ri/ian duty is z cle> z sunlight4 ,t ,*ri/ is wor?y ( 8 foll[+ is manife/ to e unp]v]t$ m9d4 ,t m5 ne$ to h ,*ri/'s tea*+s tak5 home to !m1 & t man himself ne$s to practically walk ) ,*ri/ & d 8 s]vice1 ! cle> facts demon/rate4 ,x is wor? 8 :ile to =get ^? d\bts & leave ^? problems unsolv$4 ,x is n wise to let !m burd5 him or keep him back f s]vice4 ,let him leave !m beh9d him1 & b5d 8 /r5g? to ! racetrack ( ackn[l$g$ duty1 & p]haps :5 he has rea*$ ! goal he may be 9 fitt] condition to deal ) !m4 ,i am c]ta9 t !n he w ?ank ,god t he did n let !m hold him back f ! glori\s prize4 ,,ii4 ,aga91 x is wor? our :ile to =get our trials & sorr[s1 ?r\gh absorption 9 ! pleasure & ga9s ( ,*ri/ian "w4 ,n ev]yone by any means c d ?is4 ,n a few dwell on ! trials !y h _h1 until !y become v]itable burd5s1 invisibly borne on we>y %\ld]s4 ,"u ! palsy ( regret1 en]gy = new duties becomes enfeebl$4 ,"s are embitt]$ by regret1 fretful "u ! app>5tly h>d orda9m5ts ( ,provid5ce1 c>ry+ )9 _! m9d s\r ?\ghts ( ,god & ( ^? :o are m =tunate1 s t ! _w gr[s d>k to !m1 loses its beauty & lovel9ess1 & life ends 9 welcome dea?4 ,o!rs simply grieve1 /riv+ to be pati5t & submissive1 b kn[+ n :at balm to apply to _! w\nds or :]e to f9d consolation4 ,few ?+s are sadd] ?an ! spectacle ( su* *]i%]s ( bitt] memories2 & yet h[ !y nurse _! regret & atta* an almo/ sacr$ dignity to _! sorr[s1 & refuse to und]take ! duties & privileges :i* are be=e !m1 z ?\gh fett]$ by ! pa/4 ,on ! o!r h&1 x is only fair to rem>k t human nature %[s m>vel\s ela/icity & capacity to =get4 ,! really wond]ful ?+ is t m5 & wom5 are s well able to =get ! trials & sorr[s ?r\gh :i* !y pass4 ,:5 we ?9k h[ heavy ^! are 9 ne>ly e life--h[ bitt] ! p>t+s are z we j\rney along ! pa?way1 h[ mu* disappo9tm5t & loss !re are 9 ! exp]i5ces ( ev5 ! m =tunate--! m>vel is t !re are s _m happy faces & t ! sorr[s ( humanity are s soon =gott5 9 ! enjoym5t ( o!r ?+s4 ,z ! vegetation soon spr+s up on ! battlefield1 z ru9$ h\ses are trans=m$ into f]tile hillocks1 & ! pla9 :]e man & horse roll$ 9 awful c>nage becomes ere long ! h>ve/ field ( ! f>m]1 s ! pa9s & griefs ( human life are buri$ "u ! new labors & pleasures :i* beckon to !mselves ! human m9d4 ,?ank ,god x is s4 ,he has made u ?us ela/ic & self-gov]n+ t we may n be ca/ d[n4 ,o!rwise hi/ory w\ld /op1 & e>? become a gravey>d2 & ! fact t ?is is "p ( our natural con/itution indicates t x is wise & "r to turn f ev5 ! ke5e/ trial & ! mo/ sacr$ grief to ! summons :i* ! ,fa!r br+s to u to fur!r "w4 ,= x is impossible to suppose t ^! evil ev5ts are s5t to u = _! own sake4 ,t w\ld be an outrage\s impugnm5t ( ! goodness & m]cy ( ,god1 especially :5 he has di/9ctly decl>$ t he does n will+ly afflict or grieve ! *ild ( man4 ,!y are meant to discipl9e our s\ls--to %[ u tru? m cle>ly1 to op5 to our m9ds ! realities ( life1 & to guide u into ! ways ( ?9k+ & act+ :i* are bett] ?an ^? we foll[$ be=e4 ,& if s1 !n !y w d _! "w only :5 !y are !mselves relatively =gott5 9 ! new life to :i* !y introduce u4 ,! g>d5] prunes ! v9e t x may br+ =? m fruit4 ,he cuts (f useless bran*es t o!rs may replace !m1 /rong] & fre%]2 & ! prun+ is to be =gott5 9 ! rip5+ clu/]s t are ga!r$ 9 consequ5ce ( x4 ,! gold is ref9$ t ! alloy may be dis5gag$ f union ) ! preci\s metal2 & :5 ! latt] is purifi$1 its wor? f> exce$s ! trial ?r\gh :i* x _h to pass4 ,& :o ( u _c glean f our own lives illu/rations ( a l "*8 ,look+ back ?r\gh ! mi/ ( ye>s1 we c recall ! failures t at ! "t ne>ly broke our he>ts2 losses t ne>ly cru%$ u1 b :i* x n[ requires a positive ef=t to rememb]1 s completely h !y m]g$ into ! life = :i* ,provid5ce meant !m to qualify u4 ,^? gloomy days 7 meant to be =gott54 ,!y 7 meant to m]ge into a nobl] life4 ,!y 7 l ! %>p pa9 ( a surgeon's knife--! pa9 soon passes away1 b ! b5efit ( x rema9s4 ,god nev] meant !m to l+] z phantoms 9 our memories1 to absorb our ?\ght & claim our sole att5tion4 ,he meant !m to make u pati5t1 & /rong] = o!r tasks1 = ! do+ ( :i* ?is discipl9e 0 requir$4 ,we %\ld be v c>eful1 h[ev]1 to dr[n our pa9s & sorr[s n 9 selfi% "w & pleasures1 b 9 ,*ri/ian "w & 9 ! joys ( ,*ri/ian s]vice4 ,let u use no intoxicat+ cup to cov] ) oblivion our tr\bles & c>es4 ,"s plunge ev5 into actual dissipation t !y may kill ! /+ ( memory4 ,o!rs resort to bus9ess & social pleasures4 ,b !n ! =getfulness is %ort-liv$ & bitt]1 & y truly add new causes = fur!r regret 9 ye>s to come4 ,x is wor? our :ile to =get our trials & sorr[s1 if we d s by becom+ absorb$ 9 bett] liv+ & 9 ,*ri/ian "w4 ,g out ( ?yself & s]ve o!rs4 ,=get ?yself 9 ?9k+ ( ?y fell[-m54 ,rea* =? unto ! ?+s t are be=e !e4 ,help ! un=tunate4 ,raise up ! fall54 ,tea* ! ignorant4 ,keep ?y m9d busy ) useful ?\ghts4 ,give ?y bra9 & h& to useful toil4 ,=get ?y own pa9s & griefs 9 m9i/]+ to ^? :i* o!rs h4 ,x w !n inde$ be wor? ?y :ile to dismiss !m f comm& ( !e1 = !y w nev] be ( s mu* use z :5 !y ?us /imulate k9d & g5tle de$s4 ,x is ?us t ?\ wilt f9d 9 loss a ga9 to mat*1 & rise on /epp+ /ones ( y\r dead self to high] ?+s4 ,,iii4 ,s1 too1 x is wor? our :ile to =get our s-call$ successes & our e>?ly rev]ses by absorption 9 ^? ends ( liv+ :i* ,*ri/ has taught u to be really good & great4 ,x 0 9 ?is s5se p>ticul>ly t ,/4 ,paul us$ our text4 ,! ?+s :i* he =got 7 8 noble ,jewi% bir?1 8 upright tra9+1 8 successes & honors 9 ! eyes ( 8 fell[-c\ntrym54 ,n ev5 a ,roman 0 pr\d] ( 8 bir? ?an a ,jew 0 ( 84 ,be=e t "y ,jew ( ,t>sus high honors rose1 ready almo/ to lay !mselves at 8 feet4 ,he atta9$ ! highe/ culture :i* 8 ma/] ,gamaliel c\ld give him4 ,! way 0 op5 = him to become a not$ man 9 8 nation1 a lead] 9 ,*ur* & ,/ate4 ,he valu$ ^! ?+s4 ,he did n toss !m f him )\t an ef=t1 b he did toss !m f him4 ,9 ! s5se 9 :i* ,i h expla9$ x1 he =got !m3 ,:at ?+s 7 ga9 to me1 ^! h ,i c\nt$ loss = ,*ri/4 ,t he might foll[ ! tru? & s]ve ! ,"l1 he turn$ 8 m9d away f all ! honor & ga9 :i* ! ,jewi% _w c\ld (f] him4 ,he did s absolutely4 ,he did n let 8 m9d dwell on ! sacrifice :i* he _h made4 ,he did n rep9e ov] 8 loss4 ,he *e]fully & joyfully pursu$ 8 way ( ,*ri/ian s]vice1 & nev] all[$ himself to be det]r$ 9 x = a mom5t by any ?\ght ( ! sacrifices :i* he _h made1 rightly ?9k+ t no?+ t ! :ole _w c\ld give him 0 wor? comp>ison ) ! prize ( ! high call+ ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,n[1 c]ta9ly x is h>d] = u to =get ! glitt]+ prizes :i* ! _w (f]s u ?an any?+ else4 ,x is h>d to p]suade ourselves t !y are really beh9d u2 t we h left !m 9 ! re> & gone on by !m to some?+ great] & bett]4 ,!y absorb ! en]gy ( mo/ ( u1 ^! imag9>y piles ( glitt]+ doll>s t we ?9k we see "o day ours1 ^! fam\s honors 9 pr(essional or public life t we hope "o day to h4 ,!y are ! corruptible cr[ns = :i* ! majority ( m5 are /riv+1 & :i* fill ! s\ls ( millions ) selfi% & sordid ?\ghts4 ,b let ! light 9 on ^! e>?ly prizes1 & h[ apt !y are to turn out t9sel & brass6 ,f9]y t is q respl5d5t by gaslight (t5 appe>s tawdry & poor 9 ! rays ( ! morn+ sun4 ,s :5 ! realities ( life are felt by ! s\l1 :5 ! m9d's supreme ne$ ( tru? & ( ! fell[%ip ) ,god are realiz$1 !n d ! doll>s & cr[ns = :i* ?is poor _w /ruggles seem mean en\gh to awak5 ! contempt & ev5 ! hatr$ ( ^? :o h be5 deceiv$ by !m4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ! true life :i* ,jesus has reveal$ w /& ! te/ ( ! mo/ se>*+ inve/igation3 :5 ! blaz+ light ( et]nity falls on x1 x is /ill f\nd to be real gold4 ,! life :i* foll[s ,*ri/ 9 do+ good1 :i* =sakes its own pleasure at ! call ( ^? 9 ne$1 :i* loves & works = ,god--! life :i* is at h>mony ) ,god & at peace ) its fell[-m5--t life appe>s m & m beautiful z we try x1 & its rew>d m & m wor?y ( our toil4 ,i say1 !re=e1 t ^! paltry ?+s :i* m5 call success & honor are wor? =gett+1 if _! place be tak5 by ^? ends ( liv+ :i* ,*ri/ has taught u to be really great & good4 ,we ne$ n fret if we lose !m2 we ne$ n c>e if we nev] w9 !m4 ,seek+ great] prizes1 :y %\ld we rep9e if ! baubles & t9sel are n _h8 ,i say to y1 =get !m4 ,g high] up4 ,seek wisdom & righte\sness1 tru? & "*4 ,lay up treasures 9 ! he>t1 & d n be b\nd & limit$ by fanci$ good :i*1 at ! longe/1 w soon fade away4 ,,iv4 ,once m1 & mo/ e>ne/ly ( all1 d we say t x is wor? our :ile to =get our old s9s & errors1 9 ! joy ( t =giv5ess :i* ,god has provid$ to e rep5tant s9n]4 ,=get !m8 ,x may be impossible :olly to =get !m4 ,! memory ( !m w /+4 ,_! effects (t5 rema9 long aft] !y h be5 =giv54 ,z ,i h said1 ,paul did n lit]ally =get !m4 ,he m\rn$ ov] !m to ! day ( 8 dea?1 & ev5 ?\ght himself ! *ief ( s9n]s1 because he _h p]secut$ ! ,*ur* ( ,god4 ,b he did n all[ !m to tr\ble him any long]1 he9\s ?\gh 8 s9s _h be51 = ,god's =giv5ess ( ! rep5tant s9n] is full & complete4 ,he does n receive u on probation4 ,he does n promise =giv5ess h]eaft]4 ,he (f]s x n[4 ,?\gh y\r s9s be z sc>let1 !y %all be z :ite z sn[4 ,he welcomes e p5it5t z ! fa!r ( ! prodigal did 8 w&]+ boy1 /opp+ 8 confession ) ! kiss ( love & say+1 ,?is my son 0 dead1 & is alive aga94 ,he =gives & =gets4 ,he be>s no ang]4 ,he keeps no malice4 ,he blots out ! record ( our misde$s4 ,he cov]s x ) ! m]its ( 8 bless$ ,son4 ,surely1 !n1 x is wor? our :ile to =get !m also4 ,we ne$ n be burd5$ ) !m4 ,s long z we h n rep5t$ ( !m1 we may well be cru%$ "u _! load2 b :5 we h ca/ !m ^u ,god1 we are =ev] free4 ,let !m g d[n into ! pit ( et]nal oblivion4 ,let !re be no phantom ris+ f ! grave ( buri$ s9s to affright u4 ,look+ to ! ,*ri/1 _! p[] is all gone4 ,oh1 :at a relief ?is is6 ,see h[ m5 are driv5 by an accus+ consci5ce--long+ = deliv]ance f !mselves1 s9ce 9 !mselves !y c>ry ! execution] ( brok5 law4 ,he> !m cry+ out = wat]s ( ,le! to dr[n ! /+ ( memory4 ,aga9 see !m c\rt+ dea? 9 ! va9 hope ( f9d+ deliv]ance f _! %ame4 ,b dea? w br+ no deliv]ance to ! imp5it5t4 ,behold ,dives3 ,son1 rememb]6 ,!re are no wat]s ( ,le!4 ,!re is only "o way ( secur+ peace & =getfulness--confession1 rep5tance1 & fai? 9 ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,!n we may =get our s9s & errors4 ,ov] !m is spr9kl$ ! aton+ blood4 ,ju/ice is satisfi$2 & =gett+ ! ?+s :i* are beh9d1 rea*+ =? = ! ?+s :i* are be=e1 we may ) ela/ic /ep & happy he>ts press t[>d ! m>k = ! prize ( ! high call+ ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,!re are1 !n1 "s ?+s wor? =gett+4 ,x is n wise nor "r to be =ev] halt+ "u ! bondage ( t :i* ,jesus ,*ri/ came to de/roy4 ,9 ord] t we may rise to a high] life we mu/ =get ! l[]4 ,:y %\ld we be =ev] kill+ foes t are already dead1 cl++ to ! memories ( ?+s ^: purpose has be5 s]v$1 dally+ ) toys :5 "t has br\ght great] prizes to cont5d =1 & groan+ "u s9s = :i* ,*ri/ has br\ght r$emption8 ,no1 let u believe & g =w>d4 ,! future w be bett] ?an ! pa/4 ,! way is op52 on to atta9m5t6 =w>d to ! victory6 ,make ,jesus ,*ri/ y\r ,savi\r4 ,take him altoge!r1 & = all he is4 ,!n w ! glori\s life & joy into :i* he leads u swall[ up ! d\bts & fe>s & s9s ( =m] days4 ,^! w be =gott5 9 ! enjoym5t ( ,god's lov+ m]cy & guid+ h&4 ,i plead ) y to take ^! tru?s to he>t4 ,turn y\r face heav5w>d4 ,g =w>d to ! ,promis$ ,l&4 ,break y\r fett]s & live = ! new ?+s :i* ,god ha? prep>$ = ^? t love him4 ,,until ,,! ,,day ,,dawn4 ,! ?+s :i* are n se5 are et]nal4--,i ,,cor9?ians #d3 #ah4 ,,until ,,! ,,day ,,dawn4 ,awake1 my s\l6 ,! et]nal day is break+1 ,! d>kness ( ! _w is pi]c$ ) lights1 ,& rays1 prophetic ( ! morn's aris+1 ,already gleam f> up ! ea/]n heights4 ,! day ( pa9less life & tireless vigor1 ,! day ( wid5+ k ( ! be/1 ,! day :5 e>?'s deceits & adumbrations ,%all *ange into ! tru? 9 glory dress$4 ,o s\l ( m9e1 let n dull sleep bewit* !e2 ,let n ! gild$ fantasies ( s5se ,cause !e to slumb] :5 heav5's light is %9+1 ,& ,god's de> voice is summon+ !e h5ce4 ,?9e e>?ly life is b a prep>ation ,= gr&] toil & nev]-end+ joys4 ,?\ wa/ n meant to f9d x satisfactory1 ,its ke5e/ sorr[s are its brok5 toys4 ,already has ?9e op5+ eye caught vision ,( ?+s m real1 ( gladness m pr(\nd1 ,:51 ?r\gh ! rupture ( ?is e>?'s relations1 ,! voice ( ,god & tru? has utt]$ s\nd4 ,!n b5d ?y gaze to ! pr$e/9$ future1 ,anticipate ! life t drawe? nigh2 ,awake1 my s\l1 & contemplate ! portion ,( ^? ^: lot is fix$ ) ,*ri/ on high4 ,?9k ( ! se$ t bloome? into fl[]2 ,?9k ( ! ?\ght t %apes itself 9 de$2 ,?9k ( ! *aos ord]$ into beauty2 ,?9k ( ! ,*ild t = ! _w did ble$4 ,m>k :at port5t\s prophecies ( p[] ,all ^! sugge/ z ?9e int5d$ goal1 ,:5 day1 n[ break+1 %all at la/ be ent]$ ,& ! gr& promise %all itself unroll4 ,s\l6 let ! voice ( ,*ri/1 ?y sure ,=]unn]1 ,summon !e n[ into ! heav5ly life4 ,soon %all ! brightness ( ! day fl[ o'er !e1 ,soon peace %all end ?y bitt] e>?ly /rife4 ,?9e are ^! mansions2 ?9e ! ,fa!r's bosom2 ,?9e ! high pa?s t s9less feet h trod4 ,?9e is to be ! light t faile? nev]1 ,! endless life ( fell[%ip ) ,god4 ,decemb] #bi1 #ahie4 ,,! ,,tea*] ,,& ,,pa/or4 ,f ,presid5t ,f4 ,l4 ,patton's address at ! fun]al ( ,dr4 ,purves4 ,we all felt ! t]rible %ock :5 ^w came to u on ,w$nesday morn+ t ,dr4 ,purves _h di$ sudd5ly ! night be=e4 ,we knew t he 0 suff]+ "u an acute attack & t 9 rec5t mon?s he _h be5 subject to su* attacks1 b we did n suppose t 8 illness 0 ( a nature t 0 likely to prove fatal4 ,?is congregation1 ! ,fir/ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur* ( ,pr9ceton1 ! ,pr9ceton ,!ological ,sem9>y1 & ,pr9ceton ,univ]sity h su/a9$ a great loss4 ,all connect$ ) ^! in/itutions feel t !y h suff]$ a p]sonal b]eavem5t1 = ,dr4 ,purves _h a s+ul> p[] ( lay+ hold ^u ! affections ( ^? to :om he /ood relat$4 ,we admir$ him z a prea*] & z a tea*]4 ,we 7 impress$ ) 8 goodness & ) ! g5u95ess ( 8 religi\s life1 b1 beyond all t1 we lov$ him z a man4 ,! /ory ( 8 life is famili> to u all4 ,he 0 born 9 ! city ( ,philadelphia on ! #bg? ( ,febru>y1 #aheb4 ,aft] graduat+ at ! ,univ]sity ( ,p5nsylvania1 he ent]$ ,pr9ceton ,!ological ,sem9>y1 rema9+ !re aft] ! completion ( 8 curriculum = a ye> ( graduate /udy4 ,x 0 dur+ ?is ye> 9 ,pr9ceton t he came "u ! quick5+ influ5ce ( 8 great fri5d & tea*]1 ! belov$ ,dr4 ,casp> ,wi/> ,hodge1 & t he acquir$ t ta/e = ,new ,te/am5t /udy :i* he s assidu\sly cultivat$ dur+ 8 two pa/orates 9 ,baltimore & ,pittsburg1 & :i* end$ 9 8 be+ ! unanim\s *oice ( ! directors ( ! ,pr9ceton ,!ological ,sem9>y z ! successor ( ,dr4 ,hodge4 ,x 0 a matt] ( great d\bt to him & to 8 fri5ds :e!r he %\ld give up ! pulpit to take ! pr(essor's *air1 = he _h s+ul> qualifications = bo? positions4 ,he 0 an eloqu5t prea*]1 & 8 s]vices 7 especially acceptable to "y m51 :o came 9 ?rongs to he> him on ,sunday ev5+s4 ,he also _h special qualifications z a tea*]4 ,he 0 a ripe s*ol>1 & :at 0 a v important factor 9 ! case1 he knew1 z few m5 "k1 h[ to %[ ! be>+ ( accurate1 m9ute exegetical /udy ( ! ,bible to ! s]vice ( ! pulpit4 ,^! facts1 add$ to 8 w>m? ( temp]am5t1 gave him great facility 9 deal+ ) !ological /ud5ts4 ,none :o _h ! privilege ( be+ 8 pupil w ev] =get 8 hospitality4 ,8 h\se 0 _! home1 & !y 7 always welcom$ to 8 table4 ,_m a "y m9i/] 9 ! s]vice ( ! *ur* to-day w recall 8 relations to ,dr4 ,purves1 & ! hospitality ( 8 home1 z ! brighte/ memory ( 8 sem9>y days4 ,x is r>e t we f9d a man equally capable to d ! "w ( ! pulpit & ! pr(essor's *air4 ,& :ile ea* sph]e furni%es ample opportunities = anyone1 /ill1 9 r>e cases1 x is p]haps well to all[ ^? :o are fitt$ to d s to fill bo? positions4 ,:51 !re=e1 ,dr4 ,purves1 z /at$ supply to ! ,fir/ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur* ( ,pr9ceton1 & aft]w>ds its pa/or1 add$ ! duties ( ! pulpit to ^? ( 8 pr(essor%ip1 x 0 felt to be advantage\s to ! be/ int]e/s ( all conc]n$4 ,dur+ 8 life 9 ,pr9ceton he _h frequ5t invitations f prom95t *ur*es to become _! pa/or1 b he decl9$4 ,?r\gh all1 ,i believe1 he felt t 8 he>t 0 9 ! "w ( 8 *air1 & t ) a dual position ( pa/or & pr(essor1 he _h ! wide/ scope = ! ex]cise ( 8 be/ p[]s1 & ! fulle/ opportunity = ! realization ( 8 highe/ ambitions4 ,i ?9k ,i d n misrepres5t him :5 ,i say x4 ,b :5 ! pulpit ( ?is *ur* became vacant1 ! eyes ( ! congregation turn$ to him4 ,occupy+ a =emo/ place 9 ! d5om9ation to :i* x belongs1 x call$ = a /rong man :o c\ld adm9i/] ) great ability its affairs & ma9ta9 ! high /&>d ( spiritual prea*+ set by ,dr4 ,james ,w4 ,alex&]1 ,dr4 ,rice1 & ,dr4 ,hall4 ,y made no mi/ake1 my de> fri5ds1 :5 y felt t ! "o man to fill ?is vacant place 9 ! ,am]ican pulpit1 & to be add$ to 8 great succession1 0 ,dr4 ,purves4 ,we 7 loa? to h him leave ,pr9ceton1 & !re 7 "s1 p]haps1 :o 7 nev] satisfi$ respect+ ! wisdom ( 8 decision1 b mo/ ( u ?\ght t ! int]e/s ( ! ,*ur* at l>ge transc5d$ all local int]e/s1 & t !y w\ld be be/ subs]v$ by 8 acceptance ( its call4 ,he ent]$ ^u ! duties "h ) en?usiasm4 ,8 he>t & 8 head 7 enli/$ to _! utmo/ ef=ts 9 ! "w ( ?is *ur*1 & he soon f\nd himself absorb$ 9 ! _m religi\s & philan?ropic ent]prises t consume ! "t & exhau/ ! en]gy ( m9i/]s ( l>ge *ur*es 9 great cities4 ,i d n ?9k he work$ h>d] 9 ,new ,york ?an he did 9 ,pr9ceton1 = ,dr4 ,purves 0 a man :o did ) all 8 might :at 8 h&s f\nd to d4 ,"o r>ely f9ds a man ) su* capacity = h>d "w & v>i$ "w4 ,:5 he su/a9$ ! dual relation ( pa/or & pr(essor 9 ,pr9ceton1 he nev] all[$ ! duties ( "o sph]e ( labor to be an excuse = slight+ ! o!r sph]e ( labor4 ,he 0 always up to date 9 ! lit]ature ( 8 dep>tm5t1 not)/&+ ! exact+ calls ( 8 p>i%4 ,nor did he f9d an easy mode ( prep>ation = ! pulpit by giv+ 8 !ological lectures a homiletical =m4 ,inde$ ,i sometimes ?\ght x w\ld h be5 well if he _h br\ght "s ( 8 ,new ,te/am5t /udies into ! pulpit4 ,?is 0 ,dr4 ,hodge's me?od1 & 8 s]mons 7 all /udies 9 biblical !ology2 b ,dr4 ,purves1 ?\gh always a prea*] to :om !ological /ud5ts li/5$ ) delight = h\rs1 0 n di/9ctively a prea*] to !ological /ud5ts4 ,he 0 v compreh5sive & v>i$ 9 8 range ( topics = ! pulpit1 & 0 equally acceptable to ! und]graduates ( ! univ]sity & to ! m5 & wom5 :o con/itute ! congregations ( great cities4 ,we _c und]/& ,dr4 ,purves z a prea*] or z tea*] unless we "k him z a man4 ,he _h a w>m he>t2 he _h a ke5 eye1 a good memory = names & faces4 ,he seem$ to "k m p 9 ,pr9ceton ?an anyone else4 ,he nev] loit]$ or dream$2 he 0 al]t1 active1 en]getic1 int]e/$ 9 all good "w4 ,! movem5ts ( 8 m9d1 l ^? ( 8 body1 7 quick4 ,he 0 religi\s )\t be+ au/]e1 j z he 0 companionable )\t be+ worldly4 ,he t\*$ human life at a great _m po9ts4 ,z a ,new ,te/am5t speciali/1 x 0 8 bus9ess to be famili> ) ! lit]ature & progress ( ! ,apo/olic p]iod4 ,h[ mu* he _h made himself ma/] ( t p]iod 8 ,apo/olic ,age#a w te/ify4 ,b he _h a wid] range ( ?\ght ?an t4 ,i h he>d him prea* ,?anksgiv+ s]mons t involv$ mu* ?\ght1 ! result ( mu* read+ & cle> ?9k+ ^u political sci5ce4 ,:ile he 0 f> f be+ dispos$ to all[ sociology to sup]s$e !ology1 yet he recogniz$ t ! ,gospel _h great be>+ on social que/ions1 & he 0 deeply int]e/$ 9 all sociological movem5ts4 #a ,apo/olic ,age4 ,scribn]'s1 #aijj4 ,b :5 we judge him z a tea*]1 we mu/ judge him r by 8 influ5ce ^u ! m9ds ( 8 pupils ?an by ! products ( 8 p51 s*ol>ly & cr$itable z !y always 74 ,= 9 a dep>tm5t t is s full ( activity z t ( ,new ,te/am5t lit]ature1 x is only by incessant /udy t "o c d mu* orig9al "w4 ,a great tea*] _c always be an au?or1 & a great au?or is n always ! be/ tea*]4 ,dr4 ,purves1 z all 8 /ud5ts w te/ify1 0 a great tea*]1 & by common cons5t he held1 & is recogniz$ z hav+ held1 a =emo/ place 9 ! ,am]ican pulpit4 ,he 0 n a controv]sial prea*]4 ,he 0 n a !ological prea*]4 ,he 0 n a lit]>y prea*]1 ?\gh he _h comm& ( a f9i%$ /yle4 ,philosophy _h little place 9 8 s]mons1 & he made no use ( ! s5sational topics ( ! day4 ,he 0 eloqu5t r ?an brilliant4 ,8 s]mons 7 always spiritual4 ,!y 7 compactly1 sy/ematically organiz$1 ) no p>ade ( logic4 ,( no "o c\ld x be m truly said ?an ( him1 t 8 com+ among y 0 n ) ! wisdom ( entic+ words ( man's pleas+1 b 9 demon/ration ( ! ,_s & ( p[]1 & t he det]m9$ to "k no?+ among y save ,jesus ,*ri/ & him crucifi$4 ,he 0 n a%am$ ( ! ,gospel ( ,*ri/1 believ+ x to be ! p[] ( ,god & ! wisdom ( ,god unto salvation4 ,i h spok5 ( ,dr4 ,purves z ,i knew him4 ,i h spok5 ( him 9 ref]5ce to 8 wide relations1 because ,i believe t he belongs to ! *ur* at l>ge1 b ,i d n =get t ! special grief ( ?is occasion falls ^u ?is b]eav$ congregation4 ,he 0 a great prea*]1 b he 0 m ?an t1 he 0 a great pa/or4 ,h[ com=t+ he 0 to ! b]eav$2 h[ prompt he 0 to visit ! sick2 h[ uplift+ & t5d] 8 pray]s2 h[ preci\s ! communion seasons :i* y & ,i & o!rs 9 ,pr9ceton & else:]e h enjoy$ "u 8 m9i/rations6 ,!re are m5 :o are great 9 ! pulpit1 b :o f9d ! obligations ( ! pulpit are su* t !y leave !m no "t = pa/oral visitation4 ,!re are m5 :o are great 9 o!r sph]es :o give _! be/ ef=ts to ! reviews & j\rnals1 & give :at "t is left to ! pulpit4 ,dr4 ,purves gave 8 be/ to 8 congregation--he>t & s\l & _s he gave to !m4 ,& n[ t he is gone1 x is ) a full consci\sness ( our loss t we m\rn him4 ,! loss is ours1 n 84 ,our he>ts ble$ = ^? :o are left beh9d4 ,we raise anxi\s que/ions1 :5 m5 l him are call$ away1 z to :o %all fill ! vacant place4 ,b we d n murmur4 ,= him to live 0 ,*ri/ & to die 0 ga94