,,preface ,,to ,,! ,,fir/ ,,edition ,,( ,,! ,,f\r? ,,"p ,twelve ye>s h elaps$ s9ce ! p]iod at :i* ! ?ird "p ( ! ,n>rative ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) me closes4 ,x has n be5 = want ( matt]1 t ?is f\r? "p has n appe>$ soon]2 b ! increas$ & ev] increas+ v>iety ( o!r occupations has kept me hi!rto f arrang+ ! mat]ials = ! press4 ,( late1 h[ev]1 ,i h judg$1 = ! foll[+ reasons1 t ,i ought p>ticul>ly to give myself to ?is s]vice4 #a1 ,x has pleas$ ! ,"l s abundantly to bless ! =m] p>ts ( my ,n>rative to ! com=t1 enc\ragem5t1 /r5g!n+1 & in/ruction ( ^? :o are "y & weak 9 ! fai?1 & to ^? unacqua9t$ ) ! simplicity ( ! tru?1 t ,i consid] myself to be ! s]vant ( su*2 & ,i feel t responsibility is laid ^u me1 to d :at fur!r ,i c1 9 ?is way1 to s]ve !m4 ,& ?is1 ,i confess1 ,i d joyfully2 = my _s has (t times be5 n a little refre%$ dur+ ! eighte5 ye>s :i* h elaps$1 s9ce ,i publi%$ ! fir/ "p ( my ,n>rative1 by ! _m hundr$s ( lett]s ,i h receiv$1 giv+ an acc\nt ( ! bless+1 :i* ! writ]s ( !m h d]iv$ f ! p]usal ( x2 & ,i h ?us be5 aga9 & aga9 enc\rag$ to g on ) ! "w4 #b1 ,i ?9k x important1 t ! read] ( ! fir/ ?ree p>ts ( my ,n>rative %\ld h a "r impression ( ! "w 9 :i* ,i am engag$4 ,he may n be acqua9t$ ) ! ,reports ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 :i* h be5 publi%$ s9ce #ahdd1 & !re=e he may "k no m ( ! "w 9 :i* ,i am especially engag$1 ?an ! fir/ ?ree p>ts ( my ,n>rative give him4 ,9 t case he w\ld n "k h[ ! "w has be5 gr[+ s9ce t p]iod2 he w\ld n be aw>e1 t x is n[ ?ree or f\r times z l>ge z x 0 9 #ahdd1 & is /ill m & m increas+4 ,he w\ld n "k 9 t case1 t ! pr9ciples ( ,holy ,scripture on :i* ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s 0 c>ri$ on1 :5 comp>atively small1 & :i* !n 7 f\nd to be suffici5t1 ev5 9 ^! la/ days1 are ! same on :i* x is c>ri$ on n[1 ?\gh ! "w is n[ s l>ge4 ,?is po9t has especially weigh$ ) me1 9 desir+ ! publication ( ! cont9uation ( ! acc\nt ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) me 9 ! =m ( ! fir/ ?ree p>ts1 9 ord] t ! ,liv+ ,god may be glorifi$ ?r\gh ?is acc\nt4 ,i judg$1 moreov]1 t1 :il/ ! fir/ ?ree p>ts may especially furni%1 to ! believ] 9 ! ,"l ,jesus = 8 private life subjects = com=t+ & enc\rag+ reflections2 ?is "p1 besides do+ ! same /ill fur!r1 may especially be ( help to ! s]vant ( ,*ri/ lab\r+ = ,god on a l>ge scale1 or to ! man ( ,god :o seeks to c>ry on bus9ess on a l>ge scale1 on ,scriptural pr9ciples4 #c1 ,?\gh ! ,reports ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad h be5 issu$ g5]ally e ye> or e two ye>s2 yet1 z !y are n b\nd toge!r1 !y may be lo/ 9 "p1 & ?us ! *a9 be int]rupt$4 ,moreov]1 !y conta91 sometimes1 matt]s :i* may be ( mom5t = ! "t be+1 b n s important aft]w>ds4 ,! ,n>rative leaves out su* po9ts1 & introduces on ! o!r h& ?+s :i* 7 sc>cely suitable = ! ,reports4 ,my desire1 !re=e1 has be5 to give 9 ?is f\r? "p ! sub/ance ( ! ,reports1 :i* h be5 publi%$ s9ce ,july #ahdd1 & to br+ ?us toge!r 9 "o volume :at is conta9$ 9 ^! n9e diff]5t ,reports4 #d1 ,! ,reports give sc>cely any?+ ( ! deal+s ( ,god ) me p]sonally1 irrespective ( ! "w 9 :i* ,i am engag$2 b ,i h n only to speak well ( ! "n ( ! ,"l ) reg>d to ,8 s]vice1 b also ) ref]5ce to ,8 deal+s ) me p]sonally & ) my family2 & ,i desire to s]ve ! sa9ts 9 relat+ to !m in/ance ^u in/ance ( ,8 k9dness to me1 hop+ t ?us _m o!rs may be enc\rag$ m & m fully1 unres]v$ly & habitually to tru/ 9 ,god2 yea1 to d s 9 ! d>ke/ seasons4 ,! plan on :i* ,i h ?\ght x be/ to br+ ! mat]ials be=e ! read] is1 to relate 9 di/9ct p]iodical *apt]s3 a1 ,h[ ,i h be5 provid$1 simply 9 answ] to pray]1 ) means = ! support ( ! v>i\s s*ools ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts & = ! aid+ ( ,mission>y "w4 b1 ,h[ ,i h obta9$ means = ! support ( ! hundr$s ( ,orphans "u my c>e4 c1 ,h[ ! ,"l has l$ me to1 & provid$ me ) means =1 ! build+ ( a l>ge ,orphan-,h\se1 & h[ ,i am n[ occupi$ 9 seek+ to build a second /ill l>g]4 d1 ,to /ate1 p]iodically1 a v>iety ( miscellane\s po9ts 9 connexion ) ! op]ations ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 9 a sep>ate *apt]4 e1 ,to give sep>ately & p]iodically a *apt]1 = relat+ matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs or ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s1 n imm$iately connect$ ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad4 ,z1 h[ev]1 ! :ole book is int5d$ = ! spiritual pr(it ( ! believ+ read]1 & to %[ to ^? :o "k n ,god1 by ,8 bless+1 ! reality ( ! ?+s ( ,god1 !re w be f\nd int]sp]s$1 ?r\gh\t ! book1 su* practical rem>ks1 z ! subjects may seem to call =4 ,,george ,m,ue,l,l,e,r4 #ba1 ,paul ,/reet1 ,k+sd[n1 ,bri/ol1 ,june #ah1 #ahef4 ,a ,,n>rative1 c4 c4 ,,f\r? ,,"p4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool--,bible--,mission>y & ,tract-,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf4 ,aug4 #aj1 #ahdd4 ,9 ! greate/ ne$1 :5 n "o p5ny 0 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ #el4 f a bro!r at ,hackney4 ,i took half ( ?is sum = ^! objects1 & half = ! ,orphans4 ,sept4 #g4 ,our pov]ty has be5 great ev] s9ce ! acc\nts 7 clos$ on ,july #ad?4 ,our ,tract & ,bible /ock is v small1 & we h mu* r$uc$ x on acc\nt ( s5d+ supplies to ,dem]>a4 ,! r5ts = ! ,s*ool-,rooms are becom+ due1 & o!r exp5ses are to be met4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i receiv$ today ) ,philip iv4 #f1 ! sum ( #ejl4 ,! donor writes t he ?9ks he is direct$ by ! ,"l to s5d ! money4 ,h[ truly is x s6 ,i took ( ?is sum #bjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #cjl4 = ^! objects4 ,oct4 #a4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ a bank ord] = #gjl41 to be us$ z ! ,"l might direct me4 ,?is money came 9 mo/ seasonably1 z ,i am ?us able to pay to ! six tea*]s :o lab\r 9 ! six ,day-s*ools1 _! sal>ies4 ,i took #cjl4 ( ! #gjl4 = ^! objects1 & #djl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,dec4 #ad4 ,! means = ^! objects h be5 v small = "s "t pa/4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i receiv$ ?is aft]noon f a si/] 9 ! ,"l1 :o is ne> ! close ( h] e>?ly pilgrimage1 a small box1 conta9+ five broo*es1 two r+s set ) twelve small brilliants1 five o!r r+s1 "o m\rn+ r+1 a pair ( gilt bracelets1 a gold p91 a small silv] v9aigrette1 "s tracts1 & a sov]eign4 ,! donor /at$ on a pap]1 conta9$ 9 ! box1 t ! produce might be us$ = ! ,orphans or o!rwise1 z ,i might require4 ,z ^! funds are 9 p>ticul> ne$1 ,i took ! cont5ts ( ?is little box = !m1 & ! tr9kets 7 soon dispos$ (4--,! si/] fell asleep v %ortly aft]4 ,w %e ne$ su* ornam5ts be=e h] ,"l8 ,w %e regret hav+ giv5 !m = ,8 "w8 ,oh6 no4 ,dec4 #ba4 ,today ,i h receiv$ ! foll[+ tr9kets1 ! produce ( :i* ,i 0 at lib]ty to use = ! ,orphans1 or my own p]sonal necessities1 or ! pr9t+ ( my ,n>rative1 or = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,mission>y & ,tract ,fund4 ,i h put ! produce to ! funds = ^! objects4 ,a r+ set ) twelve small brilliants1 a r+ set ) "o brilliant1 ano!r r+ set ) "o brilliant1 a r+ set ) five brilliants1 a pa/e r+1 a l>ge broo*1 two l>ge r+s1 two w$d+ r+s1 two o!r small r+s1 a r+ set ) small pe>ls1 ?ree o!r r+s1 two gold p9s1 f\r gold %irt /uds1 & a gilt p94 ,dec4 #bd4 ,i h receiv$ /ill fur!r ! foll[+ tr9kets1 ! produce ( :i* 0 likewise tak5 = ^! objects1 x be+ left to me to use !m z mo/ ne$$4 ,a small gold *a91 a r+ set ) sev5 brilliants1 five gold seals1 an eyeglass silv] m\nt$1 a r+ set ) a head1 a gold p91 a gold buckle1 a silv] p5cil case1 a gold broo*1 a broo* set ) small pe>ls1 a set ( gold %irt /uds1 a small gold broo*1 n9e gold r+s1 a gold he>t1 a gilt *a91 & a gilt wat*-*a94 ,jan4 #ac1 #ahde4 ,:5 !re 0 no?+ 9 h& t[>ds our _m necessities = ^! objects1 ,i receiv$ today ! foll[+ valuable donation3--,?ree =ty-franc pieces1 two tw5ty-franc pieces1 six five-franc pieces1 sev5 two-franc pieces1 elev5 "o-franc pieces1 f\rte5 half-franc pieces1 tw5ty-"o qu>t] ( a franc pieces1 & fifty-two o!r small ,italian & ,fr5* silv] co9s4 ,feb4 #c4 ,today1 :5 ,i _h aga9 no?+ at all 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ f ,w4 ,p4 #el4 ,apr4 #h4 ,:51 once m1 ,i _h no?+ 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ today f ,york%ire #ajl41 :i*1 be+ left at my disposal1 ,i us$ = ^! objects4 ,apr4 #bd4 ,today 7 s5t to me a small old gold wat*1 a half sov]eign1 a half gu9ea piece1 two tw5ty-franc pieces1 six small ,turki% gold co9s1 a qu>t] ( a franc1 a ?reep5ny piece1 a silv] too?pick1 & a brass p5cil-case4 ,! produce ( ^! articles likewise 0 put to ^! funds4 ,may #e4 ,f ,sc>bor\gh 0 s5t to day #el4 = ^! funds1 at a "t :5 ,i _h aga9 no?+ left4 ,may #f4 ,ab\t six weeks ago intimation 0 k9dly giv5 by a bro!r t he expect$ a c]ta9 consid]able sum ( money1 & t1 if he obta9$ x1 a c]ta9 portion ( x %\ld be giv5 to ! ,"l1 s t #ajjl4 ( x %\ld be us$ = ! "w 9 my h&s1 & ! o!r "p = ,bro!r ,craik's & my own p]sonal exp5ses4 ,h[ev]1 day aft] day pass$ away1 & ! money did n come4 ,i did n tru/ 9 ?is money1 yet1 z dur+ all ?is "t1 ) sc>cely any exception1 we 7 m or less ne$y1 ,i ?\ght aga9 & aga9 ab\t ?is bro!r's promise2 ?\gh ,i did n1 by ! grace ( ,god1 tru/ 9 ! bro!r :o _h made x1 b 9 ! ,"l4 ,?us week aft] week pass$ away1 & ! money did n come4 ,n[ ?is morn+ x came to my m9d1 t su* promises ought to be valu$1 9 a c]ta9 s5se1 z no?+1 i4e4 t ! m9d ought nev] = a mom5t to be direct$ to !m1 b to ! liv+ ,god1 & to ! liv+ ,god only4 ,i saw t su* promises ought n to be ( ! value ( "o f>?+1 s f> z x reg>ds ?9k+ ab\t !m = help4 ,i !re=e ask$ ! ,"l1 :51 z usual1 ,i 0 pray+ ) my belov$ wife ab\t ! "w 9 my h&s1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to take ?is :ole matt]1 ab\t t promise1 completely out ( my m9d1 & to help me1 n to value x 9 ! lea/1 yea1 to treat x z if n wor? "o f>?+1 b to keep my eye direct$ only to ,himself4 ,i 0 enabl$ to d s4 ,we _h n yet f9i%$ pray+ :5 ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ lett]3 ,belov$ ,bro!r1 ,may #e1 #ahde4 ,are y\r bank]s /ill ,messrs4 ,/uckey & ,co4 ( ,bri/ol1 & are _! hank]s /ill ,messrs4 ,rob>ts & ,co4 ( ,london8 ,please to in/ruct me on ?is2 & if ! case %\ld be s1 please to reg>d ?is z a lett] ( advice t #gjl4 are paid to ,messrs4 ,rob>ts & ,co41 = ,messrs4 ,/uckey & ,co41 = y4 ,?is sum apply z ! ,"l may give y wisdom4 ,i %all n s5d to ,rob>ts & ,co4 until ,i he> f y4 ,ev] affectionately y\rs1 99 99 99 99 ,?us ! ,"l rew>d$ at once ?is det]m9ation to endeav\r n to look 9 ! lea/ to t promise f a bro!r1 b only to ,himself4 ,b ?is 0 n all4 ,ab\t two o'clock ?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ f ! bro!r1 :o _h1 m ?an =ty days ago1 made t promise1 #affl4 #ahs41 z he ?is day receiv$ ! money1 on ! /r5g? ( :i* he _h made t promise4 ,( ?is sum #ajjl4 are to be us$ = ! "w 9 my h&s1 & ! rema9d] = bro!r ,craik's & my own p]sonal exp5ses4--,i took ( ^! two sums1 i4e4 ( ! #gjl4 & ! #ajjl41 half = ! ,orphans & half = ^! objects4 ,:5 ?is money came 91 !re 0 only v little 9 h&4 ,! la/ tracts _h be5 giv5 away1 two or ?ree days ago1 b ,i _h no money to ord] m3 ?us ,i 0 able to s5d (f an ord] = #aa1gjj4 ,bibles also ne$$ to be ord]$1 b ,i _h no money3 ,i am n[ able to ord] "s4 ,x _h be5 mu* on my he>t to s5d a little help to "s ,mission>y bre?r51 z a tok5 ( affectionate int]e/1 & ?is ,i am n[ able to d4 ,! ,"l be prais$ = ,8 goodness 9 help+ ?us s seasonably6 ,f ,may #f1 #ahde1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 we exp]i5c$ no difficulty at all z to means1 ! ,"l hav+ always seasonably s5t 9 ! supplies1 s t1 )\t any "o exception1 ,i 0 always able n only to meet all ! dem&s connect$ ) ! ,day-,s*ools1 ! ,sunday-,s*ool1 & ! ,adult-,s*ools1 b ,i 0 also able to d m1 s f> z x reg>ds means1 9 aid+ ! circulation ( ,tracts1 & help+ ,mission>y ef=ts1 ?an at any previ\s p]iod ( ! same l5g?4 ,( ! donations :i* came 9 f ,may #f1 #ahde1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 ,i only m5tion ! foll[+3--,on ,june #bc1 ) ,philip4 iv4 #f1 = circulation ( ,tracts & ,bibles 9 =eign l&s1 or1 z ne$$1 #fjl4 ,oct4 #ab1 #aejl4 ,on ,feb4 #bf1 #ahdf1 ,i receiv$ #bjjl41 ( :i* #ajjl4 0 to be us$ = ,mission>y "w 9 =eign l&s1 & #ajjl4 = bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ,engl&1 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 )\t any /at$ sal>y4 ,9 connexion ) ?is donation ?ree po9ts are p>ticul>ly to be notic$3--,i4 ,! day be=e ,i receiv$ ?is sum1 ,i _h giv5 #el4 to a bro!r1 :o 0 travell+ ?r\gh ,bri/ol1 & :o 0 on ! po9t ( go+ out z a mission>y1 )\t be+ connect$ ) any society4 ,:5 ,i gave him ?is #el4 ,i _h b v little 9 h&1 b ,i said to myself1 ! ,"l c easily give m4 ,& ?us x 04 #b4 ,be=e ,i receiv$ ?is donation1 ,i _h be5 especially l$ to ask ! ,"l1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to condesc5d to use me m l>gely 9 help+ mission>y bre?r54 ,= ?is ,i _h a /ill great] desire :5 ,i f\nd t ! money1 :i* ,i _h s5t to ,briti% ,guiana1 at ! end ( ,novemb]1 #ahde1 am\nt$ only to a few p\nds = ea* bro!r :o lab\rs !re1 on acc\nt ( !re be+ s _m4 ,i _h1 on ?is acc\nt p>ticul>ly1 a desire to be able %ortly to s5d ano!r sum to ,briti% ,guiana1 :i* 0 ?us grant$ to me4 #c4 ,i _h also1 f "t to "t1 s\ght1 to help bre?r51 :o lab\r 9 dep5d5ce on ! ,"l = temporal supplies 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ,engl&1 & my desire especially _h be51 t1 ev5 9 ?is p>ticul>1 ! ,funds ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad might be m ext5sively useful4 ,& ?us1 9 ?is p>ticul> also1 ?is donation *e]$ my he>t1 enabl+ me to assi/1 9 "s measure1 sev]al fai?ful lab\r]s4 ,conc]n+ ?is latt] po9t ,i w\ld especially notice1 t :5ev] ,god has put x into my he>t to devise lib]al ?+s1 ,he has n only bless$ me 9 my own s\l 9 do+ s1 b has also1 m or less giv5 me ! means to c>ry out su* a purpose4 ,i m5tion fur!r "h1 9 connexion ) ?is po9t1 t h5ce=?1 z ,god %all be pleas$ to supply me ) means1 ,i purpose p>ticul>ly1 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 to endeav\r to assi/ bre?r5 ( good report1 :o lab\r 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 9 ! ,unit$ ,k+dom ( ,great ,brita9 & ,irel&1 b :o h no regul> sal>y4 ,if1 !re=e1 any donations %\ld be giv5 h5ce=? = t p>ticul> object1 !y %all be1 by ,god's help1 appli$ to t2 or1 if no donations %\ld be giv5 = t p>ticul> object1 yet1 z ,god %all be pleas$ to intru/ me ) means1 ,i purpose by ,8 help1 to h my eye p>ticul>ly on bre?r5 :o prea* ! ,gospel )\t *>ge1 & :o1 p]haps1 besides1 = consci5ce' sake1 h rel9qui%$ =m] /ip5ds or regul> emolum5ts :i* !y _h 9 connexion ) do+ s4 ,h we n p>ticul>ly to /rive to be fell[-lab\r]s ) ^? :o1 seek+ n _! own ?+s1 b ! ?+s ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 prea* ! ,^w )\t be+ *>geable to any "o8 ,_m :om ,i "k & love 9 ! tru?1 are m9dful ( ?is2 b o!rs may n1 p]haps1 h suffici5tly weigh$ ! matt]4 ,on ,m>* #aj1 #ahdf1 ,i ask$ ! ,"l = /ill fur!r supplies = mission>y purposes1 & :ile ,i 0 9 pray] a lett] came f ,c4 ,w4 ) #bjl4 = mission>y purposes4 ,?us also1 ab\t ! same "t1 came 91 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,ludl[1 #bl41 & f ,keswick #el4 = ,missions1 besides o!r small] donations = ! same purpose4 ,x mu/ n be suppos$ t ^! are all ! donations :i* ,i receiv$ = ! c>ry+ on ^! objects f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf2 b ^? :i* are ref]r$ to came 9 "u rem>kable circum/ances1 or1 m manife/ly1 z answ]s to pray]4 ,i n[ proce$ to give an acc\nt ( ! ,"l's goodness 9 supply+ me ) means = ! ,orphans1 f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 up to ,may #bf1 #ahdf2 ?\gh "h aga9 only ! mo/ rem>kable in/ances1 on acc\nt ( ! great numb] ( cases1 c be giv54 ,supplies = ! ,orphan ,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to ,pray]1 f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf4 ,july #be1 #ahdd4 ,! ne$ ( today = ! ,orphans is #bl4 #es4 ,z !re came 9 ye/]day #bl4 z ! pr(it ( ! sale ( ladies' bags1 :i* are made by a si/] 9 ! ,"l = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans2 also two donations ( #es4 ea*1 ?r\gh h]2 #es4 f a poor si/] 9 ! ,"l2 & #al4 f ,hackney1 9 all #cl4 #aes42 we h #al4 #ajs4 left4-- ,9 ! c\rse ( today ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 ! foll[+ donations3--by ! boxes 9 my h\se #al4 #ajs41 9 n9e small donations #afs4 #aa;d41 & ! cont5ts ( an orphan-box1 #cs4 #ja_/b d4 ,?is ev5+ also two ,*ri/ian s]vants gave me ! foll[+ tr9kets3--a r+1 a gold p91 two broo*es1 & a silv] too?pick4 ,a preci\s gift1 because ( its seasonabl5ess1 & because x gave me joy 9 see+ ^! ornam5ts giv5 up = ! ,"l's sake4 ,obs]ve1 de> read]1 only elev5 day's aft] ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 we 7 aga9 9 fre% pov]ty1 & _h to g on day by day wait+ ^u ! ,"l = ! necessities ( ab\t #adj p]sons4 ,july #bf4 ,only #f;d4 has come 9 today4 ,july #bg1 ,saturday4 ,july #al4 #ads4 0 9 h& to beg9 ! day )4 ,) two ( my fell[--lab\r]s ,i bes\ght ! ,"l betwe5 n9e & t5 o'clock ?is morn+ = help1 :51 at elev5 o'clock came 91 by sale ( articles1 giv5 = ! purpose1 #gs4 #c;d41 by sale ( ,reports #as4 by sale ( ladies' bags #as4 #f;d41 & by two donations #ds4 #f;d4 ,!re 7 s5t also anonym\sly1 two coats1 a pair ( tr\s]s1 & ?ree wai/coats 7worn74 ,:5 ?is p>cel & money came1 ,i 0 call$ on = money f ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! day came 9 /ill fur!r1 by sale ( articles1 #ajs4 ,?us we h be5 help$ ?r\gh ?is day4 ,late 9 ! ev5+ 0 giv5 #bs4 #f;d4 besides4 ,july #bh4 ,?is morn+1 :5 !re 0 n[ aga9 only #bs4 #f;d4 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ f ,tavi/ock #fl42 & ?is ev5+ f ,nailswor?1 #bs4 #f;d4 ,july #bi4 ,ye/]day 0 anonym\sly put into ! ,*apel boxes #bl42 also by ,a4 ,a4 #al4 ,?us we are provid$ = today & tomorr[4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r today #al41 f an orphan-box at ,b>n/aple #al41 & by ! pr(it ( "w1 done by a si/]1 #es4 ,!re 0 likewise giv5 a little box1 conta9+ ! foll[+ articles3 a lady's bag1 a pair ( gloves1 a silv] fruit knife1 a gold seal1 a ne$le book ) two f>?+s1 a purse conta9+ two-halfp5ce1 #da_/b francs1 & a copp] co92 a little tortoise%ell box conta9+ two old sixp5ces1 two f\rp5ny pieces1 a %ill+1 a sixp5ce1 & a pebble2 a silv] v9aigrette1 a seal1 two patt]ns = wor/$ "w1 a microscope1 & #f emboss$ c>ds4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ two silv] p5cil cases4 ,july #cj4 ,by ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses came 9 today #bl4 #ds4 #f;d41 & by sale ( ,reports #es4 ,july #cl4 ,imm$iately aft] hav+ ris5 f my knees today1 to ask ! ,"l = fur!r supplies1 ,i receiv$ #ais4 by sale ( /ock+s1 knitt$ by ! ,orphan ,boys4 ,?is ev5+ 0 giv5 to mc by ,a4 ,a4 #el41 & ?r\gh ditto #bs4 ,augu/ #a4 ,?is morn+ ,i 0 call$ on = #el4 = ! ,infant ,orphans1 s t aga9 only a few %ill+s rema9$1 n en\gh =1 ! o!r exp5ses ( today1 :5 ,i receiv$1 9 ! bag s5t = ! money f ! ,orphan ,h\ses1 ! foll[+ donations1 #al41 & #as4 #f;d41 #as4 #a;d41 #as4 #a;d41 & #bs4 #b;d4 ,likewise came 9 #as41 & ,i f\nd #bs4 #f;d4 9 an orphan-box 9 my h\se4 ,?us ,i _h en\gh = today4 ,aug4 #b4 ,! day began ) #b #c_/d d4 9 h&4 ,a little be=e t5 o'clock 9 ! morn+ ! lett]-bag 0 br\ght f ! ,orphan-,h\ses = money1 9 :i* ,i f\nd a note /at+ t ! ne$ ( today 0 #al4 #ags41 b ,i _h only #b #c_/d d4 to s5d4 ,i wrote s to bro!r ,r4 ,b4 ma/] ( ! ,orphan ,boys1 int5d+ to reque/ him 7to s5d up aga9 9 ! aft]noon1 = :at ! ,"l might h s5t 9 ! mean "t4 ,:5 ,i 0 go+ to put ! #b #c_/d d into ! purse 9 ! bag1 ,i f\nd half-a-cr[n 9 ! bag1 slipp$ into x be=e x 0 op5$4 ,?is half-cr[n is a preci\s e>ne/ t ! ,"l w help ?is day also4 ,x 0 f\nd by me j aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 hav+ be5 ) "s ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! "w 9 pray] = means4 ,be=e ,i bad yet f9i%$ ! note to bro!r ,b4 ,b41 a sov]eign 0 giv5 to me1 s t ,i _h #al4 #bs4 #h #c_/d d4 to s5d (f4 ,ab\t two o'clock ?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ by sale ( articles #ajs4 #f;d41 by sale ( /ock+s #fs4 #h;d41 & by ! sale ( ladies' bags #is4 #d;d4 ,?us ,i c\ld s5d (f ! #ads4 #f;d4 :i* 0 /ill ne$$ = today1 & _h #abs4 left4 ,aug4 #c1 ,saturday4 ,) ! #abs4 we began ! day4 ,my s\l said3 ,i w n[ look out = ! way 9 :i* ! ,"l w deliv] u ?is day aga92 = ,he w surely deliv]4 ,_m ,saturdays1 :5 we 7 9 ne$1 ,he help$ u1 & s ,he w d ?is day also4--,betwe5 n9e & t5 o'clock ?is morn+ ,i gave myself to pray] = means1 ) ?ree ( my fell[-lab\r]s1 9 my h\se4 ,:il/ we 7 9 pray]1 !re 0 a knock at my room door1 & ,i 0 in=m$ t a g5tleman _h come to see me4 ,:5 we _h f9i%$ pray]1 x 0 f\nd to be a bro!r f ,tetbury1 :o hail br\ght f ,b>n/aple #al4 #bs4 #f;d4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?us we h #al4 #ads4 #f;d41 ) :i* ,i mu/ return ! lett]-bag to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 look+ to ! ,"l = m4 ,ev5+4 ,9 ! aft]noon "o ( ! lab\r]s receiv$ #fs4 = himself1 :i* he gave = ! ,orphans4 ,?is ev5+ ,i w5t to ! usual pray] meet+1 7:i* is held on ,saturday ev5+ at ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 to ask ! ,"l's bless+ ^u ! "w g5]ally71 :5 ,i f\nd t #bs4 _h be5 put into ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan ,h\ses 9 ! c\rse ( ! aft]noon2 also #gs4 _h come 9 by ! knitt+ ( ! ,orphan-,girls1 & #cs4 #f;d4 m "o ( ! lab\r]s 0 able to give4 ,?us we hail #bl4 #acs41 :i* 0 en\gh = today4 ,h[ v k9d ( ! ,"l ?us to li/5 to ! pray]s ( ,8 *ildr51 & to help u day by day6--,we _h n yet sep>at$1 aft] our pray] meet+1 :5 a box 0 br\ght f ,sc>bor\gh1 conta9+ #es4 & a numb] ( articles4 ,:5 ,i came home ,i f\nd t !re _h come 9 /ill fur!r1 by sale ( articles giv5 = ! purpose1 #aes4 #aj;d41 & by sale ( /ock+s knitt$ by ! ,orphans1 #gs4 #h;d4 ,?us ! ,"l has greatly help$ u today4 ,aug4 #e1 ,monday4 ,!re came 9 f ,a4 ,a4 #as41 & anonym\sly 0 ye/]day put into ! ,*apel-boxes #bs4 #f;d41 ditto #bs4 #f;d4 ,aug4 #f4 ,)\t "o s+le p5ny 9 my h&s ! day began4 ,! po/ br\ght no?+1 nor _h ,i yet receiv$ any?+1 :5 t5 m9utes aft] t5 ?is morn+ ! lett] bag 0 br\ght f ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 = ! supplies ( today4--,n[ see ! ,"l's deliv]ance6 ,9 ! bag ,i f\nd a note f "o ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,orphan--,h\ses1 enclos+ two sov]eigns1 :i* %e s5t = ! ,orphans1 /at+ t x 0 "p ( a pres5t :i* %e _h j receiv$ unexpect$ly1 = h]self4 --,?us we are suppli$ = today4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 :5 ,i _h n[ aga9 no?+ at all 9 h&1 z ,i _h paid out ?is #bl41 !re 0 br\ght to me f ,ox=d #al4 #bs4 ,a si/] also gave #bs4 #f;d4 ,aug4 #g4 ,!re came 91 :5 !re 0 n "o p5ny 9 my h&s1 #ds4 & #cs4 #f;d4 ,i only f\nd #cs4 9 ! boxes 9 my h\se1 #ajs4 0 giv5 z ! pr(it ( ! sale ( ladies' bags1 & #bs4 #f;d4 z ! produce ( ,a =feit-box at a "y ladies' s*ool4 ,likewise 7 giv5 to me1 two gold r+s1 two gold wat*-keys1 a pair ( e>r+s1 a gold broo*1 two wai/-buckles1 a pair ( bracelets1 a wat* hook1 & a brok5 broo*4 ,?us we h a little t[>ds ! ne$ ( tomorr[4 ,aug4 #h4 ,! money :i* came 9 ye/]day 0 n en\gh = ! ne$ ( today4 ,! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7 !re=e op5$1 z ,i _h und]/ood t "s money _h be5 put into !m dur+ ! la/ days1 & !y conta9$ #al4 #ds4 ,?us we h be5 suppli$ ?is day also4 ,aug4 #i4 ,x is j n[ /rik+ elev5 o'clock1 & ,i h n yet "o s+le p5ny t[>ds ! ne$ ( ?is day4 ,! bag is br\ght f ! ,orphan-,h\ses = money1 b ,i h no?+ to s5d1 & am !re=e oblig$ to return ! bag )\t any?+4 ,b my s\l is wait+ = help4 ,! ,"l has s repeat$ly help$ z aga9 dur+ ! la/ weeks1 & s ,he w surely d ?is day also4 ,ev5+4 ,at half-pa/ twelve ?is morn+ ,i receiv$ two notes f two si/]s :o lab\r 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 ! "o f ! si/] :o1 on ! #f?1 _h s5t ! #bl41 be+ "p ( a pres5t :i* %e _h receiv$1 & :o n[ s5t #al4 m4 ,%e writes3 ,! enclos$ ,i ?\ght ( apply+ to ano!r purpose2 b ,8 ?\ghts are n z ours4 ,please to use x z y ?9k fit4 ,! o!r si/]1 likewise "o ( ! lab\r]s1 s5t #ajs4 ,?is #al4 #ajs4 met our ne$ = today4 ,aug4 #aj1 ,saturday4 ,only #c;d41 :i* _h come 9 ye/]day aft]noon1 by sale ( a ,report1 0 9 my h&s1 :5 ! day began4 ,a little aft] n9e o'clock ,i receiv$ a po/-(fice ord] = #el4 f ,hackney1 to be us$ z mo/ ne$$4 ,( x ,i took "o half = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ! ,day ,s*ools4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r1 #bl4 #es41 #es4 #aj;d41 #f;d41 & #cs4 #d;d4 ,aug4 #ab4 ,ye/]day ,i receiv$ f a si/] #es41 ) ,james i4 #ag41 #bs4 #f;d41 #f;d4 0 put into ! boxes at my h\se1 & #f;d4 0 giv5 by an ag$ fri5d4 ,?us1 ) :at 0 left on ,saturday1 we _h #al4 #aes4 #e;d41 :i* met our ne$ today4 ,aug4 #ac4 ,no?+ has come 91 b "o ( ! lab\r]s1 to :om #aes4 0 giv5 la/ ev5+ to buy h]self a new g[n1 gave t4 ,i am look+ = m6 ,! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7 op5$1 9 :i* #es4 0 f\nd4 ,?us we _h en\gh1 except #fs41 :i* "o ( ! lab\r]s gave4 ,aug4 #ad4 ,no?+ at all _h come 91 :5 ! bag 0 br\ght f ! ,orphan-,h\ses = money1 & ,i _h !re=e to return x )\t any4 ,ab\t half an h\r aft]1 ! lab\r]s _h an especial pray] meet+4 ,at ?is meet+ "o ( ! tea*]s ( ! ,day-,s*ools gave me #ajs41 :i* he _h put by to buy himself "s little books1 b he consid]$ x n[ n to be ! ,"l's w to d s1 b t he %\ld give ?is money = ! pres5t ne$ 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,ano!r ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses gave #es4 ,?us we are provid$ ) ! absolute necess>ies till tomorr[ aft] breakfa/4 ,aug4 #ae4 ,la/ ev5+ ,i receiv$ #bs41 j aft] our la/ public meet+ ab\t ! ,orphan-,h\ses & o!r objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 at :i* ,i _h te/ifi$ afre% ( my reliance ^u ! liv+ ,god1 ?\gh ,i _h n !n "o s+le p5ny 9 h& = ! "w1 :i*1 ( c\rse1 0 n /at$4--,n[ ?is morn+1 betwe5 eight & n9e o'clock si/] ,l4 ,m4 came to me & br\ght me #cjs41 :i* %e _h receiv$ = ! ,orphans4 ,b ?is w n be en\gh = today4 ,ye/]day & ?is morn+1 be=e ?is money came 91 ! trial ( fai? _h be5 v %>p4--,ev5+4 ,at elev5 o'clock ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f ,a4 ,a4 #es41 & ?is aft]noon1 f "o ( ! lab\r]s1 #es41 & f two donors #f;d4 ea*4 ,aug4 #af4 ,our pov]ty is extremely great4 ,! trial ( fai? z %>p z ev]1 or %>p]4 ,x is t5 o'clock1 & !re are no means yet = a d9n]4 ,i n[ ?\ght ( "s articles :i* ,i might be able to d )\t1 to dispose ( !m = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 :5 "o ( ! lab\r]s gave me #al41 :i* %e _h int5d$ = ano!r object1 & :i* %e n[ consid]s mu/ be left alone = ! pres5t4 ,!re 0 also tak5 out ( ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #as4 #f;d41 & by knitt+ came 9 #bs4 #c;d41 & f ,a4 ,a4 #bs4 ,aug4 #ag1 ,saturday4 ,! ,"l has1 9 t5d] m]cy1 help$ u1 9 s5d+ 9 #cl4 = knitt+ done by ! ,orphan ,girls1 #is4 #aj;d4 = /ock+s knitt$ by ! boys1 #aas4 #aa;d4 = ?+s sold1 :i* 7 giv5 = ! purpose1 & #ajs4 #g;d4 put into ! boxes at ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,aug4 #ah4 ,!re 0 put anonym\sly into ! ,*apel-boxes #as41 ditto #bs41 ditto #bs4 #f;d41 & ,a4 ,a4 gave #ajs4 ,aug4 #ai1 ,monday4 ,only #cs4 has come 9 today4 ,aug4 #bj4 ,?is #cs4 0 all !re 0 9 h& = ?is day1 :i* 0 ne$$ at ! ,boys' ,orphan-,h\se t[>ds ! d9n]4 ,9 ! o!r h\ses no?+ 0 ne$$1 b at ! same "t ,no?+ 0 left t[>ds ! next meal4 ,two o'clock came1 & we _h no?+ yet4 ,aft] two o'clock ,i op5$ ! boxes 9 my h\se1 9 :i* ,i f\nd a pap] conta9+ a sov]eign & a half1 & #b half-cr[ns loose4 ,( ?is ,i took #cjs4 at once to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 :]eby we 7 help$ = ?is day4 ,our ne$ _h n be5 great] = a long "t4 ,de> read]1 jo9 me 9 admir+ & ador+ ,him1 :o caus$ t money to be put into ! box1 &1 ,i h reason to believe1 only a v %ort "t be=e1 & :o l$ my m9d to op5 x1 to obta9 ?us ! help :i* 0 ne$$4 -- ,9 ! aft]noon came 9 /ill fur!r #cl4 #fs4 by ! sale ( "s old silv] & a few tr9kets4 ,aug4 #bl4 ,!re came 91 by sale ( ,reports1 #es41 & f ,tewkesbury #al4 ,?is sov]eign came 9 ! greate/ ne$4 ,i took x at once to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 & by x we 7 suppli$ = ! day4 ,:5 ,i return$ home ,i f\nd t a little old gold wat* _h be5 giv5 9 ! mean "t4 ,!re came 9 also #cs42 & two half-sov]eigns 7 giv5 ?is ev5+ by two little girls1 ?r\gh a si/] 9 ! ,"l f ,ba?4 ,aug4 #bb4 ,! two half-sov]eigns1 :i* 7 giv5 la/ ev5+1 7 all we _h at ! beg9n+ ( today4 ,!re 0 f\nd 9 ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #es4 #i;d41 & 9 a po/-(fice ord] ,i receiv$ #al4 ,s we _h en\gh = "o m day4--,& x is by ! day ,i live4 ,7 ,i to ?9k ( h[ x w be a ye> or ev5 a mon? h5ce1 ,i %\ld be tri$ inde$--yea1 greatly tri$4 ,suffici5t unto ! day is ! evil !re(1 is my ,"l's own preci\s w>rant = ?is4 ,he w n h me to be anxi\s ab\t tomorr[1 & !re=e ,i ca/ my c>es ab\t tomorr[ ^u ,him4 ,z ! weeks pass on1 & ,i g on ,saturday ev5+s to ! pray] meet+s at ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 ,i praise ! ,"l = hav+ su/a9$ me "o m week 9 ?is s]vice1 by enabl+ me to look to ,him4 ,yea1 z ea* day closes1 ,i desire to be grateful to ! ,"l = hav+ su/a9$ my fai? & pati5ce1 & enabl$ me to rely ^u ,him1 especially 9 seasons ( su* great pov]ty1 la/+ = weeks1 z we h be5 9 ( late4 ,b ?is ,i mu/ say to ! praise ( ! ,"l1 t my s\l is kept 9 peace at su* times1 &1 ?r\gh ! ri*es ( ,8 grace1 ,i am kept f que/ion+ :e!r ,he w help me or n4 ,&1 inde$1 x w\ld be s9ful +ratitude1 aft] all ! ,"l has be5 do+ = me 9 ?is "w1 n to rely ^u ,him4 ,may ,he 9 m]cy uphold me to ! end 9 ?is s]vice1 & keep me f di%on\r+ ,8 holy "n1 ei!r by unbelief1 or 9 any o!r way4 ,aug4 #bc4 ,?is morn+ ! ,"l greatly refre%$ my _s2 = aft] a long-cont9u$ trial ( fai?1 & aft] long & deep pov]ty1 !re 0 s5t me f ,devon%ire a *eck = #bjl4 ,!re came 9 #fs4 besides4 ,aug4 #bd4 #al4 #ais4 #g #a_/d d4 came 9 today4 ,aug4 #be4 ,f ,a4 ,a4 ,i receiv$ today #bjl4 ,h[ exce$+ly k9d ( ! ,"l1 9 an h\r ( su* great ne$1 on acc\nt ( all ! _m & great wants 9 :i* ,i f9d myself j n[1 to h s5t ?is sum6 ,!re came 9 #bl4 #js4 #f;d4 besides4 ,aug4 #bf4 ,receiv$ = ,reports #al4 #gs41 & #c;d4 besides4 ,aug4 #bh4 ,altoge!r #al4 #aas4 #b;d4 came 9 today4 ,aug4 #bi4 ,receiv$ #bs4 #aa;d4 by sale ( ,reports1 & #gs4 #f;d4 f ,ba?4 ,! bro!r 9 ,ba?1 :o s5t me ?is money1 wrote me t ! #gs4 #f;d4 0 s5t to him ) ! foll[+ lett]4 #bg? ,augu/1 #ahdd4 ,sir1 ,"p ( ! enclos$ #gs4 #f;d4 did belong to y\r de> ,fa!r1 ,j4 ,l41 ,esq41 value ( :i* ,i /ole f him 9 my unconv]t$ /ate4--,i1 n[ a believ] 9 ,jesus1 con/ra9$ by love to ,him1 return x to y ) int]e/1 pray+ t ! ,"l may ri*ly bless y & y\rs4 99 99 99 994 ,j4 ,l41 ,esq4 has be5 dead m ?an fifte5 ye>s1 !re=e x mu/ be long] ?an t p]iod s9ce ! !ft allud$ to 0 committ$4-- ,?is #gs4 #f;d4 came 9 9 especially great ne$2 = ?\gh #ejl4 _h be5 giv5 dur+ ! la/ sev5 days1 yet on acc\nt ( our long-cont9u$ pov]ty1 & ! heavy exp5ses :i* 7 to be met1 ?is #gs4 #f;d4 0 receiv$ :5 !re 0 no?+ at all 9 h&1 & 0 s5t (f at once to ! ,orphan-,h\ses4--,?is ev5+1 :5 we 7 /ill 9 great ne$1 & :5 means 7 requir$ = tomorr[ morn+1 #ajs4 0 giv5 to me4 ,?is money 0 s5t (f ?is ev5+ to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 = ! ne$ ( tomorr[ morn+4 ,ab\t n9e o'clock a si/] came to my h\se1 :o _h be5 to ,%irehampton1 & _h !re receiv$ #al4 #ajs4 #f;d4 = ! ,orphans4 ,%e gave also ! rema9+ #f;d4 ( ! *ange ( two sov]eigns4 ,! ,"l incl9$ ! he>t ( ?is si/] to br+ ! money at once1 & we are ?us suppli$ = tomorr[4 ,at half-pa/ n9e ?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ ano!r preci\s donation ( #ajs41 ) ! foll[+ lett]3-- ,aug4 #bi1 #ahdd4 ,! hi/ory ( ?is money is ?is4 ,i did "s "w 9 ! c\ntry "s "t ago1 & ?\ght ,i %\ld nev] get ! money = x1 z ,i _h repeat$ly writt5 ab\t x1 & c\ld n get x4 ,b "s "t ago ,i 0 ask+ ! ,"l to incl9e ! he>t ( ! p]son :o ow$ me ! money1 to s5d x to me1 & ,i told ,him1 t1 if ,he w\ld d s1 ,i w\ld give #ajs4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?ree days ago ,i _h su* confid5ce1 t ,i %\ld h ! money1 t ,i 0 enabl$ to praise ! ,"l = x2 & today ,i 0 go+ up ,p>k ,/reet1 & met ! p]son com+ ) ! money4 ,x _h be5 put into ! p>ty's he>t ! day be=e ye/]day to pay me ! money4 ,n[1 de> bro!r1 ,i fulfil my promise to ! ,"l by giv+ y ! money4 ,help me1 de> bro!r1 to praise ,him = x1 & t ,i may be enabl$ to tru/ ,him m ?an ev] ,i h done yet4 ,y\rs 9 ,jesus1 99 99 99 ,?is bro!r is a poor tradesman1 himself work+ ) 8 h&s4 ,aug4 #cj4 ,today #fs4 #h;d4 came 9 by sale ( ,reports4 ,?is ev5+ ,i met a si/] f ,ba?1 :o is /ay+ 9 ,bri/ol = two or ?ree days4 ,%e gave me h] purse1 & all t 0 9 x1 = ! ,orphans1 be+ #es41 say+1 %e want$ no?+ till %e return$ to ,ba?4 ,?is goes t[>ds tomorr['s ne$1 :i* w be at lea/ #dl41 & = :i* we h z yet only #al4 #fs4 9 h&4 ,aug4 #ha1 ,saturday4 ,!re came 9 a few %ill+s besides1 la/ ev5+ & ?is morn+1 s t ,i _h #al4 #acs4 #h;d4 to s5d to ! ,orphan-,h\ses2 b ,i f9d #dl4 #es4 is ne$$4--,ev5+4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r1 9 ! morn+1 #es4 #f;d41 by sale ( /ock+s1 #al4 #hs4 by sale ( ,reports1 #aes4 #a;d4 by sale ( articles giv5 = ! purpose1#es4 #e;d4 by sale ( ladies' bags4 ,& 9 ! ev5+ 0 receiv$ #bl4 #ajs4 #b;d4 besides1 s t ,i _h #bl4 #abs4 #aj;d4 m ?an 0 actually ne$$4 ,sept4 #c1 ,tuesday4 ,s9ce ,saturday ev5+ !re has come 91 9 donations #ahs4 #aj;d41 by sale ( ,reports #bl4 #cs4 #a;d41 & by "w done by ! ,orphan-girls #al4 #cs4 #h;d4 ,?us1 ) :at 0 left on ,saturday1 we h be5 suppli$ ^! two days4 ,sept4 #d4 ,only "o f>?+ 0 9 my h&s ?is morn+4 ,pause a mom5t1 de> read]6 ,only "o f>?+ 9 h& :5 ! day comm5c$4 ,?9k ( ?is1 & ?9k ( ne>ly #adj p]sons to be provid$ =4 ,y1 poor bre?r51 :o h six or eight *ildr5 & small wages1 ?9k ( ?is2 & y1 my bre?r51 :o d n belong to ! work+ classes1 b h1 z x is call$1 v limit$ means1 ?9k ( ?is6 ,may y n d1 :at we d1 "u y\r trials8 ,does ! ,"l love y less ?an ,he loves u8 ,does ,he n love all ,8 *ildr5 ) no less love ?an t1 ) :i* ,he loves ,8 only begott5 ,son1 accord+ to ,john xvii4 #bj--bc8 ,or are we bett] ?an y8 ,nay1 are we n 9 ourselves poor mis]able s9n]s z y are2 & h any ( ! *ildr5 ( ,god any claim ^u ,god1 on acc\nt ( _! own wor?9ess8 ,is n t1 :i* alone c make u wor?y to receive any?+ f our ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 ! righte\sness ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 :i* is imput$ to ^? :o believe 9 ,him8 ,!re=e1 de> read]1 z we pray 9 our e ne$1 ( :atev] "* x may be1 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 to our ,fa!r 9 ,heav5 = help1 & z he does help u1 s is ,he will+ to help all ,8 *ildr5 :o put _! tru/ 9 ,him4 ,especially d n ?9k1 t because y may n be call$ by ,god to e/abli% ,orphan-,h\ses & ,s*ools = poor *ildr51 !re=e y are n w>rant$ to rely ^u ,god1 9 all y\r ne$2 = ! bless$ness ( dep5d+ ^u ! liv+ ,god may be enjoy$ by all ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 ?\gh !y are n all call$ by ,him to su* a "w z ?is ,n>rative describes4 ,nor mu/ y suppose1 t our only trials 9 ?is "w arise f want ( means1 s t1 9 c>ry+ x on1 we h to rely ^u ,god = no?+ besides ?is4 ,i assure y t ! want ( means is ! smalle/ trial1 & t ,i h _h f>1 f> great] ex]cises ( fai? on acc\nt ( o!r ?+s 9 connexion ) ?is "w ?an ^? aris+ f ! want ( means4 ,b ! trials connect$ ) ! want ( means ,i dwell ^u s p>ticul>ly1 because t is a matt] :i* c be und]/ood by all1 & 9 :i* ! s5ses !mselves almo/ =ce u1 s to speak1 to ackn[l$ge ! h& ( ,god4--,well1 let u he> !n1 h[ ,god help$ :5 !re 0 only "o f>?+ left 9 my h&s1 on ! morn+ ( ,sept4 #d1 #ahdd4 ,a little aft] n9e o'clock ,i receiv$ a sov]eign f a si/] 9 ! ,"l1 :o does n wi% ! "n ( ! place1 :]e %e resides1 m5tion$4 ,betwe5 t5 & elev5 o'clock ! bag 0 s5t f ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 9 :i* 9 a note x 0 /at$ t #al4 #bs4 0 requir$ = today4 ,sc>cely _h ,i read ?is1 :5 a fly /opp$ be=e my h\se1 & a g5tleman1 ,mr4 ---- f ! neighb\rhood ( ,man*e/]1 0 ann\nc$4 ,i f\nd t he 0 a believ]1 :o _h come on bus9ess to ,bri/ol4 ,he _h he>d ab\t ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 & express$ 8 surprise1 t )\t any regul> sy/em ( collection1 & )\t p]sonal application to any "o1 simply by fai? & pray]1 ,i obta9$ #bjjjl4 & m ye>ly = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s4 ,?is bro!r1 :om ,i _h nev] se5 be=e1 & ^: "n ,i did n ev5 "k be=e he came1 gave me #bl41 z an exemplification ( :at ,i _h /at$ to him4--,!re came 9 /ill fur!r ?is morn+ #ajs41 be+ pr(its fro? ! sale ( ladies' bags4 ,f ! same donor :o _h s5t ! sov]eign ?is morn+1 ,i receiv$1 two h\rs lat]1 a box conta9+ ! foll[+ articles3--,?ree m\rn+ r+s1 ?ree o!r gold r+s set ) cameos1 two gold wat* keys1 f\r gold lockets1 a gold broo*1 a silv] snuffbox1 six m$als1 ?ree gold e>-drops1 a pair ( m\rn+ e>r+s1 a purse1 two pairs ( babies' %oes1 a pair ( c>d-racks1 two necklaces1 five ornam5tal hair p9s1 a waf]-/amp1 a pap]-knife1 two book m>ks1 & a great v>iety ( poli%$ pebbles4--,oh6 h[ good is ! ,"l1 & h[ seasonably comes ,8 help1 9 our great1 great ne$1 :5 s mu* is requir$ = clo!s1 c4 ,!re came 9 likewise ?r\gh a si/] 9 ,ba? #al41 & #es4 #f;d4 m4 ,?us1 besides all ! articles1 :i* h be5 m5tion$1 altoge!r #dal4 #es4 #f;d4 has come 9 ?is day1 at ! comm5cem5t ( :i* ,i _h only ,"o f>?+ left4 ,sept4 #f4 ,besides ! money1 spok5 ( on ! #d?1 only #fs4 #aj;d4 m _h come 91 s t1 aft] ?is day's necessities _h be5 met1 !re 0 n[ aga9 no?+ at all 9 h&4 ,soon aft] ,i receiv$ #cs4 #f;d4 ?is also 0 pres5tly sp5t1 except #i;d41 :5 a bro!r f ,essex came1 :o gave me #bl4 ,sept4 #g1 ,saturday4 ,hav+ _h to pay out #ajs4 m1 imm$iately aft] ! receipt ( ! #bl41 ?is day began ) #al4 #ajs4 #i;d4 9 h&1 :il/ ! ne$ 0 #cl4 #aes4 ,?is #al4 #ajs4 #i;d4 ,i s5t (f to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 tru/+ 9 ! ,"l = m4 ,& ?is "t also my hope 9 ,god 0 n put to %ame2 = 9 ! c\rse ( ! morn+ came 9 #ajs4 #f;d4 by sale ( ,reports1 by a donation #ajs41 by sale ( articles #bl4 #hs4 #h #a_/b d41 by sale ( /ock+s #as4 #h;d41 & by sale ( ladies' bags #ds4 ,x 0 v k9d ( ! ,"l to s5d 9 ?is money 9 ! c\rse ( ! morn+1 ?us provid+ u n only ) ! #cl4 #aes4 :i* 0 ne$$ = h\sekeep+1 b enabl+ u also to meet o!r unexpect$ exp5ses4 ,9 ! ,ev5+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r1 aft] ! ne$ ( ! day _h be5 met1 b :5 all aga9 0 exp5d$1 a sov]eign1 f\r small old silv] co9s1 a pair ( coral e>r+s1 & a broo*4 ,sept4 #h ,!re 0 ! sov]eign 9 h& :i* came 9 la/ ev5+1 z a little t[>ds ! ne$ ( ,monday1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ #ejl41 to be us$ z mo/ ne$$4 ,x is impossible to express h[ seasonably ?is help came1 z1 ?\gh our daily wants _h be5 met day by day1 yet v mu* is requir$ 9 ! way ( clo!s1 c4 ,b z ! ne$ = ! o!r objects is z great or great]1 ,i took ( ?is sum #cjl4 = !m & #bjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,we are ?us greatly enc\rag$ to cont9ue 9 pray]4 ,our pov]ty has sc>cely ev] la/$ long] ?an n[1 yet ! ,"l has help$ u z our absolute ne$ has requir$ x4 ,! donor ( ?is #ejl4 wi%$ me to ent] x ) ! text ,philip iv4 #f1 judg+ t ?is text mu/ h be5 (t5 a refre%m5t to me 9 seasons ( trial1 z inde$ x has4 ,f ,sept4 #h? to #ag? came 9 #bcl4 #bs4 #f #a_/b d4 ,sept4 #ah4 ,f ,a4 ,a4 #el41 by sale ( ,reports1 #acs4 #h;d41 & by ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #ads4 #aa;d4 ,sept4 #ai4 ,?is morn+ came 9 #ajl4 f ,scotl&4 ,by ?is #ajl41 & :at came 9 ye/]day1 ,i am able to meet ! exp5ses ( today1 :i* 7 m ?an #afl4 ,sept4 #ba1 ,saturday4 ,ye/]day came 9 f ,clapham1 at an h\r ( ne$1 #al4 #abs4 #aj;d41 toge!r ) sev]al articles1 also #al4 f ,clifton2 & today by sale ( ,reports1 #al4 #aes4 #d;d41 & by sale ( articles #ads4 #i;d4 ,?us we are br\ght to ! close ( ano!r week1 ?\gh ! exp5ses ( x h n be5 less ?an #aajl4 7"p ( :i* _h be5 put by be=eh&74 ,at ! close ( ! week ,i h n m ?an #cs4 left b ! ,"l w provide4 ,sept4 #bb4 ,"l's-day morn+4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f ! neighb\rhood ( ,cr$iton #ajl41 & f ,sidm\? #ajl41 ( :i* #hl4 is = ! ,orphans1 & #bl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses4 ,likewise f ,a4 ,a4 #bs4 #b #a_/b;d41 = ,reports #ds41 & 9 ! ,*apel boxes 0 put anonym\sly #f;d41 ditto #bs4 #f;d4 ditto #bs4 #f;d41 ditto #f;d4 ) ^! words3 ,be /ill & "k t ,i am ,god4 ,h[ preci\s ?is ^w1 & h[ h ,i se5 today aga9 ! tru? ( x6--,?ree days ago a si/] 9 ! ,"l1 :o is a s]vant1 came to me1 & br\ght me #il4 #afs4 :i* %e _h drawn out ( ! ,sav+s' ,bank1 consid]+ x ! ,"l's w t %e %\ld n keep x !re any long]1 b sp5d x = him4 ,%e gave me ! money t ,i might d ) x z ,i ?\ght "r4 ,h[ev]1 ,i s5t h] home aga9 ) ! money1 advis+ h] to weigh ! matt] /ill fur!r1 & to pray /ill fur!r ab\t x1 & to c\nt ! co/2 & if %e 0 ( ! same m9d1 aft] "s days1 to come aga9 to me4 ,n[ ?is aft]noon ?is si/] came aga91 ) h] little all1 #il4 #afs4 ,z %e _h n[1 = a long "t1 weigh$ ! matt] 7accord+ to h] own /atem5t71 & z !re _h ?ree days m pass$ away s9ce ,i _h s5t h] home aga9 ) ! money1 & z ,i f\nd h] gr\nd$ ^u ,scripture = :at %e 0 go+ to d1 ,i c\ld n refuse ! money4 ,see portion$ x out ?us3 #bl4 = h] fa!r1 bro!r1 & si/]1 #al4 #ajs4 = ! poor believ]s 9 fell[%ip ) u1 #al4 = ! ,*apel exp5ses1 & #al4 = mission>y purposes4 ,?is left #dl4 #fs41 ( :i* %e w\ld give me #bl4 :i* ,i decl9$1 9 ord] t !re might n be ev5 ! appe>ance z if ,i _h p]suad$ ?is poor s]vant to draw h] money out ( ! ,sav+s' ,bank4 ,%e !n wi%$ me to give bro!r ,craik #al41 :i* ,i accept$ = him1 & z ,i saw %e wept1 because ,i w\ld n receive any?+ = myself1 ,i said ,i w\ld take a sov]eign4 ,?is ,i did1 t %e might n ?9k ,i refus$ h] ,*ri/ian k9dness because %e 0 a poor s]vant4 ,! rema9+ #bl4 #fs4 %e gave = ! ,orphans4 --,by ! donations :i* h come 9 today ,i am able to meet almo/ all ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! procur+ ( _m articles ( clo?+ & furniture1 = :i* ,i h long be5 pray+4 ,oct4 #a4 ,s9ce ! #bbnd _m p\nds h come 91 ?\gh n any sums above #el4 ,n[ ?is ev5+ ,i h receiv$ a bank ord] = #gjl41 to be us$ z ! ,"l might direct me4 ,! donor wi%es me to let him "k if any?+ p>ticul> %\ld be connect$ ) ?is donation4 ,!re is inde$ mu* connect$ ) x1 z x comes mo/ manife/ly 9 answ] to pray]2 = ?us ,i am able to supply all t is ne$$ 9 ! way ( articles ( clo!s = ! ,orphans1 = :i* ,i h be5 long wait+ ^u ! ,"l1 & z ! w9t] is n[ draw+ ne>1 ! w9t]-clo!s ne$ to be got ready2 fur!r1 ,i am able to h ! ,boys' ,orphan-,h\se pa9t$ inside & col\r$ d[n1 :i* is mu* ne$$2 ,i am able to furni% all ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses ) "s money = !mselves1 :i*1 on acc\nt ( our long-cont9u$ pov]ty1 ,i _h n be5 able to d = six mon?s4 ,yet2 ?\gh ! donation comes 9 s seasonably1 ,i _c write to ! k9d donor ?us1 le/ he %\ld be induc$ to give m1 by my expos+ our circum/ances1 & le/ also ! h& ( ,god %\ld n be s manife/1 9 provid+ me ) means = ! "w1 z o!rwise x w\ld4 --,i took ( ?is money #djl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #cjl4 = ! o!r funds4--,dur+ ! la/ two weeks ,i h _h to pay out = ! "w ab\t #bjjl41 & ?is week ,i %all h to pay out aga9 ab\t #fjl4 ,?us ! ,"l helps cont9ually4 ,nov4 #a4 ,s9ce ,oct4 #a/ !re has come 9 su* an abundance1 t )\t any difficulty ,i h be5 able to meet all ! exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 ?\gh dur+ ! week end+ ,oct4 #e? ,i _h to pay out #eil41 dur+ ! week end+ on ! #ab? above #djl41 dur+ ! week end+ on ! #ai? ne>ly #djl41 & dur+ ! week end+ on ! #bf? ab\t #ejl4 ,( ! _m donations :i* came 9 dur+ ?is p]iod ,i w only m5tion ! foll[+3 ,f a small t[n 9 ! k+dom ( ,wirtemburg #as4 #h;d42 f ,nice1 9 ,france1 #al42 f a mission>y 9 ! ,ea/ ,indies #adl4 #abs4 #f;d4 ,notice1 de> read]1 h[ ! ,"l s5ds donations f ,wirtemburg1 ,france1 & ! ,ea/ ,indies6 ,great1 h[ev]1 z our income _h be51 we 7 n[ aga9 poor1 on acc\nt ( ! heavy exp5ses1 :51 9 answ] to pray]1 !re came 9 today1 f "s si/]s ne> ,cole=d1 #bl4 #aj1 by sale ( ,reports #bs41 & f ,a4 ,a4 #ajl4 #gs4 #g #a_/b d4 ,! po/ 0 out ?is morn+ & no?+ _h come2 b my he>t said1 ! ,"l /ill c s5d1 ?\gh ! po/ is out2 & ^! donations 7 soon aft] giv5 to me4 ,nov4 #aa4 ,f ,nov4 #a/ up to ?is day we w5t on easily4 ,!re came 9 aga9 _m donations4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 we 7 aga9 v poor1 hav+ _h aga9 v heavy exp5ses4 ,9 ?is great ne$ a t5 p\nd note 0 ?is aft]noon put into an ,orphan-box 9 my h\se4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ also /ill fur!r1 f a bro!r :o lab\rs 9 ,dem]>a1 #al41 & #al4 #ajs4 besides4 ,nov4 #ac4 ,ye/]day & today came 9 aga9 m ?an #ajl4 ,our exp5ses hav+ aga9 be5 v great1 z dur+ ^! ?ree days above #cjl4 _h be5 paid out = ! ,orphans1 we 7 /ill poor1 not)/&+ ! consid]able income dur+ ! la/ ?ree days4 ,"u ^! circum/ances a r+ 0 giv5 to me ?is aft]noon1 set ) "o l>ge & six small brilliants4 ,h[ k9d ( ! ,"l1 ?us to help u cont9ually 9 ! "w1 & to li/5 to our supplications1 :i*1 day aft] day1 we br+ to him6 ,d>+ no "t1 s9ce ,i h be5 engag$ 9 ?is s]vice1 h ! exp5ses be5 heavi] ?an dur+ ! la/ f\r mon?s2 yet ! ,"l has always giv5 u :at we h ne$$4 ,nov4 #ah4 ,! produce ( ! r+1 toge!r ) ab\t #ajl1 m1 :i* _h come 9 s9ce ! #ac?1 0 ne>ly all gone aga91 on acc\nt ( ! exp5ses ( ! pa/ week hav+ be5 ne>ly #ejl41 :5 ?is morn+ a ,*ri/ian g5tleman f ,devon%ire call$ on me1 :o1 on leav+1 left a lett] on my table1 conta9+ two five p\nd notes1 ( :i* five p\nds 0 = ! ,orphans & five p\nds = ?ree o!r objects4 ,?is ev5+ ,i f\nd a five p\nd note 9 "o ( ! ,orphan-boxes 9 my h\se4 ,?us we are aga9 help$ = ! pres5t4 ,! "n ( ! ,"l be prais$6 ,nov4 #ba4 ,! ne$ ( today 0 #dl4 #es41 b !re 7 only a few %ill+s 9 h&4 ,i op5$ ! boxes 9 my h\se1 9 :i* #a f\nd a sov]eign & a %ill+4 ,! sov]eign c\ld h be5 put 9 only la/ ev5+4 ,aft] family pray] ,i retir$ aga9 = pray]1 ab\t ! "w z ,i d daily1 by :i* means ,i h be5 help$ n only to meet ! v heavy exp5ses s9ce ,july #ae?1 b h be5 help$ ?r\gh _m & great difficulties 9 o!r respects1 & h be5 enabl$ to br+ _m bless+s ^u ! "w4 ,:ile 9 pray]1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f ! neighb\rhood ( ,le$s1 ) #el4 ,?us we are help$ = today4 ,?is aft]noon came 9 /ill fur!r1 by sale ( articles #al4 #is41 by ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #al4 #fs4 #c #a_/b d42 & ?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ #el41 be+ ! pr(its f ! sale ( a ,hymn book1 :i* has be5 pr9t$ = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,?us we h some?+ = ! ne$ ( tomorr[ also4 ,nov4 #bc4 ,z ye/]day's exp5ses _h to be met out ( :at _h come 9 on ! #ba/1 only #aas4 #aj;d4 hav+ come 9 ye/]day1 & z ! ne$ ( today = h\sekeep+ 0 #dl4 #ajs41 we _h n en\gh 9 h&4 ,our preci\s univ]sal rem$y1 pray]1 0 n[ aga9 resort$ to4 ,ab\t t5 m9utes aft]1 ,i receiv$ a ,po/-(fice ord] f ,/af=d = #bl4 ,ab\t twelve o'clock ?is morn+ came 9 /ill fur!r1 by ! sale ( "s books & pr9ts1 giv5 = ! purpose1 #cl4 #as41 by ! sale ( o!r articles #cl4 #gs4 #i;d41 by ! sale ( ,reports #as4 #a;d41 by ! sale ( ladies' bags #acs4 #e;d41 & by ! sale ( /ock+s #bs4 #f;d4 ,?is aft]noon came 9 /ill fur!r f ,glasg[ #el4 ,?us ! day1 :i* comm5c$ :5 we _h n en\gh 9 h& = its necessities1 has end$ 9 comp>ative abundance1 ?\gh !re is /ill little 9 h& = pres5t use1 z we ne$ to provide = ! r5t ( ! h\ses & = ! pur*ase ( oatmeal1 & !re=e put by a "p ( ! money giv5 today4 ,yet we are br\ght to ! close ( ano!r week1 hav+ be5 able to meet all its exp5ses4 ,nov4 #bd4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ a lett] f ! neighb\rhood ( ,dubl91 ) f\r five p\nd ,po/-(fice ord]s4 ,?us ! ,"l has done accord+ to my expectation2 = 9 our usual weekly pray] meet+ la/ ev5+ at ! ,orphan-h\ses ) ! lab\r]s 9 ! "w1 ,i 0 enabl$ to praise ! ,"l1 t ,he w\ld provide = ! ne$ ( ?is week also4 ,dec4 #b1 ,monday4 ,dur+ ! la/ week ! income _h be5 aga9 ab\t #cfl4 ,b hav+ _h /ill _m extra exp5ses1 &1 also to put by money = ! r5ts due on ! next qu>t]-day1 !re 0 no?+ left at ! close ( ! week4 ,ye/]day came 9 #es4 #aj;d41 #d;d41 #es41 #ais4 #aj;d41 & #al4 ,by ?is money we 7 able to meet ! h\sekeep+ exp5ses ( ?is day1 be+ only #bl4 #es42 b1 hav+ #bl4 to pay out1 besides ! curr5t exp5ses1 & hav+ und]/ood t a bro!r 9 ! ,"l f ,birm+ham1 ) two o!r /rang]s1 _h visit$ ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 & t money _h be5 put into ! boxes1 !y 7 op5$1 & #cl4 #cs4 #a;d4 0 f\nd 9 !m4 ,?us ,i 0 able to s5d (f ! #bl4 ,!re came 9 also ?is aft]noon #ajs4 = "w done by a "y lady1 & ?is ev5+1 by sale ( ,reports1 #ds4 ,dec4 #c4 ,z only #al4 #aes4 0 requir$ = h\sekeep+ today1 we _h en\gh1 by :at _h come 9 ye/]day aft]noon & ev5+1 & ,i _h twop5ce left4 ,dec4 #d4 ,! ,"l has aga91 9 ! love & compassion ( ,8 fa!rly he>t1 multipli$ ! h&ful ( meal 9 ! b>rel1 & ! little oil 9 ! cruse4 ,! twop5ce h be5 multipli$ m ?an a ?\s& fold4 ,ye/]day came 9 f ,clapton #bs4 #f;d41 f ! c\nty ( ,dorset #ajl41 & f ,a4 ,a4 #ajs41 be+ 7z ! donor writes7 ! produce ( a ne$less article ( jewel]y4 ,dec4 #g1 ,saturday4 ,only #bl4 #ajs4 #aj;d4 hav+ come 9 dur+ ! la/ two days 7among :i* 0 a rem>kable donation ( #ajs4 f ,calv1 9 ! k+dom ( ,wirtemb]g71 ,i _h aga91 aft] ,i _h paid out ye/]day :at 0 requir$1 only #bl4 #ajs4 #c;d4 left1 :i* ,i knew w\ld n be half en\gh = ?is day4 ,ye/]day aft]noon came 9 f ,%]borne #fs4 ,?is morn+ ,i _h an unusually full assurance t ! ,"l w\ld help u ?is day aga91 ?\gh ,i knew t m ?an #hl4 w\ld be ne$$ today1 t[>ds :i* !re 0 only #bl4 #afs4 #c;d4 9 h&4 ,i prais$ ! ,"l repeat$ly ?is morn+ be=eh& = ! help :i* ,he aga9 w\ld grant ?is day4 ,by ! fir/ deliv]y arriv$ #ajs4 f ! neighborhood ( ,k+sbridge4 ,?us we _h #cl4 #fs4 #c;d42 b = h\sekeep+ we ne$$ #el4 #ajs41 & = o!r exp5ses #cl4 #as4 #e;d4 ,h[ev]1 :5 ! ,orphan came ) ! lett]-bag1 to fet* ! money1 ,i receiv$ 9 x a lett] f ,ba?1 conta9+ #el4 ,?us we _h en\gh1 & m ?an en\gh1 = ! mom5t>y ne$1 z to ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses4 ,ab\t twelve o'clock came 9 ! foll[+ sums besides3 by sale ( articles #dl4 #es4 #h;d41 by sale ( ,reports #h;d41 by sale ( /ock+s #bs4 #b;d41 by sale ( ladies' bags #cs4 #i;d4 ,?is ev5+ came 9 /ill fur!r1 f ,dubl91 = ,reports #al4 #bs41 & #al4 z a donation1 toge!r ) "s pr9ts1 "s books1 etc4 = sale4 ,?us we _h all we ne$$1 to help u to ! close ( ! week1 & 7 able to put by "s money = ! weekly r5ts & o!r exp5ses1 to be met on qu>t] day4 ,dec4 #i1 ,monday4 ,?\gh we _h be5 help$ abundantly on ,saturday1 yet1 z "s money ne$$ to be put by1 we _h /ill no?+ = ! beg9n+ ( ?is week4 ,ye/]day came 9 = ,reports #gs4 #d;d41 & anonym\sly 0 put into ! ,*apel-boxes #as4 & #bs4 #f;d4 ,!re 0 also anonym\sly put into ! ,*apel-boxes a #ejl4 note1 ) ^! words3 #bel4 = ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 & #bel4 = clo?+ & blankets = ! poor4 ,?us we are aga9 mo/ seasonably help$1 & are n[ almo/ entirely prep>$ to meet all ! exp5ses com+ ^u u a few weeks h5ce4 ,jan4 #ah #ahde1 ,saturday4 ,s9ce ,dec4 #i? we _h always supplies s5t1 be=e ! la/ money 0 giv5 out2 x 0 a season ( ri* abundance1 = !re came 9 7includ+ ! #bel4 la/ m5tion$7 ab\t #adjl4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 ?is ev5+1 aft] all ! exp5ses ( ! day _h be5 met1 !re 0 no?+ rema9+4 ,b admire ) me1 de> read]1 ! goodness ( ! ,"l6 ,?is v ev5+ ,he has aga9 k9dly suppli$ u ) means = ! comm5cem5t ( ano!r week4 ,! boxes at ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7 op5$ 7our ne$ lead+ u to d s7 9 w9* 0 f\nd #ajl4 #afs41 "o ( !m conta9+ a t5 p\nd note4 ,is x n1 de> read]1 a preci\s ?+ to tru/ 9 ! ,"l8 ,are n t5 p\nds1 ?us receiv$ out ( ! h&s ( our ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 z ! result ( fai? 9 ,god1 mo/ preci\s8 ,w n y also seek to tru/ 9 ,him1 & dep5d on ,him alone 9 all y\r ev]yday's conc]ns1 & 9 all spiritual matt]s too8 ,if y h n done s1 d make b trial ( ! preci\sness ( ?is way1 & y w see h[ pleasant & sweet x is2 & if y h done s 9 a measure1 d s yet m & m1 & y w nev] h cause to regret x4 ,b1 p]haps1 y are n a believ]2 if s1 y _c tru/ 9 ,god1 & g 9 all circum/ances to ,him1 z to y\r ,fa!r1 except y are fir/ reconcil$ to him ?r\gh our ,"l ,jesus4 ,:at y h !n to d is1 to le>n t y are a lo/1 ru9$1 guilty s9n]1 des]v+ no?+ b puni%m5t4 ,b1 at ! same "t1 y h to rememb] t ,god1 9 ! greatness ( ,8 love to s9n]s1 s5t ,8 own de> ,son1 t ,he1 9 _! room & /ead1 might be> ! puni%m5t due to !m1 make an atonem5t = _! s9s1 & fulfil ! law ( ,god 9 _! /ead1 9 ord] t e "o1 :o believes on ,him1 might obta9 ! =giv5ess ( 8 s9s1 & be reckon$ righte\s be=e ,god4 ,if y believe 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 i4e41 if y receive ,him z ! "o :om ,god has decl>$ ,him to be1 ev5 ! ,son ( ,god 7z to ,8 p]son71 & ! ,lamb ( ,god t takes away ! s9 ( ! _w 7z to ,8 "w71 & if y re/ ^u ,him1 tru/ 9 ,him = ! salvation ( y\r s\l1 !n all y\r s9s %all be =giv54 ,?\gh y h gr[n old 9 s91 ?\gh y\r s9s h be5 v _m & v griev\s1 yet ! blood ( ,jesus ,*ri/ cleanse? f all s94 ,d b believe1 & y %all be sav$4 ,& :5 ?us y are reconcil$ to ,god1 ?r\gh fai? 9 ,8 de> ,son1 walk be=e ,him z an ob$i5t *ild1 seek 9 *ild-l simplicity to g to ,god = e ?+1 & d really treat ,god z y\r fa!r4 ,!re arriv$ also ?is ,saturday ev5+1 f ! ,isle ( ,wight1 a small box1 conta9+ #ads4 & _m articles = sale4 ,jan4 #bj1 ,monday4 #cl4 #aas1 has come 9 besides ! #aal4 #ajs41 :i* came 9 on ,saturday ev5+2 b z1 9 addition to ! ord9>y h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 ,i _h ?is aft]noon to ord] mat]ial = boys' clo!s1 all ! money :i* _h come 9 s9ce ,saturday ev5+ 0 n[ aga9 gone4 ,ab\t an h\r aft]w>ds ,i f\nd t two five-p\nd notes _h be5 put into "o ( ! boxes at my h\se1 & at ! same "t ,i receiv$ a bank ord] = #afl4 f a poor mission>y bro!r1 :o lab\rs ab\t #c1jjj miles f ,bri/ol 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! ,"l = 8 temporal supplies4 ,( ?is #afl4 ! sum ( #abl4 is to be employ$ 9 s5d+ him ,bibles & ,new ,te/am5ts1 & #dl4 he gives to ! ,orphans4 ,:at ways has n ! ,"l to help ,8 *ildr5 :o tru/ 9 ,him6 ,:o w\ld suppose t a poor mission>y w\ld s5d #dl4 = ! ,orphans1 f a di/ance ( #c1jjj miles8 ,b r mu/ ! rav5s aga9 br+ supplies1 z 9 ! days ( ,elijah1 ?an t ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 :o tru/ 9 _! ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 %\ld n h _! ne$ suppli$4 --,?us ! ,"l has aga9 giv5 #adl4 = ! ,orphans1 :5 all 0 gone4 ,jan4 #be1 ,saturday ev5+4 ,we h be5 help$ ?r\gh ! heavy exp5ses ( ?is week1 )\t lack+ any ?+2 b n[ we h no?+ left4--,?is ev5+1 ab\t t5 o'clock1 ,i receiv$ f ,b>n/aple "s articles = sale1 & a ,spani% doll>1 two #a_/d ( a franc1 & a sixp5ce2 also #al4 & #bl4 ,also sixp5ce = ,reports4 ,jan4 #bg1 ,monday4 ,ye/]day ,i receiv$ f ,f4 ,e4 ,b4 #bs4 #f;d41 f ,fri5ds to ! ,in/itution #dl42 & #bs4 #f;d4 0 put into ! ,*apel-boxes anonym\sly1 ditto #ajs41 ditto #bs4 #f;d4 ,?us1 by :at came 9 on ,saturday ev5+ & ye/]day1 ,i am able to meet ?is day's dem&s1 be+ #dl4 #es4 #f;d4--,ev5+4 ,?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ f ,cam]ton #el41 ( :i* #cl4 is = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & #bl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?us1 z ! money goes out1 ! ,"l k9dly s5ds 9 supplies1 & all )\t speak+ to "o human be+ ab\t our necessities1 b mak+ !m kn[n to ,him only2 yea1 det]m9$1 by ,8 help & support1 r to endure _m trials1 9 ord] t ?r\gh our difficulties ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ at l>ge may be com=t$1 & ^? :o are weak 9 fai? be /r5g!n$1 ?an to g away f ! door ( our ,heav5ly ,fa!r to t ( bre?r54 ,feb4 #a1 ,saturday4 ,we are br\ght to ! close ( ano!r week1 & h be5 suppli$ ) all we ne$$2 b !re is n[ aga9 no?+ left4 ,feb4 #b4 ,:5 n[ aga9 !re 0 no?+ left la/ ev5+ 9 my h&s = ! beg9n+ ( ! com+ week1 !re h be5 today1 by two diff]5t donors1 two five-p\nd notes put into ! ,*apel-boxes1 ditto #bs4 #f;d41 ditto #bs4 #f;d41 & also #bs4 #f;d4 0 giv5 besides4 ,?us we are aga9 suppli$ fur ! pres5t4 ,o ,"l1 fill my--he>t ) lively gratitude = all ,?y goodness6 ,"l help me1 n only to tru/ 9 ,!e m & m1 b also to love ,!e m & m1 see+ t ,?\ do/ condesc5d to use su* a poor s9ful s]vant6 ,feb4 #h1 ,saturday ev5+4 ,above #cjl4 has come 9 dur+ ?is week2 b z !re h be5 b\ght eight hundr$ weight ( rice & eight bu%els ( peas1 besides meet+ ! regul> h\sekeep+ exp5ses1 aga9 only a few %ill+s rema94 ,feb4 #aj1 ,monday4 ,ye/]day #bl4 0 s5t to me1 f a physician resid+ 9 ,bri/ol2 anonym\sly 0 put into ! boxes at ,be!sda ,*apel #bs41 ditto #al41 & ditto #bs4 #f;d4 ,also by ,a4 ,a4 0 giv5 to me #gs4 #b;d4 ,i 0 ?us able1 ) ! few %ill+s t 7 left on ,saturday ev5+1 to meet ! exp5ses ( ?is day1 aft] :i* #gs4 #aj;d4 rema9$4 ,?is morn+ ,i 0 kept1 ?r\gh pressure ( engagem5ts1 f hav+ pray]1 on acc\nt ( ! "w1 at ! usual "t2 b at half-pa/ two ,i unit$ ) my belov$ wife & h] si/] 9 pray]1 & ,i ask$ ! ,"l1 among o!r bless+s1 also = means4 ,z to ! latt]1 we _h answ] ^u answ] be=e ! close ( ! day4 ,= ?is aft]noon #al4 #es4 #i;d4 arriv$ f ,/irl+4 ,?is aft]noon also five sov]eigns 7 put into ! box 9 my room1 :i* ,i happ5$ to f9d out soon aft]4 ,i receiv$ also ?is ev5+ #es41 :i* _h ye/]day be5 anonym\sly put into ! boxes at ,salem ,*apel4 ,a poor bro!r likewise gave me #bs4 ,/ill fur!r came 9 #aas4 #e;d4 ,feb4 #aa4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r a donation ( #bl4 ,?is aft]noon ,i receiv$1 z ! pr(it ( ! sale ( ladies' bags1 #al41 & #bl4 #ags4 #d;d4 came 9 by sale ( articles4 ,feb4 #ab4 ,aft] ,i _h s5t (f ?is morn+ ! money :i* 0 requir$ = ! h\sekeep+ ( today1 ,i _h aga9 only #afs4 #b #a_/b d4 left1 be+ only ab\t "o-f\r? z mu* z is g5]ally ne$$ = "o day1 m]ely = h\sekeep+1 s t !re 0 n[ aga9 a fre% call = tru/+ 9 ! ,"l4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i met aga91 z usual1 ) my de> wife & h] si/]1 = pray]1 to ask ! ,"l = _m bless+s1 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 & = means also4 ,ab\t "o h\r aft]1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,devon%ire1 conta9+ an ord] = #bbl41 ( :i* #ajl4 0 = ! ,orphans1 #bl4 = a poor bro!r 9 ,bri/ol1 & #ajl4 = myself4--,besides hav+ ?us a fre% pro( ( ! will+ness ( our ,heav5ly ,fa!r to answ] our reque/s on behalf ( ! ,orphans1 !re is ?is1 moreov]1 to be notic$4 ,= _m mon?s pa/ ! necessities ( ! poor sa9ts among u h be5 p>ticul>ly laid ^u my he>t4 ,! ^w ( our ,"l3 ,ye h ! poor ) y always1 & :5soev] ye w ye may d !m good1 has aga9 & aga9 /irr$ me up to pray] on _! behalf1 & ?us x 0 aga9 9 p>ticul> ?is morn+4 ,x 0 ! colde/ morn+ we h _h ! :ole w9t]4 ,9 my morn+ walk = pray] & m$itation ,i ?\ght h[ well ,i 0 suppli$ ) coals1 n\ri%+ food1 & w>m clo?+1 & h[ _m ( ! de> *ildr5 ( ,god might be 9 ne$2 & ,i lift$ up my he>t to ,god to give me m means = myself1 t ,i might be able1 by actions1 to %[ m abundant sympa?y ) ! poor believ]s 9 _! ne$2 & x 0 b ?ree h\rs aft] :5 ,i receiv$ ?is #ajl4 = myself4 --,?is ev5+ 0 left at ! ,infant ,orphan-,h\se an anonym\s lett]1 conta9+ a sov]eign = ! ,orphans1 ) ! lett]s ,c4 ,t4 ,d4 ,feb4 #ae1 ,saturday ev5+4 #fl4 #as4 #d;d4 has come 9 s9ce ! #ab?4 ,all ! wants ( ?is week h be5 ri*ly suppli$1 b n[ !re 0 aga9 sc>cely any?+ left t[>ds ! com+ week1 :5 ?is ev5+1 j be=e ,i 0 go+ to our usual ,saturday ev5+ pray] meet+ at ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 a bank po/ bill = #ajl4 came to h&1 be+ ! gift ( an ag$ cl]gyman4 ,?us we h a little = ! next week1 & we h also be5 able to ord] two hundr$ weight ( soap1 :i* x 0 v desirable to h1 9 ord] t !re might be no ne$ ( us+ new soap = wa%+4 ,feb4 #af4 ,today ! ,"l has giv5 /ill m4 ,anonym\sly 7 put into ! ,*apel-boxes ! foll[+ sums3 ,a tw5ty-p\nd note1 a sov]eign1 #bs4 #f;d41 & #fs4 ,!re 0 giv5 also by ,a4 ,a4 #cs4 #g;d41 & a lady f ,nott+ham s5t #es4 ,x 0 p>ticul>ly k9d ( ! ,"l to s5d 9 ?is ri* supply1 because soon aga9 a ton & a half ( oatmeal w ne$ to be ord]$ f ,scotl&1 ! r5ts ne$ to be provid$ =1 & ,i desire soon to be able to give aga9 "s money to ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses = _! own p]sonal necessities4 ,m>* #d1 ,besides ! #cbl4 #gs4 #a;d4 t _h come 9 on ! #ae? & #af? ( ,feb41 !re came 9 up to ?is day #chl4 #ags4 #a;d41 s t !re 0 n any difficulty to meet all ! dem&s4 ,aft] ,i _h met ! exp5ses = h\sekeep+ ye/]day1 all our means 7 aga9 gone1 & !re 0 !re=e no?+ 9 h& t[>ds ! exp5ses ( today4 ,b ! ,"l help$ u aga92 = two five-p\nd notes 7 f\nd 9 "o ( ! boxes at my h\se1 :]eby ,i am able to meet ! ne$ ( ?is day1 :i* is #cl4 ,de> ,read]6 does y\r he>t admire ! h& ( ,god 9 ^! in/ances8 ,does y\r he>t praise ! ,"l = ,8 goodness to u8 ,does x1 or does x n8 ,if n1 !n ,i besee* y to lay aside ?is acc\nt ( ,8 deal+s ) u1 & fall on y\r knees1 & ask ,god to h m]cy ^u y1 & to s(t5 y\r he>t1 t y may be s5sible ( ,8 goodness to u4 ,surely if y c read ?is acc\nt ( ,8 goodness1 & x makes no impression ^u y1 x is a sign t y\r he>t is n 9 a "r /ate be=e ,god4 ,i d n expect t all ! read]s w1 z mu* z ,i d1 by ! grace ( ,god1 see ! h& ( ,god 9 all ^! matt]s1 ?\gh ,i c\ld wi% t !y did s1 ev5 a ?\s& times m ?an ,i d2 b yet all %\ld adore ,god = ,8 great goodness to u1 & %\ld rememb] t :at ,he does = u1 9 answ]+ our poor s9-mix$ petitions1 = ! sake ( ,8 de> ,son1 ,he is will+ to d = !m also4--,p>ticul>ly notice1 t ! help nev] comes too late4 ,we may be poor1 yea1 v poor2 yet ! help comes at ! "r "t4 ,we may h to wait ^u ! ,"l1 yea1 ev5 a long "t2 b at la/ ,he helps4 ,x may seem z if ! ,"l _h =gott5 u1 by all[+ u to be poor1 & v poor1 & t week aft] week2 b at la/ ,he helps abundantly1 & %[s t only = ! trial ( our fai?1 bo? = our own b5efit & ! b5efit ( ^? :o might he> ( ,8 deal+s ) u1 has ,he all[$ u to call s long ^u ,him4 --,by ! grace ( ,god my he>t is n tr\bl$ n[1 :e!r !re be mu* or little 9 h&4 ,i am sure1 t1 9 ! be/ "t & way1 ,god w s5d help2 & ?us x is n only ) ref]5ce to temporal supplies1 b also z x reg>ds o!r ?+s t we may ne$1 or :5 we may be 9 peculi> difficulties 9 o!r respects4 ,:5 boys ne$ to be appr5tic$1 or situations h to be f\nd = ! girls1 & !re are difficulties 9 ! way1 z we nev] s5d !m out1 except to believ+ ma/]s & mi/resses1 my s\l is yet at peace1 because ,i betake myself to my ,heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,:5 !re h be5 infecti\s diseases 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 :]eby1 look+ at x naturally1 _m *ildr5 might be tak5 away ?r\gh dea?1 my s\l is at peace1 because ,i ca/ ?is burd5 ^u ! ,"l1 & ,he su/a9s me4 ,:5 "o or ! o!r ( my fell[-lab\r]s h left ! "w1 & ,i ne$$ _! place suppli$1 & knew ( no suitable p]sons1 ,i h be5 look+ to ,god = help1 & t has kept my he>t 9 peace1 ?\gh ?is is no small difficulty1 z n only c no hirel+s be engag$ 9 ?is "w1 b also1 9 case1 ! individual is a true *ild ( ,god1 !re are yet s _m ?+s to be consid]$ z to fitness & call = ! "w4 ,:5 all k9ds ( ly+ reports h be5 spread ab\t ! "w & ab\t myself 9 connexion ) x 7?\gh !y h be5 v mu* less ?an might h be5 expect$71 ,i h committ$ my case to ! ,"l2 & su* ?+s1 in/ead ( ca/+ me d[n1 (t5 h greatly *e]$ me1 because !y h be5 a fre% pro( to me1 t ,god is at "w1 & t1 !re=e1 ! devil is angry1 & /irs up ^! lies4 ,:5 ,i h _h = mon?s to leave ! "w1 z 9 ! ye> #ahch1 = ab\t f\r mon?s1 9 #ahdc-d1 = sev5 mon?s1 & 9 #ahde1 = ?ree mon?s1 be+ call$ to lab\r on ! ,cont95t1 or be+ ill1 z 9 #ahch1 my he>t has be5 9 p]fect peace1 committ+ all ! conc]ns ( ! :ole ,in/itution into ! h& ( ,god1 consid]+ t x 0 n my "w b ,81 & t1 !re=e1 ,i might be )\t c>efulness ab\t x4 ,i seek to believe m & m :at ,god says ab\t ,himself 9 ,8 holy ^w1 & x is ?is :i* gives ?is re/ & peace to my he>t1 n only ) ref]5ce to all ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 b also ab\t my own body & s\l1 my de> wife & *ild1 my o!r de> relations1 ! temporal supplies = myself & family1 my s]vice 9 ! ,*ur* 9 :i* ,i lab\r1 n[ consi/+ ( m ?an #gjj believ]s1 & ! /ate ( ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ at l>ge4 ,m>* #h1 ,saturday4 #aal4 #ags4 #a #c_/d d4 m has come 9 s9ce ,m>* #d?4 ,?us ,i h be5 able fully to meet all ! exp5ses dur+ ?is week1 b n[ h>e aga9 only a few %ill+s left t[>ds ! necessities ( ! com+ week4--,late 9 ! ,ev5+4--,aft] our pray]-meet+ ?is ev5+ f\r sov]eigns 7 giv5 to me1 two = ! ,orphans1 & two = ! o!r objects4 ,?is is ! beg9n+ ( ! help :i* ! ,"l surely w give dur+ ! com+ week also4 ,m>* #aa1 ,tuesday4 ,only #ags4 #f;d4 _h come 9 s9ce ,saturday ev5+1 & !re=e1 aft] ! exp5ses ( ye/]day _h be5 met1 !re rema9$ aga9 only a few %ill+s 9 h&1 on acc\nt ( :i* my pray] 01 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to s5d 9 some?+ = ?is day4 ,:5 ,i came home la/ ev5+ f ! meet+1 my de> wife told me1 t !re 0 "s money 9 ! box 9 our p>l\r4 ,i op5$ x1 & f\nd x to conta9 five sov]eigns4 ,?us we are suppli$ = today4 ,m>* #ac4 ,ye/]day ,i _h s5t (f all ! money1 :i* 0 rema9+ 9 my h&s1 to ! ,orphan-,h\ses = h\sekeep+4 ,also ! boxes 7 op5$ 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 b only #aj #a_/b d4 0 f\nd 9 !m4 ,we 7 com=tably suppli$ ye/]day ) all t 0 requir$1 b !re 0 no money at all 9 h& = today4 ,:5 ! lett]-bag 0 br\ght ?is morn+ = money1 ,i f\nd t ! ne$ = h\sekeep+ = today 0 #bl4 #aes42 b !re 0 no?+ at all 9 h&4 ,!re=e1 :ile ! boy 0 wait+ at my h\se1 ,i dispos$ ( "s tr9kets1 :i* _h be5 s5t a few days s9ce1 = #bl4 #aes4 #f;d4 ,?us we _h en\gh1 & #f;d4 ov]4 ,!re came 9 also #h;d4 by sale ( ,reports4-- ,ev5+4 ,?is aft]noon came 91 by sale ( articles1 #ags4 #f;d41 & by a donation #al4 ,m>* #ad4 ,! ne$ ( today is #bl4 ,!re 0 #as4 #d;d4 m ne$$ ?an ,i _h 9 h&1 :5 #es4 #f #a_/b d4 came 9 f two ,orphan-boxes4 ,?us we are help$ = ?is day4 ,m>* #ae4 ,ye/]day aft]noon half-a-sov]eign 0 br\ght to me4 ,9 ! ev5+ #ais4 #d;d4 came 9 by sale ( articles4 ,b ?is 0 n en\gh = ! ne$ ( today4 ,:ile ! ,orphan boy 0 wait+ = ! money1 ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] f ,ba?3-- ,belov$ ,bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 ,my si/] ,e4 & myself feel x laid on our he>ts to s5d a little = y\r ne$ at ?is "t1 ?9k+ x mu/ be increas$ by ! sev]ity ( ! wea!r4 ,we s5d ! inclos$ 9 mu* love1 & ?ankfulness to ! ,"l = p]mitt+ u to d x1 half = ! ,orphans1 & ! re/ to be appli$ z seems good to y4 ,etc4 ,! lett] conta9$ two sov]eigns1 ( :i* ,i took "o = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r = ! ,s*ool fund4 7,! latt] sov]eign 0 ne$$ today t[>ds ! paym5t ( ! tea*]s 9 ! ,day-s*ools47 ,?us we _h all t 0 ne$$ today = ! ,orphans4 ,?is ev5+ ,i f\nd a sixp5ce 9 ! box 9 my room4 ,m>* #ag1 ,monday4 ,! sixp5ce :i* ,i took out ( ! box 9 my room on ,saturday ev5+ 0 all !re 0 9 h&1 :5 ye/]day came 9 ! foll[+ donations3 ,a4 ,a4 #al4 #bs4 #d #a_/b d41 anonym\sly #f;d41 ditto #bs4 #f;d4 ,:5 ?is morn+ ,i _h ! bag s5t f ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 ,i f\nd t ! am\nt ne$$ = h\se-keep+ 0 #bl4 #es42 b !re 0 only #al4 #es4 #aj #a_/b d4 9 h&4 ,imm$iately aft]1 be=e ! bag 0 fet*$1 "o ( my fell[-lab\r]s s5t me #al4 = ! ,orphans1 s t we _h en\gh = today1 & #aj #a_/b d4 ov]4 ,:5 n[ only #aj #a_/b d4 rema9$1 ,i receiv$ f ,swansea a lett] conta9+ a franc & a half1 ) ! words ,jehovah ,jireh4 ,m>* #ah4 ,jehovah ,jireh 7i4e4 ! ,"l w provide7 has be5 aga9 v]ifi$ 9 our exp]i5ce4 #aj #a_/b d4 rema9$ 9 h&1 & ! ne$ ( ?is day 0 #fl4 #cs4 ,b ! ,"l knew :at we %\ld ne$ today1 & he help$ accord+ly4 ,i op5$ ! box 9 my room1 & f\nd a t5-p\nd note 9 x4 ,?us we h m ?an is ne$$ = ! pres5t mom5t4 ,m>* #ai4 ,ye/]day aft]noon ,i _h to pay out #cl4 m1 = "o ( ! appr5tices4 ,?us ! exp5ses ( ye/]day 7 altoge!r #il4 #cs4 ,h[ k9d !re=e ( ! ,"l to h put x into ! he>t ( ! donor ( ! t5-p\nd note to give t money j !n4 ,& n[ we _h aga9 only #ags4 #aj #a_/b d4 left t[>ds ! ne$ ( today1 :i* is #cl4 #es4 ,b our mo/ fai?ful ,"l has be5 aga9 m9dful ( u at ?is "t also4 ,= !re came 9 ye/]day f a lady at ,%effield #al41 by sale ( ,reports #h;d41 by ! pr(it f ! sale ( ladies' bags #aes41 & by ?ree donations f ,bri/ol donors #abs4 ,?us !re is aga9 all we ne$ = today1 & #f #a_/b;d4 left4 ,imm$iately aft] ,i _h writt5 ?is 9 my j\rnal1 ! ,"l began to increase aga9 ! h&ful ( meal 9 ! b>rel4 ,i receiv$ f ,b>n/aple #es4 ,m>* #bj4 ,ye/]day morn+1 :5 ,i 0 go+ to s5d (f ! money to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 ,i f\nd #bs4 #f;d4 9 ! lett] bag1 slipp$ 9 anonym\sly4 ,i f\nd also #al4 #es4 9 ! boxes at my h\se4 ,?us we h #al4 #acs4 #j #a_/b d4 = ! necessities ( today1 :i* ,i f9d is suffici5t4 ,m>* #ba4 ,all ! money be+ sp5t1 ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7 op5$ ye/]day aft]noon1 9 :i* 7 f\nd a sov]eign1 half-a-cr[n1 & a p5ny4 ,?is is all we h = today4 ,m>* #bb1 ,saturday4 ,we 7 able to get ?r\gh ye/]day ) ! #al4 #bs4 #g;d4 f\nd 9 ! boxes2 b 9 ?is way our /ores become mu* r$uc$4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 0 ,saturday be=e u ) its heavy exp5ses1 & !re 0 no?+ yet to meet !m1 :5 ,i w5t la/ ev5+ to our public meet+1 to m9i/] 9 ! ^w4 ,h[ev]1 my s\l has be5 9 peace1 by ! grace ( ,god1 dur+ all ?is week & ! la/1 ?\gh aga9 & aga9 we h _h no?+4 ,i h rem9d$ ! ,"l repeat$ly dur+ ?is week1 t x is ,8 comm&m5t to ,8 disciples to be )\t anxiety1 & t ,i am s1 because x is ,8 comm&m5t t ,i %\ld be s1 b t n[ ,he also1 on ,8 "p1 graci\sly w\ld be pleas$ to cont9ue to help me1 z ,he _h done hi!rto4 ,& n[ obs]ve h[ ! ,"l aga9 has help$6 ,aft] ! meet+ la/ ev5+1 betwe5 #h & #i o'clock1 :5 ,i _h no?+ at all 9 h&1 t[>ds meet+ ! necessities ( ?is day1 :i* ,i _h e reason to believe w\ld be sev]al p\nds1 "o ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses gave to my wife #es41 ,miss ,e4 ,n4 s5t #ajs41 & a si/] 9 ! ,"l1 :o arriv$ la/ ev5+ f ,hull1 put ! foll[+ lett] into ! h&s ( my de> wife1 address$ to me3-- ,hull1 ,m>* #bj1 #ahde4 ,belov$ ,bro!r1 ,i s5d y a small box ( articles1 :i* p]haps y c dispose ( = ! ,orphans1 & #el4 #es4 #g;d4 9 money4 ,accept x 9 ! ,"l's "n z a tribute ( love f ! bre?r5 "h4 ,we %all be always glad to see y if y travel ?is way4 ,9 ha/e1 ,y\rs affectionately 9 ! ,"l1 99 99 99 99 ,! box conta9$ ! foll[+ articles3--a gold cross1 two gold p9s1 two broo*es1 ?ree gold r+s1 a small gold seal1 two gold bracelet snaps1 a pair ( silv] /uds1 a m\rn+ broo*1 necklace & e>-r+s1 a silv] p5cil case1 a /one cross & he>t1 a gilt wai/-buckle1 a doz5 new clo? caps1 two books1 two new cotton frocks1 ?ree new p9a=es1 a new :ite lace veil1 two wai/coats1 a g[n1 a pair ( lady's boots1 ?ree veils1 two lace capes1 two lace %awls1 two musl9 aprons1 a lady's bag1 f\r wai/ rib&s1 ?ree pairs ( cuffs1 a little sc>f1 ?ree necklaces2 #dl4 #es4 #g;d4 = ! ,orphans1 & #al4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4--,today !re came 9 /ill fur!r1 by sale ( articles #hs4 #f;d41 = ,reports #h;d1 & by sale ( /ock+s #fs4 #h;d4 ,also f ,?ornbury #bs4 #f;d4 ,?us we h en\gh = today1 & some?+ left4 ,m>* #bd1 ,monday4 ,ye/]day & today came 9 only #gs4 #f;d4 altoge!r4 ,we h en\gh = today1 & #fs4 #f;d4 left1 z ! dem&s 7 only #bl4 #ajs4 ,m>* #be4 ,:5 !re 0 aga9 only #fs4 #f;d4 left1 #ds4 #f;d4 came 9 ye/]day ev5+4 ,!re 0 also #el4 put into "o ( ! boxes at my h\se4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f a bro!r f ! neighb\rhood ( ,birm+ham #bl41 & #ajs4 came 9 by ano!r donation4 ,?us ,i _h m ?an suffici5t = ! ne$ ( today1 :i* is #dl4 #aes4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r f ,bridg5or? #ajs41 & f a si/] 9 ,bri/ol #bs4 #b;d4 ,m>* #bf4 ,only #cs4 #b #a_/b d4 came 9 today1 by ! boxes 9 my h\se4 ,m>* #bg4 ,ye/]day morn+ ,i s5t (f = h\sekeep+ all ! money ,i _h left4 ,x 0 en\gh = ye/]day1 b only en\gh4 ,only #al came 9 ye/]day1 & ?is morn+ #d;d4 ,?is #al4 #js4 #d;d4 0 all ,i _h to s5d to ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,!re came 9 #es1 #d;d4 besides1 & ?us we 7 help$ ?r\gh ?is day also4 ,m>* #bh4 ,no?+ has come 94 ,:ile ! ,orphan ,boy 0 wait+ = ! bag to be made up1 #al4 #es4 #a;d4 came 9 = a few tr9kets1 :i* ,i _h s5t out to be dispos$ (4 ,?is 0 all ,i c\ld s5d4 ,m>* #bi4 ,by ! #al4 #es4 #a;d4 we 7 help$ ?r\gh ye/]day4 ,b !re 0 n[ aga9 n only no?+ at all 9 h&1 b we requir$ ! m1 z ! la/ two days !re _h be5 s little laid out = h\sekeep+1 & also because today 0 ,saturday4 ,h[ev]1 z ! ,"l nev] once has =sak5 me 9 ! "w dur+ ! la/ elev5 ye>s1 s x has be5 at ?is "t also4 ,ab\t five o'clock ye/]day aft]noon a note 0 giv5 to me 9 :i* 0 enclos$ #el41 :i* a physician ( ?is city k9dly s5t4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,i receiv$ #ajs41 be+ ! pr(it f ! sale ( ladies' bags1 & ?is morn+ came 9 /ill fur!r by ! sale ( articles #is4 #f;d41 & by ! sale ( /ock+s #acs4 ,!re 7 also la/ ev5+1 anonym\sly left at my h\se1 a gold seal1 a brass seal1 & a pair ( gilt e>-r+s4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r #ajs41 & #ajs4 ,m>* #ca4 ,!re came 9 ye/]day & today anonym\sly f ,hayes-,t[n1 ne> ,uxbridge1 #al41 & #bl4 #ajs4 besides4 ,april #a4 ,on acc\nt ( ! exp5ses ( ,saturday hav+ be5 great1 & ( ye/]day likewise1 !re rema9$ aga9 b a few %ill+s4 ,our graci\s ,"l1 h[ev]1 :o day aft] day looks on our ne$1 yea1 s to speak1 inspects our /ores1 knew ?is1 & !re=e ye/]day caus$ t5 p\nds to be put into "o ( ! boxes at my h\se4 ,la/ ev5+ came 9 also /ill fur!r #al4 #gs4 f ! ,isle ( ,wight4 ,april #b4 ,z ,i _h to exp5d today m ?an #ajl1 = ! ,orphans1 ,i 0 aga9 r$uc$ to a few %ill+s1 :5 ?is morn+ #ael4 0 s5t to me by two donors f ,liv]pool4 ,also at ! same "t came f ! neighb\rhood ( ,worce/] #al4 ,april #c4 ,aft] hav+ be5 comp>atively poor1 ! ,"l is n[ aga9 p\r+ 9 means1 :i* come v seasonably = ! repl5i%+ ( our /ores1 = ! obta9+ ( c]ta9 articles ( clo?+ = ! *ildr51 etc4 ,today ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ donations3 #ail4 #es4 f ! bre?r5 assembl+ at ,be!sda ,*apel1 ,sund]l&1 f two si/]s #fs41 f ,a4 ,a4 #ahs4 #e;d41 & by sale ( ,reports #as4 #d;d4 ,april #d4 ,/ill fur!r f ,sund]l& #aes41 f ,%]borne #hs4 #f;d41 f ,sidm\? #al41 & f ,s4 ,p41 ,dubl91 #al4 #ajs4 ,april #ab1 ,saturday4 #ccl4 #ais4 #g;d4 m has come 9 s9ce ! #d?4 ,aft] ! exp5ses ( today _h be5 met1 !re aga9 rema9$ sc>cely any?+1 :51 9 addition to all ! ord9>y exp5ses dur+ ! com+ week be=e me1 a fre% supply ( oatmeal ne$$ to be pur*as$4 ,! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses !re=e 7 op5$1 b only #al4 #hs4 #f;d4 0 f\nd 9 !m4 ,!re came 9 besides f ,a4 ,a4 #gs4 ,april #ac1 ,"l's-day4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,hamp/ead1 conta9+ f\r po/-(fice ord]s ( #el4 ea*1 ( :i* #ajl4 is = ! poor believ]s among :om ,i lab\r1 & #ajl1 = ! ,orphans4 ,april #cj4 ,f ! #ac? to ?is day came 9 altoge!r #egl4 #acs4 #b;d4 ,?us we 7 well suppli$ ) all ! means :i* 7 ne$$ dur+ t "t2 b ye/]day morn+ ,i _h s5t (f to ! ,orphan-,h\ses ! la/ money ,i _h 9 h&4 ,9 ! aft]noon a si/] 9 ! ,"l f ,ba? call$1 & gave me a sov]eign1 :5 ,i _h n "o p5ny 9 h& t[>ds ! ne$ ( today4 ,?is morn+ came 9 /ill fur!r #ahs4 #aj #a_/b d1 by ne$lework done by ! ,orphan-,girls4 ,also #d;d4 by sale ( a ,report4 ,?us we 7 suppli$ = today4 ,may #a4 ,:5 ?is day began ,i _h only half-a-cr[n 9 h&1 :i* ,i _h tak5 la/ ev5+ out ( "o ( ! boxes 9 my h\se4 ,:5 ,i 0 ?is morn+1 on my usual walk be=e breakfa/1 br++ my circum/ances be=e ! ,"l1 ,i rem9d$ ,him ( ,8 ^w1 ,take no ?\ght = ! morr[ 1 7i4e4 be n anxi\s ab\t ! morr[71 & ,i told ,him t ye/]day ,i _h n be5 anxi\s ab\t today1 & pray$ t ,he w\ld n[ be pleas$ to help me4 ,i 0 9 p]fect peace1 ?\gh ,i _h n ! lea/ natural prospect ( hav+ ! necessities ( today suppli$4 ,( ! money put by = ! r5t ,i w\ld n take4 ,our ne$ 0 my com=t4 ,:5 ,i return$ to my h\se at eight o'clock1 ,i f\nd t !re bad be5 s5t f ! ,orphan-,h\ses #es41 giv5 !re1 & #bs4 #f;d4 = knitt+4 ,also a p]son _h br\ght ye/]day to ! ,orphan-,h\ses ! cont5ts ( an ,orphan-box1 :i* _h 9 8 room1 hav+ felt himself1 z he said1 mu* /irr$ up to d s4 ,x 0 #cs4 #f;d4 ,also a si/] f ,worce/]%ire _h s5t #ajs4 ,be=e money 0 s5t = f ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ f ,/af=d #ajs4 ,?us ,i _h #al4 #acs4 #f;d1 to s5d to ! ,orphan-,h\ses = ! ne$ ( today4 ,may #b4 ,a little aft] ,i _h s5t (f ye/]day all ! money to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 a bro!r 9 ! ,"l f ,cornwall call$ on me & gave me #al4 ,9 ! aft]noon a si/]1 :o _h receiv$ peculi> m]cy f ! ,"l 9 ! way ( temporal help1 call$ on me1 & gave #ajs42 & a *ri/ian s]vant1 :o _h receiv$ a fee1 gave x1 ! am\nt be+ #bs4 ,?us ,i h #al4 #abs4 to s5d = ! ne$ ( ?is day4--,i _h writt5 ?is 9 my j\rnal1 b ! bag 0 n yet gone1 :5 ,i receiv$ f a di/ance ( ab\t #ej miles = ,reports #ds4 #a;d1 & f a ,field ,(fic] #cl #ajs4#b;d41 s t ,i c\ld s5d all t 0 ne$$ today1 be+ #cl4 ,may #c4 ,ye/]day aft]noon ,i receiv$ half-a-cr[n m1 & ?is morn+ #cs4 by sale ( articles1 & f ,k5dal #al #ajs4 ,! money f ,k5dal came ab\t two m9utes be=e ! boy came f ! ,orphan-,h\ses to fet* ! supply = ?is day's necessities4 ,x 0 a mo/ seasonable help1 z ?is is ,saturday1 & we ne$$ today #cl4 #aes41 & ,i _h n ne>ly en\gh 9 h&4--,!re came 9 fur!r ?is morn+ #bl4 #as4 #b;d4 by sale ( articles1 & 9 ! ev5+ #ajs41 be+ ! cont5ts ( an ,orphan-box 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,cole=d4 -- ,we are ?us br\ght to ! close ( ano!r week1 & h a little left t[>ds ! heavy exp5ses ( ! next1 z1 besides ! usual h\sekeep+ exp5ses ( ab\t #bjl41 !re are t5 tons ( gravel = ! playgr\nds to be b\ght1 & a ton ( oatmeal4 ,july #aj4 ,f ,may #crd to ?is day 0 a season ( comp>atively ri* abundance4 ,! total am\nt :i* 0 receiv$ am\nts to #bfhl4 #ajs4 #f #a_/b d4 ,imm$iately aft] ! #crd1 ! ,"l s5t consid]able help1 s t ,i 0 able to meet ! extraord9>y exp5ses :i* are ref]r$ to "u ! la/ date2 = on ! #d? came 9 #fl4 #js4 #c;d41 on ! #e? #is4 #f;d41 on ! #f? #gjl4 & #ajjl41 ( :i* two sums "o-half 0 put to ! ,orphan-,fund1 & ! o!r half to ! fund = ! o!r objects4 ,on ! #aj? ( ,may ,i _h to leave ,bri/ol on acc\nt ( my heal?1 & 0 abs5t ?ree weeks1 & _h to pay away1 = ! ,orphans1 ab\t #ajjl4 )9 "o =tnight aft]4 ,h[ seasonably1 !re=e1 came ^! two donations6 ,:5 ^! two sums came 9 !re 0 only #ajs4 #c;d4 9 h&1 &1 z has be5 /at$1 t5 tons ( gravel 7 ne$$1 & a ton ( oatmeal1 also money = ! appr5tices1 besides ! daily curr5t exp5ses4 ,( ! o!r donations1 :i* came 9 dur+ ?is p]iod1 ,i only m5tion3 f ,negro bre?r5 9 ,dem]>a1 twelve doll>s4 ,all ! money1 aft] ?is long "t ( comp>ative abundance1 0 today1 ,july #aj?1 r$uc$ to #al4 #fs4 #j #a_/b d41 & #bl4 0 ne$$4 ,! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7 op5$1 9 :i* #afs4 #a;d4 0 f\nd4 ,?us we _h en\gh1 & #bs4 #a #a_/b d4 0 left4 ,july #aa4 ,ye/]day aft]noon came a box f ,newport1 9 ! ,isle ( ,wight1 ) _m articles = ! ,orphans1 & a little money = ! o!r objects4 ,?is 0 a preci\s enc\ragem5t to cont9ue to wait ^u ! ,"l4 ,at ! fir/ deliv]y ?is morn+ ,i receiv$ sev]al lett]s4 ,! fir/ ,i op5$ 0 f a bro!r 9 ,devon%ire1 ) a po/-(fice ord] = #hs4 = ! ,orphans4 ,he writes ?us2 ,my box = ! ,orphans /ill yields b little1 b ,i h be5 frequ5tly inquir+ ( ! ,"l1 :5 t little %\ld be s5t4 ,= ! la/ few days x has appe>$ to me t ! "t 0 come to s5d x to y1 ,i !re=e s5t = ! am\nt 9 an ord]1 :i* ,i ?is day receiv$1 & n[ s5d1 9 hope x may be ( "s help 9 a "t ( ne$4 ,?is #hs4 0 a fur!r preci\s enc\ragem5t4--,! next lett] :i* ,i op5$ 0 f a *ri/ian g5tleman at ,ed9burgh1 conta9+ a bank ord] = tw5ty-five gu9eas1 ( :i* tw5ty gu9eas are = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s1 & five = my own p]sonal necessities4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r today1 f bre?r5 at ,p]? #bl41 & f ! neighb\rhood ( ,glasg[ #el4 ,july #ab4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ a legacy ( #el4 = ! ,orphans1 f ! relatives ( a de> dep>t$ si/] 9 ! ,"l1 :o1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to h] la/ days1 _h tak5 ! deepe/ int]e/ 9 x4 ,also f ,j]sey1 toge!r ) a gold r+1 #dl4 ,also #cl4 #bs4 #j #a_/b d4 by sale ( articles & donations1 s t dur+ ^! two days we h _h above #djl4 com+ 94 ,f ,july #ac? to #ai?1 came 9 #afl4 #fs4 #h;d4 m4 ,on ,july #ai? ,i left = ! ,cont95t1 to lab\r = a season 9 ,g]many1 & return$ to ,bri/ol on ,oct #aa?4 ,= ab\t eight mon?s be=e ?is1 ,i _h se5 x to be ! ,"l's w t ,i %\ld g aga9 ?is ye> to ! ,cont95t = a season1 & _h made my j\rney & s]vice a subject ( pray] f ,nov41 #ahdd4 ,besides ask+ ! ,"l's bless+ ^u my s]vice1 ,i also s\ght ,8 help = means1 & = ?is also ,i _h n to wait on ,him 9 va94 ,= z ! ,"l _h s5t me1 be=e ,i w5t 9 #ahdc1 ! sum ( #gjbl4 #cs4 #g;d4 = v>i\s purposes1 & = ! "w 9 ,g]many 9 p>ticul>1 s ,he gave me aga91 on ,may #crd1 #ahde1 ! sum ( #ejjl1 = ! "w 9 ,g]many1 yet s1 t ! surplus :i* !re might be %\ld be employ$ = ! ,orphans & o!r "w 9 my h&s4 ,f ! conditions "u :i* ?is donation 0 giv5 to me1 x 0 obvi\s !n1 t :il/ on ! "o h&1 :5 x pla9ly c\ld be se5 t only a c]ta9 "p ( ! money w\ld be ne$$ = ! pres5t s]vice 9 ,g]many1 ! rema9d] might be us$ = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 or ! o!r "p ( ! "w2 yet1 on ! o!r h&1 we c\ld n beg9 at once to apply any "p ( ?is money to ! objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution2 = at ! comm5cem5t ,i c\ld n "k h[ mu* might be exp5d$ on ! s]vice 9 ,g]many1 p>ticul>ly z my int5tion 0 to d z mu* z ,i c\ld = ^? on ! ,cont95t :o are 9 d>kness & 9 ! %ad[ ( dea?1 & also z ,i wi%$ z mu* z possible to help ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ 9 t "p ( ! _w4 ,!re=e ^? :o said3 ,we are q sure !re mu/ be mu* money 9 h& = ! ,orphans1 else ,mr4 ,mull] w\ld n h gone to ,g]many1 7 q mi/ak54 ,(t5 h ,i _h simil> ?+s said to me1 or ab\t ! "w1 :5 we h be5 9 ! deepe/ pov]ty1 simply because 9 fai? a c]ta9 /ep _h be5 tak51 or a c]ta9 ?+ _h be5 done1 :i* 0 connect$ ) great exp5se4 ,at su* times1 ( c\rse1 my fell[-lab\r]s & ,i h _h to be sil5t4 ,= we c\ld n say x 0 n s1 else x w\ld be expos+ our pov]ty1 & w\ld look l ask+ = help4 ,!re=e we h _h to be cont5t ) some?+ l ?is3 ,"l1 x is said t !re is mu* money 9 h&1 :]eby "s :o w\ld o!rwise help u1 x may be1 are kept f do+ s2 n[1 ,"l1 d ,?\ nev]!less1 z ! "w is ,?9e1 lay our ne$1 ! real /ate ( ?+s1 on ! he>ts ( ,?y *ildr51 t !y may help u4 ,?us x 0 dur+ my s]vice 9 ,g]many 9 ! summ] ( #ahde also4 ,my fell[-lab\r]s 9 ,bri/ol & my de> wife & ,i 9 ,/uttg>t1 p\r$ out our he>ts be=e ! ,"l1 seek+ ,8 help ^u ! "w1 & ask+ ,him also = means1 & ,he did n despise our cries4 ,!re came 91 dur+ ! twelve weeks t ,i 0 away1 = ! ,orphans alone1 #bjjl4 #es1 #e #a_/b d4 ,?is1 toge!r ) :at 0 9 h& :5 ,i left1 & ) come money t at ! end ( my /ay 9 ,g]many 7:5 ,i saw t ,i %\ld sc>cely ne$ "o half ( ! #ejjl47 ,i c\ld ord] to be drawn out ( my bank]s' h&s 9 ,bri/ol1 ri*ly suppli$ all ! ne$1 dur+ my abs5ce4 ,b ! lab\r]s 7 repeat$ly 9 /raits1 & sev]al times ! la/ money 0 gone2 b ! ,"l refre%$ _! he>ts by seasonable help4--,( ! #ejjl4 giv5 = ! s]vice 9 ,g]many1 & = ! pr9t+ ( tracts1 !re rema9$ #caal4 #ahs1 #a #a_/b d41 ( :i* ,i took = ! ,orphans #afal4 #ahs4 #a #a_/b d41 & = ! o!r objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution #aejl4 ,jan4 #ag1 #ahdf4 ,f ! day ( my return to ,bri/ol1 on ,oct4 #aa1 up to ?is day1 !re has be5 no difficulty at all ) reg>d to means4 ,! _m donations :i* h come 91 toge!r ) :at came to ! ,orphan-,fund f ! surplus ( ! sum giv5 = ! "w 9 ,g]many1 enabl$ me1 )\t any difficulty1 to meet all ! exp5ses1 ?\gh !y 7 _m & great4 ,( ! donations :i* came 9 dur+ ?is p]iod ,i only ref] to ! foll[+3 ,on ,nov4 #ai? heft ,bri/ol to lab\r = a little :ile at ,sund]l&4 ,i _h b little money to leave ) my de> wife = ! "w2 b my pa? 0 pla9 to g1 & !re=e my hope 0 9 ,god1 z to ! "w 9 ,bri/ol dur+ ! meantime1 be+ assur$ t ,he w\ld c>e = x4 ,& ?us x 04 ,ri* supplies 7 grant$ by ,him4 ,on ! v next day1 aft] my dep>ture1 ,nov4 #bj?1 ! foll[+ anonym\s lett] 0 left at my h\se1 conta9+ six five-p\nd notes & two sov]eigns4 ,my de> ,bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 ,ab\t six or eight weeks s9ce1 anticipat+ soon a remittance by a bill1 :i* w\ld become available ab\t a week previ\s to ?is date1 ,i 0 l$ to ask ! ,"l :at ,he w\ld desire to d ) ! money :i* might rema9 9 my h&s :5 ,i %\ld receive ! money = ?is bill1 & y\r "n 0 imm$iately pres5t$ to my m9d ) ^! words3 ! ,"l has ne$ ( x4 ,i !re=e enclose ! am\nt1 viz1 ?irty-two p\nds1 & rema91 ,de> ,bro!r1 ,y\rs affectionately 9 ! ,"l1 ,nov4 #bj1 #ahde4 c4 c4 ,look at ?is1 de> read]6 ,is n ! h& ( ,god mo/ manife/ 9 su* cases8 ,?is unkn[n donor prays :at to d ) ! money1 & my "n is br\ght to 8 or h] m9d4 ,see also h[ seasonable ! help6 ,?is #cbl4 0 put to ! ,orphan-,fund1 z !re 0 b little 9 h&4 ,by ?is & ! o!r sums :i* came 9 dur+ my abs5ce1 my de> wife 0 help$ )\t any difficulty1 ?r\gh all ! exp5ses4 ,!re be+ n[ aga9 little 9 h&1 ,i ask$ ! ,"l ye/]day 7,jan4 #af1 #ahdf7 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to s5d 9 supplies1 :5 almo/ imm$iately aft] a si/] 9 ! ,"l1 :o _h unexpect$ly receiv$ a ri* remittance f di/ant relatives1 gave me #ajl42 & today a lady1 :o on h] way f ,cornwall to ,london 0 /ay+ = a day or two at ,clifton1 k9dly s5t me #bjl4 ,?us we are aga9 suppli$ at lea/ = a week4 ,m>* #b4 ,goodness & m]cy h foll[$ u aga9 9 _m respects ) ref]5ce to ! "w1 s9ce ! la/ date1 ,jan4 #ag?1 up to ?is day2 & ) reg>d to means1 !re has be5 aga9 a ri* supply grant$ to u1 s t ,i h be5 able to meet all ! exp5ses ( ! "w1 ?\gh !y h be5 = ! ,orphans alone4 #ahjl4 #ais4 #a;d41 & m ?an #ajjl4 = ! o!r objects1 dur+ ^! six weeks4 ,b !re rema9$ n[ sc>cely any?+ 9 h&1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+1 f a di/ance ( ab\t #bjj miles ! foll[+ lett] ) #ael4 ,belov$ ,bro!r1 ,enclos$ is ! produce ( ! sale ( a pian(orte1 :i* ,i ?ankfully s5d = ! ,"l's "w 9 y\r h&s1 hav+ receiv$ bless+ to my own s\l by means ( t "w1 & n ! lea/ 9 be+ wean$ f "s ( ^? ?+s ,i once f\nd pleasure 94 ,i h be5 wait+ paym5t ( ! am\nt = "s "t1 b1 hav+ money n[ 9 h&1 ,i s5d x )\t fur!r delay1 z y may possibly ne$ x n[4 ,! #ael4 y w k9dly allot z y see mo/ desirable4 ,t our ,god w\ld fulfil 9 y all ! good pleasure ( ,8 goodness1 & ! "w ( fai? ) p[]1 t ! "n ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ may be glorifi$ 9 y1 is ! pray] ( ,y\r affectionate ,bro!r1 99 99 99 99 ,feb4 #bh1 #ahdf4 99 99 99 99 ,m>* #ah4 ,up to ?is day also we h be5 help$1 ?\gh b little1 comp>atively1 has come 94 ,:5 ye/]day1 ,m>* #ag1 all ! means 7 gone1 a bro!r gave me #al4 z a ?ank(f]+ = hav+ receiv$ a sum ( money unexpect$ly1 z a divid5d f a bankruptcy4 ,9 ! aft]noon ,i receiv$ a half sov]eign z ! pr(it ( ! sale ( ladies' bags made by a si/] 9 ! ,"l = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 & #bs4 #f;d4 0 put into an ,orphan-box at my h\se4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] f ,devon%ire1 toge!r ) a ,po/-(fice ord] = #el4 ,belov$ ,bro!r1 ,i s5d y an ord] = #el41 half ( :i* w y accept = y\rself1 & ! o!r half appropriate = ! ,orphans2 or1 if !y happ5 to be well suppli$ at pres5t1 y may apply x to ! build+ y h 9 contemplation4 ,job xxii4 #ba-cj4 ,believe me v affectionately y\rs1 99 99 99 99 ,! half ( ?is money 0 tak5 = ! pres5t ne$ ( "t ,orphans4 ,!re 0 also s5t #al4 #acs4 f ,weym\?4 ,?us we are aga9 suppli$ = ! pres5t ne$4 ,m>* #bj4 ,today ,i h to s5d m money = h\sekeep+ to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 & ! ,"l has k9dly giv5 me ye/]day aft]noon & ?is morn+ ! means = x4 ,ye/]day came 9 by sale ( tr9kets1 c41 #cl4 #hs4 #d #a_/b d4 & by two donations #bs41 & ?is morn+ ,i receiv$ #aas1 f ,m>lbor\gh4 ,m>* #ba1 ,saturday4 ,s9ce ye/]day morn+1 :5 ,i _h s5t (f to ! ,orphan-,h\ses ! v la/ p5ny 9 h&1 ! foll[+ sums h come 93 ,a si/] f ,worce/] gave #bs4 #f;d41 & 9 ! boxes 9 my h\se ,i f\nd #ajl4 ,?is morn+ #ajs4 came f ! neighb\rhood ( ,ca/le ,c>y1 f a si/] 9 ,bri/ol #bs4 #b;d41 by sale ( articles #al4 #aes4 #h;d41 & by sale ( /ock+s #es4 ,?us ,i h be5 enabl$1 dur+ ?is week also1 to meet all ! exp5ses1 ?\gh !y h be5 m ?an #cjl42 & #gs4 #f;d4 is left t[>ds ! com+ week4 ,my he>t is 9 p]fect peace1 ?\gh !re are betwe5 #adj & #aej ,p]sons to be provid$ = 7includ+ ! tea*]s & matrons 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses & ! appr5tices71 & ?\gh !re is heavy sickness 9 two ( ! h\ses4 -- ,saturday ,ev5+1 ,! ,"l has already increas$ ! h&ful ( meal 9 ! b>rel1 & ! little oil 9 ! cruse4 ,?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ #cl4 #ads41 be+ ! cont5ts ( an ,orphan-box at ,b>n/aple4 ,!re came 9 #cs4 #f;d1 besides4 ,m>* #bf4 ,on ! #bcrd came 9 #cl4 #bs4 #a;d4 ,on ! #bd? & #be? came 9 #al4 #es4 ,ye/]day 0 also tak5 out ( ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #gs4 #f;d41 our ne$ hav+ l$ to ! op5+ ( !m1 & 9 ! boxes 9 my h\se 0 f\nd #bs4 #f;d42 b we _h n q en\gh = ! ne$ ( today1 :5 ab\t twelve o'clock ?is morn+ a box arriv$ f ,*elsea1 conta9+ #ags4 #j #c_/d d41 _m ornam5ts1 etc4--,we are ?us help$ = ?is day4 ,m>* #bg4 ,today came 9 #dl4 #aas4 #g;d4 by sale ( articles4 ,likewise #as4 f a little girl4 ,?us we are aga9 provid$ = today4 ,m>* #bh1 ,saturday4 ,ye/]day aft]noon came 9 /ill fur!r f ,/reet1 by ,sale ( ,reports #ajs4 & ?ree donations ( #f;d41 #d;d41 & #b;d4 ,!re 0 likewise giv5 by a si/] a small gold wat*-*a94 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$1 by sale ( articles #dl4#ads4 #d;d41 by sale ( ,reports #as41 & by sale ( /ock+s #fs4 ,?us1 by ! income ( ?is week1 & by ab\t #bl4 #abs4 :i* ,i f\nd ,i _h m ?an 0 ne$$ = ! r5t :5 pay+ x on ! #be?1 hav+ to receive drawbacks f ! l&lords1 ,i h be5 aga9 able to meet ! h\sekeep+ exp5ses dur+ ?is week1 am\nt+ to #bal4 #ais4 #aj;d41 besides ! r5t :i* is #cgl41 = :i* ! money _h be5 put by2 & ,i am come to ! close ( ano!r week1 ) #ags4 #h;d4 9 h& t[>ds ! necessities ( ! next4 -- ,late on ,saturday4 ,!re has come 9 /ill fur!r ?is ev5+ f ,a4 ,a4 #aas4 #c #a_/b d41 & f ,mrs4 ,r4 #hs4 ,m>* #cj1 ,monday4 ,my he>t 0 p>ticul>ly 9 peace on ,saturday ev5+ aft] ! pray] meet+1 ?\gh ,i c\ld leave only a few %ill+s = ea* ( ! f\r h\ses t[>ds ! h\sekeep+ exp5ses ( ?is week1 :]e1 besides ! ord9>y exp5ses1 !re is also money ne$$ on acc\nt ( heavy sickness 9 two ( ! h\ses4 ,:5 ,i empti$ ! purse to ! la/ p5ny1 & return$ home )\t any?+ 9 h&1 ,i felt fully assur$ t we %\ld h aga9 abundant reasons = ?anksgiv+ next ,saturday1 & told my de> fell[-lab\r]s s1 ,&1 ?us x is4 ,ye/]day 0 put into ! ,*apel-boxes = ! ,orphans #ejl41 ditto #as41 ditto #ajs4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ #el4 f a m9] at a di/ance1 an entire /rang]4 ,?us our ,heav5ly ,fa!r has help$ mo/ seasonably4 #a1 ,9 giv+ me means = pres5t necessities z to h\sekeep+4 #b1 ,9 provid+ me ) means = ! extra ne$ on acc\nt ( ! illness ( sev]al *ildr54 #c1 ,9 giv+ means = gett+ a ton & a half ( oatmeal f ,scotl&4 ,april #d1 ,saturday ev5+4 ,on ! #bnd ,i receiv$ anonym\sly f ,london x1 besides "s money = ne$lework done by ! ,orphan-,girls2 on ! #bnd 0 s5t to me #ajl4 f ,ba?1 f a lady unkn[n to me4 ,^! two donations ,i receiv$ ! v mom5t ,i rose f my knees1 hav+ ask$ ! ,"l = m means1 z1 on acc\nt ( ! heavy exp5ses j n[1 we ne$$ aga9 m money by ! end ( ?is week4 ,!re 0 also giv5 on ! #bnd #al4 by a lady :o _h receiv$ a pres5t ( #ajl4 f "s relations1 & gave ! t5? "p ( x to ! ,orphans4 ,on ! #crd & #d? came 9 #bl4 #ajs4 #g;d4 ,! actual exp5ses ( ?is week1 h be5 #dbl4 besides #bbl4 hav+ be5 put by = ! oatmeal :i* has be5 ord]$1 & we h a little m ?an #il4 left4 ,april #ah1 ,saturday4 ,! ,"l has be5 aga9 good to me s9ce ! #d? ) reg>d to means1 #ecl4 #ads4 #j #a_/b d4 hav+ come 9 dur+ ^! two weeks4 ,today1 hav+ only #bl4 #as4 #e #a_/b d41 9 h&1 t[>ds ! supplies ( ! next week1 we made kn[n our reque/s to ,god1 & :ile ,i 0 9 pray] ) two ( my fell[-lab\r]s1 !re came a lett]1 9 :i* ,f4 f ,london s5t #ajs4 ,!re came 9 almo/ imm$iately aft] by sale ( articles #acs4 #h;d41 & by a si/] 9 ! ,"l f ,brixham1 :o call$ ?is morn+1 #ajs4 0 giv54 ,?is aft]noon ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7 op5$1 b only #ajs4 #aj;d4 f\nd 9 !m4 #fs1 came 9 besides4 ,?is aft]noon a bro!r call$ at ! ,boys' ,orphan-,h\se1 & gave eight sov]eigns1 say+ t he _h _h a desire to br+ ?is money = "s days pa/1 b _h be5 unable on acc\nt ( 8 heal?1 b n[ 0 press$ 9 _s to d s1 ?\gh sc>cely able to walk4 ,! foll[+ po9ts are to be notic$ conc]n+ ! ,"l's goodness today4 #a1 ,i purpose1 on acc\nt ( my heal?1 & = ! sake ( procur+ "t = ! writ+ ( ! ,report1 to leave ,bri/ol on ,monday1 & ?us ,i am able to leave money beh9d = at lea/ #c or #d days4 #b1 ,i _h be5 speak+ today & ye/]day 9 my pray]s to ! ,"l1 ,x is buy w t ,i %\ld n be anxi\s4 ,i am n1 by ,?y grace2 b1 ,"l1 !re are ab\t #adj p]sons to be provid$ = 9 ! #d ,orphan-,h\ses1 wilt ,?\ !n help me ) means6--,i 0 able to s5d altoge!r #aal4 #fs4 #aa #a_/b d4 to ! matrons4 ,april #bj1 ,monday morn+4 ,! ,"l has help$ /ill fur!r4 ,!re came ye/]day anonym\sly f ,london #el4 ) ^! words3 ,to ,bro!r ,muell]1 ) ! writ]'s f]v5t pray]1 t ! giv] ( all good may cont9ue to p\r d[n ^u him & all 8 und]tak+s ! abundance ( ,8 bless+s4 ,half = 8 own necessities1 & half to be dispos$ ( z he ?9ks fit4 ,i _c help notic+ "h ! ,"l's d\ble k9dness1 bo? t[>ds ! ,orphans & t[>ds myself4 ,i n[ ne$ = myself m money ?an usual1 z besides ! regul> h\sekeep+ exp5ses at home1 ,i ne$ money = myself & de> wife 9 go+ away = ! tw(old object ( our heal? & my hav+ ?us "t to write ! ,report3 & ! ,"l supplies me ) means4 ,?us also ,i receiv$ ye/]day #el4 = *ange ( air1 & #el4 0 s5t to me = myself ! day be=e ye/]day f a bro!r at ,w9*e/]1 :om ,i h nev] se54 ,i f9d cont9ually1 t1 )\t mak+ provision = extra ne$1 & )\t reckon+ anxi\sly ab\t ! future1 ! ,"l helps me :5 ,i ne$ any?+4 ,i f9d x pleasant & preci\s1 ev5 z to ?is life1 to walk 9 ! ways ( ! ,"l4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r ye/]day morn+ = ! ,orphans f ,a4 ,a4 #acs4 #a;d41 f a bro!r #al41 f ,a fri5d at ,/irl+ #fs41 & f an ,iri% si/] #es4--,?us ,i c\ld s5d /ill fur!r ?is morn+ to ! matrons1 be=e my dep>ture1 #dl4 #aas4 #a;d41 s t ,i am able to leave ab\t #afl1 beh9d1 & ?us ! ne$ is suppli$ = ab\t five days1 humanly speak+2 & be=e t "t is gone1 ,i expect to obta9 m1 by wait+ ^u ,god4 ,?is morn+1 be=e we dep>t$1 ,i receiv$ a lett] 9 :i* 0 ! foll[+ s5t5ce3 ,) reg>d to prop]ty ,i d n see my way cle>ly4 ,i tru/ x is all inde$ at ! disposal ( ! ,"l2 & if y w\ld let me "k ( any ne$ ( x 9 ,8 s]vice1 any sum "u #bjjl4 %all be at y\r disposal at ab\t a week's notice4 ,?is bro!r meant :at he said1 ,i h e reason to believe4 ,i might h writt52 ,! ,orphans1 my de> bro!r1 are n[ 9 ne$1 & x w\ld be a p>ticul> com=t to me1 z ,i am go+ away1 if y w\ld s5d me #aijl41 & ,i d\bt n t ,i %\ld h _h x aft] a week4 ,i pref]r$1 h[ev]1 to cont9ue1 z h]et(ore1 to deal ) ,god alone 9 ?is s]vice1 t ! *ur* ( ,*ri/ at l>ge /ill fur!r may be b5efit$1 p>ticul>ly ^? :o are weak 9 ! fai?1 or ^? :o are rec5tly br\ght to ! k ( our ,"l ,jesus1 9 see+ h[ bless$ x is to make kn[n our reque/s unto ,god1 & t ^? :o tru/ 9 ,him are n conf\nd$4 ,i !re=e wrote to ?is bro!r1 ) reg>d to 8 k9d (f]1 t ,i only speak to ! ,"l ab\t my ne$4 ,may1 #i1 ,saturday4 ,?is ev5+1 aft] an abs5ce ( #ai days1 we return$ to ,bri/ol4 ,dur+ all ?is "t ! ,"l suppli$ u ) means1 b x 0 almo/ always by ! day4 ,dur+ ! la/ days1 9 ! c\rse ( my regul> m$itation on ! ,new ,te/am5t1 ,i came to t preci\s ^w3 ,ca/+ all y\r c>e ^u ,him3 = ,he c>e? = y1 #a ,pet]1 v4 #g1 &1 by ,god's grace1 ,i 0 able to ca/ all my c>e conc]n+ ,8 "w on ! ,"l2 & :5 we return$ ?is ev5+ ,i f\nd1 t = ?is day also ! ,"l _h n only provid$1 b !re 0 #al4 #afs4 #c #a_/b d4 m ?an 0 ne$$4 ,may #aa1 ,monday4 ,ye/]day a bro!r f ,hackney gave #bl41 & #ags4 #a #a_/d d4 came 9 besides4 ,?us1 ) :at 0 left on ,saturday1 ,i 0 able to s5d #dl4 #acs4 #e;d4 to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 to be divid$ among ! f\r matrons4 ,aft] hav+ s5t ?is morn+ to ! la/ p5ny all ! money ,i _h 9 h& to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 ,i receiv$ #bjjl41 :i*1 be+ left entirely at my disposal1 0 portion$ out ?us3 #ajjl4 = ! pres5t ne$ ( ! ,orphans1 #ejl4 = ! o!r objects1 & #ejl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund ( ! ,orphan ,h\se4 ,h[ k9d ( ! ,"l to help s seasonably2 = ,i h v _m & heavy exp5ses be=e me1 besides ! ord9>y exp5ses ( ab\t #cjl4 p] week4 ,!re are to be b\ght #d bags ( rice1 #d bu%els ( peas1 #b cwt4 ( soap1 mat]ial = boys' clo!s1 ! #d h\ses are to col\r$ d[n1 sev]al small sums = appr5tices are to be paid1 ! ,report is to be pr9t$1 etc4 ,?is also is to be notic$3 ,! ,"l rew>d$ me ?us1 = n expos+ our pov]ty to ! bro!r1 :o (f]$ on ,april #bj? to give me any sum "u #bjjl41 if ,i w\ld let him "k if ,i ne$$ any?+ = ! ,"l's "w4 ,?us we _h at lea/ a little m ?an we %\ld h _h1 ev5 if ,i _h ask$ t bro!r4 ,may #bf4 ,up to ?is day1 till ! la/ h\rs be=e ! comm5cem5t ( our public meet+s1 at :i* an acc\nt is to be giv5 ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) u s9ce ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 ! ,"l's goodness has cont9u$ 9 supply+ u ) means4 ,ab\t #hjl4 m has come 9 dur+ ! la/ fifte5 days4 ,& ?is v day1 ! la/ ( ?is p]iod1 ,i receiv$ #bfl4 anonym\sly f ,/af=d1 ) an affectionate & enc\rag+ note2 #bjl4 #as4 #f #a_/b d4 ,i took out ( ! boxes at my h\se1 two t5 p\nd notes hav+ be5 put 92 & sev]al o!r little donations came 9 besides4 ,x is sc>cely ne$ful to /ate1 at ! close ( ^! details1 t1 not)/&+ our hav+ be5 (t5 poor1 & v poor1 yet ! *ildr5 h always _h ! ne$ful articles ( clo?+ & n\ri%+ food4 ,^? :o "k :at x is to walk 9 ! fe> ( ,god1 "k also1 t ,god w\ld n help u1 9 answ] to our pray]s1 if we hypocritically /at$ t ! *ildr5 7 well provid$ ) :olesome food1 etc41 & yet x 7 n true4 ,acc\nt ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol1 f its e>lie/ beg9n+ to ,june #d1 #ahdf4 ,i began ! s]vice ( c>+ = *ildr5 :o are b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 by dea?1 born 9 w$lock1 & are 9 de/itute circum/ances1 on ,dec4 #i1 #ahce4 ,= ne>ly t5 ye>s ,i nev] _h any desire to build an ,orphan-,h\se4 ,on ! contr>y1 ,i decid$ly pref]r$ sp5d+ ! means1 :i* might come 91 = pres5t necessities1 & desir$ r to enl>ge ! "w accord+ to ! means :i* ! ,"l might be pleas$ to give4 ,?us x 0 till ! end ( ,octob]1 #ahde1 :5 ,i 0 l$ to consid] ?is matt] 9 a way ,i _h nev] done be=e4 ,! occasion ( my do+ s 0 ?is3 ,on ,oct4 #cj1 #ahde1 ,i receiv$ f a g5tleman1 :o liv$ 9 ! /reet1 :]e ! #d ,orphan-,h\ses 71 a polite & fri5dly lett]1 9 :i* he c\rte\sly /at$ to me t ! inhabitants 9 ! adjo9+ h\ses 7 9 v>i\s ways inconv5i5c$ by ! ,orphan-,h\ses be+ 9 ,wilson ,/reet4 ,he left to myself ! judgm5t ( ! case4 ,?is lett] ,i receiv$ on ,?ursday morn+1 ,oct4 #cj1 #ahde4 ,be+ v mu* occupi$ t week1 ,i _h sc>cely any "t to consid] "t matt]4 ,on ,monday morn+1 h[ev]1 ,nov4 #c1 ,i set ap>t "s h\rs = ! pray]ful consid]ation ( ! subject1 & aft] ,i _h bes\ght ! ,"l to guide me to a "r decision1 ,i wrote d[n ! reasons :i* appe>$ to me to make x desirable t ! ,orphans %\ld be remov$ f ,wilson ,/reet1 & also ! reasons aga9/ remov+4 ,z f> z !y are suitable = be+ /at$ 9 pr9t1 !y 7 ^?3 ,i4 ,reasons = remov+ f ,wilson ,/reet4 #a4 ,! neighb\rs feel !mselves inconv5i5c$ by ! noise ( ! *ildr5 9 ! play-h\rs4 ,?is compla9t is nei!r )\t f\ndation1 nor unju/2 = _m p]sons are v mu* inconv5i5c$ by ! noise ( *ildr51 & ^? liv+ close by ! ,orphan-,h\ses mu/ be s dur+ ! play-h\rs1 ev5 ?\gh ! noise be only ( t k9d1 t "o c\ld n at all f9d fault ) ! de> *ildr5 on acc\nt ( x4 ,i %\ld myself feel x try+ to my head to live next door to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 on t acc\nt ,i !re=e ought to d to o!rs1 z ,i %\ld wi% to be done by4 ,?is po9t _h nev] be=e appe>$ to me 9 s s]i\s a light4 #b ,! greatness ( ! numb] ( ! inmates 9 ! h\ses has sev]al times prev5t$ ! dra9s f act+ prop]ly1 & ?us has a few times affect$ ! wat] 9 "o or two ( ! neighb\rs' h\ses4 ,) ref]5ce to ^! two reasons1 z x reg>ds ^? liv+ ne> ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 ^! words1 ,let n y\r good be evil spok5 (1 ,rom4 xiv4 #af1 & ,let y\r mod]ation 7i4e4 yield+ness7 be kn[n unto all m51 ,philip iv4 #e1 seem$ to me two important portions ( ! ^w ( ,god to be act$ out 9 ?is matt]4 ,b 9 addition to ! reasons = remov+ ! ,orphans f ,wilson ,/reet1 on acc\nt ( ! unavoidable occasional inconv5i5ce t comes ^u ! neighb\rs1 !re appe>$ n[ to me1 :5 once ,i 0 l$ to consid] s]i\sly ! reasons = remov+ ! ,in/itution f ,wilson ,/reet1 o!r reasons = do+ s1 9 connexion ) ! "w itself1 :i* _h occurr$ to me be=e1 b nev] 9 s /rong a light z n[1 :5 ! subject 0 br\ght m imm$iately be=e me by ! lett]1 9 :i* ,i 0 politely reque/$ to remove ! ,orphans f ,wilson ,/reet4 ,^! reasons are3 #a4 ,we h no prop] play-gr\nds 9 ,wilson ,/reet4 ,!re is "o play-gr\nd1 :i*1 h[ev]1 is only l>ge en\gh = ! *ildr5 ( "o h\se at a "t2 b z !re are *ildr5 9 f\r h\ses :o ought to h ! b5efit ( x1 we c n arrange s t all ! *ildr5 h ! full b5efit ( t play-gr\nd1 z ! meals1 ! s*ool-h\rs1 ! wea!r1 & o!r h9d]ances int]f]e4 ,! de> ,orphans ought1 ,i "k1 to be tra9$ 9 habits ( indu/ry1 b *ildr5 are *ildr51 & ne$ to be treat$ z su*2 & !y %\ld1 on acc\nt ( _! heal?1 h ! full b5efit ( a play-gr\nd4 ,b ?is !y _c h 9 ,wilson ,/reet3 & to take !m out into ! fields = ! b5efit ( bodily ex]cise1 z we h be5 9 ! habit ( do+1 is (t5 v inconv5i5t4 #b4 ,we h no gr\nd = cultivation1 ne> ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 & h5ce !re mu/ be m walk+ = ! *ildr51 on acc\nt ( us+ prop] means = keep+ !m1 ) ! bless+ ( ,god 9 heal?1 ?an is1 9 o!r respects1 good = !m2 because frequ5t walks easily beget 9 *ildr5 habits ( idl5ess1 :i* w\ld be especially felt :5 boys are appr5tic$4 ,b ?is difficulty _c be obviat$ by rema9+ 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 & r5t+ a piece ( l& some:]e else = cultivation2 = to get ! *ildr5 ready & conduct !m to ! piece ( gr\nd1 n only takes a good deal ( "t1 b is connect$ ) o!r great inconv5i5ces1 yea ) insurm\ntable difficulties1 s t we f\nd x ne$ful to give up a small piece ( gr\nd :i* we once r5t$ = ab\t two ye>s = ! ,orphan-,boys1 at a di/ance ( ab\t half a mile f ,wilson ,/reet4 ,?us1 by remov+ f ,wilson ,/reet1 & obta9+ premises surr\nd$ by l& = cultivation1 we %\ld be able to procure a mo/ important moral b5efit = ! *ildr51 by hav+ ! opportunity m fully ?an we n[ h1 ( tra9+ !m 9 habits ( indu/ry1 besides giv+ to ! boys occupation :i* is m suitable = !m ?an knitt+1 :i* is n[ ! only employm5t !y h1 besides mak+ _! b$s1 clean+ ! h\se1 & att5d+ to ! cook+ ( _! meals4 ,moreov]1 ?is w\ld be occupation 9 ! op5 air1 :i* n only w\ld br+ _! limbs into ex]cise1 b also make walk+1 = ! sake ( heal?1 almo/ entirely ne$less4 #c4 ,if we 7 to remove f ,wilson ,/reet1 & obta9 premises 9 ! c\ntry1 we might h all ! wa%+ done at home1 :i* n[1 = want ( room1 c be only done 9 "p4 ,?us ! girls also w\ld h m labori\s "w at home1 a po9t ( great importance = !m1 s t !y w\ld n feel s mu* ! h>d%ips connect$ ) go+ out to s]vice4 #d4 ,! situation ( ,wilson ,/reet is p]haps sc>cely brac+ en\gh = /r5g!n+ ! con/itution ( ! ,orphans1 mo/ ( :om1 be+ ! (fspr+ ( v diseas$ p>5ts1 require a v invigorat+ place ( abode4 #e4 ,! pres5t situation is c]ta9ly n desirable = ! tea*]s1 especially z1 :5 _! h\rs ( "w are ov]1 !y h no g>d5 or fields close to ! h\se1 imm$iately to g into = a little refre%m5t ( body2 & = "s ( !m x is too f> to g to fields1 :]e !y might h brac+ air4 #f4 ,9 times ( sickness we are too conf9$ 9 ! h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet4 ,if !re 7 less ?an #cj *ildr5 9 ea* h\se1 ! av]age exp5ses = ea* *ild w\ld be too great1 x be+ desirable1 z ! arrangem5ts are n[1 t !re %\ld n be less ?an #c lab\r]s 9 ea* h\se2 & yet1 if !re are #cj *ildr5 9 ea* h\se1 we are too lull 9 "t ( sickness1 z we h n a s+le sp>e room 9 any ( ! h\ses4 ,n[1 ?\gh ! ,"l has dur+ all ^! ye>s mo/ m]cifully help$ u ?r\gh su* seasons1 yet x has n be5 )\t inconv5i5ce1 & )\t also1 p]haps1 hav+ m ( ! *ildr5 9 "o room1 at su* times1 ?an on acc\nt ( heal? is desirable4 #g4 ,ev5 ord9>ily1 :5 !re is no sickness1 x w\ld be desirable to h m room4 ,!re are no premises to be _h 9 ,bri/ol1 or 9 ! imm$iate neighb\rhood1 :]e we c\ld h ^! advantages2 = ,i h be5 look+ ab\t 9 all directions = ?is purpose dur+ ! la/ t5 ye>s4 ,b suppose !re 7 a l>ge h\se to be _h 9 "o "p ( ! city1 & a second a mile (f1 & a ?ird & a f\r? 9 o!r directions1 su* h\ses1 on acc\nt ( our peculi> position 9 ! "w1 w\ld n d4 ,= 9 seasons ( ne$1 ! di/ance ( ! sev]al h\ses w\ld r5d] x v inconv5i5t = ! lab\r]s to meet toge!r = pray]1 to divide ! means t may be 9 h&1 etc4 ,besides1 :5 9 seasons ( o!r peculi> difficulties1 connect$ ) ! "w1 ,i wi%$ to meet all my fell[-lab\r]s1 !re w\ld arise great difficulty by _! be+ divid$ 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ! city4 ,x w\ld also ?us be v inconv5i5t to p]sons1 :o wi% to see ! "w1 to g f place to place1 9 ord] to h a view ( all ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,b ?is is n all4 ,! m ,i h consid]$ ! matt]1 ! m am ,i n[ p]suad$1 t no ord9>y l>ge h\ses1 built = private families1 & !re=e only calculat$ to accommodate #aj or #ae p]sons1 at mo/1 = any l5g? ( "t 9 !m1 w d = *>itable in/itutions ( any consid]able size1 z no ord9>y h\se furni%es ! prop] advantages ( v5tilation1 a po9t s ne$ful = ! heal? ( ! inmates 9 a *>itable in/itution4 ,!re seem$ to me1 !re=e to rema9 no?+ b to build premises = ! purpose4 ,,ii4 ,reasons = ,rema9+ 9 ,wilson ,/reet4 #a4 ,god hi!rto has po9t$ out ! spot mo/ pla9ly4 ,at ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w1 9 #ahce1 no o!r h\se 0 to be _h b ,no4 #f1 ,wilson ,/reet4 ,aft]-w>ds1 :5 9 #ahcj ! ,infant ,orphan-,h\se 0 on ! po9t ( be+ op5$1 aga9 ,i 0 look+ ab\t 9 all directions1 & saw _m h\ses1 b f\nd none t 0 suitable1 till all at once1 mo/ unlook$ =1 ! occupi]s ( ,no4 #a1 ,wilson ,/reet 7 desir\s ( imm$iately leav+ t h\se1 & ,i 0 able ?us to r5t x4 ,:5 9 #ahcg ,i 0 on ! po9t ( op5+ ! ,boys' ,orphan-,h\se1 ,i look$ ab\t aga9 = a h\se 9 all directions2 = ,i knew n at t "t1 :at ,i h s9ce le>n$ by exp]i5ce1 t x 0 s important t all ! h\ses %\ld be ne> toge!r4 ,aft] seek+ long 9 va91 ,i at la/ f\nd a v l>ge h\se1 n f> f ,wilson ,/reet1 :i* ,i r5t$2 b :5 ! occupi]s ( ! h\ses 9 ! neighb\rhood he>d t t h\se _h be5 let = a *>itable in/itution1 !y ?reat5$ ! own] ) an action1 :i* l$ him to reque/ me to give up ! agreem5t1 :i*1 ( c\rse1 ,i did imm$iately4 ,at la/1 mo/ unexpect$ly1 aft] hav+ look$ ab\t 9 va9 9 all directions1 ! occupi]s ( ,no #c ,wilson ,/reet (f]$ x to me1 & ,i r5t$ x = ! ,orphan ,boys4 ,la/ly1 9 ! ye> #ahdc1 :5 ,i 0 l$ to see x to be ! w ( ,god to g =w>d 9 ?is "w1 & to e/abli% "t ,girls' ,orphan-,h\se1 ,no4 ,,ii1 = old] girls1 "o p>ticul> feature 9 ! matt] 01 t ! h\se ,no4 #d1 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 bad be5 (f]$ to me )\t be+ s\ght aft]1 :5 !re _h n be5 = ab\t #f ye>s "o s+le l>ge h\se to be let 9 t /reet4 ,b ?\gh hi!rto ,god has po9t$ out ,wilson ,/reet z be+ ! spot :]e ?is "w %\ld be c>ri$ on1 may n n[ ! "t h come = remov+8 #b4 ,p]haps we might also r5t ,nos4 #b1 #e1 & #g1 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 & use two out ( ^? ?ree h\ses = ,orphan-,h\ses1 & "o ( !m = an infirm>y 9 case ( sickness4 ,b !n1 ,i said to myself1 w\ld n ! objection1 :i* ! neighb\rs on ! opposite side ( ! /reet might make1 on acc\nt ( ! noise ( ! *ildr5 9 _! play-h\rs1 etc4 rema98 ,also ! dra9s w\ld be /ill m unsuitable1 n be+ con/ruct$ = s _m inmates2 & to alt] !m w\ld be a heavy exp5se4 ,! play-gr\nd w\ld be /ill less suffici5t1 if two new h\ses 7 add$4 ,la/ly1 !re 0 no reason to ?9k t we c\ld r5t ,nos4 #b1 #e1 & #g4 #c4 ,!re are ^! ?ree great objections aga9/ build+3 ,! consid]able sum :i* is requir$1 & :i* c\ld be sp5t = pres5t use ^u ! ,orphans4 ,! pilgrim "* ( ! ,*ri/ian seems lo/ 9 build+4 ,! "t t x w necess>ily take 9 mak+ arrangem5ts = x4 ,d n all ^! objections only hold good1 ,i said to myself1 if ,i 7 ne$lessly to set ab\t build+8 ,if ,i c\ld r5t premises1 :i* are really 9 e way suitable = ! "w1 & ,i pref]r$ build+1 !n ^? objections w\ld apply to ! case2 b :5 "o is =c$ to x1 x is no m ?an erect+ a l>ge build+1 because !re may be #hjj *ildr5 ( ,god 9 fell[%ip :o h be5 hi!rto r5t+ a meet+-place1 b = c]ta9 reasons are oblig$ to leave x1 & _c r5t ano!r4 ,su* c\ld n be accus$ ( ne$lessly sp5d+ money 9 build+ in/ead ( r5t+2 nor c\ld x be ju/ly said t !y h on t acc\nt giv5 up ! pilgrim "*2 nor w\ld x be "t wa/$ if "s individuals 7 to make arrangem5ts ab\t ! build+ ( t meet+-place4 ,!re=e ^! ?ree objections j m5tion$1 :i* _h be5 = t5 ye>s /rongly 9 my own m9d1 7 remov$ :5 once ,i saw pla9ly t no?+ rema9$ b to build4 ,aft] ,i _h sp5t a few h\rs 9 pray] & consid]ation ov] ! subject1 ,i began already to see t ! ,"l w\ld lead me to build1 & t ,8 int5tions 7 n only ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 & ! bett] ord]+ ( ! :ole "w1 b also ! be>+ /ill fur!r te/imony t ,he c\ld & w\ld provide l>ge sums = ^? :o ne$ !m & tru/ 9 ,him = !m2 & besides1 t ,he w\ld enl>ge ! "w s1 t1 if ,i once did build a h\se1 x might be l>ge en\gh to accommodate ?ree hundr$ ,orphans1 ) _! tea*]s & o!r ov]se]s & s]vants ne$ful = ! "w4--,conc]n+ ?is latt] po9t1 ,i ?9k x important to rem>k1 t dur+ no p]iod _h ! numb] ( applications = ! admission ( ,orphans be5 great] ?an j be=e ,i 0 l$ to ?9k ab\t build+1 s t x 0 q pa9ful to me1 n to be able to comply ) ! wi%es ( all ! _m p]sons :o appli$ = ! admission ( ,orphans4 ,!re 7 _m wait+ = admission1 p>ticul>ly ,orphan-,boys4 ,9 ! aft]noon ( ,novemb] #crd1 #ahde1 ,i laid ! matt] be=e my fell[-lab\r]s 9 ! ,*ur* 7eight 9 numb]7 to get _! judgm5t1 :e!r ,i ought n to leave ,wilson ,/reet1 & to build4 ,all judg$ t ,i ought to leave ,wilson ,/reet1 & none saw reasons aga9/ build+4 ,on ,nov4 #d? my de> wife & ,i began to meet = pray] ab\t ?is matt]1 & purpos$ to d s morn+ by morn+4 ,we ask$ ,god = cle>] light conc]n+ ! p>ticul> po9ts connect$ ) ! subject2 &1 be+ assur$ t x 0 ,8 w t ,i %\ld build1 ,i began ask+ ! ,"l = means4 ,on ,nov4 #g? ,i judg$1 hav+ consid]$ ! matt] m fully1 t suffici5tly l>ge premises to furni% all ne$ful accommodation = #cjj *ildr5 7f _! e>lie/ days up to #ae or #aj ye>s old71 toge!r ) a suffici5tly l>ge piece ( gr\nd 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,bri/ol1 = build+ ! premises ^u & ! rema9d] = cultivation by ! spade1 w\ld co/ at lea/ ,t5 ,?\s& ,p\nds4 ,i 0 n disc\rag$ by ?is1 b tru/$ 9 ! liv+ ,god4 ,we cont9u$ meet+ = pray] morn+ by morn+ = #ae days1 b n a s+le donation came 92 yet my he>t 0 n disc\rag$4 ,! m ,i pray$ ! m assur$ ,i 01 t ! ,"l w\ld give ! means4 ,yea1 z fully assur$ 0 ,i t ! ,"l w\ld d s1 z if ,i bad already se5 ! new premises actually be=e me4 ,?is assurance arose n f "s vague1 en?usia/ical feel+1 ! m]e excitem5t ( ! mom5t1 b ,i1 f ! reasons already relat$1 & especially f ! comm&m5t conta9$ 9 ,philip iv4 #e4 ,= ,i saw t ,i %\ld n act accord+ to ! m9d ( our ,"l ,jesus1 if ,i did n1 z soon z ,i c\ld1 remove ! ,orphans f ,wilson ,/reet1 z x _h be5 /at$ to me 9 ! lett] ref]r$ to1 t _! liv+ !re 0 an annoyance to "s ( ! inhabitants 9 t /reet4 #b4 ,?is assurance t ,i %\ld build an ,orphan-,h\se arose fur!r1 f ! :ole way 9 :i* ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to lead me 9 connexion ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 s9ce its beg9n+ on ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 i4e4 ,he has be5 lead+ me =w>d z by an unse5 h&1 & enl>g+ ! "w m & m f its comm5cem5t1 &1 g5]ally1 )\t my seek+ aft] x1 & br++ ?+s s cle>ly be=e me1 t ,i c\ld n b see t ,i ought to g =w>d4 #c4 ,la/ly & *iefly1 ?is my assurance1 t ,i %\ld build unto ! ,"l ?is ,h\se ( ,m]cy1 arose also p>ticul>ly f ?is1 t1 hav+ /rictly exam9$ my he>t z to ! motives = do+ s1 ,i f\nd t1 z be=e4 ,god1 ,i c\ld say t my only motives 7 ,8 hon\r & glory & ! welf>e ( ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ at l>ge1 ! real temporal & spiritual welf>e ( de/itute ,orphans1 & ! welf>e ( all ^? :o might take c>e ( !m1 9 ! build+ to be erect$4 ,& f9d+ t1 aft] pray+ aga9 & aga9 ab\t ! matt]1 ,i /ill rema9$ 9 p]fect peace1 ,i judg$ x assur$ly to be ! w ( ,god t ,i %\ld g =w>d4 ,on ,nov4 #ae? bro!r ,r4 ,c4 arriv$1 to lab\r = a little :ile 9 ,bri/ol1 ,i communicat$ to him my position ) ref]5ce to hav+ to remove ! ,orphans f ,wilson ,/reet1 & ,i _h 8 judgm5t also z to its be+ ( ,god t ,i %\ld build4 ,?is de> bro!r's judgm5t greatly enc\rag$ me4 ,8 visit 0 to me ( great help 9 ?is p>ticul>1 especially 9 /irr+ me up yet m1 to br+ ev]y?+1 9 connexion ) ?is matt]1 be=e ,god4 ,he also laid x on my he>t to seek direction f ,god ) ref]5ce to ! plan ( ! build+4 ,he said ,y mu/ ask help f ,god to %[ y ! plan1 s t all may be accord+ to ! m9d ( ,god4 ,on ,nov4 #ai? ,i left ) my bro!r & fell[-lab\r]1 ,mr4 ,craik1 = ,sund]l&1 :]e we arriv$ on ,nov4 #bj4 ,"h we lab\r$ till ,dec4 #d1 :5 ,i left alone = ,k5dal1 to lab\r !re = a few days4 ,all ! "t t ,i 0 at ,sund]l&1 ,i _h v mu* pray] ab\t ! build+ ( ! ,orphan-,h\se1 & ,i felt all ! "t fully assur$1 t ,god w\ld br+ ! matt] to pass4 ,b ?irty days _h n[ pass$ away1 :il/ ,i _h be5 day by day wait+ ^u ,god = means = ?is "w1 & n a s+le p5ny _h be5 giv5 to me4 ,nev]!less1 ?is did n 9 ! lea/ disc\rage me1 b my assurance1 t ,god 9 ,8 own "t & 9 ,8 own way w\ld give ! means1 increas$ m & m4 ,:ile ,i 0 at ,sund]l& ! portion :i* came 9 c\rse ( my m$itation1 on ! ,new ,te/am5t1 0 ! beg9n+ ( ! epi/le ( ,james4 ,m ?an at any p]iod 9 my life 0 ,i /ruck ) ^! v]ses3 ,my bre?r51 c\nt x all joy :5 ye fall into div]s temptations 7i4e4 trials7 kn[+ ?is t ! try+ ( y\r fai? worke? pati5ce4 ,b let pati5ce h h] p]fect "w1 t ye may be p]fect & entire1 want+ no?+4 ,james i4 #b--d4 ,x 0 especially ! la/ v]se1 ,b let pati5ce h h] p]fect "w1 etc4 :i* ,i f\nd ( exce$+ great importance ) ref]5ce to ! build+ ( ! ,orphan-,h\se4 ,x l$ out my s\l 9 pray] day aft] day1 to ask ! ,"l to increase my fai? & to su/a9 my pati5ce4 ,i _h ^! v]ses s impress$ ^u my he>t1 t ,i c\ld n b ?9k ,god meant p>ticul>ly to bless me by !m1 ) reg>d to ! "w be=e me1 & t ,i %\ld especially ne$ pati5ce z well z fai?1 ,i /ay$ at ,k5dal f ! ev5+ ( ,dec4 #d to ,dec4 #h1 :5 ,i left = ,bri/ol1 :]e ,i arriv$ on ,dec4 #i?4 ,x 0 n[ #ce days t ,i _h be5 day by day br++ ?is matt] be=e ,god1 z to ! v>i\s po9ts connect$ ) x1 & especially also ask+ ! ,"l = means2 b no?+ :atev] _h be5 giv5 to me4 ,on ! day aft] my return ,i r5ew$ our unit$ pray] meet+ ) my de> wife4 ,n[ obs]ve3 on ! #cf? day1 aft] hav+ begun to pray1 on ,dec4 #aj1 #ahde1 ,i receiv$ #ajjjl4 t[>ds ! build+ ( ! ,orphan-,h\se4 ,?is is ! l>ge/ donation t ,i _h receiv$ up to t "t = ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution2 b :5 ,i receiv$ x ,i 0 z calm1 z quiet1 z if ,i _h only receiv$ "o %ill+4 ,= my he>t 0 look+ out = answ]s4 ,day by day ,i 0 expect+ to receive answ]s to my pray]s4 ,!re=e1 hav+ fai? conc]n+ ! matt]1 ?is donation did n 9 ! lea/ surprise me4 ,yea1 if ,five ,?\s& ,p\nds1 or ,t5 ,?\s& ,p\nds1 _h be5 giv5 to me1 in/ead ( ,"o ,?\s& ,p\nds1 x w\ld n h surpris$ me4 ,dec4 #ac4 ,on ! #ci? day my si/]-9-law1 :o _h be5 = "s weeks abs5t 9 ,london1 & :o _h n[ return$ to ,bri/ol1 told me t %e _h met a g5tleman 9 ,london1 :o1 hav+ q rec5tly read ) deep int]e/ ! ,n>rative ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) me1 wi%$ to "k z _m p>ticul>s ab\t ! "w 9 my h&s z he c\ld4 ,be+ told by my si/]-9-law t ,i purpos$ to build an ,orphan-,h\se1 he1 an ar*itect1 (f]$ to make ! plan1 & sup]9t5d ! build+1 gratuit\sly4 ,unsolicit$ he press$ ?is matt] ^u h] ) deep & lively int]e/4 ,i he> also t he is a ,*ri/ian4 ,! fact1 t ?is (f] comes unsolicit$ & f a ,*ri/ian ar*itect1 %[s especially ! h& ( ,god4 ,?is is ! second pro( t ,god w help me 9 ?is matt]4 ,dec4 #bc4 ,?is is n[ ! #ej? day s9ce ,i h come to ! conclusion to build1 & ! #di? day s9ce we h be5 daily wait+ ^u ,god = help4 ,no?+ m has come 9 s9ce ,dec4 #aj?1 n ev5 "o p5ny4 ,?is morn+ ,i h be5 p>ticul>ly enc\rag$ by ! consid]ation t ! ,"l has s5t me ! #ajjjl4 & ! promise f t pi\s ar*itect1 :om ,i h nev] se51 & ( ^: "n ,i am z yet 9 ignorance1 n to mock me1 b z an e>ne/ t ,he w give all t is ne$$4 ,x seems desirable t we %\ld h a l>ge piece ( gr\nd ( at lea/ six or sev5 acres4 ,?is piece ( gr\nd mu/ be 9 ! vic9ity ( ,bri/ol4 #a4 ,9 ord] t ! ,orphan-,h\se may be accessible to me1 z my place at pres5t is fix$ by my o!r "w 9 ,bri/ol4 #b4 ,t ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,in/itution & ! ,orphans may be able to att5d our meet+s1 at lea/ on ! ,"l's day4 #c4 ,t ! inhabitants ( ,bri/ol may h ! b5efit ( see+ ) _! own eyes ?is "w ( ,god1 :i* is s manife/ly ,8 & n m9e4 #d4 ,t /rang]s1 :o pass ?r\gh ,bri/ol1 may h an easy access to x1 = ! same reason4 ,b !n1 su* a piece ( gr\nd1 ne> ,bri/ol1 :]e !re is j n[ an inord9ate desire = build+1 9 ! way ( speculation1 w\ld co/ 9 all human probability betwe5 #bjjjl4 & #cjjjl4 ,!n ! build+ itself1 h[ev] pla91 w\ld n co/ less ?an f #fjjjl4 to #hjjjl41 be+ = #cjj ,orphans1 besides all _! ov]se]s1 tea*]s1 & assi/ants4 ,9 addition to ?is1 ! fitt+ up & furni%+ ! h\se = betwe5 #cjj & #djj inmates1 w\ld n co/ less ?an #aejjl4 m4 ,?is is inde$ a l>ge sum ( money :i* ,i ne$2 b my hope is 9 ,god4 ,i h n s\ght aft] ?is ?+4 ,x has n begun ) me4 ,god has altoge!r unexpect$ly1 by means ( ! lett] be=e m5tion$1 l$ me to x4 ,only ! day be=e ,i receiv$ ! lett]1 ,i _h no m ?\ght ab\t build+ premises = ! accommodation ( ! ,orphans1 ?an ,i _h _h dur+ ! t5 previ\s ye>s4--,my especial pray] is1 t ,god w\ld cont9ue to me fai? & pati5ce4 ,if ,he %all be pleas$ to help me1 9 fai? & pati5ce to cont9ue to wait on ,him1 help w surely come4 ,dec4 #bd4 ,no fur!r donation yet4 ,b my hope 9 ,god is un%ak54 ,he mo/ assur$ly w help4--,i h on purpose n issu$ any circul> 9 connexion ) ?is matt]1 9 ord] t ! b& ( ,god may be ! m manife/4 ,to "s p]sons1 resid+ 9 or out ( ,bri/ol1 ,i h spok5 ab\t my int5tion ( build+1 :5 conv]sation l$ to x4 ,?r\gh ?is1 if ! ,"l please1 ,he c make x kn[n to o!rs1 & ?us s5d means = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,or ,he c s5d 9 su* an abundance ( means = ! "w :i* is already 9 exi/5ce1 t f t abundance !re may be a ri* surplus t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,b h[soev] ,god may help1 ,i d desire to see ,8 h& made mo/ manife/4 ,!re w be1 no d\bt1 _m trials connect$ ) ?is enl>gem5t ( ! field ( lab\r 7= if ) #acj ,orphans !re has be5 s mu* trial ( fai?1 :at is to be expect$ :5 ! numb] is #cjj72 & !re=e ,i desire to see z cle>ly z daylight t ,god ,himself is lead+ me onw>d4 ,dec4#bi4 ,?is is ! #ef? day s9ce ,i came to ! conclusion to build1 & ! #ee? s9ce ,i h be5 day by day wait+ ^u ,god conc]n+ x4 ,only t "o donation _h come 9 till ?is ev5+1 :5 ,i receiv$ #ejl4 ,?is donation is exce$+ly preci\s to me1 n only because ,i am sure x is mo/ *e]fully giv51 nor ev5 because ( its l>g5ess1 b because x is ano!r preci\s pro( t ,god w br+ ab\t ! matt]1 else ,he w\ld n give me ^! e>ne/4 ,all my bus9ess !re=e is3 to cont9ue 9 fai? & pati5ce to wait ^u ,god4 ,my assurance has be5 m & m increas+ t ,god w build = ,himself a l>ge ,orphan-,h\se 9 ?is city1 to %[ to ! inhabitants1 & to all :o may read & he> ab\t x1 :at a bless$ ?+ x is to tru/ 9 ,him4--,( late ,i h se51 by ,god's grace1 m & m1 h[ entirely unwor?y ,i am ( be+ us$ by ,god = ?is glori\s & hon\rable s]vice1 & ,i c only say1 ,"l "h is ?y s]vant1 if ?\ art pleas$ to use su* a "o z ,i am4 ,dec4 #cj1 #ahde4 ,?is morn+ ,i came1 9 c\rse ( my read+1 to ! comm5cem5t ( ! book ( ,ezra4 ,i 0 p>ticul>ly refre%$ by ! two foll[+ po9ts conta9$ 9 ! fir/ *apt]1 9 apply+ !m to ! build+ ( ! ,orphan-,h\se3 #a4 ,cyrus1 an idolatr\s k+1 0 us$ by ,god to provide ! means = build+ ! temple at ,j]usalem3 h[ easy !re=e = ,god to provide ,t5 ,?\s& ,p\nds = ! ,orphan-,h\se1 or ev5 ,tw5ty or ,?irty ,?\s& ,p\nds1 if ne$$4 #b4 ,! p 7 /irr$ up by ,god to help ^? :o w5t up to ,j]usalem4 ,?us x is a small matt] = ,him to put x into ! he>ts ( ,8 *ildr5 to help me1 9 desir+ to build ?is h\se ( m]cy unto ,8 "n4--,?is m$itation ,i _h be=e breakfa/4 ,aft] family pray] 9 ! morn+ ,i _h aga9 my usual season = pray] ab\t ! build+1 & at ?is "t x 0 p>ticul>ly c\pl$ ) ?anksgiv+ = ! #ejl4 receiv$ la/ ev5+1 & ) entreat+ bless+s on ! donor4 ,i 0 n[ look+ out = m1 z ,i am do+ day by day1 :5 ?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ f a p]son at ,clev$on #bs4 #f;d41 f h] gr&son #f;d41 & f ! si/] 9 ! ,"l1 :o br\ght ! money1 ! *ange1 :i* %e did n wi% back1 be+ ano!r #f;d4 ,^! donations1 ?\gh small1 are nev]!less v preci\s to me1 z ,i take !m z fur!r pro(s out ( ! h&s ( ,god1 t ,he w mo/ assur$ly br+ ?is ?+ to pass4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ ,"o ,?\s& ,p\nds t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,:5 ,i receiv$ ?is donation1 ,i 0 z calm1 yea z p]fectly calm1 z if ,i _h receiv$ a s+le p5ny1 because1 by ,god's grace1 ,i h fai? 9 ,him1 & !re=e am look+ = answ]s to my pray]s1 & am sure t ,god w give e %ill+ t is ne$$4 ,janu>y #b1 #ahdf4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ f ,bide=d #aas1 t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,jan4 #c4 ,"o ( ! ,orphans gave #f;d4 ,jan4 #f4 ,receiv$ a little bag made ( =eign se$1 & a %ell-fl[]1 to be sold = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,! si/] :o s5t ^! articles wrote to me1 t ! mom5t %e he>d ( my int5tion ( build+ an ,orphan-,h\se1 ?is text 0 be=e h] m9d3 ,:o art ?\1 ,o great m\nta98 ,be=e ,z]ubbabel ?\ %alt become a pla94--,ze*4 iv4 #g4 ,also "o ( ! ,orphans s5t #d;d4 ,hav+ ask$ ! ,"l to g be=e me1 ,i w5t out today to look = a piece ( gr\nd4 ,! armory :i* is to be sold _h be5 sev]al times m5tion$ to me1 z a suitable place4 ,i did n ?9k s1 yet ?\ght ,i ought at lea/ to look at x4 ,hav+ se5 x & be5 confirm$ 9 my judgm5t ab\t its unsuitabl5ess1 ,i ask$ ! ,"l :e!r ,i %\ld turn t[>ds ! city or t[>ds ,/apleton4 ,i felt l$ to g t[>ds ! city1 & saw imm$iately aft] "s fields ne> ! armory4 ,aft] hav+ made inquiry to :om !y belong$1 ,i h be5 l$ to write ?is ev5+ to ! own] ( !m1 ask+ him :e!r he is dispos$ to sell !m1 c4 ,i am n[ quietly wait+ ! ,"l's pleasure4 ,if ,8 "t is come to answ] our reque/s z to a suitable piece ( l&1 ,i %all be glad2 if x is n yet come1 ,i desire t pati5ce may h h] p]fect "w1 be+ p]fect & entire1 want+ no?+4 ,jan4 #h4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ a reply to my lett]4 ,! own] ( ^? fields writes1 t1 if he did sell !m1 x w\ld be only = build+ l&1 & !re=e !y w be too de>4 ,jan #i4 ,w5t ?is morn+ once m to see ^? fields1 :i* seem v suitable4 ,met !re ,mr4 ,l41 a l& ag5t1 :o told me t !y w\ld be ne>ly a ,?\s& ,p\nds p] acre1 & !re=e too de>4 ,i ask$ ,mr4 ,l4 to in=m me if he %\ld he> ( any suitable l& = sale4 ,jan4 #aj4 ,"o ( ! ,orphans hav+ receiv$ half-a-cr[n f a c\s91 gave #as4 #f;d4 ( x t[>ds build+ ! ,orphan-,h\se2 a si/] 9 ! ,"l also gave me #cs41 a r+1 a pair ( gold e>r+s1 & a gold broo*4 ,jan4 #aa4 ,today ,i receiv$ f a g5tleman ( ,liv]pool1 :o has be5 /ay+ at ,clifton1 #el1 & f ! si/]1 ?r\gh :om ?is donation 0 convey$ to me1 ,i receiv$ #al4 m t[>ds ! ,build+-,fund4 ,jan4 #ab4 ,receiv$ a case ) ladies' work+ in/rum5ts1 to be sold = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,two ( ! ,infant ,orphans also gave #f;d4 & #d;d4 ,jan4 #ac4 ,half-a-cr[n 0 giv5 today4 ,jan4 #af4 ,f ,bide=d #al4 #aes4 ,jan4 #bd4 ,! produce ( a knitt$ h&k]*ief1 sold = #bs1 0 giv5 today2 also #ds4 #f;d4 by sale ( two dolls2 & "s bre?r5 at ,b>n/aple s5t #abl4 z a tok5 ( _! lov+ int]e/ 9 ?is "w4 ,jan4 #bf4 ,a si/] 9 ! ,"l gave #bs4 #f;d4 ,jan4 #ca4 ,x is n[ #hi days s9ce ,i h be5 daily wait+ ^u ,god ab\t ! build+ ( an ,orphan-,h\se4 ,! "t seems to me n[ ne> :5 ! ,"l w give u a piece ( gr\nd1 & ,i told ! bre?r5 & si/]s s ?is ev5+1 aft] our usual ,saturday ev5+ pray] meet+ at ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,feb4 #a4 ,a poor wid[ s5t today #ajs4 ,feb4 #b4 ,today ,i he>d ( suitable & *eap l& on ,a%ley ,d[n4 ,feb4 #c1 ,saw ! l&4 ,x is ! mo/ desirable ( all ,i h se54-- ,!re 0 anonym\sly put into an ,orphan-box at my h\se a sov]eign1 9 a piece ( pap]1 on :i* 0 writt51 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,feb4 #d4 ,?is ev5+ ,i call$ on ! own] ( ! l& on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ab\t :i* ,i _h he>d on ! #bnd1 b he 0 n at borne4 ,z ,i1 h[ev]1 _h be5 in=m$ t ,i %\ld f9d him at 8 h\se ( bus9ess1 ,i w5t !re1 b did n f9d him !re ei!r1 z he _h j be=e left4 ,i might h call$ aga9 at 8 resid5ce1 at a lat] h\r1 hav+ be5 in=m$ by "o ( ! s]vants t he w\ld be sure to be at home ab\t eight o'clock2 b ,i did n d s1 judg+ t !re 0 ! h& ( ,god 9 my n f9d+ him at ei!r place3 & ,i judg$ x be/ !re=e n to =ce ! matt]1 b to let pati5ce h h] p]fect "w4 ,feb4 #e4 ,saw ?is morn+ ! own] ( ! l&4 ,he told me t he awoke at ?ree o'clock ?is morn+ & c\ld n sleep aga9 till five4 ,:ile he 0 ?us ly+ awake1 8 m9d 0 all ! "t occupi$ ab\t ! piece ( l&1 respect+ :i* inquiry _h be5 made ( him = ! build+ ( an ,orphan-,h\se1 at my reque/2 & he det]m9$1 t if ,i %\ld apply = x1 he w\ld n only let me h x1 b = #abjl4 p] acre1 in/ead ( #bjjl41 ! price :i* he _h previ\sly ask$ = x4 ,h[ good is ! ,"l6 ,! agreem5t 0 made ?is morn+1 & ,i pur*as$ a field ( ne>ly sev5 acres1 at #abjl4 p] acre4 ,obs]ve ! h& ( ,god 9 my n f9d+ ! own] at home la/ ev5+6 ,! ,"l meant to speak to ,8 s]vant fir/ ab\t ?is matt]1 dur+ a sleepless night1 & to lead him fully to decide1 be=e ,i _h se5 him4 ,feb4 #f4 ,two dolls 7 giv5 = sale1 & "o ( !m 0 sold = #cs4 ,feb4 #g4 ,receiv$ f two ( ! ,orphans #h;d4 & #d;d4 ,also1 "o ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses gave #ajs1 & a poor man #c;d4 ,feb4 #h4 ,i wrote ! day be=e ye/]day to ! ar*itect1 :o has (f]$ 8 help gratuit\sly4 ,feb4 #aa4 ,receiv$ f a si/] 9 ! ,"l #el4 ,receiv$ also f ! ar*itect ! foll[+ reply to my lett]3 ,my de> ,sir1 ,x w af=d me a gratification1 beyond :at ,i c communicate by lett]1 to l5d y a help+ h& 9 ! lab\r ( love y are engag$ 91 & ,i %all e/eem x a v great privilege be+ all[$ to ex]cise my abilities z an ar*itect & surveyor 9 ! erection ( ! build+ y propose to erect = ! ,orphans4 ,i really d mean :at ,i say1 &1 if all is well1 by ! bless+ ( ,god1 ,i w gratuit\sly furni% y ) plans1 elevations1 & sections2 ) specification ( ! "w1 s t ! co/ may be accurately e/imat$4 ,i w also make y an e/imate & sup]9t5d ! works = y gratuit\sly1 c4 ,feb4 #ab4 ,?is aft]noon a little p>cel 0 br\ght to my h\se1 conta9+ t5 sov]eigns & a little slip ( pap]1 on :i* 0 writt53 ,de> ,sir1 --,i h s5t y t5 p\nds = ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,x is ! ,"l's do+4 ,seek n to "k my "n4 ,feb4 #ad4 ,!re came 9 #hs4 #f;d4 by sale ( articles4 ,feb4 #ae4 ,receiv$ ! promise t on ,m>* #be? %\ld be paid to me #ejjl4 = ! build+ ( ! ,orphan-,h\se4 ,feb4 #ah4 ,receiv$ #al4 f ,sund]l&4 ,feb4 #ai4 ,! ar*itect k9dly came f ,london4 ,he consid]s ! gr\nd to be mo/ suitable z to situation1 dra9age1 wat]1 c4 --,i receiv$ also today f a si/] #el4 ,feb4 #bj4 ,receiv$ f a si/] #ajs41 & f a bro!r #el4 ,! bro!r told me t nev] 9 8 life does he rememb] to h giv5 any donation ) s mu* real pleasure z ?is #el4 ,?is is ( ,god4 ,i own ,god's h& 9 ?is4 ,he x is t incl9es ! he>ts ( ,8 de> *ildr5 t[>ds ?is s]vice4 ,may ,he only be pleas$ to cont9ue to give me fai? amid pati5ce1 & ,i %all mo/ assur$ly see ?is build+ erect$ to ! praise ( ,8 "n6 ,feb4 #bh4 ,two ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses gave #as4 ea*--,today ! #ejjl4 :i* _h be5 promis$ on ! #ae?1 0 paid #be days soon] ?an promis$4 ,i rejoic$ 9 ?is spe$2 = ,i rememb]$ t ^w3 ,:atsoev] ?y h& f9de? to d1 d x ) ?y might3 = !re is no "w1 nor device1 nor k1 nor wisdom 9 ! grave1 :i!r ?\ goe/4 ,m>* #b4 ,receiv$ #b r+s1 #f broo*es1 #b m\rn+ broo*es1 #c old silv] ?imbles1 a silv] gu>d1 a small gold *a91 #d pairs ( e>r+s1 #c poli%$ /ones1 a bracelet1 #c wai/ buckles1 a silv] m\nt+ ( a horn1 & #b c&le/ick ornam5ts4 ,m>* #c4 ,f a bro!r 9 ! ,"l #ajl4 ,m>* #h4 ,f ,clev$on #as41 & f ,london #f;d4 ,m>* #ac4 ,f a "y si/] 9 ! ,"l #acs4 ,f a little girl at ,ba? #bs4 #f;d4--,also #b babies' p9a=es = sale4--#d little frocks1 a pair ( socks1 & #d p9cu%ions 7also = sale74--,likewise a doz5 doilies4 ,m>* #ae4 ,anonym\sly #bl4 ) ^! l9es writt5 9 ! pap]3 ,wi%+ = ! privilege ( rais+ a few /ones t[>ds erect+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 ! enclos$ trifle is s5t = t purpose4-- ,!re w d\btless be a conspiracy f b5ea?1 to fight aga9/ & to h9d] ! "w2 nev]!less let u make our pray] unto our ,god1 & set a wat* aga9/ !m day & night4 ,m>* #ai4 ,by sale ( "s articles #al4 #es #d #a_/b d4 ,m>* #bb4 ,f a si/] 9 ! ,"l #ajs4 ,m>* #be4 ,a pair ( knitt$ cuffs = sale4 ,m>* #bh4 ,a lady at ,clifton gave #bl4 ,m>* #ca4 ,a bro!r1 hav+ unexpect$ly receiv$ a sum ( money z a divid5d f a ,bankruptcy1 gave #ajl4 t[>ds ! ,build+-,fund1 z ,a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l4 ,april #e4 ,anonym\sly #al4 ,april #g4 ,f\r pairs ( knitt$ socks 7 giv5 = sale2 & by a si/] 9 ! ,"l #ajl41 z ,a ?ank-(f]+ = m]cies receiv$4 ,?is #ajl4 comes at a season ( a v great trial ( fai?1 on acc\nt ( a multiplicity ( difficulties 9 :i* ,i am j n[1 & x is ano!r preci\s e>ne/ to me f ,god1 t ,he w give me 9 e way :at ,i ne$1 aft] ,he has suffici5tly tri$ my fai? & pati5ce4--,!re 7 also giv5 #e /uff$ birds & a p9cu%ion4 ,also #b cups1 #b %ells1 a book-m>k1 & a wat* gu>d4 ,also a knitt$ clo?4 ,april #bg4 ,anonym\sly #ds41 & by sale ( articles #cs4 #i;d4 ,i receiv$ also ! foll[+ lett] f ,sund]l&3 ,sund]l&1 ,april #bd1 #ahdf4 ,belov$ ,bro!r1 ,a ye> hav+ n[ elaps$ s9ce our *apel 0 op5$1 & our ,god hav+ signally bless$ u 9 all ?+s1 ! sa9ts "h h be5 /irr$ up to pres5t a ?ank-(f]+ to our ,fa!r1 & to give x = ! ,new ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,i !re=e s5d y 9 _! "n1 ! sum ( #agl4 ,etc4 ,may #c4 ,f a si/] at ,ba? #ajs4 ,may #i4 ,by sale ( articles #as4 ,a wid['s mite #al4 ,may #aa4 ,f a bro!r #ejl4 ,may #ba4 ,f ,ox=d #al4 ,may #bg4 ,f a si/] 9 ,bri/ol #al4 ,june #b4 ,?r\gh a si/] #as4 #c;d4 ,june4 #d4 ,f ,leice/]%ire #es41 & f a si/] 9 ,bri/ol #bs4 #f;d4 ,t :i* has be5 /at$ above conc]n+ ! orig9 ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol1 0 publi%$ 9 ! ,n9? ,report ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 :i* 0 issu$ 9 ! ye> #ahdf4 ,9 t ,report 7 add$ to ! above1 ! foll[+ rem>ks1 :i* ,i likewise give "h aga91 9 ord] t ! read] may h a cle> "u-/&+ ( ! :ole1 & also ! full p>ticul>s conc]n+ ?is ,orphan ,e/abli%m5t4 #a4 ,! total am\nt1 :i* has be5 giv5 = ! ,build+-,fund1 up to ,june #d1 #ahdf1 is #bgajl4 #cs4 #e #a_/b d4 ,?is is only a small "p ( :at w be ne$$1 b1 by ! grace ( ,god1 ,i am 9 p]fect peace1 be+ fully assur$ t ,god 9 ,8 own "t w s5d ! :ole sum :i* is requir$4 ,_m & great h already be5 ! ex]cises ( fai? & pati5t s9ce ,i fir/ began to give myself to pray] ab\t ?is "w1 & /ill great] !y may be1 be=e x is accompli%$2 b ,god1 9 ! ri*es ( ,8 grace1 w help me ?r\gh !m all4 ,x is n[ 7,june #d1 #ahdf7 #bab days s9ce ,i fir/ began to pray ab\t ?is "w1 & day aft] day1 s9ce !n1 h ,i be5 enabl$ to cont9ue to wait ^u ,god1 & ,i am m ?an ev] assur$ t1 not)/&+ all my exce$+ great unwor?9ess1 ,god w condesc5d to use me1 to build ?is ,h\se4 ,_h x be5 ! excitem5t ( ! mom5t1 ! difficulties :i* h already come ^u me 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 7:i* are n /at$ "h1 on acc\nt ( _! occupy+ too mu* room7 w\ld h ov]:elm$ me2 b z ,god ,himself1 ,i tru/1 l$ me to ?is "w1 s ,he has help$ me1 & does help me1 &1 ,i d\bt n1 w help me to ! end4 #b4 ,! h\se is int5d$ to be built1 s z to accommodate #adj ,orphan ,girls above sev5 ye>s ( age1 #hj ,orphan ,boys above sev51 & #hj male & female ,orphans f _! e>lie/ days1 till !y are sev5 ye>s old1 toge!r ) all ! ov]se]s & tea*]s1 etc4 t may be ne$$4 ,! ,infants1 aft] hav+ pass$ ! age ( sev51 w be remov$ into ! diff]5t dep>tm5ts = old] boys & girls4 #c4 ,! plan ( ! build+ is1 by ! help ( ,god1 all b complet$4 ,sc>cely any?+ m rema9s to be alt]$4 #d4 ,! build+1 h[ev]1 w n comm5ce till all ! money1 :i* is requir$1 has be5 receiv$4 #e4 ,! l& & h\se w be inve/$ 9 ! h&s ( ab\t t5 bre?r51 z tru/ees1 :o %all be p]sons well kn[n & ( good report4 #f4 ,only su* donations1 ord9>ily1 w be put to "t ,build+-,fund z are expressly giv5 = x4 ,i %\ld only dep>t f ?is my usual mode1 if ! ,"l by "s v great abundance ( means corn+ 91 or 9 o!r respects 7 to po9t out1 t money n expressly giv5 = ! ,build+-,fund1 0 to be appropriat$ to x4 ,x is !re=e reque/$ t donors w k9dly /ate x1 if !y wi% any donation put to ! ,build+-,fund4 ,miscellane\s po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdj4 #a4 ,dur+ ! :ole ( ?is p]iod1 #d ,day-,s*ools1 ) #bgh *ildr5 9 !m1 7 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution4 ,?ree ,day-,s*ools besides 7 assi/$4 ,! numb] ( ! *ildr5 t 7 taught 9 ! ,day-,s*ools1 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 am\nts to #cihc4 ,dur+ ! p]iod f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 #fbhl4 #ais4 #d #c_/d d4 0 sp5t on all ! ,s*ools1 :i* 7 ei!r entirely or 9 "p support$ by ! funds ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 --,fur!r1 dur+ ?is p]iod !re 7 also entirely support$ a ,sunday-,s*ool ) #hj *ildr51 & an ,adult-,s*ool ) #fj p]sons att5d+ x4 ,! total numb] ( ,adult s*ol>s :o receiv$ in/ruction1 f ! =mation ( ?is ,in/itution to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 is #aadf4 #b4 ,dur+ ?is p]iod 7 circulat$ #bfi ,bibles1 & #aga ,te/am5ts2 & #ejgi ,bibles1 & #cebh ,te/am5ts 7 circulat$ f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahdf4 #djl4 #gs4 #aj;d4 0 exp5d$ ( ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution on ?is object1 f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdj4 #c4 ,f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bj1 #ahdf1 0 laid out = ,=eign & ,home ,missions ! sum ( #eiel4 #gs1 #i;d4 ,( ?is sum 0 sp5t = ,=eign ,missions #ddgl4 #ags4 #i;d1 :i* 0 divid$ among #ae bre?r5 & si/]s :o lab\r 9 ,briti% ,guiana1 "o bro!r & si/] 9 ,jamaica1 #b bre?r5 9 ,india1 "o bro!r 9 ,prussia1 & #c bre?r5 9 ,switz]l&4 ,! rema9d]1 #adgl4 #ajs4 0 divid$ among #ad bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ,engl& )\t any sal>y1 & 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! ,"l = _! temporal supplies4 ,dur+ no p]iod previ\sly 0 s mu* ( ! ,funds ( ?is ,in/itution sp5t on ,mission>y "w1 :i* arose f ! fact1 t1 ! m ,i correspond$ ) bre?r5 :o lab\r$ 9 ! ^w & doctr9e 9 =eign l&s1 ! m ,i saw h[ mu* !y /ood 9 ne$ ( assi/ance1 & ?us1 my he>t hav+ be5 l$ out 9 pray] to ,god on _! behalf1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to s5d me means1 :]eby ,i might be able to assi/ !m1 ,he 0 pleas$ to d s4 ,?is l$ me to purpose1 z ,god %\ld give me grace1 to be /ill m m9dful ( !m 9 future1 & to seek to be able /ill m to assi/ !m4 ,! same 0 ! case ) reg>d to ^? bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ,engl&1 b :o h no sal>y or /ip5d1 b tru/ 9 ! liv+ ,god = ! supply ( _! daily necessities2 ,i did long to help su* bre?r51 & _h no d\bt t ,god w\ld enable me to d s4 ,:5 ,i n[1 :il/ prep>+ ?is f\r? "p ( my ,n>rative = ! press1 look back to ?is p]iod1 h[ greatly has ,god help$ me s9ce !n ev5 9 ?is p>ticul>2 =1 ( late ye>s1 he has enabl$ me to sp5d on ,mission>y objects ab\t sev5 times m ?an dur+ ! p]iod n[ ref]r$ to4 #d4 ,!re 0 laid out = ! circulation ( tracts1 f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 ! sum ( #ejl4 #is4 #i #a_/b d41 = :i* ,fifty-two ?\s& & ?ree su* little publications 7 b\ght1 :i*1 ) #ecae 9 h& on ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 makes #egcah1 ( :i* numb] #djefe 7 circulat$ ,! total numb] circulat$ f ,nov4 #ai1 #ahdj1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 am\nts to #iifdg4 #e4 ,!re 7 receiv$ into ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses1 f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bj1 #ahdj1 #cj ,orphans1 :o1 toge!r ) ^? :o 7 9 ! f\r ,h\ses on ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 make up #aea 9 all4 ,( ^!3 #a4 ,"o *ild di$4 #b4 ,"o boy left ! ,in/itution secretly j :5 he 0 ready to be appr5tic$1 & w5t to 8 relatives4 ,9 go+ ov] ?is acc\nt1 = "t sake ( prep>+ x = ! press1 ,i _c help mak+ a few rem>ks on ?is case1 = ! sake ( tea*]s1 gu>dians1 & p>5ts1 :o are greatly afflict$ by ! bad behavi\r ( *ildr5 or "y p]sons4 ,! boy ref]r$ to j n[ gave u = ye>s mu* sorr[4 ,all means1 to br+ him into a diff]5t /ate1 seem$ entirely lo/4 ,at la/ he 0 go+ to be appr5tic$4 ,8 clo!s & outfit = leav+ ! ,h\se 7 already prep>$1 :5 he secretly left & at la/ rea*$ on foot ! dwell+-place ( an eld] si/]1 9 ! ,nor? ( ,devon1 :o is m>ri$ to a ma/] ( a small vessel1 a pi\s man4 ,8 si/] & bro!r-9-law 7 greatly afflict$ by 8 bad behavi\r t[>ds 8 fri5ds 9 ,bri/ol4 ,!re rema9$1 h[ev]1 n[ no?+ to be done1 b t ! lad %\ld g ) 8 bro!r-9-law to sea4 ,aft] he _h be5 "s "t at sea1 "o night !re 0 a t]rific /orm1 s t all hope ( ! vessel or crew be+ sav$ 0 gone4 ,?is poor lad n[ rememb]$ ! in/ruction :i* he _h receiv$ 9 ! ,orphan-,h\se 9 ,bri/ol1 & e>ne/ly pray$ to ,god = m]cy1 & turn$ to ,him4 ,f t "t1 z ! bro!r-9-law himself told me1 ?is y\? 0 a truly *ang$ "*1 & prov$ by 8 godly deportm5t = sev]al mon?s aft]w>ds1 t he _h ! grace ( ,god 9 him2 = he cont9u$ walk+ 9 ! fe> ( ,god1 till ab\t #f mon?s aft]w>ds1 :5 he 0 dr[n$ by fall+ ov]bo>d4 ,may ?is enc\rage all :o lab\r among ! "y1 pati5tly to g on 9 _! s]vice4 ,!y t s[ 9 te>s %all reap 9 joy4 ,ps4 #abf1 #e4 #c4 ,six *ildr5 7 tak5 back by _! relatives1 :o by t "t 7 able to provide = !m4 #d4 ,six boys 7 appr5tic$ at ! exp5se ( ! ,in/itution1 & five o!r boys1 ready to be appr5tic$1 7 s5t to _! relatives to be appr5tic$4 #e4 ,two girls 7 appr5tic$1 & eight s5t out to s]vice1 & "o girl 0 s5t to h] relatives to s]ve !m4 ,!re 7 on ,may #bh1 #ahdf1 ,"o hundr$ & tw5ty-"o ,orphans 9 ! ,f\r ,h\ses4 ,besides ?is1 six appr5tices 7 /ill support$ by ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution1 s t ! total numb] 0 #abg4 ,! numb] ( ! ,orphans :o 7 "u our c>e f ,april #ahcf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 am\nts to #bac4 ,i notice fur!r ! foll[+ po9ts 9 connexion ) ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 #a4 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+ by me1 ! sum ( #ac1bgel4 #fs4 #i #c_/d d4 0 giv5 to me z ! result ( pray] to ,god1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahdf4 ,?is sum includes ! #bgajl4 #cs4 #e #a_/b d4 :i* up to ,june #d1 #ahdf1 0 giv5 t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund4 7,x may be int]e/+ to ! read] to "k t ! total am\nt :i* 0 giv5 z free contributions1 = ! o!r objects1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 am\nts to #dhccl4 #ahs4 #aj #c_/d d42 & t :i* came 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5ts ( ! *ildr5 9 ! ,day-,s*ools1 am\nts to #bjigl4 #ahs4 #b #a_/b d47 #b4 ,besides ?is1 also a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 etc41 7 giv5 = ! ,orphans1 z has be5 /at$ 9 ! pr9t$ ,reports4 ,! total exp5diture = ! ,orphans f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 0 #bgcbl4 #ads4 #a #a_/b d41 & = ! o!r objects #acbel4 #gs4 #g #a_/d d4 ,9 conclusion ,i _c b m5tion1 to ! praise ( ! ,"l1 conc]n+ ?is p]iod1 t f\r ( ! ,sunday-,s*ool *ildr5 7 admitt$ to communion4 ,likewise ?ree m ( ! ,orphans 7 receiv$ into *ur* fell[%ip1 s t up to t "t1 altoge!r #cb ( ! ,orphans _h be5 admitt$4 ,i also m5tion ) peculi> joy1 & z a matt] = ?ankfulness1 t ( ^? :o 7 appr5tic$ or s5t out to s]vice1 f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bj1 #ahdf1 t5 7 believ]s1 mo/ ( :om _h be5 = sev]al ye>s 9 fell[%ip1 be=e !y 7 s5t out to s]vice4 ,b :il/ we desire to receive ^! in/ances z preci\s enc\ragem5ts f ! ,"l to cont9ue our s]vice1 we _c b believe1 judg+ f ! _m pray]s ! ,"l gives u = ! *ildr5 & adults "u our c>e & in/ruction1 t t :i* we see is b an e>ne/ ( a f> l>g] h>ve/ 9 ! day ( ,*ri/'s appe>+4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs1 or "t "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s1 n imm$iately connect$ ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 f ,janu>y #a1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf4 ,soon aft] my return f ,g]many1 :]e ,i _h be5 lab\r+ = sev5 mon?s 9 #ahdc1 & #ahdd1 ( :i* ,i h writt5 at l5g? 9 ! ?ird "p ( ?is ,n>rative1 ,i _h x laid on my he>t to g !re aga9 = a season2 b1 be=e do+ s1 ,i felt call$ ^u to prep>e = ! press a new edition ( ! fir/ & second p>ts1 & to write ! ?ird "p ( my ,n>rative4 ,= ?is1 h[ev]1 a l>ge sum ( money 0 requir$1 z ,i purpos$ to pr9t n less ?an #djjj copies4 ,z ,i _h no money ( my own = ?is object1 ,i gave myself to pray]1 &1 aft] hav+ pray$ sev]al mon?s respect+ x1 ,i receiv$ on ,decemb] #cj1 #ahdd1 unask$ =1 ! sum :i* w\ld be ne$$ to accompli% ?is object4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahdd4 ,s9ce ,bro!r ,craik & ,i came to ,bri/ol1 #ihb believ]s h be5 receiv$ into communion1 mak+ #ajej ) ! #fh :om we f\nd 9 fell[%ip4 ,( ^!1 #ig h fall5 asleep1 #ec are "u *ur* discipl9e1 #ef h left u b are /ill 9 ,bri/ol1 & #agf h remov$ f ,bri/ol2 s t !re are only #ffh 9 communion at pres5t4 ,dur+ ?is ye> #gc h be5 receiv$4 ,! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give me dur+ ?is ye>-- #a1 ,?r\gh anonym\s (f]+s 9 money1 put up 9 pap]1 & direct$ to me1 & plac$ 9 ! boxes = ! poor sa9ts1 or ! r5t1 at ! two *apels4 ,l#aag #aa #i #b1 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n giv5 anonym\sly #ef #j #f #c1 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 4 4 #ha #ad #f #d1 ,9 pres5ts 9 provisions1 clo!s1 etc41 wor? to u at lea/ #ab #j #j ,l#bfg #f #i ,to ?is is to be add$1 t1 = ! fir/ two mon?s & six days ( ?is ye>1 my exp5ses1 & ^? ( my de> wife1 dur+ our /ay 9 ,g]many1 7 met1 z also our travel+ exp5ses back1 z /at$ 94 ! ?ird "p ( my ,n>rative4 ,also dur+ ! :ole ( ?is ye> a ,*ri/ian lady gave to our de> *ild bo>d & s*ool+ )\t any remun]ation1 a pres5t wor? to u n less ?an #ejl4 ,on ?is po9t ,i _c help mak+ a few rem>ks4 ,i _h cle>ly se5 x to be ! w ( ,god t my daught] %\ld be br\ght up at s*ool1 & n at home4 ,my reasons = x 7 ^!3 #a1 ,my de> wife1 ?\gh well qualifi$1 to in/ruct our daught]1 s f> z k goes1 0 unable1 on acc\nt ( be+ engag$ z my wife 9 a v>iety ( ?+s connect$ ) ! ,"l's s]vice1 to give h]self un9t]rupt$ly to ?is "w2 & to d x p>tially we judg$ to be injuri\s to our daught]4 #b1 ,i _h se5 in/ances 9 :i* a home education1 = an only *ild1 _h turn$ out v badly4 #c1 ,i judg$ t ! mix+ ) o!r *ildr5 w\ld be b5eficial to our daught]1 provid$ t int]c\rse 0 "u prop] ov]sight2 z ?us a *ild is 9 e>ly life introduc$ into a little _w1 & ?+s d n all at once come ^u a "y p]son1 :5 at la/ oblig$ to leave ! p>5tal ro(4 #d1 ,b t :i* mo/ ( all l$ me to ?is decision 01 t1 z 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ ! ,"l has qualifi$ ! memb]s ( ! body = ! p]=mance ( c]ta9 "w1 & all h n ! same gift & s]vice1 s1 9 ! same way1 c]ta9 believ]s are call$ & qualifi$ above o!rs1 = in/ruct+ *ildr51 & give !mselves to ?is p>ticul> s]vice1 & t1 !re=e1 ,i ought to make use ( ! qualifications ( su*1 & ( _! hav+ giv5 _! :ole "t to ?is p>ticul> s]vice4-- ,^! reasons l$ u to place our de> daught] at s*ool1 in/ead ( educat+ h] at home1 & we h nev] _h cause to regret ! /ep we took1 b on ! contr>y1 h _h abundant reason to praise ,god = x ,i h purposely made ^! rem>ks1 z ,i am fully aw>e t "s believ]s h diff]5t views on ?is subject1 & ,i desire to s]ve !m ) ! measure ( light & exp]i5ce ,i h obta9$4 ,aft] our daught] _h be5 at s*ool = half a ye>1 ,i ask$ = ! acc\nt1 :5 x 0 /at$ to me by ! ,*ri/ian lady 9 ^: e/abli%m5t %e 01 t %e _h a pleasure 9 educat+ h] gratuit\sly4 ,h[ev]1 z ,i press$ ! matt]1 ,i obta9$ ! acc\nt4 ,x 0 paid1 b ! exact sum 0 return$ to me anonym\sly1 :i*1 ( c\rse1 ,i f\nd out at once to be f ! ,*ri/ian si/] at ^: s*ool my daught] 04 ,f t "t ,i c\ld nev] m obta9 ! acc\nt1 ?\gh my de> *ild 0 ab\t six ye>s long] at s*ool4 ,i ref] to ?is po9t = ?is especial reason3 ,god _h laid x on my he>t to c>e ab\t poor de/itute ,orphans4 ,to ?is s]vice ,i _h be5 l$ to give myself2 ,he1 9 return1 z a recomp5se ev5 = ?is life1 took c>e t my own belov$ *ild %\ld h a v good education1 free ( exp5se to me4 ,i 0 able1 & well able to pay = h] education1 & mo/ will+ to d s2 b ! ,"l gave x gratuit\sly2 ?us also %[+ h[ ready ,he is1 abundantly to help me & to supply my wants4 ,janu>y #f1 #ahde4 ,today ,i receiv$ ! mo/ pa9ful in=mation t a false tea*] f ,switz]l& _h f\nd 8 way among ! bre?r5 & si/]s at ,/uttg>t1 & t ?r\gh him sev]al1 yea almo/ all1 to a great] or less degree _h be5 drawn aside1 & %ak5 z to ! v f\ndations ( _! fai?4 ,i _c describe h[ bitt] ! trial 0 to me to see ! ,"l ?us di%on\r$1 & my pa9ful s]vice = sev5 mon?s dur+ ! previ\s ye>1 to all appe>ance1 entirely fru/rat$4 ,! ,"l1 h[ev]1 laid ^! bre?r5 & si/]s on my he>t 9 pray]1 s t ,i 0 day by day enabl$ to br+ !m be=e ,god1 & also to resolve1 t1 z soon z my pa? 0 made pla91 ,i w\ld g aga9 to ,/uttg>t = a season4 ,may #c1 #ahde4 ,i h se5 x m & m cle>ly ( late1 t ! "t is draw+ ne>1 :5 ,i %all g aga9 to ,g]many1 to lab\r !re = a "t2 = ! bre?r5 :o _h fall5 into griev\s errors are n[ recov]+ out ( !m1 b ne$ a help+ h& to re/ore !m fully1 or at lea/ to confirm !m 9 ! tru?4 ,9 addition to ?is ,i purpose to publi% "s tracts 9 ,g]man4 ,b ?\gh x is n[ f\r mon?s1 s9ce ,i h be5 daily pray+ respect+ ?is object1 ,i nev] _h be5 l$ to ask ! ,"l to give me means = x1 because ,i felt assur$1 t1 :5 ,8 "t 0 come = me to g1 ,he w\ld provide ! means2 & also because ,i _h nev] felt myself l$ to pray ab\t x4 ,today1 h[ev]1 ,i ask$ ! ,"l t ,he w\ld provide ! means = all t is necess>y 9 connexion ) ?is s]vice2 & ,i _h a secret satisfaction 9 feel+ t s mu* 0 requir$1 i4e4 means = ! j\rney to & fro1 means = our /ay !re1 means = ! publication ( ,tracts1 means to be left beh9d = ! "w 9 ,bri/ol1 to supply ! ne$ at lea/ = a "t1 = ,i did n wi% to g1 unless x 7 ! ,"l's w1 & if s1 ,he w\ld give ! means4 ,n[ see h[ ! ,"l dealt ) me6 ,ab\t a qu>t] ( an h\r aft] #a _h be5 9 pray] ) my de> wife respect+ ?is object1 & ,i _h n[1 = ! fir/ "t1 ask$ ,him = means to c>ry x out1 ?\gh = f\r mon?s we _h daily pray$ toge!r respect+ spiritual success 9 ?is s]vice1 ,i receiv$ a lett] conta9+ an ord] = #ejjl4 ,9 ! lett] ?is 0 writt53 ,i enclose 99 99 99 99 #ejjl41 :i* w be m useful 9 y\r h&s ?an 9 m9e4 ,i mean x 9 ! fir/ place = all t is ne$$ prep>atory to & att5dant ^u y\r j\rney to ,g]many1 &1 :atev] ! surplus may be1 y w apply z y f9d !re is ne$ 9 ! diff]5t p>ts ( s]vice "u y\r c>e4 ,?us ! ,"l has fully answ]$ our reque/s = means1 & t s spe$ily6 ,on ,july #ai? my de> wife & ,i left ,bri/ol = ,/uttg>t4 ,z ! lett]s1 :i* ,i wrote to ! *ur* 9 ,bri/ol1 9 :i* ,i gave "s acc\nt ( my lab\rs on ! ,cont95t1 h be5 pres]v$1 ,i give !m "h1 z !y w furni% ! read] ) an outl9e ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) me dur+ t p]iod4 ,/uttg>t1 ,aug4 #af1 #ahde4 ,to ! ,sa9ts1 meet+ 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus at ,be!sda & ,salem ,*apels1 ,bri/ol4 ,de> ,bre?r51 ,x is today f\r weeks s9ce we left y4 ,z ,i "k t y\r love to u w\ld l to "k h[ ! ,"l has be5 deal+ ) u s9ce1 & z ,i h abundant reason to speak well ( ,him on acc\nt ( ,8 goodness & m]cy to u s9ce our dep>ture2 ,i gladly relate to y h[ x has be5 ) u s9ce we left ,bri/ol ,x 0 on ,saturday aft]noon1 ,july #ai?1 t we />t$ = ,london4 ,on ! next day1 ! ,"l's day1 ,i m9i/]$ twice 9 ,london1 z also on ,monday ev5+4 ,i 0 mu* help$ 9 do+ s1 especially on ! ev5+ ( ! ,"l's day & on ,monday ev5+1 & ,i c\ld n b recognize ! h& ( ! ,"l ev5 9 ?is1 ) ref]5ce to my leav+ ,bri/ol = a season4 ,on ,monday & ,tuesday we 7 mu* occupi$ 9 procur+ our passports1 & on ,w$nesday at twelve o'clock we w5t on bo>d ! /eam] = ,o/5d4 ,! ,"l m]cifully c>ri$ u ov] ! sea1 al?\gh we 7 bo? v sea-sick1 & ab\t five o'clock ! next morn+ we w5t on %ore at ,o/5d4 ,hav+ 9 a v little "t1 )\t any difficulty1 obta9$ our luggage out ( ! ,cu/omh\se1 we left by ! fir/ tra9 = ,cologne1 at half-pa/ six1 travell$ all t day1 a di/ance ( ab\t #bdj miles1 & rea*$ ,cologne betwe5 n9e & t5 o'clock 9 ! ev5+4 ,we !n travell$ ei!r 9 ! ,rh9e /eam]s1 on ! rail-road1 or 9 an omnibus1 ! f\r foll[+ days also1 yet s t we arrang$ to h "t to ourselves1 & rea*$ ,/uttg>t ab\t eight o'clock on ,monday ev5+1 ,july #bh?4 ,( ! j\rney ,i w\ld m5tion no m1 ?an t on ! la/ day we travell$ ) a mo/ lovely & graci\s bro!r1 an ,engli% cl]gyman f ,sussex1 ) :om1 aft] two or ?ree h\rs ,i 0 s "o 9 he>t1 t on gett+ out ( ! omnibus1 9 :i* we travell$ toge!r ab\t #cj miles1 9 ord] to walk up a long hill1 we walk$ toge!r arm-9-arm4 ,x 0 mo/ refre%+ to our spirits to f9d s lovely a bro!r 9 ?is d>k l&4 ,we sp5t a few h\rs toge!r at ,/uttg>t1 & !n ?is de> bro!r left = ! neighb\rhood ( ,muni*1 ! capital ( ! k+dom ( ,bav>ia1 :]e 8 family is = a season4--,i _h writt5 f ,bri/ol to "o ( ! bre?r5 at ,/uttg>t1 ,bro!r ,m--1 an ,engli%man1 to look out = furni%$ lodg+s = u1 & ,i !re=e call$ on him ! next morn+1 ,july #bi?1 to see h[ f> he _h succe$$4 ,i n[ le>n$ t he _h made e inquiry = me1 & also adv]tis$ 9 ! pap]1 & appli$ at an intellig5ce (fice1 b t he _h he>d only ( ?ree ap>tm5ts1 & ev5 ^! 7 unfurni%$2 = all ! lodg+s :i* 7 to be _h 7 occupi$ by ! deputies ( ! p1 a sort ( ,p>liam5t 9 ,wirtemb]g1 :o h once e ?ree ye>s _! assemblies1 & :o _h be5 = ! la/ six mon?s assembl$ 9 ,/uttg>t4 ,?is 0 no small difficulty1 z to /ay at an hotel w\ld h be5 v exp5sive1 especially j n[1 z ! assembly ( ! deputies has made a great diff]5ce 9 ! hotels also4 ,h[ev]1 our com=t 01 t1 z we _h come 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l1 & accord+ to ,8 bidd+1 & t1 aft] hav+ daily pray$ ab\t ! matt] s9ce ! latt] "p ( ,novemb] la/ ye>1 ,he w\ld help 9 ?is ?+ also4 ,we n[ w5t to ! only lodg+ out ( ! ?ree :i* 0 at all likely to suit2 b we f\nd t ?is 0 only to be _h on ,nov4 #aj?1 & n n[1 a lady hav+ tak5 a :ole floor ( sev5 rooms1 & wi%+ to let two ( !m4 ,we saw ! two rooms :i* _h be5 (f]$1 f\nd !m furni%$1 & ask$ to :om !y belong$1 :5 we le>n$ t !y 7 9 ! use ( ! own] ( ! h\se1 :o _h sold ! h\se1 b w\ld h ! use ( ^! rooms1 z well z ^? 9 :i* he liv$1 till ,nov4 #a/4 #a n[ affectionately ask$ him1 :e!r he w\ld n let an h ^! rooms = a "t1 (f]+ to pay any price1 & give ! money be=e-h&1 z ,i 0 a /rang] to him4 ,he said he w\ld consid] x ) 8 wife a few h\rs4 ,my de> wife & ,i n[ gave ourselves to pray]1 t1 if x 7 good = u1 ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to incl9e ! he>ts ( ^! p]sons to let u h ^? two rooms1 b ,i told ,him1 at ! same "t1 t ,i %\ld n n[ press ! matt] fur!r1 hav+ (f]$ :at ,i _h2 = aft] all ,he might h ano!r place = u1 :]e4 ,he wi%$ u to be4 ,aft] two or ?ree h\rs ,i w5t aga91 & z we requir$ little z to att5dance1 & 7 ( quiet habits1 & requir$ little alt]ation to be made 9 ! way ( furniture1 ^! p]sons agre$ to let u h ^? rooms2 & t same aft]noon we 7 able to leave ! hotel & ent] our lodg+4 ,& n[ he> ! ,"l's goodness 9 ?is p>ticul>4 ,! de> p]sons ) :om we lodge are bo? ,*ri/ians1 :o are mo/ k9d to u1 & oblig+ 9 e way4 ,_! s]vant also :o waits on u is a mo/ k9d p]son4 ,! h\se is 9 a heal?y & quiet situation1 & n f> f our meet+-place1 ?\gh )\t ! city gates4 ,9 a ^w1 we c\ld n h wi%$ bett] lodg+s4 ,& h[ did we get !m8 ,because all ! ap>tm5ts1 usually let out z lodg+s1 7 occupi$ by ^! #ij or #ajj g5tlem5 ( ! ,p>liam5t4 ,moreov]1 to ?is h\se we came1 ?r\gh a mi/ake hav+ be5 made2 = ! rooms we n[ live 9 7 only int5d$ to be let on ,nov4 #aj?4 ,m1 ! p]sons ) :om we live are evid5tly weal?y p]sons1 a surgeon :o has retir$ f 8 pr(ession1 & 8 wife1 & :o nev] _h let lodg+s4 ,oh6 h[ k9d ( ! ,"l1 to let circum/ances be z !y 71 9 ord] t we might1 ?r\gh ?is v difficulty1 obta9 su* a dwell+-place4 ,daily we feel ! com=t ( liv+ ) ,*ri/ians1 ?\gh ^! de> p]sons belong to ! ,/ate ,*ur*4 ,may ?is little matt] lead u all1 de> bre?r51 to leave all our affairs 9 ! h&s ( our lov+ ,fa!r2 ,he arranges matt]s z !y are be/ = u4-- ,dur+ ! fir/ ?ree or f\r days 9 ,/uttg>t1 ,i 0 especially poor & ne$y1 & requir$ e p>ticle ( c\rage n to be ov]:elm$ by ! /ate ( ?+s "h4 ,ev]y?+ seem$ mo/ d>k4 ,on ,tuesday ev5+ :5 ,i w5t to ! meet+1 !re 7 b eight pres5t1 & all ,i saw & he>d gave me ! impression ( spiritual desolation1 result+ f t false tea*] f ,switz]l& hav+ come among ! bre?r5 "h4 ,9 addition to ?is1 my de> wife 0 tak5 v ill dur+ ! night f ,tuesday to ,w$nesday1 ,july #bi to #cj1 s t = two days %e kept h] b$1 & only on ! f\r? day 0 pretty well aga94 ,x 0 ! result ( sea-sickness & ! great fatigue ( ! j\rney1 ,i ?9k4 ,b ! ,"l _h m]cy & bright5$ ! prospect by increas+ my fai?4 ,9 addition to ?is1 circum/ances look$ bett] almo/ imm$iately aft] my arrival1 & ,i 0 con/antly com=t$ by ! k1 t only accord+ to ! ,"l's w we 7 "h1 & t ,he w\ld n h s5t u1 if ,he _h n "s purpose to be accompli%$ by x4 ,! fir/ ?+ t occurr$ 01 t1 9 answ] to our _m pray]s 9 ,engl&1 on ! j\rney1 & "h1 & also 9 answ] to y\r pray]s1 de> bre?r51 ! police gave me p]mission to /ay "h1 a ?+ :i*1 look+ at x naturally1 c\ld n h be5 expect$4 ,/ill1 ?is _h always be5 my hope1 because to ,/uttg>t ,i felt to be my mission4 ,! next ?+ 01 t ! mom5t my arrival became kn[n1 ! poor scatt]$ %eep 7 aga9 drawn toge!r1 & o!r p]sons also1 believ]s & unbeliev]s1 came to ! meet+s1 s t ! fir/ ev5+ x 0 kn[n ,i %\ld hold a meet+1 !re 7 ab\t #bj p]sons pres5t1 & s9ce !n !re h be5 repeat$ly #dj & upw>ds4 ,?is is a small numb] = ,engl&1 b l>ge "h1 & = our position 9 p>ticul>4 ,! next ?+ 01 our l&lady told me t e ,monday aft]noon a numb] ( pi\s females met at h] h\se1 = two or ?ree h\rs1 to knit /ock+s = ! ,moravian mission>ies1 & reque/$ me to come & speak to !m4 ,?is ,i n[ d e ,monday aft]noon1 exp\nd+ ! ,scriptures to #bj or #be ( ^! females & our l&lord & to an ag$ bro!r1 :o has be5 9 ! habit ( att5d+ ^! meet+s4 ,?is is a new field entirely1 & some?+ else to %[ h[ ! h& ( ,god 0 9 ! matt] ( our lodg+s4 ,/ill m4 ,on ! la/ two ,friday ev5+s ,i h att5d$ a meet+1 at :i* ab\t #aej p]sons1 belong+ to ! ,/ate ,*ur*1 meet toge!r1 mo/ ( !m probably conv]t$1 & ! o!rs ei!r seek+ ! ,"l1 or religi\sly incl9$4 ,to ?is meet+ ,i h gone = love's sake1 to %[ t ,i really desire to be unit$1 9 _s1 ) all :o love our ,"l ,jesus4 ,n[ at ?is meet+ also1 ,i h _h opportunity to speak bo? times4 ,9 future also1 ! ,"l will+1 ,i purpose to g to ?is meet+1 & to embrace ! opportunity :i* ?us ,i may h ( speak+ :at may be suitable "u ! circum/ances4 ,! "* ( ! meet+ is n 9 e way t :i* is accord+ to ! ,holy ,scriptures1 b ^! de> bre?r5 mu/ be borne )1 9 ord] to help !m on4 ,ab\t #h bre?r5 sit r\nd a table1 be+ m intimately kn[n to ea* o!r4 ,!y lead ! :ole meet+ z to pray]1 giv+ out a hymn1 propos+ ! portion ( ! ,^w ( ,god = consid]ation1 c4 ,!y make rem>ks on x1 & all ! o!r #ajj or #bjj1 or m or less1 t may be pres5t1 li/54 ,z ,i _h call$ on "o ( ^! lead+ bre?r51 he ask$ me to sit at t table1 & ?us ,i h ! "r ( speak+1 :i* yet mu/ be us$ v wisely1 z ^! de> *ildr5 ( ,god may be able to be> x4 ,b ev5 if ,i 7 n to speak at all1 my v pres5ce w\ld d good1 ) ,god's bless+1 z !y w\ld see t ,i am desir\s ( be+ unit$ ) all :o love our ,"l ,jesus2 & ,i _c b hope t ?us prejudices w we> away1 !y w come to our meet+s1 & read my book4 ,! ,cont95t is n l ,engl&4 ,e p>ticle ( progress "o is able to make "h1 is highly to be priz$4 ,! /ate ( ?+s is mo/ int]e/+ "h4 ,infidelity is mo/ awfully %[+ itself1 reg>dlessly trampl+ "u foot ,god's ^w1 & %amelessly & mo/ impud5tly d5\nc+ ! :ole z a fabrication2 b1 on ! o!r side1 !re is evid5tly an inquiry aft] tru?1 & a seek+ to "k ! tru? f ! ,scriptures !mselves1 & a beg9n+ to be dissatisfi$ ) cold dead =ms4 ,! ,"l also beg9s to "w = u 9 o!r respects4 ,! p>liam5t ( ,wirtemb]g has also publicly consid]$ ! matt] ( ! bro!r & si/] :o w\ld n be m>ri$ at ! ,/ate ,*ur*1 & h recomm5d$ to ! gov]nm5t ( ! c\ntry to consid] ! matt] once m1 & also to grant to u ! privilege ( be+ able to m>ry1 )\t go+ to ! ,/ate ,*ur*1 z !y _h already grant$ u ! adm9i/ration ( ! ,"l's ,supp] & ,baptism1 z !y call x4 ,?us1 ) ,god's bless+1 help w come 9 t way also2 & ,i _c b hope t ?is poor little ga!r+ "h1 9 :i* ! devil has rec5tly made su* havoc1 w yet be to ! praise ( ! ,"l1 & to ! b5efit ( ,8 *ur* 9 ! ,g]man ,/ates4--,god has bless$ my be+ "h 9 br++ bro!r ,r4 out ( ! errors into :i* he _h fall51 hav+ be5 l$ away by t false tea*] f ,switz]l&2 b ?is bro!r reaps n[ bitt]ly ! fruits ( 8 want ( wat*fulness3 t de> "y si/] :o 0 conv]t$ :ile ,i 0 "h be=e1 8 y\nge/ daught]1 is among ^? p]sons 9 ,switz]l&1 & ano!r ( 8 daught]s is engag$ to "o ( ^! p]sons--,oh6 h[ important1 de> bre?r51 c>efully & pray]fully to comp>e :at we he> ) ! ,^w ( ,god4 ,five days foll[+1 ?ree times ea* day1 ?is false tea*] held meet+s1 & ?us ov]p[]$ ^! de> sa9ts completely2 = !y _h no "t left to consid] & to pray ov]1 & comp>e ) ! ,holy ,scriptures1 :at !y he>d1 z1 9 addition to ?ree meet+s a day1 !y la/$ till aft] #aa o'clock at night4--,i n[ att5d eight meet+s e week4 ,sunday morn+s at n9e o'clock1 exposition ( ! ,^w1 & 9 ! aft]noon at two we meet = ! break+ ( bread4 ,! de> bre?r5 h gone back to ^! unsuitable h\rs4 ,on ,monday aft]noon at ?ree ! exposition ( ! ,scriptures to ^? :o meet toge!r to knit = ! mission>ies1 & on ,monday & ,w$nesday ev5+s f #h to #aj o'clock1 ,scripture read+ meet+s1 ) ! sa9ts only :o break bread4 ,on ,tuesday & ,?ursday ev5+s f eight to half-pa/ n9e1 public exposition ( ! ,^w4 ,& on ,friday ev5+ f half-pa/ eight to a qu>t] be=e t51 ,i meet ) ! bre?r5 :o belong to ! ,/ate ,*ur*4 ,besides ?is1 my "t has hi!rto be5 mu* occupi$ 9 see+ bre?r5 & si/]s privately & ! re/ ( my "t1 besides pray] & m$itation1 = my own s\l & ! "w1 has be5 occupi$ 9 prep>+ tracts = ! press4 ,five are already f9i%$4 ,i h translat$ into ,g]man3 ,! love ( ,god to poor s9n]s1 ,! ,s]p5t ( brass1 & ,! two ?ieves2 & ,i h writt5 myself two tracts1 on ,lydia's conv]sion1 & ,! conv]sion ( ! jail] at ,philippi4 ,9 ?is "w ,i purpose to cont9ue1 ! ,"l will+1 :ile we rema9 "h1 ei!r writ+ or translat+ tracts1 & !n seek+ myself1 z mu* z ,i c1 :il/ "h1 to circulate !m--,oh6 help me1 belov$ bre?r51 yet m & m ) y\r pray]s 9 all ?is important s]vice4 ,my position "h is m important1 & m int]e/+ ?an ev]2 = ,god1 :o com=te? ^? :o are ca/ d[n1 has com=t$ me1 aft] ! fir/ ?ree days ( trial1 & has giv5 me a l>g] field = s]vice ?an ,i _h be=e4--,we rememb] y daily 9 pray]1 & gladly d s1 & %all be truly glad to return to y1 z soon z we c see x to be ! w ( ! ,"l4 ,f>ewell1 belov$ bre?r54 ,my de> wife s5ds to y h] love 9 ,*ri/4 ,%\ld any ( y wi% to write to me1 ,i %all be glad to he> f y2 b please to write on v ?9 pap]1 on acc\nt ( ! heavy po/age4 ,! lett]s may be left at my h\se4 ,y\r affectionate bro!r & s]vant 9 ! ,"l1 ,george ,muell]4 ,/uttg>t1 ,sept4 #ac1 #ahde4 ,to ! ,bre?r5 9 ,*ri/1 meet+ 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus at ,be!sda & ,salem ,*apels1 ,bri/ol4 ,my de> bre?r51 ,x is eight weeks today s9ce we left ,bri/ol1 & we h /ill abundant reason to say1 t goodness & m]cy h foll[$ u e day4 ,?is ,i h 9 p>ticul> also to say 9 ref]5ce to ! la/ f\r weeks1 ev5 s9ce ,i wrote to y la/4 ,z we desire y\r ?anksgiv+ to ! ,"l = ,8 goodness to u1 & z we e>ne/ly crave ! cont9uance ( y\r pray]s1 ,i write aga91 especially also z ,i judge t y\r love w be desir\s ( kn[+ fur!r p>ticul>s ab\t u & ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s4 ,s9ce ,i wrote to y1 ,i h cont9u$ to att5d eight meet+s a week1 t is1 ?ree = exposition ( ! ,scriptures at our usual 9 meet+-place on ,"l's day morn+s & ,tuesday & ,?ursday ev5+s2 ! break+ ( bread on ! ,"l's day ev5+s 7z we h alt]$ ! h\r f #b 9 ! aft]noon to #h 9 ! ev5+72 two ,scripture read+ meet+s on ,monday & ,w$nesday1 at :i*1 z well z at all our o!r meet+s1 !re is giv5 to e bro!r z mu* room = pray]1 z !re may be a desire = x4 ,!n ,i att5d two o!r meet+s a week1 among believ]s or inquir]s :o are 9 connexion ) ! ,/ate ,*ur*1 "o on ,monday aft]noon at ! h\se :]e we live1 :i* has increas$ f ab\t t5 to ab\t =ty4 ,at ?is meet+ ,i lead entirely1 & am ! only speak]4 ,!n !re is e ,friday ev5+ ano!r meet+1 at :i* ab\t #aej p]sons assemble1 :i* ,i h cont9u$ to att5d1 & :]e ,i h regul>ly spok51 toge!r ) o!r bre?r54 ,! %yness :i* !re 0 at fir/ is evid5tly we>+ (f1 & la/ ev5+1 :5 ,i took leave ( !m1 hav+ be5 !re = ! la/ "t be=e our dep>ture1 ! bre?r5 7 q cordial4 ,9 addition to ?is1 ! ,"l has op5$ ano!r new & important field4 ,at ! h\se ( an eld]ly lady ( title1 ( "o ( ! anci5t noble families ( ?is k+dom1 !re is a meet+ = ladies :o "w = *>itable purposes4 ,?is meet+ ,i h also be5 reque/$ to att5d = ! purpose ( exp\nd+ ! ,scriptures1 :il/ ! ladies "w4 ,i 0 !re la/ ,tuesday aft]noon1 & %all be !re aga91 ! ,"l will+1 neat ,tuesday4 ,to all :o att5d ?is meet+ ,i h !re=e an opportunity ( giv+ a copy ( my ,n>rative 9 ,g]man1 ab\t =ty 9 all1 z well z a copy ( ! elev5 tracts :i* ,i h publi%$1 & ?us ! tru?1 ) ,god's bless+1 may be c>ri$ into ! high] circles ( ?is city1 if n ( ?is k+dom4 ,truly1 ! ,"l gave1 at ! beg9n+ ( my soj\rn "h1 to ev]y?+ app>5tly ! dea?-bl[1 t ,he might give me a l>g] field ?an ,i _h _h be=e4 ,/ill x is ev5 n[ b little 9 comp>ison ) ,engl&1 yet x is mu* = ,g]many4 ,inde$ ,i h n[ z mu* "w day by day z ,i c d4 ,p]sons f ! e/abli%m5t come to see m9d conv]se ) me1 & ,i might visit z _m z ,i h "t & /r5g? =1 & _m m1 & %\ld be welcome4 ,sept4 #ad4 ,?us f> ,i _h writt5 ye/]day morn+1 :5 a pi\s g5tleman ( rank call$ on me1 :o1 ) 8 wife1 feels ! deepe/ int]e/ ab\t ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 ,bri/ol1 ( :i* !y h ga!r$ in=mation ?r\gh my ,n>rative 9 ,g]man4 ,?is g5tleman has be5 ?is morn+ to our poor meet+ place also1 & has invit$ me to 8 h\se to meet 8 fri5ds4 ,?us a new op5+ has be5 giv54 ,! rema9d] ( ye/]day 0 sp5t 9 see+ visitors1 & ! ev5+ ,i sp5t among bre?r5 belong+ to ! ,/ate ,*ur*4--,i h n[ be5 able to publi% elev5 diff]5t ,gospel tracts 9 ,g]man4 ,!y are z foll[s2 #a4,! love ( ,god to poor s9n]s1 translation f ! ,engli%1 #d pages4 #b4 ,! ,s]p5t ( brass1 translation1 #d pages4 #c4 ,! two ?ieves1 translation1 #h pages4 #d4 ,lydia1 ! sell] ( purple1 writt5 by me1 #d pages4 #e4 ,! jail] at ,philippi1 writt5 by me1 #ab pages4 #f4 ,! f\r mo/ important que/ions answ]$1 writt5 by me1 #ab pages4 #g4 ,grace1 translation1 #d pages4 #h4 ,! poor man's be/ m$ic9e1 translation1 #f pages4 #i4 ,almo/ & ,altoge!r1 translation1 #f pages4 #aj4 ,:at is a ,*ri/ian8 translation1 #f pages4 #aa4 ,a j ,god & a ,savi\r1 translation1 #f pages4--,( ea* ( ^! tracts tw5ty ?\s& copies h be5 pr9t$1 !re are !re=e two hundr$ & tw5ty ?\s& copies ready to be us$ by ! ,"l4 ,i tell y all ^! p>ticul>s1 de> bre?r51 t y may n[ help me ) y\r pray]s1 t ,god may be pleas$ to use & bless !m4 ,! especial int5tion respect+ ^! tracts is1 to /ate ! ,gospel 9 a pla9 & di/9ct way4 ,n[ "o ( my p>ticul> reasons = leav+ y = a season1 & lab\r+ "h 01 to publi% ^! tracts1 & to circulate myself z _m ( !m z ,i c\ld4 ,! latt] ,i am n[ ab\t to d 9 ! foll[+ way4 ,i h _h a box made :i* w hold ab\t ?irty ?\s& tracts4 ,?is box w be fill$ & fa/5$ beh9d ! conveyance :i* ,i purpose hir+4 ,our portmanteaus & o!r packages1 z mu* z room p]mits1 w be fill$ ) copies ( my ,g]man ,n>rative4 ,?us /or$ we purpose to leave on ,w$nesday or ,?ursday1 ,sept4 #ag or #ah1 giv+ to ea* p]son we meet on ! road a tract1 & giv+ away 9 ! t[ns & villages z _m z may be wise1 )\t rais+ a mob ar\nd u4 ,9 addition to ?is1 z f> z opportunity may all[1 ,i purpose to speak ) p]sons on ! road4 ,9 ?is way we purpose to travel on1 day aft] day1 giv+ away tracts1 & also my ,n>rative1 s t 9 e village & t[n1 ( a j\rney ( #ejj or #fjj miles1 at lea/ a few copies ( my ,n>rative w be left1 besides giv+ !m to pass5g]s on ! road1 & z _m tracts z we c4 ,9 ord] to fill our /ores aga91 ,i purpose to s5d to ,frank=t a l>ge bale ( tracts & books be=e u1 also to ,eisleb51 :]e ,lu!r 0 born1 & to ,cassel4 ,9 ?is way ,i hope to be able to give away ab\t #ijj copies ( my ,n>rative1 & fifty or sixty ?\s& tracts4 ,9 addition to ?is1 ,i am seek+ to place ) tru/wor?y bre?r5 9 ?is c\ntry1 9 ,switz]l&1 & 9 ,prussia1 small] quantities1 to be giv5 away z opportunity may occur4 ,our r\te1 z f> z ,i c see at pres5t1 w be ?is3 ,to ,heilbronn1 ,heidelb]g1 ,d>m/adt1 ,frank=t1 ,fulda1 ,erfurt1 ,eis5a*1 ,eisleb54 ,! la/ place w be ! fur!/ "p ( our j\rney4 ,!n we mean to return t[>ds ,engl& by way ( ,nordhaus51 ,gott+51 ,cassel1 ,elb]feld1 ,dusseldorf1 & ,cologne4 ,! :ole t\r may take f #bj to #be days1 travell+ day aft] day4 ,all ?is ,i write to y1 e>ne/ly ask+ y\r pray]s = u1 on acc\nt ( ! foll[+ p>ticul>s3 #a4 ,t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ s to /r5g!n u 9 body1 z t we may be able to cont9ue travell+ day aft] day = #bj days or m4 #b4 ,t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to give u suitable & k9d driv]s1 t we may n h difficulty 9 our "w 9 t way4 #c4 ,t ! police may n be p]mitt$ to ob/ruct our s]vice4 #d4 ,t our own s\ls may n suff] ?r\gh ?is "w1 b r be b5efit$4 #e4 ,t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to direct ! ,tracts & ,n>ratives into ! h&s ( ^? v p]sons :om ,he means to bless by !m4 #f4 ,t ,he w\ld also be pleas$ to all[ ! wea!r to be ( t k9d1 if x seem good to ,him1 t our "w may n be h9d]$4-- ,great un=se5 h9drances & difficulties we may meet ) 9 ?is s]vice1 yet x has n[ be5 ) me ! subject ( pray] = sev]al mon?s1 & 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,i ent] ^u x4--,! especial reason :y ,i g t[>ds ! ,nor? ( ,g]many is1 because !re ?is s]vice is mo/ly ne$$1 & !re my ,n>rative is n at all1 or sc>cely at all kn[n1 z ! #bjj copies :i* ,i s5t to a belov$ bro!r 9 ^? p>ts = circulation1 he c\ld n consci5ti\isly1 z he says1 circulate2 ,i !re=e mean myself to circulate ! book !re4 ,& fur!r1 9 ^? p>ts public meet+s 9 abundance are held1 9 :i* ! f\ndation tru?s ( ! ,gospel are op5ly attack$ by p]sons :o call !mselves ! ,fri5ds ( ,light4 ,!re !n ,i mean to di/ribute among ! common p z _m ?\s&s ( ,tracts z ,i c4--,g]many is 9 great agitation4 ,light is increas+1 !re is a %ak+ 9 e/abli%m5ts2 b !re infidelity is also increas+1 z well z democracy 9 politics4 ,i wat* ) deep int]e/ ! /ate ( ?+s 9 ,g]many1 & 7 n my position 9 ,bri/ol :at x is1 ,i %\ld rema9 long] "h2 b ,i judge x well to be back aga91 if ! ,"l prosp] our way1 ab\t ! #ab? ( ,octob]4 ,gladly %\ld ,i h writt5 _m m ,tracts1 !y are also greatly ne$$1 especially on subjects :i* are m p>ticul>ly ( importance = believ]s2 b ,i _c n[ /ay long]1 & mu/ leave x to a "t :5 ! ,"l may hon\r me aga9 to lab\r = a season 9 ,g]many4 ,sept4 #ae4 ,ye/]day ,i 0 aga9 int]rupt$ by visitors1 s t ,i c\ld n f9i% my lett]4 ,! g5tleman1 :o call$ ! day be=e ye/]day1 call$ aga9 also ye/]day4 ,he 0 ,pr(essor ( ,m$ic9e 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,mosc[ 9 ,russia1 & ,presid5t ( ! ,evangelical ,consi/ory 9 t ,city4 ,he seems deeply int]e/$ 9 ! s]vice 9 my h&s4 ,he 0 twice ye/]day at our poor meet+ place1 & has invit$ me ?is ev5+ to 8 h\se to meet "s fri5ds ( 81 cl]gym5 & o!rs4 ,la/ ev5+ !re 7 pres5t at ! meet+ = ! break+ ( bread ab\t #dj p]sons2 besides ^? :o broke bread4 ,our dep>ture is n[ fix$ = ,?ursday1 ,sept4 #ah?2 b aft] a dry season = #d or #e weeks1 ! ,"l has n[ s5t ra91 & we are entirely 9 ,8 h&s z to ! wea!r1 z a ra9y season ill suit our int5d$ s]vice2 b our ,"l1 ^: "w x is1 & n ours1 w ord] ?is matt] also z x %all be = ,8 glory & our welf>e4 ,i reckon1 belov$ bre?r51 on ! cont9uance ( y\r pray]s4 ,we also1 by ! grace ( ,god1 cont9ue to rememb] y day aft] day4 ,we %all be glad inde$ to behold y\r faces aga91 & yet we desire to be happy "h1 because we are 9 our ,"l's "w3 & inde$ we are happy "h also1 ?\gh s f> abs5t f ! hundr$s ( de> sa9ts :om we h s mu* reason to love4 ,! little *ur* "h consi/s ( #ai1 ( :om #f d n live 9 ?is city1 b 9 two villages at "s di/ance1 :o c only f "t to "t come to ! break+ ( bread4 ,t :i* !y especially n[ ne$ is1 t "o or m bre?r5 %\ld lab\r among !m1 & ,i w\ld p>ticul>ly comm5d ?is matt] to y\r pray]1 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to appe> on _! behalf 9 ?is p>ticul>2 = x is n likely t ?+s w g on well among !m )\t pa/oral c>e & )\t ov]sight4 ,9 "s little measure ord] has n[ be5 re/or$ among !m1 & ,i hope t ! com+ ( t false tea*] among !m1 n9e mon?s s9ce1 w f9ally be us$ by ! ,"l = _! fur!rance4 ,& n[1 greatly lov$ bre?r51 f>ewell4 ,may ! ,"l1 z we cont9ually pray1 give to ea* ( y accord+ to y\r individual ne$4 ,my de> wife1 :o helps me mu* 9 ! "w "h 9 "o way or o!r1 s5ds h] love 9 ,*ri/ to y4 ,y\r affectionate bro!r & s]vant 9 our ,"l1 ,george ,muell]4 ,cassel1 ,capital ( ! ,electorate ( ,hesse ,cassel1 ,oct4 #a1 #ahde4 ,to ! sa9ts1 assembl+ 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus at ,salem & ,be!sda ,*apels1 ,bri/ol4 ,my v de> bre?r51 ,i long to tell y ( ! ,"l's goodness to u1 s9ce la/ ,i wrote y1 & ?\gh ?is lett] may rea* y only ?ree or f\r days be=e our arrival among y1 /ill ,i w\ld wi% y to help u 9 prais+ ! ,"l = ,8 goodness to u4 ,i n[ record ,8 k9dness 9 our s]vice1 z f> z ,i rememb] x1 f ! day :]e my la/ lett] heft (f4 ,i ?9k x 0 on ,sept4 #ae? t my la/ lett] 0 f9i%$4 ,on t aft]noon ,i _h ! la/ meet+ among ! work+ females 9 my h\se4 ,x _h !n increas$ to at lea/ sixty1 f ab\t #aj at ! beg9n+4 ,! ev5+ ( t day ,i sp5t among g5tlem5 & ladies ( ,/uttg>t1 at ! h\se ( a g5tleman :o _h invit$ me4 ,!re ! ,"l gave me opportunity ( te/ify+ = ,him ab\t #b h\rs & a half4 ,! next aft]noon ,i _h a meet+ at :i* ab\t #be ladies 7 work+ = *>itable purposes1 at ! h\se ( a lady ( title4 ,to ^! & to _! abs5t fri5ds1 ,i gave a copy ( my ,n>rative1 #dj 9 numb]1 z well z a copy ( ea* ( ! #aa ,tracts :i* ,i h publi%$4 ,?us1 ) ! ,"l's bless+1 ! ,n>rative & ! ,tracts may "w among ! high] or highe/ classes ( ! k+dom ( ,wirtemb]g4 ,i simply m5tion ?is to %[1 de> bre?r51 :at op5 doors ! ,"l has giv5 me1 aft] ! app>5t dea?-bl[ ^u ev]y?+ at ! beg9n+4 ,h[ important t we %\ld n be disc\rag$ by appe>ances 9 ! ,"l's s]vice6 ,on ! same ev5+ ! la/ public meet+ among ! bre?r5 at ,/uttg>t 0 att5d$ by ab\t #hj p]sons m ?an any previ\s "t1 ei!r at ?is or my =m] visit4 ,?us also ! ,"l gave /ill fur!r enc\ragem5t4 ,on ! foll[+ day1 ,w$nesday1 ,sept4 #ag?1 ,i took leave ( v>i\s believ]s1 n 9 communion ) u2 among ! re/1 ( two pi\s cl]gym5 at ,/uttg>t1 :o treat$ me mo/ k9dly4 ,?is day 0 occupi$ ) mak+ all ! arrangem5ts = our j\rney1 z ,i _h to s5d _m ?\s&s ( tracts be=e u to sev]al places1 n be+ able to c>ry 9 our c>riage all ! books & tracts1 :i* we hop$ to circulate on ! j\rney4 ,9 ! ev5+ t g5tleman call$ once m to see me1 9 ^: h\se ,i _h sp5t ! ,monday ev5+1 & ) :om ,i _h become acqua9t$ a few days be=e1 & :o1 s9ce !n1 _h att5d$ all our meet+s4 ,i ?9k ,i told y be=e1 t he 0 ,pr(essor ( ,m$ic9e at ! ,russian ,univ]sity at ,mosc[1 & also ,presid5t ( ! ,prote/ant ,consi/ory 9 t city4 ,?is de> bro!r takes a deep int]e/ 9 my s]vice1 & has (f]$ to circulate #ej copies ( my book1 & #ej copies ( ea* ( ! #aa tracts4 ,we p>t$ l old fri5ds4--,our pray] _h be5 = a suitable c>riage1 & an oblig+ driv]1 on :i* s mu* ( our s]vice dep5d$2 b we 7 s occupi$1 t ,i c\ld only ord] a c>riage on ! morn+ ( our dep>ture1 ,?ursday1 ,sept4 #ah?1 & ! ,"l mo/ signally answ]$ our pray]s2 = we obta9$ a driv] :o 0 "o ( a hundr$4 ,he drove u ?ree days1 & 0 mo/ oblig+1 s t we c\ld n h desir$ a bett] driv]2 ! c>riage also 0 z if made = our "w4 ,at #aj o'clock on ,?ursday morn+ we set out1 furni%$ ) _m ?\s&s ( tracts1 & ab\t #bd1jjj s5t be=e u2 also c>ry+ ) u ab\t #dej copies ( my ,n>rative1 & hav+ to take up #cej copies on ! way4 ,ab\t #cej copies ,i 0 able to circulate at ,/uttg>t :il/ !re4 ,i %\ld also say t ,i f\nd sev]al bre?r5 ) :om ,i c\ld leave small] quantities ( tracts = circulation at ,/uttg>t & else-:]e1 especially an ,engli% bro!r1 ,dr4 ,m41 :o lives at ,basle1 & :o sp5ds 8 :ole "t 9 circulat+ religi\s books & tracts1 writt5 9 ,g]man & ,fr5*4 ,?is bro!r came1 ?ree days be=e our dep>ture1 to ,/uttg>t1 s t ,i c\ld arrange ) him4 ,inde$ /ep by /ep has ! ,"l prosp]$ me 9 my feeble endeav\rs1 mix$ ) s9 z e "o ( !m has be51 & made x manife/1 t1 ?is "t also1 ,he bad s5t me to ,g]many4 ,on ,?ursday1 ,septemb] #ah?1 !n1 we set out1 & :ile yet driv+ ?r\gh ! city ( ,/uttg>t ,i began giv+ away tracts1 ?us to beg9 ! s]vice at once1 le/ my h&s %\ld be weak5$ ?r\gh delay4 ,:il/ go+ on1 we cont9u$ (f]+ tracts to ! pass5g]s on ! road1 & giv+ away n[ & !n a copy ( my book1 & seek+ especially to put "s copies ( x into e village & t[n4 ,?us we w5t on ! fir/ day f ,/uttg>t to ,heilbronn1 a di/ance ( ab\t #ce ,engli% miles4 ,all w5t on mo/ quietly4 ,we 7 able to give away _m hundr$s ( tracts1 & ab\t #ej copies ( my ,n>rative1 & to a few p]sons ,i _h ! opportunity ( speak+ a little4 ,! second day's j\rney 0 f ,heilbronn to ,heidelb]g4 ,9 ! l>ge t[ns we w5t on mo/ quietly1 le/ !re %\ld be a runn+ toge!r ( ! p1 & ! appe>ance be a political di/urbance4 ,on ?is acc\nt ,i nev] give away tracts & books 9 t[ns1 b on ! road1 or j be=e ,i come to t[ns1 or aft] ,i h pass$ ?r\gh !m4 ,yet n[ & !n ,i h also giv5 !m away 9 t[ns 9 a quiet way2 = in/ance1 by go+ to a bak]'s %op1 & buy+ a trifle & !n giv+ a book4 ,! second day f ,heilbronn to ,heidelb]g we w5t on z be=e 9 our s]vice1 b 9 ! aft]noon we 7 tri$ 9 _s4 ,we obs]v$ a c>riage at a di/ance beh9d u1 ) a g5tleman 9 x1 & 8 coa*man be=e4 ,he /opp$ m ?an once to conv]se ) ! p to :om ,i _h giv5 tracts4 ,at la/ he obta9$ sight ( my book also4 ,?us he kept on driv+ beh9d u4 ,our n]ves 7 greatly tri$ by ?is4 ,by ! grace ( ,god we 7 will+ to suff] = ,8 "n's sake1 ev5 greatly1 9 ?is "w2 yet ?is matt] greatly tri$ u1 n kn[+ :at ! result might be4 ,at la/ ! c>riage drove be=e u4 ,!n x /opp$1 & ! g5tleman lift$ himself up1 to h a full look at me1 !n he ord]$ 8 coa*man to drive on1 & !y 7 soon out ( sight4 ,! next ?+ to be expect$ 01 t 9 ! next t[n ! police w\ld /op u 9 our s]vice4 ,h[ev]1 we cont9u$ ! "w1 & at la/ arriv$ at ,heidelb]g1 )\t hav+ be5 /opp$1 & hav+ giv5 away m books & tracts ?an ev5 on ! previ\s day4 ,! /eady ev5 c\rse ( s]vice1 "u all difficulties1 )\t any "o's enc\ragem5t1 & ) ! disc\ragem5t ( _m1 requires n a little fai?6 ,we felt h[ weak our fai? 06 ,! ?ird day's j\rney 0 f ,heidelb]g4 ,we cont9u$ aga9 our bless$ s]vice4 ,i _h opportunity ?is day to put my ,n>rative & tracts into ! h&s ( ladies & g5tlem5 z well z poor p]sons4 ,our opportunities = s]vice 7 v _m ?is day1 & ?+s w5t on quietly 9 ! morn+4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 h[ev]1 we 7 ev5 m tri$ ?an ! day be=e4 ,we _h travell$ ?r\gh ,wirtemb]g & also ! ,gr& ,du*y ( ,bad51 & 7 n[ 9 ! c\ntry ( ,hesse-,d>m/adt1 :5 ,i gave "s tracts to "s lads ( a ,gramm> ,s*ool1 :om we met be=e a t[n4 ,b ^! lads foll[$ u1 accompani$ ! c>riage ?r\gh ! :ole t[n1 & "s di/ance out ( ! t[n1 ridicul+ u4 ,we sat quiet1 say+ no?+ at all4 ,!n ,i 0 address$ by a mail-gu>d :o _h se5 me give away tracts & books1 & :o1 hav+ /opp$ ! mail1 ask$ = tracts = himself & ! pass5g]s1 b evid5tly 9 a sne]+ way4 ,?is c>ri$ ! news ( our s]vice be=e u1 z ! mail w5t mu* fa/] ?an we1 & !re=e our "w 0 kn[n 9 ! next place1 & a man ran out on our arrival to ask = books1 & 9 consequ5ce ( ?is ! att5tion ( p]sons 0 arre/$4 ,nev]!less ! ,"l help$ u to cont9ue ! "w1 ?\gh some:at tri$ 9 m9d1 be+ aw>e h[ mu* su* "w is oppos$ on ! ,cont95t4 ,a little :ile aft]1 a light wagon drove quickly aft] u1 & z ,i 0 walk+ by ! side ( ! c>riage1 up a hill1 a man got out1 jo9$ me1 & ask$ = a tract4 ,he !n said3 ,:o has all[$ y to di/ribute ^! books8 ,i repli$4 ,nobody1 b ,i am a s]vant ( ,jesus1 & ,i desire to s]ve my ,"l4 ,if1 h[ev]1 y c %[ me t :at ,i am n[ do+ is aga9/ ! laws ( ! c\ntry ,i w give x up4 ,z f> z ,i am aw>e1 x is n4 ,he !n ask$ me1 :at religion 0 conta9$ 9 ! tracts4 ,i said n any "o 9 p>ticul>1 b t !re 7 9 !m ! tru?s ( ,*ri/ianity1 ab\t :i* alone ,i c>$1 z ,i did n design by ^! books to increase any p>ticul> p>ty4 ,a few words m ( ?is k9d pass$1 & he !n left me1 drove on be=e u1 & pres5tly turn$ (f f ! turnpike road into a little bye road 9 ! wood1 :]e he /opp$ & read ! tract :i* ,i _h giv5 him1 :i* 01 ,! conv]sion ( ! jail] at ,philippi4 ,i w5t on z be=e ) ! "w1 n tri$ 9 _s1 b yet my n]ves 7 mu* affect$ by x4 ,we meant only to h gone t day z f> z ,d>m/adt1 ! capital ( ,hesse-,d>m/adt1 b ,i engag$ ! driv] #ae miles fur!r1 to ,frank=t-on-!-,ma91 9 ord] t we might be out ( ! dom9ion ( ,hesse-,d>m/adt1 if ?r\gh ! mail-gu>d1 or ! la/-m5tion$ p]son1 :o1 to judge f 8 dress1 0 a gov]nm5t (fic]1 ! matt] %\ld be com+ be=e ! magi/rates4 ,at ,frank=t we arriv$ aft] t5 on ,saturday ev5+1 ,sept4 #bj?1 hav+ n[ be5 able = #c days to g on ) ! s]vice4 ,! next day1 be+ ! ,"l's day1 we purpos$ to re/ at ,frank=t :i* we mu* ne$$ = body & _s1 especially also = ! sake ( ask+ ! ,"l's bless+ ^u ! "w up till !n1 & to ask guidance = our future /eps1 mud ,8 help & bless+ = :at rema9$ ( our "w4 ,we _h int5d$1 be=e we left ,/uttg>t1 to g to ,eisleb51 su* a di/ance f ,frank=t1 z w\ld require #d or #e days m travell+1 & !n all ! way back to ,cologne4 ,b on acc\nt ( :at _h occurr$ ! two previ\s days1 we n[ began aga9 to consid] our /eps1 :e!r we %\ld g on /ill fur!r or n4 ,nature wi%$ to get back to ,engl& at once4 ,nature %rank greatly f ! cont9uance ( ?is s]vice4 ,b aft] hav+ /r5g!n$ ourselves 9 ,god1 we came to ! conclusion1 t our fir/ purpose 0 ( ,god1 & t we ought n to alt] our plans1 except we saw x mo/ cle>ly to be ! w ( ,god2 we !re=e purpos$ 7z we c\ld only look ^u ! desire ( discont9u+ our t\r z a temptation71 to g on ) our s]vice1 till by ! ord] ( ! police we 7 prohibit$4 ,bless$ be ,god :o enabl$ u to triumph ov] ! temptation6 ,b to ,him is all ! praise due2 = _h ,he n /r5g!n$ u 9 t h\r1 we %\ld h be5 z ^? :o1 hav+ put _! h& to ! pl\gh1 draw x back4 ,i n[ set ab\t mak+ arrangem5ts = ! j\rney1 z ! c>riage & horses1 :i* ,i _h engag$ = ! ?ree previ\s days1 _h to return to ,/uttg>t4 ,our pray] 0 = ano!r suitable driv]1 ^u :i* s v mu* dep5d$ 9 our s]vice4 ,9 ?is aga9 we exp]i5c$ mo/ evid5tly ! ,"l's will+ness to answ] pray]2 = 9 ! same inn at :i* our ,/uttg>t driv] _h put up1 x happ5$1 by ! ord]+ ( ! ,"l1 t !re 0 a driv] f ,cassel1 ! place :]e ,i am n[ writ+1 :o _h tak5 a family to ,frank=t1 & :o 0 look+ out = a job4 ,) ?is coa*man ,i agre$1 to take u to ,eisleb51 to /op !re a day & a half1 :ile ,i saw bre?r5 9 t neighb\rhood1 & !n to take u to ,cassel4 ,?is engagem5t 0 = eight days4 ,x 0 ! m k9d ( ! ,"l to all[ me to f9d ?is p]son1 z ,i w5t f place to place 9 ,frank=t to obta9 a conveyance1 b c\ld n succe$ 9 t l>ge city2 & ! only "o ,i c\ld h _h1 w\ld h be5 ne>ly twice z exp5sive z ! "o :i* ,i hir$4 ,on ,monday morn+1 !n1 ,sept4 #bbnd1 we left ,frank=t1 det]m9$ by ! help ( ,god to pursue our s]vice1 &1 if ne$ be1 to suff] & to endure h>d%ip 9 x4 ,_m tracts & books also 7 giv5 away ?is day1 & 9 ! ev5+ we rea*$ ,s*lue*t]n1 a small t[n be=e ,fulda4 ,! next day at ,fulda ,i took up a l>ge bale ( tracts & books :i* ,i _h s5t be=e1 & on ,tuesday ev5+ we rea*$ ,va*a4 ,up to t "t we _h _h f9e wea!r2 b we rea*$ ,va*a 9 a heavy /orm1 x hav+ ra9$ heavily = #b h\rs1 & light5$ & ?und]$ exce$+ly4 ,all night ! ra9 cont9u$1 & 9 ra9 we left ,va*a = ,eis5a*4 ,our s]vice n[ seem$ ov]2 b yet ,i manag$ n[ & !n to put a copy ( my book out ( ! c>riage1 :5 ,i saw an opportunity t x c\ld be kept pretty dry4 ,by ! "t we rea*$ ,eis5a*1 :i* /&s on ! foot ( ! hill on :i* is ! old ca/le call$ ! ,w>tburg1 :]e ,lu!r translat$ ! ,bible1 ! ra9 ceas$ & we _h a f9e aft]noon1 & 9 a few h\rs 7 able to give away m ?an #ej books & _m tracts4 ,9 ! ev5+ we rea*$ ,go?a1 capital ( ! small duk$om ( ,saxe ,go?a4 ,on ,?ursday1 ,sept4 #bh?1 we came z f> z a small t[n call$ ,ar!rn1 & on ,friday1 ab\t #a o'clock 9 ! aft]noon1 we rea*$ ,eisleb54 ,all ^! five days & a half we w5t on quietly 9 our s]vice1 none h9d]+ u1 giv+ away _m books & tracts4 ,"h n[ we /opp$ two days1 _h "s int]c\rse ) bre?r51 & !n left = ,cassel1 :i* we rea*$ 9 two days & a half1 arriv+ "h la/ ev5+4 ,?is morn+ ,i h be5 writ+ ?is lett] & do+ "s o!r ?+s ne$ful = ! j\rney1 :il/ my de> wife has be5 all ! morn+ engag$ 9 putt+ up tracts = ! j\rney4 ,if we c obta9 a suitable conveyance1 we purpose to leave ?is aft]noon on our way to ,elb]feld1 &1 if ! ,"l gives u grace1 to pursue our s]vice till we come to ! ,rh9e1 & !n by way ( ,o/5d to cross ! sea = ,engl&1 s t ab\t #c or #d days aft] ?is rea*es y we may h ! joy ( see+ y aga9 face to face4 ,x w be joy to u inde$ to see y all aga94 ,f>ewell1 belov$ bre?r54 ,my de> wife s5ds h] love 9 ,*ri/ to y all4 ,y\r affectionate bro!r & s]vant 9 our ,"l1 ,george ,muell]4 ,i add a few rem>ks respect+ ?is my s]vice on ! ,cont95t4 #a4 ,= ab\t eight mon?s be=e ,i left ,engl&1 ,i _h se5 x to be ! ,"l's w1 t ,i %\ld g aga9 t ye> to ! ,cont95t = a season1 & _h made my j\rney & s]vice1 dur+ t p]iod1 a daily subject ( pray] f ,nov4 #ahdd4 ,i left ,bri/ol on ,july #ai? & return$ on ,oct4 #aa?1 #ahde4 #b4 ,i %\ld h greatly pref]r$ to prea* ! ,gospel 9 ! /reets or 9 ! m>ket places 9 ,g]many2 b = t !re 0 no lib]ty4 ,i did !re=e :at ,i c\ld1 9 spread+ ab\t elev5 hundr$ copies ( my ,n>rative1 & t5s ( ?\s&s ( tracts4 ,9 ?is ,i 0 p>ticul>ly enc\rag$ by rememb]+ t t great "w1 at ! "t ( ! ,re=mation1 0 *iefly accompli%$ by means ( pr9t$ publications4 #c4 ,we travell$ 9 a hir$ c>riage = #ag days1 ea* day ab\t #dj or #de miles4 ,i _h a box1 conta9+ ab\t ?irty ?\s& tracts1 made on purpose1 beh9d ! c>riage1 & 9 ! =e-"p sev]al portmanteaus fill$ ) tracts & copies ( my ,n>rative 9 ,g]man4 ,z we w5t on1 my de> wife & ,i look$ out = travell]s :o 7 com+1 or p]sons on ! road side4 ,x 0 j ! "t :5 ! potatoes 7 tak5 up1 & ?\s&s ( p 7 ?us ei!r close to ! turnpike road1 or only a little way f x4 ,! front ( our c>riage _h glass w9d[s1 s t we c\ld see all ! p]sons be=e u1 & on ea* side4 ,z soon z ! c>riage 0 ne> en\gh1 ,i held ! tracts or a copy ( my ,n>rative out to !m1 & reque/$ !m to accept !m or sometimes beckon$ ! work+ p to come up to ! c>riage1 :i* almo/ )\t exception !y readily did1 & !n receiv$ a book or tract4 ,9 case ( g5teel p]sons1 :om we sometimes met1 ,i repeat$ly ord]$ ! driv] to /op1 & ,i got out ( ! c>riage1 & h&$ ! books or tracts to !m4 ,(t5 also ,i walk$ up a hill1 & !n conv]s$ ) ! p]sons :om ,i jo9$1 or gave tracts m ext5sively 9 ?is way4 #d4 ,! reason :y we pursu$ ?is plan ( travell+ 01 a1 t ,i might myself circulate z _m z possible2 b1 t ! tracts & ,n>ratives might be scatt]$ ov] z ext5sive a tract ( c\ntry z possible2 c1 t ,i might be able to accompli% x1 be=e ! police c\ld prev5t x4 ,on ! road side1 be=e ent]+ villages & t[ns1 or aft] we _h left !m1 ,i gave away freely4 ,n[ suppose ?is came to ! e>s ( ! police1 z no d\bt 9 _m in/ances x did2 be=e any measures c\ld be tak51 we might be at a di/ance ( #e1 #aj1 or #bj miles f ! spot2 = we travell$1 z ,i said1 f #dj to #de miles daily4 ,?is 0 inde$ an exp5sive way ( circulat+ ! tracts1 & we>+ to body & m9d m ?an c easily be p]ceiv$2 b x 0 a mo/ effectual way1 & a preci\s s]vice to be all[$ to be engag$ 9 = ! ,"l4 ,:5 we _h f9i%$ our j\rney1 la/+ #bc days1 we 7 completely worn out = ! "t4 #e4 ,at fir/ we sometimes ?rew d[n ! tracts to p]sons1 out ( ! c>riage1 :5 !y 7 n ne> en\gh to h !m h&$ to !m4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 we discont9u$ on ! second or ?ird day2 = ,i judg$1 t1 z we w\ld n ?r[ d[n ,bibles1 ,te/am5ts1 or small] portions ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 s ^! tracts also1 fill$ ) ! tru? ( ,god1 & writt5 = ! hon\r ( ,god1 %\ld n be ?r[n d[n2 & t we w\ld r n give !m at all1 ?an 9 ?is way4 ,i purposely notice ?is1 z _m ,*ri/ians are 9 ! habit ( ?r[+ tracts out ( a c>riage1 z ,i did at fir/4 ,i might put !m secretly 9 draw]s1 or on ! table1 or "u ! table-cov] 9 inns1 or else:]e1 :]e !y aft]w>ds might be f\nd2 b ,i c\ld n feel any long] happy 9 n treat+ !m ) all rev]5ce1 because !y conta9 ! tru? ( ,god4 #f4 ,p]haps ! read] may ask3 ,:at has be5 ! result ( ?is lab\r 9 ,g]many8 ,my reply is3 ,god only kn[s4 ,! day ( ,*ri/ w decl>e x4 ,judg+ f ! con/ant lab\r 9 pray] dur+ #h mon?s be=e we w5t ! second "t1 & day by day :ile we 7 on ! ,cont95t1 & day by day = a long "t aft] our return1 ,i am w>rant$ to expect fruit1 & ,i d expect x4 ,i expect abundant fruit 9 ! day ( ,*ri/'s appe>+4 ,9 ! meantime my com=t is1 t #bbj1jjj tracts h be5 circulat$1 _m ( :i* ?r\gh ! provid5ce ( ,god f\nd _! way n only into ! d>ke/ places ( ! ,cont95t ( ,europe1 b w5t also to ,am]ica & ,au/ralia4 ,fur!r1 ! #djjj copies ( my ,n>rative 9 ,g]man1 are almo/ all circulat$4 ,& aga91 ! publi%+ ( my ,n>rative 9 ,g]man1 l$ me to d ! same 9 ,fr5*1 :i* 0 accompli%$ ab\t ?ree ye>s lat]4 ,fur!r1 ^! tracts 7 repr9t$ at ,hamburg & at ,cologne1 & are circulat$ by o!r ,*ri/ians2 9 addition to :i*1 my hav+ publi%$ !m 9 ,g]many l$ me to get !m /]eotyp$ 9 ,engl&1 & !y cont9ue to be circulat$ 9 _m c\ntries4 #g4 ,i only add1 we cont9u$ our s]vice 9 a simil> way1 aft] we _h left ,cassel1 f :5ce ,i wrote ! la/ lett] to ! *ur* 9 ,bri/ol2 & 9 _m respects x 0 ! mo/ int]e/+ "p ( ! s]vice4 ,decemb] #ca1 #ahde4 ,!re h be5 receiv$ into communion #ec dur+ ?is ye>1 & #ajee s9ce our com+ to ,bri/ol1 :i*1 ) #fh :om we f\nd 9 fell[%ip1 makes #aabc4 ,( ^!1 #aae h fall5 asleep1 #fe h be5 exclud$1 #eg left u1 & #aic left ,bri/ol2 s t !re are only #fic bre?r5 & si/]s 9 fell[%ip at pres5t4 ,dur+ ?is ye> ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give to me3-- #a4 ,?r\gh anonym\s donations 9 money1 put up 9 pap] & direct$ to me1 & plac$ 9 ! boxes = ! poor sa9ts & ! r5t1 at ! two *apels ,l#aff #ae #aj #a_/d #b4 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n giv5 anonym\sly 4 4 4 4 4 4 #ajb #ah #aa #a_/b #c4 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s1 n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 #ach #j #g #d4 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 provisions1 clo!s1 etc41 wor? to u at lea/ 4 4 4 #bf #c #i ------ ,altoge!r ,l#dcc #ai #a #c_/d ,to ?is is to be add$1 t my de> *ild _h aga9 dur+ ! :ole ( ?is ye> h] education free at a bo>d+ s*ool1 z /at$ at ! close ( ! la/ ye>1 :]eby ,i sav$ ab\t #ejl4 ,also my travel+ exp5ses to & f ,g]many1 & o!r exp5ses1 connect$ ) my s]vice 9 ,g]many1 7 paid out ( ! #ejjl4 to :i* ref]5ce has be5 made4 ,add+ ^! two items to #dccl41 ,i _h at lea/ #ejjl4 ,e/eem$ read]1 :at d y ?9k ( ?is8 ,is x n a pleasant ?+1 9 ! end1 ev5 = ?is life1 really to tru/ 9 ,god8 ,v]ily1 ?us ,i h f\nd x to be1 & ?us d ,i f9d x to be1 ! long] ,i live4 ,only !re mu/ be real tru/ 9 ,god1 & x mu/ be m ?an m]ely us+ words4 ,if we tru/ 9 ,god1 we look to ,him alone1 we deal ) ,him alone1 & we are satisfi$ ) ,8 kn[+ ab\t our ne$4 ,two ?+s ,i add1 z ,i write my exp]i5ce & ! ,"l's deal+s ) me = ! pr(it ( ! sa9ts4 #a4 ,dur+ ! la/ ye> ,i resolv$1 t1 by ,god's help1 ,i w\ld seek to be m ?an ev] a *annel = ! ,communication ( ,god's b\nties1 & to communicate to ^? 9 ne$1 or to give to ! "w ( ,god4 ,i act$ accord+ to ! light :i* ,god gave me1 & ,he condesc5d$ to make me ,8 /ew>d 9 "o way or ano!r f> m abundantly ?an ev] be=e4 ,w\ld we wi% to h means intru/$ to u by ! ,"l1 or to succe$ 9 our trade1 bus9ess1 pr(ession1 etc41 we mu/ be truly desir\s ( be+ ,8 /ew>ds1 & only ,8 /ew>ds4 ,read :at ,i h writt5 at l5g? on ?is subject )9 ! la/ tw5ty pages ( ! ?ird "p ( ?is my ,n>rative2 &1 if y h read x be=e1 read x yet aga94 #b4 ,9 look+ ov] my j\rnal1 ,i f9d t dur+ ?is ye> also ,i 0 m ?an once )\t a %ill+1 yea )\t a p5ny1 ?\gh my income 0 ab\t #ejjl4 ,april #bi1 #ahdf4 ,today my belov$ wife & myself _h ! inexpressibly great joy ( receiv+ a lett] f our belov$ daught]1 :ile we are /ay+ 9 ! ,"l's s]vice at ,*ipp5ham1 9 :i* %e writes t %e has n[ f\nd peace 9 ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,?us our pray]s are turn$ into praises4 ,ab\t #ah m\?s be=e ?is ,i began especially to pray = ! conv]sion ( my de> *ild1 & ! ,"l soon aft] seems to h begun to "w 9 h] he>t4 ,i knew little ( h] /ate ( m9d be=e receiv+ h] lett]1 = ,i did n wi% to =ce any?+ ^u h] ( a spiritual "*1 b leave h] to be attract$ by ! lovel9ess ( ! ?+s ( ,god4 ,aft] he>+ f h] 9 ,april1 #ahdf1 %e 0 n receiv$ at once to communion1 b1 be+ s "y1 ,i judg$ x desirable to wat* ! "w 9 h] s\l4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ! ye>1 h[ev]1 my fell[-lab\r]s be+ fully satisfi$1 %e 0 baptiz$ & receiv$ into communion1 :5 %e 0 #ad ye>s & #c mon?s old4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool-,bible--,mission>y & ,tract ,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdh4 ,dur+ no p]iod1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! op]ations ( ?is ,in/itution up to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 0 ,i intru/$ by ! ,"l ) su* l>ge sums1 z dur+ ! "o to :i* ?is *apt] ref]s4 ,i _h nev] _h m ne$ ( pecuni>y supplies ?an dur+ ^? two ye>s1 on acc\nt ( ! _m press+ calls2 b1 at ! same "t1 ,i _h ! exce$+ great joy & privilege ( be+ able to respond to !m 9 su* a way z ,i _h nev] be=e be5 all[$ to d4 ,^! rem>ks apply to all ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution1 b especially to ! supplies = bre?r5 :o lab\r at ,home & ,abroad 9 ^w & doctr9e )\t be+ connect$ ) any society1 or )\t hav+ any regul> sal>y = prea*+ ! ,^w4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 aft] ! acc\nts _h be5 clos$1 a *eck = #ajjl4 0 giv5 to me1 ! application ( :i* 0 left to my disposal4 ,i put half ! am\nt to ! fund = ^! objects1 & half to ! ,orphan-,fund1 ,:5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 !re 0 #ial4 #ds4 #aa #c_/d d4 91 & = ^! objects1 to :i* ?is #ejl4 0 add$2 !re=e ,i began ?is p]iod ) m means ?an ,i _h _h 9 h& at any "t previ\sly at ! beg9n+ ( a fre% p]iod2 & z 0 its beg9n+ s 0 ! cont9uance4 ,x has (t5 /ruck me1 t "o especial reason :y1 on ! :ole1 ,i 0 all[$ to h s little trial ) reg>d to means = ! "w dur+ ^? two ye>s1 9 comp>ison ) =m] times1 may h be51 t !reby ! ,"l w\ld say t ,he 0 will+ to give :at w\ld be ne$$ :5 once ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se %\ld be built1 ?\gh ! exp5ses w\ld be ab\t two ?\s& five hundr$ p\nds a ye> m ?an !y 7 be=e4 ,ano!r reason also may h be51 because 9 _m o!r ways trials ( fai? & pati5ce came ^u me 9 connexion ) ! ,in/itution dur+ ^? two ye>s1 t !re=e ! ,"l may n h ex]cis$ me s mu* by ! want ( pecuni>y means z be=e4 ,b especially also "o reason1 :y ! ,"l g5]ally gave me s great an abundance dur+ ^? two ye>s1 seems to me ?is1 t x might be se51 n only h[ ,he c help u day by day :5 we are poor1 b also h[ able & will+ ,he is to cause u to ab\nd1 :5 ?is is = ,8 hon\r & = our pr(it4 ,june #d1 #ahdf4 ,to day 0 giv5 to me1 j :5 ,i rose f my knees1 aft] hav+ ask$ ! ,"l = m means1 especially = mission>y purposes1 ! sum ( #aejl41 ) ! reque/ to use ( x #ejl4 = ! ,orphans1 #ejl4 = lab\r]s 9 ,engl&2 & #ejl4 = lab\r]s abroad4 ,july #f4 ,besides sev]al small donations :i* came 9 s9ce ,june #d1 ,i receiv$ today #ejl41 ( :i* "o half is int5d$ by ! donor = ! ,orphans1 ! o!r half = ^! objects4 ,july #af4 ,today ,i receiv$ ,"o ,hundr$ ,p\nds f a donor :o _h lo/ ab\t "o half ( 8 prop]ty1 & :o gives ?is donation z ,a ?ank-(f]+ to ,god = hav+ left to him z mu* z he has4 ,i put "o half ( ?is donation to ! funds = ^! objects1 & ! o!r half to ! ,orphan ,fund4 ,aug4 #a4 ,ab\t #bdl4 m has come 9 s9ce ,july #af?4 ,dur+ ! la/ two days ,i h s5t #aajl4 to ,=eign lab\r]s1 & #ael4 to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ,engl&2 & hav+ ?us begun to r$uce our ,mission>y ,fund1 ! ,"l gives fre% supplies4 ,! ev5+ be=e la/ 0 s5t to me #el4 f ,ludl[4 ,today ,i receiv$ #el4 f ,sc>bor\gh1 ( :i* #dl4 is = ,mission>y objects1 & #al4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?us ! ,"l gives me ! desire ( my he>t1 to help m & m ! de> bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ^w & doctr9e1 ei!r 9 ?is c\ntry or 9 =eign l&s4 ,f ! comm5cem5t ( ?is ,in/itution on ,m>* #e?1 #ahcd1 x _h be5 my desire to employ "p ( ! funds ) :i* ,i might be intru/$1 9 aid+ mission>y bre?r5 9 =eign l&s1 :o are n support$ by any regul> sal>y2 & = sev]al ye>s ,i h likewise _h ! desire to assi/ bre?r51 lab\r+ 9 simil> circum/ances1 9 ,great ,brita9 & ,irel&4 ,! ,"l also _h giv5 me ! great privilege to assi/ su* bre?r5 m or less dur+ ! "t t ?is ,in/itution _h be5 9 op]ation2 b especially ,he began dur+ ! two ye>s1 to :i* ?is *apt] ref]s1 to all[ me to d s 9 a f> great] degree ?an be=e4 ,i knew x to be a fact1 t _m bre?r51 :o prea* ! ,^w1 )\t hav+ any sal>y = do+ s1 or prop]ty to live ^u1 7 9 ne$4 ,n[ x might be said t su* bre?r5 ought to tru/ 9 ,god2 t1 if !y prea* ,jesus z ! only hope = ! salvation ( s9n]s1 !y ought to set !m a good example by tru/+ !mselves 9 ,god = ! supply ( _! temporal necessities1 9 ord] t unconv]t$ p]sons !reby might be l$ to tru/ 9 ! ,"l ,jesus alone = ! salvation ( _! s\ls4 ,?is is true1 q true4 ,prea*]s ( ! preci\s good news ( salvation to e s9n] :o puts 8 tru/ 9 ! m]its ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 ought inde$ !mselves to dep5d ^u ,god1 _! ,"l & ,fa!r1 = ! supply ( _! temporal necessities2 b ,i also felt t ,i1 z _! bro!r1 ought to seek to help !m z f> z lay 9 me4 ,to ?is ,i set myself m ?an ev] aft] ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #ahdf1 z ,i knew1 t1 f p>ticul> causes1 !re 0 an especial call to help su* bre?r52 & z my own means w\ld g b a little way1 ,i gave myself to m e>ne/ pray] ?an ev] = su* bre?r54 ,! result 01 t1 dur+ ! two ye>s ( ?is p]iod1 ! ,"l s answ]$ my daily supplications ) reg>d to ?is p>ticul>1 t ,i 0 hon\r$ to s5d ne>ly ?ree times z mu* to ,home & ,=eign lab\r]s1 z dur+ any previ\s p]iod ( ! same l5g?4 #a1eeil4 #aas4 #f;d4 0 sp5t 9 ?is way1 by :i* tw5ty-"o bre?r5 7 assi/$ :o lab\r$ 9 ,=eign l&s1 & n9ete5 :o lab\r$ 9 ,great ,brita9 & ,irel&4 ,l>ge z ?is sum is1 9 comp>ison ) :at ,i _h be5 able to d 9 ?is p>ticul> 9 =m] ye>s1 yet x is small1 v small1 9 comp>ison ) :at my he>t desir$ to be able to d = ^! =ty bre?r54 ,x has frequ5tly1 yea almo/ always1 s happ5$1 t ! assi/ance :i* ,god has all[$ me to s5d to su* bre?r51 has come to !m at a "t ( great ne$4 ,sometimes !y _h no money at all left4 ,sometimes ev5 _! la/ provisions 7 almo/ consum$1 :5 ,i s5t !m supplies4 ,"s ( !m are fa!rs ( l>ge families1 or h sickly wives & *ildr52 "s 7 once well (f 9 ?is _w1 b = ,*ri/'s sake h become poor2 & "s h _h = ,*ri/'s sake _! all tak5 f !m4 ,is x n an hon\r to help su* bre?r58 ,i c\ld fill hundr$s ( pages by giv+ extracts f ! lett]s ( ! de> bre?r5 to :om ,i h s5t help1 & !y w\ld be greatly to ! edification ( ! read]2 b ,i d n feel free to d s4--,z ,i h n only be5 lab\r+ = ^! bre?r5 9 pray] t ,god w\ld intru/ me ) means & all[ me ! privilege ( help+ !m1 b z ,i also h ask$ ,god to direct me especially to s5d to ^? :o might be 9 p>ticul> ne$1 9 case ,i c\ld n help !m all2 & z ,i h s\ght by an enc\rag+ ^w to /r5g!n _! h&s 9 ,god2 !re is great reason to believe1 t ^! de> bre?r5 h n only be5 help$ by ^! pecuni>y supplies 9 a temporal po9t ( view1 b also t ! fact1 ( ,god s5d+ !m help 9 _! extremity1 has t5d$ to refre% & /r5g!n _! he>ts1 & to lead !m m & m to tru/ 9 ,him4 ,sep4 #d4 #chl4 m has come 9 s9ce ,aug4 #a/ = ^! objects1 & today !re 0 giv5 to me #cjel4 #ags4 #c;d4 = ,home & ,=eign lab\r]s1 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 & = ! o!r p>ts ( ! "w4 ,?us ,i h aga9 ! desire ( my he>t giv5 to me 9 be+ able to assi/ a numb] ( de> bre?r5 at home & abroad1 to :om ,i desir$ to s5d help4 ,( ?is sum ,i took #bjel4 #ags4 #c;d4 = ^! objects1 & #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,sept4 #i4 ,s9ce ! #d? ,i h s5t out ab\t #fjl4 already = bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ,engl& & ,=eign l&s4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f ,c4 ,w4 #bel4 m = mission>y objects4 ,oct4 #bb4 ,?is morn+'s po/ _h br\ght no means4 ,:il/ walk+ 9 my little g>d5 = m$itation & pray]1 ,i said to myself--,?\gh ! po/ has br\ght no means1 yet ! ,"l c s5d ev5 ?is day ri* supplies4 ,x 0 n two m9utes aft] ?is1 :5 a lett] 0 h&$ to me1 :i* _h be5 br\ght t mom5t1 conta9+ two ,fifty ,p\nd ,notes & ^! words3 ,my little *ildr51 let u n love 9 ^w1 nei!r 9 tongue2 b 9 de$ & 9 tru?4---#djl4 = mission>ies2 ,dem]>a & o!rs1 dep5dant on ,god = supplies4 #ajl4 = ,home mission>ies1 dep5dant on ,god = _! support4 #ajl4 = ! ,orphans4 #ajl4 = ! poor ( ,be!sda & ,salem ,*ur*4 #ajl4 = ,mr4 ,muell]4 #ajl4 = ,mr4 ,craik4 #el4 = ,bibles & ,te/am5ts4 #el4 = r5t1 c4 ( *apels4---,?us ,i _h a fre% answ] to my pray]s1 :i* _h be5 aga9 br\ght be=e ! ,"l ?is morn+1 t ,he w\ld enable me /ill m to help ! de> bre?r5 :o lab\r at home & abroad 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,him = supplies4 ,dec4 #bb4 ,dur+ ! la/ two mon?s ab\t #gjl4 m has come 91 *iefly = ,mission>y purposes4 ,( ^! donations1 ab\t eighty 9 numb]1 ,i only m5tion t !re 0 giv5 on ,nov4 #e1 ! sum ( #fl4 #ads41 be+ ! t5? "p ( pr(its aris+ f %>es :i* a bro!r has 9 coal m9es4 --,n[ today1 ,dec4 #bb1 ,i receiv$ #agel4 m = ^! funds1 :i* ,i took z a fur!r preci\s answ] to my supplications to ,god1 = help = home & =eign lab\r]s1 & = means to procure a fre% /ock ( tracts4 ,m>* #g1 #ahdg4 ,(t5 ( late h ,i bes\ght ! ,"l t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to give me m means = ^? objects4 ,= m ?an n9e mon?s we h on ! :ole ab\nd$ m ?an at any "t dur+ ! ?irte5 ye>s s9ce ?is "w fir/ began2 b n[ !re 0 only #ael4 left = ! support ( six day s*ools1 two ,sunday s*ools1 an adult s*ool1 & ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts4 ,(t5 also ( late _h ,i entreat$ ! ,"l t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to condesc5d to use me /ill fur!r z a /ew>d1 9 all[+ me to s5d help to ! _m de> bre?r5 :om ,i "k lab\r+ at home & abroad )\t any sal>y1 ! ne$ ( _m ( :om ,i knew4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ #aejl4 ) ! foll[+ l9es3 ,de> bro!r1 ,i h pleasure 9 s5d+ y #ajjl4 on acc\nt ( lab\r]s 9 ! ,"l's v9ey>d at home & abroad1 & #ejl4 = o!r "w 9 y\r h&s4 ,y\rs v affectionately1 99 994 ,?us my reque/ 0 9 a measure answ]$ ) reg>d to home & =eign lab\r]s1 & by tak+ half ( ! #ejl4 = ! s*ools & ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 ,i _h also some?+ = ^! objects4 ,! o!r #bel4 ,i put to ! ,orphan ,fund4 ,m>* #ab4 ,! #ajjl4 = home & =eign lab\r]s 0 soon portion$ out4 ,! difficulty 0 n to sp5d x1 b h[ to make x d1 s t all1 :o seem$ to me to ne$1 might get a little4 ,on ?is acc\nt ,i pray$ /ill fur!r dur+ ! la/ f\r days = means = home & =eign lab\r]s1 & n[ ?is morn+1 :5 ,i arose f my knees1 aft] hav+ aga9 ask$ ! ,"l ab\t tills matt]1 ,i receiv$ a lett] 9 :i* ,c4 ,w4 s5t me #cjl4 = mission>ies4 ,april #e4 ,i h be5 pray+ day by day1 ev] s9ce ,i 0 able dur+ ! la/ mon? to s5d ab\t #acjl4 to home & =eign lab\r]s1 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ soon aga9 to give me means = !m1 on acc\nt ( _! great ne$2 inde$1 all our means 7 s exhau/$1 t ,i _h only j en\gh1 = tomorr[ ev5+1 to meet ! weekly exp5ses connect$ ) ! six day s*ools1 :5 ?is morn+ ,i receiv$ #abel4 = ^! objects4 ,:at a preci\s help6 ,h[ is my he>t refre%$ by ?is seasonable answ] to pray]6--,almo/ imm$iately aft] ?is donation _h be5 giv5 to me1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,dem]>a ab\t ! great ne$ among ! bre?r5 :o lab\r !re1 by :i* intellig5ce ! seasonable help1 j receiv$1 has become /ill m preci\s to me4 ,?irte5 o!r small donations came 9 betwe5 ,april #e? & ,may #ac?1 & on ,may #ac? ,i receiv$ #ajjl4 = mission>y purposes4 ,on ,june #h? 0 giv5 #ajjl4 = mission>y purposes4 ,june #cj4 ,= ! :ole p]iod1 s9ce ! acc\nts 7 la/ clos$1 m ?an #ac mon?s s9ce1 we h n be5 s poor ) reg>d to ^! funds z today4 ,la/ ev5+ ,i paid out ! la/ money to ! bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! day s*ools1 9 giv+ !m _! weekly sal>y4 ,"u ^! circum/ances a bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 :o resides ab\t #bjj miles f ?is1 & :o _h be5 /ay+ 9 my h\se two days1 gave me #cjl4 to dispose ( z ,i ?\ght be/1 only t mission>y bre?r5 %\ld be rememb]$4 ,i took !re=e #ael4 = ,missions1 & ! o!r #ael4 = ! ,s*ool--,bible & ,tract ,fund4 ,:at a seasonable help6 ,july #af4 ,today 0 giv5 to me1 :5 n[ aga9 ! money receiv$ on ,june #cj? = ! s*ools1 c41 _h be5 all b entirely exp5d$ 7z only little _h come 9 s9ce71 ! sum ( #aajl4 = ^! objects4 ,aug4 #be4 ,great _h be5 my desire to s5d fre% supplies to ! home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,day by day _h ,i be5 aga9 pray+ = means = !m s9ce ,july #af?4 ,n[ also ,i _h no?+ 9 h& = ! ,bible & ,tract ,fund2 & z to ! s*ools1 !re 0 n ne>ly en\gh to pay ! weekly sal>ies to ! tea*]s next ,tuesday ev5+1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is ev5+ #abjl4 = ^! objects4 ,aug4 #bf4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f ,c4 ,w4 #bjl4 = home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,sept4 #ad4 ,day by day ,i am br++ be=e ! ,"l ! necessities ( ! home & =eign lab\r]s1 :om ,i seek to help1 especially z ,i f\nd 9 :at great ne$ "s bre?r5 71 :5 a %ort "t s9ce !y receiv$ ! help :i* ! ,"l all[$ me to s5d !m4 ,n[ ?is aft]noon #a receiv$ f ,norwi* #el4 #fs4 = mission>y purposes1 & also #b r+s1 a cornelian necklace41 an amb] necklace1 & a pair ( amb] bracelets4 ,oct4 #d4 ,i h n[ be5 aga9 pray+ mu* = _m days = means = home & =eign lab\r]s z well z = means = ! o!r objects1 hav+ v little 9 h&1 & hav+ reason to believe t sev]al ( ! bre?r5 :om ,i seek to help are 9 great ne$4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ f a bro!r1 z ! fir/ fruits ( 8 sal>y1 a sov]eign = home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,i take ?is z an e>ne/ out ( ! h&s ( ,god t ,he w soon s5d me m4--,receiv$ also #es4 ,oct4 ,s4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ lett]1 at ! v mom5t :ile ,i 0 on my knees1 wait+ /ill fur!r ^u ! ,"l = help = ! v>i\s objects1 & especially also = means = home & =eign lab\r]s4 99 99 99 991 ,oct4 #c1 #ahdg4 ,belov$ ,bro!r1 ,! enclos$ sum ( #cjl4 is 9 my h&s1 & x does n appe> t ! ,"l has ne$ ( x "h1 ei!r = my own wants1 or o!rs "u my notice4 ,x seems likely t ,he may h ne$ ( x = ! help ( mission>y lab\r]s1 :o are dep5d+ on ,himself4 ,w\ld y k9dly disp5se x1 z y may see good1 to any :o are lab\r+ 9 ! ,^w at home & abroad2 or if y see o!r press+ ne$ = x among ! sa9ts or = ! ,orphans1 use x r = !m1 c4 ,i took ! :ole ( ?is donation = ^! objects1 z evid5tly com+ 9 answ] to pray] = !m4 ,oct4 #ab4 ,! v great ne$ ( "s ( ! de> bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 & :om ,i seek to assi/1 _h l$ me aga9 day by day to br+ _! cases be=e ,god4 ,i also ne$$ help = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible & ,tract ,fund4 ,n[ ?is ev5+ ! ,"l has once m help$ me by a donation ( #ahjl41 ( :i* ,i took #djl4 = ! ,orphans1 #ajjl4 = home & =eign lab\r]s & #djl4 = ! ,s*ool1 ,bible & ,tract ,fund4 ,h[ seasonable & h[ preci\s ?is help6 ,h[ preci\s to me z ! fruit ( _m pray]s1 & h[ seasonable to _m :o are 9 ne$1 & :o w be ?us assi/$6 ,moreov]1 ,i am j n[ 9 deep sorr[ & great trial1 ! cause ( :i* ,i w n m5tion "h2 & ?us ,god ,himself *e]s & refre%es my he>t1 & tells me by ?is fre% preci\s & manife/ answ] to pray]1 t ,he is m9dful ( ,8 poor unwor?y s]vant1 & ( ! "w 9 :i* he is engag$4 ,!re came 9 five small donations besides today4 ,dec4 #cj4 ,:5 9 ! greate/ ne$1 s t ,i %\ld n h be5 able to pay ! weekly sal>ies ( ! tea*]s ( ! day s*ools next ,tuesday1 ,i receiv$ today f ,c4 ,w4 #ajl41 ! disposal ( :i* be+ left to me1 ,i took half ( x = ! s*ool fund & half = ! ,orphans4 ,dec4 #ca4 ,! ye> closes "u ! smiles ( our ,heav5ly ,fa!r ^u ?is "w1 9 giv+ u ano!r pro( t ,he is inde$ m9dful ( our ne$ & att5tive to our supplications4 ,i receiv$ today #ajjl41 to be us$ z mo/ ne$$4 ,i took ( x #ejl4 = ^! objects & #ejl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,i sc>cely ev] receiv$ a donation m seasonably2 = !re are only means en\gh = next week = ! tea*]s1 ,bibles & tracts are ne$$1 & ,i h be5 long wait+ ^u ,god = means = home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,b ?is donation only furni%es me ) means = pres5t necessities = ! s*ools1 & to ord] "s tracts4 ,z to ord]+ ,bibles & s5d+ help to =eign & home lab\r]s1 ,i mu/ /ill fur!r wait ^u ,god4 ,jan4 #a1 #ahdh4 ,today ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r1 = ! b5efit ( ! day s*ools1 ! sum ( #ajl4 ,jan4 #f4 ,only #al4 #es4 has come 9 s9ce ! fir/4 ,?is ev5+ #abjl4 0 giv5 to me1 ( :i* ! donor int5ds #bjl4 = home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,! o!r #ajjl4 0 left at my disposal4 ,i took !re=e ( x #gjl4 = ! ,orphans1 #ajl4 = ! v>i\s s*ools1 #ajl4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & #ajl4 = ! circulation ( tracts4 ,feb4 #aj4 ,!re came 9 ab\t #fel4 m = mission>y purposes dur+ ! mon?1 ( ,janu>y1 & today 0 giv5 to me a donation ( #ajjl41 ! disposal ( :i* be+ left to me1 ,i took half ( x = ^! objects1 & half = ! ,orphans1 & ?us ,i am able1 aft] mu* wait+ ^u ,god = x1 to s5d a little m help to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w4 ,april #ac4 ,?is is only ! second "t1 s9ce ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 t ! means = ^! objects h be5 completely exhau/$1 ?\gh we h be5 two or ?ree times besides br\ght v l[ 9 funds4 ,! la/ money !re 0 9 h& 0 sp5t 9 pay+ ! weekly sal>ies ( ! tea*]s ! day be=e ye/]day4 ,!re 0 !re=e no?+ = ?is purpose = next week1 nor 7 !re any means = ! circulation ( ,bibles & tracts1 & = aid+ mission>y ef=ts4 ,"u ^! circum/ances pray] & fai? 7 aga9 resort$ to4 ,= my univ]sal rem$y 9 ne$ ( any k9d is1 to make kn[n my reque/s unto ,god1 & !n ,i seek to believe t ,god has he>d me = ,8 de> ,son's sake1 & ,i look out = answ]s to my petitions1 & fully expect !m4 ,i _h also p>ticul>ly reque/$ f\r bre?r51 ma/]s ( ! boys' day s*ools1 to help me ) _! pray]s1 z ,i %\ld n be able to pay !m _! weekly sal>y1 next week1 except ! ,"l 7 pleas$ to s5d 9 means4--,?us situat$1 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+1 z ! fruit ( _m supplications1 ! sum ( #ijl41 :i* 0 a great refre%m5t to my _s4 ,x be+ left to me to use ?is money z ne$$1 ,i put #ejl4 ( x to ! funds = ^! objects1 & #djl4 to ! ,orphan-,fund4 ,?us we are once m help$1 & my he>t is enc\rag$ m & m to tru/ 9 ,god4 ,april #bi4 ,"o ( ! lab\r]s gave #ajl4 = mission>y purposes1 :]eby at lea/ "o ( ! mo/ ne$y among ! bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w c\ld be help$4--,x has pleas$ ,god n to all[ me1 dur+ ! la/ five mon?s1 to h ! hon\r ( help+ ! de> bre?r51 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 to ! same ext5t z ! eighte5 mon?s be=e4 ,i confess t ,i am n wor?y to be us$ any long] by ! ,"l z a /ew>d1 to assi/ ^! ,8 s]vants2 /ill my he>t craves aft] x1 & /ill prays t ,god w\ld c\nt me wor?y = ,8 de> ,son's sake to supply me ) means = !m1 z ,i "k !y are 9 great ne$1 & _m ( !m1 ?r\gh p>ticul> circum/ances1 9 f> great] ne$ ?an ev]4 ,may #bf1 #ahdh4 ,by ! ,"l's fai?ful love ,i h be5 enabl$ to meet all ! heavy exp5ses connect$ ) ^! objects dur+ ! la/ two ye>s1 am\nt+ to ne>ly ,two ,?\s& ,six ,hundr$ ,p\nds1 & at ! same "t owe no "o any?+1 & h a balance ( #el4 #ais4 #g #a_/d d4 left 9 h&4 ,supplies = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 to ,may1 #bf1 #ahdh4 ,may #bf1 #ahdf4 ,sc>cely ev] _h we s mu* 9 h&1 & c]ta9ly n = ! la/ eight ye>s1 :5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 z at ?is "t4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ #ajjl4 ,x be+ left to me to apply ?is sum z ,i felt l$1 & z x might be ne$$1 ,i put half ( x to ! ,orphan ,fund1 & ! o!r half to ! fund = ! o!r objects4 ,june #d4 ,today ,i receiv$ #ejl4 = ! ,orphans toge!r ) #ajjl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,?is money came ! in/ant aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 to ask ! ,"l = m means1 z1 on acc\nt ( ne$+ ab\t #gel4 = ! pr9t+ ( ! ,report1 #bcl4 = oatmeal1 #ail4 = fitt+s1 #bel4 = r5t1 & #bfl4 = ! si/]s :o lab\r 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7:i* sums are %ortly to be paid71 we %all soon aga9 ne$ m4 ,jan4 #bj1 #ahdg4 ,= ! :ole ( ?is p]iod s9ce ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 !re=e ne>ly eight mon?s1 :5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 we h _h always an abundance ( means1 & = ! great] "p ( ! "t ab\t #bjjl4 9 h&4 ,! sum ( ,"o ,?\s& ,sixty-,five ,p\nds has come 9 = ! ,orphans 9 less ?an eight mon?s1 to :i* is to be add$ ! balance ( #hel4 #ds4 #i #c_/d d4 9 h& :5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$4 ,inv>iably ,i h ?us be5 able to give to ! ,matrons ( ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses ! money 9 advance1 :i* 0 requir$ = ! necessities ( "o week4 ,b n[1 aft] hav+ paid away la/ ev5+ #del4 #es4 = ! h\se-keep+ ( a week 9 advance & = o!r exp5ses1 ! money :i* rema9s 9 h& is ne$$ = r5t1 & oatmeal1 :i* has be5 ord]$ f ,scotl&4 ,?is morn+ !re=e ,i gave myself p>ticul>ly to pray] ) reg>d to means = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 ,h[ bless$ to h ! liv+ ,god to g to6 ,p>ticul>ly preci\s to "k ,him 9 ^! days ( widespread di/ress6 ,potatoes are too de> = food = ! ,orphans at ?is "t4 ,! rice1 :i* we h sub/itut$ in/ead ( !m1 is twice z de> z usual2 ! oatmeal m ?an twice z de>2 & ! bread "o-half de>] ?an usual4 ,b ! ri*es ( ,god are z great z ev]4 ,he kn[s t our exp5ses are great4 ,he kn[s t a little w n d 9 ^! days1 :5 provisions are s de>1 z !re are ab\t #aej p]sons to be provid$ =1 includ+ tea*]s & appr5tices4 ,my s\l is at peace4 -- ,ev5+4 ,ab\t noon ,i receiv$ f a pi\s physician ! foll[+ note1 ) a *eck = #el4 ,my de> sir1 ,i s5d y some?+ t[>ds buy+ bread = ! ,orphans4 ,! de>ness ( food mu/ be felt by _m2 b ! ,"l 9 judgm5t is nev]!less graci\s ,he w su/a94 ,i am y\r s9c]e fri5d & well-wi%]4 99 99 99 99 ,f ,maid5head ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r ?is ev5+ #es4 ,jan4 #ba4 ,hav+ _h to pay out ?is morn+ #el4 #bs4 #f;d4 = oatmeal = pres5t use1 be=e ! arrival ( ! l>g] quantity ( a ton & a half ord]$ f ,scotl&1 !re 0 aga9 only #bs4 #f;d4 left ( ! money :i* _h come 9 ye/]day4 ,ab\t #a o'clock ?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ #al4 ?r\gh a ,*ri/ian lady ( ,bri/ol f a poor g>d5]4 ,!re came 9 also-/ill fur!r #as4 by sale ( ,reports & #al4 #bs4 #f;d4 f ,london4 ,jan4 #bb4 ,a bro!r f ,devon%ire came "h on bus9ess1 to obta9 "s money :i* 0 ow$ to him4 ,he did n obta9 x2 b ,god us$ him z an in/rum5t to br+ me "s money1 = he gave me #ajs4 = ! ,orphans4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r by sale ( tr9kets & old silv] #abl4 #hs4 #e;d4 ,jan4 #bc4 ,by sale ( books & "s music #bl4 #ajs4 ,jan4 #bd4 ,pr(its f ! sale ( ladies' bags #al4--,dur+ ?is p]iod also two si/]s k9dly made "s ladies' bags & baskets1 & gave ! pr(its aris+ f ! sale = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,on ! #be? & #bf? came 9 /ill fur!r #bl4 #ds4 #a #c_/d d41 s t1 :5 9 ! ev5+ ( ! #bf? at our usual weekly meet+ = pray] & conf]5ce ,i met ) ! bre?r5 & si/]s1 :o lab\r 9 ! v>i\s day s*ools & ,orphan-,h\ses 7!n sev5te5 9 numb]71 ,i 0 aga9 able1 by means ( ! #bfl4 #as4 #j #c_/d d41 :i* ! ,"l _h s5t 9 dur+ ! week1 to give to ! f\r matrons ( ! ,orphan-,h\ses all ! ne$ful supplies = ! com+ week4 ,t :i* rema9$ 0 put by t[>ds ! r5t ( ! h\ses4 ,our pray] n[ 01 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ aga9 to s5d 9 fre% supplies1 t we might h at ! next meet+ all t might be ne$$ = ! week aft]4 ,feb4 #b1 ,tuesday4 ,:5 we met ?is ev5+ = pray] & conf]5ce1 x 0 f\nd1 t1 :il/ !re _h be5 no?+ left 9 h& aft] our meet+ ?is day week 7except money put by = oatmeal & r5t71 !re _h come 9 altoge!r dur+ ! week #bil4 #ahs4 #ah #a_/b d4 ,! way 9 :i* ! ,"l suppli$ u ) ^? means 0 z foll[s3 ,on ! #bf? & #bg? ,i receiv$ #ajs41 & #ajs4 z pr(its f ! sale ( ladies' bags4 ,on ! #bg? f ,london #cl41 & also #es4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #bl4 ,f ,braunton a purse ) #fs4 ,f ,b>n/aple #al4 ,on ! #bh? anonym\sly f ,london1 f ,j4 ,w4 ,a41 #el4 ) ^! words3 ,f ! giv] ( all1 ?r\gh "o ( ,8 /ew>ds4 ,on ! #bi? f ,sodbury #bs4 #f;d4 ,on ! #cj? f ,droitwi* #es4 #f;d4 ,also anonym\sly by po/ #es4 wor? ( po/ages ) ^! words3 ,a sip ( milk & a cru/ ( bread = a poor ,orphan4 ,also f ,c4 ,c4 #ajs4 ,on ! #ca/ an old %ill+ & sixp5ce1 a small silv] p5cil case1 & a pair ( small e>-drops4-- ,feb4 #a4 ,be=e breakfa/ ,i took a direction 9 my usual morn+'s walk1 9 :i* ,i _h n be5 = _m weeks1 feel+ drawn 9 t direction1 j z if ,god _h an int5tion 9 lead+ me 9 t way4 ,return+ home ,i met a ,*ri/ian g5tleman :om =m]ly ,i us$ to meet almo/ e morn+1 b :om ,i _h n met = _m weeks1 because ,i _h n be5 walk+ 9 t direction4 ,he /opp$ me & gave me #ba4 = ! ,orphans4 ,!n ,i knew :y ,i bad be5 l$ ?us2 = !re is n yet en\gh 9 h&1 to supply ! matrons tomorr[ ev5+ ) ! necess>y means = h\sekeep+ dur+ ano!r week4--,!re came 9 /ill fur!r today = ne$lework done by ! ,orphans #al4 #ags4 #g;d4 ,also #ds4 #e;d41 ! cont5ts ( an ,orphan box4--,on ,feb4 #bnd came 9 #bl4 #es4 #aa;d41 by sale ( a ,report #d;d41 & by sale ( /ock+s #is4 #c;d4--,on ,jan4 #cj? a box came f ,london4 ,x conta9$ #d broo*es1 a gold *a91 #b pairs ( e>r+s1 #b gold wat* hooks1 a locket1 a r+1 #b p>ts ( gold *a9s1 a ri* silk dress1 a silk cloak1 a glass bottle1 "s music1 #ci books1 #ah knitt$ doilies1 & a pair ( knitt+ p9s4 ,"s ( ^! articles 7 today1 ,feb4 #b1 sold = #hl4 #bs4 #c;d4--,!re came 9 fur!r by ! sale ( articles & ,reports1 #ds4 #a;d41 by ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses & at my h\se #al4 #bs41 & anonym\sly 0 s5t #es4 wor? ( po/ages4 ,"h !n1 de> read]1 y h a specim5 h[ ! ,"l does week aft] week supply u--,i said #bil4 #ahs4 #aj #a_/b d4 _h come 9 dur+ ! week4 ,z1 h[ev]1 ,i 0 in=m$ t ! arrival ( ! oatmeal f ,scotl& _h be5 ann\nc$1 & t x 0 mu* de>] ?an ,i _h expect$1 i4e4 ne>ly ?ree times z de> z =m]ly1 ,i f\nd t !re _h n be5 suffici5t money put by1 & took !re=e 9 ! fir/ place :at 0 yet ne$$ = t4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ?is ,i _h only #ajl4 #ads4 left = h\sekeep+1 :i* ,i divid$ among ! matrons1 be+ fully assur$ t ! ,"l w\ld aga9 s5d 9 means1 be=e t 0 sp5t4 ,i w5t home 9 great peace1 ?\gh all ! money ,i possess$ = pres5t use = ! ,orphans 0 only ?ree half-f>?+s4 ,feb4 #d4 ,ye/]day no?+ _h come 94 ,?is morn+1 j be=e ,i 0 go+ to give myself to pray] ab\t ! ,orphans1 a si/] 9 ! ,"l s5t a sov]eign1 w9* %e _h receiv$1 z %e writes1 ,f a fri5d :o _h met ! ,orphan ,boys1 & 0 p>ticul>ly pleas$ ) _! neat & ord]ly appe>ance4 ,aft] hav+ receiv$ ?is #al41 ,i pray$ = means = pres5t use1 ?\gh n conf9+ my pray]s to t4 ,ab\t a qu>t] ( an h\r aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 ,i receiv$ a lett]1 ) an ord] = #el4 ,! donor writes1 t x is ! proce$s ( a /rip ( l&1 sold to ! railway company4 ,:at v>i\s means does ! ,"l employ to s5d u help1 9 answ] to our pray]s6-- ,ab\t half an h\r aft] hav+ receiv$ ?is #el41 !re 0 s5t #ajs41 be+ ! pr(its f ! sale ( ladies' bags4 ,?is ev5+ 0 receiv$ /ill fur!r1 by ! sale ( "s tr9kets1 #al4 #ahs4 ,?us ,i am able to s5d all ! rema9d] ( ! money1 :i* is yet ne$$ = h\sekeep+ up to ,tuesday1 ,feb4 #i?4 ,! ,"l's holy "n be prais$ = ?is fre% preci\s help6 ,feb4 #e4 #al4 #ds4 #aj;d4 has come 9 today4 ,feb4 #g4 ,"l's day4 ,ye/]day no?+ _h come 94 ,9 two days aga9 ab\t #bjl4 w be ne$$ = h\sekeep+1 & !re 0 only ab\t ! t5? "p 9 h&4 ,b ,i 0 n 9 ! lea/ di/urb$ ab\t ?is4 ,!re are also new clo!s to be f\nd = ! #cb ,orphans 9 ! ,boys' ,orphan-,h\se1 :i* likewise w co/ _m p\nds4 ,t exp5se also1 ,i believ$1 ,god w\ld help me to meet4 ,n[ obs]ve ! ,"l's k9dness6 ,on return+ ?is morn+ f ! meet+1 ,i f\nd ! foll[+ lett] conta9+ #ejl4 99 99 99 991 ,feb4 #f1 #ahdg4 ,belov$ ,bro!r1 ,hav+ be5 l$1 dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 to see ! unscripturalness ( life insurance1 :i* ,i _h be5 c>ry+ on = "s ye>s previ\sly1 ,i n[ enclose y ! sum :i* ,i receiv$ f ! (fice1 on return+ to !m my policy1 viz4 #bbl4 #hs41 & ! paym5t due ab\t ?is "t1 elev5 gu9eas1 z a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = hav+1 *iefly by means ( ! "w 9 :i* y are engag$ 9 ,bri/ol1 op5$ my eyes 9 "s little measure to ,8 w ) reg>d to ,8 pilgrim p "h4 ,i ask y\r pray]s on my behalf1 de>e/ bro!r1 among/ ! _m :o mu/ be on y\r he>t1 = s+l5ess ( eye1 to walk ) ,god by fai?1 t '! :ole body may be full ( light1' & t ,i may n be p]mitt$ to d>k5 ! little light ,i h1 by s]v+ any o!r ma/]4 ,i add also t5 p\nds1 :i* y w k9dly apply to ! help ( ^? :o are lab\r+ 9 ! ,gospel abroad1 or if m urg5t1 at home4 ,also w y oblige me by accept+ six p\nds = y\r own use4 ,( sev]al ,reports 7:i* y s5t me = di/ribution7 ,i h receiv$ paym5t = ?ree1 = :i* ,i enclose "o %ill+4 ,! fir/ items please apply = ! use ( ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 z y may see be/4 c4 ,?us ! ,"l has giv5 by "o donation #cdl4 = ! ,orphans4--,i h also 9 ?is ano!r answ]1 9 receiv+ #ajl4 = mission>y bre?r51 = :om ,i _h ( late be5 especially seek+ help f ! ,"l4-- ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f ,c4 ,c4 #al4 #ajs4 #j #a_/b d4 ,feb4 #i4 ,!re 0 receiv$ today by sale ( articles #cl4 #is4 #h;d4 ,:5 ,i met aga9 ?is ev5+ ) my fell[-lab\r]s = pray] & conf]5ce at "o ( ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 x 0 f\nd t #dhl4 #abs4 #f #a_/b d4 _h come 9 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans dur+ ! pa/ week1 :i* comm5c$ ) ?ree half-f>?+s 9 my h&s2 s t !re 0 en\gh = all ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! h\se-keep+ ( ! com+ week1 & ! re/ 0 put by = ! r5t1 ! appr5tices1 & ! boys' clo!s2 & z to ! necessities ( ?is day week1 :5 aga9 fre% supplies w ne$ to be giv5 to ! matrons1 ,i am look+ to ! ,"l4 ,feb4 #aj4 ,?is ev5+ we h>e receiv$ already a little t[>ds ! exp5ses ( ! com+ week4 ,a bro!r gave me #ajl41 ( :i* #el4 are = ! poor ,iri% & #el4 = ! ,orphans4 ,also #gs4 #a;d4 f ! ,orphan-box ( a si/]4 ,feb4 #aa4 ,anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d4 ,f ,nott+ham #al4 #aes4 ,feb4 #ab4 ,anonym\sly1 f a lady1 #bl4 to buy coals = ! f\r ,orphan-h\ses4 ,feb4 #ac4 ,anonym\sly f ,isl+ton a half-sov]eign4 ,by sale ( ,reports #h;d4 ,feb4 #ad4 ,?r\gh a si/] #es41 f ,c4 ,c4 #hs4 #c;d41 & anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d4 ,feb4 #ae4 ,f a ,scot* si/] #al41 by sale ( /ock+s1 ,reports1 & articles #gl4 #js4 #d;d41 f an ,orphan- box #cs4 ,o #a_/b d41 f ,nice #al41 anonym\sly #ajs41 f ,cork #es4 #b;d41 & sev]al %ill+s besides 9 small donations1 c4--,?us !re _h come 9 aga9 by ?is ,tuesday ev5+1 ,feb4 #af?1 #bal4 #ds4 #b;d4 dur+ ! pa/ week4 ,z1 h[ev]1 ,i _h to put by "s money = ! boys' clo!s & r5t1 ,i c\ld only leave #abl4 #ds4 ) ! matrons1 q suffici5t = a few days2 & my hope 9 ,god is1 t ,he w s5d m1 be=e ?is is gone4 ,feb4 #ag4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,bridgewat] #ajs4 #f;d41 & #as4 #a;d4 came 9 besides4 ,on ! #ah? came 9 #al4 m4 ,feb4 #ai4 ,?is morn+ ,i gave myself aga9 to pray]1 importun+ ! ,"l t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to s5d m means1 z s little _h come 9 dur+ ! la/ two days4 ,almo/ imm$iately1 aft] ris+ f my knees1 ,i receiv$ f ,donca/] #cl4 #cs4 ,at ! same tune ,i receiv$ f ,bromy>d #es41 & #ds4 f ,ab]y/)4 ,ab\t an h\r lat] came f a si/] 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,wotton-"u-,edge #abs4 #f;d41 a lady's bag1 & a knitt$ bread-basket clo?4 ,?us1 ) ! #abl4 #ds4 already giv5 to ! matrons1 we are suppli$ till next ,tuesday ev5+1 ! #bcrd ( ,febru>y4 ,feb4 #bj4 ,today came 9 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,ca/le ,c>y #ajs41 by sale ( ,reports #bl4 #f;d41 & by sale ( articles #ajs4 #f;d4 ,also anonym\sly a p>cel f ,tetbury1 conta9+ #b %ill+s1 a gold co91 a silv] co91 #b copp] co9s1 a brass co91 #d gilt broo*es1 #b silv] broo*es1 #c gold broo*es1 #e coll>s1 a wai/coat1 a pair ( boots1 #b cloaks1 & a %awl4 ,feb4 #ba4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #ads41 & #el4 ) ^! words3 ,y\r ,heav5ly ,fa!r kn[e? t ye h ne$ ( ^! ?+s1 & ,philip iv4 #ai4 ,h[ true6 ,my ,heav5ly ,fa!r knew t we _h ne$ ( ?is1 & !re=e put x into ! he>t ( ?is donor to give ?is #el4 = 9 two days we %all aga9 require _m p\nds m ?an ,i _h ?is morn+4 ,also h[ truly is aga9 fulfill$ 9 my exp]i5ce at ?is "t ,philip iv4 #ai4 ,feb4 #bb4 ,f ,we/morel& a half sov]eign & #as4 9 po/ages4 ,feb4 #bc4 ,anonym\sly a half sov]eign4 ,by sale ( articles & ,reports #cl4 #afs4 #j #a_/b d41 & ?r\gh an ,orphan-box 9 my h\se #bs4 ,a lady :o met ! ,orphans today 9 ! fields1 gave to "o ( ! girls #bs4 ,ev5+4 ,tuesday4 ,by :at ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to s5d 9 dur+ ! pa/ week1 ,i h en\gh to supply ! matrons ) all :i* is ne$$ dur+ ! com+ week & #ads4 left4 ,feb4 #bd4 ,f a poor bro!r #fs42 ! produce ( an ,orphan-box #as4 #g #a_/b d4 & a %ill+ bank tok54--,feb4 #bf4 ,f ,ba? #bs4 #f;d41 & f ,droitwi* #is4 #d;d4 ,feb4 #bg4 ,saturday ev5+4 ,only ^! few %ill+s h come 9 s9ce ,tuesday ev5+1 s t1 hav+ _h to pay away sev]al small sums besides ! h\sekeep+ exp5ses1 s9ce ,tuesday1 no?+ is 9 h& t[>ds supply+ ! matrons ) h\sekeep+ money next ,tuesday4-- ,receiv$ ?is ev5+ f ,c4 ,c4 #el41 #fs4 #f;d4 & anonym\sly f ,totness #as4 #f;d4 wor? ( po/ages4 ,feb4 #bh4 ,today came 9 /ill fur!r f ! ,hot-wells #cs4 #f;d41 & #ajl4 z ! pr(its ( %>es :i* ! donor has 9 a c]ta9 conc]n4 ,h[ k9d ( ! ,"l to help u ?us s seasonably 9 our pov]ty6 ,m>* #a4 ,by "w & knitt+ ( ! ,orphans #al4 #ds4 #h;d4 & f ,e4 ,n4 #ajs4 ,m>* #b4 ,by sale ( articles #hl4 #ajs4 #f;d41 & by sale ( a ,report #d;d4 ,f ,h4 ,c4 z ,a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l #al4 ,f ,man*e/] #al4 ,f ,london #acs4 ,f ,/af=d%ire #as4--,?us by ?is ev5+ ! ,"l has aga9 s5t 9 dur+ ! pa/ week #bil4 #hs4 #aa #a_/b d41 :]eby ,i _h en\gh to advance ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses to ! matrons ( ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses = ! com+ week1 & to meet "s o!r exp5ses4 ,m>* #c4 ,receiv$ #fs4 #g;d4--,m>* #d4 #al4 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,/r\d1 z a ?ank-(f]+ to ,god = p>tial recov]y f sickness4--,also f ,ba? #el4--,a g5tleman gave anonym\sly to ! gov]ness ( ! ,infant ,orphans #bl4--,i also receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] today3 ,de> ,sir1 ,:5 my de> bro!r ,john di$1 he _h "o %ill+ & f\rp5ce halfp5ny ow+ to him :i* he int5d$ = ! ,orphans4 ,z ,i receiv$ x today1 ,i n[ s5d x to y4 ,he said ',jesus w nev] =sake ! ,orphans4' ,m4 ,w4 ,! pap] conta9$ #as4 #g #c_/d d4 & a qu>t] ( a gild]4 ,?is legacy came f a de> boy :o ,i he> di$ 9 ! fai?4--,m>* #e4 ,f ,clev$on #bs4 #f;d4--,m>* #f4 ,! proce$s ( an ,orphan-box #gs4 #a;d4 ,m>* #g4 ,only #hl4 #ags4 #i #c_/d d4 _h come 9 s9ce ! #bnd1 & ! day aft] tomorr[ fre% supplies w ne$ to be giv5 to ! matrons = h\se-keep+1 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ #aejl41 ( :i* ! donor int5ds #ajjl4 = lab\r]s 9 ! ,"l's v9ey>d at home & abroad1 & #ejl4 = o!r "w 9 my h&s4 ,( ?is #ejl4 ,i took #bel4 = ! ,orphans1 & #bel4 = ! ,s*ool--,bible--& ,tract ,fund4 ,?us we are help$ afre%4--,!re came 9 besides f ,c4 ,c4 #fs41 f a lady #al41 & anonym\sly #as4 #d;d4 ,m>* #h4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f ,falm\? a bank ord] = #dl4 f a bro!r ,z a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = br++ him safely back to 8 native l&2 #bl4 ( ?is am\nt is = ! ,orphans1 #al4 = ,bro!r ,craik1 & #al4 = my own p]sonal necessities4 ,also #ajs4 f an ,orphan-box1 & #ajs4 f a si/]4 ,m>* #f4 ,by sale ( articles & ,reports #dl4 #acs4 #b;d41 f a poor bro!r #f;d41 & ?r\gh ! boxes 9 my h\se #al4 #as4 #f;d4--,?is ev5+1 ,tuesday1 ,i f9d t s9ce la/ ,tuesday ev5+ aga9 #ddl4 #as4 #f #c_/d d4 has come 94 ,?us ,i h ! means to meet all ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses dur+ ! com+ week1 & some?+ w be left to put by t[>ds ! r5t1 ! curr5t exp5ses = ! appr5tices1 c4 ,h[ good is ! ,"l 9 help+ u week aft] week ?r\gh ! heavy exp5ses1 especially 9 ?is season ( deep di/ress & de>ness ( provisions6 ,to ,8 praise ,i c say1 we h lack$ no?+ all ?is w9t]4 ,:il/ prep>+ ^! extracts f my j\rnal = ! press1 ,i rememb] to h he>d ! foll[+ rem>ks made ) ref]5ce to ! "t ab\t :i* ,i am j n[ writ+1 namely ! season ( de>? dur+ ! w9t] ( #ahdf-g3 ,i wond] h[ x is n[ ) ! ,orphans8 ,if ,mr4 ,mill] is n[ able to provide = !m z he has1 we w say no?+4 ,:5 ,i he>d su* rem>ks1 ,i said no?+ except ?is3 ,we lack no?+3 or1 ,god helps u4 ,%\ld ?is fall into ! h&s ( any :o h _h su* ?\ghts1 let !m rememb] t x is ! v "t = fai? to "w1 :5 sight ceases4 ,! great] ! difficulties1 ! easi] = fai?4 ,z long z !re rema9 c]ta9 natural prospects1 fai? does n get on ev5 z easily 7if ,i may say s71 z :5 all natural prospects fail4 ,x is true t dur+ ! "t ( ! de>? our exp5ses 7 consid]ably great] ?an usual x is also true t _m p]sons1 :o o!rwise might h giv51 7 unable to d s1 or _h _! surplus direct$ into o!r *annels1 su* z ,irel&1 c42 b ! gold & silv] are ! ,"l's4 ,to ,him we made our pray]4 ,9 ,him we put our tru/4 ,& ,he did n =sake u4' ,= we w5t z easily ?r\gh t w9t] z ?r\gh any w9t] s9ce ! "w _h be5 9 exi/5ce4 ,nor c\ld x be o!rwise2 = ,god _h at ?is v "t an especial opportunity ( %[+ ! bless$ness ( tru/+ 9 ,him4 ,seek1 de> read]1 m & m to put y\r tru/ 9 ,him = ev]y?+1 & y w ev5 conc]n+ ?is life f9d x mo/ preci\s s to d4 ,m>* #aj4 ,i 0 able1 la/ ev5+1 to meet mo/ com=tably all ! exp5ses = ! com+ week2 yet we _h !n no?+ left1 z ,i put by ! re/ ( ! money1 t we might n get into debt ) reg>d to ! r5t1 ! exp5ses ( ! appr5tices1 c4 ,:5 n[ !re 0 aga9 no?+ left = future h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 a ,*ri/ian lady at a consid]able di/ance in=m$ me by ?is morn+s po/1 t %e has paid into ! h&s ( ,messrs4 ,/uckey & ,co4 ( ,bri/ol1 my bank]s1 ! sum ( #ajjl4 = my use1 = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,by ! same po/ ,i h receiv$ also #ajs4 f ,droitwi*4 ,! ,"l's holy "n be prais$ = ?is seasonable help6 ,i h n[ all ! r5t = next qu>t] day1 am able to pur*ase two pieces ( calico :i* 7 ne$$1 a fre% supply ( rice & soap1 & to meet o!r heavy exp5ses 9 ! way ( c]ta9 alt]ations & improvem5ts to be made 9 ! f\r h\ses1 ab\t :i* ,i _h repeat$ly ask$ ! ,"l4 ,may #a4 ,f ,m>* #aj? up to ?is day came 9 ! sum ( #acbl4 #ajs4 #e #c_/d d4 ,be=e ! means 9 h& 7 exp5d$1 ! ,"l always gave a fre% supply4 ,?is ev5+1 ,saturday ,may #a/1 ,i gave myself especially to pray] = means1 z we 7 n[ aga9 v poor1 !re be+ no means to meet ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses on next ,tuesday ev5+1 :5 fre% supplies are to be giv5 to ! matrons4 ,ab\t half an h\r1 aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 ,i receiv$ f a ,fri5d to ! ,in/itution a lett]1 conta9+ #ajl4 ,( ?is sum #hs4 #e;d4 is f tw5ty poor ,orphans "u 8 c>e1 :o1 hav+ read "o ( my ,reports1 desir$ him to s5d to ! ,orphans 9 ,bri/ol _! little donations1 ea* hav+ contribut$ f #b;d4 to #h;d41 #es4 #f;d4 is f an ag$ ,*ri/ian1 #ajs4 f a s]vant ( ! donor1 & #hl4 #afs4 #a;d4 f himself1 to makeup ! #ajl4 ,may #b4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r f ,c4 ,c4 #al41 f a ,*ri/ian lady #ajs41 f a ,*ri/ian s]vant #es41 & anonym\sly #ajs4 ,may #d4 ,today 0 receiv$ = articles & ,reports #al4 #afs4 #a;d41 & ?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,orphan-,h\ses #afs4 #h #a_/b d4 ,?us ,i 0 able ?is ev5+1 by :at _h come 9 s9ce ,saturday ev5+1 ,may #a1 to meet ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week4 ,may #aa4 ,ano!r week is gone by4 ,?is ev5+ also ,i h be5 able to meet all ! exp5ses connect$ ) h\se-keep+ dur+ ! com+ week1 ?r\gh :at has come 9 s9ce ,may #d?1 b at ! same "t !re is no?+ left4 ,hi!rto ! *ildr5 h lack$ no?+4 ,nev] 7 provisions ne>ly s de> s9ce ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w1 z !y are n[4 ,! bread is almo/ twice z mu* z eighte5 mon?s ago1 ! oatmeal ne>ly ?ree times z mu* z =m]ly1 ! rice m ?an d\ble ! usual price1 & no potatoes c be us$1 on acc\nt ( _! exce$+ high price4 ,b ?\gh ,i h n[ return$ f ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 )\t any means be+ left 9 my h&s = fur!r supplies1 yet my he>t is 9 peace1 9 great peace1 be+ sure t ! ,"l w help4 ,may #ab4 ,! ,"l is beg9n+ to help already4 ,?is ev5+ ,i h receiv$ #dl4 f ,sc>bor\gh4 ,may #ac4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ #fs4 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,bide=d4 ,?is aft]noon 0 giv5 to me #ejl41 be+ left to my disposal1 z x might be mo/ ne$$4 ,be+ s exce$+ly poor z to means = ! ,orphans1 & hav+ heavy exp5ses to meet1 ,i put ?is #ejl4 to ! ,orphan-,fund = pres5t use4 ,?us ,i am able to ord] oatmeal f ,scotl&1 :i* is ne>ly out1 put by money = ! r5t1 pay = m$ical att5dance = ! *ildr51 c4 ,h[ good is ! ,"l1 9 help+ u s seasonably 9 ?is "t ( great de>ness ( provisions6 -- ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r today #es4--,on ,may #ad? f ,o4 #as41 ?r\gh walk+ a %ort di/ance in/ead ( rid+4--,on ,may #af? f ,c4 ,c4 #acs4 #a;d4 ,f ,o4 #cs4 be+ ! fir/ fruits ( increase ( wages4 ,f ! ,isle ( ,wight #ags4 #i;d41 f ,hayle #bl41 f ,plym\? #aes4--,on ,may #ag? f a ,*ri/ian lady #es41 f ,e4 ,a4 ,b4 #acs4 #f;d41 & f ,c4 ,b4 #acs4 #aj #a_/b d4--,on ,may #ah? by sale ( articles & ,reports #bl4 #fs4 #d;d4 ,?\gh ?us s9ce la/ ,tuesday ev5+1 ,may #aa?1 ab\t #fcl4 has come 91 yet z !re h be5 heavy extra exp5ses to meet 9 ! c\rse ( ! week1 besides ! usual am\nt requir$ = h\sekeep+ = ! com+ week1 & z ,i ne$ to put by ab\t #bjl4 = oatmeal :i* has be5 ord]$ f ,scotl&1 we are aga9 )\t any?+ 9 h&4 ,may #ai4 ,?is morn+ ! ,"l has aga9 begun to s5d 9 a little4 ,i receiv$ f ,ba? #al41 & f a ,colonel 9 ! ,presid5cy ( ,madras #bl4--,may #bj?4 ,f ,worce/] #al41 & f a sick little boy #f;d4--,may #bcrd4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #el4 #bs4 #d;d4 ,also a /rang] call$ at ! infant ,orphan-,h\se1 b\ght books to ! am\nt ( #hs4 #a;d41 & gave a sov]eign = !m4 ,may #bd4 ,by sale ( articles came 9 #cl4 #ajs4 #b;d4 ,may #be4 ,f ,%irehampton #bs4 ,! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses conta9$ #al4 #ajs #a;d4 ,also an individual f ,taunton gave #ajs4 ,la/ly !re came 9 by sale ( ,reports #f;d4 & f ,m4 ,w4 #f;d4--,?us ! ,"l has aga9 s5t 9 s9ce la/ ,tuesday ev5+ ab\t #afal4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 n be+ ne>ly en\gh to meet ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 ,i c\ld only give a "p ( :at 0 ne$$1 hop+ 9 ,god to give me m1 be=e t :i* is 9 ! h&s ( ! matrons %all h be5 sp5t4 ,may #bf4 ,a lady gave #ajs4--,may #bg?4 ,by sale ( books1 giv5 = ! purpose1 came 9 #al4 #aas4 #f;d41 & ?r\gh an ,orphan-box #hs4 #f;d4 ,?is #bl4 #ajs4 receiv$ ye/]day & today ,i s5t (f to ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,may #bh4 ,by sale ( ,reports #as41 ! proce$s ( an ,orphan-box at ,/reet #bs41 f ,gu]nsey #al4--,may #bi?4 ,! #al4 #cs41 :i* came 9 ye/]day1 0 en\gh = today1 ,saturday2 = only ! addition ( #al4 0 requir$ to help u till ,monday morn+1 & !re=e ! ,"l _h s5t #cs4 m ?an 0 ne$$4 ,ev5+4 ,!re has come 9 ?is day /ill fur!r #al4 #is4 #g;d4 by sale ( "s little tr9kets1 almo/ all ( :i* _h be5 giv5 "s "t s9ce1 & :i* n[ our pov]ty l$ me to pack up & s5d out = sale4 ,?is money likewise 0 divid$ among ! matrons4 ,may #cj4 ,"l's day morn+4 ,i h j n[ receiv$1 9 ?is our great ne$1 :5 !re 0 n suffici5t 9 h& to meet ! necessities ( tomorr[1 #fl4 #fs4 f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman ( title at ,zuri* 9 ,switz]l&1 a di/ance ( ab\t "o ?\s& miles4 ,:at a mo/ seasonable help6 ,?us ,i am able to s5d all ! rema9d] ( ! supplies1 :i* are ne$$ till ,tuesday ev5+4 ,9 ^! days ( /raitness1 ! "q w\ld naturally arise1 ,if1 :5 y h only to c>e = #acj ,orphans1 y are s poor1 :at w y d :5 !re are #cjj1 = :om y are j on ! po9t ( build+ a h\se8 ,& fur!r1 ,is x n an indication n to increase ! "w1 see+ y are n[ s poor ) only ab\t "o-?ird ( ! numb] ( ,orphans :i* y purpose to receive into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se8--,i am n tri$1 h[ev]1 ) su* ?\ghts2 = ,i "k t #a1 ,only = ! trial ( my fai?1 z h]et(ore ! ,"l all[s me n[ aga9 to be poor4 ,nev] at any "t h ! exp5ses be5 s great = ! "w1 z f ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdg2 b also nev] has s mu* come 9 9 ! same space ( "t dur+ any o!r p]iod ( ?is "w4 #b1 ,x is = ! pr(it ( ! *ur* at l>ge1 t we h n[ aga9 to pass ?r\gh ^! days ( pov]ty4 #c1 ,i "k t x is z easy = ! ,"l to supply u ) all ! means t ! "w w require :5 once ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is op5$1 z x is = ,him to give u :at we ne$ n[1 ?\gh ! exp5ses 9 all likelihood w !n be ,two ,?\s& ,five ,hundr$ ,p\nds a ye> m ?an !y are at pres5t4 ,ev5+3 ,receiv$ #ajs4 m anonym\sly4 ,june #a4 ,tuesday1 #hl4 #is4 #j #a_/b d4 m has come 9 s9ce ,may #cj?1 ( :i*1 h[ev]1 only #dl4 #is4 #g #a_/b d4 rema9$ = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 dur+ ! com+ week4 ,?is 0 all ,i c\ld leave ) ! matrons1 hop+ 9 ,god to s5d 9 m be=e ?is is gone4 ,june #b4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ anonym\s note f ,teignm\?1 enclos+ two halfsov]eigns4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 ,i s5d y ) mu* pleasure ! enclos$ trifle1 to be dispos$ ( z y judge to be be/4 ,also ?is preci\s text1 ,only believe1 once spok5 by ! lips ( our bless$ glorifi$ ,head1 n[ above4 ,ev] y\rs 9 ,him4 ,?us ! ,"l has already s5t me a little help t[>ds :at may be ne$$ tomorr[4 ,8 "n be prais$6 ,h[ true t ^w3 ,only believe4--,ev5+4 ,?is aft]noon ! ,"l has %[n afre% 9 my exp]i5ce ! tru? ( t ^w3 ,only believe4 ,i receiv$ a lett] conta9+ #djl41 ( :i* #ajl4 are = ,bro!r ,craik & myself1 #ajl4 = ,home & ,=eign lab\r]s1 & #bjl4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 ,?us ,i am enabl$ to s5d ! money requir$ = h\se-keep+ = ?is week1 till ,tuesday ! #h?4 ,oh1 h[ k9d ( ! ,"l to help u aga9 & aga96 ,june #h4 ,!re 0 only ab\t #fl4 9 h& t[>ds ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 z comp>atively little _h come 9 s9ce ,june #b4 ,9 addition to ! h\se-keep+1 o!r exp5ses ne$$ to be met4 ,"u ^! circum/ances #ejl4 0 giv5 to me ?is morn+ to be laid out z mo/ ne$$1 :i* ,i took = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,?us we are aga9 help$ = ! pres5t mom5t4 ,june #ag4 ,only #abl4#afs4 #j #a_/b d4 has come 9 dur+ ! la/ #i days4 ,aft] hav+ advanc$ on ! #ae? ! money = "o week's h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 & paid also #acl4 #ajs4 = appr5tices1 all our money 0 aga9 exp5d$1 except t :i* _h be5 put by = r5t & oatmeal1 :i* has be5 ord]$4 ,:5 we 7 ?us once m q poor1 ,i receiv$ today f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman at ,ed9burgh1 :om ,god has repeat$ly us$ to help u 9 times ( ne$1 a bank-ord] = #cel4 ,( ?is am\nt #el4 _h be5 giv5 to him by a lady = ! ,orphans1 #bel4 7 f himself = ! ,orphans1 & #el4 he k9dly int5d$ = my own p]sonal necessities4 ,oh1 h[ preci\s ?us cont9ually to see ! h& ( ,god /ret*$ out on our behalf6 ,w y n1 de> read]1 ta/e & see t ! ,"l is good1 & t x is a bless$ ?+ to put our tru/ 9 ,him8 ,:atev] y\r position 9 life1 ?\gh y may n be call$ by ! ,"l to e/abli% ,orphan-,h\ses & ,day-,s*ools = poor *ildr51 or to tru/ 9 ,him = means = circulat+ ,tracts & ,copies ( ,8 ,holy ,^w2 yet all *ildr5 ( ,god1 :atev] _! position 9 ! _w or 9 ! *ur*1 ought to put _! tru/ 9 ,god = e ?+ connect$ ) _! body1 _! s\l1 _! bus9ess1 _! family1 _! *ur* position1 _! s]vice = ,god1 c4 ,& x is impossible to d s1 )\t enjoy+ ! bless$ness :i* results f x1 ev5 fir/ t peace :i* keeps ! he>t & m9d l a g>rison1 & secondly true lib]ty ) reg>d to circum/ances1 times1 places & p]sons4 ,june #bi4 ,tuesday ,ev5+4 ,hav+ _h ne>ly #ejl4 com+ 9 s9ce ?is day =tnight1 ,i h _h ! means ( meet+ all ! exp5ses ( ^! two weeks2 b n[ hav+ paid out :at 0 requir$ = h\se-keep+ = ! com+ week1 all is aga9 gone4 ,june #cj4 ,?is morn+ :51 z /at$1 !re 0 aga9 no?+ 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ f ,devon%ire #bjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,july #a4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f a ,bri/ol donor #ajl41 & #el4 f ,m4,r4 ,^! ?ree donations ( ye/]day & today came 9 mo/ seasonably1 n only because !y came :5 !re 0 no?+ 9 h&1 b also because ! ,"l will+1 ,i am on ! po9t ( leav+ ,bri/ol = a few weeks1 & am ?us able to leave "s money beh9d4 ,i 0 abs5t f ,bri/ol f ,july #a/ to ,augu/ #bnd4 ,dur+ ?is "t #accl4 #aas4 #d #a_/b d4 0 receiv$1 & ! sums came 9 s seasonably1 t !re 0 n ally difficulty at all exp]i5c$ ) reg>d to means1 because !re 0 always a suffici5t am\nt ( money 9 h&1 to furni% ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ea* week 9 advance1 besides meet+ all o!r curr5t exp5ses4 ,at ! same "t ,i might say t almo/ e "o ( ! donations came 9 mo/ seasonably to help u on1 if n f day to day1 at lea/ f week to week2 & if x 7 n on acc\nt ( its tak+ up too mu* space1 ,i %\ld m5tion e "o ( ! donations :i* =m ! total am\nt ref]r$ to1 b ,i %all only ref] to ! foll[+4 ,july #ac4 ,! proce$s ( an ,orphan-box f ,/af=d #dl4 #gs4 #f;d4 ,! fri5d :o s5t ! money wi%$ to "k :e!r x arriv$ 9 a "t ( ne$4 ,i h _h _m simil> reque/s1 to :i* ,i c reply no?+1 or say at ! mo/ t ! answ] may be le>nt f ! next ,report4 ,x w be easily p]ceiv$1 on reflection1 t if ,i said1 x came seasonably1 t w\ld imply we _h little or no?+ at all 9 h&1 & :at w\ld t aga9 mean b ?is1 ,z our exp5ses are s great1 t :i* y h n[ s5t w be soon gone aga91 & !re=e s5d u "s m1 or get "s fri5d to help u4 ,b by ?is v ?+ ! *ief object ( ?is "w1 ,to %[ h[ bless$ x is to deal ) ,god alone1 & h[ bless$ to tru/ 9 ,him 9 ! d>ke/ mom5ts1 w\ld be h9d]$4 ,x is also = ?is v reason t ,i d n publi% ! acc\nts v frequ5tly1 = in/ance qu>t]ly1 z ,i h be5 reque/$ to d2 b ,i am delight$ to wait a ye>1 or eighte5 mon?s1 or two ye>s1 or m2 & ev5 !n ,i d n publi% !m = ! sake ( obta9+ money 7?\gh unque/ionably ,god has us$ ! ,reports z in/rum5ts to procure u means71 b = ! b5efit ( ! ,*ur* ( ,god1 to refre%1 enc\rage1 exhort1 & in/ruct my bre?r5 9 ,*ri/2 & also because x is ne$ful t f "t to "t4 ,i %\ld give a public acc\nt ( ! way 9 :i* ! consid]able sums1 ) :i* ,i h be5 intru/$1 h be5 sp5t4 ,( ! donations :i* came 9 betwe5 ,aug4 #bnd & #ad? 79 am\nt #eal4 #afs4 #c #a_/b d471 ,i only ref] to ! foll[+4--,aug4 #i?4 ,a bro!r1 be+ "s "t ago1 ?r\gh a p>ticul> circum/ance1 9 dang] ( los+ all 8 prop]ty1 d$icat$ to ! ,"l #ejl41 if ,he w\ld be pleas$ to help him out ( ! difficulty4 ,n[ today ,i receiv$ f t bro!r1 ) 8 explanation ( ?is1 #ajl4 = ! ,orphans & #el4 = my own p]sonal necessities1 be+ a "p ( t #ejl41 z ! ,"l1 9 answ] to pray]1 has deliv]$ him out ( ! dang]4 ,aug4 #ad4 ,saturday ev5+4 ,?is ev5+ ,i f\nd t !re 0 only z mu* money 9 h& = pres5t use = ! ,orphans 7i4e4 #ddl471 z !re 7 liabilities ^u me = r5t1 c4 ,on ?is acc\nt ,i gave myself p>ticul>ly to pray] = means = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 z on ,tuesday ev5+ ,i %all h to give fre% supplies to ! matrons4 ,ab\t "o h\r1 aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 two sov]eigns 7 giv5 to me1 :i* a si/] _h br\ght f ,ilfracombe4 ,aug4 #ae4 ,today came 9 fur!r1 f ,b>n/aple4 #es41 anonym\sly #el41 f ,c4 ,c4 #es4 #d;d41 f a si/] 9 ,bri/ol #al41 f ,clifton #ds41 & anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d4 & #cs4 #f;d4--,?us ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give me already1 )9 tw5ty-f\r h\rs1 aft] ,i _h s\ght m especially ,8 help = means1 ! sum ( #il4 #js4 #d;d4 ,my eyes are n[ look+ to ,him = m4 ,aug4 #af4 ,by sale ( articles came 9 #al4 #ajs4 #aj;d4 ,aug4 #ag4 ,tuesday ev5+4 ,no m hav+ come 91 ,i h n be5 able to give to ! matrons ! h\sekeep+ exp5ses = ! :ole week2 ,i hope1 h[ev]1 t ! ,"l w s5d m be=e all is exp5d$ :i* ,i 0 able to give1 & :i* w la/ ab\t ?ree or f\r days4 ,aug4 #ah4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f ,droitwi* a half sov]eign1 & f ,york%ire #cl4 ,?us ! ,"l has already giv5 #cl4 #ajs4--,!re 0 also left at my h\se ?is aft]noon1 anonym\sly1 a pair ( silv] spectacles2 & at ! ,girls' ,orphan-,h\se4 ,no4 ,,ii 7 left #c r+s1 a broo*1 & a pair ( e>-r+s4--,!re 0 also giv5 #bs4 #f;d4 ,aug4 #ba4 ,today m money 0 ne$$ = h\sekeep+2 b hav+ receive no?+ ye/]day1 & hav+ s5t (f :at _h come 9 on ! #ah?1 ,i gave myself to pray]4 ,& n[ see ! preci\s answ]4 ,by ! fir/ deliv]y ?is morn+ a lett] came f ,birm+ham1 sign$ ,w4 ,r41 :i* conta9$ a half-sov]eign1 ( :i* ! anonym\s donor wi%$ #gs4 #f;d4 to be us$ = ! ,orphans1 & #bs4 #f;d4 = ,missions4 ,i also receiv$ ?r\gh two ,orphan-boxes #gs4 #h;d4 ,!re came also to h&1 ?ree small p>cels f ,plym\?1 "o ( :i* conta9$ an old silv] wat* = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 f a bl9d ,orphan2 ! o!r conta9$ two %ill+s & a franc piece2 ! ?ird a pair ( e>-r+s1 a broo*1 a f\rp5ny piece1 half a franc piece1 & an old sixp5ce4-- ,ab\t half an h\r1 aft] ,i _h receiv$ ^! ?ree little p>cels1 a g5tleman1 :o did n give 8 "n1 left at my h\se two sov]eigns & "o %ill+4 ,ab\t half an h\r aft] t1 a lady call$ & wi%$ to put "s money into ! box at my h\se4 ,i d n "k h] "n4 ,b ,god kn[s h]1 & influ5c$ h] 9 answ] to my supplications4 ,may ,8 bless+ re/ ^u h] & ! unkn[n g5tleman :o left ! #bl4 #as46 ,:5 ! box 0 op5$1 x conta9$ a pap] ) half a sov]eign4 ,?us ! ,"l s k9dly 9 ?is rem>kable mann] has help$ u 9 ?is our "t ( ne$1 & we h n[ aga9 all we ne$ = ! pres5t4 ,ev5+4 ,/ill fur!r help4 ,ab\t two o'clock ?is aft]noon a lady f ,london1 :o ab\t a ye> ago _h read ! ,n>rative ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) me1 9 pass+ ?r\gh ,bri/ol left a sov]eign at my h\se = ! ,orphans1 feel+ t %e c\ld n g on )\t do+ s4--,?is ev5+ also ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,sc>bor\gh ) five p\nds4 ,also #al4 came 9 by sale ( articles ?is ev5+1 & #bs4 #f;d4 z a donation4 ,aug4 #bb4 ,i h receiv$ /ill fur!r today f ,c4 ,c4 #bl4 #cs4 #c;d41 f ,wolv]hampton #ajs41 & f a bro!r 9 ,bri/ol #al4 #as4 ,?us altoge!r #adl4 #es4 #c;d4 has come 9 dur+ ^! two days4 ,all1 :o h spiritual eyes to see1 _c b obs]ve 9 read+ ^! facts--#a/1 ! reality ( deal+ ) ,god ,himself directly2 #b1 ! bless$ness ( tru/+ 9 ,him2 & #c1 ,8 mo/ p>ticul> provid5ce4 ,aug4 #bc4 ,i pray$ /ill fur!r = means1 z ,i %all ne$ to give a fre% supply to ! matrons = h\se-keep+ tomorr[ ev5+1 besides meet+ o!r exp5ses4 ,?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ f a si/] 9 ! ,"l a sov]eign1 half ( :i* %e wi%$ me to use = my own temporal necessities1 & half = ! ,orphans4 ,likewise4 #ajs4 z pr(its f ! sale ( ladies' baskets4 ,aug4 #bd4 ,today came 9 by sale ( articles & ,reports #bl4 #aes4 #aj #a_/b d4 ,aug4 #be4 ,w$nesday4 ,la/ ev5+ ,i 0 able to advance only a "p ( ! week's h\se-keep+ exp5ses to ! matrons4 ,today1 :5 ,i _h no?+ 9 h&1 a si/] 9 ! ,"l br\ght h] ,orphan-box1 :i* conta9$ #ajs4 #f #c_/d d4 9 donations1 & likewise #is4 #d;d4 z ! proce$s f ! sale ( musk plants1 re>$ & sold by h] = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,! box conta9$ also a ,spani% silv] co94 ,ev5+4 ,preci\s & enc\rag+ z x 0 to receive ^? little sums ?is aft]noon1 /ill1 z !y came 9 :5 no money 0 9 h&1 !y 7 only an enc\ragem5t to look to ! ,"l = fur!r supplies1 b 7 n en\gh to supply our ne$4 ,h[ev] ! ,"l1 9 ,8 fai?ful1 lov+ c>e ov] ! "w1 & 9 ,8 read9ess to answ] pray]1 help$ fur!r ?is ev5+4 ,!re came 9 #aejl41 ( :i* ,i took #cjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #abjl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,sept4 #f4 ,s9ce ,augu/ #be? only #bjl4 #ags4 #j #a_/b d4 _h come 94 ,on ?is acc\nt !re 0 only #cl4 #aes4 #e #c_/d d4 9 h&1 & tomorr[ ev5+ ,i h aga9 to supply ! matrons ) h\se-keep+ exp5ses4 ,9 ?is ne$1 :il/ walk+ 9 my little g>d51 ,i lift$ up my he>t to ,god = means1 :51 9 less ?an five m9utes aft]1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,j]sey1 conta9+ ,five ,p\nds = ! ,orphans4--,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r1 f a little girl #cs41 f ,m>gate4 #aj;d41 anonym\sly #cs41 & #c doll>s f a poor mission>y bro!r 9 ,dem]>a4 ,sept4 #g4 ,fur!r1 by sale ( articles #cl4 #as4 #c;d4 ?r\gh ! boxes 9 my h\se #bs4 #f;d41 & ?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-h\ses1 :i* our ne$ l$ me to op51 #al4 #fs4 & a m$al4 ,?us ,i _h = ! ne$ ( ! com+ week1 at our usual pray] meet+ ?is ev5+1 #adl4 #as4 #f #c_/d d41 :i* ,i divid$ to ! la/ f>?+1 ) ! firm p]suasion & hope 9 ,god1 t1 by ! "t x 0 exp5d$1 ,he w\ld give m2 = x 0 n en\gh to meet all ! dem&s ( ?is week4 ,sept4 #h4 ! ,"l has already s5t 9 a little ,i receiv$ f ,weym\? #bl4 #ajs4 ,sept4 #aj4 ,f a d5ti/ 9 ,bri/ol #ajs4 ,sept4 #aa4 ,f a ,*ri/ian bro!r1 ab\t #bjj miles f ,bri/ol1 :om ! ,"l has repeat$ly us$ to help u 9 "t ( ne$1 ,i receiv$ #bjl4 ,:at a preci\s help6 ,we h n[ all we require = ?is week1 & a little t[>ds ! exp5ses ( ! next4--,!re came 9 also f ,droitwi* #es4 ,sept4 #ab4 ,fur!r3 ,f ,c4,c4 #ajs4 #ad;d41 f ,clev$on #es41 f ,clifton #es41 anonym\sly #bs41 ditto #as4 #e #a_/b d4 ,sept4 #ac4 ,monday morn+4 ,z !re w be aga9 money ne$$ = h\se-keep+ tomorr[ ev5+1 & z ,i h n en\gh 9 h& to advance = ! exp5ses ( a :ole week1 :i* ,i g5]ally n[ seek to d1 ,i gave myself aga9 to pray] = means1 &1 :ile ,i 0 on my knees 9 pray]1 !re came a lett] f ,york%ire1 conta9+ #el4 = ! ,orphans4 ,!re 0 receiv$ also1 by sale ( /ock+s at ! ,boys' ,orphan-h\se1 #gs4 #g;d4 ,sept4 #ad4 ,by sale ( articles & /ock+s came 9 #cl4 #ajs4 #j #a_/b d4 ,f ,norwi* #al41 & also #bs4 #f;d4 ,ev5+4 ,by ^! sums we h receiv$ altoge!r s9ce la/ ,tuesday ev5+ #cdl4 #hs4 #e #a_/b d4 ,?us ,i h be5 able to supply ! matrons ?is ev5+ ) :at !y ne$ = ! com+ week1 & t :i* 0 left ,i put by = ! r5t & curr5t exp5ses connect$ ) ! appr5tices1 & am n[ look+ out = fre% supplies1 z ,i h aga9 no?+ left t[>ds ! ne$ ( ! foll[+ week4 ,my de> read]1 if y are tir$ ( go+ on ) ?is acc\nt ( ! ,"l's graci\s int]positions = u week aft] week1 or day aft] day1 ,i besee* y to lay x aside = ! pres5t4 ,take x up at ano!r "t4 ,?is ,n>rative is n ( an ord9>y "*4 ,x does n conta9 anecdotes = amusem5t2 x relates no embelli%$ tales2 x gives facts 9 :i* ! h& ( ,god is se5 /ret*$ out on our behalf1 z ! result ( pray] & fai?4 ,seek to admire ,god1 de> read]1 9 ?is simple ,n>rative ( ,facts1 :i* are relat$ to ,8 praise1 & to allure y\r he>t m & m = ,him1 & :i* are br\ght be=e y 9 all simplicity to enc\rage y & to /ir y up1 if x may please ,god s to use ,8 s]vant1 to put y\r :ole tru/ 9 ,him4 ,i judge t x w be ! m pr(itable way to read ?is acc\nt by little & little4 ,sept4 #ae4 ,a bro!r1 :o is /ay+ at my h\se1 gave me a silv] table spoon & two silv] dess]t spoons4 ,?is is ! beg9n+ ( fre% supplies f ,god4 ,sept4 #af4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,gla/onbury #es4 ,also #es4 wor? ( po/ages f ,d]by4 ,sept4 #ag4 ,a4 ,*ri/ian lady at ,ri*mond1 hav+ receiv$ a copy ( my ,n>rative1 read al\d 9 ! he>+ ( ano!r lady ! acc\nt ab\t ,a4 ,l4 7page #aef to #afj ( "p ,i47 ,! lady :o he>d x read 0 s t\*$ by x1 t %e s5t #ajl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,god mov$ h] he>t to s5d me ?is donation at a "t :5 ,i _h only a few %ill+s 9 h& = ! use ( ! ,orphans6--,!re came 9 /ill fur!r f ,clifton #ajs41 & f ,taunton #es4 ,sept4 #ai4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #ais4--,sept4 #ba4 ,anonym\sly f ,b>n/aple #es4 wor? ( po/ages4 ,?is anonym\s donor has _m times s5t 8 donations ?us4 ,x may be t tw5ty or ?irty times ! same am\nt has be5 =w>d$ 9 ! same way4--,also by sale ( articles #al4 #hs4 #h;d4 ,by ! boxes 9 my h\se #al4 #js4 #f;d4 ,ev5+3 ,i 0 able to supply ! matrons only ) means = h\se-keep+ = ?ree or f\r days1 be+ fully assur$1 t1 by ! "t m is ne$$1 ! ,"l w s5d fur!r supplies4 ,sept4 #bd4 ,friday4 ,aft] ,i _h paid away on ,tuesday ev5+ to ! la/ p5ny :at ,i _h 9 h& = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 !re came 9 a pair ( e>-r+s f ,norwi*2 also #as4 #f;d4 besides4 ,on ,w$nesday & ,?ursday no?+ came 92 b x 0 ne$ful t ,i %\ld s5d m means to ! matrons today4 ,?us situat$ ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ f ,b>n/aple4 #ais4 #d;d4 & #ags4 ,ab\t ?ree h\rs aft]1 came 9 by sale ( ! #c silv] spoons 7giv5 on ! #ae?71 an old silv] pun* ladle1 & a few tr9kets lately giv51 #fl4 #ads4 #g;d4 ,?us we are once m help$1 & ,i h be5 able to s5d all t :i* 0 yet ne$$ = h\se-keep+ till ,tuesday ev5+4 ,! ,"l be prais$ = ,8 seasonable help6 --,obs]ve1 de> read]1 we may be poor1 v poor2 we may h to wait ^u ,god1 ev5 aga9 & aga9 we may h to make kn[n our reque/s to ,him2 b ,he helps1 always helps4 ,sept4 #be4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #al4--,sept4 #bg4 ,f a ,*ri/ian lady #al4-- ,sept4 #bh4 #hs4 #d;d4 came 91 also #al4 f ,scotl&1 & #al4 #fs4 #d #a_/b d4 by sale ( articles4 ,also f ,well+ton an old half-cr[n1 %ill+1 & sixp5ce4 #cs4 #aj;d4 came 9 besides4 ,ev5+4 ,s little hav+ come 91 ,i 0 able to give to ! matrons only z mu* z w\ld la/ = ab\t two days = provisions4 ,sept4 #bi4 ,a "y man call$ ?is morn+ at my h\se & gave #bs4 #f;d4 ,a bro!r call$ & put #bs4 #f;d4 into an ,orphan-box 9 my h\se4 ,mrs4 ,w4 ,c3 gave #al4 ,also ,mrs4 ,k4 #es4 ,^! donations came 9 today1 aft] ,i _h twice giv5 myself especially to pray] = means1 z we are n[ 9 s mu* ne$4 ,sept4 #cj4 ,no?+ m hav+ come 91 we 7 9 great ne$ today4 ,on ?is acc\nt ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7 op5$1 :i* conta9$ #al4 #ds4 #b;d4 ,?is ev5+ si/] ,c4 gave me #ahs4 #i #a_/b d41 be+ ! cont5ts ( h] ,orphan-box4 ,also #aes4 #aa;d4 came 9 by knitt+ ( /ock+s4 ,?us we 7 help$ = ! pres5t4 ,oct4 #b1 ,saturday4 ,z today m money 0 ne$$1 & no?+ _h come 91 "o ( ! lab\r]s suppli$ ! pres5t ne$ till ,monday morn+1 :i* took #cl4--,ev5+4 ,?is aft]noon1 :5 !re 0 no?+ at all 9 my h&s = ! "w1 ,i receiv$ f a little boy #as4 ,?is ev5+ a box arriv$ f ,norwi*1 fill$ by ! contributions ( _m believ]s4 ,x conta9$ 9 money #al4 #ajs41 & ! foll[+ articles3 #f brass & copp] co9s1 a gold p91 #e gold broo*es1 #c pairs ( e>-r+s1 #c pairs ( silv] clasps1 a gold clasp1 a gold locket1 #b r+s1 a pair ( silv] /uds1 a brok5 silv] too?-pick1 #d gilt bracelets1 a silv] m\nt$ eye-glass1 #e braid wat*-gu>ds1 a silv] wa%$ wat*-gu>d1 #d wai/ buckles1 a pair ( gilt e>-r+s1 #c m\rn+ necklaces & a pair ( e>-r+s1 a m\rn+ r+ set ) pe>ls1 #b brass broo*es1 a "m-o'-pe>l cross & clasps1 a silv] fruit knife1 a pair ( coral bracelets1 #b bead necklaces1 a snuff-box1 #b little baskets1 #ab work$ mats1 #bd ladies' bags ( v>i\s k9ds1 #d cephal9es1 #ac book-m>ks1 #h purses1 #e %ells1 #de p9-cu%ions ( v>i\s k9ds1 #ag ne$le cases1 #i pairs ( babies' %oes1 #b babies' hoods1 #c neck ties1 #b knitt$ clo?s1 #b nett$ mats1 #d pairs ( wat* pockets1 #c pairs ( cogs1 #c little sc>fs1 #b coll>s1 a pair ( socks1 a nightcap1 "s knitt$ fr+e1 "s "w & lace1 #b silk w9d]s1 #c wai/b&s1 #e h&k]*iefs1 #a_/d lb4 ( tea1 #b p5-wip]s1 "s little play?+s1 #b combs1 "s slate p5cils1 #c *imney ornam5ts1 #d pa9t+s1 #c books1 #af pamphlets1 a fan1 a little box1 #ac *emises1 #b %irts1 a frock & cape1 a %awl bord]1 #c bodk9 cases1 #b #a_/b y>ds ( pr9t1 a g[n1 & a few o!r little ?+s4--,great inde$ 0 my joy 9 receiv+ ?is box1 = x 0 a fre% pro( to me1 9 ?is our pres5t great pov]ty1 t ! ,"l he>s our pray]s & is m9dful ( u4 ,oct4 #c4 ,"l's day4 ,today ,i receiv$ f ,c4 ,c4 #ajs4 #aj;d41 f a si/] #cl41 be+ ! produce ( a piece ( "w done = ! ,orphans1 & anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d4 ,by ^! donations we are suppli$ till ,tuesday ev5+4 ,oct4 #d4 ,f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman ,i receiv$ today #al42 f a bro!r1 z ! fir/ fruits ( 8 sal>y1 #bl41 ( :i* #al4 is = ! ,orphans1 & #al4 = home & =eign lab\r]s2 f ano!r bro!r #bs4 #f;d42 f a si/] #es4 ,oct4 #e4 ,by sale ( articles #al4 #ajs4 #d #a_/b d4 ,?is ev5+ ,i _h only means en\gh to give to ! matrons supplies = "o or two days4 ,:5 ,i came home f our pray] meet+ ,i f\nd unexpect$ly ano!r dem& made ^u me = #el41 9 connexion ) ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 t[>ds :i* ,i _h no?+1 b :i* x 0 desirable to meet z soon z possible4 ,oct4 #f4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] f ,k5n+ton1 conta9+ a po/-(fice ord] = #el4 99 99 99 991 ,k5n+ton1 ,surrey4 ,belov$ & hon\r$ bro!r 9 our ,"l1 ,i am p]mitt$ to be ! unwor?y in/rum5t 9 ! ,"l's h& ( transmitt+ to y ! enclos$ po/-(fice ord] = #el41 to be appli$ ei!r = ! ,orphans or y\r own use1 z may be mo/ requir$ at ?is "t1 c4 ,y\r affectionate si/] 9 our ,"l1 ,oct4 #e1 #ahdg4 99 99 99 99 ,i am n[ able to s5d (f ! #el4 ab\t ! ne$ ( :i* ,i 0 in=m$ late la/ ev5+1 & am aga9 ?us graci\sly help$ at ?is "t also by ,him :o he>s ! cries ( ,8 *ildr54 ,d y n disc]n ,8 h&1 de> read]1 9 ?is in/ance8 ,oct4 #h4 ,today #ajs4 m 0 requir$ t[>ds h\sekeep+ exp5ses2 b no?+ _h come 9 s9ce ! #f?4 ,"o ( ! lab\r]s 0 able ( 8 own means to give ! am\nt requir$4 ,oct4 #i4 ,saturday4 ,ye/]day1 :5 !re 0 no?+ at all 9 h&1 7 giv5 half-a-cr[n1 #b silk h&k]*iefs1 #c p9a=es1 a baby's %irt1 a frock1 & #b *ildr5's "w-bags4--,?is morn+ ,i f\nd 9 ! boxes at my h\se #as4 ,i knew t sev]al p\nds w\ld be ne$$ today = provisions1 & !re=e my eyes 7 direct$ to ! ,"l = help4 ,i receiv$ accord+ly #acs4 #f;d4 f a ,london ,po/man1 & f ,cumb]l& #al4 ,?us ,i _h #al4 #ags41 b z ?is 0 /ill n en\gh1 "o ( ! lab\r]s add$ #al4 #cs4 ( 8 own1 z #cl4 0 ne$$4 ,?us we h en\gh = h\se-keep+ exp5ses till ,monday morn+4 ,oct #aa4 ,monday4 ,ye/]day came 9 f a si/] #ajs41 ditto #ds41 anonym\sly #bs41 ?r\gh an ,orphan-box #hs41 & f a si/] #bs4 #f;d4 ,?us we h en\gh = today's necessities1 & #as4 #f;d4 left4 ,oct4 #ab4 ,!re came 9 ye/]day aft]noon ?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,orphan-,h\ses #es4 #j #a_/b d41 & ?r\gh ^? at my h\se #as4 ,also by sale ( ,reports #bs4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ ?r\gh si/] ,*4 #al4 #es4 #e;d4 ,^! donations 7 v refre%+ to my _s 9 ?is "t ( great ne$1 & ?\gh n ne>ly en\gh = all we requir$ today1 !y are nev]!less a preci\s e>ne/ t ! ,"l w help u fur!r4 -- ,by ! fir/ deliv]y ?is morn+ ,i receiv$ an anonym\s lett]1 conta9+ #el41 ) ^! words3 ,x is reque/$ t half ( ! enclos$ sum may be exp5d$ on ,bro!r ,muell]'s own necessities1 ! o!r half z he ?9ks fit1 9 fur!rance ( 8 ,*ri/ian s*emes3 & may ! bless+ ( ! ',giv] ( all good' att5d him6 ,oct4 #g1 #ahdg4 ,i put ! half ( ?is #el4 to ! ,orphan-,fund--,!re came 9 /ill fur!r by sale ( articles & ,reports #al4 #abs4 #f;d4 ,?us we h all t is ne$$ = ! pres5t mom5t4--,aft]noon4 ,?is aft]noon a p]son f ! neighb\rhood ( ,*ep/[ call$ & left a half-sov]eign4 ,!re came 9 also ?r\gh ne$lework1 done by ! ,orphans1 #bl4 #es4 #d;d4 ,?us we are /ill fur!r help$ = ! pres5t mom5t4 ,b all ?is is n en\gh4 ,l>g] sums are ne$$1 z oatmeal is to be ord]$ f ,scotl&1 & sev]al o!r heavy exp5ses1 besides ^? = h\se-keep+1 are to be met4 ,nev]!less ! preci\s pro(s1 :i* ,i h _h aga9 today ( our ,fa!r's lov+ c>e ov] ! "w1 lead me to expect fur!r help4--,ev5+4 ,?is ev5+ at a qu>t] to t5 o'clock ,i receiv$ #ahjl4 ,( ?is sum ,i put #ajjl4 to ! ,mission>y-,fund1 #djl4 to ! ,s*ool--,bible & ,tract-,fund1 & #djl4 to ! ,orphan-,fund = pres5t use4 ,h[ good is ! ,"l6 ,h[ preci\s ?is help6 ,h[ mu* ne$$ & h[ seasonable6 ,f ! #ac? to ! #ai? ( ,octob] came 9 #hl #fs4 #a #a_/b d4 ,on ,oct4 #ai? ,i left ,bri/ol ) my de> wife1 p>tly1 because bo? ( u mu* ne$$ *ange ( air1 & p>tly1 because ,i _h a great desire to lab\r 9 ! ,^w = a few weeks 9 ,we/morel& & ,cumb]l&4 ,i 0 n able to leave m means ?an en\gh = ab\t ?ree days = h\se-keep+ exp5ses4 ,b ,i c\ld n h /ay$ 9 ,bri/ol1 ?\gh !re _h be5 no?+ at all 9 h&2 my hope 0 t ,god w\ld help dur+ my abs5ce4 ,dur+ all ! "t ( my /ay at ,b[ness 9 ,we/morel&1 f ,oct4 #bj? to ,nov4 #bj?1 !re 0 day by day1 ) ! exception ( ! fir/ ?ree days1 aft] my dep>ture1 ne$ to wait ^u ,god = daily supplies = ! ,orphans4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ?is1 e donation1 )\t exception1 :i* 0 receiv$ d>+ my abs5ce1 came 9 mo/ seasonably4 ,p>tly on acc\nt ( my heal?1 & p>tly on acc\nt ( opportunities = s]vice 9 ,we/morel& & else:]e1 ,i did n feel x "r to return to ,bri/ol soon] ?an ,i did1 ?\gh !re 0 su* great pov]ty2 nor c\ld ,i h done any?+ 9 ,bri/ol :i* ,i c\ld n d 9 ,we/morel&1 z x reg>ds procur+ means1 s9ce pray] & fai? are all ! means ,i make use ( to obta9 supplies :5 we are 9 ne$4 ,= ! enc\ragem5t ( ! read]1 & also t ^?1 :om ,god us$ at t "t to enable u day by day to supply ! ,orphans ) :at !y ne$$1 may see h[ !y 7 us$ by ,him to help u1 ,i m5tion "h e "o ( ! donations :i* came 9 dur+ my abs5ce1 ) ! exception ( ! articles4 ,oct4 #ba1 #ahdg4 ,f "s poor si/]s ne> ,k+sbridge4 #ds4 #f;d41 9 small donations ?r\gh ,bro!r ,f4 9 ,bri/ol #gs4 #e;d4--,oct4 #bb4 ,anonym\sly f ,walsall #el41 ( :i* #bl4 is int5d$ = missions1 #al4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #bl4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4--,f ,ba? anonym\sly #ajs4 ) a lace cape4--,oct4 #bd?4 ,i receiv$ :ile at ,b[ness #ajs41 also #as4 & #bs4 ,?is #acs4 ,i =w>d$ at once to ,bri/ol by an ord]4 ,!re 0 also receiv$ 9 ,bri/ol f ,droitwi* #ajs4 & f ,london #bs4 #f;d4--,oct4 #be?4 ,by sale ( articles & ,reports #bl4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #al4 ,f ,wolv]hampton #ajs4--,oct4 #bf?4 ,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #al4 #ads4 #f;d41 our ne$ hav+ caus$ !m to be op5$4--,oct4 #bh4 ,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #d;d4 ,orphan-box 9 my h\se #ajs4 ,f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman ne> ,cr$iton #el4 --,oct4 #cj4 ,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #f;d4 ,by sale ( an improv$ ,r5d]+ #i;d4 ,f ,london #ajs4--,nov4 #a4 ,by sale ( articles1 /ock+s1 & ,reports #al4 #ads4 #d;d4--,nov4 #b4 ,?r\gh a bro!r at ,clev$on #es4 ,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,orphan-,h\ses #cl4 #hs4 #f;d4 ,by sale ( a ,report & ,r5d]+ #aj;d4 ,f "o ( ! lab\r]s #cs4--,nov4 #d4 ,f a si/] ne> ,wotton-"u-,edge #al4--,nov4 #e4 ,f two donors 9 ! neighborhood ( ,droitwi* #es4 ea*4--,nov4 #f4 ,f si/] ,b4 9 ,bri/ol #ds4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #al4 #bs4 #e #a_/b d4--,nov4 #h4 ,anonym\sly by po/ #el4--,f si/] ,h4 ,c4 #cs4 --,!re 0 also giv5 to me at ,k5dal1 :]e ,i _h be5 lab\r+1 by a bro!r #ajs41 & by a poor si/] #d;d4 ,?is ,i s5t at once to ,bri/ol by an ord]4--,nov4 #i4 ,f a donor 9 ,bri/ol #al4 ,f ,switz]l& #al4 #ds4 #d;d4 ,f ,london #es4 ,by sale ( articles #el4 #ads4 #d #a_/b d4--,nov4 #aa4 ,a lady f ,irel& visit$ ! ,orphan-,h\ses & gave #al4 ,by sale ( a ,report #d;d4--,proce$s ( an ,orphan-box f ! neighb\rhood ( ,launce/on #al4 #cs4 #i;d4--,?r\gh an ,orphan-box 9 my h\se #es4--,nov4 #ac4 ,?r\gh ! bonds 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #ajs4 #b;d4 ,?r\gh ,mrs4 ,t4's ,orphan-box #bs1 #a #a_/b d4-- ,nov4 #ad4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #el4--,anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d4--,nov4 #af4 ,by sale ( articles & /ock+s #bl4 #aas4 #f;d4--,nov4 #ag4 ,by sale ( ,reports #as4 ,?r\gh a box 9 my h\se #bs4 #f;d4 ,by ne$lework & knitt+ ( ! ,orphans #al4 #fs4 ,f si/] ,c4 #ajs4 ,f "o ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! "w #el4--,nov4 #ai4 ,f ,p4 #bs4 #f;d4--,on ,nov4 #bj? we left ,b[ness = ,keswick 9 ,cumb]l&4 ,! day be=e we left1 ,i receiv$ at ,b[ness #es41 #es41 & #al41 also f ,k5dal #bs4 #f;d4 ,?is #al4 #abs4 #f;d4 ,i s5t (f at once to ,bri/ol by an ord]1 kn[+ t x 0 ne$$4--,nov4 #ba4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #cl4--,nov4 #bb4 ,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #gs4--,nov4 #bc4 ,by sale ( articles & /ock+s #bl4 #es4 #i;d4 ,f "o ( ! lab\r]s #cl4--,nov4 #bd4 ,by sale ( ,reports #cs4 #c;d4 ,f ,f4 ,l4 9 ,irel& #al4 ,f ,ri*mond #al4 #ajs4-- ,f ,nov4 #bj? to #bd? we /ay$ at ,keswick4 ,:il/ !re ,i receiv$ #ajs41 #bs41 & #as4 #f;d4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?is #acs4 #f;d4 0 at once s5t (f to ,bri/ol1 by an ord]1 z we 7 /ill v poor1 ) reg>d to means = h\sekeep+ exp5ses = ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,b not)/&+ all ?is great pov]ty 9 ,bri/ol1 :i* requir$ t we %\ld day by day wait ^u ,god1 = our daily supplies1 ,i did n feel at all l$ to return home1 b _h an especial draw+ to g to ,sund]l& to lab\r !re = a little :ile among ! bre?r5 assembl+ at ,be!sda ,free ,*apel4 ,we !re=e left ,keswick on ,nov4 #bd? = ,sund]l&4--,nov4 #bf? came 9 by sale ( articles #bs41 ?r\gh ! boxes at my h\se #a,l4 #bs4 #f;d41 & f ,dubl9 #al4--,nov4 #bg4 ,?r\gh a box #h;d41 by sale ( articles #gs41 & #bl4 f ,london4-- ,nov4 #bh?4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #ajs4 #h;d41 & by sale ( ,reports #h;d4--,nov4 #cj4 ,by sale ( /ock+s & articles #al4 #acs4 #f #a_/b d4 ,f "o ( ! lab\r]s #al4 #ajs4 ,by sale ( articles #as4 #aa;d4 --,dec4 #a4 ,f "o ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! "w #ajs4--,dec4 #b4 ,f si/] ,f4 #es4 ,by sale ( articles #al4 ,f ,newbury #ajs4 #f;d4--,dec4 #c4 ,by sale ( articles #es4 ,by pr(its f ! sale ( ladies' bags #al4 #ais4 #f;d4 ,f ,k+/[n1 ,irel&1 #al4 ,by sale ( a ,report #d;d4--,dec4 #e4 ,f ,c4 ,c4 #al4 ,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #cs4 #aj;d4 ,by knitt+ ( ! ,orphans #hs4 #f;d4 ,f ,glasg[ #es4--,dec4 #g4 ,by sale ( articles & /ock+s #cl4 #gs1 #aa;d4 ,f "o ( ! lab\r]s #bl4 ,f ,?ornbury #ds4--,dec4 #h4 ,f a village ne> ,keswick #ajs41 & by sale ( articles #f;d4 ,f "o ( ! lab\r]s #ajs4 ,f a donor 9 ,ayr%ire #bl4--,9 ! ev5+ ( ,dec4 #h? we return$ to ,bri/ol f ,sund]l&4 ,day by day :ile we 7 at ,sund]l& also1 ! ,orphan-,fund 0 v l[1 b ,god help$ day by day1 by s5d+ 9 ! means :i* h be5 m5tion$2 & :5 we return$ !re 0 #as4 #aa;d1 9 h&1 & #bl4 came 9 t same ev5+ f ,plym\?4 ,dec4 #i4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,p]%ore came 9 ?is morn+ mo/ seasonably #el41 z "t ne$ = h\se-keep+ exp5ses today 0 #dl41 & !re 0 only #bl4 #as4 #aa;d1 9 h&4 ,?is #el4 came 9 ab\t an h\r be=e ! #dl4 0 ne$$4 ,!re 0 receiv$ fur!r today f ,ba?1 anonym\sly1 #ajs41 & by sale ( articles #bs4 #f;d4--,w y n1 de> read]1 unite ) me 9 admir+ & prais+ ! ,"l :o s seasonably help$ all ! "t t ,i 0 away f ! "w1 engag$ 9 ,8 s]vice 9 ano!r way6 ,d y n see h[ preci\s x is to h ,god to g to1 & to f9d ,him ev] will+ to help ^? :o tru/ 9 ,him1 :]ev] !y be8 ,d y n also see aga9 ! h& ( ,god s manife/ly /ret*$ out on our behalf ?is day ,dec4 #i?8 #dl4 0 ne$$1 b only #bl4 #as4 #aa;d1 9 h&1 &1 an h\r be=e ! #dl4 0 call$ = f ! ,orphan-,h\ses = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 ! ,"l s5t t #el4 f ,p]%ore4 ,dec4 #aj4 ,today ,i receiv$ in=mation1 9 answ] to my inquiry1 t #ajs41 :i* _h be5 s5t to me at ,sund]l&1 7 int5d$ = ! ,orphans4 ,^! #ajs41 toge!r ) #cl4 #ads4 #e;d4 left 9 h& ye/]day1 are suffici5t = ?is day1 z ! ne$ ( today is only #cl4 #ajs4 = h\se-keep+4 ,dec4 #aa4 ,?is morn+ came 9 #al4 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,cock]m\?2 ?us we _h1 ) ! #ads4 #e;d4 left ye/]day1 #al4 #ads4 #e;d41 :i* is en\gh = today4 ,dec4 #ac4 ,monday4 ,ye/]day ,i receiv$ f ,c4 ,c4 #al4 #ajs41 f ano!r p]son #bs41 z pr(it f ! sale ( ladies' bags #al41 & ?is morn+ f ,bur=d #bs4 #f;d4 ,?us we h aga9 en\gh = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( today4 ,dec4 #ad4 ,ye/]day we _h en\gh1 b no?+ ov]4 ,:5 !re 0 aga9 no?+ at all rema9+ 9 my h&s1 !re 0 ye/]day aft]noon #as4 put into a box at my h\se4 ,9 ! ev5+ came 9 by sale ( /ock+s & articles #bl4 #fs4 #f;d41 & by a donation #ajs--,9 ! ev5+ also a si/] f ,norwi* br\ght #ajs41 #bs4 #f;d41 #f;d41 & #cs4 ,%e also br\ght ! foll[+ articles1 to be sold = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans3 ,a bottle ( extract ( spr+ fl[]s1 a small box ( sc5t bottles1 a smell+ bottle1 #h common seals1 a ?imble case1 a box ( waf]s2 a *9a box conta9+ two r+s1 a m\rn+ broo*1 & a bead wat*-gu>d2 a p9-cu%ion1 a pair ( little cuffs1 & a little box4 ,ano!r p>cel conta9+ a pair ( work$ slipp]s1 #b little bags1 #b books1 #b aprons1 a knitt$ clo?1 #c p9-cu%ions1 a ,%etl& %awl1 & a pair ( c>d-racks4 ,fur!r3 #b pairs ( cuffs & a necktie4 ,fur!r3 a *ild's silv] rattle1 #c r+s1 #c pairs ( e>-r+s1 & #b necklaces--,!re 0 also a p>cel s5t f ,langport1 conta9+ two toilette cu%ions1 a pair ( work$ slipp]s1 #b fans1 #b *ildr5's caps1 "s gold lace1 a pair ( silv] clasps1 #c broo*es1 a silv] ?imble1 a brass clasp1 & "s bits ( gold4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ a lett] f ! neighb\rhood ( ,exet] conta9+ a po/-(fice ord] = #hs4 ) ^! words3 ,i _h hop$ to h accumulat$ a l>g] sum 9 my box = ! ,orphans1 ?an ,i h ( late be5 enabl$ to obta94 ,i n[1 h[ev]1 s5d x to y1 ?\gh ! am\nt is small1 & %\ld be ?ankful if x %\ld prove useful = pres5t ne$1 x hav+ be5 ^u my m9d = ! la/ day or two t ,i ought to =w>d x to y )\t fur!r delay4 ,i !re=e s5d an ord] = #hs41 c4 ,?us we 7 suppli$ = ! ne$ ( ?is day4 ,?is la/ #hs4 0 ne$$ to make up ! am\nt requir$4 ,dec4 #ae4 ,ye/]day aft]noon ,i receiv$ #cl4 m1 ( :i* #bl4 0 f ,madeira1 & #al4 f ! bro!r ?r\gh :om ! #bl4 0 remitt$4 ,?is #cl4 0 paid away at once1 ?\gh n ne$$ = h\se-keep+1 s t ,i _h /ill no?+ = ! ne$ ( today1 :5 ?is day began4-- ,my pray] la/ ev5+ & ?is morn+ _h be5 especially1 t ! ,"l w\ld n only be pleas$ to s5d me "s money = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( today1 b also enable me to give at lea/ a little money to eight ( ! si/]s :o lab\r 9 ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses1 :o h n _h any money = _! own p]sonal necessities = sev]al mon?s4 ,?is desire 0 grant$ to me1 = ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ a lett] f ,wakefield ) #bjl41 9 :i* ! donor writes3 ,i ha/5 to enclose #bjl41 :i* ,i leave to y\r disposal2 b if ! v>i$ funds are s situat$ z to give no mat]ial prepond]ance ( ne$ to any "o1 ,i %\ld divide x z "u1 viz4 #ajl4 to ! ,orphans1 #el4 to y\rself & colleague1 & #el4 = ! ,bibles1 c4 ,i took all ?is #bjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & h ?us ! joy ( be+ able to s5d at lea/ #afl4 to ^? eight si/]s1 & am also suppli$ ) h\se-keep+ money = today2 & z = tomorr[1 my eyes are ^u ! ,"l4 ,! ,"l be prais$ = ?is preci\s & seasonable help6 ,dec4 #af4 ,ye/]day aft]noon a bro!r 9 ! ,"l gave #el4 = ! ,orphans4 ,by ?is money ,i 0 able to defray ! exp5ses ( today1 & ! re/ ,i put away = ! r5t1 s t aga9 we h to look to ! ,"l = supplies = tomorr[4 ,ye/]day also a p]son gave half-a-cr[n to "o ( ! tea*]s ( ! ,orphans1 :il/ %e 0 walk+ out ) ! *ildr54 ,dec4 #ag4 ,ye/]day aft]noon came 9 #abs4 & #es4--,also a lady & g5tleman call$ at ! ,girls' ,orphan-,h\se ,no4 ,,ii4 & gave #ajs4 = a copy ( my ,n>rative4 ,?us we _h a little t[>ds ! ne$ ( today1 b n ne>ly en\gh4 ,be=e1 h[ev]1 ,i 0 call$ on = money1 ,i receiv$ f ,worce/] #al4 #ajs4 ,?us we 7 suppli$ = ! ne$ ( today4 ,dec4 #ah4 ,saturday4 ,i _h reason to believe t our ne$ = h\se-keep+ today w\ld be ab\t #el41 & ,i !re=e wait$ ^u ,god = means1 & look$ out = help4 ,ye/]day aft]noon1 accord+ly1 came 9 by sale ( tr9kets #al4 #hs4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f ,we/morel& #ajl4 ,also a lett] f ,ed9burgh1 conta9+ #ael41 ) ! foll[+ l9es )\t "n4 ,de> bro!r 9 ,*ri/1 ,i enclose '9 ! "n ( ,jesus' #ael4 #el4 = de> bro!r ,craik1 #el4 = de> bro!r & si/] ,muell]1 = _! p]sonal or family exp5ses1 #cl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #bl4 = ! ,*ri/ian ,k ,in/itution4 ,may ! peace ( ,god1 :i* passe? all und]/&+1 keep y\r he>ts & m9ds ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l4 ,!re came 9 also1 at ! same "t1 by sale ( ,reports #ajs4 ,?us ,i 0 able to meet all ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( today1 be+ #dl4 #aes4 #j;d41 & ! re/ ,i 0 oblig$ to put by = ! r5t & ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! appr5tices1 s t we h yet aga9 to wait ^u ! ,"l = fur!r supplies = next ,monday4 ,h[ev]1 we are br\ght to ! close ( ano!r week 9 ?is s]vice1 & ,he :o has help$ u ?us f> w surely help u fur!r4 ,monday1 ,dec4 #bj4 ,only #is4 & a small gold p9 & r+ f ,/[m>ket hav+ come 9 s9ce ,saturday morn+1 we _h n en\gh = h\se-keep+ exp5ses today1 :i* are #bl42 b "o ( ! lab\r]s 0 able ( 8 own to give #al4 #aas4 #j;d41 to supply ! defici5cy4 ,dec4 #ba4 ,ye/]day aft]noon a bro!r s5t #bl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,9 ! ev5+ a si/] gave #bs1 #f;d4 ,?is morn+ came 9 ?r\gh two ,orphan-boxes #ads4 #aj;d42 f ,droitwi* #ajs2 & by sale ( articles1 ,reports & /ock+s #al4 #gs4 #i;d4 ,?us we h all t is ne$$ = today1 ! dem& be+ only #cl4 #es4 ,! re/ ,i put by = r5t & ! appr5tices1 & wait ^u ,god = help = tomorr[4 ,dec4 #bb4 ,ye/]day ev5+ came 9 by sale ( ,reports #h;d41 f ,plym\? #as41 & f a si/] #es4 ,our ne$ also l$ me to op5 ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 :i* conta9$ #aes4 #b #a_/b d4 ,by sale ( articles #bs4 #f;d4 ,?is 0 all ,i 0 able to s5d ?is morn+ to ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 wait+ ^u ! ,"l = m4 ,dec4 #bc4 ,! ne$ ( today 0 #aal41 hav+ sev]al exp5ses to meet besides ^? ( h\se-keep+1 :i* am\nt$ to #dl4 = today4 ,?is sum ! ,"l gave me ?us3 la/ ev5+ ,i receiv$ #al4 toge!r ) a pair ( tr\s]s & gait]s1 & a remnant ( fu/ian = ! ,orphans4 ,b z ,i knew h[ mu* !re w\ld be ne$$ today1 ,i wait$ fur!r ^u ! ,"l ?is morn+ = help1 &1 9 ,,"o ,,m9ute1 aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,liv]pool ) #ajl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,! donor writes3 ,i h _h ! enclos$ ,t5 ,p\nd ,note 9 my draw] = "s "t1 int5d+ to s5d x to y = ! ,orphans2 b my "t is s occupi$1 t1 at a suitable "t1 :5 at my desk1 ,i h ov]look$ x4 ,i n[ h[ev] enclose x1 c1--,h[ seasonable ?is help6 ,h[ exactly to ! v %ill+ :at is ne$$ today6 ,h[ rem>kable t j n[ ?is donor 9 ,liv]pool is l$ to s5d ! ,t5 ,p\nds :i* _h be51 accord+ to 8 own words1 = "s "t 9 8 draw] = ! purpose ( s5d+ x6 ,all ?is abundantly proves ! mo/ m9ute & p>ticul> provid5ce ( ,god & ,8 read9ess to answ] ! supplications ( ,8 *ildr54--,i am n[ look+ out aga9 = supplies = tomorr[4 ,dec4 #bd4 ,la/ ev5+ came 9 f ,mrs4 ,o4 #al41 by knitt+ #as4 #aj;d41 by sale ( /ock+s #bl4 #es41 by f\r half-sov]eigns giv5 to ! matrons ( ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses1 ( :i* ?ree ( !m gave _! "p to ! funds1 #cjs1 & by sale ( tr9kets #al4 #bs4 ,?us we are suppli$ till next ,monday1 i4e4 = ,*ri/mas day 7,saturday7 & ! ,"l's day4 ,dec4 #bg4 ,monday4 ,be=e ,i 0 call$ on = fre% supplies1 ! ,"l1 9 ,8 great k9dness1 _h giv5 me ! means requisite = today4 ,on ,*ri/mas ,day 0 br\ght to me a p>cel f ,h]e=d 9 :i* ,i receiv$ f ,a4 & ,z4 #cs41 also a little box1 a silv] v9aigrette41 & half-a-cr[n4 ,ye/]day1 ,"l's ,day4 ,i receiv$ f ,k5dal #el4 #ajs4 ,also f ,/oke ,bi%op #ajs4--,?us ,i h be5 aga9 able to meet all ! exp5ses ( today4 ,dec4 #bh4 ,ye/]day came 9 by sale ( ,reports f ,ba? #bs4 #f;d41 ditto f ,/reet #as41 by ! proce$s ( an ,orphan-box f ,/reet #cs41 & anonym\sly #es4--,today ,i receiv$ by sale ( articles & /ock+s #al4 #aas4 #h;d4 ,z ?is 0 n q en\gh = ! necessities ( today1 ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses 7 op5$1 & #bl4 #as4 #j #a_/b d4 f\nd 9 !m4 ,?us we _h aga9 m ?an f\r p\nds = h\se-keep+ to day1 & are suppli$ ) all we ne$4 ,dec4 #bi4 ,ye/]day ev5+ ,i met at our usual weekly pray] meet+ ) all ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,s*ools & ,orphan-,h\ses1 to seek ! ,"l's bless+ ^u ! "w1 & ^u ! *ildr5 "u our c>e 9 p>ticul>4 ,among o!r po9ts ! /ate ( ! funds also 0 a subject = pray]1 on acc\nt ( ! great ne$ 9 e way4 ,= we ne$ money = ! s*ools1 z ,i %all n be able next week to pay to ! tea*]s 9 ! ,day ,s*ools _! usual weekly sal>y1 except means %\ld come 9 = !m4 ,! /ock ( tracts & ,bibles is also becom+ v small4 ,also = elev5 weeks ,i h sc>cely at all be5 able to s5d help to home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,?is especially we pray$ ab\t4 ,& z to ! ,orphans1 ,i _h aga9 only #i;d4 9 h& = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 :i* _h come 9 at ! meet+4 ,h[ev]1 my he>t1 by ,god's goodness1 0 at peace1 & z ,i _h n[ ) my fell[-lab\r]s be5 aga9 able to br+ all our necessities be=e ! ,"l ,i 0 look+ out = help4 ,aft] ! meet+ "o ( ! tea*]s gave me #as4 #f;d4 = ! ,orphans1 say+1 ! ,"l w give y m tomorr[ morn+4 ,?is ,i expect$ myself2 = we 7 9 ne$ = h\se-keep+ exp5ses = today1 & we _h be5 wait+ ^u ,god = means4 ,accord+ly ?is morn+1 :5 ,i _h only #bs4 #c;d4 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ f ,devon%ire #ael4 = ! ,orphans4--,h[ good is ! ,"l6 ,h[ seasonable aga9 ?is supply6 ,i _h be5 j aga9 9 pray] ab\t ! "w1 & ab\t ?is day's necessities1 & at ! v mom5t t ,i rose f my knees ?is lett] 0 giv5 to me4--,!re 0 also ano!r lett] f ,essex1 conta9+ #al4 #es4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?us ,i 0 aga9 abundantly suppli$ = ?is day1 & 0 able to put by ! re/ = r5t & ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! appr5tices1 tru/+ 9 ! ,"l = fre% supplies = tomorr[4 ,dec4 #cj4 ,:5 ?is day began1 we 7 )\t any ?+ = ! necessities ( ! day1 ?\gh ,i _h reason to believe t sev]al p\nds w\ld aga9 be requir$4 ,i 0 !re=e aga9 look+ out = fre% supplies4 ,accord+ly1 ab\t t5 o'clock ?is morn+1 a bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 :o _h come la/ ev5+ to /ay = a night 9 my h\se1 gave me #ajl41 to be us$ z x might be mo/ ne$$4 ,to be notic$ 9 connexion ) ?is donation is3 #a1 ,i _h1 n long s9ce1 receiv$ a donation f him4 #b1 ,?is bro!r _h g5]ally /at$ h[ he wi%$ 8 donations to be appropriat$1 & !y _h be5 *iefly = mission>y purposes2 b ?is "t he left x to me to use ?is money z mo/ ne$$1 & !re=e ,i c\ld take ( x :at 0 ne$$ = ! ,orphans4 #c1 ,we 7 n[ extremely poor also ) reg>d to ! funds = all ! o!r objects1 s t ,i 0 oblig$ to tell ! tea*]s ( ! ,day ,s*ools la/ ,tuesday ev5+1 #bh?1 t if no fre% supplies came 91 ,i %\ld n be able to give !m _! weekly sal>ies1 z usual1 next ,tuesday ev5+1 be+ n[ poor] 9 ?is p>ticul> ?an ,i _h be5 = ye>s4 ,h[ k9d !re=e ( ! ,"l1 n only to give me ?is money ?r\gh ?is bro!r at ?is "t1 b also to dispose 8 he>t to leave ! application ( x to me z mo/ ne$$4 ,i took half ( x = ?is day's h\sekeep+ exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & half = ! ,s*ool ,fund1 = ! weekly sal>ies ( ! tea*]s next ,tuesday4--,i also receiv$ fur!r ?is morn+ a half-sov]eign f ,droitwi*4-- ,! little t 0 left1 aft] ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses 7 met1 0 put by = r5t & ! exp5ses = ! appr5tices1 & ,i 0 aga91 )\t a p5ny1 look+ out = fre% supplies = tomorr[4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahdg4 ,! la/ day ( ano!r ye> _h n[ come4 ,great & _m _h be5 ! m]cies ( ,god to me ?is ye> 9 e way1 p>ticul>ly also 9 connexion ) ! ,orphans2 b n[ ,i _h aga9 no?+ = today1 except two %ill+s :i* are 9 "o ( ! boxes 9 my h\se4 ,i 01 h[ev]1 by ,god's grace1 able to look out = supplies = ?is la/ day ( ano!r ye> also1 be+ fully assur$ t ! ,"l w\ld n conf\nd me4 ,& ?us x has be51 accord+ to my expectation2 =1 be=e be+ call$ on = money1 ,i receiv$ #ajjl41 :i* 0 left to me to apply to any "p ( ! ,"l's s]vice :]e !re seem$ ! mo/ ne$4 ,at ! same "t ,i receiv$ #el4 = ! ,orphans f ,teignm\?4 ,( ! #ajjl4 ,i took half = ! ,orphans & half = ! o!r objects4 ,x 0 inde$ a moat seasonable help6 ,i am ?us able to meet all ! exp5ses = h\se-keep+ = today1 all ! pres5t exp5ses connect$ ) ! appr5tices1 & am able to give #afl4 to eight ( ! si/]s :o lab\r 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 = _! own p]sonal necessities4 ,h[ good is ! ,"l6 ,h[ c ,i suffici5tly praise ,him = ?is seasonable help6 --,ev5+4 ,receiv$ /ill fur!r #cs41 & f ,banbury #ags41 & ! proce$s ( an ,orphan-box1 be+ #al4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,?us ! ye> closes 9 bless+ & "u ! manife/ help ( ,god4 ,jan4 #a1 #ahdh4 ,z ! old ye> end$1 s ! new beg9s4 ,e>ly ?is morn+ 0 s5t to me #al4 #abs4 #j;d41 be+ ! proce$s ( an ,orphan-box4--,a little lat] ,i receiv$ f ,worce/] #al41 & f ,scotl& #cl4 ,jan4 #f4 ,on ! second & ?ree foll[+ days came 9 _m p\nds m2 b ?\gh s mu* _h be5 receiv$ dur+ ! la/ sev5 days1 ,i s5t aga9 today ! la/ money to ! ,orphan-,h\ses = h\se-keep+1 z our exp5ses h be5 exce$+ly heavy dur+ ! la/ few days2 & ,i am !re=e aga9 p5niless ) reg>d to ! necessities ( tomorr[4 -- ,ev5+4 ,! ,"l has be5 aga9 exce$+ly k9d1 & has aga9 help$ 9 ,8 fai?ful love4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ a *eck = #abjl41 ( :i* #bjl4 is int5d$ by ! donor = mission>y purposes1 & ! o!r #ajjl4 is left to my disposal1 ei!r = ! ,orphans or ! o!r "p ( ! "w4 ,i took !re=e #gjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #cjl4 = ! ,day ,s*ools1 & ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts4 ,i receiv$ likewise f ,d4,d4 #el4 ,jan4 #be4 ,besides ! sev5ty-five p\nds t _h come 9 on ! #f?1 ! sum ( #ecl4 #ahs4 #j #a_/d d4 m came 9 up to ?is day4--,n[1 aft] hav+ paid ?is ev5+ = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses = "o week 9 advance1 all ! money 9 my h&s = ! ,orphans is aga9 gone2 yet1 by ! ,"l's goodness1 we h our /ores pretty well suppli$1 & besides ?is ! matrons h ! curr5t h\se-keep+ exp5ses = "o week 9 h&4 ,may ! ,"l 9 ,8 fai?ful love s5d fre% supplies = ! com+ week6 ,jan4 #bg4 ,?is aft]noon :5 !re 0 no?+ 9 h&1 #a receiv$ f ,gu]nsey #bl4 ,jan4 #bh1 ,receiv$ f ,plym\? #el4 ,also #es4 #f;d4 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,exet]1 & #bs4 besides4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,nott+ham #es4 ,jan4 #cj4 ,by pr(its f ! sale ( ladies' baskets #bs4 ,jan4 #ca4 ,"o ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! "w gave #ajl41 & a bro!r on 8 way to ,irel& #al4 ,feb4 #a4 ,by sale ( articles & /ock+s #cl4 #ais4 #g #a_/b d41 anonym\sly #b;d41 f si/] ,f4 #ajs41 proce$s ( an ,orphan-box #abs4 #f #c_/d d41 by sale ( /ock+s #hs4 #e;d41 & by ! boxes at ! ,orphan-,h\ses #afs4 #i;d4--,:5 ,i w5t ?is ev5+ to ! ,orphan-,h\ses = our usual pray] meet+ on ,tuesday ev5+s1 ,i f\nd t altoge!r s9ce la/ ,tuesday ev5+ #bel4 #bs4 #j #a_/b d4 _h come 92 b z !re _h be5 _m extra exp5ses to meet dur+ ! week1 !re 0 only actually 9 h& #hl4 #hs4 #d #a_/d d4 ,( ?is ,i gave to ea* ( ! matrons #bl4 #bs4 #a;d1 be+ only a "p ( :at w\ld be ne$$ dur+ ! week1 & _h !n "o f>?+ left1 l ! h&ful ( meal 9 ! b>rel4 ,feb4 #b4 ,?is morn+ on my usual walk be=e breakfa/ ,i felt myself l$ out ( my usual track1 into a direction 9 :i* ,i _h n gone = "s mon?s4 ,9 /epp+ ov] a /ile ,i said to myself3 ,p]haps ,god has a reason ev5 9 ?is4 ,ab\t five m9utes aft]w>ds ,i met a ,*ri/ian g5tleman :o gave me two sov]eigns = ! ,orphans1 & !n ,i knew ! reason1 :y ,i _h be5 l$ ?is way4 ,?us ! f>?+ :i* rema9$ la/ ev5+ has be5 already multipli$4--,ev5+4 ,?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f a bro!r #al4 #as41 also a lett] f ,portsea conta9+ #al4 #ajs4 ,! lett] f ,portsea conta9$ ^! words3 ,please accept x z ano!r tok5 ( ! ,"l's wat*ful c>e = y & y\rs4 ,h[ true6 ,h[ exemplifi$ 9 ?is v donation at ?is "t6 ,feb4 #c4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ by ! fir/ deliv]y ?ree lett]s1 ea* conta9+ fur!r supplies4 ,! fir/1 f ,%]borne1 enclos$ a po/-(fice ord] = #al4 #aes41 ( :i* #al4 is = mission>y purposes1 & #aes4 = ! ,orphans4 ,! second1 f ,york%ire1 conta9$ two half ,five ,p\nd ,notes1 :i* #ajl4 is left to my disposal1 yet x is reque/$ t a "p ( x %\ld g to ! de/itute ,iri%4 ,i put !re=e #el4 to ! relief ( ! ,iri%1 & #el4 to ! ,orphan ,fund4 ,! ?ird lett]1 f ,m>lbor\gh1 conta9$ #al4 = ! ,orphans4--,?us ,i h n[ all t is ne$$ 9 ! way ( h\se-keep+ money = ! rema9d] ( ?is week2 b ,i am n[ wait+ ^u ,god = ab\t #bel4 to provide ea* ( ! #cb ,orphan ,boys above sev5 ye>s old ) a new suit ( clo!s4 ,! read] might say1 ,y are cont9ually 9 ne$4 ,no soon] is ! "o dem& met1 ?an ano!r comes4 ,d y n f9d x a try+ life1 & are y n tir$ ( x8 ,my reply is1 ,x is true ,i am m or less cont9ually 9 ne$ 9 connexion ) ?is "w4 ,& if ,i 7 to tell out all my he>t to ! read] conc]n+ x1 he w\ld h /ill m reason to say t ,i am cont9ually 9 ne$4 ,= :at ,i h "h writt5 is almo/ exclusively ab\t ! way 9 :i* ,god has be5 pleas$ to supply me ) money = c>ry+ on ! "w2 b ,i d delib]ately /ate t ?is1 mu* z x might appe> to "o or ! o!r1 is by no means ! *ief ?+ t ,i /& 9 ne$ ( f day to day4 ,i w j h9t at a few o!r ?+s4 ,sickness among ! *ildr51 v difficult & t$i\s cases1 9 :i*1 not)/&+ all ! means :i* are us$ mon? aft] mon?1 yea ye> aft] ye>1 ! *ildr5 rema9 ill4 ,no?+ rema9s b ei!r to keep !m1 or to s5d !m to ! ,p>i% ,union to :i* !y belong1 z !y h no relatives able to provide = !m4 ,! v fact ( hav+ c>$ = !m & wat*$ ov] !m = ye>s1 only ende>s !m ! m to u1 & w\ld make x ! m try+ to s5d !m back to _! p>i%4 ,?is is a ne$ :i* br+s me to ,god4 ,"h is pray] requir$1 n only = means :i* su* sick *ildr5 call =1 b = guidance & wisdom f on ,high4--,sometimes *ildr5 are to be plac$ out z s]vants or appr5tices4 ,a suitable place is ne$$1 or else !y _h bett] rema9 "u our c>e4 ,! obta9+ ( ?is suitable place is a ne$ inde$4 ,x is m difficult to be obta9$ ?an money4 ,sometimes = _m weeks h ,i _h to wait ^u ,god1 to h ?is ne$ suppli$2 b ,he has always at la/ help$4--,sometimes great has be5 my ne$ ( wisdom & guidance 9 ord] to "k h[ c]ta9 *ildr5 ought to be treat$ "u p>ticul> circum/ances2 & especially h[ to behave t[>ds c]ta9 appr5tices or s]vants :o 7 =m]ly 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,a ne$ 9 ?is respect is no small ?+2 ?\gh ,i h f\nd t 9 ?is & 9 all o!r matt]s conc]n+ :i* ,i 0 9 ne$1 ,i h be5 help$1 provid$ ,i 0 inde$ able to wait pati5tly ^u ,god4 ,t ^w1 godl9ess is pr(itable unto all ?+s1 hav+ promise ( ! life t n[ is1 & ( t :i* is to come 7#a ,tim4 iv4 #h71 ,i h 9 times almo/ )\t numb] f\nd to be true 9 my own exp]i5ce4 -- ,fur!r1 :5 "o or ! o!r ( ! lab\r]s ne$$ to leave ! "w on acc\nt ( heal?1 or = o!r reasons1 ,i h be5 at su* times 9 f> great] ne$ ?an :5 ,i requir$ money = ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution4 ,i c\ld only h su* ne$ suppli$ by wait+ ^u ,god4 ,i c\ld d no?+ b speak to my heav5ly ,fa!r ab\t ?is matt]1 & ,he has always help$4 ,"o ( ! greate/ difficulties connect$ ) ?is "w is1 to obta9 suitable ,godly p]sons = x4 ,s _m ?+s are to be tak5 into ! acc\nt4 ,suitable age1 heal?1 gift1 exp]i5ce1 love = *ildr51 true godl9ess1 a ready m9d to s]ve ,god 9 ! "w & n !mselves1 a ready m9d to be> ) ! _m trials & difficulties connect$ ) x1 a manife/ purpose to lab\r n = ! sake ( ! remun]ation1 b to s]ve ,god 9 _! "w2 surely1 to obta9 ,godly p]sons1 9 :om ^! qualifications1 ev5 9 "s measure1 are f\nd comb9$1 is n an easy matt]4 ,n t any "o w suppose me to mean t ,i am look+ out = p]fect fell[-lab\r]s4 ,n t any "o w suppose t my fell[-lab\r]s are ref]r$ to by rue1 z if !y 7 )\t weaknesses1 defici5cies1 & fail+s4 ,i am myself f>1 v f> f be+ )\t weaknesses1 defici5cies1 & fail+s4 ,moreov]1 ,i nev] expect to f9d fell[-lab\r]s = ?is "w :o h n _! weaknesses2 b ?is ,i d mean to say1 t ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s is ( t "*1 &1 by ,god's grace1 is really c>ri$ on ) su* a true purpose to s]ve ,god !reby 7h[ev] mu* ,i & my fell[-lab\r]s may fail71 t x is ) me a matt] ( deep mom5t to f9d truly suitable individuals = x1 9 :om1 z mu* z possible1 ! above qualifications %\ld be f\nd unit$4 ,&1 h[ev] mu* !re may be want+1 ?is is m & m my aim1 t ,i may obta9 su* help]s2 & h5ce x c be easily p]ceiv$ b[ great my ne$ mu/ be aga9 & aga9 on ?is v acc\nt4 ,i d "h especially advise1 t if any %\ld apply 9 future = situations 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 !y w\ld keep ^! rem>ks be=e !m2 =1 by ,god's grace1 x is my purpose nev] to give to any p]sons a situation 9 connexion ) ! ,in/itution1 if !y are n suitable = x accord+ to ! light :i* ,god gives me4--,fur!r1 t ! lab\r]s "w happily toge!r among !mselves1 & t ,i g on happily 9 s]vice ) !m2 t ,i be _! s]vant1 on ! "o h&1 & yet1 on ! o!r1 ma9ta9 ! place :i* ,god has giv5 me 9 ?is "w2 surely1 if any "o c>efully looks at ?is1 he w at once see1 t !re is a difficulty & a ne$ f> great] ?an any t is connect$ ) money4 ,oh1 h[ ^! matt]s lead "o to call ^u ,god6 ,h[ !y cont9ually make "o s5sible ( "o's ne$6 ,truly1 ,i am 9 ne$1 9 cont9ual ne$4 ,_m m po9ts might be ref]r$ to 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 9 :i* ,i am m or less cont9ually 9 ne$2 b ,i w only m5tion "o x is n[ _m ye>s s9ce ,i h made my boa/ 9 ! liv+ ,god 9 s public a mann] by my publications4 ,on ?is acc\nt ,satan unque/ionably is wait+ = my halt+1 &1 if left to myself1 ,i %\ld fall a prey to him4 ,pride1 unbelief1 or o!r s9s w\ld be my ru91 & lead me to br+ a mo/ awful disgrace ^u ! "n ( ,jesus4 ,"h is !n a ne$1 a great ne$4 ,i d feel myself 9 ne$1 9 great ne$1 ev5 to be upheld by ,god2 = ,i _c /& = a mom5t1 if left to myself4 ,oh1 t none ( my de> read]s might admire me1 & be a/oni%$ at my fai?1 & ?9k ( me z if ,i 7 beyond unbelief6 ,oh1 t none ( my de> read]s might ?9k1 t ,i c\ld n be puff$ up by pride1 or 9 o!r respects mo/ awfully di%on\r ,god1 & ?us at la/1 ?\gh ,god has us$ me 9 bless+ hi!rto to s _m1 become a beacon to ! *ur* ( ,*ri/6 ,no1 ,i am z weak z ev]1 & ne$ z mu* z ev] to be upheld z to fai?1 & e o!r grace4 ,i am !re=e 9 ne$1 9 great ne$2 & !re=e help me1 de> ,*ri/ian read]1 ) y\r pray]s4 ,i all[1 !n1 moat fully t ,i am 9 cont9ual ne$4 ,?is is ! case ) reg>d to money matt]s1 because ! "w is n[ s l>ge4 ,a few hundr$ p\nds g b a little way4 ,!re h be5 (t5 weeks1 :5 my dem&s h be5 sev]al hundr$ p\nds a week1 & x c !re=e easily be suppos$ t ev5 if l>ge donations come 91 !y d n la/ long4 ,b :il/ ,i all[ ?is1 ,i desire t ! ,*ri/ian read] may keep 9 m9d t !re are o!r necessities1 & ev5 great] ones ?an ^? connect$ ) money4--,%\ld1 h[ev]1 ! read] say t he ?9ks ,i mu/ f9d ?is a v try+ life1 & t ,i mu/ be tir$ ( x1 ,i beg to /ate1 t he is entirely mi/ak54 ,i d n f9d ! life 9 connexion ) ?is "w a try+ life1 b a v happy "o4 ,x is impossible to describe ! abundance ( peace & heav5ly joy t (t5 has fl[$ into my s\l by means ( ! fre% answ]s :i* ,i h obta9$ f ,god1 aft] wait+ ^u ,him = help & bless+2 & ! long] ,i h _h to wait ^u ,him1 or ! great] my ne$ 01 ! great] ! enjoym5t :5 at la/ ! answ] came1 :i* has (t5 be5 9 a v rem>kable way1 9 ord] to make ! h& ( ,god ! m manife/4 ,i !re=e solemnly decl>e t ,i d n f9d ?is life a try+ life1 b a v happy "o1 & ,i am consequ5tly n 9 ! lea/ tir$ ( x4 ,/raits & difficulties ,i expect$ f ! v beg9n+4 ,be=e ,i began ?is s]vice ,i expect$ !m2 nay1 ! *ief object ( x 01 t ! *ur* at l>ge might be /r5g!n$ 9 fai?1 & be l$ m simply1 habitually1 & unres]v$ly to tru/ 9 ! liv+ ,god1 by see+ ,8 h& /ret*$ out 9 nay behalf 9 ! h\r ( ne$4 ,i did1 !re=e1 expect trials1 great trials & /raits2 b *e]fully1 = ! glory ( ,god1 & ! pr(it ( ,god's de> *ildr51 did ,i desire to pass ?r\gh !m1 if only ! sa9ts might be b5efit$ by ! deal+s ( ,god ) me4 ,! long] ,i g on 9 ?is s]vice1 ! great] ! trials ( "o k9d or ano!r become2 b1 at ! same "t1 ! happi] ,i am 9 ?is my s]vice1 & ! m assur$1 t ,i am engag$ z ! ,"l w\ld h me to be4 ,h[ !n c\ld ,i be tir$ ( c>ry+ on ! "w ( ,god on su* pr9ciples z ,i d8 ,i n[ return to ! extracts f my j\rnal4 ,feb4 #d1 #ahdh4 ,ye/]day came 9 /ill fur!r3 f ,norwi* #al4 & f ,devon%ire #al4 ,feb4 ,s4 ,f a bro!r at ,h]e=d #el4--,feb4 #e4 ,f ,fri5ds to ,orphans #bl41 & f ,d4,d4 #abs #b #a_/b d4--,feb4 #e4 ,by sale ( articles #bl4 #fs4 #d;d4 ,ev5+4 ,s9ce ?is day week1 :5 ,i _h only "o f>?+ left1 ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to s5d 9 = ! ,orphans #bcl4 #afs4 #h #a_/b d2 b z ,i h _h to pay away m ?an #ajl41 besides mak+ up ! rema9d] ( :at 0 ne$$ = h\se-keep+ exp5ses = ! pa/ week1 !re 0 only #fl4 #ajs4 #aj #c_/d d4 = ! exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 :il/ ne>ly ?ree times z mu* 0 requir$ by ! f\r matrons4 ,i divid$ ?is little1 h[ev]1 among !m1 9 ! full assurance1 t1 by ! "t x 0 consum$1 ! ,"l w\ld s5d m4 ,feb4 #i4 ,today only #bs4 #d;d4 has come 94 ,we are suppli$ = ! pres5t mom5t1 & %all h en\gh till tomorr[ ev5+ = h\se-keep+ exp5ses2 b !re is ab\t #bel4 ne$$ = boys' clo!s1 & ,i greatly desire to give "s money to ! si/]s :o lab\r 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,feb4 #aj4 ,?is morn+ 0 giv5 to me ! sum ( ,"o ,hundr$ ,p\nds1 :i* be+ left entirely to my disposal1 ,i took ( x #ejl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ejl4 = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,tract--& ,mission>y ,fund4--,! ,"l be prais$ = ?is mo/ seasonable help6 ,i am ?us help$ = ! pres5t = all ! v>i\s p>ts ( ! "w1 & h especially two preci\s answ]s to my pray]s conc]n+ ! ,orphan "w1 9 t ,i am able to get a new suit ( clo!s = all ! boys1 & to give "s money to ! si/]s1 :o lab\r 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 = _! own p]sonal necessities4 ,f ,feb4 #aj? to #bbnd came 9 #bal4 #js4 #a #a_/b d4 m4 ,feb4 #be4 ,all money 0 n[ aga9 exp5d$4 ,?is aft]noon ,i _h paid away ! la/4 ,ab\t an h\r aft]1 ,i receiv$ f a bro!r ! cont5ts ( 8 ,orphan-box1 be+ #bs4 #f;d4 & a gold wat*-key4 ,9 ! ev5+ 0 giv5 to me #ajl41 be+ ! half-ye>ly pr(its aris+ f %>es 9 a c]ta9 company4 ,h[ k9d ( ! ,"l ?us to help aga9 s soon6 ,z soon z ! la/ money 0 disburs$1 ,he s5t m4 ,feb4 #bi4 #dl4 #ahs4 #j;d4 m has come 9 s9ce ! #be?4 ,?is ev5+ ,i paid away = h\se-keep+ all ! money ,i _h1 be+ #abl4 #ajs4 #g;d41 & return$ home ) an empty purse1 tru/+ 9 ! ,"l to give me aga9 fre% supplies4 ,i %all %ortly ne$ aga9 _m p\nds4 ,m>* #a4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ anonym\sly by po/ f ,p4 ,l4 ,a4 t5 %ill+s4 ,ev5+4 ,?is aft]noon a *eck = #bel4 0 left at my h\se = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4--,?us we are aga9 suppli$ = a week = :at we ne$ = h\se-keep+1 c4 ,oh1 h[ good x is to dep5d on ! fai?ful love ( our heav5ly ,fa!r1 :o nev] =sakes ,8 *ildr5 :o put _! tru/ 9 ,him6 ,m>* #ag4 ,s9ce ! fir/ ( ?is mon? !re has come 91 besides ! #bel4 giv5 on ! #a/1 altoge!r #cfl4 #js4 #c #a_/b d4 ,n[ today all means 7 aga9 gone1 :5 a bro!r 9 ! ,"l f ,gl\ce/]%ire call$ at ! ,orphan-,h\ses & b\ght "s tracts & an ,improv$ ,r5d]+ = #bs4 #f;d41 & gave #ags4 #f;d4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?is aft]noon came 9 fur!r1 by sale ( articles1 #bl4 #abs4 #i;d4 ,m>* #ah4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f ,*elsea #dl41 f ,tewkesbury #aj;d41 & ?is ev5+ f ,d4 ,d4 #es4 #b;d41 & by sale ( articles #es4 ,!re 0 also #al4 left anonym\sly at my h\se4--,?us we are aga9 suppli$ = #b or #c days4 ,m>* #ba4 ,tuesday4 ,z dur+ ! la/ ?ree days only #al4 #aes4 _h come 91 ,i _h only #bl4 ?is ev5+ t[>ds ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week2 b f9d+ t "o ( ! tea*]s _h #el4 9 h& = knitt+ & ne$lework1 done by ! *ildr51 ,i add$ ?is to ! #bl41 & we are ?us suppli$ = #b or #c days ) provisions4 ,m>* #bc4 ,ev5+4 ,:5 !re 0 n[ aga9 no money at all 9 h&1 & :5 ,i _h ! prospect ( ne$+ fre% supplies tomorr[ or ! day aft]1 a bro!r f ,switz]l& arriv$ at my h\se1 :o br\ght me #dl41 :i* "s bre?r5 at ,vevey1 9 ,switz]l&1 _h contribut$ t[>ds ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,he also 0 ! be>] ( #aes4 f ,london4 ,:at a v>iety ( ways ! ,"l uses to supply our ne$6 ,h[ rem>kable t ^! ,swiss bre?r51 :o are j n[ 9 s mu* trial1 %\ld be l$ to s5d help t[>ds ?is "w6 ,a few m9utes1 aft] ,i _h receiv$ ?is #dl4 #aes1 !re came also to h& a lett] f ,/af=d1 conta9+ #dl41 ( :i* ! donor wi%$ me to take "o-half = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = my own p]sonal exp5ses4 ,m>* #bd4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f ! ,swiss bro!r1 :o _h arriv$ ye/]day aft]noon1 #ah francs1 be+ a donation f ! pupils ( a bo>d+ s*ool 9 ,switz]l&1 & #aj francs f a ,g]man bro!r4--,also f ,norwi* #acs4 #h;d4 & #bs4 #d;d4 ,m>* #be4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f ,o4 ,w4 a lett] ) #bjl41 :i* ! donor wi%$ me to apply to ! help ( ^? lab\r+ 9 ! ,gospel1 & to ! ,orphans1 if 9 pres5t ne$4 ,i took half ( ?is = "t ,orphans1 & half = ,home & ,=eign lab\r]s4 ,we are ?us suppli$ = ! ,orphans = ab\t ?ree days4 ,m>* #bh4 ,on ! #bf? came 9 anonym\sly #cs41 ditto #ajs41 ditto #bs4 #f;d41 ditto #as4 #aj;d42 & #bl4 #gs4 besides4 ,?is ev5+ ,i _h aga9 to give to ! matrons fre% supplies = ! com+ week1 t[>ds :i* ,i _h only a few p\nds1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ #bjl4 f a di/ance ( ab\t #bjj miles4 ,betwe5 ,m>* #bh? & ,april #ab? ,i receiv$1 besides ! #bjl4 ref]r$ to1 #bdl4 #js4 #g;d4 ,april #ac4 ,?ursday4 ,on ,tuesday ev5+ ,i _h giv5 out = h\se-keep+ all ! money 9 h&1 be+ #aal4 ,?is 0 en\gh = ?ree or f\r days4 ,?is morn+ ,i 0 n[ look+ out = m1 hav+ reque/$ ! ,"l to look ^u our necessities2 = tomorr[1 or at ! late/ ! day aft] tomorr[1 fre% supplies w be ne$$4 ,n[ ?9k1 my de> read]1 ( ! ,"l's goodness1 :5 ,i tell y t ?is v morn+ ,i receiv$ #ijl4 = ! ,"l's "w 9 my h&s1 ! disposal ( :i* sum 0 entirely left ) me4 ,i took ( ?is sum #djl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ejl4 = ! ,s*ool-1 ,bible-1 ,mission>y-& ,tract ,fund4 ,april #bf4 ,only #ahl4 #ais4 #h #a_/b d4 _h come 9 s9ce ! #ac?4 ,z ! income dur+ ^! ?irte5 days _h be5 s small1 our means 7 aga9 r$uc$ to #afs41 aft] ,i _h suppli$ ! day be=e ye/]day ! means = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses = ?is week4 ,today ,i receiv$ in=mation1 t to a si/] 9 ,switz]l& _h be5 giv5 ,fifty ,francs = ! ,orphans4 ,?us ! ,"l is 9 e way %[+ t ,he is m9dful ( u4 ,april #bi4 ,saturday4 ,! exp5ses ( today1 9 addition to ^? = h\se-keep+1 :i* _h be5 met la/ ,tuesday ev5+ = a :ole week 9 advance1 r$uc$ our little /ock ( means to only a few %ill+s4 ,9 addition to ?is1 ,tuesday is approa*+1 :5 aga9 ab\t #bjl4 w be ne$$4 ,& n[ see1 de> read]1 h[ seasonably ! ,"l help$ u aga91 & t f mo/ unexpect$ qu>t]s4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ ,"o ,hundr$ ,p\nds f a bro!r1 :o is himself dep5d+ ^u ,god = daily supplies :il/ lab\r+ 9 ^w & doctr9e1 b :o has lately come into ! possession ( ?is sum1 & :o does n ?9k x "r to lay up treasure ^u e>?4 ,( ?is #ajjl4 he wi%es me to take #ajl4 = my own p]sonal necessities1 to give to bro!r ,craik #ajl41 & to take #hjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,( ?is #hjl4 ! sum ( #ejl4 has be5 put to ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #cjl4 has be5 tak5 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 -- ,b ?is 0 n all4 ,!re 0 paid to me today ! legacy ( #ail4 #ais4 left to me = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans by ! late ,mrs4 ,b41 an individual :om ,i d n rememb] ev] to h se5 9 my life1 & :om ,i only "k by "n4 ,obs]ve ?is p>ticul> provid5ce6 ,at a "t ( ne$1 ( great ne$ ( means1 ?is legacy comes 94 ,! w may h be5 made ye>s ago1 & ! te/ator has be5 dead sev]al mon?s2 b j at ?is "t1 :5 n only ! #bjl4 are ne$$ next ,tuesday = h\se-keep+1 b o!r exp5ses ( ab\t #cjl4 m are to be met 9 a few days1 ?is legacy comes 94--,today also ,i h receiv$ besides1 #ajl4 f ,wilt%ire1 #al4 #ds4 f ,cumb]l&1 #ajs4 f ,birm+ham1 & #al4 f a donor 9 ,bri/ol4 ,?us 9 "o day1 9 a "t ( great ne$1 #fbl4 #acs4 has come 91 besides #ejl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,may #aa4 #ajl4 #bs4 has come 9 s9ce ,april #bi?4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f a lady at a consid]able di/ance #afl41 & f ,w&swor? #el4 ,^! two donations came 9 especially 9 answ] to pray]1 n s mu* = imm$iate ne$ z x reg>ds h\se-keep+1 b on acc\nt ( o!r heavy exp5ses :i* are %ortly to be met4 ,i h also repeat$ly ask$ ! ,"l ( late1 if x may please ,him to s5d 9 consid]able means1 be=e ! acc\nts are clos$ on ! #bf?1 s t !re might n be ev5 ! appe>ance1 z if ,i wrote ano!r ,report1 because ,i c\ld get on no long] )\t x4 ,may #bf1 #ahdh4 ,on ?is day ! acc\nts 7 clos$4 ,! total sum :i* has come 9 f ! #ab? to ?is day1 is #djl1 #cs4 #g;d4 ,?us ! ,"l closes ?is p]iod "u ,8 manife/ help6 ,i h be5 able to meet all ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! support ( ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses dur+ ! la/ two ye>s1 am\nt+ to #c1bbhl4 #es4 #aa;d41 owe no "o any?+1 & h on ?is #bf? ( ,may1 #ahdh1 #al4 #ajs4 #c #c_/d d4 left 9 h&4 ,fur!r ,acc\nt ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdh4 ,^?1 :o h read ! =m] *apt] on ?is subject1 w rememb]1 h[ ,i 0 oblig$ to ?9k ( build+ an ,orphan-,h\se1 & h[1 :5 once l$ to ?is1 ,i felt myself also l$ to build x l>ge en\gh = ,?ree ,hundr$ ,orphans2 & h[ ! ,"l1 9 ,8 great k9dness1 mo/ manife/ly 9 answ] to pray]1 gave me a field ( ab\t sev5 acres = ! purpose2 & h[1 by v>i\s donations1 #b1gajl4 #cs4 #e #a_/b d4 _h be5 already receiv$ on ,may #bf1 #ahdh4 ,i %all n[ give a fur!r acc\nt ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) me1 conc]n+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 yet s1 t1 = ! sake ( brevity1 only a few ( ! donations w be ref]r$ to1 & *iefly ^? :i* seem m p>ticul>ly to m>k ! f+] ( ,god4 ,july #d1 #ahdf4 ,= ab\t ?ree mon?s my fai? & pati5ce h be5 exce$+ly tri$ ab\t ! field1 :i* ,i h pur*as$ = ! build+ ( ! ,orphan-,h\se1 z ! greate/ difficulties arose ab\t my possess+ ! l& aft] all2 b1 by ,god's grace1 my he>t 0 kept 9 peace1 be+ fully assur$1 t1 if ! ,"l 7 to take ?is piece ( l& f me1 x w\ld be only = ! purpose ( giv+ me a /ill bett] "o2 = our ,heav5ly ,fa!r nev] takes any e>?ly ?+ f ,8 *ildr5 except ,he means to give !m some?+ bett] in/ead4 ,b 9 ! mid/ ( all ?is great trial ( fai?1 ,i c\ld n b ?9k1 judg+ f ! way 9 :i* ,god s manife/ly _h giv5 me ?is piece ( l&1 t ! difficulties 7 only all[$ = ! trial ( my fai? & pati5ce4 ,& ?us x 04 ,la/ ev5+ ,i receiv$ a lett] by :i* all ! difficulties 7 remov$1 & n[1 ) ! bless+ ( ,god1 9 a few days ! conveyance w be made out4 ,july #f4 ,! reason :y1 = sev]al mon?s1 !re _h come 9 s little = ! ,build+ ,fund1 appe>$ to me ?is1 t we did n ne$ ! money at pres5t2 & t1 :5 x 0 ne$$1 & :5 my fai? & pati5ce _h be5 suffici5tly tri$1 ! ,"l w\ld s5d m means4 ,& ?us x has prov$2 = today 0 giv5 to me ! sum ( ,two ,?\s& & ,fifty ,p\nds1 ( :i* ,two ,?\s& ,p\nds is = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ,fifty ,p\nds = pres5t necessities1 ( :i* latt] sum ,i took "o half = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1,tract-- & ,mission>y ,fund4 ,?is is ! l>ge/ donation ,i h yet _h at "o "t = ! "w2 b ,i expect /ill l>g] ones1 9 ord] t m & m x may be manife/ to ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 t !re is no happi]1 no easi]1 & no bett] way = ! obta9+ ( pecuni>y means or any?+ else 9 connexion ) ! "w ( ,god1 ?an to deal directly ) ! ,"l ,himself4 ,x is impossible to describe my joy 9 ,god :5 ,i receiv$ ?is donation4 ,i 0 nei!r excit$ nor surpris$2 = ,i look out = answ]s to my pray]s4 ,i believe t ,god he>s me4 ,yet my he>t 0 s full ( joy1 t ,i c\ld only sit be=e ,god1 & admire him1 l ,david 9 #b ,samuel vii4 ,at la/ ,i ca/ myself flat d[n ^u my face1 & bur/ =? 9 ?anksgiv+ to ,god1 & 9 surr5d]+ my he>t afre% to ,him = ,8 bless$ s]vice4 ,!re came 9 /ill fur!r today #bs4 #f;d4 ,july #aj4 ,receiv$ #abjl41 ( :i* #ajjl4 is int5d$ by ! donor = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #bjl4 = pres5t use 9 ! "w1 z mo/ ne$$4 ,i took ( ?is #bjl4 "o half = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ! o!r objects ( ! ,in/itution4 ,july #aa4 ,by sale ( articles1 giv5 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 came 9 #es4 #f;d4 ,july #ae4 ,f a si/] 9 ! ,"l #al41 f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman #el41 f a si/] #cs41 & f ano!r si/] an old silv] p5cil case & #bs4 ,july #ag4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,ox=d #al4 ,july #ba4 ,?is morn+ a g5tleman f ,devon%ire1 on 8 way to ,london1 call$ on me4 ,:5 he came ,i 0 9 pray]1 hav+1 among o!r matt]s1 br\ght also be=e ! ,"l ! foll[+ po9ts3 #a1 ,i _h be5 ask+ ,him = "s supplies = my own temporal necessities1 be+ 9 ne$4 #b1 #a _h ask$ ,him = m means = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & bes\ght ,him to ha/5 ! matt]1 on acc\nt ( ! inhabitants 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 on acc\nt ( ! welf>e ( ! *ildr5 & ^? :o h ! ov]sight ( !m 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 & la/ly1 t ,i might be able to admit m ,orphans1 ! numb] ( applications be+ s great4 #c1 ,i _h also ask$ ! ,"l = means = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 z ! outgo+s are s great4 #d1 ,i _h ask$ = means = ! o!r objects4 -- ,:5 ,i saw ?is g5tleman f ,devon%ire1 he gave me #bjl41 ( :i* #ajl4 is to be us$ = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #el4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 #bl4 = bro!r ,craik & myself1 & ! rema9+ #cl4 7 left to my disposal1 :i* ,i appli$ to ! o!r objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,?us ,i receiv$1 at ! v mom5t t ,i _h be5 ask+ ,god1 ,,f\r answ]s to my pray]s4 ,sept4 #g ,f a fri5d1 :o has _m times help$ ! ,orphans almo/ f ! comm5cem5t1 ,i receiv$ #ejl4 ,sept4 #i4 ,let pati5ce h h] p]fect "w1 c41 mu/ be /ill my motto conc]n+ ?is s]vice4 ,our position 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 :]e ! ,orphan-,h\ses are n[1 rema9s z x 02 ,i also see m & m ! desirabl5ess ( comm5c+ ! build+ soon1 bo? on acc\nt ( ! ,orphans1 & _! tea*]s & ov]se]s2 p>ticul>ly also1 because s v _m applications are made = ! admission ( v de/itute ,orphans1 & ,i am unable at pres5t1 to receive all :o are appli$ =2 & yet ! ,"l is delay+ to s5d ! full am\nt ( means requir$4 ,i am also ask$1 :5 ! ,build+ is likely to comm5ce1 & c only answ]1 ,i d n "k4 ,n[ ?is morn+ ,i _h aga91 aft] family pray]1 my usual season = pray] ab\t ?is "w1 :5 ,i br\ght all ^! matt]s 9 simplicity be=e ! ,"l4 ,imm$iately1 aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 ! foll[+ lett] 0 h&$ to me1 conta9+ #fjl4 99 99 99 991 ,sept4 #h1 #ahdf4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 ,i s5d ,sixty ,p\nds out ( ! abundance :i* ! ,"l has giv5 to me1 & ( :i* x seems to me t ,he has ne$ 9 ! "w y are engag$4 ,if y ?9k prop]1 w\ld y k9dly take #bel4 = ! ,build+ ,fund ( ! ,orphan ,asylum1 #bel4 = mission>y lab\r]s1 #el4 = ! pres5t use ( ! ,orphans1 & #el4 = y\r own purse2 & may our good ,"l bless y\r lab\rs ( love1 & give ! increase a hundr$ fold4 ,y\r unwor?y bro!r1 99 99 99 99 ,?us ! ,"l enc\rages me1 day by day1 to cont9ue to wait on ,him4 ,8 "t is n yet come2 b1 :5 x is1 all t is ne$$ w be giv54 ,by ,god's grace my fai? is un%ak54 ,i am z c]ta9 t ,i %all h e %ill+ ne$$ = ! "w1 z if ,i _h ! money already 9 actual possession2 & ,i am z c]ta9 t ?is h\se ( m]cy w be built1 z if x 7 already /&+ be=e me4 ,oct4 #ah4 ,today ! ,"l has mu* refre%$ my he>t by s5d+ f ,b4 ,b4 #es41 f a "y si/] #bs4 #f;d41 & ?r\gh an ord] on a ,bri/ol ,bank #abjl4 ,oct4 #ai4 ,:ile ,i 0 ?is morn+ 9 ! v act ( prais+ ! ,"l = ,8 goodness1 9 giv+ me ye/]day ! above m5tion$ donations1 & :il/ ,i 0 aga9 br++ my argum5ts be=e ,him1 :y ,he w\ld be pleas$ soon to give me ! :ole sum :i* is requisite1 ,i receiv$ an ord] = #bjjl41 :i* 0 d\bly preci\s1 because x 0 accompani$ by an affectionate & enc\rag+ lett]4 ,oct4 #bi4 ,?is morn+ ,i _h be5 aga9 br++ ! ease ( ! ,build+ be=e ! ,"l 9 pray]1 entreat+ ,him to ha/5 ! matt]1 if x might be1 :51 ! v in/ant ,i rose f my knees1 !re 0 h&$ to me a lett] ) an ord] = #cjjl4--,ab\t an h\r aft]1 ,i receiv$ f a si/] 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,wotton-"u-,edge #ajs4 #f;d4--,f ,sa9ts 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,k+sbridge #al4 #es4-- ,f a si/] an old silv] ?imble4 ,nov4 #ad4 ,by sale ( articles #abs4--,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ a small morocco case1 conta9+ a gold *a91 a pair ( gold e>-r+s1 & a gold broo* 7be+ a set71 ) ! foll[+ lett] enclos$3 ,belov$ ,bro!r 9 ,jesus1 ,! cont5ts ( ! accompany+ casket be+ 9 my unconv]t$ days a w$d+ gift f a v de> husb&1 has1 z y may suppose1 be5 hi!r-to pres]v$ z beyond price4 ,b s9ce ,god1 9 ,8 great m]cy reveal$ to my s\l ,8 exce$+ ri*es 9 ,*ri/1 & gave to x m 7,oh1 h[ mu* m67 ?an ,he has tak5 away1 !y seem$ z ! ,babyloni% g>m5t or w$ge ( gold1 :i* ought n to be 9 ! ,israelites' possession4 ,i !re=e give up t :i* ! fle% w\ld fa9 keep1 & /ill prize2 b :i* ! _s rejects1 z unwor?y a foll[] ( ,jesus4 ,accept !n1 de> ,bro!r1 ^? toys1 once ! pride ( life1 & ! food ( folly2 & use !m = ! build+ ( ! ,orphan-,h\se1 9 :i* ,i feel x a privilege to lay "o /one2 & may ! ,"l recomp5se y a hundr$ fold1 yea1 a ?\s& fold1 9 ?is y\r great lab\r ( love1 is ! pray] ( y\rs affectionately 9 ! be/ ( bonds4 ----,novemb] #ahdf4 ,a ,si/] & a ,wid[4 ,! gift 0 preci\s to me z a pro( ( ! cont9u$ read9ess ( my ,heav5ly ,fa!r to help me 9 ?is "w2 b d\bly s1 on acc\nt ( ! circum/ances "u :i* x 0 giv51 & on acc\nt ( ! /ate ( m9d 9 :i* ! anonym\s donor _h giv5 ^! ornam5ts4 ,nov4 #ai4 ,i am n[ l$ m & m to importune ! ,"l to s5d me ! means1 :i* are requisite 9 ord] t ,i may be able to comm5ce ! build+4 ,because #a1 ,x has be5 = "s "t pa/ publicly /at$ 9 pr9t1 t ,i all[ x is n )\t gr\nd t "s ( ! inhabitants ( ,wilson ,/reet consid] !mselves inconv5i5c$ by ! ,orphan-,h\ses be+ 9 t /reet1 & ,i long !re=e to be able to remove ! ,orphans f !nce z soon z possible4 #b1 ,i become m & m conv9c$1 t x w\ld be greatly = ! b5efit ( ! *ildr51 bo? physically & morally1 ) ,god's bless+1 to be 9 su* a position z !y are int5d$ to occupy1 :5 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se %all h be5 built4 ,& #c1 because ! numb] ( v poor & de/itute ,orphans1 t are wait+ = admission1 is s great1 & !re are con/antly fre% applications made4--,n[ :il/1 by ,god's grace1 ,i w\ld n wi% ! build+ to be begun "o s+le day soon] ?an is ,8 w2 & :il/ ,i firmly believe1 t ,he w give me1 9 ,8 own "t e %ill+ :i* ,i ne$2 yet ,i also "k1 t ,he delights 9 be+ e>ne/ly entreat$1 & t ,he takes pleasure 94 ! cont9uance 9 pray]1 & 9 ! importun+ ,him1 :i* s cle>ly is to be se5 f ! p>able ( ! wid[ & ! unju/ judge4 ,luke xviii4 #a-h4 ,= ^! reasons ,i gave myself aga9 p>ticul>ly to pray] la/ ev5+1 t ! ,"l w\ld s5d fur!r means1 be+ also especially l$ to d s1 9 addition to ! above reasons1 because !re _h come 9 b little comp>atively1 s9ce ! #bi? ( la/ mon?4 ,?is morn+1 betwe5 five & six o'clock ,i pray$ aga91 among o!r po9ts1 ab\t ! ,build+ ,fund1 & !n _h a long season = ! read+ ( ! ^w ( ,god4 ,9 ! c\rse ( my read+ ,i came to ,m>k xi4 #bd1 ,:at ?+s soev] ye desire1 :5 ye pray1 believe t ye receive !m1 & ye %all h !m4 ,! importance ( ! tru? conta9$ 9 ?is portion ,i h (t5 felt & spok5 ab\t2 b ?is morn+ ,i felt x aga9 mo/ p>ticul>ly1 &1 apply+ x to ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 said to ! ,"l3 ,"l ,i believe t ,?\ wilt give me all ,i ne$ = ?is "w4 ,i am sure t ,i %all h all1 because ,i believe t ,i receive 9 answ] to my pray]4 ,?us1 ) ! he>t full ( peace conc]n+ ?is "w1 ,i w5t on to ! o!r "p ( ! *apt]1 & to ! next *apt]4 ,aft] family pray] ,i _h aga9 my usual season = pray] ) reg>d to all ! _m p>ts ( ! "w1 & ! v>i\s necessities !re(1 ask+ also bless+s ^u my fell[-lab\r]s1 ^u ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & ^u ! preci\s s\ls 9 ! ,adult ,s*ool1 ! ,sunday ,s*ools1 ! ,six ,day ,s*ools1 & ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,amid/ all ! _m ?+s ,i aga9 made my reque/s ab\t means = ! ,build+4 ,& n[ obs]ve3 ,ab\t five m9utes1 aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 !re 0 giv5 to me a regi/]$ lett]1 conta9+ a *eck = #cjjl41 ( :i* #bhjl4 are = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #ajl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & #ajl4 = ,bro!r ,craik4 ,! ,"l's holy "n be prais$ = ?is preci\s enc\ragem5t1 by :i* ! ,build+ ,fund is n[ increas$ to m ?an six ?\s& p\nds4 ,dec4 #i4 ,x is n[ ,f\r ,hundr$ ,days1 s9ce day aft] day1 ,i h be5 wait+ ^u ,god = help ) reg>d to ! build+ ( ! ,orphan-,h\se2 b z yet ,he keeps me /ill 9 ! trial ( fai? & pati5ce4 ,he is /ill say+ z x 71 ,m9e h\r is n yet come4 ,yet ,he does su/a9 me 9 cont9u+ to wait ^u ,him4 ,by ,8 grace my fai? is n 9 ! lea/ %ak52 b ,i am q sure t ,he1 9 ,8 own "t1 w give me ev]y?+ :i* ,i ne$ conc]n+ ?is "w4 ,h[ ,i %all be suppli$ ) ! means :i* are yet requisite1 & :51 ,i "k n2 b ,i am sure t ,god w help me 9 ,8 own "t & way4 ,9 ! mean "t ,i h abundant reason to praise ,god1 t ,i am n wait+ on ,him 9 va92 = s9ce ?is day twelvemon? ,he has giv5 me 9 answ] to pray]1 a mo/ suitable piece ( gr\nd1 & #f1cjdl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ab\t #b1gjjl4 = pres5t use = ! "w1 s t altoge!r ,i h receiv$1 s9ce ?is day twelvemon?1 solely 9 answ] to pray]1 ! sum ( ,n9e ,?\s& ,p\nds4 ,surely1 ,i am n wait+ ^u ! ,"l 9 va96 ,by ,8 help1 !n1 ,i am resolv$ to cont9ue ?is c\rse unto ! end4 ,dec4 #bb4 ,today ,i h aga9 a preci\s pro( t cont9u+ to wait ^u ! ,"l is n 9 va94 ,dur+ ?is mon?1 comp>atively little _h come 9 = ! ,build+ ,fund2 yet1 by ,god's grace1 ,i h be5 enabl$1 z be=e2 yea1 ev5 ) m e>ne/ness p]haps ?an be=e to make kn[n my reque/s unto ,god1 be+ m & m conv9c$ t ,i ought to seek by e>ne/ pray] soon to be able to beg9 ! build+4 ,9 addition to ?is ,i _h also especially bes\ght ! ,"l to give me means = mission>y bre?r51 & also = bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ^w 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ,engl& & ,irel&2 z all my means = !m 7 n[ gone4 ,i _h also be5 wait+ ^u ,god = means to ord] a fre% /ock ( tracts4 ,i _h la/ly aga9 & aga9 bes\ght ! ,"l to give me means = ! poor sa9ts 9 ,bri/ol1 ( :om !re are _m1 & ^: ne$ is n[ p>ticul>ly great4 ,n[ today ! ,"l has grant$ me preci\s answ]s to my reque/s conc]n+ ^! v>i\s objects1 = ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ "o ,?\s& ,p\nds ) ^! words3 ,i s5d y "s money1 "p ( :i* y c apply to ! ,orphans & ! o!r objects ( y\r ,in/itution1 accord+ to _! ne$1 & ! re/ y c put to ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,at ! pres5t price ( provisions y\r exp5ses mu/ be l>ge = ! ,orphans4 ,please also take #bel4 = y\r own ne$4 ,z ,i h ab\t #hjl4 9 h& = ! ,orphans1 ,i took no?+ = pres5t use = !m1 b took #agel4 = ! o!r objects1 9 ord] ?us to be able to s5d "s help to ,home & ,=eign lab\r]s1 & to ord] a fre% /ock ( tracts2 & #hjjl4 ,i took = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,i %\ld h tak5 less = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & m = pres5t use1 did x n appe> to me ! w ( ,god1 t ) my might ,i ought to give myself to ?is "p ( ! "w4 ,jan4 #e1 #ahdg4 ,we h j n[ mu* sickness 9 ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses1 on acc\nt ( :i* we are mu* tri$ = want ( room1 & = want ( prop] v5tilation1 ! h\ses hav+ be5 orig9ally built = private families4 ,?is has aga9 mo/ practically %[n me ! desirabl5ess ( hav+ ! ,orphans1 z soon z possible1 remov$ to a h\se built on purpose = !m & my he>t says1 ,"l1 h[ long8 & importunes ,him ! m1 yet1 by ,8 grace1 )\t be+ impati5t1 b will+ to wait ,8 "t1 :i* 9 ! end is always f\nd to be ! be/4 ,jan4 #i4 ,f a pr(essional ,*ri/ian g5tleman #ajl41 :i* ,i receiv$ f him 9 pay+ him 8 acc\nt today4 ,jan4 #aj4 ,f a bro!r 9 ! ,"l #hjl4--,f ,c4 ,c4 #hs4 #b #a_/b d4 ,jan4 #aa4 ,f a lady at ,b$m9/] #cl4 #ajs4 ,jan4 #be4 ,! season ( ! ye> is n[ approa*+1 :5 build+ may be begun4 ,!re=e ) increas$ e>ne/ness ,i h giv5 myself unto pray]1 importun+ ! ,"l t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to appe> on our behalf1 & spe$ily s5d ! rema9d] ( ! am\nt :i* is requir$1 & ,i h increas+ly1 ( late1 felt t ! "t is draw+ ne>1 :5 ! ,"l w give me all t :i* is requisite = comm5c+ ! ,build+4 ,all ! v>i\s argum5ts :i* ,i h (t5 br\ght be=e ,god1 ,i br\ght also aga9 ?is morn+ be=e ,him4 ,x is n[ #ad mon?s & #c weeks s9ce day by day ,i h utt]$ my petitions to ,god on behalf ( ?is "w4 ,i rose f my knees ?is morn+ 9 full confid5ce1 n only t ,god c\ld1 b also w\ld1 s5d ! means1 & t soon4 ,nev]1 dur+ all ^! #ad mon?s & #c weeks1 h ,i _h ! lea/ d\bt1 t ,i %\ld h all t :i* is requisite4--,& n[1 de> believ+ read]1 rejoice & praise ) me4 ,ab\t an h\r1 aft] ,i _h pray$ ?us1 !re 0 giv5 to me ! sum ( ,two ,?\s& ,p\nds = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,?us ,i h receiv$ altoge!r #i1bhel4 #cs4 #i #a_/b d4 t[>ds ?is "w4--,i _c describe ! joy ,i _h 9 ,god :5 ,i receiv$ ?is donation4 ,x mu/ be kn[n f exp]i5ce1 9 ord] to be felt4 #ddg days ,i h _h day by day to wait ^u ,god1 be=e ! sum rea*$ ! above am\nt4 ,h[ great is ! bless+ :i* ! s\l obta9s by tru/+ 9 ,god1 & by wait+ pati5tly4 ,is x n manife/ h[ preci\s x is to c>ry on ,god's "w 9 ?is way1 ev5 ) reg>d to ! obta9+ ( means8 ,f ,decemb] #aj1 #ahde1 to ,janu>y #be1 #ahdg1 be+ ?irte5 mon?s & a half1 ,i h receiv$ solely 9 answ] to pray]1 ,n9e ,?\s& ,two ,hundr$ & ,eighty-five ,p\nds4 ,add to ?is :at came 9 dur+ t "t = pres5t use = ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution1 & ! total is ab\t ,twelve ,?\s& & ,five ,hundr$ ,p\nds1 entirely ! fruit ( pray] to ,god4 ,c x be said1 !re=e1 ) good gr\nd1 t ?is way ( c>ry+ on ! "w ( ,god may d v well 9 a limit$ & small way1 b x w\ld n d on a l>ge scale8 ,! fact br\ght out "h contradicts su* /atem5ts4 ,june #bc4 ,?is day ! ,"l 9 ,8 great goodness1 by a donation ( ,"o ,?\s& ,p\nds = ! ,build+ ,fund1 has aga9 enc\rag$ my he>t abundantly to tru/ 9 ,him = all t :i* ,i %all yet ne$1 to meet ! rema9d] ( ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! fitt+ up & furni%+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 c4 ,jan4 #bc1 #ahdh4 ,today ,i receiv$ #cejl41 conc]n+ :i* ! donor express$ x z 8 especial wi% t ,i %\ld take #ejl4 = myself1 #ejl4 %\ld be = bro!r ,craik1 #ejl41 = ! ,employm5t ,fund1 & ! rema9+ #bjjl4 z ,i pleas$4 ,i put ?is #bjjl4 to ! ,build+ ,fund1 z ! donor _h n giv5 to ?is object be=e1 hav+ be5 prev5t$ ?r\gh circum/ances1 & ,i knew he w\ld l to contribute t[>ds x4 ,jan4 #cj4 ,i receiv$ f ,d4 ,d4 #cel41 ( :i* #cjl4 are int5d$ = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #el4 = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,tract & ,mission>y ,fund4 ,m>* #ai4 ,f ,scotl& #ajl4 ,m>* #ba4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,dudley #is4 #h;d4 ,m>* #bh4 ,a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l f ! ,*ur* assembl+ at ,be!sda ,free ,*apel1 ,sund]l&1 = ,*ur* m]cies dur+ ! pa/ ye>4 ,! am\nt is #bal4 #ajs4 #aj;d4 ,april #bi4 ,f ,cornwall #ejl41 f a mo/ unexpect$ qu>t]1 :]eby ! h& ( ,god is ! m abundantly made manife/4 ,9 ! ,report1 publi%$ 9 #ahdh1 ! foll[+ acc\nt 0 giv5 respect+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 :i*1 except a few v]bal alt]ations1 is "h repr9t$4 #a1 ,! total am\nt1 :i* ,i h receiv$ = ! ,build+ ,fund1 am\nts to #aa1jfbl4 #ds4 #aa #a_/b d4 ,?is sum enables me to meet all ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! pur*ase ( ! piece ( l& & ) ! erection ( ! h\se4 ,i /at$ be=e t ,i did n mean to comm5ce ! ,build+ until ,i _h all ! means requisite = x1 & ?is int5tion 0 c>ri$ out4 ,x 0 n until !re 0 a suffici5t am\nt ( means to meet all ! sums requir$ = ! v>i\s contractors1 t a s+le ?+ 0 done2 b :5 ,i once _h z mu* z 0 requir$ = !m1 ,i did n consid] x "r to delay any long]1 ?\gh ,i saw !n cle>ly1 & h s9ce se5 /ill m cle>ly1 t a consid]able sum w\ld yet be ne$$ to complete ! "w4 ,= :il/ 9 e respect ! ,build+ w be mo/ pla9 & inexp5sive1 yet x be+ int5d$ to be ! abode ( ,?ree ,hundr$ ,orphans1 ) all _! tea*]s & ov]se]s1 x necess>ily mu/ be a v l>ge ,build+1 & 0 !re=e f\nd to be ev5 some:at m exp5sive ?an ,i _h ?\ght1 z ! :ole 7includ+ fitt+s & furniture7 _c be accompli%$ = less ?an ,f\rte5 ,?\s& ,five ,hundr$ ,p\nds1 t[>ds :i* ! ,"l has already giv5 me1 z /at$1 ,elev5 ,?\s& & ,sixty-two ,p\nds ,f\r ,%ill+s & ,elev5 ,p5ce ,halfp5ny4 ,! sum /ill ne$$ is requir$ = all ! ord9>y fitt+s1 ! heat+ app>atus1 ! gas fitt+s1 ! furni%+ ! :ole h\se1 mak+ ?ree l>ge playgr\nds & a small road1 & = "s additional "w :i* c\ld n be br\ght into ! contracts4 ,i did n ?9k x ne$ful to delay comm5c+ ! ,build+1 ?\gh sev]al ?\s& p\nds m w\ld be requir$1 z all ^! exp5ses ne$$ n to be met till _m mon?s aft] ! beg9n+ ( ! ,build+4 #b1 ,! "w ( ! ,build+ comm5c$ on ,july #e1 #ahdg1 & has be5 go+ on /eadily ev] s9ce1 ) ! manife/ bless+ & help ( ,god4--,six hundr$ & sev5 days ,i s\ght ! help ( ,god day by day1 be=e we came s f> z to be able to comm5ce ! ,build+2 yet at la/ ,he gave me ! desire ( my he>t4--,! "w is n[ s f> advanc$1 ) ! bless+ ( ,god1 t a consid]able "p ( ! ,build+s has be5 already ro($ 91 & ! rema9d] w be ready = be+ ro($ 9 a few weeks1 t is1 9 ,july1 #ahdh4 #c1 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se has be5 plac$ 9 ! h&s ( elev5 tru/ees1 bre?r5 9 ! ,"l well kn[n to me1 :om ,i h *os51 t !y might wat* ov] ! "w & c>e = x1 %\ld ! ,"l ,jesus t>ry & take me to ,himself4 ,! de$s h be5 enroll$ 9 ,*anc]y4 #d1 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is int5d$ to accommodate #adj ,orphan ,girls above sev5 ye>s1 #hj ,orphan ,boys above sev5 ye>s1 & #hj male & female ,orphans f _! e>lie/ days1 till !y are sev5 or eight ye>s ( age1 toge!r ) all ! ov]se]s1 tea*]s & assi/ants t may be ne$$4 ,! ,infants1 aft] hav+ pass$ ! age ( sev5 or eight ye>s1 w be remov$ into ! diff]5t dep>tm5ts = old] boys & girls4 ,miscellane\s po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahdf to ,may #bf1 #ahdh4 #a1 ,dur+ ! :ole ( ?is p]iod six ,day ,s*ools1 ) #ccj *ildr51 7 support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution2 two ,sunday ,s*ools 7 entirely support$ by x1 & a ?ird 0 occasionally assi/$4 ,aga9 f\r f among ! ,sunday ,s*ool *ildr5 7 dur+ ^! two ye>s receiv$ into ,*ur* ,fell[%ip4 ,! total numb] ( ! *ildr5 :o receiv$ in/ruction 9 ! ,day ,s*ools ( ! ,in/itution1 f its comm5cem5t up to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 am\nt$ to #deai4 ,! numb] ( ! ,adult ,s*ol>s1 :o 7 in/ruct$ dur+ ?is p]iod 9 ! ,adult ,s*ool1 :i* 0 support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 am\nt$ to #bib2 & ! total numb] ( adults :o _h in/ruction f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 0 #adch4 ,! total ( ! exp5ses connect$ ) all ^! s*ools1 dur+ ^! two ye>s1 am\nt$ to #hhfl4 #as4 #aa #a_/b d4 #b1 ,dur+ ?is p]iod 7 circulat$ #fdi ,bibles & #bcb ,new ,te/am5ts4 ,!re 7 circulat$ f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd up to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 #egdf ,bibles & #cgfj ,new ,te/am5ts4 #gdl4 #is4 #aj;d4 0 exp5d$ ( ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution1 dur+ ?is p]iod1 on ?is object4 #c1 ,f ,may #bf1 #ahdf to ,may #bf1 #ahdh 0 exp5d$ ( ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution on ,mission>y objects1 #aeeil4 #al4 #f;d41 :]eby #dc lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel1 at ,rome & ,abroad1 7 assi/$4 #d1 ,dur+ ?is p]iod #fd1jba ,tracts 7 circulat$1 & ! sum ( #fcl4 #as4 #e;d4 0 exp5d$ on ?is object ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution4 ,! total numb] ( ,tracts circulat$ f ,nov4 #ai1 #ahdj to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 am\nt$ to #afc1ffh4 #e1 ,!re 7 receiv$ into ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 ,fifty-"o ,orphans1 :o1 toge!r ) ^? :o 7 9 ! f\r ,h\ses on ,may #bf1 #ahdac1 made up #agb 9 all4 ,( ^!3 #a4 ,five *ildr5 di$1 two z decid$ believ]s1 "o n )\t "s hope1 & two z infants4 ,?is 0 ! greate/ numb] ( dea?s we _h _h = _m ye>s2 & yet h[ small is ev5 ! numb] five out ( #agb )9 two ye>s1 if x be rememb]$ t we receiv$ *ildr5 z "y z two ye>s old2 & if x be fur!r rememb]$ t ! v fact ( su* "y *ildr5 be+ b]eav$ ( ,,bo? p>5ts is1 g5]ally1 a pla9 pro( t _! p>5ts 7 v sickly & unheal?y p]sons1 z inde$ has g5]ally be5 ! case1 s9ce ! great] "p ( ! p>5ts ( ^! *ildr5 di$ 9 consumption1 :i* ,i le>n f ! c]tificates ( _! dea?4 #b4 ,"o ( ! ,orphans1 :o _h be5 above t5 ye>s 9 ! h\se1 left ! ,in/itution )\t leave1 & w5t to h] fri5ds = two or ?ree days2 & = an example to ! o!r *ildr5 0 n tak5 back aga91 :5 h] fri5ds wi%$ h] to return4 #c4 ,?ree ( ! eld] girls1 :o _h be5 sev]al ye>s 9 ! h\se1 7 tak5 back to _! relatives & n suff]$ to rema9 any long]1 because ( improp] behavi\r t[>ds _! tea*]4 ,all ?ree1 h[ev]1 7 ( an age to g to s]vice1 & w\ld h be5 %ortly plac$ out1 _h !y behav$ bett]4 #d4 ,f\r ( ! *ildr5 7 dismiss$ because ( malignant sk9 or o!r diseases1 rem$ies hav+ fail$3 & 9 ^! cases1 = ! sake ( ! o!r *ildr51 we 7 oblig$ to s5d !m back to _! relatives till !y might be cur$4 #e4 ,sev5 *ildr5 7 tak5 back by _! relatives1 :o by t "t 7 able to provide = !m1 aft] !y _h be5 = sev]al ye>s 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,"s ( !m 7 able to e>n _! own bread by t "t1 & 7 ( use to _! relatives4 ,i always act on ! pr9ciple ( at once giv+ up ! ,orphans1 to _! relatives1 if !y say t !y are able to provide = !m2 hav+ cont9ually a consid]able numb] ( v de/itute ,orphans wait+ = admission4 #f4 ,n9e boys 7 appr5tic$4 #g4 ,tw5ty-"o girls 7 s5t out to s]vice1 eight ( :om _h be5 = "s "t believ]s4 ,!re 7 on ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 ,"o ,hundr$ & ,tw5ty-two ,orphans 9 ! ,f\r ,h\ses4 ,! numb] ( ! ,orphans :o 7 "u our c>e f ,april #ahcf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 0 #bfd4 ,! total am\nt ( exp5diture 9 connexion ) ! support ( ! ,orphans f ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 0 #cbbhl4 #es4 #aa;d4 ,i notice fur!r ! foll[+ po9ts 9 connexion ) ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 #a4 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+ by me1 ! sum ( #bd1ggal4 #ais4 #h #c_/d d4 0 giv5 to me z ! result ( pray] to ,god f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahdh4 ,?is sum includes ! #aa1jfbl4 #ds4 #aa #a_/b d1 :i* up to ,may #bf1 #ahdh _h be5 giv5 t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund4 7,x may be int]e/+ to ! read] to "k t ! total am\nt :i* 0 giv5 z free contributions1 = ! o!r objects1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w1 up to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 0 #g1jfjl4 #ads4 #a #c_/d d42 & t :i* came 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5t ( ! *ildr5 9 ! day-s*ools1 am\nt$ to #b1cgcl4 #cs4 #g #a_/b d47 #b4 ,besides ?is1 also a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 c4 7 giv5 = ! use ( ! ,orphans4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs1 or ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s1 n imm$iately connect$ ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdf to ,may #bf1 #ahdh4 ,july #ba1 #ahdf1 ,9 v great ne$ respect+ my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & imm$iately aft] ,i _h pray$ respect+ x1 ,i receiv$ f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman ( ,torquay #al4 ,july #bc4 ,imm$iately aft] pray] = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 be+ 9 ne$1 ,i receiv$ f ! neighb\rhood ( ,le$s #bl4 ,july #be4 ,:ile ,i 0 on my knees 9 pray]1 ask+ ! ,"l = means = myself1 #al4 came to me f ,ba?4 ,aug4 #e4 ,be+ /ill mu* 9 ne$1 & hav+ ask$ ! ,"l = means1 ,i receiv$ ye/]day ev5+ #al4 #js4 #c;d41 be+ "s money due to me1 & today f ,teignm\? #al4 z a pres5t4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahdf4 ,dur+ ?is ye> !re h be5 receiv$ into ,fell[%ip #ff4 ,! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give me dur+ ?is ye> #a1 ,?r\gh ! boxes4 4 4 4 ,l#afe #ae #a #a_/b #b1 ,?r\gh believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n anonym\sly 4 4 4 4 #ha #ac #a #a_/b #c1 ,?r\gh believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 4 4 4 #acf #ad #h #d1 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 articles1 wor? at lea/ 4 4 4 4 #ae #j #j ------ ,l#cii #b #aa ,to ?is is aga9 to be add$1 :at ,i h enl>g$ on 9 a =m] *apt]1 t dur+ ! :ole ( ?is ye> also my daught] 01 free ( all exp5ses1 at a bo>d+ s*ool4 ,?is 0 wor? ab\t #ejl4 ,9 ,novemb]1 #ahdg1 ,i _h a mo/ rem>kable deliv]ance1 :i* to ! praise ( ! ,"l is "h record$1 z x is a fur!r illu/ration ( h[ ! ,"l wat*es ov] ,8 *ildr54 ,i 0 lab\r+ = a little :ile at ,b[ness & ,keswick 9 ! m9i/ry ( ! ,^w 9 ,octob] & ,novemb] ,:5 at ,keswick1 ,i /ay$ ) my de> wife 9 a l>ge bo>d+-h\se1 9 :i*1 h[ev]1 we 7 !n alone1 except a s+le g5tleman4 ,j be=e we left ,keswick1 on ! morn+ ( ,nov4 #bd?1 ,i he>d t ! g5tleman1 lodg+ 9 ! same h\se1 _h %ot himself dur+ ! night1 b 0 n q dead4 ,we _h n he>d ! report ( ! pi/ol1 x be+ a v /ormy night1 & ! h\se l>ge4 ,two days aft]1 ,i receiv$ f a ,*ri/ian bro!r at ,keswick ! foll[+ in=mation respect+ ! transaction4 ,keswick1 ,nov4 #be1 #ahdg4 ,de> ,mr4 ,muell]1 ,! t5d] & ,almighty c>e ( our lov+ ,fa!r 0 nev] m ov] y1 & inde$ ov] all ( u1 ?an 9 y\r /ay at ,mrs4 4 4 4 4's4 ,mr4 4 4 4 4 4 0 q d]ang$ = two or ?ree days be=e y left4 ,)\t any control1 he _h be5 walk+ ab\t 8 room = ! la/ two days & nights1 ) load$-pi/ols 9 8 h&s4 ,fur!rmore he _h tak5 into 8 head t y 7 go+ to kill him4 ,h[ graci\s ( ,god1 t he spread ,8 w+s ov] y1 & ov] de> ,mrs4 ,muell]1 s t ,satan c\ld n break ?r\gh ! f5ce1 to hurt ev5 a hair ( y\r heads4 ,speak+ aft] ! mann] ( m51 !re 0 no?+ to h h9d]$ him com+ into ! room1 :]e we 7 all at tea1 #i & fir+ among/ u2 b ! ,"l 0 our refuge & =tress1 & pres]v$ u f dang]1 :i* we knew n (4 ,he %ot himself 9 ! neck & ! brea/1 b is n dead4 ,he has a /rait-wai/coat on4 ,i assi/$ 9 cutt+ 8 clo!s (f1 & 9 o!r little (fices1 ne$$ at su* a "t1 & told him ( ,*ri/'s love 9 dy+ = poor s9n]s4 ',i "k x1' he said4 ,he %ot himself ! fir/ "t ab\t ?ree o'clock 9 ! morn+1 & aga9 ab\t sev54 ,:at a sc5e 8 room pres5t$4 ,pi/ols ly+ 9 gore4 ,bloody knives1 lancets1 & razors /rew$ ab\t ! floor4 ,etc4 ,i add an extract f a second lett]1 writt5 by ! same ,*ri/ian bro!r1 because x %[s /ill fur!r1 h[ v m]ciful ! ,"l 0 to u at t "t1 9 protect+ u4 ,mr4 ---- is /ill alive1 & has be5 remov$ by 8 fri5ds into ,york%ire4 ,x appe>s1 insanity is 9 8 family1 8 fa!r be+ at ?is "t 9 an asylum4 ,x is evid5t t he _h ! pi/ols 9 8 pockets1 b ( ?is no "o knew until aft] ! occurr5ce took place4 ,i d n "k :at "t ( night y w5t to b$2 b ,i judge x 0 ab\t t54 ,if s1 x 0 at t5 o'clock ,mr4--came d[n f 8 b$room1 aft] hav+ be5 !re six h\rs4 ,x 0 a m]cy y did n meet him1 z x is pla9 t he _h load$ pi/ols on 8 p]son4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahdg4 ,!re h be5 receiv$ into ,fell[%ip1 dur+ ?is ye>1 #ci3 & altoge!r1 s9ce ,mr4 ,craik & ,i began lab\r+ 9 ,bri/ol1 #aaeg1 besides ! #fh :om we f\nd 9 ,fell[%ip4 ,( ^! #abbe1 #adc h fall5 asleep1 #gj are "u *ur* discipl9e1 #gh h left u1 & #bei h left ,bri/ol2 s t !re are only #fge actually 9 communion4 ,dur+ ?is ye> ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give me4 #a1 ,?r\gh ! boxes4 4 4 4 ,l#adj #f #aa #a_/b #b1 ,?r\gh believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n anonym\sly 4 4 4 4 4 #eg #c #f #c1 ,?r\gh believ]s1 n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 4 4 4 #abg #c #f #d1 ,by a legacy ( ,l#ajj ,/ock 4 4 #gc #d #i #e1 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 articles1 wor? to u at lea/ 4 4 4 4 #ae #j #j -------- ,l#dab #ah #hd ,to ?is is aga9 to be add$ ! free education ( my de> daught]1 at a bo>d+ s*ool1 wor? to u at lea/ #ejl4 ,9 ,april1 #ahdh1 ,i 0 enabl$1 by ! help ( ! ,"l1 to complete all ! arrangem5ts = ! publication ( ! ,n>rative ( ! ,"l's ,deal+s ) me 9 ! ,fr5* language2 & ab\t ,septemb] ( ! same ye> ! book appe>$ "u ! foll[+ title3 ,expose de quelques-unes des disp5sations de ,dieu env]s ,georges ,muell]4 ,p>is1 librairie ,prote/ante1 ,rue ,tron*et1 #b4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool--,bible---,mission>y & ,tract ,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 to ,may #bf1 #ahej4 ,:5 ?is p]iod ( ! "w comm5c$1 ,i _h = ^! v>i\s objects #el4 #ais4 #g #a_/d d4 9 h&1 a sum s small1 t1 )\t ! help ( ,god1 ,i c\ld n h gone on ev5 = a few days2 = dur+ ?is p]iod our av]age exp5diture = "o s+le day1 m]ely = ?is "p ( ! "w1 0 z mu* z ! :ole balance left 9 h&4 ,n[ see h[ ,god c>ri$ me ?r\gh1 9 meet+ ! exp5diture ( ! ?\s&s ( p\nds :i* 7 laid out = ^! objects1 irrespective ( ! ,orphan "w1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdh to ,may #bf1 #ahej4 ,on ! v next day1 aft] ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 ,may #bg1 #ahdh1 ,i receiv$ f ,we/morel& #el41 be+ ! fir/ donation dur+ ?is p]iod t[>ds ?is "p ( ! "w1 ( :i* sum "o half 0 int5d$ by ! donor = ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ^! objects4 ,on ! foll[+ day1 ,may #bh1 0 anonym\sly put into ! ,*apel boxes = missions #as4 #f;d4 & #b;d4 ,n[ x happ5$ t all ! exp5ses1 connect$ ) ^! objects1 dur+ ! fir/ two days am\nt$ only to ab\t #cl41 :i* ,i 0 able to meet by :at _h come 9 & ! balance left 9 h&2 & on ,may #bi? ,i receiv$ #ajjl4 ,z ! application ( ?is sum 0 left to me1 ,i took "o half ( x = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ^! objects4--,?us ,i 0 suppli$ ) means to meet ! exp5ses :i* came on me ! foll[+ day1 ,may #cj?1 :5 ,i _h to pay ! weekly sal>ies ( ! tea*]s 9 ! ,day ,s*ools4 ,june #i4 ,great has be5 my desire1 & _m h be5 my pray]s to ,god1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to condesc5d to use me /ill fur!r1 9 all[+ me ! privilege ( help+ bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 at home & abroad1 )\t any sal>y1 z ,i h be5 able to d b v little = !m comp>atively dur+ ! la/ f\r mon?s4 ,n[ at la/1 9 answ] to my pray]s1 ,i h receiv$ ?is morn+ #afjl4 = home & =eign lab\r]s4--,! ,"l may see x ne$ful1 = ! trial ( our fai?1 to seem = a season n to reg>d our supplications2 yet1 if we pati5tly & believ+ly cont9ue to wait ^u ,him1 x w be manife/ 9 ,8 own "t & way1 t we did n call ^u ,him 9 va94 ,july #ab4 ,my s\l has be5 long+ = f>!r supplies = home & =eign lab\r]s1 to :om ,i h s5t ( late all ,i c\ld4 ,almo/ all ! lett]s receiv$ f ! bre?r51 to :om ,i h s5t money1 h %[n to me _! great ne$4 ,"s 7 9 ! greate/ necessity :5 my remittances 7 receiv$ by !m4 ,"u ^! circum/ances a donation ( #aagl4 #bs4 #g;d4 came 9 ?is morn+1 ( :i* ,i took #ejl4 = ^! objects1 & #fgl4 #bs4 #g;d4 = ! ,orphans4 ,aug4 #ai4 ,today all ! means = home & =eign lab\r]s 7 aga9 gone4 ,also = ! support ( ! v>i\s s*ools & ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 sc>cely any?+ rema9$2 #dhl4 7 9 h&1 yet1 consid]+ ! liabilities = r5t1 c41 n m ?an #el4 ( ?is sum at mo/ c\ld be consid]$ available4 ,:5 ,i _h1 !re=e1 s little1 !re came 9 #bfgl4 ,?us my he>t is made glad1 = ,i am able to s5d help to _m bre?r5 9 ^! days ( peculi> di/ress4 ,oct4 #bf4 ,?is ev5+ !re 0 giv5 to me anonym\sly at ,salem ,*apel a seal$ pap]1 :i* conta9$ two sov]eigns & ^! words3 ,= :at mo/ ne$s4 ,i took ?is donation = ^! objects1 z ,i h n[ sc>cely any money left t[>ds pay+ ! weekly sal>ies ( ! tea*]s 9 ! ,day ,s*ools next ,tuesday4 ,oct4 #ca/4 ,we h n be5 s poor ) reg>d to ^! objects s9ce ! acc\nts 7 clos$4 ,b ,i hope 9 ,god4 ,oct4 #bh4 ,i receiv$ f ,calne #bl4 ,oct4 #cj4 ,receiv$ f ,ba? #al4 ,oct4 #ca4 ,!re hav+ come 9 ?is #el41 & #al4 #ajs4 #i;d4 besides1 by ! sale ( ,tracts1 ,i _h en\gh to pay ! weekly sal>ies ( ! tea*]s4 ,nov4 #d4 ,saturday4 ,!re 7 n[ aga9 only a few %ill+s 9 h& t[>ds pay+ next ,tuesday ! weekly sal>ies ( ! tea*]s 9 ! ,day ,s*ools1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ f ! neighb\rhood ( ,le$s #el4 ,nov4 #e4 ,!re 0 put into ! boxes at ,be!sda #bs4 #f;d4 ,nov4 #f4 ,receiv$ #al4 #js4 #f;d4 ,no-v4 #g4 ,?is ev5+ ,i f\nd1 t1 by :at _h come 9 dur+ ! #d?1 #e? & #f? 9 ! way ( donations1 & by ! sale ( ,tracts dur+ ?is week1 !re 0 m ?an en\gh to pay ! weekly sal>ies4 ,nov4 #i4 ,only a few %ill+s 7 left 9 my h&s on ,tuesday ev5+1 ! #g? in/ant1 t[>ds ! weekly sal>ies ( ! tea*]s1 = ! com+ week4 ,also almo/ all ! ,tracts are aga9 gone1 & x is ne>ly f\r weeks1 s9ce ,i paid out ! la/ money 9 h& = mission>y objects4 ,z to ?is latt] po9t1 my he>t _h be5 especially long+ to be able to s5d aga9 help to home & =eign lab\r]s1 kn[+ h[ v great ! ne$ ( _m is4 ,?us ,i 0 situat$ ) reg>d to means :5 ,i receiv$ today #ajjjl41 ( :i* sum ,i took #cjjl4 = ^! objects1 #ajjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & #fjjl4 = ! ,build+-,fund4 ,! ,"l be prais$ = ?is mo/ preci\s help1 :i* is d\bly preci\s on acc\nt ( ! seasonable "t 9 :i* x comes6 ,nov4 #af4 ,ye/]day & today ,i h s5t out m ?an "o hundr$ p\nds to bre?r5 :o lab\r at home & abroad1 & ! ,"l has s5t aga9 fur!r supplies2 = ,i receiv$ today f ,c4 ,w4 #djl4 = home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,jan4 #ae4 #ahdi4 ,! means = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & = all ! v>i\s ,s*ools1 & = help+ mission>y ef=ts _h n[ be5 r$uc$ to #ael4 ,x _h be5 dur+ ! la/ days especially my pray]1 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to give me fre% supplies = bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ^w & doctr9e at home & abroad1 z ,i _h n be5 able to d any ?+ = any ( !m dur+ ! la/ =tnight1 = want ( means4 ,i desir$ also m means = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 z sev]al ?\s&s ( ,tracts _h be5 go+ out dur+ ! la/ few days1 & z also q rec5tly !re _h be5 _m op5+s f\nd = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures among v poor p]sons4 ,n[ ! ,"l has aga9 giv5 me a preci\s answ] ( pray]4 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ a donation ( #bjjl41 to be us$ z any ( ! objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution might ne$ help4 ,! donor1 h[ev]1 k9dly wi%$ me to take #bel4 = myself4 ,i took ?is #agel4 = ^! objects1 & ?us ,i am aga9 suppli$ ) means = ! v>i\s ,s*ools1 = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & h some?+ = aid+ bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 z ,i purpose to use #ajjl4 = !m4 ,! ,"l be prais$ = ?is preci\s help6 ,i h receiv$ /ill f>!r today = missions #bcl4 #es4 ,jan4 #ag4 ,today ,i h receiv$ /ill fur!r help f ! ,"l 9 a donation ( #abel4 = ^! objects4 ,h[ manife/ x is by all ^! sums1 l>ge & small1 receiv$ f ,god 9 answ] to pray]1 t ,he does n all[ me to call ^u ,him 9 va96 ,feb4 #ai4 ,a bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 :o _h sold 8 e>?ly possession1 = ! purpose ( sp5d+ ! proce$s ( x = ! ,"l1 s5t me #abjl4 z a "p1 ( :i* he wi%$ me to use #ajjl4 = missions1 #el4 = ! ,orphans1 #ajl4 = ano!r object n to be m5tion$1 to give #bl4 #ajs4 to bro!r ,craik1 & to take #bl4 #ajs4 = myself4 ,feb4 #bj4 ,today ,i h receiv$ /ill fur!r #bjjl4 ( :i* ,i took #ajjl4 = ^! objects1 & #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans1 z ! disposal ( ?is sum 0 entirely left to me4--,i d especially rejoice 9 all ^! consid]able donations1 p>tly1 because !y enable me to assi/ s _m fai?ful s]vants ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o lab\r = ,him 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,him = _! temporal supplies2 &1 p>tly1 because !y prove t ! "w ( ,god may be c>ri$ on 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,him alone = pecuni>y means1 n m]ely on a small b also on a l>ge scale4 ,see6 de> ,*ri/ian read]1 )\t mak+ any ef=t :atev]1 simply 9 answ] to pray]1 )\t p]sonal application to any "o1 all ^! sums come 94 ,& ?us x has n[ be5 go+ on = m ?an sixte5 ye>s1 0 writt5 9 #ahej4 ,p]sons said to me fifte5 ye>s ago1 t x 0 impossible to c>ry on su* a "w = any l5g? ( "t1 )\t regul> subscriptions2 = ! int]e/ :i* 0 tak5 9 x at fir/1 w\ld we> (f4 ,i nev] believ$ su* /atem5ts4 ,i 0 assur$ 9 my inmo/ s\l t1 if ! "w ( ,god 0 c>ri$ on 9 ,god's way1 t 0 ! be/ pl$ge t x w\ld be provid$ by ,god ) pecuni>y means4 ,?us ,i h f\nd x ev] s9ce ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 :5 ?is "w comm5c$4 ,= s9ce t "t ,i h receiv$ above ,=ty-f\r ,?\s& ,p\nds altoge!r1 up to ,may #bf #ahej only2 & ! ,"l has s enl>g$ ! "w & help$ me1 t dur+ ! la/ ?ree ye>s ,i h _h ! privilege ( pay+ away 9 ,8 s]vice1 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 ab\t ,tw5ty-five ,?\s& ,p\nds2 nor h #a _h dur+ ?is p]iod 9 any "o in/ance to meet a paym5t1 )\t be+ previ\sly provid$ by ! ,"l ) means = x4 ,if x pleas$ ! ,"l to condesc5d to use me fur!r 9 ?is way1 ,he c\ld s ord] x t ev5 a /ill l>g] field ( lab\r 7 intru/$ to me1 :i* w\ld require /ill great] sums4 ,truly1 x mu/ be manife/ to all simple he>t$ *ildr5 ( ,god1 :o w c>efully read ! acc\nts respect+ ?is ,in/itution1 t ,he is mo/ will+ to att5d to ! supplications ( ,8 *ildr51 :o 9 _! ne$ cry to ,him2 & to make ?is manife/ is ! great object ,i aim at1 ?r\gh ! means ( ?is ,in/itution4 ,m>* #ac4 ,! same donor :o s5t me on ,feb4 #ai? ! donation ( #abjl41 s5t me today #ajjl4 m = missions4 ,m>* #ae4 ,f ,c4 ,w4 = missions #cjl4 ,april #a4 ,anonym\sly ?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #b;d4 = missions4 ,anonym\sly ?r\gh ,salem boxes #cjl41 ) ^! words3 #el4 = de> bro!r ,muell]1 #el4 = de> bro!r ,craik1 #el4 = ! poor1 #el3 = ! r5t1 #el4 = mission>y "w1 #el4 = ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,! la/ m5tion$ #el4 ,i took = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & = ! v>i\s ,s*ools4 ,april #ae4 ,anonym\sly ?r\gh ,salem boxes #a;d4 = missions4 ,april #ah4 ,receiv$ #bejl41 :i*1 be+ entirely left at my disposal1 ,i took #ajjl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & #aejl4 = ^! objects4 ,?us ,i h especially ! joy1 9 answ] to my daily supplications1 ( be+ able to cont9ue to assi/ _m home & =eign lab\r]s :o lab\r 9 ! ^w & doctr9e4 ,may #ac4 ,anonym\sly = =eign missions #as4 ,may #bc4 ,receiv$ #cfjl41 ( :i* ! k9d donor wi%$ me to take #ajl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & ! #cejl4 7 left to my disposal1 j z ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s might require x4 ,i took !re=e "o half = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ^! objects1 & ,i h ?us ! means to cont9ue to s5d help to home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,may #bg4 ,f ! same donor1 :o gave on ,feb4 #ai? #abjl41 & on ,m>* #ac? #ajjl41 #bjl4 m = missions4 ,aug4 #d4 ,dur+ ! la/ mon? ,i _h s5t to home & =eign lab\r]s ab\t #aejl41 & _m heavy extra exp5ses _h be5 met = ! ,s*ools & ! circulation ( ,tracts1 on :i* acc\nt our means = ^! objects began to be r$uc$1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ #bjjl41 :i*1 be+ left entirely at my disposal z might be mo/ ne$$1 ,i took = ^! objects4 ,aug4 #i4 ,anonym\sly #el4 = home & =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w4 ,aug4 #cj4 #ejl4 f ! donor spok5 ( "u ,may #bg?4 ,half ?is sum lie int5ds = ! ,orphans & half = missions4 ,sept4 #ah4 ,i receiv$ #ajjl41 to be us$ z might be mo/ ne$$4 ,?is sum came aft] ,i _h repeat$ly ask$ ! ,"l = m means1 z ! money 9 h& = ^! objects 0 n[ less ?an x _h be5 = sev]al mon?s4 ,i took1 !re=e1 ! :ole ( ?is sum = ^! objects4 ,nov4 #c4 ,! means 7 n[ aga9 l[1 l[] ?an !y _h be5 = _m mon?s1 :5 ,i receiv$ #bjjl41 :i*1 be+ left at my disposal z mo/ ne$$1 ,i took entirely = ^! objects4 ,dec4 #g4 ,be=e our means 7 exhau/$ = ^! objects1 :5 !re4 0 yet #adjl4 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ today a donation ( #aejl41 ! disposal ( :i* 0 left to me1 to use x ei!r = ! ,orphans or any "p ( ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s4 ,i took #ajjl4 = ^! objects1 & #ejl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,jan4 #b1 #ahej4 ,! new ye> comm5ces1 ev5 z to ?is "p ( ! "w1 ) new m]cies4 ,!re 0 giv5 to me #afjl41 to be us$ z might be mo/ ne$$1 ( :i* sum ,i took #ajjl4 = ^! objects1 & #fjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?us1 be=e all means are exp5d$1 :ile !re is yet ab\t #ajjl4 9 h&1 ! ,"l s5ds me aga9 a fre% supply1 9 answ] to my daily supplications1 :]eby ,i am enabl$ to g on ) ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 ! meet+ ( all ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! v>i\s ,s*ools1 & /ill fur!r to help prea*]s ( ! ,gospel at home & abroad4--,i take ?is fir/ donation f ! ,"l 9 ?is new ye>1 z an e>ne/ t ,he w help me dur+ ! :ole ( ?is ye> also 9 reg>d to means = ^! objects4 ,jan4 #cj4 ,dur+ ?is mon? ,i _h be5 especially l$ to s5d mu* assi/ance to home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,also 9 o!r respects ! exp5ses = ^! objects _h be5 consid]able4 ,on ?is acc\nt ! funds = !m _h be5 r$uc$ to ab\t #hjl41 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is ev5+ #dejl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to take #ejl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 to give to ,bro!r ,craik #ejl41 & to use ! o!r z might be mo/ ne$$4 ,i took !re=e #bjjl4 = ! ,orphans1 #ejl4 = =eign missions1 #bel4 = home mission>ies1 #bel4 = ! ,day ,s*ools = poor *ildr5 & = ! ,adult ,s*ool & ! ,sunday ,s*ool1 #bel4 = ! circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts1 & #bel4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,feb4 #aj4 ,receiv$ #ahjl41 :i* ! donor left to my disposal1 z x might be mo/ ne$$ = ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s2 he only desir$ 9 8 k9dness t ,i %\ld take #bjl4 ( x = my own purse4 ,z !re is a consid]able sum 9 h& at pres5t = ! supplies ( ! ,orphans1 ,i took ! :ole ( ?is donation = tile o!r objects1 :]eby ,i am enabl$ to g on m & m 9 aid+ mission>y "w1 & 9 cont9u+ ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts4--,i h great delight 9 %[+ also by ?is & o!r in/ances to :i* ref]5ce has be5 made1 h[ ! ,"l is m9dful ( my own temporal necessities1 :il/ ,i endeav\r to s]ve ,him1 9 entire reliance on ,him = :at ,i ne$ ) reg>d to ?is life1 )\t any sal>y or any regul> income :atev]1 s t ,he n only gives me z mu* z ,i absolutely ne$1 b mo/ b\ntifully supplies me2 = g5]ally ,i receive f ,him f> m ?an #a ne$ = myself & family4 ,m>* #bc4 ,dur+ ! la/ six weeks has be5 paid out = ! ,s*ool--,bible--,tract & ,mission>y objects alone ab\t #bgjl41 & v little comp>atively has be5 receiv$4 ,on ?is acc\nt came 9 mo/ seasonably1 & v manife/ly 9 answ] to pray]1 a donation ( #aebl4 #cs4 #f;d41 :i* ,i receiv$ ?is morn+1 & :i* ,i took = ^! objects1 to repl5i% our means = !m4 ,m>* #cj4 ,f ,c4 ,w4 #cjl4 = =eign missions4 ,may #c4 ,dur+ ! la/ mon? b v little 0 receiv$ = ^! objects1 :il/1 = mission>y purposes alone1 #aacl4 0 paid out4 ,n[ ?is morn+ ,i receiv$ a regi/]$ lett]1 conta9+ #fjl4 ) ^! words3 ---- ,may #a1 #ahej4 ,de> ,bro!r1 ,i s5d y #ejl1 = ! mission>ies1 & #ajl4 = ! ,orphans1 hav+ j sold out "p ( my prop]ty 9 ! funds4 ,x pleases me to f9d t y\r new ,report w soon be out4 ,believe me to be1 de> bro!r1 ,y\rs truly 9 ,*ri/1 99 99 99 99 ,?is donation came aft] _m pray]s to ! ,"l = supplies4 ,! "w is n[ l>ge4 ,! outgo+s are great4 ,dur+ ! la/ mon? 7 aga9 exp5d$ ab\t #ejjl4 = ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution1 nor h ,i any prospect t ! exp5ses w decrease2 yea1 ,i h no desire t !y %\ld4 ,i h z great satisfaction1 z mu* joy1 9 writ+ *ecks = l>ge am\nts ^u my bank]s1 z ,i h joy 9 pay+ ov] to !m *ecks1 or bank ord]s1 or l>ge notes1 :i* ,i receive f ! liv+ ,god1 by means ( donors1 = ?is "w4 ,= ! money is ( no m value to me ?an z ,i c use x = ,god2 & ! m ,i c pay out = ! "w ( ,god1 ! m prospect ,i h ( be+ aga9 suppli$ by ,him2 & ! l>g] ! sum is1 :i* ,i c obta9 f ,him1 9 answ] to pray] only1 ! great] ! pro( ( ! bless$ness & ! reality ( ?is mode ( deal+ directly ) ! liv+ ,god1 = :at ,i ne$2 !re=e1 ,i say1 ,i h z mu* joy 9 giv+ out z 9 receiv+4 ,i h be5 devot+ myself1 = in/ance1 ) all my might1 bo? ( body & m9d1 b especially by lab\r+ 9 _s1 to h ! ,orphan-,h\se fill$ ) *ildr51 n only t ?us ?ree hundr$ de/itute ,orphans1 might be lodg$1 bo>d$1 clo!d1 in/ruct$1 & 9 e way c>$ =1 bodily1 m5tally1 & spiritually2 b also1 9 ord] t ?us l>ge sums might be ne$$ & exp5d$1 & ,i might h a great] call ?an ev] to draw l>gely ^u ! inexhau/ible treasures ( ,god4 ,t ,i d n mean1 9 ?us speak+1 to say t money s obta9$ by pray] may be wa/$1 w sc>cely ne$ to be notic$2 = if any "o w\ld obta9 means f ,god by pray] only1 & !n wa/e !m1 he w\ld soon f9d t he is n able to pray 9 fai? = fur!r supplies4 ,may #g4 ,! donation ( #ejl4 = ! mission>y bre?r51 receiv$ f\r days ago1 0 v refre%+ to my _s1 & mo/ manife/ly to me ano!r answ] to pray]2 b x did n h9d] me f cont9u+ 9 pray] = m means1 z ,i h a great desire to sp5d aga91 by ,god's help1 consid]able sums 9 connexion ) ^! v>i\s objects1 9 ! c\rse ( ?is mon?4 ,moreov]1 ,i 0 look+ out = answ]s to pray]1 & !re=e expect$ /ill fur!r means to come 9 on ! #d?1 ! #e?1 & ye/]day2 &1 z ,i receiv$ no?+1 ,i only pray$ ! m e>ne/ly1 in/ead ( be+ disc\rag$4 ,& ?us x 0 t ,i obta9$ ?is morn+ a /ill fur!r answ] to my supplication1 9 a donation ( #aejl41 ( :i* ,i took half = ! ,orphans & half = ^! objects1 z ! disposal ( ! money 0 left to me4 ,my de> ,*ri/ian read]1 w y n try ?is way8 ,w y n "k = y\rself1 if z yet y h n kn[n x1 ! preci\sness & ! happ9ess ( ?is way ( ca/+ all y\r c>es & burd5s & necessities ^u ,god8 ,?is way is z op5 to y z to me4 ,e "o ( ! *ildr5 ( ,god is n call$ by ,him to be engag$ 9 su* a s]vice z t to :i* ,he has condesc5d$ to call me2 b e "o is invit$ & comm&$ to tru/ 9 ! ,"l1 to tru/ 9 ,him ) all 8 he>t1 & to ca/ 8 burd5 ^u ,him1 & to call ^u ,him 9 ! day ( tr\ble4 ,w y n d ?is1 my de> bre?r5 9 ,*ri/8 ,i long t y may d s4 ,i desire t y may ta/e ! sweetness ( t /ate ( he>t1 9 :i*1 :ile surr\nd$ by difficulties & necessities1 y c yet be at peace1 because y "k t ! liv+ ,god1 y\r ,fa!r 9 heav51 c>es = y4 ,%\ld1 h[ev]1 any "o read ?is1 :o is n reconcil$ to ,god1 b is /ill go+ on 9 ! ways ( s9 & c>elessness1 unbelief & self-righte\sness1 !n let me say to su*1 t x is impossible1 t y %\ld h confid5ce to come boldly to ,god 9 su* a /ate1 & ,i !re=e ask y to make confession ( y\r s9s to ,him1 & to put y\r tru/ = et]nity entirely 9 ! m]its ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 t y may obta9 ! =giv5ess ( y\r s9s4 ,aga91 %\ld any "o read ?is :o has believ$ 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 b :o is n[ aga9 liv+ 9 s91 :o is aga9 reg>d+ iniquity 9 8 he>t1 let n su* a "o be surpris$ t he has no confid5ce t[>d ,god1 & t he does n "k ! bless$ness ( hav+ answ]s to 8 pray]s2 = x is writt53 ,if ,i reg>d iniquity 9 my he>t1 ! ,"l w n he> me3 b v]ily ,god ba? he>d me2 ,he ha? att5d$ to ! voice ( my pray]4 ,ps4 lxvi4 #ah1 #ai4 ,! fir/ ?+ su* a "o has to d is1 to =sake 8 evil c\rse1 to make confession ( x1 & to "k afre% ! p[] ( ! blood ( ! ,"l ,jesus on 8 consci5ce1 by putt+ 8 tru/ 9 t preci\s blood1 9 ord] t he may obta9 confid5ce t[>d ,god4 ,supplies = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 to ,may #bf1 #ahej4 ,:5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$ on ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 ,i _h 9 h& a balance ( #al4 #ajs4 #c #c_/d d4 ,) ?is am\nt !n we began1 :il/ day by day above "o hundr$ & ?irty p]sons 7 to be provid$ = 9 ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet4 ,nor 0 !re any money besides available except :at _h be5 advanc$ to ! f\r matrons 9 ! v>i\s ,orphan-,h\ses = ! week's h\se-keep+1 :i* 0 already m ?an half exp5d$2 & ,i _h on ! #cj? to advance aga9 _m p\nds = ! foll[+ week4 ,place y\rself n[1 de> read]1 9 my position1 9 ord] t y may ! m cle>ly see ! h& ( ,god 9 :at foll[s4 ,on ! v next day1 aft] ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 ,may #bg1 #ahdh1 ,i receiv$ f ,we/morel& five p\nds1 half ( :i* sum 0 int5d$ by ! donor = ! ,orphans1 & half = ! o!r objects4 ,?is donation ,i took z an e>ne/ out ( ! h&s ( ! liv+ ,god1 t dur+ ! :ole ( ?is p]iod also ,he w\ld provide = ^! _m ,orphans1 z ,he _h done 9 =m] ye>s4 ,may #bh4 ,receiv$ anonym\sly #cs4 #i #a_/b d41 & f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #ajs4 #b #a_/b d4 ,may #bi4 ,today ,i h receiv$ #ajjl41 :i*1 be+ left to me z mo/ ne$$1 ,i took half = ! ,orphans1 & half = ! o!r objects4 ,h[ k9d ( ! ,"l to refre% my he>t ?us 9 s5d+ me ?is seasonable help at ! v comm5cem5t ( ?is p]iod1 z !re 0 s little left 9 h& :5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$ ?ree days s9ce & h[ especially k9d1 z tomorr[ ev5+ aga9 ne>ly #bjl4 w h to be advanc$ = h\se-keep+6 ,june #bj4 #hal4 #hs4 #d;d4 _h come 9 s9ce ,may #bf?4 ,)\t any difficulty ,i _h be5 able to meet all ! exp5ses z !y occurr$2 b n[ all our money 0 gone1 & ?is ev5+ ,i _h aga9 to advance ! means = a week's h\se-keep+1 :il/ !re 0 no?+ 9 h&4 ,n[ obs]ve1 de> read]1 h[ ! ,"l help$ me6 ,:il/ ,i 0 9 ! v act ( besee*+ ! ,"l = fre% supplies1 two si/]s 9 ! ,"l call$1 :o desir$ to see my de> wife = a few m9utes4 ,x 0 = ! purpose ( giv+ h] fifte5 p\nds = ! ,orphans4--,ab\t half an h\r aft]1 a bro!r f ,devon%ire call$1 :o1 on leav+1 gave me #el4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f ,norwi* #al4 #as41 toge!r ) an eye-glass & a p>cel ( clo!s4 ,!re 0 receiv$ also #as4 = ,reports4 ,also a ,*ri/ian bro!r f ,b>n/aple gave me half a sov]eign4 ,?us ,i 0 able to meet ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses = ! com+ week1 & to ord] #b cwt4 ( soap1 :i* 0 ne$$1 am\nt+ altoge!r to #bjl4 #ajs41 & h #al4 #bs4 left4 ,! day began & ,i _h no?+1 & yet ! ,"l enabl$ me to meet all its dem&s1 & ,i h #al4 #bs4 ov]4 ,june #ba4 ,! ,"l is already beg9n+ to give fre% supplies t[>ds ! ne$ ( ! com+ week4 ,?is morn+ 0 s5t to me f ,essex a l>ge silv] mug4 ,!re has come 9 fur!r today f ,ba? #es41 by sale ( ,reports #as41 by sale ( a book #as41 f ,s\? ,molton #bs4 #f;d41 f a lady ne> ,bri/ol #es41 & ?r\gh an ,orphan-box #aas4 #f;d4 & a silv] ?imble4 ,june4 #bc4 ,f ,m]riott #ads4 #d;d41 f ,dundry #es41 ?r\gh ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #as4 #f;d41 f a si/] #es41 by sale ( ,reports #cs4 #d;d1 by sale ( articles #al4 #ds4 #aj;d41 by ! *ildr5's knitt+ #ds4 #f;d41 & f ! ,isle ( ,wight #ads4 #g;d4 ,june #be4 ,anonym\sly f ,teignm\? #el41 ?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #f;d41 ditto #b;d4 ,june #bf4 ,f ,l4 ,m4 #as4 #a;d41 bro!r ,f4's ,orphan-box #as4 #a;d41 by pr(it f ! sale ( ladies' baskets #ajs41 anonym\sly #as41 ditto #f;d41 ditto #a;d4 ,june #bg4 ,by sale ( articles #ags4 #c;d41 f ,clifton #ajs41 f a si/] #ajs41 ?r\gh a box 9 my room #ajs41 f ,tiv]ton #es41 & ?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #dl4 #es4 #b;d4--,?us we h bad aga9 ?is ev5+1 9 answ] to pray]1 all ! means requir$ = ! h\sekeep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 & h a few %ill+s left4 ,july #d4 ,?\gh ?is day week ,i _h all ! means requisite = advanc+ ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses = ?is week1 yet1 aft] hav+ done s1 !re rema9$ only a few %ill+s4 ,i _h !re=e aga9 to seek help f ,god respect+ ! means requisite = ?is ev5+1 besides means = o!r exp5ses1 :i* 9 ! c\rse ( ! week might come ^u me1 z ! regul> h\se-keep+ exp5ses are n "o half ( ! :ole ( ! exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,n[1 dur+ ?is week also1 ,i h be5 help$ by ! ,"l 9 ! foll[+ mann]3-- ,on ,june #bh? ,i receiv$ f ,upp+ham #ajs41 & #ajs41 & #as4 ,also by sale ( ,reports came 9 #fs4--,on ,june #cj? 0 s5t f ,tetbury #ajs4 -- ,on ,july #a/ a bro!r 9 ! ,"l gave me #ajl4--,on ,july #bnd f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #al41 & f a si/] #es4 ,also anonym\sly #ds41 ditto #ajs41 ditto #as4 #f;d4--,on ,july #crd f a bro!r #al4---,july #d?4 ,by sale ( articles #bl4 #cs4 #f #a_/b d41 & by knitt+ & ne$lework #fl4 #acs4 #aj;d4 -- ,?us ,i 0 aga9 able to advance ?is ev5+ ! means = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 & h a few %ill+s left4 ,july #f4 ,! m ! ,"l is pleas$ to help me1 ! m1 by ,8 grace1 ,i h confid5ce 9 ,him4 ,!re=e1 ?\gh !re 7 only a few %ill+s left ! ev5+ be=e la/1 ,i set myself to pray] t ,god w\ld be pleas$ to s5d ev]y?+ requisite = cont9u+ ?is "w4 ,accord+ly1 two ladies left today1 anonym\sly1 at ! ,infant ,orphan-,h\se1 #b old =eign gold wat*es1 an old silv] wat*1 a small gold *a91 #f gold m\rn+ r+s1 a pair ( gold e>r+s1 & #b necklaces4 ,!re 0 also giv5 today #ajs41 & #bs4 #b #a_/b d4 came 9 by sale ( ,reports4 ,july #g4 ,f ,edmonton #al4 ,f a ,*ri/ian lett]c>ri] #ajs41 f a si/] #bs4 #f;d41 & f ,m4 ,r4 #el4 ,july #h4 ,?r\gh si/] ,c4 f a fri5d #bs41 f ,m4 #bs41 f ,d4 #as41 & f si/] ,f4 #as4 #a;d4 ,july #i4 ,f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #ajs4 ,also a bro!r has br\ght me ?is ev5+ #el4 ,july #aj4 ,f ,/reet #bs41 ?r\gh ,salem boxes #c;d41 & by knitt+ #ajs4 #i;d4 ,july #aa4 ,by sale ( tr9kets1 c4 #adl4 #acs4 #g;d4 ,f ,gl\ce/] #al41 f ,t5by #as4 #f;d41 anonym\sly #es41 & f "o ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! "w #cs4--,?us ,i _h aga9 ?is ev5+ en\gh to meet ! ord9>y h\sekeep+ exp5ses = ! com+ week1 b ,i am n[ look+ out = fre% supplies to meet ! exp5ses connect$ ) ord]+ a fre% quantity ( oatmeal f ,scotl&1 c4 ,july #ab4 ,! ,"l has quickly giv5 me an answ]1 & grant$ ! desire ( my he>t4 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ a donation ( #aagl4 #bs4 #g;d41 to be us$ z ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s might require4 ,( ?is sum ,i took #fgl4 #bs4 #g;d4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ejl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,aug4 #a4 ,f ,july #ab? up to ?is day we 7 com=tably provid$ ) means2 b ?is ev5+1 at our usual pray]-meet+1 ,i _h only #hl4 to give to ! f\r matrons t[>ds ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 :i* ,i did give 9 ! full assurance t ! ,"l w\ld provide m by ! "t t ?is sum 0 exp5d$1 if n be=e4-- ,n[ see h[ ,god at ?is "t also help$ 9 ,8 fai?ful love1 & !reby prov$ t we did n call ^u ,him 9 va94 ,on ! next day1 ,aug4 #b1 ,i receiv$ f ,london #al41 f ,buttevant #as4 #f;d41 f a ,leam+ton groc] #bs4 #f;d41 f ,b$m9/] #es41 & by sale ( ,reports #ajs4 #f;d4--,on ,aug4 #crd came 9 by ! sale ( ,reports #as41 f ,langport #gl4 #ds41 f a v poor wid[ #bs41 & #hs4 besides4--,on ,aug4 #e? 0 receiv$ f ,mr4 ,g4 ,b4 ,c4 #al4 #as41 f ,m>bury #f;d41 f ,brighton #ajs41 f ,ayr%ire #al41 & f ,newbury #al4--,on ,aug4 #f1 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,wotton-"u ,edge #gs41 & by pr(it by ! sale ( ladies' baskets #ajs4--,on ,aug4 #g? f a ,*ri/ian lady #al41 by sale ( ,reports #as41 f a si/] #ajs41 ?r\gh ! ,*apel-boxes #bs4 #f;d41 & #f;d41 f ,tock+ton #al4 #as41 ?r\gh ! ,orphan-boxes 9 my h\se #acs4 #f;d41 f ,nor?am #bl41 & f ,cork #al4 ,on ,aug4 #h? by sale ( articles #ahs4 #b #a_/b d4 ,by sale ( ,reports #hs4 ,?us ,i _h ev]y?+ :i* 0 requisite = ! exp5ses ( ! pa/ week1 & _h ?is ev5+1 ,tuesday1 ev5 #gl4 left to advance t[>ds ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week4 ,my hope & pray] is1 t ! ,"l w be pleas$ to s5d 9 m means be=e ?is is gone1 z x w only suffice till ,friday morn+4 ,aug4 #i4 ,! ,"l has be5 v k9d today1 & prov$ afre% t none :o tru/ 9 ,him %all be conf\nd$4 ,!re has come 9 by ! sale ( ,reports #al4 #acs4 #aj;d41 by sale ( ano!r book giv5 = sale #i;d41 & f ,clev$on #ajs41 toge!r ) a pair ( gold e>-drops1 a buckle1 & a p5cil case4 ,?is ev5+1 :ile ,i 0 walk+ 9 my little g>d51 lift+ up my he>t = fur!r supplies = ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s1 !re 0 giv5 to me a regi/]$ lett] f ,liv]pool1 conta9+ #bjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,!re came also f ,lym+ton #es4 ,?us ,i am able to s5d ! rema9d] ( ! money :i* is ne$$ = h\se-keep+ exp5ses = ?is week4 ,aug4 #aj4 ,! ,"l has s5t 9 /ill fur!r supplies 9 answ] to pray]4 ,f a bro!r ,i receiv$ #al41 f ! ,isle ( ,wight #el41 f ,ba? #el41 f ,b>k+ #b gold seals1 #b pairs ( gold e>-r+s1 #b gold broo*es1 a gold snap1 a bead necklace1 & a small telescope4 ,aug4 #aa4 ,by sale ( ,reports #al4 #is4 #b;d4 ,f ,ba? #el4 ,aug4 #ab4 ,f ,norfolk #al4 #ajs4 ,aug4 #ac4 ,anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d41 ditto #f;d41 ditto #as4 ,aug4 #ad4 ,by pr(it f ! sale ( ladies' baskets #al4 ,aug4 #ae4 ,?r\gh a box 9 my h\se #ajs41 by sale ( articles #aes4 #b;d41 by sale ( ,reports #bl4 #js4 #f;d41 anonym\sly #bs41 f ,keswick #as41 f "o ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! "w #ajs41 & f ,*elsea ) a great v>iety ( articles #gs4 #h;d41 #g #a_/d d41 & #as4 ,i receiv$ also f ,ba? #b m\rn+ r+s4 ,aug4 #af1 ,w$nesday4 ,?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ f a bro!r1 :o _h sold ! great] "p ( 8 little prop]ty1 #bjl41 ( :i* he wi%$ me to take #ajl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund & #ajl4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 ,?us ,i h receiv$ = ! ,orphans altoge!r 9 money1 besides _m articles1 s9ce ye/]day week ! #h?1 #fal4 #aes4 #h #a_/d d41 :]eby ,i h be5 enabl$ to supply ! means :i* 7 yet ne$$ = h\se-keep+2 & ,i _h likewise suffici5t to advance la/ ev5+ all t is ne$$ = h\se-keep+ = ?is week1 & to meet #chl4 #bs4 #f;d4 extra exp5ses1 :i* h come ^u me dur+ ! la/ eight days4 ,h[ seasonable 71 !re=e1 ! v>i\s donations :i* ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d me s9ce ! #h?1 & h[ manife/ly did !y come 9 answ] to pray]6 ,b n[ ,i h aga9 sc>cely any?+ left1 :i*1 h[ev]1 does n ca/ me d[n1 z ,i %all g afre%1 by ,god's help1 to ,8 inexhau/ible treasures4 ,aug4 #bb4 ,tuesday ev5+4 ,! ,"l has aga9 be5 pleas$ to s5d me s9ce la/ ,w$nesday morn+ #agl4 #ads4 #i;d41 s t1 toge!r ) ! little :i* 0 left la/ ,tuesday ev5+1 ,i 0 able to advance ! money ne$$ = h\se-keep+ dur+ ! com+ week4 ,! ,"l 0 pleas$ to provide me ) means = ?is 9 ! foll[+ mann]4 ,on ,aug4 #ag? came 9 #is4 #aj;d4 f ,clifton4 ,on ,aug4 #ah? 0 receiv$ by sale ( ,reports #bl4 #as41 & by a donation f ,ackl[ #al4 ,also a bro!r f ,ba? left anonym\sly at ! ,boys' ,orphan-,h\se two sov]eigns4 ,on ,aug #ai? a bro!r f ! neighb\rhood ( ,/r\d s5t me #el41 ( :i* he k9dly wi%$ me to take #al4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses & to use ! #dl4 z mo/ ne$$1 :i* ,i took = ! ,orphans4 ,receiv$ also #is4 by sale ( ,reports4 ,on ,aug4 #bj? ,i receiv$ #fs4 #f;d4 & #fs4 #aj;d41 be+ ! cont5ts ( two ,orphan-boxes1 also f ! neighb\rhood ( ,keyn%am #al41 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,roy/on #al4 & f ,ba!a/on #ajs4--,aug4 #ba4 ,?r\gh a box 9 my h\se #al41 f ,donca/] #ajs41 by sale ( ,reports #ahs41 & f ! ,isle ( ,wight #ajs4 --,aug4 #bb4 ,by sale ( ,reports #ags4 #f;d1 by sale ( articles #abs4 #c;d41 anonym\sly #as41 f ,?ornbury #bs4 #f;d41 & anonym\sly #d;d4 ,?us1 !n1 ,i _h all ! means requisite1 & _h #aa #c_/d d4 left4--,?9k ( ?is1 de> read]6 #aa #c_/d d4 ,i _h left & ab\t #acj p]sons 7 daily to be provid$ =1 & yet we did n g into debt at t "t = any?+1 nor d we n[1 nor h we f ! comm5cem5t ( ?is "w4 ,nor did ,i make p]sonal application to any "o = any?+1 nor did ,i directly or indirectly speak ab\t our ne$1 s t p]sons might be influ5c$ to give4 ,b :y n1 y may say1 de> read]8 ,simply because ?is "w has = its fir/ & prim>y end ! b5efit ( ! ,*ur* at l>ge & ( ! unconv]t$ _w1 to %[ t !re is v]ily a ,god 9 ,heav5 ^: e>s are op5 to ^? :o call ^u ,him 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 & :o put _! tru/ 9 ,him4 ,*e]fully h ,i d$icat$ myself ) all my physical1 m5tal1 & spiritual en]gies to ?is life ( fai? ^u ! liv+ ,god1 = ev]y?+ t ,i ne$ 9 connexion ) my own p]sonal & family necessities1 & 9 connexion ) ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s1 if b by any means1 ?r\gh x1 multitudes ( believ]s & unbeliev]s may be b5efit$4 ,?\s&s h be5 b5efit$ by x already1 b t5s ( ?\s&s my he>t longs to b5efit4 ,no trial1 no difficulty1 no h>d%ips1 no self-d5ial1 w ,i1 by ,god's help1 c\nt too mu*1 if b ?is end may be atta9$4-- ,i _h !n1 z ,i said1 #aa #c_/d d4 left4 ,n[ obs]ve h[ ! ,"l help$ me aga9 ?is "t 9 answ] to ! supplications :i* ! ev5+ be=e1 ,aug4 #bbnd1 my fell[-lab\r]s & myself _h (f]$ up to ,him4 ,on ,aug4 #bcrd1 ! v next day1 came 9 e>ly 9 ! morn+ #ds4 #f;d4 by sale ( ,reports1 & a ,*ri/ian bro!r f ,b>n/aple s5t #al4 ) ,matt4 vi4 #aa 7,give u ?is day our daily bread74 ,also f ,torquay 0 s5t a half-sov]eign4 ,f ,budleigh ,salt]ton #al41 & f ,weym\? #bl4 toge!r ) a gold broo*4 ,!re arriv$ also a p>cel f ,/[m>ket conta9+ ! foll[+ little sums2 #f;d41 #gs4 #f;d41 #bs41 #bs4 #f;d41 #ajs41 #fs41 & #es4 ,!re came 9 also f ,ba? #ahs4 = ,reports4 ,?us ,i receiv$ altoge!r t day #gl4 #es4 #f;d41 :]eby ,i 0 enabl$ to ord] #h cwt4 ( rice1 z ,i 0 in=m$ ! ev5+ be=e t our /ore ( rice 0 exhau/$4 ,aug4 #bd4 ,by knitt+ ( ! *ildr5 #bs4 #c;d4 ,aug4 #be4 ,by sale ( ,reports #as41 & f ,f4 ,b4 ,b4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,aug4 #bf4 ,saturday4 ,next ,tuesday ev5+ aga9 a consid]able sum w be ne$$ = h\se-keep+1 :il/ at ! beg9n+ ( ?is day ,i _h no?+ yet t[>ds meet+ ?is dem&4 ,n[ obs]ve ! k9dness ( ! ,"l 9 help+ me aga9 b\ntifully ?is day4 ,i receiv$ f a si/] at ,tott5ham #bl41 f ,norton ,/4 ,philip's #ajs41 f a village ne> ,le$s #el41 f ,s\?well #ajs41 f ,ed9burgh #bal41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to take #fl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & #ael4 = ! ,orphans2 & f ,?ornbury = ,reports #ajs4 #f;d41 z a donation1 #b old ?ree-p5ny pieces & #bj copp] co9s1 also #es4 f ano!r donor ne> ,?ornbury4 ,aug4 #bg4 ,a half-sov]eign 0 receiv$1 b ! place ( ! donor is n to be m5tion$2 f an ag$ ,*ri/ian woman #cl4 & a pair ( silv] %irt buttons2 & by sale ( ,reports #ajs4 ,aug4 #bh4 ,f a si/] z ! pr(it f ! sale ( ladies' bags #fs4 #f;d41 anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d41 by sale ( ,reports #abs41 f ,weym\? #bl41 also #ds41 #as41 & #as4 #f;d41 & f ,ryde #al4 ,aug4#bi4 ,anonym\sly f ,torquay #al4 ,!re came 9 also by sale ( articles #ags4 #f;d41 by sale ( ,reports #ajs4 #f;d41 & f a si/] #bs4 #f;d4--,?us1 by ! help ( ,god1 we h aga9 receiv$ by ?is ,tuesday ev5+ #dbl4 #cs4 #i;d41 :ile la/ ,tuesday ev5+ !re 0 only #aa #c_/d d4 left4 ,h[ k9dly has ! ,"l !re=e1 9 answ] to our supplications1 increas$ ! h&ful ( meal 9 ! b>rel6 ,?us ,i h be5 enabl$ to advance ! ne$ful sum requisite = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses till next ,tuesday ev5+1 & to meet sev]al extra exp5ses4 ,! rema9d] ( ! money has be5 put by = r5t1 & t[>ds meet+ ! curr5t exp5ses connect$ ) ! appr5tices2 & ,i am n[ aga91 )\t any?+ on h&1 look+ to ! ,"l = fre% supplies4 ,n[ obs]ve1 de> read]1 h[ aga9 ! ,"l help$ at ?is "t also1 & notice 9 p>ticul> h[1 f all p>ts ( ! c\ntry1 yea f great di/ances1 & sometimes also f =eign l&s1 ! donations are s5t1 & mo/ frequ5tly f p]sons :om ,i h nev] se51 :]eby ! h& ( ,god is ! m /rik+ly made manife/4--,i relate n[ h[ we 7 help$ 9 answ] to our pray]s1 ?is "t1 :5 no?+ 0 left4 ,aug4 #cj4 ,w$nesday ev5+4 ,i _h ?is ev5+ a long season = pray] = ! "w 9 :i* ,i am engag$1 & s\ght also especially help f ,god z to means = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 ,:ile ,i 0 9 pray]1 a p>cel ( clo!s 0 br\ght f ,weym\? = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 & %ortly aft] ano!r p>cel4 ,!re 7 also s5t #bs4 #f;d4 z a donation1 & #as4 #f;d4 = ,reports4 ,a few m9utes aft] ,i _h f9i%$ pray+1 ,i receiv$ an anonym\s lett] f ,teignm\?1 conta9+ #al4 & ^! l9es2 ,! ,"l p]mits me to s5d y ! enclos$4 ,de> bro!r1 ',only believe1' ',o h[ great is ?y goodness1 :i* ,?\ ha/ laid up = !m t fe> ,!e2 :i* ,?\ ha/ wr\ght = !m t tru/ 9 ,!e be=e ! sons ( m54' ,y\rs ev] 9 ,him4--,h[ aga9 has be5 fulfill$ 9 my exp]i5ce t ^w ,only believe6 ,i am n[ look+ out = m1 = ,i %all %ortly aga9 ne$ _m p\nds1 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,aug4 #ca4 ,receiv$ f ,hull #al4 #hs4 #aj;d41 ( :i* #afs4 #c #c_/d d4 is f ,a4 ,z41 :o int5ds ( ?is1 #ajs4 = ! ,build+-,fund1 & ! rema9d] z mo/ ne$$1 :i* ,i took = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 ,a "y man also s5t ?r\gh ,a4 ,z4 #fs41 & ! rema9+ #fs4 #f;d4 is = ,reports4 ,?is morn+ also a si/] 9 ! ,"l f ,malv]n call$ on me1 :o br\ght f h]self & a few o!r si/]s #dl41 ( :i* #ajs4 is int5d$ by a si/] = =eign missions1 & ! re/ to be us$ z mo/ ne$$1 :i* ,i !re=e took = ! ,orphans4 ,i also receiv$ f ,*elt5ham #fs41 & #ajs4 = ,reports f ,teignm\?1 #ajs4 ditto f ,/reet1 & #as4 & #f;d4 z donations f ,/reet4 ,sept4 #a4 ,receiv$ f sev]al believ]s at ,b[ness #cl4 #js4 #f;d41 ( :i* !y k9dly int5d #al4 = myself1 #al4 = =eign missions1 & #al4 #js4 #f;d41 = ! ,orphans4--,f ,a4 ,s4 #el4--,by ne$lework ( ! *ildr5 #fs4 #a;d41 f ,%irehampton #es41 & f a si/] #bs4 #f;d4 ,sept4 #b4 ,f ,ilfracombe #al4 #ajs4 ,f ,wakefield #ajl4 ,f ,w9dsor #hl4 #ajs41 ( :i* #bl4 #gs4 is = ,n>ratives & ,reports4 ,by sale ( ,reports #al4 #hs4 #h;d41 & = ne$lework done by ! ,orphans #al4 #ags4 #b;d4 ,sept4 #d4 ,a v poor ,*ri/ian wid[1 hav+ come into ! possession ( #ajl4 ?r\gh ! dea? ( h] "m1 gave #al4 ( x = ! ,orphans4 ,?is si/] 9 ! ,"l has s9ce fall5 asleep4 ,w %e regret ! gift n[8 ,our "t is %ort1 v %ort4 ,let e *ild ( ,god /& 9 ! place ( s]vice 9 :i* ,he has set him1 work+ :ile x is call$ today1 = ! night come? :5 no man c "w4 ,aga9 & aga91 :ile look+ ov] my j\rnal1 ,i meet ) names ( donors1 :o h fall5 asleep4 ,%ortly1 de> read]1 y\r turn & m9e may also come4 ,sept4 #e4 ,! boxes 9 my h\se conta9$ #al4 #fs4 ,!re came 9 also by sale ( articles #el4 #as4 #h;d41 by sale ( ,reports #ads4 #d #a_/b d41 ?r\gh ! boxes ( ! ,orphan-,h\ses #dl4 #ads4 #i #a_/b d41 & f a si/] #ajs4 ,?us ?is ev5+1 ,tuesday1 x 0 f\nd t ! ,"l _h s5t 9 aga9 s9ce la/ ,tuesday ev5+1 :5 !re 0 no?+ 9 h&1 ne>ly #ejl41 s t ,i h be5 able to meet all ! extra exp5ses ( ! week1 & to advance aga9 ?is ev5+ money = h\se-keep+ = ! com+ week4 ,n[ see h[ ! ,"l help$ fur!r = ! week aft] ?is4 ,sept4 #f4 ,by sale ( ,reports #acs4 #i;d4 ,sept4 #h4 ,f a lady #gs4 #f;d4 ,sept4 #i4 ,by sale ( a small cask ( pickles1 giv5 = ! purpose1 #abs4 -- ,a bro!r & si/] gave #cl41 z a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = ! conv]sion ( two bro!rs1 9 "o week1 9 answ] to pray]4 ,f ,london #el4 ,by sale ( articles #as4 #d;d4 ,f ,scotl& #abs4 #f;d4 = ,reports1 & #cs4 #f;d4 = ! ,orphans4 ,f ,cr$iton 0 s5t #ajs41 #cs4 #f;d41 & #aas4 ,sept4 #aj4 ,by sale ( ,reports #aas4 #h;d4--,f a si/] #bs4 #f;d41 & ?r\gh ditto #as4 #f;d4 ,anonym\sly #as4 ,sept4 #aa4 ,pr(it f ! sale ( bags #ajs4--,f a bro!r 9 ,london #ajs4 ,f ,scotl& #cl4 #ahs4 #g;d4 ) #al4 = myself4 ,sept4 #ab4 ,tuesday4 ,by sale ( articles #ahs4 #h;d4 ,by sale ( ,reports #cs4 ,by a donation #as4 ,?us aga9 ab\t #bjl4 has come 9 dur+ ! pa/ week1 &1 ) :at rema9$ 9 h& la/ ,tuesday ev5+1 ,i h _h ov] & above :at is ne$$ = h\se-keep+ exp5ses = ! com+ week4--,:5 ,i came home ?is ev5+ f our usual weekly pray] meet+ = ! ,"l's bless+ ^u ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 ,i f\nd t a bro!r f ,tavi/ock _h left at my h\se #bl4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,sept4 #ac4 ,by sale ( ,reports #hs4 #b;d4--,f a ,*ri/ian lady #b cr[n pieces & #b pairs ( socks4--,f ,ea/ ,cok] #al4 #ajs41 toge!r ) _m gold articles1 c4 ,also #as4 #f;d4 ) _m articles & "s co9s4 ,f ,belp] #ajs4 = ,reports1 & #ajs4 z ?ree donations4 ,sept4 #ae4 ,f ,k+/[n #es4 z a donation & #ajs4 = ,reports4-- ,?is ev5+ #al4 0 left anonym\sly at my h\se2 & a bro!r left #b sov]eigns at ! ,boys' ,orphan-,r\se4 ,a little boy gave #h;d41 & #fs4 #f;d4 came 9 by sale ( ,reports4 ,sept4 #aj4 ,f a bro!r at ,clifton #al4 #ajs4 ,sept4 #ag4 ,by sale ( ,reports #acs4 ,a4,s4,a4 #ajs4 ,anonym\sly #ajs4 ,f a si/] #bs4 #f;d4 ,?r\gh a si/] #ajs4 ,sept4 #ai4 ,tuesday4 ,a g5tleman call$ on me ?is morn+ & gave me half-a-sov]eign = ! ,orphans1 b w\ld n give 8 "n4--,by sale ( articles #cl4 #js4 #f;d41 by ,reports #hs4 #f;d41 ?r\gh ! box at my h\se #al41 by a donation #ajs4 #f;d41 & paid on behalf ( two ,orphans #al4 #aes4 ,ev5+4 ,?us aga9 m ?an #bjl4 has come 9 9 money dur+ ?is week1 besides _m valuable articles4 ,i 0 ?us able to advance all t 0 ne$$ = h\se-keep+1 & :at 0 left ,i put by = r5t & mat]ial = clo!s1 :i* h be5 ord]$1 tru/+ 9 ,god = fre% supplies = next ,tuesday4 ,! ,"l help$ u ?is "t aga91 z ! foll[+ %[s4 ,sept4 #bj4 ,by sale ( a ,report #f;d4 ,sept4 #ba4 ,f ,b>n/aple 0 s5t #al4 #es4--,boxes 9 my h\se #ajs4 #f;d4--,?is morn+ a ,*ri/ian f ,som]set%ire call$ at my h\se1 & said1 he only wi%$ to put some?+ into ! ,orphan-box1 & !n put 9 a sov]eign4--,f ,leice/] 0 s5t #al4--,?is aft]noon a lett] 0 left at my h\se1 conta9+ a five p\nd note & ^! words3 ,f a ,believ] 9 ! efficacy ( ! pray] ( fai?1 to be appropriat$ z ,mr4 ,muell] may ?9k fit4 ,z !re 0 only #cl4 #afs4 9 h& = ! ,orphans1 ,i took ?is donation = !m4--,?is ev5+ ,i _h aga9 an especial season = pray] respect+ ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution4 ,almo/ imm$iately1 aft] ,i _h ris5 f my knees1 ,i receiv$ f ,sund]l& #al4 ,sept4 #bc4 ,f ,norwi* #ajs4 ,f ,ba? #el4 ,?r\gh a si/] 9 ,bri/ol #es4 ,sept4 #bd4 ,anonym\sly f ,liv]pool #ajs4--,f ,/\rbridge #al4-- ,f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #fs4 #h #a_/b d4 ,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #f;d4 ,f ,*e%ire #bl4 ,anonym\sly #es4 ,sept4 #be4 ,! cont5ts ( an ,orphan-box #ahs4 #aj;d4 ,sept4 #bj4 ,f ,brighton #es4 ,by sale ( articles #bl4 #fs4 #h;d4 ,by sale ( ,reports #al4 #fs4 ,?r\gh ,orphan-boxes #es4 #b;d4 ,ditto #bs4 #i;d4 ,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,orphan-,h\ses #bl4 #ads4 #aa;d4--,?us ! ,"l has aga9 s5t 9 ab\t #bel4 dur+ ! week1 :]eby ,i h be5 enabl$ to meet all ! extra exp5ses ( ! week1 & to advance = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week4 ,sept4 #bg4 ,:5 today !re 0 aga9 only a few %ill+s 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ f ,sund]l& #bl4 #ais4 #f;d4 = ,reports4 ,also f a si/] 9 ,bri/ol #ajs4 f ano!r #ajs4 z ! pr(it f ! sale ( ladies' baskets1 & f ,plym\? #al4 ,sept4 #bh4 ,by ! sale ( tr9kets & old silv] #il4 #ajs4 --,f ,sc>bor\gh #bl4 z a donation1 & #fs4 = ,reports4--,f ,b>n/aple #bl4 #js4 #i #a_/b d4 ,by sale ( ,reports #ajs4--,f a donor 9 ,bri/ol #al4 ,sept4 #cj4 ,f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman 9 ,ba? #al4 ,f ,oswe/ry #gs4 ,by sale ( ,reports #abs4 ,oct4 #a4 ,by ,reports #cs4 #d;d4 ,f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #aas4 #aj;d4 ,anonym\sly #ajs4 ,f ,devon%ire #fs4 #f;d4 ,oct4 #b4 ,f ,liv]pool #bs4 #f;d4 ,by ,reports #gs4 #f;d4 ,f a ,bro!r 9 ,bri/ol #al4 ,oct4 #c4 ,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #f;d4 & by sale ( articles #al4 #is4 #i;d4 ,?us by ?is ev5+1 ,tuesday1 aga9 ab\t #bhl4 has come 91 & ,i h be5 able to meet all ! extra exp5ses ( ! "w1 & advance money = ! week's h\se-keep+2 b h n[ aga9 sc>cely any?+ left4 ,oct4 #d4 ,by sale ( tr9kets came 9 #bl4 #ags4 #f;d4 ,oct4 #e4 ,f a si/] #bs4 #f;d4 ,f ,k+sbridge #al4 #es4 ,oct4 #j4 ,by knitt+ #aes4 #c;d4 ,oct4 #g4 ,receiv$ f ,%]borne #al4 #is4 #d;d4 ,receiv$ also f ! neighb\rhood ( ,d>tm\? #al4 #js4 #f;d4 ,!re came 9 likewise ?r\gh si/] ,e4 ,*4 #al4 #es4 #aj;d4--,also #el4 #ads4 #j #a_/b d41 be+ "p ( ! proce$s ( a little publication4 ,oct4 #h4 ,f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #el4 ,anonym\sly #al4 ,ditto #fs4 ,oct4 #i4 ,by sale ( a ,report #f;d4 ,f a si/] #ajs4 ,oct4 #aj4 ,f ,*elt5ham #ajs4 ,by sale ( articles #dl4 #js4 #a;d4 ,by sale ( ,reports #fs4 #b;d4--,?us1 by ?is ev5+1 ,tuesday1 aga9 ! sum ( #bfl4 #bs4 #h #a_/b d4 _h come 94 ,i 01 !re=e1 able to meet all ! h\sekeep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 besides hav+ paid away #hl4 #aes4 = appr5tices1 c41 & h #abs4 #h;d4 left 9 h&4 ,my he>t is assur$ t ! ,"l w help fur!r4 ,n[1 de> read]1 did ! ,"l help ?is "t also8 ,yes1 ,he did4 ,c\ld x be o!rwise8 ,no2 = !y t tru/ 9 ! ,"l %all nev] be conf\nd$4 ,let me !n relate to y ! way 9 :i* ,god help$ u1 go+ on ) ! extracts f my j\rnal4 ,oct4 #aa4 ,at our meet+ ye/]day ev5+ we made our supplication to ,god t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to help u fur!r4 ,imm$iately aft] ! meet+ ,i receiv$ #ajs4 ,also :5 ,i came home ,i f\nd t #fs4 _h be5 br\ght f ,gosport = ,reports1 & #as4 #f;d4 z ! proce$s ( an ,orphan-box at ,gosport4 ,also #es4 0 put by ! be>] ( ! money into an ,orphan-box at my h\se1 :o also br\ght a wooll5 %awl4--,today #al4 0 left at "o ( ! ,orphan-,h\ses by an ag$ p]son ( a ,bri/ol alms-h\se1 :o w\ld n give h] "n4 ,!re came 9 also by sale ( /ock+s #al4 #ds4 #f;d4 ,!re 0 likewise left anonym\sly at my h\se1 an old silv] wat*1 #b m\rn+ broo*es1 & #b gold p9s4 ,?us ! ,"l has already s5t 9 a little4 ,oct4 #ab4 ,receiv$ 9 an anonym\s lett] #as4 #h;d4 ,f ! ,isle ( ,man #bs4 #f;d4 ,by sale ( ,reports #al4 #acs4 #f;d4 ,?r\gh a bro!r 9 ,scotl& #al4--,f two "y g5tlem5 at ,clifton #ds4--,f ,/reet #as4 #f;d4 -- ,?r\gh an ,orphan-box #bs4 #a;d4 ,oct4 #ac4 ,f "s believ]s ne> ,k+sbridge #al4 ,by sale ( articles #aes4 ,left at ! ,boys' ,orphan-,h\se #es4 ,oct4 #ad4 ,f ,bide=d #bl4 ,by sate ( ,reports #hs4 ,by *ildr5's ne$lework #ais4 #h #a_/b d4 ,oct4 #ae4 ,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #f;d4 ,f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #acs4 #e;d4 ,f ,b>n/aple #al4 ,f ,york%ire #el41 ) ^! words3 ,please to accept ! enclos$ #el41 z a ?ank-(f]+ to ,god = an answ] to pray]1 9 ! conv]sion ( a s\l4 ,i %\ld l half ( x to g to ! ,orphans1 ! o!r half ,i leave to y\r discretion4 ,! o!r half ,i put to ! ,build+-,fund4 ,oct4 #aj4 ,f ,hors+ton #ajs4--,?r\gh ! boxes at my h\se #aes4 #j #a_/b d4--,f a si/] #es4 ,oct4 #ag4 ,f ,read+ #al4 ,by sale ( ,reports #es4 #f;d4 ,by sale ( articles #dl4 #ajs4 #f;d4--,?us by ?is ev5+1 ,tuesday1 ! ,"l _h s5t 9 aga9 #bcl4 #aas4 #c;d41 :]eby ,i _h en\gh = advanc+ ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 & ! rema9d] ,i put by = ! r5t & ! curr5t exp5ses = ! appr5tices4 ,oct4 #ah4 ,:5 n[ !re 0 aga9 no?+ 9 h&1 ,i receiv$ by sale ( ,reports #abs41 by a donation #gs1 f ,notts #es4 #a;d41 9 small contributions #abs4 #c;d41 & #as4 ,oct4 #ai4 ,anonym\sly f ,tott5ham a half-sov]eign4 ,f ,collumpton #hs4 #f;d4 & #aas4 #f;d4 ,oct4 #bj4 ,by sale ( ,reports #ds4 ,f ,b>n/aple #es4 ,f a si/] #bs4 #f;d41 & f ,madeley #as4 ,f ,dubl9 #es4 ,oct4 #ba4 ,f ,clev$on #al4 #ajs4 ,f ,cir5ce/] #al4 #acs4 #d;d4 & also #cs4--,by sale ( ,reports #al4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,oct4 #bb4 ,f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #aas4 #c #a_/b d4 ,anonym\sly #ajs4 ,ditto #h;d4 ,f a cl]gyman #ajs4 ,f ,s4 #ajs4 ,by sale ( ,reports #as4 #f;d4 ,f a si/] #el4 ,oct4 #bd4 ,by sale ( ,reports #es4 #d;d4 ,boxes 9 ! ,orphan-,h\ses #al4 #bs4 ,by sale ( articles #cl4 #bs4 #a;d4--,?us by ?is ev5+1 ,tuesday1 aga9 #bjl4 #ds4 #aa #a_/b d1 _h be5 receiv$1 & z ! exp5ses ( ! com+ week = h\se-keep+1 toge!r ) "s extra exp5ses dur+ ! pa/ week1 did n am\nt to m ?an #ahl4 #as4 #f;d41 ,i _h #bl4 #cs4 #e #a_/b d4 left1 :i* ,i put by = ! r5t & ! curr5t exp5ses = ! appr5tices1 & am aga9 look+ to ! ,"l = fre% supplies1 & aga9 assur$ t ,he w help me4 ,oct4 #ca4 ,s9ce la/ ,tuesday ev5+ x has pleas$ ,god aga9 to make x abundantly manife/ t we d n wait on ,him 9 va94 ,besides _m articles1 !re came 9 #bdl4 #ds4 #h #c_/d d4 ,z ! money :i* 0 ne$$ = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses = ! com+ week1 toge!r ) a few o!r small exp5ses :i* ,i _h _h to meet dur+ ! la/ week1 did n am\nt to m ?an #ail4 #ais4 #c;d41 !re 0 m ?an #dl4 left1 :i* ,i put by t[>ds ! r5t & ! exp5ses = ! appr5tices1 & hope 9 ,god = ! next week4 ,nov4 #a4 ,:5 ,i came home la/ ev5+ f our usual weekly pray] meet+1 ,i f\nd #al4 f ,r4 ,l4 ,h4 ,?us ! ,"l has already giv5 a little4--,!re arriv$ today a box f ,read+1 conta9+ ! foll[+ articles f v>i\s donors3 ,a black fea!r4 ,also two pairs ( ladies' %oes & a pair ( velvet boots4 ,also two ladies' bags1 #b pairs ( bracelets1 #b wai/b&s1 a pair ( baby's %oes1 #b neck rib&s1 & "s :ite lace4--,fur!r1 a pair ( work$ slipp]s1 a ?imble case1 #b p9-cu%ions1 a pair ( baby's /ays1 a lady's bag1 a pocket-book1 a silv] broo*1 #b gilt broo*es1 a gilt seal1 & #ab y>ds ( calico4--,fur!r1 a box ( artificial fl[]s4 ,also an urn /&4 ,fur!r1 a bible & pray] book 9 a case4 ,fur!r1 a little box conta9+ #b gold r+s1 a gilt *a91 a bead necklace1 "s mock pe>ls1 & a gilt buckle4--,likewise a pap] conta9+ a smell+ bottle1 a p5 knife1 a wai/ buckle1 & a c>d4--,fur!r1 a pap] conta9+ #b ne$le-cases1 a purse1 #b little books1 #b m$als1 a sc5t bag1 a little smell+ bottle1 #c pebbles1 & #c m\rn+ necklaces4 ,ano!r pap]1 conta9+ #d gold r+s1 a gold p91 #b old silv] ?imbles1 ! h&le ( a silv] fruit knife1 a snuff-box1 #b silv] m\nt$ corks1 #g p9-cu%ions1 a ne$le-book1 a pair ( bracelets1 a bead purse1 a smell+ bottle1 a silv] broo*1 a gold broo*1 a bead necklace1 a pair ( compasses1 a brok5 gold wat* key1 #a %ill+1 an old silv] ?imble1 an em]y cu%ion1 a gold r+1 a cloak fa/5]1 & a little bead bag4-- ,ano!r pap]1 conta9+ a silk sc>f1 a %awl1 & "s musl9 = night-caps4 ,a pap] box1 conta9+ a silv]-m\nt$ smell+ bottle1 a toilette cu%ion1 an ame?y/ broo*1 a silv] butt]-knife1 a pair ( gloves1 & #b %ill+s = missions4 ,ano!r pap]1 conta9+ #h #a_/b y>ds ( blue pr9t4--,also #ej books & "s pamphlets4 --,la/ly1 a gauze dress1 a silk dress1 a coll>1 & #c caps4--,i h on purpose giv5 "h at full l5g? ! cont5ts ( ?is box1 to %[ :at a v>iety ( articles1 ei!r = sale or = ! use ( ! ,orphans1 has be5 s5t4--,!re arriv$ also today1 anonym\sly1 a box f a consid]able di/ance1 conta9+ m ?an "o hundr$ diff]5t articles4 ,!re 0 also #es4 9 ?is box1 to pay = ! c>riage4 ,?is day also came 9 by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #f;d41 & by ne$lework ( ! ,orphans #ais4 #a;d4 ,nov4 #b4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,lutt]wor? a half-sov]eign1 f a si/] 9 ,bri/ol #ajs41 ?r\gh a bro!r half-a-cr[n & #d frocks4 ,nov4 #c4 ,f ,s4 ,n4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,nov4 ,s4 ,f ,a4 ,s4 ,a4 #hs4 ,anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d4 ,by sale ( ,reports #as4 #d;d4 ,nov4 #f4 ,by sale ( /ock+s #is4 #b;d4 ,f ,cumb]l& #el4 ,f ,ayr%ire #al4 ,nov4 #g4 ,by sale ( articles #bl4 #is4 #d #a_/b d41 & by sale ( a ,report #f;d4 ,?is ev5+1 ,tuesday1 z only #acl4 #cs4 #e #a_/b d4 _h come 9 dur+ ! week1 ,i _h only #gl4 to advance t[>ds ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses ( ! com+ week1 aft] hav+ met "s o!r exp5ses4 ,b ,i hope 9 ,god = m1 be=e ?is is gone1 :i* w only la/ two or ?ree days4 ,nov4 #e4 ,by sale ( ,reports came 9 #cs41 & #bs4 #f;d4 0 giv5 by a relative ( "o ( ! ,orphans4 ,nov4 #i4 ,only #es4 #f;d4 _h come 9 ye/]day4 ,tomorr[ m money w be ne$$ = h\se-keep+4 ,9 ?is our pov]ty ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ ,"o ,?\s& ,p\nds4 ,! money be+ left to me = disposal z x might be mo/ ne$$1 ,i took ( x #fjjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #cjjl4 = mission>y purposes & ! circulation ( bibles & tracts1 & #ajjl4 = pres5t use ( ! ,orphans4 ,i h ?us ! means :i* are yet ne$$ = ?is week's h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 besides be+ able to meet o!r heavy exp5ses :i* are be=e me next week4 ,feb4 #bj1 #ahdi4 ,= ?ree mon?s & t5 days1 s9ce ,nov4 #i1 #ahdh1 ! donations h always come 9 s1 t we ab\nd$ dur+ ! :ole p]iod1 !re hav+ be5 always fre% donations receiv$1 be=e all ! money 9 h& 0 disburs$4 ,! total am\nt t came 9 dur+ ?is p]iod 0 #dfil4 #ads4 #aj;d4 ,n[ today !re 0 no money 9 h& = advanc+ ! am\nt ne$$ = ! next week's h\se-keep+4 ,all ! money 9 h& 0 due = r5t1 & !re=e unavailable1 z ,i nev] g 9 debt = any?+4 ,9 ?is our ne$ !re 0 giv5 to me ?is aft]noon ! sum ( #bjjl41 :i* 0 left to my disposal = fitt+ up ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 or = any ( ! objects 9 connexion ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution t might be 9 ne$4 ,z1 h[ev]1 ,i h all ! means = fitt+ up & furni%+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 z f> z ,i "k1 & z !re is no money 9 h& = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 ,i took #ajjl4 = t object1 & #ajjl4 = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 = ! ,day-,s*ools1 ! ,sunday-,s*ool1 & ! ,adult-,s*ool1 & = ,home & ,=eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w4 ,m>* #i4 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is n[ ne>ly ready4 ,on ?is acc\nt we h to get 9 l>ge supplies = ! *ildr5's clo!s4 ,)9 ! la/ few days ,i h ord]$ ?\s&s ( y>ds ( mat]ial = ?is purpose1 & ?\s&s m w ne$ to be ord]$1 besides provid+ a /ock ( _m o!r ?+s4 ,= ?is l>ge sums are ne$$4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i receiv$ today a donation ( #cjjl41 to be us$ = ! ,build+ ,fund1 or ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! v>i\s objects1 j z x might be mo/ requir$4 ,z ,i judge t we h all t is ne$$ = ! fitt+ up & furni%+ ( ! h\se1 & z !re is m 9 h& ?an usual = ! mission>y objects1 ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & = ! v>i\s ,s*ools1 & z we h only ab\t #fjl4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 t[>ds meet+ all ! heavy exp5ses be=e u1 ,i took ! :ole ( ?is donation = ! ,orphans1 z ! donor has k9dly left ! disposal ( ! money entirely to me4 ,?is donation1 com+ 9 j n[1 has be5 an exce$+ly great refre%m5t to my _s2 = x is1 at ! comm5cem5t ( ! great increase ( our exp5ses1 9 connexion ) ! #cjj ,orphans1 in/ead ( #abj1 l an e>ne/ f ,god1 t ,he w supply u also ) means :5 ! dem&s = ! #cjj w be m ?an twice z great z !y are n[4 ,?r\gh ?is donation ,i h means to meet all ! exp5ses :i* w be incurr$ 9 gett+ 9 = ! new e/abli%m5t ! /ores ( provisions1 soap1 mat]ial = clo!s1 hab]da%]y1 & ( ! _m o!r articles ( :i* x w\ld be desirable to buy our supplies on :olesale t]ms4 ,! ,"l be prais$ = ,8 k9dness6 ,april #aj4 ,receiv$ ?is aft]noon ! foll[+ lett]3--,de> ,bro!r1 ,i h ! pleasure today ( s[+ a little m se$-corn = et]nity4 ,employ ! enclos$ #ejl41 if y please1 = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,! rema9+ #el4 be pleas$ to divide betwe5 y\rself & de> bro!r ,craik4 ,y\rs v truly 9 ,*ri/1 99 99 99 99 ,f ! same donor ,i _h rec5tly _h two donations ( #abjl4 & #ajjl4 ,april #aa4 ,f ! bre?r5 at ,sund]l&1 assembl+ at ,be!sda *apel1 #ajl41 z a "p ( _! annual ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = ,*ur* m]cies dur+ ! la/ twelvemon?4 ,april #ah4 ,today ,i receiv$ a donation ( #bejl41 ( :i* ,i took #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r #aejl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,nev] 7 ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans ne>ly s great z !y are n[1 b at ! same "t nev] 0 ! income ne>ly s great4 ,!reby ! ,"l1 z x 71 says1 t1 :5 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se %all h be5 fill$ ) ,orphans1 ,he w likewise give :at is requisite = !m4 ,:il/ yet mu* is 9 h&1 ,he has be5 pleas$ to s5d ?is donation4 ,f ,april #ai? to ,may #bcrd1 ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 /ill fur!r _m donations4 ,may #bc4 ,today ,i receiv$ #cfjl41 ( :i* ,i took half = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & half = ! o!r objects4 ,by ?is donation ,i am /ill fur!r provid$ ) means to meet all ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! removal ( ! *ildr5 into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 ! reception & fitt+ out ( _m fre% *ildr51 ! fill+ ! /ores ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 c4 ,h[ does ! ,"l by all ?is cle>ly say1 t1 :5 ?is h\se %all h be5 fill$ ) *ildr51 ,he w provide ! means = _! support6 ,june #ah4 ,today1 z ! fruit ( ! pray]s ( ?ree ye>s & sev5 mon?s1 ! *ildr5 began to be mov$ f ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 ,bri/ol1 into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,june #bc4 ,saturday ,ev5+4 ,?is has be5 inde$ a week ( great & _m & peculi> m]cies4 ,all ! ,orphans ) _! tea*]s & ov]se]s h be5 mov$ into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 dur+ ,monday1 ,tuesday1 ,w$nesday1 & ,?ursday2 s t !re are n[ ab\t #adj p]sons "u "o ro(4 ,! ,"l has mo/ signally help$4--,z ,i _h = m ?an ?ree ye>s s\ght ! help ( ,god conc]n+ all matt]s connect$ ) ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 ,i did expect ,8 help 9 ?is p>ticul> also2 b ,he has done beyond my expectations4 ,?\gh only ! day be=e ye/]day ! la/ *ildr5 7 mov$ 91 !re is already su* a measure ( ord] e/abli%$ 9 ! h\se1 by ! help ( ,god1 z t ?+s c be done by ! m9ute h&s ( ! timepieces4 ,8 "n is to be prais$ = ?is1 & my s\l does magnify ,him = ,8 goodness6--,also ) reg>d to temporal supplies = ! de> ,orphans1 ! ,"l has be5 exce$+ly k9d4 ,on ! second day ( receiv+ ! *ildr51 !re 0 s5t #bjl4 ,on ! ?ird day1 an individual1 :o walk$ ) me ?r\gh "p ( ! h\se1 said1 ,^! *ildr5 mu/ consume a great deal ( provisions1 &1 :il/ say+ x1 took out ( 8 pocket a roll ( ,bank ( ,engl& notes1 to ! am\nt ( "o hundr$ p\nds1 & gave !m to me = ! ,orphans4 ,on ! same ev5+ !re 0 also s5t = ! ,orphans a v l>ge cask ( treacle1 & = _! tea*]s & ov]se]s #f loaves ( sug>4 ,also a coop] made gratuit\sly two l>ge new casks = treacle4 ,on ! next day ,i receiv$ in=mation t ab\t #aj cwt4 ( rice _h be5 pur*as$ = ! ,orphans1 :i* %\ld be s5t4 ,besides ?is1 sev]al small donations h come 94 ,s b\ntifully has ! ,"l be5 pleas$ to help ( late1 t ,i h n only be5 able to meet all ! extraord9>y heavy exp5ses connect$ ) mov+ ! ,orphans f ,wilson ,/reet into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 fill+ ! /ores ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 c42 b ,i h m ?an five hundr$ p\nds 9 h&1 to beg9 h\se-keep+ 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,h[ true t ^w t ^? t tru/ 9 ! ,"l %all n be conf\nd$6 ,aft] all ! _m & long-cont9u$ seasons ( great trial ( fai? )9 ^! ?irte5 ye>s & two mon?s1 dur+ :i* ! ,orphans 7 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 ! ,"l dismisses u f !nce 9 comp>ative abundance4 ,8 holy "n be prais$ = x6 ,9 ord] t ?is *apt] may n be too long1 ,i c only m5tion ( ! donations1 f ,june #bc1 #ahdi1 to ,may #bj1 #ahej1 ^? :i* came 9 "u p>ticul> circum/ances4 ,! total am\nt receiv$ f ,june #bc1 #ahdi1 to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 = ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! ,orphans1 0 #b1ajbl4 #acs4 #d #c_/d d4 ,aug4 #cj4 ,receiv$ a ,fifty ,p\nd ,note ) ^! words3 ,i s5d y h]e) a ,fifty ,p\nd ,note1 half = ! ,missions1 half = ! ,orphans1 unless y are 9 any p]sonal ne$2 if s1 take #el4 = y\rself4 ,?is w be ! la/ l>ge sum ,i %all be able to transmit to y4 ,almo/ all ! re/ is already out at int]e/4 ,i took half ( ?is #ejl4 = ! ,orphans & half = ,mission>ies4 ,! writ] sold "s "t s9ce 8 only e>?ly possession1 & s5t me at diff]5t times sums ( #abjl41 ( #ajjl41 ( #eel41 ( #ejl1 & ( #bjl4 = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s4 ,:5 he says !re=e ! re/ is already out at int]e/1 he means t he has giv5 x away = ! ,"l1 :i* inde$ bo? = "t & et]nity is ! v be/ way ( us+ ! means ) :i* ! ,"l may be pleas$ to intru/ u1 9 s f> z1 consid]+ 9 ! fe> ( ,god all our v>i\s claims & duties & relation%ips1 we may d s4 ,z ?is is writt5 = ! spiritual pr(it ( ! read]1 ,i _c b add to ?is extract f my j\rnal "u ,aug4 #cj1 #ahdi1 t s9ce t "t ,i h receiv$ o!r donations f ! same donor1 & mu* l>g] /ill4 ,he us$ = ,god ! means ) :i* ,he 0 pleas$ to intru/ him1 &1 contr>y to ?is bro!r's expectation1 ! above #ejl4 0 n ! la/ l>ge donation2 = x pleas$ ,god soon aft]1 to intru/ him ) ano!r consid]able sum1 :i* he aga9 us$ = ! ,"l4 ,?is did n at all surprise me2 = x is ! ,"l's ord]1 t1 9 :atev] way ,he is pleas$ to make u ,8 /ew>ds1 :e!r z to temporal or spiritual ?+s1 if we are inde$ act+ z /ew>ds & n z own]s1 ,he w make u /ew>ds ov] m4 ,b = m1 on ?is deeply important subject1 ,i mu/ ref] ! read] to ! ?ird "p ( ?is ,n>rative1 page #ege to #fjd4 ,sept4 #bg4 ,f fri5ds at ,o!ry #bjl4--,?is donation is v refre%+ to my _s4 ,la/ ev5+ & ?is morn+ ,i _h especially bes\ght ! ,"l1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to cont9ue to s5d me means1 z ! exp5ses are n[ s great2 = !re are #ajg ,orphans 9 ! h\se1 & ab\t #aij p]sons daily sit d[n to _! meals1 & ?is numb] is e week increas+4 ,n[1 by ?is donation1 :i* comes n only f an entirely new b also mo/ unexpect$ qu>t]1 ! ,"l is1 z x 71 say+ to me1 t ,he w n fail to help me1 ev5 :5 !re %all be ab\t #ccj p]sons 9 ! h\se1 = :i* numb] x is fitt$ up4 ,oct4 ,s4 ,ye/]day aga9 sev5 ,orphans 7 receiv$4 ,e week ,i am n[ tak+ 9 five1 six1 sev51 or eight2 & )9 ! la/ n9e weeks altoge!r h be5 receiv$1 & ab\t #bjj p]sons sit d[n daily to _! meals4 ,?is has greatly increas$ ! exp5ses already1 & !y w be /ill m increas$1 z ,i purpose to receive /ill fur!r #abj ,orphans1 if ,god p]mit1 to make up ! numb] #cjj4 ,ye/]day1 aft] hav+ receiv$ ! sev5 *ildr51 ,i aga9 gave myself to pray] = an increase ( means4 ,n[ today ,i h receiv$ f ,devon%ire a set ( valuable jewels1 i4e4 a r+ set ) #e brilliants1 a broo* set ) #ab l>g] & #ab small] brilliants & #a l>ge em]ald1 & a pair ( e>-r+s1 bo? toge!r set ) #aj brilliants & #b em]alds4 ,! be>] br\ght also #al4 #ajs4 #d;d4 & #ajs4 #b;d41 be+ ! proce$s ( two ,orphan-boxes1 likewise #al4 #ds4 #f;d4 ,at ! same "t ,i receiv$ f ano!r bro!r f ,devon%ire4 #dl42 & f a ?ird #afs4 #aj;d4-- ,truly ! ,"l does n all[ me to wait ^u ,him 9 va96 ,nov4 #a4 ,today ,i h aga9 receiv$ sev5 ,orphans4 ,!re are n[ ab\t #bbj p]sons daily sitt+ d[n to _! meals 9 ! ,orphan-,h\se4 ,be=e ! sev5 fre% ,orphans 7 br\ght1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f a bank] 9 ,london1 giv+ me in=mation t a bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 liv+ betwe5 #bjj & #cjj miles f h5ce1 _h giv5 ord] to pay me #djl4 = ! ,orphans4--,by ! same po/ ,i receiv$ anonym\sly f ,london #e_/4 f ! same donor1 :o has n[ = sev]al ye>s s5t twice e ye> ?is am\nt1 ( :i* %e k9dly wi%es me to use half = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & half = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s4 ,i took ! half = ! ,orphans4--,?is 0 n all4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 :il/ receiv+ ! ,orphans1 !re came 9 /ill fur!r #fil4 #cs4 #h;d41 also #bs4 & a few articles4 ,nov4 #af4 ,ab\t #bfjl4 has be5 sp5t )9 ^! #af days1 i4e4 s9ce ! fir/ ( ! mon?1 = curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans alone1 & ab\t #abjl4 = ! o!r objects1 mak+ 9 all ab\t #chjl4 )9 half a mon?4 ,"l look ^u ! necessities ( ,?y s]vant1 see+ t n[ ! outgo+s are s l>ge6 ,nov4 #cj4 ,we h be5 help$ ?r\gh ?is mon? mo/ com=tably1 ?\gh ! exp5ses = ! ,orphans h be5 heavi] by f>1 ?an 9 any mon? all ! #ad ye>s s9ce ?is "w 0 comm5c$1 hav+ be5 #chjl4 #is4 #b;d41 &1 includ+ ! exp5ses = ! o!r objects1 ab\t #edjl4 ,dec4 #d4 ,today 0 paid to me a legacy ( #ejl41 left = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,dec4 #ab4 ,anonym\sly a ,bank ,po/ ,bill = #ejl4 #acs4 #f;d4 ,jan4 #i1 #ahej4 ,today 0 s5t to me f ! ,committee ( ! ,*ol]a ,fund 9 ,bri/ol #bjl41 :i* ! g5tlem5 con/itut+ x _h vot$ = ! b5efit ( ! tw5ty *ildr5 :o _h lo/ _! p>5ts 9 ! ,*ol]a1 & :om ,i _h receiv$ into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,i _h n appli$ ei!r directly or indirectly = ?is money2 inde$ ,i 0 reluctant ev5 to give in=mation z to ! numb] ( ,*ol]a ,orphans receiv$1 le/ !re %\ld be ev5 ! appe>ance z if aft] all ,i ask$ = money1 in/ead ( solely tru/+ 9 ! liv+ ,god4 ,b "s ( ! g5tlem5 on ! ,committee1 kn[+ ! fact t ,i _h receiv$ _m ,orphans1 made su* by means ( ! ,*ol]a1 propos$ t !re %\ld be paid to ! ,in/itution a sov]eign on acc\nt ( ea* su* *ild receiv$4 ,?is sum 0 especially rem>kable to me z a fre% pro( ( ! numb]less ways1 :i* ,god has at ,8 comm& = provid+ me ) means4 ,i also _c help notic+ ! rem>kable co9cid5ce t1 at ! "t ,god visit$ ?is l& ) ! ,*ol]a1 9 #ahdi1 ,i _h s mu* room = ! reception ( ,orphans4 ,! ,"l 0 pleas$ to all[ me ! joy & sweet privilege ( receiv+ altoge!r tw5ty-six *ildr51 f t5 mon?s old & upw>d1 :o lo/ _! p>5ts 9 ! ,*ol]a at t "t1 & _m besides1 s9ce !n1 :o 7 b]eav$ ( _! p>5ts ?r\gh ?is fe>ful malady4 ,jan4 #ca4 ,today five m ,orphans are to be receiv$4 ,= ! la/ =tnight1 comp>atively little _h come 9 = ! ,orphans1 i4e4 n q #fjl4 ,9 ! prospect ( ! ,orphans com+ today1 ,i said la/ ev5+ to my de> wife1 t ! ,"l w\ld s5d u some?+ = !m2 = ,i h (t5 f\nd1 t ei!r ,he has s5t some?+ ) ! *ildr51 or at ! "t t !y h be5 receiv$4 ,x 0 b ab\t t5 m9utes aft] ,i _h said s1 :5 ,i receiv$ #dejl4 7see ! acc\nt ( ! income = ! o!r objects71 ( :i* ,i took #bjjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ fur!r #ajl4 f a pi\s c\ntess 9 ,ed9burgh1 & #ajs4 f ,dept=d4 ,?us ! ,"l has inde$ s5t some?+ = ! ,orphans4 ,x is n[ sev5 mon?s & ?irte5 days s9ce ! ,orphans began to be receiv$ into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,! exp5ses = !m h be5 s9ce !n ,fifte5 ,hundr$ & ,tw5ty ,p\nds2 & yet we h ?is day m 9 h&1 ?an :5 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 op5$4 ,unbelief & natural reason w\ld h said1 & did say1 ,if !re h (t5 be5 sc>cely any means 9 h&1 :ile ! ,orphans 7 9 ! r5t$ h\ses1 & only ab\t #abj 9 numb]1 h[ w x be :5 !re %all be #cjj 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se8 ,b fai?'s reply 01 ,our pov]ty has be5 only = ! trial ( our fai?1 & x w be z easy to ! ,"l to provide = #cjj z = #abj ,orphans4 ,& ?us we h prov$ x hi!rto1 &1 no d\bt1 %all prove x1 z long z ! ,"l %all enable u to tru/ 9 ,him4 ,may #be1 #ahej4 ,! ,"l has up to ! close ( ?is p]iod help$ also = ?is z well z = ! o!r p>ts ( ! "w2 = dur+ ?is la/ week ,i h receiv$ ab\t #fbl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,) confid5ce 9 ! liv+ ,god ,i /ep into ! new p]iod1 ?\gh our exp5ses are n[ f> heavi] ?an ev] !y 71 be+ fully assur$ ( ,8 fai?fulness4 ,may ,he be pleas$ to uphold me dur+ ! rema9d] ( my e>?ly pilgrimage 9 ,8 fe> & tru?1 & may ,he graci\sly be pleas$ to give me day by day ! fai? :i* my circum/ances may require4 ,clos+ acc\nt z to ! way 9 :i* ! means 7 obta9$ = ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! erection1 fitt+ up1 & furni%+ ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol4 ,at ! "t :]e ! la/ *apt]1 ref]r+ to ?is subject1 closes1 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 be+ built4 ,"p ( x 0 already ro($ 91 & ! rema9d] 0 to be ro($ n _m weeks aft]w>ds4 ,b h[ mu* did !re yet rema9 to be done 9 o!r respects6 ,a build+ s consid]able z to conta9 ab\t #cjj l>ge w9d[s1 w\ld require1 ev5 aft] x 0 f9i%$1 an imm5se am\nt ( lab\r1 to be fitt$ up & furni%$ = #ccj p]sons4 ,!n1 aft] ?is 0 done1 ! settl+ 9 ( ! ,orphans & _! tea*]s & o!r ov]se]s1 ne$$ /ill m abundant help4 ,fur!r1 ! obta9+ ( suitable help]s = ?is "p ( ! "w1 0 inde$ no small matt]4 ,la/ly1 ?\gh ! ,"l _h be5 pleas$ to give me already above ,elev5 ,?\s& ,p\nds = ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 yet ,i ne$$ sev]al ?\s& p\nds m1 9 ord] to br+ ! :ole into su* a /ate1 z might r5d] ! build+ fit = ! reception ( ! ,orphans4 ,& n[1 9 look+ back1 & f9d+ t ,i n only 0 help$ 9 all ^! matt]s1 b also 9 e "o ( !m f> beyond my l>ge/ expectations --does x n become me to say to ^? :o love ! ,"l ,jesus1 & into ^: h&s ?is acc\nt may fall3 #j magnify ! ,"l ) me1 & let u exalt ,8 "n toge!r6 ,ea* "o ( ! =ego+ difficulties :i* /ill exi/$ on ! #bf? ( ,may1 #ahdh1 0 s great1 t if only "o ( !m _h rema9$1 & ,i _h n be5 help$1 :at w\ld h be5 ! result8 ,b :ile ! prospect be=e me w\ld h be5 ov]:elm+ _h ,i look$ at x naturally1 ,i 0 nev]1 ev5 = once1 p]mitt$ to "q :at w\ld be ! end4 ,= z1 f ! beg9n+1 ,i 0 sure t x 0 ! w ( ,god1 t ,i %\ld g to ! "w ( build+ = ,him ?is l>ge ,orphan-,h\se1 s also1 f ! beg9n+1 ,i 0 z c]ta9 t ! :ole w\ld be f9i%$1 z if ! build+ _h be5 already be=e my natural eyes1 & z if ! h\se _h be5 already fill$ ) ?ree hundr$ de/itute ,orphans4 ,i 0 !re=e ( good c\rage1 9 ! mid/ ( an ov]:elm+ pressure ( "w yet to be done1 & v _m difficulties yet to be ov]come1 & ?\s&s ( p\nds yet ne$$2 & ,i gave myself /ill fur!r to pray]1 & s\ght /ill fur!r to ex]cise fai? on ! promises ( ,god4 ,& n[1 ! "w is done1 ! difficulties are ov]come1 all ! money t 0 ne$$ has be5 obta9$1 & ev5 m ?an ,i ne$$2 &1 z to help]s 9 ! "w1 ,i h obta9$ ev5 beyond my expectations & pray]s4 ,ne>ly sev5 ye>s h pass$ away already #ahef s9ce ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 op5$1 & ab\t ?ree hundr$ & ?irty p]sons sit d[n 9 x day by day to _! meals4 ,! ,godly read] w feel int]e/$ 9 le>n+ n[ fur!r p>ticul>s1 z to h[ x pleas$ ,god to assi/ me 9 accompli%+ my desires1 ) ref]5ce to ! prep>ation ( ! ,h\se = ! reception ( ! *ildr51 & ,i !re=e relate ! mann] 9 :i* ,i receiv$ fur!r pecuni>y supplies2 &1 :il/ do+ s1 w "h & !re make rem>ks conc]n+ o!r po9ts1 :i* may ?r[ light on ! subject4 ,up to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 ,i _h receiv$ altoge!r t[>ds meet+ ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! build+ ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se ! sum ( #aa1jfbl4 #ds4 #aa #a_/b d4 ,i n[ /ate fur!r1 "s in/ances1 m]ely z specim5s1 z to ! mann] 9 :i* x pleas$ ! ,"l1 to provide me fur!r ) means = fitt+ up & furni%+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 )\t apply+ to a s+le individual p]sonally = any?+1 b only giv+ myself to pray]4 ,june #h1 #ahdh4 ,i receiv$ #el4 #ags4 z ! ,proce$s f ! sale ( a ,tree = ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,june #ag4 ,receiv$ #el41 ( :i* #dl4 #as4 is ! proce$s f ! sale ( a second tree = ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 & #ais4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4--,! read] is "h call$ ^u to notice t1 :il/ ,i _h yet to obta9 sev]al ?\s& p\nds = f9i%+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 all ! o!r curr5t exp5ses ( ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution 7 go+ on2 & = none ( all ^! pecuni>y necessities _h ,i any regul> c]ta9 income :atev]1 nor did ,i seek help f any "o b ! liv+ ,god only4 ,june #bj4 ,a bro!r & si/] gave f\r silv] table spoons1 twelve silv] tea spoons1 & a pair ( silv] sug> tongs = sale4 ,aug4 #g4 ,f a si/] 9 ! ,"l #bjjl4--,) #b ,cor4 viii4 #ab1 #as4 -- ,anonym\sly f ,j4 ,h4 ,w4 #es41 z a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = ,8 deliv]+ goodness 9 sickness4--,anonym\sly #as4 ,aug4 #ac4 ,f a bro!r #ajs4 ,?is bro!r _h work$ ov]time1 & 9 pray] he told ! ,"l t1 if 8 employ]s gave him any?+ = x1 he w\ld give x to ! ,build+ ,fund1 z he _h a great desire to contribute some?+ t[>ds ?is "w1 f :i* he _h be5 kept = want ( means4 ,aug4 #af4 ,a bro!r 9 ! ,"l hav+ sold 8 little e>?ly prop]ty1 = ! sake ( sp5d+ ! money = ! ,"l1 br\ght #bjl4 ( ! proce$s1 ( :i* he wi%$ me to take #ajl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #ajl4 = ! orphans4 ,aug4 #ai4 ,x is ?is day a twelvemon? s9ce ! f\ndation /one ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 laid1 & n[ ! build+ is up1 & almo/ entirely ro($ 94 ,also "p ( ! inside pla/]+ is already done4 ,h[ c my s\l suffici5tly magnify ! ,"l = all ! help :i* ,he has be5 pleas$ to give1 s9ce ?is day twelvemon?6--,z we are n[ s f> advanc$1 ,i h be5 increas+ly entreat+ ,god1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to give me ! means :i* are yet requisite = fitt+ up & furni%+ ! h\se2 = ev5 n[ ,i am completely dep5d+ ^u ,him = consid]able sums1 to accompli% ?is4 ,b :ile mu* is /ill ne$$1 ,i h nev] _h1 by ,god's grace1 ! lea/ misgiv+1 z to ,8 will+ness to give me all ,i ne$2 on ! contr>y1 ,i h be5 assur$ t1 :5 ,i actually requir$ ! money = ! fitt+s & ! furniture1 x w\ld come4 ,& n[ ?is day ! ,"l has aga9 prov$1 to me1 h[ will+ ,ha is to act accord+ to my fai?2 = !re 0 giv5 to me ?is morn+ #hhgl4 "u ! k9d condition t ,i %\ld take ( x #bjl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & ! re/ = ! ,build+ ,fund or ! pres5t ne$ ( ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution1 z x appe>$ be/ to me4 ,i took !re=e #fjjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & plac$ #bfgl4 to ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,tract--& ,mission>y ,fund1 ) ! especial int5tion ( us+ ! great] "p ( ?is #bfgl4 = help+ home & =eign prea*]s ( ! ,gospel1 :o lab\r )\t any sal>y1 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! ,"l = supplies1 kn[+ ! ne$ ( _m to be v great2 = cases ( especial di/ress among !m _h aga9 rec5tly come be=e me4 ,my s\l does magnify ! ,"l = all ,8 goodness & fai?fulness6 ,oct4 #aa4 ,?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ a lett]1 conta9+ a *eck = #ejl4 ) ^! words3 #a ,pet] iv4 #ab-ad4 ,! enclos$ draft is = ,mr4 ,muell]1 to be dispos$ ( accord+ to 8 own ne$1 & ! ne$ ( ! ,orphans "u 8 c>e4 ,may ! #cg? ,psalm cont9ue to be 8 solace 9 ! fi]y trial ?r\gh :i* he is pass+4 ,i took ! :ole ( ?is sum t[>ds fitt+ up & furni%+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,oct4 #af4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ a fifty p\nd note z a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = numb]less m]cies dur+ a long c\rse ( ye>s4 ,! donor desir$ t ,bro!r ,craik %\ld h #ajl41 myself #ajl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & #cjl4 7 left to me to dispose ( z ,i ?\ght be/1 = ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s1 :i* sum ,i put to ! ,build+ ,fund1 ) ! donor's approval4 ,oct4 #bj4 ,f a lady 9 ,irel& #es4--,by sale ( turf & grass #cl4 #afs4 #b;d4 ,oct4 #bd4 ,by sale ( articles #ds4 #d #a_/b d4--,f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman 9 ,devon%ire #bjl4 ,day by day #a am wait+ ^u ,god = means = furni%+ ! h\se4 ,! la/-m5tion$ sum ,i receiv$ :5 return+ f ! ,orphan-,h\ses f our weekly pray]-meet+1 :]e ,i _h be5 aga9 seek+ f ,god fur!r help1 toge!r ) my fell[ lab\r]s 9 ! "w4 ,oct4 #be4 ,f si/]s 9 ! ,"l 9 ,devon%ire1 #el41 ( :i* !y k9dly int5d "o half = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ! o!r half = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 ,nov4 #h4 ,! ,build+ is n[ s f> advanc$ by ! help ( ,god1 t ,i 0 able to arrange ye/]day ) ! cl]k ( ! works to pur*ase today #cb grates = small rooms1 two copp] furnaces = ! wa%-h\se1 & two iron furnaces = ! scull]y4 ,?us1 !re=e1 ! exp5ses = fitt+ up ! h\se comm5ce4 ,= all ?is ,i _h ! money 9 h&1 & ev5 "s hundr$s ( p\nds m1 ?an ! liabilities :i* are already ^u me2 yet ,i want /ill _m hundr$ p\nds to meet all ! heavy exp5ses1 connect$ ) fitt+ up & furni%+ s l>ge a build+1 levell+ ! gr\nd1 mak+ a road ?r\gh ! gr\nd1 pit*+ ?ree l>ge playgr\nds1 c4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ anonym\sly #ejl4 = ! ,orphan-,h\se1 ) ,psalm cxvi4 & ! reque/ n to notice ! po/-m>k4 ,z ,i und]/ood ! donor to int5d ?is donation = ! ,build+ ,fund1 ,i took x = t4 ,nov4 #i4 ,today ! ,"l has help$ /ill m abundantly4 ,i h receiv$ a donation ( ,"o ,?\s& ,p\nds1 to be us$ = ! ,build+ ,fund & ! pres5t necessities ( ! "w g5]ally1 z ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution might require4 ,( ?is donation ,i took1 !re=e1 #fjjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #ajjl4 = ! pres5t necessities ( ! ,orphans1 #bjjl4 = mission>y purposes1 & #ajjl4 = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & = ! v>i\s ,day ,s*ools1 ! ,sunday ,s*ool1 & ! ,adult ,s*ool ( ! ,in/itution4 ,all ^! manife/ations ( ! ,"l's abundant help d n 9 ! lea/ surprise me4 ,i expect help f ,him4 ,i "k t ,he li/5s to my supplications1 & t1 = ! sake ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 ,he is will+ to help me yet m & m1 to ! conf\nd+ ( ,satan & to ! putt+ to %ame ( unbelief4 ,nov4 #aj4 ,receiv$ a bank ord] = #el4 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,tavi/ock1 :i*1 be+ left to my disposal1 ,i took = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,nov4 #ae4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,launce/on #bjl4 ,dec4 #bb4 ,receiv$ #ajjl4 ,?is sum be+ left to my disposal1 ,i took x = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,jan4 #b1 #ahdi4 ,receiv$ f ,devon%ire #ajl41 ) ^! words3 ,a moiety ( ! fir/ fruits ( int]e/ on ,bri/ol ,dock ,%>es f ! ,t[n ,c\ncil ( ,bri/ol1 t[>ds ! ,new ,orphan ,build+4 ,?us ev5 ! fact1 ( ,bri/ol be+ made a free port1 0 us$ by ! ,"l z a means to supply me ) ?is sum4 ,jan4 #ag4 ,! "t is n[ draw+ ne>1 :5 fur!r /eps are to be tak5 to fit up & furni% ! h\se1 z m ?an two-?irds ( ! rooms are all b ready4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i h pray$ ! m e>ne/ly1 day by day1 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to give me ! means :i* are yet ne$$2 & z my he>t has be5 assur$ f ! beg9n+1 & all ?r\gh ^! ?ree ye>s & two mon?s1 s9ce ,i fir/ began to pray ab\t ?is subject1 t ,god w\ld 9 e way help me 9 ?is "w1 s ,i h also be5 p>ticul>ly satisfi$ t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to provide ! means :i* may be requir$ to meet all ! heavy exp5ses1 :i* yet rema9 to be met4 ,n[1 today ,i h _h aga9 a preci\s answ] to my daily supplications ) ref]5ce to ?is "w2 = ,i receiv$ ?is ev5+ #fjjl41 conc]n+ :i* x 0 desir$ t bro!r ,craik & myself %\ld ea* take #ejl4 = ourselves2 ! rema9+ #ejjl4 0 left entirely to my disposal2 yet an especial ref]5ce 0 made to ! heavy exp5ses connect$ ) fitt+ up & furni%+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 t[>ds :i* ,i might1 ei!r 9 "p1 or entirely take ?is sum4--,aft] pray] ,i h decid$ on portion+ out ! money ?us3 #cjjl4 t[>ds fitt+ up & furni%+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 #ejl4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 #ejl4 = ! support ( ! ,day ,s*ools1 ! ,sunday ,s*ool1 & ! ,adult ,s*ool1 #bel4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 #bel4 = ! circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts1 #bel4 = ,=eign ,missions1 & #bel4 = ! ,employm5t ,fund4 ,) ref]5ce to ! pres5t ( #ejl4 = myself1 z m5tion$ j n[1 ,i _c help call+ ^u ! ,*ri/ian read] to obs]ve h[ ri*ly ! ,"l supplies my own p]sonal necessities4 ,s9ce #ahcj ,i h _h no regul> sal>y nor any /at$ income :atev] ,i !n began to rely ^u ! liv+ ,god alone = ! supply ( all my temporal necessities2 & all ^! _m ye>s h nev] once be5 all[$ to regret ?is /ep1 nor has ! ,"l at any "t fail$ me4 ,(t51 inde$1 ,i h kn[n :at x is to be poor2 b = ! mo/ "p ,i h ab\nd$4 ,i s\ght no paym5t f man = my s]vice = ,god1 :e!r 9 ! m9i/ry ( ! ,^w or z director ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution2 b ?\gh ,i did n seek = any paym5t1 ! ,"l has mo/ abundantly recomp5s$ me1 ev5 z to ?is life4 ,by f> ! mo/ important po9t1 h[ev]1 ( ?is my way ( liv+1 is1 t _m ( ! disciples ( ! ,"l ,jesus h _h _! he>ts com=t$1 & h be5 enc\rag$ !mselves to tru/ m 9 ,god1 ?an !y us$ to d2 & x 01 moreov]1 my becom+ m exp]im5tally acqua9t$1 ?r\gh ?is way ( liv+1 ) ! read9ess ( ,god to help1 to succ\r1 to relieve1 & to answ] pray]1 :i* l$ me 9 ,m>* #ahcd to beg9 ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 & 9 ,novemb] #ahce to c>e ab\t de/itute ,orphans4 ,jan4 #bf4 ,anonym\sly f ! neighb\rhood ( ,nott+ham ,a gold *a94 ,jan4 #cj4 ,f a pr(essional g5tleman 9 ,bri/ol #ejl4 ,feb4 #ab4 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is n[ almo/ entirely f9i%$4 ,9 six weeks1 ) ! help ( ,god1 all w be complet$4 ,on ?is acc\nt ,i h be5 dur+ ! la/ =tnight mu* occupi$ 9 mak+ ! necess>y arrangem5ts = fitt+ x up & furni%+ x2 b ! m4 ,i h be5 occupi$ ab\t ?is1 ! m ,i h se5 h[ l>ge a sum ! :ole ( ! fitt+s & ! furniture w require2 & ?is consid]ation has l$ me /ill m e>ne/ly ( late to entreat ! ,"l1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to give me ! means1 :i* may yet be ne$$ = ! completion ( ! :ole4 ,"u ^! circum/ances a bro!r 9 ! ,"l came to me ?is morn+1 & aft] a few m9utes conv]sation gave me ,two ,?\s& ,p\nds1 conc]n+ :i* sum he k9dly gave me p]mission to use x = ! fitt+ up & furni%+ ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 or = any ?+ else ne$$ 9 connexion ) ! ,orphans4 ,i h plac$ ! :ole ( ?is sum1 at lea/ = ! pres5t1 to ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,n[1 de> read]1 place y\rself 9 my position4 ,elev5 hundr$ & n9ety-five days x is s9ce ,i began ask+ ! ,"l = means = ! build+ & fitt+ up ( an ,orphan-,h\se4 ,day by day h ,i1 by ,8 grace1 s9ce t "t1 cont9u$ to br+ ?is matt] be=e ,him4 ,)\t "o mom5t's d\bt1 or misgiv+1 or wav]+1 h ,i be5 enabl$ to tru/ 9 ,god = ! means4 ,f ! beg9n+1 aft] ,i _h once asc]ta9$ ! w ( ,god conc]n+ ?is "w1 h ,i be5 assur$ t ,he w\ld br+ x ab\t2 yea1 z sure h ,i be5 f ! beg9n+ t ,he w\ld d s1 z if ,i _h already _h all ! means 9 h& = x1 or z if ! h\se _h be5 actually be=e me1 occupi$ by ! *ildr54 ,b ?\gh to fai? ev5 ?ree ye>s ago ! :ole "w 0 accompli%$1 to sight !re rema9$ _m & great difficulties to be ov]come4 ,ev5 at ! comm5cem5t ( ?is day !re rema9$ _m difficulties1 9 ! way ( means1 z well z 9 o!r respects2 !re=e4 ,i 0 on ! po9t ( giv+ myself aga9 especially to pray]1 at ! v mom5t :5 ,i 0 in=m$ t ! donor ( ! above m5tion$ ,two ,?\s& ,p\nds _h call$ to see me4 ,n[ ,i h ! means1 z f> z ,i c see1 :i* w enable me to meet all ! exp5ses2 & 9 all probability ,i %all h ev5 sev]al hundr$ p\nds m ?an are ne$$4 ,?us ! ,"l %[s t ,he c & w n only give z mu* z is absolutely ne$$ = ,8 "w1 b also t ,he c & w give abundantly4 ,x is impossible to describe ! real joy ,i _h 9 ,god1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is sum4 ,i 0 calm1 n 9 ! lea/ excit$1 able to g on imm$iately ) o!r "w t came ^u me at once aft] ,i _h receiv$ ! donation2 b inexpressible 0 ! delight :i* ,i _h 9 ,god1 :o _h ?us giv5 me ! full answ] to my ?\s&s ( pray]s1 dur+ ^! elev5 hundr$ & n9ety-five days4 ,i notice fur!r conc]n+ ?is donation3 #a1 ,! donor especially desir$ me to keep 8 "n entirely conceal$2 & 9 ord] t no "o might "k :o he is1 he gave me n an ord] on a bank1 b br\ght ! am\nt 9 notes4 #b1 ,he _h int5d$ to leave me ?is sum = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans aft] 8 dea?1 & = ye>s x _h be5 9 8 la/ w2 b he judg$ x m accord+ to ! w ( ,god to give ! money dur+ 8 life "t4 ,m>* #ca4 ,a bro!r br\ght me a gold repeat] ) a gold *a91 to :i* two gold seals & a gold r+ 7 atta*$1 & told me t he desir$ to give ! *a91 seals1 & r+ t[>ds fitt+ up ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 & wi%$ me to get him = ! gold repeat] a silv] wat*1 z ! love ( ,*ri/ _h wean$ 8 he>t f any desire to use a gold repeat]4 ,he also /at$1 t :atev] 0 ov] & above ! sale ( ! repeat] %\ld g = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,i h ?us giv5 a few out ( ! hundr$s ( donations1 v>y+ f "o f>?+ to #bjjjl41 z specim5s1 to %[ h[ ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to furni% me ) ! means4 ,! total am\nt1 :i* came 9 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 0 #ae1ghdl4 #ahs4 #aj;d4 ,( ?is sum #ad1iadl4 #es4 #h;d4 0 receiv$ by donations 9 money1 #fjl4 #ais4 #aa;d4 came 9 by ! sale ( articles1 giv5 = ! purpose4 #ffl4 #cs4 #aj;d4 by ! sale ( grass & turf f ! field1 on :i* ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 erect$4 #gdcl4 #is4 #e;d4 came 9 = ,int]e/2 = ,i consid]$ t1 z a /ew>d ( l>ge sums1 :i* 7 intru/$ to me1 ,i ought to inve/ ! money1 till x 0 actually ne$$2 & ?us ! sum 0 obta9$4 ,aft] all ! exp5ses _h be5 met = ! pur*ase ( ! l&1 ! conveyance ( ! same1 ! enrolm5t ( ! tru/ de$s 9 ,*anc]y1 ! build+1 fitt+ up & furni%+ ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 !re rema9$ a balance ( #ggfl4 #ads4 #c #c_/d d41 af=d+ a manife/ pro( t ! ,"l c n only supply u ) all we ne$ 9 ,8 s]vice1 simply 9 answ] to pray]1 b t ,he c also give u ev5 m ?an we ne$4 ,x w be se5 h[ ?is balance 0 aft]w>ds us$4 ,miscellane\s po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahdh to ,may #bf1 #ahej4 #a1 ,dur+ ! :ole ( ?is p]iod1 five ,day ,s*ools1 ) #cbi *ildr5 9 !m1 7 entirely support$ by ! ,funds ( ?is ,in/itution2 & "s pecuni>y assi/ance 0 r5d]$ to f\r o!r ,day ,s*ools4 ,also a ,sunday ,s*ool1 ) #afh *ildr51 0 entirely support$1 & ano!r 0 occasionally assi/$4 ,la/ly1 an ,adult ,s*ool1 ) #ajf ,adult ,s*ol>s1 0 support$ dur+ ?is p]iod4 ,!re 0 exp5d$ on ^! v>i\s ,s*ools #heal4 #as4 #e #a_/b d4 dur+ ^! two ye>s4--,! numb] ( all ! *ildr5 t 7 taught 9 ! ,day ,s*ools ?r\gh ! m$ium ( ?is ,in/itution1 f ,m>* #e #ahcd to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 am\nt$ to #eaad2 ! numb] ( ^? 9 ! ,sunday ,s*ools am\nt$ to #bbjj2 & ! numb] ( ! p]sons 9 ! ,adult ,s*ool to #agcg4 ,9 all #ijea4 #b1 ,f ,may #bf1 #ahdh to ,may #bj1 #ahej1 7 circulat$ #gai ,bibles & #bci ,new ,te/am5ts4 ,!re 0 exp5d$ on ?is object1 dur+ ?is p]iod1 ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 #ajdl4 #aes4 #aa;d4 ,!re 7 circulat$ altoge!r1 f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 ,six ,?\s& ,f\r ,hundr$ & ,sixty-,five ,bibles & ,?ree ,?\s& ,n9e ,hundr$ & ,n9ety-,n9e ,new ,te/am5ts4 #c1 ,f ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 7 sp5t #begdl4 #afs4 #f;d4 ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution = mission>y objects1 :]eby #dj prea*]s ( ! ,gospel 9 ,briti% ,guiana1 9 ! ,ea/ ,indies1 9 ,switz]l&1 9 ,france1 9 ,g]many1 9 ,canada1 9 ,scotl&1 9 ,irel&1 & 9 ,engl& 7 assi/$4 ,! read] w notice h[ greatly ?is object ( ! ,in/itution 0 increas$ dur+ ! la/ f\r ye>s previ\s to ,may #bf1 #ahej4 ,?is arose f ! fact1 t1 9 ! e>ly "p ( #ahdf1 ! ne$ ( c]ta9 bre?r5 :o lab\r$ 9 ! ^w & doctr9e came be=e me1 & ,god laid !m on my he>t to lab\r = !m 9 pray]1 9 ord] t ,i might obta9 means f ,him = su* bre?r5 to a great] ext5t ?an ,i _h done be=e4 ,ev] s9ce !n ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ increas+ly to use me 9 ?is way4 ,= f ,may #bf1 #ahdf to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 !re 0 sp5t = t object ne>ly ?ree times z mu* z dur+ any =m] p]iod ( ! same l5g?2 & dur+ ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahdh to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 ,i 0 n only all[$ to d z mu* z be=e1 b to exp5d ev5 #ajafl4 #es4 m ?an dur+ ! =m] p]iod1 not)/&+ all ! _m heavy additional exp5ses = ! v>i\s o!r objects ( ! ,in/itution4 ,x is my sweet privilege to /ate1 t ! lab\rs ( _m ( ^! =ty s]vants ( ! ,"l1 :om ,i assi/$1 7 especially own$ ( ,god dur+ ^! two ye>s4 ,!re took place v _m conv]sions ?r\gh _! in/rum5tality4 ,?is applies bo? to ^? :o lab\r$ among idolat]s & ^? among nom9al ,*ri/ians4 #d1 ,f ,may #bf1 #ahdh to ,may #bf1 #ahej ! sum ( #ahdl4 #is4 #d #a_/b d4 0 exp5d$ on ! circulation ( ,tracts4 ,!re 7 circulat$ dur+ ?is p]iod #acj1dfd ,tracts4 ,! total numb] :i* 0 circulat$ f ,nov4 #ai1 #ahdj up to ,may #bf1 #ahej am\nt$ to #bid1abh4 ,z ! ,mission>y dep>tm5t 0 consid]ably enl>g$ dur+ ^! two ye>s1 s ! ,tract ,dep>tm5t also increas$ to ne>ly ?ree times ! ext5t t x 0 dur+ ! =m] p]iods1 = :i* ,i desire to be grateful to ! ,"l1 & ,i rejoice 9 x z a means by :i* ! ,"l may be pleas$ to d mu* good2 inde$ already we c say1 we are n )\t fruit4 ,besides ,engli% ,tracts1 we circulat$ _m 9 ,g]man & ,fr5*1 also "s 9 ,wel%1 & a few hundr$s 9 ,portuguese & ,italian4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 !re 7 #abb ,orphans 9 ! f\r ,orphan-,h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 ,bri/ol4 ,!re 7 admitt$1 be=e ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 op5$1 #i fre% ,orphans1 mak+ #aca 9 all4 ,( ^!1 h[ev]1 "o 0 tak5 by h] relatives to ,au/ralia1 to :i* !y emigrat$1 & wi%$ h] to accompany !m4 ,?ree 7 s5t to _! relatives till !y might be cur$1 on acc\nt ( su* diseases z made !m unfit to be ) o!r *ildr54 ,two fell asleep 9 ,jesus z decid$ believ]s1 ( :om ! "o _h be5 sev]al ye>s 9 ! h\se & conv]t$ "s mon?s be=e h] dea?4 ,! o!r _h be5 only six mon?s "u our c>e1 :5 %e di$4 ,almo/ imm$iately aft] h] admission %e 0 f\nd to be 9 consumption1 b ! ,"l all[$ u ! joy ( w9n+ h] s\l = ,him4 ,two girls 7 s5t out to s]vice1 bo? z believ]s4 ,& f\r boys & "o girl 7 appr5tic$4 ,! actual numb]1 !re=e1 ( ,orphans :o 7 remov$ f ! f\r r5t$ ,orphan-,h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 ,bri/ol1 on ,june #ah?1 #ai?1 #bj?1 & #ba/1 #ahdi1 into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol1 0 #aah4 ,"s ( ^! *ildr5 _h be5 receiv$ :5 ! fir/ & second ,orphan-,h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet 7 op5$1 & _h !re=e be5 ) u1 at ! "t ( our removal1 m ?an twelve ye>s1 & !y rema9$ sev]al ye>s aft]w>ds1 = we keep !m z long z x appe>s to u good = !m1 irrespective ( exp5se4 ,?us we h ! joy ( see+ v delicate & sickly little *ildr5 gr[ up & become heal?y "y m5 & wom51 :il/ o!rwise1 humanly speak+1 !y might nev] h be5 re>$1 or1 at all ev5ts h be5 sickly all _! lives = want ( a heal?y place ( abode1 ( cleanl9ess1 or a suffici5t quantity ( :olesome & n\ri%+ food4 ,b especially we h 9 ?is way ! great joy ( see+ _m ( ^! ,orphans br\ght to ! k ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 ?r\gh ! bless+ :i* ,god grants to our tra9+ !m up 9 ,8 fe> f _! e>lie/ days4 ,x is nev] ) me a "q h[ mu* money ea* *ild co/s1 ?r\gh be+ reta9$ s long1 b only t bodily1 m5tally1 & spiritually !y may be b5efit$ ?r\gh our c>e4 ,to make !m useful = "t1 & to w9 _! s\ls = ! ,"l1 are our great aims conc]n+ !m4 ,aft] ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se _h be5 op5$1 & ! #aah ,orphans f ,wilson ,/reet1 ) _! tea*]s & o!r ov]se]s admitt$ into x1 ,i did n at once receive fre% ,orphans2 b1 9 ord] t all ! necess>y regulations ( ! new e/abli%m5t might be prop]ly made1 & especially1 9 ord] t ,i myself might fir/ le>n :at 0 ! be/ way ( regulat+ x1 we wait$ five weeks be=e ! reception ( fre% ,orphans4 ,on ,july #bd?1 #ahdi1 ?is comm5c$1 & f t "t up to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 altoge!r "o hundr$ & sev5ty ,orphans 7 receiv$1 f t5 mon?s old & upw>ds1 s t on ,may #bf1 #ahej1 !re w\ld h be5 #bhh ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 includ+ ! #aah remov$ into x f ,wilson ,/reet1 _h !re be5 no *anges4 ,b ( ?is numb] two "y *ildr5 di$1 two ,orphans 7 tak5 back by _! relatives1 :o 7 by t "t able to provide = !m4 ,"o boy 0 s5t back to 8 relations1 p>tly on acc\nt ( epileptic fits1 & p>tly on acc\nt ( (t-repeat$ great disob$i5ce1 9 ord] t we might ?us make an example ( him = ! b5efit ( ! re/4 ,?ree boys 7 s5t to _! relatives1 z ready to be appr5tic$1 f\r boys 7 appr5tic$ at ! exp5se ( ! ,in/itution1 & provid$ ) an outfit accord+ly2 & "o girl 0 fitt$ out & s5t to s]vice4 ,!re 71 !re=e1 on ,may #bf1 #ahej1 only ,two ,hundr$ & ,sev5ty-five ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se2 & ) ! tea*]s1 ov]se]s1 nurses1 & indoor & out-door s]vants1 c41 ! :ole numb] ( p]sons connect$ ) ! e/abli%m5t 0 ,?ree ,hundr$ & ,eight4 ,! total numb] ( ,orphans1 :o 7 "u our c>e f ,april #ahcf1 up to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 0 ,f\r ,hundr$ & ,=ty-?ree4 ,i notice fur!r ! foll[+ po9ts 9 connexion ) ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 #a4 ,)\t any sect>ian di/9ction :atev]1 & )\t fav\r or p>tiality1 ,orphans are receiv$4 ,!re is no int]e/ :atev] requir$ to get a *ild admitt$1 nor is x expect$ t a c]ta9 sum be paid ) ! ,orphans4 ,?ree ?+s only are requisite3 a1 t ! *ildr5 h be5 lawfully begott52 b1 t !y be b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?2 & c1 t !y be 9 de/itute circum/ances4 ,respect+ ^! ?ree po9ts /rict inve/igation is made1 & x is expect$ t ea* ( !m be prov$ by prop] docum5ts2 b t hav+ be5 done1 *ildr5 may be admitt$ f any place1 provid$ !re is no?+ peculi> 9 ! case t w\ld make !m unsuitable inmates = ! e/abli%m5t4--,i p>ticul>ly reque/1 t p]sons w k9dly refra9 f apply+ = *ildr51 except !y are b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 z ,i c n receive !m1 if only b]eav$ ( "o2 = ?is e/abli%m5t has be5 f ! beg9n+1 only = de/itute *ildr5 :o h nei!r fa!r nor "m1 & !re c be no exceptions made4 #b4 ,! att5tion ( ! read] is call$ to ! "n ( ! ,orphan ,e/abli%m5t4 ,x is call$ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,i p>ticul>ly reque/ t ! fri5ds ( ! ,in/itution w use ?is "n & e>ne/ly beg1 9 ord] to avoid mi/ake1 t x may n be call$ ! ,orphan ,asylum1 z !re is ab\t half a mile f ! spot1 :]e ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se has be5 erect$1 ano!r *>itable e/abli%m5t1 :i* has be5 = _m ye>s 9 exi/5ce1 call$ ! ,female ,orphan ,asylum4 ,b mo/ ( all ,i e>ne/ly reque/1 t ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se be n call$ ,mr4 ,mull]'s ,orphan-,h\se4 ,i h n[ & !n be5 pa9$ by obs]v+ t ?is appellation has be5 giv5 to x4 ,i tru/ t none1 :o recognise ! f+] ( ,god 9 ?is "w1 w be s9n+ aga9/ ,him by giv+ to me any measure ( t hon\r1 :i* s manife/ly & altoge!r is only due to ,him4 ,! ,"l l$ me to ?is "w4 ,he gave me fai? = x4 ,he su/a9$ my fai? = x to ! end4 ,he provid$ ! means4 ,he rem>kably help$ me ?r\gh "o difficulty aft] ! o!r4 ,_h ,he n upheld me 9 ! mid/ ( !m all1 ,i %\ld h be5 surely ov]:elm$ by !m4 ,!re=e1 by ,8 help1 ,i w n s9 by tak+ ev5 9 ! smalle/ degree t hon\r to myself1 :i* entirely belongs to ,him2 & let none be s9n+1 by giv+ ! lea/ degree ( ?is hon\r to me1 or admir+ me1 in/ead ( hon\r+ & admir+ ! ,"l4 #c4 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 plac$ 9 ! h&s ( elev5 tru/ees1 *os5 by me4 ,! de$s 7 enroll$ 9 ,*anc]y4 #d4 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is fitt$ up = ! accommodation ( #adj ,orphan ,girls above sev5 ye>s ( age1 #hj ,orphan ,boys above sev5 ye>s1 & #hj male & female ,orphans f _! e>lie/ days1 till !y are ab\t sev5 or eight ye>s ( age4 ,! infants1 aft] hav+ pass$ ! age ( sev5 or eight ye>s1 are remov$ into ! diff]5t dep>tm5ts = old] boys & girls4 #e4 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is op5 to visitors e ,w$nesday aft]noon2 b ! arrangem5ts ( ! e/abli%m5t make x ne$ful1 t x %\ld be %[n only at t "t4 ,no exceptions c be made4--,! fir/ p>ty ( visitors is %[n ?r\gh ! ,h\se at half-pa/ two o'clock precisely1 ,god p]mitt+ ! second at ?ree o'clock2 &1 %\ld !re be ne$ = x1 ! ?ird & la/ p>ty at half-pa/ ?ree o'clock4--,z x takes at lea/ "o h\r & a half to see ! :ole e/abli%m5t1 x is reque/$ t visitors w be pleas$ to make _! arrangem5ts accord+ly1 be=e !y come1 z x w\ld be inconv5i5t1 %\ld "o or ! o!r leave1 be=e ! :ole p>ty has se5 ! ,h\se4--,f ,m>* #a/ to ,nov4 #a/ !re may be ?ree p>ties %[n ?r\gh ! ,h\se e ,w$nesday aft]noon2 b f ,nov4 #a/ to ,m>* #a/ only two p>ties c be accommodat$1 on acc\nt ( ! %ortness ( ! days4 #f4 ,p]sons :o desire to make application = ! admission ( ,orphans are reque/$ to write to me & address ! lett] to my h\se1 ,no4 #ba1 ,paul ,/reet1 ,k+sd[n1 ,bri/ol4 #g4 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+ by me1 ! sum ( #cc1hfhl4 #aas4 #a #a_/d d4 0 giv5 to me = ! ,orphans1 z ! result ( pray] to ,god1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahej4--;,x may be also int]e/+ to ! read] to "k t ! total am\nt1 :i* 0 giv5 z free contributions1 = ! o!r objects1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 am\nt$ to #aj1ecal4 #cs4 #c #c_/d d42 & t :i* came 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5ts ( ! *ildr5 9 ! s*ools1 up to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 am\nt$ to #b1gjgl4 #is4 #c #a_/b d4--,besides ?is also a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 c41 7 giv5 = ! use ( ! ,orphans4 #h4 ,! total ( ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans f ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdi1 0 #a1eeil4 #fs4 #i;d41 & ! total ( ! curr5t exp5ses = !m f ,may #bf1 #ahdi1 to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 0 only #b1ffel4 #acs4 #b #c_/d d41 i4e4 only ab\t ,elev5 ,hundr$ ,p\nds m ?an ! previ\s ye>4 ,to avoid misund]/&+1 ,i w\ld reque/ ! read] to keep 9 m9d t1 ?\gh !re 7 above #cjj p]sons connect$ ) ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 on ,may #bf1 #ahej1 & only ab\t #acj 9 ! r5t$ ,orphan ,h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 yet above ?ree weeks ( ! second ye> ! *ildr5 7 /ill 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 & five weeks aft]w>ds we _h only ^? *ildr5 :o came f ,wilson ,/reet into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se2 & ev5 :5 we began to receive fre% ,orphans1 !y came 9 only f\r1 five1 six1 sev51 or eight a-week1 s t only by little & little our exp5ses increas$4--,x is also ne$ful1 9 ord] to h a correct view ( ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! ,orphans1 to take into acc\nt ! pres5ts 9 rice1 bread1 coals1 calico1 pr9t1 %oes1 c41 wor? ab\t #bjjl41 :i* 7 giv5 dur+ ^! two ye>s4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs1 f ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 to ,may #bf1 #ahej4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahdh4 ,dur+ ?is ye> ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to give me-- #a4 ,by anonym\s (f]+s 9 money1 put up 9 pap]1 direct$ to me1 & put into ! boxes = ! poor sa9ts or ! r5t1 at ! two *apels4 4 4 4 4 ,l#aef #g #a #b4 ,by pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n giv5 anonym\sly 4 4 4 4 #aeg #ad #f #c4 ,by pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 4 #ade #j #j #d4 ,by pres5ts 9 provisions1 clo!s1 etc41 f believ]s 9 & out ( ,bri/ol1 wor? to u at lea/ 4 4 4 4 #ae #af #j -------- ,l#dgd #ag #g ,to ?is is aga9 to be add$1 = ?is ye> also1 z be=e /at$1 ! free education ( my daught] at a bo>d+ s*ool1 wor? at lea/ #ejl4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahdi4 ,! ,"l s5t me dur+ ?is ye>-- #a4 ,by anonym\s (f]+s 9 money1 ?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! two *apels 4 4 4 4 4 ,l#adi #ad #i #b4 ,by pres5ts 9 money f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n giv5 anonym\sly 4 4 #aja #c #j #c4 ,by pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 4 #aeh #ai #g #d4 ,by pres5ts 9 articles1 wor? at lea/ 4 #c #e #j ------- ,l#dac #b #d ,full acc\nt ( ! reasons :i* l$ me to ! enl>gem5t ( ! ,orphan "w1 s t ,"o ,?\s& ,orphans might be provid$ =4 ,hav+ writt5 d[n at full l5g? ! ex]cises ( my m9d respect+ ?is deeply important /ep1 ,i give !m "h1 9 ! =m ( a j\rnal1 z record$ at ! "t4 ,dec4 #e1 #ahej4 ,x is n[ sixte5 ye>s & n9e mon?s ?is ev5+1 s9ce ,i began ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad4 ,?is ,in/itution 0 9 its beg9n+ exce$+ly small4 ,n[ x is s l>ge1 t ,i h n only disburs$1 s9ce its comm5cem5t1 ab\t ,fifty ,?\s& ,p\nds /]l+1 b ! curr5t exp5ses1 aft] ! rate ( ! la/ mon?s1 am\nt to above ,l#f1jjj a ye>4 ,i did op5 my m\? wide1 ?is v ev5+ fifte5 ye>s ago1 & ! ,"l has fill$ x4 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is n[ inhabit$ by #cjj ,orphans2 & !re are altoge!r #cce p]sons connect$ ) x4 ,my lab\r is abundant4 ,! sep>ation f my de> wife & *ild great1 on acc\nt ( my be+ ! great] "p ( ! day at ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se2 sometimes also by night4 ,b not)/&+ all ?is1 ,i h aga9 & aga9 ?\ght ab\t lab\r+ m ?an ev] 9 s]v+ poor ,orphans4 ,)9 ! la/ t5 days ?is matt] has mu* occupi$ my m9d1 & = ! la/ five days ,i h _h mu* pray] ab\t x4 ,x has pass$ ?r\gh my m9d to build ano!r ,orphan-,h\se1 l>ge en\gh = ,sev5 ,hundr$ ,orphans1 s t ,i might be able to c>e = ,"o ,?\s& altoge!r4 ,! po9ts :i* h l$ me to ?is ?\ght are3 #a1 ,! _m di/ress+ cases ( *ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 :o h no help]4 ,i h receiv$ #bjg ,orphans )9 ! la/ sixte5 mon?s1 & h n[ #gh wait+ = admission1 )\t hav+ vacancies = any4 ,i _h ab\t #fj *ildr5 wait+ = admission ab\t sixte5 mon?s s9ce1 s ab\t #bcj *ildr5 h be5 appli$ = )9 ^! sixte5 mon?s4 ,b1 humanly speak+1 = ! next sixte5 mon?s ! numb] ( applications w be f> great]1 z ! "w is n[ s mu* m widely kn[n2 except x be t p]sons may he> t ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is q full1 & on t acc\nt may consid] x useless to apply4 #b1 ,! con/itution ( mo/ o!r *>itable ,in/itutions = ,orphans makes ! admission ( a really de/itute ,orphan1 i4e4 a *ild b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 & )\t an influ5tial fri5d1 v difficult1 if n hopeless2 = admission by means ( ! votes ( donors precludes really poor p]sons f hav+1 9 mo/ in/ances1 ! b5efit ( ^! ,in/itutions1 z !y _c give ! "t nor exp5d ! money necess>y = obta9+ su* votes4 ,i h myself se5 t c]ta9 c&idates _h sev]al ?\s& votes4 ,! necessity ( ?is arrangem5t be+ cont9u$ may be mu* regrett$ by _m :o are connect$ ) su* ,in/itutions1 b !y h no p[] to alt] x4 ,9 our case no?+ is ne$$ b application to me2 & ! v poore/ p]son1 )\t influ5ce1 )\t fri5ds1 )\t any exp5se1 no matt] :]e he lives1 or ( :atev] religi\s d5om9ation1 :o applies = *ildr5 born 9 lawful w$lock1 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 & 9 de/itute circum/ances1 may procure _! admission4 ,n[ z ! new ,poor-law is aga9/ giv+ relief to relatives = ,orphan *ildr5 out ( ! ,poor ,h\ses2 & z !re is su* difficulty = really poor p to get _! ,orphan relatives admitt$ into ord9>y ,orphan ,e/abli%m5ts2 ,i feel myself p>ticul>ly call$ ^u to be ! ,fri5d ( ! ,orphan1 by mak+ an easy way = admission1 provid$ x is really a de/itute case4 #c1 ,! confid5ce :i* ,god has caus$ ?\s&s ( ,8 *ildr5 to repose 9 me1 calls ^u me to make use ( x to ! utmo/ ( my p[]1 & to seek yet m l>gely to be _! almon]4 #d1 ,! exp]i5ce :i* ,i h _h 9 ?is s]vice n[ = fifte5 ye>s1 dur+ :i* "t ,i h gone f ! smalle/ comm5cem5t ( ! "w to hav+ at pres5t #cjj ,orphans "u my c>e1 calls ^u me to make use ( ?is my exp]i5ce to ! utmo/4 ,no memb] ( a committee1 no presid5t ( a ,society1 c\ld possibly h ! same exp]i5ce1 except he himself _h practically be5 engag$ 9 su* a "w = a numb] ( ye>s1 z ,i h be54 #e1 ,?is v exp]i5ce makes ?+s light to me1 "u ,god's help1 :i* 7 difficult =m]ly1 & :i* w\ld be v difficult n[ to _m2 may ,i n !re=e proce$ /ill fur!r8 #f1 ,if #gjj m "y s\ls c\ld be br\ght "u regul> godly tra9+1 7& _! numb] w\ld be r5ew$ f "t to "t17 :at bless$ s]vice = ! k+dom ( ,*ri/1 & :at pr(itable exp5diture ( lab\r too1 ) ! bless+ ( ,god1 ev5 = ?is realm 9 a civil & moral po9t ( view6 #g1 ,b t :i* outweighs e "o ( ^! six reasons1 is la/ly ?is3 ,i began ?is ,orphan ,"w fifte5 ye>s ago = ! v purpose ( illu/rat+ to ! _w & to ! *ur* t !re is v]ily a ,god 9 heav5 :o he>s pray]2 t ,god is ! liv+ ,god4 7,see fully ab\t ?is 9 ,n>rative ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) ,george ,mull]1 "u ! reasons :y ,i began ! ,orphan ,"w 9 #ahce1 #a/ ,"p1 page #adc-adf ( ! ,sev5? ,edition47 ,n[ ?is la/ object is ! m fully accompli%$ ! l>g] ! "w is1 provid$ ,i am help$ 9 obta9+ ! means simply ?r\gh pray] & fai?4 ,b :il/ su* ?\ghts h pass$ ?r\gh my m9d1 !re are o!rs ( ano!r "*4 ,= in/ance1 #a1 ,i h already an abundance ( "w4 #b1 ,my de> wife has already an abundance ( "w4 ,h] :ole "t1 ) little int]mission 7except = pray] & read+ ( ! ,^w ( ,god7 is occupi$ directly or indirectly ab\t ! ,orphans4 #c1 ,am ,i n und]tak+ too mu* = my bodily /r5g? & m5tal p[]s1 by ?9k+ ab\t ano!r ,orphan-,h\se8 #d1 ,am ,i n go+ beyond ! measure ( my fai? 9 ?9k+ ab\t enl>g+ ! "w s z to d\ble or treble x8 #e1 ,is n ?is a delusion ( ,satan1 an attempt to ca/ me d[n altoge!r f my sph]e ( usefulness1 by mak+ me g beyond my measure8 #f1 ,is x n also1 p]haps1 a sn>e to puff me up1 by attempt+ to build a v l>ge ,orphan-,h\se8 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,i c only pray t ! ,"l 9 8 t5d] m]cy w\ld n all[ ,satan to ga9 an advantage ov] me4 ,by ! grace ( ,god my he>t says3 ,"l if ,i c\ld be sure t x is ,?y w1 t ,i %\ld g =w>d 9 ?is matt]1 ,i w\ld d s *e]fully2 &1 on ! o!r h&1 if ,i c\ld be sure1 t ^! are va91 fooli%1 pr\d ?\ghts1 t !y are n f ,!e1 ,i w\ld1 by ,?y grace1 hate !m1 & entirely put !m aside4 ,my hope is 9 ,god2 ,he w help & tea* me4 ,judg+1 h[ev]1 f ,8 =m] deal+s ) me1 x w\ld n be a /range ?+ to me1 nor surpris+1 if ,he call$ me to lab\r yet /ill m l>gely 9 ?is way4 ,! ?\ghts ab\t enl>g+ ! ,orphan ,"w h n aris5 on acc\nt ( an abundance ( money hav+ lately come 92 = ,i h _h ( late to wait = ab\t sev5 weeks ^u ,god1 :il/ little1 v little comp>atively1 came 91 i4e41 ab\t f\r times z mu* 0 go+ out z came 92 &1 _h n ! ,"l previ\sly s5t me l>ge sums1 we %\ld h be5 di/ress$ inde$4 ,"l6 ,h[ c ,?y s]vant "k ,?y w 9 ?is matt]8 ,wilt ,?\ be pleas$ to tea* him6 ,dec4 #aa1 #ahej4 ,dur+ ! la/ six days1 s9ce writ+ ! above1 ,i h be51 day aft] day1 wait+ ^u ,god conc]n+ ?is matt]4 ,x has g5]ally be5 m or less all ! day on my he>t4 ,:5 ,i h be5 awake at night1 x has n be5 f> f my ?\ghts4 ,yet all ?is )\t ! lea/ excitem5t ,i am p]fectly calm & quiet respect+ x4 ,my s\l w\ld be rejoic$ to g =w>d 9 ?is s]vice1 c\ld ,i be sure t ! ,"l w\ld h me to d s2 = !n1 not)/&+ ! numb]less difficulties1 all w\ld be well1 & ,8 "n w\ld be magnifi$4 ,on ! o!r h&1 74 ,i assur$ t ! ,"l w\ld h me to be satisfi$ ) my pres5t sph]e ( s]vice1 & t ,i %\ld n pray ab\t enl>g+ ! "w1 by ,8 grace ,i c\ld1 )\t an ef=t1 *e]fully yield to x2 = ,he has br\ght me into su* a /ate ( he>t1 t ,i only desire to please ,him 9 ?is matt]4 ,moreov]1 hi!rto ,i h n spok5 ab\t ?is ?+ ev5 to my belov$ wife1 ! %>] ( my joys1 sorr[s & lab\rs = m ?an tw5ty ye>s2 nor is x likely t ,i %all d s = "s "t to come3 = ,i pref] quietly to wait on ! ,"l1 )\t conv]s+ on ?is subject1 9 ord] t ?us ,i may be kept ! m easily1 by ,8 bless+1 f be+ influ5c$ by ?+s f )\t4 ,! burd5 ( my pray] conc]n+ ?is matt] is1 t ! ,"l w\ld n all[ me to make a mi/ake1 & t ,he w\ld tea* me ,8 w4 ,z to outw>d ?+s1 ,i h _h no?+ to enc\rage me dur+ ^! six days1 b ! v rev]se2 = ! income1 = ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 has be5 unusually small1 only #fl4 #ads4 altoge!r1 :ile ! outgo+s h be5 #achl4 #aas4 #g;d4 ,b all ?is w\ld n weigh ! lea/ ) me1 c\ld ,i be q sure t ! ,"l w\ld h me to g =w>d4 ,! especial burd5 ( my pray] !re=e is1 t ,god w\ld be pleas$ to tea* me ,8 w4 ,my m9d has also be5 especially pond]+1 h[ ,i c\ld "k ,8 w satisfactorily conc]n+ ?is p>ticul>4 ,sure ,i am1 t ,i %all be taught4 ,i !re=e desire pati5tly to wait = ! ,"l's "t1 :5 ,he %all be pleas$ to %9e on my pa? conc]n+ ?is po9t4 ,dec4 #bf4 ,fifte5 days h elaps$ s9ce ,i wrote ! prec$+ p>agraph4 ,e day s9ce !n ,i h cont9u$ to pray ab\t ?is matt]1 & t ) a goodly measure ( e>ne/ness1 by ! help ( ,god4 ,!re has pass$ sc>cely an h\r dur+ ^! days1 9 :i*1 :il/ awake1 ?is matt] has n be5 m or less be=e me4 ,b all )\t ev5 a %ad[ ( excitem5t4 ,i conv]se ) no "o ab\t x4 ,hi!rto h ,i n ev5 done s ) my de> wife4 ,f ?is ,i refra9 /ill1 & deal ) ,god alone ab\t ! matt]1 9 ord] t no outw>d influ5ce1 & no outw>d excitem5t ay keep me f atta9+ unto a cle> discov]y ( ,8 w4 ,i h ! fulle/ & mo/ peaceful assurance1 t ,he w cle>ly %[ me ,8 w4 ,?is ev5+ ,i h _h aga9 an especial solemn season = pray]1 to seek to "k ! w ( ,god4 ,b :il/ ,i cont9ue to entreat & besee* ! ,"l1 t ,he w\ld n all[ me to be delud$ 9 ?is bus9ess1 ,i may say ,i h sc>cely any d\bt rema9+ on my m9d z to :at w be ! issue1 ev5 t ,i %\ld g =w>d 9 ?is matt]4 ,z ?is1 h[ev]1 is "o ( ! mo/ mom5t\s /eps t ,i h ev] tak51 ,i judge t ,i _c g ab\t ?is matt] ) too mu* caution1 pray]fulness1 & delib]ation4 ,i am 9 no hurry ab\t x4 ,i c\ld wait = ye>s1 by ,god's grace1 7 ?is ,8 w1 be=e ev5 tak+ "o s+le /ep t[>ds ?is ?+1 or ev5 speak+ to any "o ab\t x2 &1 on ! o!r h&1 ,i w\ld set to "w tomorr[1 7 ! ,"l to bid me d s4 ,?is calmness ( m9d1 ?is hav+ no w ( my own 9 ! matt]1 ?is only wi%+ to tease my ,heav5ly ,fa!r 9 x1 ?is only seek+ ,8 & n my hon\r 9 x2 ?is /ate ( he>t1 ,i say1 is ! fulle/ assurance to me t my he>t is n "u a fle%ly excitem5t1 & t1 if ,i am help$ ?us to g on1 ,i %all "k ! w ( ,god to ! full4 ,b1 :ile4 ,i write ?us1 ,i _c b add at ! same "t1 t ,i d crave ! hon\r & ! glori\s privilege to be m & m us$ by ! ,"l4 ,i h s]v$ ,satan mu* 9 my y\ng] ye>s1 & desire n[ ) all my might to s]ve ,god1 dur+ ! rema9+ days ( my e>?ly pilgrimage4 ,i am =ty-five ye>s & ?ree mon?s old4 ,e day decreases ! numb] ( days t ,i h to /ay on e>?4 ,i !re=e desire ) all my might to "w4 ,!re are va/ multitudes ( ,orphans to be provid$ =4 ,ab\t five ye>s ago1 a bro!r 9 ! ,"l told me he _h se5 9 an (ficial ,report1 t !re 7 at t "t six ?\s& "y ,orphans 9 ! prisons ( ,engl&4 ,my he>t longs to be in/rum5tal 9 prev5t+ su* "y ,orphans f hav+ to g to prison4 ,i desire to be us$ by ! ,"l z an in/rum5t 9 provid+ all ! necess>y temporal supplies1 n only = ! #cjj n[ "u my c>e1 b = #gjj m4 ,i desire to alleviate yet fur!r ! suff]+s ( poor dy+ wid[s1 :5 look+ on _! helpless ,orphans1 ab\t to be left beh9d4 ,i desire yet fur!r to assi/ poor p]sons to :om de/itute ,orphans are left1 & :o are unable to provide = !m4 ,i desire to be all[$ to provide ,scriptural ,in/ruction = a ?\s& ,orphans2 in/ead ( do+ s = #cjj4 ,i desire to exp\nd ! ,holy ,scriptures regul>ly to a ?\s& ,orphans1 in/ead ( do+ s to #cjj4 ,i desire t ?us x may be yet m abundantly manife/ t ,god is /ill ! he>] & answ]] ( pray]1 & t ,he is ! liv+ ,god n[1 z ,he ev] 0 & ev] w be1 :5 ,he %all1 simply 9 answ] to pray]1 h condesc5d$ to provide me ) a h\se = #gjj ,orphans1 & ) means to support !m4 ,?is la/ consid]ation is ! mo/ important po9t 9 my m9d4 ,! ,"l's hon\r is ! pr9cipal po9t ) me 9 ?is :ole matt]2 & j because t is ! case1 if ,he w\ld be m glorifi$ by my n go+ =w>d 9 ?is bus9ess1 ,i %\ld1 by ,8 grace1 be p]fectly cont5t to give up all ?\ghts ab\t ano!r ,orphan-,h\se4 ,surely 9 su* a /ate ( m9d1 obta9$ by ! ,holy ,_s1 ,?\1 ,o my ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 wilt n suff] ,?y *ild to be mi/ak51 mu* less to be delud$6 ,by ! help ( ,god ,i %all cont9ue fur!r1 day by day1 to wait ^u ,him 9 pray] conc]n+ ?is ?+1 till ,he %all bid me act4 ,jan4 #b1 #ahea4 ,a week ago ,i wrote ! prec$+ p>agraph4 ,dur+ ?is week ,i h /ill be5 help$1 day by day1 & m ?an once e day1 to seek ! guidance ( ! ,"l ab\t ano!r ,orphan-,h\se4 ,! burd5 ( my pray] has /ill be51 t ,he1 9 ,8 great m]cy1 w\ld keep me f mak+ a mi/ake4 ,dur+ ! la/ week ! ,book ( ,prov]bs has come 9 ! c\rse ( my ,scripture read+1 & my he>t has be5 refre%$1 9 ref]5ce to ?is subject1 by ! foll[+ passages3 ,tru/ 9 ! ,"l ) all ?9e he>t2 & lean n unto ?9e own und]/&+4 ,9 all ?y ways ackn[l$ge ,him1 & ,he %all direct ?y pa?s4 ,prov4 iii4 #e1 #f4 ,by ! grace ( ,god ,i d ackn[l$ge ! ,"l 9 my ways1 & 9 ?is ?+ 9 p>ticul>2 ,i h !re=e ! com=table assurance t ,he w direct my pa?s conc]n+ ?is "p ( my s]vice1 z to :e!r ,i %all be occupi$ 9 x or n4 ,fur!r3 ,! integrity ( ! upright %all pres]ve !m2 b ! p]v]s5ess ( fools %all de/roy !m4 ,prov4 xi4 #c4 ,by ! grace ( ,god ,i am upright 9 ?is bus9ess4 ,my hone/ purpose is to get glory to ,god4 ,!re=e4 ,i expect to be guid$ aright4 ,fur!r1 ,commit ?y works unto ! ,"l & ?y ?\ghts %all be e/abli%$4 ,prov4 xvi4 #h4 ,i d commit my works unto ! ,"l1 & !re=e expect t my ?\ghts w be e/abli%$4--,my he>t is m & m com+ to a calm1 quiet1 & settl$ assurance1 t ! ,"l w condesc5d to use me yet fur!r 9 ! ,orphan ,"w4 ,"h1 ,"l1 is ,?y s]vant6 ,jan4 #ad4 ,twelve days h pass$ away s9ce ,i wrote ! la/ p>agraph4 ,i h /ill1 day by day1 be5 enabl$ to wait ^u ! ,"l ) ref]5ce to enl>g+ ! ,orphan ,"w1 & h be51 dur+ ! :ole ( ?is p]iod also1 9 p]fect peace1 :i* is ! result ( seek+ 9 ?is ?+ only ! ,"l's hon\r & ! temporal & spiritual b5efit ( my fell[m54 ,)\t an ef=t c\ld ,i1 by ,8 grace1 put aside all ?\ghts ab\t ?is :ole affair1 if only assur$ t x is ! w ( ,god ,i %\ld d s2 &1 on ! o!r h&1 w\ld at once g =w>d1 if ,he w\ld h x to be s4 ,i h /ill kept ?is matt] entirely to myself4 ,?\gh x is n[ ab\t sev5 weeks1 s9ce day by day1 m or less1 my m9d has be5 ex]cis$ ab\t x1 & s9ce ,i h daily pray$ conc]n+ x2 yet n "o human be+ kn[s ( x4 ,z yet ,i h n m5tion$ x ev5 to my de> wife1 9 ord] t ?us1 by quietly wait+ ^u ! ,"l1 ,i might n be influ5c$ by :at might be said to me on ! subject4 ,?is ev5+ has be5 p>ticul>ly set ap>t = pray]1 besee*+ ! ,"l once m1 n to all[ me to be mi/ak5 9 ?is ?+1 & mu* less to be delud$ by ! ,devil4 ,i h also s\ght to let all ! reasons aga9/ build+ ano!r ,orphan-,h\se1 & all ! reasons = do+ s1 pass be=e my m9d2 & n[1 = ! sake ( cle>ness & def9it5ess1 write !m d[n4 ,reasons aga9/ e/abli%+ ano!r ,orphan-,h\se = ,sev5 ,hundr$ ,orphans4 #a4 ,w\ld n ?is be go+ beyond my measure spiritually8 accord+ to t ^w3 ,= ,i say ?r\gh ! grace giv5 unto me1 to e man t is among y1 n to ?9k ( himself m highly ?an he ought to ?9k2 b to ?9k sob]ly1 accord+ z ,god has dealt to e man ! measure ( fai?4 ,rom4 xii4 #c4 ,answ]3 ,if ! ,"l 7 to leave me to myself1 ! t5? "p ( ! difficulties & trials1 :i* befall me n[ 9 connexion ) ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 w\ld be en\gh to ov]:elm me2 b1 :il/ ,he is pleas$ to su/a9 me1 ,i am able day by day to pass on peacefully1 & am c>ri$ ?r\gh "o difficulty aft] ! o!r3 & ?us1 by ,god's help1 ev5 ) my pres5t measure ( fai?1 if cont9u$ to me1 %\ld be enabl$ to be> up "u o!r difficulties & trials2 b ,i look = an increase ( fai? ) e fre% difficulty1 ?r\gh :i* ! ,"l is pleas$ to help me4 #b4 ,w\ld x n be go+ beyond my measure naturally ) ref]5ce to m5tal & bodily /r5g?8 ,answ]3 ,( all ! objections aga9/ e/abli%+ ano!r ,orphan-,h\se1 !re is none t weighs m ) me ?an ?is2 ,i might say1 x is ! only real difficulty4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 too1 ,i am enabl$ to put aside & to ov]come ?us3 ,by husb&+ my /r5g?1 by great ord]1 by regul> habits1 by light5+ ! "w z mu* z possible1 & by us+ e help t ,i c1 ,i h be5 enabl$ to get ?r\gh a va/ quantity ( "w4 ,my imm5se correspond5ce ( ab\t #cjjj lett]s a-ye>1 ,i h be5 enabl$ to accompli% )\t a secret>y4 ,! entire managem5t & direction1 & ! :ole va/ correspond5ce ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution has devolv$ ^u myself alone ^! sixte5 ye>s & t5 mon?s1 & ,i h be5 ?9k+ t1 by seek+ = an effici5t secret>y1 an effici5t cl]k1 & an inspector ( ! s*ools1 ,i might1 ) ,god's help1 accompli% yet m1 ?\gh mu* ( :at ,i h be5 do+ hi!rto w\ld ne$ to be done by o!rs4 ,!re h be5 sev]al o!r arrangem5ts br\ght be=e my m9d1 s9ce ,i h be5 ex]cis$ ab\t ?is matt]1 :]eby1 ) ! bless+ ( ,god1 ! "w might be light5$4 ,i %\ld c]ta9ly ne$ effici5t help]s to c>ry out ! plans be=e me2 b ) su*1 ,i1 z director1 might be enabl$1 by ,god's help1 to accompli% yet m4 #c4 ,!re mu/ be a limit to my "w & s]vice4 ,answ]3 ,t is true1 & if ,i 7 q sure t ! pres5t /ate ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution 7 to be ! limit1 ,i w\ld at once lay aside ?is ?+2 b ,i am n sure t ,i am come z yet to ,god's limit4 ,all ^! sixte5 ye>s & t5 mon?s1 ! "w has be5 con/antly progress+1 & ! ,"l has help$ me cont9ually2 & n[ my m9d is j 9 ! same way ex]cis$1 z :5 fifte5 ye>s ago ,i began ! ,orphan ,"w1 & z :5 ?irte5 ye>s ago x 0 enl>g$1 & z :5 sev5 ye>s & n9e mon?s s9ce x 0 /ill fur!r enl>g$1 & z :5 five ye>s & two mon?s s9ce ,i 0 l$ to decide on build+ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,"u ^! circum/ances1 hav+ be5 help$ ?r\gh all ^! difficulties1 & see+ su* a va/ field ( usefulness be=e me1 & hav+ s _m applications = ! admission ( v de/itute ,orphans1 ,i long to be us$ /ill fur!r1 & _c say t z yet ! ,"l has br\ght me to ,8 limit4 #d4 ,is x n l tempt+ ,god1 to ?9k ( build+ ano!r ,orphan-,h\se = sev5 hundr$ m orphans8 ,answ]3 ,tempt+ ,god means1 accord+ to ! ,holy ,scriptures1 to limit ,him 9 any ( ,8 attributes by ,8 grace ,i d n wi% to limit ,8 p[] or ,8 will+ness1 to give to me1 ,8 poor s]vant1 simply 9 answ] to pray]1 all ! means1 & e o!r help & bless+ :i* ,i %all ne$ to build ano!r l>ge ,orphan-,h\se4 #e4 ,y w n get ! means = build+ & fitt+ up s l>ge an ,orphan-,h\se2 &1 ev5 if y did1 h[ w y1 at ! same "t1 get ! means = c>ry+ on ! "w1 :i* already exi/s8 ,answ]3 ,look+ at ! matt] naturally1 ?is is inde$ a weighty objection4 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 ) its #cjj ,orphans only1 co/ ab\t fifte5 ?\s& p\nds to build & to fit up & furni%1 & /ill ! exp5ses are n all met ev5 n[4 ,x w 9 all probability co/ sev]al hundr$ p\nds yet4 ,& ?is l>ge sum 0 ne$$1 ?\gh ! /yle ( ! build+ is mo/ simple1 & ?\gh ! field 9 :i* x 0 built 0 comp>atively *eap4 ,aft] ?is rate1 a build+ to accommodate sev5 hundr$ ,orphans1 ) ! necess>y gr\nd atta*$ to x = ! cultivation ( ! vegetables us$ 9 ! ,in/itution1 c\ld n be less ?an ?irty-five ?\s& p\nds4 ,n[1 look+ at x naturally1 :]e is ?is great sum to come f8 ,?\gh ,i look$ at all my fri5ds :o h giv5 hi!rto1 & sev]al h done s v lib]ally1 yet !re is no natural prospect :atev] ( receiv+ ?is am\nt2 especially if x be kept 9 m9d t six or sev5 ?\s& p\nds besides1 e ye>1 w\ld be ne$$ = c>ry+ on t :i* is already 9 exi/5ce4 ,i might1 !re=e1 well tremble1 look+ at ! matt] naturally1 & say1 ,i %all nev] h ! money = ?is int5d$ ,orphan-,h\se = #gjj *ildr52 = :]e is ?is l>ge sum ( ?irty-five ?\s& p\nds to come f8 ,& ev5 if ,i 7 to get ! money1 w n p]sons1 9 giv+ means = su* a ,build+-,fund1 take x away f :at !y might h giv5 me = c>ry+ on ! "w :i* exi/s already8 ,b :il/ ?us1 naturally1 !re is no hope ( succe$+1 ,i am n 9 ! lea/ disc\rag$ spiritually2 = by fai? 9 ! liv+ ,god ,i say ?is3 ,he has ! p[] to give me ?is ?irty-five ?\s& p\nds1 & mu* m1 7 x ne$$3 & ,he has ! p[]1 9 ! mean "t41 to give me also all ! l>ge sums requir$1 week aft] week1 = meet+ ! curr5t exp5ses = ! pres5t /ate ( ! "w4 ,moreov]1 ,i delight 9 ! greatness ( ! difficulty1 z x respects ! l>ge sum ne$$ = build+ & fitt+ up su* an ,e/abli%m5t2 = ,i desire to be mo/ fully assur$1 f ! v outset1 t ,i g =w>d 9 ?is matt] accord+ to ! ,"l's bidd+4 ,if s1 ,he w give me ! means2 if n1 ,i %all n h !m4 ,nor d ,i mean to apply to any "o p]sonally = pecuni>y help1 b purpose to give myself to pray] = means1 z h]et(ore4 #f4 ,suppose n[1 y 7 ev5 to succe$ 9 gett+ ?is l>ge ,orphan ,h\se built1 h[ w y be able to provide = #gjj o!r ,orphans8 ,answ]3 ,!re is mu* weight 9 ?is objection1 look+ at x naturally4 ,i am too mu* a man ( bus9ess1 & too mu* a p]son ( calm1 quiet1 cool calculation1 n to feel its =ce4 ,& inde$1 7 ,i only to look at ! ?+ naturally1 ,i %\ld at once be ready to own t ,i am go+ too f>2 = ! increase ( exp5diture = ! support ( ^! #gjj o!r ,orphans c\ld n be less ?an eight ?\s& p\nds a-ye> m1 s t ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 reckon+ its pres5t /ate1 & includ+ ^? eight ?\s& p\nds1 w\ld be ab\t fifte5 ?\s& p\nds a-ye>4 ,n[1 ,i am free to own1 t ,i h no human prospect ( obta9+ su* a sum ye> by ye>4 ,b :ile matt]s /& ?us1 look+ at !m naturally1 ,i see no difficulty at all 9 !m spiritually4 ,if accord+ to ! w ( ,god ,i am enabl$ to g ab\t ?is int5d$ second ,orphan ,h\se2 & if1 ) ,8 help1 ,i %all be enabl$ to f9i% x2 ,he w surely provide = ^? :o are ga!r$ toge!r 9 x1 z long z ,he %all be pleas$ to enable me to tru/ 9 ,him = supplies4 ,& "h ,i look back ^u ! way 9 :i* ! ,"l has l$ me & dealt ) me4 ,:51 ab\t sev5te5 ye>s ago1 ,i took up1 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! liv+ ,god = means1 two ,*>ity ,s*ools1 ) :i* ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution comm5c$ 7& ?is involv$ an exp5se ( less ?an "o hundr$ p\nds a-ye>71 ,i _h no c]ta9 prospect ( be+ able to meet ev5 t small sum2 b ,god s help$ me1 t ,i _h %ortly six ,*>ity ,s*ools4 ,he help$ me !n also1 & enabl$ me to meet all _! exp5ses4 ,:51 fifte5 ye>s ago1 ,i began ! ,orphan ,"w1 :i* 0 connect$ ) f> heavi] exp5ses1 ,i _h /ill less prospect1 accord+ to natural reason1 ( be+ able to meet !m2 b ,i tru/$ 9 ,god1 & ,he help$ me1 & ,he n only enabl$ me to meet ! curr5t exp5ses = ?irty ,orphans 9 ! fir/ h\se r5t$ = !m1 b also soon to op5 ano!r = ?irty-six m1 & to meet all ^? exp5ses2 = z ,i _h begun 9 fai? 9 ! liv+ ,god1 & n by putt+ my tru/ 9 my bre?r5 9 ,*ri/1 s ,i 0 n conf\nd$4 ,aft] ,i _h gone on "s "t ) ^! ,orphans 9 ! two r5t$ h\ses1 ab\t ?irte5 ye>s ago ! ,"l 0 pleas$ greatly to enc\rage me & to increase my fai? by a donation ( #ejjl4 = ! ,orphans2 = up to t p]iod ,i _h nev] receiv$ m ?an ,"o ,hundr$ ,p\nds at once4 ,b ?is k9d donor1 a /rang] to me up to t "t1 sugge/$ to me ! propriety ( inve/+ ?is sum & us+ only ! int]e/ ( x1 z ,i c\ld n expect to h ! ,orphans support$ = a cont9uance 9 ! way !y _h be5 till !n2 = t su* ,in/itutions mu/ dep5d ^u regul> subscriptions or fund$ prop]ty1 o!rwise !y c\ld n g on4 ,z1 h[ev]1 ?is 0 only a fri5dly h9t1 & no condition "u :i* ! money 0 giv51 ,i took ?is #ejjl4 t[>ds fitt+ up a ?ird h\se = ! reception ( ?irty m ,orphans4 ,f t "t ! "w has be5 increas+ m & m1 till x came to :at x is at pres5t4 ,n[1 suppose ,i _h said1 sev5te5 ye>s ago1 look+ at matt]s accord+ to natural reason1 ! two ,*>ity ,s*ools are en\gh1 ,i mu/ n g any fur!r2 !n ! "w w\ld h /opp$ !re4 ,or1 if ,i _h _h a little m tru/ 9 my ex]tions or my fri5ds1 ,i might h tak5 at ! utmo/ "o or two /eps fur!r4 ,in/ead ( ?is1 h[ev]1 ,i look$ 9 no degree :atev] at ?+s accord+ to my natural fall5 reason1 & tru/$ n 9 ! circle ( my ,*ri/ian fri5ds1 b 9 ! liv+ ,god2 & ! result has be51 t !re h be5 s9ce #ahcd t5 ?\s& s\ls "u our in/ruction 9 ! v>i\s ,day ,s*ools1 ,sunday ,s*ools & ,adult ,s*ools2 sev]al hundr$ ,orphans h be5 br\ght up1 & _m ( !m f _! v t5d]e/ infancy2 sev]al hundr$ ?\s& tracts & _m ?\s& copies ( ! ,^w ( ,god h be5 circulat$2 ab\t =ty prea*]s ( ! ,gospel at ,home & ,abroad h be51 = sev]al ye>s1 assi/$ 9 connection ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution2 & a h\se has be5 built & fitt$ up = ! accommodation ( #cjj de/itute ,orphans1 ea* ( :om has nei!r fa!r nor "m4 ,h[ bless$ !re=e x is to tru/ 9 ,god1 & 9 ,him alone1 & n 9 circum/ances nor fri5ds ,!re is1 h[ev]1 "o ?+ :i* ,i mu/ record "h1 because x has tak5 place s9ce ,i la/ wrote 9 my j\rnal on ?is subject on ,janu>y #bnd4 ,x is ?is4 ,dur+ ^! twelve days ,i h receiv$ = ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution 9 small] donations #fdl4 #aes4 #f #a_/b d41 also a donation ( #aejl4 & "o ( #cjjjl4 ,is n ?is a pla9 pro( t ,god is bo? able & will+ to help simply 9 answ] to pray]8 ,is n human reason conf\nd$ by su* in/ances8 ,:5 ,i fir/ began to write ^! ex]cises ( my m9d ab\t ano!r ,orphan ,h\se1 ,i knew n t on ,janu>y #d? ,i %\ld receive a donation ( #cjjjl41 yet ,i 0 fully assur$ t ,god 0 able to support "o ?\s& ,orphans z easily z ,he did ! ?irty :om ,i fir/ receiv$ 9 a r5t$ h\se4 ,does ,he n1 h[ev]1 tell me by all ?is3 ,g =w>d1 my s]vant1 & ,i w help !e8 #g4 ,b x might be said1 suppose y 7 able by pray] to obta9 ?is l>ge sum = build+ a h\se = sev5 hundr$ o!r ,orphans2 & suppose y 7 able to provide = !m dur+ y\r lifetime1 :at w\ld become ( ?is ,in/itution aft] y\r dea?8 ,answ]3 ,i am q famili> ) ?is objection1 hav+ he>d x _m times z a reason aga9/ ! way ( obta9+ ! means = ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 simply by tru/+ 9 ,god1 )\t any fund$ prop]ty1 & )\t look+ to regul> subscrib]s2 b my reply is ?is4 ,my bus9ess is1 ) all my might to s]ve my own g5]ation2 9 do+ s ,i %all be/ s]ve ! next g5]ation1 %\ld ! ,"l ,jesus t>ry4 ,soon ,he may come aga9 b1 if ,he t>ry1 & ,i h to fall asleep be=e ,8 return1 ,i %all n h be5 altoge!r )\t pr(it to ! g5]ation to come1 7 ! ,"l only to enable me to s]ve my own g5]ation4 ,suppose ?is objection 7 a s\nd "o1 ,i ought nev] to h comm5c$ ! ,orphan4 ,"w at all1 = fe> ( :at might become ( x aft] my dea?1 & ?us all ! hundr$s ( de/itute *ildr5 )\t fa!r & "m1 :om ! ,"l has all[$ me to c>e =1 dur+ ! la/ fifte5 ye>s1 w\ld n h be5 tak5 up by me4 ,! same argum5t 0 aga9 & aga9 us$ to ,franke1 my e/eem$ c\ntryman1 :o at ,halle1 9 ,prussia1 comm5c$ ab\t ,a4,d4 #afif1 ! l>ge/ *>itable e/abli%m5t = poor *ildr5 t1 z f> z ,i "k1 exi/s 9 ! _w4 ,he tru/$ 9 ,god alone4 ,he w5t on tru/+ 9 ,god alone4 ,& ,god help$ him ?r\gh\t abundantly4 ,simply by tru/ 9 ! liv+ ,god ! ,in/itutions1 resembl+ a l>ge /reet r ?an a h\se1 7 erect$1 & ab\t two ?\s& *ildr5 in/ruct$ 9 !m4 ,= ab\t ?irty ye>s all 0 go+ on "u 8 own eye1 until #agbg1 :5 x pleas$ ,god to take ,8 s]vant to ,himself4 ,at 8 dea? ^! ,in/itutions 7 direct$ by 8 truly pi\s son-9-law4 ,x is true t1 at ! latt] "p ( ! la/ c5tury1 & dur+ ! fir/ "p ( ! pres5t1 !re 0 little real vital godl9ess 9 ^! ,in/itutions2 /ill !y 7 a temporal bless+ to _m t5s ( ?\s&s ( "y p]sons ev5 !n4 ,s !n = sev]al t5s ( ye>s !y 7 c>ri$ on 9 a truly ,godly way1 aft] ,franke's dea?1 & :5 aft]w>ds !re 0 b little real1 vital godl9ess f\nd 9 ^! s*ools1 yet t5s ( ?\s&s ( *ildr5 7 b5efit$ at lea/ = ?is life4 ,n[ ^! ,in/itutions h exi/$ already #aej ye>s1 & are 9 exi/5ce /ill3 &1 if ! ,"l ,jesus t>ry1 are likely1 humanly speak+1 to exi/ h]eaft]1 z !y h exi/$ hi!rto4 ,suppose !n1 t de> man ( ,god1 ,a4 ,h4 ,franke1 _h li/5$ to ! sugge/ions ( unbelief1 & said1 ,i mu/ n und]take ?is "w1 = :at w become ( x aft] my dea?1 !n all ! bless+ :i* spiritually result$ f x to ?\s&s1 & all ! temporal b5efits :i* h result$ f x to hundr$s ( ?\s&s1 w\ld h be5 lo/4 ,i add1 h[ev]1 ?is4 ,! ,new ,orphan ,h\se has be5 plac$ 9 ! h&s ( elev5 tru/ees1 & has be5 prop]ly enroll$ 9 ,*anc]y1 & s also1 %\ld ,god condesc5d to hon\r me fur!r 9 build+ = ,him ?is int5d$ h\se = #gjj ,orphans1 x w\ld likewise be plac$ 9 ! h&s ( tru/ees & enroll$ 9 ,*anc]y4 ,"o ^w 9 conclusion on ?is subject3 let e "o take he$ le/1 9 c>+ ab\t :at w become ( ! next g5]ation1 he =get to s]ve 8 own g5]ation4 ,! latt] ea* "o %\ld seek to d ) 8 might1 & ?us x %\ld be ) ea* succe$+ g5]ation2 !n1 ?\gh we be dead1 yet %\ld we be speak+4 ,a4 ,h4 ,franke is long s9ce gone to 8 re/1 b he spoke to my s\l 9 #ahbf1 & he is speak+ to my s\l n[2 & to 8 example ,i am greatly indebt$ = hav+ be5 /irr$ up to c>e ab\t poor *ildr5 9 g5]al1 & ab\t poor ,orphans 9 p>ticul>4 #h4 ,! la/ objection :i* has occurr$ to my own m9d is1 t by build+ ano!r ,orphan ,h\se1 ,i %\ld be 9 dang] ( be+ lift$ up4 ,answ]3 ,i %\ld be 9 dang] ( x inde$1 & am 9 great dang]1 ev5 7 ,i n 9 ! lea/ degree to g =w>d4 ,yea1 ! t5? "p ( ! hon\r :i* ! ,"l has condesc5d$ to be/[ ^u me1 & ! t5? "p ( s]vice ) :i* ,he has be5 pleas$ to intru/ me1 w\ld be en\gh1 if ,i 7 left to myself1 exce$+ly to puff me up4 ,i _c say t hi!rto ! ,"l has kept me humble2 b ,i c say1 t hi!rto ,he has giv5 me a he>ty desire to give to ,him all ! glory1 & to consid] x a great condesc5sion on ,8 "p t ,he has be5 pleas$ to use me z an in/rum5t 9 ,8 s]vice4 ,i d n see1 !re=e1 t fe> ( be+ lift$ up ought to keep me f go+ =w>d 9 ?is "w2 b t ,i h r to besee* ! ,"l t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to give me a l[ly m9d1 & nev] suff] me to rob ,him ( ! glory :i* is due to ,him alone4 ,jan4 #be4 ,great pressure ( "w has kept me f go+ on writ+ my reasons = e/abli%+ ano!r ,orphan-,h\se till n[1 b be+ m & m conv9c$ t x is ( ,god ,i %\ld d s1 ,i n[ proce$ 9 writ+4 ,reasons = e/abli%+ ano!r ,orphan ,h\se = ,sev5 ,hundr$ ,orphans4 #a4 ,! _m applications = ! admission ( de/itute ,orphans1 :i* cont9ue to be made1 ,i consid] z a call f ,god ^u me1 to d all t is 9 my p[] to provide a ,home & ,scriptural ,education = a /ill great] numb] ( ,orphans4 ,no?+ b positive inability to g =w>d ought to keep me /&+ /ill1 :il/ ,i h almo/ daily fre% entreaties to receive ,orphans4 ,s9ce ,i began writ+s on ?is subject 9 my j\rnal1 ?irty m ,orphans h be5 appli$ =1 f two ye>s old & upw>ds4 ,i _c refuse to help1 z long z ,i see a door op51 & op5$ by ,god1 z ,i consid]1 to help !m4 #b4 ,! moral /ate ( ! ,poorh\ses greatly influ5ces me to g =w>d4 ,i h he>d x aga9 & aga91 f good au?ority1 t *ildr51 plac$ 9 ! ,unions1 are corrupt$1 on acc\nt ( ! *ildr5 ( vagrants1 & o!r v bad "y p :o are 9 su* places2 s t _m poor relatives ( ,orphans1 ?\gh unable to provide = !m1 _c be> ! idea ( _! go+ !re1 le/ !y %\ld be corrupt$4 ,i !re=e judge t1 ev5 = ! sake ( keep+ ,orphans ( poor yet respectable p f be+ oblig$ to mix ) ! *ildr5 ( vagabonds1 ,i ought to d1 to my utmo/ p[]1 all ,i c to help !m4 ,= ?is reason1 !n1 ,i purpose1 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! liv+ ,god1 to g =w>d & to e/abli% ano!r ,orphan ,h\se = sev5 hundr$ de/itute *ildr51 :o are b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts4 ,:5 writ+ ?us ab\t ! ,poorh\ses1 ,i d n wi% x to be und]/ood 9 ! way ( repro(2 = ,i "k n h[ ^! matt]s c\ld be alt]$2 b simply /ate ! fact t ?us x is4 #c4 ,9 ?is purpose ,i am ! m confirm$1 s9ce x is a fact1 t ! ,orphan ,h\ses already 9 exi/5ce 9 ! k+dom are by no means suffici5t to admit ev5 ! mo/ des]v+ & di/ress+ cases1 & f> less all t x w\ld be well to provide =4 ,moreov]1 !re is great difficulty connect$ ) ! admission ( ,orphans into mo/ ( ! ord9>y ,orphan ,e/abli%m5ts1 on acc\nt ( ! votes :i* mu/ be obta9$1 s t really ne$y p]sons h nei!r "t nor money to obta9 !m4 ,does n ! fact t !re 7 six ?\s& "y ,orphans 9 ! prisons ( ,engl& ab\t five ye>s ago1 call al\d = an ext5sion ( ,orphan ,in/itutions8 ,by ,god's help1 ,i w d :at ,i c1 to keep poor ,orphans f prison4 #d4 ,9 ?is purpose ,i am /ill fur!r enc\rag$ by ! great help :i* ! ,"l has hi!rto giv5 me 9 ?is bless$ s]vice4 ,:5 ,i look at ! small beg9n+1 & consid] h[ ! ,"l has help$ me n[ = m ?an fifte5 ye>s 9 ! ,orphan "w2 & :5 ,i consid] h[ ,he has be5 pleas$ to help me ?r\gh "o great difficulty aft] ano!r2 & :5 ,i consid]1 especially1 h[1 z ) an unse5 h&1 almo/ aga9/ my w & =m] desires & ?\ghts1 ,he has l$ me on f "o /ep to ano!r1 & has enl>g$ ! "w m & m3 ,i say1 :5 ,i review all ?is1 & comp>e ) x my pres5t ex]cise ( m9d1 ,i f9d ! great help1 ! un9t]rupt$ help1 :i* ! ,"l has giv5 me = m ?an fifte5 ye>s1 a great reason = go+ =w>d 9 ?is "w4 ,& ?is1 tru/+ 9 ,him1 ,i am resolv$ to d4 #e4 ,a fur!r reason = go+ =w>d 9 ?is s]vice ,i see 9 ! exp]i5ce :i* ,i h _h 9 x4 ,f ! smalle/ comm5cem5t up to ! pres5t /ate ( ! e/abli%m5t1 ) its #cjj ,orphans1 all has gone ?r\gh my own h&s4 ,9 ! "w itself ,i obta9$ ! exp]i5ce4 ,x has gr[n ) ! "w4 ,i h be5 ! sole director ( ! "w1 "u ,god1 f its smalle/ comm5cem5t4 ,n[ ?is is n an e day case4 ,no committee memb] ( a society1 no presid5t or vice-presid5t ( an in/itution1 except !y _h be5 situat$ z myself1 c\ld h ?is exp]i5ce4 ,c\pl$ ) ?is is ! measure ( gift :i* ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give me = su* "w1 & = ! ex]cise ( :i* ,i am responsible to ,him4 ,^! ?+s1 9 connexion ) ! =m] reasons1 x appe>s to me1 are a call f ,god to g =w>d 9 a great] degree ?an ev] 9 ?is "w4 #f4 ,! spiritual b5efit ( /ill m ,orphans is ano!r especial reason1 :y ,i feel call$ to g =w>d4 ,! ,orphans1 :o h be5 "u my c>e hi!rto1 7 almo/ all ! *ildr5 ( p>5ts :o 7 naturally weak 9 body1 if n consumptive4 ,! v fact ( a *ild be+ depriv$ ( bo? p>5ts :5 f\r1 five1 six1 or sev5 ye>s old1 %[s t1 except ! p>5ts lo/ _! lives by casualty1 !y 7 con/itutionally weak4 ,on ?is acc\nt "y ,orphans1 g5]ally speak+1 require p>ticul> c>e z to _! heal?4 ,9 ?is respect ,i desire to c>e = !m2 b !re is m ?an t to be att5d$ to4 ,i fur!r he>tily desire to keep !m f ! corrupt+ & demoraliz+ effect ( ! l[e/ sort ( *ildr5 9 ! /reets1 c\rts & ,unions2 b ,i desire m = !m ?an m]e dec5cy & morality4 ,i desire t !y %\ld be useful memb]s ( society1 & t ! prisons ( ! ,unit$ ,k+dom %\ld n be fill$ ) poor1 de/itute1 & homeless ,orphans4 ,we br+ !m up !re=e 9 habits ( indu/ry1 & seek to in/ruct !m 9 ^? ?+s :i* are useful = ! life t n[ is2 b ,i desire m ?an ?is = ! ,orphans4 ,i _c be satisfi$ ) any?+ conc]n+ !m %ort ( ?is1 t _! s\ls be won = ! ,"l4 ,= ?is reason ,i long to h !m f _! e>lie/ days1 yea1 ! y\ng] ! bett]1 "u my c>e1 t ?us1 "u godly nurses & tea*]s1 !y may be br\ght up 9 ! fe> ( ! ,"l4 ,n[ z ?is is ! *ief & prim>y aim conc]n+ ! de> ,orphans1 ev5 ! salvation ( _! s\ls ?r\gh fai? 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 ,i long to be m ext5sively us$ ?an hi!rto1 ev5 t ,i may h a ?\s& ( !m in/ead ( ?ree hundr$ "u my c>e4 #g4 ,b !re is "o po9t :i* weighs m /rongly ) me ?an ev5 ! la/ m5tion$ "o4 ,x is ?is4 ,:5 ,i began ! ,orphan ,"w m ?an fifte5 ye>s ago1 x 0 = ! def9ite & especial purpose1 t1 by means ( x1 ! unconv]t$ might see1 ?r\gh ! answ]s ( pray] t ,i receiv$ 9 connection ) x1 t !re is v]ily reality 9 ! ?+s ( ,god2 & t ! *ildr5 ( ,god might h _! fai? /r5g!n$ by means ( x1 & be enc\rag$1 9 all simplicity to deal ) ,god "u e circum/ance1 & tru/ 9 ,him at all times4 ,b if ?is w\ld be answ]$ 9 a measure by ! /ate 9 :i* ! ,orphan ,"w has be5 9 =m] times1 & m s by :at x has be5 s9ce ! erection ( ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 x w\ld be /ill m s1 by ! bless+ ( ,god1 by my go+ =w>d 9 x to a f> great] degree ?an be=e4 ,?is po9t1 ev5 ! glory ( ,god 9 ! manife/ation ( ,8 read9ess to he> pray]1 has weigh$ especially & supremely ) me 9 purpos+ to enl>ge ! ,orphan ,"w4 #h4 ,la/ly1 ,i am peaceful & happy1 spiritually1 9 ! prospect ( enl>g+ ! "w1 z on =m] occasions :5 ,i _h to d s4 ,?is weighs p>ticul>ly ) me z a reason = go+ =w>d4 ,aft] all ! calm1 quiet1 pray]ful consid]ation ( ! subject = ab\t eight weeks1 ,i am peaceful & happy1 spiritually1 9 ! purpose ( enl>g+ ! field4 ,?is1 aft] all ! he>t se>*+ :i* ,i h _h1 & ! daily pray] to be kept f delusion & mi/ake 9 ?is ?+1 & ! be-tak+ myself to ! ,^w ( ,god1 w\ld n be ! case1 ,i judge1 _h n ! ,"l purpos$ to condesc5d to use me m ?an ev] 9 ?is s]vice4 ,i1 !re=e1 on ! gr\nd ( ! objections answ]$1 & ^! eight reasons = enl>g+ ! "w1 come to ! conclusion t x is ! w ( ! bless$ ,god1 t ,8 poor & mo/ unwor?y s]vant %\ld yet m ext5sively s]ve ,him 9 ?is "w1 :i* he is q will+ to d4 ,up to ?is day1 ,janu>y #be1 #ahea1 ,i h n spok5 to "o human be+ ab\t x4 ,z yet ev5 my de> wife kn[s n ab\t x4 ,i purpose to keep ! matt] /ill = "s "t entirely to myself1 deal+ ) ,god alone ab\t x1 9 ord] t no outw>d excitem5t may be 9 ! lea/ degree a /imulus to me4 ,i /ill pray to be kept f mi/ake & delusion 9 ?is ?+1 n t ,i ?9k ,i am mi/ak5 or delud$1 q ! rev]se2 b yet ,i w\ld di/ru/ myself & cl+ to ,god1 to be kept f mi/akes & delusions4 ,janu>y #ca/4 ,= sev]al weeks pa/ ,i h _h no d\bt t ! ,"l w\ld h me to s]ve ,him 9 ! erection & fitt+ up ( ano!r ,orphan-,h\se = sev5 hundr$ ,orphans1 & ,i am q decid$ on do+ s1 ) ,8 help1 & ,i am n[ quiet ab\t x1 n because ,i h ! lea/ misgiv+ 9 my own m9d1 b because ,i "k t x is mo/ suitable t ,i %\ld /ill = "s "t cont9ue to deal quietly ) ,god alone ab\t x4 ,m>* #e?4 ,ne>ly five weeks h pass$ away s9ce ,i wrote ! la/ p>agraph1 & my m9d has n be5 once1 dur+ ?is "t1 ev5 = a mom5t1 9 unc]ta9ty z to :at ,i ought to d4 ,x is n[ ab\t fifte5 weeks s9ce ,i h be5 especially pray+ ab\t ?is subject1 & ?ree mon?s s9ce4 ,i began fir/ to write on ! subject 9 my j\rnal1 & ab\t t5 weeks s9ce ,i h _h any d\bt z to :at is ! w ( ! ,"l conc]n+ ?is s]vice4 ,i believe t1 altoge!r unwor?y ?\gh ,i am ( ?is great hon\r1 ,he w condesc5d to use me fur!r & m ext5sively ?an be=e 9 c>+ = de/itute *ildr5 :o are b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts4 ,& ?is ,i purpose to d4 ,april #e?4 ,ano!r mon? has pass$ away1 & my m9d is j 9 ! same /ate z x 0 :5 ,i wrote 9 my j\rnal on ! subject on ,m>* #e?4 ,may #e?4 ,"o m mon? has pass$ away1 & /ill my m9d rema9s quietly assur$ t1 utt]ly unwor?y ?\gh ,i am to be all[$ to g =w>d 9 ?is "w1 & great ?\gh ! difficulties are1 :i* mu/ be ov]come1 yet t x is ! w ( ,god ,i %\ld s]ve ,him 9 ?is way4 ,x is n[ ?is day five mon?s s9ce ,i fir/ wrote on ?is subject 9 my j\rnal1 & long] ev5 ?an t s9ce x has be5 be=e rue1 dur+ :i* "t ,i h day by day pray$ conc]n+ ?is matt]4 ,may #bd?4 ,f ! "t t ,i began to write d[n ! ex]cises ( my m9d on ,dec4 #e?1 #ahej1 till ?is day1 n9ety-two m ,orphans h be5 appli$ =1 & sev5ty-eight 7 already wait+ = admission be=e4 ,b ?is numb] increases rapidly z ! "w becomes m & m kn[n4 ,on ! gr\nd ( :at has be5 record$ above1 ,i purpose to g =w>d 9 ?is s]vice1 & to seek to build1 to ! praise & hon\r ( ! liv+ ,god1 ano!r ,orphan-,h\se1 l>ge en\gh to accommodate sev5 hundr$ ,orphans4 ,:5 ,i publi%$ ^! ex]cises ( my m9d1 & made kn[n my purpose respect+ ! int5d$ ,orphan-,h\se = #gjj ,orphans1 9 ! ,twelf? ,report ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 ! foll[+ p>ticul>s 7 add$ to :at has be5 /at$4 #a4 ,all ?is "t1 ?\gh n[ six mon?s h elaps$ s9ce4 ,i fir/ began to be ex]cis$ ab\t ?is matt]1 ,i h nev] once be5 l$ to ask ! ,"l = means = ?is "w1 b h only cont9u$ day by day to seek guidance f ,him z to :e!r ,i %\ld und]take x or n4 #b4 ,! means requisite1 to accompli% ! build+ & fitt+ up ( a h\se1 :i* %all be really suitable = my int5d$ purposes1 ?\gh ! build+ be q simple1 _c be less ?an ,?irty-,five ,?\s& ,p\nds1 includ+ fifte5 or tw5ty acres ( l& r\nd ! build+ = cultivation by ! spade1 9 ord] to obta9 out ( our own gr\nds all ! vegetables1 :i* are s important to ! heal? ( ! *ildr54 #c4 ,i d n mean to beg9 ! build+ until ,i h ! means requisite 9 h&1 j z 0 ! case ) reg>d to ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,if ,god w condesc5d to use me 9 build+ = ,him ano!r ,orphan-,h\se 7z ,i judge ,he w71 ,he w give me ! means = x4 ,n[ ?\gh ,i h n on my m9d any d\bt left t x is ,8 w ,i %\ld d s2 yet !re is "o po9t /ill want+ = confirmation1 & t is t ,he w also furni% me1 )\t p]sonal application to any "o1 ) all ! means requisite = ?is new "p ( my s]vice4 ,i ! m ne$ also to my own s\l ?is la/ ( all ! pro(s t ,i h n be5 mi/ak51 9 ord] to h unque/ionable assurance t1 :atev] trials h]eaft] may be all[$ to befall me 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 ,i did n at my own bidd+ & accord+ to my own natural desire und]take x1 b t x 0 "u ! guidance ( ,god4 ,! greatness ( ! sum requir$ af=ds me a k9d ( secret joy2 = ! great] ! difficulty to be ov]come1 ! m w x be se5 to ! glory ( ,god1 h[ mu* c be done by pray] & fai?2 & also1 because1 :5 ,god ,himself ov]comes our difficulties = u1 we h1 9 ?is v fact1 ! assurance t we are engag$ 9 ,8 "w & n 9 our own4 #d4 ,x is int5d$ to place ?is ,orphan-,h\se also1 z 0 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 9 ! h&s ( godly ,tru/ees4 #e4 ,orphans f any "p ( ! _w1 provid$ !y speak ,engli%1 if b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 lawfully begott51 & 9 de/itute circum/ances1 are int5d$ to be admitt$1 z is ! ease n[1 irrespective ( any sect>ian feel+ or pref]5ce :atev]4 ,nei!r entrance money nor any p>ticul> int]e/ w be requir$1 9 ord] to obta9 a ticket = ! admission ( de/itute ,orphans1 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 z long z !re is room4 #f4 ,individuals :o desire to contribute t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund = ?is int5d$ ,orphan-,h\se = sev5 hundr$ de/itute ,orphans1 are reque/$ to /ate t ! donation is = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,inde$ conc]n+ all ! donations = any "p ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 x is reque/$ t ! donors w k9dly /ate1 = :at !y wi% _! donations to be appli$2 or to say expressly t !y leave ! application ( _! donations to me1 z ! v>i\s objects may m p>ticul>ly ne$ help4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,mission>y & ,tract ,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahej1 to ,may #bf1 #ahea4 ,at ! comm5cem5t ( ?is p]iod x 0 my purpose to seek help f ! ,"l t ,i might be able1 9 a /ill great] degree ?an be=e1 to assi/ bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,gospel1 at ,home & ,abroad1 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,god = _! temporal supplies1 & to lab\r m ?an ev] 9 ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ( simple ,gospel ,tracts4 ,! foll[+ extracts f my j\rnal w n[ %[ h[ k9d ! ,"l has be5 9 answ]+ my reque/s1 & 9 furni%+ me ) ! means = c>ry+ out ! desire ( my he>t4 ,june #g1 #ahej4 ,today ,i h receiv$ #ejl4 = missions f a ,bro!r ^: he>t ! ,"l has incl9$ to sp5d1 z a /ew>d ( ,god1 a second prop]ty1 ) :i* ,he has intru/$ him4 ,june #aj4 ,receiv$ #aejl41 ! disposal ( :i* 0 left to me4 ,i took half = ! ,orphans & half = ^! objects4 ,june #aa4 ,receiv$ f ,c4 ,w4 #ejl4 = missions4--,by ^! sums :i*1 besides small] donations1 came 9 )9 ! fir/ fifte5 days ( ?is p]iod1 ,i 0 able to beg9 to c>ry out my purpose2 & z ! ,"l enabl$ me1 )\t anxi\s reckon+1 to g on giv+ out z ,he 0 pleas$ to intru/ me ) means1 s aga9 ,he s5t fur!r supplies be=e all 0 gone4 ,x is a po9t ( great importance 9 ! div9e life1 n to be anxi\sly reckon+ ab\t ! morr[1 nor deal+ out sp>+ly1 on acc\nt ( possible future wants1 :i* nev] may come2 b to consid]1 t only ! pres5t mom5t to s]ve ! ,"l is ours1 & t ! morr[ may nev] come to u4 ,july #b4 #agjl4 has come 9 today4 ,! donor k9dly gave me p]mission to use ?is am\nt z might be mo/ ne$$4 ,i took !re=e #hjl4 ( x = ! ,orphans1 ! o!r = ^! objects4 ,( ! v>i\s donations :i* came 9 = ^! objects1 betwe5 ,july #bnd & ,aug4 #ac?1 ,i only m5tion1 t ,i receiv$ on ,aug4 #e? a silv] salv]1 #b silv] table spoons1 a silv] sug> spoon1 & a silv] mu/>d spoon2 all to be sold = mission>y purposes4 ,on ,aug4 #ac? a ,*ri/ian ,fri5d gave me #ejl41 ( :i* ,i took "o half = mission>y op]ations & ! o!r half = ! ,orphans1 z ! donation 0 left at my disposal z mo/ ne$$4 ,aug4 #ae4 ,today ,i h receiv$ f ! same donor1 :o s5t me on ,june #g? #ejl41 ano!r donation ( #aajl1 ( :i* he wi%es me to apply #ajl4 = ! use ( ! ,orphans & #ajjl4 = mission>y purposes4 ,?is day ,i h also receiv$ a donation ( #abjl41 ( :i* ,i took half = ! ,orphans1 & half = ^! objects4--,sev]al o!r small donations came 9 on ! foll[+ day4 ,aug4 #bd4 ,h receiv$ f ,c4 ,w4 #cjl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly int5ds #ajl4 = =eign missions1 #ajl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ajl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses4 ,i h s5t out already dur+ ?is mon? #agjl4 to ,home & ,=eign lab\r]s1 & ! ,"l cont9ues to give me means = ?is & all ! o!r p>ts ( ! "w4 ,sept4 #ad4 ,receiv$ aga9 #aijl41 ( :i* ,i took half = ! ,orphans & half = ^! objects4 ,sept4 #ai4 ,today ,i receiv$ a regi/]$ lett] f ! donor ref]r$ to "u ,june #g? & ,aug4 #ae? conta9+ ,f\r ,hundr$ ,p\nds & ^! words3 ,de> ,bro!r1 ,h]e) ,i s5d y #djjl41 ( :i* ?ree p>ts are to be exp5d$ on mission>ies1 ! re/ y may exp5d on ! ,orphans1 if ne$$2 else ! :ole to be dispos$ ( to ! ,"l's m9i/]+ s]vants4 ,i ?ank y = y\r pray]s t ,i may n regret ?is /ep4 ,7 ! ,"l to come tomorr[1 h[ glad ,i %\ld be t ! :ole 0 ?us s5t on be=e me6 4 4 ,if y\rself or de> bro!r ,craik 7to :om give my love 9 ,*ri/7 are at all 9 ne$1 scruple n to take five p\nds ea*4 ,y\rs 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 99 99 99 99 99 ,i took ! :ole am\nt = lab\r]s 9 ! ^w & doctr9e4 ,my s\l does magnify ! ,"l = ,8 condesc5sion 9 li/5+ to my supplications1 &1 9 answ] to !m1 s5d+ me means1 & ?us all[+ me m & m to help mission>y bre?r54 ,dur+ ! la/ five weeks ,i h s5t aga9 to !m ab\t #cjjl41 b ,i long to be m ?an ev] _! s]vant4 ,:at ! donor says ab\t ! money go+ be=e him1 is 9 ref]5ce to 8 hav+ n[ sp5t two prop]ties = ! ,"l4 ,sept4 #bg4 ,/ill fur!r abundant help4 ,receiv$ f a new donor #bjjl41 :i*1 be+ left at my disposal z mo/ ne$$1 ,i took ( x #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ajjl4 = ^! objects4 ,oct4 #i4 ,! ,"l condesc5ds to use me m & m z ,8 /ew>d4 ,today ,i h aga9 receiv$ #bjjl41 :i* might be us$ z mo/ ne$$4 ,i h !re=e tak5 ( x #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ^! objects4 ,oct4 #bh4 ,s9ce ,oct4 #i? _m small donations h come 91 *iefly = missions2 n[ today ,i receiv$ aga9 #bjjl41 ( :i* ,i took "o half = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ^! objects4 ,by ^! donations 7l>ge & small7 ! ,"l enables me to s5d m & m help to ,home & ,=eign lab\r]s4 ,dur+ ! la/ sev5 weeks1 only little1 comp>atively1 has come 9 = ^! objects1 :ile sev]al hundr$ p\nds h be5 exp5d$2 yet1 ?r\gh ! ri* abundance :i* ! ,"l _h s5t me be=e1 ,i h n only _h no lack ( means1 b _h /ill ab\t #cjjl4 9 h&1 be=e ?is donation 0 receiv$ today4 ,nev]!less x 0 v sweet to receive x z ! fruit ( e>ne/ pray] = sev]al weeks1 z s little1 comp>atively1 _h come 9 dur+ ! la/ sev5 weeks4 ,dec4 #ah4 ,?is ev5+ 0 giv5 to me #ijl4 ,z ! donor /at$ 9 ! c\rse ( conv]sation1 t he felt especially int]e/$ ab\t ^? bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,gospel 9 v>i\s c\ntries1 :om ,i seek to assi/1 ,i took ( ?is sum #fjl4 = t object1 & #cjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,jan4 #d1 #ahea4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ ,?ree ,?\s& ,p\nds1 ( :i* ,i took half = ^! objects1 & half = ! ,orphans1 z ! disposal ( x 0 entirely left to me4 ,i am ?us enabl$ m & m to enl>ge ! "w1 & to assi/ increas+ly home & =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w4 ,:5 ,i gave myself m p>ticul>ly to ?is "p ( ! "w1 n[ ab\t six ye>s s9ce1 ,i _h n ! lea/ human prospect ( be+ able to d s mu*2 b ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to condesc5d to li/5 to my supplications on behalf ( ^! bre?r5 :o tru/ 9 ,him = _! temporal supplies4 ,i am 9 ?is way also furni%$ ) means1 on a l>g] scale ?an ev]1 to circulate copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & simple ,gospel ,tracts1 :i* 0 always ( deep importance1 b 9 ^! days ( increas+ d>kness m s ?an ev]4 ,jan4 #aa4 ,a fur!r ri* supply4 ,i h receiv$ #aejl41 ( :i* ,i took half = ! ,orphans & half = ^! objects1 z ! disposal ( x 0 left to me4 ,feb4 #bd4 ,! donor1 :o has sp5t two prop]ties 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,"l1 receiv+ a pres5t ( #ajjl41 s5t me today #ejl4 ( x = missions4 ,?is in/ance %[s1 t if we use ! means ) :i* ! ,"l may intru/ u1 z /ew>ds = ,him1 ,he w make u /ew>ds ov] m4 ,s9ce ,feb4 #ahea1 ! donor j n[ ref]r$ to has come into ! possession ( a ?ird prop]ty1 :i* likewise1 z ! two previ\s ones1 he has entirely sp5t = ! ,"l4 ,m>* #g4 ,exce$+ly little1 comp>atively1 has come 9 s9ce ,jan4 #aa?2 yet1 z ,i _h means1 ,i exp5d$ !m to ! full degree 9 :i* x appe>$ to me t ! ,"l po9t$ out op5+s1 &1 9 ! meantime1 ,i cont9u$ pray+ = m means4 ,n[ ! ,"l has aga9 giv5 mu* enc\ragem5t = cont9u+ to wait ^u ,him1 by a donation ( #bjjl41 receiv$ today1 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%es me to take #bjl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & ! #ahjl4 to be us$ z may be mo/ ne$$1 :i* sum ,i h divid$ betwe5 ! ,orphans & ! o!r objects4 ,april #ae4 ,f ,c4 ,w4 #djl4 = =eign missions4 ,april #ag4 ,fur!r supplies = mission>y purposes4 ,?is ev5+ #a f\nd a lett] conta9+ a *eck = #ejl41 ( :i* ! donor int5ds "o half = mission>y purposes1 & ! o!r = ! ,orphans4 ,april #cj4 ,receiv$ #bjjl41 ( :i* ,i took half = ! ,orphans & half = ^! objects4 ,besides ! donations above ref]r$ to1 ( a l>g] k9d1 ,i receiv$ = ^! objects m ?an two hundr$ o!r donations 9 p5ce1 %ill+s1 p\nds1 five p\nds1 t5 p\nds1 & upw>ds1 dur+ ?is p]iod4 ,9 ord] to save room ,i h refra9$ f p>ticul>iz+ ^! small] sums1 & especially because x 0 my m imm$iate object to %[1 by ! above1 h[ b\ntifully ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to furni% me ) means = ! c>ry+ out my desires conc]n+ ^! objects4 ,yea1 ! ,"l s abundantly suppli$ me ) means1 t dur+ ! :ole ( ?is p]iod !re came n "o s+le case be=e me 9 :i* x w\ld h be5 desirable to help1 accord+ to ! measure ( light giv5 to me1 or to ext5d ! "w1 )\t my hav+ at ! same "t ample means = do+ s4 ,9 ! mid/ ( ! great depression ( ! times1 :i* 0 s g5]ally felt1 & on acc\nt ( :i*1 humanly speak+1 ,i also might h be5 exce$+ly tri$ = want ( means1 ,i1 on ! contr>y1 at no p]iod ( ! "w = ! sev5te5 ye>s previ\s _h a great] abundance ( means4 ,i d on purpose lay /ress ^u ?is1 because ,i desire t x may become increas+ly kn[n1 t !re is no easi]1 no bett]1 & no happi] way 9 ! end ?an ,god's way1 & ?is 9 p>ticul> also ) reg>d to ! obta9+ ( means1 simply 9 answ] to pray]1 )\t p]sonal application to any "o4 ,i value all ! small] donations :i* h n be5 ref]r$ to1 z well z ! l>g] ones2 & _m ( !m1 9 ! sight ( ! ,"l1 may h be5 great] donations ?an ! hundr$s ( p\nds :i* h be5 m5tion$2 b x appe>$ to me necess>y to give ! above facts1 z ,i c\ld n m5tion e s+le donation1 9 ord] to prove ! easy way 9 :i* pray] & fai? may procure means1 if we walk uprightly1 & if ! "w 9 :i* we are engag$ is really ! "w ( ,god4 ,7 ! obta9+ ( money my aim1 by ?us writ+1 x w\ld be bad policy inde$1 to br+ out all ^! in/ances ( ri* & mo/ abundant supplies = ! "w2 = p]sons might be l$ to ?9k t ,i ne$ no money1 or t1 if ,i did1 ,i %\ld h only to pray & x w\ld soon come 91 ?r\gh "s "o or o!r1 )\t _! help+ me2 b s9ce my *ief aim 9 ! :ole "w1 & 9 ! writ+ ( ^! acc\nts 9 p>ticul>1 is1 t ! bless$ness ( ! life ( fai? may be se51 & t ! he>ts ( ! *ildr5 ( ,god may be allur$ m & m to _! ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 & be l$ m & m to ca/ _! e c>e ^u ,him1 & to tru/ 9 ,him at all times1 yea1 9 ! d>ke/ mom5ts1 !re=e ,i take pleasure 9 speak+ ab\t ?is ri* abundance :i* ,god gave me = ,8 own "w4 ,"s read]s may say1 ,& :at use 0 made ( ! money :i* 0 receiv$ 9 ?is way8 ,su* a "o is ref]r$1 = a full answ]1 to ! next *apt] b "o1 :i* speaks ( ! op]ations ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad2 yet ,i w\ld give to him "h a few outl9es ( ! op]ations ( ! ,in/itution4 ,by ! funds1 :i* 7 intru/$ to me dur+ ?is p]iod1 sev]al hundr$ poor *ildr5 & adults 7 provid$ ) s*ool+2 _m hundr$s ( copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures 7 circulat$2 ab\t ?ree hundr$ ?\s& ,gospel ,tracts 7 di/ribut$2 =ty-five prea*]s ( ! ,gospel 9 ! ,ea/ ,indies1 ,briti% ,guiana1 ,canada1 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 ,france1 ,switz]l&1 ,g]many1 ,irel&1 ,scotl& & ,engl& 71 to a great] or less degree1 assi/$ ) pecuni>y help2 &1 la/ly1 ?ree hundr$ ,orphans 7 provid$ ) ev]y?+ !y ne$$ = ?is life1 besides be+ "u cont9ual ,scriptural in/ruction4 ,?us1 at lea/1 fifte5 ?\s& s\ls 7 dur+ ?is p]iod "u habitual ,scriptural in/ruction 9 connection ) ?is ,in/itution1 ei!r 9 ! ,sunday ,s*ools1 ,adult ,s*ools1 ,day ,s*ools1 & ! ,orphan ,h\se1 or ?r\gh ! prea*]s ( ! ,gospel ref]r$ to4 ,supplies = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahej1 to ,may #bf1 #ahea4 ,:5 ?is p]iod comm5c$1 ,i _h m 9 h& = ! ,orphans ?an = _m ye>s be=e1 "u simil> circum/ances1 ! balance = curr5t exp5ses on ,may #bf1 #ahej1 be+ #aejl4 #gs4 #aj;d4 ,yet1 mu* z ?is 01 9 comp>ison ) :at ! balance _h g5]ally be5 be=e1 h[ small 0 ! am\nt 9 reality6 ,ab\t #cjj p]sons 7 connect$ ) ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 :o day by day 7 to be provid$ ) all !y ne$$1 besides sev]al appr5tices :o also 7 /ill to be support$4 ,on ?is acc\nt1 ! "o hundr$ & fifty p\nds 9 h& w\ld only furni% t :i* 0 ne$$ = ab\t fifte5 days1 z ! av]age exp5ses ( ! ,orphan ,"w alone 7 ab\t ,t5 p\nds daily4#aj ,place y\rself1 !re=e1 de> read]1 9 my position4 ,?ree hundr$ p]sons daily at table1 & #aejl4 9 h&6 ,look+ at x naturally1 x is en\gh to make "o tremble2 b1 tru/+ 9 ! liv+ ,god1 z by ,8 grace ,i 0 enabl$ to d1 ,i _h n ! lea/ trial ( m9d1 & 0 assur$ t ,god w\ld z c]ta9ly help me z ,he _h done f\rte5 ye>s be=e1 :5 ! numb] ( ! ,orphans 0 only ! t5? "p z l>ge4 ,! foll[+ record w n[ %[ t ,i 0 n mi/ak52 & ?us ano!r preci\s pro( is furni%$ to ! believ+ read] ( ! tru? ( t ^w3 ,:osoev] believe? on ,him %all n be conf\nd$4 ,on ! v fir/ day ( ?is new p]iod ,i receiv$ f a si/] 9 ! ,"l #fl4 ,ano!r si/] gave me #cl41 ! price ( a piece ( "w done by h]4 ,?us1 z ! ,"l comm5c$ ?is p]iod1 s ,he 0 pleas$ g5]ally day by day to s5d me some?+1 ei!r 9 small or l>ge donations4 ,i c1 h[ev]1 only ref] to a few in/ances1 to save space4 ,betwe5 ,may #bf & ,june #cj1 #ahej1 ,god 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 #aicl4 #ds4 #e;d41 s t ,i _h m ?an en\gh ) ! balance left 9 h&1 to meet all ! exp5ses4 ,july #a4 ,paid an acc\nt to a ,*ri/ian bro!r1 & receiv$ #ajl4 back f him = ! ,orphans4 ,m ?an #cl4 came 9 besides4 ,july #b4 ,receiv$ #agjl41 ( :i* ,i took #hjl4 = ! ,orphans1 ! re/ = ! o!r objects4 #agl4 #ajs4 #a;d4 came 9 besides4 ,on ,aug4 #af? ,i _h purpos$ to leave ,bri/ol = a "t1 hav+ be5 = two ye>s & f\r mon?s un9t]rupt$ly !re1 9 ! mid/ ( m "w ?an ,i _h ev] _h be=e4 ,i w5t1 n because ,i 0 q unfit = "w1 b 9 ord] t1 lab\r+ = a little :ile 9 a diff]5t air1 ,i might1 ) ! bless+ ( ,god1 keep (f illness4 ,on ! #ac?1 :5 go+ to take lodg+s 9 ! c\ntry1 a ,*ri/ian1 resid+ at a di/ance1 :om ,i met1 by ,god's ord]+1 no d\bt1 gave me at ! ,railway /ation1 j be=e />t+1 #ejl41 ( :i* ,i took half = ! ,orphans & half = mission>y purposes4 ,on ! #ae? ,i receiv$ #aajl41 ( :i* #ajjl4 0 int5d$ = missions1 & #ajl4 = ! ,orphans2 & also on ! same day #abjl4 ,bo? donations 7 f consid]able di/ances4 ,besides ?is ,i receiv$ sev]al small donations1 s t )9 ?ree days1 f ! #ac? to ! #af?1 came 9 ab\t #cjjl4 ,:ile abs5t f ! "w1 f ,aug4 #af? to ,sept4 #ac?1 ,i 0 able to help by my pray]s4 ,?is 0 ! heavie/ mon? 9 ! way ( curr5t exp5ses4 ,dur+ no mon?1 all ! sixte5 ye>s & five mon?s previ\sly1 _h !re be5 s mu* exp5d$ = curr5t exp5ses1 z 9 ,augu/1 #ahej2 b1 by :at 0 9 h& on ,augu/ #a1 by :at came 91 z j relat$1 & by all ! _m small] donations1 we 7 mo/ com=tably help$ ?r\gh4 ,:ile abs5t ,i 0 also enabl$ to wait ^u ,god = means = ! "w1 besides seek+ ,8 bless+ 9 o!r respects4 ,t ?is 0 n 9 va91 0 mo/ evid5t2 = n only did _m donations come 9 :ile ,i 0 away1 b1 on my return1 ,god s abundantly p\r$ 9 ! means1 t1 )9 ?irte5 days aft]1 ,i receiv$ altoge!r ab\t ,"o ,?\s& ,p\nds2 = on ! v morn+ aft] my return1 ,sept4 #ad?1 came 9 #aijl41 on ,sept #ai? #djjl41 on ,sept4 #ag? #cal4 #ahs4 #c;d41 on ,sept4 #be? #ejl41 on ,sept4 #bg? #bjjl41 besides _m donations ( small] am\nts4 ,truly ,i d n wait on ! ,"l 9 va96 ,"o ?+ m ,i mu/ add "h4 ,= sev]al ye>s ,i _h n be5 s poor1 ) reg>d to means = myself1 z :5 go+ away = *ange ( air4 ,b see+ x to be ! w ( ,god t ,i %\ld g1 ,i 0 sure t ,he w\ld help me4 ,?us x 04 ,on ,aug4 #ac? my de> wife receiv$ f a si/] 9 ! ,"l #el4 = *ange ( air2 & f a ,*ri/ian lady ne> ,bridgewat] 0 s5t to me = my own p]sonal exp5ses #al41 f ,cork #bl41 & f a bro!r 9 ,bri/ol #al4 ,on ,aug4 #ae? 0 s5t = myself f a consid]able di/ance #ahl4 #aas4 #c;d4 ,on ,aug4 #ba/ f ,glasg[ #al4 ,on ,aug4 #bd? f ,sund]l& #as41 f ,cork #al41 & f ,liv]pool #ajl4 ,?us ! ,"l s5t me = my own p]sonal exp5ses su* an abundance1 t f ,aug4 #ac? to ,sept4 #ac?1 #ahej1 ,i receiv$ altoge!r #fal4 #acs4 #f;d4 ,truly ,i s]ve a good ma/]1 & ?is ,i delight to %[4 ,n only ) reg>d to ! obta9+ ( means = ! "w1 9 :i* ,i am engag$1 h ,i f\nd simple tru/ 9 ! ,"l alone ! easie/1 ! happie/1 & ! be/ way2 b also 9 ! obta9+ ( supplies = my own p]sonal necessities4 ,nov4 #bg4 ,= sev5 weeks ! income has be5 v small1 9 comp>ison ) :at has be5 exp5d$1 bo? = ! ,orphans & = ! v>i\s o!r objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,!re has come 9 = ! ,orphans #ahgl4 #afs4 #b #c_/d d41 & = ! o!r objects #fbl4 #aas4 #a;d42 & ! exp5diture has be5 = ! ,orphans dur+ ^! sev5 weeks #dggl4 #bs4 #aa;d41 & = ! v>i\s o!r objects #cidl4 #is4 #h;d4 ,!re=e altoge!r #hgal4 #abs4 #g;d4 has be5 exp5d$1 :il/ ! income altoge!r has be5 only #bejl4 #gs4 #c #c_/d d4 ,( c\rse1 we h n gone into debt1 z we nev] ord] any?+1 except we h ! means 9 h& = x4 ,nor has !re be5 ev5 ! lea/ difficulty exp]i5c$ ) reg>d to means1 z ! ,"l 9 ,8 k9dness _h s5t 9 consid]able sums j be=e ?is season comm5c$4 ,ab\t #ccj p]sons n[ sit d[n to _! meals 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 day by day1 & ! exp5ses = ! ,orphans alone are ab\t ,t5 ,p\nds daily1 & ^? = ! o!r p>ts ( ! "w are also ab\t ,t5 ,p\nds daily1 s t ,i ne$ to receive aft] ! rate ( #bjl4 a day1 9 ord] to g on ) ! "w2 b dur+ ^! =ty-n9e days !re has be5 only "o s+le day t ,i h receiv$ ab\t #bjl41 & = ! great] "p ( ! "t only a few p\nds daily1 & sometimes ev5 only a few %ill+s4 ,b :at 0 to be done "u ^! circum/ances8 ,i gave myself to pray]4 ,god1 :om ,i h n[ be5 enabl$ to make my refuge1 & my only refuge = m ?an tw5ty ye>s1 ,i h bes\ght day by day4 ,& :5 n[ day by day ,i /ill h receiv$ only small sums1 & sometimes no?+ or sc>cely any?+ at all3 ! only effect t x has _h ^u me has be51 to pray ! m e>ne/ly4 ,my confid5ce 9 ,god is n at all %ak54 ,i h nev] _h a ?\ght t ,he w\ld n help me2 nor h ,i ev5 once be5 all[$ to look ^u ^! sev5 weeks 9 any o!r way ?an t ! ,"l1 = ! trial ( my fai?1 has ord]$ x ?us t only s little %\ld come 94 ,i am sure t1 :5 ,he has tri$ me suffici5tly1 !re w come 9 aga9 l>g] sums4 ,9 ! mean "t1 h[ good has ! ,"l be51 n only to h giv5 all ,i h ne$$1 b ,i h ev5 n[ money 9 h&6 ,& z to our /ores 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 !y are z full z usual4 ,we h at lea/ #aej sacks ( potatoes 9 ! h\se1 #bj sacks ( fl\r1 #cc b>rels ( oatmeal1 ea* conta9+ ab\t #bjj lbs41 ab\t #cjj pairs ( new %oes 7besides ab\t #ijj pairs 9 use71 ab\t t5 tons ( coal1 a l>ge quantity ( soap & rice2 & s all o!r p>ts ( ! /ores 9 proportion4 ,inde$ :ile !re has be5 little com+ 91 ,i h j ord]$ articles 9 ! :olesale way z =m]ly1 :5 our income 0 p]haps f\r or five times z mu* dur+ ! same p]iod4 ,my judgm5t is1 t x w n[ soon please ! ,"l aga9 to s5d 9 l>g] sums1 z ,he has be5 pleas$ to ex]cise my fai? = "s "t 9 ?is way4 ,let me see ! result6 ,nov4 #bh4 ,?is morn+ ! ,"l has giv5 me a fre% pro(1 t ,i _h n wait$ on ,him 9 va91 & t my confid5ce 9 ,him1 z record$ la/ ev5+1 has n be5 conf\nd$4 ,i receiv$ e>ly ?is morn+ a donation ( #bjjl41 ( :i* ,i took "o half = ! ,orphans & ! o!r half = ! o!r objects4 ,nov4 #cj4 ,ev5+4 ,i am br\ght to ! close ( ano!r mon?4 ,great h be5 ! exp5ses1 z ,i h paid out above #djjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & above #bjjl4 = ! o!r objects2 b ,i h always _h ! means to meet e paym5t4 ,jan4 #d1 #ahea4 ,besides a donation ( #al4 f ,newton ,f]r]s1 #al4 #hs4 f ,keswick1 #dl4 #fs4 #i;d4 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,ba?1 ,i receiv$ also ?is morn+ anonym\sly f ,torquay #es4 wor? ( po/ages1 ) ^! words3 ,op5 ?y m\? wide1 & ,i w fill x4 ,i am do+ ?is4 ,i expect mu*1 v mu* inde$1 9 e way4 ,i also expect mu* 9 ! way ( means4 ,ev5+4 ,?is v day ! ,"l has giv5 me a mo/ preci\s pro(1 t ,he delights 9 our hav+ l>ge expectations f ,him4 ,my m\? has be5 fill$1 accord+ to ! portion ( ,holy ,scripture s5t to me ?is morn+4 ,i h receiv$ ?is ev5+ ! sum ( ,?ree ,?\s& ,p\nds1 be+ ! l>ge/ donation :i* ,i h _h z yet4 ,i h _h v _m donations ( #ajjl4 & ( #bjjl41 sev]al ( #cjjl41 "o ( #djjl41 sev]al ( #ejjl41 "s f #fjjl4 to #ijjl41 f\r ( l#jjjl41 two ( #bjjjl4 & "o ( #bjejl4 ,b ,i nev] _h m ?an ?is giv5 to me at "o "t2 yet ,i h expect$ m ?an #bjejl4 9 "o donation1 &1 accord+ly1 x has pleas$ ! ,"l to give me #cjjjl4 ?is ev5+4 ,i n[ write aga9 t ,i expect f> l>g] ,sums /ill1 9 ord] t x may be yet m & m manife/1 t !re is no happi]1 no easi]1 & no bett] way ( obta9+ pecuni>y means = ! "w ( ! ,"l1 ?an ! "o 9 :i* ,i h be5 l$4 ,h[ great my joy 9 ,god is1 on acc\nt ( ?is donation1 _c be describ$2 b x is n 9 ! lea/ c\pl$ ) excitem5t4 ,i take ?is donation out ( ! h&s ( ! liv+ ,god2 ,i cont9ually look = ,8 help1 & am p]fectly assur$ t ,i %all h x1 & !re=e is my s\l calm & peaceful1 )\t any excitem5t1 ?\gh ! donation is s l>ge4 ,?is donation is1 h[ev]1 l a voice f heav51 speak+ to me conc]n+ a mo/ deeply important matt] respect+ :i* ,i am seek+ guidance f ! ,"l1 ! build+ ( ano!r ,orphan-,h\se4 ,= sev]al ye>s1 :ile ! ,orphans 7 liv+ 9 r5t$ h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 ,bri/ol1 x pleas$ ! ,"l to manife/ ,8 p[] by help+ u f day to day1 & sometimes ev5 f meal to meal2 b ( late ye>s ,he has m especially be5 pleas$ to %[ ,8 p[] by s5d+ u abundant supplies4 ,%\ld x please ,him1 h[ev]1 h]eaft] to cause u aga9 to be simil>ly situat$1 ,he w surely help2 &1 by ,8 grace1 we w !n tru/ 9 ,him z h]et(ore4 ,moreov]1 ?\gh we h n be5 s l[ ) reg>d to means1 yet my fai? has n be5 )\t trial ev5 9 ?is p>ticul>2 b especially 9 o!r respects x has pleas$ ,god cont9ually to keep my fai? 9 ex]cise4 ,?is sum ( #cjjjl4 0 entirely left at my disposal1 & x 0 !re=e portion$ out ?us3 #aejjl4 = ! ,orphans1 #ejjl4 = =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel1 #ejjl4 = home lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel1 #bjjl4 = ! circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts1 #ajjl4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & #bjjl4 = ! support ( ,day ,s*ools1 ,adult ,s*ools1 & ,sunday ,s*ools4 ,z an in/ance to %[ 9 :at a v>iety ( ways ! ,"l is pleas$ to help me ) means1 ,i ins]t "h ! foll[+ k9d b anonym\s lett]1 :i* 0 left at my h\se on ,janu>y #bg?1 #ahea4 ,de> ,mr4 ,muell]1 ,i left at ,mr4 ,w--'s la/ week a donation ( #al4 #as4 t[>ds ! ,orphan-,h\ses1 :i* ,i hope y receiv$ safely4 ,x is inde$ enc\rag+ & /r5g!n+ to read ! acc\nt ( ! _m indubitable answ]s y h _h to pray]1 & ,i pray ,god1 de> sir1 to /r5g!n y\r h&s1 & prolong y\r life1 if x be ,8 w1 t bo? ! s]vants ( ,*ri/ & ( ,satan1 ! =m] to _! com=t1 ! latt] to _! confusion if n to _! conv]sion1 may see t ,god alone reigns1 & t ! he>ts ( all are 9 ,8 h&4 ,i n[ inclose y "s co9s 7!re are #ah71 :i* may be dispos$ ( = ! ,orphan-,h\ses4 ,truly we wi% y good luck 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l4 ,believe me1 de> sir1 ,to rema9 y\r unkn[n b true ,fri5d1 ,a ,m9i/] ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,n4,b4 ,i e>ne/ly solicit an int]e/ 9 y\r pray]s4 ,! lett] conta9$ a two-gu9ea piece1 a small ,portuguese gold co91 #ae silv] co9s1 & a copp] co94 ,m>*4 #g4 ,v great h be5 ! exp5ses = ! ,orphans ( late4 ,dur+ ! %ort mon? ( ,febru>y alone ,i sp5t #chfl4 = !m4 ,= ne>ly eight weeks1 s9ce ,jan4 #aa?1 ! exp5ses h be5 ne>ly f\r times z great z ! income1 :i*1 h[ev]1 ,i h be5 able amply to meet1 on acc\nt ( ! previ\s abundance :i* ! ,"l _h be5 pleas$ to s5d 94 ,n[1 h[ev]1 aft] mu* pray] = means1 ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to refre% my he>t by a donation ( #bjjl41 ref]r$ to "u ?is date 9 ! acc\nt ( ! income = ! o!r objects4 ,i took ( ?is sum #ijl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,i receiv$ also ?is day #dl4 #ajs41 be+ ! beque/ ( a ,swiss bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 :o fell asleep 9 ,devon%ire1 & :o desir$ t :at he left %\ld be sold = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,april #cj4 ,at ! morn+ exposition ( ! ,holy ,scriptures at ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 ,i 0 l$ p>ticul>ly to dwell ^u ! bless$ness ( ! believ] hav+ to d ) ! liv+ ,god1 & ref]r$1 9 ! way ( illu/ration1 to ,8 c>e 9 support+ ! ,orphan ,"w4 ,imm$iately aft] ! exposition 0 ov]1 ,i receiv$ a donation ( #abl4 #abs4 = ! ,orphans1 ano!r ( #bjjl4 7:i* ,i took half = ! ,orphans & half = ! o!r objects71 & 9 ! aft]noon came 9 /ill fur!r ?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se #bl4 #ads4 #d #a_/b d4 ,conc]n+ ! donation ( #abl4 #abs4 ! h& ( ! ,"l is ! m manife/1 9 t x came f a place :5ce4 ,i _h nev] receiv$ any donation1 z f> z ,i "k1 & t[>ds x a vic>1 an ar*deacon1 & "o ( ! ,que5's *apla9s contribut$1 g5tlem5 entirely unkn[n to me1 & yet !y felt ?us k9dly dispos$ t[>ds ?is "w4 ,may #bf4 ,i am br\ght to ! close ( ?is p]iod4 ,! "w is m & m enl>g+4 ,dur+ ! la/ mon? ,i h paid out = ! ,orphans m ?an #dejl41 & = ! o!r objects m ?an #ejjl41 be+ ne>ly ,"o ,?\s& ,p\nds dur+ "o mon?2 & yet ,i h a great] balance left 9 h&1 ?r\gh ! ,"l's k9dness1 ?an at ! close ( any ( ! previ\s p]iods4 ,( ! sev]al hundr$s ( donations1 l>ge & small1 receiv$ dur+ ?is p]iod1 ,i h ?us tak5 a few1 to %[ 9 :at way x pleas$ ! ,"l to supply me ) means = ! ,orphan ,"w4 ,miscellane\s ,po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahej to ,may #bf1 #ahea4 #a4 ,!re 7 dur+ ?is p]iod f\r ,day ,s*ools 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #bhf *ildr5 9 !m1 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 & ?ree o!rs 9 ,devon%ire1 ,gl\ce/]%ire1 & ,norfolk1 ) #ahj *ildr5 9 !m1 7 assi/$4--,fur!r1 "o ,sunday ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #ahd *ildr51 0 entirely support$1 & two o!rs1 9 ,devon%ire & ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ) #bac *ildr51 7 assi/$4-- ,la/ly1 an ,adult ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #ij p]sons 9 x1 0 entirely support$4--,! exp5ses connect$ ) all ^! v>i\s ,s*ools 71 dur+ ?is p]iod1 #cgil4 #ags4--,f ! =mation ( ! ,in/itution1 on ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 up to ,may #bf1 #ahea1 !re 7 #e1cdc *ildr5 9 ! v>i\s ,day ,s*ools 9 ,bri/ol alone1 #b1cgi 9 ! ,sunday ,s*ool1 & #a1hif p]sons 9 ! ,adult ,s*ools1 besides ! ?\s&s 9 ! ,s*ools out ( ,bri/ol1 :i* 7 assi/$4 #b4 ,dur+ ?is p]iod ,i s\ght aga9 especially to supply v poor p]sons1 ^: "* 0 kn[n by _! be+ visit$1 ) copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures2 & also to put copies :i* are pr9t$ ) l>ge type 9 to ! h&s ( ag$ p]sons1 :i* seems to me ( especial ne$1 z su* ,bibles are /ill exp5sive1 consid]+ ! means ( ! poor4 ,!re 0 exp5d$ dur+ ?is p]iod1 out ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 on ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 #aejl4 #afs4 #e;d4 ,!re 7 #cde ,bibles sold & #hii giv5 away2 & #cj ,new ,te/am5ts sold1 & #dac giv5 away1 dur+ ?is p]iod4 ,f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahea1 !re 7 circulat$ #g1gji ,bibles & #d1ddb ,new ,te/am5ts4 #c4 ,dur+ ?is ye> 0 sp5t ( ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution = ,mission>y objects ! sum ( #bjjjl4 #aas4 #a;d4 ,by ?is sum1 =ty-five lab\r]s 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 7 to a great] or less degree assi/$4 ,! am\nt s5t to ea* ( ^! s]vants ( ,*ri/ 0 z foll[s4 ,to ,no4 #a4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,briti% ,guiana #ial4 #ajs4 ,to ,no4 #b4 ,ditto #hbl4 ,to ,no4 #c4 ,ditto #hjl4 #ajs4 ,to ,no4 #d4 ,ditto #eel4 ,to ,no4 #e4 ,ditto #eel4 ,to ,no4 #f4 ,ditto #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #g4 ,ditto #bjl4 ,to ,no4 #h4 ,ditto #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #i4 ,lab\r+ 9 ! ,ea/ ,indies #ajjl4 ,to ,no4 #aj4 ,ditto #djl4 ,to ,no4 #aa4 ,ditto #djl4 ,to ,no4 #ab4 ,ditto #bjl4 ,to ,no4 #ac ,ditto #adl4 ,to ,no4 #ad ,lab\r+ 9 ,canada #bjl4 ,to ,no4 #ae ,ditto #bjl4 ,to ,no4 #af ,lab\r+ 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #ag ,lab\r+ 9 ,france #fjl4 ,to ,no4 #ah4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,switz]l& #ejl4 ,to ,no4 #ai4 ,ditto #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #bj4 ,ditto #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #ba4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,g]many #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #bb4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,irel& #gjl4 ,to ,no4 #bc4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,scotl& #aael4 ,to ,no4 #bd4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,engl& #acjl4 ,to ,no4 #be4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,engl& #aael4 ,to ,no4 #bf4 ,ditto #hjl4 ,to ,no4 #bg4 ,ditto #fel4 ,to ,no4 #bh4 ,ditto #fel4 ,to ,no4 #bi4 ,ditto #egl4 ,to ,no4 #cj4 ,ditto #ejl4 ,to ,no4 #ca4 ,ditto #ejl4 ,to ,no4 #cb4 ,ditto #ejl4 ,to ,no4 #cc4 ,ditto #del4 ,to ,no4 #cd4 ,ditto #del ,to ,no4 #ce4 ,ditto #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #cf4 ,ditto #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #cg4 ,ditto #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #ch4 ,ditto #bjl4 ,to ,no4 #ci4 ,ditto #ael4 ,to ,no4 #dj4 ,ditto #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #da4 ,ditto #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #db4 ,ditto #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #dc4 ,ditto #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #dd4 ,ditto #el4 ,to ,no4 #de4 ,ditto #el4 ,!re 0 also s5t to me anonym\sly = ! support ( native prea*]s ( ! ,gospel 9 ,*9a #aas4 ld41 :i* 0 =w>d$ 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 #aas4 #a;d4 ,! total am\nt ( #bjjjl4 0 s5t to ^! =ty-five s]vants ( ! ,"l ,jesus 9 #bfd diff]5t sums1 g5]ally n less ?an #el4 & n m ?an #ajl4 at "o "t to ea*1 except !re 7 especial reasons po9t+ to a diff]5t c\rse4 ,almo/ all ^! bre?r5 7 habitually assi/$2 a few ne$$ only occasional assi/ance4 ,i h great joy1 9 be+ able to in=m ! believ+ read]1 t x pleas$ ! ,"l aga9 to let great bless+ re/ ^u ! lab\rs ( ^! prea*]s ( ! ,gospel1 :om ,i s\ght to assi/ dur+ ?is ye>2 :i* is alike true bo? ) ref]5ce to ^? :o lab\r 9 our own c\ntry & ^? :o prea* ! ,^w 9 =eign l&s4 ,i consid] x a great privilege to be p]mitt$ to defray 9 "p or altoge!r1 f ! funds ( ?is in/itution1 ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! voyage & outfit ( bre?r5 :o desire to g out z ,mission>ies1 or to help !m aft] _! arrival 9 _! field ( lab\r2 b ,i d n b9d myself to support !m habitually1 see+ t ?us !y w\ld be out ( ! position ( simple dep5d5ce ^u ,god = _! temporal supplies4 #d4 ,dur+ ?is p]iod #cehl4 #gs4 #c;d4 0 exp5d$ on ! circulation ( ,tracts1 & #cjc1jih ,tracts & ,little ,books 7 circulat$4 ,! ,"l 0 pleas$ to give me su* an abundance ( opportunities = circulat+ tracts by means ( godly m51 bo? 9 ?is & =eign c\ntries1 t1 dur+ ?is ye>1 ,i 0 p]mitt$ to s5d out m tracts ?an dur+ ! :ole ( ! previ\s t5 ye>s tak5 toge!r4 ,nor mu/ x be )held f ! read]1 z matt] = ?ankfulness1 t ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to all[ me to he> aga9 & aga9 ( in/ances ( conv]sion1 by means ( ! di/ribution ( ^! ,tracts dur+ ?is p]iod4 #e4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahej1 !re 7 ,two ,hundr$ & ,sev5ty-five ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol4 ,!re 7 admitt$ into x1 dur+ ?is ye>1 #de ,orphans1 mak+ #cbj 9 all4 ,( ^!1 h[ev]1 two 7 remov$ by _! relatives1 :o 7 able by t "t to provide = !m1 sev5 di$ dur+ ! ye>1 five ( ! eld] girls 7 s5t out to s]vice1 & six ( ! eld] boys 7 appr5tic$2 s t on ,may #bf1 #ahea1 !re 7 #cjj ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se4 ,! total numb] ( ,orphans :o 7 "u our c>e f ,april1 #ahcf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahea1 is ,f\r ,hundr$ & ,eighty-,eight4 ,!re came 9 altoge!r dur+ ?is ye> #dajbl4 #ads4 #i #a_/d d4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & #c1fdjl4 #is4 #a #c_/d d4 = ! o!r objects2 &1 aft] hav+ met to ! full e dem& ) ref]5ce to ! ,orphans1 ! balance ( #igjl4 #acs4 #aa #c_/d d4 rema9$ 9 h&4 ,also1 aft] hav+ ent]$ into e door1 :i* ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to set be=e me respect+ ! o!r objects1 & to d f> m ?an dur+ any "o ye> previ\sly1 ! balance ( #hjil4 #ajs4 #f;d4 rema9$ 9 h& on ,may #bf1 #ahea4 ,v]ily we d n tru/ 9 ! ,"l 9 va96 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+ by me1 ! sum ( #ch1jahl4 #ds4 #f #a_/b d4 0 giv5 to me = ! ,orphans z ! result ( pray] to ,god f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w to ,may #bf1 #ahea4--;,x may be also int]e/+ to ! read] to "k1 t ! total am\nt :i* 0 giv5 z free contributions1 = ! o!r objects1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w to ,may #bf1 #ahea1 am\nt$ to #ac1ihhl4 #aas4 #i #a_/d d42 & t :i* came 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5ts ( ! *ildr5 9 ! ,day-,s*ools1 am\nt$ to #b1hijl4 #is4 #aa #c_/d d4--,besides ?is1 also a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 e41 7 giv5 = ! use ( ! ,orphans4 ,x pleas$ ! ,"l greatly to gladd5 our he>ts by ! work+ ( ,8 ,holy ,_s among ! ,orphans dur+ ?is p]iod4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs1 or ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s1 n imm$iately connect$ ) ! ,scriptural ,k in/itution1 f ,may #bf1 #ahej1 to ,may #bf1 #ahea4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahej4 ,dur+ ?is ye> !re h be5 receiv$ into ,fell[%ip #eg1 & altoge!r1 f ! "t t ,bro!r ,craik & ,i began to lab\r 9 ,bri/ol1 #acac1 :i*1 ) ! #fh believ]s :om we f\nd 9 ,fell[%ip1 make #acha4 ,( ^! #agd h fall5 asleep1 #afj h left u dur+ ^! #ah ye>s & a half1 #cee h remov$ f ,bri/ol1 & #hj h be5 exclud$ f ,fell[%ip2 s t !re are at pres5t only #fab 9 communion4 ,dur+ ?is ye> ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give me--- #a4 ,by anonym\s (f]+s ?r\gh ! ,*apel boxes 444 444 444 ,l#adh #aa #j #b4 ,by pres5ts 9 money f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n giv5 anonym\sly #hf #a #i #h4 ,by pres5ts 9 money f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 444 444 #afj #j #h #d4 ,by pres5ts 9 provisions1 clo!s1 c41 wor? to u at lea/ 444 444 #g #aa #j ,l#djb #d #e ,fur!r acc\nt ( ! int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se = ,sev5 ,hundr$ ,poor ,*ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? ,p>5ts by dea?1 f ,may #bf1 #ahea1 to ,may #bf1 #aheb4 ,! read] w rememb] x 0 /at$ 9 ! previ\s *apt] on ?is subject1 t ,i purpos$1 n 9 dep5d5ce ^u my ,*ri/ian ,fri5ds1 nor ^u =m] donors1 b alone 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! liv+ ,god1 :o1 ,i tru/1 has call$ me = x1 not)/&+ all my unwor?9ess1 to enl>ge ! ,orphan ,"w4 ,! ,godly read] w n[ be desir\s to le>n h[ f> ,i h be5 help$1 9 ?is my int5tion1 to enl>ge ! field ( lab\r 9 c>+ = ! va/ numb]s ( helpless ,orphans 9 our l&4 ,i w1 !re=e1 give an extract1 9 ! way ( specim5s1 f ! acc\nt book1 kept = ! purpose1 toge!r ) ! rem>ks & obs]vations :i* ,i wrote d[n at ! "t ( ! receipt ( ! donations1 & make also "h & !re additional rem>ks1 z ! occasion may call =4 ,be=e ,i br\ght be=e ! public my purpose1 ,i gave ! record ( ! ex]cises ( my m9d1 on ?is subject1 to a valu$ ,*ri/ian fri5d to read1 ! only "o :o1 besides my family1 knew any?+ ( my int5tion1 be=e x came be=e ! public4 ,i did ?is p>ticul>ly 9 ord] t1 aft] wait+ = sev]al mon?s 9 secret ^u ,god = guidance & direction conc]n+ x1 ,i might also h ! c\nsel ( a pray]ful1 judici\s1 & cauti\s man ( ,god4 ,:5 ?is bro!r return$ ! manuscript1 he spoke to me words ( enc\ragem5t conc]n+ ?is purpose1 & gave me a half-sov]eign t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund = ?is h\se = #gjj de/itute ,orphans4 ,?is 0 ! fir/ donation1 :i* ,i receiv$ on ,may #ac1 #ahea1 & :i*1 ,i confess1 0 a great refre%m5t & enc\ragem5t to me1 ! m s z x came f s cauti\s a bro!r1 & aft] ,i _h be5 = sev]al mon?s1 ?r\gh secret pray]1 assur$ t ,i %\ld g =w>d4 ,on ,may #bh?1 #ahea1 my int5tion became publicly kn[n1 & 9 ! ev5+ ( ,may #bi? ,i receiv$ f a ,*ri/ian lady a sov]eign t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,may #cj4 ,"o ( ! ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se gave #f;d4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & "o engag$ 9 ! "w gave an old silv] wat* = sale & #es4 ,june4 #a4 ,a bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 :o gives 8 donations ) ! lett] ,p41 gave me #ajs4--,i also receiv$ a sov]eign4--,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r #d half-cr[ns1 ) v enc\rag+ words & expressions ( joy1 t ,i h be5 l$ to ?is purpose ( build+ ano!r ,orphan ,h\se = #gjj m ,orphans4--,!re came to h& also anonym\sly #cs4 ,ditto an old %ill+1 a small ,am]ican co91 & two %ill+s4 ,also f a ,*ri/ian s]vant 9 ,clifton #bs4 #f;d4 ,june4 #c4 ,f "o ( ! ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #f;d41 & f ano!r #f;d4 ,june #d4 ,f ano!r ,orphan 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 #f;d4 ,i receiv$ also #hs4 #j #a_/b d41 :i* ! ,orphans 9 ! ,girls' ,s*ool ( ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se gave betwe5 !m = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,june #e4 ,?r\gh "o ( ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se twop5ce & likewise "o half-p5ny4 ,^! two small donations are v sweet to me4 ,i take !m z a fur!r e>ne/1 out ( ! h&s ( my heav5ly ,fa!r1 t ,he1 9 ,8 own "t1 w give me ! :ole sum requisite4 ,ev5+3 ,f a si/] f ,norwi* #bs4 #f;d4 ,f a si/] 9 ! ,"l 9 ,bri/ol #as4 ,june4 #f4 ,anonym\sly #el4 #js4 #a;d41 ) ^! words3 ,t[>ds ! ,build+ ,fund ( ! propos$ ,orphan ,h\se #bl41 = ,bro!r ,muell] #al4 #ajs41 = ,bro!r ,craik #al4 #ajs4 ,june #g4 ,anonym\sly #as4 #f;d4 ,june4 #h4 ,f a bro!r #es4--,f "o ( ! ,orphans =m]ly "u our c>e1 a believ]1 a sov]eign1 ( :i* %e int5ds #es4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #es4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 #es4 = ,bro!r ,craik1 & #es4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses4 ,h[ sweet a donation6 ,anonym\sly #as4 ,f ,p4 #as4 #f;d4 ,june #aa4 ,anonym\sly1 f ,sund]l& #al--,a lady gave to my daught] at my h\se #el41 b w\ld n give h] "n4 ,june4 #ab4 ,f ,ri*mond #el4 ,i h ?us giv5 m9utely an acc\nt ( ! income dur+ ! fir/ two weeks1 aft] my purpose _h become kn[n2 b %all n[ only1 = ! sake ( brevity1 ref] to "s ( ! donations4 ,june4 #ba4 ,tw5ty-f\r days h n[ pass$ away s9ce ,i h be5 enabl$1 day by day1 to wait ) a goodly measure ( e>ne/ness & 9 fai? ^u ! ,"l = means2 b z yet only a little above #bhl4 has come 94 ,b ,i am n disc\rag$4 ,! less !re comes 91 ! m e>ne/ly ,i pray1 ! m ,i look out = answ]s1 & ! m assur$ ,i am t ! ,"l1 9 ,8 own "t1 aft] ,he has tri$ my fai?1 w s5d me l>g] sums1 &1 at la/1 all ,i ne$4 ,july #bg4 ,f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman 9 ,clifton #bjl4 ,?is donation has mu* refre%$ my _s4 ,i am1 day by day1 expect+ help f ! ,"l1 9 l>ge & small sums z ,he pleases2 b z ,he is try+ my fai?1 9 t only s little z yet has come 91 ?is donation has be5 v preci\s4 ,aug4 #h4 ,f a ,*ri/ian lady 9 ,london #el4--,f ,som]set%ire #djl4 ,aug4 #ab1 ,day by day ,i am wait+ ^u ! ,"l = means = ?is object1 & g5]ally m ?an once a day am b[+ my knees be=e ,god ) ref]5ce to x4 ,moreov]1 ( late ,i h be5 enabl$1 ) increas+ e>ne/ness1 to besee* ! ,"l1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to s5d 9 means = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,my s\l has be5 all along at peace1 ?\gh only s little z yet1 comp>atively1 has come 9 79 all #abgl4 #ais4 #i;d47 & ?\gh ,satan has1 9 ! mo/ subtle way1 s\ght to %ake my confid5ce1 & to lead me to "q1 :e!r1 aft] all1 ,i _h n be5 mi/ak5 conc]n+ ?is :ole matt]4 ,yet1 ?\gh he has aim$ aft] ?is1 to ! praise ( ,god ,i h to confess1 t he has n be5 all[$ to triumph4 ,i h especially bes\ght ! ,"l ( late1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to refre% my _s by s5d+ 9 "s l>ge donation = ?is "p ( ! "w4 ,"u ^! circum/ances1 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ ! foll[+ lett] ) #ejjl43 99 99 99 99 ,augu/ #h4 ,my ,de> ,bro!r1 ,tru/+ t ,god has inde$ call$ y to ?is "w1 viz41 c>+ = poor ,orphans1 & w n all[ y to be deceiv$ z to ,8 w reg>d+ ! increas+ x1 b w greatly use y = ,8 own glory & = bless+ to _m poor de/itute *ildr51 x is my desire1 & ,i humbly ?ank our mo/ graci\s ,god & ,fa!r = ! ability1 to h fell[%ip ) y 9 ?is "w1 z f> z ,he p]mits4 ,w y1 !re=e1 use ! enclos$ *eck = #ejjl4 = ! ,orphans1 t[>ds ! pres5t ,e/abli%m5t or ! propos$ new "o1 z y may judge be/1 or tak+ any "p !re( = "o or ! o!r4 ,! ,"l ,jesus be y\r c\nselor1 y\r joy1 y\r /r5g?1 y\r all4 ,affectionately y\rs1 99 99 99 99 ,i took ! :ole am\nt = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,i 0 n 9 ! lea/ excit$4 ,i look out = means4 ,ev5 at t v mom5t1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is donation1 ,i 0 look+ out = means1 = l>ge donations2 & ,i %\ld n h be5 surpris$ if #e1jjjl4 _h come 91 or m4 ,! ,"l be prais$ = ?is preci\s enc\ragem5t1 :i* has /ill fur!r quick5$ me = pray]6 ,aug4 #ad4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,le$s #ajl4--,f ,essex #el4 ,aug4 #ae4 ,anonym\sly f ,hull #es4--,f ,cornwall a copy ( ,greece = sale4 ,aug4 #ai4 ,f ,%irehampton #el4 ,aug4 #bj4 ,f ,mirfield #bl4 ,also #aejl4 came 9 today :i*1 be+ left at my disposal by ! donor1 z mo/ ne$$1 ,i took ! :ole ( ?is am\nt = ! ,build+ ,fund1 hav+ suffici5t means 9 h& = ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,aug4 #cj4 ,f ,m4 ,s4 #cjl41 ( :i* ! donor desires #bjl4 to be us$ = mission>y objects1 & #ajl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,! donor writes3 ,my pres5t inducem5t to remit ?is is1 t ,god has lately prosp]$ me 9 bus9ess1 & ,i _h be5 putt+ by = ?is & a few o!r simil> purposes1 int5d+ to make beque/s 9 my w1 b am conv9c$ t ?is is ! be/ c\rse to pursue1 if n ! only ju/ifiable "o1 ) :at ,i c sp>e f my bus9ess & o!r necessities4 ,sept4 #a4 ,f a mu* afflict$ si/] sev5 dolls' bonnets = sale4 -- ,a picture 9 frame4 ,sept4 #b4 ,f an individual liv+ 9 ,ni*olas ,/reet1 ,bri/ol1 #al4-- ,f a bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 9 ,w&swor? ,road1 ,london1 #es41 ) #al4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 & #aes4 = mission>y purposes4-- ,f a poor ,*ri/ian wid[ 9 ,london #as41 ) #as4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4--,i am day by day lab\r+ 9 pray] = ?is object1 & ) a goodly measure ( f]v5cy ( _s1 by ! grace ( ,god2 & am day by day look+ out = answ]s4 ,^! sums la/ record$ are b small1 yet !y tell me t my ,heav5ly ,fa!r is n unm9dful ( my supplications1 & ( ^? ( ,8 de> *ildr5 :o help me ) _! pray]s1 & t1 9 ,8 own "t1 ,he w s5d me m1 & also l>ge sums4 ,i magnify ,8 holy "n t ,he does n 9 ! lea/ all[ me to "q ei!r ,8 p[] or ,8 will+ness to give me all t ,i %all ne$2 yea1 my s\l is z assur$ t ,i %all h ?is my reque/ fully grant$1 unwor?y ?\gh ,i am ( x1 z if ! :ole am\nt 7 already 9 my h&4 ,sept4 #d4 ,f a ,*ri/ian at ,keswick #ajs41 & a lady ?r\gh ditto #es4 ,sept4 #e4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,keswick #al4--,f ,hull #al4-- ,f ,%rewsbury #bjl4 ,sept4 #aj4 ,z yet ! ,"l delays s5d+ 9 l>g] sums2 b ,i am look+ out = !m1 & am confid5tly expect+ !m4 ,?is delay is only = ! trial ( my fai?2 aft] ,he has tri$ x1 ,he w help me4 ,applications = ! admission ( ,orphans cont9ue to be made4 ,)9 ! la/ t5 days eighte5 poor *ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 h be5 appli$ =2 & s9ce ,aug4 #ae?1 !re=e 9 tw5ty-six days1 ?irty-two altoge!r4 ,my he>t longs to be all[$ ( ,god to help poor ,orphans m ext5sively ?an ev]4 ,:5ce ! means are to come = ! build+ ( ?is h\se = #gjj ,orphans1 ,i "k n2 b /ill1 by ,god's help1 my confid5ce 9 ,him is n %ak54 ,to ,him x is a v small matt] to give me all ,i ne$ = ?is "w4 ,sept4 #aa4 ,f ,ludgvan #ajs4 ,ev5+4 ,only ^! t5 %ill+s h come 9 today1 b ?ree m ,orphans h be5 appli$ =1 mak+ ?irty-five 9 less ?an a mon?4 ,does n ! ,"l tell me by ?is1 t ,he w provide ano!r home = ,orphans8 ,i w !re=e pati5tly wait ^u ,him = ! means1 & aft] ,he has tri$ my fai? & pati5ce1 ,he w %[ ,himself z ! be>] & answ]] ( pray]4 ,today came 9 ! c\rse ( my read+ ,john xiv4 #ac1 #ad1 ,& :atsoev] ye %all ask 9 my "n1 t w ,i d1 t ! ,fa!r may be glorifi$ 9 ! ,son4 ,if ye %all ask any?+ 9 my "n ,i w d x4 ,i plead$ ?is ^w ( promise1 & look = answ]s1 ev5 = ! fulfilm5t ( ?is promise4 ,nor d ,i d\bt t ! ,"l ,jesus w fulfil ?is ,8 promise 9 ?is my case4 ,sept4 #ab4 ,f ,guild=d #al4 #hs4--,f ,ba? #al4 ,sept4 #ac4 ,pati5ce & fai? are /ill call$ =1 &1 by ,god's grace1 my desire is to let pati5ce h h] p]fect "w1 ,n "o p5ny has come 9 today = ! ,build+ ,fund1 b five m ,orphans h be5 appli$ =1 s t n[ =ty 9 less ?an "o s+le mon? h be5 br\ght be=e me1 all b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 & all v de/itute4 ,"u ^! circum/ances1 h[ c ,i b f]v5tly lab\r 9 pray] t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to intru/ me ) means = build+ ano!r ,orphan-,h\se = #gjj ,orphans4 ,! m ,i look at ?+s accord+ to natural appe>ances & prospects1 ! less likely is x t ,i %\ld h ! sum :i* is ne$$2 b ,i h fai? 9 ,god1 & my expectation is f ,him alone4 ,f ! beg9n+ ,i dep5d$ ^u ,him only1 conc]n+ ?is propos$ enl>gem5t ( ! "w1 & !re=e h n be5 disappo9t$1 ?\gh z yet only ! =tie? "p ( :at is ne$$ has come 9 7#hhbl4 #ahs4 #g #a_/b d74 ,b h[ soon1 h[ v soon c ! ,"l alt] ! aspect ( ?+s4 ,ev5 ?is v ev5+1 :ile ,i am writ+1 ,he c give me _m ?\s& p\nds4 ,i cont9ue !re=e1 to wait ^u ,god1 & seek to enc\rage my he>t by ,8 holy ^w1 & :ile he delays giv+ me answ]s1 to be occupi$ 9 ,8 bless$ s]vice4 ,( ?is1 h[ev]1 my s\l has n ! lea/ d\bt1 t1 :5 ! ,"l %all h be5 pleas$ to ex]cise my s\l by ! trial ( fai? & pati5ce1 ,he w make b>e ,8 arm1 & s5d help4 ,! fact t ! applications = ! admission ( de/itute ,orphans are s _m1 does bo? quick5 me to pray]1 & is also a great enc\ragem5t to me1 t ! ,"l w give me ! desire ( my he>t1 to provide ano!r home = ^! de/itute1 fa!rless & mo!rless *ildr54 ,sept4 #ai4 ,receiv$ today a donation ( #agjl41 :i* ! donor k9dly all[$ me to use = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s z ,i pleas$4 ,i !re=e took ! :ole ( ?is donation = ! ,build+ ,fund1 hav+ at pres5t suffici5t means 9 h& = ! curr5t exp5ses ( all1 ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 & feel+ call$ to give myself ) my might to prep>e = ! ,build+ ( ano!r ,orphan-,h\se4 ,sept4 #bj4 ,ab\t two mon?s s9ce ,i receiv$ a lett]1 ( :i* ,i give z mu* z ref]s to ! subject 9 h&4 ,my ,de> ,sir1 ,i 0 once a book collector1 & turn$ my att5tion to our old ,engli% ,bibles1 &1 among o!r editions1 p]fect$1 almo/ %eet by %eet1 our fir/ ,engli% ,cov]dale ,bible ( #aece4 ,x is a sad specim5 ( "t1 att5tion1 & money mis-sp5t & mis-appli$1 & z ,i look ^u y z ! receiv] ( ca/ (f idols1 :e!r wat* *a9s1 tr9kets1 or old ,bibles1 ,i h purpos$ = "s "t s5d+ x to y4 99 99 99 99 ,d ) ! proce$s z y see fit4 ,i %\ld be glad if a portion 7 conv]t$ into l>ge pr9t$ ,te/am5ts = ! ag$1 & %\ld be ?ankful if t1 :i* has be5 cause ( humbl+ to me1 %\ld be conv]t$ into ! means1 ?r\gh y\r in/rum5tality1 ( rais+ o!rs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,ev] y\rs1 99 99 99 994 ,a day or two aft] ! receipt ( ?is lett]1 a p>cel arriv$1 conta9+ ! said ,cov]dale ,bible1 ( ,a4,d4 #aece & ano!r book2 ! latt] to be sold = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,x 0 only today t ,i _h an opportunity ( dispos+ ( ! old ,bible1 :i* fet*$ #fjl41 toge!r ) o!r books1 :i* _h be5 giv5 = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 :i* br\ght #ajl4 ,( ! #fjl4 ,i took #ajl4 = ,new ,te/am5ts pr9t$ ) l>ge type = ag$ poor p]sons1 & #ejl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,oct4 #b4 ,ev5+4 ,no?+ has come 9 today = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & v little dur+ ! la/ t5 days4 ,i h _h j n[ aga9 a long season = pray] respect+ ?is object4 ,?r\gh ! support :i* ,i receive f ! ,"l1 ,i am n ca/ d[n1 ?\gh only s little z yet has come 94 ,! "w is ,81 & n m9e2 !re=e am ,i able quietly to leave x 9 ,8 h&s4 ,7 ,i to look at :at has come 9 hi!rto1 mu* ?\gh x is1 9 "o s5se1 x w\ld take1 aft] ?is rate1 ab\t t5 ye>s1 be=e ,i %\ld h ! sum ne$$2 b ?is does n ca/ me d[n2 =1 :5 ! ,"l's "t is come ,i expect l>g] sums4 ,fur!r1 !re are peculi> natural ob/acles 9 ! way to my receiv+ donations = ?is object2 = x has n[ be5 = sev]al mon?s report$ t ,i h already ,?irty ,?\s& ,p\nds 9 h& = ! ,build+ ,fund1 ?\gh ?is day x is actually only #a1acil4 #ais4 #b #a_/b d4 ,aga9 & aga9 ?is has be5 told me1 & !re=e1 7 ,i to look at ?+s naturally1 ,i %\ld h mu* reason to be ca/ d[n1 z ! spread ( su* reports is calculat$1 humanly speak+1 to keep p]sons f contribut+ t[>ds ?is object4 ,ano!r class ( p]sons1 true ,*ri/ians1 & lib]al p]sons too1 may be ?9k+1 t ! sum requir$ is s l>ge t x is n likely ,i %all obta9 x1 & t !re=e _! contribut+ t[>ds ?is object w\ld be useless4 ,b none ( ^! ?+s disc\rage me4 ,god kn[s t ,i h n ,?irty ,?\s& ,p\nds 9 h&4 ,god c influ5ce ! m9ds ( ,8 de> *ildr5 t[>ds ?is int5d$ ,orphan-,h\se1 :atev] _! ?\ghts may h be5 hi!rto on ! subject4 ,i !re=e seek to let pati5ce h h] p]fect "w1 & g on 9 pray]1 be+ fully assur$1 t ! ,"l w n suff] me to be conf\nd$4 ,i am day by day look+ out = help1 yea = l>ge sums2 & ,i "k ,i %all h !m1 aft] ! ,"l has ex]cis$ my fai? & pati5ce4 ,"l wilt ,?\ m]cifully cont9ue to give unto ,?y s]vant fai? & pati5ce6 ,oct4 #c4 ,f ! ,=e/ ( ,dean #al4 ,oct4 #d4 ,f ,old ,ab]de5 #el4--,f ,dubl9 ! "w = an ottoman & a piece ( cro*et "w4 ,oct4 #e4 ,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #ajs4--,f ,clifton #gs4--,f ,h4 ,s4 #d;d4 ,oct4 #g4 ,f ,well+ton 9 ,salop #es4 ,ev5+4 ,! trial ( my fai? & pati5ce cont9ues /ill4 ,aga9 v little has come 9 dur+ ! la/ f\r days = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,b my hope 9 ,god1 by ,8 help1 cont9ues /eadfa/4 ,i _h j n[ aga9 a long season = pray]1 hav+ sp5t ! :ole ev5+ alone = ! purpose1 & am assur$ t1 :5 ,god's "t %all h come1 x w be se5 t1 ev5 conc]n+ ?is object1 ,i d n wait ^u ,him 9 va94 ,!re are p]sons aga9 & aga9 ask+ me1 ,:5 ,i am go+ to comm5ce ! build+2 =1 !y ?9k t ,i h all1 or ne>ly all1 ! means :i* are requir$4 ,& !re are o!rs :o ask me :e!r ,i /ill purpose to build ?is ,orphan-,h\se4 ,to ,!e1 my ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 ,?y *ild turns "u ^! circum/ances4 ,?\ kn[e/ h[ small an am\nt z yet ,?y s]vant has1 9 comp>ison ) :at is ne$$2 b ,?\ also kn[e/ t ,?y s]vant did n act ra%ly & "u excitem5t 9 ?is matt]1 b wait$ ^u ,!e = six mon?s 9 secret1 be=e he spoke ab\t ?is 8 int5tion4 ,n[1 ,"l1 9 ,?y m]cy1 su/a9 ,?y s]vant's fai? & pati5ce1 &1 if x please ,!e1 spe$ily refre% 8 he>t by s5d+ 9 l>g] sums1 = :i* he is look+1 & :i* he confid5tly expects6 ,oct4 #h4 ,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se #bs4 #f;d41 ) ,psalm xxvii4 #ad4 ,! words ( ! passage are ^!3 ,wait on ! ,"l3 be ( good c\rage1 & ,he %all /r5g!n ?9e he>t3 wait1 ,i say1 on ! ,"l4 ,by ,god's grace ,i wait on ! ,"l1 & am ( good c\rage1 & ,he does /r5g!n my he>t1 9 fai? & pati5ce to cont9ue to wait on ,him1 ?\gh only s little comes 91 be+ assur$ t1 :5 ! trial ( fai? & pati5ce is ov]1 ,he w make b>e ,8 arm1 & s5d 9 l>g] sums4 ,oct4 #bh4 ,no?+ at all has come 9 today = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ab\t #gjl4 only dur+ ! la/ f\r weeks4 ,yet1 by ! grace ( ,god1 ,i am support$1 & h n ! lea/ que/ion+ ( s\l :e!r ,i %all h ! means or n4 ,i only look ^u ?is delay1 on ! "p ( ,god1 9 s5d+ me l>g] sums1 z an ex]cise ( my pati5ce & fai?1 & am sure1 t 9 ,8 own "t ,he w give m l>gely4 ,today ,i h _h aga9 ?ree long seasons = pray] respect+ ! "w 9 my h&s2 & ! great] "p ( ?is ev5+ h be5 9 pray]1 entreat+ & besee*+ ! ,"l to help me2 & ,i am n[ aga9 look+ out = means1 z ,i d day by day4 ,oct4 #bi4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ a lett]1 conta9+ a *eck = #ejl41 & ^! words3 99 99 99 99 ,oct4 #bg1 #ahea4 ,my de> ,sir1 ,i _h mu* pleasure & bless+ 9 p]us+ ! ,report y 7 k9d en\gh to s5d me "s "t ago1 & am mu* oblig$ to y = x4 ,is x n a privilege to be all[$ to obta9 future good out ( pres5t exp5d+8 7,luke xvi4 #i7' ,t :5 ye fail1 etc4' ,i enclose a *eck = #ejl41 ( :i* ,i %\ld wi% #bel4 to be us$ = ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 t :i* y propose to build4 ,y\rs1 de> ,sir1 ,ev] fai?fully1 99 99 99 99 99 ,! o!r #bel4 be+ left to me1 to be dispos$ ( z ,i ?\ght well1 ,i divid$ equally betwe5 ! five objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad4 ,by ! same po/ ,i receiv$ also a donation ( #ajs41 ) ! foll[+ lett]4 99 99 99 991 ,oct4 #bg1 #ahea4 ,de> ,mr4 ,muell]1 ,i enclose y #ajs4 wor? ( po/ages1 z a tok5 ( gratitude to ! ,"l4 ,i _h #bl4 due to me1 & ! p>ty told me he w\ld n pay x1 except ,i summon$ him4 ,i consult$ ! ,scripture1 & f\nd1 z a ,*ri/ian1 ,i mu/ n d t2 s ,i put ! case into ! h& ( ! 'wond]ful c\nsellor1' & told ! ,"l1 if ,he w\ld be pleas$ to give me ! #bl41 ,i w\ld give ,him back half ( x4 ,n long aft] ,i _h a message f ! p>ty1 to say if ,i w\ld fet* x1 ,i %\ld h ! #bl42 s ,i w5t1 & he paid me )\t an unpleasant ^w4 ,i h s5t y "o half ( ! p\nd 7! o!r half ,i h design$ = ano!r purpose74 ,if y ne$ x1 y w please to take x = y\r own p]sonal use2 if x is n ne$$ any o!r way1 ,i %\ld l ! privilege ( hav+ a /one 9 ! int5d$ ,orphan-,h\se1 c4 ,i took ?is #ajs4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,! donor is a poor work+ man4 -- ,?is aft]noon ,i receiv$ #ejl4 m f ! neighb\rhood ( ,london1 ) ^! words3 ,= ! mission>ies1 & :]e else mo/ ne$$4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #bel4 ( x = missions1 & ! o!r #bel4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,?us ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ ?is day to refre% my he>t greatly 9 s5d+ ^! donations1 & has giv5 aga9 a manife/ pro( t ye/]day ,i did n wait ^u ,him 9 va94 ,b ,i look out = m abundant help1 & = l>g] sums4 ,i _c help notic+ "h1 t ?is aft]noon ! ,"l also refre%$ my _s ?r\gh a donation ( #f pairs ( new %oes1 :i* a "y man 7:om ab\t twelve ye>s ago ,i receiv$ z a v de/itute ,orphan1 & :o ab\t five ye>s ago 0 appr5tic$ to a %oemak]1 & :o has lately f9i%$ 8 appr5tice%ip71 br\ght me = ! ,orphans1 z a small tok5 ( 8 gratitude1 z he said4 ,he _h himself made ! %oes1 hav+ b\ght ! lea!r ) ! little sums :i* he _h e>n$ 9 work+ ov]time = 8 ma/]4 ,su* in/ances occur (t54 ,i see n[1 aga9 & aga91 fruit result+ f my lab\rs 9 ?is s]vice4 ,x is n at all a r>e ?+ t ,i meet ) respectable "y wom51 or respectable "y m51 :o1 _m ye>s ago1 7 plac$1 z v de/itute ,orphans1 "u my c>e1 & :o are n[ a com=t & help to society1 in/ead ( be+ a pe/1 :i* o!rwise !y might h be54 ,b valuable & pleasant z ?is is1 ,i frequ5tly meet ) f> m 9 !m3 ,i f9d !m to be *ildr5 ( ! liv+ ,god1 ?r\gh fai? 9 our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 & see or he> t !y walk accord+ to _! pr(ession4 ,?us1 9 ! mid/ ( _m difficulties1 & ) mu* t1 = ! pres5t mom5t1 is disc\rag+1 ,i see abundant fruit4 ,yet1 if ev5 only "o s\l 7 won f among ^! ,orphans1 h[ abundantly w\ld all lab\rs1 trials1 difficulties1 & exp5diture ( money be made up2 b1 if ,i "k ( scores ( !m already 9 heav51 & scores ( !m n[ on ! road to heav51 h[ c ,i b g on lab\r+1 e/eem+ x a privilege to be all[$ ( ,god to seek to w9 m & m ( !m = ,him8 ,consid]ations l ^! are a mighty impulse to me to g =w>d ) reg>d to ! int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se4 ,nov4 #aj4 ,today ,i receiv$ #bjjl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to keep #bjl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & to apply ! re/ z mo/ ne$$ = ! ,"l's "w 9 my h&s4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #ajjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #hjl4 = mission>y objects1 ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts1 & = ! support ( all ! v>i\s s*ools :i* are support$ by ! funds ( ! ,scriptural ,k4 ,in/itution4 ,by ?is donation my he>t has be5 greatly refre%$ = ! foll[+ reasons3--l/4 ,dur+ ! la/ twelve days v little1 comp>atively1 has come 94 #bnd4 ,! fir/ f\r objects ( ! ,in/itution1 = :i* ,i took ! #hjl41 7 l[] z to funds ?an !y h be5 dur+ ! la/ t5 mon?s1 z only #aacl4 rema9$ 9 h&4 #crd4 ,i _h be5 pray+ = supplies = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 9 ord] t ,i might be able to help 9 c]ta9 cases ( ne$1 :i* 7 ne> my he>t4 ,?is day week1 ,nov4 #crd1 ,i began p>ticul>ly to pray ab\t ?is object4 ,on ,nov4 #g? !re 0 #el4 put anonym\sly into ! lett] box at my h\se1 = my own p]sonal exp5ses4 ,! note 0 sign$ ,h4 ,on ! same ev5+ ,i receiv$ #bl4 m4 ,on ,nov4 #h? ,i receiv$ #al4 f ,keswick4 ,on ,nov4 #i? #al4 #ads4 #f;d41 & today #bjl4 ,?\gh ?is is a digression f ! imm$iate subject be=e me1 yet1 z ,i write *iefly = ! com=t & enc\ragem5t ( ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 & t _! dep5d5ce ^u ,god & _! tru/ 9 ,him may m & m be increas$1 & also t unbeliev]s may see ! reality ( ! ?+s ( ,god1 ,i take delight 9 m5tion+ ^! cases1 to %[ t ,he does n m]ely supply me1 9 answ] to pray]1 ) means = ,8 "w 9 :i* ,i am occupi$1 b t ,he also b\ntifully supplies my own p]sonal necessities1 simply 9 answ] to pray]4 ,nov4 #ai4 ,e>ly ?is morn+ came1 9 ! c\rse ( my read+ ?r\gh ! ,holy ,scriptures1 ,heb4 v4 & vi41 & my he>t 0 greatly /r5g!n$ by ,heb4 vi4 #ae41 ,& s aft] he _h pati5tly endur$1 he obta9$ ! promise4 ,i h n once1 ev5 = "o mom5t1 be5 all[$ to d\bt1 ei!r ! p[] or ! will+ness ( ! ,"l to supply me ) all t %all be ne$$ = ?is o!r ,orphan ,h\se1 s9ce ,i came at fir/ to ! conclusion t x 0 ,8 w ,i %\ld enl>ge ! "w2 yet ,i h (t51 v (t51 be5 l$ to ask1 t ,he w\ld graci\sly be pleas$ to su/a9 my fai? & pati5ce to ! end2 = great1 v great1 may yet be ! ex]cises bo? ( my fai? & pati5ce1 be=e4 ,i h ! desire ( my he>t grant$4 ,nov4 #bh4 ,! foll[+ case w especially %[ 9 :at a v>iety ( ways ! ,"l is pleas$ to supply me ) means4 ,today ,i receiv$ f an individual1 hi!rto an entire /rang] to me1 ! lett] :i* foll[s3-- 99 99 99 991 ,london1 ,nov #bg1 #ahea4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 ,i ask$ ! ,"l = help ) reg>d to y\rself & y\r "w4 ,! o!r night a /rang] call$ at my h\se1 & left a p>cel1 decl9+ to give h] "n1 say+1 ',take *>ge ( ?is = ,mr4 ,george ,muell]4' ,! p>cel conta9$ #cl4 #ads4 #i;d41 two silv] spoons1 & two silv] ?imbles2 #ds4 7 add$ to pay ! exp5ses4 ,may ! ,"l prosp] y1 my bro!r4 ,y\rs affectionately1 99 99 99 99 99 ,z x 0 n /at$ = :at object ! donation 0 int5d$1 ,i took ! :ole = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,dec4 #h4 ,f ,a4 ,z4 at ,hull #cl4 #es41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly int5ds #es4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses4 ,?r\gh ?is donor also #es4 besides4 ,bo? ^! donations are rem>kable4 ,! donor :o s5t ! #cl4 #es41 "s ye>s ago1 :5 9 v poor circum/ances1 set ap>t f 8 e>n+s #c_/d d4 a-day = ! ,orphans4 ,f t "t ,god 0 pleas$ to prosp] him2 & n[ he is able to s5d ?is #cl4 #es4 at once4 ,! donor ( ! #es4 _h ab\t a ye> ago "o ( ! ,reports ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution l5t to him1 :5 he 0 liv+ 9 mu* s91 by ! bro!r :o s5t ! #cl4 #es41 & ?is ,report 0 ! means ( 8 conv]sion4 ,dec4 #bh4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ a donation ( #bjjl41 :i*1 be+ left at my disposal1 ,i took "o half = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ! o!r half = ! ,s*ool1 ,bible1 ,tract & ,mission>y ,objects4 ,jan4 #bh1 #aheb4 ,f ,torquay #es4--,i receiv$ also ?is morn+ ! foll[+ regi/]$ lett]1 enclos+ #ejl4 99 99 99 99 99,jan4 #ba1 #aheb4 ,de> ,bro!r1 ,hav+ ?is morn+ receiv$ a l>ge pres5t1 ,i ha/5 to s5d y #ejl41 ei!r t[>ds build+ ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 or = ! mission>y s]vants ( ! ,"l2 z y may deem be/4 ,y\rs v truly 9 ,*ri/1 99 99 99 99 ,i am especially lab\r+ 9 pray]1 day by day1 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to furni% me ) ! means = build+ ano!r ,orphan ,h\se1 z ! numb] ( applications = de/itute *ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 is increas+ m & m3 b ,i h also ( late be5 p>ticul>ly pray+ to ! ,"l = means = mission>y bre?r51 z almo/ all ,i h 9 h& = !m is exp5d$4 ,on ?is acc\nt ,i purpose to take "o half ( ?is donation = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ! o!r half = mission>y objects4 ,m>* #ag4 ,day by day ,i am wait+ ^u ,god = means4 ,) full confid5ce1 bo? z to ! p[] ( ! ,"l to give me ! means1 & likewise ,8 will+ness1 ,i am enabl$ to cont9ue to wait4 ,b ,he is pleas$ to ex]cise my fai? & pati5ce1 & especially has ?is be5 ! case ( late4 ,n m ?an #bgl4 #aas4 has come 91 dur+ ! la/ f\r weeks1 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,yet1 amid/ x all1 by ! help ( ,god1 my he>t has be5 kept look+ to ! ,"l1 & expect+ help f ,him4 ,n[ today my he>t has be5 greatly refre%$ by a donation ( #iiil4 #acs4 #e;d41 :i*1 be+ left to my disposal = ! "w ( ,god1 ,i took ( x = ! ,build+ ,fund #fjjl41 = curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans #bjjl41 & ! rema9d] = ! ,s*ool1 ,bible1 ,tract1 & ,mission>y objects4 ,i _c describe to any "o h[ refre%+ ?is donation is to my _s4 ,aft] hav+ be5 = weeks1 day by day1 wait+ ^u ! ,"l1 & receiv+ s little1 comp>atively1 ei!r = curr5t exp5ses or = ! ,build+ ,fund1 ?is answ] to _m pray]s is exce$+ly sweet to my _s4 ,m>* #ah4 ,f ,mall[ 9 ,irel& #es4--,f ,torquay #es4--,f ,:itby #bl4 #cs4 #f;d41 ( :i* #al4 is = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #al4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans1 & #cs4 #f;d4 = ditto4--,f ,k+/anley #al4--,f ,li*field #dl4 #aes41 & #es4 ,m>* #ba4 ,f ,clifton #el41 ) #cs4 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 -- ,?r\gh ,salem boxes #as4 ,m>* #bc4 ,f ,driffield #el4--,receiv$ also fur!r #ejjl41 :i*1 be+ entirely left at my disposal1 ,i took #ajjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #bjjl4 = curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 #ejl4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 #ejl4 = ! circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts1 #ejl4 = prea*]s ( ! ,gospel 9 =eign l&s1 & #ejl4 = prea*]s ( ! ,gospel 9 ,engl&1 ,irel&1 & ,scotl&4 ,may #af4 ,f two ,*ri/ian ladies at ,clifton #ajs4 ,may #ai4 ,f ,bi%opwe>m\? #el4 ,may #bj4 #adil4 #hs4 #aa #a_/b d41 be+ ! proce$s aris+ f ! sale ( a book 9 ,engli%1 & #djl4 #ads4 f ! sale ( a book 9 ,fr5*1 7 giv5 = ! ,build+ ,fund2 & #gel4 #ahs4 #i;d41 be+ ! balance ( a c]ta9 acc\nt1 = pres5t use = ! ,orphans4 ,to ! donations receiv$ dur+ ?is ye>1 is to be add$ #fdl4 #ajs4 #f;d4 receiv$ = int]e/2 = z a /ew>d ( ! money1 ) :i* ,i 0 intru/$ = ! ,build+ ,fund1 ,i felt x "r to put out to int]e/ t :i* came 94 ,la/ly1 !re rema9$ 9 h& f ! =m] ,build+ ,fund ! balance ( #ggfl4 #ads4 #c #c_/d d41 :i* ,i add$ to ! pres5t ,build+ ,fund1 s t on ! ev5+ ( ,may #bf?1 #aheb1 ,i _h altoge!r #cecjl4 #is4 #j #a_/d d4 ,i add ! foll[+ po9ts1 :i* 7 /at$ 9 ! ,report ( #aheb1 & :i* are "h repr9t$ = ! bett] in=mation ( ! read]s4 ,a4 ,look+ at ! comp>atively small am\nt yet 9 h& t[>ds ! accompli%m5t ( my purpose1 "s ( my read]s may suppose t ,i am on t acc\nt disc\rag$4 ,my reply is1 t ,i am n at all disc\rag$1 & t = ! foll[+ reasons4 #a4 ,! _m donations :i* ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to s5d me dur+ ! pa/ ye> expressly = ! ,build+ ,fund1 h be5 a pro( to me t ,he condesc5ds to li/5 to my supplications respect+ ?is "p ( ! "w1 & to ^? ( ,8 de> *ildr5 :o help me ) _! pray]s2 = _m1 ,i believe1 lab\r ) me 9 pray]4 #b4 ,! delay ( ! ,"l 9 s5d+ /ill l>g] sums1 & m spe$ily1 ?an ,he has be5 pleas$ to d hi!rto1 ,i only consid] to be = ! ex]cise ( my fai? & pati5ce4 ,7 ! ,"l displeas$ ) my int5tion1 ,he w\ld n h dealt ) me z ,he has1 & w\ld n h enc\rag$ me to cont9ue to wait ^u ,him1 by ! _m donations :i* 7 expressly giv5 = ?is object1 & "s f mo/ unexpect$ qu>t]s4 ,?is ex]cise ( my fai? & pati5ce1 h[ev]1 ,i believe to be int5d$ n m]ely = my own individual pr(it2 b ?r\gh me1 also = ! b5efit ( o!rs4 ,by ,god's graci\s help & support ,i w1 !re=e1 cont9ue to wait pati5tly1 till ,he %all be pleas$ m abundantly to s5d 9 ! means1 :i* ,i d n 9 ! lea/ d\bt life w d4 #c4 ,ev5 :5 int5d+ to build ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol1 7:i* 0 !n an und]tak+ to me great] f> ?an ! second ,orphan ,h\se n[ contemplat$71 ,i _h to wait two ye>s & ?ree mon?s1 be=e ,i _h all ! means ne$$2 & great1 & _m1 & v>i$ inde$ 7 ! trials ( my pati5ce & fai?1 be=e t "w 0 accompli%$2 yet1 at la/1 ! ,"l s abundantly help$ me1 & s altoge!r c>ri$ me ?r\gh all ! difficulties1 t ! h\se 0 built1 fitt$ up1 furni%$1 & inhabit$1 & sev]al hundr$ p\nds rema9$ ov] & above :at 0 requir$4 ,& n[ ?ree ye>s h already elaps$ s9ce ! h\se has be5 inhabit$1 & ! ?ree hundr$ ,orphans 9 x h no cause to speak ( want1 b only ( abundance4 ,b z ! "w increases m & m1 #a am n surpris$ t my trials ( fai? & pati5ce %\ld become %>p] & %>p]1 & %\ld la/ long] & long]2 b yet1 by ,8 help1 w ,i hope 9 ,god1 :om ,i %all h to praise fur!r /ill1 & :o w help me fur!r /ill1 on ! gr\nd ( ! wor?9ess & m]its ( ,8 holy *ild ,jesus1 ?\gh ,i am mo/ unwor?y 9 myself to be help$4 #d4 ,"o ( ! ?+s1 :i* especially enc\rages me to cont9ue to wait ^u ,god1 & to lab\r on 9 pray] ,conc]n+ ?is object1 is ! great numb] ( applications :i* cont9ue to be made = ! admission ( *ildr5 :o h be5 lawfully begott51 b :o are by dea? b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 & :o are 9 v de/itute circum/ances4 ,!re 7 #agj su* *ildr5 wait+ = admission a ye> ago2 s9ce !n !re h be5 #ahc m appli$ =1 mak+ 9 all #cec4 ,( ^!1 z dur+ ! la/ ye> b few vacancies h occurr$1 ,i h only be5 able to receive tw5ty-sev51 !re=e #cbf rema9 unprovid$ =4 ,?is numb] w\ld be f> great] /ill1 _h n _m p]sons be5 kept f apply+ to me2 = !y consid]$ x useless1 z ! numb] ( ,orphans1 wait+ = admission1 0 already s great4 ,n[ :5 ,i consid] all ! help :i* ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to grant me 9 ?is ,8 s]vice = s _m ye>s1 & h[ ,he has c>ri$ me ?r\gh "o difficulty aft] ano!r1 & :5 ,i see "o case aft] ano!r1 ( ! mo/ pitiable ,orphans 7"s less ?an "o ye> old7 br\ght be=e me2 h[ c ,i b lab\r on 9 pray] on _! behalf1 fully believ+ t ,god1 9 ,8 own "t1 w give me ! means = ?is int5d$ second home = #gjj m ,orphans1 ?\gh ,i "k n :5 ! money w be s5t1 & :om ,he w hon\r to be ! in/rum5ts1 :e!r x w come f _m or f few comp>atively1 & :e!r m especially f ^? donors :om ,god has us$ 9 =m] times1 or :e!r ,he may be pleas$ to put x into ! he>t ( ^? to assi/ me 9 ?is s]vice1 ^: names ,i h nev] he>d up to ?is "t4 ,b4 ,up to ! pres5t ,i h tak5 no actual /eps t[>ds ! erection ( ! second ,orphan-,h\se1 nor d ,i mean to d any?+ 9 ! way ( pur*as+ ! l&1 c41 until ,i h a sum 9 h& :i* may po9t out t ! ,"l's "t is come = tak+ su* /eps4 ,at pres5t ,i d n all[ my m9d to be occupi$ ) su* po9ts1 b seek to g on /ep by /ep1 & !re=e1 9 ! fir/ place1 to wait ^u ,god = a great] am\nt ( means ?an ,i h 9 h& at pres5t2 & :5 ! ,"l %all h be5 pleas$ to grant me ?is1 ,i d\bt n t ,he w also guide & direct me z to c>ry+ out ! desire :i*1 ,i tru/1 ,he has put into my he>t1 to be /ill m ext5sively us$ z ! ,fri5d ( ! ,orphan4 ,c4 ,i /ate aga9 t ?is second ,orphan-,h\se is only int5d$1 z ! "o already built1 = *ildr5 :o h be5 lawfully begott51 :o h lo/ bo? p>5ts by dea?1 & :o are 9 de/itute circum/ances2 ?is1 h[ev]1 be+ ! case1 *ildr5 may be receiv$ f any place1 & ! m de/itute1 ! few] patrons & fri5ds !y h to plead _! cause1 ! m likely !y are to be receiv$1 z nei!r fav\r nor p>tiality is %[n 9 ! admission ( ! *ildr51 b _! cases are consid]$ 9 ! ord] 9 :i* applications are made4 ,i /ate aga9 "h especially1 t no sect>ian views prompt me1 or ev5 9 ! lea/ influ5ce me 9 ! reception ( *ildr52 ,i d n belong to any sect1 & am1 !re=e1 n influ5c$ by sect>ianism 9 ! admission ( ,orphans2 b f :]esoev] !y come1 & to :atsoev] religions d5om9ation ! p>5ts belong$1 or ) :atev] body ! p]sons mak+ application may be connect$2 & :e!r ^? :o apply nev] gave me "o p5ny t[>ds ! "w1 or :e!r !y gave mu*2 x makes no diff]5ce 9 ! admission ( ! *ildr54 ,n[ j z x has be5 ?us ) reg>d to ! admission ( ,orphans = m ?an sixte5 ye>s pa/1 s1 :5 ,god %all be pleas$ to all[ me to accompli% my purpose conc]n+ ano!r ,orphan-,h\se1 x is /ill int5d$ to be ! same conc]n+ t "o also4 ,! ,new ,orphan-,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol1 is n say ,orphan-,h\se1 n ! ,orphan-,h\se ( any p>ty or sect1 b x is ,god's ,orphan-,h\se1 & ! ,orphan-,h\se = any & e poor de/itute ,orphan :o has lo/ bo? p>5ts2 provid$1 ( c\rse1 !re be room 9 ! e/abli%m5t1 & t !re be no?+ s peculi> 9 ! case ( ! *ildr5 z to prev5t _! be+ receiv$2 & exactly ?us x is int5d$ to be1 ,god help+1 ) reg>d to ! ,orphan-,h\se = #gjj ,orphans1 n[ 9 contemplation4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible --1 ,mission>y & ,tract ,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahea1 to ,may #bf1 #aheb4 ,at no "t dur+ ! pa/ eighte5 ye>s did ,i beg9 a new p]iod ) s mu* money 9 h&1 z 0 ! case at ! comm5cem5t ( ?is4 ,!re 0 a balance ( #hjil4 #ajs4 #f;d4 left = ^! objects4 ,long be=e ?is balance 0 exp5d$1 h[ev]1 ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 fur!r supplies2 s t1 dur+ all ! ye>1 !re did n come be=e me "o s+le in/ance 9 :i*1 accord+ to my judgm5t1 x w\ld h be5 desirable to help =w>d ,s*ools or ,mission>y objects1 or ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 b ,i _h always ! means 9 h& = do+ s4 ,i w n[ notice a few ( ! m rem>kable donations ,on ! ?ird day already1 aft] ! acc\nts _h be5 clos$1 ,may #bi1 #ahea1 ,i receiv$ a donation ( #aejl41 ( :i* ,i took "o-half = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ^! objects4 -- ,?is 0 ! fir/ donation 9 ?is new p]iod1 & 0 a preci\s enc\ragem5t to me 9 ! "w4 ,july #h4 ,f ,may #bi? to ?is day h come 9 tw5ty-eight donations1 v>y+ f #a;d4 to #ael4 ,today ,i receiv$ a donation ( #aejl4 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to take #ajl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & to use ! re/ z ! "w ( ,god might require x4 ,z ,i /ill _h an abundance 9 h& bo? = ! ,orphans & = ^! objects1 ,i took "o-half = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ^! objects4 ,sept4 #f4 ,aga9 fifty-two donations _h come 9 betwe5 ,july #h? & ?is day1 v>y+ f #a;d4 to #bjl41 :5 today a bro!r :o has (t5 manife/$ 8 deep int]e/ 9 ! spread ( ! tru?1 & :o is f> f be+ ri*1 s5t me #hjl4 = home & =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w4 ,nov4 #aj4 ,=ty donations h come 9 = ^! objects f ,sept4 #f? to ?is day1 v>y+ f #a #a_/b d4 to #bel4 ,today ,i receiv$ #bjjl41 ( :i*1 z /at$ "u ! p>ticul>s giv5 "u ?is date ) ref]5ce to ! ,build+ ,fund1 ,i took #hjl4 = ^! objects4 ,?is donation came 9 mo/ seasonably2 = n[ ! funds = ^! objects 7 l[] ?an !y _h be5 = ! la/ t5 mon?s1 z only #aacl4 rema9$ 9 h&4 ,dec4 #ba4 ,! funds = ^! objects 7 n[ r$uc$ to #ajl4 #ads4 #e;d41 z ! tw5ty-two donations f #d;d4 to #acl41 :i* _h come 9 s9ce ,nov4 #aj?1 did n altoge!r am\nt to m ?an #cal4 #is4 #d;d41 & z mu* money _h be5 exp5d$4 ,! means 9 h& 7 !re=e f> less ?an !y _h be5 at any "t dur+ ! la/ sixte5 mon?s1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ f ,a4 ,z41 a new donor1 by ! ,clifton po/1 #ajl41 :i*1 be+ left to my disposal1 ,i took = ^! objects4 ,dec4 #bg4 ,only #al4 #gs4 #f;d4 _h come 9 s9ce ! #ba/4 ,aft] ! paym5ts ( ?is day 7 met1 !re rema9$ only #ajs4 #d;d4 9 h&4 ,consid] ?is position1 de> read]4 ,only #ajs4 #d;d4 9 h&1 & ! exp5ses = all ! v>i\s s*ools 7 to be met1 & ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ( ,tracts ,i desir$ to g on1 & ! ,fifty prea*]s ( ! ,gospel1 :om ,i s\ght to help1 my he>t desir$ to help /ill fur!r4 ,consid] also1 t :atev] my necessities may be1 ,i nev] g into debt1 nor d ,i apply to any "o p]sonally = any ?+1 b give myself unto pray]4 ,n[ he> h[ ?is matt] end$4 ,dec4 #bh4 ,:5 ,i came home la/ ev5+ f ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 ,i f\nd a lett] f ,gl\ce/]%ire1 conta9+ a sov]eign & a half4 ,! sov]eign 0 half = ^! objects1 & half = ! ,orphans2 & ( ! half sov]eign1 #fs4 7 int5d$ = ! ,orphans2 & #ds4 = ^! objects4 ,?us ,i _h #ads4 m ,b ?is morn+ ! ,"l has op5$ ,8 h&s /ill m b\ntifully4 ,i h receiv$ a donation ( #bjjl4 -- ,! disposal ( ! money 0 left to me4 ,i took !re=e "o half = ! ,s*ool --1 ,bible --1 ,mission>y & ,tract ,objects1 & ! o!r half = ! ,build+ ,fund4--,?is donation has be5 a v great refre%m5t to my _s4 ,dur+ ! la/ six weeks v little has come 91 & ?\gh we _h lack$ no?+ 7= only a few days s9ce ,i paid = sixty ?\s& ,tracts at once71 yet we 7 n[ poor] ?an we _h be5 = two or ?ree ye>s1 ) reg>d to means = ^! objects4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 did n 9 ! lea/ ca/ me d[n2 = ,i knew x 0 only = ! trial ( my fai? & pati5ce1 & t1 :5 ! trial 0 ov]1 ! ,"l w\ld aga9 s5d 9 b\ntiful supplies4 ,?is ,he has n[ comm5c$ to d1 b ,i expect mu* m ?an ?is4 ,inde$ ,i am look+ out daily = ! ,"l's help4 ,jan4 #a1 #aheb4 ,! old ye> clos$ ) manife/ations ( ,god's lov+ help1 9 ! way ( means1 & ! new beg9s 9 ! same way4 ,la/ ev5+ ,i receiv$ #ds4 #e;d4 = ^! objects1 & ?is morn+1 :5 ,i paid an acc\nt1 ,i _h #ajl4 return$ = ! ,s*ools4--,9 ! c\rse ( ! day ,i receiv$ /ill fur!r f ,%]borne #cl41 ( :i* ! donor wi%$ #al4 to be tak5 = ! ,orphans1 #al4 = missions1 & #al4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses4 ,i receiv$ also anonym\sly f ,ab]de5 #ds4 = ! ,orphans1 ) #bs4 = missions4 ,jan4 #b4 ,fur!r3 #el4 = ! ,s*ools 9 ,bri/ol4 ,jan4 #ai4 ,all our money = mission>y objects1 = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & = ! support ( ! v>i\s ,s*ools 0 n[ aga9 sp5t1 z only v little1 comp>atively _h come 9 s9ce ,dec4 #bh?4 ,! la/ money :i* ,i _h1 ,i s5t (f by ! mail /eam] to ,dem]>a1 :i* left two days s9ce4 ,"u ^! circum/ances1 ,i receiv$ ?is ev5+ #bjl41 :i* ,i might ei!r use = ! ,orphans1 or = mission>y objects1 accord+ to ! donor's wi%4 ,i took x = mission>y objects4 ,b ,i am look+ out = l>g] supplies1 z ,i h _m op5+s1 pr(itably to lay out consid]able sums = mission>y objects1 & = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts4 ,x is rem>kable1 t1 :ile ,i h receiv$ f ! donor ( ?is sum f "t to "t donations = ! ,orphans1 ,i _h n receiv$ any?+ = mission>y objects = a v long "t4 ,b ,i h aga9 & aga9 pray$ = help = ?is "p ( ! "w1 & ?is po9t makes ! answ] to pray] only ! m manife/4 ,jan4 #ba4 ,aft] /ill fur!r repeat$ wait+ ^u ! ,"l = means1 especially = mission>y objects & = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 ,i receiv$ today f ,som]set%ire #bjl41 ( :i* ! donor int5ds #ajl4 = =eign missions & #ajl4 t[>ds ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,jan4 #bb4 ,f ,london #dl4 = missions4 ,jan4 #bc4 #ejl41 ( :i* half is = missions1 & half = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,jan4 #bf4 #ejjl4 0 left at my disposal4 ,i took ! :ole = ^! objects4 ,?is donation came 9 mo/ seasonably1 enabl+ me to g on help+ prea*]s ( ! ,gospel1 & also to g on ) ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts4 ,m>* #ag4 ,be=e all means 7 gone1 :5 !re 0 yet ab\t #afjl4 9 h&1 !re came 9 aga9 today = ^! objects #aiil4 #acs4 #e;d4 ,m>* #bc4 #bjjl4 m came 9 today4 ,m>* #bf4 ,f ?ree bre?r5 #bjl4 = missions4--,on ! same day f a mission>y box at ,old ,ab]de5 #bl4 ,may #ab4 ,! #bf donations :i* h come 9 = ^! objects1 s9ce ,m>* #bf?1 7 small4 ,today ,i receiv$ f ,cornwall #ejl41 ( :i* ! donor wi%$ me to take #ajl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses2 ! re/ be+ left at my disposal ,i took ! :ole = ^! objects4 ,may #ae4 ,receiv$ #bjl4 = missions4 ,may #ai4 ,:5 ne>ly all ! means = ^! objects 7 exhau/$1 ,i receiv$ #bejl41 ( :i* ,i took = ^! objects #bjjl41 & #ejl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,?us ,i h giv5 "s in/ances to %[ h[ ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to supply me dur+ ano!r ye>4 ,supplies = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahea1 to ,may #bf1 #aheb4 ,:5 ?is p]iod comm5c$1 ,i _h 9 h& = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans #igjl4 #acs4 #aa #c_/d d4 ,we _h nev] _h s l>ge a balance = ! o!r objects at ! comm5cem5t ( any new p]iod1 z 0 ! case at ! comm5cem5t ( ?is1 & s x 0 also ) reg>d to ! ,orphan "w4 ,?is arose f ! fact1 t1 only a little m ?an f\r mon?s be=e ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 a donation ( #cjjjl4 _h be5 giv51 :i*1 be+ equally divid$ betwe5 ! ,orphan ,fund & ! ,fund = ! o!r objects1 _h left s l>ge a balance 9 h&4 ,b ?\gh !re 0 ?is l>ge balance to beg9 )1 dep5d5ce ^u ,god 0 /ill requir$ day by day1 z ! pecuni>y help is only a v small "p ( t :i* is ne$$2 & ev5 z to means1 ?is sum w\ld n h la/$ long1 _h ! ,"l n s5t 9 fur!r supplies4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 ,he did2 & ?us x 01 t1 :ile !re 7 o!r trials1 v>i$ & _m1 yet1 z to means1 we exp]i5c$ = a long "t sc>cely any difficulty at all4 ,i w n[ v briefly notice "s cases 9 :i* ,god help$ u ) means = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 9 answ] to pray]4 ,may #bg1 #ahea4 ,! fir/ donation ( ?is new p]iod came f an ag$ ,godly cl]gyman1 :om1 up to t "t1 ,i _h nev] se51 b to :om my he>t _h be5 mu* knit ?r\gh correspond5ce4 ,! donation consi/$ ( #el4 f himself1 & #as4 #f;d4 f ?ree poor p]sons ?r\gh him4 ,july #c4 ,a bro!r & si/]1 hav+ _h a legacy left to !m1 ?\gh v f> f be+ ri*1 s5t #ejl4 out ( x = ! ,orphans1 z !y desire to use ! money ) :i* ! ,"l may intru/ !m = ,him4 ,oct4 #b4 ,f ! ladies :o con/itute ! ,bri/ol ,dorcas ,society1 ! value ( #bael4 9 flannel & unblea*$ calico4 ,feb4 #aj1 #aheb4 ,:5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 !re 0 9 h& #igjl4 #acs4 #aa #c_/d d41 & !re has come 9 s9ce !n #abdbl4 #ais4 #h;d4 ,up to ?is "t1 ,i _h _h an abundance ( means1 to meet all ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 & !re 0 /ill #abfl4 #cs4 #h #a_/b d4 9 h&4 ,b ?\gh ,i _h ?is1 ! c]ta9 exp5ses ( ?is week alone 74 #ajbl4 #js4 #d;d41 besides :at might be o!rwise ne$$4 ,"u ^! circum/ances1 a ,godly m]*ant at ,clifton gave me ?is ev5+1 ?r\gh 8 son1 a ,fifty ,p\nd ,note = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,?is donation has greatly refre%$ my _s2 = ?\gh we 7 n 9 actual ne$1 !re be+ #abfl4 #cs4 #h #a_/b d4 9 h&1 to meet ! exp5ses ( #ajbl4 #js4 #d;d41 :i* ,i expect$ to come ^u me ?is week1 yet !re w\ld !n only h be5 left #bdl4 #cs4 #d #a_/b d4 t[>ds meet+ ! curr5t exp5ses ( an e/abli%m5t ) m ?an #cjj inmates4 ,!re _h n be5 s little 9 h& s9ce ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 fir/ op5$4 ,h[ k9d1 !re=e1 ( ! ,"l1 to put x into ! he>t ( ?is donor1 :o is n p]sonally kn[n to me1 to contribute ?is sum6 ,m>* #af4 ,f ,feb4 #aj? up to ,m>* #h? ! income _h be5 comp>atively small1 only ab\t #acjl4 altoge!r hav+ be5 receiv$ = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,?is1 ) :at 0 9 h& on ,feb4 #aj?1 01 !re=e1 s r$uc$1 t on ,m>* #h? ,i _h only be5 able to advance #ael4 = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 in/ead ( #cjl41 :i* ,i _h = a long "t be5 9 ! habit ( do+4 ,aft] hav+ paid away ?is #ael41 ,i _h only ab\t #el4 left4 ,be=e ?is #ael41 h[ev]1 0 q sp5t1 ,i _h receiv$ s mu*1 t on ! #ab? ,i c\ld advance4 #ajl4 m = h\se-keep+4 ,n[ ?is money 0 all gone1 & today1 ,m>* #af?1 m money 0 ne$$1 b !re 0 none 9 h&1 except ! balance :i* 0 la/ ye> left f ! ,build+ ,fund1 :i* ,i 0 mo/ reluctant to use1 & conc]n+ :i* ,i ask$ ! ,"l t !re might be no ne$ = us+ x1 z ,i wi%$ to take x = ! int5d$ ,orphan-,h\se1 ! numb] ( de/itute ,orphans :o are wait+ = admission be+ s great4 ,n[ obs]ve h[ ,god help$ me6 ,j be=e ,i 0 call$ on = m money1 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ f a noble ,lady z h] own gift & t ( two ( h] fri5ds #ael41 & also #ds4 #a #a_/b d4 0 giv5 to me z ! cont5ts ( an ,orphan-box4 ,?us ,i 0 able to advance aga9 #ael4 = h\se-keep+4 ,m>* #ag4 ,= ab\t six weeks pa/ ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to ex]cise my fai? & pati5ce mu*4 ,v little1 comp>atively1 has come 9 = ! ,build+ ,fund & ! curr5t exp5ses = ! v>i\s objects2 b n[ ,he has ?is day greatly refre%$ my _s by ! donation ( #iiil4 #acs4 #e;d41 ref]r$ to "u ! ,build+ ,fund1 :i*1 be+ left to me = ! ,"l's "w1 to be us$ z ,i ?9k be/1 ,i took ( x = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans #bjjl42 s t aga91 be=e ! money1 :i* came 9 ye/]day1 is exp5d$1 fre% supplies are receiv$4 ,i h be5 p>ticul>ly also refre%$ by ?is donation1 9 t ,i am n oblig$ to use ! balance ( ! =m] ,build+ ,fund1 b c let t rema9 = ! pres5t ,build+ ,fund4 ,may #bf1 #aheb4 ,s9ce ,m>* #ag? no fur!r difficulties h be5 exp]i5c$ ) reg>d to means2 = ?\gh ! exp5ses h am\nt$ s9ce !n to ab\t #gjjl41 ! ,"l has b\ntifully suppli$ me ) all ,i ne$$2 = ,i receiv$ ano!r donation ( #bjjl41 "o ( #gel4 #ahs4 #i;d41 "o ( #ejl41 two ( #ajl41 eighte5 ( betwe5 #el4 & #ajl41 besides _m betwe5 #f;d4 & #el4--,?us ,i am help$ to ! close ( ano!r ye>1 dur+ :i* ! ,"l has enabl$ me1 ?r\gh wait+ ^u ,him1 & look+ to ,him = help1 to supply all ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se ) its #cjj ,orphans & all _! ov]se]s1 tea*]s1 nurses1 etc42 ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts has be5 go+ on z be=e2 ! v>i\s s*ools h be5 support$2 ! same am\nt z dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 or r m1 has be5 exp5d$ = mission>y objects2 & yet1 ov] & above all ?is1 ,i h be5 enabl$ to ga!r a goodly sum = ! ,build+ ,fund ( ! int5d$ ,orphan-,h\se4 ,h ,i n !re=e abundant reason to praise ! ,"l = ,8 goodness1 to tru/ 9 ,him = ! future1 to speak well ( ,8 "n to my fell[-believ]s1 & to enc\rage !m1 m & m to rely ^u ! ,"l = ev]y?+8 ,miscellane\s po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,"k_/edge ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahea1 to ,may #bf1 #aheb4 #a4 ,dur+ ?is p]iod !re 7 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution f\r ,day ,s*ools 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #bdh poor *ildr5 9 !m1 & ?ree o!rs 9 ,devon%ire1 ,monm\?%ire1 & ,norfolk1 7 assi/$4--,fur!r1 "o ,sunday ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #bdc *ildr51 0 entirely support$1 & two o!rs 9 ,devon%ire & ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ) #bcj *ildr51 7 assi/$4--,la/ly1 "o ,adult ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #abj ,adult ,s*ol>s1 0 entirely support$ dur+ ?is p]iod4--,f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 up to ,may #bf1 #aheb1 !re 7 #e1ebe *ildr5 9 ! ,day ,s*ools 9 ,bri/ol1 #b1fjj 9 ! ,sunday ,s*ool1 & #b1jcc gr[n up p]sons 9 ! ,adult ,s*ool4--,!re 0 exp5d$ ( ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution1 = ^! v>i\s ,s*ools1 dur+ ?is p]iod1 #cfjl4 #as4 #i;d4 #b4 ,dur+ ?is p]iod !re 0 exp5d$ ( ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution #bjgl4 #cs4 #a;d4 = ! purpose ( circulat+ ! ,holy ,scriptures1 especially among ! v poore/ ( ! poor4 ,!re 7 issu$ dur+ ?is p]iod #a1aja ,bibles & #dji ,new ,te/am5ts4--,!re 7 altoge!r circulat$ f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 up to ,may #bf1 #aheb1 ,eight ,?\s& ,eight ,hundr$ & ,t5 ,bibles1 & ,f\r ,?\s& ,eight ,hundr$ & ,fifty-"o ,new ,te/am5ts4 ,= two ye>s previ\s to ,may #bf1 #aheb1 x 0 on my he>t1 to seek to make "s especial ef=t = ! spread ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & = ! spread ( simple ,gospel ,tracts1 9 a way & = a purpose :i* w\ld n be accompli%$ by ! giv+ ( copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 or ! giv+ ( ,tracts to poor p]sons4 ,my wi% 01 to put believ]s ( ! high] classes 9 ! way ( obta9+ *eap pocket ,bibles = ! purpose ( giv+ !m away z pres5ts to m respectable p]sons1 z well z furni%+ !m ) ! opportunity ( pur*as+ ,bibles & ,new ,te/am5ts1 at a *eap rate1 = giv+ !m away among ! poor2 & ( furni%+ believ]s 9 ! high] classes1 :o are ,tract di/ributors1 ) an opportunity ( pur*as+ simple ,gospel ,tracts = circulation4 ,connect$ ) ?is ,i desir$1 especially1 to pres5t ! tru?s ( ! ,gospel1 9 pr9t1 be=e g5teel p]sons1 :om ,i _h n ! same opportunity ( rea*+ z poor] p]sons to :om ,tracts & ,bibles might be giv54 ,to ?is my att5tion 0 turn$ on acc\nt ( ! mighty ef=ts :i* 7 made to take away ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & to spread ,tracts :i* conta9 mo/ p]nici\s errors4 ,up to ?is "t we _h nev] _h1 to any consid]able ext5t1 a depository = ,bibles & ,tracts4 ,! circulation ( ,tracts _h be5 almo/ exclusively by gratuit\s di/ribution2 & ?us x _h be5 also1 = "s ye>s previ\sly1 ) ref]5ce to ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4--,= a v long "t1 h[ev]1 we c\ld n meet ) a suitable h\se1 till at la/1 aft] mu* pray]1 & wait+ = m ?an a ye>1 conv5i5t premises 7 obta9$ by r5t+ ,no4 #cd1 ,p>k ,/reet1 ,bri/ol4 ,on ,april #bi1 #aheb1 ?is ,bible & ,tract ,w>eh\se 0 op5$ ) pray]4 #c4 ,dur+ ?is ye> !re 0 sp5t ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 = mission>y objects1 ! sum ( #bjjel4 #gs4 #e;d4 ,by ?is sum fifty-"o lab\r]s 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 7 to a great] or less degree assi/$4 ,x is a subject ( joy & ?ankfulness to me1 to be able to in=m ! believ+ read]1 t ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to grant aga9 mu* bless+ ^u ! lab\rs ( ^! bre?r5 dur+ ?is ye>4 ,_m s9n]s 7 conv]t$ ?r\gh _! in/rum5tality1 "s ( :om _h be5 9 a mo/ awful /ate4 ,?is rem>k applies bo? to =eign & home lab\r]s4 #d4 ,!re 0 laid out = ! circulation ( ,tracts1 f ,may #bf1 #ahea1 to ,may #bf1 #aheb1 ! sum ( #cefl4 #aas4 #c #a_/b d4 ,!re 7 circulat$ dur+ ! ye> #dhi1acf ,tracts4 ,! total numb] ( ,tracts1 :i* 7 circulat$ f ! beg9n+ up to ,may #bf1 #ahaeb1 0 #a1jhf1cff4 ,! ,"l is pleas$ to increase ?is "p ( ! "w m & m4 ,x is n m]ely1 h[ev]1 ( ! increase 9 ! numb] ( ,tracts t ,i h to speak4 ,i he>d dur+ ?is ye> ( "o case aft] ano!r1 9 :i* ! tracts1 ) :i* ! ,"l enabl$ me to furni% ! _m bre?r5 :o circulate !m1 7 us$ by ,him 9 ! way ( communicat+ great bless+ to believ]s1 or z in/rum5ts ( conv]sion to unbeliev]s4 ,i w\ld inde$ ) all my might seek to spread ! tru? ( ,god by means ( ^! little publications 9 great] & great] numb]s2 b ,i w\ld foll[ !m also1 day by day1 ) my pray]s1 & nev] tru/ 9 ! numb]s :i* h be5 issu$1 b 9 ,god1 to ,grant ,8 bless+1 )\t :i* all ^! ef=ts are 9 va94 ,a great numb] ( believ]s1 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 aid me 9 ! circulation ( tracts4 ,up to ,april #aheb1 h[ev]1 almo/ all ! tracts :i* 7 circulat$ 7 giv5 away gratuit\sly1 b1 z has be5 /at$ already1 !re 0 !n m p>ticul>ly comm5c$ ! sale ( ,tracts also1 9 connexion ) ! sale ( ,bibles1 at ! ,bible & ,tract ,w>eh\se1 ,no4 #cd1 ,p>k ,/reet1 ,bri/ol4 #e4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahea1 !re 74 ,?ree ,hundr$ ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol4 ,f t day up to ,may #bf1 #aheb1 !re wore admitt$ into x tw5ty-sev5 ,orphans1 mak+ #cbg 9 all4 ,( ^! #cbg1 n9e di$ dur+ ! ye>2 "o ,orphan 0 s5t to ,*ri/ian relatives1 :o by t "t 7 able to provide = him1 & :o felt x _! duty to d s2 "o 0 s5t to relatives on acc\nt ( be+ 9 su* a /ate ( heal? t ! ,e/abli%m5t 0 an unsuitable place = h]2 ?ree ( ! eld] girls1 :o 7 able to e>n _! bread by ent]+ s]vice1 b :o c\ld n be recomm5d$ to any situation1 aft] !y _h be5 long borne )1 7 at la/ s5t 9 disgrace f ! ,e/abli%m5t to _! relatives4 ,?is c\rse 0 adopt$ z a la/ rem$y ) reg>d to !mselves1 & z a solemn w>n+ = all ! *ildr5 9 ! ,e/abli%m5t4 ,f\r girls 7 ) com=t s5t out to s]vice1 & n9e boys 7 appr5tic$ at ! exp5se ( ! e/abli%m5t4 ,?is makes ! removals z _m z ! reception ( new ,orphans1 s t ! numb] 0 /ill #cjj 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 on ,may #bf1 #aheb4 ,! total ( ! exp5ses1 connect$ ) ! support ( ! ,orphans1 f ,may #bf1 #ahea1 to ,may #bf1 #aheb1 0 #cjcel4 #cs4 #d;d4 ,! total numb] ( ,orphans "u our c>e f ,april #ahcf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahaeb1 0 ,five ,hundr$ & ,fifte54 ,i notice fur!r ! foll[+ po9ts 9 connection ) ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se4 #a4 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+1 by me1 ! sum ( #db1igjl4 #ags4 #f;d4 0 giv5 to me = ! ,orphans z ! result ( pray] to ,god f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w1 up to ,may #bf1 #aheb4 ,x may be also int]e/+ to ! read] to "k1 t ! total am\nt1 :i* 0 giv5 z free contributions1 = ! o!r objects1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #aheb1 am\nt$ to #ae1igfl4 #ajs4 #f #a_/d d42 & t1 :i* came 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5ts ( ! *ildr5 9 ! ,day-,s*ools1 am\nt$ to #c1jgc_/4 #as4 #i #c_/d d4 ,besides ?is1 also a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 c41 7 giv5 = ! use ( ! ,orphans4 #b4 ,dur+ no p]iod ( ! "w _h we su* great affliction 9 ! way ( sickness 9 ! ,orphan ,e/abli%m5t z dur+ ?is4 ,= ne>ly f\r mon?s ! sc>let fev] & o!r diseases prevail$1 s t m ?an "o hundr$ *ildr5 7 s]i\sly ill dur+ ?is p]iod1 & at "o "t !re 7 #ee ,orphans conf9$ to _! b$s4 ,b ! ,"l dealt v m]cifully ) u4 ,only #e di$ 9 consequ5ce ( ! sc>let fev]1 ?\gh we _h #fd decid$ cases4 #c4 ,sev]al ( ! ,orphans :o left ! ,e/abli%m5t dur+ ?is ye> w5t away z believ]s1 hav+ be5 conv]t$ "s "t be=e !y left2 "o also :o di$ gave v decid$ evid5ce ( a true *ange ( he>t by fai? 9 our ,"l ,jesus2 sev]al :o 9 =m] ye>s 7 "u our c>e1 z we he>d dur+ ?is ye>1 took _! /& op5ly on ! ,"l's side1 & dat$ _! fir/ impressions to ! in/ructions receiv$ :il/ ) u2 & la/ly1 ( ^? "u our c>e1 !re 7 n a few ^: spiritual /ate gave u joy & com=t4 ,?us1 amid/ _m difficulties & trials & "s disc\ragem5ts1 we _h abundant cause to praise ,god = ,8 goodness1 & to g =w>d 9 ! /r5g? ( ! ,"l4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahea4 ,dur+ ?is ye> ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to give me-- #a4 ,by anonym\s (f]+s ?r\gh ! ,*apel boxes 4 4 4 4 4 ,l#aeg #d #j #c_/d #b4 ,by pres5ts 9 money f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n giv5 anonym\sly 4 #ace #e #d #c4 ,by pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 4 #aef #f #i #d4 ,by pres5ts 9 provisions1 clo!s1 c41 wor? to u at lea/ 4 4 4 #af #ag #j ---- ,l#dfe #ac #a #c_/d ,admire1 de> read]1 ! ,"l's k9dness t[>ds me1 9 t aga91 dur+ ?is ye> also1 ,ha has s abundantly suppli$ me ) means = my own p]sonal & family necessities1 )\t any regul> sal>y or o!r /at$ income :atev]1 simply 9 answ] to pray]4 ,fur!r acc\nt ( ! int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se = ,sev5 ,hundr$ ,poor ,*ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?1 f ,may #bf1 #aheb1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec4 ,9 ! la/ *apt] on ?is subject1 x 0 /at$1 t on ,may #bf1 #aheb1 #a _h actually 9 h& t[>ds ?is object #c1ecjl4 #is4 #j #a_/d d42 & n[ ,i g on to relate h[ ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to help me fur!r s9ce !n2 b1 = ! sake ( brevity1 ,i c only ref] to ! m rem>kable donations4 ,june #ah4 ,receiv$ #es4 #g;d4 f ! ,orphans 9 ! ,girl's ,dep>tm5t ( ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 9 commemoration ( ! anniv]s>y ( ! op5+ ( ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 :i* took place ?is day ?ree ye>s4 ,receiv$ also #cs4 #i;d4 f ! ,orphan ,boys4 ,^! little sums f ^! *ildr5 h giv5 me mu* joy4 ,i likewise receiv$ ?is day a donation ( #bjjl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to keep #bjl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & to use ! #ahjl4 z might be mo/ ne$$4 ,i took ( ?is sum #fjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #fjl4 t[>ds ! support ( ! #cjj ,orphans1 & #fjl4 = ! v>i\s o!r objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,june #bb4 ,today ,i 0 in=m$ t !re _h be5 paid into ! h&s ( my bank]s #ejjl4 ,?is sum is f a donor :om ,i h nev] se51 b :om ,god evid5tly has l$1 9 answ] to my daily supplications1 & to ^? ( my fell[-lab\r]s1 to help me 9 ,8 s]vice4 ,?is donation has exce$+ly refre%$ my _s1 & has l$ me to expect m & m help f ,god4 ,z ?is #ejjl4 is left at my disposal1 ,i took ( x "o-?ird = ! ,build+ ,fund1 ano!r ?ird = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! #cjj ,orphans1 & ! la/ ?ird = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,tract--1 & ,mission>y ,fund ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,july #a4 #ejl4 ,! money be+ left to my disposal1 ,i took half = ! ,build+ ,fund--& half = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,tract-- & ,mission>y ,objects4 ,july #bi4 ,receiv$ f "o ( ! ,orphans1 =m]ly "u our c>e1 ! foll[+ l9es3 ,de> ,sir1 w y please to accept ! enclos$ silv] *a9 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ! #cs4 #f;d4 = y\r p]sonal use1 f y\r grateful ,orphan1 99 99 99 994 ,?is donation gave me mu* joy4 ,aug4 #f4 ,f an ,iri% fri5d #ecl41 ,z a small ackn[l$gm5t ( ! donor's gratitude to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r = enri*+ him ) ! unse>*able ri*es ( ,*ri/1 & to 8 de> ,r$eem] = lov+ him1 & giv+ ,himself = him4 ,aug4 #ac4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,london #ejl4 ,aug4 #ba4 ,f ,s\?port a gold r+--,i receiv$ also today ! foll[+ lett] f ,madras1 ,ea/ ,indies1 enclos+ a donation ( #ejl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 99 99 99 99 99 ,madras1 #i? ,july1 #aheb4 ,de> ,bro!r1 ,"s "t 9 ! ye> #ahdb or #ahdc ,i met ) ',! ,"l's deal+s ) ,george ,muell]1' &1 aft] r5d+ x1 0 mov$ to s5d y some?+2 b at t "t ,i _h n ! means4 ,9 fact1 ,i _h l5t1 :at little money ,i _h1 to a p]son :o 0 unable to repay me1 & ,i 0 ne>ly de/itute4 ,! good h& ( ,god has be5 on me s9ce t "t1 & ,i h (t5 wond]$ :e!r ,george ,muell] 0 /ill 9 ! fle% b nev] _h ! resolution to inquire4 ,la/ ,decemb] ,i met 9 a fri5d's h\se ! ,twelf? ,report1 &1 aft] read+ x1 resolv$ to ca/ a mite into ! ,"l's treasury t[>ds build+ ! ,orphan-,h\se = ,sev5 ,hundr$ *ildr52 & may ! ,god ( ,jacob1 t has f$ me all my life long1 unto ?is day1 accept ( x1 z an ackn[l$gm5t ( ! ?\s&? "p ( ! m]cies ,i h receiv$ at ,8 h&s4 ,i !re=e enclose a bill ( ex*ange 99 99 99 994 ,value ( bill ,sev5ty ,p\nds /]l+4 99 99 99 99 ,i h (t5 m5tion$ y by "n 9 my appeals to ! ?rone ( grace2 & if ,i meet y n on e>?1 ,i hope ,i %all 9 ^? regions :]e we %all see ! ,lamb on ,8 ?rone & 9 ,8 ,fa!r's k+dom1 & :]e !re is no m s9 or sorr[4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 ,ev] y\rs1 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is donation & lett] h exce$+ly refre%$ my _s1 & quick5$ me yet fur!r to pray]4 ,pause a few mom5ts de> ,read]4 ,see h[ fai? & pray] br+ means f individuals :om we h nev] se51 ^: v names we h nev] he>d (1 & :o live at a di/ance ( m ?an ,t5 ,?\s& miles f u4 ,d y n see t x is n 9 va91 to make kn[n our reque/s to ! ,"l1 & to come to ,him = ev]y?+8 ,:5 x 0 fir/ laid on my he>t1 to build a second ,orphan-,h\se = #gjj de/itute *ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?1 simply 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,god alone = means1 c\ld ,i h look$ = ?is #gjl4 f ?is ,*ri/ian bro!r at ,madras8 ,v]ily n1 = ,i did n ev5 "k ( 8 exi/5ce4 ,_h ,i o!r fri5ds1 f :om to expect ! l>ge sum :i* w be ne$$ to accompli% ?is8 ,no1 on ! contr>y1 all human probability 0 aga9/ my ev] receiv+ ?is l>ge sum4 ,b ,i _h fai? 9 ,god4 ,i believ$ t ,he 0 able & will+ to give me :at 0 ne$$ = ?is "w2 & solely 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,him ,i purpos$ to build ano!r ,orphan-,h\se4 ,b n[ see b[ ,god has help$ me fur!r2 = aft] ,i _h receiv$ ?is donation ( #gjl41 ,i _h /ill only #d1abgl4 #abs4 #f #c_/d d4 9 h&1 9 o!r words1 only a little m ?an ! n9? "p ( ! sum :i*1 z f> z ,i am able to calculate1 w be ne$$ to accompli% my object4 ,aug4 #cj4 ,dur+ ?is mon? aga9 f\rte5 de/itute ,orphans h be5 appli$ =1 none ( :om we c receive1 because ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is full4 ,!re are n[ #cef ,orphans already wait+ = admission1 f six mon?s old & upw>ds1 ea* b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?4 ,sept4 #h4 ,dur+ ! la/ five days1 only #bl4 #ads4 _h come 9 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & only #il4 #as4 altoge!r = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,su* seasons try my fai? & pati5ce2 b1 by ! grace ( ,god1 !y d n disc\rage me4 ,he helps me to cont9ue 9 pray]1 & to look = answ]s1 & = a "t :5 ,he w help aga9 b\ntifully4 ,dur+ ! pa/ eighte5 ye>s & six mon?s1 :i* ,i h be5 occupi$ 9 ?is s]vice1 ,i h aga9 & aga9 f\nd1 t1 aft] a season1 dur+ :i* v little has come 91 & my fai? has ?us be5 tri$1 ! ,"l has g5]ally ! m b\ntifully help$ aft]w>ds4 ,?us x has be5 aga9 ?is day4 ,i h receiv$ a donation ( #bhjl4 #ajs4 #f;d41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to take #bjl4 #ajs4 #f;d4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & to use ! #bfjl4 z ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s might require4 ,i took ( ?is sum "o-?ird = ! ,build+ ,fund1 "o-?ird = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & "o-?ird = ! o!r ,objects4 ,?us ,i _h at once a f\r-fold answ] to pray]2 #a1 ,means = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 ab\t :i* ,i _h be5 ask+ ! ,"l2 #b1 ,means = ! ,build+ ,fund1 = :i* ,i am day by day lab\r+ 9 pray]2 #c1 ,means = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 :i* 7 greatly ne$$2 & #d1 ,means = ! o!r ,objects1 :i* 7 entirely exhau/$4 ,sept4 #bh4 ,f ,melb\rne1 9 ,au/ralia1 #ejl41 f a believ] 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 ^: "n ev5 ,i did n "k up to ! "t t ,i receiv$ ?is donation4--,see1 de> ,read]1 h[ ! ,"l helps me1 9 answ] to pray]4 ,d y n p]ceive t my fell[-lab\r]s & myself d n wait ^u ! ,"l 9 va98 ,be enc\rag$ by ?is6 ,g = y\rself1 ) all y\r temporal & spiritual wants1 to ! ,"l4 ,br+ also ! necessities ( y\r fri5ds & relatives to ! ,"l4 ,only make ! trial1 & y w p]ceive h[ able & will+ ,he is to help y4 ,%\ld y1 h[ev]1 n at once1 obta9 answ]s to y\r pray]s1 be n disc\rag$2 b cont9ue pati5tly1 believ+ly1 p]sev]+ly to wait ^u ,god3 & z assur$ly z t1 :i* y ask1 w\ld be = y\r real good1 & !re=e = ! hon\r ( ! ,"l2 & z assur$ly z y ask x solely on ! gr\nd ( ! wor?9ess ( our ,"l ,jesus1 s assur$ly y w at la/ obta9 ! bless+4 ,i myself h _h to wait ^u ,god conc]n+ c]ta9 matt]s = ye>s1 be=e ,i obta9$ answ]s to my pray]s2 b at la/ !y came4 ,at ?is v "t1 ,i h /ill to r5ew my reque/s daily be=e ,god1 respect+ a c]ta9 bless+ = :i* ,i h bes\ght ,him = elev5 ye>s & a half1 & :i* ,i h z yet obta9$ only 9 "p1 b conc]n+ :i* ,i h no d\bt t ! full bless+ w be grant$ 9 ! end4 ,s also1 :5 ,i 0 l$ to build ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 & wait$ ^u ! ,"l = means = x1 x took two ye>s & ?ree mon?s1 :il/ day by day ,i br\ght ?is matt] be=e ,him1 be=e ,i receiv$ ! full answ]4--,b to return to my j\rnal4 ,?is donation ( #ejl4 f ,melb\rne1 refre%$ my _s greatly1 & quick5$ me yet fur!r to pray]4--,on ! same day ,i receiv$ f ,%effield #el41 & f ,tott5ham #ajl4 ,oct4 #ca4 ,?irte5 m ,orphans h be5 appli$ = dur+ ?is mon?4 ,nov4 #c4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ a *eck = #cjjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 -- ,i am cont9ually look+ out = help1 & am su/a9$ 9 wait+ ^u ,god1 & 9 be+ enabl$ daily1 & g5]ally sev]al times e day1 to br+ ! matt] ab\t ! ,build+ ,fund be=e ,him4 ,i "k t ,god he>s me1 on ! gr\nd ( ! wor?9ess ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 & t at la/ ,he w give me ! full am\nt ne$$ = accompli%+ ?is "w4 ,h[ ! means are to come1 ,i "k n2 b ,i "k t ,god is almighty1 t ! he>ts ( all are 9 ,8 h&s1 & t1 if ,he please? to influ5ce p]sons1 !y w s5d help4 ,9 ?is donation ( #cjjl41 receiv$ ?is ev5+1 ,i h se5 afre%1 h[ easily ,god c s5d means4 ,! donor1 :o s5t x1 0 n ev5 kn[n to me by "n ?is day mon?2 b1 on ,oct4 #ab?1 he s5t me #bjjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & n[ #cjjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,no?+ _h come 9 dur+ ! =m] "p ( ! day2 /ill1 ,i 0 look+ out1 &1 :5 ,i return$ f ! ,orphan-,h\se1 f\nd t ?is #cjjl4 _h arriv$ at my h\se4 ,b ,i expect f> l>g] sums4 ,nov4 #aa4 ,f ,london ?ree boxes & two p>cels ( books1 conta9+ #bge volumes 9 all1 to be sold = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,nov4 #af4 #ejl4--,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,/r\d #ajs4--,f "o ( ! =m] ,orphans #ajs41 be+ "p ( h] fir/ qu>t]'s wages4 ,s5t z a tok5 ( gratitude4 ,nov4 #ai4 #bjjl41 :i*1 be+ left to my disposal1 ,i took ( x #ajjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #fjl4 = prea*]s ( ! ,gospel at ,home & ,abroad1 #bjl4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & #bjl4 = ! circulation ( ,tracts4 ,nov4 #ba4 ,f ,malta #el4 ,nov4 #bg4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,leom9/]1 z a ?ank-(f]+1 #bl4 ,day by day ,i am wait+ ^u ,god1 conc]n+ ?is object4 ,i firmly believe t ! ,"l w give me all ,i require = ! accompli%m5t ( x ?\gh ,i am utt]ly unwor?y4 ,i believe t ,i %all also h l>ge sums1 v l>ge sums1 :5 ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ suffici5tly to ex]cise my fai? & pati5ce4 ,today ,i receiv$ #bejl41 ! disposal ( :i* 0 left to me4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #abel4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #bel4 = curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 #dj_/4 = ! home & =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w1 :om ,i seek to assi/1 #bjl4 = gratuit\s circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures among v poor p]sons1 #bjl4 = gratuit\s circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts1 & #bjl4 = all ! v>i\s ,day s*ools1 ,sunday s*ools1 & ! ,adult s*ool1 :i* ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution ei!r assi/s or entirely supports4 ,nov4 #cj4 ,dur+ ?is mon?1 aga9 #be *ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?1 lawfully begott51 & 9 de/itute circum/ances1 h be5 appli$ =1 n "o ( :om ,i h any prospect ( be+ able to admit until ! ,"l %all h be5 pleas$ to enable me to build ano!r ,orphan-,h\se4 ,! _m ,orphans wait+ = admission1 ^: numb] is increas+ e mon?1 lead me to cont9ue 9 e>ne/ supplication1 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to furni% me ) means = ! erection ( ano!r ,orphan-,h\se4 ,nor d ,i d\bt t ,he w help me4 ,jan4 #c4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,/r\d #al4 #aes4 #c;d4--,anonym\sly 9 a lett] #h;d4--,f ,newt[n ,limavady #al4--,also #bebl4 #ags4 #a;d41 :i*1 be+ left to my disposal1 ,i portion$ out ?us3 #gel4 = ! ,orphans1 #gel4 = ! ,s*ool1 ,bible1 ,mission>y & ,tract ,fund1 & #ajbl4 #ags4 #a;d4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,jan4 #d4 ,f ,london #bs4 #f;d4--,day by day ,i h n[ be5 wait+ ^u ,god = means = ! ,build+ ,fund = m ?an n9ete5 mon?s1 & almo/ daily ,i h receiv$ some?+ 9 answ] to pray]4 ,^! donations h be51 = ! mo/ "p1 small1 9 comp>ison ) ! am\nt :i* w be requir$ = ! completion ( ?is object2 nev]!less !y h %[n t ! ,"l1 = ! sake ( ,8 de> ,son1 li/5s to my supplications & to ^? ( my fell[ lab\r]s & help]s 9 ! "w2 & !y h be5 preci\s enc\ragem5ts to me to cont9ue to wait ^u ,god4 ,i h be5 = _m mon?s assur$ t ! ,"l1 9 ,8 own "t1 w\ld give l>g] sums = ?is "w2 & = ?is ,i h be5 m & m e>ne/ly entreat+ ,him1 dur+ ! la/ mon?s4 ,n[ at la/ ,he has abundantly refre%$ my _s1 & answ]$ my reque/4 ,i receiv$ today ! promise1 t1 z ! jo9t donation ( sev]al ,*ri/ians1 !re %\ld be paid to me a donation ( ,eight ,?\s& & ,"o ,hundr$ ,p\nds = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s4 ,( ?is sum ,i purpose to take #f1jjjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #fjjl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & #a1ejjl4 = ! o!r objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad4 ,?is jo9t donation ( sev]al ,*ri/ians 0 paid 9 f\r in/allm5ts dur+ ,janu>y1 ,febru>y1 ,m>*1 & ,april4 ,x is impossible to describe ! spiritual refre%m5t :i* my he>t receiv$ ?r\gh ?is donation4 ,day by day1 = n9ete5 mon?s1 ,i _h be5 look+ out = m abundant help ?an ,i _h _h4 ,i 0 fully assur$ t ,god w\ld help me ) l>g] sums2 yet ! delay 0 long4 ,see h[ preci\s x is to wait ^u ,god6 ,see h[ ^? :o d s1 are n conf\nd$6 ,_! fai? & pati5ce may long & %>ply he tri$2 b 9 ! end x w mo/ assur$ly be se51 t ^? :o hon\r ,god ,he w hon\r1 & w n suff] !m to be put to %ame4 ,! l>g5ess ( ! donation1 :il/ x exce$+ly refre%$ my _s1 did n 9 ! lea/ surprise me2 = ,i expect great ?+s f ,god4 ,i quote a p>agraph f ! ,twelf? ,report1 page #bg1 :]e "u ,jan4 #d1 #ahea1 ?is w be f\nd writt53 ,i receiv$ ?is ev5+ ! sum ( ,?ree ,?\s& ,p\nds1 be+ ! l>ge/ donation :i* ,i h _h z yet4 ,i h _h v _m donations ( #ajjl4 & ( #bjjl41 sev]al ( #cjjl41 "o ( #djjl41 sev]al ( #ejjl41 "s ( f #fjjl4 to #ijjl41 f\r ( #a1jjjl41 two ( #b1jjjl41 & "o ( #b1jejl41 b nev] _h m ?an ?is giv5 to me at "o "t2 yet ,i h expect$ m ?an #b1jejl4 9 "o donation1 &1 accord+ly1 x has pleas$ ! ,"l to give me #c1jjjl4 ?is ev5+4 ,i n[ write aga9 t ,i expect f> l>g] sums /ill1 9 ord] t x may be yet m & m manife/1 t !re is no happi]1 no easi]1 & no bett] way = obta9+ pecuni>y means = ! "w ( ! ,"l1 ?an ! "o 9 :i* ,i h be5 l$4 ,?is1 y p]ceive1 de> ,read]1 0 writt5 m ?an two ye>s ago4 ,s9ce !n ,i h aga9 receiv$ _m consid]able donations1 besides ?\s&s ( p\nds 9 small] sums4 ,& n[ ! l>ge/ donation ( #c1jjjl41 0 surpass$ by ! "o ( #h1ajjl4 ,h ,i !n be5 boa/+ 9 ,god 9 va98 ,is x n manife/ t x is mo/ preci\s1 9 e way1 to dep5d ^u ,god8 ,d ,i s]ve ,god = n\ght8 ,is x n obvi\s t ! pr9ciples on :i* ,i lab\r1 are n only applicable to ! "w ( ,god on a small scale1 b also1 z ,i h s _m times affirm$ dur+ ! pa/ n9ete5 ye>s1 = ! mo/ ext5sive op]ations = ,god8 ,i delight to dwell ^u ?is1 if1 by any means1 "s ( my belov$ fell[ believ]s might be allur$ to put _! :ole tru/ 9 ,god = e ?+2 & if1 by any means1 "s unbeliev]s !reby might be made to see t ,god is v]ily ! liv+ ,god n[ z ev]1 & might be /irr$ up to seek to be reconcil$ to ,him by putt+ _! tru/ 9 ! atonem5t ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 & ?us f9d 9 ,god a fri5d = "t & et]nity4 ,feb4 #ai4 ,saturday ,ev5+4 ,! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to s5d 9 ! means z sp>+ly ?is mon?1 z ,he 0 pleas$ to s5d !m 9 abundantly dur+ ! la/4 ,b ?is is = ! trial ( my fai? & pati5ce4 ,:ile1 h[ev]1 ^! graces are ex]cis$ by ! ,"l1 ,he k9dly su/a9s bo?4 ,) un%ak5 confid5ce & joyful anticipation am ,i1 by ! help ( ,god1 enabl$ to g =w>d day by day1 look+ on to ! day :5 ,i %all h ! :ole am\nt requisite = ?is object1 j z x 0 ) ref]5ce to ! build+ ( ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n4 ,i "k t ,i %all n be conf\nd$2 = ,i tru/ 9 ,god1 & = ! hon\r ( ,8 "n propos$ ! build+ ( ?is second ,orphan ,h\se4 ,yet my s\l longs1 to be able to decl>e to ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ at l>ge1 t ,i h obta9$ an answ] to ?is my (t repeat$ reque/1 :i* aga9 & aga91 e day1 is br\ght be=e ,him1 & 9 :i* reque/ my fell[ lab\r]s 9 ! "w jo94 ,moreov]1 ,i long to be able to %[ to an unbeliev+ _w afre%1 by ?is my petition be+ grant$1 t v]ily !re is reality 9 ! ?+s ( ,god4 ,& la/ly1 ,i long to be able to comm5ce ! build+ ( ?is second ,orphan ,h\se1 because !re are n[ #dch ,orphans wait+ = admission4 ,i h n yet receiv$ any?+ today = ?is object2 b ! ,"l c ev5 n[ give me some?+ ?is ev5+2 b be t z x may1 ,i "k t1 :5 ,8 "t is come1 & :5 my pati5ce has be5 suffici5tly ex]cis$1 ,he w help me abundantly4 ,t ^w respect+ ,abraham3 ,& s1 aft] he _h pati5tly endur$1 he obta9$ ! promise1 7,hebrew vi1 #ae71 has be5 repeat$ly a preci\s ^w to me dur+ ! la/ days1 x hav+ come ( late 9 ! c\rse ( my read+ ?r\gh ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,feb4 #bc4 ,?is ev5+1 aft] ano!r long season ( pray] respect+ ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s1 & especially also1 t x might please ! ,"l to give me soon :at ,i ne$ = ! ,build+ ,fund1 s t ,i may be enabl$ to take active /eps 9 ! erection ( ano!r ,orphan ,h\se1 came 9 ! c\rse ( my read+ & m$itation ,james ,i4 ,?is =cibly rem9d$ me ( ! close ( ,novemb] & ! beg9n+ ( ,decemb] 9 #ahde1 :51 :il/ lab\r+ = a season 9 ! ,^w at ,sund]l&1 ?is portion also came 9 ! c\rse ( my m$itation on ! :ole ,new ,te/am5t4 ,james i1 #d3 ,b let pati5ce h h] p]fect "w1 t ye may be p]fect & entire1 want+ no?+1 0 !n p>ticul>ly impress$ on my m9d z a portion :i* ,i %\ld ne$ to keep be=e me4 ,i 0 at t "t1 day by day1 wait+ ^u ! ,"l = means & e o!r help :i* might be ne$$ 9 connexion ) ! ,orphan ,h\se1 :i* ,i _h purpos$ to build 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! ,"l = help4 ,i _h n ! lea/ d\bt t ,god w\ld help me ?r\gh all ! difficulties connect$ ) ?is "w4 ,i felt z sure t ,he w\ld enable me to accompli% ?is "w1 z if ,i _h actually se5 ! h\se be=e me1 inhabit$ by ,orphans2 b ,i _h reason to believe1 at ! same "t1 t great & _m & v>i$ w\ld be my trials ( fai? & pati5ce1 be=e all w\ld be accompli%$4 ,i _h n at t "t "o s+le %ill+ 9 h& t[>ds ?is "w1 b (t51 ev5 !n1 :il/ /ay+ at ,sund]l&1 & m$itat+ on ?is fir/ *apt] ( ! ,epi/le ( ,james1 did ,i praise ,god be=e h&1 t ,he w\ld give me ev]y?+ ,i %\ld ne$ 9 connexion ) ?is int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se4 ,n[ ?is ev5+1 ,febru>y #bc1 #ahec1 ,i am writ+ 9 t v h\se1 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 ) its #cjj ,orphans1 ab\t :i* ,i 0 !n pray+4 ,ne>ly f\r ye>s x has be5 already inhabit$ by ,orphans4 ,& ,i n[ say aga91 ,let pati5ce h h] p]fect "w1 ) ref]5ce to ! int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se = #gjj m ,orphans2 b also1 at ! same "t1 am ,i assur$ t ! ,"l w enable me to accompli% ?is also4 ,m>* #ad4--;,f ,scotl& #bjjl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to give #ajl4 to ,mr4 ,craik1 to take #ajl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & to use ! #ahjl4 z mo/ ne$$4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #ajjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #hjl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,?is donation has be5 a great refre%m5t to my _s2 = s9ce ,jan4 #d? only little1 comp>atively1 has come 9 ei!r = ! ,build+ ,fund or = ! curr5t exp5ses4 ,m>* #bi4 ,= ne>ly ?ree mon?s ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to ex]cise my pati5ce by ! comp>atively small am\nt ( means :i* has come 94 ,x 0 m an ex]cise ( pati5ce ?an ( fai?2 =1 dur+ all ?is "t1 we n only ab\nd$1 ) reg>d to means = ! curr5t exp5ses1 ?r\gh ! l>ge sums1 :i* _h come 9 at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye>1 b ,i _h also ev5 n[ consid]able sums 9 h&1 = ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! v>i\s objects4 ,/ill1 ?\gh n actually 9 ne$ ( means1 yet my _s _h be5 enabl$ to lab\r on 9 pray] = means = ! ,build+ ,fund 9 p>ticul>1 & also = means = curr5t exp5ses1 9 ord] t x may become m & m manife/1 :at a happy1 easy1 & successful way ?is is4 ,n[1 ?is ev5+1 :5 ,i came home1 ,i f\nd t #cjjl4 _h come 94 ,?is is a great refre%m5t to my _s4--,z ! am\nt is left to my disposal z may be mo/ ne$$1 ,i h tak5 "o half ( x = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ! o!r half = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,! o!r objects ab\nd at pres5t ) means1 & ev5 = ! ,orphans ,i h yet above #bjjl4 9 h&4 ,april #bj4 ,receiv$ f a mo/ unexpect$ qu>t] #ajjl41 :i* ,i took half = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & half = ! ,orphans1 z ! o!r objects 7 n 9 imm$iate ne$ ( means4 ,?is donation has mu* refre%$ my _s4 ,may #ad4 ,receiv$ #bfjl41 ( :i* ,i took #ajjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #afjl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,may #bf4 ,f ,gl\ce/] #es4--,?r\gh ! box at ! ,bible & ,tract ,w>eh\se 9 ,p>k ,/reet1 ,bri/ol1 #bl4 #aas4 #aj;d4--,by sale ( an old gold wat*1 a few tr9kets1 "s old silv] co9s1 & "s small pieces ( brok5 silv] articles1 #ajl4 #gs4 #h;d4--,also #hjl4 #aes4 #aa;d41 be+ ! proce$s aris+ f ! sale ( a "w publi%$ 9 ,engli% & #bl4 #ajs41 be+ ! proce$s aris+ f ! sale ( a "w publi%$ 9 ,fr5*2 7 giv5 to ! ,build+ ,fund4--,to ^! sums is to be add$ #ccdl4 #afs4 #i;d41 receiv$ dur+ ?is p]iod = int]e/2 = ,i felt x my duty1 z has be5 /at$ be=e1 to inve/ ! money giv5 to me = ! ,build+ ,fund until actually requir$4 ,?us closes ?is p]iod1 f ,may #bf1 #aheb1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec4 ,all ! donations receiv$ dur+ ?is p]iod = ! ,build+ ,fund1 toge!r ) ! #cecjl4 #is4 #j #a_/d d4 9 h&1 on ,may #bf1 #aheb1 made ! total ( #ab1ecal4 #abs4 #j #a_/d d4 9 h& on ,may #bf1 #ahec4 ,! foll[+ p>agraphs 7 pr9t$ 9 ! ,report ( #ahec1 respect+ ! int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se1 :i* are "h repr9t$ = ! bett] und]/&+ ( ! subject4 ,a4 ,besides hav+ ! means to meet all ! dem&s :i* came ^u me 9 connexion ) ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad2 & besides enl>g+ almo/ all ( !m consid]ably1 s t ! sum ( #gjcel4 #abs4 #j #a_/b d4 altoge!r 0 exp5d$2 ,i h be5 enabl$ to add1 dur+ ! pa/ twelvemon?1 #i1jjal4 #cs4 to ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,! total sum1 :i* ,god has be5 pleas$ to give to me1 dur+ ! ye>1 bo? = curr5t exp5ses & ! ,build+ ,fund1 am\nts to #af1jdbl4 #hs4 #aa;d4 ,b4 ,x is true t v mu* yet is ne$$ = ! ,build+ ,fund1 be=e ,i %all be enabl$ to accompli% ! desire ( my he>t1 9 build+ ano!r ,h\se = #gjj m ,orphans4 ,i may h also yet _m trials ( fai? & pati5ce to pass ?r\gh2 b :at ! ,"l has done = me dur+ ! pa/ #bd ye>s 9 p>ticul>1 & all ,8 deal+s ) me 9 connexion ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution2 & all ,8 help af=d$ = build+ ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol1 :i* has be5 n[ already inhabit$ = f\r ye>s enc\rage me to cont9ue to wait ^u ,god4 ,by ,8 grace ,i am n tir$ ( wait+ ^u ,him = means4 ,yea1 ,i confess to ,8 praise1 t1 ! long] ,i live1 ! m ,i am practically assur$ ( ! bless$ness ( wait+ ^u ,god = e ?+4 ,c4 ,!re is no decrease z to ! application = ! admission ( ,orphans4 ,?is1 9 addition to all ! help & support :i* ! ,"l has grant$ to me = ^! _m ye>s 9 ! "w1 & 9 addition to ! means receiv$ = ! ,build+ ,fund dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 enc\rages me greatly1 to cont9ue to wait ^u ,god = help1 to be enabl$ to build ano!r ,orphan ,h\se = #gjj ,orphans4 ,on ,may #bf1 #aheb1 !re 7 #cbf ,orphans wait+ = admission4 ,s9ce !n !re h be5 #ahd ,orphans appli$ =1 mak+ 9 all #eaj4 ,( ^!1 z only few vacancies h occurr$ dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 n m ?an #ac c\ld be receiv$ into ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 & #ag besides1 z ,i h be5 in=m$ by applicants1 7 o!rwise provid$ =1 s t #cj are to be d$uct$ f #eaj1 :i* leaves #dhj ,orphans wait+ = admission4 ,_m ( ^! are v "y1 "s ev5 "u "o ye> old4 ,b ,i h ! fulle/ reason to believe1 t _m p]sons are kept f apply+ = ! admission ( ,orphans1 because !re are already s _m wait+1 else ! numb] w\ld be great] /ill4 ,) su* a numb] ( poor de/itute ,orphans be=e me1 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?1 h[ c ,i b lab\r on 9 pray] = means1 = ! accompli%m5t ( ?is object2 & ,i h n ! lea/ d\bt t1 aft] ! ,"l may h be5 pleas$ to ex]cise my fai? & pati5ce yet some:at m1 unwor?y ?\gh ,i am ( x1 ,he w condesc5d to grant ! reque/ = ! :ole am\nt ( ! means :i* are ne$$ = ! build+ ( ?is second ,orphan ,h\se1 9 answ] to ! supplications :i* my fell[-lab\r]s & myself cont9ually br+ be=e ,him4 ,d4 ,x mu/ n be suppos$ t ,i am disc\rag$1 because two ye>s h elaps$ s9ce ,i fir/ began to receive donations t[>ds ?is object1 & z yet only #ab1ecal4 l#bs4 #j #a_/d d4 is 9 h&4 ,i expect$ trials ( fai? & pati5ce1 bo? = my own pr(it1 & = ! b5efit ( o!rs1 :o might he> ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) me4 ,i 0 n )\t trials1 yea1 n )\t _m trials ( fai? & pati5ce1 9 build+ ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se = #cjj ,orphans2 nor did ,i obta9 ! means !n till aft] ! lapse ( two ye>s & ?ree mon?s2 !re=e1 9 seek+ to build ?is h\se = #gjj ,orphans1 ,i am n surpris$ t ,i %\ld h to wait pati5tly4 ,b ( ?is ,i h nev] _h a d\bt t1 aft] ! ,"l _h suffici5tly tri$ my fai? & pati5ce1 ,he w\ld supply me ) all ,i ne$4 ,i !re=e wait ,8 "t4 ,moreov]1 ! ,"l1 9 a v %ort "t1 c give me all ,i ne$1 x is n necess>y t twice or ?rice z mu* "t z has already elaps$ %\ld h to pass away1 be=e ,i am 9 a position to be w>rant$ to take active measures2 yet1 be ?is z x may1 by ! grace ( ,god ,i am cont5t to wait ,8 "t4 ,e4 ,%\ld x be ask$1 :e!r ,i int5d to wait till ,i h ! :ole sum ( ,?irty-,five ,?\s& ,p\nds1 :i* w be ne$$2 or :e!r ,i purpose to beg9 ! build+ be=e2 my reply is ?is ,i d n purpose to delay ! beg9n+ ( ! build+ till ,i h :at is requir$ = fitt+ up & furni%+ ! h\se1 :i* is includ$ 9 t sum2 = ,i may well tru/ 9 ! ,"l = t am\nt :il/ ! ,h\se is be+ built2 b z ,i1 on ,scriptural gr\nds1 nei!r = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 nor = ! "w ( ,god1 g into debt1 ,i %\ld n beg9 build+1 till ,i h suffici5t to meet ! am\nt ( ! contracts ( ! build]s1 = :i*1 toge!r ) ! l&1 ,i consid] n less ?an #be1jjjl4 w\ld be ne$$1 s t ,i h j half ! am\nt requisite = t4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,mission>y & ,tract ,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #aheb1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec4 ,on ,may #bf1 #aheb1 :5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 !re 0 left 9 h& = ^! objects ! balance ( #del4 #es4 #g #a_/b d4 ,be=e ?is balance 0 exp5d$1 ,i receiv$1 on ,may #bg1 #aheb1 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,:itehav51 #bl4 #ajs4 = missions4 ,on ,may #bi1 f ,belp] #es4 #g;d4 = missions4 ,on ,may #cj1 ?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #bs4 #f;d4 & #d;d4 = missions4 ,on ,june #g?1 ,i receiv$ f ,som]set%ire4 #ajl42 & on ! same day ,i f\nd t a ,*ri/ian booksell] 9 ,london _h1 paid into ! h&s ( my bank]s #cdl4 #ads4 #d;d41 :i* he _h be5 ord]$ to pay to me1 on behalf ( a ,*ri/ian g5tleman1 to :om ?is am\nt 0 due4 ,?is sum ,i took = ^! objects4 ,b ! ,"l help$ /ill fur!r4 ,june #h4 #ajl4 f ,y4 ,z4--,june #ac4 ,f ,y4 ,z4 #ccl4 #cs4 ,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes = missions #as4 ,ditto #as4 ,?r\gh ,salem boxes #as4 #h;d4 ,f ,p4 #as4 ,ditto #d;d4 --,june4 #ae4 ,f "o engag$ 9 ! "w #al4 -- ,june #af4 ,f ,clifton #d;d4--,june #ah4 ,f ,w1 ,w4 #ajl4 = mission>y bre?r51 lab\r+ 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,god = _! temporal supplies4 ,also #bjjl4 came 91 ( :i* ,i took #fjl4 = ^! objects1 z /at$ ) ref]5ce to ?is donation1 9 giv+ an acc\nt ( ! donations = ! ,build+ ,fund4--,june #bb4 #ejjl4 came 91 z /at$ "u ,build+ ,fund1 ( :i* "o-?ird or #affl4 #acs4 #d;d4 0 tak5 = ^! objects4 ,?is is j a specim5 ( h[ ! ,"l help$ me1 week aft] week1 to meet ! exp5ses dur+ ?is p]iod4 ,ab\t ,six ,hundr$ ,p\nds a mon?1 or above ,sev5 ,?\s& ,p\nds dur+ ! ye>1 ,i _h to exp5d = ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution2 b ,i _h suffici5t to meet e dem&2 & ov] & above ,i 0 help$ by ! ,"l to increase ! ,build+ ,fund ,n9e ,?\s& ,p\nds above :at x 0 ! ye> be=e4 ,! curr5t exp5ses ( ! ,in/itution 7 nev] s great dur+ ! previ\s n9ete5 ye>s2 b ! ext5t ( its op]ations1 & ! means :i* ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 91 7 also nev] s great4 ,i /at$1 h[ev]1 be=e1 t ,i c\ld n give "h 9 detail an acc\nt ( e donation4 ,i1 !re=e1 s+le out a few m in/ances1 to %[ ! mann] 9 :i* ! ,"l help$ me4 ,aug4 #d4 ,! funds = ^! objects 7 n[ r$uc$ to ab\t #dl42 b !re 0 mu* requir$ 9 ord] to be able to g on ) ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 & to assi/ mission>y bre?r52 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is ev5+ #bjjl41 :i* 0 left to me to be appli$ z seem$ be/ to me4 ,i took !re=e "o half = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ^! objects1 & 0 ?us aga9 suppli$ = ! pres5t4 ,aug4 #ad4 #bjl4 = missions f ,w4 ,w4 ,sept4 #h4 ,little1 comp>atively1 has come 9 s9ce ,augu/ #d?4 ,only tw5ty-sev5 donations altoge!r1 ( :i* only a few 7 r l>ge sums4 ,!re=e all our means 7 n[ gone4 ,on ! #crd ( ?is mon? ,i s5t out #djl4 to six bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 & w\ld on t day h s5t out #cel1 m to o!r six bre?r51 b _h n ! means2 &1 !re=e1 c\ld only wait ^u ,god4 ,i also desir$ to ord] m ,bibles & ,tracts2 b _h to delay ?is likewise1 z ,i w\ld n g into debt = !m4 ,n[ ?is morn+ ,i receiv$ #bhjl4 #ajs4 #f;d4 ref]r$ to "u ! ,build+ ,fund1 ( :i* #hfl4 #acs4 #d;d4 0 tak5 = ^! objects4 ,?us ,i am help$ aga9 = ! pres5t1 & look = fur!r supplies4 ,oct4 #i4 ,only n9ete5 donations1 almo/ all small1 h come 9 = ^! objects s9ce ,septemb] #h?4 ,= ! la/ ?ree days ,i h especially desir$ means = ^! objects4 ,gladly w\ld ,i h help$ bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w at home & abroad2 b 0 unable to d s1 & c\ld only pray = means4 ,n[ ?is morn+ ! ,"l gave me ! desire ( my-he>t 9 ?is respect4 ,i receiv$ a donation ( #bcjl4 #aes41 :i*1 be+ left at my disposal1 ,i took "o half = ^! objects1 & ! o!r half = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,nov4 #c4 ,f an ,iri% fri5d #ajl4 = missions4--,i h p>ticul>ly pray$ )9 ! la/ few days = means = mission>y objects1 z all means are gone2 !re=e ?is donation is v refre%+ z an answ] to pray]4 ,b ,i expect m1 z ,i desire to s5d out %ortly #bjjl4 at lea/ to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w4 ,?is ,i wrote1 z ! date %[s1 on ,novemb] #crd1 & t :i* foll[s w n[ %[ to ! ,read]1 t ,i did n wait ^u ,god 9 va94 ,dur+ no p]iod1 )9 ! n9ete5 ye>s previ\sly1 0 ,i enabl$ to d s mu* 9 ! way ( aid+ mission>y op]ations1 z dur+ ?is p]iod2 & dur+ no previ\s p]iod s mu* 9 ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 z dur+ ?is2 yet once or twice all ! means = ^! objects 7 exp5d$1 & ,i _h to /& /ill & to wait ^u ,god = fur!r supplies4 ,! s]vant ( ,*ri/1 :o kn[s t he is n occupi$ ab\t 8 own "w1 b ab\t t ( 8 ma/]1 c1 h[ev]1 be quiet1 & ought to be quiet1 "u su* circum/ances1 9 ord] to prove t he is only ! s]vant & n ! ma/]4 ,if he _c be quiet1 & if1 9 ! re/lessness ( nature1 he w "w & take /eps :5 he ought to /& /ill1 & wait ^u ,god2 !n let him suspect himself1 & let him see well to x1 :e!r ! "w 9 :i* he is engag$ is ,god's "w or n2 & :e!r1 if x be ,god's "w1 x is done = ! hon\r ( ! ,ma/] or = ! hon\r ( ! s]vant4 ,9 ?is case ,god abundantly recomp5s$ me = /&+ /ill = a little1 & = call+ ^u ,him4 ,i _h n to wait long1 be=e ,he 0 pleas$ to help me4 ,i n[ g on ) my j\rnal1 to %[ to ! ,read] h[ ! ,"l answ]$ pray] 9 ?is in/ance4 ,nov4 #e4 ,receiv$ f ,okehampton six silv] tea spoons1 to be sold = =eign missions4 ,nov4 #f4 ,receiv$ #el4 ) ! foll[+ words3 ,enclos$ is a ,po/ ,(fice ,ord]1 drawn out 9 y\r fav\r by 99 99 99 99 991 ,?ree ,p\nds ( :i* my de> husb& is con/ra9$ to s5d to y = =eign missions4 ,! o!r two ,i s5d2 "o = y\r own p]sonal exp5ses1 & ! o!r to be us$ = ! ,orphans1 z _! ne$ may require1 c4 ,i h especially pray$1 = sev]al days pa/1 = help = bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w at home & abroad1 z ,i h no means left = !m1 & c\ld lay out at once #bjjl4 or #cjjl4 on _! behalf4 ,!re=e ?is donation is p>ticul>ly preci\s4 ,b ,i expect m4 ,nov4 #g4 ,f ,braunton #bl4 = missions4--,anonym\sly #bs4 #f;d4 = missions4 ,nov4 #aj4 ,f "s believ]s at ,ludl[ #hl4 #ads4 = =eign missions4 ,nov4 #aa4 ,dur+ ! la/ t5 days ,i h especially ask$ ! ,"l = means = home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,?is also 0 p>ticul>ly dwelt ^u at our usual weekly pray] meet+ ( ! lab\r]s 9 ! "w on ,saturday ! #f? ( ,novemb]4 ,n[ today ,i receiv$ #bcgl4 #ajs4 = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s4 ,z ! application ( ! money 0 left to me1 ,i took ! :ole ( ?is am\nt = home & =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w1 z !y1 greatly ne$ help2 & ,i expect by tomorr[ ev5+ to h s5t out ! :ole am\nt4--,9 ! c\rse ( my read+ ?r\gh ! ,holy ,scriptures !re came today ,john xvi4 #bc1 ,v]ily1 v]ily ,i say unto y1 :atsoev] ye %all ask ! ,fa!r 9 my "n1 ,he w give x y4 ,i turn$ to my ,fa!r 9 heav5 & said3 ,be pleas$1 ,holy ,fa!r1 to he> me = ! sake ( ,?y ,holy ,*ild ,jesus1 & give me means = ^! de> bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 :om ,i seek to help4 ,9 ab\t half an h\r aft]w>ds ,i receiv$ ?is #bcgl4 #aj4 ,nov4 #ah4 ,today 7 paid to me two legacies1 left by a lady at a di/ance :om ,i h nev] se51 & ^: "n ev5 ,i _h nev] he>d1 till ,i 0 in=m$ ab\t ! paym5t ( ! legacies4 ,i receiv$ ! legacy ( #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans 7be+ #ajal4 #ds4 ) ! int]e/ due71 & #ejl4 = ! v>i\s ,s*ools = poor *ildr5 "u my direction 7be+ #ejl4 #abs4 ) ! int]e/ due47--,9 portion+ out ye/]day ! means = ! bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w at home & abroad1 to :om ,i desire to s5d help1 ,i f\nd t ! #bcgl4 #ajs4 0 n en\gh1 & also t ,i ne$$ m means = ! v>i\s ,s*ools & ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts4 ,on ?is acc\nt ! paym5t ( ?is legacy ( #ejl4 #abs4 = ! ,s*ools came 9 v seasonably4 ,b ! ,"l help$ /ill fur!r ?is ev5+ by a donation ( #fjl41 ! application ( :i* is entirely left to me4 ,i h !re=e tak5 ( x #bjl4 = mission>y bre?r51 #bjl4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & #bjl4 = ! circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts4 ,nov4 #ai4 ,f ,york%ire #cl4 = =eign missions4--,f ,cumb]l& #acs4 #aj;d4 = mission>ies 9 ,dem]>a--,also #bjjl41 left to my disposal1 z ,i might be direct$ by ! ,"l4 ,i took ( x #ajjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #fjl4 = =eign & home lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w1 #bjl4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & #bjl4 = ! circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts4--,dur+ ! la/ eight days ,i _h s5t out #bebl4 to home & =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w1 & #fel4 ,i _h paid out = ! circulation ( ,tracts & ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,i desir$1 h[ev]1 /ill fur!r means = bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 = ,i wi%$ to s5d out at once #gjl4 m1 & also to lay out m on ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts2 b ,i _h only ab\t #ijl4 altoge!r left = ^! v>i\s objects1 :5 ,i receiv$ today ! #cl41 ! #acs4 #aj;d41 & ?is #bjjl4 ,! ,"l be prais$ = ?is help1 & may ,he recomp5se ! donors4 ,y see1 de> ,read]1 by ^! in/ances1 t we are ri*ly recomp5s$ = our wait+ ^u ,god4 ,y p]ceive ! read9ess ( ,8 he>t to li/5 to ! supplications ( ,8 *ildr5 :o put _! tru/ 9 ,him4 ,if y h nev] made trial ( x1 d s n[4 ,b 9 ord] to h y\r pray]s answ]$1 y ne$ to make y\r reque/s unto ,god on ! gr\nd ( ! m]its & wor?9ess ( ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,y mu/ n dep5d ^u y\r own wor?9ess & m]its1 b solely on ! ,"l ,jesus1 z ! gr\nd ( acceptance be=e ,god1 = y\r p]son1 = y\r pray]s1 = y\r lab\rs1 & = e ?+ else4 ,d y really believe 9 ,jesus8 ,d y v]ily dep5d ^u ,him alone = ! salvation ( y\r s\l8 ,see to x well1 t n ! lea/ degree ( y\r own righte\sness is pres5t$ unto ,god z a gr\nd ( acceptance4 ,b !n1 if y believe 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 x is fur!r necess>y1 9 ord] t y\r pray]s may be answ]$1 t ! ?+s :i* y ask ( ,god %\ld be ( su* a k9d1 t ,god c give !m to y1 because !y are = ,8 hon\r & y\r real good4 ,if ! obta9+ ( y\r reque/s 7 n = y\r real good1 or 7 n t5d+ to ! hon\r ( ,god1 y might pray = a long "t1 )\t obta9+ :at y desire4 ,! glory ( ,god %\ld be always be=e ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 9 :at !y desire at ,8 h&s2 & _! own spiritual pr(it1 be+ s intimately connect$ ) ! hon\r ( ,god1 %\ld nev] be lo/ sight (1 9 _! petitions4 ,b n[1 suppose we are believ]s 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 & make our reque/s unto ,god1 dep5d+ alone on ! ,"l ,jesus z ! gr\nd ( hav+ !m grant$2 suppose also1 t1 s f> z we are able hone/ly & uprightly to judge1 ! obta9+ ( our reque/s w\ld be = our real spiritual good & = ! hon\r ( ,god2 we yet ne$1 la/ly1 to cont9ue 9 pray]1 until ! bless+ is grant$ unto u4 ,x is n en\gh to beg9 to pray1 nor to pray aright2 nor is x en\gh to cont9ue = a "t to pray2 b we mu/ pati5tly1 believ+ly cont9ue 9 pray]1 until we obta9 an answ]2 & fur!r1 we h n only to cont9ue 9 pray] unto ! end1 b we h also to believe t ,god does he> u1 & w answ] our pray]s4 ,mo/ frequ5tly we fail 9 n cont9u+ 9 pray] until ! bless+ is obta9$ & 9 n expect+ ! bless+4 ,z assur$ly z 9 any individual ^! v>i\s po9ts are f\nd unit$1 s assur$ly answ]s w be grant$ to 8 reque/s4 ,f :at ,i h /at$1 ! ,read] w h se5 t my pray] _h be5 especially1 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to furni% me ) means = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & = mission>y op]ations2 & x has be5 %[n h[ ,he grant$ ?is my reque/ ?r\gh ! l>ge sums :i* ,he s5t me 7entirely unask$ =1 s f> z man is conc]n$71 on ,novemb] #aa1 #ac & #ai2 b ev5 ?is 0 b little 9 comp>ison ) :at ,he did = me aft]w>ds1 :5 ,he 0 pleas$ to place f> great] sums at my disposal = ^! objects1 to :i* ref]5ce has be5 already made1 :5 speak+ ab\t ! donations :i* came 9 = ! ,build+ ,fund on ,novemb] #bg1 #aheb1 & on ,janu>y #c & #d1 #ahec4 ,?us ,i 0 c>ri$ ?r\gh all ! exp5ses = ^! v>i\s objects1 & 0 enabl$ to ent] into e op5 door :i* ! ,"l set be=e me = circulat+ ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 & = aid+ mission>y op]ations2 & n only s1 b 0 enabl$ to d = ^! v>i\s objects m !n dur+ any "o p]iod )9 ! n9ete5 previ\s ye>s4 ,means = ! support ( ! #cjj ,orphans already "u our c>e1 s5t 9 answ] to ,pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #aheb1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec4 ,:5 we began ?is p]iod1 we 7 n only n 9 debt1 b _h 9 h& ! balance ( #acdl4 #hs4 #aj #c_/d d4 ,to ^? :o are 9 v poor circum/ances1 ?is am\nt w\ld appe> a consid]able sum1 & !y might ?9k1 ?is sum w\ld la/ a long t9e4 ,su* ne$1 h[ev]1 to "k1 t x w\ld only furni% ! curr5t exp5ses ( two weeks1 & t (t5 9 "o week mu* m ?an t sum has be5 disburs$ = ! ,orphans4 ,to ^?1 on ! o!r h&1 :o w\ld say1 ,?is is v little1 & :at w y d1 ) s small a sum 9 h&1 :5 day by day #ccj p]sons ne$ to be provid$ =8 our reply is1 ,god is able to s5d u m1 be=e ?is sum is gone4 ,we seek = grace1 to live by ! day4 ,we seek to be enabl$ to att5d to ! comm&m5t & affectionate c\nsel ( ! ,"l1 to be anxi\s ab\t no?+4 ,x 0 9 ?is way t no c>e came ov] our m9d ) reg>d to ! future1 :5 we look$ at ?is l>ge ,orphan ,e/abli%m5t1 ) all its l>ge daily wants2 = we 7 assur$1 t ! ,"l w\ld surely give u some?+ be=e all 0 exp5d$4 ,& ?us x 04 ,i w n[ furni% ! ,read] ) a few in/ances f my j\rnal ( ! p>ticul> provid5ce ( ,god1 manife/$ 9 c>+ = u1 & grant+ u help 9 answ] to our pray]s2 = ,i d especially desire x to be und]/ood1 t1 ?\gh ! "w is n[ s v mu* l>g] ?an x 0 9 =m] ye>s1 & !re=e f> l>g] sums are ne$$ ?an be=e2 yet ! pr9ciples ( tru/+ 9 ,god1 & dep5d+ ^u ,him alone1 are n[ act$ ^u z =m]ly1 only ) ?is diff]5ce1 t ye> by ye>1 by ! grace ( ,god1 my s\l becomes m & m root$ & e/abli%$ 9 !m4 ,x w\ld !re=e be entirely a mi/ake1 to suppose t x is no long] a "w ( fai?4 ,if x 0 =m]ly a "w ( fai? on a small scale1 x is n[ a "w ( fai? on a l>ge scale4 ,if we _h trials ( fai? =m]ly1 ab\t comp>atively little ?+s2 we h n[ trials ( fai? ab\t comp>atively great ?+s4 ,if we =m]ly h9d no c]ta9 income1 s n[ h we none4 ,we h to look to ,god = e ?+ 9 connexion ) ! _w1 ( :i* (t51 h[ev]1 ! pecuni>y necessities are ! smalle/ matt]2 b to ,him we are enabl$ to look1 & !re=e x is1 t we are n disappo9t$4 ,dur+ ! v fir/ mon?1 f ,may #bg? to ,june #bg?1 #aheb1 !re came 91 by n9ety-two diff]5t donations or sums1 #cedl4 #as4 #e;d43 s t we _h1 aft] a mon?1 m 9 h& ?an be=e4 ,unbelief1 :i* said1 :at w y d ) s little z #acdl48 0 !re=e conf\nd$4 ,! ,"l increas$ ?us little1 be=e x 0 exp5d$4 ,june #bi1 #aheb4 ,today ,i receiv$ "o ( ! mo/ rem>kable donations :i* ,i ev] _h4 ,i give ! :ole acc\nt1 )\t ! "n ( ! donor4 ,lyons1 ,june #bd1 #aheb4 ,de> ,bro!r 9 ,*ri/1 ,x is n[ sev]al ye>s1 t ,i read ) great int]e/1 & ,i hope ) "s b5efit to my s\l1 ! acc\nt ( y\r lab\rs & exp]i5ces4 ,ev] s9ce !n y\r "w 0 ! object ( _m ?\ghts & pray]s1 & ,i gave _m copies ( y\r book to ,*ri/ian fri5ds4 ,"o ( !m has read x 9 ,syria1 on ,m\nt ,lebanon1 :]e he is = comm]cial bus9ess2 &1 :il/ pray+ = y & y\r cle> ,orphans1 ! ,"l put x 9 8 he>t to s5d y #bl41 to :i* my husb& add$ two o!rs3 & we beg y to accept t small (f]+ 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l4 ,if y h publi%$ any?+ ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) y s9ce ! ye> #ahdd1 we %all be v happy to receive x4 ,y c\ld =w>d x to ,messrs4 99 99 99 991 ,london1 = 99 99 99 99 ( ,lyons4 ,& n[1 de> ,bro!r1 may ! grace & peace ( ! ,"l re/ on y & y\r de> home's inhabitants4 ,affectionately y\rs 9 ! ,"l1 99 99 99 99 ,i h _h donations f ,au/ralia1 ! ,ea/ ,indies1 ! ,we/ ,indies1 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 ,canada1 f ! ,cape ( ,good ,hope1 f ,france1 ,switz]l&1 ,g]many1 ,italy1 c42 & n[ comes also ?is donation f ,m\nt ,lebanon1 ) ! pray] ( a ,*ri/ian bro!r1 ^: "n ,i nev] he>d1 nor "k ev5 n[4 ,see1 de> ,read]1 ?is is ! way 9 :i* ! ,"l has help$ me 9 ?is preci\s s]vice = tw5ty-two ye>'s #ahef4 ,) my fell[-lab\r]s1 or )\t !m1 & !y )\t me1 our pray]s are (f]$ up unto ! ,"l = help1 & ,he is pleas$1 = ,jesus' sake1 to li/5 to our supplications1 & to influ5ce ! he>ts ( "s ( ,8 *ildr5 kn[n to u or n1 to s5d u help4 ,! donors may be ri* or poor2 !y may live ne> or at a di/ance ( m ?an t5 ?\s& miles2 !y may give mu* or little2 !y may h (t5 giv5 be=e or nev]2 !y may be well kn[n to u or n at all2 9 ^! & _m o!r ?+s !re may be con/ant v>iations2 b ,god cont9ually helps u2 we are nev] conf\nd$4 ,& :y n8 ,simply because we are enabl$1 by "t grace ( ,god1 to put our tru/ 9 ,him = :at we ne$4 ,on ! v next day1 ,june #cj?1 ,i receiv$ ano!r donation f a believ+ f>m] 9 ,j]sey ( #cl4 #as41 :i*1 ) #aes4 s5t by him on ,june4 #h?1 7 ! proce$s ( a small field ( potatoes1 :i* he _h cultivat$ = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,see 9 :at v>i\s ways ! ,"l helps me6 ,?is de> man s5t me once m 9 ,april #ahec1 ) an affectionate lett] 9 ,fr5*1 #bl4 = ! ,orphans1 & %ortly aft]w>ds fell asleep 9 ,jesus4 ,:ile writ+ ?is acc\nt1 ,i met ) _m names ( wor?y disciples ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 :o h ent]$ ^u _! re/1 s9ce ,i receiv$ _! donations2 may ?is speak to my he>t1 & to ! he>t ( ! read]1 & may we le>n ! lesson :i* ,god int5ds to tea* u !reby6 ,july #aj4 #ejl4 f ,liv]pool4 ,aug4 #d4 ,today ,i receiv$ #bjjl41 ( :i* ,i took "o half = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ! o!r objects1 ! disposal ( ?is sum be+ left ) me4 ,?is is a preci\s answ] to pray]4 ,!re w be ab\t #djjl4 requir$ dur+ ?is mon? = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 b !re 0 only ab\t #agjl4 9 h&1 :5 ?is donation came 94 ,z ! #abg donations1 :i* _h come 9 s9ce ,aug4 #d?1 7 ( a small] k9d1 we _h on ,sept4 #h? sc>cely any?+ left1 :5 ,i receiv$ ! #bhjl4 #ajs4 #f;d41 spok5 ( 7,sept4 #h?1 #aheb7 "u ! ,build+ ,fund1 ( :i* #hfl4 #acs4 #d;d4 0 tak5 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,oct4 #g4 ,?is ev5+ !re 0 only #hl4 left 9 h& = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,hi!rto we _h g5]ally ab\nd$4 ,b ?\gh mu* _h come 91 s9ce ! comm5cem5t ( ?is new p]iod1 yet our exp5ses _h be5 great] ?an our income1 z e donation almo/ ( :i* ! disposal 0 left ) me1 _h be5 put to ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,?us ! balance 9 h& on ,may #bf1 #aheb1 not)/&+ ! l>ge income s9ce !n1 0 r$uc$ to ab\t #hl4 ,i !re=e gave myself p>ticul>ly to pray] = means1 t ?is small sum might be increas$4 ,:5 ,i came home ?is ev5+ f ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 ,i f\nd a lett] f ,london1 conta9+ #bl41 be+ two donations f ,kelso1 ( #al4 ea*1 & ano!r lett] f ,pet]bor\gh1 conta9+ #al4 ,oct #h4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ #el4 #es4 m f ,will5hall4 ,?us ! ,"l has already be5 pleas$ to add #hl4 9 to ! little /ock 9 h&1 :i* is n[ increas$ to #afl4 #es4--,ano!r #f;d4 0 add$1 by sale ( a ,report4--,?is ev5+ ! matron told me t tomorr[ %e w\ld ne$ to h m money4 ,i g5]ally advance #cjl4 at a "t = h\sekeep+ exp5ses1 b ,i _h n[ only #hl4 #ads4 left1 z ,i _h to pay out ?is aft]noon #gl4 #aas4 #f;d4 ,?is ,i purpos$ to give to h]1 %\ld x n please ! ,"l to give m 9 ! meantime1 be+ assur$ t1 be=e ?is am\nt 0 gone1 ,he w\ld give m4 ,my pray] to ! ,"l1 h[ev]1 0 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to s5d help1 & ,i look$ out = means4 ,:5 ,i came home ?is ev5+ ,i f\nd a lett] f ,gosport1 conta9+ #as41 :i* a little boy has s5t = ! ,orphans1 hav+ receiv$ x z a rew>d = pick+ up a r+1 & giv+ x to ! own]4 ,also a lett] f ,k+/[n1 ,irel&1 conta9+ a ,po/-(fice ,ord] = #al4 #gs41 ( :i* #al4 #bs4 #f;d4 are = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #ds4 #f;d4 = ,reports4 ,i likewise receiv$ #f;d4 = missions & #f;d4 = ! ,orphans1 f two boys 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,/r\d4 ,?us ,i h #il1 to advance tomorr[ = h\se-keep+4 ,oct4 #i4 ,?is morn+ ,luke vii4 came 9 ! c\rse ( my read+ be=e breakfa/4 ,:ile read+ ! acc\nt ab\t ! ,c5turion & ! rais+ f dea? ( ! wid['s son at ,na91 ,i lift$ up my he>t to ! ,"l ,jesus ?us3 ,"l ,jesus1 ,?\ ha/ ! same p[] n[4 ,?\ can/ provide me ) means = ,?y "w 9 my h&s4 ,be pleas$ to d s4 -- ,ab\t half an h\r aft]w>ds ,i receiv$ #bcjl4 #aes4 ,also #as4 ,?is #bcjl4 #aes4 0 left at my disposal4 ,i took "o half = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ! o!r objects1 & am n[ amply provid$ = meet+ ! dem&s ( ?is day4 ,! joy :i* su* answ]s to pray] af=d1 _c be describ$4 ,i 0 det]m9$ to wait ^u ,god only1 & n to "w an unscriptural deliv]ance = myself4 ,i h ?\s&s ( p\nds = ! ,build+ ,fund2 b ,i w\ld n take ( ?is sum because x 0 once set ap>t = t object4 ,!re is also a legacy ( #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans two mon?s ov]due1 9 ! prospect ( ! paym5t ( :i* ! he>t might be naturally incl9$ to use "s money ( ! ,build+ ,fund1 to be replac$ by ! legacy money1 :5 x comes 92 b ,i w\ld n ?us /ep out ( ,god's way ( obta9+ help4 ,at ! v "t :5 ?is donation arriv$1 ,i _h pack$ up #ajjl4 :i* ,i happ5$ to h 9 h&1 receiv$ = ! ,build+ ,fund1 9 ord] to take x to ! ,bank1 z ,i 0 det]m9$ n to t\* x1 b to wait ^u ,god4 ,my s\l does magnify ! ,"l = ,8 goodness4 ,?is la/ p>agraph is copi$ out ( my j\rnal1 writt5 d[n at ! "t1 ,i add a few words m to ! la/ s5t5ces4 ,! natural m9d is ev] prone to reason1 :5 we ought to believe2 to be at "w1 :5 we ought to be quiet2 to g our own way1 :5 we ought /eadily to walk on 9 ,god's ways1 h[ev] try+ to nature4 ,:5 fir/ conv]t$1 ,i %\ld h said1 ,:at h>m c !re be to take "s ( ! money1 :i* has be5 put by = ! ,build+ ,fund8 ,god w help me aga9 aft] "s "t ) means = ! ,orphans1 & !n ,i c replace x4 ,or1 !re is ?is money due = ! legacy ( #ajjl4 ,?is money is q sure2 may ,i n1 !re=e1 on ! /r5g? ( x1 take "s f ! ,build+ ,fund1 & :5 ! legacy is paid1 replace ! money :i* ,i h tak58 ,i "k t _m w\ld act ?us4 ,b h[ does x "w1 :5 we ?us anticipate ,god1 by go+ our own way8 ,we br+1 9 _m in/ances1 guilt on our consci5ce2 b if n1 we c]ta9ly weak5 fai?1 in/ead ( increas+ x2 & ea* "t we "w ?us a deliv]ance ( our own1 we f9d x m & m difficult to tru/ 9 ,god1 till at la/ we give way entirely to our natural fall5 reason1 & unbelief prevails4 ,h[ diff]5t1 if "o is enabl$ to wait ,god's own "t1 & to look alone to ,him = help & deliv]ance6 ,:5 at la/ help comes1 aft] _m seasons ( pray] x may be1 & aft] mu* ex]cise ( fai? & pati5ce x may be1 h[ sweet x is1 & :at a pres5t recomp5se does ! s\l at once receive = tru/+ 9 ,god1 & wait+ pati5tly = ,8 deliv]ance6 ,de> ,*ri/ian read]1 if y h nev] walk$ 9 ?is pa? ( ob$i5ce be=e1 d s n[1 & y w !n "k exp]im5tally ! sweetness ( ! joy :i* results f x4 ,i n[ return to ,oct4 #i1 #aheb4 ,receiv$ /ill fur!r today1 f ,cir5ce/]1 #bl41 & also #ajl4 ,oct4 #aj4 ,f two little girls at ,clifton1 #es4--,by sale ( a silv] wat* giv5 = ! purpose1 #al4 #ajs1--,f a donor 9 ,m>yport ,/reet1 #cs4 #d;d4--,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #as4 ,ditto #bs4 #f;d4 ,ditto a sov]eign4--,f a believ] 9 ,bri/ol #es4--,by sale ( empty oatmeal b>rels1 #aes4 ,oct4 #aa4 ,f ,sutton ,po9ts1 #acs4 #g;d4 --,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 #cs4--,f an ,orphans =m]ly "u our c>e1 & n[ 9 s]vice1 #ajs41 ) #ajs4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4--,f a ,*ri/ian lady1 rec5tly come f ,ed9burgh1 #al4--,?r\gh a ,*ri/ian lady1 /ay+ at ,clifton1 #es4 ,oct4 #ab4 ,by sale ( rags & bones #abs4 #f;d4 ,i copy lit]ally f ! receipt book4 ,we seek to make ! be/ ( e ?+4 ,z a /ew>d ( public money1 ,i feel x "r t ev5 ^! articles %\ld be turn$ into money2 nor c\ld we expect answ]s to our pray]s if kn[+ly !re 7 any wa/e all[$ 9 connexion ) ?is "w4 ,= j because ! money is receiv$ f ,god1 simply 9 answ] to pray] only1 !re=e x becomes u ! m1 to be c>eful 9 ! use ( x4-- ,by sale ( ,reports #es4--,f an ,orphan box at ,plym\? #cs41 toge!r ) #hs4 z a donation add$1 & #is4 = ,reports4 ,/ill fur!r help3 ,?is aft]noon a lady ( ,clifton call$ at my h\se1 & br\ght a *eck = #bjjl41 :i* a g5tlem51 ^: "n ev5 ,i _h nev] he>d (1 _h s5t h] = ! b5efit ( t9e ,orphans4 ,we are n n[ 9 actual ne$1 yet z #fbl4 lies already be5 paid out ( :at ,i h receiv$ s9ce ! #i?1 & z o!r heavy paym5ts are be=e me1 9 a few days1 x is p>ticul>ly k9d ( ! ,"l1 to s5d ?is donation f a p]fect /rang]4 ,nov4 #ac4 ,today 0 paid to me ! legacy = ! ,orphans1 to :i* ref]5ce has be5 made4 ,i _h no d\bt x w\ld come 9 9 good "t4 ,?us x is4 ,! exp5ses are heavy1 week aft] week4 ,! day aft] tomorr[1 ,i %all h aga9 to pay out above #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,on ,dec4 #bj?1 9 ! ev5+1 ,i _h only #afl4 #is4 left4 ,?9k ( ?is1 de> ,read]4 ,s little1 = s l>ge an ,e/abli%m5t6 ,f ,dec4 #bj? to ! ev5+ ( ,dec4 #bf?1 !re came 9 only ab\t #ahl42 & z ,i _h paid out above #acl41 ,i c\ld only advance #ael4 = h\se-keep+ on ,dec4 #bg?1 in/ead ( ! usual #cjl41 & _h !n ab\t #el4 left = petty exp5ses4 ,i knew t on ! #ca/ ,i %\ld h to advance aga9 at lea/ #bjl4 = h\se-keep+4 ,n[ see h[ ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 ! means f ! morn+ ( ,dec4 #bg? to ,dec4 #ca/4 ,dec4 #bg4 ,f ,alcombe1 ne> ,m9ehead1 #ajs4--,f a poor wid[ 9 ,bri/ol1 #es4-- ,anonym\sly #al4 ,ditto a sov]eign1 ) ^! words3 ,an ,orphan's mite = ! ,orphan ,h\se4--,f ,clifton1 #as41 & #as4 besides4--,dec4 #bh4 ,f ,newport1 9 ,monm\?%ire1 #ajs4 & #ajs4--,f ,birm+ham1 #bl4 #ajs4 ) ! same = my own p]sonal exp5ses4--,f ,boscrea #g;d4 f ?ree *ildr54--,f ,l5wade1 #ajs4--,dec4 #bi4 ,f ,b4 ,b4 at ,leam+ton #el4--,anonym\sly1 f ,london1 #bs4 #e;d4--,f ?ree si/]s #ajs41 #es41 #al41 also #ajs4 #h #a_/b d4--,by sale ( ,reports1 #cs4 --,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #al4 #fs4 #i #a_/b d4--,dec4 #cj4 ,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,clifton #el4--,f two ,*ri/ian ladies 9 ,buck+ham%ire #bjl4-- ,f "s pupils on ,k+sd[n #es4 ,?us ,i _h on ,dec4 #ca/ money en\gh to advance #bel4 = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 besides hav+ _h ! means to pay away #bjl4 #es4 #i;d4 ,aft] ,i _h giv5 out ! money 9 advance = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 ,i _h1 at ! close ( ! ye>1 n #bl4 left4 ,b my m9d 0 9 full peace4 ,n[ see h[1 be=e ! #bel4 :i* _h be5 advanc$ 0 exp5d$1 & be=e o!r exp5ses came ^u me1 ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 ! means f ! #a/ to ! #d? ( ,janu>y1 #ahec4--;,jan4 #a4 ,anonym\sly #as4--,f ,%]borne1 #al4--,f ,col*e/] #ajs4-- ,f ,man*e/] #ajs4--,f a di/ance #al4 #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,gl\*/]%ire #ads4 #f;d4--,f a bro!r 9 ! ,"l 9 ,bri/ol #cl4 #abs41 toge!r ) #es4 #g;d4 f 8 ,orphan box4 ,?is bro!r _h x on 8 he>t1 m ?an a twelvemon? ago1 to dispose ( an article = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 b c\ld n meet ) an opportunity till today4 ,?us1 9 ?is "t ( ne$1 ! ,"l s5ds 9 ?is money4-- ,jan4 #b4 ,by sale ( ,reports #abs4--,f two ,*ri/ian si/]s #es41 z a ?ank (f]+ to ! ,"l = ! m]cies ( ! pa/ ye>4--,f a lady at ,clifton #ajs4--,f a ,bro!r 9 ,bri/ol #al4---,f ,torquay #cs41 ) #cs4 = ,reports4--,f ,worce/] #bs4 #b;d4--,f a bro!r 9 ,bri/ol #cl4--,jan4 #c4 ,f ,wat]=d #al4--,f ,liv]pool #el4-- ,also ! #gel4 be+ "p ( ! #bebl4 #ags4 #a;d4 spok5 ( "u ! ,build+ ,fund4--,f ,clifton #ajs4--,?r\gh ,salem boxes #bs4 #f;d4-- ,f ,p4 #as4 ,jan4 #d4 ,f ,ryde #bl4--,f ,tott5ham #ajs4 ,?us ,god help$ me 9 a "t ( great1 great ne$4 ,b be=e ?is #d? ( ,janu>y 0 ov]1 ,he did f> m ?an ev] 9 ! way ( supply+ me ) means1 = ! l>ge/ ( all ! donations ,i _h ev] _h1 & ( :i* m5tion has be5 made be=e1 0 giv5 to me1 ( :i* #fjjl4 0 portion$ out = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,i h be5 ?us p>ticul> 9 ?is la/ p>agraph1 on purpose1 to give a practical illu/ration t ^? are entirely mi/ak5 :o suppose t ! "w is n[ no long] a "w ( fai?1 z x us$ to be 9 =m] ye>s4 ,x is true1 we h n[ a l>g] income1 !n we us$ to h 9 ! ye>s #ahch1 #ahci1 & #ahdj2 b x is also true t our exp5ses are ?ree times z great4 ,we h no regul> income n[2 ev5 z we _h n !n4 ,we ask no human be+ n[ = help2 ev5 z we did n !n4 ,we dep5d alone ^u ,god1 by ,8 grace ev5 z we did !n4 ,:o is !re 9 ! :ole _w :o w /ate t ,i ev] ask$ him = help 9 ?is ,orphan "w1 f its comm5cem5t1 on ,dec4 #i1 #ahce1 up till n[8 ,n[1 z we h no funds to live ^u2 z we h no regul> subscrib]s or donors ^u :om we c\ld dep5d2 z we nev] ask help f man b ,god alone2 & z1 f9ally1 we nev] did g into debt = ?is "w1 nor d we n[3 :y is x n n[ a "w ( fai? z =m]ly8 ,w ^?1 :o say x is n1 place !mselves 9 my position1 :51 at ! close ( ! ye> #aheb1 ,i _h n two p\nds left1 & ab\t #ccj p]sons 7 day by day to be provid$ =1 ) all !y ne$1 & prove :e!r x is n[ any?+ else ?an a "w ( fai?8 ,e "o1 except ^? :o are det]m9$ n to see1 w h no difficulty 9 p]ceiv+ t n[1 z =m]ly1 "o c\ld only be kept f be+ ov]:elm$ 9 su* a position by look+ day by day to ! ,"l1 & t n m]ely = pecuni>y supplies1 b = help "u ! numb]less difficulties1 :i* cont9ually are met ) 9 su* a "w4 ,on acc\nt ( ! abundance :i* came 9 at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye>1 toge!r ) :at 0 receiv$ aft]w>ds1 !re 0 n ! lea/ difficulty felt1 9 ! way ( means1 = _m weeks aft]w>ds4 ,( ! donations t came 9 f ,jan4 #e to ,april #bj1 & :i* am\nt$ altoge!r to #fdhl4 #hs4 #h #a_/d d41 9 #cad diff]5t sums1 l>ge & small1 ,i w only m5tion ! foll[+3 ,jan4 #be4 ,f an ag$ ,*ri/ian m]*ant at ,clifton #ejl4--,f a ,*ri/ian m]*ant 9 ,london #bjl41 on ,feb4 #aa4 ,april #bj4 ,9 ! prospect ( hav+ to pay away yet ab\t #ejjl1 be=e ! acc\nts are clos$ on ,may #bf?1 & hav+ only #bcfl4 9 h&1 ,i ask$ ! ,"l especially ?is ev5+1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to help me ) means = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 = :i* ,i might h f> m 9 h& _h ,i n ) all my might giv5 myself to ! ,build+ ,fund1 9 ord] to be soon able to comm5ce ! build+ ( ?is second ,orphan ,h\se4 ,n[1 ?is ev5+1 ,i f\nd t a donation ( #ajjl4 _h come 9 at my h\se dur+ my abs5ce1 ! disposal ( :i* 0 entirely left to me4 ,i took n ! :ole ( ?is donation = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 b only "o half1 & ! o!r half = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,! funds = ! v>i\s ,s*ools1 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 & = mission>y objects1 ne$ no?+ = at lea/ six weeks to come4 ,?is donation has greatly refre%$ my _s1 especially z x came f a mo/ unexpect$ qu>t]4 ,be=e ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 ,i receiv$1 betwe5 ,april #bj? & ,may #bf?1 #ahec1 9 j ,"o ,hundr$ diff]5t sums1 #dbbl4 #cs4 #aa #a_/b d4 m1 s t ,i 0 able amply to supply all dem&s1 & _h ! balance ( #aagl4 #ajs4 #i;d4 left 9 h&4 ,x 0 *iefly ?r\gh a donation ( #bfjl41 giv5 to be employ$ z mo/ ne$$1 spok5 ( "u ! ,build+ ,fund ,income on ,may #ad?1 #ahec1 ( :i* ,i took #afjl4 = ! ,orphans1 t we _h s l>ge an am\nt 9 h&4 ,?is donation 0 indescribably preci\s1 z x n only1 9 conjunction ) ! o!r money :i* came 91 c>ri$ me easily ?r\gh all ! exp5ses :i* absolutely ne$$ to be met1 & :i* 7 heavi] ?an !y ev] _h be5 dur+ any mon? s9ce ! ,orphan "w _h be5 9 exi/5ce2 b also enabl$ me to d ?+s :i* 7 mo/ desirable1 ?\gh n absolutely ne$ful4 ,h[ c ,i suffici5tly praise1 & adore1 & magnify ! ,"l1 = ,8 love & fai?fulness1 9 c>ry+ me ?us f ye> to ye> ?r\gh ?is ,8 s]vice1 supply+ me ) all ,i ne$ 9 ! way ( means1 fell[ lab\r]s1 m5tal /r5g?1 &1 above all1 spiritual support6 ,b = ,8 help & support1 ,i %\ld be completely ov]p[]$ 9 a v %ort "t2 yet1 by ,8 help1 ,i g on1 & am v happy spiritually1 9 my s]vice2 nor am ,i n[ g5]ally worse 9 heal? ?an ,i 0 tw5ty ye>s ago1 b r bett]4 ,miscellane\s ,po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #aheb1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec4 #a4 ,dur+ ?is p]iod !re 7 f\r ,day ,s*ools1 ) #bce *ildr5 9 !m1 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution4 ,fur!r1 "o ,sunday ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #aej *ildr51 0 entirely support$1 & ?ree o!rs 9 ,devon%ire1 ,som]set%ire1 & ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ) #bhj *ildr51 7 assi/$4 ,la/ly1 "o ,adult ,s*ool1 ) #ajc ,adult ,s*ol>s1 0 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution4 ,!re 7 "u our c>e1 f ,m>* #e1 #ahhd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec1 9 ! v>i\s ,day ,s*ools1 #efhf *ildr51 9 ! ,sunday ,s*ool #bfgc *ildr51 & 9 ! ,adult ,s*ool #bacb p]sons4 ,!re 0 exp5d$ ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 dur+ ?is ye>1 = ! v>i\s ,s*ools1 #cdil4 #abs4 #aa;d4 #b4 ,dur+ ?us ye> !re 0 laid out ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 on ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 #dcal4 #es4 #a #a_/b d41 & !re 7 circulat$ #a1fff ,bibles & #a1baj ,new ,te/am5ts4--,!re 7 circulat$ f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 up to ,may #bf1 #ahec1 #aj1dgf ,bibles1 & #f4jfa ,new ,te/am5ts4 ,= sev]al ye>s pa/ ?is "p ( ! "w has appe>$ m & m important to me1 on acc\nt ( ! fe>ful attempts :i* h be5 made by ! p[]s ( d>kness to rob ! *ur* ( ,*ri/ ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,i h on ?is acc\nt s\ght to embrace e opportunity to circulate ! ,holy ,scriptures 9 ,engl&1 ,irel&1 ,canada1 ,briti% ,guiana1 ! ,ea/ ,indies1 ,*9a1 ,au/ralia1 c4 ,e op5 door :i* ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to set be=e me 9 ^! or o!r p>ts ( ! _w1 ,i h joyfully ent]$2 yea1 ,i h c\nt$ x a privilege1 inde$1 to be p]mitt$ ( ,god to s5d =? ,8 ,holy ,^w4 ,_m s]vants ( ,*ri/1 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 h assi/$ me 9 ?is s]vice1 ?r\gh ^: in/rum5tality copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures h be5 circulat$4 ,our endeav\r has be51 to place ! ^w ( ,god 9 ! h&s ( ! v poore/ p]sons1 & also1 9 p>ticul>1 to supply v ag$ p]sons ) copies ( ! ,scriptures1 pr9t$ 9 l>ge type1 z su* copies /ill rema9 exp5sive1 consid]+ ! means ( ! poor4 ,nor h our ef=ts be5 9 va94 ,= we _h sev]al cases ( direct conv]sion1 simply ?r\gh circulat+ ! ,holy ,scriptures1 br\ght be=e u dur+ ?is ye>4 ,b we are fully assur$1 t ! fruit :i* we h se51 z result+ f ?is "p ( ! _w1 is b little 9 comp>ison ) :at we %all see 9 ! day ( ,*ri/'s appe>+4 ,! disciples ( ! ,"l ,jesus %\ld lab\r ) all _! might 9 ! "w ( ,god1 z if ev]y?+ dep5d$ ^u _! own ex]tions2 & yet1 hav+ done s1 !y %\ld n 9 ! lea/ tru/ 9 _! lab\r & ef=ts1 & 9 ! means :i* !y use = ! spread ( ! tru?1 b 9 ,god2 & !y %\ld ) all e>ne/ness seek ! bless+ ( ,god1 9 p]sev]+1 pati5t1 & believ+ pray]4 ,"h is ! great secret ( success1 my ,*ri/ian ,read]4 ,"w ) all y\r might2 b tru/ n 9 ! lea/ 9 y\r "w4 ,pray ) all y\r might = ! bless+ ( ,god2 b "w1 at ! same "t1 ) all dilig5ce1 ) all pati5ce1 ) all p]sev]ance4 ,pray !n1 & "w4 ,"w & pray4 ,& /ill aga9 pray1 & !n "w4 ,& s on all ! days ( y\r life4 ,! result w surely be1 abundant bless+4 ,:e!r y see mu* fruit or little fruit2 su* k9d ( s]vice w be bless$4 ,we %\ld lab\r !n1 = in/ance1 ) all e>ne/ness 9 seek+ to circulate ,?\s&s ( copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & ,hundr$s ( ,?\s&s ( ,tracts1 z if ev]y?+ dep5d$ ^u ! am\nt ( copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts :i* we circulate2 & yet1 9 reality1 we %\ld n 9 ! lea/ degree put our dep5d5ce ^u ! numb] ( copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & ^u ! numb] ( ,tracts1 b entirely ^u ,god = ,8 bless+1 )\t :i* all ^! ef=ts are entirely useless4 ,?is bless+1 h[ev]1 %\ld be s\ght by u habitually & p]sev]+ly 9 pray]4 ,x %\ld also be fully expect$4 #c4 ,dur+ ?is ye> !re 0 sp5t ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution = mission>y objects #b1bcdl4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,by ?is sum fifty-f\r lab\r]s 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 9 v>i\s pants ( "t _w1 7 to a great] or less degree assi/$4 ,dur+ no p]iod )9 ! n9ete5 ye>s previ\s to ,may #bf1 #ahec1 0 s l>ge a portion ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution exp5d$1 9 "o ye>1 ^u ,mission>y ,objects1 z dur+ ?is ye>2 & 9 e s+le case ,i 0 enabl$ to help to ! full am\nt ( :at appe>$ desirable4 ,refre%+ z ?is is1 & ?ankful z we desire to be to ! ,"l = x2 yet x 7 b a v little ?+1 _h !re n be5 correspond+ results4 ,b ,i h to record to ! praise ( ! ,"l1 & to ! enjoym5t ( ! ,*ri/ian ,read]1 t n five1 nor t51 nor fifty s\ls only 7 won = ,him ?r\gh ! in/rum5tality ( ^! fifty-f\r de> bre?r51 b hundr$s4 ,i receiv$ a great numb] ( lett]s f ^! lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w1 bo? at home & abroad1 :i* br\ght me he>t-*e]+ intellig5ce4 ,?ank ! ,"l = ?is toge!r ) me1 de> ,*ri/ian ,read]1 & cont9ue to help ^! e/eem$ bre?r5 ) y\r pray]s1 "s ( :om lab\r = ! ,"l "u peculi> difficulties4 ,i w\ld repeat t ,i consid] x a great privilege to be p]mitt$ to defray 9 "p or altoge!r1 f "t funds ( ?is ,in/itution1 ! exp5ses connect$ ) ! voyage & outfit ( bre?r5 :o desire to g out z ,mission>ies1 or to help !m aft] _! arrival 9 _! field ( lab\r2 b ,i d n b9d myself to support !m habitually1 see+ t ?us !y w\ld be out ( ! position ( simple dep5d5ce ^u ,god = _! temporal supplies4 #d4 ,!re 0 laid out = ! circulation ( ,tracts1 f ,may #bf1 #aheb1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec1 ! sum ( #eeel4 #afs4 #g #a_/b d42 & !re 7 circulat$ )9 ?is ye> #gcc1fgd ,tracts4 ,! total numb] ( ,tracts circulat$ up to ,may #bf1 #ahec1 0 ,"o ,million ,eight ,hundr$ ,tw5ty ,?\s& & ,=ty4 ,! ,"l is pleas$ to increase ?is "p ( ! "w m & m1 z w be se5 by a comp>ison ( ! ye>s 9 :i* ?is "p ( ! ,in/itution has be5 9 op]ation4 ,f ,nov4 #ai1 #ahdj1 to ,may #aj1 #ahdb1 ! fir/ p]iod t ! circulation ( ,tracts 0 9 op]ation 9 connexion ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 !re 7 circulat$ #ai1fji f ,may #aj1 #ahdb1 to ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 #ci1dgc2 f ,july #ad1 #ahdd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 #dj1efe2 f ,may #bf1 #ahdf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 #fd1jba2 f ,may #bf1 #ahdh1 to ,may #bf1 #ahej1 #acj1dfd2 f ,may #bf1 #ahej1 to ,may #bf1 #ahea1 #cjc1jih2 f ,may #bf1 #ahea1 to ,may #bf1 #aheb1 #dhi1acf2 & dur+ ?is p]iod #gcc1fgd4 ,9 ^! increas$ opportunities to spread ! tru?1 we rejoice4 ,moreov]1 we w\ld1 by ! help ( ,god1 seek to lab\r /ill f> m abundantly 9 ?is p>ticul> also1 & w\ld seek to press into e op5 door1 :i* ! ,"l may set be=e u4 ,yea1 we w\ld lab\r1 z has be5 /at$ be=e1 z if ev]y?+ dep5d$ ^u our dilig5ce & c>efulness 9 ! use ( ! means2 :il/1 9 reality1 we w\ld n dep5d ^u !m 9 ! lea/ degree1 b only ^u ,god = ,8 bless+4 ,?is bless+ ( ,god we h be5 enabl$ to seek ^u ! lab\rs ( mission>y bre?r51 ! circulation ( "t ,holy ,scriptures1 & ^u ! di/ribution ( ,tracts4 ,z ! days come1 s our he>t is drawn out 9 pray] = bless+ ^u ^! objects1 9 connexion ) ! v>i\s ,s*ools & ! ,orphan ,"w4 ,h[1 !n1 c\ld x be o!rwise1 b t soon] or lat] !re %\ld come %[]s ( bless+8 ,?us x 0 dur+ ?is ye>4 ,?is ye> /&s alone1 9 t m money came 91 ?an dur+ any ye> previ\sly4 ,x /&s alone1 9 t ! op]ations ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution 7 ext5d$ beyond :atev] !y mad be5 be=e4 ,b x /&s alone1 also1 9 ! abundant bless+1 :i* ,god grant$ to our ef=ts1 & :i* 0 great] ?an dur+ any previ\s p]iod4 ,&1 z 9 o!r respects1 s 9 p>ticul> likewise1 ! gratuit\s di/ribution ( ,tracts 0 abundantly own$ ( ,god4 ,in/ance ^u in/ance1 n #b1 nor #e1 nor #aj1 b _m1 9 ! way ( conv]sion1 & also ( bless+ to believ]s1 0 ,i in=m$ ( by ^? ,godly bre?r51 :o 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 aid me 9 ?is s]vice4 ,h[ c ,i suffici5tly magnify ! ,"l = ?is6 ,by ,8 grace ,i w\ld desire to lab\r on1 ?\gh ,i 7 n to see "o s+le in/ance ( bless+1 be+ assur$ t 9 due season we %all reap1 & t our lab\r is n 9 va9 9 ! ,"l2 yet h[ k9d ( ! ,"l1 to grant su* abundant bless+ to re/ ^u our lab\rs6 ,(t51 ,i fe>1 ,tract di/ributors h expect$ little result f _! lab\r2 & !re=e !y h se5 little fruit4 ,accord+ to _! expectation1 !y h receiv$4 ,(t51 also1 ,i fe>1 ! m]e di/ribution ( ,tracts has be5 re/$ 91 & ! "w done has be5 e/imat$ by ! numb] ( ,tracts :i* 7 circulat$1 )\t e>ne/ly prec$+ _! circulation ) pray]1 & )\t e>ne/ly foll[+ !m ) pray]1 may ,i1 !re=e1 be all[$ to caution my fell[-believ]s on ^! two po9ts8 ,look out = bless+1 b seek also ! bless+ e>ne/ly 9 pray]2 & y w n fail to receive abundantly4 ,%\ld any believ] be disc\rag$1 because he has n _h mu* fruit result+ f ! circulation ( ,tracts1 let su* a "o1 ) r5ew$ e>ne/ness & pray]fulness1 g on 9 8 "w2 let him also expect fruit1 & he w surely reap abundantly2 if n n[1 at lea/ 9 ! day ( ,*ri/'s appe>+4 #e4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ?is p]iod1 !re 7 ,?ree ,hundr$ ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol4 ,dur+ ! ye> !re 7 admitt$ into x #ac ,orphans1 mak+ #cac 9 all4 ,( ^! #cac1 7we own x ) ?ankfulness to ,god17 n "o di$ dur+ ! ye>2 = n a s+le dea? occurr$ = ab\t #ae mon?s4 ,"o ( ! ,orphans1 :o _h be5 receiv$ aft] he _h long _h 8 own way1 & :o hav+ long be5 borne )1 & repeat$ly be5 receiv$ back aga9 on a confession ( sorr[1 at la/ ran away aga91 & _h !n to be plac$ by 8 relatives 9 ! ,union4 ,"o ,orphan 0 s5t to relatives1 :o 7 by t "t able to c>e = h]4 ,five girls 71 at ! exp5se ( ! ,e/abli%m5t1 fitt$ out = s]vice or le>n+ a bus9ess1 & 7 s5t out2--also six boys 71 at ! exp5se ( ! ,e/abli%m5t1 fitt$ out & appr5tic$4 ,?us makes ! numb] remov$ z great z ! numb] receiv$1 s t !re 7 /ill #cjj ,orphans 9 tire ,new ,orphan-,h\se on ,may #bf1 #ahec4 ,! total numb] ( ,orphans1 :o 7 "u our c>e f ,april1 #ahcf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec1 0 ,five ,hundr$ & ,tw5ty-eight4 ,i notice fur!r ! foll[+ po9ts 9 connexion ) ! ,orphan ,"w4 a4 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+ by me1 ! sum ( #ee1djhl4 #ags4 #e #c_/d d4 0 giv5 to me = ! ,orphans1 z ! result ( pray] to ,god1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahec4--;,x may be also int]e/+ to ! read] to "k1 t ! total am\nt giv5 = ! o!r objects1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahec1 am\nt$ to #ai1afcl4 #ads4 #a #a_/b d42 & t :i* came 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5ts ( ! *ildr5 9 ! ,day ,s*ools1 am\nt$ to #c1dijl4 #gs4 #a #c_/d d4-- ,besides ?is1 also a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 c41 7 giv5 = ! use ( ! ,orphans4 b4 ,our lab\rs cont9u$ to be bless$ among ! ,orphans4 c4 ,! exp5ses 9 connexion ) ! support ( ! #cjj ,orphans & ! appr5tices dur+ ?is ye>1 7 #c1decl4 #aes4 #a #a_/b d4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs1 or ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s1 n imm$iately connect$ ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 f ,may #bf1 #aheb1 to ,may #bf1 #ahec4 ,dec4 #ca1 #aheb4 ,dur+ ?is ye> #ce believ]s h be5 receiv$ into fell[%ip4 ,:5 ,bro!r ,craik & ,i began to lab\r 9 ! ,^w 9 ,bri/ol1 we f\nd #fh 9 fell[%ip4 ,s9ce !n !re h be5 receiv$ into communion altoge!r #a1djc1 s t ! total numb] w\ld be #a1dga1 _h !re be5 no *anges4 ,b #fd are "u *ur* discipl9e1 & sep>at$1 = ! pres5t1 f fell[%ip2 #aed h left u 7"s ( !m1 h[ev]1 9 love1 & m]ely ?r\gh circum/ances72 #dba h left ,bri/ol to reside else:]e2 & #aig h fall5 asleep4 ,s t !re are at pres5t only #fce actually rema9+ 9 communion4 ,! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give unto me dur+ ?is ye>-- #a4 ,?r\gh believ]s 9 & out ( ,bri/ol1 9 provisions1 clo!s1 etc41 wor? to u at lea/ 4 4 4 4 4 #i #j #j #b4 ,?r\gh anonym\s (f]+s 9 money1 put up 9 pap] & direct$ to me1 & put into ! boxes = ! poor sa9ts or ! r5t1 at ! *apels 4 #aeg #aa #d #a_/b ------ ,c>ri$ =w>d ,l#aff #aa #d #a_/b ,br\ght =w>d ,l#aff #aa #d #a_/b #c4 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n giv5 anonym\sly 4 4 4 4 4 4 #aba #e #b #d4 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 #aeg #ab #b -------- ,l#dde #h #h #a_/b ,my bro!r-9-law1 ,mr4 ,a4 ,n4 ,groves1 ( :om m5tion has be5 made 9 ! fir/ "p ( ?is ,n>rative1 z hav+ be5 helpful to me by 8 example :5 ,i began my lab\rs 9 ,engl& 9 #ahbi1 9 t he1 )\t any visible support1 & )\t be+ connect$ ) any mission>y society1 w5t ) 8 wife & *ildr5 to ,bagdad1 z a mission>y1 aft] hav+ giv5 up a lucrative practice ( ab\t #aejjl4 p] ye>1 return$ 9 ,autumn #aheb1 f ! ,ea/ ,indies1 a ?ird "t1 be+ exce$+ly ill4 ,he liv$1 h[ev]1 till ,may #bj?1 #ahec1 :51 aft] a mo/ bless$ te/imony = ! ,"l1 he fell asleep 9 ,jesus 9 my h\se4 ,i %\ld m fully dwell on ?is to myself amid my family's deeply important ev5t1 _h n a v full biography be5 publi%$ by ! wid[ ( my de> bro!r-9-law1 9 :i* also full p>ticul>s are giv5 ( ! la/ days ( ?is s]vant ( ,*ri/4 ,i !re=e ref] ! read] to ! deeply int]e/+ memoir1 :i* has be5 publi%$ at ,nisbet's1 ,london1 & may be _h at ! ,bible & ,tract ,w>eh\se ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 #hd1 ,p>k ,/reet1 ,bri/ol1 & ?r\gh all booksell]s1 "u ! title3 ,memoir ( ! late ,an?ony ,norris ,groves1 second edition1 ) a portrait1 clo?1 #ds4 #f;d42 f9e pap]1 clo?1 #fs4 #f;d4 ,fur!r acc\nt respect+ ! int5d$ ,orphan-,h\se = ,sev5 ,hundr$ ,*ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?1 f ,may #bf1 #ahec1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed4 ,9 ! la/ *apt] on ?is subject ,i /at$1 t1 on ,may #bf1 #ahec1 ,i _h actually 9 h&1 t[>ds ! accompli%m5t ( my object1 ! sum ( #ab1ecal4 #abs4 #j #a_/d d4 ,i w n[ give "s fur!r p>ticul>s z to ! mann] 9 :i* x pleas$ ! ,"l to supply me ) means1 b mu/ conf9e myself to ^? donations :i* m specially may call = notice4 ,june #bh1 #ahec4 ,f ,wakefield #djl41 ) #el4 = ,mr4 ,craik1 & #el4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses4--,also #bbjl4 f ! ,we/ ( ,engl&1 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%es me to take #bjl4 = my own private exp5ses1 & to use ! #bjjl4 z might be mo/ ne$$4 ,i h tak51 !re=e1 #ajjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund2 #fjl4 = mission>y op]ations1 ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts2 & #djl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,july #ad4 ,receiv$ #edal4 #ajs41 :i* be+ left to me z mo/ ne$$1 ,i took #ajjl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 #ajjl4 = ! o!r objects1 & #cdal4 #ajs4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,be+ j n[ 9 great family affliction1 ?is k9dness ( ! ,"l has be5 a great refre%m5t to my _s4 ,july #ae4 ,f ,clifton #as4--,receiv$ also #aajl4 f "o :o c\nts x an hon\r to h ?is sum to lay d[n at ! feet ( ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,i took ( ?is am\nt #fjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #ejl4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 & = mission>y objects4 ,i _c help rem>k+ "h1 t ! ,"l has us$ "s ( ! mo/ unlikely p]sons dur+ ! pa/ tw5ty-two ye>s1 9 provid+ me ) means = ,8 s]vice4 ,s x 0 p>ticul>ly 9 ! case ( ?is bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 f :om ,i receiv$ ! la/-m5tion$ donation ( #aajl4 ,i _h n ! lea/ natural expectation ( receiv+ ?is sum1 :5 ?is bro!r1 sitt+ be=e me at ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 took out ( 8 pocket a packet ( ,bank ,notes1 & gave to me ?is am\nt1 res]v+ to himself1 z 8 :ole prop]ty 9 ?is _w1 a small] sum ?an he gave to me1 because ( 8 joy 9 ! ,"l1 & because ( 8 be+ able to ent] into ! reality ( 8 possessions 9 ! _w to come4 ,i delight 9 dwell+ ^u su* an in/ance1 because #a1 x %[s t !re is grace1 mu* grace1 to be f\nd among ! sa9ts ev5 n[2 #b1 x %[s ! v>iety ( in/rum5tality :i* ! ,"l is pleas$ to employ1 9 supply+ me ) means = ,8 s]vice2 & #c1 because x s manife/ly proves t we d n wait ^u ,him 9 va91 :5 we make kn[n our reque/s to ,him = means4 ,july #bj4 ,f ,philadelphia1 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 #el4 ,aug4 #bj4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,mall[ 9 ,irel& #ags4 #f;d1 & #bs4 #f;d4--,anonym\sly f a ,bro!r ,*ri/ian & ,well-wi%]1 ?r\gh 8 bank]s 9 ,london1 #ajjl4 ,aug4 #bg4 ,f ,cai/or #es4--,f ,gum]acka1 ne> ,adelaide1 ,au/ralia1 #bl4 #ajs4 ,f ! same place #ajs4--,f ,*elt5ham #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,frampton-on-,sev]n sev5 silv] co9s4 ,y see1 e/eem$ read]1 h[ mu* v>iety !re is 9 ! k9d ( donations z well z 9 ! am\nt1 ! places :5ce !y are s5t1 & ! fri5ds :o s5d !m4 ,b all ^! donations come f ! liv+ ,god4 ,all come to u 9 answ] to pray]1 & are receiv$ by u z answ]s to pray]2 & ) e donation1 h[ev] small1 we receive ?9s a fre% enc\ragem5t1 to cont9ue 9 pray]1 & h1 z x 71 ano!r e>ne/ f our ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 t at la/ ,he n only w give l>g] sums1 b ! :ole am\nt :i* is ne$$ = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,e "o ( ^! donations comes unsolicit$4 ,ev] s9ce ! ,orphan ,"w has be5 9 op]ation1 we h nev] ask$ any "o = any?+4 ,be !re=e1 de> read]1 enc\rag$ by ?is1 to make trial = y\rself1 to prove ! p[] ( pray]1 if y h nev] done s be=e4 ,dec4 #ca4 ,?is is ! la/ day ( ano!r ye>4 ,two ye>s & a half ,i h new be5 day by day seek+ ! ,"l's help 9 play] = ?is object4 ,he has also be5 pleas$ to give u _m pro(s1 t ,he is rememb]+ our reque/s1 /ill z yet ,i h only #ac1fgjl4 #aas4 #g #c_/d d4 9 h&4 ,consid]ably m ?an d\ble ?is sum w be ne$$4 ,b1 by ! grace ( ,god1 ,i am n disc\rag$4 ,! ,"l is able & will+ to help u4 ,?is is my com=t4 ,9 ,8 own "t ! ,almighty ,god w manife/ ,8 p[]4 ,9 ! meantime ,i desire to cont9ue to wait ^u ,him1 & to receive e fre% donation1 h[ev] small1 z an e>ne/1 t 9 ,8 own "t ,he n only w give l>g] sums1 b ! :ole am\nt ne$$ = ?is object4 ,jan4 #ag1 #ahed4 ,?is day ,i receiv$ ! promise1 t !re %\ld be paid to me1 = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s1 #e1bjgl41 to be dispos$ ( z ,i might consid] be/4 ,?is l>ge donation 0 %ortly aft] paid to me1 & 0 portion$ out ?us3 ,= ! ,build+ ,fund #cjjjl42 = ! support ( ! #cjj ,orphans #gjgl42 = =eign missions #ejjl42 = lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w 9 ,engl&1 ,irel& & ,scotl& #ejjl42 = ! gratuit\s circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures among ! poor #bjjl42 = ! gratuit\s circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts #bjjl42 & = ! v>i\s s*ools1 support$ or assi/$ by ! ,funds ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 #ajjl4 ,behold1 e/eem$ read]1 ! goodness ( ,god6 ,behold also ! recomp5se1 :i* soon] or hat]1 ! ,"l gives to ,8 *ildr51 :o wait ^u ,him & tru/ 9 ,him ,(t5 x may appe> t we wait ^u ! ,"l 9 va92 b1 9 ,8 own "t ,god w abundantly prove1 t x 0 n 9 va94 ,g on !re=e1 ,*ri/ian read]1 to wait ^u ! ,"l4 ,cont9ue to make kn[n y\r reque/s to ,him2 b d also expect help f ,him4 ,y hon\r ,god1 by believ+ t ,he does he> y\r pray]s1 & t ,he w answ] !m4 ,! joy :i* su* answ]s to pray] give1 _c be describ$2 & ! impetus :i* !y ?us af=d to ! spiritual life is exce$+ly great4 ,! exp]i5ce ( ?is happ9ess ,i desire = all my ,*ri/ian read]s4 ,nor is !re any?+ to h9d] any believ] f hav+ ^! joys4 ,if y believe inde$ 9 ! ,"l ,jesus = ! salvation ( y\r s\l1 if y walk uprightly & d n reg>d iniquity 9 y\r he>t1 if y cont9ue to wait pati5tly1 & believ+ly ^u ,god2 !n answ]s w surely be giv5 to y\r pray]s4 ,y may n be call$ ^u to s]ve ! ,"l 9 ! way ! writ] does1 & !re=e may nev] h answ]s to pray] respect+ su* ?+s z are record$ "h2 b 9 y\r v>i\s circum/ances1 z to y\r family1 y\r bus9ess1 y\r pr(ession1 y\r *ur* position1 y\r lab\r = ! ,"l inn army way1 y may h answ]s z di/9ct z any "h record$4 ,%\ld ?is1 h[ev]1 be read by any :o are n believ]s 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 b any :o are go+ on 9 ! c>elessness or self-righte\sness ( _! unr5ew$ he>ts1 !n ,i w\ld affectionately & solemnly besee* su*1 fir/ ( all to be reconcil$ to ,god by fai? 9 ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,y are s9n]s4 ,y des]ve puni%m5t4 ,if y d n see ?is1 ask ,god to %[ x unto y4 ,let ?is n[ be y\r fir/ & especial pray]4 ,ask ,him also to enlight5 y n m]ely conc]n+ y\r /ate by nature1 b especially to reveal ! ,"l ,jesus to y\r he>ts4 ,god s5t ,him1 t ,he might be> ! puni%m5t1 due to u guilty s9n]s4 ,god accepts ! ob$i5ce & suff]+s ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 9 ! room ( ^? :o dep5d ^u ,him = ! salvation ( _! s\ls2 & ! mom5t a s9n] believes 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 he obta9s ! =giv5ess ( all 8 s9s4 ,:5 ?us he is reconcil$ to ,god1 by fai? 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 & has obta9$ ! =giv5ess ( 8 s9s1 he has boldness to ent] into ! pres5ce ( ,god1 to make kn[n 8 reque/s unto ,god2 & ! m he is enabl$ to realize1 t 8 s9s are =giv51 & t ,god1 = ,*ri/'s sake1 is well pleas$ ) ^? :o believe on ,him1 ! m ready he w be to come ) all 8 wants1 bo? temporal & spiritual1 to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 t ,he may supply !m4 ,b z long z ! consci\sness ( unp>don$ guilt rema9s1 s long %all we be kept at a di/ance f ,god1 & especially also z x reg>ds pray]4 ,!re=e1 de> read]1 if y are an un=giv5 s9n]1 let y\r fir/ & especial subject ( y\r pray] be1 t ,god w\ld be pleas$ to reveal to y\r he>t ! ,"l ,jesus1 ,8 belov$ ,son4 ,m>* #e4 ,to day x is tw5ty ye>s s9ce ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad made its beg9n+4 ,:5 ,i look back ^u t day1 ) ref]5ce to ?is "w1 ,i desire ) gratitude to exclaim1 ,:at has ,god wr\ght6 ,8 "n be magnifi$ = x6 ,i desire to take c\rage f all ,8 =m] goodness1 & to g on 9 ,8 s]vice4 ,m>* #f4 ,receiv$ #acal4 #as4 #c;d41 :i* be+ left at my disposal1 ,i took #cal4 #as4 #c;d4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #ajjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans4--,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes1 z a ?ank-(f]+ = ! m]cies ( ! pa/ mon?1 #bs4 #f;d4 ,april #bb4 ,f ,london1 six knives1 n9e silv] =ks1 ?ree silv] table spoons1 ?ree silv] dess]t spoons1 ?ree silv] tea spoons1 "o silv] salt spoon1 a silv] p5cil case1 ?ree p5hold]s1 "o m\nt$ 9 silv] & two 9 gold1 & a p5knife4 ,may4 #c4 ,anonym\sly1 ?r\gh bank]'s 9 ,london1 #ajjl4--,may #h4 ,?r\gh ,be!sda homes1 #bs4 #f;d41 z ,a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = ! m]cies ( ! pa/ mon?4 ,mon? aft] mon?1 = "s "t pa/1 #bs4 #f;d4 has be5 giv5 z ,a ?ank-(f]+ = ! m]cies ( ! pa/ mon?1 ,i am delight$ ) ?is4 ,n ye>ly only may ! sa9ts br+ _! (f]+s to ! ,"l1 z ,he may h prosp]$ !m1 b mon?ly4 ,yea ! ,holy ,gho/1 by ! ,apo/le ,paul1 gives ?is exhortation to ! believ]s ( ! ,*ur* at ,cor9?1 conc]n+ (f]+s = ! poor sa9ts2 ,^u ! fir/ day ( ! week let e "o ( y lay by him 9 /ore1 z ,god ha? prosp]$ him4 ,i ,cor4 xvi4 #b4 ,z ! ,"l _h prosp]$ !m1 s 7 !y n m]ely ye>ly1 or mon?ly1 b ev5 weekly to contribute to ! support ( ! poor4 ,we are /rang]s & pilgrims on ! e>?4 ,! "t ( our pilgrimage "h is v unc]ta94 ,! opportunities :i* ! ,"l gives u = ,8 s]vice are !re=e readily to be embrac$4 ,all "h bel[ is mo/ unc]ta94 ,h[ long we may h ! opportunity to "w = ! ,"l1 :o c tell8 ,!re=e ! pres5t h\r is to be us$ ) all our might4 ,z an enc\ragem5t = all ?is1 we h to look to ! return ( our ,"l ,jesus4 ,may #bf4 #hbl4 #ahs4 #d;d41 be+ ! proce$s aris+ f ! sale ( a "w publi%$ 9 ,engli%1 & #ads4 #c;d41 f ! sale ( a "w publi%$ 9 ,fr5*1 7 giv5 = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,?us closes ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahec1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed4 ,! :ole income = ?is object dur+ ! ye> 0 #e1bhel4 #gs4 #e;d41 :i*1 toge!r ) ! #ab1ecal4 #abs4 #j #a_/d d4 9 h& on ,may #bf1 #ahec1 made ! total ( #ag1hafl4 #abs4 #e #a_/d d4 9 h& on ,may #bf1 #ahed4 ,i add ! foll[+ rem>ks1 ) ref]5ce to ! int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se = #gjj ,orphans1 :i* appe>$ 9 ! ,report = #ahed1 & :i* are "h repr9t$4 ,a4 ,dur+ ?is ye> ! curr5t exp5ses1 = ! v>i\s ,objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 am\nt$ to #g1ejgl4 #js4 #aa #a_/b d41 be+ #dgal4 #hs1 #aa;d4 m ?an dur+ any previ\s ye>2 yet ! ,"l n only enabl$ me to meet !m all1 b to add ! sum ( #e1bhel4 #gs1 #e;d4 to ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,b4 ,!re is yet a l>ge sum requir$1 be=e ,i %all be enabl$ to build ano!r h\se = #gjj ,orphans2 nor h ,i n[1 any m ?an at ! fir/1 any natural prospect ( obta9+ :at is yet ne$$2 b my hope is 9 ! liv+ ,god4 ,:5 ,i came to ! conclusion t x 0 ! w ( ,god ,i %\ld build ano!r ,orphan ,h\se1 ,i _h n only no natural prospect ( obta9+ ! #ce1jjjl4 :i* w\ld be ne$$ = ?us object1 b also no natural prospect ( be+ able to provide = ! necessities ( ! #cjj ,orphans already "u my c>e4 ,?ree ye>s h elaps$ s9ce !n1 & ,i h _h all ,i ne$$ = !m1 am\nt+ to ab\t #aj1ejjl41 & #ag1hafl4 #ais4 #e #a_/d d4 ,i h receiv$ = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,may ,i n well tru/ 9 ! ,"l1 = :at is yet ne$$ = ! ,build+ ,fund8 ,by ,8 grace ,i w d s1 & delight 9 do+ s2 = ,i "k t at la/ all my pray]s w be turn$ into praises conc]n+ ?is "p ( ! s]vice4 ,c4 ,!re is "o po9t :i* is p>ticul>ly an enc\ragem5t to me1 to g on wait+ ^u ! ,"l = ! rema9d] ( ! means1 :i* are requir$1 viz43 applications = ! admission ( ,orphans cont9ue to be made4 ,on ,may #bf1 #aheh1 !re 7 #dhj ,orphans wait+ = admission4 ,s9ce !n #aha m h be5 appli$ =1 mak+ 9 all #ffa4 ,( ^!1 h[ev]1 ?irty h be5 admitt$ dur+ ! pa/ ye> into ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 & tw5ty-n9e h be5 o!rwise provid$ =1 s t !re are actually #fjb wait+ = admission4 ,^! *ildr5 are f ?ree mon?s old & upw>ds1 & all b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool --1 ,bible--1 ,mission>y & ,tract fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahec1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahec1 !re 0 left 9 h& = ^! objects a balance ( #fgl4 #ags4 #g #c_/d d4 ,june #ac4 ,:5 ,i _h v little 9 h&1 comp>atively1 !re be+ ab\t #cjl4 left1 z little only _h come 9 s9ce ,may #bf?1 ,i receiv$ a donation ( #cjal41 ( :i* ,i took #bjal4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & #ajjl4 = ^! objects4 ,h[ mu* is !re ne$$1 to g on ) all ^! v>i\s objects1 & to press into e op5 door1 :i* ! ,"l may set be=e me6 ,h[ k9d1 !re=e1 ( ,him1 to h s5t me ?is sum6 ,july #ad4 ,only ab\t #aejl4 _h come 9 = ^! objects s9ce ,june #ah4 ,b ?\gh ,i _h n mu* 9 h&1 ,i s5t out #fel4 on ! #aa?1 ?ree days s9ce1 = mission>y objects1 be+ assur$ t ! s[+ w\ld br+ ! reap+4 ,on ! v next day1 ,july #ab?1 ,i receiv$ f ,*elsea #el4 & also #ajs4 ,f ! nor? ( ,devon #ajl4 ,anonym\sly #el4 ,f ,norwi*1 = =eign missions1 #el4 ,! day aft] t1 ,july #ac?1 ,i receiv$ f ! neighb\rhood ( ,le$s #ajl41 & f ,oakhill #as4 ,n[ today ,i receiv$ ! #edal4 #ajs41 spok5 ( "u ! ,build+ ,fund1 ( :i* ,i took = ^! objects #ajjl4 ,july #ae4 ,today ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give /ill m4 ,i h receiv$ #bjl4 = ! ,s*ools & #ejl4 = ^! v>i\s objects4 ,sept4 #ae4 ,dur+ ! la/ two days ,i s5t out #hel4 to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w at home & abroad2 & dur+ ! fir/ half ( ?is mon? h already s5t to !m #agdl4 ,dur+ ! la/ two days1 :il/ s5d+ out almo/ ! la/ p\nd 9 h& = mission>y objects1 ,i felt q com=table 9 do+ s1 & said to myself3 ,! ,"l c give mc m4 ,s x has be54 ,?is morn+ ,i h receiv$ f ,we/on ,sup] ,m>e1 9 a regi/]$ lett]1 #ajjl4 ) ^! words3 ,! enclos$ #ajjl4 = mission>ies to ! hea!n1 f ,h4 ,e4 ,h41 ,we/]n ,sup] ,m>e1 ,sept1 #ad?4 ,?is is p>ticul>ly refre%+ to me1 z ,i desir$ /ill to s5d out dur+ ?is mon? ab\t #bjjl4 to o!r bre?r54 ,oct4 #ae4 ,dur+ ! la/ six weeks little only1 comp>atively1 has be5 receiv$ = ^! objects2 b ,i h s5t out mu* = mission>y objects1 & = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts4 ,?us ! funds = ^! v>i\s objects 7 ?is morn+ r$uc$ to #bil4 #aes4 #f #a_/d d4 ,yet my he>t desir$ to s5d out1 be=e ! close ( ?is mon?1 a consid]able am\nt to prea*]s ( ! ,gospel1 & to sp5d fur!r sums on ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts4 ,?is my desire has be5 9 a measure already grant$1 = ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ #aibl4 #as4 ,( ?is sum ,i took #ajjl4 = ^! objects1 & ! rema9d] = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,! ,"l be magnifi$ = ?is k9dness6 ,!re 0 also mu* ne$ = fre% supplies = ! ,orphans1 :5 ?is donation 0 receiv$4 ,) m ?an usual ex]cise ( fai? & pati5ce h ,i _h to wait ^u ,god = ! la/ f\r weeks1 dur+ :i* "t ! income has be5 v little & ! outgo+ v great4 ,dec4 #h4 ,today ,i receiv$ ?ree autographs ( ,k+ ,william ,,iv41 "o ( ,sir ,rob]t ,peel1 & two ( ,"l ,melb\rne 7) six po/age /amps71 to be sold = ! funds ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4--,see :at a v>iety ( donations ! ,"l s5ds u = ! support ( ! "w6 ,dec4 #aa4 ,= sev]al ye>s ,i h n be5 s poor = ^! objects1 z dur+ ! la/ six weeks4 ,day by day h ,i bes\ght ! ,"l = m means1 & almo/ daily has ,he also s5t 9 some?+2 yet ! income has n be5 adequate to help ! #ef bre?r51 :om ,i seek to assi/ z prea*]s ( ! ,^w at home & abroad1 9 ! measure ,i h desir$4 ,i _h reason to believe1 t sev]al 7 9 ne$1 b ,i _h no?+ to s5d to !m1 & c\ld only lab\r on 9 pray]1 f9d+ relief 9 ! k t ,god c\ld help !m irrespective ( my in/rum5tality1 & make ?is _! trial ( fai? & pati5ce a bless+ to _! s\ls1 ev5 z ,i h f\nd ?is season pr(itable to myself4 ,b n[ at ! la/ ! ,"l has refre%$ my _s exce$+ly1 by a donation ( #cjjl41 left at my disposal2 ( :i* ,i h tak5 #aejl4 = ^! objects1 & #aejl4 = ! ,orphans1 = :om also fre% supplies 7 greatly ne$$1 s mu* s1 t we _h n once be5 s poor s9ce ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 fir/ op5$4 ,jan4 #ag1 #ahed4 ,receiv$ f an anonym\s donor1 ?r\gh ,london bank]s1 a ,bank ,po/ ,bill = #ejl4 = g5]al purposes4 ,i took ( ?is am\nt "o half = ^! v>i\s objects1 & ! o!r half = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,?is donation came at a "t ( great ne$4 ,b ! ,"l help$ me /ill m]e b\ntifully2 = ,i receiv$ also1 on t day1 ! promise ( ! donation ( #e1bjgl41 spok5 ( already "u ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ( :i* donation ,i took = ^! objects altoge!r #a1ejjl4 :]eby ,i 0 s abundantly help$1 t1 ) :at ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 besides = ^! objects1 up to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 ,i 0 enabl$ to meet all _! _m & heavy exp5ses4 ,! foll[+ circum/ance is s rem>kable1 t ,i give x at full l5g? z an illu/ration ( ! v>i\s ways1 & ! rem>kable mann]1 9 :i* ! ,"l is pleas$1 9 answ] to pray]1 to supply me ) means4 ,on ,aug4 #i?1 #ahec1 ,i receiv$ a lett]1 f a ,*ri/ian bro!r1 accompani$ by an ord] = #hhl4 #bs4 #f;d4 on 8 bank]s1 ( :i* #cl4 #bs1 #f;d4 7 ! proce$s ( an ,orphan-,box 9 a meet+ place ( believ]s1 & #hel4 f a poor wid[1 :o _h sold h] little h\se1 be+ all h] prop]ty1 & :o _h put #ijl41 ! total am\nt %e _h receiv$1 into t ,orphan-,box two mon?s be=e1 on ,june #i1 #ahec4 ,9 ?is box ! money rema9$ till x 0 op5$1 & !n ! #ijl41 ) a few l9es1 )\t "n1 7 f\nd 9 x4 ,z1 h[ev]1 ! fact ( h] int5d+ to sell ! h\se1 & s5d+ me ! money1 = ! ,"l's "w1 _h be5 kn[n to ! bro!r1 :o s5t me ! money1 he did n feel free to s5d x to me1 )\t remon/rat+ ) h] ?r\gh two bre?r51 :om he s5t ) ! money1 (f]+ x aga9 to h]2 = he knew h] to be v poor1 & fe>$ t ?is might be an act ( excitem5t1 & !re=e be regrett$ aft]w>ds4 ,^! bre?r5 c\ld n prevail on h] to receive back ! money1 b !y did p]suade h] to receive back #el4 ( ! am\nt1 & !n ! bro!r1 ref]r$ to1 felt no long] free to keep ! money f me1 b s5t me ! #hel4 ,on ! receipt ( ?is ,i wrote at once to ! poor ,godly wid[1 (f]+ h] ! travel+ exp5ses = com+ to ,bri/ol1 t ,i might h p]sonal int]c\rse ) h]2 = ,i fe>$ le/ ?is %\ld be an act ( excitem5t1 & ! m s1 z %e _h receiv$ back #el4 ( ! sum4 ,?is si/] 9 ! ,"l1 a wid[ ( ab\t #fj ye>s ( age1 came to ,bri/ol1 & told me 9 all simplicity h[ t5 ye>s be=e1 9 ! ye> #ahdc1 %e _h purpos$ t1 if ev] %e %\ld come into ! possession ( ! little h\se 9 :i* %e liv$ ) h] husb&1 %e w\ld sell x1 & give ! proce$s to ! ,"l4 ,ab\t five ye>s aft]w>ds h] husb& di$1 & %e1 hav+ no *ildr51 nor any p>ticul> claim ^u h]1 !n s\ght to dispose ( h] little prop]ty4 ,h[ev] "o difficulty aft] ! o!r prev5t$ h] be+ able to effect a sale4 ,at la/ %e felt 9 p>ticul> difficulty on acc\nt ( h] inability to pay ! ye>ly gr\nd r5t ( ! h\se & g>d51 & %e ask$ ! ,"l to enable h] to sell ! prop]ty1 9 ord] t %e might be able to c>ry out h] desire1 :i* %e _h _h = t5 ye>s4 ,he n[ help$ h]2 ! h\se 0 sold1 ! money paid1 & %e put ! :ole #ijl4 into ! ,orphan ,box = me1 be+ assur$ t ! ,"l w\ld direct me h[ be/ ! money might be us$ = ,him4--,i /ill que/ion$ h] aga9 & aga9 to f9d out1 :e!r x 0 n excitem5t :i* _h l$ h] to act z %e _h done2 b ,i n only saw t h] m9d _h be5 fully decid$ ab\t ?is act = t5 ye>s be=e1 b t %e 0 also able to answ] f ! ^w ( ,god all ! objections :i* ,i purposely made1 9 ord] to probe h]1 :e!r %e _h intellig5tly & f "r motives act$ 9 :at %e _h done4 ,at la/1 be+ fully satisfi$ t x 0 n f impulse nor "u excitem5t t %e _h giv5 ! money1 ,i /at$ to h] some?+ l ?is3 ,y are poor1 ab\t sixty ye>s old1 & !re=e decreas+ 9 /r5g?1 may y n !re=e keep ?is money = y\rself8 ,h] reply 03 ,god has always provid$ = me1 & ,i h no d\bt ,he w d s 9 future also4 ,i am able to "w & to e>n my bread z well z o!rs1 & am will+ to "w z a nurse1 or 9 any o!r way4 ,:at c\ld ,i say aga9/ ?is8 ,?is 0 j :at a *ild ( ,god w\ld say1 & %\ld say4--,b ! greate/ ( all ! difficulties ab\t accept+ ! #hel4 rema9$ 9 my m9d4 ,x 0 ?is4 ,! h\se _h be5 sold = #ijl4 ,! :ole am\nt _h be5 put into ! box1 b1 on ! p]suasion ( ! two bre?r5 :o 7 reque/$ to remon/rate ) ?is wid[1 %e _h be5 induc$ to take back #el4 out ( ! #ijl4 ,i !re=e said to myself1 might %e n be will+1 aft] a "t1 to take back ! :ole #ijl41 h[ !re=e c ,i feel happy 9 accept+ ?is money4 ,on ?is acc\nt ,i p>ticul>ly laid /ress ^u ?is po9t1 & n[ le>n$ ! circum/ances "u :i* %e _h be5 induc$ to take back ?is #el4 ,! two bre?r5 :o _h call$ = ! purpose ( po9t+ out ! propriety ( receiv+ back aga9 ! #ijl41 or "p ( x1 told h] t ,b>nabas sold 8 l&1 b aft]w>ds liv$ ) o!rs on t :i* he & o!rs _h ?r[n into ! common /ock1 & t !re=e %e might receive at lea/ "p ( ! #ijl4 back aga91 if %e w\ld n take ! :ole4 ,%e !n said to h]self t1 z a *ild ( ,god %e might take ! *ildr5's portion1 &1 z %e _h giv5 to ,god ?is #ijl41 %e might receive #el4 back aga94 ,%e told me1 t %e consid]$ ! bre?r5 _h %[n h] f ! ,holy ,scriptures :at %e might d1 & !re=e %e _h tak5 ?is #el4 ,i did n myself agree ) ! judgm5t ( ^? bre?r5 :o _h said ?is 7z !re is no evid5ce t ,b>nabas ev] 0 support$ out ( ! common /ock1 ! proce$s ( ! sale ( h\ses & l&s1 out ( :i* ! poor 7 support$72 b ,i purposely said no?+ to ! wid[1 le/ %e %\ld at once be induc$ to give me ?is #el4 also4 ,%e _h1 h[ev]1 ?is #el4 unt\*$1 & %[$ x to me2 & be=e leav+ %e w\ld make me take #al4 ( x = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 :i* ,i did n refuse1 z ,i _h no int5tion to keep ! #hel4 ,%e also gave me a sixp5ce = ! ,orphans1 :i* "s "o _h giv5 h] = h]self1 a few days be=e4 ,i n[ ask$ h]1 z ?is matt] conc]n+ ! rema9+ ( ! #el4 0 satisfactorily expla9$1 z f> z x respect$ h] own /ate ( he>t1 :at %e wi%$ me to d ) ! money1 9 case ,i saw x "r to keep x4 ,h] reply 01 t %e w\ld leave t ) me1 & ,god w\ld direct me conc]n+ x2 b t1 if %e said any ?+ at all1 %e %\ld mo/ l x to be us$ = ! support ( bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w )\t sal>y1 & :o haz>d _! lives = ! "n ( ,*ri/4 ,%e wi%$ me to h a "p ( ! money2 b ?is ,i flatly refus$1 le/ ,i %\ld be evil spok5 ( 9 ?is matt]4 ,i !n (f]$ to pay h] travel+ exp5ses1 z %e _h come to me1 :i* %e w\ld n accept1 z %e did n /& 9 ne$ ( x4 ,9 conclusion ,i told h]1 t ,i w\ld n[ fur!r pray respect+ ?is matt]1 & consid] :at to d conc]n+ x4 ,i !n pray$ ) ?is de> ,godly woman1 comm5d$ h] to ,god1 sep>at$ f h]1 & h n se5 h] s9ce4 ,i wait$ f ,aug4 #i1 #ahec1 to ,m>* #g1 #ahed1 :5 ,i wrote to h]1 (f]+ h] back aga9 ! :ole #hel41 or a "p ( x4 ,on ,m>* #i1 #ahed1 j sev5 mon?s aft] ,i _h receiv$ ! money1 amid j n9e mon?s aft] %e _h actually giv5 x1 & t5 ye>s & n9e mon?s aft] %e _h made ! resolution to give h] h\se & g>d5 to ,god1 ,i he>d f h]1 /at+ t %e 0 ( ! same m9d z %e _h be5 = ye>s4 ,i1 !re=e1 dispos$ ( ! money1 to aid su* =eign mission>y bre?r5 z1 accord+ to ! be/ my k resembl$ mo/ ! class ( m5 :om %e wi%$ to assi/4 ,! reasons1 :y ,i h s m9utely dwelt ^u ?is circum/ance1 are3 #a1 ,if1 z a /ew>d ( ! b\nties ( ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 ,i %\ld be blam$ = receiv+ f a poor wid[ almo/ lit]ally h] all1 x may be se5 9 :at mann] ,i did s4 ,to h refus$1 on ,m>* #i1 #ahed1 also w\ld be go+ beyond :at ,i %\ld be w>rant$ to d4 #b1 ,i desir$ also to give a practical illu/ration1 t ,i only desire donations 9 ,god's way4 ,x is n ! money only1 ,i desire2 b money receiv$1 9 answ] to pray]1 9 ,god's ord]4 #c1 ,?is circum/ance illu/rates h[ ,god helps me (t5 9 ! mo/ unexpect$ mann]4 #d1 ,i h also relat$ ?is in/ance1 z a fre% pro(1 t ev5 9 ^! la/ days ! love ( ,*ri/ is ( con/ra9+ p[]1 & may "w mightily1 z 9 ! days ( ! ,apo/les4 ,i h witness$ _m su* in/ances z ?is1 dur+ ! tw5ty ye>s ,i h be5 occupi$ 9 ?is my s]vice4 ,let u give ?anks to ,god = su* cases1 & seek = grace r to imitate su* ,godly m5 & wom5 ?an ?9k t !y are go+ too f>4 ,i _c1 h[ev]1 dismiss ?is subject1 )\t comm5d+ ?is poor wid[ to ! pray]s ( all :o love our ,"l ,jesus1 t %e may be kept humble1 le/1 ?9k+ highly ( h]self1 on acc\nt ( :at %e has be5 enabl$ to d1 by ! grace ( ,god1 %e %\ld n only lose bless+ 9 h] own s\l1 b ?is circum/ance %\ld become a sn>e to h]4 ,pray also1 believ+ ,read]1 t %e may nev] be all[$ to regret :at %e has done = ! ,"l4 ,may #bc4 ,ye/]day ,i look$ ov] ! li/ ( ! #ef lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w1 :om ,i seek to assi/1 9 ord] to see to :om x w\ld be desirable to s5d help2 &1 hav+ drawn out a li/1 ) ! respective am\nts = ea*1 ,i f\nd t x w\ld be desirable to s5d out ?is week #cbgl41 b ,i want$ at lea/ #ejl4 m1 to be able to accompli% ?is4 ,accord+ly ,i gave myself to pray]1 if x might please ! ,"l to s5d me ! means4 ,& n[1 ?is morn+1 9 answ] to pray]1 ,i receiv$ anonym\sly f bank]s 9 ,london #ajjl41 :i* ! donor desir$ to be appli$ = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & = lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel at ,home & ,abroad4 ,i took !re=e #ejl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ejl4 = home & =eign lab\r]s4 ,by ! same po/ ,i receiv$ also f ! neighb\rhood ( ,%rewsbury #ajl41 ! disposal ( :i* be+ left to me1 ,i took = mission>y objects4--,i h n[ ! desire ( my he>t grant$1 be+ able to s5d out ! full am\nt ( :at x ye/]day appe>$ to me desirable t ,i %\ld s5d to ! bre?r5 :om ,i seek to help4 ,means = ! support ( ! #cjj ,orphans1 already "u our c>e1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahec1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed4 ,at ! comm5cem5t ( ?is p]iod1 !re 0 9 h& ! balance ( #aagl4 #ajs4 #i;d4 ,?is 0 ! visible support1 9 ! way ( pecuni>y means1 :i* we _h to look to = #cbj inmates 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 :il/ (t5 two or ?ree days might call = su* an am\nt z ?is4 ,b we hop$ 9 ,god1 z 9 =m] ye>s1 &1 by ,8 grace1 7 upheld1 & our fai? 0 n all[$ to fail1 ?\gh x 0 n a little tri$1 z ! foll[+ pages w %[4 ,( ! donations :i* came 9 betwe5 ,may #bf1 & ,june4 #ac1 #ahec1 ,i w only m5tion ! foll[+4 ,on ,june #a/ ,i receiv$ f ,cape ,t[n #bl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #cl4 = tracts4 ,on ,june #h? ,i receiv$ f ,rhode ,isl&1 ,unit$ ,/ates1 #bj doll>s & #e doll>s 7#dl4 #aes4 #i;d4 ,engli%71 :5 ,i _h sc>cely any?+ left = ! ,orphans4 ,obs]ve1 de> ,read]1 f ,africa & f ,am]ica ! ,"l s5ds help to u1 yea f almo/ all p>ts ( ! _w4 ,?us is ,he say+ to u m & m2 ,only believe4 ,on ,june #aj? ,i receiv$ #el4 f a bro!r 9 ! ,"l at a di/ance1 z a ?ank-(f]+ to ,god1 t1 hav+ be5 ?r[n f 8 horse1 he _h n be5 kill$1 b only greatly hurt4 ,june4 #ac4 ,we 7 n[ v poor4 ,n inde$ 9 debt1 nor 0 ev5 all ! money gone2 = !re 0 /ill ab\t #abl4 9 h&2 b !n !re ne$$ to be b\ght fl\r1 ( :i* we buy g5]ally #aj sacks at a t9e1 #cjj /ones ( oatmeal1 #d cwt4 ( soap1 & !re 7 _m little repairs go+ on 9 ! h\se1 ) a numb] ( workm51 besides ! regul> curr5t exp5ses ( ab\t #gjl4 p] week4 ,ov] & above all ?is1 on ,saturday1 ! day be=e ye/]day1 ,i f\nd t ! heat+ app>atus ne$$ to be repair$1 :i* w\ld co/ 9 all probability #bel4 ,x 0 !re=e desirable1 humanly speak+1 to h #ajjl4 = ^! heavy extra exp5ses1 besides means = ! curr5t exp5ses4 ,b ,i _h no human prospect :atev] ( gett+ ev5 #ajj ,p5ce1 mu* less #ajjl4 ,9 addition to ?is1 today 0 ,monday1 :5 g5]ally ! income is little4 ,b1 9 walk+ to ! ,orphan ,h\se ?is morn+1 & pray+ z ,i w5t1 ,i p>ticul>ly told ! ,"l 9 pray]1 t on ?is day1 ?\gh ,monday1 ,he c\ld s5d me mu*4 ,& ?us x 04 ,i receiv$ ?is morn+ #cjal4 = ! ,"l's s]vice1 z might be mo/ ne$$4--,! joy :i* ,i _h _c be describ$4 ,i walk$ up & d[n 9 my room = a long "t1 te>s ( joy & gratitude to ! ,"l runn+ pl5tifully ov] my *eeks1 prais+ & magnify+ ! ,"l = ,8 goodness1 & surr5d]+ myself afre%1 ) all my he>t1 to ,him = ,8 bless$ s]vice4 ,i sc>cely ev] felt m ! k9dness ( ! ,"l 9 help+ me4--,i took ( ?is money #bjal41 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & #ajjl4 = mission>y objects1 ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts1 & = ! v>i\s ,s*ools4 ,( ! donations :i* came 9 betwe5 ,june #ac? & ,aug4 #ca/1 am\nt+ to m ?an #fjjl41 ,i w only m5tion3 #ejl41 ?r\gh a mo/ unexpect$ circum/ance1 f ,glasg[1 on ,june #bi?4 #bl4 f ,sund]l& on ,july #bcrd1 ( :i* #al 0 made up1 by an individual putt+ by "o half-p5ny daily = ! ,orphans1 & a poor wid[ "o p5ny p] week4 -- ,on ,aug4 #ai? ,i receiv$ f a ,*ri/ian ,negro 9 ,dem]>a an old silv] wat*1 a gold p9 & broo*1 & ,five ,doll>s4 ,aug4 #ca4 ,:5 !re 0 less ?an #bjl4 91 h&1 ,i receiv$ today a donation ( #bbjl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to take #bjl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & to use ! o!r = ! "w ( ! ,"l z mo/ ne$$4 ,i !re=e took #aejl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ejl4 = ! o!r objects1 & 0 ?us enabl$ to advance today #cjl41 z usual1 = ! h\se-keep+ exp5ses2 money be+ call$ =1 :i*1 o!rwise1 ,i %\ld n h be5 able to supply4 ,( ! donations receiv$ betwe5 ,aug4 #ca/ & ,oct4 #bd?1 am\nt+ to ab\t #eejl41 ,i only notice #bl4 #gs4 #f;d4 ,f ,s\? ,africa1 #al4 f ,malta1 & #fs4 #d;d4 f ,dem]>a4 ,i w n[ m9utely relate ! ,"l's deal+s ) u1 ) ref]5ce to meet+ ! exp5ses = ! #cjj ,orphans1 = ab\t ?ree weeks1 z a specim5 ( h[ ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to help u dur+ a p]iod :5 ! fl\r 0 twice z de> z = sev]al ye>s be=e1 & :5 o!r exp5ses 7 mu* great] ?an usual4 ,oct4 #bd4 ,?is aft]noon ,i 0 call$ on to advance m h\se-keep+ money2 b z ,i _h only ab\t #bfl4 altoge!r 9 h&1 ,i c\ld only give #bjl4 ?is "t1 in/ead ( ! usual #cjl4 ,i _h !n ab\t #fl4 left = all ! _m o!r exp5ses1 l>ge & small1 connect$ ) ! ,e/abli%m5t1 & :i* are n includ$ 9 ! ord9>y h\se-keep+ exp5ses4 ,be=e ! day is ov]1 ,i h receiv$ ?is ev5+ ! foll[+ am\nts ,?r\gh ,salem boxes #as4 ,by sale ( ,reports #es4 #a;d4 ) #ajs4 z a donation4 ,bo? sums f ,wat]=d4--,f a donor 9 ,bri/ol #al4--,f ,bayswat] #el4 ,oct4 #be4 ,f an ,orphan-box 9 ,bri/ol #ds4--,f ,w>m9/] #al4 #as4 -- ,f ,sev5 ,oaks #al4#as4 #f;d4 ,?is 0 an old debt1 ow$ = a long "t to ! donor4 ,he express$ 9 pray] t1 if ! ,"l w\ld cause ! money to be paid1 x %\ld be s5t to me2 & almo/ imm$iately aft]w>ds x 0 paid4--,f ,durham #abl41 be+ a divid5d on %>es 9 gas-works4--,f ,braunton #es4--,f ,balham ,hill1 ,london1 #al4 #ajs41 ) a v>iety ( articles to be sold = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4--,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 ,oct4 #bf4 ,f ,keswick #gs4 #f;d41 #bs4 #f;d41 #as4 #f;d41 & #cs4--,by sale ( ,reports #al4 #bs4 #aa #a_/b d4--,by sale ( "s silv] co9s1 a few tea spoons1 & a few tr9kets #el4--,by sale ( ,reports #is4--,!re 0 f\nd 9 ! visitor's room at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se a f\r-p5ny piece4--,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #dl4 #ads4 ,?is aft]noon 0 ! "t 9 ! week :5 visitors see ! e/abli%m5t4 ,x 0 a wet aft]noon1 b /ill above #fj p]sons w5t ov] ! h\se4 ,be+ 9 great ne$ ( means1 ( :i* ! visitors1 h[ev]1 c\ld p]ceive no?+1 z all our /ores 7 full z usual1 ,i ask$ ! ,"l1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to put x into _! he>ts to put money into ! boxes3 & ?is sum ,i f\nd 9 !m ?is ev5+4--,ye/]day x 0 necess>y to pur*ase t5 sacks ( fl\t1 :i*1 be+ j n[ twice z de> z d>n+ ! la/ ye>s1 co/ #bgl4 #ajs42 & ?is day x 0 ne$ful to sp5d #hl4 #as4 #b;d4 = smi?'s "w4 ,h[ k9d1 !re=e1 ( ! ,"l to h s5t me today1 ye/]day1 & ! aft]noon ( ! day be=e ye/]day1 #cdl4 #aas1 #d #a_/b d4 ,?us1 ) ! #fl4 left be=e1 ,i am able to meet ^! two items ( above #cel41 & h ab\t #el4 left4 ,n[ obs]ve h[ ! ,"l fur!r help$1 :5 ,i _h only ,five ,p\nds left4 ,oct4 #bg4 ,by sale ( ,reports #cs4--,f ,we/ ,brixton #es41 & #es4 f ,scotl&4--,?r\gh a box 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #f;d4--,by sale ( a ,report #f;d4 ,oct4 #bh4 ,f ,fri5ds ( ,pet]%am #al4 #bs4 #f;d41 & f ,ri*mond #gs4 #f;d4--,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,/\rbridge4 #al4--,f ,wells #cs4 -- ,f a cl]gyman at ,we/on-sup]-,m>e #el4--,anonym\sly f ,scotl& #f;d4--,f a bro!r 9 ! ,"l #al41 ) two pewt] plates4 -- ,f ,clifton #ajs4--,f ,hackney #as4 ,oct4 #bi4 ,f ,*ilton ,pold5 #es41 z ,a ?ank-(f]+ t ! donor's *ildr5 h n be5 left ,orphans4--,f ,k+sbridge #es4 #f;d4--,f ,glasg[ #gs4 #f;d4--,by sale ( articles & ,reports #bl4 #ajs4--,f ,roy/on #al4 ,oct4 #cj4 ,f ,li*field #bs4 #f;d4 & #cs4 #h;d4--,f a m$ical g5tleman 9 ,bri/ol #al4--,f ,clifton #cs4 ,oct4 #ca4 ,?is aft]noon m money 0 requir$ = h\se-keep+4 ,by ! donations :i* _h come 9 s9ce ! #bg?1 ,i 0 able to pay away #gl4 #acs41 & #al4 #bs41 & _h #abl4 #ags1 #b;d4 besides4 ,?is ,i gave to ! la/ p5ny = h\se-keep+1 & _h n[ lit]ally n "o p5ny left 9 h& = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$1 :5 ,i _h no?+ 9 h&3 f ,clifton #al4 -- ,f a si/] 9 ! ,"l 9 ,bri/ol #bs4 #f;d4--,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #es41 f s]vants 9 ,scotl&1--,f ,wiveliscombe #al4-- ,f ,clifton #ajs4--,?r\gh ! ,*apel boxes #bs4--,a pair ( silv]-m\nt$ spectacles & #bs4 #f;d4 f ,clifton4 ,nov4 #a4 ,by means ( ^? little sums1 :i* came 9 la/ ev5+1 ,i 0 able to let ! matron h fur!r #bl4 #ags4 e>ly ?is morn+4 ,?us we 7 able to meet ?is day's dem&s4 ,!re came 9 fur!r today3 ,by sale ( old clo!s #fs4 #d;d41 & f ,launce/on1 by sale ( ,reports1 #gs4 #f;d4--,!re 0 put into ! lett] box at my h\se anonym\sly1 #as4 #f;d41 ) ^! words3 ,i _h work$ h>d = ?is money1 & c\ld n get paid4 ,a ?\ght pass$ lately ?r\gh my m9d1 if ,i ev] get x1 ,i w devote x to "s *>itable purpose4 ,to my surprise1 )\t ask+ = x1 x is paid4 ,i n[ s5d x = ! ,orphans4--,ev5+4 ,by sale ( ,reports #cs4--,f ,spaldwick #bs4 #f;d4 & #as4--,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,arundel #aas4 #f;d4 ,nov4 #b4 ,f ,hull #es4--,f ,knapp #as4--,f ,gosport #bl4--,f six s]vants at ,hampton ,c\rt ,palace1 a p>cel1 conta9+ a v>iety ( articles1 = ! use ( ! ,orphans1 or to be sold = _! b5efit1 ) #ds4 --,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #al4 #afs4 #e #a_/b d4 ,giv5 also by a visitor f ,cornwall #ajs41 ,ditto by ano!r #ajs41 ,ditto by ano!r #bs4 #f;d41 ,ditto by ano!r #as4--,by sale ( ,reports #fs4-- ,i 0 ?us fur!r able to advance la/ ev5+ = h\se-keep+ exp5ses #al4 #js4 #d;d41 ?is morn+ #cl4 #as41 & ?is ev5+ #cl4 #abs4 #aa #a_/b d4 ,?us1 ?\gh we are liv+ by ! day1 z x respects supplies out ( ! h&s ( our ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 yet we h lack$ no?+6 ,receiv$ fur!r #abs4 by sale ( ,reports4 ,nov4 #c4 ,f ,hel5sburgh #bs4 & #f;d4--,f ,bide=d #abs4--,f ,isl+ton #bl4--,f ,clifton ,p>k #el4--,by sale ( "s books #cl4 -- ,f a donor 9 ,bri/ol #el4 ,f ,norwi* #es4--,?us we h :]e) to meet ! exp5ses = today & tomorr[1 &1 x may be1 ( ! day aft] tomorr[4 ,at all ev5ts1 be=e ?is is gone1 ! fai?ful ,"l w s5d 9 m4 ,nov4 #d4 ,by sale ( old clo!s #aas4 #b #a_/b d4--,f ,:itby #al4 ,ditto #es4--,f ,bodm9 #as4--,by sale ( rags #gs4 #c;d4 ,i transcribe f ! ,income book4 ,we ?9k x "r to turn e ?+ to acc\nt1 s t no?+ be wa/$1 & t ! exp5ses ( ! ,in/itution be n ne$lessly increas$4 ,nov4 #e4 ,f ,swansea #es4--,f ,will5hall #es4--,f ,bridgewat] #es4--,f ,worce/] #es4 & #as4--,ev5+1 ,saturday4 ,?us we h _h dur+ ano!r week ev]y?+ ne$$4 ,nov4 #g4 ,!re came 9 ye/]day #as4 f ,/af=d1 & #cs4 f ,worksop4 -- ,to day f ,kilk5ny #al4--,:5 ,i _h no?+ at all 9 h&1 hav+ paid out ! la/ money today1 & :5 m w\ld be ne$$ ?is ev5+ or tomorr[ morn+1 ,i receiv$ ?is aft]noon1 f a mo/ unexpect$ qu>t]1 #fl4 ,?is morn+ ! matron _h betwe5 #aal1 & #abl4 9 h& = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 b1 by ! "t ,i arriv$ at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 x _h all be5 exp5d$ ?r\gh unexpect$ dem&s1 s t %e _h _h to add half a cr[n ( h] own4 ,i _h receiv$1 h[ev]1 ?is morn+1 at ! v "t :ile ,i 0 9 pray] = means1 #al4 f ,kilk5ny1 :i*1 )1 #is4 #c #a_/b d4 besides1 9 h&1 ,i gave to h]4 ,n[ ?is aft]noon came 9 ! #fl41 & we h ?us a manife/ answ] to pray]4 ,! ,"l be magnifi$4--,ev5+4 ,?r\gh ,salem boxes #as4 ,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #bs4 #f;d4 ,d4 #f;d4 ,f ,p4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,nov4 #h4 ,f ,guild=d #al4 #as4 ,nov4 #i4 ,by sale ( ,reports #cs4 #f;d4--,f ,clonmell #is4 #e;d4--,our ne$ ( means is great1 v great4 ,! ,"l tries our fai? & pati5ce4 ,?is aft]noon1 a bro!r & si/] 9 ! ,"l1 f ,gl\ce/]%ire1 call$ to see mc at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 be=e go+ ?r\gh ! h\se4 ,aft] a few m9utes ,i receiv$ f ! si/] a sov]eign1 :i* %e _h be5 reque/$ to br+ to me = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & %e gave mc f h]self #al4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & #al4 = t9e ,build+ ,fund1 & h] husb& gave me #el4 = ! ,orphans1 & #el4 = ,=eign ,missions4 ,?us ! ,"l has refre%$ my _s greatly2 b ,i look = m1 & ne$ mu* m4--,ev5+4 ,by sale ( ,reports #acs4 #b;d4 ,by ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #cl4 #as4 #aj #a_/b d4 ,i receiv$ also ?is ev5+ f ,walm] #ajl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ #bl4 to be us$ = ! p]sonal exp5ses ( my family1 & ! re/ = mission>y "w & ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,i took !re=e "o half = missions1 & ! o!r half = ! ,orphans4 ,nov4 #aj4 ,f ,oakhill #es4--,by sale ( ,reports #aes4 #aj;d4--,f ,swansea #ajs41 #ds41 & #fs4--,f ,anglesey #es4 & #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,ba? #bl4 ,nov4 #aa4 ,anonym\sly f ,banbury #al4 ,nov4 #ab4 ,f ,bide=d #al4--,f ,p]? #al4 ,?is ev5+1 :ile pray+ = means1 came a little p>cel1 conta9+ ,t5 ,sov]eigns1 f a ,*ri/ian lady1 liv+ n f> fr[n ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se4 ,?is 0 a v great refre%m5t to my _s4 ,also f ,clyda* #ajs4 & #as4 ,nov4 #ac4 ,fur!r preci\s help4 ,receiv$ ?is morn+ ?r\gh ,bank]s 9 ,london1 an anonym\s donation ( #ejl4 9 a ,bank ,po/ ,bill1 ) ! words3 ,to be appli$ to g5]al purposes2 to be us$ z y may judge be/4 ,i took !re=e ! :ole ( ?is donation = ! curr5t exp5ses ( ! ,orphans4 ,a mo/ welcome & refre%+ donation1 ! fruit ( _m pray]s1 z j n[ ! exp5ses are v great1 & !re 7 no means 9 h& to meet !m6 ,f ,clifton #afs4 #e;d4 ,f ,ea/on #el4 ,nov4 #ad4 ,f ,melton ,m[bray #bs4 ,by sale ( ,reports #as4--,f ,norwi* #bs4 #f;d4 ,ditto #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,k+sbridge two broo*es--,?r\gh ! boxes at ,be!sda #as4--,f ,clev$on #al4--,f ,f4 ,e4 ,b4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,nov4 #ae4 ,anonym\sly f ,nott+ham #ajs4--,f ,*elt5ham #el4-- ,f ! ,isle ( ,wight #ajs4--,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ f a ,*ri/ian lady a broo* set ) ame?y/s1 ano!r broo* set ) eight brilliants & six o!r small diamonds1 & a small gold necklace4 ,my he>t 0 exce$+ly refre%$ by ?is donation1 n only because we arc /ill 9 ne$ ( supplies on acc\nt ( our heavy daily exp5ses j n[2 b also because ?is valuable donation consi/s ( articles :i* ! ,*ri/ian donor c sp>e1 )\t ! slighte/ inconv5i5ce4 ,nov4 #af4 ,anonym\sly 9 po/ages #cs4 #f;d4--,f ,london #ajl41 ) #el4 = my own exp5ses4--,by sale ( ,reports #gs4--,left by a visitor f ,ab]de51 at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #ajs4 ,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #bl4 #aas4 #f #a_/b d4--,f ,s\? ,br5t #as4 #f;d4 ,i h ?us giv51 m9utely1 ! mann] 9 :i* ! ,"l 0 pleas$1 = #bd days 9 succession to supply u ) means = ! ,orphans1 f :i* ! spiritual read] may easily p]ceive our position4 ,?us x 0 ) u n m]ely dur+ ! #bd days ( :i* ,i h n[ giv5 ! hi/ory1 b also to a great] or less degree at o!r times dur+ ?is ye>4 ,b ,i refra9 f giv+ m9utely ! acc\nt ( e day1 = ! sake ( brevity4 ,! p>ticul> end1 :y ,i h be5 s m9ute1 is to %[ t ! "w is n[1 z mu* z ev]1 a "w c>ri$ on entirely 9 dep5d5ce ^u ! ,liv+ ,god1 :o alone is our hope1 & to :om alone we look = help1 & :o nev] has =sak5 u 9 ! h\r ( ne$4 ,!re is1 h[ev]1 "o ?+ diff]5t ) ref]5ce to ?is ye>1 :5 comp>$ ) =m] ye>s1 & t is1 t1 :ile our trials ( fai? dur+ ?is ye> 7 j z great z 9 previ\s ye>s1 ! am\nt ne$$ 9 =m] times 0 nev] s great z dur+ ?is ye>1 especially z ! bread dur+ ! great] "p ( ?is ye> 0 ab\t twice z de> z = sev]al ye>s be=e4 ,b !n1 x may be said1 if y h _h ?is trial ( fai?1 ) ^! #cjj ,orphans1 :y d y seek to build ano!r ,orphan ,h\se = #gjj m1 & ?us h a ?\s& to c>e =8 ,w y n h /ill great] trials ( fai?8 ,my reply is3 #a1 ,god has nev] fail$ me all ! #bj ye>s ( ?is my s]vice4 #b1 ,i am go+ on z easily n[1 ) #cjj ,orphans1 z ) #cj1 ! numb] ) :i* ,i comm5c$4 ,_! numb] is t5 times z l>ge1 z x 0 at ! fir/2 b ,god has always help$ me4 #c1 ,trials ( fai? 7 anticipat$1 yea 7 "o *ief end ( ! "w1 = ! pr(it ( ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ at l>ge4 #d1 ,i _h c\rage giv5 me to g =w>d1 solely 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,god1 be+ assur$ t ,he w\ld help me2 yet ,i wait$ 9 secret ^u ,him = six mon?s1 be=e ,i made ?is my int5tion kn[n1 9 ord] t ,i might n take a ha/y /ep2 & h nev] regrett$ hav+ gone =w>d4 #e1 ,b x ne$s to be add$1 t ! v abundance :i* ! ,"l gave me at ! "t1 :5 my m9d 0 ex]cis$ ab\t ?is matt]1 0 a great confirmation to me1 t ,i _h n mi/ak5 ,8 m9d4 ,& ev5 dur+ ?is ye>1 h[ great has be5 ,8 help2 = ! income = ! "w altoge!r has be5 #ab1ghel4 #aes4 #g #a_/d d4 ,i am !re=e assur$ t ! ,"l w1 9 ,8 own "t1 n only all[ me to build ano!r ,orphan ,h\se1 b t ,he w also1 :5 ,he %all h be5 pleas$ to fill x1 f9d ! means to provide = ^! *ildr54 ,i give n[ a brief ref]5ce to "s ( ! m rem>kable donations :i* came 9 betwe5 ,nov4 #af1 #ahec1 & ,may #bf1 #ahed4 ,jan4 #a1 #ahed4 ,receiv$ ?ree old gu9ea pieces1 ) ! foll[+ words3 ,! enclos$ has be5 too long held 9 res]ve1 z an e/eem$ mem5to f a de> dep>t$ p>5t 7= :i* may ! ,"l grant a p>don74 ,a conviction ( its wrong ov]p[]s ! natural desire1 ( its be+ reta9$1 & n exp5d$ to ! glory ( ,god3 = :i* purpose x is n[ s5t to de> ,mr4 ,muell]1 z a new ye> (f]+1 to be us$ 9 ! way he ?9ks mo/ conducive to ! same1--,9 ?is in/ance ,i _h a d\ble answ] to pray]2 = we 7 n only mu* 9 ne$ ( means1 :5 ! donation came 91 b ,i _h also aga9 & aga9 ask$ ! ,"l to incl9e ! he>ts ( ,8 de> *ildr5 to s5d me _! jewell]y1 _! old gold & silv] co9s1 & o!r valuable1 b ne$less1 articles1 to be turn$ into money = ! "w ( ! ,"l4 ,jan4 #ag4 ,memorable day4 ,today1 9 mu* ne$1 0 receiv$ f ,glasg[ #ajl41 ) #ajl4 = ,mr4 ,craik1 & #ajl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses4 -- ,!re came 9 also1 a ,bank ,po/ ,bill = #ejl41 anonym\sly1 ?r\gh ,london ,bank]s1 :i* am\nt 0 tak5 half = ! ,orphans & half = ! o!r objects4--,likewise f ,/r\d #ajs4--,f ,read+ #fs4 #c;d4--,f ,gl\ce/] #bs4 #f;d4--,b ! ,"l ov] & above all ?is1 all[$ me to h ?is day ! promise ( t l>ge donation :i* has be5 spok5 ( "u ! ,build+ ,fund1 ( :i* #gjgl4 0 tak5 t[>ds ! support ( ! ,orphans1 by :i*1 toge!r ) #a1aail4 #hs4 #b #a_/b d4 :i* came 9 = ! support ( ! ,orphans f ,jan4 #ag up to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 we 7 help$ to ! close ( ?is p]iod4 ,m>* #a4 ,!re 0 left to me1 = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 a ye> ago1 by an individual 9 ,bri/ol1 :om ,i _h nev] se51 a legacy ( #ajjl41 :i* 0 paid ?is day1 less #ajl4 legacy duty4 ,april #i4 ,?is morn+ ,i receiv$ f an anonym\s donor1 ?r\gh ,bank]s 9 ,london1 a ,bank ,po/ ,bill = #ejl41 ! application ( :i* 0 left to me4 ,i took ! :ole ( x = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,?is donation has be5 a great spiritual refre%m5t to me1 z ! exp5ses = ! ,orphans are n[ s v great1 & z = five weeks no l>ge sums h come 94 ,april #ag4 ,receiv$ #aejl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to take #bjl4 = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 & to use ! re/ z might be mo/ ne$$ = ! ,"l's "w 9 my h&s4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #ajjl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 & #cjl4 = ! o!r ,objects4 -- ,?is donation has greatly refre%$ my _s1 z ! exp5ses = ! ,orphans 7 nev] s great at any p]iod1 s9ce ! "w comm5c$1 z dur+ ! la/ six m\?s1 on acc\nt ( ! high price ( provisions2 & z ! income1 comp>$ ) ! exp5ses1 has be5 small ( late1 ?\gh consid]able1 7 n ! exp5ses s v great4 ,may #ad4 ,?is morn+ ,i h receiv$ #aejl41 ( :i* ,i h tak5 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans #ajjl41 & = ! o!r objects #ejl4--,tomorr[ ,i %all h to pay out = ! ,orphans #ajgl4 #ds4 ,! total am\nt ,i _h 9 h& = !m1 be=e ?is donation 0 receiv$1 0 only #abjl4 ,h[ k9d1 !re=e1 ( ! ,"l to repl5i% our means aga91 be=e !y 7 almo/ entirely exhau/$6--,i receiv$1 also1 ?is morn+ f ,clifton #el4 ,dur+ ! foll[+ #ab days !re came 9 fur!r #ajgl4 altoge!r = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,miscellane\s po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahec1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed4 #a4 ,dur+ ?is ye> #d ,day ,s*ools1 ) #bjb *ildr51 7 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution4 ,fur!r1 "o ,sunday ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #acg *ildr51 0 entirely support$1 & ?ree o!rs 9 ,devon%ire1 ,som]set%ire1 & ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ) #cjj *ildr51 7 assi/$4 ,la/ly1 "o ,adult ,s*ool1 ) #aed ,adult s*ol>s1 0 entirely support$4 ,! total am\nt :i* 0 sp5t dur+ ?is ye>1 9 connexion ) ^! s*ools1 0 #ceil4 #aes4 #aj #a_/b d4--,! numb] ( all ! *ildr51 :o 7 "u our c>e1 m]ely 9 ! s*ools :i* 7 entirely support$ by ?is ,in/itution1 f ,m>* #e1ahcd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 0 #e1hag 9 ! ,day ,s*ools1 & #b1gdh 9 ! ,sunday ,s*ools1 & #b1cae p]sons 9 ! ,adult ,s*ool4 #b4 ,dur+ ?is ye> 0 exp5d$ on ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 #dccl4 #bs4 #i;d4 ,!re 7 circulat$ dur+ ?is ye> #ahij ,bibles & #abhh ,new ,te/am5ts2 & f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 ,twelve ,?\s& ,?ree ,hundr$ & ,sixty-six ,bibles1 & ,sev5 ,?\s& ,?ree ,hundr$ & ,=ty-n9e ,new ,te/am5ts4 #c4 ,dur+ ?is ye> !re 0 sp5t ( ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution = ,mission>y objects ! sum ( #b1bdil4 #ajs4 #h #a_/b d4 ,by ?is sum1 fifty-six lab\r]s 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 7 to a great] or less degree assi/$4 ,dur+ ?is ye>1 ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to bless aga9 abundantly ! lab\rs ( _m ( ^? s]vants ( ,*ri/1 :o 7 assi/$ ?r\gh ! funds ( ?is ,in/itution1 & ?is has be5 ! case 9 =eign c\ntries z well z at home4 #d4 ,!re 0 laid out = ! circulation ( ,tracts1 f ,may #bf1 #ahec1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 ! sum ( #efcl4 #es4 #j #a_/b d42 & !re 7 circulat$ #hfi1fcf ,tracts4 ,! total numb] ( all "t ,tracts circulat$ f ! beg9n+ up to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 0 ,two ,millions ,six ,hundr$ & ,eighty-n9e ,?\s& ,six ,hundr$ & ,sev5ty-six4 ,we desire to be grateful to ! ,"l1 t1 dur+ no p]iod previ\sly we 7 enabl$ to circulate m ,tracts1 & m copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & aid to a great] degree mission>y lab\rs1 ?an dur+ ?is p]iod2 yet we w\ld n re/ 9 t4 ,x is ! bless+ ( ! ,"l ^u our lab\rs :i* we ne$1 :i* we desire1 & :i*1 by ,8 grace1 we also seek4 ,if nev] s _m millions ( ,tracts1 yea ev5 copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 7 circulat$1 & ! ,"l did n give ,8 bless+1 all ^! ef=ts w\ld produce no results to ! glory ( ,8 "n4 ,yea1 if ev5 t5s ( ?\s&s ( prea*]s ( ! gospel c\ld be support$ ) means1 9 ! d>ke/ places ( ! e>?1 & !y enjoy$ n ! bless+ ( ! ,"l ^u _! lab\rs1 !y w\ld lab\r 9 va94 ,= ?is bless+ ,god w be ask$1 9 ord] t ,he may be/[ x2 b1 :5 x is s\ght at ,8 h&s1 ,he delights 9 giv+ x4 ,by ,god's help we 7 enabl$ to seek ?is bless+1 & we obta9$ aga9 preci\s answ]s to our pray]s1 dur+ ?is ye>4 ,x is n m]ely t ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to give u answ]s to our pray]s ) reg>d to means = c>ry+ on ! "w2 b also 9 t ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution 7 abundantly bless$ to ! conv]sion ( v _m s\ls2 & ?is 0 p>ticul>ly also ! case aga9 ) ref]5ce to ! circulation ( ,tracts4 ,if any ( ! ,*ri/ian ,read]s are 9 ! habit ( circulat+ ,tracts1 & yet h nev] se5 fruit1 may ,i sugge/ to !m ! foll[+ h9ts = _! pray]ful consid]ation4 #a1 ,seek = su* a /ate ( he>t1 ?r\gh ,pray] & m$itation on ! ,holy ,scriptures1 z t y are will+ to let ,god h all ! hon\r1 if any good is accompli%$ by y\r s]vice4 ,if y desire = y\rself ! hon\r1 yea1 ?\gh x 7 9 "p only1 y oblige ! ,"l1 s to speak1 to put y z yet aside z a vessel n meet = ! ,ma/]'s use4 ,"o ( ! greate/ qualifications = usefulness 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,"l is a he>t1 truly desir\s ( gett+ hon\r = ,him4 #b1 ,prec$e all y\r lab\rs ) e>ne/1 dilig5t pray]2 g to !m 9 a pray]ful _s2 & foll[ !m by pray]4 ,d n re/ on ! numb] ( ,tracts y h giv54 ,a million ( ,tracts may n be ! means ( conv]t+ "o s+le s\l2 & yet h[ great1 beyond calculation1 may be ! bless+ :i* results f "o s+le ,tract4 ,?us x is also ) reg>d to ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & ! m9i/ry ( ! ,^w itself4 ,expect1 !n1 ev]y?+ f ! bless+ ( ! ,"l1 & no?+ at all f y\r own ex]tions4 #c1 ,& yet1 at ! same "t1 lab\r1 press into e op5 door1 be in/ant 9 season & out ( season1 z if ev]y?+ dep5d$ ^u y\r lab\rs4 ,?is1 z has be5 /at$ be=e1 is "o ( ! great secrets 9 connexion ) successful s]vice = ! ,"l2 to "w1 z if ev]y?+ dep5d$ ^u our dilig5ce1 & yet n to re/ 9 ! lea/ ^u our ex]tions1 b ^u ! bless+ ( ! ,"l4 #d1 ,?is bless+ ( ! ,"l1 h[ev]1 %\ld n m]ely be s\ght 9 pray]1 b %\ld also be expect$1 look$ =1 cont9ually look$ =2 & ! result w be1 t we %all surely h x4 #e1 ,b suppose1 t1 = ! trial ( our fai?1 ?is bless+ 7 = a long "t )held f our sight2 or suppose ev5 t we %\ld h to fall asleep1 be=e we see mu* good result+ f our lab\rs2 yet w !y1 if c>ri$ on 9 su* a way & _s z has be5 /at$1 be at la/ abundantly own$1 & we %all h a mu* h>ve/ 9 ! day ( ,*ri/4 ,n[1 de> ,*ri/ian ,read]1 if y h n se5 mu* bless+ result+ f y\r lab\rs1 or p]haps none at all1 consid] pray]fully ^! h9ts1 :i* are affectionately giv5 by "o :o has n[ = ab\t ?irty ye>s 9 #ahef 9 "s measure s\ght to s]ve ! ,"l1 & :o has f\nd ! bless$ness1 ( :at he has sugge/$1 9 "s measure 9 8 own exp]i5ce4 #e4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ?is p]iod1 !re 7 ,?ree ,hundr$ ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol4 ,dur+ ! ye> !re 7 admitt$ into x #cj ,orphans2 mak+ #ccj 9 all4 ,( ^! #ccj1 f\r di$1 ?ree 7 receiv$ back aga9 by _! relatives1 :o by t "t 7 able to provide = !m1 #ag boys 71 at ! exp5se ( ! e/abli%m5t1 fitt$ out & appr5tic$1 & eight girls 7 fitt$ out & s5t to situations1 at ! exp5se ( ! ,e/abli%m5t2 s t !re 7 only #bih ,orphans 9 ! h\se at ! close ( ! p]iod4 ,! total numb] ( ,orphans1 :o 7 "u our c>e f ,april1 #ahcf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 0 ,five ,hundr$ & ,fifty ,eight4 ,i notice fur!r ! foll[+ po9ts 9 connexion ) ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se4 ,a4 ,! exp5ses dur+ ?is ye>1 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 7 #c1higl4 #bs4 #j #a_/b d4 ,b4 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+ by me1 ! sum ( #fd1eial4 #fs4 #aa #a_/d d4 0 giv5 to me = ! ,orphans z ! result ( pray] to ,god f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahed4--;,x may be also int]e/+ to ! read] to "k t ! total am\nt giv5 = ! o!r objects1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 0 #bb1bfhl4 #bs #aa #a_/d d42 & t :i* came 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5ts ( ! *ildr5 9 ! ,day ,s*ools1 f ! comm5cem5t up to ,may #bf1 #ahed1 am\nt$ to #c1ihil4 #ds4 #e #c_/d d4--,besides ?is1 also1 a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 c41 7 giv5 = ! use ( ! ,orphans4 ,c4 ,our lab\rs cont9u$ to be bless$ among ! ,orphans4 ,we saw also aga9 fruit ( our lab\rs1 dur+ ?is ye>1 ) reg>d to ,orphans :o =m]ly 7 "u our c>e4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs1 f ,may #bf1 #ahec1 to ,may #bf1 #ahed4 ,9 ,july #ahec x pleas$ ! ,"l to try my fai? 9 a way 9 :i* be=e x _h n be5 tri$4 ,my belov$ daught]1 an only *ild1 & a believ] s9ce ! comm5cem5t ( ! ye> #ahdf1 0 tak5 ill on ,june #bj?4 ,?is illness1 at fir/ a l[ fev]1 turn$ to typhus4 ,on ,july #crd !re seem$ no hope ( h] recov]y4 ,n[ 0 ! trial ( fai?4 ,b fai? triumph$4 ,my belov$ wife & ,i 7 enabl$ to give h] up into ! h&s ( ! ,"l4 ,he su/a9$ u bo? exce$+ly4 ,b ,i w only speak ab\t myself4 ,?\gh my only & belov$ *ild 0 br\ght ne> ! grave1 yet 0 my s\l inn p]fect peace1 satisfi$ ) ! w ( my ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 be+ assur$ t ,he w\ld only d t = h] & h] p>5ts1 :i* 9 ! end w\ld be ! be/4 ,%e cont9u$ v ill till ab\t ,july #bj?1 :5 re/oration began4 ,on ,aug4 #ah? %e 0 s f> re/or$1 t %e c\ld be remov$ to ,clev$on = *ange ( air1 ?\gh exce$+ly weak4 ,x 0 !n #ei days m9ce %e 0 fir/ tak5 ill4 ,:ile ,i 0 9 ?is affliction1 ?is great affliction1 besides be+ at peace1 s f> z ! ,"l's disp5sation 0 conc]n$1 ,i also felt p]fectly at peace ) reg>d to ! cause ( ! affliction4 ,:5 9 ,augu/ #ahca ! h& ( ! ,"l 0 heavily laid on me 9 my family1 z relat$ 9 ! fir/ "p ( ?is ,n>rative1 ,i _h n ! lea/ hesitation 9 kn[+1 t x 0 ! ,fa!r's rod1 appli$ 9 inf9ite wisdom & love1 = ! re/oration ( my s\l f a /ate ( lukew>mness4 ,at ?is "t1 h[ev]1 ,i _h no su* feel+4 ,consci\s z ,i 0 ( manifold weaknesses1 fail+s1 & %ortcom+s1 s t ,i too w\ld be ready to say ) ! ,apo/le ,paul1 ,o wret*$ man t ,i am2 yet ,i 0 assur$ t ?is affliction 0 n ^u me 9 ! way ( ! fa!rly rod1 b = ! trial ( my fai?4 ,p]sons (t5 h1 no d\bt1 ! idea respect+ me1 t all my trials ( fai? reg>d matt]s connect$ ) money1 ?\gh ! rev]se has be5 /at$ by me v frequ5tly2 n[1 h[ev]1 ! ,"l w\ld try my fai? conc]n+ "o ( my de>e/ e>?ly treasures1 yea1 next to my belov$ wife1 ! de>e/ ( all my e>?ly possessions4 ,p>5ts "k :at an only *ild1 a belov$ *ild is1 & :at to believ+ p>5ts an only *ild1 a believ+ *ild mu/ be4 ,well1 ! ,fa!r 9 heav5 said1 z x 71 by ?is ,8 disp5sation1 ,art ?\ will+ to give up ?is *ild to me8 ,my he>t respond$1 ,z x seems good to ,!e my ,heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,?y w be done4 ,b z our he>ts 7 made will+ to give back our belov$ *ild to ,him :o _h giv5 h] to u1 s ,he 0 ready to leave h] to u1 & %e liv$4 ,delight ?yself also 9 ! ,"l2 & ,he %all give !e ! desires ( ?9e he>t4 ,psalm xxxvii4 #d4 ,! desires ( my he>t 71 to reta9 ! belov$ daught]1 if x 7 ! w ( ,god2 ! means to reta9 h] 71 to be satisfi$ ) ! w ( ! ,"l4 ,( all ! trials ( fai? t z yet ,i h _h to pass ?r\gh1 ?is 0 ! greate/2 amid by ,god's abundant m]cy1 ,i own x to ,8 praise1 ,i 0 enabl$ to delight myself 9 ! w ( ,god2 = ,i felt p]fectly sure1 t1 if ! ,"l took ?is belov$ daught]1 x w\ld be be/ = h] p>5ts1 be/ = h]self1 & m = ! glory ( ,god ?an if %e liv$3 ?is bett] "p ,i 0 satisfi$ )2 & ?us my he>t _h peace1 p]fect peace1 & ,i _h n a mom5t's anxiety4 ,?us w\ld x be "u all circum/ances1 h[ev] pa9ful1 7 ! believ] ex]cis+ fai?4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahec4 ,dur+ ?is ye> ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to give me #a4 ,by anonym\s donations ?r\gh ! boxes 444 444 444 444 ,l#agg #i #g #a_/b #b4 ,?r\gh donations f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n anonym\sly 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 #adc #c #j #c4 ,?r\gh donations f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 444 444 #bii #af #a #d4 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 clo!s1 provisions1 c41 wor? at lea/ 444 444 #ah #c #j ---- ,l#fch #aa #h #a_/b -------- ,fur!r acc\nt respect+ ! int5d$ ,orphan ,i-l\se = ,sev5 ,hundr$ ,poor ,orphans1 b]eav$ ( bo? ,p>5ts by dea?1 f ,may #bf1 #ahed1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahed1 ,i _h actually 9 h& = ?is int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se1 z has be5 /at$ 9 ! la/ *apt] on ?is subject1 #ag1hafl4 #ais4 #e #a_/d d4 ,i w n[ relate fur!r1 h[ ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to supply me ) means1 b c only ref]1 = ! sake ( brevity1 to a few in/ances out ( _m4 ,! receipts ( ! fir/ mon? ( ?is ye>1 h[ev]1 %all be giv5 entirely1 z a specim54 ,may #bi1 #ahed4 ,?r\gh ,salem ,*apel boxes #f;d4 ,may #ca4 ,f ,f9*dean #el4 ,june #a4 ,?r\gh ! boxes at ,be!sda ,*apel #al4--,ditto f ,p4 & ,m4 ,e4 #ajs4--,f ,london #as4 #f;d4 ,june #d4 ,a gold doll> piece & ne>ly two p5nyweights ( ,cali=nian gold du/4 ,june #e4 ,?r\gh ,be!sda ,*apel boxes #bs4 #f;d4 z a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = ! m]cies ( ! pa/ mon?4--,?r\gh ,salem ,*apel boxes #as4--,ditto #f;d4--,f ,p4 #bs4 ,june #g4 ,anonym\sly ?r\gh ,london ,bank]s #ajjl4--,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #as4 ,june4 #h4 ,f ,e4 #bs4 #f;d4--,anonym\sly #bs4 ,june4 #ab4 ,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #cs4--,ditto #as4--,ditto #al4-- ,?r\gh ,salem boxes #f;d4 ,june #ad4 ,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #es4--,ditto #a_/d d4 ,june #ag4 ,by sale ( articles #ags4 #g;d4 ,june #ah4 #cs4--#es4 ,june-#ai4 #aes4 ,june #bb4 ,a musl9 cap1 a cape1 "s work$ trimm+1 & two bags1 to be sold = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,june #be4 ,f ,glasg[ #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,k4 ,c4 #ajs4 ,june #bf4 ,anonym\sly #bs4 #b;d4--,?r\gh ,salem boxes #f;d4--,f ,p4 #as4 ,^! 7 b little sums1 e/eem$ read]1 9 comp>ison ) ! total am\nt requir$ = ! accommodation ( #gjj m ,orphans2 yea1 !y 7 ev5 small 9 comp>ison ) :at 0 /ill requir$1 ?\gh ,i _h !n ne>ly #ah1jjjl4 9 h&4 ,b z x _h be5 giv5 to me1 by ,god's grace1 to expect help f ,him1 yea1 ! full help ne$$ = ?is object1 s ! additional income ( a few p\nds1 ( a few %ill+s1 yea ( a p5ny or two1 0 an enc\ragem5t to me = fur!r wait+ ^u ,him1 z e donation1 ! smalle/ ev51 br+s me ne>] ! "t :5 all my pray]s conc]n+ ?is object also %all be turn$ into praises4 ,july #a4 ,a l>ge gold broo*1 set ) two c>buncles1 to be sold = ! ,build+ ,fund4 ,july #b4 ,anonym\sly ?r\gh ,london ,bank]s #ajjl4--,f ,bury #ajs4 ,july #ai4 ,a silv] tea pot4 ,sept4 #bg4 ,f "o ( ! =m] ,orphans1 n[ 9 s]vice1 #es4--,f ! ,orphan ,girls1 n[ "u our c>e1 #aes4 = ! ,build+ ,fund4-- ,f ! ,h\se ,girls1 i4e4 ! eld] female ,orphans1 :o are m p>ticul>ly engag$ 9 do+ h\sehold "w1 = ! purpose ( be+ ?us tra9$ = situations1 ,i receiv$ likewise #aas4--,f ! ,infant ,orphans 0 also receiv$ = ! ,build+ ,fund today1 #fs4 #h;d42 & f ! ,orphan ,boys #aes1 #j #a_/b d4--,oct4 #d4 ,f two little factory girls #as4 #g;d4 ,oct4 #bh4 ,f ,halifax 9 ,nova ,scotia #gl4 ,nov4 #be4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,:eatley #ajl4 ,dec4 #h4 ,f v>i\s believ]s at ,hull #abl4 #abs4 ,dee4 #cj4 ,f ,orleans1 9 ,france1 five francs4 ,?us end$ ! ye> #ahed4 ,only #dbfl4 #afs4 #d;d4 altoge!r _h come 9 = ! ,build+ ,fund f ,may #bf up to ! end ( ! ye>4 ,my fai? & pati5ce 7 !re=e tri$2 b1 :ile !y 7 tri$1 !y 71 by ,god's grace1 su/a9$4 ,day by day ,i _h be5 enabl$ f ,may #bf to ,dec4 #ca1 #ahed1 z well z dur+ ! ?ree ye>s previ\sly1 to br+ ?is object be=e ! ,"l 9 play]2 & day by day1 by ,god's grace1 my he>t _h be5 fully assur$1 )\t wav]+1 t ,he1 9 ,8 own "t1 w\ld n only give l>g] sums1 b ! :ole am\nt requir$4 ,i desir$ only ,8 hon\r 9 ! build+ ( premises = #gjj m de/itute ,orphans1 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts2 & z ,god1 :o c>es inf9itely m = poor ,orphans ?an ,i d1 did n consid] ! "t to h come = ! build+ ( ano!r h\se1 ,i might well be quiet4 ,my he>t long$ inde$ to beg9 to build2 = !re 7 n only #fjb ,orphans wait+ = admission1 :5 ! la/ report 0 publi%$ b !re _h be5 application made = #abe m s9ce !n1 s t on ,dec4 #ca1 #ahed1 #gad 7 wait+ = admission1 z only #ac c\ld be receiv$ ( ! total numb] ( #gbg1 no m vacancies hav+ occurr$4 ,b ?\gh x 0 s1 ,i judg$ x 0 ! w ( ,god1 t1 by pati5tly wait+ ,8 own "t1 ,i %\ld glorify ,him4--,i n[ proce$ to relate h[ ! ,"l fur!r dealt ) me4 ,jan4 #a1 #ahee4 #fs4 #c;d4--,f an ,orphan #as41 ,ditto #as4--,f ,man*e/] #ajs4--,f ?ree *ildr5 9 ,irel& #es4--,anonym\sly f ,culwor? #al4--,f ,p4 #bs4 #f;d4 ,jan4 #h4 ,on ?is day ,i receiv$ f sev]al ,*ri/ian fri5ds ! promise1 t #e1gjjl4 %\ld be paid to me = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 :i* ,i am engag$4--,?is donation 0 paid to me1 9 diff]5t in/allm5ts1 by ! middle ( ,april4 ,i took ( ?is sum1 = ! ,build+ fund #c1djjl41 = ! support ( ! ,orphans #ijjl41 = mission>y objects #a1jjjl41 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures #aejl41 = ! circulation ( ,tracts #aejl41 & = ! v>i\s day s*ools1 ,sunday s*ools1 & ! adult s*ool #ajjl4 ,?us ! ,"l is ha/5+ on ! "t :5 ! build+ may be comm5c$4 ,8 "n be magnifi$6 ,h[ refre%+ ?is help 01 & h[ seasonable ) reg>d to all ! v>i\s objects1 c sc>cely be describ$4 ,! ,"l may all[ u1 to h our fai? & pati5ce tri$2 b if we are enabl$ to cont9ue to look to ,him1 & to tru/ 9 ,him alone1 a ri* recomp5se w result f do+ s4 ,jan4 #aa4 ,f a di/ance ( sev]al hundr$ miles #acl4 #aes1 ) a lett] conta9+ ! foll[+ p>agraph3 ,= ! la/ six mon?s1 we 7i4e4 ! donor & 8 wife7 h lab\r$ 9 pray] = ! diff]5t dep>tm5ts ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 & especially t our ,heav5ly ,fa!r w\ld be pleas$ ?is ye> l>gely to increase ! ,build+ ,fund1 & let ! "w proce$4 ,two mon?s ago1 :ile cont9u+ 9 pray]1 x 0 laid ^u our m9ds1 t we %\ld set ap>t1 :atev] monies ! ,"l might s5d u betwe5 t "t & ! new ye>4 ,! sum conta9$ 9 ! ord] is :at ! ,"l has giv5 u & we rejoice 9 be+ able to s5d x4 ,:at v>i\s ways has ! ,"l to help u6 ,! donor ( ! #acl4 #aes4 is a bro!r :o s]ves ! ,"l 9 ! m9i/ry ( ! ,gospel among v poor & wret*$ p]sons1 :il/ he lab\rs 9 dep5d5ce ^u ,him = 8 temporal supplies4 ,he has be5 greatly enc\rag$ by ! acc\nts ( ! ,"l's deal+s ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution2 & n[ he is a fell[-help] 9 pray]1 &1 z ?is in/ance %[s1 also 9 contribut+ out ( t :i* ! ,"l gives to him z ! fruit ( pray]4 ,?is donation greatly refre%$ my _s2 = x is s manife/ a pro( t ! ,"l is m9dful ( ?is "w1 t ,he surely1 9 ,8 own "t1 w provide = ! accommodation ( #gjj m ,orphans1 & t ?us ?is de> donor's pray]s1 & our pray]s1 w be turn$ into praises4 ,feb4 #g4 ,f ,london #djjl41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to keep #bjl4 = my family exp5ses1 & to lay out ! #chjl4 = ! ,"l's "w1 z ,i might ?9k be/4 ,i took !re=e #ajjl = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #adjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & #adjl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,feb4 #aj4 ,receiv$ #aigl4 #ags4 #c;d41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to take #bjl4 = my own exp5ses1 & ! re/ to be us$ z might be mo/ ne$$ = ! ,"l's "w4 ,i took !re=e #egl4 #ags4 #c;d4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 #fjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans & #fjl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,m>* #bh4 ,f "o ( ! ,orphans1 =m]ly = _m ye>s "u our c>e1 b n[ 9 s]vice1 #ajs41 ) ! foll[+ lett]3 ,de> ,sir1--,w y graci\sly accept ?is mite f "o :o ?9ks ( y & y\rs ) gratitude4 ,x is inde$ a v small sum4 ,i regret t ,i h no m to be/[ ^u su* a noble "w4 ,x w p]haps put a corn] /one 9 ! wall ( ! int5d$ ,orphan ,h\se4 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld l to lab\r = ! ,"l 9 t bless$ h\se1 if x is ,8 own w1 & be ! means 9 ! ,"l's h& ( br++ _m ( ! de> ,orphans to "k ! tru? z x is 9 ,jesus4 ,x 0 9 ! ,orphan ,h\se 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 #ahdf1 t fir/ ! light ( life dawn$ ^u my b5ight$ s\l4 ,x 0 !re1 t ,i fir/ le>n$ to call ,god my ,fa!r4 ,i h ne$ !re=e to love ! ,orphan ,h\se1 n only z conc]n+ temporal ?+s1 b especially z its be+ my spiritual bir?-place4 ,may ! ,"l rew>d y1 de> ,sir1 = all y h done = me4 ,i am sure ,he w4 ,i am1 de> ,sir1 y\rs mo/ respectfully1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,i h at full l5g? ins]t$ ?is lett] out ( v _m ( t k9d1 receiv$ dur+ ! pa/ tw5ty ye>s1 t ,i h be5 engag$ 9 ! ,orphan "w1 = _m ( ! ,orphans :o h be5 ) u s9ce4 ,april #aa1 #ahcf1 h n only be5 fitt$ = ?is life1 ?r\gh be+ "u our c>e1 b h be5 manife/ly br\ght to ! k ( ! ,"l4 ,april #bb4 #ejl41 ) #ejl4 = ! lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel4 ,may #f4 ,f ,clifton #bjl41 ) #ajl4 = missions4--,may #bf4 ,by ! sale ( a publication #fil4 #ahs4 #a #a_/b d4--,to ! sums receiv$ dur+ ?is ye> is to be add$ #gfgl4 #gs4 #j;d41 receiv$ = int]e/4 ,?us ends ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahed1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee4 ,! am\nt :i* came 9 dur+ ?is ye> = ! ,build+ ,fund1 toge!r ) ! #ag1hafl4 #ais4 #e #a_/d d4 94 h& on ,may #bf1 #ahed1 make ! total ( #bc1jeil4 #ags4 #h #a_/d d4 9 h& on ,may #bf1 #ahee4 ,94 addition to :at has be5 /at$ relative to ! income = ! ,build+ ,fund dur+ ?is ye>1 ,i furni% ! ,read] ) ! foll[+ p>ticul>s respect+ ! build+ = #gjj ,orphans1 repr9t$ f ! ,report = #ahee4 ,:5 ,i _h receiv$ ! k9d in=mation1 9 ,janu>y #ahee1 respect+ ! donation ( #egjjl41 :i* %\ld be paid to me by sev]al ,*ri/ian fri5ds1 ( :i* ,i 0 at lib]ty to take su* portion = ! ,build+ ,fund z ,i might deem desirable1 ,i judg$ t1 ?\gh ,i _h n su* an am\nt ( means 9 h& z ,i consid]$ necess>y be=e be+ w>rant$ to beg9 to build1 yet t ,i might make inquiries respect+ l&4 ,accord+ly1 ,i appli$ 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,febru>y = ! pur*ase ( two fields :i* jo9 ! l& on :i* ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se is built4 ,on ^! two fields ,i _h _h my eye = ye>s1 & _h purpos$ to endeav\r to pur*ase !m1 :5ev] ,i might be 9 su* a position z to means = ! ,build+ ,fund1 t x w\ld be suitable to d s4 ,i f\nd1 h[ev]1 t1 accord+ to ! w ( ! late own] ( ^! fields1 !y c\ld n be sold n[4 ,?us my prospects 7 blight$4 ,:5 ,i obta9$ ?is in=mation1 ?\gh naturally tri$ by x & disappo9t$1 ,i said1 by ,god's grace1 to myself3 ,! ,"l has some?+ bett] to give me1 in/ead ( ^! two fields2 & ?us my he>t 0 kept 9 peace4 ,b :5 n[ ! matt] 0 fully decid$ t ,i c\ld n obta9 ^? fields1 :i* _h appe>$ to me s desirable = ! object1 ! "q arose1 :at ,i 0 to d = ! obta9+ ( l&4 ,"u ^! circum/ances "s ( my ,*ri/ian fri5ds aga9 ask$1 z !y _h done be=e1 :y ,i did n build on ! gr\nd :i* we h ar\nd ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se8 ,my reply 01 z be=e1 t x c\ld n be done3--#a4 ,because x w\ld ?r[ ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se = ne>ly two ye>s into disord] on acc\nt ( ! build+ go+ on r\nd ab\t x4 #b4 ,!re w\ld n be suffici5t room )\t %utt+ 9 ! pres5t h\se to a great ext5t4 #c4 ,t1 z ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se /&s 9 ! c5tre ( our gr\nd1 !re w\ld n be suffici5t room on any ( ! sides = ! erection ( a build+ s l>ge z w\ld be requir$4--,i 01 h[ev]1 l$ to consid] :e!r !re 0 any way :]eby we c\ld accompli% ! build+ on ! gr\nd belong+ to ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se4 ,9 do+ s1 ,i f\nd t--#a4 ,by hav+ a high tempor>y b\nd>y made ( old bo>ds1 ! build+ gr\nd c\ld be entirely di/9ct f ! pres5t e/abli%m5t4 #b4 ,by build+ on an entirely diff]5t plan f t ( ! pres5t h\se1 we %\ld n only h room en\gh2 b t also1 #c4 ,! pres5t h\se w\ld n be s enclos$ t ! heal? ( ! inmates ( ! e/abli%m5t w\ld !reby be injur$4 ,b !re 0 9 connexion ) ?is ano!r po9t1 :i* n[ came "u consid]ation 9 addition to ! p>ticul>s already m5tion$3 x 0 ?is4 ,?\gh = f\r ye>s pa/ ,i _h nev] _h a d\bt z to its be+ ! w ( ,god t ,i %\ld build accommodation = #gjj m ,orphans2 yet1 at ! same "t1 ,i _h = a long "t se5 ! desirabl5ess ( hav+ two h\ses1 in/ead ( "o1 = ! #gjj ,orphans4 ,?is previ\sly =m$ judgm5t ( hav+ two h\ses = #cej ,orphans 9 ea*1 or #djj 9 ! "o1 & #cjj 9 ! o!r1 l$ me n[ to see :e!r !re c\ld be ano!r h\se built on ea* side ( ! pres5t ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 & ,i judg$1 f measur+ ! gr\nd1 t !re 0 no objection to ?is plan4 ,i !n call$ 9 ! aid ( ar*itects1 to survey ! gr\nd1 & to make a r\gh plan ( two h\ses1 "o on ea* side1 & x 0 f\nd t x c\ld be accompli%$4 ,hav+ arriv$ ?us f>1 ,i soon saw1 t we %\ld n only save exp5se by ?is plan 9 v>i\s ways1 b especially t ?us ! direction1 & inspection ( ! :ole e/abli%m5t w\ld be mu* m easy & simple1 z ! build+s w\ld be s ne> toge!r4 ,?is1 inde$1 on be+ fur!r consid]$1 soon appe>$ to be a matt] ( su* importance1 t1 ev5 if l& c\ld be _h b a qu>t] ( a mile (f1 ! difficulties w\ld be greatly increas$ !reby4 ,at ! same "t ,i f\nd1 t we /ill %\ld reta9 s mu* l& = cultivation by ! spade1 z w\ld furni% "s out-door employm5t = _m boys1 & w\ld produce su* vegetables z are ! mo/ important = "y *ildr51 to h fre% out ( ! gr\nd2 or t we c\ld easily r5t a piece ( gr\nd ne> = t purpose1 ?\gh x c\ld n be b\ght4 ,! result1 !n1 at :i* ,i h arriv$ at pres5t is ?is1 t1 hav+ se5 :at c\ld be accompli%$ on ! gr\nd :i* we h already1 ,i decid$ to build1 )\t any fur!r delay ?an 0 necess>y = prep>+ ! plans1 at ! ,s\? side ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 ano!r h\se = #djj *ildr54 ,! plans are n[ ready1 & 9 a v %ort "t1 ,god will+1 i4e4 z soon z all t9e necess>y prelim9>y arrangem5ts c be made1 ! build+ w comm5ce1 :i* ,i ?9k w be 9 ! e>ly "p ( ,july ( ! pres5t ye>1 7i4e4 #ahee74 ,inde$1 ! fir/ actual /eps are already tak51 s9ce1 on ,may #bi?1 ! s9k+ ( f\r wells = ! new h\se 0 comm5c$4 ,?is h\se is int5d$ = #djj female ,orphans1 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts1 f _! e>lie/ days1 until !y c be plac$ out 9 s]vice4 ,) reg>d to ! o!r h\se = #cjj ,orphans1 to be built at ! ,nor? side ( ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 no?+ def9itively c be /at$ at pres5t4 ,!re is en\gh money 9 h& to build1 fit up1 & furni% ! h\se = #djj ,orphans1 & x is expect$ t some?+ w be left2 b !re is n suffici5t money 9 h&1 at pres5t1 to w>rant comm5c+ ! build+ ( bo?4 ,z soon1 h[ev]1 z !re is1 ,i %all be delight$ to take active measures ) reg>d to t = #cjj ,orphans also4 ,i d n ask p]sons to help me ) _! means4 ,i speak to ! ,"l ab\t my ne$ 9 pray]1 & ,i d n wait ^u ,him 9 va94 ,at ! same "t ,i feel x "r to /ate1 t !re is a l\d & an abundant call = c>+ = de/itute ,orphans4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahed1 !re 7 #fjb wait+ = admission1 ea* b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?4 ,s9ce !n #aig m h be5 appli$ =1 mak+ 9 all #gii4 ,( ^! ,i h be5 able to receive only #ci dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 & #de :o 7 wait+ = admission h be5 o!rwise provid$ =1 or h di$ s9ce application 0 made = !m2 s t /ill #gae ,orphans are wait+ = admission1 f ?ree mon?s old & upw>d4 ,b ?is numb]1 ,i /ate unhesitat+ly1 w\ld be mu* l>g]1 _h n v _m p]sons refra9$ f mak+ application1 because !y judg$ x w\ld be ( no use1 z !re are already s _m wait+ = admission4 ,inde$ !re is e reason to believe1 t !re are _m t5s ( ?\s&s ( de/itute ,orphans 9 ?is c\ntry4 ,& :at provision is !re 9 ! way ( ,orphan e/abli%m5ts1 x may be ask$8 ,at ! la/ c5sus 9 #ahea1 !re 7 9 ,engl& & ,wales #ci ,orphan ,e/abli%m5ts1 & ! total numb] ( ,orphans provid$ = ?r\gh !m1 am\nt$ only to #cgfd2 b at ! "t ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se 0 be+ built1 !re 7 ab\t #fjjj "y ,orphans 9 ! prisons ( ,engl&4 ,to prev5t _! go+ to prison1 to prev5t _! be+ br\ght up 9 s9 & vice1 yea1 to be ! hon\r$ in/rum5t to w9 _! s\ls = ,god1 ,i desire1 by ,8 help1 to enl>ge ! pres5t e/abli%m5t1 s z to be able to receive #ajjj ,orphans2 & individuals :o purpose n to live = "t b = et]nity1 & look on _! means z 9 ! light ( et]nity1 w ?us h an opportunity ( help+ me to c>e = ^! *ildr54 ,x is a great hon\r to be all[$ to d any?+ = ! ,"l4 ,we c only give to ,him ( ,8 own2 = all we h is ,84 ,:5 ! day ( recomp5se comes1 ! regret w only be1 t we h done s little = ,him1 n t we h done too mu*4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool --1 ,bible ----1 ,mission>y --1 & ,tract ,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahed1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahed1 :5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 !re 0 9 h& #eel4 #aes4 = ^! objects4 ,i n[ m5tion a few ( ! in/ances 9 :i* ! ,"l1 9 answ] to pray]1 suppli$ u ) means4 ,july #f1 #ahed4 ,z only ab\t #ajjl4 _h come 9 = ^! objects dur+ ! pa/ five weeks1 all our means 7 n[ exp5d$4 ,i desir$ to help bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 b 0 unable to d s1 :5 ,i receiv$ today #ejl4 f ,london1 :i*1 be+ left to my disposal1 ,i took half ( x = ^! objects1 & half = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,july #h4 ,fur!r1 f ! ,nor? ( ,devon #adl4 ,july #ab4 ,day by day ,i h be5 wait+ ^u ! ,"l = means = home & =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel1 = :om ,i _h no means1 ?\gh greatly desir+ to s5d !m help4 ,today ,i receiv$1 z ! fruit ( _m pray]s1 f ,london ! sum ( #ajjl41 ( :i* ,i took #ejl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ejl4 = ^! objects4 ,x 0 ! m rem>kable t ?is donor %\ld h s5t me help at ?is "t1 z ,i _h receiv$ #bel4 f him on ! fir/ day ( ?is mon?4 ,ab\t ?is "t ,i receiv$ sev]al o!r donations = missions4 ,on ,july #bd? ,i receiv$ a small plate-*e/1 conta9+ #ad table spoons1 #f dess]t spoons1 #aa tea spoons1 #b gravy spoons1 #b sauce ladles1 #ab =ks1 #d salt cell>s1 #d salt spoons1 a pepp] box1 a pair ( sug> tongs1 a w9e funnel1 a cream jug1 a small salv]1 a small goblet1 a l>g] ditto1 fi% knife1 & a c(fee pot1 all ( silv]1 #c pairs ( plat$ nut crack]s1 a plat$ salv] & a pewt] c4 ,! donor1 :o desires to be 8 own executor1 wi%$ me to sell ^! articles1 keep #ajl4 = myself1 & to use ! re/ = mission>y objects4 ,! cont5ts ( ! box realiz$ #ddl4 #es4 #aj;d41 & ,i 0 ?us enabl$ on ,augu/ #a1 #ahed1 to s5d #djl4 to sev5 bre?r5 lab\r+ 9 ,briti% ,guiana2 & ab\t t5 weeks aft]w>ds ,i he>d t ! ,"l _h s5t !m ?is help at a "t ( great ne$4--,on ,july #be? f ,k5dal #al4 = missions4--,on ,july #bf? f a visitor at ,clifton #cjl4 = missions4--,f ,ba? #ajs4--,f ,hackney #ajs4--,f ,brosely #bs4 #f;d4--,july #bi4 ,f ,:itehav5 #bl4 #es4 #f;d4 = missions4--,july #cj4 ,f ,upp+ham #bs4 #f;d4--,augu/ #h4 #djl f a di/ance1 ( :i* #cjl4 0 = missions4--,augu/ #ah4 ,f ,c4 ,w4 #bjl4 = missions4 ,i _h ?us ! joy ( be+ able to s5d assi/ance to "s ( ! bre?r5 :om ,i desire to help z lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel at ,home or ,abroad2 yet all ?is 0 little 9 comp>ison ) :at ,i desir$ to d4 ,= sev]al mon?s1 dur+ ?is p]iod1 t is 9 ,june1 ,july1 ,augu/ & ,septemb]1 up to ,octob] #ag?1 ,i 0 day by day wait+ ^u ! ,"l = means = lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w1 z ,i _h reason to believe t _m ( !m 7 9 ne$2 b little only1 comp>atively1 came 94 ,i 0 able to s5d up to ,octob] l#g? n m ?an ab\t "o half ( :at ,i _h be5 able to s5d !m = sev]al ye>s previ\sly4 ,my desire to help ^! de> bre?r5 0 z great z ev]4 ,my e>ne/ness 9 pray] = !m1 by ,god's grace1 _h n decreas$4 ,_! ne$1 ,i _h full reason to believe 7& 9 "s in/ances ,i knew7 0 great4 ,i c\ld1 !re=e1 only conclude t ! ,"l all[$ ^! de> bre?r5 ?us to h _! fai? tri$1 9 ord] t !y might ! bett] become acqua9t$ ) himself4 ,at la/1 h[ev]1 ! ,"l refre%$ my _s greatly1 fir/ on ,octob] #ag?1 & !n especially by t l>ge donation at ! comm5cem5t ( ! ye> #ahee1 ( :i* ,i took a consid]able portion = mission>y objects1 s t1 especially dur+ ! la/ five mon?s ( ?is p]iod1 ,i 0 able to s5d help to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,gospel to su* an ext5t1 z t ab\t ! same am\nt 0 disburs$ = t object z = sev]al ye>s previ\sly1 b a great] am\nt = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts ?an =m]ly4 ,( ! donations = ^! objects betwe5 ,aug4 #ah & ,oct4 #ag1 #ahed1 ,i only m5tion ! foll[+--,on ,sept4 #ba/1 anonym\sly f ,exmon?1 a bank po/ bill = #bjl41 ( :i* ! donor design$ #ajl4 to be appli$ to ! ,mission>y ,fund1 #el4 = ! ,orphans1 & #el4 :]e mo/ ne$$1 or = my own necessities1 z a ?ank-(f]+ = unm]it$ m]cies4 ,?is latt] #el41 left = my disposal1 ,i took = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts4 ,i wrote 9 my j\rnal conc]n+ ?is donation3 ,a preci\s answ] to pray]6 ,great1 great is ! ne$4--,on ,sept4 #bcrd a deeply-afflict$ "m left at my disposal #bjl4 ,i took x = mission>y objects1 ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts2 = :i* objects mu* !n 0 ne$$4 ,almo/ all ! ,tracts = gratuit\s circulation 7 gone1 & _m bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w ,i desir$ to help1 b _h n ! means4--,sept4 #bf4 ,f ,k5s+ton #aal41 :i* 0 tak5 = ! circulation ( ,tracts & missions1 z ! disposal ( x 0 left ) me4--,f ,worce/]%ire #hl4 #fs4 #g;d41 be+ ! balance ( an acc\nt4 ,x 0 tak5 = missions & ! circulation ( ,gospel ,tracts4 ,a mo/ seasonable help6--,sept4 #bh4 ,f two ( ,god's *ildr5 :o c say1 ',our he>ts tru/$ 9 ,him1 & we are help$1' ,psalm xxviii4 #g1 #al4 = missions1 #al4 = ! ,orphans1 ) #al4 = myself4--,sept4 #cj4 ,?is morn+1 at our usual pray] meet+ ) my fell[-lab\r]s1 ! ne$ ( bre?r51 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 0 aga9 especially br\ght be=e ! ,"l1 z ,i _h reason to believe _m 7 9 ne$1 & ,i _h no?+ to s5d !m4 ,?is ev5+ ,i receiv$ f ,%rop%ire #b gold *a9s1 a diamond broo*1 & a topaz broo*1 ) ! reque/ ( ! donor to sell !m = ! b5efit ( bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w4 ,?is donation has greatly refre%$ my _s1 b ,i look out = m1 f> m4--,oct4 #d4 ,f ,e4 ,b4 #el4 = missions4--,f a ,mission>y box at ,/r\d #cl4 #js4 #g;d4--,oct4 #h4 ,f a di/ance #bjl4 = bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,gospel at ,home & ,abroad1 #djl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #bjl4 = my own exp5ses4 ,preci\s answ] to pray]4 ,great1 great is ! ne$ = lab\r]s 9 ! ,^w4 ,i _h1 !re=e1 p>ticul>ly aga9 wait$ ^u ! ,"l ye/]day1 toge!r ) my fell[-lab\r]s1 = ?is object4--,f ,b4 ,s4 #al4 = missions4-- ,oct4 #aa4 ,f ,au/9 ,fri>s1 ,london1 #bjl4--,oct4 #ab4 ,f ,philadelphia #al4 ,f ,co?am ,lane #al4--,oct4 #ad4 #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,weym\? 0 receiv$ #bl41 ! disposal ( :i* 0 left to me4 ,hav+ j s5t out1 to ! la/ p\nd1 #djl4 to ,dem]>a1 ,i took x = ,mission>y objects4 ,oct4 #ag4 ,?is morn+ at family pray]1 came1 9 ! c\rse ( read+1 ,exodus v1 :i* %[s1 t1 j be=e ! deliv]ance ( ! ,israelites out ( ,egypt1 _! trials 7 great] ?an ev]4 ,!y _h n only to make ! same numb] ( bricks z be=e1 b also to ga!r /ubble1 z no /raw 0 giv5 !m any long]4 ,?is l$ me1 9 exp\nd+ ! portion1 to obs]ve1 t ev5 n[ ! *ildr5 ( ,god are (t5 9 great] trial ?an ev]1 j be=e help & deliv]ance comes4 ,imm$iately aft] family pray] x 0 f\nd1 t by ! morn+'s po/ n "o p5ny _h come 9 = ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 :i* ,i am engag$1 ?\gh we ne$$ mu*1 & ?\gh b v little _h come 9 dur+ ! ?ree previ\s days4 ,?us ,i _h n[ to rememb] ,exodus v1 & to practise ! tru?s conta9$ !re94 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! day no?+ 0 receiv$4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,i _h1 z usual1 a season = pray] ) my de> wife1 respect+ ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 & !n we left ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se = our home4 ,:5 we arriv$ at our h\se1 ab\t n9e o'clock1 we f\nd t #el4 & also #es4 _h be5 s5t f ,norwi* 9 two ,po/ ,(fice ,ord]s = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & t #hl4 #cs4 #aa;d4 _h be5 s5t 9 = ,bibles1 ,tracts & ,reports1 :i* _h be5 sold4 ,?is call$ = ?anksgiv+4 ,b a little lat]1 betwe5 n9e & t5 o'clock1 a ,*ri/ian g5tleman call$ & gave me #al4 = ! ,orphans & #bjjl4 = =eign missions4 ,he _h receiv$ ^! sums f an ag$ ,*ri/ian woman1 ^: sav+s z a s]vant1 dur+ h] :ole life1 made up ! #bjjl41 & :o1 hav+ rec5tly _h left to h] a little annual income ( ab\t #cjl41 felt h]self con/ra9$1 by ! love ( ,*ri/1 to s5d ! sav+s ( h] :ole life = =eign missions4 ,?is g5tleman /at$ to me at ! same "t1 t %e _h nev] _h m ?an #el4 or #fl4 wages a ye>1 dur+ h] :ole life4 ,moreov]1 out ( ?is %e has s5t me1 ye> by ye>1 #al4 or m = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 = _m ye>s2 ?\gh ,i nev] knew h] circum/ances till n[1 z %e resides at a di/ance1 & ,i h nev] se5 h]4 ,:at v>i\s ways has ! ,"l to supply u ) means6 ,i add ! foll[+ rem>ks3 #a1 ,= sev]al mon?s pa/ no donation z l>ge z #bjjl4 has be5 receiv$1 a circum/ance :i* has n occurr$ = ab\t t5 ye>s pa/4 #b1 ,n[ an ag$ s]vant is us$ by ! ,"l to s5d ?is donation z ! fruit ( h] e>n+s1 f ab\t fifty ye>s' s]vice4 #c1 ,our especial pray] _h be5 aga9 & aga91 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to s5d 9 means = mission>y bre?r51 z ,i _h reason to believe !y 7 9 mu* ne$ ( help2 & only at eight o'clock ?is ev5+ ,i _h p>ticul>ly bes\ght ! ,"l to s5d help = ?is object4 ,by ! la/ mail ,i _h s5t (f #djl4 to ,briti% ,guiana1 to help sev5 bre?r5 !re 9 "s measure4 ,?is am\nt took ! la/ p\nd 9 h& = ?is object4 ,h[ gladly w\ld ,i h s5t assi/ance to o!r bre?r5 also1 b ,i _h no m4 ,n[ ,i am 9 "s degree suppli$ = ?is object4 #d1 ,v rec5tly our tracts = gratuit\s circulation 7 almo/ entirely gone2 b1 be=e !y 7 q exhau/$1 ! ,"l s5t m means1 s t ab\t #bjj1jjj c\ld be ord]$4 ,oct4 #bc ,receiv$ #adil4 #hs41 ! disposal ( :i* 0 left ) me4 ,i took ( x #ajjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 = :om ,i _h n #el4 9 h&1 :5 x came1 & ! rema9d] = ^! objects1 = :i* /ill mu* is ne$$1 9 ord] to help lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel at home1 z well z =eign lab\r]s1 & 9 ord] to g on ) ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 & to meet ! exp5ses = ! v>i\s s*ools4 ,?is morn+ ,i _h also ! promise1 t 9 ab\t a mon? #djjl4 %\ld be paid to me = ! "w ( ! ,"l4 ,?us1 aft] a season ( sev]al mon?s1 dur+ :i* sc>cely any l>ge sums h be5 receiv$1 ! ,"l is pleas$1 9 answ] to _m pray]s1 to cause ! /reams ( ,8 b\nty to fl[ aga9 m abundantly4 ,oct4 #bf4 ,f a visitor at ,clifton #ejl41 :i* ,i took = ! ,s*ool1 ,bible1 ,mission>y1 & ,tract ,objects4 ,nov4 #bg4 ,9 great ne$ !re came 9 #ajjl41 :i* 0 left to my appropriation z x might be mo/ requir$4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #ejl4 = ! ,orphans1 = :om !re 0 sc>cely any?+ 9 h&1 & #ejl4 = ^! objects1 = :i* we ne$$ mu* 9 e way4 ,dec4 #cj4 ,receiv$ #ajjl41 :5 9 ! greate/ ne$ = ^! objects1 & = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,i took "o-half = ^! objects1 & ! o!r = ! ,orphans1 & am ?us aga9 help$1 9 answ] to _m pray]s4 ,jan4 #a1 #ahee4 ,z ! ye> clos$ ) m]cies1 s ano!r has comm5c$ ) m]cies4 ,i receiv$ f "o engag$ 9 ! "w #bl4 = missions4 -- ,f ,m4 ,e4 = missions #es4--,f ,e4 #j4 #es4--,f ,m4 ,a4 ,e4 #ds4 #d;d4--,f ,b4 ,s4 #al4 = missions4--,also #ajl4 = ! support ( ! ,day ,s*ools4 ,jan4 #b4 ,f a few believ]s 9 ,hunt+don%ire #aes4 #b;d4 = missions4 ,jan4 #c4 ,f two ,*ri/ian ladies 9 ,london #ajl4 = missions1 ) #ajl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,?us we 7 help$ till ,i receiv$ on ,jan4 #h? ! promise ( ! donation ( #e1gjjl41 ( :i*1 z has be5 /at$1 #a1djjl4 0 tak5 = ^! objects4 ,?is1 ) :at came 9 besides1 f ,jan4 #h1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 enabl$ me s amply to meet e dem& aft]w>ds1 t no fur!r difficulty 0 exp]i5c$ dur+ ?is p]iod1 9 ! way ( means4 ,means = ! support ( ! #cjj ,orphans1 a_/ready "u our c>e1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahed1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ?is p]iod !re 0 9 h& a balance ( #abcl4 #js4 #g #a_/b d4 ,to ! poor] class ( read]s ?is might appe> a consid]able sum2 b to su* we w\ld say1 t (t5 ! exp5ses ( ?ree or f\r days are m ?an ?is = ! ,orphan ,e/abli%m5t1 ) :i* #cce p]sons are connect$2 &1 c]ta9ly1 ! av]age exp5ses1 ev5 if no extraord9>y dem&s 7 to be met1 am\nt to ab\t ,twelve ,p\nds p] day 9 ^! de> times2 & !re=e #abcl4 w\ld only be en\gh = ab\t t5 days4 ,we _h !n1 s f> z reg>d$ visible_/e support1 only en\gh = ab\t t5 days2 b :il/ we _h s little z to visible support1 we look$ by fai? to ,him :o is invisible1 ! ,liv+ ,god1 :o has upheld ?is "w = s _m ye>s4 ,we believ$ t ,he w\ld help u /ill2 & we 7 n conf\nd$1 ?\gh our fai? 0 aga9 & aga9 tri$4 ,i c1 h[ev]1 give only a few out ( ! _m in/ances :i* might be record$4 ,june #ae1 #ahed4 ,?\gh ?is is only ! ?ird week s9ce ! new p]iod comm5c$1 yet z only ab\t #fjl4 _h come 9 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 9 addition to ! balance ( #abcl4 #js4 #g #a_/b d41 we 7 today r$uc$ to less ?an ,five ,p\nds4 ,?is _h l$ to mu* wait+ ^u ! ,"l3 & aga9 ,he gave a graci\s answ] to pray]4 ,i receiv$ #aeal4 #es4 #h;d41 :i*1 be+ left to my disposal1 ,i took ! :ole = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,also f two little girls 0 s5t to me #hs41 ) ! in=mation t "o ( _! si/]s _h set ap>t a sw>m ( bees1 ! honey ( :i* %\ld be sold = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,?us ! ,"l has aga9 help$ 9 ! h\r ( ne$4 ,july #ab4 ,our means 7 n[ aga9 r$uc$ to ab\t #cjl41 z only ab\t #aejl4 _h come 9 s9ce ,june #ae4 ,9 addition to ?is1 we _h v heavy exp5ses be=e u4 ,?is morn+1 9 read+ ?r\gh ! book ( ,prov]bs1 :5 ,i came to *apt] xxii4 #ai-- ,t ?y tru/ maybe 9 ! ,"l1 c41 ,i said 9 pray] to ,him3 ,"l1 ,i d tru/ 9 ,!e2 b wilt ,?\ n[ be pleas$ to help me2 = ,i am 9 ne$ ( means = ! curr5t exp5ses ( all ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution4 ,by ! fir/ deliv]y ( lett]s ,i receiv$ an ord] on a ,london bank = #ajjl41 to be us$ = all ! v>i\s objects1 z ! pres5t ne$ might require4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #ejl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & #ejl4 = ! o!r objects1 :i* are also 9 great ne$4 ,receiv$ also f ,w&swor? ,road #al4 #ajs4 #h;d42 & 9 ! c\rse ( ! day #bl4 #cs4 #c;d41 ?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se4 ,?us we are aga9 help$ = ! pres5t4 ,july #ai4 ,= "s "t pa/ ,i h be5 "u an engagem5t to leave ,bri/ol at ! end ( ?is mon?1 or 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,augu/1 = ab\t f\r weeks1 to lab\r at ,sund]l&4 ,on ?is acc\nt ,i h bes\ght ! ,"l dur+ ! la/ days t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to s5d me "s means = my own exp5ses1 b especially t ,i might be able to leave "s money beh9d1 to la/ at lea/ = "s "t4 ,ye/]day ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to beg9 answ]+ my reque/1 9 s5d+ means = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,i receiv$ f ,lym+ton #el4--,f ,treg5da #ajs4--,f ,!t=d #ajs4--,f ,p]? #al4--,f ,kilm>nock #el4--,by sale ( ,reports #ahs4 #aj;d4--,proce$s ( an ,orphan ,box #al4 #es4 #i #a_/b d4 ,today ,i h receiv$ f ,s\? ,br5t #as4 -- ,f ,middlesex #ejl4--,ditto #ahs4--,f ,clifton #el4--,f ,dudbridge #hs4--,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #gl4 #as4 #c;d4 -- ,by sale ( ,reports #al4 #hs4--,return$ on pay+ an acc\nt #bs4 #d;d4 -- ,f a visitor at ,clifton #ejl4 & a gold *a94 ,! donor k9dly wi%$ me to reta9 #ajl4 = my own exp5ses4--,f ,k+sbridge #bs4 ,?us ! ,"l began to answ] pray]2 b ,i expect$ m1 & ,he s5t me m on ! foll[+ days4 ,i record ! income = ! ,orphans3-- ,july #bj4 ,f ,hom]ton #cl4 #cs4--,anonym\sly f ,birm+ham #as4-- ,anonym\sly left at my h\se #el4 ,july #ba4 ,f ,bide=d #ajs4--,by sale ( ,reports #as4--,f ,tavi/ock #ds4 #i;d4--,9 a box f ,tavi/ock1 conta9+ specim5s ( ores1 c4 #cs4 ,july #bb4 ,f ,wotton-"u-edge #ajs4--,by sale ( ,reports #gs4--,f ,we/ ,brixton #bl4--,f ! ,isle ( ,wight #as4 #f;d4 & #cs4 #f;d4--,by sale ( ,reports #bs4--,f ,*ipp5ham #bl4 #ajs4--,f ,college ,gre51 ,bri/ol1 #ajs4 ,july #bc4 ,f ,bodm9 #es4 & #as4--,f ,clifton #es4 ,ditto #es4 ,ditto #al4 ,ditto #al4 ,july #bd4 ,f ,dudley #al4 #j4 #f;d4 ,ditto #as4 #h;d4--,f ,clifton #ajs4-- ,) ,james i4 #agl4 #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,p4 #bs4 #f;d4--,?r\gh ,salem boxes #as4 ,ditto #f;d4--,f ,/\rbridge #as4 #f;d4--,f ,ha/+s #al4 #ajs4 -- ,f ,h4 ,b4 ,esq4 #bl4 ,july #be4 ,f ,wells #cs4--#abs4--#bs4 #f;d4--,f ,k5dal #bl4-- ,f ,london #ajl4 ,july #bf4 ,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #el4 #ahs4 #aa;d4--,by sale ( ,reports #ads4 ,ditto #fs4--,f ,torquay #cs4 #d;d4--,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,newton ,abbot #aas41 ) ?ree silv] p5cil cases1 & two pieces ( old silv]4--,f a visitor at ,clifton #ajjl41 ( :i* ! donor wi%$ me to take #bjl4 = myself1 & to use ! o!r z mo/ ne$$4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #ejl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #cjl4 = missions & ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts4--,f ,hackney #al4 #es4--,f ,taunton #bs4 & #a_/d lb4 ( tea4--,!re 7 anonym\sly left at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se two vases1 a ,*9ese tea caddy1 a mosaic box1 a r+ set ) a ruby & two brilliants1 a d\ble gold s]p5t bracelet1 a l>ge cameo broo*1 a silv] snuff-box1 a d\ble gold p9 set ) two brilliants1 a pair ( gold e>-r+s1 a pair ( gold e>-r+s set ) pe>ls & em]alds1 a gold broo* set ) pe>ls & em]alds1 a gold p9 set ) pe>ls & g>nets1 ?ree gold %irt /uds1 a l>ge gold cameo r+1 a gold masonic m$al1 a pair ( small gold e>-r+s1 a gold r+ set ) topazes1 a gold wat* r+1 & a rupee4 7,^! valuable articles did n m]ely refre% my _s on acc\nt ( _! value2 b !y came z an answ] to pray] = means1 & also t ! ,"l w\ld incl9e ! he>ts ( ,8 *ildr5 to s5d su* valuable1 b ne$less1 articles47 ,!re 7 also giv5 by ! same donors1 six ,indian table mats1 a :ite lace sc>f1 a black lace cap1 & two pamphlets4 ,july #bg4 #bjl4 t5d]$ z a ?ank-(f]+ = s+ul> deliv]ance at ,llanb]is4 ,ditto #as4 = a ,report4 --,f ,read+ #al4--,f a ,*ri/ian g5tleman ( ,ed9burgh1 !n ne> ,glasg[1 #cl4 ,?r\gh ditto #al4 ,ditto #al4--,f ,grundisburgh #es4 ,ditto #as4 ,ditto #f;d4-- ,anonym\sly 9 po/ages #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,ba? #es4--,f ,*ill+ton #ajs4 #f;d4--,f ,nott+ham #ajs4 ,july #bh4 ,f ,p5tonville #al41 ) a little box ( articles4--,f ,yeovil #as4 & #cs4 #f;d4--,f ,cannock #el4--,f ,blackrock #abs4 ,july #bi4 ,f ,higham ,f]r]s #ajs4--,f ,g4 ,d4 #as4--,f ,col/]wor? #ajs4--,f ,wellesborne #ajs4--,anonym\sly #bs4--,by sale ( ,reports #cs4 #f;d4--,f ,:itehav5 #bl4 #ads4 #f;d4--,by sale ( a ,report #f;d4--,f ,l>gs #dl4--,f an ,orphan ,sailor #bl4 ,july #cj4 ,f ,upp+ham #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,newton ,f]r]s #bs4 #f;d4 ,july #ca4 ,f ,l5t5 #fs4 #f;d4--,f ,ed9burgh #cl4 #ajs4 ,aug4 #a4 ,f ,london #al4 ,ditto #as4 #f;d4 ,ditto #el4--,f ,*ill+ton #bs4 -- ,f ,broseley #es4--,f ,w>mley #es4 & an old silv] wat*4-- ,a little gold du/ f a dy+ believ]4--,f ,f4 ,e4 ,b4 #bs4 #f;d4-- ,f ,b>n/aple #al4 #cs4--,f ,nor?am #es4--,f ,h]e=d #ajs4 --,by sale ( ,reports #as4 #f;d4--,f ,newport1 ne> ,b>n/aple1 #al4 #ajs4--,f ,b>n/aple #al4 #ajs4--,f ,p4 #bs4 #f;d4--,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #cs4 #f;d4--,by sale ( articles #dl4 #acs4 #c;d4 --,by sale ( ,reports #ajs4 ,aug4 #b4 ,by sale ( ,reports #al4 #js4 #f;d4--,anonym\sly #cs4--,f ,ba? #al4 #ajs4--,f ,ilfracombe #ajl4--,f ,mundesley #bl4--,anonym\sly giv5 at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #al4 ,ditto #as4--,f ,kilm]sdon #fs4 ,aug4 #c4 ,by sale ( ,reports #cs4 #f;d4--,f ,birm+ham #fs4 #f;d4-- ,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se #cl4 #ahs4 #c;d4--,f ,*aplet[n #ajs4--,f ,london #el4--,f ,tavi/ock #bs4 #f;d4-- ,return$ on pay+ an acc\nt #bs4 #d;d4--,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #f;d4-- ,by sale ( tr9kets #chl4 #aas4 #f;d4--,by sale ( ,reports #abs4 #aj;d4-- ,receiv$ also a lett] f ! neighb\rhood ( ,gum]a*a1 9 ,au/ralia1 enclos+ a bank ord] = #ajl41 ( :i* #bl4 0 int5d$ = ag$ or bl9d sa9ts 9 ,bri/ol1 #al4 = ,bibles & ,te/am5ts1 & #gl4 = ! ,orphans or ! o!r objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,i took ?is #gl4 = ! ,orphans4 ,aug4 #d4 ,f ,plym\? #bl4--,f ,ilfracombe #ajs4--,f ,london #al4 #acs4 #d;d4 ,aug4 #e4 ,f ,man*e/] #ajs4--,by sale ( ,reports #cs4 #d;d4 ,aug4 #f4 ,f ,gre5ock #el4--,f ,cock]m\? #al4--,f ,isl+ton #al4 #as4--,f ,*ild ,oke=d #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,clifton #bs4 #f;d4 & #cs4 -- ,f ,horfield ,road #ajs4 --,f ,h5bury #bl4 ,aug4 #g4 ,f ,melton ,abbot #cs4--,f ,*elt5ham ,road1 ,bri/ol1 #al4 #as4 -- ,f ,isl+ton #al4 #ds4--,by sale ( articles #ags4 #c #a_/b d4--,f ,f[ey #el4--,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #fs4 #h;d4--,f ,/4 ,philip's1 ,bri/ol1 #es4--,f ?ree *ildr5 #hs4 #f;d4--,f ,clifton #al4 #ajs4--,?r\gh ,salem boxes #as4 ,aug4 #h4 ,f ,li*field #al4 ,ditto #es4--,by sale ( books #dl4--,f ,cal/ock #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,fre%wat] #al4 ,aug4 #i4 ,anonym\sly #ajs4--,by sale ( ,reports #bs4--,f ,yaxham #al4 -- ,f ,graves5d #al4 ,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se #dl4 #es4 #aj;d4--,f ,norwi* #afs4--,f a bro!r 9 ! ,"l #el4 #ags4 #d;d4 -- ,f ,plym\? #ajs4--,by sale ( ,reports #ads4 #f;d4 ,?us ! ,"l1 9 answ] to pray]1 _h suppli$ me s b\ntifully1 t1 :5 ,i left home on ,augu/ #aj?1 ,i c\ld leave suffici5t 9 ! bank to la/ = a little "t1 & ,i hop$ 9 ,god t1 by ! "t t 0 gone1 ,he w\ld k9dly give m4 ,& ?us ,he did4 ,i h also giv5 ! income = ! ,orphans day by day1 = ! above #bc days1 9 ord] t ?us ! ,read] may see h[1 9 l>ge & small sums1 & f v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 ! ,"l is pleas$ to s5d 9 ! supplies4 ,i %all n[ give a few m in/ances 9 :i* ! ,"l manife/ly1 9 answ] to pray]1 help$ u 9 ! "t ( ne$4 ,aug4 #bf4 ,a ,*ri/ian wid[1 hav+ _h left to h] by a fri5d a few articles1 among :i* 0 a diamond broo*1 s5t x to me = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 & ?us _h ! desire ( h] he>t grant$1 :i* %e _h (t5 _h1 to be able to s5d some?+ = !m4 ,on ! o!r h&1 we receive x 9 answ] to pray]1 z !re is v little 9 h& = ! ,orphans1 & z ,i h aga9 & aga9 ask$ ! ,"l to lead ,8 *ildr5 to s5d me su* articles = ,8 own "w4--,!re came 9 also f ,kirriemuir #al4--,f ,k+sbridge a gu9ea piece1 also #al4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,hyde #ajs4 ,aug4 #bg4 ,f ,d\glas #al4--,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,sund]l& #es4 -- ,f ,sund]l& #es4--,?r\gh ,salem boxes #as4--,) ,james1 #a1 #ag1 #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,h4 ,t4 & ,e4 ,e4 #bs4 ,aug4 #bh4 ,f ,capta9 ,j4 ,k41 ,royal ,navy1 #bl4--,f ,mr4 ,c4 ,k4 #bl4-- ,f ,mr4 ,p4 #al4--,f ,bury #ajs4 ,aug4 #bi4 ,f ,sund]l& #al4 ,ditto #as4--,f ,gl\ce/] #fs4--,by sale ( articles #al4 #ds4--,f "o engag$ 9 ! "w #bl4--,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,cr5ce/] #al4 ,aug4 #cj4 ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,s\?ampton #el4 ,aug4 #ca4 ,anonym\sly1 ?r\gh ! boxes at ,be!sda *apel1 ,sund]l&1 #el4--,f ,ilfracombe #bs4 #f;d4--,?r\gh ! boxes at ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se #el4 #a #a_/b d4--,by sale ( ,reports #afs4--,f "o engag$ 9 ! "w1 z a ?ank-(f]+ = j\rney+ m]cies1 #ajs4 -- ,f ! neighb\rhood ( ,sudbury 9 ,d]by%ire #ajl4 --,f ,grosmont #es4--,f ,hayle #al4--,by sale ( ! above-m5tion$ broo* #fl4 #aas4 ,sept4 #a4 ,f ! ,isle ( ,wight #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,birm+ham #el4--,f ,ba? #el4--,f a ,*ri/ian lady 9 ,ba? #ajl4 ,see1 de> read]1 h[ good ! ,"l is1 & h[ ready to help 9 answ] to pray]6 ,i 0 !n #cjj miles f ! "w 9 :i* ,i am m especially engag$2 b ! ,"l's assi/ance 0 to be obta9$ 9 ?is di/ant place4 ,day by day ,i s\ght ,8 help :ile abs5t1 & day by day ,i receiv$ intellig5ce f ,bri/ol4 ,& ?us1 my fell[-lab\r]s 9 ,bri/ol1 & ,i at ,sund]l&1 7 seek+ ! help ( ! ,"l1 & ,he did condesc5d to li/5 to our supplications on acc\nt ( ,8 de> ,son1 ! ,"l ,jesus1 & to grant u our reque/s4 ,on ?is day1 ,sept4 #a/1 ,i also receiv$ a preci\s lett]1 enclos+ a ,po/-,(fice ,ord] = #bl4 #ads41 f a donor1 :o1 = _m ye>s1 took a lively int]e/ 9 ! "w 9 :i* ,i am engag$4 ,?is lett] 0 d\bly preci\s1 n only because ( its conta9+ #bl4 #ads41 :i* came j !n s p>ticul>ly 9 answ] to pray]1 z s9ce ,augu/ #b #f?1 ,i _h be5 especially look+ to ! ,"l = means1 !re be+ !n sc>cely any ?+ left2 b also because x s /rik+ly prov$ ! p[] ( ! div9e life4 99 99 99 99 ,aug4 #cj1 #ahed4 ,de> ,mr4 ,muell]1 ,hav+ be5 a con/ant suff]] n[ = a ye>1 ! money ,i s5d y is 7humanly speak+7 consequ5tly less2 & z !re is likely to be a crisis soon1 9 ! %ape ( a l>ge abscess1 & ,i "k n :at ! ,"l is ab\t to d ) me1 ,i s5d y all ! money ,i h 9 h&2 & if x %\ld be ! la/ may ! ,"l add a d\ble bless+ to x4 ,! ,"l does n want my poor help to d ,8 own "w2 b ,i feel privil$g$ to be all[$ to contribute1 if x is b a nail1 or a cup ( milk1 to ,8 s]vice4 ,my peace is great--t is1 ,8 peace is ) me1 ?\gh tribulation1 to "s ext5t1 is m9e also4 ,i desire y\r pray]s1 & rema91 ,y\rs 9 our preci\s ,"l1 99 99 99 99 994 ,p4,s4--,i expect to be able to s5d a box (1 x may be1 almo/ useless articles soon4 ,:i!r %all ,i s5d x8 ,?is ,*ri/ian lady1 :om ,i h nev] se5 9 ! body1 ?\gh ,i correspond$ ) h] = _m ye>s1 has ent]$ into h] re/4 ,%e fell asleep at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #ahee4 ,9 look+ ov] my acc\nt books1 ,i meet aga9 & aga9 ) ! "n ( "o & ano!r :o has f9i%$ 8 c\rse4 ,soon de> ,read]1 y\r turn & m9e may come4 ,are y prep>$ = et]nity8 ,affectionately ,i press ?is "q ^u y4 ,d n put x away4 ,no?+ is ( great] mom5t ?an ?is po9t2 yea1 all o!r ?+s1 h[ev] important 9 _! place1 are ( exce$+ly small importance1 9 comp>ison ) ?is matt]4 ,d y ask1 h[ y may be prep>$ = et]nity1 h[ to be sav$1 h[ to obta9 ! =giv5ess ( y\r s9s2 ! answ] is1 believe 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 tru/ 9 ,him1 dep5d ^u ,him alone z x reg>ds ! salvation ( y\r s\l4 ,he 0 puni%$ by ,god1 9 ord] t we guilty s9n]s1 if we believe 9 ,him1 might n be puni%$4 ,he fulfill$ ! law ( ,god1 & 0 ob$i5t ev5 unto dea?1 9 ord] t we disob$i5t1 guilty s9n]s1 if we believe 9 ,him1 might1 on ,8 acc\nt1 be reckon$ righte\s by ,god4 ,pond] ^! ?+s1 de> ,read]1 %\ld y h nev] done s be=e4 ,?r\gh fai? 9 ! ,"l ,jesus alone c we obta9 =giv5ess ( our s9s1 & be at peace ) ,god2 b1 believ+ 9 ,jesus1 we become1 ?r\gh ?is v fai?1 ! *ildr5 ( ,god2 h ,god z our ,fa!r1 & may come to ,him = all ! temporal & spiritual bless+s :i* we ne$4 ,?us e "o ( my read]s may obta9 answ]s to pray]s1 n only to ! same ext5t t we obta9 !m1 b f> m abundantly4 ,x may be t few1 comp>atively1 ( ! *ildr5 ( ,god are call$ to s]ve ! ,"l 9 ! way ( e/abli%+ ,orphan-,h\ses1 c42 b all ( !m may1 yea1 are call$ ^u to tru/ 9 ,god1 to rely ^u ,him1 9 _! v>i\s positions & circum/ances1 & apply ! ^w ( ,god1 fai?1 & pray] to _! family circum/ances1 _! e>?ly occupation1 _! afflictions & necessities ( e k9d1 bo? temporally & spiritually2 j z we1 by ,god's help1 9 "s little measure seek to apply ! ^w ( ,god1 fai?1 & pray] to ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad4 ,make b trial ( x1 if y h nev] done s be=e1 & y w see h[ happy a life x is4 ,y may1 p]haps1 pity ! writ]1 & ?9k h[ he mu/ be burd5$ day by day1 & full ( c>e & anxiety2 & y may ?9k t he _c h any quietness & peace1 b is worn d[n by ! con/ant que/ion+s1 h[ ! exp5ses = ! v>i\s s*ools are to be met2 h[ fur!r money is to be obta9$ = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts2 h[ ! _m prea*]s ( ! ,gospel at ,home & ,abroad1 :o are assi/$ by ! ,in/itution1 may once m be help$2 h[ ! #cjj ,orphans are to be provid$ ) all !y ne$2 h[ situations = ! eld] female ,orphans are to be f\nd2 h[ suitable places may be obta9$ = ! eld] male ,orphans :5 !y are ready to be appr5tic$1 & s on4 ,n[ "h is j ! true /ate ( ! case3-- ,we are n ins5sible to any ( ^! po9ts2 we d feel !m4 ,we d n put !m away lightly & treat !m ) indiff]5ce2 b we look !m 9 ! face & feel _! deep importance4 ,at ! same "t1 :ile we nei!r treat !m ) indiff]5ce1 nor attempt to c>ry !m 9 our own /r5g?1 we d1 by ,god's grace1 ca/ our burd5s ^u ,him1 tru/ 9 ,him2 & ?us are kept 9 peace 9 ! mid/ ( numb]less difficulties1 & almo/ con/ant trials ( "o k9d & ano!r4 ,truly ,i pref] by f> ?is life ( almo/ con/ant trial1 if ,i am only able to roll all my c>es ^u my ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 & ?us become increas+ly acqua9t$ ) ,him1 to a life ( outw>d peace & quietness1 )\t ^! con/ant pro(s ( ,8 fai?fulness1 ,8 wisdom1 ,8 love1 ,8 p[]1 ,8 ov]-rul+ provid5ce1 c4 ,( ! donations :i* came 9 betwe5 ,sept4 #bnd & ,nov4 #e?1 am\nt+ to ab\t #fjjl41 9 #cdf diff]5t sums1 ,i m5tion only1 = ! sake ( brevity1 ! foll[+4 ,sept4 #b4 ,f an anonym\s donor ?r\gh ,mr4 ,b4 at ,g5eva1 by ! h&s ( ,c\nt ,g41 #al4 #aes4--,sept4 #f4 ,receiv$ f ,cl]k5well #ejl41 to be us$ "o half = missions1 & ! o!r half z ,i ?\ght be/4 ,i took ! "o half = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & f9d ! foll[+ rem>k 9 my j\rnal respect+ ?is donation3 ,:at a preci\s answ] to pray]6 ,s9ce ,aug4 #bf? we h be5 day by day com+ to ! ,"l = our daily supplies4 ,preci\s1 also1 on acc\nt ( mission>y bre?r51 :om ,i seek to help1 = :om !re 0 no?+ 9 h& :5 ?is donation 0 receiv$6--,sept4 #bb4 ,f ,cr$iton #cl4 #ds4 #h;d41 z a ?ank-(f]+ to ,god = ! v f9e h>ve/ :i* 9 m]cy ,he has be5 pleas$ to grant4 ,nov4 #e4 ,!re 0 n[ aga9 only ab\t #el4 9 h& = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 :5 ,i receiv$ #bl4 #ajs4 = !m1 & #bl4 #ajs4 = myself1 f a donor 9 ,london1 :om ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to raise up dur+ ! la/ two ye>s1 & :o s9ce !n has be5 (t5 us$ z an in/rum5t 9 help+ ! "w at times ( ne$4 ,a bro!r 9 ! ,"l also gave me #el4 ?is morn+1 say+1 ,i h ( late _h ! ,orphans mu* laid on my he>t4--,f ,clifton #al4 #ajs4--,f ,h4 ,c4 #cs4 --,f ,f4 ,m4 #es4 ,nov4 #f4 ,fur!r help4 ,f ! ,isle ( ,wight #es4--,?r\gh ,be!sda boxes #bs4 #f;d4--,ditto #f;d4--,f ,p4 #as4--,?r\gh ,salem boxes #as4 -- ,f a ,gl\ce/]%ire ,f>m] #bjl41 ( :i* he int5d$ #ajl4 = missions1 & ! o!r #ajl4 to be us$ z mo/ ne$$4 ,i took x = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,nov4 #g4 ,by sale ( ,reports #ds4 #aj;d4--,anonym\sly f ,york #es4-- ,receiv$ back on pay+ an acc\nt #cs4 #g #a_/b d4--,f a relative ( "o ( ! ,orphans #as4--,hav+ _h to pay out #ahl4 = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 & hav+ _h to meet a few little exp5ses besides1 we _h aga9 only ab\t #el4 left1 z 0 ! case ?ree days ago1 :5 ,i receiv$ ?is aft]noon #el4 f a ,bri/ol donor4--,also #al4 f ,london4 ,nov4 #ae4 ,our means 7 n[ aga9 gone4 ,we _h sc>cely any?+ 9 h&1 ) v heavy exp5ses be=e u1 :5 ?is morn+ a ,*ri/ian g5tleman f ,york%ire call$ on me1 & gave me #ejl4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,?is 0 a mo/ preci\s enc\ragem5t to pray]6 ,!re came 9 fur!r today f ,man*e/] #is4 #f;d4--,by sale ( ,reports #aas4 #f;d4--,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se #bl4#gs4 #aa;d4--,return$ on pay+ an acc\nt #cs4 #a #a_/d d4--,f ,exet] #al4 #ajs4 ,nov4 #bb4 ,a ,bro!r 9 ! ,"l f ,man*e/] came to see ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se1 & gave #ajl41 :i* came 9 a "t ( great ne$4 ,nov4 #bg4 #ajjl4 0 s5t 9 ! greate/ ne$1 f a consid]able di/ance1 ( :i* ,i took #ejl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ejl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,dec4 #bj4 ,z s9ce ,nov4 #bg only ab\t #bjjl4 has come 91 ,i f\nd ?is ev5+ t our means = ! support ( ! ,orphans 7 r$uc$ to #ajl4 #is4 #h;d1 :il/ our curr5t exp5ses ( late h be5 ab\t #abl4 daily1 on acc\nt ( ! high price ( provisions4 ,?is l$ to e>ne/ pray]1 t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to help u4 ,dec4 #ba4 ,! ,"l has already s5t a preci\s answ] to ! pray] ( la/ ev5+4 ,i receiv$ today f a noble ,lady #ajl4--,f ,devon%ire #ael4--,by sale ( ,reports #fs4 #f;d4--,f ,birm+ham #bs4 -- ,by sale ( a few co9s1 etc4 #ais4 #a;d4--,f ,monm\?%ire #hs4-- ,by sale ( ,reports #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,worksop #ajs4 #f;d4--,return$ on pay+ an acc\nt #cs4 #c #c_/d d4 ,dec4 #bc4 ,f ,*elt5ham #bs4 #f;d4--,f ,london #ajs4--,f ,clondegad #ajs4--,by sale ( articles #cl4 #afs4 #e;d4 ,by sale ( a ,report #f;d4-- ,f ,ed9burgh #el4 ,dec4 #bd4 ,anonym\sly #al4--,f ,b>k+ #fs4--,f ,blackhea? ,hill #fs4 ,dec4 #be4 ,f ,b4 ,s4 #bs4--,?r\gh ,be!sda & ,salem boxes #gs4-- ,f ,p4 #bs4 ,dec4 #bf4 ,f a bro!r 9 ! ,"l #fl4--,f ,o4 ,o4 at ,plym\? #ajs4 ,dec4 #bg4 ,f two believ]s at ,plym\? #ajs4--,f ,k+sbridge #ajs4 -- ,f ,falm\? #as4--,f a little girl #c;d4--,by sale ( ,reports #fs4--,?r\gh ! boxes 9 ! ,new ,orphan-,h\se #al4 #ads4 #d;d4 ,dec4 #bh4 ,f ,adelaide1 ,au/ralia1 #el4 ,dec4 #bi4 ,f ,torquay #es4--,f ,exm\? #ajs4--,f ,fulbeck #es4-- ,f ,%]borne #bs4 ,dec4 #cj4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ?is day our money 0 aga9 r$uc$ to #ail4 #bs4 #a #a_/b d4 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 :il/ ,i _h be=e me ! prospect ( hav+ to advance ?is day #cjl4 = h\se-keep+ exp5ses1 9 ord] t we might g ) ease ?r\gh ! "w1 & 9 ord] t all exp5ses might be met4 ,n[ see h[ ! ,"l help$ u dur+ ?is day4 ,!re came v e>ly ?is morn+1 f ! neighb\rhood ( ,norwi*1 a box1 conta9+ ! foll[+ articles4 ,a prize m$al1 #b salt cell>s1 #f p5cil cases1 #e ?imbles1 #b fruit knives1 a wat* *a91 #b v9aigrettes 7all ( silv]71 a black necklace1 a silv] *a91 #b silv] too?picks1 "s pieces ( silv]1 #b pairs ( gilt bracelets1 a p9cu%ion1 #d snaps1 a pair ( gold e>r+s1 a tortoise%ell comb1 a pocket comb1 a read+ glass1 a box ( pa9ts1 a bag ( coral & o!r beads1 #b smell+ bottles & #b gilt *a9s4 ,likewise1 f ano!r donor1 a silv] /ock buckle1 #b pairs ( %oe buckles1 #b p5cil cases1 a piece ( silv] *a91 #b seals1 a broo* p91 #b small gold p9s1 #f small silv] co9s1 a metal co91 a small silv] m$al1 a ?imble1 a pair ( silv] /uds1 #i pairs ditto set ) ,bri/ol /one1 & a gold e>r+4 ,!re 0 s5t ) ^! articles likewise4 #al41 & f a poor woman #f;d4--,9 ! c\rse ( ! day came 9 fur!r3 ,f ,isl+ton #fs4--,f ,a4 ,w4 #bs4--,f ,isl+ton #es41 ) #h *emises & #d %irts4--,also f a great di/ance #ajjl41 :i* be+ left at my disposal1 ,i took "o half = ! ,orphans1 & ! o!r half = ! o!r ,objects4--,by sale ( articles #bl4-- ,also #bs4 #f;d41 & #bs4 #h #a_/b d4 f an ,orphan-box4--,?us ,i 0 enabl$ to advance ?is ev5+ #cjl4 = h\se-keep+ z ne$$4 ,?is 0 ! la/ "t1 dur+ ?is p]iod ( ! ,in/itution1 t we 7 br\ght s l[ z to means2 = ! ,"l s5t 9 on ,dec4 #ca #fl4 #ajs42 on ,jan4 #a1 #ahee1 9 tw5ty-eight diff]5t donations1 #adl4 #ds4 #f;d42 on ,jan4 #bnd #agl4 #hs4 #c;d42 on ,jan4 #crd #ael4 #as4 #c;d42 on ,jan4 #d? #cdl4 #aas4 #h;d41 & s on1 till ! l>ge donation 0 giv5 ( :i*1 z has be5 /at$1 #ijjl4 0 tak5 = ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans4 ,?is1 ) :at came 9 f ,dec4 #cj? #ahed1 up to ,may #bf?1 #ahee1 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 enabl$ me to meet all ! dem&s )\t any difficulty1 dur+ ! rema9+ five mon?s4 ,( all ^! donations1 mak+1 up ! total ( #bbbfl4 #ajs4 #g #a_/d d41 ,i ref] only to ! foll[+4 ,jan4 #a1 #ahee4 ,f a cl]gyman 9 ,s\? ,africa #al4 ,jan4 #d4 ,f a ,*ri/ian m]*ant at ,clifton #cjl4 = ! ,orphans1 ) #ajl4 = myself1 & #ajl4 = poor believ]s4 ,!re h be5 _m in/ances1 9 :i*1 along ) ! donations = missions1 or = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 or ! ,build+ ,fund1 !re 7 also pres5ts 9 money s5t = my own p]sonal exp5ses1 or ^? ( my family4 ,^! in/ances ,i h gladly record$1 z !y came 9 connexion ) ! donations ref]r$ to1 because !y af=d$ me an opportunity ( speak+ well ( ! k9dness & fai?fulness ( ! ,"l 9 supply+ my own p]sonal or family ne$4 ,x is n[ i4e4 9 #ahef above ,tw5ty ,five ye>s1 s9ce ,i h n _h any regul> income :atev]4 ,9 ! ye> #ahcj1 ,i saw x to be ! ,"l's w to give up my regul> income 9 connexion ) ! m9i/ry ( ! ,^w1 & to tru/ 9 ,him1 alone = ! supply ( all my temporal necessities4 ,i h be5 enabl$ to cont9ue 9 ?is pa?1 & h n be5 all[$ to regret ! /ep :i* ,i !n took4 ,?us x is also 9 my position z director ( ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution4 ,i h no sal>y 9 ?is position2 b ! ,"l abundantly supplies my ne$2 yea1 ?\gh !re are _m exp5ses connect$ ) ?is v position1 ,he abundantly meets all my wants1 & gives me f> m ?an ,i ne$4 ,if ) all my might ,i _h s\ght to obta9 a lucrative place1 ei!r z a prea*] ( ! ,gospel1 or 9 "s o!r way1 ,i %\ld n h _h m1 ,i h reason to believe1 if z mu*1 z1 uns\ght1 unask$ =1 s f> z x reg>ds man1 ,i receive day by day out ( ! lov+ h& ( my ,heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,:5 ,i look at ,8 k9dness to me 9 sav+ my guilty s\l1 ,i am ov]:elm$ ) ! b\ndlessness ( ,8 love & grace t[>ds me 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus2 & :5 ,i look at ,8 k9dness to me1 ev5 z x reg>ds temporal ?+s1 ,i "k n :]e to beg91 nor :]e to end1 9 speak+ well ( ,8 "n4 ,i d desire to magnify ,him1 & !re=e decl>e 9 ?is public way ,8 great goodness to me 9 ?us s abundantly supply+ my temporal necessities2 & ,i d s also1 if x may please ,god1 by ?is means1 to enc\rage ! he>ts ( ,8 *ildr5 m & m unres]v$ly to tru/ 9 ,him4 ,x is n[ above tw5ty-five ye>s s9ce ,i h ask$ help = myself f any human be+2 b ,god has be5 inde$ my help]4 ,& n[ ! v "w ev5 ) :i* ,i am connect$1 respect+ :i* ,i _h e reason to believe1 :5 ,i comm5c$ x1 t x w\ld be connect$ ) great exp5ses to myself1 z well z be ! means1 look$ at naturally1 ( decreas+ my own income1 ,god has1 ?\gh uns\ght = on my "p1 us$ z ! in/rum5t to br+ along ) x _m supplies = myself also1 ?us n only abundantly meet+ my increas$ exp5ses1 b giv+ me f> m ?an ,i ne$ = myself4 ,h[ great is ,8 goodness6 ,de> ,*ri/ian ,read]1 be enc\rag$ by ?is6 ,d b tru/ 9 ,god ) all y\r he>t1 & y w f9d t y w n be conf\nd$4 ,only let x be tru/ 9 ,god1 n 9 man1 n 9 circum/ances1 n 9 any ( y\r own ex]tions1 b real tru/ 9 ,god1 & y w be help$1 9 y\r v>i\s necessities4--,i ref] to a few m ( ! donations4 ,jan4 #be4 ,f v>i\s believ]s at ,melb\rne1 ,au/ralia1 #bjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #bjl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,feb4 #bc4 ,receiv$ a v valuable gold wat*1 a gold wat* *a91 #b gold wat* keys1 a gold seal1 a silv] mu/>d pot & spoon1 a silv] salt /&1 a sc5t bottle1 a *9a basket1 #c *9a jugs1 a *9a cup & sauc] & mug #b tap] c&le/icks1 a r+ /&1 #b spill cups1 a c>d /&1 a lamp1 a cl>et jug1 a pair ( decant]s1 #f hock glasses1 #ad cl>et glasses1 #f f+] glasses1 & a set ( *9a tea ?+s4 ,! donor has f\nd true ri*es & peace to 8 s\l 9 ! ,"l ,jesus2 & he is ?us l$ to s5d ^! articles = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,april #ah4 #ajjl4 f a di/ance1 ( :i* ! donor k9dly int5ds #bjl4 = myself1 & #hjl4 = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,may #e4 #bail4 #is4 #d;d4 f a di/ance1 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to keep #ail4 #is #d;d4 = myself1 & to use ! o!r z x might be requir$ = ! ,"l's "w4 ,i took #ajjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & #ajjl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,?is donation 0 especially refre%+ to my _s1 because ( its com+ at ?is p]iod1 :5 ! outgo+s are v great4 ,may #bf4 ,t[>ds ! close ( ?is day x 0 f\nd t ! balance left 9 h&1 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 0 #aajl4 #ags4 #h #a_/b d41 z ! am\nt ) :i* we %\ld h to beg9 ! new p]iod 9 provid+ = ! necessities ( ! ,orphans4 ,be=e leav+ ! ,orphan-,h\se1 ,i _h my usual daily season = pray] ) my de> wife4 ,hav+ prais$ ! ,"l = ,8 goodness to u & ! "w1 9 help+ u dur+ ano!r ye>1 & hav+ s\ght ,8 bless+ ^u ! v>i\s objects ( ! ,in/itution1 we comm5d$ ourselves aga9 to ,him1 especially1 ) ref]5ce to means = ! com+ ye>1 & entreat$ ,him also to su/a9 our fai? to ! end ( our c\rse2 = ! long] ,i g on 9 ?is pa?1 ! m ,i feel my entire dep5d5ce ^u ! ,"l & my ne$ ( be+ su/a9$ by ,him4 ,:5 we arriv$ home1 we f\nd two m donations1 ! la/ ( ! pres5t p]iod1 s5t = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans2 "o be+ two little dresses1 a piece ( pr9t1 a piece ( calico1 & #bj pocket h&k]*iefs2 ! o!r a small gold ,g5eva wat*1 q new4 ,we took ^! two la/ donations z ! ,"l's e>ne/ t ,he w\ld be ) u dur+ ! com+ p]iod also1 & ) good c\rage look$ =w>d to x1 by ,8 grace4 ,i add a few rem>ks to ?is "p ( ! ,n>rative3--#a4 ,%\ld any "o suppose1 on acc\nt ( its hav+ be5 /at$ 9 ! previ\s pages t we 7 repeat$ly br\ght l[ z to means1 t ! ,orphans h n _h all t 0 ne$ful = !m2 we reply1 t nev]1 s9ce ! "w has be5 9 exi/5ce1 has !re a meal-"t come1 b ! ,orphans h _h good n\ri%+ food 9 suffici5t quantity3 & nev] h !y ne$$ clo!s1 b ,i h _h ! means to provide !m ) all !y requir$4 ,p]sons liv+ 9 ,bri/ol c easily satisfy !mselves z to ?is1 n only by see+ week aft] week our /ores = food & clo!s2 b also ! dress & ! heal?y c\nt5ances ( ^! hundr$s ( *ildr5 7?\gh v _m ( !m 7 receiv$ 9 a v weak & diseas$ /ate7 w amply prove :at ,i /ate4 #b4 ,nev] s9ce ! ,orphan "w has be5 9 exi/5ce1 h ,i ask$ "o s+le human be+ = any help = ?is "w2 & yet1 unask$ =1 simply 9 answ] to pray]1 f s _m p>ts ( ! _w1 z has be5 /at$1 ! donations h come 91 & t v frequ5tly at a "t ( ! greate/ ne$4 ,7 ,i to /ate :at is n true1 p]sons c\ld easily convict me2 to say no?+ ( ! fact t ,god1 ^: "n ,i h cont9ually connect$ ) ?is "w1 w\ld dis[n me z an awful deceiv]1 & br+ ?is "w to n\ght2 b if ^! ?+s are true1 z inde$ !y are1 w n my read]s own ! h& ( ,god1 w !y n recognize ! m9ute p>ticul> provid5ce ( ,god1 & ! read9ess ( ,8 he>t to li/5 to ! supplications ( ^? :o come to ,him ) _! reque/s 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus8 ,i d n seek a "n = myself 9 connexion ) ?is "w2 ,i d n wi% to draw att5tion to myself1 & am inde$ sorry :5 p]sons h _h _! att5tion direct$ only to me2 b ,i d seek hon\r = my ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 & ,i d desire t ,8 h& may be own$ 9 ?is "w4 ,miscellane\s po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,may #bj1 #ahed1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee4 #a4 ,dur+ ?is ye> f\r ,day ,s*ools 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #ahd *ildr5 9 !m1 7 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution2 & sev]al o!r ,day ,s*ools 9 ,devon%ire1 ,cornwall1 ,suffolk1 ,irel&1 & ,scotl& 7 assi/$ ) copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,fur!r1 "o ,sunday ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #aeh *ildr51 0 entirely support$1 & sev5 o!rs1 9 ,cornwall1 ,devon%ire1 ,som]set%ire1 & ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ) ab\t #djj *ildr5 9 !m1 7 assi/$4 ,la/ly1 "o ,adult ,s*ool1 ) #ahc ,adults1 0 entirely support$ dur+ ?is ye>4--,! am\nt exp5d$1 dur+ ?is ye>1 on ^! v>i\s ,s*ools1 0 #cchl4 #bs4 #e;d4 ,9 connexion ) all ^! ,s*ools1 ,i w\ld sugge/ ! foll[+ important matt] = pray]4 ,f ,m>*1 #ahhd1 to ,may1 #bf1 #ahee1 !re 7 #e1ief *ildr5 9 ! ,day ,s*ools4 ,9 ! ,adult ,s*ool !re 7 #b1dei p]sons4 ,! numb] ( ! ,sunday ,s*ool *ildr5 am\nt$ to #b1hag4 ,?us1 )\t reckon+ ! ,orphans1 #aa1bcb s\ls 7 br\ght "u habitual in/ruction 9 ! ?+s ( ,god 9 ^! ,s*ools2 besides ! _m ?\s&s 9 ! ,s*ools 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ,engl&1 ,irel&1 ,scotl&1 ,briti% ,guiana1 ! ,we/ ,indies1 ! ,ea/ ,indies1 c41 :i* 7 to a great] or less degree assi/$4 ,n[1 :at ,i w\ld especially reque/ is1 t all ! disciples ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 :o take an int]e/ 9 ?is "w1 w\ld help me & my fell[-lab\r]s ) _! pray]s1 t n only ^? :o are at pres5t "u our in/ruction may be spiritually b5efit$1 b p>ticul>ly also1 t ,god w\ld be pleas$ to "w mightily 9 ! he>ts ( ^? :o 7 once "u our c>e1 9 br++ to _! remembrance ! tru? :i* 0 !n set be=e !m4 ,i am ! m induc$ to make ?is reque/1 z we frequ5tly meet ) "y m5 or "y wom51 :o _m ye>s ago 7 "u our c>e & in/ruction1 :o ?ankfully own ! b5efit !y receiv$ :5 ) u1 & :o are n[ believ]s 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 ?\gh at ! "t !y _h giv5 u little or no hope4 ,?us has ! ,"l aft]w>ds be5 pleas$ to cause ! se$ to spr+ up & to be> fruit to ,8 praise4 ,dur+ ?is ye> also we _h aga9 & aga9 mo/ enc\rag+ in/ances ( ?is k9d br\ght be=e u4 ,! total sum exp5d$ dur+ ! #ba ye>s1 f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 9 connexion ) ! ,s*ools1 :i* 7 ei!r entirely1 or 9 "p support$ by ! funds ( ?is ,in/itution1 am\nt$ to #g1bjdl4 #abs4 #h #a_/d d4 #b4 ,great h be5 ! ef=ts1 made ( late ye>s1 to spread error2 !re=e ! disciples ( ! ,"l ,jesus %\ld be especially active 9 seek+ to spread ! tru?4 ,fe>fully great1 9 p>ticul>1 h be5 ! ef=ts to rob ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ ( ! ,^w ( ,god2 on ?is acc\nt1 all :o love our ,"l ,jesus 9 s9c]ity1 %\ld seek1 accord+ to _! ability1 to spread ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,on acc\nt1 !re=e1 ( ! especial attempts made1 ( late ye>s1 once m to deprive ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ ( ,god's un]r+ ,holy ,^w1 ,i h _h x p>ticul>ly laid ^u my m9d1 9 e way to embrace opportunities = circulat+ x1 & especially to place x 9 ! h&s ( ! v poore/ ( ! poor4 ,9 ?is way1 n only 9 ,engl&1 ,wales & ,scotl&1 b p>ticul>ly 9 ,irel&1 we h s\ght to circulate ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,& n only !re1 b also 9 ,canada1 ,briti% ,guiana1 ! ,ea/ ,indies1 ,au/ralia & ,*9a4 ,e op5 door1 :i* ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to set be=e u1 ,i h endeav\r$ to press into2 &1 9 ?is s]vice h be5 help$ by _m s]vants ( ,*ri/1 :o h s\ght out ! mo/ de/itute p]sons1 desir\s ( possess+ a copy ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,) ?is we h also p>ticul>ly s\ght to comb9e ! supply+ ( ag$ p]sons1 :o are poor1 ) copies pr9t$ 9 l>ge type4 ,our ef=ts h n be5 9 va94 ,we h _h in/ances br\ght be=e u ( direct conv]sion1 simply ?r\gh read+ ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,aga91 dur+ ?is ye> also1 our lab\rs 7 own$ 9 ?is "p ( ! "w4 ,b ?\gh we h se5 "s fruit1 we believe t ! great] "p by f> w be manife/$ 9 ! ,day ( ! ,"l4 ,x has be5 giv5 to u1 by ! help ( ! ,"l1 day by day to seek ,8 bless+ ^u ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & !re=e we believe t our lab\r w n be 9 va94 ,we expect results4 ,! numb] ( ,bibles1 ,new ,te/am5ts1 & ,portions ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 circulat$ f ,may #bj1 #ahed1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 is z foll[s3 #fic ,bibles 7 sold4 #hij ,bibles 7 giv5 away4 #iej ,new ,te/am5ts 7 sold4 #gdh ,new ,te/am5ts 7 giv5 away4 #hb copies ( ! ,psalms 7 sold4 #ahf o!r small portions ( ! ,holy ,scriptures 7 sold4 ,!re 7 circulat$ f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( ?is ,in/itutions #ac1idi ,bibles1 #ijdg ,new ,te/am5ts1 #ahh copies ( ! ,psalms1 & #ghi o!r small portions ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,! total am\nt ( ! funds ( ?is ,in/itution1 sp5t on ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 to ,may #bj1 #ahee1 is #cchil4 #ajs4 #a;d4 ,! am\nt sp5t dur+ ?is ye>1 #dgfl4 #abs4 #c;d4 #c4 ,dur+ ?is ye> !re 0 sp5t ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution = mission>y objects1 ! sum ( #bjhal4 #cs4 #b;d4 ,by ?is sum ,fifty ,sev5 ,lab\r]s 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 7 to a great] or less degree assi/$4 ,) ref]5ce to ?is "p ( ! op]ations ( ! ,in/itution1 ,i h especially ! joy ( be+ able to communicate to ! ,*ri/ian read]1 t ! ,"l 0 pleas$1 dur+ ?is ye>1 abundantly to bless ! lab\rs ( _m ( ! bre?r5 :om ,i assi/$4 ,aga9 & aga9 ,i _h refre%+ intellig5ce z to ! fruit :i* result$ f _! ef=ts4 ,_m s\ls 7 br\ght to ! k ( ! ,"l1 ?r\gh _! lab\rs dur+ ?is ye>4 ,& su* he>t-refre%+ intellig5ce came to me n only f ^? lab\r+ 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! ,unit$ ,k+dom1 b also f ^? :o are s]v+ ! ,"l 9 =eign c\ntries4 ,?is calls = especial praise2 b at ! same "t ,i w\ld comm5d ^! de> bre?r5 to ! pray]s ( ! sa9ts1 t !y may be upheld by ! ,"l ) ref]5ce to _! bodily & m5tal /r5g?1 & especially t !y may be su/a9$ ) pati5ce1 fai?1 love1 p]sev]ance1 & endurance2 = great & _m are _! difficulties4 ,i w\ld especially also reque/ all1 :o love ! ,"l ,jesus1 to pray = m lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel2 = ,i he> cont9ually ( fields :i* are unoccupi$1 & ( op5 doors n ent]$ into = lack ( lab\r]s4 ,! total am\nt ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 sp5t on ,mission>y op]ations1 f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 to ,may #bj1 #ahee1 0 #af1aael4 #js4 #e #a_/b d4 #d4 ,! f\r? object ( ! ,in/itution is1 ! circulation ( su* publications z may be b5eficial1 ) ! bless+ ( ,god1 to b5efit bo? believ]s & unbeliev]s4 ,z x respects tracts = unbeliev]s1 ,i seek especially to aim aft] ! diffusion ( su* z conta9 ! tru?s ( ! ,gospel cle>ly & simply express$2 & z x respects publications = believ]s1 ,i aim aft] ! circulation ( su* z may be in/rum5tal 9 direct+ _! m9ds to ^? tru?s :i* 9 ^! la/ days are m especially ne$$1 or :i* h be5 p>ticul>ly lo/ sight (1 & may lead believ]s to return to ! writt5 ,^w ( ,god4 ,!re 0 laid out = ?is object1 f ,may #bf1 #ahed1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 ! sum ( #fbdl4 #hs4 #d;d42 & !re 7 circulat$ )9 ?is ye> #hie1jcd ,tracts & ,books4 ,! total numb] ( all ! ,tracts & ,books circulat$ f ! beg9n+ up to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 0 #c1ehd1gaj4 ,! total am\nt ( means1 exp5d$ on ?is object1 f ,nov4 #ai1 #ahdj1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 is #bhfhl4 #aes4 #f #c_/d d4 ,we desire to be truly ?ankful to ! ,"l1 = hav+ intru/$ u ) means1 & giv5 u op5 doors1 = ! circulation ( s _m copies ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & s _m ?\s&s ( ,tracts2 & = hav+ enabl$ u to assi/ aga9 to su* an ext5t prea*]s ( ! unse>*able ri*es ( ,*ri/2 b we d n re/ 9 ?is4 ,our tru/ 0 9 ! ,"l = ,8 bless+ ^u our ef=ts4 ,nor has ,he all[$ u to wait ^u ,him 9 va91 dur+ ?is ye>4 ,we _h n only v _m answ]s to our pray]s ) reg>d to ! obta9+ ( means1 b also _m answ]s to pray] z x respects fruit result+ f our lab\rs4 ,?us also ) ref]5ce to ! circulation ( ,tracts4 ,aga9 & aga9 in/ances came be=e u 9 :i* s\ls 7 conv]t$ ?r\gh ! ,tracts1 :i* ! ,"l _h all[$ u to s5d out dur+ ! ye>4 ,among o!rs1 ,i w\ld only m5tion1 t an actor on ! /age1 to :om "o ( !m 0 giv51 0 br\ght to ! k ( ! ,"l4 ,tract di/ributors1 :o c af=d to pay = ,tracts1 & :o desire to procure ,tracts f u1 may obta9 !m = ?is purpose ) a disc\nt ( "o-half1 or #ej p] c5t41 f ! retail price4 ,i /ate ?is1 z _m be#a;iev]s may n l to give away t :i* co/ !m no?+1 & yet may1 at ! same "t1 wi% to obta9 z mu* z possible = _! money4 ,applications = ?is %\ld be made v]bally or 9 writ+ to ,mr4 ,/anley1 at ! ,bible & ,tract ,w>eh\se1 ,no4 #cd1 ,p>k-/reet1 ,bri/ol4 ,to him1 also1 application may be made = specim5 packets conta9+ an assortm5t ( ! ,tracts & small books :i* are kept4 ,by s5d+ #cs41 #es41 #gs41 or #ajs4 9 po/ages to ,mr4 ,/anley1 ,no4 #cd1 ,p>k ,/reet1 ,bri/ol1 packets w be s5t to any "p ( ,engl&1 ,wales1 ,irel&1 ,scotl&1 ,j]sey1 ,gu]nsey1 c41 po/ paid1 conta9+ specim5s to ! am\nt ( ! po/ages s5t4 ,a catalogue ( ! v>i\s books & tracts1 sold at ! above ,w>eh\se1 ) _! prices1 may be _h !re1 by apply+ ei!r p]sonally or by lett] to ,mr4 ,/anley4 #e4 ,! fif? object ( ! ,in/itution is1 to bo>d1 clo!1 & ,scripturally to educate de/itute *ildr5 :o h lo/ bo? p>5ts by dea?4 ,at ! comm5cem5t ( ?is p]iod !re 7 #bih ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se on ,a%ley ,d[n1 ,bri/ol4 ,dur+ ! ye> !re 7 admitt$ into x #ci ,orphans1 mak+ #ccg 9 all4 ,( ^! #ccg1 two di$ dur+ ! ye>4 ,only two6 ,we record ?is ) p>ticul> gratitude4 ,& ev5 ^! two di$ ?r\gh wat] on ! bra94 ,god help+ u1 we desire to trace ,8 h& 9 ev]y?+2 at ! same "t1 ! long] ,i am engag$ 9 ! ,orphan "w1 & see ! effects :i* are produc$ by regul> habits1 cleanl9ess1 n\ri%+ food1 prop] clo?+1 good v5tilation1 a heal?y locality1 c41 ! m ,i am conv9c$1 t at lea/ "o-half ( ! *ildr5 among ! poor] classes die = want ( prop] att5tion4 ,i d n /ate ?is to f9d fault ) !m1 b r m5tion x 9 ! way ( pity & commis]ation1 to draw ! att5tion ( ! public to ! fact4 ,if any:]e ! mortality among *ildr5 %\ld be great1 humanly speak+1 x %\ld be s among u1 because we g5]ally receive ! *ildr5 v "y1 & also1 because ! v fact ( ^! *ildr51 :ile s "y1 hav+ be5 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?1 %[s t _! p>5ts1 g5]ally speak+1 7 ( a v sickly con/itution4 ,inde$ ! great] "p ( ! ,orphans :om we h receiv$1 lo/ "o or bo? p>5ts ?r\gh consumption4 ,& yet1 ?\gh su* is ! case1 we h se5 aga9 & aga91 h[ *ildr5 :o came to u 9 a mo/ diseas$ /ate1 h1 ?r\gh prop] att5tion1 by ! bless+ ( ,god1 be5 br\ght out ( t /ate1 & are n[ v heal?y4 ,b we (t5 receive *ildr5 ^: c\nt5ances at once %[ t !y h n _h suffici5t food1 or 7 9 o!r respects greatly neglect$4 ,x 0 only z late z ,april #bf1 #ahee1 t ! turn ( #d *ildr5 came1 to be receiv$1 all ( ! same family1 f #e to #i ye>s old4 ,:5 ^! *ildr5 7 br\ght1 x 0 evid5t t !y 7 9 a mo/ deplorable /ate ( heal? f ! want ( prop] food4 ,?is 0 n[ ! pa9ful difficulty 9 :i* we f\nd ourselves2 if we receiv$ !m1 x 0 n at all unlikely1 humanly speak+1 t we %\ld h great trial ) !m on acc\nt ( _! heal?1 z !y _h be5 s long neglect$2 & yet1 if we did n take !m1 !y w\ld1 we _h great reason to fe>1 v %ortly s9k "u _! position4 ,tru/ 9 ,god decid$ ! matt]4 ,we receiv$ all f\r1 hop+ t1 by ,god's bless+1 !y w\ld be ?us rescu$ f s9k+ "u _! circum/ances4 ,! elde/ ( ! f\r1 a boy ( above n9e ye>s old1 0 = ! fir/ ev5+ or two s weak1 t he c\ld n walk up /airs to ! dormitory )\t /opp+4 ,?is disappe>$1 aft] he _h _h ! food ( ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se = a few days2 & n[ all ! f\r are s greatly improv$1 t !y d n look at all l :at !y 7 on ,april #bf?1 #ahee4 ,i h s m9utely ent]$ into ?is "o case out ( v _m ( ! k9d1 :i* h come be=e me 9 connexion ) ! ,orphan "w dur+ ! la/ #bj ye>s1 9 ord] to %[ h[ deeply important x is to c>e = su* de/itute ,orphans1 to rescue !m1 humanly speak+1 f mis]y or premature dea?1 to say no?+ n[ ) ref]5ce to _! spiritual welf>e1 :i* is p>am\nt ) u4 ,besides ! two :o di$ out ( ! #chg1 we 7 oblig$ to expel "o f ! e/abli%m5t4 ,?is boy 0 admitt$ on ,oct4 #d1 #ahdi4 ,he 0 !n n q eight ye>s old2 b ?\gh s "y1 x 0 soon f\nd out t he 0 old 9 s91 = he 0 a confirm$ li>1 ?ief1 c4 ,he glori$ 9 x among ! o!r boys1 & told !m t he _h belong$ to a juv5ile gang ( ?ieves1 be=e he _h be5 admitt$ into ! ,orphan ,h\se1 t he _h (t5 /ol5 f ! %ips iron1 brass1 c41 & sold x4 ,we ?\ght at fir/ t he spoke ?us m]ely 9 ! way ( boa/+1 b x prov$ b too true1 t he 0 exp]i5c$ 9 su* matt]s2 = twice he ran away f ! ,orphan ,h\se1 c>ry+ (f ?+s belong+ to ! o!r *ildr54 ,moreov]1 he c\ld pick locks1 c4 ,we receiv$ him back twice1 aft] hav+ run away1 hop+ t1 by be>+ ) him1 admoni%+ him1 speak+ to him privately1 pray+ ) him1 & us+ a v>iety ( o!r means1 he might be reclaim$2 b all 9 va94 ,at la/1 hav+ borne ) him1 & tri$ him = five ye>s & f\r mon?s1 he 0 solemnly1 ) pray]1 be=e ! :ole e/abli%m5t1 expell$1 if by any means ?is la/ pa9ful rem$y might be bless$ to him4 ,yet we foll[ ev5 ?is poor "y s9n] ) our pray]s1 & hope t yet ! ,"l may %[ him 8 evil ways1 & give u ev5 n[ joy conc]n+ him1 z we h _h be=e 9 a simil> in/ance4 ,?is case afre% deeply impress$ ^u me ! importance ( c>+ = ,orphans f _! e>lie/ days2 = ?is poor boy1 :5 b eight ye>s old1 0 already greatly practic$ 9 /eal+4 ,"o ( ! *ildr51 aft] hav+ be5 five ye>s & "o mon? "u our c>e1 0 tak5 back by ! relatives :o _h plac$ him ) u1 z !y 7 by t "t able to provide = him4 ,"o ( ! girls 0 s5t out to le>n a bus9ess1 "o z a junior tea*] 9 a s*ool1 & #ac to take situations2 & #ba boys 7 appr5tic$4 ,^! #dj vacancies ?us occasion$1 left at ! end ( ! ye> only #big *ildr5 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se4 ,! total numb] ( ,orphans1 "u our c>e f ,april #ahcf1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 0 #eig4 ,i notice fur!r ! foll[+ po9ts respect+ ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se4 #a4 ,p]sons :o desire to make application = ! admission ( ,orphans1 are reque/$ to write to me1 & address ! lett] to my h\se1 ,no4 #bc1 ,paul ,/reet1 ,k+sd[n1 ,bri/ol4 #b4 ,i aga9 /ate1 z x reg>ds ! funds1 t ! income = ! ,orphans is kept di/9ct f t = ! o!r objects4 ,donors may !re=e contribute = "o or ! o!r ( ! objects exclusively1 or h _! donations equally divid$ among !m all1 j z x may appe> be/ to !mselves4 ,if any ( ! donors w\ld wi% to leave ! application ( _! donations to my discretion1 z ! "w ( ,god 9 my h&s m especially may call = x at ! "t1 !y are reque/$1 k9dly to say s1 :5 s5d+ _! donations4 #c4 ,! exp5ses = ! ,orphans1 dur+ ?is ye>1 7 #dcjdl4 #ds4 #g #a_/b d4 #d4 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+ by me1 ! sum ( #gdacbl4 #fs4 #aj #c_/d d4 0 giv5 to me = ! ,orphans1 z ! result ( pray] to ,god1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 :i* sum includes ! #ae1jeel #cs4 #b #a_/d d4 paid = ! build+1 fitt+ up1 & furni%+ ( ! pres5t ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 ! #bc1jeil4 #ags4 #h #a_/d d41 9 h& on ! #bj? ,may1 #ahee1 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & ! #aafl4 #ags4 #h #a_/b d41 ! balance = ! curr5t exp5ses4--,x may also be int]e/+ to ! read] to "k t ! total sum1 giv5 = ! o!r objects1 f ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w up to ,may #bf1 #ahee1 am\nt$ to #be1bcil4 #hs4 #aj #c_/d d42 & t :i* came 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5t ( ! *ildr5 9 ! ,day ,s*ools1 f ! comm5cem5t1 am\nt$ to #decal4 #abs4 #aj #c_/d d4-- ,besides ?is1 also a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 c41 7 giv5 = ! use ( ! ,orphans4 #e4 ,i h ! joy ( be+ able to /ate t we h great cause = ?ankfulness1 t1 9 ! mid/ ( _m difficulties1 our lab\rs among ! ,orphans cont9ue to be bless$1 & t1 especially1 aga9 & aga9 in/ances n[ come be=e u 9 :i* ^?1 :o 7 =m]ly "u our c>e1 decl>e !mselves on ! ,"l's side4 #f4 ,besides be+ able to meet ! exp5ses = ! ,orphans & ! o!r ,objects1 am\nt+ altoge!r to #ghcbl4 #gs4 #j #a_/b d4 dur+ ?is ye>1 ,i 0 able to add to ! ,build+ ,fund #ebdbl4 #ahs4 #c;d4 ,! total income dur+ ! ye> 0 #ac1jedl4 #ads4 #d;d4 #g4 ,! articles giv5 = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 are sold by ,miss ,/ev5s1 on ! fir/ floor ( ! ,bible & ,tract ,w>eh\se ( ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 ,no4 #cd1 ,p>k ,/reet1 ,bri/ol4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs1 or ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 my h&s1 n imm$iately connect$ ) ! ,scriptural ,"k_/edge ,in/itution1 f ,may #bf1 #ahed1 to ,may #bf1 #ahee4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahed4 ,dur+ ?is ye> !re h be5 receiv$ into fell[%ip #fa4 ,! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give me dur+ ?is ye>-- #a4 ,9 provisions1 clo!s1 etc41 wor? at lea/ #h #ad #j #b4 ,9 anonym\s (f]+s 9 money1 put up 9 pap] & direct$ to me1 & put into ! boxes = ! poor sa9ts or ! r5t1 at ! *apels 4 4 #aia #a #aa #a_/b #c4 ,9 pres5ts 9 money1 f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n giv5 anonym\sly4 4 #adc #ab #aj #d4 ,9 money1 f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 4 4 4 #hed #b #g #a_/b ----------- ,l#fig #aa #e ----------- ,"s ( my read]s may be ready to exclaim1 #figl4 #aas4 #e;d46 ,:at a l>ge sum6 ,n "o out ( a hundr$ m9i/]s has su* a l>ge sal>y1 nor "o out ( tw5ty cl]gym5 su* a good liv+6 ,%\ld y1 e/eem$ read]1 say s1 my reply is3 ,inde$ m9e is a happy way = ! obta9+ ( my temporal supplies2 b if any "o desires to g ?is way1 he mu/-- #a4 ,n m]ely say t he tru/s 9 ,god1 b mu/ really d s4 ,(t5 individuals pr(ess to tru/ 9 ,god1 b !y embrace e opportunity1 directly or indirectly1 to expose _! ne$1 & ?us seek to induce p]sons to help !m4 ,i d n say x is wrong to make kn[n our wants2 b ,i d say x ill agrees ) tru/ 9 ,god1 to expose our wants = ! sake ( induc+ p]sons to help u4 ,god w take u at our ^w4 ,if we say we tru/ 9 ,him1 ,he w try :e!r we really d s1 or only pr(ess to d s2 & if inde$ we tru/ 9 ,him1 we are satisfi$ to /& ) ,him alone4 #b4 ,! individual :o desires to g ?is way mu/ be will+ to be ri* or poor1 z ! ,"l pleases4 ,he mu/ be will+ to "k :at x is to h an abundance or sc>cely any?+4 ,he mu/ be will+ to leave ?is _w )\t any possessions4 #c4 ,he mu/ be will+ to take ! money 9 ,god's way1 n m]ely 9 l>ge sums b 9 small4--,aga9 & aga9 h ,i _h a s+le %ill+ giv5 or s5t to me4 ,to h refus$ su* tok5s ( ,*ri/ian love1 w\ld h be5 ungraci\s4 #d4 ,he mu/ be will+ to live z ! ,"l's /ew>d4--,if any "o 7 to beg9 ?is way ( liv+1 & did n communicate out ( t :i* ! ,"l gives to him1 b ho>d x up2 or1 if he w\ld live up to 8 income1 z x is call$1 !n ! ,"l1 :o influ5ces ! he>ts ( ,8 *ildr51 to help him ) means1 w\ld soon cause ^? *annels to be dri$ up4 ,h[ x came t my already good income /ill m increas$1 s z to come to :at x is1 has be5 /at$ 9 ! e>ly "p ( ?is volume2 x 0 :5 ,i det]m9$ t1 by ,god's help1 ,8 poor & ,8 "w %\ld m ?an ev] p>take ( my means4 ,f t "t ! ,"l 0 pleas$ m & m to intru/ me ) means = my own purse4 ,i reque/ ! read] c>efully to read ov] once m all ,i h said 9 ! fir/ volume ( ?is ,n>rative1 ?ird "p1 f page #ege to #fjd1 on ,mat!w #f1 #ai-ba1 on ,mat!w #f1 #cc1 & on ,/ew>d%ip4 ,v>i\s reasons might h kept me f publi%+ ^! acc\nts2 b ,i h = my object 9 writ+1 ! glory ( ,god1 & !re=e delight 9 ?us %[+ :at a lov+ ma/] ,i s]ve1 & h[ b\ntifully ,he supplies my necessities2 & ,i write = ! com=t & enc\ragem5t ( my fell[ believ]s1 t !y may be l$ to tru/ 9 ,god m & m1 & !re=e ,i feel x due to !m to /ate1 h[1 ev5 ) reg>d to ?is life1 ,i am amply provid$ =1 ?\gh t is n :at ,i seek aft]4 ,fur!r acc\nt respect+ ! int5d$ ,orphan ,h\ses = ,sev5 ,hundr$ ,poor ,*ildr51 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?1 f ,may #bf1 #ahee1 to ,may #bf1 #ahef4 ,on ,may #bj1 #ahee1 ,i _h 9 h& = ?is object #bc1jeil4 #ags4 #h #a_/d d41 z /at$ 9 ! la/ *apt] on ?is subject4 ,i n[ relate h[ ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to supply me fur!r ) means1 b mu/ conf9e myself1 = ! sake ( brevity1 to "s ( ! m rem>kable donations4 ,june4 #bj4 ,a silv] m$al giv5 to ! donor = be+ engag$ 9 ! tak+ ( ,java2 b he desires to lay d[n 8 hon\r at ! feet ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 & to h ?is m$al us$ to lay a /one 9 ! new build+4 ,aug4 #d4 ,f ,s4 ,s4 #el41 ) #el4 = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 #el4 = ,missions1 & #el4 & ! foll[+ articles = ! support ( ! ,orphans3 ,a pair ( gold m\nt$ bracelets1 a pair ( jet bracelets1 an iron wat* gu>d1 a pair ( iron bracelets & wai/ buckle1 a small gold seal1 a r+1 #b p5cil cases1 a gold broo*1 a purse & "s mock pe>ls & beads4 ,aug4 #bb4 ,f ,devon%ire #ajjl4 ,nov4 #ba4 ,f ,ipswi* #bl41 ,! prop]ty ( a de> *ild n[ 9 heav54 ,nov4 #bc4 ,f ,london #ejl41 ) #el4 = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 #el4 = ! ,s*ools1 #ajl4 = ,missions1 #ajl4 = ! ,orphans1 #ajl4 = ,mr4 ,craik1 & #ajl4 = my own exp5ses4 ,dec4 #e4 ,?is ev5+ ,i _h ! k9d (f]1 unsolicit$1 t all ! glass requir$1 = ab\t #cjj l>ge w9d[s 9 ! new h\se1 :i* is n[ be+ built1 %\ld be gratuit\sly suppli$4 ,x is wor?y ( notice t ! glass 0 n contract$ =1 ?is "t1 z 9 ! case ( ! h\se already built4 ,?is1 no d\bt1 0 "u ! ord]+ ( our ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 :o knew be=eh& t ?is (f] w\ld be made4 ,jan4 #aj1 #ahej4 ,f ,liv]pool3 ,a r+ set ) a brilliant1 a gold bracelet1 a ,maltese bracelet1 a broo*1 a ,maltese silv] clasp & belt1 a g>net r+1 a pair ( gold e>-r+s1 a box ( :i/ m>k]s1 & ,g]man cross & *a94 ,feb4 #ai4 ,n[ at la/ ! ,"l has be5 pleas$1 9 answ] to _m pray]s1 to give me today #cjjjl41 :i* be+ left to my disposal = ! "w ( ! ,"l1 ,i took = ! ,build+ ,fund #agjjl41 = ! support ( ! ,orphans #cjjl41 & = ,mission>y objects1 ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 & ! support ( ! v>i\s ,s*ools 9 connection ) ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution #ajjjl4 ,h[ ,i feel at su* times _c be describ$1 :5 9 answ] to _m pray]s1 ! ,"l is pleas$ to op5 ,8 b\ntiful h&s1 & to prove s abundantly h[ will+ ,he is to li/5 to ! supplications ( ,8 *ildr5 :o put _! tru/ 9 ,him1 ?\gh x may be ne$ful1 = _! own good & t ( o!rs1 t = a season ,he seem b little or n at all to reg>d _! supplications4 ,m>* #ah4 ,receiv$ #djjjl41 :i* 0 left at my disposal z ! "w ( ! ,"l might require x4 ,i took ( ?is sum #cjjjl4 = ! ,build+ ,fund1 & #ajjjl4 = ,missions1 ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & ! v>i\s s*ools1 support$ by ! ,in/itution4--,?is donation is ! fruit ( _m pray]s1 & ( mu* look+ to ! ,"l = answ]s4 ,8 holy "n be magnifi$ = x4 ,i am ?us draw+ ne>] & ne>] ! "t :5 ,i %all h obta9$ f ! ,"l ev]y?+ ne$$ = ?is object4 ,i h n _h1 f ! beg9n+1 by ,god's grace1 "o mom5t's d\bt1 t 9 ,8 own "t1 ,he w\ld give me all t is requir$4 ,may #bf4 ,by sale ( a publication 9 ,fr5* #cl4--,by sale ( a publication 9 ,engli% #fil4 #as4 #aj;d4--,to ^! donations is to be add$ #iaal4 #hs4 #a;d41 receiv$ dur+ ?is ye> = int]e/4 ,i add a few rem>ks4 ,a4 ,up to ,may #bj1 #ahef1 ! total income = ! ,build+ ,fund 0 #bi1bigl4 #ahs4 #aa #a_/b d41 s t only ab\t #egjjl4 m w be requir$1 z f> z ,i am able to see1 9 ord] to accompli% to ! full my purpose respect+ ! accommodation = #gjj m ,orphans4 ,b4 ,! h\se = #djj female ,orphans1 comm5c$ 9 ,augu/1 #ahee1 is expect$1 ) ,god's bless+ to be ready by ab\t ,midsumm] #aheg = ! reception ( #djj ,orphans4 ,c4 ,z soon z my pa? is made pla91 ,god will+1 ! o!r h\se = #cjj ,orphans w also be comm5c$2 b ,i _c /ate1 at pres5t1 any fur!r p>ticul>s respect+ ?is4 ,supplies = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,mission>y & ,tract ,fund1 s5t 9 answ] to pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahee1 to ,may #bf1 #ahef4 ,on ,may #bf1 #ahee1 :5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 !re 0 9 h& #dal4 #fs4 #aa #a_/b d4 = ^! objects4 ,on ,june #e1 #ahee1 !re=e only a few days aft] ! comm5cem5t ( ! new p]iod1 :5 only #al4 #js4 #f;d4 altoge!r _h come 9 = ^! objects1 9 #h diff]5t donations1 ,i receiv$ #baal4 #is4 #e;d41 ( :i* ! donor k9dly wi%$ me to reta9 #aal4 #is4 #e;d4 = my own exp5ses1 & to use ! #bjjl4 = ! "w ( ! ,"l1 z might be ne$$4 ,i took1 !re=e1 #ajjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & #ajjl4 = ^! objects1 & _h ?us "s means1 to g on ) ! "w4 ,?is donation 0 a great refre%m5t & enc\ragem5t to me1 at ! comm5cem5t ( ?is new p]iod4 ,july #ab4 ,s9ce ,june #e? little only1 comp>atively1 has come 94 ,all ! donations = ^! objects 7 "u #el4 ,today1 h[ev]1 ! ,"l1 9 answ] to _m pray]s1 has s5t me #bjjl41 to be us$ z ne$$4 ,i took ( ?is donation #ajjl4 = ! ,orphans1 & #ajjl4 = ^! objects1 & h ?us ! means ( be+ able to s5d "s help to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,gospel4 ,aug4 #i4 ,hav+ _h heavy exp5ses ! la/ t5 days1 9 ord] to help =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel1 & to procure supplies ( ,bibles1 ,te/am5ts1 & ,tracts1 our means = ^! objects 7 n[ r$uc$ to #gl4 #gs4 #aj #a_/b d4 ,yet ,i desir$ f> m to help bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 z ! great] p>ty ( !m _h n yet be5 suppli$4 ,i !re=e bes\ght ! ,"l1 t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to s5d 9 means4 ,:5 ,i came home ?is ev5+ f ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 ,i f\nd ! foll[+ lett]1 f ! same believ+ f>m]1 :om ! ,"l has sev]al times us$ 9 previ\s ye>s1 to help me :5 9 ne$4 99 99 99 99 ,aug4 #h1 #ahee4 ,de> ,bro!r 9 ,*ri/1 ,i feel /irr$ up to help y 9 ! "w 9 :i* y are engag$1 & !re=e beg y\r acceptance ( ! enclos$ ,tw5ty ,p\nds1 to be us$ 9 any way y please1 tru/+ ,god w direct y4 ,y\rs affectionately 9 ,*ri/1 99 99 99 99 ,i took ! :ole am\nt = ,mission>y objects & ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts4 ,aug4 #be4 ,! outgo+s f ^! objects h be5 great1 dur+ ?is mon?1 & ! income comp>atively small4 ,on ?is acc\nt ! means = ^! objects 7 r$uc$ today to a few %ill+s4 ,z ! opportunities = ! gratuit\s circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts1 h[ev]1 cont9u$ to be great1 & z ,i _h be5 only able to s5d out ab\t ! ?ird "p z mu* to lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel1 z ,i c\ld h desir$1 my pray] dur+ ?is week _h be5 especially = means = ?is object4 ,n[ ! ,"l has some:at help$ u4 ,i h receiv$ today a donation ( #bjcl4 #ads41 ! :ole ( :i* ,i took = ^! objects1 z ! application ( x 0 left ) me4 ,! ,"l be magnifi$ = ?is preci\s help6 ,i %all be able to s5d at lea/ #aejl4 ( ?is sum to lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel4-- ,ab\t #c h\rs1 be=e ?is donation 0 receiv$1 ,i _h be5 ask+ ! ,"l1 if ,he w\ld n condesc5d to use me z an in/rum5t1 at ?is "t1 9 help+ ^! bre?r51 ,he w\ld k9dly 9 "s o!r way supply !m ) means4 ,sept4 #a4 ,f ,dubl9 #el4 = missions4 ,sept4 #aa4 ,f ,c4 ,w4 #bjl4 = =eign lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel4 ,a preci\s help 9 answ] to _m pray]s4 ,sept4 #bj4 ,receiv$ #aijl41 ( :i* ,i took #ajjl4 = ^! objects1 9 ord] to be able to s5d "s help to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 & to h means = go+ on ) ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts2 & ! rema9+ #ijl4 ,i took = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,preci\s help1 ! fruit ( _m pray]s6 ,sept4 #cj4 ,f ,cl]k5well = missions #ajl4 ,oct4 #ac4 #bjl4 f ,au/9 ,fri>s1 ,london4 ,i _h be5 pray+ aga9 & aga9 = m means = ^! objects1 & _h s5t out #ajjl4 )9 ! la/ few days to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 b desir$ to s5d out m4 ,oct4 #bc4 ,f ,london #bjl4 ,nov4 #f?4 ,s9ce ,oct4 #af? ,i _h n be5 able to s5d any fur!r help to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 mu* z ,i desir$ to d s1 hav+ only means en\gh to meet ! necess>y dem&s = ! ,s*ools1 & ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 :i* am\nt$1 f t "t1 to ab\t #abjl4 ,b ,i pray$ daily = means = mission>y objects & ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts4 ,today ,i receiv$ #ahjl41 ! :ole ( :i* ,i h tak5 = ^! objects1 z ! disposal ( x 0 left to me1 hav+ great reason to believe t _m lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel are 9 ne$ ( help1 & hav+ /ill s _m op5+s = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts4 ,! ,"l be magnifi$ = ?is preci\s answ] to pray]6 ,dec4 #ac4 ,dur+ ,novemb] ,i 0 enabl$ to s5d #bjjl4 to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,gospel at ,home & ,abroad1 & also #aigl4 9 ,octob]2 b dur+ ?is mon? ,i h z yet be5 only able to s5d out #abl4 ,my (t5 repeat$ pray] has be51 t ! ,"l w\ld give me ! joy & privilege ( s5d+ out a consid]able sum dur+ ?is mon? also4 ,?is pray] 0 aga9 repeat$1 :5 ,i rose ?is morn+1 & saw ! w9d[s cov]$ ) ice2 = ,i ?\ght !n ( ! ne$y bre?r5 9 ?is cold wea!r1 connect$ ) ! high price ( provisions4 ,x 0 n long aft]1 :5 ,i receiv$ #aecl41 to be us$ 9 ! ,"l's s]vice1 z mo/ ne$$4 ,i took ( ?is1 #ajjl4 = bre?r5 lab\r+ 9 ! ,gospel at ,home & ,abroad1 & #ecl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & ?us h ! joy ( be+ able to s5d at lea/ #ajjl4 at once1 wait+ ^u ! ,"l = m4 ,jan4 #ca1 #ahej4 ,z ! fruit ( v _m pray]s1 ,i h receiv$ today #ajjl41 ! :ole ( :i* ,i h put to ^! funds1 ! application ( ! money be+ left ) me2 z !re 0 no?+ at all left n[ = ! circulation ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & ! v>i\s ,s*ools1 & z ,i _h (t5 ask$ ! ,"l to all[ me fur!r ! joy ( s5d+ help to bre?r5 :o lab\r 9 ! ,^w1 to :om s9ce ,dec4 #ad? ,i _h be5 able to s5d sc>cely any?+4 ,f ?is "t !re 7 no fur!r difficulty exp]i5c$ ) reg>d to means1 = ^! objects1 z on ,feb4 #ai? !re 0 receiv$ ! donation ( #cjjjl41 & on ,m>* #ah? ! donation ( #djjjl41 ( ea* ( :i*1 z /at$ be=e1 ,i took #ajjjl4 = ! ,s*ool--1 ,bible--1 ,mission>y--& ,tract objects1 :]eby1 toge!r ) :at came 9 besides1 ,i 0 n only c>ri$ to ! close ( ?is p]iod1 b 0 enabl$ to exp5d m on ,mission>y objects1 & ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,tracts1 ?an dur+ any previ\s ye>1 s9ce ! ,in/itution comm5c$ 9 ,m>*1 #ahcd4 ,let x be especially obs]v$ by ! ,godly read]1 t n only does ?is "w cont9ue to exi/1 aft] m ?an #bb ye>s1 c>ri$ on solely ?r\gh ! p[] ( pray] & fai? 9 ! ,liv+ ,god2 b also ye> by ye> its op]ations h be5 ext5d$4 ,unbelief is ?us put to %ame4 ,x is pla9ly prov$ t ! "w ( ,god c be c>ri$ on simply by tru/ 9 ,god4 ,if our "w is inde$ ! "w ( ,god1 fai? & pray] w be f\nd effici5t ag5ts2 & if !y are n effici5t1 we may well "q1 :e!r we d inde$ make use ( !m2 or1 if we d1 :e!r ! "w1 9 :i* we are occupi$1 is truly ! "w ( ,god4 ,notice "h also1 t n only 0 ,i enabl$1 simply ?r\gh pray] & fai?1 to procure means = a great] am\nt ( op]ations ?an dur+ any ye> s9ce ,m>* #ahcd2 b1 ov] & above all ?is1 ,i 0 able to add to ! ,build+ ,fund dur+ ?is ye> #fbchl4 #as4 #c #a_/d d41 :il/ ! income = ! support ( ! ,orphans 0 #djgjl4 #ahs4 #a #a_/d d41 & ! income = ! o!r objects #dbgil4 #fs4 #f #a_/d d4 ,! total am\nt1 !re=e1 :i* ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 0 #ad1ehhl4 #es4 #aj #c_/d d4 ,behold1 de> ,read]1 h[ effectual ?is way is = ! obta9+ ( means2 = ! am\nt is l>ge4 ,behold too1 h[ pleasant a way x is2 = ,i h n to enc\nt] unpleasant refusals1 9 apply+ = money4 ,behold h[ *eap a way2 = x involves none ( ! heavy exp5ses1 usually att5dant on ! collection ( contributions2 = all ,i d is1 to make kn[n ! "w 9 :i* we are engag$1 by means ( ! ,reports1 :i* are = ! mo/ "p sold = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 & !y actually br\ght 9 dur+ ?is ye>1 z ! audit$ acc\nts %[1 a little m ?an !y co/4 ,b1 p]haps1 y say1 ,yes1 x is j ^! ,reports1 :y !re is no?+ at all rem>kable 9 ! matt]4 ,our reply is3 ,we d n pret5d to miracles4 ,we h no desire ev51 t ! "w1 9 :i* we are engag$1 %\ld be consid]$ an extraord9>y "o1 or ev5 a rem>kable "o4 ,we are truly sorry t _m p]sons1 inconsid]ately1 look ^u x almo/ z a miracul\s "o4 ,! pr9ciples on :i* we are act+ are z old z ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,b !y are =gott5 by _m2 & !y are n held 9 liv+ fai? by o!rs2 & by "s !y are n kn[n at all2 nay1 !y are d5i$ ev5 to be ,scriptural by n a few1 & are consid]$ z wild & fanatical4 ,x is ascrib$ to my be+ a =eign] t ,i succe$ s well1 or to ! novelty ( ! ?+1 or to "s secret treasure to :i* ,i h access2 b :5 all w n acc\nt = ! progress ( ! "w1 x is said1 ! ,reports produce x all4 ,my reply to ^! diff]5t objections is3 ,my be+ a =eign]1 look$ at naturally1 w\ld be mu* m likely to h9d] my be+ intru/$ ) su* l>ge sums1 ?an to induce donors to give4 ,z to ! novelty procur+ ! money1 ! "t is long gone by = novelty1 = ?is is ,june #ahef1 & ! "w comm5c$ 9 ,m>* #ahcd4 ,z to ! secret treasure to :i* ,i h access1 !re is m 9 ?is supposition ?an ! objectors are aw>e (2 = surely ,god's treasury is inexhau/ible1 & ,i h t 7?\gh t alone7 to g to1 & h inde$ drawn out ( x1 simply by pray] & fai?1 m ?an #aac1jjjl4 s9ce ! beg9n+ ( ! "w4 ,b n[ z to ! la/ objection1 t ! ,reports are ! means by :i* all ! money is obta9$3 let u consid] ?is a little1 = ,i d he>tily desire t ! ,read] may n lose ! bless+1 :i* ?is ,in/itution is int5d$ to convey to 8 s\l4 ,my reply is3 ,!re is no?+ unusual 9 writ+ ,reports4 ,?is is done by public ,in/itutions g5]ally1 b ! con/ant compla9t is1 t ,reports are n read4 ,our ,reports are n extraord9>y z to ! p[] ( language1 or z to /rik+ appeals to feel+s4 ,!y are simple /atem5ts ( facts4 ,^! ,reports are n accompani$ by p]sonal application = means2 b !y are simply s5t to ! donors1 or to any o!r individuals :o wi% to h or pur*ase !m4 ,if !y produce results1 :i* ,reports g5]ally d n1 ,i c only ascribe x to ! ,"l4 ,i d n mean to say t ,god does n use ! ,reports z in/rum5ts 9 procur+ u means4 ,!y are writt5 9 ord] t ,i may ?us give an acc\nt ( my /ew>d%ip1 b p>ticul>ly1 9 ord] t1 by ^! pr9t$ acc\nts ( ! "w1 ! *ief end ( ?is ,in/itution may be answ]$1 :i* is to raise ano!r public te/imony to an unbeliev+ _w1 t 9 ^! la/ days ! ,liv+ ,god is /ill ! ,liv+ ,god1 li/5+ to ! pray]s ( ,8 *ildr51 & help+ ^? :o put _! tru/ 9 ,him2 & 9 ord] t believ]s g5]ally may be b5efit$ & especially be enc\rag$ to tru/ 9 ,god = ev]y?+ !y may ne$1 & be /irr$ up to deal 9 great] simplicity ) ,god respect+ ev]y?+ connect$ ) _! own p>ticul> position & circum/ances2 9 %ort1 t ! *ildr5 ( ,god maybe br\ght to ! practical use ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 z ! ^w ( ! ,liv+ ,god4-- ,b :ile ^! are ! prim>y reasons = publi%+ ^! ,reports1 we d\bt n t ! ,"l has aga9 & aga9 us$ !m z in/rum5ts 9 lead+ p]sons to help u ) _! means4 ,= z we cont9ually /& 9 ne$ ( consid]able sums1 & z ev5 hundr$s ( p\nds g b a v little way1 ,i entreat ! ,"l day by day1 & g5]ally sev]al times e day1 to supply me ) means1 to speak to ! he>ts ( ,8 de> *ildr51 & to con/ra9 !m by ! love ( ,*ri/ to help me out ( ! means1 ) :i* ,he has intru/$ !m2 & s x comes to pass1 ,i d\bt n1 t ! ,"l aga9 & aga9 works by ,8 ,_s 9 ! he>ts ( ^? :o h read or he>d ! ,reports4 ,b :e!r we are suppli$ ) means ?r\gh ! ,reports or irrespective ( !m2 9 ei!r case x is ,god1 :o is work+ = u1 & x is to ?is ,i wi% to direct ! m9d ( ! ,read]4 ,means = ! support ( ! #cjj ,orphans already "u my c>e1 s5t 9 answ] to ,pray]1 f ,may #bf1 #ahee1 to ,may #bf1 #ahef4 ,:5 ?is p]iod comm5c$1 ,i _h #aafl4 #ags4 #h #a_/b d4 9 h& = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 an am\nt s small1 look+ at x naturally1 t "o w\ld be ready to say1 !re w\ld be soon no?+ 9 h&4 ,?us inde$ x w\ld h be51 _h ! ,"l n be5 pleas$ fur!r to s5d 9 means2 b ,he1 9 ,8 fa!rly c>e1 nev] ceas$ to rememb] our ne$ & to provide = its supply4 ,! exp5ses 7 v heavy1 mon? aft] mon?1 n only because ( ! greatness ( ! ,e/abli%m5t1 b 9 p>ticul> also on acc\nt ( ! high price ( provisions1 :i* prevail$ dur+ ! :ole ( la/ ye>2 yet1 not)/&+ ?is1 !re 0 n a s+le ye>1 s9ce ! ,orphan "w comm5c$1 9 :i* ,i w5t on ) great] ease reg>d+ means1 ?an dur+ ! la/ p]iod4 ,at ! close ( ! fir/ mon?1 ,june #bf?1 ?\gh ! exp5ses _h be5 great1 !re rema9$ #aibl4 #is4 #aa #a_/b d4 9 h&4 ,at ! close ( ! second mon?1 ,july #bf?1 !re 0 a balance left ( #beil4 #ds4 ,at ! close ( ! ?ird mon?1 ,aug4 #bf?1 !re 0 left a balance ( #bial4 #ais4 #b;d4 ,& 9 l mann] ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to supply me ) means1 mon? aft] mon?1 s t :5 ,he 0 pleas$ to give me on ,feb4 #ai? ! donation ( #cjjjl41 above ref]r$ to1 ,i _h /ill #afjl4 9 h& = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,x is p>ticul>ly wor?y ( notice1 t ! income = ! support ( ! ,orphans 0 n suppli$ by "s v l>ge donations1 previ\s to ! "o ( #cjjjl42 = !re 0 no p]iod = ab\t t5 ye>s1 :5 ,i receiv$ few] l>ge donations = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 ?an dur+ ! la/4 ,x 0 suppli$ by _m donations ( #al41 #bl41 #el41 #ajl41 #bjl4 & upw>ds1 b n exce$+ #ajjl41 except "o ( #aagl4 #ajs4 #j;d4 receiv$ on ,may #crd1 & ! #cjjl4 :i* ,i took = ! ,orphans out ( ! #cjjjl4 ,& aga9 x is rem>kable1 t :ile up to ,feb4 #ai? we _h always ab\nd$1 & 7 nev] br\ght l[1 b g5]ally _h _h ab\t #bjjl 9 h&2 almo/ imm$iately aft] ! reception ( ! #cjjjl41 out ( :i* ,i took #cjjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 ! balance1 be=e 9 h&1 0 all exp5d$1 & m money requir$2 s t ,i _h soon to use a "p ( ! #cjjl41 :]eby ! h& ( ,god 9 t l>ge donation 0 s mu* ! m made manife/2 & yet1 aga91 ?is #cjjl41 ) :at ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to s5d 9 besides betwe5 ,feb4 #ai? & ,may #bf?1 n only met all ! rema9+ heavy exp5ses1 b left 9 h& a balance ( #afgl4 #ahs4 #aa #c_/d d4 ,obs]ve1 de> ,read]1 :ile we 7 9 r5t$ h\ses 9 ,wilson ,/reet1 we _h our fai? greatly tri$1 ye> aft] ye>1 ?\gh ! exp5ses 7 only ab\t "o-?ird z mu*1 z dur+ ! pa/ ye>4 ,& ?us also x has be5 aga9 & aga91 s9ce ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se 0 op5$ 9 #ahdi2 b dur+ ! pa/ ye> we 7 entirely free f trial ( fai? reg>d+ means = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 ?\gh n )\t _m trials ( fai? & pati5ce on o!r acc\nts4 ,! ,"l takes ,8 own way1 & !re=e ,he all[s ?is ye> to /& by itself1 9 ?is p>ticul>4 ,on ?is ,i delight to dwell2 = ,i desire t ! h& ( ,god may be recognis$ 9 ?is "w1 :e!r x be by ,8 p[] be+ manife/$ 9 su/a9+ u 9 our pov]ty f day to day1 or by ,8 caus+ u to g on easily ) reg>d to means = a day1 or a mon?1 or a ye>4 ,y see1 !n1 t :ile !re 0 b l a h&ful ( fl\r 9 ! b>rel1 at ! comm5cem5t ( ! p]iod1 ! ,"l 0 pleas$ to make x la/ = a :ole ye>1 & yet1 at ! end ( ! ye>1 !re 0 m ?an at ! beg9n+2 & dur+ ! :ole ye> all ^! hundr$s _h be5 f$1 clo!d1 & provid$ ) ev]y?+ ne$ful2 appr5tices _h be5 plac$ out & premiums paid = !m1 & _! outfit & t ( ! "y wom5 go+ out to s]vice _h be5 provid$ at ! exp5se ( ! ,orphan ,e/abli%m5t4 ,:at an answ] does all ?is furni% to unbelief :i* said1 :5 ,i 0 go+ to build ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 ,h[ w y f9d ! means = ! support ( ^! #cjj ,orphans8 ,or1 :5 unbelief said1 ,h[ w y be able to support a ?\s& ,orphans8 ,i w n[ out ( ! v _m donations1 receiv$ dur+ ?is ye>1 s+le out a few1 & make "h & !re rem>ks1 z ! subjects may call = x4 ,june #a1 #ahee4 ,! balance left :5 ! acc\nts 7 clos$1 0 only en\gh to supply ! av]age exp5ses ( t5 days = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & !re _h only be5 receiv$ dur+ ! la/ #e days #adl4 #acs4 #g;d4 ,h[ k9d !re=e ( ! ,"l1 to s5d me today #ejl4 f ,liv]pool1 #al4 f ,pre/on1 & #ajs4 f ,milton ,abbot6 ,june #e4 #el4 f ,l9coln%ire ,z a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = pres]v+ ! only *ild ( a wid[ f ! pa? ( ! de/roy]4 ,june #h4 ,a gold *a91 "s books = sale1 & #ael4 ,june #ai4 #el4 z ,a ?ank-(f]+ to ! ,"l = pres]vation :5 ?r[n out ( a gig4 ,july #aj4 ,f ,worce/]%ire #bel4 ,july #ab4 ,receiv$ f a great di/ance #bjjl41 ( :i* ,i took #ajjl4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans1 & #ajjl4 = ! o!r objects4 ,!re has also come 9 today #bjl4 f ,norwi*1 #al4 f ,ba?1 #ds4 f ,*ep/[1 #gs4 #f;d4 f ,mall[1 #al4 f ,dubl91 a gold seal & sixp5ce1 & #acs4 & #fs4 #i;d4 besides4 ,! ,"l's k9dness is great 9 ?is1 z a fre% supply ( oatmeal1 fl\r1 c41 w ne$ to be paid =1 o!r heavy exp5ses h to be met1 & !re is n mu* 9 h&4 ,july #ad4 ,an ,israeliti% g5tleman1 an entire /rang]1 br\ght to my h\se ?is morn+ #el4 = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,see 9 :at a v>iety ( ways ! ,"l is pleas$ to supply u ) means1 & all unsolicit$1 simply 9 answ] to pray]6 ,aug4 #ag4 ,f ,messrs4 99 99 99 #gl4 #ajs4 #j;d41 be+ a portion ( ! money receiv$ = %[+ ! ,briti% ,empire be=e %e left ,bri/ol4 ,obs]ve aga91 e/eem$ ,read]1 :at a v>iety ( ways ! ,"l uses to supply me ) means2 = ,i _h n be=e ev5 he>d ( ! "n ( ?is vessel1 nor did ,i "k h] own]s1 ev5 by "n2 yet ,god incl9es ! he>t ( ^! g5tlem5 to s5d me ?is #gl4 #ajs4 #j;d4 t[>ds ! support ( ! #cjj ,orphans4--,anonym\sly f ,wilton #ds41 z ,a ?ank-(f]+ to ,god = ,8 m]cies on a j\rney4 ,aug4 #ba4 ,f ,worce/]%ire #cjl4 ,sept4 #f4 ,f ! ,bombay ,presid5cy #bel4 ,on ,sept4 #ab1 7 s5t by ! donor :o gave s valuable a donation ( jewell]y on ,july #bf1 #ahed1 ! foll[+ articles ( jewell]y1 etc41 be+ ! la/ %e possess$1 & :i* ! love ( ,*ri/ l$ h] to give up3 ,a valuable dress+ case1 #b little boxes1 #b pomatum pots1 a gold ?imble1 a l>ge gold broo* set ) a ruby & #b brilliants1 a gold /> necklace set ) a brilliant1 a gold bracelet1 a gold wat*gu>d1 a gold cross1 #b r+s set ) pe>ls1 a r+ set ) pe>ls & small rubies1 a r+ set ) #b brilliants1 a r+ set ) #c rubies & #b brilliants1 a pair ( gold e>r+s & broo* set ) pe>ls1 a l>ge ivory broo*1 a silv] broo* set ) pe>ls1 a silv] p5cil case1 a pa/e broo*1 #e loose cry/als1 & "s small c>v$ ornam5ts4 ,sept4 #bf4 ,receiv$ a l>ge cask conta9+ ! we>+ app>el ( ! late ,mrs4 ,h4 at ,j4 9 ! c\nty ( ,leice/]1 :i* ?is lady1 by h] w1 _h bequea!d to me = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans4 ,oct4 #c4 ,receiv$ ! foll[+ lett]4 99 99 991 ,oct4 #h1 #ahee4 ,de> ,mr4 ,muell]1 ,! enclos$ *eck = #hl4 #as4 #d;d4 is *iefly ! product ( a sale = ! ,orphans1 :i* we held on our si/]'s w$d+-day1 & hop+ x w be acceptable1 ,we rema91 ,y\r's affectionately1 99 99 99 99 994 ,! ,orphans on ,a%ley ,d[n 7 to be b5efit$ by ! day ( gladness 9 ?is ,godly family4--,! ,godly pr9ciple1 :i* br\ght ?is donation1 refre%$ my _s above ! money1 &1 ,i d\bt n1 w refre% o!r ,godly read]s4--,let me "h say1 by ! way1 to believ+ p>5ts1 ,seek to *]i% 9 y\r *ildr5 e>ly ! habit ( be+ int]e/$ ab\t ! "w ( ,god & ab\t cases ( ne$ & di/ress1 & use !m too at suitable times1 & "u suitable circum/ances1 z y\r almon]s1 & y w reap fruit f do+ s4 ,oct4 #aj4 ,f ,surrey #es4 & a gold *a94--,f a %eph]d 9 ,au/ralia1 :o _h read my ,n>rative :ile t5d+ 8 flock1 #abs4-- ,see h[ ! lady ne> ,london s5ds h] gold *a91 & ! %eph]d 9 ,au/ralia 8 #abs4--,?us ! ,"l1 9 ! greate/ v>iety ( ways supplies me ) means1 = ! great] "p ?r\gh entire /rang]s4 ,?us ,i receiv$ "o hundr$ p\nds aft] ano!r1 anonym\sly1 ?r\gh ,london bank]s1 until a p>ticul> circum/ance made kn[n to me ! "n ( ! k9d ,*ri/ian donor1 :om ,i h se5 b once ye>s ago1 & :o _h1 at ! same "t1 s5t me consid]able donations ) 8 "n1 :il/ 8 bank]s1 anonym\sly1 s5t 8 /ill l>g] donations ( _m hundr$ p\nds4 ,i dwell ^u ?is fact1 t ! read] may be l$ to own increas+ly ! h& ( ,god 9 ?is "w2 = ,i desire t ,he may be hon\r$1 t ,8 h& may be recognis$1 & t att5tion may be drawn to ,him1 & n to me4 ,x gives me no joy b sorr[1 if p]sons admire me1 9 connexion ) ?is "w1 z if ,i did any?+ great2 z if ,i act$ 9 a rem>kable way4 ,:at is x t ,i d8 ,i simply desire1 ?r\gh ?is "w1 to direct ! att5tion ( ^? :o ne$ x to ! preci\s tru?1 t ,god is un*angeably ! same1 & t ^? :o take ,him at ,8 ^w1 z giv5 to u 9 ! ,holy ,scriptures1 w f9d h[ unspeakably bless$ x is1 ev5 = ?is life1 to d s4 ,to br+ back to ! writt5 ^w ( ,god ^? ( ,8 *ildr51 :o practically h dep>t$ f x1 & to s\nd aga9 & aga9 9 ! e>s & consci5ces ( ! unbeliev] t !re is v]ily a liv+ ,god :o li/5s to ! pray]s ( ^? :o put _! tru/ 9 ,him1 is1 z ,i h (t5 be=e /at$1 ! great end ( ?is "w4 ,oct4 #aa4 ,to day ,i receiv$1 unsolicit$1 a k9d & useful pres5t ( flannel & calico1 to ! am\nt ( #ajl41 f ! ladies con/itut+ ! ,bri/ol ,dorcas ,society4 ,oct4 #ah4 ,articles =w>d$ by fri5ds at a di/ance1 an anonym\s b mo/ valuable donation1 ! p>ticul>s ( :i* ,i am n at lib]ty to /ate4--,! k9d unkn[n donor or donors %\ld1 h[ev]1 "k1 t v _m p\nds h be5 realiz$ ?r\gh ! sale ( ^! articles1 & t !y 7 almo/ all readily sold4 ,i _c help notic+ "h1 h[ mu* help ! ,"l has giv5 u1 9 dispos+ ( ! articles1 giv5 = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 & :at a consid]able sum has come to ! funds ( ! ,in/itution ?r\gh ! fact t believ]s h be5 l$ to s5d _! ne$less articles4 ,!re came 9 by ! sale ( articles dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 = ! ,build+ ,fund #bal4 #afs4 #g;d41 = mission>y objects #ael4 #fs4 #d;d41 & = ! support ( ! ,orphans #dbfl4 #ads4 #i;d4 ,oct4 #bg4 ,f ,devon%ire #dl4 ,! proce$s ( ! sale ( ! ,orphans pig4 ,a "y pig b\ght1 fatt5$ & sold = ! b5efit ( ! ,orphans1 & ?is #dl4 0 s5t z ! proce$s4 ,nov4 #c4 ,f ,/4 ,leon>d's-on-,sea #ejl4 ,nov4 #d4 ,a r+ set ) #e brilliants4 ,nov4 #af4 ,f ,yate #ajl4 & also #es4 ,nov4 #ai4 ,f ,new ,york #bel4 ,f ,ba? #ajl4 ,fl\r is n[ #fes4 p] sack4 ,:5 we began to bake 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se1 x 0 f #bgs4 to #cbs4 ,we b\ght at "o "t #bj sacks at #bgs4 ,n[ x is #fes4 ,b ! ,"l provides u ) all we ne$1 ?\gh o!r provisions are also exp5sive1 z well z fl\r4 ,dec4 #aa4 ,f ! nor? ( ,devon a broo*1 set ) an em]ald & #aj brilliants4--,i took ?is z a fur!r answ] to my pray]s1 = gifts ( diamonds1 etc4 ,jan4 #d1 #ahef4 #dbl4 #ds4 #f;d4 ) ^! words2 ,?is is ! answ] ( pray]s1 we h ( late )\t ceas+ (f]$ up on behalf ! ,orphans4--,?is is "o ( ! mo/ rem>kable donations receiv$ dur+ ! :ole ye>4 ,a bro!r & si/] 9 ! ,"l1 :o lab\r = ,him 9 seek+ to w9 s\ls1 :il/ dep5d+ ^u ,him = all !y ne$1 gave !mselves to pray] on behalf ( ! ,orphans1 & t :i* ! ,"l gave !m t[>ds ! close ( ! yean #ahee1 9 answ] to pray]1 enabl$ !m to s5d ?is #dbl4 #ds4 #f;d4 ,see1 de> ,read]1 t ! sa9ts h p[] ) ,god4 ,?is bro!r & si/] h be5 greatly enc\rag$ by ?is "w1 & n[1 ev5 9 ! way ( means1 ?\gh !y are poor !mselves1 ?is "w reaps ! fruit ( _! pray]s4 ,be enc\rag$1 !n1 = y\rself to tru/ 9 ,god = all y may ne$4 ,jan4#cj1 #al4 #es4 f ,/r\d1 z a ?ank-(f]+ = #be ye>s ( family m]cies4 ,feb4 #c4 ,f ,worce/]%ire #cjl4 ,feb4 #j4 ,f ,george ,t[n1 ,dem]>a1 #aj doll>s4--,f ,s\? ,t[n #el & also #es4--,f ,liv]pool #ejl4 ,feb4 #i4 ,f ,adelaide1 ,au/ralia1 #bl4 & also #ajs4 ,feb4 #ae4 ,f ,hornley1 ,/af=d%ire1 #bjl4 ,april #e4 ,receiv$ #gdl4 #is4 #a;d41 :i* be+ left to my disposal = ! ,"l's "w1 ,i took ! :ole = ! support ( ! ,orphans4 ,april #i4 ,f ,worce/]%ire #ejl4 ,april #ai4 #al4 f ! ,gr& ,du*y ( ,bad54 ,i h ?us1 out ( m ?an #bjjj donations1 tak5 a few1 to %[ 9 :at way ! ,"l is pleas$ to supply me ) means4 ,miscellane\s po9ts respect+ ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution = ,home & ,abroad1 ) ref]5ce to ! p]iod f ,may #bf1 #ahee1 to ,may #bf1 #ahef4 #a1 ,dur+ ?is ye> #d ,day ,s*ools 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #bjc *ildr51 7 entirely support$ by ! funds ( ! ,in/itution2 & n9e ,day ,s*ools1 9 ,devon%ire1 ,cornwall1 ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ,norfolk1 ,scotl&1 ,briti% ,guiana & ,africa1 7 assi/$4--,fur!r1 "o ,sunday ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #aeh *ildr51 0 entirely support$1 & eight o!rs1 9 ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ,devon%ire1 ,middlesex1 ,canada & ,briti% ,guiana1 7 assi/$4--,la/ly1 "o ,adult ,s*ool 9 ,bri/ol1 ) #aeh ,adult s*ol>s1 0 entirely support$1 & two o!r ,adult ,s*ools1 9 ,k5t & ,norfolk1 7 assi/$4 ,! am\nt sp5t dur+ ?is ye>1 9 connexion ) ^! s*ools1 0 #cdhl4 #es4 #aa #a_/d d42 & ! sum total exp5d$ dur+ ! la/ #bb ye>s 9 connexion ) ! s*ools1 ei!r entirely1 or 9 "p1 support$ by ! funds ( ?is ,in/itution1 am\nts to #geebl4 #ahs4 #g #a_/b d4--,! numb] ( *ildr51 :o 7 "u our c>e1 m]ely 9 ! ,s*ools1 entirely support$ by ?is ,in/itution1 f ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 to ,may #bj1 #ahef1 0 #fajd 9 ! ,day ,s*ools1 #biaa 9 ! ,sunday ,s*ools1 & #bfaa p]sons 9 ! ,adult ,s*ool4 ,?us1 )\t reckon+ ! ,orphans1 #aa1fbf p]sons h be5 br\ght "u habitual in/ruction 9 ! ?+s ( ,god 9 ^! v>i\s ,s*ools2 besides ! _m ?\s&s 9 ! ,s*ools 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ,engl&1 ,irel&1 ,scotl&1 ,briti% ,guiana1 ! ,ea/ ,indies1 etc41 :i* h be5 to a great] or less] degree assi/$4 #b1 ,dur+ ?is ye> 0 exp5d$ on ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 ( ! funds ( ?is ,in/itution1 #difl4 #ajs4 #j;d4 ,!re 7 circulat$ dur+ ?is ye> #bage ,bibles1 #abcc ,new ,te/am5ts1 #aai copies ( ! ,psalms1 & #aee o!r small portions ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4-- ,!re h be5 circulat$ s9ce ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( ?is ,in/itution1 #af1abd ,bibles1 #aj1bhj ,new ,te/am5ts1 #cjg copies ( ! ,psalms1 & #idd o!r small portions ( ! ,holy ,scriptures4--,! sum total sp5t on ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 s9ce ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 is #chhjl4 #js4#a;d4 #c4 ,dur+ ?is ye> !re 7 sp5t ( ! ,funds ( ! ,in/itution = ,mission>y objects #bejal4 #is4 #a;d4 ,by ?is sum1 sixty "o lab\r]s 9 ! ^w & doctr9e1 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! _w1 7 to a great] or less degree assi/$4 ,! am\nt s5t to ea* ( ^! s]vants ( ! ,"l is z foll[s4 ,to ,no4 #a4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,briti% ,guiana 7a ,european7 #agal4 ,to ,no4 #b4 ,ditto 7,ditto7 #aajl4 ,to ,no4 #c4 ,ditto 7,ditto7 #fbl4 ,to ,no4 #d4 ,ditto 7,ditto7 #ehl4 ,to ,no4 #e4 ,ditto 7,ditto7 #dhl4 ,to ,no4 #f4 ,ditto 7,ditto7 #ccl4 ,to ,no4 #g4 ,ditto 7,ditto7 #hl4 ,to ,no4 #h ,ditto 7,a ,native7 #agl4 ,to ,no4 #i ,ditto 7,ditto7 #adl4 ,to ,no4 #aj4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,*9a 7a ,european7 #adl4 ,to ,no4 #aa4 ,lab\r+ 9 ! ,ea/ ,indies 7a ,european7 #fjl4 ,to ,no4 #ab4 ,ditto 7,ditto7 #djl4 ,to ,no4 #ac4 ,ditto 7,ditto7 #bel4 ,to ,no #ad4 ,ditto 7a ,native7 #ael4 ,to ,no4 #ae ,lab\r+ 9 ,canada #ijl4 ,to ,no4 #af4 ,ditto #gjl4 ,to ,no4 #ag4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,belgium #del4 ,to ,no4 #ah4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,switz]l& #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #ai4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,france #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #bj4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,irel& #fjl4 ,to ,no4 #ba4 ,ditto #del4 ,to ,no4 #bb4 ,lab\r+ 9 ,scotl& #fjl4 ,to ,no4 #bc ,lab\r+ 9 ,engl& #ijl4 ,to ,no4 #bd4 ,ditto #hjl4 ,to ,no4 #be4 ,ditto #fjl4 ,to ,no4 #bf4 ,ditto #fjl4 ,to ,no4 #bg4 ,ditto #ehl4 ,to ,no4 #bh4 ,ditto #ejl4 ,to ,no4 #bi4 ,ditto #ejl4 ,to ,no4 #cj4 ,ditto #ejl4 ,to ,no4 #ca4 ,ditto #ejl4 ,to ,no4 #cb4 ,ditto #del4 ,to ,no4 #cc4 ,ditto #del4 ,to ,no4 #cd4 ,ditto #del4 ,to ,no4 #ce4 ,ditto #djl4 ,to ,no4 #cf4 ,ditto #djl4 ,to ,no4 #cg4 ,ditto #djl4 ,to ,no4 #ch4 ,ditto #cel4 ,to ,no4 #ci4 ,ditto #cel4 ,to ,no4 #dj4 ,ditto #cel4 ,to ,no4 #da4 ,ditto #cel4 ,to ,no4 #db4 ,ditto #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #dc4 ,ditto #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #dd4 ,ditto #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #de4 ,ditto #cjl4 ,to ,no4 #df4 ,ditto #bel4 ,to ,no4 #dg4 ,ditto #bel4 ,to ,no4 #dh4 ,ditto #bel4 ,to ,no4 #di4 ,ditto #bjl4 ,to ,no4 #ej4 ,ditto #bjl4 ,to ,no4 #ea4 ,ditto #bjl4 ,to ,no4 #eb4 ,ditto #ael4 ,to ,no4 #ec4 ,ditto #ael4 ,to ,no4 #ed4 ,ditto #ael4 ,to ,no4 #ee4 ,ditto #ael4 ,to ,no4 #ef4 ,ditto #ajl4 ,to ,no4 #eg4 ,ditto #hl4 ,to ,no4 #eh4 ,ditto #hl4 ,to ,no4 #ei4 ,ditto #hl4 ,to ,no4 #fj4 ,ditto #el4 ,to ,no4 #fa4 ,ditto #el4 ,!re 0 also exp5d$ = fitt+ up1 or r5t+1 light+1 clean+1 c41 "s prea*+ rooms 9 spiritually d>k villages 9 ,devon%ire1 ,gl\ce/]%ire1 & ,som]set%ire1 #chl4 #i #a ,respect+ ?is "p ( ! "w !re is great cause = ?anksgiv+4 ,x has pleas$ ! ,"l abundantly to bless ! lab\rs ( _m ( ^! s]vants ( ,*ri/ :om ,i h assi/$4 ,v _m s\ls h be5 won ?r\gh !m dur+ ! pa/ ye>4 ,on ! lab\rs ( "s 9 p>ticul>1 bo? at home & abroad1 an unusual bless+ has re/$4 ,b :il/ ,i say ?is to ! praise ( ! ,"l1 ,i add ! e>ne/ entreaty also1 to ! believ+ read]1 to supplicate = ^! de> bre?r51 t x may please ,god to give unto !m /r5g? ( voice1 m9d & body = _! s]vice2 b1 above all1 to r5ew !m 9 _! inw>d man day by day1 & to make !m happy 9 ,himself1 s t !y may out ( a happy he>t1 :i* is "u ! p[] ( ! tru?1 set =? ! unse>*able ri*es ( ,*ri/4 ,i also reque/ ! pray]s ( ! believ+ read] = an increase ( lab\r]s1 especially = =eign c\ntries1 z almo/ ev]y:]e !re is a great lack ( !m1 & f "t to "t ?r\gh dea? or ill heal? !y are remov$ f _! po/ ( s]vice4 ,?\gh m has be5 exp5d$ ?is ye> ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 ?an dur+ ! previ\s ye>1 = ,mission>y objects2 yet ,i long to be p]mitt$ to d f> m ?an ?is4 ,! sum total exp5d$ on ,mission>y op]ations1 ( ! funds ( ! ,in/itution1 s9ce ,m>* #e1 #ahcd1 is #ah1fafl4 #is4 #f #a_/b d4 #d1 ,!re 0 laid out = ! circulation ( ,tracts1 f ,may #bf1 #ahee1 to ,may #bf1 #ahef1 ! sum ( #gial4 #as4 #j #a_/b d41 & !re 7 circulat$ #hab1igj ,tracts & ,books4--,! sum total exp5d$ on ?is object1 s9ce4 ,nov4 #ai1 #ahdj1 am\nts to #cfeil4 #afs4 #g #a_/d d4--,! total numb] ( all ! ,tracts & ,books circulat$ s9ce ,nov4 #ai1 #ahdj1 is #d1cig1fhj4 ,dur+ ?is ye>1 z = _m ye>s pa/1 !re has n be5 a s+le op5 door set be=e u1 :]e we c\ld pr(itably h circulat$ ! ,holy ,scriptures1 or giv5 away ,tracts1 b ! ,"l has also be5 pleas$ to enable u to ent] ^? doors4 ,^! opportunities h ( late ye>s increas$ m & m1 b ! ,"l has also be5 pleas$1 along ) !m1 to give increas$ means2 &1 we d\bt n1 ,he w yet fur!r op5 ,8 b\ntiful h&1 & supply u ) means = ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures & ,gospel ,tracts4 ,i h he>d aga9 & aga9 ( in/ances1 dur+ ! pa/ ye> 9 :i* x _h pleas$ ! ,"l to bless ! circulation ( ^? ,tracts & little books1 :i* ,he _h all[$ u to issue4 #e1 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ?is p]iod1 !re 7 #big ,orphans 9 ! ,new ,orphan ,h\se4 ,dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 !re 7 admitt$ into x #be ,orphans1 mak+ #cbb 9 all4 ,( ^! #cbb1 "o di$4 ,only "o6 ,%e _h be5 n9e ye>s "u our c>e1 & we _h ! great joy ( see+ h] dep>t ?is life z a decid$ believ] 9 ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,"o boy we 7 oblig$ to expel f ! ,in/itution1 aft] we _h long borne ) him1 b we foll[ him /ill ) our pray]s4 #ac boys 7 fitt$ out & appr5tic$ at ! exp5se ( ! ,e/abli%m5t4 ,sev5 girls 7 s5t to s]vice & "o 0 appr5tic$1 ea* hav+ be5 provid$ ) an outfit1 at ! exp5se ( ! ,e/abli%m5t4 ,sev]al ( ^? :o left ! ,orphan ,h\se1 we _h ! joy ( s5d+ out z believ]s4 ,^! #bc vacancies1 ?us occasion$1 left on ,may #bf1 #ahef1 only #bii ,orphans "u our c>e4 ,?is "o vacancy1 h[ev]1 0 ! v next ,friday fill$ up4 ,! total numb] ( ,orphans1 :o h be5 "u our c>e s9ce ,april #ahcf1 is #fbb4 ,i notice fur!r ! foll[+ po9ts respect+ ! ,orphan "w3 #a1 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ?is p]iod1 !re 7 #gae ,orphans wait+ = admission4 ,s9ce !n #bja m de/itute ,orphans1 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts by dea?1 & "s only a few mon?s old1 h be5 appli$ = to be admitt$1 mak+ #iaf 9 all4 ,( ^! #iaf1 we 7 only able to receive #be1 z has be5 /at$1 & #dd ei!r di$ or 7 o!rwise provid$ =1 z _! relatives or fri5ds in=m$ u2 s t !re are /ill #hdg wait+ = admission4 ,de> ,read]1 ?9k ( ^! #hdg de/itute ,orphans1 b]eav$ ( bo? p>5ts6 ,z = myself1 ,i h n[ be=e me ! mo/ pleasant & he>t-refre%+ prospect1 if ! ,"l p]mit1 ( be+ able to receive #djj ( !m ab\t ,june or ,july #aheg1 & also ( be+ p]mitt$ to build ! ?ird h\se = #cjj m4 #b1 ,! av]age exp5se = ea* ( ! ,orphans "u our c>e1 dur+ ! pa/ ye>2 am\nt$ to #abl4 #fs4 #h;d4 #c1 ,)\t any "o hav+ be5 p]sonally appli$ to = any?+ by me1 ! sum ( #hd1ddal4 #fs4 #c #a_/d d4 has be5 giv5 to me = ! ,orphans1 z ! result ( pray] to ,god1 s9ce ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w4 ,! total sum giv5 = ! o!r objects1 s9ce ! comm5cem5t ( ! "w1 am\nts to #bh1ijdl4 #aas4 #c #c_/d d42 & t :i* has come 9 by ! sale ( ,bibles & ,tracts1 & by ! paym5ts ( ! *ildr5 9 ! ,day ,s*ools1 f ! comm5cem5t up to ,may #bf1 #ahef1 am\nts to #e1adel4 #ags4 #j;d4 ,besides ?is1 also a great v>iety & numb] ( articles ( clo?+1 furniture1 provisions1 etc41 h be5 giv5 = ! use ( ! ,orphans4 #d1 ,! ,"l is pleas$ to cont9ue to all[ u to see fruit 9 connexion ) ! ,orphan "w1 & we he> /ill aga9 & aga9 ( cases1 9 :i* ^?1 :o 7 =m]ly "u our c>e1 h be5 l$ to decl>e !mselves op5ly = ! ,"l1 besides ^?1 9 :om we saw ! "w ( grace manife/ly begun1 be=e !y left ! ,orphan ,h\se4 #e1 ,! total ( ! curr5t exp5ses = ! ,orphans & ! v>i\s o!r objects ( ! ,in/itution1 0 #haffl4 #hs4 #e #a_/d d4 dur+ ! pa/ ye>4 ,matt]s connect$ ) my own p]sonal affairs1 f ,may #bf1 #ahee1 to ,may #bf1 #ahef4 ,dec4 #ca1 #ahee4 ,dur+ ?is ye> ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give me #a4 ,by anonym\s donations ?r\gh ! boxes 4 4 4 4 4 4 ,l#bjb #aj #i #a_/d #b4 ,?r\gh donations f believ]s 9 ,bri/ol1 n anonym\sly 4 4 #adi #ac #i #c4 ,?r\gh donations f believ]s n resid+ 9 ,bri/ol 4 4 4 #cja #ae #h #d4 ,?r\gh pres5ts 9 clo!s1 provisions1 etc41 wor? at lea/ 4 4 4 #ab #af #j ------ ,l#gbf #aj #b #a_/d ,?is1 de> ,read]1 is ! writ]'s /atem5t aft] hav+ act$ on ^! pr9ciples = m ?an #be ye>s4 ,y see1 n = a week1 a mon?1 or ev5 a ye>1 h[ ! writ] has be5 dealt ) by ! ,"l1 aft] he _h set out 9 ?is way2 b1 9 all simplicity he has relat$ to y1 h[ x has be5 ) him ye> aft] ye>4 ,& n[1 aft] m ?an #be ye>s1 he is /ill act+ on ^! pr9ciples1 & is m ?an ev] conv9c$ ( _! tru?fulness & _! bless$ness2 & he is delight$ 9 be+ able to prove to y1 to ,god's hon\r1 t ev5 = ?is life he has be5 no los] by act+ out ! light :i* ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to give to him4 ,may #bf1 #ahef4 ,ye/]day ev5+ x 0 #bd ye>s1 s9ce ,i came to lab\r 9 ,bri/ol4 ,9 look+ back ^u ?is p]iod1 z x reg>ds ! ,"l's goodness to my family & myself1 ! ,scriptural ,k ,in/itution1 & ! sa9ts among :om ,i seek to s]ve ,him1 ,i exclaim1 ,:at has ,god wr\ght6 ,i m>vel at ,8 k9dness1 & yet ,i d n2 = su* is ,8 mann]2 &1 if x please ,him t ,i rema9 long] on e>?1 ,i expect1 n few] manife/ations ( ,8 love1 b m & m4 ,s9ce my belov$ fri5d & fell[ lab\r] & ,i fir/ came to ,bri/ol1 #aehf believ]s h be5 receiv$ into fell[%ip1 :i* numb]1 ) ! #fh we f\nd 9 communion1 makes #afed4 ,b out ( t numb] #beb h fall5 asleep1 #ec h be5 sep>at$ f fell[%ip1 #ade h left u1 "s h[ev] m]ely ?r\gh circum/ances1 & 9 love1 & #eaj h left ,bri/ol2 s t !re are only #fid rema9+ 9 communion4 ,f>ewell1 ,*ri/ian ,read]4 ,i reckon x "o ( ! greate/ privileges :i* ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to be/[ ^u me to be able to f9i% ?is volume4 ,rememb] ! writ] 9 y\r pray]s4 ,he greatly ne$s !m4 ,numb]less are 8 difficulties & trials1 z well z 8 joys & bless+s6 ,pray t he may be help$ ( ,god to f9i% 8 c\rse ) joy1 & to cont9ue 8 s]vice )\t gr[+ we>y4 ,! ,end4