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"y man :o wat*$ t end approa*+ gave any he$ to ! turmoil ( ! elem5ts4 ,ea* 0 self-engross$4 ,except = an occasional rasp+ c\gh1 or a sl[1 indrawn brea?1 no sign came f ! small iron b$/ead on :i* ! dy+ man lay4 ,8 h>d1 emaciat$ face 0 set 9 an imp5etrable mask2 8 glaz$ eyes 7 fix$ immovably on a di/ant portion ( ! ceil+2 & 8 h&s lay clasp$ ^u 8 brea/1 cov]+ "s object t dep5d$ f 8 neck4 ,he _h la9 ?us s9ce ! doctor f ! neighbor+ t[n _h brav$ ! ris+ /orm & ridd5 ov] to see him 9 ! fall ( ! ev5+2 & no acc5tuation ( ! gale t la%$ ! h\se1 no increase 9 ! ro> ( ! ocean ?ree hundr$ y>ds away1 _h p[] to int]rupt 8 le?>gy4 ,9 curi\s contra/ 0 ! expression t m>k$ 8 nephew's face4 ,an extraord9>y suppress$ en]gy 0 visible 9 e l9e ( ,john ,h5d]son's body z he sat cr\*+ ov] ! fire2 & a look ( irrepressible excitem5t smold]$ 9 ! eyes t gaz$ into ! gl[+ coals4 ,he 0 b>ely tw5ty-?ree ye>s old1 b ! self-control t comes f endurance & privation sat unmi/akably on 8 knitt$ br[s & clos$ lips4 ,he 0 nei!r h&some ( feature nor graceful ( figure1 yet !re 0 some?+ m /rik+ & int]e/+ ?an ei!r grace or beauty 9 ! /rong1 y\?ful =m & ! /rong1 intellig5t face4 ,= a long "t he reta9$ 8 cr\*+ seat on ! wood5 /ool t /ood be=e ! he>?2 !n at la/ ! activity at "w )9 8 m9d made fur!r inaction intol]able4 ,he rose & turn$ t[>ds ! b$4 ,! dy+ man lay motionless1 await+ ! f9al summons ) t alo(ness t sugge/s a _s already p>tially extricat$ f its cov]+ ( fle%4 ,8 glassy eyes 7 /ill fix$ & immovable save = an occasional twit*+ ( ! eyelids2 8 pallid lips 7 drawn back f 8 /rong1 prom95t tee?2 & ! sk9 ab\t 8 temples look$ %rivell$ & sall[4 ,! doctor's p>t+ words came %>ply to ! y\ng] man's m9d4 ,sit /ill & wat* him--y c d no m4 ,he reit]at$ ?is injunction _m times m5tally z he /ood contemplat+ ! man :o = sev5 int]m9able ye>s _h rul$1 repress$1 & work$ him z he might h work$ a well-con/ruct$1 manageable ma*9e2 & a sudd5 ru% ( joy1 ( fre$om & recomp5se flood$ 8 he>t & set 8 pulses ?robb+4 ,he mom5t>ily lo/ sight ( ! grim %ad[ hov]+ ov] ! h\se4 ,! s5se ( emancipation rose tumultu\sly1 ov]-rul+ ev5 ! imm5se solemnity ( approa*+ ,dea?4 ,john ,h5d]son _h kn[n little ( ! easy1 pleasant pa?s ( life1 c>pet$ by weal? & %elt]$ by influ5ce4 ,8 mo/ *ildi% & di/ant recollections c>ri$ him back to days ( anxi\s pov]ty4 ,8 fa!r1 ! eld] son ( a weal?y ,scotti% l&[n]1 _h qu>rell$ ) 8 fa!r1 & at ! age ( tw5ty left 8 home1 dis9h]it$ 9 favor ( 8 y\ng] bro!r4 ,possess$ ( a peculi> temp]am5t--passionate1 head/rong1 dogg$ 9 8 resolves1 he _h %ak5 ! du/ ( ,scotl& f 8 feet2 sworn nev] to be behold5 to ei!r fa!r or bro!r = ! fraction ( a p5ny1 & _h gone out into ! _w to seek 8 =tune4 ,b ! =tune _h be5 f> to seek4 ,= ye>s he _h foll[$ ! sea2 = ye>s he _h toil$ on l&2 b 9 e und]tak+ failure /alk$ him4 ,f9ally1 at ! age ( fifty1 he t\*$ success = ! fir/ "t4 ,he fell 9 love & f\nd 8 love return$4 ,b "h aga9 ! irony ( fate 0 con/ant 9 its pursuit4 ,! object ( 8 *oice 0 ! daught] ( an arti/1 a man z ne$y1 z entirely un=tunate z he himself4 ,b love at fifty is sometimes z bl9d z love at tw5ty-five4 ,) an improvid5ce t beli$ 8 nationality1 ,alick ,h5d]son m>ri$ aft] a c\rt%ip z brief z x 0 happy4 ,= a ye> he %>$ ! hap-haz>d life ( 8 wife & fa!r-9-law2 !n ,nature saw fit to alt] ! small mnage4 ,! arti/ di$1 & almo/ at ! same "t little ,john 0 born4 ,) ! com+ ( ! *ild1 ,h5d]son conceiv$ a new impetus & also a new s5se ( bitt]ness & self-reproa*4 ,a homeless failure may tramp ! face ( ! e>? & feel no %ame2 b ! unsuccessful man :o is a husb& & a fa!r moves ^u a diff]5t plane4 ,he has ties--responsibilities--some?+ = :i* he mu/ answ] to himself4 ,!re is pa?os 9 ! picture ( a man sett+ =? at fifty-"o to conqu] ! _w anew2 & its grim futility is n good to look ^u4 ,h5d]son _h fail$ = himself1 & he fail$ equally = o!rs4 ,! ye>s t foll[$ 8 m>riage 7 b ! unw9d+ ( a pitifully old /ory4 ,be=e 8 boy 0 t5 ye>s old he _h run ! gamut ( humiliation2 he _h done ev]y?+ t ! p9* ( pov]ty c\ld dem&1 except apply = aid to 8 bro!r ,&rew4 ,?is ev5 ! fai?ful1 pati5t wife :o _h /ood /an* 9 all 8 trials nev] d>$ to sugge/4 ,9 ?is atmosph]e ,john le>n$ to look ^u life4 ,a naturally high-spirit$ & c\rage\s *ild1 he gradually fell "u t spell ( premature und]/&+ t is ! portion ( a m9d =c$ too soon to realize ! significance ( ways & means4 ,day by day 8 s]i\s eyes grew to compreh5d ! l9es t m>k$ 8 "m's belov$ face2 to "k ! co/ at :i* 8 own education1 8 own wants1 7 suppli$ by ! tir$1 sil5t fa!r1 :o1 despite 8 %abby clo!s & prematurely brok5 air1 seem$ p]petually to move 9 ! glam\r ( a pa/ romance2 & gradually1 /eadily1 passionately1 z ^! ?+s came home to him1 !re grew up 9 8 y\?ful m9d a desire to comp5sate by 8 own future = ! /ruggle he daily witness$4 ,_m 7 ! nights :5--8 lessons = ! next day f9i%$1 & 8 fa!r away at "o ( ! _m prec>i\s tasks t kept ! h\sehold toge!r--he w\ld draw close to 8 "m1 z %e sat indu/ri\sly sew+1 & beg h] = ! hundr$? "t to rec\nt ! /ory ( ! grim ,scot* home :]e 8 fa!r _h lo/ 8 bir?right2 ( ! /]n old gr&fa!r :o _h di$ inexorably un=giv+2 ( ! unkn[n uncle ( :om rumor told _m ecc5tric /ories4 ,&1 r\s$ by ! recital1 8 boyi% face w\ld flu%1 8 boyi% m9d leap =w>d t[>ds ! future4 ',twill all come back1 "m6 he w\ld cry4 ',twill all come back6 ,i'll w9 x back6 ,&1 ) a sobb+ laugh1 8 "m w\ld drop h] sew+ & draw him to h] he>t 9 a sudd5 ye>n+ ( love & pride4 ,9 su* surr\nd+s & 9 su* an atmosph]e he pass$ sixte5 ye>s2 !n ! fir/ upheaval ( 8 life took place4 ,8 fa!r di$4 ,8 fir/ recollection--:5 ! t]rible necessities ( ! ev5t 7 pa/1 & 8 own grief & con/]nation _h p>tially subsid$--0 ! remembrance ( 8 "m call+ him to h] room2 ( h] kiss+ him1 cry+ ov] him & tell+ him ( ! resolve %e _h tak5 to write & make kn[n 8 exi/5ce to 8 uncle 9 ,scotl&4 ,! confession at fir/ ov]:elm$ him4 ,8 own pride1 8 s5se ( loyalty to 8 fa!r's memory prompt$ him to cry out aga9/ ! idea z aga9/ a sacrilege4 ,!n sl[ly 8 boyi%1 immature m9d grasp$ some?+ ( ! nobility t prompt$ ! decision--some?+ ( ! inexpressible love t c\nt$ s5tim5t & p]sonal dignity z no?+ beside 8 own future2 & 9 a passion ( gratitude he flung 8 arms ab\t 8 "m1 repeat+ ! old *ildi% v[s ) a new & deep] =ce4 ,s ! lett] to ,scotl& 0 despat*$2 & a "t ( %>p susp5se foll[$ = "m & son4 ,!n1 "o nev]-to-be-=gott5 day1 ! answ] arriv$4 ,&rew ,h5d]son wrote unemotionally4 ,he express$ =mal regret = 8 bro!r's dea?1 b ev9c$ no int]e/ 9 8 si/]-9-law's position4 ,he briefly describ$ himself z liv+ an isolat$ life 9 a small h\se on ! sea-coa/1 a doz5 miles f ! family home :i* _h rema9$ unt5ant$ s9ce 8 fa!r's dea?4 ,he admitt$ t ) advanc+ ye>s ! duties ( life _h begun to weigh ^u him1 div]t+ 8 m9d & "t f ! grav] pursuits to :i* 8 life 0 devot$2 f9ally he grudg+ly sugge/$ t1 %\ld 8 nephew c>e to und]take ! duties ( secret>y at a sal>y ( sixty p\nds a ye>1 he might f9d a home ) him4 ,! imm$iate feel+ t foll[$ ! read+ ( ! lett] 0 fraught ) *ill+ disappo9tm5t4 ,on ! mom5t1 pride aga9 ass]t$ itself1 urg+ a swift refusal ( ! ri* man's proposal2 !n once m ! pati5ce t _h kept ,mrs4 ,h5d]son brave & g5tle dur+ sev5te5 ye>s ( we>+ pov]ty made itself felt4 ,all ?\ght ( p]sonal grievance fad$ f h] m9d z %e po9t$ out ! urg5t necessity ( ,john's be+ se5 & kn[n by ?is uncle1 ^: only relation & o/5sible heir he 04 ,%e talk$ = long1 wisely & k9dly--z mo!rs talk out ( ! unselfi% fulness ( _! he>ts--& ) e ^w ! gold5 ca/les ( h] imag9ation rose t[] on t[] to =m ! citadel 9 :i* h] son 0 to reign supreme4 ,s wisely & s lov+ly did %e talk t %e p]suad$ n only ! boy1 b h]self1 into ! belief t he _h b to rea* ,scotl& to make 8 inh]itance sure2 & be=e ! day clos$ %e wrote to ,&rew ,h5d]son accept+ 8 (f]4 ,a week lat] ! :ole light ( h] life w5t out1 z %e wat*$ ! tra9 /eam out ( ! /ation1 c>ry+ ,john nor?w>d4 ,^u ! days t foll[$ 8 arrival 9 ,scotl& !re is no ne$ to dwell4 ,he came z a /rang]1 & z a /rang] he 0 introduc$ by 8 uncle to ! r\t9e ( "w expect$ ( him4 ,no m5tion 0 made ( 8 rec5t loss1 no sugge/ion 0 giv5 t 8 "m %\ld make h] d\ble b]eavem5t easi] by visits to h] son4 ,:atev] ( hope or s5tim5t he _h br\ght ) him1 he 0 left to de/roy or smo!r z be/ he c\ld4 ,! fir/ week resolv$ itself into "o r\nd ( boyi% homesickness & desolation2 !n gradually1 z ! m>vell\s heal+ prop]ties ( y\? began to /ir1 a new feel+ awak5$ 9 8 m9d--a s5se ( curiosity conc]n+ ! /range old man :om fate1 by a twi/ ( ! :eel1 _h made ! arbit] ( 8 life4 ,ev5 to "o s "y & inexp]i5c$1 x 0 impossible to "k ,&rew ,h5d]son & n to feel t "s /range peculi>ity set him ap>t f o!r m54 ,9 8 ascetic face1 9 8 l>ge1 light-blue eyes1 9 8 extraord9>y air ( ab/raction & alo(ness f mundane ?+s1 !re 0 some?+ t fasc9at$ & repell$2 & ) a wond]+ int]e/ ! boy /udi$ ^! ?+s1 try+ 9 8 un=m$ way to reconcile !m ) 8 n>r[ exp]i5ce ( human nature4 ,= _m weeks he s\ght )\t success = "s key to ! attitude ( ?is new-f\nd relative4 ,!n "o ev5+--:5 solution seem$ lea/ ne>--! key1 metaphorically speak+1 fell at 8 feet4 ,return+ home f a ramble ov] ! headl&1 8 obs]vant eye 0 caught by ! sight ( a n>r[ foot-track t1 cross+ ! ma9 pa?way ( ! cliff1 w\nd /eeply upw>d & seem+ly lo/ itself 9 a tangle ( gorse & brack54 ,/irr$ by a boyi% desire = exploration1 he paus$1 turn$ into ?is obscure track1 & incont95tly began its asc5t4 ,= "s hundr$s ( y>ds x l$ upw>d 9 a %>p incl9e2 & ) its add$ /eepness1 ! ardor ( ! explor] w>m$4 ,) impetu\s ha/e he climb$ ! la/ doz5 y>ds2 :51 z ! anticipat$ summit 0 rea*$1 he halt$ 9 abrupt1 dismay$ surprise2 = ) al>m+ sudd5ness ! l& broke (f %ort1 disclos+ a deep gap or fissure1 c>pet$ ) hea!r & surr\nd$ by natural protect+ walls ( rock1 9 ! c5tre ( :i* 0 set a m9iature *apel built ( d>k /one4 ,at sight ( ! little edifice1 he ?rill$ ) adv5tur\s surprise4 ,!re 0 some?+ my/]i\s1 some?+ almo/ f9e 9 ! sight ( ! small temple1 ) ! sett+ sun gleam+ on its solid walls1 its l[1 massive door & r\nd w9d[ ( ?ick /a9$ glass4 ,he lean$ out ov] ! %elv+ rock1 />+ d[n ^u x ) wide1 a/oni%$ eyes2 !n ! natural in/9ct ( ! boy ov]topp$ e o!r feel+4 ,) a quick-movem5t ( excitem5t & expectation1 he began to desc5d into ! holl[4 ,b ?\gh he walk$ r\nd ! little build+ a doz5 times1 %ook ! heavy door & pe]$ ineffectually into ! opaque w9d[1 no?+ rew>d$ 8 curiosity1 & aft] half an h\r ( dilig5t endeavor he 0 compell$ to return home no wis] ?an :5 he _h fir/ /ood on ! summit ( ! pa? & look$ d[n into ! rocky cleft4 ,all t ev5+1 h[ev]1 ! ?\ght ( 8 discov]y rema9$ ) him4 ,at ! eight-o'clock supp] ( porridge1 vegetables1 & fruit :i* he %>$ ) 8 uncle1 he *af$ "u ! sil5ce ( 8 companion & at ! air ( calm indiff]5ce t ! :itewa%$ room ) its raft]$ ceil+ seem$ to we>2 & x 0 ) a sigh ( satisfaction t he rose f table & bade 8 uncle a =mal good-night4 ,) ! same sugge/ion ( relief1 he wat*$ ! old man light 8 c&le & asc5d ! b>e /airs to 8 own room2 !n prompt$ by ! impulse he nev] neglect$1 he w5t into ! /udy to write ! daily lett] t made 8 "m's exi/5ce be>able4 ,he wrote = ne>ly an h\r1 omitt+ no detail ( ! ev5+'s discov]y4 ,!n1 z he clos$ & seal$ ! lett]1 a clock on ! mantel-piece /ruck t54 ,! s\nd _h an oddly holl[ & *illy effect 9 ! b>e1 c>petless room2 & unconsci\sly he rais$ 8 head & glanc$ ab\t him4 ,8 ideas1 /ill /irr$ by 8 adv5ture1 7 m prone ?an usual to ! sugge/ion ( outw>d ?+s2 & = almo/ ! fir/ "t s9ce 8 arrival1 he felt drawn to /udy 8 intimate surr\nd+s4 ,) a new curiosity he let 8 eyes w&] f ! sev]e book-%elves to ! ugly iron safe t /ood 9 ! mo/ prom95t position 9 ! room2 & f ! safe 8 glance turn$ to ! revolv+ bookcase by 8 uncle's favorite *air1 9 :i* lay ! volumes t 7 9 daily use4 ,foll[+ an impulse he _h nev] previ\sly be5 consci\s (1 he cross$ ! room1 & draw+ ?ree books1 at hap-haz>d f ! case1 /udi$ _! titles4 ,! ,indissoluble ,ess5ce1 he read2 ,! ,s\l 9 ,relation to ! ,human ,m9d2 ,! ,my/ic ,influ5ce4 ,he /ood = a space gaz+ at ! sombre cov]s1 b mak+ no attempt to dip into _! pages2 !n a sudd5 look ( compreh5sion sprang into 8 eyes4 ,! oddly built /one *apel took on a new & m p]sonal mean+4 ,) a quick ge/ure he ?ru/ ! books back into _! place1 ext+ui%$ ! lamp1 & s(tly left ! room4 ,ga9+ ! hall1 he did n turn t[>ds ! /airs2 b tiptoe+ to ! table1 pick$ up 8 cap1 cross$ ! hall noiselessly & op5$ ! out] door4 ,! w>m? ( ! ,augu/ day 0 /ill heavy on ! air z he /epp$ into ! op52 a great copp]-color$ moon hung l[ ov] ! sea1 & a s(t1 filmy haze lay ov] bo? l& & wat]4 ,)\t hesitation he turn$ into ! cliff pa?1 & foll[$ x until 8 quick eyes caught ! indi/9ct foot-track t he _h discov]$ e>li] 9 ! ev5+4 ,) ! same decision1 ! same sugge/ion ( anticipation1 he /epp$ rapidly =w>d & once m began ! %>p asc5t4 ,! impetus ( 8 curiosity c>ri$ him =w>d2 he m\nt$ ! pa? 9 hot ha/e2 !n1 z he ga9$ ! summit1 he halt$ aga91 b 9 new surprise4 ,9 ! hazy1 mell[ moonlight1 ! small build+ /ood out %>p & d>k z on 8 previ\s visit1 b f ! r\nd1 /a9$-glass w9d[ a flood ( light--crimson1 rose-color1 & gold--p\r$ out into ! night4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,9 ! fir/ mom5t ( a/oni%m5t1 ,john /ood motionless1 8 gaze rivet$ on ! gl[ ( color t p\r$ ?r\gh ! w9d[ ^u ! rocks & hea!r ( ! cleft4 ,!n1 z he cont9u$ to /& ) widely op5$ eyes1 ano!r surprise 0 sprung ^u him4 ,! door ( ! *apel op5$ & ! figure ( 8 uncle--long s9ce suppos$ to be sleep+ tranquilly 9 8 own room--%[$ tall & angul> 9 ! ap]ture4 ,illu/ration3 ,,! ,,figure ,,( ,,8 ,,uncle 444 ,,%[$ ,,tall ,,& ,,angul> ,,9 ,,! ,,ap]ture ,f ,john's position1 ! op5 door & ! light$ int]ior ( ! little edifice 7 di/9ctly visible2 & 9 "o glance he saw 8 uncle's silh\ett$ figure & beh9d x a b>e space "s doz5 feet squ>e1 l9$ on floor & walls ) sections ( m>ble alt]nately black & :ite4 ,f ! ceil+ ( ?is *amb] dep5d$ an octagonal symbol 9 poli%$ metal1 & close by ! door eight wax c&les flick]$ slightly 9 ! fa9t /ir ( air4 ,b 8 a/oni%$ & inquisitive eyes _h b>ely become aw>e ( ^! details :5 ,&rew ,h5d]son turn$ t[>ds ! circul> sconce 9 :i* ! c&les 7 set & began to ext+ui% !m "o by "o4 ,z ! light di$1 he /epp$ =w>d & ,john drew back %>ply2 b at 8 movem5t a /one1 loos5$ by 8 heel1 w5t roll+ d[n into ! holl[4 ,& a mom5t lat] 8 uncle1 glanc+ up1 saw 8 figure outl9$ aga9/ ! lum9\s sky4 ,:at ! outcome ( ! incid5t w\ld h be5 on any o!r occasion1 x is difficult to say4 ,z x 01 ! mom5t 0 propiti\s4 ,old ,h5d]son1 surpris$ 9 an in/ant ( exaltation1 0 pleas$ to put 8 own n>r[1 sup]/iti\s con/ruction on ! boy's appe>ance4 ,labor+ "u an abnormal excitem5t1 he %[$ no res5tm5t at ! fact ( be+ spi$ ^u2 b call+ ,john to him1 ord]$ him to walk home beside him across ! cliff4 ,nev] 0 walk s /range--nev] 7 companions s ill-mat*$ z ! two :o ?read$ _! way back ov] ! headl&4 ,&rew ,h5d]son walk$ fir/1 talk+ all ! "t 9 a j>gon address$ p>tly to ! boy1 p>tly to himself1 9 :i* my/icism 0 oddly tangl$ ) a confusion ( crazy !ories & beliefs2 beh9d came ,john1 half fasc9at$ & :olly bewild]$ by ! m$ley ( words t p\r$ out ^u ! night4 ,on rea*+ ! h\se1 ! old man became sudd5ly sil5t aga91 fall+ back z if by habit into ! morose absorption t m>k$ 8 daily life2 b z he turn$ to m\nt ! /airs to 8 own room1 he paus$ & 8 curi\s light-blue eyes travell$ ov] 8 nephew's face4 ,good-night6 he said4 ,y make a good li/5]4 ,& ,john--/ill confus$ & sil5t--retir$ to b$1 to lie awake = _m h\rs1 p>tly ?rill$ & p>tly elat$ by ! awesome ?\ght t !re 0 a madman 9 ! h\se4 99 99 99 99 99 ,b all t _h happ5$ sev5 ye>s ago1 & n[ ,&rew ,h5d]son lay wait+ = 8 end4 ,9 ^? sev5 ye>s ,john _h pass$ ?r\gh ! mill ( deadly monotony t saps ev5 y\?1 & lulls e in/9ct save hope4 ,! fir/ en?usiasm ( romance t _h wrapp$ ! discov]y ( 8 uncle's secret _h fad$ out ) "t4 ,by sl[ degrees he _h le>n$--p>tly f 8 own obs]vation1 p>tly f ! old man's occasional fanatic outbur/s--t ! /range *apel ) its metal symbol & m>ble floor 0 n ! outcome ( a private :im1 b ! manife/ation ( a cre$ t boa/$ a small b ard5t b& ( foll[]s4 ,he _h le>n$ t--to !mselves1 if n to ! _w--^! devotees 7 kn[n z ! ,my/ics2 t _! articles ( fai? 7 pres]v$ 9 a secret book designat$ ! ,scitsym1 :i* pass$ 9 rotation ea* ye> f "o to ano!r ( ! six ,ar*-,my/ics1 rema9+ 9 ! c>e ( ea* = two mon?s out ( ! twelve4 ,he _h discov]$ t ,london 0 ! ,c5tre ( ?is sect2 & t its fundam5tal belief 0 ! anticipation ( a my/]i\s prophet--human1 & yet div9ely inspir$--by ^: com+ ! light 0 to ext5d f ! small & previ\sly unkn[n b& across ! :ole b5ight$ _w4 ,he _h le>n$ all ^! ?+s4 ,he _h be5 /irr$ to a pass+ awe by ! discov]y t 8 uncle 01 9 8 own p]son1 actually "o ( ! pr(\nd ,six :o =m$ ! ,c\ncil ( ! sect & to :om alone ! secrets ( its cre$ 7 kn[n2 & = ?ree successive ye>s 8 int]e/ & curiosity _h be5 k9dl$ :5 ,&rew ,h5d]son travell$ to ,engl& & return$ ) ! ,ar*-,c\ncillor--an old bl9d man ( sev5ty--:o inv>iably sp5t "o day & night my/]i\sly closet$ ) 8 ho/ & !n left1 hav+ deposit$ ! sacr$ ,scitsym ) 8 own h&s 9 ! tall iron safe t /ood 9 ,h5d]son's /udy4 ,b t annual excitem5t _h less5$ ) "t4 ,ev5 a madman may become monoton\s :5 we live ) him1 day 91 day out1 = sev5 long ye>s2 & gradually ! attitude ( ,john's m9d _h *ang$ ) ! passage ( "t4 ,! s5se ( adv5ture & triumphant ent]prise _h /eadily rec$$2 ! k t he 0 work+ out a sl[1 di/a/eful probation _h advanc$4 ,reluctantly & yet def9itely he _h realiz$ t 8 position 0 n to come & conqu]1 b to wat* & wait2 & ?is consci\sness ( a tacitly expect$ end _h gr[n ) ! ye>s--) ! gr[? ( 8 m9d & body4 ,x 0 n t he 0 h>d-natur$4 ,! regul>ity ) :i* he despat*$ 8 ye>ly money to 8 "m--res]v+ ! m]e/ fraction = himself--preclud$ t idea4 ,b he 0 "y & human1 & he 0 y\?fully & humanly gre$y to possess ! good ?+s ( life = himself & = ! "o be+ he passionately lov$4 ,x w\ld1 inde$1 h be5 an en?usia/ 9 virtue :o c\ld h blam$ him = c\nt+ ^u dead m5's %oes4 ,& n[ ! %oes 7 all b empty6 ,he /ood wat*+ 8 uncle die6 ,hav+ /ay$ almo/ motionless = sev]al m9utes1 he glanc$ at ! clock2 !n mov$ to ! b$1 tak+ a bottle & a m$ic9e spoon f ! dress+-table z he pass$4 ,"t = y\r m$ic9e1 uncle6 he said1 9 8 quiet1 level voice4 ,b ! sick man did n seem to he>4 ,9 a slightly l\d] tone ,john repeat$ 8 rem>k4 ,?is "t ! vacant expression fad$ sl[ly f ! l>ge1 pale eyes1 & ,&rew ,h5d]son mov$ 8 head weakly4 ,see+ ! indication ( consci\sness1 ,john c>efully measur$ out a dose ( m$ic9e1 &1 /oop+ ov] ! pill[s1 pass$ "o arm "u 8 uncle's neck4 ,&rew ,h5d]son submitt$ )\t objection1 b z 8 head 0 rais$ & ! m$ic9e held to 8 lips1 he seem$ sudd5ly to realize ! position1 to compreh5d t x 0 8 nephew :o lean$ ov] him4 ,) a spasmodic movem5t he turn$ t[>ds ,john1 8 lips twit*+ ) "s inw>d & newly ar\s$ excitem5t4 ,! ,book1 ,john6 he said1 %>ply--! ,book6 ,john rema9$ q compos$4 ,) a /eady h& he balanc$ ! spoon ( m$ic9e t he /ill held4 ,y\r m$ic9e fir/1 uncle1 he said1 quietly4 ,we'll talk ab\t ! ,book aft]4 ,b ! old man's calm _h be5 di/urb$4 ,) unexpect$ /r5g? he rais$ "o ?9 h& & pu%$ ! spoon aside1 spill+ ! cont5ts on ! b$4 ,h[ c ,i leave x8 he exclaim$4 ,h[ c ,i g & leave ! ,book ungu>d$8 ,aga9 8 lips twit*$ & a fev]i% brightness flick]$ 9 8 eyes z !y se>*$ 8 nephew's face4 ,:5 ,i g1 ,john1 he add$1 excit$ly1 ! ,book may be 9 y\r keep+ = h\rs--p]haps = a :ole night4 ,i "k ! ,ar*-,c\ncillor w answ] my summons imm$iately2 b x is possible he may be delay$4 ,x may be ! ord9ation ( ! ,unkn[n t ,i %\ld ,pass be=e he arrives4 ,if ?is is s1 ,i want y to gu>d ! ,book--b also ,i want y to gu>d my dead body4 ,let no "o t\* x until he comes4 ,! key ( ! safe is "h-- ,he fumbl$ weakly = ! ?9 *a9 t hung ab\t 8 neck4 ,no "o mu/ remove x--no "o mu/ t\* x until he comes-- ,8 voice falt]$4 ,) a calm ge/ure ,john =c$ him back ^u ! pill[s1 & quietly wip$ up ! m$ic9e4 ,b ) a fre% ef=t ! old man lift$ himself aga94 ,john1 he cri$1 sudd5ly1 d y und]/& :at ,i am say+8 ,d y und]/& t = a :ole night y may be alone ) ! inviolable ,scitsym8 ',! ,hope ( ! ,univ]se1 by ^: ,light alone ! ,"o & ,only ,prophet %all be made kn[n unto ! ,wat*]s6' ,he murmur$ ! quotation 9 a l[1 rapt voice4 ,aga9 ! y\ng] man attempt$ to soo! him4 ,don't di/ress y\rself6 he said1 gravely4 ,i am "h4 ,y c tru/ me4 ,lie back & re/4 ,b 8 uncle's face 0 /ill excit$ly p]turb$2 8 pale eyes /ill possess$ an unnatural brightness4 ,oh yes6 he said1 %>ply1 ,i tru/ y6 ,i h tru/$ y4 ,i h left a lett] by :i* y w see t ,i h tru/$ y--& t y\r fidelity has be5 rew>d$4 ,b ?is is ano!r matt]4 ,c ,i tru/ y 9 ?is8 ,c ,i tru/ y z myself8 ,z he put ! "q a sweat ( weakness & excitem5t broke out ov] 8 =ehead4 ,b x 0 nei!r 8 wild appe>ance nor 8 "q t sudd5ly s5t ! blood into ,john's face & sudd5ly set 8 he>t b\nd+4 ,x 0 ! abrupt & unlook$-= ju/ification ( 8 own secret1 treasur$ hope2 ! tacit ackn[l$gm5t ( k9%ip & obligation made n[ by ,&rew ,h5d]son aft] sev5 unfruitful ye>s4 ,a mi/ rose be=e 8 sight & 8 m9d swam4 ,:at 0 ! mad cre$ ( a dy+ man--( a doz5 dy+ m5--:5 ! rew>d ( 8 own long probation await$ him8 ,b ! old man 0 set to 8 purpose4 ,) %ak+ f+]s he fumbl$ ) two small objects t dep5d$ f ! *a9 ab\t 8 neck4 ,& z he held !m up1 ,john saw by ! gl[ ( ! lamp t "o 0 a copy 9 m9iature ( ! metal symbol t decorat$ ! little *apel1 ! o!r a long1 ?9 key4 ,z ,h5d]son dis5tangl$ & rais$ ^! objects to ! light1 8 eyes turn$ aga9 ^u 8 nephew4 ,john1 he said1 tremul\sly1 ,i want y to swe> to me by ! ,sign t y w n t\* my body--nor any?+ on my body--till ! ,ar*-,c\ncillor comes6 ,swe>1 z y hope = y\r own happ9ess6 ,a wild illum9ation spread ov] 8 face2 ! unpleasant fanatical light %[$ aga9 9 8 eyes4 ,= a mom5t ,john look$ at him2 !n /irr$ by 8 own emotions1 by ! new pang ( self-reproa* & gratitude t[>ds ?is half-crazy man s ne> 8 end1 he w5t =w>d & t\*$ ! small octagonal symbol t gleam$ 9 ! light4 ,i swe>--by ! ,sign6 he said1 9 a l[1 level voice4 ,& almo/ z ! words escap$ him1 ! *a9 slipp$ f old ,h5d]son's f+]s1 8 jaw dropp$1 & 8 head fell =w>d on 8 *e/4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! mom5ts t foll[ an important ev5t are seldom ( a nature to be accurately analyz$4 ,= a long :ile ,john rema9$ motionless & spee*less1 unable to realize t ! huddl$ figure /ill w>m 9 8 arms 0 9 reality ! vessel ( clay f :i* a _s _h escap$4 ,!n sudd5ly ! realization ( ! position came to him2 ) a %>p movem5t he /ood upright1 & seiz+ ! bell-rope1 pull$ x vigor\sly4 ,:5 ! old woman :o att5d$ to ! h\sehold appe>$1 he po9t$ to h] ma/]'s body & expla9$ 9 a few words h[ ! end _h come2 & h[ 9 a la/ urg5t comm& ,h5d]son _h =bidd5 8 body to be t\*$ until ! arrival ( a memb] ( 8 religi\s sect4 ,! old woman accept$ ! explanation ) ! apa?y common to ^? :o h outliv$ emotion2 & ) a s]ies ( nods & un9telligible mutt]+s me?odically proce$$ to /raight5 ! already neatly arrang$ furniture ( ! room1 9 ! in/9ctive belief t ord] is ! fir/ tribute to be paid to ,dea?4 ,) some?+ ( ! same feel+ ,john drew ! cov]let ov] ! dead body1 !n turn$ to wat* ! old woman at h] "w4 ,b z he look$ at h] a desire to be alone aga9 swept ov] him1 & ) ! desire a correspond+ impati5ce ( h] sl[ & measur$ movem5ts4 ,*ide himself z he might = 8 impati5ce1 curb 8 natural in/9ct z he might1 x 0 humanly impossible t 8 /rong & eag] _s c\ld give ?\ght to ,dea?--:ile ,life 0 claim+ him ) out-/ret*$ h&s4 ,he held himself rigidly 9 *eck until ! la/ *air _h be5 arrang$ & ! la/ c9d] swept f ! he>?2 !n z ! old woman sl[ly cross$ ! room & /epp$ out into ! corridor1 he sprang ) irrepressible impetuosity & %ut & lock$ ! door4 ,he _h no sup]/iti\s consci\sness ( ! dead body s close at h&4 ,! dead body--& ) x ! dead ye>s & ! long probation--belong$ to ! pa/2 he ) 8 y\?1 8 /r5g?1 8 hope1 0 b\nd = ! limitless future4 ,)\t a mom5t's hesitation he cross$ to 8 uncle's bureau1 :i* /ood z he _h left x ?ree days be=e :5 8 la/ illness _h seiz$ ^u him4 ,! pap]s 7 all 9 ord]2 ! ink 0 z yet sc>cely ru/$ on ! p5s2 ! key protrud$ f ! lock ( ! private draw]4 ,) a tremor ( excitem5t ,john ext5d$ 8 h&1 turn$ x & op5$ ! draw]2 !n he caught 8 brea?4 ,!re lay a squ>e :ite envelope address$ to himself 9 8 uncle's fanta/ic1 crook$ h&writ+4 ,z he drew x out & held x = a mom5t 9 8 h&1 8 ?\ghts c5tr$ un]r+ly r\nd "o object4 ,9 a mom5t1 ! sev5 ye>s ( wait+--! /range dea? sc5e j enact$--ev5 ,&rew ,h5d]son & 8 my/ical cre$--7 blott$ f 8 m9d by a wond]ful rose-color$ mi/ ( hope1 f :i* "o face look$ out--! pati5t1 t5d]1 pa!tic face ( ! "m he ador$4 ,! emotions1 s long suppress$1 well$ up z !y _h be5 wont to d ye>s ago 9 ! sordid ,london home4 ,) a ?rob ( confid5ce & anticipation he ins]t$ 8 f+] "u ! flap ( ! envelope & tore x op54 ,) lightn+ spe$ 8 eyes skimm$ ! oddly writt5 l9es4 ,!n a %ort1 in>ticulate s\nd escap$ him1 & ! blood sudd5ly rec$$ f 8 face4 ,,my ,,de> ,,nephew1 he read4--,9 ackn[l$gm5t ( y\r s]vices dur+ ! pa/ sev5 ye>s--& also because ,i h no wi% to pass into ! ,unse5 ) ! /a9 ( v9dictiv5ess on my ,s\l--,i h oblit]at$ f my m9d ! remembrance ( my bro!r's +ratitude to our fa!r1 & h plac$ ! sum ( #ejj to y\r cr$it 9 ! ,cleef bran* ( ! ,consolidat$ ,bank4 ,i tru/ x may assi/ y to comm5ce an indu/ri\s c>e]4 ,= ! re/1 x may int]e/ y to "k t my capital1 :i* ,i realiz$ ^u y\r gr&fa!r's dea?1 is already plac$ 9 ! treasury ( ! sect to :i* ,i belong--:]e x w rema9 until claim$ by ! ,"o 9 ^: ultimate adv5t ,i mo/ solemnly believe4 ,i make y cognizant ( ^! facts t all disputes & unnecess>y diff]5ces may be avoid$ aft] my dea?4 ,! pap]s by :i* my prop]ty 0 made ov] to ! ,my/ics "s five ye>s ago--toge!r ) a doctor's c]tificate z to my m5tal s\ndness at ! "t--is 9 ! h&s ( ! ,c\ncil4 ,any attempt to unmake ?is disposition ( my =tune w\ld be fraught ) failure4 ,) s9c]e hopes = y\r future welf>e1 ,y\r uncle1 ,,&rew ,,h5d]son4 ,= a space ,john /ood pale & rigid1 mak+ no attempt to r]ead ! lett]2 !n all at once "o ( ^? r>e & curi\s upheavals ( feel+ t %ake m5 to _! s\ls seiz$ ^u him4 ,! blood ru%$ back into 8 face 9 a d>k wave2 ! rose-color$ mi/ t _h float$ be=e 8 vision flam$ sudd5ly to r$2 ! same implacable rage t1 ye>s ago1 _h impell$ 8 gr&fa!r to dis9h]it 8 favorite son swell$ 9 8 he>t4 ,all ideas1 all consid]ations1 save "o1 became blurr$ & indi/9ct2 b ?is "o idea rode him1 spurr$ him to a fr5zy ( desire4 ,x 0 ! bl9d1 in/9ctive1 human wi% to wreak 8 loss & disappo9tm5t ^u "s tangible1 visible object4 ,) a daz$ movem5t he turn$ to ! b$2 b only ! huddl$1 impassive figure b5ea? ! cov]let met 8 gaze4 ,= m ?an a m9ute he />$ at x helplessly2 !n a new ?\ght %ot across 8 m9d & 8 lips drew toge!r 9 a ?91 h>d l9e4 ,! road to rev5ge lay op5 be=e him6 ,) an abrupt ge/ure he /epp$ =w>d & pull$ back ! c\nt]pane4 ,9 ! yell[ lamp-light ! ?9 face ( ! dead man _h an a%5 hue2 ! half-op5$ eyes & ! prom95t tee?1 f :i* ! lips _h p>tly rec$$1 confront$ him grewsomely4 ,b ! =ce ( 8 disappo9tm5t & rage 0 some?+ be=e :i* m]e human horror 0 swept aside4 ,) ano!r rapid movem5t1 he /oop$ ov] ! b$ & unclasp$ ! ?9 gold *a9 t hung r\nd ! dead man's neck1 lett+ ! metal symbol & ! long1 ?9 key slip f x into 8 h&4 ,turn+ to ! dress+-table1 he caught up a lamp2 hurri$ f ! room2 &1 desc5d+ ! /airs1 pass$ into ! /udy4 ,to 8 excit$ glance ! place look$ /rangely undi/urb$4 ,?\gh ! frames ( ! w9d[s rattl$ 9 ! gale1 ! int]ior arrangem5ts 7 z precise & b>e z usual2 ! fireless grate />$ at him coldly1 & aga9/ ! :itewa%$ wall ! heavy iron safe /ood out l an acc5tuat$ blot ( %ad[4 ,impell$ by 8 "o dom9at+ idea1 he cross$ )\t an in/ant's hesitation to ! door ( ?is hi!rto inviolable repository ( 8 uncle's secrets1 &1 ins]t+ ! key he c>ri$1 ?rew back ! massive door4 ,"o glance %[$ him ! ?+ he s\ght4 ,ly+ 9 solit>y /ate ^u ! highe/ %elf 0 a heavy book b\nd 9 :ite lea!r4 ,! edges ( ! cov] 7 worn yell[ ) "t & use1 & f ! c5tre ( ! b9d+ gleam$ ! famili> octagonal symbol exquisitely wr\ght 9 gold & jewels4 ,) h&s t trembl$ slightly he lift$ ! book f its place1 clos$ & lock$ ! door ( ! safe1 &1 ext+ui%+ ! lamp1 left ! room4 ,9 ! flood ( unreason+ rage & ?w>t$ hope t surg$ ab\t him1 he _h no def9ite plan reg>d+ ! object 9 8 h&4 ,he only knew1 by ! m$ium ( in/9ct1 t ?r\gh x he c\ld /rike a bl[ at ! uncle :o _h exclud$ him f 8 j inh]itance--at ! crazy s*eme by :i* he _h be5 defraud$ ( 8 due4 ,) ha/y /eps he m\nt$ ! /airs & re-ent]$ ! b$room4 ,to 8 agitat$ m9d x seem$ b j t1 :atev] 8 v5geance1 x %\ld be accompli%$ 9 ! grim1 unconsci\s pres5ce ( ! dead man4 ,/epp+ into ! room1 he paus$ & look$ ab\t him1 seek+ "s sugge/ion4 ,z he /ood !re1 8 eyes1 by a natural process ( inspiration1 fell ^u ! fire t gl[$ & crackl$ 9 ! grate2 & ) a %>p1 in>ticulate s\nd ( satisfaction he /rode =w>d to ! he>?1 knelt d[n1 & prep>$ = 8 "w ( de/ruction4 ,illu/ration3 ,,he 444 ,,ga!r$ ,,! ,,fir/ ,,%eaf ,,( ,,leaves ,,into ,,8 ,,f+]s ,z he cr\*$ ov] ! flames a fre% gale swept inl& f ! sea1 seiz+ ! h\se 9 its fi]ce embrace2 & ! r$ tongues ( fire leap$ up ! *imney 9 ! in/ant answ] ( elem5t to elem5t4 ,in/9ctively he b5t =w>d1 op5$ ! book & ga!r$ ! fir/ %eaf ( leaves into 8 f+]s4 ,!n1 involunt>ily1 he paus$1 z ! bold *>act]s ( ! pr9t$ words %ot up black & cle> 9 ! fi]ce gl[4 ,almo/ )\t volition he read ! op5+ l9es3 ,out ( obscurity w ,he come4 ,&--hav+ prov$ ,himself--no man w "q ,him4 ,= ! ,pa/ lies 9 ! ,great ,unkn[n4 ,by ! ,scitsym--f :i* none b ! ,*os5 may read--w ye "k ,him2 &1 kn[+ ,him1 ye w b[ d[n--,my/ics1 ,ar*-,my/ics1 & ,ar*-,c\ncillor alike4 ,& ! ,_w w be ,84 ,= ,he w be ,p[] made absolute6 ,= he w be ,p[] made absolute6 ,some?+ 9 ! six simple words arre/$ ,h5d]son1 susp5d$ 8 ?\ghts & *eck$ 8 h&4 ,by an odd psy*ological process 8 rage became *ill$1 8 m9d ve]$ f its po9t ( view4 ,) a curi\s /iffness ( motion he drew away f ! fire--! book held un9jur$ 9 8 h&4 ,he w be ,p[] made absolute6 he repeat$1 me*anically1 z he rose sl[ly to 8 feet4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,on a c]ta9 night 9 mid-,janu>y1 exactly t5 ye>s aft] ,&rew ,h5d]son's dea?1 any "o ( ! multitud9\s inhabitants ( ,london :om bus9ess or pleasure c>ri$ to t division ( ,brompton kn[n z ,helli] ,cresc5t1 w\ld und\bt$ly h be5 attract$ to ! h\se di/+ui%$ f its fell[s z ,no4 #h4 ,outw>dly1 ?is h\se 0 n rem>kable4 ,x possess$ ! massive portico & ! impos+ frontage t l5d to ,helli] ,cresc5t its air ( dignifi$ repose2 b !re its simil>ity to ! surr\nd+ dwell+s end$4 ,! basem5t s5t =? no gl[ ( w>m? & com=t1 z did ! neighbor+ basem5ts2 ! gr\nd-floor w9d[s p]mitt$ no ray ( mell[ light to slip ?r\gh ! *9ks ( %utt] or curta94 ,f attic to cell>1 ! h\se seem$ 9 d>kness1 ! only sugge/ion ( occupation com+ f ! occasional draw+ back & =? ( a small slide t gu>d$ a mona/ic-look+ grat+ set 9 ! hall door4 ,& yet t[>ds ?is unlight$ & unfri5dly dwell+ a ?9 /ream ( p--all on foot & all evid5tly agitat$--made _! way cont9u\sly on t ,janu>y night betwe5 ! h\rs ( t5 & elev54 ,! behavior ( ^! p1 :o diff]$ widely 9 outw>d *>act]i/ics1 0 m>k$ by a peculi> fundam5tal simil>ity4 ,!y all ent]$ ! quiet prec9cts ( ! ,cresc5t ) ! same air ( subdu$ excitem5t2 ea* mov$ s(tly & sil5tly t[>ds ! d>k5$ h\se1 &1 m\nt+ ! /eps1 knock$ once ^u ! heavy door4 ,& ea* 9 turn /ood pati5t1 :ile ! slide 0 drawn back1 & a voice f )9 dem&$ ! signal t grant$ admittance4 ,?is my/]i\s ga!r+ ( =ces _h cont9u$ = ne>ly an h\r :5 a cab drew up %>ply at ! corn] :]e ,helli] ,cresc5t abuts ^u ,/4 ,george's ,t]race1 & a lady desc5d$ f x4 ,z %e h&$ 8 f>e to ! cabman1 h] face & figure 7 pla9ly visible 9 ! light ( ! /reet-lamps4 ,! =m] 0 pale 9 color+1 delicately oval 9 %ape1 & illum9$ by a pair ( l>ge & unusually brilliant eyes2 ! latt] 0 tall1 graceful1 & clad 9 black4 ,hav+ dismiss$ h] cab1 ! new-com] cross$ ,/4 ,george's ,t]race ) an appe>ance ( ha/e1 & ent]+ ,helli] ,cresc5t1 imm$iately m\nt$ ! /eps ( ,no4 #h4 ,! la/ memb] ( ?is /range procession _h disappe>$ into ! h\se z %e rea*$ ! door2 b1 act+ ) app>5t famili>ity1 %e lift$ ! knock] & let x fall once4 ,= a mom5t !re 0 no response2 !n1 z 9 ! case ( ! =m] visitors1 ! slide 0 drawn back & a beam ( light came ?r\gh ! grat+1 to be imm$iately obscur$ by ! %ad[y sugge/ion ( a face ) two inquir+ eyes4 ,! ,^w8 dem&$ a solemn voice4 ,! new-com] lift$ h] head4 ,he %all be ,p[] made absolute6 %e respond$ 9 a l[ & slightly tremul\s voice2 & a mom5t lat] ! door op5$1 & %e /epp$ into ! hall4 ,! sc5e inside ! h\se 0 curi\s 9 ! extreme4 ,if !re 7 quiet & d>kness outside1 a brilliant light & a t5se1 contagi\s excitem5t reign$ )94 ,! l>ge hall1 light$ by tall lamps1 0 cov]$ ) a ?ick black c>pet into :i* ! feet sank noiselessly1 & ! walls & ceil+ 7 drap$ 9 ! same sombre t9t2 b at int]vals ( a few feet1 columns ( :ite m>ble1 *isell$ into curi\s %apes1 gleam$ ^u ! obs]v] f %ad[y ni*es4 ,on ord9>y occasions1 !re 0 a solemnity1 a coldness1 9 ?is sombre ve/ibule2 b to-night a /range electric activity seem$ to h be5 brea!d ^u ! atmosph]e4 ,wom5 ) flu%$ faces & m5 ) fev]i%ly bright eyes hurri$ to & fro 9 an irrepressible1 aimless agitation4 ,a bl5d+ ( dread & hy/]ical anticipation 0 /amp$ ^u e face4 ,p /opp$ "o ano!r ) n]v\s1 un/rung ge/ure & odd1 disjo9t$ s5t5ces4 ,z ! la/ com] ent]$1 %e paus$ = a mom5t1 unc]ta9 & hesitat+2 b almo/ z %e did s1 a rem>kable-look+ & massively built man :o 0 /&+ 9 ! hall1 dis5gag$ himself f a gr\p ( p1 &1 com+ directly t[>ds h]1 took h] h&4 ,mrs4 ,wit*]ley6 ,at la/6 he exclaim$1 9 a full1 emotional voice4 ,i look$ = y among ! ga!r+ & = a mom5t ,i almo/ fe>$-- ,t ,i w\ld fail8 ,h] voice 0 /ill t+$ ) agitation2 ! pupils ( h] l>ge eyes 7 di/5d$4 ,no1 ,i did n mean t4 ,b at su* a mom5t we burn le/ ev5 "o ( ! ,elect be miss+4 ,he cont9u$ to hold h] h&1 look+ into h] face ) 8 prom95t d>k eyes1 f :i* fla%$ & gl[$ an excitem5t t spread ov] 8 :ole heavy face4 ,! night ( nights6 he exclaim$4 ,to h liv$ to witness x6 ,8 face gl[$ ) a sudd5 en?usiasm2 & free+ h] f+]s1 he lift$ up 8 "r h&4 ',he %all walk into y\r mid/--& sit above y z a ,k+6' he quot$1 9 a l\d voice4 ,!n rememb]+ 8 companion1 he l[]$ 8 tone4 ,ev]y?+ is 9 read9ess1 he add$1 m sob]ly4 ,! ,precursor /ill unceas+ly prophesies ! ,adv5t4 ,come ) me into ! ,place4 ,! ,ga!r+ is all b assembl$4 ,lay+ 8 l>ge h& ^u h] arm1 he l$ h] =w>d unresi/+ly ?r\gh ! gr\ps ( m5 & wom51 & onw>d d[n a long corridor to :]e a curta9 hid an ar*$ doorway4 ,= a mom5t !y paus$ outside ?is door1 & ! man--/ill labor+ "u "s /range excitem5t--aga9 rais$ 8 h&3 ,come6 he cri$4 ,& be=e we leave ! ,place1 may ! ,hope ( ! ,univ]se be fulfill$6 ,lift+ ! curta91 he u%]$ h] ?r\gh ! door4 ,! room--or *apel--into :i* !y /epp$ 0 l>ge & l(ty1 cov]$ on floor & walls ) sections ( m>ble alt]nately black & :ite2 ov]head swung a huge octagonal symbol 9 jewell$ & poli%$ metal2 & at ! end f>!/ f ! door a haze ( inc5se cl\d$ :at appe>$ to be an alt>4 ,a conc\rse ( p fill$ e corn] ( ?is va/ room2 & f ! cr\*$ or upright figures rose a cont9u\s1 inaudible murmur+4 ,/ill guid+ 8 companion1 ! massively built man =c$ a way betwe5 ! closely pack$ figures4 ,b1 half-way up ! room1 ! woman paus$ & glanc$ at him4 ,?is w d1 %e :isp]$4 ,n any ne>]1 please4 ,n any ne>]4 ,8 only answ] 0 to lay 8 h& ^u h] arm1 & by a p]si/5t pressure to draw h] onw>d up ! n>r[ aisle4 ,rea*+ ! rail$-9 space ab\t :i* ! inc5se hung1 he paus$ 9 8 own turn & motion$ h] t[>ds ! =emo/ r[ ( seats1 f :i* ! majority ( ! ga!r+ seem$ to hold alo(4 ,) a quick1 n]v\s ge/ure %e deprecat$ ! sugge/ion4 ,no6 ,no6 %e murmur$4 ,let me sit beh9d4 ,please let me sit beh9d4 ,b 8 f+]s tight5$ impressively ^u h] arm4 ,no1 he :isp]$1 close to h] e>4 ,no1 ,i want y to be "h4 ,:5 ! "t arrives1 ,i want ! full light to %9e ^u y4 ,aft] ?is %e demurr$ no m1 b mov$ ob$i5tly into ! appo9t$ seat1 h] companion plac+ himself beside h]4 ,9 ! fir/ mom5ts ( agitation & n]v\sness1 %e _h sc>cely obs]v$ h] surr\nd+s2 b n[1 z h] p]turbation p>tially subsid$1 %e look$ back at ! r[s ( b[$ or erect figures1 & =w>d at ! space ab\t :i* ! inc5se clung l a filmy veil4 ,at a fir/ glance ?is veil seem$ almo/ too d5se to p5etrate2 b z h] sight grew accu/om$ to its drift+ :it5ess1 %e 0 able to disc]n ! objects t lay beh9d4 ,9 place ( ! alt>1 usually prom95t 9 e religi\s build+1 !re 0 a wide semicircul> space1 )9 :i* /ood a gold *air rais$ ^u a dais & a heavy lect]n ( symbolic design on :i* re/$ a :ite lea!r book1 worn yell[ at ! edges4 ,ov] ?is book a man 0 por+1 app>5tly unconsci\s ( ! active int]e/ he evok$4 ,he 0 %ort & ?ick-set1 ) a squ>e jaw1 a long upp] lip1 & ke5 eyes4 ,ov] a head ( vividly r$ hair1 he wore a r\nd black silk cap1 & 8 figure 0 envelop$ 9 a fl[+ black g[n4 ,f "t to "t1 z he read1 he lift$ "o h& 9 rapt excitem5t1 :ile 8 lips mov$ unceas+ly 9 rapid1 inaudible spee*4 ,at la/1 ) a sudd5 dramatic ge/ure1 he turn$ f ! lect]n & ?rew out bo? arms t[>ds ! high gold *air4 ,oh1 empty ?rone6 ,empty _w6 he cri$4 ,be fill$6 ,!re 0 some?+ int5se1 some?+ electric 9 ! words4 ,a />tl$ cry broke f ! p1 already wr\ght to n]v\s t5sion4 ,"s among !m rose to _! feet2 "s glanc$ fe>fully beh9d !m2 o!rs c[]$ ^u ! gr\nd4 ,& !n--9 :at precise mann] no "o pres5t ev] rememb]$--! curta9 at ! doorway ( ! *apel 0 swung %>ply back2 & ! tall1 /raight figure ( a man clad all 9 :ite mov$ sl[ly up ! aisle4 ,he mov$ =w>d calmly & delib]ately1 8 gaze fix$1 8 s5ses app>5tly unconsci\s ( ! _m eyes & tongues f :i* fright5$ glances & fright5$1 awe-/ruck words escap$ z he made 8 solit>y1 impressive progress4 ,rea*+ ! rail+1 he paus$ & lift$ "o h& z if 9 b5$iction t[>ds ! r$-hair$ man :o /ill rema9$ 9 solit>y occupation ( ! ,sanctu>y4 ,at ! action1 a gasp w5t up f ! cr[d$ *apel1 & ev5 ^? :o /ill cr\*$ ^u ! floor v5tur$ to raise _! heads & glance at ! spot :]e ! tall figure 9 ! :ite s]ge robe /ood motionless & impressive4 ,!n ! :ole conc\rse ( devotees /irr$ 9 involunt>y excitem5t z ! r$-hair$ man1 ) a cry ( rapture1 ru%$ =w>d & pro/rat$ himself at ! feet ( ! /rang]4 ,= a space1 t to ! wat*]s seem$ int]m9able1 ! two c5tral figures rema9$ rigid2 !n at la/ ! tall man /oop$1 & ) great dignity rais$ ! o!r4 ,z he ga9$ 8 feet1 x 0 obvi\s t ! small] man 0 deeply agitat$4 ,8 lips 7 trembl+ ) "s /range emotion1 & x seem$ t he c\ld sc>cely comm& 8 ge/ures4 ,aft] a protract$ mom5t ( /ruggle1 h[ev]1 he appe>$ to rega9 8 self-control2 = ) a slightly tremul\s movem5t he /epp$ =w>d1 laid 8 h&s on ! l[ rail+ & glanc$ at ! assembl$ p4 ,my/ics6 he began4 ,*os5 ,ones6 ,out ( ! ,unse5 ,i h come to prophesy to y--,i1 an obscure s]vant & foll[] ( ! ,mighty4 ,= fifte5 days h ,i spok5--tell+ y t :i* 0 at h&4 ,& n[1 behold ,i am ju/ifi$6 ,he paus$ & indicat$ ! tall :ite figure /ill /&+ motionless1 ) face av]t$ f ! congregation4 ,:at h ,i told y6 he cont9u$1 8 voice ris+4 ,h ,i n quot$ f ! sacr$ ,scitsym--:i* until ?is h\r ,i h nev] be5 p]mitt$ to look ^u8 ,h ,i n =etold ! com+ ( ?is man--! g>m5ts he w\ld we>--! ,sign ^u 8 p]son8 ,& h ,i n done ^! ?+s by a p[] outside myself8 ,aga9 8 voice rose2 & ! congregation ?rill$ 9 response4 ,y h li/5$ to me--y h m>vell$--b 9 y\r ,s\ls d\bt has held sway4 ,n[ is ! mom5t ( ju/ification6 ,x is n meet t ! ,great ,"o %\ld plead = recognition2 x is = y--! ,wat*]s--to see & claim him4 ,ma/]6 he cri$1 sudd5ly4 ,ma/]1 %[ !m ! ,sign6 ,a hu% l ! hu% ( night fell ^u ! p2 & 9 ?is curi\s & impressive lull ! :ite-rob$ man turn$ sl[ly r\nd fac+ ! congregation4 ,8 appe>ance 0 arre/+ & rem>kable1 ?\gh x possess$ no?+ ( beauty4 ,he _h a tall & p[]ful figure1 a /rong & det]m9$ face2 8 b>e head 0 cov]$ ) close-cut black hair2 8 h>d1 firm lips 7 clean-%av51 & 8 gray eyes look$ across ! *apel ) a peculi> sombre fire4 ,he /ood sil5t = a mom5t1 survey+ ! faces clu/]$ be=e him2 !n he rais$ 8 left h&4 ,illu/ration3 ,,across ,,! ,,prophet',s ,,brea/1 ,,9 ,,m>ks ,,( ,a ,,cruel ,,lac]ation1 ,,ran ,,! ,,symbolic ,,octagonal ,,figure ,,( ,,! ,,my/ic ,,sect ,my ,p6 he began1 9 a deep1 sl[ voice4 ,we live 9 an age :5 d\bt roams ?r\gh ! _w l a bea/ ( prey4 ,i ask n = ! fai? t accepts bl9dly2 b 9 ?is mo/ sacr$ ,scitsym-- he po9t$ to ! :ite book ^u ! lect]n--x is writt5 t1 by a c]ta9 secret ,sign1 ! ,ar*-,my/ics w recognize ,him = :om !y h wait$4 ,i call ^u ! ,ar*-,my/ics to decl>e :e!r or no ,i be> ^u my p]son t secret ,sign6 ,he paus$ = a mom5t2 !n ) a grave1 calm ge/ure he unfa/5$ 8 robe :]e x cross$ 8 brea/ & ?rew x op54 ,!re 0 a ru/le ( int5se curiosity1 z all involunt>ily lean$ =w>d2 an audible gasp ( awe & %r9k+1 z all in/9ctively drew back be=e ! sight t confront$ !m4 ,across ! ,prophet's brea/1 9 m>ks ( a cruel lac]ation1 ran ! symbolic octagonal figure ( ! ,my/ic sect4 ,he /ood dignifi$ & unmov$ until ! tremor ( emotion _h subsid$4 ,!n 8 glance travell$ ov] ! =emo/ r[ ( seats4 ,come =?6 he comm&$1 au?oritatively4 ,come =? & ackn[l$ge me6 ,8 eyes mov$ sl[ly f seat to seat--paus+ mom5t>ily on ! pale1 absorb$ face ( ! woman 9 black4 ,b sc>cely _h 8 glance re/$ ^u h] ?an ! heavily built man :o sat beside h]1 rose agitat$ly & /epp$ =w>d to ! sanctu>y4 ,= a space he /ood />+ at ! sc>r$ sk9 f :i* ! symbol ( 8 cre$ /ood =? z if miracul\sly br&$2 !n he turn$ to ! congregation1 8 prom95t eyes burn+1 8 heavy face work+ ) emotion4 ,bre?r51 he said1 in>ticulately4 ,bre?r51 x is inde$ ! ,sign6 ,b ! ,prophet rema9$ motionless4 ,:]e are ! o!r five8 he ask$1 9 a level voice4 ,almo/ simultane\sly f\r m5 rose f ! congregation & came =w>d4 ,"o 0 tall & gaunt1 ) a ,slavonic type ( face1 wild eyes1 & a long1 fair be>d2 ano!r 0 "y--sc>cely m ?an sev5 & tw5ty--) ! free c>riage1 fi]y glance1 & sw>?y complexion ( ! nomadic races ( s\!a/]n ,europe2 ! ?ird 0 a small1 frail man ( fifty1 ) a n]v\s sy/em pa9fully 9 advance ( 8 physical /r5g?2 :ile ! f\r? 0 a true my/ic--impassion$1 en?usia/ic1 deta*$4 ,"o by "o ^! m5 advanc$1 exam9$ ! sc>s1 & turn+ to ! p1 confirm$ ! words ( _! fell[4 ,!n1 amid a tremul\s hu%1 ! la/ ( ! six--! ,ar*-,c\ncillor himself--0 l$ up ! aisle4 ,= an in/ant ! glimm]+ ( "s new feel+ cross$ ! ,prophet's face1 z 8 glance re/$ on ! old man :o sl[ly approa*$ ) feeble /eps1 b5t back1 & anxi\s1 sightless eyes4 ,b1 z quickly z x _h come1 ! expression pass$1 & he /epp$ =w>d = ! old man's t\*4 ,) a quiv]+ ge/ure ! ,ar*-,c\ncillor lift$ 8 h& & n]v\sly pass$ 8 f+]s ov] ! sc>s2 !n1 draw+ ! ,prophet d[n1 he t\*$ 8 face4 ,= a long mom5t ( susp5se 8 f+]s l+]$ ov] ! features2 !n !y fell aga9 ^u ! sc>s4 ,& an in/ant lat] he sank ^u 8 knees4 ,x is inde$ made manife/6 he cri$1 9 a l\d1 un/eady voice4 ,he %all sit above y z ^u a ,?rone6 ,! words 7 magical4 ,! :ole conc\rse ( p sway$ =w>d hy/]ically4 ,m5 press$ upw>d t[>ds ! rail+2 wom5 wept4 ,& ?r\gh x all ! ,prophet /ood unmov$4 ,he /ood l a rock aga9/ :i* ! clamor\s human sea beat wildly4 ,) a quiet movem5t he drew 8 robe across 8 brea/1 hid+ ! unsightly sc>s1 b o!rwise he made no motion4 ,at la/ ! r$-hair$ man :o _h fir/ claim$ him1 /epp$ =w>d to 8 side4 ,speak to !m1 ,ma/]6 he said4 ,! words r\s$ ! ,prophet4 ,) a calm ge/ure he rais$ 8 head1 8 eyes confront+ ! mass ( /ra9$1 excit$ faces lift$ to 84 ,my ,p1 he said aga91 9 8 deep voice4 ,:at w y d ) me8 ,! response 0 in/ant4 ,! ,?rone6 ,! ,?rone6 ,! cr[d surg$ =w>d 9 a wave1 !n rec$$ z ! tide rec$es2 & ! old ,ar*-,c\ncillor /epp$ feebly into ! ,sanctu>y & ext5d$ 8 h&s to ! ,prophet4 ,x 0 a mom5t ( brea?less awe4 ,! tall woman1 :o until t mom5t _h rema9$ seat$1 involunt>ily rose to h] feet4 ,%e saw ! figure ( ! ,prophet move gr&ly across ! ,sanctu>y 9 ! wake ( ! old bl9d man2 %e saw him halt = an inf9itesimal space at ! foot ( ! ?rone2 %e saw him calmly & decisively m\nt ! /eps ( ! dais & seat himself 9 ! gold5 *air4 ,!n1 prompt$ by an ov]:elm+ impulse1 %e yield$ to ! _s ( ! mom5t & dropp$ to h] knees4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,?ree h\rs lat]1 :5 ! curi\s rite ( ackn[l$gm5t _h be5 complet$ & ! conc\rse ( zealots _h dep>t$ f ,helli] ,cresc5t1 ! fir/ night 9 8 new k+dom op5$ = ! ,prophet4 ,z ! clocks ( ,brompton 7 /rik+ two1 ! six ,ar*-,my/ics--ea* ( :om possess$ rooms 9 a remote portion ( ! h\se--l+]+ly & fe>fully bade him good-night1 & left him alone ) ! ,precursor 9 ! ap>tm5ts t = ne>ly fifty ye>s _h be5 kept swept & g>ni%$ 9 expectation ( 8 adv5t4 ,ap>t f _! sugge/ion ( ! my/ical & fanta/ic1 ^! rooms possess$ an intr9sic int]e/ ( _! own4 ,& "s consci\sness ( ?is int]e/ appe>$ to be at "w )9 ! ,prophet's m9d2 = sc>cely _h he & 8 companion be5 assur$ ( privacy1 ?an he rose f ! massive ivory *air :i* _h be5 apportion$ to him & f :i* he _h made 8 second & private ju/ification ( 8 claims2 & v sl[ly & delib]ately began a circuit ( ! *amb]4 ,) engross$ att5tion he pass$ f "o to ano!r ( ! r>e & co/ly objects t =m$ ! furniture ( ! place2 :ile1 f ! ebony table 9 ! c5tre ( ! room1 8 r$-hair$ companion wat*$ him ) vigilant eyes4 ,/ill mov+ ) unruffl$ delib]ation1 he complet$ 8 t\r ( ! ap>tm5t2 !n a rem>kable--a />tl+ ?+ took place4 ,he :eel$ r\nd1 laid 8 h&s heavily on ! ,precursor's %\ld]s1 & look+ closely into 8 face1 broke into spee*4 ,well8 he dem&$1 int5sely4 ,well8 ,well8 ,:at h y to say8 ,at fir/ ! r$-hair$ man sat wat*+ him1 mute & motionless2 !n ) a sudd5ness equal to 8 own1 he releas$ himself1 lean$ =w>d 9 8 *air1 & sil5tly uncork$ a gold flask t /ood ^u ! table be=e him4 ,lift+ x high1 he p\r$ "s w9e into two glass goblets1 & )\t a ^w h&$ "o to ! :ite-rob$ ,prophet1 & himself pick$ up ! o!r4 ,john1 he said1 delib]ately1 y 7 magnific5t6 ,let me give y a toa/8 ,p[]6 ,p[] made ,absolute6 ,) a grave ge/ure ! ,prophet ext5d$ 8 h&1 & _! glasses cl9k$4 ,p[] made ,absolute6 he respond$1 9 a l[1 deep voice4 ,9 sil5ce !y drank ! toa/2 b1 z he replac$ 8 glass ^u ! table1 ! ,prophet %ook (f 8 gravity1 & turn$ aga9 to 8 companion4 ,n[6 he exclaim$4 ,n[6 ,out ) x all6 ,h[ mu* ( ?is has be5 native adroitness1 & h[ mu* unbelievable good-=tune8 ,out ) x6 ,i'm hungry & ?ir/y = ! tru?4 ,= answ] ! ,precursor sl[ly lift$ ! gold flask & repl5i%$ 8 own glass4 ,tru? 9 a gold5 flask6 ,b1 to ?r[ a sop to y\r curiosity1 x 0 a matt] ( native g5ius eng9e]$ by ,provid5ce4 ,i don't m9d admitt+ t :5 ,i /ood on ! door/ep ( ?is h\se fifte5 nights ago & knock$ ! my/ic knock1 ,i felt l a man emb>k+ on a c(f9-%ip4 ,he /opp$ to dra9 8 glass4 ,! ,prophet took a /ep =w>d4 ,& !n8 he said1 eag]ly4 ,!n8 ,! o!r wav$ 8 empty glass4 ,oh1 !re ent]$ ! native g5ius ( ,t]5ce ,dom9ick ,dev]eaux6 ,"u t trem5d\s escort ,i /orm$ ! citadel-- ,! ,prophet smil$4 ,& ! ,my/ic e>s1 ,i h no d\bt4 ,= a ?ird "t ! ,precursor fill$ 8 glass4 ,! tongue is mighti]--& a good deal m portable--?an ei!r ! p5 or ! sword1 ,john1 he said1 sagely4 ,pav+ y\r way ) words has be5 an unrecogniz$ "w ( art4 ,b h[ ab\t y\rself8 ,i h my own curiosity4 ,he :eel$ r\nd 9 8 seat & look$ into 8 companion's face4 ,! ,prophet look$ away4 ,oh1 ,i _h my qualms1 too6 he said1 sl[ly4 ,j = a mom5t ! _w seem$ to tremble1 :5 ! old ,ar*-,c\ncillor grop$ =w>d & put 8 h&s ov] my face4 ,x swept me (f my feet--swept me back t5 ye>s4 ,x 0 l a vision 9 a cry/al--if su* a ?+ c\ld exi/4 ,i saw ! :ole pa/ sc5e4 ,! b>e room--! old dead man--myself2 ! ov]:elm+ wi% to av5ge my wrongs1 & ! sudd5 sugge/ion t turn$ ! wi% cold4 ,i saw ! long1 bleak night 9 :i* ,i complet$ ! colossal task ( copy+ ! ,scitsym l9e = l9e2 ,i saw ! gray morn+ /eal 9 across ! room z ,i clos$ ! book1 return$ x to its safe & replac$ ! key on my uncle's neck 9 prep>ation = ! arrival ( ! ,ar*-,c\ncillor4 ,x all pass$ be=e my m9d1 & !n 9 a fla% 0 gone4 ,i ceas$ to be ,john ,h5d]son4 ,! ,precursor glanc$ quickly t[>ds ! door4 ,avoid t "n4 ,habits gr[--& s d suspicions4 ,y\r probation has be5 too long & too h>d to p]mit u to run risks4 ,n[ t y've /epp$ into y\r k+dom-- ,he made an expressive ge/ure4 ,! ,prophet laugh$ %ortly1 !n sudd5ly turn$ grave aga94 ,y are "r6 he said4 ,only a man ) a light consci5ce c skate on ?9 ice4 ,to return to our orig9al subject1 :at ab\t ! inn] work+s ( ?is odd game8 ,x is s curi\s to h liv$ = ye>s on !ory1 & sudd5ly to come face to face ) practice4 ,i tell y ,i'm />v+ = facts4 ,he /epp$ =w>d quickly & dropp$ into a *air t fac$ 8 companion's4 ,out ) x all6 ,to beg91 :o is ! ma/]-_s8 ,y "k :at ,i mean4 ,! ma/]-_s 9 ! true s5se4 ,poor old bl9d ,arian doesn't /& = mu*4 ,! ,precursor look$ m$itatively at 8 empty glass4 ,no1 he said1 ?\ghtfully4 ,y t\* tru? !re6 ,mi*ael ,arian is ! ciph]2 ,bale-,corphew's ! mean+4 ,bale-,corphew is an int]e/+ man1 ,john--,i _h almo/ said a dang]\s man-- ,! ,prophet's lip curl$ slightly4 ,dang]\s6 ,yes2 dang]\s 9 a s5se4 ,9 ! s5se t a p]sonality always is dang]\s4 ,among ! six ,ar*-,my/ics !re is1 to my ?9k+1 only "o man1 & he int]e/s me4 ,he int]e/s me1 does ,horatio ,bale-,corphew6 ,! ,prophet lean$ =w>d 9 8 *air4 ,i ?9k ,i cat* y\r mean+1 he said4 ,some?+ ( ! same idea occurr$ to me :5 he rose f 8 seat to-night4 ,:ile we spi$ ^u !m 9 ! la/ six mon?s1 he always /ruck me z curi\sly un-,engli%1 ) t sleek ext]ior & ^? fla%+ eyes ( 84 ,b 9 ! *apel to-night he 0 almo/ aggressively ali54 ,:5 he t\*$ my arm ,i c\ld lit]ally feel him bri/le4 ,! o!r nodd$4 ,y've said x6 he cri$4 ,horatio bri/les6 ,8 :ole que] s\l is 9 ?is bus9ess--e fibre ( x4 ,he attempts no division ( allegiance--except1 p]haps1 9 ! matt] ( ! he>t-- ,! ,prophet glanc$ up & smil$4 ,! he>t8 ,d my fai?ful ,wat*]s p]mit !mselves he>ts8 ,! ,scitsym makes no provision = su* frail organs4 ,! ,precursor laugh$ aga94 ,oh1 we ,elect are by no means free f little sav+ weaknesses6 ,t's :]e we become dramatic4 ,y c't h effect )\t contra/4 ,horatio1 = in/ance1 is in/9ctively dramatic4 ,inde$6 ,yes4 ,oh yes6 ,i "k :at ,i'm say+4 ,i've /udi$ !m all4 ,m ?an once1 :5 my ,s\l has be5 commun+ ) y\r ,augu/ ,_s1 ,i h wat*$ ,horatio's dramatic contra/ f ! corn] ( my eyes4 ,aga9 ! ,prophet smil$4 ,! contra/ frequ5ts ! *apel !n8 ,frequ5ts8 ,und\bt$ly4 ,horatio has lit]ally swept h] into ! fold4 ,%e 0 "h to-night to b5d ! knee to y4 ,a look ( recollection cross$ ! ,prophet's eyes4 ,to-night8 he said4 ,n ! woman :o sat beside him8 ,! woman ) ! big eyes8 ,%e & ,bale-,corphew6 ,! idea is absurd6 ,und5iable1 nev]!less4 ,i h d$uc$ ! /ory4 ,! lady is a wid[--no relations--too mu* fre$om--vague aspirations aft] ! ideal4 ,%e has s\nd$ society & f\nd x too %all[2 s\nd$ philosophy & f\nd x too deep2 & ^u h] horizon ( desires & disappo9tm5ts has loom$ ! colossal pres5ce ( ,bale-,corphew--en?usia/1 my/ic1 lead] ( a fasc9at+ly unor?odox sect4 ,:at is ! result8 ,! lady--too fem99e to be truly mod]n1 too mod]n to be :olly womanly--is view+ life ?r\gh new glasses1 & by _! m$ium see+ ,horatio inve/$ ) a halo o!rwise invisible4 ,! ,prophet rema9$ quiet & sil5t2 !n he rose sl[ly f 8 seat & walk$ r\nd ! table4 ,dev]eaux1 he said1 laconically1 only ! ,prophet is go+ to we> a halo "h4 ,! ,precursor's %>ply m>k$1 expressive eyebr[s w5t up 9 quick comm5t4 ,c ev5 a latt]-day ,prophet af=d autocracy8 ,= a space ! ,prophet made no response2 !n he took a /ep =w>d & laid 8 h& impressively on 8 fri5d's %\ld]4 ,dev]eaux1 he said1 9 a new voice--a voice t unconsci\sly held some?+ ( ! comm& t _h m>k$ x 9 ! *apel--! ,prophet ( ! ,my/ics has come to rule4 ,he has n come to foll[ ! laws t o!rs--t m5 l ,bale-,corphew--h se5 fit to make4 ,he has come to be a law unto himself6 ,,*apt] ,v ,x is a/oni%+ 9 h[ %ort a space ( "t a man ( vigor\s "* c make 8 p]sonality felt4 ,on ! night ( 8 my/]i\s adv5t1 ! ,prophet _h f\nd 8 p 9 a condition ( m5tal *aos--z liable to repudiate z to accept ! seek] = _! confid5ce2 b be=e "o mon? _h pass$ he _h1 by dom9ation ( w1 s m\ld$ ?is neurotic mass ( humanity t 8 own position _h gradually & ins5sibly m]g$ f suppliant into t ( autocrat4 ,)\t a murmur ( d\bt or diss5sion ! ,my/ics _h proclaim$ him _! k+4 ,on ! la/ day ( ! ?irty he sat alone 9 8 room--! room 9 :i* he & ! r$-hair$ ,precursor _h held _! private c\ncil on ! night ( 8 com+4 ,! heavy purple curta9s t %ield$ ! w9d[s 7 p>tly drawn1 ?r[+ a subdu$1 almo/ a devotional1 light ov] ! wide1 impos+ ap>tm5t & across ! ebony table1 on :i* re/$ ! sacr$ ,scitsym1 surr\nd$ by an array ( small] & m anci5t books1 sev]al rolls ( p>*m5t1 a numb] ( quill p5s1 & a di% ( ink4 ,x 0 at ?is table t ! ,prophet sat2 he wore ! mona/ic :ite robe t he always affect$ 9 pres5ce ( 8 p1 8 arms 7 fold$1 & 8 face look$ calm & grave1 z ?\gh he appreciat$ ! mom5t's solitude4 ,! solitude1 h[ev]1 0 n de/9$ to endure4 ,! s(t boom+ ( a gong pres5tly r\s$ him to att5tion1 & a mom5t lat] ! door ( ! ap>tm5t op5$ & an ascetic-look+ man1 ^: duty & privilege x 0 to wait ^u him1 ent]$ def]5tially4 ,he /ood = a mom5t 9 an attitude ( pr(\nd abasem5t2 !n he /epp$ =w>d & /ood beside ! table4 ,ma/]1 he said1 9 a l[ voice4 ,! newe/ among u w\ld speak ) y6 ,! ,prophet rais$ 8 head & a gleam ( int]e/ cross$ 8 eyes2 b almo/ imm$iately he subdu$ ! look4 ,i am will+1 he repli$1 unemotionally1 9 ! usual =mula4 ,!n he glanc$ at 8 att5dant4 ,aft] ?is1 ! audi5ces = ! day are ov]1 he add$4 ,! man b[$1 & ) awe-/ruck def]5ce mov$ sil5tly f ! room1 almo/ imm$iately reappe>+1 to u%] 9 ! devotee1 & ) ! same consci\s air ( my/]y1 to retire1 clos+ ! heavy door4 ,= a mom5t ! new-com] /ood j inside ! ?re%old4 ,z on ! night ( ! ,prophet's com+1 %e wore a long1 black dress t acc5tuat$ h] height & grace1 & br\ght into prom95ce ! cle> pallor ( h] sk9 & ! rem>kable lum9\s brilliance ( h] eyes4 ,a /ruggle betwe5 sup]/iti\s dread & human curiosity 0 di/9ctly visible 9 h] expression z %e /ood unc]ta9 ( h] position1 d\btful z to h] fir/ move4 ,! ,prophet glanc$ at h]1 & ! %ad[ ( a smile t\*$ 8 lips4 ,h no fe>1 he said4 ,come =w>d6 ,! /rong1 /eady voice gave h] c\rage1 & ) slightly agitat$ ha/e %e /epp$ t[>ds ! table4 ,! ,prophet gravely motion$ h] to a seat & assum$ an attitude ( att5tion4 ,^u ea* ( ! ?irty morn+s he _h sat 9 ?is same position 9 8 ivory *air1 :ile1 "o aft] ano!r1 ! memb]s ( ! sect _h claim$ audi5ce ) him4 ,morn+ aft] morn+ he _h exhibit$ ! same grave1 alo( int]e/--8 h&s clasp$1 8 eyes ^u ! ,scitsym--:ile ! fe>ful1 ! fanatical1 ! hy/]ical _h p\r$ =? _! tales ( /ruggle or aspiration4 ,b n[1 on ?is la/ morn+1 he 0 consci\s ( a new sugge/ion1 a new impression 9 :at _h gr[n to be r\t9e4 ,?is la/ aspirant = spiritual light 0 nei!r fanatical nor hy/]ical1 0 sc>cely ev5 imbu$ ) fe>4 ,some?+ )9 8 bra9 respond$ to ! idea1 to ! reassur+ human curiosity t gleam$ 9 h] eyes4 ,he f\nd himself wait+ = h] fir/ words ) an impati5ce t no o!r memb] ( ! congregation _h ar\s$4 ,b ! wait 0 long--disconc]t+ly long4 ,! aspirant glanc$ unc]ta9ly ab\t ! room1 z if unwill+ or unable to break into spee*2 !n at la/ %e rais$ h] head1 &1 ) an ef=t1 met ! ,prophet's eyes4 ,i'm t]ribly n]v\s6 %e said1 9 an irresi/ibly fem99e voice4 ,! effect ^u h] he>] 0 in/antane\s4 ,! di/ant & spiritual alo(ness1 s easy to assume 9 ! pres5ce ( ! cr$ul\s1 became sudd5ly a matt] ( impossibility4 ,) a quiet dignity t _h m ( mascul9e protectiv5ess ?an ( my/ical inspiration he turn$ to h] afre%4 ,h no fe>6 he answ]$1 g5tly4 ,my only desire is to help y4 ,tell me ev]y?+ t is 9 y\r m9d4 ,%e lean$ =w>d quickly4 ,y--y are mo/ k9d-- %e began4 ,!n aga9 %e halt$4 ,b he took no notice ( h] emb>rassm5t4 ,:y h y nev] come be=e8 he ask$4 ,_h y no d\bts to be set at re/8 ,he spoke s quietly t h] n]v\sness =sook h]1 & ) a swift impulse %e glanc$ up at him4 ,i--,i ?9k ,i 0 afraid1 %e said1 c&idly4 ,y see1 ,i am n exactly "o ( ! o!rs-- ,y did n q believe t ! ,"o y _h wait$ = _h really come8 ,8 voice 0 l[ & t+$ ) "s inscrutable mean+4 ,oh no6 ,no2 x 0 n t4 ,be=e y came1 ,i confess ,i 0 sceptical2 ,i confess ,i did n believe t any "o w\ld come1 t !re 0 any tru?--any real mean+--9 ! sect4 ,b !n--:5 y did come-- ,! ,prophet lift$ 8 head4 ,:5 ,i did come8 he ask$1 %>ply4 ,! :ole ?+ 0 diff]5t-- ,! :ole ?+ 0 diff]5t8 he repeat$1 sl[ly & m$itatively4 ,by a curi\s process ( sugge/ion & recollection1 some?+ ( 8 own exp]i5ces 9 ! realm ( m5tal upheaval rose ) h] words4 ,he /udi$ ! pale face & brilliant eyes ) a fre% & m intimate int]e/4 ,! :ole ?+ 0 diff]5t8 he said once m1 9 8 sl[1 deep voice4 ,! w>m color flood$ h] face4 ,yes1 %e admitt$4 ,yes4 ,y seem$ ! "o real p]son--! "o sane ?+ 9 ! :ole c]emony4 ,i felt--,i knew t y 7--/rong4 ,%e paus$1 al>m$ at h] own timidity2 & aga9 _! eyes met4 ,& :y h y nev] come to me be=e8 ,he _h no p>ticul> mean+ 9 ! "q2 he 0 only consci\s ( an inexplicable wi% to prolong ! int]view4 ,oh1 ,i don't "k--,i sc>cely "k4 ,aga9 %e spoke quickly & n]v\sly4 ,i h come e night to he> y speak--,i h lov$ to he> y speak4 ,b--b to be alone ) y-- ,%e paus$1 expressively4 ,x is all s /range--s extraord9>y4 ,x doesn't seem to belong to ! pres5t day-- ,%e look$ up at him 9 appeal+ p]plexity4 ,& :y did y come n[8 ,:y8 ,oh1 because--because ,i c\ld n /ay away4 ,= ! fir/ "t ! ,prophet 0 consci\s ( a tremor ( discomfiture2 = ! fir/ "t ! spectacle ( 8 fraud1 z se5 f a po9t ( view o!r ?an 8 own1 t\*$ him unpleasantly4 ,he mov$ slightly 9 8 massive *air4 ,9 ?is life1 he said1 ) a sudd51 almo/ incont95t assumption ( 8 ,prophetic mann]1 we mu/ be ev] c>eful to di/+ui% ! ,w9e f ! ,vessel t conta9s x4 ,i endeavor1 ) all ! ,p[] ,i am possess$ (1 to impress ^u my ,p t ,i h come1 n to be ! ,way1 b to %[ ! ,way6 ,to tea* y all t :at y seek 9 me1 is 9 ea* "o ( y4 ,e man is 8 own ,prophet1 if he b knew x6 ,z he spoke he turn$ 8 eyes ^u ! ,scitsym1 & ! h>d1 inscrutable look t s dom9at$ 8 foll[]s desc5d$ ^u 8 face4 ,z he rea*$ ! la/ words1 he glanc$ aga9 at 8 companion1 b z 8 eyes re/$ on h] face he paus$ disconc]t$4 ,%e 0 gaz+ at him ) a c&id1 spontane\s admiration inf9itely m human & inf9itely m irresi/ible ?an ! neurotic adoration t 0 daily lavi%$ on him4 ,) an odd1 inexplicable s5se ( guilt1 he rose quickly f 8 seat4 ,d n =get--d n all[ y\rself to =get t ?is is my tea*+1 he said4 ,t y h ea* )9 y\rselves ! ?+ y dem& 9 me4 ,look = x )9 y\rselves6 ,rely ^u y\rselves6 ,z he ceas$1 %e also rose4 ,%e 0 pale1 & trembl$ slightly4 ,b if "o _c foll[ t tea*+8 %e ask$4 ,if "o longs to rely ^u "s "o else8 ,if "o _c rely ^u "o's self8 ,! ,prophet made no answ]4 ,he /ood ) "o h& re/+ on ! table1 8 gaze fix$ ^u ! book4 ,embold5$ by 8 sil5ce1 %e approa*$ him by a /ep4 ,i ?9k ,i c\ld believe-- %e murmur$4 ,i ?9k ,i c\ld believe--any?+1 if ,i might le>n x f y4 ,%e paus$ plead+ly2 !n1 z he /ill /ood unresponsive1 ! color ru%$ aga9 into h] face4 ,i--,i h be5 presumptu\s1 %e said4 ,i h (f5d$ y4 ,some?+ 9 h] tone1 9 h] *>m+ unaffect$ humility /ung him4 ,= ! fir/ "t 9 8 c>e] z ,prophet1 ! blood surg$ hotly & pa9fully into 8 face4 ,d n say t6 he began1 impulsively2 !n he *eck$ himself4 ,i am "h to tea* my ,p1 he add$4 ,all my ,p--)\t exception4 ,= "o mom5t %e /udi$ 8 face half d\btfully2 !n at la/ h] own emotions conqu]$ h] d\bt4 ,!n ,i may come aga98 ,he did n reply at once2 & :5 at la/ 8 words did come1 8 voice 0 unusually irresolute & l[4 ,y may come--at any "t1 he said1 )\t meet+ h] eyes4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,s x came ab\t t ! s]p5t ( misgiv+ ent]$ into ! ,prophet's p>adise4 ,) ,enid ,wit*]ley's words1 ! realization ( 8 true position _h be5 unpleasantly sugge/$ to him1 & ! gra9 ( d\bt _h be5 scatt]$ ov] ! banquet he _h set himself to enjoy4 ,x 0 "o ?+ to fool m5 :o ye>n$ to be fool$--ev5 to fool wom5 ^: peculi>ities set !m ap>t f _! sex2 b x 0 indisputably ano!r matt] to dupe a "y & confid+ girl1 :o came ) all ! fasc9ation ( mod]n d\bt1 c\nt]balanc$ by ! *>m ( fem99e cr$ulity4 ,long aft] %e left him1 he _h pac$ up & d[n ! room 9 p]plexity ( _s1 until at la/1 ) a sudd5 contempt = 8 own weakness1 he _h turn$ to :]e ! :ite b9d+ ( ! ,scitsym caught ! subdu$ light4 ,! sight ( ! book _h n]v$ him1 z x nev] fail$ to d2 b = all 8 rega9$ firmness1 ! s5se ( uneasy %ame _h rema9$ ) him dur+ ! day2 & t night1 :5 he address$ 8 p1 he _h in/9ctively gu>d$ 8 glance f re/+ on ! seats t front$ ! ,sanctu>y4 ,b n[ t fir/ int]view 0 pa/ by ?ree weeks1 & ,enid's daily visits to ! great room :]e he gave audi5ce to ! congregation _h become "o ( ! recogniz$ ev5ts ( ! tw5ty-f\r h\rs4 ,! s5se ( %ame return$ p]iodically2 b on ea* r5ewal ( ! feel+ he salv$ 8 consci5ce m & m successfully ) ! assurance t to h]1 z to himself1 ! ,my/ics 7 9 reality no?+ b ! products ( a neurotic age--m]e hy/]ical dabbl]s 9 ! tru?s ( ! univ]se4 ,%e 0 too delicately fem99e1 he told himself ) gr[+ conviction1 too intellig5t & self-controll$1 to be m ?an tempor>ily attract$ to any su* exotic cre$4 ,%e might toy ) x = a :ile1 b ! day mu/ inevitably dawn :5 common-s5se & ! ne$ ( sur] ?+s w\ld s5d h] back into ! broad *annel ( simple1 satisfy+ ,*ri/ianity4 ,= a space ?is unnatural /ate ( ?+s w\ld la/2 = a space _! curi\s companion%ip w\ld cont9ue--_! long1 intimate talks w\ld make life some?+ new & wond]ful2 !n--,b !re1 = "s unexpla9$ reason1 speculation inv>iably /opp$4 ,s ?+s /ood on ! fiftie? morn+ aft] h] fir/ com+4 ,! /ream ( suppliants = 8 favor 0 all b exhau/$1 & he await$ to give ! la/ audi5ce ( ! day4 ,aft] ! mom5t ( quiet & solitude t always sep>at$ ! int]views1 ! sonor\s gong ann\nc$ ! la/ visitor2 ! sil5t1 ascetic att5dant ?rew op5 ! door & ,enid ent]$4 ,?is "t %e display$ none ( ! hesitancy t _h m>k$ h] e>ly mann]4 ,%e came t[>ds ! table ) quick1 assur$ /eps1 h] face bright ) anticipation4 ,z %e approa*$1 ! ,prophet rose4 ,x 0 rem>kable t he no long] reta9$ 8 sitt+ position :5 %e ent]$ ! room1 z 0 8 cu/om ) ! o!r memb]s ( ! sect4 ,involunt>ily & almo/ unconsci\sly he ext5d$ to h] ! ord9>y c\rtesies t man in/9ctively (f]s to woman4 ,z %e rea*$ ! table1 %e glanc$ up at him1 & some?+ ( ! pleasure di$ out ( h] face4 ,y look tir$1 %e said1 s(tly4 ,he smil$4 ,does t disappo9t y8 ,8 tone confus$ h]4 ,oh no6 ,no6 ,!n %e color$ slightly & glanc$ at him aga94 ,:y d y ask8 ,because x is ! way ( humanity to refuse any common weakness to its lead]s--spiritual or temporal4 ,aga9 a wave ( color cross$ h] sk94 ,b surely-- ,surely :at8 ,%e glanc$ away2 !n1 seem+ to ga!r up h] c\rage1 %e look$ back at him4 ,i mean1 %e said1 sl[ly1 t "s p are s /rong t !y may be all[$ to h any?+-- ,ev5 weaknesses-- ,once m he smil$4 ,x 0 significant h[1 gradually & indisputably1 ! tone ( tea*] _h dropp$ out ( 8 conv]sation4 ,nei!r c\ld h told ! date on :i* ! *ange _h occurr$--p]haps nei!r 0 consci\s t x _h ev5 tak5 place4 ,b ! fact rema9$ t1 ) h]1 he no long] felt compell$ to hold alo(2 t1 ) h]1 he _h disc>d$ ! allegorical mann] ( spee*1 & _h begun to %[ himself z he naturally 04 ,ev5 weaknesses8 he said aga91 z %e made no attempt to answ]4 ,at ! words h] eyes once m met 84 ,yes1 %e said1 ) new resolution--yes1 ev5 weaknesses4 ,i (t5 ?9k t x is because y are s--s human t y hold u z y d4 ,x seems "r t a ,prophet %\ld belong to ! p he has come to tea*4 ,all ! prophets ( ! _w h ess5tially belong$ to _! own times4 ,if y _h sat ^u ! ,?rone all day & commun$ ) y\r ,s\l1 ,i %\ld h be5 v mu* afraid ( y2 b ,i %\ld nev] h believ$ 9 y z ,i d n[1 :5 y talk to me & advise me & help me l--l a fri5d4 ,h] voice trembl$ slightly4 ,a peculi> expression cross$ ! ,prophet's face4 ,s ,i seem a--fri5d8 ,m ?an a fri5d4 ,i c nev] tell y :at y h be5 to me--:at y h done = me4 ,i h nev] be5 s happy--s satisfi$ 9 my life1 z 9 ^! la/ ?ree weeks4 ,e disappo9tm5t & dissatisfaction seems to h slipp$ away2 ,i seem to h be5 liv+ 9 "s calm1 beautiful1 re/ful atmosph]e-- ,%e paus$1 h] face z well z h] voice t+$ ) a subtle excitem5t4 ,x may be v selfi%1 b ,i wi% t ^! days c\ld g on =ev]4 ,i "k t1 = y1 !y are only a probation2 t y mu/ crave = ! mom5t :51 hav+ taught u ev]y?+1 y w g out into ! _w & tea* ! ,unbeliev]s4 ,i "k all t1 & ,i "k x is only "r1 b--b ,i hate to ?9k ( x6 ,a sudd5 break came 9 h] voice4 ,y hate to ?9k t all ?is mu/ end8 ,aga9 _! eyes met2 b1 z ?\gh ! contact ( glances emb>rass$ h]1 ,enid look$ away4 ,yes1 ,i d hate x4 ,d y despise me = be+ s selfi%--s jeal\s ( ^? o!r p :o w take our place8 ,= a mom5t ! ,prophet made no reply4 ,9 ! dim light ( ! room1 ! muscles ( 8 h>d face look$ set2 8 /rong h&s 7 clasp$4 ,d y despise me8 %e ask$ aga94 ,x is n = me to judge any "o--y lea/ ( all1 he answ]$1 )\t look+ at h]4 ,at ! subdu$ tone1 ! unexpect$ words1 %e turn$ to him appreh5sively4 ,y are angry ) me8 ,inde$1 no4 ,!n :at is x8 ,:at h ,i done--or said8 ,he rema9$ sil5t4 ,9 h] sudd5 di/ress %e lean$ =w>d 9 h] *air1 look+ into 8 face ) new solicitude4 ,i "k--,i feel t ,i h displeas$ y4 ,won't y tell me :at ,i h done8 ,z %e put ! "q1 %e laid "o glov$ h& ^u ! table2 & ?\gh ! ,prophet's eyes 7 fix$ ^u ! ,scitsym1 he 0 consci\s 9 e fibre ( ! appeal ! un/udi$ ge/ure made--z he 0 poignantly consci\s ( ! cle> eyes1 ! s(t d>k hair1 ! que/ion+ upturn$ face4 ,= an int]m9able "t ! sil5ce rema9$ unbrok52 at la/1 ) a little s\nd ( fre% di/ress1 ,enid b5t /ill ne>]4 ,oh1 ,i und]/&6 %e exclaim$4 ,i und]/&6 ,y ?9k ,i h tak5 advantage ( y\r goodness4 ,y ?9k ,i h imag9$ t1 because y are k9d & pati5t & tol]ant1 ,i might look ^u y z--z a man4 ,z %e said ! ^w %e paus$1 fright5$ by h] own timidity4 ,b z sudd5ly ! ,prophet :eel$ r\nd & laid 8 f+]s ov] h]s4 ,! pressure ( 8 h& 0 l /eel1 ! expression ( 8 face 0 alt]$ & di/urb$4 ,if y only knew-- he said1 %>ply--if y only knew h[ ,i h long$ to he> y say j t "o ^w man6 ,he paus$ almo/ triumphantly1 8 eyes se>*+ h] fright5$ face1 8 f+]s gripp+ h]s4 ,= an in/ant %e sat petrifi$ & fasc9at$2 !n a fa9t s\nd ( al>m escap$ h]1 & %e turn$ t[>ds ! door4 ,)\t ! =mality ( ! ann\nc+ gong1 two m5 _h ent]$ ! room1 & /ood sil5t spectators ( ! tableau4 ,"o 0 ,dev]eaux1 ! ,precursor2 ! o!r 0 ,horatio ,bale-,corphew4 ,= "o emb>rass$ mom5t all f\r look$ at ea* o!r2 !n ! ,precursor ha/5$ to save ! situation4 ,he made a long1 pr(\nd obeisance1 & /epp$ def]5tially to ! table4 ,y\r p>don1 ,ma/]6 he murmur$4 ,we knew n t ! immutable ,s\l 0 speak+ f )9 y1 call+ "o among u t[>ds ! ,light6 ,he glanc$ quickly ov] 8 %\ld] to :]e ! massive =m & agitat$ face ( ,bale-,corphew 0 fram$ 9 ! doorway4 ,at 8 p]emptory look ! ,ar*-,my/ic seem$ to ga!r himself toge!r4 ,/epp+ =w>d1 he made a slightly t>dy rev]5ce4 ,ma/]1 he said1 huskily1 :at ! ,precursor tells y is ! tru?4 ,see+ ! ?re%old ungu>d$1 we conclud$ t ! audi5ces = ! day 7 ov]4 ,8 prom95t br[n eyes 7 fill$ ) conflict+ expressions z he turn$ !m on ! ,prophet4 ,b ! ,prophet rema9$ unmov$4 ,! h>d look _h return$ to 8 face1 ! /]n rigidity to 8 figure4 ,v sl[ly he releas$ ! h& t /ill trembl$ "u 8 own4 ,! "t ( ! ,prophet belongs to 8 ,p1 he said1 ) dignity4 ,he holds audi5ce :5ev]1 :]ev]1 & h[ev] x is exp$i5t4 ,speak1 my son6 ,9 :at c ,i s]ve y8 ,bale-,corphew look$ at him 9 sil5ce4 ,:atev] he _h come to say appe>$ to h escap$ 8 m9d4 ,= a :ile inaction reign$ 9 ! room2 !n1 ) a pale face & n]v\s mann]1 ,enid rose1 b[$ to ! ,prophet1 & mov$ noiselessly to ! door4 ,all ?ree wat*$ h] until %e _h disappe>$2 !n ,bale-,corphew f\nd voice aga94 ,ma/]1 he murmur$1 hurri$ly1 ) y\r p]mission1 ,i also w\ld leave ! ,pres5ce2 & ) a p]turb$ ge/ure1 he too b[$ & pass$ out ( ! room4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,on a crisp1 cold aft]noon1 "o week aft] h] int]view ) ! ,prophet1 ,enid ,wit*]ley sat 9 ! draw+-room ( h] ,london flat4 ,! e>ly portion ( ! day _h be5 pleasantly w>m$ & bright5$ by ! pale ,m>* sun%9e2 b at ?ree o'clock a se>*+ w9d _h begun to bl[ across ! city f ! ea/2 & n[1 z ! small gold clock on h] bureau *im$ ! h\r ( five1 %e rose f ! c\* :]e %e _h be5 sitt+1 &1 cross+ ! room ) a little %iv]1 drew a *air to ! fire & press$ ! electric bell4 ,z ! maid appe>$1 9 answ] to h] summons1 %e gave h] ord] )\t look+ r\nd4 ,tea1 ,norris6 %e said1 9 an unusually curt & laconic voice4 ,= a consid]able "t aft] ! maid's dep>ture %e sat motionless1 h] h&s /ret*$ out t[>ds ! blaz+ logs1 h] l>ge eyes abs5tly wat*+ ! firelight on h] _m & beautiful r+s4 ,:5 ! woman reappe>$1 &1 noiselessly arrang+ ! tea-table1 mov$ x to h] side1 %e sc>cely glanc$ up2 & to ! mo/ sup]ficial obs]v] x w\ld h be5 pat5t t h] own ?\ghts & speculations fully absorb$ h] m9d4 ,%e reta9$ h] contemplative attitude aft] ! s]vant _h )drawn = ! second "t1 & x is d\btful h[ long %e w\ld h rema9$ sunk 9 app>5t le?>gy _h n ! unexpect$ s\nd ( ! hall-door bell caus$ h] to />t into an upright position ) a little exclamation ( surprise & impati5ce4 ,z %e sat li/5+ ) n]v\s int5tness1 ! door op5$1 & once m ,norris appe>$4 ,aft] a second's hesitation %e cross$ to h] mi/ress4 ,!re's a g5tleman at ! door1 ma'am1 %e said1 deprecat+ly4 ,enid look$ up1 a fr[n /ill d>k5+ h] =ehead4 ,i told y ,i 0 n at home4 ,i "k1 ma'am1 b-- ,norris hesitat$4 ,b :at8 ,i told y ,i 0 n to be di/urb$4 ,i won't be di/urb$4 ,) a ge/ure pla9ly indicative ( high-/rung n]ves1 %e turn$ to ! table & p\r$ h]self out a cup ( tea4 ,! maid glanc$ beh9d h] t[>ds ! door4 ,b ! g5tleman won't g1 ma'am-- ,won't g6 ,9 h] surprise ,enid laid d[n ! cup %e _h be5 ab\t to raise to h] lips4 ,:o is he8 %e dem&$4 ,norris look$ d[n4 ,i don't "k1 ma'am4 ,i told him y 7 n at home1 b he won't g4 ,he's ! sort ( g5tleman :o won't take no = an answ]4 ,i don't und]/& y4 ,:o is he8 ,:at is he l8 ,unconsci\sly & involunt>ily ,enid's tone quick5$4 ,some?+ 9 ! woman's words--some?+ undef9$ & yet sugge/ive--/irr$ & agitat$ h]4 ,norris seem$ to *oose h] words4 ,well1 ma'am1 %e answ]$1 sl[ly1 he's v tall--& n l any o!r g5tleman t comes "h4 ,i c't rightly expla9 x1 miss1 he seems us$ to hav+ 8 own way-- ,z %e halt$1 unc]ta9 h[ to *oose h] words1 ,enid rose n]v\sly4 ,%e c\ld n h def9$ h] emotions1 b "s feel+ at once vague & port5t\s 0 work+ 9 h] m9d4 ,did he give no "n8 ,no1 ma'am4 ,i 0 to say t he 0 "s "o t mu/ be se54 ,he'd give no "n4 ,= a fur!r in/ant ,enid 0 sil5t1 consci\s ( no?+ b h] own un/eady pulses2 !n sudd5ly %e turn$ almo/ angrily ^u ! s]vant4 ,%[ him 96 %e cri$4 ,%[ him 9 at once6 ,don't keep him /&+ at ! door4 ,9 "s confusion ,norris turn$ & walk$ across ! room4 ,at ! doorway %e paus$ & look$ back4 ,w y h ! lights on1 ma'am8 ,no4 ,no2 ! fire makes light en\gh4 ,i l twilight & a fire4 ,don't /& wait+6 ,! woman dep>t$2 & = a space t seem$ to h] int]m9able1 ,enid /ood beside ! fireplace1 motionless ) hope1 dread1 & an almo/ uncontrollable n]v\sness4 ,at la/1 z 9 a dream1 %e saw ! door op5 & ! tall1 *>act]i/ic figure ( ! ,prophet move into ! room4 ,%e 0 vaguely aw>e t he halt$ = a mom5t1 z if undecid$ z to 8 action1 :ile ,norris retir$1 s(tly clos+ ! door4 ,!n1 ) a sudd5 leap ( ! he>t1 %e 0 consci\s t he 0 com+ t[>ds h] across ! %ad[$ room4 ,he mov$ /raight =w>d until he 0 close beside h]2 &1 ) "o ( 8 decisive1 imp]i\s ge/ures1 he put out bo? h&s & caught h]s4 ,x 0 a case ( ,mohamm$ & ! m\nta96 he said1 9 8 grave voice4 ,y w\ldn't come to me2 ,i _h to come to y4 ,no s\nd escap$ h]4 ,%e /ood be=e him mutely1 h] face pal+ & flu%+1 h] h&s flutt]+ 9 84 ,!re 0 a slight pause2 & aga9 he b5t t[>ds h]4 ,:y h y /ay$ away8 ,%e hesitat$ = a mom5t1 spellb\nd by h] emotion2 !n1 mak+ a sudd5 ef=t1 %e look$ up4 ,i--,i 0 afraid4 ,h] voice 0 s l[ & %ak5 t ! words 7 a m]e :isp]4 ,afraid8 ,afraid ( :at8 ,%e made no answ]4 ,( :at8 ,( ,bale-,corphew8 ,he gave a slight1 s>ca/ic laugh4 ,no6 ,%e look$ up %>ply4 ,oh no6 ,!n ( :at8 ,( me8 ,8 voice sudd5ly sank1 & ! pressure ( 8 f+]s tight5$4 ,no6 ,oh1 ,i don't "k6 ,i don't "k6 ,) a tremul\s ge/ure %e tri$ to )draw h] h&s4 ,at ! movem5t1 he sudd5ly drew h] t[>ds him4 ,tell me6 he said4 ,i want to "k4 ,i mu/ "k6 ,= ! fir/ "t s9ce he _h ent]$ ! room1 h] glance re/$ fully on 8 face4 ,! light 0 unc]ta91 b z h] gaze conc5trat$ itself1 a new look--a look ( wond] & al>m--sprang across h] eyes4 ,9 ! sev5 days s9ce !y _h spok5 toge!r1 a *ange _h fall5 on him4 ,"s alt]ation %e c\ld n def9e _h gr[n into 8 expression2 ! cold ma/]y ( himself & o!rs 0 /ill visible2 b a new emotion _h ins5sibly be5 creat$--some?+ p[]ful & ev5 dom9ant--= :i* %e c\ld f9d no "n4 ,) a %>p1 in/9ctive al>m1 h] lips p>t$4 ,:at is x8 %e said1 appreh5sively4 ,:y are y "h8 ,! "t has n come = y to g out into ! _w8 ,a fa9tly ironic smile flitt$ across 8 lips4 ,surely1 if "o is a ,prophet1 "o c alt] ev5 prophecies4 ,he said ! words delib]ately1 look+ d[n into h] face4 ,! tone1 ! int5tional flippancy ( ! words1 came to h] ) a %ock4 ,x 0 z if1 by consid]$ action1 he _h set ab\t jeop>diz+ 8 own dignity4 ,a *ill ( undef9$ appreh5sion blew across h] m9d l a cold w9d4 ,i--,i don't und]/&1 %e /amm]$4 ,h[ did y get "h8 ,h[ did y get away8 ,aga9 8 ke5 eyes se>*$ h]s4 ,z = gett+ away1 he said1 sl[ly1 :5 a ,prophet has a ,precursor1 he %\ld be able to arrange ^! ?+s4 ,five o'clock is a dull h\r at ,helli] ,cresc5t4 ,! ,ar*-,my/ics are p]us+ ! ,scitsym2 ! ,precursor is gu>d+ ! sacr$ ?re%old ( ! ,prophet2 ! ,prophet is--presumably--commun+ ) 8 ,s\l4 ,! r\t9e ( ?is ev5+ diff]s 9 no way f ! r\t9e ( any o!r ev5+--except t ! ,precursor is r m ?an usually vigilant 9 8 wat*4 ,aga9 ! =c$ flippancy 0 app>5t2 & to ,enid1 />+ at him ) wide1 p]plex$ eyes1 !re 0 some?+ inexplicable & al>m+ 9 ?is new & unfamili> attitude4 ,) a tremor ( =ebod+1 h] glance travell$ ov] 8 face4 ,has any?+ happ5$8 %e ask$4 ,h ! ,p done wrong8 ,h y--h y be5 call$ else:]e8 ,at ! la/ dread possibility h] voice falt]$4 ,b ! ,prophet /ood cold & almo/ rigid4 ,at la/1 by an imm5se ef=t1 he seem$ to ga!r himself toge!r = "s trem5d\s end4 ,enid1 he said1 gravely1 ,i don't "k h[ mu* y "k ( life1 b ,i presume y "k v little4 ,i presume t--& %all act on ! presumption4 ,i %all n expect--ev5 ask--any l5i5cy ( y4 ,i came "h ?is ev5+ to tell y some?+ t w alt] y\r op9ion ( me s effectually t no?+ h]eaft] c re9/ate me 9 y\r m9d4 ,he spoke sl[ly & delib]ately1 )\t tremor or falt]4 ,:atev] ( /ruggle lay beh9d 8 words1 x lay ) ! pa/4 ,x 0 evid5t z he /ood !re 9 ! pretty1 luxuri\s room1 t he possess$ a purpose1 & t he held to x )\t ?\ght ( a retrograde /ep4 ,i h come to make a confession1 he said1 quietly4 ,n because ,i believe 9 ! habit ( unburd5+ "o's consci5ce1 b because !re is some?+ y h a "r to "k-- ,i--8 ,a "r to "k8 ,h] lips pal$4 ,yes4 ,a "r to "k4 ,) a sudd5 access ( feel+ he dropp$ h] h&s & turn$ t[>ds ! w9d[1 :]e ! la/ glimm] ( ! w9try twilight %[$ ?r\gh ! s(t silk curta9s4 ,i am putt+ myself 9 y\r h&s1 he said1 /eadily4 ,i am jeop>diz+ myself utt]ly by :at ,i am go+ to say2 b x seems to me ! only way by :i* ,i c make--well1 c pat* up "s poor am5ds-- ,i may be presumptu\s1 b ,i believe--,i ?9k--t ,i h /ood = some?+ 9 y\r eyes4 ,he turn$ & look$ at h]4 ,b 9 ! m+l$ dusk & firelight only ! pale outl9e ( h] face 0 visible4 ,enid6 he cri$1 ) sudd5 resolution1 x mu/ be fac$4 ,x mu/ be said4 ,i'm n :at y ?9k me4 ,i'm a fraud--a lie--an impo/or4 ,no m a ,prophet--no m inspir$ ?an y--or ,bale-,corphew6 ,he /opp$ abruptly & drew a sl[1 deep brea?4 ,! pause t foll[$ 0 long & /ra9$4 ,9 ! grip ( /rong emotions1 ea* /ood rigid1 /riv+ va9ly to read ! o!r's face4 ,at la/1 goad$ by ! sil5ce1 he spoke aga94 ,y h done ?is6 he cri$4 ,y h compell$ me to tell y6 ,i came to ^! p2 ,i dup$ !m--& glori$ 9 dup+ !m4 ,i despis$ !m1 und]/ood !m1 trad$ on !m )\t a scruple4 ,!n y came4 ,y came--& ! s*eme 0 %att]$4 ,! :ole ?+1 t _h bubbl$ & sp>kl$1 became sudd5ly l flat *ampagne4 ,t is a common simile1 b x is descriptive4 ,! act+ ( an actor dep5ds ^u 8 audi5ce4 ,:ile my audi5ce 0 compos$ ( fools1 ,i fool$ !m2 b :5 y came--y ) y\r scepticism1 y\r curiosity1 y\r fem99e dep5d5cy--,i lo/ my cue4 ,i became consci\s ( ! footlights & ! make-up4 ,aga9 he paus$2 & aga9 he endeavor$ to read h] face4 ,8 mann] 0 /ill re/ra9$1 b bel[ 8 calm 7 ! /irr+s ( a deep agitation4 ,!re 0 t5se anxiety 9 ! set ( 8 lips1 an inord9ate anticipation 9 ! ke5ness ( 8 eyes4 ,= a space he /ood wait+2 !n1 z %e made no ef=t t[>ds response1 he /epp$ to h] side4 ,say some?+6 he exclaim$4 ,speak to me6 ,i am wait+ = y to speak4 ,) a l[1 fright5$ murmur %e drew back1 ext5d+ h] h&s1 z if to w>d him (f4 ,! s\nd & ! movem5t /ung him to action4 ,) a spe$ t might h be5 con/ru$ into fe>1 he came /ill ne>]4 ,enid6 he said4 ,enid6 ,b aga9 %e retreat$ involunt>ily4 ,oh1 :y did y d x8 %e exclaim$1 sudd5ly1 9 a fa9t1 %ak5 voice4 ,oh1 :y did y d x8 ,:y did y d x8 ,= an in/ant h] tone & h] mann] daunt$ him2 !n he /raight5$ 8 body & rais$ 8 head4 ,i did x = :at is reckon$ ! mo/ sordid motive 9 ! _w1 he said1 9 a level voice4 ,i did x = money6 ,= money8 ,) a sc>$ movem5t %e turn$ ^u him1 & = ! fir/ "t s9ce he _h made 8 revelation1 he saw h] pale1 al>m$1 incr$ul\s face 9 ! full light ( ! fire4 ,i 0 wrong$6 he said1 %>ply4 ,^! p _h defraud$ me4 ,i want$ :at 0 ju/ly m9e4 ,want$8 ,! ^w =m$ itself almo/ in>ticulately4 ,yes2 want$4 ,want$ ) all my might4 ,i h work$1 s*em$1 suff]$ = ?is 9 ways y c\ld nev] imag9e4 ,i ?\ght myself inv9cible4 ,i believ$ t if ! devil himself /ood 9 my way x w\ld n det] me4 ,& n[ y--a frail girl--h wreck$ ! s*eme6 ,he paus$ aga91 lean+ t[>ds h] 9 sudd5 unconsci\s appeal = compreh5sion4 ,i won't say x hasn't be5 a /ruggle to come to y l ?is--to make my confession4 ,x has4 ,my consci5ce & ,i h be5 /ruggl+ night & day4 ,i h held out to ! la/4 ,x 0 only to-day--?is v day--:5 ,i woke to face ! crisis ( my plans1 t ,i knew ,i 0 beat5--knew ! fight 0 ov]4 ,& d y und]/& :y ?is has happ5$8 ,d y "k :y ,i am go+ away z empty-h&$ z ,i came8 ,x is because ,i h se5 y--because ,i love y-- ,he put out 8 h&s4 ,b z 8 f+]s t\*$ h]1 %e ?ru/ him away1 free+ h]self ) fi]ce res5tm5t4 ,don't6 don't6 don't6 %e cri$4 ,y call y\rself an impo/or--,y are worse ?an t4 ,mu* worse4 ,y are a ?ief6 ,he /epp$ back z ?\gh %e _h /ruck him1 & 8 h&s dropp$ to 8 sides4 ,yes1 y are a ?ief6 %e said aga91 hy/]ically2 a ?ief6 ,! repetition ( ! ^w goad$ him4 ,wait6 ,let me def5d myself6 ,b ) a brok5 s\nd ( prote/ %e flung h] h&s ov] h] e>s4 ,no6 no6 no6 %e cri$1 vehem5tly4 ,!re is no def5ce to make4 ,!re is no def5ce4 ,y may leave ! money ( ! sect1 b y h /ol5 ?+s t c nev] be replac$4 ,fai?--hopes--ideals-- ,h] voice fail$ h]4 ,mi/ak5 fai?--mi/ak5 ideals-- ,he caught h] wri/s1 draw+ h] h&s d[nw>d4 ,b aga9 %e fre$ h]self & confront$ him ) blaz+ eyes & a face m>r$ by te>s & emotion4 ,no?+ is mi/ak5 t lifts "o up--t helps "o to live4 ,oh1 y don't knew :at y h done6 ,y don't "k6 ,i ?\ght y s noble--s great--& n[-- ,n[ ,i am condemn$ unhe>d4 ,unhe>d8 ,d y ?9k words c\ld *ange any?+8 ,!re is only "o ?+ ,i wi% = n[--nev]1 nev] to see y aga9 z long z ei!r ( u live6 ,) ea* ^w h] voice rose1 & on ! la/ x broke ) an excit$ sob4 ,:ile %e _h be5 speak+ ! ,prophet's face _h become v pale4 ,he turn$ to h] n[ ) a mann] t 0 pret]naturally quiet4 ,v well6 he said4 ,i und]/&6 ,b !re is no ne$ = y to tr\ble4 ,all our arrangem5ts are made--h be5 made = mon?s4 ,we att5d ! ,ga!r+ to-night2 & aft]w>ds1 :5 ,helli] ,cresc5t is quiet1 we g--z unobtrusively z we came4 ,y see ,i give y ! key to our plans2 y are free to fru/rate !m1 if y ?9k fit4 ,i don't believe ,i _h any real hope ( m]ciful judgm5t :5 ,i came "h--wom5 are n m]ciful :5 !y are robb$ ( _! illusions4 ,b ,i confess ,i hop$ = ju/ice4 ,i ?\ght t y might hate me-- ,hate y8 %e cri$4 ,hate y8 ,we only hate :at we respect4 ,i don't hate y4 ,i only despise y ) all my he>t4 ,i want y to g be=e ,i despise myself z well6 ,h] own cruel disillusion+--h] own unbe>able s5se ( loss--swept ov] h] afre%2 h] voice rose aga91 & aga9 broke hy/]ically4 ,) an uncontroll$ movem5t ( grief & mortification %e turn$ away f him & ?rew h]self ^u a c\*1 bury+ h] face 9 ! pill[s4 ,= sev]al m9utes %e cri$ tempe/u\sly2 !n ?r\gh ! /orm ( h] angry te>s %e caught ! s\nd ( a clos+ door4 ,) a />t %e sat up & look$ ab\t h]4 ,! fa9t relic ( daylight /ill %[$ ?r\gh ! curta9s ( ! w9d[2 ! firelight /ill play$ pleasantly on ! unt\*$ tea-table & ! fragile furniture2 b ! room 0 empty4 ,! ,prophet 0 gone4 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,:5 %e realiz$ ?is fact1 ,enid rose f h] seat ) a murmur ( dismay4 ,9 h] %>ply fem99e s5se ( loss1 %e took "o involunt>y /ep t[>ds ! door2 b almo/ z ! /ep 0 tak51 h] ang]1 h] %att]$ fai? assail$ h] anew1 &1 ) a fre% bur/ ( te>s %e turn$ & flung h]self back ^u ! c\*4 ,= a long "t %e lay ) h] face among ! pill[s2 !n1 at la/1 z h] angry sobs di$ out & ! viol5ce ( h] grief subsid$1 %e sat up1 wip$ h] eyes1 & glanc$ at h] dripp+ h&k]*ief4 ,illu/ration3 ,,) ,a ,,fre% ,,bur/ ,,( ,,te>s1 ,,%e ,,turn$ ,,& ,,flung ,,h]self ,,^u ,,! ,,c\* ,at sight ( ! h&k]*ief--a m]e wisp ( wet cambric--h] s5se ( injury /ung h] afre%1 & once m h] lips began to quiv]2 b fate _h decid$ aga9/ fur!r te>s4 ,be=e h] grief _h ga!r$ =ce1 ! bell ( ! hall-door s\nd$ once m long & l\dly2 & h>d ^u ! s\nd ! door ( ! room op5$4 ,) a />t ( confusion %e sprang to h] feet1 & turn$ to confront ,norris1 /&+ at a discreet di/ance1 ) an apologetic mann] & d[nca/ eyes4 ,mr4 ,bale-,corphew1 ma'am1 %e murmur$1 z ,enid look$ at h]4 ,i told him y 7 n at home2 b he said he w\ld wait till :5ev] he c\ld see y1 x didn't matt] h[ long4 ,) a little cry ( dismay & annoyance1 ,enid put h] h&s to h] disord]$ hair4 ,oh1 h[ /upid ( y6 %e cri$1 tremul\sly4 ,y "k ,i c't see him4 ,y "k ,i won't see him4 ,tell him ,i'm out--ill--any?+ y c ?9k (-- ,b h] voice sudd5ly falt]$1 & h] words end$ 9 a gasp1 z %e glanc$ f ! s]vant to ! door1 :i* _h abruptly reop5$1 display+ ! face & figure ( ,bale-,corphew himself4 ,)\t hesitation he _h ent]$ ! room2 & )\t hesitation he walk$ /raight t[>ds h]4 ,=give me6 he exclaim$4 ,i "k ?is mu/ seem unp>donable2 b ! occasion is )\t prec$5t4 ,may ,i speak ) y alone8 ,9 ! mom5t ( 8 entry1 & dur+ 8 hurri$ greet+1 ,enid _h ma/]$ h] agitation4 ,%e look$ at him n[ ) an attempt at calmness4 ,c]ta9ly1 if y h any?+ to say4 ,9 ! excitem5t "u :i* he 0 obvi\sly labor+1 he did n obs]ve ! coldness ( ! grant$ p]mission4 ,he wait$ ) ill-conceal$ impati5ce until ,norris _h )drawn1 !n he turn$ to h] afre%4 ,mrs4 ,wit*]ley6 he cri$1 y see be=e y an outrag$ man6 ,he made ! ann\ncem5t fi]cely & !atrically2 b1 to any e>1 x w\ld h be5 evid5t t1 bel[ ! in/9ctive desire = dramatic effect1 8 voice trembl$ ) g5u9e agitation--8 spee* 0 *>g$ ) viol5t feel+4 ,to ,enid1 wat*+ him ) surprise & curiosity1 x 0 pat5t at a glance t "s circum/ance1 /range 9 its occurr5ce or vital 9 its issue1 _h %ak5 him to ! base ( 8 emotional nature4 ,& z %e look$ at him h] own coldness1 h] own humiliation1 sudd5ly =sook h]4 ,:at is x8 %e cri$1 involunt>ily4 ,:at is x8 ,some?+ has happ5$8 ,= "o mom5t 8 answ] 0 delay$--held back by ! torr5t ( words t ru%$ to 8 lips2 !n1 at la/1 z 8 tongue fre$ itself1 he ?rew out 8 h&s 9 a fi]ce ge/ure4 ,outrage6 ,outrage & sacrilege6 he cri$4 ,we h be5 dup$--deceiv$--trick$4 ,we1 ! ,*os5--! ,elect6 ,dup$8 ,deceiv$8 ,%e e*o$ ! words1 fa9tly4 ,:at d y mean8 ,:at has happ5$8 ,ev]y?+6 ,ev]y?+6 ,aga9 he ?rew out 8 h&s4 ,?is man t we h call$ ,prophet--?is man t we h b5t ! knee to--he is no?+2 no?+-- ,once m emotion ov]p[]$ 8 words4 ,no?+8 ,enid's voice 0 indi/9ct1 h] tongue dry4 --,no?+ b an impo/or6 ,an impo/or6 ,a ?ief6 ,he spoke l\dly--ev5 viol5tly4 ,to 8 li/5] x seem$ t 8 voice rang out1 fill+ ! room1 fill+ ! /reet outside1 fill+ ! :ole _w4 ,z %e _h done 9 ! ,prophet's pres5ce1 %e rais$ h] h&s & press$ !m ov] h] e>s4 ,b1 ev5 ?r\gh h] f+]s1 8 tones came l\d & p5etrat+4 ,an impo/or6 he cri$1 aga94 ,a li>6 ,a blasphem]6 ,h] h&s dropp$ f h] face4 ,/op6 ,/op6 %e cri$1 weakly4 ,b he 0 beyond appeal4 ,y mu/ he>6 he cri$4 ,x is orda9$4 ,y h be5 ! unwitt+ in/rum5t by :i* ! man has fall54 ,i8 ,i8 ,! in/rum5t8 ,%e />$ at him ) wide eyes & a :ite face4 ,yes1 y6 ,he /epp$ to h] side4 ,)\t y1 suspicion w\ld nev] h be5 ar\s$4 ,)\t y1 he might h c>ri$ out 8 base designs4 ,x 0 ! p[] ( ! ,unse5 t guid$ me on ! day ,i ent]$ ! ,pres5ce ,room & f\nd y alone ) him4 ,he spoke hurri$ly & disjo9t$ly1 b z ! la/ ^w left 8 lips ano!r expression cross$ 8 face1 z ?\gh a new sugge/ion pass$ ?r\gh 8 m9d4 ,did y see no?+ /range 9 t ,audi5ce8 he dem&$4 ,did y see no?+ /range 9 ! fact t he--a ,prophet ( ,sublime ,my/]ies--%\ld hold y\r h&1 z any man ( ! e>? might hold x8 ,he b5t /ill clos]1 jeal\sy & suspicion d>k5+ 8 face4 ,enid glanc$ at him fe>fully4 ,no6 ,no6 %e said1 %>ply4 ,i--saw no?+ /range4 ,he 0 ! ,prophet4 ,bale-,corphew's face relax$4 ,ah6 he said1 sl[ly4 ,i believe y4 ,b1 if y 7 bl9d1 ,i saw4 ,he paus$ & pass$ 8 h&k]*ief ov] 8 face4 ,cold z ! day 01 drops ( p]spiration /ood ^u 8 =ehead4 ,i saw4 ,& f t h\r ! man 0 lo/4 ,lo/8 ,yes1 lo/4 ,he laugh$ excit$ly2 & to ,enid ! laugh s\nd$ s+ul>ly unpleasant1 %>p1 & cruel4 ,f t day we h wat*$ him--we1 ! ,six4 ,we h wat*$ him & 8 fri5d--! dog :o has d>$ to desecrate ! "n ( ,precursor4 ,we h wat*$ !m night & day2 we h se5 !m1 li/5$ to !m h\r aft] h\r1 :ile !y believ$ !mselves unobs]v$--8 ,& :at d y "k8 ,:at h y le>n$8 ,!re 0 a /range fa9tness 9 ! tone ( h] voice4 ,ev]y?+4 ,only ye/]day we t\*$ ! key-/one ( _! s*eme4 ,to-night--?is v night--!y h plann$ an escape4 ,!y w att5d z usual 9 ! ,place2 !y w fool u z !y h fool$ u be=e2 & !n1 :5 ! h\se is quiet--:5 ! ,six are at re/1 exhau/$ by pray] & m$itation--!y w accompli% _! vile "w4 ,!y w plund] ! ,treasury ( ! ,unse56 ,oh no6 ,no6 ,) a swift movem5t %e turn$ to him4 ,he look$ at h] = an in/ant1 ( sil5ce1 & !n aga9 ! unpleasant1 excit$ laugh escap$ him4 ,y are "r1 he cri$1 sudd5ly4 ,:at y say is "r4 ,!re w be no plund]4 ,! ,treasury ( ! ,unse5 w rema9 inviolate6 ,z he paus$ %e made no s\nd2 b h] eyes re/$ ^u 81 fasc9at$ by _! fev]i% brightness2 & 9 ! mid/ ( h] sil5t reg>d he spoke aga91 b5d+ =w>d until 8 lips approa*$ h] e>4 ,!y h laid _! plans1 he :isp]$1 ) a sudd5 & savage exultation1 b we also h laid ours4 ,& ev5 we _c reckon ^u ! consequ5ces4 ,! spiritual en?usia/ is n easy to hold 9 *eck1 once he has be5 ar\s$6 ,enid />$ at him1 ! pupils ( h] eyes dilat$1 h] lips pale4 ,y mean--8 ,y mean--8 %e /amm]$2 !n h] fe> f\nd voice4 ,:at d y mean8 %e dem&$1 9 %>p1 al>m$ tones4 ,bale-,corphew met h] "q1 /eadily4 ,i mean1 he said1 ) fi]ce v9dictiv5ess1 t at ! ,ga!r+ to-night he w be publicly d5\nc$6 ,he made ! decl>ation sl[ly1 & ea* ^w fell ) ov]:elm+ weight ^u 8 companion's und]/&+4 ,z 9 ! bewild]$ mazes ( a nightm>e %e saw ! cr[d$ *apel1 ! fanatical1 un/able faces ( ! congregation1 ! six ,ar*-,my/ics--outrag$1 inc5s$1 unrel5t+2 & 9 _! mid/ ! ,prophet1 tall & grave & ma/]ful1 z %e _h se5 him a hundr$ times4 ,"o man fac+ a sea ( ungov]n$ emotion6 ,at ! vision h] he>t swell$ sudd5ly & h] s\l sick5$4 ,) a ge/ure1 almo/ z passionate z 8 own1 %e turn$ ^u ,bale-,corphew4 ,y w\ld d5\nce him be=e ! ,p8 %e said1 incr$ul\sly4 ,y w\ld trap him8 ,"o man aga9/ a hundr$6 ,oh1 x w\ld be c[>dly6 ,cruel6 ,bale-,corphew's face flam$ to a deep] r$4 ,c[>dly8 ,c[>dly8 ,d y "k :at y are say+8 ,! man is a ?ief6 ,= "o mom5t %e %rank be=e ! epi!t2 ! next %e rais$ h] head1 h] eyes fla%+1 h] lips p>t$4 ,y h no "r to use t ^w4 ,y h n se5 him /eal4 ,se5 him8 ,no4 ,b ! e>s are z reliable z ! eyes1 & we h he>d him decl>e t he int5ds to /eal4 ,int5ds6 ,int5ds6 ,int5tions are n acts4 ,9 h] deep agitation1 %e turn$ ^u him ) a new demeanor4 ,oh1 be m]ciful6 %e cri$4 ,give him ! b5efit ( m]cy4 ,wait till ! ,assembly is ov]1 & !n accuse him4 ,if y c prove y\r accusation1 !n ju/ice c be done4 ,on ! o!r h&-- ,! o!r h&8 ,aga9 ,bale-,corphew's cruel laugh broke f him4 ,he has n %runk f lies--f impo/ure--f blasphemy4 ,is x likely he w %r9k f 8 rew>d8 ,oh no6 ,we w run no risks4 ,! trap has clos$4 ,no "o w ga9 access to him to-night until ! h\r ( ! ,ga!r+ has arriv$4 ,x w be my special--my sacr$--duty to wat* & gu>d4 ,z he spoke 8 eyes seem$ to dev\r h] face1 & be=e ! expression 9 _! dep?s h] /r5g? falt]$4 ,& :y h y come "h8 %e ask$1 un/eadily4 ,:y h y come "h8 ,:at has ?is to d ) me8 ,z %e put ! que/ions1 he wat*$ h] closely2 & :5 h] voice quiv]$1 a spasm ( emotion--a wave ( jeal\sy & suspicion--swept 8 face4 ,c y ask t "q8 he dem&$4 ,enid wav]$4 ,:y n8 %e murmur$4 ,:y %\ld ,i n8 ,:y n8 ,he laugh$ aga91 sudd5ly & savagely4 ,because ! man loves y4 ,because he /ole out ( ! h\se to-day--& came "h to y4 ,i track$ him "h & track$ him back aga94 ,enid %rank away f him4 ,s--s y are a spy8 %e said1 9 a confus$1 unev5 voice4 ,he turn$ in/antly1 8 passions aflame4 ,a spy8 he cri$4 ,i am a spy8 ,v well6 ,we w see :o comes out victor4 ,! ?ief or ! spy4 ,8 voice rose1 8 face d>k5$4 ,! demon ( jeal\sy t _h pursu$ him = sev5 days 0 free ( ! lea% at la/4 ,i want$ to "k ?is1 he exclaim$4 ,i want$ to be sure4 ,i _h my suspicions1 b ,i want$ pro(4 ,on ! day ,i surpris$ y ) him1 ,i suspect$2 to-day1 :5 ,i saw him ent] ?is h\se1 ,i felt conv9c$-- ,conv9c$ ( :at8 ,conv9c$ t !re is m 9 ?is matt] ?an 8 love = y4 ,t !re is also-- ,) a swift movem5t ,enid /opp$ him4 ,%e 0 quiv]+ viol5tly1 b %e held h] head high4 ,yes1 %e said1 di/9ctly4 ,yes1 y are q "r4 ,!re is m 9 ?is matt] ?an 8 love = me4 ,!re is also my love = him6 ,h] eyes 7 blaz+2 h] he>t 0 beat+ fa/4 ,) an agitation equal to ,bale-,corphew's own %e mov$ to ! fireplace & press$ ! bell4 ,:5 ! s]vant appe>$ %e turn$ to h]4 ,norris1 %e said1 9 a quiet voice1 %[ ,mr4 ,bale-,corphew out4 ,,*apt] ,,ix ,!re are few phases ( human exi/5ce m int]e/+ ?an t 9 :i* a "y & s5sitive woman is compell$ by circum/ances to ca/ aside ! pleasant artifices1 ! c>efully modulat$ emotions ( a %elt]$ life1 & to face ! realities ( fact & feel+4 ,= tw5ty-?ree ye>s ,enid ,wit*]ley _h play$ ) exi/5ce--toy+ ) x1 enjoy+ x1 z an epicure enjoys a r>e w9e or a *oice morsel ( food prep>$ = 8 appreciation4 ,n[1 z %e /ood alone 9 h] small draw+-room ) its co/ly decorations1 its fem99e atmosph]e1 %e 0 consci\s = ! fir/ "t t ! banquet ( life is n 9 reality a display ( delicate vi&s & tempt+ v9tages1 b a meal ( common bread--sweet or bitt] z de/9y decrees4 ,%e saw ?is1 & ) a fla% ( compreh5sion knew & ackn[l$g$ t h] he>t & h] bra9 cri$ out = ! :olesome necess>y food4 ,an h\r ago1 :5 ! ,prophet _h /ood be=e h] & made 8 confession1 %e _h be5 ov]:elm$ by ! tide ( h] own feel+s2 9 ! ru% ( humiliation & disappo9tm5t--9 ! trem5d\s k t ! image %e _h call$ gold 0 9 reality b clay--%e _h be5 too mortifi$ to see beyond h] own horizon4 ,9 t mom5t _! places 9 ! drama _h be5 indisputably allott$4 ,%e h]self _h appe>$ ! un(f5d+ h]o9e1 unju/ly humiliat$ 9 h] own eyes & 9 ! eyes ( o!rs2 he _h /ood out1 9 unp>donable guise1 ! cause--! in/rum5t--( t humiliation4 ,9 ! bitt] k %e _h confront$ him unrel5t+ly4 ,a spoil$ *ild--an unreason+ fem99e egoi/4 ,b n[ t mom5t1 ) its in/ructive & primitive emotions1 0 pass$ by :at seem$ mon?s--ye>s--a c5tury4 ,by a process ( m9d z swift z x 0 subtle1 ! *ild _h gr[n into a woman--! egoi/ _h become consci\s ( ano!r exi/5ce4 ,) ! entrance ( ,bale-,corphew--) ! s\nd ( h] own d5unciation ^u 8 lips--a new feel+ _h awak5$ )9 h]--a feel+ /rong] ?an humiliation1 /rong] ?an pride4 ,x _h ris51 bl9d+ & dazzl+ h]1 z a great light might bl9d & dazzle2 & %e /ood glorifi$ & exalt$ )9 its radiance4 ,z ! door _h clos$ ^u h] second visitor1 a long sobb+ sigh ( excitem5t1 ( tumultu\s joy & fe> %ook h] f head to foot2 %e involunt>ily drew h] figure to its full height1 & cov]$ h] face ) bo? h&s1 z ?\gh to w>d (f ! light t lay across h] _w4 ,b ! great mom5t ( joy & compreh5sion c\ld n la/2 o!r & m insi/5t factors 7 at "w )9 h] m9d--claim+1 ev5 dem&+ att5tion4 ,almo/ z ! out] door clos$ ^u ,bale-,corphew1 h] h&s dropp$ to h] sides & an expression ak9 to t]ror cross$ h] eyes4 ,) a m9d r5d]$ sup]s5sitive by its own emotions1 %e realiz$ :at ! next five h\rs might hold2 & l a tangible m5ace ! d>k1 angry face ( ! ,ar*-,my/ic fla%$ back ^u h] consci\sness4 ,:ile he _h be5 pres5t 9 ! room1 :ile 8 turbul5t voice _h fill$ h] e>s1 %e _h be5 only p>tly alive to ! ?reat5$ dang]2 b n[ t 8 pres5ce _h be5 remov$1 n[ t %e 0 free to sift ! mean+ ( 8 words1 _! full significance 0 borne 9 ^u h]4 ,) an al>m+ cle>ness ( vision1 %e recogniz$ t beh9d 8 ?reats lay a def9ite mean+2 t ! man himself1 at all times passionate1 &1 on occasion1 viol5t 9 temp]am5t1 _h sudd5ly become a dang]--some?+ z fi]ce & m5ac+ z an uncontroll$ elem5t4 ,%e realiz$ & und]/ood ?is rapidly1 z only ! m9d kn[s & compreh5ds 9 mom5ts ( /ress & crisis2 & be=e h] k1 all ideas save "o fell away l *aff be=e ! w9d4 ,at all co/s--9 face ( e ob/acle--%e mu/ w>n & save ! ,prophet6 ,) a />t ( appreh5sion1 %e glanc$ at ! clock & saw t ! h&s m>k$ t5 m9utes to sev54 ,mov+ to ! fireplace1 %e once m press$ ! bell2 & z ,norris answ]$1 turn$ to h]1 he$less = p]haps ! fir/ "t 9 h] life ( outw>d appe>ances4 ,get me my long black cloak1 ,norris1 %e said4 ,& a black hat & veil4 ,i am go+ out4 ,norris's face express$ no surprise4 ,y w be back to d9n]1 ma'am8 %e inquir$4 ,no4 ,i %all n want d9n]4 ,i may n be back till t5--p]haps elev54 ,if ,i am late1 no "o ne$ wait up4 ,%e walk$ to a mirror & began n]v\sly smoo?+ h] ruffl$ hair1 :ile ,norris left ! room1 & return$ ) ! desir$ g>m5ts4 ,) ! same n]v\s ha/e %e put on h] hat1 ti$ ! ?ick veil ov] h] face1 & all[$ h]self to be help$ into h] cloak4 ,!n1 )\t a ^w1 %e cross$ ! draw+-room1 pass$ ?r\gh ! hall ( ! flat1 & ent]$ ! lift4 ,at ! /reet-door %e 0 compell$ to wait :ile ! hall-port] call$ a cab2 & ! mom5t>y delay almo/ ov]tax$ h] pati5ce4 ,an audible s\nd ( relief escap$ h] :5 ! clatt] ( ho(s & j+le ( bells ann\nc$ t ! wait 0 ov]4 ,/4 ,george's ,t]race6 %e ord]$1 9 a l[ voice1 & x seem$ to h] p]turb$ m9d t ev5 ! /olid att5dant mu/ f9d some?+ port5t\s 9 ! words2 !n %e sank into ! corn] ( ! cab & clos$ h] eyes1 z %e he>d h] ord] repeat$ to ! cabman1 & felt ! horse sw+ =w>d into ! /ream ( traffic4 ,m ?an once %e alt]$ h] position z ! di/ance betwe5 ,knightsbridge & ,/4 ,george's ,t]race less5$4 ,%e 0 dev\r$ by impati5ce & yet p>alyz$ by dread4 ,once1 z ! cab halt$ 9 a block ( traffic1 %e he>d a clock /rike sev51 & at ! s\nd ! blood ru%$ to h] face z %e ?\ght ( ! ne>ness ( h] ordeal2 b an in/ant lat] %e drew out h] wat* to v]ify ! "t1 & pal$ ) sudd5 appreh5sion z %e realiz$ t ! clock 0 sl[4 ,s h] m9d oscillat$ until ! cab drew up beside ! curb2 &1 ) a n]v\s />t1 %e he>d ! cabman op5 ! trap-door4 ,:at numb]1 lady8 he ask$4 ,illu/ration3 ,,h] ,,h& ,,0 ,,trembl+ ,,z ,,%e ,,rais$ ,,! ,,heavy ,,knock] ,%e answ]$ almo/ guiltily3 ,no numb]6 ,j /op "h6 ,put me d[n "h6 ,%e rose1 ga!r+ h] long cloak ab\t h]4 ,try z %e might1 %e c\ld n control h] excitem5t1 z %e cross$ ! roadway & ent]$ ,helli] ,cresc5t aft] a week's abs5ce4 ,h] h& 0 trembl+ z %e rais$ ! heavy knock] on ! famili> door2 & h] voice %ook z %e repeat$ ! necess>y =mula4 ,!re 0 a slight delay--a slight hesitancy on ! "p ( ! door-keep]2 !n ! slide1 :i* _h op5$ at h] knock1 clos$ ) a click1 & ! massive door swung back4 ,%e /epp$ =w>d eag]ly1 b on ! mom5t t %e ent]$ ! hall h] he>t sank4 ,) a ?rill ( appreh5sion %e saw t 9 place ( ! humble memb] ( ! congregation :o usually att5d$ !re1 ! tall1 fair-be>d$ ,ar*-,my/ic kn[n z ,george ,norov 0 gu>d+ ! door4 ,small ?\gh ! incid5t might appe>1 x convey$ to h]1 z no spok5 decl>ation c\ld h done1 ! _s ( action & vigilance reign+ 9 ! ,h\se4 ,:ile ! ?\ght fla%$ ?r\gh h] m9d1 ,norov survey$ h] f 8 great height4 ,y are 9 good "t1 my *ild2 ! ,ga!r+ is = eight o'clock4 ,%e look$ up at him4 ,yes1 %e said1 quickly4 ,i "k x is = eight o'clock1 b ,i h come e>ly4 ,i h come because ,i wi%-- ,h] c\rage falt]$ be=e ! int5t1 se>*+ gaze ( 8 blue eyes4 ,i h come1 %e add$1 ) ga!r$ resolution1 because ,i desire private ,audi5ce ) ! ,prophet--because !re is some?+ on my ,s\l ( :i* ,i mu/ unburd5 myself4 ,! ,ar*-,my/ic look$ at h] & 8 eyes seem$ cold z /eel4 ,! ,prophet holds private ,audi5ce only 9 ! morn+1 he repli$1 9 an ev5 voice4 ,enid flu%$4 ,i "k t4 ,b !re are exceptions to ! rule-- ,! ,ar*-,my/ic %ook 8 head4 ,! ,prophet holds private ,audi5ce only 9 ! morn+4 ,b ! ,prophet is g5]\s4 ,five m9utes alone ) him w satisfy me--?ree m9utes--two m9utes-- ,h] tone quick5$ z h] anxiety increas$4 ,/ill ,norov's blue eyes met h]s unsw]v+ly4 ,! ,prophet holds private ,audi5ce only 9 ! morn+4 ,at ! second repetition h] appreh5sion rose to fe>2 & 9 h] al>m$ trepidation %e conceiv$ a new idea4 ,) a rapid se>*+ glance h] eyes travell$ ov] ! ,ar*-,my/ic's p[]ful figure1 :ile %e m5tally measur$ 8 physical /r5g? ) t ( ! ,prophet4 ,h] survey 0 %ort & compreh5sive2 & h] decision came ) equal spe$4 ,) a subtle *ange ( mann] & voice %e made a fre% appeal4 ,turn+ to him ) a ge/ure ( def]5ce1 %e spoke aga9 9 a s(t & conciliatory voice4 ,( c\rse1 y are "r 9 :at y say1 %e murmur$4 ,b ,i am go+ to make an appeal4 ,if ,i may n see ! ,prophet 9 private ,audi5ce1 !n let me see him 9 y\r pres5ce6 ,i h only a doz5 words to say2 &1 if necess>y1 ,i w say !m 9 y\r pres5ce4 ,y c see x is urg5t1 :5 ,i am will+ to humiliate myself4 ,x is only = h] ,s\l t a woman w conqu] h] pride4 ,y won't d5y peace to my ,s\l8 ,h] voice dropp$1 h] :ole expression plead$4 ,= a mom5t--= j "o mom5t--x seem$ to h] desp]ate gaze t 8 h>d blue eyes s(t5$2 ! next1 _! cold1 unyield+ glance disillusion$ h] ( hope4 ,x is useless to appeal to me1 he said2 b if y v mu* desire x1 y c make y\r reque/ to my bro!r ,my/ic--,horatio ,bale-,corphew4 ,he is gu>d+ ! ,prophet's ,?re%old4 ,:e!r ! man _h any glimm]+ ( k z to h] private connection ) ,bale-,corphew & ! ,prophet 0 n to be read f 8 au/]e face4 ,8 words might h be5 spok5 9 all innoc5ce1 or might h be5 spok5 delib]ately & ) malice4 ,b 9 ei!r case ! result1 s f> z 8 li/5] 0 conc]n$1 0 ! same4 ,a s5se ( fright5$ impot5ce fell ^u h]--a k t h] enemy _h a long] rea* & a m p[]ful arm ?an %e _h guess$4 ,by a great ef=t %e controll$ h] feel+s4 ,?ank y6 %e said1 quietly1 b ,i w n tr\ble ,mr4 ,bale-,corphew4 ,if ,i may1 ,i w wait 9 ! ,place until ! ,ga!r+ is assembl$4 ,h] companion b5t 8 head4 ,p]mission is grant$6 he said4 ,= a mom5t long] %e /ood1 burn+ ) appreh5sive dread4 ,on "o h& 0 ! ,prophet--trapp$ & unaw>e ( 8 p]il2 on ! o!r 0 ,bale-,corphew--implacable1 enrag$1 unrelax+ 9 8 pursuit4 ,%e wait$ irresolute1 until ! cold1 inquir+ gaze ( ! ,ar*-,my/ic made action compulsory2 !n1 sc>cely consci\s ( ! movem5t1 %e incl9$ h] head 9 me*anical ackn[l$gm5t ( 8 c\rtesy1 &1 turn+ away1 pass$ d[n ! l(ty1 sombre hall4 ,nev] 9 aft]-life 0 %e able to rememb]1 ) any degree ( di/9ctness1 h] ?read+ ( ! famili> corridors lead+ to ! *apel4 ,h] consci\sness ( out] ?+s 0 numb$ by m5tal /rife4 ,rea*+ ! heavy curta9 t %ut (f ! sacr$ prec9ct1 %e ?ru/ x aside ) n]v\s impetuosity & /ood look+ ar\nd ! des]t$ *apel--glanc+ f ! r[s ( empty *airs to ! ,sanctu>y1 :]e ! great gold5 ,?rone /ood %r\d$ 9 a :ite clo?1 & ! silv] c5s]s lay await+ ! flame4 ,at a fir/ glance x seem$ t ! *apel 0 entirely empty1 b z h] eyes grew accu/om$ to ! modulat$ light diffus$ by eight l>ge tap]s1 %e saw t ! ,sanctu>y 0 occupi$ by "o sombre figure t flitt$ sil5tly betwe5 ! lect]n & ! ,?rone4 ,= an in/ant h] he>t leap$1 = ! man 0 ( ! same height & build z ! ,precursor2 b a second glance put h] hopes to flight4 ,! ,my/ic )9 ! ,sanctu>y 0 ! humble memb] ( ! congregation ^: duty x 0 to wait ^u ! ,prophet4 ,z %e pass$ sl[ly & automatically up ! aisle1 ! man turn$ & look$ at h]2 b aft] a cursory glance return$ to 8 task ( sett+ ! ,sanctu>y 9 ord]4 ,! look & ! evid5t unconc]n *ill$ & daunt$ h] anew4 ,) a movem5t ( despair %e paus$1 & sank into "o ( ! empty *airs4 ,= a space t seem$ et]nal1 %e sat huddl$ 9 h] seat--h] h&s clasp$ n]v\sly 9 h] lap2 h] e>s al]t to cat* ! slighte/ s\nd2 h] eyes unconsci\sly foll[+ ! movem5ts ( ! man )9 ! ,sanctu>y2 !n1 sudd5ly & abruptly1 ! t5sion snapp$2 & action--action ( "s description--became imp]ative4 ,%e rose f h] seat4 ,aft] %e _h ris51 %e /ood aimlessly look+ ab\t h] at ! black-&-:ite walls1 at ! r[s ( *airs1 at ! gleam+ octagonal symbol t hung f ! ro(2 !n1 z if magnetically attract$1 h] glance travell$ back to ! man inside ! ,sanctu>y rail4 ,!re 0 no?+ rem>kable 9 ! sp>e figure1 mov+ rev]5tly f "o sacr$ object to ano!r2 b z h] eyes re/$ on ! colorless1 ascetic face1 h] own *eeks flu%$ ) a new hope--a new inspiration4 ,) a quick movem5t %e glanc$ furtively beh9d h]2 &1 /epp+ c>efully betwe5 ! *airs1 rega9$ ! aisle & mov$ swiftly & noiselessly up ! *apel4 ,h] he>t 0 beat+ s fa/1 ! n]v\s /ra9 0 s int5se1 t :5 %e rea*$ ! rail+ %e /ood = a mom5t unable to comm& h] voice4 ,& :5 ! ,my/ic--becom+ sudd5ly aw>e ( h] ne> pres5ce--turn$ & confront$ h]1 a fa9t s\nd ( n]v\s al>m slipp$ f h]4 ,= a space ! two look$ at ea* o!r2 & at la/ ! man appe>$ to realize t some?+ 0 expect$ ( him4 ,b5d+ 8 head1 he utt]$ ! =mula ( ! sect4 ,9 :at c ,i s]ve y8 ,! famili> words brac$ ,enid4 ,%e glanc$ at him afre%1 & 9 t glance h] plan ( action arrang$ itself4 ,= "o mom5t1 z %e _h walk$ up ! aisle1 h] h& _h s\ght h] purse1 b n[1 z %e scann$ ! ascetic face ( ?is unworldly s]vant1 h] f+]s involunt>ily loos5$ & ! purse slipp$ back into h] pocket4 ,) a new resolve1 %e look$ him /raight 9 ! eyes4 ,y c d me a great s]vice--a v great s]vice1 %e said1 quietly1 9 h] s(t1 cle> voice4 ,! man look$ at h] 9 sl[ inquiry4 ,oh1 ,i "k y are surpris$1 %e add$1 quickly4 ,i "k ?is seems unusual-- ,%e paus$ 9 mom5t>y hesitation4 ,! ,my/ic appe>$ di/ress$4 ,my--my duty-- he broke 91 uneasily4 ,my duty is to-- ,b %e *eck$ him sudd5ly4 ,illu/ration3 ,i ,,am ,,9 ,,ne$ ,,( ,,help 444 ,,& ,,y ,,c ,,help ,,me ,*>ity is great] ?an duty6 %e said1 9 a l[1 impressive tone4 ,by ! same fem99e intuition t _h made h] disc>d h] purse1 %e saw t by a semi-my/ical appeal--& by t alone--c\ld %e hope to succe$4 ,lay+ h] h&s ^u ! ,sanctu>y rail+1 %e lean$ =w>d1 & rais$ h] l>ge eyes to ! man's face4 ,:i* d y consid] ! great] virtue8 %e ask$4 ,duty or *>ity8 ,! ,my/ic look$ at h]4 ,*>ity1 he said1 at la/1 hesitat+ly1 ! ,prophet tea*es u-- ,enid's face flu%$4 ,yes6 yes6 %e cri$4 ,! ,prophet tea*es u t *>ity is ! great] virtue4 ,he tells u t we are to rely ^u ourselves--& also ^u ea* o!r4 ,we are to help ourselves--& to help ea* o!r4 ,h] voice %ook1 h] face gl[$ 9 h] excitem5t & susp5se4 ,i am 9 ne$ ( help1 %e add$4 ,9 desp]ate ne$4 ,& y c help me4 ,h] tone 0 urg5t1 h] compell+ gaze nev] falt]$4 ,%e knew t ?is 0 h] la/ *ance--t1 if ?is man fail$ h]1 cata/rophe 0 inevitable4 ,! ,my/ic /irr$ uncom=tably1 & 8 glance turn$ half fe>fully f ! int5t1 appeal+ face to ! lect]n on :i* re/$ ! :ite-b\nd ,scitsym4 ,) a sudd5 access ( en?usiasm1 ,enid spoke aga94 ,!re is some?+ tr\bl+ my ,s\l1 %e said4 ,some?+ t ,i mu/ confess to ! ,prophet to-night4 ,my :ole happ9ess--all my peace--dep5ds ^u confess+ x4 ,i _c speak ) him be=e ! ,ga!r+ assembles2 b ,i c write my confession4 ,w y save my ,s\l8 ,w y c>ry my confession to him8 ,until ! words 7 actually spok51 %e did n realize h[ imm5sely %e _h /ak$ ^u h] *ances ( success4 ,9 a fev] ( anxiety %e wait$1 wat*+ ! man's gaze z x wav]$ undecid$ly ov] ! ,scitsym1 !n return$1 z if magnetiz$1 to h] face4 ,9 tw5ty m9utes ! ,ga!r+ w be assembl$1 he murmur$4 ,i "k1 ,i "k4 ,b !re is /ill "t4 ,x is a matt] (--( fai?--( peace ( m9d4 ,! man %uffl$ 8 feet4 ,x--x is impossible1 he said4 ,:y impossible8 ,because ! ,prophet is exalt$ to-night4 ,! ,ar*-,my/ics !mselves are gu>d+ ! ,?re%old4 ,! ,prophet is exalt$2 he mu/ n be di/urb$4 ,b if x is necess>y to di/urb him8 ,if !re is a ,s\l 9 dang]8 ,! ,prophet mu/ n be di/urb$4 ,:at are we1 t we %\ld ?ru/ our wrong-do+ or our sorr[ ^u ! ,mighty ,"o8 ,at ! words a rage ( appreh5sion %ook ,enid4 ,%e lift$ h] head1 & h] f+]s clos$ fi]cely r\nd ! iron b> t topp$ ! rail+4 ,sil5ce6 %e said1 excit$ly4 ,y d n "k :at y are say+6 ,! ,prophet sets 8 p high above himself4 ,! message ( a ,s\l 9 di/ress is ( m value 9 8 eyes ?an a hundr$ mom5ts ( exaltation4 ,take c>e t 8 wra? does n fall ^u y6 ,involunt>ily ! man pal$4 ,yes4 ,take c>e6 %e cri$4 ,take c>e6 ,y h ! well-be+--! :ole future--( "o ,s\l 9 y\r h&s to-night4 ,h[ w y answ] to ! ,prophet1 if y fail 9 ! tru/8 ,! ,my/ic c[]$4 ,if y fail1 ! wrong c nev] be repair$4 ,& ! do+ ( ! action w co/ y no?+4 ,take ?is note-- ,) agitat$ ha/e %e tore a leaf f a t9y note-book t hung at h] wai/4 ,take ?is note4 ,tell no "o4 ,give x into ! ,prophet's own h&s-- ,%e drew out a p5cil & wrote a few enigmatical words4 ,give x into 8 own h&s2 & ,i c promise y t y\r rew>d w be great] ?an y ?9k4 ,) a rapid movem5t1 %e roil$ up ! pap] & held x out to him4 ,take x1 %e said1 impressively4 ,& rememb] t x is some?+ important1 ess5tial--sacr$4 ,on ! la/ ^w h] voice rose2 !n1 )\t w>n+1 x sudd5ly broke4 ,a curta9 at ! back ( ! ,sanctu>y _h be5 drawn aside2 & = ! second "t t ev5+1 ! face ( ,bale-,corphew confront$ h] ?r\gh ! dusk4 ,,*apt] ,x ,= "o in/ant ,enid /ood spellb\nd2 !n involunt>ily %e /epp$ backw>d1 crumpl+ ! slip ( pap] 9 h] h&4 ,at ! same movem5t ,bale-,corphew advanc$ &1 pass+ ! ,my/ic1 indicat$ ! ,sanctu>y curta94 ,g6 he comm&$1 9 an un/eady voice4 ,& z ! man slunk away1 he :eel$ r\nd & confront$ ,enid4 ,s ?is is y\r action8 he said1 tremul\sly4 ,?is is y\r conception ( honor8 ,truly1 woman is ! undo+ ( man6 ,) an excit$ ge/ure1 he lift$ 8 h& & ext5d$ x t[>ds ! :ite ,scitsym ly+ ^u ! lect]n4 ,b ,enid met 8 attack ) ! c\rage t sometimes outlives hope4 ,a j man ne$ fe> no woman6 %e exclaim$4 ,x is because y are unju/ & a c[>d t y fe>--t y suspect--t y f9d x necess>y to hide & spy4 ,! color surg$ ov] 8 face4 ,i h be5 outrag$6 he cri$--,i h be5 outrag$6 ,&1 l an unreason+ animal1 y turn to dev\r ! ?+ t has hurt y8 ,i dem& ju/ice4 ,%e ?rew out h] h&s & laugh$ sudd5ly & hy/]ically4 ,& y call ?is ju/ice8 ,y call x ju/ice to trap "o man & set a hundr$ o!rs loose ^u him8 ,b ,bale-,corphew turn$ ^u h]4 ,& :at is ?is man to y8 he cri$4 ,:at spell has he ca/ ^u y t y c =get 8 outrage & 8 blasphemy8 ,enid met ! "q ) h] new =titude2 se>*+ ,bale-,corphew's turbul5t face1 %e answ]$ ) a c]ta9 high simplicity4 ,i d n "k1 %e said4 ,once ,i believ$ t ,i admir$ him--t ,i look$ up to him--because he 0 a ,prophet2 some?+ high] & bett] ?an myself4 ,n[ ,i "k t my belief 0 wrong & false2 t x 0 because he is a man--because1 be=e ev]y?+ else 9 ! _w1 he is a man--t ,i turn$ to him1 t ,i reli$ ^u him4 ,bale-,corphew gave a %ort1 cruel laugh4 ,s t is x8 ,t is ! secret8 ,he is a man8 ,well1 ,i w /rip him ( 8 manhood6 ,we h _h our disillusion+2 y\rs is to come4 ,"h1 on ?is sacr$ spot :]e he has be5 s exalt$1 he w bite ! du/4 ,he paus$ triumphantly2 & 9 ! pause !re rose aga9 to ,enid's m9d ! picture ( "o tall1 :ite-rob$ figure confront+ a sea ( faces--all inc5s$--all passionately1 v9dictively unanim\s 9 desire4 ,oh no6 %e said1 sudd5ly1 falt]+ be=e ! picture4 ,no6 ,no6 ,y _c4 ,y mu/ n4 ,be m]ciful6 ,let him g4 ,& if !re is any?+--any recomp5se-- ,b ev5 z x 0 spok51 ! appeal di$4 ,some:]e 9 ! he>t ( ! ,h\se a solemn clock *im$ ! h\r ( eight2 & z ?\gh ! s\nd 7 a signal1 ! curta9 ( ! *apel door 0 drawn s(tly back1 & a /ream ( d>k-rob$ figures p\r$ ov] ! empty floor4 ,= a mom5t %e /ood immovable be=e ! imm95ce ( ! crucial sc5e2 !n1 ) a s5sation ( physical weakness & helplessness1 %e turn$1 mov$ bl9dly =w>d1 & sank into a vacant seat4 ,at ! same mom5t ,bale-,corphew left h] )\t a ^w1 & pass$ rapidly d[n ! aisle4 ,great fe> frequ5tly ex]cises a p>alyz+ effect ^u ! body4 ,) ! und5iable k t ! "t = action--! "t = hope--0 irrevocably pass$1 ,enid felt depriv$ ( ! p[] to move4 ,%e sat cr\*+ 9 h] seat1 e s5se alive & /ra9$1 b ) limbs t 7 ov]p[]$ & weight$ z if by tangible fett]s4 ,?rill+ to ?is numb & impot5t s5se ( dread1 %e he>d ! devotees ent] ! *apel1 "o aft] ano!r1 & pass to _! *os5 seats ) s(t1 glid+ /eps4 ,) a sick5+ k ( approa*+ cata/rophe1 %e saw ano!r ( ! unconv5tional black-rob$ s]vants em]ge f beh9d ! ,sanctu>y curta91 & proce$ ) madd5+ delib]ation to light ! sixte5 gr\ps ( wax tap]s t 7 set at int]vals along ! walls4 ,me*anically h] eyes foll[$ ! man's movem5ts2 & x seem$ t ea* new tap] t spat1 flick]$1 & %ot up into a light 0 a symbol1 a port5t ( ! sc5e to come4 ,z ! la/ c&le 0 light$1 ! %uffl+ ( feet & ! /ir ( g>m5ts t1 s9ce ! entry ( ! fir/ devotee1 _h unceas+ly fill$ ! *apel sudd5ly subsid$1 & n]v$ to motion by ! lull1 %e turn$ & glanc$ beh9d h]4 ,! sc5e1 famili> ?\gh x 01 impress$ h] anew4 ,x 0 a /range effect 9 black & :ite4 ,! black clo!s ( ! congregation seem$ mass$ toge!r 9 a sombre blur2 _! /ra9$1 fanatical faces look$ :ite & set2 :ile ! m>ble walls %one out1 %>p & poli%$1 9 ! same contra/+ hues4 ,ov] ! :ole sc5e ! conc5trat$ light & acc5tuat$ %ad[ ?r[n by ! great sconces gl[+ ) tap]s1 made a v>iation ( tone almo/ z vivid z t se5 on a moonlight night4 ,unconsci\sly %e recogniz$ ! curi\s1 ! almo/ b>b>ic picturesqu5ess ( light & gr\p+2 b h] eyes _h b>ely skimm$ ! sc5e :5 ! mean+ ( ! hu% t fill$ ! place 0 br\ght home to h] m9d4 ,glanc+ t[>ds ! curta9 t hid ! entrance1 %e saw ! figure ( ! ,prophet move sl[ly into ! *apel & pass up ! aisle1 att5d$ by ! ,precursor & ! ,six ,ar*-,my/ics4 ,he mov$ =w>d ) grave1 dignifi$ /eps1 & ) a head held ev5 high] ?an usual1 & rea*+ ! ,sanctu>y gate1 pass$ ?r\gh x )\t hesitation4 ,! action 0 s calm--s natural--s l :at %e _h witness$ night aft] night--t ,enid sat newly petrifi$1 h] s5ses /riv+ to associate ?is /rong figure ) ! man :o1 only a few h\rs be=e1 _h humiliat$ himself 9 h] pres5ce4 ,= a mom5t h] m9d refus$ ! connection ( ideas2 b ! next a full realization ( ! position swept ov] h]1 galvaniz+ h] m5tally & physically1 z %e turn$ 9 h] seat & glanc$ at ! sev5 :o 7 foll[+ 9 ! wake4 ,illu/ration3 ,,%e ,,saw ,,! ,,figure ,,( ,,! ,,prophet 444 ,,att5d$ ,,by ,,! ,,precursor ,,& ,,! ,,six ,,ar*-,,my/ics ,fir/ beh9d 8 ma/] came ! ,precursor4 ,& to ,enid's se>*+ gaze x seem$ t 8 face 0 set into unfamili> & anxi\s l9es2 b "u 8 black cap & r$ hair1 8 sk9 look$ colorless & drawn4 ,b aft] ! fir/ glance1 h] eyes 7 n = him2 ) swift appreh5sion !y pass$ to ! six ,ar*-,my/ics :o1 walk+ two & two1 =m$ ! procession4 ,animat$ by ! spe$ ( actual fe>1 h] gaze pass$ f ! abnormally agitat$ face ( old ,arian1 ! bl9d ,ar*-,c\ncillor1 to ! d>k1 turbul5t face ( ,bale-,corphew1 :o br\ght up ! re>4 ,! survey 0 rapid & compreh5sive2 & to h] uneasy m9d ! ?\ght came ) un]r+ c]ta9ty t1 on all ! six faces--diff]+ s m>k$ly 9 physical *>act]i/ics--!re 0 a common look ( suppress$ excitem5t1 ( suppress$ resolve4 ,z !y pass$ h] seat1 ,norov turn$ & %ot a glance ( cold curiosity 9 h] direction2 b o!rwise ! :ole gr\p seem$ unaw>e ( h] pres5ce4 ,/ill in]t1 %e sat1 wat*+ e movem5t 9 ! sc5e be=e h] z "o might wat* a drama t w\ld1 at a giv5 mom5t1 cease to be ent]ta9m5t & become real life4 ,v quietly ! ,prophet advanc$ to ! ,scitsym &1 foll[+ ! cu/om>y r\t9e1 op5$ x & began to read4 ,! words 7 a /range j>gon ( my/ical c\nsel int]sp]s$ ) ! relation ( my/ical visions & ec/asies4 ,on ord9>y lips1 ! long1 disjo9t$ s5t5ces & disconnect$ phrases w\ld h s\nd$ vague & incompreh5sible2 b1 f ! fir/1 x _h be5 "o ( ! ,prophet's special gifts t 8 deep1 grave voice c\ld l5d weight & mean+ to ! fanta/ic utt]ances4 ,& to-night x seem$ t he int5d$ to put =? all 8 p[]s2 = sc>cely _h he op5$ ! book & begun to read1 ?an a /ir ( int]e/ pass$ ov] ! congregation2 & ev5 ,enid1 enme%$ 9 h] own t]rors1 b5t =w>d involunt>ily4 ,he spoke v sl[ly1 enunciat+ e ^w ) /udi$ s]i\sness2 & f "t to "t he paus$ & look$ across ! sea ( fix$ & almo/ ador+ faces turn$ 9 8 direction4 ,x 0 z if1 by /r5g? ( w1 he _h det]m9$ t no po9t1 no syllable1 ( ?is1 8 la/ read+1 %\ld be lo/ ^u 8 he>]s4 ,m ?an once1 ,bale-,corphew mov$ uneasily & %ot a glance at ,norov2 b ! ,prophet 0 unconsci\s ( ^! surreptiti\s signs4 ,= half an h\r he read on1 sl[ly1 di/9ctly1 impressively2 !n1 /ill foll[+ ! r\t9e ( ! ev5+ s]vice1 he clos$ ! book & calmly mov$ across ! ,sanctu>y to ! ,?rone4 ,z he ne>$ x1 ! ,precursor /epp$ =w>d def]5tially & conduct$ him to ! foot ( ! gilt /eps4 ,hav+ asc5d$1 he took 8 seat ) calm impassivity &1 re/+ 8 h&s ^u ! arms ( ! great gold *air1 look$ out once m ^u ! mass$ faces4 ,?is1 accord+ to cu/om1 0 ! signal = a g5]al movem5t4 ,! congregation sway$ =w>d1 pro/rat+ !mselves ^u ! gr\nd1 :ile ! ,ar*-,my/ics ga!r$ _! wide1 black robes ab\t !m & assum$ attitudes ( rapt contemplation4 ,9 ob$i5ce to usage1 ,enid also dropp$ ^u h] knees & cov]$ h] face ) h] h&s4 ,b ?\gh h] pose 0 conv5tional1 !re 0 little place 9 h] ?\ghts = ei!r pray] or m$itation4 ,"o idea--& "o only--absorb$ h] be+4 ,h[1 & at :at mom5t1 mu/ %e ga!r /r5g? to act8 ,%e cr\*$ ^u ! gr\nd1 h] h&s press$ tightly ov] h] eyes4 ,x seem$ to h] t all ! torture1 all ! susp5se & appreh5sion ( ! univ]se1 7 ga!r$ into t half-h\r ( appall+ sil5ce4 ,once %e v5tur$ to unlace h] f+]s & glance ?r\gh !m fe>fully2 b at sight ( ! ,prophet1 calm1 impassive1 unconsci\s ( 8 ?reat5$ dang]--at sight ( ! six sombre %r\d$ figures t sat inside ! ,sanctu>y rail+1 h] blood turn$ cold & h] c\rage quail$4 ,:5 ! sign t end$ ! ev5+'s m$itation 0 giv51 %e rose ) ! re/ & sank weakly into h] seat4 ,!n1 9 dumb1 /rick5 helplessness su* z envelops u 9 a t]rible dream1 %e saw ! ,prophet rise v sl[ly & /& on ! /eps ( ! ,?rone1 look+ solemnly d[n ^u ! p4 ,dur+ 8 *ange ( position1 %e sat vacillat+ pitiably4 ,! k t 9 a s+le mom5t he w\ld h begun to speak spurr$ h] to a fev] ( al>m1 :ile a t]rible n]v\s incapacity *a9$ h] limbs & p>alyz$ h] tongue4 ,bale-,corphew's words rose to h] m9d4 ,he w fool u--z he has fool$ u be=e4 ,9 ! appreh5sion ar\s$ by ! memory1 %e half rose 9 h] *air1 h] h&s grasp+ ! back ( ! seat 9 front ( h]2 b sudd5ly ! *apel1 ! lights1 ! congregation seem$ to fade f h] vision1 & %e sank back into h] place4 ,! ,prophet _h begun to speak4 ,my ,p1 he said1 v calmly & di/9ctly1 h]et(ore ,i h spok5 to y z a tea*]4 ,to-night ,i w speak to y z "o ( y\rselves4 ,some?+ 9 ! tone--some?+ 9 ! words--/ruck a note ( surprise & uneas9ess4 ,aga9 ,bale-,corphew %ot a swift glance at ,norov1 & old ,mi*ael ,arian lift$ 8 head & /ra9$ 8 sightless eyes t[>ds ! ,?rone1 :ile ,enid's h&s tight5$ spasmodically on ! back ( ! *air 9 front ( h]1 & h] lips p>t$ 9 new fe>4 ,:at 0 he go+ to say8 ,h[ mu* fur!r 0 he go+ to compromise himself8 ,b ! body ( ! congregation sway$ =w>d 9 absorb$ att5tion1 & ! ,prophet cont9u$ to survey ! fix$ faces ) grave1 /eady eyes4 ,my ,p1 he said1 y are an unusual ga!r+4 ,"s w\ld call y a ga!r+ ( fanatics--"s might ev5 call y a ga!r+ ( fools4 ,b fools1 fanatics1 or ,my/ics1 y are all m5 & wom54 ,y are all human be+s6 ,old ,arian />t$1 & ,norov's cold1 blue eyes fla%$2 b /ill ! ,prophet 0 oblivi\s ( _! emotion4 ,x is always well to /udy "o's own k9d2 & to-night ,i am go+ to speak to y ( a man4 ,i am go+ to tell y ! /ory ( a man--a man z passionate1 z head/rong1 z weak & vuln]able z y y\rselves4 ,he halt$ = a mom5t1 & 8 glance seem$ to gr[ m conc5trat$1 m int5se4 ,once1 _m ye>s ago1 !re 0 a boy born "h1 9 ?is city ( ,london4 ,don't lose pati5ce6 ,my /ory has ! m]it ( tru?4 ,!re 0 no?+ pleasant1 !re 0 no?+ easy1 9 ! circum/ances ( ?is boy's bir?4 ,8 fir/ sight ( ! _w 0 ga9$ ?r\gh ! w9d[ ( a t5em5t-h\se1 & ! picture he saw 0 ! picture ( an alley--d>k1 f\l1 teem+ ) life4 ,8 fir/ k ( exi/5ce 0 ! realization ( pov]ty--n ! free1 :olesome pov]ty ( ! c\ntry1 b ! gr9d+1 sordid1 cont9u\s pov]ty ( ! t[n1 t no tongue c adequately describe4 ,^! 7 8 surr\nd+s--?is 0 8 environm5t2 & yet--s great are ! miracles t love c accompli%--e day ( t boy's life 0 illum9$ & glorifi$ by "o pres5ce4 ,god 9 8 b\nty _h giv5 him a "m6 ,x 0 ! fir/ "t 9 any disc\rse t he _h m5tion$ ! supreme ,"n1 & z if consci\s ( ! tremor x ar\s$1 he cont9u$ 8 n>rative )\t pause4 ,to say t a boy's life is made happi] by 8 "m's exi/5ce s\nds too trite & obvi\s to be> any weight2 b x is ?r\gh ! obvi\s facts ( life t ! _w's ma*9]y is kept 9 motion4 ,! inexpressible1 unwe>y+ t5d]ness ( ?is "m = h] son1 ! love ( ?is boy = 8 "m1 grew ) ! passage ( "t--grew into some?+ s significant1 s vital & s deep1 t ev5 ! poison\s atmosph]e ( ! alley c\ld n ?w>t its gr[?4 ,?is feel+ grew 9 ! boy's he>t2 & ) x--by a necess>y law ( nature--ano!r feel+ took root & grew also4 ,fir$ by /ories ( a pa/1 9 :i* weal? & position _h be5 won by 8 =efa!rs1 he conceiv$ ! idea ( becom+ 9 8 own p]son a h]o--a knight-errant4 ,& 9 ! grimy1 common alley2 9 ! poor1 b>e sitt+-room :]e 8 "m sew$ un5d+ly2 9 ! d>k closet "u ! slates :]e at night he dream$ 8 *ild's dreams1 he built ca/les su* z nev] /ood ^u ! hills ( ,spa96 ,! g]m ( 8 ambition fell into 8 s\l l a se$ ( fire2 &1 l a se$ ( fire1 sprang into a flame4 ,at :atev] price--at :atev] sacrifice--!re mu/ be a gold5 future1 9 :i* ! "m he ador$ w\ld sit 9 high places2 9 :i* ! worn h&s w\ld nev] ply a ne$le except = pa/ime1 ! frail figure gr[ /raight & /rong1 ! pale face w>m & bright5 ) ! colors ( heal?6 ,x 0 a v humble1 a v "y ambition1 b x sprang f ! true1 clean s\rce ( unta9t$ love1 l :i* !re is no?+ else 9 all ! _w4 ,he paus$2 & f 8 grave voice x seem$ t a wave ( emotion pass$ across ! *apel4 ,! congregation1 too fasc9at$ by 8 words to "q _! mean+1 drew a sigh ( rapt anticipation4 ,enid1 amaz$1 bewild]$1 mov$ beyond h]self1 sat immovable--h] face pale1 h] great eyes fix$ ^u ! ,?rone4 ,only ! six ,ar*-,my/ics /irr$ uneasily1 glanc+ at ea* o!r ) quiet1 unc]ta9 looks4 ,pres5tly1 z ?\gh he _h m>%all$ 8 ideas = ! cont9uation ( 8 spee*1 ! ,prophet rais$ 8 h&4 ,my ,p1 he began1 aga91 d n ?9k t ,i am go+ to compel y to li/5 to a psy*ological disc\rse ^u ?is boy's developm5t4 ,t is n my int5tion4 ,b 7 ,i to hold up a picture = y\r inspection1 y c\ld n prop]ly appreciate x 7 y ignorant ( ! art ( draw+4 ,& s x is ) my /ory4 ,to und]/& ! complet$ "w1 y mu/ und]/& ! mann] ( its gr[?4 ,?\gh ?is boy liv$ 9 obscurity1 he 0 b\nd by "o l9k ) ! great ?+s ( ! _w4 ,b = ! unju/ dis9h]itance ( 8 fa!r1 he w\ld h be5 heir to a va/ prop]ty2 & ?r\gh all 8 y\?1 ?is _h be5 ! gold5 mirage t _h float$ be=e 8 vision--?is _h be5 ! fabl$ c\ntry f :i* 8 ca/le rose4 ,/eadily1 unfalt]+ly1 "o idea _h exp&$ 9 8 m9d4 ,by "s brave action--by "s de$ ( h]oism--he 0 to w9 back ! lo/ inh]itance4 ,"t pass$4 ,& ) its passage ! :eel ( fate revolv$4 ,by "o ( ^? /range *ances = :i* no man c acc\nt1 ! opportunity t ! boy long$ = fell across 8 pa?4 ,x came4 ,b x came envelop$ 9 no cl\d ( glory4 ,! pa? to ! lo/ inh]itance 0 /eep & rugg$ & d>k4 ,he 0 call$ ^u to leave 8 "m2 to leave ! place t1 h[ev] sordid1 h[ev] mean1 0 yet 8 home2 & to ent] ^u a p]iod ( s]vitude ) an unkn[n ma/]--a man relat$ to him by blood1 :om report describ$ z an ecc5tric--a mis]--a madman4 ,z he said ^! words a curi\s ?+ occurr$4 ,a wave ( color flu%$ old ,arian's sightless face2 an in>ticulate s\nd escap$ him1 & he made a tremul\s attempt to rise4 ,b ! movem5t 0 in/antly *eck$ by ,bale-,corphew1 :o b5t close to him & :isp]$ quickly 9 8 e>4 ,nei!r ge/ure nor :isp] 0 not$ by ! ,prophet4 ,8 own face _h pal$ z if ) "s deep emotion2 & l[]+ 8 rais$ h&1 he spoke aga9 ) a new1 suppress$ int5sity4 ,!n began ! vital p]iod ( t boy's c>e]4 ,he left 8 home--he left ! "m he lov$--he w5t into volunt>y exile1 animat$ by "o purpose4 ,rememb] t1 my ,p6 ,he w5t into ! s]vice ( ?is man animat$ by "o purpose--! det]m9ation to w9 back 8 rightful =tune6 ,& = sev5 we>y ye>s he cont9u$ 8 pursuit4 ,= ! sev5 mo/ vital ye>s ( 8 y\? he suppress$ e in/9ct t animates a boy6 ,he work$ m labori\sly ?an ! labor] 9 ! fields1 = m5tal s]vitude is m gall+ to ! "y ?an any physical /ra94 ,b he nev] falt]$2 & at la/ he _h ! pride ( kn[+ t 8 end 0 ga9$--he _h ! pride ( kn[+ t he _h become indisp5sable to ! ma/] :om he s]v$6 ,aga9 he paus$1 b ?is "t ! pause 0 ( impressive weight4 ,unconsci\sly1 & )\t analyz+ ! feel+1 e memb] ( ! congregation felt t "s ann\ncem5t 0 p5d+--t "s extraord9>y revelation 0 ab\t to be made4 ,enid sat rigid1 hold+ h] brea? 9 an agony ( susp5se1 fasc9at$ & appall$ by ! incompreh5sible disc\rse4 ,beh9d ! high rail+1 old ,mi*ael ,arian's lips mov$ rapidly & n]v\sly1 z ?\gh he 7 mutt]+ inaudible pray]s2 :ile ,bale-,corphew's florid face flam$1 z1 ) a rapid1 agitat$ movem5t1 he glanc$ ov] ! t5se faces ( ! congregation4 ,= "o mom5t x seem$ t he 0 brac+ himself = action1 b be=e 8 int5tions c\ld be> fruit1 ! voice ( ! ,prophet aga9 rang out across ! *apel4 ,my ,p6 he said4 ,x is n[ t ,i appeal to y\r humanity6 ,x is n[ t ,i ask ea* "o ( y--m5 & wom5--to /& 9 ?is boy's place--?is boy1 built l y\rselves ( human desires1 human hopes1 human weaknesses4 ,aft] sev5 long ye>s he t\*$ ! k t he _h become indisp5sable2 & ! be>] ( t k 0 ,dea?--8 ma/]'s ma/]6 ,dea? came2 & 9 8 *ill pres5ce ! boy saw 8 task complet$--laid aside l a writt5 scroll6 ,x 0 ! mo/ glori\s mom5t ( 8 life--t mom5t 9 :i* he /ood ) un%ak5 fai?1 look+ t[>ds ! future4 ,b ! d>k] side ( exi/5ce 0 8 portion2 he _h be5 born to ! d>k] side4 ,)9 "o h\r ( 8 ma/]'s dea?1 8 dreams 7 dispell$4 ,he le>n$ t1 9 ! eyes ( ! man he _h s]v$1 he _h nev] pass$ beyond ! position ( ! outca/--! dep5d5t1 ^: s]vices are lib]ally rew>d$ by ! gift ( a few hundr$ p\nds4 ,! =tune--! inh]itance--! gold5 mirage1 0 no long] exi/5t1 save z some?+ t did n conc]n him4 ,by ! disposition ( 8 ma/]'s w1 x _h pass$ into ! c(f]s ( a religi\s body--a fanta/ic1 unkn[n sect to :i* ! old man _h belong$6 ,! ann\ncem5t fell ) /range effect4 ,enid1 inspir$ by sudd5 t]ror1 rose to h] feet2 ,bale-,corphew sat gripp+ ! arm ( 8 *air1 8 face contort$1 8 m\? work+1 :ile a ru/le1 an audible murmur ( excitem5t pass$ ov] ! :ole *apel1 & ! ,precursor1 :o all along _h be5 cr\*+ at ! foot ( ! ?rone1 turn$ quickly & anxi\sly t[>ds 8 ma/]4 ,b ! ,prophet reassur$ him by a ge/ure4 ,x seem$ t he 0 exalt$ by "s emotion1 lift$ above 8 surr\nd+s by "s invisible p[]4 ,put y\rselves 9 ?is boy's place6 he cri$4 ,0 !re ev] a position s int5sely human8 ,! ?+ he _h /riv5 =--! ?+ he ne$$ inord9ately--_h be5 wr5*$ f him by a b& ( p :o1 9 8 eyes1 7 ei!r fools or knaves4 ,:at w\ld y h done 9 8 position8 ,:at w\ld h be5 y\r impulse8 ,:at y\r in/9ct8 ,if ,i "k any?+ ( human nature1 x w\ld h be5 ! same z 8--precisely1 accurately ! same z 86 ,he _h kn[n = ye>s ( ?is sect to :i* 8 ma/] belong$2 & = ye>s he _h held x 9 contempt4 ,9 8 normal1 y\?ful eyes1 ! idea ( a cre$ t d5i$ ! high1 simple !ory ( ,*ri/ianity1 & await$ ! com+ ( a my?ical ,prophet 0 a subject = heal?y scorn4 ,& n[ sudd5ly x 0 =c$ ^u 8 und]/&+ t ?is anmic sect--?is my/ical1 anticipat$ ,prophet--7 8 rivals--! despoil]s ( 8 private intimate hopes4 ,su* a k has p[] to "w a miracle2 & 9 "o s+le night x *ang$ ?is boy into a man4 ,embitt]$1 hopeless1 /r&$1 inspiration came to him4 ,he conceiv$ ! trem5d\s idea ( ent]+ ^u a new fight--a second que/ ( ! great inh]itance4 ,he conceiv$ ! idea2 & /&+1 z x 71 ^u a diff]5t plane ( life1 he saw-- ,b ! ,prophet got no fur!r4 ,) a ge/ure ( viol5t excitem5t1 ,bale-,corphew rose2 at ! same in/ant ! ,precursor sprang to 8 feet & /ood 9 a def5sive attitude be=e ! ,?rone4 ,! :ole sc5e 0 enact$ 9 a second4 ,enid1 grasp+ its full mean+1 turn$ v :ite & dropp$ back into h] seat1 :ile ! :ole congregation /ra9$ =w>d 9 unanim\s amazem5t & curiosity4 ,& !n1 = ! fir/ "t1 ! hot1 angry glance ( ,bale-,corphew met t ( ! ,prophet4 ,he gl>$ at him = "o mom5t 9 spee*less rage1 !n he turn$ to ! p4 ,my/ics6 he cri$1 9 a *ok$ voice4 ,9 accordance ) a solemn duty1 ,i--,i proclaim ?is man to be-- ,b be=e he c\ld proce$ ! ,precursor int]rupt$4 ,p6 ,my/ics6 he cri$1 rais+ 8 p5etrat+ voice4 ,is ?is "r8 ,is ?is p]missible8 ,a murmur rose f ! *apel4 ,bale-,corphew's face became purple4 ,p6 he> me6 he exclaim$4 ,?is man is no ,prophet4 ,he is an impo/or6 ,a fraud6 ,i h pro(4 ,i c give y pro(6 ,( ! extraord9>y effect ( ^! words ,enid--cr\*+ helplessly 9 h] seat--saw no?+4 ,all h] s5ses 7 rivet$ ^u "o object--! tall1 calm figure ^u ! /eps ( ! ,?rone4 ,by ! p[] ( intuition1 r ?an by physical obs]vation1 %e saw ! look ( int5se surprise1 ( incr$ulity m]g+ to dismay1 t cross$ ! ,prophet's face at ! ,ar*-,my/ic's words4 ,& at ! sight ! real mean+ ( 8 incompreh5sible disc\rse pass$ ov] h] m9d 9 a wave ( incr$ul\s admiration4 ,believ+ himself secure 9 8 position1 he _h volunt>ily *os5 to d5\nce himself4 ,t 0 h] fir/ ?\ght z ! matt] became cle> to h]2 b a *ill+ second ?\ght foll[$ %>p ^u x4 ,:at w\ld be ! ,prophet's read+ ( ,bale-,corphew's k8 ,w\ld n "o solution--& "o only--pres5t itself to 8 m9d8 ,! idea t %e _h betray$ 8 confid5ce4 ,) ! horror ( ! sugge/ion an ungov]nable impulse fill$ h]--an impulse to rise--to g to him--sweep ! d\bt f 8 m9d4 ,b an in/ant lat] ! m]ely egoti/ical ?\ght 0 oblit]at$ by ! great] issues t fill$ ! mom5t4 ,aft] ,bale-,corphew _h spok5 an upro>--a clamor--_h sudd5ly fill$ ! *apel2 & n[ ! rapt conc\rse ( p _h become z a turbul5t sea4 ,! ,precursor1 pale ) int5se n]v\s excitem5t1 /ood va9ly /riv+ to make 8 voice he>d2 :ile ,bale-,corphew1 closely surr\nd$ by 8 fell[-,my/ics1 ge/iculat$ viol5tly4 ,at la/ ! ,prophet rais$ 8 h&2 & by habit & tra9+1 ! p subsid$ into sil5ce4 ,in/antly ,bale-,corphew's voice rang out4 ,li/56 he cri$2 li/56 ,b aga9 ! ,precursor int]rupt$4 ,p1 he dem&$1 w y refuse ! ,prophet ! "r ( spee*8 ,w y refuse to he> ! ,prophet's words8 ,?is is sacrilege6 ,sacrilege6 ,norov sudd5ly rais$ 8 voice4 ,li/5 to y\r ,c\ncillor6 ,li/5 to ! ,prophet6 ,! ,voice ( ! ,prophet calls ^u y4 ,w y d5y x8 ,! ,precursor's voice %ook ) excitem5t4 ,?is is ! tru?6 ,i tell y ! tru?6 ,bale-,corphew appeal$ to ! p ) out-/ret*$ arms4 ,b ! tumult broke =? aga94 ,my/ics6 ,my/ics6 ,old ,arian's %rill1 al>m$ tones rose = an in/ant1 only to be dr[n$ 9 ! clamor4 ,!n out ( ! confus$ babel ( s\nd "o cry became di/+ui%able4 ,! ,prophet6 ,! ,prophet6 ,let ! ,prophet speak6 ,= a space confusion reign$2 !n1 answ]+ to ! dem&1 ! ,prophet aga9 lift$ 8 "r h&4 ,z ?\gh x ex]cis$ "s pot5t spell1 8 calm1 imp]i\s ge/ure subdu$ ! turmoil4 ,:5 sil5ce _h be5 re/or$ he began to speak2 & nev]1 s9ce he _h address$ ! fir/ ,ga!r+1 _h s deep a note ( dom9ation & decision be5 audible 9 8 voice4 ,my/ics6 he cri$1 !re is no "t = preamble or delay4 ,z ! ,ar*-,my/ic says1 y mu/ h tru?6 ,p]haps !re is no ne$ to tell y t ! hi/ory ,i h j relat$ to y has an imm95t be>+ ^u y\r lives & m9e4 ,y probably "k1 )\t my tell+1 t ! boy ( my /ory & ,i are "o & ! same p]son2 t ! fanatic sect1 = :i* ,i 0 made a begg>1 is y\r own sect--! sect ( ! ,my/ics4 ,b s x is4 ,on a wild1 d>k night t5 ye>s ago ,i le>n$ t ! money :i* %\ld h be5 m9e--! money :i* %\ld h be5 ! recomp5se = my "m's h>d life--_h be5 giv5 to y4 ,giv5 = ! use ( a ,prophet 9 ^: com+ y believ$6 ,my feel+s on t night 7 ! crim9al feel+s t und]lie all civilization4 ,i _h only "o desire--to de/roy--to be av5g$4 ,my uncle1 ,&rew ,h5d]son1 0 an ,ar*-,my/ic ( y\r sect2 & on ! night he di$1 y\r sacr$ ,scitsym 0 9 8 h\se6 ,! congregation ?rill$1 & ! bl9d ,ar*-,c\ncillor turn$ & clut*$ ,bale-,corphew's arm4 ,my fir/ impulse 0 to de/roy t book4 ,look at x1 look at x6 ,he po9t$ to ! lect]n4 ,t5 ye>s ago1 ,i knelt be=e a fire ) its pages 9 my h&1 & black ?\ghts ( rev5ge 9 my he>t4 ,b ! devil ( temptation lurks 9 /range places4 ,9 ! v act ( de/ruction1 an inspiration came to me4 ,a man 0 expect$6 ,a ,prophet 0 expect$6 ,& 9 ! pages ( ! ,scitsym 7 conta9$ ! attributes1 ! secret signs1 ! manifold ways 9 :i* he 0 to make good 8 claim4 ,i come ( an ob/9ate /ock--( a /ock t 9 ! pa/ has ov]come _m ob/acles4 ,t night ,i copi$ out ! :ole ( y\r ,scitsym1 & aft]w>ds1 z soon z ,i reasonably c\ld1 ,i left ,scotl&4 ,i w5t at once to my "m2 ,i told h] t1 accord+ to ! disposition ( my uncle's w1 ,i 0 to inh]it 8 =tune 9 t5 ye>s' "t1 & t 9 ! int]val ,i 0 to fit myself = weal? by pr(\nd /udy4 ,x 0 ! fir/ "t 9 all my life t ,i _h li$ to h]6 ,b to come to ! end1 y\r ,prophet 0 to be a /ud5t ( ,ea/]n lore4 ,) ?is k 9 my m9d1 ,i />t$ ) my "m = ! ,ea/4 ,:at has happ5$ s9ce !n is immat]ial4 ,my second probation has be5 z h>d z my fir/4 ,b ,i accompli%$ two ?+s4 ,i fitt$ myself m5tally & physically = ! "p ,i 0 go+ to play1 & ,i made "o /an*1 :olly dis9t]e/$ fri5d6 ,) a ge/ure ( grave affection1 he indicat$ ! ,precursor4 ,9 ! opportunity t ! slight pause gave1 ,bale-,corphew sprang =w>d &1 re/+ 8 h&s ^u ! ,sanctu>y rail+1 fac$ ! congregation4 ,p6 he cri$1 ho>sely1 be n deceiv$6 ,?is man pret5ds to tell y :at he is4 ,he is bl9d+ y--weav+ a b&age ( speci\s words across y\r eyes4 ,b ,i w undeceive y4 ,i w te> ! b&age-- ,he hesitat$1 /amm]$1 paus$4 ,) a movem5t full ( fire1 full ( au?ority1 ! ,prophet /epp$ f ! ,?rone4 ,sil5ce6 he cri$4 ,!re is no ne$ = int]f]5ce4 ,?is matt] is betwe5 ! ,p & myself4 ,) a pale face & burn+ eyes he /epp$ =w>d1 & /&+ beside ! ,ar*-,my/ic confront$ ! congregation4 ,i w tell y ev]y?+ t ?is man w\ld tell y1 he said1 9 a /eady voice4 ,i believe ,i w ev5 use ! ^w he himself w\ld *oose4 ,i am a ?ief6 ,i am a ?ief--9 int5tion if n 9 act6 ,! effect ( ! ^w 0 trem5d\s4 ,a p]fectly audible gasp w5t up f ! brea?less cr[d2 &1 by "o accord1 ! p rose & sway$ upw>d t[>ds ! ,sanctu>y4 ,calm & immovable z a rock1 ! ,prophet held 8 place4 ,yes1 he said1 /eadily1 until ?is morn+ ,i h virtually be5 a ?ief4 ,until ?is morn+ x 0 my firm int5tion to take by =ce t :i* %\ld h come to me z my "r4 ,! fact t my int5tion falt]$ at ! la/ mom5t does n affect ! case4 ,i wi% to make no appeal4 ,my desire--8 voice sudd5ly quick5$--my desire is pla9ly & simply to /ate my case4 ,morally ,i h done y no wrong4 ,my tea*+ has be5 ! exp\nd+ ( simple tru?s1 t my p]sonal action c\ld n desecrate4 ,i /& be=e y to-night empty-h&$ z ,i came4 ,! "o ?+ ,i claim f y is judgm5t6 ,judge me6 ,i am 9 y\r h&s4 ,if y ?9k ,i des]ve puni%m5t1 puni% me6 ,if y ?9k circum/ances h made me :at ,i am1 !n /& aside6 ,let me pass out ( y\r lives6 ,!re 0 a great sil5ce2 !n a woman's %>p cry rang out across ! *apel1 z1 ) a savage movem5t1 ?ree ( ! ,ar*-,my/ics sprang ^u ! ,prophet4 ,sacrilege6 ,sacrilege6 ,bale-,corphew's voice rose l\d & viol5t4 ,b he _h calculat$ )\t 8 ho/4 ,! fanaticism ( a cr[d is a dang]\s weapon ) :i* to tamp]1 & ! de?ronem5t ( a k+ is n accompli%$ 9 a day4 ,) ! spe$ ( light1 ! elem5t he _h unloos$ turn$ ^u himself4 ,aga9 "o ^w dis5tangl$ itself f ! m$ley ( s\nds4 ,! ,prophet6 ,! ,prophet6 ,l an ignit$ fuse1 in/9ct _h be5 light$ 9 ! p4 ,! man :o = mon?s _h be5 exalt$--honor$--well-nigh wor%ipp$--0 9 imm95t p]il6 ,t "o ?\ght subm]g$ & demoli%$ e o!r4 ,!re 0 a =w>d movem5t--a ro>--a cra%--& ! high1 gilt rail+s ( ! ,sanctu>y w5t d[n z be=e a /orm4 ,to ,enid1 :o _h be5 borne irresi/ibly upw>d on ! human tide1 !re 0 "o ov]p[]+ mom5t ( fe> & clamor1 9 :i* ! cry ( ,! ,prophet6 ,! ,prophet6 dom9at$ h] consci\sness2 !n1 to h]1 ! _w became sudd5ly & m]cifully sightless1 s\ndless1 & void4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 at la/ h] eyes op5$--:5 at la/ h] s5ses falt]+ly return$ to ! consci\sness ( pres5t ?+s--%e 0 9 h] own famili> room4 ,! atmosph]e brea!d ( repose & peace2 ?r\gh ! drawn curta9s ! hum ( ,london came subdu$ & soo?+2 9 ! room itself ! lights 7 modulat$ & ! fire gl[$ s(t & mell[1 :ile a fa9t1 pung5t smell ( re/oratives fill$ ! air4 ,b ^! details came b vaguely to h] appreciation1 = ! fir/ object ^u :i* h] glance & h] ideas re/$ 0 ! figure ( ,john ,h5d]son1 kneel+ beside ! c\* on :i* %e lay4 ,= a long1 sil5t space %e gaz$ bewild]$ into ! grave face b5t ov] h] own--/riv+ to fa?om :e!r ?is 0 ano!r phase ( an extraord9>ily prolong$ & h>ass+ dream1 or :e!r x _h any be>+ ^u real life2 !n1 z ! pa9$1 bewild]$ s5sation deep5$ 9 h] m9d1 x 0 sudd5ly illum9$ by a fla% ( recollection2 & />t+ up1 %e caught ,h5d]son's h&4 ,b be=e %e c\ld speak he laid 8 f+]s g5tly ov] h] eyes4 ,y are n to ?9k1 he said4 ,to-night is pa/4 ,b ,helli] ,cresc5t8 ,:at happ5$ aft]--aft]--8 ,aga9 he made a soo?+ movem5t4 ,y mu/ n ?9k ( x4 ,!y ga!r$ r\nd me4 ,!y 7 g5]\s4 ,!y heap$ coals ( fire4 ,enid lay sil5t1 consci\s ) a ke5 yet poignant pleasure ( 8 h& ^u h] face4 ,!n sudd5ly a new ?\ght obtrud$ itself1 & draw+ away 8 f+]s1 %e look$ up into 8 face4 ,& aft] to-night--8 %e said1 9 a l[1 un/eady voice4 ,= a mom5t he did n answ]1 & 9 ! s(t light x seem$ to h] t a %ad[ ( pa9 pass$ ov] 8 face4 ,aga9 %e put out h] h& & t\*$ 84 ,:at are y go+ to d8 %e ask$1 bel[ h] brea?4 ,at la/ he rais$ 8 head & look$ fully at h]4 ,i am go+ back to ! ,ea/4 ,! h>de/ task ( my life is await+ me !re4 ,x is a v bitt] ?+ to disillusionize ! p]son to :om "o is a h]o4 ,%e look$ at him quickly4 ,y are speak+ ( y\r "m8 ,y are ?9k+ ( y\r "m8 ,he b5t 8 head4 ,= a space nei!r spoke4 ,vaguely1 & 9 di/ant accompanim5t to _! ?\ghts1 ea* 0 consci\s ( ! hum ( traffic & ( ! s(tly crackl+ fire2 !n at la/ ,enid /irr$1 & ) a ge/ure full ( compreh5sion1 h] f+]s clos$ r\nd ,h5d]son's4 ,let me tell h] ! /ory6 %e said1 almo/ inaudibly4 ,take me ) y--& let me tell h]6 ,we are bo? wom51 &-- ,h] head droop$ slightly2 & h] face flu%$4 ,& we bo? love y4