,,! ,,untr\bl$ ,,m9d ,,by ,,h]b]t ,j4 ,,hall1 ,m4,d4 ,,bo/on ,,& ,,new ,,york ,,h\ghton ,,miffl9 ,,company ,! ,riv]side ,press ,cambridge ,,copyright1 #aiae1 ,,by ,,h]b]t ,j4 ,,hall ,,all ,,rights ,,res]v$ ,publi%$ ,may #aiae ,,preface ,a v wise physician has said t e illness has two p>ts--:at x is1 & :at ! pati5t ?9ks ab\t x4 ,:at ! pati5t ?9ks ab\t x is (t5 m important & m tr\blesome ?an ! real disease4 ,:at ! pati5t ?9ks ( life1 :at life means to him is also ( great importance & may be ! b> t %uts out all real heal? & happ9ess4 ,! foll[+ pages are devot$ to c]ta9 ideals ( life :i* ,i w\ld l to give to my pati5ts1 ! long-"t pati5ts :o h especially fall5 to my lot4 ,!y are n all "h1 ! /eps to heal? & happ9ess4 ,! read] may ev5 be annoy$ & baffl$ by my indirectness & unwill+ness to be specific4 ,t ,i _c help--x is a p]sonal peculi>ity2 ,i _c ask any "o to live by rule1 because ,i d n believe t rules are b9d+ & f9al4 ,!re mu/ be "* beh9d ! rule & !n ! rule is unnecess>y4 ,all t ,i h writt5 has d\btless be5 pres5t$ be=e1 9 bett] ways1 by wis] m51 b ,i believe t ea* writ] may expect to f9d 8 small public1 8 own p>ticul> public :o c und]/& & pr(it by 8 tea*+s1 hav+ p>tly or :olly fail$ ) ! o!rs4 ,= t reason ,i am enc\rag$ to write ^u a subject usually %unn$ by m$ical m51 be+ assur$ ( at lea/ a small company ( fri5dly read]s4 ,i am grateful to a numb] ( fri5ds & pati5ts :o h read ! manuscript ( ! foll[+ *apt]s4 ,^! review]s h be5 frank & k9d & v helpful4 ,i am p>ticul>ly indebt$ to ,dr4 ,ri*>d ,c4 ,cabot1 :o has giv5 me mu* valuable assi/ance4 ,,cont5ts ,i4 ,,! ,,untr\bl$ ,,m9d #a ,,ii4 ,,religio ,,m$ici #aj ,,iii4 ,,?\ght ,,& ,,"w #bj ,,iv4 ,,idl5ess #cj ,v4 ,,rules ,,( ,,! ,,game #ch ,,vi4 ,,! ,,n]v\s ,,temp]am5t #ej ,,vii4 ,,self-,,control #ei ,,viii4 ,,! ,,light] ,,t\* #fe ,,ix4 ,,regrets ,,& ,,=ebod+s #gc ,x4 ,,! ,,virtues #ha ,,xi4 ,,! ,,cure ,,by ,,fai? #hh ,i ,,! ,,untr\bl$ ,,m9d ,can/ ?\ n m9i/] to a m9d diseas'd1 ,pluck f ! memory a root$ sorr[1 ,raze out ! writt5 tr\bles ( ! bra91 ,& ) "s sweet oblivi\s antidote ,cleanse ! /uff'd bosom ( t p]il\s /uff ,:i* weighs ^u ! he>t8 ,,macbe?4 ,:5 a man tells me he nev] worries1 ,i am incl9$ to ?9k t he is ei!r deceiv+ himself or try+ to deceive me4 ,! great roots ( worry are consci5ce1 fe>1 & regret4 ,und\bt$ly we ought to be consci5ti\s & we ought to fe> & regret evil4 ,b if x is to be bett] ?an an imp$im5t & a h>m1 our worry mu/ be l>gely unconsci\s1 & intuitive4 ,! mom5t we become consci\s ( worry we are undone4 ,=tunately1 or un=tunately1 we _c leave consci5ce to its own devices unless our lives are big en\gh & f9e en\gh to w>rant su* a c\rse4 ,! rem$y = ! m5tal unre/1 :i* is 9 itself an illness1 lies n 9 an enlight5$ k ( ! h>mfulness & ineffectiv5ess ( worry1 n ev5 9 ! acquirem5t ( an unconsci\s consci5ce1 b 9 ! liv+ ( a life s full & good t worry _c f9d place 9 x4 ,t idea ( worry & consci5ce1 t def9ition ( s]5ity1 simplifies life imm5sely4 ,to ov]come worry by sub/itut+ developm5t & gr[? ne$ nev] be dull "w4 ,to "k life 9 its f>!r rea*es1 life 9 its bett] applications1 is ! f9al rem$y--! great und]tak+--x is life4 ,we mu/ w>n ourselves1 n infrequ5tly1 t ! l>g] life is to be pursu$ = its own glori\s self & n = ! sake ( peace4 ,peace may come1 a peace s sure t dea? itself _c %ake x1 b we mu/ n expect all our affairs to run smoo?ly4 ,z a matt] ( fact !y may run badly en\gh2 we %all h our ups & d[ns1 we %all s9 & rep5t1 & s9 aga91 b if 9 ! end we live accord+ to our be/ intuitions1 we %all be ju/ifi$1 & we ne$ n worry ab\t ! outcome4 ,to put x ano!r way1 if we w\ld h ! untr\bl$ m9d1 we mu/ transf] our consci5ti\s ef=ts f ! small details ( life--f ! worry & fret ( common ?+s--into ano!r & a high] atmosph]e4 ,we mu/ transfigure common life1 dignify x & ennoble x2 !n1 al?\gh ! old causes ( worry may cont9ue1 we %all h ga9$ a /ature t w make u unconsci\s ma/]s ( ! little tr\bles & 9 a great degree equal to ! l>g] requirem5ts4 ,life w be easi]1 n because we make less ef=t1 b because we are work+ f ano!r & a bett] level4 ,if su* a *ange1 & x w\ld be a *ange = mo/ ( u1 c\ld come ab\t in/antly1 9 a fla% ( revelation1 t w\ld be ideal1 b x w\ld n be life4 ,we mu/ return aga9 & aga9 to ! old un9spir$ /ate :]e9 we /ruggle consci5ti\sly ) p]v]se details4 ,i w\ld n m9imize ! importance & value ( ?is /ruggle2 only ! soon] x *anges its level ! bett] = e "o conc]n$4 ,l>ge s]5ity mu/1 f9ally1 be e>n$ ?r\gh ! t\gh5+ ( moral fibre t comes 9 deal+ squ>ely ) p]plex+ details4 ,"s ( ?is /ruggle mu/ always be go+ on1 b s]5] life w come :5 we beg9 to conc]n ourselves ) l>g] factors4 ,h[ are we to live ! l>g] life8 ,p>tly ?r\gh un9spir$ /ruggle & ?r\gh ! brave meet+ ( adv]sity1 b p>tly1 also1 9 a way t may be describ$ z out ( h&1 by intuition1 by ex]cise ( ! quality ( m9d t sees visions & grasps tru?s beyond ! realms ( common ?\ght4 ,i am m & m impress$ ) ! necessity ( inspiration 9 life if we are to be /rong & s]5e1 & s f9ally escape ! pitfalls ( worry & consci5ce4 ,by inspirations ,i d n mean belief 9 any sy/em or cre$4 ,x is n a /at$ belief t we ne$ to beg9 )2 t may come 9 "t4 ,we ne$ fir/ to f9d 9 life1 or at lea/ 9 nature1 an ess5tial beauty t makes its own true1 inevitable response )9 u4 ,we mu/ le>n to love life s deeply t we feel its trem5d\s significance1 until we f9d 9 ! sea & ! sky ! evid5ce ( an ov]brood+ _s too great to be und]/ood1 b n too great to satisfy ! s\l4 ,?is is a sort ( "m religion--! matrix f :i* all sects & cre$s are born4 ,its exi/5ce 9 u dignifies u & makes simple1 purposeful1 & receptive liv+ almo/ inevitable4 ,we may n "k :y we are liv+ accord+ to ! dictates ( our inspiration1 b we %all live s & t is ! important consid]ation4 ,if ,i urge ! acquirem5t ( a religi\s conception t we may cure ! intol]able di/ress ( worry1 ,i d :at ,i h already w>n$ aga9/4 ,x is s easy to make ?is mi/ake t ,i h virtually made x on ! same page ) my w>n+4 ,we h no "r to seek s great a ?+ z religi\s exp]i5ce t we may be reliev$ ( suff]+4 ,bett] g on ) pa9 & di/ress ?an *eap5 religion by mak+ x a rem$y4 ,we mu/ seek x = its own sake1 or r1 we mu/ n seek x at all1 le/1 l a dream1 x elude u1 or *ange into some?+ else1 less holy4 ,nev]!less1 x is true t if we w b look ) op51 unprejudic$ eyes1 aga9 & aga91 ^u ! sunrise or ! />s above u1 we %all become consci\s ( a pres5ce great] & m beautiful ?an our m9ds c ?9k4 ,9 ! exp]i5ce ( t vision /r5g? & peace w come to u unbidd54 ,we %all f9d our lives rais$1 z by an unse5 =ce1 above ! w>f>e ( consci5ce & worry4 ,we %all beg9 to "k ! mean+ ( s]5ity & ( t priceless1 if n :olly to be acquir$1 possession1 ! untr\bl$ m9d4 ,i am aw>e t ,i %all be misund]/ood & p]haps ridicul$ by my colleagues :5 ,i attempt to discuss religion 9 any way4 ,!ology is a field 9 :i* ,i h _h no tra9+1 b t is ! v reason :y ,i d>e write ( x4 ,i d n ev5 assume t !re is a ,god 9 ! traditional s5se4 ,! idea is too great to be made concrete & lit]al4 ,no s+le fact ( nature c be fully und]/ood by our f9ite m9ds4 ,b ,i d feel vaguely t ! laws t compass u1 & make our lives possible1 po9t always on--beyond ! realms ( "t & space--t[>d ! exi/5ce ( a mighty ov]rul+ _s4 ,if ?is is a cold & inadequate conception ( ,god1 x is at lea/ "o t c be held by any man )\t compromise4 ,! mod]n m9d is apt to fail ( religi\s und]/&+ & support1 because ( ! arbitr>y int]pretations ( religion :i* are pres5t$ = our acceptance4 ,x is :at m5 say ab\t religion1 r ?an religion itself1 t repels u4 ,let u ?9k x out = ourselves4 ,if we are op5 to a simple1 ev5 primitive1 conception ( ,god1 we may /ill repudiate ! cre$s & doctr9es1 b we are likely to become m tol]ant ( ^? :o f9d !m true & good4 ,we %all be likely 9 "t to f9d ! religion ( ,*ri/ und]/&able & acceptable--w>m & quick ) life4 ,! man :o ungrudg+ly op5s 8 he>t to ! ,god ( nature w be religi\s 9 ! simple/ possible s5se4 ,he may worry because ( ! ?+s he _c altoge!r und]/&1 & because he falls s f> %ort ( ! impli$ ideal4 ,b he w h enl>g$ 8 life s mu* t ! common worries w f9d little room--he w be too full ( ! joy ( liv+ to sp5d mu* consci\s ?\ght 9 worry4 ,su* a man w realize t he _c af=d to sp5d 8 "t & /r5g? 9 regrett+ 8 pa/ mi/akes4 ,!re is too mu* 9 ! future4 ,:at he does 9 ! future1 n :at he has fail$ to d 9 ! pa/1 w det]m9e ! quality ( 8 life4 ,he kn[s ?is1 & ! k s5ds him into t future ) c\rage & ) /r5g?4 ,f9ally1 9 "s indef9able way1 "* w become m important to him ?an physical heal? ev54 ,illness is half comp5sat$ :5 a man realizes t x is n :at he accompli%es 9 ! _w1 b :at he is t really c\nts1 :i* puts him 9 t\* ) ! creative =ces ( ,god & raises him out ( ! aimless & ord9>y into a life ( inspiration & joy4 ,,ii ,,religio ,,m$ici ,at all ev5ts1 x is c]ta9 t if any m$ical man _h come to ,middlem>* ) ! reputation ( hav+ def9ite religi\s views1 ( be+ giv5 to pray] & ( o!rwise %[+ an active piety1 !re w\ld h be5 a g5]al presumption aga9/ 8 m$ical skill4 ,,george ,,eliot4 ,:5 a m$ically educat$ man talks & writes ( religion & ( ,god1 he is rightly en\gh que/ion$ by 8 bro!rs--:o are too busy ) ! h>d "w ( practice to be conc]n$ ) any?+ b mat]ial problems4 ,to me ! ^w ,god is symbolic ( ! p[] :i* creat$ & :i* ma9ta9s ! univ]se4 ,! sunrise & ! />s ( heav5 give me "s idea ( 8 maje/y1 ! w>m? & t5d]ness ( human love give me "s idea ( 8 div9e love4 ,t is all ,i "k1 b x is en\gh to make life gl[2 x is en\gh to inspire ! mo/ int5se devotion to any good cause2 x is en\gh to make me be> suff]+ ) "s degree ( pati5ce2 & x is en\gh1 f9ally1 to give me "s confid5ce & c\rage ev5 9 ! face ( ! great my/]y ( dea?4 ,:y ?is or ano!r conception ( ,god %\ld produce su* a pr(\nd result ^u any "o1 ,i d n "k1 except t 9 "s obscure way x connects ! individual ) ! div9e plan1 & does n leave him outside 9 despair & lonel9ess4 ,h[ev] t may be1 x w be conc$$ t a religi\s conception ( "s k9d does mu* t[>d ju/ify+ life1 t[>d mak+ x /rong & livable1 & s has directly to d ) c]ta9 important problems ( illness & heal?4 ,! mo/ practical m$ical man w admit t any illness is made light] & m likely to recov] 9 ! pres5ce ( hope & s]5ity 9 ! m9d ( ! pati5t4 ,naturally ! great bulk ( m$ical practice calls = no h&l+ o!r ?an t ( ! /raight m$ical sort4 ,a man comes 9 ) a cru%$ f+]1 a girl ) anaemia--! way is cle>4 ,x is only 9 deep]1 m intricate dep>tm5ts ( m$ic9e t we altoge!r fail4 ,! bact]iologi/ & ! pa?ologi/ h no use = m5tal treatm5t1 9 _! dep>tm5ts4 ,b :5 we come to ! case ( ! n]v\sly brok5-d[n s*ool tea*]1 or ! worn-out telegraph]1 t is ano!r matt]4 ,ye>s may elapse be=e "w c be resum$--ye>s ( dep5d5ce & anxiety4 ,"h1 a new view ( life is (t5 m useful ?an drugs1 a view t accepts ! situation reasonably aft] a :ile1 t does n grope bl9dly & impati5tly = a cure1 b f9ds 9 life an inspiration t makes x good 9 spite ( necess>y suff]+ & limitations4 ,(t5 en\gh we _c promise a cure1 b we mu/ be prep>$ to give some?+ bett]4 ,a great deal ( ! fatigue & unhapp9ess ( ! _w is due to ! fact t we d n g deep en\gh 9 our ju/ification = "w or play1 or = any exp]i5ce1 happy or sad4 ,!re is a good deal ( a void aft] we h said1 ,art = art's sake1 or ,play = ! joy ( play+1 or ev5 aft] we h said1 ,i am work+ = ! sake ( my family1 or = "s "o :o ne$s my help4 ,t is n en\gh2 & :e!r we realize x or n1 ! lack ( deep] ju/ification is at ! bottom ( a re/lessness & unc]ta9ty :i* we might n be will+ to ackn[l$ge1 b :i* nev]!less is v real4 ,i am n satisfi$ :5 "s morali/ says1 ,be good & y w be happy4 ,! k9d ( happ9ess t comes f a p]functory goodness is a ?+ :i* ,i _c und]/&1 & :i* ,i c]ta9ly d n want4 ,if ,i "w & play & s]ve & employ1 mak+ up ! fabric ( a busy life1 if ,i atta9 a v real happ9ess1 ,i am torm5t$ by ! desire to "k :y ,i am do+ x1 & ,i am n satisfi$ ) ! answ] ,i usually get4 ,! pati5t may n be cur$ :5 he is reliev$ ( 8 anaemia1 or :5 8 emaciation has giv5 place to ! plumpness & suppl5ess & physical /r5g? t we call heal?4 ,! man :om we look ^u z well1 & :o has nev] kn[n physical illness1 is n well 9 ! l>g] s5se until he kn[s :y he is work+1 :y he is liv+1 :y he is fill+ 8 life ) activity4 ,9 spite ( ! ela/icity & spr+ ( ! _w's int]e/s1 !re mu/ come (t51 & ) a k9d ( fatal insi/5ce1 ! deep dem& = a cause1 = a ju/ification4 ,if !re is n an adequate significance beh9d x1 life1 ) all its c\rage & accompli%m5t1 seems b a sorry ?+1 s full ( pa?os1 ev5 9 its brighte/ mom5ts1 s %ad[$ ) a s5se ( loss & ( f9ality t ! brave/ he>t may well fail & ! true/ c\rage relax1 support$ only by ! assurance t ?is way lies happ9ess or t "r is "r4 ,:at is ?is k t ! _w is seek+1 b c nev] f9d8 ,:at is ?is f9al ju/ification8 ,if we seek x 9 its complet5ess1 we are doom$ always to be ill & unsatisfi$4 ,if we are will+ to look only a little way into ! great "q1 if we are will+ to accept a little = ! :ole1 cont5t because x is manife/ly "p ( ! f9al k1 & because we "k t f9al k re/s ) ,god alone1 we %all und]/& en\gh to save u f mu* sorr[ & pa9ful incomplet5ess4 ,!re is1 9 ! inf9itely v>i$ & beautiful _w ( nature1 & 9 ! he>ts ( m51 s mu* ( beauty & tru? t x is a wond] we d n all realize t ^! ?+s ( common life may be 9 u & = u ! daily & h\rly expression ( ! inf9ite be+ we call ,god4 ,we d n see ,god1 b we d feel & "k s mu* t we may fairly believe to be ( ,god t we d n ne$ to see ,him face to face4 ,x is some?+ m ?an imag9ation to feel t x is ! life ( ,god 9 our lives1 s (t5 unrecogniz$ or ignor$1 t prompts u to all ! greatness & ! inspiration & ! accompli%m5t ( ! _w4 ,if we c\ld "k m cle>ly ! joy ( su* a conception1 we %\ld dry up at its s\rce mu* ( ! unhapp9ess :i* is1 9 a deep & subtle way1 at ! bottom ( _m a n]v\s illness & _m a wret*$ exi/5ce4 ,! happ9ess :i* is f\nd 9 ! recognition ( k9%ip ) ,god1 ?r\gh ! common ?+s ( life1 9 ! exp]i5ces :i* are s significant t !y c\ld n spr+ f a less] s\rce1 ! happ9ess :i* is n s\ght1 b :i* is ! inevitable result ( su* recognition--?is exp]i5ce goes a long way t[>d mak+ life wor? liv+4 ,if we d h ?is conception ( life1 !n "s ( ! old1 old que/ions t h vex$ s _m dwell]s ^u ! e>? w no long] be a s\rce ( unhapp9ess or ( illness ( m9d or body4 ,! "q ( immortality1 = in/ance1 :i* has made u afraid to die1 w no long] be a "q--we %all n ne$ to answ] x1 9 ! pres5ce ( ,god1 9 our lives & 9 ! _w ab\t u4 ,we %all be cont5t f9ally to accept :atev] is 9 /ore = u--s x be ! w ( ,god4 ,we may ev5 look = some?+ bett] ?an m]e immortality1 some?+ m div9e ?an our gross conception ( et]nal life4 ,?is is a religion t ,i believe m$ical m5 may tea* )\t hesitation :5ev] ! ne$ %all arise4 ,i "k well en\gh t _m a blunt if k9dly man _c br+ himself to say ^! words1 ev5 if he believes !m1 b ,i d ?9k t 9 "s measure !y po9t ! way to :at may wisely be taught4 ,!re is a practice ( m$ic9e--! common practice--t is conc]n$ ) ! body only1 & ) its *emical & me*anical reactions4 ,we c h no?+ b respect & admiration = ! m5 :o g on ye> aft] ye> 9 ! eag] pursuit ( ?is call+4 ,we "k t su* a "w is necess>y1 t x is j z important z ! educational practice ( :i* ,i write4 ,we "k t )\t ! physical side m$ic9e w\ld fail ( its usefulness & t disease & dea? w\ld reap f> ri*] h>ve/s3 ,i only wi% ! two naturally relat$ aspects ( our deal+ ) pati5ts might n be s completely sep>at$ t !y lose sight ( ea* o!r4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 bo? elem5ts are necess>y to our human welf>e4 ,if m$ic9e devotes itself altoge!r to ! cure & prev5tion ( physical disease1 x w miss half ( its possibilities4 ,x is equally true t if we =get ! physical necessities 9 our zeal = spiritual hygi5e1 we %all get & des]ve complete & humiliat+ failure4 ,_m m5 w say1 ,:y mix ! two8 ,:y n let ! prea*]s & ! philosoph]s prea* & ! doctors foll[ _! own ways8 ,= ! mo/ "p ?is may h to be ! arrangem5t1 b ! doctor :o c see & treat ! spiritual ne$s ( 8 pati5t w always be m likely to cure 9 ! be/ s5se ?an ! doctor :o sees only half ( ! picture4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ! philosoph] is likely to be a comp>atively poor doctor1 because he kn[s no?+ ( m$ic9e1 & s c see only ! o!r half ( ! picture4 ,!re is mu* to be said = ! religion ( m$ic9e if x c be kept free f cant1 if x c be simple & rational en\gh to be available = ! :ole _w4 ,,iii ,,?\ght ,,& ,,"w ,i wi% ,i _h a trade6--,x w\ld animate my arms & tranquilize my bra94 ,,s5anc\r4 ,doe ye nexte ?ynge4--,old ,engli% ,prov]b4 ,s9ce our m9ds are s con/antly fill$ ) anxiety1 !re w\ld seem to be at lea/ "o sure way to be rid ( x--to /op ?9k+4 ,a great _m p believe t ! m9d w become less effective1 t life w become dull & purposeless1 unless !y are con/antly ?9k+ & plann+ & arrang+ _! affairs4 ,i believe t ! m9d may easily & wisely be free f consci\s ?\ght a good deal ( ! "t1 & t ! greate/ progress & developm5t 9 m9d (t5 comes :5 ! ?9k] is virtually at re/1 :5 8 m9d is to all int5ts & purposes blank4 ,! busy1 unconsci\s m9d does its be/ "w 9 ! s]5ity ( an atmosph]e :i* does n int]f]e & confuse4 ,x is true t ! greate/ conceptions d n come to ! untra9$ & undiscipl9$ m9d4 ,b d we want great conceptions all ! "t8 ,!re is a te*nical tra9+ = ! m9d :i* is1 ( c\rse1 necess>y = special accompli%m5ts1 b ?is is q ano!r matt]4 ,ev5 ?is k9d ( ?\ght mu/ n obtrude too mu*1 le/ we become consci\s ( our m5tal processes & s end 9 confusion4 ,"o ( ! greate/ b5efits ( "w ) ! h&s1 or ( objective & con/ructive "w ) ! m9d1 is t x saves u f un5d+ h\rs ( ?9k+4 ,"w %\ld1 ( c\rse1 f9d its fulle/ ju/ification z an expression ( fai?4 ,if we h ev] s dim a vision ( a great] significance 9 life1 ( its close relation%ip to inf9ite ?+s1 we become !reby consci\s ( ! ne$ ( s]vice1 ( ! ne$ ( "w4 ,x is ! easy1 natural expression ( our fai?1 ! inevitable result ( a spiritual contact ) ! great work+ =ces ( ! _w4 ,x is "w above all else t saves u f ! disa/]s ( conflict+ ?\ght4 ,a few ye>s ago a "y man came to me1 suff]+ f too mu* ?9k+4 ,he _h j be5 graduat$ f college & 8 head 0 full ( confus$ ideas & emotions4 ,he 0 also v tir$1 hav+ ov]work$ 9 8 prep>ation = exam9ations1 & because he _h n tak5 ! be/ c>e ( 8 body4 ,! symptoms he compla9$ ( 7 sleeplessness & worry1 toge!r ) ! inevitable indige/ion & heada*e4 ,( c\rse1 z a physician1 ,i w5t ov] ! bodily functions c>efully1 & /udi$1 z f> z ,i might1 into ! organic conditions4 ,i c\ld f9d no evid5ce ( physical disease4 ,i did n say1 ,!re is no?+ ! matt] ) y2 = ! man 0 sick4 ,i told him t he 0 tir$1 t he _h ?\ght too mu*1 t he 0 too mu* conc]n$ ab\t himself1 & t z a result ( all ?is 8 bodily functions 7 tempor>ily upset4 ,he ?\ght he ought to worry ab\t himself1 because o!rwise he w\ld n be try+ to get well4 ,i expla9$ to him t ?is mi/ak5 obligation 0 ! common reason = worry1 & t 9 ?is case1 at lea/1 x 0 q unnecess>y & ev5 h>mful = him to g on ?9k+ ab\t himself4 ,t help$ a little1 b n ne>ly en\gh1 because :5 a man has ov]work$1 :5 he has begun to worry1 & :5 8 v>i\s bodily functions %[ results ( worry1 no reason+1 no explanations1 c :olly relieve him4 ,i said to ?is "y man1 ,9 spite ( y\r discom=ts1 9 spite ( y\r depression & conc]n 9 reg>d to y\rself1 y w get well if y w /op ?9k+ ab\t ! matt] altoge!r4 ,y mu/ be fir/ conv9c$ t x is be/ = y to /op ?9k+1 t no h>m or viol5ce c result1 & !n y mu/ be help$ 9 ?is direction by go+ to "w ) y\r h&s--t w be life & progress1 x w lead y to heal?4 ,=tunately ,i _h _h "s exp]i5ce ) n]v\s illness1 & ,i knew t unless ,i manag$ = ?is man ! "* & ext5t ( 8 "w1 he w\ld n only fail 9 x1 b ( its object1 & s become m confus$ & disc\rag$4 ,i knew ! tr\bl$ m9d1 9 ?is in/ance1 might f9d its solace & its relief 9 "w1 b t ,i mu/ *oose ! "w c>efully to suit ! individual1 & ,i mu/ see t ! n]v\sly fatigu$ body 0 n pu%$ too h>d4 ,9 ! t[n :]e ,i live is a blacksmi? %op1 presid$ ov] by a g5ial old man :o has be5 a blacksmi? s9ce he 0 a boy1 & 9 ^: h&s iron is l clay4 ,i took my pati5t d[n to ! smi?y & said1 ,"h is a "y man :om ,i want to put to "w4 ,he w pay = ! *ance4 ,i want y fir/ to tea* him to make h&-wr\ght nails4 ,?is 0 a good deal ( a joke to ! smi? & to ! pati5t1 b !y saw t ,i 0 9 e>ne/ & agre$ to g ahead4 ,we got toge!r ! prop] tools & proce$$ to make nails1 a job :i* is really n v difficult4 ,aft] an h\r's "w1 ,i call$ (f my pati5t1 mu* to 8 disgu/1 = he 0 j beg9n+ to be int]e/$4 ,b ,i knew t if he 7 to keep on until fatigue %\ld come1 ! :ole matt] w\ld end 9 tr\ble4 ,s ! next day1 ) "s new ov]alls & a lea!r apron add$ to ! equipm5t1 we proce$$ to ano!r h\r's "w4 ,we w5t on ?is way = ?ree or f\r days1 be=e ! "t 0 increas$4 ,! int]e/ ( ! pati5t 0 always fre%1 he 0 eag] = m1 & he did n ta/e ! dregs ( fatigue4 ,yet he did get ! :olesome ex]cise1 & he did get ! /rong turn+ ( ! m9d f its worry & conc]n4 ,( c\rse1 ! re/ ( ! day 0 tak5 c>e ( 9 "o way or ano!r1 b ! "w 0 ! c5tral feature4 ,9 a week1 we 7 at x two h\rs a day1 9 ?ree weeks1 f\r h\rs1 & 9 a mon?1 five h\rs4 ,he _h made a h&some display ( h&-wr\ght nails1 a sup]ior l9e ( pok]s & %ovels = fireplaces1 toge!r ) a numb] ( v respectable &irons4 ,on ea* ( ^! l>g] pieces ( h&iwork my pati5t _h /amp$ 8 initials ) a little /eel die t 0 made = him4 ,ea* piece 0 8 own1 ea* piece 0 ! product ( 8 own v]satility & 8 own /r5g?4 ,8 pride & pleasure 9 ?is "w 7 v great1 & well !y might be1 = x is a f9e ?+ to h le>n$ to h&le s intractable a mat]ial z iron4 ,b 9 h&l+ ! iron pati5tly & consi/5tly until he c\ld d x )\t too mu* consci\s ?9k+1 & s )\t ef=t1 he _h also le>n$ to h&le himself naturally1 m simply & easily4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 ! illness :i* _h br\ght ?is boy to me 0 pretty ne>ly cur$ by 8 blacksmi?+1 because x 0 an illness ( ! m9d & ( ! n]ves1 & n ( ! body1 al?\gh ! body _h suff]$ 9 its turn4 ,t "y man1 in/ead ( becom+ a n]v\s invalid z he might h done1 is n[ work+ /eadily 9 p>tn]%ip ) 8 fa!r1 9 bus9ess 9 ! city4 ,i _h f\nd him a v int]e/+ pati5t1 full ( orig9ality & n at all ! t$i\s & boresome p]son he might h be5 _h ,i li/5$ day aft] day1 week aft] week to ! recital ( 8 ills4 ,i 0 will+ to li/51--,i did li/51--b ,i also gave him a new tr5d ( life1 :i* pretty soon made 8 compla9ts s\nd holl[ & !n disappe>4 ,( c\rse1 ! problem is n always s simple z ?is1 & we mu/ (t5 deal ) complexities ( body & m9d requir+ prolong$ inve/igation & treatm5t4 ,i cite ?is case because x %[s cle>ly t relief f "s =ms ( n]v\s illness c come :5 we /op ?9k+1 :5 we /op analyz+1 & !n back up our position ) prescrib$ "w4 ,!re may be "s n]v\s invalids :o read ^! l9es :o w say1 ,b ,i h tri$ s _m times to "w & h fail$4 ,un=tunately1 su* failure mu/ (t5 occur unless we c proce$ ) c>e & ) und]/&+4 ,b ! pr9ciple rema9s true1 al?\gh x mu/ be modifi$ 9 an inf9ite v>iety to meet ! *ang+ conditions ( individuals4 ,i see a great _m p :o are consci5ti\sly try+ to get well f n]v\s exhau/ion4 ,!y almo/ inevitably try too h>d4 ,!y ?9k & worry too mu* ab\t x1 & s exhau/ !mselves ! m4 ,?is is ! great] pity because x is ! hone/ & ! consci5ti\s p :o make ! greate/ ef=t4 ,x is v h>d = !m to realize t !y mu/ /op ?9k+1 /op try+1 & if possible get to "w be=e !y c accompli% _! end4 ,we %all h to repeat to !m ov] & ov] aga9 t !y mu/ /op ?9k+ ! matt] out1 because ! ?+ !y are attempt+ to ov]come is too subtle to be met 9 t way4 ,s1 if !y are =tunate1 !y may rid !mselves ( ! vagu5ess & unc]ta9ty ( life1 until all ! multitude ( details :i* g to make up life lose _! desultor9ess & _! lack ( mean+1 & !y may f9d !mselves no long] ! subjects ( physical or n]v\s exhau/ion4 ,,iv ,,idl5ess ,o ye6 :o h y\r eyeballs vex'd & tir'd1 ,fea/ !m ^u ! wid5ess ( ! sea4 ,,keats4 ,extreme busyness1 :e!r at s*ool or college1 kirk or m>ket1 is a symptom ( defici5t vitality2 & a faculty = idl5ess implies a ca?olic appetite & a /rong s5se ( p]sonal id5tity4 ,,/ev5son4 ,x is an un=tunate fact t v few p are able to be idle successfully4 ,i ?9k x is n s mu* because we misuse idl5ess z because we mis9t]pret x t ! long days become increas+ly demoraliz+4 ,i w\ld ask no "o to accept a =c$ idl5ess )\t objection or regret4 ,su* an acceptance w\ld imply a lack ( _s1 to say ! lea/4 ,b idl5ess & re/ are n incompatible2 nei!r are idl5ess & s]vice1 nor idl5ess & cont5tm5t4 ,if we c look ^u re/ z a prep>ation = s]vice1 if we c make x s]ve u 9 ! opportunity x gives = quiet gr[? & legitimate enjoym5t1 !n x is fully ju/ifi$ & x may (f] advantages & opportunity ( ! be/4 ,! *ief tr\ble ) idl5ess is t x s (t5 means introspection1 worry1 & impati5ce1 especially to ^? consci5ti\s s\ls :o w\ld fa9 be ab\t _! bus9ess4 ,i h = a long "t be5 accu/om$ to combat ! worry & fret ( necess>y idl5ess--n by =bidd+ x1 n by advis+ /ruggle & fight aga9/ x1 b by insi/+ t ! be/ way to get rid ( x is to leave x alone1 to accept x4 ,:5 we d ?is !re may come a k9d ( fall[ "t 9 :i* ! m9d enri*es & refre%es itself beyond our conception4 ,i w\ld r my pati5t :o mu/ re/ = a long "t w\ld give up all ?\ght ( me?od1 w\ld give up all idea ( mak+ 8 m9d foll[ any p>ticul> l9e ( ?\ght or abs5ce ( ?\ght4 ,i "k t ! m9d :i* has be5 "u consci\s control a good deal ( ! "t is apt to rebel at ?is fre$om & to indulge 9 all k9ds ( al>m+ extravagances4 ,i am sure1 h[ev]1 t ! be/ way to meet ^! dem&s = consci\s control is to be c>eless ( !m1 to be will+ to exp]i5ce ^! extravagances & inconsi/5cies )\t fe>1 9 ! belief t f9ally w come a quiet & peace :i* w be all t we c ask4 ,! peace ( m9d t is unguid$1 9 ! consci\s & lit]al s5se1 is a ?+ :i* too few ( u "k4 ,mr4 ,arnold ,b5nett1 9 8 little book1 ,h[ to ,live on ,tw5ty-f\r ,h\rs a ,day1 tea*es t we %\ld leave no "t unus$ 9 our lives2 t we %\ld accompli% a great deal m & be inf9itely m effective & progressive if we devot$ our m9ds to ! def9ite work+-out ( necess>y problems :5ev] ^? times occur 9 :i* we are apt to be desultory4 ,i wi% "h to make a plea = desultor9ess & = an idl5ess :i* goes ev5 beyond ! idl5ess ( ! man :o reads ! newspap] & =gets :at he has read4 ,x seems to me bett]1 :e!r we are sick or well1 to all[ long p]iods 9 our lives :5 we ?9k only casually4 ,to ! good old adage1 ,"w :ile y "w & play :ile y play1 we might well add1 ,re/ :ile y re/1 le/ 9 ! end y %\ld be unable successfully ei!r to "w or play4 ,a man is n necess>ily condemn$ to tortures ( m9d because he mu/ re/ = a week or a mon? or a ye>4 ,i "k t !re mu/ be anxi\s times1 especially :5 idl5ess means dep5d5ce1 & :5 x br+s h>d%ip to ^? :o ne$ our help4 ,b ! invalid mu/ n try con/antly to puzzle ! matt] out4 ,if we d n make ourselves sick ) worry1 we %all be able sometime to approa* active life ) suffici5t frankness & =ce4 ,x is ! con/ant ef=t ( ! poor1 tir$ m9d to solve its problems t n only fails ( its object1 b plunges ! invalid deep] into disc\ragem5t & misund]/&+4 ,h[ cruel ?is is1 & h[ un=tunate t x %\ld come m commonly to ^? :o try ! h>de/ to ov]come _! h&icaps1 to ?r[ (f ! yoke ( idl5ess & to be well4 ,:5 y h tri$ y\r be/ to get back to y\r "w & h fail$1 :5 y h done ?is n once b _m times1 x is inevitable t misund]/&+ %\ld creep 91 inevitable t y %\ld "q v deeply & d\bt n infrequ5tly4 ,yet ! *ances are t "o ( ! reasons = y\r failure is t y h tri$ too h>d1 t y h n kn[n h[ to re/4 ,:5 y h le>n$ h[ to re/1 :5 y h le>n$ to put (f ?9k+ & plann+ until ! m9d becomes fre% & cle>1 :5 y are 9 a fair way to "k ! joy ( idl5ess & ! peace ( re/1 y are a great deal m likely to get back to effici5cy & to f9d y\r way along ! great pa?s ( activity into ! _w ( life4 ,x is n s mu* ! idl5ess1 !n1 z ! attempt to ov]come its irksom5ess1 t makes ?is condition pa9ful4 ,! invalid 9 b$ is 9 a trap1 to be torm5t$ by 8 ?\ghts unless he kn[s ! mean+ ( successful idl5ess4 ,?is k may come to him by su* /rategy z ,i h sugge/$--by giv+ up ! /ruggle aga9/ worry & fret2 b peace w come surely1 /eadily1 ) heal+ 9 its w+s1 :5 ! m9d is *ang$ altoge!r1 :5 life becomes free because ( a gr[? & developm5t t f9ds significance ev5 9 idl5ess1 t sees ! _w ) wise & pati5t eyes4 ,9 a way x does n matt]1 y\r physical condition or m9e1 if our eyes h se5 ! glory t deifies life & makes ev5 its wa/e places beautiful4 ,:at is t view f y\r w9d[ z y lie 9 y\r b$8 ,a bit ( ! sea1 if y are =tunate1 a corn] ( g>d51 surely1 ! top ( an elm tree aga9/ ! blue4 ,:at is x b ! revelations ( a ,god 9 ! _w8 ,!re is en\gh t is sad & unhappy1 b ov] all are ^! simple1 ineffable ?+s4 ,if ! g>d5 is an expression ( ,god 9 ! _w1 !n ! _w & life are no long] mean+less4 ,ev5 idl5ess becomes 9 "s degree be>able because x is a "p ( a significant _w4 ,un=tunately1 ! idl5ess ( disability (t5 means pa91 ! we> & te> ( physical or n]v\s suff]+4 ,t is ano!r matt]4 ,we _c meet x fully ) any philosophy4 ,my pati5ts v (t5 beg to "k ! be/ way to be> pa91 h[ !y may ov]come ! attacks ( n]ves t are h>d] to be> ?an pa94 ,to su* a "q ,i c only say t ! "t to be> pa9 is be=e & aft]4 ,live 9 su* a way 9 ! times ( comp>ative com=t t ! attacks are less likely to appe> & easi] to be> :5 !y d come4 ,aft] ! pa9 or ! n]v\s attack is ov]1 t is ! "t to prev5t ! wor/ features ( ano!r4 ,=get ! di/ress2 live simply & happily 9 spite ( ! memory1 & y w h done all t ! pati5t himself c d to w>d (f or to make tol]able ! next occasion ( suff]+4 ,pa9 itself--pure physical pa9--is a matt] = ! physician's judgm5t4 ,x is 8 bus9ess to seek out ! causes & apply ! rem$y4 ,v ,,rules ,,( ,,! ,,game ,x is n gr[+ l a tree ,9 bulk1 do? make man bett] be4 ,,b5 ,,jonson4 ,x is a good ?+ to h a s\nd body1 bett] to h a sane m9d1 b nei!r is to be comp>$ to t aggregate ( virile & dec5t qualities :i* we call "*4 ,,!odore ,,roosevelt4 ,! only effective rem$y aga9/ inexorable necessity is to yield to x4 ,,petr>*4 ,:5 ,i g ab\t among my pati5ts1 mo/ ( !m1 z x happ5s1 n]v\sly sick1 ,i sometimes /op to consid] :y x is !y are ill4 ,i "k t "s are s because ( physical weakness ov] :i* !y h no control1 t "s are suff]+ f ! effects ( c>elessness1 "s f wilfulness1 & m f simple ignorance ( ! rules ( ! game4 ,!re are s _m rules t no "o w ev] "k !m all1 b x seems t we live 9 a _w ( laws1 & t if we transgress ^? laws by ev] s little1 we mu/ suff] equally1 :e!r our transgression is a mi/ake or n1 & :e!r we happ5 to be sa9ts or s9n]s4 ,!re are laws also :i* h to d ) ! recov]y ( poise & balance :5 ^! h be5 lo/4 ,^! laws are less well obs]v$ & und]/ood ?an ^? :i* det]m9e our d[nfall4 ,! m gross illnesses1 f accid5t1 contagion1 & malignancy1 we ne$ n consid] "h1 b only ^? intangible injuries t disable p :o are relatively s\nd 9 ! physical s5se4 ,x is true t n]v\s tr\bles may cause physical complications & t physical disease v (t5 coexi/s ) n]v\s illness1 b x is bett] = u n[ to make an artificial sep>ation4 ,j :at happ5s 9 ! human economy :5 a n]v\s breakd[n comes1 nobody seems to "k1 b m9d & body cooep]ate to make ! pati5t mis]able & helpless4 ,x may be nature's way ( hold+ u up & prev5t+ fur!r injury4 ,! hold-up is sev]e1 usually1 & becomes 9 itself a ?+ to be manag$4 ,! rules we h witt+ly or unwitt+ly brok5 are (t5 unkn[n to u1 b !y exi/ 9 ! ,all-,wise ,provid5ce1 & we may guess by our own suff]+ h[ f> we h ov]/epp$ !m4 ,if a man runs into a door 9 ! d>k1 we "k all ab\t t1--! case is simple1--b if he runs ov]time at 8 (fice & ha/5s to be ri* ) ! result ( a n]v\s dyspepsia--t is a my/]y4 ,"h is a girl :o came out la/ ye>4 ,%e 0 app>5tly /rong & h] "m 0 ambiti\s = h] social progress4 ,t meant f\r nights a week = sev]al mon?s at dances & d9n]s1 gett+ home at #c ,a4,m4 or lat]4 ,x 0 gay & delightful :ile x la/$1 b x c\ld n la/1 & ! girl w5t to pieces sudd5ly2 h] back gave out because x 0 n /rong en\gh to /& ! danc+ & ! long-cont9u$ physical /ra94 ,! n]ves gave out because %e did n give h] faculties "t to re/1 & p]haps because ( a love affair t sup]v5$4 ,! result 0 a ye> ( invalidism1 & !n1 because ! rules ( recov]y 7 n und]/ood1 sev]al ye>s m ( convalesc5ce4 ,su* common rules %\ld be well en\gh und]/ood1 b !y are brok5 ev]y:]e by ! wise/ p4 ,! common case ( ! brok5-d[n s*ool tea*] is m un=tunate4 ,?is trag$y & o!rs l x are m (t51 ,i believe1 due to unwise *oice ( pr(ession 9 ! fir/ place4 ,! wom5's colleges are turn+ out hundr$s ( "y wom5 e ye> :o naturally consid] tea*+ z ! field mo/ appropriate & available4 ,probably only a v small proportion ( ^! girls are /rong en\gh physically or n]v\sly to meet ! gr[+ dem&s ( ! s*ools4 ,!y may d well = a "t1 "s ( !m unusually well1 = x is ! s5sitive1 high-/rung organism t is appreciative & effective4 ,aft] a :ile ! worry & fret ( ! requirem5ts & ! con/ant nag ( ! s*oolroom h _! effect ^u ^? :o are =$oom$ to failure 9 t p>ticul> field4 ,! plight ( su* "y wom5 is p>ticul>ly h>d1 = !y are usually dep5d5t ^u _! "w4 ,x is1 aft] all1 n s mu* ! ?+s we d z ! way we d !m1 & :at we ?9k ab\t !m1 t accompli%es n]v\s h>m4 ,/rangely en\gh1 ! s5se ( ef=t & ! feel+ ( our own inadequacy damage ! n]v\s sy/em q z mu* z ! actual physical ef=t4 ,! attempt to cat* up ) life & ) affairs t g on too fa/ = u is a frequ5t & h>mful deflection f ! rules ( ! game4 ,few ( u avoid x4 ,life comes at u & goes by v fa/4 ,tasks multiply & we are inadequate1 responsibilities increase be=e we are ready4 ,!y br+ fatigue & confusion4 ,we _c %irk & be true4 ,hav+ done all y reasonably c1 /op1 :atev] may be ! consequ5ces4 ,t is a rule ,i w\ld en=ce if ,i c\ld4 ,to d m is to drag & fail1 s defeat+ ! end ( y\r ef=ts4 ,if x turns out t y are n fit = ! job y h und]tak51 give x up & f9d ano!r1 or modify t "o until x comes )9 y\r capacity4 ,x takes c\rage to d ?is--m c\rage sometimes ?an is ne$$ to make u /ick to ! ?+ we are do+4 ,r>ely1 h[ev]1 w x be necess>y = u to give up if we w und]take & consid] = ! day only su* "p ( our task z we are able to p]=m4 ,! tr\ble is t we look at our "w or our responsibility all 9 "o piece1 & x cru%es u4 ,if we _c arrange our lives s t we may meet _! obligations a little at a "t1 !n we mu/ admit failure & try aga91 on :at may seem a l[] plane4 ,t is :at ,i consid] ! brave ?+ to d4 ,i w\ld honor ! factory sup]9t5d5t1 :o1 f9d+ himself unequal to 8 position1 %\ld *oose to "w at ! b5* :]e he c\ld succe$ p]fectly4 ,! habit ( unc]ta9ty 9 ?\ght & action1 br$1 z x sometimes is1 f a lack ( fai? 9 man & 9 ,god1 is1 nev]!less1 a ?+ to be dealt ) sometimes by itself4 ,n infrequ5tly x is a petty habit t c be correct$ by ! ex]cise ( a little w p[]4 ,i believe x is bett] to decide wrong a great _m times--do+ x quickly--?an to come to a "r decision aft] weakly vacillat+4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 we may tru/ our decisions to be fair & true if our life's ideals are beautiful & true4 ,we may improve our indecisions a great deal by ma/]+ _! unhappy details1 b we %all n f9ally ov]come !m until life r+s true & until all our acts & ?\ghts become ! solid & inevitable expression ( a heal?y gr[+ reg>d = ! be/ 9 life1 a call to "r liv+ t is no mean dictum ( policy1 b :i* is r5ew$ e morn+ z ! sun comes out ( ! sea4 ,h[ev] inconsequ5tial ! habit ( indecision may seem1 x is really "o ( ! mo/ disabl+ ( bad habits4 ,its cont9uance contributes l>gely to ! sum ( n]v\s exhau/ion4 ,:atev] its orig91 :e!r x /&s 9 ! relation ( cause or effect1 x is an indulg5ce t insidi\sly takes ! snap & sp>kle out ( life & leaves u = ! "t be+ colorless & weak4 ,next to unc]ta9ty1 an un9spir$ c]ta9ty is wreck+ to ! be/ ( human prospects4 ,! man ^: "o idea is ( mak+ himself & 8 family mat]ially com=table1 or ev5 ri*1 may n be com+ to n]v\s pro/ration1 b he is c\rt+ a moral pro/ration t w d5y him all ! real ri*es ( life & t w 9 ! end rew>d him ) a tr\bl$ m9d1 a great1 unsatisfi$ long+1 unless1 to be sure1 he is too smug & satisfi$ to long = any?+4 ,! l>g] life leads u inevitably away f ourselves1 away f ! sup]-requirem5ts ( our families4 ,x dem&s ( !m & ( ourselves an unselfi%ness t is born ( a love t f9ds its expression 9 ! s]vice ( ,god4 ,& :at is ! s]vice ( ,god if x is n su* an ent]+ into ! div9e purposes & _s t we become ) ,god re-creators 9 ! _w--work+ factors 9 ! high] evolution ( humanity8 ,:ile we live we %all get & save1 we %all use & sp5d1 we %all s]ve ! ne$s ( ^? dep5d5t ^u u1 b we %all n l9e ! family ne/ s s(tly t our *ildr5 become p[]less4 ,we %all n conf9e our *>ities to ! specifi$ *annels1 :]e our names w be prais$ & our cr$it increas$4 ,we %all give & s]ve 9 secret places ) our he>ts 9 our de$s4 ,!n we may possess ! untr\bl$ m9d1 a treasure too ri* to be comput$4 ,we %all n h x = ! seek+2 x may exi/ 9 ! mid/ ( :at m5 may call privations & sorr[s2 b x w exi/ 9 a v l>ge s5se & x w be ours4 ,! s-call$ h>d-head$ bus9ess man :o nev] all[s himself to be tak5 advantage (1 ^: deal+s are always /rict & uncompromis+1 is v apt to be a p>ticul>ly mis]able invalid :5 he is ill4 ,i _c argue 9 favor ( bus9ess laxity1--,i "k ! imp]ative ne$ ( exactness & f9ality1--b ,i d believe t if we are to possess ! untr\bl$ m9d we mu/ make our lives l>g] ?an ! field ( doll>s & c5ts4 ,! *>ity t develops 9 u w make u truly g5]\s & free f ! reaction ( h>dness4 ,x is a great temptation to g on multiply+ ! rules ( ! game4 ,!re are s _m s5sible & necess>y pieces ( advice :i* we all ne$ to h emphasiz$4 ,t is ! c\rse we mu/ try to avoid4 ,! *ild ne$s to be told1 arbitr>ily = a :ile1 :at is "r1 & :at is wrong1 t he mu/ d ?is1 & he mu/ n d t4 ,! "t comes1 h[ev]1 :5 ! gr[+ in/9ct t[>d "r liv+ is ! ?+ to fo/]--n ! details ( life :i* w inevitably take c>e ( !mselves if ! und]ly+ pr9ciple is made "r4 ,x mu/ be ! ideal ( moral tea*+ to make cle> & pure ! s\rce ( action4 ,!n ! /ream w be cle> & pure4 ,su* a /ream w purify itself & neutralize ! dang]\s infl[ along its banks4 ,x is true t great h>m may come f ! pollut$ infl[s1 b !y w be less & less h>mful z ! increas+ curr5t f ! good s\rce fl[s d[n4 ,we %all h to look well to our habits le/ s]i\s ills befall1 b t mu/ nev] be ! ma9 conc]n or we %all f9d ourselves liv+ v n>r[ & labor$ lives2 we %all f9d t we are fail+ to obs]ve "o ( ! mo/ important rules ( ! game4 ,,vi ,,! ,,n]v\s ,,temp]am5t ,beyond ! ugly actual1 lo1 on e side1 ,imag9ation's limitless doma94 ,,br[n+4 ,he t too mu* ref9es 8 delicacy w always endang] 8 quiet4 ,,samuel ,,johnson4 ,! great ref9em5t ( _m poetical g5tlem5 has r5d]$ !m practically unfit = ! jo/l+ & ugl9ess ( life4 ,,/ev5son4 ,x has be5 my =tune z a physician to deal mu* ) ! s-call$ n]v\s temp]am5t4 ,i h come bo? to fe> & to love x4 ,x is ! ess5ce ( all t is bright1 imag9ative1 & f9e1 b x is z un/able z wat]4 ,^? :o possess x mu/ suff]--x is _! lot to feel deeply1 & v (t5 to be misund]/ood by _! m practical fri5ds4 ,all _! lives ^! p w %$ te>s ( joy1 & m te>s ( sorr[4 ,i w\ld l to write ( _! joy1 ( ! p]fect satisfaction1 ! true happ9ess t comes 9 creat+ new & beautiful ?+s1 ( ! deep pleasure !y h 9 ! appreciation ( good "w 9 o!rs4 ,b ) ! in/9ct ( a dog tra9$ = a c]ta9 k9d ( hunt+ ,i f9d myself turn+ to ! mis=tunes & ! ills4 ,! v ke5ness ( p]ception makes pa9ful any?+ %ort ( p]fection4 ,:at w su* p d 9 our clang+ /reets8 ,:at ( ^? f9e e>s tun$ to ! mo/ exquisite appreciation ( sweet s\nd8 ,:at ( t ref9em5t ( he>+ t detects ! lea/ dep>ture f ! rhy?m & pit* 9 complex or*e/ral music8 ,& mu/ !y be> ! cra% ( /eel on /one1 ! inf]nal clatt] ( traffic8 ,well1 yes1--z a matt] ( fact--!y mu/1 at lea/ = a good _m ye>s to come1 until advanc+ civilization elim9ates ! city noise4 ,b x is n always great noises t di/urb & di/ract4 ,!re is a /ory told ( a woman :o became s s5sitive to noise t %e _h h] h\se made s\nd-pro(3 !re 7 ?ick c>pets & s(tly clos+ doors2 ev]y?+ 0 padd$4 ,! h\se 0 set back f a quiet /reet1 b t /reet 0 /rewn ) tanb>k to *eck ! s\nd ( c>riages4 ,surely "h 0 bliss = ! s5sitive s\l4 ,i ne$ n tell ! re/ ( ! /ory1 h[ absolutely necess>y noises became intol]able1 & ! poor woman end$ by keep+ a man on ! place to cat* & sil5ce ! tree toads & crickets4 ,!re is no?+ to excuse ! c>eless & unnecess>y noises ( ! _w--we %all dispose ( !m f9ally z we are dispos+ ( flamboyant signbo>ds & typhoid flies4 ,b mean:ile1 & always1 = t matt]1 ! s5sitive s\l mu/ le>n to adju/ itself to circum/ances & conditions4 ,?is adju/m5t may 9 itself become a f9e art4 ,x is really ! art by :i* ! pa9t] excludes ! commonplace & irrelevant f 8 l&scape4 ,sometimes we h to d ?is consci\sly2 = ! mo/ "p1 x %\ld be a natural1 unconsci\s selection4 ,i am sure x is unwise to attempt at any "t ! dull+ ( ! appreciative s5se = ! sake ( peace & com=t4 ,love & und]/&+ ( ! beautiful & true is too r>e & f9e a ?+ to be lo/ or dim9i%$ "u any circum/ances4 ,! cure1 z ,i see x1 is to be f\nd 9 ! cultivation ( ! faculty t f9ds "s good 9 ev]y?+ & ev]ybody4 ,?is is ! sav+ grace--x takes great bulks ( ! commonplace & di/ils f ! mass a few drops ( preci\s ess5ce2 x f9ds 9 ! uns*ol>ly & ! imp]fect1 r>e traces ( good2 x sees 9 man1 any man1 ! image ( ,god1 to be ju/ifi$ & made evid5t only 9 ! sublimity ( dea?1 p]haps1 b usually to be develop$ 9 life4 ,! n]v\s p]son is (t5 morose & unsocial--p]haps because he is n und]/ood1 p]haps because he falls s %ort ( 8 own ideals4 ,(t5 he does n f9d k9dr$ spirits any:]e4 ,i d n ?9k we %\ld drive su* a man into conditions t hurt1 b ,i d believe t if he is truly arti/ic1 & n a snob1 he may lead himself into a l>g] social life )\t too mu* sacrifice4 ,! s5sitive1 high-/rung _s t does n give ( its own be/ qualities to ! _w ( its acqua9tance1 t does n express itself 9 "s concrete way1 is always 9 dang] ( h>m4 ,su* a _s turn$ 9 ^u itself is a consum+ fire4 ,! _s w burn a long "t & suff] mu* if x does n use its heat to w>m & com=t ! _w ( ne$4 ,real illness makes ! n]v\s temp]am5t a mu* m =midable difficulty--all ! s5sitive faculties are m s5sitive--irritability becomes an obsession & idl5ess a t]ror4 ,! n]v\s temp]am5t "u irritation is v prone to become selfi%--& v likely to hide beh9d ?is selfi%ness1 call+ x temp]am5t4 ,! man :o flies into a passion :5 he is di/urb$1 or :o sp5ds 8 days 9 torm5t f ! noises ( ! /reet2 ! woman ( high atta9m5t :o has retir$ into h]self1 :o is moody & unresponsive1--^! un=tunates h virtually built a wall ab\t _! lives1 a wall :i* %uts out ! _w ( life & happ9ess4 ,f ! walls ( ?is prison ! s\nds ( discord & annoyance are ?r[n back ^u ! prison] int5sifi$ & multipli$4 ,! wall is real en\gh 9 its effect1 b w cease to exi/ :5 ! prison] beg9s to g outside1 :5 he beg9s to realize 8 selfi%ness & 8 mi/ake4 ,!n ! noises & ! irritations w be lo/ 9 ! wid] _w t is op5 to him4 ,aft] all1 x is only ?r\gh unselfi% s]vice 9 ! _w ( m5 t ?is broad5+ c come4 ,!re is no lack ( opportunity = s]vice4 ,p]haps ! simple/ & mo/ available =m ( s]vice is *>ity1--! big1 pr(essional k9d1 ( c\rse1--& beyond t ! great] field ( intimate & p]sonal *>ity4 ,i "k a girl ( tal5t & ability--h]self a n]v\s invalid--sick & helpless = ! lack ( a little money :i* w\ld give h] a *ance to get well4 ,i d n mean money = luxuries1 = fooli% indulg5ces1 b money to buy opportunity--money t w\ld lift h] out ( ! heavy morass ( pov]ty & give h] a *ance4 ,%e falls outside ! beat5 pa? ( *>ity4 ,%e is n rea*$ by ! usual philan?ropies4 ,i also "k pl5ty ( p :o c\ld help t girl )\t great sacrifice4 ,!y w n d x because !y give money to ! regul> *>ities--!y w n d x because sometimes g5]osity has be5 abus$4 ,s !y miss ! *ance ( broad5+ & develop+ _! own lives4 ,i "k well en\gh t objective int]e/ c r>ely be =c$--x mu/ usually come ! o!r way ab\t--?r\gh ! broad5+ ( life :i* makes x inevitable4 ,sometimes ,i wi% ,i c\ld =ce t k9d ( developm5t1 t k9d ( *>ity4 ,sometimes ,i long to take ! ri* neura/h5ic & make him help 8 bro!r1 make him develop a new art t %all save p f sorr[ & loss4 ,we are all toge!r 9 ?is _w1 & all k92 to recognize x & to s]ve ! ne$s ( ! un=tunate z we w\ld s]ve our own *ildr5 is ! rem$y = _m ills4 ,x is ! new art1 ! f9al & greate/ ( all arti/ic a*ievem5ts2 x w>ms our he>ts & op5s our lives to all t is :olesome & good4 ,?is is "o ( ! crises 9 :i* my !ory ( inspiration fir/ may fail4 ,"h ! *>ity may h to come fir/1 may h to be insi/$ ^u be=e !re c be any inspiration or any fur!r joy 9 life4 ,x is n always *>ity 9 ! usual s5se t is requir$2 sometimes ! *>ity t gives some?+ besides money is be/4 ,b *>ity 9 any good s5se means self-=getfulness1 & t is a long way on ! road to n]v\s heal?4 ,give ( y\rself1 give ( y\r sub/ance1 & y w cease to be tr\bl$ ) ! p5alties ( selfi%ness4 ,!n take ! next /ep--t gives n because life has come back1 b because ! _w has become l>g] & w>m] & happi]4 ,:5 ! giv] gives ( 8 sympa?y & ( 8 means because he wants to1--n because he has to d s1--he w beg9 to "k :at ,i mean :5 ,i say x is bett] to h ! inspiration fir/4 ,,vii ,,self-,,control ,he only e>ns 8 fre$om & exi/5ce ,:o daily conqu]s !m anew4 ,,goe!4 ,a good _m writ]s on self-control & k9dr$ subjects insi/ t we %all consci5ti\sly & consci\sly gov]n our m5tal lives4 ,!y say1 ,y mu/ get up 9 ! morn+ ) det]m9ation to be *e]ful4 ,!y insi/ t 9 spite ( annoyance or tr\ble y %all keep a smil+ face1 & affirm to y\rself ov] & ov] aga9 ! d5ial ( annoyance4 ,i d n l ?is k9d ( self-control4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld admire x & approve x1 b ,i f9d ,i _c because x seems to me self-consci\s & sup]ficial4 ,x is bett] ?an no?+ & unque/ionably adds greatly to ! sum ( human happ9ess4 ,b ,i d n ?9k we ought to be *e]ful if we are consum$ ) tr\ble & sorr[4 ,! fact is we ought n to be = long beyond a natural *e]fulness t comes f ! deepe/ possible s\rces4 ,:ile we are sad1 let u be s1 simply & naturally2 b we mu/ pray t ! light may come to u 9 our sorr[1 t we may be able soon & naturally to put aside ! signs ( m\rn+4 ,! p]son :o ?9ks little ( 8 own attitude ( m9d is m likely to be well controll$ & to radiate happ9ess ?an "o :o mu/ cont9ually prompt himself to wor?y ?\ghts4 ,! man ^: he>t is great ) und]/&+ ( ! sorr[ & pa?os ( life is f> m apt to be brave & f9e 9 8 own tr\ble ?an "o :o mu/ look to a motto or a =mula = consolation & advice4 ,deep 9 ! lives ( ^? :o p]man5tly triumph ov] sorr[ !re is an abid+ peace & joy4 ,su* peace _c come ev5 f ample exp]i5ce 9 ! mat]ial _w4 ,despair comes f t exp]i5ce sometimes1 unless ! he>t is op5 to ! vital _s t lies beyond all mat]ial ?+s1 t creates & r5ews life & t makes x indescribably beautiful & significant4 ,exp]i5ce ( mat]ial ?+s is only ! beg9n+4 ,9 x & ?r\gh x we may h exp]i5ce ( ! wid] life t surr\nds ! mat]ial4 ,our he>ts mu/ be op5$ to ! c\rage t comes unbidd5 :5 we feel ourselves to be work+1 gr[+ p>ts ( ! univ]se ( ,god4 ,!n we %all h no m sorr[ & no m joy 9 ! pitiful s5se ( ! e>?1 b r an exaltation :i* %all make u ma/]s ( ^! & ( ourselves4 ,we %all h a sympa?y & *>ity t %all ne$ no prompt+s1 b t fl[ f u spontane\sly into ! _w ( suff]+ & ne$4 ,bee?ov5 0 ( a s\r temp]1 accord+ to all acc\nts1 b he wrote 8 symphonies 9 ! mid/ ( tribulations "u :i* few m5 w\ld h work$ at all4 ,:5 we h felt some?+ ( ! _s t makes "w inevitable1 x w be z ?\gh we _h he>d ! et]nal h>monies4 ,we %all write our symphonies1 build our bridges1 or d our less] tasks ) dauntless purpose1 ev5 ?\gh ! possessions t m5 c\nt de> are tak5 f u4 ,suppose we c d v little because ( "s infirmity3 if t little has 9 x ! l>g] inspiration1 x w be en\gh to make life full & f9e4 ,! joy ( a wid] life is n obta9able 9 its complet5ess2 x is only ?r\gh a lifetime ( s]vice & exp]i5ce t we c approa* x4 ,t is ! pro( ( its div9e orig9--its unatta9abl5ess4 ,god keep y f ! %e wolf & f y\r he>t's deepe/ desire1 is an old say+ ( ! ,rumanians4 ,if we fully obta9 our desires1 we prove _! unwor?9ess4 ,does any "o suppose t ,bee?ov5 atta9$ 8 :ole he>t's desire 9 8 music8 ,he might h done s _h he be5 a less] man4 ,he 0 n a *e]ful companion4 ,t is un=tunate1 & %[s t he fail$ 9 complete inspiration & 9 ! ord9>y k9d ( self-control4 ,he 0 at lea/ s9c]e1 & t help$ n a little to make him :at he 04 ,i w\ld almo/ r a man w\ld be morose & s9c]e ?an *e]ful f a s5se ( duty4 ,our k ( ! great] ?+s ( life mu/ always be sub/antiat$ & work$ out into realities ( s]vice1 or else we %all be weak & ineffective4 ,! *>ity t balks at giv+1 reacts ^u a man & dead5s him4 ,i am always insi/+ t we mu/ n live & s]ve ?r\gh a s5se ( duty1 b t we mu/ f9d ! inspiration fir/4 ,x is bett] to give ourselves to s]vice n = ! sake ( f9d+ ,god1 b because we h f\nd ,him & because our s\ls h gr[n 9 ! f9d+ until we _c help giv+4 ,if we h gr[n to su* a /ature we %all be able to meet sorr[ & loss bravely & simply4 ,we %all feel = ourselves & = o!rs 9 _! tr\bles z ,=bes ,rob]tson did :5 he wrote to 8 fri5d :o _h met ) a great loss3 ,i pray t y may nev]1 nev]1 nev] get ov] ?is sorr[1 b ?r\gh x1 into x1 into ! v he>t ( ,god4 ,all ?is is v unworldly1 no d\bt1 & yet ,i w v5ture ! ass]tion t su* a /&>d & su* a me?od w come ne>] to ! m>k ( successful & well-controll$ liv+ ?an ! mo/ c>efully plann$ campaign ( duty4 ,if we plan to make life f9e1 if we say1 9 effect1 ,i w be good & *e]ful1 no matt] :at happ5s1 we are beg9n+ at ! wrong end4 ,we may be able to "w back f our mottoes to real liv+1 b ! *ances are we %all /op some:]e by ! way1 too confus$ & unc]ta9 to g on4 ,self-control1 at its be/1 is n a consci\s ?+4 ,x is n well t we %\ld try to be good1 b t we %\ld s dignify our lives ) ! _s ( good t evil becomes well-nigh impossible to u4 ,,viii ,,! ,,light] ,,t\* ,he>t n s heavy z m9e1 ,w5d+ late home1 ,z x pass$ my w9d[ ,:i/l$ itself a tune4 ,,emily ,,dick9son4 ,i h nev] se5 good come f fright5+ worri]s4 ,x is no d\bt wise to speak ! tru?1 b x seems to me a mi/ake to say 9 public pr9t or 9 private advice t worry leads to trag$ies ( ! wor/ sort4 ,no matt] h[ hopeful we may be 9 our lat] tea*+ ab\t ! possibilities ( ov]com+ worry1 ! really s]i\s worri] w p\nce ^u ! orig9al tragic /atem5t & apply x ) t]rible insi/5ce to 8 own case4 ,i w\ld n m9imize ! s]i\sness ( worry1 b ,i am conv9c$ t we c r>ely ov]come x by direct volunt>y ef=t4 ,x does n g until we =get x1 & we d n =get x if we are always try+ consci\sly to ov]come x4 ,we worri]s mu/ g ab\t our bus9ess--o!r bus9ess ?an t ( worry4 ,life is s]i\s--alas1 too s]i\s--& full en\gh ( pa?os4 ,we _c joke ab\t its tr\bles2 !y are real4 ,b1 at lea/1 we ne$ n magnify !m4 ,:y %\ld we act z ?\gh ev]y?+ dep5d$ ^u our ef=ts1 ev5 ! *ang+ seasons & ! bl[+ w9ds8 ,no d\bt we are responsible = our own acts & ?\ghts & = ! welf>e ( ^? :o dep5d ^u u4 ,! tr\ble is we take unnecess>y responsibilities s s]i\sly t we ov]rea* ourselves & defeat our own good ends4 ,i w\ld make my little _w m bless$ly c>eless--) an ab&on t loves life too mu* to spoil x ) worry4 ,i w\ld *]i% s great a desire = my *ild's good t ,i c\ld n scold & be> d[n ^u him = e little fault1 mak+ him a worri] too1 b1 in/ead1 ,i w\ld guide him along ! "r pa? ) pleasant words & brave enc\ragem5t4 ,! condemnation ( faults is r>ely con/ructive4 ,we _h bett] say to ! worri]s1 ,"h is life2 no matt] :at un=tunate ?+s y may h said or done1 y mu/ put all evil beh9d y & live--simply1 bravely1 well4 ,! great] ! evil1 ! great] ! ne$ ( =gett+4 ,n flippantly1 b rev]5tly1 leave y\r misde$s 9 a limbo :]e !y may n rise to haunt y4 ,?is great ?+ y may d1 n ) ! idea ( evad+ or escap+ consequ5ces1 b s t pa/ evil may be turn$ into pres5t & future good4 ,! crim9al himself is com+ to be treat$ ?is way4 ,he is no long] et]nally rem9d$ ( 8 crime4 ,he is tak5 out into ! sun%9e & air & is giv5 a %ovel to dig )4 ,a wond]ful ?+ is t %ovel4 ,) x he may bury ! pa/ & raise up a happi]1 bett] future4 ,we mu/ c>e s mu* to expiate our s9s t we are will+ to neglect !m & live righte\sly4 ,t is true rep5tance1 con/ructive rep5tance4 ,we _c sudd5ly *ange our m5tal outlook & become happy :5 grief has borne u d[n4 ,= ! brok5 he>t sil5ce & %ade1--t is fair & "r4 ,i w\ld say to ^? :o are unhappy1 ,d n try to be happy1 y _c =ce x2 b let peace come to y out ( ! great _w ( beauty t calmly surr\nds our human suff]+1 & t speaks to u quietly ( ,god4 ,g5u9e laught] is n =c$1 b we may let x come back into our lives if we "k t x is "r = x to come4 ,we h all ab\t u in/ances ( ! effectiv5ess ( ! light] t\* z appli$ to s]i\s matt]s4 ,! life ( ! busy surgeon is a good example4 ,he may be1 & usually is1 brimm+ ) sympa?y1 b if he 7 to feel too deeply = all 8 pati5ts1 he w\ld soon fail & die4 ,he goes ab\t 8 "w4 ,he puts ?r\gh a half-doz5 op]ations 9 a way t w\ld s5d cold %iv]s d[n ! back ( ! un9itiat$4 ,& yet he is accurate & sure z a ma*9e4 ,if he 7 to take ea* case ^u 8 m9d 9 a heavy1 consequ5tial way1 if he 7 to give deep conc]n to ea* ligature he ties1 & if he 7 to be con/antly afraid ( caus+ pa91 he w\ld be a poor surgeon4 ,8 "w1 in/ead ( be+ clean & %>p1 w\ld suff] f ov]-consci5ti\sness4 ,he might nev] f9i% an op]ation = fe> 8 pati5t w\ld ble$ to dea?4 ,su* a man may be ! rev]se ( flippant1 & yet he may actually enjoy 8 somb] "w4 ,cruel1 blood?ir/y8 ,n at all4 ,^! m5--! great surgeons--are z t5d] z *ildr54 ,b !y love _! "w1 !y really c>e v deeply = _! pati5ts4 ,! successful ones h ! light] t\* & !y h no "t = worry4 ,sometimes we wi% to ar\se ! public consci5ce4 ,d ! long columns ( figures1 ! impressive /ati/ics1 wake m5 to activity8 ,x is r ! ke51 bright ?ru/ ( ! satiri/ t saves ! day4 ,once 9 a ,new ,engl& t[n meet+ !re 0 a movem5t = a mu*-ne$$ new s*oolh\se4 ,by ! in/allation ( skylights 9 ! attic ! old build+ _h be5 made to accommodate ! ov]fl[ ( pupils4 ,! s]i\s speak]s 9 favor ( ! new build+ _h left ! audi5ce cold1 :5 a "y man arose & said he _h be5 up into ! attic & _h se5 ! wond]ful skylights t 7 suppos$ to meet ! ne$s ( ! *ildr54 ,i h se5 !m1 he said2 we us$ to call !m scuttles :5 ,i 0 a boy4 ,a hundr$ ?\s& doll>s 0 vot$ = ! new s*oolh\se4 ,!re is a natural gayety 9 mo/ ( u :i* helps m ?an we realize to keep u s\nd4 ,! pity is t :5 responsibilities come & h>d%ips come1 we repress our light] selves /]nly1 z ?\gh su* repression 7 a duty4 ,bett] let u gu>d ! spr+s ( happ9ess v1 v jeal\sly4 ,! :i/l+ boy 9 ! d>k /reet does m ?an *e] himself on ! way4 ,he actually protects himself f evil1 & br+s c\rage n only to himself1 b to ^? :o he> him4 ,i d n hold = false *e]fulness t is sometimes affect$1 b a brave %[ ( c\rage 9 a =lorn hope w sometimes w9 ! day4 ,x is inf9itely m likely to w9 ?an a too s]i\s realization ( ! dang] ( defeat4 ,! %[ ( c\rage is (t5 n a pret5se at all1 b victory itself4 ,! ne$ ( ! _w is v great & its human de/9y is 9 our h&s4 ,half ( ^? :o c\ld help to "r ! wrongs are asleep or too selfi%ly imm]s$ 9 _! own affairs4 ,we ne$ m help]s l my fri5d ( ! skylights4 ,mo/ ( u are f> too s]i\s4 ,! slumb]]s w slumb] on1 & ! worri]s w worry1 ! s]i\s p w g pond]\sly ab\t until "s "o %[s !m h[ ridicul\s !y are & h[ pitiful4 ,,ix ,,regrets ,,& ,,=ebod+s ,regret avails little--/ill less remorse--! "o keeps alive ! old (f5se1 ! o!r creates new (f5ses4 ,,goe!4 ,! unrep5tant s9n] walks abroad4 ,un=tunately = u morali/s he seems to be hav+ a v good "t4 ,we mu/ n condone him1 ?\gh he may be a v lovable p]son2 nei!r mu/ we altoge!r condemn him1 = he may be rep5tant 9 ! v be/ way ( all ways1 ! way t =gets mu* & leaves beh9d m1 because life is s f9e t x mu/ n be spoil$1 & because progress is 9 e way bett] ?an retrospection4 ,! fact is1 t rep5tance is too (t5 ! fe> ( puni%m5t1 & su* fe> is1 to say ! lea/1 unmanly4 ,i w\ld r be a lovable s9n] ?an "o ( ! p :o rep5t because !y _c be> to ?9k ( ! consequ5ces4 ,k & fe> ( consequ5ces und\bt$ly keep a great _m "y p f ! s-call$ s9s ( ignorance4 ,b !re mu/ be some?+ beh9d k & fe> ( consequ5ces to /op ! y\? ( _s f do+ :at he is incl9$ to d4 ,ov] & ov] aga9 we mu/ g back to ! appreciation ( life's dignity & beauty--to ! consci\sness ( ! _s ( ,god beh9d & 9 ! _w if we are to f9d a balance & a "* t w deliv] u f evil4 ,:5 we h f\nd ?is consci\sness--:5 we live x & brea! x1 we %all be f> less apt to s91 & :5 we h s9n$1 z we all mu/ 9 ! c\rse ( our blund]+ lives1 we %all n wa/e our "t 9 regret or 9 ! fe> ( consequ5ces4 ,if ! ,god we dream ( is z great z ! sea1 or z beautiful z a tree1 we ne$ n fe> ,him4 ,he w be t5d]1 & j at ! same "t4 ,he w be z =giv+ z ,he is /rong4 ,! be/ we c d1 !n1 is to leave our s9s 9 ! h& ( ,god & g our way1 sadd] & wis]1 maybe1 b n regrett+ too mu*1 n fe>+ any m4 ,!re is a new idea 9 m$ic9e--! developm5t ( :i* has be5 "o ( ! mo/ /rik+ a*ievem5ts ( mod]n times--! idea ( psy*analysis z taught & advocat$ by ,freud 9 ,g]many4 ,! plan is to /udy ! subconsci\s m9d ( ! n]v\s pati5t by means ( hypnotism1 to assi/ ! pati5t to recall all ! m5tal exp]i5ces ( 8 pa/1--ev5 8 v e>ly *ildhood1--& 9 ?is way to make cle> ! orig9 ( ! misconceptions & ! un=tunate impressions :i* h presumably ex]t$ _! influ5ce ?r\gh ! ye>s4 ,! new sy/em includes1 also1 ! int]pretation ( dreams1 _! effect ^u ! consci\s life & _! influ5ce ^u ! m5tality4 ,v wond]ful results are report$ f ! pursuit ( ?is me?od4 ,_m a badly w>p$ & twi/$ life has be5 /raight5$ out & r5ew$ :5 ! se>*light has reveal$ ! hidd5 influ5ces t h be5 at "w & :i* h made tr\ble4 ,! repression ( consci\s or unconsci\s feel+s c no d\bt *ange ! :ole m5tal life4 ,we %\ld h ! greate/ respect = ! m5 :o are do+ ?is "w4 ,x requires1 ,i am told1 an almo/ unbelievable am\nt ( pati5ce & "t to accompli% ! analysis4 ,no d\bt ! adult judgm5t ( *ildi% follies is a direct means ( dispos+ ( _! h>mful influ5ce 9 life1 ! sure/ way ( los+ ! consci\s or unconsci\s regrets t sadd5 _m lives4 ,!re are probably _m cases ( di/urb$ & tr\bl$ m9d t c be cur$ 9 ?is way only4 ,! me?od does n appeal to me because ,i am s /rongly incl9$ to take p z !y are1 to urge a =getfulness t does n really =get1 b :i* goes on bravely to ! developm5t ( life4 ,?is developm5t _c proce$ )\t ! und]/&+ t life may be made s beautiful t s9s & failures are lo/ 9 progress4 ,"s ( u may ne$ ! subtle analysis ( our lives to make cle> ! po9ts :]e we w5t a/ray 9 our ?\ghts & ideas1 b _m ( u1 =tunately1 are able to take ourselves = bett] or = worse1 s9s & all4 ,mo/ ( u ought to d t1 = ! mo/ "p1 if we are to progress & live4 ,sometimes ! revelations ( evils we "k n ( result 9 complications r ?an simplification1 z 9 ! case ( a boy :o wrote to me & said t s9ce he _h le>n$ ( 8 e>ly s9s he _h made sure t he c\ld nev] be well4 ,in/ead ( go+ into fur!r analysis ) him1 ,i assur$ him t1 :ile x 0 und\bt$ly 8 duty to regret all ! evil ( 8 life1 x 0 a /ill great] duty to g on & live ! re/ ( x well1 & t he c\ld d s if he w\ld op5 8 eyes to ! possibilities ( unselfi% s]vice4 ,i am v mu* incl9$ to prea* aga9/ self-analysis & ! almo/ inevitable regret & despair t accompany x4 ,"o ( my pati5ts decid$ "s "t ago t h] life 0 wa/$1 t %e _h accompli%$ no?+4 ,x 0 true t %e _h n ! endurance to meet ! usual dem&s ( social or ev5 family life1 & t = long p]iods %e _h to give up altoge!r4 ,b x happ5$ t %e _h ! gift ( musical und]/&+1 t %e _h /udi$ h>d 9 y\ng] days4 ,) a little urg+ ! gift 0 made to gr[ aga9 & to s]ve n only ! pati5t's own ne$s1 b to br+ v great pleasure to e "o :o li/5$ to h] play+4 ,t r>e1 true ability 0 wor? ev]y?+1 & %e came to realize x 9 "t4 ,! gift ( musical expression is a v great ?+1 & ,i succe$$ 9 mak+ ?is woman und]/& t %e %\ld be happy 9 t ability ev5 if no?+ else %\ld be possible4 ,(t5 en\gh no?+ t c comp>e ) music exi/s1 & life seems :olly b>r54 ,r cold com=t x seems at fir/ to assure a p]son :o is helpless t "* is ! greate/ ?+ 9 ! _w1 b t is ! f9al tru?4 ,! mo/ limit$ & helpless life may gl[ ) x & be ri*] ?an imag9ation c believe4 ,x is nev] "t to regret--& nev] "t to despair4 ,! less analysis ! bett]4 ,:5 x comes to "*1 live1 gr[1 & get a deep] & deep] und]/&+ ( life--( life t is ne> to ,god & s capable ( wrong only z we turn away f ,him4 ,d n say ?+s2 :at y are /&s ov] y & ?und]s s1 ,i _c he> :at y say to ! contr>y4 ,we %all d well n to =get t1 :atev] failures or mi/akes we h made1 !re is inf9ite possibility ahead ( u1 t "* is ! greate/ ?+ 9 ! _w1 & t mo/ good "* has be5 built ^u mi/akes & failures4 ,i believe !re is no s9 :i* may n make up ! fabric ( its own =giv5ess 9 ! liv+ ( a free1 self-sacrific+ life4 ,i "k ( no bodily ill nor h&icap :i* we may n ev5tually rise above & beyond by means ( brave spiritual progress4 ,! body may fail u1 b ! _s rea*es on & into ! great _w ( ,god4 ,x ,,! ,,virtues ,! virtues hide _! vanqui%$ fires ,)9 t :it] flame-- ,till consci5ce gr[s irrelevant ,& duty b a "n4 ,,fr$]ick ,,lawr5ce ,,kn[les4 ,9 mo/ books ,i h read on n]ves & simil> subjects1 advice is giv51 enc\ragem5t is giv51 b ! necessity = pati5ce is n made cle>4 ,pati5ce is typical ( all ! o!r virtues4 ,_m a man has foll[$ ! be/ ( advice = a "t1 & has become disc\rag$ because ! promis$ results did n mat]ialize4 ,x is disappo9t+1 surely1 to h liv$ ^u a diet = mon?s only to f9d t y /ill h dyspepsia1 or to h foll[$ c]ta9 rules ( morality ) great precision & en?usiasm )\t obta9+ ! untr\bl$ m9d4 ,we are accu/om$ to see results 9 ! mat]ial _w & naturally expect !m ev]y:]e4 ,! tr\ble is we d n always recognize improvem5ts :5 we see !m1 & we insi/ ^u c]ta9 preconceiv$ *anges z a result ( our endeavors4 ,! physician is apt ra%ly to promise def9ite physical accompli%m5ts 9 a giv5 "t4 ,he is c\rt+ disappo9tm5t & di/ru/ :5 he does s4 ,we all want to get relief f our symptoms1 & we are incl9$ to insi/ ^u a p>ticul> k9d ( relief s /rongly t we fail to appreciate ! possibilities ( ano!r & a bett] relief :i* may be at h&4 ,! go+ a/ray 9 ?is p>ticul> is sometimes v un=tunate4 ,i h kn[n a man to ru% frantically f "o doctor to ano!r1 try+ to obta9 relief = a p>ticul> pa9 or discom=t1 unwill+ to re/ long en\gh to f9d out t ! tr\ble w\ld h disappe>$ naturally if he _h tak5 ! advice ( ! fir/ physician1 to live )\t impati5ce & )9 8 limitations4 ,! human body is a v complex organism1 & sometimes pa9 & di/ress are bett] n reliev$1 s9ce !y may be ! expression ( "s deep] maladju/m5t :i* mu/ fir/ be /raight5$ out4 ,?is is also true ( ! m9d--9 :i* ! unhappy prodd+s ( consci5ce _h bett] n be cur$ by anodynes or by evasion unless we are prep>$ to g deeply en\gh to make !m disappe> spontane\sly4 ,we mu/ sometimes insi/ ^u pati5ce1 ?\gh x %\ld exi/ z a matt] ( c\rse--pati5ce ) ourselves & ) o!rs4 ,! physician :o dem&s & secures ! greate/ degree ( pati5ce f 8 cli5ts is ! mo/ successful practition]1 = no life c g on successfully )\t pati5ce4 ,if pati5ce c be spontane\s1--! natural result ( a broad5+ outlook1--!n x w be p]man5t & s]viceable2 ! o!r k9d1 t exi/s by extreme ef=t1 may d = a :ile1 b x is a poor make%ift4 ,i always feel l apologiz+ :5 ,i ask a man or a woman to be tol]ant or *>itable or g5]\s or1 = t matt]1 to practice any ( ! ord9>y virtues4 ,s\nd liv+ %\ld spr+ unbidd5 f ! v joy ( life2 x %\ld ne$ no ju/ification & c]ta9ly no urg+4 ,b un=tunately1 z ! _w n[ /&s1 !re are m5 & gr\ps ( m5 :o d n see ! light4 ,!re is a wide contagion ( selfi%ness & %ort-sight$ness among ! well-to-d1 & a necess>y f$]ation ( protection & selfi%ness among ! poor4 ,! practical ne$s ( life1 artificial z !y are among ! ri*1 & t]ribly insi/5t z !y are among ! poor1 bl9d u to l>g] consid]ations4 ,if all matt]s ( welf>e1 public or private1 c\ld be treat$ unselfi%ly1 h[ quickly we %\ld be rid ( "s ( ! great evils t afflict ! race4 ,i am incl9$ to ?9k t mu* ( ! goodness ( p does come 9 t way1 unconsci\sly1 naturally1 z ! light fl[s f ! sun4 ,yet ,i suppose t 9 our pres5t ord]1 & until1 ?r\gh ! ye>s1 ! bett] "t arrives1 we mu/ v (t5 ask ourselves & o!rs to be good & to be *>itable1 j because x is "r1 or worse /ill because x is good policy4 ,a man gr[s bett]1 m human1 m intellig5t1 z he practices ! virtues4 ,he is saf]1 no d\bt1 & ! _w is bett]4 ,x is ev5 true t1 by ! con/ant practice ( virtues1 he may come f9ally to esp\se goodness & become ?or\ghly good4 ,t is ! hopeful ?+ ab\t x & ! reason :y we may consi/5tly ask or dem& ! r\t9e practice ( ! virtues4 ,b let u hold up all ! "t 9 our tea*+ & 9 our lives ! o!r c\rse1 ! developm5t ( ! inspiration t includes all virtues & t makes all our way easy & pla9 9 a _w :]e confusion reigns1 because m5 are go+ at ! problem ( "r liv+ ! wrong way ar\nd4 ,! practice ( good liv+ w nev] be easy 9 its details1 b if x is sure 9 its inspiration !re w be no "q ( ! f9al triumph4 ,we %all h to fight bl9dly sometimes & ) all ! /r5g? & p]si/5ce ( animals at bay4 ,we %all fail sometimes1 too1 & t is n always ! wor/ ?+ t c happ54 ,x is ! glory ( life t we %all sl[ly triumph ov] ourselves & ! _w4 ,x is ! glory ( life t out ( sore tr\ble1 9 ! mid/ ( pov]ty & human inju/ice1 may rise1 spontane\s & s]5e1 ! _s ( self-sacrifice1 ! unconqu]able _s ( s]vice t does n "q1 t expresses ! div9e t5d]ness 9 t]ms ( human love4 ,?r\gh ! times ( d>kness & d\bt :i* mu/ inevitably come1 !re w be = ^? :o *]i% su* a vision1 & :o come back to x aga9 & aga91 no utt] d>kness1 no tr\ble t :olly cru%es1 no loss t :olly de/roys4 ,if we c\ld n und]/& x be=e1 x w sl[ly dawn ^u u t ! life ( ,*ri/ exemplifi$ all ^! ?+s4 ,*>ity1 k9dl9ess1 s]vice1 pati5ce1--all ^! ?+s :i* h seem$ s h>d w become 9 our lives1 z 9 81 ! sub/ance & expression ( our fai?4 ,! great human virtues w become easy & natural1 ! untr\bl$ m9d1 or z mu* ( x z is good to possess1 w be ours1 n because we h escap$ tr\ble1 b because we h dis>m$ x1 h welcom$ x ev51 s long z x has s]v$ to /r5g!n & ennoble our lives4 ,,xi ,,! ,,cure ,,by ,,fai? ,! heal+ ( 8 seamless dress ,is by our b$s ( pa9-- ,we t\* ,him 9 life's ?rong & press1 ,& we are :ole aga94 ,,:itti]4 ,i _c f9i% my little book ( ideals )\t writ+ "s ?+s t are 9 my m9d ab\t cure by fai? or by pray]4 ,x is a subject t ,i approa* ) hesitation because ( ! dang] ( misund]/&+4 ,no subject is m difficult & none is m important = ! invalid to und]/&4 ,we he> a great deal ab\t ! wond]ful cures ( ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce or ( simil> ag5cies1 & we all "k ( p :o h be5 re/or$ to usefulness by su* means4 ,has ! heal+ ( ,*ri/ aga9 become possible on e>?8 ,no "o w\ld be m eag] to accept x & ackn[l$ge x ?an ! physician if x 7 really s4 ,b c>eful inve/igation always reveals ! fact t ! wond]ful cures are n ( ! body b ( ! m9d4 ,x is easy en\gh to say t a canc] or tub]culosis has be5 cur$ by fai?1 & app>5tly easy = _m p to believe x1 b alas1 ! pro( is want+4 ,! ,*ri/ian ,sci5ti/1 hone/ & s9c]e z he may be1 is n qualifi$ to say :at is true disease & :at is n4 ,:at looks l diseas$ tissue recov]s1 b m$ical m5 "k t x c\ld n h be5 diseas$ 9 ! mo/ s]i\s s5se1 & t ! pray] = recov]y c\ld h _h no?+ to d ) ! cure1 save 9 a v indirect way4 ,! man :o disc>ds m$ic9e = philosophy or religion is c\rt+ unnecess>y suff]+ & ev5 dea?4 ,! wor/ "p ( x is t he may induce "s "o else to make ! same mi/ake ) simil> results4 ,9 writ+ ?is op9ion ,i am 9 no way d5y+ ! great significance & value ( fai? nor ( ! pray]ful & tru/ful m9d4 ,if x _c cure actual physical disease1 fai? c accompli% v]itable miracles ( heal+ 9 ! m9d ( ! pati5t4 ,no ?\ghtful or hone/ m$ical man w d5y x4 ,nor w mo/ m$ical m5 d5y t ! c\rse ( almo/ any physical illness may be modifi$ by fai? & pray]4 ,i am almo/ say+ t !re is no kn[n m$ic9e ( su* pot5cy4 ,e bodily function is ! bett] = ! conqu]+ _s t transc5ds ! e>? & f9ds its necess>y expression 9 pray]4 ,!re really ne$ be no issue or disagreem5t betwe5 m$ic9e & fai? cure4 ,at its be/1 "o is n m wond]ful ?an ! o!r1 & bo? aim to accompli% ! same end--! relief ( human suff]+4 ,:5 ! two are m]g$1 z "s day !y w be1 we %all be surpris$ to discov] h[ alike !y are4 ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce is rightly scorn$ by m$ical m5 because x is unsci5tific1 because x makes absurd & unt5able claims outside its own field1 & because x has n z yet inve/igat$ t field 9 ! sci5tific _s4 ,:5 prop] /udy & inve/igation h be5 made x w be f\nd t fai? cure1 n 9 its pres5t /ate1 b 9 "s future developm5t1 w h an imm5se field ( usefulness4 ,x w be wor?y ( z mu* respect 9 t field z m$ic9e prop] 9 its own sph]e4 ,z a matt] ( fact bo? m$ic9e & fai? cure are miracul\s 9 a v real s5se1 z bo? dep5d = effici5cy n[ & always ^u ! same great laws :i* may be fairly call$ div9e4 ,:at is ! discov]y t ! s]um ( a horse w "u c]ta9 circum/ances cure diph!ria8 ,does x n mean t man is tapp+ s\rces ( p[] f> beyond 8 und]/&+8 ,is man responsible save z ! ag5t8 ,did he produce ! complex animal *emi/ry t makes ?is cure possible8 ,did man make ! horse1 or ! laws t control ! physiology & pa?ology ( t animal8 ,"h1 !n1 is fai? cure 9 its l>ge/ & be/ s5se4 ,! biologi/ may n be will+ to admit x1 b 8 fai? 9 ^! great laws ( ,god h made possible ! cure ( a dread disease4 ,"h1 z 9 all matt]s ( pure religion1 x is :at m5 say & write1 n ! fact itself1 t makes all ! misund]/&+2 we make our judgm5ts & conceive our prejudices f m]e surface consid]ations4 ,call life :at y w1--leave out ! symbolic ^w ,god altoge!r1--! facts rema94 ,! true sci5tific _s mu/ rev]5ce & adore ! p[] t lies beh9d creation4 ,x is z inconsi/5t = ! bact]iologi/ to be an unbeliev] z x is = ! ,*ri/ian ,sci5ti/ to d5y ! value ( bact]iology4 ,m$ic9e is inf9itely f>!r advanc$ ?an ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce1 & yet ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce has grasp$ "s tru? t ! natural sci5ti/ has /upidly miss$4 ,:5 an obsession is ?r[n (f & c\rage sub/itut$ = fe>1 we witness z important a cure z c be %[n to ! cr$it ( surg]y4 ,if ! ,*ri/ian ,sci5ti/s & ! o!r fai?-cur]s 7 only less sup]ficial & less n>r[ 9 _! explanation ( ! facts1 if !y w\ld condesc5d to /udy ! diseases !y treat1 !y w\ld be entitl$ to1 & w\ld receive1 m respect & consid]ation4 ,! cure & prev5tion ( disease ?r\gh ! ag5cy ( man are evid5tly "p ( ! div9e plan4 ,our eag]ness to advance along ! l9es ( inve/igation & practice is b t div9e plan 9 action4 ,! truly sci5tific _s w neglect no possible curative ag5t4 ,:5 sci5tific m5 ridicule pray]1 !y are ?9k+ n ( ! real ?+ :i* is above all possible criticism1 b ( ! feeble & (t5 pa!tic grop+ = ! real ?+4 ,we ask 9 our pray]s = impossible bless+s t w\ld inv]t ! laws ( ,god & *ange ! face ( nature--v well1 we mu/ be prep>$ = disappo9tm5t4 ,! attitude ( pray] may1 inde$1 trans=m our own lives & make possible = u exp]i5ces t w\ld o!rwise h be5 impossible4 ,b our pa!tic dem&s--we %all nev] "k h[ =lorn & weak !y are4 ,pray] is ! op5+ ( ! he>t to ! be+ we call ,god--x is mo/ natural & reasonable4 ,if we pray 9 our weakness & bl9dness = :at we may n h1 !re is1 nev]!less1 a wond]ful re-creative effect )9 u4 ,! com=t & peace ( su* communion is beyond all else heal+ & re/or+ 9 its influ5ce ^u ! tr\bl$ & anxi\s m9d ( man4 ,! poet or ! sci5ti/ :o b[s 9 adoration be=e ! glory ( ,god reveal$ 9 nature1 prays 9 effect to t ,god & 8 s\l is refre%$ & r5ew$4 ,! poor wret* :o /&s bl9dfold$ be=e ! fir+ squad1 wait+ ! ^w t ends ! life ( a milit>y spy1 is ne> en\gh to ,god--& ! :isp]$ pray] ^u 8 lips is cure = ! w\nds t take 8 life4 ,! be/ k9d ( pray] seeks n & asks n = physical relief or b5efit1 b op5s ! he>t to its mak]1 & s receives ! cure ( peace t is a great] miracle ?an any yet wr\ght by man4 ,"u ! influ5ce ( t cure ! sick are well & ! dead are alive aga94 ,) ! c\rage & _s ( su* a cure 9 our lives1 we %all inevitably d our utmo/ to relieve1 by any good means1 ! physical suff]+ ( ! _w4 ,we %all foll[ ! laws ( nature4 ,we %all /udy !m ) ! utmo/ c>e4 ,we %all take no?+ = grant$1 s9ce by less c>eful /eps we %all miss ! div9e law & s g a/ray4 ,! sci5ce ( heal+ w become no *ance & irrational ?+4 ,we %all use all ! natural means to relieve & prev5t suff]+--!re w be no scor+ ( "o set ( doctors by ano!r because all w h "o purpose4 ,b m to ! po9t ?an t1 m5 w discov] t heal? 9 its l>ge/ s5se consi/s 9 liv+ dev\t & pray]ful lives :]eunto %all be reveal$ 9 good "t all t our f9ite m9ds c "k & use4 ,!re w be no suff]+ ( ! body 9 ! old & pitiful s5se1 = we %all be s mu* alive t disease & dea? c no long] claim u4 ,,! ,,end