by the ,canadian ,institute for ,historical ,microreproductions 7www4canadiana4org77 ,,the ,,priest1 ,,the ,,woman ,,and ,,the ,,confessional4 ,by ,,father ,,chiniquy4 ,montreal3 ,f4 ,e4 ,,grafton1 ,,bookseller4 ,,corner ,,craig ,,st4 ,,and ,,victoria ,,square4 #ahge4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,entered according to the ,act of the ,parliament of ,canada1 in the year ,one thousand eight hundred and seventy-five1 by ,f4 ,e4 ,,grafton of ,montreal1 in the ,office of the ,minister of ,agriculture4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,contents4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,,the ,,struggle ,,before ,,the ,,surrender ,,of ,,womanly ,,self-,,respect ,,in ,,the ,,confessional ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,,auricular ,,confession ,a ,,deep ,,pit ,,of ,,perdition ,,for ,,the ,,priest ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,,the ,,confessional ,,is ,,the ,,modern ,,sodom ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,,how ,,the ,,vow ,,of ,,celibacy ,,of ,,the ,,priests ,,is ,,made ,,easy ,,by ,,auricular ,,confession ,,chapter ,v4 ,,the ,,highly ,,educated ,,and ,,refined ,,woman ,,in ,,the ,,confessional4--,,what ,,becomes ,,of ,,her ,,after ,,her ,,unconditional ,,surrender4--,,her ,,irreparable ,,ruin ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,,auricular ,,confession ,,destroys ,,all ,,the ,,sacred ,,ties ,,of ,,marriage ,,and ,,human ,,society ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,,should ,,auricular ,,confession ,,be ,,tolerated ,,among ,,civilized ,,nations8 ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,,does ,,auricular ,,confession ,,bring ,,peace ,,to ,,the ,,soul8 ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,,the ,,dogma ,,of ,,auricular ,,confession ,a ,,sacrilegious ,,imposture ,,chapter ,x4 ,,god ,,compels ,,the ,,church ,,of ,,rome ,,to ,,confess ,,the ,,abominations ,,of ,,auricular ,,confession ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,,some ,,of ,,the ,,matters ,,on ,,which ,,the ,,priest ,,of ,,rome ,,must ,,question ,,his ,,penitents4--,a ,,chapter ,,for ,,the ,,consideration ,,of ,,legislators1 ,,husbands1 ,,fathers1 ,c4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,preface4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,ezekiel4 ,,chapter ,,viii4 #a ,and it came to pass in the sixth year1 in the sixth month1 in the fifth day of the month1 as ,i sat in mine house1 and the elders of ,judah sat before me1 that the hand of the ,lord ,,god fell there upon me4 #b ,then ,i beheld1 and lo a likeness as the appearance of fire2 from the appearance of his loins even downward1 fire2 and from his loins even upward1 as the appearance of brightness1 as the color of amber4 #c ,and he put forth the form of an hand1 and took me by a lock of mine head2 and the spirit lifted me up between the earth and the heaven1 and brought me in the visions of ,god to ,jerusalem1 to the door of the inner gate that looketh toward the north2 where was the seat of the image of jealousy1 which provoketh to jealousy4 #d ,and1 behold1 the glory of the ,god of ,israel was there1 according to the vision that ,i saw in the plain4 #e ,then said he unto me1 ,son of man1 lift up thine eyes now the way toward the north4 ,so ,i lifted up mine eyes the way toward the north1 and behold northward at the gate of the altar this image of jealousy in the entry4 #f ,he said furthermore unto me1 ,son of man1 seest thou what they do8 even the great abominations that the house of ,israel committeth here1 that ,i should go far off from my sanctuary8 but turn thee yet again1 and thou shalt see greater abominations4 #g ,and he brought me to the door of the court2 and when ,i looked1 behold a hole in the wall4 #h ,then said he unto me1 ,son of man1 dig now in the wall2 and when ,i had digged in the wall1 behold a door4 #i ,and he said unto me4 ,go in1 and behold the wicked abominations that they do here4 #aj ,so ,i went in and saw2 and behold every form of creeping things1 and abominable beasts1 and all the idols of the house of ,israel1 pourtrayed upon the wall round about4 #aa ,and there stood before them seventy men of the ancients of the house of ,israel1 and in the midst of them stood ,jaazaniah the son of ,shaphan1 with every man his censer in his hand2 and a thick cloud of incense went up4 #ab ,then said he unto me4 ,son of man1 hast thou seen what the ancients of the house of ,israel do in the dark1 every man in the chambers of his imagery8 for they say1 ,the ,,lord seeth us not2 the ,,lord hath forsaken the earth4 #ac ,he said also unto me1 ,turn thee yet again1 and thou shalt see greater abominations that they do4 #ad ,then he brought me to the door of the gate of the ,,lord',s house which was toward the north2 and1 behold1 there sat women weeping for ,tammuz4 #ae ,then said he unto me1 ,hast thou seen this1 ,o ,son of man8 turn thee yet again1 and thou shalt see greater abominations than these4 #af ,and he brought me into the inner court of the ,,lord',s house1 and1 behold1 at the door of the temple of the ,,lord1 between the porch and the altar1 were about five and twenty men1 with their backs toward the temple of the ,,lord1 and their faces toward the east2 and they worshipped the sun toward the east4 #ag ,then he said unto me1 ,hast thou seen this1 ,o ,son of man8 ,is it a light thing to the house of ,judah that they commit the abominations which they commit here8 for they have filled the land with violence1 and have returned to provoke me to anger2 and1 lo1 they put the branch to their nose4 #ah ,therefore will ,i also deal in fury3 mine eye shall not spare1 neither will ,i have pity2 and though they cry in mine ears with a loud voice1 yet will ,i not hear them4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,i4 ,,the ,,struggle ,,before ,,the ,,surrender ,,of ,,womanly ,,self-,,respect ,,in ,,the ,,confessional4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there are two women who ought to be the constant objects of the compassion of the disciples of ,christ1 and for whom daily prayers ought to be offered at the mercy-seat--the ,brahmin woman1 who1 deceived by her priests1 burns herself on the corpse of her husband to appease the wrath of her wooden gods2 and the ,roman ,catholic woman1 who1 not less deceived by her priests1 suffers a torture far more cruel and ignominious in the confessional-box to appease the wrath of her wafer-god4 ,for ,i do not exaggerate when ,i say that for many noble-hearted1 well-educated1 high-minded women to be forced to unveil their hearts before the eyes of a man1 to open to him all the most sacred recesses of their souls1 all the most sacred mysteries of their single or married life1 to allow him to put to them questions which the most depraved woman would never consent to hear from her vilest seducer1 is often more horrible and intolerable than to be tied on burning coals4 ,more than once ,i have seen women fainting in the confessional-box1 who told me1 afterwards1 that the necessity of speaking to an unmarried man on certain things1 on which the most common laws of decency ought to have for ever sealed their lips1 had almost killed them6 ,not hundreds1 but thousands of times ,i have heard from the dying lips of single girls1 as well as of married women1 the awful words3 ,i am for ever lost6 ,all my past confessions and communions have been as many sacrileges6 ,i have never dared to answer correctly the questions of my confessors6 ,shame has sealed my lips and damned my soul6 ,how many times ,i remained as one petrified by the side of a corpse when1 these last words having hardly escaped the lips of one of my female penitents1 she was snatched out of my reach by the merciless hand of death1 before ,i could give her pardon through the deceitful sacramental absolution6 ,i then believed1 as the dead sinner herself believed1 that she could not be forgiven except by that absolution4 ,for there are not only thousands1 but millions1 of ,roman ,catholic girls and women whose keen sense of modesty and womanly dignity are above all the sophisms and diabolical machinations of their priests4 ,they never can be persuaded to answer ,yes to certain questions of their confessors4 ,they would prefer to be thrown into the flames1 and burnt to ashes with the ,brahmin widows1 rather than to allow the eyes of a man to pry into the sacred sanctuary of their souls4 ,though sometimes guilty before ,god1 and under the impression that their sins will never be forgiven if not confessed1 the laws of decency are stronger in their hearts than the laws of their cruel and perfidious ,church4 ,no consideration1 not even the fear of eternal damnation1 can persuade them to declare to a sinful man sins which ,god alone has the right to know1 for ,he alone can blot them out with the blood of ,his ,son shed on the cross4 ,but what a wretched life that of those exceptional noble souls1 which ,rome keeps in the dark dungeons of her superstition6 ,they read in all their books1 and hear from all their pulpits1 that if they conceal a single sin from their confessors they are for ever lost6 ,but1 being absolutely unable to trample under their feet the laws of self-respect and decency which ,god ,himself has impressed in their souls1 they live in constant dread of eternal damnation4 ,no human words can tell their desolation and distress when1 at the feet of their confessors1 they find themselves between the horrible necessity of speaking of things on which they would prefer to suffer the most cruel death rather than to open their lips1 or to be for ever damned if they do not degrade themselves for ever in their own eyes by speaking on matters which a respectable woman will never reveal to her own mother1 much less to a man6 ,i have known only too many of these noble-hearted women1 who1 when alone with ,god1 in a real agony of desolation and with burning tears1 had asked ,him to grant them what they considered the greatest favour1 which was to lose so much of their self-respect as to be enabled to speak of those unmentionable things just as their confessors wanted them to speak2 and1 hoping that their petition had been granted1 they went again to the confessional-box1 determined to unveil their shame before the eyes of that inexorable man4 ,but1 when the moment had come for the self-immolation1 their courage failed1 their knees trembled1 their lips became pale as death4 ,cold sweat flowed from all their pores6 ,the voice of modesty and womanly self-respect was speaking louder than the voice of their false religion4 ,they had to go out of the confessional-box unpardoned--nay1 with the burden of a new sacrilege on their conscience4 ,oh1 how heavy is the yoke of ,rome--how bitter is human life--how cheerless is the mystery of the cross to those deluded and perishing souls6 ,how gladly they would rush into the blazing piles with the ,brahmin women1 if they could hope to see the end of their unspeakable miseries through the momentary tortures which would open to them the gates of a better life6 ,i do here publicly challenge the whole ,roman ,catholic priesthood to deny that the greater part of their female penitents remain a certain period of time--some longer1 some shorter--under that most distressing state of mind4 ,yes1 by far the greater majority of women1 at first1 find it next to impossible to pull down the sacred barriers of self-respect which ,god ,himself has built around their hearts1 intelligences1 and souls1 as the best safeguard against the snares of this polluted world4 ,those laws of self-respect1 by which they cannot consent to speak an impure word into the ears of a man1 and which shut all the avenues of their hearts against his unchaste questions1 even1 when speaking in the name of ,god--those laws of self-respect are so clearly written in their conscience1 and they are so well understood by them to be a most ,divine gift1 that1 as ,i have already said1 many prefer to run the risk of being for ever lost by remaining silent4 ,it takes many years of the most ingenious 7,i do not hesitate to call it diabolical7 efforts on the part of the priests to persuade the majority of their female penitents to speak on questions which even pagan savages would blush to mention among themselves4 ,some persist in remaining silent on those matters during the greatest part of their lives1 and many prefer to throw themselves into the hands of their merciful ,god and die without submitting to the defiling ordeal1 even after they have felt the poisonous stings of the enemy1 rather than receive their pardon from a man who1 as they feel1 would have surely been scandalized by the recital of their human frailties4 ,all the priests of ,rome are aware of this natural disposition of their female penitents4 ,there is not a single one--no1 not a single one of their moral theologians1 who does not warn the confessors against that stern and general determination of the girls and married women never to speak in the confessional on matters which may1 more or less1 deal with sins against the seventh commandment4 ,dens1 ,liguori1 ,debreyne1 ,bailly1 c4--in a word1 all the theologians of ,rome--own that this is one of the greatest difficulties which the confessors have to contend with in the confessional-box4 ,not a single ,roman ,catholic priest will dare to deny what ,i say on this matter2 for they know that it would be easy for me to overwhelm them with such crowd of testimonies that their grand imposture would for ever be unmasked4 ,i intend1 some future day1 if ,god spares me and gives me time for it1 to make known some of the innumerable things which the ,roman ,catholic theologians and moralists have written on this question4 ,it will form one of the most curious books ever written2 and it will give an unanswerable evidence of the fact that1 instinctively1 without consulting each other1 with an unanimity which is almost marvellous1 the ,roman ,catholic women1 guided by the honest instincts which ,god has given them1 shrink from the snares put before them in the confessional-box2 and that everywhere they struggle to nerve themselves with a superhuman courage against the torturer who is sent by the ,pope to finish their ruin and to make shipwreck of their souls4 ,everywhere woman feels that there are things which ought never to be told1 as there are things which ought never to be done1 in the presence of the ,god of holiness4 ,she understands that1 to recite the history of certain sins1 even of thoughts1 is not less shameful and criminal than to do them2 she hears the voice of ,god whispering into her ears1 ,is it not enough that thou hast been guilty once1 when alone1 in ,my presence1 without adding to thine iniquity1 by allowing that man to know what should never have been revealed to him8 ,do you not feel that you make that man your own accomplice the very moment that you throw into his heart and soul the mire of your iniquities8 ,he is as weak as you are2 he is not less a sinner than yourself2 what has tempted you will tempt him2 what has made you weak will make him weak8 what has polluted you will pollute him2 what has thrown you down into the dust will throw him down into the dust4 ,is it not enough that ,my eyes had to look upon your iniquities8 must my ears to-day listen to your impure conversation with that man8 ,were that man as holy as ,my prophet ,david1 may he not fall before the unchaste unveiling of the new ,bathsheba8 ,were he as strong as ,sampson1 may he not find in you his tempting ,delilah8 ,were he as generous as ,peter1 may he not become a traitor at the maid-servant's voice8 ,perhaps the world has never seen a more terrible1 desperate1 solemn struggle than the one which is going on in the soul of the poor trembling young woman1 who1 at the feet of that man1 has to decide whether or not she will open her lips on those things which the infallible voice of ,god1 united to the no less infallible voice of her womanly honour and self-respect1 tell her never to reveal to any man6 ,the history of that secret1 fierce1 desperate1 and deadly struggle has never yet1 so far as ,i know1 been fully given4 ,it would draw the tears of admiration and compassion of the whole world1 if it could be written with its simple1 sublime1 and terrible realities4 ,how many times ,i have wept as a child when some noble-hearted and intelligent young girl1 or some respectable married woman1 yielding to the sophisms with which ,i1 or some other confessor1 had persuaded them to give up their self-respect1 their womanly dignity1 to speak with me on matters on which a decent woman would never say a word with a man6 ,they told me of their invincible repugnance1 their horror of such questions and answers1 and they asked me to have pity on them4 ,yes6 ,i often wept bitterly on my degradation when a priest of ,rome6 ,i felt all the strength1 the grandeur1 the holiness of their motives for being silent on those defiling matters4 ,i could not but admire them4 ,it seemed1 at times1 that they were speaking the language of angels of light2 that ,i ought to fall at their feet1 and ask their pardon for having spoken to them of questions on which a man of honour ought never to converse with a woman whom he respects4 ,but1 alas6 ,i had soon to reproach myself and regret these short instances of my wavering faith in the infallible voice of my ,church2 ,i had soon to silence the voice of my conscience1 which was telling me1 ,is it not a shame that you1 an unmarried man1 dare to speak on those matters with a woman8 ,do you not blush to put such questions to a young girl8 ,where is your self-respect8 where is your fear of ,god8 ,do you not promote the ruin of that girl by forcing her to speak with a man on such questions8 ,i was compelled by all the ,popes1 the moral theologians1 and the ,councils of ,rome1 to believe that this warning voice of my merciful ,god was the voice of ,satan2 ,i had to believe1 in spite of my own conscience and intelligence1 that it was good1 nay1 necessary1 to put those polluting1 damning questions4 ,my infallible ,church was mercilessly forcing me to oblige those poor1 trembling1 weeping1 desolated girls and women to swim with me and all her priests in those waters of ,sodom and ,gomorrha1 under the pretext that their self-will would be broken down1 their fear of sin and humility increased1 and that they would be purified by our absolutions4 ,in the beginning of my priesthood1 ,i was not a little surprised and embarrassed to see a very accomplished and beautiful young lady1 whom ,i used to meet almost every week in her father's house1 entering the box of my confessional4 ,she used to go to confess to another young priest of my acquaintance1 and she was looked upon as one of the most pious girls of the city4 ,though she had disguised herself as much as possible1 that ,i might not know her1 ,i thought that ,i was not mistaken--she was the amiable ,mary 99 99 99 99 ,not being absolutely sure of the correctness of my impressions1 ,i left her entirely under the hope that she was a perfect stranger to me4 ,at the beginning she could hardly speak2 her voice was suffocated by her sobs2 and1 through the little apertures of the thin partition between her and me1 ,i saw two streams of big tears trickling down her cheeks4 ,after much effort1 she said3 ,dear ,father1 ,i hope you do not know me1 and that you will never try to know me4 ,i am a desperately great sinner4 ,oh6 ,i fear that ,i am lost6 ,but if there is still any hope for me to be saved1 for ,god's sake1 do not rebuke me6 ,before ,i begin my confession1 allow me to ask you not to pollute my ears by the questions which our confessors are in the habit of putting to their female penitents4 ,i have already been destroyed by those questions4 ,before ,i was seventeen years old1 ,god knows that ,his angels are not more pure than ,i was2 but the chaplain of the ,nunnery where my parents had sent me for my education1 though approaching old age1 put to me in the confessional a question which1 at first1 ,i did not understand2 but1 unfortunately1 he had put the same questions to one of my young class-mates1 who made fun of them in my presence1 and explained them to me2 for she understood them too well4 ,this first unchaste conversation of my life plunged my thoughts into a sea of iniquity1 till then absolutely unknown to me2 temptations of the most humiliating character assailed me for a week1 day and night2 after which1 sins which ,i would blot out with my blood1 if it were possible1 overwhelmed my soul as with a deluge4 ,but the joys of the sinner are short4 ,struck with terror at the thought of the judgments of ,god1 after a few weeks of the most deplorable life1 ,i determined to give up my sins and reconcile myself to ,god4 ,covered with shame1 and trembling from head to foot1 ,i went to confess to my old confessor1 whom ,i respected as a saint and cherished as a father4 ,it seems to me that with sincere tears of repentance ,i confessed to him the greatest part of my sins1 though ,i concealed one of them through shame1 and respect for my spiritual guide4 ,but ,i did not conceal from him that the strange questions he had put to me at my last confession were1 with the natural corruption of my heart1 the principal cause of my destruction4 ,he spoke to me very kindly1 encouraged me to fight against my bad inclinations1 and1 at first1 gave me very kind and good advice4 ,but when ,i thought he had finished speaking1 and as ,i was preparing to leave the confessional-box1 he put to me two new questions of such a polluting character that ,i fear neither the blood of ,christ nor all the fires of hell will ever be able to blot them out from my memory4 ,those questions have achieved my ruin2 they have stuck to my mind as two deadly arrows2 they are day and night before my imagination2 they fill my very arteries and veins with a deadly poison4 ,it is true that1 at first1 they filled me with horror and disgust2 but1 alas6 ,i soon got so accustomed to them that they seemed to be incorporated with me1 and as though becoming a second nature4 ,those thoughts have become a new source of innumerable criminal thoughts1 desires1 and actions4 ,a month later1 we were obliged1 by the rules of our convent1 to go to confess2 but this time1 ,i was so completely lost that ,i no longer blushed at the idea of confessing my shameful sins to a man2 it was the very contrary4 ,i had a real1 diabolical pleasure in the thought that ,i should have a long conversation with my confessor on those matters1 and that he would ask me more of his strange questions4 ,in fact1 when ,i had told him everything1 without a blush1 he began to interrogate me1 and ,god knows what corrupting things fell from his lips into my poor criminal heart6 ,every one of his questions was thrilling my nerves1 and filling me with the most shameful sensations4 ,after an hour of this criminal tete-a-tete with my old confessor 7for it was nothing else but a criminal tete-a-tete71 ,i perceived that he was as depraved as ,i was myself4 ,with some half-covered words1 he made me a criminal proposition1 which ,i accepted with covered words also2 and during more than a year1 we have lived together in the most sinful intimacy4 ,though he was much older than ,i1 ,i loved him in the most foolish way4 ,when the course of my convent instruction was finished1 my parents called me back to their home4 ,i was really glad of that change of residence1 for ,i was beginning to be tired of my criminal life4 ,my hope was that1 under the direction of a better confessor1 ,i should reconcile myself to ,god and begin a ,christian life4 ,unfortunately for me1 my new confessor1 who was very young1 began also his interrogations4 ,he soon fell in love with me1 and ,i loved him in a most criminal way4 ,i have done with him things which ,i hope you will never request me to reveal to you1 for they are too monstrous to be repeated1 even in the confessional1 by a woman to a man4 ,i do not say these things to take away the responsibility of my iniquities with this young confessor from my shoulders1 for ,i think ,i have been more criminal than he was4 ,it is my firm conviction that he was a good and holy priest before he knew me2 but the questions he put to me1 and the answers ,i had to give him1 melted his heart--,i know it--just as boiling lead would melt the ice on which it flows4 ,i know this is not such a detailed confession as our holy ,church requires me to make1 but ,i have thought it necessary for me to give you this short history of the life of the greatest and the most miserable sinner who ever asked you to help her to come out from the tomb of her iniquities4 ,this is the way ,i have lived these last few years4 ,but last ,sabbath1 ,god1 in ,his infinite mercy1 looked down upon me4 ,he inspired you to give us the ,prodigal ,son as a model of true conversion1 and as the most marvelous proof of the infinite compassion of the dear ,saviour for the sinner4 ,i have wept day and night since that happy day1 when ,i threw myself into the arms of my loving1 merciful ,father4 ,even now ,i can hardly speak1 because my regret for my past iniquities1 and my joy that ,i am allowed to bathe the feet of my ,saviour with my tears1 are so great that my voice is as choked4 ,you understand that ,i have for ever given up my last confessor4 ,i come to ask you the favour to receive me among your penitents4 ,oh6 do not reject nor rebuke me1 for the dear ,saviour's sake6 ,be not afraid to have at your side such a monster of iniquity6 ,but before going farther1 ,i have two favours to ask from you4 ,the first is1 that you will never do anything to know my name2 the second is1 that you will never put me any of those questions by which so many penitents are lost and so many priests for ever destroyed4 ,twice ,i have been lost by those questions4 ,we come to our confessors that they may throw upon our guilty souls the pure waters which flow from heaven to purify us2 and1 instead of that1 with their unmentionable questions1 they pour oil on the burning fires which arc already raging in our poor sinful hearts4 ,oh6 dear father1 let me become your penitent1 that you may help me to go and weep with ,magdalene at the ,saviours feet6 ,do respect me1 as ,he respected that true model of all the sinful but repenting women6 ,did ,our ,saviour put to her any question8 did ,he extort from her the history of things which a sinful woman cannot say without forgetting the respect she owes to herself and to ,god8 ,no6 ,you told us1 not long ago1 that the only thing our ,saviour did was to look at her tears and her love4 ,well1 please do that1 and you will save me6 ,i was a very young priest1 and never had any words so sublime come to my ears in the confessional-box4 ,her tears and her sobs1 mingled with the so frank declaration of the most humiliating actions1 had made upon me such a profound impression that ,i was1 for some time1 unable to speak4 ,it had come to my mind also that ,i might be mistaken about her identity1 and that perhaps she was not the young lady that ,i had imagined4 ,i could1 then1 easily grant her first request1 which was to do nothing by which ,i could know her4 ,the second part of her prayer was more embarrassing2 for the theologians are very positive in ordering the confessors to question their penitents1 particularly those of the female sex1 in many circumstances4 ,i encouraged her1 in the best way ,i could1 to persevere in her good resolutions by invoking the blessed ,virgin ,mary and ,st4 ,philomene1 who was then the ,sainte a la mode1 just as ,marie ,alacoque is to-day1 among the blind slaves of ,rome4 ,i told her that ,i would pray and think over the subject of her second request2 and ,i asked her to come back1 in a week1 for my answer4 ,the very same day1 ,i went to my own confessor1 the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,baillargeon1 then curate of ,quebec1 and afterwards ,archbishop of ,canada4 ,i told him the singular and unusual request she had made that ,i should never put to her any of those questions suggested by the theologians1 to insure the integrity of the confession4 ,i did not conceal from him that ,i was much inclined to grant her that favour2 for ,i repeated what ,i had already several times told him1 that ,i was supremely disgusted with the infamous and polluting questions which the theologians forced us to put to our female penitents4 ,i told him1 frankly1 that several young and old priests had already come to confess to me2 and that1 with the exception of two1 they had all told me that they could not put those questions and hear the answers they elicited without falling into the most damnable sins4 ,my confessor seemed to be much perplexed about what he could answer4 ,he asked me to come the next day1 that he might review his theological books in the interval4 ,the next day1 ,i took down in writing his answer1 which ,i find in my old manuscripts2 and ,i give it here in all its sad crudity3-- ,such cases of the destruction of female virtue by the questions of the confessors is an unavoidable evil4 ,it can not be helped2 for such questions are absolutely necessary in the greatest part of the cases with which we have to deal4 ,men generally confess their sins with so much sincerity that there is seldom any need for questioning them1 except when they are very ignorant4 ,but ,st ,liguori1 as well as our personal observation1 tells us that the greatest part of girls and women1 through a false and criminal shame1 very seldom confess the sins they commit against purity4 ,it requires the utmost charity in the confessors to prevent those unfortunate slaves of their secret passions from making sacrilegious confessions and communions4 ,with the greatest prudence and zeal1 he must question them on those matters2 beginning with the smallest sins1 and going1 little by little1 as much as possible1 by imperceptible degrees1 to the most criminal actions4 ,as it seems evident that the penitent referred to in your questions of yesterday is unwilling to make a full and detailed confession of all her iniquities1 you cannot promise to absolve her without assuring yourself1 by wise and prudent questions1 that she has confessed everything4 ,you must not be discouraged when1 through the confessional or any other way1 you learn the fall of priests into the common frailties of human nature with their penitents4 ,our ,saviour knew very well that the occasions and the temptations we have to encounter1 in the confessions of girls and women1 are so numerous1 and sometimes so irrepressible1 that many would fall4 ,but ,he has given them the ,holy ,virgin ,mary1 who constantly asks and obtains their pardon2 ,he has given them the sacrament of penance1 where they can receive their pardon as often as they ask for it4 ,the vow of perfect chastity is a great honour and privilege2 but we cannot conceal from ourselves that it puts on our shoulders a burden which many cannot carry for ever4 ,st ,liguori says that we must not rebuke the penitent priest who falls only once a month2 and some other trustworthy theologians are still more charitable4 ,this answer was far from satisfying me4 ,it seemed to me composed of soft-soap principles4 ,i went back with a heavy heart and an anxious mind2 and ,god knows that ,i made many fervent prayers that this girl should never come again to give me her sad history4 ,i was hardly twenty-six years old1 full of youth and life4 ,it seemed to me that the stings of a thousand wasps to my ears would not do me so much harm as the words of that dear1 beautiful1 accomplished1 but lost girl4 ,i do not mean to say that the revelations which she made had1 in any way1 diminished my esteem and my respect for her4 ,it was just the contrary4 ,her tears and her sobs1 at my feet2 her agonizing expressions of shame and regret2 her noble words of protest against the disgusting and polluting interrogations of the confessors1 had raised her very high in my mind4 ,my sincere hope was that she would have a place in the kingdom of ,christ with the ,samaritan woman1 ,mary ,magdalene1 and all those who have washed their robes in the blood of the ,lamb4 ,at the appointed day1 ,i was in my confessional1 listening to the confession of a young man1 when1 ,i saw ,miss ,mary entering the vestry1 and coming directly to my confessional-box1 where she knelt by me4 ,though she had1 still more than at the first time1 disguised herself behind a long1 thick1 black veil1 ,i could not be mistaken2 she was the very same amiable young lady in whose father's house ,i used to pass such pleasant and happy hours4 ,i had so often heard1 with breathless attention1 her melodious voice when she was giving us1 accompanied by her piano1 some of our beautiful ,church hymns4 ,who could see her without almost worshipping her8 ,the dignity of her steps1 and her whole mien1 when she advanced towards my confessional1 entirely betrayed her and destroyed her incognito4 ,oh6 ,i would have given every drop of my blood1 in that solemn hour1 that ,i might have been free to deal with her just as she had so eloquently requested me to do--to let her weep and cry at the feet of ,jesus to her heart's content6 ,oh6 if ,i had been free to take her by the hand1 and silently show her her dying ,saviour1 that she might have bathed ,his feet with her tears1 and spread the oil of her love on ,his head1 without my saying anything else but ,go in peace3 thy sins are forgiven6 ,but there1 in that confessional-box1 ,i was not the servant of ,christ1 to follow ,his divine1 saving words1 and obey the dictates of my honest conscience4 ,i was the slave of the ,pope6 ,i had to stifle the cry of my conscience1 to ignore the inspirations of my ,god6 ,there1 my conscience had no right to speak2 my intelligence was a dead thing6 ,the theologians of the ,pope1 alone1 had a right to be heard and obeyed6 ,i was not there to save1 but to destroy2 for1 under the pretext of purifying1 the real mission of the confessor1 often in spite of himself1 is to scandalize and damn the souls4 ,as soon as the young man1 who was making his confession at my left hand1 had finished1 ,i1 without noise1 turned myself towards her1 and said1 through the little aperture1 ,are you ready to begin your confession8 ,but she did not answer me4 ,all that ,i could hear was1 ,oh1 my ,jesus1 have mercy upon me6 ,dear ,saviour1 here ,i am with all my sins2 do not reject me6 ,i come to wash my soul in ,thy blood2 wilt ,thou rebuke me8 ,during several minutes1 she raised her hands and her eyes to heaven1 and wept and prayed4 ,it was evident that she had not the least idea that ,i was observing her2 she thought the door of the little partition between her and me was shut4 ,but my eyes were fixed upon her2 my tears were flowing with her tears1 and my ardent prayers were going to the feet of ,jesus with her prayers4 ,i would not have interrupted her1 for any consideration1 in this her sublime communion with her merciful ,saviour4 ,but1 after a pretty long time1 ,i made a little noise with my hand1 and1 putting my lips near the opening of the partition which was between us1 ,i said1 in a low voice1 ,dear sister1 are you ready to begin your confession8 ,she turned her face a little towards me1 and said1 with a trembling voice1 ,yes1 dear ,father1 ,i am ready4 ,but she then stopped again to weep and pray1 though ,i could not hear what she said4 ,after some time of silent prayer1 ,i said1 ,my dear sister1 if you are ready1 please begin your confession4 ,she then said1 ,my dear ,father1 do you remember the prayers which ,i made to you1 the other day8 ,can you allow me to confess my sins without forcing me to forget the respect ,i owe to myself1 to you1 and to ,god1 who hears us8 ,and can you promise that you will not put to me any of those questions which have already done me such irreparable injury8 ,i frankly declare to you that there are sins in me that ,i cannot reveal to any man1 except to ,christ1 because ,he is my ,god1 and that ,he already knows them all4 ,let me weep and cry at ,his feet1 and do forgive me without adding to my iniquities by forcing me to say things that the tongue of a ,christian woman cannot reveal to a man6 ,my dear sister1 ,i answered1 were ,i free to follow the voice of my own feelings ,i would be too happy to grant you your request2 but ,i am here only as the minister of our holy ,church1 and bound to obey her laws4 ,through her most holy popes and theologians1 she tells me that ,i cannot forgive you your sins1 if you do not confess them all just as you have committed them4 ,the ,church tells me also that you must give the details which may add to the malice or change the nature of your sins4 ,i am also sorry to tell you that our most holy theologians make it a duty of the confessor to question his penitent on the sins which he has good reason to suspect have been voluntarily or involuntarily omitted4 ,with a piercing1 cry she exclaimed1 ,then1 ,o my ,god1 ,i am lost--for ever lost6 ,this cry fell upon me as a thunderbolt2 but ,i was still more terror-stricken when1 looking through the aperture1 ,i saw she was fainting2 and ,i heard the noise of her body falling upon the floor1 and of her head striking against the sides of the confessional-box4 ,quick as lightning1 ,i ran to help her1 took her in my arms1 and called a couple of men1 who were at a little distance1 to assist me in laying her on a bench4 ,i washed her face with some cold water and vinegar4 ,she was as pale as death1 but her lips were moving1 and she was saying something which nobody but ,i could understand1-- ,i am lost--lost for ever6 ,we took her to her disconsolate family1 where1 during a month1 she lingered between life and death4 ,her two first confessors came to visit her3 but1 having asked every one to go out of the room1 she politely but absolutely requested them to go away and never come again4 ,she asked me to visit her everyday1 for1 she said1 ,i have only a few more days to live4 ,help me to prepare myself for the solemn hour which will open to me the gates of eternity6 ,every day ,i visited her1 and ,i prayed and ,i wept with her4 ,many times1 with tears1 ,i requested her1 when alone1 to finish her confession2 but1 with a firmness which then seemed to me mysterious and inexplicable1 she politely rebuked me4 ,one day when1 alone with her1 ,i was kneeling by the side of her bed to pray1 ,i was unable to articulate a single word1 because of the inexpressible anguish of my soul on her account2 she asked me1 ,dear ,father1 why do you weep8 ,i answered1 ,how can you put such a question to your murderer8 ,i weep because ,i have killed you1 dear friend4 ,this answer seemed to trouble her exceedingly4 ,she was very weak that day4 ,after she had wept and prayed in silence1 she said1 ,do not weep for me1 but weep for so many priests who destroy their penitents in the confessional4 ,i believe in the holiness of the sacrament of penitence1 since our holy ,church has established it4 ,but there is1 somewhere1 something exceedingly wrong in the confessional4 ,twice ,i have been destroyed1 and ,i know many girls who have also been destroyed by the confessional4 ,this is a secret1 but will that secret be kept for ever8 ,i pity the poor priests the day that our fathers will know what becomes of the purity of their daughters in the hands of their confessors4 ,father would surely kill my two last confessors1 if he could know how they have destroyed his poor child4 ,i could not answer except by weeping4 ,we remained mute for a long time2 then she said1 ,it is true that ,i was not prepared for the rebuke you have given me1 but you acted conscientiously as a good and honest priest4 ,i know you must be bound by certain laws4 ,she then pressed my hand with her cold hand and said1 ,weep not1 dear ,father1 because that sudden storm has wrecked my too fragile back4 ,this storm was to take me out from the bottomless sea of my iniquities to the shore where ,jesus was waiting to receive and pardon me4 ,the night after you brought me1 half dead1 here to father's house1 ,i had a dream4 ,oh1 no1 it was not a dream1 it was a reality4 ,my ,jesus came to me2 ,he was bleeding4 ,his crown of thorns was on ,his head1 the heavy cross was bruising ,his shoulders4 ,he said to me1 with a voice so sweet that no human tongue can imitate it1 ,i have seen thy tears1 ,i have heard thy cries1 and ,i know thy love for ,me3 thy sins are forgiven4 ,take courage2 in a few days thou shalt be with ,me6' ,she had hardly finished her last word when she fainted1 and ,i feared lest she should die just then when ,i was alone with her4 ,i called the family1 who rushed into the room4 ,the doctor was sent for4 ,he found her so weak that he thought proper to allow only one or two persons to remain in the room4 ,he requested us not to speak at all1 ,for1 said he1 the least emotion may kill her instantly2 her disease is1 in all probability1 an aneurism of the aorta1 the big vein which brings the blood to the heart2 when it breaks she will go as quick as lightning4 ,it was nearly ten at night when ,i left the house1 to go and take some rest4 ,but it is not necessary to say that ,i passed a sleepless night4 ,my dear ,mary was there1 pale1 dying from the deadly blow which ,i had given her in the confessional4 ,she was there1 on her bed of death1 her heart pierced with the dagger which my ,church had put into my hands6 ,and instead of rebuking1 cursing me for my savage1 merciless fanaticism1 she was blessing me6 ,she was dying from a broken heart1 and ,i was not allowed by my ,church to give her a single word of consolation and hope1 for she had not yet made her confession6 ,i had mercilessly bruised that tender plant1 and there was nothing in my hands to heal the wounds ,i had made6 ,it was very probable that she would die the next day1 and ,i was forbidden to show her the crown of glory which ,jesus has prepared in ,his kingdom for the repenting sinner6 ,my desolation was really unspeakable1 and ,i think ,i would have been suffocated1 and have died that night1 if the stream of tears which constantly flowed from my eyes had not been as a balm to my distressed heart4 ,how dark and long the hours of that night seemed to me6 ,before the dawn of day ,i arose1 to read my theologians again1 and see if ,i could not find some one who would allow me to forgive the sins of that dear child without forcing her to tell me everything she had done4 ,but they seemed to me more than ever unanimously inexorable1 and ,i put them back on the shelves of my library with a broken heart4 ,at nine a4m4 the next day ,i was by the bed of our dear sick ,mary4 ,i cannot sufficiently tell the joy ,i felt when the doctor and the whole family said to me1 ,she is much better2 the rest of last night has wrought a marvelous change indeed4 ,with a really angelic smile she extended her hand towards me1 that ,i might press it in mine2 and she said1 ,i thought1 last evening1 that the dear ,saviour would take me to ,him1 but ,he wants me1 dear ,father1 to give you a little more trouble2 but be patient1 it cannot1 be long before the solemn hour of the appeal will ring4 ,will you please read me the history of the sufferings and death of the beloved ,saviour which you read me the other day8 ,it does me so much good to see how ,he has loved me1 such a miserable sinner4 ,there was a calm and a solemnity in her words which struck me singularly1 as well as all those who were there4 ,after ,i had finished reading1 she exclaimed1 ,he has loved me so much that ,he died for my sins6 ,and she shut her eyes as if to meditate in silence1 but there was a stream of big tears rolling down her cheeks4 ,i knelt down by her bed with her family to pray1 but ,i could not utter a single word4 ,the idea that this dear child was there1 dying from the cruel fanaticism of my theologians and my own cowardice in obeying them1 was as a mill-stone to my neck4 ,it was killing me4 ,oh6 if by dying a thousand times ,i could have added a single day to her life1 with what pleasure ,i would have accepted those thousand deaths6 ,after we had silently prayed and wept by her bed-side1 she requested her mother to leave her alone with me4 ,when ,i saw myself alone1 under the irresistible impression that this was her last day1 ,i fell on my knees again1 and with tears of the most sincere compassion for her soul1 ,i requested her to shake off her shame and to obey our holy ,church1 which requires every one to confess their sins if they want to be forgiven4 ,she calmly1 but with an air of dignity which no human words can express1 said1 ,is it true that1 after the sin of ,adam and ,eve1 ,god ,himself made coats of skins1 and clothed them1 that they might not see each other's nakedness8 ,yes1 ,i said1 this is what the ,holy ,scriptures tell us4 ,well1 then1 how is it possible that our confessors dare to take away from us that holy1 divine coat of modesty and self-respect8 ,has not ,almighty ,god ,himself made with ,his own hands that coat of womanly modesty and self-respect that we might not be to you and to ourselves a cause of shame and sin8 ,i was really stunned by the beauty1 simplicity1 and sublimity of that comparison4 ,i remained absolutely mute and confounded4 ,though it was demolishing all the traditions and doctrines of my ,church1 and pulverizing all my holy doctors and theologians1 that noble answer found such an echo in my soul that it seemed to me a sacrilege to try to touch it with my finger4 ,after a short time of silence1 she continued1 ,twice ,i have been destroyed by priests in the confessional4 ,they took away from me that divine coat of modesty and self-respect which ,god gives to every human being who comes into this world1 and twice ,i have become for those very priests a deep pit of perdition1 into which they have fallen1 and where1 ,i fear1 they are for ever lost6 ,my merciful ,heavenly ,father has given me back that coat of skins1 that nuptial robe of modesty1 self-respect1 and holiness1 which had been taken away from me4 ,he cannot allow you1 or any other man1 to tear again and spoil that vestment which is the work of ,his hands4 ,these words had exhausted her2 it was evident to me that she wanted some rest4 ,i left her alone1 but ,i was absolutely beside myself4 ,filled with admiration for the sublime lessons which ,i had received from the lips of that angel1 who1 it was evident1 was soon to fly away from us1 ,i felt a supreme disgust for myself1 my theologians1 and--shall ,i say it8 yes--,i felt1 in that solemn hour1 a supreme disgust for my ,church1 which was so cruelly defiling me and all the priests1 in the confessional-box4 ,i felt in that hour a supreme horror for that auricular confession1 which is so often such a pit of perdition and supreme misery for the confessor and the penitent4 ,i went out1 walked two hours on the ,plains of ,abraham1 to breathe the pure and refreshing air of the mountain4 ,there alone ,i sat on a stone1 on the very spot where ,wolf and ,montcalm had fought and died1 and wept to my heart's content on my irreparable degradation1 and the degradation of all the priests through the confessional4 ,at four o'clock in the afternoon ,i went back again to the house of my dear dying ,mary4 ,the mother took me apart1 and very politely said1 ,my dear ,mr4 ,chiniquy1 do you not think that it is time that our dear child should receive the last sacraments8 ,she seemed to be much better this morning1 and we were full of hope2 but she is now rapidly sinking4 ,please lose no time in giving her the holy viaticum and the extreme unction4 ,i said1 ,yes1 ,madam2 let me pass a few minutes alone with our poor dear child1 that ,i may prepare her for the last sacraments4 ,when alone with her1 ,i again fell on my knees1 and1 amidst torrents of tears1 ,i said1 ,dear sister1 it is my desire to give you the holy viaticum and the extreme unction2 but tell me1 how can ,i dare to do a thing so solemn against all the prohibitions of our holy ,church8 ,how can ,i give you the holy communion without first giving you absolution8 and how can ,i give you absolution when you earnestly persist in telling me that you have committed sins which you will never declare either to me or any other confessor8 ,you know that ,i cherish and respect you as if you were an angel sent to me from heaven4 ,you told me the other day that you blessed the day that you first saw and knew me4 ,i say the same thing4 ,i bless the day that ,i have known you2 ,i bless every hour that ,i have passed by your bed of suffering2 ,i bless every tear which ,i have shed with you on your sins and on my own2 ,i bless every hour that we have passed together in looking to the wounds of our beloved1 dying ,saviour2 ,i bless you for having forgiven me your death6 for ,i know it1 and ,i confess it a thousand times in the presence of ,god1 ,i have killed you1 dear sister4 ,but now ,i prefer a thousand times to die than to say to you a word which would pain you in any way1 or trouble the peace of your soul4 ,please1 my dear sister1 tell me what ,i can and must do for you in this solemn hour4 ,calmly1 and with a smile of joy1 such as ,i had never seen before1 nor have seen since1 she said1 ,i thank and bless you1 dear father1 for the parable of the ,prodigal ,son1 on which you preached a month ago4 ,you have brought me to the feet of the dear ,saviour2 there1 ,i have found a peace and a joy which surpass anything which human heart can feel2 ,i have thrown myself into the arms of my heavenly ,father1 and ,i know ,he has mercifully accepted and forgiven ,his poor prodigal child6 ,oh1 ,i see the angels with their golden harps around the throne of the ,lamb6 ,do you not hear the celestial harmony of their songs8 ,i go--,i go to join them in my ,father's house4 ,i shall not be lost6 ,while she was thus speaking to me1 my eyes were really turned into two fountains of tears1 and ,i was unable1 as well as unwilling1 to see anything1 so entirely overcome was ,i by the sublime words which were flowing from the dying lips of that dear child1 who was no more a sinner1 but a real angel of ,heaven to me4 ,i was listening to her words2 there was a celestial music in every one of them4 ,but she had raised her voice in such a strange way1 when she had begun to say1 ,i go to my ,father's house1 and she had made such a cry of joy when she had let the last words1 not be lost1 escape her lips1 that ,i raised my head and opened my eyes to look at her4 ,i suspected that something strange had occurred4 ,i got upon my feet1 passed my handkerchief over my face1 to wipe away the tears which were preventing me from seeing with accuracy1 and looked at her4 ,her hands were crossed on her breast1 and there was on her face the expression of a really superhuman joy2 her beautiful eyes were fixed as if they were looking on some grand and sublime spectacle2 it seemed to me at first that she was praying4 ,in that very same instant the mother rushed into the room1 crying1 ,my ,god6 my ,god6 what does that cry 'lost' mean8--for her last words1 not be lost1 particularly the last one1 had been pronounced with such a powerful voice that they had been heard almost everywhere in the house4 ,i made a sign with my hand to prevent the distressed mother from making any noise1 and troubling her dying child in her prayer1 for ,i really thought that she had stopped speaking1 as she used so often to do1 when alone with me1 in order to pray4 ,but ,i was mistaken4 ,that redeemed soul had gone1 on the golden wings of love1 to join the multitudes of those who have washed their robes in the blood of the ,lamb1 to sing the eternal ,alleluia4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,,auricular ,,confession ,a ,,deep ,,pit ,,of ,,perdition ,,for ,,the ,,priest 99 99 99 99 99 ,it was some time after our ,mary had been buried4 ,the terrible and mysterious cause of her death was known only to ,god and to me4 ,though her loving mother was still weeping over her grave1 she had soon been forgotten1 as usual1 by the greatest part of those who had known her3 but she was constantly present to my mind4 ,i never entered the confessional-box without hearing her solemn1 though so mild1 voice telling me1 ,there must be somewhere something wrong in the auricular confession4 ,twice ,i have been destroyed by my confessors2 and ,i have known several others who have been destroyed in the same way4 ,more than once1 when her voice was ringing in my ears from her tomb1 ,i had shed bitter tears on the profound and unfathomable degradation into which ,i1 with the other priests1 had to fell in the confessional-box4 ,for many1 many times1 stories as deplorable as that of this unfortunate girl were confessed to me by city as well as country females4 ,one night ,i was awakened by the rumbling noise of thunder1 when ,i heard some one knocking at the door4 ,i hastened out of bed to ask who was there4 ,the answer was that the ,rev4 ,mr4 ---- was dying1 and that he wanted to see me before his death4 ,i dressed myself1 and was soon on the highway4 ,the darkness was fearful2 and often1 had it not been for the lightning which was almost constantly tearing the clouds1 we should not have known where we were4 ,after a long and hard journey through the darkness and the storm1 we arrived at the house of the dying priest4 ,i went directly to his room1 and really found him very low2 he could hardly speak4 ,with a sign of his hand he bade his servant-girl and a young man who were there go out1 and leave him alone with me4 ,then1 with a low voice1 he said1 ,is it you who prepared poor ,mary to die8 ,yes1 sir1 ,i answered4 ,please tell me the truth4 ,is it the fact that she died the death of a reprobate1 and that her last words were1 ',oh1 my ,god6 ,i am lost'8 ,i answered3 ,as ,i was the confessor of that girl1 and we were talking together on matters which pertained to her confession1 in the very moment that she was unexpectedly summoned to appear before ,god1 ,i cannot answer your question in any way2 please1 then1 excuse me if ,i cannot say any more on that subject3 but tell me who can have assured you that she died the death of a reprobate4 ,it was her own mother1 answered the dying man4 ,she came1 last week1 to visit me1 and when she was alone with me1 with many tears and cries1 she said how her poor child had refused to receive the last sacraments1 and how her last cry was1 ',i am lost6' ,she added that that cry1 ',lost6' was pronounced with such a frightful power that it was heard through all the house4 ,if her mother has told you that1 ,i replied1 you may believe what you please about the way that poor child died4 ,i cannot say a word--you know it--about that matter4 ,but if she is lost1 rejoined the old1 dying priest1 ,i am the miserable one who has destroyed her4 ,she was an angel of purity when she came to the convent4 ,oh6 dear ,mary1 if you are lost1 ,i am a thousandfold more lost6 ,oh1 my ,god1 my ,god6 what will become of me8 ,i am dying2 and ,i am lost6 ,it was indeed an awful thing to see that old sinner tearing his own hands1 rolling on his bed as if he had been on burning coals1 with all the marks of the most frightful despair on his face1 crying1 ,i am lost6 ,oh1 my ,god1 ,i am lost6 ,i was glad that the claps of thunder1 which were shaking the house and roaring without ceasing1 prevented the people outside the room from hearing those cries of desolation from that priest1 whom every one considered a great saint4 ,when it seemed to me that his terror had somewhat subsided1 and that his mind was calmed a little1 ,i said to him1 ,my dear friend1 you must not give yourself up to such despair4 ,our merciful ,god has promised to forgive the repenting sinner who comes to ,him1 even at the last hour of the day4 ,address yourself to the ,virgin ,mary1 she will ask and obtain your pardon4 ,do you not think that it is too late to ask pardon8 ,the doctor has honestly warned me that death is very near1 and ,i feel ,i am just now dying6 ,is it not too late to ask and obtain pardon8 asked the dying priest4 ,no1 my dear sir1 it is not too late1 if you sincerely regret your sins4 ,throw yourself into the arms of ,jesus1 ,mary1 and ,joseph2 make your confession without any more delay1 and you will be saved4 ,but ,i have never made a good confession4 ,will you help me to make a general one8 ,it was my duty to grant him his request1 and the rest of the night was spent by me in hearing the confession of his whole life4 ,i do not want to give many particulars of the life of that priest4 ,i will only mention two things4 ,first3 ,it was then that ,i understood why poor young ,mary was absolutely unwilling to mention the iniquities which she had done with him4 ,they were simply surpassingly horrible--unmentionable4 ,no human tongue can express them--few human ears would consent to hear them4 ,the second thing that ,i am bound in conscience to reveal is almost incredible1 but it is nevertheless true4 ,the number of married and unmarried females he had heard in the confessional was about #aejj1 of which he said he had destroyed or scandalized at least #ajjj by his questioning them on most depraving things1 for the simple pleasure of gratifying his own corrupted heart1 without letting them know anything of his sinful thoughts and criminal desires towards them4 ,but he confessed that he had destroyed the purity of ninety-five of those penitents1 who had consented to sin with him4 ,and would to ,god that this priest had been the only one whom ,i have known to be lost through the auricular confession6 ,but1 alas6 how few are those who have escaped the snares of the tempter compared with those who have perished6 ,i have heard the confessions of more than #bjj priests1 and1 to say the truth1 as ,god knows it1 ,i must declare that only twenty-one had not to weep over the secret or public sins committed through the irresistibly corrupting influences of auricular confession6 ,i am sixty six years old2 in a short time ,i shall be in my grave4 ,i shall have to give an account of what ,i say to-day4 ,well1 it is in the presence of my great ,judge1 with my tomb before my eyes1 that ,i declare to the world that very few--yes1 very few--priests escape from falling into the pit of the most horrible moral depravity the world has ever known1 through the confession of females4 ,i do not say this because ,i have any bad feelings against those priests3 ,god knows that ,i have none4 ,the only feelings ,i have are of supreme compassion and pity4 ,i do not reveal these awful things to make the world believe that the priests of ,rome are a worse set of men than the rest of the innumerable fallen children of ,adam4 ,no1 ,i do not entertain any such views2 for1 everything considered and weighed in the balance of religion1 charity1 and common sense--,i think that the priests of ,rome are far from being worse than any other set of men who would be thrown into the same temptations1 dangers and unavoidable occasions of sin4 ,for instance1 let us take lawyers1 merchants1 or farmers1 and1 preventing them from living with their lawful wives1 let us surround each of them from morning to night by ten1 twenty1 and sometimes more1 beautiful women and tempting girls1 who would speak to them of things which can pulverize a rock of ,scotch granite1 and you will see how many of those lawyers1 merchants or farmers will go out of that terrible moral battle-field without being mortally wounded4 ,the cause of the supreme--,i dare say incredible1 though unsuspected--immorality of the priests of ,rome is a very evident and logical one4 ,by the diabolical power of the ,pope1 the priest is put out of the ways which ,god has offered to the generality of men to be honest1 upright1 and holy#a4 ,and after the ,pope has deprived them of the grand1 holy1 ,i say ,divine 7in this sense that it comes directly from ,god7 remedy which ,god has given to man against his own concupiscence--holy marriage1 they are placed unprotected1 unguarded in the most perilous1 difficult1 irresistible moral dangers which human ingenuity or depravity can conceive4 ,those unmarried men are forced to be1 from morning to night1 in the midst of beautiful girls1 and tempting1 charming women1 who have to tell them things which would melt the hardest steel4 ,how can you expect that they will cease to be men1 and become stronger than angels8 ,not only are the priests of ,rome deprived by the devil of the only remedy which ,god has given to help them to stand up1 but they have1 in the confessional1 the greatest facility which can possibly be imagined for satisfying all the bad propensities of fallen human nature4 ,in the confessional they know those who are strong1 and they know those who are weak among the females by whom they are surrounded2 they know who would resist any attempt from the enemy2 and they know who are ready--nay1 who are longing after the deceitful charms of sin4 ,if they still retain the fallen nature of man1 what a terrible hour for them6 what frightful battles inside the poor heart6 ,what superhuman efforts and strength would be required to come out a conqueror from that battle field1 where a ,david1 a ,samson1 have fallen1 mortally wounded6 ,it is simply an act of supreme stupidity on the part of the ,protestant1 as well as ,catholic public1 to suppose1 or suspect1 or hope1 that the generality of the priests can stand that trial4 ,the pages of the history of ,rome herself are filled with the unanswerable proofs that the great generality of the confessors fall4 ,if it were not so1 the miracle of ,joshua1 stopping the march of the sun and the moon1 would be a childish play compared with the miracle which would stop and reverse all the laws of our common fallen nature in the hearts of the #ajj1jjj ,roman ,catholic confessors of the ,church of ,rome4 ,were ,i attempting to prove by public facts what ,i know of the horrible depravity caused by the confessional-box among the priests of ,france1 ,canada1 ,spain1 ,italy1 ,england1 ,i should have to write many big volumes in folio4 ,for brevity's sake1 ,i will speak only of ,italy4 ,i take that country because1 being under the very eyes of their infallible and most holy 787 ,pontiff1 being in the land of daily miracles1 of painted ,madonnas1 who weep and turn their eyes left and right1 up and down1 in a most marvellous way1 being in the land of miraculous medals and heavenly spiritual favors1 constantly flowing from the chair of ,st4 ,peter1 the confessors in ,italy are in the best possible circumstances to be strong1 faithful1 and holy4 ,well1 let us hear an eye-witness1 a contemporary1 an unimpeachable witness about the way the confessors deal with their penitent females1 in the only holy1 apostolical1 infallible 787 ,church of ,rome4 ,the witness we will hear is of the purest blood of the princes of ,italy4 ,her name is ,henrietta ,carracciolo1 daughter of the ,marshal ,carracciolo1 ,governor of the ,province of ,bari1 in ,italy4 ,let us hear what she says of the ,father ,confessors1 after twenty years of personal experience in different nunneries of ,italy1 in her remarkable book1 ,mysteries of the ,neapolitan ,convents1 pp4 #aej1 #aea1 #aeb3 ,my confessor came the following day1 and ,i disclosed to him the nature of the troubles which beset me4 ,later in the day1 seeing that ,i had gone down to the place where we used to receive the holy communion1 called ,communichino1 the conversa of my aunt rang the bell for the priest to come with the pyx4#b ,he was a man of about fifty years of age1 very corpulent1 with a rubicund face1 and a type of physiognomy as vulgar as it was repulsive4 ,i approached the little window to receive the sacred wafer on my tongue1 with my eyes closed1 as it is customary4 ,i placed it upon my tongue2 and1 as ,i drew back1 ,i felt my cheeks caressed4 ,i opened my eyes1 but the priest had withdrawn his hand1 and1 thinking ,i had been deceived1 ,i gave it no more attention4 ,on the next occasion1 forgetful of what had occurred before1 ,i received the sacrament with closed eyes again1 according to precept4 ,this time ,i distinctly felt my chin caressed again2 and on opening my eyes suddenly1 ,i found the priest gazing rudely upon me1 with a sensual smile on his face4 ,there could be no longer any doubt3 these overtures were not the result of accident4 ,the daughter of ,eve is endowed with a greater degree of curiosity than man4 ,it occured to me to place myself in a contiguous apartment1 where ,i could observe if this libertine priest was accustomed to take similar liberties with the nuns4 ,i did so1 and was fully convinced that only the old left him without being caressed6 ,all the others allowed him to do with them as he pleased2 and even1 in taking leave of him1 did so with the utmost reverence4 ',is this the respect1' said ,i to myself1 'that the priests and the spouses of ,christ have for the sacrament of the ,eucharist8 ,shall the poor novice be enticed to leave the world in order to learn1 in this school1 such lessons of self-respect and chastity8' ,page #afc1 we read1 ,the fanatical passion of the nuns for their confessors1 priests1 and monks1 exceeds belief4 ,that which especially renders their incarceration endurable is the illimitable opportunity they enjoy of seeing and corresponding with those persons with whom they are in love4 ,this freedom localizes and identifies them with the convent so closely that they are unhappy when1 on account of any serious sickness1 or while preparing to take the veil1 they are obliged to pass some months in the bosom of their own families1 in company with their fathers1 mothers1 brothers1 and sisters4 ,it is not to be presumed that these relatives would permit a young girl to pass many hours each day in a mysterious colloquy with a priest1 or a monk1 and maintain with him this continual correspondence4 ,this is a liberty which they can enjoy in the convent only4 ,many are the hours which the ,heloise spends in the confessional1 in agreeable pastime with her ,abelard in cassock4 ,others1 whose confessors happen to be old1 have in addition a spiritual director1 with whom they amuse themselves a long time every day1 tete-a-tete1 in the parlatorio4 ,when this is not enough1 they simulate an illness1 in order to have him alone in their own rooms4 ,page #aff1 we read3--,another nun1 being somewhat infirm1 her priest confessed her in her own room4 ,after a time1 the invalid penitent found herself in what is called an interesting situation1 on which account1 the physician declaring that her complaint was dropsy1 she was sent away from the convent4 ,page #afg3--;,a young educanda was in the habit of going down every night to the convent burial-place1 where1 by a corridor which communicated with the vestry1 she entered into a colloquy with a young priest attached to the church4 ,consumed by an amorous impatience1 she was not deterred from these excursions either by bad weather or the fear of being discovered4 ,she heard a great noise one night near her4 ,in the thick darkness which surrounded her1 she imagined that she saw a viper winding itself around her feet4 ,she was so much overcome by fright that she died from the effects of it a few months later4 ,page #afh3--,one of the confessors had a young penitent in the convent4 ,every time he was called to visit a dying sister1 and on that account passed the night in the convent1 this nun would climb over the partition which separated her room from his1 and betake herself to the master and director of souls4 ,another1 during the delirium of a typhoid fever1 from which she was suffering1 was constantly imitating the action of sending kisses to her confessor1 who stood by the side of her bed4 ,he1 covered with blushes on account of the presence of strangers1 held a crucifix before the eyes of the penitent1 and in a commiserating tone exclaimed1-- ',poor thing6 kiss thy own spouse6' ,page #afh3--,under the bonds of secrecy1 an educanda1 of fine form and pleasing manners1 and of a noble family1 confided to me the fact of her having received1 from the hands of her confessor1 a very interesting book 7as she described it71 which related to the monastic life4 ,i expressed the wish to know the title1 and she1 before showing it to me1 took the precaution to lock the door4 ,it proved to be the ,monaca1 by ,dalembert1 a book1 as all know1 filled with the most disgusting obscenity4 ,page #afi3--;,i received once from a monk1 a letter in which he signified to me that he had hardly seen me1 when 'he conceived the sweet hope of becoming my confessor4' ,an exquisite of the first water1 a fop of scents and euphuism1 could not have employed phrases more melodramic1 to demand whether he might hope or despair4 ,page #afi3--;,a priest who enjoyed the reputation of being an incorruptible sacerdote1 when he saw me pass through the parlatorio1 used to address me as follows3-- ',ps1 dear1 come here6 ,ps1 ,ps1 come here6' ,these words1 addressed to me by a priest1 were nauseous in the extreme4 ,finally1 another priest1 the most annoying of all for his obstinate assiduity1 sought to secure my affections at all cost4 ,there was not an image profane poetry could afford him1 nor a sophism he could borrow from rhetoric1 nor wily interpretation he could give to the ,word of ,god1 which he did not employ to convert me to his wishes4 ,here is an example of his logic3-- ',fair daughter1' said he to me one day1 'knowest thou who ,god truly is8' ',he is the ,creator of the ,universe1' ,i answered drily4 ',no1--no1--no1--no6 that is not enough1' he replied1 laughing at my ignorance4 ',god is love1 but love in the abstract1 which receives its incarnation in the mutual affection of two hearts which idolize each other4 ,you1 then1 must not only love ,god in ,his abstract existance1 but must also love ,him in ,his incarnation1 that is1 in the exclusive love of a man who adores you4 ,quod ,deus est amor1 nec colitur1 nisi amando4' ',then1' ,i replied1 'a woman who adores her own lover would adore ,divinity itself8' ',assuredly1' reiterated the priest over and over again1 taking courage from my remark1 and chuckling at what seemed to him to be the effect of his catechism4 ',in that case1' said ,i hastily1 ',i should select for my lover rather a man of the world than a priest4' ',god preserve you1 my daughter6 ,god preserve you from that sin6' added my interlocutor1 apparently frightened4 ',to love a man of the world1 a sinner1 a wretch1 an unbeliever1 an infidel6 ,why1 you would go immediately to hell4 ,the love of a priest is a sacred love1 while that of a profane man is infamy2 the faith of a priest emanates from that granted to the holy ,church1 while that of the profane is false1--false as the vanity of the world4 ,the priest purifies his affections daily in communion with the ,holy ,spirit3 the man of the world 7if he ever knows love at all7 sweeps the muddy crossings of the street with it day and night4 ',but it is the heart1 as well as the conscience1 which prompts me to fly from the priests1' ,i replied4 ',well1 if you cannot love me because ,i am your confessor1 ,i will find means to assist you to get rid of your scruples4 ,we will place the name of ,jesus ,christ before all our affectionate demonstration1 and thus our love will be a grateful offering to the ,lord1 and will ascend fragrant with perfume to ,heaven1 like the smoke of the incense of the sanctuary4 ,say to me1 for example1 ,i love you in ,jesus ,christ2 last night ,i dreamed of you in ,jesus ,christ2 and you will have a tranquil conscience1 because in doing this you will sanctify every transport of your love4' ,several circumstances not indicated here1 by the way1 compelled me to come in frequent contact with this priest afterwards1 and ,i do not therefore give his name4 ,of a very respectable monk1 respectable alike for his age and his moral character1 ,i inquired what signified the prefixing the name of ,jesus ,christ to amorous apostrophes4 ',it is1' he said1 'an expression used by a horrible sect1 and one unfortunately only too numerous1 which1 thus abusing the name of our ,lord1 permits to its members the most unbridled licentiousness4' ,and it is my sad duty to say1 before the whole world1 that ,i know that by far the greater part of the confessors in ,america1 ,spain1 ,france and ,england1 reason and act just like that licentious ,italian priest4 ,christian nations6 if you could know what will become of the virtue of your fair daughters if you allow secret or public slaves of ,rome to restore the auricular confession1 with what a storm of holy indignation you would defeat their plans6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,,the ,,confessional ,,is ,,the ,,modern ,,sodom4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if any one wants to hear an eloquent oration1 let him go when the ,roman ,catholic priest is preaching on the divine institution of auricular confession4 ,there is no subject1 perhaps1 on which the priests display so much zeal and earnestness1 and of which they speak so often4 ,for this institution is really the corner-stone of their stupendous power2 it is the secret of their almost irresistible influence4 ,let the people to-day open their eyes to the truth1 and understand that auricular confession is one of the most stupendous impostures which ,satan has invented to corrupt and enslave the world2 let the people desert the confessional-box to-day1 and tomorrow ,romanism will fall into the dust4 ,the priests understand this very well2 hence their constant efforts to deceive the people on that question4 ,to attain their object1 they have recourse to the most egregious falsehoods2 the ,scriptures are misrepresented2 the holy ,fathers are brought to say the very contrary of what they have ever thought or written2 the most extraordinary miracles and stories are invented4 ,but two of the arguments to which they have more often recourse are the great and perpetual miracles which ,god makes to keep the purity of the confessional undefiled1 and its secrets marvellously sealed4 ,they make the people believe that the vow of perpetual chastity changes their nature1 turns them into angels1 and puts them above the common frailties of the fallen children of ,adam4 ,bravely and with a brazen face1 when they are interrogated on that subject1 they say that they have special graces to remain pure and undefiled in the midst of the greatest dangers2 that the ,virgin ,mary1 to whom they are consecrated1 is their powerful advocate to obtain from her ,son that superhuman virtue of chastity2 that what would be a cause of sure perdition to common men is without peril and danger for a true son of ,mary2 and1 with amazing stupidity1 the people consent to be duped1 blinded1 and deceived by those fooleries4 ,but here let the world hear the truth as it is1 from one who knows perfectly everything inside and outside the walls of that ,modern ,babylon2 though many1 ,i know1 will disbelieve me and say1 ,we hope you are mistaken4 ,it is impossible that the priests of ,rome should turn out to be such impostors4 ,they may be mistaken2 they may believe and repeat things which are not true1 but they are honest2 they cannot be such impudent deceivers4 ,yes6 though ,i know that many will hardly believe me1 ,i must say the truth4 ,those very men who1 when speaking to the people in such glowing terms of the marvellous way they are kept pure in the midst of the dangers which surround them1 honestly blush1 and often weep1 when they speak to each other 7when they are sure that nobody except priests hears them74 ,they deplore their moral degradation with the utmost sincerity and honesty4 ,they ask from ,god and men pardon for their unspeakable depravity4 ,i have here in my hands1 and under my eyes1 one of their most remarkable secret books1 written1 or at least approved1 by one of their greatest and best bishops and cardinals1 the ,cardinal ,de ,bonald1 ,archbishop of ,lyons4 ,the book is written for the use of the priests alone4 ,its title is in ,french1 ,examen de ,conscience des ,pretres4 ,at page #cd we read3-- ,have ,i left certain persons to make the declarations of their sins in such a way that the imagination1 once taken and impressed by pictures and representations1 could be dragged into a long course of temptations and grievous sins8 ,the priests do not pay sufficient attention to the continual temptations caused by the hearing of confessions4 ,the soul is gradually enfeebled in such a way that1 at the end1 the virtue of chastity is for ever lost4 ,here is the address of a priest to other priests when he suspects that nobody but his co-sinner brethren hear him4 ,here is the honest language of truth4 ,in the presence of ,god1 those priests acknowledge that they have not a sufficient fear of those constant 7what a word--what an acknowledgment--constant67 temptations1 and they honestly confess that those temptations come from the hearing of the confessions of so many scandalous sins4 ,here the priests honestly acknowledge that those constant temptations1 at the end1 destroy for ever in them the holy virtue of purity6#c ,ah6 would to ,god that all the honest girls and women whom the devil entraps into the snares of auricular confession could hear the cries of distress of those poor priests whom they have tempted--for ever destroyed6 ,would to ,god that they could see the torrents of tears shed by so many priests because1 from the hearing of confessions1 they had for ever lost the virtue of purity6 ,they would understand that the confessional is a snare1 a pit of perdition1 a ,sodom for the priest2 and they would be struck with horror and shame at the idea of the continual1 shameful1 dishonest1 degrading temptations by which their confessor is tormented day and night--they would blush on account of the shameful sins which their confessors have committed--they would weep over the irreparable loss of their purity--they would promise before ,god and men that the confessional-box should never see them any more--they would prefer to be burned alive1 if any sentiment of honesty and charity remained in them1 rather than consent to be a cause of constant temptation and damnable sin to that man4 ,would that respectable lady go any more to confess to that man if1 after her confession1 she could hear him lamenting the continual1 shameful temptations which assail him day and night1 and the damning sins which he has committed on account of what she has confessed to him8 ,no--a thousand times no6 ,would that honest father allow his beloved daughter to go any more to that man to confess if he could hear his cries of distress1 and see his tears flowing because the hearing of those confessions is the source of constant1 shameful temptations and degrading iniquities8 ,oh6 would to ,god that the honest ,romanists all over the world--for there are millions who1 though deluded1 are honest--could see what is going on in the heart1 the imagination of the poor confessor when he is1 there1 surrounded by attractive women1 and tempting girls1 speaking to him from morning to night on things which a man cannot hear without falling6 ,then that modern but grand imposture called the ,sacrament of ,penance would soon be ended4 ,but here1 again1 who will not lament the consequence of the total perversity of our human nature8 ,those very same priests who1 when alone in the presence of ,god1 speak so plainly of the constant temptations by which they are assailed1 and who so sincerely weep over the irreparable loss of their virtue of purity1 when they think that nobody hears them1 will yet in public deny with a brazen face those temptations4 ,they will indignantly rebuke you as a slanderer if you say anything to lead them to suppose that you fear for their purity when they hear the confessions of girls or married women4 ,there is not a single one of the ,roman ,catholic authors who have written on that subject for the priests1 who has not deplored their innumerable and degrading sins against purity on account of the auricular confession2 but those very men will be the first to try to prove the very contrary when they write books for the people4 ,i have no words to say what was my surprise when1 for the first time1 ,i saw that this strange duplicity seemed to be one of the fundamental stones of my ,church4 ,it was not very long after my ordination1 when a priest came to me to confess the most deplorable things4 ,he honestly told me that there was not a single one of the girls or married women whom he had confessed who had not been a secret cause of the most shameful sins in thoughts1 desires1 or actions2 but he wept so bitterly over his degradation1 his heart seemed so sincerely broken on account of his own iniquities1 that ,i could not refrain from mixing my tears with his4 ,i wept with him1 and ,i gave him the pardon of all his sins1 as ,i thought1 then1 ,i had the power and right to give it4 ,two hours afterwards1 that same priest1 who was a good speaker1 was in the pulpit4 ,his sermon was on ,the ,divinity of ,auricular ,confession2 and1 to prove that it was an institution coming directly from ,christ1 he said that the ,son of ,god was making a constant miracle to strengthen ,his priests1 and prevent them from falling into sins1 on account of what they might have heard in the confessional6 ,the daily abominations1 which are the result of auricular confession1 are so horrible and so well known by the popes1 the bishops1 and the priests1 that several times1 public attempts have been made to diminish them by punishing the guilty priests2 but all these have failed4 ,one of the most remarkable of those efforts was made by ,pius ,,iv4 about the year #aejj4 ,a ,bull was published by him1 by which all the girls and the married women who had been seduced into sins by their confessors were ordered to denounce them2 and a certain number of high church officers of the ,holy ,inquisition were authorized to take the depositions of the fallen penitents4 ,the thing was at first tried at ,seville1 one of the principal cities of ,spain4 ,when the edict was first published the number of women who felt bound in conscience to go and depose against their father confessors was so great that1 though there were thirty notaries and as many inquisitors to take the depositions1 they were unable to do the work in the appointed time4 ,thirty days more were given1 but the inquisitors were so overwhelmed with the numberless depositions that another period of time of the same length was given4 ,but this1 again1 was found insufficient4 ,at the end1 it was found that the number of priests who had destroyed the purity of their penitents was so great that it was impossible to punish them all4 ,the inquest was given up1 and the guilty confessors remained unpunished4 ,several attempts of the same nature have been tried by other popes1 but with about the same success4 ,but if those honest attempts1 on the part of some well-meaning popes1 to punish the confessors who destroy the purity of their penitents1 have failed to touch the guilty parties1 they are1 in the good providence of ,god1 infallible witnesses to tell to the world that auricular confession is nothing else than a snare to the confessor and his dupes4 ,yes1 those ,bulls of the popes are an irrefragable testimony that auricular confession is the most powerful invention of the devil to corrupt the heart1 pollute the body1 and damn the soul of the priest and his female penitent6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,,how ,,the ,,vow ,,of ,,celibacy ,,of ,,the ,,priests ,,is ,,made ,,easy ,,by ,,auricular ,,confession4 99 99 99 99 99 ,are not facts the best arguments8 ,well1 here is an undeniable1 a public fact1 which is connected with a thousand collateral ones to prove that auricular confession is the most powerful engine of demoralization which the world has ever seen4 ,about the year #ahc--1 there was in ,quebec a fine-looking young priest2 he had a magnificent voice1 and was a pretty good speaker4#d ,through regard for his family1 which is still numerous and respectable1 ,i will not give his name1 ,i will call him ,rev4 ,mr4 ,d----4 ,having been invited to preach in a parish of ,canada1 about #ajj miles distant from ,quebec1 called ,vercheres1 he was also requested to hear the confessions during a few days of a kind of ,novena 7nine days of prayer71 which was going on in that place4 ,among his penitents was a beautiful young girl1 about nineteen years old4 ,she wanted to make a general confession of all her sins from the first age of reason1 and the confessor granted her request4 ,twice every day she was there1 at the feet of her handsome young spiritual physician1 telling all her thoughts1 her deeds1 her desires4 ,sometimes she was remarked to have remained a whole hour in the confessional-box1 in accusing herself of all her human frailties4 ,what did she say8 ,god only knows2 but what became hereafter known by the entire of ,canada is that the confessor fell in love with his fair penitent1 and that she burned with the same irresistible fires for her confessor1 as it so often happens4 ,it was not an easy matter for the priest and the young girl to meet each other in as complete a tete-a-tete as they both wished1 for there were too many eyes upon them4 ,but the confessor was a man of resources4 ,the last day of the ,novena he said to his beloved penitent1 ,i am going to ,montreal1 but three days after ,i will take the steamer back to ,quebec4 ,that steamer is accustomed to stop here4 ,at about twelve a4m41 be on the wharf1 dressed as a young man4 ,let no one know your secret4 ,you will embark in the steamboat1 where you will not be known1 if you have any prudence4 ,you will come to ,quebec1 where you will be engaged as a servant-boy by the curate1 of whom ,i am the vicar4 ,nobody will know your sex except myself1 and we will there be happy together4 ,the fifth day after this there was a great desolation in the family of the girl1 for she had suddenly disappeared and her robes had been found on the shores of the ,st4 ,lawrence river4 ,there was not the least doubt in the minds of all relations and friends1 that the general confession she had made had entirely upset her mind1 and1 in an excess of craziness1 she had thrown herself into the deep and rapid waters of the ,st4 ,lawrence4 ,many searches were made to find her body1 but all in vain2 many public and private prayers were offered to ,god to help her to escape from the flames of ,purgatory1 where she might be condemned to suffer for many years1 and much money was given to the priest to sing high masses1 in order to extinguish the fires of that burning prison1 where every ,roman ,catholic believes he must go to be purified before entering the regions of eternal happiness4 ,i will not give the name of the girl1 though ,i have it1 through compassion for her family2 ,i will call her ,geneva4 ,well1 when father and mother1 brothers1 sisters1 and friends were shedding tears on the sad end of ,geneva1 she was in the rich parsonage of the ,curate of ,quebec1 well paid1 well fed and dressed2 happy and cheerful with her beloved confessor4 ,she was exceedingly neat in her person1 always obliging1 ready to run and do what you wanted at the very twinkling of your eye4 ,her new name was ,joseph1 by which ,i will now call her4 ,many times ,i have seen the smart ,joseph at the parsonage of ,quebec1 and admired his politeness and good manners2 though it seemed to me sometimes that he looked too much like a girl1 and that he was a little too much at ease with ,rev4 ,mr4 ,d----1 and also with the ,right ,rev4 ,m----4 ,but every time the idea came to me that ,joseph was a girl1 ,i felt indignant with myself4 ,the high respect ,i had for the ,coadjutor ,bishop made it impossible to think that he would ever allow a beautiful girl to sleep in the adjoining room to his own1 and to serve him day and night2 for ,joseph's sleeping-room was just by the one of the ,coadjutor1 who1 for several bodily infirmities1 which were not a secret to every one1 wanted the help of his servant several times at night1 as well as during the day4 ,things went on very smoothly with ,joseph during two or three years in the ,coadjutor ,bishop's house2 but at the end it seemed to many people outside that ,joseph was taking too great airs of familiarity with the young vicars1 and even with the venerable ,coadjutor4 ,several of the citizens of ,quebec1 who were going more often than others to the parsonage1 were surprised and shocked at the familiarity of that servant-boy with his masters2 he really seemed sometimes to be on equal terms with1 if not somewhat above them4 ,an intimate friend of the ,bishop1 a most devoted ,roman ,catholic1 who was my near relative1 took one day upon himself to respectfully say to the ,right ,rev4 ,bishop that it would be prudent to turn out that impudent young man from his palace2 that he was the object of strong and deplorable suspicions4 ,the position of the ,right ,rev4 ,bishop and his vicars was not a very agreeable one4 ,their barque had evidently drifted among dangerous rocks4 ,to keep ,joseph among them was impossible1 after the friendly advice which had come from such a high quarter1 and to dismiss him was not less dangerous2 he knew too much of the interior and secret lives of all those holy 787 celibates to deal with him as with another common servant-man4 ,with a single word of his lips he could destroy them2 they were as if tied to his feet by ropes1 which at first seemed made with sweet cakes and ice-cream1 but had suddenly turned into burning steel chains4 ,several days of anxiety passed away2 many sleepless nights succeeded the too-happy ones of better times4 ,but what to do8 ,there were breakers ahead2 breakers on the right1 on the left1 and on every side4 ,but when every one1 particularly the venerable 787 ,coadjutor1 felt as criminals who expect their sentence1 and that their horizon seemed surrounded absolutely by only dark and stormy clouds1 on a sudden1 a happy opening presented itself to the anxious sailors4 ,the curate of ,les ,eboulements1 the ,rev4 ,mr4 ----1 had just come to ,quebec on some private business1 and had taken his quarters in the hospitable house of his old friend1 the ,right ,rev4 ----1 ,bishop ,coadjutor4 ,both had been on very intimate terms for many years1 and1 in many instances1 they had been of great service to each other4 ,the ,pontiff of the ,church of ,canada1 hoping that his tried friend would perhaps help him out of the terrible difficulty of the moment1 frankly told him all about ,joseph1 and asked him what he ought to do under such difficult circumstances4 ,my ,lord1 said the curate of the ,eboulements1 ,joseph is just the servant ,i want4 ,pay him well1 that he may remain your friend1 and that his lips may be sealed1 and allow me to take him with me4 ,my housekeeper left me a few weeks ago2 ,i am alone in my parsonage with my old servant-man4 ,joseph is just the person ,i want4 ,it would be difficult to tell the joy of the poor ,bishop and his vicars1 when they saw that heavy stone they had on their neck removed4 ,joseph1 once installed into the parsonage of the pious 787 parish priest of the ,eboulements1 soon gained the favour of the whole people by his good and winning manners1 and every parishioner complimented his curate on the smartness of his new servant4 ,but the priest1 of course1 knew a little more of that smartness than the rest of the people4 ,three years passed on very smoothly4 ,the priest and his servant seemed to be on the most perfect terms4 ,the only thing which marred the happiness of that lucky couple was that1 now and then1 some of the farmers1 whose eyes were sharper than those of their neighbours1 seemed to think that the intimacy between the two was going a little too far1 and that ,joseph1 was really keeping in his hands the sceptre of the little priestly kingdom4 ,nothing could be done without his advice2 he was meddling in all the small and big affairs of the parish1 and the curate seemed sometimes to be rather the servant than the master in his own house and parish4 ,those who had at first made those remarks privately began little by little to convey their views to the next neighbour1 and this one to the next4 ,in that way1 at the end of the third year1 grave and serious suspicions began to spread from one to the other in such a way that the ,marguilliers 7a kind of ,elders7 thought proper to say to the priest that it would be better for him to turn ,joseph out than to keep him any longer4 ,but the old curate had passed so many happy hours with his faithful ,joseph that it was as hard as death to give him up4 ,he knew1 by confession1 that a girl in the vicinity was given to an unmentionable abomination1 to which ,joseph was also addicted4 ,he went to her and proposed that she should marry ,joseph1 and that he 7the priest7 would help them to live comfortably4 ,joseph1 in order to continue to live near his good master1 consented also to marry that girl4 ,both knew very well what the other was4 ,the banns were published during three ,sabbaths1 after which the old curate1 blessed the marriage of ,joseph with the girl his parishioner4 ,they lived together as husband and wife in such harmony that nobody could suspect the horrible depravity which was concealed behind that union4 ,joseph continued with his wife to work often for his priest1 till after sometime that priest was removed1 and another curate1 called ,tetreau1 was sent in his place4 ,this new curate1 knowing absolutely nothing of that mystery of iniquity1 employed also ,joseph and his wife several times4 ,one day when ,joseph was working at the door of the parsonage1 in the presence of several people1 a stranger arrived1 and inquired of him if the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,tetreau1 the curate1 was there4 ,joseph answered1 ,yes1 sir4 ,but as you seem to be a stranger1 would you allow me to ask you whence you come8 ,it is very easy1 sir1 to satisfy you4 ,i come from ,vercheres1 replied the stranger4 ,at the word ,vercheres ,joseph turned so pale that the stranger could not be but struck with his sudden change of colour4 ,then1 fixing his eyes on ,joseph1 he cried out1 ,oh1 my ,god6 what do ,i see here8 ,geneva6 ,geneva6 ,i recognize you1 and here you are in the disguise of a man6 ,dear uncle 7for it was her uncle71 for ,god's sake1 she cried1 do not say a word more6 ,but it was too late4 ,the people who were there had heard the uncle and niece4 ,their long secret suspicions were well-founded--one of their former priests had kept a girl under the disguise of a man in his house6 and1 to blind his people more thoroughly1 he had married that girl to another one1 in order to have them both in his house1 when he pleased1 without awakening any suspicion66 ,the news went almost as quick as lightning from one end to the other of the parish1 and spread all over the northern country watered by the ,st ,lawrence river4 ,it is more easy to imagine than express the sentiments of surprise and horror which filled every one4 ,the justices of the peace took up the matter2 ,joseph was brought before the civil tribunal1 which decided that a physician should be charged to make1 not a post-mortem1 but ante-mortem inquest4 ,the ,honourable ,l----1 who was called and made the proper inquiry1 declared upon oath that ,joseph was a girl6 and the bonds of marriage were legally dissolved4 ,during that time the honest ,rev4 ,mr4 ,tetreau1 struck with horror1 had sent an express to the ,right ,reverend ,bishop ,coadjutor of ,quebec1 informing him that the young man whom he had kept in his house several years1 under the name of ,joseph1 was a girl4 ,now1 what were they to do with the girl1 after all was discovered8 ,her presence in ,canada would for ever compromise the holy 787 ,church of ,rome4 ,she knew too well how the priests1 through the confessional1 select their victims1 and help themselves1 in their company1 in keeping their solemn vows of celibacy6 ,what would have become of the respect paid to the priest1 if she had been taken by the hand and invited to speak1 bravely1 boldly1 before the people of ,canada8 ,the holy 787 ,bishop and his vicars understood these things very well4 ,they immediately sent a trustworthy man with ,l#ejj to say to the girl that1 if she remained in ,canada1 she could be prosecuted and severely punished2 that it was her interest to leave the country1 and emigrate to the ,united ,states4 ,they offered her the ,l#ejj if she would promise to go and never return4 ,she accepted the offer1 crossed the lines1 and we have never since heard anything of her4 ,in the providence of ,god1 ,i was invited to preach in that parish soon after1 and ,i learned these facts accurately4 ,the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,tetreau1 under whose pastorate this great iniquity was detected1 began from that time to have his eyes opened to the awful depravity of the priests of ,rome through the confessional4 ,he wept and cried over his own degradation in the midst of that modern ,sodom4 ,our merciful ,god looked down with compassion upon him1 and sent him ,his saving grace4 ,not long after1 he sent to the ,bishop his renunciation of the errors and abominations of ,romanism4 ,to-day he is working in the vineyard of the ,lord with the ,methodists in the city of ,montreal1 where he is ready to prove the correctness of what we say4 ,let those who have ears to hear1 and eyes to see1 understand1 by this fact1 that ,pagan nations have not known any institution so depraving as ,auricular ,confession6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,v4 ,,the ,,highly ,,educated ,,and ,,refined ,,woman ,,in ,,the ,,confessional4--,,what ,,becomes ,,of ,,her ,,after ,,her ,,unconditional ,,surrender4--,,her ,,irreparable ,,ruin4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the most skilful warrior has never had to display so much skill and so many ruses de guerre2 he has never had to use more tremendous efforts to reduce and storm an impregnable citadel1 as the confessor who wants to reduce and storm the citadel of self-respect and honesty which ,god ,himself has built around the soul and the heart of every daughter of ,eve4 ,but1 as it is through woman that the ,pope wants to conquer the world1 it is supremely important that he should enslave and degrade her by keeping her at his feet as his footstool1 that she may become a passive instrument in the accomplishment of his vast and profound scheme4 ,in order perfectly to master women in the higher circles of society1 every confessor is ordered by the ,pope to learn the most complicated and perfect strategy4 ,he has to study a great number of treatises on the art of persuading the fair sex to confess to him plainly1 clearly1 and in detail1 every thought1 every secret desire1 word1 and deed1 just as they occurred4 ,and that art is considered so important and so difficult that all the theologians of ,rome call it the art of arts4 ,dens1 ,st4 ,liguori1 ,chevassu1 the author of the ,mirror of the ,clergy1 ,debreyne1 and a multitude of authors too numerous to mention1 have given the curious and scientific rules of that secret art4 ,they all agree in declaring that it is a most difficult and dangerous art2 they all confess that the least error of judgment1 the least imprudence or temerity1 when storming the impregnable citadel1 is sure death 7spiritual1 of course7 to the confessor and the penitent4 ,the confessor is taught to make the first steps towards the citadel with the utmost caution1 in order that his female penitent may not suspect at first what he wants her to reveal2 for this would generally induce her to shut for ever the door of the fortress against him4 ,after the first steps of advance1 he is advised to make several steps back1 and to put himself in a kind of spiritual ambuscade1 to see the effect of his first advance4 ,if there is any prospect of success1 then the word ,march on6 is given1 and a more advanced post of the citadel must be tried and stormed if possible4 ,in that way1 little by little1 the whole place is so well surrounded1 so well crippled1 denuded1 and dismantled1 that any more resistance seems impossible on the part of the rebellious soul4 ,then the last charge is ordered1 the final assault is given2 and if ,god does not perform a real miracle to save that soul1 the last walls crumble1 the doors are beaten down6 ,then the confessor makes a triumphant entry into the place2 the very heart1 soul1 conscience1 and intelligence1 are conquered4 ,when once master of the place1 the priest visits all its most secret recesses and corners2 he pries into its most sacred chambers4 ,the conquered place is entirely1 absolutely in his hands2 he does what he pleases within its precincts2 he is the supreme master1 for the surrender has been unconditional4 ,the confessor has become the only infallible ruler in the conquered place--nay1 he has become its only ,god--for it is in the name of ,god that he has besieged1 stormed1 and conquered it1 it is in the name of ,god that1 hereafter1 he will speak and be obeyed4 ,no human words can adequately give an idea of the irreparable ruin which follows the successful storming and unconditional surrender of the once so noble fortress4 ,the longer the resistance has been1 the more terrible and complete is the destruction of its beauty and strength2 the nobler the struggle has been the more irretrievable are the ruin and loss4 ,just as the higher and stronger the dam is built to stem the current of the rapid and deep waters of the river1 the more awful the disasters which follow its destruction1 so it is with that noble soul4 ,a mighty dam has been built by the very hand of ,god1 called self-respect and womanly modesty1 to guard her against the pollutions of this sinful world2 but the day that the priest of ,rome succeeds1 after long efforts1 in destroying it1 the soul is carried by an irresistible power into unfathomable abysses of iniquity4 ,then it is that the once most respectable lady will consent to hear1 without a blush1 things against which the most degraded woman would indignantly shut her ears4 ,then it is that she freely speaks on matters for repeating which a printer in ,england has lately been sent to jail4 ,at first1 in spite of herself1 but soon with a real sensual pleasure1 that fallen angel will think1 when alone1 on what she has heard and what she has said in the confessional-box4 ,in spite of herself1 the vilest thoughts will at first irresistibly fill her mind2 and soon the thoughts will engender temptations and sins4 ,but those vile temptations and sins1 which would have filled her with horror and regret before her entire surrender into the hands of the foe1 beget very different sentiments now that she is no more her own self-possessor and guide1 under the eyes of ,god4 ,the conviction of her sins is no more connected with the thought of a ,god1 infinitely holy and just1 whom she must serve and fear4 ,the conviction of her sins is now immediately connected with the thought of the man with whom she will have to speak1 and who will easily make everything right and pure in her soul by his absolution4 ,when the day of going to confess comes1 instead of being sad and uneasy and bashful1 as she used to be formerly1 she feels pleased and delighted to have a new opportunity of conversing on those matters1 without impropriety and sin to herself2 for she is now fully persuaded that there is no impropriety1 no shame1 no sin1 nay1 she believes1 or tries to believe1 that it is a good1 honest1 ,christian1 and godly thing to converse with her priest on those matters4 ,her most happy hours are when she is at the feet of that spiritual physician showing him all the newly made wounds of her soul2 explaining all her constant temptations1 her bad thoughts1 her most intimate secret desires and sins4 ,then it is that the most sacred mysteries of the married life are revealed2 then it is that the mysterious and precious pearls which ,god has given as a crown of mercy to those whom ,he has made one body1 one heart1 one soul1 by the blessed ties of a christian union1 are lavishly thrown before swine4 ,whole hours are thus passed by the fair penitent in speaking to her ,father ,confessor with the utmost freedom on matters which would rank her among the most profligate and lost women1 if it were only suspected by her friends and relatives4 ,a single word of those intimate conversations would be followed by an act of divorce on the part of the husband1 if it were known by him4 ,but the betrayed husband knows nothing of the dark mysteries of auricular confession2 the duped father suspects nothing2 a cloud from hell has obscured the intelligence of both1 and made them blind4 ,it is just the contrary3 husbands and fathers1 friends and relations1 feel edified and pleased with the touching spectacle of the piety of ,madam and ,miss ----4 ,in the village1 as well as in the city1 every one has a word to speak in their praise4 ,mrs4 ---- is so often seen humbly prostrated at the feet1 or by the side1 of her confessor6 ,miss ---- remains so long in the confessional-box6 they receive the holy communion so frequently2 they both speak so eloquently and so often of the admirable piety1 modesty1 holiness1 patience1 charity1 of their incomparable spiritual ,father6 ,every one congratulates them on their new and exemplary life2 and they accept the compliment with the utmost humility1 attributing their rapid progress in ,christian virtues to the holiness of their confessor4 ,he is such a spiritual man6 who could not make rapid strides under such a holy guide8 ,the more constant the temptations are1 the more the secret sins overwhelm the soul1 and the more airs of peace and holiness are put on4 ,the more foul the secret emanations of the heart1 the more the fair and refined penitent surrounds herself by an atmosphere of the sweetest perfumes of a sham piety4 ,the more polluted the inside of the sepulchre is1 the more shining and white the outside will be kept4 ,then it is that1 unless ,god performs a miracle to prevent it1 the ruin of that soul is sealed4 ,she has drunk in the poisonous cup filled by the mother of harlots1 and she has found the wine of her prostitution sweet4 ,she will henceforth delight in her spiritual and secret orgies4 ,her holy 787 confessor has told her that there is no impropriety1 no shame1 no sin1 in that cup4 ,the ,pope has sacrilegiously written the word ,life on that cup of ,death4 ,she has believed the ,pope3 the terrible mystery of iniquity is accomplished6 ,the mystery of iniquity doth already work 444 whose coming is after the working of ,satan with all power and signs and lying wonders1 and with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish1 because they received not the love of the truth1 that they might be saved4 ,and for this cause ,god shall send them strong delusion1 that they should believe a lie3 that they all might be damned who believed not the truth1 but had pleasure in unrighteousness 7#b ,thess4 ii4 #g-ab74 ,yes3 the day that the rich1 well-educated lady gives up her self-respect1 and unconditionally surrenders the citadel of womanly modesty into the hands of a man1 whatever be his name or titles1 that he may freely put to her questions of the vilest character which she must answer1 she is lost and degraded1 just as if she were the humblest and poorest servant-girl4 ,i purposely say the rich and well-educated woman1 for ,i know that there is a prevalent opinion that the social position of her class places her above the corrupting influences of the confessional1 as if she were out of reach of the common miseries of our poor fallen and sinful nature4 ,so long as the well-educated lady makes use of her accomplishments to defend the citadel of her womanly self-respect against the foe--so long as she sternly keeps the door of her heart shut against her deadly enemy--she is safe4 ,but let no one forget this3 she is safe only so long as she does not surrender4 ,when the enemy is once master of the place1 ,i emphatically repeat1 the ruinous consequences are as great1 if not greater1 and more irreparable than in the lowest classes of society4 ,throw a piece of precious gold into the mud1 and tell me if it will not plunge deeper than the piece of rotten wood4 ,what woman could be nobler1 purer1 and stronger than ,eve when she came from the hands of her ,divine ,creator8 ,but how quickly she fell when she gave ear to the seducing voice of the tempter6 ,how irreparable was her ruin when she complacently looked on the forbidden fruit1 and believed the lying voice which told her there was no sin in eating of it6 ,i solemnly1 in the presence of the great ,god who ere long will judge me1 give my testimony on this grave subject4 ,after #be years' experience in the confessional1 ,i declare that the confessor himself encounters more terrible dangers when hearing the confessions of refined and highly-educated ladies1 than when listening to those of the humbler classes of his female penitents4 ,i solemnly testify that the well-educated lady1 when she has once surrendered herself to the power of her confessor1 becomes1 as a general rule1 at least as vulnerable to the arrows of the enemy as the poorer and less educated4 ,nay1 ,i must say that1 once on the down-hill road of perdition1 the high-bred lady runs headlong into the pit with a more deplorable rapidity than her humbler sister4 ,all ,canada is witness that a few years ago it was among the highest ranks of society that the ,grand ,vicar ,superior of one of the richest and most influential colleges of ,canada1 was choosing his victims1 when the public cry of indignation and shame forced the ,bishop to send him back to ,europe1 where he soon after died4 ,was it not also among the higher classes of society that a ,superior of the ,seminary of ,quebec was destroying souls1 when he was detected1 and forced1 during a dark night1 to fly and conceal himself behind the walls of the ,trappist ,monastery of ,iowa8 ,many would be the folio volumes which ,i should have to write1 were ,i to publish all that my twenty-five years' experience in the confessional has taught me of the unspeakable secret corruption of the greatest part of the so-called respectable ladies who have unconditionally surrendered themselves into the hands of their holy 787 confessors4 ,but the following fact will suffice for those who have eyes to see1 ears to hear1 and an intelligence to understand4 ,in one of the most beautiful and thriving towns along the ,st4 ,lawrence ,river lived a rich merchant4 ,he was young1 and his marriage with a most lovely1 rich1 and accomplished young lady had made him one of the happiest men in the land4 ,a few years after his marriage1 the ,bishop appointed to that town a young priest1 really remarkable for his eloquence1 zeal1 and amiable qualities1 and the merchant and the priest soon became connected by links of the most sincere friendship4 ,the young1 accomplished wife of the merchant soon became the model woman of the place1 under the direction of her new confessor4 ,many and long were the hours she used to pass by the side of her spiritual ,father1 to be purified and enlightened by his godly advices4 ,she soon was seen at the head of the few who had the privilege of receiving the holy communion once a week4 ,the husband1 who was a good ,roman ,catholic himself1 blessed ,god and the ,virgin ,mary that he had the privilege of living with such an angel of piety4 ,nobody had the least suspicion of what was going on under that holy and white mantle of the most exalted piety4 ,nobody1 except ,god and ,his angels1 could hear the questions put by the priest to his fair pentitent1 and the answers made during the long hours of their tete-a-tete1 in the confessional-box4 ,nobody but ,god could see the hellish fires which were devouring the hearts of the confessor and his victim6 ,for nearly one year1 both the young priest and his spiritual patient enjoyed1 in those intimate and private secret conversations1 all the pleasures which lovers feel1 when they can speak freely to each other of their secret thoughts and love4 ,but this was not enough for them4 ,they both wanted something more real1 though the difficulties were great and seemed even insurmountable4 ,the priest had his mother and sister with him1 whose eyes were too sharp to allow him to invite the lady to his own house for any criminal object1 and the young husband had no business at a distance which could keep him long enough out of his happy home to allow the ,pope's confessor to accomplish his diabolical designs4 ,but when a poor fallen daughter of ,eve has a mind to do a thing1 she very soon finds the means1 particularly if high education has added to her natural shrewdness4 ,and in this case1 as in many others of a similar nature which have been revealed to me1 she soon found how to attain her object without compromising herself or her holy 787 confessor4 ,a plan was soon found1 and cordially agreed to1 and both patiently awaited their opportunity4 ,why have you not gone to mass to-day and received the holy communion1 my dear8 said the husband3 ,i had ordered the servant-man to put the horse in the buggy for you as usual4 ,i am not very well1 my beloved2 ,i have passed a sleepless night from head-ache4 ,i will send for the physician1 replied the husband4 ,yes1 my dear2 do send for the physician--perhaps he will do me good4 ,one hour after1 the physician called4 ,he found his fair patient a little feverish1 pronounced that there was nothing serious1 and that she would soon be well4 ,he gave her a little powder1 to be taken three times a day1 and left2 but at nine p4m41 she complained of a great pain in the chest1 and soon fainted and fell on the floor4 ,the doctor was again immediately sent for1 but he was from home3 it took nearly half an hour before he could come4 ,when he arrived the alarming crisis was over--she was sitting in an arm-chair1 with some neighbouring women1 who were applying cold water and vinegar to her forehead4 ,the physician was really at a loss what to say of the cause of such a sudden illness4 ,at last he said that it might be an attack of the ver solitaire 7tape-worm74 ,he declared that it was not dangerous2 that he knew how to cure her4 ,he ordered some new powder to be taken1 and left1 after having promised to return the next day4 ,half an hour after she began to complain of a most terrible pain in her chest1 and fainted again2 but before doing so she said to her husband1-- ,my dear1 you see that the physician understands absolutely nothing of the nature of my disease4 ,i have not the least confidence in him1 for ,i feel that his powders make me worse4 ,i do not want to see him any more4 ,i suffer more than you suspect1 my beloved2 and if there is not soon a change ,i may be dead tomorrow4 ,the only physician ,i want is our holy confessor2 please make haste to go and get him4 ,i want to make a general confession1 and to receive the holy viaticum 7communion7 and extreme unction before ,i grow worse4 ,beside himself with anxiety1 the distracted husband ordered the horse to be put in the buggy1 and made his servant accompany him on horseback1 to ring the bell1 while his pastor carried the good god 7,le ,bon ,dieu7 to his dear sick wife4 ,he found the priest piously reading his breviarium 7his book of daily prayers72 and admired the charity and promptitude with which his good pastor1 in that dark and chilly night1 was ready to leave his warm and comfortable parsonage at the first appeal of the sick4 ,in less than an hour the husband had taken the priest with the good god from the church to the bedroom of his wife4 ,all along the way the servant-man had rung a big hand-bell to awaken the sleeping farmers1 who1 at the noise1 had to jump1 half naked out of their beds and worship1 on their knees1 with their faces prostrate in the dust1 the good god which was being carried to the sick4 ,on his arrival1 the confessor1 with every appearance of sincere piety1 deposited the good god 7,le ,bon ,dieu7 on a table1 richly prepared for such a solemn occasion1 and1 approaching the bed1 leaned his head towards his penitent1 and inquired how she felt4 ,she answered him1 ,i am very sick1 and want to make a general confession before ,i die4 ,speaking to her husband1 she said with a fainting voice1 ,please1 my dear1 tell my friends to withdraw from the room1 that ,i may not be distracted when making what may be my last confession4 ,the husband respectfully requested the friends to leave the room with him1 and shut the door1 that the holy confessor might be alone with his penitent during her general confession4 ,one of the most diabolical schemes under the cover of auricular confession had perfectly succeeded4 ,the mother of harlots1 that great enchantress of souls1 whose seat is on the city of the seven hills1 had1 there1 her priest to bring shame1 disgrace1 and damnation1 under the mask of ,christianity4 ,the destroyer of souls1 whose masterpiece is auricular confession1 had there1 for the millionth time1 a fresh opportunity of insulting the ,god of purity1 through one of the most criminal actions which the dark shades of night can conceal4 ,but let us draw the veil over the abominations of that hour of iniquity1 and let us leave to hell its dark secrets4 ,after he had accomplished the ruin of his victim1 and most cruelly and sacrilegiously abused the confidence of his friend1 the young priest opened the door of the room and said1 with a sanctimonious air1 ,you may enter to pray with me1 while ,i give the last sacrament to our dear sick sister4 ,they came in2 the good god 7,le ,bon ,dieu7 was given to the woman2 and the husband1 full of gratitude for the considerate attention of his priest1 took him back to his parsonage1 and thanked him most sincerely for having so kindly come to visit his wife in so chilly a night4 ,ten years later1 ,i was called to preach a retreat 7a kind of revival7 in that same parish4 ,that lady1 then an absolute stranger to me1 came to my confessional-box and confessed to me those details as ,i now give them4 ,she seemed to be really penitent1 and ,i gave her absolution and the entire pardon of her sins1 as my ,church told me to do4 ,on the last day of the revival1 the merchant invited me to a grand dinner4 ,then it was that ,i came to know who my penitent had been4 ,i must not forget to mention that she had confessed to me that1 of her four children1 the last three belonged to her confessor6 ,he had lost his mother1 and1 his sister having married1 his parsonage had become more accessible to his fair penitents1 many of whom had availed themselves of that opportunity to practise the lessons they had learned in the confessional4 ,the priest had been removed to a higher position1 where he1 more than ever1 enjoyed the confidence of his superiors1 the respect of the people1 and the love of his female penitents4 ,i never felt so embarrassed in my life as when at the table of that cruelly-victimised man4 ,we had hardly begun to take our dinner when he asked me if ,i had known their late pastor1 the amiable ,rev4 ,mr4 ---- ,i answered1 ,yes1 sir1 ,i know him4 ,is he not a most accomplished priest8 ,yes1 sir1 he is a most accomplished man1 ,i answered4 ,why is it1 rejoined the good merchant1 that the ,bishop has taken him away from us8 ,he was doing so well here6 ,he had so deservedly earned the confidence of all by his piety and gentlemanly manners that we made every effort to keep him with us4 ,i drew up a petition myself1 which all the people signed1 to induce the ,bishop to let him remain in our midst2 but in vain4 ,his lordship answered us that he wanted him for a more important place on account of his rare ability1 and we had to submit4 ,his zeal and devotedness knew no bounds4 ,in the darkest and most stormy nights he was always ready to come to the first call of the sick4 ,i shall never forget how quickly and cheerfully he responded to my appeal when1 a few years ago1 ,i went1 in the midst of one of our most chilly nights1 to request him to visit my wife1 who was very sick4 ,at this stage of the conversation1 ,i must confess that ,i nearly laughed outright4 ,the gratitude of that poor dupe of the confessional to the priest who had come to bring shame and destruction to his house1 and the idea of that very man going himself to convey to his home the corrupter of his own wife1 seemed to me so ludicrous that1 for a moment1 ,i had to make a superhuman effort to control myself4 ,but ,i was soon brought to my better senses by the shame which ,i felt at the idea of the unspeakable degradation and secret infamy of the clergy of which ,i was a member4 ,at that instant hundreds of cases of similar1 if not greater1 depravity1 which had been revealed to me through the confessional1 came to my mind and distressed and disgusted me so much that my tongue was almost paralyzed4 ,after dinner the merchant asked his lady to call the children1 that ,i might see them1 and ,i could not but admire their beauty2 but ,i do not need to say that the pleasure of seeing those dear and lovely little ones was much marred by the secret though sure knowledge ,i had that the three youngest were the fruits of the unspeakable depravity of auricular confession in the higher ranks of society4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,,auricular ,,confession ,,destroys ,,all ,,the ,,sacred ,,ties ,,of ,,marriage ,,and ,,human ,,society4 99 99 99 99 99 ,would the banker allow his priest to open1 when alone1 the safe of his bank1 manipulate and examine his papers1 and pry into the most secret details of his banking business8 ,no6 surely not4 ,how is it1 then1 that the same banker allows that priest to open the heart of his wife1 manipulate her soul1 and pry into the sacred chambers of her most intimate and secret thoughts8 ,are not the heart1 the soul1 the purity1 and the self-respect of his wife as great and precious treasures as the safe of his bank8 ,are not the risks and dangers of temptations1 imprudences1 indiscretions1 much greater and more irreparable in the second than in the first case8 ,would the jeweller1 or goldsmith1 allow his priest to come when he pleases1 and handle the rich articles of his stores1 ransack the desk where his money is deposited1 and play with it as he pleases8 ,no6 surely not4 ,but are not the heart1 the soul1 and the purity of his dear wife and daughter a thousandfold more valuable than his precious stones1 or silver and gold wares8 ,are not the dangers of temptation and indiscretions1 on the part of the priest1 more formidable and irresistible in the second than in the first of these cases8 ,would the livery-man allow his priest to take his most valuable and unmanageable horses as he wishes1 and drive alone1 without any other consideration and security than the discretion of his pastor8 ,no6 surely not4 ,that livery-man knows that he would soon be ruined if he should do so4 ,whatever may be his confidence in the discretion1 honesty1 and prudence of his priest1 he will never push his confidence so far as to give him the unreserved control of the noble and fiery animals which are the glory of his stables and the support of his family4 ,how1 then1 can the same man trust the entire1 absolute management of his wife and dear daughters to the control of that one to whom he would not entrust his horses8 ,are not his wife and daughters as precious to him as those horses8 ,is there not greater danger of indiscretions1 mismanagement1 irreparable and fatal errors on the part of the priest1 dealing alone with the wife and daughters1 than when driving the horses8 ,no human act of folly1 moral depravity1 and want of common sense1 can equal the permission given by a man to his wife to go and confess to the priest4 ,that day he abdicates the royal--,i had almost said divine--dignity of husband2 for it is from ,god that he holds it3 his crown is forever lost1 his sceptre broken6 ,what would you do to any one mean enough to peep or listen through the key-hole of your door1 in order to hear or see everything that was said or done within8 ,would you show so little self-respect as to tolerate such indiscretion8 ,would you not rather take a whip or a cane1 and drive away the villain8 ,would you not even expose your life to free yourself from impudent curiosity8 ,but what is the confessional1 if not the key-hole of your house and of your very chamber1 through which the priest can hear and see your most secret words and actions1 nay1 more1 know your most intimate thoughts and aspirations8 ,are you men to submit to such sly and insulting inquisition8 ,do you deserve the name of men who consent to put up with such ignoble affront and humiliation8 ,the husband is the head of the wife1 even as ,christ is the ,head of the ,church4 ,therefore1 as the ,church is subject unto ,christ1 so let the wives be to their own husbands1 in everything 7,eph4 v47 ,if these solemn words are the true oracles of divine wisdom1 is not the husband divinely appointed the only adviser1 counsellor1 help of his wife1 just as ,christ is the only adviser1 counsellor1 and help of ,his ,church8 ,if the ,apostle was not an impostor when he said that the wife is to her husband what the body is to the head1 and that the husband is to his wife what the head is to the body--is not the husband appointed by ,god to be the light1 the guide of his wife8 ,is it not his duty1 as well as his privilege and glory1 to console her in her afflictions1 strengthen her in her hours of weakness1 keep her up when she is in danger of fainting1 and encourage her when she is on the rough and uphill ways of life8 ,if ,christ has not come to deceive the world through ,his ,apostle1 must not the wife go to her husband for advice8 ,ought she not to expect from him1 and him alone1 after ,god1 the light she wants and the consolation she is in need of8 ,is it not to her husband1 and to him alone1 after ,god1 she ought to look in her days of trial for help8 ,is it not under his leadership alone she must fight the battle of life and conquer8 ,are not this mutual and daily sharing of the anxieties of life1 this constant shouldering on the battle-field1 and this reciprocal and mutual protection and help renewed at every hour of the day1 which form1 under the eyes and by the mercy of ,god1 the holiest and the purest charms of the married life8 ,is it not that unreserved confidence in each other which binds together those golden links of ,christian love that make them happy in the very midst of the trials of life8 ,is it not through this mutual confidence alone that they are one as ,god wants them to be one8 ,is it not in this unity of thoughts1 fears and hopes1 joys and love1 which come from ,god1 that they can cheerfully cross the thorny valley1 and safely reach the ,promised ,land8 ,the ,gospel says that the husband is to his wife what ,christ is to ,his ,church6 ,is it not1 then1 a most sacrilegious iniquity for a wife to look to another rather than to her own husband for such advice1 wisdom1 strength1 and life1 as he is entitled1 qualified1 and ready to afford8 ,as no other has the right to her love1 so no other man has any right to her absolute confidence4 ,as she becomes an adulteress the day that she gives her body to another man1 is she any the less an adulteress1 the day that she gives her confidence and trusts her soul to a stranger8 ,the adultery of the heart and soul is not less criminal than the adultery of the body2 and every time the wife goes to the feet of the priest to confess1 does she not become guilty of that iniquity8 ,in the ,church of ,rome1 through the confessional1 the priest is much more the husband of the wife than the man to whom she was wedded at the foot of the altar4 ,the priest has the best part of the wife4 ,he has the marrow1 when the husband has the bones4 ,he has the juice of the orange1 the husband has the rind4 ,he has the soul and the heart2 the husband has the skeleton4 ,he has the honey2 the husband has the wax cell4 ,he has the succulent oyster2 the husband has the dry shell4 ,as much as the soul is higher than the body1 so much are the power and privileges of the priest higher than the power and privileges of the husband in the mind of the penitent wife4 ,as the husband is the lord of the body which he feeds1 so the priest is the lord of the soul1 which he also feeds4 ,the wife1 then1 has two lords and masters1 whom she must love1 respect1 and obey4 ,will she not give the best part of her love1 respect1 and submission to the one who is as much above the other as the heavens are above the earth8 ,but as one cannot serve two masters together1 will not the master who prepares and fits her for an eternal life of glory1 certainly be the object of her constant1 real1 and most ardent love1 gratitude1 and respect1 when the worldly and sinful man to whom she is married will have only the appearance or the crumbs of those sentiments8 ,will she not1 naturally1 instinctively serve1 love1 respect1 and obey1 as lord and master1 the godly man whose yoke is so light1 so holy1 so divine1 rather than the carnal man whose human imperfections are to her a source of daily trial and suffering8 ,in the ,church of ,rome the thoughts and desires1 the secret joys and fears of the soul1 the very life of the wife1 are sealed things to the husband4 ,he has no right to look into the sanctuary of her heart2 he has no remedy to apply to the soul2 he has no mission from ,god to advise her in the dark hours of her anxieties2 he has no balm to apply to the bleeding wounds1 so often received in the daily battles of life2 he must remain a perfect stranger in his own house4 ,the wife1 expecting nothing from her husband1 has no revelation to make to him1 no favour to ask1 no debt of gratitude to pay4 ,nay1 she shuts all the avenues of her soul1 all the doors and windows of her heart1 against her husband4 ,the priest1 and the priest alone1 has a right to her entire confidence2 to him1 and him alone1 she will go and reveal all her secrets1 show all her wounds2 to him1 and him alone1 she will turn her mind1 her heart and soul1 in the hour of trouble and anxiety2 from him1 and him alone1 she will ask and expect the light and consolation she wants4 ,every day1 more and more1 her husband will become as a stranger to her1 if he does not become a real nuisance1 and an obstacle to her happiness and peace4 ,yes1 through the confessional1 an unfathomable abyss has been dug1 by the ,church of ,rome1 between the heart of the wife and the heart of the husband6 ,their bodies may be very near each other1 but their souls1 their real affections and their confidence1 are at greater distance than the north is from the south pole of the earth4 ,the confessor is the master1 the ruler1 the king of the soul2 the husband1 as the grave-yard keeper1 must be satisfied with the carcase6 ,the husband has the permission to look on the outside of the palace2 he is allowed to rest his head on the cold marble1 of the outdoor steps2 but the confessor triumphantly walks into the mysterious starry rooms1 examines at leisure their numberless and unspeakable wonders2 and1 alone1 he is allowed to rest his head on the soft pillows of the unbounded confidence1 respect1 and love of the wife4 ,in the ,church of ,rome1 if the husband asks a favour from his wife1 nine times in ten she will inquire from her father confessor whether or not she can grant him his request1 and the poor husband will have to wait patiently for the permission of the master or the rebuke of the lord1 according to the answer of the oracle which had to be consulted6 ,if he gets impatient under the yoke1 and murmurs1 the wife will soon go to the feet of her confessor2 to tell him how she has the misfortune to be united to a most unreasonable man1 and how she has to suffer from him6 ,she reveals to her dear father how she is unhappy under such a yoke1 and how her life would be an unsupportable burden1 had she not the privilege and happiness of coming often to his feet1 to lay down her sorrows1 hear his sympathetic words1 and get his so affectionate and paternal advice6 ,she tells him1 with tears of gratitude1 that it is only when by his side1 and at his feet1 she finds rest to her weary soul1 balm to her bleeding heart1 and peace to her troubled conscience4 ,when she comes from the confessional1 her ears are long filled as with a heavenly music1 the honeyed words of her confessor ring for many days in her heart1 she feels it lonesome to be separated from him1 his image is constantly before her mind1 and the souvenir of his amiabilities is one of her most pleasant thoughts4 ,there is nothing which she likes so much as to speak of his good qualities1 his patience1 his piety1 his charity1 she longs for the day when she will again go to confess1 and pass a few hours by the side of that angelic man1 in opening to him all the secrets of her heart1 and in revealing all her ennuis4 ,she tells him how she regrets that she cannot come oftener to see him1 and receive the benefit of his charitable counsels2 she does not even conceal from him how often1 in her dreams1 she feels too happy to be with him6 ,more and more1 every day1 the gap between her and her husband widens2 more and more1 each day1 she regrets that she has not the happiness to be the wife of such a holy man as her confessor6 ,oh6 if it were possible4446 ,but1 then1 she blushes or smiles1 and sings a song4 ,then again1 ,i ask it1 ,who is the true lord1 ruler1 and master in that house8 ,for whom does that heart beat and live8 ,thus it is that that stupendous imposture1 the dogma of auricular confession1 does completely destroy all the links1 the joys1 the responsibilities1 and divine privileges of the married life1 and transforms it into a life of perpetual1 though disguised1 adultery4 ,it becomes utterly impossible1 in the church of ,rome1 that the husband should be one with his wife1 and that the wife should be one with her husband3 a monstrous being has been put between them both1 called the confessor6 ,born in the darkest ages of the world1 that being has received from hell his mission to destroy and contaminate the purest joys of the married life1 to enslave the wife1 to outrage the husband1 and to damn the world6 ,the more auricular confession is practised1 the more the laws of public and private morality are trampled under feet4 ,the husband wants his wife to be his--he does not1 and could not1 consent to share his authority over her with anybody3 he wants to be the only man who will have her confidence and her heart1 as well as her respect and love4 ,and so1 the very moment that he anticipates the dark shadow of the confessor coming between him and the woman of his choice1 he prefers silently to shrink from entering into the sacred bond2 the holy joys of home and family lose their divine attractions2 he prefers the cold life of an ignominious celibacy to the humiliation and opprobrium of the questionable privileges of an uncertain paternity4 ,france1 ,spain1 and many other ,roman ,catholic countries1 thus witness the multitude of those bachelors increasing every year4 ,the number of families and births1 in consequence1 is fast decreasing in their midst2 and1 if ,god does not perform a miracle to stop those nations on their downward course1 it is easy to calculate the day when they will owe their existence to the tolerance and pity of the mighty ,protestant nations by which they are surrounded4 ,why is it that the ,irish ,roman ,catholic people are so irremediably degraded and clothed in rags8 ,why is it that that people1 whom ,god has endowed with so many noble qualities1 seem to be so deprived of intelligence and self-respect that they glory in their own shame8 ,why is it that their land has been for centuries the land of bloody riots and cowardly murders8 ,the principal cause is the enslaving of the ,irish women1 by means of the confessional4 ,every one knows that the spiritual slavery and degradation of the ,irish woman has no bounds4 ,after she has been enslaved and degraded1 she1 in turn1 has enslaved and degraded her husband and her sons4 ,ireland will be an object of pity2 she will be poor1 miserable1 riotous1 blood-thirsty1 degraded1 so long as she rejects ,christ1 to be ruled by the father confessor planted in every parish by the ,pope4 ,who has not been amazed and saddened by the downfall of ,france8 ,how is it that her once so mighty armies have melted away1 that her brave sons have so easily been conquered and disarmed8 ,how is it that ,france1 fallen powerless at the feet of her enemies1 has frightened the world by the spectacle of the incredible1 bloody1 and savage follies of the ,commune8 ,do not look for the causes of the downfall1 humiliation1 and untold miseries of ,france anywhere else than in the confessional4 ,for centuries has not that great country obstinately rejected ,christ8 ,has she not slaughtered or sent into exile her noblest children1 who wanted to follow the ,gospel8 ,has she not given her fair daughters into the hands of the confessors1 who have defiled and degraded them8 ,how could women1 in ,france1 teach her husbands and sons to love liberty1 and die for it1 when she was herself a miserable1 an abject slave8 ,how could she form her husbands and sons to the manly virtues of heroes1 when her own mind was defiled and her heart corrupted8 ,the ,french woman had unconditionally surrendered the noble and fair citadel of her heart1 intelligence1 and womanly self-respect1 into the hands of her confessor long before her sons surrendered their sword to the ,germans at ,sedan and ,paris4 ,the first unconditional surrender had brought the second4 ,the complete moral destruction of woman by the confessor in ,france has been a long work4 ,it has required centuries to bow down1 break1 and enslave the noble daughters of ,france4 ,yes2 but those who know ,france know that that destruction is now as complete as it is deplorable4 ,the downfall of woman in ,france1 and her supreme degradation through the confessional1 is now un fait accompli1 which nobody can deny2 the highest intellects have seen and confessed it4 ,one of the most profound thinkers of that unfortunate country1 ,michelet1 has depicted that supreme and irretrievable degradation in a most eloquent book1 ,the ,priest1 ,the ,woman1 ,the ,family2 and not a voice has been raised to deny or refute what he has said4 ,those who have any knowledge of history and philosophy know very well that the moral degradation of the woman is soon followed1 everywhere1 by the moral degradation of the nation2 and the moral degradation of the nation is very soon followed by ruin and overthrow4 ,that ,french nation had been formed by ,god to be a race of giants4 ,they were chivalrous and brave2 they had bright intelligences1 stout hearts1 strong arms1 and a mighty sword4 ,but as the hardest granite rock yields and breaks under the drop of water which incessantly falls upon it1 so that great nation had to break and to fall into pieces under1 not the drop1 but the rivers of impure waters which for centuries have incessantly flowed in upon it from the pestilential fountain of the confessional4 ,righteousness exalteth a nation1 but sin is a reproach1 to any people4 7,proverbs xiv47 ,why is it that ,spain is so miserable1 so weak1 so poor1 so foolishly and cruelly tearing her own bosom1 and reddening her fair valleys with the blood of her own children8 ,the principal1 if not the only1 cause of the downfall of that great nation is the confessional4 ,there1 also1 the confessor has defiled1 degraded1 enslaved women1 and women in turn have defiled and degraded their husbands and sons4 ,women have sown broadcast over their country the seeds of that slavery1 of that want of ,christian honesty1 justice1 and self-respect with which they had themselves been first imbued in the confessional4 ,but when you see1 without a single exception1 the nations whose women drink the impure and poisonous waters which flow from the confessional sinking down so rapidly1 do you not wonder how fast the neighbouring nations1 who have destroyed those dens of impurity1 prostitution1 and abject slavery1 are rising up8 ,what a marvellous contrast is before our eyes6 ,on one side1 the nations who allow the woman to be degraded and enslaved at the feet of the confessor--,france1 ,spain1 ,romish ,ireland1 ,mexico1 c41 c4--are1 there1 fallen into the dust1 bleeding1 struggling1 powerless1 like the sparrow whose entrails are devoured by the vulture4 ,on the other side1 see how the nations whose women go to wash their robes in the blood of the ,lamb are soaring up1 as on eagle wings1 in the highest regions of progress1 peace1 and liberty6 ,if legislators could once understand the respect and protection they owe to woman1 they would soon1 by stringent laws1 prohibit auricular confession as contrary to good morals and the welfare of society2 for1 though the advocates of auricular confession have succeeded to a certain extent in blinding the public1 and in concealing the abominations of the system under a lying mantle of holiness and religion1 it is nothing else than a school of immorality4 ,i say more than that4 ,after twenty-five years of hearing the confessions of the common people and of the highest classes of society1 of the laymen and the priests1 of the grand vicars and bishops and the nuns1 ,i conscientiously say before the world that the immorality of the confessional is of a more dangerous and degrading nature than that which we attribute to the social evil of our great cities4 ,the injury caused to the intelligence and to the soul in the confessional1 as a general rule1 is of a more dangerous nature and more irremediable1 because it is neither suspected nor understood by its victims4 ,the unfortunate woman who lives an immoral life knows her profound misery2 she often blushes and weeps over her degradation2 she hears from every side voices which call her out of those ways of perdition4 ,almost at every hour of day and night the cry of her conscience warns her against the desolation and suffering of an eternity passed far away from the regions of holiness1 light1 and life4 ,all those things are often so many means of grace1 in the hands of our merciful ,god1 to awaken the mind and to save the guilty soul4 ,but in the confessional the poison is administered under the name of a pure and refreshing water2 the deadly wound is inflicted by a sword so well oiled that the blow is not felt2 the vilest and most impure notions and thoughts1 in the form of questions and answers1 are presented and accepted as the bread of life6 ,all the notions of modesty1 purity1 and womanly self-respect and delicacy1 are set aside and forgotten to propitiate the god of ,rome4 ,in the confessional the woman is told1 and she believes1 that there is no sin for her in hearing things which would make the vilest blush--no sin to say things which would make the most desperate villain of the streets of ,london to stagger--no sin to converse with her confessor on matters so filthy that if attempted in civil life would for ever exclude the perpetrator from the society of the virtuous4 ,yes1 the soul and the intelligence defiled and destroyed in the confessional are often hopelessly defiled and destroyed4 ,they are sinking into a complete1 an irretrievable perdition2 for1 not knowing the guilt1 they will not cry for mercy--not suspecting the fatal disease that is being fostered1 they will not call for the true ,physician4 ,it was evidently when thinking of the unspeakable ruin of the souls of men through the wickedness culminating in the ,pope's confessors1 that the ,son of ,god said3--,if the blind lead the blind1 both shall fall into the ditch4 ,to every woman1 with very few exceptions1 coming out from the feet of her confessor1 the children of light may say3--,i know thy works1 that thou hast a name that thou livest1 but thou art dead6 7,revelations iii47 ,nobody has yet been1 nor ever will be1 able to answer the few following lines1 which ,i addressed some years ago to the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,bruyere1 ,roman ,catholic ,vicar-,general of ,london1 ,canada3-- ,with a blush on my face and regret in my heart1 ,i confess1 before ,god and man1 that ,i have been like you1 and with you1 through the confessional1 plunged twenty-five years in that bottomless sea of iniquity1 in which the blind priests of ,rome have to swim day and night4 ,i had to learn by heart1 like you1 the infamous questions which the ,church of ,rome forces every priest to learn4 ,i had to put those impure1 immoral questions to old and young females who were confessing their sins to me4 ,these questions--you know it--are of such a nature that no prostitute would dare to put them to another4 ,those questions1 and the answers they elicit1 are so debasing that no man in ,london--you know it--except a priest of ,rome1 is sufficiently lost to every sense of shame as to put them to any woman4 ,yes1 ,i was bound1 in conscience1 as you are bound to-day1 to put into the ears1 the mind1 the imagination1 the memory1 the heart and soul of females1 questions of such a nature1 the direct and immediate tendency of which--you know it well--is to fill the minds and the hearts of both priests and female penitents with thoughts1 phantoms1 and temptations of such a degrading nature1 that ,i do not know any words adequate to express them4 ,pagan antiquity has never seen any institution so polluting as the confessional4 ,i know nothing more corrupting than the law which forces a female to tell all her thoughts1 desires1 and most secret feelings and actions to an unmarried priest4 ,the confessional is a school of perdition4 ,you may deny that before the ,protestants2 but you cannot deny it before me4 ,my dear ,mr4 ,bruyere1 if you call me a degraded man because ,i have lived twenty-five years in the atmosphere of the confessional1 you are right4 ,i was a degraded man1 just as yourself and all the priests are to-day1 in spite of your denegations4 ,if you call me a degraded man1 because my soul1 my mind and my heart were1 as your own are to-day1 plunged into the deep waters of iniquity which flow from the confessional1 ,i confess ',guilty6' ,i was degraded and polluted by the confessional just as you and all the priests of ,rome are4 ,it has required the whole blood of the great ,victim1 who died on ,calvary for sinners1 to purify me2 and ,i pray that1 through the same blood1 you may be purified also4 ,if the legislators knew the respect and protection they owe to women--,i repeat it--they would by the most stringent laws prohibit auricular confession as a crime against society4 ,not long ago1 a printer in ,england was sent to jail and severely punished for having published in ,english the questions put by the priests to the women in the confessional2 and the sentence was equitable1 for all who will read those questions will conclude that no girl or woman who brings her mind into contact with the contents of that book can escape from moral death4 ,but what are the priests of ,rome doing in the confessional8 ,do they not pass the greatest part of their time in questioning females1 old and young1 and hearing their answers1 on those very matters8 ,if it were a crime1 punishable by law1 to present those questions in a book1 is it not a crime far more punishable by law to present those very things to married and unmarried women through the auricular confession8 ,i ask it from every man of common sense1 ,what is the difference between a woman or a girl learning those things in a book1 or learning them from the lips of a man8 ,will not those impure1 demoralizing suggestions sink more deeply into their minds1 and impress themselves more forcibly in their memory1 when told to them by a man of authority1 speaking in the name of ,almighty ,god1 than when read in a book which has no authority8 ,i say to the legislators of ,europe and ,america3 ,read for yourselves those horrible1 unmentionable things2 and remember that the ,pope has #ajj1jjj priests whose principal work is to put those very things into the intelligence and memory of the women whom they entrap into their snares4 ,let us suppose that each priest hears the confessions of only five female penitents 7though we know that the daily average is ten74 ,it gives us the awful number of #ejj1jjj women whom the priests of ,rome have the legal right to pollute and destroy every day6 ,legislators of the so-called ,christian and civilized nations1 ,i ask it again from you1 ,where is your consistency1 your justice1 your love of public morality1 when you punish so severely the man who has printed the questions put to the women in the confessional1 while you honour and let free1 and often pay the men whose public and private life is spent in spreading the very same moral poison in a much more efficacious1 scandalous and shameful way1 under the sacrilegious mask of religion8 ,the confessional is in the hands of the devil what ,west ,point is to the ,united ,states1 and ,woolwich is to ,great ,britain1 a training of the army to fight and conquer the enemy4 ,it is in the confessional that #ejj1jjj women every day1 and #ahb1ejj1jjj every year are trained by the ,pope in the art of fighting against ,god1 by destroying themselves and the whole world1 through every imaginable kind of impurity and filthiness4 ,once more1 ,i request the legislators1 the husbands1 and the fathers in ,europe1 as well as in ,america1 to read in ,dens1 ,liguori1 ,debreyne1 in every theological book of ,rome1 what their wives and their daughters have to learn in the confessional4 ,in order to screen themselves1 the priests of ,rome have recourse to the following miserable subterfuge3--,is not the physician forced1 they say1 to perform certain delicate operations on women8 ,do you complain of this8 ,no2 you let the physicians alone2 you do not abuse them in their arduous and conscientious duties4 ,why1 then1 do you insult the physician of the soul1 the confessor1 in the accomplishment of his holy1 though delicate1 duties8 ,i answer1 first1 ,the art and science of the physician are approved and praised in many places of the ,scriptures4 ,but the art and science of the confessor are nowhere to be found in the holy records4 ,auricular confession is nothing else than a most stupendous imposture4 ,the filthy and impure questions of the confessor1 with the polluting answers they elicit1 were put among the most diabolical and forbidden actions by ,god ,himself the day that the ,spirit of ,truth1 ,holiness1 and ,life wrote the imperishable words1--,let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth 7,eph4 iv4 #bi74 ,secondly1 ,the physician is not bound by a solemn oath to remain ignorant of the things which it will be his duty to examine and cure4 ,but the priest of ,rome is bound1 by the most ridiculous and impious oath of celibacy1 to remain ignorant of the very things which are the daily objects of his inquiries1 observations1 and thoughts6 ,the priest of ,rome has sworn never to taste of the fruits with which he feeds1 his imagination1 his memory1 his heart1 and his soul day and night6 ,the physician is honest in the performance of his duties2 but the priest of ,rome becomes in fact a perjured man every time he enters the confessional-box4 ,thirdly1 ,if a lady has a little sore on her small finger1 and is obliged to go to the physician1 for a remedy1 she has only to show her little finger1 allow the plaister or ointment to be applied1 and all is finished4 ,the physician never--no1 never--says to that lady1 ,it is my duty to suspect that you have many other parts of your body which are sick2 ,i am bound in conscience1 under pain of death1 to examine you from head to foot1 in order to save your precious life from those secret diseases1 which may kill you if they are not cured just now4 ,several of those diseases are of such a nature that you never dared perhaps to examine them with the attention they deserve1 and you are hardly conscious of them4 ,i know1 madam1 that this is a very painful and delicate thing for both you and me1 that ,i should be forced to make that thorough examination of your person1 but there is no help2 ,i am in duty bound to do it4 ,but you have nothing to fear4 ,i am a holy man1 who has made a vow of celibacy4 ,we are alone2 neither your husband nor your father will ever know the secret infirmities ,i will find in you2 they will never even suspect the perfect investigation ,i will make1 and they will1 for ever1 be ignorant of the remedy ,i will apply4 ,has any physician ever been authorized to speak or act in this way with any of his female patients8 ,no2 never6 never6 ,but this is just the way the spiritual physician1 with whom the devil enslaves and corrupts women1 acts4 ,when the fair1 honest1 and timid spiritual patient has come to her confessor1 to show him the little sore she has on the small finger of her soul1 the confessor is bound in conscience to suspect that she has other sores1--secret1 shameful sores6 ,yes1 he is bound1 nine times in ten2 and he is always allowed to suppose that she does not dare to reveal them6 ,then he is advised by the ,church to induce her to let him search every corner of the heart1 and of the soul1 and to inquire about every kind of contaminations1 impurities1 secret and shameful unspeakable matters6 ,the young priest is drilled in the diabolical art of going into the most sacred recesses of the soul and the heart1 almost in spite of his penitents4 ,i could bring hundreds of theologians as witnesses to what ,i say4--,but it is enough just now to cite three4 ,lest the ,confessor should indolently hesitate in tracing out the circumstances of any sin1 let him have the following versicle of circumstances in readiness3 ,quis1 quid1 ubi1 quibus auxiliis1 cur1 quomodo1 quando4 ,who1 which1 where1 with whom1 why1 how1 when4 7,dens1 vol4 #f1 p4 #abc4 ,liguori1 vol4 #b1 p4 #dfd47 ,the celebrated book of the ,priests1 ,the ,mirror of the ,clergy1 page #ceg1 says3 ,oportet ut ,confessor solet cognoscere quid quid debet judicare4 ,deligens igitur inquisitor et subtilis investigator sapienter quasi astute interrogat a peccatore quod ignorat1 vel verecundia volit occultare4 ,it is necessary that the ,confessor should know everything on which he has to exercise his judgment4 ,let him then1 with wisdom and subtility1 interrogate the sinners on the sins which he may ignore1 or conceal through shame6 ,the poor1 unprotected girl is thus thrown into the power of the priest1 soul and body1 to be examined on all the sins she may ignore1 or which1 through shame1 she may conceal6 ,on what boundless sea of depravity the poor fragile bark is launched by the priest6 ,on what bottomless abysses of impurities she will have to pass and travel1 in company with the priest alone1 before he will have interrogated her on all the sins she may ignore1 and which she may have concealed through shame66 ,who can tell the sentiments of surprise and shame and distress1 of a timid1 honest young girl1 when1 for the first time1 she is initiated to infamies which are ignored even in houses of prostitution666 ,but such is the practice1 the sacred duty of the spiritual physician4 ,let him 7the priest confessor7 with wisdom and subtlety interrogate the sinner on the sins he may ignore or conceal with shame4 ,and there are #ajj1jjj men1 not only allowed1 but petted1 and often paid by the governments to do that1 under the name of the ,god of the ,gospel6 ,fourthly1 ,i answer to the sophism of the priest1 ,when the physician has any delicate and dangerous operation to perform on a female patient1 he is never alone2 the husband1 or the father1 the mother1 the sister1 or some friends of the patient are there1 whose scrutinizing eyes and attentive ears make it impossible for the physician to say or do any improper thing4 ,but1 when the poor deluded spiritual patient comes to be treated by her so-called spiritual physician1 and shows him her diseases1 is she not alone--shamefully alone--with him8 ,where are the protecting ears of the husband1 the father1 the mother1 the sisters1 or the friends8 ,where is the barrier interposed between this sinful1 weak1 tempted1 and often depraved man and his victim8 ,would the priest so freely ask this and that from that married woman1 if he knew that the husband could hear him8 ,no1 surely not2 for he is well aware that the enraged husband would blow out the brains of the villain who1 under the sacrilegious pretext of purifying the soul of his wife1 is filling her honest heart with every kind of pollution and infamy4 ,fifthly1 ,when the physician performs a delicate operation on one of his female patients1 the operation is usually accompanied with pain1 cries1 and often with bloodshed4 ,the sympathetic and honest physician suffers almost as much pain as his patient2 those cries1 acute pains1 tortures1 and bleeding wounds make it morally impossible that the physician should be tempted to any improper thing4 ,but the sight of the spiritual wounds of that fair penitent6 ,is the poor depraved human heart really sorry to see and examine them8 ,oh1 no6 it is just the contrary6 ,the dear ,saviour weeps over those wounds2 the angels are distressed at the sight4 ,yes4 ,but the deceitful and corrupt heart of man1 is it not rather apt to be pleased at the sight of wounds which are so much like the ones he has himself1 so often been pleased to receive from the hand of the enemy8 ,was the heart of ,david pained and horror-struck at the sight of the fair ,bath-sheba1 when imprudently and too freely exposed in her bath8 ,was not that holy prophet smitten and brought down to the dust by that guilty look8 ,was not the mighty giant1 ,samson1 undone by the charms of ,delilah8 ,was not the wise ,solomon ensnared and befooled in the midst of the women by whom he was surrounded8 ,who will believe that the bachelors of the ,pope are made of stronger metal than the ,davids1 the ,samsons1 and the ,solomons8 ,where is the man who has so completely lost his common sense as to believe that the priests of ,rome are stronger than ,samson1 holier than ,david1 wiser than ,solomon8 ,who will believe that confessors will stand up on their feet amidst the storms which prostrate in the dust those giants of the armies of the ,lord8 ,to suppose that1 in the generality of cases the confessor can resist the temptations by which he is daily surrounded in the confessional1 that he will constantly refuse the golden opportunities which offer themselves to him1 to satisfy the almost irresistible propensities of his fallen human nature1 is neither wisdom nor charity2 it is simply folly4 ,i do not say that all the confessors and their female penitents fall into the same degree of abject degradation2 thanks be to ,god1 ,i have known several who nobly fought their battles and conquered on that field of so many shameful defeats4 ,but these are the exceptions4 ,it is just as when the fire has ravaged one of our grand forests of ,america--how sad it is to see the numberless noble trees fallen under the devouring element6 ,but1 here and there the traveller is not a little amazed and pleased to find some which have proudly stood the fiery trial without being consumed4 ,has not the world at large been struck with terror when they heard of the fire which a few years ago had reduced the great city of ,chicago to ashes8 ,but those who have visited that doomed city1 and seen the desolating ruins of her #af1jjj houses1 had to stand in silent admiration before a few which1 in the very midst of an ocean of fire1 had escaped untouched by the destructive element4 ,it is so that1 owing to a most marvellous protection of ,god1 some privileged souls do escape1 here and there1 the fatal destruction which overtakes so many others in the confessional4 ,the confessional is just as the spider's web4 ,how many too unsuspecting flies find death when seeking rest on the beautiful framework of their deceitful enemy6 ,how few escape6 and this only after a most desperate struggle4 ,see how the perfidious spider looks harmless in his retired1 dark corner2 how motionless he is2 how patiently he waits for his opportunity6 ,but look how quickly he surrounds his victim with his silky1 delicate1 and imperceptible links6 how mercilessly he sucks its blood and destroys its life6 ,what does remain of the imprudent fly1 after she has been entrapped into the nets of her foe8 ,nothing but a skeleton4 ,so it is with your fair wife1 your precious daughter2 nine times in ten nothing but a moral skeleton returns to you1 after the ,pope's black spider has been allowed to suck the very blood of her heart and soul4 ,let those who would be tempted to think that ,i do exaggerate read the following extracts from the memoirs of the ,venerable ,scipio de ,ricci1 ,roman ,catholic ,bishop of ,pistoia and ,prato1 in ,italy4 ,they were published by the ,italian ,government1 to show to the world that some measures ought to be taken by the civil and ecclesiastical authorities to prevent the nation from being entirely swept away by the deluge of corruption flowing from the confessional1 even among the most perfect of ,rome's followers1 the monks and the nuns4 ,the priests have never dared to deny a single iota of those terrible revelations4 ,in page #aae we read the following letter from ,sister ,flavia ,peraccini1 ,prioress of ,st ,catherine1 to ,dr4 ,thomas ,comparini1 ,rector of the ,episcopal ,seminary of ,pistoia3-- ,january #bb1 #agge4--;,in compliance with the request which you made me this day1 ,i hasten to say something1 but ,i know not how4 ,of those who are gone out of the world ,i shall say nothing4 ,of those who are still alive and have very little decency of conduct there are many1 among whom there is an ex-provincial named ,father ,dr4 ,ballendi1 ,calvi1 ,zoratti1 ,bigliaci1 ,guidi1 ,miglieti1 ,verde1 ,bianchi1 ,ducci1 ,seraphini1 ,bolla1 ,nera di ,luca1 ,quaretti1 c4 ,but wherefore any more8 ,with the exception of three or four1 all those whom ,i have ever known1 alive or dead1 are of the same character2 they have all the same maxims and the same conduct4 ,they are on more intimate terms with the nuns than if they were married to them6 ,i repeat it1 it would require a great deal of time to tell half of what ,i know4 ,it is the custom now1 when they come to visit and hear the confession of a sick sister1 to sup with the nuns1 sing1 dance1 play1 and sleep in the convent4 ,it is a maxim of theirs that ,god has forbidden hatred1 but not love1 and that man is made for woman and woman for man4 ,i say that they can deceive the innocent and the most prudent and circumspect1 and that it would be a miracle to converse with them and not fall6 ,page #aag4--,the priests are the husbands of the nuns1 and the lay brothers of the lay sisters4 ,in the chamber of one of the nuns ,i have mentioned1 one day1 a man was found2 he fled away1 but1 soon after1 they gave him to us as our confessor extraordinary4 ,how many bishops are there in the ,papal ,states1 who have come to the knowledge of those disorders1 have held examinations and visitations1 and yet never could remedy2 it1 because the monks1 our confessors1 tell us that those are excommunicated who reveal what passes in the ,order6 ,poor creatures6 they think they are leaving the world to escape dangers1 and they only meet with greater ones4 ,our fathers and mothers have given us a good education1 and here we have to unlearn and forget what they have taught us4 ,page #aah4--;,do not suppose that this is the case in our convent alone4 ,it is just the same at ,st4 ,lucia1 ,prato1 ,pisa1 ,perugia1 c4 ,i have known things that would astonish you4 ,everywhere it is the same4 ,yes1 everywhere the same disorders1 the same abuses prevail4 ,i say1 and ,i repeat it1 let the superiors suspect as they may1 they do not know the smallest part of the enormous wickedness that goes on between the monks and the nuns whom they confess4 ,every monk who passed by on his way to the chapter entreated a sick sister to confess to him1 and4446 ,page #aai4--,with respect to ,father ,buzachini ,i say that he acted just as the others1 sitting up late in the nunnery1 diverting himself1 and letting the usual disorders go on4 ,there were several nuns who had love affairs on his account4 ,his own principal mistress was ,odaldi1 of ,st4 ,lucia1 who used to send him continual treats4 ,he was also in love with the daughter of our factor1 of whom they were very jealous here4 ,he ruined also poor ,cancellieri1 who was sextoness4 ,the monks are all alike with their penitents4 ,some years ago1 the nuns of ,st4 ,vincent1 in consequence of the extraordinary passion they had for their father confessors ,lupi and ,borghiani1 were divided into two parties1 one calling themselves ,le ,lupe1 the other ,le ,borghieni4 ,he who made the greatest noise was ,donati4 ,i believe he is now at ,rome4 ,father ,brandi1 too1 was also in great vogue4 ,i think he is now prior of ,st4 ,gemignani4 ,at ,st4 ,vincent1 which passes for a very holy retreat1 they have also their lovers4444 ,my pen refuses to reproduce several things which the nuns of ,italy have published against their father confessors4 ,but this is enough to show to the most incredulous that the confession is nothing else but a school of perdition1 even among those who make a profession to live in the highest regions of ,roman ,catholic holiness--the monks and the nuns4 ,now1 from ,italy let us go to ,america and see again the working of auricular confession1 not between the holy 787 nuns and monks of ,rome1 but among the humblest classes of country women and priests4 ,great is the number of parishes where women have been destroyed by their confessors1 but ,i will speak only of one4 ,when curate of ,beauport1 ,i was called by the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,proulx1 curate of ,st4 ,antoine1 to preach a retreat 7a revival7 with the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,aubry1 to his parishioners1 and eight or ten other priests were also invited to come and help us to hear the confessions4 ,the very first day after preaching and passing five or six hours in the confessional1 the hospitable curate gave us a supper before going to bed4 ,but it was evident that a kind of uneasiness pervaded the whole company of the father confessors4 ,for my own part1 ,i could hardly raise my eyes to look at my neighbour1 and when ,i wanted to speak a word it seemed that my tongue was not free as usual2 even my throat was as if it were choked2 the articulation of the sounds was imperfect4 ,it was evidently the same with the rest of the priests4 ,instead1 then1 of the noisy and cheerful conversation of the other meals1 there were only a few insignificant words exchanged with a half-supressed tone4 ,the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,proulx 7the curate7 at first looked as if he were partaking also of that singular though general despondent feeling4 ,during the first part of the lunch he hardly said a word2 but at last1 raising his head and turning his honest face towards us1 in his usual gentlemanly and cheerful manner1 he said3-- ,dear friends1 ,i see that you are all under the influence of the most painful feelings4 ,there is a burden on you that you can neither shake off nor bear as you wish4 ,i know the cause of your trouble1 and ,i hope you will not find fault with me if ,i help you to recover from that disagreeable mental condition4 ,you have heard in the confessional the history of many great sins1 but ,i know that this is not what troubles you4 ,you are all old enough in the confessional to know the miseries of poor human nature4 ,without any more preliminaries ,i will come to the subject4 ,it is no more a secret in this place that one of the priests who has preceded me has been very unfortunate1 weak1 and guilty with the greatest part of the married women whom he has confessed4 ,not more than one in ten have escaped him4 ,i would not mention this fact had ,i got it only from the confessional1 but ,i know it well from other sources1 and ,i can speak of it freely without breaking the secret seal of the confessional4 ,now what troubles you is that1 probably1 when a good number of those women have confessed to you what they had done with their confessor1 you have not asked them how long it was since they had sinned with him1 and in spite of yourselves you think that ,i am the guilty man4 ,this does1 naturally1 embarrass you when you are in my presence and at my table4 ,but please ask them1 when they come again to confess1 how many months or years have passed away since their last love affair with a confessor1 and you will see that you may suppose that you are in the house of an honest man4 ,you may look me in the face and have no fear to address me as if ,i were still worthy of your esteem2 for1 thanks be to ,god1 ,i am not the guilty priest who has ruined and destroyed so many souls here4 ,the curate had hardly pronounced the last word when a general ,we thank you2 for you have taken away a mountain from our shoulders1 fell from almost every lip4 ,it is a fact that1 notwithstanding the good opinion we had of you1 said several1 we were in fear that you had missed the right track1 and fallen down with your fair penitents into the ditch4 ,i felt myself much relieved2 for ,i was one of those who1 in spite of myself1 had my secret fears about the honesty of our host4 ,when1 very early the next morning1 ,i had begun to hear the confessions1 one of those unfortunate victims of the confessor's depravity came to me1 and in the midst of many tears and sobs1 she told me with great details what ,i repeat here in a few lines3-- ,i was only nine years old when my first confessor began to do very criminal things with me when ,i was at his feet1 confessing my sins4 ,at first ,i was ashamed and much disgusted2 but soon after ,i became so depraved that ,i was looking eagerly for every opportunity of meeting him either in his own house1 or in the church1 in the vestry1 and many times in his own garden when it was dark at night4 ,that priest did not remain very long2 he was removed1 to my great regret1 to another place1 where he died4 ,he was succeeded by another one1 who seemed at first to be a very holy man4 ,i made to him a general confession with1 it seems to me1 a sincere desire to give up for ever that sinful life1 but ,i fear that my confessions became a cause of sin to that good priest2 for not long after my confession was finished1 he declared to me in the confessional his love1 with such passionate words that he soon brought me down again into my former criminal habits with him4 ,this lasted six years1 when my parents removed to this place4 ,i was very glad of it1 for ,i hoped that1 being far away from him1 ,i should not be any more a cause of sin to him1 and that ,i might begin a better life4 ,but the fourth time that ,i went to confess to my new confessor1 he invited me to go to his room1 where we did things so horrible together that ,i do not know how to confess them4 ,it was two days before my marriage1 and the only child ,i have had is the fruit of that sinful hour4 ,after my marriage ,i continued the same criminal life with my confessor4 ,he was the friend of my husband2 we had many opportunities of meeting each other1 not only when ,i was going to confess1 but when my husband was absent and my child was at school4 ,it was evident to me that several other women were as miserable and criminal as ,i was myself4 ,this sinful intercourse with my confessor went on till ,god ,almighty stopped it with a real thunderbolt4 ,my dear only daughter had gone to confess and receive the holy communion4 ,as she had come back from church much later than ,i expected1 ,i inquired the reason which had kept her so long4 ,she then threw herself into my arms1 and with convulsive cries said3 ',dear mother1 do not ask me any more to go to confess4444 ,oh6 if you could know what my confessor has asked me when ,i was at his feet6 and if you could know what he has done with me1 and he has forced me to do with him when he had me alone in his parlour6' ,my poor child could not speak any longer1 she fainted in my arms4 ,but as soon as she recovered1 without losing a minute1 ,i dressed myself1 and1 full of an inexpressible rage1 ,i directed my steps towards the parsonage4 ,but before leaving my house1 ,i had concealed under my shawl a sharp butcher's knife to stab and kill the villain who had destroyed my dearly beloved child4 ,fortunately for that priest1 ,god changed my mind before ,i entered his room--my words to him were few and sharp4 ',you are a monster6' ,i said to him4 ',not satisfied to have destroyed me1 you want to destroy my own dear child1 which is yours also6 ,shame upon you6 ,i had come with this knife to put an end to your infamies1 but so short a punishment would be too mild a one for such a monster4 ,i want you to live1 that you may bear upon your head the curse of the too unsuspecting and unguarded friends whom you have so cruelly deceived and betrayed2 ,i want you to live with the consciousness that you are known by me and many others1 as one of the most infamous monsters who have ever defiled this world4 ,but know that if you are not away from this place before the end of this week1 ,i will reveal everything to my husband1 and you may be sure that he will not let you live twenty-four hours longer1 for he sincerely thinks that your daughter is his1 and he will be the avenger of her honour6 ,i go to denounce you this very day to the bishop1 that he may take you away from this parish1 which you have so shamelessly polluted4' ,the priest threw himself at my feet1 and1 with tears1 asked my pardon1 imploring me not to denounce him to the bishop1 promising that he would change his life and begin to live as a good priest4 ,but ,i remained inexorable4 ,i went to the bishop1 made my deposition1 and warned his lordship of the sad consequences which would follow1 if he kept that curate any longer in this place1 as he seemed inclined to do4 ,but before the eight days had expired1 he was put at the head of another parish1 not very far away from here4 ,the reader will1 perhaps1 like to know what has become of this priest4 ,he has remained at the head of that most beautiful parish of ----1 as curate1 where ,i know it1 he continued to destroy his penitents1 till a few years before he died1 with the reputation of a good priest1 an amiable man1 and a holy confessor6 99 99 99 99 99 ,for the mystery of iniquity doth already work34444 ,and then shall that ,wicked be revealed1 whom the ,lord shall consume with the spirit of ,his mouth1 and shall destroy with the brightness of ,his coming3 ,even ,him1 whose coming is after the working of ,satan with all power and signs and lying wonders1 ,and with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish2 because they received not the love of the truth1 that they might be saved4 ,and for this cause ,god shall send them strong delusion1 that they should believe a lie3 ,that they all might be damned who believed not the truth1 but had pleasure in unrighteousness4 7#b ,thess4 ii4 #g-ab47 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,,should ,,auricular ,,confession ,,be ,,tolerated ,,among ,,civilized ,,nations8 99 99 99 99 99 ,let my readers who understand ,latin peruse the extracts ,i give from ,bishop ,kenrick1 ,debreyne1 ,burchard1 ,dens or ,liguori1 and the most incredulous will learn for themselves that the world1 even in the darkest ages of old paganism1 has never seen anything so infamous and degrading as auricular confession4 ,to say that auricular confession purifies the soul is not less ridiculous and silly than to say that the white robe of the virgin1 or the lily of the valley1 will become whiter by being dipped into a bottle of black ink4 ,has not the ,pope's celibate1 by studying his books before he goes to the confessional-box1 corrupted his own heart1 and plunged his mind1 memory1 and soul into an atmosphere of impurity which would have been intolerable even to the people of ,sodom8 ,we ask it not only in the name of religion1 but of common sense4 ,how can that man1 whose heart and memory are just made the reservoir of all the grossest impurities the world has ever known1 help others to be chaste and pure8 ,the idolaters of ,india believe that they will be purified from their sins by drinking the water with which they have just washed the feet of their priests4 ,what monstrous doctrine6 ,the souls of men purified by the water which has washed the feet of a miserable1 sinful man6 ,is there any religion more monstrous and diabolical than the ,brahmin religion8 ,yes1 there is one more monstrous1 deceitful1 and contaminating than that4 ,it is the religion which teaches that the soul of man is purified by a few magical words 7called absolution71 which come from the lips of a miserable sinner1 whose heart and intelligence have just been filled by the unmentionable impurities of ,dens1 ,liguori1 ,debreyne1 ,kenrick1 c41 c4 ,for if the poor ,indian's soul is not purified by the drinking of the holy 787 water which has touched the feet of his priest1 at least that soul cannot be contaminated by it4 ,but who does not clearly see that the drinking of the vile questions of the confessor contaminate1 defile1 and damn the soul8 ,who has not been filled with deep compassion and pity for those poor idolaters of ,hindustan who believe that they will secure to themselves a happy passage to the next life if they have the good luck to die when holding in their hands the tail of a cow8 ,but there are people among us who are not less worthy of our supreme compassion and pity1 for they hope that they will be purified from their sins and be for ever happy if a few magical words 7called absolution7 fall upon their souls from the polluted lips of a miserable sinner sent by the ,pope of ,rome4 ,the dirty tail of a cow and the magical words of a confessor to purify the souls and wash away the sins of the world are equally inventions of the ,devil4 ,both religions come from ,satan1 for they equally substitute the magical power of vile creatures for the blood of ,christ to save the guilty children of ,adam4 ,they both ignore that the blood of the ,lamb alone cleanseth us from all sin4 ,yes6 auricular confession is a public act of idolatry1 it is asking from a man what ,god alone1 through ,his ,son ,jesus1 can grant3 forgiveness of sins4 ,has the ,saviour of the world ever said to sinners1 ,go to this or that man for repentance1 pardon1 and peace8 ,no2 but ,he has said to all sinners1 ,come unto ,me4 ,and from that day to the end of the world all the echoes of heaven and earth will repeat these words of the merciful ,saviour to all the lost children of ,adam1 ',come unto ,me4' ,when ,christ gave to ,his disciples the power of the keys in these words1 ,whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven1 and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven 7,matt4 xviii4 #ah71 ,he had just explained ,his mind by saying1 ,if thy brother shall trespass against thee 7v4 #ae74 ,the ,son of ,god ,himself in that solemn hour protested against the stupendous imposture of ,rome by telling us positively that that power of binding and loosing1 forgiving and retaining sins1 was only in reference to sins committed against each other4 ,peter had correctly understood his ,master's words when he asked1 ,how oft shall my brother sin against me and ,i forgive him8 ,and in order that ,his true disciples might not be shaken by the sophisms of ,rome1 or by the glittering nonsense of that band of silly half-,popish sect called ,tractarians1 or ,ritualists1 the merciful ,saviour gave the admirable parable of the poor servant1 which ,he closed by what ,he has so often repeated1 ,so likewise shall my ,heavenly ,father do also unto you1 if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses4 7,matt4 xviii4 #ce74 ,not long before1 ,he had again mercifully given us his whole mind about the obligation and power which every one of ,his disciples had of forgiving ,for if ye forgive even their trespasses1 your ,heavenly ,father will also forgive you3 but if ye forgive not men their trespasses1 neither will your ,father forgive your trespasses 7,matt4 vi4 #ad1 #ae74 ,be ye therefore merciful as your father also is merciful1 forgive and ye shall be forgiven 7,luke vi4 #cf1 #cg74 ,auricular ,confession1 as the ,rev4 ,dr4 ,wainwright has so eloquently put it in his ,confession not ,auricular1 is a diabolical caricature of the forgiveness of sin through the blood of ,christ1 just as the impious dogma of ,transubstantiation is a monstrous caricature of the salvation of the world through ,his death4 ,the ,romanists and their ugly tail1 the ,ritualistic party in the ,episcopal ,church1 make a great noise about the words of our ,saviour in ,st4 ,john3 ,whose soever sins ye remit1 they are remitted unto them3 and whose soever sins ye retain1 they are retained 7,john xx4 #bc74 ,but again1 our ,saviour had ,himself1 once for all1 explained what ,he meant by forgiving and retaining sins--7,matt4 xviii4 #ce2 ,matt4 vi4 #ad1 #ae2 ,luke vi4 #cf1 #cg74 ,nobody but wilfully-blind men could misunderstand ,him4 ,besides that1 the ,holy ,ghost ,himself has mercifully taken care that we should not be deceived by the lying traditions of men on that important subject1 when in ,st4 ,luke ,he gave us the explanation of the meaning of ,john xx4 #bc1 by telling us1 ,thus it behoved ,christ to suffer1 and to rise from the dead the third day3 and that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in ,his name among all nations1 beginning at ,jerusalem4 7,luke xxiv4 #df1 #dg74 ,in order that we may better understand the words of our ,saviour in ,st4 ,john xx4 #bc1 let us put them face to face with his own explanations 7,luke xxiv4 #df1 #dg73-- ,,luke ,,xxiv4 ,,john ,,xx4 #cc4 ,and they rose up the same hour1 #ah4 ,mary ,magdalene came and told and returned to ,jerusalem1 and the disciples that she had seen the found the eleven gathered together1 ,lord1 and that he had spoken these and them that were with them1 things unto her4 #cd4 ,saying1 ,the ,lord is risen indeed1 and hath appeared to ,simon4444 #cf4 ,and as they thus spake1 ,jesus #ai4 ,then the same day at evening1 himself stood in the midst of them1 being the first day of the week1 and saith unto them1 ,peace be unto when the doors were shut where the you4 disciples were assembled for fear of the ,jews1 came ,jesus and stood #cg4 ,but they were terrified and in the midst1 and said unto them1 affrighted1 and supposed that they ,peace be unto you4 had seen a spirit4 #ch4 ,and he said unto them1 ,why are ye troubled8 and why do thoughts arise in your hearts8 #ci4 ,behold my hands and my feet1 #bj4 ,and when he had so said1 he that it is ,i myself3 handle me1 and shewed unto them his hands and his see2 for a spirit hath not flesh side4 ,then were the disciples glad1 and bones1 as ye see me have4 when they saw the ,lord4 #dj4 ,and when he had thus spoken1 he shewed them his hands and his feet4 #da4 ,and while they yet believed not for joy1 and wondered1 he said unto them1 ,have ye here any meat8 #db4 ,and they gave him a piece of a broiled fish1 and of an honeycomb4 #dc4 ,and he took it1 and did eat before them4 #dd4 ,and he said unto them1 ,these #ba4 ,then said ,jesus to them again1 are the words which ,i spake unto ,peace be unto you3 as my ,father you1 while ,i was yet with you1 that hath sent me1 even so send ,i you4 all things must be fulfilled1 which were written in the law of ,moses1 and in the prophets1 and in the psalms1 concerning me4 #de4 ,then opened he their #bb4 ,and when he had said this1 he understanding1 that they might breathed on them1 and saith unto understand the scriptures1 them1 ,receive ye the ,holy ,ghost3 #df4 ,and said unto them1 ,thus it is written1 and thus it behoved ,christ to suffer1 and to rise from the dead the third day3 #dg4 ,and that repentance and #bc4 ,whose soever sins ye remit1 remission of sin should be preached they are remitted unto them2 whose in his name among all nations1 soever sins ye retain1 they are beginning at ,jerusalem4 retained4 ,three things are evident from comparing the report of ,st4 ,john and ,st4 ,luke3-- #a4 ,they speak of the same event1 though one of them gives certain details omitted by the other1 as we find in the rest of the gospels4 #b4 ,the words of ,st4 ,john1 ,whose soever sins ye remit1 they are remitted unto them2 and whose soever sins ye retain1 they are retained1 are explained by the ,holy ,ghost ,himself1 in ,st4 ,luke1 as meaning that the apostles shall preach repentance and forgiveness of sins through ,christ4 ,it is just what our ,saviour has ,himself said in ,st4 ,matt4 ix4 #ac3 ,but go ye and learn what that meaneth1 ,i will have mercy1 and not sacrifice3 for ,i am not come to call the righteous1 but sinners to repentance4 ,it is just the same doctrine taught by ,peter 7,acts ii4 #ch73 ,then ,peter said unto them1 ,repent1 and be baptized every one of you in the name of ,jesus ,christ for the remission of sins1 and ye shall receive the gift of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,just the same doctrine of the forgiveness of sins1 not through auricular confession or absolution1 but through the preaching of the ,word3 ,be it known unto you therefore1 men and brethren1 that through this man is preached unto you the forgiveness of sins 7,acts xiii4 #ch74 #c4 ,the third thing which is evident is that the ,apostles were not alone when ,christ appeared and spoke1 but that several of ,his other disciples1 even some women1 were there4 ,if the ,romanists1 then1 could prove that ,christ established auricular confession1 and gave the power of absolution1 by what ,he said in that solemn hour1 women as well as men--in fact1 every believer in ,christ--would be authorized to hear confessions and give absolution4 ,the ,holy ,ghost was not promised or given only to the ,apostles1 but to every believer1 as we see in ,acts i4 #ae1 and ii4 #a1 #b1 #c4 ,but the ,gospel of ,christ1 as the history of the first ten centuries of ,christianity1 is the witness that auricular confession and absolution are nothing else but a sacrilegious as well as a most stupendous imposture4 ,what tremendous efforts the priests of ,rome have made these last five centuries1 and are still making1 to persuade their dupes that the ,son of ,god was making of them a privileged caste1 a caste endowed with the ,divine and exclusive power of opening and shutting the gates of ,heaven1 when ,he said1 ,whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in ,heaven1 and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in ,heaven4 ,but our adorable ,saviour1 who perfectly foresaw those diabolical efforts on the part of the priests of ,rome1 entirely upset every vestige of their foundation by saying immediately1 ,again ,i say unto you1 ,that if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask1 it shall be done for them of my ,father which is in ,heaven4 ,for where two or three are gathered together in my name1 there am ,i in the midst of them 7,matt4 xviii4 #ai1 #bj74 ,would the priests of ,rome attempt to make us believe that these words of the #aith and #bjth verses are addressed to them exclusively8 ,they have not yet dared to say it4 ,they confess that these words are addressed to all ,his disciples4 ,but our ,saviour positively says that the other words1 implicating the so-called power of the priests to hear the confession and give the absolution1 are addressed to the very same persons--,i say unto you1 c41 c4 ,the you of the #aith and #bjth verses is the same you of the #ahth4 ,the power of loosing and unloosing is1 then1 given to all--those who would be offended and would forgive4 ,then1 our ,saviour had not in ,his mind to form a caste of men with any marvellous power over the rest of ,his disciples4 ,the priests of ,rome1 then1 are impostors1 and nothing else1 when they say that the power of loosing and unloosing sins was exclusively granted to them4 ,instead of going to the confessor1 let the ,christian go to his merciful ,god1 through ,christ1 and say1 ,forgive us our trespasses as we forgive them that trespass against us4 ,this is the ,truth1 not as it comes from the ,vatican1 but as it comes from ,calvary1 where our debts were paid1 with the only condition that we should believe1 repent1 and love4 ,have not the ,popes publicly and repeatedly anathematized the sacred principle of ,liberty of ,conscience8 ,have they not boldly said1 in the teeth of the nations of ,europe1 that ,liberty of ,conscience must be destroyed--killed at any cost8 ,has not the whole world heard the sentence of death to ,liberty coming from the lips of the old man of the ,vatican8 ,but where is the scaffold on which the doomed ,liberty must perish8 ,that scaffold is the confessional-box4 ,yes1 in the confessional1 the ,pope had his #ajj1jjj high executioners6 ,there they are1 day and night1 with-sharp daggers in hand1 stabbing ,liberty to the heart4 ,in vain will noble ,france expel her old tyrants to be free2 in vain will she shed the purest blood of her heart to protect and save ,liberty6 ,true ,liberty cannot live a day there so long as the executioners of the ,pope are free to stab her on their #ajj1jjj scaffolds4 ,in vain chivalrous ,spain will call ,liberty to give a new life to her people4 ,she cannot set her feet there except to die1 so long as the ,pope is allowed to strike her in his #ej1jjj confessionals4 ,and free ,america1 too1 will see all her so dearly-bought liberties destroyed the day that the confessional-box is reared in her midst4 ,auricular ,confession and ,liberty cannot stand together on the same ground2 either one or the other must fall4 ,liberty must sweep away the confessional1 as she has swept away the demon of slavery1 or she is doomed to perish4 ,can a man be free in his own house1 so long as there is another who has the legal right to spy all his actions1 and direct not only every step1 but every thought of his wife and children8 ,can that man boast of a home whose wife and children are under the control of another8 ,is not that unfortunate man really the slave of the ruler and master of his household8 ,and when a whole nation is composed of such husbands and fathers1 is it not a nation of abject1 degraded slaves8 ,to a thinking man1 one of the most strange phenomena is that our modern nations allow all their most sacred rights to be trampled under feet1 and destroyed by the ,papacy1 the sworn enemy of ,liberty1 through a mistaken respect and love for that same ,liberty6 ,no people have more respect for ,liberty of ,conscience than the ,americans2 but has the noble ,state of ,illinois allowed ,joe ,smith and ,brigham ,young to degrade and enslave the ,american women under the pretext of ,liberty of ,conscience1 appealed to by the so-called ,latter-day ,saints8 ,no6 ,the ground was soon made too hot for the tender conscience of the modern prophets4 ,joe ,smith perished when attempting to keep his captive wives in his chains1 and ,brigham ,young had to fly to the solitudes of the ,far ,west1 to enjoy what he called his liberty of conscience with the thirty women he had degraded and enchained under his yoke4 ,but even in that remote solitude the false prophet has heard the distant peals of the roaring thunder4 ,the threatening voice of the great ,republic has troubled his rest1 and he wisely speaks of going as much as possible out of the reach of ,christian civilization1 before the dark and threatening clouds which he sees on the horizon will hurl upon him their irresistible storms4 ,will any one blame the ,american people for so going to the rescue of woman8 ,no1 surely not4 ,but what is this confessional-box8 ,nothing but a citadel and stronghold of ,mormonism4 ,what is this ,father ,confessor1 with few exceptions1 but a lucky ,brigham ,young8 ,i do not want to be believed on my ipse dixit4 ,what ,i ask from serious thinkers is1 that they should read the encyclicals of the ,piuses1 the ,gregorys1 the ,benoits1 and many other ,popes1 ,de ,sollicitantibus4 ,there they will see1 with their own eyes1 that1 as a general thing1 the confessor has more women to serve him than the ,mormon prophets ever had4 ,let them read the memoirs of one of the most venerable men of the ,church of ,rome1 ,bishop de ,ricci1 and they will see1 with their own eyes1 that the confessors are more free with their penitents1 even nuns1 than husbands are with their wives4 ,let them hear the testimony of one of the noblest princesses of ,italy1 ,henrietta ,carraciolo1 who still lives1 and they will know that the ,mormons have more respect for women than the greater part of the confessors have4 ,let them hear the lamentations of ,cardinal ,baronius1 ,saint ,bernard1 ,savanarola1 ,pius1 ,gregory1 ,st4 ,therese1 ,st4 ,liguori1 on the unspeakable and irreparable ruin spread all along the ways and all over the countries haunted by the ,pope's confessors1 and they will know that the confessional-box is the daily witness of abominations which would hardly have been tolerated in the lands of ,sodom and ,gomorrha4 ,let the legislators1 the fathers and husbands of every nation and tongue1 interrogate ,father ,gavazzi1 ,hyacinthe1 and the thousands of living priests who1 like myself1 have miraculously been taken out from that ,egyptian servitude to the promised land1 and they will tell you the same old1 old story--that the confessional-box is for the greatest part of the confessors and female penitents1 a real pit of perdition1 into which they promiscuously fall and perish4 ,yes2 they will tell you that the soul and heart of your wife and daughter are purified by the magical words of the confessional1 just as the souls of the poor idolaters of ,hindoostan are purified by the tail of the cow which they hold in their hands when they die4 ,study the pages of the past history of ,england1 ,france1 ,italy1 ,spain1 c41 c41 and you will see that the gravest and most reliable historians have everywhere found mysteries of iniquity in the confessional-box which their pen refused to trace4 ,in the presence of such public1 undeniable1 and lamentable facts1 have not the civilized nations a duty to perform8 ,is it not time that the children of light1 the true disciples of the ,gospel1 all over the world1 should rally round the banners of ,christ1 and go1 shoulder to shoulder1 to the rescue of women8 ,woman is to society what the roots are to the most precious trees of your orchard4 ,if you knew that a thousand worms are biting the root of those noble trees1 that their leaves are already fading away1 their rich fruits1 though yet unripe1 are falling on the ground1 would you not unearth the roots and sweep away the worms8 ,the confessor is the worm which is biting1 polluting1 and destroying the very roots of civil and religious society1 by contaminating1 debasing1 and enslaving woman4 ,before the nations can see the reign of peace1 happiness1 and liberty1 which ,christ has promised1 they must1 like the ,israelites1 pull down the walls of ,jericho4 ,the confessional is the modern ,jericho1 which proudly and defiantly dares the children of ,god6 ,let1 then1 the people of the ,lord1 the true soldiers of ,christ1 rise up and rally around ,his banners2 and let them fearlessly march1 shoulder to shoulder1 on the doomed city3 let all the trumpets of ,israel be sounded around its walls3 let fervent prayers go to the throne of ,mercy1 from the heart of every one for whom the ,lamb has been slain3 let such a unanimous cry of indignation be heard1 through the length and breadth of the land1 against that greatest and most monstrous imposture of modern times1 that the earth will tremble under the feet of the confessor1 so that his very knees will shake1 and soon the walls of ,jericho will fall1 the confessional will disappear1 and its unspeakable pollutions will no more imperil the very existance of society4 ,then the multitudes who were kept captive will come to the ,lamb1 who will make them pure with ,his blood and free with ,his word4 ,then the redeemed nations will sing a song of joy3 ,babylon1 the great1 the mother of harlots and abominations of the earth1 is fallen6 fallen6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,,does ,,auricular ,,confession ,,bring ,,peace ,,to ,,the ,,soul8 99 99 99 99 99 ,the connecting of ,peace with ,auricular ,confession is surely the most cruel sarcasm ever uttered in human language4 ,it would be less ridiculous and false to admire the calmness of the sea1 and the stillness of the atmosphere1 when a furious storm raises the foaming waves to the skies1 than to speak of the ,peace of the soul either during or after the confession4 ,i know it2 the confessors and their dupes chorus every tune by crying ,peace1 peace6 ,but the ,god of truth and holiness answers1 ,there is no peace for the wicked6 ,the fact is1 that no human words can adequately express the anxieties of the soul before confession1 its unspeakable confusion in the act of confessing1 or its deadly terrors after confession4 ,let those who have never drunk of the bitter waters which flow from the confessional box1 read the following plain and correct recital of my own first experiences in auricular confession4 ,they are nothing else than the history of what nine tenths of the penitents#e of ,rome old and young are subject to2 and they will know what to think of that marvellous ,peace about which the ,romanists1 and their silly copyists1 the ,ritualists1 have written so many eloquent lies4 ,in the year #ahai1 my parents had sent me from ,murray ,bay 7,la ,mal ,baie7 where they lived1 to an excellent school1 at ,st4 ,thomas4 ,i was then1 about ten years old4 ,i boarded with an uncle1 who1 though a nominal ,roman ,catholic1 did not believe a word of what his priest preached4 ,but my ,aunt had the reputation of being a very devoted woman4 ,our ,school-master1 ,mr4 ,john ,jones1 was a well educated ,englishman3 and a staunch ,,protestant4 ,this last circumstance had excited the wrath of the ,roman ,catholic ,priest against the teacher and his numerous pupils to such an extent1 that they were often denounced from the pulpit with very hard words4 ,but if he did not like us1 ,i must admit that we were paying him with his own coin4 ,but let us come to my first lesson in ,auricular ,confession1 ,no6 ,no words can express to those who have never had any experience in the matter1 the consternation1 anxiety and shame of a poor ,romish child1 when he hears his priest saying from the pulpit1 in a grave and solemn tone2 ,this week1 you will send your children to confession4 ,make them understand that this action is one of the most important of their lives1 that for every one of them1 it will decide their eternal happiness or ruin4 ,fathers1 ,mothers and guardians of those children1 if1 through your fault or theirs1 your children are guilty of a false confession3 if they do not confess every thing to the priest who holds the place of ,god1 ,himself1 this sin is often irreparable3 the ,devil will take possession of their hearts3 they will lie to their father confessor1 or rather to ,jesus ,christ1 of whom he is the representative3 ,their lives will be a series of sacrileges1 their death and eternity1 those of reprobates4 ,teach them therefore to examine thoroughly all their actions1 words1 thoughts and desires1 in order to confess every thing just as it occurred1 without any disguise4 ,i was in the ,church of ,st4 ,thomas1 when these words fell upon me like a thunderbolt4 ,i had often heard my mother say1 when at home and my aunt1 since ,i had come to ,st4 ,thomas1 that upon the first confession depended my eternal happiness or misery4 ,that week was1 therefore1 to decide the vital question of my eternity6 ,pale and dismayed1 ,i left the church after the service1 and returned to the house of my relations4 ,i took my place at the table1 but could not eat1 so much was ,i troubled4 ,i went to my room for the purpose of commencing my examination of conscience1 and to try to recall every one of my sinful actions1 thoughts and words6 ,although scarcely over ten years of age1 this task was really overwhelming to me4 ,i knelt down to pray to the ,virgin ,mary for help1 but ,i was so much taken up with the fear of forgetting something or making a bad confession1 that ,i muttered my prayers without the least attention to what ,i said4 ,it became still worse1 when ,i commenced counting my sins1 my memory1 though very good1 became confused3 my head grew dizzy3 my heart beat with a rapidity which exhausted me1 and my brow was covered with perspiration4 ,after a considerable length of time1 spent in those painful efforts1 ,i felt bordering on despair from the fear that it was impossible for me to remember exactly every thing1 and to confess each sin as it occurred4 ,the night following was almost a sleepless one3 and when sleep did come1 it could hardly be called sleep1 but a suffocating delirium4 ,in a frightful dream1 ,i felt as if ,i had been cast into hell1 for not having confessed all my sins to the priest4 ,in the morning1 ,i awoke fatigued1 and prostrate by the phantoms and emotions of that terrible night4 ,in similar troubles of mind were passed the three days which preceeded my first confession4 ,i had constantly before me the countenance of that stern priest who had never smiled upon me4 ,he was present to my thoughts during the days1 and in my dreams during the nights1 as the minister of an angry ,god1 justly irritated against me1 on account of my sins4 ,forgiveness had indeed been promised to me1 on condition of a good confession2 but my place had also been shown to me in hell1 if my confession was not as near perfection as possible4 ,now1 my troubled conscience told me that there were ninety chances against one that my confession would be bad1 either if by my own fault1 ,i forget some sins1 or if ,i was without that contrition of which ,i had heard so much1 but the nature and effects of which were a perfect chaos in my mind4 ,at length came the day of confession1 or rather of judgment and condemnation4 ,i presented myself to the priest1 the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,beaubien4 ,he had then1 the defects of lisping and stammering which we1 often turned into ridicule4 ,and as nature had unfortunately endowed me with admirable powers as a mimic1 the infirmities of this poor priest afforded only too good an opportunity for the exercise of my talent4 ,not only was it one of my favorite amusements to imitate him before the pupils amidst roars of laughter but also1 ,i preached portions of his sermons before his parishioners of villages1 with similar results4 ,indeed1 many of them came from considerable distances to enjoy the amusement of listening to me1 and they rewarded me1 more than once1 with cakes of maple sugar1 for my performances4 ,these acts of mimicry were1 of course1 among my sins2 and it became necessary for me to examine myself upon the number of times ,i had mocked the priests4 ,this circumstance was not calculated to make my confession easier or more agreeable4 ,at last1 the dread moment arrived1 ,i knelt for the first time1 at the side of my confessor1 my whole frame trembled3 ,i repeated the prayer preparatory to confession1 scarcely knowing what ,i said1 so much was ,i troubled by fears4 ,by the instructions which had been given us before confession1 we had been made to believe that the priest was the true representative1 yea1 almost the personification of ,jesus ,christ4 ,the consequence was that ,i believed my greatest sin was that of mocking the priest--and ,i1 as ,i had been told that it was proper first to confess the greatest sins1 ,i commenced thus3 ,father ,i accuse myself of having mocked a priest6 ,hardly had ,i uttered these words1 mocked a priest1 when this pretended representative of the humble ,jesus1 turning towards me1 and looking in my face1 in order to know me1 better1 asked abruptly2 what priest did you mock1 my boy8 ,i would have rather chosen to cut my own tongue than to tell him to his face who it was4 ,i1 therefore1 kept silent for a while1 but my silence made him very nervous1 and almost angry4 ,with a haughty tone of voice1 he said3 what priest did you take the liberty of thus mocking1 my boy8 ,i saw that ,i had to answer4 ,happily his haughtiness had made me bolder and firmer2 ,i said3 sir1 you are the priest whom ,i mocked6 ,but how many times did you take upon you to mock me1 my boy8 asked he angrily4 ,i tried to find out the number of times1 but ,i never could4 ,you must tell me how many times1 for to mock one's own priest is a great sin4 ,it is impossible for me to give you the number of times1 ,i answered4 ,well1 my child1 ,i will help your memory by asking you questions4 ,tell me the truth4 ,do you think you mocked me ten times8 ,a great many times more1 ,i answered4 ,have you mocked me fifty times8 ,oh6 many more still6 ,a hundred times8 ,say1 five hundred1 and perhaps more2 ,i answered4 ,well1 my boy1 do you spend all your time in mocking me8 ,not all my time3 but unfortunately1 ,i have done it very often4 ,yes may you say3 unfortunately6 for to mock1 your priest1 who holds the place of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 is a great sin and a great misfortune for you4 ,but tell me1 my little boy1 what reason have you for mocking me1 thus8 ,in my examination of conscience1 ,i had not forseen that ,i should be obliged to give the reasons for mocking the priest1 and ,i was thunderstruck by his questions4 ,i dared not answer1 and ,i remained for a long time dumb1 from the shame that overpowered me4 ,but1 with a harassing perseverance1 the priest insisted upon my telling why ,i had mocked him3 assuring me that ,i would be damned if ,i did not speak the whole truth4 ,so1 ,i decided to speak1 and ,i said3 ,i mocked you for several things4 ,what made you1 first mock me8 asked the priest4 ,i laughed at you1 because you lisp3 among the pupils of the school1 and other people1 it often happens that we imitate your preaching to laugh at you1 ,i answered4 ,for what other reasons did you laugh at me1 my little boy6 ,for a long time ,i was silent4 ,every time ,i opened my mouth to speak1 my courage failed me4 ,but the priest continued to urge me1 ,i said at last2 ,it is rumoured in town1 that you love girls3 that you visit the ,misses ,r's----almost every night2 and this1 often made us laugh4 ,the poor priest was evidently overwhelmed by my answer1 and ceased questioning me on that subject4 ,changing the conversation1 he said3 what are your other sins8 ,i began to confess them according to the order in which they came to my memory4 ,but the feeling of shame which overpowered me1 in repeating all my sins to that man1 was a thousand times greater than that of having offended ,god4 ,in reality1 this feeling of human shame1 which absorbed my thoughts1 nay1 my whole being1 left no room for any religious feeling at all4 ,when ,i had confessed all the sins ,i could remember1 the priest began to put to me the strangest questions about matters on which my pen must be silent4444 ,i replied ,father1 ,i do not understand what you ask me4 ,i question you1 he answered1 on the the sins of the sixth commandment of ,god1 7the seventh in the ,bible7 ,do confess all1 my little boy1 for you will go to hell if1 through your fault you omit any thing4 ,and thereupon he dragged my thoughts into regions of iniquity which1 thanks be to ,god1 had been hitherto quite unknown to me4 ,i answered him again1 ,i do not understand you1 or ,i have never done those wicked things4 ,then1 skillfully shifting to some secondary matters1 he would soon slyly and cunningly come back to his favorite subject1 namely1 sins of licentiousness4 ,his questions were so unclean that ,i blushed and felt nauseated with disgust and shame4 ,more than once1 ,i had been to my great regret1 in the company of bad boys1 but not one of them had offended my moral nature so much as this priest had done4 ,not one of them had ever approached the shadow of the things from which that man tore the veil1 and which he placed before the eyes of my soul4 ,in vain ,i told him that ,i was not guilty of those things2 that ,i did not even understand what he asked me2 but he would not let me off4 ,like a vulture bent upon tearing the poor defenceless bird that falls into its claws1 that cruel priest seemed determined to defile and ruin my heart4 ,at last1 he asked me a question in a form of expression so bad that ,i was really pained and put beside myself4 ,i felt as if ,i had received the shock from an electric battery3 a feeling of horror made me shudder4 ,i was filled with such indignation that speaking loud enough to be heard by many1 ,i told him3 ,sir1 ,i am very wicked1 but ,i was never guilty of what you mention to me3 please don't ask me any more of those questions which will teach me more wickedness than ,i ever knew4 ,the remainder of my confession was short4 ,the stern rebuke ,i had given him had evidently made that priest blush1 if it had not frightened him4 ,he stopped short1 and gave me some very good advice which might have done me good1 if the deep wounds which his questions had inflicted upon my soul1 had not so absorbed my thoughts1 as to prevent me from giving attention to what he said4 ,he gave me a short penance and dismissed me4 ,i left the confessional irritated and confused4 ,from the shame of what ,i had just heard1 ,i dared not raise my eyes from the ground4 ,i went into a corner of the church to do my penance1 that is to recite the prayers which he had indicated to me4 ,i remained for a long time in the church4 ,i had need of a calm1 after the terrible trial through which ,i had just passed4 ,but vainly sought ,i for rest4 ,the shameful questions which had just been asked from me1 the new world of iniquity into which ,i been introduced1 the impure phantoms by which my childish head had been defiled1 confused and troubled my mind so strongly1 that ,i began to weep bitterly4 ,i left the church only when forced to do so by the shades of night1 and came back to my uncle's house1 with a feeling of shame and uneasiness1 as if ,i had done a bad action and feared lest ,i should be detected4 ,my trouble was much increased when my uncle1 jestingly1 said3 now that you have been to confess1 you will be a good boy4 ,but if you are not a better boy1 you will be a more learned one1 if your confessor has taught you what mine did when ,i confessed for the first time4 ,i blushed and remained silent4 ,my aunt said3 you must feel happy1 now that you have made your confession3 do you not8 ,i gave an evasive answer1 but could not entirely conceal the confusion which overwhelmed me4 ,i went to bed early2 but ,i could hardly sleep4 ,i thought that ,i was the only boy whom the priest had asked these polluting questions3 but great was my confusion1 the next day when on going to school1 ,i learned that my companions had not been happier than ,i had been4 ,the only difference was that1 instead of being grieved as ,i was1 they laughed at it4 ,did the priest ask you this and that1 they would demand laughing boisterously2 ,i refused to reply1 and said3 are you not ashamed to speak of these things4 ,ah6 ,ah6 how scrupulous you are3 continued they1 if it is not a sin for the priest to speak to us on these matters1 how can it be a sin for us to laugh at it4 ,i felt confounded1 not knowing what to answer4 ,but my confusion increased not a little1 when soon after1 ,i perceived that the young girls of the school had not been less polluted1 or scandalized than the boys4 ,although keeping at a sufficient distance from us to prevent us from understanding every thing they had to say on their confessional experience1 those girls were sufficiently near to let us hear many things which it would have been better for us not to know4 ,some of them seemed thoughtful1 sad and shameful3 but several laughed heartily at what they had learned in the confessional box4 ,i was very indignant against the priest2 and thought in myself1 that he was a very wicked man1 for having put to us such repelling questions4 ,but ,i was wrong4 ,that priest was honest2 he was only doing his duty1 as ,i have known since1 when studying the theologians of ,rome4 ,the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,beaubien was a real gentleman1 and if he had been free to follow the dictates of his honest conscience it is my strong conviction he would never have sullied our young hearts with such impure ideas4 ,but what has the honest conscience of a priest to do in the confessional1 except to be silent and dumb8 ,the priest of ,rome is an automaton1 tied to the feet of the ,pope by an iron chain4 ,he can move1 go right or left1 up or down2 he can think and act1 but only at the bidding of the infallible god of ,rome4 ,the priest knows the will of his modern divinity only through his approved emissaries1 embassadors and theologians4 ,with shame on my brow1 and bitter tears of regret flowing just now1 on my cheeks1 ,i confess that ,i have had myself to learn by heart those damning questions1 and put them to the young and the old2 who like me1 were fed with the diabolical doctrines of the church of ,rome1 in reference to auricular confession4 ,some time after1 some people waylaid and whipped that very same priest1 when during a very dark night he was coming back from visiting his fair young penitents the ,misses ,rs4444 ,and the next day1 the conspirators having met at the house of ,dr4 ,stephen ,tache1 to give a report of what they had done to the half secret society to which they belonged1 ,i was invited by my young friend ,louis ,casault#f to conceal myself with him1 in an adjoining room1 where we could hear every thing without being seen4 ,i find in the old manuscripts of my young year's recollections the following address of ,mr4 ,dubord4 ,mr4 ,president--,i was not among those who gave to the priest the expression of the public feelings with the eloquent voice of the whip3 but ,i wish ,i had been1 ,i would heartily have co-operated to give that so well deserved lesson to the father confessors of ,canada1 and let me give you my reasons for that4 ,my child who is hardly twelve years old1 went to confess1 as did the other girls of the village1 some time ago4 ,it was against my will4 ,i know1 by my own experience1 that of all actions1 confession is the most degrading of a person's life4 ,i can imagine nothing so well calculated to destroy forever one's self-respect1 as the modern invention of the confessional4 ,now1 what is a person without self-respect8 ,especially a woman8 ,is not all forever lost without this8 ,in the confessional every thing is corruption of the lowest grade4 ,there1 the girl's thoughts1 lips1 hearts and souls are forever polluted4 ,do ,i need to prove you this8 ,no6 for though you have given up1 long since auricular confession1 as below the dignity of man1 you have not forgotten the lessons of corruption which you have received from it4 ,those lessons have remained on your souls as the scars left by the red hot iron upon the brow of the slave to be a perpetual witness of his shame and servitude4 ,the confessional box is the place where our wives and daughters learn things which would make the most degraded woman of our cities blush6 ,why are all ,roman ,catholic nations inferior to nations belonging to ,protestanism8 only in the confessional can the solution of that problem be found4 ,and why are ,roman ,catholic nations degraded in proportion to their submission to their priests8 ,it is because the more often the individuals composing those nations go to confess1 the more rapidly they sink in the sphere of intelligence and morality4 ,a terrible example of the auricular confession depravity has just occurred in my own family4 ,as ,i have said a moment ago1 ,i was against my own daughter going to confession1 but her poor mother1 who is under the control of the priest1 earnestly wanted her to go4 ,not to have a disagreeable scene in my house1 ,i had to yield to the tears of my wife4 ,on the following day of the confession1 they believed ,i was absent1 but ,i was in my office1 with the door sufficiently opened to hear every thing which could be said by my wife and the child4 ,and the following conversation took place3 ,what makes you so thoughtful and sad my dear ,lucy1 since you went to confess8 ,it seems to me you should feel happier since you had the privilege of confessing your sins4 ,my child answered not a word1 she remained absolutely silent4 ,after two or three minutes of silence1 ,i heard the mother saying3 ,why do you weep1 my dear ,lucy8 are you sick8 ,but no answer yet from the child6 ,you may well suppose that ,i was all attention1 ,i had my secret suspicions about the dreadful mystery which had taken place4 ,my heart throbbed with uneasiness and anger4 ,after a short silence1 my wife spoke again to her child1 but with sufficient firmness to decide her to answer at last4 ,in a trembling voice1 she said3 ,oh ,i dear ,mamma1 if you knew what the priest has asked me and what he said to me when ,i confessed1 you would perhaps be sad as ,i am4 ,but what can he have said to you8 ,he is a holy man1 you must have misunderstood him1 if you think that he has said anything wrong4 ,my child threw herself in her mother's arms1 and answered with a voice half suffocated with her sobs3 ,do not ask me to tell you what the priest has said--it is so shameful that ,i can not repeat it--,his words have stuck to my heart as the leech put upon the arm of my little friend1 the other day4 ,what does that priest think of me1 for having put to me such questions8 ,my wife answered3 ,i will go to the priest and will teach him a lesson4 ,i have noticed myself that he goes too far when questioning old people1 but ,i had the hope he was more prudent with children4 ,i ask of you1 however1 never to speak of this to anybody1 especially2 let not your poor father know anything about it2 for he has little enough of religion already1 and this would leave him without any at all4 ,i could not refrain myself any longer3 ,i abruptly entered the parlor4 ,my daughter threw herself into my arms3 my wife screamed with terror1 and almost fell into a swoon4 ,i said to my child3 ,if you love me1 put your hand on my heart1 and promise never to go again to confess4 ,fear ,god1 my child1 love ,him and walk in his presence4 ,for his eyes see you everywhere4 ,remember that ,he is always ready to forgive and bless you every time you turn your heart to him4 ,never place yourself again at the feet of a priest to be defiled and degraded4 ,this my daughter promised to me4 ,when my wife had recovered from her surprise1 ,i told her4 ,madame1 it is long since the priest is everything1 and your husband nothing to you6 ,there is a hidden and terrible power which governs you1 it is the power of the priest3 this you have often denied1 but it can not be denied any longer1 the ,providence of ,god has decided1 to day1 that this power should forever be destroyed in my house1 ,i want to be the only ruler of my family3 from this moment the power of the priest over you is forever abolished4 ,whenever you go and take your heart and your secrets to the feet of the priest1 be so kind as not to come back any more into my house as my wife4 ,this is one of the thousand and thousand specimens of the peace of conscience brought to the soul through auricular confession4 ,i could give many similar instances1 if it were my intention to publish a treatise on this subject1 but as ,i only desire to write a short chapter1 ,i will adduce but one other fact to show the awful deception practised by the ,church of ,rome when she invites persons to come to confession under the pretext that peace to the soul will be the reward of their obedience4 ,let us hear the testimony of another living and unimpeachable witness about this peace of the soul1 before1 during1 and after auricular confession4 ,in her remarkable book ,personal experience of ,roman ,catholicism ,miss ,eliza ,richardson1 writes1 7,page #cd and #ce47 ,thus ,i silenced my foolish quibbling1 and went on to the test of a convert's fervour and sincerity in confession4 ,and here was assuredly a fresh source of pain and disquiet1 and one not so easily vanquished4 ,the theory had appeared1 as a whole1 fair and rational1 but the reality1 in some of its details1 was terrible6 ,divested1 for the public gaze1 of its darkest ingredients1 and dressed up1 in their theological works1 in false and meretricious pretentions to truth and purity1 it exhibited a dogma only calculated to exert a beneficial influence on mankind1 and to prove a source of morality and usefulness4 ,but oh1 as with all ideals1 how unlike was the actual6 ,here1 however1 ,i may remark1 in passing1 the effect produced upon my mind by the first sight of the older editions of the ,garden of the ,soul4 ,i remember the stumbling-block it was to me1 my sense of womanly delicacy was shocked4 ,it was a dark page in my experience1 when first ,i knelt at the feet of a mortal man to confess what should have been poured into the ear of ,god alone4 ,i cannot dwell upon this4444 ,though ,i believe my ,confessor was1 on the whole1 as guarded as his manners were kind2 at some things ,i was strangely startled1 utterly confounded4 ,the purity of mind and delicacy in which ,i had been nurtured1 had not prepared me for such an ordeal2 and my own sincerity1 and dread of committing a sacrilege1 tended to augment the painfulness of the occasion4 ,one circumstance especially ,i will recall1 which my fettered conscience persuaded me ,i was obliged to name4 ,my distress and terror1 doubtless1 made me less explicit than ,i otherwise might have been4 ,the questioning1 however1 it elicited1 and the ideas supplied by it1 outraged my feelings to such an extent1 that1 forgetting all respect for my ,confessor1 and careless1 even1 at the moment1 whether ,i received absolution or not1 ,i hastily exclaimed1 ,i cannot say a word more1 while the thought rushed into my mind1 all is true that their enemies say of them4 ,here1 however prudence dictated to my questioner to put the matter no further2 and the kind and almost respectful tone he immediately assumed1 went far towards effacing an impression so injurious4 ,on rising from my knees1 when ,i should have gladly fled to any distance rather than have encountered his gaze1 he addressed me in the most familiar manner on different subjects1 and detained me some time in talking4 ,what share ,i took in the conversation1 ,i never knew and all that ,i remember1 was my burning cheek1 and inability to raise my eyes from the ground4 ,here ,i would not be supposed to be intentionally casting a stigma upon an individual4 ,nor am ,i throwing unqualified blame upon the priesthood4 ,it is the system which is at fault1 a system which teaches that things1 even at the remembrance of which degraded humanity must blush in the presence of heaven and its angels1 should be laid open1 dwelt upon1 and exposed in detail1 to the sullied ears of a corrupt and fallen fellow-mortal who of like passions with the penitent at his feet1 is thereby exposed to temptations the most dark and dangerous4 ,but what shall we say of woman8 ,draw a veil6 ,oh purity1 modesty6 and every womanly feeling6 a veil as oblivion1 over the fearfully1 dangerous experience thou art called to pass through6 7page #cg1 and #ch47 ,ah6 there are things that cannot be recorded6 facts too startling1 and at the same time1 too delicately intricate1 to admit a public portrayal1 or meet the public gaze2 ,but the cheek can blush in secret at the true images which memory evokes1 and the oppressed mind shrinks back1 in horror1 from the dark shadows which have saddened and overwhelmed it4 ,i appeal to converts1 to converts of the gentler sex1 and ask them1 fearlessly ask them1 what was the first impression made on your minds and feelings by the confessional8 ,i do not ask how subsequent familiarization has weakened the effects3 but when acquaintance was first made with it1 how were you affected by it8 ,i ask not the impure1 the already defiled1 for to such1 it is sadly susceptible of being made a darker source of guilt and shame2--but ,i appeal to the pure minded and delicate1 the pure in heart and sentiment4 ,was not your first impression one of inexpressible dread and bewilderment1 followed by a sense of humiliation and degradation1 not easily to be defined or supported8 7page #ci47 ,the memory of that time 7first auricular confession7 will ever be painful and abhorent to me2 though subsequent experience has thrown1 even that1 far into the back ground4 ,it was my initiatory lesson upon subjects which ought never to enter the imagination of girlhood3 my introduction into a region which should never be approached by the guileless and the pure4 7page #fa7 ,one or two individuals 7,roman ,catholic7 soon formed a close intimacy with me1 and discoursed with a freedom and plainness ,i had never1 before encountered4 ,my acquaintances1 however1 had been brought up in convents1 or familiar with them for years1 and ,i could not gainsay their statement4 ,i was reluctant to believe more than ,i had experienced the proof1 however1 was destined to come in no dubious shape at a no distant day4444 ,a dark and sullied page of experience was fast opening upon me2 but so unaccustomed was the eye which scanned it1 that ,i could not at all1 at once1 believe in its truth6 ,and it was of hypocrisy so hateful1 of sacrilege so terrible1 and abuse so gross of all things pure and holy1 and in the person of one bound by his vows1 his position1 and every law of his church1 as well as of ,god1 to set a high example1 that1 for a time1 all confidence in the very existence of sincerity and goodness was in danger of being shaken1 sacraments1 deemed the most sacred1 were profaned2 vows disregarded1 vaunted secrecy of the confessional covertly infringed1 and its sanctity abused to an unhallowed purpose2 while even private visitation was converted into a channel for temptation1 and made the occasion of unholy freedom of words and manner4 ,so ran the account of evil and a dire account it was4 ,by it1 all serious thoughts of religion were well nigh extinguished4 ,the influence was fearful and polluting1 the whirl of excitement inexpressible3 ,i cannot enter into minute particulars here1 every sense of feminine delicacy and womanly feeling shrink from such a task4 ,this much1 however1 ,i can say that ,i1 in conjunction with two other young friends1 took a journey to a confessor1 an inmate of a religious house1 who lived at some distance1 to lay the affair before him2 thinking that he would take some remedial measures adequate to the urgency of the case4 ,he heard our united statements1 expressed great indignation1 and1 at once1 commended us each to write and detail the circumstances of the case to the ,bishop of the district4 ,this we did2 but of course1 never heard the result4 ,the reminiscences of these dreary and wretched months seem now like some hideous and guilty dream4 ,it was actual familiarization with unholiest things6 7page #fc47 ,the romish religion teaches that if you omit to name anything in confession1 however repugnant or revolting to purity1 which you even doubt having committed1 your subsequent confessions are thus rendered null and sacrilegious2 while it also inculcates that sins of thought should be confessed in order that the confessor may judge of their mortal or venial character4 ,what sort of a chain this links around the strictly conscientious ,i would attempt to portray1 if ,i could4 ,but it must have been worn to understand its torturing character6 ,suffice it to say that1 for months past1 according to this standard1 ,i had not made a good confession at all6 ,and now1 filled with remorse for my past sacrilegious sinfulness1 ,i resolved on making a new general confession to the religieux alluded to4 ,but this confessor's scrupulosity exceeded everything ,i had1 hitherto1 encountered4 ,he told me some things were mortal sins1 which ,i had never before imagined could be such3 and thus threw so many fetters around my conscience1 that a host of anxieties for my first general confession was awakened within me4 ,i had no resource then1 but to re-make that1 and thus ,i afresh entered on the bitter path ,i had deemed ,i should never have occasion again to tread4 ,but if my first confession had lacerated my feelings1 what was it to this one8 ,words have no power1 language has no expression to characterise the emotion that marked it6 ,the difficulty ,i felt in making a full and explicit avowal all that distressed me1 furnished my confessor with a plea for his assistance in the questioning department1 and fain would ,i conceal much of what passed then1 as a foul blot on my memory4 ,i soon found that he made mortal sins of what my first confessor had professed to treat but lightly1 and he did not scruple to say that ,i had never yet made a good confession at all4 ,my ideas therefore became more complicated and confused as ,i proceeded1 until1 at length1 ,i began to feel doubtful of ever accomplishing my task in any degree satisfactorily3 and my mind and memory were positively racked to recall every iota of every kind1 real or imaginary1 that might1 if omitted1 hereafter be occasion of uneasiness4 ,things heretofore held comparatively trifling were recounted1 and pronounced damnable sins3 and as1 day after day1 ,i knelt at the feet of that man1 answering questions and listening to admonitions calculated to bow my very soul to the dust1 ,i felt as though ,i should hardly be able to raise my head again6 7page #fc47 ,this is the peace which flows from auricular confession4 ,i solemnly declare that except in a few cases1 in which the confidence of the penitents is bordering on idiocy1 or in which they have been transformed into immoral brutes1 nine-tenths of the multitudes who go to confess1 are obliged to recount some such desolate narrative as that of ,miss ,richardson1 when they are sufficiently honest to say the truth4 ,the most fanatical apostles of auricular confession cannot deny that the examination of conscience1 which must precede confession1 is a most difficult task2 a task which1 instead of filling the mind with peace1 fills it with anxiety and serious fears4 ,is it then only after confession that they promise such peace8 ,but they know very well that this promise is also a cruel deception 444 for to make a good confession1 the penitent has to relate not only all his bad actions1 but all his bad thoughts and desires1 their number1 and various aggravating circumstances4 ,but have they found a single one of their penitents who was certain to have remembered all the thoughts1 the desires1 all the criminal aspirations of the poor sinful heart8 ,they are well aware that to count the thoughts of the mind for days and weeks gone by1 and to narrate those thoughts accurately at a subsequent period1 are just as easy as to weigh and count the clouds which have passed over the sun1 in a three days storm1 a month after that storm is over4 ,it is simply impossible1 absurd6 ,this has never been1 this will never be done4 ,but there is no possible peace so long as the penitent is not sure that he has remembered1 counted and confessed every past sinful thought1 word and deed4 ,it is then impossible1 yes6 it is morally and physically impossible for a soul to find peace through auricular confession4 ,if the law which says to every sinner3 ,you are bound1 under pain of eternal damnation1 to remember all your bad thoughts and confess them to the best of your memory1 were not so evidently a satanic invention1 it ought to be put among the most infamous ideas which have ever come out from the brain of fallen man4 ,for1 who can remember and count the thoughts of a week1 of a day1 nay1 of an hour of his sinful life8 ,where is the traveller who has crossed the swampy forests of ,america1 in the three months of a warm summer1 who could tell the number of musquitoes which have bitten him and drawn the blood from the veins8 ,what should that traveller think of the man who1 seriously1 would tell him3 ,you must prepare yourself to die1 if you do not tell me1 to the best of your memory1 how many times you have been bitten by the musquitoes1 the last three summer months1 when you crossed the swampy lands along the shores of the ,mississippi and ,missouri ,rivers8 ,would he not suspect that his merciless inquirer had just escaped from a lunatic asylum8 ,but it would be much more easy for that traveller to say how many times he has suffered from the bitings of the musquitoes1 than for the poor sinner to count the bad thoughts which have passed through his sinful heart1 through any period of his life4 ,though the penitent is told that he must confess his thoughts only according to his best recollection1--he will never1 never know if he has done his best efforts to remember everything3 he will constantly fear lest he has not done his best to count and confess them correctly4 ,every honest priest will at once admit that his most intelligent and pious penitents1 particularly among women1 are constantly tortured by the fear of having omitted to disclose some sinful deeds or thoughts4 ,many of them1 after having already made several general confessions1 are constantly urged by the pricking of their conscience1 to begin afresh1 in the fear that their first confessions had some serious defects4 ,those past confessions1 instead of being a source of spiritual joy and peace1 are1 on the contrary1 like1 so many ,damocles' swords1 day and night suspended over their heads1 filling their souls with the terrors of an eternal death6 ,sometimes the terror-stricken consciences of those honest and pious women tell them that they were not sufficiently contrite2 at another time1 they reproach them for not having spoken sufficiently plain on some things fitter to make them blush4 ,on many occasions1 too1 it has happened that sins which one confessor had declared to as venial1 and which had long ceased to be confessed1 another more scrupulous than the first would declare to be damnable4 ,every confessor thus knows perfectly well that he proffers what is flagrantly false every time he dismisses his penitents1 after confession1 with the salutation3--,go in peace1 thy sins are forgiven thee4 ,but it is a mistake to say that the soul does not find peace in auricular confession3 in many cases1 peace is found4 ,and if the reader desires to learn something of that peace1 let him go to the grave-yard1 open the tombs1 and peep into the sepulchres4 ,what awful silence6 ,what profound quiet6 ,what terrible and frightful peace6 ,you hear not even the motion of the worms that creep in1 and the worms that creep out1 as they feast upon the dead carcase6 ,such is the peace of the confessional6 ,the soul1 the intelligence1 the honor1 the self-respect1 the conscience1 are there sacrificed4 ,there they must die6 ,yes1 the confessional is a veritable tomb of human conscience1 a sepulchre of human honesty1 dignity and liberty2 the grave-yard of human soul6 ,by its means1 man1 whom ,god hath made in his own image1 is converted into the likeness of the beast that perishes2 woman1 created by ,god to be the glory and help-mate of man1 is transformed into the vile and trembling slave of the priest4 ,in the confessional1 man and woman attain to the highest degree of popish perfection3 they become as dry sticks1 as dead branches1 as silent corpses1 in the hands of their confessors4 ,their spirits are destroyed1 their consciences are stiff1 their souls are ruined4 ,this is the supreme and perfect result achieved1 in its highest victories1 by the ,church of ,rome4 ,there is1 verily1 peace to be found in auricular confession--yes1 but it is the peace of the grave6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,,the ,,dogma ,,of ,,auricular ,,confession ,a ,,sacrilegious ,,imposture4 99 99 99 99 99 ,both ,roman ,catholics and ,protestants have fallen into very strange errors in reference to the words of ,christ3 ,whose soever sins ye remit1 they are remitted unto them2 and whose soever sins ye retain1 they are retained4 7,st4 ,john xx4 #bc47 ,the first have seen in this text the inalienable attributes of ,god of forgiving and retaining sins transferred to sinful men2 the second have most unwisely granted their position1 even while attempting to refute their errors4 ,a little more attention to the translation of the #crd and #fth verses of chapter xiii4 of ,leviticus by the ,septuagint would have prevented the former from falling into their sacrilegious errors1 and would have saved the latter from wasting so much time in refuting errors which refute themselves4 ,every one knows that the ,septuagint ,bible was the ,bible that was generally read and used by ,jesus ,christ and the ,hebrew people1 in our ,saviour's days4 ,its language was evidently the one spoken by ,christ and understood by his hearers4 ,when addressing his apostles and disciples on their duties towards the spiritual lepers to whom they were to preach the ways of salvation1 ,christ constantly followed the very expression of the ,septuagint4 ,it was the foundation of his doctrine and the testimonial of his divine mission to which he constantly appealed3 the book which was the greatest treasure of the nation4 ,from the beginning to the end of the ,old and the ,new ,testament1 the bodily leprosy1 with which the ,jewish priest had to deal1 is presented as the figure of the spiritual leprosy1 sin1 the penalty of which our ,saviour had taken upon himself1 that we might be saved by his death4 ,that spiritual leprosy was the very thing for the cleansing of which he had come to this world--for which he lived1 suffered and died4 ,yes6 the bodily leprosy with which the priests of the ,jews had to deal1 was the figure of the sins which ,christ was to take away by shedding his blood1 and with which his apostles were to deal till the end of the world4 ,when speaking of the duties of the ,hebrew priests towards the leper1 our modern translations say3 7,lev4 xiii4 v4 #f47 ,they will pronounce him clean or 7v4 #c;d47 ,they will pronounce him unclean4 ,but this action of the priests was expressed in a very different way by the ,septuagint ,bible1 used by ,christ and the people of his time4 ,instead of saying1 ,the priest shall pronounce the leper clean1 as we read in our ,bible1 the ,septuagint version says1 ,the priest shall clean 7katharei17 or shall unclean 7mianei17 the leper4 ,no one had ever been so foolish1 among the ,jews1 as to believe that because their ,bible said clean1 7katharei7 their priests had the miraculous and supernatural power of taking away and curing the leprosy3 and we nowhere see that the ,jewish priests ever had the audacity to try to persuade the people that they had ever received any supernatural and divine power to cleanse the leprosy1 because their ,god through the ,bible1 had said of them3 ,they will cleanse the leper4 ,both priest and people were sufficiently intelligent and honest to understand and acknowledge that by that expression1 if was only meant that the priests had the legal right to see if the leprosy was gone or not1 they had only to look at certain marks indicated by ,god ,himself1 through ,moses1 to know whether1 or not1 ,god had cured the leper before he presented himself to his priest4 ,the leper1 cured by the mercy and power of ,god alone1 before presenting himself to the priest1 was only declared to be clean by that priest4 ,thus the priest was said1 by the ,bible1 to clean the leper1 or the leprosy2--and1 in the opposite case1 to unclean4 7,septuagint1 ,leviticus xiii4 v4 #c4 #f47 ,now1 let us put what ,god has said1 through ,moses1 to the priests of the old law1 in reference to the bodily leprosy1 face to face with what ,god has said1 through his ,son ,jesus1 to his apostles and his whole church1 in reference to the spiritual leprosy from which ,christ has delivered us on the cross4 ,septuagint ,bible1 ,levit4 xiii4 ,new ,testament1 ,john xx41 #bc4 ,and the ,priest shall look on the ,whose soever sins ye remit1 they plague1 in the skin of the flesh1 are remitted unto them2 and whose and when the hair in the plague is soever sins ye retain1 they are turned white1 and the plague in retained4 sight be deeper than the skin of his flesh1 it is a plague of leprosy3 and the priest shall look on him and ,,unclean ,,him 7mianei74 ,and the ,priest shall look on him again the seventh day1 and if the plague is somewhat dark and does not spread on the skin1 the ,priest shall ,,clean ,,him 7katharei73 and he shall wash his clothes and ,,be ,,clean1 7katharos47 ,the analogy of the diseases with which the ,hebrew priests and the disciples of ,christ had to deal1 is striking3 so the analogy of the expressions prescribing their respective duties is also striking4 ,when ,god said to the priests of the ,old ,law1 ,you shall clean the leper1 and he shall be cleaned1 or1 you shall unclean the leper1 and he shall be uncleaned1 ,he only gave the legal power to see if there were any signs or indications by which they could say that ,god had cured the leper before he presented himself to the priest4 ,so1 when ,christ said to his apostles and his whole church1 ,whose soever sins ye shall forgive1 shall be forgiven unto them1 ,he only repeated what ,moses had said in an analagous case3 ,he only gave them the authority to say when the spiritual lepers1 the sinners1 had reconciled themselves to ,god1 and received their pardon from ,him and ,him alone1 previous to their coming to the apostles4 ,it is true that the priests of the ,old ,law had regulations from ,god1 through ,moses1 which they had to follow1 by which they could see and say whether1 or not1 the leprosy was gone4 ,if the plague spread not on the skin 444 the priest shall clean him 444 but if the priest see that the scab spread on the skin1 it is leprosy3 he shall unclean him4 7,septuagint1 ,levit4 xiii4 #c4 #f47 ,so ,christ had given to his apostles and his whole church equally1 infallible rules and marks to determine whether1 or not1 the spiritual leprosy was gone1 that they might clean the leper and tell him1 ,i clean thee1 ,i forgive thy sins1 or or ,i unclean thee4 ,i retain thy sins4 ,i would have1 indeed1 many passages of the ,old and ,new ,testaments to copy1 were it my intention to reproduce all the marks given by ,god ,himself1 through his prophets1 or by ,christ and apostles1 that ,his ambassadors might know when they should say to the sinner that he was delivered from his iniquities4 ,i will give only a few4 ,first3 ,and he said unto them1 go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature3 ,he that believeth and is baptised1 shall be saved3 but he that believeth not shall be damned4 7,mark xvi4 #ae1 #af47 ,what a strange want of memory in the ,saviour of the world6 ,he has entirely forgotten that ,auricular ,confession1 besides ,faith and ,baptism are necessary to be saved6 ,to those who believe and are baptised1 the apostles and the church are authorised by ,christ to say3 ,you are saved6 your sins are forgiven6 ,i clean you6 ,second3 ,and when ye come into an house1 salute it4 ,and if the house be worthy1 let your peace come upon it3 but if it be not worthy1 let your peace return to you4 ,and whose soever shall not receive you1 nor hear your words1 when ye depart out of that house or city1 shake off the dust of your feet4 ,verily1 verily ,i say unto you1 it shall be more tolerable for the land of ,sodom and ,gomorrha1 in the day of ,judgment1 than for that city4 7,math x4 #ab-ae47 ,here again the ,great ,physician tells his disciples when the leprosy will be gone1 the sins forgiven1 the soul purified4 ,it is when the lepers1 the sinners1 will have welcomed his messengers1 heard and received their message4 ,not a word about auricular confession3 this great panacea of the ,pope's was evidently ignored by ,christ4 ,third3 ,if ye forgive men their trespasses1 your heavenly ,father will also forgive you--,but if ye forgive not men their trespasses1 neither will your ,father forgive your trespasses4 7,math vi4 #ad1 #ae47 ,was it possible to give a more striking and simple rule to the ,apostles and the ,disciples that they might know when they could say to a sinner3 ,thy sins are forgiven6 or1 ,thy sins are retained8 ,here the double keys of heaven are most solemnly and publicly given to every child of ,adam6 ,as sure as there is a ,god in heaven and that ,jesus died to save sinners1 so it is sure that if one forgives the trespasses of his neighbor for the dear ,saviour's sake1 his own sins have been forgiven6 ,to the end of the world1 then1 let the disciples of ,christ say to the sinner1 ,thy sins are forgiven1 not because you have confessed your sins to me1 but for ,christ's sake2 the evidence of which is that you have forgiven those who had offended you4 ,fourth3 ,and behold1 a certain one stood up and tempted him1 saying3 ,master1 what shall ,i do to inherit eternal life8 ,he said unto him3 ,what is written in the law8 how readest thou8 ,and he1 answering1 said3 ,thou shalt love the ,lord thy ,god with all thy heart1 and with all thy soul1 and with all thy strength1 and with all thy mind1 and thy neighbor as thyself4 ,and ,he said unto him1 thou hast answered right2 this do and thou shalt live4 7,luke x4 #be-bh47 ,what a fine opportunity for the ,saviour to speak of auricular confession as a means given by him to be saved6 ,but here again1 ,christ forgets that marvellous medicine of the ,popes4 ,jesus1 speaking absolutely1 like the ,protestants1 bids his messengers to proclaim pardon1 forgiveness of sins1 not to those who confess their sins to a man1 but to those who love ,god and their neighbor4 ,and so will his true disciples and messengers do to the end of the world6 ,fifth3 ,and when he 7the prodigal son7 came to himself1 he said3 444 ,i will arise and go to my father and ,i will say unto him1 ,father1 ,i have sinned against ,heaven and before thee3 and ,i am not worthy to be called thy son3 make me as one of thy hired servants4 ,and he arose and came to his father4 ,but when he was yet a great way off1 his father saw him and had compassion and ran2 and he fell on his neck and kissed him4 ,and the son said1 ,father1 ,i have sinned against heaven and in thy sight1 and am not worthy to be called thy son4 ,but the father said to his servants3 ,bring forth his best robe1 and put it on him3 put a ring on his hand and shoes on his feet1 and bring hither the fat calf4 ,for this my son was dead1 and he is alive again1 he was lost and he is found4 7,luke xv1 #ag-bd47 ,apostles and disciples of ,christ1 wherever you will hear1 on this land of sin and misery1 the cry of the ,prodigal ,son3 ,i will arise and go to my ,father every time you see him1 not at your feet1 but at the feet of his true ,father1 crying3 ,father ,i have sinned against thee1 unite your hymns of joy to the joyful songs of the angels of ,god2 repeat into the ears of that redeemed sinner the sentence just fallen from the lips of the ,lamb1 whose blood cleanses us from all our sins2 say to him1 ,thy sins are forgiven4 ,sixth3 ,come unto me all ye who labour1 and are heavy-laden1 and ,i will give you rest4 ,take my yoke upon you1 and learn of me1 for ,i am meek and lowly in heart1 and ye shall find rest unto your souls2 for my yoke is easy and my burden is light4 7,math4 xi1 #bh-cj47 ,though these words were pronounced more than #ahjj years ago1 they were pronounced this very morning2 they come at every hour of day and night from the lips and the heart of ,christ to every one of us sinners4 ,it is just now that ,jesus says to every sinner1 ,come to me and ,i will give ye rest4 ,christ has never said and he will never say to any sinner3 ,go to my priests and they will give you rest6 ,but he has said1 ,come to me and ,i will give you rest4 ,let the apostles and disciples of the ,saviour1 then1 proclaim peace1 pardon1 rest1 not to the sinners who come to confess to them all their most secretly sinful thoughts1 desires1 or actions1 but to those who go to ,christ and ,him alone1 for peace1 pardon and rest4 ,for ,come to me1 from ,jesus lips1 has never meant1 it will never mean1 ,go and confess to the priests4 ,christ would never have said3 ,my yoke is easy and my burden light if he had instituted auricular confession4 ,for the world has never seen a yoke so heavy1 humiliating and degrading as auricular confession4 ,seventh3 ,as ,moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness1 even so must the ,son of man be lifted up2 that who soever believeth in him should not perish1 but have eternal life4 7,john iii4 #ad47 ,did ,almighty ,god require any auricular confession in the wilderness1 from the sinners1 when ,he ordered ,moses to lift up the serpent8 ,no6 ,neither did ,christ speak of auricular confession as a condition of salvation to those who look to ,him when ,he dies on the ,cross to pay their debts4 ,a free pardon was offered to the ,israelites who looked to the uplifted serpent4 ,a free pardon is offered by ,christ crucified to all those who look to ,him with faith1 repentance and love4 ,to such sinners the ministers of ,christ1 to the end of the world1 are authorised to say3 ,your sins are forgiven--we clean your leprosy4 ,eighth3 ,for ,god so loved the world1 that ,he gave ,his only begotten ,son1 that whosoever believeth in him should not perish1 but have eternal life4 ,for ,god sent not ,his ,son to condemn the world1 but that the world1 through him1 might be saved4 ,he that believeth in him is not condemned3 but he that believeth not1 is condemned already1 because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten ,son of ,god4 ,and this is the condemnation1 that light is come into the world and man loved darkness rather than light1 because their deeds were evil4 ,for every one that doeth evil1 hateth the light1 neither cometh to the light1 lest his deeds should be reproved4 ,but he that doeth truth1 cometh to the light1 that his deeds may be manifest1 that they are wrought in ,god4 7,john iii1 #af-ba47 ,in the religion of ,rome1 it is only through auricular confession that the sinner can be reconciled to ,god2 it is only after he has heard a most detailed confession of all the thoughts1 desires and actions of the guilty one that he can tell him3 ,thy sins are forgiven4 ,but in the religion of the ,gospel1 the reconciliation of the sinner with his ,god is absolutely and entirely the work of ,christ4 ,that marvellous forgiveness is a free gift offered not for any outward act of the sinner3 nothing is required from him but faith1 repentance and love4 ,these are marks by which the leprosy is known to be cured and the sins forgiven4 ,to all those who have these marks1 the ambassadors of ,christ are authorized to say1 ,your sins are forgiven1 we clean you4 ,ninth3 ,the publican1 standing afar off1 would not lift up so much as his eyes to heaven1 but smote upon his breast1 saying3 ,god6 be merciful to me a sinner6 ,i tell you1 this man went down to his house1 justified4 7,luke xviii #ac1 #ad474 ,yes6 justified6 and without auricular confession6 ,ministers and disciples of ,christ1 when you see the repenting sinner smiting his breast and crying3 ,oh1 ,god6 have mercy upon me a sinner6 shut your ears to the deceptive words of ,rome who tells you to force that redeemed sinner to make to you a special confession of all his sins1 to get his pardon4 ,but go to him and deliver the message of love1 peace and mercy1 which you received from ,christ3 ,thy sins are forgiven6 ,i clean thee6 ,tenth3 ,and one of the malefactors which were hanged1 railed on him1 saying3 ,if thou be ,christ1 save thyself and us4 ,but the other1 answering1 rebuked him1 saying3 ,doest not thou fear ,god1 seeing thou art in the same condemnation8 and we indeed justly1 but this man hath done nothing amiss4 ,and he said unto ,jesus3 ,remember me1 when thou art in thy ,kingdom4 ,and ,jesus said unto him3 ,verily1 ,i say ,unto thee3 to-day1 shalt thou be with me in ,paradise4 7,luke xxii1 #ci-dc47 ,yes1 in the ,paradise or ,kingdom of ,christ without auricular confession6 ,from ,calvary1 when his hands are nailed to the cross1 and his blood is poured out1 ,christ even then protests against the great imposture of auricular confession4 ,jesus will be to the end of the world what he was there on the cross3 the sinner's friend2 always ready to hear and pardon those who invoke his name and trust in him4 ,disciples of the gospel1 wherever you hear the cry of the repenting sinner to the crucified ,saviour3 ,remember me when thou comest to thy ,kingdom1 go and give the assurance to that penitent and redeemed child of ,adam that his sins are forgiven--clean the leper4 ,eleventh3 ,let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts3 and let him return to the ,lord2 and he will have mercy upon him and to our ,god1 for ,he will abundantly pardon4 7,isa4 lv4 #g4 #h47 ,wash you1 and make you clean1 put away the evils of your doings from before mine eyes3 cease to do evil1 learn to do well2 seek judgment1 relieve the oppressed2 judge the fatherless1 plead for the widow4 ,come now1 and let us reason together1 saith the ,lord3 though your sins be as scarlet1 they will be as white as snow2 though they be red like crimson1 they shall be as wool4 7,isa4 i1 #af-ah47 ,here are the landmarks of the mercy of ,god1 put by his own almighty hands6 ,who will dare to remove them in order to put others in their place8 ,has ever ,christ touched those landmarks8 ,has he ever intimated that anything but faith1 repentance and love1 with their blessed fruits1 were required from the sinners to secure his pardon8 ,no--never4 ,have the prophets of the ,old ,testament or the apostles of the ,new ever said a word about auricular confession as a condition for pardon8 ,no--never4 ,what does ,david say8 ,i confess my sins unto thee1 and mine iniquity have ,i not hid4 ,i said1 ,i will confess my transgression unto the ,lord1 and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin4 7,psalm xxxii1 #e47 ,what does the ,apostle ,john say8 ,if we say that we have fellowship with ,him1 and walk in darkness1 we lie1 and do not the truth4 ,but if we walk in the light1 as he is in the light1 we have fellowship with one another1 and the blood of ,jesus ,christ ,his son cleanseth us from sin2 ,if we say that we have no sin1 we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us4 ,if we confess our sins1 ,he is faithful and just to forgive our sins and to ,,cleanse us from all unrighteousness4 7i4 ,john i1 #f-i47 ,this is the language of the prophets and apostles4 ,this is the language of the ,old and the ,new ,testament4 ,it is to ,god and ,him alone that the sinner is requested to confess his sins4 ,it is from ,god and ,him alone that he can expect his pardon4 ,the apostle ,paul writes fifteen epistles1 in which he speaks of all the duties imposed upon human conscience by the laws of ,god and the prescriptions of the ,gospel of ,christ4 ,a thousand times he speaks to sinners and tells them how they may be reconciled to ,god4 ,but does he say a word about auricular confession8 ,no1 not one6 ,the apostles ,peter1 ,john1 ,jude address six letters to the different churches--in which they state with the greatest detail what the different classes of ,christians have to do4 ,but again1 not a single word comes from them about auricular confession4 ,st4 ,james says1 confess your faults one to another4 ,but this is so evidently the repetition of what the ,saviour had said about the way of reconciliation between those who had offended one another1 and it is so far from the dogma of a secret confession to the priest1 that the most zealous supporters of auricular confession have not dared to mention that text in favour of their modern invention4 ,but if we look in vain in the ,old and ,new ,testament for a word in favour of auricular confession as a dogma1 will it be possible to find that dogma in the records of the first thousand years of ,christianity8 ,no6 for the more one studies the records of the ,christian church during the first ten centuries1 the more he will be convinced that auricular confession is a miserable imposture1 of the darkest days of the world and the church4 ,we have the life of ,paul1 the hermit1 of the third century1 by one of the early fathers of the church4 ,but not a word is said in it of his confessing his sins to any one1 though a thousand things are said of him which are of a far less interesting character4 ,so it is with the life of ,st4 ,mary1 the ,egyptian4 ,the minute history of her life1 her public scandals1 her conversion1 long prayers and fastings in solitude1 the detailed history of her last days and of her death1 all these we have2 but not a single word is said of her confessing to any one4 ,it is evident that she lived and died without ever having thought of going to confess4 ,the deacon ,pontius wrote also the life ,st4 ,cyprien1 who lived in the third century2 but he does not say a word of his ever having gone to confession1 or having heard the confession of any one4 ,more than that1 we learn from this reliable historian that ,cyprien was excommunicated by the ,pope of ,rome1 called ,stephen1 and that he died without having ever asked from any one absolution from that excommunication2 a thing which has not seemingly prevented him from going to ,heaven1 since the infallible ,popes of ,rome1 who succeeded ,stephen1 have assured us that he is a saint4 ,gregory of ,nyssa has given us the life of ,st4 ,gregory of ,neo-,caesarea1 of the #crd century1 and of ,st4 ,basil1 of the #dth century4 ,but neither speak of their having gone to confess1 or having heard the confession of any one4 ,it is thus evident that those two great and good men1 with all the ,christians of their times1 lived and died without ever knowing any thing about the dogma of auricular confession4 ,we have the interesting life of ,st ,ambrose1 of the #dth century1 by ,paulinus2 and from that book it is as evident as two and two make four1 that ,st4 ,ambrose never went to confess4 ,the history of ,st ,martin of ,tours1 of the #dth century by ,severus ,sulpicius of the #eth century1 is another monument left by antiquity to prove that there was no dogma of auricular confession in those days2 for ,st4 ,martin has evidently lived and died without ever going to confess4 ,pallas and ,theodoret have left us the history of the life1 sufferings and death of ,st4 ,chrysostom1 bishop of ,constantinople1 who died at the beginning of the #eth century1 and both are absolutely mute about that dogma4 ,no fact is more evident1 by what they say1 than that holy and eloquent bishop lived and died also without ever thinking of going to confess4 ,no man has ever more perfectly entered into the details of a ,christian life1 when writing on that subject1 than the learned and eloquent ,st ,jerome1 of the #eth century4 ,a great number of his admirable letters are written to the priests of his day1 or to some ,christian ladies and virgins1 who had requested him to give them some good advices about the best way to lead a ,christian life4 ,his letters1 which form five volumes1 are most interesting monuments of the manners1 habits1 views1 morality1 practical and dogmatical faith of the first centuries of the church2 and they are a most unanswerable evidence that auricular confession1 as a dogma1 had then no existence1 and is quite a modern invention4 ,would it be possible that ,jerome could have forgotten to give some advices or rules about auricular confession1 to the priests of his time who asked his counsel about the best way to fulfil their ministerial duties1 if it had been one of their duties to hear the confessions of the people8 ,but we challenge the most devoted modern priest of ,rome to find a single line in all the letters of ,st ,jerome in favour of auricular confession4 ,in his admirable letter to the priest ,nepotianus1 on the life of priests1 vol4 ,,ii1 p4 #bjc1 when speaking of the relations of priests with women1 he says3 ,solus cum sola1 secreto et absque arbitrio vel teste1 non sedeas4 ,si familiarus est aliquid loquendum1 habet nutricem majorem domus1 virginem1 viduam1 vel maritatam2 non est tam inhumana ut nullum praeter te habeat cui se audeat credere4 ,never sit in secret1 alone1 in a retired place1 with a female who is alone with you4 ,if she has any particular thing to tell you1 let her take the female attendant of the house1 a young girl1 a widow1 or a married woman4 ,she can not be so ignorant of the rules of human life as to expect to have you as the only one to whom she can trust those things4 ,it would be easy to cite a great number of other remarkable passages where ,jerome shows himself the most determined and implacable opponent of those secret tete-a-tete between a priest and a female1 which1 under the plausible pretext of mutual advice and spiritual consolation1 are generally nothing but bottomless pits of infamy and perdition for both4 ,but this is enough4 ,we have also the admirable life of ,st4 ,paulina1 written by ,st4 ,jerome4 ,and though in it he gives us every imaginable detail of her life when young1 married and widow1 though he tells us even how her bed was composed of the simplest and rudest materials1 he has not a word about her ever having gone to confess4 ,jerome speaks of the acquaintances of ,st4 ,paulina and gives their names2 he enters into the minutest details of her long voyages1 her charities1 her foundations of monasteries for men and women1 her temptations1 human frailties1 heroic virtues1 her macerations and her holy death3 but he has not a word to say about the frequent or rare auricular confessions of ,st4 ,paulina2 not a word about her wisdom in the choice of a prudent and holy 787 confessor4 ,he tells us that after her death1 her body was carried to her grave on the shoulders of bishops and priests1 as a token of their profound respect for the saint4 ,but he never says that any of those priests sat there in a dark corner with her1 and forced her to reveal to their ears the secret history of all the thoughts1 desires1 and human frailties of her long and eventful life4 ,jerome is an unimpeachable witness that his saintly and noble friend ,st4 ,paulina lived and died without having ever thought of going to confess4 ,possidius has left us the interesting life of ,st4 ,augustine1 of the fifth century2 and again it is in vain that we look for the place or the time when that celebrated bishop of ,hippo went to confess1 or heard the secret confessions of his people4 ,more than that1 ,st4 ,augustine has written a most admirable book1 called3 ,confessions1 in which he gives us the history of his life4 ,with that marvellous book in hand1 we follow him1 step by step1 wherever he goes2 we are the witnesses of what he does and thinks2 we attend with him those celebrated schools1 where his faith and morality were so sadly wrecked2 he takes us with him into the garden where1 wavering between heaven and hell1 bathed in tears1 he goes under the fig-tree and cries1 ,oh ,lord6 how long will ,i remain in my iniquities6 ,our soul thrills with emotions1 with his soul1 when we hear1 with him1 the sweet and mysterious voice3 ,tolle6 lege6 take and read4 ,we run with him to the places where he had left his gospel book2 with a trembling hand1 we open it1 and we read3 ,let us walk honestly as in the day 444 put ye on the ,lord ,jesus ,christ444 7,rom4 xiii1 #ac1 #ad47 ,that incomparable book of ,augustine makes us weep and shout with joy with him2 it initiates us into all1 his most secret actions1 to all his sorrows1 anxieties and joys1 it reveals and unvails his whole life4 ,it tells us where he goes1 with whom he sins1 and with whom he praises ,god2 it makes us pray1 sing and bless the ,lord with him4 ,is it possible that ,augustine could have been to confess without telling us when1 where and to whom he made confession8 ,could he have received the absolution and pardon of his sins from his confessor1 without making us partakers of his joys1 and requesting us to bless that confessor with him4 ,but1 it is in vain that you look in that book for a single word about auricular confession4 ,that book is an unimpeachable witness that neither ,augustine nor his saintly mother ,monica1 whom it mentions so often1 lived and died without ever having been to confess4 ,that book may be called the most crushing evidence to prove that1 the dogma of auricular confession is a modern imposture4 ,from the beginning to the end of that book1 we see that ,augustine believed and said that ,god alone could forgive the sins of men1 and that it was to ,him alone that men had to confess in order to be pardoned4 ,if he writes his confession1 it is only that the world might know how ,god had been merciful to him1 and that they might help him to praise and bless the merciful ,heavenly ,father4 ,in the tenth book of his ,confessions1 chapter ,,iii1 ,augustine protests against the idea that men could do anything to cure the spiritual leper1 or forgive the sins of their fellow-men2 here is his eloquent protest3 ,quid mihi ergo est cum hominibus ut audiant confessiones meas1 quasi ipsi sanaturi sint languores meas8 ,curiosum genus ad cognoscendam vitam alienam2 desidiosum ad corrigendam4 ,what have ,i to do with men that ,i might be obliged to confess my sins to them1 as if they were able to heal my infirmities8 ,oh ,lord6 that human race is very fond of knowing the sins of their neighbors2 but they are very neglectful in correcting their own lies4 ,before ,augustine had built up that sublime and imperishable monument against auricular confession1 ,st4 ,john ,chrysostom had raised his eloquent voice against it1 in his homily on the #ejth ,psalm1 where1 speaking in the name of the ,church1 he said3 ,we do not request you to go to confess your sins to any of your fellow-men1 but only to ,god6 ,nestorius1 of the #dth century1 the predecessor of ,john ,chrysostom1 had1 by a public defense1 which the best ,roman ,catholic historians have had to acknowledge1 solemnly forbidden the practice of auricular confession4 ,for1 just as there has always been thieves1 drunkards and malefactors in the world1 so there has always been men and women who1 under the pretext of opening their minds to each other for mutual comfort and edification1 were giving themselves to every kind of iniquity and lust4 ,the celebrated ,chrysostom was only giving the sanction of his authority to what his predecessor had done when1 thundering against the newly born monster1 he said to the ,christians of his time1 ,we do not ask you to go and confess your iniquities to a sinful man for pardon--but only to ,god4 7,homily on #ejth ,psalm47 ,auricular confession originated with the early heretics1 especially with ,marcion4 ,bellarmin speaks of it as something to be practiced4 ,but let us hear what the contemporary writers have to say on the question3 ,certain women were in the habit of going to the heretic ,marcion to confess their sins to him4 ,but1 as he was smitten with their beauty1 and they loved him also1 they abandoned themselves to sin with him4 ,listen now to what ,st4 ,basil1 in his commentary on ,ps4 xxxvii1 says of confession3 ,i have not to come before the world to make a confession with my lips4 ,but ,i close my eyes1 and confess my sins in the secret of my heart4 ,before thee1 ,o ,god1 ,i pour out my sighs1 and thou alone art the witness4 ,my groans are within my soul4 ,there is no need of many words to confess3 sorrow and regret are the best confession4 ,yes1 the lamentations of the soul1 which thou art pleased to hear1 are the best confession4 ,chrysostom1 in his homily3 ,de paenitentia1 vol4 ,,iv41 col4 #ija1 has the following3 ,you need no witnesses of your confession4 ,secretly acknowledge your sins1 and let ,god alone hear you4 ,in his homily ,v41 ,de incomprehensibili ,dei natura1 vol4 ,i1 he says3 ,therefore1 ,i beseech you1 always confess your sins to ,god6 ,i in no way ask you to confess them to me4 ,to ,god alone should you expose the wounds of your souls1 and from him alone expect the cure4 ,go to him1 then2 and you shall not be cast off1 but healed4 ,for1 before you utter a single word1 ,god knows your prayer4 ,in his commentary on ,heb4 xii41 hom4 xxxi41 vol4 xii41 p4 #bhi1 he further says3 ,let us not be content with calling ourselves sinners4 ,but let us examine and number our sins4 ,and then1 ,i do not tell you to go and confess them1 according to the caprice of some2 but ,i will say to you1 with the prophet3 ,confess your sins before ,god1 acknowledge your iniquities at the feet of your ,judge2 pray in your heart and your mind1 if not with your tongue1 and you shall be pardoned4 ,in his homily on ,ps4 ,i41 vol4 ,v41 p4 #ehi1 the same ,chrysostom says3 ,confess you sins every day in prayer4 ,why should you hesitate to do so8 ,i do not tell you to go and confess to a man1 sinner as you are1 and who might despise you if he knew your faults4 ,but confess them to ,god1 who can forgive them to you4 ,in his admirable homily ,,iv41 ,de ,lazaro1 vol4 ,i41 p4 #geg1 he explains3 ,why1 tell me1 should you be ashamed to confess your sins8 ,do we compel you to reveal them to a man1 who might1 one day1 throw them into your face8 ,are you commanded to confess them to one of your equals1 who could publish them and ruin you8 ,what we ask of you1 is simply to show the sores of your soul to your ,lord and ,master1 who is also your friend1 your guardian and physician4 ,in a small work of ,chrysostom's1 intitled3 ,catechesis ad illuminandos1 vol4 ,,ii41 p4 #baj1 we read these remarkable words3 ,what we should most admire1 is not that ,god forgives our sins1 but that he does not disclose them to any one1 nor wishes us to do so4 ,what he demands of us1 is to confess our transgressions to him alone to obtain pardon4 ,st4 ,augustine1 in his beautiful homily on the #cast ,ps41 says3 ,i shall confess my sins to ,god1 and he will pardon all my iniquities4 ,and such confession is made not with the lips1 but with the heart only4 ,i had hardly opened my mouth to confess my sins1 when they were pardoned2 for ,god had already heard the voice of my heart4 ,in the edition of the ,fathers by ,migne1 vol4 #fg1 p4 #fad1 #fae1 we read3 ,about the year #cij1 the office of penitentiary was abolished in the church1 in consequence of a great scandal given by a woman who publicly accused herself of having committed a crime against chastity with a deacon4 ,the office of penitentiary was this3 in every large city1 a priest or minister was specially appointed to preside over the church meetings where the members who had committed public sins were obliged to confess them publicly before the assembly1 in order to be reinstated in the privileges of their membership2 and that minister had the charge of reading or pronouncing the sentence of pardon granted by the church to the guilty ones1 before they could be admitted again to communion4 ,this was perfectly in accordance with what ,st4 ,paul had done with regard to the incestuous one of ,corinth1 that scandalous sinner1 who had cast obloquy on the ,christian name2 but who1 after confessing and weeping over his sins1 before the church1 obtained his pardon--not from a priest in whose ears he had whispered all the shocking details of his incestuous intercourse1 but from the whole church assembled4 ,st4 ,paul gladly approves the ,church of ,corinth in thus receiving again in their midst a wandering but repenting brother4 ,there is as much difference between such public confessions and auricular confessions1 as there is between heaven and hell1 between ,god and his great enemy1 ,satan4 ,public confession1 then1 dates from the time of the apostles1 and is still practised in protestant churches of our day4 ,but auricular confession was unknown by the disciples of ,christ2 as it is rejected1 to-day1 with horror by all the true followers of the ,son of ,god4 ,erasmus1 one of the most learned ,roman ,catholics which opposed the ,reformation in the #afth century1 so admirably begun by ,luther and ,calvin1 fearlessly and honestly makes the following declaration in his treaty3 ,de ,paenitantia1 ,dis #e4 ,this institution of penance began rather of some tradition of the ,old or ,new ,testament4 ,but our divines1 not advisedly considering what the old doctors do say1 are deceived3 that which they say of general and open confession1 they wrest by and by to this secret and privy kind of confession4 ,it is a public fact1 which no learned ,roman ,catholic has ever denied1 that auricular confession became a dogma and obligatory practice of the church only at the council of ,lateran in the year #abae1 under the ,pope ,innocent ,,iii4 ,not a single trace of auricular confession1 as a dogma1 can be found before that year4 ,thus1 it has taken more than twelve hundred years of efforts for ,satan to bring out that master-piece of his inventions to conquer the world and destroy the souls of men4 ,little by little1 that imposture had crept into the world1 just as the shadows of a stormy night creep without any one being able to note the moment when the first rays of light give way before the dark clouds4 ,we know very well when the sun was shining1 we know when it was very dark all over the world1 but no one can tell positively when the first ray of light faded away4 ,so saith the ,lord3 ,the ,kingdom of heaven is likened unto a man which sowed good seed in his field4 ,but while men slept1 his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat and went his way4 ,but when the blade was sprung up1 and brought forth fruit1 there appeared the tares also4 ,so the servants of the house-holder came and said unto him3 ,sir1 dist not thou sow good seed in the field8 ,from whence then hath it tares8 ,he said unto them3 ,the enemy hath done this4 7,mat4 xiii1 #bd-bh47 ,yes1 the ,good ,master tells us that the enemy sowed those tares in his field during the night--when men were sleeping4 ,but he does not tell us precisely the hour of the night when the enemy cast the tares among the wheat4 ,if any one likes to know how fearfully dark was the night which covered the ,kingdom1 and how cruel1 implacable and savage was the enemy who sowed the tares1 let him read the testimony of the most devoted and learned cardinal whom ,rome has ever had1 ,baronius1 ,annals1 ,anno #ijj3 ,it is evident that one can scarcely believe what unworthy1 base1 execrable and abominable things the holy ,apostolical ,see1 which is the pivot upon which the whole ,catholic ,church revolves1 was forced to endure1 when princes of the age1 though ,christians1 arrogated to themselves the election of the ,roman ,pontiffs4 ,alas1 the shame6 alas1 the grief6 ,what monsters1 horrible to behold1 were then intruded on the ,holy ,see6 ,what evils ensued6 ,what tragedies they perpatrated6 ,with what pollutions was this ,see1 though itself without spot1 then stained6 ,with what corruptions infected6 ,with what filthiness defiled6 ,and by these things blackened with perpetual infamy6 7,baronius1 ,annals1 ,anno #ijj47 ,est plane1 ut vix aliquis credat1 immo1 nec vix quidem sit crediturus1 nisi suis inspiciat ipse oculis1 manibusque contractat1 quam indigna1 quamque turpia1 atque deformia1 execranda1 insuper et abominanda sit coacta pati sacrosancta apostolica sedes1 in cujus cardine universa ,ecclesia catholica vertitur1 cum principes saeculi hujus1 quantumlibet christiani1 hac tamen ex parte dicendi tyranni saevissimi1 arrogaverunt sibi tirannice electionem ,romanorum pontificum4 ,quot tunc ab eis1 proh pudor6 proh dolor6 in eandem sedem1 angelis reverandam1 visu horrenda intrusa sunt monstra6 ,quot ex eis oborta sunt mala1 consummatae tragediae6 ,quibus tunc ipsam sine macula et sine ruga contigit aspergi sordibus1 putoribus infici1 quinati spurcitiis1 ex hisque perpetua infamia denigrari6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,x4 ,,god ,,compels ,,the ,,church ,,of ,,rome ,,to ,,confess ,,the ,,abominations ,,of ,,auricular ,,confession4 99 99 99 99 99 ,romish priests will resort to various means in order to deceive the people on the immorality resulting from auricular confession4 ,one of their favorite stratagems is to quote some disconnected passages from theologians1 recommending caution on the part of the priest in questioning his penitents on delicate subjects1 should he see or apprehend any danger for the latter of being shocked by his questions4 ,true1 there are such prudent theologians1 who seem to realize more than others the real danger for the priest in confession4 ,but those wise counsellors resemble very much a father who would allow his child to put his fingers in the fire while advising him to be cautious lest he should burn his fingers4 ,there is just as much wisdom in the one case as there would be in the other4 ,or what would you say of a brutal parent casting a young1 weak1 and inexperienced boy among wild beasts1 with the foolish and cruel expectation that his prudence might save him from all injury8 ,such theologians may be perfectly honest in giving such advice1 although it is anything but wise or reasonable4 ,but those are far from being honest or true who contend that the ,church of ,rome1 in commanding every one to confess all his sins to the priests1 has made an exception in favor of sins against chastity4 ,this is only so much dust thrown in the eyes of ignorant people to prevent them from seeing through the frightful mysteries of confession4 ,when the council of ,latran decided that every adult1 of either sex1 should confess all their sins to a priest1 at least once a year1 there was no provision made for any special class of sins1 not even for those committed against modesty or purity4 ,and the council of ,trent1 when ratifying or renewing the previous decision1 no exception was made1 either1 of the sins in question4 ,they were expected and had to be confessed1 as all other sins4 ,the law of both councils is still unrepealed and binding for all sins1 without any exception4 ,it is imperative1 absolute2 and every good ,catholic1 man or woman1 must submit to it by confessing all his or her sins at least once a year4 ,i have in my hand ,butler's ,catechism1 approved by several bishops of ,quebec4 ,on page #fa1 it reads that all penitents should examine themselves on the capital sins1 and confess them all1 without exception1 under penalty of eternal damnation4 ,therefore1 the young and timid girl1 the chaste and modest woman must think of shameful deeds and fill their minds with impure ideas1 in order to confess to an unmarried man whatever they may be guilty of1 however repugnant may be to them such confession1 or dangerous for the priest who is bound to hear1 and even demand it4 ,no one is exempt from the loathsome and often polluting task4 ,both priest and penitent are required and compelled to go through the fiery ordeal of contamination and shame4 ,they are bound1 on every particular1 the one to ask1 and the other to answer1 under penalty of eternal damnation4 ,such is the rigorous1 inflexible law of the ,church of ,rome with regard to confession4 ,it is taught not only in works on theology or from the pulpit1 but in prayer-books and various other religious publications4 ,it is so deeply impressed in the minds of ,romanists as to have become a part of their religion4 ,such is the law which the priest himself has to obey1 and which puts his penitents at his own discretion4 ,but there are husbands with a jealous disposition1 who would little fancy the idea of bachelors confessing their wives1 if they knew exactly what questions they have to answer in confession4 ,there are fathers and mothers who don't like much to see their daughters alone with a man1 behind a curtain1 and who would certainly tremble for their honor and virtue if they knew all the abominable mysteries of confession4 ,it is necessary1 therefore1 to keep the people1 as much as possible1 in ignorance1 and prevent light from reaching that empire of darkness1 the confessional4 ,in that view1 confessors are advised to be cautious on those matters2 to broach these questions in a sort of covert way1 and with the greatest reserve4 ,for it is very desirable not to shock modesty1 neither frighten the penitent nor grieve her4 ,sins1 however1 must be confessed4 ,such is the prudent advice given to the confessor on certain occasions4 ,in the hands or under the command of ,liguori1 ,father ,gury1 ,scavani1 or other casuists1 the priest is a sort of general1 sent1 with his army1 during the night1 to storm a citadel or a strong position1 having for order to operate cautiously and before daylight4 ,his mission is one of darkness and cunning1 violence and cruelty2 for when the pope commands1 the priest1 as his loyal soldier1 must be ready to obey4 ,but many a time1 after the place has been captured by dint of strategy and secrecy1 the poor soldier is left1 badly wounded and completely disabled1 on the battle-field4 ,he has paid dearly for his victory2 and the conquered citadel has received an injury from which it may never recover4 ,but the crafty priest has gained his point3 he has succeeded in persuading his lady penitent that there was no impropriety1 that it was even necessary for them to have a parley on things that made her blush a few moments before4 ,she is so well convinced that she would swear that there is nothing wrong in confession4 ,truly this is a fulfilment of the words3 ,abyssus abyssum invocat4 ,have the ,romish theologians ,gury1 ,scavani1 ,liguori1 etc41 ever been honest enough1 in their works on confession1 to say that the ,most ,holy ,god could never command or require woman to degrade and pollute herself and the priest in pouring in the ear of a frail and sinful mortal1 words unfit even for an angel8 ,no2 they were very careful not to say so2 for from that very moment1 their shameless lies would have been exposed2 the stupendous but weak structure of auricular confession would fall to the ground with sad havoc and ruin to its upholders4 ,men and women would open their eyes1 and see its weakness and fallacy4 ,if ,god1 they might say1 can forgive our most grievous sins1 against modesty1 he can and will certainly do the same with those of less gravity2 therefore there is no necessity or occasion for us to confess to a priest4 ,but those shrewd casuists know too well that by such frank confession1 they would soon lose their hold on ,catholic populations1 especially on women1 by whom1 through confession1 they rule the world4 ,they much prefer to keep their gripe on benighted minds1 frightened consciences1 and trembling souls4 ,no wonder1 then1 that they fully endorse and confirm the decisions of the councils of ,latran and ,trent ordering that all sins must be confessed such as ,god knows them4 ,no wonder that they try their best or worst to overcome the natural repugnance of women for making such confessions1 and to conceal the terrible dangers for the priests in hearing the same4 ,but ,god1 in ,his infinite mercy1 and for the sake of truth1 has compelled1 as it were1 the ,church of ,rome to acknowledge the moral dangers and corrupting tendencies of auricular confession4 ,in ,his eternal wisdom1 he knew that ,roman ,catholics would close their ears to whatever might be said of the demoralizing influence of that institution2 that they would even reply with insult and fallacy to the words of truth kindly addressed to them3 as the ,jews of old returned hatred and insult to the good ,saviour who was bringing to them the glad tidings of a free salvation4 ,he knew that ,romish devotees1 led astray by their priests1 as were the poor blinded ,jews1 would call the apostles of truth liars1 seducers1 possessed of the devil1 as ,christ was constantly called a demoniac1 an impostor1 and finally put to death by his false accusers4 ,but ,god1 just as compassionate now as he was then for the poor benighted and deluded souls1 has wrought a real miracle to open the eyes of their minds1 and compel them1 as it were1 to believe us1 when we say1 on his authority1 that auricular confession was invented by ,satan to ruin both the priest and his female penitents1 for time and eternity4 ,for1 what we would never have dared to say of ourself to the ,roman ,catholics with regard to what frequently happens between their priests and their wives and daughters1 either during or after confession1 ,god has constrained the ,church of ,rome to acknowledge herself in revealing things that would have seemed incredible had they come simply from our mouth or our pen4 ,in this1 as in other instances1 that apostate church has unwittingly been the mouth-piece of ,god for the accomplishment of his great and merciful ends4 ,listen to the questions that the ,church of ,rome1 through her theologians1 puts to every priest after he has heard the confession of your wives or daughters3 #a4 ,nonne inter audiendas confessiones quasdam proposui questiones circa sextum decalogi praeceptum cum intentione lubidinosa8 7,miroir du ,clerge1 p4 #ehb47 ,while hearing confessions1 have ,i not asked questions on sins against the sixth 7the seventh in the ,decalogue7 commandment with the intention of satisfying my evil passions8 ,such is the man1 ,o mothers and daughters1 to whom you dare to unbosom the most secret as well as the most shameful actions4 ,you kneel down at his feet and whisper in his ear your most intimate thoughts and desires1 and your most polluting deeds2 because your church1 by dint of cunning and sophistry1 has succeeded in persuading you that there was no impropriety or danger in doing so2 that the man whom you chose for your spiritual guide and confident could never be tempted or tainted by such foul recitals4 ,but that same church1 through some mysterious providences1 is made to acknowledge1 in her own books1 her own lies4 ,in spite of herself1 she admits that there is real danger in confession1 both for the woman and for the priest2 that willingly or otherwise1 and sometimes both unawares1 they lay for each other dangerous snares4 ,the ,church of ,rome1 as if she had an evil conscience for allowing her priest to hold such close and secret converse with a woman1 on such delicate subjects1 keeps1 as it were1 a watchful eye on him while the poor misguided woman is pouring in his ear the filthy burthen of her soul2 and as soon as she is off1 questions the priest as to the purity of his motives1 the honesty of his intentions in putting the requisite questions4 ,have you not1 she asks him immediately1 under the pretence of helping that woman in her confession1 put to her certain questions simply in order to gratify your lust1 and with the object of satisfying your evil propensities8 #b4 ,nonne munus audiendi confessione suscepi1 aut peregi ex prava incontinentiae appeta8 7,idem1 p4 #ehb47 ,have ,i not repaired to the confessional and heard confessions with the intention of gratifying my evil passions8 ,o1 ye women1 who tremble like slaves at the feet of the priests1 you sometimes admire the patience and charity of those good 787 priests1 who are willing to spend so many long and tedious hours in hearing the confession of your secret sins2 and you hardly know how to express your gratitude for so much kindness and charity4 ,but hush6 ,listen to the voice of ,god speaking to the conscience of the priest1 through the ,church of ,rome6 ,have you not she asks him1 heard the confession of women simply to foster or gratify the groveling passions of your fallen nature and corrupt heart8 ,please notice1 it is not ,i1 or the enemies of your religion1 who put to your priests the above questions3 it is ,god himself who1 in his pity and compassion1 compels your own church to ask such questions2 that your eyes may be opened1 and that you may be rescued from all the dangerous obscenities and the humiliating and degrading slavery of auricular confession4 ,it is ,god's will to deliver you from such bondage and degradation4 ,in his tender mercies1 he has provided means to drag you out of that cess-pool called confession2 to break the chains which bind you to the feet of a miserable and blasphemous sinner called confessor1 who1 under the presence of being able to pardon your sins1 usurps the place of your ,saviour and your ,god6 ,for while you are whispering your sins in his ear1 ,god says to him1 through his church1 in tones loud enough to be heard3 ,in hearing the confession of these women1 are you not actuated by lust1 spurred by evil passions8 ,is this not sufficient to warn you of the danger of auricular confession8 ,can you now with any sense of safety or propriety1 come to that priest1 for whom your very confession may be a snare1 a cause of fall or fearful temptation8 ,can you with a particle of honor or modesty willingly expose yourself to impure desires or shameful deeds8 ,can you1 with any sort of womanly dignity consent to entrust that man with your inmost thoughts and desires1 your most humiliating and secret actions1 when you know that that man may not have any higher object in listening to your confession than a lustful curiosity or a sinful desire of exciting his evil passions8 #c4 ,nonne ex auditis in confessiones occasionem sumpsi paenitentes utriusque sexus ad peccandam sollicitandi8 7,idem1 p4 #ehb7 ,have ,i not availed myself of what ,i heard in confession to induce my penitents to commit sin8 ,i would run a great risk of being treated with the utmost contempt1 should ,i dare to put to your priests such a question4 ,you would very likely call me a scoundrel for daring to question the honesty and purity of such holy men4 ,you would perhaps go as far as to contend that it is utterly impossible for them to be guilty of such sins as are alluded to in the above question2 that never such shameful deeds have been perpetrated through confession4 ,and you would1 maybe1 emphatically deny that your confessor has ever said or done anything that might lead you to sin or even commit any breach of propriety or modesty4 ,you feel perfectly safe on that score1 and see no danger to apprehend4 ,let me tell you1 good ladies1 that you are altogether too confident and in the most fatal delusion4 ,your own church1 through the merciful and warning voice of ,god speaking to the conscience of your own theologians1 tells you that there is a real and eminent danger where you fancy yourself in perfect security4 ,you may never have suspected the danger1 but it is there1 within the walls of the confessional2 nay1 more1 it is lurking in your very hearts and that of your confessor4 ,he may hitherto have refrained from temptations2 he may1 at least1 have kept within the proper limits of outward morality or decency4 ,but nothing warrants you that he may not be tempted2 and nothing could shield you from his attempts on your virtue should he give way to temptation2 as cases are not wanting to prove the truth of my assertion4 ,you are sadly mistaken1 in a false and dangerous security4 ,you are perhaps1 although unawares1 on the very brink of a precipice1 where so many have fallen through their blind confidence in their own strength or their confessor's prudence and sanctity4 ,your own church is very anxious about your safety2 she trembles for your innocence and purity4 ,in her fear1 she cautions the priest to be watchful over his wicked passions and human frailty4 ,how dare you pretend to be stronger and more holy8 ,why should you so wilfully imperil your chastity or modesty8 ,why expose yourself to danger1 when it could be so easily avoided8 ,how can you be so rash1 so devoid of common prudence and modesty as to shamelessly put yourselves in a position to tempt and be tempted1 and thereby incur your temporal and eternal perdition8 #d4 ,nonne extra tribunal1 vel in ipso confessionis actu1 aliquia dixi aut egi cum intentione diabolica has personas seducendi8 7,idem1 idem47 ,have ,i not1 either during or after confession1 done or said anything with a diabolical intention of seducing my female penitents8 ,what arch-enemy of our holy religion is so bold and impious as to put to our saintly priests such an impudent and insulting question8 may ask some of our ,roman ,catholic readers4 ,it is easy to answer4 ,this great enemy of your religion is no less than a justly offended ,god1 admonishing and reproving your priests for exposing both you and themselves to dangerous allurements and seductions4 ,it is his voice speaking to their consciences1 and warning them of the danger and corruption of auricular confession4 ,it says to them3 ,beware6 for ye might be tempted1 as surely you will1 to do or say something against honor and purity4 ,husbands and fathers1 who rightly value the honor of your wives and daughters more than all treasures1 who consider it too precious a boon to be exposed to the dangers of pollution1 and who would prefer to lose your life a thousand times than to see those you love most on earth fall in the snares of the seducer1 read once more and ponder what your church asks the priest after he has heard your wife or daughter in confession3 ,have you not1 either during or after confession1 done or said anything with a diabolical intention of seducing your female penitents8 ,if your priest remains deaf to these words addressed to his conscience1 you cannot help giving heed to them and understanding their full significance4 ,you can not be easy and fear nothing from that priest in those close interviews with your wives and daughters1 when his superiors and your own ,church tremble for him1 and question his purity and honesty4 ,they see a great danger for both the confessor and his penitent2 for they know that confession has many a time been the pretence or the cause of the most shameful seductions4 ,if there was no real danger for the chastity of women1 in confessing to a man their most secret sins1 do you believe that your popes and theologians would be so stupid as to acknowledge it and put to confessors questions that would be most insulting and out of place1 should there be no occasion for them8 ,is it not presumption and folly on your part to think that there is no danger1 when the ,church of ,rome tells you positively that there is danger1 and uses the strongest terms in expressing her uneasiness and apprehension8 ,why1 your church sees the most pressing reasons to fear for the honor of your wives and daughters1 as well as for the chastity of her priest3 and still you remain unconcerned1 indifferent to the fearful peril to which they are exposed6 ,are you like the ,jewish people of old1 to whom it was said2 ,hear ye indeed1 but understand not2 and see ye indeed1 but perceive not8 7,isa4 vi1 #i74 ,but if you see or suspect the danger you are warned of2 if the eye of your intelligence can fathom the dreadful abyss where the dearest objects of your heart are in danger of falling1 then it behoves you to keep them from the paths that lead to the fearful chasm4 ,do not wait till it is too late1 when they are too near the precipice to be rescued4 ,you may think the danger to be far off1 while it is near at hand4 ,profit by the sad experience of so many victims of confession who have been irretrievably lost1 irrecoverably ruined for time and eternity4 ,the voice of your conscience1 of honor1 of ,god himself1 tells you that it may become too late to save them from destruction1 through your neglect and procrastination4 ,while thanking ,god for having preserved them from temptations that have proved fatal to so many married or unmarried women1 do not lose a single moment in taken the necessary means to keep them from temptation and falls4 ,instead of allowing them to go and kneel at the feet of a man to obtain the remission of their sins1 lead them to the cross1 the only place where they can secure pardon and peace everlasting4 ,and why1 after so many unfruitful attempts1 should they try any longer to wash themselves in a puddle1 when the pure waters of eternal life are offered them so freely1 through ,christ ,jesus1 their only ,saviour and ,mediator8 ,instead of seeking their pardon from a poor and miserable sinner1 weak and tempted as they are1 let them go to ,christ1 the only strong and perfect man1 the only hope and salvation of the world4 ,o poor deluded ,catholic woman6 listen no longer to the deceiving words of the ,church of ,rome1 who has no pardon1 no peace for you1 but only snares2 who offers you thraldom and shame in return for the confession of your sins6 ,but listen rather to the invitations of your ,saviour1 who has died on the cross that you might be saved1 and who alone can give rest to your weary souls4 ,harken to ,his words when he says to you3 ,come to me1 ,o ye heavily laden1 crushed1 as it were1 under the burden of your sins1 and ,i shall give you rest4444 ,i am the physician of your souls4444 ,those who are well have no need of a physician1 but those who are sick4444 ,come then to me and ye shall be healed4444 ,i have sent back nor lost none who have come to me4444 ,invoke my name4444 believe in me4444 repent4444 love ,god and your neighbor as yourself1 and you shall be saved4444 ,for all who believe in me and call upon my name1 shall be saved4444 ,when ,i am raised up between heaven and earth1 ,i shall draw every one to me4444 ,o1 mothers and daughters1 instead of going to the priest for pardon and salvation1 go to ,jesus1 who is so pressingly inviting you1 and the more so as you have more need of divine help and grace4 ,even if you are as great a sinner as ,mary ,magdalene you can1 like her1 wash the feet of the ,saviour with the flowing tears of your repentance and your love1 and like her1 receive the pardon of your sins4 ,to ,jesus then1 and to him alone for the confession and pardon of your sins3 for there only you can find peace1 light1 and life6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,,some ,,of ,,the ,,matters ,,on ,,which ,,the ,,priest ,,of ,,rome ,,must ,,question ,,his ,,penitents4 ,a ,,chapter ,,for ,,the ,,consideration ,,of ,,legislators1 ,,husbands1 ,,and ,,fathers4 99 99 99 99 99 ,dens wants the confessors to interrogate on the following matters3-- #a4 ,peccant uxores1 quae susceptum viri semen ejiciunt1 vel ejicere conantur4 7,dens1 tom4 vii4 p4 #adg74 #b4 ,peccant conjuges mortaliter1 si copula incepta1 cohibeant seminationem4 #c4 ,si vir jam seminaverit1 dubium fit an femina lethaliter peccat1 si se retrahat a seminando2 aut peccat lethaliter vir non expectando seminationem uxoris4 7p4 #aec74 #d4 ,peccant conjuges inter se circa actum conjugalem4 ,debet servari modus1 sive situs2 imo ut non servetur debitum vas1 sed copula habeatur in vase praepostero1 alioquoque non naturali4 ,si fiat accedendo a postero1 a latere1 stando1 sedendo1 vel si vir sit succumbus4 7p4 #aff74 #e4 ,impotentia4 ,est incapacitas perficiendi copulam carnalem perfectam cum seminatione viri in vase se debito1 seu1 de se1 aptam generationi4 ,vel1 ut si mulier sit nimis arcta respectu unius viri1 non respectu alterius4 7vol4 vii4 p4 #bgc74 #f4 ,notatur quod pollutio1 in mulieribus possit perfici1 ita ut semen earum non effluat extra membrum genitale4 ,indicium istius allegat ,billuart1 si scilicet mulier sensiat seminis resolutionem cum magno voluptatis sensu1 qua completa1 passio satiatur 7vol4 iv4 p4 #afh74 #g4 ,uxor se accusans1 in confessione1 quod negaverit debitum1 interrogetur an ex pleno rigore juris sui id petiverit 7vol4 vii4 p4 #afh74 #h4 ,confessarius poenitentem1 qui confitetur se peccasse cum sacerdote1 vel sollicitatam ab eo ad turpia1 potest interrogare utrum ille sacerdos sit ejus confessarius1 an in confessione sollitaverit 7vol4 vi4 p4 #bid74 ,there are a great many other unmentionable things on which ,dens1 in his fourth1 fifth1 and seventh volumes1 requires the confessor to ask from his penitent1 which ,i omit4 ,now let us come to ,liguori4 ,that so-called ,saint1 ,liguori is not less diabolically impure than ,dens1 in his questions to the women4 ,but ,i will cite only two of the things on which the spiritual physician of the ,pope must not fail to examine his spiritual patient3-- #a4 ,quaerat an sit semper mortale1 si vir immitat pudenda in os uxoris8444 ,verius affirmo quia1 in hoc actu1 ob calorem oris1 adest proximum periculum pollutionis1 et videtur nova species luxuriae contra naturam1 dicta1 irruminatio4 #b4 ,eodem modo1 ,sanchez damnat virum de mortali1 qui1 in actu copulae1 immiteret digitum in vas praeposterum uxoris2 quia1 ut ait1 in hoc actu adest affectus ad ,sodomiam 7,liguori1 tom4 vi4 p4 #ice74 ,the celebrated ,burchard1 ,bishop of ,worms1 has made a book of the questions which had to be put by the confessors to their penitents of both sexes4 ,during several centuries it was the standard book of the priests of ,rome4 ,though that work to-day is out of print1 ,dens1 ,liguori1 ,debreysne1 c41 c41 have ransacked its polluting pages1 and given them to study to the modern confessors1 in order to question their penitents4 ,i will select only a few questions of the ,roman ,catholic bishop to the young men3-- #a4 ,fecisti solus tecum fornicationem ut quidam facere solent2 ita dico ut ipse tuum membrum virile in manum tuam acciperes1 et sic duceres praeputium tuum1 et manu propria commoveres1 ut1 sic1 per illam delectationem semen projiceres8 #b4 ,fornicationem fecisti cum masculo intra coxas2 ita dico ut tuum virile membrum intra coxas alterius mitteres1 et sic agitando semen funderes8 #c4 ,fecisti fornicationem1 ut quidem facere solent1 ut tuum virile membrum in lignum perforatum1 aut in aliquod hujus modi mitteres1 et1 sic1 per illam commotionem et delectationem semen projiceres8 #d4 ,fecisti fornicationem contra naturam1 id est1 cum masculis vel animalibus coire1 id est cum equo1 cum vacca1 vel asina1 vel aliquo animali8 7vol4 i4 p4 #acf47 ,among the questions we find in the ,compendium of the ,right ,rev4 ,burchard1 ,bishop of ,worms1 which must be put to women1 are the following 7p4 #aae73-- #a4 ,fecisti quod quaedam mulieres solent1 quoddam molimen1 aut machinamentum in modum virilis membri ad mensuram tuae voluptatis1 et illud loco verendorum tuorum aut alterius cum aliquibus ligaturis1 ut fornicationem faceres cum aliis mulieribus1 vel alia eodem instrumento1 sive alio tecum8 #b4 ,fecisti quod quaedam mulieres facere solent1 ut jam supra dicto molimine1 vel alio aliquo machinamento1 tu ipsa in te solam faceres fornicationem8 #c4 ,fecisti quod quaedam mulieres facere solent1 quando libidinem se vexantem extinguere volunt1 quae se conjungunt quasi coire debeant et possint1 et conjungunt invicem puerperia sua1 et sic1 fricando pruritum illarum extinguere desiderant8 #d4 ,fecisti quod quaedam mulieres facere solent1 ut cum filio suo parvulo fornicationem faceres1 ita dico ut filium tuum supra turpidinem tuam poneres ut sic imitaberis fornicationem8 #e4 ,fecisti quod quaedam mulieres facere solent1 ut succumberes aliquo jumento et illud jumentum ad coitum qualicumque posses ingenio1 ut sic coiret tecum8 ,the celebrated ,debreyne has written a whole book1 composed of the most incredible details of impurities1 to instruct the young confessors in the art of questioning their penitents4 ,the name of the book is ,moechiology1 or treaty on all the sins against the six 7seven7 and the nine commandments1 as well as on all the questions of the married life which refer to them4 ,that work is much approved and studied in the ,church of ,rome4 ,i do not know that the world has ever seen anything comparable to the filthy and infamous details of that book4 ,i will cite only two of the questions which ,debreyne wants the confessor to put to his penitent4 ,to the young men 7page #ie7 the confessor will ask3-- ,ad cognoscendum an usque ad pollutionem se tetigerint1 quando tempore et quo fine se tetigerint2 an tunc quosdam motus in corpore experti fuerint1 et per quantum temporis spatium2 an cessantibus tactibus nihil insolitum et turpe acciderit2 an non longe majorem in corpore voluptatem perceperint in fine tactuum quam in eorum principio2 an tum in fine quando magnam delectationem carnalem senserunt1 omnes motus corporis cessaverint2 an non madefacti fuerint8 c41 4 ,to the girl the confessor will ask3-- ,quae sese tetigisse fatentur1 an non aliquem pruritum extinguere tentaverit1 et utrum pruritus ille cessaverit cum magnam senserint voluptatem2 an tunc1 ipsimet tactus cessaverint8 c41 c4 ,the ,right ,rev4 ,kenrick1 late ,bishop of ,boston1 ,united ,states1 in his book for the teaching of confessors on what matters they must question their penitents1 has the following1 which ,i select among thousands as impure and damnable to the soul and body3-- ,uxor quae1 in usu matrimonii1 se vertit1 ut non recipiat semen1 vel statim post illud acceptum surgit1 ut expellatur1 lethaliter peccat2 sed opus non est ut diu resupina jaceat1 quum matrix1 brevi1 semen attrahat1 et mox1 arctissime claudatur 7vol4 iii4 p4 #cag74 ,puellae patienti licet se vertere1 et conari ut non recipiat semen1 quod injuria ei immittitur2 sed1 exceptum1 non licet expellere1 quia jam possessionem pacificam habet1 et haud absque injuria naturae ejiceretur 7tom4 iii4 p4 #cag74 ,conjuges senes plerumque coeunt absque culpa1 licet contingat semen extra vas effundi2 id enim per accidens fit ex infirmitate naturae4 ,quod si vires adeo sint fractae ut nulla sit seminandi intra vas spes1 jam nequeunt jure conjugii uti 7tom4 iii4 p4 #cag74 99 99 99 99 99 ,notes #a ,to avoid fornication1 let every man have his own wife1 and let every woman have her own husband4 7#a ,cor4 vii4 #b47 #b ,a silver box containing consecrated bread1 which is believed to be the real body1 blood1 and divinity of ,jesus ,christ4 #c ,and remark that all their religious authors who have written on that subject hold the same language4 ,they all speak of those continual degrading temptations2 they all lament the damning sins which follow those temptations2 they all entreat the priests to fight those temptations and repent of those sins4 #d ,he is dead long ago4 #e ,by the word penitents1 ,rome means not those who repent1 but those who confess to the priest4 #f ,he died many years after when at the head of the ,laval ,university4 99 99 99 99 99 ,corrections made to printed original4 ,chapter ,i4 ,para4 #i4 ,i do here publicly challenge the whole ,roman ,catholic priesthood - 'hear' in original4 ibid4 ,para #ac4 everywhere they struggle nerve themselves with a superhuman courage - 'stuggle' in original4 ,chapter ,,ii4 ,para4 #a4 ,the terrible and mysterious cause of her death was known - 'known' in original4 ,chapter ,,iii4 ,para #i4 he suspects that nobody but his co-sinner brethren - 'brethern' in original4 ,chapter ,v4 ,para #ab4 a good1 honest1 ,christian1 and godly thing - ',christain' in original4 ibid4 ,para #cf4 particularly if high education has added to her natural shrewdness4 - 'particulary' in original4 ,chapter ,,vi4 ,para #cj4 humiliation and opprobrium of the questionable privileges of an uncertain paternity4 - 'questioable' in original ibid4 ,para #ci4 it is nothing else than a school of immorality4 - 'im-' at end of one line is not completed in original1 this completion seems best to fit the sense of the next paragraph4 ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,heading - ',,chapter ,,viii4' in original4 ibid4 ,para #ab4 the obligation and power which every one of ,his disciples had of forgiving - 'desciples' in original4 ,chapter ,,ix4 ,para #hj4 secreto et absque arbitrio - 'and' for 'et' in original4 aliquid loquendum habet - 'loquem dum' in original ibid4 ,para #hi4 ,curiosum genus ad cognoscendam vitam alienam2 - 'cognescendam' in original ibid4 ,para #aba4 ex hisque perpetua infamia denigrari6 - 'hisgue' in original ,chapter ,,xi4 ,para #bj4 which must be put to women - 'womem' in original4 99 99 99 99 99 ,works ,published by ,f4 ,e4 ,grafton1 ,,publisher1 ,,bookseller ,,and ,,stationer1 ,montreal4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,song ,,life1 ,over #bej of the best ,hymns and ,tunes 444 ,price #ej cts4 ,,the ,,hymnal4 ,a collection of ,hymns for ,prayer ,meetings and ,evangelistic services1 #aj cts4 each1 444 #h per #ajj ,,the ,s4 ,s4 ,,melodist4 #ajj ,hymns and ,tunes 444 #i per #ajj ,,the ,,children',s ,,messenger4 ,a ,monthly ,sabbath ,school ,paper at #ae cts4 per copy per annum1 when #aj or more copies are taken to one address4 ,,hand-,,book ,,of ,,scripture ,,geography4 ,this useful work should be in the hands of every ,bible ,student4 ,it contains sixteen maps with nearly #bjjj questions and answers 444 #de cts4 ,,the ,,scripture ,,atlas4 ,sixteen maps and diagrams illustrating ,scripture ,geography1 444 ,price #be cts4 ,,tracts ,,on ,,giving4 ,tracts explaining and enforcing the duty of giving weekly4 ,four different sorts1 444 #ej cts4 per #ajj ,,father ,,chiniquy ,,on ,,the ,,confessional4 ,the ,priest1 the ,woman and the ,confessional4 ,one ,dollar4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,books ,,and ,,tracts ,,on ,,romanism1 ,,for ,,sale ,,by ,f4 ,e4 ,,grafton1 99 99 99 99 99 ,,blakeneys ,manual of the ,romish ,controversy1 #ge;c4 ,the ,protestant ,catechism1 #ab;c4 ,popery in its ,social ,aspect1 #fj;c4 ,the ,protestant ,missionary's ,catechism1 #ae;c4 ,will you give up your ,lantern8 or the ,bible and #ae;c4 the ,church of ,rome1 ,,elliott',s ,delineation of ,roman ,catholicism #c4ej4 ,,rule',s ,history of the ,inquisition1 #b4ej4 ,,history of the ,jesuits1 #ej;c4 ,,three ,,years in the ,church of ,rome1 what ,i saw1 and #cj;c4 why ,i left it1 ,,was ,,peter ever at ,rome1 a discussion held in ,rome #ag;c4 between ,r4 ,c4 ,priests and ,protestants ,,how ,i ,,came out of ,rome1 by a ,romish ,priest1 #ge;c4 ,,secret ,,history of ,romanism #a4aj4 ,,the ,,council and ,infallibility1 by ,dr4 ,merle #aj;c4 ,d',aubigne ,,the ,,hammersmith ,discussion between ,mr4 ,french and #a4ej4 ,dr4 ,cumming ,,tracts ,,on ,,romanism4 ,a packet of #be different #ae;c4 ,tracts1 ,protestant ,magazines and ,papers4 ,,the ,,bulwark4--,a ,monthly ,magazine1 per an4 #a4 ,,the ,,armory4--,a ,magazine of ,facts and ,arguments1 #a4jj per annum4 ,,the ,,true ,,catholic4--,monthly1 #de;c4 ,,the ,,rock4--,a ,weekly ,newspaper1 #b4ej per annum4