,,apologia ,,pro ,,vita ,,sua ,,be+ ,a ,hi/ory ( 8 ,religi\s ,op9ions4 ,,by ,,john ,,h5ry ,,c>d9al ,,newman4 ,commit ?y way to ! ,"l & tru/ 9 ,him1 & ,he w d x4 ,& ,he w br+ =? ?y ju/ice z ! light1 & ?y judgm5t z ! noon-day4 ,,london ,,longmans1 ,,gre51 ,,& ,,co4 ,,& ,,new ,,york3 #ae ,,ea/ #af? ,,/reet #ahij4 ,,pr9t$ ,,by ,,kelly ,,& ,,co41 ,,gate ,,/reet1 ,,l9coln',s ,,inn ,,fields1 ,,& ,,k+/on-,,on-,,?ames4 ,,preface4 ,! foll[+ ,hi/ory ( my ,religi\s ,op9ions1 n[ t x is deta*$ f ! context 9 :i* x orig9ally /ood1 requires "s prelim9>y explanation2 & t1 n only 9 ord] to introduce x g5]ally to ! read]1 b specially to make him und]/&1 h[ ,i came to write a :ole book ab\t myself1 & ab\t my mo/ private ?\ghts & feel+s4 ,did ,i consult inde$ my own impulses1 ,i %\ld d my be/ simply to wipe out ( my ,volume1 & consign to oblivion1 e trace ( ! circum/ances to :i* x is to be ascrib$2 b its orig9al title ( ,apologia is too exactly borne out by its matt] & /ructure1 & ^! aga9 are too sugge/ive ( correlative circum/ances1 & ^? circum/ances are ( too grave a "*1 to all[ ( my indulg+ s natural a wi%4 ,& !re=e1 ?\gh 9 ?is new ,edition ,i h manag$ to omit ne>ly a hundr$ pages ( my orig9al ,volume1 :i* ,i c\ld safely consid] to be ( m]ely ephem]al importance1 ,i am ev5 = t v reason oblig$1 by way ( mak+ up = _! abs5ce1 to prefix to my ,n>rative "s acc\nt ( ! provocation out ( :i* x arose4 ,x is n[ m ?an tw5ty ye>s t a vague impression to my disadvantage has re/$ on ! popul> m9d1 z if my conduct t[>ds ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 :ile ,i 0 a memb] ( x1 0 inconsi/5t ) ,*ri/ian simplicity & uprightness4 ,an impression ( ?is k9d 0 almo/ unavoidable "u ! circum/ances ( ! case1 :5 a man1 :o _h writt5 /rongly aga9/ a cause1 & _h collect$ a p>ty r\nd him by virtue ( su* writ+s1 gradually falt]$ 9 8 opposition to x1 unsaid 8 words1 ?rew 8 own fri5ds into p]plexity & _! proce$+s into confusion1 & end$ by pass+ ov] to ! side ( ^? :om he _h s vigor\sly d5\nc$4 ,s5sitive !n z ,i h ev] be5 ( ! imputations :i* h be5 s freely ca/ ^u me1 ,i h nev] felt mu* impati5ce "u !m1 z consid]+ !m to be a portion ( ! p5alty :i* ,i naturally & ju/ly incurr$ by my *ange ( religion1 ev5 ?\gh !y 7 to cont9ue z long z ,i liv$4 ,i left _! removal to a future day1 :5 p]sonal feel+s w\ld h di$ out1 & docum5ts w\ld see ! light1 :i* 7 z yet buri$ 9 closets or scatt]$ ?r\gh ! c\ntry4 ,?is 0 my /ate ( m9d1 z x _h be5 = _m ye>s1 :51 9 ! beg9n+ ( #ahfd1 ,i unexpect$ly f\nd myself publicly put ^u my def5ce1 & furni%$ ) an opportunity ( plead+ my cause be=e ! _w1 &1 z x s happ5$1 ) a fair prospect ( an imp>tial he>+4 ,tak5 inde$ by surprise1 z ,i 01 ,i _h mu* reason to be anxi\s h[ ,i %\ld be able to acquit myself 9 s s]i\s a matt]2 h[ev]1 ,i _h long _h a tacit und]/&+ ) myself1 t1 9 ! improbable ev5t ( a *all5ge be+ =mally made to me1 by a p]son ( "n1 x w\ld be my duty to meet x4 ,t opportunity _h n[ occurr$2 x nev] might occur aga92 n to avail myself ( x at once w\ld be virtually to give up my cause2 accord+ly1 ,i took advantage ( x1 &1 z x has turn$ out1 ! circum/ance t no "t 0 all[$ me = any /udi$ /atem5ts has comp5sat$1 9 ! equitable judgm5t ( ! public1 = su* imp]fections 9 composition z my want ( leisure involv$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x 0 9 ! numb] = ,janu>y #ahfd1 ( a magaz9e ( wide circulation1 & 9 an ,article ^u ,que5 ,elizabe?1 t a popul> writ] took occasion =mally to accuse me by "n ( ?9k+ s lightly ( ! virtue ( ,v]acity1 z 9 set t]ms to h c\nt5anc$ & def5d$ t neglect ( x :i* he at ! same "t imput$ to ! ,ca?olic ,prie/hood4 ,8 words 7 ^!3-- ,tru?1 = its own sake1 _h nev] be5 a virtue ) ! ,roman cl]gy4 ,fa!r ,newman in=ms u t x ne$ n1 & on ! :ole ought n to be2 t cunn+ is ! weapon :i* heav5 has giv5 to ! ,sa9ts :]e) to )/& ! brute male =ce ( ! wick$ _w :i* m>ries & is giv5 9 m>riage4 ,:e!r 8 notion be doctr9ally correct or n1 x is at lea/ hi/orically s4 ,^! ass]tions1 go+ f> beyond ! popul> prejudice ent]ta9$ aga9/ me1 _h no f\ndation :atev] 9 fact4 ,i nev] _h said1 ,i nev] _h dream$ ( say+1 t tru? = its own sake ne$ n1 & on ! :ole ought n to be1 a virtue ) ! ,roman ,cl]gy2 or t cunn+ is ! weapon :i* heav5 has giv5 to ! ,sa9ts :]e) to )/& ! wick$ _w4 ,to :at "w ( m9e !n c\ld ! writ] be ref]r+8 ,9 a correspond5ce :i* ensu$ ^u ! subject betwe5 him & myself1 he re/$ 8 *>ge aga9/ me on a ,s]mon ( m9e1 prea*$1 be=e ,i 0 a ,ca?olic1 9 ! pulpit ( my ,*ur* at ,ox=d2 & he gave me to und]/&1 t1 aft] hav+ done z mu* z ?is1 he 0 n b\nd1 ov] & above su* a g5]al ref]5ce to my ,s]mon1 to specify ! passages ( x1 9 :i* ! doctr9e1 :i* he imput$ to me1 0 conta9$4 ,on my "p ,i consid]$ ?is n en\gh2 & ,i dem&$ ( him to br+ out 8 pro( ( 8 accusation 9 =m & 9 detail1 or to confess he 0 unable to d s4 ,b he p]sev]$ 9 8 refusal to cite any di/9ct passages f any writ+ ( m9e2 &1 ?\gh he cons5t$ to )draw 8 *>ge1 he w\ld n d s on ! issue ( its tru? or falsehood1 b simply on ! gr\nd t ,i assur$ him t ,i _h _h no int5tion ( incurr+ x4 ,?is did n satisfy my s5se ( ju/ice4 ,=mally to *>ge me ) committ+ a fault is "o ?+2 to all[ t ,i did n int5d to commit x1 is ano!r2 x is no satisfaction to me1 if a man accuses me ( ?is (f5ce1 = him to pr(ess t he does n accuse me ( t2 b he ?\ght diff]5tly4 ,n be+ able !n to ga9 r$ress 9 ! qu>t]1 :]e ,i _h a "r to ask x1 ,i appeal$ to ! public4 ,i publi%$ ! correspond5ce 9 ! %ape ( a ,pamphlet1 ) "s rem>ks ( my own at ! end1 on ! c\rse :i* t correspond5ce _h tak54 ,?is ,pamphlet1 :i* appe>$ 9 ! fir/ weeks ( ,febru>y1 receiv$ a reply f my accus] t[>ds ! end ( ,m>*1 9 ano!r ,pamphlet ( #dh pages1 entitl$1 ,:at !n does ,dr4 ,newman mean8 9 :i* he pr(ess$ to d t :i* ,i _h call$ ^u him to d2 t is1 he br\ght toge!r a numb] ( extracts f v>i\s works ( m9e1 ,ca?olic & ,anglican1 ) ! object ( %[+ t1 if ,i 0 to be acquitt$ ( ! crime ( tea*+ & practis+ deceit & di%one/y1 accord+ to 8 fir/ supposition1 x 0 at ! price ( my be+ consid]$ no long] responsible = my actions2 =1 z he express$ x1 ,i _h a human reason once1 no d\bt1 b ,i _h gambl$ x away1 & ,i _h work$ my m9d into t morbid /ate1 9 :i* nons5se 0 ! only food = :i* x hung]$2 & t x c\ld n be call$ a ha/y or f>fet*$ or unf\nd$ mi/ake1 :5 he conclud$ t ,i did n c>e = tru? = its own sake1 or tea* my disciples to reg>d x z a virtue2 &1 ?\gh too _m pref] ! *>ge ( ins9c]ity to t ( insipi5ce1 ,dr4 ,newman seem$ n to be ( t numb]4 ,he end$ 8 ,pamphlet by return+ to 8 orig9al imputation aga9/ me1 :i* he _h pr(ess$ to ab&on4 ,allud+ by anticipation to my probable answ] to :at he 0 !n publi%+1 he pr(ess$ 8 he>tfelt emb>rassm5t h[ he 0 to believe any ?+ ,i might say 9 my exculpation1 9 ! pla9 & lit]al s5se ( ! words4 ,i am h5ce=?1 he said1 9 d\bt & fe>1 z mu* z an hone/ man c be1 conc]n+ e ^w ,dr4 ,newman may write4 ,h[ c ,i tell1 t ,i %all n be ! dupe ( "s cunn+ equivocation1 ( "o ( ! ?ree k9ds laid d[n z p]missible by ! bless$ ,/4 ,alfonso da ,liguori & 8 pupils1 ev5 :5 confirm$ ) an oa?1 because '!n we d n deceive our neighb\r1 b all[ him to deceive himself8' 444 ,h[ c ,i tell1 t ,i may n 9 ?is ,pamphlet h made an accusation1 ( ! tru? ( :i* ,dr4 ,newman is p]fectly consci\s2 b t1 z ,i1 a h]etic ,prote/ant1 h no bus9ess to make x1 he has a full "r to d5y x8 ,ev5 if ,i c\ld h f\nd x consi/5t ) my duty to my own reputation to leave su* an elaborate impea*m5t ( my moral nature unansw]$1 my duty to my ,bre?r5 9 ! ,ca?olic ,prie/hood1 w\ld h =bidd5 su* a c\rse4 ,!y 7 involv$ 9 ! *>ges :i* ?is writ]1 all along1 f ! orig9al passage 9 ! ,magaz9e1 to ! v la/ p>agraph ( ! ,pamphlet1 _h s confid5tly1 s p]t9aci\sly made4 ,9 exculpat+ myself1 x 0 pla9 ,i %\ld be pursu+ no m]e p]sonal qu>rel2--,i 0 (f]+ my humble s]vice to a sacr$ cause4 ,i 0 mak+ my prote/ 9 behalf ( a l>ge body ( m5 ( high "*1 ( hone/ & religi\s m9ds1 & ( s5sitive hon\r1--:o _h _! place & _! rights 9 ?is _w1 ?\gh !y 7 m9i/]s ( ! _w unse51 & :o 7 insult$ by my ,accus]1 z ! above extracts f him suffici5tly %[1 n only 9 my p]son1 b directly & po9t$ly 9 _! own4 ,accord+ly1 ,i at once set ab\t writ+ ! ,apologia pro vit su1 ( :i* ! pres5t ,volume is a ,new ,edition2 & x 0 a great rew>d to me to f9d1 z ! controv]sy proce$$1 su* l>ge numb]s ( my cl]ical bre?r5 support+ me by _! sympa?y 9 ! c\rse :i* ,i 0 pursu+1 &1 z occasion (f]$1 be/[+ on me ! =mal & public expression ( _! approbation4 ,^! te/imonials 9 my behalf1 s important & s grateful to me1 are1 toge!r ) ! ,lett]1 s5t to me ) ! same purpose1 f my ,bi%op1 conta9$ 9 ! la/ pages ( ?is ,volume4 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is ,edition diff]s f ! fir/ =m ( ! ,apologia z foll[s3--,! orig9al "w consi/$ ( sev5 ,p>ts1 :i* 7 publi%$ 9 s]ies on consecutive ,?ursdays1 betwe5 ,april #ba & ,june #b4 ,an ,app5dix1 9 answ] to specific allegations urg$ aga9/ me 9 ! ,pamphlet ( ,accusation1 appe>$ on ,june #af4 ,( ^! ,p>ts #a & #b1 z be+ = ! mo/ "p directly controv]sial1 are omitt$ 9 ?is ,edition1 except+ c]ta9 passages 9 !m1 :i* are subjo9$ to ?is ,preface1 z be+ necess>y = ! due explanation ( ! subsequ5t five ,p>ts4 ,^!1 7be+ #c1 #d1 #e1 #f1 #g1 ( ! ,apologia17 are "h numb]$ z ,*apt]s #a1 #b1 #c1 #d1 #e respectively4 ,( ! ,app5dix1 ab\t half has be5 omitt$1 = ! same reason z has l$ to ! omission ( ,p>ts #a & #b4 ,! re/ ( x is ?r[n into ! %ape ( ,notes ( a discursive "*1 ) two new ones on ,lib]alism & ! ,lives ( ! ,engli% ,sa9ts ( #ahdc-d1 & ano!r1 new 9 "p1 on ,ecclesia/ical ,miracles4 ,9 ! body ( ! "w1 ! only addition ( consequ5ce is ! lett] :i* is f\nd at p4 #bbh1 a copy ( :i* has rec5tly come into my possession4 ,i %\ld add t1 s9ce writ+ ! ,apologia la/ ye>1 ,i h se5 = ! fir/ "t ,mr4 ,oakeley's ,notes on ! ,tract>ian ,movem5t4 ,?is "w rem>kably corroborates ! sub/ance ( my ,n>rative1 :ile ! k9d t]ms 9 :i* he speaks ( me p]sonally1 call = my s9c]e gratitude4 ,may #b1 #ahfe4 ,i make ^! extracts f ! fir/ edition ( my ,apologia1 ,"p #a1 pp4 #c1 #bj-be1 & ,"p #b1 pp4 #bi-ca & pp4 #da-ea1 9 ord] to set be=e ! read] ! drift ,i _h 9 writ+ my ,volume3-- ,i _c be sorry to h =c$ my ,accus] to br+ out 9 fulness 8 *>ges aga9/ me4 ,x is f> bett] t he %\ld dis*>ge 8 ?\ghts ^u me 9 my lifetime1 ?an aft] ,i am dead4 ,"u ! circum/ances ,i am happy 9 hav+ ! opportunity ( read+ ! wor/ t c be said ( me by a writ] :o has tak5 pa9s ) 8 "w & is well satisfi$ ) x4 ,i acc\nt x a ga9 to be survey$ f )\t by "o :o hates ! pr9ciples :i* are ne>e/ to my he>t1 has no p]sonal k ( me to set "r 8 misconceptions ( my doctr9e1 & :o has "s motive or o!r to be z sev]e ) me z he c possibly be4444 ,b ,i really feel sad = :at ,i am oblig$ n[ to say4 ,i am 9 w>f>e ) him1 b ,i wi% him no ill2--x is v difficult to get up res5tm5t t[>ds p]sons :om "o has nev] se54 ,x is easy en\gh to be irritat$ ) fri5ds or foes vis--vis2 b1 ?\gh ,i am writ+ ) all my he>t aga9/ :at he has said ( me1 ,i am n consci\s ( p]sonal unk9dness t[>ds himself4 ,i ?9k x necess>y to write z ,i am writ+1 = my own sake1 & = ! sake ( ! ,ca?olic ,prie/hood2 b ,i wi% to impute no?+ worse to him ?an t he has be5 furi\sly c>ri$ away by 8 feel+s4 ,yet :at %all ,i say ( ! up%ot ( all 8 talk ( my economies & equivocations & ! l8 ,:at is ! precise "w :i* x is direct$ to effect8 ,i am at w> ) him2 b !re is su* a ?+ z legitimate w>f>e3 w> has its laws2 !re are ?+s :i* may fairly be done1 & ?+s :i* may n be done4 ,i say x ) %ame & ) /]n sorr[2--he has attempt$ a great transgression2 he has attempt$ 7z ,i may call x7 to poison ! wells4 ,i w quote him & expla9 :at ,i mean4444 ,he says1-- ,i am h5ce=? 9 d\bt & fe>1 z mu* z any hone/ man c be1 conc]n+ e ^w ,dr4 ,newman may write4 ,h[ c ,i tell t ,i %all n be ! dupe ( "s cunn+ equivocation1 ( "o ( ! ?ree k9ds laid d[n z p]missible by ! bless$ ,alfonso da ,liguori & 8 pupils1 ev5 :5 confirm$ by an oa?1 because '!n we d n deceive our neighb\r1 b all[ him to deceive himself8' 444 ,x is admissible1 !re=e1 to use words & s5t5ces :i* h a d\ble signification1 & leave ! hapless he>] to take :i* ( !m he may *oose4 ,:at pro( h ,i1 !n1 t by 'mean x8 ,i nev] said x6' ,dr4 ,newman does n signify1 ,i did n say x1 b ,i did mean x8--,pp4 #dd1 #de4 ,n[ ^! ins9uations & que/ions %all be answ]$ 9 _! prop] places2 "h ,i w b say t ,i scorn & dete/ ly+1 & quibbl+1 & d\ble-tongu$ practice1 & slyness1 & cunn+1 & smoo?ness1 & cant1 & pret5ce1 q z mu* z any ,prote/ants hate !m2 & ,i pray to be kept f ! sn>e ( !m4 ,b all ?is is j n[ by ! bye2 my pres5t subject is my ,accus]2 :at ,i insi/ ^u "h is ?is unmanly attempt ( 81 9 8 conclud+ pages1 to cut ! gr\nd f "u my feet2--to poison by anticipation ! public m9d aga9/ me1 ,john ,h5ry ,newman1 & to infuse into ! imag9ations ( my read]s1 suspicion & mi/ru/ ( ev]y?+ t ,i may say 9 reply to him4 ,?is ,i call poison+ ! wells4 ,i am h5ce=? 9 d\bt & fe>1 he says1 z mu* z any hone/ man c be1 conc]n+ e ^w ,dr4 ,newman may write4 ,h[ c ,i tell t ,i %all n be ! dupe ( "s cunn+ equivocation8 444 ,well1 ,i c only say1 t1 if 8 taunt is to take effect1 ,i am b wa/+ my "t 9 say+ a ^w 9 answ] to 8 calumnies2 & ?is is precisely :at he kn[s & int5ds to be its fruit4 ,i c h>dly get myself to prote/ aga9/ a me?od ( controv]sy s base & cruel1 le/ 9 do+ s1 ,i %\ld be violat+ my self-respect & self-possession2 b mo/ base & mo/ cruel x is4 ,we all "k h[ our imag9ation runs away ) u1 h[ sudd5ly & at :at a pace2--! say+1 ,cs>'s wife %\ld n be suspect$1 is an in/ance ( :at ,i mean4 ,! habitual prejudice1 ! hum\r ( ! mom5t1 is ! turn+-po9t :i* leads u to read a def5ce 9 a good s5se or a bad4 ,we int]pret x by our antec$5t impressions4 ,! v same s5tim5ts1 accord+ z our jeal\sy is or is n awake1 or our av]sion /imulat$1 are tok5s ( tru? or ( dissimulation & pret5ce4 ,!re is a /ory ( a sane p]son be+ by mi/ake %ut up 9 ! w>ds ( a ,lunatic ,asylum1 & t1 :5 he plead$ 8 cause to "s /rang]s visit+ ! e/abli%m5t1 ! only rem>k he elicit$ 9 answ] 01 ,h[ naturally he talks6 y w\ld ?9k he 0 9 8 s5ses4 ,controv]sies %\ld be decid$ by ! reason2 is x legitimate w>f>e to appeal to ! misgiv+s ( ! public m9d & to its dislik+s8 ,any h[1 if my accus] is able ?us to practise ^u my read]s1 ! m ,i succe$1 ! less w be my success4 ,if ,i am natural1 he w tell !m ,ars e/ cel>e artem2 if ,i am conv9c+1 he w sugge/ t ,i am an able logician2 if ,i %[ w>m?1 ,i am act+ ! indignant innoc5t2 if ,i am calm1 ,i am !reby detect$ z a smoo? hypocrite2 if ,i cle> up difficulties1 ,i am too plausible & p]fect to be true4 ,! m triumphant are my /atem5ts1 ! m c]ta9 w be my defeat4 ,s w x be if my ,accus] succe$s 9 8 manoeuvre2 b ,i d n = an in/ant believe t he w4 ,:atev] judgm5t my read]s may ev5tually =m ( me f ^! pages1 ,i am confid5t t !y w believe me 9 :at ,i %all say 9 ! c\rse ( !m4 ,i h no misgiv+ at all1 t !y w be ung5]\s or h>% t[>ds a man :o has be5 s long be=e ! eyes ( ! _w2 :o has s _m to speak ( him f p]sonal k2 ^: natural impulse x has ev] be5 to speak out2 :o has ev] spok5 too mu* r ?an too little2 :o w\ld h sav$ himself _m a scrape1 if he _h be5 wise en\gh to hold 8 tongue2 :o has ev] be5 fair to ! doctr9es & argum5ts ( 8 oppon5ts2 :o has nev] slurr$ ov] facts & reason+s :i* told aga9/ himself2 :o has nev] giv5 8 "n or au?ority to pro(s :i* he ?\ght uns\nd1 or to te/imony :i* he did n ?9k at lea/ plausible2 :o has nev] %runk f confess+ a fault :5 he felt t he _h committ$ "o2 :o has ev] consult$ = o!rs m ?an = himself2 :o has giv5 up mu* t he lov$ & priz$ & c\ld h reta9$1 b t he lov$ hone/y bett] ?an "n1 & ,tru? bett] ?an de> fri5ds4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,:at !n %all be ! special imputation1 aga9/ :i* ,i %all ?r[ myself 9 ^! pages1 out ( ! ?\s& & "o :i* my ,accus] directs ^u me8 ,i mean to conf9e myself to "o1 = !re is only "o ab\t :i* ,i mu* c>e1--! *>ge ( ,untru?fulness4 ,he may ca/ ^u me z _m o!r imputations z he pleases1 & !y may /ick on me1 z long z !y c1 9 ! c\rse ( nature4 ,!y w fall to ! gr\nd 9 _! season4 ,& inde$ ,i ?9k ! same ( ! *>ge ( ,untru?fulness1 & select x f ! re/1 n because x is m =midable b because x is m s]i\s4 ,l ! re/1 x may disfigure me = a "t1 b x w n /a93 ,ar*bi%op ,:ately us$ to say1 ,?r[ dirt en\gh1 & "s w /ick2 well1 w /ick1 b n1 w /a94 ,i ?9k he us$ to mean /a91 & ,i d n agree ) him4 ,"s dirt /icks long] ?an o!r dirt2 b no dirt is immortal4 ,accord+ to ! old say+1 ,prvalebit ,v]itas4 ,!re are virtues inde$1 :i* ! _w is n fitt$ to judge ( or to uphold1 su* z fai?1 hope1 & *>ity3 b x c judge ab\t ,tru?fulness2 x c judge ab\t ! natural virtues1 & ,tru?fulness is "o ( !m4 ,natural virtues may also become sup]natural2 ,tru?fulness is su*2 b t does n )draw x f ! jurisdiction ( mank9d at l>ge4 ,x may be m difficult 9 ?is or t p>ticul> case = m5 to take cognizance ( x1 z x may be difficult = ! ,c\rt ( ,que5's ,b5* at ,we/m9/] to try a case fairly :i* took place 9 ,h9do/an3 b t is a "q ( capacity1 n ( "r4 ,mank9d has ! "r to judge ( ,tru?fulness 9 a ,ca?olic1 z 9 ! case ( a ,prote/ant1 ( an ,italian1 or ( a ,*9ese4 ,i h nev] d\bt$1 t 9 my h\r1 9 ,god's h\r1 my av5g] w appe>1 & ! _w w acquit me ( untru?fulness1 ev5 ?\gh x be n :ile ,i live4 ,/ill m confid5t am ,i ( su* ev5tual acquittal1 see+ t my judges are my own c\ntrym54 ,i consid]1 inde$1 ,engli%m5 ! mo/ suspici\s & t\*y ( mank9d2 ,i ?9k !m unreasonable1 & unju/ 9 _! seasons ( excitem5t2 b ,i _h r be an ,engli%man1 7z 9 fact ,i am17 ?an belong to any o!r race "u heav54 ,!y are z g5]\s1 z !y are ha/y & burly2 & _! rep5tance = _! inju/ice is great] ?an _! s94 ,= tw5ty ye>s & m ,i h borne an imputation1 ( :i* ,i am at lea/ z s5sitive1 :o am ! object ( x1 z !y c be1 :o are only ! judges4 ,i h n set myself to remove x1 fir/1 because ,i nev] h _h an op5+ to speak1 &1 next1 because ,i nev] saw 9 !m ! disposition to he>4 ,i h wi%$ to appeal f ,philip drunk to ,philip sob]4 ,:5 %all ,i pron\nce him to be himself aga98 ,if ,i may judge f ! tone ( ! public press1 :i* repres5ts ! public voice1 ,i h great reason to take he>t at ?is "t4 ,i h be5 treat$ by contempor>y critics 9 ?is controv]sy ) great fairness & g5tl5ess1 & ,i am grateful to !m = x4 ,h[ev]1 ! decision ( ! "t & mode ( my def5ce has be5 tak5 out ( my h&s2 & ,i am ?ankful t x has be5 s4 ,i am b\nd n[ z a duty to myself1 to ! ,ca?olic cause1 to ! ,ca?olic ,prie/hood1 to give acc\nt ( myself )\t any delay1 :5 ,i am s rudely & circum/antially *>g$ ) ,untru?fulness4 ,i accept ! *all5ge2 ,i %all d my be/ to meet x1 & ,i %all be cont5t :5 ,i h done s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is n my pres5t accus] alone :o ent]ta9s1 & has ent]ta9$1 s di%on\rable an op9ion ( me & ( my writ+s4 ,x is ! impression ( l>ge classes ( m52 ! impression tw5ty ye>s ago & ! impression n[4 ,!re has be5 a g5]al feel+ t ,i 0 = ye>s :]e ,i _h no "r to be2 t ,i 0 a ,romani/ 9 ,prote/ant liv]y & s]vice2 t ,i 0 do+ ! "w ( a ho/ile ,*ur* 9 ! bosom ( ! ,engli% ,e/abli%m5t1 & knew x1 or ought to h kn[n x4 ,!re 0 no ne$ ( argu+ ab\t p>ticul> passages 9 my writ+s1 :5 ! fact 0 s pat5t1 z m5 ?\ght x to be4 ,fir/ x 0 c]ta91 & ,i c\ld n myself d5y x1 t ,i sc\t$ ! "n ,prote/ant4 ,x 0 c]ta9 aga91 t _m ( ! doctr9es :i* ,i pr(ess$ 7 popul>ly & g5]ally kn[n z badges ( ! ,roman ,*ur*1 z di/+ui%$ f ! fai? ( ! ,re=mation4 ,next1 h[ c\ld ,i h come by !m8 ,evid5tly1 ,i _h c]ta9 fri5ds & advis]s :o did n appe>2 !re 0 "s und]gr\nd communication betwe5 ,/onyhur/ or ,oscott & my rooms at ,oriel4 ,beyond a d\bt1 ,i 0 advocat+ c]ta9 doctr9es1 n by accid5t1 b on an und]/&+ ) ecclesia/ics ( ! old religion4 ,!n m5 w5t fur!r1 & said t ,i _h actually be5 receiv$ into t religion1 & )al _h leave giv5 me to pr(ess myself a ,prote/ant /ill4 ,o!rs w5t ev5 fur!r1 & gave x out to ! _w1 z a matt] ( fact1 ( :i* !y !mselves _h ! pro( 9 _! h&s1 t ,i 0 actually a ,jesuit4 ,& :5 ! op9ions :i* ,i advocat$ spread1 & y\ng] m5 w5t fur!r ?an ,i1 ! feel+ aga9/ me wax$ /rong] & took a wid] range4 ,& n[ indignation arose at ! knav]y ( a conspiracy su* z ?is3--& x became ( c\rse all ! great] 9 consequ5ce ( its be+ ! receiv$ belief ( ! public at l>ge1 t craft & intrigue1 su* z !y fanci$ !y beheld ) _! eyes1 7 ! v in/rum5ts to :i* ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* has 9 ^! la/ c5turies be5 indebt$ = h] ma9t5ance & ext5sion4 ,!re 0 ano!r circum/ance /ill1 :i* increas$ ! irritation & av]sion felt by ! l>ge classes1 ( :om ,i h be5 speak+1 aga9/ ! prea*]s ( doctr9es1 s new to !m & s unpalatable2 & t 01 t !y develop$ !m 9 s measur$ a way4 ,if !y 7 inspir$ by ,roman !ologians1 7& ?is 0 tak5 = grant$17 :y did !y n speak out at once8 ,:y did !y keep ! _w 9 su* susp5se & anxiety z to :at 0 com+ next1 & :at 0 to be ! up%ot ( ! :ole8 ,:y ?is retic5ce1 & half-speak+1 & app>5t indecision8 ,x 0 pla9 t ! plan ( op]ations _h be5 c>efully mapp$ out f ! fir/1 & t ^! m5 7 cauti\sly advanc+ t[>ds its accompli%m5t1 z f> z 0 safe at ! mom5t2 t _! aim & _! hope 0 to c>ry (f a l>ge body ) !m ( ! "y & ! ignorant2 t !y meant gradually to leav5 ! m9ds ( ! ris+ g5]ation1 & to op5 ! gates ( t city1 ( :i* !y 7 ! sworn def5d]s1 to ! enemy :o lay 9 ambu% outside ( x4 ,& :5 9 spite ( ! _m prote/ations ( ! p>ty to ! contr>y1 !re 0 at l5g? an actual movem5t among _! disciples1 & "o w5t ov] to ,rome1 & !n ano!r1 ! wor/ anticipations & ! wor/ judgm5ts :i* _h be5 =m$ ( !m receiv$ _! ju/ification4 ,&1 la/ly1 :5 m5 fir/ _h said ( me1 ,y w see1 he w g1 he is only bid+ 8 "t1 he is wait+ ! ^w ( comm& f ,rome1 &1 :5 aft] all1 aft] my argum5ts & d5unciations ( =m] ye>s1 at l5g? ,i did leave ! ,anglican ,*ur* = ! ,roman1 !n !y said to ea* o!r1 ,x is j z we said3 we knew x w\ld be s4 ,?is 0 ! /ate ( m9d ( masses ( m5 tw5ty ye>s ago1 :o took no m ?an an ext]nal & common s5se view ( :at 0 go+ on4 ,& p>tly ! tradition1 p>tly ! effect ( t feel+1 rema9s to ! pres5t "t4 ,c]ta9ly ,i consid] t1 9 my own case1 x is ! great ob/acle 9 ! way ( my be+ fav\rably he>d1 z at pres5t1 :5 ,i h to make my def5ce4 ,n only am ,i n[ a memb] ( a mo/ un-,engli% communion1 ^: great aim is consid]$ to be ! ext9ction ( ,prote/antism & ! ,prote/ant ,*ur*1 & ^: means ( attack are popul>ly suppos$ to be unscrupul\s cunn+ & deceit1 b h[ came ,i orig9ally to h any relations ) ! ,*ur* ( ,rome at all8 did ,i1 or my op9ions1 drop f ! sky8 h[ came ,i1 9 ,ox=d1 9 gremio ,univ]sitatis1 to pres5t myself to ! eyes ( m5 9 t full bl[n inve/iture ( ,pop]y8 ,h[ c\ld ,i d>e1 h[ c\ld ,i h ! consci5ce1 ) w>n+s1 ) prophecies1 ) accusations aga9/ me1 to p]sev]e 9 a pa? :i* /eadily advanc$ t[>ds1 :i* end$ 91 ! religion ( ,rome8 ,& h[ am ,i n[ to be tru/$1 :5 long ago ,i 0 tru/$1 & 0 f\nd want+8 ,x is ?is :i* is ! /r5g? ( ! case ( my ,accus] aga9/ me2--n ! articles ( impea*m5t :i* he has fram$ f my writ+s1 & :i* ,i %all easily crumble into du/1 b ! bias ( ! c\rt4 ,x is ! /ate ( ! atmosph]e2 x is ! vibration all ar\nd1 :i* w e*o 8 bold ass]tion ( my di%one/y2 x is t prepossession aga9/ me1 :i* takes x = grant$ t1 :5 my reason+ is conv9c+ x is only +5i\s1 & t :5 my /atem5ts are unansw]able1 !re is always some?+ put out ( sight or hidd5 9 my sleeve2 x is t plausible1 b cruel conclusion to :i* m5 are apt to jump1 t :5 mu* is imput$1 mu* mu/ be true1 & t x is m likely t "o %\ld be to blame1 ?an t _m %\ld be mi/ak5 9 blam+ him2--^! are ! real foes :i* ,i h to fight1 & ! auxili>ies to :om my ,accus] makes 8 advances4 ,well1 ,i mu/ break ?r\gh ?is b>ri] ( prejudice aga9/ me if ,i c2 & ,i ?9k ,i %all be able to d s4 ,:5 fir/ ,i read ! ,pamphlet ( ,accusation1 ,i almo/ despair$ ( meet+ effectively su* a heap ( misrepres5tations & su* a vehem5ce ( animosity4 ,:at 0 ! good ( answ]+ fir/ "o po9t1 & !n ano!r1 & go+ ?r\gh ! :ole circle ( its abuse2 :5 my answ] to ! fir/ po9t w\ld be =gott51 z soon z ,i got to ! second8 ,:at 0 ! use ( br++ out half a hundr$ sep>ate pr9ciples or views = ! refutation ( ! sep>ate c\nts 9 ! ,indictm5t1 :5 rejo9d]s ( ?is sort w\ld b confuse & torm5t ! read] by _! numb] & _! div]sity8 ,:at hope 0 !re ( cond5s+ into a pamphlet ( a readable l5g?1 matt] :i* ought freely to exp& itself into half a doz5 volumes8 ,:at means 0 !re1 except ! exp5diture ( int]m9able pages1 to set "r ev5 "o ( t s]ies ( s+le pass+ h9ts1 to use my ,assailant's own language1 :i*1 z ) 8 f+] tip he _h deliv]$ aga9/ me8 ,all ^? sep>ate *>ges _h _! =ce 9 be+ illu/rations ( "o & ! same great imputation4 ,he _h already a positive idea to illum9ate 8 :ole matt]1 & to /amp x ) a =ce1 & to quick5 x ) an int]pretation4 ,he call$ me a li>1--a simple1 a broad1 an intelligible1 to ! ,engli% public a plausible arraignm5t2 b = me1 to answ] 9 detail *>ge "o by reason "o1 & *>ge two by reason two1 & *>ge ?ree by reason ?ree1 & s on ?r\gh ! :ole /r+ bo? ( accusations & replies1 ea* ( :i* 0 to be indep5d5t ( ! re/1 ?is w\ld be c]ta9ly lab\r lo/ z reg>ds any effective result4 ,:at ,i ne$$ 0 a correspond+ antagoni/ unity 9 my def5ce1 & :]e 0 t to be f\nd8 ,we see1 9 ! case ( comm5tators on ! prophecies ( ,scripture1 an exemplification ( ! pr9ciple on :i* ,i am insi/+2 viz4 h[ mu* m p[]ful ev5 a false int]pretation ( ! sacr$ text is ?an none at all2--h[ a c]ta9 key to ! visions ( ! ,apocalypse1 = in/ance1 may cl+ to ! m9d 7,i h f\nd x s 9 ! case ( my own71 because ! view1 :i* x op5s on u1 is positive & objective1 9 spite ( ! fulle/ demon/ration t x really has no claim ^u our reception4 ,! read] says1 ,:at else c ! prophecy mean8 j z my ,accus] asks1 ,:at1 !n1 does ,dr4 ,newman mean8 444 ,i reflect$1 & ,i saw a way out ( my p]plexity4 ,yes1 ,i said to myself1 8 v "q is ab\t my mean+2 ,:at does ,dr4 ,newman mean8 ,x po9t$ 9 ! v same direction z t into :i* my mus+s _h turn$ me already4 ,he asks :at ,i mean2 n ab\t my words1 n ab\t my argum5ts1 n ab\t my actions1 z 8 ultimate po9t1 b ab\t t liv+ intellig5ce1 by :i* ,i write1 & argue1 & act4 ,he asks ab\t my ,m9d & its ,beliefs & its s5tim5ts2 & he %all be answ]$2--n = 8 own sake1 b = m9e1 = ! sake ( ! ,religion :i* ,i pr(ess1 & ( ! ,prie/hood 9 :i* ,i am unwor?ily includ$1 & ( my fri5ds & ( my foes1 & ( t g5]al public :i* consi/s ( nei!r "o nor ! o!r1 b ( well-wi%]s1 lov]s ( fair play1 sceptical cross-que/ion]s1 int]e/$ inquir]s1 curi\s look]s-on1 & simple /rang]s1 unconc]n$ yet n c>eless ab\t ! issue1--= ! sake ( all ^! he %all be answ]$4 ,my p]plexity _h n la/$ half an h\r4 ,i recogniz$ :at ,i _h to d1 ?\gh ,i %rank f bo? ! task & ! exposure :i* x w\ld entail4 ,i mu/1 ,i said1 give ! true key to my :ole life2 ,i mu/ %[ :at ,i am1 t x may be se5 :at ,i am n1 & t ! phantom may be ext+ui%$ :i* gibb]s in/ead ( me4 ,i wi% to be kn[n z a liv+ man1 & n z a sc>ecr[ :i* is dress$ up 9 my clo!s4 ,false ideas may be refut$ inde$ by argum5t1 b by true ideas alone are !y expell$4 ,i w vanqui%1 n my ,accus]1 b my judges4 ,i w inde$ answ] 8 *>ges & criticisms on me "o by "o#a1 le/ any "o %\ld say t !y are unansw]able1 b su* a "w %all n be ! scope nor ! sub/ance ( my reply4 ,i w draw out1 z f> z may be1 ! hi/ory ( my m9d2 ,i w /ate ! po9t at :i* ,i began1 9 :at ext]nal sugge/ion or accid5t ea* op9ion _h its rise1 h[ f> & h[ !y develop$ f )91 h[ !y grew1 7 modifi$1 7 comb9$1 7 9 collision ) ea* o!r1 & 7 *ang$2 aga9 h[ ,i conduct$ myself t[>ds !m1 & h[1 & h[ f>1 & = h[ long a "t1 ,i ?\ght ,i c\ld hold !m consi/5tly ) ! ecclesia/ical engagem5ts :i* ,i _h made & ) ! position :i* ,i held4 ,i mu/ %[1--:at is ! v tru?1--t ! doctr9es :i* ,i held1 & h held = s _m ye>s1 h be5 taught me 7speak+ humanly7 p>tly by ! sugge/ions ( ,prote/ant fri5ds1 p>tly by ! tea*+ ( books1 & p>tly by ! action ( my own m9d3 & ?us ,i %all acc\nt = t ph5om5on :i* to s _m seems s wond]ful1 t ,i %\ld h left my k9dr$ & my fa!r's h\se = a ,*ur* f :i* once ,i turn$ away ) dread2--s wond]ful to !m6 z if =soo? a ,religion :i* has fl\ri%$ ?r\gh s _m ages1 among s _m nations1 amid su* v>ieties ( social life1 9 su* contr>y classes & conditions ( m51 & aft] s _m revolutions1 political & civil1 c\ld n subdue ! reason & ov]come ! he>t1 )\t ! aid ( fraud 9 ! process & ! sophi/ries ( ! s*ools4 #a ,?is 0 done 9 ! ,app5dix1 ( :i* ! m important p>ts are pres]v$ 9 ! ,notes4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:at ,i _h propos$ to myself 9 ! c\rse ( half-an-h\r1 ,i det]m9$ on at ! end ( t5 days4 ,h[ev]1 ,i h _m difficulties 9 fulfill+ my design4 ,h[ am ,i to say all t has to be said 9 a reasonable compass8 ,& !n z to ! mat]ials ( my n>rative2 ,i h no autobiographical notes to consult1 no writt5 explanations ( p>ticul> treatises or ( tracts :i* at ! "t gave (f5ce1 h>dly any m9utes ( def9ite transactions or conv]sations1 & few contempor>y memor&a1 ,i fe>1 ( ! feel+s or motives "u :i*1 f "t to "t ,i act$4 ,i h an abundance ( lett]s f fri5ds ) "s copies or drafts ( my answ]s to !m1 b !y are = ! mo/ "p unsort$2 &1 till ?is process has tak5 place1 !y are ev5 too num]\s & v>i\s to be available at a mom5t = my purpose4 ,!n1 z to ! volumes :i* ,i h publi%$1 !y w\ld 9 _m ways s]ve me1 7 ,i well up 9 !m3 b ?\gh ,i took great pa9s 9 _! composition1 ,i h ?\ght little ab\t !m1 :5 !y 7 once out ( my h&s1 & = ! mo/ "p ! la/ "t ,i read !m has be5 :5 ,i revis$ _! la/ pro( %eets4 ,"u ^! circum/ances my sket* w ( c\rse be incomplete4 ,i n[ = ! fir/ "t contemplate my c\rse z a :ole2 x is a fir/ essay1 b x w conta91 ,i tru/1 no s]i\s or sub/antial mi/ake1 & s f> w answ] ! purpose = :i* ,i write x4 ,i purpose to set no?+ d[n 9 x z c]ta91 ( :i* ,i h n a cle> memory1 or "s writt5 memorial1 or ! corroboration ( "s fri5d4 ,!re are witnesses en\gh up & d[n ! c\ntry to v]ify1 or correct1 or complete x2 & lett]s moreov] ( my own 9 abundance1 unless !y h be5 de/roy$4 ,moreov]1 ,i mean to be simply p]sonal & hi/orical3 ,i am n exp\nd+ ,ca?olic doctr9e1 ,i am do+ no m ?an expla9+ myself1 & my op9ions & actions4 ,i wi%1 z f> z ,i am able1 simply to /ate facts1 :e!r !y are ultimately det]m9$ to be = me or aga9/ me4 ,( c\rse !re w be room en\gh = contr>iety ( judgm5t among my read]s1 z to ! necessity1 or apposit5ess1 or value1 or good ta/e1 or religi\s prud5ce1 ( ! details :i* ,i %all introduce4 ,i may be accus$ ( lay+ /ress on little ?+s1 ( be+ beside ! m>k1 ( go+ into imp]t95t or ridicul\s details1 ( s\nd+ my own praise1 ( giv+ sc&al2 b ?is is a case above all o!rs1 9 :i* ,i am b\nd to foll[ my own lights & to speak out my own he>t4 ,x is n at all pleasant = me to be egoti/ical2 nor to be criticiz$ = be+ s4 ,x is n pleasant to reveal to high & l[1 "y & old1 :at has gone on )9 me f my e>ly ye>s4 ,x is n pleasant to be giv+ to e %all[ or flippant disputant ! advantage ov] me ( kn[+ my mo/ private ?\ghts1 ,i might ev5 say ! int]c\rse betwe5 myself & my ,mak]4 ,b ,i d n l to be call$ to my face a li> & a knave2 nor %\ld ,i be do+ my duty to my fai? or to my "n1 if ,i 7 to suff] x4 ,i "k ,i h done no?+ to des]ve su* an insult1 & if ,i prove ?is1 z ,i hope to d1 ,i mu/ n c>e = su* incid5tal annoyances z are involv$ 9 ! process4 ,,cont5ts4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,hi/ory ( my ,religi\s ,op9ions up to #ahcc ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,hi/ory ( my ,religi\s ,op9ions f #ahcc to #ahci ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,hi/ory ( my ,religi\s ,op9ions f #ahci to #ahda ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,hi/ory ( my ,religi\s ,op9ions f #ahda to #ahde ,,*apt] ,v4 ,position ( my ,m9d s9ce #ahde ,,notes4 ,note ,a4 ,on page #ad4 ,lib]alism ,b4 ,on page #bc4 ,ecclesia/ical ,miracles ,c4 ,on page #aec4 ,s]mon on ,wisdom & ,innoc5ce ,d4 ,on page #bac4 ,s]ies ( ,sa9ts' ,lives ( #ahdc-d ,e4 ,on page #bbg4 ,anglican ,*ur* ,f4 ,on page #bfi4 ,! ,economy ,g4 ,on page #bgi4 ,ly+ & ,equivocation ,,supplem5tal ,,matt]4 #a4 ,*ronological ,li/ ( ,lett]s & ,pap]s quot$ 9 ?is ,n>rative #b4 ,li/ ( ! ,au?or's ,works #c4 ,lett] to him f 8 ,diocesan #d4 ,addresses f bodies ( ,cl]gy & ,laity ,,additional ,,notes4 ,note #a1 on page #ab4 ,correspond5ce ) ,ar*bi%op ,:ately 9 #ahcd #b1 on page #ij4 ,extract ( a ,lett] f ! ,rev4 ,e4 ,sm$ley 9 #ahbh #c1 on page #ahe4 ,extract ( a ,lett] ( ! ,rev4 ,francis ,fab] ab\t #ahdi #d1 on pages #aid-aif4 ,! late ,v ,rev4 ,dr4 ,russell #e1 on page #bcb4 ,extract ( a ,lett] f ! ,rev4 ,john ,keble 9 #ahdd #f1 on page #bcg4 ,extract f ! ,times conc]n+ ! ,au?or's visit to ,ox=d 9 #ahgh #g1 on page #cjb4 ,! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga #h1 on page #cbc4 ,boniface ( ,cant]bury ,,my ,,religi\s ,,op9ions4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,hi/ory ,,( ,,my ,,religi\s ,,op9ions ,,to ,,! ,,ye> #ahcc4 ,x may easily be conceiv$ h[ great a trial x is to me to write ! foll[+ hi/ory ( myself2 b ,i mu/ n %r9k f ! task4 ,! words1 ,secretum meum mihi1 keep r++ 9 my e>s2 b z m5 draw t[>ds _! end1 !y c>e less = disclosures4 ,nor is x ! lea/ "p ( my trial1 to anticipate t1 ^u fir/ read+ :at ,i h writt51 my fri5ds may consid] mu* 9 x irrelevant to my purpose2 yet ,i _c help ?9k+ t1 view$ z a :ole1 x w effect :at ,i propose to myself 9 giv+ x to ! public4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i 0 br\ght up f a *ild to take great delight 9 read+ ! ,bible2 b ,i _h no =m$ religi\s convictions till ,i 0 fifte54 ,( c\rse ,i _h a p]fect k ( my ,cate*ism4 ,aft] ,i 0 gr[n up1 ,i put on pap] my recollections ( ! ?\ghts & feel+s on religi\s subjects1 :i* ,i _h at ! "t t ,i 0 a *ild & a boy1--su* z _h rema9$ on my m9d ) suffici5t prom95ce to make me !n consid] !m wor? record+4 ,out ( ^!1 writt5 9 ! ,long ,vacation ( #ahbj1 & transcrib$ ) additions 9 #ahbc1 ,i select two1 :i* are at once ! mo/ def9ite among !m1 & also h a be>+ on my lat] convictions4 #a4 ,i us$ to wi% ! ,arabian ,tales 7 true3 my imag9ation ran on unkn[n influ5ces1 on magical p[]s1 & talismans4444 ,i ?\ght life might be a dream1 or ,i an ,angel1 & all ?is _w a deception1 my fell[-angels by a playful device conceal+ !mselves f me1 & deceiv+ me ) ! semblance ( a mat]ial _w4 ,aga93 ,read+ 9 ! ,spr+ ( #ahaf a s5t5ce f ,dr4 ,watts's ',remnants ( ,"t1' entitl$ '! ,sa9ts unkn[n to ! _w1' to ! effect1 t '!re is no?+ 9 _! figure or c\nt5ance to di/+ui% !m1' c41 c41 ,i suppos$ he spoke ( ,angels :o liv$ 9 ! _w1 z x 7 disguis$4 #b4 ,! o!r rem>k is ?is3 ,i 0 v sup]/iti\s1 & = "s "t previ\s to my conv]sion :5 ,i 0 fifte5 us$ con/antly to cross myself on go+ into ! d>k4 ,( c\rse ,i mu/ h got ?is practice f "s ext]nal s\rce or o!r2 b ,i c make no sort ( conjecture :5ce2 & c]ta9ly no "o _h ev] spok5 to me on ! subject ( ! ,ca?olic religion1 :i* ,i only knew by "n4 ,! ,fr5* ma/] 0 an migr ,prie/1 b he 0 simply made a butt1 z ,fr5* ma/]s too commonly 7 9 t day1 & spoke ,engli% v imp]fectly4 ,!re 0 a ,ca?olic family 9 ! village1 old maid5 ladies we us$ to ?9k2 b ,i knew no?+ ab\t !m4 ,i h ( late ye>s he>d t !re 7 "o or two ,ca?olic boys 9 ! s*ool2 b ei!r we 7 c>efully kept f kn[+ ?is1 or ! k ( x made simply no impression on our m9ds4 ,my bro!r w be> witness h[ free ! s*ool 0 f ,ca?olic ideas4 ,i _h once be5 into ,w>wick ,/reet ,*apel1 ) my fa!r1 :o1 ,i believe1 want$ to he> "s piece ( music2 all t ,i bore away f x 0 ! recollection ( a pulpit & a prea*]1 & a boy sw++ a c5s]4 ,:5 ,i 0 at ,littlemore1 ,i 0 look+ ov] old copy-books ( my s*ool days1 & ,i f\nd among !m my fir/ ,lat9 v]se-book2 & 9 ! fir/ page ( x !re 0 a device :i* almo/ took my brea? away ) surprise4 ,i h ! book be=e me n[1 & h j be5 %[+ x to o!rs4 ,i h writt5 9 ! fir/ page1 9 my s*ool-boy h&1 ,john4 ,h4 ,newman1 ,febru>y #aa?1 #ahaa1 ,v]se ,book2 !n foll[ my fir/ ,v]ses4 ,betwe5 ,v]se & ,book ,i h drawn ! figure ( a solid cross upright1 & next to x is1 :at may inde$ be meant = a necklace1 b :at ,i _c make out to be any ?+ else ?an a set ( beads susp5d$1 ) a little cross atta*$4 ,at ?is "t ,i 0 n q t5 ye>s old4 ,i suppose ,i got ^! ideas f "s romance1 ,mrs4 ,radcliffe's or ,miss ,port]'s2 or f "s religi\s picture2 b ! /range ?+ is1 h[1 among ! ?\s& objects :i* meet a boy's eyes1 ^! 9 p>ticul> %\ld s h fix$ !mselves 9 my m9d1 t ,i made !m ?us practically my own4 ,i am c]ta9 !re 0 no?+ 9 ! *ur*es ,i att5d$1 or ! pray] books ,i read1 to sugge/ !m4 ,x mu/ be recollect$ t ,anglican *ur*es & pray] books 7 n decorat$ 9 ^? days z ,i believe !y are n[4 ,:5 ,i 0 f\rte51 ,i read ,pa9e's ,tracts aga9/ ! ,old ,te/am5t1 & f\nd pleasure 9 ?9k+ ( ! objections :i* 7 conta9$ 9 !m4 ,also1 ,i read "s ( ,hume's ,essays2 & p]haps t on ,miracles4 ,s at lea/ ,i gave my ,fa!r to und]/&2 b p]haps x 0 a brag4 ,also1 ,i recollect copy+ out "s ,fr5* v]ses1 p]haps ,voltaire's1 9 d5ial ( ! immortality ( ! s\l1 & say+ to myself some?+ l ,h[ dreadful1 b h[ plausible6 ,:5 ,i 0 fifte51 79 ! autumn ( #ahaf17 a great *ange ( ?\ght took place 9 me4 ,i fell "u ! influ5ces ( a def9ite ,cre$1 & receiv$ into my intellect impressions ( dogma1 :i*1 ?r\gh ,god's m]cy1 h nev] be5 effac$ or obscur$4 ,above & beyond ! conv]sations & s]mons ( ! excell5t man1 long dead1 ! ,rev4 ,walt] ,may]s1 ( ,pembroke ,college1 ,ox=d1 :o 0 ! human means ( ?is beg9n+ ( div9e fai? 9 me1 0 ! effect ( ! books :i* he put into my h&s1 all ( ! s*ool ( ,calv94 ,"o ( ! fir/ books ,i read 0 a "w ( ,roma9e's2 ,i nei!r recollect ! title nor ! cont5ts1 except "o doctr9e1 :i* ( c\rse ,i d n include among ^? :i* ,i believe to h come f a div9e s\rce1 viz4 ! doctr9e ( f9al p]sev]ance4 ,i receiv$ x at once1 & believ$ t ! inw>d conv]sion ( :i* ,i 0 consci\s1 7& ( :i* ,i /ill am m c]ta9 ?an t ,i h h&s & feet17 w\ld la/ into ! next life1 & t ,i 0 elect$ to et]nal glory4 ,i h no consci\sness t ?is belief _h any t5d5cy :atev] to lead me to be c>eless ab\t pleas+ ,god4 ,i reta9$ x till ! age ( tw5ty-"o1 :5 x gradually fad$ away2 b ,i believe t x _h "s influ5ce on my op9ions1 9 ! direction ( ^? *ildi% imag9ations :i* ,i h already m5tion$1 viz4 9 isolat+ me f ! objects :i* surr\nd$ me1 9 confirm+ me 9 my mi/ru/ ( ! reality ( mat]ial ph5om5a1 & mak+ me re/ 9 ! ?\ght ( two & two only absolute & lum9\sly self-evid5t be+s1 myself & my ,creator2--= :ile ,i consid]$ myself pr$e/9$ to salvation1 my m9d did n dwell ^u o!rs1 z fancy+ !m simply pass$ ov]1 n pr$e/9$ to et]nal dea?4 ,i only ?\ght ( ! m]cy to myself4 ,! dete/able doctr9e la/ m5tion$ is simply d5i$ & abjur$1 unless my memory /rangely deceives me1 by ! writ] :o made a deep] impression on my m9d ?an any o!r1 & to :om 7humanly speak+7 ,i almo/ owe my s\l1--,?omas ,scott ( ,a/on ,s&=d4 ,i s admir$ & delight$ 9 8 writ+s1 t1 :5 ,i 0 an "u-graduate1 ,i ?\ght ( mak+ a visit to 8 ,p>sonage1 9 ord] to see a man :om ,i s deeply rev]$4 ,i h>dly ?9k ,i c\ld h giv5 up ! idea ( ?is exp$ition1 ev5 aft] ,i _h tak5 my degree2 = ! news ( 8 dea? 9 #ahba came ^u me z a disappo9tm5t z well z a sorr[4 ,i hung ^u ! lips ( ,daniel ,wilson1 aft]w>ds ,bi%op ( ,calcutta1 z 9 two s]mons at ,/4 ,john's ,*apel he gave ! hi/ory ( ,scott's life & dea?4 ,i _h be5 possess$ ( 8 ,=ce ( ,tru? & ,essays f a boy2 8 ,comm5t>y ,i b\ght :5 ,i 0 an "u-graduate4 ,:at1 ,i suppose1 w /rike any read] ( ,scott's hi/ory & writ+s1 is 8 bold unworldl9ess & vigor\s indep5d5ce ( m9d4 ,he foll[$ tru? :]ev] x l$ him1 beg9n+ ) ,unit>ianism1 & end+ 9 a zeal\s fai? 9 ! ,holy ,tr9ity4 ,x 0 he :o fir/ plant$ deep 9 my m9d t fundam5tal tru? ( religion4 ,) ! assi/ance ( ,scott's ,essays1 & ! admirable "w ( ,jones ( ,nayl&1 ,i made a collection ( ,scripture texts 9 pro( ( ! doctr9e1 ) rem>ks 7,i ?9k7 ( my own ^u !m1 be=e ,i 0 sixte52 & a few mon?s lat] ,i drew up a s]ies ( texts 9 support ( ea* v]se ( ! ,a?anasian ,cre$4 ,^! pap]s ,i h /ill4 ,besides 8 unworldl9ess1 :at ,i also admir$ 9 ,scott 0 8 resolute opposition to ,ant9omianism1 & ! m9utely practical "* ( 8 writ+s4 ,!y %[ him to be a true ,engli%man1 & ,i deeply felt 8 influ5ce2 & = ye>s ,i us$ almo/ z prov]bs :at ,i consid]$ to be ! scope & issue ( 8 doctr9e1 ,hol9ess r ?an peace1 & ,gr[? ! only evid5ce ( life4 ,calv9i/s make a %>p sep>ation betwe5 ! elect & ! _w2 !re is mu* 9 ?is t is cognate or p>allel to ! ,ca?olic doctr9e2 b !y g on to say1 z ,i und]/& !m1 v diff]5tly f ,ca?olicism1--t ! conv]t$ & ! unconv]t$ c be discrim9at$ by man1 t ! ju/ifi$ are consci\s ( _! /ate ( ju/ification1 & t ! reg5]ate _c fall away4 ,ca?olics on ! o!r h& %ade & s(t5 ! awful antagonism betwe5 good & evil1 :i* is "o ( _! dogmas1 by hold+ t !re are diff]5t degrees ( ju/ification1 t !re is a great diff]5ce 9 po9t ( gravity betwe5 s9 & s91 t !re is ! possibility & ! dang] ( fall+ away1 & t !re is no c]ta9 k giv5 to any "o t he is simply 9 a /ate ( grace1 & mu* less t he is to p]sev]e to ! end3--( ! ,calv9i/ic t5ets ! only "o :i* took root 9 my m9d 0 ! fact ( heav5 & hell1 div9e fav\r & div9e wra?1 ( ! ju/ifi$ & ! unju/ifi$4 ,! notion t ! reg5]ate & ! ju/ifi$ 7 "o & ! same1 & t ! reg5]ate1 z su*1 _h ! gift ( p]sev]ance1 rema9$ ) me n _m ye>s1 z ,i h said already4 ,?is ma9 ,ca?olic doctr9e ( ! w>f>e betwe5 ! city ( ,god & ! p[]s ( d>kness 0 also deeply impress$ ^u my m9d by a "w ( a "* v opposite to ,calv9ism1 ,law's ,s]i\s ,call4 ,f ?is "t ,i h held ) a full inw>d ass5t & belief ! doctr9e ( et]nal puni%m5t1 z deliv]$ by our ,"l ,himself1 9 z true a s5se z ,i hold t ( et]nal happ9ess2 ?\gh ,i h tri$ 9 v>i\s ways to make t tru? less t]rible to ! imag9ation4 ,n[ ,i come to two o!r works1 :i* produc$ a deep impression on me 9 ! same ,autumn ( #ahaf1 :5 ,i 0 fifte5 ye>s old1 ea* contr>y to ea*1 & plant+ 9 me ! se$s ( an intellectual inconsi/5cy :i* disabl$ me = a long c\rse ( ye>s4 ,i read ,joseph ,miln]'s ,*ur* ,hi/ory1 & 0 no?+ %ort ( enam\r$ ( ! long extracts f ,/4 ,augu/9e1 ,/4 ,ambrose1 & ! o!r ,fa!rs :i* ,i f\nd !re4 ,i read !m z be+ ! religion ( ! primitive ,*ri/ians3 b simultane\sly ) ,miln] ,i read ,newton on ! ,prophecies1 & 9 consequ5ce became mo/ firmly conv9c$ t ! ,pope 0 ! ,anti*ri/ pr$ict$ by ,daniel1 ,/4 ,paul1 & ,/4 ,john4 ,my imag9ation 0 /a9$ by ! effects ( ?is doctr9e up to ! ye> #ahdc2 x _h be5 oblit]at$ f my reason & judgm5t at an e>li] date2 b ! ?\ght rema9$ ^u me z a sort ( false consci5ce4 ,h5ce came t conflict ( m9d1 :i* s _m h felt besides myself2--lead+ "s m5 to make a compromise betwe5 two ideas1 s inconsi/5t ) ea* o!r1--driv+ o!rs to beat out ! "o idea or ! o!r f _! m9ds1--& end+ 9 my own case1 aft] _m ye>s ( intellectual unre/1 9 ! gradual decay & ext9ction ( "o ( !m1--,i d n say 9 its viol5t dea?1 = :y %\ld ,i n h murd]$ x soon]1 if ,i murd]$ x at all8 ,i am oblig$ to m5tion1 ?\gh ,i d x ) great reluctance1 ano!r deep imag9ation1 :i* at ?is "t1 ! autumn ( #ahaf1 took possession ( me1--!re c be no mi/ake ab\t ! fact2 viz4 t x w\ld be ! w ( ,god t ,i %\ld lead a s+le life4 ,?is anticipation1 :i* has held its gr\nd almo/ cont9u\sly ev] s9ce1--) ! break ( a mon? n[ & a mon? !n1 up to #ahbi1 &1 aft] t date1 )\t any break at all1--0 m or less connect$ 9 my m9d ) ! notion1 t my call+ 9 life w\ld require su* a sacrifice z celibacy involv$2 z1 = in/ance1 mission>y "w among ! hea!n1 to :i* ,i _h a great draw+ = "s ye>s4 ,x also /r5g!n$ my feel+ ( sep>ation f ! visible _w1 ( :i* ,i h spok5 above4 ,9 #ahbb ,i came "u v diff]5t influ5ces f ^? to :i* ,i _h hi!rto be5 subject$4 ,at t "t1 ,mr4 ,:ately1 z he 0 !n1 aft]w>ds ,ar*bi%op ( ,dubl91 = ! few mon?s he rema9$ 9 ,ox=d1 :i* he 0 leav+ = good1 %[$ great k9dness to me4 ,he r5ew$ x 9 #ahbe1 :5 he became ,pr9cipal ( ,alban ,hall1 mak+ me 8 ,vice-,pr9cipal & ,tutor4 ,( ,dr4 ,:ately ,i w speak pres5tly3 = f #ahbb to #ahbe ,i saw mo/ ( ! pres5t ,provo/ ( ,oriel1 ,dr4 ,hawk9s1 at t "t ,vic> ( ,/4 ,m>y's2 &1 :5 ,i took ord]s 9 #ahbd & _h a curacy 9 ,ox=d1 !n1 dur+ ! ,long ,vacations1 ,i 0 especially ?r[n into 8 company4 ,i c say ) a full he>t t ,i love him1 & h nev] ceas$ to love him2 & ,i ?us preface :at o!rwise might s\nd rude1 t 9 ! c\rse ( ! _m ye>s 9 :i* we 7 toge!r aft]w>ds1 he provok$ me v mu* f "t to "t1 ?\gh ,i am p]fectly c]ta9 t ,i h provok$ him a great deal m4 ,moreov]1 9 me su* provocation 0 unbecom+1 bo? because he 0 ! ,head ( my ,college1 & because1 9 ! fir/ ye>s t ,i knew him1 he _h be5 9 _m ways ( great s]vice to my m9d4 ,he 0 ! fir/ :o taught me to weigh my words1 & to be cauti\s 9 my /atem5ts4 ,he l$ me to t mode ( limit+ & cle>+ my s5se 9 discussion & 9 controv]sy1 & ( di/+ui%+ betwe5 cognate ideas1 & ( obviat+ mi/akes by anticipation1 :i* to my surprise has be5 s9ce consid]$1 ev5 9 qu>t]s fri5dly to me1 to sav\r ( ! polemics ( ,rome4 ,he is a man ( mo/ exact m9d himself1 & he us$ to snub me sev]ely1 on read+1 z he 0 k9d en\gh to d1 ! fir/ ,s]mons t ,i wrote1 & o!r compositions :i* ,i 0 engag$ ^u4 ,!n z to doctr9e1 he 0 ! means ( great additions to my belief4 ,z ,i h notic$ else:]e1 he gave me ! ,treatise on ,apo/olical ,prea*+1 by ,sumn]1 aft]w>ds ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury1 f :i* ,i 0 l$ to give up my rema9+ ,calv9ism1 & to receive ! doctr9e ( ,baptismal ,reg5]ation4 ,9 _m o!r ways too he 0 ( use to me1 on subjects semi-religi\s & semi-s*ola/ic4 ,x 0 ,dr4 ,hawk9s too :o taught me to anticipate t1 be=e _m ye>s 7 ov]1 !re w\ld be an attack made ^u ! books & ! canon ( ,scripture1 ,i 0 br\ght to ! same belief by ! conv]sation ( ,mr4 ,blanco ,:ite1 :o also l$ me to h fre] views on ! subject ( inspiration ?an 7 usual 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& at ! "t4 ,!re is "o o!r pr9ciple1 :i* ,i ga9$ f ,dr4 ,hawk9s1 m directly be>+ ^u ,ca?olicism1 ?an any t ,i h m5tion$2 & t is ! doctr9e ( ,tradition4 ,:5 ,i 0 an ,"u-graduate1 ,i he>d him prea* 9 ! ,univ]sity ,pulpit 8 celebrat$ s]mon on ! subject1 & recollect h[ long x appe>$ to me1 ?\gh he 0 at t "t a v /rik+ prea*]2 b1 :5 ,i read x & /udi$ x z 8 gift1 x made a mo/ s]i\s impression ^u me4 ,he does n g "o /ep1 ,i ?9k1 beyond ! high ,anglican doctr9e1 nay he does n rea* x2 b he does 8 "w ?or\ghly1 & 8 view 0 9 him orig9al1 & 8 subject 0 a novel "o at ! "t4 ,he lays d[n a proposition1 self-evid5t z soon z /at$1 to ^? :o h at all exam9$ ! /ructure ( ,scripture1 viz4 t ! sacr$ text 0 nev] int5d$ to tea* doctr9e1 b only to prove x1 & t1 if we w\ld le>n doctr9e1 we mu/ h rec\rse to ! =mul>ies ( ! ,*ur*2 = in/ance to ! ,cate*ism1 & to ! ,cre$s4 ,he consid]s1 t1 aft] le>n+ f !m ! doctr9es ( ,*ri/ianity1 ! inquir] mu/ v]ify !m by ,scripture4 ,?is view1 mo/ true 9 its outl9e1 mo/ fruitful 9 its consequ5ces1 op5$ ^u me a l>ge field ( ?\ght4 ,dr4 ,:ately held x too4 ,"o ( its effects 0 to /rike at ! root ( ! pr9ciple on :i* ! ,bible ,society 0 set up4 ,i belong$ to its ,ox=d ,association2 x became a matt] ( "t :5 ,i %\ld )draw my "n f its subscription-li/1 ?\gh ,i did n d s at once4 ,x is ) pleasure t ,i pay "h a tribute to ! memory ( ! ,rev4 ,william ,james1 !n ,fell[ ( ,oriel2 :o1 ab\t ! ye> #ahbc1 taught me ! doctr9e ( ,apo/olical ,succession1 9 ! c\rse ( a walk1 ,i ?9k1 r\nd ,*ri/ ,*ur* mead[2 ,i recollect be+ some:at impati5t ( ! subject at ! "t4 ,x 0 at ab\t ?is date1 ,i suppose1 t ,i read ,bi%op ,butl]'s ,analogy2 ! /udy ( :i* has be5 to s _m1 z x 0 to me1 an era 9 _! religi\s op9ions4 ,its inculcation ( a visible ,*ur*1 ! oracle ( tru? & a patt]n ( sanctity1 ( ! duties ( ext]nal religion1 & ( ! hi/orical "* ( ,revelation1 are *>act]i/ics ( ?is great "w :i* /rike ! read] at once2 = myself1 if ,i may attempt to det]m9e :at ,i mo/ ga9$ f x1 x lay 9 two po9ts1 :i* ,i %all h an opportunity ( dwell+ on 9 ! sequel2 !y are ! und]ly+ pr9ciples ( a great portion ( my tea*+4 ,fir/1 ! v idea ( an analogy betwe5 ! sep>ate works ( ,god leads to ! conclusion t ! sy/em :i* is ( less importance is economically or sacram5tally connect$ ) ! m mom5t\s sy/em#b1 & ( ?is conclusion ! !ory1 to :i* ,i 0 incl9$ z a boy1 viz4 ! unreality ( mat]ial ph5om5a1 is an ultimate resolution4 ,at ?is "t ,i did n make ! di/9ction betwe5 matt] itself & its ph5om5a1 :i* is s necess>y & s obvi\s 9 discuss+ ! subject4 ,secondly1 ,butl]'s doctr9e t ,probability is ! guide ( life1 l$ me1 at lea/ "u ! tea*+ to :i* a few ye>s lat] ,i 0 introduc$1 to ! "q ( ! logical cog5cy ( ,fai?1 on :i* ,i h writt5 s mu*4 ,?us to ,butl] ,i trace ^? two pr9ciples ( my tea*+1 :i* h l$ to a *>ge aga9/ me bo? ( fancifulness & ( scepticism4 #b ,x is significant t ,butl] beg9s 8 "w ) a quotation f ,orig54 ,& n[ z to ,dr4 ,:ately4 ,i owe him a great deal4 ,he 0 a man ( g5]\s & w>m he>t4 ,he 0 p>ticul>ly loyal to 8 fri5ds1 & to use ! common phrase1 all 8 geese 7 swans4 ,:ile ,i 0 /ill awkw>d & timid 9 #ahbb1 he took me by ! h&1 & act$ t[>ds me ! "p ( a g5tle & enc\rag+ in/ructor4 ,he1 emphatically1 op5$ my m9d1 & taught me to ?9k & to use my reason4 ,aft] be+ fir/ notic$ by him 9 #ahbb1 ,i became v intimate ) him 9 #ahbe1 :5 ,i 0 8 ,vice-,pr9cipal at ,alban ,hall4 ,i gave up t (fice 9 #ahbf1 :5 ,i became ,tutor ( my ,college1 & 8 hold ^u me gradually relax$4 ,he _h done 8 "w t[>ds me or ne>ly s1 :5 he _h taught me to see ) my own eyes & to walk ) my own feet4 ,n t ,i _h n a good deal to le>n f o!rs /ill1 b ,i influ5c$ !m z well z !y me1 & co-op]at$ r ?an m]ely concurr$ ) !m4 ,z to ,dr4 ,:ately1 8 m9d 0 too diff]5t f m9e = u to rema9 long on "o l9e4 ,i recollect h[ dissatisfi$ he 0 ) an ,article ( m9e 9 ! ,london ,review1 :i* ,blanco ,:ite1 good-hum\r$ly1 only call$ ,platonic4 ,:5 ,i 0 div]g+ f him 9 op9ion 7:i* he did n l71 ,i ?\ght ( d$icat+ my fir/ book to him1 9 words to ! effect t he _h n only taught me to ?9k1 b to ?9k = myself4 ,he left ,ox=d 9 #ahca2 aft] t1 z f> z ,i c recollect1 ,i nev] saw him b twice1--:5 he visit$ ! ,univ]sity2 once 9 ! /reet 9 #ahcd1 once 9 a room 9 #ahch4 ,f ! "t t he left1 ,i h always felt a real affection = :at ,i mu/ call 8 memory2 =1 at lea/ f ! ye> #ahcd1 he made himself dead to me4 ,he _h practically inde$ giv5 me up f ! "t t he became ,ar*bi%op 9 #ahca2 b 9 #ahcd a correspond5ce took place betwe5 u1 :i*1 ?\gh conduct$ especially on 8 side 9 a fri5dly _s1 0 ! expression ( diff]5ces ( op9ion :i* act$ z a f9al close to our int]c\rse4 ,my reason told me t x 0 impossible we c\ld h got on toge!r long]1 _h he /ay$ 9 ,ox=d2 yet ,i lov$ him too mu* to bid him f>ewell )\t pa94 ,aft] a few ye>s _h pass$1 ,i began to believe t 8 influ5ce on me 9 a high] respect ?an intellectual advance1 7,i w n say ?r\gh 8 fault17 _h n be5 satisfactory4 ,i believe t he has ins]t$ %>p ?+s 9 8 lat] works ab\t me4 ,!y h nev] come 9 my way1 & ,i h n ?\ght x necess>y to seek out :at w\ld pa9 me s mu* 9 ! read+4 ,:at he did = me 9 po9t ( religi\s op9ion1 01 fir/1 to tea* me ! exi/5ce ( ! ,*ur*1 z a sub/antive body or corporation2 next to fix 9 me ^? anti-,era/ian views ( ,*ur* polity1 :i* 7 "o ( ! mo/ prom95t features ( ! ,tract>ian movem5t4 ,on ?is po9t1 &1 z f> z ,i "k1 on ?is po9t alone1 he & ,hurrell ,fr\de intimately sympa?iz$1 ?\gh ,fr\de's developm5t ( op9ion "h 0 ( a lat] date4 ,9 ! ye> #ahbf1 9 ! c\rse ( a walk1 he said mu* to me ab\t a "w !n j publi%$1 call$ ,lett]s on ! ,*ur* by an ,episcopalian4 ,he said t x w\ld make my blood boil4 ,x 0 c]ta9ly a mo/ p[]ful composition4 ,"o ( our common fri5ds told me1 t1 aft] read+ x1 he c\ld n keep /ill1 b w5t on walk+ up & d[n 8 room4 ,x 0 ascrib$ at once to ,:ately2 ,i gave eag] expression to ! contr>y op9ion2 b ,i f\nd ! belief ( ,ox=d 9 ! affirmative to be too /rong = me2 rightly or wrongly ,i yield$ to ! g5]al voice2 & ,i h nev] he>d1 !n or s9ce1 ( any disclaim] ( au?or%ip on ! "p ( ,dr4 ,:ately4 ,! ma9 positions ( ?is able essay are ^!2 fir/ t ,*ur* & ,/ate %\ld be indep5d5t ( ea* o!r3--he speaks ( ! duty ( prote/+ aga9/ ! pr(anation ( ,*ri/'s k+dom1 by t d\ble usurpation1 ! int]f]5ce ( ! ,*ur* 9 temporals1 ( ! ,/ate 9 spirituals1 p4 #aia2 &1 secondly1 t ! ,*ur* may ju/ly & by "r reta9 its prop]ty1 ?\gh sep>at$ f ! ,/ate4 ,! cl]gy1 he says p4 #acc1 ?\gh !y ought n to be ! hir$ s]vants ( ! ,civil ,magi/rate1 may ju/ly reta9 _! rev5ues2 & ! ,/ate1 ?\gh x has no "r ( int]f]5ce 9 spiritual conc]ns1 n only is ju/ly entitl$ to support f ! m9i/]s ( religion1 & f all o!r ,*ri/ians1 b w\ld1 "u ! sy/em ,i am recomm5d+1 obta9 x mu* m effectually4 ,! au?or ( ?is "w1 :oev] he may be1 argues out bo? ^! po9ts ) great =ce & +5uity1 & ) a ?or\gh-go+ vehem5ce1 :i* p]haps we may ref] to ! circum/ance1 t he wrote1 n 9 propri p]son1 & z !reby answ]able = e s5tim5t t he advanc$1 b 9 ! pr(ess$ "* ( a ,scot* ,episcopalian4 ,8 "w _h a gradual1 b a deep effect on my m9d4 ,i am n aw>e ( any o!r religi\s op9ion :i* ,i owe to ,dr4 ,:ately4 ,9 8 special !ological t5ets ,i _h no sympa?y4 ,9 ! next ye>1 #ahbg1 he told me he consid]$ t ,i 0 ,arianiz+4 ,! case 0 ?is3 ?\gh at t "t ,i _h n read ,bi%op ,bull's ,def5sio nor ! ,fa!rs1 ,i 0 j !n v /rong = t ante-,nic5e view ( ! ,tr9it>ian doctr9e1 :i* "s writ]s1 bo? ,ca?olic & non-,ca?olic1 h accus$ ( we>+ a sort ( ,arian ext]ior4 ,?is is ! mean+ ( a passage 9 ,fr\de's ,rema9s1 9 :i* he seems to accuse me ( speak+ aga9/ ! ,a?anasian ,cre$4 ,i _h contra/$ ! two aspects ( ! ,tr9it>ian doctr9e1 :i* are respectively pres5t$ by ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ & ! ,nic5e4 ,my criticisms 7 to ! effect t "s ( ! v]ses ( ! =m] ,cre$ 7 unnecess>ily sci5tific4 ,?is is a specim5 ( a c]ta9 disda9 = ,antiquity :i* _h be5 gr[+ on me n[ = sev]al ye>s4 ,x %[$ itself 9 "s flippant language aga9/ ! ,fa!rs 9 ! ,encyclopdia ,metropolitana1 ab\t :om ,i knew little at ! "t1 except :at ,i _h le>nt z a boy f ,joseph ,miln]4 ,9 writ+ on ! ,scripture ,miracles 9 #ahbe-f1 ,i _h read ,middleton on ! ,miracles ( ! e>ly ,*ur*1 & _h imbib$ a portion ( 8 _s4 ,! tru? is1 ,i 0 beg9n+ to pref] intellectual excell5ce to moral2 ,i 0 drift+ 9 ! direction ( ! ,lib]alism ( ! day#c4 ,i 0 rudely awak5$ f my dream at ! end ( #ahbg by two great bl[s--illness & b]eavem5t4 #c ,vide ,note ,a1 ,lib]alism1 at ! end ( ! volume4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( #ahbi1 came ! =mal break betwe5 ,dr4 ,:ately & me2 ! affair ( ,mr4 ,peel's re-election 0 ! occasion ( x4 ,i ?9k 9 #ahbh or #ahbg ,i _h vot$ 9 ! m9ority1 :5 ! ,petition to ,p>liam5t aga9/ ! ,ca?olic ,claims 0 br\ght into ,convocation4 ,i did s ma9ly on ! views sugge/$ to me 9 ! ,lett]s ( an ,episcopalian4 ,also ,i %rank f ! bigot$ two-bottle-or?odox1 z !y 7 invidi\sly call$4 ,:5 !n ,i took "p aga9/ ,mr4 ,peel1 x 0 on an academical1 n at all an ecclesia/ical or a political gr\nd2 & ?is ,i pr(ess$ at ! "t4 ,i consid]$ t ,mr4 ,peel _h tak5 ! ,univ]sity by surprise2 t 8 fri5ds _h no "r to call ^u u to turn r\nd on a sudd51 & to expose ourselves to ! imputation ( "t-s]v+2 & t a great ,univ]sity ought n to be bulli$ ev5 by a great ,duke ( ,well+ton4 ,also by ?is "t ,i 0 "u ! influ5ce ( ,keble & ,fr\de2 :o1 9 addition to ! reasons ,i h giv51 dislik$ ! ,duke's *ange ( policy z dictat$ by lib]alism4 ,:ately 0 consid]ably annoy$ at me1 & he took a hum\r\s rev5ge1 ( :i* he _h giv5 me due notice be=eh&4 ,z head ( a h\se he _h duties ( hospitality to m5 ( all p>ties2 he ask$ a set ( ! lea/ intellectual m5 9 ,ox=d to d9n]1 & m5 mo/ fond ( port2 he made me "o ( ?is p>ty2 plac$ me betwe5 ,provo/ ,?is & ,pr9cipal ,t1 & !n ask$ me if ,i 0 pr\d ( my fri5ds4 ,h[ev]1 he _h a s]i\s mean+ 9 8 act2 he saw1 m cle>ly ?an ,i c\ld d1 t ,i 0 sep>at+ f 8 own fri5ds = good & all4 ,dr4 ,:ately attribut$ my leav+ 8 cli5tela to a wi% on my "p to be ! head ( a p>ty myself4 ,i d n ?9k t ?is *>ge 0 des]v$4 ,my habitual feel+ !n & s9ce has be51 t x 0 n ,i :o s\ght fri5ds1 b fri5ds :o s\ght me4 ,nev] man _h k9d] or m indulg5t fri5ds ?an ,i h _h2 b ,i express$ my own feel+ z to ! mode 9 :i* ,i ga9$ !m1 9 ?is v ye> #ahbi1 9 ! c\rse ( a copy ( v]ses4 ,speak+ ( my bless+s1 ,i said1 ,bless+s ( fri5ds1 :i* to my door unask$1 unhop$1 h come4 ,!y h come1 !y h gone2 !y came to my great joy1 !y w5t to my great grief4 ,he :o gave took away4 ,dr4 ,:ately's impression ab\t me1 h[ev]1 admits ( ?is explanation3-- ,dur+ ! fir/ ye>s ( my resid5ce at ,oriel1 ?\gh pr\d ( my ,college1 ,i 0 n q at home !re4 ,i 0 v mu* alone1 & ,i us$ (t5 to take my daily walk by myself4 ,i recollect once meet+ ,dr4 ,cople/on1 !n ,provo/1 ) "o ( ! ,fell[s4 ,he turn$ r\nd1 & ) ! k9d c\rte\sness :i* sat s well on him1 made me a b[ & said1 ,nunquam m9us solus1 qum cm solus4 ,at t "t inde$ 7f #ahbc7 ,i _h ! intimacy ( my de> & true fri5d ,dr4 ,pusey1 & c\ld n fail to admire & rev]e a s\l s devot$ to ! cause ( religion1 s full ( good works1 s fai?ful 9 8 affections2 b he left resid5ce :5 ,i 0 gett+ to "k him well4 ,z to ,dr4 ,:ately himself1 he 0 too mu* my sup]ior to all[ ( my be+ at my ease ) him2 & to no "o 9 ,ox=d at ?is "t did ,i op5 my he>t fully & famili>ly4 ,b ?+s *ang$ 9 #ahbf4 ,at t "t ,i became "o ( ! ,tutors ( my ,college1 & ?is gave me position2 besides1 ,i _h writt5 "o or two ,essays :i* _h be5 well receiv$4 ,i began to be kn[n4 ,i prea*$ my fir/ ,univ]sity ,s]mon4 ,next ye> ,i 0 "o ( ! ,public ,exam9]s = ! ,b4,a4 degree4 ,9 #ahbh ,i became ,vic> ( ,/4 ,m>y's4 ,x 0 to me l ! feel+ ( spr+ wea!r aft] w9t]2 &1 if ,i may s speak1 ,i came out ( my %ell2 ,i rema9$ out ( x till #ahda4 ,! two p]sons :o knew me be/ at t "t are /ill alive1 b5efic$ cl]gym51 no long] my fri5ds4 ,!y c\ld tell bett] ?an any "o else :at ,i 0 9 ^? ye>s4 ,f ?is "t my tongue 01 z x 71 loos5$1 & ,i spoke spontane\sly & )\t ef=t4 ,"o ( ! two1 ,mr4 ,rick>ds1 said ( me1 ,i h be5 told1 ,"h is a fell[ :o1 :5 he is sil5t1 w nev] beg9 to speak2 & :5 he once beg9s to speak1 w nev] /op4 ,x 0 at ?is "t t ,i began to h influ5ce1 :i* /eadily increas$ = a c\rse ( ye>s4 ,i ga9$ ^u my pupils1 & 0 9 p>ticul> intimate & affectionate ) two ( our probation] ,fell[s1 ,rob]t ,isaac ,wilb]=ce 7aft]w>ds ,ar*deacon7 & ,ri*>d ,hurrell ,fr\de4 ,:ately !n1 an acute man1 p]haps saw ar\nd me ! signs ( an incipi5t p>ty1 ( :i* ,i 0 n consci\s myself4 ,& ?us we disc]n ! fir/ elem5ts ( t movem5t aft]w>ds call$ ,tract>ian4 ,! true & prim>y au?or ( x1 h[ev]1 z is usual ) great motive-p[]s1 0 out ( sight4 ,hav+ c>ri$ (f z a m]e boy ! highe/ hon\rs ( ! ,univ]sity1 he _h turn$ f ! admiration :i* haunt$ 8 /eps1 & s\ght = a bett] & holi] satisfaction 9 pa/oral "w 9 ! c\ntry4 ,ne$ ,i say t ,i am speak+ ( ,john ,keble8 ,! fir/ "t t ,i 0 9 a room ) him 0 on occasion ( my election to a fell[%ip at ,oriel1 :5 ,i 0 s5t = into ! ,t[]1 to %ake h&s ) ! ,provo/ & ,fell[s4 ,h[ is t h\r fix$ 9 my memory aft] ! *anges ( =ty-two ye>s1 =ty-two ?is v day on :i* ,i write6 ,i h lately _h a lett] 9 my h&s1 :i* ,i s5t at ! "t to my great fri5d1 ,john ,william ,b[d51 ) :om ,i pass$ almo/ exclusively my ,"u-graduate ye>s4 ,i _h to ha/5 to ! ,t[]1 ,i say to him1 to receive ! congratulations ( all ! ,fell[s4 ,i bore x till ,keble took my h&1 & !n felt s aba%$ & unwor?y ( ! hon\r done me1 t ,i seem$ desir\s ( q s9k+ into ! gr\nd4 ,8 _h be5 ! fir/ "n :i* ,i _h he>d spok5 (1 ) rev]5ce r ?an admiration1 :5 ,i came up to ,ox=d4 ,:5 "o day ,i 0 walk+ 9 ,high ,/reet ) my de> e>lie/ fri5d j m5tion$1 ) :at eag]ness did he cry out1 ,!re's ,keble6 & ) :at awe did ,i look at him6 ,!n at ano!r "t ,i he>d a ,ma/] ( ,arts ( my ,college give an acc\nt h[ he _h j !n _h occasion to introduce himself on "s bus9ess to ,keble1 & h[ g5tle1 c\rte\s1 & unaffect$ ,keble _h be51 s z almo/ to put him out ( c\nt5ance4 ,!n too x 0 report$1 truly or falsely1 h[ a ris+ man ( brilliant reputation1 ! pres5t ,dean ( ,/4 ,paul's1 ,dr4 ,milman1 admir$ & lov$ him1 add+1 t someh[ he 0 /rangely unlike any "o else4 ,h[ev]1 at ! "t :5 ,i 0 elect$ ,fell[ ( ,oriel he 0 n 9 resid5ce1 & he 0 %y ( me = ye>s 9 consequ5ce ( ! m>ks :i* ,i bore ^u me ( ! evangelical & lib]al s*ools4 ,at lea/ s ,i h ev] ?\ght4 ,hurrell ,fr\de br\ght u toge!r ab\t #ahbh3 x is "o ( ! say+s pres]v$ 9 8 ,rema9s1--,d y "k ! /ory ( ! murd]] :o _h done "o good ?+ 9 8 life8 ,well2 if ,i 0 ev] ask$ :at good de$ ,i _h ev] done1 ,i %\ld say t ,i _h br\ght ,keble & ,newman to und]/& ea* o!r4 ,! ,*ri/ian ,ye> made its appe>ance 9 #ahbg4 ,x is n necess>y1 & sc>cely becom+1 to praise a book :i* has already become "o ( ! classics ( ! language4 ,:5 ! g5]al tone ( religi\s lit]ature 0 s n]veless & impot5t1 z x 0 at t "t1 ,keble /ruck an orig9al note & woke up 9 ! he>ts ( ?\s&s a new music1 ! music ( a s*ool1 long unkn[n 9 ,engl&4 ,nor c ,i pret5d to analyze1 9 my own in/ance1 ! effect ( religi\s tea*+ s deep1 s pure1 s beautiful4 ,i h nev] till n[ tri$ to d s2 yet ,i ?9k ,i am n wrong 9 say+1 t ! two ma9 intellectual tru?s :i* x br\ght home to me1 7 ! same two1 :i* ,i _h le>n$ f ,butl]1 ?\gh reca/ 9 ! creative m9d ( my new ma/]4 ,! fir/ ( ^? 0 :at may be call$1 9 a l>ge s5se ( ! ^w1 ! ,sacram5tal sy/em2 t is1 ! doctr9e t mat]ial ph5om5a are bo? ! types & ! in/rum5ts ( real ?+s unse51--a doctr9e1 :i* embraces 9 its fulness1 n only :at ,anglicans1 z well z ,ca?olics1 believe ab\t ,sacram5ts prop]ly s call$2 b also ! article ( ! ,communion ( ,sa9ts2 & likewise ! ,my/]ies ( ! fai?4 ,! connexion ( ?is philosophy ( religion ) :at is sometimes call$ ,b]keleyism has be5 m5tion$ above2 ,i knew little ( ,b]keley at ?is "t except by "n2 nor h ,i ev] /udi$ him4 ,on ! second intellectual pr9ciple :i* ,i ga9$ f ,mr4 ,keble1 ,i c\ld say a great deal2 if ?is 7 ! place = x4 ,x runs ?r\gh v mu* t ,i h writt51 & has ga9$ = me _m h>d names4 ,butl] tea*es u t probability is ! guide ( life4 ,! dang] ( ?is doctr9e1 9 ! case ( _m m9ds1 is1 its t5d5cy to de/roy 9 !m absolute c]ta9ty1 lead+ !m to consid] e conclusion z d\btful1 & resolv+ tru? into an op9ion1 :i* x is safe inde$ to obey or to pr(ess1 b n possible to embrace ) full int]nal ass5t4 ,if ?is 7 to be all[$1 !n ! celebrat$ say+1 ,o ,god1 if !re be a ,god1 save my s\l1 if ,i h a s\l6 w\ld be ! highe/ measure ( devotion3--b :o c really pray to a ,be+1 ab\t ^: exi/5ce he is s]i\sly 9 d\bt8 ,i consid]$ t ,mr4 ,keble met ?is difficulty by ascrib+ ! firmness ( ass5t :i* we give to religi\s doctr9e1 n to ! probabilities :i* introduc$ x1 b to ! liv+ p[] ( fai? & love :i* accept$ x4 ,9 matt]s ( religion1 he seem$ to say1 x is n m]ely probability :i* makes u intellectually c]ta91 b probability z x is put to acc\nt by fai? & love4 ,x is fai? & love :i* give to probability a =ce :i* x has n 9 itself4 ,fai? & love are direct$ t[>ds an ,object2 9 ! vision ( t ,object !y live2 x is t ,object1 receiv$ 9 fai? & love1 :i* r5d]s x reasonable to take probability z suffici5t = int]nal conviction4 ,?us ! argum5t f ,probability1 9 ! matt] ( religion1 became an argum5t f ,p]sonality1 :i* 9 fact is "o =m ( ! argum5t f ,au?ority4 ,9 illu/ration1 ,mr4 ,keble us$ to quote ! words ( ! ,psalm3 ,i w guide !e ) m9e eye4 ,be ye n l to horse & mule1 :i* h no und]/&+2 ^: m\?s mu/ be held ) bit & bridle1 le/ !y fall ^u !e4 ,?is is ! v diff]5ce1 he us$ to say1 betwe5 slaves1 & fri5ds or *ildr54 ,fri5ds d n ask = lit]al comm&s2 b1 f _! k ( ! speak]1 !y und]/& 8 half-words1 & f love ( him !y anticipate 8 wi%es4 ,h5ce x is1 t 9 8 ,poem = ,/4 ,b>?olomew's ,day1 he speaks ( ! ,eye ( ,god's ^w2 & 9 ! note quotes ,mr4 ,mill]1 ( ,worce/] ,college1 :o rem>ks 9 8 ,bampton ,lectures1 on ! special p[] ( ,scripture1 z hav+ ?is ,eye1 l t ( a portrait1 uni=mly fix$ ^u u1 turn :]e we w4 ,! view ?us sugge/$ by ,mr4 ,keble1 is br\ght =w>d 9 "o ( ! e>lie/ ( ! ,tracts = ! ,times4 ,9 ,no4 #h ,i say1 ,! ,gospel is a ,law ( ,lib]ty4 ,we are treat$ z sons1 n z s]vants2 n subject$ to a code ( =mal comm&m5ts1 b address$ z ^? :o love ,god1 & wi% to please ,him4 ,i did n at all dispute ?is view ( ! matt]1 = ,i made use ( x myself2 b ,i 0 dissatisfi$1 because x did n g to ! root ( ! difficulty4 ,x 0 beautiful & religi\s1 b x did n ev5 pr(ess to be logical2 & accord+ly ,i tri$ to complete x by consid]ations ( my own1 :i* are to be f\nd 9 my ,univ]sity ,s]mons1 ,essay on ,ecclesia/ical ,miracles1 & ,essay on ,developm5t ( ,doctr9e4 ,my argum5t is 9 outl9e z foll[s3 t t absolute c]titude :i* we 7 able to possess1 :e!r z to ! tru?s ( natural !ology1 or z to ! fact ( a revelation1 0 ! result ( an assemblage ( concurr+ & conv]g+ probabilities1 & t1 bo? accord+ to ! con/itution ( ! human m9d & ! w ( its ,mak]2 t c]titude 0 a habit ( m9d1 t c]ta9ty 0 a quality ( propositions2 t probabilities :i* did n rea* to logical c]ta9ty1 might suffice = a m5tal c]titude2 t ! c]titude ?us br\ght ab\t might equal 9 measure & /r5g? ! c]titude :i* 0 creat$ by ! /ricte/ sci5tific demon/ration2 & t to possess su* c]titude might 9 giv5 cases & to giv5 individuals be a pla9 duty1 ?\gh n to o!rs 9 o!r circum/ances3-- ,moreov]1 t z !re 7 probabilities :i* suffic$ = c]titude1 s !re 7 o!r probabilities :i* 7 legitimately adapt$ to create op9ion2 t x might be q z mu* a matt] ( duty 9 giv5 cases & to giv5 p]sons to h ab\t a fact an op9ion ( a def9ite /r5g? & consi/5cy1 z 9 ! case ( great] or ( m num]\s probabilities x 0 a duty to h a c]titude2 t accord+ly we 7 b\nd to be m or less sure1 on a sort ( 7z x 77 graduat$ scale ( ass5t1 viz4 accord+ z ! probabilities atta*+ to a pr(ess$ fact 7 br\ght home to u1 & z ! case might be1 to ent]ta9 ab\t x a pi\s belief1 or a pi\s op9ion1 or a religi\s conjecture1 or at lea/1 a tol]ance ( su* belief1 or op9ion or conjecture 9 o!rs2 t on ! o!r h&1 z x 0 a duty to h a belief1 ( m or less /rong texture1 9 giv5 cases1 s 9 o!r cases x 0 a duty n to believe1 n to op9e1 n to conjecture1 n ev5 to tol]ate ! notion t a pr(ess$ fact 0 true1 inasmu* z x w\ld be cr$ulity or sup]/ition1 or "s o!r moral fault1 to d s4 ,?is 0 ! region ( ,private ,judgm5t 9 religion2 t is1 ( a ,private ,judgm5t1 n =m$ arbitr>ily & accord+ to "o's fancy or lik+1 b consci5ti\sly1 & "u a s5se ( duty4 ,consid]ations su* z ^! ?r[ a new light on ! subject ( ,miracles1 & !y seem to h l$ me to reconsid] ! view :i* ,i _h tak5 ( !m 9 my ,essay 9 #ahbe-f4 ,i d n "k :at 0 ! date ( ?is *ange 9 me1 nor ( ! tra9 ( ideas on :i* x 0 f\nd$4 ,t !re _h be5 already great miracles1 z ^? ( ,scripture1 z ! ,resurrection1 0 a fact e/abli%+ ! pr9ciple t ! laws ( nature _h sometimes be5 susp5d$ by _! ,div9e ,au?or1 & s9ce :at _h happ5$ once might happ5 aga91 a c]ta9 probability1 at lea/ no k9d ( improbability1 0 atta*$ to ! idea tak5 9 itself1 ( miracul\s int]v5tion 9 lat] times1 & miracul\s acc\nts 7 to be reg>d$ 9 connexion ) ! v]isimilitude1 scope1 in/rum5t1 "*1 te/imony1 & circum/ances1 ) :i* !y pres5t$ !mselves to u2 &1 accord+ to ! f9al result ( ^? v>i\s consid]ations1 x 0 our duty to be sure1 or to believe1 or to op9e1 or to surmise1 or to tol]ate1 or to reject1 or to d5\nce4 ,! ma9 diff]5ce betwe5 my ,essay on ,miracles 9 #ahbf & my ,essay 9 #ahdb is ?is3 t 9 #ahbf ,i consid]$ t miracles 7 %>ply divid$ into two classes1 ^? :i* 7 to be receiv$1 & ^? :i* 7 to be reject$2 :]eas 9 #ahdb ,i saw t !y 7 to be reg>d$ accord+ to _! great] or less probability1 :i* 0 9 "s cases suffici5t to create c]titude ab\t !m1 9 o!r cases only belief or op9ion4 ,moreov]1 ! argum5t f ,analogy1 on :i* ?is view ( ! "q 0 f\nd$1 sugge/$ to me some?+ besides1 9 recomm5dation ( ! ,ecclesia/ical ,miracles4 ,x fa/5$ itself ^u ! !ory ( ,*ur* ,hi/ory :i* ,i _h le>n$ z a boy f ,joseph ,miln]4 ,x is ,miln]'s doctr9e1 t ^u ! visible ,*ur* come d[n f above1 at c]ta9 int]vals1 l>ge & tempor>y ,effusions ( div9e grace4 ,?is is ! lead+ idea ( 8 "w4 ,he beg9s by speak+ ( ! ,day ( ,p5teco/1 z m>k+ ! fir/ ( ^? ,effusions ( ! ,_s ( ,god1 :i* f age to age h visit$ ! e>? s9ce ! com+ ( ,*ri/4 ,vol4 i4 p4 #c4 ,9 a note he adds t 9 ! t]m ',effusion' !re is n "h includ$ ! idea ( ! miracul\s or extraord9>y op]ations ( ! ,_s ( ,god2 b /ill x 0 natural = me1 admitt+ ,miln]'s g5]al !ory1 & apply+ to x ! pr9ciple ( analogy1 n to /op %ort at 8 abrupt ipse dixit1 b boldly to pass =w>d to ! conclusion1 on o!r gr\nds plausible1 t z miracles accompani$ ! fir/ effusion ( grace1 s !y might accompany ! lat]4 ,x is surely a natural & on ! :ole1 a true anticipation 7?\gh ( c\rse !re are exceptions 9 p>ticul> cases71 t gifts & graces g toge!r2 n[1 accord+ to ! anci5t ,ca?olic doctr9e1 ! gift ( miracles 0 view$ z ! att5dant & %ad[ ( transc5d5t sanctity3 & moreov]1 s9ce su* sanctity 0 n ( e day's occurr5ce1 nay fur!r1 s9ce "o p]iod ( ,*ur* hi/ory diff]$ widely f ano!r1 &1 z ,joseph ,miln] w\ld say1 !re h be5 g5]ations or c5turies ( deg5]acy or disord]1 & times ( revival1 & s9ce "o region might be 9 ! mid-day ( religi\s f]v\r1 & ano!r 9 twilight or gloom1 !re 0 no =ce 9 ! popul> argum5t1 t1 because we did n see miracles ) our own eyes1 miracles _h n happ5$ 9 =m] times1 or 7 n n[ at ?is v "t tak+ place 9 di/ant places3--b ,i mu/ n dwell long] on a subject1 to :i* 9 a few words x is impossible to d ju/ice#d4 #d ,vide note ,b1 ,ecclesia/ical ,miracles1 at ! end ( ! volume4 99 99 99 99 99 ,hurrell ,fr\de 0 a pupil ( ,keble's1 =m$ by him1 & 9 turn react+ ^u him4 ,i knew him fir/ 9 #ahbf1 & 0 9 ! close/ & mo/ affectionate fri5d%ip ) him f ab\t #ahbi till 8 dea? 9 #ahcf4 ,he 0 a man ( ! highe/ gifts1--s truly _m-sid$1 t x w\ld be presumptu\s 9 me to attempt to describe him1 except "u ^? aspects 9 :i* he came be=e me4 ,nor h ,i "h to speak ( ! g5tl5ess & t5d]ness ( nature1 ! playfulness1 ! free ela/ic =ce & graceful v]satility ( m9d1 & ! pati5t w9n+ consid]at5ess 9 discussion1 :i* ende>$ him to ^? to :om he op5$ 8 he>t2 = ,i am all along engag$ ^u matt]s ( belief & op9ion1 & am introduc+ o!rs into my n>rative1 n = _! own sake1 or because ,i love & h lov$ !m1 s mu* z because1 & s f> z1 !y h influ5c$ my !ological views4 ,9 ?is respect !n1 ,i speak ( ,hurrell ,fr\de1--9 8 intellectual aspect1--z a man ( high g5ius1 brimful & ov]fl[+ ) ideas & views1 9 him orig9al1 :i* 7 too _m & /rong ev5 = 8 bodily /r5g?1 & :i* cr[d$ & jo/l$ aga9/ ea* o!r 9 _! ef=t aft] di/9ct %ape & expression4 ,& he _h an intellect z critical & logical z x 0 speculative & bold4 ,dy+ prematurely1 z he did1 & 9 ! conflict & transition-/ate ( op9ion1 8 religi\s views nev] rea*$ _! ultimate conclusion1 by ! v reason ( _! multitude & _! dep?4 ,8 op9ions arre/$ & influ5c$ me1 ev5 :5 !y did n ga9 my ass5t4 ,he pr(ess$ op5ly 8 admiration ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 & 8 hatr$ ( ! ,re=m]s4 ,he delight$ 9 ! notion ( an hi]>*ical sy/em1 ( sac]dotal p[]1 & ( full ecclesia/ical lib]ty4 ,he felt scorn ( ! maxim1 ,! ,bible & ! ,bible only is ! religion ( ,prote/ants2 & he glori$ 9 accept+ ,tradition z a ma9 in/rum5t ( religi\s tea*+4 ,he _h a high sev]e idea ( ! intr9sic excell5ce ( ,virg9ity2 & he consid]$ ! ,bless$ ,virg9 its great ,patt]n4 ,he delight$ 9 ?9k+ ( ! ,sa9ts2 he _h a vivid appreciation ( ! idea ( sanctity1 its possibility & its heights2 & he 0 m ?an incl9$ to believe a l>ge am\nt ( miracul\s int]f]5ce z occurr+ 9 ! e>ly & middle ages4 ,he embrac$ ! pr9ciple ( p5ance & mortification4 ,he _h a deep devotion to ! ,real ,pres5ce1 9 :i* he _h a firm fai?4 ,he 0 p[]fully drawn to ! ,m$ieval ,*ur*1 b n to ! ,primitive4 ,he _h a ke5 insight into ab/ract tru?2 b he 0 an ,engli%man to ! backbone 9 8 sev]e adh]5ce to ! real & ! concrete4 ,he _h a mo/ classical ta/e1 & a g5ius = philosophy & art2 & he 0 fond ( hi/orical inquiry1 & ! politics ( religion4 ,he _h no turn = !ology z su*4 ,he set no suffici5t value on ! writ+s ( ! ,fa!rs1 on ! detail or developm5t ( doctr9e1 on ! def9ite traditions ( ! ,*ur* view$ 9 _! matt]1 on ! tea*+ ( ! ,ecum5ical ,c\ncils1 or on ! controv]sies out ( :i* !y arose4 ,he took an eag] c\rage\s view ( ?+s on ! :ole4 ,i %\ld say t 8 p[] ( ent]+ into ! m9ds ( o!rs did n equal 8 o!r gifts2 he c\ld n believe1 = in/ance1 t ,i really held ! ,roman ,*ur* to be ,anti-*ri/ian4 ,on _m po9ts he w\ld n believe b t ,i agre$ ) him1 :5 ,i did n4 ,he seem$ n to und]/& my difficulties4 ,8 7 ( a diff]5t k9d1 ! contr>iety betwe5 !ory & fact4 ,he 0 a high ,tory ( ! ,cavali] /amp1 & 0 disgu/$ ) ! ,toryism ( ! oppon5ts ( ! ,re=m ,bill4 ,he 0 smitt5 ) ! love ( ! ,!ocratic ,*ur*2 he w5t abroad & 0 %ock$ by ! deg5]acy :i* he ?\ght he saw 9 ! ,ca?olics ( ,italy4 ,x is difficult to enum]ate ! precise additions to my !ological cre$ :i* ,i d]iv$ f a fri5d to :om ,i owe s mu*4 ,he taught me to look ) admiration t[>ds ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 & 9 ! same degree to dislike ! ,re=mation4 ,he fix$ deep 9 me ! idea ( devotion to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & he l$ me gradually to believe 9 ! ,real ,pres5ce4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is "o rema9+ s\rce ( my op9ions to be m5tion$1 & t f> f ! lea/ important4 ,9 proportion z ,i mov$ out ( ! %ad[ ( t lib]alism :i* _h hung ov] my c\rse1 my e>ly devotion t[>ds ! ,fa!rs return$2 & 9 ! ,long ,vacation ( #ahbh ,i set ab\t to read !m *ronologically1 beg9n+ ) ,/4 ,ignatius & ,/4 ,ju/94 ,ab\t #ahcj a proposal 0 made to me by ,mr4 ,hugh ,rose1 :o ) ,mr4 ,lyall 7aft]w>ds ,dean ( ,cant]bury7 0 provid+ writ]s = a ,!ological ,libr>y1 to furni% !m ) a ,hi/ory ( ! ,pr9cipal ,c\ncils4 ,i accept$ x1 & at once set to "w on ! ,c\ncil ( ,nica4 ,x 0 to laun* myself on an ocean ) curr5ts innum]able2 & ,i 0 drift$ back fir/ to ! ante-,nic5e hi/ory1 & !n to ! ,*ur* ( ,alex&ria4 ,! "w at la/ appe>$ "u ! title ( ,! ,arians ( ! ,f\r? ,c5tury2 & ( its #dbb pages1 ! fir/ #aag consi/$ ( introductory matt]1 & ! ,c\ncil ( ,nica did n appe> till ! #bed?1 & !n occupi$ at mo/ tw5ty pages4 ,i d n "k :5 ,i fir/ le>nt to consid] t ,antiquity 0 ! true expon5t ( ! doctr9es ( ,*ri/ianity & ! basis ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 b ,i take x = grant$ t ! works ( ,bi%op ,bull1 :i* at ?is "t ,i read1 7 my *ief introduction to ?is pr9ciple4 ,! c\rse ( read+1 :i* ,i pursu$ 9 ! composition ( my volume1 0 directly adapt$ to develope x 9 my m9d4 ,:at pr9cipally attract$ me 9 ! ante-,nic5e p]iod 0 ! great ,*ur* ( ,alex&ria1 ! hi/orical c5tre ( tea*+ 9 ^? times4 ,( ,rome = "s c5turies comp>atively little is kn[n4 ,! battle ( ,arianism 0 fir/ f\ght 9 ,alex&ria2 ,a?anasius1 ! *ampion ( ! tru?1 0 ,bi%op ( ,alex&ria2 & 9 8 writ+s he ref]s to ! great religi\s names ( an e>li] date1 to ,orig51 ,dionysius1 & o!rs1 :o 7 ! glory ( its see1 or ( its s*ool4 ,! broad philosophy ( ,clem5t & ,orig5 c>ri$ me away2 ! philosophy1 n ! !ological doctr9e2 & ,i h drawn out "s features ( x 9 my volume1 ) ! zeal & fre%ness1 b ) ! p>tiality1 ( a neophyte4 ,"s portions ( _! tea*+1 magnific5t 9 !mselves1 came l music to my inw>d e>1 z if ! response to ideas1 :i*1 ) little ext]nal to enc\rage !m1 ,i _h *]i%$ s long4 ,^! 7 bas$ on ! my/ical or sacram5tal pr9ciple1 & spoke ( ! v>i\s ,economies or ,disp5sations ( ! ,et]nal4 ,i und]/ood ^! passages to mean t ! ext]ior _w1 physical & hi/orical1 0 b ! manife/ation to our s5ses ( realities great] ?an itself4 ,nature 0 a p>able3 ,scripture 0 an allegory3 pagan lit]ature1 philosophy1 & my?ology1 prop]ly und]/ood1 7 b a prep>ation = ! ,gospel4 ,! ,greek poets & sages 7 9 a c]ta9 s5se prophets2 = ?\ghts beyond _! ?\ght to ^? high b>ds 7 giv54 ,!re _h be5 a directly div9e disp5sation grant$ to ! ,jews2 b !re _h be5 9 "s s5se a disp5sation c>ri$ on 9 fav\r ( ! ,g5tiles4 ,he :o _h tak5 ! se$ ( ,jacob = ,8 elect p _h n !re=e ca/ ! re/ ( mank9d out ( ,8 sight4 ,9 ! fulness ( "t bo? ,judaism & ,paganism _h come to n\ght2 ! outw>d framework1 :i* conceal$ yet sugge/$ ! ,liv+ ,tru?1 _h nev] be5 int5d$ to la/1 & x 0 dissolv+ "u ! beams ( ! ,sun ( ,ju/ice :i* %one beh9d x & ?r\gh x4 ,! process ( *ange _h be5 sl[2 x _h be5 done n ra%ly1 b by rule & measure1 at sundry times & 9 div]s mann]s1 fir/ "o disclosure & !n ano!r1 till ! :ole evangelical doctr9e 0 br\ght into full manife/ation4 ,& ?us room 0 made = ! anticipation ( fur!r & deep] disclosures1 ( tru?s /ill "u ! veil ( ! lett]1 & 9 _! season to be reveal$4 ,! visible _w /ill rema9s )\t its div9e int]pretation2 ,holy ,*ur* 9 h] sacram5ts & h] hi]>*ical appo9tm5ts1 w rema91 ev5 to ! end ( ! _w1 aft] all b a symbol ( ^? heav5ly facts :i* fill et]nity4 ,h] my/]ies are b ! expressions 9 human language ( tru?s to :i* ! human m9d is unequal4 ,x is evid5t h[ mu* !re 0 9 all ?is 9 correspond5ce ) ! ?\ghts :i* _h attract$ me :5 ,i 0 "y1 & ) ! doctr9e :i* ,i h already associat$ ) ! ,analogy & ! ,*ri/ian ,ye>4 ,x 01 ,i suppose1 to ! ,alex&rian s*ool & to ! e>ly ,*ur*1 t ,i owe 9 p>ticul> :at ,i def9itely held ab\t ! ,angels4 ,i view$ !m1 n only z ! m9i/]s employ$ by ! ,creator 9 ! ,jewi% & ,*ri/ian disp5sations1 z we f9d on ! face ( ,scripture1 b z c>ry+ on1 z ,scripture also implies1 ! ,economy ( ! ,visible ,_w4 ,i consid]$ !m z ! real causes ( motion1 light1 & life1 & ( ^? elem5t>y pr9ciples ( ! physical univ]se1 :i*1 :5 (f]$ 9 _! developm5ts to our s5ses1 sugge/ to u ! notion ( cause & effect1 & ( :at are call$ ! laws ( nature4 ,?is doctr9e ,i h drawn out 9 my ,s]mon = ,mi*aelmas day1 writt5 9 #ahca4 ,i say ( ! ,angels1 ,e brea? ( air & ray ( light & heat1 e beautiful prospect1 is1 z x 71 ! skirts ( _! g>m5ts1 ! wav+ ( ! robes ( ^? ^: faces see ,god4 ,aga91 ,i ask :at w\ld be ! ?\ghts ( a man :o1 :5 exam9+ a fl[]1 or a h]b1 or a pebble1 or a ray ( light1 :i* he treats z some?+ s b5ea? him 9 ! scale ( exi/5ce1 sudd5ly discov]$ t he 0 9 ! pres5ce ( "s p[]ful be+ :o 0 hidd5 beh9d ! visible ?+s he 0 inspect+1--:o1 ?\gh conceal+ 8 wise h&1 0 giv+ !m _! beauty1 grace1 & p]fection1 z be+ ,god's in/rum5t = ! purpose1--nay1 ^: robe & ornam5ts ^? objects 71 :i* he 0 s eag] to analyze8 & ,i !re=e rem>k t we may say ) grateful & simple he>ts ) ! ,?ree ,holy ,*ildr51 ',o all ye works ( ! ,"l1 c41 c41 bless ye ! ,"l1 praise ,him1 & magnify ,him = ev]4' ,also1 besides ! ho/s ( evil spirits1 ,i consid]$ !re 0 a middle race1 ,greek3 daimonia1 nei!r 9 heav51 nor 9 hell2 p>tially fall51 caprici\s1 wayw>d2 noble or crafty1 b5evol5t or malici\s1 z ! case might be4 ,^! be+s gave a sort ( inspiration or intellig5ce to races1 nations1 & classes ( m54 ,h5ce ! action ( bodies politic & associations1 :i* is (t5 s diff]5t f t ( ! individuals :o compose !m4 ,h5ce ! "* & ! in/9ct ( /ates & gov]nm5ts1 ( religi\s communities & communions4 ,i ?\ght ^! assemblages _h _! life 9 c]ta9 unse5 ,p[]s4 ,my pref]5ce ( ! ,p]sonal to ! ,ab/ract w\ld naturally lead me to ?is view4 ,i ?\ght x c\nt5anc$ by ! m5tion ( ! ,pr9ce ( ,p]sia 9 ! ,prophet ,daniel2 & ,i ?9k ,i consid]$ t x 0 ( su* int]m$iate be+s t ! ,apocalypse spoke1 9 its notice ( ! ,angels ( ! ,sev5 ,*ur*es4 ,9 #ahcg ,i made a fur!r developm5t ( ?is doctr9e4 ,i said to an intimate & de> fri5d1 ,samuel ,francis ,wood1 9 a lett] :i* came into my h&s on 8 dea?4 ,i h an idea4 ,! mass ( ! ,fa!rs 7,ju/91 ,a!nagoras1 ,ir5u1 ,clem5t1 ,t]tullian1 ,orig51 ,lactantius1 ,sulpicius1 ,ambrose1 ,nazianz517 hold t1 ?\gh ,satan fell f ! beg9n+1 ! ,angels fell be=e ! deluge1 fall+ 9 love ) ! daught]s ( m54 ,?is has lately come across me z a rem>kable solution ( a notion :i* ,i _c help hold+4 ,daniel speaks z if ea* nation _h its gu>dian ,angel4 ,i _c b ?9k t !re are be+s ) a great deal ( good 9 !m1 yet ) great defects1 :o are ! animat+ pr9ciples ( c]ta9 in/itutions1 c41 c4444 ,take ,engl& ) _m high virtues1 & yet a l[ ,ca?olicism4 ,x seems to me t ,john ,bull is a _s nei!r ( heav5 nor hell4444 ,has n ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur*1 9 its p>ts1 surr5d]$ itself to "o or o!r ( ^! simulations ( ! tru?8444 ,h[ are we to avoid ,scylla & ,*>ybdis & g /raight on to ! v image ( ,*ri/8 c41 c4 ,i am aw>e t :at ,i h be5 say+ w1 ) _m m51 be do+ cr$it to my imag9ation at ! exp5se ( my judgm5t--,hippoclides doesn't c>e2 ,i am n sett+ myself up z a patt]n ( good s5se or ( any ?+ else3 ,i am b giv+ a hi/ory ( my op9ions1 & t1 ) ! view ( %[+ t ,i h come by !m ?r\gh intelligible processes ( ?\ght & hone/ ext]nal means4 ,! doctr9e inde$ ( ! ,economy has 9 "s qu>t]s be5 itself condemn$ z intr9sically p]nici\s1--z if lead+ to ly+ & equivocation1 :5 appli$1 z ,i h appli$ x 9 my rem>ks ^u x 9 my ,hi/ory ( ! ,arians1 to matt]s ( conduct4 ,my answ] to ?is imputation ,i po/pone to ! conclud+ pages ( my ,volume4 ,:ile ,i 0 engag$ 9 writ+ my "w ^u ! ,arians1 great ev5ts 7 happ5+ at home & abroad1 :i* br\ght out into =m & passionate expression ! v>i\s beliefs :i* _h s gradually be5 w9n+ _! way into my m9d4 ,%ortly be=e1 !re _h be5 a ,revolution 9 ,france2 ! ,b\rbons _h be5 dismiss$3 & ,i held t x 0 un*ri/ian = nations to ca/ (f _! gov]nors1 &1 mu* m1 sov]eigns :o _h ! div9e "r ( inh]itance4 ,aga91 ! great ,re=m ,agitation 0 go+ on ar\nd me z ,i wrote4 ,! ,:igs _h come into p[]2 ,"l ,grey _h told ! ,bi%ops to set _! h\se 9 ord]1 & "s ( ! ,prelates _h be5 insult$ & ?reat5$ 9 ! /reets ( ,london4 ,! vital "q 01 h[ 7 we to keep ! ,*ur* f be+ lib]aliz$8 !re 0 su* apa?y on ! subject 9 "s qu>t]s1 su* imbecile al>m 9 o!rs2 ! true pr9ciples ( ,*ur*man%ip seem$ s radically decay$1 & !re 0 su* di/raction 9 ! c\ncils ( ! ,cl]gy4 ,blomfield1 ! ,bi%op ( ,london ( ! day1 an active & op5-he>t$ man1 _h be5 = ye>s engag$ 9 dilut+ ! high or?odoxy ( ! ,*ur* by ! introduction ( memb]s ( ! ,evangelical body into places ( influ5ce & tru/4 ,he _h deeply (f5d$ m5 :o agre$ 9 op9ion ) myself1 by an (f-h& say+ 7z x 0 report$7 to ! effect t belief 9 ! ,apo/olical succession _h gone out ) ! ,non-jurors4 ,we c c\nt y1 he said to "s ( ! grave/ & mo/ v5]at$ p]sons ( ! old s*ool4 ,& ! ,evangelical p>ty itself1 ) _! late successes1 seem$ to h lo/ t simplicity & unworldl9ess :i* ,i admir$ s mu* 9 ,miln] & ,scott4 ,x 0 n t ,i did n v5]ate su* m5 z ,ryd]1 ! !n ,bi%op ( ,li*field1 & o!rs ( simil> s5tim5ts1 :o 7 n yet promot$ out ( ! ranks ( ! ,cl]gy1 b ,i ?\ght little ( ! ,evangelicals z a class4 ,i ?\ght !y play$ into ! h&s ( ! ,lib]als4 ,) ! ,e/abli%m5t ?us divid$ & ?reat5$1 ?us ignorant ( its true /r5g?1 ,i comp>$ t fre% vigor\s ,p[] ( :i* ,i 0 read+ 9 ! fir/ c5turies4 ,9 h] triumphant zeal on behalf ( t ,primeval ,my/]y1 to :i* ,i _h _h s great a devotion f my y\?1 ,i recogniz$ ! movem5t ( my ,spiritual ,"m4 ,incessu patuit ,dea4 ,! self-conque/ ( h] ,ascetics1 ! pati5ce ( h] ,m>tyrs1 ! irresi/ible det]m9ation ( h] ,bi%ops1 ! joy\s sw+ ( h] advance1 bo? exalt$ & aba%$ me4 ,i said to myself1 ,look on ?is picture & on t2 ,i felt affection = my own ,*ur*1 b n t5d]ness2 ,i felt dismay at h] prospects1 ang] & scorn at h] d-no?+ p]plexity4 ,i ?\ght t if ,lib]alism once got a foot+ )9 h]1 x 0 sure ( ! victory 9 ! ev5t4 ,i saw t ,re=mation pr9ciples 7 p[]less to rescue h]4 ,z to leav+ h]1 ! ?\ght nev] cross$ my imag9ation2 /ill ,i ev] kept be=e me t !re 0 some?+ great] ?an ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*1 & t t 0 ! ,*ur* ,ca?olic & ,apo/olic1 set up f ! beg9n+1 ( :i* %e 0 b ! local pres5ce & ! organ4 ,%e 0 no?+1 unless %e 0 ?is4 ,%e mu/ be dealt ) /rongly1 or %e w\ld be lo/4 ,!re 0 ne$ ( a second re=mation4 ,at ?is "t ,i 0 dis5gag$ f ,college duties1 & my heal? _h suff]$ f ! lab\r involv$ 9 ! composition ( my ,volume4 ,x 0 ready = ! ,press 9 ,july1 #ahcb1 ?\gh n publi%$ till ! end ( #ahcc4 ,i 0 easily p]suad$ to jo9 ,hurrell ,fr\de & 8 ,fa!r1 :o 7 go+ to ! s\? ( ,europe = ! heal? ( ! =m]4 ,we set out 9 ,decemb]1 #ahcb4 ,x 0 dur+ ?is exp$ition t my ,v]ses :i* are 9 ! ,lyra ,apo/olica 7 writt52--a few inde$ be=e x1 b n m ?an "o or two ( !m aft] x4 ,ex*ang+1 z ,i 01 def9ite ,tutorial "w1 & ! lit]>y quiet & pleasant fri5d%ips ( ! la/ six ye>s1 = =eign c\ntries & an unkn[n future1 ,i naturally 0 l$ to ?9k t "s inw>d *anges1 z well z "s l>g] c\rse ( action1 7 com+ ^u me4 ,at ,:it*ur*1 :ile wait+ = ! d[n mail to ,falm\?1 ,i wrote ! v]ses ab\t my ,gu>dian ,angel1 :i* beg9 ) ^! words3 ,are ^! ! tracks ( "s une>?ly ,fri5d8 & :i* g on to speak ( ! vision :i* haunt$ me3--t vision is m or less br\ght out 9 ! :ole s]ies ( ^! compositions4 ,i w5t to v>i\s coa/s ( ! ,m$it]ranean2 p>t$ ) my fri5ds at ,rome2 w5t d[n = ! second "t to ,sicily )\t companion1 at ! end ( ,april2 & got back to ,engl& by ,pal]mo 9 ! e>ly "p ( ,july4 ,! /rang5ess ( =eign life ?rew me back into myself2 ,i f\nd pleasure 9 hi/orical sites & beautiful sc5es1 n 9 m5 & mann]s4 ,we kept cle> ( ,ca?olics ?r\gh\t our t\r4 ,i _h a conv]sation ) ! ,dean ( ,malta1 a mo/ pleasant man1 lately dead2 b x 0 ab\t ! ,fa!rs1 & ! ,libr>y ( ! great *ur*4 ,i knew ! ,abbate ,sant9i1 at ,rome1 :o did no m ?an copy = me ! ,gregorian tones4 ,fr\de & ,i made two calls ^u ,monsignore 7n[ ,c>d9al7 ,wiseman at ! ,collegio ,+lese1 %ortly be=e we left ,rome4 ,once we he>d him prea* at a *ur* 9 ! ,corso4 ,i d n recollect be+ 9 a room ) any o!r ecclesia/ics1 except a ,prie/ at ,ca/ro-,giovanni 9 ,sicily1 :o call$ on me :5 ,i 0 ill1 & ) :om ,i wi%$ to hold a controv]sy4 ,z to ,*ur* ,s]vices1 we att5d$ ! ,t5ebr1 at ! ,se/9e1 = ! sake ( ! ,mis]]e2 & t 0 all4 ,my g5]al feel+ 01 ,all1 save ! _s ( man1 is div9e4 ,i saw no?+ b :at 0 ext]nal2 ( ! hidd5 life ( ,ca?olics ,i knew no?+4 ,i 0 /ill m driv5 back into myself1 & felt my isolation4 ,engl& 0 9 my ?\ghts solely1 & ! news f ,engl& came r>ely & imp]fectly4 ,! ,bill = ! ,suppression ( ! ,iri% ,sees 0 9 progress1 & fill$ my m9d4 ,i _h fi]ce ?\ghts aga9/ ! ,lib]als4 ,x 0 ! success ( ! ,lib]al cause :i* frett$ me inw>dly4 ,i became fi]ce aga9/ its in/rum5ts & its manife/ations4 ,a ,fr5* vessel 0 at ,algi]s2 ,i w\ld n ev5 look at ! tricol\r4 ,on my return1 ?\gh =c$ to /op tw5ty-f\r h\rs at ,p>is1 ,i kept indoors ! :ole "t1 & all t ,i saw ( t beautiful city 0 :at ,i saw f ! ,dilig5ce4 ,! ,bi%op ( ,london _h already s\nd$ me z to my fill+ "o ( ! ,:itehall prea*]%ips1 :i* he _h j !n put on a new foot+2 b ,i 0 indignant at ! l9e :i* he 0 tak+1 & f my ,/eam] ,i _h s5t home a lett] decl9+ ! appo9tm5t by anticipation1 %\ld x be (f]$ to me4 ,at ?is "t ,i 0 specially annoy$ ) ,dr4 ,arnold1 ?\gh x did n la/ into lat] ye>s4 ,"s "o1 ,i ?9k1 ask$1 9 conv]sation at ,rome1 :e!r a c]ta9 int]pretation ( ,scripture 0 ,*ri/ian8 x 0 answ]$ t ,dr4 ,arnold took x2 ,i int]pos$1 ,b is he a ,*ri/ian8 ,! subject w5t out ( my head at once2 :5 aft]w>ds ,i 0 tax$ ) x1 ,i c\ld say no m 9 explanation1 ?an 7:at ,i believe 0 ! fact7 t ,i mu/ h _h 9 m9d "s free views ( ,dr4 ,arnold ab\t ! ,old ,te/am5t3--,i ?\ght ,i mu/ h meant1 ,arnold answ]s = ! int]pretation1 b :o is to answ] = ,arnold8 ,x 0 at ,rome1 too1 t we began ! ,lyra ,apo/olica :i* appe>$ mon?ly 9 ! ,briti% ,magaz9e4 ,! motto %[s ! feel+ ( bo? ,fr\de & myself at ! "t3 we borr[$ f ,m4 ,buns5 a ,hom]1 & ,fr\de *ose ! words 9 :i* ,a*illes1 on return+ to ! battle1 says1 ,y %all "k ! diff]5ce1 n[ t ,i am back aga94 ,especially :5 ,i 0 left by myself1 ! ?\ght came ^u me t deliv]ance is wr\ght1 n by ! _m b by ! few1 n by bodies b by p]sons4 ,n[ x 01 ,i ?9k1 t ,i repeat$ to myself ! words1 :i* _h ev] be5 de> to me f my s*ool days1 ,exori>e aliquis6--n[ too1 t ,s\!y's beautiful poem ( ,?alaba1 = :i* ,i _h an imm5se lik+1 came =cibly to my m9d4 ,i began to ?9k t ,i _h a mission4 ,!re are s5t5ces ( my lett]s to my fri5ds to ?is effect1 if !y are n de/roy$4 ,:5 we took leave ( ,monsignore ,wiseman1 he _h c\rte\sly express$ a wi% t we might make a second visit to ,rome2 ,i said ) great gravity1 ,we h a "w to d 9 ,engl&4 ,i w5t d[n at once to ,sicily1 & ! pres5tim5t grew /rong]4 ,i /ruck into ! middle ( ! isl&1 & fell ill ( a fev] at ,leon=te4 ,my s]vant ?\ght t ,i 0 dy+1 & begg$ = my la/ directions4 ,i gave !m1 z he wi%$2 b ,i said1 ,i %all n die4 ,i repeat$1 ,i %all n die1 = ,i h n s9n$ aga9/ light1 ,i h n s9n$ aga9/ light4 ,i nev] h be5 able q to make out :at ,i meant4 ,i got to ,ca/ro-,giovanni1 & 0 laid up !re = ne>ly ?ree weeks4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ,may ,i left = ,pal]mo1 tak+ ?ree days = ! j\rney4 ,be=e />t+ f my inn 9 ! morn+ ( ,may #bf? or #bg?1 ,i sat d[n on my b$1 & began to sob viol5tly4 ,my s]vant1 :o _h act$ z my nurse1 ask$ :at ail$ me4 ,i c\ld only answ] him1 ,i h a "w to d 9 ,engl&4 ,i 0 a*+ to get home2 yet = want ( a vessel ,i 0 kept at ,pal]mo = ?ree weeks4 ,i began to visit ! ,*ur*es1 & !y calm$ my impati5ce1 ?\gh ,i did n att5d any s]vices4 ,i knew no?+ ( ! ,pres5ce ( ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t !re4 ,at la/ ,i got (f 9 an orange boat1 b\nd = ,m>seilles4 ,!n x 0 t ,i wrote ! l9es1 ,lead1 k9dly light1 :i* h s9ce become well kn[n4 ,we 7 becalm$ a :ole week 9 ! ,/raits ( ,bonifacio4 ,i 0 writ+ v]ses ! :ole "t ( my passage4 ,at l5g? ,i got to ,m>seilles1 & set (f = ,engl&4 ,! fatigue ( travell+ 0 too mu* = me1 & ,i 0 laid up = sev]al days at ,lyons4 ,at la/ ,i got (f aga91 & did n /op night or day1 7except a compulsory delay at ,p>is17 till ,i rea*$ ,engl&1 & my "m's h\se4 ,my bro!r _h arriv$ f ,p]sia only a few h\rs be=e4 ,?is 0 on ! ,tuesday4 ,! foll[+ ,sunday1 ,july #ad?1 ,mr4 ,keble prea*$ ! ,assize ,s]mon 9 ! ,univ]sity ,pulpit4 ,x 0 publi%$ "u ! title ( ,national ,apo/asy4 ,i h ev] consid]$ & kept ! day1 z ! />t ( ! religi\s movem5t ( #ahcc4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,hi/ory ,,( ,,my ,,religi\s ,,op9ions ,,f #ahcc ,,to #ahci4 ,9 spite ( ! =ego+ pages1 ,i h no romantic /ory to tell2 b ,i h writt5 !m1 because x is my duty to tell ?+s z !y took place4 ,i h n exagg]at$ ! feel+s ) :i* ,i return$ to ,engl&1 & ,i h no desire to dress up ! ev5ts :i* foll[$1 s z to make !m 9 keep+ ) ! n>rative :i* has gone be=e4 ,i soon relaps$ into ! e-day life :i* ,i _h hi!rto l$2 9 all ?+s ! same1 except t a new object 0 giv5 me4 ,i _h employ$ myself 9 my own rooms 9 read+ & writ+1 & 9 ! c>e ( a ,*ur*1 be=e ,i left ,engl&1 & ,i return$ to ! same occupations :5 ,i 0 back aga94 ,& yet p]haps ^? fir/ vehem5t feel+s :i* c>ri$ me on1 7 necess>y = ! beg9n+ ( ! ,movem5t2 & aft]w>ds1 :5 x 0 once begun1 ! special ne$ ( me 0 ov]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 ,i got home f abroad1 ,i f\nd t already a movem5t _h comm5c$1 9 opposition to ! specific dang] :i* at t "t 0 ?reat5+ ! religion ( ! nation & its ,*ur*4 ,sev]al zeal\s & able m5 _h unit$ _! c\nsels1 & 7 9 correspond5ce ) ea* o!r4 ,! pr9cipal ( ^! 7 ,mr4 ,keble1 ,hurrell ,fr\de1 :o _h rea*$ home long be=e me1 ,mr4 ,william ,palm] ( ,dubl9 & ,worce/] ,college 7n ,mr4 ,william ,palm] ( ,magdal51 :o is n[ a ,ca?olic71 ,mr4 ,ar?ur ,p]ceval1 & ,mr4 ,hugh ,rose4 ,to m5tion ,mr4 ,hugh ,rose's "n is to k9dle 9 ! m9ds ( ^? :o knew him a ho/ ( pleasant & affectionate remembrances4 ,he 0 ! man above all o!rs fitt$ by 8 ca/ ( m9d & lit]>y p[]s to make a /&1 if a /& c\ld be made1 aga9/ ! calamity ( ! times4 ,he 0 gift$ ) a high & l>ge m9d1 & a true s5sibility ( :at 0 great & beautiful2 he wrote ) w>m? & en]gy2 & he _h a cool head & cauti\s judgm5t4 ,he sp5t 8 /r5g? & %ort5$ 8 life4 ,pro ,ecclesia ,dei1 z he und]/ood t sov]eign idea4 ,"s ye>s e>li] he _h be5 ! fir/ to give w>n+1 ,i ?9k f ! ,univ]sity ,pulpit at ,cambridge1 ( ! p]ils to ,engl& :i* lay 9 ! biblical & !ological speculations ( ,g]many4 ,! ,re=m agitation foll[$1 & ! ,:ig ,gov]nm5t came into p[]2 & he anticipat$ 9 _! di/ribution ( ,*ur* patronage ! au?oritative introduction ( lib]al op9ions into ! c\ntry4 ,he fe>$ t by ! ,:ig p>ty a door w\ld be op5$ 9 ,engl& to ! mo/ griev\s ( h]esies1 :i* nev] c\ld be clos$ aga94 ,9 ord] "u su* grave circum/ances to unite ,*ur*m5 toge!r1 & to make a front aga9/ ! com+ dang]1 he _h 9 #ahcb comm5c$ ! ,briti% ,magaz9e1 & 9 ! same ye> he came to ,ox=d 9 ! summ] t]m1 9 ord] to beat up = writ]s = 8 publication2 on t occasion ,i became kn[n to him ?r\gh ,mr4 ,palm]4 ,8 reputation & position came 9 aid ( 8 obvi\s fitness1 9 po9t ( "* & intellect1 to become ! c5tre ( an ecclesia/ical movem5t1 if su* a movem5t 7 to dep5d on ! action ( a p>ty4 ,8 delicate heal?1 8 premature dea?1 w\ld h fru/rat$ ! expectation1 ev5 ?\gh ! new s*ool ( op9ion _h be5 m exactly ?r[n into ! %ape ( a p>ty1 ?an 9 fact 0 ! case4 ,b he zeal\sly back$ up ! fir/ ef=ts ( ^? :o 7 pr9cipals 9 x2 &1 :5 he w5t abroad to die1 9 #ahch1 he all[$ me ! solace ( express+ my feel+s ( atta*m5t & gratitude to him by address+ him1 9 ! d$ication ( a volume ( my ,s]mons1 z ! man :o1 :5 he>ts 7 fail+1 bade u /ir up ! gift t 0 9 u1 & betake ourselves to our true ,"m4 ,b !re 7 o!r reasons1 besides ,mr4 ,rose's /ate ( heal?1 :i* h9d]$ ^? :o s mu* admir$ him f avail+ !mselves ( 8 close co-op]ation 9 ! com+ fight4 ,unit$ z bo? he & !y 7 9 ! g5]al scope ( ! ,movem5t1 !y 7 9 discordance ) ea* o!r f ! fir/ 9 _! e/imate ( ! means to be adopt$ = atta9+ x4 ,mr4 ,rose _h a position 9 ! ,*ur*1 a "n1 & s]i\s responsibilities2 he _h direct ecclesia/ical sup]iors2 he _h intimate relations ) 8 own ,univ]sity1 & a l>ge cl]ical connexion ?r\gh ! c\ntry4 ,fr\de & ,i 7 nobodies2 ) no *>act]s to lose1 & no antec$5ts to fett] u4 ,rose c\ld n g a-head across c\ntry1 z ,fr\de _h no scruples 9 do+4 ,fr\de 0 a bold rid]1 z on horseback1 s also 9 8 speculations4 ,aft] a long conv]sation ) him on ! logical be>+ ( 8 pr9ciples1 ,mr4 ,rose said ( him ) quiet hum\r1 t he did n seem to be afraid ( inf]5ces4 ,x 0 simply ! tru?2 ,fr\de _h t /rong hold ( fir/ pr9ciples1 & t ke5 p]ception ( _! value1 t he 0 comp>atively indiff]5t to ! revolution>y action :i* w\ld att5d on _! application to a giv5 /ate ( ?+s2 :]eas 9 ! ?\ghts ( ,rose1 z a practical man1 exi/+ facts _h ! prec$5ce ( e o!r idea1 & ! *ief te/ ( ! s\ndness ( a l9e ( policy lay 9 ! consid]ation :e!r x w\ld "w4 ,?is 0 "o ( ! fir/ que/ions1 :i*1 z x seem$ to me1 on e occasion occurr$ to 8 m9d4 ,) ,fr\de1 ,era/ianism1--t is1 ! union 7s he view$ x7 ( ,*ur* & ,/ate1--0 ! p>5t1 or if n ! p>5t1 ! s]viceable & suffici5t tool1 ( lib]alism4 ,till t union 0 snapp$1 ,*ri/ian doctr9e nev] c\ld be safe2 &1 :ile he well knew h[ high & unselfi% 0 ! temp] ( ,mr4 ,rose1 yet he us$ to apply to him an epi!t1 reproa*ful 9 8 own m\?2--,rose 0 a cons]vative4 ,by bad luck1 ,i br\ght out ?is ^w to ,mr4 ,rose 9 a lett] ( my own1 :i* ,i wrote to him 9 criticism ( some?+ he _h ins]t$ 9 8 ,magaz9e3 ,i got a vehem5t rebuke = my pa9s1 = ?\gh ,rose pursu$ a cons]vative l9e1 he _h z high a disda91 z ,fr\de c\ld h1 ( a worldly ambition1 & an extreme s5sitiv5ess ( su* an imputation4 ,b !re 0 ano!r reason /ill1 & a m elem5t>y "o1 :i* sev]$ ,mr4 ,rose f ! ,ox=d ,movem5t4 ,liv+ movem5ts d n come ( committees1 nor are great ideas work$ out ?r\gh ! po/1 ev5 ?\gh x _h be5 ! p5ny po/4 ,?is pr9ciple deeply p5etrat$ bo? ,fr\de & myself f ! fir/1 & recomm5d$ to u ! c\rse :i* ?+s soon took spontane\sly1 & )\t set purpose ( our own4 ,univ]sities are ! natural c5tres ( intellectual movem5ts4 ,h[ c\ld m5 act toge!r1 :atev] 0 _! zeal1 unless !y 7 unit$ 9 a sort ( individuality8 ,n[1 fir/1 we _h no unity ( place4 ,mr4 ,rose 0 9 ,suffolk1 ,mr4 ,p]ceval 9 ,surrey1 ,mr4 ,keble 9 ,gl\ce/]%ire2 ,hurrell ,fr\de _h to g = 8 heal? to ,b>badoes4 ,mr4 ,palm] 0 inde$ 9 ,ox=d2 ?is 0 an important advantage1 & told well 9 ! fir/ mon?s ( ! ,movem5t2--b ano!r condition1 besides t ( place1 0 requir$4 ,a f> m ess5tial unity 0 t ( antec$5ts1--a common hi/ory1 common memories1 an int]c\rse ( m9d ) m9d 9 ! pa/1 & a progress & increase 9 t int]c\rse 9 ! pres5t4 ,mr4 ,p]ceval1 to be sure1 0 a pupil ( ,mr4 ,keble's2 b ,keble1 ,rose1 & ,palm]1 repres5t$ di/9ct p>ties1 or at lea/ temp]s1 9 ! ,e/abli%m5t4 ,mr4 ,palm] _h _m conditions ( au?ority & influ5ce4 ,he 0 ! only really le>n$ man among u4 ,he und]/ood !ology z a sci5ce2 he 0 practis$ 9 ! s*ola/ic mode ( controv]sial writ+2 &1 ,i believe1 0 z well acqua9t$1 z he 0 dissatisfi$1 ) ! ,ca?olic s*ools4 ,he 0 z decid$ 9 8 religi\s views1 z he 0 cauti\s & ev5 subtle 9 _! expression1 & g5tle 9 _! en=cem5t4 ,b he 0 defici5t 9 dep?2 & besides1 com+ f a di/ance1 he nev] _h really gr[n into an ,ox=d man1 nor 0 he g5]ally receiv$ z su*2 nor _h he any insight into ! =ce ( p]sonal influ5ce & cong5iality ( ?\ght 9 c>ry+ out a religi\s !ory1--a condition :i* ,fr\de & ,i consid]$ ess5tial to any true success 9 ! /& :i* _h to be made aga9/ ,lib]alism4 ,mr4 ,palm] _h a c]ta9 connexion1 z x may be call$1 9 ! ,e/abli%m5t1 consi/+ ( high ,*ur* dignit>ies1 ,ar*deacons1 ,london ,rectors1 & ! l1 :o belong$ to :at 0 commonly call$ ! high-&-dry s*ool4 ,!y 7 f> m oppos$ ?an ev5 he 0 to ! irresponsible action ( individuals4 ,( c\rse _! beau idal 9 ecclesia/ical action 0 a bo>d ( safe1 s\nd1 s5sible m54 ,mr4 ,palm] 0 _! organ & repres5tative2 & he wi%$ = a ,committee1 an ,association1 ) rules & meet+s1 to protect ! int]e/s ( ! ,*ur* 9 its exi/+ p]il4 ,he 0 9 "s measure support$ by ,mr4 ,p]ceval4 ,i1 on ! o!r h&1 _h out ( my own head begun ! ,tracts2 & ^!1 z repres5t+ ! antagoni/ pr9ciple ( p]sonality1 7 look$ ^u by ,mr4 ,palm]'s fri5ds ) consid]able al>m4 ,! great po9t at ! "t ) ^! good m5 9 ,london1--"s ( !m m5 ( ! highe/ pr9ciple1 & f> f influ5c$ by :at we us$ to call ,era/ianism1--0 to put d[n ! ,tracts4 ,i1 z _! editor1 & ma9ly _! au?or1 0 ( c\rse will+ to give way4 ,keble & ,fr\de advocat$ _! cont9uance /rongly1 & 7 angry ) me = cons5t+ to /op !m4 ,mr4 ,palm] %>$ ! anxiety ( 8 own fri5ds2 &1 k9d z 7 8 ?\ghts ( u1 he /ill n unnaturally felt1 = reasons ( 8 own1 "s fidget & n]v\sness at ! c\rse :i* 8 ,oriel fri5ds 7 tak+4 ,fr\de1 = :om he _h a real lik+1 took a high tone 9 8 project ( measures = deal+ ) bi%ops & cl]gy1 :i* mu/ h %ock$ & sc&aliz$ him consid]ably4 ,z = me1 !re 0 matt] en\gh 9 ! e>ly ,tracts to give him equal disgu/2 & d\btless ,i mu* task$ 8 g5]osity1 :5 he _h to def5d me1 :e!r aga9/ ! ,london dignit>ies or ! c\ntry cl]gy4 ,oriel1 f ! "t ( ,dr4 ,cople/on to ,dr4 ,hampd51 _h _h a "n f> & wide = lib]ality ( ?\ght2 x _h receiv$ a =mal recognition f ! ,ed9burgh ,review1 if my memory s]ves me truly1 z ! s*ool ( speculative philosophy 9 ,engl&2 & on "o occasion1 9 #ahcc1 :5 ,i pres5t$ myself1 ) "s ( ! fir/ pap]s ( ! ,movem5t1 to a c\ntry cl]gyman 9 ,nor?ampton%ire1 he paus$ a:ile1 & !n1 eye+ me ) significance1 ask$ ,:e!r ,:ately 0 at ! bottom ( !m8 ,mr4 ,p]ceval wrote to me 9 support ( ! judgm5t ( ,mr4 ,palm] & ! dignit>ies4 ,i repli$ 9 a lett]1 :i* he aft]w>ds publi%$4 ,z to ! ,tracts1 ,i said to him 7,i quote my own words f 8 ,pamphlet71 e "o has 8 own ta/e4 ,y object to "s ?+s1 ano!r to o!rs4 ,if we alt]$ to please e "o1 ! effect w\ld be spoil$4 ,!y 7 n int5d$ z symbols ca!dr b z ! expression ( individual m9ds2 & individuals1 feel+ /rongly1 :ile on ! "o h&1 !y are incid5tally faulty 9 mode or language1 are /ill peculi>ly effective4 ,no great "w 0 done by a sy/em2 :]eas sy/ems rise out ( individual ex]tions4 ,lu!r 0 an individual4 ,! v faults ( an individual excite att5tion2 he loses1 b 8 cause 7if good & he p[]ful-m9d$7 ga9s4 ,?is is ! way ( ?+s2 we promote tru? by a self-sacrifice4 ,! visit :i* ,i made to ! ,nor?ampton%ire ,rector 0 only "o ( a s]ies ( simil> exp$i5ts1 :i* ,i adopt$ dur+ ! ye> #ahcc4 ,i call$ ^u cl]gy 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! c\ntry1 :e!r ,i 0 acqua9t$ ) !m or n1 & ,i att5d$ at ! h\ses ( fri5ds :]e sev]al ( !m 7 f "t to "t assembl$4 ,i d n ?9k t mu* came ( su* attempts1 nor 7 !y q 9 my way4 ,also ,i wrote v>i\s lett]s to cl]gym51 :i* f>$ n mu* bett]1 except t !y adv]tis$ ! fact1 t a rally 9 fav\r ( ! ,*ur* 0 comm5c+4 ,i did n c>e :e!r my visits 7 made to high ,*ur* or l[ ,*ur*2 ,i wi%$ to make a /rong pull 9 union ) all :o 7 oppos$ to ! pr9ciples ( lib]alism1 :oev] !y might be4 ,giv+ my "n to ! ,editor1 ,i comm5c$ a s]ies ( lett]s 9 ! ,record ,newspap]3 !y ran to a consid]able l5g?2 & 7 borne by him ) great c\rtesy & pati5ce4 ,! head+ giv5 to !m 01 ,*ur* ,re=m4 ,! fir/ 0 on ! revival ( ,*ur* ,discipl9e2 ! second1 on its ,scripture pro(2 ! ?ird1 on ! application ( ! doctr9e2 ! f\r? 0 an answ] to objections2 ! fif? 0 on ! b5efits ( discipl9e4 ,& !n ! s]ies 0 abruptly br\ght to a t]m9ation4 ,i _h said :at ,i really felt1 & :at 0 also 9 keep+ ) ! /rong tea*+ ( ! ,tracts1 b ,i suppose ! ,editor discov]$ 9 me "s div]g5ce f 8 own l9e ( ?\ght2 = at l5g? he s5t a v civil lett]1 apologiz+ = ! non-appe>ance ( my six? communication1 on ! gr\nd t x conta9$ an attack ^u ,temp]ance ,societies1 ab\t :i* he did n wi% a controv]sy 9 8 columns4 ,he add$1 h[ev]1 8 s]i\s regret at ! !ological views ( ! ,tracts4 ,i _h subscrib$ a small sum 9 #ahbh t[>ds ! fir/ />t ( ! ,record4 ,acts ( ! (fici\s "*1 :i* ,i h be5 describ+1 7 uncong5ial to my natural temp]1 to ! g5ius ( ! ,movem5t1 & to ! hi/orical mode ( its success3--!y 7 ! fruit ( t exub]ant & joy\s en]gy ) :i* ,i _h return$ f abroad1 & :i* ,i nev] _h be=e or s9ce4 ,i _h ! exultation ( heal? re/or$1 & home rega9$4 ,:ile ,i 0 at ,pal]mo & ?\ght ( ! bread? ( ! ,m$it]ranean1 & ! we>isome j\rney across ,france1 ,i c\ld n imag9e h[ ,i 0 ev] to get to ,engl&2 b n[ ,i 0 amid famili> sc5es & faces once m4 ,& my heal? & /r5g? came back to me ) su* a reb\nd1 t "s fri5ds at ,ox=d1 on see+ me1 did n well "k t x 0 ,i1 & hesitat$ be=e !y spoke to me4 ,& ,i _h ! consci\sness t ,i 0 employ$ 9 t "w :i* ,i _h be5 dream+ ab\t1 & :i* ,i felt to be s mom5t\s & inspir+4 ,i _h a supreme confid5ce 9 our cause2 we 7 uphold+ t primitive ,*ri/ianity :i* 0 deliv]$ = all "t by ! e>ly tea*]s ( ! ,*ur*1 & :i* 0 regi/]$ & atte/$ 9 ! ,anglican =mul>ies & by ! ,anglican div9es4 ,t anci5t religion _h well nigh fad$ away out ( ! l&1 ?r\gh ! political *anges ( ! la/ #aej ye>s1 & x mu/ be re/or$4 ,x w\ld be 9 fact a second ,re=mation3--a bett] re=mation1 = x w\ld be a return n to ! sixte5? c5tury1 b to ! sev5te5?4 ,no "t 0 to be lo/1 = ! ,:igs _h come to d _! wor/1 & ! rescue might come too late4 ,bi%opricks 7 already 9 c\rse ( suppression2 ,*ur* prop]ty 0 9 c\rse ( confiscation2 ,sees w\ld soon be receiv+ unsuitable occupants4 ,we knew en\gh to beg9 prea*+ ^u1 & !re 0 no "o else to prea*4 ,i felt z on bo>d a vessel1 :i* fir/ gets "u weigh1 & !n ! deck is cle>$ out1 & luggage & live /ock /[$ away into _! prop] receptacles4 ,nor 0 x only t ,i _h confid5ce 9 our cause1 bo? 9 itself1 & 9 its polemical =ce1 b also1 on ! o!r h&1 ,i despis$ e rival sy/em ( doctr9e & its argum5ts too4 ,z to ! high ,*ur* & ! l[ ,*ur*1 ,i ?\ght t ! "o _h n mu* m ( a logical basis ?an ! o!r2 :ile ,i _h a ?or\gh contempt = ! controv]sial position ( ! latt]4 ,i _h a real respect = ! "* ( _m ( ! advocates ( ea* p>ty1 b t did n give cog5cy to _! argum5ts2 & ,i ?\ght1 on ! contr>y1 t ! ,apo/olical =m ( doctr9e 0 ess5tial & imp]ative1 & its gr\nds ( evid5ce impregnable4 ,ow+ to ?is supreme confid5ce1 x came to pass at t "t1 t !re 0 a d\ble aspect 9 my be>+ t[>ds o!rs1 :i* x is necess>y = me to enl>ge ^u4 ,my behavi\r _h a mixture 9 x bo? ( fi]c5ess & ( sport2 & on ?is acc\nt1 ,i d>e say1 x gave (f5ce to _m2 nor am ,i "h def5d+ x4 ,i wi%$ m5 to agree ) me1 & ,i walk$ ) !m /ep by /ep1 z f> z !y w\ld g2 ?is ,i did s9c]ely2 b if !y w\ld /op1 ,i did n mu* c>e ab\t x1 b walk$ on1 ) "s satisfaction t ,i _h br\ght !m s f>4 ,i lik$ to make !m prea* ! tru? )\t kn[+ x1 & enc\rag$ !m to d s4 ,x 0 a satisfaction to me t ! ,record _h all[$ me to say s mu* 9 its columns1 )\t remon/rance4 ,i 0 amus$ to he> ( "o ( ! ,bi%ops1 :o1 on read+ an e>ly ,tract on ! ,apo/olical ,succession1 c\ld n make up 8 m9d :e!r he held ! doctr9e or n4 ,i 0 n di/ress$ at ! wond] or ang] ( dull & self-conceit$ m51 at propositions :i* !y did n und]/&4 ,:5 a correspond5t1 9 good fai?1 wrote to a newspap]1 to say t ! ,sacrifice ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/1 spok5 ( 9 ! ,tract1 0 a false pr9t = ,sacram5t1 ,i ?\ght ! mi/ake too pleasant to be correct$ be=e ,i 0 ask$ ab\t x4 ,i 0 n unwill+ to draw an oppon5t on /ep by /ep1 by virtue ( 8 own op9ions1 to ! br9k ( "s intellectual absurdity1 & to leave him to get back z he c\ld4 ,i 0 n unwill+ to play ) a man1 :o ask$ me imp]t95t que/ions4 ,i ?9k ,i _h 9 my m\? ! words ( ! ,wise man1 ,answ] a fool accord+ to 8 folly1 especially if he 0 pry+ or spiteful4 ,i 0 reckless ( ! gossip :i* 0 circulat$ ab\t me2 &1 :5 ,i might easily h set x "r1 did n deign to d s4 ,also ,i us$ irony 9 conv]sation1 :5 matt]-(-fact-m5 w\ld n see :at ,i meant4 ,?is k9d ( behavi\r 0 a sort ( habit ) me4 ,if ,i h ev] trifl$ ) my subject1 x 0 a m s]i\s fault4 ,i nev] us$ argum5ts :i* ,i saw cle>ly to be uns\nd4 ,! ne>e/ approa* :i* ,i rememb] to su* conduct1 b :i* ,i consid] 0 cle> ( x nev]!less1 0 9 ! case ( ,tract #ae4 ,! matt] ( ?is ,tract 0 furni%$ to me by a fri5d1 to :om ,i _h appli$ = assi/ance1 b :o did n wi% to be mix$ up ) ! publication4 ,he gave x me1 t ,i might ?r[ x into %ape1 & ,i took 8 argum5ts z !y /ood4 ,9 ! *ief portion ( ! ,tract ,i fully agre$2 = in/ance1 z to :at x says ab\t ! ,c\ncil ( ,tr5t2 b !re 7 argum5ts1 or "s argum5t1 9 x :i* ,i did n foll[2 ,i d n recollect :at x 04 ,fr\de1 ,i ?9k1 0 disgu/$ ) ! :ole ,tract1 & accus$ me ( economy 9 publi%+ x4 ,x is pr9cipally ?r\gh ,mr4 ,fr\de's ,rema9s t ?is ^w has got into our language4 ,i ?9k1 ,i def5d$ myself ) argum5ts su* z ^!3--t1 z e "o knew1 ! ,tracts 7 writt5 by v>i\s p]sons :o agre$ toge!r 9 _! doctr9e1 b n always 9 ! argum5ts by :i* x 0 to be prov$2 t we mu/ be tol]ant ( diff]5ce ( op9ion among ourselves2 t ! au?or ( ! ,tract _h a "r to 8 own op9ion1 & t ! argum5t 9 "q 0 ord9>ily receiv$2 t ,i did n give my own "n or au?ority1 nor 0 ask$ = my p]sonal belief1 b only act$ in/rum5tally1 z "o might translate a fri5d's book into a =eign language4 ,i acc\nt ^! to be good argum5ts2 nev]!less ,i feel also t su* practices admit ( easy abuse & are consequ5tly dang]\s2 b !n1 aga91 ,i feel also ?is1--t if all su* mi/akes 7 to be sev]ely visit$1 n _m m5 9 public life w\ld be left ) a "* = hon\r & hone/y4 ,?is absolute confid5ce 9 my cause1 :i* l$ me to ! neglig5ce or wantonness :i* ,i h be5 in/anc+1 also laid me op51 n unfairly1 to ! opposite *>ge ( fi]c5ess 9 c]ta9 /eps :i* ,i took1 or words :i* ,i publi%$4 ,9 ! ,lyra ,apo/olica1 ,i h said t be=e le>n+ to love1 we mu/ le>n to hate2 ?\gh ,i _h expla9$ my words by add+ hatr$ ( s94 ,9 "o ( my fir/ ,s]mons ,i said1 ,i d n %r9k f utt]+ my firm conviction t x w\ld be a ga9 to ! c\ntry 7 x va/ly m sup]/iti\s1 m bigot$1 m gloomy1 m fi]ce 9 its religion ?an at pres5t x %[s itself to be4 ,i add$1 ( c\rse1 t x w\ld be an absurdity to suppose su* temp]s ( m9d desirable 9 !mselves4 ,! corrector ( ! press bore ^! /rong epi!ts till he got to m fi]ce1 & !n he put 9 ! m>g9 a qu]y4 ,9 ! v fir/ page ( ! fir/ ,tract1 ,i said ( ! ,bi%ops1 t1 black ev5t ?\gh x w\ld be = ! c\ntry1 yet we c\ld n wi% !m a m bless$ t]m9ation ( _! c\rse1 ?an ! spoil+ ( _! goods & m>tyrdom4 ,9 consequ5ce ( a passage 9 my "w ^u ! ,arian ,hi/ory1 a ,nor!rn dignit>y wrote to accuse me ( wi%+ to re-e/abli% ! blood & torture ( ! ,inquisition4 ,contra/+ h]etics & h]esi>*s1 ,i _h said1 ,! latt] %\ld meet ) no m]cy3 he assumes ! (fice ( ! ,tempt]2 &1 s f> =? z 8 error goes1 mu/ be dealt ) by ! compet5t au?ority1 z if he 7 embodi$ evil4 ,to sp>e him is a false & dang]\s pity4 ,x is to endang] ! s\ls ( ?\s&s1 & x is un*>itable t[>ds himself4 ,i _c d5y t ?is is a v fi]ce passage2 b ,arius 0 bani%$1 n burn$2 & x is only fair to myself to say t nei!r at ?is1 nor any o!r "t ( my life1 n ev5 :5 ,i 0 fi]ce/1 c\ld ,i h ev5 cut (f a ,puritan's e>s1 & ,i ?9k ! sight ( a ,spani% auto-da-f w\ld h be5 ! dea? ( me4 ,aga91 :5 "o ( my fri5ds1 ( lib]al & evangelical op9ions1 wrote to expo/ulate ) me on ! c\rse ,i 0 tak+1 ,i said t we w\ld ride ov] him & 81 z ,o?niel prevail$ ov] ,*u%an-ri%a?aim1 k+ ( ,mesopotamia4 ,aga91 ,i w\ld h no deal+s ) my bro!r1 & ,i put my conduct ^u a syllogism4 ,i said1 ,/4 ,paul bids u avoid ^? :o cause divisions2 y cause divisions3 !re=e ,i mu/ avoid y4 ,i dissuad$ a lady f att5d+ ! m>riage ( a si/] :o _h sec$$ f ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,no wond] t ,blanco ,:ite1 :o _h kn[n me "u su* diff]5t circum/ances1 n[ he>+ ! g5]al c\rse t ,i 0 tak+1 0 amaz$ at ! *ange :i* he recogniz$ 9 me4 ,he speaks bitt]ly & unfairly ( me 9 8 lett]s contemporane\sly ) ! fir/ ye>s ( ! ,movem5t2 b 9 #ahci1 on look+ back1 he uses t]ms ( me1 :i* x w\ld be h>dly mode/ 9 me to quote1 7 x n t :at he says ( me 9 praise occurs 9 ! mid/ ( blame4 ,he says3 ,9 ?is p>ty ! anti-,peel1 9 #ahbi ,i f\nd1 to my great surprise1 my de> fri5d1 ,mr4 ,newman ( ,oriel4 ,z he _h be5 "o ( ! annual ,petition]s to ,p>liam5t = ,ca?olic ,emancipation1 8 sudd5 union ) ! mo/ viol5t bigots 0 inexplicable to me4 ,t *ange 0 ! fir/ manife/ation ( ! m5tal revolution1 :i* has sudd5ly made him "o ( ! lead+ p]secutors ( ,dr4 ,hampd51 & ! mo/ active & influ5tial memb] ( t association call$ ! ,puseyite p>ty1 f :i* we h ^? v /range productions1 entitl$1 ,tracts = ! ,times4 ,:ile /at+ ^! public facts1 my he>t feels a pang at ! recollection ( ! affectionate & mutual fri5d%ip betwe5 t excell5t man & myself2 a fri5d%ip1 :i* 8 pr9ciples ( or?odoxy c\ld n all[ him to cont9ue 9 reg>d to "o1 :om he n[ reg>ds z inevitably doom$ to et]nal p]dition4 ,su* is ! v5om\s "* ( or?odoxy4 ,:at mis*ief mu/ x create 9 a bad he>t & n>r[ m9d1 :5 x c "w s effectually = evil1 9 "o ( ! mo/ b5evol5t ( bosoms1 & "o ( ! able/ ( m9ds1 9 ! amiable1 ! intellectual1 ! ref9$ ,john ,h5ry ,newman6 7,vol4 iii4 p4 #aca47 ,he adds t ,i w\ld h no?+ to d ) him1 a circum/ance :i* ,i d n recollect1 & v mu* d\bt4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i h spok5 ( my firm confid5ce 9 my position2 & n[ let me /ate m def9itely :at ! position 0 :i* ,i took up1 & ! propositions ab\t :i* ,i 0 s confid5t4 ,^! 7 ?ree3-- #a4 ,fir/ 0 ! pr9ciple ( dogma3 my battle 0 ) lib]alism2 by lib]alism ,i mean ! anti-dogmatic pr9ciple & its developm5ts4 ,?is 0 ! fir/ po9t on :i* ,i 0 c]ta94 ,"h ,i make a rem>k3 p]si/5ce 9 a giv5 belief is no suffici5t te/ ( its tru?3 b dep>ture f x is at lea/ a slur ^u ! man :o has felt s c]ta9 ab\t x4 ,9 proportion1 !n1 z ,i _h 9 #ahcb a /rong p]suasion ( ! tru? ( op9ions :i* ,i h s9ce giv5 up1 s f> a sort ( guilt atta*es to me1 n only = t va9 confid5ce1 b = all ! v>i\s proce$+s :i* 7 ! consequ5ce ( x4 ,b "u ?is fir/ head ,i h ! satisfaction ( feel+ t ,i h no?+ to retract1 & no?+ to rep5t (4 ,! ma9 pr9ciple ( ! movem5t is z de> to me n[1 z x ev] 04 ,i h *ang$ 9 _m ?+s3 9 ?is ,i h n4 ,f ! age ( fifte51 dogma has be5 ! fundam5tal pr9ciple ( my religion3 ,i "k no o!r religion2 ,i _c ent] into ! idea ( any o!r sort ( religion2 religion1 z a m]e s5tim5t1 is to me a dream & a mock]y4 ,z well c !re be filial love )\t ! fact ( a fa!r1 z devotion )\t ! fact ( a ,supreme ,be+4 ,:at ,i held 9 #ahaf1 ,i held 9 #ahcc1 & ,i hold 9 #ahfd4 ,please ,god1 ,i %all hold x to ! end4 ,ev5 :5 ,i 0 "u ,dr4 ,:ately's influ5ce1 ,i _h no temptation to be less zeal\s = ! great dogmas ( ! fai?1 & at v>i\s times ,i us$ to resi/ su* tra9s ( ?\ght on 8 "p z seem$ to me 7rightly or wrongly7 to obscure !m4 ,su* 0 ! fundam5tal pr9ciple ( ! ,movem5t ( #ahcc4 #b4 ,secondly1 ,i 0 confid5t 9 ! tru? ( a c]ta9 def9ite religi\s tea*+1 bas$ ^u ?is f\ndation ( dogma2 viz4 t !re 0 a visible ,*ur*1 ) sacram5ts & rites :i* are ! *annels ( invisible grace4 ,i ?\ght t ?is 0 ! doctr9e ( ,scripture1 ( ! e>ly ,*ur*1 & ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,"h aga91 ,i h n *ang$ 9 op9ion2 ,i am z c]ta9 n[ on ?is po9t z ,i 0 9 #ahcc1 & h nev] ceas$ to be c]ta94 ,9 #ahcd & ! foll[+ ye>s ,i put ?is ecclesia/ical doctr9e on a broad] basis1 aft] read+ ,laud1 ,bramhall1 & ,/ill+fleet & o!r ,anglican div9es on ! "o h&1 & aft] prosecut+ ! /udy ( ! ,fa!rs on ! o!r2 b ! doctr9e ( #ahcc 0 /r5g!n$ 9 me1 n *ang$4 ,:5 ,i began ! ,tracts = ! ,times ,i re/$ ! ma9 doctr9e1 ( :i* ,i am speak+1 ^u ,scripture1 on ! ,anglican ,pray] ,book1 & on ,/4 ,ignatius's ,epi/les4 7#a7 ,z to ! exi/5ce ( a visible ,*ur*1 ,i especially argu$ out ! po9t f ,scripture1 9 ,tract #aa1 viz4 f ! ,acts ( ! ,apo/les & ! ,epi/les4 7#b7 ,z to ! ,sacram5ts & ,sacram5tal rites1 ,i /ood on ! ,pray] ,book4 ,i appeal$ to ! ,ord9ation ,s]vice1 9 :i* ! ,bi%op says1 ,receive ! ,holy ,gho/2 to ! ,visitation ,s]vice1 :i* tea*es confession & absolution2 to ! ,baptismal ,s]vice1 9 :i* ! ,prie/ speaks ( ! *ild aft] baptism z reg5]ate2 to ! ,cate*ism1 9 :i* ,sacram5tal ,communion is receiv+ v]ily & inde$ ! ,body & ,blood ( ,*ri/2 to ! ,comm9ation ,s]vice1 9 :i* we are told to d works ( p5ance2 to ! ,collects1 ,epi/les1 & ,gospels1 to ! cal5d> & rubricks1 portions ( ! ,pray] ,book1 :]e9 we f9d ! fe/ivals ( ! ,apo/les1 notice ( c]ta9 o!r ,sa9ts1 & days ( fa/+ & ab/95ce4 7#c47 ,& fur!r1 z to ! ,episcopal sy/em1 ,i f\nd$ x ^u ! ,epi/les ( ,/4 ,ignatius1 :i* inculcat$ x 9 v>i\s ways4 ,"o passage especially impress$ itself ^u me3 speak+ ( cases ( disob$i5ce to ecclesia/ical au?ority1 he says1 ,a man does n deceive t ,bi%op :om he sees1 b he practises r ) ! ,bi%op ,invisible1 & s ! "q is n ) fle%1 b ) ,god1 :o kn[s ! secret he>t4 ,i wi%$ to act on ?is pr9ciple to ! lett]1 & ,i may say ) confid5ce t ,i nev] consci\sly transgress$ x4 ,i lov$ to act z feel+ myself 9 my ,bi%op's sight1 z if x 7 ! sight ( ,god4 ,x 0 "o ( my special supports & safegu>ds aga9/ myself2 ,i c\ld n g v wrong :ile ,i _h reason to believe t ,i 0 9 no respect displeas+ him4 ,x 0 n a m]e =mal ob$i5ce to rule t ,i put be=e me1 b ,i desir$ to please him p]sonally1 z ,i consid]$ him set ov] me by ! ,div9e ,h&4 ,i 0 /rict 9 obs]v+ my cl]ical engagem5ts1 n only because !y 7 engagem5ts1 b because ,i consid]$ myself simply z ! s]vant & in/rum5t ( my ,bi%op4 ,i did n c>e mu* = ! ,b5* ( ,bi%ops1 except z !y might be ! voice ( my ,*ur*3 nor %\ld ,i h c>$ mu* = a ,prov9cial ,c\ncil2 nor = a ,diocesan ,synod presid$ ov] by my ,bi%op2 all ^! matt]s seem$ to me to be jure ecclesia/ico1 b :at to me 0 jure div9o 0 ! voice ( my ,bi%op 9 8 own p]son4 ,my own ,bi%op 0 my ,pope2 ,i knew no o!r2 ! successor ( ! ,apo/les1 ! ,vic> ( ,*ri/4 ,?is 0 b a practical exhibition ( ! ,anglican !ory ( ,*ur* ,gov]nm5t1 z ,i _h already drawn x out myself1 aft] v>i\s ,anglican ,div9es4 ,?is cont9u$ all ?r\gh my c\rse2 :5 at l5g?1 9 #ahde1 ,i wrote to ,bi%op ,wiseman1 9 ^: ,vic>iate ,i f\nd myself1 to ann\nce my conv]sion1 ,i c\ld f9d no?+ bett] to say to him ?an t ,i w\ld obey ! ,pope z ,i _h obey$ my own ,bi%op 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,my duty to him 0 my po9t ( hon\r2 8 disapprobation 0 ! "o ?+ :i* ,i c\ld n be>4 ,i believe x to h be5 a g5]\s & hone/ feel+2 & 9 consequ5ce ,i 0 rew>d$ by hav+ all my "t = ecclesia/ical sup]ior a man1 :om1 _h ,i _h a *oice1 ,i %\ld h pref]r$1 out & out1 to any o!r ,bi%op on ! ,b5*1 & = ^: memory ,i h a special affection4 ,dr4 ,bagot--a man ( noble m9d1 & z k9d-he>t$ & z consid]ate z he 0 noble4 ,he ev] sympa?iz$ ) me 9 my trials :i* foll[$2 x 0 my own fault1 t ,i 0 n br\ght into m famili> p]sonal relations ) him1 ?an x 0 my happ9ess to be4 ,may 8 "n be ev] bless$6 ,& n[ 9 conclud+ my rem>ks on ! second po9t on :i* my confid5ce re/$1 ,i repeat t "h aga9 ,i h no retractation to ann\nce z to its ma9 outl9e4 ,:ile ,i am n[ z cle> 9 my acceptance ( ! pr9ciple ( dogma1 z ,i 0 9 #ahcc & #ahaf1 s aga9 ,i am n[ z firm 9 my belief ( a visible ,*ur*1 ( ! au?ority ( ,bi%ops1 ( ! grace ( ! sacram5ts1 ( ! religi\s wor? ( works ( p5ance1 z ,i 0 9 #ahcc4 ,i h add$ ,articles to my ,cre$2 b ! old ones1 :i* ,i !n held ) a div9e fai?1 rema94 #c4 ,b n[1 z to ! ?ird po9t on :i* ,i /ood 9 #ahcc1 & :i* ,i h utt]ly r5\nc$ & trampl$ ^u s9ce1--my !n view ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome2--,i w speak ab\t x z exactly z ,i c4 ,:5 ,i 0 "y1 z ,i h said already1 & aft] ,i 0 gr[n up1 ,i ?\ght ! ,pope to be ,anti*ri/4 ,at ,*ri/mas #ahbd-e ,i prea*$ a s]mon to t effect4 ,b 9 #ahbg ,i accept$ eag]ly ! /anza 9 ! ,*ri/ian ,ye>1 :i* _m p ?\ght too *>itable1 ,speak g5tly ( ?y si/]'s fall4 ,f ! "t t ,i knew ,fr\de ,i got less & less bitt] on ! subject4 ,i spoke 7successively1 b ,i _c tell 9 :at ord] or at :at dates7 ( ! ,roman ,*ur* z be+ b\nd up ) ! cause ( ,anti*ri/1 z be+ "o ( ! _m anti*ri/s =etold by ,/4 ,john1 z be+ influ5c$ by ! _s ( ,anti*ri/1 & z hav+ some?+ v ,anti-*ri/ian or un*ri/ian ab\t h]4 ,f my boyhood & 9 #ahbd ,i consid]$1 aft] ,prote/ant au?orities1 t ,/4 ,gregory ,i4 ab\t ,a4,d4 #fjj 0 ! fir/ ,pope t 0 ,anti*ri/1 ?\gh1 9 spite ( ?is1 he 0 also a great & holy man2 b 9 #ahcb-c ,i ?\ght ! ,*ur* ( ,rome 0 b\nd up ) ! cause ( ,anti*ri/ by ! ,c\ncil ( ,tr5t4 ,:5 x 0 t 9 my delib]ate judgm5t ,i gave up ! notion altoge!r 9 any %ape1 t "s special reproa* 0 atta*$ to h] "n1 ,i _c tell2 b ,i _h a %r9k+ f r5\nc+ x1 ev5 :5 my reason s ord]$ me1 f a sort ( consci5ce or prejudice1 ,i ?9k up to #ahdc4 ,moreov]1 at lea/ dur+ ! ,tract ,movem5t1 ,i ?\ght ! ess5ce ( h] (f5ce to consi/ 9 ! hon\rs :i* %e paid to ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! ,sa9ts2 & ! m ,i grew 9 devotion1 bo? to ! ,sa9ts & to our ,lady1 ! m impati5t 0 ,i at ! ,roman practices1 z if ^? glorifi$ creations ( ,god mu/ be gravely %ock$1 if pa9 c\ld be !irs1 at ! undue v5]ation ( :i* !y 7 ! objects4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ,hurrell ,fr\de 9 8 famili> conv]sations 0 always t5d+ to rub ! idea out ( my m9d4 ,9 a passage ( "o ( 8 lett]s f abroad1 allud+1 ,i suppose1 to :at ,i us$ to say 9 opposition to him1 he obs]ves2 ,i ?9k p are injudici\s :o talk aga9/ ! ,roman ,ca?olics = wor%ipp+ ,sa9ts1 & hon\r+ ! ,virg9 & images1 c4 ,^! ?+s may p]haps be idolatr\s2 ,i _c make up my m9d ab\t x2 b to my m9d x is ! ,c>nival t is real practical idolatry1 z x is writt51 '! p sat d[n to eat & dr9k1 & rose up to play4' ,! ,c>nival1 ,i obs]ve 9 pass+1 is1 9 fact1 "o ( ^? v excesses1 to :i*1 = at lea/ ?ree c5turies1 religi\s ,ca?olics h ev] oppos$ !mselves1 z we see 9 ! life ( ,/4 ,philip1 to say no?+ ( ! pres5t day2 b ?is we did n !n "k4 ,moreov]1 f ,fr\de ,i le>n$ to admire ! great m$ieval ,pontiffs2 &1 ( c\rse1 :5 ,i _h come to consid] ! ,c\ncil ( ,tr5t to be ! turn+-po9t ( ! hi/ory ( ,*ri/ian ,rome1 ,i f\nd myself z free1 z ,i 0 rejoic$1 to speak 9 _! praise4 ,!n1 :5 ,i 0 abroad1 ! sight ( s _m great places1 v5]able %r9es1 & noble *ur*es1 mu* impress$ my imag9ation4 ,& my he>t 0 t\*$ also4 ,mak+ an exp$ition on foot across "s wild c\ntry 9 ,sicily1 at six 9 ! morn+1 ,i came ^u a small *ur*2 ,i he>d voices1 & ,i look$ 94 ,x 0 cr[d$1 & ! congregation 0 s++4 ,( c\rse x 0 ! mass1 ?\gh ,i did n "k x at ! "t4 ,&1 9 my we>y days at ,pal]mo1 ,i 0 n ungrateful = ! com=t :i* ,i _h receiv$ 9 frequ5t+ ! *ur*es2 nor did ,i ev] =get x4 ,!n1 aga91 h] zeal\s ma9t5ance ( ! doctr9e & ! rule ( celibacy1 :i* ,i recogniz$ z ,apo/olic1 & h] fai?ful agreem5t ) ,antiquity 9 s _m o!r po9ts :i* 7 de> to me1 0 an argum5t z well z a plea 9 fav\r ( ! great ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,?us ,i le>n$ to h t5d] feel+s t[>ds h]2 b /ill my reason 0 n affect$ at all4 ,my judgm5t 0 aga9/ h]1 :5 view$ z an in/itution1 z truly z x ev] _h be54 ,?is conflict betwe5 reason & affection ,i express$ 9 "o ( ! e>ly ,tracts1 publi%$ ,july1 #ahcd4 ,consid]+ ! high gifts & ! /rong claims ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome & its dep5d5cies on our admiration1 rev]5ce1 love1 & gratitude2 h[ c\ld we )/& x1 z we d1 h[ c\ld we refra9 f be+ melt$ into t5d]ness1 & ru%+ into communion ) x1 b = ! words ( ,tru? itself1 :i* bid u pref] ,x to ! :ole _w8 ',he t love? fa!r or "m m ?an ,me1 is n wor?y ( me4' ,h[ c\ld 'we le>n to be sev]e1 & execute judgm5t1' b = ! w>n+ ( ,moses aga9/ ev5 a div9ely-gift$ tea*]1 :o %\ld prea* new gods2 & ! ana!ma ( ,/4 ,paul ev5 aga9/ ,angels & ,apo/les1 :o %\ld br+ 9 a new doctr9e8--,records1 ,no4 #bd4 ,my feel+ 0 some?+ l t ( a man1 :o is oblig$ 9 a c\rt ( ju/ice to be> witness aga9/ a fri5d2 or l my own n[1 :5 ,i h said1 & %all say1 s _m ?+s on :i* ,i _h r be sil5t4 ,z a matt]1 !n1 ( simple consci5ce1 ?\gh x w5t aga9/ my feel+s1 ,i felt x to be a duty to prote/ aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,b besides ?is1 x 0 a duty1 because ! prescription ( su* a prote/ 0 a liv+ pr9ciple ( my own ,*ur*1 z express$ n simply 9 a cat5a1 b by a cons5sus ( h] div9es1 & by ! voice ( h] p4 ,moreov]1 su* a prote/ 0 necess>y z an integral portion ( h] controv]sial basis2 = ,i adopt$ ! argum5t ( ,b]n>d ,gilp91 t ,prote/ants 7 n able to give any firm & solid reason ( ! sep>ation besides ?is1 to wit1 t ! ,pope is ,anti*ri/4 ,b :ile ,i ?us ?\ght su* a prote/ to be bas$ ^u tru?1 & to be a religi\s duty1 & a rule ( ,anglicanism1 & a necessity ( ! case1 ,i did n at all l ! "w4 ,hurrell ,fr\de attack$ me = do+ x2 &1 besides1 ,i felt t my language _h a vulg> & rhetorical look ab\t x4 ,i believ$1 & really measur$1 my words1 :5 ,i us$ !m2 b ,i knew t ,i _h a temptation1 on ! o!r h&1 to say aga9/ ,rome z mu* z ev] ,i c\ld1 9 ord] to protect myself aga9/ ! *>ge ( ,pop]y4 ,& n[ ,i come to ! v po9t1 = :i* ,i h introduc$ ! subject ( my feel+s ab\t ,rome4 ,i felt su* confid5ce 9 ! sub/antial ju/ice ( ! *>ges :i* ,i advanc$ aga9/ h]1 t ,i consid]$ !m to be a safegu>d & an assurance t no h>m c\ld ev] arise f ! free/ exposition ( :at ,i us$ to call ,anglican pr9ciples4 ,all ! _w 0 a/\nd$ at :at ,fr\de & ,i 7 say+3 m5 said t x 0 %e] ,pop]y4 ,i answ]$1 ,true1 we seem to be mak+ /raight = x2 b g on a:ile1 & y w come to a deep *asm across ! pa?1 :i* makes real approximation impossible4 ,& ,i urg$ 9 addition1 t _m ,anglican div9es _h be5 accus$ ( ,pop]y1 yet _h di$ 9 _! ,anglicanism2--n[1 ! ecclesia/ical pr9ciples :i* ,i pr(ess$1 !y _h pr(ess$ also2 & ! judgm5t aga9/ ,rome :i* !y _h =m$1 ,i _h =m$ also4 ,:atev] defici5cies !n _h to be suppli$ 9 ! exi/+ ,anglican sy/em1 & h[ev] boldly ,i might po9t !m out1 any h[ t sy/em w\ld n 9 ! process be br\ght ne>] to ! special cre$ ( ,rome1 & might be m5d$ 9 spite ( h]4 ,9 t v agreem5t ( ! two =ms ( fai?1 close z x might seem1 w\ld really be f\nd1 on exam9ation1 ! elem5ts & pr9ciples ( an ess5tial discordance4 ,x 0 ) ?is absolute p]suasion on my m9d t ,i fanci$ t !re c\ld be no ra%ness 9 giv+ to ! _w 9 fulle/ measure ! tea*+ & ! writ+s ( ! ,fa!rs4 ,i ?\ght t ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 0 sub/antially f\nd$ ^u !m4 ,i did n "k all t ! ,fa!rs _h said1 b ,i felt t1 ev5 :5 _! t5ets happ5$ to diff] f ! ,anglican1 no h>m c\ld come ( report+ !m4 ,i said out :at ,i 0 cle> !y _h said2 ,i spoke vaguely & imp]fectly1 ( :at ,i ?\ght !y said1 or :at "s ( !m _h said4 ,any h[1 no h>m c\ld come ( b5d+ ! crook$ /ick ! o!r way1 9 ! process ( /raight5+ x2 x 0 impossible to break x4 ,if !re 0 any ?+ 9 ! ,fa!rs ( a />tl+ "*1 ?is w\ld be only = a "t2 x w\ld admit ( explanation1 or x might sugge/ some?+ pr(itable to ,anglicans2 x c\ld n lead to ,rome4 ,i express ?is view ( ! matt] 9 a passage ( ! ,preface to ! fir/ volume1 :i* ,i edit$1 ( ! ,libr>y ( ! ,fa!rs4 ,speak+ ( ! /rang5ess at fir/ sight1 9 ! judgm5t ( ! pres5t day1 ( "s ( _! pr9ciples & op9ions1 ,i bid ! read] g =w>d hopefully1 & n indulge 8 criticism till he kn[s m ab\t !m1 ?an he w le>n at ! outset4 ,s9ce ! evil1 ,i say1 is 9 ! nature ( ! case itself1 we c d no m ?an h pati5ce1 & recomm5d pati5ce to o!rs1 & ) ! rac] 9 ! ,trag$y1 look =w>d /eadily & hopefully to ! ev5t1 ,greek3 t telei pi/9 ph]n1 :51 z we tru/1 all t is inh>moni\s & anomal\s 9 ! details1 w at l5g? be practically smoo!d4 ,su* 0 ! position1 su* ! def5ces1 su* ! tactics1 by :i* ,i ?\ght t x 0 bo? incumb5t on u1 & possible = u1 to meet t onset ( ,lib]al pr9ciples1 ( :i* we 7 all 9 imm$iate anticipation1 :e!r 9 ! ,*ur* or 9 ! ,univ]sity4 ,& dur+ ! fir/ ye> ( ! ,tracts1 ! attack ^u ! ,univ]sity began4 ,9 ,novemb]1 #ahcd1 0 s5t to me by ,dr4 ,hampd5 ! second edition ( 8 ,pamphlet1 entitl$1 ,obs]vations on ,religi\s ,diss5t1 ) p>ticul> ref]5ce to ! use ( religi\s te/s 9 ! ,univ]sity4 ,9 ?is ,pamphlet x 0 ma9ta9$1 t ,religion is di/9ct f ,!ological ,op9ion1 pp4 #a4 #bh4 #cj1 c42 t x is b a common prejudice to id5tify !ological propositions me?odically d$uc$ & /at$1 ) ! simple religion ( ,*ri/1 p4 #a2 t "u ,!ological ,op9ion 7 to be plac$ ! ,tr9it>ian doctr9e1 p4 #bg1 & ! ,unit>ian1 p4 #ai2 t a dogma 0 a !ological op9ion =mally insi/$ on1 pp4 #bj1 #ba2 t speculation always left an op5+ = improvem5t1 p4 #bb2 t ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 0 n dogmatic 9 its _s1 ?\gh ! word+ ( its =mul>ies might (t5 c>ry ! s\nd ( dogmatism1 p4 #bc4 ,i ackn[l$g$ ! receipt ( ?is "w 9 ! foll[+ lett]3-- ,! k9dness :i* has l$ to y\r pres5t+ me ) y\r late ,pamphlet1 enc\rages me to hope t y w =give me1 if ,i take ! opportunity x af=ds ( express+ to y my v s9c]e & deep regret t x has be5 publi%$4 ,su* an opportunity ,i c\ld n let slip )\t be+ unfai?ful to my own s]i\s ?\ghts on ! subject4 ,:ile ,i respect ! tone ( piety :i* ! ,pamphlet displays1 ,i d>e n tru/ myself to put on pap] my feel+s ab\t ! pr9ciples conta9$ 9 x2 t5d+ z !y d1 9 my op9ion1 altoge!r to make %ipwreck ( ,*ri/ian fai?4 ,i also lam5t1 t1 by its appe>ance1 ! fir/ /ep has be5 tak5 t[>ds int]rupt+ t peace & mutual good und]/&+ :i* has prevail$ s long 9 ?is place1 & :i*1 if once s]i\sly di/urb$1 w be succe$$ by diss5sions ! m intractable1 because ju/ifi$ 9 ! m9ds ( ^? :o resi/ innovation by a feel+ ( imp]ative duty4 ,s9ce t "t ,phaeton has got into ! *>iot ( ! sun2 we1 alas6 c only look on1 & wat* him d[n ! /eep ( heav54 ,mean:ile1 ! l&s1 :i* he is pass+ ov]1 suff] f 8 driv+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,su* 0 ! comm5cem5t ( ! assault ( ,lib]alism ^u ! old or?odoxy ( ,ox=d & ,engl&2 & x c\ld n h be5 brok51 z x 01 = s long a "t1 _h n a great *ange tak5 place 9 ! circum/ances ( t c\nt]-movem5t :i* _h already />t$ ) ! view ( resi/+ x4 ,= myself1 ,i 0 n ! p]son to take ! lead ( a p>ty2 ,i nev] 01 f fir/ to la/1 m ?an a lead+ au?or ( a s*ool2 nor did ,i ev] wi% to be any?+ else4 ,?is is my own acc\nt ( ! matt]2 & ,i say x1 nei!r z int5d+ to dis[n ! responsibility ( :at 0 done1 or z if ungrateful to ^? :o at t "t made m ( me ?an ,i des]v$1 & did m = my sake & at my bidd+ ?an ,i realiz$ myself4 ,i am giv+ my hi/ory f my own po9t ( sight1 & x is z foll[s3--,i _h liv$ = t5 ye>s among my p]sonal fri5ds2 ! great] "p ( ! "t1 ,i _h be5 influ5c$1 n influ5c+2 & at no "t h ,i act$ on o!rs1 )\t _! act+ ^u me4 ,z is ! cu/om ( a ,univ]sity1 ,i _h liv$ ) my private1 nay1 ) "s ( my public1 pupils1 & ) ! junior fell[s ( my ,college1 )\t =m or di/ance1 on a foot+ ( equality4 ,?us x 0 ?r\gh fri5ds1 y\ng]1 = ! mo/ "p1 ?an myself1 t my pr9ciples 7 spread+4 ,!y he>d :at ,i said 9 conv]sation1 & told x to o!rs4 ,"u-graduates 9 due "t took _! degree1 & became private tutors !mselves4 ,9 _! new /atus1 !y 9 turn prea*$ ! op9ions1 ) :i* !y _h already become acqua9t$4 ,o!rs w5t d[n to ! c\ntry1 & became curates ( p>i%es4 ,!n !y _h d[n f ,london p>cels ( ! ,tracts1 & o!r publications4 ,!y plac$ !m 9 ! %ops ( local booksell]s1 got !m into newspap]s1 introduc$ !m to cl]ical meet+s1 & conv]t$ m or less _! ,rectors & _! bro!r curates4 ,?us ! ,movem5t1 view$ ) relation to myself1 0 b a float+ op9ion2 x 0 n a p[]4 ,x nev] w\ld h be5 a p[]1 if x _h rema9$ 9 my h&s4 ,ye>s aft]1 a fri5d1 writ+ to me 9 remon/rance at ! excesses1 z he ?\ght !m1 ( my disciples1 appli$ to me my own v]se ab\t ,/4 ,gregory ,nazianz51 ,?\ c\ld/ a p raise1 b c\ld/ n rule4 ,at ! "t t he wrote to me1 ,i _h special imp$im5ts 9 ! way ( su* an ex]cise ( p[]2 b at no "t c\ld ,i ex]cise ov] o!rs t au?ority1 :i* "u ! circum/ances 0 imp]atively requir$4 ,my great pr9ciple ev] 01 ,live & let live4 ,i nev] _h ! /aidness or dignity necess>y = a lead]4 ,to ! la/ ,i nev] recogniz$ ! hold ,i _h ov] "y m54 ,( late ye>s ,i h read & he>d t !y ev5 imitat$ me 9 v>i\s ways4 ,i 0 q unconsci\s ( x1 & ,i ?9k my imm$iate fri5ds knew too well h[ disgu/$ ,i %\ld be at su* proce$+s1 to h ! he>t to tell me4 ,i felt great impati5ce at our be+ call$ a p>ty1 & w\ld n all[ t we 7 su*4 ,i _h a l\ng+1 free-&-easy way ( c>ry+ ?+s on4 ,i ex]cis$ no suffici5t c5sor%ip ^u ! ,tracts4 ,i did n conf9e !m to ! writ+s ( su* p]sons z agre$ 9 all ?+s ) myself2 &1 z to my own ,tracts1 ,i pr9t$ on !m a notice to ! effect1 t any "o :o pleas$1 might make :at use he w\ld ( !m1 & repr9t !m ) alt]ations if he *ose1 "u ! conviction t _! ma9 scope c\ld n be damag$ by su* a process4 ,x 0 ! same ) me aft]w>ds1 z reg>ds o!r publications4 ,= two ye>s ,i furni%$ a c]ta9 numb] ( %eets = ! ,briti% ,critic f myself & my fri5ds1 :ile a g5tleman 0 editor1 a man ( spl5did tal5t1 :o1 h[ev]1 0 sc>cely an acqua9tance ( m9e1 & _h no sympa?y ) ! ,tracts4 ,:5 ,i 0 ,editor myself1 f #ahch to #ahda1 9 my v fir/ numb] ,i suff]$ to appe> a critique unfavorable to my "w on ,ju/ification1 :i* _h be5 publi%$ a few mon?s be=e1 f a feel+ ( propriety1 because ,i _h put ! book into ! h&s ( ! writ] :o s h&l$ x4 ,aft]w>ds ,i suff]$ an article aga9/ ! ,jesuits to appe> 9 x1 ( :i* ,i did n l ! tone4 ,:5 ,i _h to provide a curate = my new *ur* at ,littlemore1 ,i engag$ a fri5d1 by no fault ( 81 :o1 be=e he _h ent]$ into 8 *>ge1 prea*$ a s]mon1 ei!r 9 depreciation ( baptismal reg5]ation1 or ( ,dr4 ,pusey's view ( x4 ,i %[$ a simil> eas9ess z to ! ,editors :o help$ me 9 ! sep>ate volumes ( ,fleury's ,*ur* ,hi/ory2 !y 7 able1 le>n$1 & excell5t m51 b _! aft]-hi/ory has %[n1 h[ little my *oice ( !m 0 influ5c$ by any notion ,i c\ld h _h ( any intimate agreem5t ( op9ion betwe5 !m & myself4 ,i %all h to make ! same rem>k 9 its place conc]n+ ! ,lives ( ! ,engli% ,sa9ts1 :i* subsequ5tly appe>$4 ,all ?is may seem inconsi/5t ) :at ,i h said ( my fi]c5ess4 ,i am n b\nd to acc\nt = x2 b !re h be5 m5 be=e me1 fi]ce 9 act1 yet tol]ant & mod]ate 9 _! reason+s2 at lea/1 s ,i read hi/ory4 ,h[ev]1 su* 0 ! case1 & su* its effect ^u ! ,tracts4 ,^! at fir/ />t+ 7 %ort1 ha/y1 & "s ( !m ineffective2 & at ! end ( ! ye>1 :5 collect$ into a volume1 !y _h a slov5ly appe>ance4 ,x 0 "u ^! circum/ances1 t ,dr4 ,pusey jo9$ u4 ,i _h kn[n him well s9ce #ahbg-h1 & _h felt = him an en?usia/ic admiration1 ,i us$ to call him ,greek3 ho megas4 ,8 great le>n+1 8 imm5se dilig5ce1 8 s*ol>like m9d1 8 simple devotion to ! cause ( religion1 ov]came me2 & great ( c\rse 0 my joy1 :5 9 ! la/ days ( #ahcc he %[$ a disposition to make common cause ) u4 ,8 ,tract on ,fa/+ appe>$ z "o ( ! s]ies ) ! date ( ,decemb] #ba4 ,he 0 n1 h[ev]1 ,i ?9k1 fully associat$ 9 ! ,movem5t till #ahce & #ahcf1 :5 he publi%$ 8 ,tract on ,baptism1 & />t$ ! ,libr>y ( ! ,fa!rs4 ,he at once gave to u a position & a "n4 ,)\t him we %\ld h _h little *ance1 especially at ! e>ly date ( #ahcd1 ( mak+ any s]i\s resi/ance to ! ,lib]al aggression4 ,b ,dr4 ,pusey 0 a ,pr(essor & ,canon ( ,*ri/ ,*ur*2 he _h a va/ influ5ce 9 consequ5ce ( 8 deep religi\s s]i\sness1 ! munific5ce ( 8 *>ities1 8 ,pr(essor%ip1 8 family connexions1 & 8 easy relations ) ,univ]sity au?orities4 ,he 0 to ! ,movem5t all t ,mr4 ,rose might h be51 ) t indisp5sable addition1 :i* 0 want+ to ,mr4 ,rose1 ! intimate fri5d%ip & ! famili> daily society ( ! p]sons :o _h comm5c$ x4 ,& he _h t special claim on _! atta*m5t1 :i* lies 9 ! liv+ pres5ce ( a fai?ful & loyal affectionat5ess4 ,!re 0 h5ce=? a man :o c\ld be ! head & c5tre ( ! zeal\s p 9 e "p ( ! c\ntry1 :o 7 adopt+ ! new op9ions2 & n only s1 b !re 0 "o :o furni%$ ! ,movem5t ) a front to ! _w1 & ga9$ = x a recognition f o!r p>ties 9 ! ,univ]sity4 ,9 #ahbi1 ,mr4 ,fr\de1 or ,mr4 ,rob]t ,wilb]=ce1 or ,mr4 ,newman 7 b individuals2 &1 :5 !y rang$ !mselves 9 ! conte/ ( t ye> on ! side ( ,sir ,rob]t ,+lis1 m5 on ei!r side only ask$ ) surprise h[ !y got !re1 & atta*$ no significancy to ! fact2 b ,dr4 ,pusey 01 to use ! common expression1 a ho/ 9 himself2 he 0 able to give a "n1 a =m1 & a p]sonality1 to :at 0 )\t him a sort ( mob2 & :5 v>i\s p>ties _h to meet toge!r 9 ord] to resi/ ! lib]al acts ( ! ,gov]nm5t1 we ( ! ,movem5t took our place by "r among !m4 ,su* 0 ! b5efit :i* he conf]r$ on ! ,movem5t ext]nally2 nor 7 ! int]nal advantages at all inf]ior to x4 ,he 0 a man ( l>ge designs2 he _h a hopeful1 sangu9e m9d2 he _h no fe> ( o!rs2 he 0 haunt$ by no intellectual p]plexities4 ,p are apt to say t he 0 once ne>] to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* ?an he is n[2 ,i pray ,god t he may be "o day f> ne>] to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* ?an he 0 !n2 = ,i believe t1 9 8 reason & judgm5t1 all ! "t t ,i knew him1 he nev] 0 ne> to x at all4 ,:5 ,i became a ,ca?olic1 ,i 0 (t5 ask$1 ,:at ( ,dr4 ,pusey82 :5 ,i said t ,i did n see symptoms ( 8 do+ z ,i _h done1 ,i 0 sometimes ?\ght un*>itable4 ,if confid5ce 9 8 position is1 7z x is17 a fir/ ess5tial 9 ! lead] ( a p>ty1 ?is ,dr4 ,pusey possess$ pre-em95tly4 ,! mo/ rem>kable in/ance ( ?is1 0 8 /atem5t1 9 "o ( 8 subsequ5t def5ces ( ! ,movem5t1 :5 moreov] x _h advanc$ a consid]able way 9 ! direction ( ,rome1 t among its m hopeful peculi>ities 0 its /ation>9ess4 ,he made x 9 good fai?2 x 0 8 subjective view ( x4 ,dr4 ,pusey's influ5ce 0 felt at once4 ,he saw t !re ought to be m sobriety1 m gravity1 m c>eful pa9s1 m s5se ( responsibility 9 ! ,tracts & 9 ! :ole ,movem5t4 ,x 0 ?r\gh him t ! "* ( ! ,tracts 0 *ang$4 ,:5 he gave to u 8 ,tract on ,fa/+1 he put 8 initials to x4 ,9 #ahce he publi%$ 8 elaborate ,treatise on ,baptism1 :i* 0 foll[$ by o!r ,tracts f diff]5t au?ors1 if n ( equal le>n+1 yet ( equal p[] & apposit5ess4 ,! ,cat5as ( ,anglican div9es1 project$ by me1 :i* occur 9 ! ,s]ies 7 execut$ ) a l aim at great] accuracy & me?od4 ,9 #ahcf he adv]tis$ 8 great project = a ,translation ( ! ,fa!rs3--b ,i mu/ return to myself4 ,i am n writ+ ! hi/ory ei!r ( ,dr4 ,pusey or ( ! ,movem5t2 b x is a pleasure to me to h be5 able to introduce "h rem9isc5ces ( ! place :i* he held 9 x1 :i* h s direct a be>+ on myself1 t !y are no digression f my n>rative4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i suspect x 0 ,dr4 ,pusey's influ5ce & example :i* set me1 & made me set o!rs1 on ! l>g] & m c>eful works 9 def5ce ( ! pr9ciples ( ! ,movem5t :i* foll[$ 9 a c\rse ( ye>s1--"s ( !m dem&+ & receiv+ f _! au?ors1 su* elaborate treatm5t t !y did n make _! appe>ance till bo? its temp] & its =tunes _h *ang$4 ,i set ab\t a "w at once2 "o 9 :i* 0 br\ght out ) precision ! relation 9 :i* we /ood to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,we c\ld n move a /ep 9 com=t1 till ?is 0 done4 ,x 0 ( absolute necessity & a pla9 duty f ! fir/1 to provide z soon z possible a l>ge /atem5t1 :i* w\ld enc\rage & reassure our fri5ds1 & repel ! attacks ( our oppon5ts4 ,a cry 0 he>d on all sides ( u1 t ! ,tracts & ! writ+s ( ! ,fa!rs w\ld lead u to become ,ca?olics1 be=e we 7 aw>e ( x4 ,?is 0 l\dly express$ by memb]s ( ! ,evangelical p>ty1 :o 9 #ahcf _h jo9$ u 9 mak+ a prote/ 9 ,convocation aga9/ a memorable appo9tm5t ( ! ,prime ,m9i/]4 ,^! cl]gym5 ev5 !n av[$ _! desire1 t ! next "t !y 7 br\ght up to ,ox=d to give a vote1 x might be 9 ord] to put d[n ! ,pop]y ( ! ,movem5t4 ,!re 0 ano!r reason /ill1 & q z important4 ,monsignore ,wiseman1 ) ! acut5ess & zeal :i* might be expect$ f t great ,prelate1 _h anticipat$ :at 0 com+1 _h return$ to ,engl& by #ahcf1 _h deliv]$ ,lectures 9 ,london on ! doctr9es ( ,ca?olicism1 & creat$ an impression ?r\gh ! c\ntry1 %>$ 9 by ourselves1 t we _h = our oppon5ts 9 controv]sy1 n only our bre?r51 b our h]$it>y foes4 ,^! 7 ! circum/ances1 :i* l$ to my publication ( ,! ,prophetical (fice ( ! ,*ur* view$ relatively to ,romanism & ,popul> ,prote/antism4 ,?is "w employ$ me = ?ree ye>s1 f ! beg9n+ ( #ahcd to ! end ( #ahcf1 & 0 publi%$ 9 #ahcg4 ,x 0 compos$1 aft] a c>eful consid]ation & comp>ison ( ! pr9cipal ,anglican div9es ( ! #ag? c5tury4 ,x 0 fir/ writt5 9 ! %ape ( controv]sial correspond5ce ) a le>n$ ,fr5* ,prie/2 !n x 0 re-ca/1 & deliv]$ 9 ,lectures at ,/4 ,m>y's2 la/ly1 ) consid]able retr5*m5ts & additions1 x 0 rewritt5 = publication4 ,x attempts to trace out ! rudim5tal l9es on :i* ,*ri/ian fai? & tea*+ proce$1 & to use !m z means ( det]m9+ ! relation ( ! ,roman & ,anglican sy/ems to ea* o!r4 ,9 ?is way x %[s t to confuse ! two toge!r is impossible1 & t ! ,anglican c be z little said to t5d to ! ,roman1 z ! ,roman to ! ,anglican4 ,! _s ( ! ,volume is n s g5tle to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 z ,tract #ga publi%$ ! ye> be=e2 on ! contr>y1 x is v fi]ce2 & ?is ,i attribute to ! circum/ance t ! ,volume is !ological & didactic1 :]eas ! ,tract1 be+ controv]sial1 assumes z little & grants z mu* z possible on ! po9ts 9 dispute1 & insi/s on po9ts ( agreem5t z well z ( diff]5ce4 ,a fur!r & m direct reason is1 t 9 my ,volume ,i deal ) ,romanism 7z ,i call x71 n s mu* 9 its =mal decrees & 9 ! sub/ance ( its cre$1 z 9 its traditional action & its au?oriz$ tea*+ z repres5t$ by its prom95t writ]s2--:]eas ! ,tract is writt5 z if discuss+ ! diff]5ces ( ! ,*ur*es ) a view to a reconciliation betwe5 !m4 ,!re is a fur!r reason too1 :i* ,i w /ate pres5tly4 ,b ?is ,volume _h a l>g] scope ?an t ( oppos+ ! ,roman sy/em4 ,x 0 an attempt at comm5c+ a sy/em ( !ology on ! ,anglican idea1 & bas$ ^u ,anglican au?orities4 ,mr4 ,palm]1 ab\t ! same "t1 0 project+ a "w ( a simil> nature 9 8 own way4 ,x 0 publi%$1 ,i ?9k1 "u ! title1 ,a ,treatise on ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur*4 ,z 0 to be expect$ f ! au?or1 x 0 a mo/ le>n$1 mo/ c>eful composition2 & 9 its =m1 ,i %\ld say1 polemical4 ,s happily at lea/ did he foll[ ! logical me?od ( ! ,roman ,s*ools1 t ,fa!r ,p]rone 9 8 ,treatise on dogmatic !ology1 recogniz$ 9 him a combatant ( ! true ca/1 & salut$ him z a foe wor?y ( be+ vanqui%$4 ,o!r soldi]s 9 t field he seems to h ?\ght little bett] ?an ! ,lanzkne*ts ( ! middle ages1 &1 ,i d>e say1 ) v good reason4 ,:5 ,i knew t excell5t & k9d-he>t$ man at ,rome at a lat] "t1 he all[$ me to put him to ample p5ance = ^? light ?\ghts ( me1 :i* he _h once _h1 by encroa*+ on 8 valuable "t ) my !ological que/ions4 ,z to ,mr4 ,palm]'s book1 x 0 "o :i* no ,anglican c\ld write b himself1--9 no s5se1 if ,i recollect aright1 a t5tative "w4 ,! gr\nd ( controv]sy 0 cut into squ>es1 & !n e objection _h its answ]4 ,?is is ! prop] me?od to adopt 9 tea*+ au?oritatively "y m52 & ! "w 9 fact 0 int5d$ = /ud5ts 9 !ology4 ,my own book1 on ! o!r h&1 0 ( a directly t5tative & empirical "*4 ,i wi%$ to build up an ,anglican !ology out ( ! /ores :i* already lay cut & hewn ^u ! gr\nd1 ! pa/ toil ( great div9es4 ,to d ?is c\ld n be ! "w ( "o man2 mu* less1 c\ld x be at once receiv$ into ,anglican !ology1 h[ev] well x 0 done4 ,?is ,i fully recogniz$2 &1 :ile ,i tru/$ t my /atem5ts ( doctr9e w\ld turn out to be true & important1 /ill ,i wrote1 to use ! common phrase1 "u correction4 ,!re 0 ano!r motive = my publi%+1 ( a p]sonal nature1 :i* ,i ?9k ,i %\ld m5tion4 ,i felt !n1 & all along felt1 t !re 0 an intellectual c[>dice 9 n f9d+ a basis 9 reason = my belief1 & a moral c[>dice 9 n av[+ t basis4 ,i %\ld h felt myself less ?an a man1 if ,i did n br+ x out1 :atev] x 04 ,?is is "o pr9cipal reason :y ,i wrote & publi%$ ! ,prophetical ,(fice4 ,x 0 f ! same feel+1 t 9 ! spr+ ( #ahcf1 at a meet+ ( resid5ts on ! subject ( ! /ruggle !n proce$+ aga9/ a ,:ig appo9tm5t1 :5 "s "o want$ u all m]ely to act on college & cons]vative gr\nds 7z ,i und]/ood him71 ) z few publi%$ /atem5ts z possible1 ,i answ]$1 t ! p]son :om we 7 resi/+ _h committ$ himself 9 writ+1 & t we ought to commit ourselves too4 ,?is aga9 0 a ma9 reason = ! publication ( ,tract #ij4 ,alas6 x 0 my portion = :ole ye>s to rema9 )\t any satisfactory basis = my religi\s pr(ession1 9 a /ate ( moral sickness1 nei!r able to acquiesce 9 ,anglicanism1 nor able to g to ,rome4 ,b ,i bore x1 till 9 c\rse ( "t my way 0 made cle> to me4 ,if "h x be object$ to me1 t z "t w5t on1 ,i (t5 9 my writ+s h9t$ at ?+s :i* ,i did n fully br+ out1 ,i submit = consid]ation :e!r ?is occurr$ except :5 ,i 0 9 great difficulties1 h[ to speak1 or h[ to be sil5t1 ) due reg>d = ! position ( m9d or ! feel+s ( o!rs4 ,h[ev]1 ,i may h an opportunity to say m on ?is subject4 ,b to return to ! ,prophetical ,(fice4 ,i ?us speak 9 ! ,introduction to my ,volume3-- ,x is propos$1 ,i say1 to (f] helps t[>ds ! =mation ( a recogniz$ ,anglican !ology 9 "o ( its dep>tm5ts4 ,! pres5t /ate ( our div9ity is z foll[s3 ! mo/ vigor\s1 ! cle>e/1 ! mo/ f]tile m9ds1 h ?r\gh ,god's m]cy be5 employ$ 9 ! s]vice ( our ,*ur*3 m9ds too z rev]5tial & holy1 & z fully imbu$ ) ,anci5t ,tru?1 & z well v]s$ 9 ! writ+s ( ! ,fa!rs1 z !y 7 intellectually gift$4 ,?is is ,god's great m]cy inde$1 = :i* we mu/ ev] be ?ankful4 ,primitive doctr9e has be5 explor$ = u 9 e direction1 & ! orig9al pr9ciples ( ! ,gospel & ! ,*ur* pati5tly br\ght to light4 ,b "o ?+ is /ill want+3 our *ampions & tea*]s h liv$ 9 /ormy times3 political & o!r influ5ces h act$ ^u !m v>i\sly 9 _! day1 & h s9ce ob/ruct$ a c>eful consolidation ( _! judgm5ts4 ,we h a va/ inh]itance1 b no inv5tory ( our treasures4 ,all is giv5 u 9 pr(usion2 x rema9s = u to catalogue1 sort1 di/ribute1 select1 h>monize1 & complete4 ,we h m ?an we "k h[ to use2 /ores ( le>n+1 b little t is precise & s]viceable2 ,ca?olic tru? & individual op9ion1 fir/ pr9ciples & ! guesses ( g5ius1 all m+l$ 9 ! same works1 & requir+ to be discrim9at$4 ,we meet ) tru?s ov]/at$ or misdirect$1 matt]s ( detail v>i\sly tak51 facts incompletely prov$ or appli$1 & rules inconsi/5tly urg$ or discordantly int]pret$4 ,su* inde$ is ! /ate ( e deep philosophy 9 its fir/ /ages1 & !re=e ( !ological k4 ,:at we ne$ at pres5t = our ,*ur*'s well-be+1 is n inv5tion1 nor orig9ality1 nor sagacity1 nor ev5 le>n+ 9 our div9es1 at lea/ 9 ! fir/ place1 ?\gh all gifts ( ,god are 9 a measure ne$$1 & nev] c be unseasonable :5 us$ religi\sly1 b we ne$ peculi>ly a s\nd judgm5t1 pati5t ?\ght1 discrim9ation1 a compreh5sive m9d1 an ab/95ce f all private fancies & caprices & p]sonal ta/es1--9 a ^w1 ,div9e ,wisdom4 ,! subject ( ! ,volume is ! doctr9e ( ! ,via ,m$ia1 a "n :i* _h already be5 appli$ to ! ,anglican sy/em by writ]s ( repute4 ,x is an expressive title1 b n altoge!r satisfactory1 because x is at fir/ sight negative4 ,?is _h be5 ! reason ( my dislike to ! ^w ,prote/ant2 viz4 x did n d5ote ! pr(ession ( any p>ticul> religion at all1 & 0 compatible ) infidelity4 ,a ,via ,m$ia 0 b a rec$+ f extremes1--!re=e x ne$$ to be drawn out into a def9ite %ape & "*3 be=e x c\ld h claims on our respect1 x mu/ fir/ be %[n to be "o1 intelligible1 & consi/5t4 ,?is 0 ! fir/ condition ( any reasonable treatise on ! ,via ,m$ia4 ,! second condition1 & necess>y too1 0 n 9 my p[]4 ,i c\ld only hope t x w\ld "o day be fulfill$4 ,ev5 if ! ,via ,m$ia 7 ev] s positive a religi\s sy/em1 x 0 n z yet objective & real2 x _h no orig9al any :]e ( :i* x 0 ! repres5tative4 ,x 0 at pres5t a pap] religion4 ,?is ,i confess 9 my ,introduction2 ,i say1 ,prote/antism & ,pop]y are real religions 444 b ! ,via ,m$ia1 view$ z an integral sy/em1 has sc>cely _h exi/5ce except on pap]4 ,i grant ! objection1 ?\gh ,i endeav\r to less5 x3--,x /ill rema9s to be tri$1 :e!r :at is call$ ,anglo-,ca?olicism1 ! religion ( ,&rewes1 ,laud1 ,hammond1 ,butl]1 & ,wilson1 is capable ( be+ pr(ess$1 act$ on1 & ma9ta9$ on a l>ge sph]e ( action1 or :e!r x be a m]e modification or transition-/ate ( ei!r ,romanism or popul> ,prote/antism4 ,i tru/$ t "s day x w\ld prove to be a sub/antive religion4 ,le/ ,i %\ld be misund]/ood1 let me obs]ve t ?is hesitation ab\t ! validity ( ! !ory ( ! ,via ,m$ia impli$ no d\bt ( ! ?ree fundam5tal po9ts on :i* x 0 bas$1 z ,i h describ$ !m above1 dogma1 ! sacram5tal sy/em1 & anti-,romanism4 ,o!r inve/igations :i* _h to be foll[$ up 7 ( a /ill m t5tative "*4 ,! basis ( ! ,via ,m$ia1 consi/+ ( ! ?ree elem5t>y po9ts1 :i* ,i h j m5tion$1 0 cle> en\gh2 b1 n only _h ! h\se itself to be built ^u !m1 b x _h also to be furni%$1 & x is n wond]ful if1 aft] build+ x1 bo? ,i & o!rs err$ 9 detail 9 det]m9+ :at its furniture %\ld be1 :at 0 consi/5t ) ! /yle ( build+1 & :at 0 9 itself desirable4 ,i w expla9 :at ,i mean4 ,i _h br\ght out 9 ! ,prophetical ,(fice 9 :at ! ,roman & ! ,anglican sy/ems diff]$ f ea* o!r1 b less di/9ctly 9 :at !y agre$4 ,i _h inde$ enum]at$ ! ,fundam5tals1 common to bo?1 9 ! foll[+ passage3--,9 bo? sy/ems ! same ,cre$s are ackn[l$g$4 ,besides o!r po9ts 9 common1 we bo? hold1 t c]ta9 doctr9es are necess>y to be believ$ = salvation2 we bo? believe 9 ! doctr9es ( ! ,tr9ity1 ,inc>nation1 & ,atonem5t2 9 orig9al s92 9 ! necessity ( reg5]ation2 9 ! sup]natural grace ( ! ,sacram5ts2 9 ! ,apo/olical succession2 9 ! obligation ( fai? & ob$i5ce1 & 9 ! et]nity ( future puni%m5t1--pp4 #ee1 #ef4 ,s mu* ,i _h said1 b ,i _h n said en\gh4 ,?is enum]ation impli$ a great _m m po9ts ( agreem5t ?an 7 f\nd 9 ^? v ,articles :i* 7 fundam5tal4 ,if ! two ,*ur*es 7 ?us ! same 9 fundam5tals1 !y 7 also "o & ! same 9 su* pla9 consequ5ces z 7 conta9$ 9 ^? fundam5tals & 9 su* natural obs]vances z outw>dly repres5t$ !m4 ,x 0 an ,anglican pr9ciple t ! abuse ( a ?+ do? n take away ! lawful use ( x2 & an ,anglican ,canon 9 #afjc _h decl>$ t ! ,engli% ,*ur* _h no purpose to =sake all t 0 held 9 ! ,*ur*es ( ,italy1 ,france1 & ,spa91 & rev]5c$ ^? c]emonies & p>ticul> po9ts :i* 7 ,apo/olic4 ,except+ !n su* exceptional matt]s1 z are impli$ 9 ?is av[al1 :e!r !y 7 _m or few1 all ^! ,*ur*es 7 evid5tly to be consid]$ z "o ) ! ,anglican4 ,! ,ca?olic ,*ur* 9 all l&s _h be5 "o f ! fir/ = _m c5turies2 !n1 v>i\s portions _h foll[$ _! own way to ! injury1 b n to ! de/ruction1 :e!r ( tru? or ( *>ity4 ,^! portions or bran*es 7 ma9ly ?ree3--! ,greek1 ,lat91 & ,anglican4 ,ea* ( ^! inh]it$ ! e>ly undivid$ ,*ur* 9 solido z its own possession4 ,ea* bran* 0 id5tical ) t e>ly undivid$ ,*ur*1 & 9 ! unity ( t ,*ur* x _h unity ) ! o!r bran*es4 ,! ?ree bran*es agre$ toge!r 9 all b _! lat] accid5tal errors4 ,"s bran*es _h reta9$ 9 detail portions ( ,apo/olical tru? & usage1 :i* ! o!rs _h n2 & ^! portions might be & %\ld be appropriat$ aga9 by ! o!rs :i* _h let !m slip4 ,?us1 ! middle age belong$ to ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 & mu* m did ! middle age ( ,engl&4 ,! ,*ur* ( ! #ab? c5tury 0 ! ,*ur* ( ! #ai?4 ,dr4 ,h[ley sat 9 ! seat ( ,/4 ,?omas ! ,m>tyr2 ,ox=d 0 a m$ieval ,univ]sity4 ,sav+ our engagem5ts to ,pray] ,book & ,articles1 we might brea! & live & act & speak1 z 9 ! atmosph]e & climate ( ,h5ry ,,iii4's day1 or ! ,confessor's1 or ( ,alfr$'s4 ,& we ought to be indulg5t to all t ,rome taught n[1 z to :at ,rome taught !n1 sav+ our prote/4 ,we might boldly welcome1 ev5 :at we did n ourselves ?9k "r to adopt4 ,&1 :5 we 7 oblig$ on ! contr>y boldly to d5\nce1 we %\ld d s ) pa91 n ) exultation4 ,by v reason ( our prote/1 :i* we _h made1 & made ex animo1 we c\ld agree to diff]4 ,:at ! memb]s ( ! ,bible ,society did on ! basis ( ,scripture1 we c\ld d on ! basis ( ! ,*ur*2 ,tr9it>ian & ,unit>ian 7 fur!r ap>t ?an ,roman & ,anglican4 ,?us we _h a real wi% to co-op]ate ) ,rome 9 all lawful ?+s1 if %e w\ld let u1 & if ! rules ( our own ,*ur* let u2 & we ?\ght !re 0 no bett] way t[>ds ! re/oration ( doctr9al purity & unity4 ,& we ?\ght t ,rome 0 n committ$ by h] =mal decrees to all t %e actually taught3 & aga91 if h] disputants _h be5 unfair to u1 or h] rul]s tyrannical1 we bore 9 m9d t on our side too !re _h be5 ranc\r & sl&] 9 our controv]sial attacks ^u h]1 & viol5ce 9 our political measures4 ,z to ourselves be+ direct in/rum5ts 9 improv+ h] belief or practice1 ,i us$ to say1 ,look at home2 let u fir/1 7or at lea/ let u ! :ile17 supply our own %ortcom+s1 be=e we attempt to be physicians to any "o else4 ,?is is v mu* ! _s ( ,tract #ga1 to :i* ,i ref]r$ j n[4 ,i am well aw>e t !re is a p>agraph inconsi/5t ) x 9 ! ,prospectus to ! ,libr>y ( ! ,fa!rs2 b ,i d n consid] myself responsible = x4 ,inde$1 ,i h no int5tion :atev] ( imply+ t ,dr4 ,pusey concurr$ 9 ! ecclesia/ical !ory1 :i* ,i h be5 n[ draw+ out2 nor t ,i took x up myself except by degrees 9 ! c\rse ( t5 ye>s4 ,x 0 necess>ily ! gr[? ( "t4 ,9 fact1 h>dly any two p]sons1 :o took "p 9 ! ,movem5t1 agre$ 9 _! view ( ! limit to :i* our g5]al pr9ciples might religi\sly be c>ri$4 ,& n[ ,i h said en\gh on :at ,i consid] to h be5 ! g5]al objects ( ! v>i\s works1 :i* ,i wrote1 edit$1 or prompt$ 9 ! ye>s :i* ,i am review+4 ,i want$ to br+ out 9 a sub/antive =m a liv+ ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 9 a position prop] to h]self1 & f\nd$ on di/9ct pr9ciples2 z f> z pap] c\ld d x1 z f> z e>ne/ly prea*+ x & influ5c+ o!rs t[>ds x1 c\ld t5d to make x a fact2--a liv+ ,*ur*1 made ( fle% & blood1 ) voice1 complexion1 & motion & action1 & a w ( its own4 ,i believe ,i _h no private motive1 & no p]sonal aim4 ,nor did ,i ask = m ?an a fair /age & no fav\r1 nor expect ! "w w\ld be accompli%$ 9 my days2 b ,i ?\ght t en\gh w\ld be secur$ to cont9ue x 9 ! future1 "u1 p]haps1 m hopeful circum/ances & prospects ?an ! pres5t4 ,i w m5tion 9 illu/ration "s ( ! pr9cipal works1 doctr9al & hi/orical1 :i* orig9at$ 9 ! object :i* ,i h /at$4 ,i wrote my ,essay on ,ju/ification 9 #ahcg2 x 0 aim$ at ! ,lu!ran dictum t ju/ification by fai? only 0 ! c>d9al doctr9e ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,i consid]$ t ?is doctr9e 0 ei!r a p>adox or a truism1--a p>adox 9 ,lu!r's m\?1 a truism 9 ,melan*?on's4 ,i ?\ght t ! ,anglican ,*ur* foll[$ ,melan*?on1 & t 9 consequ5ce betwe5 ,rome & ,anglicanism1 betwe5 high ,*ur* & l[ ,*ur*1 !re 0 no real intellectual diff]5ce on ! po9t4 ,i wi%$ to fill up a dit*1 ! "w ( man4 ,9 ?is ,volume aga91 ,i express my desire to build up a sy/em ( !ology out ( ! ,anglican div9es1 & imply t my diss]tation 0 a t5tative ,inquiry4 ,i speak 9 ! ,preface ( (f]+ sugge/ions t[>ds a "w1 :i* mu/ be upp]mo/ 9 ! m9d ( e true son ( ! ,engli% ,*ur* at ?is day1--! consolidation ( a !ological sy/em1 :i*1 built ^u ^? =mul>ies1 to :i* all cl]gym5 are b\nd1 may t5d to in=m1 p]suade1 & absorb into itself religi\s m9ds1 :i* hi!rto h fanci$1 t1 on ! peculi> ,prote/ant que/ions1 !y 7 s]i\sly oppos$ to ea* o!r4--,p4 vii4 ,9 my ,univ]sity ,s]mons !re is a s]ies ( discussions ^u ! subject ( ,fai? & ,reason2 ^! aga9 7 ! t5tative comm5cem5t ( a grave & necess>y "w1 viz4 an inquiry into ! ultimate basis ( religi\s fai?1 prior to ! di/9ction into ,cre$s4 ,9 l mann] 9 a ,pamphlet1 :i* ,i publi%$ 9 ! summ] ( #ahch1 is an attempt at plac+ ! doctr9e ( ! ,real ,pres5ce on an intellectual basis4 ,! fundam5tal idea is consonant to t to :i* ,i _h be5 s long atta*$3 x is ! d5ial ( ! exi/5ce ( space except z a subjective idea ( our m9ds4 ,! ,*ur* ( ! ,fa!rs is "o ( ! e>lie/ productions ( ! ,movem5t1 & appe>$ 9 numb]s 9 ! ,briti% ,magaz9e1 be+ writt5 ) ! aim ( introduc+ ! religi\s s5tim5ts1 views1 & cu/oms ( ! fir/ ages into ! mod]n ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,! ,translation ( ,fleury's ,*ur* ,hi/ory 0 comm5c$ "u ^! circum/ances3--,i 0 fond ( ,fleury = a reason :i* ,i express 9 ! ,adv]tisem5t2 because x pres5t$ a sort ( photograph ( ecclesia/ical hi/ory )\t any comm5t ^u x4 ,9 ! ev5t1 t simple repres5tation ( ! e>ly c5turies _h a good deal to d ) unsettl+ me 9 my ,anglicanism2 b h[ little ,i c\ld anticipate ?is1 w be se5 9 ! fact t ! publication ( ,fleury 0 a fav\rite s*eme ) ,mr4 ,rose4 ,he propos$ x to me twice1 betwe5 ! ye>s #ahcd & #ahcg2 & ,i m5tion x z "o out ( _m p>ticul>s curi\sly illu/rat+ h[ truly my *ange ( op9ion arose1 n f =eign influ5ces1 b f ! work+ ( my own m9d1 & ! accid5ts ar\nd me4 ,! date1 f :i* ! portion actually translat$ began1 0 det]m9$ by ! ,publi%] on reasons ) :i* we 7 n conc]n$4 ,ano!r hi/orical "w1 b drawn f orig9al s\rces1 0 giv5 to ! _w by my old fri5d ,mr4 ,b[d51 be+ a ,life ( ,pope ,gregory ,,vii4 ,i ne$ sc>cely recall to ^? :o h read x1 ! p[] & ! livel9ess ( ! n>rative4 ,?is composition 0 ! au?or's relaxation1 on ev5+s & 9 8 summ] vacations1 f 8 ord9>y engagem5ts 9 ,london4 ,x _h be5 sugge/$ to him orig9ally by me1 at ! in/ance ( ,hurrell ,fr\de4 ,! ,s]ies ( ! ,lives ( ! ,engli% ,sa9ts 0 project$ at a lat] p]iod1 "u circum/ances :i* ,i %all h 9 ! sequel to describe4 ,^? beautiful compositions h no?+ 9 !m1 z f> z ,i recollect1 simply inconsi/5t ) ! g5]al objects :i* ,i h be5 assign+ to my lab\rs 9 ^! ye>s1 ?\gh ! imm$iate occasion :i* l$ to !m1 & ! tone 9 :i* !y 7 writt51 _h little t 0 cong5ial ) ,anglicanism4 ,at a comp>atively e>ly date ,i drew up ! ,tract on ! ,roman ,brevi>y4 ,x fright5$ my own fri5ds on its fir/ appe>ance2 & sev]al ye>s aft]w>ds1 :5 y\ng] m5 began to translate = publication ! f\r volumes 9 ext5so1 !y 7 dissuad$ f do+ s by advice to :i* f a s5se ( duty !y li/5$4 ,x 0 an app>5t accid5t1 :i* introduc$ me to ! k ( t mo/ wond]ful & mo/ attractive monum5t ( ! devotion ( sa9ts4 ,on ,hurrell ,fr\de's dea?1 9 #ahcf1 ,i 0 ask$ to select "o ( 8 books z a keepsake4 ,i select$ ,butl]'s ,analogy2 f9d+ t x _h be5 already *os51 ,i look$ ) "s p]plexity along ! %elves z !y /ood be=e me1 :5 an intimate fri5d at my elb[ said1 ,take t4 ,x 0 ! ,brevi>y :i* ,hurrell _h _h ) him at ,b>badoes4 ,accord+ly ,i took x1 /udi$ x1 wrote my ,tract f x1 & h x on my table 9 con/ant use till ?is day4 ,t de> & famili> companion1 :o ?us put ! ,brevi>y into my h&s1 is /ill 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,s1 too1 is t e>ly v5]at$ long-lov$ fri5d1 toge!r ) :om ,i edit$ a "w :i*1 m p]haps ?an any o!r1 caus$ di/urbance & annoyance 9 ! ,anglican _w1--,fr\de's ,rema9s2 yet1 h[ev] judgm5ts might run z to ! prud5ce ( publi%+ x1 ,i nev] he>d any "o impute to ,mr4 ,keble ! v %ad[ ( di%one/y or trea*]y t[>ds 8 ,*ur* 9 s act+4 ,! annotat$ ,translation ( ! ,treatises ( ,/4 ,a?anasius 0 ( c\rse 9 no s5se ( a t5tative "*2 x belongs to ano!r ord] ( ?\ght4 ,?is hi/orico-dogmatic "w employ$ me = ye>s4 ,i _h made prep>ations = foll[+ x up ) a doctr9al hi/ory ( ! h]esies :i* succe$$ to ! ,arian4 ,i %\ld make m5tion also ( ! ,briti% ,critic4 ,i 0 ,editor ( x = ?ree ye>s1 f ,july #ahch to ,july #ahda4 ,my writ]s belong$ to v>i\s s*ools1 "s to none at all4 ,! subjects are v>i\s1--classical1 academical1 political1 critical1 & arti/ic1 z well z !ological1 & ^u ! ,movem5t none are to be f\nd :i* d n keep q cle> ( advocat+ ! cause ( ,rome4 99 99 99 99 99 ,s ,i w5t on = ye>s up to #ahda4 ,x 01 9 a human po9t ( view1 ! happie/ "t ( my life4 ,i 0 truly at home4 ,i _h 9 "o ( my volumes appropriat$ to myself ! words ( ,bramhall1 ,bees1 by ! in/9ct ( nature1 d love _! hives1 & birds _! ne/s4 ,i did n suppose t su* sun%9e w\ld la/1 ?\gh ,i knew n :at w\ld be its t]m9ation4 ,x 0 ! "t ( pl5ty1 &1 dur+ its sev5 ye>s1 ,i tri$ to lay up z mu* z ,i c\ld = ! de>? :i* 0 to foll[ x4 ,we prosp]$ & spread4 ,i h spok5 ( ! do+s ( ^! ye>s1 s9ce ,i 0 a ,ca?olic1 9 a passage1 "p ( :i* ,i w "h quote3 ,f beg9n+s s small1 ,i said1 f elem5ts ( ?\ght s =tuit\s1 ) prospects s unpromis+1 ! ,anglo-,ca?olic p>ty sudd5ly became a p[] 9 ! ,national ,*ur*1 & an object ( al>m to h] rul]s & fri5ds4 ,its orig9ators w\ld h f\nd x difficult to say :at !y aim$ at ( a practical k9d3 r1 !y put =? views & pr9ciples = _! own sake1 because !y 7 true1 z if !y 7 oblig$ to say !m2 &1 z !y might be !mselves surpris$ at _! e>ne/ness 9 utt]+ !m1 !y _h z great cause to be surpris$ at ! success :i* att5d$ _! propagation4 ,&1 9 fact1 !y c\ld only say t ^? doctr9es 7 9 ! air2 t to ass]t 0 to prove1 & t to expla9 0 to p]suade2 & t ! ,movem5t 9 :i* !y 7 tak+ "p 0 ! bir? ( a crisis r ?an ( a place4 ,9 a v few ye>s a s*ool ( op9ion 0 =m$1 fix$ 9 its pr9ciples1 indef9ite & progressive 9 _! range2 & x ext5d$ itself into e "p ( ! c\ntry4 ,if we inquire :at ! _w ?\ght ( x1 we h /ill m to raise our wond]2 =1 n to m5tion ! excitem5t x caus$ 9 ,engl&1 ! ,movem5t & its p>ty-names 7 kn[n to ! police ( ,italy & to ! back-woodm5 ( ,am]ica4 ,& s x proce$$1 gett+ /rong] & /rong] e ye>1 till x came into collision ) ! ,nation1 & t ,*ur* ( ! ,nation1 :i* x began by pr(ess+ especially to s]ve4 ,! great] its success1 ! ne>] 0 t collision at h&4 ,! fir/ ?reat5+s ( :at 0 com+ 7 he>d 9 #ahch4 ,at t "t1 my ,bi%op 9 a ,*>ge made "s light animadv]sions1 b !y 7 animadv]sions1 on ! ,tracts = ! ,times4 ,at once ,i (f]$ to /op !m4 ,:at took place on ! occasion ,i pref] to /ate 9 ! words1 9 :i* ,i relat$ x 9 a ,pamphlet address$ to him 9 a lat] ye>1 :5 ! bl[ actually came d[n ^u me4 ,9 y\r ,lord%ip's ,*>ge = #ahch1 ,i said1 an allusion 0 made to ! ,tracts = ! ,times4 ,"s oppon5ts ( ! ,tracts said t y treat$ !m ) undue indulg5ce4444 ,i wrote to ! ,ar*deacon on ! subject1 submitt+ ! ,tracts entirely to y\r ,lord%ip's disposal4 ,:at ,i ?\ght ab\t y\r ,*>ge w appe> f ! words ,i !n us$ to him4 ,i said1 ',a ,bi%op's lighte/ ^w ex ca!dr is heavy4 ,8 judgm5t on a book _c be light4 ,x is a r>e occurr5ce4' ,& ,i (f]$ to )draw any ( ! ,tracts ov] :i* ,i _h control1 if ,i 7 in=m$ :i* 7 ^? to :i* y\r ,lord%ip _h objections4 ,i aft]w>ds wrote to y\r ,lord%ip to ?is effect1 t ',i tru/$ ,i might say s9c]ely1 t ,i %\ld feel a m lively pleasure 9 kn[+ t ,i 0 submitt+ myself to y\r ,lord%ip's express$ judgm5t 9 a matt] ( t k9d1 ?an ,i c\ld h ev5 9 ! wide/ circulation ( ! volumes 9 "q4' ,y\r ,lord%ip did n ?9k x necess>y to proce$ to su* a measure1 b ,i felt1 & always h felt1 t1 if ev] y det]m9$ on x1 ,i 0 b\nd to obey4 ,t day at l5g? came1 & ,i conclude ?is portion ( my n>rative1 ) relat+ ! circum/ances ( x4 99 99 99 99 99 ,f ! "t t ,i _h ent]$ ^u ! duties ( ,public ,tutor at my ,college1 :5 my doctr9al views 7 v diff]5t f :at !y 7 9 #ahda1 ,i _h m$itat$ a comm5t ^u ! ,articles4 ,!n1 :5 ! ,movem5t 0 9 its sw+1 fri5ds _h said to me1 ,:at w y make ( ! ,articles8 b ,i did n %>e ! appreh5sion :i* _! "q impli$4 ,:e!r1 z "t w5t on1 ,i %\ld h be5 =c$1 by ! necessities ( ! orig9al !ory ( ! ,movem5t1 to put on pap] ! speculations :i* ,i _h ab\t !m1 ,i am n able to conjecture4 ,! actual cause ( my do+ s1 9 ! beg9n+ ( #ahda1 0 ! re/lessness1 actual & prospective1 ( ^? :o nei!r lik$ ! ,via ,m$ia1 nor my /rong judgm5t aga9/ ,rome4 ,i _h be5 enjo9$1 ,i ?9k by my ,bi%op1 to keep ^! m5 /raight1 & ,i wi%$ s to d3 b _! tangible difficulty 0 subscription to ! ,articles2 & ?us ! "q ( ! ,articles came be=e me4 ,x 0 ?r[n 9 our tee?2 ,h[ c y manage to sign ! ,articles8 !y are directly aga9/ ,rome4 ,aga9/ ,rome8 ,i made answ]1 ,:at d y mean by ',rome8' & !n ,i proce$$ to make di/9ctions1 ( :i* ,i %all n[ give an acc\nt4 ,by ,roman doctr9e might be meant "o ( ?ree ?+s3 #a1 ! ,ca?olic tea*+ ( ! e>ly c5turies2 or #b1 ! =mal dogmas ( ,rome z conta9$ 9 ! lat] ,c\ncils1 especially ! ,c\ncil ( ,tr5t1 & z cond5s$ 9 ! ,cre$ ( ,pope ,pius ,,iv42 #c1 ! actual popul> beliefs & usages sanction$ by ,rome 9 ! c\ntries 9 communion ) x1 ov] & above ! dogmas2 & ^! ,i call$ dom9ant errors4 ,n[ ,prote/ants commonly ?\ght t 9 all ?ree s5ses1 ,roman doctr9e 0 condemn$ 9 ! ,articles3 ,i ?\ght t ! ,ca?olic tea*+ 0 n condemn$2 t ! dom9ant errors 72 & z to ! =mal dogmas1 t "s 71 "s 7 n1 & t ! l9e _h to be drawn betwe5 !m4 ,?us1 #a4 ,! use ( ,pray]s = ! dead 0 a ,ca?olic doctr9e1--n condemn$ 9 ! ,articles2 #b4 ,! prison ( ,purgatory 0 a ,roman dogma1--:i* 0 condemn$ 9 !m2 b ! infallibility ( ,ecum5ical ,c\ncils 0 a ,roman dogma1--n condemn$2 & #c4 ,! fire ( ,purgatory 0 an au?oriz$ & popul> error1 n a dogma1--:i* 0 condemn$4 ,fur!r1 ,i consid]$ t ! difficulties1 felt by ! p]sons :om ,i h m5tion$1 ma9ly lay 9 _! mi/ak+1 #a1 ,ca?olic tea*+1 :i* 0 n condemn$ 9 ! ,articles1 = ,roman dogma :i* 0 condemn$2 & #b1 ,roman dogma1 :i* 0 n condemn$ 9 ! ,articles1 = dom9ant error :i* 04 ,if !y w5t fur!r ?an ?is1 ,i _h no?+ m to say to !m4 ,a fur!r motive :i* ,i _h = my attempt1 0 ! desire to asc]ta9 ! ultimate po9ts ( contr>iety betwe5 ! ,roman & ,anglican cre$s1 & to make !m z few z possible4 ,i ?\ght t ea* cre$ 0 obscur$ & misrepres5t$ by a dom9ant circumambi5t ,pop]y & ,prote/antism4 ,! ma9 !sis !n ( my ,essay 0 ?is3--! ,articles d n oppose ,ca?olic tea*+2 !y b p>tially oppose ,roman dogma2 !y = ! mo/ "p oppose ! dom9ant errors ( ,rome4 ,& ! problem 01 z ,i h said1 to draw ! l9e z to :at !y all[$ & :at !y condemn$4 ,su* be+ ! object :i* ,i _h 9 view1 :at 7 my prospects ( wid5+ & ( def9+ _! mean+8 ,! prospect 0 enc\rag+2 !re 0 no d\bt at all ( ! ela/icity ( ! ,articles3 to take a palm>y in/ance1 ! sev5te5? 0 assum$ by "o p>ty to be ,lu!ran1 by ano!r ,calv9i/ic1 ?\gh ! two int]pretations 7 contradictory ( ea* o!r2 :y !n %\ld n o!r ,articles be drawn up ) a vagu5ess ( an equally int5se "*8 ,i want$ to asc]ta9 :at 0 ! limit ( t ela/icity 9 ! direction ( ,roman dogma4 ,b next1 ,i _h a way ( inquiry ( my own1 :i* ,i /ate )\t def5d+4 ,i in/anc$ x aft]w>ds 9 my ,essay on ,doctr9al ,developm5t4 ,t "w1 ,i believe1 ,i h n read s9ce ,i publi%$ x1 & ,i d n d\bt at all ,i h made _m mi/akes 9 x2--p>tly1 f my ignorance ( ! details ( doctr9e1 z ! ,*ur* ( ,rome holds !m1 b p>tly f my impati5ce to cle> z l>ge a range = ! pr9ciple ( doctr9al ,developm5t 7waiv+ ! "q ( hi/orical fact7 z 0 consi/5t ) ! /rict ,apo/olicity & id5tity ( ! ,ca?olic ,cre$4 ,9 l mann]1 z reg>ds ! #ci ,articles1 my me?od ( inquiry 0 to leap 9 m$ias res4 ,i wi%$ to in/itute an inquiry h[ f>1 9 critical fairness1 ! text c\ld be op5$2 ,i 0 aim+ f> m at asc]ta9+ :at a man :o subscrib$ x might hold ?an :at he mu/1 s t my conclusions 7 negative r ?an positive4 ,x 0 b a fir/ essay4 ,& ,i made x ) ! full recognition & consci\sness1 :i* ,i _h already express$ 9 my ,prophetical ,(fice1 z reg>ds ! ,via ,m$ia1 t ,i 0 mak+ only a fir/ approximation to ! requir$ solution2--a s]ies ( illu/rations supply+ h9ts = ! removal ( a difficulty1 & ) full ackn[l$gm5t t 9 m9or po9ts1 :e!r 9 "q ( fact or ( judgm5t1 !re 0 room = diff]5ce or error ( op9ion1 & t ,i %\ld n be a%am$ to own a mi/ake1 if x 7 prov$ aga9/ me1 nor reluctant to be> ! j blame ( x4--,proph4 ,(f4 p4 #ca4 ,i w add1 ,i 0 emb>rass$ 9 consequ5ce ( my wi% to g z f> z 0 possible 9 int]pret+ ! ,articles 9 ! direction ( ,roman dogma1 )\t disclos+ :at ,i 0 do+ to ! p>ties ^: d\bts ,i 0 meet+2 :o1 if !y und]/ood at once ! full ext5t ( ! lic5ce :i* ! ,articles admitt$1 might be !reby enc\rag$ to proce$ /ill fur!r ?an at pres5t !y f\nd 9 !mselves any call to g4 #a4 ,b 9 ! way ( su* an attempt comes ! prompt objection t ! ,articles 7 actually drawn up aga9/ ,pop]y1 & !re=e x 0 transc5d5tly absurd & di%one/ to suppose t ,pop]y1 9 any %ape1--patri/ic belief1 ,trid5t9e dogma1 or popul> corruption au?oritatively sanction$1--w\ld be able to take refuge "u _! text4 ,?is premiss ,i d5i$4 ,n any religi\s doctr9e at all1 b a political pr9ciple1 0 ! prim>y ,engli% idea ( ,pop]y at ! date ( ! ,re=mation4 ,& :at 0 t political pr9ciple1 & h[ c\ld x be/ be suppress$ 9 ,engl&8 ,:at 0 ! great "q 9 ! days ( ,h5ry & ,elizabe?8 ,! ,supremacy2--n[1 0 ,i say+ "o s+le ^w 9 fav\r ( ! ,supremacy ( ! ,holy ,see1 9 fav\r ( ! =eign jurisdiction8 ,no1 ,i did n believe 9 x myself4 ,did ,h5ry ,,viii4 religi\sly hold ,ju/ification by fai? only8 did he disbelieve ,purgatory8 ,0 ,elizabe? zeal\s = ! m>riage ( ! ,cl]gy8 or _h %e a consci5ce aga9/ ! ,mass8 ,! ,supremacy ( ! ,pope 0 ! ess5ce ( ! ,pop]y to :i*1 at ! "t ( ! composition ( ! ,articles1 ! ,supreme ,head or ,gov]nor ( ! ,engli% ,*ur* 0 s viol5tly ho/ile4 #b4 ,b aga9 ,i said ?is3--let ,pop]y mean :at x w\ld 9 ! m\?s ( ! compil]s ( ! ,articles1 let x ev51 = argum5t's sake1 include ! doctr9es ( t ,trid5t9e ,c\ncil1 :i* 0 n yet ov] :5 ! ,articles 7 drawn up1 & aga9/ :i* !y c\ld n be simply direct$1 yet1 consid]1 :at 0 ! object ( ! ,gov]nm5t 9 _! imposition8 m]ely to get rid ( ,pop]y8 ,no2 x _h ! fur!r object ( ga9+ ! ,papi/s4 ,:at !n 0 ! be/ way to induce reluctant or wav]+ m9ds1 & ^!1 ,i suppos$1 7 ! majority1 to give 9 _! adhesion to ! new symbol8 h[ _h ! ,arians drawn up _! ,cre$s8 0 x n on ! pr9ciple ( us+ vague ambigu\s language1 :i* to ! subscrib]s w\ld seem to be> a ,ca?olic s5se1 b :i*1 :5 work$ out on ! long run1 w\ld prove to be het]odox8 ,accord+ly1 !re 0 great antec$5t probability1 t1 fi]ce z ! ,articles might look at fir/ sight1 _! b>k w\ld prove worse ?an _! bite4 ,i say antec$5t probability1 = to :at ext5t t surmise might be true1 c\ld only be asc]ta9$ by inve/igation4 #c4 ,b a consid]ation came up at once1 :i* ?rew light on ?is surmise3--:at if x %\ld turn out t ! v m5 :o drew up ! ,articles1 9 ! v act ( do+ s1 _h av[$1 or r 9 "o ( ^? v ,articles !mselves _h impos$ on subscrib]s1 a numb] ( ^? v ,papi/ical doctr9es1 :i* !y 7 n[ ?\ght to d5y1 z "p & p>cel ( t v ,prote/antism1 :i* !y 7 n[ ?\ght to consid] div9e8 & ?is 0 ! fact1 & ,i %[$ x 9 my ,essay4 ,let ! read] obs]ve3--! #ce? ,article says3 ,! second ,book ( ,homilies do? conta9 a godly & :olesome doctr9e1 & necess>y = ^! times1 z do? ! =m] ,book ( ,homilies4 ,"h ! doctr9e ( ! ,homilies is recogniz$ z godly & :olesome1 & concurr5ce 9 t recognition is impos$ on all subscrib]s ( ! ,articles4 ,let u !n turn to ! ,homilies1 & see :at ?is godly doctr9e is3 ,i quot$ f !m to ! foll[+ effect3 #a4 ,!y decl>e t ! s-call$ apocryphal book ( ,tobit is ! tea*+ ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 & is ,scripture4 #b4 ,t ! s-call$ apocryphal book ( ,wisdom is ,scripture1 & ! infallible & undeceivable ^w ( ,god4 #c4 ,t ! ,primitive ,*ur*1 next to ! ,apo/les' "t1 &1 z !y imply1 = almo/ #gjj ye>s1 is no d\bt mo/ pure4 #d4 ,t ! ,primitive ,*ur* is specially to be foll[$4 #e4 ,t ! ,f\r fir/ ,g5]al ,c\ncils belong to ! ,primitive ,*ur*4 #f4 ,t !re are ,six ,c\ncils :i* are all[$ & receiv$ by all m54 #g4 ,aga91 !y speak ( a c]ta9 tru?1 & say t x is decl>$ by ,god's ^w1 ! s5t5ces ( ! anci5t doctors1 & judgm5t ( ! ,primitive ,*ur*4 #h4 ,( ! le>n$ & holy ,bi%ops & doctors ( ! ,*ur* ( ! fir/ eight c5turies be+ ( great au?ority & cr$it ) ! p4 #i4 ,( ! decl>ation ( ,*ri/ & ,8 ,apo/les & all ! re/ ( ! ,holy ,fa!rs4 #aj4 ,( ! au?ority bo? ( ,scripture & also ( ,augu/9e4 #aa4 ,( ,augu/9e1 ,*ryso/om1 ,ambrose1 ,j]ome1 & ab\t ?irty o!r ,fa!rs1 to "s ( :om !y give ! title ( ,sa9t1 to o!rs ( anci5t ,ca?olic ,fa!rs & doctors1 c4 #ab4 ,!y decl>e t1 n only ! holy ,apo/les & disciples ( ,*ri/1 b ! godly ,fa!rs also1 be=e & s9ce ,*ri/1 7 endu$ )\t d\bt ) ! ,holy ,gho/4 #ac4 ,t ! anci5t ,ca?olic ,fa!rs say t ! ,"l's ,supp] is ! salve ( immortality1 ! sov]eign pres]vative aga9/ dea?1 ! food ( immortality1 ! heal?ful grace4 #ad4 ,t ! ,"l's ,bless$ ,body & ,blood are receiv$ "u ! =m ( bread & w9e4 #ae4 ,t ! meat 9 ! ,sacram5t is an invisible meat & a gho/ly sub/ance4 #af4 ,t ! holy ,body & ,blood ( ?y ,god ought to be t\*$ ) ! m9d4 #ag4 ,t ,ord9ation is a ,sacram5t4 #ah4 ,t ,matrimony is a ,sacram5t4 #ai4 ,t !re are o!r ,sacram5ts besides ,baptism & ! ,"l's ,supp]1 ?\gh n su* z !y4 #bj4 ,t ! s\ls ( ! ,sa9ts are reign+ 9 joy & 9 heav5 ) ,god4 #ba4 ,t alms-de$s purge ! s\l f ! infection & fil?y spots ( s91 & are a preci\s m$ic9e1 an ine/imable jewel4 #bb4 ,t m]cifulness wipes out & wa%es away s9s1 z salves & rem$ies to heal sores & griev\s diseases4 #bc4 ,t ! duty ( fa/+ is a tru? m manife/ ?an x %\ld ne$ to be prov$4 #bd4 ,t fa/+1 us$ ) pray]1 is ( great efficacy & weighe? mu* ) ,god2 s ! ,angel ,raphael told ,tobias4 #be4 ,t ! puissant & mighty ,emp]or ,!odosius 01 9 ! ,primitive ,*ur* :i* 0 mo/ holy & godly1 excommunicat$ by ,/4 ,ambrose4 #bf4 ,t ,con/ant9e1 ,bi%op ( ,rome1 did condemn ,philippicus1 !n ,emp]or1 n )\t a cause inde$1 b v ju/ly4 ,putt+ altoge!r aside ! "q h[ f> ^! sep>ate !ses came "u ! matt] to :i* subscription 0 to be made1 x 0 q pla91 t 9 ! m9ds ( ! m5 :o wrote ! ,homilies1 & :o ?us incorporat$ !m into ! ,anglican sy/em ( doctr9e1 !re 0 no su* nice discrim9ation betwe5 ! ,ca?olic & ! ,prote/ant fai?1 no su* cle> recognition ( =mal ,prote/ant pr9ciples & t5ets1 no su* accurate def9ition ( ,roman doctr9e1 z is receiv$ at ! pres5t day3--h5ce great probability accru$ to my pres5tim5t1 t ! ,articles 7 tol]ant1 n only ( :at ,i call$ ,ca?olic tea*+1 b ( mu* t 0 ,roman4 #d4 ,& "h 0 ano!r reason aga9/ ! notion t ! ,articles directly attack$ ! ,roman dogmas z decl>$ at ,tr5t & z promulgat$ by ,pius ! ,f\r?3--! ,c\ncil ( ,tr5t 0 n ov]1 nor its ,canons promulgat$ at ! date :5 ! ,articles 7 drawn up#e1 s t ^? ,articles mu/ be aim+ at some?+ else8 ,:at 0 t some?+ else8 ,! ,homilies tell u3 ! ,homilies are ! be/ comm5t ^u ! ,articles4 ,let u turn to ! ,homilies1 & we %all f9d f fir/ to la/ t1 n only is n ! ,ca?olic tea*+ ( ! fir/ c5turies1 b nei!r aga9 are ! dogmas ( ,rome1 ! objects ( ! prote/ ( ! compil]s ( ! ,articles1 b ! dom9ant errors1 ! popul> corruptions1 au?oriz$ or suff]$ by ! high "n ( ,rome4 ,! eloqu5t declamation ( ! ,homilies f9ds its matt] almo/ exclusively 9 ! dom9ant errors4 ,z to ,ca?olic tea*+1 nay z to ,roman dogma1 ( su* !ology ^? ,homilies1 z ,i h %[n1 conta9$ no small portion !mselves4 #e ,! ,pope's ,confirmation ( ! ,c\ncil1 by :i* its ,canons became de fide1 & 8 ,bull sup] confirmatione by :i* !y 7 promulgat$ to ! _w1 are dat$ ,janu>y #bf1 #aefd4 ,! ,articles are dat$ #aefb4 #e4 ,s mu* = ! writ]s ( ! ,articles & ,homilies2--!y 7 witnesses1 n au?orities1 & ,i us$ !m z su*2 b 9 ! next place1 :o 7 ! actual au?orities impos+ !m8 ,i reasonably consid]$ ! au?ority impon5s to be ! ,convocation ( #aega2 b "h aga91 x w\ld be f\nd t ! v ,convocation1 :i* receiv$ & confirm$ ! #ci ,articles1 also enjo9$ by ,canon t prea*]s %\ld be c>eful1 t !y %\ld nev] tea* aught 9 a s]mon1 to be religi\sly held & believ$ by ! p1 except t :i* is agreeable to ! doctr9e ( ! ,old & ,new ,te/am5t1 & :i* ! ,ca?olic ,fa!rs & anci5t ,bi%ops h collect$ f t v doctr9e4 ,"h1 let x be obs]v$1 an appeal is made by ! ,convocation impon5s to ! v same anci5t au?orities1 z _h be5 m5tion$ ) su* pr(\nd v5]ation by ! writ]s ( ! ,homilies & ! ,articles1 & ?us1 if ! ,homilies conta9$ views ( doctr9e :i* n[ w\ld be call$ ,roman1 !re seem$ to me to be an extreme probability t ! ,convocation ( #aega also c\nt5anc$ & receiv$1 or at lea/ did n reject1 ^? doctr9es4 #f4 ,& fur!r1 :5 at l5g? ,i came actually to look into ! text ( ! ,articles1 ,i saw 9 _m cases a pat5t ju/ification ( all t ,i _h surmis$ z to _! vagu5ess & indecisiv5ess1 & t1 n only on que/ions :i* lay betwe5 ,lu!rans1 ,calv9i/s1 & ,zu+lians1 b on ,ca?olic que/ions also2 & ,i h notic$ !m 9 my ,tract4 ,9 ! conclusion ( my ,tract ,i obs]ve3 ,! ,articles are evid5tly fram$ on ! pr9ciple ( leav+ op5 l>ge que/ions on :i* ! controv]sy h+es4 ,!y /ate broadly extreme tru?s1 & are sil5t ab\t _! adju/m5t4 ,= in/ance1 !y say t all necess>y fai? mu/ be prov$ f ,scripture2 b d n say :o is to prove x4 ,!y say1 t ! ,*ur* has au?ority 9 controv]sies2 !y d n say :at au?ority4 ,!y say t x may en=ce no?+ beyond ,scripture1 b d n say :]e ! rem$y lies :5 x does4 ,!y say t works be=e grace & ju/ification are wor?less & worse1 & t works aft] grace & ju/ification are acceptable1 b !y d n speak at all ( works ) ,god's aid be=e ju/ification4 ,!y say t m5 are lawfully call$ & s5t to m9i/] & prea*1 :o are *os5 & call$ by m5 :o h public au?ority giv5 !m 9 ! ,congregation2 b !y d n add by :om ! au?ority is to be giv54 ,!y say t ,c\ncils call$ by pr9ces may err2 !y d n det]m9e :e!r ,c\ncils call$ 9 ! "n ( ,*ri/ may err4 ,su* 7 ! consid]ations :i* weigh$ ) me 9 my inquiry h[ f> ! ,articles 7 tol]ant ( a ,ca?olic1 or ev5 a ,roman int]pretation2 & su* 0 ! def5ce :i* ,i made 9 my ,tract = hav+ attempt$ x4 ,f :at ,i h already said1 x w appe> t ,i h no ne$ or int5tion at ?is day to ma9ta9 e p>ticul> int]pretation :i* ,i sugge/$ 9 ! c\rse ( my ,tract1 nor inde$ _h ,i !n4 ,:e!r x 0 prud5t or n1 :e!r x 0 s5sible or n1 any h[ ,i attempt$ only a fir/ essay ( a necess>y "w1 an essay :i*1 z ,i 0 q prep>$ to f9d1 w\ld require revision & modification by means ( ! lights :i* ,i %\ld ga9 f ! criticism ( o!rs4 ,i %\ld h gladly )drawn any /atem5t1 :i* c\ld be prov$ to me to be errone\s2 ,i consid]$ my "w to be faulty & op5 to objection 9 ! same s5se 9 :i* ,i n[ consid] my ,anglican int]pretations ( ,scripture to be errone\s2 b 9 no o!r s5se4 ,i am surpris$ t m5 d n apply to ! int]pret]s ( ,scripture g5]ally ! h>d names :i* !y apply to ! au?or ( ,tract #ij4 ,he held a l>ge sy/em ( !ology1 & appli$ x to ! ,articles3 ,episcopalians1 or ,lu!rans1 or ,presbyt]ians1 or ,unit>ians1 hold a l>ge sy/em ( !ology & apply x to ,scripture4 ,e !ology has its difficulties2 ,prote/ants hold ju/ification by fai? only1 ?\gh !re is no text 9 ,/4 ,paul :i* enunciates x1 & ?\gh ,/4 ,james expressly d5ies x2 d we !re=e call ,prote/ants di%one/8 !y d5y t ! ,*ur* has a div9e mission1 ?\gh ,/4 ,paul says t x is ! ,pill> & gr\nd ( ,tru?2 !y keep ! ,sabba?1 ?\gh ,/4 ,paul says1 ,let no man judge y 9 meat or dr9k or 9 respect ( 444 ! sabba? days4 ,e cre$ has texts 9 its fav\r1 & aga9 texts :i* run c\nt] to x3 & ?is is g5]ally confess$4 ,& ?is is :at ,i felt ke5ly3--h[ _h ,i done worse 9 ,tract #ij ?an ,anglicans1 ,wesleyans1 & ,calv9i/s did daily 9 _! ,s]mons & _! publications8 h[ _h ,i done worse1 ?an ! ,evangelical p>ty 9 _! ex animo reception ( ! ,s]vices = ,baptism & ,visitation ( ! ,sick#f8 ,:y 0 ,i to be di%one/ & !y immaculate8 ,!re 0 an occasion on :i* our ,"l gave an answ]1 :i* seem$ to be appropriate to my own case1 :5 ! tumult broke out aga9/ my ,tract3--,he t is )\t s9 among y1 let him fir/ ca/ a /one at him4 ,i c\ld h fanci$ t a s5se ( _! own difficulties ( int]pretation w\ld h p]suad$ ! great p>ty ,i h m5tion$ to "s prud5ce1 or at lea/ mod]ation1 9 oppos+ a tea*] ( an opposite s*ool4 ,b ,i suppose _! al>m & _! ang] ov]came _! s5se ( ju/ice4 #f ,= in/ance1 let c&id m5 consid] ! =m ( ,absolution conta9$ 9 t ,pray] ,book1 ( :i* all cl]gym51 ,evangelical & ,lib]al z well z high ,*ur*1 & 7,i ?9k7 all p]sons 9 ,univ]sity (fice decl>e t x conta9e? no?+ contr>y to ! ,^w ( ,god4 ,i *all5ge1 9 ! sight ( all ,engl&1 ,evangelical cl]gym5 g5]ally1 to put on pap] an int]pretation ( ?is =m ( words1 consi/5t ) _! s5tim5ts1 :i* %all be less =c$ ?an ! mo/ objectionable ( ! int]pretations :i* ,tract #ij puts ^u any passage 9 ! ,articles4 ,our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o ha? left p[] to ,8 ,*ur* to absolve all s9n]s :o truly rep5t & believe 9 ,him1 ( ,8 great m]cy =give !e ?9e (f5ces2 & by ,8 au?ority committ$ to me1 ,i absolve !e f all ?y s9s1 9 ! ,"n ( ! ,fa!r1 & ( ! ,son1 & ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,am54 ,i subjo9 ! ,roman =m1 z us$ 9 ,engl& & else:]e3 ,dom9us no/] ,jesus ,*ri/us te absolvat2 et ego auctoritate ipsius te absolvo1 ab omni v9culo excommunicationis et int]dicti1 9 quantum possum et tu indiges4 ,de9de ego te absolvo peccatis tuis1 9 nom9e ,patris et ,filii et ,_ss ,sancti4 ,am54 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ! sudd5 /orm ( indignation ) :i* ! ,tract 0 receiv$ ?r\gh\t ! c\ntry on its appe>ance1 ,i recognize mu* ( real religi\s feel+1 mu* ( hone/ & true pr9ciple1 mu* ( /raight=w>d ignorant common s5se4 ,9 ,ox=d !re 0 g5u9e feel+ too2 b !re _h be5 a sm\ld]+1 /]n1 en]getic animosity1 n at all unnatural1 p>tly rational1 aga9/ its au?or4 ,a false /ep _h be5 made2 n[ 0 ! "t = action4 ,i am told t1 ev5 be=e ! publication ( ! ,tract1 rum\rs ( its cont5ts _h got into ! ho/ile camp 9 an exagg]at$ =m2 & n a mom5t 0 lo/ 9 proce$+ to action1 :5 ,i 0 actually fall5 into ! h&s ( ! ,phili/9es4 ,i 0 q unprep>$ = ! outbreak1 & 0 />tl$ at its viol5ce4 ,i d n ?9k ,i _h any fe>4 ,nay1 ,i w add1 ,i am n sure t x 0 n 9 "o po9t ( view a relief to me4 ,i saw inde$ cle>ly t my place 9 ! ,movem5t 0 lo/2 public confid5ce 0 at an end2 my occupation 0 gone4 ,x 0 simply an impossibility t ,i c\ld say any ?+ h5ce=? to good effect1 :5 ,i _h be5 po/$ up by ! m>%al on ! butt]y-hat* ( e ,college ( my ,univ]sity1 aft] ! mann] ( discommon$ pa/ry-cooks1 & :5 9 e "p ( ! c\ntry & e class ( society1 ?r\gh e organ & opportunity ( op9ion1 9 newspap]s1 9 p]iodicals1 at meet+s1 9 pulpits1 at d9n]-tables1 9 c(fee-rooms1 9 railway c>riages1 ,i 0 d5\nc$ z a traitor :o _h laid 8 tra9 & 0 detect$ 9 ! v act ( fir+ x aga9/ ! "t-hon\r$ ,e/abli%m5t4 ,!re 7 inde$ m51 besides my own imm$iate fri5ds1 m5 ( "n & position1 :o gallantly took my "p1 z ,dr4 ,hook1 ,mr4 ,palm]1 & ,mr4 ,p]ceval2 x mu/ h be5 a griev\s trial = !mselves2 yet :at aft] all c\ld !y d = me8 ,confid5ce 9 me 0 lo/2--b ,i _h already lo/ full confid5ce 9 myself4 ,?\ghts _h pass$ ov] me a ye> & a half be=e 9 respect to ! ,anglican claims1 :i* = ! "t _h pr(\ndly tr\bl$ me4 ,!y _h gone3 ,i _h n less confid5ce 9 ! p[] & ! prospects ( ! ,apo/olical movem5t ?an be=e2 n less confid5ce ?an be=e 9 ! griev\sness ( :at ,i call$ ! dom9ant errors ( ,rome3 b h[ 0 ,i any m to h absolute confid5ce 9 myself8 h[ 0 ,i to h confid5ce 9 my pres5t confid5ce8 h[ 0 ,i to be sure t ,i %\ld always ?9k z ,i ?\ght n[8 ,i felt t by ?is ev5t a k9d ,provid5ce _h sav$ me f an impossible position 9 ! future4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fir/1 if ,i rememb] "r1 !y wi%$ me to )draw ! ,tract4 ,?is ,i refus$ to d3 ,i w\ld n d s = ! sake ( ^? :o 7 unsettl$ or 9 dang] ( unsettlem5t4 ,i w\ld n d s = my own sake2 = h[ c\ld ,i acquiesce 9 a m]e ,prote/ant int]pretation ( ! ,articles8 h[ c\ld ,i range myself among ! pr(essors ( a !ology1 ( :i* x put my tee? on edge ev5 to he> ! s\nd8 ,next !y said1 ,keep sil5ce2 d n def5d ! ,tract2 ,i answ]$1 ,yes1 if y w n condemn x1--if y w all[ x to cont9ue on sale4 ,!y press$ on me :5ev] ,i gave way2 !y fell back :5 !y saw me ob/9ate4 ,_! l9e ( action 0 to get out ( me z mu* z !y c\ld2 b ^u ! po9t ( _! tol]at+ ! ,tract ,i 0 ob/9ate4 ,s !y let me cont9ue x on sale2 & !y said !y w\ld n condemn x4 ,b !y said t ?is 0 on condition t ,i did n def5d x1 t ,i /opp$ ! s]ies1 & t ,i myself publi%$ my own condemnation 9 a lett] to ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d4 ,i impute no?+ :atev] to him1 he 0 ev] mo/ k9d to me4 ,also1 !y said !y c\ld n answ] = :at "s individual ,bi%ops might p]haps say ab\t ! ,tract 9 _! own *>ges4 ,i agre$ to _! conditions4 ,my "o po9t 0 to save ! ,tract4 ,n a l9e 9 writ+ 0 giv5 me1 z a pl$ge ( ! obs]vance ( ! ma9 article on _! side ( ! engagem5t4 ,p>ts ( lett]s f !m 7 read to me1 )\t be+ put into my h&s4 ,x 0 an und]/&+4 ,a clev] man _h w>n$ me aga9/ und]/&+s "s ?irte5 ye>s be=e3 ,i h hat$ !m ev] s9ce4 ,9 ! la/ words ( my lett] to ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d ,i ?us resign$ my place 9 ! ,movem5t3-- ,i h no?+ to be sorry =1 ,i say to him1 except hav+ made y\r ,lord%ip anxi\s1 & o!rs :om ,i am b\nd to rev]e4 ,i h no?+ to be sorry =1 b ev]y?+ to rejoice 9 & be ?ankful =4 ,i h nev] tak5 pleasure 9 seem+ to be able to move a p>ty1 & :atev] influ5ce ,i h _h1 has be5 f\nd1 n s\ght aft]4 ,i h act$ because o!rs did n act1 & h sacrific$ a quiet :i* ,i priz$4 ,may ,god be ) me 9 "t to come1 z ,he has be5 hi!rto6 & ,he w be1 if ,i c b keep my h& clean & my he>t pure4 ,i ?9k ,i c be>1 or at lea/ w try to be>1 any p]sonal humiliation1 s t ,i am pres]v$ f betray+ sacr$ int]e/s1 :i* ! ,"l ( grace & p[] has giv5 into my *>ge#g4 #g ,to ! ,pamphlets publi%$ 9 my behalf at ?is "t ,i %\ld add ,"o ,tract m1 an able & g5]\s def5ce ( ,tract>ianism & ,no4 #ij1 by ! pres5t ,"l ,h\ghton4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,hi/ory ,,( ,,my ,,religi\s ,,op9ions ,,f #ahci ,,to #ahda4 ,& n[ t ,i am ab\t to trace1 z f> z ,i c1 ! c\rse ( t great revolution ( m9d1 :i* l$ me to leave my own home1 to :i* ,i 0 b\nd by s _m /rong & t5d] ties1 ,i feel ov]come ) ! difficulty ( satisfy+ myself 9 my acc\nt ( x1 & h recoil$ f ! attempt1 till ! ne> approa* ( ! day1 on :i* ^! l9es mu/ be giv5 to ! _w1 =ces me to set ab\t ! task4 ,= :o c "k himself1 & ! multitude ( subtle influ5ces :i* act ^u him8 ,& :o c recollect1 at ! di/ance ( tw5ty-five ye>s1 all t he once knew ab\t 8 ?\ghts & 8 de$s1 & t1 dur+ a portion ( 8 life1 :51 ev5 at ! "t1 8 obs]vation1 :e!r ( himself or ( ! ext]nal _w1 0 less ?an be=e or aft]1 by v reason ( ! p]plexity & dismay :i* weigh$ ^u him1--:51 9 spite ( ! light giv5 to him accord+ to 8 ne$ amid 8 d>kness1 yet a d>kness x emphatically 08 ,& :o c sudd5ly gird himself to a new & anxi\s und]tak+1 :i* he might be able inde$ to p]=m well1 7 full & calm leisure all[$ him to look ?r\gh e ?+ t he _h writt51 :e!r 9 publi%$ works or private lett]s8 yet aga91 grant+ t calm contemplation ( ! pa/1 9 itself s desirable1 :o c\ld af=d to be leisurely & delib]ate1 :ile he practises on himself a cruel op]ation1 ! ripp+ up ( old griefs1 & ! v5tur+ aga9 ^u ! inf&um dolorem ( ye>s 9 :i* ! />s ( ?is l[] heav5 7 "o by "o go+ out8 ,i c\ld n 9 cool blood1 nor except ^u ! imp]i\s call ( duty1 attempt :at ,i h set myself to d4 ,x is bo? to head & he>t an extreme trial1 ?us to analyze :at has s long gone by1 & to br+ out ! results ( t exam9ation4 ,i h done v>i\s bold ?+s 9 my life3 ?is is ! bolde/3 &1 7 ,i n sure ,i %\ld aft] all succe$ 9 my object1 x w\ld be madness to set ab\t x4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ! spr+ ( #ahci my position 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur* 0 at its height4 ,i _h supreme confid5ce 9 my controv]sial /atus1 & ,i _h a great & /ill gr[+ success1 9 recomm5d+ x to o!rs4 ,i _h 9 ! =ego+ autumn be5 some:at sore at ! ,bi%op's ,*>ge1 b ,i h a lett] :i* %[s t all annoyance _h pass$ f my m9d4 ,9 ,janu>y1 if ,i recollect aright1 9 ord] to meet ! popul> clam\r aga9/ myself & o!rs1 & to satisfy ! ,bi%op1 ,i _h collect$ into "o all ! /rong ?+s :i* !y1 & especially ,i1 _h said aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 9 ord] to _! ins]tion among ! adv]tisem5ts app5d$ to our publications4 ,consci\s z ,i 0 t my op9ions 9 religion 7 n ga9$1 z ! _w said1 f ,roman s\rces1 b 71 on ! contr>y1 ! bir? ( my own m9d & ( ! circum/ances 9 :i* ,i _h be5 plac$1 ,i _h a scorn ( ! imputations :i* 7 heap$ ^u me4 ,x 0 true t ,i held a l>ge bold sy/em ( religion1 v unlike ! ,prote/antism ( ! day1 b x 0 ! conc5tration & adju/m5t ( ! /atem5ts ( great ,anglican au?orities1 & ,i _h z mu* "r to hold x1 z ! ,evangelical1 & m "r ?an ! ,lib]al p>ty c\ld %[1 = ass]t+ _! own respective doctr9es4 ,z ,i decl>$ on occasion ( ,tract #ij1 ,i claim$1 9 behalf ( :o w\ld 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 ! "r ( hold+ ) ,bramhall a comprecation ) ! ,sa9ts1 & ! ,mass all b ,transub/antiation ) ,&rewes1 or ) ,hook] t ,transub/antiation itself is n a po9t = ,*ur*es to "p communion ^u1 or ) ,hammond t a ,g5]al ,c\ncil1 truly su*1 nev] did1 nev] %all err 9 a matt] ( fai?1 or ) ,bull t man _h 9 p>adise & lo/ on ! fall1 a sup]natural habit ( grace1 or ) ,?orndike t p5ance is a propitiation = po/-baptismal s91 or ) ,pe>son t ! all-p[]ful "n ( ,jesus is no o!rwise giv5 ?an 9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,two c play at t1 0 (t5 9 my m\?1 :5 m5 ( ,prote/ant s5tim5ts appeal$ to ! ,articles1 ,homilies1 or ,re=m]s2 9 ! s5se t1 if !y _h a "r to speak l\d1 ,i _h ! lib]ty to speak out z well z !y1 & _h ! means1 by ! same or p>allel appeals1 ( giv+ !m tit = tat4 ,i ?\ght t ! ,anglican ,*ur* 0 tyranniz$ ov] by a m]e p>ty1 & ,i aim$ at br++ into effect ! promise conta9$ 9 ! motto to ! ,lyra1 ,!y %all "k ! diff]5ce n[4 ,i only ask$ to be all[$ to %[ !m ! diff]5ce4 ,:at w be/ describe my /ate ( m9d at ! e>ly "p ( #ahci1 is an ,article 9 ! ,briti% ,critic = t ,april4 ,i h look$ ov] x n[1 = ! fir/ "t s9ce x 0 publi%$2 & h be5 /ruck by x = ?is reason3--x conta9s ! la/ words :i* ,i ev] spoke z an ,anglican to ,anglicans4 ,x may n[ be read z my p>t+ address & val$iction1 made to my fri5ds4 ,i little knew x at ! "t4 ,x reviews ! actual /ate ( ?+s1 & x ends by look+ t[>ds ! future4 ,x is n altoge!r m9e2 = my memory goes to ?is1--t ,i _h ask$ a fri5d to d ! "w2 t !n1 ! ?\ght came on me1 t ,i w\ld d x myself3 & t he 0 good en\gh to put into my h&s :at he _h ) great apposit5ess writt51 & t ,i embodi$ x 9 my ,article4 ,e "o1 ,i ?9k1 w recognize ! great] "p ( x z m9e4 ,x 0 publi%$ two ye>s be=e ! affair ( ,tract #ij1 & 0 entitl$ ,! ,/ate ( ,religi\s ,p>ties4 ,9 ?is ,article1 ,i beg9 by br++ toge!r te/imonies f our enemies to ! rem>kable success ( our ex]tions4 ,"o writ] said3 ,op9ions & views ( a !ology ( a v m>k$ & peculi> k9d h be5 ext5sively adopt$ & /r5u\sly upheld1 & are daily ga9+ gr\nd among a consid]able & influ5tial portion ( ! memb]s1 z well z m9i/]s ( ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*4 ,ano!r3 ,! ,movem5t has manife/$ itself ) ! mo/ rapid gr[? ( ! hot-b$ ( ^! evil days4 ,ano!r3 ,! ,via ,m$ia is cr[d$ ) "y en?usia/s1 :o nev] presume to argue1 except aga9/ ! propriety ( argu+ at all4 ,ano!r3 ,7 ,i to give y a full li/ ( ! works1 :i* !y h produc$ )9 ! %ort space ( five ye>s1 ,i %\ld surprise y4 ,y w\ld see :at a task x w\ld be to make y\rself complete ma/] ( _! sy/em1 ev5 9 its pres5t probably immature /ate4 ,! writ]s h adopt$ ! motto1 ',9 quietness & confid5ce %all be y\r /r5g?4' ,) reg>d to confid5ce1 !y h ju/ifi$ _! adopt+ x2 b z to quietness1 x is n v quiet to p\r =? su* a succession ( controv]sial publications4 ,ano!r3 ,! spread ( ^! doctr9es is 9 fact n[ hav+ ! effect ( r5d]+ all o!r di/9ctions obsolete1 & ( sev]+ ! religi\s community into two portions1 fundam5tally & vehem5tly oppos$ "o to ! o!r4 ,soon !re w be no middle gr\nd left2 & e man1 & especially e cl]gyman1 w be compell$ to make 8 *oice betwe5 ! two4 ,ano!r3 ,! "t has gone by1 :5 ^? un=tunate & deeply regrett$ publications c be pass$ ov] )\t notice1 & ! hope t _! influ5ce w\ld fail is n[ dead4 ,ano!r3 ,^! doctr9es _h already made fe>ful progress4 ,"o ( ! l>ge/ *ur*es 9 ,brighton is cr[d$ to he> !m2 s is ! *ur* at ,le$s4 ,!re are few t[ns ( note1 to :i* !y h n ext5d$4 ,!y are prea*$ 9 small t[ns 9 ,scotl&4 ,!y obta9 9 ,elg9%ire1 #fjj miles nor? ( ,london4 ,i f\nd !m myself 9 ! he>t ( ! highl&s ( ,scotl&4 ,!y are advocat$ 9 ! newspap] & p]iodical press4 ,!y h ev5 ins9uat$ !mselves into ! ,h\se ( ,commons4 ,&1 la/ly1 a bi%op 9 a *>ge3--,x is daily assum+ a m s]i\s & al>m+ aspect4 ,"u ! speci\s pret5ce ( def]5ce to ,antiquity & respect = primitive models1 ! f\ndations ( ! ,prote/ant ,*ur* are und]m9$ by m51 :o dwell )9 h] walls1 & ^? :o sit 9 ! ,re=m]s' seat are traduc+ ! ,re=mation4 ,aft] ?us /at+ ! ph5om5on ( ! "t1 z x pres5t$ itself to ^? :o did n sympa?ize 9 x1 ! ,article proce$s to acc\nt = x2 & ?is x does by consid]+ x z a re-action f ! dry & sup]ficial "* ( ! religi\s tea*+ & ! lit]ature ( ! la/ g5]ation1 or c5tury1 & z a result ( ! ne$ :i* 0 felt bo? by ! he>ts & ! intellects ( ! nation = a deep] philosophy1 & z ! evid5ce & z ! p>tial fulfilm5t ( t ne$1 to :i* ev5 ! *ief au?ors ( ! !n g5]ation _h borne witness4 ,fir/1 ,i m5tion$ ! lit]>y influ5ce ( ,walt] ,scott1 :o turn$ m5's m9ds 9 ! direction ( ! middle ages4 ,! g5]al ne$1 ,i said1 ( some?+ deep] & m attractive1 ?an :at _h (f]$ itself else:]e1 may be consid]$ to h l$ to 8 popul>ity2 & by means ( 8 popul>ity he re-act$ on 8 read]s1 /imulat+ _! m5tal ?ir/1 fe$+ _! hopes1 sett+ be=e !m visions1 :i*1 :5 once se51 are n easily =gott51 & sil5tly indoctr9at+ !m ) nobl] ideas1 :i* might aft]w>ds be appeal$ to z fir/ pr9ciples4 ,!n ,i spoke ( ,col]idge1 ?us3 ,:ile hi/ory 9 prose & v]se 0 ?us made ! in/rum5t ( ,*ur* feel+s & op9ions1 a philosophical basis = ! same 0 laid 9 ,engl& by a v orig9al ?9k]1 :o1 :ile he indulg$ a lib]ty ( speculation1 :i* no ,*ri/ian c tol]ate1 & advocat$ conclusions :i* 7 (t5 hea!n r ?an ,*ri/ian1 yet aft] all in/all$ a high] philosophy into inquir+ m9ds1 ?an !y _h hi!rto be5 accu/om$ to accept4 ,9 ?is way he made trial ( 8 age1 & succe$$ 9 int]e/+ its g5ius 9 ! cause ( ,ca?olic tru?4 ,!n come ,s\!y & ,wordswor?1 two liv+ poets1 "o ( :om 9 ! dep>tm5t ( fanta/ic fiction1 ! o!r 9 t ( philosophical m$itation1 h address$ !mselves to ! same high pr9ciples & feel+s1 & c>ri$ =w>d _! read]s 9 ! same direction4 ,!n comes ! pr$iction ( ?is re-action haz>d$ by a sagaci\s obs]v] )drawn f ! _w1 & survey+ its movem5ts f a di/ance1 ,mr4 ,alex&] ,knox4 ,he _h said tw5ty ye>s be=e ! date ( my ,article3 ,no ,*ur* on e>? has m intr9sic excell5ce ?an ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 yet no ,*ur* probably has less practical influ5ce4444 ,! ri* provision1 made by ! grace & provid5ce ( ,god1 = habits ( a noble k9d1 is evid5ce t m5 %all arise1 fitt$ bo? by nature & ability1 to discov] = !mselves1 & to display to o!rs1 :atev] yet rema9s undiscov]$1 :e!r 9 ! words or works ( ,god4 ,also ,i ref]r$ to a mu* v5]at$ cl]gyman ( ! la/ g5]ation1 :o said %ortly be=e 8 dea?1 ,dep5d on x1 ! day w come1 :5 ^? great doctr9es1 n[ buri$1 w be br\ght out to ! light ( day1 & !n ! effect w be fe>ful4 ,i rem>k$ ^u ?is1 t !y :o n[ blame ! impetuosity ( ! curr5t1 %\ld r turn _! animadv]sions ^u ^? :o h damm$ up a maje/ic riv]1 till x has become a flood4 ,^! be+ ! circum/ances "u :i* ! ,movem5t began & progress$1 x 0 absurd to ref] x to ! act ( two or ?ree individuals4 ,x 0 n s mu* a movem5t z a _s afloat2 x 0 )9 u1 ris+ up 9 he>ts :]e x 0 lea/ suspect$1 & work+ itself1 ?\gh n 9 secret1 yet s subtly & impalpably1 z h>dly to admit ( precaution or enc\nt] on any ord9>y human rules ( opposition4 ,x is1 ,i cont9u$1 an adv]s>y 9 ! air1 a some?+ "o & entire1 a :ole :]ev] x is1 unapproa*able & incapable ( be+ grasp$1 z be+ ! result ( causes f> deep] ?an political or o!r visible ag5cies1 ! spiritual awak5+ ( spiritual wants4 ,to make ?is cle>1 ,i proce$ to ref] to ! *ief prea*]s ( ! reviv$ doctr9es at t mom5t1 & to draw att5tion to ! v>iety ( _! respective antec$5ts4 ,dr4 ,hook & ,mr4 ,*urton repres5t$ ! high ,*ur* dignit>ies ( ! la/ c5tury2 ,mr4 ,p]ceval1 ! ,tory ari/ocracy2 ,mr4 ,keble came f a c\ntry p>sonage2 ,mr4 ,palm] f ,irel&2 ,dr4 ,pusey f ! ,univ]sities ( ,g]many1 & ! /udy ( ,arabic ,,mss42 ,mr4 ,dodswor? f ! /udy ( ,prophecy2 ,mr4 ,oakeley _h ga9$ 8 views1 z he himself express$ x1 p>tly by /udy1 p>tly by reflection1 p>tly by conv]sation ) "o or two fri5ds1 inquir]s l himself3 :ile ,i speak ( myself z be+ mu* indebt$ to ! fri5d%ip ( ,ar*bi%op ,:ately4 ,& ?us ,i am l$ on to ask1 ,:at head ( a sect is !re8 ,:at m>* ( op9ions c be trac$ f m9d to m9d among prea*]s su* z ^!8 ,!y are "o & all 9 _! degree ! organs ( "o ,s5tim5t1 :i* has ris5 up simultane\sly 9 _m places v my/]i\sly4 ,my tra9 ( ?\ght next l$ me to speak ( ! disciples ( ! ,movem5t1 & ,i freely ackn[l$g$ & lam5t$ t !y ne$$ to be kept 9 ord]4 ,x is v mu* to ! purpose to draw att5tion to ?is po9t n[1 :5 su* extravagances z !n occurr$1 :atev] !y 71 are simply laid to my door1 or to ! *>ge ( ! doctr9es :i* ,i advocat$4 ,a man _c d m ?an freely confess :at is wrong1 say t x ne$ n be1 t x ought n to be1 & t he is v sorry t x %\ld be4 ,n[ ,i said 9 ! ,article1 :i* ,i am review+1 t ! great tru?s !mselves1 :i* we 7 prea*+1 mu/ n be condemn$ on acc\nt ( su* abuse ( !m4 ,ab]rations !re mu/ ev] be1 :atev] ! doctr9e is1 :ile ! human he>t is s5sitive1 caprici\s1 & wayw>d4 ,a mix$ multitude w5t out ( ,egypt ) ! ,israelites4 ,!re w ev] be a numb] ( p]sons1 ,i cont9u$1 pr(ess+ ! op9ions ( a movem5t p>ty1 :o talk l\dly & /rangely1 d odd or fi]ce ?+s1 display !mselves unnecess>ily1 & disgu/ o!r p2 p]sons1 too "y to be wise1 too g5]\s to be cauti\s1 too w>m to be sob]1 or too intellectual to be humble4 ,su* p]sons w be v apt to atta* !mselves to p>ticul> p]sons1 to use p>ticul> names1 to say ?+s m]ely because o!rs d1 & to act 9 a p>ty-spirit$ way4 ,:ile ,i ?us republi% :at ,i !n said ab\t su* extravagances z occurr$ 9 ^! ye>s1 at ! same "t ,i h a v /rong conviction t ^? extravagances furni%$ q z mu* ! welcome excuse = ^? :o 7 jeal\s or %y ( u1 z ! /umbl+-blocks ( ^? :o 7 well incl9$ to our doctr9es4 ,?is too we felt at ! "t2 b x 0 our duty to see t our good %\ld n be evil-spok5 (2 & accord+ly1 two or ?ree ( ! writ]s ( ! ,tracts = ! ,times _h comm5c$ a ,s]ies ( :at !y call$ ,pla9 ,s]mons ) ! av[$ purpose ( disc\rag+ & correct+ :atev] 0 uppi% or extreme 9 our foll[]s3 to ?is ,s]ies ,i contribut$ a volume myself4 ,its conductors say 9 _! ,preface3 ,if !re=e z "t goes on1 !re %all be f\nd p]sons1 :o admir+ ! innate beauty & maje/y ( ! full] sy/em ( ,primitive ,*ri/ianity1 & see+ ! transc5d5t /r5g? ( its pr9ciples1 %all become l\d & voluble advocates 9 _! behalf1 speak+ ! m freely1 because !y d n feel !m deeply z f\nd$ 9 div9e & et]nal tru?1 ( su* p]sons x is our duty to decl>e pla9ly1 t1 z we %\ld contemplate _! condition ) s]i\s misgiv+1 s w\ld !y be ! la/ p]sons f :om we %\ld seek support4 ,b if1 on ! o!r h&1 !re %all be any1 :o1 9 ! sil5t humility ( _! lives1 & 9 _! unaffect$ rev]5ce = holy ?+s1 %[ t !y 9 tru? accept ^! pr9ciples z real & sub/antial1 & by habitual purity ( he>t & s]5ity ( temp]1 give pro( ( _! deep v5]ation = sacram5ts & sacram5tal ord9ances1 ^? p]sons1 :e!r our pr(ess$ adh]5ts or n1 be/ exemplify ! k9d ( "* :i* ! writ]s ( ! ,tracts = ! ,times h wi%$ to =m4 ,^! cl]gym5 _h ! be/ ( claims to use ^! beautiful words1 = !y 7 !mselves1 all ( !m1 important writ]s 9 ! ,tracts1 ! two ,mr4 ,kebles1 & ,mr4 ,isaac ,williams4 ,& ?is passage1 ) :i* !y u%]$ _! ,s]ies into ! _w1 ,i quot$ 9 ! ,article1 ( :i* ,i am giv+ an acc\nt1 & ,i add$1 ,:at m c be requir$ ( ! prea*]s ( neglect$ tru?1 ?an t !y %\ld admit t "s1 :o d n ass5t to _! prea*+1 are holi] & bett] m5 ?an "s :o d8 ,!y 7 n answ]able = ! intemp]ance ( ^? :o di%on\r$ a true doctr9e1 provid$ !y prote/$1 z !y did1 aga9/ su* intemp]ance4 ,!y 7 n answ]able = ! du/ & d9 :i* att5ds any great moral movem5t4 ,! tru] doctr9es are1 ! m liable !y are to be p]v]t$4 ,! notice ( ^! incid5tal faults ( op9ion or temp] 9 adh]5ts ( ! ,movem5t1 l$ on to a discussion ( ! second>y causes1 by means ( :i* a sy/em ( doctr9e may be embrac$1 modifi$1 or develop$1 ( ! v>iety ( s*ools :i* may all be 9 ! ,"o ,*ur*1 & ( ! succession ( "o phase ( doctr9e to ano!r1 :ile t doctr9e is ev] "o & ! same4 ,?us ,i 0 br\ght on to ! subject ( ,antiquity1 :i* 0 ! basis ( ! doctr9e ( ! ,via ,m$ia1 & by :i* 0 n to be und]/ood a s]vile imitation ( ! pa/1 b su* a reproduction ( x z is really new1 :ile x is old4 ,we h good hope1 ,i say1 t a sy/em w be ris+ up1 sup]ior to ! age1 yet h>moniz+ )1 & c>ry+ out its high] po9ts1 :i* w attract to itself ^? :o are will+ to make a v5ture & to face difficulties1 = ! sake ( some?+ high] 9 prospect4 ,on ?is1 z on o!r subjects1 ! prov]b w apply1 ',=tes =tuna adjuvat4' ,la/ly1 ,i proce$$ to ! "q ( t future ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 :i* 0 to be a new bir? ( ! ,anci5t ,religion4 ,& ,i did n v5ture to pron\nce ^u x4 ,ab\t ! future1 we h no prospect be=e our m9ds :atev]1 good or bad4 ,ev] s9ce t great lum9>y1 ,augu/9e1 prov$ to be ! la/ bi%op ( ,hippo1 ,*ri/ians h _h a lesson aga9/ attempt+ to =etell1 h[ ,provid5ce w prosp] & or8 br+ to an end1 :at x beg9s4 ,p]haps ! lately-reviv$ pr9ciples w\ld prevail 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*2 p]haps !y w\ld be lo/ 9 "s mis]able s*ism1 or "s m mis]able compromise2 b !re 0 no?+ ra% 9 v5tur+ to pr$ict t nei!r ,puritanism nor ,lib]alism _h any p]man5t inh]itance )9 h]4 ,!n ,i w5t on3 ,z to ,lib]alism1 we ?9k ! =mul>ies ( ! ,*ur* w ev]1 ) ! aid ( a good ,provid5ce1 keep x f mak+ any s]i\s inroads ^u ! cl]gy4 ,besides1 x is too cold a pr9ciple to prevail ) ! multitude4 ,b z reg>d$ :at 0 call$ ,evangelical ,religion or ,puritanism1 !re 0 m to cause al>m4 ,i obs]v$ ^u its organization2 b on ! o!r h& x _h no intellectual basis2 no int]nal idea1 no pr9ciple ( unity1 no !ology4 ,its adh]5ts1 ,i said1 are already sep>at+ f ea* o!r2 !y w melt away l a sn[-drift4 ,x has no /raight=w>d view on any "o po9t1 on :i* x pr(esses to tea*1 & to hide its pov]ty1 x has dress$ itself out 9 a maze ( words4 ,we h no dread ( x at all2 we only fe> :at x may lead to4 ,x does n /& on intr5*$ gr\nd1 or make any pret5ce to a position2 x does b occupy ! space betwe5 cont5d+ p[]s1 ,ca?olic ,tru? & ,rationalism4 ,!n inde$ w be ! /]n enc\nt]1 :5 two real & liv+ pr9ciples1 simple1 entire1 & consi/5t1 "o 9 ! ,*ur*1 ! o!r out ( x1 at l5g? ru% ^u ea* o!r1 cont5d+ n = names & words1 or half-views1 b = elem5t>y notions & di/9ctive moral *>act]s4 ,:e!r ! ideas ( ! com+ age ^u religion 7 true or false1 at lea/ !y w\ld be real4 ,9 ! pres5t day1 ,i said1 mi/9ess is ! "m ( wisdom4 ,a man :o c set d[n a half-a-doz5 g5]al propositions1 :i* escape f de/roy+ "o ano!r only by be+ dilut$ into truisms1 :o c hold ! balance betwe5 opposites s skilfully z to d )\t fulcrum or beam1 :o nev] enunciates a tru? )\t gu>d+ himself aga9/ be+ suppos$ to exclude ! contradictory1--:o holds t ,scripture is ! only au?ority1 yet t ! ,*ur* is to be def]r$ to1 t fai? only ju/ifies1 yet t x does n ju/ify )\t works1 t grace does n dep5d on ! sacram5ts1 yet is n giv5 )\t !m1 t bi%ops are a div9e ord9ance1 yet ^? :o h !m n are 9 ! same religi\s condition z ^? :o h1--?is is y\r safe man & ! hope ( ! ,*ur*2 ?is is :at ! ,*ur* is said to want1 n p>ty m51 b s5sible1 temp]ate1 sob]1 well-judg+ p]sons1 to guide x ?r\gh ! *annel ( no-mean+1 betwe5 ! ,scylla & ,*>ybdis ( ,aye & ,no4 ,?is /ate ( ?+s1 h[ev]1 ,i said1 c\ld n la/1 if m5 7 to read & ?9k4 ,!y w n keep 9 t v attitude :i* y call s\nd ,*ur*-(-,engl&ism or or?odox ,prote/antism4 ,!y _c g on = ev] /&+ on "o leg1 or sitt+ )\t a *air1 or walk+ ) _! feet ti$1 or l ,tityrus's /ags graz+ 9 ! air4 ,!y w take "o view or ano!r1 b x w be a consi/5t view4 ,x may be ,lib]alism1 or ,era/ianism1 or ,pop]y1 or ,ca?olicity2 b x w be real4 ,i conclud$ ! ,article by say+1 t all :o did n wi% to be democratic1 or pan!i/ic1 or popi%1 mu/ look out = "s ,via ,m$ia :i* w pres]ve u f :at ?reat5s1 ?\gh x _c re/ore ! dead4 ,! _s ( ,lu!r is dead2 b ,hildebr& & ,loyola are alive4 ,is x s5sible1 sob]1 judici\s1 to be s v angry ) ^? writ]s ( ! day1 :o po9t to ! fact1 t our div9es ( ! sev5te5? c5tury h occupi$ a gr\nd :i* is ! true & intelligible mean betwe5 extremes8 ,is x wise to qu>rel ) ?is gr\nd1 because x is n exactly :at we %\ld *oose1 _h we ! p[] ( *oice8 ,is x true mod]ation1 in/ead ( try+ to =tify a middle doctr9e1 to fl+ /ones at ^? :o d8444 ,w\ld y r h y\r sons & daught]s memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& or ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome8 ,& ?us ,i left ! matt]4 ,b1 :ile ,i 0 ?us speak+ ( ! future ( ! ,movem5t1 ,i 0 9 tru? w9d+ up my acc\nts ) x1 little dream+ t x 0 s to be2--:ile ,i 0 /ill1 9 "s way or o!r1 feel+ ab\t = an available ,via ,m$ia1 ,i 0 soon to receive a %ock :i* 0 to ca/ out ( my imag9ation all middle c\rses & compromises = ev]4 ,z ,i h said1 ?is ,article appe>$ 9 ! ,april numb] ( ! ,briti% ,critic2 9 ! ,july numb]1 ,i _c tell :y1 !re is no ,article ( m9e2 be=e ! numb] = ,octob]1 ! ev5t _h happ5$ to :i* ,i h allud$4 ,b be=e ,i proce$ to describe :at happ5$ to me 9 ! summ] ( #ahci1 ,i mu/ deta9 ! read] = a :ile1 9 ord] to describe ! issue ( ! controv]sy betwe5 ,rome & ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 z ,i view$ x4 ,?is w involve "s dry discussion2 b x is z necess>y = my n>rative1 z plans ( build+s & home/eads are at times ne$$ 9 ! proce$+s ( our law c\rts4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i h said already t1 ?\gh ! object ( ! ,movem5t 0 to )/& ! ,lib]alism ( ! day1 ,i f\nd & felt ?is c\ld n be done by m]e negatives4 ,x 0 necess>y = u to h a positive ,*ur* !ory erect$ on a def9ite basis4 ,?is took me to ! great ,anglican div9es2 & !n ( c\rse ,i f\nd at once t x 0 impossible to =m any su* !ory1 )\t cutt+ across ! tea*+ ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,?us came 9 ! ,roman controv]sy4 ,:5 ,i fir/ turn$ myself to x1 ,i _h nei!r d\bt on ! subject1 nor suspicion t d\bt w\ld ev] come ^u me4 ,x 0 9 ?is /ate ( m9d t ,i began to read up ,bell>m9e on ! "o h&1 & numb]less ,anglican writ]s on ! o!r4 ,b ,i soon f\nd1 z o!rs _h f\nd be=e me1 t x 0 a tangl$ & manifold controv]sy1 difficult to ma/]1 m difficult to put out ( h& ) neatness & precision4 ,x 0 easy to make po9ts1 n easy to sum up & settle4 ,x 0 n easy to f9d a cle> issue = ! dispute1 & /ill less by a logical process to decide x 9 fav\r ( ,anglicanism4 ,?is difficulty1 h[ev]1 _h no t5d5cy :atev] to h>ass or p]plex me3 x 0 a matt] :i* bore n on convictions1 b on pro(s4 ,fir/ ,i saw1 z all see :o /udy ! subject1 t a broad di/9ction _h to be drawn betwe5 ! actual /ate ( belief & ( usage 9 ! c\ntries :i* 7 9 communion ) ! ,roman ,*ur*1 & h] =mal dogmas2 ! latt] did n cov] ! =m]4 ,s5sible pa91 = in/ance1 is n impli$ 9 ! ,trid5t9e decree ^u ,purgatory2 b x 0 ! tradition ( ! ,lat9 ,*ur*1 & ,i _h se5 ! pictures ( s\ls 9 flames 9 ! /reets ( ,naples4 ,bi%op ,lloyd _h br\ght ?is di/9ction out /rongly 9 an ,article 9 ! ,briti% ,critic 9 #ahbe2 inde$1 x 0 "o ( ! mo/ common objections made to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 t %e d>$ n commit h]self by =mal decree1 to :at nev]!less %e sanction$ & all[$4 ,accord+ly1 9 my ,prophetical ,(fice1 ,i view z simply sep>ate ideas1 ,rome quiesc5t1 & ,rome 9 action4 ,i contra/$ h] cre$ on ! "o h&1 ) h] ord9>y tea*+1 h] controv]sial tone1 h] political & social be>+1 & h] popul> beliefs & practices1 on ! o!r4 ,:ile ,i made ?is di/9ction betwe5 ! decrees & ! traditions ( ,rome1 ,i drew a p>allel di/9ction betwe5 ,anglicanism quiesc5t1 & ,anglicanism 9 action4 ,9 its =mal cre$ ,anglicanism 0 n at a great di/ance f ,rome3 f> o!rwise1 :5 view$ 9 its insul> _s1 ! traditions ( its e/abli%m5t1 its hi/orical *>act]i/ics1 its controv]sial ranc\r1 & its private judgm5t4 ,i disav[$ & condemn$ ^? excesses1 & call$ !m ,prote/antism or ,ultra-,prote/antism3 ,i wi%$ to f9d a p>allel disclaim]1 on ! "p ( ,roman controv]siali/s1 ( t popul> sy/em ( beliefs & usages 9 _! own ,*ur*1 :i* ,i call$ ,pop]y4 ,:5 t hope 0 a dream1 ,i saw t ! controv]sy lay betwe5 ! book-!ology ( ,anglicanism on ! "o side1 & ! liv+ sy/em ( :at ,i call$ ,roman corruption on ! o!r4 ,i c\ld n get fur!r ?an ?is2 ) ?is result ,i 0 =c$ to cont5t myself4 ,^! !n 7 ! p>ties 9 ! controv]sy3--! ,anglican ,via ,m$ia & ! popul> religion ( ,rome4 ,& next1 z to ! issue1 to :i* ! controv]sy betwe5 !m 0 to be br\ght1 x 0 ?is3--! ,anglican disputant took 8 /& ^u ,antiquity or ,apo/olicity1 ! ,roman ^u ,ca?olicity4 ,! ,anglican said to ! ,roman3 ,!re is b ,"o ,fai?1 ! ,anci5t1 & y h n kept to x2 ! ,roman retort$3 ,!re is b ,"o ,*ur*1 ! ,ca?olic1 & y are out ( x4 ,! ,anglican urg$ ,y\r special beliefs1 practices1 modes ( action1 are n[h]e 9 ,antiquity2 ! ,roman object$3 ,y d n communicate ) any "o ,*ur* besides y\r own & its (f%oots1 & y h disc>d$ pr9ciples1 doctr9es1 sacram5ts1 & usages1 :i* are & ev] h be5 receiv$ 9 ! ,ea/ & ! ,we/4 ,! true ,*ur*1 z def9$ 9 ! ,cre$s1 0 bo? ,ca?olic & ,apo/olic2 n[1 z ,i view$ ! controv]sy 9 :i* ,i 0 engag$1 ,engl& & ,rome _h divid$ ^! notes or pr]ogatives betwe5 !m3 ! cause lay ?us1 ,apo/olicity v]sus ,ca?olicity4 ,h[ev]1 9 ?us /at+ ! matt]1 ( c\rse ,i d n wi% x suppos$ t ,i all[$ ! note ( ,ca?olicity really to belong to ,rome1 to ! disp>agem5t ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*2 b ,i consid]$ t ! special po9t or plea ( ,rome 9 ! controv]sy 0 ,ca?olicity1 z ! ,anglican plea 0 ,antiquity4 ,( c\rse ,i cont5d$ t ! ,roman idea ( ,ca?olicity 0 n anci5t & apo/olic4 ,x 0 9 my judgm5t at ! utmo/ only natural1 becom+1 exp$i5t1 t ! :ole ( ,*ri/5dom %\ld be unit$ 9 "o visible body2 :ile su* a unity might1 on ! o!r h&1 be no?+ m ?an a m]e he>tless & political comb9ation4 ,= myself1 ,i held ) ! ,anglican div9es1 t1 9 ! ,primitive ,*ur*1 !re 0 a v real mutual indep5d5ce betwe5 its sep>ate p>ts1 ?\gh1 f a dictate ( *>ity1 !re 0 9 fact a close union betwe5 !m4 ,i consid]$ t ea* ,see & ,diocese might be comp>$ to a cry/al1 & t ea* 0 simil> to ! re/1 & t ! sum total ( !m all 0 only a collection ( cry/als4 ,! unity ( ! ,*ur* lay1 n 9 its be+ a polity1 b 9 its be+ a family1 a race1 com+ d[n by apo/olical desc5t f its fir/ f\nd]s & bi%ops4 ,& ,i consid]$ ?is tru? br\ght out1 beyond ! possibility ( dispute1 9 ! ,epi/les ( ,/4 ,ignatius1 9 :i* ! ,bi%op is repres5t$ z ! "o supreme au?ority 9 ! ,*ur*1 t is1 9 8 own place1 ) no "o above him1 except z1 = ! sake ( ecclesia/ical ord] & exp$i5ce1 arrangem5ts _h be5 made by :i* "o 0 put ov] or "u ano!r4 ,s mu* = our own claim to ,ca?olicity1 :i* 0 s p]v]sely appropriat$ by our oppon5ts to !mselves3--on ! o!r h&1 z to our special /rong po9t1 ,antiquity1 :ile1 ( c\rse1 by means ( x1 we 7 able to condemn mo/ emphatically ! novel claim ( ,rome to dom9e] ov] o!r ,*ur*es1 :i* 7 9 tru? h] equals1 fur!r ?an t1 we !reby especially convict$ h] ( ! intol]able (f5ce ( hav+ add$ to ! ,fai?4 ,?is 0 ! critical head ( accusation urg$ aga9/ h] by ! ,anglican disputant2 & z he ref]r$ to ,/4 ,ignatius 9 pro( t he himself 0 a true ,ca?olic1 9 spite ( be+ sep>at$ f ,rome1 s he triumphantly ref]r$ to ! ,treatise ( ,v9c5tius ( ,l]9s ^u ! ,quod semp]1 quod ubique1 quod ab omnibus1 9 pro( t ! controv]siali/s ( ,rome1 9 spite ( _! possession ( ! ,ca?olic "n1 7 sep>at$ 9 _! cre$ f ! ,apo/olical & primitive fai?4 ,( c\rse ^? controv]siali/s _h _! own mode ( answ]+ him1 ) :i* ,i am n conc]n$ 9 ?is place2 "h ,i am only conc]n$ ) ! issue itself1 betwe5 ! "o p>ty & ! o!r--,antiquity v]sus ,ca?olicity4 ,n[ ,i w proce$ to illu/rate :at ,i h be5 say+ ( ! /atus ( ! controv]sy1 z x pres5t$ itself to my m9d1 by extracts f my writ+s ( ! dates ( #ahcf1 #ahdj1 & #ahda4 ,& ,i introduce !m ) a rem>k1 :i* especially applies to ! pap]1 f :i* ,i %all quote fir/1 ( ! date ( #ahcf4 ,t pap] appe>$ 9 ! ,m>* & ,april numb]s ( ! ,briti% ,magaz9e ( t ye>1 & 0 entitl$ ,home ,?\ghts ,abroad4 ,n[ x w be f\nd1 t1 9 ! discussion :i* x conta9s1 z 9 v>i\s o!r writ+s ( m9e1 :5 ,i 0 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 ! argum5t 9 behalf ( ,rome is /at$ ) consid]able p]spicuity & =ce4 ,& at ! "t my fri5ds & support]s cri$ out1 ,h[ imprud5t6 &1 bo? at ! "t1 & especially at a lat] date1 my enemies h cri$ out1 ,h[ insidi\s6 ,fri5ds & foes virtually agre$ 9 _! criticism2 ,i _h set out ! cause :i* ,i 0 combat+ to ! be/ advantage3 ?is 0 an (f5ce2 x might be f imprud5ce1 x might be ) a traitor\s design4 ,x 0 f nei!r ! "o nor ! o!r2 b = ! foll[+ reasons4 ,fir/1 ,i _h a great impati5ce1 :atev] 0 ! subject1 ( n br++ out ! :ole ( x1 z cle>ly z ,i c\ld2 next ,i wi%$ to be z fair to my adv]s>ies z possible2 & ?irdly ,i ?\ght t !re 0 a great deal ( %all[ness among our own fri5ds1 & t !y und]valu$ ! /r5g? ( ! argum5t 9 behalf ( ,rome1 & t !y ought to be r\s$ to a m exact appreh5sion ( ! position ( ! controv]sy4 ,at a lat] date1 7#ahda17 :5 ,i really felt ! =ce ( ! ,roman side ( ! "q myself1 z a difficulty :i* _h to be met1 ,i _h a f\r? reason = su* frankness 9 argum5t1 & t 01 because a numb] ( p]sons 7 unsettl$ f> m ?an ,i 01 z to ! ,ca?olicity ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,x 0 q pla9 t1 unless ,i 0 p]fectly c&id 9 /at+ :at c\ld be said aga9/ x1 !re 0 no *ance t any repres5tations1 :i* ,i felt to be 9 its fav\r1 or at lea/ to be adv]se to ,rome1 w\ld h _h any success ) ! p]sons 9 "q4 ,at all times ,i _h a deep conviction1 to put ! matt] on ! l[e/ gr\nd1 t hone/y 0 ! be/ policy4 ,accord+ly1 9 ,july #ahda1 ,i express$ myself ?us on ! ,anglican difficulty3 ,?is is an objection :i* we mu/ hone/ly say is deeply felt by _m p1 & n inconsid]able ones2 & ! m x is op5ly av[$ to be a difficulty1 ! bett]2 = !re is !n ! *ance ( its be+ ackn[l$g$1 & 9 ! c\rse ( "t obviat$1 z f> z may be1 by ^? :o h ! p[]4 ,flagrant evils cure !mselves by be+ flagrant2 & we are sangu9e t ! "t is come :5 s great an evil z ?is is1 _c /& its gr\nd aga9/ ! good feel+ & common s5se ( religi\s p]sons4 ,x is ! v /r5g? ( ,romanism aga9/ u2 &1 unless ! prop] p]sons take x into _! s]i\s consid]ation1 !y may look = c]ta9 to und]go ! loss1 z "t goes on1 ( "s :om !y w\ld lea/ l to be lo/ to our ,*ur*4 ,! measure :i* ,i _h especially 9 view 9 ?is passage1 0 ! project ( a ,j]usalem ,bi%opric1 :i* ! !n ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury 0 at t "t concoct+ ) ,m4 ,buns51 & ( :i* ,i %all speak m 9 ! sequel4 ,& n[ to return to ! ,home ,?\ghts ,abroad ( ! spr+ ( #ahcf3-- ,! discussion conta9$ 9 ?is composition runs 9 ! =m ( a dialogue4 ,"o ( ! disputants says3 ,y say to me t ! ,*ur* ( ,rome is corrupt4 ,:at !n8 to cut (f a limb is a /range way ( sav+ x f ! influ5ce ( "s con/itutional ailm5t4 ,indige/ion may cause cramp 9 ! extremities2 yet we sp>e our poor feet not)/&+4 ,surely !re is su* a religi\s fact z ! exi/5ce ( a great ,ca?olic body1 union ) :i* is a ,*ri/ian privilege & duty4 ,n[1 we ,engli% are sep>ate f x4 ,! o!r answ]s3 ,! pres5t is an unsatisfactory1 mis]able /ate ( ?+s1 yet ,i c grant no m4 ,! ,*ur* is f\nd$ on a doctr9e1--on ! gospel ( ,tru?2 x is a means to an end4 ,p]i% ! ,*ur*1 7?\gh1 bless$ be ! promise6 ?is _c be17 yet let x p]i% r ?an ! ,tru? %\ld fail4 ,purity ( fai? is m preci\s to ! ,*ri/ian ?an unity itself4 ,if ,rome has err$ griev\sly 9 doctr9e1 !n x is a duty to sep>ate ev5 f ,rome4 ,8 fri5d1 :o takes ! ,roman side ( ! argum5t1 ref]s to ! image ( ! ,v9e & its bran*es1 :i* is f\nd1 ,i ?9k1 9 ,/4 ,cyprian1 z if a bran* cut f ! ,ca?olic ,v9e mu/ necess>ily die4 ,also he quotes a passage f ,/4 ,augu/9e 9 controv]sy ) ! ,donati/s to ! same effect2 viz4 t1 z be+ sep>at$ f ! body ( ! ,*ur*1 !y 7 ipso facto cut (f f ! h]itage ( ,*ri/4 ,& he quotes ,/4 ,cyril's argum5t drawn f ! v title ,ca?olic1 :i* no body or communion ( m5 has ev] d>$ or be5 able to appropriate1 besides "o4 ,he adds1 ,n[ ,i am only cont5d+ = ! fact1 t ! communion ( ,rome con/itutes ! ma9 body ( ! ,*ur* ,ca?olic1 & t we are split (f f x1 & 9 ! condition ( ! ,donati/s4 ,! o!r replies by d5y+ ! fact t ! pres5t ,roman communion is l ,/4 ,augu/9e's ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 inasmu* z !re mu/ be tak5 into acc\nt ! l>ge ,anglican & ,greek communions4 ,pres5tly he takes ! (f5sive1 nam+ di/9ctly ! po9ts1 9 :i* ,rome has dep>t$ f ,primitive ,*ri/ianity1 viz4 ! practical idolatry1 ! virtual wor%ip ( ! ,virg9 & ,sa9ts1 :i* are ! (f5ce ( ! ,lat9 ,*ur*1 & ! degradation ( moral tru? & duty1 :i* foll[s f ^!4 ,& aga93 ,we _c jo9 a ,*ur*1 did we wi% x ev] s mu*1 :i* does n ackn[l$ge our ord]s1 refuses u ! ,cup1 dem&s our acquiesc5ce 9 image-wor%ip1 & excommunicates u1 if we d n receive x & all o!r decisions ( ! ,trid5t9e ,c\ncil4 ,8 oppon5t answ]s ^! objections by ref]r+ to ! doctr9e ( developm5ts ( gospel tru?4 ,besides1 ,! ,anglican sy/em itself is n f\nd complete 9 ^? e>ly c5turies2 s t ! ,anglican pr9ciple ( ,antiquity is self-de/ructive4 ,:5 a man takes up ?is ,via ,m$ia1 he is a m]e doctr9aire2 he is l ^?1 :o1 9 "s matt] ( bus9ess1 />t up to sugge/ _! own little crot*et1 & are ev] measur+ m\nta9s ) a pocket rul]1 or improv+ ! planet>y c\rses4 ,! ,via ,m$ia has slept 9 libr>ies2 x is a sub/itute ( infancy = manhood4 ,x is pla91 !n1 t at ! end ( #ahce or beg9n+ ( #ahcf1 ,i _h ! :ole /ate ( ! "q be=e me1 on :i*1 to my m9d1 ! decision betwe5 ! ,*ur*es dep5d$4 ,x is obs]vable t ! "q ( ! position ( ! ,pope1 :e!r z ! c5tre ( unity1 or z ! s\rce ( jurisdiction1 did n come into my ?\ghts at all2 nor did x1 ,i ?9k ,i may say1 to ! end4 ,i d\bt :e!r ,i ev] di/9ctly held any ( 8 p[]s to be de jure div9o1 :ile ,i 0 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*2--n t ,i saw any difficulty 9 ! doctr9e2 n t 9 connexion ) ! hi/ory ( ,/4 ,leo1 ( :i* ,i %all speak by & by1 ! idea ( 8 infallibility did n cross my m9d1 = x did1--b aft] all1 9 my view ! controv]sy did n turn ^u x2 x turn$ ^u ! ,fai? & ! ,*ur*4 ,?is 0 my issue ( ! controv]sy f ! beg9n+ to ! end4 ,!re 0 a contr>iety ( claims betwe5 ! ,roman & ,anglican religions1 & ! hi/ory ( my conv]sion is simply ! process ( work+ x out to a solution4 ,9 #ahch ,i illu/rat$ x by ! contra/ pres5t$ to u betwe5 ! ,madonna & ,*ild1 & a ,calv>y4 ,! peculi>ity ( ! ,anglican !ology 0 ?is1--t x suppos$ ! ,tru? to be entirely objective & deta*$1 n 7z 9 ! !ology ( ,rome7 ly+ hid 9 ! bosom ( ! ,*ur* z if "o ) h]1 cl++ to & 7z x 77 lo/ 9 h] embrace1 b z be+ sole & unapproa*able1 z on ! ,cross or at ! ,resurrection1 ) ! ,*ur* close by1 b 9 ! backgr\nd4 ,z ,i view$ ! controv]sy 9 #ahcf & #ahch1 s ,i view$ x 9 #ahdj & #ahda4 ,9 ! ,briti% ,critic ( ,janu>y #ahdj1 aft] gradually inve/igat+ h[ ! matt] lies betwe5 ! ,*ur*es by means ( a dialogue1 ,i end ?us3 ,x w\ld seem1 t1 9 ! above discussion1 ea* disputant has a /rong po9t3 our /rong po9t is ! argum5t f ,primitiv5ess1 t ( ,romani/s f ,univ]sality4 ,x is a fact1 h[ev] x is to be acc\nt$ =1 t ,rome has add$ to ! ,cre$2 & x is a fact1 h[ev] we ju/ify ourselves1 t we are e/rang$ f ! great body ( ,*ri/ians ov] ! _w4 ,& ea* ( ^! two facts is at fir/ sight a grave difficulty 9 ! respective sy/ems to :i* !y belong4 ,aga91 ,:ile ,rome1 ?\gh n def]r+ to ! ,fa!rs1 recognizes !m1 & ,engl&1 n def]r+ to ! l>ge body ( ! ,*ur*1 recognizes x1 bo? ,rome & ,engl& h a po9t to cle> up4 ,& /ill m /rongly1 9 ,july1 #ahda3 ,if ! ,note ( s*ism1 on ! "o h&1 lies aga9/ ,engl&1 an antagoni/ disgrace lies ^u ,rome1 ! ,note ( idolatry4 ,let u n be mi/ak5 "h2 we are nei!r accus+ ,rome ( idolatry nor ourselves ( s*ism2 we ?9k nei!r *>ge t5able2 b /ill ! ,roman ,*ur* practises :at is s l idolatry1 & ! ,engli% ,*ur* makes mu* ( :at is s v l s*ism1 t )\t decid+ :at is ! duty ( a ,roman ,ca?olic t[>ds ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 9 h] pres5t /ate1 we d s]i\sly ?9k t memb]s ( ! ,engli% ,*ur* h a provid5tial direction giv5 !m1 h[ to comport !mselves t[>ds ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 :ile %e is :at %e is4 ,"o rem>k m ab\t ,antiquity & ! ,via ,m$ia4 ,z "t w5t on1 )\t d\bt+ ! /r5g? ( ! ,anglican argum5t f ,antiquity1 ,i felt also t x 0 n m]ely our special plea1 b our only "o4 ,also ,i felt t ! ,via ,m$ia1 :i* 0 to repres5t x1 0 to be a sort ( remodell$ & adapt$ ,antiquity4 ,?is ,i advanc$ bo? 9 ,home ,?\ghts ,abroad & 9 ! ,article ( ! ,briti% ,critic :i* ,i h analyz$ above4 ,b ?is circum/ance1 t aft] all we mu/ use private judgm5t ^u ,antiquity1 creat$ a sort ( di/ru/ ( my !ory altoge!r1 :i* 9 ! conclusion ( my ,volume on ! ,prophetical ,(fice 7#ahcf-g7 ,i express ?us3 ,n[ t our discussions draw to a close1 ! ?\ght1 ) :i* we ent]$ on ! subject1 is apt to recur1 :5 ! excitem5t ( ! inquiry has subsid$1 & we>9ess has succe$$1 t :at has be5 said is b a dream1 ! wanton ex]cise1 r ?an ! practical conclusions ( ! intellect4 ,& ,i conclude ! p>agraph by anticipat+ a l9e ( ?\ght into :i* ,i 01 9 ! ev5t1 almo/ oblig$ to take refuge3 ,aft] all1 ,i say1 ! ,*ur* is ev] invisible 9 its day1 & fai? only appreh5ds x4 ,:at 0 ?is1 b to give up ! ,notes ( a visible ,*ur* altoge!r1 :e!r ! ,ca?olic ,note or ! ,apo/olic8 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,long ,vacation ( #ahci began e>ly4 ,!re _h be5 a great _m visitors to ,ox=d f ,ea/] to ,commemoration2 & ,dr4 ,pusey's p>ty _h attract$ att5tion1 m1 ,i ?9k1 ?an 9 any =m] ye>4 ,i _h put away f me ! controv]sy ) ,rome = m ?an two ye>s4 ,9 my ,p>o*ial ,s]mons ! subject _h at no "t be5 introduc$3 !re _h be5 no?+ = two ye>s1 ei!r 9 my ,tracts or 9 ! ,briti% ,critic1 ( a polemical "*4 ,i 0 return+1 = ! ,vacation1 to ! c\rse ( read+ :i* ,i _h _m ye>s be=e *os5 z especially my own4 ,i h no reason to suppose t ! ?\ghts ( ,rome came across my m9d at all4 ,ab\t ! middle ( ,june ,i began to /udy & ma/] ! hi/ory ( ! ,monophysites4 ,i 0 absorb$ 9 ! doctr9al "q4 ,?is 0 f ab\t ,june #ac? to ,augu/ #cj?4 ,x 0 dur+ ?is c\rse ( read+ t = ! fir/ "t a d\bt came ^u me ( ! t5abl5ess ( ,anglicanism4 ,i recollect on ! #cj? ( ,july m5tion+ to a fri5d1 :om ,i _h accid5tally met1 h[ rem>kable ! hi/ory 02 b by ! end ( ,augu/ ,i 0 s]i\sly al>m$4 ,i h describ$ 9 a =m] "w1 h[ ! hi/ory affect$ me4 ,my /ronghold 0 ,antiquity2 n[ "h1 9 ! middle ( ! fif? c5tury1 ,i f\nd1 z x seem$ to me1 ,*ri/5dom ( ! sixte5? & ! n9ete5? c5turies reflect$4 ,i saw my face 9 t mirror1 & ,i 0 a ,monophysite4 ,! ,*ur* ( ! ,via ,m$ia 0 9 ! position ( ! ,ori5tal communion1 ,rome 01 :]e %e n[ is2 & ! ,prote/ants 7 ! ,euty*ians4 ,( all passages ( hi/ory1 s9ce hi/ory has be51 :o w\ld h ?\ght ( go+ to ! say+s & do+s ( old ,euty*es1 t delirus s5ex1 z 7,i ?9k7 ,petavius calls him1 & to ! enormities ( ! unpr9cipl$ ,dioscorus1 9 ord] to be conv]t$ to ,rome6 ,n[ let x be simply und]/ood t ,i am n writ+ controv]sially1 b ) ! "o object ( relat+ ?+s z !y happ5$ to me 9 ! c\rse ( my conv]sion4 ,) ?is view ,i w quote a passage f ! acc\nt1 :i* ,i gave 9 #ahej1 ( my reason+s & feel+s 9 #ahci3 ,x 0 difficult to make out h[ ! ,euty*ians or ,monophysites 7 h]etics1 unless ,prote/ants & ,anglicans 7 h]etics also2 difficult to f9d argum5ts aga9/ ! ,trid5t9e ,fa!rs1 :i* did n tell aga9/ ! ,fa!rs ( ,*alc$on2 difficult to condemn ! ,popes ( ! sixte5? c5tury1 )\t condemn+ ! ,popes ( ! fif?4 ,! drama ( religion1 & ! combat ( tru? & error1 7 ev] "o & ! same4 ,! pr9ciples & proce$+s ( ! ,*ur* n[1 7 ^? ( ! ,*ur* !n2 ! pr9ciples & proce$+s ( h]etics !n1 7 ^? ( ,prote/ants n[4 ,i f\nd x s1--almo/ fe>fully2 !re 0 an awful similitude1 m awful1 because s sil5t & unimpassion$1 betwe5 ! dead records ( ! pa/ & ! fev]i% *ronicle ( ! pres5t4 ,! %ad[ ( ! fif? c5tury 0 on ! sixte5?4 ,x 0 l a _s ris+ f ! tr\bl$ wat]s ( ! old _w1 ) ! %ape & l9eam5ts ( ! new4 ,! ,*ur* !n1 z n[1 might be call$ p]emptory & /]n1 resolute1 ov]be>+1 & rel5tless2 & h]etics 7 %ift+1 *angeable1 res]v$1 & deceitful1 ev] c\rt+ civil p[]1 & nev] agree+ toge!r1 except by its aid2 & ! civil p[] 0 ev] aim+ at compreh5sions1 try+ to put ! invisible out ( view1 & sub/itut+ exp$i5cy = fai?4 ,:at 0 ! use ( cont9u+ ! controv]sy1 or def5d+ my position1 if1 aft] all1 ,i 0 =g+ argum5ts = ,arius or ,euty*es1 & turn+ devil's advocate aga9/ ! mu*-endur+ ,a?anasius & ! maje/ic ,leo8 ,be my s\l ) ! ,sa9ts6 & %all ,i lift up my h& aga9/ !m8 ,soon] may my "r h& =get h] cunn+1 & )] outright1 z 8 :o once /ret*$ x out aga9/ a prophet ( ,god6 ana!ma to a :ole tribe ( ,cranm]s1 ,ridleys1 ,latim]s1 & ,jewels6 p]i% ! names ( ,bramhall1 ,us%]1 ,taylor1 ,/ill+fleet1 & ,b>r[ f ! face ( ! e>?1 ere ,i %\ld d ought b fall at _! feet 9 love & 9 wor%ip1 ^: image 0 cont9ually be=e my eyes1 & ^: musical words 7 ev] 9 my e>s & on my tongue6 ,h>dly _h ,i br\ght my c\rse ( read+ to a close1 :5 ! ,dubl9 ,review ( t same ,augu/ 0 put into my h&s1 by fri5ds :o 7 m fav\rable to ! cause ( ,rome ?an ,i 0 myself4 ,!re 0 an article 9 x on ! ,anglican ,claim by ,dr4 ,wiseman4 ,?is 0 ab\t ! middle ( ,septemb]4 ,x 0 on ! ,donati/s1 ) an application to ,anglicanism4 ,i read x1 & did n see mu* 9 x4 ,! ,donati/ controv]sy 0 kn[n to me = "s ye>s1 z has appe>$ already4 ,! case 0 n p>allel to t ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,/4 ,augu/9e 9 ,africa wrote aga9/ ! ,donati/s 9 ,africa4 ,!y 7 a furi\s p>ty :o made a s*ism )9 ! ,african ,*ur*1 & n beyond its limits4 ,x 0 a case ( ,alt> aga9/ ,alt>1 ( two occupants ( ! same ,see1 z t betwe5 ! ,non-jurors 9 ,engl& & ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*2 n ! case ( "o ,*ur* aga9/ ano!r1 z ( ,rome aga9/ ! ,ori5tal ,monophysites4 ,b my fri5d1 an anxi\sly religi\s man1 n[1 z !n1 v de> to me1 a ,prote/ant /ill1 po9t$ out ! palm>y words ( ,/4 ,augu/9e1 :i* 7 conta9$ 9 "o ( ! extracts made 9 ! ,review1 & :i* _h escap$ my obs]vation4 ,securus judicat orbis t]r>um4 ,he repeat$ ^! words aga9 & aga91 &1 :5 he 0 gone1 !y kept r++ 9 my e>s4 ,securus judicat orbis t]r>um2 !y 7 words :i* w5t beyond ! occasion ( ! ,donati/s3 !y appli$ to t ( ! ,monophysites4 ,!y gave a cog5cy to ! ,article1 :i* _h escap$ me at fir/4 ,!y decid$ ecclesia/ical que/ions on a simpl] rule ?an t ( ,antiquity2 nay1 ,/4 ,augu/9e 0 "o ( ! prime oracles ( ,antiquity2 "h !n ,antiquity 0 decid+ aga9/ itself4 ,:at a light 0 h]eby ?r[n ^u e controv]sy 9 ! ,*ur*6 n t1 = ! mom5t1 ! multitude may n falt] 9 _! judgm5t1--n t1 9 ! ,arian hurricane1 ,sees m ?an c be numb]$ did n b5d be=e its fury1 & fall (f f ,/4 ,a?anasius1--n t ! cr[d ( ,ori5tal ,bi%ops did n ne$ to be su/a9$ dur+ ! conte/ by ! voice & ! eye ( ,/4 ,leo2 b t ! delib]ate judgm5t1 9 :i* ! :ole ,*ur* at l5g? re/s & acquiesces1 is an infallible prescription & a f9al s5t5ce aga9/ su* portions ( x z prote/ & sec$e4 ,:o c acc\nt = ! impressions :i* are made on him8 ,= a m]e s5t5ce1 ! words ( ,/4 ,augu/9e1 /ruck me ) a p[] :i* ,i nev] _h felt f any words be=e4 ,to take a famili> in/ance1 !y 7 l ! ,turn aga9 ,:itt+ton ( ! *ime2 or1 to take a m s]i\s "o1 !y 7 l ! ,tolle1 lege1--,tolle1 lege1 ( ! *ild1 :i* conv]t$ ,/4 ,augu/9e himself4 ,securus judicat orbis t]r>um6 ,by ^? great words ( ! anci5t ,fa!r1 int]pret+ & summ+ up ! long & v>i$ c\rse ( ecclesia/ical hi/ory1 ! !ory ( ! ,via ,m$ia 0 absolutely pulv]iz$4 ,i became excit$ at ! view ?us op5$ ^u me4 ,i 0 j />t+ on a r\nd ( visits2 & ,i m5tion$ my /ate ( m9d to two mo/ intimate fri5ds3 ,i ?9k to no o!rs4 ,aft] a :ile1 ,i got calm1 & at l5g? ! vivid impression ^u my imag9ation fad$ away4 ,:at ,i ?\ght ab\t x on reflection1 ,i w attempt to describe pres5tly4 ,i _h to det]m9e its logical value1 & its be>+ ^u my duty4 ,mean:ile1 s f> z ?is 0 c]ta91--,i _h se5 ! %ad[ ( a h& ^u ! wall4 ,x 0 cle> t ,i _h a good deal to le>n on ! "q ( ! ,*ur*es1 & t p]haps "s new light 0 com+ ^u me4 ,he :o has se5 a gho/1 _c be z if he _h nev] se5 x4 ,! heav5s _h op5$ & clos$ aga94 ,! ?\ght = ! mom5t _h be51 ,! ,*ur* ( ,rome w be f\nd "r aft] all2 & !n x _h vani%$4 ,my old convictions rema9$ z be=e4 ,at ?is "t1 ,i wrote my ,s]mon on ,div9e ,calls1 :i* ,i publi%$ 9 my volume ( ,pla9 ,s]mons4 ,x ends ?us3-- ,o t we c\ld take t simple view ( ?+s1 z to feel t ! "o ?+ :i* lies be=e u is to please ,god6 ,:at ga9 is x to please ! _w1 to please ! great1 nay ev5 to please ^? :om we love1 comp>$ ) ?is8 ,:at ga9 is x to be applaud$1 admir$1 c\rt$1 foll[$1--comp>$ ) ?is "o aim1 ( n be+ disob$i5t to a heav5ly vision8 ,:at c ?is _w (f] comp>able ) t insight into spiritual ?+s1 t ke5 fai?1 t heav5ly peace1 t high sanctity1 t ev]la/+ righte\sness1 t hope ( glory1 :i* !y h1 :o 9 s9c]ity love & foll[ our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/8 ,let u beg & pray ,him day by day to reveal ,himself to our s\ls m fully1 to quick5 our s5ses1 to give u sight & he>+1 ta/e & t\* ( ! _w to come2 s to "w )9 u1 t we may s9c]ely say1 ',?\ %alt guide me ) ,?y c\nsel1 & aft] t receive me ) glory4 ,:om h ,i 9 heav5 b ,!e8 & !re is none ^u e>? t ,i desire 9 comp>ison ( ,!e4 ,my fle% & my he>t faile?1 b ,god is ! /r5g? ( my he>t1 & my portion = ev]4' 99 99 99 99 99 ,n[ to trace ! succession ( ?\ghts1 & ! conclusions1 & ! consequ5t innovations on my previ\s belief1 & ! g5]al conduct1 to :i* ,i 0 l$1 ^u ?is sudd5 visitation4 ,& fir/1 ,i w say1 :atev] comes ( say+ x1 = ,i leave inf]5ces to o!rs1 t = ye>s ,i mu/ h _h some?+ ( an habitual notion1 ?\gh x 0 lat5t1 & _h nev] l$ me to di/ru/ my own convictions1 t my m9d _h n f\nd its ultimate re/1 & t 9 "s s5se or o!r ,i 0 on j\rney4 ,dur+ ! same passage across ! ,m$it]ranean 9 :i* ,i wrote ,lead k9dly light1 ,i also wrote ! v]ses1 :i* are f\nd 9 ! ,lyra "u ! head ( ,provid5ces1 beg9n+1 ,:5 ,i look back4 ,?is 0 9 #ahcc2 &1 s9ce ,i h begun ?is n>rative1 ,i h f\nd a memor&um "u ! date ( ,septemb] #g1 #ahbi1 9 :i* ,i speak ( myself1 z n[ 9 my rooms 9 ,oriel ,college1 sl[ly advanc+ c4 & l$ on by ,god's h& bl9dly1 n kn[+ :i!r ,he is tak+ me4 ,b1 :atev] ?is pres5tim5t be wor?1 x 0 no protection aga9/ ! dismay & disgu/1 :i* ,i felt1 9 consequ5ce ( ! dreadful misgiv+1 ( :i* ,i h be5 relat+ ! hi/ory4 ,! "o "q 01 :at 0 ,i to d8 ,i _h to make up my m9d = myself1 & o!rs c\ld n help me4 ,i det]m9$ to be guid$1 n by my imag9ation1 b by my reason4 ,& ?is ,i said ov] & ov] aga9 9 ! ye>s :i* foll[$1 bo? 9 conv]sation & 9 private lett]s4 ,_h x n be5 = ?is sev]e resolve1 ,i %\ld h be5 a ,ca?olic soon] ?an ,i 04 ,moreov]1 ,i felt on consid]ation a positive d\bt1 on ! o!r h&1 :e!r ! sugge/ion did n come f bel[4 ,!n ,i said to myself1 ,"t alone c solve t "q4 ,x 0 my bus9ess to g on z usual1 to obey ^? convictions to :i* ,i _h s long surr5d]$ myself1 :i* /ill _h possession ( me1 & on :i* my new ?\ghts _h no direct be>+4 ,t new conception ( ?+s %\ld only s f> influ5ce me1 z x _h a logical claim to d s4 ,if x came f above1 x w\ld come aga92--s ,i tru/$1--& ) m def9ite outl9es & great] cog5cy & consi/5cy ( pro(4 ,i ?\ght ( ,samuel1 be=e he knew ! ^w ( ! ,"l2 & !re=e ,i w5t1 & lay d[n to sleep aga94 ,?is 0 my broad view ( ! matt]1 & my prim facie conclusion4 ,h[ev]1 my new hi/orical fact _h already to a c]ta9 po9t a logical =ce4 ,d[n _h come ! ,via ,m$ia z a def9ite !ory or s*eme1 "u ! bl[s ( ,/4 ,leo4 ,my ,prophetical ,(fice _h come to pieces2 n inde$ z an argum5t aga9/ ,roman errors1 nor z aga9/ ,prote/antism1 b z 9 behalf ( ,engl&4 ,i _h no long] a di/9ctive plea = ,anglicanism1 unless ,i w\ld be a ,monophysite4 ,i _h1 mo/ pa9fully1 to fall back ^u my ?ree orig9al po9ts ( belief1 :i* ,i h spok5 s mu* ( 9 a =m] passage1--! pr9ciple ( dogma1 ! sacram5tal sy/em1 & anti-,romanism4 ,( ^! ?ree1 ! fir/ two 7 bett] secur$ 9 ,rome ?an 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,! ,apo/olical ,succession1 ! two prom95t sacram5ts1 & ! primitive ,cre$s1 belong$1 inde$1 to ! latt]2 b !re _h be5 & 0 f> less /rictness on matt]s ( dogma & ritual 9 ! ,anglican sy/em ?an 9 ! ,roman3 9 consequ5ce1 my ma9 argum5t = ! ,anglican claims lay 9 ! positive & special *>ges1 :i* ,i c\ld br+ aga9/ ,rome4 ,i _h no positive ,anglican !ory4 ,i 0 v ne>ly a pure ,prote/ant4 ,lu!rans _h a sort ( !ology1 s _h ,calv9i/s2 ,i _h none4 ,h[ev]1 ?is pure ,prote/antism1 to :i* ,i 0 gradually left1 0 really a practical pr9ciple4 ,x 0 a /rong1 ?\gh x 0 only a negative gr\nd1 & x /ill _h great hold on me4 ,z a boy ( fifte51 ,i _h s fully imbib$ x1 t ,i _h actually eras$ 9 my ,gradus ad ,p>nassum1 su* titles1 "u ! ^w ,papa1 z ,*ri/i ,vic>ius1 sac] int]pres1 & sceptra g]5s1 & sub/itut$ epi!ts s vile t ,i _c br+ myself to write !m d[n "h4 ,! effect ( ?is e>ly p]suasion rema9$ z1 :at ,i h already call$ x1 a /a9 ^u my imag9ation4 ,z reg>ds my reason1 ,i began 9 #ahcc to =m !ories on ! subject1 :i* t5d$ to oblit]ate x2 yet by #ahch ,i _h got no fur!r ?an to consid] ,anti*ri/1 z n ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 b ! _s ( ! old pagan city1 ! f\r? mon/] ( ,daniel1 :i* 0 /ill alive1 & :i* _h corrupt$ ! ,*ur* :i* 0 plant$ !re4 ,soon aft] ?is inde$1 & be=e my att5tion 0 direct$ to ! ,monophysite controv]sy1 ,i und]w5t a great *ange ( op9ion4 ,i saw t1 f ! nature ( ! case1 ! true ,vic> ( ,*ri/ mu/ ev] to ! _w seem l ,anti*ri/1 & be /igmatiz$ z su*1 because a resemblance mu/ ev] exi/ betwe5 an orig9al & a =g]y2 & ?us ! fact ( su* a calumny 0 almo/ "o ( ! notes ( ! ,*ur*4 ,b we _c unmake ourselves or *ange our habits 9 a mom5t4 ,?\gh my reason 0 conv9c$1 ,i did n ?r[ (f1 = "s "t aft]1--,i c\ld n h ?r[n (f1--! unreason+ prejudice & suspicion1 :i* ,i *]i%$ ab\t h] at lea/ by fits & />ts1 9 spite ( ?is conviction ( my reason4 ,i _c prove ?is1 b ,i believe x to h be5 ! case f :at ,i recollect ( myself4 ,nor 0 !re any ?+ 9 ! hi/ory ( ,/4 ,leo & ! ,monophysites to undo ! firm belief ,i _h 9 ! exi/5ce ( :at ,i call$ ! practical abuses & excesses ( ,rome4 ,to h] inconsi/5cies !n1 to h] ambition & intrigue1 to h] sophi/ries 7z ,i consid]$ !m to be7 ,i n[ _h rec\rse 9 my opposition to h]1 bo? public & p]sonal4 ,i did s by way ( a relief4 ,i _h a great & gr[+ dislike1 aft] ! summ] ( #ahci1 to speak aga9/ ! ,roman ,*ur* h]self or h] =mal doctr9es4 ,i 0 v av]se to speak+ aga9/ doctr9es1 :i* might possibly turn out to be true1 ?\gh at ! "t ,i _h no reason = ?9k+ !y 72 or aga9/ ! ,*ur*1 :i* _h pres]v$ !m4 ,i began to h misgiv+s1 t1 /rong z my own feel+s _h be5 aga9/ h]1 yet 9 "s ?+s :i* ,i _h said1 ,i _h tak5 ! /atem5ts ( ,anglican div9es = grant$ )\t weigh+ !m = myself4 ,i said to a fri5d 9 #ahdj1 9 a lett]1 :i* ,i %all use pres5tly1 ,i am tr\bl$ by d\bts :e!r z x is1 ,i h n1 9 :at ,i h publi%$1 spok5 too /rongly aga9/ ,rome1 ?\gh ,i ?9k ,i did x 9 a k9d ( fai?1 be+ det]m9$ to put myself into ! ,engli% sy/em1 & say all t our div9es said1 :e!r ,i _h fully weigh$ x or n4 ,i 0 sore ab\t ! great ,anglican div9es1 z if !y _h tak5 me 91 & made me say /rong ?+s1 :i* facts did n ju/ify4 ,yet ,i did /ill hold 9 sub/ance all t ,i _h said aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome 9 my ,prophetical ,(fice4 ,i felt ! =ce ( ! usual ,prote/ant objections aga9/ h]2 ,i believ$ t we _h ! ,apo/olical succession 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 & ! grace ( ! sacram5ts2 ,i 0 n sure t ! difficulty ( its isolation might n be ov]come1 ?\gh ,i 0 f> f sure t x c\ld4 ,i did n see any cle> pro( t x _h committ$ itself to any h]esy1 or _h tak5 "p aga9/ ! tru?2 & ,i 0 n sure t x w\ld n revive into full ,apo/olic purity & /r5g?1 & gr[ into union ) ,rome h]self 7,rome expla9+ h] doctr9es & gu>d+ aga9/ _! abuse71 t is1 if we 7 b pati5t & hopeful4 ,i began to wi% = union betwe5 ! ,anglican ,*ur* & ,rome1 if1 & :51 x 0 possible2 & ,i did :at ,i c\ld to ga9 weekly pray]s = t object4 ,! gr\nd :i* ,i felt to be good aga9/ h] 0 ! moral gr\nd3 ,i felt ,i c\ld n be wrong 9 /rik+ at h] political & social l9e ( action4 ,! alliance ( a dogmatic religion ) lib]als1 high or l[1 seem$ to me a provid5tial direction aga9/ mov+ t[>ds ,rome1 & a bett] ,pres]vative aga9/ ,pop]y1 ?an ! ?ree volumes 9 folio1 9 :i*1 ,i ?9k1 t prophylactic is to be f\nd4 ,h[ev]1 on occasions :i* dem&$ x1 ,i felt x a duty to give out pla9ly all t ,i ?\ght1 ?\gh ,i did n l to d s4 ,"o su* in/ance occurr$1 :5 ,i _h to publi% a ,lett] ab\t ,tract #ij4 ,9 t ,lett]1 ,i said1 ,in/ead ( sett+ be=e ! s\l ! ,holy ,tr9ity1 & heav5 & hell1 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome does seem to me1 z a popul> sy/em1 to prea* ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! ,sa9ts1 & purgatory4 ,on ?is occasion ,i recollect express+ to a fri5d ! di/ress x gave me ?us to speak2 b1 ,i said1 ,h[ c ,i help say+ x1 if ,i ?9k x8 & ,i d ?9k x2 my ,bi%op calls on me to say out :at ,i ?9k2 & t is ! long & ! %ort ( x4 ,b ,i recollect$ ,hurrell ,fr\de's words to me1 almo/ 8 dy+ words1 ,i mu/ ent] ano!r prote/ aga9/ y\r curs+ & swe>+4 ,:at good c x d8 & ,i call x un*>itable to an excess4 ,h[ mi/ak5 we may ourselves be1 on _m po9ts t are only gradually op5+ on u6 ,in/ead !n ( speak+ ( errors 9 doctr9e1 ,i 0 driv51 by my /ate ( m9d1 to insi/ ^u ! political conduct1 ! controv]sial be>+1 & ! social me?ods & manife/ations ( ,rome4 ,& "h ,i f\nd a matt] ready to my h&1 :i* affect$ me ! m s5sibly = ! reason t x lay at our v doors4 ,i c h>dly describe too /rongly my feel+ ^u x4 ,i _h an unspeakable av]sion to ! policy & acts ( ,mr4 ,o',connell1 because1 z ,i ?\ght1 he associat$ himself ) m5 ( all religions & no religion aga9/ ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 & advanc$ ,ca?olicism by viol5ce & intrigue4 ,:5 !n ,i f\nd him tak5 up by ! ,engli% ,ca?olics1 &1 z ,i suppos$1 at ,rome1 ,i consid]$ ,i _h a fulfilm5t be=e my eyes h[ ! ,c\rt ( ,rome play$ fa/ & loose1 & ju/ifi$ ! s]i\s *>ges :i* ,i _h se5 put d[n 9 books aga9/ x4 ,"h we saw :at ,rome 0 9 action1 :atev] %e might be :5 quiesc5t4 ,h] conduct 0 simply secul> & political4 ,?is feel+ l$ me into ! excess ( be+ v rude to t zeal\s & mo/ *>itable man1 ,mr4 ,sp5c]1 :5 he came to ,ox=d 9 ,janu>y1 #ahdj1 to get ,anglicans to set ab\t pray+ = ,unity4 ,i myself1 at t "t1 or soon aft]1 drew up su* pray]s2 _! desirabl5ess 0 "o ( ! fir/ ?\ghts :i* came ^u me aft] my %ock2 b ,i 0 too mu* annoy$ ) ! political action ( ! ,ca?olic body 9 ^! isl&s to wi% to h any ?+ to d ) !m p]sonally4 ,s glad 9 my he>t 0 ,i to see him1 :5 he came to my rooms ) ,mr4 ,palm] ( ,magdal51 t ,i c\ld h laugh$ = joy2 ,i ?9k ,i did laugh2 b ,i 0 v rude to him1 ,i w\ld n meet him at d9n]1 & t1 7?\gh ,i did n say s17 because ,i consid]$ him 9 loco apo/at f ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 & ,i h]eby beg 8 p>don = x4 ,i wrote aft]w>ds ) a view to apologize1 b ,i d>e say he mu/ h ?\ght t ,i made ! matt] worse1 = ^! 7 my words to him3-- ,! news t y are pray+ = u is mo/ t\*+1 & raises a v>iety ( indescribable emotions4444 ,may _! pray]s return abundantly into _! own bosoms4444 ,:y !n d ,i n meet y 9 a mann] con=mable ) ^! fir/ feel+s8 ,= ?is s+le reason1 if ,i may say x1 t y\r acts are contr>y to y\r words4 ,y invite u to a union ( he>ts1 at ! same "t t y are do+ all y c1 n to re/ore1 n to re=m1 n to re-unite1 b to de/roy our ,*ur*4 ,y g fur!r ?an y\r pr9ciples require4 ,y are leagu$ ) our enemies4 ',! voice is ,jacob's voice1 b ! h&s are ! h&s ( ,esau4' ,?is is :at especially di/resses u2 ?is is :at we _c und]/&2 h[ ,*ri/ians1 l y\rselves1 ) ! cle> view y h t a w>f>e is ev] wag+ 9 ! _w betwe5 good & evil1 %\ld1 9 ! pres5t /ate ( ,engl&1 ally y\rselves ) ! side ( evil aga9/ ! side ( good4444 ,( p>ties n[ 9 ! c\ntry1 y _c b all[1 t next to y\rselves we are ne>e/ to reveal$ tru?4 ,we ma9ta9 great & holy pr9ciples2 we pr(ess ,ca?olic doctr9es4444 ,s ne> are we z a body to y\rselves 9 modes ( ?9k+1 z ev5 to h be5 taunt$ ) ! nicknames :i* belong to y2 &1 on ! o!r h&1 if !re are pr(ess$ infidels1 sc(f]s1 sceptics1 unpr9cipl$ m51 rebels1 !y are f\nd among our oppon5ts4 ,& yet y take "p ) !m aga9/ u4444 ,y cons5t to act h& 9 h& ) ^! & o!rs = our ov]?r[4 ,alas6 all ?is x is t impresses u irresi/ibly ) ! notion t y are a political1 n a religi\s p>ty2 t 9 ord] to ga9 an end on :i* y set y\r he>ts1--an op5 /age = y\rselves 9 ,engl&1--y ally y\rselves ) ^? :o hold no?+ aga9/ ^? :o hold some?+4 ,?is is :at di/resses my own m9d s greatly1 to speak ( myself1 t1 ) limitations :i* ne$ n n[ be m5tion$1 ,i _c meet famili>ly any lead+ p]sons ( ! ,roman ,communion1 & lea/ ( all :5 !y come on a religi\s err&4 ,break (f1 ,i w\ld say1 ) ,mr4 ,o',connell 9 ,irel& & ! lib]al p>ty 9 ,engl&1 or come n to u ) ov]tures = mutual pray] & religi\s sympa?y4 ,& "h came 9 ano!r feel+1 ( a p]sonal nature1 :i* _h little to d ) ! argum5t aga9/ ,rome1 except t1 9 my prejudice1 ,i view$ :at happ5$ to myself 9 ! light ( my own ideas ( ! tradition>y conduct ( h] advocates & in/rum5ts4 ,i 0 v /]n 9 ! case ( any int]f]5ce 9 our ,ox=d matt]s on ! "p ( *>itable ,ca?olics1 & ( any attempt to d me good p]sonally4 ,!re 0 no?+1 inde$1 at ! "t m likely to ?r[ me back4 ,:y d y m$dle8 :y _c y let me alone8 ,y c d me no good2 y "k no?+ on e>? ab\t me2 y may actually d me h>m2 ,i am 9 bett] h&s ?an y\rs4 ,i "k my own s9c]ity ( purpose2 & ,i am det]m9$ ^u tak+ my "t4 ,s9ce ,i h be5 a ,ca?olic1 p h sometimes accus$ me ( backw>dness 9 mak+ conv]ts2 & ,prote/ants h argu$ f x t ,i h no great eag]ness to d s4 ,x w\ld be aga9/ my nature to act o!rwise ?an ,i d2 b besides1 x w\ld be to =get ! lessons :i* ,i ga9$ 9 ! exp]i5ce ( my own hi/ory 9 ! pa/4 ,?is is ! acc\nt :i* ,i h to give ( "s savage & ungrateful words 9 ! ,briti% ,critic ( #ahdj aga9/ ! controv]siali/s ( ,rome3 ,by _! fruits ye %all "k !m4444 ,we see x attempt+ to ga9 conv]ts among u by unreal repres5tations ( its doctr9es1 plausible /atem5ts1 bold ass]tions1 appeals to ! weaknesses ( human nature1 to our fancies1 our ecc5tricities1 our fe>s1 our frivolities1 our false philosophies4 ,we see its ag5ts1 smil+ & nodd+ & duck+ to attract att5tion1 z gipsies make up to truant boys1 hold+ out tales = ! nurs]y1 & pretty pictures1 & gilt g+]bread1 & physic conceal$ 9 jam1 & sug>-plums = good *ildr54 ,:o c b feel %ame :5 ! religion ( ,xim5es1 ,borromeo1 & ,pascal1 is s ov]laid8 ,:o c b feel sorr[1 :5 its dev\t & e>ne/ def5d]s s mi/ake its g5ius & its capabilities8 ,we ,engli%m5 l manl9ess1 op5ness1 consi/5cy1 tru?4 ,rome w nev] ga9 on u1 till %e le>ns ^! virtues1 & uses !m2 & !n %e may ga9 u1 b x w be by ceas+ to be :at we n[ mean by ,rome1 by hav+ a "r1 n to 'h dom9ion ov] our fai?1' b to ga9 & possess our affections 9 ! bonds ( ! gospel4 ,till %e ceases to be :at %e practically is1 a union is impossible betwe5 h] & ,engl&2 b1 if %e does re=m1 7& :o c presume to say t s l>ge a "p ( ,*ri/5dom nev] c87 !n x w be our ,*ur*'s duty at once to jo9 9 communion ) ! cont95tal ,*ur*es1 :atev] politicians at home may say to x1 & :atev] /eps ! civil p[] may take 9 consequ5ce4 ,& ?\gh we may n live to see t day1 at lea/ we are b\nd to pray = x2 we are b\nd to pray = our bre?r5 t !y & we may be l$ toge!r into ! pure light ( ! gospel1 & be "o z we once 7 "o4 ,x 0 mo/ t\*+ news to be told1 z we 7 lately1 t ,*ri/ians on ! ,cont95t 7 pray+ toge!r = ! spiritual well-be+ ( ,engl&4 ,may !y ga9 light1 :ile !y aim at unity1 & gr[ 9 fai? :ile !y manife/ _! love6 ,we too h our duties to !m2 n ( revil+1 n ( sl&]+1 n ( hat+1 ?\gh political int]e/s require x2 b ! duty ( lov+ bre?r5 /ill m abundantly 9 _s1 ^: faces1 = our s9s & _! s9s1 we are n all[$ to see 9 ! fle%4 ,no "o ought to indulge 9 ins9uations2 x c]ta9ly dim9i%es my "r to compla9 ( sl&]s utt]$ aga9/ myself1 :51 z 9 ?is passage1 ,i _h already spok5 9 disp>agem5t ( ! controv]siali/s ( t religi\s body1 to :i* ,i myself n[ belong4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i h ?us put toge!r1 z well z ,i c1 :at has to be said ab\t my g5]al /ate ( m9d f ! autumn ( #ahci to ! summ] ( #ahda2 &1 hav+ done s1 ,i g on to n>rate h[ my new misgiv+s affect$ my conduct1 & my relations t[>ds ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,:5 ,i got back to ,ox=d 9 ,octob]1 #ahci1 aft] ! visits :i* ,i _h be5 pay+1 x s happ5$1 !re _h be51 9 my abs5ce1 occurr5ces ( an awkw>d "*1 compromis+ me bo? ) my ,bi%op & also ) ! au?orities ( ! ,univ]sity2 & ?is drew my att5tion at once to ! /ate ( ! ,movem5t p>ty !re1 & made me v anxi\s = ! future4 ,9 ! spr+ ( ! ye>1 z has be5 se5 9 ! ,article analyz$ above1 ,i _h spok5 ( ! excesses :i* 7 to be f\nd among p]sons commonly includ$ 9 x3--at t "t ,i ?\ght little ( su* an evil1 b ! new views1 :i* _h come on me dur+ ! ,long ,vacation1 on ! "o h& made me compreh5d x1 & on ! o!r took away my p[] ( effectually meet+ x4 ,a firm & p[]ful control 0 necess>y to keep m5 /raight2 ,i nev] _h a /rong wri/1 b at ! v "t1 :5 x 0 mo/ ne$$1 ! re9s _h brok5 9 my h&s4 ,) an anxi\s pres5tim5t on my m9d ( ! up%ot ( ! :ole inquiry1 :i* x 0 almo/ impossible = me to conceal f m5 :o saw me day by day1 :o he>d my famili> conv]sation1 :o came p]haps = ! express purpose ( pump+ me1 & hav+ a categorical yes or no to _! que/ions1--h[ c\ld ,i expect to say any ?+ ab\t my actual1 positive1 pres5t belief1 :i* w\ld be su/a9+ or consol+ to su* p]sons z 7 haunt$ already by d\bts ( _! own8 ,nay1 h[ c\ld ,i1 ) satisfaction to myself1 analyze my own m9d1 & say :at ,i held & :at ,i did n hold8 or h[ c\ld ,i say ) :at limitations1 %ades ( diff]5ce1 or degrees ( belief1 ,i /ill held t body ( ,anglican op9ions :i* ,i _h op5ly pr(ess$ & taught8 h[ c\ld ,i d5y or ass]t ?is po9t or t1 )\t inju/ice to ! new light1 9 :i* ! :ole evid5ce = ^? old op9ions pres5t$ itself to my m9d8 ,h[ev]1 ,i _h to d :at ,i c\ld1 & :at 0 be/1 "u ! circum/ances2 ,i f\nd a g5]al talk on ! subject ( ! ,article 9 ! ,dubl9 ,review2 &1 if x _h affect$ me1 x 0 n wond]ful1 t x affect$ o!rs also4 ,z to myself1 ,i felt no k9d ( c]ta9ty t ! argum5t 9 x 0 conclusive4 ,tak+ x at ! wor/1 grant+ t ! ,anglican ,*ur* _h n ! ,note ( ,ca?olicity2 yet !re 7 _m ,notes ( ! ,*ur*4 ,"s belong$ to "o age or place1 "s to ano!r4 ,bell>m9e _h reckon$ ,temporal ,prosp]ity among ! ,notes ( ! ,*ur*2 b ! ,roman ,*ur* _h n any great popul>ity1 weal?1 glory1 p[]1 or prospects1 9 ! n9ete5? c5tury4 ,x 0 n at all c]ta9 z yet1 ev5 t we _h n ! ,note ( ,ca?olicity2 b1 if n ?is1 we _h o!rs4 ,my fir/ bus9ess !n1 0 to exam9e ?is "q c>efully1 & see1 :e!r a great deal c\ld n be said aft] all = ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 9 spite ( its ackn[l$g$ %ort-com+s4 ,?is ,i did 9 an ,article on ! ,ca?olicity ( ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 :i* appe>$ 9 ! ,briti% ,critic ( ,janu>y1 #ahdj4 ,z to my p]sonal di/ress on ! po9t1 ,i ?9k x _h gone by ,febru>y #ba/ 9 t ye>1 = ,i wrote !n to ,mr4 ,b[d5 ab\t ! important ,article 9 ! ,dubl91 ?us3 ,x made a great impression "h ,ox=d2 &1 ,i say :at ( c\rse ,i w\ld only say to su* z y\rself1 x made me = a :ile v uncom=table 9 my own m9d4 ,! great speci\sness ( 8 argum5t is "o ( ! ?+s :i* h made me despond s mu*1 t is1 z anticipat+ its effect ^u o!rs4 ,b1 secondly1 ! great /umbl+-block lay 9 ! #ci ,articles4 ,x 0 urg$ t "h 0 a positive ,note aga9/ ,anglicanism3--,anglicanism claim$ to hold1 t ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 0 no?+ else ?an a cont9uation 9 ?is c\ntry1 7z ! ,*ur* ( ,rome might be 9 ,france or ,spa917 ( t "o ,*ur* ( :i* 9 old times ,a?anasius & ,augu/9e 7 memb]s4 ,b1 if s1 ! doctr9e mu/ be ! same2 ! doctr9e ( ! ,old ,*ur* mu/ live & speak 9 ,anglican =mul>ies1 9 ! #ci ,articles4 ,did x8 ,yes1 x did2 t is :at ,i ma9ta9$2 x did 9 sub/ance1 9 a true s5se4 ,man _h done 8 wor/ to disfigure1 to mutilate1 ! old ,ca?olic ,tru?2 b !re x 01 9 spite ( !m1 9 ! ,articles /ill4 ,x 0 !re1--b ?is mu/ be %[n4 ,x 0 a matt] ( life & dea? to u to %[ x4 ,& ,i believ$ t x c\ld be %[n2 ,i consid]$ t ^? gr\nds ( ju/ification1 :i* ,i gave above1 :5 ,i 0 speak+ ( ,tract #ij1 7 suffici5t = ! purpose2 & !re=e ,i set ab\t %[+ x at once4 ,?is 0 9 ,m>*1 #ahdj1 :5 ,i w5t up to ,littlemore4 ,&1 z x 0 a matt] ( life & dea? ) u1 all risks mu/ be run to %[ x4 ,:5 ! attempt 0 actually made1 ,i _h got reconcil$ to ! prospect ( x1 & _h no appreh5sions z to ! exp]im5t2 b 9 #ahdj1 :ile my purpose 0 hone/1 & my gr\nds ( reason satisfactory1 ,i did nev]!less recognize t ,i 0 engag$ 9 an exp]im5tum crucis4 ,i h no d\bt t !n ,i ackn[l$g$ to myself t x w\ld be a trial ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 :i* x _h nev] und]gone be=e1--n t ! ,ca?olic s5se ( ! ,articles _h n be5 held or at lea/ suff]$ by _! fram]s & promulgators1 n t x 0 n impli$ 9 ! tea*+ ( ,&rewes or ,bev]idge1 b t x _h nev] be5 publicly recogniz$1 :ile ! int]pretation ( ! day 0 ,prote/ant & exclusive4 ,i obs]ve also1 t1 ?\gh my ,tract 0 an exp]im5t1 x 01 z ,i said at ! "t1 no feel]2 ! ev5t %[$ ?is2 =1 :5 my pr9ciple 0 n grant$1 ,i did n draw back1 b gave up4 ,i w\ld n hold (fice 9 a ,*ur* :i* w\ld n all[ my s5se ( ! ,articles4 ,my tone 01 ,?is is necess>y = u1 & h x we mu/ & w1 &1 if x t5ds to br+ m5 to look less bitt]ly on ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 s mu* ! bett]4 ,?is !n 0 ! second "w to :i* ,i set myself2 ?\gh :5 ,i got to ,littlemore1 o!r ?+s int]f]$ to prev5t my accompli%+ x at ! mom5t4 ,i _h 9 m9d to remove all su* ob/acles z lay 9 ! way ( hold+ ! ,apo/olic & ,ca?olic "* ( ! ,anglican tea*+2 to ass]t ! "r ( all :o *ose1 to say 9 ! face ( day1 ,our ,*ur* tea*es ! ,primitive ,anci5t fai?4 ,i did n conceal ?is3 9 ,tract #ij1 x is put =w>d z ! fir/ pr9ciple ( all1 ,x is a duty :i* we owe bo? to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 & to our own1 to take our re=m$ confessions 9 ! mo/ ,ca?olic s5se !y w admit3 we h no duties t[>ds _! fram]s4 ,& /ill m po9t$ly 9 my ,lett]1 explanatory ( ! ,tract1 address$ to ,dr4 ,jelf1 ,i say3 ,! only peculi>ity ( ! view ,i advocate1 if ,i mu/ s call x1 is ?is--t :]eas x is usual at ?is day to make ! p>ticul> belief ( _! writ]s _! true int]pretation1 ,i w\ld make ! belief ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* su*4 ,t is1 z x is (t5 said t infants are reg5]at$ 9 ,baptism1 n on ! fai? ( _! p>5ts1 b ( ! ,*ur*1 s 9 l mann] ,i w\ld say t ! ,articles are receiv$1 n 9 ! s5se ( _! fram]s1 b 7z f> z ! word+ w admit or any ambiguity requires x7 9 ! "o ,ca?olic s5se4 ,a ?ird measure :i* ,i di/9ctly contemplat$1 0 ! resignation ( ,/4 ,m>y's1 :atev] became ( ! "q ( ! #ci ,articles2 & z a fir/ /ep ,i m$itat$ a retirem5t to ,littlemore4 ,littlemore 0 an integral "p ( ,/4 ,m>y's ,p>i%1 & betwe5 two & ?ree miles di/ant f ,ox=d4 ,i _h built a ,*ur* !re sev]al ye>s be=e2 & ,i w5t !re to pass ! ,l5t ( #ahdj1 & gave myself up to tea*+ 9 ! ,p>i% ,s*ool1 & practis+ ! *oir4 ,at ! same "t1 ,i _h 9 view a mona/ic h\se !re4 ,i b\ght t5 acres ( gr\nd & began plant+2 b ?is great design 0 nev] c>ri$ out4 ,i m5tion x1 because x %[s h[ little ,i _h really ! idea at t "t ( ev] leav+ ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,t ,i contemplat$ z e>ly z #ahci ! fur!r /ep ( giv+ up ,/4 ,m>y's1 appe>s f a lett] :i* ,i wrote 9 ,octob]1 #ahdj1 to ,mr4 ,keble1 ! fri5d :om x 0 mo/ natural = me to consult on su* a po9t4 ,x ran z foll[s3-- ,= a ye> pa/ a feel+ has be5 gr[+ on me t ,i ought to give up ,/4 ,m>y's1 b ,i am no fit judge 9 ! matt]4 ,i _c asc]ta9 accurately my own impressions & convictions1 :i* are ! basis ( ! difficulty1 & ?\gh y _c ( c\rse d ?is = me1 yet y may help me g5]ally1 & p]haps sup]s$e ! necessity ( my go+ by !m at all4 ,fir/1 x is c]ta9 t ,i d n "k my ,ox=d p>i%ion]s2 ,i am n consci\s ( influ5c+ !m1 & c]ta9ly ,i h no insight into _! spiritual /ate4 ,i h no p]sonal1 no pa/oral acqua9tance ) !m4 ,to v few h ,i any opportunity ( say+ a religi\s ^w4 ,:atev] influ5ce ,i ex]t on !m is precisely t :i* ,i may be ex]t+ on p]sons out ( my p>i%4 ,9 my excuse ,i am accu/om$ to say to myself t ,i am n adapt$ to get on ) !m1 :ile o!rs are4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ,i am consci\s t by means ( my position at ,/4 ,m>y's1 ,i d ex]t a consid]able influ5ce on ! ,univ]sity1 :e!r on ,"u-graduates or ,graduates4 ,x seems1 !n1 on ! :ole t ,i am us+ ,/4 ,m>y's1 to ! neglect ( its direct duties1 = objects n belong+ to x2 ,i am conv]t+ a p>o*ial *>ge into a sort ( ,univ]sity (fice4 ,i ?9k ,i may say truly t ,i h begun sc>cely any plan b = ! sake ( my p>i%1 b e "o has turn$1 indep5d5tly ( me1 into ! direction ( ! ,univ]sity4 ,i began ,sa9ts'-days ,s]vices1 daily ,s]vices1 & ,lectures 9 ,adam de ,brome's ,*apel1 = my p>i%ion]s2 b !y h n come to !m4 ,9 consequ5ce ,i dropp$ ! la/ m5tion$1 hav+1 :ile x la/$1 be5 naturally l$ to direct x to ! in/ruction ( ^? :o did come1 in/ead ( ^? :o did n4 ,! ,weekly ,communion1 ,i believe1 ,i did beg9 = ! sake ( ! ,univ]sity4 ,add$ to ?is ! au?orities ( ! ,univ]sity1 ! appo9t$ gu>dians ( ^? :o =m great "p ( ! att5dants on my ,s]mons1 h %[n a dislike ( my prea*+4 ,"o dissuades m5 f com+2--! late ,vice-,*ancellor ?reat5s to take 8 own *ildr5 away f ! ,*ur*2 & ! pres5t1 hav+ an opportunity la/ spr+ ( prea*+ 9 my p>i% pulpit1 gets up & prea*es aga9/ doctr9e ) :i* ,i am 9 good measure id5tifi$4 ,no pla9] pro( c be giv5 ( ! feel+ 9 ^! qu>t]s1 ?an ! absurd my?1 n[ a second "t put =w>d1 't ,vice-,*ancellors _c be got to take ! (fice on acc\nt ( ,puseyism4' ,b fur!r ?an ?is1 ,i _c disguise f myself t my prea*+ is n calculat$ to def5d t sy/em ( religion :i* has be5 receiv$ = #cjj ye>s1 & ( :i* ! ,heads ( ,h\ses are ! legitimate ma9ta9]s 9 ?is place4 ,!y exclude me1 z f> z may be1 f ! ,univ]sity ,pulpit2 &1 ?\gh ,i nev] h prea*$ /rong doctr9e 9 x1 !y d s rightly1 s f> z ?is1 t !y und]/& t my s]mons are calculat$ to und]m9e ?+s e/abli%$4 ,i _c disguise f myself t !y are4 ,no "o w d5y t mo/ ( my s]mons are on moral subjects1 n doctr9al2 /ill ,i am lead+ my he>]s to ! ,primitive ,*ur*1 if y w1 b n to ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,n[1 ought "o to be disgu/+ ! m9ds ( "y m5 ) ! receiv$ religion1 9 ! ex]cise ( a sacr$ (fice1 yet )\t a commission1 & aga9/ ! wi% ( _! guides & gov]nors8 ,b ?is is n all4 ,i fe> ,i mu/ all[ t1 :e!r ,i w or no1 ,i am dispos+ !m t[>ds ,rome4 ,fir/1 because ,rome is ! only repres5tative ( ! ,primitive ,*ur* besides ourselves2 9 proportion !n z !y are loos5$ f ! "o1 !y w g to ! o!r4 ,next1 because _m doctr9es :i* ,i h held h f> great]1 or _! only scope1 9 ! ,roman sy/em4 ,&1 moreov]1 if1 z is n unlikely1 we h 9 process ( "t h]etical ,bi%ops or tea*]s among u1 an evil :i* ipso facto infects ! :ole community to :i* !y belong1 & if1 aga9 7:at !re are at ?is mom5t symptoms (71 !re be a movem5t 9 ! ,engli% ,roman ,ca?olics to break ! alliance ( ,o',connell & ( ,exet] ,hall1 /rong temptations w be plac$ 9 ! way ( individuals1 already imbu$ ) a tone ( ?\ght cong5ial to ,rome1 to jo9 h] ,communion4 ,p tell me1 on ! o!r h&1 t ,i am1 :e!r by s]mons or o!rwise1 ex]t+ at ,/4 ,m>y's a b5eficial influ5ce on our prospective cl]gy2 b :at if ,i take to myself ! cr$it ( see+ fur!r ?an !y1 & ( hav+ 9 ! c\rse ( ! la/ ye> discov]$ t :at !y approve s mu* is v likely to end 9 ,romanism8 ,! argum5ts :i* ,i h publi%$ aga9/ ,romanism seem to myself z cog5t z ev]1 b m5 g by _! sympa?ies1 n by argum5t2 & if ,i feel ! =ce ( ?is influ5ce myself1 :o b[ to ! argum5ts1 :y may n o!rs /ill m1 :o nev] h 9 ! same degree admitt$ ! argum5ts8 ,nor c ,i c\nt]act ! dang] by prea*+ or writ+ aga9/ ,rome4 ,i seem to myself almo/ to h %ot my la/ arr[ 9 ! ,article on ,engli% ,ca?olicity4 ,x mu/ be add$1 t ! v circum/ance t ,i h committ$ myself aga9/ ,rome has ! effect ( sett+ to sleep p suspici\s ab\t me1 :i* is pa9ful n[ t ,i beg9 to h suspicions ab\t myself4 ,i m5tion$ my g5]al difficulty to ,rog]s a ye> s9ce1 ?an :om ,i "k no "o ( a m f9e & accurate consci5ce1 & x 0 8 spontane\s idea t ,i %\ld give up ,/4 ,m>y's1 if my feel+s cont9u$4 ,i m5tion$ x aga9 to him lately1 & he did n rev]se 8 op9ion1 only express$ great reluctance to believe x mu/ be s4 ,mr4 ,keble's judgm5t 0 9 fav\r ( my reta9+ my liv+2 at lea/ = ! pres5t2 :at weigh$ ) me mo/ 0 8 say+1 ,y mu/ consid]1 :e!r y\r retir+ ei!r f ! ,pa/oral ,c>e only1 or f writ+ & pr9t+ & edit+ 9 ! cause1 w\ld n be a sort ( sc&al\s ?+1 unless x 7 done v w>ily4 ,x w\ld be said1 ',y see he c g on no long] ) ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 except 9 m]e ,lay ,communion2' or p might say y rep5t$ ( ! cause altoge!r4 ,till y see y\r way to mitigate1 if n remove ?is evil ,i c]ta9ly %\ld advise y to /ay4 ,i answ]$ z foll[s3-- ,s9ce y ?9k ,i may g on1 x seems to foll[ t1 "u ! circum/ances1 ,i ought to d s4 ,!re are pl5ty ( reasons = x1 directly x is all[$ to be lawful4 ,! foll[+ consid]ations h mu* reconcil$ my feel+s to y\r conclusion4 #a4 ,i d n ?9k t we h yet made fair trial h[ mu* ! ,engli% ,*ur* w be>4 ,i "k x is a haz>d\s exp]im5t1--l prov+ cannon4 ,yet we mu/ n take x = grant$ t ! metal w bur/ 9 ! op]ation4 ,x has borne at v>i\s times1 n to say at ?is "t1 a great infusion ( ,ca?olic tru? )\t damage4 ,z to ! result1 viz4 :e!r ?is process w n approximate ! :ole ,engli% ,*ur*1 z a body1 to ,rome1 t is no?+ to u4 ,= :at we "k1 x may be ! provid5tial means ( unit+ ! :ole ,*ur* 9 "o1 )\t fre% s*ismatiz+ or use ( private judgm5t4 ,"h ,i obs]ve1 t1 :at 0 contemplat$ 0 ! bur/+ ( ! ,ca?olicity ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 t is1 my subjective idea ( t ,*ur*4 ,its bur/+ w\ld n hurt h] ) ! _w1 b w\ld be a discov]y t %e 0 purely & ess5tially ,prote/ant1 & w\ld be really ! hoi/+ ( ! eng9e] ) 8 own pet>4 ,& ?is 0 ! result4 ,i cont9ue3-- #b4 ,say1 t ,i move sympa?ies = ,rome3 9 ! same s5se does ,hook]1 ,taylor1 ,bull1 c4 ,_! argum5ts may be aga9/ ,rome1 b ! sympa?ies !y raise mu/ be t[>ds ,rome1 s f> z ,rome ma9ta9s tru?s :i* our ,*ur* does n tea* or en=ce4 ,?us x is a "q ( degree betwe5 our div9es & me4 ,i may1 if s be1 g fur!r2 ,i may raise sympa?ies m2 b ,i am b urg+ m9ds 9 ! same direction z !y d4 ,i am do+ j ! v ?+ :i* all our doctors h ev] be5 do+4 ,9 %ort1 w\ld n ,hook]1 if ,vic> ( ,/4 ,m>y's1 be 9 my difficulty8--,"h x may be object$1 t ,hook] c\ld prea* aga9/ ,rome & ,i c\ld n2 b ,i d\bt :e!r he c\ld h prea*$ effectively aga9/ ,transub/antiation bett] ?an ,i1 ?\gh nei!r he nor ,i held t doctr9e4 #c4 ,rationalism is ! great evil ( ! day4 ,may n ,i consid] my po/ at ,/4 ,m>y's z a place ( prote/ aga9/ x8 ,i am m c]ta9 t ! ,prote/ant _s1 :i* ,i oppose1 leads to infidelity1 ?an t :i* ,i recomm5d1 leads to ,rome4 ,:o kn[s :at ! /ate ( ! ,univ]sity may be1 z reg>ds ,div9ity ,pr(essors 9 a few ye>s h5ce8 ,any h[1 a great battle may be com+ on1 ( :i* ,milman's book is a sort ( e>ne/4 ,! :ole ( our day may be a battle ) ?is _s4 ,may we n leave to ano!r age its own evil1--to settle ! "q ( ,romanism8 ,i may add t f ?is "t ,i _h a curate at ,/4 ,m>y's1 :o gradually took m & m ( my "w4 ,also1 ?is same ye>1 #ahdj1 ,i made arrangem5ts = giv+ up ! ,briti% ,critic1 9 ! foll[+ ,july1 :i* 7 c>ri$ into effect at t date4 99 99 99 99 99 ,su* 0 ab\t my /ate ( m9d1 on ! publication ( ,tract #ij 9 ,febru>y #ahda4 ,i 0 inde$ 9 prud5ce tak+ /eps t[>ds ev5tually )draw+ f ,/4 ,m>y's1 & ,i 0 n confid5t ab\t my p]man5t adhesion to ! ,anglican cre$2 b ,i 0 9 no actual p]plexity or tr\ble ( m9d4 ,nor did ! imm5se commotion consequ5t ^u ! publication ( ! ,tract unsettle me aga92 = ,i fanci$ ,i _h wea!r$ ! /orm1 z f> z ! ,bi%ops 7 conc]n$3 ! ,tract _h n be5 condemn$3 t 0 ! great po9t1 & ,i made mu* ( x4 ,to illu/rate my feel+s dur+ ?is trial1 ,i w make extracts f my lett]s address$ sev]ally to ,mr4 ,b[d5 & ano!r fri5d1 :i* h come into my possession4 #a4 ,m>* #ae4--,! ,heads1 ,i believe1 h j done a viol5t act3 !y h said t my int]pretation ( ! ,articles is an evasion4 ,d n ?9k t ?is w pa9 me4 ,y see1 no doctr9e is c5sur$1 & my %\ld]s %all manage to be> ! *>ge4 ,if y knew all1 or 7 "h1 y w\ld see t ,i h ass]t$ a great pr9ciple1 & ,i ought to suff] = x3--t ! ,articles are to be int]pret$1 n accord+ to ! mean+ ( ! writ]s1 b 7z f> z ! word+ w admit7 accord+ to ! s5se ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 #b4 ,m>* #be4--;,i d tru/ ,i %all make no false /ep1 & hope my fri5ds w pray = me to ?is effect4 ,if1 z y say1 a de/9y hangs ov] u1 a s+le false /ep may ru9 all4 ,i am v well & com=table2 b we are n yet out ( ! wood4 #c4 ,april #a4--,! ,bi%op s5t me ^w on ,sunday to write a ,lett] to him 'in/ant]4' ,s ,i wrote x on ,monday3 on ,tuesday x pass$ ?r\gh ! press3 on ,w$nesday x 0 out3 & to-day ,?ursday x is 9 ,london4 ,i tru/ t ?+s are smoo?+ n[2 & t we h made a great /ep is c]ta94 ,x is n "r to boa/1 till ,i am cle> out ( ! wood1 i4e4 till ,i "k h[ ! ,lett] is receiv$ 9 ,london4 ,y "k1 ,i suppose1 t ,i am to /op ! ,tracts2 b y w see 9 ! ,lett]1 ?\gh ,i speak q :at ,i feel1 yet ,i h manag$ to take out on my side my snubb+'s wor?4 ,& ?is makes me anxi\s h[ x w be receiv$ 9 ,london4 ,i h n _h a misgiv+ = five m9utes f ! fir/3 b ,i d n l to boa/1 le/ "s h>m come4 #d4 ,april #d4--,y\r lett] ( ?is morn+ 0 an exce$+ly great gratification to me2 & x is confirm$1 ,i am ?ankful to say1 by ! op9ion ( o!rs4 ,! ,bi%op s5t me a message t my ,lett] _h 8 unqualifi$ approbation2 & s9ce t1 he has s5t me a note to ! same effect1 only go+ m into detail4 ,x is mo/ pleasant too to my feel+s1 to h su* a te/imony to ! sub/antial tru? & importance ( ,no4 #ij1 z ,i h _h f s _m ( my fri5ds1 f ^? :o1 f _! cauti\s turn ( m9d1 ,i 0 lea/ sangu9e ab\t4 ,i h n _h "o misgiv+ myself ab\t x ?r\gh\t2 & ,i d tru/ t :at has happ5$ w be ov]rul$ to subs]ve ! great cause we all h at he>t4 #e4 ,may #i4--,! ,bi%ops are v desir\s ( hu%+ ! matt] up3 & ,i c]ta9ly h done my utmo/ to co-op]ate ) !m1 on ! und]/&+ t ! ,tract is n to be )drawn or condemn$4 ,^u ?is occasion sev]al ,ca?olics wrote to me2 ,i answ]$ "o ( my correspond5ts 9 ! same tone3-- ,april #h4--,y h no cause to be surpris$ at ! discont9uance ( ! ,tracts4 ,we feel no misgiv+s ab\t x :atev]1 z if ! cause ( :at we hold to be ,ca?olic tru? w\ld suff] !reby4 ,my lett] to my ,bi%op has1 ,i tru/1 _h ! effect ( br++ ! prepond]at+ au?ority ( ! ,*ur* on our side4 ,no /opp+ ( ! ,tracts c1 humanly speak+1 /op ! spread ( ! op9ions :i* !y h inculcat$4 ,! ,tracts are n suppress$4 ,no doctr9e or pr9ciple has be5 conc$$ by u1 or condemn$ by au?ority4 ,! ,bi%op has b said t a c]ta9 ,tract is 'objectionable1' no reason be+ /at$1 ,i h no int5tion :atev] ( yield+ any "o po9t :i* ,i hold on conviction2 & t ! au?orities ( ! ,*ur* "k full well4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ! summ] ( #ahda1 ,i f\nd myself at ,littlemore )\t any h>ass or anxiety on my m9d4 ,i _h det]m9$ to put aside all controv]sy1 & ,i set myself d[n to my translation ( ,/4 ,a?anasius2 b1 betwe5 ,july & ,novemb]1 ,i receiv$ ?ree bl[s :i* broke me4 #a4 ,i _h got b a little way 9 my "w1 :5 my tr\ble return$ on me4 ,! gho/ _h come a second "t4 ,9 ! ,arian ,hi/ory ,i f\nd ! v same ph5om5on1 9 a f> bold] %ape1 :i* ,i _h f\nd 9 ! ,monophysite4 ,i _h n obs]v$ x 9 #ahcb4 ,wond]ful t ?is %\ld come ^u me6 ,i _h n s\ght x out2 ,i 0 read+ & writ+ 9 my own l9e ( /udy1 f> f ! controv]sies ( ! day1 on :at is call$ a metaphysical subject2 b ,i saw cle>ly1 t 9 ! hi/ory ( ,arianism1 ! pure ,arians 7 ! ,prote/ants1 ! semi-,arians 7 ! ,anglicans1 & t ,rome n[ 0 :at x 0 !n4 ,! tru? lay1 n ) ! ,via ,m$ia1 b ) :at 0 call$ ! extreme p>ty4 ,z ,i am n writ+ a "w ( controv]sy1 ,i ne$ n enl>ge ^u ! argum5t2 ,i h said some?+ on ! subject 9 a ,volume1 f :i* ,i h already quot$4 #b4 ,i 0 9 ! mis]y ( ?is new unsettlem5t1 :5 a second bl[ came ^u me4 ,! ,bi%ops "o aft] ano!r began to *>ge aga9/ me4 ,x 0 a =mal1 det]m9ate movem5t4 ,?is 0 ! real und]/&+2 t1 on :i* ,i _h act$ on ! fir/ appe>ance ( ,tract #ij1 _h come to n\ght4 ,i ?9k ! words1 :i* _h !n be5 us$ to me1 71 t p]haps two or ?ree ( !m might ?9k x necess>y to say some?+ 9 _! *>ges2 b by ?is "t !y _h tid$ ov] ! difficulty ( ! ,tract1 & !re 0 no "o to en=ce ! und]/&+4 ,!y w5t on 9 ?is way1 direct+ *>ges at me1 = ?ree :ole ye>s4 ,i recogniz$ x z a condemnation2 x 0 ! only "o t 0 9 _! p[]4 ,at fir/ ,i int5d$ to prote/2 b ,i gave up ! ?\ght 9 despair4 ,on ,octob] #ag?1 ,i wrote ?us to a fri5d3 ,i suppose x w be necess>y 9 "s %ape or o!r to re-ass]t ,tract #ij2 else1 x w seem1 aft] ^! ,bi%ops' ,*>ges1 z if x 7 sil5c$1 :i* x has n be51 nor d ,i int5d x %\ld be4 ,i wi% to keep quiet2 b if ,bi%ops speak1 ,i w speak too4 ,if ! view 7 sil5c$1 ,i c\ld n rema9 9 ! ,*ur*1 nor c\ld _m o!rs2 & !re=e1 s9ce x is n sil5c$1 ,i %all take c>e to %[ t x isn't4 ,a day or two aft]1 ,oct4 #bb1 a /rang] wrote to me to say1 t ! ,tracts = ! ,times _h made a "y fri5d ( 8 a ,ca?olic1 & to ask1 w\ld ,i be s good z to conv]t him back2 ,i made answ]3 ,if conv]sions to ,rome take place 9 consequ5ce ( ! ,tracts = ! ,times1 ,i d n impute blame to !m1 b to ^? :o1 in/ead ( ackn[l$g+ su* ,anglican pr9ciples ( !ology & ecclesia/ical polity z !y conta91 set !mselves to oppose !m4 ,:atev] be ! influ5ce ( ! ,tracts1 great or small1 !y may become j z p[]ful = ,rome1 if our ,*ur* refuses !m1 z !y w\ld be = our ,*ur* if %e accept$ !m4 ,if our rul]s speak ei!r aga9/ ! ,tracts1 or n at all1 if any numb] ( !m1 n only d n fav\r1 b ev5 d n suff] ! pr9ciples conta9$ 9 !m1 x is pla9 t our memb]s may easily be p]suad$ ei!r to give up ^? pr9ciples1 or to give up ! ,*ur*4 ,if ?is /ate ( ?+s goes on1 ,i m\rnfully prophesy1 n "o or two1 b _m secessions to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,two ye>s aft]w>ds1 look+ back on :at _h pass$1 ,i said1 ,!re 7 no conv]ts to ,rome1 till aft] ! condemnation ( ,no4 #ij4 #c4 ,z if all ?is 7 n en\gh1 !re came ! affair ( ! ,j]usalem ,bi%opric2 &1 ) a brief m5tion ( x1 ,i %all conclude4 ,i ?9k ,i am "r 9 say+ t x _h be5 long a desire ) ! ,prussian ,c\rt to introduce ,episcopacy into ! new ,evangelical ,religion1 :i* 0 int5d$ 9 t c\ntry to embrace bo? ! ,lu!ran & ,calv9i/ic bodies4 ,i almo/ ?9k ,i he>d ( ! project1 :5 ,i 0 at ,rome 9 #ahcc1 at ! ,hotel ( ! ,prussian ,m9i/]1 ,m4 ,buns51 :o 0 mo/ hospitable & k9d1 z to o!r ,engli% visitors1 s also to my fri5ds & myself4 ,! idea ( ,episcopacy1 z ! ,prussian k+ und]/ood x1 01 ,i suppose1 v diff]5t f t taught 9 ! ,tract>ian ,s*ool3 b /ill1 ,i suppose also1 t ! *ief au?ors ( t s*ool w\ld h gladly se5 su* a measure c>ri$ out 9 ,prussia1 _h x be5 done )\t compromis+ ^? pr9ciples :i* 7 necess>y to ! be+ ( a ,*ur*4 ,ab\t ! "t ( ! publication ( ,tract #ij1 ,m4 ,buns5 & ! !n ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury 7 tak+ /eps = its execution1 by appo9t+ & consecrat+ a ,bi%op = ,j]usalem4 ,j]usalem1 x w\ld seem1 0 consid]$ a safe place = ! exp]im5t2 x 0 too f> f ,prussia to awak5 ! susceptibilities ( any p>ty at home2 if ! project fail$1 x fail$ )\t h>m to any "o2 &1 if x succe$$1 x gave ,prote/antism a /atus 9 ! ,ea/1 :i*1 9 association ) ! ,monophysite or ,jacobite & ! ,ne/orian bodies1 =m$ a political in/rum5t = ,engl&1 p>allel to t :i* ,russia _h 9 ! ,greek ,*ur*1 & ,france 9 ! ,lat94 ,accord+ly1 9 ,july #ahda1 full ( ! ,anglican difficulty on ! "q ( ,ca?olicity1 ,i ?us spoke ( ! ,j]usalem s*eme 9 an ,article 9 ! ,briti% ,critic3 ,:5 our ?\ghts turn to ! ,ea/1 in/ead ( recollect+ t !re are ,*ri/ian ,*ur*es !re1 we leave x to ! ,russians to take c>e ( ! ,greeks1 & ! ,fr5* to take c>e ( ! ,romans1 & we cont5t ourselves ) erect+ a ,prote/ant ,*ur* at ,j]usalem1 or ) help+ ! ,jews to rebuild _! ,temple !re1 or ) becom+ ! augu/ protectors ( ,ne/orians1 ,monophysites1 & all ! h]etics we c he> (1 or ) =m+ a league ) ! ,mussulman aga9/ ,greeks & ,romans toge!r4 ,i d n pret5d1 s long aft] ! "t1 to give a full or exact acc\nt ( ?is measure 9 detail4 ,i w b say t 9 ! ,act ( ,p>liam5t1 "u date ( ,octob] #e1 #ahda1 7if ! copy1 f :i* ,i quote1 conta9s ! measure z x pass$ ! ,h\ses17 provision is made = ! consecration ( ,briti% subjects1 or ! subjects or citiz5s ( any =eign /ate1 to be ,bi%ops 9 any =eign c\ntry1 :e!r su* =eign subjects or citiz5s be or be n subjects or citiz5s ( ! c\ntry 9 :i* !y are to act1 & 444 )\t requir+ su* ( !m z may be subjects or citiz5s ( any =eign k+dom or /ate to take ! oa?s ( allegiance & supremacy1 & ! oa? ( due ob$i5ce to ! ,ar*bi%op = ! "t be+ 444 also t su* ,bi%op or ,bi%ops1 s consecrat$1 may ex]cise1 )9 su* limits1 z may f "t to "t be assign$ = t purpose 9 su* =eign c\ntries by h] ,maje/y1 spiritual jurisdiction ov] ! m9i/]s ( ,briti% congregations ( ! ,unit$ ,*ur* ( ,engl& & ,irel&1 & ov] su* o!r ,prote/ant ,congregations1 z may be desir\s ( plac+ !mselves "u 8 or _! au?ority4 ,n[ "h1 at ! v "t t ! ,anglican ,bi%ops 7 direct+ _! c5sure ^u me = av[+ an approa* to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* n clos] ?an ,i believ$ ! ,anglican =mul>ies w\ld all[1 !y 7 on ! o!r h&1 frat]niz+1 by _! act or by _! suff]ance1 ) ,prote/ant bodies1 & all[+ !m to put !mselves "u an ,anglican ,bi%op1 )\t any r5unciation ( _! errors or reg>d to _! due reception ( baptism & confirmation2 :ile !re 0 great reason to suppose t ! said ,bi%op 0 int5d$ to make conv]ts f ! or?odox ,greeks1 & ! s*ismatical ,ori5tal bodies1 by means ( ! influ5ce ( ,engl&4 ,?is 0 ! ?ird bl[1 :i* f9ally %att]$ my fai? 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,t ,*ur* 0 n only =bidd+ any sympa?y or concurr5ce ) ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 b x actually 0 c\rt+ an int]communion ) ,prote/ant ,prussia & ! h]esy ( ! ,ori5tals4 ,! ,anglican ,*ur* might h ! ,apo/olical succession1 z _h ! ,monophysites2 b su* acts z 7 9 progress l$ me to ! grave/ suspicion1 n t x w\ld soon cease to be a ,*ur*1 b t1 s9ce ! #af? c5tury1 x _h nev] be5 a ,*ur* all along4 ,on ,octob] #ab?1 ,i ?us wrote to ,mr4 ,b[d53--,we h n a s+le ,anglican 9 ,j]usalem2 s we are s5d+ a ,bi%op to make a communion1 n to gov]n our own p4 ,next1 ! excuse is1 t !re are conv]t$ ,anglican ,jews !re :o require a ,bi%op2 ,i am told !re are n half-a-doz54 ,b = !m ! ,bi%op is s5t out1 & = !m he is a ,bi%op ( ! circumcision 7,i ?9k he 0 a conv]t$ ,jew1 :o boa/$ ( 8 ,jewi% desc5t71 aga9/ ! ,epi/le to ! ,galatians pretty ne>ly4 ,?irdly1 = ! sake ( ,prussia1 he is to take "u him all ! =eign ,prote/ants :o w come2 & ! political advantages w be s great1 f ! influ5ce ( ,engl&1 t !re is no d\bt !y w come4 ,!y are to sign ! ,confession ( ,augsburg1 & !re is no?+ to %[ t !y hold ! doctr9e ( ,baptismal ,reg5]ation4 ,z to myself1 ,i %all d no?+ :atev] publicly1 unless inde$ x 7 to give my signature to a ,prote/2 b ,i ?9k x w\ld be out ( place 9 me to agitate1 hav+ be5 9 a way sil5c$2 b ! ,ar*bi%op is really do+ mo/ grave "w1 ( :i* we _c see ! end4 ,i did make a solemn ,prote/1 & s5t x to ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury1 & also s5t x to my own ,bi%op ) ! foll[+ lett]3-- ,x seems z if ,i 7 nev] to write to y\r ,lord%ip1 )\t giv+ y pa91 & ,i "k t my pres5t subject does n specially conc]n y\r ,lord%ip2 yet1 aft] a great deal ( anxi\s ?\ght1 ,i lay be=e y ! enclos$ ,prote/4 ,y\r ,lord%ip w obs]ve t ,i am n ask+ = any notice ( x1 unless y ?9k t ,i ought to receive "o4 ,i d ?is v s]i\s act 9 ob$i5ce to my s5se ( duty4 ,if ! ,engli% ,*ur* is to ent] on a new c\rse1 & assume a new aspect1 x w be m pleasant to me h]eaft] to ?9k1 t ,i did n suff] s griev\s an ev5t to happ51 )\t be>+ witness aga9/ x4 ,may ,i be all[$ to say1 t ,i augur no?+ b evil1 if we 9 any respect prejudice our title to be a bran* ( ! ,apo/olic ,*ur*8 ,t ,article ( ! ,cre$1 ,i ne$ h>dly obs]ve to y\r ,lord%ip1 is ( su* con/ra9+ p[]1 t1 if we w n claim x1 & use x = ourselves1 o!rs w use x 9 _! own behalf aga9/ u4 ,m5 :o le>n :e!r by means ( docum5ts or measures1 :e!r f ! /atem5ts or ! acts ( p]sons 9 au?ority1 t our communion is n a bran* ( ! ,"o ,*ur*1 ,i =esee ) mu* grief1 w be tempt$ to look out = t ,*ur* else:]e4 ,x is to me a subject ( great dismay1 t1 z f> z ! ,*ur* has lately spok5 out1 on ! subject ( ! op9ions :i* ,i & o!rs hold1 ^? op9ions are1 n m]ely n sanction$ 7= t ,i d n ask71 b n ev5 suff]$4 ,i e>ne/ly hope t y\r ,lord%ip w excuse my fre$om 9 ?us speak+ to y ( "s memb]s ( y\r ,mo/ ,rev4 & ,"r ,rev4 ,body4 ,) e feel+ ( rev]5t atta*m5t to y\r ,lord%ip1 ,i am1 c4 ,,prote/4 ,:]eas ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& has a claim on ! allegiance ( ,ca?olic believ]s only on ! gr\nd ( h] own claim to be consid]$ a bran* ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*3 ,& :]eas ! recognition ( h]esy1 indirect z well z direct1 goes f> to de/roy su* claim 9 ! case ( any religi\s body3 ,& :]eas to admit ma9ta9]s ( h]esy to communion1 )\t =mal r5unciation ( _! errors1 goes f> t[>ds recogniz+ ! same3 ,& :]eas ,lu!ranism & ,calv9ism are h]esies1 repugnant to ,scripture1 spr++ up ?ree c5turies s9ce1 & ana!matiz$ by ,ea/ z well z ,we/3 ,& :]eas x is report$ t ! ,mo/ ,rev]5d ,primate & o!r ,"r ,rev]5d ,rul]s ( our ,*ur* h consecrat$ a ,bi%op ) a view to ex]cis+ spiritual jurisdiction ov] ,prote/ant1 t is1 ,lu!ran & ,calv9i/ congregations 9 ! ,ea/ 7"u ! provisions ( an ,act made 9 ! la/ session ( ,p>liam5t to am5d an ,act made 9 ! #bf? ye> ( ! reign ( 8 ,maje/y ,k+ ,george ! ,?ird1 intitul$1 ',an ,act to emp[] ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury1 or ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,york = ! "t be+1 to consecrate to ! (fice ( ,bi%op p]sons be+ subjects or citiz5s ( c\ntries out ( 8 ,maje/y's dom9ions'71 disp5s+ at ! same "t1 n 9 p>ticul> cases & accid5tally1 b z if on pr9ciple & univ]sally1 ) any abjuration ( error on ! "p ( su* congregations1 & ) any reconciliation to ! ,*ur* on ! "p ( ! presid+ ,bi%op2 !reby giv+ "s sort ( =mal recognition to ! doctr9es :i* su* congregations ma9ta93 ,& :]eas ! dioceses 9 ,engl& are connect$ toge!r by s close an int]communion1 t :at is done by au?ority 9 "o1 imm$iately affects ! re/3 ,on ^! gr\nds1 ,i 9 my place1 be+ a prie/ ( ! ,engli% ,*ur* & ,vic> ( ,/4 ,m>y ! ,virg9's1 ,ox=d1 by way ( reliev+ my consci5ce1 d h]eby solemnly prote/ aga9/ ! measure a=esaid1 & dis[n x1 z remov+ our ,*ur* f h] pres5t gr\nd & t5d+ to h] disorganization4 ,john ,h5ry ,newman4 ,novemb] #aa1 #ahda4 99 99 99 99 99 ,look+ back two ye>s aft]w>ds on ! above-m5tion$ & o!r acts1 on ! "p ( ,anglican ,ecclesia/ical au?orities1 ,i obs]v$3 ,_m a man might h held an ab/ract !ory ab\t ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 to :i* x 0 difficult to adju/ ! ,anglican1--might h admitt$ a suspicion1 or ev5 pa9ful d\bts ab\t ! latt]1--yet nev] h be5 impell$ onw>ds1 _h our ,rul]s pres]v$ ! quiesc5ce ( =m] ye>s2 b x is ! corroboration ( a pres5t1 liv+1 & en]getic het]odoxy1 t realizes & makes su* d\bts practical2 x has be5 ! rec5t spee*es & acts ( au?orities1 :o _h s long be5 tol]ant ( ,prote/ant error1 :i* has giv5 to inquiry & to !ory its =ce & its edge4 ,z to ! project ( a ,j]usalem ,bi%opric1 ,i nev] he>d ( any good or h>m x has ev] done1 except :at x has done = me2 :i* _m ?9k a great mis=tune1 & ,i "o ( ! greate/ ( m]cies4 ,x br\ght me on to ! beg9n+ ( ! end4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,hi/ory ,,( ,,my ,,religi\s ,,op9ions ,,f #ahda ,,to #ahde4 #a4 ,f ! end ( #ahda1 ,i 0 on my dea?-b$1 z reg>ds my memb]%ip ) ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 ?\gh at ! "t ,i became aw>e ( x only by degrees4 ,i introduce :at ,i h to say ) ?is rem>k1 by way ( acc\nt+ = ! "* ( ?is rema9+ portion ( my n>rative4 ,a dea?-b$ has sc>cely a hi/ory2 x is a t$i\s decl9e1 ) seasons ( rally+ & seasons ( fall+ back2 & s9ce ! end is =ese51 or :at is call$ a matt] ( "t1 x has little int]e/ = ! read]1 especially if he has a k9d he>t4 ,moreov]1 x is a season :5 doors are clos$ & curta9s drawn1 & :5 ! sick man nei!r c>es nor is able to record ! /ages ( 8 malady4 ,i 0 9 ^! circum/ances1 except s f> z ,i 0 n all[$ to die 9 peace1--except s f> z fri5ds1 :o _h /ill a full "r to come 9 ^u me1 & ! public _w :i* _h n1 h giv5 a sort ( hi/ory to ^? la/ f\r ye>s4 ,b 9 consequ5ce1 my n>rative mu/ be 9 great measure docum5t>y1 z ,i _c rely on my memory1 except = def9ite p>ticul>s1 positive or negative4 ,lett]s ( m9e to fri5ds s9ce dead h come into my h&s2 o!rs h be5 k9dly l5t me = ! occasion2 & ,i h "s drafts ( o!rs1 & "s notes :i* ,i made1 ?\gh ,i h no /rictly p]sonal or cont9u\s memor&a to consult1 & h unluckily mislaid "s valuable pap]s4 ,& fir/ z to my position 9 ! view ( duty2 x 0 ?is3--#a4 ,i _h giv5 up my place 9 ! ,movem5t 9 my lett] to ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d 9 ! spr+ ( #ahda2 b #b4 ,i c\ld n give up my duties t[>ds ! _m & v>i\s m9ds :o _h m or less be5 br\ght into x by me2 #c4 ,i expect$ or int5d$ gradually to fall back into ,lay ,communion2 #d4 ,i nev] contemplat$ leav+ ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 #e4 ,i c\ld n hold (fice 9 its s]vice1 if ,i 7 n all[$ to hold ! ,ca?olic s5se ( ! ,articles2 #f4 ,i c\ld n g to ,rome1 :ile %e suff]$ hon\rs to be paid to ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! ,sa9ts :i* ,i ?\ght 9 my consci5ce to be incompatible ) ! ,supreme1 ,incommunicable ,glory ( ! ,"o ,inf9ite & ,et]nal2 #g4 ,i desir$ a union ) ,rome "u conditions1 ,*ur* ) ,*ur*2 #h4 ,i call$ ,littlemore my ,torres ,v$ras1 & ?\ght t "s day we might advance aga9 )9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 z we _h be5 =c$ to retire2 #i4 ,i kept back all p]sons :o 7 dispos$ to g to ,rome ) all my might4 ,& ,i kept !m back = ?ree or f\r reasons2 #a4 because :at ,i c\ld n 9 consci5ce d myself1 ,i c\ld n suff] !m to d2 #b4 because ,i ?\ght t 9 v>i\s cases !y 7 act+ "u excitem5t2 #c4 because ,i _h duties to my ,bi%op & to ! ,anglican ,*ur*2 & #d1 9 "s cases1 because ,i _h receiv$ f _! ,anglican p>5ts or sup]iors direct *>ge ( !m4 ,?is 0 my view ( my duty f ! end ( #ahda1 to my resignation ( ,/4 ,m>y's 9 ! autumn ( #ahdc4 ,& n[ ,i %all relate my view1 dur+ t "t1 ( ! /ate ( ! controv]sy betwe5 ! ,*ur*es4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z soon z ,i saw ! hit* 9 ! ,anglican argum5t1 dur+ my c\rse ( read+ 9 ! summ] ( #ahci1 ,i began to look ab\t1 z ,i h said1 = "s gr\nd :i* might supply a controv]sial basis = my ne$4 ,! difficulty 9 "q _h affect$ my view bo? ( ,antiquity & ,ca?olicity2 =1 :ile ! hi/ory ( ,/4 ,leo %[$ me t ! delib]ate & ev5tual cons5t ( ! great body ( ! ,*ur* ratifi$ a doctr9al decision z a "p ( reveal$ tru?1 x also %[$ t ! rule ( ,antiquity 0 n infr+$1 ?\gh a doctr9e _h n be5 publicly recogniz$ z s reveal$1 till c5turies aft] ! "t ( ! ,apo/les4 ,?us1 :]eas ! ,cre$s tell u t ! ,*ur* is ,"o1 ,holy1 ,ca?olic1 & ,apo/olic1 ,i c\ld n prove t ! ,anglican communion 0 an integral "p ( ! ,"o ,*ur*1 on ! gr\nd ( its tea*+ be+ ,apo/olic or ,ca?olic1 )\t reason+ 9 fav\r ( :at are commonly call$ ! ,roman corruptions2 & ,i c\ld n def5d our sep>ation f ,rome & h] fai? )\t us+ argum5ts prejudicial to ^? great doctr9es conc]n+ our ,"l1 :i* are ! v f\ndation ( ! ,*ri/ian religion4 ,! ,via ,m$ia 0 an impossible idea2 x 0 :at ,i _h call$ /&+ on "o leg2 & x 0 necess>y1 if my old issue ( ! controv]sy 0 to be reta9$1 to g fur!r ei!r "o way or ! o!r4 ,accord+ly1 ,i ab&on$ t old gr\nd & took ano!r4 ,i delib]ately quitt$ ! old ,anglican gr\nd z unt5able2 ?\gh ,i did n d s all at once1 b z ,i became m & m conv9c$ ( ! /ate ( ! case4 ,! ,j]usalem ,bi%opric 0 ! ultimate condemnation ( ! old !ory ( ! ,via ,m$ia3--if its e/abli%m5t did no?+ else1 at lea/ x demoli%$ ! sacr$ness ( diocesan rights4 ,if ,engl& c\ld be 9 ,pale/9e1 ,rome might be 9 ,engl&4 ,b its be>+ ^u ! controv]sy1 z ,i h %[n 9 ! =ego+ *apt]1 0 mu* m s]i\s ?an ?is te*nical gr\nd4 ,f t "t ! ,anglican ,*ur* 01 9 my m9d1 ei!r n a normal portion ( t ,"o ,*ur* to :i* ! promises 7 made1 or at lea/ 9 an abnormal /ate2 & f t "t ,i said boldly 7z ,i did 9 my ,prote/1 & z inde$ ,i _h ev5 intimat$ 9 my ,lett] to ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d71 t ! ,*ur* 9 :i* ,i f\nd myself _h no claim on me1 except on condition ( its be+ a portion ( ! ,"o ,ca?olic ,communion1 & t t condition mu/ ev] be borne 9 m9d z a practical matt]1 & _h to be di/9ctly prov$4 ,all ?is is n inconsi/5t ) my say+ above t1 at ?is "t1 ,i _h no ?\ght ( leav+ ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 because ,i felt "s ( my old objections aga9/ ,rome z /rongly z ev]4 ,i _h no "r1 ,i _h no leave1 to act aga9/ my consci5ce4 ,t 0 a high] rule ?an any argum5t ab\t ! ,notes ( ! ,*ur*4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i turn$ = protection to ! ,note ( ,sanctity1 ) a view ( %[+ t we _h at lea/ "o ( ! necess>y ,notes1 z fully z ! ,*ur* ( ,rome2 or1 at lea/1 )\t ent]+ into comp>isons1 t we _h x 9 su* a suffici5t s5se z to reconcile u to our position1 & to supply full evid5ce1 & a cle> direction1 on ! po9t ( practical duty4 ,we _h ! ,note ( ,life1--n any sort ( life1 n su* only z c come ( nature1 b a sup]natural ,*ri/ian life1 :i* c\ld only come directly f above4 ,?us1 9 my ,article 9 ! ,briti% ,critic1 to :i* ,i h s (t5 ref]r$1 9 ,janu>y1 #ahdj 7be=e ! "t ( ,tract #ij71 ,i said ( ! ,anglican ,*ur* t %e has ! note ( possession1 ! note ( fre$om f p>ty titles1 ! note ( life1--a t\gh life & a vigor\s2 %e has anci5t desc5t1 unbrok5 cont9uance1 agreem5t 9 doctr9e ) ! ,anci5t ,*ur*4 ,pres5tly ,i g on to speak ( sanctity3 ,mu* z ,roman ,ca?olics may d5\nce u at pres5t z s*ismatical1 !y c\ld n resi/ u if ! ,anglican communion _h b t "o note ( ! ,*ur* ^u x1--sanctity4 ,! ,*ur* ( ! day #d? c5tury c\ld n resi/ ,meletius2 8 enemies 7 fairly ov]come by him1 by 8 meekness & hol9ess1 :i* melt$ ! mo/ jeal\s ( !m4 ,& ,i cont9ue1 ,we are almo/ cont5t to say to ,romani/s1 acc\nt u n yet z a bran* ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 ?\gh we be a bran*1 till we are l a bran*1 provid$ t :5 we d become l a bran*1 !n y cons5t to ackn[l$ge u1 c4 ,& s ,i 0 l$ on 9 ! ,article to t %>p attack on ,engli% ,ca?olics1 = _! %ortcom+s z reg>ds ?is ,note1 a good portion ( :i* ,i h already quot$ 9 ano!r place4 ,x is !re t ,i speak ( ! great sc&al :i* ,i took at _! political1 social1 & controv]sial be>+2 & ?is 0 a second reason :y ,i fell back ^u ! ,note ( ,sanctity1 because x took me away f ! necessity ( mak+ any attack ^u ! doctr9es ( ! ,roman ,*ur*1 nay1 f ! consid]ation ( h] popul> beliefs1 & br\ght me ^u a gr\nd on :i* ,i felt ,i c\ld n make a mi/ake2 = :at is a high] guide = u 9 speculation & 9 practice1 ?an t consci5ce ( "r & wrong1 ( tru? & falsehood1 ^? s5tim5ts ( :at is decor\s1 consi/5t1 & noble1 :i* our ,creator has made a "p ( our orig9al nature8 ,!re=e ,i felt ,i c\ld n be wrong 9 attack+ :at ,i fanci$ 0 a fact1--! unscrupul\sness1 ! deceit1 & ! intrigu+ _s ( ! ag5ts & repres5tatives ( ,rome4 ,?is ref]5ce to ,hol9ess z ! true te/ ( a ,*ur* 0 /eadily kept 9 view 9 :at ,i wrote 9 connexion ) ,tract #ij4 ,i say 9 its ,introduction1 ,! writ] c nev] be p>ty to =c+ ! op9ions or projects ( "o s*ool ^u ano!r2 religi\s *anges %\ld be ! act ( ! :ole body4 ,no good c come ( a *ange :i* is n a developm5t ( feel+s spr++ up freely & calmly )9 ! bosom ( ! :ole body itself2 e *ange 9 religion mu/ be att5d$ by deep rep5tance2 *anges mu/ be nurtur$ 9 mutual love2 we _c agree )\t a sup]natural influ5ce2 we mu/ come toge!r to ,god to d = u :at we _c d = ourselves4 ,9 my ,lett] to ! ,bi%op ,i said1 ,i h set myself aga9/ sugge/ions = consid]+ ! diff]5ces betwe5 ourselves & ! =eign ,*ur*es ) a view to _! adju/m5t4 7,i meant 9 ! way ( negotiation1 conf]5ce1 agitation1 or ! l47 ,our bus9ess is ) ourselves1--to make ourselves m holy1 m self-d5y+1 m primitive1 m wor?y ( our high call+4 ,to be anxi\s = a composition ( diff]5ces is to beg9 at ! end4 ,political reconciliations are b outw>d & holl[1 & fallaci\s4 ,& till ,roman ,ca?olics r5\nce political ef=ts1 & manife/ 9 _! public measures ! light ( hol9ess & tru?1 p]petual w> is our only prospect4 ,accord+ to ?is !ory1 a religi\s body is "p ( ! ,"o ,ca?olic & ,apo/olic ,*ur*1 if x has ! succession & ! cre$ ( ! ,apo/les1 ) ! note ( hol9ess ( life2 & !re is mu* 9 su* a view to approve itself to ! direct common s5se & practical habits ( an ,engli%man4 ,h[ev]1 ) ! ev5ts consequ5t ^u ,tract #ij1 ,i sunk my !ory to a l[] level4 ,= :at c\ld be said 9 apology1 :5 ! ,bi%ops & ! p ( my ,*ur*1 n only did n suff]1 b actually reject$ primitive ,ca?olic doctr9e1 & tri$ to eject f _! communion all :o held x8 aft] ! ,bi%ops' *>ges8 aft] ! ,j]usalem abom9ation#h8 ,well1 ?is c\ld be said2 /ill we 7 n no?+3 we c\ld n be z if we nev] _h be5 a ,*ur*2 we 7 ,sam>ia4 ,?is !n 0 t l[] level on :i* ,i plac$ myself1 & all :o felt ) me1 at ! end ( #ahda4 #h ,matt4 xxiv4 #ae4 ,to br+ out ?is view 0 ! purpose ( ,f\r ,s]mons prea*$ at ,/4 ,m>y's 9 ,decemb] ( t ye>4 ,hi!rto ,i _h n introduc$ ! excit+ topics ( ! day into ! ,pulpit#i2 on ?is occasion ,i did4 ,i did s1 = ! mom5t 0 urg5t2 !re 0 great unsettlem5t ( m9d among u1 9 consequ5ce ( ^? same ev5ts :i* _h unsettl$ me4 ,"o special anxiety1 v obvi\s1 :i* 0 com+ on me n[1 01 t :at 0 "o man's meat 0 ano!r man's poison4 ,i _h said ev5 ( ,tract #ij1 ,x 0 address$ to "o set ( p]sons1 & has be5 us$ & comm5t$ on by ano!r2 /ill m 0 x true n[1 t :atev] ,i wrote = ! s]vice ( ^? :om ,i knew to be 9 tr\ble ( m9d1 w\ld become on ! "o h& matt] ( suspicion & sl&] 9 ! m\?s ( my oppon5ts1 & ( di/ress & surprise to ^? on ! o!r h&1 :o _h no difficulties ( fai? at all4 ,accord+ly1 :5 ,i publi%$ ^! ,f\r ,s]mons at ! end ( #ahdc1 ,i introduc$ !m ) a recomm5dation t none %\ld read !m :o did n ne$ !m4 ,b 9 tru? ! virtual condemnation ( ,tract #ij1 aft] t ! :ole difficulty seem$ to h be5 wea!r$1 0 an enorm\s disappo9tm5t & trial4 ,my ,prote/ also aga9/ ! ,j]usalem ,bi%opric 0 an unavoidable cause ( excitem5t 9 ! case ( _m2 b x calm$ !m too1 = ! v fact ( a ,prote/ 0 a relief to _! impati5ce4 ,& s1 9 l mann]1 z reg>ds ! ,f\r ,s]mons1 ( :i* ,i speak1 ?\gh !y ackn[l$g$ freely ! great sc&al :i* 0 involv$ 9 ! rec5t episcopal do+s1 yet at ! same "t !y might be said to be/[ ^u ! multipli$ disord]s & %ortcom+s ( ! ,anglican ,*ur* a sort ( place 9 ! ,reveal$ ,disp5sation1 & an intellectual position 9 ! controv]sy1 & ! dignity ( a great pr9ciple1 = unsettl$ m9ds to take & use1--a pr9ciple :i* might tea* !m to recognize _! own consi/5cy1 & to be reconcil$ to !mselves1 & :i* might absorb & dry up a multitude ( _! grudg+s1 discont5ts1 misgiv+s1 & que/ion+s1 & lead ! way to humble1 ?ankful1 & tranquil ?\ghts2--& ?is 0 ! effect :i* c]ta9ly x produc$ on myself4 #i ,vide ,note ,c4 ,s]mon on ,wisdom & ,innoc5ce4 ,! po9t ( ^! ,s]mons is1 t1 9 spite ( ! rigid "* ( ! ,jewi% law1 ! =mal & lit]al =ce ( its precepts1 & ! manife/ s*ism1 & worse ?an s*ism1 ( ! ,t5 ,tribes1 yet 9 fact !y 7 /ill recogniz$ z a p by ! ,div9e ,m]cy2 t ! great prophets ,elias & ,eliseus 7 s5t to !m2 & n only s1 b 7 s5t to prea* to !m & reclaim !m1 )\t any intimation t !y mu/ be reconcil$ to ! l9e ( ,david & ! ,a>onic prie/hood1 or g up to ,j]usalem to wor%ip4 ,!y 7 n 9 ! ,*ur*1 yet !y _h ! means ( grace & ! hope ( acceptance ) _! ,mak]4 ,! application ( all ?is to ! ,anglican ,*ur* 0 imm$iate2--:e!r1 "u ! circum/ances1 a man c\ld assume or ex]cise m9i/]ial functions1 or n1 might n cle>ly appe> 7?\gh x mu/ be rememb]$ t ,engl& _h ! ,apo/olic ,prie/hood1 :]eas ,israel _h no prie/hood at all71 b s f> 0 cle>1 t !re 0 no call at all = an ,anglican to leave 8 ,*ur* = ,rome1 ?\gh he did n believe 8 own to be "p ( ! ,"o ,*ur*3--& = ?is reason1 because x 0 a fact t ! k+dom ( ,israel 0 cut (f f ! ,temple2 & yet its subjects1 nei!r 9 a mass1 nor z individuals1 nei!r ! multitudes on ,m\nt ,c>mel1 nor ! ,%unammite & h] h\sehold1 _h any comm& giv5 !m1 ?\gh miracles 7 display$ be=e !m1 to break (f f _! own p1 & to submit !mselves to ,judah#aj4 #aj ,z ,i am n writ+ controv]sially1 ,i w only "h rem>k ^u ?is argum5t1 t !re is a great diff]5ce betwe5 a comm&1 :i* presupposes physical1 mat]ial1 & political conditions1 & "o :i* is moral4 ,to g to ,j]usalem 0 a matt] ( ! body1 n ( ! s\l4 ,x is pla91 t a !ory su* z ?is1--:e!r ! m>ks ( a div9e pres5ce & life 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur* 7 suffici5t to prove t %e 0 actually )9 ! cov5ant1 or only suffici5t to prove t %e 0 at lea/ enjoy+ extraord9>y & uncov5ant$ m]cies1--n only l[]$ h] level 9 a religi\s po9t ( view1 b weak5$ h] controv]sial basis4 ,its v novelty made x suspici\s2 & !re 0 no gu>antee t ! process ( subsid5ce might n cont9ue1 & t x might n end 9 a subm]sion4 ,inde$1 to _m m9ds1 to say t ,engl& 0 wrong 0 ev5 to say t ,rome 0 "r2 & no e?ical or casui/ic reason+ :atev] c\ld ov]come 9 _! case ! argum5t f prescription & au?ority4 ,to ?is objection1 z made to my new tea*+1 ,i c\ld only answ] t ,i did n make my circum/ances4 ,i fully ackn[l$g$ ! =ce & effectiv5ess ( ! g5u9e ,anglican !ory1 & t x 0 all b pro( aga9/ ! disputants ( ,rome2 b /ill l ,a*illes1 x _h a vuln]able po9t1 & t ,/4 ,leo _h f\nd x out = me1 & t ,i c\ld n help x2--t1 7 x n = matt] ( fact1 ! !ory w\ld be great inde$2 x w\ld be irresi/ible1 if x 7 only true4 ,:5 ,i became a ,ca?olic1 ! ,editor ( ! ,*ri/ian ,obs]v]1 ,mr4 ,wilkes1 :o _h 9 =m] days accus$ me1 to my indignation1 ( t5d+ t[>ds ,rome1 wrote to me to ask1 :i* ( ! two 0 n[ "r1 he or ,i8 ,i answ]$ him 9 a lett]1 "p ( :i* ,i "h ins]t1 z x w s]ve z a sort ( leave-tak+ ( ! great !ory1 :i* is s speci\s to look ^u1 s difficult to prove1 & s hopeless to "w4 ,nov4 #h1 #ahde4 ,i d n ?9k1 at all m ?an ,i did1 t ! ,anglican pr9ciples :i* ,i advocat$ at ! date y m5tion1 lead m5 to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,if ,i mu/ specify :at ,i mean by ',anglican pr9ciples1' ,i %\ld say1 e4g4 tak+ ,antiquity1 n ! exi/+ ,*ur*1 z ! oracle ( tru?2 & hold+ t ! ,apo/olical ,succession is a suffici5t gu>antee ( ,sacram5tal ,grace1 )\t union ) ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur* ?r\gh\t ! _w4 ,i ?9k ^! /ill ! firme/1 /ronge/ gr\nd aga9/ ,rome--t is1 if !y c be held z tru?s or facts4 ,!y h be5 held by _m1 & are f> m difficult to refute 9 ! ,roman controv]sy1 ?an ^? ( any o!r religi\s body4 ,= myself1 ,i f\nd ,i c\ld n hold !m4 ,i left !m4 ,f ! "t ,i began to suspect _! uns\ndness1 ,i ceas$ to put !m =w>d4 ,:5 ,i 0 fairly sure ( _! uns\ndness1 ,i gave up my ,liv+4 ,:5 ,i 0 fully confid5t t ! ,*ur* ( ,rome 0 ! only true ,*ur*1 ,i jo9$ h]4 ,i h felt all along t ,bp4 ,bull's !ology 0 ! only !ology on :i* ! ,engli% ,*ur* c\ld /&4 ,i h felt1 t opposition to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome 0 "p ( t !ology2 & t he :o c\ld n prote/ aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome 0 no true div9e 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*4 ,i h nev] said1 nor attempt$ to say1 t any "o 9 (fice 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 :e!r ,bi%op or incumb5t1 c\ld be o!rwise ?an 9 ho/ility to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ,via ,m$ia !n disappe>$ = ev]1 & a ,!ory1 made expressly = ! occasion1 took its place4 ,i 0 pleas$ ) my new view4 ,i wrote to an intimate fri5d1 ,samuel ,f4 ,wood1 ,dec4 #ac1 #ahda3 ,i ?9k y w give me ! cr$it1 ,c>issime1 ( n und]valu+ ! /r5g? ( ! feel+s :i* draw "o to ,rome1 & yet ,i am 7,i tru/7 q cle> ab\t my duty to rema9 :]e ,i am2 inde$1 mu* cle>] ?an ,i 0 "s "t s9ce4 ,if x is n presumptu\s to say1 ,i h 444 a mu* m def9ite view ( ! promis$ inw>d ,pres5ce ( ,*ri/ ) u 9 ! ,sacram5ts n[ t ! outw>d notes ( x are be+ remov$4 ,& ,i am cont5t to be ) ,moses 9 ! des]t1 or ) ,elijah excommunicat$ f ! ,temple4 ,i say ?is1 putt+ ?+s at ! /ronge/4 ,h[ev]1 my fri5ds ( ! mod]ate ,apo/olical p>ty1 :o 7 my fri5ds = ! v reason ( my hav+ be5 s mod]ate & ,anglican myself 9 g5]al tone 9 times pa/1 :o _h /ood up = ,tract #ij p>tly f fai? 9 me1 & c]ta9ly f g5]\s & k9d feel+1 & _h !reby %>$ an obloquy :i* 0 none ( !irs1 7 naturally surpris$ & (f5d$ at a l9e ( argum5t1 novel1 &1 z x appe>$ to !m1 wanton1 :i* ?rew ! :ole controv]sy into confusion1 /ultifi$ my =m] pr9ciples1 & sub/itut$1 z !y w\ld consid]1 a sort ( me?odi/ic self-contemplation1 especially abhorr5t bo? to my nature & to my pa/ pr(essions1 = ! pla9 & hone/ tok5s1 z !y 7 commonly receiv$1 ( a div9e mission 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,!y c\ld n tell :i!r ,i 0 go+2 & 7 /ill fur!r annoy$ :5 ,i p]si/$ 9 view+ ! condemnation ( ,tract #ij by ! public & ! ,bi%ops z s grave a matt]1 & :5 ,i ?rew ab\t :at !y consid]$ my/]i\s h9ts ( ev5tualities1 & w\ld n simply say1 ,an ,anglican ,i 0 born1 & an ,anglican ,i w die4 ,"o ( my famili> fri5ds1 ,mr4 ,*ur*1 :o 0 9 ! c\ntry at ,*ri/mas1 #ahda-b1 report$ to me ! feel+ t prevail$ ab\t me2 & h[ ,i felt t[>ds x w appe> 9 ! foll[+ lett] ( m9e1 writt5 9 answ]3-- ,oriel1 ,dec4 #bd1 #ahda4 ,c>issime1 y _c tell h[ sad y\r acc\nt ( ,mob]ly has made me4 ,8 view ( ! s9fulness ( ! decrees ( ,tr5t is z mu* aga9/ union ( ,*ur*es z aga9/ individual conv]sions4 ,to tell ! tru?1 ,i nev] h exam9$ ^? decrees ) ?is object1 & h no view2 b t is v diff]5t f hav+ a delib]ate view aga9/ !m4 ,c\ld n he say :i* !y are8 ,i suppose ,transub/antiation is "o4 ,*>les ,m>riott1 ?\gh ( c\rse he w\ld n l to h x repeat$#aa1 does n scruple at t4 ,i h n my m9d cle>4 ,mob]ly mu/ recollect t ,palm] ( ,worce/] ?9ks !y all be> a ,ca?olic int]pretation4 ,= myself1 ?is only ,i see1 t !re is indef9itely m 9 ! ,fa!rs aga9/ our own /ate ( ali5ation f ,*ri/5dom ?an aga9/ ! ,trid5t9e ,decrees4 ,! only ?+ ,i c ?9k (1 t ,i c h said ( a />tl+ "*1 is ?is1 t !re 7 p]sons :o1 if our ,*ur* committ$ h]self to h]esy1 soon] ?an ?9k t !re 0 no ,*ur* any :]e1 w\ld believe ! ,roman to be ! ,*ur*2 & !re=e w\ld on fai? accept :at !y c\ld n o!rwise acquiesce 94 ,i suppose1 x w\ld be no relief to him to insi/ ^u ! circum/ance t !re is no imm$iate dang]4 ,individuals c nev] be answ]$ = ( c\rse2 b ,i %\ld ?9k lightly ( t man1 :o1 = "s act ( ! ,bi%ops1 %\ld all at once leave ! ,*ur*4 ,n[1 consid]+ h[ ! ,cl]gy really are improv+1 consid]+ t ?is r[ is ev5 mak+ !m read ! ,tracts1 is x n possible we may all be 9 a bett] /ate ( m9d sev5 ye>s h5ce to consid] ^! matt]s8 & may we n leave !m mean:ile to ! w ( ,provid5ce8 ,i _c believe ?is "w has be5 ( man2 ,god has a "r to ,8 own "w1 to d :at ,he w ) x4 ,may we n try to leave x 9 ,8 h&s1 & be cont5t8 ,if y le>n any ?+ ab\t ,b>t]1 :i* leads y to ?9k t ,i c relieve him by a lett]1 let me "k4 ,! tru? is ?is1--our good fri5ds d n read ! ,fa!rs2 !y ass5t to u f ! common s5se ( ! case3 !n1 :5 ! ,fa!rs1 & we1 say m ?an _! common s5se1 !y are dreadfully %ock$4 ,! ,bi%op ( ,london has reject$ a man1 #a4 ,= hold+ any ,sacrifice 9 ! ,eu*>i/4 #b4 ,! ,real ,pres5ce4 #c4 ,t !re is a grace 9 ,ord9ation#ab4 ,are we q sure t ! ,bi%ops w n be draw+ up "s /r+5t decl>ations ( fai?8 ,is ?is :at ,mob]ly fe>s8 ,w\ld ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d accept !m8 ,if s1 ,i %\ld be driv5 into ! ,refuge = ! ,de/itute ,littlemore4 ,b ,i promise ,mob]ly1 ,i w\ld d my utmo/ to cat* all dang]\s p]sons & clap !m into conf9em5t !re4 #aa ,z ?+s /& n[1 ,i d n ?9k he w\ld h object$ to 8 op9ion be+ g5]ally kn[n4 #ab ,i _c prove ?is at ?is di/ance ( "t2 b ,i d n ?9k x wrong to introduce "h ! passage conta9+ x1 z ,i am imput+ to ! ,bi%op no?+ :i* ! _w w\ld ?9k disgraceful1 b1 on ! contr>y1 :at a l>ge religi\s body w\ld approve4 ,*ri/mas ,bay1 #ahda4 ,i h be5 dream+ ( ,mob]ly all night4 ,%\ld n he & ! l see1 t x is unwise1 unfair1 & impati5t to ask o!rs1 ,:at w y d "u circum/ances1 :i* h n1 :i* may nev] come8 ,:y br+ fe>1 suspicion1 & disunion into ! camp ab\t ?+s :i* are m]ely 9 posse8 ,natural1 & exce$+ly k9d z ,b>t]'s & ano!r fri5d's lett]s 71 ,i ?9k !y h done great h>m4 ,i speak mo/ s9c]ely :5 ,i say1 t !re are ?+s :i* ,i nei!r contemplate1 nor wi% to contemplate2 b1 :5 ,i am ask$ ab\t !m t5 times1 at l5g? ,i beg9 to contemplate !m4 ,he surely does n mean to say1 t no?+ c\ld sep>ate a man f ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 e4g4 its av[+ ,soc9ianism2 its hold+ ! ,holy ,eu*>i/ 9 a ,soc9ian s5se4 ,yet1 he w\ld say1 x 0 n "r to contemplate su* ?+s4 ,aga91 our case is div]g+ f t ( ,k5's4 ,to say no?+ ( ! la/ mis]able c5tury1 :i* has giv5 u to />t f a mu* l[] level & ) mu* less to sp>e ?an a ,*ur*man 9 ! #ag? c5tury1 que/ions ( doctr9e are n[ com+ 92 ) him1 x 0 a "q ( discipl9e4 ,if su* dreadful ev5ts 7 realiz$1 ,i _c help ?9k+ we %\ld all be va/ly m agre$ ?an we ?9k n[4 ,inde$1 is x possible 7humanly speak+7 t ^?1 :o h s mu* ! same he>t1 %\ld widely diff]8 ,b let ?is be consid]$1 z to alt]natives4 ,:at communion c\ld we jo98 ,c\ld ! ,scot* or ,am]ican sanction ! pres5ce ( its ,bi%ops & congregations 9 ,engl&1 )\t incurr+ ! imputation ( s*ism1 unless inde$ 7& is t likely87 !y d5\nc$ ! ,engli% z h]etical8 ,is n ?is a "t ( /range provid5ces8 is x n our safe/ c\rse1 )\t look+ to consequ5ces1 to d simply :at we ?9k "r day by day8 %all we n be sure to g wrong1 if we attempt to trace by anticipation ! c\rse ( div9e ,provid5ce8 ,has n all our mis]y1 z a ,*ur*1 aris5 f p be+ afraid to look difficulties 9 ! face8 ,!y h palliat$ acts1 :5 !y %\ld h d5\nc$ !m4 ,!re is t good fell[1 ,worce/] ,palm]1 c :itewa% ! ,ecclesia/ical ,commission & ! ,j]usalem ,bi%opric4 ,& :at is ! consequ5ce8 t our ,*ur* has1 ?r\gh c5turies1 ev] be5 s9k+ l[] & l[]1 till good "p ( its pret5sions & pr(essions is a m]e %am1 ?\gh x be a duty to make ! be/ ( :at we h receiv$4 ,yet1 ?\gh b\nd to make ! be/ ( o!r m5's %ams1 let u n incur any ( our own4 ,! true/ fri5ds ( our ,*ur* are !y1 :o say boldly :5 h] rul]s are go+ wrong1 & ! consequ5ces2 & 7to speak cata*re/ically7 !y are mo/ likely to die 9 ! ,*ur*1 :o are1 "u ^! black circum/ances1 mo/ prep>$ to leave x4 ,& ,i w add1 t1 consid]+ ! traces ( ,god's grace :i* surr\nd u1 ,i am v sangu9e1 or r confid5t1 7if x is "r s to speak17 t our pray]s & our alms w come up z a memorial be=e ,god1 & t all ?is mis]able confusion t5ds to good4 ,let u n !n be anxi\s1 & anticipate diff]5ces 9 prospect1 :5 we agree 9 ! pres5t4 ,p4,s4 ,i ?9k :5 fri5ds i4e4 ! extreme p>ty get ov] _! fir/ unsettlem5t ( m9d & consequ5t vague appreh5sions1 :i* ! new attitude ( ! ,bi%ops1 & our feel+s ^u x1 h br\ght ab\t1 !y w get cont5t$ & satisfi$4 ,!y w see t !y exagg]at$ ?+s4444 ,( c\rse x w\ld h be5 wrong to anticipate :at "o's feel+s w\ld be "u su* a pa9ful cont+5cy z ! ,bi%ops' *>g+ z !y h done1--s x seems to me nobody's fault4 ,nor is x wond]ful t o!rs mod]ate m5 are />tl$ i4e4 at my ,prote/1 c4 c42 yet !y %\ld recollect t ! m implicit ! rev]5ce "o pays to a ,bi%op1 ! m ke5 w be "o's p]ception ( h]esy 9 him4 ,! cord is b9d+ & compell+1 till x snaps4 ,m5 ( reflection w\ld h se5 ?is1 if !y _h look$ t way4 ,la/ spr+1 a v high *ur*man talk$ to me ( resi/+ my ,bi%op1 ( ask+ him = ! ,canons "u :i* he act$1 & s =?2 b ^?1 :o h cultivat$ a loyal feel+ t[>ds _! sup]iors1 are ! mo/ lov+ s]vants1 or ! mo/ zeal\s prote/ors4 ,if o!rs became s too1 if ! cl]gy ( ,*e/] d5\nc$ ! h]esy ( _! diocesan1 !y w\ld be do+ _! duty1 & reliev+ !mselves ( ! %>e :i* !y o!rwise h 9 any possible defection ( _! bre?r54 ,/4 ,/eph5's ,day1 ,decemb] #bf4 ,h[ ,i fidget6 ,i n[ fe> t ! note ,i wrote ye/]day only makes matt]s worse by disclos+ too mu*4 ,?is is always my great difficulty4 ,9 ! pres5t /ate ( excitem5t on bo? sides1 ,i ?9k ( leav+ out altoge!r my reass]tion ( ,no4 #ij 9 my ,preface to ,volume #f ( ,p>o*ial ,s]mons1 & m]ely say+1 ',z _m false reports are at ?is "t 9 circulation ab\t him1 he hopes 8 well-wi%]s w take ?is ,volume z an indication ( 8 real ?\ghts & feel+s3 ^? :o are n1 he leaves 9 ,god's h& to br+ !m to a bett] m9d 9 ,8 own "t4' ,:at d y say to ! logic1 s5tim5t1 & propriety ( ?is8 ,an old fri5d1 at a di/ance f ,ox=d1 ,ar*deacon ,rob]t ,i4 ,wilb]=ce1 mu/ h said some?+ to me at ?is "t1 ,i d n "k :at1 :i* *all5g$ a frank reply2 = ,i disclos$ to him1 ,i d n "k 9 :at words1 my frightful suspicion1 hi!rto only kn[n to two p]sons1 viz4 8 bro!r ,h5ry & ,mr4 ,fr$]ic ,rog]s1#ac t1 z reg>ds my ,anglicanism1 p]haps ,i might break d[n 9 ! ev5t1--t p]haps we 7 bo? out ( ! ,*ur*4 ,i ?9k ,i recollect express+ my difficulty1 z d]iv$ f ! ,arian & ,monophysite hi/ory1 9 a =m 9 :i* x w\ld be mo/ intelligible to him1 z be+ 9 fact an admission ( ,bi%op ,bull's2 viz4 t 9 ! controv]sies ( ! e>ly c5turies ! ,roman ,*ur* 0 ev] on ! "r side1 :i* 0 ( c\rse a prim facie argum5t 9 fav\r ( ,rome & aga9/ ,anglicanism n[4 ,he answ]$ me ?us1 "u date ( ,jan4 #bi1 #ahdb3 ,i don't ?9k t ,i ev] 0 s %ock$ by any communication1 :i* 0 ev] made to me1 z by y\r lett] ( ?is morn+4 ,x has q unn]v$ me4444 ,i _c b write to y1 ?\gh ,i am at a loss :]e to beg94444 ,i "k ( no act by :i* we h dissev]$ ourselves f ! communion ( ! ,*ur* ,univ]sal4444 ,! m ,i /udy ,scripture1 ! m am ,i impress$ ) ! resemblance betwe5 ! ,romi% pr9ciple 9 ! ,*ur* & ! ,babylon ( ,/4 ,john4444 ,i am ready to grieve t ,i ev] direct$ my ?\ghts to !ology1 if x is inde$ s unc]ta91 z y\r d\bts seem to indicate4 #ac ,n[ ,"l ,bla*=d4 ,:ile my old & true fri5ds 7 ?us 9 tr\ble ab\t me1 ,i suppose !y felt n only anxiety b pa91 to see t ,i 0 gradually surr5d]+ myself to ! influ5ce ( o!rs1 :o _h n _! own claims ^u me1 y\ng] m51 & ( a ca/ ( m9d 9 no small degree uncong5ial to my own4 ,a new s*ool ( ?\ght 0 ris+1 z is usual 9 doctr9al inquiries1 & 0 sweep+ ! orig9al p>ty ( ! ,movem5t aside1 & 0 tak+ its place4 ,! mo/ prom95t p]son 9 x1 0 a man ( elegant g5ius1 ( classical m9d1 ( r>e tal5t 9 lit]>y composition3--,mr4 ,oakeley4 ,he 0 n f> f my own age2 ,i _h long kn[n him1 ?\gh ( late ye>s he _h n be5 9 resid5ce at ,ox=d2 & q lately1 he has be5 tak+ sev]al signal occasions ( r5ew+ t k9dness1 :i* he ev] %[$ t[>ds me :5 we 7 bo? 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,8 tone ( m9d 0 n unlike t :i* gave a "* to ! e>ly ,movem5t2 he 0 almo/ a typical ,ox=d man1 &1 z f> z ,i recollect1 bo? 9 political & ecclesia/ical views1 w\ld h be5 ( "o _s ) ! ,oriel p>ty ( #ahbf-ahcc4 ,b he _h ent]$ late into ! ,movem5t2 he did n "k its fir/ ye>s2 &1 beg9n+ ) a new />t1 he 0 naturally ?r[n toge!r ) t body ( eag]1 acute1 resolute m9ds :o _h begun _! ,ca?olic life ab\t ! same "t z he1 :o knew no?+ ab\t ! ,via ,m$ia1 b _h he>d mu* ab\t ,rome4 ,?is new p>ty rapidly =m$ & increas$1 9 & out ( ,ox=d1 &1 z x s happ5$1 contemporane\sly ) t v summ]1 :5 ,i receiv$ s s]i\s a bl[ to my ecclesia/ical views f ! /udy ( ! ,monophysite controv]sy4 ,^! m5 cut into ! orig9al ,movem5t at an angle1 fell across its l9e ( ?\ght1 & !n set ab\t turn+ t l9e 9 its own direction4 ,!y 7 mo/ ( !m ke5ly religi\s m51 ) a true conc]n = _! s\ls z ! fir/ matt] ( all1 ) a great zeal = me1 b giv+ little c]ta9ty at ! "t z to :i* way !y w\ld ultimately turn4 ,"s 9 ! ev5t h rema9$ firm to ,anglicanism1 "s h become ,ca?olics1 & "s h f\nd a refuge 9 ,lib]alism4 ,no?+ 0 cle>] conc]n+ !m1 ?an t !y ne$$ to be kept 9 ord]2 & on me :o _h _h s mu* to d ) ! mak+ ( !m1 t duty 0 z cle>ly incumb5t2 & x is equally cle>1 f :at ,i h already said1 t ,i 0 j ! p]son1 above all o!rs1 :o c\ld n und]take x4 ,!re are no fri5ds l old fri5ds2 b ( ^? old fri5ds1 few c\ld help me1 few c\ld und]/& me1 _m 7 annoy$ ) me1 "s 7 angry1 because ,i 0 break+ up a compact p>ty1 & "s1 z a matt] ( consci5ce1 c\ld n li/5 to me4 ,:5 ,i look$ r\nd = ^? :om ,i might consult 9 my difficulties1 ,i f\nd ! v hypo!sis ( ^? difficulties act+ z a b> to _! giv+ me _! advice4 ,!n ,i said1 bitt]ly1 ,y are ?r[+ me on o!rs1 :e!r ,i w or no4 ,yet /ill ,i _h good & true fri5ds ar\nd me ( ! old sort1 9 & out ( ,ox=d too1 :o 7 a great help to me4 ,b on ! o!r h&1 ?\gh ,i nei!r 0 s fond 7) a few exceptions7 ( ! p]sons1 nor ( ! me?ods ( ?\ght1 :i* belong$ to ?is new s*ool1 z ( ! old set1 ?\gh ,i c\ld n tru/ 9 _! firmness ( purpose1 =1 l a sw>m ( flies1 !y might come & g1 & at l5g? be divid$ & dissipat$1 yet ,i _h an int5se sympa?y 9 _! object & 9 ! direction 9 :i* _! pa? lay1 9 spite ( my old fri5ds1 9 spite ( my old life-long prejudices4 ,9 spite ( my +ra9$ fe>s ( ,rome1 & ! decision ( my reason & consci5ce aga9/ h] usages1 9 spite ( my affection = ,ox=d & ,oriel1 yet ,i _h a secret long+ love ( ,rome ! ,"m ( ,engli% ,*ri/ianity1 & ,i _h a true devotion to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 9 ^: ,college ,i liv$1 ^: ,alt> ,i s]v$1 & ^: ,immaculate ,purity ,i _h 9 "o ( my e>lie/ pr9t$ ,s]mons made mu* (4 ,& x 0 ! consci\sness ( ?is bias 9 myself1 if x is s to be call$1 :i* made me prea* s e>ne/ly aga9/ ! dang] ( be+ sway$ 9 religi\s inquiry by our sympa?y r ?an by our reason4 ,& moreov]1 ! memb]s ( ?is new s*ool look$ up to me1 z ,i h said1 & did me true k9dnesses1 & really lov$ me1 & /ood by me 9 tr\ble1 :5 o!rs w5t away1 & = all ?is ,i 0 grateful2 nay1 _m ( !m 7 9 tr\ble !mselves1 & 9 ! same boat ) me1 & t 0 a fur!r cause ( sympa?y betwe5 u2 & h5ce x 01 :5 ! new s*ool came on 9 =ce1 & into collision ) ! old1 ,i _h n ! he>t1 any m ?an ! p[]1 to repel !m2 ,i 0 9 great p]plexity1 & h>dly knew :]e ,i /ood2 ,i took _! "p2 &1 :5 ,i want$ to be 9 peace & sil5ce1 ,i _h to speak out1 & ,i incurr$ ! *>ge ( weakness f "s m51 & ( my/]i\sness1 %uffl+1 & und]h& deal+ f ! majority4 99 99 99 99 99 ,n[ ,i w say "h frankly1 t ?is sort ( *>ge is a matt] :i* ,i _c prop]ly meet1 because ,i _c duly realize x4 ,i h nev] _h any suspicion ( my own hone/y2 &1 :5 m5 say t ,i 0 di%one/1 ,i _c grasp ! accusation z a di/9ct conception1 su* z x is possible to enc\nt]4 ,if a man said to me1 ,on su* a day & be=e su* p]sons y said a ?+ 0 :ite1 :5 x 0 black1 ,i und]/& :at is meant well en\gh1 & ,i c set myself to prove an alibi or to expla9 ! mi/ake2 or if a man said to me1 ,y tri$ to ga9 me ov] to y\r p>ty1 int5d+ to take me ) y to ,rome1 b y did n succe$1 ,i c give him ! lie1 & lay d[n an ass]tion ( my own z firm & z exact z 81 t n f ! "t t ,i 0 fir/ unsettl$1 did ,i ev] attempt to ga9 any "o ov] to myself or to my ,romaniz+ op9ions1 & t x is only 8 own coxcombical fancy :i* has br$ su* a ?\ght 9 him3 b my imag9ation is at a loss 9 pres5ce ( ^? vague *>ges1 :i* h commonly be5 br\ght aga9/ me1 *>ges1 :i* are made up ( impressions1 & und]/&+s1 & inf]5ces1 & he>say1 & surmises4 ,accord+ly1 ,i %all n make ! attempt1 =1 9 do+ s1 ,i %\ld be deal+ bl[s 9 ! air2 :at ,i %all attempt is to /ate :at ,i "k ( myself & :at ,i recollect1 & leave to o!rs its application4 ,:ile ,i _h confid5ce 9 ! ,via ,m$ia1 & ?\ght t no?+ c\ld ov]set x1 ,i did n m9d lay+ d[n l>ge pr9ciples1 :i* ,i saw w\ld g fur!r ?an 0 commonly p]ceiv$4 ,i consid]$ t to make ! ,via ,m$ia concrete & sub/antive1 x mu/ be mu* m ?an x 0 9 outl9e2 t ! ,anglican ,*ur* mu/ h a c]emonial1 a ritual1 & a fulness ( doctr9e & devotion1 :i* x _h n at pres5t1 if x 7 to compete ) ! ,roman ,*ur* ) any prospect ( success4 ,su* additions w\ld n remove x f its prop] basis1 b w\ld m]ely /r5g!n & beautify x3 su*1 = in/ance1 w\ld be confrat]nities1 p>ticul> devotions1 rev]5ce = ! ,bless$ ,virg91 pray]s = ! dead1 beautiful *ur*es1 munific5t (f]+s to !m & 9 !m1 mona/ic h\ses1 & _m o!r obs]vances & in/itutions1 :i* ,i us$ to say belong$ to u z mu* z to ,rome1 ?\gh ,rome _h appropriat$ !m & boa/$ ( !m1 by reason ( our hav+ let !m slip f u4 ,! pr9ciple1 on :i* all ?is turn$1 is br\ght out 9 "o ( ! ,lett]s ,i publi%$ on occasion ( ,tract #ij4 ,! age is mov+1 ,i said1 t[>ds some?+2 & mo/ unhappily ! "o religi\s communion among u1 :i* has ( late ye>s be5 practically 9 possession ( ?is some?+1 is ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,%e alone1 amid all ! errors & evils ( h] practical sy/em1 has giv5 free scope to ! feel+s ( awe1 my/]y1 t5d]ness1 rev]5ce1 devot$ness1 & o!r feel+s :i* may be especially call$ ,ca?olic4 ,! "q !n is1 :e!r we %all give !m up to ! ,roman ,*ur* or claim !m = ourselves4444 ,b if we d give !m up1 we mu/ give up ! m5 :o *]i% !m4 ,we mu/ cons5t ei!r to give up ! m51 or to admit _! pr9ciples4 ,) ^! feel+s ,i frankly admit1 t1 :ile ,i 0 work+ simply = ! sake ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 ,i did n at all m9d1 ?\gh ,i f\nd myself lay+ d[n pr9ciples 9 its def5ce1 :i* w5t beyond t p>ticul> k9d ( def5ce :i* high-&-dry m5 ?\ght p]fection1 & ev5 ?\gh ,i end$ 9 fram+ a k9d ( def5ce1 :i* !y might call a revolution1 :ile ,i ?\ght x a re/oration4 ,?us1 = illu/ration1 ,i might disc\rse ^u ! ,communion ( ,sa9ts 9 su* a mann]1 7?\gh ,i d n recollect do+ s17 z might lead ! way t[>ds devotion to ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! ,sa9ts on ! "o h&1 & t[>ds pray]s = ! dead on ! o!r4 ,9 a memor&um ( ! ye> #ahdd or #ahde1 ,i ?us speak on ?is subject3 ,if ! ,*ur* be n def5d$ on e/abli%m5t gr\nds1 x mu/ be ^u pr9ciples1 :i* g f> beyond _! imm$iate object4 ,sometimes ,i saw ^! fur!r results1 sometimes n4 ,?\gh ,i saw !m1 ,i sometimes did n say t ,i saw !m3--s long z ,i ?\ght !y 7 inconsi/5t1 n ) our ,*ur*1 b only ) ! exi/+ op9ions1 ,i 0 n unwill+ to ins9uate tru?s into our ,*ur*1 :i* ,i ?\ght _h a "r to be !re4 ,to s mu* ,i confess2 b ,i d n confess1 ,i simply d5y t ,i ev] said any ?+ :i* secretly bore aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 kn[+ x myself1 9 ord] t o!rs might unw>ily accept x4 ,x 0 inde$ "o ( my great difficulties & causes ( res]ve1 z "t w5t on1 t ,i at l5g? recogniz$ 9 pr9ciples :i* ,i _h hone/ly prea*$ z if ,anglican1 conclusions fav\rable to ! cause ( ,rome4 ,( c\rse ,i did n l to confess ?is2 &1 :5 int]rogat$1 0 9 consequ5ce 9 p]plexity4 ,! prime in/ance ( ?is 0 ! appeal to ,antiquity2 ,/4 ,leo _h ov]set1 9 my own judgm5t1 its =ce z ! special argum5t = ,anglicanism2 yet ,i 0 committ$ to ,antiquity1 toge!r ) ! :ole ,anglican s*ool2 :at !n 0 ,i to say1 :5 acute m9ds urg$ ?is or t application ( x aga9/ ! ,via ,m$ia8 x 0 impossible t1 9 su* circum/ances1 any answ] c\ld be giv5 :i* 0 n unsatisfactory1 or any behavi\r adopt$ :i* 0 n my/]i\s4 ,aga91 sometimes 9 :at ,i wrote ,i w5t j z f> z ,i saw1 & c\ld z little say m1 z ,i c\ld see :at is bel[ ! horizon2 & !re=e1 :5 ask$ z to ! consequ5ces ( :at ,i _h said1 ,i _h no answ] to give4 ,aga91 sometimes :5 ,i 0 ask$1 :e!r c]ta9 conclusions did n foll[ f a c]ta9 pr9ciple1 ,i might n be able to tell at ! mom5t1 especially if ! matt] 7 complicat$2 & = ?is reason1 if = no o!r1 because !re is great diff]5ce betwe5 a conclusion 9 ! ab/ract & a conclusion 9 ! concrete1 & because a conclusion may be modifi$ 9 fact by a conclusion f "s opposite pr9ciple4 ,or x might s happ5 t my head got simply confus$1 by ! v /r5g? ( ! logic :i* 0 adm9i/]$ to me1 & ?us ,i gave my sanction to conclusions :i* really 7 n m9e2 & :5 ! report ( ^? conclusions came r\nd to me ?r\gh o!rs1 ,i _h to unsay !m4 ,& !n aga91 p]haps ,i did n l to see m5 sc>$ or sc&aliz$ by unfeel+ logical inf]5ces1 :i* w\ld n h tr\bl$ !m to ! day ( _! dea?1 _h !y n be5 =c$ to recognize !m4 ,& !n ,i felt altoge!r ! =ce ( ! maxim ( ,/4 ,ambrose1 ,non 9 dialectic complacuit ,deo salvum fac]e populum suum2--,i _h a great dislike ( pap] logic4 ,= myself1 x 0 n logic t c>ri$ me on2 z well might "o say t ! quicksilv] 9 ! b>omet] *anges ! wea!r4 ,x is ! concrete be+ t reasons2 pass a numb] ( ye>s1 & ,i f9d my m9d 9 a new place2 h[8 ! :ole man moves2 pap] logic is b ! record ( x4 ,all ! logic 9 ! _w w\ld n h made me move fa/] t[>ds ,rome ?an ,i did2 z well might y say t ,i h arriv$ at ! end ( my j\rney1 because ,i see ! village *ur* be=e me1 z v5ture to ass]t t ! miles1 ov] :i* my s\l _h to pass be=e x got to ,rome1 c\ld be annihilat$1 ev5 ?\gh ,i _h be5 9 possession ( "s f> cle>] view ?an ,i !n _h1 t ,rome 0 my ultimate de/9ation4 ,great acts take "t4 ,at lea/ ?is is :at ,i felt 9 my own case2 & !re=e to come to me ) me?ods ( logic _h 9 x ! nature ( a provocation1 &1 ?\gh ,i d n ?9k ,i ev] %[$ x1 made me some:at indiff]5t h[ ,i met !m1 & p]haps l$ me1 z a means ( reliev+ my impati5ce1 to be my/]i\s or irrelevant1 or to give 9 because ,i c\ld n meet !m to my satisfaction4 ,& a great] tr\ble /ill ?an ^! logical mazes1 0 ! introduction ( logic into e subject :atev]1 s f>1 t is1 z ?is 0 done4 ,be=e ,i 0 at ,oriel1 ,i recollect an acqua9tance say+ to me t ! ,oriel ,common ,room /ank ( ,logic4 ,"o is n at all pleas$ :5 poetry1 or eloqu5ce1 or devotion1 is consid]$ z if *iefly int5d$ to fe$ syllogisms4 ,n[1 9 say+ all ?is1 ,i am say+ no?+ aga9/ ! deep piety & e>ne/ness :i* 7 *>act]i/ics ( ?is second phase ( ! ,movem5t1 9 :i* ,i _h tak5 s prom95t a "p4 ,:at ,i h be5 obs]v+ is1 t ?is phase _h a t5d5cy to bewild] & to upset me2 &1 t1 in/ead ( say+ s1 z ,i ought to h done1 p]haps f a sort ( laz9ess ,i gave answ]s at r&om1 :i* h l$ to my appe>+ close or inconsi/5t4 ,i h turn$ up two lett]s ( ?is p]iod1 :i* 9 a measure illu/rate :at ,i h be5 say+4 ,! fir/ 0 writt5 to ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d on occasion ( ,tract #ij3 ,m>* #bj1 #ahda4 ,no "o c ent] into my situation b myself4 ,i see a great _m m9ds work+ 9 v>i\s directions & a v>iety ( pr9ciples ) multipli$ be>+s2 ,i act = ! be/4 ,i s9c]ely ?9k t matt]s w\ld n h gone bett] = ! ,*ur*1 _h ,i nev] writt54 ,& if ,i write ,i h a *oice ( difficulties4 ,x is easy = ^? :o d n ent] into ^? difficulties to say1 ',he ought to say ?is & n say t1' b ?+s are wond]fully l9k$ toge!r1 & ,i _c1 or r ,i w\ld n be di%one/4 ,:5 p]sons too int]rogate me1 ,i am oblig$ 9 _m cases to give an op9ion1 or ,i seem to be und]h&4 ,keep+ sil5ce looks l artifice4 ,& ,i d n l p to consult or respect me1 f ?9k+ diff]5tly ( my op9ions f :at ,i "k !m to be4 ,& aga9 7to use ! prov]b7 :at is "o man's food is ano!r man's poison4 ,all ^! ?+s make my situation v difficult4 ,b t collision mu/ at "s "t ensue betwe5 memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( opposite s5tim5ts1 ,i h long be5 aw>e4 ,! "t & mode has be5 9 ! h& ( ,provid5ce2 ,i d n mean to exclude my own great imp]fections 9 br++ x ab\t2 yet ,i /ill feel oblig$ to ?9k ! ,tract necess>y4 ,! second is tak5 f ! notes ( a lett] :i* ,i s5t to ,dr4 ,pusey 9 ! next ye>3 ,octob] #af1 #ahdb4 ,z to my be+ entirely ) ,w>d1 ,i d n "k ! limits ( my own op9ions4 ,if ,w>d says t ?is or t is a developm5t f :at ,i h said1 ,i _c say ,yes or ,no4 ,x is plausible1 x may be true4 ,( c\rse ! fact t ! ,roman ,*ur* has s develop$ & ma9ta9$1 adds great weight to ! antec$5t plausibility4 ,i _c ass]t t x is n true2 b ,i _c1 ) t ke5 p]ception :i* "s p h1 appropriate x4 ,x is a nuisance to me to be =c$ beyond :at ,i c fairly accept4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re 0 ano!r s\rce ( ! p]plexity ) :i* at ?is "t ,i 0 encompass$1 & ( ! res]ve & my/]i\sness1 ( :i* t p]plexity ga9$ = me ! cr$it4 ,aft] ,tract #ij ! ,prote/ant _w w\ld n let me alone2 !y pursu$ me 9 ! public j\rnals to ,littlemore4 ,reports ( all k9ds 7 circulat$ ab\t me4 ,imprimis1 :y did ,i g up to ,littlemore at all8 ,= no good purpose c]ta9ly2 ,i d>$ n tell :y4 ,:y1 to be sure1 x 0 h>d t ,i %\ld be oblig$ to say to ! ,editors ( newspap]s t ,i w5t up !re to say my pray]s2 x 0 h>d to h to tell ! _w 9 confid5ce1 t ,i _h a c]ta9 d\bt ab\t ! ,anglican sy/em1 & c\ld n at t mom5t resolve x1 or say :at w\ld come ( x2 x 0 h>d to h to confess t ,i _h ?\ght ( giv+ up my ,liv+ a ye> or two be=e1 & t ?is 0 a fir/ /ep to x4 ,x 0 h>d to h to plead1 t1 = :at ,i knew1 my d\bts w\ld vani%1 if ! newspap]s w\ld be s good z to give me "t & let me alone4 ,:o w\ld ev] dream ( mak+ ! _w 8 confidant8 yet ,i 0 consid]$ insidi\s1 sly1 di%one/1 if ,i w\ld n op5 my he>t to ! t5d] m]cies ( ! _w4 ,b !y p]si/$3 ,:at 0 ,i do+ at ,littlemore8 ,do+ !re6 h ,i n retreat$ f y8 h ,i n giv5 up my position & my place8 am ,i alone1 ( ,engli%m51 n to h ! privilege to g :]e ,i w1 no que/ions ask$8 am ,i alone to be foll[$ ab\t by jeal\s pry+ eyes1 :i* take note :e!r ,i g 9 at a back door or at ! front1 & :o ! m5 are :o happ5 to call on me 9 ! aft]noon8 ,c[>ds6 if ,i advanc$ "o /ep1 y w\ld run away2 x is n y t ,i fe>3 ,di me t]r5t1 et ,jupit] ho/is4 ,x is because ! ,bi%ops /ill g on *>g+ aga9/ me1 ?\gh ,i h q giv5 up3 x is t secret misgiv+ ( he>t :i* tells me t !y d well1 = ,i h nei!r lot nor "p ) !m3 ?is x is :i* weighs me d[n4 ,i _c walk into or out ( my h\se1 b curi\s eyes are ^u me4 ,:y w y n let me die 9 peace8 ,w\nd$ brutes creep into "s hole to die 91 & no "o grudges x !m4 ,let me alone1 ,i %all n tr\ble y long4 ,?is 0 ! ke5 feel+ :i* pi]c$ me1 &1 ,i ?9k1 ^! are ! v words 9 :i* ,i express$ x to myself4 ,i ask$1 9 ! words ( a great motto1 ,ubi lapsus8 quid feci8 ,"o day :5 ,i ent]$ my h\se1 ,i f\nd a flight ( ,"u-graduates inside4 ,heads ( ,h\ses1 z m\nt$ patrols1 walk$ _! horses r\nd ^? poor cottages4 ,doctors ( ,div9ity div$ into ! hidd5 recesses ( t private t5em5t un9vit$1 & drew dome/ic conclusions f :at !y saw !re4 ,i _h ?\ght t an ,engli%man's h\se 0 8 ca/le2 b ! newspap]s ?\ght o!rwise1 & at la/ ! matt] came be=e my good ,bi%op4 ,i ins]t 8 lett]1 & a portion ( my reply to him3-- ,april #ab1 #ahdb4 ,s _m ( ! *>ges aga9/ y\rself & y\r fri5ds :i* ,i h se5 9 ! public j\rnals h be51 )9 my own k1 false & calumni\s1 t ,i am n apt to pay mu* att5tion1 to :at is ass]t$ ) respect to y 9 ! newspap]s4 ,9 a newspap] h[ev]1 ( ,april #i1 !re appe>s a p>agraph 9 :i* x is ass]t$1 z a matt] ( notoriety1 t a 's-call$ ,anglo-,ca?olic ,mona/]y is 9 process ( erection at ,littlemore1 & t ! cells ( dormitories1 ! *apel1 ! refectory1 ! cloi/]s all may be se5 advanc+ to p]fection1 "u ! eye ( a ,p>i% ,prie/ ( ! ,diocese ( ,ox=d4' ,n[1 z ,i h und]/ood t y really are possess$ ( "s t5em5ts at ,littlemore1--z x is g5]ally believ$ t !y are de/9$ = ! purposes ( /udy & devotion1--& z mu* suspicion & jeal\sy are felt ab\t ! matt]1 ,i am anxi\s to af=d y an opportunity ( mak+ me an explanation on ! subject4 ,i "k y too well n to be aw>e t y are ! la/ man liv+ to attempt 9 my ,diocese a revival ( ! ,mona/ic ord]s 79 any ?+ approa*+ to ! ,romani/ s5se ( ! t]m7 )\t previ\s communication ) me1--or inde$ t y %\ld take ^u y\rself to orig9ate any measure ( importance )\t au?ority f ! heads ( ! ,*ur*1--& !re=e ,i at once exon]ate y f ! accusation br\ght aga9/ y by ! newspap] ,i h quot$1 b ,i feel x nev]!less a duty to my ,diocese & myself1 z well z to y1 to ask y to put x 9 my p[] to contradict :at1 if uncontradict$1 w\ld appe> to imply a gl>+ invasion ( all ecclesia/ical discipl9e on y\r "p1 or ( inexcusable neglect & indiff]5ce to my duties on m9e4 ,i wrote 9 answ] z foll[s3-- ,april #ad1 #ahdb4 ,i am v mu* oblig$ by y\r ,lord%ip's k9dness 9 all[+ me to write to y on ! subject ( my h\se at ,littlemore2 at ! same "t ,i feel x h>d bo? on y\r ,lord%ip & myself t ! re/lessness ( ! public m9d %\ld oblige y to require an explanation ( me4 ,x is n[ a :ole ye> t ,i h be5 ! subject ( incessant misrepres5tation4 ,a ye> s9ce ,i submitt$ entirely to y\r ,lord%ip's au?ority2 &1 ) ! int5tion ( foll[+ out ! p>ticul> act enjo9$ ^u me1 ,i n only /opp$ ! s]ies ( ,tracts1 on :i* ,i 0 engag$1 b )drew f all public discussion ( ,*ur* matt]s ( ! day1 or :at may be call$ ecclesia/ical politics4 ,i turn$ myself at once to ! prep>ation = ! ,press ( ! translations ( ,/4 ,a?anasius to :i* ,i _h long wi%$ to devote myself1 & ,i int5d$ & int5d to employ myself 9 ! l !ological /udies1 & 9 ! conc]ns ( my own p>i% & 9 practical works4 ,) ! same view ( p]sonal improvem5t ,i 0 l$ m s]i\sly to a design :i* _h be5 long on my m9d4 ,= _m ye>s1 at lea/ ?irte51 ,i h wi%$ to give myself to a life ( great] religi\s regul>ity ?an ,i h hi!rto l$2 b x is v unpleasant to confess su* a wi% ev5 to my ,bi%op1 because x seems arrogant1 & because x is committ+ me to a pr(ession :i* may come to no?+4 ,= :at h ,i done t ,i am to be call$ to acc\nt by ! _w = my private actions1 9 a way 9 :i* no "o else is call$8 ,:y may ,i n h t lib]ty :i* all o!rs are all[$8 ,i am (t5 accus$ ( be+ und]h& & unc&id 9 respect to ! int5tions to :i* ,i h be5 allud+3 b no "o likes 8 own good resolutions nois$ ab\t1 bo? f m]e common delicacy & f fe> le/ he %\ld n be able to fulfil !m4 ,i feel x v cruel1 ?\gh ! p>ties 9 fault d n "k :at !y are do+1 t v sacr$ matt]s betwe5 me & my consci5ce are made a matt] ( public talk4 ,may ,i take a case p>allel ?\gh diff]5t8 suppose a p]son 9 prospect ( m>riage2 w\ld he l ! subject discuss$ 9 newspap]s1 & p>ties1 circum/ances1 c41 c41 publicly dem&$ ( him1 at ! p5alty ( be+ accus$ ( craft & duplicity8 ,! resolution ,i speak ( has be5 tak5 ) ref]5ce to myself alone1 & has be5 contemplat$ q indep5d5t ( ! co-op]ation ( any o!r human be+1 & )\t ref]5ce to success or failure o!r ?an p]sonal1 & )\t reg>d to ! blame or approbation ( man4 ,& be+ a resolution ( ye>s1 & "o to :i* ,i feel ,god has call$ me1 & 9 :i* ,i am violat+ no rule ( ! ,*ur* any m ?an if ,i m>ri$1 ,i %\ld h to answ] = x1 if ,i did n pursue x1 z a good ,provid5ce made op5+s = x4 ,9 pursu+ x !n ,i am ?9k+ ( myself alone1 n aim+ at any ecclesia/ical or ext]nal effects4 ,at ! same "t ( c\rse x w\ld be a great com=t to me to "k t ,god _h put x into ! he>ts ( o!rs to pursue _! p]sonal edification 9 ! same way1 & unnatural n to wi% to h ! b5efit ( _! pres5ce & enc\ragem5t1 or n to ?9k x a great infr+em5t on ! rights ( consci5ce if su* p]sonal & private resolutions 7 int]f]$ )4 ,y\r ,lord%ip w all[ me to add my firm conviction t su* religi\s resolutions are mo/ necess>y = keep+ a c]ta9 class ( m9ds firm 9 _! allegiance to our ,*ur*2 b /ill ,i c z truly say t my own reason = any ?+ ,i h done has be5 a p]sonal "o1 )\t :i* ,i %\ld n h ent]$ ^u x1 & :i* ,i hope to pursue :e!r ) or )\t ! sympa?ies ( o!rs pursu+ a simil> c\rse4444 ,z to my int5tions1 ,i purpose to live !re myself a good deal1 z ,i h a resid5t curate 9 ,ox=d4 ,9 do+ ?is1 ,i believe ,i am consult+ = ! good ( my p>i%1 z my population at ,littlemore is at lea/ equal to t ( ,/4 ,m>y's 9 ,ox=d1 & ! :ole ( ,littlemore is d\ble ( x4 ,x has be5 v mu* neglect$2 & 9 provid+ a p>sonage-h\se at ,littlemore1 z ?is w be1 & w be call$1 ,i conceive ,i am do+ a v great b5efit to my p4 ,at ! same "t x has appe>$ to me t a p>tial or tempor>y retirem5t f ,/4 ,m>y's ,*ur* might be exp$i5t "u ! prevail+ excitem5t4 ,z to ! quotation f ! newspap]1 :i* ,i h n se51 y\r ,lord%ip w p]ceive f :at ,i h said1 t no 'mona/]y is 9 process ( erection2' !re is no '*apel2' no 'refectory'1 h>dly a d9+-room or p>l\r4 ,! 'cloi/]s' are my %$ connect+ ! cottages4 ,i d n und]/& :at 'cells ( dormitories' means4 ,( c\rse ,i c repeat y\r ,lord%ip's words t ',i am n attempt+ a revival ( ! ,mona/ic ,ord]s1 9 any ?+ approa*+ to ! ,romani/ s5se ( ! t]m1' or 'tak+ on myself to orig9ate any measure ( importance )\t au?ority f ! ,heads ( ! ,*ur*4' ,i am attempt+ no?+ ecclesia/ical1 b some?+ p]sonal & private1 & :i* c only be made public1 n private1 by newspap]s & lett]-writ]s1 9 :i* s5se ! mo/ sacr$ & consci5ti\s resolves & acts may c]ta9ly be made ! objects ( an unmann]ly & unfeel+ curiosity4 99 99 99 99 99 ,"o calumny !re 0 :i* ! ,bi%op did n believe1 & ( :i* ( c\rse he _h no idea ( speak+4 ,x 0 t ,i 0 actually 9 ! s]vice ( ! enemy4 ,i _h =soo? be5 already receiv$ into ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 & 0 re>+ at ,littlemore a ne/ ( ,papi/s1 :o1 l me1 7 to take ! ,anglican oa?s :i* !y disbeliev$1 by virtue ( a disp5sation f ,rome1 & ?us 9 due "t 7 to br+ ov] to t unpr9cipl$ ,*ur* great numb]s ( ! ,anglican ,cl]gy & ,laity4 ,bi%ops gave _! c\nt5ance to ?is imputation aga9/ me4 ,! case 0 simply ?is3--z ,i made ,littlemore a place ( retirem5t = myself1 s did ,i (f] x to o!rs4 ,!re 7 "y m5 9 ,ox=d1 ^: te/imonials = ,ord]s _h be5 refus$ by _! ,colleges2 !re 7 "y cl]gym51 :o _h f\nd !mselves unable f consci5ce to g on ) _! duties1 & _h ?r[n up _! p>o*ial engagem5ts4 ,su* m5 7 already go+ /raight to ,rome1 & ,i int]pos$2 ,i int]pos$ = ! reasons ,i h giv5 9 ! beg9n+ ( ?is portion ( my n>rative4 ,i int]pos$ f fidelity to my cl]ical engagem5ts1 & f duty to my ,bi%op2 & f ! int]e/ :i* ,i 0 b\nd to take 9 !m1 & f belief t !y 7 premature or excit$4 ,_! fri5ds bes\ght me to quiet !m1 if ,i c\ld4 ,"s ( !m came to live ) me at ,littlemore4 ,!y 7 laym51 or 9 ! place ( laym54 ,i kept "s ( !m back = sev]al ye>s f be+ receiv$ into ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,ev5 :5 ,i _h giv5 up my liv+1 ,i 0 /ill b\nd by my duty to _! p>5ts or fri5ds1 & ,i did n =get /ill to d :at ,i c\ld = !m4 ,! imm$iate occasion ( my resign+ ,/4 ,m>y's1 0 ! unexpect$ conv]sion ( "o ( !m4 ,aft] t1 ,i felt x 0 impossible to keep my po/ !re1 = ,i _h be5 unable to keep my ^w ) my ,bi%op4 ,! foll[+ lett]s ref]1 m or less1 to ^! m51 :e!r !y 7 actually ) me at ,littlemore or n3-- #a4 ,m>* #f1 #ahdb4 ,*ur* doctr9es are a p[]ful weapon2 !y 7 n s5t into ! _w = no?+4 ,god's ^w does n return unto ,him void3 ,if ,i h said1 z ,i h1 t ! doctr9es ( ! ,tracts = ! ,times w\ld build up our ,*ur* & de/roy p>ties1 ,i meant1 if !y 7 us$1 n if !y 7 d5\nc$4 ,else1 !y w be z p[]ful aga9/ u1 z !y might be p[]ful = u4 ,if p :o h a lik+ = ano!r1 he> him call$ a ,roman ,ca?olic2 !y w say1 ',!n aft] all ,romanism is no su* bad ?+4' ,all ^! p]sons1 :o are mak+ ! cry1 are fulfill+ _! own prophecy4 ,if all ! _w agree 9 tell+ a man1 he has no bus9ess 9 our ,*ur*1 he w at l5g? beg9 to ?9k he has none4 ,h[ easy is x to p]suade a man ( any ?+1 :5 numb]s affirm x6 s great is ! =ce ( imag9ation4 ,did e "o :o met y 9 ! /reets look h>d at y1 y w\ld ?9k y 7 someh[ 9 fault4 ,i d n "k any ?+ s irritat+1 s unsettl+1 especially 9 ! case ( "y p]sons1 z1 :5 !y are go+ on calmly & unconsci\sly1 obey+ _! ,*ur* & foll[+ its div9es1 7,i am speak+ f facts17 z sudd5ly to _! surprise to be conjur$ n to make a leap1 ( :i* !y h n a dream & f :i* !y are f> remov$4 #b4 #ahdc or #ahdd4 ,i did n expla9 to y suffici5tly ! /ate ( m9d ( ^? :o 7 9 dang]4 ,i only spoke ( ^? :o 7 conv9c$ t our ,*ur* 0 ext]nal to ! ,*ur* ,ca?olic1 ?\gh !y felt x unsafe to tru/ _! own private convictions2 b !re are two o!r /ates ( m9d2 #a4 t ( ^? :o are unconsci\sly ne> ,rome1 & ^: despair ab\t our ,*ur* w\ld at once develope into a /ate ( consci\s approximation1 or a quasi-resolution to g ov]2 #b4 ^? :o feel !y c ) a safe consci5ce rema9 ) u :ile !y are all[$ to te/ify 9 behalf ( ,ca?olicism1 i4e4 z if by su* acts !y 7 putt+ our ,*ur*1 or at lea/ t portion ( x 9 :i* !y 7 includ$1 9 ! position ( cate*um5s4 #c4 ,june #bj1 #ahdc4 ,i return ! v pleas+ lett] y h p]mitt$ me to read4 ,:at a sad ?+ x is1 t x %\ld be a pla9 duty to re/ra9 "o's sympa?ies1 & to keep !m f boil+ ov]2 b ,i suppose x is a matt] ( common prud5ce4 ,?+s are v s]i\s "h2 b ,i %\ld n l y to say s1 z x might d no good4 ,! ,au?orities f9d1 t1 by ! ,/atutes1 !y h m ?an milit>y p[]2 & ! g5]al impression seems to be1 t !y int5d to ex]t x1 & put d[n ,ca?olicism at any risk4 ,i believe t by ! ,/atutes1 !y c pretty ne>ly susp5d a ,prea*]1 z s$itiosus or caus+ diss5sion1 )\t assign+ _! gr\nds 9 ! p>ticul> case1 nay1 bani% him1 or imprison him4 ,if s1 all hold]s ( pref]m5t 9 ! ,univ]sity %\ld make z quiet an exit z !y c4 ,!re is m exasp]ation on bo? sides at ?is mom5t1 z ,i am told1 ?an ev] !re 04 #d4 ,july #af1 #ahdc4 ,i assure y t ,i feel1 ) only too mu* sympa?y1 :at y say4 ,y ne$ n be told t ! :ole subject ( our position is a subject ( anxiety to o!rs beside y\rself4 ,x is no good attempt+ to (f] advice1 :5 p]haps ,i might raise difficulties in/ead ( remov+ !m4 ,x seems to me q a case1 9 :i* y %\ld1 z f> z may be1 make up y\r m9d = y\rself4 ,come to ,littlemore by all means4 ,we %all all rejoice 9 y\r company2 &1 if quiet & retirem5t are able1 z !y v likely w be1 to reconcile y to ?+s z !y are1 y %all h y\r fill ( !m4 ,h[ di/ress$ poor ,h5ry ,wilb]=ce mu/ be6 ,kn[+ h[ he values y1 ,i feel = him2 b1 alas6 he has 8 own position1 & e "o else has 8 own1 & ! mis]y is t no two ( u h exactly ! same4 ,x is v k9d ( y to be s frank & op5 ) me1 z y are2 b ?is is a "t :i* ?r[s toge!r p]sons :o feel alike4 ,may ,i )\t tak+ a lib]ty sign myself1 y\rs affectionately1 c4 #e4 ,augu/ #cj1 #ahdc4 ,a4 ,b4 has sudd5ly con=m$ to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,he 0 away = ?ree weeks4 ,i suppose ,i mu/ say 9 my def5ce1 t he promis$ me di/9ctly to rema9 9 our ,*ur* ?ree ye>s1 be=e ,i receiv$ him "h4 #f4 ,june #ag1 #ahde4 ,i am conc]n$ to f9d y speak ( me 9 a tone ( di/ru/4 ,if y knew me ev] s little1 in/ead ( he>+ ( me f p]sons :o d n "k me at all1 y w\ld ?9k diff]5tly ( me1 :atev] y ?\ght ( my op9ions4 ,two ye>s s9ce1 ,i got y\r son to tell y my int5tion ( resign+ ,/4 ,m>y's1 be=e ,i made x public1 ?9k+ y ought to "k x4 ,:5 y express$ "s pa9ful feel+ ^u x1 ,i told him ,i c\ld n cons5t to 8 rema9+ "h1 pa9ful z x w\ld be to me to "p ) him1 )\t y\r writt5 sanction4 ,& ?is y did me ! fav\r to give4 ,i believe y w f9d t x has be5 m]ely a delicacy on y\r son's "p1 :i* has delay$ 8 speak+ to y ab\t me = two mon?s pa/2 a delicacy1 le/ he %\ld say ei!r too mu* or too little ab\t me4 ,i h urg$ him sev]al times to speak to y4 ,no?+ c be done aft] y\r lett]1 b to recomm5d him to g to ,a4 ,b4 78 home7 at once4 ,i am v sorry to "p ) him4 #g4 ,! foll[+ lett] is address$ to ,c>d9al ,wiseman1 !n ,vic> ,apo/olic1 :o accus$ me ( coldness 9 my conduct t[>ds him3-- ,april #af1 #ahde4 ,i 0 at t "t 9 *>ge ( a m9i/]ial (fice 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 ) p]sons entru/$ to me1 & a ,bi%op to obey2 h[ c\ld ,i possibly write o!rwise ?an ,i did )\t violat+ sacr$ obligations & betray+ mom5t\s int]e/s :i* 7 ^u me8 ,i felt t my imm$iate1 und5iable duty1 cle> if any ?+ 0 cle>1 0 to fulfil t tru/4 ,x might be "r inde$ to give x up1 t 0 ano!r ?+2 b x nev] c\ld be "r to hold x1 & to act z if ,i did n hold x4444 ,if y knew me1 y w\ld acquit me1 ,i ?9k1 ( hav+ ev] felt t[>ds y\r ,lord%ip 9 an unfri5dly _s1 or ev] hav+ _h a %ad[ on my m9d 7z f> z ,i d>e witness ab\t myself7 ( :at might be call$ controv]sial rivalry or desire ( gett+ ! bett]1 or fe> le/ ! _w %\ld ?9k ,i _h got ! worse1 or irritation ( any k9d4 ,y are too k9d inde$ to imply ?is1 & yet y\r words lead me to say x4 ,& n[ 9 l mann]1 pray believe1 ?\gh ,i _c expla9 x to y1 t ,i am encompass$ ) responsibilities1 s great & s v>i\s1 z utt]ly to ov]come me1 unless ,i h m]cy f ,him1 :o all ?r\gh my life has su/a9$ & guid$ me1 & to :om ,i c n[ submit myself1 ?\gh m5 ( all p>ties are ?9k+ evil ( me4 99 99 99 99 99 ,su* fidelity1 h[ev]1 0 tak5 9 malam p>tem by ! high ,anglican au?orities2 !y ?\ght x insidi\s4 ,i happ5 /ill to h a correspond5ce :i* took place 9 #ahdc1 9 :i* ! *ief place is fill$ by "o ( ! mo/ em95t ,bi%ops ( ! day1 a !ologian & read] ( ! ,fa!rs1 a mod]ate man1 :o at "o "t 0 talk$ ( z likely on a vacancy to succe$ to ! ,primacy4 ,a "y cl]gyman 9 8 diocese became a ,ca?olic2 ! pap]s at once report$ on au?ority f a v high qu>t]1 t1 aft] 8 reception1 ! ,ox=d m5 _h be5 recomm5d+ him to reta9 8 liv+4 ,i _h reasons = ?9k+ t ! allusion 0 made to me1 & ,i au?oriz$ ! ,editor ( a ,pap]1 :o _h inquir$ ( me on ! po9t1 to give x1 z f> z ,i 0 conc]n$1 an unqualifi$ contradiction2--:5 f a motive ( delicacy he hesitat$1 ,i add$ my direct & indignant contradiction4 ,:oev] is ! au?or ( x1 ,i cont9u$ to ! ,editor1 no correspond5ce or int]c\rse ( any k9d1 direct or indirect1 has pass$ betwe5 ,mr4 ,s4 & myself1 s9ce 8 con=m+ to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 except my =mally & m]ely ackn[l$g+ ! receipt ( 8 lett]1 9 :i* he in=m$ me ( ! fact1 )\t1 z f> z ,i recollect1 my express+ any op9ion ^u x4 ,y may /ate ?is z broadly z ,i h set x d[n4 ,my d5ial 0 told to ! ,bi%op2 :at took place ^u x is giv5 9 a lett] f :i* ,i copy4 ,my fa!r %[$ ! lett] to ! ,bi%op1 :o1 z he laid x d[n1 said1 ',ah1 ^? ,ox=d m5 are n +5u\s4' ',h[ d y mean8' ask$ my fa!r4 ',:y1' said ! ,bi%op1 '!y advis$ ,mr4 ,b4 ,s4 to reta9 8 liv+ aft] he turn$ ,ca?olic4 ,i "k t to be a fact1 because ,a4 ,b4 told me s4' ,! ,bi%op1 cont9ues ! lett]1 :o is p]haps ! mo/ influ5tial man 9 reality on ! b5*1 evid5tly believes x to be ! tru?4 ,^u ?is ,dr4 ,pusey wrote 9 my behalf to ! ,bi%op2 & ! ,bi%op in/antly beat a retreat4 ,i h ! hon\r1 he says 9 ! autograph :i* ,i transcribe1 to ackn[l$ge ! receipt ( y\r note1 & to say 9 reply t x has n be5 /at$ by me1 7?\gh su* a /atem5t has1 ,i believe1 appe>$ 9 "s ( ! ,public ,pr9ts17 t ,mr4 ,newman _h advis$ ,mr4 ,b4 ,s4 to reta9 8 liv+1 aft] he _h =sak5 our ,*ur*4 ,b x has be5 /at$ to me1 t ,mr4 ,newman 0 9 close correspond5ce ) ,mr4 ,b4 ,s41 &1 be+ fully aw>e ( 8 /ate ( op9ions & feel+s1 yet advis$ him to cont9ue 9 our communion4 ,all[ me to add1 he says to ,dr4 ,pusey1 t nei!r y\r "n1 nor t ( ,mr4 ,keble1 0 m5tion$ to me 9 connexion ) t ( ,mr4 ,b4 ,s4 ,i 0 n go+ to let ! ,bi%op (f on ?is evasion1 s ,i wrote to him myself4 ,aft] quot+ 8 ,lett] to ,dr4 ,pusey1 ,i cont9u$1 ,i beg to tr\ble y\r ,lord%ip ) my own acc\nt ( ! two allegations close correspond5ce & fully aw>e1 c4 :i* are conta9$ 9 y\r /atem5t1 & :i* h l$ to y\r speak+ ( me 9 t]ms :i* ,i hope nev] to des]ve4 #a4 ,s9ce ,mr4 ,b4 ,s4 has be5 9 y\r ,lord%ip's diocese1 ,i h se5 him 9 ,common rooms or private p>ties 9 ,ox=d two or ?ree times1 :5 ,i nev] 7z f> z ,i c recollect7 _h any conv]sation ) him4 ,dur+ ! same "t ,i h1 to ! be/ ( my memory1 writt5 to him ?ree lett]s4 ,"o 0 lately1 9 ackn[l$gm5t ( 8 in=m+ me ( 8 *ange ( religion4 ,ano!r 0 la/ summ]1 :5 ,i ask$ him 7to no purpose7 to come & /ay ) me 9 ?is place4 ,! e>lie/ ( ! ?ree lett]s 0 writt5 j a ye> s9ce1 z f> z ,i recollect1 & x c]ta9ly 0 on ! subject ( 8 jo9+ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,i wrote ?is lett] at ! e>ne/ wi% ( a fri5d ( 84 ,i _c be sure t1 on 8 reply+1 ,i did n s5d him a brief note 9 explanation ( po9ts 9 my lett] :i* he _h misappreh5d$4 ,i _c recollect any o!r correspond5ce betwe5 u4 #b4 ,z to my k ( 8 op9ions & feel+s1 z f> z ,i rememb]1 ! only po9t ( p]plexity :i* ,i knew1 ! only po9t :i* to ?is h\r ,i "k1 z press+ ^u him1 0 t ( ! ,pope's supremacy4 ,he pr(ess$ to be se>*+ ,antiquity :e!r ! see ( ,rome _h =m]ly t relation to ! :ole ,*ur* :i* ,roman ,ca?olics n[ assign to x4 ,my lett] 0 direct$ to ! po9t1 t x 0 8 duty n to p]plex himself ) argum5ts on su* a "q1 444 & to put x altoge!r aside4444 ,x is h>d t ,i am put ^u my memory1 )\t kn[+ ! details ( ! /atem5t made aga9/ me1 consid]+ ! v>i\s correspond5ce 9 :i* ,i am f "t to "t unavoidably engag$4444 ,be assur$1 my ,"l1 t !re are v def9ite limits1 beyond :i* p]sons l me w\ld nev] urge ano!r to reta9 pref]m5t 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 nor w\ld reta9 x !mselves2 & t ! c5sure :i* has be5 direct$ aga9/ !m by s _m ( its ,rul]s has a v grave be>+ ^u ^? limits4 ,! ,bi%op repli$ 9 a civil lett]1 & s5t my own lett] to 8 orig9al in=mant1 :o wrote to me ! lett] ( a g5tleman4 ,x seems t an anxi\s lady _h said some?+ or o!r :i* _h be5 mis9t]pret$1 aga9/ h] real mean+1 into ! calumny :i* 0 circulat$1 & s ! report vani%$ into ?9 air4 ,i clos$ ! correspond5ce ) ! foll[+ ,lett] to ! ,bi%op3-- ,i hope y\r ,lord%ip w believe me :5 ,i say1 t /atem5ts ab\t me1 equally incorrect ) t :i* has come to y\r ,lord%ip's e>s1 are f "t to "t report$ to me z cr$it$ & repeat$ by ! highe/ au?orities 9 our ,*ur*1 ?\gh x is v seldom t ,i h ! opportunity ( d5y+ !m4 ,i am oblig$ by y\r ,lord%ip's lett] to ,dr4 ,pusey z giv+ me su* an opportunity4 ,!n ,i add$1 ) a purpose1 ,y\r ,lord%ip w obs]ve t 9 my ,lett] ,i _h no occasion to proce$ to ! "q1 :e!r a p]son hold+ ,roman ,ca?olic op9ions c 9 hone/y rema9 9 our ,*ur*4 ,le/ !n any misconception %\ld arise f my sil5ce1 ,i "h take ! lib]ty ( add+1 t ,i see no?+ wrong 9 su* a p]son's cont9u+ 9 communion ) u1 provid$ he holds no pref]m5t or (fice1 ab/a9s f ! managem5t ( ecclesia/ical matt]s1 & is b\nd by no subscription or oa? to our doctr9es4 ,?is 0 writt5 on ,m>* #h1 #ahdc1 & 0 9 anticipation ( my own retirem5t into lay communion4 ,?is aga9 leads me to a rem>k3--= two ye>s ,i 0 9 lay communion1 n inde$ be+ a ,ca?olic 9 my convictions1 b 9 a /ate ( s]i\s d\bt1 & ) ! probable prospect ( becom+ "s day1 :at z yet ,i 0 n4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i ?\ght ! be/ ?+ ,i c\ld d 0 to give up duty & to ?r[ myself into lay communion1 rema9+ an ,anglican4 ,i c\ld n g to ,rome1 :ile ,i ?\ght :at ,i did ( ! devotions %e sanction$ to ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! ,sa9ts4 ,i did n give up my fell[%ip1 = ,i c\ld n be sure t my d\bts w\ld n be r$uc$ or ov]come1 h[ev] unlikely ,i might consid] su* an ev5t4 ,b ,i gave up my liv+2 &1 = two ye>s be=e my conv]sion1 ,i took no cl]ical duty4 ,my la/ ,s]mon 0 9 ,septemb]1 #ahdc2 !n ,i rema9$ at ,littlemore 9 quiet = two ye>s4 ,b x 0 made a subject ( reproa* to me at ! "t1 & is at ?is day1 t ,i did n leave ! ,anglican ,*ur* soon]4 ,to me ?is seems a wond]ful *>ge2 :y1 ev5 _h ,i be5 q sure t ,rome 0 ! true ,*ur*1 ! ,anglican ,bi%ops w\ld h _h no j subject ( compla9t aga9/ me1 provid$ ,i took no ,anglican oa?1 no cl]ical duty1 no ecclesia/ical adm9i/ration4 ,d !y =ce all m5 :o g to _! ,*ur*es to believe 9 ! #ci ,articles1 or to jo9 9 ! ,a?anasian ,cre$8 ,h[ev]1 ,i 0 to h o!r measure dealt to me2 great au?orities rul$ x s2 & a great controv]siali/1 ,mr4 ,/anley ,fab]1 ?\ght x a %ame t ,i did n leave ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& z mu* z t5 ye>s soon] ?an ,i did4 ,he said ?is 9 pr9t betwe5 ! ye>s #ahdg & #ahdi4 ,8 nephew1 an ,anglican cl]gyman1 k9dly wi%$ to undeceive him on ?is po9t4 ,s1 9 ! latt] ye>1 aft] "s correspond5ce1 ,i wrote ! foll[+ lett]1 :i* w be ( s]vice to ?is n>rative1 f its *ronological notes3-- ,dec4 #f1 #ahdi4 ,y\r uncle says1 ',if he 7,mr4 ,n47 w decl>e1 sans phrase1 z ! ,fr5* say1 t ,i h lab\r$ "u an entire mi/ake1 & t he 0 n a conceal$ ,romani/ dur+ ! t5 ye>s 9 "q1' 7,i suppose1 ! la/ t5 ye>s ( my memb]%ip ) ! ,anglican ,*ur*17 'or dur+ any "p ( ! "t1 my controv]sial antipa?y w be at an end1 & ,i w readily express to him t ,i am truly sorry t ,i h made su* a mi/ake4' ,s c&id an av[al is :at ,i %\ld h expect$ f a m9d l y\r uncle's4 ,i am extremely glad he has br\ght x to ?is issue4 ,by a 'conceal$ ,romani/' ,i und]/& him to mean "o1 :o1 pr(ess+ to belong to ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 9 8 he>t & w int5ds to b5efit ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 at ! exp5se ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,he _c mean by ! expression m]ely a p]son :o 9 fact is b5efit+ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 :ile he is int5d+ to b5efit ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 = t is no discr$it to him morally1 & he 7y\r uncle7 evid5tly means to impute blame4 ,9 ! s5se 9 :i* ,i h expla9$ ! words1 ,i c simply & hone/ly say t ,i 0 n a conceal$ ,romani/ dur+ ! :ole1 or any "p (1 ! ye>s 9 "q4 ,= ! fir/ f\r ye>s ( ! t51 7up to ,mi*aelmas1 #ahci17 ,i hone/ly wi%$ to b5efit ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 at ! exp5se ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome3 ,= ! second f\r ye>s ,i wi%$ to b5efit ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& )\t prejudice to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome3 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! n9? ye> 7,mi*aelmas1 #ahdc7 ,i began to despair ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 & gave up all cl]ical duty2 & !n1 :at ,i wrote & did 0 influ5c$ by a m]e wi% n to injure x1 & n by ! wi% to b5efit x3 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! t5? ye> ,i di/9ctly contemplat$ leav+ x1 b ,i also di/9ctly told my fri5ds t x 0 9 my contemplation4 ,la/ly1 dur+ ! la/ half ( t t5? ye> ,i 0 engag$ 9 writ+ a book 7,essay on ,developm5t7 9 fav\r ( ! ,roman ,*ur*1 & indirectly aga9/ ! ,engli%2 b ev5 !n1 till x 0 f9i%$1 ,i _h n absolutely int5d$ to publi% x1 wi%+ to res]ve to myself ! *ance ( *ang+ my m9d :5 ! argum5tative views :i* 7 actuat+ me _h be5 di/9ctly br\ght out be=e me 9 writ+4 ,i wi% ?is /atem5t1 :i* ,i make f memory1 & )\t consult+ any docum5t1 sev]ely te/$ by my writ+s & do+s1 z ,i am confid5t x w1 on ! :ole1 be borne out1 :atev] real or app>5t exceptions 7,i suspect none7 h to be all[$ by me 9 detail4 ,y\r uncle is at lib]ty to make :at use he pleases ( ?is explanation4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i h n[ rea*$ an important date 9 my n>rative1 ! ye> #ahdc2 b be=e proce$+ to ! matt]s :i* x conta9s1 ,i w ins]t portions ( my lett]s f #ahda to #ahdc1 address$ to ,ca?olic acqua9tances4 #a4 ,april #h1 #ahda 444 ,! unity ( ! ,*ur* ,ca?olic is v ne> my he>t1 only ,i d n see any prospect ( x 9 our "t2 & ,i despair ( its be+ effect$ )\t great sacrifices on all h&s4 ,z to resi/+ ! ,bi%op's w1 ,i obs]ve t no po9t ( doctr9e or pr9ciple 0 9 dispute1 b a c\rse ( action1 ! publication ( c]ta9 works4 ,i d n ?9k y suffici5tly und]/ood our position4 ,i suppose y w\ld obey ! ,holy ,see 9 su* a case2 n[1 :5 we 7 sep>at$ f ! ,pope1 8 au?ority rev]t$ to our ,diocesans4 ,our ,bi%op is our ,pope4 ,x is our !ory1 t ea* diocese is an integral ,*ur*1 int]communion be+ a duty1 7& ! brea* ( x a s917 b n ess5tial to ,ca?olicity4 ,to h resi/$ my ,bi%op1 w\ld h be5 to place myself 9 an utt]ly false position1 :i* ,i nev] c\ld h recov]$4 ,dep5d ^u x1 ! /r5g? ( any p>ty lies 9 its be+ true to its !ory4 ,consi/5cy is ! life ( a movem5t4 ,i h no misgiv+s :atev] t ! l9e ,i h tak5 c be o!r ?an a prosp]\s "o3 t is1 9 itself1 = ( c\rse ,provid5ce may refuse to u its legitimate issues = our s9s4 ,i am afraid1 t 9 "o respect y may be disappo9t$4 ,x is my tru/1 ?\gh ,i mu/ n be too sangu9e1 t we %all n h individual memb]s ( our communion go+ ov] to y\rs4 ,:at "o's duty w\ld be "u o!r circum/ances1 :at our duty w\ld h be5 t5 or tw5ty ye>s ago1 ,i _c say2 b ,i d ?9k t !re is less ( private judgm5t 9 go+ ) "o's ,*ur*1 ?an 9 leav+ x4 ,i c e>ne/ly desire a union betwe5 my ,*ur* & y\rs4 ,i _c li/5 to ! ?\ght ( y\r be+ jo9$ by individuals among u4 #b4 ,april #bf1 #ahda4 ,my only anxiety is le/ y\r bran* ( ! ,*ur* %\ld n meet u by ^? re=ms :i* surely are necess>y4 ,x nev] c\ld be1 t s l>ge a portion ( ,*ri/5dom %\ld h split (f f ! communion ( ,rome1 & kept up a prote/ = #cjj ye>s = no?+4 ,i ?9k ,i nev] %all believe t s mu* piety & e>ne/ness w\ld be f\nd among ,prote/ants1 if !re 7 n "s v grave errors on ! side ( ,rome4 ,to suppose ! contr>y is mo/ unreal1 & violates all "o's notions ( moral probabilities4 ,all ab]rations are f\nd$ on1 & h _! life 91 "s tru? or o!r--& ,prote/antism1 s widely spread & s long endur+1 mu/ h 9 x1 & mu/ be witness =1 a great tru? or mu* tru?4 ,t ,i am an advocate = ,prote/antism1 y _c suppose2--b ,i am =c$ into a ,via ,m$ia1 %ort ( ,rome1 z x is at pres5t4 #c4 ,may #e1 #ahda4 ,:ile ,i mo/ s9c]ely hold t !re is 9 ! ,roman ,*ur* a tradition>y sy/em :i* is n necess>ily connect$ ) h] ess5tial =mul>ies1 yet1 7 ,i ev] s mu* to *ange my m9d on ?is po9t1 ?is w\ld n t5d to br+ me f my pres5t position1 provid5tially appo9t$ 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*4 ,t y\r communion 0 unassailable1 w\ld n prove t m9e 0 indef5sible4 ,nor w\ld x at all affect ! s5se 9 :i* ,i receive our ,articles2 !y w\ld /ill speak aga9/ c]ta9 def9ite errors1 ?\gh y _h re=m$ !m4 ,i say ?is le/ any lurk+ suspicion %\ld be left 9 ! m9d ( y\r fri5ds t p]sons :o ?9k ) me are likely1 by ! gr[? ( _! pres5t views1 to f9d x imp]ative on !m to pass ov] to y\r communion4 ,all[ me to /ate /rongly1 t if y h any su* ?\ghts1 & proce$ to act ^u !m1 y\r fri5ds w be committ+ a fatal mi/ake4 ,we h 7,i tru/7 ! pr9ciple & temp] ( ob$i5ce too intimately wr\ght into u to all[ ( our sep>at+ ourselves f our ecclesia/ical sup]iors because 9 _m po9ts we may sympa?ize ) o!rs4 ,we h too great a horror ( ! pr9ciple ( private judgm5t to tru/ x 9 s imm5se a matt] z t ( *ang+ f "o communion to ano!r4 ,we may be ca/ out ( our communion1 or x may decree h]esy to be tru?1--y %all say :e!r su* cont+5cies are likely2 b ,i d n see o!r conceivable causes ( our leav+ ! ,*ur* 9 :i* we 7 baptiz$4 ,= myself1 p]sons mu/ be well acqua9t$ ) :at ,i h writt5 be=e !y v5ture to say :e!r ,i h mu* *ang$ my ma9 op9ions & c>d9al views 9 ! c\rse ( ! la/ eight ye>s4 ,t my sympa?ies h gr[n t[>ds ! religion ( ,rome ,i d n d5y2 t my reasons = %unn+ h] communion h less5$ or alt]$ x w\ld be difficult p]haps to prove4 ,& ,i wi% to g by reason1 n by feel+4 #d4 ,june #ah1 #ahda4 ,y urge p]sons ^: views agree ) m9e to comm5ce a movem5t 9 behalf ( a union betwe5 ! ,*ur*es4 ,n[ 9 ! lett]s ,i h writt51 ,i h uni=mly said t ,i did n expect t union 9 our "t1 & h disc\rag$ ! notion ( all sudd5 proce$+s ) a view to x4 ,i mu/ ask y\r leave to repeat on ?is occasion mo/ di/9ctly1 t ,i _c be p>ty to any agitation1 b mean to rema9 quiet 9 my own place1 & to d all ,i c to make o!rs take ! same c\rse4 ,?is ,i conceive to be my simple duty2 b1 ov] & above ?is1 ,i w n set my tee? on edge ) s\r grapes4 ,i "k x is q )9 ! range ( possibilities t "o or ano!r ( our p %\ld g ov] to y\r communion2 h[ev]1 x w\ld be a great] mis=tune to y ?an grief to u4 ,if y\r fri5ds wi% to put a gulf betwe5 !mselves & u1 let !m make conv]ts1 b n else4 ,"s mon?s ago1 ,i v5tur$ to say t ,i felt x a pa9ful duty to keep alo( f all ,roman ,ca?olics :o came ) ! int5tion ( op5+ negotiations = ! union ( ! ,*ur*es3 :5 y n[ urge u to petition our ,bi%ops = a union1 ?is1 ,i conceive1 is v l an act ( negotiation4 #e4 ,i h ! fir/ sket* or draft ( a lett]1 :i* ,i wrote to a zeal\s ,ca?olic layman3 x runs z foll[s1 z f> z ,i h pres]v$ x1 b ,i ?9k !re 7 v>i\s *anges & additions3--,septemb] #ab1 #ahda4 ,x w\ld rejoice all ,ca?olic m9ds among u1 m ?an words c say1 if y c\ld p]suade memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome to take ! l9e 9 politics :i* y s e>ne/ly advocate4 ,suspicion & di/ru/ are ! ma9 causes at pres5t ( ! sep>ation betwe5 u1 & ! ne>e/ approa*es 9 doctr9e w b increase ! ho/ility1 :i*1 alas1 our p feel t[>ds y\rs1 :ile ^! causes cont9ue4 ,dep5d ^u x1 y mu/ n rely ^u our ,ca?olic t5d5cies till !y are remov$4 ,i am n speak+ ( myself1 or ( any fri5ds ( m9e2 b ( our ,*ur* g5]ally4 ,:atev] our p]sonal feel+s may be1 we %all b t5d to raise & spread a rival ,*ur* to y\rs 9 ! f\r qu>t]s ( ! _w1 unless y d :at none b y c d4 ,sympa?ies1 :i* w\ld fl[ ov] to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 z a matt] ( c\rse1 did %e admit !m1 w b be develop$ 9 ! consolidation ( our own sy/em1 if %e cont9ues to be ! object ( our suspicions & fe>s4 ,i wi%1 ( c\rse ,i d1 t our own ,*ur* may be built up & ext5d$1 b /ill1 n at ! co/ ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 n 9 opposition to x4 ,i am sure1 t1 :ile y suff]1 we suff] too f ! sep>ation2 b we _c remove ! ob/acles2 x is ) y to d s4 ,y d n fe> u2 we fe> y4 ,till we cease to fe> y1 we _c love y4 ,:ile y are 9 y\r pres5t position1 ! fri5ds ( ,ca?olic unity 9 our ,*ur* are b fulfill+ ! pr$iction ( ^? ( y\r body :o are av]se to !m1 viz4 t !y w be m]ely /r5g!n+ a rival communion to y\rs4 ,_m ( y say t we are y\r greate/ enemies2 we h said s ourselves3 s we are1 s we %all be1 z ?+s /& at pres5t4 ,we are keep+ p f y1 by supply+ _! wants 9 our own ,*ur*4 ,we are keep+ p]sons f y3 d y wi% u to keep !m f y = a "t or = ev]8 ,x re/s ) y to det]m9e4 ,i d n fe> t y w succe$ among u2 y w n supplant our ,*ur* 9 ! affections ( ! ,engli% nation2 only ?r\gh ! ,engli% ,*ur* c y act ^u ! ,engli% nation4 ,i wi% ( c\rse our ,*ur* %\ld be consolidat$1 ) & ?r\gh & 9 y\r communion1 = its sake1 & y\r sake1 & = ! sake ( unity4 ,are y aw>e t ! m s]i\s ?9k]s among u are us$1 z f> z !y d>e =m an op9ion1 to reg>d ! _s ( ,lib]alism z ! *>act]i/ic ( ! de/9$ ,anti*ri/8 ,9 va9 does any "o cle> ! ,*ur* ( ,rome f ! badges ( ,anti*ri/1 9 :i* ,prote/ants w\ld inve/ h]1 if %e delib]ately takes up h] position 9 ! v qu>t]1 :i!r we h ca/ !m1 :5 we took !m (f f h]4 ,anti*ri/ is describ$ z ! ,greek3 anomos1 z exalt+ himself above ! yoke ( religion & law4 ,! _s ( lawlessness came 9 ) ! ,re=mation1 & ,lib]alism is its (fspr+4 ,& n[ ,i fe> ,i am go+ to pa9 y by tell+ y1 t y consid] ! approa*es 9 doctr9e on our "p t[>ds y1 clos] ?an !y really are4 ,i _c help repeat+ :at ,i h _m times said 9 pr9t1 t y\r s]vices & devotions to ,/4 ,m>y 9 matt] ( fact d mo/ deeply pa9 me4 ,i am only /at+ x z a fact4 ,aga91 ,i h n[h]e said t ,i c accept ! decrees ( ,tr5t ?r\gh\t1 nor impli$ x4 ,! doctr9e ( ,transub/antiation is a great difficulty ) me1 z be+1 z ,i ?9k1 n primitive4 ,nor h ,i said t our ,articles 9 all respects admit ( a ,roman int]pretation2 ! v ^w ',transub/antiation' is dis[n$ 9 !m4 ,?us1 y see1 x is n m]ely on gr\nds ( exp$i5ce t we d n jo9 y4 ,!re are positive difficulties 9 ! way ( x4 ,&1 ev5 if !re 7 n1 we %all h no div9e w>rant = do+ s1 :ile we ?9k t ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& is a bran* ( ! true ,*ur*1 & t int]communion ) ! re/ ( ,*ri/5dom is necess>y1 n = ! life ( a p>ticul> ,*ur*1 b = its heal? only4 ,i h nev] disguis$ t !re are actual circum/ances 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 :i* pa9 me mu*2 ( ! removal ( ^! ,i see no *ance1 :ile we jo9 y "o by "o2 b if our ,*ur* 7 prep>$ = a union1 %e might make h] t]ms2 %e might ga9 ! cup2 %e might prote/ aga9/ ! extreme hon\rs paid to ,/4 ,m>y2 %e might make "s explanation ( ! doctr9e ( ,transub/antiation4 ,i am n prep>$ to say t a re=m 9 o!r bran*es ( ! ,roman ,*ur* w\ld be necess>y = our unit+ ) !m1 h[ev] desirable 9 itself1 s t we 7 all[$ to make a re=m 9 our own c\ntry4 ,we d n look t[>ds ,rome z believ+ t its communion is infallible1 b t union is a duty4 #f4 ,! foll[+ lett] 0 occasion$ by ! pres5t made to me ( a book by ! fri5d to :om x is writt52 m w be said on ! subject ( x pres5tly3-- ,nov4 #bb1 #ahdb4 ,i only wi% t y\r ,*ur* 7 m kn[n among u by su* writ+s4 ,y w n int]e/ u 9 h]1 till we see h]1 n 9 politics1 b 9 h] true functions ( exhort+1 tea*+1 & guid+4 ,i wi% !re 7 a *ance ( mak+ ! lead+ m5 among y und]/&1 :at ,i believe is no novel ?\ght to y\rself4 ,x is n by le>n$ discussions1 or acute argum5ts1 or reports ( miracles1 t ! he>t ( ,engl& c be ga9$4 ,x is by m5 'approv+ !mselves1' l ! ,apo/le1 'm9i/]s ( ,*ri/4' ,z to y\r "q1 :e!r ! ,volume y h s5t is n calculat$ to remove my appreh5sions t ano!r gospel is sub/itut$ = ! true "o 9 y\r practical in/ructions1 be=e ,i c answ] x 9 any way1 ,i ought to "k h[ f> ! ,s]mons :i* x comprises are select$ f a numb]1 or :e!r !y are ! :ole1 or su* z ! :ole1 :i* h be5 publi%$ ( ! au?or's4 ,i assure y1 or at lea/ ,i tru/1 t1 if x is ev] cle>ly br\ght home to me t ,i h be5 wrong 9 :at ,i h said on ?is subject1 my public av[al ( t conviction w only be a "q ( "t ) me4 ,if1 h[ev]1 y saw our ,*ur* z we see x1 y w\ld easily und]/& t su* a *ange ( feel+1 did x take place1 w\ld h no necess>y t5d5cy1 :i* y seem to expect1 to draw a p]son f ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& to t ( ,rome4 ,!re is a div9e life among u1 cle>ly manife/$1 9 spite ( all our disord]s1 :i* is z great a note ( ! ,*ur*1 z any c be4 ,:y %\ld we seek our ,"l's pres5ce else:]e1 :5 ,he v\*safes x to u :]e we are8 ,:at call h we to *ange our communion8 ,roman ,ca?olics w f9d ?is to be ! /ate ( ?+s 9 "t to come1 :atev] promise !y may fancy !re is ( a l>ge secession to _! ,*ur*4 ,?is man or t may leave u1 b !re w be no g5]al movem5t4 ,!re is1 inde$1 an incipi5t movem5t ( our ,*ur* t[>ds y\rs1 & ?is y\r lead+ m5 are do+ all !y c to fru/rate by _! unwe>i$ ef=ts at all risks to c>ry (f individuals4 ,:5 w !y "k _! position1 & embrace a l>g] & wis] policy8 #b4 ,! lett] :i* ,i h la/ ins]t$1 is address$ to my de> fri5d1 ,dr4 ,russell1 ! pres5t ,presid5t ( ,maynoo?4 ,he _h1 p]haps1 m to d ) my conv]sion ?an any "o else4 ,he call$ ^u me1 9 pass+ ?r\gh ,ox=d 9 ! summ] ( #ahda1 & ,i ?9k ,i took him ov] "s ( ! build+s ( ! ,univ]sity4 ,he call$ aga9 ano!r summ]1 on 8 way f ,dubl9 to ,london4 ,i d n recollect t he said a ^w on ! subject ( religion on ei!r occasion4 ,he s5t me at diff]5t times sev]al lett]s2 he 0 always g5tle1 mild1 unobtrusive1 uncontrov]sial4 ,he let me alone4 ,he also gave me "o or two books4 ,v]on's ,rule ( ,fai? & "s ,treatises ( ! ,wall5burghs 0 "o2 a volume ( ,/4 ,alfonso ,liguori's ,s]mons 0 ano!r2 & x is to ^? ,s]mons t my lett] to ,dr4 ,russell relates4 ,n[ x mu/ be obs]v$ t ! writ+s ( ,/4 ,alfonso1 z ,i knew !m by ! extracts commonly made f !m1 prejudic$ me z mu* aga9/ ! ,roman ,*ur* z any ?+ else1 on acc\nt ( :at 0 call$ _! ,m>iolatry2 b !re 0 no?+ ( ! k9d 9 ?is book4 ,i wrote to ask ,dr4 ,russell :e!r any ?+ _h be5 left out 9 ! translation2 he answ]$ t !re c]ta9ly 7 omissions 9 "o ,s]mon ab\t ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,?is omission1 9 ! case ( a book int5d$ = ,ca?olics1 at lea/ %[$ t su* passages z are f\nd 9 ! works ( ,italian ,au?ors 7 n acceptable to e "p ( ! ,ca?olic _w4 ,su* devotional manife/ations 9 hon\r ( our ,lady _h be5 my great crux z reg>ds ,ca?olicism2 ,i say frankly1 ,i d n fully ent] into !m n[2 ,i tru/ ,i d n love h] ! less1 because ,i _c ent] into !m4 ,!y may be fully expla9$ & def5d$2 b s5tim5t & ta/e d n run ) logic3 !y are suitable = ,italy1 b !y are n suitable = ,engl&4 ,b1 ov] & above ,engl&1 my own case 0 special2 f a boy ,i _h be5 l$ to consid] t my ,mak] & ,i1 ,8 creature1 7 ! two be+s1 lum9\sly su*1 9 r]um natur4 ,i w n "h speculate1 h[ev]1 ab\t my own feel+s4 ,only ?is ,i "k full well n[1 & did n "k !n1 t ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* all[s no image ( any sort1 mat]ial or immat]ial1 no dogmatic symbol1 no rite1 no sacram5t1 no ,sa9t1 n ev5 ! ,bless$ ,virg9 h]self1 to come betwe5 ! s\l & its ,creator4 ,x is face to face1 solus cum solo1 9 all matt]s betwe5 man & 8 ,god4 ,he alone creates2 ,he alone has r$eem$2 be=e ,8 awful eyes we g 9 dea?2 9 ! vision ( ,him is our et]nal beatitude4 #a4 ,solus cum solo3--,i recollect b indi/9ctly :at ,i ga9$ f ! ,volume ( :i* ,i h be5 speak+2 b x mu/ h be5 some?+ consid]able4 ,at lea/ ,i _h got a key to a difficulty2 9 ^! ,s]mons1 7or r heads ( s]mons1 z !y seem to be1 tak5 d[n by a he>]17 !re is mu* ( :at w\ld be call$ leg5d>y illu/ration2 b ! sub/ance ( !m is pla91 practical1 awful prea*+ ^u ! great tru?s ( salvation4 ,:at ,i c speak ( ) great] confid5ce is ! effect produc$ on me a little lat] by /udy+ ! ,ex]cises ( ,/4 ,ignatius4 ,= "h aga91 9 a matt] consi/+ 9 ! pure/ & mo/ direct acts ( religion1--9 ! int]c\rse betwe5 ,god & ! s\l1 dur+ a season ( recollection1 ( rep5tance1 ( good resolution1 ( inquiry into vocation1--! s\l 0 sola cum solo2 !re 0 no cl\d int]pos$ betwe5 ! creature & ! ,object ( 8 fai? & love4 ,! comm& practically en=c$ 01 ,my son1 give ,me ?y he>t4 ,! devotions !n to ,angels & ,sa9ts z little int]f]$ ) ! incommunicable glory ( ! ,et]nal1 z ! love :i* we be> our fri5ds & relations1 our t5d] human sympa?ies1 are inconsi/5t ) t supreme homage ( ! he>t to ! ,unse51 :i* really does b sanctify & exalt1 n jeal\sly de/roy1 :at is ( e>?4 ,at a lat] date ,dr4 ,russell s5t me a l>ge bundle ( p5ny or half-p5ny books ( devotion1 ( all sorts1 z !y are f\nd 9 ! booksell]s' %ops at ,rome2 &1 on look+ !m ov]1 ,i 0 q a/oni%$ to f9d h[ diff]5t !y 7 f :at ,i _h fanci$1 h[ little !re 0 9 !m to :i* ,i c\ld really object4 ,i h giv5 an acc\nt ( !m 9 my ,essay on ! ,developm5t ( ,doctr9e4 ,dr4 ,russell s5t me ,/4 ,alfonso's book at ! end ( #ahdb2 h[ev]1 x 0 /ill a long "t be=e ,i got ov] my difficulty1 on ! score ( ! devotions paid to ! ,sa9ts2 p]haps1 z ,i judge f a lett] ,i h turn$ up1 x 0 "s way into #ahdd be=e ,i c\ld be said fully to h got ov] x4 #b4 ,i am n sure t ,i did n also at ?is "t feel ! =ce ( ano!r consid]ation4 ,! idea ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 z x 7 magnifi$ 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 z "t w5t on1--b s 7 all ! ,*ri/ian ideas2 z t ( ! ,bless$ ,eu*>i/4 ,! :ole sc5e ( pale1 fa9t1 di/ant ,apo/olic ,*ri/ianity is se5 9 ,rome1 z ?r\gh a telescope or magnifi]4 ,! h>mony ( ! :ole1 h[ev]1 is ( c\rse :at x 04 ,x is unfair !n to take "o ,roman idea1 t ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 out ( :at may be call$ its context4 #c4 ,?us ,i am br\ght to ! pr9ciple ( developm5t ( doctr9e 9 ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur*1 to :i* ,i gave my m9d at ! end ( #ahdb4 ,i _h made m5tion ( x 9 ! passage1 :i* ,i quot$ _m pages back 7vide p4 #aaa71 9 ,home ,?\ghts ,abroad1 publi%$ 9 #ahcf2 & ev5 at an e>li] date ,i _h introduc$ x into my ,hi/ory ( ! ,arians 9 #ahcb2 nor _h ,i ev] lo/ sight ( x 9 my speculations4 ,& x is c]ta9ly recogniz$ 9 ! ,treatise ( ,v9c5t ( ,l]9s1 :i* has s (t5 be5 tak5 z ! basis ( ,anglicanism4 ,9 #ahdc ,i began to consid] x att5tively2 ,i made x ! subject ( my la/ ,univ]sity ,s]mon on ,febru>y #b2 & ! g5]al view to :i* ,i came is /at$ ?us 9 a lett] to a fri5d ( ! date ( ,july #ad1 #ahdd2--;x w be obs]v$ t1 n[ z be=e1 my issue is /ill ,cre$ v]sus ,*ur*3-- ,! k9d ( consid]ations :i* weighs ) me are su* z ! foll[+3--#a4 ,i am f> m c]ta9 7accord+ to ! ,fa!rs7 t we are 9 a /ate ( culpable sep>ation1 ?an t developm5ts d n exi/ "u ! ,gospel1 & t ! ,roman developm5ts are n ! true ones4 #b4 ,i am f> m c]ta91 t our 7mod]n7 doctr9es are wrong1 ?an t ! ,roman 7mod]n7 doctr9es are wrong4 #c4 ,grant+ t ! ,roman 7special7 doctr9es are n f\nd drawn out 9 ! e>ly ,*ur*1 yet ,i ?9k !re is suffici5t trace ( !m 9 x1 to recomm5d & prove !m1 on ! hypo!sis ( ! ,*ur* hav+ a div9e guidance1 ?\gh n suffici5t to prove !m by itself4 ,s t ! "q simply turns on ! nature ( ! promise ( ! ,_s1 made to ! ,*ur*4 #d4 ,! pro( ( ! ,roman 7mod]n7 doctr9e is z /rong 7or /rong]7 9 ,antiquity1 z t ( c]ta9 doctr9es :i* bo? we & ,romans hold3 e4g4 !re is m ( evid5ce 9 ,antiquity = ! necessity ( ,unity1 ?an = ! ,apo/olical ,succession2 = ! ,supremacy ( ! ,see ( ,rome1 ?an = ! ,pres5ce 9 ! ,eu*>i/2 = ! practice ( ,invocation1 ?an = c]ta9 books 9 ! pres5t ,canon ( ,scripture1 c4 c4 #e4 ,! analogy ( ! ,old ,te/am5t1 & also ( ! ,new1 leads to ! ackn[l$gm5t ( doctr9al developm5ts4 #d4 ,& ?us ,i 0 l$ on to a fur!r consid]ation4 ,i saw t ! pr9ciple ( developm5t n only acc\nt$ = c]ta9 facts1 b 0 9 itself a rem>kable philosophical ph5om5on1 giv+ a "* to ! :ole c\rse ( ,*ri/ian ?\ght4 ,x 0 disc]nible f ! fir/ ye>s ( ! ,ca?olic tea*+ up to ! pres5t day1 & gave to t tea*+ a unity & individuality4 ,x s]v$ z a sort ( te/1 :i* ! ,anglican c\ld n exhibit1 t mod]n ,rome 0 9 tru? anci5t ,antio*1 ,alex&ria1 & ,con/ant9ople1 j z a ma!matical curve has its own law & expression4 #e4 ,& ?us aga9 ,i 0 l$ on to exam9e m att5tively :at ,i d\bt n 0 9 my ?\ghts long be=e1 viz4 ! concat5ation ( argum5t by :i* ! m9d asc5ds f its fir/ to its f9al religi\s idea2 & ,i came to ! conclusion t !re 0 no m$ium1 9 true philosophy1 betwe5 ,a!ism & ,ca?olicity1 & t a p]fectly consi/5t m9d1 "u ^? circum/ances 9 :i* x f9ds itself "h bel[1 mu/ embrace ei!r ! "o or ! o!r4 ,& ,i hold ?is /ill3 ,i am a ,ca?olic by virtue ( my believ+ 9 a ,god2 & if ,i am ask$ :y ,i believe 9 a ,god1 ,i answ] t x is because ,i believe 9 myself1 = ,i feel x impossible to believe 9 my own exi/5ce 7& ( t fact ,i am q sure7 )\t believ+ also 9 ! exi/5ce ( ,him1 :o lives z a ,p]sonal1 ,all-see+1 ,all-judg+ ,be+ 9 my consci5ce4 ,n[1 ,i d>e say1 ,i h n express$ myself ) philosophical correctness1 because ,i h n giv5 myself to ! /udy ( :at metaphysicians h said on ! subject2 b ,i ?9k ,i h a /rong true mean+ 9 :at ,i say :i* w /& exam9ation4 #f4 ,moreov]1 ,i f\nd a corroboration ( ! fact ( ! logical connexion ( ,!ism ) ,ca?olicism 9 a consid]ation p>allel to t :i* ,i _h adopt$ on ! subject ( developm5t ( doctr9e4 ,! fact ( ! op]ation f fir/ to la/ ( t pr9ciple ( developm5t 9 ! tru?s ( ,revelation1 is an argum5t 9 fav\r ( ! id5tity ( ,roman & ,primitive ,*ri/ianity2 b z !re is a law :i* acts ^u ! subject-matt] ( dogmatic !ology1 s is !re a law 9 ! matt] ( religi\s fai?4 ,9 ! fir/ *apt] ( ?is ,n>rative ,i spoke ( c]titude z ! consequ5ce1 div9ely int5d$ & enjo9$ ^u u1 ( ! accumulative =ce ( c]ta9 giv5 reasons :i*1 tak5 "o by "o1 7 only probabilities4 ,let x be recollect$ t ,i am hi/orically relat+ my /ate ( m9d1 at ! p]iod ( my life :i* ,i am survey+4 ,i am n speak+ !ologically1 nor h ,i any int5tion ( go+ into controv]sy1 or ( def5d+ myself2 b speak+ hi/orically ( :at ,i held 9 #ahdc-d1 ,i say1 t ,i believ$ 9 a ,god on a gr\nd ( probability1 t ,i believ$ 9 ,*ri/ianity on a probability1 & t ,i believ$ 9 ,ca?olicism on a probability1 & t ^! ?ree gr\nds ( probability1 di/9ct f ea* o!r ( c\rse 9 subject matt]1 7 /ill all ( !m "o & ! same 9 nature ( pro(1 z be+ probabilities--probabilities ( a special k9d1 a cumulative1 a transc5d5t probability b /ill probability2 inasmu* z ,he :o made u has s will$1 t 9 ma!matics inde$ we %\ld arrive at c]titude by rigid demon/ration1 b 9 religi\s inquiry we %\ld arrive at c]titude by accumulat$ probabilities2--,he has will$1 ,i say1 t we %\ld s act1 &1 z will+ x1 ,he co-op]ates ) u 9 our act+1 & !reby enables u to d t :i* ,he wills u to d1 & c>ries u on1 if our w does b co-op]ate ) ,81 to a c]titude :i* rises high] ?an ! logical =ce ( our conclusions4 ,& ?us ,i came to see cle>ly1 & to h a satisfaction 9 see+1 t1 9 be+ l$ on into ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 ,i 0 n proce$+ on any second>y or isolat$ gr\nds ( reason1 or by controv]sial po9ts 9 detail1 b 0 protect$ & ju/ifi$1 ev5 9 ! use ( ^? second>y or p>ticul> argum5ts1 by a great & broad pr9ciple4 ,b1 let x be obs]v$1 t ,i am /at+ a matt] ( fact1 n def5d+ x2 & if any ,ca?olic says 9 consequ5ce t ,i h be5 conv]t$ 9 a wrong way1 ,i _c help t n[4 ,i h no?+ m to say on ! subject ( ! *ange 9 my religi\s op9ions4 ,on ! "o h& ,i came gradually to see t ! ,anglican ,*ur* 0 =mally 9 ! wrong1 on ! o!r t ! ,*ur* ( ,rome 0 =mally 9 ! "r2 !n1 t no valid reasons c\ld be assign$ = cont9u+ 9 ! ,anglican1 & aga9 t no valid objections c\ld be tak5 to jo9+ ! ,roman4 ,!n1 ,i _h no?+ m to le>n2 :at /ill rema9$ = my conv]sion1 01 n fur!r *ange ( op9ion1 b to *ange op9ion itself into ! cle>ness & firmness ( intellectual conviction4 ,n[ ,i proce$ to detail ! acts1 to :i* ,i committ$ myself dur+ ?is la/ /age ( my inquiry4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 #ahdc1 ,i took two v significant /eps3--#a4 ,9 ,febru>y1 ,i made a =mal ,retractation ( all ! h>d ?+s :i* ,i _h said aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 #b4 ,9 ,septemb]1 ,i resign$ ! ,liv+ ( ,/4 ,m>y's1 ,littlemore includ$3--,i w speak ( ^! two acts sep>ately4 #a4 ,! words1 9 :i* ,i made my ,retractation1 h giv5 rise to mu* criticism4 ,aft] quot+ a numb] ( passages f my writ+s aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 :i* ,i )drew1 ,i end$ ?us3--,if y ask me h[ an individual c\ld v5ture1 n simply to hold1 b to publi% su* views ( a communion s anci5t1 s wide-spread+1 s fruitful 9 ,sa9ts1 ,i answ] t ,i said to myself1 ',i am n speak+ my own words1 ,i am b foll[+ almo/ a cons5sus ( ! div9es ( my own ,*ur*4 ,!y h ev] us$ ! /ronge/ language aga9/ ,rome1 ev5 ! mo/ able & le>n$ ( !m4 ,i wi% to ?r[ myself into _! sy/em4 ,:ile ,i say :at !y say1 ,i am safe4 ,su* views1 too1 are necess>y = our position4' ,yet ,i h reason to fe> /ill1 t su* language is to be ascrib$1 9 no small measure1 to an impetu\s temp]1 a hope ( approv+ myself to p]sons ,i respect1 & a wi% to repel ! *>ge ( ,romanism4 ,^! words h be51 & are1 aga9 & aga9 cit$ aga9/ me1 z if a confession t1 :5 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 ,i said ?+s aga9/ ,rome :i* ,i did n really believe4 ,= myself1 ,i _c und]/& h[ any imp>tial man c s take !m2 & ,i h expla9$ !m 9 pr9t sev]al times4 ,i tru/ t by ?is "t _! pla9 mean+ has be5 satisfactorily br\ght out by :at ,i h said 9 =m] portions ( ?is ,n>rative2 /ill ,i h a ^w or two to say 9 addition to my =m] rem>ks ^u !m4 ,9 ! passage 9 "q ,i apologize = say+ out 9 controv]sy *>ges aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 :i* )al ,i affirm t ,i fully believ$ at ! "t :5 ,i made !m4 ,:at is wond]ful 9 su* an apology8 ,!re are surely _m ?+s a man may hold1 :i* at ! same "t he may feel t he has no "r to say publicly1 & :i* x may annoy him t he has said publicly4 ,! law recognizes ?is pr9ciple4 ,9 our own "t1 m5 h be5 imprison$ & f9$ = say+ true ?+s ( a bad k+4 ,! maxim has be5 held1 t1 ,! great] ! tru?1 ! great] is ! libel4 ,& s z to ! judgm5t ( society1 a j indignation w\ld be felt aga9/ a writ] :o br\ght =w>d wantonly ! weaknesses ( a great man1 ?\gh ! :ole _w knew t !y exi/$4 ,no "o is at lib]ty to speak ill ( ano!r )\t a ju/ifiable reason1 ev5 ?\gh he kn[s he is speak+ tru?1 & ! public kn[s x too4 ,!re=e1 ?\gh ,i believ$ :at ,i said aga9/ ! ,roman ,*ur*1 nev]!less ,i c\ld n religi\sly speak x out1 unless ,i 0 really ju/ifi$1 n only 9 believ+ ill1 b 9 speak+ ill4 ,i did believe :at ,i said on :at ,i ?\ght to be good reasons2 b _h ,i also a j cause = say+ out :at ,i believ$8 ,i ?\ght ,i _h1 & x 0 ?is1 viz4 t to say out :at ,i believ$ 0 simply necess>y 9 ! controv]sy = self-def5ce4 ,x 0 impossible to let x alone3 ! ,anglican position c\ld n be satisfactorily ma9ta9$1 )\t assail+ ! ,roman4 ,9 ?is1 z 9 mo/ cases ( conflict1 "o p>ty 0 "r or ! o!r1 n bo?2 & ! be/ def5ce 0 to attack4 ,is n ?is almo/ a truism 9 ! ,roman controv]sy8 ,is x n :at e "o says1 :o speaks on ! subject at all8 ,does any s]i\s man abuse ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 = ! sake ( abus+ h]1 or because t abuse ju/ifies 8 own religi\s position8 ,:at is ! mean+ ( ! v ^w ,prote/antism1 b t !re is a call to speak out8 ,?is !n is :at ,i said3 ,i "k ,i spoke /rongly aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome2 b x 0 no m]e abuse1 = ,i _h a s]i\s reason = do+ s4 ,b1 n only did ,i ?9k su* language necess>y = my ,*ur*'s religi\s position1 b ,i recollect$ t all ! great ,anglican div9es _h ?\ght s be=e me4 ,!y _h ?\ght s1 & !y _h act$ accord+ly4 ,& !re=e ,i obs]ve 9 ! passage 9 "q1 ) mu* propriety1 t ,i _h n us$ /rong language simply out ( my own head1 b t 9 do+ s ,i 0 foll[+ ! track1 or r reproduc+ ! tea*+1 ( ^? :o _h prec$$ me4 ,i 0 plead+ guilty to us+ viol5t language1 b ,i 0 plead+ also t !re 7 ext5uat+ circum/ances 9 ! case4 ,we all "k ! /ory ( ! convict1 :o on ! scaffold bit (f 8 "m's e>4 ,by do+ s he did n d5y ! fact ( 8 own crime1 = :i* he 0 to hang2 b he said t 8 "m's indulg5ce :5 he 0 a boy1 _h a good deal to d ) x4 ,9 l mann] ,i _h made a *>ge1 & ,i _h made x ex animo2 b ,i accus$ o!rs ( hav+1 by _! own example1 l$ me into believ+ x & publi%+ x4 ,i 0 9 a hum\r1 c]ta9ly1 to bite (f _! e>s4 ,i w freely confess1 inde$ ,i said x "s pages back1 t ,i 0 angry ) ! ,anglican div9es4 ,i ?\ght !y _h tak5 me 92 ,i _h read ! ,fa!rs ) _! eyes2 ,i _h sometimes tru/$ _! quotations or _! reason+s2 & f reliance on !m1 ,i _h us$ words or made /atem5ts1 :i* by "r ,i ought rigidly to h exam9$ myself4 ,i _h ?\ght myself safe1 :ile ,i _h _! w>rant = :at ,i said4 ,i _h ex]cis$ m fai? ?an criticism 9 ! matt]4 ,?is did n imply any broad mis/atem5ts on my "p1 aris+ f reliance on _! au?ority1 b x impli$ c>elessness 9 matt]s ( detail4 ,& ?is ( c\rse 0 a fault4 ,b !re 0 a f> deep] reason = my say+ :at ,i said 9 ?is matt]1 on :i* ,i h n hi!rto t\*$2 & x 0 ?is3--,! mo/ oppressive ?\ght1 9 ! :ole process ( my *ange ( op9ion1 0 ! cle> anticipation1 v]ifi$ by ! ev5t1 t x w\ld issue 9 ! triumph ( ,lib]alism4 ,aga9/ ! ,anti-dogmatic pr9ciple ,i _h ?r[n my :ole m9d2 yet n[ ,i 0 do+ m ?an any "o else c\ld d1 to promote x4 ,i 0 "o ( ^? :o _h kept x at bay 9 ,ox=d = s _m ye>s2 & ?us my v retirem5t 0 its triumph4 ,! m5 :o _h driv5 me f ,ox=d 7 di/9ctly ! ,lib]als2 x 0 !y :o _h op5$ ! attack ^u ,tract #ij1 & x 0 !y :o w\ld ga9 a second b5efit1 if ,i w5t on to ab&on ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,b ?is 0 n all4 ,z ,i h already said1 !re are b two alt]natives1 ! way to ,rome1 & ! way to ,a!ism3 ,anglicanism is ! halfway h\se on ! "o side1 & ,lib]alism is ! halfway h\se on ! o!r4 ,h[ _m m5 7 !re1 z ,i knew full well1 :o w\ld n foll[ me n[ 9 my advance f ,anglicanism to ,rome1 b w\ld at once leave ,anglicanism & me = ! ,lib]al camp4 ,x is n at all easy 7humanly speak+7 to w9d up an ,engli%man to a dogmatic level4 ,i _h done s 9 good measure1 9 ! case bo? ( "y m5 & ( laym51 ! ,anglican ,via ,m$ia be+ ! repres5tative ( dogma4 ,! dogmatic & ! ,anglican pr9ciple 7 "o1 z ,i _h taught !m2 b ,i 0 break+ ! ,via ,m$ia to pieces1 & w\ld n dogmatic fai? altoge!r be brok5 up1 9 ! m9ds ( a great numb]1 by ! demolition ( ! ,via ,m$ia8 ,oh6 h[ unhappy ?is made me6 ,i he>d once f an eye-witness ! acc\nt ( a poor sailor ^: legs 7 %att]$ by a ball1 9 ! action (f ,algi]s 9 #ahaf1 & :o 0 tak5 bel[ = an op]ation4 ,! surgeon & ! *apla9 p]suad$ him to h a leg (f2 x 0 done & ! t\rniquet appli$ to ! w\nd4 ,!n1 !y broke x to him t he mu/ h ! o!r (f too4 ,! poor fell[ said1 ,y %\ld h told me t1 g5tlem51 & delib]ately unscrew$ ! in/rum5t & bl$ to dea?4 ,w\ld n t be ! case ) _m fri5ds ( my own8 ,h[ c\ld ,i ev] hope to make !m believe 9 a second !ology1 :5 ,i _h *eat$ !m 9 ! fir/8 ,) :at face c\ld ,i publi% a new edition ( a dogmatic cre$1 & ask !m to receive x z gospel8 ,w\ld x n be pla9 to !m t no c]ta9ty 0 to be f\nd any :]e8 ,well1 9 my def5ce ,i c\ld b make a lame apology2 h[ev]1 x 0 ! true "o1 viz4 t ,i _h n read ! ,fa!rs cauti\sly en\gh2 t 9 su* nice po9ts1 z ^? :i* det]m9e ! angle ( div]g5ce betwe5 ! two ,*ur*es1 ,i _h made consid]able miscalculations4 ,b h[ came ?is ab\t8 :y1 ! fact 01 unpleasant z x 0 to av[1 t ,i _h lean$ too mu* ^u ! ass]tions ( ,us%]1 ,j]emy ,taylor1 or ,b>r[1 & _h be5 deceiv$ by !m4 ,valeat quantum1--x 0 all t c\ld be said4 ,?is !n 0 a *ief reason ( t word+ ( ! ,retractation1 :i* has giv5 s mu* (f5ce1 because ! bitt]ness1 ) :i* x 0 writt51 0 n und]/ood2--& ! foll[+ lett] w illu/rate x3-- ,april #c1 #ahdd4 ,i wi% to rem>k on ,william's *ief di/ress1 t my *ang+ my op9ion seem$ to unsettle "o's confid5ce 9 tru? & falsehood z ext]nal ?+s1 & l$ "o to be suspici\s ( ! new op9ion z "o became di/ru/ful ( ! old4 ,n[ 9 :at ,i %all say1 ,i am n go+ to speak 9 fav\r ( my second ?\ghts 9 comp>ison ( my fir/1 b aga9/ su* scepticism & unsettlem5t ab\t tru? & falsehood g5]ally1 ! idea ( :i* is v pa9ful4 ,! case ) me1 !n1 0 ?is1 & n surely an unnatural "o3--z a matt] ( feel+ & ( duty ,i ?rew myself into ! sy/em :i* ,i f\nd myself 94 ,i saw t ! ,engli% ,*ur* _h a !ological idea or !ory z su*1 & ,i took x up4 ,i read ,laud on ,tradition1 & ?\ght x 7z ,i /ill ?9k x7 v ma/]ly4 ,! ,anglican ,!ory 0 v di/9ctive4 ,i admir$ x & took x on fai?4 ,x did n 7,i ?9k7 occur to me to d\bt x2 ,i saw t x 0 able1 & support$ by le>n+1 & ,i felt x 0 a duty to ma9ta9 x4 ,fur!r1 on look+ into ,antiquity & read+ ! ,fa!rs1 ,i saw su* portions ( x z ,i exam9$1 fully confirm$ 7e4g4 ! supremacy ( ,scripture74 ,!re 0 only "o "q ab\t :i* ,i _h a d\bt1 viz4 :e!r x w\ld "w1 = x has nev] be5 m ?an a pap] sy/em4444 ,s f> f my *ange ( op9ion hav+ any fair t5d5cy to unsettle p]sons z to tru? & falsehood view$ z objective realities1 x %\ld be consid]$ :e!r su* *ange is n necess>y1 if tru? be a real objective ?+1 & be made to confront a p]son :o has be5 br\ght up 9 a sy/em %ort ( tru?4 ,surely ! cont9uance ( a p]son1 :o wi%es to g "r1 9 a wrong sy/em1 & n 8 giv+ x up1 w\ld be t :i* militat$ aga9/ ! objectiv5ess ( ,tru?1 lead+1 z x w\ld1 to ! suspicion1 t "o ?+ & ano!r 7 equally pleas+ to our ,mak]1 :]e m5 7 s9c]e4 ,nor surely is x a ?+ ,i ne$ be sorry =1 t ,i def5d$ ! sy/em 9 :i* ,i f\nd myself1 & ?us h _h to unsay my words4 ,= is x n "o's duty1 in/ead ( beg9n+ ) criticism1 to ?r[ oneself g5]\sly into t =m ( religion :i* is provid5tially put be=e "o8 ,is x "r1 or is x wrong1 to beg9 ) private judgm5t8 ,may we n1 on ! o!r h&1 look = a bless+ ?r\gh ob$i5ce ev5 to an errone\s sy/em1 & a guidance ev5 by means ( x out ( x8 ,7 ^? :o 7 /rict & consci5ti\s 9 _! ,judaism1 or ^? :o 7 lukew>m & sceptical1 m likely to be l$ into ,*ri/ianity1 :5 ,*ri/ came8 ,yet 9 proportion to _! previ\s zeal1 w\ld be _! appe>ance ( inconsi/5cy4 ,c]ta9ly1 ,i h always cont5d$ t ob$i5ce ev5 to an err+ consci5ce 0 ! way to ga9 light1 & t x matt]$ n :]e a man began1 s t he began on :at came to h&1 & 9 fai?2 & t any ?+ might become a div9e me?od ( ,tru?2 t to ! pure all ?+s are pure1 & h a self-correct+ virtue & a p[] ( g]m9at+4 ,& ?\gh ,i h no "r at all to assume t ?is m]cy is grant$ to me1 yet ! fact1 t a p]son 9 my situation may h x grant$ to him1 seems to me to remove ! p]plexity :i* my *ange ( op9ion may occasion4 ,x may be said1--,i h said x to myself1--',:y1 h[ev]1 did y publi%8 _h y wait$ quietly1 y w\ld h *ang$ y\r op9ion )\t any ( ! mis]y1 :i* n[ is involv$ 9 ! *ange1 ( disappo9t+ & di/ress+ p4' ,i answ]1 t ?+s are s b\nd up toge!r1 z to =m a :ole1 & "o _c tell :at is or is n a condition ( :at4 ,i d n see h[ possibly ,i c\ld h publi%$ ! ,tracts1 or o!r works pr(ess+ to def5d our ,*ur*1 )\t accompany+ !m ) a /rong prote/ or argum5t aga9/ ,rome4 ,! "o obvi\s objection aga9/ ! :ole ,anglican l9e is1 t x is ,roman2 s t ,i really ?9k !re 0 no alt]native betwe5 sil5ce altoge!r1 & =m+ a !ory & attack+ ! ,roman sy/em4 #b4 ,& n[1 9 ! next place1 z to my ,resignation ( ,/4 ,m>y's1 :i* 0 ! second ( ! /eps :i* ,i took 9 #ahdc4 ,! o/5sible1 direct1 & suffici5t reason = my do+ s 0 ! p]sev]+ attack ( ! ,bi%ops on ,tract #ij4 ,i allud$ to x 9 ! lett] :i* ,i h ins]t$ above1 address$ to "o ( ! mo/ influ5tial among !m4 ,a s]ies ( _! ex ca!dr judgm5ts1 la/+ ?r\gh ?ree ye>s1 & includ+ a notice ( no little sev]ity 9 a ,*>ge ( my own ,bi%op1 came z ne> to a condemnation ( my ,tract1 &1 s f>1 to a repudiation ( ! anci5t ,ca?olic doctr9e1 :i* 0 ! scope ( ! ,tract1 z 0 possible 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,x 0 9 ord] to %ield ! ,tract f su* a condemnation1 t ,i _h at ! "t ( its publication 9 #ahda s simply put myself at ! disposal ( ! high] p[]s 9 ,london4 ,at t "t1 all t 0 di/9ctly contemplat$ 9 ! way ( c5sure1 0 conta9$ 9 ! message :i* my ,bi%op s5t me1 t ! ,tract 0 objectionable4 ,t ,i ?\ght 0 ! end ( ! matt]4 ,i _h refus$ to suppress x1 & !y _h yield$ t po9t4 ,s9ce ,i publi%$ ! =m] portions ( ?is ,n>rative1 ,i h f\nd :at ,i wrote to ,dr4 ,pusey on ,m>* #bd1 :ile ! matt] 0 9 progress4 ,! m ,i ?9k ( x1 ,i said1 ! m reluctant ,i am to suppress ,tract #ij1 ?\gh ( c\rse ,i w d x if ! ,bi%op wi%es x2 ,i _c1 h[ev]1 d5y t ,i %all feel x a sev]e act4 ,accord+ to ! notes :i* ,i took ( ! lett]s or messages :i* ,i s5t to him on t & ! foll[+ days1 ,i wrote successively1 ,my fir/ feel+ 0 to obey )\t a ^w2 ,i w obey /ill2 b my judgm5t has /eadily ris5 aga9/ x ev] s9ce4 ,!n 9 ! ,po/script1 ,if ,i h done any good to ! ,*ur*1 ,i d ask ! ,bi%op ?is fav\r1 z my rew>d = x1 t he w\ld n insi/ on a measure1 f :i* ,i ?9k good w n come4 ,h[ev]1 ,i w submit to him4 ,aft]w>ds1 ,i got /rong] /ill & wrote3 ,i h almo/ come to ! resolution1 if ! ,bi%op publicly intimates t ,i mu/ suppress ! ,tract1 or speaks /rongly 9 8 *>ge aga9/ x1 to suppress x inde$1 b to resign my liv+ also4 ,i c\ld n 9 consci5ce act o!rwise4 ,y may %[ ?is 9 any qu>t] y please4 ,all my !n hopes1 all my satisfaction at ! app>5t fulfilm5t ( ^? hopes 0 at an end 9 #ahdc4 ,x is n wond]ful !n1 t 9 ,may ( t ye>1 :5 two out ( ! ?ree ye>s 7 gone1 ,i wrote on ! subject ( my retir+ f ,/4 ,m>y's to ! same fri5d1 :om ,i _h consult$ ^u x 9 #ahdj4 ,b ,i did m n[2 ,i told him my great unsettlem5t ( m9d on ! "q ( ! ,*ur*es4 ,i w ins]t portions ( two ( my lett]s3-- ,may #d1 #ahdc4444 ,at pres5t ,i fe>1 z f> z ,i c analyze my own convictions1 ,i consid] ! ,roman ,ca?olic ,communion to be ! ,*ur* ( ! ,apo/les1 & t :at grace is among u 7:i*1 ?r\gh ,god's m]cy1 is n little7 is extraord9>y1 & f ! ov]fl[+s ( ,8 disp5sation4 ,i am v f> m sure t ,engl& is 9 s*ism1 ?an t ! ,roman additions to ! ,primitive ,cre$ may n be developm5ts1 aris+ out ( a ke5 & vivid realiz+ ( ! ,div9e ,depositum ( ,fai?4 ,y w n[ und]/& :at gives edge to ! ,bi%ops' ,*>ges1 )\t any undue s5sitiv5ess on my "p4 ,!y di/ress me 9 two ways3--fir/1 z be+ 9 "s s5se prote/s & witnesses to my consci5ce aga9/ my own unfai?fulness to ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 & next1 z be+ samples ( h] tea*+1 & tok5s h[ v f> %e is f ev5 aspir+ to ,ca?olicity4 ,( c\rse my be+ unfai?ful to a tru/ is my great subject ( dread1--z x has long be51 z y "k4 ,:5 he wrote to make natural objections to my purpose1 su* z ! appreh5sion t ! removal ( cl]ical obligations might h ! indirect effect ( propell+ me t[>ds ,rome1 ,i answ]$3-- ,may #ah1 #ahdc4444 ,my (fice or *>ge at ,/4 ,m>y's is n a m]e /ate1 b a cont9ual en]gy4 ,p assume & ass]t c]ta9 ?+s ( me 9 consequ5ce4 ,) :at sort ( s9c]ity c ,i obey ! ,bi%op8 h[ am ,i to act 9 ! frequ5t cases1 9 :i* "o way or ano!r ! ,*ur* ( ,rome comes into consid]ation8 ,i h to ! utmo/ ( my p[] tri$ to keep p]sons f ,rome1 & ) "s success2 b ev5 a ye> & a half s9ce1 my argum5ts1 ?\gh m efficaci\s ) ! p]sons ,i aim$ at ?an any o!rs c\ld be1 7 ( a nature to infuse great suspicion ( me into ! m9ds ( look]s-on4 ,by reta9+ ,/4 ,m>y's1 ,i am an (f5ce & a /umbl+-block4 ,p]sons are ke5-sight$ en\gh to make out :at ,i ?9k on c]ta9 po9ts1 & !n !y inf] t su* op9ions are compatible ) hold+ situations ( tru/ 9 our ,*ur*4 ,a numb] ( y\ng] m5 take ! validity ( _! int]pretation ( ! ,articles1 c4 f me on fai?4 ,is n my pres5t position a cruelty1 z well z a trea*]y t[>ds ! ,*ur*8 ,i d n see h[ ,i c ei!r prea* or publi% aga91 :ile ,i hold ,/4 ,m>y's2--b consid] aga9 ! foll[+ difficulty 9 su* a resolution1 :i* ,i mu/ /ate at "s l5g?4 ,la/ ,long ,vacation ! idea sugge/$ itself to me ( publi%+ ! ,lives ( ! ,engli% ,sa9ts2 & ,i _h a conv]sation ) a publi%] ^u x4 ,i ?\ght x w\ld be useful1 z employ+ ! m9ds ( m5 :o 7 9 dang] ( runn+ wild1 br++ !m f doctr9e to hi/ory1 & f speculation to fact2--aga91 z giv+ !m an int]e/ 9 ! ,engli% soil1 & ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 & keep+ !m f seek+ sympa?y 9 ,rome1 z %e is2 & fur!r1 z t5d+ to promote ! spread ( "r views4 ,b1 )9 ! la/ mon?1 x has come ^u me1 t1 if ! s*eme goes on1 x w be a practical c>ry+ out ( ,no4 #ij1 f ! "* ( ! usages & op9ions ( ante-re=mation times4 ,x is easy to say1 ',:y w y d any ?+8 :y won't y keep quiet8 :at bus9ess _h y to ?9k ( any su* plan at all8' ,b ,i _c leave a numb] ( poor fell[s 9 ! lur*4 ,i am b\nd to d my be/ = a great numb] ( p bo? 9 ,ox=d & else:]e4 ,if ,i did n act1 o!rs w\ld f9d means to d s4 ,well1 ! plan has be5 tak5 up ) great eag]ness & int]e/4 ,_m m5 are sett+ to "w4 ,i set d[n ! names ( m51 mo/ ( !m engag$1 ! re/ half engag$ & probable1 "s actually writ+4 ,ab\t ?irty names foll[1 "s ( !m at t "t ( ! s*ool ( ,dr4 ,arnold1 o!rs ( ,dr4 ,pusey's1 "s my p]sonal fri5ds & ( my own /&+1 o!rs :om ,i h>dly knew1 :ile ( c\rse ! majority 7 ( ! p>ty ( ! new ,movem5t4 ,i cont9ue3-- ,! plan has gone s f>1 t x w\ld create surprise & talk1 7 x n[ sudd5ly giv5 ov]4 ,yet h[ is x compatible ) my hold+ ,/4 ,m>y's1 be+ :at ,i am8 99 99 99 99 99 ,su* 0 ! object & ! orig9 ( ! project$ ,s]ies ( ! ,engli% ,sa9ts2 &1 s9ce ! publication 0 connect$1 z has be5 se51 ) my resignation ( ,/4 ,m>y's1 ,i may be all[$ to conclude :at ,i h to say on ! subject "h1 ?\gh x may read l a digression4 ,z soon !n z ! fir/ ( ! ,s]ies got into pr9t1 ! :ole project broke d[n4 ,i _h already anticipat$ t "s portions ( ! ,s]ies w\ld be writt5 9 a /yle inconsi/5t ) ! pr(essions ( a b5efic$ cl]gyman1 & !re=e ,i _h giv5 up my ,liv+2 b m5 ( great weight w5t fur!r 9 _! misgiv+s ?an ,i1 :5 !y saw ! ,life ( ,/4 ,/eph5 ,h>d+1 & decid$ t x 0 ( a "* inconsi/5t ev5 ) its proce$+ f an ,anglican publi%]3 & s ! s*eme 0 giv5 up at once4 ,aft] ! two fir/ numb]s1 ,i retir$ f ! ,editor%ip1 & ^? ,lives only 7 publi%$ 9 addition1 :i* 7 !n already f9i%$1 or 9 advanc$ prep>ation4 ,! foll[+ passages f :at ,i or o!rs wrote at ! "t w illu/rate :at ,i h be5 say+3-- ,9 ,novemb]1 #ahdd1 ,i wrote ?us to ! au?or ( "o ( !m3 ,i am n ,editor1 ,i h no direct control ov] ! ,s]ies4 ,x is ,t4's "w2 he may admit :at he pleases2 & exclude :at he pleases4 ,i 0 to h be5 ,editor4 ,i did edit ! two fir/ numb]s4 ,i 0 responsible = !m1 9 ! way 9 :i* an ,editor is responsible4 ,_h ,i cont9u$ ,editor1 ,i %\ld h ex]cis$ a control ov] all4 ,i laid d[n 9 ! ,preface t doctr9al subjects 71 if possible1 to be exclud$4 ,b1 ev5 !n1 ,i also set d[n t no writ] 0 to be held answ]able = any ( ! ,lives b 8 own4 ,:5 ,i gave up ! ,editor%ip1 ,i _h v>i\s engagem5ts ) fri5ds = sep>ate ,lives rema9+ on my h&s4 ,i %\ld h lik$ to h brok5 f !m all1 b !re 7 "s f :i* ,i c\ld n break1 & ,i let !m take _! c\rse4 ,"s h come to no?+2 o!rs l y\rs h gone on4 ,i h se5 su*1 ei!r 9 ,,ms4 or ,pro(4 ,z "t goes on1 ,i %all h less & less to d ) ! ,s]ies4 ,i ?9k ! engagem5t betwe5 y & me %\ld come to an end4 ,i h any h[ abundant responsibility on me1 & too mu*4 ,i %all write to ,t4 t if he wants ! advantage ( y\r assi/ance1 he mu/ write to y direct4 ,9 accordance ) ?is lett]1 ,i _h already adv]tis$ 9 ,janu>y #ahdd1 t5 mon?s be=e x1 t o!r ,lives1 aft] ,/4 ,/eph5 ,h>d+1 w\ld be publi%$ by _! respective au?ors on _! own responsibility4 ,?is notice 0 repeat$ 9 ,febru>y1 9 ! adv]tisem5t to ! second numb] entitl$ ,! ,family ( ,/4 ,ri*>d1 ?\gh to ?is numb]1 = "s reason :i* ,i _c n[ recollect1 ,i also put my initials4 ,9 ! ,life ( ,/4 ,augu/9e1 ! au?or1 a man ( ne>ly my own age1 says 9 l mann]1 ,no "o b himself is responsible = ! way 9 :i* ^! mat]ials h be5 us$4 ,i h 9 ,,ms4 ano!r adv]tisem5t to ! same effect1 b ,i _c tell :e!r x ev] appe>$ 9 pr9t4 ,i w add1 s9ce ! au?ors h be5 consid]$ hot-head$ fanatic "y m51 :om ,i 0 9 *>ge (1 & :om ,i suff]$ to d intemp]ate ?+s1 t1 :ile ! writ] ( ,/4 ,augu/9e 0 9 #ahdd pa/ =ty1 ! au?or ( ! propos$ ,life ( ,/4 ,boniface1 ,mr4 ,b[d51 0 =ty-six2 ,mr4 ,johnson1 :o 0 to write ,/4 ,aldhelm1 =ty-?ree2 & mo/ ( ! o!rs 7 on "o side or o!r ( ?irty4 ,?ree1 ,i ?9k1 7 "u tw5ty-five4 ,moreov]1 ( ^! writ]s "s became ,ca?olics1 "s rema9$ ,anglicans1 & o!rs h pr(ess$ :at are call$ free or lib]al op9ions#ad4 #ad ,vide ,note ,d1 ,lives ( ! ,engli% ,sa9ts4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! imm$iate cause ( ! resignation ( my ,liv+ is /at$ 9 ! foll[+ lett]1 :i* ,i wrote to my ,bi%op3-- ,augu/ #bi1 #ahdc4 ,x is ) mu* conc]n t ,i in=m y\r ,lord%ip1 t ,mr4 ,a4 ,b41 :o has be5 = ! la/ ye> an inmate ( my h\se "h1 has j con=m$ to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,z ,i h ev] be5 desir\s1 n only ( fai?fully dis*>g+ ! tru/1 :i* is involv$ 9 hold+ a liv+ 9 y\r ,lord%ip's diocese1 b ( approv+ myself to y\r ,lord%ip1 ,i w = y\r in=mation /ate "o or two circum/ances connect$ ) ?is un=tunate ev5t4444 ,i receiv$ him on condition ( 8 promis+ me1 :i* he di/9ctly did1 t he w\ld rema9 quietly 9 our ,*ur* = ?ree ye>s4 ,a ye> has pass$ s9ce t "t1 &1 ?\gh ,i saw no?+ 9 him :i* promis$ t he w\ld ev5tually be cont5t$ ) 8 pres5t position1 yet = ! "t 8 m9d became z settl$ z "o c\ld wi%1 & he frequ5tly express$ 8 satisfaction at be+ "u ! promise :i* ,i _h exact$ ( him4 ,i felt x impossible to rema9 any long] 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 :5 su* a brea* ( tru/1 h[ev] little ,i _h to d ) x1 w\ld be laid at my door4 ,i wrote 9 a few days to a fri5d3 ,septemb] #g1 #ahdc4 ,i ?is day ask ! ,bi%op leave to resign ,/4 ,m>y's4 ,m5 :om y little ?9k1 or at lea/ :om ,i little ?\ght1 are 9 almo/ a hopeless way4 ,really we may expect any ?+4 ,i am go+ to publi% a ,volume ( ,s]mons1 includ+ ^? ,f\r aga9/ mov+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i resign$ my liv+ on ,septemb] ! #ah?4 ,i _h n ! means ( do+ x legally at ,ox=d4 ,! late ,mr4 ,goldsmid 0 k9d en\gh to aid me 9 resign+ x 9 ,london4 ,i f\nd no fault ) ! ,lib]als2 !y _h beat5 me 9 a fair field4 ,z to ! act ( ! ,bi%ops1 ,i ?\ght1 to borr[ a ,scriptural image f ,walt] ,scott1 t !y _h see!d ! kid 9 8 "m's milk4 ,i said to a fri5d3-- ,victrix causa diis placuit1 s$ victa ,catoni4 99 99 99 99 99 ,& n[ ,i may be almo/ said to h br\ght to an end1 z f> z is necess>y = a sket* su* z ?is is1 ! hi/ory bo? ( my *anges ( religi\s op9ion & ( ! public acts :i* !y involv$4 ,i _h "o f9al advance ( m9d to accompli%1 & "o f9al /ep to take4 ,t fur!r advance ( m9d 0 to be able hone/ly to say t ,i 0 c]ta9 ( ! conclusions at :i* ,i _h already arriv$4 ,t fur!r /ep1 imp]ative :5 su* c]titude 0 atta9$1 0 my submission to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,?is submission did n take place till two full ye>s aft] ! resignation ( my liv+ 9 ,septemb] #ahdc2 nor c\ld ,i h made x at an e>li] day1 )\t d\bt & appreh5sion1 t is1 ) any true conviction ( m9d or c]titude4 ,9 ! int]val1 ( :i* x rema9s to speak1 viz4 betwe5 ! autumns ( #ahdc & #ahde1 ,i 0 9 lay communion ) ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 att5d+ its s]vices z usual1 & ab/a9+ altoge!r f int]c\rse ) ,ca?olics1 f _! places ( wor%ip1 & f ^? religi\s rites & usages1 su* z ! ,invocation ( ,sa9ts1 :i* are *>act]i/ics ( _! cre$4 ,i did all ?is on pr9ciple2 = ,i nev] c\ld und]/& h[ a man c\ld be ( two religions at once4 ,:at ,i h to say ab\t myself betwe5 ^! two autumns ,i %all almo/ conf9e to ?is "o po9t1--! difficulty ,i 0 91 z to ! be/ mode ( reveal+ ! /ate ( my m9d to my fri5ds & o!rs1 & h[ ,i manag$ to reveal x4 99 99 99 99 99 ,up to ,janu>y1 #ahdb1 ,i _h n disclos$ my /ate ( unsettlem5t to m ?an ?ree p]sons1 z has be5 m5tion$ above1 & z is repeat$ 9 ! c\rse ( ! lett]s :i* ,i am n[ ab\t to give to ! read]4 ,to two ( !m1 intimate & famili> companions1 9 ! ,autumn ( #ahci3 to ! ?ird1 an old fri5d too1 :om ,i h also nam$ above1 ,i suppose1 :5 ,i 0 9 great di/ress ( m9d ^u ! affair ( ! ,j]usalem ,bi%opric4 ,9 ,may1 #ahdc1 ,i made x kn[n1 z has be5 se51 to ! fri5d1 by ^: advice ,i wi%$1 z f> z possible1 to be guid$4 ,to m5tion x on set purpose to any "o1 unless inde$ ,i 0 ask+ advice1 ,i %\ld h felt to be a crime4 ,if !re is any ?+ t 0 abhorr5t to me1 x 0 ! scatt]+ d\bts1 & unsettl+ consci5ces )\t necessity4 ,a /rong pres5tim5t t my exi/+ op9ions w\ld ultimately give way1 & t ! gr\nds ( !m 7 uns\nd1 0 n a suffici5t w>rant = disclos+ ! /ate ( my m9d4 ,i _h no gu>antee yet1 t t pres5tim5t w\ld be realiz$4 ,suppos+ ,i 7 cross+ ice1 :i* came "r 9 my way1 :i* ,i _h good reasons = consid]+ s\nd1 & :i* ,i saw numb]s be=e me cross+ 9 safety1 & suppos+ a /rang] f ! bank1 9 a voice ( au?ority1 & 9 an e>ne/ tone1 w>n$ me t x 0 dang]\s1 & !n 0 sil5t1 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld be />tl$1 & %\ld look ab\t me anxi\sly1 b ,i ?9k too t ,i %\ld g on1 till ,i _h bett] gr\nds = d\bt2 & su* 0 my /ate1 ,i believe1 till ! end ( #ahdb4 ,!n aga91 :5 my dissatisfaction became great]1 x 0 h>d at fir/ to det]m9e ! po9t ( "t1 :5 x 0 too /rong to suppress ) propriety4 ,c]titude ( c\rse is a po9t1 b d\bt is a progress2 ,i 0 n ne> c]titude yet4 ,c]titude is a reflex action2 x is to "k t "o kn[s4 ,( t ,i believe ,i 0 n possess$1 till close ^u my reception into ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,aga91 a practical1 effective d\bt is a po9t too1 b :o c easily asc]ta9 x = himself8 ,:o c det]m9e :5 x is1 t ! scales 9 ! balance ( op9ion beg9 to turn1 & :at 0 a great] probability 9 behalf ( a belief becomes a positive d\bt aga9/ x8 ,9 consid]+ ?is "q 9 its be>+ ^u my conduct 9 #ahdc1 my own simple answ] to my great difficulty _h be51 ,d :at y\r pres5t /ate ( op9ion requires 9 ! light ( duty1 & let t do+ tell3 speak by acts4 ,?is ,i _h done2 my fir/ act ( ! ye> _h be5 9 ,febru>y4 ,aft] ?ree mon?s' delib]ation ,i _h publi%$ my retractation ( ! viol5t *>ges :i* ,i _h made aga9/ ,rome3 ,i c\ld n be wrong 9 do+ s mu* z ?is2 b ,i did no m at ! "t3 ,i did n retract my ,anglican tea*+4 ,my second act _h be5 9 ,septemb] 9 ! same ye>2 aft] mu* sorr[ful l+]+ & hesitation1 ,i _h resign$ my ,liv+4 ,i tri$ inde$1 be=e ,i did s1 to keep ,littlemore = myself1 ev5 ?\gh x 0 /ill to rema9 an integral "p ( ,/4 ,m>y's4 ,i _h giv5 to x a ,*ur* & a sort ( ,p>sonage2 ,i _h made x a ,p>i%1 & ,i lov$ x2 ,i ?\ght 9 #ahdc t p]haps ,i ne$ n =feit my exi/+ relations t[>ds x4 ,i c\ld inde$ submit to become ! curate at w ( ano!r1 b ,i hop$ an arrangem5t 0 possible1 by :i*1 :ile ,i _h ! curacy1 ,i might h be5 my own ma/] 9 s]v+ x4 ,i _h hop$ an exception might h be5 made 9 my fav\r1 "u ! circum/ances2 b ,i did n ga9 my reque/4 ,p]haps ,i 0 ask+ :at 0 impracticable1 & x is well = me t x 0 s4 ,^! _h be5 my two acts ( ! ye>1 & ,i said1 ,i _c be wrong 9 mak+ !m2 let t foll[ :i* mu/ foll[ 9 ! ?\ghts ( ! _w ab\t me1 :5 !y see :at ,i d4 ,&1 z "t w5t on1 !y fully answ]$ my purpose4 ,:at ,i felt x a simple duty to d1 did create a g5]al suspicion ab\t me1 )\t su* responsibility z w\ld be involv$ 9 my initiat+ any direct act = ! sake ( creat+ x4 ,!n1 :5 fri5ds wrote me on ! subject1 ,i ei!r did n d5y or ,i confess$ my /ate ( m9d1 accord+ to ! "* & ne$ ( _! lett]s4 ,sometimes 9 ! case ( intimate fri5ds1 :om ,i %\ld o!rwise h be5 leav+ 9 ignorance ( :at o!rs knew on e side ( !m1 ,i invit$ ! "q4 ,& "h comes 9 ano!r po9t = explanation4 ,:ile ,i 0 fight+ 9 ,ox=d = ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 !n inde$ ,i 0 v glad to make conv]ts1 &1 ?\gh ,i nev] broke away f t rule ( my m9d1 7z ,i may call x17 ( :i* ,i h already spok51 ( f9d+ disciples r ?an seek+ !m1 yet1 t ,i made advances to o!rs 9 a special way1 ,i h no d\bt2 ?is came to an end1 h[ev]1 z soon z ,i fell into misgiv+s z to ! true gr\nd to be tak5 9 ! controv]sy4 ,= !n1 :5 ,i gave up my place 9 ! ,movem5t1 ,i ceas$ f any su* proce$+s3 & my utmo/ endeav\r 0 to tranquillize su* p]sons1 especially ^? :o belong$ to ! new s*ool1 z 7 unsettl$ 9 _! religi\s views1 &1 z ,i judg$1 ha/y 9 _! conclusions4 ,?is w5t on till #ahdc2 b1 at t date1 z soon z ,i turn$ my face ,rome-w>d1 ,i gave up1 z f> z ev] 0 possible1 ! ?\ght ( 9 any respect & 9 any %ape act+ ^u o!rs4 ,!n ,i myself 0 simply my own conc]n4 ,h[ c\ld ,i 9 any s5se direct o!rs1 :o _h to be guid$ 9 s mom5t\s a matt] myself8 ,h[ c\ld ,i be consid]$ 9 a position1 ev5 to say a ^w to !m "o way or ! o!r8 ,h[ c\ld ,i presume to unsettle !m1 z ,i 0 unsettl$1 :5 ,i _h no means ( br++ !m out ( su* unsettlem5t8 ,&1 if !y 7 unsettl$ already1 h[ c\ld ,i po9t to !m a place ( refuge1 :5 ,i 0 n sure t ,i %\ld *oose x = myself8 ,my only l9e1 my only duty1 0 to keep simply to my own case4 ,i recollect$ ,pascal's words1 ,je m\rrai seul4 ,i delib]ately put out ( my ?\ghts all o!r works & claims1 & said no?+ to any "o1 unless ,i 0 oblig$4 ,b ?is br\ght ^u me a great tr\ble4 ,9 ! newspap]s !re 7 cont9ual reports ab\t my int5tions2 ,i did n answ] !m2 pres5tly /rang]s or fri5ds wrote1 begg+ to be all[$ to answ] !m2 &1 if ,i /ill kept to my resolution & said no?+1 !n ,i 0 ?\ght to be my/]i\s1 & a prejudice 0 excit$ aga9/ me4 ,b1 :at 0 f> worse1 !re 7 a numb] ( t5d]1 eag] he>ts1 ( :om ,i knew no?+ at all1 :o 7 wat*+ me1 wi%+ to ?9k z ,i ?\ght1 & to d z ,i did1 if !y c\ld b f9d x out2 :o 9 consequ5ce 7 di/ress$1 t1 9 s solemn a matt]1 !y c\ld n see :at 0 com+1 & :o he>d reports ab\t me ?is way or t1 on a fir/ day & on a second2 & felt ! we>9ess ( wait+1 & ! sickness ( delay$ hope1 & did n und]/& t ,i 0 z p]plex$ z !y 71 &1 be+ ( m s5sitive complexion ( m9d ?an myself1 7 made ill by ! susp5se4 ,& !y too ( c\rse = ! "t ?\ght me my/]i\s & inexplicable4 ,i ask _! p>don z f> z ,i 0 really unk9d to !m4 ,!re 0 a gift$ & deeply e>ne/ lady1 :o 9 a p>abolical acc\nt ( t "t1 has describ$ bo? my conduct z %e felt x1 & h] own feel+s ^u x4 ,9 a s+ul>ly graphic1 amus+ vision ( pilgrims1 :o 7 mak+ _! way across a bleak common 9 great discom=t1 & :o 7 ev] w>n$ aga9/1 yet cont9ually ne>+1 ! k+'s highway on ! "r1 %e says1 ,all my fe>s & disquiets 7 spe$ily r5ew$ by see+ ! mo/ d>+ ( our lead]s1 7! same :o _h fir/ =c$ 8 way ?r\gh ! palisade1 & 9 ^: c\rage & sagacity we all put implicit tru/17 sudd5ly /op %ort1 & decl>e t he w\ld g on no fur!r4 ,he did n1 h[ev]1 take ! leap at once1 b quietly sat d[n on ! top ( ! f5ce ) 8 feet hang+ t[>ds ! road1 z if he meant to take 8 "t ab\t x1 & let himself d[n easily4 ,i d n wond] at all t ,i ?us seem$ s unk9d to a lady1 :o at t "t _h nev] se5 me4 ,we 7 bo? 9 trial 9 our diff]5t ways4 ,i am f> f d5y+ t ,i 0 act+ selfi%ly bo? 9 h] case & 9 t ( o!rs2 b x 0 a religi\s selfi%ness4 ,c]ta9ly to myself my own duty seem$ cle>4 ,!y t are :ole c heal o!rs2 b 9 my case x 01 ,physician1 heal ?yself4 ,my own s\l 0 my fir/ conc]n1 & x seem$ an absurdity to my reason to be conv]t$ 9 p>tn]%ip4 ,i wi%$ to g to my ,"l by myself1 & 9 my own way1 or r ,8 way4 ,i _h nei!r wi%1 nor1 ,i may say1 ?\ght ( tak+ a numb] ) me4 ,moreov]1 x is b ! tru? to say1 t x _h ev] be5 an annoyance to me to seem to be ! head ( a p>ty2 & t ev5 f fa/idi\sness ( m9d1 ,i c\ld n be> to f9d a ?+ done else:]e1 simply or ma9ly because ,i did x myself1 & t1 f di/ru/ ( myself1 ,i %rank f ! ?\ght1 :5ev] x 0 br\ght home to me1 t ,i 0 influ5c+ o!rs4 ,b no?+ ( ?is c\ld be kn[n to ! _w4 ,! foll[+ ?ree lett]s are writt5 to a fri5d1 :o _h e claim ^u me to be frank ) him1 ,ar*deacon ,mann+3--x w be se5 t ,i disclose ! real /ate ( my m9d 9 proportion z he presses me4 #a4 ,octob] #ad1 #ahdc4 ,i w\ld tell y 9 a few words :y ,i h resign$ ,/4 ,m>y's1 z y seem to wi%1 7 x possible to d s4 ,b x is mo/ difficult to br+ out 9 brief1 or ev5 9 ext5so1 any j view ( my feel+s & reasons4 ,! ne>e/ approa* ,i c give to a g5]al acc\nt ( !m is to say1 t x has be5 caus$ by ! g5]al repudiation ( ! view1 conta9$ 9 ,no4 #ij1 on ! "p ( ! ,*ur*4 ,i c\ld n /& aga9/ su* an unanim\s expression ( op9ion f ! ,bi%ops1 support$1 z x has be51 by ! concurr5ce1 or at lea/ sil5ce1 ( all classes 9 ! ,*ur*1 lay & cl]ical4 ,if !re ev] 0 a case1 9 :i* an individual tea*] has be5 put aside & virtually put away by a community1 m9e is "o4 ,no dec5cy has be5 obs]v$ 9 ! attacks ^u me f au?ority2 no prote/s h be5 (f]$ aga9/ !m4 ,x is felt1--,i am f> f d5y+1 ju/ly felt1--t ,i am a =eign mat]ial1 & _c assimilate ) ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,ev5 my own ,bi%op has said t my mode ( int]pret+ ! ,articles makes !m mean any ?+ or no?+4 ,:5 ,i he>d ?is deliv]$1 ,i did n believe my e>s4 ,i d5i$ to o!rs t x 0 said4444 ,out came ! *>ge1 & ! words c\ld n be mi/ak54 ,?is a/oni%$ me ! m1 because ,i publi%$ t ,lett] to him1 7h[ unwill+ly y "k17 on ! und]/&+ t ,i 0 to deliv] 8 judgm5t on ,no4 #ij in/ead ( him4 ,a ye> elapses1 & a second & heavi] judgm5t came =?4 ,i did n b>ga9 = ?is1--nor did he1 b ! tide 0 too /rong = him4 ,i fe> t ,i mu/ confess1 t1 9 proportion z ,i ?9k ! ,engli% ,*ur* is %[+ h]self intr9sically & radically ali5 f ,ca?olic pr9ciples1 s d ,i feel ! difficulties ( def5d+ h] claims to be a bran* ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,x seems a dream to call a communion ,ca?olic1 :5 "o c nei!r appeal to any cle> /atem5t ( ,ca?olic doctr9e 9 its =mul>ies1 nor int]pret ambigu\s =mul>ies by ! receiv$ & liv+ ,ca?olic s5se1 :e!r pa/ or pres5t4 ,m5 ( ,ca?olic views are too truly b a p>ty 9 our ,*ur*4 ,i _c d5y t _m o!r indep5d5t circum/ances1 :i* x is n wor? :ile ent]+ into1 h l$ me to ! same conclusion4 ,i d n say all ?is to e body1 z y may suppose2 b ,i d n l to make a secret ( x to y4 #b4 ,oct4 #be1 #ahdc4 ,y h engag$ 9 a dang]\s correspond5ce2 ,i am deeply sorry = ! pa9 ,i %all give y4 ,i mu/ tell y !n frankly1 7b ,i combat argum5ts :i* to me1 alas1 are %ad[s17 t x is n f disappo9tm5t1 irritation1 or impati5ce1 t ,i h1 :e!r rightly or wrongly1 resign$ ,/4 ,m>y's2 b because ,i ?9k ! ,*ur* ( ,rome ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 & ours n "p ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 because n 9 communion ) ,rome2 & because ,i feel t ,i c\ld n hone/ly be a tea*] 9 x any long]4 ,?is ?\ght came to me la/ summ] f\r ye>s4444 ,i m5tion$ x to two fri5ds 9 ! autumn4444 ,x arose 9 ! fir/ in/ance f ! ,monophysite & ,donati/ controv]sies1 ! =m] ( :i* ,i 0 engag$ ) 9 ! c\rse ( !ological /udy to :i* ,i _h giv5 myself4 ,?is 0 at a "t :5 no ,bi%op1 ,i believe1 _h decl>$ aga9/ u#ae1 & :5 all 0 progress & hope4 ,i d n ?9k ,i h ev] felt disappo9tm5t or impati5ce1 c]ta9ly n !n2 = ,i nev] look$ =w>d to ! future1 nor d ,i realize x n[4 ,my fir/ ef=t 0 to write t article on ! ,ca?olicity ( ! ,engli% ,*ur*2 = two ye>s x quiet$ me4 ,s9ce ! summ] ( #ahci ,i h writt5 little or no?+ on mod]n controv]sy4444 ,y "k h[ unwill+ly ,i wrote my lett] to ! ,bi%op 9 :i* ,i committ$ myself aga91 z ! safe/ c\rse "u circum/ances4 ,! article ,i speak ( quiet$ me till ! end ( #ahda1 ov] ! affair ( ,no4 #ij1 :5 t wret*$ ,j]usalem ,bi%opric 7no p]sonal matt]7 reviv$ all my al>ms4 ,!y h increas$ up to ?is mom5t4 ,at t "t ,i told my secret to ano!r p]son 9 addition4 ,y see !n t ! v>i\s ecclesia/ical & quasi-ecclesia/ical acts1 :i* h tak5 place 9 ! c\rse ( ! la/ two ye>s & a half1 are n ! cause ( my /ate ( op9ion1 b are ke5 /imulants & weighty confirmations ( a conviction =c$ ^u me1 :ile engag$ 9 ! c\rse ( duty1 viz4 t !ological read+ to :i* ,i _h giv5 myself4 ,& ?is la/-m5tion$ circum/ance is a fact1 :i* has nev]1 ,i ?9k1 come be=e me till n[ t ,i write to y4 ,x is ?ree ye>s s9ce1 on acc\nt ( my /ate ( op9ion1 ,i urg$ ! ,provo/ 9 va9 to let ,/4 ,m>y's be sep>at$ f ,littlemore2 ?9k+ ,i might ) a safe consci5ce s]ve ! latt]1 ?\gh ,i c\ld n com=tably cont9ue 9 s public a place z a ,univ]sity4 ,?is 0 be=e ,no4 #ij4 ,f9ally1 ,i h act$ "u advice1 & t1 n ( my own *oos+1 b :at came to me 9 ! way ( duty1 nor ! advice ( ^? only :o agree ) me1 b ( ne> fri5ds :o diff] f me4 ,i h no?+ to reproa* myself )1 z f> z ,i see1 9 ! matt] ( impati5ce2 i4e4 practically or 9 conduct4 ,& ,i tru/ t ,he1 :o has kept me 9 ! sl[ c\rse ( *ange hi!rto1 w keep me /ill f ha/y acts1 or resolves ) a d\btful consci5ce4 ,?is ,i am sure (1 t su* int]position z y\rs1 k9d z x is1 only does :at y w\ld consid] h>m4 ,x makes me realize my own views to myself2 x makes me see _! consi/5cy2 x assures me ( my own delib]at5ess2 x sugge/s to me ! traces ( a ,provid5tial ,h&2 x takes away ! pa9 ( disclosures2 x relieves me ( a heavy secret4 ,y may make :at use ( my lett]s y ?9k "r4 #ae ,i ?9k ,sumn]1 ,bi%op ( ,*e/]1 mu/ h done s already4 #c4 ,my correspond5t wrote to me once m1 & ,i repli$ ?us3 ,octob] #ca1 #ahdc4 ,y\r lett] has made my he>t a*e m1 & caus$ me m & deep] sighs ?an any ,i h _h a long :ile1 ?\gh ,i assure y !re is mu* on all sides ( me to cause sigh+ & he>ta*e4 ,on all sides3--,i am q haunt$ by ! "o dreadful :isp] repeat$ f s _m qu>t]s1 & caus+ ! ke5e/ di/ress to fri5ds4 ,y "k b a "p ( my pres5t trial1 9 kn[+ t ,i am unsettl$ myself4 ,s9ce ! beg9n+ ( ?is ye> ,i h be5 oblig$ to tell ! /ate ( my m9d to "s o!rs2 b nev]1 ,i ?9k1 )\t be+ 9 a way oblig$1 z f fri5ds writ+ to me z y did1 or guess+ h[ matt]s /ood4 ,no "o 9 ,ox=d kn[s x or "h ,littlemore1 b "o ne> fri5d :om ,i felt ,i c\ld n help tell+ ! o!r day4 ,b1 ,i suppose1 _m m suspect x4 ,on receiv+ ^! lett]s1 my correspond5t1 if ,i recollect rightly1 at once communicat$ ! matt] ( !m to ,dr4 ,pusey1 & ?is w enable me to describe1 z ne>ly z ,i c1 ! way 9 :i* he fir/ became aw>e ( my *ang$ /ate ( op9ion4 ,i _h f ! fir/ a great difficulty 9 mak+ ,dr4 ,pusey und]/& su* diff]5ces ( op9ion z exi/$ betwe5 himself & me4 ,:5 !re 0 a proposal ab\t ! end ( #ahch = a subscription = a ,cranm] ,memorial1 he wi%$ u bo? to subscribe toge!r to x4 ,i c\ld n1 ( c\rse1 & wi%$ him to subscribe by himself4 ,t he w\ld n d2 he c\ld n be> ! ?\ght ( our appe>+ to ! _w 9 sep>ate positions1 9 a matt] ( importance4 ,&1 z "t w5t on1 he w\ld n take any h9ts1 :i* ,i gave him1 on ! subject ( my gr[+ incl9ation to ,rome4 ,:5 ,i f\nd him s det]m9$1 ,i (t5 _h n ! he>t to g on4 ,& !n ,i knew1 t1 f affection to me1 he s (t5 took up & ?rew himself into :at ,i said1 t ,i felt ! great responsibility ,i %\ld incur1 if ,i put ?+s be=e him j z ,i might view !m myself4 ,&1 n kn[+ him s well z ,i did aft]w>ds1 ,i fe>$ le/ ,i %\ld unsettle him4 ,& moreov]1 ,i recollect$ well1 h[ pro/rat$ he _h be5 ) illness 9 #ahcb1 & ,i us$ always to ?9k t ! />t ( ! ,movem5t _h giv5 him a fre% life4 ,i fanci$ t 8 physical en]gies ev5 dep5d$ on ! pres5ce ( a vigor\s hope & bright prospects = 8 imag9ation to fe$ ^u2 s mu* s1 t :5 he 0 s unwor?ily treat$ by ! au?orities ( ! place 9 #ahdc1 ,i recollect writ+ to ! late ,mr4 ,dodswor? to /ate my anxiety1 le/1 if 8 m9d became deject$ 9 consequ5ce1 8 heal? %\ld suff] s]i\sly also4 ,^! 7 difficulties 9 my way2 & !n aga91 ano!r difficulty 01 t1 z we 7 n toge!r "u ! same ro(1 we only saw ea* o!r at set times2 o!rs inde$1 :o 7 com+ 9 or out ( my rooms freely1 & accord+ to ! ne$ ( ! mom5t1 knew all my ?\ghts easily2 b = him to "k !m well1 =mal ef=ts 7 necess>y4 ,a common fri5d ( ours broke x all to him 9 #ahda1 z f> z matt]s _h gone at t "t1 & %[$ him cle>ly ! logical conclusions :i* mu/ lie 9 propositions to :i* ,i _h committ$ myself2 b someh[ or o!r 9 a little :ile1 8 m9d fell back into its =m] happy /ate1 & he c\ld n br+ himself to believe t he & ,i %\ld n g on pleasantly toge!r to ! end4 ,b t affectionate dream ne$s mu/ h be5 brok5 at la/2 & two ye>s aft]w>ds1 t fri5d to :om ,i wrote ! lett]s :i* ,i h j n[ ins]t$1 set himself1 z ,i h said1 to break x4 ,^u t1 ,i too begg$ ,dr4 ,pusey to tell 9 private to any "o he w\ld1 t ,i ?\ght 9 ! ev5t ,i %\ld leave ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,h[ev]1 he w\ld n d s2 & at ! end ( #ahdd _h almo/ relaps$ into 8 =m] ?\ghts ab\t me1 if ,i may judge f a lett] ( 8 :i* ,i h f\nd4 ,nay1 at ! ,commemoration ( #ahde1 a few mon?s be=e ,i left ! ,anglican ,*ur*1 ,i ?9k he said ab\t me to a fri5d1 ,i tru/ aft] all we %all keep him4 ,9 t autumn ( #ahdc1 at ! "t t ,i spoke to ,dr4 ,pusey1 ,i ask$ ano!r fri5d also to communicate 9 confid5ce1 to :om he w\ld1 ! prospect :i* lay be=e me4 ,to ano!r fri5d1 ,mr4 ,james ,hope1 n[ ,mr4 ,hope ,scott1 ,i gave ! opportunity ( kn[+ x1 if he w\ld1 9 ! foll[+ ,po/script to a lett]3-- ,:ile ,i write1 ,i w add a ^w ab\t myself4 ,y may come ne> a p]son or two :o1 ow+ to circum/ances1 "k m exactly my /ate ( feel+ ?an y d1 ?\gh !y w\ld n tell y4 ,n[ ,i d n l t y %\ld n be aw>e ( ?is1 ?\gh ,i see no reason :y y %\ld "k :at !y happ5 to "k4 ,y\r wi%+ x w\ld be a reason4 ,i _h a de> & old fri5d1 ne> 8 dea?2 ,i nev] told him my /ate ( m9d4 ,:y %\ld ,i unsettle t sweet calm tranquillity1 :5 ,i _h no?+ to (f] him in/ead8 ,i c\ld n say1 ,g to ,rome2 else ,i %\ld h %[n him ! way4 ,yet ,i (f]$ myself = 8 exam9ation4 ,"o day he l$ ! way to my speak+ out2 b1 rightly or wrongly1 ,i c\ld n respond4 ,my reason 01 ,i h no c]ta9ty on ! matt] myself4 ,to say ',i ?9k' is to tease & to di/ress1 n to p]suade4 ,i wrote to him on ,mi*aelmas ,day1 #ahdc3 ,z y may suppose1 ,i h no?+ to write to y ab\t1 pleasant4 ,i c\ld tell y "s v pa9ful ?+s2 b x is be/ n to anticipate tr\ble1 :i* aft] all c b happ51 &1 = :at "o kn[s1 may be av]t$4 ,y are always s k9d1 t sometimes1 :5 ,i "p ) y1 ,i am ne>ly mov$ to te>s1 & x w\ld be a relief to be s1 at y\r k9dness & at my h>dness4 ,i ?9k no "o ev] _h su* k9d fri5ds z ,i h4 ,! next ye>1 ,janu>y #bb1 ,i wrote to him3 ,pusey has q en\gh on him1 & g5]\sly takes on himself m ?an en\gh1 = me to add burd5s :5 ,i am n oblig$2 p>ticul>ly too1 :5 ,i am v consci\s1 t !re are burd5s1 :i* ,i am or %all be oblig$ to lay ^u him "s "t or o!r1 :e!r ,i w or no4 ,& on ,febru>y #ba3 ,half-pa/ t54 ,i am j up1 hav+ a bad cold2 ! l has n happ5$ to me 7except twice 9 ,janu>y7 9 my memory4 ,y may ?9k y h be5 9 my ?\ghts1 long be=e my ris+4 ,( c\rse y are s cont9ually1 z y well "k4 ,i c\ld n come to see y2 ,i am n wor?y ( fri5ds4 ,) my op9ions1 to ! full ( :i* ,i d>e n confess1 ,i feel l a guilty p]son ) o!rs1 ?\gh ,i tru/ ,i am n s4 ,p k9dly ?9k t ,i h mu* to be> ext]nally1 disappo9tm5t1 sl&]1 c4 ,no1 ,i h no?+ to be>1 b ! anxiety :i* ,i feel = my fri5ds' anxiety = me1 & _! p]plexity4 ,?is is a bett] ,a%-,w$nesday ?an bir?day pres5t2 8 bir?day 0 ! same day z m9e2 x 0 ,a%-,w$nesday t ye>2 b ,i _c help writ+ ab\t :at is upp]mo/4 ,& n[1 my de> ,b41 all k9de/ & be/ wi%es to y1 my olde/ fri5d1 :om ,i mu/ n speak m ab\t1 & ) ref]5ce to myself1 le/ y %\ld be angry4 ,x 0 n 9 8 nature to h d\bts3 he us$ to look at me ) anxiety1 & wond] :at _h come ov] me4 ,on ,ea/] ,monday3 ,all t is good & graci\s desc5d ^u y & y\rs f ! influ5ces ( ?is ,bless$ ,season2 & x w be s1 7s be x67 = :at is ! life ( y all1 z day passes aft] day1 b a simple endeav\r to s]ve ,him1 f :om all bless+ comes8 ,?\gh we are sep>at$ 9 place1 yet ?is we h 9 common1 t y are liv+ a calm & *e]ful "t1 & ,i am enjoy+ ! ?\ght ( y4 ,x is y\r bless+ to h a cle> heav51 & peace ar\nd1 accord+ to ! bless+ pron\nc$ on ,b5jam9#af4 ,s x is1 my de> ,b41 & s may x ev] be4 #af ,deut4 xxxiii4 #ab4 ,he 0 9 simple good fai?4 ,he di$ 9 ,septemb] ( ! same ye>4 ,i _h expect$ t 8 la/ illness w\ld h br\ght light to my m9d1 z to :at ,i ought to d4 ,x br\ght none4 ,i made a note1 :i* runs ?us3 ,i sobb$ bitt]ly ov] 8 c(f91 to ?9k t he left me /ill d>k z to :at ! way ( tru? 01 & :at ,i ought to d 9 ord] to please ,god & fulfil ,8 w4 ,i ?9k ,i wrote to ,*>les ,m>riott to say1 t at t mom5t1 ) ! ?\ght ( my fri5d be=e me1 my /rong view 9 fav\r ( ,rome rema9$ j :at x 04 ,on ! o!r h&1 my firm belief t grace 0 to be f\nd )9 ! ,anglican ,*ur* rema9$ too#ag4 ,i wrote to ano!r fri5d ?us3-- #ag ,on ?is subject1 vide my ,?ird ,lecture on ,anglican ,difficulties1 also ,note ,e1 ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,sept4 #af1 #ahdd4 ,i am full ( wrong & mis]able feel+s1 :i* x is useless to detail1 s grudg+ & sull51 :5 ,i %\ld be ?ankful4 ,( c\rse1 :5 "o sees s bless$ an end1 & t1 ! t]m9ation ( s blameless a life1 ( "o :o really f$ on our ord9ances & got /r5g? f !m1 & sees ! same cont9u$ 9 a :ole family1 ! little *ildr5 f9d+ q a solace ( _! pa9 9 ! ,daily ,pray]1 x is impossible n to feel m at ease 9 our ,*ur*1 z at lea/ a sort ( ,zo>1 a place ( refuge & tempor>y re/1 because ( ! /eepness ( ! way4 ,only1 may we be kept f unlawful security1 le/ we h ,moab & ,ammon = our prog5y1 ! enemies ( ,israel4 ,i c\ld n cont9ue 9 ?is /ate1 ei!r 9 ! light ( duty or ( reason4 ,my difficulty 0 ?is3 ,i _h be5 deceiv$ greatly once2 h[ c\ld ,i be sure t ,i 0 n deceiv$ a second "t8 ,i ?\ght myself "r !n2 h[ 0 ,i to be c]ta9 t ,i 0 "r n[8 ,h[ _m ye>s _h ,i ?\ght myself sure ( :at ,i n[ reject$8 h[ c\ld ,i ev] aga9 h confid5ce 9 myself8 ,z 9 #ahdj ,i li/5$ to ! ris+ d\bt 9 fav\r ( ,rome1 n[ ,i li/5$ to ! wan+ d\bt 9 fav\r ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,to be c]ta9 is to "k t "o kn[s2 :at inw>d te/ _h ,i1 t ,i %\ld n *ange aga91 aft] t ,i _h become a ,ca?olic8 ,i _h /ill appreh5sion ( ?is1 ?\gh ,i ?\ght a "t w\ld come1 :5 x w\ld dep>t4 ,h[ev]1 "s limit ought to be put to ^! vague misgiv+s2 ,i mu/ d my be/ & !n leave x to a high] ,p[] to prosp] x4 ,s1 at ! end ( #ahdd1 ,i came to ! resolution ( writ+ an ,essay on ,doctr9al ,developm5t2 & !n1 if1 at ! end ( x1 my convictions 9 fav\r ( ! ,roman ,*ur* 7 n weak]1 ( tak+ ! necess>y /eps = admission into h] fold4 ,by ?is "t ! /ate ( my m9d 0 g5]ally kn[n1 & ,i made no great secret ( x4 ,i w illu/rate x by lett]s ( m9e :i* h be5 put into my h&s4 ,novemb] #af1 #ahdd4 ,i am go+ ?r\gh :at mu/ be gone ?r\gh2 & my tru/ only is t e day ( pa9 is s mu* tak5 f ! necess>y draught :i* mu/ be exhau/$4 ,!re is no fe> 7humanly speak+7 ( my mov+ = a long "t yet4 ,?is has got out )\t my int5d+ x2 b x is all well4 ,z f> z ,i "k myself1 my "o great di/ress is ! p]plexity1 unsettlem5t1 al>m1 scepticism1 :i* ,i am caus+ to s _m2 & ! loss ( k9d feel+ & good op9ion on ! "p ( s _m1 kn[n & unkn[n1 :o h wi%$ well to me4 ,& ( ^! two s\rces ( pa9 x is ! =m] t is ! con/ant1 urg5t1 unmitigat$ "o4 ,i _h = days a lit]al a*e all ab\t my he>t2 & f "t to "t all ! compla9ts ( ! ,psalmi/ seem$ to belong to me4 ,& z f> z ,i "k myself1 my "o p>am\nt reason = contemplat+ a *ange is my deep1 unv>y+ conviction t our ,*ur* is 9 s*ism1 & t my salvation dep5ds on my jo9+ ! ,*ur* ( ,rome4 ,i may use argum5ta ad hom9em to ?is p]son or t#ah2 b ,i am n consci\s ( res5tm5t1 or disgu/1 at any ?+ t has happ5$ to me4 ,i h no visions :atev] ( hope1 no s*emes ( action1 9 any o!r sph]e m suit$ to me4 ,i h no exi/+ sympa?ies ) ,roman ,ca?olics2 ,i h>dly ev]1 ev5 abroad1 0 at "o ( _! s]vices2 ,i "k none ( !m1 ,i d n l :at ,i he> ( !m4 ,& !n1 h[ mu* ,i am giv+ up 9 s _m ways6 & to me sacrifices irrep>able1 n only f my age1 :5 p hate *ang+1 b f my especial love ( old associations & ! pleasures ( memory4 ,nor am ,i consci\s ( any feel+1 en?usia/ic or h]oic1 ( pleasure 9 ! sacrifice2 ,i h no?+ to support me "h4 ,:at keeps me yet is :at has kept me long2 a fe> t ,i am "u a delusion2 b ! conviction rema9s firm "u all circum/ances1 9 all frames ( m9d4 ,& ?is mo/ s]i\s feel+ is gr[+ on me2 viz4 t ! reasons = :i* ,i believe z mu* z our sy/em tea*es1 mu/ lead me to believe m1 & t n to believe m is to fall back into scepticism4 ,a ?\s& ?anks = y\r mo/ k9d & consol+ lett]2 ?\gh ,i h n yet spok5 ( x1 x 0 a great gift4 #ah ,vide supr4 p4 #bai1 c4 ,lett] ( ,oct4 #ad1 #ahdc1 comp>$ ) t ( ,oct4 #be4 ,%ortly aft] ,i wrote to ! same fri5d ?us3 ,my int5tion is1 if no?+ comes ^u me1 :i* ,i _c =esee1 to rema9 quietly 9 /atu quo = a consid]able "t1 tru/+ t my fri5ds w k9dly rememb] me & my trial 9 _! pray]s4 ,& ,i %\ld give up my fell[%ip "s "t be=e any ?+ fur!r took place4 ,!re 0 a lady1 n[ a nun ( ! ,visitation1 to :om at ?is "t ,i wrote ! foll[+ lett]s3-- #a4 ,novemb] #g1 #ahdd4 ,i am /ill :]e ,i 02 ,i am n mov+4 ,two ?+s1 h[ev]1 seem pla91 t e "o is prep>$ = su* an ev5t1 next1 t e "o expects x ( me4 ,few1 inde$1 :o d n ?9k x suitable1 few] /ill1 :o d n ?9k x likely4 ,h[ev]1 ,i d n ?9k x ei!r suitable or likely4 ,i h v little reason to d\bt ab\t ! issue ( ?+s1 b ! :5 & ! h[ are kn[n to ,him1 f :om1 ,i tru/1 bo? ! c\rse ( ?+s & ! issue come4 ,! expression ( op9ion1 & ! lat5t & habitual feel+ ab\t me1 :i* is on e side & among all p>ties1 has great =ce4 ,i insi/ ^u x1 because ,i h a great dread ( go+ by my own feel+s1 le/ !y %\ld mislead me4 ,by "o's s5se ( duty "o mu/ g2 b ext]nal facts support "o 9 do+ s4 #b4 ,janu>y #h1 #ahde4 ,:at am ,i to say 9 answ] to y\r lett]8 ,i "k p]fectly well1 ,i ought to let y "k m ( my feel+s & /ate ( m9d ?an y d "k4 ,b h[ is t possible 9 a few words8 ,any ?+ ,i say mu/ be abrupt2 no?+ c ,i say :i* w n leave a bewild]+ feel+1 z ne$+ s mu* to expla9 x1 & be+ isolat$1 & 7z x 77 unlocat$1 & n hav+ any ?+ ) x to %[ its be>+s ^u o!r p>ts ( ! subject4 ,at pres5t1 my full belief is1 9 accordance ) y\r lett]1 t1 if !re is a move 9 our ,*ur*1 v few p]sons inde$ w be p>tn]s to x4 ,i d\bt :e!r "o or two at ! mo/ among resid5ts at ,ox=d4 ,& ,i don't "k :e!r ,i c wi% x4 ,! /ate ( ! ,roman ,ca?olics is at pres5t s unsatisfactory4 ,?is ,i am sure (1 t no?+ b a simple1 direct call ( duty is a w>rant = any "o leav+ our ,*ur*2 no pref]5ce ( ano!r ,*ur*1 no delight 9 its s]vices1 no hope ( great] religi\s advancem5t 9 x1 no indignation1 no disgu/1 at ! p]sons & ?+s1 among :i* we may f9d ourselves 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,! simple "q is1 ,c ,i 7x is p]sonal1 n :e!r ano!r1 b c ,i7 be sav$ 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*8 am ,i 9 safety1 7 ,i to die to-night8 ,is x a mortal s9 9 me1 n jo9+ ano!r communion8 ,p4,s4 ,i h>dly see my way to concur 9 att5dance1 ?\gh occasional1 9 ! ,roman ,ca?olic *apel1 unless a man has made up 8 m9d pretty well to jo9 x ev5tually4 ,invocations are n requir$ 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,rome2 someh[1 ,i d n l us+ !m except "u ! sanction ( ! ,*ur*1 & ?is makes me unwill+ to admit !m 9 memb]s ( our ,*ur*4 #c4 ,m>* #cj4 ,n[ ,i w tell y m ?an any "o kn[s except two fri5ds4 ,my own convictions are z /rong z ,i suppose !y c become3 only x is s difficult to "k :e!r x is a call ( reason or ( consci5ce4 ,i _c make out1 if ,i am impell$ by :at seems cle>1 or by a s5se ( duty4 ,y c und]/& h[ pa9ful ?is d\bt is2 s ,i h wait$1 hop+ = light1 & us+ ! words ( ! ,psalmi/1 ',%[ "s tok5 ^u me4' ,b ,i suppose ,i h no "r to wait = ev] = ?is4 ,!n ,i am wait+1 because fri5ds are mo/ consid]ately be>+ me 9 m9d1 & ask+ guidance = me2 &1 ,i tru/1 ,i %\ld att5d to any new feel+s :i* came ^u me1 %\ld t be ! effect ( _! k9dness4 ,& !n ?is wait+ subs]ves ! purpose ( prep>+ m5's m9ds4 ,i dread %ock+1 unsettl+ p4 ,any h[1 ,i c't avoid giv+ incalculable pa94 ,s1 if ,i _h my w1 ,i %\ld l to wait till ! summ] ( #ahdf1 :i* w\ld be a full sev5 ye>s f ! "t t my convictions fir/ began to fall on me4 ,b ,i don't ?9k ,i %all la/ s long4 ,my pres5t int5tion is to give up my ,fell[%ip 9 ,octob]1 & to publi% "s "w or treatise betwe5 t & ,*ri/mas4 ,i wi% p to "k :y ,i am act+1 z well z :at ,i am do+2 x takes (f t vague & di/ress+ surprise1 ',:at c h made him8' #d4 ,june #a4 ,:at y tell me ( y\rself makes x pla9 t x is y\r duty to rema9 quietly & pati5tly1 till y see m cle>ly :]e y are2 else y are leap+ 9 ! d>k4 ,9 ! e>ly "p ( ?is ye>1 if n be=e1 !re 0 an idea afloat t my retirem5t f ! ,anglican ,*ur* 0 ow+ to my di/ress t ,i _h be5 s ?ru/ aside1 )\t any "o's tak+ my "p4 ,v>i\s measures 71 ,i believe1 talk$ ( 9 consequ5ce ( ?is surmise4 ,co9cid5tly ) x appe>$ an exce$+ly k9d article ab\t me 9 a ,qu>t]ly1 9 its ,april numb]4 ,! writ] prais$ me 9 k9d & beautiful language f> above my des]ts4 ,9 ! c\rse ( 8 rem>ks1 he said1 speak+ ( me z ,vic> ( ,/4 ,m>y's3 ,he _h ! future race ( cl]gy he>+ him4 ,did he value & feel t5d] ab\t1 & cl+ to 8 position8444 ,n at all4444 ,no sacrifice to him p]haps1 he did n c>e ab\t su* ?+s4 ,!re 0 a c5sure impli$1 h[ev] cov]tly1 9 ^! words2 & x is allud$ to 9 ! foll[+ lett]1 address$ to a v intimate fri5d3-- ,april #c1 #ahde4444 ,accept ?is apology1 my de> ,*ur*1 & =give me4 ,z ,i say s1 te>s come into my eyes2--t arises f ! accid5t ( ?is "t1 :5 ,i am giv+ up s mu* ,i love4 ,j n[ ,i h be5 ov]set by ,james ,mozley's article 9 ! ,remembranc]2 yet really1 my de> ,*ur*1 ,i h nev] = an in/ant _h ev5 ! temptation ( rep5t+ my leav+ ,ox=d4 ,! feel+ ( rep5tance has n ev5 come into my m9d4 ,h[ c\ld x8 ,h[ c\ld ,i rema9 at ,/4 ,m>y's a hypocrite8 h[ c\ld ,i be answ]able = s\ls1 7& life s unc]ta917 ) ! convictions1 or at lea/ p]suasions1 :i* ,i _h ^u me8 ,x is inde$ a responsibility to act z ,i am do+2 & ,i feel ,8 h& heavy on me )\t int]mission1 :o is all ,wisdom & ,love1 s t my he>t & m9d are tir$ out1 j z ! limbs might be f a load on "o's back4 ,t sort ( dull a*+ pa9 is m9e2 b my responsibility really is no?+ to :at x w\ld be1 to be answ]able = s\ls1 = confid+ lov+ s\ls1 9 ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 ) my convictions4 ,my love to ,m>riott1 & save me ! pa9 ( s5d+ him a l9e4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am n[ close ^u ! date ( my reception into ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*2 at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> a lett] _h be5 address$ to me by a v de> fri5d1 n[ no m1 ,*>les ,m>riott4 ,i quote "s s5t5ces f x1 = ! love :i* ,i be> him & ! value t ,i set on 8 good ^w4 ,janu>y #ae1 #ahde4 ,y "k me well en\gh to be aw>e1 t ,i nev] see ?r\gh any ?+ at fir/4 ,y\r lett] to ,badeley ca/s a gloom ov] ! future1 :i* y c und]/&1 if y h und]/ood me1 z ,i believe y h4 ,b ,i may speak out at once1 ( :at ,i see & feel at once1 & d\bt n t ,i %all ev] feel3 t y\r :ole conduct t[>ds ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& & t[>ds u1 :o h /riv5 & are /ill /riv+ to seek aft] ,god = ourselves1 & to revive true religion among o!rs1 "u h] au?ority & guidance1 has be5 g5]\s & consid]ate1 &1 7 t ^w appropriate1 dutiful1 to a degree t ,i c\ld sc>cely h conceiv$ possible1 m unsp>+ ( self ?an ,i %\ld h ?\ght nature c\ld su/a94 ,i h felt ) pa9 e l9k t y h sev]$1 & ,i h ask$ no que/ions1 because ,i felt t y ought to measure ! disclosure ( y\r ?\ghts accord+ to ! occasion1 & ! capacity ( ^? to :om y spoke4 ,i write 9 ha/e1 9 ! mid/ ( engagem5ts engross+ 9 !mselves1 b p>tly made ta/eless1 p>tly embitt]$ by :at ,i h he>d2 b ,i am will+ to tru/ ev5 y1 :om ,i love be/ on e>?1 9 ,god's ,h&1 9 ! e>ne/ pray] t y may be s employ$ z is be/ = ! ,holy ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,9 ,july1 a ,bi%op ?\ght x wor? :ile to give out to ! _w t ! adh]5ts ( ,mr4 ,newman are few 9 numb]4 ,a %ort "t w n[ probably suffice to prove ?is fact4 ,x is well kn[n t he is prep>+ = secession2 &1 :5 t ev5t takes place1 x w be se5 h[ few w g ) him4 ,i _h begun my ,essay on ! ,developm5t ( ,doctr9e 9 ! beg9n+ ( #ahde1 & ,i 0 h>d at x all ?r\gh ! ye> till ,octob]4 ,z ,i advanc$1 my difficulties s cle>$ away t ,i ceas$ to speak ( ! ,roman ,ca?olics1 & boldly call$ !m ,ca?olics4 ,be=e ,i got to ! end1 ,i resolv$ to be receiv$1 & ! book rema9s 9 ! /ate 9 :i* x 0 !n1 unf9i%$4 ,"o ( my fri5ds at ,littlemore _h be5 receiv$ into ! ,*ur* on ,mi*aelmas ,day1 at ! ,passioni/ ,h\se at ,a/on1 ne> ,/one1 by ,fa!r ,dom9ic1 ! ,sup]ior4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,octob] ! latt] 0 pass+ ?r\gh ,london to ,belgium2 &1 z ,i 0 9 "s p]plexity :at /eps to take = be+ receiv$ myself1 ,i ass5t$ to ! proposition made to me t ! good prie/ %\ld take ,littlemore 9 8 way1 ) a view to 8 do+ = me ! same *>itable s]vice z he _h done to my fri5d4 ,on ,octob] ! #h? ,i wrote to a numb] ( fri5ds ! foll[+ lett]3-- ,littlemore1 ,octob] #h?1 #ahde4 ,i am ?is night expect+ ,fa!r ,dom9ic1 ! ,passioni/1 :o1 f 8 y\?1 has be5 l$ to h di/9ct & direct ?\ghts1 fir/ ( ! c\ntries ( ! ,nor?1 !n ( ,engl&4 ,aft] ?irty ye>s' 7almo/7 wait+1 he 0 )\t 8 own act s5t "h4 ,b he has _h little to d ) conv]sions4 ,i saw him "h = a few m9utes on ,/4 ,john ,bapti/'s day la/ ye>4 ,he is a simple1 holy man2 & )al gift$ ) rem>kable p[]s4 ,he does n "k ( my int5tion2 b ,i mean to ask ( him admission into ! ,"o ,fold ( ,*ri/4444 ,i h s _m lett]s to write1 t ?is mu/ d = all :o *oose to ask ab\t me4 ,) my be/ love to de> ,*>les ,m>riott1 :o is ov] y\r head1 c41 c4 ,p4,s4 ,?is w n g till all is ov]4 ,( c\rse x requires no answ]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,= a :ile aft] my reception1 ,i propos$ to betake myself to "s secul> call+4 ,i wrote ?us 9 answ] to a v graci\s lett] ( congratulation s5t me by ,c>d9al ,acton3-- ,nov4 #be1 #ahde4 ,i hope y w h anticipat$1 be=e ,i express x1 ! great gratification :i* ,i receiv$ f y\r ,em95ce's lett]4 ,t gratification1 h[ev]1 0 temp]$ by ! appreh5sion1 t k9d & anxi\s well-wi%]s at a di/ance atta* m importance to my /ep ?an really belongs to x4 ,to me inde$ p]sonally x is ( c\rse an ine/imable ga92 b p]sons & ?+s look great at a di/ance1 :i* are n s :5 se5 close2 &1 did y\r ,em95ce "k me1 y w\ld see t ,i 0 "o1 ab\t :om !re has be5 f> m talk = good & bad ?an he des]ves1 & ab\t ^: movem5ts f> m expectation has be5 rais$ ?an ! ev5t w ju/ify4 ,z ,i nev]1 ,i d tru/1 aim$ at any ?+ else ?an ob$i5ce to my own s5se ( "r1 & h be5 magnifi$ into ! lead] ( a p>ty )\t my wi%+ x or act+ z su*1 s n[1 mu* z ,i may wi% to ! contr>y1 & e>ne/ly z ,i may lab\r 7z is my duty7 to m9i/] 9 a humble way to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 yet my p[]s w1 ,i fe>1 disappo9t ! expectations ( bo? my own fri5ds1 & ( ^? :o pray = ! peace ( ,j]usalem4 ,if ,i might ask ( y\r ,em95ce a fav\r1 x is t y w\ld k9dly mod]ate ^? anticipations4 ,w\ld x 7 9 my p[] to d1 :at ,i d n aspire to d6 ,at pres5t c]ta9ly ,i _c look =w>d to ! future1 &1 ?\gh x w\ld be a good "w if ,i c\ld p]suade o!rs to d z ,i h done1 yet x seems z if ,i _h q en\gh to d 9 ?9k+ ( myself4 ,soon1 ,dr4 ,wiseman1 9 ^: ,vic>iate ,ox=d lay1 call$ me to ,oscott2 & ,i w5t !re ) o!rs2 aft]w>ds he s5t me to ,rome1 & f9ally plac$ me 9 ,birm+ham4 ,i wrote to a fri5d3-- ,janu>y #bj1 #ahdf4 ,y may ?9k h[ lonely ,i am4 ',oblivisc]e populum tuum et domum patris tui1' has be5 9 my e>s = ! la/ twelve h\rs4 ,i realize m t we are leav+ ,littlemore1 & x is l go+ on ! op5 sea4 ,i left ,ox=d = good on ,monday1 ,febru>y #bc1 #ahdf4 ,on ! ,saturday & ,sunday be=e1 ,i 0 9 my h\se at ,littlemore simply by myself1 z ,i _h be5 = ! fir/ day or two :5 ,i _h orig9ally tak5 possession ( x4 ,i slept on ,sunday night at my de> fri5d's1 ,mr4 ,johnson's1 at ! ,obs]vatory4 ,v>i\s fri5ds came to see ! la/ ( me2 ,mr4 ,copel&1 ,mr4 ,*ur*1 ,mr4 ,buckle1 ,mr4 ,pattison1 & ,mr4 ,lewis4 ,dr4 ,pusey too came up to take leave ( me2 & ,i call$ on ,dr4 ,ogle1 "o ( my v olde/ fri5ds1 = he 0 my private ,tutor1 :5 ,i 0 an ,und]graduate4 ,9 him ,i took leave ( my fir/ ,college1 ,tr9ity1 :i* 0 s de> to me1 & :i* held on its f\ndation s _m :o _h be5 k9d to me bo? :5 ,i 0 a boy1 & all ?r\gh my ,ox=d life4 ,tr9ity _h nev] be5 unk9d to me4 ,!re us$ to be mu* snap-dragon gr[+ on ! walls opposite my fre%man's rooms !re1 & ,i _h = ye>s tak5 x z ! emblem ( my own p]petual resid5ce ev5 unto dea? 9 my ,univ]sity4 ,on ! morn+ ( ! #bcrd ,i left ! ,obs]vatory4 ,i h nev] se5 ,ox=d s9ce1 except+ its spires1 z !y are se5 f ! railway#ai4 #ai ,at l5g? ,i revisit$ ,ox=d on ,febru>y #bf?1 #ahgh1 aft] an abs5ce ( j #cb ye>s4 ,vide ,additional ,note at ! end ( ! volume4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,position ,,( ,,my ,,m9d ,,s9ce #ahde4 ,f ! "t t ,i became a ,ca?olic1 ( c\rse ,i h no fur!r hi/ory ( my religi\s op9ions to n>rate4 ,9 say+ ?is1 ,i d n mean to say t my m9d has be5 idle1 or t ,i h giv5 up ?9k+ on !ological subjects2 b t ,i h _h no v>iations to record1 & h _h no anxiety ( he>t :atev]4 ,i h be5 9 p]fect peace & cont5tm5t2 ,i nev] h _h "o d\bt4 ,i 0 n consci\s to myself1 on my conv]sion1 ( any *ange1 intellectual or moral1 wr\ght 9 my m9d4 ,i 0 n consci\s ( firm] fai? 9 ! fundam5tal tru?s ( ,revelation1 or ( m self-comm&2 ,i _h n m f]v\r2 b x 0 l com+ into port aft] a r\gh sea2 & my happ9ess on t score rema9s to ?is day )\t int]ruption4 ,nor _h ,i any tr\ble ab\t receiv+ ^? additional articles1 :i* are n f\nd 9 ! ,anglican ,cre$4 ,"s ( !m ,i believ$ already1 b n any "o ( !m 0 a trial to me4 ,i made a pr(ession ( !m ^u my reception ) ! greate/ ease1 & ,i h ! same ease 9 believ+ !m n[4 ,i am f> ( c\rse f d5y+ t e article ( ! ,*ri/ian ,cre$1 :e!r z held by ,ca?olics or by ,prote/ants1 is beset ) intellectual difficulties2 & x is simple fact1 t1 = myself1 ,i _c answ] ^? difficulties4 ,_m p]sons are v s5sitive ( ! difficulties ( ,religion2 ,i am z s5sitive ( !m z any "o2 b ,i h nev] be5 able to see a connexion betwe5 appreh5d+ ^? difficulties1 h[ev] ke5ly1 & multiply+ !m to any ext5t1 & on ! o!r h& d\bt+ ! doctr9es to :i* !y are atta*$4 ,t5 ?\s& difficulties d n make "o d\bt1 z ,i und]/& ! subject2 difficulty & d\bt are incomm5surate4 ,!re ( c\rse may be difficulties 9 ! evid5ce2 b ,i am speak+ ( difficulties intr9sic to ! doctr9es !mselves1 or to _! relations ) ea* o!r4 ,a man may be annoy$ t he _c "w out a ma!matical problem1 ( :i* ! answ] is or is n giv5 to him1 )\t d\bt+ t x admits ( an answ]1 or t a c]ta9 p>ticul> answ] is ! true "o4 ,( all po9ts ( fai?1 ! be+ ( a ,god is1 to my own appreh5sion1 encompass$ ) mo/ difficulty1 & yet borne 9 ^u our m9ds ) mo/ p[]4 ,p say t ! doctr9e ( ,transub/antiation is difficult to believe2 ,i did n believe ! doctr9e till ,i 0 a ,ca?olic4 ,i _h no difficulty 9 believ+ x1 z soon z ,i believ$ t ! ,ca?olic ,roman ,*ur* 0 ! oracle ( ,god1 & t %e _h decl>$ ?is doctr9e to be "p ( ! orig9al revelation4 ,x is difficult1 impossible1 to imag9e1 ,i grant2--b h[ is x difficult to believe8 ,yet ,macaulay ?\ght x s difficult to believe1 t he _h ne$ ( a believ] 9 x ( tal5ts z em95t z ,sir ,?omas ,m1 be=e he c\ld br+ himself to conceive t ! ,ca?olics ( an enlight5$ age c\ld resi/ ! ov]:elm+ =ce ( ! argum5t aga9/ x4 ,sir ,?omas ,m1 he says1 is "o ( ! *oice specim5s ( wisdom & virtue2 & ! doctr9e ( transub/antiation is a k9d ( pro( *>ge4 ,a fai? :i* /&s t te/1 w /& any te/4 ,b = myself1 ,i _c inde$ prove x1 ,i _c tell h[ x is2 b ,i say1 ,:y %\ld x n be8 ,:at's to h9d] x8 ,:at d ,i "k ( sub/ance or matt]8 j z mu* z ! greate/ philosoph]s1 & t is no?+ at all2--s mu* is ?is ! case1 t !re is a ris+ s*ool ( philosophy n[1 :i* consid]s ph5om5a to con/itute ! :ole ( our k 9 physics4 ,! ,ca?olic doctr9e leaves ph5om5a alone4 ,x does n say t ! ph5om5a g2 on ! contr>y1 x says t !y rema92 nor does x say t ! same ph5om5a are 9 sev]al places at once4 ,x deals ) :at no "o on e>? kn[s any ?+ ab\t1 ! mat]ial sub/ances !mselves4 ,&1 9 l mann]1 ( t maje/ic ,article ( ! ,anglican z well z ( ! ,ca?olic ,cre$1--! doctr9e ( ! ,tr9ity 9 ,unity4 ,:at d ,i "k ( ! ,ess5ce ( ! ,div9e ,be+8 ,i "k t my ab/ract idea ( ?ree is simply incompatible ) my idea ( "o2 b :5 ,i come to ! "q ( concrete fact1 ,i h no means ( prov+ t !re is n a s5se 9 :i* "o & ?ree c equally be pr$icat$ ( ! ,incommunicable ,god4 ,b ,i am go+ to take ^u myself ! responsibility ( m ?an ! m]e ,cre$ ( ! ,*ur*2 z ! p>ties accus+ me are det]m9$ ,i %all d4 ,!y say1 t n[1 9 t ,i am a ,ca?olic1 ?\gh ,i may n h (f5ces ( my own aga9/ hone/y to answ] =1 yet1 at lea/1 ,i am answ]able = ! (f5ces ( o!rs1 ( my co-religioni/s1 ( my bro!r prie/s1 ( ! ,*ur* h]self4 ,i am q will+ to accept ! responsibility2 &1 z ,i h be5 able1 z ,i tru/1 by means ( a few words1 to dissipate1 9 ! m9ds ( all ^? :o d n beg9 ) disbeliev+ me1 ! suspicion ) :i* s _m ,prote/ants />t1 9 =m+ _! judgm5t ( ,ca?olics1 viz4 t our ,cre$ is actually set up 9 inevitable sup]/ition & hypocrisy1 z ! orig9al s9 ( ,ca?olicism2 s n[ ,i w proce$1 z be=e1 id5tify+ myself ) ! ,*ur* & v9dicat+ x1--n ( c\rse d5y+ ! enorm\s mass ( s9 & error :i* exi/s ( necessity 9 t _w-wide multi=m ,communion1--b go+ to ! pro( ( ?is "o po9t1 t its sy/em is 9 no s5se di%one/1 & t !re=e ! uphold]s & tea*]s ( t sy/em1 z su*1 h a claim to be acquitt$ 9 _! own p]sons ( t odi\s imputation4 99 99 99 99 99 ,/>t+ !n ) ! be+ ( a ,god1 7:i*1 z ,i h said1 is z c]ta9 to me z ! c]ta9ty ( my own exi/5ce1 ?\gh :5 ,i try to put ! gr\nds ( t c]ta9ty into logical %ape ,i f9d a difficulty 9 do+ s 9 mood & figure to my satisfaction17 ,i look out ( myself into ! _w ( m51 & !re ,i see a sight :i* fills me ) unspeakable di/ress4 ,! _w seems simply to give ! lie to t great tru?1 ( :i* my :ole be+ is s full2 & ! effect ^u me is1 9 consequ5ce1 z a matt] ( necessity1 z confus+ z if x d5i$ t ,i am 9 exi/5ce myself4 ,if ,i look$ into a mirror1 & did n see my face1 ,i %\ld h ! sort ( feel+ :i* actually comes ^u me1 :5 ,i look into ?is liv+ busy _w1 & see no reflexion ( its ,creator4 ,?is is1 to me1 "o ( ^? great difficulties ( ?is absolute prim>y tru?1 to :i* ,i ref]r$ j n[4 ,7 x n = ?is voice1 speak+ s cle>ly 9 my consci5ce & my he>t1 ,i %\ld be an a!i/1 or a pan!i/1 or a poly!i/ :5 ,i look$ into ! _w4 ,i am speak+ = myself only2 & ,i am f> f d5y+ ! real =ce ( ! argum5ts 9 pro( ( a ,god1 drawn f ! g5]al facts ( human society & ! c\rse ( hi/ory1 b ^! d n w>m me or enlight5 me2 !y d n take away ! w9t] ( my desolation1 or make ! buds unfold & ! leaves gr[ )9 me1 & my moral be+ rejoice4 ,! sight ( ! _w is no?+ else ?an ! prophet's scroll1 full ( lam5tations1 & m\rn+1 & woe4 ,to consid] ! _w 9 its l5g? & bread?1 its v>i\s hi/ory1 ! _m races ( man1 _! />ts1 _! =tunes1 _! mutual ali5ation1 _! conflicts2 & !n _! ways1 habits1 gov]nm5ts1 =ms ( wor%ip2 _! ent]prises1 _! aimless c\rses1 _! r&om a*ievem5ts & acquirem5ts1 ! impot5t conclusion ( long-/&+ facts1 ! tok5s s fa9t & brok5 ( a sup]9t5d+ design1 ! bl9d evolution ( :at turn out to be great p[]s or tru?s1 ! progress ( ?+s1 z if f unreason+ elem5ts1 n t[>ds f9al causes1 ! greatness & littl5ess ( man1 8 f>-rea*+ aims1 8 %ort duration1 ! curta9 hung ov] 8 futurity1 ! disappo9tm5ts ( life1 ! defeat ( good1 ! success ( evil1 physical pa91 m5tal angui%1 ! preval5ce & int5sity ( s91 ! p]vad+ idolatries1 ! corruptions1 ! dre>y hopeless irreligion1 t condition ( ! :ole race1 s fe>fully yet exactly describ$ 9 ! ,apo/le's words1 hav+ no hope & )\t ,god 9 ! _w1--all ?is is a vision to dizzy & appal2 & inflicts ^u ! m9d ! s5se ( a pr(\nd my/]y1 :i* is absolutely beyond human solution4 ,:at %all be said to ?is he>t-pi]c+1 reason-bewild]+ fact8 ,i c only answ]1 t ei!r !re is no ,creator1 or ?is liv+ society ( m5 is 9 a true s5se disc>d$ f ,8 pres5ce4 ,did ,i see a boy ( good make & m9d1 ) ! tok5s on him ( a ref9$ nature1 ca/ ^u ! _w )\t provision1 unable to say :5ce he came1 8 bir?-place or 8 family connexions1 ,i %\ld conclude t !re 0 "s my/]y connect$ ) 8 hi/ory1 & t he 0 "o1 ( :om1 f "o cause or o!r1 8 p>5ts 7 a%am$4 ,?us only %\ld ,i be able to acc\nt = ! contra/ betwe5 ! promise & ! condition ( 8 be+4 ,& s ,i argue ab\t ! _w2--if !re be a ,god1 s9ce !re is a ,god1 ! human race is implicat$ 9 "s t]rible aborig9al calamity4 ,x is out ( jo9t ) ! purposes ( its ,creator4 ,?is is a fact1 a fact z true z ! fact ( its exi/5ce2 & ?us ! doctr9e ( :at is !ologically call$ orig9al s9 becomes to me almo/ z c]ta9 z t ! _w exi/s1 & z ! exi/5ce ( ,god4 ,& n[1 suppos+ x 7 ! bless$ & lov+ w ( ! ,creator to int]f]e 9 ?is an>*ical condition ( ?+s1 :at are we to suppose w\ld be ! me?ods :i* might be necess>ily or naturally involv$ 9 ,8 purpose ( m]cy8 ,s9ce ! _w is 9 s abnormal a /ate1 surely x w\ld be no surprise to me1 if ! int]position 7 ( necessity equally extraord9>y--or :at is call$ miracul\s4 ,b t subject does n directly come into ! scope ( my pres5t rem>ks4 ,miracles z evid5ce1 involve a process ( reason1 or an argum5t2 & ( c\rse ,i am ?9k+ ( "s mode ( int]f]5ce :i* does n imm$iately run into argum5t4 ,i am r ask+ :at mu/ be ! face-to-face antagoni/1 by :i* to )/& & baffle ! fi]ce en]gy ( passion & ! all-corrod+1 all-dissolv+ scepticism ( ! intellect 9 religi\s inquiries8 ,i h no int5tion at all ( d5y+1 t tru? is ! real object ( our reason1 & t1 if x does n atta9 to tru?1 ei!r ! premiss or ! process is 9 fault2 b ,i am n speak+ "h ( "r reason1 b ( reason z x acts 9 fact & concretely 9 fall5 man4 ,i "k t ev5 ! unaid$ reason1 :5 correctly ex]cis$1 leads to a belief 9 ,god1 9 ! immortality ( ! s\l1 & 9 a future retribution2 b ,i am consid]+ ! faculty ( reason actually & hi/orically2 & 9 ?is po9t ( view1 ,i d n ?9k ,i am wrong 9 say+ t its t5d5cy is t[>ds a simple unbelief 9 matt]s ( religion4 ,no tru?1 h[ev] sacr$1 c /& aga9/ x1 9 ! long run2 & h5ce x is t 9 ! pagan _w1 :5 our ,"l came1 ! la/ traces ( ! religi\s k ( =m] times 7 all b disappe>+ f ^? portions ( ! _w 9 :i* ! intellect _h be5 active & _h _h a c>e]4 ,& 9 ^! latt] days1 9 l mann]1 outside ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* ?+s are t5d+1--) f> great] rapidity ?an 9 t old "t f ! circum/ance ( ! age1--to a!ism 9 "o %ape or o!r4 ,:at a sc5e1 :at a prospect1 does ! :ole ( ,europe pres5t at ?is day6 & n only ,europe1 b e gov]nm5t & e civilization ?r\gh ! _w1 :i* is "u ! influ5ce ( ! ,european m9d6 ,especially1 = x mo/ conc]ns u1 h[ sorr[ful1 9 ! view ( religion1 ev5 tak5 9 its mo/ elem5t>y1 mo/ att5uat$ =m1 is ! spectacle pres5t$ to u by ! educat$ intellect ( ,engl&1 ,france1 & ,g]many6 ,lov]s ( _! c\ntry & ( _! race1 religi\s m51 ext]nal to ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 h attempt$ v>i\s exp$i5ts to arre/ fi]ce wilful human nature 9 its onw>d c\rse1 & to br+ x into subjection4 ,! necessity ( "s =m ( religion = ! int]e/s ( humanity1 has be5 g5]ally ackn[l$g$3 b :]e 0 ! concrete repres5tative ( ?+s invisible1 :i* w\ld h ! =ce & ! t\ghness necess>y to be a breakwat] aga9/ ! deluge8 ,?ree c5turies ago ! e/abli%m5t ( religion1 mat]ial1 legal1 & social1 0 g5]ally adopt$ z ! be/ exp$i5t = ! purpose1 9 ^? c\ntries :i* sep>at$ f ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*2 & = a long "t x 0 successful2 b n[ ! crevices ( ^? e/abli%m5ts are admitt+ ! enemy4 ,?irty ye>s ago1 education 0 reli$ ^u3 t5 ye>s ago !re 0 a hope t w>s w\ld cease = ev]1 "u ! influ5ce ( comm]cial ent]prise & ! reign ( ! useful & f9e arts2 b w any "o v5ture to say t !re is any ?+ any :]e on ?is e>?1 :i* w af=d a fulcrum = u1 :]eby to keep ! e>? f mov+ onw>ds8 ,! judgm5t1 :i* exp]i5ce passes :e!r on e/abli%m5ts or on education1 z a means ( ma9ta9+ religi\s tru? 9 ?is an>*ical _w1 mu/ be ext5d$ ev5 to ,scripture1 ?\gh ,scripture be div9e4 ,exp]i5ce proves surely t ! ,bible does n answ] a purpose = :i* x 0 nev] int5d$4 ,x may be accid5tally ! means ( ! conv]sion ( individuals2 b a book1 aft] all1 _c make a /& aga9/ ! wild liv+ intellect ( man1 & 9 ?is day x beg9s to te/ify1 z reg>ds its own /ructure & cont5ts1 to ! p[] ( t univ]sal solv5t1 :i* is s successfully act+ ^u religi\s e/abli%m5ts4 ,suppos+ !n x to be ! ,w ( ! ,creator to int]f]e 9 human affairs1 & to make provisions = reta9+ 9 ! _w a k ( ,himself1 s def9ite & di/9ct z to be pro( aga9/ ! en]gy ( human scepticism1 9 su* a case1--,i am f> f say+ t !re 0 no o!r way1--b !re is no?+ to surprise ! m9d1 if ,he %\ld ?9k fit to introduce a p[] into ! _w1 inve/$ ) ! pr]ogative ( infallibility 9 religi\s matt]s4 ,su* a provision w\ld be a direct1 imm$iate1 active1 & prompt means ( )/&+ ! difficulty2 x w\ld be an in/rum5t suit$ to ! ne$2 &1 :5 ,i f9d t ?is is ! v claim ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 n only d ,i feel no difficulty 9 admitt+ ! idea1 b !re is a fitness 9 x1 :i* recomm5ds x to my m9d4 ,& ?us ,i am br\ght to speak ( ! ,*ur*'s infallibility1 z a provision1 adapt$ by ! m]cy ( ! ,creator1 to pres]ve religion 9 ! _w1 & to re/ra9 t fre$om ( ?\ght1 :i* ( c\rse 9 itself is "o ( ! greate/ ( our natural gifts1 & to rescue x f its own suicidal excesses4 ,& let x be obs]v$ t1 nei!r "h nor 9 :at foll[s1 %all ,i h occasion to speak directly ( ,revelation 9 its subject-matt]1 b 9 ref]5ce to ! sanction :i* x gives to tru?s :i* may be kn[n indep5d5tly ( x1--z x be>s ^u ! def5ce ( natural religion4 ,i say1 t a p[]1 possess$ ( infallibility 9 religi\s tea*+1 is happily adapt$ to be a work+ in/rum5t1 9 ! c\rse ( human affairs1 = smit+ h>d & ?r[+ back ! imm5se en]gy ( ! aggressive1 caprici\s1 untru/wor?y intellect3--& 9 say+ ?is1 z 9 ! o!r ?+s t ,i h to say1 x mu/ /ill be recollect$ t ,i am all along be>+ 9 m9d my ma9 purpose1 :i* is a def5ce ( myself4 ,i am def5d+ myself "h f a plausible *>ge br\ght aga9/ ,ca?olics1 z w be se5 bett] z ,i proce$4 ,! *>ge is ?is3--t ,i1 z a ,ca?olic1 n only make pr(ession to hold doctr9es :i* ,i _c possibly believe 9 my he>t1 b t ,i also believe 9 ! exi/5ce ( a p[] on e>?1 :i* at its own w imposes ^u m5 any new set ( cr$5da1 :5 x pleases1 by a claim to infallibility2 9 consequ5ce1 t my own ?\ghts are n my own prop]ty2 t ,i _c tell t to-morr[ ,i may n h to give up :at ,i hold to-day1 & t ! necess>y effect ( su* a condition ( m9d mu/ be a degrad+ bondage1 or a bitt] inw>d rebellion reliev+ itself 9 secret infidelity1 or ! necessity ( ignor+ ! :ole subject ( religion 9 a sort ( disgu/1 & ( me*anically say+ e ?+ t ! ,*ur* says1 & leav+ to o!rs ! def5ce ( x4 ,z !n ,i h above spok5 ( ! relation ( my m9d t[>ds ! ,ca?olic ,cre$1 s n[ ,i %all speak ( ! attitude :i* x takes up 9 ! view ( ! ,*ur*'s infallibility4 ,& fir/1 ! initial doctr9e ( ! infallible tea*] mu/ be an emphatic prote/ aga9/ ! exi/+ /ate ( mank9d4 ,man _h rebell$ aga9/ 8 ,mak]4 ,x 0 ?is t caus$ ! div9e int]position3 & to proclaim x mu/ be ! fir/ act ( ! div9ely-accr$it$ mess5g]4 ,! ,*ur* mu/ d5\nce rebellion z ( all possible evils ! greate/4 ,%e mu/ h no t]ms ) x2 if %e w\ld be true to h] ,ma/]1 %e mu/ ban & ana!matize x4 ,?is is ! mean+ ( a /atem5t ( m9e :i* has furni%$ matt] = "o ( ^? special accusations to :i* ,i am at pres5t reply+3 ,i h1 h[ev]1 no fault at all to confess 9 reg>d to x2 ,i h no?+ to )draw1 & 9 consequ5ce ,i "h delib]ately repeat x4 ,i said1 ,! ,ca?olic ,*ur* holds x bett] = ! sun & moon to drop f heav51 = ! e>? to fail1 & = all ! _m millions on x to die ( />vation 9 extreme/ agony1 z f> z temporal affliction goes1 ?an t "o s\l1 ,i w n say1 %\ld be lo/1 b %\ld commit "o s+le v5ial s91 %\ld tell "o wilful untru?1 or %\ld /eal "o poor f>?+ )\t excuse4 ,i ?9k ! pr9ciple "h enunciat$ to be ! m]e preamble 9 ! =mal cr$5tials ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 z an ,act ( ,p>liam5t might beg9 ) a ,:]eas4 ,x is because ( ! int5sity ( ! evil :i* has possession ( mank9d1 t a suitable antagoni/ has be5 provid$ aga9/ x2 & ! initial act ( t div9ely-commission$ p[] is ( c\rse to deliv] h] *all5ge & to defy ! enemy4 ,su* a preamble !n gives a mean+ to h] position 9 ! _w1 & an int]pretation to h] :ole c\rse ( tea*+ & action4 ,9 l mann] %e has ev] put =?1 ) mo/ en]getic di/9ctness1 ^? o!r great elem5t>y tru?s1 :i* ei!r are an explanation ( h] mission or give a "* to h] "w4 ,%e does n tea* t human nature is irreclaimable1 else :]e=e %\ld %e be s5t8 n1 t x is to be %att]$ & rev]s$1 b to be extricat$1 purifi$1 & re/or$2 n1 t x is a m]e mass ( hopeless evil1 b t x has ! promise ^u x ( great ?+s1 & ev5 n[1 9 its pres5t /ate ( disord] & excess1 has a virtue & a praise prop] to itself4 ,b 9 ! next place %e kn[s & %e prea*es t su* a re/oration1 z %e aims at effect+ 9 x1 mu/ be br\ght ab\t1 n simply ?r\gh c]ta9 outw>d provisions ( prea*+ & tea*+1 ev5 ?\gh !y be h] own1 b f an inw>d spiritual p[] or grace imp>t$ directly f above1 & ( :i* %e is ! *annel4 ,%e has x 9 *>ge to rescue human nature f its mis]y1 b n simply by re/or+ x on its own level1 b by lift+ x up to a high] level ?an its own4 ,%e recognizes 9 x real moral excell5ce ?\gh degrad$1 b %e _c set x free f e>? except by exalt+ x t[>ds heav54 ,x 0 = ?is end t a r5ovat+ grace 0 put into h] h&s2 & !re=e f ! nature ( ! gift1 z well z f ! reasonabl5ess ( ! case1 %e goes on1 z a fur!r po9t1 to insi/1 t all true conv]sion mu/ beg9 ) ! fir/ spr+s ( ?\ght1 & to tea* t ea* individual man mu/ be 9 8 own p]son "o :ole & p]fect temple ( ,god1 :ile he is also "o ( ! liv+ /ones :i* build up a visible religi\s community4 ,& ?us ! di/9ctions betwe5 nature & grace1 & betwe5 outw>d & inw>d religion1 become two fur!r articles 9 :at ,i h call$ ! preamble ( h] div9e commission4 ,su* tru?s z ^! %e vigor\sly reit]ates1 & p]t9aci\sly inflicts ^u mank9d2 z to su* %e obs]ves no half-measures1 no economical res]ve1 no delicacy or prud5ce4 ,ye mu/ be born aga91 is ! simple1 direct =m ( words :i* %e uses aft] h] ,div9e ,ma/]3 y\r :ole nature mu/ be re-born2 y\r passions1 & y\r affections1 & y\r aims1 & y\r consci5ce1 & y\r w1 mu/ all be ba!d 9 a new elem5t1 & reconsecrat$ to y\r ,mak]1--&1 ! la/ n ! lea/1 y\r intellect4 ,x 0 = repeat+ ^! po9ts ( h] tea*+ 9 my own way1 t c]ta9 passages ( "o ( my ,volumes h be5 br\ght into ! g5]al accusation :i* has be5 made aga9/ my religi\s op9ions4 ,! writ] has said t ,i 0 dem5t$ if ,i believ$1 & unpr9cipl$ if ,i did n believe1 9 my own /atem5t1 t a lazy1 ragg$1 fil?y1 /ory-tell+ begg>-woman1 if *a/e1 sob]1 *e]ful1 & religi\s1 _h a prospect ( heav51 su* z 0 absolutely clos$ to an accompli%$ /atesman1 or lawy]1 or noble1 be he ev] s j1 upright1 g5]\s1 hon\rable1 & consci5ti\s1 unless he _h also "s portion ( ! div9e ,*ri/ian graces2--yet ,i %\ld h ?\ght myself def5d$ f criticism by ! words :i* our ,"l us$ to ! *ief prie/s1 ,! publicans & h>lots g into ! k+dom ( ,god be=e y4 ,& ,i 0 subject$ aga9 to ! same alt]native ( imputations1 = hav+ v5tur$ to say t cons5t to an un*a/e wi% 0 indef9itely m he9\s ?an any lie view$ ap>t f its causes1 its motives1 & its consequ5ces3 ?\gh a lie1 view$ "u ! limitation ( ^! conditions1 is a r&om utt]ance1 an almo/ outw>d act1 n directly f ! he>t1 h[ev] disgraceful & despicable x may be1 h[ev] prejudicial to ! social contract1 h[ev] des]v+ ( public reprobation2 :]eas we h ! express words ( our ,"l to ! doctr9e t :oso looke? on a woman to lu/ aft] h]1 ha? committ$ adult]y ) h] already 9 8 he>t4 ,on ! /r5g? ( ^! texts1 ,i h surely z mu* "r to believe 9 ^! doctr9es :i* h caus$ s mu* surprise1 z to believe 9 orig9al s91 or t !re is a sup]natural revelation1 or t a ,div9e ,p]son suff]$1 or t puni%m5t is et]nal4 ,pass+ n[ f :at ,i h call$ ! preamble ( t grant ( p[]1 :i* is made to ! ,*ur*1 to t p[] itself1 ,infallibility1 ,i premise two brief rem>ks3--#a4 on ! "o h&1 ,i am n "h det]m9+ any ?+ ab\t ! ess5tial seat ( t p[]1 because t is a "q doctr9al1 n hi/orical & practical2 #b4 nor1 on ! o!r h&1 am ,i ext5d+ ! direct subject-matt]1 ov] :i* t p[] ( ,infallibility has jurisdiction1 beyond religi\s op9ion3--& n[ z to ! p[] itself4 ,?is p[]1 view$ 9 its fulness1 is z trem5d\s z ! giant evil :i* has call$ = x4 ,x claims1 :5 br\ght into ex]cise b 9 ! legitimate mann]1 = o!rwise ( c\rse x is b quiesc5t1 to "k = c]ta9 ! v mean+ ( e portion ( t ,div9e ,message 9 detail1 :i* 0 committ$ by our ,"l to ,8 ,apo/les4 ,x claims to "k its own limits1 & to decide :at x c det]m9e absolutely & :at x _c4 ,x claims1 moreov]1 to h a hold ^u /atem5ts n directly religi\s1 s f> z ?is1--to det]m9e :e!r !y indirectly relate to religion1 &1 accord+ to its own def9itive judgm5t1 to pron\nce :e!r or n1 9 a p>ticul> case1 !y are simply consi/5t ) reveal$ tru?4 ,x claims to decide magi/]ially1 :e!r z )9 its own prov9ce or n1 t su* & su* /atem5ts are or are n prejudicial to ! ,depositum ( fai?1 9 _! _s or 9 _! consequ5ces1 & to all[ !m1 or condemn & =bid !m1 accord+ly4 ,x claims to impose sil5ce at w on any matt]s1 or controv]sies1 ( doctr9e1 :i* on its own ipse dixit1 x pron\nces to be dang]\s1 or inexp$i5t1 or inopportune4 ,x claims t1 :atev] may be ! judgm5t ( ,ca?olics ^u su* acts1 ^! acts %\ld be receiv$ by !m ) ^? outw>d m>ks ( rev]5ce1 submission1 & loyalty1 :i* ,engli%m51 = in/ance1 pay to ! pres5ce ( _! sov]eign1 )\t express+ any criticism on !m on ! gr\nd t 9 _! matt] !y are inexp$i5t1 or 9 _! mann] viol5t or h>%4 ,& la/ly1 x claims to h ! "r ( inflict+ spiritual puni%m5t1 ( cutt+ (f f ! ord9>y *annels ( ! div9e life1 & ( simply excommunicat+1 ^? :o refuse to submit !mselves to its =mal decl>ations4 ,su* is ! infallibility lodg$ 9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 view$ 9 ! concrete1 z clo!d & surr\nd$ by ! app5dages ( its high sov]eignty3 x is1 to repeat :at ,i said above1 a sup]em95t prodigi\s p[] s5t ^u e>? to enc\nt] & ma/] a giant evil4 ,& n[1 hav+ ?us describ$ x1 ,i pr(ess my own absolute submission to its claim4 ,i believe ! :ole reveal$ dogma z taught by ! ,apo/les1 z committ$ by ! ,apo/les to ! ,*ur*2 & z decl>$ by ! ,*ur* to me4 ,i receive x1 z x is infallibly int]pret$ by ! au?ority to :om x is ?us committ$1 & 7implicitly7 z x %all be1 9 l mann]1 fur!r int]pret$ by t same au?ority till ! end ( "t4 ,i submit1 moreov]1 to ! univ]sally receiv$ traditions ( ! ,*ur*1 9 :i* lies ! matt] ( ^? new dogmatic def9itions :i* are f "t to "t made1 & :i* 9 all times are ! clo?+ & ! illu/ration ( ! ,ca?olic dogma z already def9$4 ,& ,i submit myself to ^? o!r decisions ( ! ,holy ,see1 !ological or n1 ?r\gh ! organs :i* x has itself appo9t$1 :i*1 waiv+ ! "q ( _! infallibility1 on ! l[e/ gr\nd come to me ) a claim to be accept$ & obey$4 ,also1 ,i consid] t1 gradually & 9 ! c\rse ( ages1 ,ca?olic inquiry has tak5 c]ta9 def9ite %apes1 & has ?r[n itself into ! =m ( a sci5ce1 ) a me?od & a phraseology ( its own1 "u ! intellectual h&l+ ( great m9ds1 su* z ,/4 ,a?anasius1 ,/4 ,augu/9e1 & ,/4 ,?omas2 & ,i feel no temptation at all to break 9 pieces ! great legacy ( ?\ght ?us committ$ to u = ^! latt] days4 ,all ?is be+ consid]$ z ! pr(ession :i* ,i make ex animo1 z = myself1 s also on ! "p ( ! ,ca?olic body1 z f> z ,i "k x1 x w at fir/ sight be said t ! re/less intellect ( our common humanity is utt]ly weigh$ d[n1 to ! repression ( all indep5d5t ef=t & action :atev]1 s t1 if ?is is to be ! mode ( br++ x into ord]1 x is br\ght into ord] only to be de/roy$4 ,b ?is is f> f ! result1 f> f :at ,i conceive to be ! int5tion ( t high ,provid5ce :o has provid$ a great rem$y = a great evil1--f> f borne out by ! hi/ory ( ! conflict betwe5 ,infallibility & ,reason 9 ! pa/1 & ! prospect ( x 9 ! future4 ,! en]gy ( ! human intellect does f opposition gr[2 x ?rives & is joy\s1 ) a t\gh ela/ic /r5g?1 "u ! t]rible bl[s ( ! div9ely-fa%ion$ weapon1 & is nev] s mu* itself z :5 x has lately be5 ov]?r[n4 ,x is ! cu/om ) ,prote/ant writ]s to consid] t1 :]eas !re are two great pr9ciples 9 action 9 ! hi/ory ( religion1 ,au?ority & ,private ,judgm5t1 !y h all ! ,private ,judgm5t to !mselves1 & we h ! full inh]itance & ! sup]9cumb5t oppression ( ,au?ority4 ,b ?is is n s2 x is ! va/ ,ca?olic body itself1 & x only1 :i* af=ds an ar5a = bo? combatants 9 t awful1 nev]-dy+ duel4 ,x is necess>y = ! v life ( religion1 view$ 9 its l>ge op]ations & its hi/ory1 t ! w>f>e %\ld be incessantly c>ri$ on4 ,e ex]cise ( ,infallibility is br\ght out into act by an int5se & v>i$ op]ation ( ! ,reason1 bo? z its ally & z its oppon5t1 & provokes aga91 :5 x has done its "w1 a re-action ( ,reason aga9/ x2 &1 z 9 a civil polity ! ,/ate exi/s & endures by means ( ! rivalry & collision1 ! encroa*m5ts & defeats ( its con/itu5t p>ts1 s 9 l mann] ,ca?olic ,*ri/5dom is no simple exhibition ( religi\s absolutism1 b pres5ts a cont9u\s picture ( ,au?ority & ,private ,judgm5t alt]nately advanc+ & retreat+ z ! ebb & fl[ ( ! tide2--x is a va/ assemblage ( human be+s ) wilful intellects & wild passions1 br\ght toge!r into "o by ! beauty & ! ,maje/y ( a ,sup]human ,p[]1--into :at may be call$ a l>ge re=matory or tra9+-s*ool1 n z if into a hospital or into a prison1 n 9 ord] to be s5t to b$1 n to be buri$ alive1 b 7if ,i may *ange my metaphor7 br\ght toge!r z if into "s moral factory1 = ! melt+1 ref9+1 & m\ld+1 by an incessant1 noisy process1 ( ! raw mat]ial ( human nature1 s excell5t1 s dang]\s1 s capable ( div9e purposes4 ,/4 ,paul says 9 "o place t 8 ,apo/olical p[] is giv5 him to edification1 & n to de/ruction4 ,!re c be no bett] acc\nt ( ! ,infallibility ( ! ,*ur*4 ,x is a supply = a ne$1 & x does n g beyond t ne$4 ,its object is1 & its effect also1 n to enfeeble ! fre$om or vig\r ( human ?\ght 9 religi\s speculation1 b to resi/ & control its extravagance4 ,:at h be5 its great works8 ,all ( !m 9 ! di/9ct prov9ce ( !ology3--to put d[n ,arianism1 ,euty*ianism1 ,pelagianism1 ,mani*ism1 ,lu!ranism1 ,jans5ism4 ,su* is ! broad result ( its action 9 ! pa/2--& n[ z to ! securities :i* are giv5 u t s x ev] w act 9 "t to come4 ,fir/1 ,infallibility _c act outside ( a def9ite circle ( ?\ght1 & x mu/ 9 all its decisions1 or def9itions1 z !y are call$1 pr(ess to be keep+ )9 x4 ,! great tru?s ( ! moral law1 ( natural religion1 & ( ,apo/olical fai?1 are bo? its b\nd>y & its f\ndation4 ,x mu/ n g beyond !m1 & x mu/ ev] appeal to !m4 ,bo? its subject-matt]1 & its articles 9 t subject-matt]1 are fix$4 ,& x mu/ ev] pr(ess to be guid$ by ,scripture & by tradition4 ,x mu/ ref] to ! p>ticul> ,apo/olic tru? :i* x is en=c+1 or 7:at is call$7 def9+4 ,no?+1 !n1 c be pres5t$ to me1 9 "t to come1 z "p ( ! fai?1 b :at ,i ought already to h receiv$1 & hi!rto h be5 kept f receiv+1 7if s17 m]ely because x has n be5 br\ght home to me4 ,no?+ c be impos$ ^u me diff]5t 9 k9d f :at ,i hold already1--mu* less contr>y to x4 ,! new tru? :i* is promulgat$1 if x is to be call$ new1 mu/ be at lea/ homog5e\s1 cognate1 implicit1 view$ relatively to ! old tru?4 ,x mu/ be :at ,i may ev5 h guess$1 or wi%$1 to be includ$ 9 ! ,apo/olic revelation2 & at lea/ x w be ( su* a "*1 t my ?\ghts readily concur 9 x or coalesce ) x1 z soon z ,i he> x4 ,p]haps ,i & o!rs actually h always believ$ x1 & ! only "q :i* is n[ decid$ 9 my behalf1 is1 t ,i h h5ce=? ! satisfaction ( hav+ to believe1 t ,i h only be5 hold+ all along :at ! ,apo/les held be=e me4 ,let me take ! doctr9e :i* ,prote/ants consid] our greate/ difficulty1 t ( ! ,immaculate ,conception4 ,"h ,i entreat ! read] to recollect my ma9 drift1 :i* is ?is4 ,i h no difficulty 9 receiv+ ! doctr9e2 & t1 because x s intimately h>monizes ) t circle ( recogniz$ dogmatic tru?s1 into :i* x has be5 rec5tly receiv$2--b if ,i h no difficulty1 :y may n ano!r h no difficulty also8 :y may n a hundr$8 a ?\s&8 ,n[ ,i am sure t ,ca?olics 9 g5]al h n any intellectual difficulty at all on ! subject ( ! ,immaculate ,conception2 & t !re is no reason :y !y %\ld4 ,prie/s h no difficulty4 ,y tell me t !y ought to h a difficulty2--b !y h n4 ,be l>ge-m9d$ en\gh to believe1 t m5 may reason & feel v diff]5tly f y\rselves2 h[ is x t m51 :5 left to !mselves1 fall into su* v>i\s =ms ( religion1 except t !re are v>i\s types ( m9d among !m1 v di/9ct f ea* o!r8 ,f my te/imony !n ab\t myself1 if y believe x1 judge ( o!rs also :o are ,ca?olics3 we d n f9d ! difficulties :i* y d 9 ! doctr9es :i* we hold2 we h no intellectual difficulty 9 t doctr9e 9 p>ticul>1 :i* y call a novelty ( ?is day4 ,we prie/s ne$ n be hypocrites1 ?\gh we be call$ ^u to believe 9 ! ,immaculate ,conception4 ,to t l>ge class ( m9ds1 :o believe 9 ,*ri/ianity aft] our mann]1--9 ! p>ticul> temp]1 _s1 & light1 7:atev] ^w is us$17 9 :i* ,ca?olics believe x1--!re is no burd5 at all 9 hold+ t ! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 conceiv$ )\t orig9al s92 inde$1 x is a simple fact to say1 t ,ca?olics h n come to believe x because x is def9$1 b t x 0 def9$ because !y believ$ x4 ,s f> f ! def9ition 9 #ahed be+ a tyrannical infliction on ! ,ca?olic _w1 x 0 receiv$ e :]e on its promulgation ) ! greate/ en?usiasm4 ,x 0 9 consequ5ce ( ! unanim\s petition1 pres5t$ f all p>ts ( ! ,*ur* to ! ,holy ,see1 9 behalf ( an ex ca!dr decl>ation t ! doctr9e 0 ,apo/olic1 t x 0 decl>$ s to be4 ,i nev] he>d ( "o ,ca?olic hav+ difficulties 9 receiv+ ! doctr9e1 ^: fai? on o!r gr\nds 0 n already suspici\s4 ,( c\rse !re 7 grave & good m51 :o 7 made anxi\s by ! d\bt :e!r x c\ld be =mally prov$ to be ,apo/olical ei!r by ,scripture or tradition1 & :o accord+ly1 ?\gh believ+ x !mselves1 did n see h[ x c\ld be def9$ by au?ority & impos$ ^u all ,ca?olics z a matt] ( fai?2 b ?is is ano!r matt]4 ,! po9t 9 "q is1 :e!r ! doctr9e is a burd54 ,i believe x to be none4 ,s f> f x be+ s1 ,i s9c]ely ?9k t ,/4 ,b]n>d & ,/4 ,?omas1 :o scrupl$ at x 9 _! day1 _h !y liv$ into ?is1 w\ld h rejoic$ to accept x = its own sake4 ,_! difficulty1 z ,i view x1 consi/$ 9 matt]s ( words1 ideas1 & argum5ts4 ,!y ?\ght ! doctr9e inconsi/5t ) o!r doctr9es2 & ^? :o def5d$ x 9 t age _h n t precision 9 _! view ( x1 :i* has be5 atta9$ by means ( ! long disputes ( ! c5turies :i* foll[$4 ,& 9 ?is want ( precision lay ! diff]5ce ( op9ion1 & ! controv]sy4 ,n[ ! in/ance :i* ,i h be5 tak+ sugge/s ano!r rem>k2 ! numb] ( ^? 7s call$7 new doctr9es w n oppress u1 if x takes eight c5turies to promulgate ev5 "o ( !m4 ,su* is ab\t ! l5g? ( "t ?r\gh :i* ! prep>ation has be5 c>ri$ on = ! def9ition ( ! ,immaculate ,conception4 ,?is ( c\rse is an extraord9>y case2 b x is difficult to say :at is ord9>y1 consid]+ h[ few are ! =mal occasions on :i* ! voice ( ,infallibility has be5 solemnly lift$ up4 ,x is to ! ,pope 9 ,ecum5ical ,c\ncil t we look1 z to ! normal seat ( ,infallibility3 n[ !re h be5 only eighte5 su* ,c\ncils s9ce ,*ri/ianity 01--an av]age ( "o to a c5tury1--& ( ^! ,c\ncils "s pass$ no doctr9al decree at all1 o!rs 7 employ$ on only "o1 & _m ( !m 7 conc]n$ ) only elem5t>y po9ts ( ! ,cre$4 ,! ,c\ncil ( ,tr5t embrac$ a l>ge field ( doctr9e c]ta9ly2 b ,i %\ld apply to its ,canons a rem>k conta9$ 9 t ,univ]sity ,s]mon ( m9e1 :i* has be5 s ignorantly criticiz$ 9 ! ,pamphlet :i* has be5 ! occasion ( ?is ,volume2--,i !re h said t ! v>i\s v]ses ( ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ are only repetitions 9 v>i\s %apes ( "o & ! same idea2 & 9 l mann]1 ! ,trid5t9e ,decrees are n isolat$ f ea* o!r1 b are occupi$ 9 br++ out 9 detail1 by a numb] ( sep>ate decl>ations1 z if into bodily =m1 a few necess>y tru?s4 ,i %\ld make ! same rem>k on ! v>i\s !ological c5sures1 promulgat$ by ,popes1 :i* ! ,*ur* has receiv$1 & on _! dogmatic decisions g5]ally4 ,i own t at fir/ sight ^? decisions seem f _! numb] to be a great] burd5 on ! fai? ( individuals ?an are ! ,canons ( ,c\ncils2 /ill ,i d n believe t 9 matt] ( fact !y are s at all1 & ,i give ?is reason = x3--x is n t a ,ca?olic1 layman or prie/1 is indiff]5t to ! subject1 or1 f a sort ( recklessness1 w accept any ?+ t is plac$ be=e him1 or is will+1 l a lawy]1 to speak accord+ to 8 brief1 b t 9 su* condemnations ! ,holy ,see is engag$1 = ! mo/ "p1 9 repudiat+ "o or two great l9es ( error1 su* z ,lu!ranism or ,jans5ism1 pr9cipally e?ical n doctr9al1 :i* are div]g5t f ! ,ca?olic m9d1 & t x is b express+ :at any good ,ca?olic1 ( fair abilities1 ?\gh unle>n$1 w\ld say himself1 f common & s\nd s5se1 if ! matt] c\ld be put be=e him4 ,n[ ,i w g on 9 fairness to say :at ,i ?9k is ! great trial to ! ,reason1 :5 confront$ ) t augu/ pr]ogative ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 ( :i* ,i h be5 speak+4 ,i enl>g$ j n[ ^u ! concrete %ape & circum/ances1 "u :i* pure infallible au?ority pres5ts itself to ! ,ca?olic4 ,t au?ority has ! pr]ogative ( an indirect jurisdiction on subject-matt]s :i* lie beyond its own prop] limits1 & x mo/ reasonably has su* a jurisdiction4 ,x c\ld n act 9 its own prov9ce1 unless x _h a "r to act out ( x4 ,x c\ld n prop]ly def5d religi\s tru?1 )\t claim+ = t tru? :at may be call$ its pomoeria2 or1 to take ano!r illu/ration1 )\t act+ z we act1 z a nation1 9 claim+ z our own1 n only ! l& on :i* we live1 b :at are call$ ,briti% wat]s4 ,! ,ca?olic ,*ur* claims1 n only to judge infallibly on religi\s que/ions1 b to animadv]t on op9ions 9 secul> matt]s :i* be> ^u religion1 on matt]s ( philosophy1 ( sci5ce1 ( lit]ature1 ( hi/ory1 & x dem&s our submission to h] claim4 ,x claims to c5sure books1 to sil5ce au?ors1 & to =bid discussions4 ,9 ?is prov9ce1 tak5 z a :ole1 x does n s mu* speak doctr9ally1 z en=ce measures ( discipl9e4 ,x mu/ ( c\rse be obey$ )\t a ^w1 & p]haps 9 process ( "t x w tacitly rec$e f its own injunctions4 ,9 su* cases ! "q ( fai? does n come 9 at all2 = :at is matt] ( fai? is true = all times1 & nev] c be unsaid4 ,nor does x at all foll[1 because !re is a gift ( infallibility 9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 t !re=e ! p>ties :o are 9 possession ( x are 9 all _! proce$+s infallible4 ,o1 x is excell5t1 says ! poet1 to h a giant's /r5g?1 b tyrann\s1 to use x l a giant4 ,i ?9k hi/ory supplies u ) in/ances 9 ! ,*ur*1 :]e legitimate p[] has be5 h>%ly us$4 ,to make su* admission is no m ?an say+ t ! div9e treasure1 9 ! words ( ! ,apo/le1 is 9 e>!n vessels2 nor does x foll[ t ! sub/ance ( ! acts ( ! rul+ p[] is n "r & exp$i5t1 because its mann] may h be5 faulty4 ,su* high au?orities act by means ( in/rum5ts2 we "k h[ su* in/rum5ts claim = !mselves ! "n ( _! pr9cipals1 :o ?us get ! cr$it ( faults :i* really are n !irs4 ,b grant+ all ?is to an ext5t great] ?an c ) any %[ ( reason be imput$ to ! rul+ p[] 9 ! ,*ur*1 :at difficulty is !re 9 ! fact ( ?is want ( prud5ce or mod]ation m ?an c be urg$1 ) f> great] ju/ice1 aga9/ ,prote/ant communities & in/itutions8 ,:at is !re 9 x to make u hypocrites1 if x has n t effect ^u ,prote/ants8 ,we are call$ ^u1 n to pr(ess any ?+1 b to submit & be sil5t1 z ,prote/ant ,*ur*m5 h be=e n[ obey$ ! royal comm& to ab/a9 f c]ta9 !ological que/ions4 ,su* injunctions z ,i h be5 contemplat+ are laid m]ely ^u our actions1 n ^u our ?\ghts4 ,h[1 = in/ance1 does x t5d to make a man a hypocrite1 to be =bidd5 to publi% a libel8 8 ?\ghts are z free z be=e3 au?oritative prohibitions may tease & irritate1 b !y h no be>+ :atev] ^u ! ex]cise ( reason4 ,s mu* at fir/ sight2 b ,i w g on to say fur!r1 t1 9 spite ( all t ! mo/ ho/ile critic may urge ab\t ! encroa*m5ts or sev]ities ( high ecclesia/ics1 9 times pa/1 9 ! use ( _! p[]1 ,i ?9k t ! ev5t has %[n aft] all1 t !y 7 ma9ly 9 ! "r1 & t ^? :om !y 7 h>d ^u 7 ma9ly 9 ! wrong4 ,i love1 = in/ance1 ! "n ( ,orig53 ,i w n li/5 to ! notion t s great a s\l 0 lo/2 b ,i am q sure t1 9 ! conte/ betwe5 8 doctr9e & foll[]s & ! ecclesia/ical p[]1 8 oppon5ts 7 "r1 & he 0 wrong4 ,yet :o c speak ) pati5ce ( 8 enemy & ! enemy ( ,/4 ,john ,*ryso/om1 t ,!ophilus1 bi%op ( ,alex&ria8 :o c admire or rev]e ,pope ,vigilius8 ,& "h ano!r consid]ation pres5ts itself to my ?\ghts4 ,9 read+ ecclesia/ical hi/ory1 :5 ,i 0 an ,anglican1 x us$ to be =cibly br\ght home to me1 h[ ! initial error ( :at aft]w>ds became h]esy 0 ! urg+ =w>d "s tru? aga9/ ! prohibition ( au?ority at an unseasonable "t4 ,!re is a "t = e ?+1 & _m a man desires a re=mation ( an abuse1 or ! full] developm5t ( a doctr9e1 or ! adoption ( a p>ticul> policy1 b =gets to ask himself :e!r ! "r "t = x is come3 &1 kn[+ t !re is no "o :o w be do+ any ?+ t[>ds its accompli%m5t 9 8 own lifetime unless he does x himself1 he w n li/5 to ! voice ( au?ority1 & he spoils a good "w 9 8 own c5tury1 9 ord] t ano!r man1 z yet unborn1 may n h ! opportunity ( br++ x happily to p]fection 9 ! next4 ,he may seem to ! _w to be no?+ else ?an a bold *ampion = ! tru? & a m>tyr to free op9ion1 :5 he is j "o ( ^? p]sons :om ! compet5t au?ority ought to sil5ce2 &1 ?\gh ! case may n fall )9 t subject-matt] 9 :i* t au?ority is infallible1 or ! =mal conditions ( ! ex]cise ( t gift may be want+1 x is cle>ly ! duty ( au?ority to act vigor\sly 9 ! case4 ,yet its act w g d[n to po/]ity z an in/ance ( a tyrannical int]f]5ce ) private judgm5t1 & ( ! sil5c+ ( a re=m]1 & ( a base love ( corruption or error2 & x w %[ /ill less to advantage1 if ! rul+ p[] happ5s 9 its proce$+s to ev9ce any defect ( prud5ce or consid]ation4 ,& all ^? :o take ! "p ( t rul+ au?ority w be consid]$ z "t-s]v]s1 or indiff]5t to ! cause ( uprightness & tru?2 :ile1 on ! o!r h&1 ! said au?ority may be accid5tally support$ by a viol5t ultra p>ty1 :i* exalts op9ions into dogmas1 & has x pr9cipally at he>t to de/roy e s*ool ( ?\ght b its own4 ,su* a /ate ( ?+s may be provok+ & disc\rag+ at ! "t1 9 ! case ( two classes ( p]sons2 ( mod]ate m5 :o wi% to make diff]5ces 9 religi\s op9ion z little z !y fairly c be made2 & ( su* z ke5ly p]ceive1 & are hone/ly eag] to rem$y1 exi/+ evils1--evils1 ( :i* div9es 9 ?is or t =eign c\ntry "k no?+ at all1 & :i* ev5 at home1 :]e !y exi/1 x is n e "o :o has ! means ( e/imat+4 ,?is is a /ate ( ?+s bo? ( pa/ "t & ( ! pres5t4 ,we live 9 a wond]ful age2 ! enl>gem5t ( ! circle ( secul> k j n[ is simply a bewild]m5t1 & ! m s1 because x has ! promise ( cont9u+1 & t ) great] rapidity1 & m signal results4 ,n[ ^! discov]ies1 c]ta9 or probable1 h 9 matt] ( fact an indirect be>+ ^u religi\s op9ions1 & ! "q arises h[ are ! respective claims ( revelation & ( natural sci5ce to be adju/$4 ,few m9ds 9 e>ne/ c rema9 at ease )\t "s sort ( rational gr\nds = _! religi\s belief2 to reconcile !ory & fact is almo/ an in/9ct ( ! m9d4 ,:5 !n a flood ( facts1 asc]ta9$ or suspect$1 comes p\r+ 9 ^u u1 ) a multitude ( o!rs 9 prospect1 all believ]s 9 ,revelation1 be !y ,ca?olic or n1 are r\s$ to consid] _! be>+ ^u !mselves1 bo? = ! hon\r ( ,god1 & f t5d]ness = ^? _m s\ls :o1 9 consequ5ce ( ! confid5t tone ( ! s*ools ( secul> k1 are 9 dang] ( be+ l$ away into a bottomless lib]alism ( ?\ght4 ,i am n go+ to criticize "h t va/ body ( m51 9 ! mass1 :o at ?is "t w\ld pr(ess to be lib]als 9 religion2 & :o look t[>ds ! discov]ies ( ! age1 c]ta9 or 9 progress1 z _! in=mants1 direct or indirect1 z to :at !y %all ?9k ab\t ! unse5 & ! future4 ,! ,lib]alism :i* gives a col\r to society n[1 is v diff]5t f t "* ( ?\ght :i* bore ! "n ?irty or =ty ye>s ago4 ,n[ x is sc>cely a p>ty2 x is ! educat$ lay _w4 ,:5 ,i 0 "y1 ,i knew ! ^w fir/ z giv+ "n to a p]iodical1 set up by ,"l ,byron & o!rs4 ,n[1 z !n1 ,i h no sympa?y ) ! philosophy ( ,byron4 ,aft]w>ds1 ,lib]alism 0 ! badge ( a !ological s*ool1 ( a dry & repulsive "*1 n v dang]\s 9 itself1 ?\gh dang]\s z op5+ ! door to evils :i* x did n itself ei!r anticipate or compreh5d4 ,at pres5t x is no?+ else ?an t deep1 plausible scepticism1 ( :i* ,i spoke above1 z be+ ! developm5t ( human reason1 z practically ex]cis$ by ! natural man4 ,! ,lib]al religioni/s ( ?is day are a v mix$ body1 & !re=e ,i am n int5d+ to speak aga9/ !m4 ,!re may be1 & d\btless is1 9 ! he>ts ( "s or _m ( !m a real antipa?y or ang] aga9/ reveal$ tru?1 :i* x is di/ress+ to ?9k (4 ,aga91 9 _m m5 ( sci5ce or lit]ature !re may be an animosity aris+ f almo/ a p]sonal feel+2 x be+ a matt] ( p>ty1 a po9t ( hon\r1 ! excitem5t ( a game1 or a satisfaction to ! sor5ess or annoyance occasion$ by ! acrimony or n>r[ness ( apologi/s = religion1 to prove t ,*ri/ianity or t ,scripture is untru/wor?y4 ,_m sci5tific & lit]>y m51 on ! o!r h&1 g on1 ,i am confid5t1 9 a /raight=w>d imp>tial way1 9 _! own prov9ce & on _! own l9e ( ?\ght1 )\t any di/urbance f religi\s difficulties 9 !mselves1 or any wi% at all to give pa9 to o!rs by ! result ( _! inve/igations4 ,x w\ld ill become me1 z if ,i 7 afraid ( tru? ( any k9d1 to blame ^? :o pursue secul> facts1 by means ( ! reason :i* ,god has giv5 !m1 to _! logical conclusions3 or to be angry ) sci5ce1 because religion is b\nd 9 duty to take cognizance ( its tea*+4 ,b putt+ ^! p>ticul> classes ( m5 aside1 z hav+ no special call on ! sympa?y ( ! ,ca?olic1 ( c\rse he does mo/ deeply ent] into ! feel+s ( a f\r? & l>ge class ( m51 9 ! educat$ portions ( society1 ( religi\s & s9c]e m9ds1 :o are simply p]plex$1--fright5$ or r5d]$ desp]ate1 z ! case may be1--by ! utt] confusion into :i* late discov]ies or speculations h ?r[n _! mo/ elem5t>y ideas ( religion4 ,:o does n feel = su* m58 :o c h "o unk9d ?\ght ( !m8 ,i take up 9 _! behalf ,/4 ,augu/9e's beautiful words1 ,illi 9 vos sviant1 c4 ,let !m be fi]ce ) y :o h no exp]i5ce ( ! difficulty ) :i* error is discrim9at$ f tru?1 & ! way ( life is f\nd amid ! illusions ( ! _w4 ,h[ _m a ,ca?olic has 9 8 ?\ghts foll[$ su* m51 _m ( !m s good1 s true1 s noble6 h[ (t5 has ! wi% ris5 9 8 he>t t "s "o f among 8 own p %\ld come =w>d z ! *ampion ( reveal$ tru? aga9/ its oppon5ts6 ,v>i\s p]sons1 ,ca?olic & ,prote/ant1 h ask$ me to d s myself2 b ,i _h sev]al /rong difficulties 9 ! way4 ,"o ( ! greate/ is ?is1 t at ! mom5t x is s difficult to say precisely :at x is t is to be enc\nt]$ & ov]?r[n4 ,i am f> f d5y+ t sci5tific k is really gr[+1 b x is by fits & />ts2 hypo!ses rise & fall2 x is difficult to anticipate :i* ( !m w keep _! gr\nd1 & :at ! /ate ( k 9 relation to !m w be f ye> to ye>4 ,9 ?is condition ( ?+s1 x has seem$ to me to be v undignifi$ = a ,ca?olic to commit himself to ! "w ( *as+ :at might turn out to be phantoms1 &1 9 behalf ( "s special objections1 to be +5i\s 9 devis+ a !ory1 :i*1 be=e x 0 complet$1 might h to give place to "s !ory new] /ill1 f ! fact t ^? =m] objections _h already come to n\ght "u ! upris+ ( o!rs4 ,x seem$ to be specially a "t1 9 :i* ,*ri/ians _h a call to be pati5t1 9 :i* !y _h no o!r way ( help+ ^? :o 7 al>m$1 ?an t ( exhort+ !m to h a little fai? & =titude1 & to bew>e1 z ! poet says1 ( dang]\s /eps4 ,?is seem$ s cle> to me1 ! m ,i ?\ght ( ! matt]1 z to make me surmise1 t1 if ,i attempt$ :at _h s little promise 9 x1 ,i %\ld f9d t ! highe/ ,ca?olic ,au?ority 0 aga9/ ! attempt1 & t ,i %\ld h sp5t my "t & my ?\ght1 9 do+ :at ei!r x w\ld be imprud5t to br+ be=e ! public at all1 or :at1 did ,i d s1 w\ld only complicate matt]s fur!r :i* 7 already complicat$1 )\t my int]f]5ce1 m ?an en\gh4 ,& ,i int]pret rec5t acts ( t au?ority z fulfill+ my expectation2 ,i int]pret !m z ty+ ! h&s ( a controv]siali/1 su* z ,i %\ld be1 & tea*+ u t true wisdom1 :i* ,moses inculcat$ on 8 p1 :5 ! ,egyptians 7 pursu+ !m1 ,fe> ye n1 /& /ill2 ! ,"l %all fight = y1 & ye %all hold y\r peace4 ,& s f> f f9d+ a difficulty 9 obey+ 9 ?is case1 ,i h cause to be ?ankful & to rejoice to h s cle> a direction 9 a matt] ( difficulty4 ,b if we w\ld asc]ta9 ) correctness ! real c\rse ( a pr9ciple1 we mu/ look at x at a c]ta9 di/ance1 & z hi/ory repres5ts x to u4 ,no?+ c>ri$ on by human in/rum5ts1 b has its irregul>ities1 & af=ds gr\nd = criticism1 :5 m9utely scrut9iz$ 9 matt]s ( detail4 ,i h be5 speak+ ( t aspect ( ! action ( an infallible au?ority1 :i* is mo/ op5 to invidi\s criticism f ^? :o view x f )\t2 ,i h tri$ to be fair1 9 e/imat+ :at c be said to its disadvantage1 z witness$ at a p>ticul> "t 9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 & n[ ,i wi% its adv]s>ies to be equally fair 9 _! judgm5t ^u its hi/orical "*4 ,c1 !n1 ! infallible au?ority1 ) any %[ ( reason1 be said 9 fact to h de/roy$ ! en]gy ( ! ,ca?olic intellect8 ,let x be obs]v$1 ,i h n "h to speak ( any conflict :i* ecclesia/ical au?ority has _h ) sci5ce1 = ?is simple reason1 t conflict !re has be5 none2 & t1 because ! secul> sci5ces1 z !y n[ exi/1 are a novelty 9 ! _w1 & !re has be5 no "t yet = a hi/ory ( relations betwe5 !ology & ^! new me?ods ( k1 & inde$ ! ,*ur* may be said to h kept cle> ( !m1 z is prov$ by ! con/antly cit$ case ( ,galileo4 ,"h exceptio probat regulam3 = x is ! "o /ock argum5t4 ,aga91 ,i h n to speak ( any relations ( ! ,*ur* to ! new sci5ces1 because my simple "q all along has be5 :e!r ! assumption ( infallibility by ! prop] au?ority is adapt$ to make me a hypocrite1 & till t au?ority passes decrees on pure physical subjects & calls on me to subscribe !m1 7:i* x nev] w d1 because x has n ! p[]17 x has no t5d5cy to int]f]e by any ( its acts ) my private judgm5t on ^? po9ts4 ,! simple "q is1 :e!r au?ority has s act$ ^u ! reason ( individuals1 t !y c h no op9ion ( _! own1 & h b an alt]native ( slavi% sup]/ition or secret rebellion ( he>t2 & ,i ?9k ! :ole hi/ory ( !ology puts an absolute negative ^u su* a supposition4 ,x is h>dly necess>y to argue out s pla9 a po9t4 ,x is individuals1 & n ! ,holy ,see1 t h tak5 ! initiative1 & giv5 ! lead to ! ,ca?olic m9d1 9 !ological inquiry4 ,inde$1 x is "o ( ! reproa*es urg$ aga9/ ! ,roman ,*ur*1 t x has orig9at$ no?+1 & has only s]v$ z a sort ( remora or break 9 ! developm5t ( doctr9e4 ,& x is an objection :i* ,i really embrace z a tru?2 = su* ,i conceive to be ! ma9 purpose ( its extraord9>y gift4 ,x is said1 & truly1 t ! ,*ur* ( ,rome possess$ no great m9d 9 ! :ole p]iod ( p]secution4 ,aft]w>ds = a long :ile1 x has n a s+le doctor to %[2 ,/4 ,leo1 its fir/1 is ! tea*] ( "o po9t ( doctr9e2 ,/4 ,gregory1 :o /&s at ! v extremity ( ! fir/ age ( ! ,*ur*1 has no place 9 dogma or philosophy4 ,! great lum9>y ( ! we/]n _w is1 z we "k1 ,/4 ,augu/9e2 he1 no infallible tea*]1 has =m$ ! intellect ( ,*ri/ian ,europe2 inde$ to ! ,african ,*ur* g5]ally we mu/ look = ! be/ e>ly exposition ( ,lat9 ideas4 ,moreov]1 ( ! ,african div9es1 ! fir/ 9 ord] ( "t1 & n ! lea/ influ5tial1 is ! /rong-m9d$ & het]odox ,t]tullian4 ,nor is ! ,ea/]n intellect1 z su*1 )\t its %>e 9 ! =mation ( ! ,lat9 tea*+4 ,! free ?\ght ( ,orig5 is visible 9 ! writ+s ( ! ,we/]n ,doctors1 ,hil>y & ,ambrose2 & ! indep5d5t m9d ( ,j]ome has enri*$ 8 own vigor\s comm5t>ies on ,scripture1 f ! /ores ( ! sc>cely or?odox ,eusebius4 ,h]etical que/ion+s h be5 transmut$ by ! liv+ p[] ( ! ,*ur* into salut>y tru?s4 ,! case is ! same z reg>ds ! ,ecum5ical ,c\ncils4 ,au?ority 9 its mo/ impos+ exhibition1 grave bi%ops1 lad5 ) ! traditions & rivalries ( p>ticul> nations or places1 h be5 guid$ 9 _! decisions by ! comm&+ g5ius ( individuals1 sometimes "y & ( inf]ior rank4 ,n t un9spir$ intellect ov]rul$ ! sup]-human gift :i* 0 committ$ to ! ,c\ncil1 :i* w\ld be a self-contradictory ass]tion1 b t 9 t process ( inquiry & delib]ation1 :i* end$ 9 an infallible enunciation1 individual reason 0 p>am\nt4 ,?us ,mal*ion1 a m]e presbyt]1 0 ! in/rum5t ( ! great ,c\ncil ( ,antio* 9 ! ?ird c5tury 9 meet+ & refut+1 = ! assembl$ ,fa!rs1 ! h]etical ,patri>* ( t see4 ,p>allel to ?is in/ance is ! influ5ce1 s well kn[n1 ( a "y deacon1 ,/4 ,a?anasius1 ) ! #cah ,fa!rs at ,nica4 ,9 m$ival times we read ( ,/4 ,anselm at ,b>i1 z ! *ampion ( ! ,c\ncil !re held1 aga9/ ! ,greeks4 ,at ,tr5t1 ! writ+s ( ,/4 ,bonav5tura1 &1 :at is m to ! po9t1 ! address ( a ,prie/ & !ologian1 ,salm]on1 _h a critical effect on "s ( ! def9itions ( dogma4 ,9 "s ( ^? cases ! influ5ce might be p>tly moral1 b 9 o!rs x 0 t ( a discursive k ( ecclesia/ical writ]s1 a sci5tific acqua9tance ) !ology1 & a =ce ( ?\ght 9 ! treatm5t ( doctr9e4 ,!re are ( c\rse intellectual habits :i* !ology does n t5d to =m1 z = in/ance ! exp]im5tal1 & aga9 ! philosophical2 b t is because x is !ology1 n because ( ! gift ( infallibility4 ,b1 z f> z ?is goes1 ,i ?9k x c\ld be %[n t physical sci5ce on ! o!r h&1 or aga9 ma!matical1 af=ds b an imp]fect tra9+ = ! intellect4 ,i d n see !n h[ any objection ab\t ! n>r[ness ( !ology comes into our "q1 :i* simply is1 :e!r ! belief 9 an infallible au?ority de/roys ! indep5d5ce ( ! m9d2 & ,i consid] t ! :ole hi/ory ( ! ,*ur*1 & especially ! hi/ory ( ! !ological s*ools1 gives a negative to ! accusation4 ,!re nev] 0 a "t :5 ! intellect ( ! educat$ class 0 m active1 or r m re/less1 ?an 9 ! middle ages4 ,& !n aga9 all ?r\gh ,*ur* hi/ory f ! fir/1 h[ sl[ is au?ority 9 int]f]+6 ,p]haps a local tea*]1 or a doctor 9 "s local s*ool1 haz>ds a proposition1 & a controv]sy ensues4 ,x sm\ld]s or burns 9 "o place1 no "o int]pos+2 ,rome simply lets x alone4 ,!n x comes be=e a ,bi%op2 or "s prie/1 or "s pr(essor 9 "s o!r seat ( le>n+ takes x up2 & !n !re is a second /age ( x4 ,!n x comes be=e a ,univ]sity1 & x may be condemn$ by ! !ological faculty4 ,s ! controv]sy proce$s ye> aft] ye>1 & ,rome is /ill sil5t4 ,an appeal p]haps is next made to a seat ( au?ority inf]ior to ,rome2 & !n at la/ aft] a long :ile x comes be=e ! supreme p[]4 ,mean:ile1 ! "q has be5 v5tilat$ & turn$ ov] & ov] aga91 & view$ on e side ( x1 & au?ority is call$ ^u to pron\nce a decision1 :i* has already be5 arriv$ at by reason4 ,b ev5 !n1 p]haps ! supreme au?ority hesitates to d s1 & no?+ is det]m9$ on ! po9t = ye>s3 or s g5]ally & vaguely1 t ! :ole controv]sy has to be gone ?r\gh aga91 be=e x is ultimately det]m9$4 ,x is manife/ h[ a mode ( proce$+1 su* z ?is1 t5ds n only to ! lib]ty1 b to ! c\rage1 ( ! individual !ologian or controv]siali/4 ,_m a man has ideas1 :i* he hopes are true1 & useful = 8 day1 b he is n confid5t ab\t !m1 & wi%es to h !m discuss$1 ,he is will+1 or r w\ld be ?ankful1 to give !m up1 if !y c be prov$ to be errone\s or dang]\s1 & by means ( controv]sy he obta9s 8 end4 ,he is answ]$1 & he yields2 or on ! contr>y he f9ds t he is consid]$ safe4 ,he w\ld n d>e to d ?is1 if he knew an au?ority1 :i* 0 supreme & f9al1 0 wat*+ e ^w he said1 & made signs ( ass5t or diss5t to ea* s5t5ce1 z he utt]$ x4 ,!n inde$ he w\ld be fight+1 z ! ,p]sian soldi]s1 "u ! la%1 & ! fre$om ( 8 intellect might truly be said to be beat5 out ( him4 ,b ?is has n be5 s3--,i d n mean to say t1 :5 controv]sies run high1 9 s*ools or ev5 9 small portions ( ! ,*ur*1 an int]position may n advisably take place2 & aga91 que/ions may be ( t urg5t nature1 t an appeal mu/1 z a matt] ( duty1 be made at once to ! highe/ au?ority 9 ! ,*ur*2 b if we look into ! hi/ory ( controv]sy1 we %all f9d1 ,i ?9k1 ! g5]al run ( ?+s to be su* z ,i h repres5t$ x4 ,zosimus treat$ ,pelagius & ,coele/ius ) extreme =be>ance2 ,/4 ,gregory ,,vii4 0 equally indulg5t ) ,b]5g>ius3--by reason ( ! v p[] ( ! ,popes !y h commonly be5 sl[ & mod]ate 9 _! use ( x4 ,& "h aga9 is a fur!r %elt] = ! legitimate ex]cise ( ! reason3--! multitude ( nations :i* are )9 ! fold ( ! ,*ur* w be f\nd to h act$ = its protection1 aga9/ any n>r[ness1 on ! supposition ( n>r[ness1 9 ! v>i\s au?orities at ,rome1 ) :om lies ! practical decision ( controv]t$ que/ions4 ,h[ h ! ,greek traditions be5 respect$ & provid$ = 9 ! lat] ,ecum5ical ,c\ncils1 9 spite ( ! c\ntries t held !m be+ 9 a /ate ( s*ism6 ,!re are important po9ts ( doctr9e :i* h be5 7humanly speak+7 exempt$ f ! infallible s5t5ce1 by ! t5d]ness ) :i* its in/rum5ts1 9 fram+ x1 h treat$ ! op9ions ( p>ticul> places4 ,!n1 aga91 su* national influ5ces h a provid5tial effect 9 mod]at+ ! bias :i* ! local influ5ces ( ,italy may ex]t ^u ! ,see ( ,/4 ,pet]4 ,x /&s to reason t1 z ! ,gallican ,*ur* has 9 x a ,fr5* elem5t1 s ,rome mu/ h 9 x an elem5t ( ,italy2 & x is no prejudice to ! zeal & devotion ) :i* we submit ourselves to ! ,holy ,see to admit ?is pla9ly4 ,x seems to me1 z ,i h be5 say+1 t ,ca?olicity is n only "o ( ! notes ( ! ,*ur*1 b1 accord+ to ! div9e purposes1 "o ( its securities4 ,i ?9k x w\ld be a v s]i\s evil1 :i* ,div9e ,m]cy av]t6 t ! ,*ur* %\ld be contract$ 9 ,europe )9 ! range ( p>ticul> nationalities4 ,x is a great idea to introduce ,lat9 civilization into ,am]ica1 & to improve ! ,ca?olics !re by ! en]gy ( ,fr5* devot$ness2 b ,i tru/ t all ,european races w ev] h a place 9 ! ,*ur*1 & assur$ly ,i ?9k t ! loss ( ! ,engli%1 n to say ! ,g]man elem5t1 9 its composition has be5 a mo/ s]i\s mis=tune4 ,& c]ta9ly1 if !re is "o consid]ation m ?an ano!r :i* %\ld make u ,engli% grateful to ,pius ! ,n9?1 x is t1 by giv+ u a ,*ur* ( our own1 he has prep>$ ! way = our own habits ( m9d1 our own mann] ( reason+1 our own ta/es1 & our own virtues1 f9d+ a place & !reby a sanctification1 9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is only "o o!r subject1 :i* ,i ?9k x necess>y to introduce "h1 z be>+ ^u ! vague suspicions :i* are atta*$ 9 ?is c\ntry to ! ,ca?olic ,prie/hood4 ,x is "o ( :i* my accus]s h be=e n[ said mu*1--! *>ge ( res]ve & economy4 ,!y f\nd x 9 no slight degree on :at ,i h said on ! subject 9 my ,hi/ory ( ! ,arians1 & 9 a note ^u "o ( my ,s]mons 9 :i* ,i ref] to x4 ,! pr9ciple ( ,res]ve is also advocat$ by an admirable writ] 9 two numb]s ( ! ,tracts = ! ,times1 & ( ^! ,i 0 ! ,editor4 ,n[1 z to ! ,economy itself#bj1 x is f\nd$ ^u ! words ( our ,"l1 ,ca/ n y\r pe>ls be=e sw9e2 & x 0 obs]v$ by ! e>ly ,*ri/ians m or less1 9 _! int]c\rse ) ! hea!n populations among :om !y liv$4 ,9 ! mid/ ( ! abom9able idolatries & impurities ( t fe>ful "t1 ! ,rule ( ! ,economy 0 an imp]ative duty4 ,b t rule1 at lea/ z ,i h expla9$ & recomm5d$ x1 9 any?+ t ,i h writt51 did n g beyond 7#a7 ! conceal+ ! tru? :5 we c\ld d s )\t deceit1 7#b7 /at+ x only p>tially1 & 7#c7 repres5t+ x "u ! ne>e/ =m possible to a le>n] or inquir]1 :5 he c\ld n possibly und]/& x exactly4 ,i conceive t to draw ,angels ) w+s is an in/ance ( ! ?ird ( ^! economical modes2 & to avoid ! "q1 ,d ,*ri/ians believe 9 a ,tr9ity8 by answ]+1 ,!y believe 9 only "o ,god1 w\ld be an in/ance ( ! second4 ,z to ! fir/1 x is h>dly an ,economy1 b comes "u :at is call$ ! ,discipl9a ,arcani4 ,! second & ?ird economical modes ,clem5t calls ly+2 mean+ t a p>tial tru? is 9 "s s5se a lie1 z is also a repres5tative tru?4 ,& ?is1 ,i ?9k1 is ab\t ! long & ! %ort ( ! gr\nd ( ! accusation :i* has be5 s viol5tly urg$ aga9/ me1 z be+ a patron ( ! ,economy4 #bj ,vide ,note ,f1 ,! ,economy4 ,( late ye>s ,i h come to ?9k1 z ,i believe mo/ writ]s d1 t ,clem5t meant m ?an ,i h said4 ,i us$ to ?9k he us$ ! ^w lie z an hyp]bole1 b ,i n[ believe t he1 z o!r e>ly ,fa!rs1 ?\ght t1 "u c]ta9 circum/ances1 x 0 lawful to tell a lie4 ,?is doctr9e ,i nev] ma9ta9$1 ?\gh ,i us$ to ?9k1 z ,i d n[1 t ! !ory ( ! subject is surr\nd$ ) consid]able difficulty2 & x is n /range t ,i %\ld say s1 consid]+ t great ,engli% writ]s decl>e )\t hesitation t 9 c]ta9 extreme cases1 z to save life1 hon\r1 or ev5 prop]ty1 a lie is all[able4 ,& ?us ,i am br\ght to ! direct "q ( tru?1 & ( ! tru?fulness ( ,ca?olic prie/s g5]ally 9 _! deal+s ) ! _w1 z be>+ on ! g5]al "q ( _! hone/y1 & ( _! int]nal belief 9 _! religi\s pr(essions4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x w\ld answ] no purpose1 & x w\ld be dep>t+ f ! l9e ( writ+ :i* ,i h be5 obs]v+ all along1 if ,i ent]$ into any =mal discussion on ?is "q2 :at ,i %all d "h1 z ,i h done 9 ! =ego+ pages1 is to give my own te/imony on ! matt] 9 "q1 & !re to leave x4 ,n[ fir/ ,i w say1 t1 :5 ,i became a ,ca?olic1 no?+ /ruck me m at once ?an ! ,engli% out-spok5 mann] ( ! ,prie/s4 ,x 0 ! same at ,oscott1 at ,old ,hall ,gre51 at ,u%aw2 !re 0 no?+ ( t smoo?ness1 or mann]ism1 :i* is commonly imput$ to !m1 & !y 7 m natural & unaffect$ ?an _m an ,anglican cl]gyman4 ,! _m ye>s1 :i* h pass$ s9ce1 h only confirm$ my fir/ impression4 ,i h ev] f\nd x 9 ! prie/s ( ?is ,diocese2 did ,i wi% to po9t out a /raight=w>d ,engli%man1 ,i %\ld in/ance ! ,bi%op1 :o has1 to our great b5efit1 = s _m ye>s presid$ ov] x4 ,& next1 ,i 0 /ruck1 :5 ,i _h m opportunity ( judg+ ( ! ,prie/s1 by ! simple fai? 9 ! ,ca?olic ,cre$ & sy/em1 ( :i* !y always gave evid5ce1 & :i* !y nev] seem$ to feel1 9 any s5se at all1 to be a burd54 ,& n[ t ,i h be5 9 ! ,*ur* n9ete5 ye>s1 ,i _c recollect he>+ ( a s+le in/ance 9 ,engl& ( an infidel prie/4 ,( c\rse !re are m5 f "t to "t1 :o leave ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* = ano!r religion1 b ,i am speak+ ( cases1 :5 a man keeps a fair outside to ! _w & is a holl[ hypocrite 9 8 he>t4 ,i wond] t ! self-devotion ( our prie/s does n /rike a ,prote/ant 9 ?is po9t ( view4 ,:at d !y ga9 by pr(ess+ a ,cre$1 9 :i*1 if _! enemies are to be cr$it$1 !y really d n believe8 ,:at is _! rew>d = committ+ !mselves to a life ( self-re/ra9t & toil1 & p]haps to a premature & mis]able dea?8 ,! ,iri% fev] cut (f betwe5 ,liv]pool & ,le$s ?irty prie/s & m1 "y m5 9 ! fl[] ( _! days1 old m5 :o seem$ entitl$ to "s quiet "t aft] _! long toil4 ,!re 0 a bi%op cut (f 9 ! ,nor?2 b :at _h a man ( 8 ecclesia/ical rank to d ) ! drudg]y & dang] ( sick calls1 except t ,*ri/ian fai? & *>ity con/ra9$ him8 ,prie/s volunte]$ = ! dang]\s s]vice4 ,x 0 ! same ) !m on ! fir/ com+ ( ! *ol]a1 t my/]i\s awe-inspir+ infliction4 ,if !y did n he>tily believe 9 ! ,cre$ ( ! ,*ur*1 !n ,i w say t ! rem>k ( ! ,apo/le _h its fulle/ illu/ration3--,if 9 ?is life only we h hope 9 ,*ri/1 we are ( all m5 mo/ mis]able4 ,:at c\ld support a set ( hypocrites 9 ! pres5ce ( a deadly disord]1 "o ( !m foll[+ ano!r 9 long ord] up ! =lorn hope1 & "o aft] ano!r p]i%+8 ,& su*1 ,i may say1 9 its sub/ance1 is e ,mission-,prie/'s life4 ,he is ev] ready to sacrifice himself = 8 p4 ,night & day1 sick or well himself1 9 all wea!rs1 (f he is1 on ! news ( a sick call4 ,! fact ( a p>i%ion] dy+ )\t ! ,sacram5ts ?r\gh 8 fault is t]rible to him2 :y t]rible1 if he has n a deep absolute fai?1 :i* he acts ^u ) a free s]vice8 ,prote/ants admire ?is1 :5 !y see x2 b !y d n seem to see z cle>ly1 t x excludes ! v notion ( hypocrisy4 ,sometimes1 :5 !y reflect ^u x1 x leads !m to rem>k on ! wond]ful discipl9e ( ! ,ca?olic prie/hood2 !y say t no ,*ur* has s well ord]$ a cl]gy1 & t 9 t respect x surpasses _! own2 !y wi% !y c\ld h su* exact discipl9e among !mselves4 ,b is x an excell5ce :i* c be pur*as$8 is x a ph5om5on :i* dep5ds on no?+ else ?an itself1 or is x an effect :i* has a cause8 ,y _c buy devotion at a price4 ,x ha? nev] be5 he>d ( 9 ! l& ( ,*anaan1 nei!r ha? x be5 se5 9 ,!man4 ,! *ildr5 ( ,ag>1 ! m]*ants ( ,m]an1 none ( ^! h kn[n its way4 ,:at !n is t wond]ful *>m1 :i* makes a ?\s& m5 act all 9 "o way1 & infuses a prompt ob$i5ce to rule1 z if !y 7 "u "s /]n milit>y compulsion8 ,h[ difficult to f9d an answ]1 unless y w all[ ! obvi\s "o1 t !y believe int5sely :at !y pr(ess6 99 99 99 99 99 ,i _c ?9k :at x c be1 9 a day l ?is1 :i* keeps up ! prejudice ( ?is ,prote/ant c\ntry aga9/ u1 unless x be ! vague *>ges :i* are drawn f our books ( ,moral ,!ology2 & ) a %ort notice ( ! "w 9 p>ticul> :i* by our accus]s is especially ?r[n into our tee?1 ,i %all br+ ^! obs]vations to a close4 ,/4 ,alfonso ,liguori1 !n1 x _c be d5i$1 lays d[n t an equivocation1 7t is1 a play ^u words1 9 :i* "o s5se is tak5 by ! speak]1 & ano!r s5se int5d$ by him = ! he>]17 is all[able1 if !re is a j cause1 t is1 9 an extraord9>y case1 & may ev5 be confirm$ by an oa?4 ,i %all give my op9ion on ?is po9t z pla9ly z any ,prote/ant c wi%2 & !re=e ,i av[ at once t 9 ?is dep>tm5t ( morality1 mu* z ,i admire ! high po9ts ( ! ,italian "*1 ,i l ! ,engli% rule ( conduct bett]2 b1 9 say+ s1 ,i am n1 z w %ortly be se51 say+ any ?+ disrespectful to ,/4 ,alfonso1 :o 0 a lov] ( tru?1 & ^: int]cession ,i tru/ ,i %all n lose1 ?\gh1 on ! matt] "u consid]ation1 ,i foll[ o!r guidance 9 pref]5ce to 84 ,n[ ,i make ?is rem>k fir/3--great ,engli% au?ors1 ,j]emy ,taylor1 ,milton1 ,paley1 ,johnson1 m5 ( v diff]5t s*ools ( ?\ght1 di/9ctly say1 t "u c]ta9 extraord9>y circum/ances x is all[able to tell a lie4 ,taylor says3 ,to tell a lie = *>ity1 to save a man's life1 ! life ( a fri5d1 ( a husb&1 ( a pr9ce1 ( a useful & a public p]son1 ha? n only be5 done at all times1 b comm5d$ by great & wise & good m54 ,:o w\ld n save 8 fa!r's life1 at ! *>ge ( a h>mless lie1 f p]secutors or tyrants8 ,aga91 ,milton says3 ,:at man 9 8 s5ses w\ld d5y1 t !re are ^? :om we h ! be/ gr\nds = consid]+ t we ought to deceive1--z boys1 madm51 ! sick1 ! intoxicat$1 enemies1 m5 9 error1 ?ieves8 ,i w\ld ask1 by :i* ( ! comm&m5ts is a lie =bidd58 ,y w say1 by ! n9?4 ,if !n my lie does n injure my neighb\r1 c]ta9ly x is n =bidd5 by ?is comm&m5t4 ,paley says3 ,!re are falsehoods1 :i* are n lies1 t is1 :i* are n crim9al4 ,johnson3 ,! g5]al rule is1 t tru? %\ld nev] be violat$2 !re mu/1 h[ev]1 be "s exceptions4 ,if1 = in/ance1 a murd]] %\ld ask y :i* way a man is gone4 ,n[1 ,i am n us+ ^! in/ances z an argum5tum ad hom9em2 b ! purpose to :i* ,i put !m is ?is3-- #a4 ,fir/1 ,i h set d[n ! di/9ct /atem5ts ( ,taylor1 ,milton1 ,paley1 & ,johnson3--n[1 w\ld any "o give ev] s little weight to ^! /atem5ts1 9 =m+ a real e/imate ( ! v]acity ( ! writ]s1 if !y n[ 7 alive8 ,7 a man1 :o is s fi]ce ) ,/4 ,alfonso1 to meet ,paley or ,johnson to-morr[ 9 society1 w\ld he look ^u him z a li>1 a knave1 z di%one/ & untru/wor?y8 ,i am sure he w\ld n4 ,:y !n does he n deal out ! same measure to ,ca?olic prie/s8 ,if a copy ( ,scav9i1 :i* speaks ( equivocation z be+ 9 a j cause all[able1 be f\nd 9 a /ud5t's room at ,oscott1 n ,scav9i himself1 b ev5 ! unhappy /ud5t1 :o has :at a ,prote/ant calls a bad book 9 8 possession1 is judg$ to be = life unwor?y ( cr$it4 ,are all ,prote/ant text-books1 :i* are us$ at ! ,univ]sity1 immaculate8 ,is x necess>y to take = gospel e ^w ( ,ari/otle's ,e?ics1 or e ass]tion ( ,hey or ,burnett on ! ,articles8 ,are text-books ! ultimate au?ority1 or r are !y n manuals 9 ! h&s ( a lectur]1 & ! gr\ndwork ( 8 rem>ks8 ,b1 aga91 let u suppose1 n ! case ( a /ud5t1 or ( a pr(essor1 b ( ,scav9i himself1 or ( ,/4 ,alfonso2 n[ "h aga9 ,i ask1 s9ce y w\ld n scruple 9 hold+ ,paley = an hone/ man1 9 spite ( 8 def5ce ( ly+1 :y d y scruple at hold+ ,/4 ,alfonso hone/8 ,i am p]fectly sure t y w\ld n scruple at ,paley p]sonally2 y might n agree ) him1 b y w\ld n g fur!r ?an to call him a bold ?9k]3 !n :y %\ld ,/4 ,alfonso's p]son be odi\s to y1 z well z 8 doctr9e8 ,n[ ,i wi% to tell y :y y are n afraid ( ,paley2 because1 y w\ld say1 :5 he advocat$ ly+1 he 0 tak+ extreme or special cases4 ,y w\ld h no fe> ( a man :o y knew _h %ot a burgl> dead 9 8 own h\se1 because y "k y are n a burgl>3 s y w\ld n ?9k t ,paley _h a habit ( tell+ lies 9 society1 because 9 ! case ( a cruel alt]native he ?\ght x ! less] evil to tell a lie4 ,!n :y d y %[ su* suspicion ( a ,ca?olic !ologian1 :o speaks ( c]ta9 extraord9>y cases 9 :i* an equivocation 9 a p5it5t _c be visit$ by 8 confessor z if x 7 a s98 = ?is is ! exact po9t ( ! "q4 ,b aga91 :y does ,paley1 :y does ,j]emy ,taylor1 :5 no practical matt] is actually be=e him1 lay d[n a maxim ab\t ! lawfulness ( ly+1 :i* w />tle mo/ read]s8 ,! reason is pla94 ,he is =m+ a !ory ( morals1 & he mu/ treat e "q 9 turn z x comes4 ,& ?is is j :at ,/4 ,alfonso or ,scav9i is do+4 ,y only try y\r h& y\rself at a treatise on ! rules ( morality1 & y w see h[ difficult ! "w is4 ,:at is ! def9ition ( a lie8 ,c y give a bett] ?an t x is a s9 aga9/ ju/ice1 z ,taylor & ,paley consid] x8 b1 if s1 h[ c x be a s9 at all1 if y\r neighb\r is n injur$8 ,if y d n l ?is def9ition1 take ano!r2 & !n1 by means ( t1 p]haps y w be def5d+ ,/4 ,alfonso's equivocation4 ,h[ev]1 ?is is :at ,i insi/ ^u2 t ,/4 ,alfonso1 z ,paley1 is consid]+ ! diff]5t portions ( a l>ge subject1 & he mu/1 on ! subject ( ly+1 give 8 judgm5t1 ?\gh on t subject x is difficult to =m any judgm5t :i* is satisfactory4 ,b fur!r /ill3 y mu/ n suppose t a philosoph] or morali/ uses 9 8 own case ! lic5ce :i* 8 !ory itself w\ld all[ him4 ,a man 9 8 own p]son is guid$ by 8 own consci5ce2 b 9 draw+ out a sy/em ( rules he is oblig$ to g by logic1 & foll[ ! exact d$uction ( conclusion f conclusion1 & mu/ be sure t ! :ole sy/em is coh]5t & "o4 ,y he> ( ev5 immoral or irreligi\s books be+ writt5 by m5 ( dec5t "*2 !re is a late writ] :o says t ,david ,hume's sceptical works are n at all ! picture ( ! man4 ,a prie/ might write a treatise :i* 0 really lax on ! subject ( ly+1 :i* might come "u ! condemnation ( ! ,holy ,see1 z "s treatises on t score h already be5 condemn$1 & yet 9 8 own p]son be a rigori/4 ,&1 9 fact1 x is notori\s f ,/4 ,alfonso's ,life1 t he1 :o has ! repute ( be+ s lax a morali/1 _h "o ( ! mo/ scrupul\s & anxi\s ( consci5ces himself4 ,nay1 fur!r ?an ?is1 he 0 orig9ally 9 ! ,law1 & on "o occasion he 0 betray$ into ! commission ( :at seem$ l a deceit1 ?\gh x 0 an accid5t2 & t 0 ! v occasion ( 8 leav+ ! pr(ession & embrac+ ! religi\s life4 ,! acc\nt ( ?is rem>kable occurr5ce is told u 9 8 ,life3-- ,not)/&+ he _h c>efully exam9$ ov] & ov] ! details ( ! process1 he 0 completely mi/ak5 reg>d+ ! s5se ( "o docum5t1 :i* con/itut$ ! "r ( ! adv]se p>ty4 ,! advocate ( ! ,gr& ,duke p]ceiv$ ! mi/ake1 b he all[$ ,alfonso to cont9ue 8 eloqu5t address to ! end )\t int]ruption2 z soon1 h[ev]1 z he _h f9i%$1 he rose1 & said ) cutt+ coolness1 ',sir1 ! case is n exactly :at y suppose x to be2 if y w review ! process1 & exam9e ?is pap] att5tively1 y w f9d !re precisely ! contr>y ( all y h advanc$4' ',will+ly1' repli$ ,alfonso1 )\t hesitat+2 '! decision dep5ds on ?is "q--:e!r ! fief 7 grant$ "u ! law ( ,lomb>dy1 or "u ! ,fr5* ,law4' ,! pap] be+ exam9$1 x 0 f\nd t ! ,gr& ,duke's advocate 0 9 ! "r4 ',yes1' said ,alfonso1 hold+ ! pap] 9 8 h&1 ',i am wrong1 ,i h be5 mi/ak54' ,a discov]y s unexpect$1 & ! fe> ( be+ accus$ ( unfair deal+ fill$ him ) con/]nation1 & cov]$ him ) confusion1 s mu* s1 t e "o saw 8 emotion4 ,x 0 9 va9 t ! ,presid5t ,c>avita1 :o lov$ him1 & knew 8 integrity1 tri$ to console him1 by tell+ him t su* mi/akes 7 n uncommon1 ev5 among ! fir/ m5 at ! b>4 ,alfonso w\ld li/5 to no?+1 b1 ov]:elm$ ) confusion1 8 head sunk on 8 brea/1 he said to himself1 ',_w1 ,i "k y n[2 c\rts ( law1 nev] %all y see me aga96' ,& turn+ 8 back on ! assembly1 he )drew to 8 own h\se1 incessantly repeat+ to himself1 ',_w1 ,i "k y n[4' ,:at annoy$ him mo/ 01 t hav+ /udi$ & re-/udi$ ! process dur+ a :ole mon?1 )\t hav+ discov]$ ?is important flaw1 he c\ld n und]/& h[ x _h escap$ 8 obs]vation4 ,& ?is is ! man1 s easily sc>$ at ! v %ad[ ( trick]y1 :o is s flippantly pron\nc$ to be a patron ( ly+4 ,b1 9 tru?1 a ,ca?olic !ologian has objects 9 view :i* m5 9 g5]al little compass2 he is n ?9k+ ( himself1 b ( a multitude ( s\ls1 sick s\ls1 s9ful s\ls1 c>ri$ away by s91 full ( evil1 & he is try+ ) all 8 might to rescue !m f _! mis]able /ate2 &1 9 ord] to save !m f m he9\s s9s1 he tries1 to ! full ext5t t 8 consci5ce w all[ him to g1 to %ut 8 eyes to su* s9s1 z are1 ?\gh s9s1 yet light] 9 "* or degree4 ,he kn[s p]fectly well t1 if he is z /rict z he w\ld wi% to be1 he %all be able to d no?+ at all ) ! run ( m52 s he is z indulg5t ) !m z ev] he c be4 ,let x n be = an in/ant suppos$1 t ,i all[ ( ! maxim ( do+ evil t good may come2 b1 keep+ cle> ( ?is1 !re is a way ( w9n+ m5 f great] s9s by w9k+ = ! "t at ! less1 or at m]e improprieties or faults2 & ?is is ! key to ! difficulty :i* ,ca?olic books ( moral !ology s (t5 cause to ! ,prote/ant4 ,!y are int5d$ = ! ,confessor1 & ,prote/ants view !m z int5d$ = ! ,prea*]4 #b4 ,& ,i obs]ve ^u ,taylor1 ,milton1 & ,paley ?us3 ,:at w\ld a ,prote/ant cl]gyman say to me1 if ,i accus$ him ( tea*+ t a lie 0 all[able2 & if1 :5 he ask$ = my pro(1 ,i said 9 reply t su* 0 ! doctr9e ( ,taylor & ,milton8 ,:y1 he w\ld %>ply retort1 ,i am n b\nd by ,taylor or ,milton2 & if ,i w5t on urg+ t ,taylor 0 "o ( 8 au?orities1 he w\ld answ] t ,taylor 0 a great writ]1 b great writ]s 7 n !re=e infallible4 ,?is is pretty mu* ! answ] :i* ,i make1 :5 ,i am consid]$ 9 ?is matt] a disciple ( ,/4 ,alfonso4 ,i pla9ly & positively /ate1 & )\t any res]ve1 t ,i d n at all foll[ ?is holy & *>itable man 9 ?is portion ( 8 tea*+4 ,!re are v>i\s s*ools ( op9ion all[$ 9 ! ,*ur*3 & on ?is po9t ,i foll[ o!rs4 ,i foll[ ,c>d9al ,g]dil1 & ,natalis ,alex&]1 nay1 ,/4 ,augu/9e4 ,i w quote "o passage f ,natalis ,alex&]3--,!y c]ta9ly lie1 :o utt] ! words ( an oa?1 )\t ! w to swe> or b9d !mselves3 or :o make use ( m5tal res]vations & equivocations 9 swe>+1 s9ce !y signify by words :at !y h n 9 m9d1 contr>y to ! end = :i* language 0 in/itut$1 viz4 z signs ( ideas4 ,or !y mean some?+ else ?an ! words signify 9 !mselves & ! common cu/om ( spee*4 ,&1 to take an in/ance3 ,i d n believe any prie/ 9 ,engl& w\ld dream ( say+1 ,my fri5d is n "h2 mean+1 ,he is n 9 my pocket or "u my %oe4 ,nor %\ld any consid]ation make me say s myself4 ,i d n ?9k ,/4 ,alfonso w\ld 9 8 own case h said s2 & he w\ld h be5 z mu* %ock$ at ,taylor & ,paley1 z ,prote/ants are at him#ba4 #ba ,vide ,note ,g1 ,ly+ & ,equivocation4 99 99 99 99 99 ,& n[1 if ,prote/ants wi% to "k :at our real tea*+ is1 z on o!r subjects1 s on t ( ly+1 let !m look1 n at our books ( casui/ry1 b at our cate*isms4 ,works on pa?ology d n give ! be/ insight into ! =m & ! h>mony ( ! human frame2 &1 z x is ) ! body1 s is x ) ! m9d4 ,! ,cate*ism ( ! ,c\ncil ( ,tr5t 0 drawn up = ! express purpose ( provid+ prea*]s ) subjects = _! ,s]mons2 &1 z my :ole "w has be5 a def5ce ( myself1 ,i may "h say t ,i r>ely prea* a ,s]mon1 b ,i g to ?is beautiful & complete ,cate*ism to get bo? my matt] & my doctr9e4 ,!re we f9d ! foll[+ notices ab\t ! duty ( ,v]acity3-- ',?\ %alt n be> false witness1' c43 let att5tion be drawn to two laws conta9$ 9 ?is comm&m5t3--! "o1 =bidd+ false witness2 ! o!r bidd+1 t remov+ all pret5ce & deceits1 we %\ld measure our words & de$s by simple tru?1 z ! ,apo/le admoni%$ ! ,ephesians ( t duty 9 ^! words3 ',do+ tru? 9 *>ity1 let u gr[ 9 ,him ?r\gh all ?+s4' ,to deceive by a lie 9 joke or = ! sake ( complim5t1 ?\gh to no "o !re accrues loss or ga9 9 consequ5ce1 nev]!less is altoge!r unwor?y3 = ?us ! ,apo/le admoni%es1 ',putt+ aside ly+1 speak ye tru?4' ,= !re9 is great dang] ( laps+ into frequ5t & m s]i\s ly+1 & f lies 9 joke m5 ga9 ! habit ( ly+1 :5ce !y ga9 ! "* ( n be+ tru?ful4 ,& !nce aga91 9 ord] to ga9 cr$5ce to _! words1 !y f9d x necess>y to make a practice ( swe>+4 ,no?+ is m necess>y = u ?an tru? ( te/imony1 9 ^? ?+s1 :i* we nei!r "k ourselves1 nor c all[ably be ignorant (1 on :i* po9t !re is extant t maxim ( ,/4 ,augu/9e's3 ,:oso conceals ! tru?1 & :oso puts =? a lie1 ea* is guilty2 ! "o because he is n will+ to d a s]vice1 ! o!r because he has a wi% to d a mis*ief4 ,x is lawful at times to be sil5t ab\t ! tru?1 b out ( a c\rt ( law2 = 9 c\rt1 :5 a witness is int]rogat$ by ! judge accord+ to law1 ! tru? is :olly to be br\ght out4 ,witnesses1 h[ev]1 mu/ bew>e1 le/1 f ov]-confid5ce 9 _! memory1 !y affirm = c]ta91 :at !y h n v]ifi$4 ,9 ord] t ! fai?ful may ) m good w avoid ! s9 ( ly+1 ! ,p>i% ,prie/ %all set be=e !m ! extreme mis]y & turpitude ( ?is wick$ness4 ,=1 9 holy writ1 ! devil is call$ ! fa!r ( a lie2 =1 9 t he did n rema9 9 ,tru?1 he is a li>1 & ! fa!r ( a lie4 ,he w add1 ) ! view ( ridd+ m5 ( s great a crime1 ! evils :i* foll[ ^u ly+2 &1 :]eas !y are innum]able1 he w po9t out at lea/ ! s\rces & ! g5]al heads ( ^! mis*iefs & calamities1 viz4 #a4 ,h[ great is ,god's displeasure & h[ great ,8 hatr$ ( a man :o is ins9c]e & a li>4 #b4 ,:at little security !re is t a man :o is specially hat$ by ,god may n be visit$ by ! heavie/ puni%m5ts4 #c4 ,:at m unclean & f\l1 z ,/4 ,james says1 ?an 444 t a f\nta9 by ! same jet %\ld s5d out sweet wat] & bitt]8 #d4 ,= t tongue1 :i* j n[ prais$ ,god1 next1 z f> z 9 x lies1 di%on\rs ,him by ly+4 #e4 ,9 consequ5ce1 li>s are %ut out f ! possession ( heav5ly beatitude4 #f4 ,t too is ! wor/ evil ( ly+1 t t disease ( ! m9d is g5]ally incurable4 ,moreov]1 !re is ?is h>m too1 & "o ( va/ ext5t1 & t\*+ m5 g5]ally1 t by ins9c]ity & ly+ fai? & tru? are lo/1 :i* are ! firme/ bonds ( human society1 &1 :5 !y are lo/1 supreme confusion foll[s 9 life1 s t m5 seem 9 no?+ to diff] f devils4 ,la/ly1 ! ,p>i% ,prie/ w set ^? "r :o excuse _! ins9c]ity & allege ! example ( wise m51 :o1 !y say1 are us$ to lie = an occasion4 ,he w tell !m1 :at is mo/ true1 t ! wisdom ( ! fle% is dea?4 ,he w exhort 8 he>]s to tru/ 9 ,god1 :5 !y are 9 difficulties & /raits1 nor to h rec\rse to ! exp$i5t ( a lie4 ,!y :o ?r[ ! blame ( _! own lie on ^? :o h already by a lie deceiv$ !m1 are to be taught t m5 mu/ n rev5ge !mselves1 nor make up = "o evil by ano!r4 ,!re is mu* m 9 ! ,cate*ism to ! same effect1 & x is ( univ]sal obligation2 :]eas ! decision ( a p>ticul> au?or 9 morals ne$ n be accept$ by any "o4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to "o o!r au?ority ,i appeal on ?is subject1 :i* comm&s f me att5tion ( a special k9d1 = x is ! tea*+ ( a ,fa!r4 ,x w s]ve to br+ my "w to a conclusion4 ,/4 ,philip1 says ! ,roman ,oratorian :o wrote 8 ,life1 _h a p>ticul> dislike ( affectation bo? 9 himself & o!rs1 9 speak+1 9 dress+1 or 9 any ?+ else4 ,he avoid$ all c]emony :i* sav\r$ ( worldly complim5t1 & always %[$ himself a great /ickl] = ,*ri/ian simplicity 9 e ?+2 s t1 :5 he _h to deal ) m5 ( worldly prud5ce1 he did n v readily accommodate himself to !m4 ,& he avoid$1 z mu* z possible1 hav+ any ?+ to d ) two-fac$ p]sons1 :o did n g simply & /raight=w>dly to "w 9 _! transactions4 ,z = li>s1 he c\ld n endure !m1 & he 0 cont9ually rem9d+ 8 spiritual *ildr51 to avoid !m z !y w\ld a pe/il5ce4 ,^! are ! pr9ciples on :i* ,i h act$ be=e ,i 0 a ,ca?olic2 ^! are ! pr9ciples :i*1 ,i tru/1 w be my /ay & guidance to ! end4 ,i h clos$ ?is hi/ory ( myself ) ,/4 ,philip's "n ^u ,/4 ,philip's fea/-day2 &1 hav+ done s1 to :om c ,i m suitably (f] x1 z a memorial ( affection & gratitude1 ?an to ,/4 ,philip's sons1 my de>e/ bro!rs ( ?is ,h\se1 ! ,prie/s ( ! ,birm+ham ,oratory1 ,ambrose ,/4 ,john1 ,h5ry ,au/9 ,mills1 ,h5ry ,bittle/on1 ,edw>d ,caswall1 ,william ,pa9e ,neville1 & ,h5ry ,ignatius ,dudley ,ryd]8 :o h be5 s fai?ful to me2 :o h be5 s s5sitive ( my ne$s2 :o h be5 s indulg5t to my fail+s2 :o h c>ri$ me ?r\gh s _m trials2 :o h grudg$ no sacrifice1 if ,i ask$ = x2 :o h be5 s *e]ful "u disc\ragem5ts ( my caus+2 :o h done s _m good works1 & let me h ! cr$it ( !m2--) :om ,i h liv$ s long1 ) :om ,i hope to die4 ,& to y especially1 de> ,ambrose ,/4 ,john2 :om ,god gave me1 :5 ,he took e "o else away2 :o are ! l9k betwe5 my old life & my new2 :o h n[ = tw5ty-"o ye>s be5 s devot$ to me1 s pati5t1 s zeal\s1 s t5d]2 :o h let me lean s h>d ^u y2 :o h wat*$ me s n>r[ly2 :o h nev] ?\ght ( y\rself1 if ,i 0 9 "q4 ,& 9 y ,i ga!r up & be> 9 memory ^? famili> affectionate companions & c\nsellors1 :o 9 ,ox=d 7 giv5 to me1 "o aft] ano!r1 to be my daily solace & relief2 & all ^? o!rs1 ( great "n & high example1 :o 7 my ?or\gh fri5ds1 & %[$ me true atta*m5t 9 times long pa/2 & also ^? _m y\ng] m51 :e!r ,i knew !m or n1 :o h nev] be5 disloyal to me by ^w or de$2 & ( all ^!1 ?us v>i\s 9 _! relations to me1 ^? m especially :o h s9ce jo9$ ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,& ,i e>ne/ly pray = ?is :ole company1 ) a hope aga9/ hope1 t all ( u1 :o once 7 s unit$1 & s happy 9 our union1 may ev5 n[ be br\ght at l5g?1 by ! ,p[] ( ! ,div9e ,w1 into ,"o ,fold & "u ,"o ,%eph]d4 ,may #bf1 #ahfd4 ,9 ,fe/o ,corp4 ,*ri/4 ,,notes4 ,,note ,a4 ,,on ,,page #ad4 ,,lib]alism4 ,i h be5 ask$ to expla9 m fully :at x is ,i mean by ,lib]alism1 because m]ely to call x ! ,anti-dogmatic ,pr9ciple is to tell v little ab\t x4 ,an explanation is ! m necess>y1 because su* good ,ca?olics & di/+ui%$ writ]s z ,c\nt ,montalemb]t & ,fa!r ,lacordaire use ! ^w 9 a favorable s5se1 & claim to be ,lib]als !mselves4 ,! only s+ul>ity1 says ! =m] ( ! two 9 describ+ 8 fri5d1 0 8 ,lib]alism4 ,by a ph5om5on1 at t "t unhe>d (1 ?is conv]t1 ?is sem9>i/1 ?is confessor ( nuns1 0 j z /ubborn a lib]al1 z 9 ! days :5 he 0 a /ud5t & a b>ri/]4--,life 7transl471 p4 #ai4 ,i d n believe t x is possible = me to diff] 9 any important matt] f two m5 :om ,i s highly admire4 ,9 _! g5]al l9e ( ?\ght & conduct ,i en?usia/ically concur1 & consid] !m to be be=e _! age4 ,& x w\ld be /range inde$ if ,i did n read ) a special int]e/1 9 ,m4 de ,montalemb]t's beautiful volume1 ( ! unselfi% aims1 ! ?w>t$ projects1 ! unrequit$ toils1 ! gr& & t5d] resignation ( ,lacordaire4 ,if ,i hesitate to adopt _! language ab\t ,lib]alism1 ,i impute ! necessity ( su* hesitation to "s diff]5ces betwe5 u 9 ! use ( words or 9 ! circum/ances ( c\ntry2 & ?us ,i reconcile myself to rema9+ fai?ful to my own conception ( x1 ?\gh ,i _c h _! voices to give =ce to m9e4 ,speak+ !n 9 my own way1 ,i proce$ to expla9 :at ,i meant z a ,prote/ant by ,lib]alism1 & to d s 9 connexion ) ! circum/ances "u :i* t sy/em ( op9ion came be=e me at ,ox=d4 ,if ,i might presume to contra/ ,lacordaire & myself1 ,i %\ld say1 t we _h be5 bo? ( u inconsi/5t2--he1 a ,ca?olic1 9 call+ himself a ,lib]al2 ,i1 a ,prote/ant1 9 be+ an ,anti-lib]al2 & moreov]1 t ! cause ( ?is inconsi/5cy _h be5 9 bo? cases "o & ! same4 ,t is1 we 7 bo? ( u su* good cons]vatives1 z to take up ) :at we happ5$ to f9d e/abli%$ 9 our respective c\ntries1 at ! "t :5 we came into active life4 ,toryism 0 ! cre$ ( ,ox=d2 he inh]it$1 & made ! be/ (1 ! ,fr5* ,revolution4 ,:51 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! pres5t c5tury1 n v long be=e my own "t1 aft] _m ye>s ( moral & intellectual decl5sion1 ! ,univ]sity ( ,ox=d woke up to a s5se ( its duties1 & began to re=m itself1 ! fir/ in/rum5ts ( ?is *ange1 to ^: zeal & c\rage we all owe s mu*1 7 naturally ?r[n toge!r = mutual support1 aga9/ ! num]\s ob/acles :i* lay 9 _! pa?1 & soon /ood out 9 relief f ! body ( resid5ts1 :o1 ?\gh _m ( !m m5 ( tal5t !mselves1 c>$ little = ! object :i* ! o!rs _h at he>t4 ,^! ,re=m]s1 z !y may be call$1 7 = "s ye>s memb]s ( sc>cely m ?an ?ree or f\r ,colleges2 & _! own ,colleges1 z be+ "u _! direct influ5ce1 ( c\rse _h ! b5efit ( ^? /rict] views ( discipl9e & tea*+1 :i* !y !mselves 7 urg+ on ! ,univ]sity4 ,!y _h1 9 no long "t1 en\gh ( real progress 9 _! sev]al sph]es ( ex]tion1 & en\gh ( reputation out ( doors1 to w>rant !m 9 consid]+ !mselves ! lite ( ! place2 & x is n wond]ful if !y 7 9 consequ5ce l$ to look d[n ^u ! majority ( ,colleges1 :i* _h n kept pace ) ! re=m1 or :i* _h be5 ho/ile to x4 ,&1 :5 ^? rivalries ( "o man ) ano!r arose1 :e!r p]sonal or collegiate1 :i* befall lit]>y & sci5tific societies1 su* di/urbances did b t5d to raise 9 _! eyes ! value :i* !y _h already set ^u academical di/9ction1 & increase _! zeal 9 pursu+ x4 ,?us 0 =m$ an intellectual circle or class 9 ! ,univ]sity1--m51 :o felt !y _h a c>e] be=e !m1 z soon z ! pupils1 :om !y 7 =m+1 came into public life2 m51 :om non-resid5ts1 :e!r c\ntry p>sons or prea*]s ( ! ,l[ ,*ur*1 on com+ up f "t to "t to ! old place1 w\ld look at1 p>tly ) admiration1 p>tly ) suspicion1 z be+ an hon\r inde$ to ,ox=d1 b )al expos$ to ! temptation ( ambiti\s views1 & to ! spiritual evils signifi$ 9 :at is call$ ! pride ( reason4 ,nor 0 ?is imputation altoge!r unju/2 =1 z !y 7 foll[+ out ! prop] idea ( a ,univ]sity1 ( c\rse !y suff]$ m or less f ! moral malady incid5t to su* a pursuit4 ,! v object ( su* great in/itutions lies 9 ! cultivation ( ! m9d & ! spread ( k3 if ?is object1 z all human objects1 has its dang]s at all times1 mu* m w\ld ^! exi/ 9 ! case ( m51 :o 7 engag$ 9 a "w ( re=mation1 & _h ! opportunity ( measur+ !mselves1 n only ) ^? :o 7 _! equals 9 intellect1 b ) ! _m1 :o 7 bel[ !m4 ,9 ?is select circle or class ( m51 9 v>i\s ,colleges1 ! direct in/rum5ts & ! *oice fruit ( real ,univ]sity ,re=m1 we see ! rudim5ts ( ! ,lib]al p>ty4 ,:5ev] m5 are able to act at all1 !re is ! *ance ( extreme & intemp]ate action2 & !re=e1 :5 !re is ex]cise ( m9d1 !re is ! *ance ( wayw>d or mi/ak5 ex]cise4 ,lib]ty ( ?\ght is 9 itself a good2 b x gives an op5+ to false lib]ty4 ,n[ by ,lib]alism ,i mean false lib]ty ( ?\ght1 or ! ex]cise ( ?\ght ^u matt]s1 9 :i*1 f ! con/itution ( ! human m9d1 ?\ght _c be br\ght to any successful issue1 & !re=e is out ( place4 ,among su* matt]s are fir/ pr9ciples ( :atev] k9d2 & ( ^! ! mo/ sacr$ & mom5t\s are especially to be reckon$ ! tru?s ( ,revelation4 ,lib]alism !n is ! mi/ake ( subject+ to human judgm5t ^? reveal$ doctr9es :i* are 9 _! nature beyond & indep5d5t ( x1 & ( claim+ to det]m9e on intr9sic gr\nds ! tru? & value ( propositions :i* re/ = _! reception simply on ! ext]nal au?ority ( ! ,div9e ,^w4 ,n[ c]ta9ly ! p>ty ( :om ,i h be5 speak+1 tak5 z a :ole1 7 ( a "* ( m9d out ( :i* ,lib]alism might easily gr[ up1 z 9 fact x did2 c]ta9ly !y brea!d ar\nd an influ5ce :i* made m5 ( religi\s s]i\sness %r9k into !mselves4 ,b1 :ile ,i say z mu* z ?is1 ,i h no int5tion :atev] ( imply+ t ! tal5t ( ! ,univ]sity1 9 ! ye>s be=e & aft] #ahbj1 0 lib]al 9 its !ology1 9 ! s5se 9 :i* ! bulk ( ! educat$ classes ?r\gh ! c\ntry are lib]al n[4 ,i w\ld n = ! _w be suppos$ to detract f ! ,*ri/ian e>ne/ness1 & ! activity 9 religi\s works1 above ! av]age ( m51 ( _m ( ! p]sons 9 "q4 ,!y w\ld h prote/$ aga9/ _! be+ suppos$ to place reason be=e fai?1 or k be=e devotion2 yet ,i d consid] t !y unconsci\sly enc\rag$ & successfully introduc$ into ,ox=d a lic5ce ( op9ion :i* w5t f> beyond !m4 ,9 _! day !y did little m ?an take cr$it to !mselves = enlight5$ views1 l>g5ess ( m9d1 lib]ality ( s5tim5t1 )\t draw+ ! l9e betwe5 :at 0 j & :at 0 inadmissible 9 speculation1 & )\t see+ ! t5d5cy ( _! own pr9ciples2 & engross+1 z !y did1 ! m5tal en]gy ( ! ,univ]sity1 !y met = a "t ) no effectual h9drance to ! spread ( _! influ5ce1 except 7:at inde$ at ! mom5t 0 mo/ effectual1 b n ( an intellectual "*7 ! ?or\gh-go+ ,toryism & tradition>y ,*ur*-(-,engl&-ism ( ! great body ( ! ,colleges & ,convocation4 ,n[ & !n a man ( note appe>$ 9 ! ,pulpit or ,lecture ,rooms ( ! ,univ]sity1 :o 0 a wor?y repres5tative ( ! m religi\s & dev\t ,anglicans4 ,^! belong$ *iefly to ! ,high-,*ur* p>ty2 = ! p>ty call$ ,evangelical nev] has be5 able to brea! freely 9 ! atmosph]e ( ,ox=d1 & at no "t has be5 conspicu\s1 z a p>ty1 = tal5t or le>n+4 ,b ( ! old ,high ,*ur*m5 sev]al ex]t$ "s sort ( ,anti-lib]al influ5ce 9 ! place1 at lea/ f "t to "t1 & t influ5ce ( an intellectual nature4 ,among ^! especially may be m5tion$ ,mr4 ,john ,mill]1 ( ,worce/] ,college1 :o prea*$ ! ,bampton ,lecture 9 ! ye> #ahag4 ,b1 z f> z ,i "k1 he :o turn$ ! tide1 & br\ght ! tal5t ( ! ,univ]sity r\nd to ! side ( ! old !ology1 & aga9/ :at 0 famili>ly call$ m>*-(-m9d1 0 ,mr4 ,keble4 ,9 & f ,keble ! m5tal activity ( ,ox=d took t contr>y direction :i* issu$ 9 :at 0 call$ ,tract>ianism4 ,keble 0 "y 9 ye>s1 :5 he became a ,univ]sity celebrity1 & y\ng] 9 m9d4 ,he _h ! purity & simplicity ( a *ild4 ,he _h few sympa?ies ) ! intellectual p>ty1 :o s9c]ely welcom$ him z a brilliant specim5 ( "y ,ox=d4 ,he in/9ctively %ut up be=e lit]>y display1 & pomp & donni%ness ( mann]1 faults :i* always w beset academical notabilities4 ,he did n respond to _! advances4 ,8 collision ) !m 7if x may be s call$7 0 ?us describ$ by ,hurrell ,fr\de 9 8 own way4 ,poor ,keble6 he us$ gravely to say1 he 0 ask$ to jo9 ! ari/ocracy ( tal5t1 b he soon f\nd 8 level4 ,he w5t into ! c\ntry1 b 8 in/ance s]ves to prove t m5 ne$ n1 9 ! ev5t1 lose t influ5ce :i* is rightly !irs1 because !y happ5 to be ?w>t$ 9 ! use ( ! *annels natural & prop] to its ex]cise4 ,he did n lose 8 place 9 ! m9ds ( m5 because he 0 out ( _! sight4 ,keble 0 a man :o guid$ himself & =m$ 8 judgm5ts1 n by processes ( reason1 by inquiry or by argum5t1 b1 to use ! ^w 9 a broad s5se1 by au?ority4 ,consci5ce is an au?ority2 ! ,bible is an au?ority2 su* is ! ,*ur*2 su* is ,antiquity2 su* are ! words ( ! wise2 su* are h]$it>y lessons2 su* are e?ical tru?s2 su* are hi/orical memories2 su* are legal saws & /ate maxims2 su* are prov]bs2 su* are s5tim5ts1 presages1 & prepossessions4 ,x seem$ to me z if he ev] felt happi]1 :5 he c\ld speak or act "u "s su* prim>y or ext]nal sanction2 & c\ld use argum5t ma9ly z a means ( recomm5d+ or expla9+ :at _h claims on 8 reception prior to pro(4 ,he ev5 felt a t5d]ness1 ,i ?9k1 9 spite ( ,bacon1 = ! ,idols ( ! ,tribe & ! ,d51 ( ! ,m>ket & ! ,!atre4 ,:at he hat$ in/9ctively 0 h]esy1 insubord9ation1 resi/ance to ?+s e/abli%$1 claims ( indep5d5ce1 disloyalty1 innovation1 a critical1 c5sori\s _s4 ,& su* 0 ! ma9 pr9ciple ( ! s*ool :i* 9 ! c\rse ( ye>s 0 =m$ ar\nd him2 nor is x easy to set limits to its influ5ce 9 its day2 = multitudes ( m51 :o did n pr(ess its tea*+1 or accept its peculi> doctr9es1 7 will+ nev]!less1 or f\nd x to _! purpose1 to act 9 company ) x4 ,inde$ = a "t x 0 practically ! *ampion & advocate ( ! political doctr9es ( ! great cl]ical int]e/ ?r\gh ! c\ntry1 :o f\nd 9 ,mr4 ,keble & 8 fri5ds an intellectual1 z well z moral support to _! cause1 :i* !y look$ = 9 va9 else:]e4 ,8 weak po9t1 9 _! eyes1 0 8 consi/5cy2 = he c>ri$ 8 love ( au?ority & old times s f>1 z to be m ?an g5tle t[>ds ! ,ca?olic ,religion1 ) :i* ! ,toryism ( ,ox=d & ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& _h no sympa?y4 ,accord+ly1 if my memory be correct1 he nev] c\ld get himself to ?r[ 8 he>t into ! opposition made to ,ca?olic ,emancipation1 /rongly z he revolt$ f ! politics & ! in/rum5ts by means ( :i* t ,emancipation 0 won4 ,i fancy he w\ld h _h no difficulty 9 accept+ ,dr4 ,johnson's say+ ab\t ! fir/ ,:ig2 & x griev$ & (f5d$ him t ! ,via prima salutis %\ld be op5$ to ! ,ca?olic body f ! ,:ig qu>t]4 ,9 spite ( 8 rev]5ce = ! ,old ,religion1 ,i conceive t on ! :ole he w\ld r h kept its pr(essors beyond ! pale ( ! ,con/itution ) ! ,tories1 ?an admit !m on ! pr9ciples ( ! ,:igs4 ,moreov]1 if ! ,revolution ( #afhh 0 too lax 9 pr9ciple = him & 8 fri5ds1 mu* less1 z is v pla91 c\ld !y endure to subscribe to ! revolution>y doctr9es ( #aggf & #aghi1 :i* !y felt to be absolutely & entirely out ( keep+ ) !ological tru?4 ,! ,old ,tory or ,cons]vative p>ty 9 ,ox=d _h 9 x no pr9ciple or p[] ( developm5t1 & t f its v nature & con/itution3 x 0 o!rwise ) ! ,lib]als4 ,!y repres5t$ a new idea1 :i* 0 b gradually le>n+ to recognize itself1 to asc]ta9 its *>act]i/ics & ext]nal relations1 & to ex]t an influ5ce ^u ! ,univ]sity4 ,! p>ty grew1 all ! "t t ,i 0 9 ,ox=d1 ev5 9 numb]s1 c]ta9ly 9 bread? & def9it5ess ( doctr9e1 & 9 p[]4 ,&1 :at 0 a f> high] consid]ation1 by ! accession ( ,dr4 ,arnold's pupils1 x 0 inve/$ ) an elevation ( "* :i* claim$ ! respect ev5 ( its oppon5ts4 ,on ! o!r h&1 9 proportion z x became m e>ne/ & less self-applaud+1 x became m free-spok52 & memb]s ( x might be f\nd :o1 f ! m]e circum/ance ( rema9+ firm to _! orig9al pr(essions1 w\ld 9 ! judgm5t ( ! _w1 z to _! public acts1 seem to h left x = ! ,cons]vative camp4 ,?us1 nei!r 9 its compon5t p>ts nor 9 its policy1 0 x ! same 9 #ahcb1 #ahcf1 & #ahda1 z x 0 9 #ahde4 ,^! la/ rem>ks w s]ve to ?r[ light ^u a matt] p]sonal to myself1 :i* ,i h introduc$ into my ,n>rative1 & to :i* my att5tion has be5 po9t$ly call$1 n[ t my ,volume is com+ to a second edition4 ,x has be5 /rongly urg$ ^u me to re-consid] ! foll[+ passages :i* occur 9 x3 ,! m5 :o _h driv5 me f ,ox=d 7 di/9ctly ! ,lib]als1 x 0 !y :o _h op5$ ! attack ^u ,tract #ij1 p4 #bjc1 & ,i f\nd no fault ) ! ,lib]als2 !y _h beat5 me 9 a fair field1 p4 #bad4 ,i am v unwill+ to seem ungraci\s1 or to cause pa9 9 any qu>t]2 /ill ,i am sorry to say ,i _c modify ^! /atem5ts4 ,x is surely a matt] ( hi/orical fact t ,i left ,ox=d ^u ! ,univ]sity proce$+s ( #ahda2 & 9 ^? proce$+s1 :e!r we look to ! ,heads ( ,h\ses or ! resid5t ,ma/]s1 ! lead]s1 if intellect & influ5ce make m5 su*1 7 memb]s ( ! ,lib]al p>ty4 ,^? :o did n lead1 concurr$ or acquiesc$ 9 !m1--,i may say1 felt a satisfaction4 ,i d n recollect any ,lib]al :o 0 on my side on t occasion4 ,except+ ! ,lib]al1 no o!r p>ty1 z a p>ty1 act$ aga9/ me4 ,i am n compla9+ ( !m2 ,i des]v$ no?+ else at _! h&s4 ,!y c\ld n undo 9 #ahde1 ev5 _h !y wi%$ x1 7& !re is no pro( !y did17 :at !y _h done 9 #ahda4 ,9 #ahde1 :5 ,i _h already giv5 up ! conte/ = f\r ye>s1 & my "p 9 x _h pass$ into ! h&s ( o!rs1 !n "s ( ^? :o 7 prom95t aga9/ me 9 #ahda1 feel+ 7:at !y _h n felt 9 #ahda7 ! dang] ( driv+ a numb] ( my foll[]s to ,rome1 & jo9$ by y\ng] fri5ds :o _h come into ,univ]sity importance s9ce #ahda & felt k9dly t[>ds me1 adopt$ a c\rse m consi/5t ) _! pr9ciples1 & proce$$ to %ield f ! zeal ( ! ,hebdomadal ,bo>d1 n me1 b1 pr(ess$ly1 all p>ties ?r\gh ! c\ntry1--,tract>ians1 ,evangelicals1 ,lib]als 9 g5]al1--:o _h to subscribe to ! ,anglican =mul>ies1 on ! gr\nd t ^? =mul>ies1 rigidly tak51 71 on "s po9t or o!r1 a difficulty to all p>ties alike4 ,h[ev]1 besides ! hi/orical fact1 ,i c be> witness to my own feel+ at ! "t1 & my feel+ 0 ?is3--t ^? :o 9 #ahda _h consid]$ x to be a duty to act aga9/ me1 _h !n done _! wor/4 ,:at 0 x to me :at !y 7 n[ do+ 9 opposition to ! ,new ,te/ propos$ by ! ,hebdomadal ,bo>d8 ,i ow$ !m no ?anks = _! tr\ble4 ,i took no int]e/ at all1 9 ,febru>y1 #ahde1 9 ! proce$+s ( ! ,heads ( ,h\ses & ( ! ,convocation4 ,i felt myself dead z reg>d$ my relations to ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 ,my leav+ x 0 all b a matt] ( "t4 ,i believe ,i did n ev5 ?ank my real fri5ds1 ! two ,proctors1 :o 9 ,convocation /opp$ by _! ,veto ! condemnation ( ,tract #ij2 nor did ,i make any ackn[l$gm5t to ,mr4 ,rog]s1 nor to ,mr4 ,james ,mozley1 nor1 z ,i ?9k1 to ,mr4 ,hussey1 = _! pamphlets 9 my behalf4 ,my frame ( m9d is be/ describ$ by ! s5tim5t ( ! passage 9 ,horace1 :i* at ! "t ,i 0 fond ( quot+1 z express+ my view ( ! relation t exi/$ betwe5 ! ,vice-,*ancellor & myself4 ,p5!u1 ,rector ,!b>um1 quid me p]f]re patique ,indignum cogas8 ,adimam bona4 ,nempe pecus1 rem1 ,lectos1 arg5tum2 tollas licet4 ,9 manicis et ,comp$ibus1 svo te sub cu/ode t5ebo4 7viz4 ! #ci ,articles47 ,ipse ,deus1 simul atque volam1 me solvet4 ,op9or1 ,hoc s5tit3 ,mori>4 ,mors ultima l9ea r]um e/4 ,i conclude ?is notice ( ,lib]alism 9 ,ox=d1 & ! p>ty :i* 0 antagoni/ic to x1 ) "s propositions 9 detail1 :i*1 z a memb] ( ! latt]1 & toge!r ) ! ,high ,*ur*1 ,i e>ne/ly d5\nc$ & abjur$4 #a4 ,no religi\s t5et is important1 unless reason %[s x to be s4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 ! doctr9e ( ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ is n to be insi/$ on1 unless x t5ds to conv]t ! s\l2 & ! doctr9e ( ! ,atonem5t is to be insi/$ on1 if x does conv]t ! s\l4 #b4 ,no "o c believe :at he does n und]/&4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 !re are no my/]ies 9 true religion4 #c4 ,no !ological doctr9e is any ?+ m ?an an op9ion :i* happ5s to be held by bodies ( m54 ,!re=e1 e4g4 no cre$1 z su*1 is necess>y = salvation4 #d4 ,x is di%one/ 9 a man to make an act ( fai? 9 :at he has n _h br\ght home to him by actual pro(4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 ! mass ( m5 ought n absolutely to believe 9 ! div9e au?ority ( ! ,bible4 #e4 ,x is immoral 9 a man to believe m ?an he c spontane\sly receive z be+ cong5ial to 8 moral & m5tal nature4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 a giv5 individual is n b\nd to believe 9 et]nal puni%m5t4 #f4 ,no reveal$ doctr9es or precepts may reasonably /& 9 ! way ( sci5tific conclusions4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 ,political ,economy may rev]se our ,"l's decl>ations ab\t pov]ty & ri*es1 or a sy/em ( ,e?ics may tea* t ! highe/ condition ( body is ord9>ily ess5tial to ! highe/ /ate ( m9d4 #g4 ,*ri/ianity is necess>ily modifi$ by ! gr[? ( civilization1 & ! exig5cies ( times4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 ! ,ca?olic prie/hood1 ?\gh necess>y 9 ! ,middle ,ages1 may be sup]s$$ n[4 #h4 ,!re is a sy/em ( religion m simply true ?an ,*ri/ianity z x has ev] be5 receiv$4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 we may advance t ,*ri/ianity is ! corn ( :eat :i* has be5 dead = #ahjj ye>s1 b at l5g? w be> fruit2 & t ,mahometanism is ! manly religion1 & exi/+ ,*ri/ianity ! womani%4 #i4 ,!re is a "r ( ,private ,judgm5t3 t is1 !re is no exi/+ au?ority on e>? compet5t to int]f]e ) ! lib]ty ( individuals 9 reason+ & judg+ = !mselves ab\t ! ,bible & its cont5ts1 z !y sev]ally please4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 religi\s e/abli%m5ts requir+ subscription are ,anti-*ri/ian4 #aj4 ,!re are rights ( consci5ce su*1 t e "o may lawfully advance a claim to pr(ess & tea* :at is false & wrong 9 matt]s1 religi\s1 social1 & moral1 provid$ t to 8 private consci5ce x seems absolutely true & "r4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 individuals h a "r to prea* & practise =nication & polygamy4 #aa4 ,!re is no su* ?+ z a national or /ate consci5ce4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 no judgm5ts c fall ^u a s9ful or infidel nation4 #ab4 ,! civil p[] has no positive duty1 9 a normal /ate ( ?+s1 to ma9ta9 religi\s tru?4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 blasphemy & sabba?-break+ are n rightly puni%able by law4 #ac4 ,utility & exp$i5ce are ! measure ( political duty4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 no puni%m5t may be enact$1 on ! gr\nd t ,god comm&s x3 e4g4 on ! text1 ,:oso %$de? man's blood1 by man %all 8 blood be %$4 #ad4 ,! ,civil ,p[] may dispose ( ,*ur* prop]ty )\t sacrilege4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 ,h5ry ,,viii4 committ$ no s9 9 8 spoliations4 #ae4 ,! ,civil ,p[] has ! "r ( ecclesia/ical jurisdiction & adm9i/ration4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 ,p>liam5t may impose articles ( fai? on ! ,*ur* or suppress ,dioceses4 #af4 ,x is lawful to rise 9 arms aga9/ legitimate pr9ces4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 ! ,puritans 9 ! #ag? c5tury1 & ! ,fr5* 9 ! #ah?1 7 ju/ifiable 9 _! ,rebellion & ,revolution respectively4 #ag4 ,! p are ! legitimate s\rce ( p[]4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 ,univ]sal ,suffrage is among ! natural rights ( man4 #ah4 ,virtue is ! *ild ( k1 & vice ( ignorance4 ,!re=e1 e4g4 education1 p]iodical lit]ature1 railroad travell+1 v5tilation1 dra9age1 & ! arts ( life1 :5 fully c>ri$ out1 s]ve to make a population moral & happy4 ,all ( ^! propositions1 & _m o!rs too1 7 famili> to me ?irty ye>s ago1 z 9 ! numb] ( ! t5ets ( ,lib]alism1 &1 :ile ,i gave into none ( !m except ,no4 #ab1 & p]haps ,no4 #aa1 & p>tly ,no4 #a1 be=e ,i began to publi%1 s aft]w>ds ,i wrote aga9/ mo/ ( !m 9 "s "p or o!r ( my ,anglican works4 ,if x is necess>y to ref] to a "w1 n simply my own1 b ( ! ,tract>ian s*ool1 :i* conta9s a simil> prote/1 ,i %\ld "n ! ,lyra ,apo/olica4 ,?is volume1 :i* by accid5t has be5 left unnotic$1 except incid5tally1 9 my ,n>rative1 0 collect$ toge!r f ! pages ( ! ,briti% ,magaz9e1 9 :i* its cont5ts orig9ally appe>$1 & publi%$ 9 a sep>ate =m1 imm$iately aft] ,hurrell ,fr\de's dea? 9 #ahcf4 ,its signatures1 ,greek3 a1 b1 g1 d1 e1 z1 d5ote respectively z au?ors1 ,mr4 ,b[d51 ,mr4 ,hurrell ,fr\de1 ,mr4 ,keble1 ,mr4 ,newman1 ,mr4 ,rob]t ,wilb]=ce1 & ,mr4 ,isaac ,williams4 ,!re is "o poem on ,lib]alism1 beg9n+ ,ye _c halve ! ,gospel ( ,god's grace2 :i* be>s out ! acc\nt ( ,lib]alism z above giv52 & ano!r ^u ! ,age to come1 def9+ f its own po9t ( view ! position & prospects ( ,lib]alism4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i ne$ h>dly say t ! above ,note is ma9ly hi/orical4 ,h[ f> ! ,lib]al p>ty ( #ahcj-dj really held ! above eighte5 ,!ses1 :i* ,i attribut$ to !m1 & h[ f> & 9 :at s5se ,i %\ld oppose ^? ,!ses n[1 c\ld sc>cely be expla9$ )\t a sep>ate ,diss]tation4 ,,note ,b4 ,,on ,,page #bc4 ,,ecclesia/ical ,,miracles4 ,! writ]1 :o gave occasion = ! =ego+ ,n>rative1 0 v sev]e ) me = :at ,i _h said ab\t ,miracles 9 ! ,preface to ! ,life ( ,/4 ,walburga4 ,i obs]ve !re=e z foll[s3-- ,ca?olics believe t miracles happ5 9 any age ( ! ,*ur*1 ?\gh n = ! same purposes1 9 ! same numb]1 or ) ! same evid5ce1 z 9 ,apo/olic times4 ,! ,apo/les wr\ght !m 9 evid5ce ( _! div9e mission2 & ) ?is object !y h be5 sometimes wr\ght by ,evangeli/s ( c\ntries s9ce1 z ev5 ,prote/ants all[4 ,h5ce we he> ( !m 9 ! hi/ory ( ,/4 ,gregory 9 ,pontus1 & ,/4 ,m>t9 9 ,gaul2 & 9 _! case1 z 9 t ( ! ,apo/les1 !y 7 bo? num]\s & cle>4 ,z !y are grant$ to ,evangeli/s1 s are !y grant$1 ?\gh 9 less measure & evid5ce1 to o!r holy m52 & z holy m5 are n f\nd equally at all times & 9 all places1 !re=e miracles are 9 "s places & times m ?an 9 o!rs4 ,& s9ce1 g5]ally1 !y are grant$ to fai? & pray]1 !re=e 9 a c\ntry 9 :i* fai? & pray] ab\nd1 !y w be m likely to occur1 ?an :]e & :5 fai? & pray] are n2 s t _! occurr5ce is irregul>4 ,& fur!r1 z fai? & pray] obta9 miracles1 s /ill m commonly d !y ga9 f above ! ord9>y int]v5tions ( ,provid5ce2 &1 z x is (t5 v difficult to di/+ui% betwe5 a provid5ce & a miracle1 & !re w be m provid5ces ?an miracles1 h5ce x w happ5 t _m occurr5ces w be call$ miracul\s1 :i*1 /rictly speak+1 are n su*1 t is1 n m ?an provid5tial m]cies1 or :at are sometimes call$ grazie or fav\rs4 ,p]sons1 :o believe all ?is1 9 accordance ) ,ca?olic tea*+1 z ,i did & d1 !y1 on ! report ( a miracle1 w ( necessity1 ! necessity ( good logic1 be l$ to say1 fir/1 ,x may be1 & secondly1 ,b ,i mu/ h good evid5ce 9 ord] to believe x4 #a4 ,x may be1 because miracles take place 9 all ages2 x mu/ be cle>ly prov$1 because p]haps aft] all x may be only a provid5tial m]cy1 or an exagg]ation1 or a mi/ake1 or an impo/ure4 ,well1 ?is is precisely :at ,i _h said1 :i* ! writ]1 :o has giv5 occasion to ?is ,volume1 consid]$ s irrational4 ,i _h said1 z he quotes me1 ,9 ?is day1 & "u our pres5t circum/ances1 we c only reply1 t !re is no reason :y !y %\ld n be4 ,surely ?is is good logic1 provid$ t miracles d occur 9 all ages2 & s aga9 ,i am logical 9 say+1 ,!re is no?+1 prim facie1 9 ! miracul\s acc\nts 9 "q1 to repel a prop]ly taught or religi\sly dispos$ m9d4 ,:at is ! matt] ) ?is /atem5t8 ,my assailant does n pret5d to say :at ! matt] is1 & he _c2 b he expresses a rude1 unmean+ a/oni%m5t4 ,accord+ly1 9 ! passage :i* he quotes1 ,i obs]ve1 ,miracles are ! k9d ( facts prop] to ecclesia/ical hi/ory1 j z in/ances ( sagacity or d>+1 p]sonal pr[ess1 or crime1 are ! facts prop] to secul> hi/ory4 ,:at is ! h>m ( ?is8 #b4 ,b1 ?\gh a miracle be conceivable1 x has to be prov$4 ,:at has to be prov$8 7#a47 ,t ! ev5t occurr$ z /at$1 & is n a false report or an exagg]ation4 7#b47 ,t x is cle>ly miracul\s1 & n a m]e provid5ce or answ] to pray] )9 ! ord] ( nature4 ,:at is ! fault ( say+ ?is8 ,! inquiry is p>allel to t :i* is made ab\t "s extraord9>y fact 9 secul> hi/ory4 ,suppos+ ,i he> t ,k+ ,*>les ,,ii4 di$ a ,ca?olic1 ,i am l$ to say3 ,x may be1 b :at is y\r pro(8 ,9 my ,essay on ,miracles ( ! ye> #ahbf1 ,i propos$ ?ree que/ions ab\t a pr(ess$ miracul\s occurr5ce3 #a4 is x antec$5tly probable8 #b4 is x 9 its nature c]ta9ly miracul\s8 #c4 has x suffici5t evid5ce8 ,to ^! ?ree heads ,i _h reg>d 9 my ,essay ( #ahdb2 & "u !m ,i /ill wi% to conduct ! inquiry into ! miracles ( ,ecclesia/ical ,hi/ory4 99 99 99 99 99 ,s mu* = g5]al pr9ciples2 z to ,/4 ,walburga1 ?\gh ,i h no int5tion at all ( d5y+ t num]\s miracles h be5 wr\ght by h] int]cession1 /ill1 nei!r ! ,au?or ( h] ,life1 nor ,i1 ! ,editor1 felt t we _h gr\nds = b9d+ ourselves to ! belief ( c]ta9 alleg$ miracles 9 p>ticul>4 ,i made1 h[ev]1 "o exception2 x 0 ! m$ic9al oil :i* fl[s f h] relics4 ,n[ z to ! v]isimilitude1 ! miracul\sness1 & ! fact1 ( ?is m$ic9al oil4 #a4 ,! v]isimilitude4 ,x is pla9 !re is no?+ extravagant 9 ?is report ( h] relics hav+ a sup]natural virtue2 & = ?is reason1 because !re are su* in/ances 9 ,scripture1 & ,scripture _c be extravagant4 ,= in/ance1 a man 0 re/or$ to life by t\*+ ! relics ( ! ,prophet ,eliseus4 ,! sacr$ text runs ?us3--,& ,eli%a di$1 & !y buri$ him4 ,& ! b&s ( ! ,moabites invad$ ! l& at ! com+ 9 ( ! ye>4 ,& x came to pass1 z !y 7 bury+ a man1 t1 behold1 !y spi$ a b& ( m52 & !y ca/ ! man into ! sepul*re ( ,eli%a4 ,&1 :5 ! man 0 let d[n1 & t\*$ ! bones ( ,eli%a1 he reviv$1 & /ood ^u 8 feet4 ,aga91 9 ! case ( an inanimate sub/ance1 :i* _h t\*$ a liv+ ,sa9t3 ,& ,god wr\ght special miracles by ! h&s ( ,paul2 s t f 8 body 7 br\ght unto ! sick h&k]*iefs or aprons1 & ! diseases dep>t$ f !m4 ,& aga9 9 ! case ( a pool3 ,an ,angel w5t d[n at a c]ta9 season into ! pool1 & tr\bl$ ! wat]2 :osoev] !n fir/1 aft] ! tr\bl+ ( ! wat]1 /epp$ 91 0 made :ole ( :atsoev] disease he _h4 #b ,k+s #d ,k+s xiii4 #bj1 #ba4 ,acts xix4 #aa1 #ab4 ,john v4 #d4 ,!re=e !re is no?+ extravagant 9 ! "* ( ! miracle4 #b4 ,next1 ! matt] ( fact3--is !re an oil fl[+ f ,/4 ,walburga's tomb1 :i* is m$ic9al8 ,to ?is "q ,i conf9$ myself 9 my ,preface4 ,( ! acc\nts ( m$ieval miracles1 ,i said t !re 0 no extravagance 9 _! g5]al "*1 b ,i c\ld n affirm t !re 0 always evid5ce = !m4 ,i c\ld n simply accept !m z facts1 b ,i c\ld n reject !m 9 _! nature2--!y might be true1 = !y 7 n impossible2 b !y 7 n prov$ to be true1 because !re 0 n tru/wor?y te/imony4 ,h[ev]1 z to ,/4 ,walburga1 ,i repeat1 ,i made "o exception1 ! fact ( ! m$ic9al oil1 s9ce = t miracle !re 0 di/9ct & successive te/imony4 ,& !n ,i w5t on to give a *a9 ( witnesses4 ,x 0 my duty to /ate :at ^? witnesses said 9 _! v words2 s ,i gave ! te/imonies 9 full1 trac+ !m f ! ,sa9t's dea?4 ,i said1 ,%e is "o ( ! pr9cipal ,sa9ts ( h] age & c\ntry4 ,!n ,i quot$ ,basnage1 a ,prote/ant1 :o says1 ,six writ]s are extant1 :o h employ$ !mselves 9 relat+ ! de$s or miracles ( ,walburga4 ,!n ,i said t h] r5[n 0 n ! m]e natural gr[? ( ages1 b beg9s ) ! v c5tury ( ! ,sa9t's dea?4 ,!n ,i obs]v$ t only two miracles seem to h be5 di/9ctly report$ ( h] z occurr+ 9 h] lifetime2 & !y 7 h&$ d[n app>5tly by tradition4 ,also1 t su* miracles are said to h comm5c$ ab\t ,a4,d4 #ggg4 ,!n ,i spoke ( ! m$ic9al oil z hav+ te/imony to x 9 #hic1 9 #acjf1 aft] #adej1 9 #afae1 & 9 #afbj4 ,also1 ,i said t ,mabillon seems n to h believ$ "s ( h] miracles2 & t ! e>lie/ witness _h got into tr\ble ) 8 ,bi%op4 ,& s ,i left ! matt]1 z a "q to be decid$ by evid5ce1 n decid+ any ?+ myself4 ,:at 0 ! h>m ( all ?is8 b my ,critic muddl$ x toge!r 9 a mo/ extraord9>y mann]1 & ,i am f> f sure t he knew himself ! def9ite categorical *>ge :i* he int5d$ x to convey aga9/ me4 ,"o ( 8 rem>ks is1 ,:at has become ( ! holy oil = ! la/ #bdj ye>s1 ,dr4 ,newman does n say1 p4 #be4 ,( c\rse ,i did n1 because ,i did n "k2 ,i gave ! evid5ce z ,i f\nd x2 he assumes t ,i _h a po9t to prove1 & !n asks :y ,i did n make ! evid5ce l>g] ?an x 04 ,i c tell him m ab\t x n[3 ! oil /ill fl[s2 ,i h _h "s ( x 9 my possession2 x is m$ic9al /ill4 ,?is leads to ! ?ird head4 #c4 ,its miracul\sness4 ,on ?is po9t1 s9ce ,i h be5 9 ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 ,i h f\nd !re is a diff]5ce ( op9ion4 ,"s p]sons consid] t ! oil is ! natural produce ( ! rock1 & has ev] fl[$ f x2 o!rs1 t by a div9e gift x fl[s f ! relics2 & o!rs1 all[+ t x n[ comes naturally f ! rock1 are dispos$ to hold t x 0 9 its orig9 miracul\s1 z 0 ! virtue ( ! pool ( ,be?saida4 ,?is po9t mu/ be settl$ ( c\rse be=e ! virtue ( ! oil c be ascrib$ to ! sanctity ( ,/4 ,walburga2 = myself1 ,i nei!r h1 nor ev] h _h1 ! means ( go+ into ! "q2 b ,i w take ! opportunity ( its hav+ come be=e me1 to make "o or two rem>ks1 supplem5tal ( :at ,i h said on o!r occasions4 #a4 ,i frankly confess t ! pres5t advance ( sci5ce t5ds to make x probable t v>i\s facts take place1 & h tak5 place1 9 ! ord] ( nature1 :i* hi!rto h be5 consid]$ by ,ca?olics z simply sup]natural4 #b4 ,?\gh ,i readily make ?is admission1 x mu/ n be suppos$ 9 consequ5ce t ,i am dispos$ to grant at once1 t e ev5t 0 natural 9 po9t ( fact1 :i* might h tak5 place by ! laws ( nature2 = x is obvi\s1 no ,ca?olic c b9d ! ,almighty to act only 9 "o & ! same way1 or to ! obs]vance always ( ,8 own laws4 ,an ev5t :i* is possible 9 ! way ( nature1 is c]ta9ly possible too to ,div9e ,p[] )\t ! sequ5ce ( natural cause & effect at all4 ,a conflagration1 to take a p>allel1 may be ! "w ( an inc5di>y1 or ! result ( a fla% ( lightn+2 nor w\ld a jury ?9k x safe to f9d a man guilty ( arson1 if a dang]\s ?und]/orm 0 rag+ at ! v "t :5 ! fire broke out4 ,9 l mann]1 ^u ! hypo!sis t a miracul\s disp5sation is 9 op]ation1 a recov]y f diseases to :i* m$ical sci5ce is equal1 may nev]!less 9 matt] ( fact h tak5 place1 n by natural means1 b by a sup]natural int]position4 ,t ! ,lawgiv] always acts ?r\gh ,8 own laws1 is an assumption1 ( :i* ,i nev] saw pro(4 ,9 a giv5 case1 !n1 ! possibility ( assign+ a human cause = an ev5t does n ipso facto prove t x is n miracul\s4 #c4 ,s f>1 h[ev]1 is pla91 t1 till "s exp]im5tum crucis c be f\nd1 su* z to be decisive aga9/ ! natural cause or ! sup]natural1 an occurr5ce ( ?is k9d w z little conv9ce an unbeliev] t !re has be5 a div9e int]f]5ce 9 ! case1 z x w drive ! ,ca?olic to admit t !re has be5 no int]f]5ce at all4 #d4 ,/ill !re is ?is ga9 accru+ to ! ,ca?olic cause f ! l>g] views we n[ possess ( ! op]ation ( natural causes1 viz4 t our oppon5ts w n 9 future be s ready z hi!rto1 to impute fraud & falsehood to our prie/s & _! witnesses1 on ! gr\nd ( _! pret5d+ or report+ ?+s t are incr$ible4 ,our oppon5ts h aga9 & aga9 accus$ u ( false witness1 on acc\nt ( /atem5ts :i* !y n[ all[ are ei!r true1 or may h be5 true4 ,!y acc\nt inde$ = ! /range facts v diff]5tly f u2 b /ill !y all[ t facts !y 74 ,x is a great ?+ to h our *>act]s cle>$2 & we may reasonably hope t1 ! next "t our ^w is v\*$ = occurr5ces :i* appe> to be miracul\s1 our facts w be inve/igat$1 n our te/imony impugn$4 #e4 ,ev5 grant+ t c]ta9 occurr5ces1 :i* we h hi!rto acc\nt$ miracul\s1 h n absolutely a claim to be s consid]$1 nev]!less !y con/itute an argum5t /ill 9 behalf ( ,revelation & ! ,*ur*4 ,provid5ces1 or :at are call$ grazie1 ?\gh !y d n rise to ! ord] ( miracles1 yet1 if !y occur aga9 & aga9 9 connexion ) ! same p]sons1 in/itutions1 or doctr9es1 may supply a cumulative evid5ce ( ! fact ( a sup]natural pres5ce 9 ! qu>t] 9 :i* !y are f\nd4 ,i h already allud$ to ?is po9t 9 my ,essay on ,ecclesia/ical ,miracles1 & ,i h a p>ticul> reason1 z w pres5tly be se51 = ref]r+ "h to :at ,i said 9 ! c\rse ( x4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 t ,essay1 aft] br++ its ma9 argum5t to an end1 ,i app5d to x a review ( ! evid5ce = p>ticul> alleg$ miracles4 ,x does n /rictly fall )9 ! scope ( ! ,essay1 ,i obs]ve1 to pron\nce ^u ! tru? or falsehood ( ?is or t miracul\s n>rative1 z x occurs 9 ecclesia/ical hi/ory2 b only to furni% su* g5]al consid]ations1 z may be useful 9 =m+ a decision 9 p>ticul> cases1 p4 cv4 ,h[ev]1 ,i ?\ght x "r to g f>!r & to set d[n ! evid5ce = & aga9/ c]ta9 miracles z we meet ) !m1 ibid4 ,9 discuss+ ^! miracles sep>ately1 ,i make ! foll[+ rem>ks1 to :i* ,i h j be5 ref]r+4 ,aft] discuss+ ! alleg$ miracle ( ! ,?und]+ ,legion1 ,i obs]ve3--,nor does x conc]n u mu* to answ] ! objection1 t !re is no?+ /rictly miracul\s 9 su* an occurr5ce1 because sudd5 ?und]cl\ds aft] dr\ght are n unfrequ5t2 =1 ,i w\ld answ]1 ,grant me su* miracles ord9>ily 9 ! e>ly ,*ur*1 & ,i w ask no o!r2 grant t1 ^u pray]1 b5efits are v\*saf$1 deliv]ances are effect$1 unhop$-= results obta9$1 sicknesses cur$1 tempe/s laid1 pe/il5ces put to flight1 fam9es rem$i$1 judgm5ts inflict$1 & !re w be no ne$ ( analyz+ ! causes1 :e!r sup]natural or natural1 to :i* !y are to be ref]r$4 ,!y may1 or !y may n1 9 ?is or t case1 foll[ or surpass ! laws ( nature1 & !y may d s pla9ly or d\btfully1 b ! common s5se ( mank9d w call !m miracul\s2 = by a miracle is popul>ly meant1 :atev] be its =mal def9ition1 an ev5t :i* impresses ^u ! m9d ! imm$iate pres5ce ( ! ,moral ,gov]nor ( ! _w4 ,he may sometimes act ?r\gh nature1 sometimes beyond or aga9/ x2 b ^? :o admit ! fact ( su* int]f]5ces1 w h little difficulty 9 admitt+ also _! /rictly miracul\s "*1 if ! circum/ances ( ! case require x1 & ^? :o d5y miracles to ! e>ly ,*ur* w be equally /r5u\s aga9/ all[+ h] ! grace ( su* intimate influ5ce 7if we may s speak7 ^u ! c\rse ( div9e ,provid5ce1 z is "h 9 "q1 ev5 ?\gh x be n miracul\s4--p4 cxxi4 ,& aga91 speak+ ( ! dea? ( ,arius3 ,b aft] all1 0 x a miracle8 =1 if n1 we are lab\r+ at a pro( ( :i* no?+ comes4 ,! m imm$iate answ] to ?is "q has already be5 sugge/$ sev]al times4 ,:5 a ,bi%op ) 8 flock prays night & day aga9/ a h]etic1 & at l5g? begs ( ,god to take him away1 & :5 he is sudd5ly tak5 away1 almo/ at ! mom5t ( 8 triumph1 & t by a dea? awfully significant1 f its lik5ess to "o record$ 9 ,scripture1 is x n trifl+ to ask :e!r su* an occurr5ce comes up to ! def9ition ( a miracle8 ,! "q is n :e!r x is =mally a miracle1 b :e!r x is an ev5t1 ! l ( :i* p]sons1 :o d5y t miracles cont9ue1 w cons5t t ! ,*ur* %\ld be consid]$ /ill able to p]=m4 ,if !y are will+ to all[ to ! ,*ur* su* extraord9>y protection1 x is = !m to draw ! l9e to ! satisfaction ( p 9 g5]al1 betwe5 ^! & /rictly miracul\s ev5ts2 if1 on ! o!r h&1 !y d5y _! occurr5ce 9 ! times ( ! ,*ur*1 !n !re is suffici5t reason = our appeal+ "h to ! hi/ory ( ,arius 9 pro( ( ! affirmative4--p4 clxxii4 ,^! rem>ks1 ?us made ^u ! ,?und]+ ,legion & ! dea? ( ,arius1 mu/ be appli$1 9 consequ5ce ( inve/igations made s9ce ! date ( my ,essay1 to ! app>5t miracle wr\ght 9 fav\r ( ! ,african confessors 9 ! ,v&al p]secution4 ,_! tongues 7 cut out by ! ,arian tyrant1 & yet !y spoke z be=e4 ,9 my ,essay ,i insi/$ on ?is fact z be+ /rictly miracul\s4 ,among o!r rem>ks 7ref]r+ to ! in/ances adduc$ by ,middleton & o!rs 9 disp>agem5t ( ! miracle1 viz4 ( a girl born )\t a tongue1 :o yet talk$ z di/9ctly & easily1 z if %e _h enjoy$ ! full b5efit ( t organ1 & ( a boy :o lo/ 8 tongue at ! age ( eight or n9e1 yet reta9$ 8 spee*1 :e!r p]fectly or n17 ,i said1 ,does ,middleton mean to say1 t1 if c]ta9 ( m5 lo/ _! tongues at ! comm& ( a tyrant = ! sake ( _! religion1 & !n spoke z pla9ly z be=e1 nay if only "o p]son 0 s mutilat$ & s gift$1 x w\ld n be a miracle8--p4 ccx4 ,& ,i enl>g$ ^u ! m9ute details ( ! fact z report$ to u by eye-witnesses & contempor>ies4 ,out ( ! sev5 writ]s adduc$1 six are contempor>ies2 ?ree1 if n f\r1 are eye-witnesses ( ! miracle4 ,"o reports f an eye-witness1 & "o te/ifies to a f]v5t record at ! burial-place ( ! subjects ( x4 ,all sev5 7 liv+1 or _h be5 /ay+1 at "o or o!r ( ! two places :i* are m5tion$ z _! abode4 ,"o is a ,pope1 a second a ,ca?olic ,bi%op1 a ?ird a ,bi%op ( a s*ismatical p>ty1 a f\r? an emp]or1 a fif? a soldi]1 a politician1 & a suspect$ infidel1 a six? a /atesman & c\rti]1 a sev5? a rhetorician & philosoph]4 ',he cut out ! tongues by ! roots1' says ,victor1 ,bi%op ( ,vito2 ',i p]ceiv$ ! tongues entirely gone by ! roots1' says neas2 'z l[ d[n z ! ?roat1' says ,procopius2 'at ! roots1' say ,ju/9ian & ,/4 ,gregory2 'he spoke l an educat$ man1 )\t imp$im5t1' says ,victor ( ,vito2 ') articulat5ess1' says neas2 'bett] ?an be=e2' '!y talk$ )\t any imp$im5t1' says ,procopius2 'speak+ ) p]fect voice1' says ,m>cell9us2 '!y spoke p]fectly1 ev5 to ! end1' says ! second ,victor2 '! words 7 =m$1 full1 & p]fect1' says ,/4 ,gregory4--p4 ccviii4 ,h[ev]1 a few ye>s ago an ,article appe>$ 9 ,notes & ,qu]ies 7,no4 = ,may #bb1 #aheh71 9 :i* v>i\s evid5ce 0 adduc$ to %[ t ! tongue is n necess>y = articulate spee*4 #a4 ,col4 ,*ur*ill1 9 8 ,lebanon1 speak+ ( ! cruelties ( ,djezz> ,pa*a1 9 extract+ to ! root ! tongues ( "s ,emirs1 adds1 ,x is a curi\s fact1 h[ev]1 t ! tongues gr[ aga9 suffici5tly = ! purposes ( spee*4 #b4 ,sir ,john ,malcolm1 9 8 ,sket*es ( ,p]sia1 speaks ( ,zb1 ,khan ( ,khi%t1 :o 0 condemn$ to lose 8 tongue4 ,?is m&ate1 he says1 0 imp]fectly execut$1 & ! loss ( half ?is memb] depriv$ him ( spee*4 ,be+ aft]w>ds p]suad$ t its be+ cut close to ! root w\ld enable him to speak s z to be und]/ood1 he submitt$ to ! op]ation2 & ! effect has be51 t 8 voice1 ?\gh indi/9ct & ?ick1 is yet intelligible to p]sons accu/om$ to conv]se ) him4444 ,i am n an anatomi/1 & ,i _c !re=e give a reason1 :y a man1 :o c\ld n articulate ) half a tongue1 %\ld speak :5 he _h none at all2 b ! facts are z /at$4 #c4 ,& ,sir ,john ,mc,neill says1 ,9 answ] to y\r inquiries ab\t ! p[]s ( spee* reta9$ by p]sons :o h _h _! tongues cut out1 ,i c /ate f p]sonal obs]vation1 t sev]al p]sons :om ,i knew 9 ,p]sia1 :o _h be5 subject$ to t puni%m5t1 spoke s intelligibly z to be able to transact important bus9ess4444 ,! conviction 9 ,p]sia is univ]sal1 t ! p[] ( spee* is de/roy$ by m]ely cutt+ (f ! tip ( ! tongue2 & is to a useful ext5t re/or$ by cutt+ (f ano!r portion z f> back z a p]p5dicul> section c be made ( ! portion t is free f atta*m5t at ! l[] surface4444 ,i nev] _h to meet ) a p]son :o _h suff]$ ?is puni%m5t1 :o c\ld n speak s z to be q intelligible to 8 famili> associates4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i %\ld n be hone/1 if ,i pr(ess$ to be simply conv]t$1 by ^! te/imonies1 to ! belief t !re 0 no?+ miracul\s 9 ! case ( ! ,african confessors4 ,x is q z fair to be sceptical on "o side ( ! "q z on ! o!r2 & if ,gibbon is consid]$ wor?y ( praise = 8 /ubborn incr$ulity 9 receiv+ ! evid5ce = ?is miracle1 ,i d n see :y ,i am to be blam$1 if ,i wi% to be q sure ( ! full apposit5ess ( ! rec5t evid5ce :i* is br\ght to its disadvantage4 ,que/ions ( fact _c be disprov$ by analogies or presumptions2 ! inquiry mu/ be made into ! p>ticul> case 9 all its p>ts1 z x comes be=e u4 ,mean:ile1 ,i fully all[ t ! po9ts ( evid5ce br\ght 9 disp>agem5t ( ! miracle are prim facie ( su* cog5cy1 t1 till !y are prov$ to be irrelevant1 ,ca?olics are prev5t$ f appeal+ to x = controv]sial purposes4 ,,note ,c4 ,,on ,,page #aec4 ,,s]mon ,,on ,,wisdom ,,& ,,innoc5ce4 ,! pr(ess$ basis ( ! *>ge ( ly+ & equivocation made aga9/ me1 &1 9 my p]son1 aga9/ ! ,ca?olic cl]gy1 01 z ,i h already notic$ 9 ! ,preface1 a c]ta9 ,s]mon ( m9e on ,wisdom & ,innoc5ce1 be+ ! #bj? 9 a s]ies ( ,s]mons on ,subjects ( ! ,day1 writt51 prea*$1 & publi%$ :ile ,i 0 an ,anglican4 ,( ?is ,s]mon my accus] spoke ?us 9 8 ,pamphlet3-- ,x is occupi$ entirely ) ! attitude ( '! _w' to ',*ri/ians' & '! ,*ur*4' ,by ! _w appe>s to be signifi$1 especially1 ! ,prote/ant public ( ^! realms2 :at ,dr4 ,newman means by ,*ri/ians1 & ! ,*ur*1 he has n left 9 d\bt2 = 9 ! prec$+ ,s]mon he says3 ',b if ! tru? mu/ be spok51 :at are ! humble monk & ! holy nun1 & o!r regul>s1 z !y are call$1 b ,*ri/ians aft] ! v patt]n giv5 u 9 ,scripture1 c4'4444 ,?is is 8 def9ition ( ,*ri/ians4 ,& 9 ! ,s]mon itself1 he suffici5tly def9es :at he means by '! ,*ur*1' 9 two notes ( h] "*1 :i* he %all give 9 8 own words3 ',:at1 = in/ance1 ?\gh we grant t sacram5tal confession & ! celibacy ( ! cl]gy d t5d to consolidate ! body politic 9 ! relation ( rul]s & subjects1 or1 9 o!r words1 to aggr&ize ! prie/hood8 = h[ c ! ,*ur* be "o body )\t su* relation8'--,pp4 #h1 #i4 ,he !n proce$$ to analyze & comm5t on x at great l5g?1 & to criticize sev]ely ! me?od & tone ( my ,s]mons g5]ally4 ,among o!r ?+s1 he said3-- ,:at1 !n1 did ! ,s]mon mean8 ,:y 0 x prea*$8 ,to ins9uate t a ,*ur* :i* _h sacram5tal confession & a celibate cl]gy 0 ! only true ,*ur*8 ,or to ins9uate t ! admir+ "y g5tlem5 :o li/5$ to him /ood to _! fell[-c\ntrym5 9 ! relation ( ! e>ly ,*ri/ians to ! hea!n ,romans8 ,or t ,que5 ,victoria's ,gov]nm5t 0 to ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& :at ,n]o's or ,dioclesian's 0 to ! ,*ur* ( ,rome8 ,x may h be5 s4 ,i "k t m5 us$ to suspect ,dr4 ,newman1--,i h be5 incl9$ to d s myself1--( writ+ a :ole ,s]mon1 n = ! sake ( ! text or ( ! matt]1 b = ! sake ( "o s+le pass+ h9t--"o phrase1 "o epi!t1 "o little b>b$ arr[1 :i*1 z he swept magnific5tly pa/ on ! /ream ( 8 calm eloqu5ce1 seem+ly unconsci\s ( all pres5ces1 save ^? unse51 he deliv]$ unhe$$1 z ) 8 f+]-tip1 to ! v he>t ( an initiat$ he>]1 nev] to be )drawn aga94 ,i d n blame him = t4 ,x is "o ( ! highe/ triumphs ( oratoric p[]1 & may be employ$ hone/ly & fairly by any p]son :o has ! skill to d x hone/ly & fairly2 b !n1 ,:y did he entitle 8 ,s]mon ',wisdom & ,innoc5ce8' ,:at1 !n1 c\ld ,i ?9k t ,dr4 ,newman meant8 ,i f\nd a prea*] bidd+ ,*ri/ians imitate1 to "s undef9$ po9t1 ! 'arts' ( ! base/ ( animals1 & ( m51 & ( ! devil himself4 ,i f\nd him1 by a /range p]v]sion ( ,scripture1 ins9uat+ t ,/4 ,paul's conduct & mann] 7 su* z naturally to br+ d[n on him ! reputation ( be+ a crafty deceiv]4 ,i f\nd him--horrible to say x--ev5 h9t+ ! same ( "o great] ?an ,/4 ,paul4 ,i f\nd him d5y+ or expla9+ away ! exi/5ce ( t ,prie/craft1 :i* is a notori\s fact to e hone/ /ud5t ( hi/ory1 & ju/ify+ 7z f> z ,i c und]/& him7 t d\ble deal+ by :i* prelates1 9 ! middle age1 too (t5 play$ (f alt]nately ! sov]eign aga9/ ! p1 & ! p aga9/ ! sov]eign1 c>eless :i* 0 9 ! "r1 s long z _! own p[] ga9$ by ! move4 ,i f\nd him actually us+ ( su* 7&1 z ,i ?\ght1 ( himself & 8 p>ty likewise7 ! words ',!y yield outw>dly2 to ass5t inw>dly 7 to betray ! fai?4 ,yet !y are call$ deceitful & d\ble-deal+1 because !y d z mu* z !y c1 & n m ?an !y may4' ,i f\nd him tell+ ,*ri/ians t !y w always seem 'artificial1' & 'want+ 9 op5ness & manl9ess2' t !y w always be 'a my/]y' to ! _w1 & t ! _w w always ?9k !m rogues2 & bidd+ !m glory 9 :at ! _w 7i4e4 ! re/ ( _! c\ntrym57 dis[n1 & say ) ,mawworm1 ',i l to be despis$4' ,n[1 h[ 0 ,i to "k t ! prea*]1 :o _h ! reputation ( be+ ! mo/ acute man ( 8 g5]ation1 & ( hav+ a specially intimate acqua9tance ) ! weaknesses ( ! human he>t1 0 utt]ly bl9d to ! broad mean+ & ! pla9 practical result ( a ,s]mon l ?is1 deliv]$ be=e fanatic & hot-head$ "y m51 :o hung ^u 8 e ^w8 t he did n =esee t !y w\ld ?9k t !y obey$ him by becom+ affect$1 artificial1 sly1 %ifty1 ready = concealm5ts & equivocations8 c4 c4--,pp4 #ad-af4 ,my accus] ask$ 9 ?is passage :at did ! ,s]mon mean1 & :y 0 x prea*$4 ,i w "h answ] ?is "q2 & ) ?is view w speak1 fir/ ( ! matt] ( ! ,s]mon1 !n ( its subject1 !n ( its circum/ances4 #a4 ,x 0 "o ( ! la/ six ,s]mons :i* ,i wrote :5 ,i 0 an ,anglican4 ,x 0 "o ( ! five ,s]mons ,i prea*$ 9 ,/4 ,m>y's betwe5 ,*ri/mas & ,ea/]1 #ahdc1 ! ye> :5 ,i gave up my ,liv+4 ,! ,,ms4 ( ! ,s]mon is de/roy$2 b ,i believe1 & my memory too be>s me out1 z f> z x goes1 t ! s5t5ce 9 "q ab\t ,celibacy & ,confession1 ( :i* ?is writ] w\ld make s mu*1 0 n prea*$ at all4 ,! ,volume1 9 :i* ?is ,s]mon is f\nd1 0 publi%$ aft] t ,i _h giv5 up ,/4 ,m>y's1 :5 ,i _h no call on me to re/ra9 ! expression ( any ?+ :i* ,i might hold3 & ,i /at$ an important fact ab\t x 9 ! ,adv]tisem5t1 9 ^! words3-- ,9 prep>+ ^! ,s]mons = publication1 a few words & s5t5ces h 9 sev]al places be5 add$1 :i* w be f\nd to express m ( private or p]sonal op9ion1 ?an x 0 exp$i5t to introduce into ! in/ruction deliv]$ 9 ,*ur* to a p>o*ial ,congregation4 ,su* introduction1 h[ev]1 seems unobjectionable 9 ! case ( compositions1 :i* are deta*$ f ! sacr$ place & s]vice to :i* !y once belong$1 & submitt$ to ! reason & judgm5t ( ! g5]al read]4 ,?is ,volume ( ,s]mons !n _c be criticiz$ at all z prea*m5ts2 !y are essays2 essays ( a man :o1 at ! "t ( publi%+ !m1 0 n a prea*]4 ,su* passages1 z t 9 "q1 are j ! v ones :i* ,i add$ ^u my publi%+ !m2 &1 z ,i always 0 on my gu>d 9 ! pulpit aga9/ say+ any ?+ :i* look$ t[>ds ,rome1 ,i %all believe t ,i did n prea* ! obnoxi\s s5t5ce till "s "o is f\nd to te/ify t he he>d x4 ,at ! same "t ,i _c conceive :y ! m5tion ( ,sacram5tal ,confession1 or ( ,cl]ical ,celibacy1 _h ,i made x1 0 inconsi/5t ) ! position ( an ,anglican ,cl]gyman4 ,= ,sacram5tal ,confession & ,absolution actually =m a portion ( ! ,anglican ,visitation ( ! ,sick2 & ?\gh ! #cbnd ,article says t ,bi%ops1 prie/s1 & deacons1 are n comm&$ by ,god's law ei!r to v[ ! /ate ( s+le life or to ab/a9 f m>riage1 & !re=e x is lawful = !m to m>ry1 ?is proposition ,i did n dream ( d5y+1 nor is x inconsi/5t ) ,/4 ,paul's doctr9e1 :i* ,i held1 t x is good to abide ev5 z he1 i4e4 9 celibacy4 ,b ,i h m to say on ?is po9t4 ,?is writ] says1 ,i "k t m5 us$ to suspect ,dr4 ,newman1--,i h be5 incl9$ to d s myself1--( writ+ a :ole ,s]mon1 n = ! sake ( ! text or ( ! matt]1 b = ! sake ( "o simple pass+ h9t1--"o phrase1 "o epi!t4 ,n[ obs]ve2 c !re be a pla9] te/imony borne to ! practical "* ( my ,s]mons at ,/4 ,m>y's ?an ?is gratuit\s ins9uation8 ,_m a prea*] ( ,tract>ian doctr9e has be5 accus$ ( n lett+ 8 p>i%ion]s alone1 & ( teas+ !m ) 8 private !ological notions4 ,! same report 0 spread ab\t me tw5ty ye>s ago z ?is writ] spreads n[1 & ! _w believ$ t my ,s]mons at ,/4 ,m>y's 7 full ( r$-hot ,tract>ianism4 ,!n /rang]s came to he> me prea*1 & 7 a/oni%$ at _! own disappo9tm5t4 ,i recollect ! wife ( a great prelate f a di/ance com+ to he> me1 & !n express+ h] surprise to f9d t ,i prea*$ no?+ b a pla9 humdrum ,s]mon4 ,i recollect h[1 :5 on ! ,sunday be=e ,commemoration "o ye>1 a numb] ( /rang]s came to he> me1 & ,i prea*$ 9 my usual way1 resid5ts 9 ,ox=d1 ( high position1 7 l\d 9 _! satisfaction t on a great occasion1 ,i _h made a simple failure1 = aft] all !re 0 no?+ 9 ! ,s]mon to he>4 ,well1 b !y 7 n go+ to let me (f1 = all my common-s5se view ( duty4 ,accord+ly !y got up ! *>itable !ory :i* ?is ,writ] revives4 ,!y said t !re 0 a d\ble purpose 9 ^? pla9 addresses ( m9e1 & t my ,s]mons 7 nev] s artful z :5 !y seem$ common-place2 t !re 7 s5t5ces :i* r$eem$ _! app>5t simplicity & quietness4 ,s !y wat*$ dur+ ! deliv]y ( a ,s]mon1 :i* to !m 0 too practical to be useful1 = ! conceal$ po9t ( x1 :i* !y c\ld at lea/ imag9e1 if !y c\ld n discov]4 ,m5 us$ to suspect ,dr4 ,newman1 he says1 ( writ+ a :ole ,s]mon1 n = ! sake ( ! text or ( ! matt]1 b = ! sake ( "o s+le pass+ h9t1 444 "o phrase1 "o epi!t1 "o little b>b$ arr[1 :i*1 z he swept magnific5tly pa/ on ! /ream ( 8 calm eloqu5ce1 seem+ly unconsci\s ( all pres5ces1 save ^? unse51 he deliv]$ unhe$$1 c4 ,to all appe>ance1 he says1 ,i 0 unconsci\s ( all pres5ces4 ,he is n able to d5y t ! :ole ,s]mon _h ! appe>ance ( be+ = ! sake ( ! text & matt]2 !re=e he sugge/s t p]haps x wasn't4 99 99 99 99 99 #b4 ,& n[ z to ! subject ( ! ,s]mon4 ,! ,s]mons ( :i* ! ,volume consi/s are su* z are1 m or less1 exceptions to ! rule :i* ,i ord9>ily obs]v$1 z to ! subjects :i* ,i introduc$ into ! pulpit ( ,/4 ,m>y's4 ,!y are n purely e?ical or doctr9al4 ,!y 7 = ! mo/ "p caus$ by circum/ances ( ! day or ( ! mom5t1 & !y belong to v>i\s ye>s4 ,"o 0 writt5 9 #ahcb1 two 9 #ahcf1 two 9 #ahch1 five 9 #ahdj1 five 9 #ahda1 f\r 9 #ahdb1 sev5 9 #ahdc4 ,_m ( !m are engag$ on "o subject1 viz4 9 view+ ! ,*ur* 9 its relation to ! _w4 ,by ! _w 0 meant1 n simply ^? multitudes :i* 7 n 9 ! ,*ur*1 b ! exi/+ body ( human society1 :e!r 9 ! ,*ur* or n1 :e!r ,ca?olics1 ,prote/ants1 ,greeks1 or ,mahometans1 !i/s or idolat]s1 z be+ rul$ by pr9ciples1 maxims1 & in/9cts ( _! own1 t is1 ( an unreg5]ate nature1 :atev] _! sup]natural privileges might be1 great] or less1 accord+ to _! =m ( religion4 ,?is view ( ! relation ( ! ,*ur* to ! _w z tak5 ap>t f que/ions ( ecclesia/ical politics1 z !y may be call$1 is (t5 br\ght out 9 my ,s]mons4 ,two occur to me at once2 ,no4 #c ( my ,pla9 ,s]mons1 :i* 0 writt5 9 #ahbi1 & ,no4 #ae ( my ,?ird ,volume ( ,p>o*ial1 writt5 9 #ahce4 ,on ! o!r h&1 by ,*ur* ,i meant1--9 common ) all writ]s connect$ ) ! ,tract ,movem5t1 :atev] _! %ades ( op9ion1 & ) ! :ole body ( ,engli% div9es1 except ^? ( ! ,puritan or ,evangelical ,s*ool1--! :ole ( ,*ri/5dom1 f ! ,apo/les' "t till n[1 :atev] _! lat] divisions into ,lat91 ,greek1 & ,anglican4 ,i h expla9$ ?is view ( ! subject above at pp4 #fi-ga ( ?is ,volume4 ,:5 !n ,i speak1 9 ! p>ticul> ,s]mon be=e u1 ( ! memb]s1 or ! rul]s1 or ! action ( ! ,*ur*1 ,i mean nei!r ! ,lat91 nor ! ,greek1 nor ! ,engli%1 tak5 by itself1 b ( ! :ole ,*ur* z "o body3 ( ,italy z "o ) ,engl&1 ( ! ,saxon or ,norman z "o ) ! ,c>ol9e ,*ur*4 ,?is 0 specially ! "o ,*ur*1 & ! po9ts 9 :i* "o bran* or "o p]iod diff]$ f ano!r 7 n & c\ld n be ,notes ( ! ,*ur*1 because ,notes necess>ily belong to ! :ole ( ! ,*ur* e :]e & always4 ,?is be+ my doctr9e z to ! relation ( ! ,*ur* to ! _w1 ,i laid d[n 9 ! ,s]mon ?ree pr9ciples conc]n+ x1 & !re left ! matt]4 ,! fir/ is1 t ,div9e ,wisdom _h fram$ = its action laws1 :i* man1 if left to himself1 w\ld h antec$5tly pron\nc$ to be ! wor/ possible = its success1 & :i* 9 all ages h be5 call$ by ! _w1 z !y 7 9 ! ,apo/les' days1 fooli%ness2 t man ev] relies on physical & mat]ial =ce1 & on c>nal inducem5ts z ,mahomet ) 8 sword & 8 h\ris1 or inde$ almo/ z t !ory ( religion1 call$1 s9ce ! ,s]mon 0 writt51 muscul> ,*ri/ianity2 b t our ,"l1 on ! contr>y1 has sub/itut$ meekness = haught9ess1 passiv5ess = viol5ce1 & innoc5ce = craft3 & t ! ev5t has %[n ! high wisdom ( su* an economy1 = x has br\ght to light a set ( natural laws1 unkn[n be=e1 by :i* ! seem+ p>adox t weakness %\ld be /rong] ?an might1 & simplicity ?an worldly policy1 is readily expla9$4 ,secondly1 ,i said t m5 ( ! _w1 judg+ by ! ev5t1 & n recogniz+ ! secret causes ( ! success1 viz4 a high] ord] ( natural laws1--natural1 ?\gh _! s\rce & action 7 sup]natural1 7= ! meek inh]it ! e>?1 by means ( a meekness :i* comes f above17--^! m51 ,i say1 conclud$1 t ! success :i* !y witness$ mu/ arise f "s evil secret :i* ! _w _h n ma/]$1--by means ( magic1 z !y said 9 ! fir/ ages1 by cunn+ z !y say n[4 ,& accord+ly !y ?\ght t ! humility & in(f5siv5ess ( ,*ri/ians1 or ( ,*ur*m51 0 a m]e pret5ce & bl9d to cov] ! real causes ( t success1 :i* ,*ri/ians c\ld expla9 & w\ld n2 & t !y 7 simply hypocrites4 ,?irdly1 ,i sugge/$ t %rewd ecclesia/ics1 :o knew v well t !re 0 nei!r magic nor craft 9 ! matt]1 &1 f _! intimate acqua9tance ) :at actually w5t on )9 ! ,*ur*1 disc]n$ :at 7 ! real causes ( its success1 7 ( c\rse "u ! temptation ( sub/itut+ reason = consci5ce1 &1 in/ead ( simply obey+ ! comm&1 7 l$ to d good t good might come1 t is1 to act 9 ord] to secure success1 & n f a motive ( fai?4 ,"s1 ,i said1 did yield to ! temptation m or less1 & _! motives became mix$2 & 9 ?is way ! _w 9 a m subtle %ape _h got into ! ,*ur*2 & h5ce x _h come to pass1 t1 look+ at its hi/ory f fir/ to la/1 we c\ld n possibly draw ! l9e betwe5 good & evil !re1 & say ei!r t e ?+ 0 to be def5d$1 or c]ta9 ?+s to be condemn$4 ,i express$ ! difficulty1 :i* ,i suppos$ to be inh]5t 9 ! ,*ur*1 9 ! foll[+ words4 ,i said1 ,prie/craft has ev] be5 consid]$ ! badge1 & its imputation is a k9d ( ,note ( ! ,*ur*3 & 9 "p inde$ truly1 because ! pres5ce ( p[]ful enemies1 & ! s5se ( _! own weakness1 has sometimes tempt$ ,*ri/ians to ! abuse1 in/ead ( ! use ( ,*ri/ian wisdom1 to be wise )\t be+ h>mless2 b p>tly1 nay1 = ! mo/ "p1 n truly1 b sl&]\sly1 & m]ely because ! _w call$ _! wisdom craft1 :5 x 0 f\nd to be a mat* = its own numb]s & p[]4 ,su* is ! sub/ance ( ! ,s]mon3 & z to ! ma9 drift ( x1 x 0 ?is2 t ,i 01 !re & else:]e1 scrut9iz+ ! c\rse ( ! ,*ur* z a :ole1 z if philosophically1 z an hi/orical ph5om5on1 & obs]v+ ! laws on :i* x 0 conduct$4 ,h5ce ! ,s]mon1 or ,essay z x m truly is1 is writt5 9 a dry & unimpassion$ way3 x %[s z little ( human w>m? ( feel+ z a ,s]mon ( ,bi%op ,butl]'s4 ,yet1 "u t calm ext]ior !re 0 a deep & ke5 s5sitiv5ess1 z ,i %all n[ proce$ to %[4 99 99 99 99 99 #c4 ,if ,i mi/ake n1 x 0 writt5 ) a secret ?\ght ab\t myself4 ,e "o prea*es accord+ to 8 frame ( m9d1 at ! "t ( prea*+4 ,"o heav9ess especially oppress$ me at t season1 :i* ?is ,writ]1 tw5ty ye>s aft]w>ds1 has set himself ) a good w to r5ew3 x arose f ! s5se ( ! base calumnies :i* 7 heap$ ^u me on all sides4 ,x is wor? obs]v+ t ?is ,s]mon is exactly contemporane\s ) ! report spread by a ,bi%op 7vid4 supr4 p4 #aha71 t ,i _h advis$ a cl]gyman conv]t$ to ,ca?olicism to reta9 8 ,liv+4 ,?is report 0 9 circulation 9 ,febru>y #ahdc1 & my ,s]mon 0 prea*$ on ! #ai?4 ,9 ! tr\ble ( m9d into :i* ,i 0 ?r[n by su* calumnies z ?is1 ,i ga9$1 :ile ,i review$ ! hi/ory ( ! ,*ur*1 at once an argum5t & a consolation4 ,my argum5t 0 ?is3 if ,i1 :o knew my own innoc5ce1 0 s black5$ by p>ty prejudice1 p]haps ^? high rul]s & ^? s]vants ( ! ,*ur*1 9 ! _m ages :i* int]v5$ betwe5 ! e>ly ,nic5e times & ! pres5t1 :o 7 lad5 ) su* griev\s accusations1 7 innoc5t also2 & ?is reflection s]v$ to make me t5d] t[>ds ^? great names ( ! pa/1 to :om weaknesses or crimes 7 imput$1 & reconcil$ me to difficulties 9 ecclesia/ical proce$+s1 :i* !re 7 no means n[ ( prop]ly expla9+4 ,& ! sympa?y ?us excit$ = !m1 re-act$ on myself1 & ,i f\nd com=t 9 be+ able to put myself "u ! %ad[ ( ^? :o _h suff]$ z ,i 0 suff]+1 & :o seem$ to promise me _! recomp5se1 s9ce ,i _h a fell[%ip 9 _! trial4 ,9 a lett] to my ,bi%op at ! "t ( ,tract #ij1 "p ( :i* ,i h quot$1 ,i said t ,i _h ev] tri$ to keep innoc5cy2 & n[ two ye>s _h pass$ s9ce !n1 & m5 7 l\d] & l\d] 9 heap+ on me ! v *>ges1 :i* ?is ,writ] repeats out ( my ,s]mon1 ( fraud & cunn+1 craft9ess & deceitfulness1 d\ble-deal+1 prie/craft1 ( be+ my/]i\s1 d>k1 subtle1 design+1 :5 ,i 0 all ! "t consci\s to myself1 9 my degree1 & aft] my measure1 ( sobriety1 self-re/ra9t1 & control ( ^w & feel+4 ,i _h _h exp]i5ce h[ my pa/ success _h be5 imput$ to secret managem5t2 & h[1 :5 ,i _h %[n surprise at t success1 t surprise aga9 0 imput$ to deceit2 & h[ my hone/ he>tfelt submission to au?ority _h be5 call$1 z x 0 call$ 9 a ,bi%op's *>ge abroad1 my/ic humility2 & h[ my sil5ce 0 call$ an hypocrisy2 & my fai?fulness to my cl]ical engagem5ts a secret correspond5ce ) ! enemy4 ,& ,i f\nd a way ( de/roy+ my s5sitiv5ess ab\t ^! ?+s :i* j>r$ ^u my s5se ( ju/ice1 & o!rwise w\ld h be5 too mu* = me1 by ! contemplation ( a l>ge law ( ! ,div9e ,disp5sation1 & felt myself m & m able to be> 9 my own p]son a pres5t trial1 ( :i* 9 my pa/ writ+s ,i _h express$ an anticipation4 ,= ?is feel+ & ?us speak+ ?is ,writ] comp>es me to ,mawworm4 ,i f\nd him tell+ ,*ri/ians1 he says1 t !y w always seem 'artificial1' & 'want+ 9 op5ness & manl9ess2' t !y w always be 'a my/]y' to ! _w2 & t ! _w w always ?9k !m rogues2 & bidd+ !m glory 9 :at ! _w 7t is1 ! re/ ( _! fell[-c\ntrym57 dis[n1 & say ) ,mawworm1 ',i l to be despis$4' ,n[ h[ 0 ,i to "k t ! prea*] 444 0 utt]ly bl9d to ! broad mean+ & ! pla9 practical result ( a ,s]mon l ?is deliv]$ be=e fanatic & hot-head$ "y m51 :o hung ^u 8 e ^w8--,fanatic & hot-head$ "y m51 :o hung on my e ^w6 ,if he _h und]tak5 to write a hi/ory1 & n a romance1 he w\ld h easily f\nd out1 z ,i h said above1 t f #ahda ,i _h sev]$ myself f ! y\ng] g5]ation ( ,ox=d1 t ,dr4 ,pusey & ,i _h !n clos$ our !ological meet+s at 8 h\se1 t ,i _h br\ght my own weekly ev5+ p>ties to an end1 t ,i prea*$ only by fits & />ts at ,/4 ,m>y's1 s t ! att5dance ( "y m5 0 brok5 up1 t 9 ^? v weeks f ,*ri/mas till ov] ,ea/]1 dur+ :i* ?is ,s]mon 0 prea*$1 ,i 0 b five times 9 ! pulpit !re4 ,he w\ld h f\nd1 t x 0 writt5 at a "t :5 ,i 0 %unn$ r ?an s\ght1 :5 ,i _h great sacrifices 9 anticipation1 :5 ,i 0 ?9k+ mu* ( myself2 t ,i 0 ru?lessly te>+ myself away f my own foll[]s1 & t1 9 ! mus+s ( t ,s]mon1 ,i 0 at ! v utmo/ only deliv]+ a te/imony 9 my behalf = "t to come1 n s[+ my rhetoric broadca/ = ! *ance ( pres5t sympa?y4 ,aga91 he says3 ,i f\nd him actually us+ ( su* prelates1 7&1 z ,i ?\ght1 ( himself & 8 p>ty likewise17 ! words ',!y yield outw>dly2 to ass5t inw>dly 7 to betray ! fai?4 ,yet !y are call$ deceitful & d\ble-deal+1 because !y d z mu* z !y c1 n m ?an !y may4' ,?is too is a pro( ( my duplicity6 ,let ?is writ]1 9 8 deal+s ) "s "o else1 g j a little fur!r ?an he has gone ) me2 & let him get into a c\rt ( law = libel2 & let him be convict$2 & let him /ill fancy t 8 libel1 ?\gh a libel1 0 true1 & let u !n see :e!r he w n 9 su* a case yield outw>dly1 )\t ass5t+ int]nally2 & !n aga9 :e!r we %\ld please him1 if we call$ him deceitful & d\ble-deal+1 because he did z mu* z he c\ld1 n m ?an he ought to d4 ,b ,tract #ij w supply a real illu/ration ( :at ,i meant4 ,i yield$ to ! ,bi%ops 9 outw>d act1 viz4 9 n def5d+ ! ,tract1 & 9 clos+ ! ,s]ies2 b1 n only did ,i n ass5t inw>dly to any condemnation ( x1 b ,i oppos$ myself to ! proposition ( a condemnation on ! "p ( au?ority4 ,yet ,i 0 !n by ! public call$ deceitful & d\ble-deal+1 z ?is ,writ] calls me n[1 because ,i did z mu* z ,i felt ,i c\ld d1 & n m ?an ,i felt ,i c\ld hone/ly d4 ,_m 7 ! publications ( ! day & ! private lett]s1 :i* accus$ me ( %uffl+1 because ,i clos$ ! ,s]ies ( ,tracts1 yet kept ! ,tracts on sale1 z if ,i ought to comply n only ) :at my ,bi%op ask$1 b ) :at he did n ask1 & p]haps did n wi%4 ,h[ev]1 su* tea*+1 accord+ to ?is ,writ]1 0 likely to make "y m5 suspect1 t tru? 0 n a virtue = its own sake1 b only = ! sake ( ! spread ( ',ca?olic op9ions1' & ! 'salvation ( _! own s\ls2' & t cunn+ 0 ! weapon :i* heav5 _h all[$ to !m to def5d !mselves aga9/ ! p]secut+ ,prote/ant public4--p4 #af4 ,& n[ ,i draw att5tion to a fur!r po9t4 ,he says1 ,h[ 0 ,i to "k t ! prea*] 444 did n =esee1 t fanatic & hot-head$ "y m5 w\ld ?9k t !y obey$ him1 by becom+ affect$1 artificial1 sly1 %ifty1 ready = concealm5ts & equivocations8 ,h[ %\ld he "k6 ,:at6 ,i suppose t we are to ?9k e man a knave till he is prov$ n to be su*4 ,"k6 _h he no fri5d to tell him :e!r ,i 0 affect$ or artificial myself8 ,c\ld he n h done bett] ?an impute equivocations to me1 at a "t :5 ,i 0 9 no s5se answ]able = ! amphibologia ( ! ,roman casui/s8 ,_h he a s+le fact :i* belongs to me p]sonally or by pr(ession to c\ple my "n ) equivocation 9 #ahdc8 ,h[ %\ld he "k t ,i 0 n sly1 smoo?1 artificial1 non-natural6 he %\ld "k by t common manly frankness1 by :i* we put confid5ce 9 o!rs1 till !y are prov$ to h =feit$ x2 he %\ld "k x by my own words 9 t v ,s]mon1 9 :i* ,i say x is be/ to be natural1 & t res]ve is at be/ b an unpleasant necessity4 ,= ,i say !re expressly3-- ,i d n d5y t !re is some?+ v engag+ 9 a frank & unpret5d+ mann]2 "s p]sons h x m ?an o!rs2 9 "s p]sons x is a great grace4 ,b x mu/ be recollect$ t ,i am speak+ ( times ( p]secution & oppression to ,*ri/ians1 su* z ! text =etells2 & !n surely frankness w become no?+ else ?an indignation at ! oppressor1 & vehem5t spee*1 if x is p]mitt$4 ,accord+ly1 z p]sons h deep feel+s1 s !y w f9d ! necessity ( self-control1 le/ !y %\ld say :at !y ought n4 ,he sums up ?us3 ,if ,dr4 ,newman w\ld 444 p]si/ 7z 9 ?is ,s]mon7 9 deal+ ) matt]s d>k1 (f5sive1 d\btful1 sometimes actually =bidd51 at lea/ accord+ to ! notions ( ! great majority ( ,engli% ,*ur*m52 if he w\ld always d s 9 a t5tative1 palt]+ way1 seldom or nev] lett+ ! _w "k h[ mu* he believ$1 h[ f> he int5d$ to g2 if1 9 a ^w1 8 me?od ( tea*+ 0 a suspici\s "o1 :at wond] if ! m9ds ( m5 7 fill$ ) suspicions ( him8--p4 #ag4 ,n[1 9 ! c\rse ( my ,n>rative1 ,i h frankly admitt$ t ,i 0 t5tative 9 su* ( my works z fairly all[$ ( ! introduction into !m ( religi\s inquiry2 b he is speak+ ( my ,s]mons2 :]e1 !n1 is 8 pro( t 9 my ,s]mons ,i dealt 9 matt]s d>k1 (f5sive1 d\btful1 actually =bidd58 ,he mu/ %[ t ,i 0 t5tative 9 my ,s]mons2 & he has ! range ( eight volumes to ga!r evid5ce 94 ,z to ! n9?1 my ,univ]sity ,s]mons1 ( c\rse ,i 0 t5tative 9 !m2 b n because ,i w\ld seldom or nev] let ! _w "k h[ mu* ,i believ$1 or h[ f> ,i int5d$ to g2 b because ,univ]sity ,s]mons are commonly1 & all[ably1 ( ! nature ( disquisitions1 z prea*$ be=e a le>n$ body2 & because 9 deep subjects1 :i* _h n be5 fully inve/igat$1 ,i said z mu* z ,i believ$1 & ab\t z f> z ,i saw ,i c\ld g2 & a man _c d m2 & ,i acc\nt no man to be a philosoph] :o attempts to d m4 ,,note ,d4 ,,on ,,page #bac4 ,,s]ies ,,( ,,sa9ts' ,,lives ,,( #ahdc-d4 ,i h "h an opportunity ( pres]v+1 :at o!rwise w\ld be lo/1 ! ,catalogue ( ,engli% ,sa9ts :i* ,i =m$1 z prep>atory to ! ,s]ies ( _! ,lives :i* 0 begun 9 ! above ye>s4 ,x is b a fir/ ,essay1 & has _m obvi\s imp]fections2 b x may be useful to o!rs z a /ep t[>ds a complete hagiography = ,engl&4 ,= in/ance ,/4 ,osb]ga is omitt$2 ,i suppose because x 0 n easy to le>n any ?+ ab\t h]4 ,boniface ( ,cant]bury is ins]t$1 ?\gh pass$ ov] by ! ,boll&i/s on ! gr\nd ( ! abs5ce ( pro( ( a cultus hav+ be5 paid to him4 ,! ,sa9ts ( ,cornwall 7 too num]\s to be attempt$4 ,among ! m5 ( note1 n ,sa9ts1 ,k+ ,edw>d ,,ii4 is includ$ f piety t[>ds ! f\nd] ( ,oriel ,college4 ,) ^! admissions ,i pres5t my ,pap] to ! read]4 ,prep>+ = ,publication1 9 ,p]iodical ,numb]s1 9 small #hvo1 ,! ,lives ( ! ,engli% ,sa9ts1 ,edit$ by ! ,rev4 ,john ,h5ry ,newman1 ,b4,d41 ,fell[ ( ,oriel ,college4 ,x is ! comp5sation ( ! disord]s & p]plexities ( ^! latt] times ( ! ,*ur* t we h ! hi/ory ( ! =ego+4 ,we inde$ ( ?is day h be5 res]v$ to witness a disorganization ( ! ,city ( ,god1 :i* x nev] ent]$ into ! m9ds ( ! e>ly believ]s to imag9e3 b we are witnesses also ( its triumphs & ( its lum9>ies ?r\gh ^? _m ages :i* h br\ght ab\t ! mis=tunes :i* at pres5t ov]%ad[ x4 ,if !y 7 bless$ :o liv$ 9 primitive times1 & saw ! fre% traces ( _! ,"l1 & he>d ! e*oes ( ,apo/olic voices1 bless$ too are we ^: special portion x is to see t same ,"l reveal$ 9 ,8 ,sa9ts4 ,! wond]s ( ,8 grace 9 ! s\l ( man1 its creative p[]1 its inexhau/ible res\rces1 its manifold op]ation1 all ?is we "k1 z !y knew x n4 ,!y nev] he>d ! names ( ,/4 ,gregory1 ,/4 ,b]n>d1 ,/4 ,francis1 & ,/4 ,l\is4 ,9 fix+ our ?\ghts !n1 z 9 an und]tak+ l ! pres5t1 on ! ,hi/ory ( ! ,sa9ts1 we are b avail+ ourselves ( t solace & recomp5se ( our peculi> trials :i* has be5 provid$ = our ne$ by our ,graci\s ,ma/]4 ,& !re are special reasons at ?is "t = recurr+ to ! ,sa9ts ( our own de> & glori\s1 mo/ fav\r$1 yet mo/ err+ & mo/ un=tunate ,engl&4 ,su* a recurr5ce may s]ve to make u love our c\ntry bett]1 & on tru] gr\nds1 ?an h]et(ore2 to tea* u to inve/ h] t]ritory1 h] cities & villages1 h] hills & spr+s1 ) sacr$ associations2 to give u an insight into h] pres5t hi/orical position 9 ! c\rse ( ! ,div9e ,disp5sation2 to in/ruct u 9 ! capabilities ( ! ,engli% "*2 & to op5 ^u u ! duties & ! hopes to :i* t ,*ur* is heir1 :i* 0 9 =m] times ! ,"m ( ,/4 ,boniface & ,/4 ,e!lr$a4 ,ev5 a selection or specim5s ( ! ,hagiology ( our c\ntry may suffice = "s ( ^! high purposes2 & 9 s wide & ri* a field ( rese>* x is almo/ presumptu\s 9 "o und]tak+ to aim at m ?an su* a p>tial exhibition4 ,! li/ t foll[s1 ?\gh by no means s l>ge z might h be5 drawn up1 exce$s ! limits :i* ! ,editor proposes to 8 hopes1 if n to 8 wi%es2 b1 :e!r x is all[$ him to accompli% a l>g] or small] portion ( x1 x w be 8 aim to complete su* subjects or p]iods z he beg9s be=e br++ x to a close4 ,x is h>dly necess>y to obs]ve t any li/ t is producible 9 ?is /age ( ! und]tak+ c b approximate to correctness & complet5ess 9 matt]s ( detail1 & ev5 9 ! names :i* are select$ to compose x4 ,he has consid]$ himself at lib]ty to include 9 ! ,s]ies su* sa9ts z h be5 born 9 ,engl&1 ?\gh !y h liv$ & lab\r$ out ( x2 & su*1 aga91 z h be5 9 any suffici5t way connect$ ) our c\ntry1 ?\gh born out ( x2 = in/ance1 ,mission>ies or ,prea*]s 9 x1 or spiritual or temporal rul]s1 or f\nd]s ( religi\s in/itutions or h\ses4 ,he has also includ$ 9 ! ,s]ies a few em95t or holy p]sons1 :o1 ?\gh n 9 ! ,sacr$ ,catalogue1 are recomm5d$ to our religi\s memory by _! fame1 le>n+1 or ! b5efits !y h conf]r$ on po/]ity4 ,^! h be5 di/+ui%$ f ! ,sa9ts by pr9t+ _! names 9 italics4 ,x is propos$ to page all ! long] ,lives sep>ately2 ! %ort] w be ?r[n toge!r 9 "o4 ,!y w be publi%$ 9 mon?ly issues ( n m ?an #abh pages ea*2 & no regul>ity1 :e!r ( date or ( subject1 w be obs]v$ 9 ! ord] ( publication4 ,b !y w be s numb]$ z to admit ultimately ( a g5]al *ronological arrangem5t4 ,! sep>ate writ]s are di/+ui%$ by lett]s subjo9$ to ea* ,life3 & x %\ld be add$1 to prev5t misappreh5sion1 t1 s9ce "u ! pres5t circum/ances ( our ,*ur*1 !y are necess>ily ( v>i\s1 ?\gh n div]g5t1 doctr9al op9ions1 no "o is answ]able = any composition b 8 own4 ,at ! same "t1 ! 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#aahj ,oct4 #be4 ,john ( ,salisbury1 ,b4 ( ,*>tres4 #aahb ,june #bd4 ,b>?olomew1 ,c41 monk at ,durham4 #aahi ,feb4 #d4 ,gilb]t1 ,a4 ( ,sempr+ham4 #aaij ,aug4 #ba4 ,ri*>d1 ,b4 ( ,&ria4 #abjj ,pet] de ,blois1 ,ar*d4 ( ,ba?4 ,,twelf? ,,c5tury4 ,"p ,,ii4--,ci/]tian ,ord]4 #aacd ,apr4 #ag4 ,/eph51 ,a4 ( ,citeaux4 #aaci ,june #g4 ,rob]t1 ,a4 ( ,newm9/] 9 ,nor?umb]l&4 #aaed ,feb4 #bj4 ,ulric1 ,h4 9 ,dorset%ire4 #aafj ,aug4 #c4 ,wal!n1 ,a4 ( ,melrose4 #aaff ,jan4 #ab4 ,aelr$1 ,a4 ( ,rieval4 ,,?irte5? ,,c5tury4 ,"p ,i4 #abbh ,july #i4 ,/eph5 ,langton1 ,ar*b4 ( ,cant]bury4 #abdb ,nov4 #af4 ,edmund1 ,ar*b4 ( ,cant]bury4 #abec ,apr4 #c4 ,ri*>d1 ,b4 ( ,*i*e/]4 #abhb ,oct4 #b4 ,?omas1 ,b4 ( ,h]e=d4 #abid ,dec4 #c4 ,john ,peckham1 ,ar*b4 ( ,cant]bury4 ,,?irte5? ,,c5tury4 ,"p ,,ii4--,ord]s ( ,fri>s4 #abag ,june #ag4 ,john1 ,fr41 ,tr9it>ian4 #abcb ,m>4 #g4 ,william1 ,fr41 ,franciscan4 #abdj ,jan4 #ca4 ,s]apion1 ,fr41 ,m41 ,r$emptioni/4 #abfe ,may #af4 ,simon ,/ock1 ,h41 ,g5]al ( ! ,c>melites4 #abgi 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cr$ulity1 to !m x is satire2 b x is n s 9 me4 ,:at !y ?9k exagg]ation1 ,i ?9k tru?4 ,i am n speak+ ( ! ,anglican ,*ur* ) any disda91 ?\gh to !m ,i seem contemptu\s4 ,to !m ( c\rse x is ,aut ,cs> aut nullus1 b n to me4 ,x may be a great creation1 ?\gh x be n div9e1 & ?is is h[ ,i judge ( x4 ,m51 :o abjure ! div9e "r ( k+s1 w\ld be v indignant1 if on t acc\nt !y 7 consid]$ disloyal4 ,& s ,i recognize 9 ! ,anglican ,*ur* a "t-hon\r$ in/itution1 ( noble hi/orical memories1 a monum5t ( anci5t wisdom1 a mom5t\s arm ( political /r5g?1 a great national organ1 a s\rce ( va/ popul> advantage1 &1 to a c]ta9 po9t1 a witness & tea*] ( religi\s tru?4 ,i d n ?9k t1 if :at ,i h writt5 ab\t x s9ce ,i h be5 a ,ca?olic1 be equitably consid]$ z a :ole1 ,i %all be f\nd to h tak5 any o!r view ?an ?is2 b t x is some?+ sacr$1 t x is an oracle ( reveal$ doctr9e1 t x c claim a %>e 9 ,/4 ,ignatius or ,/4 ,cyprian1 t x c take ! rank1 conte/ ! tea*+1 & /op ! pa? ( ! ,*ur* ( ,/4 ,pet]1 t x c call itself ! ,bride ( ! ,lamb1 ?is is ! view ( x :i* simply disappe>$ f my m9d on my conv]sion1 & :i* x w\ld be almo/ a miracle to reproduce4 ,i w5t by1 & lo6 x 0 gone2 ,i s\ght x1 b its place c\ld no :]e be f\nd1 & no?+ c br+ x back to me4 ,&1 z to its possession ( an episcopal succession f ! "t ( ! ,apo/les1 well1 x may h x1 &1 if ! ,holy ,see ev] s decide1 ,i w believe x1 z be+ ! decision ( a high] judgm5t ?an my own2 b1 = myself1 ,i mu/ h ,/4 ,philip's gift1 :o saw ! sac]dotal "* on ! =ehead ( a gaily-attir$ y\ng/]1 be=e ,i c by my own wit acquiesce 9 x1 = antiqu>ian argum5ts are altoge!r unequal to ! urg5cy ( visible facts4 ,:y is x t ,i mu/ pa9 de> fri5ds by say+ s1 & k9dle a sort ( res5tm5t aga9/ me 9 ! k9de/ ( he>ts8 b ,i mu/1 ?\gh to d x be n only a grief to me1 b mo/ impolitic at ! mom5t4 ,any h[1 ?is is my m9d2 &1 if to h x1 if to h betray$ x1 be=e n[1 involunt>ily by my words or my de$s1 if on a fitt+ occasion1 z n[1 to h av[$ x1 if all ?is be a pro( ( ! ju/ice ( ! *>ge br\ght aga9/ me by my accus] ( hav+ turn$ r\nd ^u my ,"m-,*ur* ) contumely & sl&]1 9 ?is s5se1 b 9 no o!r s5se1 d ,i plead guilty to x )\t a ^w 9 ext5uation4 ,9 no o!r s5se surely2 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& has be5 ! in/rum5t ( ,provid5ce 9 conf]r+ great b5efits on me2--_h ,i be5 born 9 ,diss5t1 p]haps ,i %\ld nev] h be5 baptiz$2 _h ,i be5 born an ,engli% ,presbyt]ian1 p]haps ,i %\ld nev] h kn[n our ,"l's div9ity2 _h ,i n come to ,ox=d1 p]haps ,i nev] %\ld h he>d ( ! visible ,*ur*1 or ( ,tradition1 or o!r ,ca?olic doctr9es4 ,& z ,i h receiv$ s mu* good f ! ,anglican ,e/abli%m5t itself1 c ,i h ! he>t or r ! want ( *>ity1 consid]+ t x does = s _m o!rs1 :at x has done = me1 to wi% to see x ov]?r[n8 ,i h no su* wi% :ile x is :at x is1 & :ile we are s small a body4 ,n = its own sake1 b = ! sake ( ! _m congregations to :i* x m9i/]s1 ,i w d no?+ aga9/ x4 ,:ile ,ca?olics are s weak 9 ,engl&1 x is do+ our "w2 &1 ?\gh x does u h>m 9 a measure1 at pres5t ! balance is 9 our fav\r4 ,:at our duty w\ld be at ano!r "t & 9 o!r circum/ances1 suppos+1 = in/ance1 ! ,e/abli%m5t lo/ its dogmatic fai?1 or at lea/ did n prea* x1 is ano!r matt] altoge!r4 ,9 secul> hi/ory we read ( ho/ile nations hav+ long truces1 & r5ew+ !m f "t to "t1 & t seems to be ! position :i* ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* may fairly take up at pres5t 9 relation to ! ,anglican ,e/abli%m5t4 ,d\btless ! ,national ,*ur* has hi!rto be5 a s]viceable breakwat] aga9/ doctr9al errors1 m fundam5tal ?an its own4 ,h[ long ?is w la/ 9 ! ye>s n[ be=e u1 x is impossible to say1 = ! ,nation drags d[n its ,*ur* to its own level2 b /ill ! ,national ,*ur* has ! same sort ( influ5ce ov] ! ,nation t a p]iodical has ^u ! p>ty :i* x repres5ts1 & my own idea ( a ,ca?olic's fitt+ attitude t[>ds ! ,national ,*ur* 9 ?is its supreme h\r1 is t ( assi/+ & su/a9+ x1 if x be 9 our p[]1 9 ! int]e/ ( dogmatic tru?4 ,i %\ld wi% to avoid e ?+ 7except inde$ "u ! direct call ( duty1 & ?is is a mat]ial exception17 :i* w5t to weak5 its hold ^u ! public m9d1 or to unsettle its e/abli%m5t1 or to emb>rass & less5 its ma9t5ance ( ^? great ,*ri/ian & ,ca?olic pr9ciples & doctr9es :i* x has up to ?is "t successfully prea*$4 ,,note ,f4 ,,on ,,page #bfi4 ,,! ,,economy4 ,= ! ,economy1 consid]$ z a rule ( practice1 ,i %all ref] to :at ,i wrote ^u x 9 #ahcj-cb1 9 my ,hi/ory ( ! ,arians4 ,i h %[n above1 pp4 #bf1 #bg1 t ! doctr9e 9 "q _h 9 ! e>ly ,*ur* a l>ge signification1 :5 appli$ to ! div9e ord9ances3 x also _h a def9ite application to ! duties ( ,*ri/ians1 :e!r cl]gy or laity1 9 prea*+1 9 in/ruct+ or cate*iz+1 or 9 ord9>y int]c\rse ) ! _w ar\nd !m2 & 9 ?is aspect ,i h "h to consid] x4 ,z ,almighty ,god did n all at once introduce ! ,gospel to ! _w1 & !reby gradually prep>$ m5 = its pr(itable reception1 s1 accord+ to ! doctr9e ( ! e>ly ,*ur*1 x 0 a duty1 = ! sake ( ! hea!n among :om !y liv$1 to obs]ve a great res]ve & caution 9 communicat+ to !m ! k ( ! :ole c\nsel ( ,god4 ,?is cauti\s disp5sation ( ! tru?1 aft] ! mann] ( a discreet & vigilant /ew>d1 is d5ot$ by ! ^w economy4 ,x is a mode ( act+ :i* comes "u ! head ( ,prud5ce1 "o ( ! f\r ,c>d9al ,virtues4 ,! pr9ciple ( ! ,economy is ?is2 t out ( v>i\s c\rses1 9 religi\s conduct or /atem5t1 all & ea* all[able antec$5tly & 9 !mselves1 t ought to be tak5 :i* is mo/ exp$i5t & mo/ suitable at ! "t = ! object 9 h&4 ,in/ances ( its application & ex]cise 9 ,scripture are su* z ! foll[+3--#a4 ,div9e ,provid5ce did b gradually imp>t to ! _w 9 g5]al1 & to ! ,jews 9 p>ticul>1 ! k ( ,8 w3--,he is said to h w9k$ at ! times ( ignorance among ! hea!n2 & ,he suff]$ 9 ! ,jews divorce because ( ! h>dness ( _! he>ts4 #b4 ,he has all[$ ,himself to be repres5t$ z hav+ eyes1 e>s1 & h&s1 z hav+ wra?1 jeal\sy1 grief1 & rep5tance4 #c4 ,9 l mann]1 our ,"l spoke h>%ly to ! ,syro-,phoenician woman1 ^: daught] ,he 0 ab\t to heal1 & made z if ,he w\ld g fur!r1 :5 ! two disciples _h come to _! j\rney's end4 #d4 ,?us too ,joseph made himself /range to 8 bre?r51 & ,eli%a kept sil5ce on reque/ ( ,naaman to b[ 9 ! h\se ( ,rimmon4 #e4 ,?us ,/4 ,paul circumcis$ ,timo?y1 :ile he cri$ out ,circumcision availe? n4 ,x may be said t ?is pr9ciple1 true 9 itself1 yet is dang]\s1 because x admits ( an easy abuse1 & c>ries m5 away into :at becomes ins9c]ity & cunn+4 ,?is is und5iable2 to d evil t good may come1 to consid] t ! means1 :atev] !y are1 ju/ify ! end1 to sacrifice tru? to exp$i5ce1 unscrupul\sness1 recklessness1 are grave (f5ces4 ,^! are abuses ( ! ,economy4 ,b to call !m economical is to give a f9e "n to :at occurs e day1 indep5d5t ( any k ( ! doctr9e ( ! ,economy4 ,x is ! abuse ( a rule :i* nature sugge/s to e "o4 ,e "o looks out = ! mollia tempora f&i1 & = mollia v]ba too4 ,hav+ ?us expla9$ :at is meant by ! ,economy z a rule ( social int]c\rse betwe5 m5 ( diff]5t religi\s1 or1 aga91 political1 or social views1 next ,i w g on to /ate :at ,i said 9 ! ,arians4 ,i say 9 t ,volume fir/1 t our ,"l has giv5 u ! pr9ciple 9 ,8 own words1--,ca/ n y\r pe>ls be=e sw9e2 & t ,he exemplifi$ x 9 ,8 tea*+ by p>ables2 t ,/4 ,paul expressly di/+ui%es betwe5 ! milk :i* is necess>y to "o set ( m51 & ! /rong meat :i* is all[$ to o!rs1 & t1 9 two ,epi/les4 ,i say1 t ! ,apo/les 9 ! ,acts obs]ve ! same rule 9 _! spee*es1 = x is a fact1 t !y d n prea* ! high doctr9es ( ,*ri/ianity1 b only ,jesus & ! ,resurrection or rep5tance & fai?4 ,i also say1 t ?is is ! v reason t ! ,fa!rs assign = ! sil5ce ( v>i\s writ]s 9 ! fir/ c5turies on ! subject ( our ,"l's div9ity4 ,i also speak ( ! cate*etical sy/em practis$ 9 ! e>ly ,*ur*1 & ! discipl9a arcani z reg>ds ! doctr9e ( ! ,holy ,tr9ity1 to :i* ,b+ham be>s witness2 also ( ! def5ce ( ?is rule by ,basil1 ,cyril ( ,j]usalem1 ,*ryso/om1 & ,!odoret4 ,b next ! "q may be ask$1 :e!r ,i h said any ?+ 9 my ,volume to gu>d ! doctr9e1 ?us laid d[n1 f ! abuse to :i* x is obvi\sly expos$3 & my answ] is easy4 ,( c\rse1 _h ,i _h any idea t ,i %\ld h be5 expos$ to su* ho/ile misrepres5tations1 z x has be5 my lot to und]go on ! subject1 ,i %\ld h made m direct av[als ?an ,i h done ( my s5se ( ! gravity & ! dang] ( t abuse4 ,s9ce ,i c\ld n =esee :5 ,i wrote1 t ,i %\ld h be5 wantonly sl&]$1 ,i only wond] t ,i h anticipat$ ! *>ge z fully z w be se5 9 ! foll[+ extracts4 ,= in/ance1 speak+ ( ! ,discipl9a ,arcani1 ,i say3--7#a7 ,! elem5t>y in=mation giv5 to ! hea!n or cate*um5 0 9 no s5se undone by ! subsequ5t secret tea*+1 :i* 0 9 fact b ! fill+ up ( a b>e b correct outl9e1 p4 #eh1 & ,i contra/ ?is ) ! conduct ( ! ,mani*ans :o repres5t$ ! initiatory discipl9e z f\nd$ on a fiction or hypo!sis1 :i* 0 to be =gott5 by ! le>n] z he made progress 9 ! real doctr9e ( ! ,gospel4 7#b7 ,z to allegoriz+1 ,i say t ! ,alex&rians err$1 :5ev] & z f> z !y proce$$ to obscure ! prim>y mean+ ( ,scripture1 & to weak5 ! =ce ( hi/orical facts & express decl>ations1 p4 #fi4 7#c7 ,& t !y 7 m op5 to c5sure1 :51 on be+ urg$ by objections to v>i\s passages 9 ! hi/ory ( ! ,old ,te/am5t1 z d]ogatory to ! div9e p]fections or to ! ,jewi% ,sa9ts1 !y _h rec\rse to an allegorical explanation by way ( answ]1 p4 #ga4 7#d7 ,i add1 ,x is impossible to def5d su* a proc$ure1 :i* seems to imply a want ( fai? 9 ^? :o _h rec\rse to x2 = ,god has giv5 u rules ( "r & wrong1 ibid4 7#e7 ,aga91 ,i say1--,! abuse ( ! ,economy 9 ! h&s ( unscrupul\s reason]s1 is obvi\s4 ,ev5 ! hone/ controv]siali/ or tea*] w f9d x v difficult to repres5t1 )\t misrepres5t+1 :at x is yet 8 duty to pres5t to 8 he>]s ) caution or res]ve4 ,"h ! obvi\s rule to guide our practice is1 to be c>eful ev] to ma9ta9 sub/antial tru? 9 our use ( ! economical me?od1 pp4 #gi1 #hj4 7#f7 ,& s f> f concurr+ at all haz>ds ) ,ju/91 ,gregory1 or ,a?anasius1 ,i say1 ,x is pla9 !y 7 ju/ifi$ or n 9 _! ,economy1 accord+ z !y did or did n practically mislead _! oppon5ts1 p4 #hj4 7#g7 ,i proce$1 ,x is s difficult to hit ! m>k 9 ^! p]plex+ cases1 t x is n wond]ful1 %\ld ^! or o!r ,fa!rs h fail$ at times1 & said m or less ?an 0 prop]1 ibid4 ,! ,pr9ciple ( ! ,economy is famili>ly act$ on among u e day4 ,:5 we w\ld p]suade o!rs1 we d n beg9 by tread+ on _! toes4 ,m5 w\ld be ?\ght rude :o introduc$ _! own religi\s notions into mix$ society1 & 7 devotional 9 a draw+-room4 ,h we nev] ?\ght lawy]s tiresome :o did n obs]ve ?is polite rule1 :o came d[n = ! assizes & talk$ law all ?r\gh d9n]8 ,does ! same argum5t tell 9 ! ,h\se ( ,commons1 on ! hu/+s1 & at ,exet] ,hall8 ,is an educat$ g5tleman nev] wor/$ at an election by ! tone & argum5ts ( "s clev] fell[1 :o1 :atev] 8 %ortcom+s 9 o!r respects1 und]/&s ! common p8 99 99 99 99 99 ,z to ! ,ca?olic ,religion 9 ,engl& at ! pres5t day1 ?is only w ,i obs]ve1--t ! true/ exp$i5ce is to answ] "r out1 :5 y are ask$2 t ! wise/ economy is to h no managem5t2 t ! be/ prud5ce is n to be a c[>d2 t ! mo/ damag+ folly is to be f\nd out %uffl+2 & t ! fir/ ( virtues is to tell tru?1 & %ame ! devil4 ,,note ,g4 ,,on ,,page #bgi4 ,,ly+ ,,& ,,equivocation4 ,almo/ all au?ors1 ,ca?olic & ,prote/ant1 admit1 t :5 a j cause is pres5t1 !re is "s k9d or o!r ( v]bal mislead+1 :i* is n s94 ,ev5 sil5ce is 9 c]ta9 cases virtually su* a mislead+1 accord+ to ! ,prov]b1 ,sil5ce gives cons5t4 ,aga91 sil5ce is absolutely =bidd5 to a ,ca?olic1 z a mortal s91 "u c]ta9 circum/ances1 e4g4 to keep sil5ce1 :5 x is a duty to make a pr(ession ( fai?4 ,ano!r mode ( v]bal mislead+1 & ! mo/ direct1 is actually say+ ! ?+ t is n2 & x is def5d$ on ! pr9ciple t su* words are n a lie1 :5 !re is a ju/a causa1 z kill+ is n murd] 9 ! case ( an execution]4 ,ano!r gr\nd ( c]ta9 au?ors = say+ t an untru? is n a lie :]e !re is a j cause1 is1 t v]acity is a k9d ( ju/ice1 & !re=e1 :5 we h no duty ( ju/ice to tell tru? to ano!r1 x is no s9 n to d s4 ,h5ce we may say ! ?+ t is n1 to *ildr51 to madm51 to m5 :o ask imp]t95t que/ions1 to ^? :om we hope to b5efit by mislead+4 ,ano!r gr\nd1 tak5 9 def5d+ c]ta9 untru?s1 ex j caus1 z if n lies1 is1 t v]acity is = ! sake ( society1 & t1 if 9 no case :atev] we might lawfully mislead o!rs1 we %\ld actually be do+ society great h>m4 ,ano!r mode ( v]bal mislead+ is equivocation or a play ^u words2 & x is def5d$ on ! !ory t to lie is to use words 9 a s5se :i* !y w n be>4 ,b an equivocator uses !m 9 a receiv$ s5se1 ?\gh !re is ano!r receiv$ s5se1 & !re=e1 accord+ to ?is def9ition1 he does n lie4 ,o!rs say t all equivocations are1 aft] all1 a k9d ( ly+1--fa9t lies or awkw>d lies1 b /ill lies2 & "s ( ^! disputants inf]1 t !re=e we mu/ n equivocate1 & o!rs t equivocation is b a half-measure1 & t x is bett] to say at once t 9 c]ta9 cases untru?s are n lies4 ,o!rs w try to di/+ui% betwe5 evasions & equivocations2 b ?\gh !re are evasions :i* are cle>ly n equivocations1 yet x is v difficult sci5tifically to draw ! l9e betwe5 ! "o & ! o!r4 ,to ^! mu/ be add$ ! unsci5tific way ( deal+ ) lies3--viz4 t on a great or cruel occasion a man _c help tell+ a lie1 & he w\ld n be a man1 did he n tell x1 b /ill x is v wrong1 & he ought n to d x1 & he mu/ tru/ t ! s9 w be =giv5 him1 ?\gh he goes ab\t to commit x ev] s delib]ately1 & is sure to commit x aga9 "u simil> circum/ances4 ,x is a necess>y frailty1 & _h bett] n be ?\ght ab\t be=e x is incurr$1 & n ?\ght ( aga91 aft] x is well ov]4 ,?is view _c = a mom5t be def5d$1 b1 ,i suppose1 x is v common4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i ?9k ! hi/orical c\rse ( ?\ght ^u ! matt] has be5 ?is3 ! ,greek ,fa!rs ?\ght t1 :5 !re 0 a ju/a causa1 an untru? ne$ n be a lie4 ,/4 ,augu/9e took ano!r view1 ?\gh ) great misgiv+2 &1 :e!r he is rightly int]pret$ or n1 is ! doctor ( ! great & common view t all untru?s are lies1 & t !re c be no j cause ( untru?4 ,9 ^! lat] times1 ?is doctr9e has be5 f\nd difficult to "w1 & x has be5 l>gely taught t1 ?\gh all untru?s are lies1 yet t c]ta9 equivocations1 :5 !re is a j cause1 are n untru?s4 ,fur!r1 !re h be5 & all along ?r\gh ^! lat] ages1 o!r s*ools1 runn+ p>allel ) ! above m5tion$1 "o ( :i* says t equivocations1 c4 aft] all are lies1 & ano!r :i* says t !re are untru?s :i* are n lies4 99 99 99 99 99 ,& n[ z to ! j cause1 :i* is ! condition1 s9e qu non4 ,! ,greek ,fa!rs make x su* z ^!1 self-def5ce1 *>ity1 zeal = ,god's hon\r1 & ! l4 ,/4 ,augu/9e seems to deal ) ! same j causes z ! ,greek ,fa!rs1 ev5 ?\gh he does n all[ ( _! availabl5ess z depriv+ untru?s1 spok5 on su* occasions1 ( _! s9fulness4 ,he m5tions def5ce ( life & ( hon\r1 & ! safe cu/ody ( a secret4 ,also ! great ,anglican writ]s1 :o h foll[$ ! ,greek ,fa!rs1 9 def5d+ untru?s :5 !re is ! j cause1 consid] t j cause to be su* z ! pres]vation ( life & prop]ty1 def5ce ( law1 ! good ( o!rs4 ,moreov]1 _! moral rights1 e4g4 def5ce aga9/ ! inquisitive1 c4 ,/4 ,alfonso1 ,i consid]1 w\ld take ! same view ( ! ju/a causa z ! ,anglican div9es2 he speaks ( x z quicunque f9is hone/us1 ad s]v&a bona spiritui vel corpori utilia2 :i* is v mu* ! view :i* !y take ( x1 judg+ by ! in/ances :i* !y give4 ,9 all cases1 h[ev]1 & z contemplat$ by all au?ors1 ,clem5t ( ,alex&ria1 or ,milton1 or ,/4 ,alfonso1 su* a causa is1 9 fact1 extreme1 r>e1 great1 or at lea/ special4 ,?us ! writ] 9 ! ,mlanges ,?ologiques 7,lige1 #aheb-c1 p4 #dec7 quotes ,lessius3 ,si absque ju/a causa fiat1 e/ abusio orationis contra virtutem v]itatis1 et civilem consuetud9em1 etsi proprie non sit m5dacium4 ,t is1 ! virtue ( tru?1 & ! civil cu/om1 are ! measure ( ! j cause4 ,& s ,voit1 ,if a man has us$ a res]vation 7re/rictione non pur m5tali7 )\t a grave cause1 he has s9n$ gravely4 ,& s ! au?or himself1 f :om ,i quote1 & :o def5ds ! ,patri/ic & ,anglican doctr9e t !re are untru?s :i* are n lies1 says1 ,"u ! "n ( m5tal res]vation !ologians au?orize _m lies1 :5 !re is = !m a grave reason & proportionate1 i4e4 to _! "*4--p4 #dei4 ,& s ,/4 ,alfonso1 9 ano!r ,treatise1 quotes ,/4 ,?omas to ! effect1 t if f "o cause two imm$iate effects foll[1 &1 if ! good effect ( t cause is equal 9 value to ! bad effect 7bonus quivalet malo71 !n no?+ h9d]s ! speak]'s int5d+ ! good & only p]mitt+ ! evil4 ,f :i* x w foll[ t1 s9ce ! evil to society f ly+ is v great1 ! j cause :i* is to make x all[able1 mu/ be v great also4 ,& s ,k5rick3 ,x is confess$ by all ,ca?olics t1 9 ! common int]c\rse ( life1 all ambiguity ( language is to be avoid$2 b x is debat$ :e!r su* ambiguity is ev] lawful4 ,mo/ !ologians answ] 9 ! affirmative1 suppos+ a grave cause urges1 & ! true m9d ( ! speak] c be collect$ f ! adjuncts1 ?\gh 9 fact x be n collect$4 ,h[ev]1 !re are cases1 ,i h already said1 ( ano!r k9d1 9 :i* ,anglican au?ors w\ld ?9k a lie all[able2 su* z :5 a "q is imp]t95t4 ,( su* a case ,walt] ,scott1 if ,i mi/ake n1 suppli$ a v di/9ct example1 9 8 d5y+ s long ! au?or%ip ( 8 novels4 ,:at ,i h be5 say+ %[s :at diff]5t s*ools ( op9ion !re are 9 ! ,*ur* 9 ! treatm5t ( ?is difficult doctr9e2 &1 by consequ5ce1 t a giv5 individual1 su* z ,i am1 _c agree ) all ( !m1 & has a full "r to foll[ :i* ( !m he w4 ,! fre$om ( ! ,s*ools1 inde$1 is "o ( ^? rights ( reason1 :i* ! ,*ur* is too wise really to int]f]e )4 ,& ?is applies n to moral que/ions only1 b to dogmatic also4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is suppos$ by ,prote/ants t1 because ,/4 ,alfonso's writ+s h _h su* high comm5dation be/[$ ^u !m by au?ority1 !re=e !y h be5 inve/$ ) a quasi-infallibility4 ,?is has aris5 9 good measure f ,prote/ants n kn[+ ! =ce ( !ological t]ms4 ,! words to :i* !y ref] are ! au?oritative decision t no?+ 9 8 works has be5 f\nd wor?y ( c5sure1 c5sur dignum2 b ?is does n lead to ! conclusions :i* h be5 drawn f x4 ,^? words occur 9 a legal docum5t1 & _c be int]pret$ except 9 a legal s5se4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 ! s5t5ce is negative2 no?+ 9 ,/4 ,alfonso's writ+s is positively approv$2 &1 secondly1 x is n said t !re are no faults 9 :at he has writt51 b no?+ :i* comes "u ! ecclesia/ical c5sura1 :i* is some?+ v def9ite4 ,to take & int]pret !m1 9 ! way commonly adopt$ 9 ,engl&1 is ! same mi/ake1 z if "o 7 to take ! ^w ,apologia 9 ! ,engli% s5se ( apology1 or ,infant 9 law to mean a little *ild4 #a4 ,n[ fir/ z to ! mean+ ( ! above =m ( words view$ z a proposition4 ,:5 a "q on ! subject 0 ask$ ( ! fitt+ au?orities at ,rome by ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,besanon1 ! answ] return$ to him conta9$ ?is condition1 viz4 t ^? words 7 to be int]pret$1 ) due reg>d to ! m9d ( ! ,holy ,see conc]n+ ! approbation ( writ+s ( ! s]vants ( ,god1 ad effectum ,canonizationis4 ,?is is int5d$ to prev5t any ,ca?olic tak+ ! words ab\t ,/4 ,alfonso's works 9 too l>ge a s5se4 ,be=e a ,sa9t is canoniz$1 8 works are exam9$1 & a judgm5t pron\nc$ ^u !m4 ,pope ,b5$ict ,,xiv4 says1 ,! end or scope ( ?is judgm5t is1 t x may appe>1 :e!r ! doctr9e ( ! s]vant ( ,god1 :i* he has br\ght out 9 8 writ+s1 is free f any soev] !ological c5sure4 ,& he rem>ks 9 addition1 ,x nev] c be said t ! doctr9e ( a s]vant ( ,god is approv$ by ! ,holy ,see1 b at mo/ x c only be said t x is n disapprov$ 7non reprobatam7 9 case t ! ,revis]s _h report$ t !re is no?+ f\nd by !m 9 8 works1 :i* is adv]se to ! decrees ( ,urban ,,viii41 & t ! judgm5t ( ! ,revis]s has be5 approv$ by ! sacr$ ,congregation1 & confirm$ by ! ,supreme ,pontiff4 ,! ,decree ( ,urban ,,viii4 "h ref]r$ to is1 ,let works be exam9$1 :e!r !y conta9 errors aga9/ fai? or good morals 7bonos mores71 or any new doctr9e1 or a doctr9e =eign & ali5 to ! common s5se & cu/om ( ! ,*ur*4 ,! au?or f :om ,i quote ?is 7,m4 ,v&5broeck1 ( ! diocese ( ,mal9es7 obs]ves1 ,x is !re=e cle>1 t ! approbation ( ! works ( ! ,holy ,bi%op t\*es n ! tru? ( e proposition1 adds no?+ to !m1 nor ev5 gives !m by consequ5ce a degree ( intr9sic probability4 ,he adds t x gives ,/4 ,alfonso's !ology an extr9sic probability1 f ! fact t1 9 ! judgm5t ( ! ,holy ,see1 no proposition des]ves to receive a c5sure2 b t t probability w cease nev]!less 9 a p>ticul> case1 = any "o :o %\ld be conv9c$1 :e!r by evid5t argum5ts1 or by a decree ( ! ,holy ,see1 or o!rwise1 t ! doctr9e ( ! ,sa9t deviates f ! tru?4 ,he adds1 ,f ! fact t ! approbation ( ! works ( ,/4 ,alfonso does n decide ! tru? ( ea* proposition1 x foll[s1 z ,b5$ict ,,xiv4 has rem>k$1 t we may combat ! doctr9e :i* !y conta92 only1 s9ce a canoniz$ sa9t is 9 "q1 :o is hon\r$ by a solemn culte 9 ! ,*ur*1 we ought n to speak except ) respect1 nor to attack 8 op9ions except ) temp] & mode/y4 #b4 ,!n1 z to ! mean+ ( ! ^w c5sura3 ,b5$ict ,,xiv4 enum]ates a numb] ( ,notes :i* come "u t "n2 he says1 ,out ( propositions :i* are to be not$ ) !ological c5sure1 "s are h]etical1 "s errone\s1 "s close ^u error1 "s sav\r+ ( h]esy1 & s on2 & ea* ( ^! t]ms has its own def9ite mean+4 ,?us by errone\s is meant1 accord+ to ,viva1 a proposition :i* is n imm$iately oppos$ to a reveal$ proposition1 b only to a !ological conclusion drawn f premisses :i* are de fide2 sav\r+ ( h]esy is a proposition1 :i* is oppos$ to a !ological conclusion n evid5tly drawn f premisses :i* are de fide1 b mo/ probably & accord+ to ! common mode ( !ologiz+2--& s ) ! re/4 ,!re=e :5 x 0 said by ! ,revis]s ( ,/4 ,alfonso's works t !y 7 n wor?y ( c5sure1 x 0 only meant t !y did n fall "u ^! p>ticul> ,notes4 ,b ! answ] f ,rome to ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,besanon w5t fur!r ?an ?is2 x actually took pa9s to decl>e t any "o :o pleas$ might foll[ o!r !ologians in/ead ( ,/4 ,alfonso4 ,aft] say+ t no ,prie/ 0 to be int]f]$ ) :o foll[$ ,/4 ,alfonso 9 ! ,confessional1 x add$1 ,?is is said1 h[ev]1 )\t on t acc\nt judg+ t !y are repreh5d$ :o foll[ op9ions h&$ d[n by o!r approv$ au?ors4 ,& ?is too ,i w obs]ve1--t ,/4 ,alfonso made _m *anges ( op9ion himself 9 ! c\rse ( 8 writ+s2 & x c\ld n = an in/ant be suppos$ t we 7 b\nd to e "o ( 8 op9ions1 :5 he did n feel himself b\nd to !m 9 8 own p]son4 ,&1 :at is m to ! purpose /ill1 !re are op9ions1 or "s op9ion1 ( 8 :i* actually h be5 proscrib$ by ! ,*ur* s9ce1 & _c n[ be put =w>d or us$4 ,i d n pret5d to be a well-read !ologian myself1 b ,i say ?is on ! au?ority ( a !ological pr(essor ( ,br$a1 quot$ 9 ! ,mlanges ,?ol4 = #ahej-a4 ,he says3 ,x may happ51 t1 9 ! c\rse ( "t1 errors may be f\nd 9 ! works ( ,/4 ,alfonso & be proscrib$ by ! ,*ur*1 a ?+ :i* 9 fact has already occurr$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 n rang+ myself !n ) ^? :o consid] t x is ju/ifiable to use words 9 a d\ble s5se1 t is1 to equivocate1 ,i put myself "u ! protection ( su* au?ors z ,c>d9al ,g]dil1 ,natalis ,alex&]1 ,cont5son1 ,conc9a1 & o!rs4 ,"u ! protection ( ^! au?orities1 ,i say z foll[s3-- ,casui/ry is a noble sci5ce1 b x is "o to :i* ,i am l$1 nei!r by my abilities nor my turn ( m9d4 ,indep5d5tly1 !n1 ( ! difficulties ( ! subject1 & ! necessity1 be=e =m+ an op9ion1 ( kn[+ m ( ! argum5ts ( !ologians ^u x ?an ,i d1 ,i am v unwill+ to say a ^w "h on ! subject ( ,ly+ & ,equivocation4 ,b ,i consid] myself b\nd to speak2 & !re=e1 9 ?is /rait1 ,i c d no?+ bett]1 ev5 = my own relief1 ?an submit myself1 & :at ,i %all say1 to ! judgm5t ( ! ,*ur*1 & to ! cons5t1 s f> z 9 ?is matt] !re be a cons5t1 ( ! ,s*ola ,!ologorum4 ,n[ 9 ! case ( "o ( ^? special & r>e exig5cies or em]g5cies1 :i* con/itute ! ju/a causa ( dissembl+ or mislead+1 :e!r x be extreme z ! def5ce ( life1 or a duty z ! cu/ody ( a secret1 or ( a p]sonal nature z to repel an imp]t95t inquir]1 or a matt] too trivial to provoke "q1 z 9 deal+ ) *ildr5 or madm51 !re seem to be f\r c\rses3-- #a4 ,to say ! ?+ t is n4 ,"h ,i draw ! read]'s att5tion to ! words mat]ial & =mal4 ,?\ %alt n kill2 murd] is ! =mal transgression ( ?is comm&m5t1 b accid5tal homicide is ! mat]ial transgression4 ,! matt] ( ! act is ! same 9 bo? cases2 b 9 ! homicide1 !re is no?+ m ?an ! act1 :]eas 9 murd] !re mu/ be ! int5tion1 c41 :i* con/itutes ! =mal s94 ,s1 aga91 an execution] commits ! mat]ial act1 b n t =mal kill+ :i* is a brea* ( ! comm&m5t4 ,s a man1 :o1 simply to save himself f />v+1 takes a loaf :i* is n 8 own1 commits only ! mat]ial1 n ! =mal act ( /eal+1 t is1 he does n commit a s94 ,& s a baptiz$ ,*ri/ian1 ext]nal to ! ,*ur*1 :o is 9 inv9cible ignorance1 is a mat]ial h]etic1 & n a =mal4 ,& 9 l mann]1 if to say ! ?+ :i* is n be 9 special cases lawful1 x may be call$ a mat]ial lie4 ,! fir/ mode !n :i* has be5 sugge/$ ( meet+ ^? special cases1 9 :i* to mislead by words has a suffici5t occasion1 or has a j cause1 is by a mat]ial lie4 ,! second mode is by an quivocatio1 :i* is n equival5t to ! ,engli% ^w equivocation1 b means sometimes a play on words1 sometimes an evasion3 we mu/ take ^! two modes ( mislead+ sep>ately4 #b4 ,a play ^u words4 ,/4 ,alfonso c]ta9ly says t a play ^u words is all[able2 &1 speak+ "u correction1 ,i %\ld say t he does s on ! gr\nd t ly+ is n a s9 aga9/ ju/ice1 t is1 aga9/ our neighb\r1 b a s9 aga9/ ,god4 ,god has made words ! signs ( ideas1 & !re=e if a ^w d5otes two ideas1 we are at lib]ty to use x 9 ei!r ( its s5ses3 b ,i ?9k ,i mu/ be incorrect 9 "s respect 9 suppos+ t ! ,sa9t does n recognize a lie z an inju/ice1 because ! ,cate*ism ( ! ,c\ncil1 z ,i h quot$ x at p4 #bha1 says1 ,vanitate et m5dacio fides ac v]itas tolluntur1 arctissima v9cula societatis human2 quibus sublatis1 sequitur summa vit confusio1 ut hom9es nihil a dmonibus diff]re videantur4 #c4 ,evasion2--:51 = in/ance1 ! speak] div]ts ! att5tion ( ! he>] to ano!r subject2 sugge/s an irrelevant fact or makes a rem>k1 :i* confuses him & gives him some?+ to ?9k ab\t2 ?r[s du/ into 8 eyes2 /ates "s tru?1 f :i* he is q sure 8 he>] w draw an illogical & untrue conclusion1 & ! l4 ,! greate/ s*ool ( evasion1 ,i speak s]i\sly1 is ! ,h\se ( ,commons2 & necess>ily s1 f ! nature ( ! case4 ,& ! hu/+s is ano!r4 ,an in/ance is suppli$ 9 ! hi/ory ( ,/4 ,a?anasius3 he 0 9 a boat on ! ,nile1 fly+ p]secution2 & he f\nd himself pursu$4 ,on ?is he ord]$ 8 m5 to turn 8 boat r\nd1 & ran "r to meet ! satellites ( ,julian4 ,!y ask$ him1 ,h y se5 ,a?anasius8 & he told 8 foll[]s to answ]1 ,yes1 he is close to y4 ,!y w5t on _! c\rse z if !y 7 sure to come up to him1 :ile he ran back into ,alex&ria1 & !re lay hid till ! end ( ! p]secution4 ,i gave ano!r in/ance above1 9 ref]5ce to a doctr9e ( religion4 ,! e>ly ,*ri/ians did _! be/ to conceal _! ,cre$ on acc\nt ( ! misconceptions ( ! hea!n ab\t x4 ,7 ! "q ask$ ( !m1 ,d y wor%ip a ,tr9ity8 & did !y answ]1 ,we wor%ip "o ,god1 & none else2 ! inquir] might1 or w\ld1 inf] t !y did n ackn[l$ge ! ,tr9ity ( ,div9e ,p]sons4 ,x is v difficult to draw ! l9e betwe5 ^! evasions & :at are commonly call$ 9 ,engli% equivocations2 & ( ?is difficulty1 aga91 ,i ?9k1 ! sc5es 9 ! ,h\se ( ,commons supply u ) illu/rations4 #d4 ,! f\r? me?od is sil5ce4 ,= in/ance1 n giv+ ! :ole tru? 9 a c\rt ( law4 ,if ,/4 ,alban1 aft] dress+ himself 9 ! ,prie/'s clo!s1 & be+ tak5 be=e ! p]secutor1 _h be5 able to pass (f = 8 fri5d1 & s gone to m>tyrdom )\t be+ discov]$2 & _h he 9 ! c\rse ( exam9ation answ]$ all que/ions truly1 b n giv5 ! :ole tru?1 ! mo/ important tru?1 t he 0 ! wrong p]son1 he w\ld h come v ne> to tell+ a lie1 = a half-tru? is (t5 a falsehood4 ,& 8 def5ce mu/ h be5 ! ju/a causa1 viz4 ei!r t he might 9 *>ity or = religion's sake save a prie/1 or aga9 t ! judge _h no "r to int]rogate him on ! subject4 ,n[1 ( ^! f\r modes ( mislead+ o!rs by ! tongue1 :5 !re is a ju/a causa 7suppos+ !re c be su*71--7#a7 a mat]ial lie1 t is1 an untru? :i* is n a lie1 7#b7 an equivocation1 7#c7 an evasion1 & 7#d7 sil5ce1--,fir/1 ,i h no difficulty :atev] 9 recogniz+ z all[able ! me?od ( sil5ce4 ,secondly1 ,b1 if ,i all[ ( sil5ce1 :y n ( ! me?od ( mat]ial ly+1 s9ce half ( a tru? is (t5 a lie8 ,&1 aga91 if all kill+ be n murd]1 nor all tak+ f ano!r /eal+1 :y mu/ all untru?s be lies8 ,n[ ,i w say freely t ,i ?9k x difficult to answ] ?is "q1 :e!r x be urg$ by ,/4 ,clem5t or by ,milton2 at ! same "t1 ,i nev] h act$1 & ,i ?9k1 :5 x came to ! po9t1 ,i nev] %\ld act ^u su* a !ory myself1 except 9 "o case1 /at$ bel[4 ,?is ,i say = ! b5efit ( ^? :o speak h>dly ( ,ca?olic !ologians1 on ! gr\nd t !y admit text-books :i* all[ ( equivocation4 ,!y are ask$1 h[ c we tru/ y1 :5 su* are y\r views8 b su* views1 z ,i already h said1 ne$ n h any ?+ to d ) _! own practice1 m]ely f ! circum/ance t !y are conta9$ 9 _! text-books4 ,a !ologian draws out a sy/em2 he does x p>tly z a sci5tific speculation3 b mu* m = ! sake ( o!rs4 ,he is lax = ! sake ( o!rs1 n ( himself4 ,8 own /&>d ( action is mu* high] ?an t :i* he imposes ^u m5 9 g5]al4 ,"o special reason :y religi\s m51 aft] draw+ out a !ory1 are unwill+ to act ^u x !mselves1 is ?is3 t !y practically ackn[l$ge a broad di/9ction betwe5 _! reason & _! consci5ce2 & t !y feel ! latt] to be ! saf] guide1 ?\gh ! =m] may be ! cle>]1 nay ev5 ?\gh x be ! tru]4 ,!y w\ld r be 9 error ) ! sanction ( _! consci5ce1 ?an be "r ) ! m]e judgm5t ( _! reason4 ,& aga9 "h is ?is m tangible difficulty 9 ! case ( exceptions to ! rule ( ,v]acity1 t s v little ext]nal help is giv5 u 9 draw+ ! l9e1 z to :5 untru?s are all[able & :5 n2 :]eas t sort ( kill+ :i* is n murd]1 is mo/ def9itely m>k$ (f by legal enactm5ts1 s t x _c possibly be mi/ak5 = su* kill+ z is murd]4 ,on ! o!r h& ! cases ( exemption f ! rule ( ,v]acity are left to ! private judgm5t ( ! individual1 & he may easily be l$ on f acts :i* are all[able to acts :i* are n4 ,n[ ?is rem>k does n apply to su* acts z are relat$ 9 ,scripture1 z be+ done by a p>ticul> inspiration1 = 9 su* cases !re is a comm&4 ,if ,i _h my own way1 ,i w\ld oblige society1 t is1 its great m51 its lawy]s1 its div9es1 its lit]ature1 publicly to ackn[l$ge z su*1 ^? in/ances ( untru? :i* are n lies1 z = in/ance untru?s 9 w>2 & !n !re c\ld be no p]plexity to ! individual ,ca?olic1 = he w\ld n be tak+ ! law into 8 own h&s4 ,?irdly1 z to play+ ^u words1 or equivocation1 ,i suppose x is f ! ,engli% habit1 b1 )\t mean+ any disrespect to a great ,sa9t1 or wi%+ to set myself up1 or tak+ my consci5ce = m ?an x is wor?1 ,i c only say z a fact1 t ,i admit x z little z ! re/ ( my c\ntrym53 &1 )\t any ref]5ce to ! "r & ! wrong ( ! matt]1 ( ?is ,i am sure1 t1 if !re is "o ?+ m ?an ano!r :i* prejudices ,engli%m5 aga9/ ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 x is ! doctr9e ( great au?orities on ! subject ( equivocation4 ,= myself1 ,i c fancy myself ?9k+ x 0 all[able 9 extreme cases = me to lie1 b nev] to equivocate4 ,lu!r said1 ,pecca =tit]4 ,i ana!matize 8 =mal s5tim5t1 b !re is a tru? 9 x1 :5 spok5 ( mat]ial acts4 ,f\r?ly1 ,i ?9k evasion1 z ,i h describ$ x1 to be p]fectly all[able2 inde$1 ,i d n "k1 :o does n use x1 "u circum/ances2 b t a good deal ( moral dang] is atta*$ to its use2 & t1 ! clev]] a man is1 ! m likely he is to pass ! l9e ( ,*ri/ian duty4 99 99 99 99 99 ,b x may be said1 t su* decisions d n meet ! p>ticul> difficulties = :i* provision is requir$2 let u !n take "s in/ances4 #a4 ,i d n ?9k x "r to tell lies to *ildr51 ev5 on ?is acc\nt1 t !y are %>p] ?an we ?9k !m1 & w soon f9d out :at we are do+2 & our example w be a v bad tra9+ = !m4 ,& s ( equivocation3 x is easy ( imitation1 & we ourselves %all be sure to get ! wor/ ( x 9 ! end4 #b4 ,if an e>ly ,fa!r def5ds ! patri>* ,jacob 9 8 mode ( ga9+ 8 fa!r's bless+1 on ! gr\nd t ! bless+ 0 div9ely pl$g$ to him already1 t x 0 81 & t 8 fa!r & bro!r 7 act+ at once aga9/ 8 own rights & ! div9e w1 x does n foll[ f ?is t su* conduct is a patt]n to u1 :o h no sup]natural means ( det]m9+ :5 an untru? becomes a mat]ial1 & n a =mal lie4 ,x seems to me v dang]\s1 be x ev] all[able or n1 to lie or equivocate 9 ord] to pres]ve "s great temporal or spiritual b5efit2 nor does ,/4 ,alfonso "h say any ?+ to ! contr>y1 = he is n discuss+ ! "q ( dang] or exp$i5ce4 #c4 ,z to ,johnson's case ( a murd]] ask+ y :i* way a man _h gone1 ,i %\ld h anticipat$ t1 _h su* a difficulty happ5$ to him1 8 fir/ act w\ld h be5 to knock ! man d[n1 & to call out = ! police2 & next1 if he 0 wor/$ 9 ! conflict1 he w\ld n h giv5 ! ruffian ! in=mation he ask$1 at :atev] risk to himself4 ,i ?9k he w\ld h let himself be kill$ fir/4 ,i d n ?9k t he w\ld h told a lie4 #d4 ,a secret is a m difficult case4 ,suppos+ some?+ has be5 confid$ to me 9 ! /ricte/ secrecy1 :i* c\ld n be reveal$ )\t great disadvantage to ano!r1 :at am ,i to d8 ,if ,i am a lawy]1 ,i am protect$ by my pr(ession4 ,i h a "r to treat ) extreme indignation any "q :i* tr5*es on ! inviolability ( my position2 b1 suppos+ ,i 0 driv5 up into a corn]1 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld h a "r to say an untru?1 or t1 "u su* circum/ances1 a lie w\ld be mat]ial1 b x is almo/ an impossible case1 = ! law w\ld def5d me4 ,9 l mann]1 z a prie/1 ,i %\ld ?9k x lawful to speak z if ,i knew no?+ ( :at pass$ 9 confession4 ,& ,i ?9k 9 ^! cases1 ,i d 9 fact possess t gu>antee1 t ,i am n go+ by private judgm5t1 :i* j n[ ,i dem&$2 = society w\ld be> me out1 :e!r z a lawy] or z a prie/1 9 hold+ t ,i _h a duty to my cli5t or p5it5t1 su*1 t an untru? 9 ! matt] 0 n a lie4 ,a common type ( ?is p]missible d5ial1 be x mat]ial lie or evasion1 is at ! mom5t suppli$ to me3--an arti/ ask$ a ,prime ,m9i/]1 :o 0 sitt+ to him1 ,:at news1 my ,"l1 f ,france8 ,he answ]$1 ,i d n "k2 ,i h n read ! ,pap]s4 #e4 ,a m difficult "q is1 :5 to accept confid5ce has n be5 a duty4 ,suppos+ a man wi%es to keep ! secret t he is ! au?or ( a book1 & he is pla9ly ask$ on ! subject4 ,"h ,i %\ld ask ! previ\s "q1 :e!r any "o has a "r to publi% :at he d>e n av[4 ,x requires to h trac$ ! be>+s & results ( su* a pr9ciple1 be=e be+ sure ( x2 b c]ta9ly1 = myself1 ,i am no fri5d ( /rictly anonym\s writ+4 ,next1 suppos+ ano!r has confid$ to y ! secret ( 8 au?or%ip3--!re are p]sons :o w\ld h no scruple at all 9 giv+ a d5ial to imp]t95t que/ions ask$ !m on ! subject4 ,i h he>d a great man 9 8 day at ,ox=d1 w>mly cont5d1 z if he c\ld n ent] into any o!r view ( ! matt]1 t1 if he _h be5 tru/$ by a fri5d ) ! secret ( 8 be+ au?or ( a c]ta9 book1 & he 7 ask$ by a ?ird p]son1 if 8 fri5d 0 n 7z he really 07 ! au?or ( x1 he ought1 )\t any scruple & di/9ctly1 to answ] t he did n "k4 ,he _h an exi/+ duty t[>ds ! au?or2 he _h none t[>ds 8 inquir]4 ,! au?or _h a claim on him2 an imp]t95t que/ion] _h none at all4 ,b "h aga9 ,i desid]ate "s leave1 recogniz$ by society1 z 9 ! case ( ! =mulas ,n at home1 & ,n guilty1 9 ord] to give me ! "r ( say+ :at is a mat]ial untru?4 ,& moreov]1 ,i %\ld "h also ask ! previ\s "q1 ,h ,i any "r to accept su* a confid5ce8 h ,i any "r to make su* a promise8 &1 if x be an unlawful promise1 is x b9d+ :5 x _c be kept )\t a lie8 ,i am n attempt+ to solve ^! difficult que/ions1 b !y h to be c>efully exam9$4 ,& n[ ,i h said m ?an ,i _h int5d$ on a "q ( casui/ry4 ,,supplem5tal ,,matt]4 ,i4 ,,lett]s ,,& ,,pap]s ,,( ,,! ,,au?or ,,us$ ,,9 ,,! ,,c\rse ,,( ,,?is ,,"w4 ,,page ,febru>y #aa1 #ahaa #c ,octob] #bf1 #ahbc #b ,septemb] #g1 #ahbi #aai ,july #bj1 #ahcd #da ,novemb] #bh1 #eg ,augu/ #ah1 #ahcg #bi ,febru>y #aa1 #ahdj #abd #ba1 #abi ,octob] #bi787 #acb ,novemb] #ace ,m>* #ae1 #ahda #acg #bj1 #agj #bd1 #bjh #be1 #acg ,april #a1 #acg #d1 #ach #h1 #ach #h1 #ahg #bf1 #ahh ,may #e1 #ahh #i1 #ach ,june #ah1 #ahi ,septemb] #ab1 #ahda #aij ,octob] #ab1 #adc #ag1 #adj #bb1 #adj ,novemb] #aa1 #ade #ad1 #add ,decemb] #ac1 #aef #bd1 #aeg #be1 #aei #bf1 #afb ,m>* #f1 #ahdb #agg ,april #ad1 #agc ,octob] #af1 #aga ,novemb] #bb1 #aic ,feb4 #be1 #bh1 #ahdc #aha ,m>* #c1 #ahb #h1 #ahd ,may #d1 #bjh #ah1 #bji ,june #bj1 #agh ,july #af1 #agi ,augu/ #bi1 #bac ,augu/ #cj1 #ahdc #agi ,septemb] #g1 #bac #bi1 #bbe ,octob] #ad1 #bai #be1 #bba #ca1 #bbc ,novemb] #ac1 #adj #ahdc or #ahdd #agh ,janu>y #bb1 #ahdd #bbf ,febru>y #ba1 #bbf ,april #c1 #bje #h1 #bbf ,july #ad1 #aig ,septemb] #af1 #bbg ,novemb] #g1 #bcj #baa ,novemb] #af1 #ahdd #bbh #bd1 #bbi #ahdd 787 #bbe #ahdd or #ahde #afg ,janu>y #h1 #ahde #bcj ,m>* #cj1 #bca ,april #c1 #bcb #af1 #ahj ,june #a1 #bcb #ag1 #ahj ,octob] #h1 #bcd ,novemb] #h1 #aee #be1 #bce ,janu>y #bj1 #ahdf #bcf ,decemb] #f1 #ahdi #ahe ,,ii4 ,,c>d9al ,,newman',s ,,works4 ,n4,b4--,?is ,li/1 orig9ally made 9 #ahfe1 is n[ correct$ up to #ahij4 #a4 ,,s]mons4 ,,vols4 #a-h4 ,p>o*ial & ,pla9 ,s]mons4 7,longmans47 #i4 ,s]mons on ,subjects ( ! ,day4 7,longmans47 #aj4 ,univ]sity ,s]mons4 7,longmans47 #aa4 ,s]mons to ,mix$ ,congregations4 7,burns & ,oates47 #ab4 ,occasional ,s]mons4 7,burns & ,oates47 #b4 ,,treatises4 #ac4 ,on ! ,doctr9e ( ,ju/ification4 7,longmans47 #ad4 ,on ! ,developm5t ( ,*ri/ian ,doctr9e4 7,longmans47 #ae4 ,on ! ,idea ( a ,univ]sity4 7,longmans47 #af4 ,an ,essay 9 ,aid ( a ,gramm> ( ,ass5t4 7,longmans47 #c4 ,,essays4 #ag4 ,two ,essays on ,miracles4 #a4 ,( ,scripture4 #b4 ,( ,ecclesia/ical ,hi/ory4 7,longmans47 #ah4 ,discussions & ,argum5ts4 #a4 ,h[ to accompli% x4 #b4 ,! ,anti*ri/ ( ! ,fa!rs4 #c4 ,scripture & ! ,cre$4 #d4 ,tamwor? ,read+-,room4 #e4 ,:o's to blame8 #f4 ,an ,argum5t = ,*ri/ianity4 7,longmans47 #ai1 #bj4 ,essays ,critical & ,hi/orical4 #b vols4 #a4 ,poetry4 #b4 ,rationalism4 #c4 ,apo/olical ,tradition4 #d4 ,de la ,m5nais4 #e4 ,palm] on ,fai? & ,unity4 #f4 ,/4 ,ignatius4 #g4 ,prospects ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 #h4 ,! ,anglo-,am]ican ,*ur*4 #i4 ,c\ntess ( ,hunt+don4 #aj4 ,ca?olicity ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 #aa4 ,! ,anti*ri/ ( ,prote/ants4 #ab4 ,milman's ,*ri/ianity4 #ac4 ,re=mation ( ! ,elev5? ,c5tury4 #ad4 ,private ,judgm5t4 #ae4 ,davison4 #af4 ,keble4 7,longmans47 #d4 ,,hi/orical4 #ba-bc4 ,hi/orical ,sket*es4 #c vols4 #a4 ,! ,turks4 #b4 ,cic]o4 #c4 ,apollonius4 #d4 ,primitive ,*ri/ianity4 #e4 ,*ur* ( ! ,fa!rs4 #f4 ,/4 ,*ryso/om4 #g4 ,!odoret4 #h4 ,/4 ,b5$ict4 #i4 ,b5$ict9e ,s*ools4 #aj4 ,univ]sities4 #aa4 ,nor?m5 & ,normans4 #ab4 ,m$ieval ,ox=d4 #ac4 ,convocation ( ,cant]bury4 7,longmans47 #e4 ,,!ological4 #bd4 ,! ,arians ( ! ,f\r? ,c5tury4 7,longmans47 #be1 #bf4 ,annotat$ ,translation ( ,a?anasius4 #b vols4 7,longmans47 #bg4 ,tracts4 #a4 ,diss]tatiuncul4 #b4 ,on ! ,text ( ! ,sev5 ,epi/les ( ,/4 ,ignatius4 #c4 ,doctr9al ,causes ( ,arianism4 #d4 ,apoll9>ianism4 #e4 ,/4 ,cyril's ,=mula4 #f4 ,ordo de ,tempore4 #g4 ,d\ay ,v]sion ( ,scripture4 7,burns & ,oates47 #f4 ,,polemical4 #bh1 #bi4 ,! ,via ,m$ia ( ! ,anglican ,*ur*4 #b vols4 ) ,notes4 ,vol4 ,i4 ,prophetical ,(fice ( ! ,*ur*4 ,vol4 ,,ii4 ,occasional ,lett]s & ,tracts4 7,longmans47 #cj1 #ca4 ,c]ta9 ,difficulties felt by ,anglicans 9 ,ca?olic ,tea*+ ,consid]$4 #b vols4 ,vol4 ,i4 ,twelve ,lectures4 ,vol4 ,,ii4 ,lett]s to ,dr4 ,pusey conc]n+ ! ,bl4 ,virg91 & to ! ,duke ( ,norfolk 9 ,def5ce ( ! ,pope & ,c\ncil4 7,longmans47 #cb4 ,pres5t ,position ( ,ca?olics 9 ,engl&4 7,longmans47 #cc4 ,apologia pro ,vita ,sua4 7,longmans47 #g4 ,,lit]>y4 #cd4 ,v]ses on ,v>i\s ,occasions4 7,longmans47 #ce4 ,loss & ,ga94 7,burns & ,oates47 #cf4 ,calli/a4 7,longmans47 #cg4 ,! ,dream ( ,g]ontius4 7,longmans47 ,x is sc>cely necess>y to say t ! ,au?or submits all t he has writt5 to ! judgm5t ( ! ,*ur*1 ^: gift & pr]ogative x is to det]m9e :at is true & :at is false 9 religi\s tea*+4 ,,iii4 ,,lett] ,,( ,,approbation ,,& ,,enc\ragem5t ,,f ,,! ,,bi%op ,,( ,,! ,,diocese ,,( ,,birm+ham1 ,,dr4 ,,ulla?orne4 ,bi%op's ,h\se1 ,june #b1 #ahfd4 ,my de> ,dr4 ,newman1-- ,x 0 ) w>m gratification t1 aft] ! close ( ! ,synod ye/]day1 ,i li/5$ to ! ,address pres5t$ to y by ! cl]gy ( ! diocese1 & to y\r impressive reply4 ,b ,i %\ld h be5 little satisfi$ ) ! "p ( ! sil5t li/5]1 except on ! und]/&+ ) myself t ,i also might aft]w>ds express to y my own s5tim5ts 9 my own way4 ,we h n[ be5 p]sonally acqua9t$1 & mu* m ?an acqua9t$1 = n9ete5 ye>s1 dur+ m ?an sixte5 ( :i* we h /ood 9 special relation ( duty t[>ds ea* o!r4 ,?is has be5 "o ( ! s+ul> bless+s :i* ,god has giv5 me among/ ! c>es ( ! ,episcopal (fice4 ,:at my feel+s ( respect1 ( confid5ce1 & ( affection h be5 t[>ds y1 y "k well1 nor %\ld ,i ?9k ( express+ !m 9 words4 ,b !re is "o ?+ t has /ruck me 9 ?is day ( explanations1 :i* y c\ld n1 & w\ld n1 be dispos$ to d1 & :i* no "o c\ld d s prop]ly or s au!ntically z ,i c\ld1 & :i* x seems to me is n altoge!r uncall$ =1 if e k9d ( errone\s impression t "s p]sons h ent]ta9$ ) no bett] evid5ce ?an conjecture is to be remov$4 ,x is difficult to compreh5d h[1 9 ! face ( facts1 ! notion %\ld ev] h aris5 t dur+ y\r ,ca?olic life1 y h be5 m occupi$ ) y\r own ?\ghts ?an ) ! s]vice ( religion & ! "w ( ! ,*ur*4 ,if we take no o!r "w into consid]ation beyond ! writt5 productions :i* y\r ,ca?olic p5 has giv5 to ! _w1 !y are en\gh = ! life's lab\r ( ano!r4 ,!re are ! ,lectures on ,anglican ,difficulties1 ! ,lectures on ,ca?olicism 9 ,engl&1 ! great "w on ! ,scope & ,end ( ,univ]sity ,education1 t on ! ,(fice & ,"w ( ,univ]sities1 ! ,lectures & ,essays on ,univ]sity ,subjects1 & ! two ,volumes ( ,s]mons2 n to speak ( y\r contributions to ! ,atlantis1 :i* y f\nd$1 & to o!r p]iodicals2 !n !re are ^? beautiful (f]+s to ,ca?olic lit]ature1 ! ,lectures on ! ,turks1 ,loss & ,ga91 & ,calli/a1 & ?\gh la/1 n lea/1 ! ,apologia1 :i* is de/9$ to put _m idle rum\rs to re/1 & _m unpr(itable surmises2 & yet all ^! productions repres5t b a portion ( y\r lab\r1 & t 9 ! second half ( y\r p]iod ( public life4 ,^! works h be5 writt5 9 ! mid/ ( lab\r & c>es ( ano!r k9d1 & ( :i* ! _w kn[s v little4 ,i w specify f\r ( ^! und]tak+s1 ea* ( a di/9ct "*1 & any "o ( :i* w\ld h made a reputation = untir+ en]gy 9 ! practical ord]4 ,! fir/ ( ^! und]tak+s 0 ! e/abli%m5t ( ! congregation ( ! ,oratory ( ,/4 ,philip ,n]i--t great ornam5t & accession to ! =ce ( ,engli% ,ca?olicity4 ,bo? ! ,london & ! ,birm+ham ,oratory mu/ look to y z _! f\nd] & z ! orig9ator ( _! *>act]i/ic excell5ces2 :il/ t ( ,birm+ham has nev] kn[n any o!r presid5cy4 ,no soon] 0 ?is "w fairly on foot ?an y 7 call$ by ! highe/ au?ority to comm5ce ano!r1 & "o ( yet great] magnitude & difficulty1 ! f\nd+ ( a ,univ]sity 9 ,irel&4 ,aft] ! ,univ]sities _h be5 lo/ to ! ,ca?olics ( ^! k+doms = ?ree c5turies1 e ?+ _h to be begun f ! beg9n+3 ! idea ( su* an in/itution to be inculcat$1 ! plan to be =m$ t w\ld "w1 ! res\rces to be ga!r$1 & ! /aff ( sup]iors & pr(essors to be br\ght toge!r4 ,y\r "n 0 !n ! *ief po9t ( attraction :i* br\ght ^! elem5ts toge!r4 ,y alone "k :at difficulties y _h to conciliate & :at to surm\nt1 be=e ! "w rea*$ t /ate ( consi/5cy & promise1 :i* enabl$ y to return to ^? responsibilities 9 ,engl& :i* y _h nev] laid aside or susp5d$4 ,& "h1 excuse me if ,i give expression to a fancy :i* pass$ ?r\gh my m9d4 ,i 0 lately read+ a poem1 n long publi%$1 f ! ,,mss4 ,de ,r]um ,natura1 by ,neckham1 ! fo/]-bro!r ( ,ri*>d ! ,lion-he>t$4 ,he quotes an old prophecy1 attribut$ to ,m]l91 & ) a sort ( wond]1 z if recollect+ t ,engl& ow$ s mu* ( its lit]>y le>n+ to t c\ntry2 & ! prophecy says t aft] long ye>s ,ox=d w pass into ,irel&--',vada b\m suo tempore transibunt 9 ,hib]niam4' ,:5 ,i read ?is1 ,i c\ld n b indulge ! pleasant fancy t 9 ! days :5 ! ,dubl9 ,univ]sity %all arise 9 mat]ial spl5d\r1 an allusion to ?is prophecy might =m a poetic elem5t 9 ! inscription on ! p$e/al ( ! /atue :i* commemorates its fir/ ,rector4 ,! orig9al plan ( an ,oratory did n contemplate any p>o*ial "w1 b y c\ld n contemplate s _m s\ls 9 want ( pa/ors )\t be+ prompt & ready at ! beck ( au?ority to /ra9 all y\r ef=ts 9 com+ to _! help4 ,& ?is br+s me to ! ?ird & ! mo/ cont9u\s ( ^? lab\rs to :i* ,i h allud$4 ,! mission 9 ,alce/] ,/reet1 its *ur* & s*ools1 7 ! fir/ "w ( ! ,birm+ham ,oratory4 ,aft] sev]al ye>s ( close & h>d "w1 & a consid]able call ^u ! private res\rces ( ! ,fa!rs :o _h e/abli%$ ?is congregation1 x 0 deliv]$ ov] to o!r h&s1 & ! ,fa!rs remov$ to ! di/rict ( ,edgba/on1 :]e up to t "t no?+ ,ca?olic _h appe>$4 ,!n arose "u y\r direction ! l>ge conv5t ( ! ,oratory1 ! *ur* exp&$ by degrees into its pres5t capaci\sness1 a num]\s congregation has ga!r$ & gr[n 9 x2 poor s*ools & o!r pi\s in/itutions h gr[n up 9 connexion ) x1 &1 moreov]1 equally at y\r exp5se & t ( y\r bre?r51 &1 z ,i h reason to "k1 at mu* inconv5i5ce1 ! ,oratory has reliev$ ! o!r cl]gy ( ,birm+ham all ?is :ile by con/antly do+ ! duty 9 ! poor-h\se & gaol ( ,birm+ham4 ,m rec5tly /ill1 ! mission & ! poor s*ool at ,sme?wick owe _! exi/5ce to ! ,oratory4 ,& all ?is :ile ! f\nd] & fa!r ( ^! religi\s works has add$ to 8 o!r solicitudes ! toil ( frequ5t prea*+1 ( att5dance 9 ! confessional1 & o!r p>o*ial duties4 ,i h read on ?is day ( its publication ! sev5? "p ( ! ,apologia1 & ! t\*+ allusion 9 x to ! devot$ness ( ! ,ca?olic cl]gy to ! poor 9 seasons ( pe/il5ce rem9ds me t :5 ! *ol]a rag$ s dreadfully at ,bil/on1 & ! two prie/s ( ! t[n 7 no long] equal to ! numb] ( cases to :i* !y 7 hurri$ day & night1 ,i ask$ y to l5d me two fa!rs to supply ! place ( o!r prie/s :om ,i wi%$ to s5d z a fur!r aid4 ,b y & ,fa!r ,/4 ,john pref]r$ to take ! place ( dang] :i* ,i _h de/9$ = o!rs1 & rema9$ at ,bil/on till ! wor/ 0 ov]4 ,! f\r? "w :i* ,i w\ld notice is "o m widely kn[n4 ,i ref] to ! s*ool = ! education ( ! high] classes1 :i* at ! solicitation ( _m fri5ds y h f\nd$ & atta*$ to ! ,oratory4 ,surely aft] read+ ?is b>e enum]ation ( "w done1 no man w v5ture to say t ,dr4 ,newman is lead+ a comp>atively inactive life 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,*ur*4 ,to sp>e1 my de> ,dr4 ,newman1 any fur!r pressure on ^? feel+s ) :i* ,i h already tak5 s l>ge a lib]ty1 ,i w only add "o ^w m = my own satisfaction4 ,dur+ our long int]c\rse !re is only "o subject on :i*1 aft] ! fir/ exp]i5ce1 ,i h measur$ my words ) "s caution1 & t has be5 :]e que/ions be>+ on ecclesia/ical duty h aris54 ,i f\nd "s little caution necess>y1 because y 7 always s prompt & ready to g ev5 beyond ! slighte/ intimation ( my wi% or desires4 ,t ,god may bless y ) heal?1 life1 & all ! spiritual good :i* y desire1 y & y\r bre?r5 ( ! ,oratory1 is ! e>ne/ pray] n[ & (t5 (1 ,my de> ,dr4 ,newman1 ,y\r affectionate fri5d & fai?ful s]vant 9 ,*ri/1 ,w4 ,b4 ,,ulla?orne4 ,,iv4 ,,lett]s ,,( ,,approbation ,,& ,,enc\ragem5t ,,f ,,cl]gy ,,& ,,laity4 ,x requires "s words ( explanation :y ,i all[ myself to s\nd my own praises s l\dly1 z ,i am do+ by add+ to my ,volume ! foll[+ ,lett]s1 writt5 to me la/ ye> by l>ge bodies ( my ,ca?olic bre?r51 ,prie/s1 & ,laym51 9 ! c\rse or on ! conclusion ( ! publication ( my ,apologia4 ,i h two reasons = do+ s4 #a4 ,x seems h>dly respectful to !m1 & h>dly fair to myself1 to practise self-d5ial 9 a matt]1 :i* aft] all belongs to o!rs z well z to me4 ,bodies ( m5 become au?orities by ! fact ( be+ bodies1 ov] & above ! p]sonal claims ( ! individuals :o con/itute !m4 ,to h receiv$ su* unusual ,te/imonials 9 my fav\r1 z ,i h to produce1 & !n to h let bo? ^? ,te/imonials & ! g5]\s feel+s :i* dictat$ !m be wa/$1 & come to n\ght1 w\ld h be5 a rud5ess ( :i* ,i c\ld n be> to be guilty4 ,f> be x f me to %[ su* +ratitude to ^? :o 7 especially fri5ds 9 ne$4 ,i am too pr\d ( _! approbation n to publi% x to ! _w4 #b4 ,b ,i h a fur!r reason4 ,! belief obta9s ext5sively 9 ! c\ntry at l>ge1 t ,ca?olics1 & especially ! ,prie/hood1 disav[ ! mode & =m1 9 :i* ,i am accu/om$ to tea* ! ,ca?olic fai?1 z if !y 7 n g5]ally recogniz$1 b some?+ special & peculi> to myself2 z if1 :e!r = ! purposes ( controv]sy1 or f ! traditions ( an e>li] p]iod ( my life1 ,i did n exhibit ,ca?olicism pure & simple1 z ! bulk ( its pr(essors manife/ x4 ,su* te/imonials1 !n1 z n[ foll[1 f z _m z #eeh prie/s1 t is1 n f> f half ( ! cl]gy ( ,engl&1 secul> & religi\s1 f ! ,bi%op & cl]gy ( a diocese at ! ,antipodes1 & f s great & au?oritative a body z ! ,g]man ,congress assembl$ la/ ye> at ,wurzburg1 scatt] to ! w9ds a suspicion1 :i* x is n less pa9ful1 ,i am p]suad$1 to numb]s ( ^? ,prote/ants :o ent]ta9 x1 ?an x is injuri\s to me :o h to be> x4 ,i4 ,,! ,,diocese ,,( ,,we/m9/]4 ,! foll[+ ,address 0 sign$ by #aaj ( ! ,we/m9/] cl]gy1 includ+ all ! ,canons1 ! ,vic>s ,g5]al1 a great numb] ( secul> prie/s1 & five ,doctors 9 !ology2 ,fa!rs ( ! ,society ( ,jesus1 ,fa!rs ( ! ,ord] ( ,/4 ,dom9ic1 ( ,/4 ,francis1 ( ! ,oratory1 ( ! ,passion1 ( ,*>ity1 ,oblates ( ,/4 ,*>les1 & ,m>i/s4 ,london1 ,m>* #ae1 #ahfd4 ,v ,rev]5d & ,de> ,sir1 ,we1 ! und]sign$ ,prie/s ( ! ,diocese ( ,we/m9/]1 t5d] to y our respectful ?anks = ! s]vice y h done to religion1 z well z to ! int]e/s ( lit]>y morality1 by y\r ,reply to ! calumnies ( a popul> writ] ( ! day4 ,we _c b reg>d x z a matt] ( congratulation t y\r assailant %\ld h associat$ ! cause ( ! ,ca?olic ,prie/hood ) ! "n ( "o s well fitt$ to repres5t its dignity1 & to def5d its hon\r1 z y\rself4 ,we recognize 9 ?is late/ ef=t ( y\r lit]>y p[] "o fur!r claim1 besides ! _m y h already e/abli%$1 to ! gratitude & v5]ation ( ,ca?olics1 & tru/ t ! reception :i* x has met ) on all sides may be ! om5 ( new successes :i* y are de/9$ to a*ieve 9 ! v9dication ( ! tea*+ & pr9ciples ( ! ,*ur*4 ,we are1 ,v ,rev]5d & ,de> ,sir1 ,y\r fai?ful & affectionate ,s]vants 9 ,*ri/4 7,! ,subscriptions foll[47 ,to ! ,v ,rev4 ,john ,h5ry ,newman1 ,d4,d4 ,,ii4--,,! ,,academia ,,( ,,ca?olic ,,religion4 ,london1 ,april #ai1 #ahfd4 ,v ,rev4 & ,de> ,sir1 ,! ,academia ( ,ca?olic ,religion1 at _! meet+ held to-day1 "u ! ,presid5cy ( ! ,c>d9al ,ar*bi%op1 h in/ruct$ u to write to y 9 _! behalf4 ,z !y h le>n$1 ) great satisfaction1 t x is y\r int5tion to publi% a def5ce ( ,ca?olic ,v]acity1 :i* has be5 assail$ 9 y\r p]son1 !y are preclud$ f ask+ y t t def5ce might be made by ^w ( m\?1 & 9 ,london1 z !y w\ld o!rwise h done4 ,compos$1 z ! ,academia is1 ma9ly ( ,laym51 !y feel t x is n out ( _! prov9ce to express _! indignation t y\r oppon5t %\ld h *os51 :ile prais+ ! ,ca?olic ,laity1 to d s at ! exp5se ( ! ,cl]gy1 betwe5 :om & !mselves1 9 ?is z 9 all o!r matt]s1 !re exi/s a p]fect id5tity ( pr9ciple & practice4 ,x is because1 9 su* a matt]1 y\r cause is ! cause ( all ,ca?olics1 t we congratulate ourselves on ! ra%ness ( ! oppon5t t has ?r[n ! def5ce ( t cause into y\r h&s4 ,we rema91 ,v ,rev]5d & ,de> ,sir1 ,y\r v fai?ful ,s]vants1 ,,james ,,laird ,,patt]son1 ,,edw4 ,,lucas1 ,secret>ies4 ,to ! ,v ,rev4 ,john ,h5ry ,newman1 ,d4,d41 ,provo/ ( ! ,birm+ham ,oratory4 ,! above 0 mov$ at ! meet+ by ,"l ,petre1 & second$ by ! ,hon4 ,*>les ,langdale4 ,,iii4--,,! ,,diocese ,,( ,,birm+ham4 ,9 ?is ,diocese !re 7 9 #ahfd1 accord+ to ! ,directory ( ! ye>1 #acf ,prie/s4 ,june #a1 #ahfd4 ,v ,rev]5d & ,de> ,sir1 ,9 avail+ ourselves ( y\r pres5ce at ! ,diocesan ,synod to (f] y our he>ty ?anks = y\r rec5t v9dication ( ! hon\r ( ! ,ca?olic ,prie/hood1 ,we1 ! ,provo/ & ,*apt] ( ! ,ca!dral1 & ! ,cl]gy1 ,secul> & ,regul>1 ( ! ,diocese ( ,birm+ham1 _c =ego ! ass]tion ( a special "r1 z y\r neighb\rs & colleagues1 to express our v5]ation & affection = "o ^: fidelity to ! dictates ( consci5ce1 9 ! use ( ! highe/ intellectual gifts1 has won ev5 f oppon5ts unb\nd$ admiration & respect4 ,to mo/ ( u y are p]sonally kn[n4 ,( "s1 inde$1 y 71 9 ye>s long pa/1 ! tru/$ guide1 to :om !y owe m ?an c be express$ 9 words2 & all are consci\s t ! +5u\s fulness ( y\r answ] to a false & unprovok$ accusation1 has int5sifi$ _! int]e/ 9 ! lab\rs & trials ( y\r life4 ,:ile1 !n1 we res5t ! indignity to :i* y h be5 expos$1 & lam5t ! pa9 & annoyance :i* ! manife/ation ( y\rself mu/ h co/ y1 we _c b rejoice t1 9 ! fulfilm5t ( a duty1 y h all[$ nei!r ! unwor?9ess ( y\r assailant to %ield him f rebuke1 nor ! sacr$ness ( y\r inmo/ motives to deprive t rebuke ( ! only =m :i* c\ld at once complete 8 discomfiture1 free y\r own "n f ! obloquy :i* prejudice _h ca/ ^u x1 & af=d invaluable aid to hone/ seek]s aft] ,tru?4 ,great z is ! "w :i* y h already done1 ,v ,rev]5d ,sir1 p]mit u to express a hope t a great] yet rema9s = y to accompli%4 ,9 an age & 9 a c\ntry 9 :i* ! v f\ndations ( religi\s fai? are expos$ to assault1 we rejoice 9 numb]+ among our bre?r5 "o s well qualifi$ by le>n+ & exp]i5ce to def5d t priceless deposit ( ,tru?1 9 obta9+ :i* y h c\nt$ z ga9 ! loss ( all ?+s mo/ de> & preci\s4 ,& we e/eem ourselves happy 9 be+ able to (f] y t support & enc\ragem5t :i* ! assurance ( our unfeign$ admiration & reg>d may be able to give y "u y\r pres5t trials & future lab\rs4 ,t y may long h /r5g? to lab\r = ! ,*ur* ( ,god & ! glory ( ,8 ,holy ,"n is1 ,v ,rev]5d & ,de> ,sir1 our he>tfelt & unit$ pray]4 7,! ,subscriptions foll[47 ,to ! ,v ,rev4 ,john ,h5ry ,newman1 ,d4,d4 ,,iv4--,,! ,,diocese ,,( ,,bev]ley4 ,! foll[+ ,address1 z is /at$ 9 ! fir/ p>agraph1 comes f m ?an #gj ,prie/s3-- ,hull1 ,may #i1 #ahfd4 ,v ,rev4 & ,de> ,dr4 ,newman1 ,at a rec5t meet+ ( ! cl]gy ( ! ,diocese ( ,bev]ley1 held 9 ,york1 at :i* upw>ds ( sev5ty prie/s 7 pres5t1 special att5tion 0 call$ to y\r correspond5ce ) a popul> writ]2 & su* 0 ! en?usiasm ) :i* y\r "n 0 receiv$--su* 0 ! admiration express$ ( ! dignity ) :i* y _h ass]t$ ! claims ( ! ,ca?olic ,prie/hood 9 ,engl& to be treat$ ) becom+ c\rtesy & respect--& su* 0 ! /rong & all-p]vad+ s5se ( ! invaluable s]vice :i* y _h ?us r5d]$1 n only to fai? & morals1 b to good mann]s s f> z reg>d$ religi\s controv]sy 9 ?is c\ntry1 t ,i 0 reque/$1 z ,*airman1 to become ! voice ( ! meet+1 & to express to y z /rongly & z e>ne/ly z ,i c\ld1 h[ he>tily ! :ole ( ! cl]gy ( ?is diocese desire to ?ank y = s]vices to religion z well-tim$ z !y are 9 !mselves above & beyond all comm5dation1 s]vices :i* ! ,ca?olics ( ,engl& w nev] cease to hold 9 mo/ grateful remembrance4 ,god1 9 ,8 inf9ite wisdom & great m]cy1 has rais$ y up to /& prom95tly =? 9 ! glori\s "w ( re-e/abli%+ 9 ?is c\ntry ! holy fai? :i* 9 good old times %$ su* lu/re ^u x4 ,we all lam5t t1 9 ! ord] ( nature1 y h s few ye>s be=e y 9 :i* to fight aga9/ false tea*+ t good fight 9 :i* y h be5 s victori\sly engag$ ( late4 ,b our pray]s are t y may long be sp>$1 & may possess to ! la/ all y\r vig\r1 & all t zeal = ! advancem5t ( our holy fai?1 :i* imp>ts su* a *>m to ! productions ( y\r p54 ,i e/eem x a great hon\r & a great privilege to h be5 deput$1 z ! repres5tative ( ! cl]gy ( ! ,diocese ( ,bev]ley1 to t5d] y ! fulle/ expression ( our mo/ grateful ?anks1 & ! assurance ( our pray]s = y\r heal? & et]nal happ9ess4 ,i am1 ,v ,rev4 & ,de> ,sir1 ,) s5tim5ts ( pr(\nd respect1 ,y\rs mo/ fai?fully 9 ,*ri/1 ,m4 ,,trappes4 ,! ,v ,rev4 ,dr4 ,newman4 ,v4 ,,& ,,vi4--,,! ,,dioceses ,,( ,,liv]pool ,,& ,,sal=d4 ,! ,secul> ,cl]gy ( ,liv]pool am\nt$ 9 #ahfd to #ajc1 & ( ,sal=d to #gf4 ,pre/on1 ,july #bg1 #ahfd4 ,v ,rev4 & ,de> ,sir1 ,x may seem1 p]haps1 t ! ,cl]gy ( ,lanca%ire h be5 sl[ to address y2 b x w\ld be incorrect to suppose t !y h be5 indiff]5t spectators ( ! conflict 9 :i* y h be5 rec5tly engag$4 ,?is is ! fir/ opportunity t has pres5t$ itself1 & !y gladly avail !mselves ( _! annual meet+ 9 ,pre/on to t5d] to y ! unit$ expression ( _! he>tfelt sympa?y & gratitude4 ,! atroci\s imputation1 out ( :i* ! late controv]sy arose1 0 felt z a p]sonal affront by !m1 "o & all1 consci\s z !y 71 t x 0 ma9ly ow+ to y\r position z a di/+ui%$ ,ca?olic ecclesia/ic1 t ! *>ge 0 connect$ ) y\r "n4 ,:ile !y regret ! pa9 y mu/ ne$s h suff]$1 !y _c help rejoic+ t x has af=d$ y an opportunity ( r5d]+ a new & mo/ important s]vice to _! holy religion4 ,writ]s1 :o are n ov]scrupul\s ab\t ! tru? !mselves1 h long us$ ! *>ge ( untru?fulness z an ev] ready weapon aga9/ ! ,ca?olic ,cl]gy4 ,p>tly f ! frequ5t repetition ( ?is *>ge1 p>tly f a consci\sness t1 in/ead ( und]valu+ ! tru?1 !y h ev] priz$ x above e e>?ly treasure1 p>tly1 too1 f ! difficulty ( obta9+ a he>+ 9 _! own def5ce1 !y h g5]ally pass$ x by 9 sil5ce4 ,!y ?ank y = com+ =w>d z _! *ampion3 y\r own "* requir$ no v9dication4 ,x 0 _! battle m ?an y\r own t y f\ght4 ,!y "k & feel h[ mu* pa9 x has caus$ y to br+ s prom95tly =w>d y\r own life & motives1 b !y n[ congratulate y on ! complet5ess ( y\r triumph1 z admitt$ alike by fri5d & enemy4 ,9 addition to answ]+ ! orig9al accusation1 y h plac$ !m "u a new obligation1 by giv+ to all1 :o read ! ,engli% language1 a "w :i*1 = lit]>y ability & ! lucid exposition ( _m difficult & ab/ruse po9ts1 =ms an invaluable contribution to our lit]ature4 ,!y f]v5tly pray t ,god may give y heal? & l5g? ( days1 &1 if x please ,him1 "s o!r cause 9 :i* to use = ,8 glory ! great p[]s be/[$ ^u y4 ,sign$ on behalf ( ! ,meet+1 ,,?os4 ,,provo/ ,,cookson4 ,! ,v ,rev4 ,j4 ,h4 ,newman4 ,,vii4--,,! ,,diocese ,,( ,,hexham4 ,! ,secul> ,prie/s on ,mission 9 #ahfd 9 ?is ,diocese 7 #fd4 ,durham1 ,sept4 #bb1 #ahfd4 ,my ,de> ,dr4 ,newman1 ,at ! annual meet+ ( ! ,cl]gy ( ! ,diocese ( ,hexham & ,newca/le1 held a few days ago at ,newca/le-^u-,tyne1 ,i 0 commission$ by !m to express to y _! s9c]e sympa?y1 on acc\nt ( ! sl&]\s accusations1 to :i* y h be5 s unju/ly expos$4 ,we are fully aw>e t ^! f\l calumnies 7 int5d$ to injure ! "* ( ! :ole body ( ! ,ca?olic ,cl]gy1 & t y\r di/+ui%$ "n 0 s+l$ out1 9 ord] t !y might be m effectually propagat$4 ,x is well t ^! poison\s %afts 7 ?us aim$1 z no "o c\ld m triumphantly repel !m4 ,! ',apologia pro ,vit su' w1 if possible1 r5d] /ill m illu/ri\s ! "n ( its gift$ au?or1 & be a la/+ monum5t ( ! victory ( tru?1 & ! signal ov]?r[ ( an arrogant & reckless assailant4 ,x may appe> late = u n[ to ask to jo9 9 y\r triumph1 b z ! ,annual ,meet+ ( ! ,nor!rn ,cl]gy does n take place till ?is "t1 x is ! fir/ occasion (f]$ u to pres5t our unit$ congratulations1 & to decl>e to y1 t by none ( y\r bre?r5 are y m e/eem$ & v5]at$1 ?an by ! ,cl]gy ( ! ,diocese ( ,hexham & ,newca/le4 ,wi%+ t ,almighty ,god may prolong y\r life _m m ye>s = ! def5ce ( our holy religion & ! hon\r ( y\r bre?r51 ,i am1 de> ,dr4 ,newman1 ,y\rs s9c]ely 9 ,jesus ,*ri/1 ,,ralph ,,provo/ ,,platt1 ,v4 ,g4 ,! ,v ,rev4 ,j4 ,h4 ,newman4 ,,viii4--,,! ,,congress ,,( ,w,,rzburg4 ,septemb] #ae1 #ahfd4 ,sir1 ,! und]sign$1 ,presid5t ( ! ,ca?olic ,congress ( ,g]many assembl$ 9 ,wrzburg1 has be5 commission$ to express to y1 ,v ,rev4 & ,de> ,sir1 its deep-felt gratitude = y\r late able def5ce ( ! ,ca?olic ,cl]gy1 n only ( ,engl&1 b ( ! :ole _w1 aga9/ ! attacks ( its enemies4 ,! ,ca?olics ( ,g]many unite ) ! ,ca?olics ( ,engl& 9 te/ify+ to y _! pr(\nd admiration & sympa?y1 & pray t ! ,almighty may long pres]ve y\r valuable life4 ,! above ,resolution 0 vot$ by ! ,congress ) acclamation4 ,accept1 v ,rev4 & ,de> ,sir1 ! expression ( ! high consid]ation ) :i* ,i am ,y\r mo/ ob$i5t s]vant1 7,sign$7 ,,erne/ ,,b>on ,,moij ,,de ,,sons4 ,! ,v ,rev4 ,j4 ,h4 ,newman4 ,,ix4--,,! ,,diocese ,,( ,,hob>t ,,t[n4 ,hob>t ,t[n1 ,tasmania1 ,novemb] #bb1 #ahfd4 ,v ,rev4 & ,de> ,sir1 ,by ! la/ mon?'s po/ we at l5g? receiv$ y\r admirable book1 entitl$1 ',apologia pro ,vit su1' & ! pamphlet1 ',:at !n does ,dr4 ,newman mean8' ,by ?is mon?'s mail1 we wi% to express our he>tfelt gratification & delight = be+ possess$ ( a "w s triumphant 9 ma9ta9+ tru?1 & s ov]:elm+ 9 conf\nd+ arrogance & error1 z ! ',apologia4' ,no d\bt1 y\r adv]s>y1 re/+ on ! deep-seat$ prejudice ( our fell[-c\ntrym5 9 ! ,unit$ ,k+dom1 calculat$ ^u e/abli%+ 8 own fame z a ke5-sight$ polemic1 z a %rewd & tru?-lov+ man1 ^u ! fall5 reputation ( "o1 :o1 z he w\ld demon/rate1--yes1 t he w\ld1--set little or no value on tru?1 & :o1 !re=e1 w\ld des]v$ly s9k into obscurity1 h5ce=w>d reject$ & despis$6 ,aman ( old erect$ a gibbet at ! gate ( ! city1 on :i* an unsuspect+ & an un(f5d+ man1 "o m>k$ z a victim1 0 to be expos$ to ! gaze & d]ision ( ! p1 9 ord] t 8 own dignity & fame might be exalt$2 b a div9e ,provid5ce orda9$ o!rwise4 ,! hi/ory ( ! judgm5t t fell ^u ,aman1 has be5 record$ 9 ,holy ,writ1 x is to be presum$1 z a w>n+ to va9 & unscrupul\s m51 ev5 9 our days4 ,!re c be no d\bt1 a moral gibbet1 full 'fifty cubits high1' _h be5 prep>$ "s "t1 on :i* y 7 to be expos$1 = ! pity at lea/1 if n = ! scorn & d]ision ( s _m1 :o _h lov$ & v5]at$ y ?r\gh life6 ,b ! ef=t made 9 ! =ty-eight pages ( ! r$\btable pamphlet1 ',:at !n does ,dr4 ,newman ,mean8'--! production ( a bold1 unscrupul\s man1 ) a co>se m9d1 & reg>dless ( inflict+ pa9 on ! feel+s ( ano!r1 has fail$1--m>vell\sly fail$1--& he himself is n[ exhibit$ n only 9 our fa!rl&1 b ev5 at ! ,antipodes1 9 fact :]ev] ! ,engli% language is spok5 or read1 z a %all[ pret5d]1 "o q incompet5t to treat ( matt]s ( su* undy+ int]e/ z ^? he presum$ to int]f]e )4 ,we f]v5tly pray ! ,almighty1 t y may be sp>$ to ,8 ,*ur* = _m ye>s to come1--t to ,him alone ! glory ( ?is noble "w may be giv51--& to y ! rew>d 9 et]nal bliss6 ,& f ?is di/ant l& we beg to convey to y1 ,v ,rev4 & ,de> ,sir1 ! s5tim5ts ( our affectionate respect1 & deep v5]ation4 7,! ,subscriptions foll[1 ( ! ,bi%op ,vic>-,g5]al & eighte5 ,cl]gy47 ,! ,v ,rev4 ,dr4 ,newman1 c4 c4 c4 ,,additional ,,notes4 ,,note ,,on ,,page #ab4 ,,correspond5ce ,,) ,,ar*bi%op ,,:ately ,,9 #ahcd4 ,on application ( ! ,editor ( ,dr4 ,:ately's ,correspond5ce1 ! foll[+ f\r lett]s 7 s5t to h] = publication3 !y are "h giv5 entire4 ,x w be obs]v$ t !y are ( ! same date z my lett] to ,dr4 ,hampd5 at p4 #eg4 #a4 ,dubl91 ,octob] #be1 #ahcd4 ,my de> ,newman1 ,a mo/ %ock+ report conc]n+ y has rea*$ me1 :i* inde$ c>ries su* an improbability on ! face ( x t y may p]haps wond] at my giv+ x a ?\ght2 & at fir/ ,i did n1 b f9d+ x repeat$ f diff]5t qu>t]s1 x seems to me wor? contradict+ = ! sake ( y\r "*4 ,"s ,ox=d und]graduates1 ,i f9d1 op5ly report t :5 ,i 0 at ,oriel la/ spr+ y abs5t$ y\rself f *apel on purpose to avoid receiv+ ! ,communion along ) me2 & t y y\rself decl>$ ?is to be ! case4 ,i w\ld n notice e idle rum\r2 b ?is has be5 s confid5tly & s long ass]t$ t x w\ld be a satisfaction to me to be able to decl>e its falsity z a fact1 f y\r au?ority4 ,i did inde$ at once decl>e my utt] unbelief2 b !n ?is has only ! weight ( my op9ion2 ?\gh an op9ion re/+ ,i ?9k on no insuffici5t gr\nds4 ,i did n pr(ess to re/ my disbelief on our long1 intimate1 & confid5tial fri5d%ip1 :i* w\ld make x y\r "r & y\r duty--if ,i did any ?+ to (f5d y or any ?+ y might ?9k mat]ially wrong--to remon/rate ) me2--b on y\r g5]al "*2 :i* ,i 0 p]suad$ w\ld h made y incapable1 ev5 _h no su* close connexion exi/$ betwe5 u1 ( conduct s un*ri/ian & inhuman4 ,b1 z ,i said1 ,i %\ld l = y\r sake to be able to contradict ! report f y\r own au?ority4 ,ev] y\rs v truly1 ,r4 ,,:ately4 #b4 ,oriel ,college1 ,octob] #bh1 #ahcd4 ,my de> ,"l1 ,my abs5ce f ! ,sacram5t 9 ! ,college ,*apel on ! ,sunday y 7 9 ,ox=d1 0 occasion$ solely & altoge!r by my hav+ x on t day 9 ,/4 ,m>y's2 & ,i am pretty sure1 if ,i may tru/ my memory1 t ,i did n ev5 "k ( y\r ,grace's pres5ce !re1 till aft] ! ,s]vice4 ,mo/ c]ta9ly su* k w\ld n h affect$ my att5dance4 ,i ne$ n say1 ?is be+ ! case1 t ! report ( my hav+ made any /atem5t on ! subject is q unf\nd$2 inde$1 y\r lett] ( ?is morn+ is ! fir/ in=mation ,i h _h 9 any %ape ( ! exi/5ce ( ! report4 ,i am happy 9 be+ ?us able to af=d an explanation z satisfactory to y1 z ! k9d feel+s :i* y h ev] ent]ta9$ t[>ds me c\ld desire2--yet1 on hone/ reflection1 ,i _c conceal f myself1 t x 0 g5]ally a relief to me1 to see s little ( y\r ,grace1 :5 y 7 at ,ox=d3 & x is a great] relief n[ to h an opportunity ( say+ s to y\rself4 ,i h ev] wi%$ to obs]ve ! rule1 nev] to make a public *>ge aga9/ ano!r beh9d 8 back1 &1 ?\gh 9 ! c\rse ( conv]sation & ! urg5cy ( accid5tal occurr5ces x is sometimes difficult to keep to x1 yet ,i tru/ ,i h n brok5 x1 especially 9 y\r own case3 i4e4 ?\gh my mo/ intimate fri5ds "k h[ deeply ,i deplore ! l9e ( ecclesia/ical policy adopt$ "u y\r ar*iepiscopal sanction1 & ?\gh 9 society ,i may h cle>ly %[n t ,i h an op9ion "o way r ?an ! o!r1 yet ,i h nev] 9 my int5tion1 nev] 7z ,i believe7 at all1 spok5 ( y\r ,grace 9 a s]i\s way be=e /rang]s2--inde$ mix+ v little 9 g5]al society1 & n ov]apt to op5 myself 9 x1 ,i h _h little temptation to d s4 ,lea/ ( all %\ld ,i s =get myself z to take und]graduates into my confid5ce 9 su* a matt]4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld convey to y\r ,grace ! mix$ & v pa9ful feel+s1 :i* ! late hi/ory ( ! ,iri% ,*ur* has rais$ 9 me3--! union ( h] memb]s ) m5 ( het]odox views1 & ! ext9ction 7)\t ecclesia/ical sanction7 ( half h] ,c&le/icks1 ! witnesses & gu>antees ( ! ,tru? & tru/ees ( ! ,cov5ant4 ,i will+ly own t bo? 9 my secret judgm5t & my mode ( speak+ conc]n+ y to my fri5ds1 ,i h _h great alt]nations & *anges ( feel+1--def5d+1 !n blam+ y\r policy1 next prais+ y\r own self & prote/+ aga9/ y\r measures1 accord+ z ! affectionate remembrances :i* ,i _h ( y rose aga9/ my utt] av]sion ( ! secul> & unbeliev+ policy 9 :i* ,i consid]$ ! ,iri% ,*ur* to be implicat$4 ,i tru/ ,i %all nev] be =getful ( ! k9dness y uni=mly %[$ me dur+ y\r resid5ce 9 ,ox=d3 & anxi\sly hope t no duty to ,*ri/ & ,8 ,*ur* may ev] int]f]e ) ! expression ( my s5se ( x4 ,h[ev]1 on ! pres5t opportunity1 ,i am consci\s to myself1 t ,i am act+ accord+ to ! dictates bo? ( duty & gratitude1 if ,i beg y\r leave to /ate my p]suasion1 t ! p]il\s measures 9 :i* y\r ,grace has acquiesc$ are b ! legitimate (fspr+ ( ^? pr9ciples1 difficult to describe 9 few words1 ) :i* y\r reputation is especially associat$2 pr9ciples :i* be> ^u ! v fundam5tals ( all argum5t & inve/igation1 & affect almo/ e doctr9e & e maxim by :i* our fai? or our conduct is to be guid$4 ,i c feel no reluctance to confess1 t1 :5 ,i fir/ 0 notic$ by y\r ,grace1 gratitude to y & admiration ( y\r p[]s wr\ght ^u me2 &1 _h n some?+ f )9 resi/$1 ,i %\ld c]ta9ly h adopt$ views on religi\s & social duty1 :i* seem to my pres5t judgm5t to be bas$ 9 ! pride ( reason & to t5d t[>ds infidelity1 & :i* 9 y\r own case no?+ b y\r ,grace's high religi\s temp] & ! uncl\d$ fai? ( e>ly piety has be5 able to )/&4 ,i am q confid5t1 t1 h[ev] y may reg>d ?is judgm5t1 y w give me cr$it1 n only = hone/y1 b = a deep] feel+ 9 ?us lay+ x be=e y4 ,may ,i be suff]$ to add1 t y\r "n is ev] m5tion$ 9 my pray]s1 & to subscribe myself ,y\r ,grace's v s9c]e fri5d & s]vant1 ,j4 ,h4 ,,newman4 #c4 ,dubl91 ,novemb] #c1 #ahcd4 ,my de> ,newman1 ,i _c =be> writ+ aga9 to express ! great satisfaction ,i feel 9 ! c\rse ,i adopt$2 :i* has1 ev5tually1 enabl$ me to contradict a report :i* 0 m preval5t & m confid5tly upheld ?an ,i c\ld h ?\ght possible3 & :i*1 :ile x 0 p]haps likely to hurt my "* ) "s p]sons1 0 injuri\s to y\rs 9 ! eyes ( ! be/ m54 ,= :at idea mu/ any "o h _h ( religion--or at lea/ ( y\r religion--:o 0 l$ to ?9k !re 0 any tru? 9 ! imputation to y ( su* un*>itable arrogance6 ,b x is a rule ) me1 n to *]i%1 ev5 on ! /ronge/ ass]tions1 any belief or ev5 suspicion1 to ! prejudice ( any "o :om ,i h any reason to ?9k well (1 till ,i h c>efully inquir$1 & dispassionately he>d bo? sides4 ,& ,i ?9k if o!rs 7 to adopt ! same rule1 ,i %\ld n myself be q s mu* abus$ z ,i h be54 ,i am well aw>e inde$ t "o _c expect all1 ev5 good m51 to ?9k alike on e po9t1 ev5 aft] !y %all h he>d bo? sides2 & t we may expect _m to judge1 aft] all1 v h>%ly ( ^? :o d diff] f !m3 =1 ,god help u6 :at w become ( m5 if !y receive no m m]cy ?an !y %[ to ea* o!r6 ,b at lea/1 if ! rule 7 obs]v$1 m5 w\ld n condemn a bro!r on m]e vague popul> rum\r1 ab\t pr9ciples 7z 9 my case7 'difficult to describe 9 few words1' & ) :i* 8 'reputation is associat$4' ,my own reputation ,i "k is associat$1 to a v great degree1 ) :at are 9 fact calumni\s imputations1 orig9at$ 9 exagg]at$1 di/ort$1 or absolutely false /atem5ts1 = :i* ev5 ^? :o circulate !m1 d n1 = ! mo/ "p1 pret5d to h any gr\nd except popul> rum\r3 l ! ,jews at ,rome2 'z = ?is way1 we "k t x is e :]e spok5 aga9/4' ,= ,i h asc]ta9$ t a v l>ge proportion ( ^? :o jo9 9 ! outcry aga9/ my works1 confess1 or ev5 boa/1 t !y h nev] read !m4 ,& 9 respect ( ! measure y adv]t to--! ,*ur* ,temporalities ,act--7:i* ( c\rse ,i %all n n[ discuss71 x is curi\s to see h[ _m ( ^? :o load me ) c5sure = acquiesc+ 9 x1 receive ) op5 arms1 & laud to ! skies1 ! ,primate2 :o 0 consult$ on ! measure--z 0 natural1 consid]+ 8 k ( ,iri% affairs1 & 8 influ5ce--long be=e me2 & gave 8 cons5t to x2 diff]+ f ,m9i/]s only on a po9t ( detail1 :e!r ! rev5ues ( six ,sees1 or ( t51 %\ld be ali5at$4 ,( c\rse1 e "o is b\nd ultimately to decide accord+ to 8 own judgm5t2 nor d ,i mean to %elt] myself "u 8 example3 b only to po9t out :at /range notions ( ju/ice ^? h1 :o acquit ) applause ! lead]1 & condemn ! foll[] 9 ! same individual transaction4 ,f> be x f any s]vant ( our ,ma/]1 to feel surprise or ang] at be+ ?us treat$2 x is only an admonition to me to avoid treat+ o!rs 9 a simil> mann]2 & n to 'judge ano!r's s]vant1' at lea/ )\t a fair he>+4 ,y d me no m ?an ju/ice1 9 feel+ confid5t t ,i %all give y cr$it bo? = 'hone/y & = a deep] feel+' 9 freely lay+ y\r op9ions be=e me3 & besides ?is1 y might h be5 no less confid5t1 f y\r own exp]i5ce1 t1 long s9ce--:5ev] x 0 t y *ang$ y\r judgm5t respect+ me--if y _h freely & calmly remon/rat$ ) me on any po9t :]e y ?\ght me go+ wrong1 ,i %\ld h li/5$ to y ) t read9ess & c&\r & def]5ce1 :i* z y well "k1 ,i always %[$1 9 ! times :5 'we took sweet c\nsel toge!r1 & walk$ 9 ! h\se ( ,god z fri5ds2'--:5 we consult$ toge!r ab\t s _m practical measures1 & ab\t almo/ all ! pr9cipal po9ts 9 my publications4 ,i happ5 to h be=e me a lett] f y j eight ye>s ago1 9 :i*1 aft] say+ t '!re are few ?+s y wi% m s9c]ely ?an to be kn[n z a fri5d ( m9e1' & attribut+ to me1 9 ! w>me/ & mo/ flatt]+ t]ms1 a mu* great] %>e 9 ! =m+ ( y\r m9d ?an ,i c\ld presume to claim1 y be> a te/imony1 9 :i* ,i d mo/ he>tily concur1 to ! fre$om at lea/ ( our int]c\rse1 & ! read9ess & respect ) :i* y 7 li/5$ to4 ,y\r words are3 ',mu* z ,i owe to ,oriel 9 ! way ( m5tal improvem5t1 to none1 z ,i ?9k1 d ,i owe s mu* z to y\rself4 ,i "k :o x 0 fir/ gave me he>t to look ab\t me aft] my election1 & taught me to ?9k correctly1 &--/range (fice = an in/ructor--to rely ^u myself4 ,nor c ,i =get t x has be5 at y\r k9d sugge/ion1 t ,i h s9ce be5 l$ to employ myself 9 ! consid]ation ( sev]al subjects1 :i* ,i _c d\bt h be5 v b5eficial to my m9d4' ,if 9 all ?is ,i 0 errone\s1--if ,i h misl$ y1 or any "o else1 into '! pride ( reason1' or any o!r k9d ( pride1--or if ,i h ent]ta9$1 or l$ o!rs into1 any wrong op9ions1 ,i c only say ,i s9c]ely regret x4 ,& aga9 ,i rejoice if ,i h be5 ! means ( contribut+ to =m 9 any "o t 'high religi\s temp] & uncl\d$ fai?' ( :i* ,i n only believe1 ) y1 t !y are able to )/& t5d5cies t[>ds infidelity1 b also1 t )\t !m1 no correctness ( ab/ract op9ions is wor? mu*4 ,b :at ,i meant to po9t out1 is1 t !re 0 pla9ly no?+ to preclude y f (f]+ fri5dly admonition 7:5 y\r view ( my pr9ciples *ang$71 ) a full confid5ce ( be+ at lea/ pati5tly & k9dly li/5$ to4 ,i = my "p c\ld n br+ myself to f9d relief 9 escap+ ! society ( an old fri5d1--) :om ,i _h be5 accu/om$ to frank discussion1--on acc\nt ( my diff]+ f him z to c]ta9 pr9ciples1 :e!r ?r\gh a *ange ( 8 views1 or 7mu* m7 ( my own1--till at lea/ ,i _h made full trial ( private & affectionate remon/rance & free discussion4 ,ev5 a 'man t is a h]etic1' we are told1 ev5 a rul] ( a ,*ur* is n to reject1 till aft] repeat$ admonitions4 ,b ?\gh y\r reg>d = me does n %[ itself su* z ,i ?9k m9e w\ld h be5 "u simil> circum/ances1 ,i w n !re=e reject :at rema9s ( x4 ,let u pray = ea* o!r t x may please ,god to enlight5 :i*ev] ( u is1 on any po9t1 9 error1 & recall him to ! tru?2 & t at any rate we may hold fa/ t *>ity1 )\t :i* all k1 & all fai?1 t c\ld remove m\nta9s1 w pr(it u no?+4 ,i fe> y w read ) a jaundic$ eye1--if y v5ture to read x at all--any publication ( m9e2 b '= auld lang syne' ,i take advantage ( a frank to enclose y my la/ two addresses to my cl]gy4 ,v s9c]ely y\rs1 ,,rd4 ,,:ately4 #d4 ,oriel1 ,novemb] #aa1 #ahcd4 ,my de> ,"l1 ,! rem>ks conta9$ 9 y\r la/ lett] d n come ^u me by surprise1 & ,i c only wi% t ,i may be z able to expla9 myself to y1 z ,i d ) a cle> & hone/ consci5ce to myself4 ,y\r ,grace w obs]ve t ! lett] ( m9e f :i* y make an extract1 0 writt5 :5 ,i 0 9 habits ( intimacy ) y1 9 :i* ,i h n be5 ( late ye>s4 ,x does n at all foll[1 because ,i c\ld !n speak freely to y1 t ,i might at ano!r "t4 ,opportunity is ! *ief ?+ 9 su* an (fice z deliv]+ to a sup]ior an op9ion ab\t himself4 ,?\gh ,i nev] conceal$ my op9ion f y1 ,i h nev] be5 =w>d4 ,i h spok5 :5 place & "t admitt$1 :5 my op9ion 0 ask$1 :5 ,i 0 call$ to y\r side & 0 made y\r c\nsellor4 ,no su* fav\rable circum/ances h befall5 me ( late ye>s1--if ,i mu/ n[ /ate 9 explanation :at 9 tru? has nev] occurr$ to me 9 ?is fulness1 till n[ ,i am call$ to reflect ^u my own conduct & to acc\nt = an app>5t omission4 ,i h spok5 ! fir/ opportunity y h giv5 me2 & ,i am p]suad$ good v seldom comes ( volunte]+ a remon/rance4 ,aga91 ,i _c d\bt = an in/ant t y h long be5 aw>e 9 a measure t my op9ions diff]$ f y\r ,grace's4 ,y knew x :5 at ,ox=d1 = y (t5 f\nd me diff]+ f y4 ,y mu/ h felt x1 at ! "t y left ,ox=d = ,dubl94 ,y mu/ h kn[n x f he>say 9 consequ5ce ( ! book ,i h publi%$4 ,:at inde$ c acc\nt = my want ( opportunities to speak to y freely my m9d1 b ! feel+ on y\r "p1 7:i*1 if exi/+1 is no?+ b a fair reason17 t my views are diff]5t f y\rs8 ,& t diff]5ce is c]ta9ly ( no rec5t date4 ,i tacitly allude to x 9 ! v lett] y quote--9 :i*1 ,i recollect well t ! words '/range (fice = an in/ructor1--to rely ^u myself1' 7 int5d$ to convey to y t1 mu* z ,i valu$ 7& /ill value7 y\r great k9dness & ! advantage ( y\r c\nt5ance to me at t "t1 yet ev5 !n ,i did n fall 9 ) ! l9e ( op9ions :i* y _h adopt$4 ,9 !m ,i nev] acquiesc$4 ,d\btless ,i may h us$ at times s5tim5ts & expressions1 :i* ,i %\ld n n[ use2 b ,i believe ^! _h no root 9 my m9d1 & z su* !y 7 m]e idle words :i* ,i ought ev] to be a%am$ (1 because !y 7 idle4 ,b ! op9ions to :i* ,i especially allud$ 9 my =m] lett] z associat$ by ! _w ) y\r ,grace's "n "u ! title ( ',lib]al1' 7b n1 z y suppose1 receiv$ by me on ! _w's au?ority17 are ^? :i* may be briefly describ$ z ! ,anti-sup]/ition notions2 & to ^! ,i d n recollect ev] ass5t+4 ,connect$ ) ^! ,i w\ld in/ance ! und]valu+ ( ,antiquity1 & re/+ on "o's own reason+s1 judgm5ts1 def9itions1 c41 r ?an au?ority & prec$5t2 & ,i ?9k ,i gave v little 9 to ?is2--= a v %ort "t too 7if at all71 9 to ! notion t ! ,/ate1 z su*1 _h no?+ to d ) religion4 ,on ! o!r h&1 :atev] ,i held !n delib]ately1 ,i believe ,i hold n[2 ?\gh p]haps ,i may n consid] !m z po9ts ( su* prom95t importance1 or ) precisely ! same be>+ z ,i did !n3--z ! abolition ( ! ,jewi% ,sabba?1 ! unscripturalness ( ! doctr9e ( imput$ righte\sness 7i4e4 our ,"l's active ob$i5ce7--! mi/akes ( ! s-call$ ,evangelical sy/em1 ! indep5d5ce ( ! ,*ur*2 ! g5ius ( ! ,gospel z a ,law ( ,lib]ty1 & ! impropriety ( =m+ geological !ories f ,scripture4 ,( c\rse e "o *anges 9 op9ion betwe5 tw5ty & ?irty2 d\btless1 ,i h *ang$2 yet ,i am n consci\s t ,i h s mu* *ang$1 z made up my m9d on po9ts on :i* ,i _h no op9ion4 ,e4g4 ,i _h no op9ion ab\t ! ,ca?olic ,"q till #ahbi4 ,no "o c truly say ,i 0 ev] = ! ,ca?olics2 b ,i 0 n aga9/ !m4 ,9 fact ,i did n ent] into ! /ate ( ! "q at all4 ,!n z to my *ange ( judgm5t z to ! "* ( y\r ,grace's op9ions1 x is natural t1 :5 two p]sons pursue diff]5t l9es f ! same po9t1 !y %\ld n discov] _! div]g5ce = a long :ile2 especially if !re be any k9d feel+ 9 ! "o t[>ds ! o!r4 ,x 0 n = a v long "t t ,i discov]$ t y\r op9ions 7 7z ,i n[ ?9k !m7 b "p ( intellectual views1 s diff]5t f y\r own inw>d m9d & "*1 s peculi> 9 !mselves1 & 7if y w let me add7 s dang]\s4 ,= a long "t ,i ?\ght !m to be b diff]5t2 = a long]1 to be b 9 p>ts dang]\s2 b _! full "* 9 ?is respect came on me almo/ on a sudd54 ,i he>d at ,naples ! project ( de/roy+ ! ,iri% ,sees1 & at fir/ indignantly reject$ ! notion1 :i* "s "o sugge/$1 t y\r ,grace _h acquiesc$ 9 x4 ,i ?\ght ,i recollect$ correctly y\r ,grace's op9ion ( ! inh]5t rights ( ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur*1 & ,i ?\ght y nev] w\ld all[ m5 ( ?is _w s to insult x4 ,:5 ,i return$ to ,engl&1 all 0 ov]4 ,i 0 sil5t on ! same pr9ciple t y are sil5t ab\t x 9 y\r lett]2 t x 0 n ! "t = speak+2 & ,i only felt1 :at ,i h9t$ at :5 ,i wrote la/1 a bitt] grief1 :i* prompt$ me1 :5 ! act 0 irretrievable1 to hide myself f y4 ,h[ev]1 ,i h spok51 ) :atev] pa9 to myself1 ! fir/ opportunity y h giv5 me4 ,i might appeal to my consci5ce )\t fe> 9 pro( ( ! delight x w\ld give me at ?is "t to associate my "n ) y\rs1 & to /& =w>d z y\r fri5d & def5d]1 h[ev] humble4 ,i %\ld hope y "k me en\gh to be sure1 t1 h[ev] great my faults are1 ,i h no fe> ( man su* z to re/ra9 me1 if ,i c\ld feel ,i _h a call t way4 ,b may ,god help me1 z ,i w ev] /rive to fulfil my fir/ duty1 ! def5ce ( ,8 ,*ur*1 & ( ! doctr9e ( ! old ,fa!rs1 9 opposition to all ! innovations & pr(anities :i* are ris+ r\nd u4 ,my de> ,"l1 ,ev] y\rs mo/ s9c]ely & gratefully1 ,j4 ,h4 ,,newman4 ,p4,s4 ,i feel mu* oblig$ by y\r k9dness 9 s5d+ me y\r ,addresses to y\r cl]gy1 :i* ,i value highly = y\r ,grace's sake4 ,,note ,,on ,,page #ij4 ,,extract ,,( ,a ,,lett] ,,prom ,,! ,,rev4 ,e4 ,,sm$ley1 ,,editor ,,( ,,! ,,encyclop,,dia ,,metropolitana4 ,:5 ,i urg$ on "o occasion an und]/&+ ,i _h _h ) ! publi%]s ( ! ,encyclopdia1 he answ]$1 ,june #e1 #ahbh1 ,i greatly dislike ! ^w 'und]/&+1' :i* is always misund]/ood1 & :i* occasions m mis*ief ?an any o!r 9 our language1 unless x be its c\s9-g]man 'delicacy4' ,,note ,,on ,,page #ahe4 ,,extract ,,( ,a ,,lett] ,,( ,,! ,,late ,,rev4 ,,francis ,a4 ,,fab]1 ,,( ,,saund]ton4 ,a lett] ( ,mr4 ,f4 ,fab]'s to a fri5d has j n[ 7,m>*1 #ahgh7 come into my h&s1 9 :i* he says1 ,i h _h a long correspond5ce ) ,newman on ! subject ( my uncle's say+ he 0 'a conceal$ ,roman ,ca?olic' long be=e he left u4 ,x ends 9 my uncle mak+ an am5de4 ,,note ,,on ,,pages #aid-aif4 ,i h said above1 ,dr4 ,russell _h1 p]haps1 m to d ) my conv]sion ?an any "o else4 ,he call$ on me 9 pass+ ?r\gh ,ox=d 9 ! summ] ( #ahdc2 & ,i ?9k ,i took him ov] "s ( ! build+s ( ! ,univ]sity4 ,he call$ aga9 ano!r summ]1 on 8 way f ,dubl9 to ,london4 ,i d n recollect t he said a ^w on ! subject ( religion on ei!r occasion4 ,he s5t me at diff]5t times sev]al lett]s4444 ,he also gave me "o or two books2 ,v]on's ,rule ( ,fai? & "s ,treatises ( ! ,wall5burghs 0 "o2 a volume ( ,/4 ,alfonso ,liguori's s]mons 0 ano!r4444 ,at a lat] date ,dr4 ,russell s5t me a l>ge bundle ( p5ny or halfp5ny books ( devotion1 c4 ,on ?is passage ,i obs]ve fir/ t he told me1 on "o occasion ( my see+ him s9ce ! publication ( ! ,apologia1 t ,i 0 s f> 9 error1 t he _h call$ on me at ,ox=d once only1 n twice4 ,he 0 q positive on ! po9t2 x 0 :5 he 01 ,i believe1 on 8 way to ,rome to escape a bi%opric4 ,secondly1 my own mi/ake has l$ to "s vagu5ess or inaccuracy 9 ! /atem5ts made by o!rs4 ,9 a fri5dly notice ( ,dr4 ,russell ^u 8 dea?1 x is said1 9 ! ,times3-- ,p]sonally he 0 unkn[n to ! lead]s ( ! movem5t1 b 8 reputation /ood high 9 ,ox=d4 ,he 0 (t5 appli$ to = in=mation & sugge/ion on ! po9ts aris+ 9 ! ,tract>ian controv]sy4 ,?r\gh a =mal call made by him on ,dr4 ,newman a correspond5ce arose1 :i* result$ 9 ! f9al det]m9ation ( ! latt] to jo9 ! ,roman ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,on ?is ,i rem>k--7#a7 t 9 #ahda-e1 ,dr4 ,russell 0 n well kn[n 9 ,ox=d1 & x _c be said t !n 8 reputation /ood high !re2 7#b7 t he nev] 0 appli$ to = in=mation by any "o ( u1 z f> z my k goes2 & 7#c7 t 8 call on me 9 #ahda7c87 0 9 no s5se =mal2 ,i _h n expect$ x2 ,i ?9k he introduc$ himself1 ?\gh he may h _h a lett] f ,dr4 ,wiseman2 & no correspond5ce arose 9 consequ5ce4 ,he may p]haps h s5t me ?ree lett]s1 indep5d5t ( ea* o!r1 9 five ye>s2 &1 z f> z ,i "k1 he 0 unaw>e ( 8 "p 9 my conv]sion1 till he saw my notice ( x 9 ! ,apologia4 ,,note ,,on ,,page #bcb4 ,,extract ,,( ,a ,,lett] ,,f ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,keble ,,to ,,! ,,au?or4 ,nov4 #ah1 #ahdd4--;,i hope ,i %all n annoy y if ,i copy out = y "p ( a lett] :i* ,i _h ! o!r day f ,judge ,col]idge3-- ',i 0 /ruck ) "p ( a lett] f ,a4 ,b41 express+ a wi% t ,newman %\ld "k h[ w>mly he 0 lov$1 hon\r$1 & sympa?iz$ ) by l>ge numb]s ( ,*ur*m51 s t he might n feel solit>y1 or1 z x 71 ca/ out4 ,:at ?9k y ( a private address1 c>efully gu>d$ aga9/ ! appe>ance ( mak+ him ! head ( a p>ty1 b only assur+ him ( gratitude1 v5]ation1 & love8' c41 c4 ,i ?\ght ,i w\ld j let y und]/& h[ su* a p]son z ,col]idge feels4 ,,note ,,on ,,page #bcg4 ,,extract ,,f ,,! ,,times ,,newspap] ,,on ,,! ,,au?or',s ,,visit ,,to ,,ox=d ,,9 ,,febru>y1 #ahgh4 ,! ,v ,rev4 ,dr4 ,newman has ?is week revisit$ ,ox=d = ! fir/ "t s9ce #ahde4 ,he has be5 /ay+ ) ! ,rev4 ,s4 ,wayte1 ,presid5t ( ,tr9ity ,college1 ( :i* society ,dr4 ,newman 0 =m]ly a s*ol>1 & has rec5tly be5 elect$ an ,honor>y ,fell[4 ,on ,tuesday ev5+ ,dr4 ,newman met a numb] ( old fri5ds at d9n] at ! ,presid5t's lodg+s1 & on ! foll[+ day he paid a long visit to ,dr4 ,pusey at ,*ri/ ,*ur*4 ,he also sp5t a consid]able "t at ,keble ,college1 9 :i* he 0 greatly int]e/$4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,dr4 ,newman d9$ 9 ,tr9ity ,college ,hall at ! high table1 attir$ 9 8 academical dress1 & ! s*ol>s 7 invit$ to meet him aft]w>ds4 ,he return$ to ,birm+ham on ,?ursday morn+4 ,,note ,,on ,,page #cjb4 ,,! ,,m$ic9al ,,oil ,,( ,,/4 ,,walburga4 ,i h receiv$ ! foll[+ on ! subject ( ! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga f a ,g]man fri5d1 ! ,rev4 ,corb9ian ,w&+]1 :i* is a s]viceable addition to :at is said ^u x 9 ,note ,b4 ,he says3-- ,9 y\r ',apologia1' #bnd ,edition1 p4 #cjb1 y say y nei!r h1 nor ev] h _h1 ! means ( go+ into ! "q ( ! miracul\sness ( ! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga4 ,by good *ance1 !re has aris5 a conte/ n long ago betwe5 two pap]s1 a ca?olic & a free-?9k+ "o1 ab\t ?is v "q1 f :i* ,i collect$ mat]ials4 ,aft]w>ds ,i ask$ ,pr(essor ,suttn]1 ( ,ei*/dt1 if ! def5d] ( ! miracul\sness might be fully & 9 e po9t tru/$1 & ,i 0 answ]$ he might1 s9ce he 0 nobody else b ! p>son ( ,/4 ,walburga1 ,rev4 ,mr4 ,brudla*]4 ,y "k all ! old] lit]ature ( ! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga1 !re=e ,i re/rict myself to /atem5ts ( a lat] date ?an #afbe4 ,fir/ ( ! attempts to expla9 ! oil z a natural produce ( ! rock4 ,"s ?\ght ( ord9>y rock-oil4 ,b ! slighte/ exp]im5t proves t orig91 prop]ties1 & effect ( ! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga & petroleum h no?+ common ) ea* o!r4 ,o!rs ?\ght ( a salt-rock1 & ( solution ( ! salt p>ticles4 ,b ! m>ble slab f :i* ! oil drops is ( ,jura-*alk1 & 9 ! :ole ,jura is n a s+le p>ticle ( salt to be f\nd1 & ! liquor itself does n 9 ! lea/ sav\r ( salt2 besides t1 if ?is 7 ! case1 ! /one mu/ h crumbl$ into pieces long s9ce1 :il/ x is q massive /ill4 ,o!rs ?\ght ( hum\r 9 ! air1 or ! s-call$ sweat+ ( ! /ones4 ,b :y does ! slab :i* be>s ! holy relics alone sweat8 &1 :y d all o!rs beside1 above1 b5ea? x1 9 & out ( ! alt>-cave1 ?\gh be+ ( ! same nature1 rema9 p]fectly dry8 ,:y %\ld x sweat1 ! :ole *ur* be+ s dry t n a s+le humid spot ( a h&'s bread? is visible8 ,:y does ?is slab n sweat except )9 a c]ta9 p]iod1 t is f ,octob] #ab1 ! anniv]s>y ( deposit+1 to ,febru>y #be1 ! day ( ! dea? ( ,/4 ,walburga8 ,& :y does x rema9 dry at e o!r "t1 ev5 at ! mo/ humid temp]ature ( ! air possible1 & 9 ! wette/ ye>s1 = in/ance1 #ahff8 ,besides1 :at o!r /one1 & be x 9 ! deepe/ cave1 w sweat dur+ f\r or five mon?s a quantity ( liquor f six to t5 ,mass 7a ,mass #ajg ,fr5* ,litres78 ,if ^! naturali/s are ask$ all ?is1 !n !y1 too1 are at ! end ( _! wits4 ,to ?is po9t ,i add two facts :i* may be prov$ beyond any d\bt2 ! "o by unque/ionable hi/orical records1 ! o!r by /ill liv+ eye-witnesses4 ,:5 "u ,bi%op ,fri$ri* von ,p>sb]g ! int]dict 0 inflict$ on ! city ( ,ei*/dt1 dur+ all ! ye> #abci n a s+le drop ( liquor became visible on ! c(f9-plate ( ,/4 ,walburga4 ,! contr>y fact 0 /at$ on ,june #g1 #ahce4 ,! cave 0 op5$ on ?is day by *ance1 pass5g]s long+ to see x4 ,to _! a/oni%m5t !y f\nd ! /one s pr(usely dropp+ ) oil1 t ! gold5 vase fix$ und]nea? 0 full to ! brim1 :]eas at ?is season nev] _h be5 obs]v$ !re any fluid4 ,"s weeks lat] arriv$ ! long-wi%$-= royal decree :i* sanction$ ! reop5+ ( ! conv5t ( ,/4 ,walburga2 x 0 sign$ on t v #g? ( ,june1 #ahce1 by 8 ,maje/y ,k+ ,l\is ,i4 ,moreov]1 let "o try to ga!r wat] :i* is dropp+ f sweat+ /one1 or glass1 or metal1 & let him see if x w be pure & limpid1 or r muddy1 fil?y1 & cl\dy4 ,! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga on ! contr>y1 is & rema9s s limpid & cry/al1 t a bottle1 :i* _h be5 fill$ & (ficially seal$ at ! reop5+ ( ! cave aft] ! ,sw$i% invasion1 #afde1 pres]ves to ?is day ! oil s v cle> & clean z if x _h be5 fill$ ye/]day2 an occurr5ce nev] to be obs]v$ ev5 on ! pure/ spr+-wat]1 accord+ to ! te/imony ( ! royal circuit-physician 7,k4 ,bezirks>zt74 ,to ?is te/imony ( a naturali/ may be add$ t ( a mu* high] au?ority4 ,! r5[n$ naturali/1 ,von ,ok51 surely an unque/ionable exp]t1 came "o day1 :ile he 0 ,pr(essor 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,muni*1 to ,ei*/dt on ! special purpose to inve/igate ?is extraord9>y ph5om5on4 ,! cave 0 op5$ to him1 he receiv$ e in=mation he wi%$ =1 & hav+ se5 & exam9$ ev]y?+1 he pron\nc$ publicly )\t any reluctance t he c\ld n expla9 ! matt] 9 a natural way4 ,he took ( ! liquor to ,muni* 9 ord] to subject x to a *emical analysis1 & decl>$ !n by writ+ ! result ( 8 rese>*es to be t he c\ld take x nei!r = natural wat]1 nor oil1 & t1 9 g5]al1 he 0 n able to expla9 ! ph5om5on z be+ 9 accordance ) ! laws ( nature4 ,let me add ! te/imony ( a hi/orical au?ority4 ,mr4 ,sax1 c\nsellor ( ! gov]nm5t 7,k4 ,regi]ungsra?71 9 8 hi/ory ( ! diocese & city ( ,ei*/dt1 aft] he has spok5 ( ! orig91 ! prop]ties1 & ! effect ( ! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga1 concludes t '!y are ( su* a s+ul> k9d1 t !y n only exce$ f> ! prov9ce ( extraord9>y nature-ph5om5a1 b t !y1 9 spite ( ! con/ant discr$it+ & sl&]+ by bully+ free-?9k]s1 pres]v$ ! great confid5ce ( ! ca?olic p ev5 9 f> di/ant c\ntries4' ,n[ ( ! miracles4 ,!re are relat$ by ! p _m ?\s&s1 b1 ( c\rse1 few ( !m are atte/$4 ,9 ! ,pa/oral pap] ( ,ei*/dt1 #aheg1 page #bjg1 ,i read t ,anton ,erne/1 ,bi%op ( ,brnn1 9 ,moravia1 ann\nces1 "u ,nov4 #a1 #aheg1 to ! ,bi%op ( ,ei*/dt1 ! recov]y ( a girl 9 ! e/abli%m5t ( ! si/]s ( *>ity f bl9dness1 & s5ds1 9 ord] to atte/ ! fact1 ! foll[+ docum5t1 :i* ,i am to translate lit]ally3-- ',9 ! "n ( ! indivisible ,tr9ity4 ,we1 ,anton ,erne/1 by ,god's & ! ,holy ,see's grace1 ,bi%op ( ,brnn4 ,aft] we _h receiv$1 fir/ by ! curate ( ! e/abli%m5t ( ! ,daught]s ( ,*ri/ian ,*>ity 9 ?is place1 & !n also f o!r qu>t]s1 ! notice t a girl 9 ! a=esaid e/abli%m5t _h rega9$ ! use ( h] eyes miracul\sly 9 ! v mom5t :5 %e _h a vial1 conta9+ oil ( ,/4 ,walburga1 (f]$ to h]1 br\ght to h] m\? & kiss$1 we ?\ght x to be our duty to rese>* scrupul\sly into ! fact1 & to put x beyond all d\bt 9 ! way ( a special commission1 by he>+ ( witnesses & a trial at ! place ( ! fact1 if !re be tru?1 & h[ mu* ( x1 9 ! suppos$ miracul\s heal+4 ',ab\t ! report ( ?is commission & ! adjo9$ te/imony ( ! physician1 we h !n1 z prescribes ! ,holy ,c\ncil ( ,tr5t 7,sess4 #be71 collect$ ! judgm5ts ( our !ologians & o!r pi\s m52 & z ^! all 7 q 9 accordance1 & ! fact itself ) all its circum/ances lay be=e u q cle> & op51 we h1 aft] invocation ( assi/ance ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 pron\nc$1 judg$1 & decid$ z foll[s3-- ',! in/antane\s removal ( ! mo/ p]t9aci\s eyelid-cramp 7,aug5li$ krampf71 :i* ,matilda ,mak>a dur+ _m mon?s _h h9d]$ 9 ! use ( h] eyes & kept 9 bl9dness1 & ! simultane\s recurr5ce ( ! full eye-sight1 phlogi/ic appe>ances /ill rema9+ 9 ! eyes1 :i* occurr$ :5 ,matilda ,mak>a on ,nov4 #g1 #ahef1 _h a vial ) ! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga br\ght1 full ( confid5ce1 to h] m\? & kiss$1 mu/ be ackn[l$g$ to be a fact :i*1 besides ! ord] ( nature1 has be5 effect$ by ,god's grace1 & is !re=e a miracle4 ',& t ! memory ( ?is ,div9e fav\r may be pres]v$1 t to ,god et]nal ?anks may be giv51 ! confid5ce ( ! fai?ful may be incit$ & n\ri%$1 ?is devotion to ! great wond]-work] ,/4 ,walburga may be promot$1 we ord] t ?is a=ego+ decision %all be affix$ 9 ! *apel ( ! ,daught]s ( ,*ri/ian ,*>ity 9 ?is place1 t x %all be pres]v$ = all times to come1 & t ! #g? ,nov4 %all be celebrat$ z a holiday e ye> 9 ?is a=esaid e/abli%m5t4 ',giv5 9 our ,episcopal ,resid5ce at ,brnn1 ',nov4 #a1 #aheg1 '7,l4 ,s47 ,anton ,erne/1 ,bi%op4' ,a second record ab\t ,/4 ,walburga ,i f9d 9 ! ,ei*/dt ,pa/oral pap]1 #aheh1 page #aib1 f :i* ,i take ! foll[+3 ',! ,sup]ioress ( ! ,conv5t ( ,/4 ,walburga _h receiv$ 9 summ] #aheh ! notice ( a miracul\s cure writt5 by ! ,sup]ioress ( ! ,conv5t ( ,/4 ,leon>d-sur-,m]1 ,sussex4 ,at reque/ = an au!nticat$ report1 ,john ,bamb]1 *apla9 ( ! ,conv5t ( ! ,holy ,infant at ,/4 ,leon>d-sur-,m]1 wrote ab\t ! foll[+3 ,si/] ,walburga _h be5 ill fifte5 mon?s1 ( :i* five b$ridd54 ,! physician pron\nc$ ! malady to be incurable4 ,l>ge ext]ior tum\r1 frequ5t 7?rice or f\r times a day7 vomit+s 7 caus$ by ! diseas$ pylorus4 ,! matt] 0 hopeless1 :5 ! ,sup]ioress on ,april #bg ?\ght ( us+ ! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga4 ,! *apla9 br\ght x on ! tongue ( ! sick si/]1 & 9 ! same mom5t %e _h a burn+ feel+ :i* seem$ to h] to desc5d1 & to affect especially ! sick "p4 ,9 a few m9utes ! inn] sm>t ceas$1 ! tum\r fell (f1 %e felt recov]$4 ,next morn+ %e rose1 assi/$ at ! holy mass1 communicat$1 ate ) good appetite4 ,%e 0 q recov]$1 b some:at feeble1 z p always are aft] a great disease4 ,! physician1 a ,prote/ant1 abode by 8 op9ion ! malady to be incurable1 ackn[l$g$1 h[ev]1 ! heal+4 ,8 words 73 ',i believe ! heal+ to be effect$ by ! oil ( ,/4 ,walburga1 b h[1 ,i don't "k4' ,z a ,prote/ant he refus$ to give te/imony t ! op]ation ( ! oil _h be5 miracul\s4' ,! report is au!nticat$ by ,?omas1 ,bi%op ( ,s\?w>k4 ,freis+1 ,bay]n1 ,septemb] #ac1 #ahgc4 ,,note ,,on ,,page #cbc4 ,,boniface ,,( ,,cant]bury4 ,:5 ,i made ! above ref]5ce 9 #ahfe to ,boniface ( ,cant]bury1 ,i 0 sure ,i _h se5 among my books "s rec5t au?oritative decl>ation on ! subject ( 8 cultus 9 opposition to ! ,boll&i/s2 b ,i did n "k :]e to look = x4 ,i h n[ f\nd 9 our ,libr>y 7,concess4 ,(fic4 t4 #b7 :at 0 9 my m9d4 ,x consi/s ( five docum5ts proce$+ f ! ,sacr$ ,congregation ( ,rites1 ) ! foll[+ title3-- ,emo ac ,revmo ,dom9o ,c>d4 ,lambrus*9i ,relatore1 ,taur954 ,approbationis cults ab immemorabili tempore pr/iti ,b4 ,bonifacio ,subaudi ,ar*iepiscopi ,cantu>i54 ,in/ante s]5issimo ,rege ,s>d9i ,c>olo ,alb]to4 ,rom1 #ahch4 ,also ,dr4 ,grant1 ,bi%op ( ,s\?w>k1 has k9dly suppli$ me ) ! foll[+ extract f ! ,correspondance de ,rome1 #bd ,novemb]1 #ahea1 add+ ,/4 ,boniface ( ,cant]bury or ( ,savoy 0 beatifi$ quipoll5t] by ,gregory ,,xvi43-- ,le ,b4 ,boniface de ,savoie1 xi de ce nome1 petit-fils d',humb]t iii1 ,ar*evque de ,cantorbry4 ,confirmation de son culte1 galem5t la dem&e du ,roi ,*>les ,alb]t1 #g ,sept4 #ahch4 ,d'abord mo9e p>mi les ,*>treux1 puis ,ar*evque de ,cantorbry1 consacr p> ,innoc5t ,,iv4 au ,concile ,gnral de ,lyons2 il occupa le sige #be ans4 ,mort en #abgj p5dant un voyage en ,savoie4 ,son corps port ,haucatacombe2 conc\rs des populations2 miracles2 son corps retr\v intact trois sicles aprs sa mort4 ,son nom dans les livres liturgiques4 ,sa fte clbre sans aucune int]ruption4 ,sur la relation de ,c>d4 ,lambrus*9i1 la ,s4 ,c4 des ,rites le #a ,sept4 #ahch1 dcida qu'il con/ait de cas exceptionnel aux dcrets d',urba9 ,,viii4 p4 #daj4