,,the ,,untroubled ,,mind ,,by ,,herbert ,j4 ,,hall1 ,m4,d4 ,,boston ,,and ,,new ,,york ,,houghton ,,mifflin ,,company ,the ,riverside ,press ,cambridge ,,copyright1 #aiae1 ,,by ,,herbert ,j4 ,,hall ,,all ,,rights ,,reserved ,published ,may #aiae ,,preface ,a very wise physician has said that every illness has two parts--what it is1 and what the patient thinks about it4 ,what the patient thinks about it is often more important and more troublesome than the real disease4 ,what the patient thinks of life1 what life means to him is also of great importance and may be the bar that shuts out all real health and happiness4 ,the following pages are devoted to certain ideals of life which ,i would like to give to my patients1 the long-time patients who have especially fallen to my lot4 ,they are not all here1 the steps to health and happiness4 ,the reader may even be annoyed and baffled by my indirectness and unwillingness to be specific4 ,that ,i cannot help--it is a personal peculiarity2 ,i cannot ask any one to live by rule1 because ,i do not believe that rules are binding and final4 ,there must be character behind the rule and then the rule is unnecessary4 ,all that ,i have written has doubtless been presented before1 in better ways1 by wiser men1 but ,i believe that each writer may expect to find his small public1 his own particular public who can understand and profit by his teachings1 having partly or wholly failed with the others4 ,for that reason ,i am encouraged to write upon a subject usually shunned by medical men1 being assured of at least a small company of friendly readers4 ,i am grateful to a number of friends and patients who have read the manuscript of the following chapters4 ,these reviewers have been frank and kind and very helpful4 ,i am particularly indebted to ,dr4 ,richard ,c4 ,cabot1 who has given me much valuable assistance4 ,,contents ,i4 ,,the ,,untroubled ,,mind #a ,,ii4 ,,religio ,,medici #aj ,,iii4 ,,thought ,,and ,,work #bj ,,iv4 ,,idleness #cj ,v4 ,,rules ,,of ,,the ,,game #ch ,,vi4 ,,the ,,nervous ,,temperament #ej ,,vii4 ,,self-,,control #ei ,,viii4 ,,the ,,lighter ,,touch #fe ,,ix4 ,,regrets ,,and ,,forebodings #gc ,x4 ,,the ,,virtues #ha ,,xi4 ,,the ,,cure ,,by ,,faith #hh ,i ,,the ,,untroubled ,,mind ,canst thou not minister to a mind diseas'd1 ,pluck from the memory a rooted sorrow1 ,raze out the written troubles of the brain1 ,and with some sweet oblivious antidote ,cleanse the stuff'd bosom of that perilous stuff ,which weighs upon the heart8 ,,macbeth4 ,when a man tells me he never worries1 ,i am inclined to think that he is either deceiving himself or trying to deceive me4 ,the great roots of worry are conscience1 fear1 and regret4 ,undoubtedly we ought to be conscientious and we ought to fear and regret evil4 ,but if it is to be better than an impediment and a harm1 our worry must be largely unconscious1 and intuitive4 ,the moment we become conscious of worry we are undone4 ,fortunately1 or unfortunately1 we cannot leave conscience to its own devices unless our lives are big enough and fine enough to warrant such a course4 ,the remedy for the mental unrest1 which is in itself an illness1 lies not in an enlightened knowledge of the harmfulness and ineffectiveness of worry1 not even in the acquirement of an unconscious conscience1 but in the living of a life so full and good that worry cannot find place in it4 ,that idea of worry and conscience1 that definition of serenity1 simplifies life immensely4 ,to overcome worry by substituting development and growth need never be dull work4 ,to know life in its farther reaches1 life in its better applications1 is the final remedy--the great undertaking--it is life4 ,we must warn ourselves1 not infrequently1 that the larger life is to be pursued for its own glorious self and not for the sake of peace4 ,peace may come1 a peace so sure that death itself cannot shake it1 but we must not expect all our affairs to run smoothly4 ,as a matter of fact they may run badly enough2 we shall have our ups and downs1 we shall sin and repent1 and sin again1 but if in the end we live according to our best intuitions1 we shall be justified1 and we need not worry about the outcome4 ,to put it another way1 if we would have the untroubled mind1 we must transfer our conscientious efforts from the small details of life--from the worry and fret of common things--into another and a higher atmosphere4 ,we must transfigure common life1 dignify it and ennoble it2 then1 although the old causes of worry may continue1 we shall have gained a stature that will make us unconscious masters of the little troubles and in a great degree equal to the larger requirements4 ,life will be easier1 not because we make less effort1 but because we are working from another and a better level4 ,if such a change1 and it would be a change for most of us1 could come about instantly1 in a flash of revelation1 that would be ideal1 but it would not be life4 ,we must return again and again to the old uninspired state wherein we struggle conscientiously with perverse details4 ,i would not minimize the importance and value of this struggle2 only the sooner it changes its level the better for every one concerned4 ,large serenity must1 finally1 be earned through the toughening of moral fibre that comes in dealing squarely with perplexing details4 ,some of this struggle must always be going on1 but serener life will come when we begin to concern ourselves with larger factors4 ,how are we to live the larger life8 ,partly through uninspired struggle and through the brave meeting of adversity1 but partly1 also1 in a way that may be described as out of hand1 by intuition1 by exercise of the quality of mind that sees visions and grasps truths beyond the realms of common thought4 ,i am more and more impressed with the necessity of inspiration in life if we are to be strong and serene1 and so finally escape the pitfalls of worry and conscience4 ,by inspirations ,i do not mean belief in any system or creed4 ,it is not a stated belief that we need to begin with2 that may come in time4 ,we need first to find in life1 or at least in nature1 an essential beauty that makes its own true1 inevitable response within us4 ,we must learn to love life so deeply that we feel its tremendous significance1 until we find in the sea and the sky the evidence of an overbrooding spirit too great to be understood1 but not too great to satisfy the soul4 ,this is a sort of mother religion--the matrix from which all sects and creeds are born4 ,its existence in us dignifies us and makes simple1 purposeful1 and receptive living almost inevitable4 ,we may not know why we are living according to the dictates of our inspiration1 but we shall live so and that is the important consideration4 ,if ,i urge the acquirement of a religious conception that we may cure the intolerable distress of worry1 ,i do what ,i have already warned against4 ,it is so easy to make this mistake that ,i have virtually made it on the same page with my warning4 ,we have no right to seek so great a thing as religious experience that we may be relieved of suffering4 ,better go on with pain and distress than cheapen religion by making it a remedy4 ,we must seek it for its own sake1 or rather1 we must not seek it at all1 lest1 like a dream1 it elude us1 or change into something else1 less holy4 ,nevertheless1 it is true that if we will but look with open1 unprejudiced eyes1 again and again1 upon the sunrise or the stars above us1 we shall become conscious of a presence greater and more beautiful than our minds can think4 ,in the experience of that vision strength and peace will come to us unbidden4 ,we shall find our lives raised1 as by an unseen force1 above the warfare of conscience and worry4 ,we shall begin to know the meaning of serenity and of that priceless1 if not wholly to be acquired1 possession1 the untroubled mind4 ,i am aware that ,i shall be misunderstood and perhaps ridiculed by my colleagues when ,i attempt to discuss religion in any way4 ,theology is a field in which ,i have had no training1 but that is the very reason why ,i dare write of it4 ,i do not even assume that there is a ,god in the traditional sense4 ,the idea is too great to be made concrete and literal4 ,no single fact of nature can be fully understood by our finite minds4 ,but ,i do feel vaguely that the laws that compass us1 and make our lives possible1 point always on--beyond the realms of time and space--toward the existence of a mighty overruling spirit4 ,if this is a cold and inadequate conception of ,god1 it is at least one that can be held by any man without compromise4 ,the modern mind is apt to fail of religious understanding and support1 because of the arbitrary interpretations of religion which are presented for our acceptance4 ,it is what men say about religion1 rather than religion itself1 that repels us4 ,let us think it out for ourselves4 ,if we are open to a simple1 even primitive1 conception of ,god1 we may still repudiate the creeds and doctrines1 but we are likely to become more tolerant of those who find them true and good4 ,we shall be likely in time to find the religion of ,christ understandable and acceptable--warm and quick with life4 ,the man who ungrudgingly opens his heart to the ,god of nature will be religious in the simplest possible sense4 ,he may worry because of the things he cannot altogether understand1 and because he falls so far short of the implied ideal4 ,but he will have enlarged his life so much that the common worries will find little room--he will be too full of the joy of living to spend much conscious thought in worry4 ,such a man will realize that he cannot afford to spend his time and strength in regretting his past mistakes4 ,there is too much in the future4 ,what he does in the future1 not what he has failed to do in the past1 will determine the quality of his life4 ,he knows this1 and the knowledge sends him into that future with courage and with strength4 ,finally1 in some indefinable way1 character will become more important to him than physical health even4 ,illness is half compensated when a man realizes that it is not what he accomplishes in the world1 but what he is that really counts1 which puts him in touch with the creative forces of ,god and raises him out of the aimless and ordinary into a life of inspiration and joy4 ,,ii ,,religio ,,medici ,at all events1 it is certain that if any medical man had come to ,middlemarch with the reputation of having definite religious views1 of being given to prayer and of otherwise showing an active piety1 there would have been a general presumption against his medical skill4 ,,george ,,eliot4 ,when a medically educated man talks and writes of religion and of ,god1 he is rightly enough questioned by his brothers--who are too busy with the hard work of practice to be concerned with anything but material problems4 ,to me the word ,god is symbolic of the power which created and which maintains the universe4 ,the sunrise and the stars of heaven give me some idea of his majesty1 the warmth and tenderness of human love give me some idea of his divine love4 ,that is all ,i know1 but it is enough to make life glow2 it is enough to inspire the most intense devotion to any good cause2 it is enough to make me bear suffering with some degree of patience2 and it is enough1 finally1 to give me some confidence and courage even in the face of the great mystery of death4 ,why this or another conception of ,god should produce such a profound result upon any one1 ,i do not know1 except that in some obscure way it connects the individual with the divine plan1 and does not leave him outside in despair and loneliness4 ,however that may be1 it will be conceded that a religious conception of some kind does much toward justifying life1 toward making it strong and livable1 and so has directly to do with certain important problems of illness and health4 ,the most practical medical man will admit that any illness is made lighter and more likely to recover in the presence of hope and serenity in the mind of the patient4 ,naturally the great bulk of medical practice calls for no handling other than that of the straight medical sort4 ,a man comes in with a crushed finger1 a girl with anaemia--the way is clear4 ,it is only in deeper1 more intricate departments of medicine that we altogether fail4 ,the bacteriologist and the pathologist have no use for mental treatment1 in their departments4 ,but when we come to the case of the nervously broken-down school teacher1 or the worn-out telegrapher1 that is another matter4 ,years may elapse before work can be resumed--years of dependence and anxiety4 ,here1 a new view of life is often more useful than drugs1 a view that accepts the situation reasonably after a while1 that does not grope blindly and impatiently for a cure1 but finds in life an inspiration that makes it good in spite of necessary suffering and limitations4 ,often enough we cannot promise a cure1 but we must be prepared to give something better4 ,a great deal of the fatigue and unhappiness of the world is due to the fact that we do not go deep enough in our justification for work or play1 or for any experience1 happy or sad4 ,there is a good deal of a void after we have said1 ,art for art's sake1 or ,play for the joy of playing1 or even after we have said1 ,i am working for the sake of my family1 or for some one who needs my help4 ,that is not enough2 and whether we realize it or not1 the lack of deeper justification is at the bottom of a restlessness and uncertainty which we might not be willing to acknowledge1 but which nevertheless is very real4 ,i am not satisfied when some moralist says1 ,be good and you will be happy4 ,the kind of happiness that comes from a perfunctory goodness is a thing which ,i cannot understand1 and which ,i certainly do not want4 ,if ,i work and play and serve and employ1 making up the fabric of a busy life1 if ,i attain a very real happiness1 ,i am tormented by the desire to know why ,i am doing it1 and ,i am not satisfied with the answer ,i usually get4 ,the patient may not be cured when he is relieved of his anaemia1 or when his emaciation has given place to the plumpness and suppleness and physical strength that we call health4 ,the man whom we look upon as well1 and who has never known physical illness1 is not well in the larger sense until he knows why he is working1 why he is living1 why he is filling his life with activity4 ,in spite of the elasticity and spring of the world's interests1 there must come often1 and with a kind of fatal insistence1 the deep demand for a cause1 for a justification4 ,if there is not an adequate significance behind it1 life1 with all its courage and accomplishment1 seems but a sorry thing1 so full of pathos1 even in its brightest moments1 so shadowed with a sense of loss and of finality that the bravest heart may well fail and the truest courage relax1 supported only by the assurance that this way lies happiness or that right is right4 ,what is this knowledge that the world is seeking1 but can never find8 ,what is this final justification8 ,if we seek it in its completeness1 we are doomed always to be ill and unsatisfied4 ,if we are willing to look only a little way into the great question1 if we are willing to accept a little for the whole1 content because it is manifestly part of the final knowledge1 and because we know that final knowledge rests with ,god alone1 we shall understand enough to save us from much sorrow and painful incompleteness4 ,there is1 in the infinitely varied and beautiful world of nature1 and in the hearts of men1 so much of beauty and truth that it is a wonder we do not all realize that these things of common life may be in us and for us the daily and hourly expression of the infinite being we call ,god4 ,we do not see ,god1 but we do feel and know so much that we may fairly believe to be of ,god that we do not need to see ,him face to face4 ,it is something more than imagination to feel that it is the life of ,god in our lives1 so often unrecognized or ignored1 that prompts us to all the greatness and the inspiration and the accomplishment of the world4 ,if we could know more clearly the joy of such a conception1 we should dry up at its source much of the unhappiness which is1 in a deep and subtle way1 at the bottom of many a nervous illness and many a wretched existence4 ,the happiness which is found in the recognition of kinship with ,god1 through the common things of life1 in the experiences which are so significant that they could not spring from a lesser source1 the happiness which is not sought1 but which is the inevitable result of such recognition--this experience goes a long way toward making life worth living4 ,if we do have this conception of life1 then some of the old1 old questions that have vexed so many dwellers upon the earth will no longer be a source of unhappiness or of illness of mind or body4 ,the question of immortality1 for instance1 which has made us afraid to die1 will no longer be a question--we shall not need to answer it1 in the presence of ,god1 in our lives and in the world about us4 ,we shall be content finally to accept whatever is in store for us--so it be the will of ,god4 ,we may even look for something better than mere immortality1 something more divine than our gross conception of eternal life4 ,this is a religion that ,i believe medical men may teach without hesitation whenever the need shall arise4 ,i know well enough that many a blunt if kindly man cannot bring himself to say these words1 even if he believes them1 but ,i do think that in some measure they point the way to what may wisely be taught4 ,there is a practice of medicine--the common practice--that is concerned with the body only1 and with its chemical and mechanical reactions4 ,we can have nothing but respect and admiration for the men who go on year after year in the eager pursuit of this calling4 ,we know that such a work is necessary1 that it is just as important as the educational practice of which ,i write4 ,we know that without the physical side medicine would fail of its usefulness and that disease and death would reap far richer harvests3 ,i only wish the two naturally related aspects of our dealing with patients might not be so completely separated that they lose sight of each other4 ,as a matter of fact1 both elements are necessary to our human welfare4 ,if medicine devotes itself altogether to the cure and prevention of physical disease1 it will miss half of its possibilities4 ,it is equally true that if we forget the physical necessities in our zeal for spiritual hygiene1 we shall get and deserve complete and humiliating failure4 ,many men will say1 ,why mix the two8 ,why not let the preachers and the philosophers preach and the doctors follow their own ways8 ,for the most part this may have to be the arrangement1 but the doctor who can see and treat the spiritual needs of his patient will always be more likely to cure in the best sense than the doctor who sees only half of the picture4 ,on the other hand1 the philosopher is likely to be a comparatively poor doctor1 because he knows nothing of medicine1 and so can see only the other half of the picture4 ,there is much to be said for the religion of medicine if it can be kept free from cant1 if it can be simple and rational enough to be available for the whole world4 ,,iii ,,thought ,,and ,,work ,i wish ,i had a trade6--,it would animate my arms and tranquilize my brain4 ,,senancour4 ,doe ye nexte thynge4--,old ,english ,proverb4 ,since our minds are so constantly filled with anxiety1 there would seem to be at least one sure way to be rid of it--to stop thinking4 ,a great many people believe that the mind will become less effective1 that life will become dull and purposeless1 unless they are constantly thinking and planning and arranging their affairs4 ,i believe that the mind may easily and wisely be free from conscious thought a good deal of the time1 and that the greatest progress and development in mind often comes when the thinker is virtually at rest1 when his mind is to all intents and purposes blank4 ,the busy1 unconscious mind does its best work in the serenity of an atmosphere which does not interfere and confuse4 ,it is true that the greatest conceptions do not come to the untrained and undisciplined mind4 ,but do we want great conceptions all the time8 ,there is a technical training for the mind which is1 of course1 necessary for special accomplishments1 but this is quite another matter4 ,even this kind of thought must not obtrude too much1 lest we become conscious of our mental processes and so end in confusion4 ,one of the greatest benefits of work with the hands1 or of objective and constructive work with the mind1 is that it saves us from unending hours of thinking4 ,work should1 of course1 find its fullest justification as an expression of faith4 ,if we have ever so dim a vision of a greater significance in life1 of its close relationship to infinite things1 we become thereby conscious of the need of service1 of the need of work4 ,it is the easy1 natural expression of our faith1 the inevitable result of a spiritual contact with the great working forces of the world4 ,it is work above all else that saves us from the disasters of conflicting thought4 ,a few years ago a young man came to me1 suffering from too much thinking4 ,he had just been graduated from college and his head was full of confused ideas and emotions4 ,he was also very tired1 having overworked in his preparation for examinations1 and because he had not taken the best care of his body4 ,the symptoms he complained of were sleeplessness and worry1 together with the inevitable indigestion and headache4 ,of course1 as a physician1 ,i went over the bodily functions carefully1 and studied1 as far as ,i might1 into the organic conditions4 ,i could find no evidence of physical disease4 ,i did not say1 ,there is nothing the matter with you2 for the man was sick4 ,i told him that he was tired1 that he had thought too much1 that he was too much concerned about himself1 and that as a result of all this his bodily functions were temporarily upset4 ,he thought he ought to worry about himself1 because otherwise he would not be trying to get well4 ,i explained to him that this mistaken obligation was the common reason for worry1 and that in this case1 at least1 it was quite unnecessary and even harmful for him to go on thinking about himself4 ,that helped a little1 but not nearly enough1 because when a man has overworked1 when he has begun to worry1 and when his various bodily functions show results of worry1 no reasoning1 no explanations1 can wholly relieve him4 ,i said to this young man1 ,in spite of your discomforts1 in spite of your depression and concern in regard to yourself1 you will get well if you will stop thinking about the matter altogether4 ,you must be first convinced that it is best for you to stop thinking1 that no harm or violence can result1 and then you must be helped in this direction by going to work with your hands--that will be life and progress1 it will lead you to health4 ,fortunately ,i had had some experience with nervous illness1 and ,i knew that unless ,i managed for this man the character and extent of his work1 he would not only fail in it1 but of its object1 and so become more confused and discouraged4 ,i knew the troubled mind1 in this instance1 might find its solace and its relief in work1 but that ,i must choose the work carefully to suit the individual1 and ,i must see that the nervously fatigued body was not pushed too hard4 ,in the town where ,i live is a blacksmith shop1 presided over by a genial old man who has been a blacksmith since he was a boy1 and in whose hands iron is like clay4 ,i took my patient down to the smithy and said1 ,here is a young man whom ,i want to put to work4 ,he will pay for the chance4 ,i want you first to teach him to make hand-wrought nails4 ,this was a good deal of a joke to the smith and to the patient1 but they saw that ,i was in earnest and agreed to go ahead4 ,we got together the proper tools and proceeded to make nails1 a job which is really not very difficult4 ,after an hour's work1 ,i called off my patient1 much to his disgust1 for he was just beginning to be interested4 ,but ,i knew that if he were to keep on until fatigue should come1 the whole matter would end in trouble4 ,so the next day1 with some new overalls and a leather apron added to the equipment1 we proceeded to another hour's work4 ,we went on this way for three or four days1 before the time was increased4 ,the interest of the patient was always fresh1 he was eager for more1 and he did not taste the dregs of fatigue4 ,yet he did get the wholesome exercise1 and he did get the strong turning of the mind from its worry and concern4 ,of course1 the rest of the day was taken care of in one way or another1 but the work was the central feature4 ,in a week1 we were at it two hours a day1 in three weeks1 four hours1 and in a month1 five hours4 ,he had made a handsome display of hand-wrought nails1 a superior line of pokers and shovels for fireplaces1 together with a number of very respectable andirons4 ,on each of these larger pieces of handiwork my patient had stamped his initials with a little steel die that was made for him4 ,each piece was his own1 each piece was the product of his own versatility and his own strength4 ,his pride and pleasure in this work were very great1 and well they might be1 for it is a fine thing to have learned to handle so intractable a material as iron4 ,but in handling the iron patiently and consistently until he could do it without too much conscious thinking1 and so without effort1 he had also learned to handle himself naturally1 more simply and easily4 ,as a matter of fact1 the illness which had brought this boy to me was pretty nearly cured by his blacksmithing1 because it was an illness of the mind and of the nerves1 and not of the body1 although the body had suffered in its turn4 ,that young man1 instead of becoming a nervous invalid as he might have done1 is now working steadily in partnership with his father1 in business in the city4 ,i had found him a very interesting patient1 full of originality and not at all the tedious and boresome person he might have been had ,i listened day after day1 week after week to the recital of his ills4 ,i was willing to listen1--,i did listen1--but ,i also gave him a new trend of life1 which pretty soon made his complaints sound hollow and then disappear4 ,of course1 the problem is not always so simple as this1 and we must often deal with complexities of body and mind requiring prolonged investigation and treatment4 ,i cite this case because it shows clearly that relief from some forms of nervous illness can come when we stop thinking1 when we stop analyzing1 and then back up our position with prescribed work4 ,there may be some nervous invalids who read these lines who will say1 ,but ,i have tried so many times to work and have failed4 ,unfortunately1 such failure must often occur unless we can proceed with care and with understanding4 ,but the principle remains true1 although it must be modified in an infinite variety to meet the changing conditions of individuals4 ,i see a great many people who are conscientiously trying to get well from nervous exhaustion4 ,they almost inevitably try too hard4 ,they think and worry too much about it1 and so exhaust themselves the more4 ,this is the greater pity because it is the honest and the conscientious people who make the greatest effort4 ,it is very hard for them to realize that they must stop thinking1 stop trying1 and if possible get to work before they can accomplish their end4 ,we shall have to repeat to them over and over again that they must stop thinking the matter out1 because the thing they are attempting to overcome is too subtle to be met in that way4 ,so1 if they are fortunate1 they may rid themselves of the vagueness and uncertainty of life1 until all the multitude of details which go to make up life lose their desultoriness and their lack of meaning1 and they may find themselves no longer the subjects of physical or nervous exhaustion4 ,,iv ,,idleness ,o ye6 who have your eyeballs vex'd and tir'd1 ,feast them upon the wideness of the sea4 ,,keats4 ,extreme busyness1 whether at school or college1 kirk or market1 is a symptom of deficient vitality2 and a faculty for idleness implies a catholic appetite and a strong sense of personal identity4 ,,stevenson4 ,it is an unfortunate fact that very few people are able to be idle successfully4 ,i think it is not so much because we misuse idleness as because we misinterpret it that the long days become increasingly demoralizing4 ,i would ask no one to accept a forced idleness without objection or regret4 ,such an acceptance would imply a lack of spirit1 to say the least4 ,but idleness and rest are not incompatible2 neither are idleness and service1 nor idleness and contentment4 ,if we can look upon rest as a preparation for service1 if we can make it serve us in the opportunity it gives for quiet growth and legitimate enjoyment1 then it is fully justified and it may offer advantages and opportunity of the best4 ,the chief trouble with idleness is that it so often means introspection1 worry1 and impatience1 especially to those conscientious souls who would fain be about their business4 ,i have for a long time been accustomed to combat the worry and fret of necessary idleness--not by forbidding it1 not by advising struggle and fight against it1 but by insisting that the best way to get rid of it is to leave it alone1 to accept it4 ,when we do this there may come a kind of fallow time in which the mind enriches and refreshes itself beyond our conception4 ,i would rather my patient who must rest for a long time would give up all thought of method1 would give up all idea of making his mind follow any particular line of thought or absence of thought4 ,i know that the mind which has been under conscious control a good deal of the time is apt to rebel at this freedom and to indulge in all kinds of alarming extravagances4 ,i am sure1 however1 that the best way to meet these demands for conscious control is to be careless of them1 to be willing to experience these extravagances and inconsistencies without fear1 in the belief that finally will come a quiet and peace which will be all that we can ask4 ,the peace of mind that is unguided1 in the conscious and literal sense1 is a thing which too few of us know4 ,mr4 ,arnold ,bennett1 in his little book1 ,how to ,live on ,twenty-four ,hours a ,day1 teaches that we should leave no time unused in our lives2 that we should accomplish a great deal more and be infinitely more effective and progressive if we devoted our minds to the definite working-out of necessary problems whenever those times occur in which we are apt to be desultory4 ,i wish here to make a plea for desultoriness and for an idleness which goes even beyond the idleness of the man who reads the newspaper and forgets what he has read4 ,it seems to me better1 whether we are sick or well1 to allow long periods in our lives when we think only casually4 ,to the good old adage1 ,work while you work and play while you play1 we might well add1 ,rest while you rest1 lest in the end you should be unable successfully either to work or play4 ,a man is not necessarily condemned to tortures of mind because he must rest for a week or a month or a year4 ,i know that there must be anxious times1 especially when idleness means dependence1 and when it brings hardship to those who need our help4 ,but the invalid must not try constantly to puzzle the matter out4 ,if we do not make ourselves sick with worry1 we shall be able sometime to approach active life with sufficient frankness and force4 ,it is the constant effort of the poor1 tired mind to solve its problems that not only fails of its object1 but plunges the invalid deeper into discouragement and misunderstanding4 ,how cruel this is1 and how unfortunate that it should come more commonly to those who try the hardest to overcome their handicaps1 to throw off the yoke of idleness and to be well4 ,when you have tried your best to get back to your work and have failed1 when you have done this not once but many times1 it is inevitable that misunderstanding should creep in1 inevitable that you should question very deeply and doubt not infrequently4 ,yet the chances are that one of the reasons for your failure is that you have tried too hard1 that you have not known how to rest4 ,when you have learned how to rest1 when you have learned to put off thinking and planning until the mind becomes fresh and clear1 when you are in a fair way to know the joy of idleness and the peace of rest1 you are a great deal more likely to get back to efficiency and to find your way along the great paths of activity into the world of life4 ,it is not so much the idleness1 then1 as the attempt to overcome its irksomeness1 that makes this condition painful4 ,the invalid in bed is in a trap1 to be tormented by his thoughts unless he knows the meaning of successful idleness4 ,this knowledge may come to him by such strategy as ,i have suggested--by giving up the struggle against worry and fret2 but peace will come surely1 steadily1 with healing in its wings1 when the mind is changed altogether1 when life becomes free because of a growth and development that finds significance even in idleness1 that sees the world with wise and patient eyes4 ,in a way it does not matter1 your physical condition or mine1 if our eyes have seen the glory that deifies life and makes even its waste places beautiful4 ,what is that view from your window as you lie in your bed8 ,a bit of the sea1 if you are fortunate1 a corner of garden1 surely1 the top of an elm tree against the blue4 ,what is it but the revelations of a ,god in the world8 ,there is enough that is sad and unhappy1 but over all are these simple1 ineffable things4 ,if the garden is an expression of ,god in the world1 then the world and life are no longer meaningless4 ,even idleness becomes in some degree bearable because it is a part of a significant world4 ,unfortunately1 the idleness of disability often means pain1 the wear and tear of physical or nervous suffering4 ,that is another matter4 ,we cannot meet it fully with any philosophy4 ,my patients very often beg to know the best way to bear pain1 how they may overcome the attacks of nerves that are harder to bear than pain4 ,to such a question ,i can only say that the time to bear pain is before and after4 ,live in such a way in the times of comparative comfort that the attacks are less likely to appear and easier to bear when they do come4 ,after the pain or the nervous attack is over1 that is the time to prevent the worst features of another4 ,forget the distress2 live simply and happily in spite of the memory1 and you will have done all that the patient himself can do to ward off or to make tolerable the next occasion of suffering4 ,pain itself--pure physical pain--is a matter for the physician's judgment4 ,it is his business to seek out the causes and apply the remedy4 ,v ,,rules ,,of ,,the ,,game ,it is not growing like a tree ,in bulk1 doth make man better be4 ,,ben ,,jonson4 ,it is a good thing to have a sound body1 better to have a sane mind1 but neither is to be compared to that aggregate of virile and decent qualities which we call character4 ,,theodore ,,roosevelt4 ,the only effective remedy against inexorable necessity is to yield to it4 ,,petrarch4 ,when ,i go about among my patients1 most of them1 as it happens1 nervously sick1 ,i sometimes stop to consider why it is they are ill4 ,i know that some are so because of physical weakness over which they have no control1 that some are suffering from the effects of carelessness1 some from wilfulness1 and more from simple ignorance of the rules of the game4 ,there are so many rules that no one will ever know them all1 but it seems that we live in a world of laws1 and that if we transgress those laws by ever so little1 we must suffer equally1 whether our transgression is a mistake or not1 and whether we happen to be saints or sinners4 ,there are laws also which have to do with the recovery of poise and balance when these have been lost4 ,these laws are less well observed and understood than those which determine our downfall4 ,the more gross illnesses1 from accident1 contagion1 and malignancy1 we need not consider here1 but only those intangible injuries that disable people who are relatively sound in the physical sense4 ,it is true that nervous troubles may cause physical complications and that physical disease very often coexists with nervous illness1 but it is better for us now to make an artificial separation4 ,just what happens in the human economy when a nervous breakdown comes1 nobody seems to know1 but mind and body cooeperate to make the patient miserable and helpless4 ,it may be nature's way of holding us up and preventing further injury4 ,the hold-up is severe1 usually1 and becomes in itself a thing to be managed4 ,the rules we have wittingly or unwittingly broken are often unknown to us1 but they exist in the ,all-,wise ,providence1 and we may guess by our own suffering how far we have overstepped them4 ,if a man runs into a door in the dark1 we know all about that1--the case is simple1--but if he runs overtime at his office and hastens to be rich with the result of a nervous dyspepsia--that is a mystery4 ,here is a girl who came out last year4 ,she was apparently strong and her mother was ambitious for her social progress4 ,that meant four nights a week for several months at dances and dinners1 getting home at #c ,a4,m4 or later4 ,it was gay and delightful while it lasted1 but it could not last1 and the girl went to pieces suddenly2 her back gave out because it was not strong enough to stand the dancing and the long-continued physical strain4 ,the nerves gave out because she did not give her faculties time to rest1 and perhaps because of a love affair that supervened4 ,the result was a year of invalidism1 and then1 because the rules of recovery were not understood1 several years more of convalescence4 ,such common rules should be well enough understood1 but they are broken everywhere by the wisest people4 ,the common case of the broken-down school teacher is more unfortunate4 ,this tragedy and others like it are more often1 ,i believe1 due to unwise choice of profession in the first place4 ,the women's colleges are turning out hundreds of young women every year who naturally consider teaching as the field most appropriate and available4 ,probably only a very small proportion of these girls are strong enough physically or nervously to meet the growing demands of the schools4 ,they may do well for a time1 some of them unusually well1 for it is the sensitive1 high-strung organism that is appreciative and effective4 ,after a while the worry and fret of the requirements and the constant nag of the schoolroom have their effect upon those who are foredoomed to failure in that particular field4 ,the plight of such young women is particularly hard1 for they are usually dependent upon their work4 ,it is1 after all1 not so much the things we do as the way we do them1 and what we think about them1 that accomplishes nervous harm4 ,strangely enough1 the sense of effort and the feeling of our own inadequacy damage the nervous system quite as much as the actual physical effort4 ,the attempt to catch up with life and with affairs that go on too fast for us is a frequent and harmful deflection from the rules of the game4 ,few of us avoid it4 ,life comes at us and goes by very fast4 ,tasks multiply and we are inadequate1 responsibilities increase before we are ready4 ,they bring fatigue and confusion4 ,we cannot shirk and be true4 ,having done all you reasonably can1 stop1 whatever may be the consequences4 ,that is a rule ,i would enforce if ,i could4 ,to do more is to drag and fail1 so defeating the end of your efforts4 ,if it turns out that you are not fit for the job you have undertaken1 give it up and find another1 or modify that one until it comes within your capacity4 ,it takes courage to do this--more courage sometimes than is needed to make us stick to the thing we are doing4 ,rarely1 however1 will it be necessary for us to give up if we will undertake and consider for the day only such part of our task as we are able to perform4 ,the trouble is that we look at our work or our responsibility all in one piece1 and it crushes us4 ,if we cannot arrange our lives so that we may meet their obligations a little at a time1 then we must admit failure and try again1 on what may seem a lower plane4 ,that is what ,i consider the brave thing to do4 ,i would honor the factory superintendent1 who1 finding himself unequal to his position1 should choose to work at the bench where he could succeed perfectly4 ,the habit of uncertainty in thought and action1 bred1 as it sometimes is1 from a lack of faith in man and in ,god1 is1 nevertheless1 a thing to be dealt with sometimes by itself4 ,not infrequently it is a petty habit that can be corrected by the exercise of a little will power4 ,i believe it is better to decide wrong a great many times--doing it quickly--than to come to a right decision after weakly vacillating4 ,as a matter of fact1 we may trust our decisions to be fair and true if our life's ideals are beautiful and true4 ,we may improve our indecisions a great deal by mastering their unhappy details1 but we shall not finally overcome them until life rings true and until all our acts and thoughts become the solid and inevitable expression of a healthy growing regard for the best in life1 a call to right living that is no mean dictum of policy1 but which is renewed every morning as the sun comes out of the sea4 ,however inconsequential the habit of indecision may seem1 it is really one of the most disabling of bad habits4 ,its continuance contributes largely to the sum of nervous exhaustion4 ,whatever its origin1 whether it stands in the relation of cause or effect1 it is an indulgence that insidiously takes the snap and sparkle out of life and leaves us for the time being colorless and weak4 ,next to uncertainty1 an uninspired certainty is wrecking to the best of human prospects4 ,the man whose one idea is of making himself and his family materially comfortable1 or even rich1 may not be coming to nervous prostration1 but he is courting a moral prostration that will deny him all the real riches of life and that will in the end reward him with a troubled mind1 a great1 unsatisfied longing1 unless1 to be sure1 he is too smug and satisfied to long for anything4 ,the larger life leads us inevitably away from ourselves1 away from the super-requirements of our families4 ,it demands of them and of ourselves an unselfishness that is born of a love that finds its expression in the service of ,god4 ,and what is the service of ,god if it is not such an entering into the divine purposes and spirit that we become with ,god re-creators in the world--working factors in the higher evolution of humanity8 ,while we live we shall get and save1 we shall use and spend1 we shall serve the needs of those dependent upon us1 but we shall not line the family nest so softly that our children become powerless4 ,we shall not confine our charities to the specified channels1 where our names will be praised and our credit increased4 ,we shall give and serve in secret places with our hearts in our deeds4 ,then we may possess the untroubled mind1 a treasure too rich to be computed4 ,we shall not have it for the seeking2 it may exist in the midst of what men may call privations and sorrows2 but it will exist in a very large sense and it will be ours4 ,the so-called hard-headed business man who never allows himself to be taken advantage of1 whose dealings are always strict and uncompromising1 is very apt to be a particularly miserable invalid when he is ill4 ,i cannot argue in favor of business laxity1--,i know the imperative need of exactness and finality1--but ,i do believe that if we are to possess the untroubled mind we must make our lives larger than the field of dollars and cents4 ,the charity that develops in us will make us truly generous and free from the reaction of hardness4 ,it is a great temptation to go on multiplying the rules of the game4 ,there are so many sensible and necessary pieces of advice which we all need to have emphasized4 ,that is the course we must try to avoid4 ,the child needs to be told1 arbitrarily for a while1 what is right1 and what is wrong1 that he must do this1 and he must not do that4 ,the time comes1 however1 when the growing instinct toward right living is the thing to foster--not the details of life which will inevitably take care of themselves if the underlying principle is made right4 ,it must be the ideal of moral teaching to make clear and pure the source of action4 ,then the stream will be clear and pure4 ,such a stream will purify itself and neutralize the dangerous inflow along its banks4 ,it is true that great harm may come from the polluted inflows1 but they will be less and less harmful as the increasing current from the good source flows down4 ,we shall have to look well to our habits lest serious ills befall1 but that must never be the main concern or we shall find ourselves living very narrow and labored lives2 we shall find that we are failing to observe one of the most important rules of the game4 ,,vi ,,the ,,nervous ,,temperament ,beyond the ugly actual1 lo1 on every side1 ,imagination's limitless domain4 ,,browning4 ,he that too much refines his delicacy will always endanger his quiet4 ,,samuel ,,johnson4 ,the great refinement of many poetical gentlemen has rendered them practically unfit for the jostling and ugliness of life4 ,,stevenson4 ,it has been my fortune as a physician to deal much with the so-called nervous temperament4 ,i have come both to fear and to love it4 ,it is the essence of all that is bright1 imaginative1 and fine1 but it is as unstable as water4 ,those who possess it must suffer--it is their lot to feel deeply1 and very often to be misunderstood by their more practical friends4 ,all their lives these people will shed tears of joy1 and more tears of sorrow4 ,i would like to write of their joy1 of the perfect satisfaction1 the true happiness that comes in creating new and beautiful things1 of the deep pleasure they have in the appreciation of good work in others4 ,but with the instinct of a dog trained for a certain kind of hunting ,i find myself turning to the misfortunes and the ills4 ,the very keenness of perception makes painful anything short of perfection4 ,what will such people do in our clanging streets8 ,what of those fine ears tuned to the most exquisite appreciation of sweet sound8 ,what of that refinement of hearing that detects the least departure from the rhythm and pitch in complex orchestral music8 ,and must they bear the crash of steel on stone1 the infernal clatter of traffic8 ,well1 yes1--as a matter of fact--they must1 at least for a good many years to come1 until advancing civilization eliminates the city noise4 ,but it is not always great noises that disturb and distract4 ,there is a story told of a woman who became so sensitive to noise that she had her house made sound-proof3 there were thick carpets and softly closing doors2 everything was padded4 ,the house was set back from a quiet street1 but that street was strewn with tanbark to check the sound of carriages4 ,surely here was bliss for the sensitive soul4 ,i need not tell the rest of the story1 how absolutely necessary noises became intolerable1 and the poor woman ended by keeping a man on the place to catch and silence the tree toads and crickets4 ,there is nothing to excuse the careless and unnecessary noises of the world--we shall dispose of them finally as we are disposing of flamboyant signboards and typhoid flies4 ,but meanwhile1 and always1 for that matter1 the sensitive soul must learn to adjust itself to circumstances and conditions4 ,this adjustment may in itself become a fine art4 ,it is really the art by which the painter excludes the commonplace and irrelevant from his landscape4 ,sometimes we have to do this consciously2 for the most part1 it should be a natural1 unconscious selection4 ,i am sure it is unwise to attempt at any time the dulling of the appreciative sense for the sake of peace and comfort4 ,love and understanding of the beautiful and true is too rare and fine a thing to be lost or diminished under any circumstances4 ,the cure1 as ,i see it1 is to be found in the cultivation of the faculty that finds some good in everything and everybody4 ,this is the saving grace--it takes great bulks of the commonplace and distils from the mass a few drops of precious essence2 it finds in the unscholarly and the imperfect1 rare traces of good2 it sees in man1 any man1 the image of ,god1 to be justified and made evident only in the sublimity of death1 perhaps1 but usually to be developed in life4 ,the nervous person is often morose and unsocial--perhaps because he is not understood1 perhaps because he falls so short of his own ideals4 ,often he does not find kindred spirits anywhere4 ,i do not think we should drive such a man into conditions that hurt1 but ,i do believe that if he is truly artistic1 and not a snob1 he may lead himself into a larger social life without too much sacrifice4 ,the sensitive1 high-strung spirit that does not give of its own best qualities to the world of its acquaintance1 that does not express itself in some concrete way1 is always in danger of harm4 ,such a spirit turned in upon itself is a consuming fire4 ,the spirit will burn a long time and suffer much if it does not use its heat to warm and comfort the world of need4 ,real illness makes the nervous temperament a much more formidable difficulty--all the sensitive faculties are more sensitive--irritability becomes an obsession and idleness a terror4 ,the nervous temperament under irritation is very prone to become selfish--and very likely to hide behind this selfishness1 calling it temperament4 ,the man who flies into a passion when he is disturbed1 or who spends his days in torment from the noises of the street2 the woman of high attainment who has retired into herself1 who is moody and unresponsive1--these unfortunates have virtually built a wall about their lives1 a wall which shuts out the world of life and happiness4 ,from the walls of this prison the sounds of discord and annoyance are thrown back upon the prisoner intensified and multiplied4 ,the wall is real enough in its effect1 but will cease to exist when the prisoner begins to go outside1 when he begins to realize his selfishness and his mistake4 ,then the noises and the irritations will be lost in the wider world that is open to him4 ,after all1 it is only through unselfish service in the world of men that this broadening can come4 ,there is no lack of opportunity for service4 ,perhaps the simplest and most available form of service is charity1--the big1 professional kind1 of course1--and beyond that the greater field of intimate and personal charity4 ,i know a girl of talent and ability--herself a nervous invalid--sick and helpless for the lack of a little money which would give her a chance to get well4 ,i do not mean money for luxuries1 for foolish indulgences1 but money to buy opportunity--money that would lift her out of the heavy morass of poverty and give her a chance4 ,she falls outside the beaten path of charity4 ,she is not reached by the usual philanthropies4 ,i also know plenty of people who could help that girl without great sacrifice4 ,they will not do it because they give money to the regular charities--they will not do it because sometimes generosity has been abused4 ,so they miss the chance of broadening and developing their own lives4 ,i know well enough that objective interest can rarely be forced--it must usually come the other way about--through the broadening of life which makes it inevitable4 ,sometimes ,i wish ,i could force that kind of development1 that kind of charity4 ,sometimes ,i long to take the rich neurasthenic and make him help his brother1 make him develop a new art that shall save people from sorrow and loss4 ,we are all together in this world1 and all kin2 to recognize it and to serve the needs of the unfortunate as we would serve our own children is the remedy for many ills4 ,it is the new art1 the final and greatest of all artistic achievements2 it warms our hearts and opens our lives to all that is wholesome and good4 ,this is one of the crises in which my theory of inspiration first may fail4 ,here the charity may have to come first1 may have to be insisted upon before there can be any inspiration or any further joy in life4 ,it is not always charity in the usual sense that is required2 sometimes the charity that gives something besides money is best4 ,but charity in any good sense means self-forgetfulness1 and that is a long way on the road to nervous health4 ,give of yourself1 give of your substance1 and you will cease to be troubled with the penalties of selfishness4 ,then take the next step--that gives not because life has come back1 but because the world has become larger and warmer and happier4 ,when the giver gives of his sympathy and of his means because he wants to1--not because he has to do so1--he will begin to know what ,i mean when ,i say it is better to have the inspiration first4 ,,vii ,,self-,,control ,he only earns his freedom and existence ,who daily conquers them anew4 ,,goethe4 ,a good many writers on self-control and kindred subjects insist that we shall conscientiously and consciously govern our mental lives4 ,they say1 ,you must get up in the morning with determination to be cheerful4 ,they insist that in spite of annoyance or trouble you shall keep a smiling face1 and affirm to yourself over and over again the denial of annoyance4 ,i do not like this kind of self-control4 ,i wish ,i could admire it and approve it1 but ,i find ,i cannot because it seems to me self-conscious and superficial4 ,it is better than nothing and unquestionably adds greatly to the sum of human happiness4 ,but ,i do not think we ought to be cheerful if we are consumed with trouble and sorrow4 ,the fact is we ought not to be for long beyond a natural cheerfulness that comes from the deepest possible sources4 ,while we are sad1 let us be so1 simply and naturally2 but we must pray that the light may come to us in our sorrow1 that we may be able soon and naturally to put aside the signs of mourning4 ,the person who thinks little of his own attitude of mind is more likely to be well controlled and to radiate happiness than one who must continually prompt himself to worthy thoughts4 ,the man whose heart is great with understanding of the sorrow and pathos of life is far more apt to be brave and fine in his own trouble than one who must look to a motto or a formula for consolation and advice4 ,deep in the lives of those who permanently triumph over sorrow there is an abiding peace and joy4 ,such peace cannot come even from ample experience in the material world4 ,despair comes from that experience sometimes1 unless the heart is open to the vital spirit that lies beyond all material things1 that creates and renews life and that makes it indescribably beautiful and significant4 ,experience of material things is only the beginning4 ,in it and through it we may have experience of the wider life that surrounds the material4 ,our hearts must be opened to the courage that comes unbidden when we feel ourselves to be working1 growing parts of the universe of ,god4 ,then we shall have no more sorrow and no more joy in the pitiful sense of the earth1 but rather an exaltation which shall make us masters of these and of ourselves4 ,we shall have a sympathy and charity that shall need no promptings1 but that flow from us spontaneously into the world of suffering and need4 ,beethoven was of a sour temper1 according to all accounts1 but he wrote his symphonies in the midst of tribulations under which few men would have worked at all4 ,when we have felt something of the spirit that makes work inevitable1 it will be as though we had heard the eternal harmonies4 ,we shall write our symphonies1 build our bridges1 or do our lesser tasks with dauntless purpose1 even though the possessions that men count dear are taken from us4 ,suppose we can do very little because of some infirmity3 if that little has in it the larger inspiration1 it will be enough to make life full and fine4 ,the joy of a wider life is not obtainable in its completeness2 it is only through a lifetime of service and experience that we can approach it4 ,that is the proof of its divine origin--its unattainableness4 ,god keep you from the she wolf and from your heart's deepest desire1 is an old saying of the ,rumanians4 ,if we fully obtain our desires1 we prove their unworthiness4 ,does any one suppose that ,beethoven attained his whole heart's desire in his music8 ,he might have done so had he been a lesser man4 ,he was not a cheerful companion4 ,that is unfortunate1 and shows that he failed in complete inspiration and in the ordinary kind of self-control4 ,he was at least sincere1 and that helped not a little to make him what he was4 ,i would almost rather a man would be morose and sincere than cheerful from a sense of duty4 ,our knowledge of the greater things of life must always be substantiated and worked out into realities of service1 or else we shall be weak and ineffective4 ,the charity that balks at giving1 reacts upon a man and deadens him4 ,i am always insisting that we must not live and serve through a sense of duty1 but that we must find the inspiration first4 ,it is better to give ourselves to service not for the sake of finding ,god1 but because we have found ,him and because our souls have grown in the finding until we cannot help giving4 ,if we have grown to such a stature we shall be able to meet sorrow and loss bravely and simply4 ,we shall feel for ourselves and for others in their troubles as ,forbes ,robertson did when he wrote to his friend who had met with a great loss3 ,i pray that you may never1 never1 never get over this sorrow1 but through it1 into it1 into the very heart of ,god4 ,all this is very unworldly1 no doubt1 and yet ,i will venture the assertion that such a standard and such a method will come nearer to the mark of successful and well-controlled living than the most carefully planned campaign of duty4 ,if we plan to make life fine1 if we say1 in effect1 ,i will be good and cheerful1 no matter what happens1 we are beginning at the wrong end4 ,we may be able to work back from our mottoes to real living1 but the chances are we shall stop somewhere by the way1 too confused and uncertain to go on4 ,self-control1 at its best1 is not a conscious thing4 ,it is not well that we should try to be good1 but that we should so dignify our lives with the spirit of good that evil becomes well-nigh impossible to us4 ,,viii ,,the ,,lighter ,,touch ,heart not so heavy as mine1 ,wending late home1 ,as it passed my window ,whistled itself a tune4 ,,emily ,,dickinson4 ,i have never seen good come from frightening worriers4 ,it is no doubt wise to speak the truth1 but it seems to me a mistake to say in public print or in private advice that worry leads to tragedies of the worst sort4 ,no matter how hopeful we may be in our later teaching about the possibilities of overcoming worry1 the really serious worrier will pounce upon the original tragic statement and apply it with terrible insistence to his own case4 ,i would not minimize the seriousness of worry1 but ,i am convinced that we can rarely overcome it by direct voluntary effort4 ,it does not go until we forget it1 and we do not forget it if we are always trying consciously to overcome it4 ,we worriers must go about our business--other business than that of worry4 ,life is serious--alas1 too serious--and full enough of pathos4 ,we cannot joke about its troubles2 they are real4 ,but1 at least1 we need not magnify them4 ,why should we act as though everything depended upon our efforts1 even the changing seasons and the blowing winds8 ,no doubt we are responsible for our own acts and thoughts and for the welfare of those who depend upon us4 ,the trouble is we take unnecessary responsibilities so seriously that we overreach ourselves and defeat our own good ends4 ,i would make my little world more blessedly careless--with an abandon that loves life too much to spoil it with worry4 ,i would cherish so great a desire for my child's good that ,i could not scold and bear down upon him for every little fault1 making him a worrier too1 but1 instead1 ,i would guide him along the right path with pleasant words and brave encouragement4 ,the condemnation of faults is rarely constructive4 ,we had better say to the worriers1 ,here is life2 no matter what unfortunate things you may have said or done1 you must put all evil behind you and live--simply1 bravely1 well4 ,the greater the evil1 the greater the need of forgetting4 ,not flippantly1 but reverently1 leave your misdeeds in a limbo where they may not rise to haunt you4 ,this great thing you may do1 not with the idea of evading or escaping consequences1 but so that past evil may be turned into present and future good4 ,the criminal himself is coming to be treated this way4 ,he is no longer eternally reminded of his crime4 ,he is taken out into the sunshine and air and is given a shovel to dig with4 ,a wonderful thing is that shovel4 ,with it he may bury the past and raise up a happier1 better future4 ,we must care so much to expiate our sins that we are willing to neglect them and live righteously4 ,that is true repentance1 constructive repentance4 ,we cannot suddenly change our mental outlook and become happy when grief has borne us down4 ,for the broken heart silence and shade1--that is fair and right4 ,i would say to those who are unhappy1 ,do not try to be happy1 you cannot force it2 but let peace come to you out of the great world of beauty that calmly surrounds our human suffering1 and that speaks to us quietly of ,god4 ,genuine laughter is not forced1 but we may let it come back into our lives if we know that it is right for it to come4 ,we have all about us instances of the effectiveness of the lighter touch as applied to serious matters4 ,the life of the busy surgeon is a good example4 ,he may be1 and usually is1 brimming with sympathy1 but if he were to feel too deeply for all his patients1 he would soon fail and die4 ,he goes about his work4 ,he puts through a half-dozen operations in a way that would send cold shivers down the back of the uninitiated4 ,and yet he is accurate and sure as a machine4 ,if he were to take each case upon his mind in a heavy1 consequential way1 if he were to give deep concern to each ligature he ties1 and if he were to be constantly afraid of causing pain1 he would be a poor surgeon4 ,his work1 instead of being clean and sharp1 would suffer from over-conscientiousness4 ,he might never finish an operation for fear his patient would bleed to death4 ,such a man may be the reverse of flippant1 and yet he may actually enjoy his somber work4 ,cruel1 bloodthirsty8 ,not at all4 ,these men--the great surgeons--are as tender as children4 ,but they love their work1 they really care very deeply for their patients4 ,the successful ones have the lighter touch and they have no time for worry4 ,sometimes we wish to arouse the public conscience4 ,do the long columns of figures1 the impressive statistics1 wake men to activity8 ,it is rather the keen1 bright thrust of the satirist that saves the day4 ,once in a ,new ,england town meeting there was a movement for a much-needed new schoolhouse4 ,by the installation of skylights in the attic the old building had been made to accommodate the overflow of pupils4 ,the serious speakers in favor of the new building had left the audience cold1 when a young man arose and said he had been up into the attic and had seen the wonderful skylights that were supposed to meet the needs of the children4 ,i have seen them1 he said2 we used to call them scuttles when ,i was a boy4 ,a hundred thousand dollars was voted for the new schoolhouse4 ,there is a natural gayety in most of us which helps more than we realize to keep us sound4 ,the pity is that when responsibilities come and hardships come1 we repress our lighter selves sternly1 as though such repression were a duty4 ,better let us guard the springs of happiness very1 very jealously4 ,the whistling boy in the dark street does more than cheer himself on the way4 ,he actually protects himself from evil1 and brings courage not only to himself1 but to those who hear him4 ,i do not hold for false cheerfulness that is sometimes affected1 but a brave show of courage in a forlorn hope will sometimes win the day4 ,it is infinitely more likely to win than a too serious realization of the danger of defeat4 ,the show of courage is often not a pretense at all1 but victory itself4 ,the need of the world is very great and its human destiny is in our hands4 ,half of those who could help to right the wrongs are asleep or too selfishly immersed in their own affairs4 ,we need more helpers like my friend of the skylights4 ,most of us are far too serious4 ,the slumberers will slumber on1 and the worriers will worry1 the serious people will go ponderously about until some one shows them how ridiculous they are and how pitiful4 ,,ix ,,regrets ,,and ,,forebodings ,regret avails little--still less remorse--the one keeps alive the old offense1 the other creates new offenses4 ,,goethe4 ,the unrepentant sinner walks abroad4 ,unfortunately for us moralists he seems to be having a very good time4 ,we must not condone him1 though he may be a very lovable person2 neither must we altogether condemn him1 for he may be repentant in the very best way of all ways1 the way that forgets much and leaves behind more1 because life is so fine that it must not be spoiled1 and because progress is in every way better than retrospection4 ,the fact is1 that repentance is too often the fear of punishment1 and such fear is1 to say the least1 unmanly4 ,i would rather be a lovable sinner than one of the people who repent because they cannot bear to think of the consequences4 ,knowledge and fear of consequences undoubtedly keep a great many young people from the so-called sins of ignorance4 ,but there must be something behind knowledge and fear of consequences to stop the youth of spirit from doing what he is inclined to do4 ,over and over again we must go back to the appreciation of life's dignity and beauty--to the consciousness of the spirit of ,god behind and in the world if we are to find a balance and a character that will deliver us from evil4 ,when we have found this consciousness--when we live it and breathe it1 we shall be far less apt to sin1 and when we have sinned1 as we all must in the course of our blundering lives1 we shall not waste our time in regret or in the fear of consequences4 ,if the ,god we dream of is as great as the sea1 or as beautiful as a tree1 we need not fear ,him4 ,he will be tender1 and just at the same time4 ,he will be as forgiving as ,he is strong4 ,the best we can do1 then1 is to leave our sins in the hand of ,god and go our way1 sadder and wiser1 maybe1 but not regretting too much1 not fearing any more4 ,there is a new idea in medicine--the development of which has been one of the most striking achievements of modern times--the idea of psychanalysis as taught and advocated by ,freud in ,germany4 ,the plan is to study the subconscious mind of the nervous patient by means of hypnotism1 to assist the patient to recall all the mental experiences of his past1--even his very early childhood1--and in this way to make clear the origin of the misconceptions and the unfortunate impressions which have presumably exerted their influence through the years4 ,the new system includes1 also1 the interpretation of dreams1 their effect upon the conscious life and their influence upon the mentality4 ,very wonderful results are reported from the pursuit of this method4 ,many a badly warped and twisted life has been straightened out and renewed when the searchlight has revealed the hidden influences that have been at work and which have made trouble4 ,the repression of conscious or unconscious feelings can no doubt change the whole mental life4 ,we should have the greatest respect for the men who are doing this work4 ,it requires1 ,i am told1 an almost unbelievable amount of patience and time to accomplish the analysis4 ,no doubt the adult judgment of childish follies is a direct means of disposing of their harmful influence in life1 the surest way of losing the conscious or unconscious regrets that sadden many lives4 ,there are probably many cases of disturbed and troubled mind that can be cured in this way only4 ,the method does not appeal to me because ,i am so strongly inclined to take people as they are1 to urge a forgetfulness that does not really forget1 but which goes on bravely to the development of life4 ,this development cannot proceed without the understanding that life may be made so beautiful that sins and failures are lost in progress4 ,some of us may need the subtle analysis of our lives to make clear the points where we went astray in our thoughts and ideas1 but many of us1 fortunately1 are able to take ourselves for better or for worse1 sins and all4 ,most of us ought to do that1 for the most part1 if we are to progress and live4 ,sometimes the revelations of evils we know not of result in complications rather than simplification1 as in the case of a boy who wrote to me and said that since he had learned of his early sins he had made sure that he could never be well4 ,instead of going into further analysis with him1 ,i assured him that1 while it was undoubtedly his duty to regret all the evil of his life1 it was a still greater duty to go on and live the rest of it well1 and that he could do so if he would open his eyes to the possibilities of unselfish service4 ,i am very much inclined to preach against self-analysis and the almost inevitable regret and despair that accompany it4 ,one of my patients decided some time ago that her life was wasted1 that she had accomplished nothing4 ,it was true that she had not the endurance to meet the usual demands of social or even family life1 and that for long periods she had to give up altogether4 ,but it happened that she had the gift of musical understanding1 that she had studied hard in younger days4 ,with a little urging the gift was made to grow again and to serve not only the patient's own needs1 but to bring very great pleasure to every one who listened to her playing4 ,that rare1 true ability was worth everything1 and she came to realize it in time4 ,the gift of musical expression is a very great thing1 and ,i succeeded in making this woman understand that she should be happy in that ability even if nothing else should be possible4 ,often enough nothing that can compare with music exists1 and life seems wholly barren4 ,rather cold comfort it seems at first to assure a person who is helpless that character is the greatest thing in the world1 but that is the final truth4 ,the most limited and helpless life may glow with it and be richer than imagination can believe4 ,it is never time to regret--and never time to despair4 ,the less analysis the better4 ,when it comes to character1 live1 grow1 and get a deeper and deeper understanding of life--of life that is near to ,god and so capable of wrong only as we turn away from ,him4 ,do not say things2 what you are stands over you and thunders so1 ,i cannot hear what you say to the contrary4 ,we shall do well not to forget that1 whatever failures or mistakes we have made1 there is infinite possibility ahead of us1 that character is the greatest thing in the world1 and that most good character has been built upon mistakes and failures4 ,i believe there is no sin which may not make up the fabric of its own forgiveness in the living of a free1 self-sacrificing life4 ,i know of no bodily ill nor handicap which we may not eventually rise above and beyond by means of brave spiritual progress4 ,the body may fail us1 but the spirit reaches on and into the great world of ,god4 ,x ,,the ,,virtues ,the virtues hide their vanquished fires ,within that whiter flame-- ,till conscience grows irrelevant ,and duty but a name4 ,,frederick ,,lawrence ,,knowles4 ,in most books ,i have read on nerves and similar subjects1 advice is given1 encouragement is given1 but the necessity for patience is not made clear4 ,patience is typical of all the other virtues4 ,many a man has followed the best of advice for a time1 and has become discouraged because the promised results did not materialize4 ,it is disappointing1 surely1 to have lived upon a diet for months only to find that you still have dyspepsia1 or to have followed certain rules of morality with great precision and enthusiasm without obtaining the untroubled mind4 ,we are accustomed to see results in the material world and naturally expect them everywhere4 ,the trouble is we do not always recognize improvements when we see them1 and we insist upon certain preconceived changes as a result of our endeavors4 ,the physician is apt rashly to promise definite physical accomplishments in a given time4 ,he is courting disappointment and distrust when he does so4 ,we all want to get relief from our symptoms1 and we are inclined to insist upon a particular kind of relief so strongly that we fail to appreciate the possibilities of another and a better relief which may be at hand4 ,the going astray in this particular is sometimes very unfortunate4 ,i have known a man to rush frantically from one doctor to another1 trying to obtain relief for a particular pain or discomfort1 unwilling to rest long enough to find out that the trouble would have disappeared naturally if he had taken the advice of the first physician1 to live without impatience and within his limitations4 ,the human body is a very complex organism1 and sometimes pain and distress are better not relieved1 since they may be the expression of some deeper maladjustment which must first be straightened out4 ,this is also true of the mind--in which the unhappy proddings of conscience had better not be cured by anodynes or by evasion unless we are prepared to go deeply enough to make them disappear spontaneously4 ,we must sometimes insist upon patience1 though it should exist as a matter of course--patience with ourselves and with others4 ,the physician who demands and secures the greatest degree of patience from his clients is the most successful practitioner1 for no life can go on successfully without patience4 ,if patience can be spontaneous1--the natural result of a broadening outlook1--then it will be permanent and serviceable2 the other kind1 that exists by extreme effort1 may do for a while1 but it is a poor makeshift4 ,i always feel like apologizing when ,i ask a man or a woman to be tolerant or charitable or generous or1 for that matter1 to practice any of the ordinary virtues4 ,sound living should spring unbidden from the very joy of life2 it should need no justification and certainly no urging4 ,but unfortunately1 as the world now stands1 there are men and groups of men who do not see the light4 ,there is a wide contagion of selfishness and short-sightedness among the well-to-do1 and a necessary federation of protection and selfishness among the poor4 ,the practical needs of life1 artificial as they are among the rich1 and terribly insistent as they are among the poor1 blind us to larger considerations4 ,if all matters of welfare1 public or private1 could be treated unselfishly1 how quickly we should be rid of some of the great evils that afflict the race4 ,i am inclined to think that much of the goodness of people does come in that way1 unconsciously1 naturally1 as the light flows from the sun4 ,yet ,i suppose that in our present order1 and until1 through the years1 the better time arrives1 we must very often ask ourselves and others to be good and to be charitable1 just because it is right1 or worse still because it is good policy4 ,a man grows better1 more human1 more intelligent1 as he practices the virtues4 ,he is safer1 no doubt1 and the world is better4 ,it is even true that1 by the constant practice of virtues1 he may come finally to espouse goodness and become thoroughly good4 ,that is the hopeful thing about it and the reason why we may consistently ask or demand the routine practice of the virtues4 ,but let us hold up all the time in our teaching and in our lives the other course1 the development of the inspiration that includes all virtues and that makes all our way easy and plain in a world where confusion reigns1 because men are going at the problem of right living the wrong way around4 ,the practice of good living will never be easy in its details1 but if it is sure in its inspiration there will be no question of the final triumph4 ,we shall have to fight blindly sometimes and with all the strength and persistence of animals at bay4 ,we shall fail sometimes1 too1 and that is not always the worst thing that can happen4 ,it is the glory of life that we shall slowly triumph over ourselves and the world4 ,it is the glory of life that out of sore trouble1 in the midst of poverty and human injustice1 may rise1 spontaneous and serene1 the spirit of self-sacrifice1 the unconquerable spirit of service that does not question1 that expresses the divine tenderness in terms of human love4 ,through the times of darkness and doubt which must inevitably come1 there will be for those who cherish such a vision1 and who come back to it again and again1 no utter darkness1 no trouble that wholly crushes1 no loss that wholly destroys4 ,if we could not understand it before1 it will slowly dawn upon us that the life of ,christ exemplified all these things4 ,charity1 kindliness1 service1 patience1--all these things which have seemed so hard will become in our lives1 as in his1 the substance and expression of our faith4 ,the great human virtues will become easy and natural1 the untroubled mind1 or as much of it as is good to possess1 will be ours1 not because we have escaped trouble1 but because we have disarmed it1 have welcomed it even1 so long as it has served to strengthen and ennoble our lives4 ,,xi ,,the ,,cure ,,by ,,faith ,the healing of his seamless dress ,is by our beds of pain-- ,we touch ,him in life's throng and press1 ,and we are whole again4 ,,whittier4 ,i cannot finish my little book of ideals without writing some things that are in my mind about cure by faith or by prayer4 ,it is a subject that ,i approach with hesitation because of the danger of misunderstanding4 ,no subject is more difficult and none is more important for the invalid to understand4 ,we hear a great deal about the wonderful cures of ,christian ,science or of similar agencies1 and we all know of people who have been restored to usefulness by such means4 ,has the healing of ,christ again become possible on earth8 ,no one would be more eager to accept it and acknowledge it than the physician if it were really so4 ,but careful investigation always reveals the fact that the wonderful cures are not of the body but of the mind4 ,it is easy enough to say that a cancer or tuberculosis has been cured by faith1 and apparently easy for many people to believe it1 but alas1 the proof is wanting4 ,the ,christian ,scientist1 honest and sincere as he may be1 is not qualified to say what is true disease and what is not4 ,what looks like diseased tissue recovers1 but medical men know that it could not have been diseased in the most serious sense1 and that the prayer for recovery could have had nothing to do with the cure1 save in a very indirect way4 ,the man who discards medicine for philosophy or religion is courting unnecessary suffering and even death4 ,the worst part of it is that he may induce some one else to make the same mistake with similar results4 ,in writing this opinion ,i am in no way denying the great significance and value of faith nor of the prayerful and trustful mind4 ,if it cannot cure actual physical disease1 faith can accomplish veritable miracles of healing in the mind of the patient4 ,no thoughtful or honest medical man will deny it4 ,nor will most medical men deny that the course of almost any physical illness may be modified by faith and prayer4 ,i am almost saying that there is no known medicine of such potency4 ,every bodily function is the better for the conquering spirit that transcends the earth and finds its necessary expression in prayer4 ,there really need be no issue or disagreement between medicine and faith cure4 ,at its best1 one is not more wonderful than the other1 and both aim to accomplish the same end--the relief of human suffering4 ,when the two are merged1 as some day they will be1 we shall be surprised to discover how alike they are4 ,christian ,science is rightly scorned by medical men because it is unscientific1 because it makes absurd and untenable claims outside its own field1 and because it has not as yet investigated that field in the scientific spirit4 ,when proper study and investigation have been made it will be found that faith cure1 not in its present state1 but in some future development1 will have an immense field of usefulness4 ,it will be worthy of as much respect in that field as medicine proper in its own sphere4 ,as a matter of fact both medicine and faith cure are miraculous in a very real sense1 as both depend for efficiency now and always upon the same great laws which may be fairly called divine4 ,what is the discovery that the serum of a horse will under certain circumstances cure diphtheria8 ,does it not mean that man is tapping sources of power far beyond his understanding8 ,is man responsible save as the agent8 ,did he produce the complex animal chemistry that makes this cure possible8 ,did man make the horse1 or the laws that control the physiology and pathology of that animal8 ,here1 then1 is faith cure in its largest and best sense4 ,the biologist may not be willing to admit it1 but his faith in these great laws of ,god have made possible the cure of a dread disease4 ,here1 as in all matters of pure religion1 it is what men say and write1 not the fact itself1 that makes all the misunderstanding2 we make our judgments and conceive our prejudices from mere surface considerations4 ,call life what you will1--leave out the symbolic word ,god altogether1--the facts remain4 ,the true scientific spirit must reverence and adore the power that lies behind creation4 ,it is as inconsistent for the bacteriologist to be an unbeliever as it is for the ,christian ,scientist to deny the value of bacteriology4 ,medicine is infinitely farther advanced than ,christian ,science1 and yet ,christian ,science has grasped some truth that the natural scientist has stupidly missed4 ,when an obsession is thrown off and courage substituted for fear1 we witness as important a cure as can be shown to the credit of surgery4 ,if the ,christian ,scientists and the other faith-curers were only less superficial and less narrow in their explanation of the facts1 if they would condescend to study the diseases they treat1 they would be entitled to1 and would receive1 more respect and consideration4 ,the cure and prevention of disease through the agency of man are evidently part of the divine plan4 ,our eagerness to advance along the lines of investigation and practice is but that divine plan in action4 ,the truly scientific spirit will neglect no possible curative agent4 ,when scientific men ridicule prayer1 they are thinking not of the real thing which is above all possible criticism1 but of the feeble and often pathetic groping for the real thing4 ,we ask in our prayers for impossible blessings that would invert the laws of ,god and change the face of nature--very well1 we must be prepared for disappointment4 ,the attitude of prayer may1 indeed1 transform our own lives and make possible for us experiences that would otherwise have been impossible4 ,but our pathetic demands--we shall never know how forlorn and weak they are4 ,prayer is the opening of the heart to the being we call ,god--it is most natural and reasonable4 ,if we pray in our weakness and blindness for what we may not have1 there is1 nevertheless1 a wonderful re-creative effect within us4 ,the comfort and peace of such communion is beyond all else healing and restoring in its influence upon the troubled and anxious mind of man4 ,the poet or the scientist who bows in adoration before the glory of ,god revealed in nature1 prays in effect to that ,god and his soul is refreshed and renewed4 ,the poor wretch who stands blindfolded before the firing squad1 waiting the word that ends the life of a military spy1 is near enough to ,god--and the whispered prayer upon his lips is cure for the wounds that take his life4 ,the best kind of prayer seeks not and asks not for physical relief or benefit1 but opens the heart to its maker1 and so receives the cure of peace that is a greater miracle than any yet wrought by man4 ,under the influence of that cure the sick are well and the dead are alive again4 ,with the courage and spirit of such a cure in our lives1 we shall inevitably do our utmost to relieve1 by any good means1 the physical suffering of the world4 ,we shall follow the laws of nature4 ,we shall study them with the utmost care4 ,we shall take nothing for granted1 since by less careful steps we shall miss the divine law and so go astray4 ,the science of healing will become no chance and irrational thing4 ,we shall use all the natural means to relieve and prevent suffering--there will be no scoring of one set of doctors by another because all will have one purpose4 ,but more to the point than that1 men will discover that health in its largest sense consists in living devout and prayerful lives whereunto shall be revealed in good time all that our finite minds can know and use4 ,there will be no suffering of the body in the old and pitiful sense1 for we shall be so much alive that disease and death can no longer claim us4 ,,the ,,end