,,joy\s ,,g>d ,,ar?ur ,,*ri/oph] ,,b5son ,,london ,,john ,,murray1 ,,albem>le ,,/reet1 ,w4 #aiac ,,to ,,all ,,my ,,fri5ds ,,kn[n ,,& ,,unkn[n ,i ,,d$icate ,,?is ,,book ,,preface ,x is a h>d] ?+ ?an x ought to be to write op5ly & frankly ( ?+s private & sacr$4 ,secretum meum mihi6--,my secret is my own6--cri$ ,/4 ,francis 9 a h>r[$ mom5t4 ,b ,i believe t ! in/9ct to gu>d & ho>d ! inn] life is "o t ought to be resi/$4 ,secrecy seems to me n[ a v uncivilis$ k9d ( virtue1 aft] all6 ,we h all ( u1 or mo/ ( u1 a quiet curr5t ( intimate ?\ght1 :i* fl[s on1 g5tly & resi/lessly1 9 ! backgr\nd ( our lives1 ! volume & spr+ ( :i* we _c alt] or dim9i%1 because x rises f> away at "s unse5 s\rce1 l a /ream :i* fl[s ?r\gh grassy pa/ures1 & is f$ by ra9 :i* falls on unkn[n hills f ! cl\ds ( heav54 ,?is inn] ?\ght is h>dly affect$ by ! busy incid5ts ( life--our "w1 our engagem5ts1 our public int]c\rse2 b because x repres5ts ! self :i* we are always alone )1 x makes up ! great] "p ( our life1 & is mu* m our real & true life ?an ! life :i* we lead 9 public4 ,x conta9s ! ?+s :i* we feel & hope1 r ?an :at we say2 & ! fact t we d n speak our inn] ?\ghts is :at m ?an any?+ else keeps u ap>t f ea* o!r4 ,9 ?is book ,i h said1 or tri$ to say1 j :at ,i ?\ght1 & z ,i ?\ght x2 & s9ce x is a book :i* recomm5ds a /udi$ quietness & a *e]ful s]5ity ( life1 ,i h put my feel+s to a vigor\s te/1 by writ+ x1 n :5 ,i 0 at ease & 9 leisure1 b 9 ! v ?icke/ & fulle/ ( my "w4 ,i ?\ght t if ! k9d ( quiet t ,i recomm5d$ _h any =ce or weight at all1 x %\ld be ! sort ( quiet :i* ,i /ill c\ld realise & value 9 a life full ( engagem5ts & duties & bus9ess1 & t if x c\ld be develop$ on a backgr\nd ( t k9d1 x might h a wor? :i* x c\ld n h if x 7 g5tly conceiv$ 9 peaceful days & untr\bl$ h\rs4 ,s x has all be5 writt5 9 spaces ( h>d-driv5 "w1 :5 ! day nev] seem$ long en\gh = all ,i _h to d1 betwe5 int]ruptions & int]views & tea*+ & meet+s4 ,b ! sight & sc5t t ,i %all always connect ) x1 is t ( a great lilac-bu% :i* /&s j outside my /udy w9d[1 & :i* day by day 9 ?is bright & *illy spr+ has held up its purple clu/]s1 ov]topp+ ! d5se1 ri*1 pale foliage1 aga9/ a blue & cl\dless sky2 & :5 ! w9d has be5 9 ! ,nor?1 z x has (t5 be51 has fill$ my room ) ! sc5t ( break+ buds4 ,h[ (t51 z ,i wrote1 h ,i ca/ a sidelong look at ! lilac-bu%6 ,h[ (t5 has x appe>$ to beckon me away f my pap]s to a fre] & m fragrant air outside6 ,b x seem$ to me t ,i 0 p]haps obey+ ! call ( ! lilac be/--?\gh h[ f> away f its fre%ness & sweetness6--if ,i tri$ to make my own busy life1 :i* ,i d n pret5d n to enjoy1 break into su* fl[] z x c\ld1 & give out :at ! old books call its 'spic]y1' su* z x is4 ,because ! bloom1 ! col\r1 ! sc5t1 are all !re1 if ,i c\ld b express !m4 ,t is ! tru?6 ,i d n claim to make !m1 to cause !m1 to create !m1 any m ?an ! lilac c\ld eng5d] ! sc5t ( roses or ( violets4 ,nor d ,i pr(ess to d fai?fully all t ,i say 9 my book t x is well to d4 ,t is ! wor/1 & yet p]haps x is ! be/1 ( books1 t "o pres5ts 9 !m "o's hopes1 dreams1 desires1 visions2 m ?an "o's dull & mean p]=mances4 ',als i* kann6' ,t is ! be/ "o c d & say4 ,x is our own fault1 & n ! fault ( our visions1 t we _c always say :at we ?9k 9 talk1 ev5 to our be/ fri5ds4 ,we beg9 to d s1 p]haps1 & we see a %ad[ ga!r4 ,ei!r ! fri5d does n und]/&1 or he does n c>e1 or he ?9ks x all unreal & affect$2 & !n !re falls on u a fooli% %yness1 & we become n :at we are1 b :at we ?9k ! fri5d w\ld l to ?9k u2 & s he 'gets to "k' z he calls x1 n :at is really !re1 b :at he *ooses %\ld be !re4 ,b ) p5 9 h&1 & ! bless$ :ite pap] be=e "o1 !re is no ne$ to be any?+ 9 ! _w b :at "o is4 ,our dignity mu/ look aft] itself1 & ! dignity t we claim is wor? no?+1 especially if x is falsely claim$4 ,b ev5 ! meane/ fl[] t bl[s may claim to blossom z x c1 & z inde$ x mu/4 ,9 ! democracy ( fl[]s1 ev5 ! d&elion has a "r to a place1 if x c f9d "o1 & to a vote1 if x c get "o2 & ev5 if x _c1 ! w9d is k9d to x1 & floats its arr[y d[n f> afield1 by wood & mead[1 & into ! unclaim$ wa/e at la/4 ,,cont5ts ,,*apt] ,,page ,i4 ,,joy\s ,,g>d1 ,,prelude #a ,,ii4 ,,ideas #g ,,iii4 ,,poetry #aj ,,iv4 ,,poetry ,,& ,,life #ae ,v4 ,,art #bb ,,vi4 ,,art ,,& ,,morality #ce ,,vii4 ,,int]pretation #df ,,viii4 ,,education #ed ,,ix4 ,,k #ei ,x4 ,,gr[? #fi ,,xi4 ,,emotion #gg ,,xii4 ,,memory #hf ,,xiii4 ,,retrospect #ih ,,xiv4 ,,hum\r #ajg ,,xv4 ,,visions #aai ,,xvi4 ,,?\ght #abf ,,xvii4 ,,accessibility #acf ,,xviii4 ,,sympa?y #adh ,,xix4 ,,sci5ce #aeg ,,xx4 ,,"w #aff ,,xxi4 ,,hope #agc ,,xxii4 ,,exp]i5ce #ahd ,,xxiii4 ,,fai? #aic ,,xxiv4 ,,progress #bjd ,,xxv4 ,,! ,,s5se ,,( ,,beauty #bab ,,xxvi4 ,,! ,,pr9ciple ,,( ,,beauty #bbj ,,xxvii4 ,,life #bbh ,,joy\s ,,g>d ,i ,,prelude ,! ,ca/le ( ,joy\s ,g>d 9 ! ,morte ,d',ar?ur 0 ,sir ,lancelot's own ca/le1 t he _h won ) 8 own h&s4 ,x 0 full ( victual1 & all mann] ( mir? & disport4 ,x 0 hi!r t ! w\nd$ knight rode z fa/ z 8 horse might run1 to tell ,sir ,lancelot ( ! misuse & capture ( ,sir ,palam$es2 & h5ce ,lancelot (t5 issu$ =?1 to rescue ^? t 7 oppress$1 & to d knightly de$s4 ,x 0 true t ,lancelot aft]w>ds nam$ x ,dolor\s ,g>d1 b t 0 because he _h us$ x unwor?ily1 & 0 ca/ out f x2 b x recov]$ its old "n aga9 :5 !y convey$ 8 body ?i!r1 aft] he _h purg$ 8 fault by dea?4 ,x 0 on ! morn+ ( ! day :5 !y set out1 t ! ,bi%op :o _h be5 ) him :5 he di$1 & _h giv5 him all ! rites t a ,*ri/ian man ought to h1 0 displeas$ :5 !y woke him out ( 8 sleep1 because1 z he said1 he 0 s m]ry & well at ease4 ,& :5 !y inquir$ ! reason ( 8 mir?1 ! ,bi%op said1 ,"h 0 ,lancelot ) me1 ) m angels ?an ev] ,i saw m5 ^u "o day4 ,s x 0 well ) t great knight at ! la/6 ,i h call$ ?is book ( m9e by ! "n ( ,joy\s ,g>d1 because x speaks ( a /ronghold t we c w9 ) our own h&s1 :]e we c abide 9 great cont5t1 s long z we are n c>eful to l+] !re 9 slo? & idl5ess1 b are ready to ride abroad at ! call = help4 ,! only "t 9 8 life :5 ,lancelot 0 deaf to t call1 0 :5 he %ut himself up 9 ! ca/le to enjoy ! love t 0 8 s+le s94 ,& x 0 t s9 t co/ him s de>1 & lo/ ! ,ca/le its old & beautiful "n4 ,b :5 ! angels made glad ov] ! s9n] :o rep5t$1 z x is _! con/ant use to d1 & :5 x 0 only rememb]$ ( ,lancelot t he _h be5 a pe]less knight1 ! "n came back to ! ,ca/le2 & t "n is d\btless hidd5 n[ "u "s "n ( common] use1 :atev] & :]ev] x may be4 ,9 ! ,pilgrim's ,progress we read h[ will+ ,mr4 ,int]pret] 01 9 ! ,h\se t 0 full ( s _m devices & surprises1 to expla9 to ! pilgrims ! mean+ ( all ! fanta/ic emblems & com=table sights t he %[$ !m4 ,& ,i d n ?9k x spoils a p>able1 b r improves x1 t x %\ld h its secret mean+ made pla94 ,! ,ca/le ( ,joy\s ,g>d !n1 :i* ea* ( u c use1 if we desire x1 is ! =tress ( beauty & joy4 ,we _c walk into x by "r1 b mu/ w9 x2 & 9 a _w l ?is1 :]e !re is mu* t is anxi\s & tr\blesome1 we ought1 if we c1 to ga9 su* a place1 & provide x ) all t we ne$1 :]e we may h our seasons ( re/ & refre%m5t4 ,x mu/ n be idle & selfi% joyance t we take !re2 x mu/ be ! int]lude to toil & fight & pa9ful de$s1 & we mu/ be ready to sally out 9 a mom5t :5 x is dem&$ ( u4 ,n[1 if ! w9n+ ( su* a =tress ( ?\ght is h>d1 x is also dang]\s :5 won1 because x tempts u to immure ourselves 9 peace1 & only obs]ve f af> ! pla9 ( life1 :i* lies all ab\t ! ,ca/le1 gaz+ d[n ?r\gh ! high w9d[s2 to %ut out ! w9d & ! ra91 z well z ! cries & pray]s ( ^? :o h be5 hurt & dismay$ by wrongful usage4 ,if we d t1 ! day w come :5 we %all be besieg$ 9 our ,ca/le1 & ride away vanqui%$ & disgrac$1 to d :at we h neglect$ & =gott54 ,b x is n only "r1 x is natural & wise1 t we %\ld h a /ronghold 9 our m9ds1 :]e we %\ld frequ5t c\rte\s & g5tle & knightly company--! company ( all :o h lov$ beauty wisely & purely1 su* z poets & arti/s4 ,because we make a v great mi/ake if we all[ ! common c\rse & use ( ! _w to engulph u :olly4 ,we mu/ n be too da9ty = ! "w ( ! _w1 b we may ?ankfully believe t x is only a mortal discipl9e1 & t our true life is else:]e1 hid ) ,god4 ,if we gr[ to believe t life & its c>es & bus9ess are all1 we lose ! fre%ness ( life1 j z we lose ! /r5g? ( life if we reject its toil4 ,b if we g at times to our ,joy\s ,g>d1 we c br+ back into common life some?+ ( ! grace & seeml9ess & c\rtesy ( ! place4 ,= ! end ( life is t we %\ld d humble & common ?+s 9 a f9e & c\rte\s mann]1 & mix ) simple affairs1 n condesc5d+ly or disda9fully1 b ) all ! eag]ness & mode/y ( ! true knight4 ,?is little book !n is an acc\nt1 z f> z ,i c give x1 ( :at we may d to help ourselves 9 ! matt]1 by fe$+ & nurtur+ ! f9] & sweet] ?\ght1 :i*1 l all delicate ?+s1 (t5 p]i%es f indiff]5ce & inatt5tion4 ,^? ( u :o are s5sitive & imag9ative & fa9t-he>t$ (t5 miss our *ance ( bett] ?+s by n =m+ plans & designs = our peace4 ,we lam5t t we are hurri$ & press$ & occupi$1 & we cry1 ,yet1 oh1 ! place c\ld ,i b f9d6 ,b t is because we expect to be conduct$ ?i!r1 )\t ! tr\ble ( ! j\rney6 ,yet we c1 l ! wise ,k+ ( ,troy1 build ! walls ( our ca/le to music1 if we w1 & see to ! fit provid+ ( ! place2 x only ne$s t we %\ld set ab\t x 9 e>ne/2 & z ,i h (t5 gratefully f\nd t a s+le ^w ( ano!r c fall into ! m9d l a se$1 & quick5 to life :ile "o sleeps1 break+ unexpect$ly into bloom1 ,i w "h say :at comes into my m9d to say1 & po9t out ! t[]s t ,i ?9k ,i disc]n ris+ above ! tangl$ =e/1 & glimm]+ tall & %apely & secure at ! end ( _m an op5 av5ue4 ,,ii ,,ideas ,!re are c]ta9 great ideas :i*1 if we h any intellig5ce & ?\ghtfulness at all1 we _c help com+ across ! track (1 j z :5 we walk f> into ! deep c\ntry1 9 ! "t ( ! blossom+ ( fl[]s1 we /ep = a mom5t into a waft ( fragrance1 ca/ ^u ! air f or*>d or ?icket or sc5t$ field ( bloom4 ,^! ideas are v v>i\s 9 quality2 "s ( !m delici\sly haunt+ & transport+1 "s grave & solemn1 "s pa9fully sad & /rong4 ,"s ( !m seem to h9t at unse5 beauty & joy1 "s h to d ) problems ( conduct & duty1 "s ) ! relation 9 :i* we wi% to /& or are =c$ to /& ) o!r human be+s2 "s are que/ion+s born ( grief & pa91 :at ! mean+ ( sorr[ is1 :e!r pa9 has a fur!r int5tion1 :e!r ! _s survives ! life :i* is all t we c rememb] ( exi/5ce2 b ! /range ?+ ab\t all ^! ideas is t we f9d !m sudd5ly 9 ! m9d & s\l2 we d n seem to inv5t !m1 ?\gh we _c trace !m2 & ev5 if we f9d !m 9 books t we read or words t we he>1 !y d n seem :olly new to u2 we recognise !m z ?+s t we h dimly felt & p]ceiv$1 & ! reason :y !y (t5 h s my/]i\s an effect ^u u is t !y seem to take u outside ( ourselves1 fur!r back ?an we c recollect1 beyond ! fa9t horizon1 into some?+ z wide & great z ! illimitable sea or ! dep?s ( sunset sky4 ,"s ( ^! ideas h to d ) ! con/itution ( society1 ! comb9$ & artificial peace 9 :i* human be+s live1 & !n !y are political ideas2 or !y deal ) su* ?+s z numb]s1 curves1 classes ( animals & plants1 ! soil ( ! e>?1 ! *anges ( ! seasons1 ! laws ( weight & mass1 & !n !y are sci5tific ideas2 "s h to d ) "r & wrong conduct1 actions & qualities1 & !n !y are religi\s or e?ical ideas4 ,b !re is a class ( ?\ghts :i* belong precisely to none ( ^! ?+s1 b :i* are conc]n$ ) ! p]ception ( beauty1 9 =ms & col\rs1 musical s\nds1 human faces & limbs1 words maje/ic or sweet2 & ?is s5se ( beauty may g fur!r1 & may be disc]n$ 9 qualities1 reg>d$ n f ! po9t ( view ( _! rightness & ju/ice1 b accord+ z !y are f9e & noble1 evok+ our admiration & our desire2 & ^! are poetical ideas4 ,x is n ( c\rse possible exactly to classify ideas1 because !re is a great ov]lapp+ ( !m & a wide int]*ange4 ,! ?\ght ( ! sl[ progress ( man f some?+ rude & bea/like1 ! /atem5t ( ! a/ronom] ab\t ! sw>ms ( worlds swimm+ 9 space1 may awak5 ! s5se ( poetry :i* is 9 its ess5ce ! s5se ( wond]4 ,i %all n attempt 9 ^! few pages to limit & def9e ! s5se ( poetry4 ,i %all m]ely attempt to describe ! k9d ( effect x has or may h 9 life1 :at our relation is or may be to x1 :at claim x may be said to h ^u u1 :e!r we c practise x1 & :e!r we ought to d s4 ,,iii ,,poetry ,i 0 read+ ! o!r day a volume ( lectures deliv]$ by ,mr4 ,mackail at ,ox=d1 z ,pr(essor ( ,poetry !re4 ,mr4 ,mackail began by be+ a poet himself2 he m>ri$ ! daught] ( a great & poetical arti/1 ,sir ,edw>d ,burne-,jones2 he has writt5 ! ,life ( ,william ,morris1 :i* ,i ?9k is "o ( ! be/ biographies 9 ! language1 9 its f9e proportion1 its s]i\sness1 its vividness2 & inde$ all 8 writ+ has ! true poetical quality4 ,i hope he ev5 contrives to communicate x to 8 dep>tm5tal "w 9 ! ,bo>d ( ,education6 ,he says 9 ! preface to 8 lectures1 ,poetry is ! controll] ( sull5 c>e & frantic passion2 x is ! companion 9 y\? ( desire & love2 x is ! p[] :i* 9 lat] ye>s dispels ! ills ( life--lab\r1 p5ury1 pa91 disease1 sorr[1 dea? itself2 x is ! inspiration1 f y\? to age1 & 9 all times & l&s1 ( ! noble/ human motives & ard\rs1 ( glory1 ( g5]\s %ame1 ( fre$om & ! unconqu]able m9d4 ,9 ^! f9e s5t5ces x w be se5 t ,mr4 ,mackail makes a v high & maje/ic claim inde$ = poetry3 no less ?an ! claim ( art1 *ivalry1 patriotism1 love1 & religion all roll$ into "o6 ,if t claim c\ld be sub/antiat$1 no "o 9 ! _w c\ld be excus$ = n putt+ ev]y?+ else aside & pursu+ poetry1 because x w\ld seem to be bo? ! cure = all ! ills ( life1 & ! inspir] ( all high-he>t$ ef=t4 ,x w\ld be inde$ ! "o ?+ ne$ful6 ,b :at ,i d n ?9k ,mr4 ,mackail makes q cle> is :e!r he means by poetry ! expression 9 v]se ( all ^! great ideas1 or :e!r he means a _s mu* l>g] & mighti] ?an :at is commonly call$ poetry2 :i* inde$ only appe>s 9 v]se at a s+le gl[+ po9t1 z ! electric sp>k leaps bright & hot betwe5 ! coils ( d>k & cold wire4 ,i ?9k x is a little confus+ t he does n /ate m def9itely :at he means by poetry4 ,let u take ano!r int]e/+ & sugge/ive def9ition4 ,x 0 ,col]idge :o said1 ,! opposite ( poetry is n prose b sci5ce2 ! opposite ( prose is n poetry b v]se4 ,t seems to me an ev5 m f]tile /atem5t4 ,x means t poetry is a c]ta9 sort ( emotion1 :i* may be g5tle or vehem5t1 b c be f\nd bo? 9 v]se & prose2 & t its opposite is ! unemotional classification ( ph5om5a1 ! accurate /atem5t ( mat]ial laws2 & t poetry is by no means ! rhy?mical & metrical expression ( emotion1 b emotion itself1 :e!r x be express$ or n4 ,i d n :olly demur to ,mr4 ,mackail's /atem5t1 if x may be held to mean t poetry is ! expression ( a sort ( raptur\s emotion1 evok$ by beauty1 :e!r t beauty is se5 9 ! =ms & col\rs ( e>?1 its g>d5s1 fields1 woods1 hills1 seas1 its sky-spaces & sunset glories2 or 9 ! beauty ( human faces & movem5ts2 or 9 noble endurance or g5]\s action4 ,= t is ! "o ess5tial quality ( poetry1 t ! ?+ or ?\ght1 :atev] x is1 %\ld /rike ! m9d z beautiful1 & ar\se 9 x t /range & wi/ful long+ :i* beautiful ?+s ar\se4 ,x is h>d to def9e t long+1 b x is ess5tially a desire1 a claim to draw ne> to some?+ desirable1 to possess x1 to be ?rill$ by x1 to cont9ue 9 x2 ! same emotion :i* made ! apo/le say at ! sight ( 8 ,"l transfigur$ 9 glory1 ,ma/]1 x is good = u to be "h6 ,inde$ we "k v well :at beauty is1 or r we h all )9 u a /&>d by :i* we c in/9ctively te/ ! beauty ( a sight or a s\nd2 b x is n t we all agree ab\t ! beauty ( diff]5t ?+s4 ,"s see a great deal m ?an o!rs1 & "s eyes & e>s are delight$ & pleas$ by :at to m tra9$ & fa/idi\s s5ses seems co>se & %ock+ & vulg>4 ,b t makes little diff]5ce2 ! po9t is t we h )9 u an appreh5sion ( a quality :i* gives u a peculi> k9d ( delight2 & ev5 if x does n give u t delight :5 we are dull or anxi\s or mis]able1 we /ill "k t ! quality is !re4 ,i rememb] h[ :5 ,i _h a long & dre>y illness1 ) mu* m5tal depression1 "o ( my greate/ tortures 0 to be = ev] see+ ! beauty 9 ?+s1 b n to be able to enjoy x4 ,! "p ( ! bra9 t enjoy$ 0 sick & uneasy2 b ,i 0 nev] 9 any d\bt t beauty 0 !re1 & _h p[] to please ! s\l1 if only ! physical ma*9]y 7 n out ( ge>1 s t ! pa9 ( transmission ov]came ! s5se ( delight4 ,poetry is !n 9 its ess5ce ! disc]n+ ( beauty2 & t beauty is n only ! beauty ( ?+s he>d & se51 b may dwell v deep 9 ! m9d & s\l1 & be /irr$ by visions :i* seem to h no connection ) outside ?+s at all4 ,,iv ,,poetry ,,& ,,life ,n[ ,i w try to say h[ poetry ent]s into life = mo/ ( u2 & ?is is n an easy ?+ to express1 because "o c only look into ! treasure ( "o's own exp]i5ce1 w&] ?r\gh ! corridors & halls ( memory1 & see ! fad$ tape/ries1 ! pictures1 &1 above all1 ! portraits :i* hang ^u ! walls4 ,i suppose t !re are _m p into ^: spirits poetry only ent]s 9 ! =m ( love1 :5 !y sudd5ly see a face t !y h beheld p]haps (t5 be=e1 & h vaguely lik$1 & realise t x has sudd5ly put on "s new & delicate *>m1 "s curve ( *eek or float+ tress2 or !re is some?+ 9 ! glance t 0 surely nev] !re be=e1 "s consci\sness ( a secret t may be %>$1 "s signal ( half-al>m$ int]e/1 some?+ t %[s t ! two lives1 ! two he>ts1 h "s joyful significance = ea* o!r2 & !n !re gr[s up t m>vell\s mood :i* m5 call love1 :i* loses itself 9 hopes ( meet+1 9 fe>s ( coldness1 9 desp]ate desires to please1 to impress2 & !re arise too all sorts ( tremul\s affectations1 :i* seem s petty1 s absurd1 & ev5 s irritat+1 to ! spectators ( ! awak5+ passion2 desires to puni% = ! pleasure ( =giv+1 to )draw = ! joy ( be+ recall$2 a wild elat$ drama 9 :i* ! :ole _w rec$es into ! backgr\nd1 & all life is m]g$ = ! lov] 9 ! half-sweet1 half-fe>ful consci\sness ( "o o!r s\l1 ,^: lighte/ :isp] moves him m ,?an all ! rangd reasons ( ! _w4 ,& 9 ?is mood x is curi\s to note h[ inadequate common spee* & ord9>y language appe>1 to meet ! ne$s ( expression4 ,ev5 "y p ) no lit]>y turn1 no gift ( /yle1 f9d _! memory supply+ = !m all sorts ( brok5 e*oes & rhetorical phrases1 pick$ out ( half-=gott5 romances2 spee* mu/ be soigneux n[1 mu/ be dignifi$1 to meet s uplift+ an exp]i5ce4 ,h[ oddly l a book ! "y lov] talks1 us+ s naturally ! l\d inflat$ phrases t seem s divorc$ f common-s5se & exp]i5ce6 ,h[ common x is to see 9 law-reports1 9 cases :i* deal ) brok5 engagem5ts ( m>riage1 to f9d 9 ! excit$ lett]s :i* are read & quot$ an irresi/ible t5d5cy to drop into dogg]el v]se6 ,x all seems to ! sane read] su* a grotesque k9d ( intoxication4 ,yet x is z natural z ! airs & graces ( ! s++ can>y1 ! unfurl+ ( ! peacock's fan1 ! held brea? & hamp]$ /rut ( ! turkey--a t5d5cy to assume a greatness & a nobility t "o does n possess1 to seem impressive1 trem5d\s1 desirable4 ,ord9>y talk w n d2 x mu/ rhyme1 x mu/ m>*1 x mu/ glitt]1 x mu/ be /uck full ( gems2 accompli%m5ts mu/ be p>ad$1 p[]s mu/ be h9t$ at4 ,! victor mu/ advance to triumph ) bl[n trumpets & beat5 drums2 & 9 solitude !re mu/ foll[ ! reaction ( despair1 ! fe> t "o has disgrac$ oneself1 seem$ clumsy & dull1 done ignobly4 ,e s5sitive emotion is awake2 & ev5 ! mo/ s]5e & mode/ natures1 9 ! grip ( passion1 c become suspici\s & self-absorb$1 because ! passion :i* consumes !m is s fi]ce t x %rivels all social re/ra9ts1 & leaves ! s\l nak$1 & b5t ^u ! mo/ uncontroll$ self-emphasis4 ,b ap>t f ?is urg5t passion1 !re are _m quiet] ways 9 :i* ! same _s1 ! same emotion1 :i* is no?+ b a s5se ( self-significance1 comes into ! s\l4 ,"s are s inspir$ by music1 ! comb9ations ( melodies1 ! intricate conspiracy ( *ords & ord]$ vibrations1 :5 ! or*e/ra is at "w1 ! great dron+ horns ) _! holl[ reluctant voices su/a9+ ! %iv] & ripple ( ! /r+s2 or by sweet]1 simpl] cad5ces play$ at ev5+1 :5 ! g>d5 sc5ts waft$ out ( ! fragrant dusk1 ! %ad$ lamps1 ! li/5+ figures1 all weave !mselves toge!r into a my/]i\s tape/ry ( ! s5se1 till we wond] :at /range & beautiful sc5e is be+ enact$1 & :]ev] we turn1 cat* h9ts & e*oes ( "s bewild]+ & graci\s secret1 j n reveal$6 ,"s f9d x 9 pictures & /atues1 ! mell[ liquid pageant ( "s old ma/]-h&1 a /ret* ( w9dsp5t moor1 ) its lean+ grasses & rift$ crags1 a d>k wat] among glimm]+ trees at twilight1 a ri* pla9 runn+ to ! foot ( haze-hung m\nta9s1 ! %>p-cut bill[s ( a rac+ sea2 or a /atue ) its %apely limbs & its veil$ smile1 or ( ! susp5d$ /r5g? ( "s /ruggl+ ,titan3 all ^! hold ! same inexplicable appeal to ! s5ses1 indicat+ ! ef=ts ( spirits :o h se51 & lov$1 & admir$1 & hop$1 & desir$1 /riv+ to leave "s record ( ! joy t ?rill$ & haunt$1 & almo/ tortur$ !m2 & to _m p ! emotion comes mo/ directly ?r\gh ! words & songs ( poetry1 t tell ( joys liv$ ?r\gh1 & sorr[s endur$1 ( hopes t c\ld n be satisfi$1 ( desires t c\ld n "k fulfilm5t2 pictures1 pa9t$ 9 words1 ( sc5es su* z we ourselves h mov$ ?r\gh 9 old moods ( delight1 sc5es f :i* ! m>vell\s al*emy ( memory has ab/ract$ all ! base & d>k elem5ts1 leav+ only ! pure gold ( rememb]$ happ9ess--! wide upl& ) ! f>-(f pla91 ! g>d5 flood$ ) sun1 ! grasses crisp$ ) fro/1 ! sn[-lad5 trees1 ! flam+ autumn woods1 ! sombre =e/ at %ut ( day1 :5 ! dusk creeps /eal?ily along ! glimm]+ aisles1 ! /ream pass+ cle> among l>ge-leav$ wat]-plants & spires ( bloom2 & ! mood goes deep] /ill1 = x e*oes ! m>*+ music ( ! he>t1 its gl[+ hopes1 its long+ = /r5g? & purity & peace1 its delight 9 ! ne>ness ( o!r he>ts1 its wisdom1 its nobility4 ,b ! end & aim ( all ^! v>i\s influ5ces is ! same2 _! p[] lies 9 ! fact t !y quick5 9 ! _s ! s5se ( ! en]gy1 ! delight1 ! greatness ( life1 ! %>e t we c claim 9 !m1 ! l>g5ess ( our own individual hope & de/9y2 & t is ! real "w ( all ! ?\ghts t may be r\ghly call$ poetical2 t !y reveal to u some?+ p]man5t & /rong & beautiful1 some?+ :i* has an irrepressible en]gy1 & :i* outl9es itself cle>ly ^u ! d>k backgr\nd ( days1 a _s ) :i* we c jo9 h&s & hold deep communication1 :i* we in/9ctively feel is ! greate/ reality ( ! _w4 ,9 su* mom5ts we p]ceive t ! times :5 we desc5d into ! mean] & dull] & dre>i] bus9esses ( life are int]ludes 9 our real be+1 into :i* we h to desc5d1 n because ( ! actual wor? ( ! bas] tasks1 b t we may practise ! c\rage & ! hope we ought to br+ away f ! heav5ly vision4 ,! m t m5 h ?is ?ir/ = beauty1 = s]5e en]gy1 = fulness ( life1 ! high] !y are 9 ! scale1 & ! less w !y qu>rel ) ! obscurity & humility ( _! lives1 because !y are confid5tly wait+ = a pur]1 high]1 m untr\bl$ life1 to :i* we are all on our way1 :e!r we realise x or no6 ,v ,,art ,x is n uncommon = me to receive lett]s f "y aspirants1 conta9+ poems1 & ask+ me = an op9ion on _! m]its4 ,su* a lett] g5]ally says t ! writ] feels x h>dly wor? :ile to g on writ+ poetry unless he or %e is assur$ t ! poems are wor? some?+4 ,9 su* cases ,i reply t ! answ] lies !re6 ,unless x seems wor? :ile1 unless inde$ poetry is ! outcome ( an irrepressible desire to express some?+1 x is c]ta9ly n wor? :ile writ+4 ,on ! o!r h&1 if ! desire is !re1 x is j z well wor? practis+ z any o!r =m ( arti/ic expression4 ,a man :o lik$ sket*+ 9 wat]-col\rs w\ld n be re/ra9$ f do+ s by ! fe> t he might n become an ,academician1 a p]son :o lik$ pick+ out tunes on a piano ne$ n desi/ because !re is no prospect ( 8 e>n+ money by play+ 9 public6 ,poetry is ( all =ms ( lit]>y expression ! lea/ likely to br+ a man cr$it or ca%4 ,mo/ intellig5t p ) a little gift ( writ+ h a fair prospect ( gett+ prose articles publi%$4 ,b no "o wants ?ird-rate poetry2 editors fight %y ( x1 & volumes ( x are unsaleable4 ,i h myself writt5 s mu* poetry1 h publi%$ s _m volumes ( v]se1 t ,i c speak sympa!tically on ! subject4 ,i work$ v h>d inde$ at poetry = sev5 or eight ye>s1 wrote little else1 & ! publi%$ volumes =m only a small "p ( my output1 :i* exi/s 9 _m manuscript volumes4 ,i a*iev$ no p>ticul> success4 ,my little books 7 fairly well receiv$1 & ,i sold a few hundr$ copies2 ,i h ev5 _h a few pieces ins]t$ 9 an?ologies4 ,b ?\gh ,i h :olly des]t$ ! practice ( poetry1 & ?\gh ,i c by no means claim to be reckon$ a poet1 ,i d n 9 ! lea/ regret ! ye>s ,i gave to x4 ,9 ! fir/ place x 0 an int5se pleasure to write4 ,! cad5ces1 ! metres1 ! language1 ! rhymes1 all gave me a raptur\s delight4 ,x tra9$ m9ute obs]vation--my poems 7 mo/ly nature-poems--& help$ me to dis5tangle ! sali5t po9ts & beauties ( l&scapes1 hills1 trees1 fl[]s1 & ev5 insects4 ,!n too x is a v real tra9+ 9 ! use ( words2 x tea*es "o :at words are musical1 sonor\s1 effective2 :ile ! necessity ( hav+ to fit words to metre increases "o's /ock ( words & "o's p[] ( apply+ !m4 ,:5 ,i came back to writ+ prose1 ,i f\nd t ,i _h a f> l>g] & m flexible vocabul>y ?an ,i _h previ\sly possess$2 & ?\gh ! language ( poetry is by no means ! same z t ( prose--x is a pity t ! two k9ds ( diction are s diff]5t 9 ,engli%1 because x is n always s 9 o!r languages--yet x made ! writ+ ( ornam5tal & elaborate prose an easi] matt]2 x gave "o too a s5se ( =m2 a poem mu/ h a c]ta9 balance & proportion2 s t :5 "o :o has writt5 v]se comes to write prose1 a subject falls easily into divisions1 & takes ^u itself a c]ta9 ord] ( c\rse & climax4 ,b ^! are only consequ5ces & result+ advantages4 ,! ma9 reason = writ+ poetry is & mu/ be ! delight ( do+ x1 ! rapture ( p]ceiv+ a beautiful subject1 & ! pleasure ( express+ x z f9ely & delicately z "o c4 ,i h giv5 x up because1 z ,william ,morris once said ( himself1 to make poetry j = ! sake ( mak+ x is a crime = a man ( my age & exp]i5ce6 ,"o's feel+s lose poetic fl[ ,soon aft] tw5ty-sev5 or s6 ,"o beg9s to ?9k ( exp]i5ce 9 a diff]5t sort ( way1 n z a s]ies ( gl[+ po9ts & pictures1 :i* outl9e !mselves radiantly ^u a dull] backgr\nd1 b z a ri* full ?+1 l a great tape/ry1 all ( :i* is important1 if x is n all beautiful4 ,x is n t ! m>vel & wond] ( life is less2 b x is m equable1 m intricate1 m my/]i\s4 ,x does n rise at times1 l a sea1 into great cre/$ break]s1 b x comes m>*+ 9 ev5ly1 roll] aft] roll]1 z f> z ! eye c rea*4 ,& !n too poetry becomes cramp$ & conf9$ = all t "o desires to say4 ,"o liv$ life1 z a "y man1 r = ! sake ( ! emotions :i* occasionally transfigur$ x1 ) a prie/ly s5se ( its occasional spl5d\r2 !re 0 n "t to be leisurely1 humor\s1 g5tly int]e/$4 ,b z we gr[ old]1 we p]ceive t poetical emotion is b "o ( _m =ces1 & our sympa?y gr[s & ext5ds itself 9 m directions4 ,"o _h b little pati5ce 9 ! old days = quiet1 prosaic1 unemotional p2 b n[ x becomes cle> t a great _m p]sons live life on v simple & direct l9es2 "o wants to und]/& _! po9t ( view bett]1 "o is consci\s ( ! m]its ( pla9] /uff2 & s ! ta/e broad5s & deep5s1 & becomes l a brimm+ riv] r ?an a leap+ cry/al f\nt4 ,life receives a hundr$ afflu5ts1 & is t+$ ) _m new sub/ances2 & "o beg9s to see t if poetry is ! f9e/ & sweete/ int]pretation ( life1 x is n always ! complete/ or ev5 ! l>ge/4 ,if we exam9e ! lives ( poets1 we too (t5 see h[ _! inspiration flagg$ & fail$4 ,milton inde$ wrote 8 noble/ v]se 9 middle-age1 aft] a life imm]s$ 9 affairs4 ,wordswor? w5t on writ+ to ! end1 b all 8 be/ poetry 0 writt5 9 ab\t five e>ly ye>s4 ,t5nyson w5t on to a patri>*al age1 b !re is little ( 8 lat] "w t be>s comp>ison ) :at he wrote be=e he 0 =ty4 ,br[n+ produc$ volume aft] volume1 b1 ) ! exception ( an occasional f9e lyric1 8 lat] "w is h>dly m ?an an illu/ration ( 8 faults ( writ+4 ,col]idge des]t$ poetry v e>ly2 ,byron1 ,%elley1 ,keats1 all di$ comp>atively "y4 ,! ,lett]s ( ,keats give p]haps a m vivid & actual view ( ! m9d & s\l ( a poet ?an any o!r exi/+ docum5t4 ,"o sees !re1 navely & nobly express$1 ! v ess5ce ( ! poetical nature1 ! v soil out ( :i* poetry fl[]s4 ,x is wond]ful1 because x is s :olly sane1 simple1 & unaffect$4 ,x is usual to say t ! ,lett]s give "o a picture ( r a second-rate & suburban "y man1 ) vulg> fri5ds & banal associations1 ) "o prodigi\s & mat*less faculty4 ,b x is t v backgr\nd t con/itutes ! supreme =ce ( ! appeal4 ,keats accept$ 8 circum/ances1 8 fri5ds1 8 duties ) a s+ul> mode/y4 ,he 0 n = ev] compla9+ t he 0 unappreciat$ & und]e/imat$4 ,8 commonplac5ess1 :5 x appe>s1 is n a defect ( quality1 b an eag] human int]e/ 9 ! p]sonalities among :om 8 lot 0 ca/4 ,b e n[ & !n !re swells up a poignant s5se ( passion & beauty1 a sacr$1 haunt+1 dev\r+ fire ( inspiration1 :i* leaps high & cle> ^u ! homely alt>4 ,?us he writes3 ,?is morn+ poetry has conqu]$--,i h relaps$ into ^? ab/ractions :i* are my only life--,i feel escap$ f a new1 /range1 & ?reat5+ sorr[4444 ,!re is an awful w>m? ab\t my he>t1 l a load ( immortality4 ,or aga93 ,i feel m & m e day1 z my imag9ation /r5g!ns1 t ,i d n live 9 ?is _w alone1 b 9 a ?\s& worlds4 ,& aga93 ,i h lov$ ! pr9ciple ( beauty 9 all ?+s4 ,"o sees 9 ^! passages t !re n only is a diff]5ce ( =ce & passion1 b an add$ quality ( "s k9d 9 ! m9d ( a poet1 a comb9ation ( f9e p]ception & emotion1 :i* in/antane\sly & in/9ctively translates itself into words4 ,= x mu/ nev] be =gott5 h[ ess5tial a "p ( ! poet is ! knack ( words4 ,i d n d\bt t !re are hundr$s ( p :o are haunt$ & p5etrat$ by a lively s5se ( beauty1 ^: emotions are fi]y & sweet1 b :o h n j ! intellectual /ore ( words1 :i* mu/ drip l honey f an ov]fl[+ j>4 ,x is a gift z def9ite z t ( ! sculptor or ! musician1 an exub]ant f]tility & swiftness ( bra91 t does n sl[ly & pa9fully fit a ^w into its place1 b :i* brea!s ?\ght direct into music4 ,! mo/ subtle acc\nt ( ?is t ,i "k is giv5 9 a passage 9 ,%elley's ,def5ce ( ,poetry4 ,he says3 ,a man _c say ',i w compose poetry'--! greate/ poet ev5 _c say x2 = ! m9d 9 creation is l a fad+ coal1 :i* "s invisible influ5ce1 l an incon/ant w9d1 awakes to transitory brightness4 ,! p[] arises f )91 l ! col\r ( a fl[] :i* fades & *anges z x is develop$1 & ! consci\s portions ( our nature are unprophetic ei!r ( its approa* or its dep>ture4 ,:5 composition beg9s1 inspiration is already on ! decl9e4 ,t ,i believe is z true z x is beautiful4 ,! be/ poetry is writt5 9 a sudd5 rapture1 & probably ne$s b little reconsid]ation or ret\*+4 ,"o kn[s = in/ance h[ ! ,ode to ! ,night+ale 0 scribbl$ by ,keats on a spr+ morn+1 9 an or*>d at ,hamp/ead1 & s little reg>d$ t x 0 rescu$ by a fri5d f ! volume into :i* he _h cramm$ ! slips ( manuscript4 ,( c\rse poets v>y greatly 9 _! me?od2 b "o may be sure ( ?is1 t no poem :i* 0 n a great poem 9 its fir/ transcript1 ev] becomes a great poem by subsequ5t h&l+4 ,!re are poets inde$ l ,rossetti & ,fitz,gerald :o made a worse poem out ( a bett] by scrupul\s correction2 & ! fir/ drafts ( great poems are g5]ally ! f9e/ poems ( all4 ,a poem has sometimes be5 improv$ by excision1 notably 9 ! case ( ,t5nyson1 ^: ab&on$ /anzas1 pr9t$ 9 8 ,life1 %[ h[ /rong 8 in/9ct 0 = :at 0 be/ & pure/4 ,a great poet1 = in/ance1 nev]1 l a less] poet1 keeps an unsatisfactory /anza = ! sake ( a good l9e4 ,t5nyson1 9 a f9e homely image1 said t a poem mu/ h a c]ta9 curve ( its own1 l ! curve ( ! r9d ( a p>$ apple ?r[n on ! floor4 ,x mu/ h a p]fect evolution & progress1 & ?is c sometimes be be/ arriv$ at by ! omission ( /anzas 9 :i* ! incon/ant or flagg+ m9d turn$ aside f its design4 ,b x is c]ta9 t if ! poet gets s mu* into ! habit ( writ+ poetry1 t ev5 :5 he has no s5se ( inspiration he mu/ /ill write to satisfy a crav+1 ! result w be wor?less1 z x too (t5 0 9 ! case ( ,wordswor?4 ,because su* poems become lit]>y in/ead ( poetical2 & lit]>y poetry has no ju/ification4 ,if we take a book l ,rossetti's ,h\se ( ,life1 we %all f9d t c]ta9 sonnets /& out ) a peculi> fre%ness & brightness1 z 9 ! gold5 sunlight ( an autumn morn+2 :ile _m ( ! sonnets give u ! s5se ( sl[ & gorge\s evolution1 z if contriv$ by "s poetical ma*9e4 ,i 0 int]e/$ to f9d1 9 /udy+ ! ,h\se ( ,life c>efully1 t all ! f9e/ poems are e>ly "w2 & :5 ,i came to look at ! manuscripts1 ,i 0 r horrifi$ to see :at an imm5se am\nt ( alt]natives _h be5 produc$4 ,!re w\ld be1 = in/ance1 no less ?an eight or n9e ( ^? great sl[ly mov+ words1 l 'incommunicable' or 'importunate' writt5 d[n1 n s mu* to express an inevitable idea z to fill an inevitable space2 & ?us ! poems seem to lose _! pung5cy by ! sl[ absorption ( pa9fully s\ght agglut9ations ( syllables1 ) a /ately music ( _! own1 ( c\rse1 b g>n]$ r ?an eng5d]$4 ,rossetti's great dictum ab\t ! prime necessity = poetry be+ 'fundam5tal bra9work' l$ him "h into error4 ,! bra9work mu/ be fundam5tal & in/9ctive2 x mu/ all h be5 done be=e ! poem is conceiv$2 & v (t5 a poet acquires 8 p[] ?r\gh sacrific+ elaborate compositions :i* h taught him c]ta9ty ( t\*1 b are n 9 !mselves great poetry4 ,subsequ5t bra9work (t5 m]ely cl\ds ! effect1 & x 0 t on :i* ,rossetti sp5t himself 9 va94 ,! view :i* ,keats took ( 8 own ,endymion is a f> l>g] & bold] "o4 ,i w write indep5d5tly1 he said4 ,i h writt5 indep5d5tly )\t judgm5t4 ,i may write indep5d5tly & ) judgm5t h]eaft]4 ,! g5ius ( poetry mu/ "w out its own salvation 9 a man4 ,x _c be matur$ by law & precept1 b by s5sation & wat*fulness 9 itself4 ,( c\rse1 f9e craftsman%ip is an absolute necessity2 b x is craftsman%ip :i* is n only acquir$ by practice1 b :i* is actually !re f ! fir/1 j z ,moz>t1 z a *ild ( eight1 c\ld play passages :i* w\ld tax ! skill ( ! mo/ accompli%$ virtuoso4 ,x 0 n le>nt by practice1 t swift correspond5ce ( eye & h&1 any m ?an ! little swall[ le>ns to fly2 x kn[s x all already1 & is m]ely f9d+ out :at x kn[s4 ,& !re=e !re is no d\bt t a man _c become a poet by tak+ ?\ght4 ,he c p]haps compose impressive v]se1 b t is all4 ,poetry is1 z ,plato says1 a div9e sort ( exp]i5ce1 "s /range bl5d+ ( inh]it$ *>act]i/ics1 p]haps ! fi]ce emotion ( "s dumb ance/ress comb9+ ) ! v]bal skill ( "s unpoetical =efa!r4 ,! receipt is unkn[n1 n necess>ily unkn[able4 ,( c\rse if "o has poetry 9 "o's s\l1 x is a trem5d\s temptation to desire its expression1 because ! human race1 ) its poignant desire = transfigur+ visions1 /rews ! pa? ( ! great poet ) bays1 & rememb]s him z x rememb]s no o!r human be+s4 ,:at w\ld "o n give to int]pret life ?us1 to fla% ! lovel9ess ( p]ception into desir\s m9ds1 to set love & hope & ye>n+ to music1 to inspire anxi\s he>ts ) ! s5se t !re is some?+ imm5sely l>ge1 t5d]1 & significant beh9d x all6 ,t is :at we ne$ to be assur$ (--our own significance1 our own %>e 9 ! inh]itance ( joy2 & a poet c tea* u to wait1 to expect1 to arise1 to adore1 :5 ! circum/ances ( our lives are wrapp$ 9 mi/ & soak$ ) dripp+ ra94 ,p]haps t is ! greate/ ?+ :i* poetry does = u1 to reassure u1 to enlight5 u1 to s5d u s++ on our way1 to bid u tru/ 9 ,god ev5 ?\gh ,he is conceal$ beh9d calamity & disa/]1 beh9d grief & heav9ess1 mis9t]pret$ to u by philosoph]s & prie/s1 & horribly beli$ by ! wrongful deal+s ( m54 ,,vi ,,art ,,& ,,morality ,!re is a p]petual debate go+ on--"o ( ^? m\lt+ %uttlecocks t s]ve to make "o's battl$ore give out a m]ry s\nd--ab\t ! relation ( art to morals1 & :e!r ! arti/ or ! poet ought to attempt to tea* any?+4 ,x makes a good k9d ( debate1 because x is conduct$ 9 l>ge t]ms1 to :i* ! disputants atta* private mean+s4 ,! answ] is a v simple "o4 ,x is t art & morality are only beauty realis$ 9 diff]5t regions2 & z to :e!r ! arti/ ought to attempt to tea* any?+1 t may be summ>ily answ]$ by ! simple dictum t no arti/ ought ev] to attempt to tea* any?+1 ) :i* mu/ be comb9$ ! fact t no "o :o is s]i\s ab\t any?+ c possibly help tea*+1 :e!r he wi%es or no6 ,high art & high morality are closely ak91 because !y are bo? b an eag] foll[+ ( ! law ( beauty2 b ! arti/ foll[s x 9 visible & tangible ?+s1 & ! morali/ foll[s x 9 ! conduct & relations ( life4 ,arti/s & morali/s mu/ be = ev] condemn$ to misund]/& ea* o!r1 because ! vot>y ( any art _c help feel+ t x is ! "o ?+ wor? do+ 9 ! _w2 & ! arti/ ^: s\l is set ^u f9e hues & =ms ?9ks t conduct mu/ take c>e ( itself1 & t x is a tiresome bus9ess to analyse & =mulate x2 :ile ! morali/ :o loves ! beauty ( virtue passionately1 w ?9k ( ! arti/ z a *ild :o plays ) 8 toys1 & lets ! real emotions ( life g /ream+ pa/4 ,?is is a subject ^u :i* x is z well to he> ! ,greeks1 because ! ,greeks 7 ( all p :o ev] liv$ ! mo/ absorb+ly int]e/$ 9 ! problems ( life1 & judg$ ev]y?+ by a /&>d ( beauty4 ,! ,jews1 ( c\rse1 at lea/ 9 _! e>ly hi/ory1 _h ! same fi]y int]e/ 9 que/ions ( conduct2 b x w\ld be z absurd to d5y to ,plato an int]e/ 9 morals z to )hold ! title ( arti/ f ,isaiah & ! au?or ( ! ,book ( ,job6 ,plato1 z is well kn[n1 took a some:at :imsical view ( ! "w ( ! poet4 ,he said t he mu/ exclude ! poets f 8 ideal ,/ate1 because !y 7 ! prophets ( unreality4 ,b he 0 ?9k+ ( a k9d ( man v diff]5t f ! m5 :om we call poets4 ,he ?\ght ( ! poet z a man :o s]v$ a patron1 & tri$ to gloze ov] 8 patron's tyranny & bas5ess1 "u false t]ms ( glory & maje/y2 or else he ?\ght ( dramati/s1 & consid]$ !m to be m5 :o = ! sake ( cr$it & money play$ skilfully ^u ! s5tim5tal emotions ( ord9>y p2 & he f\ght %y ( ! writ]s :o us$ tragic passions = ! amusem5t ( a !atre4 ,ari/otle disagre$ ) ,plato ab\t ?is1 & held t poetry 0 n exactly moral tea*+1 b t x dispos$ ! m9d to consid] moral problems z int]e/+4 ,he said t 9 look+ on at a play1 a spectator suff]$1 s to speak1 by deputy1 b all ! same le>n$ directly1 if unconsci\sly1 ! beauty ( virtue4 ,:5 we come to our own ,elizabe?ans1 !re is no evid5ce t 9 _! plays & poetry !y ?\ght ab\t morals at all4 ,no "o has any idea :e!r ,%akespe>e _h any religion1 or :at x 02 & he above all great writ]s t ev] liv$ seems to h tak5 an absolutely imp]sonal view ( ! s9s & affections ( m5 & wom54 ,no "o is sc\t$ or c5sur$ or condemn$ 9 ,%akespe>e2 "o sees & feels ! po9t ( view ( 8 villa9s & rogues2 "o feels ) !m t !y someh[ c\ld h>dly h done o!rwise ?an !y did2 & to effect t is p]haps ! cr[n ( art4 ,b n[adays ! poet1 ) :om "o may include "s few noveli/s1 is really a v indep5d5t p]son4 ,i am n n[ speak+ ( ^? :o write basely & crudely1 to please a popul> ta/e4 ,!y h _! rew>d2 & aft] all !y are little m ?an m\ntebanks1 ! end ( ^: %[ is to ga!r up p5ce 9 ! r+4 ,b ! poet 9 v]se is li/5$ to by few p1 unless he is v great inde$2 & ev5 s 8 rew>d is apt to be intangible & scanty2 :ile to be delib]ately a less] poet is p]haps ! mo/ unworldly ?+ t a man c d1 because he ?us c\rts d]ision2 inde$1 if !re is a bad sign ( ! _w's temp] j n[1 x is t m5 w li/5 to politicians1 sci5ti/s1 m5 ( comm]ce1 & j\rnali/s1 because ^! c ar\se a s5sation1 or ev5 conf] mat]ial b5efits2 b m5 w n li/5 to poets1 because !y h s little use = ! small & joyful ?\ghts t make up "s ( ! be/ pleasures ( life4 ,x is q true1 z ,i h said1 t no arti/ ought ev] delib]ately to try to tea* p1 because t is n 8 bus9ess1 & "o c only be a good arti/ by m9d+ "o's bus9ess1 :i* is to produce beautiful ?+s2 & ! mom5t "o beg9s to try to produce improv+ ?+s1 "o goes (f ! l9e4 ,b 9 ,engl& !re has be5 ( late a rem>kable fusion ( morality & art4 ,rusk9 & ,br[n+ are cle> en\gh pro( t x is possible to be passionately int]e/$ 9 moral problems 9 an arti/ic way2 :ile at ! same "t x is true1 z ,i h said1 t if any man c>es eag]ly = beauty1 & does 8 be/ to pres5t x1 he _c help tea*+ all ^? :o are se>*+ = beauty1 & only require to be %[n ! way4 ,! "w ( all real tea*]s is to make great & ardu\s ?+s seem simple & desirable & beautiful4 ,a tea*] is n a p]son :o provides %ort-cuts to k1 or :o only drills a "* out ( slov5ly intellectual faults4 ,! ess5ce ( all real tea*+ is a sort ( inspiration4 ,take ! case ( a great tea*]1 l ,arnold or ,j[ett2 ,arnold lit 9 8 pupils' m9ds a k9d ( fire1 :i* 0 moral r ?an intellectual2 ,j[ett _h a p[] ( putt+ a sugge/ive brilliancy into dull words & /ale phrases1 %[+ t !y 7 b ! cry/allis$ =mulas ( ideas1 :i* m5 _h f\nd wond]ful or beautiful4 ,! secret ( su* tea*+ is q incommunicable1 b x is a v high sort ( art4 ,!re are _m m5 :o feel ! inspiration ( k v deeply1 & foll[ x passionately1 :o yet _c 9 ! lea/ communicate ! gl[ to o!rs4 ,b j z ! great arti/ c pa9t a homely sc5e1 su* z we h se5 a hundr$ times1 & ?r[ into x some?+ my/]i\s1 :i* rea*es out h&s ( desire f> beyond ! visible horizon1 s c a great tea*] %[ t ideas are liv+ ?+s all b\nd up ) ! high emotions ( m54 ,& ?us ! true poet1 :e!r he writes v]ses or novels1 is ! greate/ ( tea*]s1 n because he tra9s & drills ! m9d1 b because he makes ! ?+ he speaks ( appe> s beautiful & desirable t we are will+ to und]go ! tra9+ & drill+ t are necess>y to be made free ( ! secret4 ,he br+s out1 z ,plato beautifully said1 ! beauty :i* meets ! _s l a breeze1 & imp]ceptibly draws ! s\l1 ev5 9 *ildhood1 into h>mony ) ! beauty ( reason4 ,! "w ( ! poet !n is to elicit ! simple/ pr9ciples ( life1 to cle> away complexity1 by giv+ a gl[+ & fla%+ motive to live nobly & g5]\sly1 to r5ew ! unspoil$ gr[? ( ! _w1 to reveal ! secret hope sil5tly hidd5 9 ! he>t ( man4 ,r5ovabitur ut aquila juv5tus tua--?y y\? %all be r5ew$ z an eagle--t is :at we all desire6 ,inde$ x w\ld seem at fir/ sight t1 to ga9 happ9ess1 ! be/ way w\ld be1 if "o c\ld1 to prolong ! untr\bl$ ze/ ( *ildhood1 :5 ev]y?+ 0 int]e/+ & excit+1 full ( novelty & delight4 ,"s few p by _! vitality c reta9 t fre%ness ( _s all _! life long4 ,i rememb] h[ a fri5d ( ,r4 ,l4 ,/ev5son told me1 t ,/ev5son1 :5 alone 9 ,london1 desp]ately ill1 & on ! eve ( a solit>y voyage1 came to see him2 he himself 0 go+ to />t on a j\rney ! foll[+ day1 & _h to visit ! lumb]-room to get out 8 trunks2 ,/ev5son begg$ to be all[$ to accompany him1 &1 sitt+ on a brok5 *air1 evolv$ out ( ! drift$ accumulations ( ! place a wond]ful romance4 ,b t sort ( eag] fre%ness we mo/ ( u f9d to be impossible z we gr[ old]2 & we are confront$ ) ! problem ( h[ to keep c>e & dre>9ess away1 h[ to avoid becom+ m]e trudg+ wayf>]s1 dully obsess$ by all we h to d & be>4 ,c we n f9d "s m$ic9e to revive ! fad+ emotion1 to r5ew ! same sort ( delight 9 new ?\ghts & problems :i* we f\nd 9 *ildhood 9 all unfamili> ?+s1 to battle ) ! dre>9ess1 ! daily use1 ! /al5ess ( life8 ,! answ] is t x is possible1 b only possible if we take ! same pa9s ab\t x t we take to provide ourselves ) com=ts1 to save money1 to gu>d ourselves f pov]ty4 ,emotional pov]ty is :at we mo/ ( u h to dread1 & we mu/ make inve/m5ts if we wi% = rev5ues4 ,we are _m ( u hamp]$1 z ,i h said1 by ! dre>9ess & dulness ( ! education we receive4 ,b ev5 t is no excuse = s9k+ into melan*oly bankruptcy1 & go+ ab\t ! _w full ( ! e>ne/ capacity = woe1 di%e>t5$ & di%e>t5+4 ,a great tea*] has ! extraord9>y p[]1 n only ( evok+ ! f9e/ capacities f ! f9e/ m9ds1 b ( actually giv+ to second-rate m9ds a belief t k is int]e/+ & wor? att5tion4 ,:at we h to d1 if we h miss$ com+ "u ! influ5ce ( a great tea*]1 is resolutely to put ourselves 9 t\* ) great m9ds4 ,we %all n bur/ into flame at once p]haps1 & ! process may seem b ! rubb+ ( "o dry /ick aga9/ ano!r2 "o _c prescribe a pa?1 because we mu/ advance ^u ! sl5d] l9e ( our own int]e/s2 b we c surely f9d "s "o writ] :o revives u & inspires u2 & if we p]sev]e1 we f9d ! pa? sl[ly broad5+ into a road1 :ile ! l&scape takes %ape & design ar\nd u4 ,! "o ?+ =tunately ( :i* !re is en\gh & to sp>e 9 ! _w is good advice1 & if we f9d ourselves helpless1 we c consult "s "o :o seems to h a view ( f9] ?+s1 ^: delight is fre% & eag]1 ^: h&l+ ( life seems graci\s & g5]\s4 ,x is z possible to d ?is1 z to consult a doctor if we f9d ourselves out ( heal?2 & "h we /iff & solit>y ,anglo-,saxons are (t5 to blame1 because we _c br+ ourselves to speak freely ( ^! ?+s1 to be importunate1 to ask = help2 x seems to u at once imp]t95t & undignifi$2 b x is ?is sort ( dre>y consid]ation1 :i* is no?+ b di/ort$ vanity1 & ?is /ill dre>i] dignity1 :i* )holds f u s mu* t is beautiful4 ,! "o ?+ !n t ,i wi% to urge is t we %\ld take up ! pursuit 9 an entirely practical way2 z ,em]son said1 ) a spl5did mixture ( common s5se & idealism1 hit* our waggon to a />4 ,x is easy en\gh to lose ourselves 9 a vague s5tim5talism1 & to believe t only our cramp$ conditions h h9d]$ u f develop+ into some?+ v wond]ful4 ,x is easy too to drift into helpless mat]ialism1 & to believe t dulness is ! natural lot ( man4 ,b ! realm ( ?\ght is a v free citiz5%ip1 & a hundr$ doors w op5 to u if we only knock at !m4 ,moreov]1 t realm is n l an ov]-populat$ c\ntry2 x is inf9itely l>ge1 & virg9 soil2 & we h only to /ake out our claim2 & !n1 if we p]sev]e1 we %all f9d t our ,joy\s ,g>d is really ris+ into ! air ab\t u--:]e else %\ld we build our ca/les8--) all ! glory ( t[] & gable1 ( curta9-wall & battlem5t1 t]race & pleasaunce1 hall & corridor2 our own self-built p>adise2 & !n p]haps ! knight1 rid+ lonely f ! sunset woods1 w turn 9 to keep u company1 & ! w&]+ m9/rel w br+ 8 h>p2 & we may ev5 receive o!r visitors1 l ! ?ree t /ood beside ! t5t ( ,abraham 9 ! ev5+1 9 ! pla9 ( ,mamre1 ( :om no "o ask$ ! "n or l9eage1 because ! answ] 0 too great = mortal e>s to he>4 ,,vii ,,int]pretation ,is ! secret ( life !n a sort ( lit]>y rapture1 a pr9cely ?+1 only possible ?r\gh co/ly outlay & jeal\sly select$ h\rs1 l a conc]t ( /r+$ in/rum5ts1 ^: play]s are unkn[n1 bur/+ on ! e> across ! t]races & foliag$ walls ( "s en*ant$ g>d58 ,by no means6 ,t is ! %ad[ ( ! arti/ic nature1 t ! r>e occasions ( life1 :]e s\nd & sc5t & wea!r & sweet companion%ip conspire toge!r1 are s exquisite1 s adorable1 t ! vot>y ( su* my/ical raptures beg9s to plan & s*eme & hung] = ^! occasions1 & lives 9 discont5t because !y arrive s seldom4 ,no art1 no lit]ature1 are wor? any?+ at all unless !y s5d "o back to life ) a r5ew$ desire to ta/e x & to live x4 ,sometimes z ,i sit on a sunny day writ+ 9 my *air beside ! w9d[1 a picture ( ! box-h$ge1 ! tall sycamores1 ! /one-til$ ro( ( ! *apel1 ) ! blue sky beh9d1 globes itself 9 ! l5se ( my spectacles1 s entranc+ly beautiful1 t x is almo/ a disappo9tm5t to look out on ! real sc5e4 ,we l to see ?+s mirror$ ?us & fram$1 we /rangely made creatures ( life2 :y1 ,i "k n1 except t our f9ite little natures love to select & isolate exp]i5ces f ! mass1 & contemplate !m s4 ,b we mu/ le>n to avoid ?is1 & to realise t if a p>ticle ( life1 ?us ord]$ & re/rict$1 is beautiful1 ! ?+ itself is m beautiful /ill4 ,b we mu/ n dep5d helplessly ^u ! int]pretations1 ! skill$ reflections1 ( f9] m9ds ?an our own4 ,if we le>n f a wise int]pret] or poet ! quality & wor? ( a fraction ( life1 x is t we may ga9 f him ! p[] to d ! same = ourselves else:]e2 we mu/ le>n to walk alone1 n crave1 l a helpless *ild1 to be = ev] l$ & c>ri$ 9 k9dly arms4 ,! dang] ( culture1 z x is unpleasantly call$1 is t we get to love ?+s because poets h lov$ !m1 & z !y lov$ !m2 & !re we mu/ n /ay2 because we ?us gr[ to fe> & mi/ru/ ! /rong flav\rs & s\nds ( life1 ! joys ( toil & adv5ture1 ! desire ( begett+1 giv+ life1 draw+ a s\l f ! unkn[n2 we come to l+] 9 a half-lit place1 :]e ?+s rea* u fa9tly mell[$1 z 9 a vision1 ?r\gh enfold+ trees & at ! ends ( en*ant$ glades4 ,?is book ( m9e lays no claim to be a pageant ( all life's joys2 x leaves _m ?+s unt\*$ & untold2 b x is a plea = ?is2 t ^? :o h to endure ! common lot ( life1 :o _c g :]e !y w\ld1 ^: leisure is b a fraction ( ! day1 be=e ! morn+'s toil & aft] ! task is done1 ^: temptation x is to put ev]y?+ else away except food & sleep & "w & anxiety1 n lik+ life s b f9d+ x s2--x is a plea t su* z ^! %\ld le>n h[ exp]i5ce1 ev5 "u cramp$ conditions1 may be f9ely & beautifully int]pret$1 & made ri* by r5ew$ int5tion4 ,because ! secret lies hid 9 ?is1 t we mu/ obs]ve life int5tly1 grapple ) x eag]ly2 & if we h a hundr$ lives be=e u1 we c nev] conqu] life till we h le>n$ to ride above x1 n welt] helplessly bel[ x4 ,& ! cramp$ & re/rict$ life is all ! gr&] = ?is1 t x gives u a nobl] *ance ( conque/ ?an ! free1 lib]al1 weal?y1 unre/ra9$ life4 ,9 ! ,romaunt ( ! ,rose a little squ>e g>d5 is describ$1 ) its b$s ( fl[]s1 its or*>d-trees4 ,! beauty ( ! place lies p>tly 9 its smallness1 b m /ill 9 its runn+ wat]s1 its %ad[y wells1 :]e91 z ! writ] says qua9tly en\gh1 are no frogs1 & ! conduit-pipes t make a noise full-lik+4 ,& aga9 9 t beautiful poem ( ,t5nyson's1 "o ( 8 e>lie/1 ) ! dew ( ! morn+ ^u x1 he describes ,! ,poet's ,m9d z a g>d53 ,9 ! middle leaps a f\nta9 ,l %eet lightn+1 ,ev] bright5+ ,) a l[ melodi\s ?und]2 ,all day & all night x is ev] drawn ,f ! bra9 ( ! purple m\nta9 ,:i* /&s 9 ! di/ance yond]3 444 ,& ! m\nta9 draws x f ,heav5 above1 ,& x s+s a song ( undy+ love4 ,t is a p[] :i* we all h1 9 "s degree1 to draw into our s\ls1 or to set runn+ ?r\gh !m1 ! /reams ( ,heav5--= l wat] !y w run 9 ! dulle/ & d>ke/ place if only !y be l$ ?i!r2 & ! l[] ! place1 ! /rong] ! /ream6 ,i am c>eful n to prescribe ! s\rce too n>r[ly1 = x mu/ be to our own lik+1 & to our own ne$4 ,& s ,i w n say love ?is & t picture1 read ?is & t poet6 because x is j ?us1 by foll[+ direction too slavi%ly1 t we lose our own p>ticul> inspiration4 ,inde$ ,i c>e v little ab\t f95ess ( ta/e1 fa/idi\s critical rejections1 sc(fs & sne]s at p>ticul> fa%ions & details4 ,"o kn[s ! epicure ( life1 ! man :o )draws himself m & m f ! ?rong1 _c be> to f9d himself 9 dull company1 reads few] & few] books1 c h>dly eat & dr9k unless all is exactly :at he approves2 till x becomes almo/ we>isome to be ) him1 because x is su* anxi\s & s*em+ "w to lay out ev]y?+ to please him1 & because he w nev] take 8 *ance ( any?+1 nor be/ir himself to make any?+ out ( a situation :i* has ! lea/ commonness or dulness 9 x4 ,( c\rse only ) ! comm& ( weal? is su* life possible2 b ! m delicate su* a man gr[s1 ! l>g] & f9] 8 maxims become1 & ! m he ca/s away f 8 philosophy ! ne$ ( practis+ any?+4 ,"o mu/ ?9k1 su* m5 say1 cle>ly & f9ely1 "o mu/ disapprove freely1 "o mu/ live only ) ^? :om "o c admire & love2 till !y become at la/ l "o ( ^? sad ascetics1 :o sp5t _! "t on ! top ( pill>s1 & = ev] drew up /ones f bel[ to make ! pill> high] yet4 ,"o is at lib]ty to mi/ru/ :atev] makes "o isolat$ & sup]ior2 n ( c\rse t "o's life ne$ be sp5t 9 a sort ( diffuse sociability2 b "o mu/ practise an ease t is nev] emb>rass$1 a frankness t is nev] fa/idi\s1 a simplicity t is nev] aba%$2 & beh9d x all mu/ spr+ ! liv+ wat]s1 ) ! cle>ness ( ! sky & ! cleanness ( ! hill ab\t !m1 runn+ /ill swiftly & purely 9 our n>r[ g>d5-gr\nd1 & meet+ ! k9dr$ /reams t fl[ s(tly 9 _m o!r glad & desir\s he>ts4 ,9 ! beautiful old ,engli% poem1 ,! ,pe>l1 :]e ! dream] seems to be in/ruct$ by 8 dead daught] ,m>jory 9 ! heav5ly wisdom1 %e tells him t all ! s\ls ( ! ble/ are equal 9 happ9ess--t !y are all k+s & que5s4#a ,t is a heav5ly k9d ( k+%ip1 :5 !re are none to be rul$ or *idd51 none to lab\r & s]ve2 b x means ! f9e frankness & s]5ity ( m9d :i* comes ( k+%ip1 ! p]fect ease & dignity :i* spr+s f n hav+ to ?9k ( dignity or pre-em95ce at all4 ,long ago ,i rememb] h[ ,i 0 s5t = to talk ) ,que5 ,victoria 9 h] age1 & h[ mu* ,i dread$ be+ l$ up to h] by a maje/ic "l-9-wait+2 %e sate !re1 a little quiet lady1 s pla9ly dress$1 s simple1 ) h] h&s cross$ on h] lap1 h] sangu9e complexion1 h] silv]y hair1 yet s cr[n$ ) dim hi/ory & tradition1 s great z to be beyond all pomp or c]emony1 yet we>+ ! awe & maje/y ( race & fame z %e wore h] pla9 dress4 ,%e gave me a little nod & smile1 & began at once to talk 9 ! sweet cle> voice t 0 l ! voice ( a *ild4 ,!n came my a/oni%m5t4 ,%e knew1 x seem$1 all ab\t me & my do+s1 & ! do+s ( my relations & fri5ds--n z if %e _h wi%$ to be prep>$ to surprise me2 b because h] mo!rly he>t _h want$ to "k1 & _h be5 unable to =get4 ,! ess5ce ( t *>m1 :i* flood$ all "o's m9d ) love & loyalty1 0 n t %e 0 great1 b t %e 0 entirely simple & k9d2 because %e lov$1 n h] great "p 9 life1 b life itself4 ,t k+%ip & que5%ip is surely n out ( ! rea* ( any ( u2 x dep5ds ^u two ?+s3 "o1 t we keep our m9ds & s\ls fre% ) ! love ( life1 :i* is ! v dew ( heav52 & ! o!r t we claim n rights b duties1 our %>e 9 life1 n a control ov] x2 if all t we claim is n to rule o!rs1 b to be int]e/$ 9 !m1 if we w n be %ut out f love & c>e1 !n ! sov]eignty is 9 sight1 & ! ne>] x comes ! less %all we recognise x2 = ! only dignity wor? ! "n is t :i* we d n "k to be !re4 ,,footnotes3 ,footnote #a3 ,see ,pr(essor ,w4 ,p4 ,k]'s ,engli% ,lit]ature1 ,m$ival1 p4 #aid4 ,,viii ,,education ,x is cle> t ! progress ( ! individual & ! _w alike dep5ds ^u ! quick5+ ( ideas4 ,all civilisation1 all law1 all ord]1 all controll$ & purposeful life1 w be se5 to dep5d on ^! ideas & emotions4 ,! gr[+ conception ( ! "r ( e individual to live 9 "s degree ( com=t & security is no?+ b ! tak+ %ape ( ^! ideas & emotions2 = ! end ( all civilisation is to ensure t !re %all be fre$om = all f debas+ & degrad+ conditions1 & t is p]haps z f> z we h hi!rto advanc$2 b ! fur!r end 9 sight is to set all m5 & wom5 free to "s ext5t f hopeless drudg]y1 to give !m leisure1 to provide !m ) ta/es & int]e/s2 & fur!r /ill1 to contrive1 if possible1 t human be+s %all n be born into ! _w ( ta9t$ p>5tage1 & ?us to /amp out ! tyranny ( disease & imbecility & crim9al in/9ct4 ,m & m does x become cle> t all ! (f-sc\r+s & failures ( civilisation are ! outcome ( diseas$ bra9s & n]ves1 & t self-control & vig\r are ! results ( nature r ?an nurture4 ,all ?is is n[ /eadily 9 sight4 ,! aim is p]sonal fre$om1 ! fre$om :i* %all end :]e ano!r's fre$om beg9s2 b we recognise n[ t x is no use legislat+ = social & political fre$om1 if we all[ ! morally defici5t to beget (fspr+ = :om moral fre$om is an impossibility4 ,& p]haps ! be/ hope ( ! race lies 9 firmly fac+ ?is problem4 ,b1 z ,i say1 we h h>dly ent]$ ^u ?is /age4 ,we h to deal ) ?+s z !y are1 ) _m natures ta9t$ by moral feebl5ess1 by obliquity ( vision1 by lack ( proportion4 ,! hope at pres5t lies 9 ! endeav\r to f9d "s s\rce ( inspiration1 9 a det]m9ation n to let m5 & wom5 gr[ up ) f9e emotions atrophi$2 & "h ! :ole sy/em ( education is at fault4 ,x is all on ! l9es ( an intellectual gymna/ic2 little or no?+ is done to cultivate imag9ation1 to fe$ ! s5se ( beauty1 to ar\se int]e/1 to awak5 ! sleep+ s5se ( delight4 ,!re is no d\bt t all ^! emotions are dormant 9 _m p4 ,"o has only to reflect on ! influ5ce ( association1 to "k h[ *ildr5 :o gr[ up 9 a home atmosph]e :i* is fragrant ) beautiful influ5ces1 g5]ally c>ry on ^? ta/es & habits into lat] life4 ,b our education t5ds nei!r to make m5 & wom5 effici5t = ! simple duties ( life1 nor to-ar\se ! g5tl] en]gies ( ! _s4 ,y mu/ rememb] y are translat+ poetry1 said a consci5ti\s ma/] to a boy :o 0 con/ru+ ,virgil4 ,x's n poetry :5 ,i translate x6 said ! boy4 ,i look back at my own s*ooldays1 & rememb] ! b>e1 /ately class-rooms1 ! dry w9d ( intellect1 ! dull murmur ( "w1 nei!r enjoy$ nor und]/ood2 & ,i reflect h[ small a "p any fanciful or beautiful or leisurely int]pretation ev] play$ 9 our m5tal ex]cises2 ! fir/ & la/ condition ( any f9e sort ( lab\r--t x %\ld be enjoy$--0 put resolutely out ( sight1 n s mu* z an impossible adjunct1 z a ?+ positively en]vat+ & contemptible4 ,yet if "o subtracts ! idea ( enjoym5t f lab\r1 !re is no beauty-lov+ _s :i* does n in/antly & rightly rebel4 ,!re mu/ be lab\r1 ( c\rse1 effective1 vigor\s1 brisk lab\r1 ov]com+ difficulties1 ma/]+ uncong5ial details2 b ! end %\ld be enjoym5t2 & x %\ld be made cle> t ! great] ! ma/]y1 ! ri*] ! enjoym5t2 & t if "o _c enjoy a ?+ )\t ma/]+ x1 nei!r c "o ev] really ma/] x )\t enjoy+ x4 ,:at we ne$1 9 education1 is "s s5se ( f> horizons & beautiful prospects1 "s consci\sness ( ! l>g5ess & my/]y & wond] ( life4 ,to take a simple in/ance1 9 my own education4 ,i read ! great books ( ,greece & ,rome2 b ,i knew h>dly any?+ ( ! atmosph]e1 ! social life1 ! human activity out ( :i* !y proce$$4 ,"o did n ?9k ( ! lit]ature ( ! ,greeks z ( a f\nta9 ( eag] beauty spr++ impulsively & in/9ctively out ( ! mo/ ard5t1 graci\s1 s5sitive life t any nation has ev] liv$4 ,"o knew little ( ! /]n1 bus9esslike1 ord]ly1 grasp+ ,roman temp]am5t1 9 :i* poetry fl[]$ s r>ely1 & ! arts n at all1 until ! national fibre began to weak5 & gr[ dissolute4 ,"o /udi$ hi/ory 9 ^? days1 z if "o 0 ma/]+ /atute-books1 blue-books1 gazettes1 (fice-files2 "o nev] grasp$ ! cla% ( individualities1 or ! real int]e/s & ta/es ( ! nations t f\ght & made laws & treaties4 ,x 0 all a deal+ ) records & monum5ts1 j ! ?+s t happ5$ to survive decay--z ?\gh "o's /udy ( primitive man 7 to beg9 & end ) %>p5$ fl9ts6 ,:at we h n[ to d1 9 ?is next g5]ation1 is n to leave education a dry conspectus ( facts & processes1 b to try r t *ildr5 %\ld le>n some?+ ( ! temp] & texture ( ! _w at c]ta9 vivid po9ts ( its hi/ory2 & above all p]ceive some?+ ( ! nature ( ! _w z x n[ is1 its c\ntries1 its nationalities1 its hopes1 its problems4 ,t is ! aim1 t we %\ld realise :at k9d ( a ?+ life is1 h[ bright & yet h[ n>r[ a flame1 h[ b\nd$ by d>kness & my/]y1 & yet h[ vivid & active )9 its little space ( sun4 ,,ix ,,k ,k is p[]1 says ! old adage2 & yet s mean+less n[1 9 _m respects1 d ! words s\nd1 t x is h>d ev5 to recapture ! m5tal outlook f :i* x emanat$4 ,i imag9e t x dates f a "t :5 k meant an imag9$ acqua9tance ) magical secrets1 %ort cuts to weal?1 heal?1 influ5ce1 fame4 ,ev5 n[ ! application ( sci5ce to ! practical ne$s ( man has "s semblance ( p[] ab\t x2 ! telephone1 wireless telegraphy1 /eam eng9es1 an/hetics--^! are p[]ful ?+s4 ,b no man is pr(it$ by 8 discov]ies2 he _c keep !m to himself1 & use !m = 8 own private ends4 ,! mo/ he c d is to make a l>ge =tune out ( !m4 ,& z to o!r k9ds ( k1 erudition1 le>n+1 h[ d !y pr(it ! possessor8 ,no "o kn[s any?+ n[adays1 said an em95t man to me ! o!r day2 x is n wor? :ile6 ,! mo/ le>n$ man is ! man :o kn[s be/ :]e to f9d ?+s4 ,!re /ill appe>s1 9 works ( fiction1 ) pa!tic p]si/5ce1 a belief t le>n+ /ill l+]s at ,ox=d & ,cambridge2 ^? m>vell\s ,dons1 :o appe> 9 ! pages ( novels1 m5 :o read folios all ! morn+ & dr9k port all ! ev5+1 :]e are !y 9 reality8 ,n at ,cambridge1 c]ta9ly4 ,i w\ld travel _m miles1 ,i w\ld travel to ,ox=d1 if ,i ?\ght ,i c\ld f9d su* an adorable figure4 ,b ! ,don is n[ a brisk & effici5t man ( bus9ess1 a pat]familias ) provision to make = 8 family4 ,he has no "t = folios & no incl9ation = port4 ,exam9ation pap]s 9 ! morn+1 & a glass ( lemonade at d9n]1 are ! notes ( 8 leisure days4 ,! belief 9 uncomm]cial k has inde$ di$ out ( ,engl&4 ,eton1 z ,mr4 ,birrell said1 c h>dly be describ$ z a place ( education2 & to :at ext5t c ,ox=d & ,cambridge be describ$ z places ( lit]>y rese>*8 ,a le>n$ man is apt to be consid]$ a bore1 & ! highe/ complim5t t c be paid him is t "o w\ld n suspect him ( be+ le>n$4 ,!re is1 inde$1 a l& 9 :i* k is respect$1 & t is ,am]ica4 ,if we d n take c>e1 ! high culture w des]t our %ores1 l ,a/ra's fly+ hem1 & take h] way ,we/w>d1 ) ! c\rse ( ,empire4 ,a fri5d ( m9e once told me t he /ruggl$ up a *ur*-t[] 9 ,flor5ce1 a great lean1 pale brick m9>et1 design$1 ,i suppose1 to be lam9at$ ) m>ble1 b *e]fully ab&on$ to b>5ess2 he came out on to "o ( ^? high balu/rad$ balconies1 :i* 9 m$ival pictures seem to h be5 always cr[d$ ) fanta/ically dress$ p]sons1 & are n[ only visit$ by t\ri/s4 ,! silv]y city lay outspread b5ea? him1 ) ! rapid mud-/a9$ riv] pass+ to ! pla91 ! hill-side cr[d$ ) villas emb[]$ 9 gre5 g>d5s1 & ! sad-col\r$ hills beh9d4 ,:ile he 0 gaz+1 two o!r t\ri/s1 "y ,am]icans1 came quietly out on to ! balcony1 a bro!r & si/]1 he ?\ght4 ,!y look$ out = a "t 9 sil5ce1 lean+ on ! p>apet2 & !n ! bro!r said s(tly1 ,h[ mu* we %\ld enjoy all ?is1 if we 7 n s ignorant6 ,l all ,am]icans1 !y want$ to "k6 ,x 0 n en\gh = !m to see ! high h\ses1 ! fanta/ic t[]s1 ! great bl9d blocks ( m$ival palaces1 ?ru/ s grimly out above ! h\se-tops4 ,x all meant life & hi/ory1 /rife & sorr[1 x all ne$$ int]pret+ & transfigur+ & re-peopl+2 )\t t x 0 dumb & sil5t1 vague & bewild]+4 ,"o does n "k :e!r to admire or to sigh6 ,ought "o n to be able to take beauty z x comes8 ,:at if "o does n want to "k ^! ?+s1 z ,%elley said to 8 lean & emb>rass$ tutor at ,ox=d8 ,if k makes ! sc5e gl[ & live1 enri*es x1 illum9ates x1 x is well4 ,& p]haps 9 ,engl& we le>n to live s incuri\sly & naturally among hi/orical ?+s t we =get ! exi/5ce ( tradition1 & draw x 9 ) ! air we brea!1 j realis+ x z a pleasant backgr\nd & n c>+ to inve/igate x or ma/] x4 ,x is h>d to say :at we lose by ignorance1 is h>d to say :at we %\ld ga9 by k4 ,p]haps to want to "k w\ld be a sign ( intellectual & emotional activity2 b x c\ld n be done z a matt] ( duty--only z a matt] ( en?usiasm4 ,! poet ,cl\gh once said1 ,x makes a great diff]5ce to me t ,magna ,*>ta 0 sign$ at ,runnym$e1 b x does n make mu* diff]5ce to me to "k t x 0 sign$4 ,! fact t x 0 s sign$ affects our lib]ties1 ! k only affects u1 if x inspires u to fre% desire ( lib]ty1 :atev] lib]ty may be4 ,x is ev5 m important to be int]e/$ 9 life ?an to be int]e/$ 9 pa/ lives4 ,x 0 ,scott1 ,i ?9k1 :o ask$ indignantly1 ,lives !re ! man ) s\l s dead1 ,:o nev] to himself ha? said ,?is is my own1 my native l&8 ,i d n "k h[ x may be 9 ,scotl&6 ,dr4 ,johnson once said rudely t ! f9e/ prospect a ,scot*man ev] saw 0 ! high road t might take him to ,engl&2 b ,i %\ld ?9k t if ,scott's is a fair te/ ( deadness ( s\l1 !re mu/ be a good _m p 9 ,engl& :o are z dead z door-nails6 ,! ,engli%man is n v imag9ative2 & a f>m] :o 0 accu/om$ to kneel d[n l ,antu1 & kiss ! soil ( 8 or*>d1 w\ld be ?\ght an ecc5tric6 ,%all we !n draw a cynical conclusion f all ?is1 & say t k is a useless burd52 or if we ?9k s1 :y d we ?9k x8 ,i h v little d\bt 9 my own m9d t :y s _m "y m5 despise & ev5 d]ide k is because k has be5 pres5t$ to !m 9 s arid a =m1 s little connect$ ) any?+ t conc]ns !m 9 ! remote/ degree4 ,we ought1 ,i ?9k1 to w9d our way sl[ly back into ! pa/ f ! pres5t2 we ought to />t ) mod]n problems & mod]n ideas1 & %[ p h[ !y came into be+2 we ought to le>n ab\t ! _w1 z x is1 fir/1 & climb ! hill sl[ly4 ,b :at we d is to take ! hi/ory ( ! pa/1 ,a!ns & ,rome & ,juda1 ?ree gl[+ & %9+ realms1 ,i readily admit2 b we leave ! gaps all unbridg$1 s t x seems remote1 ab/ruse1 & incompreh5sible t m5 %\ld ev] h liv$ & ?\ght s4 ,!n we deluge *ildr5 ) ! old languages1 n tea*+ !m to read1 b to con/rue1 & cramm+ ! little memories ) hide\s grammatical =ms4 ,s ! :ole process ( education becomes a dre>y wre/l+ ) ! un9t]e/+ & ! unatta9able2 & :5 we h brok5 ! neck ( infantile curiosity ) ^! unc\? burd5s1 we wond] t life becomes a place :]e ! only aim is to get a good appo9tm5t1 & play z _m games z possible4 ,yet le>n+ ne$ n be s cumbr\sly c>ri$ aft] all6 ,i 0 read+ a few days ago a little book by ,pr(essor ,k]1 on m$ival ,engli%1 & read+ x ) a species ( rapture4 ,x all came s fre%ly & pung5tly out ( a full m9d1 p5etrat$ ) ze/ & enjoym5t4 ,"o foll[$ ! little rill ( lit]>y craftsman%ip s easily out ( ! pla9 to its high s\rce among ! hills1 till ,i wond]$ :y on e>? ,i _h n be5 told "s ( ^! delightful ?+s long ago1 t ,i might h se5 h[ our great lit]ature took %ape4 ,su* scraps ( k z ,i possess fell into %ape1 & ,i saw ! :ole z 9 a map outspread4 ,& !n ,i realis$ t k1 if x 0 only rightly direct$1 c\ld be a beautiful & attractive ?+1 n a m]e fuss ab\t no?+1 dull facts reluctantly acquir$1 readily =gott54 ,all *ildr5 beg9 by want+ to "k1 b !y are (t5 told n to be tiresome1 :i* g5]ally means t ! eld] p]son has no answ] to give1 & does n l to appe> ignorant4 ,& !n ! "t comes = ,lat9 ,gramm>1 & ,cic]o de ,s5ectute1 & ,cs>'s ,comm5t>ies1 & ! bewild]$ /ripl+ privately resolves to h no m ?an he c help to d ) ^! antique horrors4 ,! m>vell\s ?+ seems to him to be t m5 ( fle% & blood c\ld h f\nd x wor? _! :ile to compose su* ?+s4 ,erudition1 great is ?y s96 ,x is n t "o wants to deprive ! savant ( 8 k2 "o only wants a little common-s5se & imag9ative sympa?y4 ,h[ c a little boy guess t "s ( ! mo/ beautiful /ories 9 ! _w lie hid among a mass ( wriggl+ consonants1 or :at a g>d5 lurks beh9d ! iron gate1 ) ,greek3 blsk & ,greek3 mol\mai to gu>d ! ?re%old8 ,i am n go+ "h to discuss ! old curriculum4 ,let 'em 'ave x6 z ! p>5t said to ! s*oolma/]1 "u ! impression t x 0 "s in/rum5t ( flagellation--z inde$ x is1 ,i look r\nd my book-l9$ %elves1 & reflect h[ mu* ( int]e/ & pleasure ^? p>allel r[s h meant to me1 & h[ ,i /ruggl$ into ! use ( !m outside ( & n because ( my s-call$ education2 & h[ mu* !y might mean to o!rs if !y _h n be5 s consci5ti\sly bump$ into pa?s ( peace4 ,no?+1 said ,pat]1 speak+ ( art 9 "o ( 8 f9e/ passages1 no?+ :i* has ev] engag$ ! great & eag] affections ( m5 & wom5 c ev] :olly lose its *>m4 ,n to ! initiat$1 p]haps6 ,b ,i sometimes wond] if any?+ :i* has be5 taught ) diction>y & gramm>1 ) p>s+ & con/ru+1 ) det5tion & imposition1 c ev] :olly rega9 its *>m4 ,i am afraid t we mu/ make a clean sweep ( ! old processes1 if we h any int5tion ( int]e/+ our y\? 9 ! beauty ( human ideas & _! expression4 ,b :ile we d n c>e ab\t beauty & int]e/ 9 life1 :ile we consci5ti\sly believe1 9 spite ( a cat>act ( helpless facts1 9 ! virtues ( ! old gramm>-gr9d1 s long %all we rema9 an uncivilis$ nation4 ,civilisation does n consi/ 9 comm]cial prosp]ity1 or ev5 9 a f9e s]vice ( express tra9s4 ,x resides 9 quick appreh5sion1 lively int]e/1 eag] sympa?y 444 at lea/ ,i suspect s4 ,l a crane or a swall[1 s did ,i *att]6 said ! rueful prophet4 ,i d n write z a pessimi/1 h>dly z a critic2 /ill less z a c5sor2 to wa/e "t 9 d]id+ o!rs' !ories ( life is a v poor sub/itute = enjoy+ x6 ,i ?9k we d v fairly well z we are2 only d n let u indulge 9 ! cant 9 :i* educators s freely indulge1 ! claim t we are int]e/$ 9 ideas intellectual or arti/ic1 & t we are try+ to educate our y\? 9 ^! ?+s4 ,we d produce "s intellectual a?letes1 & we knock a few h>dy m9ds m or less into %ape2 b mean:ile a great riv] ( opportunities1 curiosity1 intellig5ce1 ta/e1 int]e/1 pleasure1 goes idly welt]+1 ?r\gh mud-flats & lean promontories & b>e isl&s to ! sea4 ,x is ! loss1 ! wa/e1 ! folly1 ( x t ,i deplore4 ,x ,,gr[? ,z ! ye>s g on1 :at "o beg9s to p]ceive ab\t s _m p--?\gh "o tries h>d to believe x is n s--is t someh[ or o!r ! m9d does n gr[1 ! view does n alt]2 life ceases to be a pilgrimage1 & becomes a j\rney1 su* z a horse takes 9 a f>m-c>t4 ,he is pull+ some?+1 he has got to pull x1 he does n c>e mu* :at x is--turnips1 hay1 manure6 ,if he ?9ks at all1 he ?9ks ( ! /able & ! mang]4 ,! middle-ag$ d n try exp]im5ts1 !y lose all s5se ( adv5ture4 ,!y make ! usual k9d ( =tification = !mselves1 pile up a %elt] out ( prejudices & /ony op9ions4 ,x is out ( ! w9d & ra91 & ! prospect is safely exclud$4 ,! l&scape is s famili> t ! entr5*$ _s does n ev5 ?9k ab\t x1 or c>e :at lies beh9d ! hill or across ! riv]4 ,n[ ( c\rse ,i d n mean t p c or %\ld play fa/ & loose ) life1 ?r[ up a task or a position ! mom5t !y are bor$ ) x1 be at ! m]cy ( moods4 ,i am speak+ "h solely ( ! possible adv5tures ( m9d & s\l2 x is good1 :olesome1 invigorat+1 to be ti$ to a "w 9 life1 to h to dis*>ge x :e!r "o likes x or no1 ?r\gh indol5ce & dis9cl9ation1 ?r\gh depression & re/lessness4 ,b we ought n to be immur$ among conv5tions & receiv$ op9ions4 ,we ought to ask ourselves :y we believe :at we take = grant$1 & ev5 if we d really believe x at all4 ,we ought n to condemn p :o d n move along ! same l9es ( ?\ght2 we ought to *ange our m9ds a good deal1 n out ( m]e levity1 b because ( exp]i5ce4 ,we ought n to ?9k too mu* ( ! importance ( :at we are do+1 & /ill less ( ! importance ( :at we h done2 we ought to f9d a common gr\nd on :i* to meet di/a/eful p2 we ought to lab\r h>d aga9/ self-pity z well z aga9/ self-applause2 we ought to feel t if we h miss$ *ances1 x is out ( our own he$lessness & /upidity4 ,self-applause is a m subtle ?+ ev5 ?an self-pity1 because1 if "o rejects ! s5se ( cr$it1 "o is apt to congratulate oneself on be+ ! k9d ( p]son :o does reject x1 :]eas we ought to avoid x z in/9ctively z we avoid a bad smell4 ,above all1 we ought to believe t we c d some?+ to *ange ourselves1 if we only try2 t we c an*or our consci5ce to a responsibility or a p]sonality1 c p]ceive t ! society ( c]ta9 p1 ! read+ ( c]ta9 books1 does affect u1 make our m9d gr[ & g]m9ate1 give u a s5se ( some?+ f9e & significant 9 life4 ,! ?+ is to say1 z ! prim gov]ness says 9 ,%irley1 ,y ackn[l$ge ! ine/imable wor? ( pr9ciple8--x is possible to get & to hold a cle> view1 z oppos$ to a muddl$ view1 ( life & its issues2 & ! bless+ is t "o c d ?is 9 any circle1 "u any circum/ances1 9 ! mid/ ( any k9d ( "w4 ,t is ! wond]ful ?+ ab\t ?\ght1 t x is l a captive balloon :i* is an*or$ 9 "o's g>d54 ,x is possible to climb into x & to ca/ adrift2 b s _m p1 z ,i h said1 seem to end by pull+ ! balloon 91 lett+ out ! gas1 & pack+ ! :ole away 9 a %$4 ,( c\rse ! p[] ( do+ all ?is v>ies v mu* 9 diff]5t temp]am5ts2 b ,i am sure t !re are _m p :o1 look+ back at _! y\?1 are consci\s t !y _h some?+ /irr+ & ?robb+ )9 !m :i* !y h someh[ lo/2 "s vision1 "s hope1 "s fa9t & radiant ideal4 ,:y d !y lose x1 :y d !y settle d[n on ! lees ( life1 :y d !y snuggle d[n among com=table op9ions8 ,mo/ly1 ,i am sure1 out ( a k9d ( indol5ce4 ,!re are a good _m p :o say to !mselves1 ,aft] all1 :at really matt]s is a solid def9$ position 9 ! _w2 ,i mu/ make t = myself1 & mean:ile ,i mu/ n indulge myself 9 any fancies2 x w be "t to d t :5 ,i h e>n$ my p5sion & settl$ my *ildr5 9 life4 ,& !n :5 ! "t arrives1 ! frail & unsub/antial ?+s are all dead & _c be recov]$2 = happ9ess _c be a*iev$ along ^! cauti\s & heavy l9es4 ,& s ,i say t we mu/ delib]ately aim at some?+ diff]5t f ! fir/4 ,we mu/ n block up ! fur!r views & wid] prospects2 we mu/ keep ! horizon op54 ,:at ,i "h sugge/ has no?+ :atev] t is unpractical ab\t x2 x is only a deep] =esight1 a m prud5t wisdom4 ,we mu/ say to ourselves t :atev] happ5s1 ! s\l %all n be atrophi$2 & we %\ld be z anxi\s ab\t x1 if we f9d t x is los+ its ze/ & fre$om1 z we %\ld be if we f\nd t ! body 7 los+ its appetite6 ,x is no metaphor !n1 b sob] e>ne/1 :5 ,i say t :5 we take our place 9 ! work+ _w1 we ought to lay ! f\ndations ( t o!r l>g] /ronghold ( ! s\l1 ,joy\s ,g>d4 ,all t matt]s is t we %\ld *oose a fair site = x 9 free air & beside /ill wat]s2 & t we %\ld plan x = ourselves1 set out g>d5s & plantations1 ) z l>ge a s*eme z we c make = x1 expect+ ! grace & gre5]y t %all be1 & ! increase :i* ,god gives4 ,x may be t we %all h to build x sl[ly1 & we may h to *ange ! design _m times2 b x w be all built out ( our own m9d & hope1 z ! nautilus evolves its %ell4 ,i am n speak+ ( a s*eme ( self-improvem5t1 ( culture foll[$ t x may react on our pr(ession or br+ u 9 t\* ) useful p1 ( m5tal discipl9e1 ( correct in=mation4 ,! ,g>d is n to be a factory or an hotel2 x mu/ be frankly built = our delight4 ,x is delight t we mu/ foll[1 ev]y?+ t brims ! *annel ( life1 /imulates1 fre%5s1 enliv5s1 tantalises1 attracts4 ,x mu/ at all co/s be beautiful4 ,x mu/ embrace t "p ( religion t gl[s = u1 ! ?+ :i* we f9d beautiful 9 o!r s\ls1 ! art1 ! poetry1 ! tradition1 ! love ( nature1 ! craft1 ! int]e/s we hank] aft]4 ,x ne$ n conta9 all ^! ?+s1 because we c (t5 d bett] by *eck+ diffus5ess1 & by resolute self-limitation4 ,x is n by believ+ 9 p>ticul> books1 pictures1 tunes1 ta/es1 t we c d x4 ,t ends (t5 z a m]e prison to ! ?\ght2 x is r by meet+ ! l>g] _s t lies beh9d life1 recognis+ ! impulse :i* meets u 9 a ?\s& =ms1 :i* =ces u n to be cont5t ) n>r[ & petty ?+s1 b em]ges z ! en]gy1 :atev] x is1 t pu%es ?r\gh ! cru/ ( life1 z ! fl[] pu%es ?r\gh ! m\ld4 ,our dulness1 our acquiesc5ce 9 monoton\s ways1 arise f our n realis+ h[ inf9itely important t =ce is1 h[ mu* x has done = man1 h[ b>r5 life is )\t x4 ,"h 9 ,engl& _m ( u h a d>k suspicion ( all t is joyful1 inh]it$ p]haps f our ,puritan ance/ry1 a fe> ( yield+ ourselves to its influ5ce1 a t]ror ( be+ grimly repaid = indulg5ce1 an old sup]/iti\s dread ( someh[ incurr+ ! wra? ( ,god1 if we aim at happ9ess at all4 ,we mu/ "k1 _m ( u1 t /range %ad[ :i* falls ^u u :5 we say1 ,i feel s happy to-day t "s evil mu/ be go+ to befal me6 ,x is true t afflictions mu/ come1 b !y are n to spoil our joy2 !y are r to ref9e x & /r5g!n x4 ,& ^? :o h yield$ !mselves to joy are (t5 be/ equipp$ to get ! be/ out ( sorr[4 ,we mu/ aim !n at fulness ( life2 n at husb&+ our res\rces ) meagre economy1 b at sp5d+ g5]\sly & fe>lessly1 grasp+ exp]i5ce firmly1 nurtur+ ze/ & hope4 ,! frame ( m9d we mu/ be bew>e (1 :i* is b a /+y vanity1 is t :i* makes u say1 ,i am sure ,i %\ld n l t p]son1 t book1 t place6 ,x is t clos+-9 ( our own possibilities t we mu/ avoid4 ,!re is a v]se 9 ! ,book ( ,prov]bs t (t5 comes into my m9d2 x is spok5 ( a reprobate1 ^: delights inde$ are n ^? t ! s\l %\ld pursue2 b ! temp] 9 :i* he is made to cl+ to ! pleasure :i* he mi/akes = joy1 is ! temp]1 ,i am sure1 9 :i* "o %\ld approa* life4 ,he cries1 ,!y h /rick5 me1 & ,i 0 n sick2 !y h beat5 me1 & ,i felt x n4 ,:5 %all ,i awake8 ,i w seek x yet aga94 ,,xi ,,emotion ,we are a curi\s nation1 we ,engli%6 ,/5dhal says t our two mo/ pat5t vices are ba%fulness & cant4 ,t is to say1 we are afraid to say :at we ?9k1 & :5 we h ga9$ ! c\rage to speak1 we say m ?an we ?9k4 ,we are really an emotional nation at he>t1 easily mov$ & lik+ to be mov$2 we are l>gely sway$ by feel+1 & mu* /irr$ by any?+ t is picturesque4 ,b we are /rangely a%am$ ( any?+ t seems l s5tim5t2 & s f> f be+ bluff & unaffect$ ab\t x1 we are full ( ! affectation1 ! pret5ce ( n be+ sway$ by our emotions4 ,we h develop$ a curi\s idea ( :at m5 & wom5 ought to be2 & "o ( our pret5ces is t m5 %\ld affect n to und]/& s5tim5t1 & to leave1 z we rudely say1 all t sort ( ?+ to ! wom54 ,yet we are mu* at ! m]cy ( clap-trap & mawki% phrases1 & we l rhetoric p>tly because we are too %y to practise x4 ,! result ( x is t we believe ourselves to be a frank1 outspok51 good-natur$ race2 b we produce an unpleasant effect ( /iffness1 angul>ity1 disc\rtesy1 & self-c5tr$ness ^u m g5ial nations4 ,we def5d our bluffness by believ+ t we hold emotion to be too r>e & sacr$ a quality to be talk$ ab\t1 ?\gh ,i always h a suspicion t if a man says t a subject is too sacr$ to discuss1 he probably also f9ds x too sacr$ to ?9k ab\t v mu* ei!r2 yet if "o c get a s5sible ,engli%man to talk frankly & unaffect$ly ab\t 8 feel+s1 x is (t5 surpris+ to f9d h[ delicate !y are4 ,"o ( our *ief faults is our love ( prop]ty1 & ! consequ5ce ( t is our admiration = :at we call bus9esslike qualities4 ,x is really f ! /ruggle betwe5 ! in/9ct ( possession & ! emotional in/9ct t our ba%fulness arises2 we are afraid ( giv+ ourselves away1 & ( be+ tak5 advantage (2 we value position & /atus & respectability v high2 we l to "k :o a man is1 :at he /&s =1 :at 8 influ5ce am\nts to1 :at he is wor?2 & all ?is is v injuri\s to our simplicity1 because we e/imate p s mu* n by _! real m]its b by _! accumulat$ influ5ce4 ,i d n believe t we %all ev] rise to true greatness z a nation until we le>n n to take prop]ty s s]i\sly4 ,x is true t we prosp] 9 ! _w at pres5t1 we keep ord]1 we make money1 we spread a b\rgeois sort ( civilisation1 b x is n a p>ticul>ly f9e or fruitful civilisation1 because x deals s exclusively ) mat]ial ?+s4 ,i d n wi% to decry ! race1 because x has =ce1 t\ghness1 & f9e work+ qualities2 b we d n "k :at to d ) our prosp]ity :5 we h got x2 we c make v little use ( leisure2 & our idea ( success is to h a well-appo9t$ h\se1 exp5sive amusem5ts1 & to di/ribute a dull & co/ly hospitality1 :i* m9i/]s m to our own satisfaction ?an to ! pleasure ( ! recipi5ts4 ,!re really c be few c\ntries :]e m5 are s cont5t$ to be dull6 ,!re is little speculation or animation or intellig5ce or int]e/ among u1 & p :o desire su* an atmosph]e are held to be fanciful1 ecc5tric1 & arti/ic4 ,x 0 n always s ) our race4 ,9 ,elizabe?an times we _h all ! inv5tiv5ess1 ! love ( adv5ture1 ! pride ( dom9ance t we h n[2 b !re 0 !n a great int]e/ 9 ?+s ( ! m9d z well1 a lively ta/e = ideas1 a love ( beautiful ?+s & ?\ghts4 ,! ,puritan upris+ knock$ all t on ! head1 b ,puritanism 0 at lea/ preoccupi$ ) moral ideas1 & develop$ an excitem5t ab\t s9 :i* 0 at all ev5ts a sign ( intellectual f]m5t4 ,& !n we did inde$ decl9e into a com=table sort ( security1 into a /ale classical tradition1 ) pomp\s & sonor\s writ+ on ! "o h&1 & ) neatness1 lit]>y f9i%1 & wit r ?an hum\r on ! o!r4 ,t 0 a dull1 /olid1 dignifi$ "t2 & x 0 focuss$ into a great figure ( high g5ius1 fill$ ) ! combative common-s5se :i* ,engli%m5 admire1 ! figure ( ,dr4 ,johnson4 ,8 influ5ce1 8 temp]am5t1 portray$ 9 8 mat*less biography1 did inde$ dom9ate lit]>y ,engl& to its hurt2 because ! ess5ce ( ,johnson 0 8 fre%ness1 & 9 8 h&s ! great roll+ ,palladian s5t5ces contriv$ to bite & p5etrate2 b 8 imitators did n see t fre%ness 0 ! "o requisite2 & s = a g5]ation ! pomp\s rotund tradition flood$ ,engli% prose2 b = all t1 ,engl& 0 sav$ 9 lit]ature f m]e /atel9ess by ! sudd5 fi]ce int]e/ 9 life & its problems :i* bur/ out l a spr+ 9 eighte5?-c5tury fiction2 & s we come to ! ,victorian era1 :5 we 7 p>tially subm]g$ by prosp]ity1 sci5tific inv5tion1 comm]ce1 colonisation4 ,b ! great figures ( ! c5tury arose & _h _! say--,c>lyle1 ,t5nyson1 ,br[n+1 ,rusk91 ,william ,morris2 x 0 !re all ! "t1 t _s ( fi]ce hope & discont5t & emotion1 t deep long+ to p5etrate ! issues & ! significance ( life4 ,x may be t ! imm5se activity ( sci5ce some:at damp$ our int]e/ 9 beauty2 b t is probably a tempor>y ?+4 ,! influ5ce ex]t$ by ! e>ly sci5ti/s 0 9 ! direction ( facile promises to solve all my/]ies1 to analyse ev]y?+ into elem5ts1 to classify1 to track out natural laws2 & x 0 believ$ t ! me?ods & processes ( life w\ld be dive/$ ( _! secrecy & _! irresponsibility2 b ! effect ( fur!r inve/igation is to reveal t life is inf9itely m complex ?an 0 suppos$1 & t ! end is z dim z ev]2 ?\gh sci5ce did = a :ile make havoc ( ! /]eotyp$ imag9ative sy/ems ( fai? & belief1 s t m5 suppos$ t beauty 0 b an accid5tal emphasis ( law1 & t ! love ( x c\ld be trac$ to v mat]ial pref]5ces4 ,! arti/ 0 = a "t dismay$1 at be+ confront$ by ! *emi/ :o held t he _h expla9$ emotion because he _h analys$ ! sub/ance ( te>s2 & = a "t ! sci5tific _s drove ! _s ( art into cliques & cot]ies1 s t arti/s 7 hidd51 l ! ,"l's prophets1 by fifties 9 caves1 & f$ ^u bread & wat]4 ,:at mo/ly ,i w\ld believe n[ injures & ov]%ad[s art1 is t arti/s are affect$ by ! false /&>d ( prosp]\s life1 are n cont5t to "w 9 pov]ty & simplicity1 b are anxi\s1 z all ambiti\s natures :o love applause mu/ be1 to %>e 9 ! spoils ( ! ,phili/9es4 ,!re are1 ,i "k1 craftsm5 :o c>e no?+ at all = ^! ?+s1 b "w 9 sil5ce & ev5 9 obscurity at :at seems to !m engross+ & beautiful2 b !y are r>e2 & :5 !re is s mu* exp]i5ce & pleasure & com=t abroad1 & :5 security & def]5ce s mu* dep5d ^u weal?1 ! arti/ desires weal?1 m = ! sake ( exp]i5ce & pleasure ?an = ! sake ( accumulation4 ,b ! _s :i* "o desires to see spr+ up is ! ,a!nian _s1 :i* f9ds its satisfaction 9 ideas & ?\ghts & beautiful emotions1 9 m5tal exploration & arti/ic expression2 & is s absorb$1 s int5t ^u ^! ?+s t x c af=d to let prosp]ity fl[ pa/ l a muddy /ream4 ,un=tunately1 h[ev]1 ! ,engli% _s is solit>y r ?an social1 & ! arti/ic _s is jeal\s r ?an inclusive2 & s x comes ab\t t in/ead ( arti/s & m5 ( ideas consort+ toge!r & liv+ a free & simple life1 !y t5d to dwell 9 lonely =tresses & p>adises1 co/ly to create1 co/ly to ma9ta94 ,! ,engli% _s is aga9/ communities4 ,if x 7 n s1 h[ easy x w\ld be = p to live 9 gr\ps & circles1 ) common int]e/s & ta/es1 to enc\rage ea* o!r to believe 9 beautiful ?+s1 & to practise ard5t ?\ghts & g5]\s dreams4 ,b ?is _c be done artificially1 & ! only p :o ev] try to d x are arti/s1 :o d occasionally congregate 9 a place1 & make no secret to ea* o!r ( :at !y are pursu+4 ,i h sometimes t\*$ ! fr+e ( a community l t1 & h be5 *>m$ by ! s5se ( a m eag] happ9ess1 a m unaffect$ int]c\rse ( spirits ?an ,i h f\nd else:]e4 ,b ! _w int]v5es6 dome/ic ties1 pecuni>y int]e/s1 civic claims dis9tegrate ! gr\p4 ,x is sad to ?9k h[ possible su* int]c\rse is 9 y\?1 & 9 y\? only1 z "o sees x display$ 9 t f9e & mov+ book ,trilby1 :i* does contrive to reflect ! joy ( ! buoyant companion%ip ( art4 ,b ! flu% dies d[n1 ! ins\ciance dep>ts1 & ) x ! ard5t g5]osity ( life4 ,"s day p]haps1 :5 life has become simpl] & weal? m equalis$1 :5 "w is m di/ribut$1 :5 !re is less production ( unnecess>y ?+s1 ^! gr\ps w =m !mselves1 & ! frank1 eag]1 vivid _s ( y\? w la/ on into middle-age1 & ev5 into age itself4 ,i d n ?9k t ?is is :olly a dream2 b we mu/ fir/ get rid ( mu* ( ! pomp\s nons5se ab\t money & position1 :i* n[ spoils s _m lives2 & if we c\ld be m g5u9ely int]e/$ 9 ! beauty & complex *>m & joy ( life1 we %\ld ?9k less & less ( mat]ial ?+s1 be cont5t ) %elt]1 w>m?1 & food1 & grudge ! "t we wa/e 9 provid+ ?+s = :i* we h no real use1 simply 9 ord] t1 l ! ri* fool1 we may congratulate ourselves on hav+ mu* goods laid up = _m ye>s1 :5 ! end 0 h>d at h&6 ,,xii ,,memory ,memory is = _m p ! only =m ( poetry :i* !y indulge4 ,if a s\l turns to ! future = consolation 9 a sad or we>i$ or disappo9t$ pres5t1 x is 9 religion t hope & /r5g? are sometimes f\nd2 b if x is a retrospective nature--& ! poetical nature is g5]ally retrospective1 because poetry is conc]n$ ) ! beauty ( actual exp]i5ce & actual ?+s1 r ?an ) ! possible & ! unkn[n--!n x f9ds its m$ic9e = ! dre>9ess ( life 9 memory4 ,( c\rse !re are _m simple & heal?y natures :i* d n conc]n !mselves ) visions at all--! little bus9esses1 ! daily pleasures1 are quietly & ev5 eag]ly enjoy$4 ,b ! poetical nature is ! nature t is n easily cont5t$1 because x t5ds to idealisation1 to ! ?\ght t ! pres5t might easily be s mu* happi]1 bright]1 m beautiful1 ?an x is4 ,an eag] s\l t looks beyond ,& %iv]s 9 ! mid/ ( bliss1 ,t cries1 ,i %\ld n ne$ despond1 ,if ?is 7 o!rwise1 & ?is6 ,& s ! s\l t has se5 mu* & enjoy$ mu* & endur$ mu*1 & ^: :ole life has be5 n spoil$1 ( c\rse1 b a little %ad[$ by ! ?\ght t ! elem5ts ( happ9ess h nev] be5 q z pure z x w\ld h wi%$1 turns back 9 ?\ght to ! old sc5es ( love & companion%ip1 & evokes f ! d>k1 z f ! pages ( "s volume ( photographs & records1 ! pictures ( ! pa/1 ret\*+ !m1 x is true1 & adapt+ !m1 by deftly remov+ all ! brok5 lights & intrusive anxieties1 n into :at !y actually 71 b into :at !y might h be54 ,c>lyle laid 8 f+] ^u ! tru? ( ?is p[]1 :5 he said t ! reason :y ! pictures ( ! pa/ 7 always s gold5 9 tone1 s delicate 9 outl9e1 0 because ! quality ( fe> 0 tak5 f !m4 ,x is ! fe> ( :at may be & :at mu/ be t ov]%ad[s pres5t happ9ess2 & if fe> is tak5 f u we are happy4 ,! /range ?+ is t we _c le>n n to be afraid1 ev5 ?\gh all ! d>ke/ & sadde/ ( our exp]i5ces h left u unsca!d2 & if we c\ld b f9d a reason = ! m+l+ ( fe> ) our lives1 we %\ld h gone f> t[>ds solv+ ! riddle ( ! _w4 ,?is indulg5ce ( memory is n necess>ily a weak5+ or an en]vat+ ?+1 s long z x does n come to u too e>ly1 or dis5gage u f ne$ful activities4 ,x is (t5 n accompani$ by any %ad[ ( loss or bitt]ness4 ,i rememb] once sitt+ ) my belov$ old nurse1 :5 %e 0 ne> h] n9etie? ye>1 9 h] little room1 9 :i* 0 ga!r$ mu* ( ! old nurs]y furniture1 ! t9y *airs ( ! *ildr51 ! /ore-cupbo>d ) ! f>my>d pictures on ! panel1 ! /uff$ pet-birds--all ! homely wrack ( life2 & we _h be5 recall+ _m ( ! old *ildi% incid5ts ) laught] & smiles4 ,:5 ,i rose to g1 %e sate /ill = a m9ute1 & h] eyes fill$ ) quiet te>s1 ,ah1 ^? 7 happy days6 %e said4 ,b !re 0 no rep9+ ab\t x1 no s5se t x 0 bett] to =get old joys--r a quiet pleasure t s mu* t 0 beautiful & t5d] 0 laid away 9 memory1 & c\ld nei!r be alt]$ nor tak5 away4 ,& "o does n f9d 9 old p1 ^: memory ( ! pa/ is cle>1 :ile _! recollection ( ! pres5t gr[s dim1 any s5se ( pa?os1 b r ( pride & eag]ness ab\t recall+ ! m9ute/ details ( ! vani%$ days4 ,to feel ! pa?os ( ! pa/1 z ,t5nyson express$ x 9 t wond]ful & mov+ lyric1 ,te>s1 idle te>s1 is mu* m *>act]i/ic ( y\?4 ,!re is r 9 s]5e old age a s5se ( pleasant triumph at hav+ safely wea!r$ ! /orms ( fate1 & left ! trag$ies ( life beh9d4 ,! ag$ w\ld n z a rule live life ov] aga91 if !y c\ld4 ,!y are n disappo9t$ 9 life4 ,!y h _h1 on ! :ole1 :at !y hop$ & desir$4 ,z ,goe! said1 9 t deep & l>ge maxim1 ,( t :i* a man desires 9 8 y\?1 he %all h en\gh 9 8 age4 ,t is "o ( ! mo/ s+ul> ?+s 9 life--at lea/ ?is is my exp]i5ce--h[ ! ?+s :i* "o really desir$1 n ! ?+s :i* "o ought to h desir$1 are %[]$ ^u "o4 ,i h be5 amaz$ & ev5 /upefi$ sometimes to consid] h[ my own little petty1 fooli%1 :imsical desires h be5 fai?fully & lit]ally grant$ me4 ,we mo/ ( u d really translate into fact :at we desire1 & z a rule we only fail to get ! ?+s :i* we h n desir$ en\gh4 ,x is true inde$ t we (t5 f9d t :at we desir$ 0 n wor? gett+2 & we ought to be m afraid ( our desires1 n because we %all n get !m1 b because we %all almo/ c]ta9ly h !m fulfill$4 ,= myself ,i c only ?9k ) %ame h[ closely my pres5t conditions d resemble my "y desires1 9 all _! petty range1 _! trivial p>ticul>ity4 ,i suppose ,i h unconsci\sly pursu$ !m1 *os5 !m1 grasp$ at !m2 & ! %ame ( x is t if ,i _h desir$ bett] ?+s1 ,i %\ld assur$ly h be5 giv5 !m4 ,i see1 or seem to see1 ! same ?+ 9 ! lives ( _m t ,i "k4 ,:at a man s[s he %all reap6 ,t is tak5 g5]ally to mean t if he s[s pleasure1 he %all reap disa/]2 b x has a mu* tru] & m t]rible mean+ ?an t--namely1 t if a man s[s ! se$ ( small1 trivial1 fooli% joys1 ! gra9 t he reaps is small1 trivial1 & fooli% too4 ,god is inde$ 9 _m ways an indulg5t ,fa!r1 l ! ,fa!r 9 ! p>able ( ! ,prodigal ,son2 & ! be/ rebuke t ,he gives1 if we h ! wisdom to see x1 is t ,he s (t5 does h& u1 ) a smile1 ! v ?+ we h desir$4 ,& ?us x is well to pray t ,he %\ld put into our m9ds good desires1 & t we %\ld use our wills to keep ourselves f dwell+ too mu* ^u small & pitiful desires1 = ! fe> is t !y w be abundantly gratifi$4 ,& ?us :5 ! "t comes = recollection1 x is a v wond]ful ?+ to look back ov] life1 & see h[ eag]ly graci\s ,god has be5 to u4 ,he kn[s v well t we _c le>n ! paltry value ( ! ?+s we desire1 if !y are )held f u1 b only if !y are grant$ to u2 & ?us we h no reason to d\bt ,8 fa!rly int5tion1 because ,he does s mu* dispose life to please u4 ,& we ne$ n take x = grant$ t ,he w lead u by h>% & provocative discipl9e1 ?\gh :5 ,he grants our desire1 ,he sometimes s5ds leanness )al into our s\l4 ,yet "o ( ! ?+s t /rikes "o mo/ =cibly1 z "o gr[s old] & le>ns some?+ ( ! secrets ( o!r lives1 is h[ lightly & s]5ely m5 & wom5 d (t5 be> :at might seem to be intol]able calamities4 ,h[ univ]sal an exp]i5ce x is to f9d t :5 ! expect$ calamity does come1 x is an easi] affair ?an we ?\ght x1 s t we say "u ! bl[1 ,is t really all8 ,9 t wond]ful book1 ! ,di>y ( ,sir ,walt] ,scott1 :5 8 bankruptcy fell ^u him1 & all ! s*emes & designs t he _h be5 c>ry+ out1 ) ! joyful ze/ ( a *ild--8 toy-ca/le1 8 feudal circle1 8 wide e/ate--7 sudd5ly susp5d$1 he wrote ) an almo/ amus$ surprise t he f\nd h[ little he really c>$1 & t ! p :o spoke t5d]ly & sympa!tically to him1 z ?\gh he mu/ be reel+ "u ! cata/rophe1 w\ld !mselves be amaz$ to f9d t he f\nd himself z *e]ful & undaunt$ z ev]4 ,life is apt1 = all vivid p1 to be a species ( high-he>t$ game3 x is su* fun to play x z eag]ly z "o c1 & to p]suade oneself t "o really c>es ab\t ! applause1 ! money1 ! f9e h\se1 ! com=ts1 ! def]5ce1 ! conv5i5ce ( x all4 ,& yet1 if !re is any?+ noble 9 a man or woman1 :5 ! game is sudd5ly int]rupt$ & ! toys swept aside1 !y f9d t !re is some?+ excit+ & /imulat+ 9 hav+ to d )\t1 9 adapt+ !mselves ) ze/ to ! new conditions4 ,x 0 a good game en\gh1 b ! new game is bett]6 ,! failure is to take x all heavily & s]i\sly1 to be solemn ab\t x2 = !n failure is disconc]t+ inde$4 ,b if "o is int]e/$ 9 exp]i5ce1 b yet has ! vitality to see h[ deta*$ "o really is f mat]ial ?+s1 h[ little !y really affect u1 !n ! *ange is almo/ grateful4 ,x is ! _s ( ! game1 ! activity1 ! en]gy1 t delights u1 n ! p>ticul> toy4 ,& s ! look+ back on life ought nev] to be a m\rnful ?+2 x ought to be light-he>t$1 high-spirit$1 amus+4 ,! _s survives1 & !re is yet mu* exp]i5ce ahead ( u4 ,we wa/e our s5se ( pa?os v /rangely ov] inanimate ?+s4 ,we get to feel ab\t ! ?+s t surr\nd u1 our h\ses1 our v *airs & tables1 z if !y 7 someh[ ?+s t 7 actually atta*$ to u4 ,we feel1 :5 ! old h\se t has belong$ to our family passes into o!r h&s1 z ?\gh ! rooms res5t$ ! intrud]s2 z ?\gh our s(as & cab9ets c\ld n be at ease 9 o!r h&s1 z if !y w\ld almo/ pref] %abby & du/y inaction 9 our own lumb]-room1 to *e]ful use 9 "s o!r circle4 ,?is is a delusion ( :i* we mu/ make ha/e to get rid4 ,x is ! weake/ sort ( s5tim5t1 & yet x is treasur$ by _m natures z if x 7 some?+ ref9$ & noble4 ,to yield to x1 is to fett] our life ) self-impos$ & fanta/ic *a9s4 ,!re is no sort ( reason :y we %\ld n love to live among famili> ?+s2 b to break our he>ts ov] ! loss ( !m is a real debas+ ( ourselves4 ,we mu/ le>n to use ! ?+s ( life v lightly & deta*$ly2 & to entr5* ourselves 9 trivial associations is simply to c\rt dre>9ess & to fall into a /upor ( ! _s4 ,& ?us ev5 our old memories mu/ be treat$ ) ! same lightness & unaffect$ness4 ,we mu/ d all we c to =get grief & disa/]4 ,we mu/ n consecrate a %r9e to sorr[ & make ! votive alt>1 z ,dido did1 into a causa doloris1 an excuse = lam5tation4 ,we mu/ n ?9k x an hon\rable & *ivalr\s & noble ?+ to sp5d our "t 9 brok5-he>t$ solemnity 9 ! vaults ( p]i%$ joys4 ,or if we d x1 we mu/ frankly confess x to be a weakness & a languor ( _s1 n believe x to be a ?+ :i* o!rs ought to admire & respect4 ,x 0 "o ( ! base s5tim5talities ( ! la/ c5tury1 a real sign ( ! decad5ce ( life1 t p felt x to be a f9e ?+ to *]i% grief1 & to live resolutely ) sighs & te>s4 ,! helpless wid[ ( n9ete5?-c5tury fiction1 %r\d$ 9 crape1 & bur/+ into te>s at ! smalle/ sign ( gaiety1 0 a :olly unlovely1 affect$1 dramatic affair4 ,& "o ( ! sure/ signs ( our pres5t vitality is t ?is attitude has become n only unusual1 b frankly absurd & unfa%ionable4 ,!re is an int5se & gallant pa?os ab\t a nature brok5 by sorr[1 mak+ desp]ate attempts to be *e]ful & active1 & n to ca/ a %ad[ ( grief ^u o!rs4 ,!re is no pa?os at all 9 ! sight ( a p]son b5t on emphasis+ 8 or h] grief1 on us+ x to make o!rs uncom=table1 on extract+ a recognition ( its loyalty & fidelity & emotional f]v\r4 ,( c\rse !re are "s memories & exp]i5ces t mu/ grave a deep & t]rible m>k ^u ! he>t1 ! %ock ( :i* has be5 s sev]e1 t ! curr5t ( life mu/ necess>ily be alt]$ by !m4 ,b ev5 !n x is bett] z f> z possible to =get !m & to put !m away f u--at all ev5ts1 n to indulge !m or dwell 9 !m4 ,to yield is simply to delay ! pilgrimage1 to fall exhau/$ 9 "s unhappy arb\r by ! road4 ,! road has to be travell$1 e in* ( x1 & x is bett] to /ruggle on 9 feebl5ess ?an to collapse 9 despair4 ,mrs4 ,*>les ,k+sley1 9 h] wid[hood1 once said to a fri5d1 ,:5ev] ,i f9d myself ?9k+ too mu* ab\t ,*>les1 ,i simply =ce myself to read ! mo/ excit+ novel ,i c4 ,he is !re1 he is wait+ = me2 & he>ts 7 made to love )1 n to break4 ,& z ! ye>s g on1 ev5 ! mo/ t]rible memories gr[ to h ! grace & beauty :i* nature lavi%es on all ! relics ( ext9ct =ces & sp5t agonies4 ,!y become l ! old grey brok5 ca/le1 ) ! grasses on its l$ges1 & ! cr[s ne/+ 9 its p>apets1 ris+ bl9d & dumb on its gre5 m\nd1 ) ! hamlet at its feet2 or l ! craggy islet1 sev]$ by ! rag+ sea f ! t[]+ headl&1 :]e ! samphire spr\ts 9 ! rift1 & ! sea-birds roo/1 at ^: foot ! surges lap1 & ov] ^: head ! l&w>d w9d bl[s swiftly all ! day4 ,,xiii ,,retrospect ,b "o mu/ n =get t aft] all memory has ano!r side1 too (t5 a rueful side1 & t x (t5 seems to turn s\r & poison\s 9 ! %>p decl9e ( fad+ life2 & ?is ought n to be4 ,i w\ld l to describe a little exp]i5ce ( my own :i* came to me z a surprise1 b %[$ me cle>ly en\gh :at memory c be & :at x rightly is1 if x is to fe$ ! _s at all4 ,n v long ago ,i visit$ ,l9coln1 :]e my fa!r 0 ,canon & ,*ancellor f #ahgb to #ahgg4 ,i _h only be5 !re once s9ce !n1 & t 0 tw5ty-f\r ye>s ago4 ,:5 we liv$ !re ,i 0 a small ,eton boy1 s t x 0 always holiday "t !re1 & a place :i* recalls no?+ b s*ool holidays has p]haps an unfair advantage4 ,moreov] x 0 a p]iod q unaccompani$1 9 our family life1 by any sort ( tr\ble1 illness1 or calamity4 ,! ,*anc]y ( ,l9coln is connect$ 9 my m9d ) no tragic or ev5 sorr[ful ev5t :atev]1 & sugge/s no pa9ful rem9isc5ce4 ,h[ _m p1 ,i wond]1 c say t ( any home t has %elt]$ !m = s long8 ,( c\rse ,l9coln itself1 q ap>t f any memories or associations1 is a place to k9dle mu* emotion4 ,x 0 a f9e sunny day !re1 & ! col\r ( ! :ole place 0 amaz+--! ri* w>m hue ( ! /one ( :i* ! ,m9/] is built1 :i* takes on a f9e o*re-br[n t+e :]e x is wea!r$1 gives x a look ( homely com=t1 ap>t f ! mat*less dignity ( clu/]$ transept & so>+ t[]s4 ,!n ! gl[+ & mell[ brick ( ,l9coln1 its sc>let ro( tiles--:at c\ld be m satisfy+ = in/ance ?an ! da% ( vivid r$ 9 ! til+ ( ! old ,palace z y see x on ! slope among its g>d5s f ! opposite upl&8--its smoke-black5$ faades1 ! abundance1 all ov] ! hill1 ( old emb[]$ g>d5s1 full ( trees & ?ickets & gre5]y1 its grassy spaces1 its creep]-clad h\ses2 ! :ole effect is "o ( extraord9>y ri*ness ( hue1 ( age vividly exub]ant1 spl5didly adorn$4 ,i w&]$ transport$ ab\t ,ca!dral & close1 & became aw>e !n ( h[ /rangely unadv5tur\s 9 ! matt] ( exploration "o _h always be5 z a boy4 ,x 0 true t we *ildr5 _h scamp]$ ) my fa!r's ma/]-key f end to end ( ! ,ca!dral--wet morn+s us$ con/antly to be sp5t !re--s t ,i "k e /aircase1 gall]y1 cl]e/ory1 p>apet1 tri=ium1 & ro(-vault ( ! build+--b ,i f\nd 9 ! close itself _m h\ses1 alleys1 little /reets1 :i* ,i _h actually nev] se51 or ev5 suspect$ _! exi/5ce4 ,x 0 all full ( little gho/s1 & a t9y vignette %ap$ itself 9 memory at e corn]1 ( "s pass+ figure--a good-natur$ ,canon1 a y\?ful fri5d1 ,levite or ,ne?9im1 or "s deadly enemy1 ! son p]haps ( "s old-e/abli%$ d5iz5 ( ! close1 ) :om = "s unkn[n reason ! ,*anc]y s*oolroom proclaim$ an inflexible feud4 ,b :5 ,i came to see ! old h\se itself--s little *ang$1 s di/9ctly recollect$--!n ,i 0 inde$ amaz$ at ! torr5t ( little happy fragrant memories :i* seem$ to p\r f e doorway & w9d[--! games1 ! meals1 ! plays1 ! lit]>y projects1 ! read+s1 ! tell+ ( /ories1 ! endless1 po9tless1 en*ant+ w&]+s ) "s brea?less object 9 view1 =gott5 or trans=m$ be=e x 0 ev] atta9$ or execut$1 ( :i* *ildr5 alone hold ! secret4 ,be/ ( all d ,i recollect long summ] aft]noons sp5t 9 ! great seclud$ high-wall$ g>d5 at ! back1 ) its or*>d1 its m\nd cov]$ ) ?ickets1 & ! old t[] ( ! city wall1 :i* made a noble =tress 9 games ( pr[ess or adv5ture4 ,i c see ! figure ( my fa!r 9 8 cassock1 hold+ a little book1 walk+ up & d[n among ! gooseb]ry-b$s half ! morn+1 z he develop$ "o ( 8 unwritt5 s]mons = ! ,m9/] on ! foll[+ day4 ,i d n rememb] t v affectionate relations exi/$ betwe5 u *ildr52 x 0 a society1 bas$ on good-hum\r$ tol]ance & a c]ta9 democratic respect = lib]ty1 t nurs]y gr\p2 x _h its cliques1 its sections1 its political emphasis1 its diplomacies2 b x 0 cordial r ?an emotional1 & b\nd toge!r by common int]e/s r ?an by mutual devotion4 ,?is1 = in/ance1 0 "o ( ! ludicr\s incid5ts :i* came back to me4 ,!re 0 an odd little m$ival room on ! gr\nd-floor1 giv5 up z a sort ( /udy1 9 ! s*ool s5se1 to my eld] bro!r & myself4 ,my y\ng] bro!r1 ag$ almo/ eight1 to %[ 8 p[]1 ,i suppose1 or to prote/ aga9/ "s probably q real grievance or tangible indignity1 came !re secretly "o morn+ 9 our abs5ce1 took a %ovelful ( r$-hot coals f ! fire1 laid !m on ! he>?-rug1 & dep>t$4 ,! conflagration 0 discov]$ 9 "t1 ! au?or ( ! crime detect$1 & ev5 ! mo/ tol]ant ( support]s ( nurs]y an>*y c\ld f9d no?+ to criticise or condemn 9 ! puni%m5t ju/ly met$ out to ! (f5d]4 ,b "h 0 ! extraord9>y "p ( x all4 ,i am myself some:at afraid ( emotional retrospect1 :i* seems to me z a rule to h a peculi>ly pung5t & unbe>able sm>t ab\t x4 ,i d n z a rule l revisit+ places :i* ,i h lov$ & :]e ,i h be5 happy2 x is simply incurr+ q unnecess>y pa91 & q fruitless pa91 delib]ately to une>? buri$ memories ( happ9ess4 ,n[ at ,l9coln ! o!r day ,i f\nd1 to my wond] & relief1 t !re 0 n ! lea/ t\* ( regret1 no s5se ( sorr[ or loss 9 ! air4 ,i did n want x all back aga91 nor w\ld ,i h liv$ ?r\gh x aga91 ev5 if ,i c\ld h done s4 ,! ?\ght ( return+ to x seem$ pu]ile2 x 0 *>m+1 delightful1 all full ( gold5 prospects & sunny morn+s1 b an exp]i5ce :i* _h yield$ up its sweetness z a summ] cl\d yields its cool+ ra91 & passes ov]4 ,yet x 0 all a p]fectly true1 real1 & actual "p ( my life1 some?+ ( :i* ,i c\ld nev] lose hold & = :i* ,i c\ld always be frankly grateful4 ,life has be5 by no means a sc5e ( untr\bl$ happ9ess s9ce !n2 b !re came to me t day1 walk+ along ! fragrant g>d5-pa?s1 v cle>ly & di/9ctly1 ! k t "o w\ld n wi% "o's life to h be5 untr\bl$6 ,halcyon calm1 he$less innoc5ce1 *ildi% joy1 0 n aft] all ! po9t--pretty ?+s en\gh1 b only z a *ange & a relief1 or p]haps r z a prelude to m s]i\s bus9ess6 ,i 01 z a boy1 afraid ( life1 hat$ its noise & sc5t1 suspect$ x ( cruelty & co>s5ess1 want$ to keep x at arm's l5g?4 ,i feel v diff]5tly ab\t life n[2 x's a boi/]\s bus9ess en\gh1 b does n mole/ "o unduly2 & a v little c\rage goes a long way 9 deal+ ) x6 ,true1 on look+ back1 ! evolution 0 dim & obscure2 !re seem$ _m bl9d alleys & passages1 _m unnecess>y w9ds & turns 9 ! road2 b = all t ! tr5d 0 cle> en\gh1 at all ev5ts1 to %[ t !re 0 "s great & n unk9dly conspiracy ab\t me & my conc]ns1 involv+ e "o else's conc]ns z well1 "s good-hum\r$ my/]y1 ) a da% ( %ad[ & sorr[ across x p]haps1 :i* w\ld be soon cle>$ up2 "s secret )held z f a *ild1 ! v )hold] ( :i* seems to /ruggle ) good-temp]$ laught]1 p>tly at "o's dulness 9 n be+ able to guess1 p>tly at ! pleasure 9 /ore4 ,i ?9k x is our impati5ce1 our claim to h ev]y?+ que/ionable made in/antly & p]fectly pla9 to u1 :i* does ! mis*ief--t1 & ! imag9ation :i* nev] c =eca/ any relief or surcease ( pa91 & pays no he$ :atev] to ! a/\nd+ brevity1 ! unutt]able rapidity ( human life4 ,s1 z ,i walk$ 9 ! old g>d51 ,i simply rejoic$ t ,i _h a %>e 9 ! place :i* c\ld n be ga9said2 & t1 ev5 if ! high t[]s !mselves1 ) _! melodi\s bells1 %\ld crumble into du/1 ,i /ill _h my de> memory ( x all3 ! old life1 ! old voices1 looks1 embraces1 came back 9 little glimpses2 yet x 0 f> away1 long pa/1 & ,i did n wi% x back2 ! pres5t seem$ a p]fectly natural & beautiful sequ5ce1 & t pa/ life an old sweet *apt] ( "s happy book1 :i* ne$s no rewrit+4 ,s ,i look$ back 9 joy & t5d]ness--& ev5 ) a sort ( compassion2 ! *ild :om ,i saw saunt]+ along ! grass pa?s ( ! g>d51 %ak+ ! glob$ ra9 out ( ! poppy's head1 ga!r+ ! wax5 apples f ! or*>d grass1 he 0 myself 9 v tru?--!re 0 no d\bt+ t2 ,i h>dly felt diff]5t4 ,b ,i _h ga9$ some?+ :i* he _h n got1 "s op5+ ( eye & he>t2 & he _h yet to be>1 to exp]i5ce1 to pass ?r\gh1 ! days :i* ,i _h done )1 & :i*1 9 spite ( _! mu* sweetness1 _h yet a bitt]ness1 z ( a heal+ drug1 und]nea? !m1 & :i* ,i did n wi% to ta/e aga94 ,no1 ,i desir$ no r5ewal ( old ?+s1 only ! p[] ( int]pret+ ! ?+s t 7 new1 & ?r\gh :i* ev5 n[ "o 0 pass+ swiftly & c>elessly1 z ! boy ran among ! fruit-trees ( ! g>d52 b x 0 n ! gold5 fragrant husk ( happ9ess t "o want$1 b ! se$ hidd5 )9 x--exp]i5ce 0 made sweet j t "o might be tempt$ to live6 ,yet ! end ( x all 0 n ! pleasure or ! joy t came & pass$1 ! gaiety1 ev5 ! innoc5ce ( *ildhood1 b some?+ /]n & /rong1 :i* h>dly %[$ at all at fir/1 b at la/ seem$ l ! sl[ "w ( ! grav] ( gems bru%+ away ! glitt]+ cry/all9e du/ f ! intaglio4 ,,xiv ,,hum\r ,! ,ca/le ( ,joy\s ,g>d 0 always full ( laught]2 n ! wild giggl+1 ,i ?9k1 ( reckless p1 :i* ! writ] ( ,prov]bs said 0 l ! crackl+ ( ?orns "u a pot2 t is a we>isome & ev5 an ugly ?+1 because x does n mean t p are hone/ly amus$1 b h "s basely excit+ ?+ 9 _! m9ds4 ,laught] mu/ be light-he>t$1 n light-m9d$4 ,/ill less 0 x ! dismal titt]+ ( ill-natur$ p ov] mean gossip1 :i* is ano!r ( ! ugly s\nds ( life4 ,no1 ,i ?9k x 0 r ! laught] ( *e]ful p1 glad to be amus$1 :o h>dly knew t !y 7 laugh+2 t is a :olesome ex]cise en\gh4 ,x 0 ! laught] ( m5 & wom51 ) heavy en\gh bus9ess beh9d !m & be=e !m1 b yet able 9 leisurely h\rs to f9d life full ( m]rim5t--! voice ( joy & heal?6 ,& ,i am sure too t x 0 n ! gu>d$ condesc5d+ laught] ( sa9ts :o d n want to be out ( sympa?y ) _! neighb\rs1 & laugh z precisely & punctually z !y might respond to a liturgy1 if !y discov] t !y are meant to be amus$6 ,hum\r is "o ( ! *>act]i/ics ( ,joy\s ,g>d1 n hum\r resolutely cultivat$1 b ! hum\r :i* comes f a sane & heal?y s5se ( proportion2 & is a sign ( light-he>t$ness r ?an a ?+ aim$ at2 a ?+ :i* fl[s naturally into ! easy spaces ( life1 because x f9ds ! oddities ( life1 ! peculi>ities ( p1 ! incongruities ( ?\ght & spee*1 bo? *>m+ & delightful4 ,x is a great mis=tune t s _m p ?9k x a m>k ( sa9tl9ess to be easily %ock$1 :]eas ! greate/ sa9ts ( all are ! p :o are nev] %ock$2 !y may be di/ress$1 !y may wi% ?+s diff]5t2 b to be %ock$ is (t5 no?+ b a m>k ( vanity1 a self-consci\s desire t o!rs %\ld "k h[ high "o's /&>d1 h[ s5sitive "o's consci5ce is4 ,i d n ( c\rse mean t "o is b\nd to jo9 9 laught]1 h[ev] co>se a je/ may be2 b ! be/-br$ & f9e/-temp]$ p /e] pa/ su* mom5ts ) a delicate tact2 contrive to %[ t an ugly je/ is n s mu* a ?+ to be disapprov$ ( & rebuk$1 z a sign t ! je/] is n recognis+ ! rights ( 8 company1 & out/epp+ ! laws ( civility & dec5cy4 ,x is a v difficult ?+ to say :at hum\r is1 & probably x is a ?+ t is n wor? try+ to def9e4 ,x resides 9 ! incongruity ( spee* & behavi\r ) ! surr\nd+ circum/ances4 ,i rememb] once see+ two tramps disput+ by ! roadside1 ) ! gravity :i* is giv5 to human be+s by be+ slightly ov]come ) dr9k4 ,i suppose t "o ought n to be amus$ by ! effects ( drunk5ness1 b aft] all "o does n wi% p to be drunk t "o may be amus$4 ,! two tramps 9 "q 7 ragg$ & inf9itely disreputable4 ,j z ,i came up1 ! m tatt]$ ( ! two flung 8 hat on ! gr\nd1 ) a l(ty ge/ure l t ( a k+ abdicat+1 & said1 ,i'll g no fur!r ) y6 ,! o!r said1 ,:y d y say t8 ,:y w y g no fur!r ) me8 ,! fir/ repli$1 ,no1 ,i'll g no fur!r ) y6 ,! o!r said1 ,i mu/ "k :y y w g no fur!r ) me--y mu/ tell me t6 ,! fir/ repli$1 ) great dignity1 ,well1 ,i w tell y t6 ,x l[]s my self-respect to be se5 ) a man l y6 ,t is ! sort ( incongruity ,i mean4 ,! tragic solemnity ( a man :o might h *ang$ clo!s ) ! ne>e/ sc>ecr[ )\t a p]ceptible diff]5ce1 & ^: life 0 evid5tly n ord]$ by any excessive self-respect1 fall+ back on ! dignity ( human nature 9 ord] to be rid ( a companion z disreputable z himself1 is :at makes ! sc5e s grotesque1 & yet 9 a s5se s impressive1 because x %[s a lurk+ /&>d ( conduct :i* no pitiabl5ess ( degradation c\ld oblit]ate4 ,i ?9k t is a good illu/ration ( :at ,i mean by hum\r1 because 9 ! pres5ce ( su* a sc5e x is possible to h ?ree p]fectly di/9ct emotions4 ,"o may be sorry ) all "o's he>t t m5 %\ld fall to su* conditions1 & feel t x is a /igma on our social ma*9]y t x %\ld be s4 ,^? two melan*oly figures 7 a sad blot ^u ! :olesome c\ntryside6 ,yet "o may also disc]n a hope 9 ! m]e possibility ( fram+ an ideal "u su* disc\rag+ circum/ances1 :i* w be1 ,i h no sort ( d\bt1 a se$ ( good 9 ! upw>d progress ( ! poor s\l :i* grasp$ x2 because inde$ ,i h no d\bt t ! mis]able creature is on an upw>d pa?1 & t ev5 if !re is no prospect = him 9 ?is life ( any?+ b a dismal /umbl+ d[n into disease & want1 yet ,i d n 9 ! lea/ believe t t is ! end ( 8 horizon or 8 pilgrimage2 & ?irdly1 "o may be g5u9ely & n 9 ! lea/ evilly amus$ at ! contra/ betwe5 ! disreputable squalor ( ! sc5e & ! l(ty claim advanc$4 ,! ?ree emotions are n at all inconsi/5t4 ,! pessimi/ic morali/ might say t x 0 all v %ock+1 ! optimi/ic morali/ might say t x 0 hopeful1 ! unreflective hum\ri/ might simply be transport$ by ! absurdity2 yet n to be amus$ at su* a sc5e w\ld appe> to me to be bo? dull & priggi%4 ,x seems to me to be a false solemnity to be %ock$ at any lapses f p]fection2 a man might z well be %ock$ at ! exi/5ce ( a poison\s snake or a rav5+ tig]4 ,"o mu/ see life /eadily & see x :ole1 & ?\gh we may & mu/ hope t we %all /ruggle upw>ds out ( ! mess1 we may /ill be amus$ at ! dolor\s figures we cut 9 ! mire4 ,i 0 once 9 ! company ( a grave1 decor\s1 & well-dress$ p]son :o fell helplessly into a /ream (f a /epp+-/one4 ,i _h no wi% t he %\ld fall1 & ,i 0 p]fectly consci\s ( int5se sympa?y ) 8 discom=t2 b ,i f\nd ! sc5e q inexpressibly div]t+1 & ,i /ill simm] ) laught] at ! recollection ( ! disappe>ance ( ! trim figure1 & 8 furi\s em]g5ce1 l an oozy wat]-god1 f ! pool4 ,x is n 9 ! lea/ an ill-natur$ laught]4 ,i did n desire ! cata/rophe1 & ,i w\ld h prev5t$ x if ,i c\ld2 b x 0 dreadfully funny = all t2 & if a simil> ?+ _h happ5$ to myself1 ,i %\ld n res5t ! enjoym5t ( ! sc5e by a spectator1 s long z ,i 0 help$ & sympa?is$ )1 & ! m]rim5t dec5tly repress$ be=e me4 ,i ?9k t :at is call$ practical jok+1 :i* aims at delib]ately produc+ su* situations1 is a :olly dete/able ?+4 ,b x is "o ?+ to sacrifice ano!r p]son's com=t to "o's laught]1 & q ano!r to be amus$ at :at a fire-insurance policy calls ! act ( ,god4 ,& ,i am v sure ( ?is1 t ! sane1 heal?y1 well-balanc$ nature mu/ h a fund ( :olesome laught] 9 him1 & t s f> f try+ to repress a s5se ( hum\r1 z an unk9d1 unwor?y1 inhuman ?+1 !re is no capacity ( human nature :i* makes life s frank & pleasant a bus9ess4 ,!re are no companions s delightful z ! p = :om "o treasures up je/s & rem9isc5ces1 because "o is sure t !y w respond to !m & enjoy !m2 & inde$ ,i h f\nd t ! p[] ( be+ irresponsibly amus$ has come to my aid 9 ! middle ( really tragic & awful circum/ances1 & has reliev$ ! /ra9 m ?an any?+ else c\ld h done4 ,i d n say t hum\r is a ?+ to be endlessly indulg$ & s\ght aft]2 b to be g5u9ely amus$ is a sign ( c\rage & amiability1 & a sign too t a man is n self-consci\s & self-absorb$4 ,x ought n to be a settl$ pre-occupation4 ,no?+ is m we>isome ?an ! habitual je/]1 because t signifies t a man is c>eless & unobs]vant ( ! moods ( o!rs4 ,b x is a ?+ :i* %\ld be g5]\sly & freely m+l$ ) life2 & ! m sides t a man c see to any situation1 ! m ri* & full 8 nature is sure to be4 ,aft] all1 our p[] ( tak+ a light-he>t$ view ( life is proportional to our int]e/ 9 x1 our belief 9 x1 our hopes ( x4 ,( c\rse1 if we conclude f our little piece ( rememb]$ exp]i5ce1 t life is a woeful ?+1 we %all be apt to d z ! old poets ?\ght ! night+ale did1 to lean our brea/ aga9/ a ?orn1 t we may suff] ! pa9 :i* we propose to utt] 9 liquid notes4 ,b t seems to me a false s5tim5t & an artificial mode ( life1 to luxuriate 9 sorr[2 ev5 t is bett] ?an be+ cru%$ by x2 b we may be sure t if we wilfully all[ ourselves to be "o-sid$1 x is a delay+ ( our progress4 ,all exp]i5ce comes to u t we may n be "o-sid$2 & if we le>n to weep ) ^? t weep1 we mu/ rememb] t x is no less our bus9ess to rejoice ) ^? t rejoice4 ,we are help$ beyond measure by ^? :o c tell u & conv9ce u1 z poets c1 t !re is some?+ beautiful 9 sorr[ & loss & sev]$ ties2 by ^? :o %[ u ! spl5d\r ( c\rage & pati5ce & endurance2 b ! true fai? is to believe t ! end is joy2 & we !re=e owe p]haps ! l>ge/ debt ( all to ^? :o enc\rage u to enjoy1 to laugh1 to smile1 to be amus$4 ,& s we mu/ n retire into our =tress simply = lonely visions1 sweet contemplation1 g5tle imag9ation2 !re are rooms 9 our ca/le fit = t1 ! little book-l9$ cell1 fac+ ! sunset1 ! high p>l\r1 :]e ! gay1 brisk music comes tripp+ d[n f ! m9/rels' gall]y1 ! dim *apel = pray]1 & ! *amb] call$ ,peace--:]e ! pilgrim slept till break ( day1 & !n he awoke & sang2 b !re is also ! well-light$ hall1 ) *e]ful company com+ & go+2 :]e we mu/ put our seclud$1 wi/ful1 sorr[ful ?\ght aside1 & m+le briskly ) ! pleasant ?rong1 n /eel+ ourselves to mir? & movem5t1 b simply glad & grateful to be !re4 ,x 0 :ile ,i 0 writ+ ^! pages t a fri5d told me t he _h rec5tly met a man1 a m]*ant1 ,i ?9k1 :o did me ! hon\r to discuss my writ+s at a p>ty & to pron\nce an op9ion ^u !m4 ,he said t ,i wrote _m ?+s :i* ,i did n believe1 & !n /ood aside1 & 0 amus$ 9 a humor\s mood to see t o!r p believ$ !m4 ,x w\ld be absurd to be1 or ev5 to feel1 indignant at su* a trave/y ( my purpose z ?is1 & inde$ ,i ?9k t "o is nev] v indignant at misrepres5tation unless "o's m9d accuses itself ( its be+ true or p>tially true4 ,x is inde$ true t ,i h said ?+s ab\t :i* ,i h s9ce *ang$ my m9d1 z inde$ ,i hope ,i %all cont9ue to *ange x1 & z swiftly z possible1 if ,i see t ! =m] op9ions are n ju/ifi$4 ,to be ?us criticis$ is1 ,i ?9k1 ! p]fectly natural p5alty ( hav+ tri$ to be s]i\s )\t be+ also solemn2 !re are _m p1 & _m ( !m v wor?y p1 l our fri5d ! m]*ant1 :o _c believe "o is 9 e>ne/ if "o is n also heavy-h&$4 ,e>ne/ness is mix$ up 9 _! m9ds ) bawl+ & sweat+2 & inde$ x is q true t mo/ p :o are will+ to bawl & sweat 9 public1 feel e>ne/ly ab\t ! subjects to :i* !y ?us address !mselves4 ,b ,i d n see t e>ne/ness is 9 ! lea/ incompatible ) lightness ( t\* & ev5 ) hum\r1 ?\gh ,i h sometimes be5 accus$ ( display+ none4 ,socrates 0 9 e>ne/ ab\t 8 ideas1 b ! p5alty he paid = treat+ !m lightly 0 t he 0 put to dea? = be+ s sceptical4 ,i %\ld n at all l ! idea ( be+ put to dea? = my ideas2 b ,i am :olly 9 e>ne/ ab\t !m1 & h nev] consci\sly said any?+ 9 :i* ,i did n believe4 ,b ,i w g "o /ep fur!r & say t ,i ?9k t _m e>ne/ m5 d great h>m to ! causes !y advocate1 because !y treat ideas s heavily1 & dive/ !m ( _! *>m4 ,"o ( ! reasons :y virtue & goodness are n m attractive is because !y get into ! h&s ( p )\t lightness or hum\r1 & ev5 )\t c\rtesy2 & ?us ! pursuit ( virtue seems n only to ! "y1 b to _m old] p1 to be a bor+ occupation1 & to be conduct$ 9 an atmosph]e heavy ) disapproval1 ) dre>9ess & dulness & tiresom5ess hemm+ ! neophyte 91 l fat bulls ( ,ba%an4 ,x is because ,i %\ld l to rescue goodness1 :i* is ! be/ ?+ 9 ! _w1 next to love1 f ^! gr[+ influ5ces1 t ,i h writt5 z ,i h done2 b !re is no lurk+ cynicism 9 my books at all1 & ! wor/ ?+ ,i c accuse myself ( is a s5se ( hum\r1 p]haps :imsical & *ildi%1 :i* seems to me to make a pleasant & refre%+ companion1 z "o passes on pilgrimage 9 se>* ( :at ,i believe to be v high & heav5ly ?+s inde$4 ,,xv ,,visions ,i us$ z a *ild to pore ov] ! ,apocalypse1 :i* ,i ?\ght by f> ! mo/ beautiful & absorb+ ( all ! books ( ! ,bible2 x seem$ full ( ri* & dim pictures1 ?+s :i* ,i c\ld n int]pret & did n wi% to int]pret1 ! %9+ ( cle> gem-l walls1 lonely rid]s1 amaz+ mon/]s1 seal$ books1 all ( :i* took p]fectly def9ite %ape 9 ! *ildi% imag9ation4 ,! consequ5ce is t ,i c no m criticise x ?an ,i c\ld criticise old tape/ries or pictures famili> f infancy4 ,!y are !re1 j s1 & any diff]5ce ( =m is inconceivable4 ,9 "o po9t1 h[ev]1 ! /range visions h come to hold = me an increas$ gr&eur2 ,i us$ to ?9k ( mu* ( x z a sort ( dramatic p]=mance1 self-consci\sly enact$ = ! b5efit ( ! spectator2 b n[ ,i ?9k ( x z an awful & spontane\s en]gy ( spiritual life go+ on1 ( :i* ! prophet 0 enabl$ to cat* a glimpse4 ,^? 'voices cry+ day & night' '! new song t 0 sung be=e ! ?rone1' ! cry ( ,come & see--^! 7 b "p ( a va/ & urg5t bus9ess1 :i* ! prophet 0 all[$ to ov]he>4 ,x is n a sil5t place1 t highe/ heav51 ( indol5ce & placid peace1 b a sc5e ( fi]ce activity & ! clam\r ( mighty voices4 ,& x is ! same too ( ano!r /range sc5e--! ,transfiguration2 n an impressive spectacle arrang$ = ! apo/les1 b a peep into ! awful backgr\nd beh9d life4 ,let me use a simple p>able3 imag9e a man :o _h a fri5d :om he greatly admir$ & lov$1 & suppose him to be talk+ ) 8 fri5d1 :o sudd5ly excuses himself on ! plea ( an engagem5t & goes out2 & ! o!r foll[s him1 out ( curiosity1 & sees him meet ano!r man & talk int5tly ) him1 n def]5tially or humbly1 b z a man talks ) an equal4 ,& !n draw+ ne>] he might sudd5ly see t ! man 8 fri5d has gone out to meet1 & ) :om he is talk+ s int5tly1 is "s high m9i/] ( ,/ate1 or ev5 ! ,k+ himself6 ,t is a simple comp>ison1 to make cle> :at ! apo/les might h felt4 ,!y _h gone into ! m\nta9 expect+ to he> _! ,ma/] speak quietly to !m or betake himself to sil5t pray]2 & !n !y f9d him rob$ 9 light & hold+ conv]se ) ! spirits ( ! air1 tell+ 8 plans1 s to speak1 to two great prophets ( ! anci5t _w4 ,if ?is _h be5 b a pageant enact$ = _! b5efit to dazzle & bewild] !m1 x w\ld h be5 a poor & self-consci\s affair2 b x becomes a sc5e ( port5t\s my/]y1 if "o ?9ks ( !m z be+ p]mitt$ to h a glimpse ( ! high1 urg5t1 & t]rify+ ?+s t 7 go+ on all ! "t 9 ! unse5 backgr\nd ( ! ,savi\r's m9d4 ,! ess5ce ( ! greatness ( ! sc5e is t x 0 ov]he>d4 ,& ?us ,i ?9k t wond] & beauty1 ^? two mighty =ces1 take on a v diff]5t value = u :5 we c come to realise t !y are small h9ts giv5 u1 t9y glimpses conc$$ to u1 ( "s v great & my/]i\s ?+ t is press+ly & spe$ily proce$+1 e day & e h\r1 9 ! va/ backgr\nd ( life2 & we ought to realise t x is n only human life z we see x :i* is ! active1 busy1 =ceful ?+2 t ! _w ) all its noisy cities1 its movem5ts & its bu/le1 is n a burn+ po9t hung 9 d>kness & sil5ce1 b t x is j a little fretful affair ) inf9itely l>g]1 l\d]1 fi]c]1 /rong] p[]s1 work+1 mov+1 press+ onw>ds1 ?und]+ 9 ! backgr\nd2 & t ! huge =ces1 laws1 activities1 beh9d ! _w1 are n p]ceiv$ by u any m ?an we p]ceive ! va/ motion ( great w9ds1 except 9 s f> z we see ! face ( ! wat]s rippl$ by !m1 or ! trees b[$ all "o way 9 _! passage4 ,x is v easy to be s tak5 up ) ! little absorb+ bus9esses1 ! fro? & ripple ( life1 t we =get :at great & secret influ5ces !y mu/ be t cause !m2 we mu/ n =get t we are only l *ildr5 play+ 9 ! nurs]y ( a palace1 :ile 9 ! ,c\ncil-room b5ea? u a debate may be go+ on :i* is to affect ! lives & happ9ess ( ?\s&s ( h\seholds4 ,& !re=e ! m t we make up our little beliefs & ideas1 z a man folds up a little packet ( food :i* he is to eat on a j\rney1 & ?9k 9 s do+ t we h got a satisfactory explanation ( all our aims & problems1 ! m utt]ly we are fail+ to take 9 ! significance ( :at is happ5+4 ,we mu/ nev] all[ ourselves to make up our m9ds1 & to get our !ories com=tably settl$1 because !n exp]i5ce is at an end = u1 & we %all see no m ?an we expect to see4 ,we ought r to be amaz$ & a/oni%$1 day by day1 at all ! wond]ful & beautiful ?+s we enc\nt]1 ! m>vell\s h9ts ( lovel9ess :i* we see 9 faces1 woods1 hills1 g>d5s1 all %[+ "s trem5d\s =ce at "w1 (t5 ?w>t$1 (t5 spoil$1 b /ill work+1 ) an inf9ity ( t5d] pati5ce1 to make ! _w exquisite & f9e4 ,!re are ugly1 co>se1 disgu/+ ?+s at "w too--we _c help see+ t2 b ev5 _m ( !m seem to be de/roy+1 9 corruption & evil od\r1 some?+ t ought n to be !re1 & /riv+ to be clean & pure aga94 ,i (t5 wond] ^: 0 ! m9d t conceiv$ ! visions ( ! ,apocalypse2 if we c tru/ tradition1 x 0 a conf9$ & exil$ ,*ri/ian 9 a lonely isl&1 ^: _s rea*$ out beyond ! little crags & ! beat+ seas ( 8 prison1 & 9 ! seem+ sil5t heav5 detect$ ! ga!r+ ( mon/]s1 ! w> ( rel5tless =ces--& beyond x all ! radiant en]gies ( sa9ts1 glad to be toge!r & unanim\s1 9 a place :]e light & beauty at la/ c\ld reign triumphant4 ,i "k no lit]ature m ineffably dre>y ?an ! p>cell+ out ( ^! wild & glori\s visions1 ! atta*+ ( !m to ?is & t petty human fulfilm5t4 ,t is n ! secret ( ! ,apocalypse6 ,x is r z a pa9t] may draw a picture ( two lov]s sitt+ toge!r at ev5+ 9 a lattic$ *amb]1 hold+ ea* o!r's h&s1 gaz+ 9 ea* o!r's eyes4 ,he is n ?9k+ ( p>ticul> p]sons 9 an actual h\se2 x is r a h9t ( love mak+ itself manife/1 recognis+ itself to be met ) an answ]+ rapture4 ,& :at ,i ?9k t ! prophet meant 0 r to %[ t we mu/ n be deceiv$ by c>es & anxieties & daily bus9ess2 b t beh9d ! little simm]+ ( ! _w 0 a tumult ( va/ =ces1 voices cry+ & answ]+1 ?und]1 fire1 inf9ite music4 ,x is all a comm& to recognise unse5 greatness1 to take e lea/ exp]i5ce we c1 & cru% f x all its sav\r2 n to be afraid ( ! great emotions ( ! _w1 love & sorr[ & loss2 b only to be afraid ( :at is petty & sordid & mean4 ,& !n p]haps1 z 9 t o!r vision1 we may asc5d once into a m\nta91 & !re 9 we>9ess & dr[s9ess1 dumbly bewild]$ by ! night & ! cold & ! discom=ts ( ! unk9dly air1 life may be = a mom5t transfigur$ into a radiant figure1 /ill famili> ?\gh s glorifi$2 & we may see x = once t\* h&s & ex*ange words ) old & wise spirits2 & all ?is n only to excite u & bewild] u1 b s t by ! draw+ ( ! veil aside1 we may see = a mom5t t !re is "s high & spl5did secret1 "s cele/ial bus9ess proce$+ ) solemn pati5ce & /range mom5t\sness1 a rite :i* if we _c %>e1 we may at lea/ "k is !re1 & wait+ = u1 ! mom5t t we are /rong en\gh to take our "p6 ,,xvi ,,?\ght ,a fri5d ( m9e _h once a /range dream2 he seem$ to himself to be walk+ 9 a day ( high summ] on a grassy moorl& lead+ up to "s fanta/ically pil$ granite crags4 ,he made 8 way sl[ly ?i!r2 x 0 t]ribly hot !re among ! sun-w>m$ rocks1 & he f\nd a little natural cave1 among ! great b\ld]s1 fr+$ ) f]n4 ,!re he sate = a long "t :ile ! sun pass$ ov]1 & a little breeze came w&]+ up ! moor4 ,opposite him z he sate 0 ! face ( a great pile ( rocks1 & :ile 8 eye dwelt ^u x x sudd5ly began to w9k & gli/5 ) little mov+ po9ts1 dots s m9ute t he c\ld h>dly di/+ui% !m4 ,sudd5ly1 z if at a signal1 ! little po9ts dropp$ f ! rock1 & ! :ole surface seem$ alive ) gossam] ?reads1 z if a silk51 silv]y curta9 _h be5 let d[n2 pres5tly ! little dots rea*$ ! grass & began to crawl ov] x2 & !n he saw t ea* ( !m 0 atta*$ to "o ( ! f9e ?reads2 & he ?\ght t !y 7 a colony ( m9ute spid]s1 liv+ on ! face ( ! rocks4 ,he got up to see ?is wond] close at h&1 b ! mom5t he mov$1 ! :ole curta9 0 drawn up ) incr$ible swiftness1 z if ! ?reads 7 highly ela/ic2 & :5 he rea*$ ! rock1 x 0 z h>d & solid z be=e1 nor c\ld he discov] any sign ( ! little creatures4 ,ah1 he said to himself 9 ! dream1 t is ! mean+ ( ! liv+ rock6 & he became aw>e1 he ?\ght1 t all rocks & /ones on ! surface ( ! e>? mu/ be ?us end[$ ) life1 & t ! rocks 71 s to speak1 b ! %ell t conta9$ ^! innum]able little creatures1 incr$ibly m9ute1 liv+1 silk5 ?reads1 ) a small head1 l bor+ worms1 inhabit+ burr[s :i* w5t f> into ! he>t ( ! granite1 & ea* ) a /rong retractile p[]4 ,i told ?is dream to a geologi/ ! o!r day1 :o laugh$1 ,an +5i\s idea1 he said1 & !re may ev5 be some?+ 9 x6 ,x is n by any means c]ta9 t /ones d n h a c]ta9 obscure life ( _! own2 ,i h sometimes ?\ght t _! m>vell\s cohesion may be a sign ( life1 & t if life 7 )drawn1 a m\nta9 might 9 a mom5t become a heap ( slid+ s&4 ,my fri5d said t ! dream made su* an impression ^u him t = a "t he f\nd x h>d to believe t /ones & rocks _h n ?is /range & secret life lurk+ 9 _! recesses2 & inde$ x has s9ce /ood to me z a symbol ( life1 haunt+ & p5etrat+ all ! v h>de/ & drie/ ?+s4 ,x seems to me t j z !re are almo/ c]ta9ly m col\rs ?an our eyes c p]ceive1 & s\nds ei!r too acute or too delib]ate = our e>s to he>1 s ! doma9 ( life may be mu* fur!r ext5d$ 9 ! e>?1 ! air1 ! wat]s1 ?an we c tangibly detect4 ,x seems too to %[ me t x is our bus9ess to try ceaselessly to discov] ! secret life ( ?\ght 9 ! _w2 n to conclude t !re is no vitality 9 ?\ght unless we c ourselves at once p]ceive x4 ,?is is p>ticul>ly ! case ) books4 ,sometimes1 9 our ,college ,libr>y1 ,i take d[n an old folio f ! %elves1 & z ,i turn ! crackl+1 /a9$1 irregul> pages--x may be a volume ( controv]sial div9ity or outworn philosophy--x seems impossible to imag9e t x c ev] h be5 wov5 out ( ! live bra9 ( man1 or t any "o c ev] h be5 f\nd to foll[ ^? old1 vehem5t1 insecure argum5ts1 />t+ f unprov$ data1 & lead+ to errone\s & fanciful conclusions4 ,! :ole ?+ seems s fad$1 s dre>y1 s remote f reality1 t "o _c ev5 dimly imag9e ! frame ( m9d :i* orig9at$ x1 & /ill less ! mood :i* f$ ^u su* ?+s4 ,yet ,i v mu* d\bt if ! aims1 ideas1 hopes ( man1 h alt]$ v mu* s9ce ! "t ( ! e>lie/ records4 ,:5 "o comes to realise t geologi/s reckon a p]iod ( ?irty million ye>s at lea/1 :ile ! ,triassic rocks1 t is ! l[e/ /ratum t %[s signs ( life1 7 be+ laid d[n2 & t all record$ hi/ory is b an inf9itesimal drop 9 ! ocean ( unrecord$ "t1 "o sees at lea/ t ! =ce beh9d ! _w1 by :atev] "n we call x1 is a =ce t _c by any means be hurri$1 b t x works ) a leisurel9ess :i* we ) our brief & ha/y span ( life _c really 9 any s5se conceive4 ,/ill x seems to h a plan6 ,^? /range horn$1 hump$1 arm\r$ bea/s ( prehi/oric rocks are all bewild]+ly l ourselves s f> z physical con/ruction goes2 !y _h he>t1 bra91 eyes1 lungs1 legs1 a simil>ly plann$ skeleton2 x seems z if ! creative _s 0 work+ by a well-conceiv$ patt]n1 0 try+ to make a v def9ite k9d ( ?+2 !re is n by any means an inf9ite v>iety1 :5 "o consid]s ! sort ( creatures t ev5 a man c\ld devise & inv5t1 if he tri$4 ,!re is ! same sort ( cont9uity & unity 9 ?\ght ,! preoccupations ( man are ! same 9 all ages--to provide = 8 mat]ial ne$s1 & to speculate :at c possibly happ5 to 8 _s1 :5 ! body1 brok5 by accid5t or disease or decay1 c no long] conta9 8 s\l4 ,! be/ ?\ght ( man has always be5 c5tr$ on try+ to devise "s sort ( future hope :i* c\ld enc\rage him to live eag]ly1 to endure pati5tly1 to act rightly4 ,z sci5ce op5s h] va/ volume be=e u1 we naturally become m & m impati5t ( ! ha/y guesses ( man1 9 religion & philosophy1 to def9e :at we _c yet "k2 b we ought to be v t5d] ( ! old passionate beliefs1 ! int5se desire to cr$it noble & l(ty spirits1 su* z ,buddha & ,mahomet1 ) "s s\rce ( div9ely giv5 k4 ,yet ( c\rse !re is an inevitable sadness :5 we f9d ! old c]ta9ties dissolv+ 9 mi/2 & we mu/ be v c>eful to sub/itute = !m1 if !y slip f our grasp1 "s sort ( pr9ciple :i* w give u fre%ness & c\rage4 ,to me1 ,i confess1 ! t9y c]ta9ties ( sci5ce are f> m inspir+ ?an ! mo/ ard5t rev]ies ( imag9ative m54 ,! k t !re is 9 ! _w an inflexible ord]1 & t we %all see :at we %all see1 & n :at we w\ld l to believe1 is inf9itely refre%+ & su/a9+4 ,i feel t ,i am j\rney+ onw>ds into :at is unkn[n to me1 b into some?+ :i* is inevitably !re1 & n to be alt]$ by my own hopes & fancies4 ,x is l tak+ a voyage1 ! pleasure ( :i* is t ! sights 9 /ore are unexpect$ & novel2 = a voyage w\ld be a v poor ?+ if we knew exactly :at lay ahead1 & poor] /ill if we c\ld det]m9e be=eh& :at we meant to see1 & c\ld only behold ! pictures ( our own imag9ations4 ,t is ! *>m & ! use ( exp]i5ce1 t x is n at all :at we expect or hope4 ,x is 9 "s ways sadd] & d>k]2 b x is 9 mo/ ways f> m ri* & wond]ful & radiant ?an we _h dream$4 ,:at ,i gr[ impati5t ( are ! c5sures ( rigid p1 :o desire to limit ! hopes & possibilities ( o!rs by ! little foot-rule :i* !y h made = !mselves4 ,t is a v petty & ev5 a v wick$ ?+ to d1 t old p]secut+ in/9ct :i* says1 ,i w make x z unpleasant = y z ,i c1 if y w n cons5t at all ev5ts to pret5d to believe :at ,i ?9k x "r to believe4 ,a man ( sci5ce does n want to p]secute a *ild :o says petulantly t he w n believe ! law ( gravity4 ,he m]ely smiles & goes on 8 way4 ,! law ( gravity c look aft] itself6 ,p]secution is z (t5 z n an attempt to reassure oneself ab\t "o's own beliefs2 x is n a sign ( an untr\bl$ fai?4 ,we mu/ n all[ ourselves to be %ak5 by any attempt to dictate to u :at we %\ld believe4 ,we ne$ n always prote/ aga9/ x1 unless we feel x a duty to d s2 we may simply reg>d ano!r's c]ta9ties z ?+s :i* are n & _c be prov$4 ,argum5t on su* subjects is m]ely a wa/e ( "t2 b at ! same "t we ought to recognise ! vitality :i* lies beh9d su* t5aci\s beliefs1 & be glad t x is !re1 ev5 if we ?9k x to be mi/ak54 ,& ?is br+s me back to my fir/ po9t1 :i* is t x is good = u to try to realise ! hidd5 life ( ! _w1 & to rejoice 9 x ev5 ?\gh x has no tru? = u4 ,we mu/ nev] disbelieve 9 life1 ev5 ?\gh 9 sickness & sorr[ & age x may seem to ebb f u2 & we mu/ try at all co/s to recognise x1 to sympa?ise ) x1 to put ourselves 9 t\* ) x1 ev5 ?\gh x takes =ms un9telligible & ev5 repugnant to ourselves4 ,let me try to translate ?is into v practical matt]s4 ,we _m ( u f9d ourselves 9 a fix$ relation to a c]ta9 circle ( p4 ,we _c break ) !m or ab&on !m4 ,p]haps our livelihood dep5ds ^u !m1 or !irs ^u u4 ,yet we may f9d !m h>%1 unsympa!tic1 unk9d1 objectionable4 ,:at are we to d8 ,_m p let ! :ole tangle g1 & j creep along1 do+ :at !y d n l1 feel+ unappreciat$ & misund]/ood1 j hop+ to avoid active collisions & unpleasant sc5es4 ,t is a v spiritless bus9ess6 ,:at we ought to d is to f9d po9ts ( contact1 ev5 at ! co/ ( "s repression ( our own views & aims4 ,& we ought too to n\ri% a f9e life ( our own1 to look into ! lives ( o!r p1 :i* c be done p]haps be/ 9 l>ge books1 f9e biographies1 great works ( imag9ation & fiction4 ,we mu/ n dr[se & brood 9 our own sombre corn]1 :5 life is fl[+ free & full outside1 z 9 "s fla%+ riv]4 ,h[ev] little *ance we may seem to h ( do+ any?+1 we c at lea/ det]m9e to be some?+2 n to let our life be fill$1 l "s base vessel1 ) ! (fsc\r+s & r9s+s ( o!r spirits1 b to rememb] t ! wat] ( life is giv5 freely to all :o come4 ,t is ! wor/ ( our dull view ( ! great ,gospel ( ,*ri/4 ,we ?9k--,i d n say ?is pr(anely b s]i\sly--( t wat] ( life z a s]ies ( propositions l ! ,a?anasian ,cre$6 ,*ri/ meant some?+ v diff]5t by ! wat] ( life4 ,he meant t ! s\l t 0 a?ir/ c\ld receive a draught ( a spr+ ( cool refre%m5t & liv+ joy4 ,he did n mean a set ( doctr9es2 doctr9es are to life :at p>*m5ts & title-de$s are to an e/ate ) woods & wat]s1 fields & g>d5s1 h\ses & cottages1 & live p mov+ to & fro4 ,x is ( no use to possess ! title-de$ if "o does n visit "o's e/ate4 ,doctr9es are an attempt to /ate1 9 b>e & precise language1 ideas & ?\ghts de> & fre% to ! he>t4 ,x is 9 qualities1 hopes1 & affections t we live2 & if our eyes are op5$1 we c see1 z my fri5d dream$ he saw1 ! surface ( ! h>d rock full ( mov+ po9ts1 & %imm]+ ) ?reads ( swift life1 :5 ! sun has fall5 f ! height1 & ! w9d comes cool across ! moor f ! op5 gates ( ! ev5+4 ,,xvii ,,accessibility ,i 0 greatly int]e/$ ! o!r day by see+ a photograph1 9 8 old age1 ( ,h5ry ,phillpotts1 ! r$\btable ,bi%op ( ,exet]1 :o lo/ m money 9 lawsuits ) cl]gym5 ?an any ,bi%op1 ,i suppose1 :o ev] liv$4 ,he sate1 ! old man1 9 8 clumsily fitt+ gait]s1 b[$ or cr\*$ 9 an arm-*air1 read+ a lett]4 ,8 face 0 turn$ to ! spectator2 ) 8 /iff1 up/&+ hair1 8 out-?ru/ lip1 8 corrugat$ br[1 & ! deep p\*$ l9es b5ea? 8 eyes1 he look$ l a t]rible old lion1 :o c\ld no long] spr+1 b :o _h n =gott5 h[ to ro>4 ,8 face 0 full ( displeasure & ang]4 ,i rememb]$ t a cl]gyman once told me h[ he _h be5 sitt+ next ! ,bi%op at a d9n] ( p>sons1 & a "y curate1 sitt+ on ! o!r side ( ! ,bi%op1 affront$ him by believ+ him to be deaf1 & by speak+ v l\dly & di/9ctly to him4 ,! ,bi%op at la/ turn$ to him1 ) a furi\s visage1 & said1 ,i w\ld h y to und]/&1 sir1 t ,i am n deaf6 ,?is disconc]t$ ! "y man s mu* t he c\ld nei!r speak nor eat4 ,! old ,bi%op turn$ to my fri5d1 & said1 9 a heavy tone1 ,i'm n fit = society6 ,inde$ he 0 n1 if he c\ld un*a9 s fi]ce a bea/ on su* slight provocation4 ,& !re are _m o!r /ories ( ! bitt] ?+s he said1 & h[ 8 displeasure c\ld brood l a cl\d ov] a :ole company4 ,he 0 a gallant old figure1 x is true1 v en]getic1 v able1 det]m9$ to d :at he ?\ght "r1 & inf9itely c\rage\s4 ,i mus$ ov] ! portrait1 ?\ght h[ lifelike & picturesque x 01 & h[ utt]ly unlike "o's idea ( an ag$ ,*ri/ian or a *ief %eph]d4 ,9 8 beautiful villa by ! sea1 ) its hang+ woods & g>d5s1 rul+ ) dilig5ce1 he seem$ to me m l a /oical ,roman ,emp]or1 or a tempe/u\s ,sadducee1 ! _s ( ! _w inc>nate4 ,"o wond]$ :at x c\ld h be5 t _h drawn him to ,*ri/1 or :at "p he w\ld h tak5 if he _h be5 on ! ,sanh$r9 t judg$ ,him6 ,x seems to me t "o ( ! fir/ *>act]i/ics :i* "o ought to d "o's be/ to ca/ out ( "o's life is t ( =midabl5ess4 ,yet to tell a man t he is =midable is n an accusation t is (t5 res5t$4 ,he may indulg5tly deprecate x1 b x seems to mo/ p a sort ( te/imonial to _! =ce & weight & influ5ce1 a p5alty t !y h to pay = be+ effective1 a matt] ( pre/ige & hon\r4 ,( c\rse1 an old1 fam\s1 dignifi$ man :o has play$ a great "p on ! /age ( life mu/ necess>ily be approa*$ by ! "y ) a c]ta9 awe4 ,b !re is no *>m 9 ! _w m beautiful ?an ! *>m :i* c p]meate dignity1 give confid5ce1 awake affection1 dissipate dread4 ,b if a man ( t sort indulges 8 moods1 says :at he ?9ks bluntly & fi]cely1 has no m]cy on feebl5ess or ignorance1 he c be a v dreadful p]sonage inde$6 ,accessibility is "o ( ! fir/ ( ,*ri/ian virtues2 b x is n always easy to practise1 because a man ( =ce & ability1 :o is mode/ & %y1 =gets z life goes on h[ mu* m 8 influ5ce is felt4 ,he himself does n feel at all diff]5t f :at he 0 :5 he 0 "y1 :5 he 0 snubb$ & sil5c$ & set d[n 9 argum5t4 ,p]haps he feels t ! _w is a k9d] & an easi] place1 z he gr[s into def]5ce & e/eem1 b x is ! sure/ sign ( a noble & beautiful "* if ! great] he becomes ! m simple & t5d] he also becomes4 ,i 0 greatly int]e/$ ! o!r day 9 att5d+ a meet+ at :i*1 among o!r speak]s1 two well-kn[n m5 spoke4 ,! fir/ 0 a man ( great r5[n & pre/ige1 & he made a v beautiful1 l(ty1 & t5d] disc\rse2 b1 f "s %yness or gravity ( nature1 he nev] smil$ nor look$ at 8 audi5ce2 & ?us1 f9e ?\gh 8 spee* 01 he nev] got into t\* ) u at all4 ,! second spee* 0 f> m obvi\s & commonplace1 b ! speak]1 on beg9n+1 ca/ a fri5dly look r\nd & smil$ on ! audi5ce2 & he did ! same all ! "t1 s t "o _h at once a fri5dly s5se ( contact & g5iality1 & ,i felt t e ^w 0 address$ to me p]sonally4 ,t is :at x is to be accessible6 ,"o ( ! be/ ways 9 :i* we c keep ! _s ( poetry--by :i* ,i mean ! high]1 sweet]1 pur] influ5ces ( ?\ght--alive 9 "o's he>t1 is by accessibility--by det]m9+ to speak freely ( :at "o admires & loves1 :at moves & t\*es "o1 :at keeps "o's m9d ^u ! inn] & f9] life4 ,x is n always possible or inde$ conv5i5t = y\ng] p to d ?is1 = reasons :i* are n :olly bad reasons4 ,"y p ought n to be too eag] to take ! lead 9 talk1 nor ought !y to be too op5ly impati5t ( ! m s$ate & prosaic disc\rse ( _! eld]s2 & !n1 too1 !re is a "t = all ?+s2 "o _c keep ! m9d always on ! /ra92 & ! be/ & mo/ beautiful ?+s are apt to come 9 glimpses & h9ts1 & are n always arriv$ at by discussion & argum5t4 ,!re is a /ory ( a great arti/ full ( sympa?y & k9dness1 to :om 9 a s+le day ?ree sev]al p came to confide sad tr\bles & trials4 ,! arti/ told ! /ory to 8 wife 9 ! ev5+4 ,he said t he 0 afraid t ! ?ird ( ! visitors ?\ght him /rangely indiff]5t & ev5 unk9d4 ,! fact 01 he said1 t my capacity = sympa?y 0 really exhau/$4 ,i _h suff]$ s mu* f ! fir/ two recitals t ,i c\ld n be sorry any m4 ,i said ,i 0 sorry1 & ,i 0 sorry f> d[n 9 my m9d1 b ,i c\ld n feel sorry4 ,i _h giv5 all ! sympa?y ,i _h1 & x 0 no use go+ aga9 to ! well :5 !re 0 no m wat]4 ,?is %[s t "o _c comm& emotion1 & t "o mu/ n =ce ev5 ?\ghts ( beauty ^u o!rs4 ,we mu/ bide our "t1 we mu/ adapt ourselves1 & we mu/ n be in/ant 9 season & out ( season4 ,yet nei!r mu/ we be :olly at ! m]cy ( moods4 ,9 religion1 ! !ory ( liturgical wor%ip is an attempt to realise t we ought to practise religi\s emotion ) regul>ity4 ,we d n always feel we are mis]able s9n]s :5 we say s1 & we sometimes feel t we are :5 we d n say x2 b x is bett] to confess :at we "k to be true1 ev5 if at t mom5t we d n feel x to be true4 ,we ought n !n always1 out ( mode/y1 to ab/a9 f talk+ ab\t ! ?+s = :i* we c>e4 ,a fooli% %yness w sometimes keep two sympa!tic p f ev] talk+ freely toge!r ( _! real hopes & int]e/s4 ,we are t]ribly afraid 9 ,engl& ( :at we call priggi%ness4 ,x is on ! :ole a :olesome t5d5cy1 b x is ! result ( a lack ( flexibility ( m9d4 ,:at we ought to be afraid ( is n s]i\sness & e>ne/ness1 b ( solemnity & pomposity4 ,we ought to be ready to v>y our mood swiftly1 & ev5 to see ! humor\s side ( sacr$ & beautiful ?+s4 ,! oppressiv5ess ( p :o hold a great _m ?+s sacr$1 & _c be> t !y %\ld be je/$ ab\t1 is v great4 ,!re is no?+ t takes all naturalness out ( int]c\rse m quickly ?an ! habit :i* "s p h ( begg+ t a subject may n be pursu$ because x is "o on :i* ,i feel v deeply4 ,t is ! ess5ce ( priggi%ness1 to feel t our reasons are bett]1 our motives pur]1 ?an ! reasons ( o!r p1 & t we h ! privilege ( sett+ a /&>d4 ,consci\s sup]iority is ! note ( ! prig2 & we h ! "r to dread x4 ,b ! ,gospel aga9 is full ( precepts 9 fav\r ( frankness1 outspok5ness1 lett+ light %9e out1 speak+ s9c]ely2 only x mu/ n be done provok+ly1 condesc5d+ly1 solemnly4 ,x is well = e "o to h a fri5d or fri5ds ) :om he c talk q unaffect$ly ab\t :at he c>es = & values2 & he ought to be able to say to su* a fri5d1 ,i _c talk ab\t ^! ?+s n[2 ,i am 9 a du/y1 prosaic1 grubby mood1 & ,i want to make mud-pies2 ! po9t is to be natural1 & yet to keep a wat* ^u nature2 n to =ce h] into cramp$ po/ures1 & yet n to indulge h] 9 rude1 c>eless1 & vulg> po/ures4 ,x is a bad sign 9 fri5d%ip1 if intimacy seems to a man to give him ! "r to be rude1 co>se1 boi/]\s1 c5sori\s1 if he w4 ,he may sometimes be betray$ into ea* & all ( ^! ?+s1 & be glad ( a safety-valve = 8 ill-hum\rs1 kn[+ t he w n be p]man5tly misund]/ood by a sympa!tic fri5d4 ,b !re mu/ be a discipl9e 9 all ^! ?+s1 & nature mu/ (t5 give way & be brok5 92 frankness mu/ n deg5]ate into boori%ness1 & lib]ty mu/ n be ! p[] ( int]f]+ ) ! lib]ty ( ! fri5d4 ,"o mu/ =ce oneself to be c\rte\s1 int]e/$1 sweet-temp]$1 :5 "o feels j ! contr>y2 "o mu/ keep 9 sight ! pr9ciple1 & if viol5ce mu/ be done1 x mu/ n be done to ! bett] nature4 ,lea/ ( all mu/ "o delib]ately take up ! rle ( ex]cis+ influ5ce4 ,t is a sad sn>e to _m f9e natures4 ,"o sees a weak1 attractive "*1 & x seems s tempt+ to tra9 x up a /ick1 to =tify x1 to m\ld x4 ,if "o is a pr(ess$ tea*]1 "o has to try ?is sometimes2 b ev5 !n1 ! temptation to drive r ?an lead mu/ be /r5u\sly resi/$4 ,i h always a v d>k suspicion ( p :o talk ( sph]es ( influ5ce1 & :o enjoy consci\sly affect+ o!r lives4 ,if ?is is done pr(essionally1 z a joyful sort ( ex]cise1 x is deadly4 ,! only excuse = x is t "o really c>es = p & longs to be ( use2 "o _c pump "o's own ta/es & "* into o!rs4 ,! only hope is t !y %\ld develop _! own qualities4 ,o!r p ought n to be 'problems' to u2 !y may be my/]ies1 b t is q ano!r ?+4 ,to love p1 if "o c1 is ! only way4 ,to f9d out :at is lovable 9 !m & n to try to discov] :at is malleable 9 !m is ! secret4 ,a wise & witty lady1 :o kn[s t %e is tempt$ to try to direct o!r lives1 told me t "o ( h] fri5ds once remon/rat$ ) h] by say+ t %e ought to leave some?+ = ,god to d6 ,i "k a v t]rible & well-mean+ p]son1 :o once spoke sev]ely to me = treat+ a matt] ) levity4 ,i lo/ my temp]1 & said1 ,y may make me a%am$ ( x1 if y c1 b y %all n bully me into treat+ a matt] s]i\sly :i* ,i ?9k is :olly absurd4 ,he said1 ,y d n en\gh consid] ! grave issues :i* may be involv$4 ,i repli$ t to be = ev] consid]+ grav] issues seem$ to me to make life /uffy & un:olesome4 ,my c5sor sigh$ & %ook 8 head4 ,we _c co]ce any "o into any?+ good4 ,we may salve our own consci5ce by try+ to d s1 we may ev5 level an imm$iate difficulty2 b a free & g5]\s desire to be diff]5t is ! only hope ( vital *ange4 ,! dete/able ,puritan fibre t exi/s 9 _m ( u1 :i* is ! mo/ utt]ly un*ri/ian ?+ ,i "k1 tempts u to feel t no discipl9e is wor? any?+ unless x is d>k & gloomy2 b t is ! discipl9e ( ! law-c\rt & ! prison1 & has nev] rem$i$ any?+ s9ce ! _w began4 ,wick$ness is ne>ly always1 p]haps always1 a moral invalidism1 & we %all see "s day t to puni% m5 = crime by be+ cruel to !m is l condemn+ a man to ! treadmill = hav+ typhoid fev]4 ,i c only say t ! m ,i h kn[n ( human be+s1 & ! old] ,i gr[1 ! m lovable1 g5tle1 sweet-temp]$ ,i h f\nd !m to be4 ,! life ( ,c>lyle seems to me to be "o ( ! mo/ t]rible & conv9c+ docum5ts 9 ! _w 9 pro( ( :at ,i h be5 say+4 ,! old man 0 s b5t on batt]+ & bump+ p into righte\sness1 s 9 love ) splutt]+ & vitup]at+ & ?und]+ all ov] ! place1 t he miss$ ! true/ & sweete/ m9i/ry ( love4 ,he broke 8 wife's he>t1 & x is idle to pret5d he did n4 ,mrs4 ,c>lyle 0 a %>p-edg$ woman too1 & hurt h] own life by h] bitt] tr5*ancy4 ,b !re 0 en\gh true love & loyalty & *ivalry 9 ! pair to furni% out a hundr$ m>riages4 ,yet "o sees ,c>lyle /amp+ & curs+ ?r\gh life1 & nev] see+ :at lay close to 8 h&4 ,i admire 8 life n because x 0 a triumph1 b because x 0 su* a colossal failure1 & s f9ely aton$ = by ! noble & great-m9d$ rep5tance ( a man :o recognis$ at la/ t x 0 ( no use to beg9 by try+ to be rul] ov] t5 cities1 unless he 0 fir/ fai?ful 9 a few ?+s4 ,,xviii ,,sympa?y ,b !re is "o ?+ :i* we mu/ con/antly be> 9 m9d1 & :i* all en?usia/ic p mu/ p>ticul>ly recollect1 namely1 t our delight & int]e/ 9 life mu/ be l>ge1 tol]ant1 & sympa!tic1 & t we mu/ n only admit b welcome an imm5se v>iety ( int]e/4 ,we mu/ above all ?+s be j1 & we mu/ be ready to be bo? int]e/$ & amus$ by p :om we d n l4 ,! po9t is t m9ds %\ld be fre% & cle>1 r ?an /agnant & lu/reless4 ,en?usia/ic p1 :o feel v /rongly & eag]ly ! beauty ( "o p>ticul> k9d ( delight1 are sadly apt to wi% to impose _! own pref]5ces ^u o!r m9ds1 & n to believe 9 ! wor? ( o!rs' pref]5ces4 ,?us ! m5 :o feel v ard5tly ! beauty ( ! ,greek ,classics are apt to insi/ t all boys %all be br\ght up ^u !m2 & ! same ?+ happ5s 9 o!r matt]s4 ,we mu/ n make a moral law out ( our own ta/es & pref]5ces1 & we mu/ be cont5t t o!rs %\ld feel ! appeal ( o!r sorts ( beauty2 t 0 ! mi/ake :i* dogg$ ! radiant pa? ( ,rusk9 f fir/ to la/1 t he c\ld n be> t o!r p %\ld h _! own pref]5ces1 b consid]$ t any dissid5ce f 8 own /&>ds 0 ( ! nature ( s94 ,if we insi/ on all agree+ ) ourselves x is /]ile en\gh2 b if we beg9 to call o!r p h>d names1 & suspect+ or vitup]at+ _! motives = disagree+ ) u1 we s9 bo? aga9/ ,love & ,light4 ,x 0 t _s :i* call$ =? f ,*ri/ ! /]ne/ d5unciation :i* ev] fell f 8 lips4 ,! ,ph>isees tri$ to discr$it ,8 "w by repres5t+ ,him z 9 league ) ! p[]s ( evil2 & ?is s91 :i* is ! imput+ ( evil motives to actions & beliefs t appe> to be good1 because our own beliefs are too n>r[ to include !m1 is ! s9 :i* ,*ri/ said c\ld f9d no =giv5ess4 ,i _h a p]sonal in/ance ( ?is ! o!r day :i* illu/rates s cle>ly :at ,i mean t ,i w quote x4 ,i wrote a book call$ ,! ,*ild ( ! ,dawn1 ! po9t ( :i* 0 to repres5t1 9 an allegory1 my s9c]e belief t ! aft]-life ( man mu/ be a life ( ef=t1 & exp]i5ce1 & gr[?4 ,a lady wrote me a v disc\rte\s lett] to say t %e believ$ ! aft]-life to be "o ( ,re/1 & t %e held :at %e believ$ to be my view to be un*ri/ian & untrue4 ,! notion t ard5t1 lov+1 eag] spirits %\ld be requir$ to sp5d et]nity 9 a sort ( lazy cont5tm5t1 =bidd5 to /ir a f+] = love & tru? & "r1 is surely an insupportable "o6 ,:at w\ld be ! joy ( heav5 to a s\l full ( en]gy & love1 condemn$ to su* luxuri\s apa?y1 =c$ to dr[se ?r\gh ! ages 9 epicurean ease8 ,if heav5 has any mean+ at all1 x mu/ satisfy our be/ & mo/ active aspirations2 & a p>adise ( utt] & et]nal indol5ce w\ld be purgatory or hell to all noble natures4 ,b ?is poor creature1 tir$ no d\bt by life & its anxieties1 ov]come by dre>9ess & sorr[1 0 n only desir\s ( solit>y & pr(\nd repose1 b det]m9$ to impose h] own !ory ^u all ! _w z well4 ,i blame no "o = desir+ re/2 b to wi%1 z %e made no secret t %e wi%$1 to cru% & conf\nd "o :o ?\ght & hop$ o!rwise1 does seem to me a v mean & wret*$ po9t ( view4 ,t1 alas1 is :at _m p mean :5 !y say t !y believe a ?+1 namely t !y w\ld be p]sonally annoy$ if x turn$ out to be diff]5t f :at !y hop$4 ,i am sure t we ought r to welcome ) all our might any evid5ce ( /r5g? & en]gy & joy1 ev5 if !y seem to spr+ f pr9ciples entirely opposite to our own4 ,! m we "k ( m5 & wom51 ! m we ought to p]ceive t half ! tr\ble 9 ! _w comes f our call+ ! same pr9ciples by diff]5t names4 ,we are n call$ ^u to give up our own pr9ciples1 b we mu/ bew>e ( try+ to m$dle ) ! pr9ciples ( o!r p4 ,& !re=e we mu/ nev] be di/urb$ & /ill less annoy$ by o!r p f9d+ fault ) our ta/es & pr9ciples1 call+ !m fanta/ic & s5tim5tal1 weak & affect$1 s long z !y d n seek to impose _! own beliefs ^u u4 ,t !y %\ld d s is ( c\rse a mi/ake2 b we mu/ recognise t x comes ei!r f ! /upidity :i* is ! result ( a lack ( sympa?y1 or else f ! nobl] error ( hold+ an op9ion /rongly & e>ne/ly4 ,we mu/ nev] be betray$ into mak+ ! same mi/ake2 we may try to p]suade1 & x is bett] done by example ?an by argum5t1 b we mu/ nev] all[ ourselves to sc(f & d]ide1 & /ill less to abuse & vilify4 ,we mu/ r d our be/ to und]/& ! o!r po9t ( view1 & to acquiesce 9 ! possibility ( its be+ held1 ev5 if we _c und]/& x4 ,we mu/ take = grant$ t e "o ^: life %[s evid5ce ( en]gy1 unselfi%ness1 joyfulness1 ard\r1 peacefulness1 is truly inspir$ by ! _s ( good4 ,we mu/ believe t !y h a vision ( beauty & delight1 born ( ! _s4 ,we mu/ rejoice if !y are mak+ pla9 to o!r m9ds any int]pretation ( life1 any enri*m5t ( motive1 any prote/ aga9/ ?+s co>se & l[ & mean4 ,we may wi%--& we may try to p]suade !m--t _! hopes & aims 7 wid]1 m b\ntiful1 & m inclusive1 b if we seek to exclude ^? hopes & aims1 h[ev] inconsi/5t !y may be ) our own1 t mom5t ! %ad[ involves our own hopes1 because our desire mu/ be t ! _w may someh[ become happi]1 full]1 m joyful1 ev5 if x is n on ! l9es :i* we ourselves approve4 ,i "k s _m good p :o are anxi\s to increase happ9ess1 b only on _! own conditions2 !y feel t !y e/imate exactly :at ! quantity & quality ( joy ought to be1 & !y treat ! joy :i* !y d n !mselves feel z an (f5ce aga9/ tru?4 ,x is f ^! beliefs1 ,i h (t5 ?\ght1 t mu* ( ! unhapp9ess ( family circles arises1 ! eld]s n realis+ h[ ! _w moves on1 h[ new ideas come to ! front1 h[ ! old hopes fade or are transmut$4 ,!y see _! *ildr5 lik+ diff]5t ?\ghts1 diff]5t occupations1 new books1 new pleasures2 & in/ead ( try+ to ent] into ^! ?+s1 to believe 9 _! innoc5ce & _! naturalness1 !y try to cru% & ?w>t !m1 ) ! result t ! boys & girls j hide _! feel+s & desires1 & if !y are n %am$ out ( !m1 :i* sometimes happ5s1 !y hold !m secretly & half sull5ly1 & plan h[ to escape z soon z !y c f ! t5d] & anxi\s con/ra9t into a real _w ( _! own4 ,& ! sadde/ "p ( all is t ! y\ng] g5]ation le>n no exp]i5ce ?us2 b :5 !y =m a circle ( _! own & ! same expansion happ5s1 !y d z _! p>5ts did1 say+ to !mselves1 ,my p>5ts lo/ my confid5ce by insi/+ on :at 0 n really important2 b my objections are reasonable & ju/ifiable1 & my *ildr5 mu/ tru/ me to "k :at is "r4 ,we mu/ realise !n t ela/icity & sympa?y are ! fir/ ( duties1 & t if we emb>k ^u ! crusade ( joy1 we mu/ d x expect+ to f9d _m k9ds ( joy at "w 9 ! _w1 & "s :i* we _c und]/&4 ,we may ( c\rse mi/ru/ de/ructive joy1 ! joy ( selfi% pleasure1 r\gh combativ5ess1 fooli% wa/efulness1 ugly riot--all ! joys t are evid5tly dogg$ by sorr[ & pa92 b if we see any joy t leads to self-re/ra9t & en]gy & usefulness & activity1 we mu/ recognise x z div9e4 ,we may h !n our private fancies1 our happy pursuits1 our sweet delights2 we may practise !m1 sure t ! be/ pro( ( _! en]gy is t !y obvi\sly & pla9ly increase & multiply our own happ9ess4 ,b if we direct o!rs at all1 x mu/ be z a signpo/1 po9t+ to a p>t+ ( roads & mak+ ! *oice cle>1 & n z a policeman en=c+ ! maje/y ( our self-inv5t$ laws4 ,ev]y?+ t helps u1 invigorates u1 com=ts u1 su/a9s u1 gives u life1 is "r = u2 ( t we ne$ nev] be 9 any d\bt1 provid$ always t our delight is n won at ! exp5se ( o!rs2 & we mu/ all[ & enc\rage exactly ! same lib]ty 9 o!rs to *oose _! own re/1 _! own pleasure1 _! own refre%m5t4 ,:at w\ld "o ?9k ( a ho/1 ^: "o object 0 to make 8 gue/s eat & dr9k & d exactly :at he himself enjoy$8 ,& yet t is precisely :at _m ( ! mo/ consci5ti\s p are do+ all day long1 9 o!r regions ( ! s\l & m9d4 ,! "o ?+ :i* we h to fe>1 9 all ?is1 is ( laps+ into indol5ce & solit>y enjoym5t1 gu>d+ & ho>d+ our own happ9ess4 ,we mu/ measure ! effectiv5ess ( our enjoym5t by "o ?+ & "o ?+ alone--our increase ( affection & sympa?y1 our int]e/ 9 o!r m9ds & lives4 ,if we only end by desir+ to be ap>t f x all1 to gnaw ! meat we h torn f life 9 a secret cave ( our devis+1 to ga9 s]5ity by indiff]5ce1 !n we mu/ put our desires aside2 b if x s5ds u into ! _w ) hope & en]gy & int]e/ & above all affection1 !n we ne$ h no anxiety2 we may ent] l ! pilgrims into com=table h\ses ( refre%m5t1 :]e we c look ) int]e/ at pictures & spid]s & p\ltry & all ! pleasant wond]s ( ! place2 we may halt 9 wayside arb\rs to ta/e cordials & confections1 & enjoy f ! breezy hill-top ! pleasant vale ( ,beulah1 ) ! cele/ial m\nta9s ris+ blue & /ill ^u ! f> horizon4 ,,xix ,,sci5ce ,i read ! o!r day a v d[nright book1 ) a k9d ( dry insol5ce ab\t x1 by a man :o 0 conc]n$ ) /at+ :at he call$ ! me*ani/ic !ory ( ! univ]se4 ,! worlds1 x seem$1 7 l a s&y des]t1 ) a w9d t :irl$ ! s&s ab\t2 & inde$ ,i seem$1 z ,i look$ out on ! _w ?r\gh ! writ]'s eyes1 to see no?+ b w9d & s&6 ,"o ( 8 po9ts 0 t e ?\ght t pass$ ?r\gh ! m9d 0 prec$$ by a *ange 9 ! p>ticles ( ! bra92 s t philosophy1 & religion1 & life itself 7 no?+ b a %ift+ ( ! s& by ! impalpable w9d--matt] & motion1 t 0 all6 ,aga9 & aga9 he said1 9 8 dry way1 t no !ory 0 ( any use t 0 n support$ by facts2 & t ?\gh !re 0 left a little corn] ( ?\ght1 :i* 0 /ill unexpla9$1 we %\ld soon h "s m facts1 & ! la/ my/]y w\ld be hunt$ d[n4 ,b x seem$ to me1 z ,i read x1 t ! ?\ghts ( man 7 j z mu* facts z any o!r facts1 & t :5 a man _h a vision ( beauty1 or :5 a hope came to him 9 a bitt] sorr[1 x 0 j z real a ?+ z ! little p>ticle ( ! bra9 :i* /irr$ & crept ne>] to ano!r p>ticle4 ,i d n say t all !ories ( religion & philosophy are necess>ily true1 b !y are real en\gh2 !y h exi/$1 !y exi/1 !y _c die4 ,( c\rse1 9 mak+ out a !ory1 we mu/ n neglect "o set ( facts & dep5d :olly on ano!r set ( facts2 b ,i believe t ! int5se & pa!tic desire ( humanity to "k :y !y are "h1 :y !y feel z !y d1 :y !y suff] & rejoice1 :at awaits !m1 are facts j z significant z ! blood t drips f ! w\nd1 or ! leaf t unfolds 9 ! sun4 ,! com=t+ & uplift+ conclusion :i* ! writ] came to 0 t we 7 j a set ( animat$ puppets1 spun out ( ! drift ( s& & dew by ! ?+ t he call$ =ce4 ,b if t is s1 :y are we n all p]fectly complac5t & cont5t$1 :y d we love & grieve & wi% to be diff]5t8 ,i d /ill believe t !re is a _s t m+les ) our hopes & dreams1 some?+ p]sonal1 beautiful1 fa!rly1 pure1 some?+ :i* is unwill+ly ti$ to e>? & w\ld be free if x c\ld4 ,! s5se t we are ourselves :olly sep>ate & di/9ct1 ) exp]i5ce beh9d u & exp]i5ce be=e u1 seems to me a fact beside :i* all o!r facts pale into insignificance4 ,& next 9 /r5g? to t seems ! fact t we c recognise1 & draw ne> to1 & be amaz+ly desir\s (1 z well z no less /rangely ho/ile to1 o!r simil> selves2 t our ?\ght c m+le ) !irs1 pass into !irs1 z !irs into ours1 =g+ a bond :i* no accid5t ( matt] c dissolve4 ,does x really satisfy ! lov]1 :5 he kn[s t 8 love is answ]$1 to realise t x is all ! result ( "s prec$+ molecul> action ( ! bra98 ,t does n seem to me s mu* a trucul5t /atem5t z a fooli% /atem5t1 %irk+1 l a glib & silly *ild1 ! mo/ significant ( data4 ,& ,i ?9k we %all d well to say to our sci5ti/1 z c\rte\sly z ,sir ,lancelot said to ! (fici\s knight1 :o pr(f]$ unnecess>y s]vice1 t we h no ne$ = him at ?is "t4 ,n[1 ,i am n say+1 9 all ?is1 t ! inve/igation ( sci5ce is wrong or futile4 ,x is exactly ! rev]se2 ! message ( ,god is hidd5 9 all ! m9ute/ mat]ial ?+s t lie ab\t u2 & x is a v natural & ev5 noble "w to explore x2 b x is wrong if x leads u to draw any conclusions at pres5t beyond :at we c reasonably & ju/ly draw4 ,x is ! inf]5ce t :at expla9s ! visible s*eme ( ?+s c also expla9 ! invisible4 ,t is wrong6 ,let me "h quote a noble s5t5ce1 :i* has (t5 giv5 me mu*-ne$$ help1 & s]v$ to rem9d me t ?\ght is aft] all z real a ?+ z matt]1 :5 ,i h be5 tempt$ to feel o!rwise4 ,x 0 writt5 by a v wise & t5d] philosoph]1 ,william ,james1 :o 0 nev] betray$ by 8 own sev]e /&>d ( tru? & reality into despis+ ! common dreams & aspirations ( simpl] m54 ,he wrote3 ,i f9d x prepo/]\s to suppose t if !re be a feel+ ( unse5 reality1 %>$ by numb]s ( ! be/ m5 9 _! be/ mom5ts1 respond$ to by o!r m5 9 _! deep mom5ts1 good to live by1 /r5g?-giv+--,i f9d x prepo/]\s1 ,i say1 to suppose t ! goodness ( t feel+ = liv+ purposes %\ld be held to c>ry no objective significance1 & especially prepo/]\s if x comb9es h>moni\sly ) an o!rwise gr\nd$ philosophy ( objective tru?4 ,t is a v l>ge & tol]ant utt]ance1 bo? 9 its susp5sion ( impati5t c]ta9ties & 9 its beautiful sympa?y ) all ard5t visions t _c cle>ly & conv9c+ly f9d logical utt]ance4 ,:at ,i am try+ to say 9 ?is little book is n address$ to pr(essional philosoph]s or m5 ( sci5ce1 :o are conc]n$ ) intellectual inve/igation1 b to ^? :o h to live life z x is1 z ! va/ majority ( m5 mu/ always be4 ,:at ,i r beg ( !m is n to be al>m$ & bewild]$ by ! /atem5ts ei!r ( sci5tific or religi\s dogmati/s4 ,no d\bt we %\ld l to "k ev]y?+1 to h all our p]plexities resolv$2 b we h rea*$ t po9t nei!r 9 religion nor 9 philosophy1 nor ev5 9 sci5ce4 ,we mu/ be cont5t n to "k4 ,b because we d n "k1 we ne$ n !re=e refuse to feel2 !re is no excuse = u to ?ru/ ! :ole tangle away & out ( sight1 & j to d z f> z possible :at we l4 ,we may admire & hope & love1 & x is our bus9ess to d all ?ree4 ,! ?+ t seems to me--& ,i am "h only /at+ a p]sonal view--bo? possible & desirable1 is to live z f> z we c by ! law ( beauty1 n to submit to any?+ by :i* our s\l is %am$ & insult$1 n to be drawn into /rife1 n to fall into mis]able fault-f9d+1 n to all[ ourselves to be frett$ & fuss$ & agitat$ by ! c>es ( life2 b to say cle>ly to ourselves1 t is a petty1 base1 mean ?\ght1 & ,i w n ent]ta9 x2 ?is is a g5]\s & k9d & graci\s ?\ght1 & ,i w welcome x & obey x4 ,"o ( ! cle>ly disc]nible laws ( life is t we c bo? *eck & contract habits2 & :5 we beg9 our day1 we c beg9 x if we w by pray] & aspiration & resolution1 z mu* z we c beg9 x ) ba? & toilet4 ,we c say1 ,i w live resolutely to-day 9 joy & good-hum\r & en]gy & k9dl9ess4 ,^? p[]s & possibilities are all !re2 & ev5 if we are ov]%ad[$ by disappo9tm5t & anxiety & pa91 we c say to ourselves t we w behave z if x 7 n s2 because !re is und\bt$ly a v real & noble pleasure 9 putt+ (f %ad[s & tr\bles1 & n lett+ !m fall 9 %[]s on ^? ab\t u4 ,we ne$ n be /oical or affect$ly bright2 we (t5 _c give ^? :o love u great] joy ?an to tell !m ( our tr\bles & let !m com=t u4 ,& we c be practical too 9 our outlook1 because mu* ( ! grittie/ irritation ( life is caus$ by indulg+ indol5ce :5 we ought n1 & be+ hurri$ :5 we might be leisurely4 ,x is a/oni%+ h[ a little plann+ w help u 9 all ?is1 & h[ soon a habit is set up4 ,we d n1 x is true1 "k ! limits ( our p[] ( *oice4 ,b ! illusion1 if x be an illusion1 t we h a p[] ( *oice1 is an inf9itely m real fact to mo/ ( u ?an ! molecul> motion ( ! bra9 p>ticles4 ,& !n too !re is ano!r fact1 :i* is becom+ m & m cle>1 namely1 :at is call$ ! p[] ( sugge/ion4 ,t if we c put a ?\ght into our m9d1 n into our reason1 b into our inn] m9d ( in/9ct & =ce1 :e!r x be a base ?\ght or a noble ?\ght1 x seems to soak unconsci\sly into ! v /uff ( ! m9d1 & keep reproduc+ itself ev5 :5 we seem to h =gott5 all ab\t x4 ,& ?is is1 ,i believe1 "o ( ! uses ( pray]1 t we put a ?\ght into ! m9d1 :i* c abide ) u1 secretly x may be1 all ! day2 & t ?us x is n a m]e pi\s habit or tradition to h a quiet p]iod at ! beg9n+ ( ! day1 9 :i* we c nurture "s joyful & g5]\s hope1 b z real a s\rce ( /r5g? to ! _s z ! morn+ meal is to ! body4 ,i h myself f\nd t x is well1 if "o c1 to read a fragm5t ( "s f9e1 g5]\s1 beautiful1 or noble-m9d$ book at su* an h\r4 ,!re is 9 _m p :o "w h>d ) _! bra9s a curi\s & unreal mood ( sadness :i* hangs ab\t ! wak+ h\r1 :i* ,i h ?\ght to be a sort ( hung] ( ! m9d1 crav+ to be f$2 & ?is is accompani$1 at lea/ 9 me1 by a v swift1 cle>1 & hopeful appreh5sion1 s t a beautiful ?\ght comes to me z a draught ( wat] to a ?ir/y man4 ,s ,i make ha/e1 z (t5 z may be1 j to drop su* a ?\ght at ^? times into ! m9d2 x falls to ! dep?s1 z "o may see a bright co9 g gleam+ & %ift+ d[n to ! dep?s ( a pool2 or to use a homeli] similitude1 l sug> t drops to ! bottom ( a cup1 sweet5+ ! draught4 ,^! are little homely ?+s2 b x is ?r\gh simple use & n ?r\gh l>ge !ory t "o c be/ practise joy4 ,,xx ,,"w ,i came out ( ! l[-ar*$ door ) a s5se ( relief & pass$ into ! sun%9e2 ! meet+ _h brok5 up1 & we w5t our ways4 ,we _h sate !re an h\r or two 9 ! old panell$ room1 a doz5 full-blood$ fri5dly m5 discuss+ a small matt] ) wond]ful +5uity & ze/2 & ,i _h spok5 nei!r lea/ nor mo/ mildly1 & _h f\nd x all pleasant en\gh4 ,!n ,i m\nt$ my bicycle & rode out into ! fragrant c\ntry alone1 ) all its ne>] gre5 & fur!r blue2 !re 9 t little belt ( space1 betwe5 ! ?9 air above & ! d5se-d>k e>? b5ea?1 0 ! pageant ( consci\s life enact+ itself s visibly & eag]ly4 ,9 ! sunlit sky ! w9ds rac$ gaily en\gh1 ) ! void sil5ce ( moveless space above x2 bel[ my feet :at dep?s ( cold /one1 ) ! secret spr+s2 bel[ t p]haps a core ( molt5 heat & imprison$ fire6 ,:at 0 x all ab\t8 ,:at 7 we all do+ !re8 ,:at 0 ! significance ( ! little bus9ess t _h be5 engag+ our m9ds & tongues8 ,:at "p did x play 9 ! mighty univ]se8 ,! ?orn-tree ?ick ) bloom1 p\r+ out its homely spicy smell--x 0 do+ too1 beautifully en\gh1 :at we _h be5 do+ clumsily4 ,x 0 liv+1 int5t on its own consci\s life1 ! sap hurry+1 ! sc5t fl[+1 ! bud wax+4 ,! yell[-hamm] pois+ & d>t+ along ! h$ge1 ! sp>r[ twitt]+ r\nd ! rick1 ! cock pick+ & cr[+1 7 all int5t on life1 proclaim+ t !y 7 alive & busy4 ,some?+ vivid1 al]t1 impassion$ 0 go+ =w>d ev]y:]e1 some?+ be+ effect$1 some?+ utt]$--& yet ! cause h[ utt]ly hidd5 f me & f e liv+ ?+6 ,! memory ( old poetry began to flick] 9 my m9d l summ] lightn+4 ,9 ! or*>d1 cramm$ ) bloom1 two unse5 *ildr5 7 call+ to ea* o!r2 a sunburn$1 c>eless1 graceful boy1 ^: r\gh clo!s c\ld n conceal 8 %apely limbs & easy movem5ts1 came driv+ "s c[s along ! lane4 ,he ask$ me ! "t 9 ,dorian spee*4 ,! %eph]ds pip+ toge!r on ! ,sicilian headl& c\ld n h made a fair] picture2 & yet ! boy & ,i c\ld h>dly h _h a ?\ght 9 common6 ,all ! poets t ev] sang 9 ! pleasant spr+time c h>dly h felt ! joyful onru% ( ! season m sweetly ?an ,i felt x t day2 & yet no philosoph] or prie/ c\ld h giv5 me a h9t ( :at ! my/]y 01 :y s ceaselessly r5ew$2 b x 0 cle> to me at lea/ t ! m9d beh9d x 0 joyful en\gh1 & wi%$ me to %>e its joy4 ,& !n an h\r lat] ,i 0 do+ = no reason b t x 0 my bus9ess ! dulle/ ( tasks--no less ?an revis+ a :ole %eaf ( ! drie/ ( exam9ation pap]s4 ,elaborate que/ions to elicit k ( facts arid & mean+less1 :i* x 0 wor? no human be+'s :ile to "k1 unless he c\ld fill out ! b>e outl9es ) "s ( ! /uff ( life4 ,hundr$s ( boys1 ,i d>e say1 9 cr[d$ s*oolrooms all ov] ! c\ntry 7 hav+ ^? facts drumm$ into !m1 ) no aim 9 sight b ! answ]+ ( ! que/ions :i* ,i 0 manipulat+4 ,t 0 a bewild]+ bus9ess1 t we %\ld insi/ on t sort ( drill+ becom+ a "p ( life4 ,0 t a relation x 0 well to e/abli%8 ,z ! f9e old1 %rewd1 indol5t ,dr4 ,johnson said1 he = 8 "p1 :ile he liv$1 nev] aga9 desir$ ev5 to he> ( ! ,punic ,w>6 ,& aga9 he said1 ,y tea* y\r daught]s ! diamet]s ( ! planets1 & wond]1 :5 y h done1 :y !y d n desire y\r company4 ,_c we someh[ le>n to simplify life8 ,mu/ we cont9ue to ?9k t we c inspire *ildr5 9 r[s8 ,is x n possible = u to be a little less important & pomp\s & elaborate ab\t x all1 to aim at m direct relations1 to say m :at we feel1 to d m :at nature bids u d8 ,! he>t sick5s at ! ?\ght ( h[ we keep to ! grim highways ( life1 & leave ! pleasant spaces ( wood & field unvisit$6 ,& all because we want m ?an we ne$1 & because we _c be cont5t unless we c be envi$ & admir$4 ,! cure = all ?is1 x seems to me1 is a resolute avoidance ( complications & intricacies1 a det]m9ation to live life m on our own t]ms1 & to op5 our eyes to ! simpl] pleasures :i* lie wait+ 9 our way on e side4 ,i d n believe 9 ! elaborate organisation ( life2 & yet ,i ?9k x is possible to live 9 ! mid/ ( x1 & yet n to be involv$ 9 x4 ,i d n believe 9 fi]ce rebellion1 b ,i d believe 9 quiet trans=mation2 & "h comes 9 ! fai? t ,i h 9 ,joy\s ,g>d4 ,i believe t day by day we %\ld cle> a space to live ) m9ds t h felt1 & hop$1 & enjoy$4 ,t is ! fir/ duty ( all2 & !n t we %\ld live 9 t\* ) ! natural beauty ( ! e>?1 & let ! sweetness ( x ent] into our m9ds & he>ts2 = !n we come out r5ew$1 to f9d ! beauty & ! fulness ( life 9 ! he>ts & m9ds ( ^? ab\t u4 ,life is complicat$1 n because its issues are n simple en\gh1 b because we are mo/ ( u s afraid ( a phantom :i* we create--! criticism ( o!r human be+s4 ,if "o reads ! old books ( *ivalry1 !re seems an endless wa/e ( combat & fight+ among m5 :o _h ! same cause at he>t1 & :o yet = ! pettie/ occasions ( dispute mu/ ne$ try to inflict dea? on ea* o!r1 ea* do+ 8 be/ to %att] out ( ! _w ano!r human be+ :o lov$ life z well4 ,two d\ghty knights1 ,sir ,lamorak & ,sir ,meliagraunce1 mu/ ne$s hew pieces (f ea* o!r's arm\r1 break ea* o!r's bones1 spill ea* o!r's blood1 to prove :i* ( two ladies is ! fair]2 & :5 x is all ov]1 no?+ :atev] is prov$ ab\t ! ladies1 no?+ b :i* ( ! two knights is ! /rong]6 ,& yet we seem to be do+ ! same ?+ to ?is day1 except t we n[ try to w\nd ! he>t & m9d1 to make a fell[-man afraid & suspici\s1 to take ! light out ( 8 day & ! en]gy out ( 8 "w4 ,= ! la/ few weeks a h&ful ( e>ne/ cl]gym5 h be5 endeav\r+ 9 a ,*ur* pap]1 ) floods ( pi\s ,bill+sgate1 to make me ridicul\s ab\t a te*nical "q ( ar*ological int]e/1 & all because my op9ion diff]s f _! own6 ,i ?ankfully confess t z ,i get old]1 ,i c>e n at all = su* fooli% controv]sy1 & ! only qualms ,i h are ! qualms ,i feel at f9d+ human be+s s *ildi% & s fretful4 ,well1 x is all v curi\s1 & n )\t its delight too6 ,:at ,i e>ne/ly desire is t m5 & wom5 %\ld n ?us wa/e preci\s "t & pleasant life1 b g /raight to reality1 to hope4 ,!re are a hundr$ pa?s t c be trodd52 only let u be sure t we are tread+ our own pa?1 n feebly %ift+ f track to track1 n foll[+ too mu* ! bidd+ ( o!rs1 b kn[+ :at int]e/s u1 :at draws u1 :at we love & desire2 & above all keep+ 9 m9d t x is our bus9ess to und]/& & admire & conciliate ea* o!r1 :e!r we d x 9 a panell$ room1 ) p5s & pap] on ! table1 & ! committee 9 full cry2 or out on ! quiet road1 ) "o :om we tru/ entirely1 :]e ! horizon runs1 field by field & holt by holt1 to meet ! s(t v]ge ( encircl+ sky4 ,,xxi ,,hope ,! o!r day ,i took up idly "s magaz9e or o!r1 "o ( ^? great lemon-col\r$1 salmon-hu$1 slaty pap] volumes :i* lie 9 r[s on ! tables ( my club4 ,i w n /op n[ to enquire :y ,engli% ta/e dem&s cov]s :i* %[ e mean /a91 e soil$ f+]-pr9t2 b ^! volumes are always a reproa* to me1 because !y %[ me1 alas6 h[ _m subjects1 h[ _m me?ods ( pres5t+ subjects1 are :olly un9t]e/+ & unattractive to my trivial m9d4 ,?is "t1 h[ev]1 my eye fell ^u a poem full ( light & beauty1 & ( t subtle grace :i* seems s incompreh5sible1 s uncreat$--a lyric by ,mr4 ,alfr$ ,noyes4 ,x 0 l a spell :i* bani%$ = an in/ant ! we>9ess born ( a long1 hot1 t$i\s committee1 ! oppression :i* always falls on me at ! sight & s\nd ( ! cat>act ( human be+s & vehicles1 runn+ s fi]cely 9 ! pav$ *annels ( ,london4 ,a beautiful poem1 b h[ immeasurably sad1 an invocation to ! memory & to ! _s ( ,rob]t ,br[n+1 n speak+ ( him 9 an elegiac /ra9 z ( a great poet :o _h liv$ 8 life to ! full & /ruck 8 cle>-ton$ h>p1 solemnly1 sweetly1 & :imsically too1 ye> aft] ye>2 b z ( some?+ great & noble :olly lo/ & sep>at$ f ! liv+ _w4 ,?is 0 a little "p ( x3 ,s+] ( hope = all ! _w1 ,is x /ill morn+ :]e ?\ art1 ,or are ! cl\ds t hide !e furl$ ,ar\nd a d>k & sil5t he>t8 ,! sacr$ *ords ?y h& c\ld wake ,are fall5 on utt] sil5ce "h1 ,& he>ts too little ev5 to break ,h made an idol ( despair4 99 99 99 99 99 ,come back to ,engl&1 :]e ?y ,may ,returns1 b n t raptur\s light2 ,god is n 9 ,8 heav5 to-day1 ,& ) ?y c\ntry n\ght is "r4 ,i ?9k t almo/ magically beautiful6 ,b is x true8 ,i hope n & ,i ?9k n4 ,! poet w5t on to say t ,p>adox _h de/roy$ ! sanctity ( ,tru?1 & t ,sci5ce _h done no?+ m ?an /rip ! skeleton ( ! fle% & blood t ve/$ x1 & cr[n ! anatomy ) glory4 ,"o _c speak m sev]ely1 m gloomily1 ( an age ?an to say t x is deceiv$ by analysis & p>adox1 & c>es no?+ = nobl] & f9] ?+s4 ,x seems to me to be a sorr[ful view ( life t1 to h v little fai? or prospect ab\t x4 ,x is true inde$ t ! p>adox-mak] is popul> n[2 b t is because m5 are int]e/$ 9 int]pretations ( life2 & x is true too t we are a little impati5t n[ ( fancy & imag9ation1 & want to get at facts1 because we feel t fancy & imag9ation1 :i* are n built on facts1 are v tricksy guides to life4 ,b ! view seems to me bo? depress$ & morbid :i* _c look beyond1 & see t ! _w is pass+ on 9 its own great unfl9*+1 /eady mann]4 ,x is l ! view ( a *ild :o1 confront$ ) a pa91 a disagreeable incid5t1 a t$i\s day ( drudg]y1 wails t x c nev] be happy aga94 ,! poem ends ) a f9e apo/rophe to ,br[n+ z "o :o /orm$ ?r\gh dea?1 & laid hold ( ,et]nity4 ,did he inde$ d t8 ,i wi% ,i felt x6 ,he _h1 ( c\rse1 an unconqu]able optimism1 :i* argu$ promise f failure & p]fection f incomplet5ess4 ,b ,i _c take su* hopes on ! ^w ( ano!r1 h[ev] gallant & noble he may be4 ,i d n want hopes :i* are only )9 ! rea* ( ! vivid & high-he>t$2 ! crippl$1 drudg+ slave _c rejoice because he sees 8 w>rior-"l gay1 h]oic1 & /rong4 ,i mu/ build my cre$ on my own hopes & possibilities1 n on ! /r5g? & *e]fulness ( ano!r4 ,& !n my eye fell on a s5t5ce opposite1 out ( an article on our social problems2 & ?is 0 :at ,i read3 444 ! te>s ( a hung]-bitt5 philosophy1 :i* is s appall$ by ! common doom ( man--t he mu/ eat 8 bread by ! sweat ( 8 br[--t x c talk1 write1 & ?9k ( no?+ else4 ,i ?9k !re is m promise 9 t1 r\gh & ev5 rude z ! /atem5t is1 because x op5s up a real hope = some?+ t is com+1 & is n a m]e lam5tation ov] a /> t is set4 ,a hung]-bitt5 philosophy--is x n r t !re is creep+ into ! _w an uneasy s5se t we mu/1 if we are to be happy1 %>e our happ9ess8 ,x is n t ! philosoph] is hungry1 x is t he _c be> to ?9k ( all ! o!r p :o are condemn$ to hung]2 & :y x occupies 8 tongue & 8 p51 is t x cl\ds 8 s]5ity to "k t o!rs _c n[ be s]5e4 ,all ?is unre/1 ?is grasp+ at ! com=t ( life on ! "o h&1 & ! pati5ce1 ! ju/ice1 ! tol]ance1 ) :i* su* claims are view$ by _m possessors on ! o!r1 is because !re is a _s ( sympa?y gr[+ up1 :i* has n yet become self-sacrifice1 b is on its way to become s4 ,!n we mu/ ask ourselves :at our duty is4 ,n1 ,i ?9k1 ) all our com=ts ab\t u1 to *ant l\d odes ab\t its be+ all "r ) ! _w1 b to see :at we c d to make x all "r1 to equalise1 to %>e1 to give4 ,! f9e/ ?+1 ( c\rse1 w\ld be if ^? :o are set 9 ! mid/ ( com=t c\ld come calmly out ( x1 & live simpl]1 k9d]1 m direct lives2 b ap>t f t1 :at c we d8 ,is x our duty1 9 ! face ( all t1 to surr5d] e species ( enjoym5t & delight1 to live meanly & anxi\sly because o!rs h to live s8 ,i am n at all sure t x w\ld n prove our greatness if ! ?\ght ( all ! helpless pa9 & drudg]y ( ! _w1 ! drift ( fall+ te>s1 7 s intol]able to u t we simply c\ld n endure ! ?\ght2 b ,i ?9k t w\ld end 9 quixotism & pessimism ( ! wor/ k9d1 if "o w\ld n eat or dr9k1 because m5 />ve 9 ,russia or ,india1 if "o w\ld n sleep because suff]]s toss ?r\gh ! night 9 pa94 ,t seems a morbid & self-s\ght suff]+4 ,no1 ,i believe t we mu/ %>e our joy z f> z we c1 & t x is our duty r to h joy to %>e1 & to gu>d ! quality ( x1 make x pure & true4 ,we d be/ if we c s ref9e our happ9ess z to make x a ?+ :i* is n dep5d5t ^u weal? or ease2 & ! m natural our life is1 ! m c we be ( use by ! example :i* is n self-consci\s b contagi\s1 by %[+ t joy does n dep5d ^u excitem5t & /imulus1 b ^u vivid us+ ( ! v /uff ( life4 ,:]e we fail1 _m ( u1 is 9 ! elaborat5ess ( our pleasures1 9 ! fact t we le>n to be connoisseurs r ?an viveurs1 9 los+ our ta/e = ! anci5t :olesome activities & delights4 ,i _h caught an h\r1 t v day1 to visit ! ,academy2 x 0 a d\btful pleasure1 ?\gh if ,i c\ld h _h ! great rooms to myself x w\ld h be5 a delightful ?+ en\gh2 b to be cru%$ & elb[$ by su* numb]s ( p :o seem$ int5t n on look+ at any?+1 b on try+ to see if !y c\ld recognise any ( _! fri5ds6 ,x 0 a curi\s collection c]ta9ly6 ,s _m pictures ( old disgraceful m51 ^: faces seem$ l ! faces ( toads or magpies2 dull1 bl9k+1 malign1 or ) ! p]t brightness ( acquisition4 ,!re 7 pictures too ( human life s-call$1 silly1 romantic1 ins9c]ely pos$2 "s fatu\s allegorical ?+s1 l ill-/ag$ melodramas2 b ! /r5g? ( ,engli% art came out = all t 9 ! lovely l&scapes1 ri* fields1 summ] /reams1 f>-(f woodl&s1 beat+ seas2 & ,i felt 9 look+ at x all t ! pictures :i* mov$ "o mo/ 7 ^? :i* gave "o a sudd5 hung] = ! joy & beauty ( e>?1 n ill-imag9$ fanta/ic places1 b sc5es t "o has look$ ^u a hundr$ times ) love & cont5tm5t1 ! corn-field1 ! mill ) its brimm+ leat1 ! ba?+-place among quiet pa/ures1 ! lake set deep 9 wat]-plants1 ! old h\se 9 ! twilight g>d5--all ! ?+s consecrat$ ?r\gh\t long ages by use & life & joy4 ,& !n ,i /ray$ into ! sculpture gall]y2 & ,i _c describe ! ?rill :i* half a doz5 ( ! bu/s !re gave me--faces into :i* ! wond] & ! love & ! pa9 ( life seem$ to h pass$1 & :i* gave me a sudd5 s5se ( t /range desire to claim a %>e 9 ! pa/ & pres5t & future ( ! =m & face 9 :i* "o sudd5ly saw s mu* to love4 ,"o seem$ to feel h&s held out2 he>ts cry+ = und]/&+ & affection1 brea? on "o's *eek1 words 9 "o's e>s2 & ?us ! :ole gall]y melt$ into a great ?rong ( signall+ & beckon+ pres5ces1 ! air d5se ) ! voices ( spirits call+ to me1 press+ ^u me2 (f]+ & claim+ love1 all b\nd ^u "o my/]i\s pilgrimage1 none able to l+] or to /ay1 & yet will+ to clasp "o close by ! roadside1 9 wond] at ! m>vell\s inscrutable p[] beh9d x all1 :i* at ! same mom5t seem$ to say1 ,re/ "h1 love1 be lov$1 enjoy1 & at ! same mom5t cri$1 ,g =w>d1 exp]i5ce1 endure1 lam5t1 come to an end4 ,!re aga9 op5$ be=e "o ! awful my/]y ( ! beauty & ! grief ( life1 ! d\ble /ra9 :i* we mu/ someh[ le>n to comb9e1 ! crav+ = cont9uance1 side by side ) ! k ( int]ruption & sil5ce4 ,if "o is real1 ! o!r _c be real6 ,& ,i = "o h no d\bt ( :i* reality ,i hold to4 ,dea? & sil5ce may deceive u2 life & joy _c4 ,!re may be some?+ hidd5 b5ea? ! seem+ t]m9ation ( mortal exp]i5ce2 inde$1 ,i fully believe t !re is2 b ev5 if x 7 n s1 no?+ c\ld make love & joy unreal1 or de/roy ! consci\sness ( :at says )9 u1 ,?is ,is ,i4 ,our "o hope !n is n to be deceiv$ or beguil$ or bewild]$ by ! complexity & intricacy ( life2 ! pa? ( ea* ( u lies cle> & direct ?r\gh ! tangle4 ,& ?us1 z ,i h said1 our task is n to be defraud$ ( our int]ior peace4 ,no p[] t we "k c d m ?an dissolve & transmute our mortal frame2 x c melt into ! e>?1 x c be c>ri$ into ! dep?s ( ! sea1 b x _c be annihilat$2 & ?is is inf9itely m true ( our spirits2 !y may und]go a ?\s& trans=mations & transmutations1 b !y mu/ be et]nally !re4 ,s let u claim our exp]i5ce bravely & accept x firmly1 nev] daunt$ by x1 nev] utt]ly despair+1 leap+ back into life & happ9ess z swiftly z we c1 nev] d\bt+ t x is assur$ to u4 ,! "t t we wa/e is t :i* is sp5t 9 anxi\s1 trivial1 conv5tional ?+s4 ,we h to be> !m 9 our burd5s1 _m ( u1 b d n let u be = ev] exam9+ !m1 weigh+ !m 9 our h&s1 wi%+ !m away1 :9+ ov] !m2 we mu/ n let !m beguile u ( ! bett] "p4 ,if ! despair+ "p ( u cries out t x is fright5$1 we>i$1 anxi\s1 we mu/ n he$ x2 we mu/ aga9 & aga9 assure ourselves t ! peace is !re1 & t we miss x by our own fault4 ,above all let u n make pitiable excuses = ourselves4 ,we mu/ be l ! woman 9 ! p>able :o1 :5 %e lo/ ! co91 did n sit d[n to bewail h] ill-luck1 b swept ! h\se dilig5tly until %e f\nd x4 ,!re is no su* ?+ z loss 9 ! _w2 :at we lose is m]ely )held until we h e>n$ ! "r to f9d x aga94 ,we mu/ n cultivate rep5tance1 we mu/ n yield to remorse4 ,! only ?+ wor? hav+ is a :olesome sorr[ = n hav+ done bett]2 b x is ignoble to rememb]1 if our remembrance has any?+ hopeless ab\t x2 & we d be/ utt]ly to =get our failures & lapses1 because ( ?is we may be :olly sure1 t joys are re/or$ to u1 t /r5g? returns1 & t peace beyond measure is wait+ = u2 & n only wait+ = u1 b z ne> u z a clos$ door 9 ! room 9 :i* we sit4 ,we c rise up1 we c turn ?i!r1 we c ent] if we w & :5 we w4 ,,xxii ,,exp]i5ce ,x is v /range to contemplate ! /eady plunge ( good advice1 l a cat>act ( ice-cold wat]1 into ! brimm+ & danc+ pool ( y\? & life1 ! maxims ( morali/s & sages1 ! epigrams ( cynics1 ! s]mons ( prie/s1 ! good-hum\r$ w>n+s ( s5sible m51 all cry+ out t no?+ is really wor? ! w9n+1 t fame br+s we>9ess & anxiety1 t love is a fitful fev]1 t weal? is a heavy burd51 t ambition is a hectic dream2 to all ( :i* ejaculations y\? does n li/5 & _c li/51 b j goes on its eag] way1 try+ its own exp]im5ts1 believ+ 9 ! delight ( triumph & success1 det]m9$1 at all ev5ts1 to te/ all = itself4 ,all ?is confession ( disillusionm5t & disappo9tm5t is true1 b only p>tially true4 ,! /ruggle1 ! ef=t1 ! p]sev]ance1 does br+ f9e ?+s ) x--?+s f9] by f> ?an ! %9+ cr[n & ! l\d trumpets t att5d x4 ,! explanation ( x seems to be t m5 require to be tempt$ to ef=t1 by ! dream ( fame & weal? & leisure & imag9$ satisfaction4 ,x is ! exp]i5ce t we ne$1 ?\gh we d n "k x2 & exp]i5ce1 by itself1 seems su* a t$i\s1 d[dy1 tatt]$ ?+1 l a flag burnt by sun1 b$raggl$ by ra91 torn by ! onset1 t x _c by itself prove attractive4 ,m5 are heavily preoccupi$ ) ends & aims1 & ! recognis$ values ( ! objects ( desire & hope are (t5 false & di/ort$ values4 ,s s+ul>ly con/itut$ are we1 t ! hope ( idl5ess is allur+1 & "s p are e>ly deceiv$ into habits ( idl5ess1 because !y _c "k :at x is t lies on ! fur!r side ( "w4 ,( c\rse ! bodily life has to be suppli$1 b :5 a man has all t he ne$s--let u say food & dr9k1 a quiet %elt]1 a g>d5 & a r[ ( trees1 a grassy mead[ ) a fl[+ /ream1 a cong5ial task1 a h\sehold ( 8 own--x seems n en\gh6 ,let u suppose all t grant$ to a man3 he mu/ consid] next :at k9d ( life he has ga9$2 he has ! cup 9 8 h&s2 ) :at liquor is x to be fill$8 ,t is ! po9t at :i* ! imag9ation ( man seems to fail2 he _c set himself to vigor\s1 :olesome life = its own sake4 ,he has to be ev] look+ pa/ x & beyond x = some?+ to yield him an add$ joy4 ,n[1 :at we all h to d1 if we c1 is to reg>d life /eadily & g5]\sly1 to see t life1 exp]i5ce1 emotion1 are ! real gifts2 n ?+s to be hurri$ ?r\gh1 ?ru/ aside1 disreg>d$1 z a man makes a ha/y meal be=e "s occasion t excites him4 ,"o mu/ n use life l ! passov] fea/1 to be eat5 ) lo9s gird$ & /aff 9 h&4 ,x is !re to be liv$1 & :at we h to d is to make ! quality ( x z f9e z we c4 ,we mu/ provide !n1 if we c1 a c]ta9 sett+ = life1 a suffici5cy ( "w & su/5ance1 & ev5 leisure2 & !n we mu/ give t no fur!r ?\ght4 ,h[ _m m5 d ,i n "k1 ^: ?\ght seems to be :5 ,i h made en\gh money1 :5 ,i h f\nd my place1 :5 ,i h arrang$ ! app>atus ( life ab\t me1 !n ,i w live z ,i %\ld wi% to live4 ,b ! /ream ( desires broad5s & ?ick5s1 & ! leisure h\r nev] comes6 ,we mu/ n ?us deceive ourselves4 ,:at we h to d is to make life1 in/antly & )\t delay1 wor?y to be liv$4 ,we mu/ try to enjoy all t we h to d1 & take c>e t we d n d :at we d n enjoy1 unless ! h>d task we set ourselves is sure to br+ u some?+ t we really ne$4 ,x is useless ?us to elaborate ! cup ( life1 if we f9d :5 we h made x1 t ! w9e :i* %\ld h fill$ x has long ago evaporat$4 ,c ,i say :at ,i believe ! w9e ( life to be8 ,i believe t x is a c]ta9 en]gy & ri*ness ( _s1 9 :i* bo? m9d & he>t f9d full expression4 ,we ought to rise day by day ) a c]ta9 ze/1 a cle> int5tion1 a design to make ! mo/ out ( e h\r2 n to let ! busy h\rs %\ld] ea* o!r1 tread on ea* o!r's heels1 b to =ce e action to give up its /r5g? & sweetness4 ,!re is "w to be done1 & !re are empty h\rs to be fill$ z well4 ,x is happie/ ( all1 = man & woman1 if ^? h\rs c be fill$1 n z a duty b z a pleasure1 by pleas+ ^? :om we love & ^: ne>ness is at once a delight4 ,we ought to make "t = t mo/ ( all4 ,& !n !re ought to be "s occupation1 n en=c$1 to :i* we naturally wi% to return4 ,ex]cise1 g>d5+1 h&icraft1 writ+1 ev5 if x be only leisurely lett]s1 music1 read+--some?+ to occupy ! re/less bra9 & h&2 = !re is no d\bt t bo? physically & m5tally we are n fit to be unoccupi$4 ,b mo/ ( all1 !re mu/ be some?+ to quick51 enliv51 practise ! s\l4 ,we mu/ n =ce ?is ^u ourselves1 or x w be fruitless & dre>y2 b nei!r mu/ we let x lapse out ( m]e indol5ce4 ,we mu/ foll[ "s law ( beauty1 9 :atev] way beauty appeals to u & calls u4 ,we mu/ n ?9k t appeal a selfi% ?+1 because x is ^u t & t alone t our p[] ( increas+ peace & hope & vital en]gy belongs4 ,i h a man 9 m9d :o has a simple ta/e = books4 ,he has a s+ul>ly pure & f9e p[] ( select+ & lov+ :at is be/ 9 books4 ,!re is no self-consci\sness ab\t him1 no critical contempt ( ! fancies ( o!rs2 b 8 own love = :at is beautiful is s mode/1 s p]fectly natural & unaffect$1 t x is impossible to he> him speak ( ! ?+s t he loves )\t a desire ris+ up 9 "o's m9d to ta/e a pleasure :i* br+s s mu* happ9ess to ! own]4 ,i h (t5 talk$ ) him ab\t books t ,i _h ?\ght tiresome & dull2 b he dis5tangles s deftly ! und]ly+ idea ( ! book1 ! ?\ght t "o mu/ be on ! look-out = ! motive ( ! :ole1 t he has aga9 & aga9 s5t me back to a book :i* ,i _h ?r[n aside1 ) an add$ int]e/ & p]ception4 ,b ! really notable ?+ is ! effect on 8 own imm$iate circle4 ,i d n ?9k 8 family are naturally p ( v high intellig5ce or ability4 ,b 8 m9d & he>t seem to h p]meat$ !irs1 s t ,i "k no gr\p ( p]sons :o seem to h imbib$ s simply1 )\t /ra9 or ef=t1 a delight 9 :at is good & pr(\nd4 ,!re is no sort ( dryness ab\t ! atmosph]e4 ,x is n t !y keep talk resolutely on _! own subjects2 x is m]ely t _! outlook is s fre% & quick t ev]y?+ seems alive & significant4 ,"o comes away f ! h\se ) a horizon /rangely ext5d$1 & a s5se t ! _w is full ( live ideas & wond]ful affairs4 ,i despair ( describ+ an effect s subtle1 s contagi\s4 ,x is n 9 ! lea/ t ev]y?+ becomes intellectual2 t w\ld be a rueful consequ5ce2 !re is no p>ade ( k1 b k itself becomes an excit+ & ent]ta9+ ?+1 l a v>i$ l&scape4 ,! wond] is1 :5 "o is ) ^! p1 t "o did n see all ! f9e ?+s t 7 />+ "o 9 ! face all ! "t1 ! clues1 ! connections1 ! l9ks4 ,! be/ ( x is t x is n a transi5t effect2 x is r l ! implant+ ( a se$ ( fire1 :i* spreads & gl[s1 & burns unaid$4 ,x is ?is sacr$ fire ( :i* we ought all to be 9 se>*4 ,fire is surely ! mo/ wond]ful symbol 9 ! _w6 ,we sit 9 our quiet rooms1 feel+ safe1 s]5e1 ev5 *illy1 yet ev]y:]e ab\t u1 peacefully conf9$ 9 all our furniture & belong+s1 is a mass ( inflammability1 /or$ ) gases1 :i* at a t\* are capable ( leap+ into flame4 ,i rememb] once be+ 9 a h\se 9 :i* a pile ( wood 9 a cell> _h caught fire2 !re 0 a %ort delay1 :ile ! hose 0 got out1 & be=e an ap]ture into ! burn+ room c\ld be made4 ,i w5t into a peaceful d9+-room1 :i* 0 j above ! fire1 & x 0 /rangely appall+ to see little puffs ( smoke fly (f f ! k9dl$ floor1 :ile we tore ! c>pets up & flew to take ! pictures d[n1 & to "k ! room 0 all cramm$ ) vehem5t cells1 ready to bur/ into vap\r at ! fi]ce t\* ( ! consum+ elem5t4 ,i saw once a va/ bonfire ( wood k9dl$ on a grassy hill-top2 x 0 curi\sly affect+ to see ! great trunks melt into flame1 & ! r$ cat>act p\r+ s s(tly1 s unapproa*ably into ! air4 ,x is s ) ! m9ds ( m52 ! mat]ial is all !re1 compress$1 weld$1 inflammable2 & if ! fire c b leap into our spirits f "s o!r burn+ he>t1 we may be amaz$ at ! prodigal =ce & heat t c bur/ =?1 ! sil5t en]gy1 ! possibility ( consumption4 ,i hold x to be ( supreme value to ea* ( u to try to introduce ?is fire ( ! he>t into our spirits4 ,x is n l mortal fire1 a consum+1 dang]\s1 trucul5t elem5t4 ,x is r l ! furnace ( ! eng9e1 :i* c conv]t wat] into /eam--! s(te/1 feeble/1 pure/ elem5t into irresi/ible & irrepressible =ce4 ,! mat]ials are all at h& 9 _m a _s t has nev] felt ! gl[+ contact2 & x is our bus9ess fir/ to see t ! elem5ts are !re1 & !n to receive ) awe ! fi]y t\*4 ,x mu/ be re/ra9$1 controll$1 gu>d$1 t fi]ce conflagration2 b our joy _c only consi/ ( pure1 cle>1 lamb5t1 quiesc5t elem5ts4 ,x mu/ h a he>t ( flame4 ,,xxiii ,,fai? ,we ought to le>n to cultivate1 tra91 regulate emotion1 j z we tra9 o!r faculties4 ,! _w has h>dly rea*$ ?is po9t yet4 ,fir/ man tra9s 8 body t he may be /rong1 :5 /r5g? is supreme4 ,:5 almo/ ! only argum5t is =ce1 ! man :o is drawn to play a f9e "p 9 ! _w mu/ above ev]y?+ be /rong1 c\rage\s1 gallant1 s t he may g to combat joyful & s]5e1 l a man inspir$4 ,!n :5 ! _w becomes civilis$1 :5 weakness comb9es aga9/ /r5g?1 :5 m5 d n settle diff]5ces ( feel+ by combat & w>1 b by peaceable devices l votes & arbitrations1 ! intellect comes to ! front1 & /r5g? ( body falls into ! backgr\nd z a pleasant en\gh ?+1 a matt] ( amusem5t or heal?1 & intellect becomes ! dom9ant =ce4 ,b we %all advance beyond ev5 t1 & inde$ we h begun to advance4 ,buddhism & ! ,/oic philosophy 7 movem5ts dictat$ m by reason ?an by emotion1 :i* recognis$ ! elem5ts ( pa9 & sorr[ z insep>able f human life1 & sugge/$ to man t ! only way to conqu] evils su* z ^! 0 by turn+ ! back ^u !m1 cultivat+ indiff]5ce to !m1 & repress+ ! desires :i* issu$ 9 disappo9tm5t4 ,*ri/ianity 0 ! fir/ attempt ( ! human _s to a*ieve a nobl] conque/ /ill2 x taught m5 to ab&on ! idea ( conque/ altoge!r2 ! ,*ri/ian 0 meant to abjure ambition1 n to resi/ oppression1 n to meet viol5ce by viol5ce1 b to yield r ?an to fight4 ,! metaphor ( ! ,*ri/ian soldi] is :olly ali5 to ! _s ( ! ,gospel1 & ! attempt to e/abli% a combative ideal ( ,*ri/ian life 0 "o ( ! _m concessions t ,*ri/ianity 9 ! h&s ( its lat] expon5ts made to ! in/9cts ( m54 ,! conception ( ! ,*ri/ian 9 ! ,gospel 0 t ( a simple1 uncomplicat$1 uncalculat+ be+1 :o 0 to be s absorb$ 9 c>+ = o!rs t ! s5se ( 8 own rights & desires & aims 0 to fall :olly into ! backgr\nd4 ,he is n repres5t$ z meant to h any intellectual1 political1 or arti/ic pursuits at all4 ,he is to accept 8 place 9 ! _w z he f9ds x2 he is to h no use = money or com=ts or accumulat$ res\rces4 ,he is n to s*eme = dignity or influ5ce1 nor ev5 mu* to reg>d e>?ly ties4 ,sorr[1 loss1 pa91 evil1 are simply to be z %ad[s ?r\gh :i* he passes1 & if !y h any mean+ at all = him1 !y are to be opportunities = te/+ ! /r5g? ( 8 emotions4 ,b ! :ole _s ( ! ,*ri/ian revelation is t no t]ms %\ld be made ) ! _w at all4 ,! _w mu/ treat ! ,*ri/ian z x w1 & !re are to be no reprisals2 nei!r is !re ! lea/ t\* ( opportunism ab\t x4 ,! ,*ri/ian is n to d ! be/ he c1 b ! be/2 he is frankly to aim at p]fection4 ,h[ !n is ?is fai? to be su/a9$8 ,x is to be n\ri%$ by a s5se ( direct & frank conv]se ) a ,god & ,fa!r4 ,! ,*ri/ian is nev] to h any d\bt t ! int5tion ( ! ,fa!r t[>ds him is absolutely1 k9d & good4 ,he attempts no explanation ( ! exi/5ce ( s9 & pa92 he simply endures !m2 & he looks =w>d ) s]5e c]ta9ty to ! cont9u$ exi/5ce ( ! s\l4 ,!re is no h9t giv5 ( ! conditions "u :i* ! s\l is to cont9ue its fur!r life1 ( its desires or occupations2 ! int5tion obvi\sly is t a ,*ri/ian %\ld live life freely & fully2 b love1 & int]e/ 9 human relations are to sup]s$e all o!r aims & desires4 ,x has be5 (t5 said t if ! _w 7 to accept ! tea*+ ( ! ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt lit]ally1 ! social fabric ( ! _w w\ld be dissolv$ 9 a mon?4 ,x is true2 b x is n g5]ally add$ t x w\ld be because !re w\ld be no ne$ ( ! social fabric4 ,! reason :y ! social fabric w\ld be dissolv$ is because !re w\ld d\btless be a m9ority :i* w\ld n accept ^! pr9ciples1 & w\ld seize ^u ! ?+s :i* ! _w agrees to consid] desirable4 ,! ,*ri/ian majority w\ld become ! slaves ( ! un*ri/ian m9ority1 & w\ld be at _! m]cy4 ,*ri/ianity1 9 s f> z x is a social sy/em at all1 is ! pure/ k9d ( socialism1 a socialism n ( compulsion b ( dis9t]e/$ness4 ,x is easy1 ( c\rse1 to sc(f at ! possibility ( s f> dis9tegrat+ ! va/ & complex organisation ( society1 z to arrange life on ! simpl] l9es2 b ! fact rema9s t ! v few p 9 ! _w's hi/ory1 l ,/4 ,francis ( ,assisi1 = in/ance1 :o h ev] d>$ to live lit]ally 9 ! ,*ri/ian mann]1 h _h an immeasurable effect ^u ! he>ts & imag9ations ( ! _w4 ,! tru? is n t life _c be s liv$1 b t humanity d>es n take ! plunge2 & t is :at ,*ri/ meant :5 ,he said t few w\ld f9d ! n>r[ way4 ,! really amaz+ ?+ is t su* imm5se numb]s ( p h accept$ ,*ri/ianity 9 ! _w1 & pr(ess !mselves ,*ri/ians )\t ! slighte/ d\bt ( _! s9c]ity1 :o nev] reg>d ! ,*ri/ian pr9ciples at all4 ,! *ief aim1 x w\ld seem1 ( ! ,*ur*1 has be5 n to pres]ve ! orig9al revelation1 b to accommodate x to human in/9cts & desires4 ,x seems to me to resemble ! v qua9t & simple old ,breton leg5d1 :i* relates h[ ! ,savi\r s5t ! ,apo/les out to sell /ale fi% z fre%2 & :5 !y return$ unsuccessful1 ,he 0 angry ) !m1 & said1 ,h[ %all ,i make y into fi%]s ( m51 if y _c ev5 p]suade simple p to buy /ale fi% = fre%8 ,t is a v tr5*ant little allegory ( ecclesia/ical me?ods6 ,& p]haps x is ev5 s t x has come to pass t ,*ri/ianity is 9 a s5se a failure1 or r an unfulfill$ hope1 because x has made t]ms ) ! _w1 has become pomp\s & respectable & mundane & influ5tial & combative1 & has delib]ately exalt$ civic duty above love4 ,x seems to me t x is ! bus9ess ( all s]i\s ,*ri/ians delib]ately to face ?is fact2 & equally x is n _! bus9ess to try to de/roy ! social organisation ( :at is miscall$ ,*ri/ianity4 ,t is z mu* a "p ( ! _w n[ z ! ,roman ,empire 0 a "p ( ! _w :5 ,*ri/ came2 b we mu/ n mi/ake x = ,*ri/ianity4 ,*ri/ianity is n a doctr9e1 or an organisation1 or a c]emonial1 or a society1 b an atmosph]e & a life4 ,! ess5ce ( x is to tra9 emotion1 to believe & to practise ! belief t all human be+s h 9 !m some?+ int]e/+1 lovable1 beautiful1 pa!tic2 & to make ! recognition ( t fact1 ! e/abli%m5t ( simple & k9d relations ) e s+le p]son ) :om "o is br\ght into contact1 ! "o engross+ aim ( life4 ,?us ! ess5ce ( ,*ri/ianity is 9 a s5se arti/ic1 because x dep5ds ^u freely recognis+ ! beauty bo? ( ! natural _w & ! human _s4 ,!re are en\gh h9ts ( ?is 9 ! ,gospel1 9 ! t5d] obs]vation ( ,*ri/1 ,8 love ( fl[]s1 birds1 *ildr51 ! fact t ,he not$ & reproduc$ 9 ,8 /ories ! beauty ( ! homely bus9ess ( life1 ! processes ( husb&ry 9 field & v9ey>d1 ! c>e ( ! %eepfold1 ! movem5t ( ! /reet1 ! games ( boys & girls1 ! little fe/ivals ( life1 ! w$d+ & ! p>ty2 all ^! ?+s appe> 9 ,8 talk1 & if m ( x 7 record$1 !re w\ld und\bt$ly be m ( su* ?+s4 ,x is true t z opposition & /rife ga!r$ ab\t ,him1 !re falls a d>k] & sadd] _s ^u ! page1 & ! anxieties & ambitions ( ,8 foll[]s reflect !mselves 9 ! record ( d5unciations & c5sures4 ,b we mu/ n be misl$ by ?is into ?9k+ t ! message is ?us obscur$4 ,:at !n we h to d1 if we w\ld foll[ ! pure ,gospel1 is to lead quiet lives1 refre% ! _s ( joy )9 u by fe$+ our eyes & m9ds ) ! beautiful s\nds & sights ( nature1 ! birds' song1 ! op5+ faces ( fl[]s1 ! spr+ woods1 ! w9t] sunset2 we mu/ ent] simply & freely into ! life ab\t u1 n seek+ to take a lead1 to impress our views1 to emphasise our own subjects2 we mu/ n get absorb$ 9 toil or bus9ess1 & /ill less 9 plans & intrigues2 we mu/ n prote/ aga9/ ^! ?+s1 b simply n c>e = !m2 we mu/ n be burd5some to o!rs 9 any way2 we mu/ n be %ock$ or (f5d$ or disgu/$1 b tol]ate1 =give1 welcome1 %>e4 ,we mu/ treat life 9 an eag]1 light-he>t$ way1 n ruefully or dre>ily or solemnly4 ,! old language 9 :i* ! ,gospel comes to u1 ! =mality ( ! antique phras+1 ! natural t5d5cy to make x dignifi$ & hi]atic1 disguise f u h[ utt]ly natural & simple x all is4 ,i d n ?9k t rev]5ce & tradition & awe h done u any m griev\s injury ?an ! fact t we h made ! ,savi\r into a figure ) :om frank communication1 eag]1 impulsive talk1 w\ld seem to be impossible4 ,"o ?9ks ( ,him1 f pictures & f books1 z grave1 ab/ract$1 *id+1 precise1 m\rnfully k9d1 solemnly consid]ate4 ,i believe x 9 my he>t to h be5 :olly o!rwise1 & ,i ?9k ( ,him z "o ) :om any simple & affectionate p]son1 man1 woman1 or *ild1 w\ld h be5 entirely & in/antly at ease4 ,l all ideali/ic & poetical natures1 he _h little use1 ,i ?9k1 = laught]2 ^? :o are deeply int]e/$ 9 life & its issues c>e m = ! beauty ?an ! hum\r ( life4 ,b "o sees a fla% ( hum\r "h & !re1 z 9 ! /ory ( ! unju/ judge1 & ( ! *ildr5 9 ! m>ket-place2 & t ,he 0 disconc]t+ or ca/ a %ad[ ^u natural talk & m]rim5t ,i d n = an in/ant believe4 ,& ?us ,i ?9k t ! ,*ri/ian has no "r to be a%am$ ( light-he>t$ness2 inde$ ,i believe t he ought to cultivate & fe$ x 9 e possible way4 ,he ought to be s unaffect$1 t he c *ange )\t ! lea/ incongruity f laught] to te>s1 sympa?is+ )1 ent]+ into1 develop+ ! moods ( ^? ab\t him4 ,! mom5t t ! ,*ri/ian feels himself to be out ( place & affront$ by sc5es ( common resort--! m>ket1 ! b>1 ! smok+-room--t mom5t 8 love ( humanity fails him4 ,he mu/ be *>m+1 attractive1 g5ial1 ev]y:]e2 = ! sev]ance ( goodness & *>m is a mo/ wret*$ matt]2 if he affects 8 company at all1 x mu/ be z innoc5t & beautiful girlhood affects a circle1 by its guilelessness1 its sweetness1 its appeal4 ,i h kn[n ,*ri/ians l ?is1 wise1 belov$1 simple1 g5tle p1 ^: pres5ce did n br+ con/ra9t b r a p]fect ease1 & 0 an evocation ( all t 0 be/ & f9e/ 9 ^? ne> !m4 ,i am n recomm5d+ a k9d ( silly mildness1 int]e/$ only 9 improv+ conv]sation1 b r a ze/1 a %rewdness1 a bonhomie1 n f9d+ natural int]e/s common & unclean1 b passionately devot$ to human nature--s impulsive1 frail1 unequal1 irritable1 pleasure-lov+1 b yet ) t g5]\s1 sweet1 :olesome fibre bel[1 t seems to be evok$ 9 crisis & trial f ! mo/ app>5tly wor?less human be+s4 ,! outca/s ( society1 ! s9ful1 ! ill-regulat$1 w\ld nev] h s congregat$ ab\t our ,savi\r if !y _h felt ,him to be %ock$ or indignant at s94 ,:at !y mu/ r h felt 0 t ,he und]/ood !m1 lov$ !m1 desir$ _! love1 & drew out all ! true & f9e & eag] & lovable "p ( !m1 because he knew x to be !re1 wi%$ x to em]ge4 ,he 0 su* a com=table p]son6 z a simple man once said to me ( "o ( ! be/ ( ,*ri/ians3 if y _h gone wrong1 he did n f9d fault1 b tri$ to see ! way out2 & if y 7 9 pa9 or tr\ble1 he said v little2 y only felt x 0 all "r :5 he 0 by4 ,,xxiv ,,progress ,we mu/ always hopefully & gladly rememb] t ! great movem5ts1 doctr9es1 ?\ghts1 :i* h affect$ ! life ( ! _w mo/ deeply1 are ^? :i* are mo/ truly bas$ ^u ! be/ & true/ ne$s ( humanity4 ,we ne$ nev] be afraid ( a new !ory or a new doctr9e1 because su* ?+s are nev] impos$ ^u an unwill+ _w1 b owe _! /r5g? to ! clos5ess ) :i* !y int]pret ! aims & wants ( human be+s4 ,/ill m hopeful is ! k :i* "o ga9s f look+ back at ! hi/ory ( ! _w1 t no selfi%1 cruel1 s5sual1 or wick$ int]pretation ( life has ev] e/abli%$ a vital hold ^u m54 ,! selfi% & ! cruel elem5ts ( humanity h nev] be5 able to b& !mselves toge!r aga9/ ! p[] ( good = v long1 = ! simple reason t ^? :o are selfi% & evil h a natural suspicion ( o!r selfi% & evil p2 & no comb9ation ( m5 c ev] be bas$ ^u any?+ b mutual tru/ & affection4 ,& ?us good has always a p[] ( comb9ation1 :ile evil is naturally solit>y & disjunctive4 ,take su* an attempt z t ( ,nietzs*e to e/abli% a new !ory ( life4 ,8 !ory ( ! sup]man is simply ?is1 t ! future ( ! _w 0 9 ! h&s ( /rong1 combative1 p[]ful1 pr$atory p4 ,^? are ! sup]m51 a natural ari/ocracy ( =ce & unscrupul\sness & vig\r4 ,b su* individuals c>ry ) !m ! se$ ( _! own failure1 because ev5 if ,nietzs*e's view t ! weak & brok5 elem5ts ( humanity 7 doom$ to p]i%1 & ought ev5 to be help$ to p]i%1 7 a true view1 ev5 if 8 sup]m5 at la/ surviv$1 !y mu/ ultimately be mat*$ "o aga9/ ano!r 9 "s mon/r\s & unfl9*+ combat4 ,nietzs*e held t ! ,*ri/ian doctr9e ( r5unciation 0 b a translat+ into t]ms ( a !ory ! discont5t1 ! disappo9tm5t1 ! failure ( ! weak & diseas$ elem5t ( humanity1 ! slavi% h]d4 ,he ?\ght t ,*ri/ianity 0 a glorification1 a consecration ( man's weakness & n ( 8 /r5g?4 ,b he misjudg$ x :olly4 ,x is bas$ 9 reality ^u ! noble elem5t 9 humanity1 ! p[] ( love & tru/ & unselfi%ness :i* rises sup]ior to ! ills ( life2 & ! =ce ( ,*ri/ianity lies 9 ! fact t x reveals to m5 ! greatness ( :i* !y are capable1 & ! fact t no squalor or wret*$ness ( circum/ances c b9d ! ?\ght ( man1 if x is set ^u :at is high & pure4 ,! man or woman :o sees ! beauty ( inn] purity _c ev] be v deeply ta9t$ by corruption ei!r ( body or ( s\l4 ,r5unciation is n a :olly passive ?+2 x is n a m]e suspicion ( all t is joyful1 a dull abnegation ( happ9ess4 ,x is n t self-sacrifice means a frame ( m9d too despond5t to enjoy1 s fe>ful ( e k9d ( pleasure t x has n ! he>t to take "p 9 x4 ,x is r a vigor\s discrim9ation betwe5 pleasure & joy1 an au/]ity :i* is n deceiv$ by selfi%1 obvi\s1 app>5t pleasure1 b sees :at sort ( pleasure is innoc5t1 natural1 social1 & :at sort ( pleasure is corrod+1 b>r51 & unreal4 ,9 ! ,*ri/ianity ( ! ,gospel !re is v little trace ( asceticism4 ,! delight 9 life is cle>ly indicat$1 & ! only sort ( self-d5ial t is taught is ! self-d5ial t ends 9 simplicity ( life1 & 9 ! joyful & c\rage\s %\ld]+ ( inevitable burd5s4 ,self-d5ial 0 n to be practis$ 9 a spiritless & timid way1 b r z a man accepts ! fatigues & dang]s ( an exp$ition1 9 a vigor\s & adv5tur\s mood4 ,"o does n ?9k ( ! m5 :o g on "s ,arctic exploration1 ) all ! re/rictions ( diet t !y h to practise1 all ! uncom=table rules ( life !y h to obey1 z r5\nc+ ! joys ( life2 !y d s naturally1 9 ord] t !y may foll[ a liveli] inspiration4 ,x is cle> f ! acc\nts ( primitive ,*ri/ians t !y impress$ _! hea!n neighb\rs n z timid1 anxi\s1 & despond5t p1 b z m5 & wom5 ) "s secret ov]fl[+ s5se ( joy & en]gy1 & ) a curi\s radiance & brightness ab\t !m :i* 0 n an affect$ pose1 b ! r$undant happ9ess ( ^? :o h "s glad k 9 he>t & m9d :i* !y _c repress4 ,let u suppose ! case ( a man gift$ by nature ) a great vitality1 ) a ke5 p]ception ( all t is beautiful 9 life1 all t is humor\s1 all t is delightful4 ,imag9e him extremely s5sitive to nature1 art1 human *>m1 human pleasure1 do+ ev]y?+ ) ze/1 int]e/1 amusem5t1 excitem5t4 ,imag9e him1 too1 deeply s5sitive to affection1 lov+ to be lov$1 grateful1 k9dly1 fond ( *ildr5 & animals1 a f]v5t lov]1 a romantic fri5d1 alive to all f9e human qualities4 ,suppose1 too1 t he is ambiti\s1 desir\s ( fame1 lik+ to play an active "p 9 life1 fond ( "w1 wi%+ to sway op9ion1 eag] t o!rs %\ld c>e = ! ?+s = :i* he c>es4 ,well1 he mu/ make a c]ta9 *oice1 no d\bt2 he _c gratify all ^! ?+s2 8 ambition may get 9 ! way ( 8 pleasure1 8 affections may int]rupt 8 ambitions4 ,:at is 8 r5unciation to be8 ,x obvi\sly w n be an abnegation ( ev]y?+4 ,he w n feel himself b\nd to cru% all enjoym5t1 to refuse to love & be lov$1 to ent] tamely & passively into life4 ,he w inevitably *oose :at is de>e/ to 8 he>t1 :atev] t may be1 & he w no d\bt in/9ctively elim9ate f 8 life ! joys :i* are mo/ cl\d$ by dissatisfaction4 ,if he sets affection aside = ! sake ( ambition1 & !n f9ds t ! ?\ght ( ! love he has slight$ or disreg>d$ w\nds & pa9s him1 he w retrace 8 /eps2 if he sees t 8 ambitions leave him no "t = 8 enjoym5t ( art or nature1 & f9ds 8 success embitt]$ by ! loss ( ^? o!r enjoym5ts1 he w curb 8 ambition2 b 9 all ?is he w n act anxi\sly & wret*$ly4 ,he w be r l a man :o has two simultane\s pleasures (f]$ him1 "o ( :i* mu/ exclude ! o!r4 ,he w n spoil bo?1 b take :at he desires mo/1 & ?9k no m ( :at he rejects4 ,! m t su* a man loves life1 ! less is he likely to be deceiv$ by ! %[s ( life2 ! m wisely w he judge :at "p ( x is wor? keep+1 & ! less w he be tempt$ by any?+ :i* di/racts him f life itself4 ,x is fulness ( life1 aft] all1 t he is aim+ at1 & n vacuity2 & ?us r5unciation becomes n a feeble )drawal f life1 b a vigor\s affirmation ( ! wor? ( x4 ,b ( c\rse we _c all expect to deal ) life on ?is high-h&$ scale4 ,! "q is :at mo/ ( u1 :o feel ourselves sadly limit$1 incomplete1 fracti\s1 discont5t$1 fitful1 unequal to ! claims ^u u1 %\ld d4 ,if we h no s5se ( eag] adv5ture1 b are afraid ( life1 ov]%ad[$ by d\bts & anxieties1 ) no great spr+ ( pleasure1 no passionate emotions1 no v def9ite ambitions1 :at are we !n to d8 ,or p]haps our case is ev5 worse ?an t2 we are meanly desir\s ( com=t1 ( untr\bl$ ease1 we h a secret love ( l[ pleasures1 a desire to ga9 r ?an to des]ve admiration & respect1 a temptation to =tify ourselves aga9/ life by accumulat+ all sorts ( res\rces1 ) no p>ticul> wi% to %>e any?+1 b aim+ to be left alone 9 a circle :i* we c b5d to our w & make useful to u2 t is ! h>d case ( _m m5 & wom52 & ev5 if by glimpses we see t !re is a f9] & a fre] life outside1 we may n be consci\s ( any real desire to issue f our /uffy p>l\r4 ,9 ei!r case our duty & our "o hope is cle>2 t we h got someh[1 at all co/s & haz>ds1 to f9d our way into ! light ( day4 ,x is su* z ^!1 ! anxi\s & ! fe>ful on ! "o h&1 ! gross & s5sual on ! o!r1 :o ne$ mo/ ( all a ,joy\s ,g>d ( _! own4 ,because we are com+ to ! light1 z ,walt ,:itman s spl5didly says3--,! ,"l advances & yet advances 444 always ! %ad[ 9 front1 always ! rea*'d h& br++ up ! lagg>ds4 ,our bus9ess1 if we "k t we are lagg>ds1 if we only dimly suspect x1 is n to fe> ! %ad[1 b to seize ! out/ret*$ h&s4 ,we mu/ grasp ! smalle/ clue t leads out ( ! d>k1 ! resolute fight ) "s slov5ly & ugly habit1 ! tell+ ( our mean tr\bles to "s "o ^: en]gy we admire & ^: disapproval we dread2 we mu/ try ! exp]im5t1 make ! plunge2 all at once we realise t ! f\ndations are laid1 t ! wall is beg9n+ to rise above ! rubbi% & ! dbris2 we mu/ build a home = ! new-f\nd joy1 ev5 if z yet x only s+s dr[sily & fa9tly )9 our he>ts1 l ! awak+ bird 9 ! dewy ?icket1 :5 ! f+]s ( ! dawn beg9 to raise ! curta9 ( ! night4 ,,xxv ,,! ,,s5se ,,( ,,beauty ,!re is "o difficulty :i* /&s at ! ?re%old ( deal+ ) ! s5se ( beauty s z to give x due importance & prepond]ance1 & t is t x seems ) _m p to be s frail a ?+1 & to visit ! m9d only z ! la/ grace ( a mood ( p]fect s]5ity & well-be+4 ,_m p1 & ^? n ! lea/ ?\ghtful & intellig5t1 f9d by exp]i5ce t x is almo/ ! fir/ ?+ to disappe> 9 mom5ts ( /ress & pressure4 ,physical pa91 grief1 pre-occupation1 bus9ess1 anxiety1 all seem to h ! p[] ( qu5*+ x in/antane\sly1 until "o is apt to feel t x is a ?+ ( inf9ite delicacy & t5d]ness1 & c only co-exi/ ) a tranquillity :i* x is h>d 9 life to secure4 ,! result ( ?is no d\bt is t _m active-m9d$ & =cible p are ready to ?9k little ( x1 & j reg>d x z a mood t may accompany a well-e>n$ holiday1 & ev5 s to be sp>+ly indulg$4 ,x is also und\bt$ly true t 9 _m robu/ & en]getic p ! s5se ( :at is beautiful is s f> atrophi$ t x c only be ar\s$ by sc5es & places ( almo/ melodramatic picturesqu5ess1 by anci5t build+s clu/]$ on craggy em95ces1 great valleys ) ! froz5 horns ( m\nta9s1 w9d-ravag$ & sn[-/reak$1 pe]+ ov] =e/ edges1 ! ?und] & spl5d\r ( great sea-break]s plung+ l&w>d "u rugg$ headl&s & cliff-fronts4 ,b all ?is pursuit ( s5sational beauty is to mi/ake its quality2 ! mom5t x is ?us pursu$ x ceases to be ! milk & honey ( life1 & x becomes a k9d ( /imulant :i* excites r ?an tranquillises4 ,i d n mean t "o %\ld ( set purpose avoid ! sight ( wond]ful prospects & treasure-h\ses ( art1 or act z ! poet ,gray did :5 he 0 travell+ ) ,horace ,walpole 9 ! ,alps1 :5 !y drew up ! bl9ds ( _! c>riage to exclude ! sight ( su* prodigi\s & unmann+ horrors6 ,/ill ,i ?9k t if "o is on ! "r track1 & if beauty has its due place & value 9 life1 !re w be less & less impulse to g f> afield = x1 9 se>* ( some?+ to ?rill ! dull p]ception & quick5 x into life4 ,i believe t p ought to be cont5t to live mo/ ( _! lives 9 ! same place1 & to gr[ to love famili> sc5es4 ,famili>ity ) a sc5e ought n to result 9 ! oblit]ation ( all consci\sness ( x3 "o ought r to f9d 9 use & affection an increas$ p[] ( subtle int]pretation1 a clos] & f9] und]/&+ ( ! qualities :i* und]lie ! v simple/ ( ,engli% l&scapes4 ,i live1 myself1 = mo/ ( ! ye> 9 a c\ntryside t is (t5 spok5 ( by its inhabitants z dull1 tame1 & featureless2 yet ,i _c say ) :at daily r5ewal ( delight ,i w&] 9 ! pa/oral ,cambridge l&scape1 ) its long l[ l9es ( wold1 its :itewall$1 /raw-?at*$ villages emb[]$ 9 or*>ds & elms1 its sl[ will[-b\nd /reams1 its level f5l&1 ) ! f>-se5 cl\d-banks loom+ ov]head3 or aga9 9 ! high-ridg$1 well-wood$ l& ( ,sussex1 :]e ,i (t5 live1 ! pure l9es ( ! di/ant d[ns se5 ov] ! ri*ly col\r$ int]v5+ weald gr[ daily m de> & intimate1 & appeal m & m closely to ! deepe/ secrets ( sweetness & delight4 ,= z we tra9 ourselves to ! p]ception ( beauty1 we become m & m alive to a f9e simplicity ( effect2 we f9d ! lavi% accumulation ( ri* & magnific5t glories bewild]+ & di/ract+4 ,& ?is is ! same ) o!r arts2 we no long] crave to be dazzl$ & flood$ by passionate & excit+ s5sation1 we c>e less & less = /udi$ mosaics ( ^w & ?\ght1 & m & m = cle>ness & =m & economy & au/]ity4 ,re/less exub]ance becomes unwelcome1 complexity & intricacy we>y u2 we beg9 to p]ceive ! beauty ( :at ,fitzg]ald call$ ! 'great /ill books4' ,we d n desire a kaleidoscopic pageant ( bl5d+ & collid+ emotions1 b crave = some?+ di/9ctly se51 entirely grasp$1 p]fectly develop$4 ,because we are no long] 9 se>* ( some?+ /imulat+ & excit+1 some?+ to make u glide & d>t among ! surge & spray ( life1 b :at we crave = is r a calm & reposeful absorption 9 a ?\ght :i* c yield u all its beauty1 & assure u ( ! exi/5ce ( a pr9ciple 9 :i* we c re/ & abide4 ,z life goes on1 we ought n to f9d relief f t$ium only 9 a swift int]*ange & multiplication ( s5sations2 we ought r to atta9 a simple & su/a9$ joyfulness :i* c f9d nurture 9 homely & famili> ?+s4 ,if aga9 ! s5se ( beauty is s frail a ?+ t x is at ! m]cy ( all intrud+ & j>r+ elem5ts1 x is also "o ( ! mo/ pati5t & p]si/5t ( quiet =ces4 ,l ! d>t+ fly :i* we sc>e f u1 x returns aga9 & aga9 to settle on ! spot :i* x has *os54 ,!re are1 x is true1 tr\bl$ & anxi\s h\rs :5 ! beauty r\nd u seems a cruel & intrusive ?+1 mock+ u ) a peace :i* we _c realise1 & tortur+ u ) ! rem9d] ( ! joy we h lo/4 ,!re are days :5 ! only way to =get our mis]y is to absorb ourselves 9 "s practical en]gy2 b t is because we h n le>n$ to love beauty 9 ! "r way4 ,if we h only ?\ght ( x z a pleasant +r$i5t 9 our cup ( joy1 z a ?+ :i* we c j use z we c use w9e1 to give u an add$ flu% ( unreasonable cont5t1 !n x w fail u :5 we ne$ x mo/4 ,:5 a man is "u ! %ad[ ( a b]eavem5t1 he c te/ = himself h[ he has us$ love4 ,if he f9ds t ! lov+ looks & words & c>esses ( ^? t are left to him are a m]e torture to him1 !n he has us$ love wrongly1 j z a selfi% & agreeable delight2 b if he f9ds /r5g? & com=t 9 ! ye>n+ sympa?y ( fri5d & belov$1 reassurance 9 ! /r5g? ( ! love t is left him1 & confid5ce 9 ! inde/ructibility ( affection1 !n he has us$ love wisely & purely1 lov+ x = itself1 = its beauty & hol9ess1 & n only = ! w>m? & com=t x has br\ght him4 ,s1 if we h lov$ beauty well1 h se5 9 x a promise ( ultimate joy1 a sign ( a delib]ate int5tion1 a message f a p[] t does n s5d sorr[ & anxiety wantonly1 cruelly & indiff]5tly1 an assurance ( some?+ t waits to welcome & bless u1 !n beauty is n a m]e tortur+ m5ace1 a he>tless & unk9d p>ad+ ( joy :i* we _c feel1 b a fai?ful pl$ge ( some?+ secure & ev]la/+1 :i* w return to u aga9 & aga9 9 ev] full] measure1 ev5 if ! fl[ ( x be sometimes susp5d$4 ,we ought !n to tra9 & practise our s5se ( beauty1 n selfi%ly & luxuri\sly1 b s t :5 ! d>k h\r comes x may help u to realise t all is n lo/1 may alleviate our pa9 by giv+ u ! k t ! d>kness is ! int]ruption1 b t ! joy is p]man5t & deep & c]ta94 ,?us beauty1 in/ead ( be+ = u b z ! melody swiftly play$ :5 our he>ts are high1 a m]e mom5t>y ray1 a happy accid5t t befalls u1 may become to u a deep & vital spr+ ( love & hope1 ( :i* we may say t x is !re wait+ = u1 l ! home t awaits ! travell] ov] ! we>y upl& at ! foot ( ! f>-loom+ hill4 ,x may come to u z a p]petual sign t we are n =gott51 & t ! joy ( :i* x makes m5tion survives all int]ludes ( /rife & uneas9ess4 ,x is easy to slight & ov]look x1 b if we d t1 we are delud$ by ! pass+ /orm into believ+ t confusion & n peace is ! end4 ,z ,george ,m]$i? nobly wrote1 dur+ ! tragic & fatal illness ( 8 wife1 ,"h ,i am 9 ! v pits ( tragic life4444 ,happily = me1 ,i h le>nt to live mu* 9 ! _s1 & see brightness on ! o!r side ( life1 o!rwise ?is runn+ ( my poor doe ) ! inextricable arr[ 9 h] flanks w\ld pull me d[n too4 ,! _s1 ! brightness ( ! o!r side1 t is ! secret :i* beauty c communicate1 & ! message :i* %e be>s ^u h] radiant w+s4 ,,xxvi ,,! ,,pr9ciple ,,( ,,beauty ,i h lov$1 said ,keats1 ! pr9ciple ( beauty 9 all ?+s4 ,x is t to :i* all ,i h said has be5 lead+1 z _m roads unite 9 "o4 ,we mu/ try to use discrim9ation1 n to be s optimi/ic t we see beauty if x is n !re1 n to ov]:elm e fl+ t e craftsman has at beauty ) gu% & panegyric2 n to praise beauty 9 all companies1 or to g (f l a ripe broom-pod1 at a t\*4 ,:5 ,walt] ,pat] 0 confront$ ) some?+ :i* c\rtesy dem&$ t he %\ld seem to admire1 he us$ to say 9 t s(t voice ( 81 :i* l+]$ ov] emphatic syllables1 ,v co/ly1 no d\bt6 ,b we mu/ be g5]\s to all beautiful int5tion1 & quick to see any fa9te/ beckon+ ( ! div9e quality2 & inde$ ,i w\ld n h mo/ p aim at too critical an attitude1 = ,i believe x is m important to enjoy ?an to appraise2 /ill we mu/ keep ! pr9ciple 9 sight1 & n deg5]ate into m]e collectors ( beautiful impressions4 ,if we simply try to wall[ 9 beauty1 we are us+ x s5sually2 :ile if on ! o!r h& we aim at correctness ( ta/e1 :i* is b ! faculty ( s9c]e concurr5ce ) ! arti/ic /&>ds ( ! day1 we come to a /]ile connoisseur%ip :i* has no liv+ inspiration ab\t x4 ,x is ! temp]ate use ( beauty :i* we mu/ aim at1 & a c]ta9 c&\r ( obs]vation1 look+ at all ?+s1 nei!r t we may condemn if we c1 nor t we may luxuri\sly ab&on ourselves to s5sation1 b t we may draw f contemplation some?+ ( ! inn] light ( life4 ,i h n "h said mu* ab\t ! arts--music1 sculpture1 pa9t+1 ar*itecture--because ,i d n want to recomm5d any specialisation 9 beauty4 ,i "k1 inde$1 sev]al high-m9d$ p1 dilig5t1 unorig9al1 fai?ful1 :o h begun by recognis+ 9 a philosophical way ! wor? & =ce ( beauty1 b :o1 hav+ no direct in/9ct = x1 h bemus$ !mselves by conv5tional & consci5ti\s /udy1 into ! belief t !y are on ! track ( beauty 9 art1 :5 !y h no real appreciation ( x at all1 no appetite = x1 b are only b5t on p]fect+ temp]am5t1 & ^: unconsci\s motive has be5 b a fe> ( n be+ 9 sympa?y ) m5 ^: ard\r !y admire1 b ^: love ( beauty !y d n really %>e4 ,su* p t5d to gravitate to e>ly ,italian pa9t+1 because ( its hi/orical associations1 & because x c be categorically /udi$4 ,!y become :at is call$ 'puri/s1' :i* means little m ?an a le>n$ submissiv5ess4 ,9 lit]ature !y are f\nd to admire ,c>lyle1 ,rusk91 & ,br[n+1 n because ( _! me?od ( treat+ ?\ght1 b because ( ! e?ical maxims imb$d$--z ?\gh "o 7 to love a cons]ve ( plums = ! sake ( ! /ones6 ,"o %\ld love great writ]s & great arti/s n because ( _! great ?\ghts--!re are pl5ty ( inf]ior writ]s :o traffic 9 great ?\ghts--b because great arti/s & writ]s are ! p :o c irradiate ) a heav5ly sort ( light common ?\ghts & motives1 s z to %[ ! beauty :i* und]lies !m & ! spl5d\r t breaks f !m4 ,x is possible to treat f9e ?\ghts 9 a heavy way s z to deprive !m ( all _! r>ity & inspiration4 ,! ,gospel conta9s "s ( ! mo/ beautiful ?\ghts 9 ! _w1 beautiful because !y are common ?\ghts :i* e "o recognises to be true1 yet set 9 a c]ta9 light1 j z ! sunset ) its level1 gold51 remote gl[ has ! p[] ( transfigur+ a famili> sc5e ) a glory ( my/]y & desire4 ,b "o has b to turn ov] a volume ( dull s]mons1 or ! pages ( a dre>y comm5t>y1 to f9d ! ?\ghts ( ! ,gospel trans=m$ into some?+ t seems commonplace & un9spir+4 ,! beauty ( ord9>y ?+s dep5ds ^u ! angle at :i* y see !m & ! light :i* falls ^u !m2 & ! "w ( ! great arti/ & ! great writ] is to %[ ?+s at ! "r angle1 & to %ut (f ! confus+ muddl$ cross-lights :i* conceal ! quality ( ! ?+ se54 ,! recognition ( ! pr9ciple ( beauty lies 9 ! assurance t _m ?+s h beauty1 if rightly view$1 & 9 ! det]m9ation to see ?+s 9 ! true light4 ,?us ! s\l t desires to see beauty mu/ beg9 by believ+ x to be !re1 mu/ expect to see x1 mu/ wat* = x1 mu/ n be disc\rag$ by ^? :o d n see x1 & lea/ ( all give he$ to ^? :o w\ld =bid "o to disc]n x except 9 def9ite & approv$ =ms4 ,! wor/ ( /hetic prophets is t1 l ! ,scribes1 !y make a f5ce ab\t ! law1 & try to conv]t ! se>* = pr9ciple into ! accumulation ( detail$ t5ets4 ,let u !n nev] attempt to limit beauty to def9ite arti/ic l9es2 t is ! mi/ake ( ! sup]/iti\s =mali/ :o limits div9e influ5ces to c]ta9 sanctu>ies & fix$ c]emonials4 ,! use ( ! sanctu>y & ! c]emonial is only to conc5trate at "o fi]y po9t ! wide curr5t ( impulsive ard\r4 ,! true lov] ( beauty w await x ev]y:]e1 w see x 9 ! t[n1 ) its ris+ ro(s & its blea*$ & black5$ /eeples1 9 ! seaport ) its qua9t cr[d$ %ipp+1 9 ! clu/]$ hamlet ) its or*>d-closes & high-ro($ b>ns1 9 ! remote c\ntry ) its wide fields & its conv]g+ l9es1 9 ! beat+ ( ! sea on %+le-bank & promontory2 & !n if he sees x !re1 he w see x conc5trat$ & emphasis$ 9 pictures ( ^! ?+s1 ! beauty ( :i* lies s (t5 9 ! s5se ( ! lov+ appreh5sion ( ! my/]y ( lights & hues2 & !n he w trace ! same subtle _s 9 ! =ms & ge/ures & expressions ( ^? among :om he lives1 & w g deep] yet & trace ! same _s 9 conduct & behavi\r1 9 ! free & gallant h&l+ ( life1 9 ! suppression ( mean p]sonal desires1 9 do+ dull & disagreeable ?+s ) a f9e end 9 view1 9 ! noble affection ( ! simple/ p2 until he becomes aw>e t x is a quality :i* runs ?r\gh ev]y?+ he sees or he>s or feels1 & t ! et]nal diff]5ce is :e!r "o views ?+s dully & /upidly1 reg>d+ ! mom5t hungrily & gre$ily1 z a dog reg>ds a plateful ( food1 or :e!r "o looks at x all z a process :i* has "s f9e & di/ant end 9 view1 & sees t all exp]i5ce1 :e!r x be ( ?+s tangible & visible1 or ( ?+s intellectual & spiritual1 is only preci\s because x c>ries "o =w>d1 =ms1 m\lds1 & *anges "o ) a hope ( "s high & pure resurrection out ( ?+s base & hurri$ into ?+s noble & s]5e4 ,! ne$1 ! absolute ne$ = all & ea* ( u1 is to f9d some?+ /rong & great to re/ & repose ^u4 ,o!rwise "o simply falls back on ! fact t "o exi/s & on ! :ole enjoys exi/+1 :ile "o %uns ! pa9 & d>kness ( ceas+ to exi/4 ,z life goes on1 !re comes su* an impulse to say1 ,life is attractive & might be pleasant1 b !re is always some?+ %ad[+ x1 spoil+ x1 gnaw+ at x1 a worm 9 ! bud1 ( :i* "o _c be rid4 ,& s "o s9ks into a despair+ apa?y4 ,:at !n is "o born =8 ,j to live & =get1 to be hurt & heal$1 to be /rong & gr[ weak8 ,t z ! _s falls into fa9tness1 ! body %\ld curdle into worse ?an du/8 ,to give ea* a memory ( ?+s %>p & sweet1 t no "o else rememb]s1 & !n to de/roy t8 ,no1 t is n ! end6 ,! end is r to live fully & ard5tly1 to recognise ! inde/ructibility ( ! _s1 to /rip (f f x all t w\nds & disables x1 n by dre>ily toil+ aga9/ haunt+ faults1 b by ris+ z (t5 z we c into s]5e ard\r & deep hopefulness4 ,t is ! pr9ciple ( beauty1 to feel t !re is some?+ trans=m+ & ennobl+ u1 :i* we c lay hold ( if we wi%1 & t e "t we see ! great _s at "w & clasp x close to our feeble w1 we so> a /ep high] & see all ?+s ) a wid] & a cle>] vision4 ,,xxvii ,,life ,b 9 all ?is1 & inde$ beyond all ?is1 we mu/ n d>e to =get "o ?+2 t x is life ) :i* we are confront$1 & t our bus9ess is to live x1 & to live x 9 our own way2 & "h we may ?ankfully rejoice t !re is less & less t5d5cy 9 ! _w = p to dictate modes ( life to u2 ! tyrant & ! despot are n only out ( date--!y are out ( fa%ion1 :i* is a f> m disabl+ ?+6 ,!re is ( c\rse a type ( p]son 9 ! _w :o loves to call himself robu/ & ev5 virile--heav5 help u to break d[n t be/ial ideal ( manhood6--:o is ( ! /uff t all bullies h be5 made s9ce ! _w began1 a comp\nd ( c\rage1 /upidity1 & complac5cy2 to :om ! ^w 'liv+' has no mean+1 unless x implies ! di/urb+ & disquiet+ ( o!r p4 ,we are gradually putt+ him 9 8 "r place1 & ! k9dli] future w h little ne$ ( him2 because a s5se is gradually %ap+ itself 9 ! _w t life is be/ liv$ on peaceful & ord]ly l9es4 ,b if ! robu/ viveur is on ! wrong tack1 s long z he grabs & uses1 & nei!r gives nor is us$1 s too ! m peaceable & poetical nature makes a v simil> mi/ake1 if 8 :ole he>t is b5t ^u receiv+ & enjoy+2 = he too is fil*+ & convey+ away pleasure out ( life1 ?\gh he may d x m timidly & unobtrusively4 ,su* a man or woman is apt to make too mu* out ( ! occasions & excitem5ts ( life1 to ov]-value ! /hetic k9d ( success1 :i* is ! delicate impress+ ( o!r p1 claim+ _! admiration & applause1 & be+ ill-cont5t if "o is n notic$ & prais$4 ,su* an "o is apt to ov]look ! common /uff & use ( life--! toil1 ! endurance1 ! discipl9e ( x2 to flutt] abroad only on sun%9y days1 & to sit sull5ly ) fold$ w+ :5 ! sky breaks into ra9 & *illy w9ds are bl[+4 ,! man :o lives ?us1 is 9 dang] ( ov]-valu+ ! raptures & ?rills ( life1 ( be+ fitful & moody & fretful2 :at he has to d is to spread s]5ity ov] 8 days1 & above all to be ready to comb9e1 to m9i/]1 to sympa?ise1 to s]ve4 ,joy\s ,g>d is a v p]il\s place1 if we gr[ too indol5t to leave x2 ! ess5ce ( x is refre%m5t & n cont9uance4 ,!re are two conditions atta*$ to ! use ( x2 "o is t we %\ld h our own :olesome "w 9 ! _w1 & ! second t we %\ld n gr[ too :olly absorb$ 9 lab\r4 ,no great moral lead]s & inspir]s ( m5 h ev] laid /ress on excessive lab\r4 ,!y h accept$ "w z "o ( ! normal conditions ( life1 b _! :ole ef=t has be5 to tea* m5 to look away f "w1 to f9d leisure to be happy & good4 ,!re is no ess5tial m]it 9 "w1 ap>t f its necessity4 ,( c\rse m5 may f9d !mselves 9 positions :]e x seems h>d to avoid a fi]ce absorption 9 "w4 ,x is said by legislators t ! ,h\se ( ,commons1 = in/ance1 is a place :]e "o c nei!r "w nor re/6 ,& ,i h he>d busy m5 9 high adm9i/rative (fice1 deplore rhetorically ! fact t !y h no "t to read or ?9k4 ,x is almo/ z un:olesome nev] to read or ?9k z x is to be always read+ & ?9k+1 because ! light & ! inspiration fade out ( life1 & leave "o a gaunt & wolfi% lobbyi/1 :o goes ab\t seek+ :om he may indoctr9ate4 ,b ,i h little d\bt t :5 ! _w is organis$ on simpl] l9es1 we %all look back to ?is era1 z an era :5 m5's heads 7 turn$ by "w1 & :5 m unnecess>y ?+s 7 made & done & said ?an has ev] be5 ! case s9ce ! _w began4 ,! ess5ce ( happy liv+ is nev] to f9d life dull1 nev] to feel ! ugly we>9ess :i* comes ( ov]/ra92 to be fre%1 *e]ful1 leisurely1 sociable1 unhurri$1 well-balanc$4 ,x seems to me t x is impossible to be ^! ?+s unless we h "t to consid] life a little1 to delib]ate1 to select1 to ab/a94 ,we mu/ n help ourselves ei!r to "w or to joy z if we 7 help+ ourselves to potatoes6 ,if life ought n to be p]petual drudg]y1 nei!r c x be a p]petual fea/4 ,:at ,i believe we ought to aim at is to put int]e/ & ze/ into ! simple/ acts1 words1 & relations ( life1 to disc]n ! quality ( "w & p alike4 ,we mu/ n turn our :ole m9ds & he>ts to lit]ature or art or "w1 or ev5 to religion2 b we mu/ g deep]1 & look close at life itself1 :i* ^! int]pret & out ( :i* !y fl[4 ,= inde$ life is nobl] & ri*] ?an any "o int]pretation ( x4 ,let u take = a mom5t "o ( ! great int]pret]s ( life1 ,rob]t ,br[n+1 :o 0 s int5sely int]e/$ above all ?+s 9 p]sonality4 ,! *>m ( 8 writ+ is t he contrives1 by "s f9e in/9ct1 to get beh9d & )9 ! p ( :om he writes1 sees ) _! eyes1 he>s ) _! e>s1 ?\gh he speaks ) 8 own lips4 ,b "o mu/ obs]ve t ! judgm5t ( none ( 8 *>act]s is a f9al judgm5t2 ! arti/1 ! lov]1 ! cynic1 ! *>latan1 ! sage1 ! prie/--!y none ( !m provide a solution to life2 !y set out on _! que/1 !y make _! guesses1 !y reveal _! aims1 b !y nev] p5etrate ! inn] secret4 ,x is all inf]5ce & hope2 ,br[n+ himself seems to believe 9 life1 n because ( ! reasons :i* 8 *>act]s give = believ+ 9 x1 b 9 spite ( all _! reasons4 ,l little boats1 ! reasons seem to /r&1 "o by "o1 "s soon]1 "s lat]1 on ! s&s b5ea? ! %all[ sea2 & !n ! great s]5e l>ge fai? ( ! poet comes flood+ 91 & be>s !m on _! way4 ,x is some:at ?us t we mu/ deal ) life2 x is no good mak+ up a philosophy :i* j keeps u gay :5 all is s]5e & prosp]\s4 ,unpleasant1 t$i\s1 vex+1 humiliat+1 pa9ful1 %att]+ ?+s befall u all by ! way4 ,t is ! te/ ( our belief 9 life1 if no?+ daunts u1 if no?+ really m>s our s]5ity ( mood4 ,& s :at ?is little book ( m9e tries to recomm5d is t we %\ld be/ir ourselves to design1 plan1 use1 practise life2 n drift helplessly on its curr5t1 %\t+ = joy :5 all is bright1 helplessly bemoan+ ourselves :5 all is d>k2 & t we %\ld d ?is by gu>d+ ourselves f impulse & :im1 by fe$+ our m9ds & he>ts on all ! great words1 high examples1 pati5t endurances1 spl5did acts1 ( ^? :om we recognise to h be5 ! f9] sort ( m54 ,"o ( ! greate/ bless+s ( our "t is t we c d t s easily4 ,9 ! dulle/1 mo/ monoton\s life we c /ay ourselves ^u ?is heav5ly manna1 if we h ! m9d4 ,we ne$ n feel alone or misund]/ood or unappreciat$1 ev5 if we are surr\nd$ by h>%1 fooli%1 dry1 discont5t$1 m\rnful p]sons4 ,! _w is full] n[ ?an x ev] 0 ( brave & k9dly p :o w help u if we ask = help4 ,( c\rse if we *oose to p]i% )\t a /ruggle1 we c d t4 ,& my la/ ^w ( advice to p into ^: h&s ?is book may fall1 :o are suff]+ f a s5se ( dim failure1 timid bewild]m5t1 ) a vague desire 9 ! backgr\nd to make some?+ f9] & /rong] out ( life1 is to turn to "s "o :om !y c tru/--n int5d+ to dep5d con/antly & helplessly ^u !m--& to get set 9 ! "r road4 ,( c\rse1 z ,i h said1 c>e & sorr[1 heav9ess & sadness--ev5 disillusionm5t--mu/ come2 b ! reason ( t is because we mu/ n settle too close to ! sweet & k9dly e>?1 b be ready to unfurl our w+s = ! passage ov] sea2 & to :at new c\ntry ( ,god1 :at unkn[n troops & societies ( human spirits1 :at graci\s reality ( dwell+-place1 ( :i* our belov$ fields & woods & /reams are no?+ b ! g5tle & sweet symbols1 our flight may be> u1 ,i _c tell2 b t we are all 9 ! m9d ( ,god1 & t we _c w&] beyond ! rea* ( ,8 h& or ! love ( ,8 he>t1 ( ?is ,i am m sure ?an ,i am ( any?+ else 9 ?is _w :]e famili>ity & my/]y are s /rangely entw9$4