,transcriber's note3 ,in the original book1 the ,table of ,contents was located after the ,preface1 but ,i have placed it at the beginning of the text for this online version4 ,,practical ,,mysticism by ,,evelyn ,,underhill ,author of ,mysticism1 ,the ,mystic ,way1 ,immanence3 ,a ,book of ,verses4 ,if the doors of perception were cleansed1 everything would appear to man as it is1 infinite4 ,for man has closed himself up1 till he sees all things through the narrow chinks of his cavern4 ,,william ,,blake ,new ,york ,e4,p4 ,dutton ,company #fha ,fifth ,avenue ,copyright #aiae by ,e4,p4 ,dutton ,company ,,to ,,the ,,unseen ,,future ,,contents ,preface vii ,i4 ,what is ,mysticism #a ,,ii4 ,the ,world of ,reality #ac ,,iii4 ,the ,preparation of the ,mystic #ba ,,iv4 ,meditation and ,recollection #ef ,v4 ,self-,adjustment #bi ,,vi4 ,love and ,will #gd ,,vii4 ,the ,first ,form of ,contemplation #hg ,,viii4 ,the ,second ,form of ,contemplation #aje ,,xi4 ,the ,third ,form of ,contemplation #abf ,x4 ,the ,mystical ,life #adh ,,preface ,this little book1 written during the last months of peace1 goes to press in the first weeks of the great war4 ,many will feel that in such a time of conflict and horror1 when only the most ignorant1 disloyal1 or apathetic can hope for quietness of mind1 a book which deals with that which is called the contemplative attitude to existence is wholly out of place4 ,so obvious1 indeed1 is this point of view1 that ,i had at first thought of postponing its publication4 ,on the one hand1 it seems as though the dreams of a spiritual renaissance1 which promised so fairly but a little time ago1 had perished in the sudden explosion of brute force4 ,on the other hand1 the thoughts of the ,english race are now turned1 and rightly1 towards the most concrete forms of action--struggle and endurance1 practical sacrifices1 difficult and long-continued effort--rather than towards the passive attitude of self-surrender which is all that the practice of mysticism seems1 at first sight1 to demand4 ,moreover1 that deep conviction of the dependence of all human worth upon eternal values1 the immanence of the ,divine ,spirit within the human soul1 which lies at the root of a mystical concept of life1 is hard indeed to reconcile with much of the human history now being poured red-hot from the cauldron of war4 ,for all these reasons1 we are likely during the present crisis to witness a revolt from those superficially mystical notions which threatened to become too popular during the immediate past4 ,yet1 the title deliberately chosen for this book--that of ,practical ,mysticism--means nothing if the attitude and the discipline which it recommends be adapted to fair weather alone3 if the principles for which it stands break down when subjected to the pressure of events1 and cannot be reconciled with the sterner duties of the national life4 ,to accept this position is to reduce mysticism to the status of a spiritual plaything4 ,on the contrary1 if the experiences on which it is based have indeed the transcendent value for humanity which the mystics claim for them--if they reveal to us a world of higher truth and greater reality than the world of concrete happenings in which we seem to be immersed--then that value is increased rather than lessened when confronted by the overwhelming disharmonies and sufferings of the present time4 ,it is significant that many of these experiences are reported to us from periods of war and distress3 that the stronger the forces of destruction appeared1 the more intense grew the spiritual vision which opposed them4 ,we learn from these records that the mystical consciousness has the power of lifting those who possess it to a plane of reality which no struggle1 no cruelty1 can disturb3 of conferring a certitude which no catastrophe can wreck4 ,yet it does not wrap its initiates in a selfish and otherworldly calm1 isolate them from the pain and effort of the common life4 ,rather1 it gives them renewed vitality2 administering to the human spirit not--as some suppose--a soothing draught1 but the most powerful of stimulants4 ,stayed upon eternal realities1 that spirit will be far better able to endure and profit by the stern discipline which the race is now called to undergo1 than those who are wholly at the mercy of events2 better able to discern the real from the illusory issues1 and to pronounce judgment on the new problems1 new difficulties1 new fields of activity now disclosed4 ,perhaps it is worth while to remind ourselves that the two women who have left the deepest mark upon the military history of ,france and ,england--,joan of ,arc and ,florence ,nightingale--both acted under mystical compulsion4 ,so1 too1 did one of the noblest of modern soldiers1 ,general ,gordon4 ,their national value was directly connected with their deep spiritual consciousness3 their intensely practical energies were the flowers of a contemplative life4 ,we are often told1 that in the critical periods of history it is the national soul which counts3 that where there is no vision1 the people perish4 ,no nation is truly defeated which retains its spiritual self-possession4 ,no nation is truly victorious which does not emerge with soul unstained4 ,if this be so1 it becomes a part of true patriotism to keep the spiritual life1 both of the individual citizen and of the social group1 active and vigorous2 its vision of realities unsullied by the entangled interests and passions of the time4 ,this is a task in which all may do their part4 ,the spiritual life is not a special career1 involving abstraction from the world of things4 ,it is a part of every man's life2 and until he has realised it he is not a complete human being1 has not entered into possession of all his powers4 ,it is therefore the function of a practical mysticism to increase1 not diminish1 the total efficiency1 the wisdom and steadfastness1 of those who try to practise it4 ,it will help them to enter1 more completely than ever before1 into the life of the group to which they belong4 ,it will teach them to see the world in a truer proportion1 discerning eternal beauty beyond and beneath apparent ruthlessness4 ,it will educate them in a charity free from all taint of sentimentalism2 it will confer on them an unconquerable hope2 and assure them that still1 even in the hour of greatest desolation1 ,there lives the dearest freshness deep down things4 ,as a contribution1 then1 to these purposes1 this little book is now published4 ,it is addressed neither to the learned nor to the devout1 who are already in possession of a wide literature dealing from many points of view with the experiences and philosophy of the mystics4 ,such readers are warned that they will find here nothing but the re-statement of elementary and familiar propositions1 and invitations to a discipline immemorially old4 ,far from presuming to instruct those to whom first-hand information is both accessible and palatable1 ,i write only for the larger class which1 repelled by the formidable appearance of more elaborate works on the subject1 would yet like to know what is meant by mysticism1 and what it has to offer to the average man3 how it helps to solve his problems1 how it harmonises with the duties and ideals of his active life4 ,for this reason1 ,i presuppose in my readers no knowledge whatever of the subject1 either upon the philosophic1 religious1 or historical side4 ,nor1 since ,i wish my appeal to be general1 do ,i urge the special claim of any one theological system1 any one metaphysical school4 ,i have merely attempted to put the view of the universe and man's place in it which is common to all mystics in plain and untechnical language3 and to suggest the practical conditions under which ordinary persons may participate in their experience4 ,therefore the abnormal states of consciousness which sometimes appear in connection with mystical genius are not discussed3 my business being confined to the description of a faculty which all men possess in a greater or less degree4 ,the reality and importance of this faculty are considered in the first three chapters4 ,in the fourth and fifth is described the preliminary training of attention necessary for its use2 in the sixth1 the general self-discipline and attitude toward life which it involves4 ,the seventh1 eighth1 and ninth chapters treat in an elementary way of the three great forms of contemplation2 and in the tenth1 the practical value of the life in which they have been actualised is examined4 ,those kind enough to attempt the perusal of the book are begged to read the first sections with some attention before passing to the latter part4 ,e4 ,u4 ,september #ab1 #aiad4 ,,chapter ,i ,,what ,,is ,,mysticism8 ,those who are interested in that special attitude towards the universe which is now loosely called mystical1 find themselves beset by a multitude of persons who are constantly asking--some with real fervour1 some with curiosity1 and some with disdain-- ,what is mysticism8 ,when referred to the writings of the mystics themselves1 and to other works in which this question appears to be answered1 these people reply that such books are wholly incomprehensible to them4 ,on the other hand1 the genuine inquirer will find before long a number of self-appointed apostles who are eager to answer his question in many strange and inconsistent ways1 calculated to increase rather than resolve the obscurity of his mind4 ,he will learn that mysticism is a philosophy1 an illusion1 a kind of religion1 a disease2 that it means having visions1 performing conjuring tricks1 leading an idle1 dreamy1 and selfish life1 neglecting one's business1 wallowing in vague spiritual emotions1 and being in tune with the infinite4 ,he will discover that it emancipates him from all dogmas--sometimes from all morality-- and at the same time that it is very superstitious4 ,one expert tells him that it is simply ,catholic piety1 another that ,walt ,whitman was a typical mystic2 a third assures him that all mysticism comes from the ,east1 and supports his statement by an appeal to the mango trick4 ,at the end of a prolonged course of lectures1 sermons1 tea-parties1 and talks with earnest persons1 the inquirer is still heard saying--too often in tones of exasperation--,what is mysticism8 ,i dare not pretend to solve a problem which has provided so much good hunting in the past4 ,it is indeed the object of this little essay to persuade the practical man to the one satisfactory course3 that of discovering the answer for himself4 ,yet perhaps it will give confidence if ,i confess pears to cover all the ground2 or at least1 all that part of the ground which is worth covering4 ,it will hardly stretch to the mango trick2 but it finds room at once for the visionaries and the philosophers1 for ,walt ,whitman and the saints4 ,here is the definition3-- ,mysticism is the art of union with ,reality4 ,the mystic is a person who has attained that union in greater or less degree2 or who aims at and believes in such attainment4 ,it is not expected that the inquirer will find great comfort in this sentence when first it meets his eye4 ,the ultimate question1 ,what is ,reality8--a question1 perhaps1 which never occurred to him before--is already forming in his mind2 and he knows that it will cause him infinite distress4 ,only a mystic can answer it3 and he1 in terms which other mystics alone will understand4 ,therefore1 for the time being1 the practical man may put it on one side4 ,all that he is asked to consider now is this3 that the word union represents not so much a rare and unimaginable operation1 as something which he is doing1 in a vague1 imperfect fashion1 at every moment of his conscious life2 and doing with intensity and thoroughness in all the more valid moments of that life4 ,we know a thing only by uniting with it2 by assimilating it2 by an interpenetration of it and ourselves4 ,it gives itself to us1 just in so far as we give ourselves to it2 and it is because our outflow towards things is usually so perfunctory and so languid1 that our comprehension of things is so perfunctory and languid too4 ,the great ,sufi who said that ,pilgrimage to the place of the wise1 is to escape the flame of separation spoke the literal truth4 ,wisdom is the fruit of communion2 ignorance the inevitable portion of those who keep themselves to themselves1 and stand apart1 judging1 analysing the things which they have never truly known4 ,because he has surrendered himself to it1 united with it1 the patriot knows his country1 the artist knows the subject of his art1 the lover his beloved1 the saint his ,god1 in a manner which is inconceivable as well as unattainable by the looker-on4 ,real knowledge1 since it always implies an intuitive sympathy more or less intense1 is far more accurately suggested by the symbols of touch and taste than by those of hearing and sight4 ,true1 analytic thought follows swiftly upon the contact1 the apprehension1 the union3 and we1 in our muddle-headed way1 have persuaded ourselves that this is the essential part of knowledge--that it is1 in fact1 more important to cook the hare than to catch it4 ,but when we get rid of this illusion and go back to the more primitive activities through which our mental kitchen gets its supplies1 we see that the distinction between mystic and non-mystic is not merely that between the rationalist and the dreamer1 between intellect and intuition4 ,the question which divides them is really this3 ,what1 out of the mass of material offered to it1 shall consciousness seize upon--with what aspects of the universe shall it unite8 ,it is notorious that the operations of the average human consciousness unite the self1 not with things as they really are1 but with images1 notions1 aspects of things4 ,the verb to be1 which he uses so lightly1 does not truly apply to any of the objects amongst which the practical man supposes himself to dwell4 ,for him the hare of ,reality is always ready-jugged3 he conceives not the living lovely1 wild1 swift-moving creature which has been sacrificed in order that he may be fed on the deplorable dish which he calls things as they really are4 ,so complete1 indeed1 is the separation of his consciousness from the facts of being1 that he feels no sense of loss4 ,he is happy enough understanding1 garnishing1 assimilating the carcass from which the principle of life and growth has been ejected1 and whereof only the most digestible portions have been retained4 ,he is not mystical4 ,but sometimes it is suggested to him that his knowledge is not quite so thorough as he supposed4 ,philosophers in particular have a way of pointing out its clumsy and superficial character2 of demonstrating the fact that he habitually mistakes his own private sensations for qualities inherent in the mysterious objects of the external world4 ,from those few qualities of colour1 size1 texture1 and the rest1 which his mind has been able to register and classify1 he makes a label which registers the sum of his own experiences4 ,this he knows1 with this he unites2 for it is his own creature4 ,it is neat1 flat1 unchanging1 with edges well defined3 a thing one can trust4 ,he forgets the existence of other conscious creatures1 provided with their own standards of reality4 ,yet the sea as the fish feels it1 the borage as the bee sees it1 the intricate sounds of the hedgerow as heard by the rabbit1 the impact of light on the eager face of the primrose1 the landscape as known in its vastness to the wood-louse and ant--all these experiences1 denied to him for ever1 have just as much claim to the attribute of ,being as his own partial and subjective interpretations of things4 ,because mystery is horrible to us1 we have agreed for the most part to live in a world of labels2 to make of them the current coin of experience1 and ignore their merely symbolic character1 the infinite gradation of values which they misrepresent4 ,we simply do not attempt to unite with ,reality4 ,but now and then that symbolic character is suddenly brought home to us4 ,some great emotion1 some devastating visitation of beauty1 love1 or pain1 lifts us to another level of consciousness2 and we are aware for a moment of the difference between the neat collection of discrete objects and experiences which we call the world1 and the height1 the depth1 the breadth of that living1 growing1 changing ,fact1 of which thought1 life1 and energy are parts1 and in which we live and move and have our being4 ,then we realise that our whole life is enmeshed in great and living forces2 terrible because unknown4 ,even the power which lurks in every coal-scuttle1 shines in the electric lamp1 pants in the motor-omnibus1 declares itself in the ineffable wonders of reproduction and growth1 is supersensual4 ,we do but perceive its results4 ,the more sacred plane of life and energy which seems to be manifested in the forces we call spiritual and emotional--in love1 anguish1 ecstasy1 adoration--is hidden from us too4 ,symptoms1 appearances1 are all that our intellects can discern3 sudden irresistible inroads from it1 all that our hearts can apprehend4 ,the material for an intenser life1 a wider1 sharper consciousness1 a more profound understanding of our own existence1 lies at our gates4 ,but we are separated from it1 we cannot assimilate it2 except in abnormal moments1 we hardly know that it is4 ,we now begin to attach at least a fragmentary meaning to the statement that mysticism is the art of union with ,reality4 ,we see that the claim of such a poet as ,whitman to be a mystic lies in the fact that he has achieved a passionate communion with deeper levels of life than those with which we usually deal--has thrust past the current notion to the ,fact3 that the claim of such a saint as ,teresa is bound up with her declaration that she has achieved union with the ,divine ,essence itself4 ,the visionary is a mystic when his vision mediates to him an actuality beyond the reach of the senses4 ,the philosopher is a mystic when he passes beyond thought to the pure apprehension of truth4 ,the active man is a mystic when he knows his actions to be a part of a greater activity4 ,blake1 ,plotinus1 ,joan of ,arc1 and ,john of the ,cross-- there is a link which binds all these together3 but if he is to make use of it1 the inquirer must find that link for himself4 ,all four exhibit different forms of the working of the contemplative consciousness2 a faculty which is proper to all men1 though few take the trouble to develop it4 ,their attention to life has changed its character1 sharpened its focus3 and as a result they see1 some a wider landscape1 some a more brilliant1 more significant1 more detailed world than that which is apparent to the less educated1 less observant vision of common sense4 ,the old story of ,eyes and ,no-,eyes is really the story of the mystical and unmystical types4 ,no-,eyes has fixed his attention on the fact that he is obliged to take a walk4 ,for him the chief factor of existence is his own movement along the road2 a movement which he intends to accomplish as efficiently and comfortably as he can4 ,he asks not to know what may be on either side of the hedges4 ,he ignores the caress of the wind until it threatens to remove his hat4 ,he trudges along1 steadily1 diligently2 avoiding the muddy pools1 but oblivious of the light which they reflect4 ,eyes takes the walk too3 and for him it is a perpetual revelation of beauty and wonder4 ,the sunlight inebriates him1 the winds delight him1 the very effort of the journey is a joy4 ,magic presences throng the roadside1 or cry salutations to him from the hidden fields4 ,the rich world through which he moves lies in the fore-ground of his consciousness2 and it gives up new secrets to him at every step4 ,no-,eyes1 when told of his adventures1 usually refuses to believe that both have gone by the same road4 ,he fancies that his companion has been floating about in the air1 or beset by agreeable hallucinations4 ,we shall never persuade him to the contrary unless we persuade him to look for himself4 ,therefore it is to a practical mysticism that the practical man is here invited3 to a training of his latent faculties1 a bracing and brightening of his languid consciousness1 an emancipation from the fetters of appearance1 a turning of his attention to new levels of the world4 ,thus he may become aware of the universe which the spiritual artist is always trying to disclose to the race4 ,this amount of mystical perception--this ordinary contemplation1 as the specialists call it--is possible to all men3 without it1 they are not wholly conscious1 nor wholly alive4 ,it is a natural human activity1 no more involving the great powers and sublime experiences of the mystical saints and philosophers than the ordinary enjoyment of music involves the special creative powers of the great musician4 ,as the beautiful does not exist for the artist and poet alone-- though these can find in it more poignant depths of meaning than other men--so the world of ,reality exists for all2 and all may participate in it1 unite with it1 according to their measure and to the strength and purity of their desire4 ,for heaven ghostly1 says ,the ,cloud of ,unknowing1 is as nigh down as up1 and up as down2 behind as before1 before as behind1 on one side as other4 ,inasmuch1 that whoso had a true desire for to be at heaven1 then that same time he were in heaven ghostly4 ,for the high and the next way thither is run by desires1 and not by paces of feet4 ,none therefore is condemned1 save by his own pride1 sloth1 or perversity1 to the horrors of that which ,blake called single vision--perpetual and undivided attention to the continuous cinematograph performance1 which the mind has conspired with the senses to interpose between ourselves and the living world4 ,,chapter ,,ii ,,the ,,world ,,of ,,reality ,the practical man may justly observe at this point that the world of single vision is the only world he knows3 that it appears to him to be real1 solid1 and self-consistent3 and that until the existence-- at least1 the probability--of other planes of reality is made clear to him1 all talk of uniting with them is mere moonshine1 which confirms his opinion of mysticism as a game fit only for idle women and inferior poets4 ,plainly1 then1 it is the first business of the missionary to create1 if he can1 some feeling of dissatisfaction with the world within which the practical man has always lived and acted2 to suggest something of its fragmentary and subjective character4 ,we turn back therefore to a further examination of the truism--so obvious to those who are philosophers1 so exasperating to those who are not--that man dwells1 under normal conditions1 in a world of imagination rather than a world of facts2 that the universe in which he lives and at which he looks is but a construction which the mind has made from some few amongst the wealth of materials at its disposal4 ,the relation of this universe to the world of fact is not unlike the relation between a tapestry picture and the scene which it imitates4 ,you1 practical man1 are obliged to weave your image of the outer world upon the hard warp of your own mentality2 which perpetually imposes its own convention1 and checks the free representation of life4 ,as a tapestry picture1 however various and full of meaning1 is ultimately reducible to little squares2 so the world of common sense is ultimately reducible to a series of static elements conditioned by the machinery of the brain4 ,subtle curves1 swift movement1 delicate gradation1 that machinery cannot represent4 ,it leaves them out4 ,from the countless suggestions1 the tangle of many-coloured wools which the real world presents to you1 you snatch one here and there4 ,of these you weave together those which are the most useful1 the most obvious1 the most often repeated3 which make a tidy and coherent pattern when seen on the right side4 ,shut up with this symbolic picture1 you soon drop into the habit of behaving to it as though it were not a representation but a thing4 ,on it you fix your attention2 with it you unite4 ,yet1 did you look at the wrong side1 at the many short ends1 the clumsy joins and patches1 this simple philosophy might be disturbed4 ,you would be forced to acknowledge the conventional character of the picture you have made so cleverly1 the wholesale waste of material involved in the weaving of it3 for only a few amongst the wealth of impressions we receive are seized and incorporated into our picture of the world4 ,further1 it might occur to you that a slight alteration in the rhythm of the senses would place at your disposal a complete new range of material2 opening your eyes and ears to sounds1 colours1 and movements now inaudible and invisible1 removing from your universe those which you now regard as part of the established order of things4 ,even the strands which you have made use of might have been combined in some other way2 with disastrous results to the world of common sense1 yet without any diminution of their own reality4 ,nor can you regard these strands themselves as ultimate4 ,as the most prudent of logicians might venture to deduce from a skein of wool the probable existence of a sheep2 so you1 from the raw stuff of perception1 may venture to deduce a universe which transcends the reproductive powers of your loom4 ,even the camera of the photographer1 more apt at contemplation than the mind of man1 has shown us how limited are these powers in some directions1 and enlightened us as to a few of the cruder errors of the person who accepts its products at face-value2 or1 as he would say1 believes his own eyes4 ,it has shown us1 for instance1 that the galloping race-horse1 with legs stretched out as we are used to see it1 is a mythical animal1 probably founded on the mental image of a running dog4 ,no horse has ever galloped thus3 but its real action is too quick for us1 and we explain it to ourselves as something resembling the more deliberate dog-action which we have caught and registered as it passed4 ,the plain man's universe is full of race-horses which are really running dogs3 of conventional waves1 first seen in pictures and then imagined upon the sea3 of psychological situations taken from books and applied to human life3 of racial peculiarities generalised from insufficient data1 and then discovered in actuality3 of theological diagrams and scientific laws1 flung upon the background of eternity as the magic lantern's image is reflected on the screen4 ,the coloured scene at which you look so trustfully owes1 in fact1 much of its character to the activities of the seer3 to that process of thought--concept--cogitation1 from which ,keats prayed with so great an ardour to escape1 when he exclaimed in words which will seem to you1 according to the temper of your mind1 either an invitation to the higher laziness or one of the most profound aspirations of the soul1 ,o for a life of sensations rather than thoughts6 ,he felt--as all the poets have felt with him--that another1 lovelier world1 tinted with unimaginable wonders1 alive with ultimate music1 awaited those who could free themselves from the fetters of the mind1 lay down the shuttle and the weaver's comb1 and reach out beyond the conceptual image to intuitive contact with the ,thing4 ,there are certain happy accidents which have the power of inducting man for a moment into this richer and more vital world4 ,these stop1 as one old mystic said1 the wheel of his imagination1 the dreadful energy of his image-making power weaving up and transmuting the incoming messages of sense4 ,they snatch him from the loom and place him1 in the naked simplicity of his spirit1 face to face with that ,other than himself whence the materials of his industry have come4 ,in these hours human consciousness ascends from thought to contemplation2 becomes at least aware of the world in which the mystics dwell2 and perceives for an instant1 as ,st4 ,augustine did1 the light that never changes1 above the eye of the soul1 above the intelligence4 ,this experience might be called in essence absolute sensation4 ,it is a pure feeling-state2 in which the fragmentary contacts with ,reality achieved through the senses are merged in a wholeness of communion which feels and knows all at once1 yet in a way which the reason can never understand1 that ,totality of which fragments are known by the lover1 the musician1 and the artist4 ,if the doors of perception were cleansed1 said ,blake1 everything would appear to man as it is--,infinite4 ,but the doors of perception are hung with the cobwebs of thought2 prejudice1 cowardice1 sloth4 ,eternity is with us1 inviting our contemplation perpetually1 but we are too frightened1 lazy1 and suspicious to respond3 too arrogant to still our thought1 and let divine sensation have its way4 ,it needs industry and goodwill if we would make that transition3 for the process involves a veritable spring-cleaning of the soul1 a turning-out and rearrangement of our mental furniture1 a wide opening of closed windows1 that the notes of the wild birds beyond our garden may come to us fully charged with wonder and freshness1 and drown with their music the noise of the gramaphone within4 ,those who do this1 discover that they have lived in a stuffy world1 whilst their inheritance was a world of morning-glory2 where every tit-mouse is a celestial messenger1 and every thrusting bud is charged with the full significance of life4 ,there will be many who feel a certain scepticism as to the possibility of the undertaking here suggested to them2 a prudent unwillingness to sacrifice their old comfortably upholstered universe1 on the mere promise that they will receive a new heaven and a new earth in exchange4 ,these careful ones may like to remind themselves that the vision of the world presented to us by all the great artists and poets--those creatures whose very existence would seem so strange to us1 were we not accustomed to them--perpetually demonstrates the many-graded character of human consciousness2 the new worlds which await it1 once it frees itself from the tyranny of those labour-saving contrivances with which it usually works4 ,leaving on one side the more subtle apprehensions which we call spiritual1 even the pictures of the old ,chinese draughtsmen and the modern impressionists1 of ,watteau and of ,turner1 of ,manet1 ,degas1 and ,cezanne2 the poems of ,blake1 ,wordsworth1 ,shelley1 ,whitman--these1 and countless others1 assure you that their creators have enjoyed direct communion1 not with some vague world of fancy1 but with a visible natural order which you have never known4 ,these have seized and woven into their pictures strands which never presented themselves to you2 significant forms which elude you1 tones and relations to which you are blind1 living facts for which your conventional world provides no place4 ,they prove by their works that ,blake was right when he said that a fool sees not the same tree that a wise man sees2 and that psychologists1 insisting on the selective action of the mind1 the fact that our preconceptions govern the character of our universe1 do but teach the most demonstrable of truths4 ,did you take them seriously1 as you should1 their ardent reports might well disgust you with the dull and narrow character of your own consciousness4 ,what is it1 then1 which distinguishes the outlook of great poets and artists from the arrogant subjectivism of common sense8 ,innocence and humility distinguish it4 ,these persons prejudge nothing1 criticise nothing4 ,to some extent1 their attitude to the universe is that of children3 and because this is so1 they participate to that extent in the ,heaven of ,reality4 ,according to their measure1 they have fulfilled ,keats' aspiration1 they do live a life in which the emphasis lies on sensation rather than on thought3 for the state which he then struggled to describe was that ideal state of pure receptivity1 of perfect correspondence with the essence of things1 of which all artists have a share1 and which a few great mystics appear to have possessed--not indeed in its entirety1 but to an extent which made them1 as they say1 one with the ,reality of things4 ,the greater the artist is1 the wider and deeper is the range of this pure sensation3 the more sharply he is aware of the torrent of life and loveliness1 the rich profusion of possible beauties and shapes4 ,he always wants to press deeper and deeper1 to let the span of his perception spread wider and wider2 till he unites with the whole of that ,reality which he feels all about him1 and of which his own life is a part4 ,he is always tending1 in fact1 to pass over from the artistic to the mystical state4 ,in artistic experience1 then1 in the artist's perennial effort to actualise the ideal which ,keats expressed1 we may find a point of departure for our exploration of the contemplative life4 ,what would it mean for a soul that truly captured it2 this life in which the emphasis should lie on the immediate percepts1 the messages the world pours in on us1 instead of on the sophisticated universe into which our clever brains transmute them8 ,plainly1 it would mean the achievement of a new universe1 a new order of reality3 escape from the terrible museum-like world of daily life1 where everything is classified and labelled1 and all the graded fluid facts which have no label are ignored4 ,it would mean an innocence of eye and innocence of ear impossible for us to conceive2 the impassioned contemplation of pure form1 freed from all the meanings with which the mind has draped and disguised it2 the recapturing of the lost mysteries of touch and fragrance1 most wonderful amongst the avenues of sense4 ,it would mean the exchanging of the neat conceptual world our thoughts build up1 fenced in by the solid ramparts of the possible1 for the inconceivable richness of that unwalled world from which we have subtracted it4 ,it would mean that we should receive from every flower1 not merely a beautiful image to which the label flower has been affixed1 but the full impact of its unimaginable beauty and wonder1 the direct sensation of life having communion with life3 that the scents of ceasing rain1 the voice of trees1 the deep softness of the kitten's fur1 the acrid touch of sorrel on the tongue1 should be in themselves profound1 complete1 and simple experiences1 calling forth simplicity of response in our souls4 ,thus understood1 the life of pure sensation is the meat and drink of poetry1 and one of the most accessible avenues to that union with ,reality which the mystic declares to us as the very object of life4 ,but the poet must take that living stuff direct from the field and river1 without sophistication1 without criticism1 as the life of the soul is taken direct from the altar2 with an awe that admits not of analysis4 ,he must not subject it to the cooking1 filtering process of the brain4 ,it is because he knows how to elude this dreadful sophistication of ,reality1 because his attitude to the universe is governed by the supreme artistic virtues of humility and love1 that poetry is what it is3 and ,i include in the sweep of poetic art the coloured poetry of the painter1 and the wordless poetry of the musician and the dancer too4 ,at this point the critical reader will certainly offer an objection4 ,you have been inviting me1 he will say1 to do nothing more or less than trust my senses3 and this too on the authority of those impracticable dreamers the poets4 ,now it is notorious that our senses deceive us4 ,every one knows that2 and even your own remarks have already suggested it4 ,how1 then1 can a wholesale and uncritical acceptance of my sensations help me to unite with ,reality8 ,many of these sensations we share with the animals3 in some1 the animals obviously surpass us4 ,will you suggest that my terrier1 smelling his way through an uncoordinated universe1 is a better mystic than ,i8 ,to this ,i reply1 that the terrier's contacts with the world are doubtless crude and imperfect2 yet he has indeed preserved a directness of apprehension which you have lost4 ,he gets1 and responds to1 the real smell2 not a notion or a name4 ,certainly the senses1 when taken at face-value1 do deceive us3 yet the deception resides not so much in them1 as in that conceptual world which we insist on building up from their reports1 and for which we make them responsible4 ,they deceive us less when we receive these reports uncooked and unclassified1 as simple and direct experiences4 ,then1 behind the special and imperfect stammerings which we call colour1 sound1 fragrance1 and the rest1 we sometimes discern a whole fact--at once divinely simple and infinitely various--from which these partial messages proceed2 and which seeks as it were to utter itself in them4 ,and we feel1 when this is so1 that the fact thus glimpsed is of an immense significance2 imparting to that aspect of the world which we are able to perceive all the significance1 all the character which it possesses4 ,the more of the artist there is in us1 the more intense that significance1 that character will seem3 the more complete1 too1 will be our conviction that our uneasiness1 the vagueness of our reactions to things1 would be cured could we reach and unite with the fact1 instead of our notion of it4 ,and it is just such an act of union1 reached through the clarified channels of sense and unadulterated by the content of thought1 which the great artist or poet achieves4 ,we seem in these words to have come far from the mystic1 and that contemplative consciousness wherewith he ascends to the contact of ,truth4 ,as a matter of fact1 we are merely considering that consciousness in its most natural and accessible form3 for contemplation is1 on the one hand1 the essential activity of all artists2 on the other1 the art through which those who choose to learn and practise it may share in some fragmentary degree1 according to their measure1 the special experience of the mystic and the poet4 ,by it they may achieve that virginal outlook upon things1 that celestial power of communion with veritable life1 which comes when that which we call sensation is freed from the tyranny of that which we call thought4 ,the artist is no more and no less than a contemplative who has learned to express himself1 and who tells his love in colour1 speech1 or sound3 the mystic1 upon one side of his nature1 is an artist of a special and exalted kind1 who tries to express something of the revelation he has received1 mediates between ,reality and the race4 ,in the game of give and take which goes on between the human consciousness and the external world1 both have learned to put the emphasis upon the message from without1 rather than on their own reaction to and rearrangement of it4 ,both have exchanged the false imagination which draws the sensations and intuitions of the self into its own narrow circle1 and there distorts and transforms them1 for the true imagination which pours itself out1 eager1 adventurous1 and self-giving1 towards the greater universe4 ,,chapter ,,iii ,,the ,,preparation ,,of ,,the ,,mystic ,here the practical man will naturally say3 ,and pray how am ,i going to do this8 ,how shall ,i detach myself from the artificial world to which ,i am accustomed8 ,where is the brake that shall stop the wheel of my image-making mind8 ,i answer3 ,you are going to do it by an educative process2 a drill1 of which the first stages will1 indeed1 be hard enough4 ,you have already acknowledged the need of such mental drill1 such deliberate selective acts1 in respect to the smaller matters of life4 ,you willingly spend time and money over that narrowing and sharpening of attention which you call a business training1 a legal education1 the acquirement of a scientific method4 ,but this new undertaking will involve the development and the training of a layer of your consciousness which has lain fallow in the past2 the acquirement of a method you have never used before4 ,it is reasonable1 even reassuring1 that hard work and discipline should be needed for this3 that it should demand of you1 if not the renunciation of the cloister1 at least the virtues of the golf course4 ,the education of the mystical sense begins in self-simplification4 ,the feeling1 willing1 seeing self is to move from the various and the analytic to the simple and the synthetic3 a sentence which may cause hard breathing and mopping of the brows on the part of the practical man4 ,yet it is to you1 practical man1 reading these pages as you rush through the tube to the practical work of rearranging unimportant fragments of your universe1 that this message so needed by your time--or rather1 by your want of time-- is addressed4 ,to you1 unconscious analyst1 so busy reading the advertisements upon the carriage wall1 that you hardly observe the stages of your unceasing flight3 so anxiously acquisitive of the crumbs that you never lift your eyes to the loaf4 ,the essence of mystical contemplation is summed in these two experiences-- union with the flux of life1 and union with the ,whole in which all lesser realities are resumed--and these experiences are well within your reach4 ,though it is likely that the accusation will annoy you1 you are already in fact a potential contemplative3 for this act1 as ,st4 ,thomas ,aquinas taught1 is proper to all men--is1 indeed1 the characteristic human activity4 ,more1 it is probable that you are1 or have been1 an actual contemplative too4 ,has it never happened to you to lose yourself for a moment in a swift and satisfying experience for which you found no name8 ,when the world took on a strangeness1 and you rushed out to meet it1 in a mood at once exultant and ashamed8 ,was there not an instant when you took the lady who now orders your dinner into your arms1 and she suddenly interpreted to you the whole of the universe8 a universe so great1 charged with so terrible an intensity1 that you have hardly dared to think of it since4 ,do you remember that horrid moment at the concert1 when you became wholly unaware of your comfortable seven-and-sixpenny seat8 ,those were onsets of involuntary contemplation2 sudden partings of the conceptual veil4 ,dare you call them the least significant1 moments of your life8 ,did you not then1 like the ,african saint1 thrill with love and dread1 though you were not provided with a label for that which you adored8 ,it will not help you to speak of these experiences as mere emotion4 ,mere emotion then inducted you into a world which you recognised as more valid--in the highest sense1 more rational-- than that in which you usually dwell3 a world which had a wholeness1 a meaning1 which exceeded the sum of its parts4 ,mere emotion then brought you to your knees1 made you at once proud and humble1 showed you your place4 ,it simplified and unified existence3 it stripped off the little accidents and ornaments which perpetually deflect our vagrant attention1 and gathered up the whole being of you into one state1 which felt and knew a ,reality that your intelligence could not comprehend4 ,such an emotion is the driving power of spirit1 an august and ultimate thing3 and this your innermost inhabitant felt it to be1 whilst your eyes were open to the light4 ,now that simplifying act1 which is the preliminary of all mystical experience1 that gathering of the scattered bits of personality into the one which is really you--into the unity of your spirit1 as the mystics say--the great forces of love1 beauty1 wonder1 grief1 may do for you now and again4 ,these lift you perforce from the consideration of the details to the contemplation of the ,all3 turn you from the tidy world of image to the ineffable world of fact4 ,but they are fleeting and ungovernable experiences1 descending with dreadful violence on the soul4 ,are you willing that your participation in ,reality shall depend wholly on these incalculable visitations3 on the sudden wind and rain that wash your windows1 and let in the vision of the landscape at your gates8 ,you can1 if you like1 keep those windows clear4 ,you can1 if you choose to turn your attention that way1 learn to look out of them4 ,these are the two great phases in the education of every contemplative3 and they are called in the language of the mystics the purification of the senses and the purification of the will4 ,those who are so fortunate as to experience in one of its many forms the crisis which is called conversion are seized1 as it seems to them1 by some power stronger than themselves and turned perforce in the right direction4 ,they find that this irresistible power has cleansed the windows of their homely coat of grime2 and they look out1 literally1 upon a new heaven and new earth4 ,the long quiet work of adjustment which others must undertake before any certitude rewards them is for these concentrated into one violent shattering and rearranging of the self1 which can now begin its true career of correspondence with the ,reality it has perceived4 ,to persons of this type ,i do not address myself3 but rather to the ordinary plodding scholar of life1 who must reach the same goal by a more gradual road4 ,what is it that smears the windows of the senses8 ,thought1 convention1 self-interest4 ,we throw a mist of thought between ourselves and the external world3 and through this we discern1 as in a glass darkly1 that which we have arranged to see4 ,we see it in the way in which our neighbours see it2 sometimes through a pink veil1 sometimes through a grey4 ,religion1 indigestion1 priggishness1 or discontent may drape the panes4 ,the prismatic colours of a fashionable school of art may stain them4 ,inevitably1 too1 we see the narrow world our windows show us1 not in itself1 but in relation to our own needs1 moods1 and preferences2 which exercise a selective control upon those few aspects of the whole which penetrate to the field of consciousness and dictate the order in which we arrange them1 for the universe of the natural man is strictly egocentric4 ,we continue to name the living creatures with all the placid assurance of ,adam3 and whatsoever we call them1 that is the name thereof4 ,unless we happen to be artists--and then but rarely--we never know the thing seen in its purity2 never1 from birth to death1 look at it with disinterested eyes4 ,our vision and understanding of it are governed by all that we bring with us1 and mix with it1 to form an amalgam with which the mind can deal4 ,to purify the senses is to release them1 so far as human beings may1 from the tyranny of egocentric judgments2 to make of them the organs of direct perception4 ,this means that we must crush our deep-seated passion for classification and correspondences2 ignore the instinctive1 selfish question1 ,what does it mean to me8 learn to dip ourselves in the universe at our gates1 and know it1 not from without by comprehension1 but from within by self-mergence4 ,richard of ,st4 ,victor has said1 that the essence of all purification is self-simplification2 the doing away of the unnecessary and unreal1 the tangles and complications of consciousness3 and we must remember that when these masters of the spiritual life speak of purity1 they have in their minds no thin1 abstract notion of a rule of conduct stripped of all colour and compounded chiefly of refusals1 such as a more modern1 more arid asceticism set up4 ,their purity is an affirmative state2 something strong1 clean1 and crystalline1 capable of a wholeness of adjustment to the wholeness of a ,god-inhabited world4 ,the pure soul is like a lens from which all irrelevancies and excrescences1 all the beams and motes of egotism and prejudice1 have been removed2 so that it may reflect a clear image of the one ,transcendent ,fact within which all others facts are held4 ,all which ,i took from thee ,i did but take1 ,not for thy harms1 ,but just that thou might'st seek it in ,my arms4 ,all the details of existence1 all satisfactions of the heart and mind1 are resumed within that ,transcendent ,fact1 as all the colours of the spectrum are included in white light3 and we possess them best by passing beyond them1 by following back the many to the ,one4 ,the ,simple ,eye of ,contemplation1 about which the mystic writers say so much1 is then a synthetic sense2 which sees that white light in which all colour is1 without discrete analysis of its properties4 ,the ,simple ,ear which discerns the celestial melody1 hears that ,tone in which all music is resumed2 thus achieving that ecstatic life of sensation without thought which ,keats perceived to be the substance of true happiness4 ,but you1 practical man1 have lived all your days amongst the illusions of multiplicity4 ,though you are using at every instant your innate tendency to synthesis and simplification1 since this alone creates the semblance of order in your universe--though what you call seeing and hearing are themselves great unifying acts--yet your attention to life has been deliberately adjusted to a world of frittered values and prismatic refracted lights3 full of incompatible interests1 of people1 principles1 things4 ,ambitions and affections1 tastes and prejudices1 are fighting for your attention4 ,your poor1 worried consciousness flies to and fro amongst them2 it has become a restless and a complicated thing4 ,at this very moment your thoughts are buzzing like a swarm of bees4 ,the reduction of this fevered complex to a unity appears to be a task beyond all human power4 ,yet the situation is not as hopeless for you as it seems4 ,all this is only happening upon the periphery of the mind1 where it touches and reacts to the world of appearance4 ,at the centre there is a stillness which even you are not able to break4 ,there1 the rhythm of your duration is one with the rhythm of the ,universal ,life4 ,there1 your essential self exists3 the permanent being which persists through and behind the flow and change of your conscious states4 ,you have been snatched to that centre once or twice4 ,turn your consciousness inward to it deliberately4 ,retreat to that point whence all the various lines of your activities flow1 and to which at last they must return4 ,since this alone of all that you call your selfhood is possessed of eternal reality1 it is surely a counsel of prudence to acquaint yourself with its peculiarities and its powers4 ,take your seat within the heart of the thousand-petaled lotus1 cries the ,eastern visionary4 ,hold thou to thy ,centre1 says his ,christian brother1 and all things shall be thine4 ,this is a practical recipe1 not a pious exhortation4 ,the thing may sound absurd to you1 but you can do it if you will3 standing back1 as it were1 from the vague and purposeless reactions in which most men fritter their vital energies4 ,then you can survey with a certain calm1 a certain detachment1 your universe and the possibilities of life within it3 can discern too1 if you be at all inclined to mystical adventure1 the stages of the road along which you must pass on your way towards harmony with the ,real4 ,this universe1 these possibilities1 are far richer1 yet far simpler than you have supposed4 ,seen from the true centre of personality1 instead of the usual angle of self-interest1 their scattered parts arrange themselves in order3 you begin to perceive those graduated levels of ,reality with which a purified and intensified consciousness can unite4 ,so1 too1 the road is more logically planned1 falls into more comprehensible stages1 than those who dwell in a world of single vision are willing to believe4 ,now it is a paradox of human life1 often observed even by the most concrete and unimaginative of philosophers1 that man seems to be poised between two contradictory orders of ,reality4 ,two planes of existence--or1 perhaps1 two ways of apprehending existence--lie within the possible span of his consciousness4 ,that great pair of opposites which metaphysicians call ,being and ,becoming1 ,eternity and ,time1 ,unity and ,multiplicity1 and others mean1 when they speak of the ,spiritual and the ,natural ,worlds1 represents the two extreme forms under which the universe can be realised by him4 ,the greatest men1 those whose consciousness is extended to full span1 can grasp1 be aware of1 both4 ,they know themselves to live1 both in the discrete1 manifested1 ever-changeful parts and appearances1 and also in the ,whole ,fact4 ,they react fully to both3 for them there is no conflict between the parochial and the patriotic sense4 ,more than this1 a deep instinct sometimes assures them that the inner spring or secret of that ,whole ,fact is also the inner spring and secret of their individual lives3 and that here1 in this third factor1 the disharmonies between the part and the whole are resolved4 ,as they know themselves to dwell in the world of time and yet to be capable of transcending it1 so the ,ultimate ,reality1 they think1 inhabits yet inconceivably exceeds all that they know to be--as the soul of the musician controls and exceeds not merely each note of the flowing melody1 but also the whole of that symphony in which these cadences must play their part4 ,that invulnerable spark of vivid life1 that inward light which these men find at their own centres when they seek for it1 is for them an earnest of the ,uncreated ,light1 the ineffable splendour of ,god1 dwelling at1 and energising within the heart of things3 for this spark is at once one with1 yet separate from1 the ,universal ,soul4 ,so then1 man1 in the person of his greatest and most living representatives1 feels himself to have implicit correspondences with three levels of existence2 which we may call the ,natural1 the ,spiritual1 and the ,divine4 ,the road on which he is to travel therefore1 the mystical education which he is to undertake1 shall successively unite him with these three worlds2 stretching his consciousness to the point at which he finds them first as three1 and at last as ,one4 ,under normal circumstances even the first of them1 the natural world of ,becoming1 is only present to him-- unless he be an artist--in a vague and fragmentary way4 ,he is1 of course1 aware of the temporal order1 a ceaseless change and movement1 birth1 growth1 and death1 of which he is a part4 ,but the rapture and splendour of that everlasting flux which ,india calls the ,sport of ,god hardly reaches his understanding2 he is too busy with his own little movements to feel the full current of the stream4 ,but under those abnormal circumstances on which we have touched1 a deeper level of his consciousness comes into focus2 he hears the music of surrounding things4 ,then he rises1 through and with his awareness of the great life of ,nature1 to the knowledge that he is part of another greater life1 transcending succession4 ,in this his durational spirit is immersed4 ,here all the highest values of existence are stored for him3 and it is because of his existence within this ,eternal ,reality1 his patriotic relationship to it1 that the efforts and experiences of the time-world have significance for him4 ,it is from the vantage point gained when he realises his contacts with this higher order1 that he can see with the clear eye of the artist or the mystic the ,world of ,becoming itself-- recognise its proportions--even reach out to some faint intuition of its ultimate worth4 ,so1 if he would be a whole man1 if he would realise all that is implicit in his humanity1 he must actualise his relationship with this supernal plane of ,being3 and he shall do it1 as we have seen1 by simplification1 by a deliberate withdrawal of attention from the bewildering multiplicity of things1 a deliberate humble surrender of his image-making consciousness4 ,he already possesses1 at that gathering point of personality which the old writers sometimes called the apex and sometimes the ground of the soul1 a medium of communication with ,reality4 ,but this spiritual principle1 this gathering point of his selfhood1 is just that aspect of him which is furthest removed from the active surface consciousness4 ,he treats it as the busy citizen treats his national monuments4 ,it is there1 it is important1 a possession which adds dignity to his existence2 but he never has time to go in4 ,yet as the purified sense1 cleansed of prejudice and self-interest1 can give us fleeting communications from the actual broken-up world of duration at our gates3 so the purified and educated will can wholly withdraw the self's attention from its usual concentration on small useful aspects of the time-world1 refuse to react to its perpetually incoming messages1 retreat to the unity of its spirit1 and there make itself ready for messages from another plane4 ,this is the process which the mystics call ,recollection3 the first stage in the training of the contemplative consciousness4 ,we begin1 therefore1 to see that the task of union with ,reality will involve certain stages of preparation as well as stages of attainment2 and these stages of preparation--for some disinterested souls easy and rapid1 for others long and full of pain--may be grouped under two heads4 ,first1 the disciplining and simplifying of the attention1 which is the essence of ,recollection4 ,next1 the disciplining and simplifying of the affections and will1 the orientation of the heart2 which is sometimes called by the formidable name of ,purgation4 ,so the practical mysticism of the plain man will best be grasped by him as a five-fold scheme of training and growth3 in which the first two stages prepare the self for union with ,reality1 and the last three unite it successively with the ,world of ,becoming1 the ,world of ,being1 and finally with that ,ultimate ,fact which the philosopher calls the ,absolute and the religious mystic calls ,god4 ,,chapter ,,iv ,,meditation ,,and ,,recollection ,recollection1 the art which the practical man is now invited to learn1 is in essence no more and no less than the subjection of the attention to the control of the will4 ,it is not1 therefore1 a purely mystical activity4 ,in one form or another it is demanded of all who would get control of their own mental processes2 and does or should represent the first great step in the education of the human consciousness4 ,so slothful1 however1 is man in all that concerns his higher faculties1 that few deliberately undertake this education at all4 ,they are content to make their contacts with things by a vague1 unregulated power1 ever apt to play truant1 ever apt to fail them4 ,unless they be spurred to it by that passion for ultimate things which expresses itself in religion1 philosophy1 or art1 they seldom learn the secret of a voluntary concentration of the mind4 ,since the philosopher's interests are mainly objective1 and the artist seldom cogitates on his own processes1 it is1 in the end1 to the initiate of religion that we are forced to go1 if we would learn how to undertake this training for ourselves4 ,the religious contemplative has this further attraction for us3 that he is by nature a missionary as well4 ,the vision which he has achieved is the vision of an intensely loving heart2 and love1 which cannot keep itself to itself1 urges him to tell the news as widely and as clearly as he may4 ,in his works1 he is ever trying to reveal the secret of his own deeper life and wider vision1 and to help his fellow men to share it3 hence he provides the clearest1 most orderly1 most practical teachings on the art of contemplation that we are likely to find4 ,true1 our purpose in attempting this art may seem to us very different from his3 though if we carry out the principles involved to their last term1 we shall probably find that they have brought us to the place at which he aimed from the first4 ,but the method1 in its earlier stages1 must be the same2 whether we call the ,reality which is the object of our quest aesthetic1 cosmic1 or divine4 ,the athlete must develop much the same muscles1 endure much the same discipline1 whatever be the game he means to play4 ,so we will go straight to ,st4 ,teresa1 and inquire of her what was the method by which she taught her daughters to gather themselves together1 to capture and hold the attitude most favourable to communion with the spiritual world4 ,she tells us-- and here she accords with the great tradition of the ,christian contemplatives1 a tradition which was evolved under the pressure of long experience--that the process is a gradual one4 ,the method to be employed is a slow1 patient training of material which the licence of years has made intractable2 not the sudden easy turning of the mind in a new direction1 that it may minister to a new fancy for the mystical view of things4 ,recollection begins1 she says1 in the deliberate and regular practice of meditation2 a perfectly natural form of mental exercise1 though at first a hard one4 ,now meditation is a half-way house between thinking and contemplating3 and as a discipline1 it derives its chief value from this transitional character4 ,the real mystical life1 which is the truly practical life1 begins at the beginning2 not with supernatural acts and ecstatic apprehensions1 but with the normal faculties of the normal man4 ,i do not require of you1 says ,teresa to her pupils in meditation1 to form great and curious considerations in your understanding3 ,i require of you no more than to look4 ,it might be thought that such looking at the spiritual world1 simply1 intensely1 without cleverness--such an opening of the ,eye of ,eternity--was the essence of contemplation itself3 and indeed one of the best definitions has described that art as a loving sight1 a peering into heaven with the ghostly eye4 ,but the self who is yet at this early stage of the pathway to ,reality is not asked to look at anything new1 to peer into the deeps of things3 only to gaze with a new and cleansed vision on the ordinary intellectual images1 the labels and the formula1 the objects and ideas--even the external symbols--amongst which it has always dwelt4 ,it is not yet advanced to the seeing of fresh landscapes3 it is only able to re-examine the furniture of its home1 and obtain from this exercise a skill1 and a control of the attention1 which shall afterwards be applied to greater purposes4 ,its task is here to consider that furniture1 as the ,victorines called this preliminary training3 to take1 that is1 a more starry view of it3 standing back from the whirl of the earth1 and observing the process of things4 ,take1 then1 an idea1 an object1 from amongst the common stock1 and hold it before your mind4 ,the selection is large enough3 all sentient beings may find subjects of meditation to their taste1 for there lies a universal behind every particular of thought1 however concrete it may appear1 and within the most rational propositions the meditative eye may glimpse a dream4 ,reason has moons1 but moons not hers ,lie mirror'd on her sea1 ,confounding her astronomers ,but1 ,o delighting me4 ,even those objects which minister to our sense-life may well be used to nourish our spirits too4 ,who has not watched the intent meditations of a comfortable cat brooding upon the ,absolute ,mouse8 ,you1 if you have a philosophic twist1 may transcend such relative views of ,reality1 and try to meditate on ,time1 ,succession1 even ,being itself3 or again on human intercourse1 birth1 growth1 and death1 on a flower1 a river1 the various tapestries of the sky4 ,even your own emotional life will provide you with the ideas of love1 joy1 peace1 mercy1 conflict1 desire4 ,you may range1 with ,kant1 from the stars to the moral law4 ,if your turn be to religion1 the richest and most evocative of fields is open to your choice3 from the plaster image to the mysteries of ,faith4 ,but1 the choice made1 it must be held and defended during the time of meditation against all invasions from without1 however insidious their encroachments1 however spiritual their disguise4 ,it must be brooded upon1 gazed at1 seized again and again1 as distractions seem to snatch it from your grasp4 ,a restless boredom1 a dreary conviction of your own incapacity1 will presently attack you4 ,this1 too1 must be resisted at sword-point4 ,the first quarter of an hour thus spent in attempted meditation will be1 indeed1 a time of warfare2 which should at least convince you how unruly1 how ill-educated is your attention1 how miserably ineffective your will1 how far away you are from the captaincy of your own soul4 ,it should convince1 too1 the most common-sense of philosophers of the distinction between real time1 the true stream of duration which is life1 and the sequence of seconds so carefully measured by the clock4 ,never before has the stream flowed so slowly1 or fifteen minutes taken so long to pass4 ,consciousness has been lifted to a longer1 slower rhythm1 and is not yet adjusted to its solemn march4 ,but1 striving for this new poise1 intent on the achievement of it1 presently it will happen to you to find that you have indeed--though how you know not--entered upon a fresh plane of perception1 altered your relation with things4 ,first1 the subject of your meditation begins1 as you surrender to its influence1 to exhibit unsuspected meaning1 beauty1 power4 ,a perpetual growth of significance keeps pace with the increase of attention which you bring to bear on it2 that attention which is the one agent of all your apprehensions1 physical and mental alike4 ,it ceases to be thin and abstract4 ,you sink as it were into the deeps of it1 rest in it1 unite with it2 and learn1 in this still1 intent communion1 something of its depth and breadth and height1 as we learn by direct intercourse to know our friends4 ,moreover1 as your meditation becomes deeper it will defend you from the perpetual assaults of the outer world4 ,you will hear the busy hum of that world as a distant exterior melody1 and know yourself to be in some sort withdrawn from it4 ,you have set a ring of silence between you and it2 and behold6 within that silence you are free4 ,you will look at the coloured scene1 and it will seem to you thin and papery3 only one amongst countless possible images of a deeper life as yet beyond your reach4 ,and gradually1 you will come to be aware of an entity1 a ,you1 who can thus hold at arm's length1 be aware of1 look at1 an idea--a universe--other than itself4 ,by this voluntary painful act of concentration1 this first step upon the ladder which goes--as the mystics would say--from multiplicity to unity1 you have to some extent withdrawn yourself from that union with unrealities1 with notions and concepts1 which has hitherto contented you2 and at once all the values of existence are changed4 ,the road to a ,yea lies through a ,nay4 ,you1 in this preliminary movement of recollection1 are saying your first deliberate ,no to the claim which the world of appearance makes to a total possession of your consciousness3 and are thus making possible some contact between that consciousness and the ,world of ,reality4 ,now turn this new purified and universalised gaze back upon yourself4 ,observe your own being in a fresh relation with things1 and surrender yourself willingly to the moods of astonishment1 humility1 joy--perhaps of deep shame or sudden love--which invade your heart as you look4 ,so doing patiently1 day after day1 constantly recapturing the vagrant attention1 ever renewing the struggle for simplicity of sight1 you will at last discover that there is something within you--something behind the fractious1 conflicting life of desire--which you can recollect1 gather up1 make effective for new life4 ,you will1 in fact1 know your own soul for the first time3 and learn that there is a sense in which this real ,you is distinct from1 an alien within1 the world in which you find yourself1 as an actor has another life when he is not on the stage4 ,when you do not merely believe this but know it2 when you have achieved this power of withdrawing yourself1 of making this first crude distinction between appearance and reality1 the initial stage of the contemplative life has been won4 ,it is not much more of an achievement than that first proud effort in which the baby stands upright for a moment and then relapses to the more natural and convenient crawl3 but it holds within it the same earnest of future development4 ,,chapter ,v ,,self-,,adjustment ,so1 in a measure1 you have found yourself3 have retreated behind all that flowing appearance1 that busy1 unstable consciousness with its moods and obsessions1 its feverish alternations of interest and apathy1 its conflicts and irrational impulses1 which even the psychologists mistake for ,you4 ,thanks to this recollective act1 you have discovered in your inmost sanctuary a being not wholly practical1 who refuses to be satisfied by your busy life of correspondences with the world of normal men1 and hungers for communion with a spiritual universe4 ,and this thing so foreign to your surface consciousness1 yet familiar to it and continuous with it1 you recognise as the true ,self whose existence you always took for granted1 but whom you have only known hitherto in its scattered manifestations4 ,that art thou4 ,this climb up the mountain of self-knowledge1 said the ,victorine mystics1 is the necessary prelude to all illumination4 ,only at its summit do we discover1 as ,dante did1 the beginning of the pathway to ,reality4 ,it is a lonely and an arduous excursion1 a sufficient test of courage and sincerity3 for most men prefer to dwell in comfortable ignorance upon the lower slopes1 and there to make of their more obvious characteristics a drapery which shall veil the naked truth4 ,true and complete self-knowledge1 indeed1 is the privilege of the strongest alone4 ,few can bear to contemplate themselves face to face2 for the vision is strange and terrible1 and brings awe and contrition in its wake4 ,the life of the seer is changed by it for ever4 ,he is converted1 in the deepest and most drastic sense2 is forced to take up a new attitude towards himself and all other things4 ,likely enough1 if you really knew yourself--saw your own dim character1 perpetually at the mercy of its environment2 your true motives1 stripped for inspection and measured against eternal values2 your unacknowledged self-indulgences2 your irrational loves and hates--you would be compelled to remodel your whole existence1 and become for the first time a practical man4 ,but you have done what you can in this direction2 have at last discovered your own deeper being1 your eternal spark1 the agent of all your contacts with ,reality4 ,you have often read about it4 ,now you have met it2 know for a fact that it is there4 ,what next8 ,what changes1 what readjustments will this self-revelation involve for you8 ,you will have noticed1 as with practice your familiarity with the state of ,recollection has increased1 that the kind of consciousness which it brings with it1 the sort of attitude which it demands of you1 conflict sharply with the consciousness and the attitude which you have found so appropriate to your ordinary life in the past4 ,they make this old attitude appear childish1 unworthy1 at last absurd4 ,by this first deliberate effort to attend to ,reality you are at once brought face to face with that dreadful revelation of disharmony1 unrealness1 and interior muddle which the blunt moralists call conviction of sin4 ,never again need those moralists point out to you the inherent silliness of your earnest pursuit of impermanent things3 your solemn concentration upon the game of getting on4 ,none the less1 this attitude persists4 ,again and again you swing back to it4 ,something more than realisation is needed if you are to adjust yourself to your new vision of the world4 ,this game which you have played so long has formed and conditioned you1 developing certain qualities and perceptions1 leaving the rest in abeyance3 so that now1 suddenly asked to play another1 which demands fresh movements1 alertness of a different sort1 your mental muscles are intractable1 your attention refuses to respond4 ,nothing less will serve you here than that drastic remodelling of character which the mystics call ,purgation1 the second stage in the training of the human consciousness for participation in ,reality4 ,it is not merely that your intellect has assimilated1 united with a superficial and unreal view of the world4 ,far worse3 your will1 your desire1 the sum total of your energy1 has been turned the wrong way1 harnessed to the wrong machine4 ,you have become accustomed to the idea that you want1 or ought to want1 certain valueless things1 certain specific positions4 ,for years your treasure has been in the ,stock ,exchange1 or the ,house of ,commons1 or the ,salon1 or the reviews that really count 7if they still exist71 or the drawing-rooms of ,mayfair2 and thither your heart perpetually tends to stray4 ,habit has you in its chains4 ,you are not free4 ,the awakening1 then1 of your deeper self1 which knows not habit and desires nothing but free correspondence with the ,real1 awakens you at once to the fact of a disharmony between the simple but inexorable longings and instincts of the buried spirit1 now beginning to assert themselves in your hours of meditation--pushing out1 as it were1 towards the light--and the various changeful1 but insistent longings and instincts of the surface-self4 ,between these two no peace is possible3 they conflict at every turn4 ,it becomes apparent to you that the declaration of ,plotinus1 accepted or repeated by all the mystics1 concerning a higher and a lower life1 and the cleavage that exists between them1 has a certain justification even in the experience of the ordinary man4 ,that great thinker and ecstatic said1 that all human personality was thus two-fold3 thus capable of correspondence with two orders of existence4 ,the higher life was always tending towards union with ,reality2 towards the gathering of it self up into ,one4 ,the lower life1 framed for correspondence with the outward world of multiplicity1 was always tending to fall downwards1 and fritter the powers of the self among external things4 ,this is but a restatement1 in terms of practical existence1 of the fact which ,recollection brought home to us3 that the human self is transitional1 neither angel nor animal1 capable of living towards either ,eternity or ,time4 ,but it is one thing to frame beautiful theories on these subjects3 another when the unresolved dualism of your own personality 7though you may not give it this high-sounding name7 becomes the main fact of consciousness1 perpetually reasserts itself as a vital problem1 and refuses to take academic rank4 ,this state of things means the acute discomfort which ensues on being pulled two ways at once4 ,the uneasy swaying of attention between two incompatible ideals1 the alternating conviction that there is something wrong1 perverse1 poisonous1 about life as you have always lived it1 and something hopelessly ethereal about the life which your innermost inhabitant wants to live--these disagreeable sensations grow stronger and stronger4 ,first one and then the other asserts itself4 ,you fluctuate miserably between their attractions and their claims2 and will have no peace until these claims have been met1 and the apparent opposition between them resolved4 ,you are sure now that there is another1 more durable and more reasonable1 life possible to the human consciousness than that on which it usually spends itself4 ,but it is also clear to you that you must yourself be something more1 or other1 than you are now1 if you are to achieve this life1 dwell in it1 and breathe its air4 ,you have had in your brief spells of recollection a first quick vision of that plane of being which ,augustine called the land of peace1 the beauty old and new4 ,you know for evermore that it exists3 that the real thing within yourself belongs to it1 might live in it1 is being all the time invited and enticed to it4 ,you begin1 in fact1 to feel and know in every fibre of your being the mystical need of union with ,reality2 and to realise that the natural scene which you have accepted so trustfully cannot provide the correspondences toward which you are stretching out4 ,nevertheless1 it is to correspondences with this natural order that you have given for many years your full attention1 your desire1 your will4 ,the surface-self1 left for so long in undisputed possession of the conscious field1 has grown strong1 and cemented itself like a limpet to the rock of the obvious2 gladly exchanging freedom for apparent security1 and building up1 from a selection amongst the more concrete elements offered it by the rich stream of life1 a defensive shell of fixed ideas4 ,it is useless to speak kindly to the limpet4 ,you must detach it by main force4 ,that old comfortable clinging life1 protected by its hard shell from the living waters of the sea1 must now come to an end4 ,a conflict of some kind--a severance of old habits1 old notions1 old prejudices--is here inevitable for you2 and a decision as to the form which the new adjustments must take4 ,now although in a general way we may regard the practical man's attitude to existence as a limpet-like adherence to the unreal2 yet1 from another point of view1 fixity of purpose and desire is the last thing we can attribute to him4 ,his mind is full of little whirlpools1 twists and currents1 conflicting systems1 incompatible desires4 ,one after another1 he centres himself on ambition1 love1 duty1 friendship1 social convention1 politics1 religion1 self-interest in one of its myriad forms2 making of each a core round which whole sections of his life are arranged4 ,one after another1 these things either fail him or enslave him4 ,sometimes they become obsessions1 distorting his judgment1 narrowing his outlook1 colouring his whole existence4 ,sometimes they develop inconsistent characters which involve him in public difficulties1 private compromises and self-deceptions of every kind4 ,they split his attention1 fritter his powers4 ,this state of affairs1 which usually passes for an active life1 begins to take on a different complexion when looked at with the simple eye of meditation4 ,then we observe that the plain man's world is in a muddle1 just because he has tried to arrange its major interests round himself as round a centre2 and he is neither strong enough nor clever enough for the job4 ,he has made a wretched little whirlpool in the mighty ,river of ,becoming1 interrupting--as he imagines1 in his own interest--its even flow3 and within that whirlpool are numerous petty complexes and counter-currents1 amongst which his will and attention fly to and fro in a continual state of unrest4 ,the man who makes a success of his life1 in any department1 is he who has chosen one from amongst these claims and interests1 and devoted to it his energetic powers of heart and will2 unifying himself about it1 and from within it resisting all counter-claims4 ,he has one objective1 one centre2 has killed out the lesser ones1 and simplified himself4 ,now the artist1 the discoverer1 the philosopher1 the lover1 the patriot--the true enthusiast for any form of life--can only achieve the full reality to which his special art or passion gives access by innumerable renunciations4 ,he must kill out the smaller centres of interest1 in order that his whole will1 love1 and attention may pour itself out towards1 seize upon1 unite with1 that special manifestation of the beauty and significance of the universe to which he is drawn4 ,so1 too1 a deliberate self-simplification1 a purgation of the heart and will1 is demanded of those who would develop the form of consciousness called mystical4 ,all your power1 all your resolution1 is needed if you are to succeed in this adventure3 there must be no frittering of energy1 no mixture of motives4 ,we hear much of the mystical temperament1 the mystical vision4 ,the mystical character is far more important3 and its chief ingredients are courage1 singleness of heart1 and self-control4 ,it is towards the perfecting of these military virtues1 not to the production of a pious softness1 that the discipline of asceticism is largely directed2 and the ascetic foundation1 in one form or another1 is the only enduring foundation of a sane contemplative life4 ,you cannot1 until you have steadied yourself1 found a poise1 and begun to resist some amongst the innumerable claims which the world of appearance perpetually makes upon your attention and your desire1 make much use of the new power which ,recollection has disclosed to you2 and this ,recollection itself1 so long as it remains merely a matter of attention and does not involve the heart1 is no better than a psychic trick4 ,you are committed therefore1 as the fruit of your first attempts at self-knowledge1 to a deliberate--probably a difficult--rearrangement of your character2 to the stern course of self-discipline1 the voluntary acts of choice on the one hand and of rejection on the other1 which ascetic writers describe under the formidable names of ,detachment and ,mortification4 ,by ,detachment they mean the eviction of the limpet from its crevice2 the refusal to anchor yourself to material things1 to regard existence from the personal standpoint1 or confuse custom with necessity4 ,by ,mortification1 they mean the resolving of the turbulent whirlpools and currents of your own conflicting passions1 interests1 desires2 the killing out of all those tendencies which the peaceful vision of ,recollection would condemn1 and which create the fundamental opposition between your interior and exterior life4 ,what then1 in the last resort1 is the source of this opposition2 the true reason of your uneasiness1 your unrest8 ,the reason lies1 not in any real incompatibility between the interests of the temporal and the eternal orders2 which are but two aspects of one ,fact1 two expressions of one ,love4 ,it lies solely in yourself2 in your attitude towards the world of things4 ,you are enslaved by the verb to have3 all your reactions to life consist in corporate or individual demands1 appetites1 wants4 ,that love of life of which we sometimes speak is mostly cupboard-love4 ,we are quick to snap at her ankles when she locks the larder door3 a proceeding which we dignify by the name of pessimism4 ,the mystic knows not this attitude of demand4 ,he tells us again and again1 that he is rid of all his asking2 that henceforth the heat of having shall never scorch him more4 ,compare this with your normal attitude to the world1 practical man3 your quiet certitude that you are well within your rights in pushing the claims of the ,i1 the ,me1 the ,mine2 your habit1 if you be religious1 of asking for the weather and the government that you want1 of persuading the ,supernal ,powers to take a special interest in your national or personal health and prosperity4 ,how often in each day do you deliberately revert to an attitude of disinterested adoration8 ,yet this is the only attitude in which true communion with the universe is possible4 ,the very mainspring of your activity is a demand1 either for a continued possession of that which you have1 or for something which as yet you have not3 wealth1 honour1 success1 social position1 love1 friendship1 comfort1 amusement4 ,you feel that you have a right to some of these things3 to a certain recognition of your powers1 a certain immunity from failure or humiliation4 ,you resent anything which opposes you in these matters4 ,you become restless when you see other selves more skilful in the game of acquisition than yourself4 ,you hold tight against all comers your own share of the spoils4 ,you are rather inclined to shirk boring responsibilities and unattractive1 unremunerative toil2 are greedy of pleasure and excitement1 devoted to the art of having a good time4 ,if you possess a social sense1 you demand these things not only for yourself but for your tribe--the domestic or racial group to which you belong4 ,these dispositions1 so ordinary that they almost pass unnoticed1 were named by our blunt forefathers the ,seven ,deadly ,sins of ,pride1 ,anger1 ,envy1 ,avarice1 ,sloth1 ,gluttony1 and ,lust4 ,perhaps you would rather call them--as indeed they are--the seven common forms of egotism4 ,they represent the natural reactions to life of the self-centred human consciousness1 enslaved by the world of multiplicity2 and constitute absolute barriers to its attainment of ,reality4 ,so long as these dispositions govern character we can never see or feel things as they are2 but only as they affect ourselves1 our family1 our party1 our business1 our church1 our empire--the ,i1 the ,me1 the ,mine1 in its narrower or wider manifestations4 ,only the detached and purified heart can view all things--the irrational cruelty of circumstance1 the tortures of war1 the apparent injustice of life1 the acts and beliefs of enemy and friend--in true proportion2 and reckon with calm mind the sum of evil and good4 ,therefore the mystics tell us perpetually that selfhood must be killed before ,reality can be attained4 ,feel sin a lump1 thou wottest never what1 but none other thing than thyself1 says ,the ,cloud of ,unknowing4 ,when the ,i1 the ,me1 and the ,mine are dead1 the work of the ,lord is done1 says ,kabir4 ,the substance of that wrongness of act and relation which constitutes sin is the separation of the individual spirit from the whole2 the ridiculous megalomania which makes each man the centre of his universe4 ,hence comes the turning inwards and condensation of his energies and desires1 till they do indeed form a lump2 a hard1 tight core about which all the currents of his existence swirl4 ,this heavy weight within the heart resists every outgoing impulse of the spirit2 and tends to draw all things inward and downward to itself1 never to pour itself forth in love1 enthusiasm1 sacrifice4 ,so long1 says the ,theologia ,germanica1 as a man seeketh his own will and his own highest good1 because it is his1 and for his own sake1 he will never find it3 for so long as he doeth this1 he is not seeking his own highest good1 and how then should he find it8 ,for so long as he doeth this1 he seeketh himself1 and dreameth that he is himself the highest good4 4 4 4 ,but whosoever seeketh1 loveth1 and pursueth goodness1 as goodness and for the sake of goodness1 and maketh that his end--for nothing but the love of goodness1 not for love of the ,i1 ,me1 ,mine1 ,self1 and the like--he will find the highest good1 for he seeketh it aright1 and they who seek it otherwise do err4 ,so it is disinterestedness1 the saint's and poet's love of things for their own sakes1 the vision of the charitable heart1 which is the secret of union with ,reality and the condition of all real knowledge4 ,this brings with it the precious quality of suppleness1 the power of responding with ease and simplicity to the great rhythms of life2 and this will only come when the ungainly lump of sin is broken1 and the verb to have1 which expresses its reaction to existence1 is ejected from the centre of your consciousness4 ,then your attitude to life will cease to be commercial1 and become artistic4 ,then the guardian at the gate1 scrutinising and sorting the incoming impressions1 will no longer ask1 ,what use is this to me8 before admitting the angel of beauty or significance who demands your hospitality4 ,then things will cease to have power over you4 ,you will become free4 ,son1 says a ,kempis1 thou oughtest diligently to attend to this2 that in every place1 every action or outward occupation1 thou be inwardly free and mighty in thyself1 and all things be under thee1 and thou not under them2 that thou be lord and governor of thy deeds1 not servant4 ,it is therefore by the withdrawal of your will from its feverish attachment to things1 till they are under thee and thou not under them1 that you will gradually resolve the opposition between the recollective and the active sides of your personality4 ,by diligent self-discipline1 that mental attitude which the mystics sometimes call poverty and sometimes perfect freedom--for these are two aspects of one thing--will become possible to you4 ,ascending the mountain of self-knowledge and throwing aside your superfluous luggage as you go1 you shall at last arrive at the point which they call the summit of the spirit2 where the various forces of your character--brute energy1 keen intellect1 desirous heart--long dissipated amongst a thousand little wants and preferences1 are gathered into one1 and become a strong and disciplined instrument wherewith your true self can force a path deeper and deeper into the heart of ,reality4 ,,chapter ,,vi ,,love ,,and ,,will ,this steady effort towards the simplifying of your tangled character1 its gradual emancipation from the fetters of the unreal1 is not to dispense you from that other special training of the attention which the diligent practice of meditation and recollection effects4 ,your pursuit of the one must never involve neglect of the other2 for these are the two sides--one moral1 the other mental--of that unique process of self-conquest which ,ruysbroeck calls the gathering of the forces of the soul into the unity of the spirit3 the welding together of all your powers1 the focussing of them upon one point4 ,hence they should never1 either in theory or practice1 be separated4 ,only the act of recollection1 the constantly renewed retreat to the quiet centre of the spirit1 gives that assurance of a ,reality1 a calmer and more valid life attainable by us1 which supports the stress and pain of self-simplification and permits us to hope on1 even in the teeth of the world's cruelty1 indifference1 degeneracy2 whilst diligent character-building alone1 with its perpetual untiring efforts at self-adjustment1 its bracing1 purging discipline1 checks the human tendency to relapse into and react to the obvious1 and makes possible the further development of the contemplative power4 ,so it is through and by these two great changes in your attitude towards things--first1 the change of attention1 which enables you to perceive a truer universe2 next1 the deliberate rearrangement of your ideas1 energies1 and desires in harmony with that which you have seen--that a progressive uniformity of life and experience is secured to you1 and you are defended against the dangers of an indolent and useless mysticality4 ,only the real1 say the mystics1 can know ,reality1 for we behold that which we are1 the universe which we see is conditioned by the character of the mind that sees it3 and this realness--since that which you seek is no mere glimpse of ,eternal ,life1 but complete possession of it-- must apply to every aspect of your being1 the rich totality of character1 all the forces of the soul1 not to some thin and isolated spiritual sense alone4 ,this is why recollection and self-simplification--perception of1 and adaptation to1 the ,spiritual ,world in which we dwell--are the essential preparations for the mystical life1 and neither can exist in a wholesome and well-balanced form without the other4 ,by them the mind1 the will1 the heart1 which so long had dissipated their energies over a thousand scattered notions1 wants1 and loves1 are gradually detached from their old exclusive preoccupation with the ephemeral interests of the self1 or of the group to which the self belongs4 ,you1 if you practise them1 will find after a time--perhaps a long time--that the hard work which they involve has indeed brought about a profound and definite change in you4 ,a new suppleness has taken the place of that rigidity which you have been accustomed to mistake for strength of character3 an easier attitude towards the accidents of life4 ,your whole scale of values has undergone a silent transformation1 since you have ceased to fight for your own hand and regard the nearest-at-hand world as the only one that counts4 ,you have become1 as the mystics would say1 free from inordinate attachments1 the heat of having does not scorch you any more2 and because of this you possess great inward liberty1 a sense of spaciousness and peace4 ,released from the obsessions which so long had governed them1 will1 heart1 and mind are now all bent to the purposes of your deepest being3 gathered in the unity of the spirit1 they have fused to become an agent with which it can act4 ,what form1 then1 shall this action take8 ,it shall take a practical form1 shall express itself in terms of movement3 the pressing outwards of the whole personality1 the eager and trustful stretching of it towards the fresh universe which awaits you4 ,as all scattered thinking was cut off in recollection1 as all vagrant and unworthy desires have been killed by the exercises of detachment2 so now all scattered willing1 all hesitations between the indrawing and outflowing instincts of the soul1 shall be checked and resolved4 ,you are to push with all your power3 not to absorb ideas1 but to pour forth will and love4 ,with this conative act1 as the psychologists would call it1 the true contemplative life begins4 ,contemplation1 you see1 has no very close connection with dreaminess and idle musing3 it is more like the intense effort of vision1 the passionate and self-forgetful act of communion1 presupposed in all creative art4 ,it is1 says one old ,english mystic1 a blind intent stretching 4 4 4 a privy love pressed in the direction of ,ultimate ,beauty1 athwart all the checks1 hindrances1 and contradictions of the restless world3 a loving stretching out towards ,reality1 says the great ,ruysbroeck1 than whom none has gone further on this path4 ,tension1 ardour1 are of its essence3 it demands the perpetual exercise of industry and courage4 ,we observe in such definitions as these a strange neglect of that glory of man1 the ,pure ,intellect1 with which the spiritual prig enjoys to believe that he can climb up to the ,empyrean itself4 ,it almost seems as though the mystics shared ,keats' view of the supremacy of feeling over thought2 and reached out towards some new and higher range of sensation1 rather than towards new and more accurate ideas4 ,they are ever eager to assure us that man's most sublime thoughts of the ,transcendent are but a little better than his worst3 that loving intuition is the only certain guide4 ,by love may ,he be gotten and holden1 but by thought never4 ,yet here you are not to fall into the clumsy error of supposing that the things which are beyond the grasp of reason are necessarily unreasonable things4 ,immediate feeling1 so far as it is true1 does not oppose but transcends and completes the highest results of thought4 ,it contains within itself the sum of all the processes through which thought would pass in the act of attaining the same goal3 supposing thought to have reached--as it has not--the high pitch at which it was capable of thinking its way all along this road4 ,in the preliminary act of gathering yourself together1 and in those unremitting explorations through which you came to a knowing and a feeling of yourself as you are1 thought assuredly had its place4 ,there the powers of analysis1 criticism1 and deduction found work that they could do4 ,but now it is the love and will-- the feeling1 the intent1 the passionate desire--of the self1 which shall govern your activities and make possible your success4 ,few would care to brave the horrors of a courtship conducted upon strictly intellectual lines3 and contemplation is an act of love1 the wooing1 not the critical study1 of ,divine ,reality4 ,it is an eager outpouring of ourselves towards a ,somewhat ,other for which we feel a passion of desire2 a seeking1 touching1 and tasting1 not a considering and analysing1 of the beautiful and true wherever found4 ,it is1 as it were1 a responsive act of the organism to those ,supernal ,powers without1 which touch and stir it4 ,deep humility as towards those ,powers1 a willing surrender to their control1 is the first condition of success4 ,the mystics speak much of these elusive contacts2 felt more and more in the soul1 as it becomes increasingly sensitive to the subtle movements of its spiritual environment4 ,sense1 feeling1 taste1 complacency1 and sight1 ,these are the true and real joys1 ,the living1 flowing1 inward1 melting1 bright ,and heavenly pleasures2 all the rest are toys2 ,all which are founded in ,desire ,as light in flame and heat in fire4 ,but this new method of correspondence with the universe is not to be identified with mere feeling in its lowest and least orderly forms4 ,contemplation does not mean abject surrender to every mystical impression that comes in4 ,it is no sentimental aestheticism or emotional piety to which you are being invited3 nor shall the transcending of reason ever be achieved by way of spiritual silliness4 ,all the powers of the self1 raised to their intensest form1 shall be used in it2 though used perhaps in a new way4 ,these1 the three great faculties of love1 thought1 and will-- with which you have been accustomed to make great show on the periphery of consciousness--you have1 as it were1 drawn inwards during the course of your inward retreat3 and by your education in detachment have cured them of their tendency to fritter their powers amongst a multiplicity of objects4 ,now1 at the very heart of personality1 you are alone with them2 you hold with you in that ,interior ,castle1 and undistracted for the moment by the demands of practical existence1 the three great tools wherewith the soul deals with life4 ,as regards the life you have hitherto looked upon as normal1 love--understood in its widest sense1 as desire1 emotional inclination--has throughout directed your activities4 ,you did things1 sought things1 learned things1 even suffered things1 because at bottom you wanted to4 ,will has done the work to which love spurred it3 thought has assimilated the results of their activities and made for them pictures1 analyses1 explanations of the world with which they had to deal4 ,but now your purified love discerns and desires1 your will is set towards1 something which thought cannot really assimilate--still less explain4 ,contemplation1 says ,ruysbroeck1 is a knowing that is in no wise 4 4 4 therein all the workings of the reason fail4 ,that reason has been trained to deal with the stuff of temporal existence4 ,it will only make mincemeat of your experience of ,eternity if you give it a chance2 trimming1 transforming1 rationalising that ineffable vision1 trying to force it into a symbolic system with which the intellect can cope4 ,this is why the great contemplatives utter again and again their solemn warning against the deceptiveness of thought when it ventures to deal with the spiritual intuitions of man2 crying with the author of ,the ,cloud of ,unknowing1 ,look that nothing live in thy working mind but a naked intent stretching--the voluntary tension of your ever-growing1 ever-moving personality pushing out towards the ,real4 ,love1 and do what you like1 said the wise ,augustine3 so little does mere surface activity count1 against the deep motive that begets it4 ,the dynamic power of love and will1 the fact that the heart's desire--if it be intense and industrious--is a better earnest of possible fulfilment than the most elegant theories of the spiritual world2 this is the perpetual theme of all the ,christian mystics4 ,by such love1 they think1 the worlds themselves were made4 ,by an eager outstretching towards ,reality1 they tell us1 we tend to move towards ,reality1 to enter into its rhythm3 by a humble and unquestioning surrender to it we permit its entrance into our souls4 ,this twofold act1 in which we find the double character of all true love--which both gives and takes1 yields and demands--is assured1 if we be patient and single-hearted1 of ultimate success4 ,at last our ignorance shall be done away2 and we shall apprehend the real and the eternal1 as we apprehend the sunshine when the sky is free from cloud4 ,therefore ,smite upon that thick cloud of unknowing with a sharp dart of longing love-- and suddenly it shall part1 and disclose the blue4 ,smite1 press1 push1 strive--these are strong words3 yet they are constantly upon the lips of the contemplatives when describing the earlier stages of their art4 ,clearly1 the abolition of discursive thought is not to absolve you from the obligations of industry4 ,you are to energise enthusiastically upon new planes1 where you shall see more intensely1 hear more intensely1 touch and taste more intensely than ever before3 for the modes of communion which these senses make possible to you are now to operate as parts of the one single state of perfect intuition1 of loving knowledge by union1 to which you are growing up4 ,and gradually you come to see that1 if this be so1 it is the ardent will that shall be the prime agent of your undertaking3 a will which has now become the active expression of your deepest and purest desires4 ,about this the recollected and simplified self is to gather itself as a centre2 and thence to look out--steadily1 deliberately-- with eyes of love towards the world4 ,to look with the eyes of love seems a vague and sentimental recommendation3 yet the whole art of spiritual communion is summed in it1 and exact and important results flow from this exercise4 ,the attitude which it involves is an attitude of complete humility and of receptiveness2 without criticism1 without clever analysis of the thing seen4 ,when you look thus1 you surrender your ,i-hood2 see things at last as the artist does1 for their sake1 not for your own4 ,the fundamental unity that is in you reaches out to the unity that is in them3 and you achieve the ,simple ,vision of the poet and the mystic--that synthetic and undistorted apprehension of things which is the antithesis of the single vision of practical men4 ,the doors of perception are cleansed1 and everything appears as it is4 ,the disfiguring results of hate1 rivalry1 prejudice1 vanish away4 ,into that silent place to which recollection has brought you1 new music1 new colour1 new light1 are poured from the outward world4 ,the conscious love which achieves this vision may1 indeed must1 fluctuate--,as long as thou livest thou art subject to mutability2 yea1 though thou wilt not6 ,but the will which that love has enkindled can hold attention in the right direction4 ,it can refuse to relapse to unreal and egotistic correspondences2 and continue1 even in darkness1 and in the suffering which such darkness brings to the awakened spirit1 its appointed task1 cutting a way into new levels of ,reality4 ,therefore this transitional stage in the development of the contemplative powers--in one sense the completion of their elementary schooling1 in another the beginning of their true activities--is concerned with the toughening and further training of that will which self-simplification has detached from its old concentration upon the unreal wants and interests of the self4 ,merged with your intuitive love1 this is to become the true agent of your encounter with ,reality2 for that ,simple ,eye of ,intention1 which is so supremely your own1 and in the last resort the maker of your universe and controller of your destiny1 is nothing else but a synthesis of such energetic will and such uncorrupt desire1 turned and held in the direction of the ,best4 ,,chapter ,,vii ,,the ,,first ,,form ,,of ,,contemplation ,concentration1 recollection1 a profound self-criticism1 the stilling of his busy surface-intellect1 his restless emotions of enmity and desire1 the voluntary achievement of an attitude of disinterested love--by these strange paths the practical man has now been led1 in order that he may know by communion something of the greater ,life in which he is immersed and which he has so long and so successfully ignored4 ,he has managed in his own small way something equivalent to those drastic purifications1 those searching readjustments1 which are undertaken by the heroic seekers for ,reality2 the arts whereby they defeat the tyranny of the ,i1 the ,me1 the ,mine and achieve the freedom of a wider life4 ,now1 perhaps1 he may share to some extent in that illumination1 that extended and intensified perception of things1 which they declare to be the heritage of the liberated consciousness4 ,this illumination shall be gradual4 ,the attainment of it depends not so much upon a philosophy accepted1 or a new gift of vision suddenly received1 as upon an uninterrupted changing and widening of character2 a progressive growth towards the ,real1 an ever more profound harmonisation of the self's life with the greater and inclusive rhythms of existence4 ,it shall therefore develop in width and depth as the sphere of that self's intuitive love extends4 ,as your own practical sympathy with and understanding of other lives1 your realisation of them1 may be narrowed and stiffened to include no more than the family group1 or spread over your fellow-workers1 your class1 your city1 party1 country1 or religion--even perhaps the whole race--till you feel yourself utterly part of it1 moving with it1 suffering with it1 and partake of its whole conscious life2 so here4 ,self-mergence is a gradual process1 dependent on a progressive unlimiting of personality4 ,the apprehension of ,reality which rewards it is gradual too4 ,in essence1 it is one continuous out-flowing movement towards that boundless heavenly consciousness where the flaming ramparts which shut you from true communion with all other selves and things is done away2 an unbroken process of expansion and simplification1 which is nothing more or less than the growth of the spirit of love1 the full flowering of the patriotic sense4 ,by this perpetually-renewed casting down of the hard barriers of individuality1 these willing submissions to the compelling rhythm of a larger existence than that of the solitary individual or even of the human group--by this perpetual widening1 deepening1 and unselfing of your attentiveness--you are to enlarge your boundaries and become the citizen of a greater1 more joyous1 more poignant world1 the partaker of a more abundant life4 ,the limits of this enlargement have not yet been discovered4 ,the greatest contemplatives1 returning from their highest ascents1 can only tell us of a world that is unwalled4 ,but this growth into higher realities1 this blossoming of your contemplative consciousness--though it be1 like all else we know in life1 an unbroken process of movement and change--must be broken up and reduced to the series of concrete forms which we call order if our inelastic minds are to grasp it4 ,so1 we will consider it as the successive achievement of those three levels or manifestations of ,reality1 which we have agreed to call the ,natural ,world of ,becoming1 the ,metaphysical ,world of ,being1 and--last and highest--that ,divine ,reality within which these opposites are found as one4 ,though these three worlds of experience are so plaited together1 that intimations from the deeper layers of being constantly reach you through the natural scene1 it is in this order of realisation that you may best think of them1 and of your own gradual upgrowth to the full stature of humanity4 ,to elude nature1 to refuse her friendship1 and attempt to leap the river of life in the hope of finding ,god on the other side1 is the common error of a perverted mysticality4 ,it is as fatal in result as the opposite error of deliberately arrested development1 which1 being attuned to the wonderful rhythms of natural life1 is content with this increase of sensibility2 and1 becoming a nature-mystic1 asks no more4 ,so you are to begin with that first form of contemplation which the old mystics sometimes called the discovery of ,god in ,his creatures4 ,not with some ecstatic adventure in supersensuous regions1 but with the loving and patient exploration of the world that lies at your gates2 the ebb and flow and ever-during power of which your own existence forms a part4 ,you are to push back the self's barriers bit by bit1 till at last all duration is included in the widening circles of its intuitive love3 till you find in every manifestation of life--even those which you have petulantly classified as cruel or obscene--the ardent self-expression of that ,immanent ,being whose spark burns deep in your own soul4 ,the ,indian mystics speak perpetually of the visible universe as the ,lila or ,sport of ,god3 the ,infinite deliberately expressing ,himself in finite form1 the musical manifestation of ,his creative joy4 ,all gracious and all courteous souls1 they think1 will gladly join ,his play2 considering rather the wonder and achievement of the whole--its vivid movement1 its strange and terrible evocations of beauty from torment1 nobility from conflict and death1 its mingled splendour of sacrifice and triumph--than their personal conquests1 disappointments1 and fatigues4 ,in the first form of contemplation you are to realise the movement of this game1 in which you have played so long a languid and involuntary part1 and find your own place in it4 ,it is flowing1 growing1 changing1 making perpetual unexpected patterns within the evolving melody of the ,divine ,thought4 ,in all things it is incomplete1 unstable2 and so are you4 ,your fellow-men1 enduring on the battlefield1 living and breeding in the slum1 adventurous and studious1 sensuous and pure--more1 your great comrades1 the hills1 the trees1 the rivers1 the darting birds1 the scuttering insects1 the little soft populations of the grass--all these are playing with you4 ,they move one to another in delicate responsive measures1 now violent1 now gentle1 now in conflict1 now in peace2 yet ever weaving the pattern of a ritual dance1 and obedient to the music of that invisible ,choragus whom ,boehme and ,plotinus knew4 ,what is that great wind which blows without1 in continuous and ineffable harmonies8 ,part of you1 practical man4 ,there is but one music in the world3 and to it you contribute perpetually1 whether you will or no1 your one little ditty of no tone4 ,mad with joy1 life and death dance to the rhythm of this music3 ,the hills and the sea and the earth dance3 ,the world of man dances in laughter and tears4 ,it seems a pity to remain in ignorance of this1 to keep as it were a plate-glass window between yourself and your fellow-dancers-- all those other thoughts of ,god1 perpetually becoming1 changing and growing beside you--and commit yourself to the unsocial attitude of the cat that walks by itself4 ,begin therefore at once4 ,gather yourself up1 as the exercises of recollection have taught you to do4 ,then--with attention no longer frittered amongst the petty accidents and interests of your personal life1 but poised1 tense1 ready for the work you shall demand of it--stretch out by a distinct act of loving will towards one of the myriad manifestations of life that surround you3 and which1 in an ordinary way1 you hardly notice unless you happen to need them4 ,pour yourself out towards it1 do not draw its image towards you4 ,deliberate--more1 impassioned--attentiveness1 an attentiveness which soon transcends all consciousness of yourself1 as separate from and attending to the thing seen2 this is the condition of success4 ,as to the object of contemplation1 it matters little4 ,from ,alp to insect1 anything will do1 provided that your attitude be right3 for all things in this world towards which you are stretching out are linked together1 and one truly apprehended will be the gateway to the rest4 ,look with the eye of contemplation on the most dissipated tabby of the streets1 and you shall discern the celestial quality of life set like an aureole about his tattered ears1 and hear in his strident mew an echo of ,the deep enthusiastic joy1 ,the rapture of the hallelujah sent ,from all that breathes and is4 ,the sooty tree up which he scrambles to escape your earnest gaze is holy too4 ,it contains for you the whole divine cycle of the seasons2 upon the plane of quiet1 its inward pulse is clearly to be heard4 ,but you must look at these things as you would look into the eyes of a friend3 ardently1 selflessly1 without considering his reputation1 his practical uses1 his anatomical peculiarities1 or the vices which might emerge were he subjected to psycho-analysis4 ,such a simple exercise1 if entered upon with singleness of heart1 will soon repay you4 ,by this quiet yet tense act of communion1 this loving gaze1 you will presently discover a relationship--far more intimate than anything you imagined--between yourself and the surrounding objects of sense2 and in those objects of sense a profound significance1 a personal quality1 and actual power of response1 which you might in cooler moments think absurd4 ,making good your correspondences with these fellow-travellers1 you will learn to say with ,whitman3 ,you air that serves me with breath to speak6 ,you objects that call from diffusion my meanings and give them shape6 ,you light that wraps me and all things in delicate equable showers6 ,you paths worn in the irregular hollows by the roadside6 ,i believe you are latent with unseen existences1 you are so dear to me4 ,a subtle interpenetration of your spirit with the spirit of those unseen existences1 now so deeply and thrillingly felt by you1 will take place4 ,old barriers will vanish3 and you will become aware that ,st4 ,francis was accurate as well as charming when he spoke of ,brother ,wind and ,sister ,water2 and that ,stevenson was obviously right when he said1 that since3 ,the world is so full of a number of things1 ,i'm sure we ought all to be happy as kings4 ,those glad and vivid things will speak to you4 ,they will offer you news at least as definite and credible as that which the paper-boy is hawking in the street3 direct messages from that ,beauty which the artist reports at best at second hand4 ,because of your new sensitiveness1 anthems will be heard of you from every gutter2 poems of intolerable loveliness will bud for you on every weed4 ,best and greatest1 your fellowmen will shine for you with new significance and light4 ,humility and awe will be evoked in you by the beautiful and patient figures of the poor1 their long dumb heroisms1 their willing acceptance of the burden of life4 ,all the various members of the human group1 the little children and the aged1 those who stand for energy1 those dedicated to skill1 to thought1 to plainest service1 or to prayer1 will have for you fresh vivid significance1 be felt as part of your own wider being4 ,all adventurous endeavours1 all splendour of pain and all beauty of play--more1 that grey unceasing effort of existence which makes up the groundwork of the social web1 and the ineffective hopes1 enthusiasms1 and loves which transfuse it--all these will be seen and felt by you at last as full of glory1 full of meaning2 for you will see them with innocent1 attentive1 disinterested eyes1 feel them as infinitely significant and adorable parts of the ,transcendent ,whole in which you also are immersed4 ,this discovery of your fraternal link with all living things1 this down-sinking of your arrogant personality into the great generous stream of life1 marks an important stage in your apprehension of that ,science of ,love which contemplation is to teach4 ,you are not to confuse it with pretty fancies about nature1 such as all imaginative persons enjoy2 still less1 with a self-conscious and deliberate humanitarianism4 ,it is a veritable condition of awareness2 a direct perception1 not an opinion or an idea4 ,for those who attain it1 the span of the senses is extended4 ,these live in a world which is lit with an intenser light2 has1 as ,george ,fox insisted1 another smell than before4 ,they hear all about them the delicate music of growth1 and see the new colour of which the mystics speak4 ,further1 you will observe that this act1 and the attitude which is proper to it1 differs in a very important way even from that special attentiveness which characterised the stage of meditation1 and which seems at first sight to resemble it in many respects4 ,then1 it was an idea or image from amongst the common stock-- one of those conceptual labels with which the human paste-brush has decorated the surface of the universe--which you were encouraged to hold before your mind4 ,now1 turning away from the label1 you shall surrender yourself to the direct message poured out towards you by the thing4 ,then1 you considered3 now1 you are to absorb4 ,this experience will be1 in the very highest sense1 the experience of sensation without thought3 the essential sensation1 the savouring to which some of the mystics invite us1 of which our fragmentary bodily senses offer us a transient sacrament4 ,so here at last1 in this intimate communion1 this simple seeing1 this total surrender of you to the impress of things1 you are using to the full the sacred powers of sense3 and so using them1 because you are concentrating upon them1 accepting their reports in simplicity4 ,you have1 in this contemplative outlook1 carried the peculiar methods of artistic apprehension to their highest stage3 with the result that the sense-world has become for you1 as ,erigena said that all creatures were1 a theophany1 or appearance of ,god4 ,not1 you observe1 a symbol1 but a showing3 a very different thing4 ,you have begun now the ,plotinian ascent from multiplicity to unity1 and therefore begin to perceive in the ,many the clear and actual presence of the ,one3 the changeless and absolute ,life1 manifesting itself in all the myriad nascent1 crescent1 cadent lives4 ,poets1 gazing thus at the flower in the crannied wall or the green thing that stands in the way1 have been led deep into the heart of its life2 there to discern the secret of the universe4 ,all the greater poems of ,wordsworth and ,walt ,whitman represent an attempt to translate direct contemplative experience of this kind into words and rhythms which might convey its secret to other men3 all ,blake's philosophy is but a desperate effort to persuade us to exchange the false world of ,nature on which we usually look--and which is not really ,nature at all--for this1 the true world1 to which he gave the confusing name of ,imagination4 ,for these1 the contemplation of the ,world of ,becoming assumes the intense form which we call genius3 even to read their poems is to feel the beating of a heart1 the upleap of a joy1 greater than anything that we have known4 ,yet your own little efforts towards the attainment of this level of consciousness will at least give to you1 together with a more vivid universe1 a wholly new comprehension of their works2 and that of other poets and artists who have drunk from the chalice of the ,spirit of ,life4 ,these works are now observed by you to be the only artistic creations to which the name of ,realism is appropriate2 and it is by the standard of reality that you shall now criticise them1 recognising in utterances which you once dismissed as rhetoric the desperate efforts of the clear-sighted towards the exact description of things veritably seen in that simplified state of consciousness which ,blake called imagination uncorrupt4 ,it was from those purified and heightened levels of perception to which the first form of contemplation inducts the soul1 that ,julian of ,norwich1 gazing upon a little thing1 the quantity of an hazel nut1 found in it the epitome of all that was made2 for therein she perceived the royal character of life4 ,so small and helpless in its mightiest forms1 so august even in its meanest1 that life in its wholeness was then realised by her as the direct outbirth of1 and the meek dependant upon1 the ,energy of ,divine ,love4 ,she felt at once the fugitive character of its apparent existence1 the perdurable ,reality within which it was held4 ,i marvelled1 she said1 how it might last1 for methought it might suddenly have fallen to naught for littleness4 ,and ,i was answered in my understanding3 ,it lasteth1 and ever shall1 for that ,god loveth it4 ,and so ,all-thing hath the being by the love of ,god4 ,to this same apprehension of ,reality1 this linking up of each finite expression with its ,origin1 this search for the inner significance of every fragment of life1 one of the greatest and most balanced contemplatives of the nineteenth century1 ,florence ,nightingale1 reached out when she exclaimed in an hour of self-examination1 ,i must strive to see only ,god in my friends1 and ,god in my cats4 ,yet it is not the self-tormenting strife of introspective and self-conscious aspiration1 but rather an unrelaxed1 diligent intention1 a steady acquiescence1 a simple and loyal surrender to the great currents of life1 a holding on to results achieved in your best moments1 that shall do it for you3 a surrender not limp but deliberate1 a trustful self-donation1 a living faith4 ,a pleasing stirring of love1 says ,the ,cloud of ,unknowing1 not a desperate anxious struggle for more light4 ,true contemplation can only thrive when defended from two opposite exaggerations3 quietism on the one hand1 and spiritual fuss upon the other4 ,neither from passivity nor from anxiety has it anything to gain4 ,though the way may be long1 the material of your mind intractable1 to the eager lover of ,reality ultimate success is assured4 ,the strong tide of ,transcendent ,life will inevitably invade1 clarify1 uplift the consciousness which is open to receive it2 a movement from without--subtle yet actual--answering each willed movement from within4 ,your opening and ,his entering1 says ,eckhart1 are but one moment4 ,when1 therefore1 you put aside your preconceived ideas1 your self-centred scale of values1 and let intuition have its way with you1 you open up by this act new levels of the world4 ,such an opening-up is the most practical of all activities2 for then and then only will your diurnal existence1 and the natural scene in which that existence is set1 begin to give up to you its richness and meaning4 ,its paradoxes and inequalities will be disclosed as true constituents of its beauty1 an inconceivable splendour will be shaken out from its dingiest folds4 ,then1 and only then1 escaping the single vision of the selfish1 you will begin to guess all that your senses were meant to be4 ,i swear the earth shall surely be complete to him or her who shall be complete1 ,the earth remains jagged and broken only to him or her who remains jagged and broken4 ,,chapter ,,viii ,,the ,,second ,,form ,,of ,,contemplation ,and here1 says ,ruysbroeck of the self which has reached this point1 there begins a hunger and a thirst which shall never more be stilled4 ,in the ,first ,form of ,contemplation that self has been striving to know better its own natural plane of existence4 ,it has stretched out the feelers of its intuitive love into the general stream of duration of which it is a part4 ,breaking down the fences of personality1 merging itself in a larger consciousness1 it has learned to know the ,world of ,becoming from within--as a citizen1 a member of the great society of life1 not merely as a spectator4 ,but the more deeply and completely you become immersed in and aware of this life1 the greater the extension of your consciousness2 the more insistently will rumours and intimations of a higher plane of experience1 a closer unity and more complete synthesis1 begin to besiege you4 ,you feel that hitherto you nave received the messages of life in a series of disconnected words and notes1 from which your mind constructed as best it could certain coherent sentences and tunes--laws1 classifications1 relations1 and the rest4 ,but now you reach out towards the ultimate sentence and melody1 which exist independently of your own constructive efforts2 and realise that the words and notes which so often puzzled you by displaying an intensity that exceeded the demands of your little world1 only have beauty and meaning just because and in so far as you discern them to be the partial expressions of a greater whole which is still beyond your reach4 ,you have long been like a child tearing up the petals of flowers in order to make a mosaic on the garden path2 and the results of this murderous diligence you mistook for a knowledge of the world4 ,when the bits fitted with unusual exactitude1 you called it science4 ,now at last you have perceived the greater truth and loveliness of the living plant from which you broke them3 have1 in fact1 entered into direct communion with it1 united with its reality4 ,but this very recognition of the living growing plant does and must entail for you a consciousness of deeper realities1 which1 as yet1 you have not touched3 of the intangible things and forces which feed and support it2 of the whole universe that touches you through its life4 ,a mere cataloguing of all the plants-- though this were far better than your old game of indexing your own poor photographs of them--will never give you access to the ,unity1 the ,fact1 whatever it may be1 which manifests itself through them4 ,to suppose that it can do so is the cardinal error of the nature mystic3 an error parallel with that of the psychologist who looks for the soul in psychic states4 ,the deeper your realisation of the plant in its wonder1 the more perfect your union with the world of growth and change1 the quicker1 the more subtle your response to its countless suggestions2 so much the more acute will become your craving for ,something ,more4 ,you will now find and feel the ,infinite and ,eternal1 making as it were veiled and sacramental contacts with you under these accidents--through these its ceaseless creative activities--and you will want to press through and beyond them1 to a fuller realisation of1 a more perfect and unmediated union with1 the ,substance of all ,that ,is4 ,with the great widening and deepening of your life that has ensued from the abolition of a narrow selfhood1 your entrance into the larger consciousness of living things1 there has necessarily come to you an instinctive knowledge of a final and absolute group-relation1 transcending and including all lesser unions in its sweep4 ,to this1 the second stage of contemplation1 in which human consciousness enters into its peculiar heritage1 something within you now seems to urge you on4 ,if you obey this inward push1 pressing forward with the sharp dart of your longing love1 forcing the point of your wilful attention further and further into the web of things1 such an ever-deepening realisation1 such an extension of your conscious life1 will indeed become possible to you4 ,nothing but your own apathy1 your feeble and limited desire1 limits this realisation4 ,here there is a strict relation between demand and supply--your achievement shall be in proportion to the greatness of your desire4 ,the fact1 and the in-pressing energy1 of the ,reality without does not vary4 ,only the extent to which you are able to receive it depends upon your courage and generosity1 the measure in which you give yourself to its embrace4 ,those minds which set a limit to their self-donation must feel as they attain it1 not a sense of satisfaction but a sense of constriction4 ,it is useless to offer your spirit a garden--even a garden inhabited by saints and angels--and pretend that it has been made free of the universe4 ,you will not have peace until you do away with all banks and hedges1 and exchange the garden for the wilderness that is unwalled2 that wild strange place of silence where lovers lose themselves4 ,yet you must begin this great adventure humbly2 and take1 as ,julian of ,norwich did1 the first stage of your new outward-going journey along the road that lies nearest at hand4 ,when ,julian looked with the eye of contemplation upon that little thing which revealed to her the oneness of the created universe1 her deep and loving sight perceived in it successively three properties1 which she expressed as well as she might under the symbols of her own theology3 ,the first is that ,god made it2 the second is that ,god loveth it2 the third is that ,god keepeth it4 ,here are three phases in the ever-widening contemplative apprehension of ,reality4 ,not three opinions1 but three facts1 for which she struggles to find words4 ,the first is that each separate living thing1 budding like an hazel nut upon the tree of life1 and there destined to mature1 age1 and die1 is the outbirth of another power1 of a creative push3 that the ,world of ,becoming in all its richness and variety is not ultimate1 but formed by ,something other than1 and utterly transcendent to1 itself4 ,this1 of course1 the religious mind invariably takes for granted3 but we are concerned with immediate experience rather than faith4 ,to feel and know those two aspects of ,reality which we call created and uncreated1 nature and spirit--to be as sharply aware of them1 as sure of them1 as we are of land and sea--is to be made free of the supersensual world4 ,it is to stand for an instant at the ,poet's side1 and see that ,poem of which you have deciphered separate phrases in the earlier form of contemplation4 ,then you were learning to read3 and found in the words1 the lines1 the stanzas1 an astonishing meaning and loveliness4 ,but how much greater the significance of every detail would appear to you1 how much more truly you would possess its life1 were you acquainted with the ,poem3 not as a mere succession of such lines and stanzas1 but as a non-successional whole4 ,from this ,julian passes to that deeper knowledge of the heart which comes from a humble and disinterested acceptance of life2 that this ,creation1 this whole changeful natural order1 with all its apparent collisions1 cruelties1 and waste1 yet springs from an ardour1 an immeasurable love1 a perpetual donation1 which generates it1 upholds it1 drives it2 for all-thing hath the being by the love of ,god4 ,blake's anguished question here receives its answer3 the ,mind that conceived the lamb conceived the tiger too4 ,everything1 says ,julian in effect1 whether gracious1 terrible1 or malignant1 is enwrapped in love3 and is part of a world produced1 not by mechanical necessity1 but by passionate desire4 ,therefore nothing can really be mean1 nothing despicable2 nothing1 however perverted1 irredeemable4 ,the blasphemous other-worldliness of the false mystic who conceives of matter as an evil thing and flies from its deceits1 is corrected by this loving sight4 ,hence1 the more beautiful and noble a thing appears to us1 the more we love it--so much the more truly do we see it3 for then we perceive within it the ,divine ardour surging up towards expression1 and share that simplicity and purity of vision in which most saints and some poets see all things as they are in ,god4 ,lastly1 this love-driven world of duration--this work within which the ,divine ,artist passionately and patiently expresses ,his infinite dream under finite forms--is held in another1 mightier embrace4 ,it is kept1 says ,julian4 ,paradoxically1 the perpetual changeful energies of love and creation which inspire it are gathered up and made complete within the unchanging fact of ,being3 the ,eternal and ,absolute1 within which the world of things is set as the tree is set in the supporting earth1 the enfolding air4 ,there1 finally1 is the rock and refuge of the seeking consciousness wearied by the ceaseless process of the flux4 ,there that flux exists in its wholeness1 all at once2 in a manner which we can never comprehend1 but which in hours of withdrawal we may sometimes taste and feel4 ,it is in man's moments of contact with this1 when he penetrates beyond all images1 however lovely1 however significant1 to that ineffable awareness which the mystics call ,naked ,contemplation--since it is stripped of all the clothing with which reason and imagination drape and disguise both our devils and our gods--that the hunger and thirst of the heart is satisfied1 and we receive indeed an assurance of ultimate ,reality4 ,this assurance is not the cool conclusion of a successful argument4 ,it is rather the seizing at last of ,something which we have ever felt near us and enticing us3 the unspeakably simple because completely inclusive solution of all the puzzles of life4 ,as1 then1 you gave yourself to the broken-up yet actual reality of the natural world1 in order that it might give itself to you1 and your possession of its secret was achieved1 first by surrender of selfhood1 next by a diligent thrusting out of your attention1 last by a union of love2 so now by a repetition upon fresh levels of that same process1 you are to mount up to higher unions still4 ,held tight as it seems to you in the finite1 committed to the perpetual rhythmic changes1 the unceasing flux of natural life--compelled to pass on from state to state1 to grow1 to age1 to die--there is yet1 as you discovered in the first exercise of recollection1 something in you which endures through and therefore transcends this world of change4 ,this inhabitant1 this mobile spirit1 can spread and merge in the general consciousness1 and gather itself again to one intense point of personality4 ,it has too an innate knowledge of--an instinct for--another1 greater rhythm1 another order of ,reality1 as yet outside its conscious field2 or as we say1 a capacity for the ,infinite4 ,this capacity1 this unfulfilled craving1 which the cunning mind of the practical man suppresses and disguises as best it can1 is the source of all your unrest4 ,more1 it is the true origin of all your best loves and enthusiasms1 the inspiring cause of your heroisms and achievements2 which are but oblique and tentative efforts to still that strange hunger for some final object of devotion1 some completing and elucidating vision1 some total self-donation1 some great and perfect ,act within which your little activity can be merged4 ,st4 ,thomas ,aquinas says1 that a man is only withheld from this desired vision of the ,divine ,essence1 this discovery of the ,pure ,act 7which indeed is everywhere pressing in on him and supporting him71 by the apparent necessity which he is under of turning to bodily images1 of breaking up his continuous and living intuition into ,conceptual scraps2 in other words1 because he cannot live the life of sensation without thought4 ,but it is not the man1 it is merely his mental machinery which is under this necessity4 ,this it is which translates1 analyses1 incorporates in finite images the boundless perceptions of the spirit3 passing through its prism the ,white ,light of ,reality1 and shattering it to a succession of coloured rays4 ,therefore the man who would know the ,divine ,secret must unshackle himself more thoroughly than ever before from the tyranny of the image-making power4 ,as it is not by the methods of the laboratory that we learn to know life1 so it is not by the methods of the intellect that we learn to know ,god4 ,for of all other creatures and their works1 says the author of ,the ,cloud of ,unknowing1 yea1 and of the works of ,god's self1 may a man through grace have full-head of knowing1 and well he can think of them3 but of ,god ,himself can no man think4 ,and therefore ,i would leave all that thing that ,i can think1 and choose to my love that thing that ,i cannot think4 ,for why2 ,he may well be loved1 but not thought4 ,by love may ,he be gotten and holden2 but by thought never4 ,gotten and holden3 homely words1 that suggest rather the outstretching of the hand to take something lying at your very gates1 than the long outward journey or terrific ascent of the contemplative soul4 ,reality indeed1 the mystics say1 is near and far2 far from our thoughts1 but saturating and supporting our lives4 ,nothing would be nearer1 nothing dearer1 nothing sweeter1 were the doors of our perception truly cleansed4 ,you have then but to focus attention upon your own deep reality1 realise your own soul1 in order to find it4 ,we dwell in ,him and ,he in us3 you participate in the ,eternal ,order now4 ,the vision of the ,divine ,essence--the participation of its own small activity in the ,supernal ,act--is for the spark of your soul a perpetual process4 ,on the apex of your personality1 spirit ever gazes upon ,spirit1 melts and merges in it3 from and by this encounter its life arises and is sustained4 ,but you have been busy from your childhood with other matters4 ,all the urgent affairs of life1 as you absurdly called it1 have monopolised your field of consciousness4 ,thus all the important events of your real life1 physical and spiritual--the mysterious perpetual growth of you1 the knitting up of fresh bits of the universe into the unstable body which you confuse with yourself1 the hum and whirr of the machine which preserves your contacts with the material world1 the more delicate movements which condition your correspondences with1 and growth within1 the spiritual order--all these have gone on unperceived by you4 ,all the time you have been kept and nourished1 like the ,little ,thing1 by an enfolding and creative love2 yet of this you are less conscious than you are of the air that you breathe4 ,now1 as in the first stage of contemplation you learned and established1 as a patent and experienced fact1 your fraternal relation with all the other children of ,god1 entering into the rhythm of their existence1 participating in their stress and their joy2 will you not at least try to make patent this your filial relation too8 ,this actualisation of your true status1 your place in the ,eternal ,world1 is waiting for you4 ,it represents the next phase in your gradual achievement of ,reality4 ,the method by which you will attain to it is strictly analogous to that by which you obtained a more vivid awareness of the natural world in which you grow and move4 ,here too it shall be direct intuitive contact1 sensation rather than thought1 which shall bring you certitude-- tasting food1 not talking about it1 as ,st4 ,bonaventura says4 ,yet there is a marked difference between these two stages4 ,in the first1 the deliberate inward retreat and gathering together of your faculties which was effected by recollection1 was the prelude to a new coming forth1 an outflow from the narrow limits of a merely personal life to the better and truer apprehension of the created world4 ,now1 in the second stage1 the disciplined and recollected attention seems to take an opposite course4 ,it is directed towards a plane of existence with which your bodily senses have no attachments3 which is not merely misrepresented by your ordinary concepts1 but cannot be represented by them at all4 ,it must therefore sink inwards towards its own centre1 away from all that can be thought or felt1 as the mystics say1 away from every image1 every notion1 every thing1 towards that strange condition of obscurity which ,st4 ,john of the ,cross calls the ,night of ,sense4 ,do this steadily1 checking each vagrant instinct1 each insistent thought1 however spiritual it may seem2 pressing ever more deeply inwards towards that ground1 that simple and undifferentiated ,being from which your diverse faculties emerge4 ,presently you will find yourself1 emptied and freed1 in a place stripped bare of all the machinery of thought2 and achieve the condition of simplicity which those same specialists call nakedness of spirit or ,wayless ,love1 and which they declare to be above all human images and ideas--a state of consciousness in which all the workings of the reason fail4 ,then you will observe that you have entered into an intense and vivid silence3 a silence which exists in itself1 through and in spite of the ceaseless noises of your normal world4 ,within this world of silence you seem as it were to lose yourself1 to ebb and to flow1 to wander and be lost in the ,imageless ,ground1 says ,ruysbroeck1 struggling to describe the sensations of the self in this1 its first initiation into the wayless world1 beyond image1 where all is1 yet in no wise4 ,yet in spite of the darkness that enfolds you1 the ,cloud of ,unknowing into which you have plunged1 you are sure that it is well to be here4 ,a peculiar certitude which you cannot analyse1 a strange satisfaction and peace1 is distilled into you4 ,you begin to understand what the ,psalmist meant1 when he said1 ,be still1 and know4 ,you are lost in a wilderness1 a solitude1 a dim strange state of which you can say nothing1 since it offers no material to your image-making mind4 ,but this wilderness1 from one point of view so bare and desolate1 from another is yet strangely homely4 ,in it1 all your sorrowful questionings are answered without utterance2 it is the ,all1 and you are within it and part of it1 and know that it is good4 ,it calls forth the utmost adoration of which you are capable2 and1 mysteriously1 gives love for love4 ,you have ascended now1 say the mystics1 into the ,freedom of the ,will of ,god2 are become part of a higher1 slower duration1 which carries you as it were upon its bosom and--though never perhaps before has your soul been so truly active--seems to you a stillness1 a rest4 ,the doctrine of ,plotinus concerning a higher life of unity1 a lower life of multiplicity1 possible to every human spirit1 will now appear to you not a fantastic theory1 but a plain statement of fact1 which you have verified in your own experience4 ,you perceive that these are the two complementary ways of apprehending and uniting with ,reality--the one as a dynamic process1 the other as an eternal whole4 ,thus understood1 they do not conflict4 ,you know that the flow1 the broken-up world of change and multiplicity1 is still going on2 and that you1 as a creature of the time-world1 are moving and growing with it4 ,but1 thanks to the development of the higher side of your consciousness1 you are now lifted to a new poise2 a direct participation in that simple1 transcendent life broken1 yet not divided1 which gives to this time-world all its meaning and validity4 ,and you know1 without derogation from the realness of that life of flux within which you first made good your attachments to the universe1 that you are also a true constituent of the greater whole2 that since you are man1 you are also spirit1 and are living ,eternal ,life now1 in the midst of time4 ,the effect of this form of contemplation1 in the degree in which the ordinary man may learn to practise it1 is like the sudden change of atmosphere1 the shifting of values1 which we experience when we pass from the busy streets into a quiet church2 where a lamp burns1 and a silence reigns1 the same yesterday1 to-day1 and for ever4 ,thence is poured forth a stillness which strikes through the tumult without4 ,eluding the flicker of the arc-lamps1 thence through an upper window we may glimpse a perpetual star4 ,the walls of the church1 limiting the range of our attention1 shutting out the torrent of life1 with its insistent demands and appeals1 make possible our apprehension of this deep eternal peace4 ,the character of our consciousness1 intermediate between ,eternity and ,time1 and ever ready to swing between them1 makes such a device1 such a concrete aid to concentration1 essential to us4 ,but the peace1 the presence1 is everywhere--for us1 not for it1 is the altar and the sanctuary required--and your deliberate1 humble practice of contemplation will teach you at last to find it2 outside the sheltering walls of recollection as well as within4 ,you will realise then what ,julian meant1 when she declared the ultimate property of all that was made to be that ,god keepeth it3 will feel the violent consciousness of an enfolding ,presence1 utterly transcending the fluid changeful nature-life1 and incomprehensible to the intelligence which that nature-life has developed and trained4 ,and as you knew the secret of that nature-life best by surrendering yourself to it1 by entering its currents1 and refusing to analyse or arrange3 so here1 by a deliberate giving of yourself to the silence1 the rich nothingness1 the ,cloud1 you will draw nearest to the ,reality it conceals from the eye of sense4 ,lovers put out the candle and draw the curtains1 says ,patmore1 when they wish to see the ,god and the ,goddess3 and in the higher communion1 the night of thought is the light of perception4 ,such an experience of ,eternity1 the attainment of that intuitive awareness1 that meek and simple self-mergence1 which the mystics call sometimes1 according to its degree and special circumstances1 the ,quiet1 the ,desert of ,god1 the ,divine ,dark1 represents the utmost that human consciousness can do of itself towards the achievement of union with ,reality4 ,to some it brings joy and peace1 to others fear3 to all a paradoxical sense of the lowliness and greatness of the soul1 which now at last can measure itself by the august standards of the ,infinite4 ,though the trained and diligent will of the contemplative can1 if control of the attention be really established1 recapture this state of awareness1 retreat into the ,quiet again and again1 yet it is of necessity a fleeting experience2 for man is immersed in duration1 subject to it4 ,its demands upon his attention can only cease with the cessation of physical life--perhaps not then4 ,perpetual absorption in the ,transcendent is a human impossibility1 and the effort to achieve it is both unsocial and silly4 ,but this experience1 this ascent to the ,nought1 changes for ever the proportions of the life that once has known it2 gives to it depth and height1 and prepares the way for those further experiences1 that great transfiguration of existence which comes when the personal activity of the finite will gives place to the great and compelling action of another ,power4 ,,chapter ,,ix ,,the ,,third ,,form ,,of ,,contemplation ,the hard separation which some mystical writers insist upon making between natural and supernatural contemplation1 has been on the whole productive of confusion rather than clearness3 for the word supernatural has many unfortunate associations for the mind of the plain man4 ,it at once suggests to him visions and ecstasies1 superstitious beliefs1 ghosts1 and other disagreeable interferences with the order which he calls natural2 and inclines him to his old attitude of suspicion in respect of all mystical things4 ,but some word we must have1 to indicate the real cleavage which exists between the second and third stages in the development of the contemplative consciousness3 the real change which1 if you would go further on these interior paths1 must now take place in the manner of your apprehension of ,reality4 ,hitherto1 all that you have attained has been--or at least has seemed to you--the direct result of your own hard work4 ,a difficult self-discipline1 the slowly achieved control of your vagrant thoughts and desires1 the steady daily practice of recollection1 a diligent pushing out of your consciousness from the superficial to the fundamental1 an unselfish loving attention2 all this has been rewarded by the gradual broadening and deepening of your perceptions1 by an initiation into the movements of a larger life1 ,you have been a knocker1 a seeker1 an asker3 have beat upon the ,cloud of ,unknowing with a sharp dart of longing love4 ,a perpetual effort of the will has characterised your inner development4 ,your contemplation1 in fact1 as the specialists would say1 has been active1 not infused4 ,but now1 having achieved an awareness--obscure and indescribable indeed1 yet actual--of the enfolding presence of ,reality1 under those two forms which the theologians call the immanence and the transcendence of the ,divine1 a change is to take place in the relation between your finite human spirit and the ,infinite ,life in which at last it knows itself to dwell4 ,all that will now come to you--and much perhaps will come--will happen as it seems without effort on your own part3 though really it will be the direct result of that long stress and discipline which has gone before1 and has made it possible for you to feel the subtle contact of deeper realities4 ,it will depend also on the steady continuance--often perhaps through long periods of darkness and boredom--of that poise to which you have been trained3 the stretching-out of the loving and surrendered will into the dimness and silence1 the continued trustful habitation of the soul in the atmosphere of the ,essential ,world4 ,you are like a traveller arrived in a new country4 ,the journey has been a long one2 and the hardships and obstacles involved in it1 the effort1 the perpetual conscious pressing forward1 have at last come to seem the chief features of your inner life4 ,now1 with their cessation1 you feel curiously lost2 as if the chief object of your existence had been taken away4 ,no need to push on any further3 yet1 though there is no more that you can do of yourself1 there is much that may and must be done to you4 ,the place that you have come to seems strange and bewildering1 for it lies far beyond the horizons of human thought4 ,there are no familiar landmarks1 nothing on which you can lay hold4 ,you wander to and fro1 as the mystics say1 in this fathomless ground2 surrounded by silence and darkness1 struggling to breathe this rarefied air4 ,like those who go to live in new latitudes1 you must become acclimatised4 ,your state1 then1 should now be wisely passive2 in order that the great influences which surround you may take and adjust your spirit1 that the unaccustomed light1 which now seems to you a darkness1 may clarify your eyes1 and that you may be transformed from a visitor into an inhabitant of that supernal ,country which ,st4 ,augustine described as no mere vision1 but a home4 ,you are therefore to let yourself go2 to cease all conscious1 anxious striving and pushing4 ,finding yourself in this place of darkness and quietude1 this ,night of the ,spirit1 as ,st4 ,john of the ,cross has called it1 you are to dwell there meekly2 asking nothing1 seeking nothing1 but with your doors flung wide open towards ,god4 ,and as you do thus1 there will come to you an ever clearer certitude that this darkness enveils the goal for which you have been seeking from the first2 the final ,reality with which you are destined to unite1 the perfect satisfaction of your most ardent and most sacred desires4 ,it is there1 but you cannot by your efforts reach it4 ,this realisation of your own complete impotence1 of the resistance which the ,transcendent--long sought and faithfully served--now seems to offer to your busy outgoing will and love1 your ardour1 your deliberate self-donation1 is at once the most painful and most essential phase in the training of the human soul4 ,it brings you into that state of passive suffering which is to complete the decentralisation of your character1 test the purity of your love1 and perfect your education in humility4 ,here1 you must oppose more thoroughly than ever before the instincts and suggestions of your separate1 clever1 energetic self2 which1 hating silence and dimness1 is always trying to take the methods of ,martha into the domain of ,mary1 and seldom discriminates between passivity and sloth4 ,perhaps you will find1 when you try to achieve this perfect self-abandonment1 that a further1 more drastic self-exploration1 a deeper1 more searching purification than that which was forced upon you by your first experience of the recollective state is needed4 ,the last fragments of selfhood1 the very desire for spiritual satisfaction--the fundamental human tendency to drag down the ,simple ,fact and make it ours1 instead of offering ourselves to it--must be sought out and killed4 ,in this deep contemplation1 this profound ,quiet1 your soul gradually becomes conscious of a constriction1 a dreadful narrowness of personality2 something still existing in itself1 still tending to draw inwards to its own centre1 and keeping it from that absolute surrender which is the only way to peace4 ,an attitude of perfect generosity1 complete submission1 willing acquiescence in anything that may happen--even in failure and death--is here your only hope3 for union with ,reality can only be a union of love1 a glad and humble self-mergence in the universal life4 ,you must1 so far as you are able1 give yourself up to1 die into1 melt into the ,whole2 abandon all efforts to lay hold of ,it4 ,more1 you must be willing that it should lay hold of you4 ,a pure bare going forth1 says ,tauler1 trying to describe the sensations of the self at this moment4 ,none1 says ,ruysbroeck1 putting this same experience1 this meek outstreaming of the bewildered spirit1 into other language1 is sure of ,eternal ,life1 unless he has died with his own attributes wholly into ,god4 ,it is unlikely that agreeable emotions will accompany this utter self-surrender2 for everything will now seem to be taken from you1 nothing given in exchange4 ,but if you are able to make it1 a mighty transformation will result4 ,from the transitional plane of darkness1 you will be reborn into another world1 another stage of realisation3 and find yourself1 literally1 to be other than you were before4 ,ascetic writers tell us that the essence of the change now effected consists in the fact that ,god's action takes the place of man's activity--that the surrendered self does not act1 but receives4 ,by this they mean to describe1 as well as our concrete language will permit1 the new and vivid consciousness which now invades the contemplative2 the sense which he has of being as it were helpless in the grasp of another ,power1 so utterly part of him1 so completely different from him--so rich and various1 so transfused with life and feeling1 so urgent and so all-transcending--that he can only think of it as ,god4 ,it is for this that the dimness and steadily increasing passivity of the stage of ,quiet has been preparing him2 and it is out of this willing quietude and ever-deepening obscurity that the new experiences come4 ,o night that didst lead thus1 ,o night more lovely than the dawn of light1 ,o night that broughtest us ,lover to lover's sight-- ,lover with loved in marriage of delight1 says ,st4 ,john of the ,cross in the most wonderful of all mystical poems4 ,he who has had experience of this1 says ,st4 ,teresa of the same stage of apprehension1 will understand it in some measure3 but it cannot be more clearly described because what then takes place is so obscure4 ,all ,i am able to say is1 that the soul is represented as being close to ,god2 and that there abide a conviction thereof so certain and strong1 that it cannot possibly help believing so4 ,this sense1 this conviction1 which may be translated by the imagination into many different forms1 is the substance of the greatest experiences and highest joys of the mystical saints4 ,the intensity with which it is realised will depend upon the ardour1 purity1 and humility of the experiencing soul3 but even those who feel it faintly are convinced by it for evermore4 ,in some great and generous spirits1 able to endure the terrific onslaught of ,reality1 it may even reach a vividness by which all other things are obliterated2 and the self1 utterly helpless under the inundations of this transcendent life-force1 passes into that simple state of consciousness which is called ,ecstasy4 ,but you are not to be frightened by these special manifestations2 or to suppose that here the road is barred against you4 ,though these great spirits have as it were a genius for ,reality1 a susceptibility to supernal impressions1 so far beyond your own small talent that there seems no link between you3 yet you have1 since you are human1 a capacity for the ,infinite too4 ,with less intensity1 less splendour1 but with a certitude which no arguments will ever shake1 this sense of the ,living ,fact1 and of its mysterious contacts with and invasions of the human spirit1 may assuredly be realised by you4 ,this realisation--sometimes felt under the symbols of personality1 sometimes under those of an impersonal but life-giving ,force1 ,light1 ,energy1 or ,heat--is the ruling character of the third phase of contemplation2 and the reward of that meek passivity1 that busy idleness as the mystics sometimes call it1 which you have been striving to attain4 ,sooner or later1 if you are patient1 it will come to you through the darkness3 a mysterious contact1 a clear certitude of intercourse and of possession--perhaps so gradual in its approach that the break1 the change from the ever-deepening stillness and peace of the second phase1 is hardly felt by you2 perhaps1 if your nature be ardent and unstable1 with a sudden shattering violence1 in a storm of love4 ,in either case1 the advent of this experience is incalculable1 and completely outside your own control4 ,so far1 to use ,st4 ,teresa's well-known image1 you have been watering the garden of your spirit by hand2 a poor and laborious method1 yet one in which there is a definite relation between effort and result4 ,but now the watering-can is taken from you1 and you must depend upon the rain3 more generous1 more fruitful1 than anything which your own efforts could manage1 but1 in its incalculable visitations1 utterly beyond your control4 ,here all one can say is this3 that if you acquiesce in the heroic demands which the spiritual life now makes upon you1 if you let yourself go1 eradicate the last traces of self-interest even of the most spiritual kind--then1 you have established conditions under which the forces of the spiritual world can work on you1 heightening your susceptibilities1 deepening and purifying your attention1 so that you are able to taste and feel more and more of the inexhaustible riches of ,reality4 ,thus dying to your own will1 waiting for what is given1 infused1 you will presently find that a change in your apprehension has indeed taken place3 and that those who said self-loss was the only way to realisation taught no pious fiction but the truth4 ,the highest contemplative experience to which you have yet attained has seemed above all else a still awareness4 ,the cessation of your own striving1 a resting upon and within the ,absolute ,world-- these were its main characteristics for your consciousness4 ,but now1 this ,ocean of ,being is no longer felt by you as an emptiness1 a solitude without bourne4 ,suddenly you know it to be instinct with a movement and life too great for you to apprehend4 ,you are thrilled by a mighty energy1 uncontrolled by you1 unsolicited by you3 its higher vitality is poured into your soul4 ,you enter upon an experience for which all the terms of power1 thought1 motion1 even of love1 are inadequate3 yet which contains within itself the only complete expression of all these things4 ,your strength is now literally made perfect in weakness3 because of the completeness of your dependence1 a fresh life is infused into you1 such as your old separate existence never knew4 ,moreover1 to that diffused and impersonal sense of the ,infinite1 in which you have dipped yourself1 and which swallows up and completes all the ideas your mind has ever built up with the help of the categories of time and space1 is now added the consciousness of a ,living ,fact which includes1 transcends1 completes all that you mean by the categories of personality and of life4 ,those ineffective1 half-conscious attempts towards free action1 clear apprehension1 true union1 which we dignify by the names of will1 thought1 and love are now seen matched by an ,absolute ,will1 ,thought1 and ,love2 instantly recognised by the contemplating spirit as the highest reality it yet has known1 and evoking in it a passionate and a humble joy4 ,this unmistakable experience has been achieved by the mystics of every religion2 and when we read their statements1 we know that all are speaking of the same thing4 ,none who have had it have ever been able to doubt its validity4 ,it has always become for them the central fact1 by which all other realities must be tested and graduated4 ,it has brought to them the deep consciousness of sources of abundant life now made accessible to man2 of the impact of a mighty energy1 gentle1 passionate1 self-giving1 creative1 which they can only call ,absolute ,love4 ,sometimes they feel this strange life moving and stirring within them4 ,sometimes it seems to pursue1 entice1 and besiege them4 ,in every case1 they are the passive objects upon which it works4 ,it is now another ,power which seeks the separated spirit and demands it2 which knocks at the closed door of the narrow personality2 which penetrates the contemplative consciousness through and through1 speaking1 stirring1 compelling it2 which sometimes1 by its secret irresistible pressure1 wins even the most recalcitrant in spite of themselves4 ,sometimes this ,power is felt as an impersonal force1 the unifying cosmic energy1 the indrawing love which gathers all things into ,one2 sometimes as a sudden access of vitality1 a light and heat1 enfolding and penetrating the self and making its languid life more vivid and more real2 sometimes as a personal and friendly ,presence which counsels and entreats the soul4 ,in each case1 the mystics insist again that this is ,god2 that here under these diverse manners the soul has immediate intercourse with ,him4 ,but we must remember that when they make this declaration1 they are speaking from a plane of consciousness far above the ideas and images of popular religion2 and from a place which is beyond the judiciously adjusted horizon of philosophy4 ,they mean by this word1 not a notion1 however august2 but an experienced ,fact so vivid1 that against it the so-called facts of daily life look shadowy and insecure4 ,they say that this ,fact is immanent2 dwelling in1 transfusing1 and discoverable through every aspect of the universe1 every movement of the game of life--as you have found in the first stage of contemplation4 ,there you may hear its melody and discern its form4 ,and further1 that ,it is transcendent2 in essence exceeding and including the sum of those glimpses and contacts which we obtain by self-mergence in life1 and in ,its simplest manifestations above and beyond anything to which reason can attain--the ,nameless ,being1 of ,whom nought can be said4 ,this you discovered to be true in the second stage4 ,but in addition to this1 they say also1 that this all-pervasive1 all-changing1 and yet changeless ,one1 ,whose melody is heard in all movement1 and within ,whose ,being the worlds are being told like beads1 calls the human spirit to an immediate intercourse1 a unity1 a fruition1 a divine give-and-take1 for which the contradictory symbols of feeding1 of touching1 of marriage1 of immersion1 are all too poor2 and which evokes in the fully conscious soul a passionate and a humble love4 ,he devours us and ,he feeds us6 exclaims ,ruysbroeck4 ,here1 says ,st4 ,thomas ,aquinas1 the soul in a wonderful and unspeakable manner both seizes and is seized upon1 devours and is herself devoured1 embraces and is violently embraced3 and by the knot of love she unites herself with ,god1 and is with ,him as the ,alone with the ,alone4 ,the marvellous love-poetry of mysticism1 the rhapsodies which extol the spirit's ,lover1 ,friend1 ,companion1 ,bridegroom2 which describe the deliberate speed1 majestic instancy of the ,hound of ,heaven chasing the separated soul1 the onslaughts1 demands1 and caresses of this stormy1 generous1 and unfathomable love--all this is an attempt1 often of course oblique and symbolic in method1 to express and impart this transcendent secret1 to describe that intense yet elusive state in which alone union with the living heart of ,reality is possible4 ,how delicately ,thou teachest love to me6 cries ,st4 ,john of the ,cross2 and here indeed we find all the ardours of all earthly lovers justified by an imperishable ,objective1 which reveals ,itself in all things that we truly love1 and beyond all these things both seeks us and compels us1 giving more than we can take and asking more than we can pay4 ,you do not1 you never will know1 what this ,objective is3 for as ,dionysius teaches1 if any one saw ,god and understood what he saw1 then it was not ,god that he saw1 but something that belongs to ,him4 ,but you do know now that it exists1 with an intensity which makes all other existences unreal2 save in so far as they participate in this one ,fact4 ,some contemplate the ,formless1 and others meditate on ,form3 but the wise man knows that ,brahma is beyond both4 ,as you yield yourself more and more completely to the impulses of this intimate yet unseizable ,presence1 so much the sweeter and stronger--so much the more constant and steady-- will your intercourse with it become4 ,the imperfect music of your adoration will be answered and reinforced by another music1 gentle1 deep1 and strange2 your out-going movement1 the stretching forth of your desire from yourself to something other1 will be answered by a movement1 a stirring1 within you yet not conditioned by you4 ,the wonder and variety of this intercourse is never-ending4 ,it includes in its sweep every phase of human love and self-devotion1 all beauty and all power1 all suffering and effort1 all gentleness and rapture3 here found in synthesis4 ,going forth into the bareness and darkness of this unwalled world of high contemplation1 you there find stored for you1 and at last made real1 all the highest values1 all the dearest and noblest experiences of the world of growth and change4 ,you see now what it is that you have been doing in the course of your mystical development4 ,as your narrow heart stretched to a wider sympathy with life1 you have been surrendering progressively to larger and larger existences1 more and more complete realities3 have been learning to know them1 to share their very being1 through the magic of disinterested love4 ,first1 the manifested1 flowing1 evolving life of multiplicity3 felt by you in its wonder and wholeness1 once you learned to yield yourself to its rhythms1 received in simplicity the undistorted messages of sense4 ,then1 the actual unchanging ground of life1 the eternal and unconditioned ,whole1 transcending all succession3 a world inaccessible alike to senses and intelligence1 but felt--vaguely1 darkly1 yet intensely--by the quiet and surrendered consciousness4 ,but now you are solicited1 whether you will or no1 by a greater ,reality1 the final inclusive ,fact1 the ,unmeasured ,love1 which is through all things everlastingly3 and yielding yourself to it1 receiving and responding to its obscure yet ardent communications1 you pass beyond the cosmic experience to the personal encounter1 the simple yet utterly inexpressible union of the soul with its ,god4 ,and this threefold union with ,reality1 as your attention is focussed now on one aspect1 now on another1 of its rich simplicity1 will be actualised by you in many different ways3 for you are not to suppose that an unchanging barren ecstasy is now to characterise your inner life4 ,though the sense of your own dwelling within the ,eternal transfuses and illuminates it1 the sense of your own necessary efforts1 a perpetual renewal of contact with the ,spiritual ,world1 a perpetual self-donation1 shall animate it too4 ,when the greater love overwhelms the lesser1 and your small self-consciousness is lost in the consciousness of the ,whole1 it will be felt as an intense stillness1 a quiet fruition of ,reality4 ,then1 your very selfhood seems to cease1 as it does in all your moments of great passion2 and you are satisfied and overflowing1 and with ,him beyond yourself eternally fulfilled4 ,again1 when your own necessary activity comes into the foreground1 your small energetic love perpetually pressing to deeper and deeper realisation--tasting through and through1 and seeking through and through1 the fathomless ground of the ,infinite and ,eternal--it seems rather a perpetually renewed encounter than a final achievement4 ,since you are a child of ,time as well as of ,eternity1 such effort and satisfaction1 active and passive love are both needed by you1 if your whole life is to be brought into union with the inconceivably rich yet simple ,one in ,whom these apparent opposites are harmonised4 ,therefore seeking and finding1 work and rest1 conflict and peace1 feeding on ,god and self-immersion in ,god1 spiritual marriage and spiritual death--these contradictory images are all wanted1 if we are to represent the changing moods of the living1 growing human spirit2 the diverse aspects under which it realises the simple fact of its intercourse with the ,divine4 ,each new stage achieved in the mystical development of the spirit has meant1 not the leaving behind of the previous stages1 but an adding on to them3 an ever greater extension of experience1 and enrichment of personality4 ,so that the total result of this change1 this steady growth of your transcendental self1 is not an impoverishment of the sense-life in the supposed interests of the super-sensual1 but the addition to it of another life--a huge widening and deepening of the field over which your attention can play4 ,sometimes the mature contemplative consciousness narrows to an intense point of feeling1 in which it seems indeed alone with the ,alone3 sometimes it spreads to a vast apprehension of the ,universal ,life1 or perceives the common things of sense aflame with ,god4 ,it moves easily and with no sense of incongruity from hours of close personal communion with its ,friend and ,lover to self-loss in the deep yet dazzling darkness of the ,divine ,abyss3 or1 re-entering that living world of change which the first form of contemplation disclosed to it1 passes beyond those discrete manifestations of ,reality to realise the ,whole which dwells in and inspires every part4 ,thus ascending to the mysterious fruition of that ,reality which is beyond image1 and descending again to the loving contemplation and service of all struggling growing things1 it now finds and adores everywhere--in the sky and the nest1 the soul and the void--one ,energetic ,love which is measureless1 since it is all that exists1 and of which the patient up-climb of the individual soul1 the passionate outpouring of the ,divine ,mind1 form the completing opposites4 ,,chapter ,x ,,the ,,mystical ,,life ,and here the practical man1 who has been strangely silent during the last stages of our discourse1 shakes himself like a terrier which has achieved dry land again after a bath2 and asks once more1 with a certain explosive violence1 his dear old question1 ,what is the use of all this8 ,you have introduced me1 he says further1 to some curious states of consciousness1 interesting enough in their way2 and to a lot of peculiar emotions1 many of which are no doubt most valuable to poets and so on4 ,but it is all so remote from daily life4 ,how is it going to fit in with ordinary existence8 ,how1 above all1 is it all going to help me8 ,well1 put upon its lowest plane1 this new way of attending to life-- this deepening and widening of outlook--may at least be as helpful to you as many things to which you have unhesitatingly consecrated much time and diligence in the past3 your long journeys to new countries1 for instance1 or long hours spent in acquiring new facts1 relabelling old experiences1 gaining skill in new arts and games4 ,these1 it is true1 were quite worth the effort expended on them3 for they gave you1 in exchange for your labour and attention1 a fresh view of certain fragmentary things1 a new point of contact with the rich world of possibilities1 a tiny enlargement of your universe in one direction or another4 ,your love and patient study of nature1 art1 science1 politics1 business-- even of sport--repaid you thus4 ,but ,i have offered you1 in exchange for a meek and industrious attention to another aspect of the world1 hitherto somewhat neglected by you1 an enlargement which shall include and transcend all these2 and be conditioned only by the perfection of your generosity1 courage1 and surrender4 ,nor are you to suppose that this enlargement will be limited to certain new spiritual perceptions1 which the art of contemplation has made possible for you3 that it will merely draw the curtain from a window out of which you have never looked4 ,this new wide world is not to be for you something seen1 but something lived in3 and you--since man is a creature of responses--will insensibly change under its influence1 growing up into a more perfect conformity with it4 ,living in this atmosphere of ,reality1 you will1 in fact1 yourself become more real4 ,hence1 if you accept in a spirit of trust the suggestions which have been made to you-- and ,i acknowledge that here at the beginning an attitude of faith is essential--and if you practise with diligence the arts which ,i have described3 then1 sooner or later1 you will inevitably find yourself deeply and permanently changed by them--will perceive that you have become a new man4 ,not merely have you acquired new powers of perception and new ideas of ,reality2 but a quiet and complete transformation1 a strengthening and maturing of your personality has taken place4 ,you are still1 it is true1 living the ordinary life of the body4 ,you are immersed in the stream of duration2 a part of the human1 the social1 the national group4 ,the emotions1 instincts1 needs1 of that group affect you4 ,your changing scrap of vitality contributes to its corporate life2 and contributes the more effectively since a new1 intuitive sympathy has now made its interests your own4 ,because of that corporate life1 transfusing you1 giving to you and taking from you--conditioning1 you as it does in countless oblique and unapparent ways--you are still compelled to react to many suggestions which you are no longer able to respect3 controlled1 to the last moment of your bodily existence and perhaps afterwards1 by habit1 custom1 the good old average way of misunderstanding the world4 ,to this extent1 the crowd-spirit has you in its grasp4 ,yet in spite of all this1 you are now released from that crowd's tyrannically overwhelming consciousness as you never were before4 ,you feel yourself now a separate vivid entity1 a real1 whole man3 dependent on the ,whole1 and gladly so dependent1 yet within that ,whole a free self-governing thing4 ,perhaps you always fancied that your will was free--that you were actually1 as you sometimes said1 the captain of your soul4 ,if so1 this was merely one amongst the many illusions which supported your old1 enslaved career4 ,as a matter of fact1 you were driven along a road1 unaware of anything that lay beyond the hedges1 pressed on every side by other members of the flock2 getting perhaps a certain satisfaction out of the deep warm stir of the collective life1 but ignorant of your destination1 and with your personal initiative limited to the snatching of grass as you went along1 the pushing of your way to the softer side of the track4 ,these operations made up together that which you called ,success4 ,but now1 because you have achieved a certain power of gathering yourself together1 perceiving yourself as a person1 a spirit1 and observing your relation with these other individual lives--because too1 hearing now and again the mysterious piping of the ,shepherd1 you realise your own perpetual forward movement and that of the flock1 in its relation to that living guide--you have a far deeper1 truer knowledge than ever before both of the general and the individual existence2 and so are able to handle life with a surer hand4 ,do not suppose from this that your new career is to be perpetually supported by agreeable spiritual contacts1 or occupy itself in the mild contemplation of the great world through which you move4 ,true1 it is said of the ,shepherd that he carries the lambs in his bosom3 but the sheep are expected to walk1 and put up with the inequalities of the road1 the bunts and blunders of the flock4 ,it is to vigour rather than to comfort that you are called4 ,since the transcendental aspect of your being has been brought into focus you are now raised out of the mere push-forward1 the blind passage through time of the flock1 into a position of creative responsibility4 ,you are aware of personal correspondences with the ,shepherd4 ,you correspond1 too1 with a larger1 deeper1 broader world4 ,the sky and the hedges1 the wide lands through which you are moving1 the corporate character and meaning of the group to which you belong--all these are now within the circle of your consciousness2 and each little event1 each separate demand or invitation which comes to you is now seen in a truer proportion1 because you bring to it your awareness of the ,whole4 ,your journey ceases to be an automatic progress1 and takes on some of the characters of a free act3 for things are now under you1 you are no longer under them4 ,you will hardly deny that this is a practical gain3 that this widening and deepening of the range over which your powers of perception work makes you more of a man than you were before1 and thus adds to rather than subtracts from your total practical efficiency4 ,it is indeed only when he reaches these levels1 and feels within himself this creative freedom--this full actualisation of himself--on the one hand3 on the other hand the sense of a world-order1 a love and energy on which he depends and with whose interests he is now at one1 that man becomes fully human1 capable of living the real life of ,eternity in the midst of the world of time4 ,and what1 when you have come to it1 do you suppose to be your own function in this vast twofold scheme8 ,is it for nothing1 do you think1 that you are thus a meeting-place of two orders8 ,surely it is your business1 so far as you may1 to express in action something of the real character of that universe within which you now know yourself to live8 ,artists1 aware of a more vivid and more beautiful world than other men1 are always driven by their love and enthusiasm to try and express1 bring into direct manifestation1 those deeper significances of form1 sound1 rhythm1 which they have been able to apprehend3 and1 doing this1 they taste deeper and deeper truths1 make ever closer unions with the ,real4 ,for them1 the duty of creation is tightly bound up with the gift of love4 ,in their passionate outflowing to the universe which offers itself under one of its many aspects to their adoration1 that other-worldly fruition of beauty is always followed1 balanced1 completed1 by a this-world impulse to creation3 a desire to fix within the time-order1 and share with other men1 the vision by which they were possessed4 ,each one1 thus bringing new aspects of beauty1 new ways of seeing and hearing within the reach of the race1 does something to amend the sorry universe of common sense1 the more hideous universe of greed1 and redeem his fellows from their old1 slack servitude to a lower range of significances4 ,it is in action1 then1 that these find their truest and safest point of insertion into the living1 active world of ,reality3 in sharing and furthering its work of manifestation they know its secrets best4 ,for them contemplation and action are not opposites1 but two interdependent forms of a life that is one--a life that rushes out to a passionate communion with the true and beautiful1 only that it may draw from this direct experience of ,reality a new intensity wherewith to handle the world of things2 and remake it1 or at least some little bit of it1 nearer to the heart's desire4 ,again1 the great mystics tell us that the vision of ,god in ,his own light--the direct contact of the soul's substance with the ,absolute--to which awful experience you drew as near as the quality of your spirit would permit in the third degree of contemplation1 is the prelude1 not to a further revelation of the eternal order given to you1 but to an utter change1 a vivid life springing up within you1 which they sometimes call the transforming union or the birth of the ,son in the soul4 ,by this they mean that the spark of spiritual stuff1 that high special power or character of human nature1 by which you first desired1 then tended to1 then achieved contact with ,reality1 is as it were fertilised by this profound communion with its origin2 becomes strong and vigorous1 invades and transmutes the whole personality1 and makes of it1 not a dreamy mystic but an active and impassioned servant of the ,eternal ,wisdom4 ,so that when these full-grown1 fully vital mystics try to tell us about the life they have achieved1 it is always an intensely active life that they describe4 ,they say1 not that they dwell in restful fruition1 though the deep and joyous knowledge of this1 perhaps too the perpetual longing for an utter self-loss in it1 is always possessed by them--but that they go up and down the ladder of contemplation4 ,they stretch up towards the ,point1 the unique ,reality to which all the intricate and many-coloured lines of life flow1 and in which they are merged2 and rush out towards those various lives in a passion of active love and service4 ,this double activity1 this swinging between rest and work--this alone1 they say1 is truly the life of man2 because this alone represents on human levels something of that inexhaustibly rich yet simple life1 ever active yet ever at rest1 which they find in ,god4 ,when he gets to this1 then man has indeed actualised his union with ,reality2 because then he is a part of the perpetual creative act1 the eternal generation of the ,divine thought and love4 ,therefore contemplation1 even at its highest1 dearest1 and most intimate1 is not to be for you an end in itself4 ,it shall only be truly yours when it impels you to action3 when the double movement of ,transcendent ,love1 drawing inwards to unity and fruition1 and rushing out again to creative acts1 is realised in you4 ,you are to be a living1 ardent tool with which the ,supreme ,artist works3 one of the instruments of ,his self-manifestation1 the perpetual process by which ,his ,reality is brought into concrete expression4 ,now the expression of vision1 of reality1 of beauty1 at an artist's hands--the creation of new life in all forms--has two factors3 the living moulding creative spirit1 and the material in which it works4 ,between these two there is inevitably a difference of tension4 ,the material is at best inert1 and merely patient of the informing idea2 at worst1 directly recalcitrant to it4 ,hence1 according to the balance of these two factors1 the amount of resistance offered by stuff to tool1 a greater or less energy must be expended1 greater or less perfection of result will be achieved4 ,you1 accepting the wide deep universe of the mystic1 and the responsibilities that go with it1 have by this act taken sides once for all with creative spirit3 with the higher tension1 the unrelaxed effort1 the passion for a better1 intenser1 and more significant life4 ,the adoration to which you are vowed is not an affair of red hassocks and authorised hymn books2 but a burning and consuming fire4 ,you will find1 then1 that the world1 going its own gait1 busily occupied with its own system of correspondences-- yielding to every gust of passion1 intent on the satisfaction of greed1 the struggle for comfort or for power--will oppose your new eagerness2 perhaps with violence1 but more probably with the exasperating calmness of a heavy animal which refuses to get up4 ,if your new life is worth anything1 it will flame to sharper power when it strikes against this dogged inertness of things3 for you need resistances on which to act4 ,the road to a ,yea lies through a ,nay1 and righteous warfare is the only way to a living and a lasting peace4 ,further1 you will observe more and more clearly1 that the stuff of your external world1 the method and machinery of the common life1 is not merely passively but actively inconsistent with your sharp interior vision of truth4 ,the heavy animal is diseased as well as indolent4 ,all man's perverse ways of seeing his universe1 all the perverse and hideous acts which have sprung from them-- these have set up reactions1 have produced deep disorders in the world of things4 ,man is free1 and holds the keys of hell as well as the keys of heaven4 ,within the love-driven universe which you have learned to see as a whole1 you will therefore find egotism1 rebellion1 meanness1 brutality1 squalor3 the work of separated selves whose energies are set athwart the stream4 ,but every aspect of life1 however falsely imagined1 can still be saved1 turned to the purposes of ,reality3 for all-thing hath the being by the love of ,god4 ,its oppositions are no part of its realness2 and therefore they can be overcome4 ,is there not here1 then1 abundance of practical work for you to do2 work which is the direct outcome of your mystical experience8 ,are there not here1 as the ,french proverb has it1 plenty of cats for you to comb8 ,and isn't it just here1 in the new foothold it gives you1 the new clear vision and certitude--in its noble1 serious1 and invulnerable faith-- that mysticism is useful2 even for the most scientific of social reformers1 the most belligerent of politicians1 the least sentimental of philanthropists8 ,to bring ,eternity into ,time1 the invisible into concrete expression2 to be to the ,eternal ,goodness what his own hand is to a man--these are the plainly expressed desires of all the great mystics4 ,one and all1 they demand earnest and deliberate action1 the insertion of the purified and ardent will into the world of things4 ,the mystics are artists2 and the stuff in which they work is most often human life4 ,they want to heal the disharmony between the actual and the real3 and since1 in the white-hot radiance of that faith1 hope1 and charity which burns in them1 they discern such a reconciliation to be possible1 they are able to work for it with a singleness of purpose and an invincible optimism denied to other men4 ,this was the instinct which drove ,st4 ,francis of ,assist to the practical experience of that poverty which he recognised as the highest wisdom2 ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena from contemplation to politics2 ,joan of ,arc to the salvation of ,france2 ,st4 ,teresa to the formation of an ideal religious family2 ,fox to the proclaiming of a world-religion in which all men should be guided by the ,inner ,light2 ,florence ,nightingale to battle with officials1 vermin1 dirt1 and disease in the soldiers' hospitals2 ,octavia ,hill to make in ,london slums something a little nearer the shadows of the angels' houses than that which the practical landlord usually provides4 ,all these have felt sure that a great part in the drama of creation has been given to the free spirit of man3 that bit by bit1 through and by him1 the scattered worlds of love and thought and action shall be realised again as one4 ,it is for those who have found the thread on which those worlds are strung1 to bring this knowledge out of the hiddenness2 to use it1 as the old alchemists declared that they could use their tincture1 to transmute all baser2 metals into gold4 ,so here is your vocation set out3 a vocation so various in its opportunities1 that you can hardly fail to find something to do4 ,it is your business to actualise within the world of time and space-- perhaps by great endeavours in the field of heroic action1 perhaps only by small ones in field and market1 tram and tube1 office and drawing-room1 in the perpetual give-and-take of the common life--that more real life1 that holy creative energy1 which this world manifests as a whole but indifferently4 ,you shall work for mercy1 order1 beauty1 significance3 shall mend where you find things broken1 make where you find the need4 ,adoro te devote1 latens ,deitas1 said ,st4 ,thomas in his great mystical hymn3 and the practical side of that adoration consists in the bringing of the ,real ,presence from its hiddenness1 and exhibiting it before the eyes of other men4 ,hitherto you have not been very active in this matter3 yet it is the purpose for which you exist1 and your contemplative consciousness1 if you educate it1 will soon make this fact clear to you4 ,the teeming life of nature has yielded up to your loving attention many sacramental images of ,reality3 seen in the light of charity1 it is far more sacred and significant than you supposed4 ,what about your life8 ,is that a theophany too8 ,each oak doth cry ,i ,,am1 says ,vaughan4 ,do you proclaim by your existence the grandeur1 the beauty1 the intensity1 the living wonder of that ,eternal ,reality within which1 at this moment1 you stand8 ,do your hours of contemplation and of action harmonise8 ,if they did harmonise--if everybody's did--then1 by these individual adjustments the complete group-consciousness of humanity would be changed1 brought back into conformity with the ,transcendent2 and the spiritual world would be actualised within the temporal order at last4 ,then1 that world of false imagination1 senseless conflicts1 and sham values1 into which our children are now born1 would be annihilated4 ,the whole race1 not merely a few of its noblest1 most clearsighted spirits1 would be in union with ,god2 and men1 transfused by ,his light and heat1 direct and willing agents of ,his ,pure ,activity1 would achieve that completeness of life which the mystics dare to call deification4 ,this is the substance of that redemption of the world1 which all religions proclaim or demand3 the consummation which is crudely imagined in the ,apocalyptic dreams of the prophets and seers4 ,it is the true incarnation of the ,divine ,wisdom3 and you must learn to see with ,paul the pains and disorders of creation-- your own pains1 efforts1 and difficulties too--as incidents in the travail of that royal birth4 ,patriots have sometimes been asked to think imperially4 ,mystics are asked to think celestially2 and this1 not when considering the things usually called spiritual1 but when dealing with the concrete accidents1 the evil and sadness1 the cruelty1 failure1 and degeneration of life4 ,so1 what is being offered to you is not merely a choice amongst new states of consciousness1 new emotional experiences--though these are indeed involved in it--but1 above all else1 a larger and intenser life1 a career1 a total consecration to the interests of the ,real4 ,this life shall not be abstract and dreamy1 made up1 as some imagine1 of negations4 ,it shall be violently practical and affirmative2 giving scope for a limitless activity of will1 heart1 and mind working within the rhythms of the ,divine ,idea4 ,it shall cost much1 making perpetual demands on your loyalty1 trust1 and self-sacrifice3 proving now the need and the worth of that training in renunciation which was forced on you at the beginning of your interior life4 ,it shall be both deep and wide1 embracing in its span all those aspects of ,reality which the gradual extension of your contemplative powers has disclosed to you3 making the inner and outer worlds to be indivisibly ,one4 ,and because the emphasis is now for ever shifted from the accidents to the substance of life1 it will matter little where and how this career is actualised--whether in convent or factory1 study or battlefield1 multitude or solitude1 sickness or strength4 ,these fluctuations of circumstance will no longer dominate you2 since it is ,love that payeth for all4 ,yet by all this it is not meant that the opening up of the universe1 the vivid consciousness of a living ,reality and your relation with it1 which came to you in contemplation1 will necessarily be a constant or a governable feature of your experience4 ,even under the most favourable circumstances1 you shall and must move easily and frequently between that spiritual fruition and active work in the world of men4 ,often enough it will slip from you utterly2 often your most diligent effort will fail to recapture it1 and only its fragrance will remain4 ,the more intense those contacts have been1 the more terrible will be your hunger and desolation when they are thus withdrawn3 for increase of susceptibility means more pain as well as more pleasure1 as every artist knows4 ,but you will find in all that happens to you1 all that opposes and grieves you--even in those inevitable hours of darkness when the doors of true perception seem to close1 and the cruel tangles of the world are all that you can discern--an inward sense of security which will never cease4 ,all the waves that buffet you about1 shaking sometimes the strongest faith and hope1 are yet parts and aspects of one ,ocean4 ,did they wreck you utterly1 that ,ocean would receive you2 and there you would find1 overwhelming and transfusing you1 the unfathomable ,substance of all life and joy4 ,whether you realise it in its personal or impersonal manifestation1 the universe is now friendly to you2 and as he is a suspicious and unworthy lover who asks every day for renewed demonstrations of love1 so you do not demand from it perpetual reassurances4 ,it is enough1 that once it showed you its heart4 ,a link of love now binds you to it for evermore3 in spite of derelictions1 in spite of darkness and suffering1 your will is harmonised with the ,will that informs the ,whole4 ,we said1 at the beginning of this discussion1 that mysticism was the art of union with ,reality3 that it was1 above all else1 a ,science of ,love4 ,hence1 the condition to which it looks forward and towards which the soul of the contemplative has been stretching out1 is a condition of being1 not of seeing4 ,as the bodily senses have been produced under pressure of man's physical environment1 and their true aim is not the enhancement of his pleasure or his knowledge1 but a perfecting of his adjustment to those aspects of the natural world which concern him--so the use and meaning of the spiritual senses are strictly practical too4 ,these1 when developed by a suitable training1 reveal to man a certain measure of ,reality3 not in order that he may gaze upon it1 but in order that he may react to it1 learn to live in1 with1 and for it2 growing and stretching into more perfect harmony with the ,eternal ,order1 until at last1 like the blessed ones of ,dante's vision1 the clearness of his flame responds to the unspeakable radiance of the ,enkindling ,light4