available by ,cornell ,university ,digital ,collections74 ,,the ,,atlantic ,,monthly4 ,a ,,magazine ,,of ,,literature1 ,,art1 ,,and ,,politics4 ,,vol4 ,v4--,,february1 #ahfj4--,,no4 ,,xxviii4 ,transcriber's ,note3 ,minor typos have been corrected4 ,footnotes have been moved to the end of the article4 ,,counting ,,and ,,measuring4 ,though1 from the rapid action of the eye and the mind1 grouping and counting by groups appear to be a single operation1 yet1 as things can be seen in succession only1 however rapidly1 the counting of things1 whether ideal or real1 is necessarily one by one4 ,this is the first step of the art4 ,the second step is grouping4 ,the use of grouping is to economize speech in numeration1 and writing in notation1 by the exercise of the memory4 ,the memorizing of groups is1 therefore1 a part of the primary education of every individual4 ,until this art is attained1 to a certain extent1 it is very convenient to use the fingers as representatives of the individuals of which the groups are composed4 ,this practice led to the general adoption of a group derived from the fingers of the left hand4 ,the adoption of this group was the first distinct step toward mental arithmetic4 ,previous groupings were for particular numerations2 this for numeration in general2 being1 in fact1 the first numeric base1--the quinary4 ,as men advanced in the use of numbers1 they adopted a group derived from the fingers of both hands2 thus ten became the base of numeration4 ,notation1 like numeration1 began with ones1 advanced to fives1 then to tens1 etc4 ,roman notation consisted of a series of signs signifying #a1 #e1 #aj1 #ej1 #ajj1 #ejj1 #ajjj1 etc41--a series evidently the result of counting by the five fingers and the two hands1 the numbers signified being the products of continued multiplication by five and by two alternately4 ,the ,romans adhered to their mode1 nor is it entirely out of use at the present day1 being revered for its antiquity1 admired for its beauty1 and practised for its convenience4 ,the ancient ,greek series corresponded to that of the ,romans1 though primarily the signs for #ej1 #ejj and #ejjj had no place4 ,ultimately1 however1 those places were supplied by means of compound signs4 ,the ,greeks abandoned their ancient mode in favor of the alphabetic1 which1 as it signified by a single letter each number of the arithmetical series from one to nine separately1 and also in union by multiplication with the successive powers of the base of numeration1 was a decided improvement2 yet1 as it consisted of signs which by their number were difficult to remember1 and by their resemblance easy to mistake1 it was far from being perfect4 ,doubtless1 strenuous efforts were made to remedy these defects1 and1 apparently as the result of those efforts1 the ,arabic or ,indian mode appeared2 which1 signifying the powers of the base by position1 reduced the number of signs to that of the arithmetical series1 beginning with nought and ending with a number of the value of the base less one4 ,the peculiarity of the ,arabic mode1 therefore1 in comparison with the ,greek1 the ,roman1 or the alphabetic1 is place value2 the value of a combination by either of these being simply equal to the sum of its elements4 ,by that1 the value of the successive places1 counting from right to left1 being equal to the successive powers of the base1 beginning with the noughth power1 each figure in the combination is multiplied in value by the power of the base proper to its place1 and the value of the whole is equal to the sum of those products4 ,the ,arabic mode is justly esteemed one of the happiest results of human intelligence2 and though the most complex ever practised1 its efficiency1 as an arithmetical means1 has obtained for it the reputation of great simplicity1--a reputation that extends even to the present base1 which1 from its intimate and habitual association with the mode1 is taken to be a part of the mode itself4 ,with regard to this impression it may be remarked1 that the qualities proper to a mode bear no resemblance to those proper to a base4 ,the qualities of the present mode are well known and well accepted4 ,those of the present base are accepted with the mode1 but those proper to a base remain to be determined4 ,in attempting to ascertain these1 it will be necessary to consider the uses of numeration and of notation4 ,these may be arranged in three divisions1--scientific1 mechanical1 and commercial4 ,the first is limited1 being confined to a few2 the second is general1 being common to many2 the third is universal1 being necessary to all4 ,commercial use1 therefore1 will govern the present inquiry4 ,commerce1 being the exchange of property1 requires real quantity to be determined1 and this in such proportions as are most readily obtained and most frequently required4 ,this can be done only by the adoption of a unit of quantity that is both real and constant1 and such multiples and divisions of it as are consistent with the nature of things and the requirements of use3 real1 because property1 being real1 can be measured by real measures only2 constant1 because the determination of quantity requires a standard of comparison that is invariable2 conveniently proportioned1 because both time and labor are precious4 ,these rules being acted on1 the result will be a system of real1 constant1 and convenient weights1 measures1 and coins4 ,consequently1 the numeration and notation best suited to commerce will be those which agree best with such a system4 ,from the earliest periods1 special attention has been paid to units of quantity1 and1 in the ignorance of more constant quantities1 the governors of men have offered their own persons as measures2 hence the fathom1 yard1 pace1 cubit1 foot1 span1 hand1 digit1 pound1 and pint4 ,it is quite probable that the ,egyptians first gave to such measures the permanent form of government standards1 and that copies of them were carried by commerce1 and otherwise1 to surrounding nations4 ,in time1 these became vitiated1 and should have been verified by their originals2 but for distant nations this was not convenient2 moreover1 the governors of those nations had a variety of reasons for preferring to verify them by their own persons4 ,thus they became doubly vitiated2 yet1 as they were not duly enforced1 the people pleased themselves1 so that almost every market-town and fair had its own weights and measures2 and as1 in the regulation of coins1 governments1 like the people1 pleased themselves1 so that almost every nation had a peculiar currency1 the general result was1 that with the laws and the practices of the governors and the governed1 neither of whom pursued a legitimate course1 confusion reigned supreme4 ,indeed1 a system of weights1 measures1 and coins1 with a constant and real standard1 and corresponding multiples and divisions1 though indulged in as a day-dream by a few1 has never yet been presented to the world in a definite form2 and as1 in the absence of such a system1 a corresponding system of numeration and notation can be of no real use1 the probability is1 that neither the one nor the other has ever been fully idealized4 ,on the contrary1 the present base is taken to be a fixed fact1 of the order of the laws of the ,medes and ,persians2 so much so1 that1 when the great question is asked1 one of the leading questions of the age1--,how is this mass of confusion to be brought into harmony8--the reply is1--,it is only necessary to adopt one constant and real standard1 with decimal multiples and divisions1 and a corresponding nomenclature1 and the work is done3 a reply that is still persisted in1 though the proposition has been fairly tried1 and clearly proved to be impracticable4 ,ever since commerce began1 merchants1 and governments for them1 have1 from time to time1 established multiples and divisions of given standards2 yet1 for some reason1 they have seldom chosen the number ten as a base4 ,from the long-continued and intimate connection of decimal numeration and notation with the quantities commerce requires1 may not the fact1 that it has not been so used more frequently1 be considered as sufficient evidence that this use is not proper to it8 ,that it is not may be shown thus3--,a thing may be divided directly into equal parts only by first dividing it into two1 then dividing each of the parts into two1 etc41 producing #b1 #d1 #h1 #af1 etc41 equal parts1 but ten never4 ,this results from the fact1 that doubling or folding is the only direct mode of dividing real quantities into equal parts1 and that balancing is the nearest indirect mode1--two facts that go far to prove binary division to be proper to weights1 measures1 and coins4 ,moreover1 use evidently requires things to be divided by two more frequently than by any other number1--a fact apparently due to a natural agreement between men and things4 ,thus it appears the binary division of things is not only most readily obtained1 but also most frequently required4 ,indeed1 it is to some extent necessary2 and though it may be set aside in part1 with proportionate inconvenience1 it can never be set aside entirely1 as has been proved by experience4 ,that men have set it aside in part1 to their own loss1 is sufficiently evidenced4 ,witness the heterogeneous mass of irregularities already pointed out4 ,of these our own coins present a familiar example4 ,for the reasons above stated1 coins1 to be practical1 should represent the powers of two2 yet1 on examination1 it will be found1 that1 of our twelve grades of coins1 only one-half are obtained by binary division1 and these not in a regular series4 ,do not these six grades1 irregular as they are1 give to our coins their principal convenience8 ,then why do we claim that our coins are decimal8 ,are not their gradations produced by the following multiplications3 #a x #e x #b x #b-a_/b x #b x #b x #b-a_/b x #b x #b x #b1 and #a x #c x #ajj8 ,are any of these decimal8 ,we might have decimal coins by dropping all but cents1 dimes1 dollars1 and eagles2 but the question is not1 ,what we might have1 but1 ,what have we8 ,certainly we have not decimal coins4 ,a purely decimal system of coins would be an intolerable nuisance1 because it would require a greatly increased number of small coins4 ,this may be illustrated by means of the ancient ,greek notation1 using the simple signs only1 with the exception of the second sign1 to make it purely decimal4 ,to express #i4ii by such a notation1 only three signs can be used2 consequently nine repetitions of each are required1 making a total of twenty-seven signs4 ,to pay it in decimal coins1 the same number of pieces are required4 ,including the second ,greek sign1 twenty-three signs are required2 including the compound signs also1 only fifteen4 ,by ,roman notation1 without subtraction1 fifteen2 with subtraction1 nine4 ,by alphabetic notation1 three signs without repetition4 ,by the ,arabic1 one sign thrice repeated4 ,by ,federal coins1 nine pieces1 one of them being a repetition4 ,by dual coins1 six pieces without a repetition1 a fraction remaining4 ,in the gradation of real weights1 measures1 and coins1 it is important to adopt those grades which are most convenient1 which require the least expense of capital1 time1 and labor1 and which are least likely to be mistaken for each other4 ,what1 then1 is the most convenient gradation8 ,the base two gives a series of seven weights that may be used3 #a1 #b1 #d1 #h1 #af1 #cb1 #fd lbs4 ,by these any weight from one to one hundred and twenty-seven pounds may be weighed4 ,this is1 perhaps1 the smallest number of weights or of coins with which those several quantities of pounds or of dollars may be weighed or paid4 ,with the same number of weights1 representing the arithmetical series from one to seven1 only from one to twenty-eight pounds may be weighed2 and though a more extended series may be used1 this will only add to their inconvenience2 moreover1 from similarity of size1 such weights will be readily mistaken4 ,the base ten gives only two weights that may be used4 ,the base three gives a series of weights1 #a1 #c1 #i1 #bg1 etc41 which has a great promise of convenience2 but as only four may be used1 the fifth being too heavy to handle1 and as their use requires subtraction as well as addition1 they have neither the convenience nor the capability of binary weights2 moreover1 the necessity for subtraction renders this series peculiarly unfit for coins4 ,the legitimate inference from the foregoing seems to be1 that a perfectly practical system of weights1 measures1 and coins1 one not practical only1 but also agreeable and convenient1 because requiring the smallest possible number of pieces1 and these not readily mistaken for each other1 and because agreeing with the natural division of things1 and therefore commercially proper1 and avoiding much fractional calculation1 is that1 and that only1 the successive grades of which represent the successive powers of two4 ,that much fractional calculation may thus be avoided is evident from the fact that the system will be homogeneous4 ,thus1 as binary gradation supplies one coin for every binary division of the dollar1 down to the sixty-fourth part1 and farther1 if necessary1 any of those divisions may be paid without a remainder4 ,on the contrary1 ,federal gradation1 though in part binary1 gives one coin for each of the first two divisions only4 ,of the remaining four divisions1 one requires two coins1 and another three1 and not one of them can be paid in full4 ,thus it appears there are four divisions of the dollar that cannot be paid in ,federal coins1 divisions that are constantly in use1 and unavoidable1 because resulting from the natural division of things1 and from the popular division of the pound1 gallon1 yard1 inch1 etc41 that has grown out of it4 ,those fractious that cannot be paid1 the proper result of a heterogeneous system1 are a constant source of jealousy1 and often produce disputes1 and sometimes bitter wrangling1 between buyer and seller4 ,the injury to public morals arising from this cause1 like the destructive effect of the constant dropping of water1 though too slow in its progress to be distinctly traced1 is not the less certain4 ,the economic value of binary gradation is1 in the aggregate1 immense2 yet its moral value is not to be overlooked1 when a full estimate of its worth is required4 ,admitting binary gradation to be proper to weights1 measures1 and coins1 it follows that a corresponding base of numeration and notation must be provided1 as that best suited to commerce4 ,for this purpose1 the number two immediately presents itself2 but binary numeration and notation being too prolix for arithmetical practice1 it becomes necessary to select for a base a power of two that will afford a more comprehensive notation3 a power of two1 because no other number will agree with binary gradation4 ,it is scarcely proper to say the third power has been selected1 for there was no alternative1--the second power being too small1 and the fourth too large4 ,happily1 the third is admirably suited to the purpose1 combining1 as it does1 the comprehensiveness of eight with the simplicity of two4 ,it may be asked1 how a number1 hitherto almost entirely overlooked as a base of numeration1 is suddenly found to be so well suited to the purpose4 ,the fact is1 the present base being accepted as proper for numeration1 however erroneously1 it is assumed to be proper for gradation also2 and a very flattering assumption it is1 promising a perfectly homogeneous system of weights1 measures1 coins1 and numbers1 than which nothing can be more desirable2 but1 siren-like1 it draws the mind away from a proper investigation of the subject1 and the basic qualities of numbers1 being unquestioned1 remain unknown4 ,when the natural order is adopted1 and the base of gradation is ascertained by its adaptation to things1 and the base of numeration by its agreement with that of gradation1 then1 the basic qualities of numbers being questioned1 two is found to be proper to the first use1 and eight to the second4 ,the idea of changing the base of numeration will appear to most persons as absurd1 and its realization as impossible2 yet the probability is1 it will be done4 ,the question is one of time rather than of fact1 and there is plenty of time4 ,the diffusion of education will ultimately cause it to be demanded4 ,a change of notation is not an impossible thing4 ,the ,greeks changed theirs1 first for the alphabetic1 and afterwards1 with the rest of the civilized world1 for the ,arabic1--both greater changes than that now proposed4 ,a change of numeration is truly a more serious matter1 yet the difficulty may not be as great as our apprehensions paint it4 ,its inauguration must not be compared with that of ,french gradation1 which1 though theoretically perfect1 is practically absurd4 ,decimal numeration grew out of the fact that each person has ten fingers and thumbs1 without reference to science1 art1 or commerce4 ,ultimately scientific men discovered that it was not the best for certain purposes1 consequently that a change might be desirable2 but as they were not disposed to accommodate themselves to popular practices1 which they erroneously viewed1 not as necessary consequences1 but simply as bad habits1 they suggested a base with reference not so much to commerce as to science4 ,the suggestion was never acted on1 however2 indeed1 it would have been in vain1 as ,delambre remarks1 for the ,french commission to have made the attempt1 not only for the reason he presents1 but also because it does not agree with natural division1 and is therefore not suited to commerce2 neither is it suited to the average capacity of mankind for numbers2 for1 though some may be able to use duodecimal numeration and notation with ease1 the great majority find themselves equal to decimal only1 and some come short even of that1 except in its simplest use4 ,theoretically1 twelve should be preferred to ten1 because it agrees with circle measure at least1 and ten agrees with nothing2 besides1 it affords a more comprehensive notation1 and is divisible by #f1 #d1 #c1 and #b without a fraction1 qualities that are theoretically valuable4 ,at first sight1 the universal use of decimal numeration seems to be an argument in its favor4 ,it appears as though ,nature had pointed directly to it1 on account of some peculiar fitness4 ,it is assumed1 indeed1 that this is the case1 and habit confirms the assumption2 yet1 when reflection has overcome habit1 it will be seen that its adoption was due to accident alone1--that it took place before any attention was paid to a general system1 in short1 without reflection1--and that its supposed perfection is a mere delusion2 for1 as a member of such a system1 it presents disagreements on every hand2 as has been said1 it has no agreement with anything1 unless it be allowable to say that it agrees with the ,arabic mode of notation4 ,this kind of agreement it has1 in common with every other base4 ,it is this that gives it character4 ,on this account alone it is believed by many to be the perfection of harmony4 ,they get the base of numeration and the mode of notation so mingled together1 that they cannot separate them sufficiently to obtain a distinct idea of either2 and some are not conscious that they are distinct1 but see in the ,arabic mode nothing save decimal notation1 and attribute to it all those high qualities that belong to the mode only4 ,the ,arabic mode is an invention of the highest merit1 not surpassed by any other2 but the admiration that belongs to it is thus bestowed upon a quite commonplace idea1 a misapplication1 which1 in this as in many other cases1 arises from the fact1 that it is much easier to admire than to investigate4 ,this result of carelessness1 if isolated1 might be excused2 but all errors are productive1 and it should be remembered that this one has produced that extraordinary perversion of truth to be found in the reply to the question1 ,how is all this confusion to be brought into harmony8 ,it has produced it not only in words1 but in deed4 ,was it not this reply that led the ,french commission to extend the use of the present base from numeration to gradation also1 under the delusive hope of producing a perfectly homogeneous system1 that would be practical also8 ,was it not under its influence1 that1 adhering to the base to which the world had been so long accustomed1 instead of attempting to regulate ideal division by real1 which might have led to the adoption of the true base and a practical system1 they committed the one great error of endeavoring to reverse true order1 by forcing real division into conformity with a preconceived ideal8 ,this attempt was made at a time supposed by many to be peculiarly suited to the purpose1 a time of changes4 ,it was a time of changes1 truly2 but these were the result of high excitement1 not of quiet thought1 such as the subject requires1--a time for rushing forward1 not for retracing misguided steps4 ,accordingly1 a system was produced which from its magnitude and importance was truly imposing1 and which1 to the present day1 is highly applauded by all those who1 under the influence of the error alluded to1 conceive decimal numeration to be a sacred truth3 applauded1 not because of its adaptation to commerce1 but simply because of its beautiful proportions1 its elegant symmetry1 to say nothing of the array of learning and power engaged in its production and inauguration3 imposing1 truly1 and alike on its authors and admirers2 for the qualities they so much admire are not peculiar to the decimal base1 but to the use of one and the same base for numeration1 notation1 and gradation4 ,but if the base ten agrees with nothing1 over1 on1 or under the earth1 can it be the best for scientific use8 can it be at all suited to commercial purposes8 ,if true order is the object to be attained1 and that for the sake of its utility1 then agreement between real and ideal division is the one thing needful1 the one essential change without which all other changes are vain1 the only change that will yield the greatest good to the greatest number1--a change1 which1 as volition is with the ideal1 and inertia with the real1 can be attained only by adaptation of the ideal to the real4 ,a full investigation of the existing heterogeneous or fragmentary system will lead to the discovery that it contains two elements which are at variance with natural division and with each other1 and that the unsuccessful issue of every attempt at regulation hitherto made has been the proper result of the mistake of supposing agreement between those elements to be a possible thing4 ,the first element of discord to be considered is the division of things by personal proportion1 as by fathom1 yard1 cubit1 foot1 etc4 ,it is obvious at a glance1 that these do not agree with binary division1 nor with decimal1 nor yet with each other4 ,it is this element that has suggested the duodecimal base1 to which some adhere so tenaciously1 apparently because they have not ascertained the essential quality of a base4 ,the second is the numeration of things by personal parts1 as fingers1 hands1 etc41--suggesting a base of numeration that has no agreement with the binary1 nor with personal proportion1 neither can it have with any proper general system4 ,are there any things in ,nature that exist by tens1 that associate by tens1 that separate into tenths8 ,are there any things that are sold by tens1 or by tenths8 ,even the fingers number eight1 and1 had there been any reflection used in the adoption of a base of numeration1 the thumbs would not have been included4 ,the ease with which the simplest arithmetical series may be continued led our fathers quietly to the adoption1 first1 of the quinary1 and second1 of the decimal group2 and we have continued its use so quietly1 that its propriety has rarely been questioned2 indeed1 most persons are both surprised and offended1 when they hear it declared to be a purely artificial base1 proper only to abstract numbers4 ,the binary base1 on the contrary1 is natural1 real1 simple1 and accords with the tendency of the mind to simplify1 to individualize4 ,in business1 who ever thinks of a half as two-fourths1 or three-sixths1 much less as two-and-a-half-fifths1 or three-and-a-half-sevenths8 ,for division by two produces a half at one operation2 but with any other divisor1 the reduction is too great1 and must be followed by multiplication4 ,think of calling a half five-tenths1 a quarter twenty-five-hundredths1 an eighth one-hundred-and-twenty-five-thousandths6 ,arithmetic is seldom used as a plaything4 ,it generally comes into use when the mind is too much occupied for sporting4 ,consequently1 the smallest divisor that will serve the purpose is always preferred4 ,a calculation is an appendage to a mercantile transaction1 not a part of the transaction itself2 it is1 indeed1 a hindrance1 and in large business is performed by a distinct person4 ,but even with him1 simplicity1 because necessary to speed1 is second in merit only to correctness4 ,the binary base is not only simple1 it is real4 ,accordingly1 it has large agreement with the popular divisions of weights1 etc4 ,grocers' weights1 up to the four-pound piece1 and all their measures1 are binary2 so are the divisions of the yard1 the inch1 etc4 ,it is not only simple and real1 it is natural4 ,on every hand1 things may be found that are duplex in form1 that associate in pairs1 that separate into halves1 that may be divided into two equal parts4 ,things are continually sold in pairs1 in halves1 and in quantities produced by halving4 ,the binary base1 therefore1 is here proposed1 as the only proper base for gradation2 and the octonal1 as the true commercial base1 for numeration and notation3 two bases which in combination form a binoctonal system that is at once simple1 comprehensive1 and efficient4 ,,my ,,last ,,love4 ,i had counted many more in my girlhood1 in the first flush of blossoming1--and a few1 good men and true1 whom ,i never meet even now without an added color2 for1 at one time or another1 ,i thought ,i loved each of them4 ,why didn't ,i marry them1 then8 ,for the same reason that many another woman does not4 ,we are afraid to trust our own likings4 ,too many of them are but sunrise vapors1 very rosy to begin with1 but by mid-day as dingy as any old dead cloud with the rain all shed out of it4 ,i never see any of those old swains of mine1 without feeling profoundly thankful that ,i don't belong to him4 ,i shouldn't want to look over my husband's head in any sense4 ,so they all got wives and children1 and ,i lived an old maid1--although ,i was scarcely conscious of the state2 for1 if my own eyes or other people's testimony were to be trusted1 ,i didn't look old1 and ,i'm quite sure ,i didn't feel so4 ,but ,i came to myself on my thirty-second birthday1 an old maid most truly1 without benefit of clergy4 ,and thereby hangs this tale2 for on that birthday ,i first made acquaintance with my last love4 ,something like a month before1 there had come to ,huntsville two gentlemen in search of game and quiet quarters for the summer4 ,they soon found that a hotel in a country village affords little seclusion2 but the woods were full of game1 the mountain-brooks swarmed with trout too fine to be given up1 and they decided to take a house of their own4 ,after some search1 they fixed on an old house1 7,i've forgotten whose folly it was called17 full a mile and a half from town1 standing upon a mossy hill that bounded my fields1 square and stiff and weather-beaten1 and without any protection except a ragged pine-tree that thrust its huge limbs beneath the empty windows1 as though it were running away with a stolen house under its arm4 ,the place was musty1 rat-eaten1 and tenanted by a couple of ghosts1 who thought a fever1 once quite fatal within the walls1 no suitable discharge from the property1 and made themselves perfectly free of the quarters in properly weird seasons4 ,but money and labor cleared out all the cobwebs1 7for ghosts are but spiritual cobwebs1 you know17 and the old house soon wore a charming air of rustic comfort4 ,i used to look over sometimes1 for it was full in view from my chamber-windows1 and see the sportsmen going off by sunrise with their guns or fishing-rods1 or lying1 after their late dinner1 stretched upon the grass in front of the house1 smoking and reading4 ,sometimes a fragment of a song would be dropped down from the lazy wings of the south wind1 sometimes a long laugh filled all the summer air and frightened the pinewood into echoes1 and1 altogether1 the new neighbors seemed to live an enviable life4 ,they were very civil people1 too2 for1 though their nearest path out lay across my fields1 and close by the doorway1 and they often stopped to buy fruit or cream or butter1 we were never annoyed by an impertinent question or look4 ,once only ,i overheard a remark not altogether civil1 and that was on the evening before my birthday4 ,one of them1 the elder1 said1 as he went away from my house with a basket of cherries1 that he should like to get speech with that polyglot old maid1 who read1 and wrote1 and made her own butter-pats4 ,the other answered1 that the butter was excellent at any rate1 and perhaps she had a classical cow2 and they went down the lane laughingly disputing about the matter1 not knowing that ,i was behind the currant-bushes4 ,polyglot old maid6 ,i thought1 very indignantly1 as ,i went into the house4 ,i've a mind not to sell them another cake of my butter4 ,but ,i wonder if people call me an old maid4 ,i wonder if ,i am one4 ,i thought of it all the evening1 and dreamt of it all night1 waking the next morning with a new realization of the subject4 ,that first sense of a lost youth6 ,how sharp and strong it comes6 ,that suddenly opened north door of middle life1 through which the winter winds rush in1 sweeping out of the southern windows all the splendors of the earlier time2 it is like a sea-turn in late summer4 ,it has seemed to be ,june all along1 and we thought it was ,june1 until the wind went round to the east1 and the first red leaf admonished us4 ,by-and-by we close1 as well as we may1 that open door1 and look out again from the windows upon blooms1 beautiful in their way1 to which some birds yet sing2 but1 alas6 the wind is still from the east1 and blows as though1 far away1 it had lain among icebergs4 ,so ,i mused all the morning1 watering the sentiment with a bit of a shower out of my cloud2 and when the shadows turned themselves1 ,i went out to see how old age would look to me in the fields and woods4 ,it was a delicious afternoon1 more like a warm dream of hay-making1 odorous1 misty1 sleepily musical1 than a waking reality1 on which the sun shone4 ,tremulous blue clouds lay down all around upon the mountains1 and lazy white ones lost themselves in the waters2 and through the dozing air1 the faint chirp of robin or cricket1 and ding of bells in the woods1 and mellow cut of scythe1 melted into one song1 as though the heart-beat of the luscious midsummer-time had set itself to tune4 ,i walked on to loiter through the woods4 ,no dust-brush for brain or heart like the boughs of trees6 ,there dwells a truth1 and pure1 strong health within them1 an ever-returning youth1 promising us a glorious leafage in some strange spring-time1 and a symmetry and sweetness that possess us until our thoughts grow skyward like them1 and wave and sing in some sunnier strata of soul-air4 ,in the woods ,i was a girl again1 and forgot the flow of the hours in their pleasant companionship4 ,i must have grown tired and sat down by a thicket of pines to rest1 though ,i have forgotten1 and perhaps ,i had fallen asleep2 for suddenly ,i became conscious of a sharp report1 and a sharper pain in my shoulder1 and1 tearing off my cape1 ,i found the blood was flowing from a wound just below the joint4 ,i remember little more1 for a sudden faintness came over me2 but ,i have an indistinct remembrance of people coming up1 of voices1 of being carried home1 and of the consternation there1 and long delay in obtaining the surgeon4 ,the pain of an operation brought me fully to my senses2 and when that was over1 ,i was left alone to sleep1 or to think over my situation at leisure4 ,i'm afraid ,i had but little of a ,christian spirit then4 ,all my plans of labor and pleasure spoiled by this one piece of carelessness6 to call it by the mildest term4 ,all those nice little fancies that should have grown into real flesh-and-blood articles for my publisher1 hung up to dry and shrivel without shape or comeliness6 ,the garden1 the dairy1 the new bit of carriage-way through the beeches1--my pet scheme1--the new music1 the sewing1 all laid upon the shelf for an indefinite time1 and ,i with no better employment than to watch the wall-paper1 and to wonder if it wasn't almost dinner- or supper-time1 or nearly daylight6 ,to be sure1 ,i knew and thought of all the improving reflections of a sick-room2 but it was much like a mild-spoken person making peace among twenty quarrelsome ones4 ,you can see him making mouths1 but you don't hear a word he says4 ,a sick mind breeds fever fast in a sick body1 and by night ,i was in a high fever1 and for a day or two knew but little of what went on about me4 ,one of the first things ,i heard1 when ,i grew easier1 was1 that my neighbor1 the sportsman1 was waiting below to hear how ,i was4 ,it was the younger one whose gun had wounded me2 and he had shown great solicitude1 they said1 coming several times each day to inquire for me4 ,he brought some birds to be cooked for me1 too1--and came again to bring some lilies he had gone a mile to fetch1 he told the girl4 ,every day he came to inquire1 or to bring some delicacy1 or a few flowers1 or a new magazine for me1 until the report of his visit came to be an expected excitement1 and varied the dull days wonderfully4 ,sickness and seclusion are a new birth to our senses1 oftentimes4 ,not only do we get a real glimpse of ourselves1 undecked and unclothed1 but the commonest habits of life1 and the things that have helped to shape them day by day1 put on a sort of strangeness1 and come to shake hands with us again1 and make us wonder that they should be just exactly what they are4 ,we get at the primitive meaning of them1 as if we rubbed off the nap of life1 and looked to see how the threads were woven2 and they come and go before us with a sort of old newness that affects us much as if we should meet our own ghost some time1 and wonder if we are really our own or some other person's housekeeper4 ,i went through all this1 and came out with a stock of small facts beside1--as1 that the paper-hanger had patched the hangings in my chamber very badly in certain dark spots1 7,i had got several headaches1 making it out17--that the chimney was a little too much on one side1--that certain boards in the entry-floor creaked of their own accord in the night1--that ,neighbor ,brown had tucked a few new shingles into the roof of his barn1 so that it seemed to have broken out with them1--and any number of other things equally important4 ,at length ,i got down-stairs1 and was allowed to see a few friends4 ,of course there was an inundation of them2 and each one expected to hear my story1 and to tell a companion one1 something like mine1 only a little more so4 ,it was astonishing1 the immense number of people that had been hurt with guns4 ,no wonder ,i was sick for a day or two afterward4 ,i was more prudent next time1 however1 and1 as the gossips had got all they wanted1 ,i saw only my particular friends4 ,among these my neighbor1 the sportsman1 insisted on being reckoned1 and after a little hesitation we were obliged to admit him4 ,i say we1--for1 on hearing of my injury1 my good cousin1 ,mary ,mead1 had come to nurse and amuse me4 ,she was one of those safe1 serviceable1 amiable people1 made of just the stuff for a satellite1 and she proved invaluable to me4 ,she was immensely taken with ,mr4 ,ames1 too1 7,i speak of the younger1 for1 after the first call of condolence1 the elder sportsman never came17 and to her ,i left the task of entertaining him1 or rather of doing the honors of the house1--for the gentleman contrived to entertain himself and us4 ,now don't imagine the man a hero1 for he was no such thing4 ,he was very good-looking1--some might say handsome1--well-bred1 well educated1 with plenty of common information picked up in a promiscuous intercourse with town and country people1 rather fine tastes1 and a great1 strong1 magnanimous1 physical nature1 modest1 but perfectly self-conscious4 ,that was his only charm for me4 ,i despise a mere animal2 but1 other things being equal1 ,i admire a man who is big and strong1 and aware of his advantages2 and ,i think most women1 and very refined ones1 too1 love physical beauty and strength much more than they are willing to acknowledge4 ,so ,i had the same admiration for ,mr4 ,ames that ,i should have had for any other finely proportioned thing1 and enjoyed him very much1 sitting quietly in my corner while he chatted with ,mary1 or told me stories of travel or hunting1 or read aloud1 which he soon fell into the way of doing4 ,we did try1 as much as hospitality permitted1 to confine his visits to a few ceremonious calls2 but he persisted in coming almost every day1 and walked in past the girl with that quiet sort of authority which it is so difficult to resist4 ,in the same way he took possession of ,mary and me4 ,he was sure it must be very dull for both of us2 therefore he was going1 if we would pardon the liberty1 to offer his services as reader1 while my nurse went out for a ride or a walk4 ,couldn't ,i sit out under the shadow of the beech-trees1 as well as in that hot room8 ,he could lift the chair and me perfectly well1 and arrange all so that ,i should be comfortable4 ,he would like to superintend the cooking of some birds he brought one day4 ,he noticed that the girl didn't do them quite as nicely as he had learned to do them in the woods4 ,and so in a thousand things he quietly made us do as he chose1 without seeming to outrage any rule of propriety4 ,when ,i was able to sit in a carriage1 he persuaded me to drive with him2 and ,i had to lean on his arm1 when ,i first went round the place to see how matters went on4 ,once ,i protested against his making himself so necessary to us1 and told him that ,i didn't care to furnish the gossips so much food as we were doing4 ,when ,i turned him out of doors1 he would certainly stay away1 he said2 but he thought1 that1 as long as ,i was an invalid1 ,i needed some one to think and act for me and save me the trouble1 and1 as no one else seemed disposed to take the office1 he thought it was rather his duty and privilege1--especially1 he added1 with a slight smile1 as he was quite sure that it was not very disagreeable to us4 ,as for the gossips1 he didn't think they would make much out of it1 with such an excellent duenna as ,cousin ,mary1--and1 indeed1 he heard the other day that he was paying attention to her4 ,i thought it all over by myself1 when he had gone1 and came to the conclusion that it was not necessary for me to resign so great a pleasure as his society had become1 merely for the fear of what a few curious people might say4 ,even ,mary1 cautious as she was1 protested against banishing him for such a reason2 and1 after a little talking over of the matter among ourselves1 we decided to let ,mr4 ,ames come as often as he chose1 for the remaining month of his stay4 ,that month went rapidly enough1 for ,i was well enough to ride and walk out1 and half the time had ,mr4 ,ames to accompany me4 ,i got to value him very much1 as ,i knew him better1 and as he grew acquainted with my peculiarities2 and we were the best friends in the world1 without a thought of being more4 ,no one would have laughed at that more than we1 there was such an evident unsuitableness in the idea4 ,at length the time came for him to leave ,huntsville2 his house was closed1 except one room where he still preferred to remain1 and his friend was already gone4 ,he came to take tea with us for the last time1 and made himself as agreeable as ever1 although it evidently required some effort to do so4 ,soft-hearted ,cousin ,mary broke down and went off crying when he bade her good-bye1 after tea2 but ,i was not of such stuff1 and laughingly rallied him on the impression he had made4 ,get your bonnet1 and walk over to the stile with me1 ,miss ,rachel1 he said4 ,it isn't sunset quite yet1 and the afternoon is warm4 ,come6 it's the last walk we shall take together4 ,i followed him out1 and we went almost silently across the fields to the hill that overlooked the strip of meadow between our houses4 ,there was the stile over which ,i had looked to see him spring1 many a time4 ,sit down a moment1 until the sun is quite down1 he said1 making room for me beside him on the topmost step4 ,see how splendid that sky is6 a pavilion for the gods6 ,i should think they were airing all their finery1 ,i answered4 ,it looks more like a counter spread with bright goods than anything else ,i can think of4 ,that's a decidedly vulgar comparison1 and you're not in a spiritual mood at all1 he said4 ,you've snubbed me two or three times to-night1 when ,i've tried to be sentimental4 ,what's amiss with you8 and he bent his eyes1 full of a saucy sort of triumph1 upon mine4 ,i don't like parting with friends2 it sets me all awry1 ,i said1 giving back his own self-assured look4 ,i was sorry to have him go2 but if he thought ,i was going to cry or blush1 he was mistaken4 ,you'll write to me1 ,miss ,rachel8 he asked4 ,no1 ,mr4 ,ames1--not at all1 ,i said4 ,not write8 ,why not8 he asked1 in astonishment4 ,because ,i don't believe in galvanizing dead friendships1 ,i answered4 ,dead friendships1 ,miss ,rachel8 ,i hope ours has much life in it yet1 he said4 ,it's in the last agony1 ,sir4 ,it will be comfortably dead and buried before long1 with a neat little epitaph over it1--which is much the best way to dispose of them finally1 ,i think4 ,you're harder than ,i thought you were1 he said4 ,is that the way you feel towards all your friends8 ,i love my friends as well as any one1 ,i answered4 ,but ,i never hold them when they wish to be gone4 ,my life-yarn spins against some other yarn1 catches the fibres1 and twists into the very heart---- ,so far8 he asked1 turning his eyes down to mine4 ,yes1 ,i said1 coolly1--for the time being4 ,you don't play at your friendships1 do you8 ,if so1 ,i pity you4 ,as ,i was saying1 they're like one thread4 ,by-and-by one spindle is moved1 the strands spin away from each other1 and become strange yarn4 ,what's the use of sending little locks of wool across to keep them acquainted8 ,they're two yarns from henceforth4 ,reach out for some other thread1--there's plenty near1--and spin into that4 ,we're made all up of little locks from other people1 ,mr4 ,ames4 ,won't it be strange1 in that great ,hereafter1 to hunt up our own fibres1 and return other people's8 ,it would take about forty-five degrees of an eternity to do that4 ,i shall never return mine1 he said4 ,i couldn't take myself to pieces in such a style4 ,but won't you write at all8 ,to what purpose8 ,you'll be glad of one letter1--possibly of two4 ,then it will be1 ',confound it6 here's a missive from that old maid6 ,what a bore6 ,now ,i suppose ,i must air my wits in her behalf2 but1 if you ever catch me again1'----,exit4 ,and you8 he asked1 laughing4 ,i shall be as weary as you1 and find it as difficult to keep warmth in the poor dying body4 ,no1 ,mr4 ,ames4 ,let the poor thing die a natural death1 and we'll wear a bit of crape a little while1 and get a new friend for the old4 ,so you mean to forget me altogether8 ,no1 indeed6 ,i shall recollect you as a very pleasant tale that is told1--not a friend to hanker after4 ,isn't that good common sense8 ,it's all head-work1--mere cold calculation1 he said2 while ,i----,he stopped and colored4 ,your gods1 there1 are downright turn-coats1 ,i said1 coming down from the stile4 ,their red mantles are nothing but pearl-colored now1 and presently they'll be russet-gray4 ,that whippoorwill always brings the dew with him1 too2 so ,i must go home4 ,good-night1 and good-bye1 ,mr4 ,ames4 ,i scarcely know how to part with you1 he said1 taking my hand4 ,it's not so easy a thing to do4 ,people say1 ',good-bye1' or ',god bless you1' or some such civil phrase1 usually1 ,i said1 with just the least curl of my lip1--for ,i knew ,i had got the better of him4 ,he colored again1 and then smiled a little sadly4 ,ah6 ,i'm afraid ,i leave a bigger lock than ,i take1 he exclaimed4 ,well1 then1 good friend6 good-bye1 and ,god bless you1 too6 ,don't be quite so hard as you promise to be4 ,i missed him very much1 indeed2 but if any think ,i cried after him1 or wrote verses1 or soliloquized for his sake1 they are much mistaken4 ,i had lost friends before1 and made it a point to think just as little of them as possible1 until the sore spot grew strong enough to handle without wincing4 ,besides1 my cousin stayed with me1 and all my good friends in the village had to come out for a call or a visit to see how the land lay2 so ,i had occupation enough4 ,once in a while ,i used to look over to the old house1 and wish for one good breezy conversation with its master2 and when the snow came and lay in one mass upon the old roof1 clear down to the eaves1 like a night-cap pulled down to the eyes of a low-browed old woman1 ,i moved my bed against the window that looked that way4 ,these forsaken nests are gloomy things enough6 ,i had no thought of hearing again of him or from him1 and was surprised1 when1 in a month1 a review came1 and before long another1 and afterwards a box1 by express1 with a finely kept bouquet1 and1 in mid-winter1 a little oil-painting1--a delicious bit of landscape for my sanctum1 as he said in the note that accompanied it4 ,i heard from him in this way all winter1 although ,i never sent word or message back again1 and tried to think ,i was sorry that he did not forget me1 as ,i had supposed he would4 ,of course ,i never thought of acknowledging to myself that it was possible for me to love him4 ,i was too good a sophist for that2 and1 indeed1 ,i think that between a perfect friendship and a perfect love a fainter distinction exists than many people imagine4 ,i have known likings to be colored as rosily as love1 and seen what called itself love as cold as the chilliest liking4 ,one day1 after spring had been some time come1 ,i was returning from a walk and saw that ,mr4 ,ames's house was open4 ,i could not see any person there2 but the door and windows were opened1 and a faint smoke crept out of the chimney and up among the new spring foliage after the squirrels4 ,i had walked some distance1 and was tired1 and the weather was not perfect2 but ,i thought ,i would go round that way and see what was going on4 ,it was one of those charming child-days in early ,may1 laughing and crying all in one1 the fine mist-drops shining down in the sun's rays1 like star-dust from some new world in process of rasping up for use4 ,i liked such days4 ,the showers were as good for me as for the trees4 ,i grew and budded under them1 and they filled my soul's soil full of singing brooks4 ,when ,i reached the lawn before the door1 ,mr4 ,ames came out to see me1--so glad to meet that he held my hand and drew me in1 asking two or three times how ,i was and if ,i were glad to see him4 ,he had called at the house and seen ,cousin ,mary1 on his way over1 he said1--for he was hungering for a sight of us4 ,he was not looking as well as when he left in the autumn1--thinner1 paler1 and with a more anxious expression when he was not speaking2 but when ,i began to talk with him1 he brightened up1 and seemed like his old self4 ,he had two or three workmen already tearing down portions of the finishing1 and after a few moments asked me to go round and see what improvements he was to make4 ,we stopped at last at his chamber1 a room that looked through the foliage towards my house4 ,this is my lounging-place1 he said1 pointing to the sofa beneath the window4 ,i shall sit here with my cigar and watch you this summer2 so be circumspect6 ,but are you sure that you are glad to see me8 ,to be sure4 ,do you take me for a heathen8 ,i said4 ,but what are you making such a change for8 ,couldn't the old house content you8 ,it satisfies me well enough2 but ,i expect visitors this summer who are quite fastidious1 and this old worm-eaten wood-work wouldn't do for them4 ,what makes you look so dark8 ,don't you like the notion of my lady-visitors8 ,i didn't know that they were to be ladies until you told me1 ,i said2 and it's none of my business whom you entertain1 ,mr4 ,ames4 ,there wasn't much of a welcome for them in your face1 at any rate1 he answered4 ,and to tell the truth1 ,i am not much pleased with the arrangement myself4 ,but they took a sudden fancy for coming1 and no amount of persuasion could induce them to change their minds4 ,it's hardly a suitable place for ladies2 but if they will come1 they must make the best of it4 ,how came you ever to take a fancy to this place8 and what makes you spend so much money on it8 ,i asked4 ,you don't like to see the money thrown away1 he said1 laughing4 ,the truth is1 that ,i've got a skeleton1 like many another man1 and ,i've been trying these two years to get away from it4 ,the first time ,i stopped to rest under this tree1 ,i felt light-hearted4 ,i don't know why1 except it was some mysterious influence2 but ,i loved the place1 and ,i love it no less now1 although my skeleton has found a lodging-place here too4 ,of course1 ,i said1 and very appropriately4 ,the house was haunted before you came4 ,it was haunted for me afterward1 he said softly1 more to himself than to me2 sweet1 shadowy visions ,i should be glad to call up now4 ,and he turned away and swallowed a sigh4 ,i pitied him all the way home1 and sat up to pity him1 looking through the soft ,may starlight to see the lamp burning steadily at his window until after midnight4 ,from that time ,i seemed to have a trouble1--though ,i could scarcely have named or owned it1 it was so indefinite4 ,he came to see me a few days afterward1 and sat quite dull and abstracted until ,i warmed him up with a little lively opposition4 ,i vexed him first1 and then1 when ,i saw he was interested enough to talk1 ,i let him have a chance2 and ,i had never seen him so interesting4 ,he showed me a new phase of his character1 and ,i listened1 and answered him in as few words as possible1 that ,i might lose nothing of the revelation4 ,when he got up to go away1 ,i asked him where he had been to learn and think so much since the last autumn4 ,he began to be1 ,i thought and hoped1 what a sterner teaching might have made him before4 ,he seemed a little embarrassed2 said no one else had discovered any change in him1 and he thought it must be only a reflected light4 ,he had observed that ,i had a remarkable faculty for drawing people out4 ,what was my witchcraft8 ,i disclaimed all witchcraft1 and told him it was only because ,i quarrelled with people4 ,a little wholesome opposition had warmed him into quite a flight of fancy4 ,if ,i could only1----he began1 hurriedly2 but took out his watch1 said it was time for him to go1 and went off quite hastily4 ,it was very weak in me1 but ,i wished very much to know what he would have said4 ,the next time1 he called a few moments to tell me that his lady-visitors1 with a friend of theirs1 had come1 and had expressed a wish to make my acquaintance4 ,he promised them that he would call and let me know1--though he hoped ,i would not come1 unless ,i felt inclined4 ,he was very absent-minded1 and went off the moment ,i asked him where he had left his good spirits4 ,this made me a little cold to him when ,i called on the ladies1 for ,i found them all sitting after tea out at the door4 ,it was a miserably constrained affair1 though we all tried to be civil1--for ,i could see that both ladies were taking1 or trying to take1 my measure1 and it did not set me at ease in the least4 ,but in the mean time ,i had measured them2 and as experience has confirmed that first impression1 ,i may as well sketch them here4 ,i protest1 in the first place1 against any imputation of prejudice or jealousy4 ,i thought much more charitably of them than others did4 ,mrs4 ,winslow was one of those pleasant1 well-bred ladies1 who can look at you until you are obliged to look away1 contradict you flatly1 and say the most grossly impertinent things in the mildest voice and choicest words4 ,a woman of the world1 without nobility enough to appreciate a magnanimous thought or action1 and with very narrow1 shallow views of everything about her1 she had still some agreeable traits of character1--much shrewd knowledge of the world1 as she saw it1 some taste for ,art1 and an excellent judgment in relation to all things appertaining to polite society4 ,i had really some pleasant intercourse with her1 although ,i think she was one of the most insulting persons ,i ever met4 ,i made a point of never letting her get any advantage of me1 and so we got along very well4 ,whenever she had a chance1 she was sure to say something that would mortify or hurt me2 and ,i never failed to repay both principal and interest with a voice and face as smooth as hers4 ,and here let me say that there is no other way of dealing with such people4 ,self-denial1 modesty1 magnanimity1 they do not and cannot understand4 ,never turn them the other cheek1 but give a smart slap back again4 ,it will do them good4 ,the daughter was a very pretty1 artificial1 silly girl1 who might have been very amiable in a different position1 and was not ill-natured as it was4 ,i might have liked her very well1 if she had not conceived such a wonderful liking for me1 and hugged and kissed me as much as she did4 ,she cooed1 too1 and ,i dislike to hear a woman coo2 it is a sure mark of inferiority4 ,we were quite intimate soon1 and ,miss ,lucy fell into the habit of coming early in the morning to ride with me1 and after dinner to sit and sew1 and after tea for a walk4 ,she showed me all her heart1 apparently1 though there was not much of it1 and vowed that she scarcely knew how she should exist without me4 ,i let her play at liking me1 just as ,i should have indulged a playful kitten1 and tried to say and do something that might improve her for ,mr4 ,ames's sake4 ,i saw now what his skeleton was4 ,he was to marry the poor child1 and shrunk from it as ,i should have shrunk from a shallow husband4 ,he used to come with her sometimes1 and ,i must confess that he behaved admirably4 ,i never saw him in the least rude1 or ill-natured1 or contemptuous towards her1 even when she was silliest and tried his patience most severely2 and ,i felt my respect for him increasing every day4 ,as for ,mrs4 ,winslow1 she came sometimes to see me1 and was very particular to invite me there2 but ,i saw that she watched both me and ,mr4 ,ames1 and suspected that she had come to ,huntsville for that purpose4 ,she sought every opportunity1 too1 of making me seem awkward or ignorant before him2 and he perceived it1 ,i know1 and was mortified and annoyed by it1 though he left the chastisement entirely to me4 ,once in a while ,cousin ,mary and ,i had a real old-fashioned visit from him all alone1 either when it was very stormy1 or when the ladies were visiting elsewhere4 ,he always came serious and abstracted1 and went away in good spirits1 and he said that those few hours were the pleasantest he passed4 ,mrs4 ,winslow looked on them with an evil eye1 ,i knew1 and suspected a great deal of which we were all innocent2 for one day1 when she had been dining at my house with her daughter1 and we were all out in the garden together1 ,i overheard her saying1-- ,she is just the person to captivate him1 and you mustn't bring yourself into competition with her1 ,lucy4 ,she can out-shine you in conversation1 and ,i know that she is playing a deep game4 ,la1 ma6 the girl exclaimed4 ,an old maid1 without the least style6 and she makes butter too1 and actually climbs up in a chair to scrub down her closets1--for ,edward and ,i caught her at it one day4 ,and did she seem confused8 asked ,mrs4 ,winslow4 ,no1 indeed6 ,now ,i should have died1 if he had caught me in such a plight2 but she shook down her dress as though it were a matter of course1 and they were soon talking about some ,german stuff1--,i don't know what it was1--while ,i had to amuse myself with the drawings4 ,that's the way6 retorted the mother4 ,you play dummy for them4 ,i wish you had a little more spirit1 ,lucy4 ,you wouldn't play into the hands of this designing---- ,nonsense1 mamma6 ,she's a real clever1 good-natured old thing1 and ,i like her1 exclaimed the daughter4 ,you're so suspicious6 ,you're so foolishly secure6 answered mamma4 ,a man is never certain until after the ceremony2 and you don't know ,edward ,ames1 ,lucy4 ,i know he's got plenty of money1 mother1 and ,i know he's real nice and handsome1 was the reply2 and they walked out of hearing4 ,i wouldn't have listened even to so much as that1 if ,i could have avoided it2 and as soon as ,i could1 ,i went into the parlor1 and sat down to some work1 trying to keep down that old trouble1 which somehow gathered size like a rolling snowball4 ,i might have known what it was1 if ,i had not closed my eyes resolutely1 and said to myself1 ,the summer will soon be gone1 and there will be an end of it all then2 and ,i winced1 as ,i said it1 like one who sees a blow coming4 ,the summer went by imperceptibly2 it was autumn1 and still all things remained outwardly as they had been4 ,we went back and forth continually1 rode and walked out1 sang and read together1 and ,lucy grew fonder and fonder of me4 ,she could scarcely live out of my presence1 and confided to me all her plans when she and ,edward should be married1--how much she thought of him1 and he of her1 all about their courtship1 how he declared himself and how she accepted him one soft moonlight night in far ,italy1 how agitated and distressed he had been when she had a fever1 and a thousand other details which swelled that great stone in my heart more and more4 ,but ,i shut my eyes1 until one day when ,i saw them together4 ,he was listening1 intent1 and very pale1 to something she told him1 and1 to my surprise1 she was pale too1 and weeping4 ,before she could finish1 she broke into a passionate rush of tears1 and would have thrown herself at his feet2 but he caught her1 and she sunk down upon his shoulder1 and he stooped towards her as he might if he had loved her4 ,then ,i knew how ,i loved him4 ,i had to bear up a little while1 for they were in my house1 and ,i must bid them good-night1 and talk idly1 so that they should not suspect the wound ,i had4 ,but ,i must do something1 or go mad2 and so ,i went out to the garden-wall1 and struck my hand upon it until the blood ran4 ,the pain of that balanced the terrible pain within for a few moments1 and ,i went in to them calm and smiling4 ,they were sitting on the sofa1 he with a perplexed1 pale face1 and she blushing and radiant4 ,they started up when they saw my hand bandaged1 and she was full of sympathy for my hurt4 ,he said but little1 though he looked fixedly at my face4 ,i know ,i must have looked strangely4 ,when they were gone1 ,i went into my chamber and shut the door1 with some such feeling as ,i should have closed the entrance of a tomb behind me forever4 ,i fought myself all that night4 ,my heart was hungry and cried out for food1 and ,i would promise it none at all4 ,is there anyone who thinks that youth has monopolized all the passion of life1 all the rapture1 all the wild despair8 ,let them breast the deep1 strong current of middle life4 ,i never could quite recollect how that last month went away4 ,i know that ,i kept myself incessantly occupied1 and that ,i saw them almost daily1 without departing from the tone of familiar friendship ,i had worn throughout1 although my heart was full of jealousy and a fast-growing hatred that would not be quelled4 ,not for a thousand happy loves would ,i have let them see my humiliation4 ,i was even afraid that already he might suspect it1 for his manner was changed4 ,sometimes he was distant1 sometimes sad1 and sometimes almost tenderer than a friend4 ,it got to be ,october1 and ,i felt that ,i could not bear such a state of things any longer1 and questioned within myself whether ,i had better not leave home for a while4 ,if ,i had been alone1 it would have been easy2 but my cousin ,mary was still with me1 and ,i could give no good reason for such a step4 ,before ,i had settled upon anything1 ,lucy came to me in great distress1 with a confession that ,mr4 ,ames was somehow turned against her1 and that she was almost heart-broken about it4 ,if she lost him1 she must die2 for she had so long looked upon him as her husband1 and loved him so well1 that life would be nothing without him4 ,what should she do8 ,would ,i advise her8 ,i didn't know1 until long afterward1 that it was a consummate piece of acting1 dictated by the mother1 and that she was as heartless as it was possible for a young girl to be2 and while she lay weeping at my feet1 ,i pitied her1 and wondered if1 perhaps1 there might not be some spring of generous feeling in her heart1 that a happy love would unlock4 ,the next morning ,i went out alone1 for a ride1 in a direction where ,i thought ,i could not be disturbed4 ,up hill and down1 over roads1 pastures1 and streams1 ,i tore until the fever within was allayed1 and then ,i stopped to rest1 and look upon the beauties of the bright ,october day4 ,all overhead and around1 the sky and patches of water were of that far-looking blue which seems all ready to open upon new and wonderful worlds4 ,big1 bright drops of a night-shower lay asleep in the curled-up leaves1 as though the trees had stretched out a million hands to catch them4 ,and such hands6 ,what comparison could match them8 ,clouds of butterflies1 such as sleep among the flowers of ,paradise1--forgotten dreams of children1 who sleep and smile1--fancies of fairy laureates1 strung shining together for some high festival1--anything most rich or unreal1 might furnish a type for the foliage that was painted upon the golden blue of that ,october day4 ,i could almost have forgotten my trouble in the charmed gaze4 ,you turn up in strange places1 ,rachel6 said a voice behind me4 ,this was what ,i had dreaded2 but ,i swallowed love and fear in one great gulp1 and shut my teeth with a resolution of iron4 ,i would not be guilty of the meanness of standing in that child's way1 if she were but a fool2 so ,i answered him gayly4 ',the same to yourself1' as ,neighbor ,dawkins would say4 ,why didn't you all go to the lake1 as you planned last night8 ,for some good reasons4 ,were you bewitched1 that you stood here so still8 ,he looked brightly into my face1 as he came up4 ,no1--but the trees are4 ,shouldn't you think that ,oberon had held high court here over-night8 ,and that they had left their wedding-dresses upon the boughs8 ,yes1 they are gay enough6 ,but where have you been these four weeks1 that ,i haven't got speech with you8 ,a pretty question1 when you've been at my house almost every day6 ,where are your senses1 man8 ,i know too well where they are1 he said4 ,but ,i've wanted a good talk with you1 face to face1--not with a veil of commonplace people between4 ,you're not yourself among them4 ,i like you best when your spirits are a little ruffled1 and your eye kindles1 and your lip curls1 as it does now1--not when you say1 ,no1 ,sir1 or ,yes1 ,ma'am1 and smile as though it were only skin-deep4 ,i started my horse4 ,let's be going1 ,jessie1 ,i said4 ,it's our duty to feel insulted4 ,he accuses your mistress of being deceitful among her friends1 and says he likes her when she's cross4 ,he laughed lightly1 and walked along by my side4 ,how are your ladies8 and when will ,miss ,lucy come to ride out with me8 ,i asked1 fearing a look into his eyes4 ,this brought him down4 ,i knew it would4 ,he answered that she was well1 and walked along with his head down1 quite like another man4 ,at length he looked up1 very pale1 and put his hand on my bridle4 ,i want to put a case to you1 he said4 ,suppose a man to have made some engagement before his mind was mature1 and under a strong outside pressure of which he was not aware4 ,when he grows to a better knowledge of the world and himself1 and finds that he has been half cheated1 and that to keep his word will entail lasting misery and ruin on himself1 without really benefiting any one else1 is he bound to keep it8 ,i stopped an instant to press my heart back1 and then ,i answered him4 ,a promise is a promise1 ,mr4 ,ames4 ,i have thought that a man of honor valued his word more than happiness or life4 ,he flushed a moment1 and then looked down again2 and we walked on slowly1 without a word1 over the stubbly ground1 and through brooklets and groves and thickets1 towards home4 ,if ,i could only reach there before he spoke again6 ,how could ,i hold out to do my duty1 if ,i were tempted any farther8 ,at last he checked the horse1 and1 putting his hand heavily on mine1 looked me full in the face1 while his was pale and agitated4 ,rachel1 he said1 huskily1 if a man came to you and said1 ',i am bound to another2 but my heart1 my soul1 my life are at your feet1' would you turn him away8 ,i gasped one long breath of fresh air4 ,do ,i look like a woman who would take a man's love at second hand8 ,i said1 haughtily4 ,women like me must respect the man they marry1 ,sir4 ,he dropped his hand1 and turned away his head1 with a deep-drawn breath4 ,i saw him stoop and lift himself again1 as though some weight were laid upon his shoulders4 ,i saw the muscles round and ridgy upon his clenched hand4 ,all this for a silly1 shallow thing1 who knows nothing of the heart she loses6 some tempter whispered1 and passionate words of love rushed up and beat hard against my shut teeth4 ,get thee behind me6 ,i muttered1 and resolutely started my horse forward4 ,not for her1--but for myself1--for self-respect6 ,the best love in the world shall not buy that6 ,he came along beside me1 silent1 and stepping heavily1 and thus we went to the leafy lane that came out near my house4 ,there ,i stopped2 for ,i felt that this must end now4 ,mr4 ,ames1 you must leave this place1 directly1 ,i said1 with as much sternness as ,i could assume4 ,if you please1 ,i will bid you good-bye1 now4 ,not see you again1 ,rachel8 he exclaimed1 sharply4 ,no6 not that6 ,forgive me1 if ,i have said too much2 but don't send me away6 ,he took my hand in both his1 and gazed as one might for a sentence of life or death4 ,will you let a woman's strength shame you8 ,i cried1 desperately4 ,i thought you were a man of honor1 ,mr4 ,ames4 ,i trusted you entirely1 but ,i will never trust any one again4 ,he dropped my hand1 and drew himself up4 ,you are right1 ,rachel6 you are right1 he said1 after a moment's thought4 ,no one must trust me1 and be disappointed4 ,i have never forgotten that before2 please ,god1 ,i never will again4 ,but must ,i say farewell here8 ,it is better1 ,i said4 ,good-bye1 then1 dear friend6--dear friend6 he whispered4 ,if you ever love any better than yourself1 you will know how to forgive me4 ,i felt his kiss on my hand1 and felt1 rather than saw1 his last look1 for ,i dared not raise my eyes to his2 and ,i knew that he had turned back1 and that ,i had seen the last of him4 ,for one instant ,i thought ,i would follow and tell him that he did not suffer alone2 but before my horse was half turned1 ,i was myself again4 ,fool6 ,i said4 ,if you let the dam down1 can you push the waters back again8 ,would that man let anything upon earth stand between him and a woman that loved him8 ,let him go so4 ,he'll forget you in six months4 ,i had to endure a farewell call from ,lucy and her mother4 ,mr4 ,ames had received a sudden summons home1 and they were to accompany him a part of the way4 ,the elder scrutinized me very closely1 but ,i think she got nothing to satisfy her2 the younger kissed and shed tears enough for the parting of twin sisters4 ,how ,i hated her6 ,in a couple of days they were gone1 ,mr4 ,ames calling to see me when he knew me to be out1 and leaving a civil message only4 ,the house was closed1 the faded leaves fell all about the doorway1 and the grass withered upon the little lawn4 ,that play is over1 and the curtain dropped1 ,i said to myself1 as ,i took one long look towards the old house1 and closed the shutters that opened that way4 ,you who have suffered some great loss1 and stagger for want of strength to walk alone1 thank ,god for work4 ,nothing like that for bracing up a feeble heart6 ,i worked restlessly from morning till night1 and often encroached on what should have been sleep4 ,hard work1 real sinewy labor1 was all that would content me2 and ,i found enough of it4 ,to have been a proper heroine1 ,i suppose ,i should have devoted myself to works of charity1 read sentimental poetry1 and folded my hands very meekly and prettily2 but ,i did no such thing4 ,i ripped up carpets1 and scoured paint1 and swept down cobwebs1 ,i made sweetmeats and winter clothing1 ,i dug up and set out trees1 and smoothed the turf in my garden1 and tramped round my fields with the man behind me1 to see if the fences needed mending1 or if the marshes were properly drained1 or the fallow land wanted ploughing4 ,it made me better4 ,all the sickliness of my grief passed away1 and only the deep-lying regret was left like a weight to which my heart soon became accustomed4 ,we can manage trouble much better than we often do1 if we only choose to try resolutely4 ,i had but one relapse4 ,it was when ,i got news of their marriage4 ,i remember the day with a peculiar distinctness2 for it was the first snow-storm of the season1 and ,i had been out walking all the afternoon4 ,it was one of those soft1 leaden-colored1 expectant days1 of late autumn or early winter1 when one is sure of snow2 and ,i went out on purpose to see it fall among the woods2 for it was just upon ,christmas1 and ,i longed to see the black ground covered4 ,by-and-by a few flakes sauntered down1 coquetting as to where they would alight2 then a few more followed1 thickening and thickening until the whole upper air was alive with them1 and the frozen ridges whitened along their backs1 and every little stiff blade of grass or rush or dead bush held all it could carry4 ,it was pleasant to see the quiet wonder go on1 until the landscape was completely changed1--to walk home scuffing the snow from the frozen road on which my feet had ground as ,i came that way1 and see the fences full1 and the hollows heaped up level1 and the birches bent down with their hair hidden1 and the broad arms of the fir-trees loaded1 like sombre cotton-pickers going home heavily laden4 ,then to see the brassy streak widen in the west1 and the cold moon hang astonished upon the dead tops of some distant pine-trees1 was to enjoy a most beautiful picture1 with only the cost of a little fatigue4 ,when ,i got home1 ,i found among my letters one from ,mr4 ,ames4 ,he could not leave the country without pleading once more for my esteem1 he wrote4 ,he had not intended to marry until he could think more calmly of the past2 but ,lucy's mother had married again very suddenly into a family where her daughter found it not pleasant to follow her4 ,she was poor1 without very near relatives now1 and friends1 on both sides1 had urged the marriage4 ,he had told her the state of his feelings1 and offered1 if she could overlook the want of love1 to be everything else to her4 ,she should never repent the step1 and he prayed me1 when ,i thought of him1 to think as leniently as possible4 ,alas6 now ,i must not think at all4 ,how ,i fought that thought1--how ,i worked by day1 and studied deep into the night1 filling every hour full to the brim with activity1 seems now a feverish dream to me4 ,such dead thoughts will not be buried out of sight1 but lie cold and stiff1 until the falling foliage of seasons of labor and experience eddies round them1 and moss and herbs venture to grow over their decay1 and birds come slowly and curiously to sing a little there4 ,in time1 the mound is beautiful with the richness of the growth1 but the lord of the manor shudders as he walks that way4 ,for him1 it is always haunted4 ,thus with me4 ,i knew that the sorrow was doing me good1 that it had been needed long1 and ,i tried to profit by it1 as the time came when ,i could think calmly of it all4 ,i thought ,i had ceased to love him2 but the news of her death 7for she died in two years7 taught me better4 ,i heard of him from others1--that he had been most tender and indulgent to a selfish1 heartless woman1 who trifled with his best feelings1 and almost broke his heart before she went4 ,i heard that he had one child1 a poor little blind baby1 for whom the mother had neither love nor care1 and that he still continued abroad4 ,but from himself ,i never heard a word4 ,no doubt he had forgotten me1 as ,i had always thought he would4 ,more than two years passed1 and spring-time was upon us1 when ,i heard that he had returned to the country1 and was to be married shortly to a wealthy1 beautiful widow he had found abroad4 ,at first we heard that he was married1 and then that he was making great preparations1 but would not marry until autumn4 ,even the bride's dress was described1 and the furniture of the house of which she was to be mistress4 ,i had expected some such thing1 but it added one more drop of bitterness to the yearning ,i had for him4 ,it was so hard to think him like any other man6 ,however1 now1 as before1 ,i covered up the wound with a smiling face1 and went about my business4 ,i had been making extensive improvements on my farm1 and kept out all day often1 over-seeing the laborers4 ,one night1 a soft1 starlight evening in late ,may1 ,i came home very tired1 and1 being quite alone1 sat down on the portico to watch the stars and think4 ,i had not been long there1 when a man's step came up the avenue1 and some person1 ,i could not tell who in the darkness1 opened the gate1 and came slowly up towards me4 ,i rose1 and bade him good-evening4 ,is it you1 ,rachel8 he said1 quite faintly4 ,it was his voice4 ,thank ,heaven for the darkness6 ,the hand ,i gave him might tremble1 but my face should betray nothing4 ,i invited him into the parlor1 and rang for lights4 ,he's come to see about selling the old house1 ,i thought2 there was a report that he would sell it by auction4 ,when the lights came1 he looked eagerly at me4 ,am ,i much changed8 ,i said1 with a half-bitter smile4 ,not so much as ,i1 he answered1 sighing and looking down2--he seemed to be in deep thought for a moment4 ,he was much changed4 ,his hair was turning gray2 his face was thin1 with a subdued expression ,i had never expected to see him wear4 ,he must have suffered greatly2 and1 as ,i looked1 my heart began to melt4 ,that would not do2 and besides1 what was the need of pity1 when he had consoled himself8 ,i asked some ordinary question about his journey1 and led him into a conversation on foreign travel4 ,the evening passed away as it might with two strangers1 and he rose to go1 with a grave face and manner as cold as mine1--for ,i had been very cold4 ,i followed him to the door1 and asked how long he stayed at ,huntsville4 ,only a part of the next day1 he said2 his child could not be left any longer2 but he wished very much to see me1 and so had contrived to get a few days4 ,indeed6 ,i said4 ,you honor me4 ,your ,huntsville friends scarcely expected to be remembered so long4 ,they have not done me justice1 then1 he said1 quietly4 ,i seem to have the warmest recollection of any4 ,good-night1 ,miss ,mead4 ,i shall not be likely to see you again4 ,he gave me his hand1 but it was very cold1 and ,i let it slip as coldly from mine4 ,he went down the gravel-walk slowly and heavily1 and he certainly sighed as he closed the gate4 ,could ,i give him up thus8 ,down pride6 ,you have held sway long enough6 ,i must part more kindly1 or die6 ,i ran down the gravel-walk and overtook him in the avenue4 ,he stopped as ,i came up1 and turned to meet me4 ,forgive me1 ,i said1 breathlessly4 ,i could not part with old friends so1 after wishing so much for them4 ,he took both my hands in his4 ,have you wished for me1 ,rachel8 he said1 tenderly4 ,i thought you would scarcely have treated a stranger with so little kindness4 ,i was afraid to be warmer1 ,i said4 ,afraid of what8 he asked4 ,my mouth was unsealed4 ,are you to be married8 ,i asked4 ,i have no such expectation1 he answered4 ,and are not engaged to any one8 ,to nothing but an old love1 dear6 ,was that why you were afraid to show yourself to me8 ,yes6 ,i answered1 making no resistance to the arm that was put gently round me4 ,he was mine now1 ,i knew1 as ,i felt the strong heart beating fast against my own4 ,rachel1 he whispered1 the only woman ,i ever did or ever can love1 will you send me away again8 ,a ,,shetland ,,shawl4 ,it was made of the purest and finest wool1 ,as fine as silk1 and as soft and cool2 ,it was pearly white1 of that cloud-like hue ,which has a shadowy tinge of blue2 ,and brought by the good ship1 miles and miles1 ,from the distant shores of the ,shetland ,isles4 ,and in it were woven1 here and there1 ,the golden threads of a maiden's hair1 ,as the wanton wind with tosses and twirls ,blew in and out of her floating curls1 ,while her busy fingers swiftly drew ,the ivory needle through and through4 ,the warm sun flashed on the brilliant dyes ,of the purple and golden butterflies1 ,and the drowsy bees1 with a changeless tune1 ,hummed in the perfumed air of ,june1 ,as the gossamer fabric1 fair to view1 ,under the maiden's fingers grew4 ,the shadows of tender thought arise ,in the tranquil depths of her dreamy eyes1 ,and her blushing cheek bears the first impress ,of the spirit's awakening consciousness1 ,like the rose1 when it bursts1 in a single hour1 ,from the folded bud to the perfect flower4 ,many a tremulous hope and care1 ,many a loving wish and prayer1 ,with the blissful dreams of one who stood ,at the golden gate of womanhood1 ,the little maiden's tireless hands ,wove in and out of the shining strands4 ,the buds that burst in an ,april sun ,had seen the wonderful shawl begun2 ,it was finished1 and folded up with pride1 ,when the vintage purpled the mountain-side2 ,and smiles made light in the violet eyes1 ,at the thought of a lover's pleased surprise4 ,the spider hung from the budding thorn ,his baseless web1 when the shawl was worn2 ,and the cobwebs1 silvered by the dew1 ,with the morning sunshine breaking through1 ,the maiden's toil might well recall1 ,in the vanished year1 on the ,shetland ,shawl4 ,for the rose had died in the autumn showers1 ,that bloomed in the summer's golden hours2 ,and the shining tissue of hopes and dreams1 ,with misty glories and rainbow gleams ,woven within and out1 was one ,like the slender thread by the spider spun4 ,as fresh and as pure as the sad young face1 ,the snowy shawl with its clinging grace ,seems a fitting veil for a form so fair3 ,but who would think what a tale of care1 ,of love and grief and faith1 might all ,be folded up in a ,shetland ,shawl8 ,,roba ,,di ,,roma4 ,continued4 ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,,games ,,in ,,rome4 ,walking1 during pleasant weather1 almost anywhere in ,rome1 but especially in passing through the enormous arches of the ,temple of ,peace1 or along by the ,colosseum1 or some wayside osteria outside the city-walls1 the ear of the traveller is often saluted by the loud1 explosive tones of two voices going off together1 at little intervals1 like a brace of pistol-shots2 and turning round to seek the cause of these strange sounds1 he will see two men1 in a very excited state1 shouting1 as they fling out their hands at each other with violent gesticulation4 ,ten to one he will say to himself1 if he be a stranger in ,rome1 ,how quarrelsome and passionate these ,italians are6 ,if he be an ,englishman or an ,american1 he will be sure to congratulate himself on the superiority of his own countrymen1 and wonder why these fellows stand there shaking their fists at each other1 and screaming1 instead of fighting it out like men1--and muttering1 ,a cowardly pack1 too6 will pass on1 perfectly satisfied with his facts and his philosophy4 ,but what he has seen was really not a quarrel4 ,it is simply the game of ,mora1 as old as the ,pyramids1 and formerly played among the host of ,pharaoh and the armies of ,csar as now by the subjects of ,pius ,,ix4 ,it is thus played4 ,two persons place themselves opposite each other1 holding their right hands closed before them4 ,they then simultaneously and with a sudden gesture throw out their hands1 some of the fingers being extended1 and others shut up on the palm1--each calling out in a loud voice1 at the same moment1 the number he guesses the fingers extended by himself and his adversary to make4 ,if neither cry out aright1 or if both cry out aright1 nothing is gained or lost2 but if only one guess the true number1 he wins a point4 ,thus1 if one throw out four fingers and the other two1 he who cries out six makes a point1 unless the other cry out the same number4 ,the points are generally five1 though sometimes they are doubled1 and as they are made1 they are marked by the left hand1 which1 during the whole game1 is held stiffly in the air at about the shoulders' height1 one finger being extended for every point4 ,when the partito is won1 the winner cries out1 ,fatto6 or ,guadagnato6 or ,vinto6 or else strikes his hands across each other in sign of triumph4 ,this last sign is also used when ,double ,mora is played1 to indicate that five points are made4 ,so universal is this game in ,rome1 that the very beggars play away their earnings at it4 ,it was only yesterday1 as ,i came out of the gallery of the ,capitol1 that ,i saw two who had stopped screaming for baiocchi per amor di ,dio1 to play pauls against each other at ,mora4 ,one1 a cripple1 supported himself against a column1 and the other1 with his ragged cloak slung on his shoulder1 stood opposite him4 ,they staked a paul each time with the utmost nonchalance1 and played with an earnestness and rapidity which showed that they were old hands at it1 while the coachmen from their boxes cracked their whips1 and jeered and joked them1 and the shabby circle around them cheered them on4 ,i stopped to see the result1 and found that the cripple won two successive games4 ,but his cloaked antagonist bore his losses like a hero1 and when all was over1 he did his best with the strangers issuing from the ,capitol to line his pockets for a new chance4 ,nothing is more simple and apparently easy than ,mora1 yet to play it well requires quickness of perception and readiness in the calculation of chances4 ,as each player1 of course1 knows how many fingers he himself throws out1 the main point is to guess the number of fingers thrown by his opponent1 and to add the two instantaneously together4 ,a player of skill will soon detect the favorite numbers of his antagonist1 and it is curious to see how remarkably clever some of them are in divining1 from the movement of the hand1 the number to be thrown4 ,the game is always played with great vivacity1 the hands being flung out with vehemence1 and the numbers shouted at the full pitch of the voice1 so as to be heard at a considerable distance4 ,it is from the sudden opening of the fingers1 while the hands are in the air1 that the old ,roman phrase1 micare digitis1 to flash with the fingers1 is derived4 ,a bottle of wine is generally the stake2 and round the osterias1 of a festa-day1 when the game is played after the blood has been heated and the nerves strained by previous potations1 the regular volleyed explosions of ,tre6 ,cinque6 ,otto6 ,tutti6 are often interrupted by hot discussions4 ,but these are generally settled peacefully by the bystanders1 who act as umpires1--and the excitement goes off in talk4 ,the question arises almost invariably upon the number of fingers flashed out2 for an unscrupulous player has great opportunities of cheating1 by holding a finger half extended1 so as to be able to close or open it afterwards according to circumstances2 but sometimes the losing party will dispute as to the number called out4 ,the thumb is the father of all evil at ,mora1 it being often impossible to say whether it was intended to be closed or not1 and an unskilful player is easily deceived in this matter by a clever one4 ,when ,tutti is called1 all the fingers1 thumb and all1 must be extended1 and then it is an even chance that a discussion will take place as to whether the thumb was out4 ,sometimes1 when the blood is hot1 and one of the parties has been losing1 violent quarrels will arise1 which the umpires cannot decide1 and1 in very rare cases1 knives are drawn and blood is spilled4 ,generally these disputes end in nothing1 and1 often as ,i have seen this game1 ,i have never been a spectator of any quarrel1 though discussions numberless ,i have heard4 ,but1 beyond vague stories by foreigners1 in which ,i put no confidence1 the vivacity of the ,italians easily leading persons unacquainted with their characters to mistake a very peaceable talk for a violent quarrel1 ,i know of only one case that ended tragically4 ,there a savage quarrel1 begun at ,mora1 was with difficulty pacified by the bystanders1 and one of the parties withdrew to an osteria to drink with his companions4 ,but while he was there1 the rage which had been smothered1 but not extinguished1 in the breast of his antagonist1 blazed out anew4 ,rushing at the other1 as he sat by the table of the osteria1 he attacked him fiercely with his knife4 ,the friends of both parties started at once to their feet1 to interpose and tear them apart2 but before they could reach them1 one of the combatants dropped bleeding and dying on the floor1 and the other fled like a maniac from the room4 ,this readiness of the ,italians to use the knife1 for the settlement of every dispute1 is generally attributed by foreigners to the passionateness of their nature2 but ,i am inclined to believe that it also results from their entire distrust of the possibility of legal redress in the courts4 ,where courts are organized as they are in ,naples1 who but a fool would trust to them8 ,open tribunals1 where justice should be impartially administered1 would soon check private assassinations2 and were there more honest and efficient police courts1 there would be far fewer knives drawn4 ,the ,englishman invokes the aid of the law1 knowing that he can count upon prompt justice2 take that belief from him1 he1 too1 like ,harry ,gow1 would fight for his own hand4 ,in the half-organized society of the less civilized parts of the ,united ,states1 the pistol and bowie-knife are as frequent arbiters of disputes as the stiletto is among the ,italians4 ,but it would be a gross error to argue from this1 that the ,americans are violent and passionate by nature2 for1 among the same people in the older ,states1 where justice is cheaply and strictly administered1 the pistol and bowie-knife are almost unknown4 ,despotism and slavery nurse the passions of men2 and wherever law is loose1 or courts are venal1 public justice assumes the shape of private vengeance4 ,the farther south one goes in ,italy1 the more frequent is violence and the more unrepressed are the passions4 ,compare ,piedmont with ,naples1 and the difference is immense4 ,the dregs of vice and violence settle to the south4 ,rome is worse than ,tuscany1 and ,naples worse than ,rome1--not so much because of the nature of the people1 as of the government and the laws4 ,but to return to ,mora4 ,as ,i was walking out beyond the ,porta ,san ,giovanni the other day1 ,i heard the most ingenious and consolatory periphrasis for a defeat that it was ever my good-fortune to hear2 and1 as it shows the peculiar humor of the ,romans1 it may here have a place4 ,two of a party of contadini had been playing at ,mora1 the stakes being1 as usual1 a bottle of wine1 and each1 in turn1 had lost and won4 ,a lively and jocose discussion now arose between the friends on the one side and the players on the other1--the former claiming that each of the latter was to pay his bottle of wine for the game he lost1 7to be drunk1 of course1 by all17 and the latter insisting1 that1 as one loss offset the other1 nothing was to be paid by either4 ,as ,i passed1 one of the players was speaking4 ,il primo partito1 he said1 ho guadagnato io2 e poi1 nel secondo1--here a pause1--ho perso la vittoria3 ,the first game1 ,i won2 the second1 ,i----lost the victory4 ,and with this happy periphrasis1 our friend admitted his defeat4 ,i could not but think how much better it would have been for the ,french1 if this ingenious mode of adjusting with the ,english the ,battle of ,waterloo had ever occurred to them4 ,to admit that they were defeated was of course impossible2 but to acknowledge that they lost the victory would by no means have been humiliating4 ,this would have soothed their irritable national vanity1 prevented many heart-burnings1 saved long and idle arguments and terrible kicking against the pricks1 and rendered a friendly alliance possible4 ,no game has a better pedigree than ,mora4 ,it was played by the ,egyptians more than two thousand years before the ,christian era4 ,in the paintings at ,thebes and in the temples of ,beni-,hassan1 seated figures may be seen playing it1--some keeping their reckoning with the left hand uplifted1--some striking off the game with both hands1 to show that it was won1--and1 in a word1 using the same gestures as the modern ,romans4 ,from ,egypt it was introduced into ,greece4 ,the ,romans brought it from ,greece at an early period1 and it has existed among them ever since1 having suffered apparently no alteration4 ,its ancient ,roman name was ,micatio1 and to play it was called micare digitis1--to flash the fingers1--the modern name ,mora being merely a corruption of the verb micare4 ,varro describes it precisely as it is now played2 and ,cicero1 in the first book of his treatise ,de ,divinatione1 thus alludes to it3--,quid enim est sors8 ,idem propemodum quod micare1 quod talos jacere1 quod tesseras2 quibus in rebus temeritas et casus1 non ratio et consilium valent4 ,so common was it1 that it became the basis of an admirable proverb1 to denote the honesty of a person3--,dignus est quicum in tenebris mices3 ,so trustworthy1 that one may play ,mora with him in the dark4 ,at one period they carried their love of it so far1 that they used to settle by micatio the sales of merchandise and meat in the ,forum1 until ,apronius1 prefect of the city1 prohibited the practice in the following terms1 as appears by an old inscription1 which is particularly interesting as containing an admirable pun3 ,sub exagio potius pecora vendere quam digitis concludentibus tradere3 ,sell your sheep by the balance1 and do not bargain or deceive 7tradere having both these meanings7 by opening and shutting your fingers at ,mora4 ,one of the various kinds of the old ,roman game of ,pila still survives under the modern name of ,pallone4 ,it is played between two sides1 each numbering from five to eight persons4 ,each of the players is armed with a bracciale1 or gantlet of wood1 covering the hand and extending nearly up to the elbow1 with which a heavy ball is beaten backwards and forwards1 high into the air1 from one side to the other4 ,the object of the game is to keep the ball in constant flight1 and whoever suffers it to fall dead within his bounds loses4 ,it may1 however1 be struck in its rebound1 though the best strokes are before it touches the ground4 ,the bracciali are hollow tubes of wood1 thickly studded outside with pointed bosses1 projecting an inch and a half1 and having inside1 across the end1 a transverse bar1 which is grasped by the hand1 so as to render them manageable to the wearer4 ,the balls1 which are of the size of a large cricket-ball1 are made of leather1 and are so heavy1 that1 when well played1 they are capable of breaking the arm1 unless properly received on the bracciale4 ,they are inflated with air1 which is pumped into them with a long syringe1 through a small aperture closed by a valve inside4 ,the game is played on an oblong figure1 marked out on the ground1 or designated by the wall around the sunken platform on which it is played2 across the centre is drawn a transverse line1 dividing equally the two sides4 ,whenever a ball either falls outside the lateral boundary or is not struck over the central line1 it counts against the party playing it4 ,when it flies over the extreme limits1 it is called a volata1 and is reckoned the best stroke that can be made4 ,at the end of the lists is a spring-board1 on which the principal player stands4 ,the best batter is always selected for this post2 the others are distributed about4 ,near him stands the pallonaio1 whose office is to keep the balls well inflated with air1 and he is busy nearly all the time4 ,facing him1 at a short distance1 is the mandarino1 who gives ball4 ,as soon as the ball leaves the mandarino's hand1 the chief batter runs forward to meet it1 and strikes it as far and high as he can1 with the bracciale4 ,four times in succession have ,i seen a good player strike a volata1 with the loud applause of the spectators4 ,when this does not occur1 the two sides bat the ball backwards and forwards1 from one to the other1 sometimes fifteen or twenty times before the point is won2 and as it falls here and there1 now flying high in the air and caught at once on the bracciale before touching the ground1 now glancing back from the wall which generally forms one side of the lists1 the players rush eagerly to hit it1 calling loudly to each other1 and often displaying great agility1 skill1 and strength4 ,the interest now becomes very exciting2 the bystanders shout when a good stroke is made1 and groan and hiss at a miss1 until1 finally1 the ball is struck over the lists1 or lost within them4 ,the points of the game are fifty1--the first two strokes counting fifteen each1 and the others ten each4 ,when one side makes the fifty before the other has made anything1 it is called a marcio1 and counts double4 ,as each point is made1 it is shouted by the caller1 who stands in the middle and keeps the count1 and proclaims the bets of the spectators4 ,this game is as national to the ,italians as cricket to the ,english2 it is not only1 as it seems to me1 much more interesting than the latter1 but requires vastly more strength1 agility1 and dexterity1 to play it well4 ,the ,italians give themselves to it with all the enthusiasm of their nature1 and many a young fellow injures himself for life by the fierceness of his batting4 ,after the excitement and stir of this game1 which only the young and athletic can play well1 cricket seems a very dull affair4 ,the game of ,pallone has always been a favorite one in ,rome2 and near the summit of the ,quattro ,fontane1 in the ,barberini grounds1 there is a circus1 which used to be specially devoted to public exhibitions during the summer afternoons4 ,at these representations1 the most renowned players were engaged by an impresario4 ,the audience was generally large1 and the entrance-fee was one paul4 ,wonderful feats were sometimes performed here2 and on the wall are marked the heights of some remarkable volate4 ,the players were clothed in a thin1 tight dress1 like saltimbanchi4 ,one side wore a blue1 and the other a red ribbon1 on the arm4 ,the contests1 generally1 were fiercely disputed1--the spectators betting heavily1 and shouting1 as good or bad strokes were made4 ,sometimes a line was extended across the amphitheatre1 from wall to wall1 over which it was necessary to strike the ball1 a point being lost in case it passed below4 ,but this is a variation from the game as ordinarily played1 and can be ventured on only when the players are of the first force4 ,the games here1 however1 are now suspended2 for the ,french1 since their occupation1 have not only seized the post-office1 to convert it into a club-room1 and the piano nobile of some of the richest palaces1 to serve as barracks for their soldiers1 but have also driven the ,romans from their amphitheatre1 where ,pallone was played1 to make it into ateliers de gnie4 ,still1 one may see the game played by ordinary players1 towards the twilight of any summer day1 in the ,piazza di ,termini1 or near the ,tempio della ,pace1 or the ,colosseo4 ,the boys from the studios and shops also play in the streets a sort of mongrel game called ,pillotta1 beating a small ball back and forth1 with a round bat1 shaped like a small tamburello and covered with parchment4 ,but the real game1 played by skilful players1 may be seen almost every summer night outside the ,porta a ,pinti1 in ,florence2 and ,i have also seen it admirably played under the fortress-wall at ,siena1 the players being dressed entirely in white1 with loose ruffled jackets1 breeches1 long stockings1 and shoes of undressed leather1 and the audience sitting round on the stone benches1 or leaning over the lofty wall1 cheering on the game1 while they ate the cherries or zucca-seeds which were hawked about among them by itinerant peddlers4 ,here1 towards twilight1 one could lounge away an hour pleasantly under the shadow of the fortress1 looking now at the game and now at the rolling country beyond1 where olives and long battalions of vines marched knee-deep through the golden grain1 until the purple splendors of sunset had ceased to transfigure the distant hills1 and the crickets chirped louder under the deepening gray of the sky4 ,in the walls of the amphitheatre at ,florence is a bust in colored marble of one of the most famous players of his day1 whose battered face seems still to preside over the game1 getting now and then a smart blow from the ,pallone itself1 which1 in its inflation1 is no respecter of persons4 ,the honorable inscription beneath the bust1 celebrating the powers of this champion1 who rejoiced in the surname of ,earthquake1 is as follows3-- ,josephus ,barnius1 ,petiolensis1 vir in jactando repercutiendoque folle singularis1 qui ob robur ingens maximamque artis peritiam1 et collusores ubique devictos1 ,terrmotus formidabili cognomento dictus est4 ,another favorite game of ball among the ,romans is ,bocce or ,boccette4 ,it is played between two sides1 consisting of any number of persons1 each of whom has two large wooden balls of about the size of an average ,american nine-pin ball4 ,beside these1 there is a little ball called the lecco4 ,this is rolled first by one of the winning party to any distance he pleases1 and the object is to roll or pitch the boccette or large balls so as to place them beside the lecco4 ,every ball of one side nearer to the lecco than any ball of the other counts one point in the game1--the number of points depending on the agreement of the parties4 ,the game is played on the ground1 and not upon any smooth or prepared plane2 and as the lecco often runs into hollows1 or poises itself on some uneven declivity1 it is sometimes a matter of no small difficulty to play the other balls near to it4 ,the great skill of the game consists1 however1 in displacing the balls of the adverse party so as to make the balls of the playing party count1 and a clever player will often change the whole aspect of affairs by one well-directed throw4 ,the balls are thrown alternately1--first by a player on one side1 and then by a player on the other4 ,as the game advances1 the interest increases1 and there is a constant variety4 ,however good a throw is made1 it may be ruined by the next4 ,sometimes the ball is pitched with great accuracy1 so as to strike a close-counting ball far into the distance1 while the new ball takes its place4 ,sometimes the lecco itself is suddenly transplanted into a new position1 which entirely reverses all the previous counting4 ,it is the last ball which decides the game1 and1 of course1 it is eagerly watched4 ,in the ,piazza di ,termini numerous parties may be seen every bright day in summer or spring playing this game under the locust-trees1 surrounded by idlers1 who stand by to approve or condemn1 and to give their advice4 ,the ,french soldiers1 once free from drill or guard or from practising trumpet-calls on the old ,agger of ,servius ,tullius near by1 are sure to be rolling balls in this fascinating game4 ,having heated their blood sufficiently at it1 they adjourn to a little osteria in the ,piazza to refresh themselves with a glass of asciutto wine1 after which they sit on a bench outside the door1 or stretch themselves under the trees1 and take a siesta1 with their handkerchiefs over their eyes1 while other parties take their turn at the bocce4 ,meanwhile1 from the ,agger beyond are heard the distressing trumpets struggling with false notes and wheezing and shrieking in ludicrous discord1 while now and then the solemn bell of ,santa ,maria ,maggiore tolls from the neighboring hill4 ,another favorite game in ,rome and ,tuscany is ,ruzzola1 so called from the circular disk of wood with which it is played4 ,round this the player winds tightly a cord1 which1 by a sudden cast and backward jerk of the hand1 he uncoils so as to send the disk whirling along the road4 ,outside the walls1 and along all the principal avenues leading to the city1 parties are constantly to be met playing at this game2 and oftentimes before the players are visible1 the disk is seen bounding round some curve1 to the great danger of one's legs4 ,he whose disk whirls the farthest wins a point4 ,it is an excellent walking game1 and it requires some knack to play the disk evenly along the road4 ,often the swiftest disks1 when not well-directed1 bound over the hedges1 knock themselves down against the walls1 or bury themselves in the tangled ditches2 and when well played1 if they chance to hit a stone in the road1 they will leap like mad into the air1 at the risk of serious injury to any unfortunate passer4 ,in the country1 instead of wooden disks1 the contadini often use cacio di pecora1 a kind of hard goat's cheese1 whose rind will resist the roughest play4 ,what1 then1 must be the digestive powers of those who eat it1 may be imagined4 ,like the peptic countryman1 they probably do not know they have a stomach1 not having ever felt it2 and certainly they can say with ,tony ,lumpkin1 ,it never hurts me1 and ,i sleep like a hound after it4 ,in common with the ,french1 the ,romans have a passion for the game of ,dominos4 ,every caff is supplied with a number of boxes1 and1 in the evening especially1 it is played by young and old1 with a seriousness which strikes us ,saxons with surprise4 ,we generally have a contempt for this game1 and look upon it as childish4 ,but ,i know not why4 ,it is by no means easy to play well1 and requires a careful memory and quick powers of combination and calculation4 ,no caff in ,rome or ,marseilles would be complete without its little black and white counters2 and as it interests at once the most mercurial and fidgety of people and the laziest and languidest1 it must have some hidden charm as yet unrevealed to the ,anglo-,saxon4 ,beside ,dominos1 ,chess 7,scacchi7 is often played in public in the caffs2 and there is one caff named ,dei ,scacchi1 because it is frequented by the best chess-players in ,rome4 ,here matches are often made1 and admirable games are played4 ,among the ,roman boys the game of ,campana is also common4 ,a parallelogram is drawn upon the ground and subdivided into four squares1 which are numbered4 ,at the top and bottom are two small semicircles1 or bells1 thus3-- ,illustration ,each of the players1 having deposited his stake in the semicircle 7b7 at the farthest end1 takes his station at a short distance1 and endeavors to pitch some object1 either a disk or a bit of terracotta1 or more generally a baiocco1 into one of the compartments4 ,if he lodge it in the nearest bell1 7a17 he pays a new stake into the pool2 if into the farthest bell1 7b17 he takes the whole pool2 if into either of the other compartments1 he takes one1 two1 three1 or four of the stakes1 according to the number of the compartment4 ,if he lodge on a line1 he is abbrucciato1 as it is termed1 and his play goes for nothing4 ,among the boys1 the pool is frequently filled with buttons1--among the men1 with baiocchi2 but buttons or baiocchi are all the same to the players1--they are the representatives of luck or skill4 ,but the game of games in ,rome is the ,lottery4 ,this is under the direction of the government1 which1 with a truly ecclesiastic regard for its subjects1 has organized it into a means of raising revenue4 ,the financial objection to this method of taxation is1 that its hardest pressure is upon the poorest classes2 but the moral and political objections are still stronger4 ,the habit of gambling engendered by it ruins the temper1 depraves the morals1 and keeps up a constant state of excitement at variance with any settled and serious occupation4 ,the temptations to laziness which it offers are too great for any people luxurious or idle by temperament2 and the demon of ,luck is set upon the altar which should be dedicated to ,industry4 ,if one happy chance can bring a fortune1 who will spend laborious days to gain a competence8 ,the common classes in ,rome are those who are most corrupted by the lottery2 and when they can neither earn nor borrow baiocchi to play1 they strive to obtain them by beggary1 cheating1 and sometimes theft4 ,the fallacious hope that their ticket will some day bring a prize leads them from step to step1 until1 having emptied their purses1 they are tempted to raise the necessary funds by any unjustifiable means4 ,when you pay them their wages or throw them a buona-mano1 they instantly run to the lottery-office to play it4 ,loss after loss does not discourage them4 ,it is always1 ,the next time they are to win1--there was a slight mistake in their calculation before4 ,some good reason or other is always at hand4 ,if by chance one of them do happen to win a large sum1 it is ten to one that it will cost him his life1--that he will fall into a fit1 or drop in an apoplexy1 on hearing the news4 ,there is a most melancholy instance of this in the very next house1--of a ,jew made suddenly and unexpectedly rich1 who instantly became insane in consequence1 and is now the most wretched and melancholy spectacle that man can ever become1--starving in the midst of abundance1 and moving like a beast about his house4 ,but of all ill luck that can happen to the lottery-gambler1 the worst is to win a small prize4 ,it is all over with him from that time forward2 into the great pit of the lottery everything that he can lay his hands on is sure to go4 ,there has been some difference of opinion as to whether the lottery was of later ,italian invention1 or dated back to the ,roman ,empire1--some even contending that it was in existence in ,egypt long before that period2 and several ingenious discussions may be found on this subject in the journals and annals of the ,french savans4 ,a strong claim has been put forward for the ancient ,romans1 on the ground that ,nero1 ,titus1 and ,heliogabalus were in the habit of writing on bits of wood and shells the names of various articles which they intended to distribute1 and then casting them to the crowd to be scrambled for4,a ,on some of these shells and billets were inscribed the names of slaves1 precious vases1 costly dresses1 articles of silver and gold1 valuable beasts1 etc41 which became the property of the fortunate persons who secured the billets and shells4 ,on others were written absurd and useless articles1 which turned the laugh against the unfortunate finder4 ,some1 for instance1 had inscribed upon them ten pieces of gold1 and some ten cabbages4 ,some were for one hundred bears1 and some for one egg4 ,some for five camels1 and some for ten flies4 ,in one sense1 these were lotteries1 and the ,emperors deserve all due credit for their invention4 ,but the lottery1 according to its modern signification1 is of ,italian origin1 and had its birth in ,upper ,italy as early as the fourteenth or fifteenth century4 ,here it was principally practised by the ,venetians and ,genoese1 under the name of ,borsa di ,ventura1--the prizes consisting originally1 not of money1 but of merchandise of every kind1--precious stones1 pictures1 gold and silver work1 and similar articles4 ,the great difference between them and the ancient lotteries of ,heliogabalus and ,nero was1 that tickets were bought and prizes drawn4 ,the lottery soon came to be played1 however1 for money1 and was considered so admirable an invention1 that it was early imported into ,france1 where ,francis ,i41 in #aeci1 granted letters-patent for the establishment of one4 ,in the seventeenth century1 this infezione1 as an old ,italian writer calls it1 was introduced into ,holland and ,england1 and at a still later date into ,germany4 ,those who invented it still retain it2 but those who adopted it have rejected it4 ,after nearly three centuries' existence in ,france1 it was abolished on the #cast of ,december1 #ahce4 ,the last drawing was at ,paris on the #bgth of the same month1 when the number of players was so great that it became necessary to close the offices before the appointed time1 and one ,englishman is said to have gained a quaterno of the sum of one million two hundred thousand francs4 ,when abolished in ,france1 the government was drawing from it a net revenue of twenty million francs4 ,in ,italy the lottery was proscribed by ,innocent ,,xii41 ,benedict ,,xiii41 and ,clement ,,xii4 ,but it was soon revived4 ,it was not without vehement opposers then as now1 as may be seen by a little work published at ,pisa in the early part of the last century1 entitled1 ,l',inganno non conosciuto1 oppure non voluto conoscere1 nell',estrazione del ,lotto4 ,muratori1 in #afif1 calls it1 in his ,annals of ,italy1 ,inventione dell' amara malizia per succiare il sangue dei malaccorti giuocatori4 ,in a late number of the ,civilt ,cattolica1 published at ,rome by the ,jesuits1 7the motto of which is ,beatus ,populus cujus ,dominus ,deus est17 there is1 on the other hand1 an elaborate and most ,jesuitical article1 in which the lottery is defended with amusing skill4 ,what ,christendom in general has agreed to consider immoral and pernicious in its effects on a people seems1 on the contrary1 to the writer of this article1 to be highly moral and commendable4 ,the numbers which can be played are from one to ninety4 ,of these only five are now drawn4 ,originally the numbers drawn were eight1 7otto17--and it is said that the ,italian name of this game1 lotto1 was derived from this circumstance4 ,the player may stake upon one1 two1 three1 four1 or five numbers1--but no ticket can be taken for more than five2 and he may stake upon his ticket any sum1 from one baiocco up to five scudi1--but the latter sum only in case he play upon several chances on the same ticket4 ,if he play one number1 he may either play it al posto assegnato1 according to its place in the drawing1 as first1 second1 third1 etc41--or he may play it senza posto1 without place1 in which case he wins1 if the number come anywhere among the five drawn4 ,in the latter case1 however1 the prize is much less in proportion to the sum staked4 ,thus1 for one baiocco staked al posto assegnato1 a scudo may be won2 but to gain a scudo on a number senza posto1 seven baiocchi must be played4 ,a sum staked upon two numbers is called an ambo1--on three1 a terno1--on four1 a quaterno1--and on five1 a cinquino2 and of course the prizes increase in rapid proportion to the numbers played1--the sum gained multiplying very largely on each additional number4 ,for instance1 if two baiocchi be staked on an ambo1 the prize is one scudo2 but if the same sum be staked on a terno1 the prize is a hundred scudi4 ,when an ambo is played for1 the same two numbers may be played as single numbers1 either al posto or senza posto1 and in such case one of the numbers alone may win4 ,so1 also1 a terno may be played so as to include an ambo1 and a quaterno so as to include a terno and ambo1 and a cinquino so as to include all4 ,but whenever more than one chance is played for1 the price is proportionally increased4 ,for a simple terno the limit of price is thirty-five pauls4 ,the ordinary rule is to play for every chance within the numbers taken2 but the common people rarely attempt more than a terno4 ,if four numbers are played with all their chances1 they are reckoned as four terni1 and paid for accordingly4 ,if five numbers are taken1 the price is for five terni4 ,where two numbers are played1 there is always an augment to the nominal prize of twenty per cent42 where three numbers are played1 the augment is of eighty per cent42 and from every prize is deducted ten per cent41 to be devoted to the hospitals and the poor4 ,the rule creating the augments was decreed by ,innocent ,,xiii4 ,such is the rage for the lottery in ,rome1 as well as in all the ,italian ,states1 and so great is the number of tickets bought within the year1 that this tax on the prizes brings in a very considerable revenue for elemosynary purposes4 ,the lottery is a branch of the department of finance1 and is under the direction of a ,monsignore4 ,the tickets originally issue from one grand central office in the ,palazzo ,madama2 but there is scarcely a street in ,rome without some subsidiary and distributing office1 which is easily recognized1 not only by its great sign of ,prenditoria di ,lotti over the door1 but by scores of boards set round the windows and doorway1 on which are displayed1 in large figures1 hundreds of combinations of numbers for sale4 ,the tickets sold here are merely purchased on speculation for resale1 and though it is rare that all are sold1 yet1 as a small advance of price is asked on each ticket beyond what was given at the original office1 there is enough profit to support these shops4 ,the large show of placards would to a stranger indicate a very considerable investment2 yet1 in point of fact1 as the tickets rarely cost more than a few baioicchi1 the amount risked is small4 ,no ticket is available for a prize1 unless it bear the stamp and signature of the central office1 as well as of the distributing shop1 if bought in the latter4 ,every ,saturday1 at noon1 the lottery is drawn in ,rome1 in the ,piazza ,madama4 ,half an hour before the appointed time1 the ,piazza begins to be thronged with ticket-holders1 who eagerly watch a large balcony of the sombre old ,palazzo ,madama1 7built by the infamous ,catharine de' ,medici17 where the drawing is to take place4 ,this is covered by an awning and colored draperies4 ,in front1 and fastened to the balustrade1 is a glass barrel1 standing on thin brass legs and turned by a handle4 ,five or six persons are in the balcony1 making arrangements for the drawing4 ,these are the officials1--one of them being the government officer1 and the others persons taken at random1 to supervise the proceedings4 ,the chief official first takes from the table beside him a slip of paper on which a number is inscribed4 ,he names it aloud1 passes it to the next1 who verifies it and passes it on1 until it has been subjected to the examination of all4 ,the last person then proclaims the number in a loud voice to the populace below1 folds it up1 and drops it into the glass barrel4 ,this operation is repeated until every number from one to ninety is passed1 verified by all1 proclaimed1 folded1 and dropped into the barrel4 ,the last number is rather sung than called1 and with more ceremony than all the rest4 ,the crowd shout back from below4 ,the bell strikes noon4 ,a blast of trumpets sounds from the balcony1 and a boy dressed in white robes advances from within1 ascends the steps1 and stands high up before the people1 facing the ,piazza4 ,the barrel is then whirled rapidly round and round1 so as to mix in inextricable confusion all the tickets4 ,this over1 the boy lifts high his right hand1 makes the sign of the cross on his breast1 then1 waving his open hand in the air1 to show that nothing is concealed1 plunges it into the barrel1 and draws out a number4 ,this he hands to the official1 who names it1 and passes it along the line of his companions4 ,there is dead silence below1 all listening eagerly4 ,then1 in a loud voice1 the number is sung out by the last official1 ,primo estratto1 numero #ad1 or whatever the number may be4 ,then sound the trumpets again1 and there is a rustle and buzz among the crowd4 ,all the five numbers are drawn with like ceremony1 and all is over4 ,within a surprisingly short space of time1 these numbers are exhibited in the long frames which are to be seen over the door of every ,prenditoria di ,lotti in ,rome1 and there they remain until the next drawing takes place4 ,the boy who does the drawing belongs to a college of orphans1 an admirable institution1 at which children who have lost both parents and are left helpless are lodged1 cared for1 and educated1 and the members of which are employed to perform this office in rotation1 receiving therefor a few scudi4 ,it will be seen from the manner in which the drawing of the lottery is conducted1 that no precaution is spared by the government to assure the public of the perfect good faith and fairness observed in it4 ,this is1 in fact1 absolutely necessary in order to establish that confidence without which its very object would be frustrated4 ,but the ,italians are a very suspicious and jealous people1 and ,i fear that there is less faith in the uprightness of the government than in their own watchfulness and the difficulty of deception4 ,there can be little doubt that no deceit is practised by the government1 so far as the drawing is concerned1--for it would be nearly impossible to employ it4 ,still there are not wanting stories of fortunate coincidences which are singular and interesting2 one case1 which ,i have every reason to believe authentic1 was related to me by a most trustworthy person1 as being within his own knowledge4 ,a few years ago1 the ,monsignore who was at the head of the lottery had occasion to diminish his household1 and accordingly dismissed an old servant who had been long in his palace4 ,often the old man returned and asked for relief1 and as often was charitably received4 ,but his visits at last became importunate1 and the ,monsignore remonstrated4 ,the answer of the servant was1 ,i have given my best years to the service of your ,eminence1--,i am too old to labor1--what shall ,i do8 ,the case was a hard one4 ,his ,eminence paused and reflected2--at last he said1 ,why not buy a ticket in the lottery8 ,ah6 was the answer1 ,i have not even money to supply my daily needs4 ,what you now give me is all ,i have4 ,if ,i risk it1 ,i may lose it1--and that lost1 what can ,i do8 ,still the ,monsignore said1 ,buy a ticket in the lottery4 ,since your ,eminence commands me1 ,i will1 said the old man2 but what numbers8 ,play on number so and so for the first drawing1 was the answer1 e ,dio ti benedica6 ,the servant did as he was ordered1 and1 to his surprise and joy1 the first number drawn was his4 ,he was a rich man for life1--and his ,eminence lost a troublesome dependant4 ,a capital story is told by the author of the article in the ,civilt ,cattolica1 which is to the point here1 and which1 even were it not told on such respectable authority1 bears its truth on the face of it4 ,as very frequently happens1 a poor bottegaio1 or shopkeeper1 being hard-driven by his creditors1 went to his priest1 an uomo apostolico1 and prayed him earnestly to give him three numbers to play in the lottery4 ,but how under heaven1 says the innocent priest1 has it ever got into your head that ,i can know the five numbers which are to issue in the lottery8 ,eh6 ,padre mio6 what will it cost you8 was the answer4 ,just look at me and my wretched family2 if we do not pay our rent on ,saturday1 out we go into the street4 ,there is nothing left but the lottery1 and you can give us the three numbers that will set all right4 ,oh1 there you are again6 ,i am ready to do all ,i can to assist you1 but this matter of the lottery is impossible2 and ,i must say1 that your folly1 in supposing ,i can give you the three lucky numbers1 does little credit to your brains4 ,oh1 no6 no6 do not say so1 ,padre mio6 ,give me a terno4 ,it will be like rain in ,may1 or cheese on my maccaroni4 ,on my word of honor1 ,i'll keep it secret4 ,via6 ,you1 so good and charitable1 cannot refuse me the three numbers4 ,pray1 content me this once4 ,caro mio6 ,i will give you a rule for always being content3--,avoid ,sin1 think often on ,death1 and behave so as to deserve ,paradise1--and so---- ,basta6 basta6 ,padre mio6 ,that's enough4 ,thanks6 thanks6 ,god will reward you4 ,and1 making a profound reverence1 off the bottegaio rushes to his house4 ,there he takes down the ,libro del ,sogni1 calls into consultation his wife and children1 and1 after a long and earnest discussion and study1 the three numbers corresponding to the terms ,sin1 ,death1 and ,paradise are settled upon1 and away goes our friend to play them in the lottery4 ,will you believe it8 the three numbers are drawn1--and the joy of the poor bottegaio and his family may well be imagined4 ,but what you will not imagine is the persecution of the poor uomo apostolico which followed4 ,the secret was all over town the next day1 and he was beset by scores of applicants for numbers4 ,vainly he protested and declared that he knew nothing1 and that the man's drawing the right numbers was all chance4 ,every word he spoke turned into numbers1 and off ran his hearers to play them4 ,he was like the girl in the fairy story1 who dropped pearls every time she spoke4 ,the worst of the imbroglio was1 that in an hour the good priest had uttered words equivalent to all the ninety numbers in the lottery1 and the players were all at loggerheads with each other4 ,nor did this persecution cease for weeks1 nor until those who had played the numbers corresponding to his words found themselves1 as the ,italians say1 with only flies in their hands4 ,the stupidity of many of the common people in regard to these numbers is wonderful4 ,when the number drawn is next to the number they have1 they console themselves with thinking that they were within one of it1--as if in such cases a miss were not as bad as a mile4 ,but when the number drawn is a multiple of the one they play1 it is a sympathetic number1 and is next door to winning2 and if the number come reversed1--as if1 having played #ab1 it come out #ba1--;he laughs with delight4 ,eh1 don't you see1 you stupid fellow1 said the speziale of a village one day to a dunce of a contadino1 of whose infallible terno not a single number had been drawn1--,don't you see1 in substance all your three numbers have been drawn8 and it's shameful in you to be discontented4 ,here you have played #h--dd--bf1 and instead of these have been drawn #g--aa--fb4 ,well6 just observe6 ,your #h is just within one point of being #g2 your #dd is in substance #aa1 for #d times #aa are #dd exactly2 and your #bf is nothing more or less than precisely #fb reversed2--what would you ask more8 ,and by his own mode of reasoning1 the poor contadino sees as clearly as possible that he has really won1--only the difficulty is that he cannot touch the prize without correcting the little variations4 ,ma1 pazienza6 he came so near this time1 that he will be sure to win the next1--and away he goes to hunt out more sympathetic numbers1 and to rejoice with his friends on coming so near winning4 ,dreams of numbers are1 of course1 very frequent1--and are justly much prized4 ,yet one must know how to use them1 and be brave and bold1 or the opportunity is lost4 ,i myself once dreamt of having gained a terno in the lottery1 but was fool enough not to play it1--and in consequence lost a prize1 the very numbers coming up in the next drawing4 ,the next time ,i have such a dream1 of course ,i shall play2 but perhaps ,i shall be too late1 and only lose4 ,and this recalls to my mind a story1 which may serve as a warning to the timid and an encouragement to the bold4 ,an ,englishman1 who had lived on bad terms with a very quarrelsome and annoying wife1 7according to his own account1 of course17 had finally the luck1 ,i mean the misfortune1 to lose her4 ,he had lived long enough in ,italy1 however1 to say ,pazienza and buried his sorrows and his wife in the same grave4 ,but1 after the lapse of some time1 his wife appeared to him in a dream1 and confessed her sins towards him during her life1 and prayed his forgiveness1 and added1 that in token of reconciliation he must accept three numbers to play in the lottery1 which would certainly win a great prize4 ,but the husband was obstinate1 and absolutely refused to follow the advice of a friend to whom he recounted the odd dream1 and who urged him to play the numbers4 ,bah6 he answered to this good counsel2 ,i know her too well2--she never meant well to me during her life1 and ,i don't believe she's changed now that she's dead4 ,she only means to play me a trick1 and make me lose4 ,but ,i'm too old a bird to be taken with her chaff4 ,better play them1 said his friend1 and they separated4 ,in the course of a week they met again4 ,by the way1 said the friend1 did you see that your three numbers came up in the lottery this morning8 ,the ,devil they did6 ,what a consummate fool ,i was not to play them6 ,you didn't play them8 ,no6 ,well1 ,i did1 and won a good round sum with them1 too4 ,so the obstinate husband1 mad at his ill luck1 cursed himself for a fool1 and had his curses for his pains4 ,that very night1 however1 his wife again appeared to him1 and1 though she reproached him a little for his want of faith in her1 7no woman could be expected to forego such an opportunity1 even though she were dead17 yet she forgave him1 and added1--,think no more about it now1 for here are three more numbers1 just as good4 ,the husband1 who had eaten the bitter food of experience1 was determined at all events not to let his fortune slip again through his fingers1 and played the highest possible terno in the lottery1 and waited anxiously for the next drawing4 ,he could scarcely eat his breakfast for nervousness1 that morning1--but at last mid-day sounded1 and the drawing took place1 but no one of his numbers came up4 ,too late6 taken in6 he cried4 ,confound her6 she knew me better than ,i knew myself4 ,she gave me a prize the first time1 because she knew ,i wouldn't play it2 and1 having so whet my passions1 she then gave me a blank the second time1 because she knew ,i would play it4 ,i might have known better4 ,from the moment one lottery is drawn1 the mind of the people is intent on selecting numbers for the next4 ,nor is this an easy matter1--all sorts of superstitions existing as to figures and numbers4 ,some are lucky1 some unlucky1 in themselves1--some lucky only in certain combinations1 and some sympathetic with others4 ,the chances1 therefore1 must be carefully calculated1 no number or combination being ever played without profound consideration1 and under advice of skilful friends4 ,almost every event in life has a numerical signification2 and such is the reverence paid to dreams1 that a large book exists of several hundred pages1 called ,libro dei ,sogni1 containing1 besides various cabala and mystical figures and lists of numbers which are sympathetic1 with directions for their use1 a dictionary of thousands of objects with the numbers supposed to be represented by each1 as well as rules for interpreting into numbers all dreams in which these objects appear1--and this book is the constant vade-mecum of a true lottery-player4 ,as ,boniface lived1 ate1 and slept on his ale1 so do the ,romans on their numbers4 ,the very children lisp in numbers1 for the numbers come1 and the fathers run immediately to play them4 ,accidents1 executions1 deaths1 apoplexies1 marriages1 assassinations1 births1 anomalies of all kinds1 become auguries and enigmas of numbers4 ,a lottery-gambler will count the stabs on a dead body1 the drops of blood from a decollated head1 the passengers in an overturned coach1 the wrinkles in the forehead of a new-born child1 the gasps of a person struck by apoplexy1 the day of the month and the hour and the minute of his death1 the scudi lost by a friend1 the forks stolen by a thief1 anything and everything1 to play them in the lottery4 ,if a strange dream is dreamed1--as of one being in a desert on a camel1 which turns into a rat1 and runs down into the ,maelstrm to hide1--the ,libro dei ,sogni is at once consulted1 the numbers for desert1 rat1 camel1 and ,maelstrm are found and combined1 and the hopeful player waits in eager expectation of a prize4 ,of course1 dream after dream of particular numbers and combinations occurs1--for the mind bent to this subject plays freaks in the night1 and repeats contortedly the thoughts of the day1--and these dreams are considered of special value4 ,sometimes1 when a startling incident takes place with a special numerical signification1 the run upon the numbers indicated becomes so great1 that the government1 which is always careful to guard against any losses on its own part1 refuses to allow more than a certain amount to be played on them1 cancels the rest1 and returns the price of the tickets4 ,sometimes1 in passing through the streets1 one may see a crowd collected about a man mounted upon a chair or stool4 ,fixed to a stand at his side or on the back of his chair is a glass bottle1 in which are two or three hollow manikins of glass1 so arranged as to rise and sink by pressure of the confined air4 ,the neck of the bottle is cased in a tin box which surmounts it and has a movable cover4 ,this personage is a charlatan1 with an apparatus for divining lucky numbers for the lottery4 ,the soft bastard ,latin runs off his tongue in an uninterrupted stream of talk1 while he offers on a waiter to the bystanders a number of little folded papers containing a pianeta1 or augury1 on which are printed a fortune and a terno4 ,who will buy a pianeta1 he cries1 with the numbers sure to bring him a prize8 ,he shall have his fortune told him who buys4 ,who does not need counsel must surely be wise4 ,here's ,master ,tommetto1 who never tells lies4 ,and here is his brother1 still smaller in size4 ,and ,madama ,medea ,plutonia to advise4 ,they'll write you a fortune and bring you a prize for a single baiocco4 ,no creature so wise as not to need counsel4 ,a fool ,i despise1 who keeps his baiocco and loses his prize4 ,who knows what a fortune he'll get till he tries8 ,time's going1 ,signori1--who buys8 who buys8 ,and so on by the yard4 ,meantime the crowd about him gape1 stare1 wonder1 and finally put their hands to their pockets1 out with their baiocchi1 and buy their papers4 ,each then makes a mark on his paper to verify it1 and returns it to the charlatan4 ,after several are thus collected1 he opens the cover of the tin box1 deposits them therein with a certain ceremony1 and commences an exhortatory discourse to the manikins in the bottle1--two of whom1 ,maestro ,tommetto and his brother1 are made to resemble little black imps1 while ,madama ,medea ,plutonia is dressed alla ,francese4 ,fa una reverenza1 ,maestro ,tommetto6 ,make a bow1 ,master ,tommetto6 he now begins4 ,the puppet bows4 ,ancora6 ,again6 ,again he bows4 ,lesto1 ,signore1 un piccolo giretto6 ,quick1 ,sir1 a little turn6 ,and round whirls the puppet4 ,now1 up1 up1 to make a registry on the ticket6 and do it conscientiously1 ,master ,tommetto6 ,and up the imp goes1 and disappears through the neck of the bottle4 ,then comes a burst of admiration at his cleverness from the charlatan4 ,then1 turning to the brother imp1 he goes through the same rle with him4 ,and now1 ,madama ,medea1 make a reverence1 and follow your husband6 ,quick1 quick1 a little giretto6 ,and up she goes4 ,a moment after1 down they all come again at his call2 he lifts the cover of the box2 cries1 ,quanto sei caro1 ,tommetto6 and triumphantly exhibits the papers1 each with a little freshly written inscription1 and distributes them to the purchasers4 ,now and then he takes from his pocket a little bottle containing a mixture of the color of wine1 and a paper filled with some sort of powder1 and1 exclaiming1 ,ah6 tu hai fame e sete4 ,bisogna che ti dia da bere e mangiare1 pours them into the tin cup4 ,it is astonishing to see how many of these little tickets a clever charlatan will sell in an hour1 and principally on account of the lottery-numbers they contain4 ,the fortunes are all the stereotype thing1 and almost invariably warn you to be careful lest you should be tradito1 or promise you that you shall not be tradito2 for the idea of betrayal is the corner-stone of every ,italian's mind4 ,in not only permitting1 but promoting the lottery1 ,italy is certainly far behind ,england1 ,france1 and ,america4 ,this system no longer exists with us1 except in the disguised shape of gift-enterprises1 art-unions1 and that unpleasant institution of mendicant robbery called the raffle1 and employed specially by those who have seen better days4 ,but a fair parallel to this rage of the ,italians for the lottery is to be found in the love of betting1 which is a national characteristic of the ,english4 ,i do not refer to the bets upon horseflesh at ,ascot1 ,epsom1 and ,goodwood1 by which fortunes change owners in an hour and so many men are ruined1 but rather to the general habit of betting upon any and every subject to settle a question1 no matter how trivial1 for which the ,englishman is everywhere renowned on the ,continent4 ,betting is with most other nations a form of speech1 but with ,englishmen it is a serious fact1 and no one will be long in their company without finding an opinion backed up by a bet4 ,it would not be very difficult to parallel those cases where the ,italians disregard the solemnity of death1 in their eagerness for omens of lottery-numbers1 with equally reprehensible and apparently heartless cases of betting in ,england4 ,let any one who doubts this examine the betting-books at ,white's and ,brookes's4 ,in them he will find a most startling catalogue of bets1--some so bad as to justify the good parson in ,walpole's story1 who declared that they were such an impious set in this respect at ,white's1 that1 if the last trump were to sound1 they would bet puppet-show against judgment4 ,let one instance suffice4 ,a man1 happening to drop down at the door of ,white's1 was lifted up and carried in4 ,he was insensible1 and the question was1 whether he were dead or not4 ,bets were at once given and taken on both sides1 and1 it being proposed to bleed him1 those who had taken odds that he was dead protested1 on the ground that the use of the lancet would affect the fairness of the bet4,b ,in the matter of play1 things have now much changed since the time when ,mr4 ,thynne left the club at ,white's in disgust1 because he had won only twelve hundred guineas in two months4 ,there is also a description of one of ,fox's mornings1 about the year #aghc1 which ,horace ,walpole has left us1 and the truth of which ,lord ,holland admits1 which it would be well for those to read who measure out hard justice to the ,italians for their love of the lottery4 ,let us be fair4 ,italy is in these respects behind ,england in morals and practice by nearly a century2 but it is as idle to argue hard-heartedness in an ,italian who counts the drops of blood at a beheading as to suppose that the ,english have no feeling because in the bet we have mentioned there was a protest against the use of the lancet1 or to deny kindliness to a surgeon who lectures on structure and disease while he removes a cancer4 ,vehement protests against the lottery and all gaming are as often uttered in ,italy as elsewhere2 and among them may be cited this eloquent passage from one of the most powerful of her modern writers4 ,guerrazzi1 in the thirteenth chapter of ,l',assedio di ,firenze1 speaking on this subject1 says1 ,you would in vain seek anything more fatal to men than play4 ,it brings ignorance1 poverty1 despair1 and at last crime4444 ,gambling 7the wicked gambling of the lottery7 forms a precious jewel in the crown of princes4 ,in a recent work1 by the same author1 called ,l',asino1 occurs the following indignant and satirical passage1 which1 for the sake of the story1 if for no other reason1 deserves a place here3-- ,in our search for the history of human perfection1 shall ,i speak of ,naples or ,rome8 ,alas6 ,at the contemplation of such misery1 in vain you constrain your lips to smile2 they pout1 and the uncalled tears stream over your face4 ,pity1 in these most unhappy countries1 blinded with weeping and hoarse with vain supplication1 when she has no more voice to cry out to heaven1 flies thither1 and1 kneeling before the throne of ,god1 with outstretched hand1 and proffering no word1 begs that ,he will look at her4 ,behold1 ,o ,lord1 and judge whether our sins were remitted1 or whether the sins of others exceed ours4 ,is not ,tuscany the garden of ,italy8 ,so say the ,tuscans2 and the ,florentines add1 that ,florence is the ,athens of ,tuscany4 ,truly1 both seem beautiful4 ,let us search in ,tuscany4 ,at ,barberino di ,mugello1 in the midst of an olive-grove is a cemetery1 where the vines1 which have taken root in the outer walls and climbed over their summit1 fall into the inclosed space1 as if they wished to garland ,death with vine-leaves and make it smile2 over the gate1 strange guardians of the tombs1 two fig-trees give their shadow and fruit to recompense the piety of the passers-by1 giving a fig in exchange for a ,de ,profundis2 while the ivy1 stretching its wanton arms over the black cross1 endeavors to clothe the austere sign of the ,redemption with the jocund leaves of ,bacchus1 and recalls to your mind the mad ,phryne who vainly tempted ,xenocrates4 ,a beautiful cemetery1 by my faith6 a cemetery to arouse in the body an intense desire to die1 if only for the pleasure of being buried there4 ,now observe4 ,look into my magic-lantern4 ,what figures do you see8 ,a priest with a pick2 after him a peasant with a spade2 and behind them a woman with a hatchet3 the priest holds a corpse by the hair2 the peasant1 with one blow1 strikes off its head2 then1 all things being carefully rearranged1 priest1 peasant1 and woman1 after thrusting the head into a sack1 return as they came4 ,attention now1 for ,i change the picture4 ,what figures are these that now appear8 ,a kitchen2 a fire that has not its superior1 even in the ,inferno2 and a caldron1 where the hissing and boiling water sends up its bubbles4 ,look about and what do you see8 ,enter the priest1 the peasant1 and the housewife1 and in a moment empty a sack into the caldron4 ,lo6 a head rolls out1 dives into the water1 and floats to the surface1 now showing its nape and now its face4 ,the ,lord help us6 ,it is an abominable spectacle2 this poor head1 with its ashy1 open lips1 seems to say1 ,give me again my ,christian burial6 ,that is enough4 ,only take note that in ,tuscany1 in the beautiful middle of the nineteenth century1 a sepulchre was violated1 and a sacrilege committed1 to obtain from the boiled head of a corpse good numbers to play in the lottery6 ,and1 by way of corollary1 add this to your note1 that in ,rome1 ,caput ,mundi1 and in ,tuscany1 ,garden of ,italy1 it is prohibited1 under the severest penalties1 to play at ,faro1 ,zecchinetto1 ,banco-,fallito1 ,rossa e ,nera1 and other similar games at cards1 where each party may lose the whole or half the stakes1 while the government encourage the play of the ,lottery1 by which1 out of one hundred and twenty chances of winning1 eighty are reserved for the bank1 and forty or so allowed to the player4 ,finally1 take note that in ,rome1 ,caput ,mundi1 and in ,tuscany1 ,garden of ,italy1 ,faro1 ,zecchinetto1 ,rossa e ,nera were prohibited1 as acknowledged pests of social existence and open death to honest customs1--as a set-off for which deprivation1 the game of the ,lottery is still kept on foot4 ,the following extraordinary story1 improbable as it seems1 is founded upon fact1 and was clearly proved1 on judicial investigation1 a few years since4 ,it is well known in ,tuscany1 and forms the subject of a satirical narrative 7,il ,sortilegio7 by ,giusti1 a modern ,tuscan poet1 of true fire and genius1 who has lashed the vices of his country in verses remarkable for point1 idiom1 and power4 ,according to him1 the method of divination resorted to in this case was as follows3--,the sorcerer who invented it ordered his dupes to procure1 either at dawn or twilight1 ninety dry beans1 called ceci1 and upon each of these to write one of the ninety numbers drawn in the lottery1 with an ink made of pitch and lard1 which would not be affected by water4 ,they were then to sharpen a knife1 taking care that he who did so should touch no one during the operation2 and after a day of fasting1 they were to dig up at night a body recently dead1 and1 having cut off the head and removed the brain1 they were to count the beans thrice1 and to shake them thrice1 and then1 on their knees1 to put them one by one into the skull4 ,this was then to be placed in a caldron of water and set on the fire to boil4 ,as soon as the water boiled violently1 the head would be rolled about so that some of the beans would be ejected1 and the first three which were thus thrown to the surface would be a sure terno for the lottery4 ,the wretched dupes added yet another feature of superstition to insure the success of this horrible device4 ,they selected the head of their curate1 who had recently died1--on the ground that1 as he had studied algebra1 he was a great cabalist1 and any numbers from his head would be sure to draw a prize4 ,some one1 ,i have no doubt1 will here be anxious to know the numbers that bubbled up to the surface2 but ,i am very sorry to say that ,i cannot gratify their laudable curiosity1 for the interference of the police prevented the completion of the sorcery4 ,so the curious must be content to consult some other cabalist1-- sull'arti segrete ,di menar la ,fortuna per il naso1 ,pescando il certo nel gran mar del ,caso4 ,despite a wide-spread feeling among the higher classes against the lottery1 it still continues to exist1 for it has fastened itself into the habits and prejudices of many2 and an institution which takes such hold of the passions of the people1 and has lived so long1 dies hard4 ,nor are there ever wanting specious excuses for the continuance of this1 as of other reprobated systems1--of which the strongest is1 that its abolition would not only deprive of their present means of subsistence numbers of persons employed in its administration1 but would cut off certain charities dependent upon it1 amounting to no less than forty thousand scudi annually4 ,among these may be mentioned the dowry of forty scudi which is given out of the profits received by the government at the drawing of every lottery to some five or six of the poor girls of ,rome4 ,the list of those who would profit by this charity is open to all1 and contains thousands of names4 ,the first number drawn in the lottery decides the fortunate persons2 and1 on the subsequent day1 each receives a draft for forty scudi on the government1 payable on the presentation of the certificate of marriage4 ,on the accession of the present ,pope1 an attempt was made to abolish the system2 but these considerations1 among others1 had weight enough to prevent any changes4 ,though the play is generally small1 yet sometimes large fortunes are gained4 ,the family of the ,marchese del ,cinque1 for instance1 derive their title and fortune from the luck of an ancestor who played and won the highest prize1 a ,cinquino4 ,with the money thus acquired he purchased his marquisate1 and took the title del ,cinque1 of the ,five1 in reference to the lucky five numbers4 ,the ,villa ,quaranta ,cinque in ,rome derives its name from a similar circumstance4 ,a lucky ,monsignore played the single number of forty-five1 al posto1 and with his winnings built the villa1 to which the ,romans1 always addicted to nicknames1 gave the name of ,quaranta ,cinque4 ,this love of nicknames1 or soprannomi1 as they are called1 is1 by the way1 an odd peculiarity of the ,italians1 and it often occurs that persons are known only thereby4 ,examples of these1 among the celebrated names of ,italy1 are so frequent as to form a rule in favor of the surname rather than of the real name1 and in many cases the former has utterly obliterated the latter4 ,thus1 ,squint ,eye1 7,guercino17 ,dirty ,tom1 7,masaccio17 ,the ,little ,dyer1 7,tintoretto17 ,great ,george1 7,giorgione17 ,the ,garland-,maker1 7,ghirlandaio17 ,luke of the ,madder1 7,luca della ,robbia17 ,the ,little ,spaniard1 7,spagnoletto17 and ,the ,tailor's ,son1 7,del ,sarto17 would scarcely be known under their real names of ,barbieri1 ,tommaso1 ,guido1 ,robusti1 ,barbarelli1 ,corradi1 ,ribera1 and ,vannuchi4 ,the list might be very much enlarged1 but let it suffice to add the following well-known names1 all of which are nicknames derived from their places of birth3 ,perugino1 ,veronese1 ,aretino1 ,pisano1 ,giulio ,romano1 ,correggio1 ,parmegiano4 ,the other day a curious instance of this occurred to me in taking the testimony of a ,roman coachman4 ,on being called upon to give the names of some of his companions1 with whom he had been in daily and intimate intercourse for more than two years1 he could give only their soprannomi2 their real names he did not know1 and had never heard4 ,a little1 gay1 odd genius1 whom ,i took into my service during a villeggiatura at ,siena1 would not answer to his real name1 ,lorenzo1 but remonstrated on being so called1 and said he was only ,pipetta1 7,the ,little ,pipe17 a nickname given to him when a child1 from his precocity in smoking1 and of which he was as tenacious as if it were a title of honor4 ,you prefer1 then1 to be called ,pipetta8 ,i asked4 ,felicissimo6 s1 was his answer4 ,not a foreigner comes to ,rome that his name does not suffer a sea-change into something rich and strange4 ,our break-jaw ,saxon names are discarded1 and a new christening takes place4 ,one friend ,i had who was called ,il ,malinconico1--another1 ,la ,barbarossa1--another1 ,il bel ,signore2 but generally they are called after the number of the house or the name of the street in which they live1--,la ,signora bella ,bionda di ,palazzo ,albani1--,il ,signore ,quattordici ,capo le ,case1--,monsieur and ,madama ,terzo ,piano1 ,corso4 ,but to return from this digression4--,at every country festival may be seen a peculiar form of the lottery called ,tombola2 and in the notices of these festas1 which are always placarded over the walls of ,rome for weeks before they take place1 the eye will always be attracted first by the imposing word ,tombola1 printed in the largest and blackest of letters4 ,this is1 in fact1 the characteristic feature of the festa1 and attracts large numbers of contadini4 ,as in the ordinary lottery1 only ninety numbers are played4 ,every ticket contains blank spaces for fifteen numbers1 which are inserted by the purchaser1 and registered duly at the office or booth where the ticket is bought4 ,the price of tickets in any single ,tombola is uniform2 but in different ,tombolas it varies1 of course1 according to the amount of the prizes4 ,these are generally five1 namely1--the ,ambo1 ,terno1 ,quaterno1 ,cinquino1 and ,tombola1 though sometimes a second ,tombola or ,tomboletta is added4 ,the drawing takes place in precisely the same manner as in the ordinary lottery1 but with more ceremony4 ,a large staging1 with a pavilion1 is erected1 where the officers who are to superintend the drawing stand4 ,in the centre is a glass vase1 in which the numbers are placed after having been separately verified and proclaimed1 and a boy gayly dressed draws them4 ,all the ninety numbers are drawn2 and as each issues1 it is called out1 and exhibited on a large card4 ,near by stands a large framework1 elevated so as to be visible to all1 with ninety divisions corresponding to the ninety numbers1 and on this1 also1 every number is shown as soon as it is drawn4 ,the first person who has upon his ticket two drawn numbers gains an ,ambo1 which is the smallest prize4 ,whoever first has three numbers drawn gains a ,terno2 and so on with the ,quaterno and ,cinquino4 ,the ,tombola1 which is the great prize1 is won by whoever first has his whole fifteen numbers drawn4 ,as soon as any one finds two of the drawn numbers on his ticket1 he cries1 ,ambo1 at the top of his lungs4 ,a flag is then raised on the pavilion1 the band plays1 and the game is suspended1 while the claimant at once makes his way to the judges on the platform to present his ticket for examination4 ,no sooner does the cry of ,ambo1 ,terno1 ,quaterno1 take place1 than there is a great rustle all around4 ,everybody looks out for the fortunate person1 who is immediately to be seen running through the parting crowd1 which opens before him1 cheering him as he goes1 if his appearance be poor and needy1 and greeting him with sarcasms1 if he be apparently well to do in the world4 ,sometimes there are two or three claimants for the same prize1 in which case it is divided among them4 ,the ,ambo is soon taken1 and there is little room for a mistake2 but when it comes to the ,quaterno or ,cinquino1 mistakes are very common1 and the claimant is almost always saluted with chaff and jests4 ,after his ticket has been examined1 if he have won1 a placard is exhibited with ,ambo1 ,terno1 ,quaterno on it1 as the case may be4 ,but if he have committed an error1 down goes the flag1 and1 amid a burst of laughter1 jeering1 whistling1 screaming1 and catcalls1 the disappointed claimant sneaks back and hides himself in the excited crowd4 ,at a really good ,tombola1 where the prizes are high1 there is no end of fun and gayety among the people4 ,they stand with their tickets in their hands1 congratulating each other ironically1 as they fail to find the numbers on them1 paying all sorts of absurd compliments to each other and the drawer1 offering to sell out their chances at enormous prices when they are behindhand1 and letting off all sorts of squibs and jests1 not so excellent in themselves as provocative of laughter4 ,if the wit be little1 the fun is great1--and1 in the excitement of expectation1 a great deal of real ,italian humor is often ventilated4 ,sometimes1 at the country fairs1 the fun is rather slow1 particularly where the prizes are small2 but on exciting occasions1 there is a constant small fire of jests1 which is very amusing4 ,these ,tombole are sometimes got up with great pomp4 ,that1 for instance1 which sometimes takes place in the ,villa ,borghese is one of the most striking spectacles which can be seen in ,rome4 ,at one end of the great open-air amphitheatre is erected a large pavilion1 flanked on either side with covered logge or palchi1 festooned with yellow and white1--the ,papal colors1--adorned with flags1 and closed round with rich old arrases all pictured over with ,scripture stories4 ,beneath the central pavilion is a band4 ,midway down the amphitheatre1 on either side1 are two more logge1 similarly draped1 where two more bands are stationed1--and still another at the opposite end1 for the same purpose4 ,the logge which flank the pavilion are sold by ticket1 and filled with the richer classes4 ,three great stagings show the numbers as they are drawn4 ,the pit of the amphitheatre is densely packed with a motley crowd4 ,under the ilexes and noble stone-pines that show their dark-green foliage against the sky1 the helmets and swords of cavalry glitter as they move to and fro4 ,all around on the green slopes are the people1--soldiers1 contadini1 priests1 mingled together1--and thousands of gay dresses and ribbons and parasols enliven the mass4 ,the four bands play successively as the multitude gathers4 ,they have already arrived in tens of thousands1 but the game has not yet begun1 and thousands are still flocking to see it4 ,all the gay equipages are on the outskirts1 and through the trees and up the avenues stream the crowds on foot4 ,as we stand in the centre of the amphitheatre and look up1 we get a faint idea of the old ,roman gatherings when ,rome emptied itself to join in the games at the ,colosseum4 ,row upon row they stand1 a mass of gay and swarming life4 ,the sunlight flashes over them1 and blazes on the rich colors4 ,the tall pines and dark ilexes shadow them here and there2 over them is the soft blue dome of the ,italian sky4 ,they are gathered round the villetta1--they throng the roof and balconies1--they crowd the stone steps1--they pack the green oval of the amphitheatre's pit4 ,the ring of cymbals1 the clarion of trumpets1 and the clash of brazen music vibrate in the air4 ,all the world is abroad to see1 from the infant in arms to the oldest inhabitant4 ,monsignori in purple stockings and tricornered hats1 contadini in gay reds and crimsons1 cardinals in scarlet4 ,princes1 shopkeepers1 beggars1 foreigners1 all mingle together2 while the screams of the vendors of cigars1 pumpkin-seeds1 cakes1 and lemonade are everywhere heard over the suppressed roar of the crowd4 ,as you walk along the outskirts of the mass1 you may see ,monte ,gennaro's dark peak looking over the ,campagna1 and all the ,sabine hills trembling in a purple haze1--or1 strolling down through the green avenues1 you may watch the silver columns of fountains as they crumble in foam and plash in their mossy basins1--or gather masses of the sweet ,parma violet and other beautiful wild-flowers4 ,the only other games among the modern ,romans1 which deserve particular notice from their peculiarity1 are those of ,cards4 ,in an ,italian pack there are only forty cards1--the eight1 nine1 and ten of the ,french and ,english cards having no existence4 ,the suits also have different signs and names1 and1 instead of hearts1 spades1 clubs1 and diamonds1 they are called coppe1 spade1 bastoni1 and denari1--all being of the same color1 and differing entirely in form from our cards4 ,the coppe are cups or vases2 the spade are swords2 the bastoni are veritable clubs or bludgeons2 and the denari are coins4 ,the games are still more different from ours than the cards1 and they are legion in number4 ,there are ,briscola1 ,tresette1 ,calabresella1 ,banco-,fallito1 ,rossa e ,nera1 ,scaraccoccia1 ,scopa1 ,spizzica1 ,faraone1 ,zecchinetto1 ,mercante in ,fiera1 ,la ,bazzica1 ,ruba-,monte1 ,uomo-,nero1 ,la ,paura1 and ,i know not how many others1--but they are recorded and explained in no book1 and are only to be picked up orally4 ,wherever you go1 on festa-day1 you will find persons playing cards4 ,at the common osterias1 before the doors or on the soiled tables within1 on the ruins of the ,csars' palaces and in the ,temple of ,peace1 on the stone tables in the vigna1 on the walls along the public roads1 on the uncarved blocks of marble in front of the sculptors' studios1 in the antechambers or gateways of palaces1--everywhere1 cards are played4 ,every contadino has a pack in his pocket1 with the flavor of the soil upon it4 ,the playing is ordinarily for very low sums1 often for nothing at all4 ,but there are some games which are purely games of luck1 and dangerous4 ,some of these1 as ,rossa e ,nera1 ,banco-,fallito1 and ,zecchinetto1 though prohibited by the government1 are none the less favorite games in ,rome1 particularly among those who play for money4 ,zecchinetto may be played by any number of persons1 after the following manner3--,the dealer1 who plays against the whole table1 deals to each player one card4 ,the next card is then turned up as a trump4 ,each player then makes his bet on the card dealt to him1 and places his money on it4 ,the dealer then deals to the table the other cards in order1 and any of the players may bet on them as they are thrown down4 ,if a card of the number of that bet on issue before a card corresponding to the number of the trump1 the dealer wins the stake on that card2 but whenever a card corresponding to the trump issues1 the player wins on every card on which he has bet4 ,when the banker or dealer loses at once1 the bank fa toppa1 and the deal passes1 but not otherwise4 ,nothing can be more simple than this game1 and it is just as dangerous as it is simple1 and as exciting as it is dangerous4 ,a late ,roman principessa is said to have been passionately fond of it1 and to have lost enormously by it4 ,the story runs1 that1 while passing the evening at a friend's house1 after losing ten thousand scudi at one sitting1 she staked her horses and carriage1 which were at the door waiting to take her home1 and lost them also4 ,she then wrote a note to the prince1 her husband1 saying that she had lost her carriage and horses at ,zecchinetto1 and wished others to be sent for her4 ,to which he answered1 that she might return on foot1--which she was obliged to do4 ,this will serve at least as a specimen of the games of chance played by the ,romans at cards4 ,of the more innocent games1 ,briscola1 ,tresette1 and ,scaraccoccia are the favorites among the common people4 ,and the first of these may not be uninteresting1 as being1 perhaps1 the most popular of all4 ,it is played by either two or four persons4 ,the ,fante 7or ,knave7 counts as two2 the ,carallo 7equal to our ,queen7 as three2 the ,r 7,king7 as four2 the ,three-spot as ten2 and the ,ace as eleven4 ,three cards are dealt to each person1 and after the deal the next card is turned as trump1 or ,briscola4 ,each plays1 and1 after one card all round is played1 its place is supplied by a new deal of one card to each4 ,every card of the trump-suit takes any card of the other suits4 ,each player takes as many counting-cards as he can1 and1 at the end of the game1 he who counts the most wins1--the account being made according to the value of the cards1 as stated above4 ,to be continued4 ,,footnotes3 ,a ,see ,dessault1 ,trait de la ,passion du ,jeu4 ,b ,even while ,i am writing these notes1 ,i find almost the same incident recorded as a modern instance1 in a recent work by ,lieutenant-,colonel ,addison1 entitled ,traits and ,stories of ,anglo-,indian ,life2 but1 despite the authority of ,colonel ,addison1 ,i cannot but suspect that he has simply changed the venue1 and that his story is but a rifacimento of the actual case alluded to above4 ,,the ,,amber ,,gods4 ,concluded4 ,papa made ,mr4 ,dudley stay and dine1 and of course we were almost bored to death1 when in came ,rose again1 stealing behind ,lu's chair and showering her in the twilight with a rain of ,may-flowers4 ,now you'll have to gather them again1 he said4 ,oh1 how exquisite6 how delicious6 how ,i thank you6 she exclaimed1 without disturbing one1 however4 ,you won't touch them again8 ,then ,i must1 he added4 ,no6 no6 ,mr4 ,rose6 ,i cried4 ,i'll pick them up and take toll4 ,don't touch them6 said ,lu1 they're so sweet6 ,yes1 he murmured lower1 they're like you4 ,i always said so1 you remember4 ,oh1 yes6 and every ,may-day but the last you have brought them to me4 ,have you the trailing-arbutus there8 asked ,mr4 ,dudley4 ,no1 returned ,rose4 ,i thought ,i detected strawberries1 submitted the other1--a pleasant odor which recalls childhood to memory4 ,for some noses all sweet scents are lumped in one big strawberry2 clovers1 or hyacinths1 or every laden air indifferently1 they still sniff strawberries4 ,commonplace things6 ,it's a sign of high birth to track strawberry-beds where no fruit is1 ,mr4 ,dudley1 said ,i4 ,very true1 ,miss ,willoughby4 ,i was born pretty high up in the ,green ,mountains4 ,and so keep your memory green8 ,strawberries in ,june1 said ,rose1 good-naturedly4 ,but fruit out of season is trouble out of reason1 the ,dream-,book says4 ,it's ,may now1 and these are its blossoms4 ,everybody makes such a fuss about ground-laurel6 said ,i4 ,i don't see why1 ,i'm sure4 ,they're never perfect4 ,the leaf is hideous1--a stupid duenna6 ,you get great green leaves1 and the flowers all white2 you get deep1 rosy flowers1 and the leaves are all brown and bitten4 ,they're neither one thing nor another4 ,they're just like heliotropes1--no bloom at all1 only scent4 ,i've torn up myriads1 to the ten stamens in their feathered case1 to find where that smell comes from1--that is perfectly delicious1--and ,i never could4 ,they are a cheat4 ,have you finished your tirade8 asked ,rose1 indifferently4 ,i don't believe you mean so1 murmured ,lu4 ,they have a color of their own1 almost human1 infantine2 and when you mass them1 the tone is more soft and mellow than a flute4 ,everybody loves ,may-flowers4 ,just about4 ,i despise flutes4 ,i like bassoons4 ,they are prophets of apple-blossoms4 ,which brings them at once into the culinary4 ,they are not very showy1 said ,mr4 ,dudley2 but when we remember the ,fathers---- ,there's nothing like them1 said ,rose1 gently1 as he knelt by ,lu1 slowly putting them into order2 nothing but pure1 clear things2 they're the fruit of snowflakes1 the firstlings of the year4 ,when one thinks how sweetly they come from their warm coverts and look into this cold1 breezy sky so unshrinkingly1 and from what a soil they gather such a wealth of simple beauty1 one feels ashamed4 ,climax worthy of the useless things6 said ,i4 ,the moment in which first we are thoroughly ashamed1 ,miss ,willoughby1 is the sovereign one of our life4 ,useless things8 ,they are worth king and bishop4 ,every year1 weariness and depression melt away when atop of the seasons' crucible boil these little bubbles4 ,isn't everybody better for lavishing love8 ,and no one merely likes these2 whoever cares at all loves entirely4 ,we always take and give resemblances or sympathies from any close connection1 and so these are in their way a type of their lovers4 ,what virtue is in them to distil the shadow of the great pines1 that wave layer after layer with a grave rhythm over them1 into this delicate tint1 ,i wonder4 ,they have so decided an individuality1--different there from hot-house belles2--fashion strips us of our characteristics---- ,you needn't turn to me for illustration of exotics1 said ,i4 ,he threw me a cluster1 half-hidden in its green towers1 and went on1 laying one by one and bringing out little effects4 ,the sweetest modesty clings to them1 which ,alphonse ,karr denies to the violet1 so that they are almost out of place in a drawing-room2 one ought to give them there the shelter of their large1 kind leaves4 ,hemlock's the only wear1 said ,louise4 ,or last year's scarlet blackberry triads4 ,vines together1 he suggested4 ,but sometimes they forget their nun-like habit1 she added1 put on a frolicsome mood1 and clamber out and flush all the deep ruts of the carriage-road in ,follymill woods1 you remember4 ,penance next year1 said ,i4 ,no1 no2 you are not to bring your old world into my new1 objected ,rose4 ,perhaps they ran out so to greet the winter-worn mariners of ,plymouth1 and have been pursued by the love of their descendants ever since1 they getting charier4 ,just remember how they grow4 ,why1 you'd never suspect a flower there1 till1 happening to turn up a leaf1 you're in the midst of harvest4 ,you may tramp acres in vain1 and within a stone's throw they've been awaiting you4 ,there's something very charming1 too1 about them in this1--that when the buds are set1 and at last a single blossom starts the trail1 you plucking at one end of the vine1 your heart's delight may touch the other a hundred miles away4 ,spring's telegraph4 ,so they bind our coast with this network of flower and root4 ,by no means1 ,i asserted4 ,they grow in spots4 ,pshaw6 ,i won't believe it4 ,they're everywhere just the same1 only underground preparing their little witnesses1 whom they send out where most needed4 ,you don't suppose they find much joy in the fellowship of brown pine pins and sad1 gray mosses1 do you8 ,some folks say they don't grow away from the shore2 but ,i've found them1 ,i'm sorry to say1 up in ,new ,hampshire4 ,why sorry8 asked ,lu4 ,oh1 ,i like it best that they need our sea4 ,they're eminently choice for this hour1 too1 when you scarcely gather their tint1--that tint1 as if moonlight should wish to become a flower1--but their fragrance is an atmosphere all about you4 ,how genuinely spicy it is6 ,it's the very quintessence of those regions all whose sweetness exudes in sun-saturated balsams1--the very breath of pine woods and salt sea winds4 ,how could it live away from the sea8 ,why1 ,sir1 said ,mr4 ,dudley1 you speak as if it were a creature6 ,a hard1 woody stem1 a green1 robust leaf1 a delicate1 odorous flower1 ,mr4 ,dudley1 what is it all but an expression of ,new ,england character8 ,doxology6 said ,i4 ,now1 ,miss ,louise1 as you have made me atone for my freedom1 the task being done1 let me present them in form4 ,i'm sure she needn't praise them1 said ,i4 ,she didn't4 ,i declared people make a great fuss over them1 ,i continued4 ,and you prove it4 ,you put me in mind of a sound1 to be heard where one gets them1--a strange sound1 like low1 distant thunder1 and it's nothing but the drum of a little partridge6 a great song out of nothing4--,bless me6 what's that8 ,oh1 the fireworks6 said ,lu4 ,and we all thronged to the windows4 ,it's very good of your uncle to have them1 said ,rose4 ,what a crowd from the town6 ,think of the pyrotechnics among comets and arolites some fellows may have6 ,it's quite right1 too1 to make our festivals with light2 it's the highest and last of all things2 we never can carry our imaginations beyond light---- ,our imaginations ought to carry us1 said ,lu4 ,come1 ,i said1 you can play what pranks you please with the little ,may2 but light is my province1 my absorption2 let it alone4 ,it grew quite dark1 interrupted now and then by the glare of rockets2 but at last a stream of central fire went out in a slow rain of countless violets1 reflected with pale blue flashes in the river below1 and then the gloom was unbroken4 ,i saw them1 in that long1 dim gleam1 standing together at a window4 ,louise1 her figure almost swaying as if to some inaudible music1 but her face turned to him with such a steady quiet4 ,ah1 me6 what a tremulous joy1 what passion1 and what search1 lit those eyes6 ,but you know that passion means suffering1 and1 tracing it in the original through its roots1 you come to pathos1 and still farther1 to lamentation1 ,i've heard4 ,but he was not looking down at her1 only out and away1 paler than ever in the blue light1 sad and resolved4 ,i ordered candles4 ,sing to me1 ,louise1 said ,rose1 at length4 ,it is two years since ,i heard you4 ,sing ',what's a' the steer1 kimmer1' ,i said4 ,but instead1 she gave the little ballad1 ',and bring my love again1 for he lies among the moors4' ,rose went and leaned over the pianoforte while she sang1 bending and commanding her eyes4 ,he seemed to wish to put himself where he was before he ever left her1 to awaken everything lovely in her1 to bring her before him as utterly developed as she might be1--not only to afford her1 but to force upon her every chance to master him4 ,he seemed to wish to love1 ,i thought4 ,thank you1 he said1 as she ceased4 ,did you choose it purposely1 ,louise8 ,lu sang very nicely1 and1 though ,i dare say she would rather not then1 when ,mr4 ,dudley asked for the ,vale of ,avoca and the ,margin of ,zrich's ,fair ,waters1 she gave them just as kindly4 ,altogether1 quite a damp programme4 ,then papa came in1 bright and blithe1 whirled me round in a pas de deux1 and we all very gay and hilarious slipped into the second of ,may4 ,dear me6 how time goes6 ,i must hurry4--,after that1 ,i didn't see so much of ,rose2 but he met ,lu everywhere1 came in when ,i was out1 and1 if ,i returned1 he went1 perfectly regardless of my existence1 it seemed4 ,they rode1 too1 all round the country2 and she sat to him1 though he never filled out the sketch4 ,for weeks he was devoted2 but ,i fancied1 when ,i saw them1 that there lingered in his manner the same thing as on the first evening while she sang to him4 ,lu was so gay and sweet and happy that ,i hardly knew her2 she was always very gentle1 but such a decided body1--that's the ,willoughby1 her mother4 ,yet during these weeks ,rose had not spoken1 not formally2 delicate and friendly kindness was all ,lu could have found1 had she sought4 ,one night1 ,i remember1 he came in and wanted us to go out and row with him on the river4 ,lu wouldn't go without me4 ,will you come8 said he1 coolly1 as if ,i were merely necessary as a thwart or thole-pin might have been1 turning and letting his eyes fall on me an instant1 then snatching them off with a sparkle and flush1 and such a lordly carelessness of manner otherwise4 ,certainly not1 ,i replied4 ,so they remained1 and ,lu began to open a bundle of ,border ,ballads1 which he had brought her4 ,the very first one was ,whistle an' ,i'll come to you1 my lad4 ,i laughed4 ,she glanced up quickly1 then held it in her hands a moment1 repeated the name1 and asked if he liked it4 ,oh1 yes1 he said4 ,there couldn't be a ,scotch song without that rhythm better than melody1 which1 after all1 is ,beethoven's secret4 ,perhaps1 said ,louise4 ,but ,i shall not sing this4 ,oh1 do6 he said1 turning with surprise4 ,you don't know what an arial1 whistling little thing it is6 ,no4 ,why1 ,louise6 ,there is nobody could sing it but you4 ,of good discourse1 an excellent musician1 and her hair shall be of what color it please ,god1 quoted ,i1 and in came ,mr4 ,dudley1 as he usually did when not wanted2 though ,i've no reason to find fault with him1 notwithstanding his blank treatment of me4 ,he never took any notice1 because he was in love with ,lu4 ,rose never took any notice of me1 either4 ,but with a difference6 ,lu was singularly condescending to ,mr4 ,dudley that evening2 and ,rose1 sitting aside1 looked so very much disturbed--whether pleasantly or otherwise didn't occur to me--that ,i couldn't help enjoying his discomfiture1 and watching him through it4 ,now1 though ,i told you ,i wasn't nervous1 ,i never should know ,i had this luxurious calm1 if there were nothing to measure it by2 and once in a great while a perfect whirlpool seizes me1--my blood is all in turmoil1--,i bubble with silent laughter1 or cry with all my heart4 ,i had been in such a strange state a good while1 and now1 as ,i surveyed ,rose1 it gradually grew fiercer1 till ,i actually sprang to my feet1 and exclaimed1 ,there6 it is insupportable6 ,i've been in the magnetic storm long enough6 it is time something took it from me6 and ran out-doors4 ,rose sauntered after1 by-and-by1 as if unwillingly drawn by a loadstone1 and found the heavens wrapped in a rosy flame of ,northern ,lights4 ,he looked as though he belonged to them1 so pale and elf-like was his face then1 like one bewitched4 ,papa's fireworks fade before mine1 ,i said4 ,now we can live in the woods1 as ,lu has been wishing2 for a dry southerly wind follows this1 with a blue smoke filming all the distant fields4 ,won't it be delicious8 ,or rain1 he replied2 ,i think it will rain to-morrow1--warm1 full rains2 and he seemed as if such a chance would dissolve him entirely4 ,as for me1 those shifting1 silent sheets of splendor abstracted all that was alien1 and left me in my normal state4 ,there they come6 ,i said1 as ,lu and ,mr4 ,dudley1 and some others who had entered in my absence1--gnats dancing in the beam1--stepped down toward us4 ,how charming for us all to sit out here6 ,how annoying1 you mean1 he replied1 simply for contradiction4 ,it hasn't been warm enough before1 ,i added4 ,and ,louise may take cold now1 he said1 as if wishing to exhibit his care for her4 ,whom is she speaking with8 ,blarsaye8 ,and who comes after8 ,parti4 ,a delightful person1--been abroad1 too4 ,you and he can have a crack about ,louvres and ,vaticans now1 and leave ,lu and ,mr4 ,dudley to me4 ,rose suddenly inspected me and then ,parti1 as if he preferred the crack to be with cudgels2 but in a second the little blaze vanished1 and he only stripped a weigelia branch of every blossom4 ,i wonder what made ,lu behave so that night2 she scarcely spoke to ,rose1 appeared entirely unconcerned while he hovered round her like an officious sprite1 was all grace to the others and sweetness to ,mr4 ,dudley4 ,and ,rose1 oblivious of snubs1 paraded his devotion1 seemed determined to show his love for ,lu1--as if any one cared a straw1--and took the pains to be positively rude to me4 ,he was possessed of an odd restlessness2 a little defiance bristled his movements1 an air of contrariness2 and whenever he became quiet1 he seemed again like one enchanted and folded up in a dream1 to break whose spell he was about to abandon efforts4 ,he told me life had destroyed my enchantment2 ,i wonder what will destroy his4 ,lu refused to sit in the garden-chair he offered1--just suffered the wreath of pink bells he gave her to hang in her hand1 and by-and-by fall1--and when the north grew ruddier and swept the zenith with lances of light1 and when it faded1 and a dim cloud hazed all the stars1 preserved the same equanimity1 kept on the evil tenor of her way1 and bade every one an impartial farewell at separating4 ,she is preciously well-bred4 ,we hadn't remained in the garden all that time1 though1--but1 strolling through the gate and over the field1 had reached a small grove that fringes the gully worn by ,wild ,fall and crossed by the railway4 ,as we emerged from that1 talking gayly1 and our voices almost drowned by the dash of the little waterfall and the echo from the opposite rock1 ,i sprang across the curving track1 thinking them behind1 and at the same instant a thunderous roar burst all about1 a torrent of hot air whizzed and eddied over me1 ,i fell dizzied and stunned1 and the night express-train shot by like a burning arrow4 ,of course ,i was dreadfully hurt by my fall and fright1--,i feel the shock now1--but they all stood on the little mound1 from which ,i had sprung1 like so many petrifactions3 ,rose1 just as he had caught ,louise back on firmer ground1 when she was about to follow me1 his arm wound swiftly round her waist1 yet his head thrust forward eagerly1 his pale face and glowing eyes bent1 not on her1 but me4 ,still he never stirred1 and poor ,mr4 ,dudley first came to my assistance4 ,we all drew breath at our escape1 and1 a little slowly1 on my account1 turned homeward4 ,you are not bruised1 ,miss ,willoughby8 asked ,blarsaye1 wakened4 ,dear ,yone6 ,lu said1 leaving ,mr4 ,dudley's arm1 you're so very pale6 ,it's not pain1 is it8 ,i am not conscious of any4 ,why should ,i be injured1 any more than you8 ,do you know1 said ,rose1 sotto voce1 turning and bending merely his head to me1 ,i thought ,i heard you scream1 and that you were dead4 ,and what then8 ,nothing1 but that you were lying dead and torn1 and ,i should see you1 he said1--and said as if he liked to say it1 experiencing a kind of savage delight at his ability to say it4 ,a pity to have disappointed you6 ,i answered4 ,i saw it coming before you leaped1 he added1 as a malignant finality1 and drawing nearer4 ,you were both on the brink4 ,i called1 but probably neither you nor ,lu heard me4 ,so ,i snatched her back4 ,now ,i had been next him then4 ,jove's balance1 ,i said1 taking ,parti's arm4 ,he turned instantly to ,lu1 and kept by her during the remainder of the walk1 ,mr4 ,dudley being at the other side4 ,i was puzzled a little by ,lu1 as ,i have been a good many times since2 ,i thought she liked ,rose so much4 ,papa met us in the field1 and there the affair must be detailed to him1 and then he would have us celebrate our safety in ,champagne4 ,good-bye1 ,louise1 said ,rose1 beside her at the gate1 and offering his hand1 somewhat later4 ,i'm going away to-morrow1 if it's fine4 ,going8 with involuntary surprise4 ,to camp out in ,maine4 ,oh6 ,i hope you will enjoy it4 ,would you stay long1 ,louise8 ,if the sketching-grounds are good4 ,when ,i come back1 you'll sing my songs8 ,shake hands4 ,she just laid a cold touch on his4 ,louise1 are you offended with me8 ,she looked up with so much simplicity4 ,offended1 ,rose1 with you8 ,not offended1 but frozen1 ,i could have said4 ,lu is like that little sensitive-plant1 shrinking into herself with stiff unconsciousness at a certain touch4 ,but ,i don't think he noticed the sad tone in her voice1 as she said good-night2 ,i didn't1 till1 the others being gone1 ,i saw her turn after his disappearing figure1 with a look that would have been despairing1 but for its supplication4 ,the only thing ,lu ever said to me about this was1-- ,don't you think ,rose a little altered1 ,yone1 since he came home8 ,altered8 ,i have noticed it ever since you showed him your beads1 that day4 ,oh6 it's the amber1 ,i said4 ,they are amulets1 and have bound him in a thrall4 ,you must wear them1 and dissolve the charm4 ,he's in a dream4 ,what is it to be in a dream8 she asked4 ,to lose thought of past or future4 ,she repeated my words1--,yes1 he's in a dream1 she said1 musingly4 ,,ii4 ,rose didn't come near us for a fortnight2 but he had not camped at all1 as he said4 ,it was the first stone thrown into ,lu's life1 and ,i never saw any one keep the ripples under so2 but her suspicions were aroused4 ,finally he came in again1 all as before1 and ,i thought things might have been different1 if in that fortnight ,mr4 ,dudley had not been so assiduous2 and now1 to the latter's happiness1 there were several ragged children and infirm old women in whom1 ,lu having taken them in charge1 he chose to be especially interested4 ,lu always was housekeeper1 both because it had fallen to her while mamma and ,i were away1 and because she had an administrative faculty equal to ,general ,jackson's2 and ,rose1 who had frequently gone about with her1 inspecting jellies and cordials and adding up her accounts1 now unexpectedly found ,mr4 ,dudley so near his former place that he disdained to resume it himself2--not entirely1 because the man of course couldn't be as familiar as an old playmate2 but just enough to put ,rose aside4 ,he never would compete with any one2 and ,lu did not know how to repulse the other4 ,if the amulets had ravished ,rose from himself1 they did it at a distance1 for ,i had not worn them since that day4--,you needn't look4 ,thales imagined amber had a spirit2 and ,pliny says it is a counter-charm for sorceries4 ,there are a great many mysterious things in the world4 ,aren't there any hidden relations between us and certain substances8 ,will you tell me something impossible8--,but he came and went about ,louise1 and she sung his songs1 and all was going finely again1 when we gave our midsummer party4 ,everybody was there1 of course1 and we had enrapturing music4 ,louise wore--no matter--something of twilight purple1 and begged for the amber1 since it was too much for my toilette1--a double ,india muslin1 whose snowy sheen scintillated with festoons of gorgeous green beetles' wings flaming like fiery emeralds4--,a family dress1 my dear1 and worn by my aunt before me1--only that individual must have been frightened out of her wits by it4 ,a cruel1 savage dress1 very like1 but ineffably gorgeous4--,so ,i wore her aquamarina1 though the other would have been better2 and when ,i sailed in1 with all the airy folds in a hoar-frost mistiness fluttering round me and the glitter of ,lu's jewels1-- ,why6 said ,rose1 you look like the moon in a halo4 ,but ,lu disliked a hostess out-dressing her guests4 ,it was dull enough till quite late1 and then ,i stepped out with ,mr4 ,parti1 and walked up and down a garden-path4 ,others were outside as well1 and the last time ,i passed a little arbor ,i caught a yellow gleam of amber4 ,lu1 of course4 ,who was with her8 ,a gentleman1 bending low to catch her words1 holding her hand in an irresistible pressure4 ,not ,rose1 for he was flitting in beyond4 ,mr4 ,dudley4 ,and ,i saw then that ,lu's kindness was too great to allow her to repel him angrily2 her gentle conscience let her wound no one4 ,had ,rose seen the pantomime8 ,without doubt4 ,he had been seeking her1 and he found her1 he thought1 in ,mr4 ,dudley's arms4 ,after a while we went in1 and1 finding all smooth enough1 ,i slipped through the balcony-window and hung over the balustrade1 glad to be alone a moment4 ,the wind1 blowing in1 carried the gay sounds away from me1 even the music came richly muffled through the heavy curtains1 and ,i wished to breathe balm and calm4 ,the moon1 round and full1 was just rising1 making the gloom below more sweet4 ,a full moon is poison to some2 they shut it out at every crevice1 and do not suffer a ray to cross them2 it has a chemical or magnetic effect2 it sickens them4 ,but ,i am never more free and royal than when the subtile celerity of its magic combinations1 whatever they are1 is at work4 ,never had ,i known the mere joy of being so intimately as to-night4 ,the river slept soft and mystic below the woods1 the sky was full of light1 the air ripe with summer4 ,out of the yellow honeysuckles that climbed around1 clouds of delicious fragrance stole and swathed me2 long wafts of faint harmony gently thrilled me4 ,dewy and dark and uncertain was all beyond4 ,i1 possessed with a joyousness so deep through its contented languor as to counterfeit serenity1 forgot all my wealth of nature1 my pomp of beauty1 abandoned myself to the hour4 ,a strain of melancholy dance-music pierced the air and fell4 ,i half turned my head1 and my eyes met ,rose4 ,he had been there before me1 perhaps4 ,his face1 white and shining in the light1 shining with a strange sweet smile of relief1 of satisfaction1 of delight1 his lips quivering with unspoken words1 his eyes dusky with depth after depth of passion4 ,how long did my eyes swim on his8 ,i cannot tell4 ,he never stirred2 still leaned there against the pillar1 still looked down on me like a marble god4 ,the sudden tears dazzled my gaze1 fell down my hot cheek1 and still ,i knelt fascinated by that smile4 ,in that moment ,i felt that he was more beautiful than the night1 than the music1 than ,i4 ,then ,i knew that all this time1 all summer1 all past summers1 all my life long1 ,i had loved him4 ,some one was waiting to make his adieux2 ,i heard my father seeking me2 ,i parted the curtains1 and went in4 ,one after one those tedious people left1 the lights grew dim1 and still he stayed without4 ,i ran to the window1 and1 lifting the curtain1 bent forward1 crying1-- ,mr4 ,rose6 do you spend the night on the balcony8 ,then he moved1 stepped down1 murmured something to my father1 bowed loftily to ,louise1 passed me without a sign1 and went out4 ,in a moment1 ,lu's voice1 a quick1 sharp exclamation1 touched him2 he turned1 came back4 ,she1 wondering at him1 had stood toying with the amber1 and at last crushing the miracle of the whole1 a bell-wort wrought most delicately with all the dusty pollen grained upon its anthers1 crushing it between her fingers1 breaking the thread1 and scattering the beads upon the carpet4 ,he stooped with her to gather them again1 he took from her hand and restored to her afterward the shattered fragments of the bell-wort1 he helped her disentangle the aromatic string from her falling braids1--for ,i kept apart1--he breathed the penetrating incense of each separate amulet1 and ,i saw that from that hour1 when every atom of his sensation was tense and vibrating1 she would be associated with the loathed amber in his undefined consciousness1 would be surrounded with an atmosphere of its perfume1 that ,lu was truly sealed from him in it1 sealed into herself4 ,then again1 saying no word1 he went out4 ,louise stood like one lost1--took aimlessly a few steps1--retraced them1--approached a table1--touched something1--left it4 ,i am so sorry about your beads6 she said1 apologetically1 when she looked up and saw me astonished1 putting the broken pieces into my hand4 ,goodness6 ,is that what you are fluttering about so for8 ,they can't be mended1 she continued1 but ,i will thread them again4 ,i don't care about them1 ,i'm sick of amber1 ,i answered1 consolingly4 ,you may have them1 if you will4 ,no4 ,i must pay too great a price for them1 she replied4 ,nonsense6 when they break again1 ,i'll pay you back1 ,i said1 without in the least knowing what she meant4 ,i didn't know you were too proud for a 'thank you6' ,she came up and put both her arms round my neck1 laid her cheek beside mine a minute1 kissed me1 and went up-stairs4 ,lu always rather worshipped me4 ,dressing my hair that night1 ,carmine1 my maid1 begged for the remnants of the bell-wort to make a scent-bag with1 ,miss4 ,next day1 no ,rose2 it rained4 ,but at night he came and took possession of the room1 with a strange1 airy gayety never seen in him before4 ,it was so chilly1 that ,i had heaped the wood-boughs1 used in the yesterday's decorations1 on the hearth1 and lighted a fragrant crackling flame that danced up wildly at my touch1--for ,i have the faculty of fire4 ,i sat at one side1 ,lu at the other1 papa was holding a skein of silk for her to wind1 the amber beads were twinkling in the firelight1--and when she slipped them slowly on the thread1 bead after bead1 warmed through and through by the real blaze1 they crowded the room afresh with their pungent spiciness4 ,papa had called ,rose to take his place at the other end of the silk1 and had gone out2 and when ,lu finished1 she fastened the ends1 cut the thread1 ,rose likening her to ,atropos1 and put them back into her basket4 ,still playing with the scissors1 following down the lines of her hand1 a little snap was heard4 ,oh6 said ,louise1 ,i have broken my ring6 ,can't it be repaired8 ,i asked4 ,no1 she returned briefly1 but pleasantly1 and threw the pieces into the fire4 ,the hand must not be ringless1 said ,rose2 and slipping off the ring of hers that he wore1 he dropped it upon the amber1 then got up and threw an armful of fresh boughs upon the blaze4 ,so that was all done4 ,then ,rose was gayer than before4 ,he is one of those people to whom you must allow moods1--when their sun shines1 dance1 and when their vapors rise1 sit in the shadow4 ,every variation of the atmosphere affects him1 though by no means uniformly2 and so sensitive is he1 that1 when connected with you by any intimate rapport1 even if but momentary1 he almost divines your thoughts4 ,he is full of perpetual surprises4 ,i am sure he was a nightingale before he was ,rose4 ,an iridescence like sea-foam sparkled in him that evening1 he laughed as lightly as the little tinkling mass-bells at every moment1 and seemed to diffuse a rosy glow wherever he went in the room4 ,yet gayety was not his peculiar specialty1 and at length he sat before the fire1 and1 taking ,lu's scissors1 commenced cutting bits of paper in profiles4 ,somehow they all looked strangely like and unlike ,mr4 ,dudley4 ,i pointed one out to ,lu1 and1 if he had needed confirmation1 her changing color gave it4 ,he only glanced at her askance1 and then broke into the merriest description of his life in ,rome1 of which he declared he had not spoken to us yet1 talking fast and laughing as gleefully as a child1 and illustrating people and localities with scissors and paper as he went on1 a couple of careless snips putting a whole scene before us4 ,the floor was well-strewn with such chips1--fountains1 statues1 baths1 and all the persons of his little drama1--when papa came in4 ,he held an open letter1 and1 sitting down1 read it over again4 ,rose fell into silence1 clipping the scissors daintily in and out the white sheet through twinkling intricacies4 ,as the design dropped out1 ,i caught it1--a long wreath of honeysuckle-blossoms4 ,lu was humming a little tune4 ,rose joined1 and hummed the last bars1 then bade us good-night4 ,yone1 said papa1 your ,aunt ,willoughby is very ill1--will not recover4 ,she is my elder brother's widow2 you are her heir4 ,you must go and stay with her4 ,now it was very likely that just at this time ,i was going away to nurse ,aunt ,willoughby6 ,moreover1 illness is my very antipodes1--its nearness is invasion1--we are utterly antipathetic1--it disgusts and repels me4 ,what sympathy can there be between my florid health1 my rank1 redundant life1 and any wasting disease of death8 ,what more hostile than focal concentration and obscure decomposition8 ,you see1 we cannot breathe the same atmosphere4 ,i banish the thought of such a thing from my feeling1 from my memory4 ,so ,i said1-- ,it's impossible4 ,i'm not going an inch to ,aunt ,willoughby's4 ,why1 papa1 it's more than a hundred miles1 and in this weather6 ,oh1 the wind has changed4 ,then it will be too warm for such a journey4 ,a new idea1 ,yone6 ,too warm for the mountains8 ,yes1 papa4 ,i'm not going a step4 ,why1 ,yone1 you astonish me6 ,your sick aunt6 ,that's the very thing4 ,if she were well1 ,i might1--perhaps4 ,sick6 ,what can ,i do for her8 ,i never go into a sick-room4 ,i hate it4 ,i don't know how to do a thing there4 ,don't say another word1 papa4 ,i can't go4 ,it is out of the question to let it pass so1 my dear4 ,here you are nursing all the invalids in town1 yet---- ,indeed1 ,i'm not1 papa4 ,i don't know and don't care whether they're dead or alive4 ,well1 then1 it's ,lu4 ,oh1 yes1 she's hospital-agent for half the country4 ,then it is time that you also got a little experience4 ,don't1 papa6 ,i don't want it4 ,i never saw anybody die1 and ,i never mean to4 ,can't ,i do as well1 uncle8 asked ,lu4 ,you1 darling8 ,yes2 but it isn't your duty4 ,i thought1 perhaps1 she said1 you would rather ,yone went4 ,so ,i would4 ,dear papa1 don't vex me6 ,ask anything else6 ,it is so unpleasant to ,yone1 ,lu murmured1 that maybe ,i had better go4 ,and if you've no objection1 ,sir1 ,i'll take the early train to-morrow4 ,wasn't she an angel8 99 99 99 99 99 ,lu was away a month4 ,rose came in1 expressing his surprise4 ,i said1 ,othello's occupation's gone8 ,and left him room for pleasure now1 he retorted4 ,which means seclusion from the world1 in the society of lakes and chromes4 ,miss ,willoughby1 said he1 turning and looking directly past me1 may ,i paint you8 ,me8 ,oh1 you can't4 ,no2 but may ,i try8 ,i cannot go to you4 ,i will come to you4 ,do you suppose it will be like8 ,not at all1 of course4 ,it is to be1 then8 ,oh1 ,i've no more right than any other piece of ,nature to refuse an artist a study in color4 ,he faced about1 half pouting1 as if he would go out1 then returned and fixed the time4 ,so he painted4 ,he generally put me into a broad beam that slanted from the top of the veiled window1 and day after day he worked4 ,ah1 what glorious days they were6 how gay6 how full of life6 ,i almost feared to let him image me on canvas1 do you know8 ,i had a fancy it would lay my soul so bare to his inspection4 ,what secrets might be searched1 what depths fathomed1 at such times1 if men knew6 ,i feared lest he should see me as ,i am1 in those great masses of warm light lying before him1 as ,i feared he saw when he said amber harmonized with me1--all being things not polarized1 not organized1 without centre1 so to speak4 ,but it escaped him1 and he wrought on4 ,did he succeed8 ,bless you6 he might as well have painted the sun2 and who could do that8 ,no2 but shades and combinations that he had hardly touched or known1 before1 he had to lavish now2 he learned more than some years might have taught him2 he1 who worshipped beauty1 saw how thoroughly ,i possessed it2 he has told me that through me he learned the sacredness of color4 ,since he loves beauty so1 why does he not love me8 ,i asked myself2 and perhaps the feverish hope and suspense only lit up that beauty and fed it with fresh fires4 ,ah1 the ,july days6 ,did you ever wander over barren1 parched stubble-fields1 and suddenly front a knot of red ,turk's-cap lilies1 flaring as if they had drawn all the heat and brilliance from the land into their tissues8 ,such were they4 ,and if ,i were to grow old and gray1 they would light down all my life1 and ,i could be willing to lead a dull1 grave age1 looking back and remembering them1 warming myself forever in their constant youth4 ,if ,i had nothing to hope1 they would become my whole existence4 ,think1 then1 what it will be to have all days like those6 ,he never satisfied himself1 as he might have done1 had he known me better1--and he never shall know me6--and used to look at me for the secret of his failure1 till ,i laughed2 then the look grew wistful1 grew enamored4 ,by-and-by we left the pictures4 ,we went into the woods1 warm1 dry woods2 we stayed there from morning till night4 ,in the burning noons1 we hung suspended between two heavens1 in our boat on glassy forest-pools1 where now and then a shoal of white lilies rose and crowded out the under-sky4 ,sunsets burst like bubbles over us4 ,when the hidden thrushes were breaking one's heart with music1 and the sweet fern sent up a tropical fragrance beneath our crushing steps1 we came home to rooms full of guests and my father's genial warmth4 ,what a month it was6 ,one day papa went up into ,new ,hampshire2 ,aunt ,willoughby was dead2 and one day ,lu came home4 ,she was very pale and thin4 ,her eyes were hollow and purple4 ,there is some mistake1 ,lu1 ,i said4 ,it is you who are dead1 instead of ,aunt ,willoughby4 ,do ,i look so wretchedly8 she asked1 glancing at the mirror4 ,dreadfully6 ,is it all watching and grief8 ,watching and grief1 said ,lu4 ,how melancholy her smile was6 ,she would have crazed me in a little while1 if ,i had minded her4 ,did you care so much for fretful1 crabbed ,aunt ,willoughby8 ,she was very kind to me1 ,lu replied4 ,there was an odd air with her that day4 ,she didn't go at once and get off her travelling-dress1 but trifled about in a kind of expectancy1 a little fever going and coming in her cheeks1 and turning at any noise4 ,will you believe it8--though ,i know ,lu had refused him1--who met her at the half-way junction1 saw about her luggage1 and drove home with her1 but ,mr4 ,dudley1 and was with us1 a half-hour afterward1 when ,rose came in8 ,lu didn't turn at his step1 but the little fever in her face prevented his seeing her as ,i had done4 ,he shook hands with her and asked after her health1 and shook hands with ,mr4 ,dudley1 7who hadn't been near us during her absence17 and seemed to wish she should feel that he recognized without pain a connection between herself and that personage4 ,but when he came back to me1 ,i was perplexed again at that bewitched look in his face1--as if ,lu's presence made him feel that he was in a dream1 ,i the enchantress of that dream4 ,it did not last long1 though4 ,and soon she saw ,mr4 ,dudley out1 and went up-stairs4 ,when ,lu came down to tea1 she had my beads in her hand again4 ,i went into your room and got them1 dear ,yone1 she said1 because ,i have found something to replace the broken bell-wort2 and she showed us a little amber bee1 black and golden4 ,not so lovely as the bell-wort1 she resumed1 and ,i must pierce it for the thread2 but it will fill the number4 ,was ,i not fortunate to find it8 ,but when at a flame she heated a long1 slender needle to pierce it1 the little winged wonder shivered between her fingers1 and under the hot steel filled the room with the honeyed smell of its dusted substance4 ,never mind1 said ,i again4 ,it's a shame1 though1--it was so much prettier than the bell-wort6 ,we might have known it was too brittle4 ,it's just as well1 ,lu4 ,the room smelt like a chancel at vespers4 ,rose sauntered to the window1 and so down the garden1 and then home4 ,yes4 ,it cannot be helped1 she said1 with a smile4 ,but ,i really counted upon seeing it on the string4 ,i'm not lucky at amber4 ,you know little ,asian said it would bring bane to the bearer4 ,dear6 dear6 ,i had quite forgotten6 ,i exclaimed4 ,oh1 ,lu1 keep it1 or give it away1 or something6 ,i don't want it any longer4 ,you're very vehement1 she said1 laughing now4 ,i am not afraid of your gods4 ,shall ,i wear them8 ,so the rest of the summer ,lu twined them round her throat1--amulets of sorcery1 orbs of separation2 but one night she brought them back to me4 ,that was last night4 ,there they lie4 ,the next day1 in the high golden noon1 ,rose came4 ,i was on the lounge in the alcove parlor1 my hair half streaming out of ,lu's net2 but he didn't mind4 ,the light was toned and mellow1 the air soft and cool4 ,he came and sat on the opposite side1 so that he faced the wall table with its dish of white1 stiflingly sweet lilies1 while ,i looked down the drawing-room4 ,he had brought a book1 and by-and-by opened at the part commencing1 ,do not die1 ,phene4 ,he read it through1--all that perfect1 perfect scene4 ,from the moment when he said1 ,i overlean ,this length of hair and lustrous front1--they turn ,like an entire flower upward1-- his voice low1 sustained1 clear1--till he reached the line1 ,look at the woman here with the new soul1-- till he turned the leaf and murmured1 ,shall to produce form out of unshaped stuff ,be art1--and1 further1 to evoke a soul ,from form be nothing8 ,this new soul is mine6-- till then1 he never glanced up4 ,now1 with a proud grace1 he raised his head1--not to look at me1 but across me1 at the lilies1 to satiate himself with their odorous snowiness4 ,when he again pronounced words1 his voice was husky and vibrant2 but what music dwelt in it and seemed to prolong rather than break the silver silence1 as he echoed1 ,some unsuspected isle in the far seas6 ,how many read to descend to a prosaic life6 how few to meet one as rich and full beside them6 ,the tone grew ever lower2 he looked up slowly1 fastening his glance on mine4 ,and you are ever by me while ,i gaze1-- ,are in my arms1 as now1--as now1--as now6 he said4 ,he swayed forward with those wild questioning eyes1--his breath blew over my cheek2 ,i was drawn1--,i bent2 the full passion of his soul broke to being1 wrapped me with a blinding light1 a glowing kiss on lingering lips1 a clasp strong and tender as heaven4 ,all my hair fell down like a shining cloud and veiled us1 the great rolling folds in wave after wave of crisp splendor4 ,i drew back from that long1 silent kiss1 ,i gathered up each gold thread of the straying tresses1 blushing1 defiant4 ,he also1 he drew back4 ,but ,i knew all then4 ,i had no need to wait longer2 ,i had achieved4 ,rose loved me4 ,rose had loved me from that first day4--,you scarcely hear what ,i say1 ,i talk so low and fast8 ,well1 no matter1 dear1 you wouldn't care4--,for a moment that gaze continued1 then the lids fell1 the face grew utterly white4 ,he rose1 flung the book1 crushed and torn1 upon the floor1 went out1 speaking no word to me1 nor greeting ,louise in the next room4 ,could he have seen her8 ,no4 ,i1 only1 had that4 ,for1 as ,i drew from his arm1 a meteoric crimson1 shooting across the pale face bent over work there1 flashed upon me1 and then a few great tears1 like sudden thunder-drops1 falling slowly and wetting the heavy fingers4 ,the long mirror opposite her reflected the interior of the alcove parlor4 ,no1--he could not have seen1 he must have felt her4 ,i wonder whether ,i should have cared1 if ,i had never met him any more1--happy in this new consciousness4 ,but in the afternoon he returned1 bright and eager4 ,are you so very busy1 dear ,yone1 he said1 without noticing ,lu1 that you cannot drive with me to-day8 ,busy6 ,in five minutes ,i whirled down the avenue beside him4 ,i had not been ,yone to him before4 ,how quiet we were6 he driving on1 bent forward1 seeing out and away2 ,i leaning back1 my eyes closed1 and1 whenever a remembrance of that instant at noon thrilled me1 a stinging blush staining my cheek4 ,i1 who had believed myself incapable of love1 till that night on the balcony1 felt its floods welling from my spirit1--who had believed myself so completely cold1 was warm to my heart's core4 ,again that breath fanned me1 those lips touched mine1 lightly1 quickly4 ,yone1 my ,yone6 he said4 ,is it true8 ,no dream within dream8 ,do you love me8 ,wistful1 longing1 tender eyes4 ,do ,i love you8 ,i would die for you6 99 99 99 99 99 ,ah1 me6 ,if the ,july days were such1 how perfect were the ,august and ,september nights6 their young moon's lingering twilight1 their full broad bays of silver1 their interlunar season6 ,the winds were warm about us1 the whole earth seemed the wealthier for our love4 ,we almost lived upon the river1 he and ,i alone1--floating seaward1 swimming slowly up with late tides1 reaching home drenched with dew1 parting in passionate silence4 ,once he said to me1-- ,is it because it is so much larger1 more strange and beautiful1 than any other love could be1 that ,i feel guilty1 ,yone1--feel as if ,i sinned in loving you so1 my great white flower8 ,i ought to tell you how splendid papa was1 never seemed to consider that ,rose had only his art1 said ,i had enough from ,aunt ,willoughby for both1 we should live up there among the mountains1 and set off at once to make arrangements4 ,lu has a wonderful tact1 too1--seeing at once where her path lay4 ,she is always so well oriented6 ,how full of peace and bliss these two months have been6 ,last night ,lu came in here4 ,she brought back my amber gods1 saying she had not intended to keep them1 and yet loitering4 ,yone1 she said at last1 ,i want you to tell me if you love him4 ,now1 as if that were any affair of hers6 ,i looked what ,i thought4 ,don't be angry1 she pleaded4 ,you and ,i have been sisters1 have we not8 and always shall be4 ,i love you very much1 dear1--more than you may believe2 ,i only want to know if you will make him happy4 ,that's according1 said ,i1 with a yawn4 ,she still stood before me4 ,her eyes said1 ,i have a right1--,i have a right to know4 ,you want me to say how much ,i love ,vaughan ,rose8 ,i asked1 finally4 ,well1 listen1 ,lu1--so much1 that1 when he forgets me1--and he will1 ,lu1 one day1--,i shall die4 ,prevent his forgetting you1 ,yone6 she returned4 ,make your soul white and clear1 like his4 ,no6 no6 ,i answered4 ,he loves me as ,i am4 ,i will never change4 ,then somehow tears began to come4 ,i didn't want to cry2 ,i had to crowd them back behind my fingers and shut lids4 ,oh1 ,lu6 ,i said1 ,i cannot think what it would be to live1 and he not a part of me6 not for either of us to be in the world without the other6 ,then ,lu's tears fell with mine1 as she drew her fingers over my hair4 ,she said she was happy1 too2 and to-day has been down and gathered every one1 so that1 when you see her1 her white array will be wreathed with purple hearts-ease4 ,but ,i didn't tell ,lu quite the truth1 you must know4 ,i don't think ,i should die1 except to my former self1 if ,rose ceased to love me4 ,i should change4 ,oh1 ,i should hate him6 ,hate is as intense as love4 ,bless me6 ,what time can it be8 ,there are papa and ,rose walking in the garden4 ,i turned out my maid to find chance for all this talk2 ,i must ring for her4 ,there1 there's my hair6 silken coil after coil1 full of broken lights1 rippling below the knees1 fine and fragrant4 ,who could have such hair but ,i8 ,i am the last of the ,willoughbys1 a decayed race1 and from such strong decay what blossom less gorgeous should spring8 ,october now4 ,all the world swings at the top of its beauty2 and those hills where we shall live1 what robes of color fold them6 ,tawny filemot gilding the valleys1 each seam and rut a scroll or arabesque1 and all the year pouring out her heart's blood to flush the maples1 the great impurpled granites warm with the sunshine they have drunk all summer6 ,so ,i am to be married to-day1 at noon4 ,i like it best so2 it is my hour4 ,there is my veil1 that regal ,venice point4 ,fling it round you4 ,no1 you would look like a ghost in one1--,lu like a corpse4 ,dear me6 ,that's the second time ,i've rung for ,carmine4 ,i dare say the hussy is trying on my gown4 ,you think it strange ,i don't delay8 ,why1 child1 why tempt ,providence8 ,once mine1 always mine4 ,he might wake up4 ,no1 no1 ,i couldn't have meant that6 ,it is not possible that ,i have merely led him into a region of richer dyes1 lapped him in this vision of color1 kindled his heart to such a flame1 that it may light him towards further effort4 ,can you believe that he will slip from me and return to one in better harmony with him8 ,is any one8 ,will he ever find himself with that love lost1 this love exhausted1 only his art left him8 ,never6 ,i am his crown4 ,see me6 how singularly1 gloriously beautiful6 ,for him only6 all for him6 ,i love him6 ,i cannot1 ,i will not lose him6 ,i defy all6 ,my heart's proud pulse assures me6 ,i defy ,fate6 ,hush6 ,one1--two1--twelve o'clock4 ,carmine6 ,,iii4 ,astra castra1 numen lumen4 ,the click of her needles and the soft singing of the night-lamp are the only sounds breaking the stillness1 the awful stillness1 of this room4 ,how the wind blows without6 it must be whirling white gusty drifts through the split hills4 ,if ,i were as free6 ,whistling round the gray gable1 tearing the bleak boughs1 crying faint1 hoarse moans down the chimneys6 ,a wild1 sad gale6 ,there is a lull1 a long breathless lull1 before it soughs up again4 ,oh1 it is like a pain6 ,pain6 ,why do ,i think the word8 ,must ,i suffer any more8 ,am ,i crazed with opiates8 or am ,i dying8 ,they are in that drawer1--laudanum1 morphine1 hyoscyamus1 and all the drowsy sirups1--little drops1 but soaring like a fog1 and wrapping the whole world in a dull ache1 with no salient sting to catch a groan on4 ,they are so small1 they might be lost in this long1 dark room2 why not the pain too1 the point of pain1 ,i8 ,a long1 dark room2 ,i at one end1 she at the other2 the curtains drawn away from me that ,i may breathe4 ,ah1 ,i have been stifled so long6 ,they look down on me1 all those old dead and gone faces1 those portraits on the wall1--look all from their frames at me1 the last term of the race1 the vanishing summit of their design4 ,a fierce weapon thrust into the world for evil has that race been1--from the great gray ,willoughby1 threatening with his iron eyes there1 to me1 the sharp apex of its suffering4 ,a fierce1 glittering blade6 ,why ,i alone singled for this curse8 ,rank blossom1 rank decay1 they answer1 but falsely4 ,i lie here1 through no fault of mine1 blasted by disease1 the dread with no relief4 ,a hundred ancestors look from my walls1 and see in me the centre of their lives1 of all their little splendor1 of their sins and follies2 what slept in them wakes in me4 ,oh1 let me sleep too6 ,how long could ,i live and lose nothing8 ,i saw my face in the hand-glass this morning1--more lovely than health fashioned it2--transparent skin1 bounding blood1 with its fire burning behind the eye1 on cheek1 on lip1--a beauty that every pang has aggravated1 heightened1 sharpened1 to a superb intensity1 flushing1 rapid1 unearthly1--a brilliancy to be dreamed of4 ,like a great autumn-leaf ,i fall1 for ,i am dying1--dying6 ,yes1 death finds me more beautiful than life made me2 but have ,i lost nothing8 ,great ,heaven1 ,i have lost all6 ,a fancy comes to me1 that to-day was my birthday4 ,i have forgotten to mark time2 but if it was1 ,i am thirty-two years old4 ,i remember birthdays of a child1--loving1 cordial days4 ,no one remembers to-day4 ,why should they8 ,but ,i ache for a little love4 ,thirty-two1--that is young to die6 ,i am too fair1 too rich1 for death6--not his fit spoil6 ,is there no one to save me8 no help8 can ,i not escape8 ,ah1 what a vain eagerness6 what an idle hope6 ,fall back again1 heart6 ,escape8 ,i do not desire to4 ,come1 come1 kind rest6 ,i am tired4 ,that cap-string has loosened now1 and all this golden cataract of hair has rushed out over the piled pillows4 ,it oppresses and terrifies me4 ,if ,i could speak1 it seems to me that ,i would ask ,louise to come and bind it up4 ,won't she turn and see8 ,have ,i been asleep8 ,what is this in my hands8 ,the amber gods8 ,oh1 yes6 ,i asked to see them again2 ,i like their smell1 ,i think4 ,it is ten years ,i have had them4 ,they enchant2 but the charm will not last2 nothing will4 ,i rubbed a little yellow smoke out of them1--a cloud that hung between him and the world1 so that he saw only me1--at least----,what am ,i dreaming of8 ,all manner of illusions haunt me4 ,who said anything about ten years8 ,i have been married ten years4 ,happy1 then1 ten years8 ,oh1 no6 ,one day he woke4--,how close the room is6 ,i want some air4 ,why don't they do something---- ,once1 in the pride of a fool1 ,i fear having made some confidence1 some recital of my joy to ears that never had any4 ,did ,i say ,i would not lose him8 ,did ,i say ,i could live just on the memory of that summer8 ,i lash myself that ,i must remember it6 that ,i ever loved him6 ,when he stirred1 when the mist left him1 when he found a mere passion had blinded him1 when he spread his easel1 when he abandoned love1--was ,i wretched8 ,i1 too1 abandoned love6--more1--,i hated6 ,all who hate are wretched4 ,but he was bound to me6 ,yes1 he might move restlessly1--it only clanked his chains4 ,did he wound me8 ,i was cruel4 ,he never spoke4 ,he became artist1--ceased to be man1--was more indifferent than the cloud4 ,he could paint me then1--and1 revealed and bare1 all our histories written in me1 he hung me up beside my ancestors4 ,there ,i hang4 ,come from thy frame1 thou substance1 and let this troubled phantom go6 ,come6 for he gave my life to thee4 ,in thee he shut and sealed it all1 and left me as the empty husk4 ,did she come then8 ,no6 ,i sent for her4 ,i meant to teach him that he was yet a man1--to open before him a gulf of anguish2 but ,i slipped down it4 ,then ,i dogged them2 they never spoke alone2 ,i intercepted the eye's language2 ,i withered their wintry smiles to frowns2 ,i stifled their sighs2 ,i checked their breath1 their motion4 ,idle words passed our lips2 we three lived in a real world of silence1 agonized mutes4 ,she went4 ,summer by summer my father brought her to us4 ,always memory was kindled afresh1 always sorrow kept smouldering4 ,once she came2 ,i lay here2 she has not left me since4 ,he1--he also comes2 he has soothed pain with that loveless eye1 carried me in untender arms1 watched calmly beside my delirious nights4 ,he who loved beauty has learned disgust4 ,why should ,i care8 ,i1 from the slave of bald form1 enlarged him to the master of gorgeous color2 his blaze is my ashes4 ,he studies me4 ,i owe him nothing4 ,is it near morning8 ,have ,i dozed again8 ,night is long4 ,the great hall-clock is striking1--throb after throb on the darkness4 ,i remember1 when ,i was a child1 watching its lengthened pendulum swing as if time were its own1 and it measured the thread slowly1 loath to part1--remember streaking its great ebony case with a little finger1 misting it with a warm breath4 ,throb after throb1--is it going to peal forever8 ,stop1 solemn clangor6 hearts1 stop6 ,midnight4 ,the nurses have gone down2 she sits there alone4 ,her bent side-face is full of pity4 ,now and then her head turns2 the great brown eyes lift heavily1 and lie on me1--heavily1 as if the sight of me pained her4 ,ah1 in me perishes her youth6 death enters her world6 ,besides1 she loves me4 ,i do not want her love1--,i would fling it off2 but ,i am faint1--,i am impotent1--,i am so cold6 ,not that she lives1 and ,i die1--not that she has peace1 and ,i tumult1--not for her voice's music1--not for her eye's lustre1--not for any charm of her womanly presence1--neither for her clear1 fair soul1--nor that1 when the storm and winter pass1 and ,i am stiff and frozen1 she smiles in the sun1 and leads new life1--not for all this ,i hate her2 but because my going gives her what ,i lost1--because1 ,i stepped aside1 the light falls on her1--because from my despair springs her happiness4 ,poor fool6 let her be happy1 if she can6 ,her mother was a ,willoughby6 ,and what is a flower that blows on a grave8 ,why do ,i remember so distinctly one night alone of all my life1--one night1 when we dance in the low room of a seaside cottage1--dance to ,lu's singing8 ,he leads me to her1 when the dance is through1 brushing with his head the festooned nets that swing from the rafters1--and in at the open casement is blown a butterfly1 a dead butterfly1 from off the sea4 ,she holds it compassionately till ,i pin it on my dress1--the wings1 twin magnificences1 freckled and barred and dusty with gold1 fluttering at my breath4 ,some one speaks with me2 she strays to the window1 he follows1 and they are silent4 ,he looks far away over the gray loneliness stretching beyond4 ,at length he murmurs3 ,a brief madness makes my long misery4 ,louise1 if the earth were dazzled aside from her constant pole-star to worship some bewildering comet1 would she be more forlorn than ,i8 ,dear ,rose6 your art remains1 ,i hear her say4 ,he bends lower1 that his breath may scorch her brow4 ,was ,i wrong8 ,am ,i right8 he whispers1 hurriedly4 ,you loved me once2 you love me now1 ,louise1 if ,i were free8 ,but you are not free4 ,she does not recoil1 yet her very atmosphere repels him1 while looking up with those woful eyes blanching her cheek by their gathering darkness4 ,and1 ,rose1----she sighs1 then ceases abruptly1 while a quiver of sudden scorn writhes spurningly down eyelid and nostril and pains the whole face4 ,he erects himself1 then reaches his hand for the rose in her belt1 glances at me1--the dead thing in my bosom rising and falling with my turbulent heart1--holds the rose to his lips1 leaves her4 ,how keen are my ears6 how flushed my cheek6 how eager and fierce my eyes6 ,he approaches2 ,i snatch the rose and tear its petals in an angry shower1 and then a dim east-wind pours in and scatters my dream like flakes of foam4 ,all dreams go2 youth and hope desert me2 the dark claims me4 ,o room1 surrender me6 ,o sickness and sorrow1 loose your weary hold6 ,it maddens me to know that the sun will shine again1 the tender grass grow green1 the veery sing1 the crocus come4 ,she will walk in the light and re-gather youth1 and ,i moulder1 a forgotten heap4 ,oh1 why not all things crash to ruin with me8 ,pain1 pain1 pain6 ,where is my father8 ,why is he away1 when they know ,i die8 ,he used to hold me once2 he ought to hear me when ,i call4 ,he would rest me1 and stroke the grief aside1--he is so strong4 ,where is he8 ,these amulets stumbling round again8 ,amber1 amber gods1 you did mischief in your day6 ,if ,i clutched you hard1 as ,lu did once1 all your spells would be broken4--,it is colder than it was4 ,i think ,i will go to sleep4 ,what was that8 ,how loud and resonant6 ,it stuns me4 ,it is too sonorous4 ,does sound flash8 ,ah6 the hour4 ,another8 ,how long the silver toll swims on the silent air6 ,it is one o'clock1--a passing bell1 a knell4 ,if ,i were at home by the river1 the tide would be turning down1 down1 and out to the broad1 broad sea4 ,is it worth while to have lived8 ,have ,i spoken8 ,she looks at me1 rises1 and touches that bell-rope that always brings him4 ,how softly he opens the door6 ,waiting1 perhaps4 ,well4 ,ten years have not altered him much4 ,the face is brighter1 finer1--shines with the eternal youth of genius4 ,they pause a moment2 ,i suppose they are coming to me2 but their eyes are on each other4 ,why must the long1 silent look with which he met her the day ,i got my amber strike back on me now so vindictively8 ,i remember three looks3 that1 and this1 and one other1--one fervid noon1 a look that drank my soul1 that culminated my existence4 ,oh1 ,i remember6 ,i lost it a little while ago4 ,i have it now4 ,you are coming8 ,can't you hear me8 ,see6 these costly liqueurs1 these precious perfumes beside me here1 if ,i can reach them1 ,i will drench the coverlet in them2 it shall be white and sweet as a little child's4 ,i wish they were the great rich lilies of that day2 it is too late for the baby ,may-flowers4 ,you do not like amber8 ,there the thread breaks again6 the little cruel gods go tumbling down the floor6 ,come1 lay my head on your breast6 kiss my life off my lips6 ,i am your ,yone6 ,i forgot a little while1--but ,i love you1 ,rose6 ,rose6 99 99 99 99 99 ,why6 ,i thought arms held me4 ,how clear the space is6 ,the wind from out-doors1 rising again1 must have rushed in4 ,there is the quarter striking4 ,how free ,i am6 ,no one here8 ,no swarm of souls about me8 ,oh1 those two faces looked from a great mist1 a moment since2 ,i scarcely see them now4 ,drop1 mask6 ,i will not pick you up6 ,out1 out into the gale6 back to my elements6 ,so ,i passed out of the room1 down the staircase4 ,the servants below did not see me1 but the hounds crouched and whined4 ,i paused before the great ebony clock2 again the fountain broke1 and it chimed the half-hour2 it was half-past one2 another quarter1 and the next time its ponderous silver hammers woke the house it would be two4 ,half-past one8 ,why1 then1 did not the hands move8 ,why cling fixed on a point five minutes before the first quarter struck8 ,to and fro1 soundless and purposeless1 swung the long pendulum4 ,and1 ah6 what was this thing ,i had become8 ,i had done with time4 ,not for me the hands moved on their recurrent circle any more4 ,i must have died at ten minutes past one4 ,,the ,,poet',s ,,friends4 ,the ,robin sings in the elm2 ,the cattle stand beneath1 ,sedate and grave1 with great brown eyes1 ,and fragrant meadow-breath4 ,they listen to the flattered bird1 ,the wise-looking1 stupid things6 ,and they never understand a word ,of all the ,robin sings4 ,,the ,,memorial ,,of ,a4 ,b41 ,,or ,,matilda ,,muffin4 ,,the ,,memorial ,,of ,a4 ,b4 ,humbly ,showeth3-- ,ladies and gentlemen1--enlightened public1--kind audience1--dear readers1--or whatever else you may be styled1--whose eyes1 from remote regions of east1 west1 or next door1 solace themselves between the brown covers of this magazine1 making of themselves flowers to its lunar brilliancy1--,i wish to state1 with all humility and self-disgust1 that ,i am what is popularly called a literary woman4 ,in the present state of society1 ,i should feel less shame in declaring myself the elect lady of ,dunderhed ,van ,nudel1 ,esquire1 that wealthy ,dutch gentleman1 aged seventy1 whom we all know4 ,it is true1 that1 as ,i am young and gay and intelligent1 while he is old and stupid and very low ,dutch indeed1 such an announcement would be equivalent to saying that ,i was bought by ,mr4 ,van ,nudel for half a million of dollars2 but then that is customary1 and you would all congratulate me4 ,also1 ,i should stand a better chance of finding favor in your eyes1 if ,i declared myself to be an indigent tailoress2 for no woman should use her head who can use her hands1--a maxim older than ,confucius4 ,or even if ,i were a school-ma'am6 7blessed be the man who has brought them into fashion and the long path67 ,in that case1 you might say1 ,poor thing6 isn't she interesting8 quite like the school-mistress6--,and ,i am not averse to pity1 since it is love's poor cousin1 nor to belonging to a class mentioned in ,boston literary society4 ,i really am not6 ,but the plain truth is1 ,i earn my living by writing4 ,sewing does not pay4 ,i have no faculty at school-keeping2 for ,i invariably spoil all the good children1 and pet all the pretty ones1--a process not conducive1 as ,i am told1 to the development of manners or morals2--so ,i write3 just as ,mr4 ,jones makes shoes1 ,mr4 ,peters harangues the jury1 ,mr4 ,smith sells calico1 or ,mr4 ,robinson rolls pills4 ,for1 strange as it may seem1 when it is so easy to read1 it is hard work to write1--bon fide1 undeniable hard work4 ,suppose my head cracks and rings and reels with a great ache that stupefies me8 ,in comes ,biddy with a letter4 ,the editor of the ',monthly ,signpost' would be much obliged to ,miss ,matilda ,muffin for a tale of four pages1 to make up the ,june number1 before the end of next week4 ,very respectfully1 etc41 etc4 ,miss ,muffin's head looks her in the face1 7metaphorically17 and says1 ,you can't6--but her last year's bonnet creaks and rustles from the bandbox1 finally lifts the lid and peeps out4 ,gracious6 the ghost in ,hamlet was not more of an airy nothing than that ragged1 faded1 dilapidated old structure of crape and blonde4 ,the bonnet retires to the sound of slow music2 the head slinks back and holds its tongue2 ,miss ,muffin sits down at her table2 scratch1 scratch1 scratch1 goes the old pen1 and the ideas catch up with it1 it is so shaky2 and the words go tumbling over it1 till the ts go out without any hats on1 and the eyes--no1 the is 7is that the way to pluralize them87--get no dots at all2 and every now and then the head says1 softly1 ,oh1 dear6 ,miss ,muffin goes to something called by novel-writers repose1 toward one o'clock that night1 and the next night1 and the next2 she obliges the ,monthly ,signpost with a comic story at a low price1 and buys herself a decent little bonnet for ,sundays1 replenishing her wardrobe generally by the same process2 and the head considers it work1 ,i assure you4 ,but this is not the special grievance to which ,i direct this ,memorial4 ,i like to work2 it suits me much better to obtain my money by steady1 honest effort than it would to depend on anybody else for one round cent4 ,if ,i had a thousand dollars unexpectedly left me by some unknown benefactor1 ,i don't think it would be worth five cents on the dollar1 compared with what ,i earn2 there is a healthy1 trustworthy pleasure in that1 never yet attained by gifted or inherited specie4 ,neither is it the publicity of the occupation that ,i here object to4 ,i knew that1 before ,i began to write2 and many an hour have ,i cried over the thought of being known1 and talked about1 and commented on1--having my dear name1 that my mother called me by1 printed on the cover of a magazine1 seeing it in newspapers1 hearing it in whispers1 when ,miss ,brown says to ,miss ,black under her breath1--,that girl in the straw bonnet is ,matilda ,muffin1 who writes for the ',snapdragon' and the ',signpost4' ,i knew all this1 as ,i say4 ,i dreaded and hated it4 ,i hate it now4 ,but ,i had to work1 and this was the only way open to me2 so ,i tried to be brave1 and to do what ,i ought1 and let the rest go4 ,i cannot say ,i am very brave yet1 or that ,i don't feel all this2 but ,i do not memorialize against it1 because it is necessary to be borne1 and ,i must bear it4 ,when ,i go to the dentist's to have a tooth out1 ,i sit down1 and hold the chair tight1 and open my mouth as wide as it will open1 but ,i always say1 ,oh6 don't1 doctor6 ,i can't6 ,i can't possibly6 till the iron what-d'you-call-it enters my soul and stops my tongue4 ,yes1 when ,i began to write1 ,i knew ,i should some day see my name in print4 ,i knew people would wonder who and what ,i was1 and how ,i looked2--,i had done it myself4 ,i knew that ,i should be delivered over to be the prey of tongues and the spoil of eyes4 ,i was aware1 ,i think1 ,i am aware now1 of every possible disagreeable that can befall the state4 ,i am accustomed to hear people say1 if ,i venture a modest opinion about a dinner1 ,dear me6 as if a literary woman knew anything about cooking6--,i endure that meekly1 sustained by the inner consciousness that ,i can cook much better than any artist in that line ,i ever yet encountered4 ,likewise ,i am used to hear people say1 ,i suppose you don't waste your valuable time in sewing8 when a look at my left forefinger would insure me a fraternal grip from any member of the ,seamstress's ,friends ,society anywhere4 ,i do not either scold or cry when accidentally some visitor discovers me fitting my dress or making my bonnet1 and looks at me with a fearful joy1 as if ,i were on a tight-rope4 ,i even smile when people lay my ugly shawl or pass bonnet1 that ,i bought because they were cheap1 and wear for the same reason1 at the door of the eccentricities of genius4 ,and ,i am case-hardened to the instantaneous scattering and dodging of young men that ensue the moment ,i enter a little party1 because gentlemen are so afraid of literary women4 ,i don't think gentlemen are2 ,i know two or three who never conceal a revolver in the breast of their coat when they talk to me1 and who sometimes even offer to go home with me from a tea-party all alone1 and after dark too4 ,it is true1 one or two of these are literary themselves2 the others ,i knew before ,i was dyed blue2 which may account for it4 ,also ,i am impervious to anonymous letters1 exhorting me to all kinds of mental and moral improvement1 or indulging in idle impertinences about my private affairs1 the result of a knowledge about me and the aforesaid affairs drawn solely from my ,pieces in ,prose and ,verse4 ,then as to the matter of the romantic stories that are afloat concerning me1 ,i am rather amused than otherwise by them4 ,i have a sentimental name1 by the religious and customary ordinance of baptism1 legally my own2 and at first1 being rather loath to enter the great alliterative ranks of female writers by my lawful title of ,matilda ,muffin1 ,i signed my writings ,a4 ,b4 ,two reprobatory poems addressed to those initials came to me through the medium of the ,snapdragon1 immediately after my having printed in that spicy paper a pensive little poem called ,the ,rooster's ,cry3 one1 in ,spenserian measure1 rebuking me for alluding lightly to serious subjects1--a thing ,i never do1 ,i am sure1 and ,i can't imagine what ,j4 ,h4 ,p4 meant2 and another1 in hexameter1 calling upon me to arouse1 and smile1 and struggle on1 and1 in short1 to stop crying and behave myself1--only it was said in figures4 ,i'm much obliged to ,quintius for the advice2 but ,i should like to explain1 that ,i am subject to the toothache1 and when it is bad ,i cannot possibly write comic poetry4 ,i must be miserable1 but it's only toothache1 thank you6 ,then ,i have heard several times1 in the strictest confidence1 the whole history of ,a4 ,b41 who writes for the ',snapdragon4' ,somebody told me she was a lady living on the ,north ,river1 very wealthy1 very haughty1 and very unhappy in her domestic relations4 ,another said she was a young widow in ,alabama1 whose mother was extremely tyrannical1 and opposed her second marriage4 ,a third person declared to me that ,a4 ,b4 was a physician in the navy1--a highly educated man1 but reduced in circumstances4 ,i think that was a great compliment1--to be actually taken for a man6 ,i felt it to be the proudest moment of my life1 as ship-captains say1 when they return thanks for the silver teapot richly chased with nautical emblems1 presented by the passengers saved from the wreck1 as a token of gratitude for the hencoops thrown overboard by the manly commander4 ,however1 ,i called myself a woman in the very next contribution1 for fear of the united wrath of the stronger sex1 should ,i ever be discovered to have so imposed upon the public2 although ,i know several old women who remain undiscovered to this day1 simply because they avail themselves of a masculine signature4 ,there were other romances1 too tedious to mention1 depicting me sometimes as a lovely blonde1 writing graceful tales beneath a bower of roses in the warm light of ,june2 sometimes as a respectable old maid1 rather sharp1 fierce1 and snuffy2 sometimes as a tall1 delicate1 aristocratic1 poetic looking creature1 with liquid dark eyes and heavy tresses of raven hair2 sometimes as a languishing1 heart-broken woman in the prime of life1 with auburn curls and a slow consumption4 ,perhaps it may be as well to silence all conjecture at once1 by stating that ,i am a woman of----no1 ,i won't say how old1 because everybody will date me from this time forward1 and ,i shall not always be willing to tell how old ,i am6 ,i am not very young now1 it is true2 ,i am more than sixteen and less than forty2 so when our clergyman requested all between those ages to remain after service for the purpose of forming a week-day ,bible-class1 ,i sat still1 and so did everybody else except ,mrs4 ,van ,doren1 whose great-grandchild was christened in the morning2--our church is a new one4 ,however1 this is digressing4 ,i am not very tall1 nor very short2 ,i am rather odd-looking1 but decidedly plain4 ,i have brown hair and eyes1 a pale light complexion1 a commonplace figure1 pretty good taste in dress1 and a quick sense of the ludicrous1 that makes me laugh a great deal1 and have a good time generally4 ,i live at home1 in the town of ,blank1 in a quiet by-street4 ,my parents are both living1 and we keep one ,irish girl4 ,i go to church on ,sundays1 and follow my trade week-days4 ,i write everything ,i do write in my own room1 which is not so pleasant as a bower of roses in some respects1 but is preferable in regard to earwigs and caterpillars1 which are troublesome in bowers4 ,i have a small pine table to write on1 as much elderly furniture as supplies me places for sleep and my books1 a small stove in winter1 7which is another advantage over bowers17 and my flowing draperies are blue chintz1 which ,i bought at a bargain2 some quaint old engravings of ,bartolozzi's in black and gilt frames2 a few books1 among which are prominently set forth a volume of ,the ,doctor1--,nicol de' ,lapi1 in delightful bindings of white parchment1--,thomas ,kempis1--a ,bible1 of ,english type and paper1--and ,emerson's ,poems1 bound in ,russia leather4 ,not that ,i have no other books1--grammars1 and novels1 and cook-books1 in gorgeous array1--but these are within reach from my pillow1 when ,i want to read myself asleep2 and a plaster cast of ,minerva's owl mounts guard above them1 curious fowl that it is4 ,the neighbors think ,i am a pretty nice girl1 and my papa secretly exults over me as a genius1 but he don't say much about it4 ,and there1 dear public1 you have ,matilda ,muffin as she is1 which ,i hope will quash the romances1 amusing though they be4 ,but when1 after much editorial correspondence1 and persevering whispers of kind friends who had been told the facts in confidence1 ,a4 ,b4 became only the pretext of a mystery1 and ,i signed myself by my full name1 the question naturally arose1--,who is ,matilda ,muffin8 ,now1 for the first time in my life1 do ,i experience the benefits of a sentimental name1 which has rather troubled me before1 as belonging to a quite unsentimental and commonplace person1 and thereby raising expectations1 through hearsay1 which actual vision dispelled with painful suddenness4 ,but now ,i find its advantage1 for nobody believes it is my own1 but confidently expects that ,ann ,tubbs or ,susan ,bucket will appear from a long suppression1 like a ,jack-in-a-box1 and startle the public as she throws back the cover4 ,indeed1 ,i am told that not long since a circle of literary experimentalists1 discussing a recent number of a certain magazine1 and displaying great knowledge of noms-de-plume1 ran aground all at once upon ,who is ,matilda ,muffin8--even as1 in the innocent faith of childhood1 ,i pondered ten minutes upon ,who was the father of ,zebedee's children8 and at last gave up4 ,but these professional gentlemen1 nowise daunted by the practical difficulties of the subject1 held on1 till at last one1 wiser in his generation than the rest1 confidently announced that he knew ,matilda ,muffin's real name1 but was not at liberty to disclose it4 ,should this little confidence ever reach the eyes of those friends1 ,i wish to indorse that statement in every particular2 that gentleman does know my name2 and know all men1 by these presents1 ,i give him full leave to disclose it1--or rather1 to save him the trouble1 ,i disclose it myself4 ,my name1 my own1 that would have been printed in the marriage-list of the ,snapdragon before now1 if it had not appeared in the list of contributors1 and which will appear in its list of deaths some day to come1--my name1 that is called to breakfast1 marked on my pocket-handkerchiefs1 written in my books1 and done in yellow paint on my trunk1 is--,matilda ,muffin4 ,only that1 and nothing more6 ,and ,a4 ,b41 which ,i adopted once as a species of veil to the aforesaid alliterative title1 did not mean1 as was supposed1 ,a ,beauty1 or ,any ,body1 or ,another ,barrett1 or ,anti ,bedott1 or ,after ,breakfast1 but only ,a4 ,b41 the first two letters of the alphabet4 ,peace to their ashes6--let them rest6 ,but1 dear me6 ,i forgot the ,memorial6 ,as ,i have said1 all these enumerated troubles do not much move me1 nor yet the world-old cry of all literary women's being1 in virtue of their calling1 unfeminine4 ,i don't think anybody who knows me can say that about me2 in fact1 ,i am generally regarded by my male cousins as a little goose1 and a foolish child1 and a perfectly absurd little thing1--epithets that forbid the supposition of their object being strong-minded or having ,women's ,rights2--and as for people who don't know me1 ,i care very little what they think4 ,if ,i want them to like me1 ,i can generally make them1--having a knack that way4 ,but there is one thing against which ,i do solemnly protest and uplift my voice1 as a piece of ridiculous injustice and supererogation1--and that is1 that every new poem or fresh story ,i write and print should be supposed and declared to be part and parcel of my autobiography4 ,good gracious6 ,goethe himself1 many-sided as the old stone ,colossus might have been1 would have retreated in dismay from such a host of characters as ,i have appeared in1 according to the announcement of admiring friends4 ,my dear creatures1 do just look at the common sense of the thing6 ,can ,i have been1 by any dexterity known to man1 of mind or body1 such a various creature1 such a polycorporate animal1 as you make me to be8 ,because ,i write the anguish and suffering of an elderly widow with a drunken husband1 am ,i therefore meek and of middle age1 the slave of a rum-jug8 ,i have heard of myself successively as figuring in the character of a strong-minded1 self-denying ,yankee girl1--a broken-hearted ,georgia beauty1--a fairy princess1--a consumptive school-mistress1--a young woman dying of the perfidy of her lover1--a mysterious widow2 and ,i daily expect to hear that a caterpillar which figured as hero in one of my tales was an allegory of myself1 and that a cat mentioned in ,the ,new ,tobias is a travesty of my heart-experience4 ,now this is rather more than human natur can stand4 ,it is true that in my day and generation ,i have suffered as everybody does1 more or less4 ,it is likewise true that ,i have suffered from the same causes that other people do4 ,i am happy to state that in the allotments of this life authoresses are not looked upon as literary1 but simply as women1 and have the same general dispensations with the just and the unjust2 therefore1 in attempting to excite other people's sympathies1 ,i have certainly touched and told many stories that were not strange to my own consciousness2 ,i do not know very well how ,i could do otherwise4 ,and in trying to draw the common joys and sorrows of life1 ,i certainly have availed myself of experience as well as observation2 but ,i should seem to myself singularly wanting in many traits which ,i believe ,i possess1 were ,i to obtrude the details of my own personal and private affairs upon the public4 ,and ,i offer to those who have so interpreted me a declaration which ,i trust may relieve them from all responsibility of this kind in future2 ,i hereby declare1 asseverate1 affirm1 and whatever else means to swear1 that ,i never have offered and never intend to offer any history whatever of my personal experience1 social1 literary1 or emotional1 to the readers of any magazine1 newspaper1 novel1 or correspondence whatever4 ,nor is there any one human being who has ever heard or ever will hear the whole of that experience1--no1 not even ,dunderhed ,van ,nudel1 ,esquire1 should he buy me to-morrow6 ,also1 ,i wish to relieve the minds of many friendly readers1 who1 hearing and believing these reports1 bestow upon me a vast amount of sympathy that is worthy of a better fate4 ,my dear friends1 as ,i said before1 it is principally toothache2 poetry is next best to clove-oil1 and less injurious to the enamel4 ,i beg of you not to suppose that every poet who howls audibly in the anguish of his soul is really afflicted in the said soul2 but one must have respect for the dignity of ,high ,art4 ,answer me now with frankness1 what should you think of a poem that ran in this style8-- ,the sunset's gorgeous wonder ,flashes and fades away2 ,but my back-tooth aches like thunder1 ,and ,i cannot now be gay6 ,now just see how affecting it is1 when you change the venue1 as lawyers say3-- ,the sunset's gorgeous wonder ,flashes and fades away2 ,but ,i hear the muttering thunder1 ,and my sad heart dies like the day4 ,i leave it to any candid mind1 what would be the result to literature1 if such a course were pursued8 ,besides1 look at the facts in the case4 ,you read the most tearful strains of the most melancholy poet you know2 if you took them verbatim1 you would expect him to be found by the printer's-boy1 sent for copy1 by starlight on the north side of a tombstone1 as ,dr4 ,bellamy said1 enjoying a northeaster without any umbrella1 and soaking the ground with tears1 unwittingly antiseptic1 in fact1 as ,mr4 ,mantalini expressed himself1 a damp1 moist1 unpleasant body4 ,but where1 ,i ask1 does that imp find the aforesaid poet1 when he goes to get the seventh stanza of the ,lonely ,heart8 ,why1 in the gentlemen's parlor of a first-class hotel1 his feet tilted up in the window1 his apparel perfectly dry and shiny with various ornamental articles appended1 his eyes half open over a daily paper1 his parted lips clinging to a cigar1 his whole aspect well-to-do and comfortable4 ,and aren't you glad of it8 ,i am2 there is so much real misery in the world1 that don't know how to write for the papers1 and has to have its toothache all by itself1 when a simple application of bread and milk or bread and meat would cure it1 that ,i am glad to have the apparent sum of human misery diminished1 even at the expense of being a traitor in the camp4 ,and still further1 for your sakes1 dear tender-hearted friends1 who may suppose that ,i am wearing this mask of joy for the sake of deluding you into a grim and respectful sympathy1--you1 who will pity me whether or no1--,i confess that ,i have some material sorrows for which ,i will gladly accept your tears4 ,my best bonnet is very unbecoming4 ,i even heard it said the other day1 striking horror to my soul1 that it looked literary6 ,and ,i'm afraid it does6 ,moreover1 my only silk dress that is presentable begins to show awful symptoms of decline and fall2 and though you may suppose literature to be a lucrative business1 between ourselves it is not so at all1 7very likely the ,atlantic gentlemen will omit that sentence1 for fear of a libel-suit from the trade1--but it's all the same a fact1 unless you write for the ,dodger17--and1 ,i'm likely to mend and patch and court-plaster the holes in that old black silk1 another year at least3 but this is my solitary real anguish at present4 ,i do assure all and sundry my reporters1 my sympathizers1 and my readers1 that all that ,i have stated in this present ,memorial is unvarnished fact1 whatever they may say1 read1 or feel to the contrary1--and that1 although ,i am a literary woman1 and labor under all the liabilities and disabilities contingent thereto1 ,i am yet sound in mind and body1 7except for the toothache17 and a very amusing person to know1 with no quarrel against life in general or anybody in particular4 ,indeed1 ,i find one advantage in the very credulous and inquisitive gossip against which ,i memorialize2 for ,i think ,i may expect fact to be believed1 when fiction is swallowed whole2 and ,i feel sure of seeing1 directly on the publication of this document1 a notice in the ,snapdragon1 the ,badger1 or the ,coon1 7whichever paper gets that number of the magazine first17 running in this wise3-- ,,matilda ,,muffin4--,we welcome in the last number of the ',atlantic ,monthly' a brief and spirited autobiography of this lady1 whose birth1 parentage1 and home have so long been wrapt in mystery4 ,the hand of genius has rent asunder the veil of reserve1 and we welcome the fair writer to her proper position in the ,blank ,city ,directory1 and post-office list of boxes4 ,after which1 ,i shall resign myself tranquilly to my fate as a unit1 and glide down the stream of life under whatever skies shine or scowl above1 always and forever nobody but ,,matilda ,,muffin4 ,,blank1 #fg ,smith ,street4 ,,some ,,account ,,of ,a ,,visionary4 ,dear old ,visionary6 ,it was the epithet usually applied to ,everett ,gray by his friends and neighbors4 ,it expresses very well the estimation in which he was held by nineteen-twentieths of his world4 ,people couldn't help feeling affection for him1 considerably leavened by a half-pitying1 half-wondering appreciation of his character4 ,he was so good1 so kind1 so gifted1 too4 ,pity he was so dreamy and romantic1 et cetera1 et cetera4 ,now1 from his youth up1 nay1 from very childhood1 ,everett had borne the character thus implied4 ,a verdict was early pronounced on him by an eminent phrenologist who happened to be visiting the family4 ,a beautiful mind1 a comprehensive intellect1 but marvellously unpractical1--singularly unfitted to cope with the difficulties of every-day life4 ,and ,everett's mother1 hanging on the words of the man of science1 breathless and tearful1 murmured to herself1 while stroking her unconscious little son's bright curls1--,i always feared he was too good for this wicked world4 ,the child began to justify the professor's dictum with his very first entry into active life4 ,he entertained ideas for improving the social condition of rabbits1 some time before he could conveniently raise himself to a level with the hutch in which three of them1 jointly belonging to himself and his brother1 abode4 ,his theory was consummate2 in practice1 however1 it proved imperfect1--and great wrath on the part of ,richard ,gray1 and much confusion and disappointment to ,everett1 were the result4 ,richard1 two years younger than ,everett by the calendar1 was at least three older than he in size1 appearance1 habits1 and self-assertion4 ,he was what is understood by a regular boy3 a fine1 manly little fellow1 practical1 unsensitive1 hard-headed1 and overflowing with life and vigor4 ,he had little patience with his brother's quiet ways2 and his unsuccessful attempts at working out theories met with no sympathy at his hands4 ,after the affair of the rabbits1 his experiments1 however certain of success he deemed them1 were always made on or with regard to his own belongings4 ,the little plot of garden-ground which he held in absolute possession was continually being dug up and refashioned1 in his eager efforts to convert it successively into a vineyard1 a ,portuguese quinta1 7to effect which he diligently planted orange-pips and manured the earth with the peel17 or1 favorite scheme of all1 a wheat-field1--dimensions1 eighteen feet by twelve1--the harvest of which was to provide all the poor children of the village with bread1 in those hard seasons when their pinched faces and shrill1 complaining cries appealed so mightily to little ,everett's heart4 ,nevertheless1 and in spite of all his care and watching1 it is to be feared that very few of the big loaves which found their way from the hall to the village1 that winter1 were composed of the produce of his corn-field4 ,more experienced farmers than this youthful agriculturist might not have been surprised at the failure of his crop4 ,he was4 ,indeed1 it was a valiant characteristic of him1 throughout his life1 that he never grew accustomed to failure1 however serenely he took it1 when it came4 ,he grieved and perplexed himself about it1 silently1 but not hopelessly4 ,new ideas dawned on his mind1 fresh designs of relief were soon entertained1 and essayed to be put in practice4 ,these were many1 and of various degrees of feasibility1--ranging from the rigorously pursued plan of setting aside a portion of his daily bread and butter in a bag1 and of his milk in a can1 and bestowing the little store on the nearest eligible object1 up to the often pondered one of obtaining possession of the large barn in the cow-field1 furnishing the same1 and establishing therein all the numerous houseless wanderers who used to come and ask for aid at the hands of ,everett's worthy and magisterial father4 ,that father's judicial functions caused his eldest son considerable trouble and bewilderment of mind4 ,he asked searching questions sometimes1 when1 of an evening1 perched on ,mr4 ,gray's knee1 and looking with his wondering1 steadfast eyes into the face of that erewhile stern and impassible magistrate4 ,the large justice-room1 where the prisoners were examined1 had an awful fascination to him2 and so had the little strong-room1 in which sometimes they were locked up before being conveyed away to the county jail4 ,often1 he wandered restlessly near it1 looking at the door with strange1 mournful eyes2 and if by chance the culprit passed out before him1 under the guardianship of the terrible1 red-faced constable1--,everett's earliest and latest conception of the ,devil1--how wistfully he would gaze at him1 and what a world of thought and puzzled speculation would float through his childish mind6 ,once1 he had a somewhat serious adventure connected with that dreadful strong-room4 ,there had been a man brought up before ,mr4 ,gray1 charged with poultry-stealing2 and he had been remanded for further examination4 ,meanwhile1 he was placed in the strong-room1 under lock-and-key1--,roger ,manby1 as usual1 standing sentinel in the passage4 ,now ,roger's red face betokened a lively appreciation of the sublunary and substantial attractions of beef and beer2 and it seems probable that the servants' dinner1 going on below-stairs1 was too great a temptation for even that inflexible constable to resist4 ,howbeit1 when the prisoner should have been produced before the waiting bench1 he was nowhere to be found4 ,he had vanished1 as by magic1 from the strong-room1 without bolt being wrenched1 or lock forced1 or bar broken4 ,the door was unfastened1 and the prisoner gone4 ,great was the consternation1 profound the mystification of all parties4 ,roger was severely reprimanded1 and officers were sent off in various directions to recapture the offender4 ,mr4 ,gray seldom alluded to his public affairs when among his children2 but that evening he broke through the rule4 ,at dessert1 with little ,everett1 as usual1 beside him1 he mentioned the mysterious incident of the morning to some friends who were dining with him1 adding his own conjectures as to the cause of the strange disappearance4 ,it is certain he was let out4 ,he could not have released himself4 ,circumstances are suspicious against ,manby1 too2 and he will probably lose his office4 ,like ,csar's wife1 a constable should be beyond suspicion1 and he must be dismissed1 if---- ,oh1 papa6--and ,everett's orange fell to the floor1 and ,everett's face was lifted to his father's1 all-aglow with eager1 painful feeling4 ,you don't like old ,roger1 said ,mr4 ,gray1 patting his cheek4 ,well1 it is likely you won't be troubled by him any more4 ,oh1 papa6 oh1 papa6 ,roger is an ugly1 cross man4 ,but he didn't1--he didn't---- ,didn't what1 my boy8 ,let the man out4 ,he was in the kitchen all the time4 ,i heard him laughing4 ,you heard him8 ,how8 ,i--,i--oh1 papa6 ,the curly head sunk on the inquisitor's shoulder4 ,go on1 ,everett4 ,what do you mean8 ,tell me the whole truth4 ,you are not afraid to do that8 ,no1 papa4 ,he looked up1 with steady eyes1 but cheeks on which the color flickered most agitatedly4 ,i only wanted to look at the man2 and the men had left a ladder against the wall by the little grated window2 and ,i climbed up1 and looked in4 ,and1 oh6 he had such a miserable face1 papa6 ,and ,i couldn't help speaking to him4 ,well1 go on4 ,the tone was not so peremptory as the words2 and the child1 too ignorant to be really frightened at what he had done1 went on with his confession1 quite heedless of the numerous eyes fixed upon him with various expressions of tenderness1 amusement1 and dismay4 ,and very soon all came out4 ,everett had deliberately and intentionally done the deed4 ,he had been unable to withstand the misery and entreaties of the man1 and he had slipped down the ladder1 run round to the unguarded strong door1 and with much toil forced back the great bolt1 unfastened the chain1 and set the prisoner free4 ,and do you know1 ,everett1 what it is you have done8--how wrong you have been8 ,i was afraid it was a little wrong1--he hesitated2 but1--and his courage seemed to rise again at the recollection1--it would have been so dreadful for the poor man to go to prison6 ,he said he should be quite ruined1--quite ruined1 papa2 and his wife and the little children would starve4 ,you are not very angry1 are you8 ,oh1 papa6 ,for ,everett could hardly believe the stern gaze with which the magistrate forced himself to regard his little son2 and sternly uttered were the few words that followed1 by which he endeavored to make clear to the childish comprehension the gravity of the fault he had committed4 ,everett was utterly subdued4 ,the tone of displeasure smote on his heart and crushed it for the time4 ,only once he brightened up1 as with a sudden hope of complete justification1 when ,mr4 ,gray adverted to the crime of the man1 which had made it right and necessary that he should be punished4 ,but1 papa1 eagerly broke in the boy1 he hadn't stolen the things4 ,he told me so4 ,he wasn't a thief4 ,one case was proved beyond doubt4 ,indeed1 indeed1 papa1 you must be mistaken1 cried ,everett1 with tearful vehemence2 he couldn't have done it2 ,i know he couldn't4 ,he said1 upon his word1 he hadn't4 ,it was impossible to persuade him that such an asseveration could be false4 ,and when the little offender had left the room1 various remarks and interjections were indulged in1--all breathing the same spirit4 ,what a jolly little muff ,everett is6 was his brother ,dick's contingent4 ,innocent little fellow6 said one4 ,happy little visionary6 sighed another4 ,and ,everett grew in years and stature1 and still unconsciously maintained the same character4 ,it is true that he was a quiet1 sensitive boy1 with an almost feminine affectionateness and tenderness of heart1--and that keen1 exquisite appreciation both of the joyful and the painful1 which is a feminine characteristic1 too4 ,yet he was far enough from being effeminate4 ,he was thoughtful1 naturally1 yet he could be active and take pleasure in action4 ,he was always ready to work1 and feared neither hardship nor fatigue4 ,when the great flood came and caused such terror and distress in the village1 no one1 not even ,dick1 home from ,sandhurst for the midsummer holidays1 was more energetic or worked harder or more effectually than ,everett4 ,and the boys 7his brother's chums at ,hazlewood7 never forgot the day when ,everett found them ill-treating a little dog2 how he rescued it from them1 single-handed1 and knocked down young ,brooke1 who attacked him both with insults and blows4 ,dick1 not ill-pleased1 was looking on4 ,he never called his brother a sop from that day1 but praised him and patronized him considerably for a good while after1 and began1 as he said1 to have hopes of him4 ,but the two brothers never had much in common1 and were1 indeed1 little thrown together4 ,everett was educated at home2 he was not strong1 and was naturally his mother's darling1 and she persuaded his father and herself that a public school would be harmful to him4 ,so he studied the classics with the clergyman of the parish1 and the lighter details of learning with his sister4 ,between that sister and himself there was a strong attachment1 though she1 too1 was of widely differing temperament and disposition4 ,agnes was two years older than he1--and overflowing with saucy life1 energy1 and activity4 ,she liked to run wild about the woods near their house1 or to gallop over the country on her pony1--to go scrambling in the hedges for blackberries1 or among the copses for nuts4 ,the still contentment that ,everett found in reading1--his thoughtful enjoyment of landscape1 or sunset1 or flower1--all this might have been incomprehensible to her1 only that she loved her dreamy brother so well4 ,love lends faith1 and faith makes many things clear2 and ,agnes learned to understand1 and would wait patiently beside him on such occasions1 only tapping her feet1 or swinging her bonnet by its strings1 as a relief for the superabundant vitality thus held in check4 ,and she was ,everett's confidante in all his schemes1 wishes1 and anticipations4 ,to her he would unfold the various plans he was continually cogitating4 ,agnes would listen1 sympathizingly sometimes1 but reverently always4 ,she never called or thought him a ,visionary4 ,if his plans for the regeneration of the world were ,utopian and impracticable1 it was the world that was in fault1 not he4 ,to her he was the dearest of brothers1 who would one day be acknowledged the greatest of men4 ,and thus ,everett grew to early manhood1 till the time arrived when he was to leave home for ,cambridge4 ,it was his first advent in the world4 ,hitherto1 his world had been one of books and thought4 ,he imagined college to be a place wherein a studious life1 such as he loved1 would be most natural1 most easy to be pursued4 ,he should find a brother-enthusiast in every student2 he should meet with sympathy and help in all his dearest aspirations1 on every side4 ,perhaps it is needless to say that this young ,visionary was disappointed1 and that his collegiate career was1 in fact1 the beginning of that crusade1 active and passive1 which it appeared to be his destiny to wage against what is generally termed ,real ,life4 ,he was considerably laughed at1 of course1 by the majority of those about him4 ,some few choice spirits tried to get up a lofty contempt of his quiet ways and simple earnestness1--but they failed1--it not being in human nature1 even the most scampish1 to entertain scorn for that which is innately true and noble4 ,so1 finally1 the worst that befell him was ridicule1--which1 even when he was aware of it1 hurt him little4 ,often1 indeed1 he would receive their jests and artful civilities with implicit good faith2 acknowledging apparent attentions with a gentle1 kindly courtesy1 indescribably mystifying to those excellent young men who expended so much needless pains on the easy work of selling ,old ,gray4 ,however1 from out the very ranks of the enemy1 before he left college at the end of his first term1 he had one intimate4 ,it would1 perhaps1 be difficult to understand how two-thirds of the friendships in the world have their birth and maintain their existence4 ,the connection between ,everett and ,charles ,barclay appeared to be of this enigmatical order4 ,one would have said the two could possess no single taste or sentiment in common4 ,charles was a handsome1 athletic fellow1 warm-hearted1 impassioned1 generous1 and thoughtless to cruelty4 ,he had splendid gifts1 but no application1--plenty of power1 but no perseverance4 ,supposed to be one of the most brilliant men of his years1 he had just been plucked1 to the dismay of his college and the immense wrath of his friends4 ,everybody knew that ,barclay was an orphan1 left with a very slender patrimony1 who had gained a scholarship at the grammar-school4 ,he was of no family1--he was poor1 and had his own way to make in life4 ,it was doubly necessary to him that he should succeed in his collegiate career4 ,it was probably while under the temporary shadow of the disgrace and disappointment of defeat1 that the young man suddenly turned to ,everett ,gray1 fastened upon him with an affection most enthusiastic1 a devotion that everybody found unaccountable4 ,he had energy enough for what he willed to do4 ,he willed to have ,everett's friendship1 and he would not be denied4 ,the incongruous pair became friends4 ,whereupon1 the rollicking comrades1 who had gladly welcomed ,barclay into their set1 for his fun and his wit and his convivial qualities1 turned sharp round1 and marvelled at young ,gray1 who came of a high family1 for choosing as his intimate a fellow of no birth1 no position4 ,not but that it was just like the ,old ,visionary to do it2 he'd no idea of life1--not he2 and so forth4 ,during the next term1 the friendship grew and strengthened4 ,everett's influence was working for good1 and ,barclay was in earnest addressing himself to study4 ,he accompanied ,everett to his home at the long vacation4 ,and it ought to have surprised nobody who was acquainted with the rationale of such affairs1 that the principal event of that golden holiday-summer was the falling in love with each other of ,everett's sister and ,everett's friend4 ,agnes was the only daughter and special pride of a rich and well-born man4 ,barclay was of plebeian birth1 with nothing in the world to depend on but his own talents1 which he had abused1 and the before-named patrimony1 which was already nearly exhausted4 ,it will at once be seen that there could hardly be a more felicitous conjunction of circumstances to make everybody miserable by one easy1 natural step2 and the step was duly taken4 ,of course1 the young people fell in love immediately1--,everett1 the ,dreamer1 looking on with a sort of reverent interest that was almost awe2 for the very thought of love thrilled him with a sense of new and strange life1--unknown1 unguessed of1 as heaven itself1 but as certain1 and hardly less beautiful4 ,so he watched the gradual progress of these two1 who were passing through that which was so untrodden a mystery to him4 ,if he ever thought about their love in a more definite way1 it was--oh1 the ,visionary6--to congratulate himself and everybody concerned4 ,he saw nothing but what was most happy and desirable in it all4 ,he knew no one so worthy of ,agnes as ,barclay1 whom1 in spite of all his faults1 he believed to be one of the noblest and greatest of men2 and he felt sure that all that was wanting to complete and solidify his character was just this love for a good1 high-souled woman1 which would arouse him to energy and action1 sustain and encourage him through all difficulties1 and make life at once more precious and more sacred4 ,unfortunately1 other members of the family1 who were rational beings1 and looked on life in a practical and sensible manner1 were very differently affected by the discovery of this attachment4 ,in brief1 there ensued upon the claircissement much storm on one side1 much grief on the other1 and keen pain to all1--to none more than to ,everett4 ,our ,visionary's heart swelled hotly with alternate indignation and tenderness1 as he knew his friend was forbidden the house1 heard his father's wrathful comments upon him1 and saw his bright sister ,agnes broken down by all the heaviness of a first despair4 ,you may imagine his passionate denunciation of the spirit of worldliness1 which would1 for its own mean ends1 separate those whom the divine sacrament of ,love had joined together4 ,no less easily may be pictured the angry1 yet half-compassionate reception of his vehemence1 the contemptuous wave of the hand with which the stern old banker deprecated discussion with one so ignorant of the world1 so utterly incapable of forming a judgment on such a question1 as his son4 ,his mother sat by1 during these scenes1 trembling and grieved4 ,it was not in her meek nature to take part against either husband or son4 ,she strove to soothe1 to soften each in turn1--with but little effect1 it may be added4 ,for all he was so gentle and so loving1 ,everett was not to be persuaded or influenced in this matter4 ,he took up his friend's cause and withstood all antagonism1 resisted all entreaties to turn him from his fealty thereto4 ,ay1 and he bore up against what was harder yet to encounter than all these4 ,charles ,barclay's was one of those natures which1 being miserable1 are apt to become desperate4 ,to such men1 affliction seems to be torture1 but no discipline4 ,but our humanity perceives from a level1 and therefore a short-sighted point of view4 ,we may well be thankful that the ,great ,ruler sees above and around and on all sides the creatures to be governed1 the events to be disposed4 ,charles ,barclay went to ,london4 ,one or two brief and most miserable letters ,everett received from him1--then all a blank silence4 ,everett's repeated appeals were unanswered1 unnoticed4 ,it might have been as if ,death had come between and separated these lovers and friends1 except that by indirect means they learned that he was alive and still in ,london4 ,at length came more definite tidings1 and the brother and sister knew that this ,charles ,barclay1 whom they loved so well1 had plunged into a reckless life1 as into a whirlpool of destruction1--that he was among those associates1 of high rank socially1 of nearly the lowest morally1 whom he had formerly known at college4 ,here was triumph for the prudent father1--desolation to the loving woman1--and to ,everett1 what8 ,pain1 keen pain1 and bitter anxiety1--but no quailing of the heart4 ,he had too much faith in his friend for that4 ,he went after him to ,london1--he penetrated to him1 and would not be denied4 ,he braved his assumed anger and forced violence2 he had the courage of twenty lions1 this ,visionary1 in battling with the devils that had entered into the spirit of his friend4 ,the struggle was fierce and lengthened4 ,love conquered at last1 as it always does1 could we so believe4 ,and during the time of utter depression into which the mercurial nature then relapsed1 ,everett cheered and sustained him1--till the young man's soul seemed melted within him1 and the surrender to the good influence was as absolute as the resistance had been passionate4 ,what have ,i done1 what am ,i1 he would oftentimes say1 that ,i should be saved and sustained and loved by you1 ,everett8 ,for1 truly1 he looked on him as no less than an angel1 whom ,god had sent to succor him4 ,it was one of those problems the mystery of which is most sacred and most sweet4 ,in proportion as the erring man needed it1 ,everett's love grew and deepened and widened1 and his influence strengthened with it almost unconsciously to himself4 ,he was too humble to recognize all that he was to his friend4 ,meanwhile1 imagine the turmoil at home1 in respect of ,everett's absence1 and the errand which detained him4 ,no disguise was sought4 ,the son wrote to his mother frankly1 stating where he was1 and under what circumstances4 ,he received a missive from his father of furious remonstrance2 he replied by one so firm1 yet so loving withal1 that old ,mr4 ,gray could not choose but change his tone to one of angry compassion4 ,the boy believes he's doing right4 ,heaven send him a little sense6 was all he could say4 ,but there came a yet more overwhelming evidence of ,everett's utter destitution of that commodity4 ,a mercantile appointment was offered to ,charles ,barclay in one of the colonies1 and ,everett advanced the large sum necessary to enable his friend to accept it4 ,to do this1 he sacrificed the whole of what he possessed independently of his father1 namely1 a legacy left to him by his uncle1 over which he had full control4 ,it must be years before he could be repaid1 of course1--it might be never6 ,but1 rash as was the act1 he could not be hindered from doing it4 ,his father raged and stormed1 and again subsided into gloomy resignation4 ,henceforth he would wonder at nothing1 for his son was mad1 unfit to take part in the world4 ,a mere visionary1 and no man1 the hapless parent said1 whenever he alluded to him4 ,when ,everett returned1 ,charles ,barclay was on his way to ,canada1 vigorously intent on the new life before him4 ,agnes drew strength and comfort from the steadfast look of her brother's eyes1 as he whispered to her1 ,don't fear4 ,trust ,god1 and be patient4 ,the blight fell away from her1 after that4 ,if she was never a light-hearted girl again1 she became something even sweeter and nobler4 ,they never talked together about him1 for the father had forbidden it2 and1 indeed1 they needed not4 ,openly1 and before them all1 ,everett would say when he heard from his friend4 ,and so the months passed on4 ,then came the era in our ,visionary's life1--an era1 indeed1 to such as he6--the first love4 ,first love1--and last1--to him it was nothing less than fateful4 ,it was his nature to be steadfast and thorough4 ,he could no more have transferred the love that rose straightly and purely from the very innermost fire of his soul than he could have changed the soul itself4 ,not many natures are thus created with the inevitable necessity to be constant4 ,few among women1 fewer yet among men1 love as ,everett ,gray loved ,rosa ,beauchamp4 ,when they became aware of this love1 at his home1 there ensued much marvelling4 ,mr4 ,gray cordially congratulated himself1 with wonder and pleasure1 to think that actually his mad boy should have chosen so reasonably4 ,captain ,gray1 home on leave1 observed that ,old ,everett wasn't such a flat as he seemed1 by ,jove6 to select the daughter of an ancient house1 and a wealthy house1 like the ,beauchamps of ,hollingsley4 ,the alliance was in every way honorable and advantageous4 ,the family was one of the most influential in the county2 and a lady's being at the head of it--for ,sir ,ralph ,beauchamp had died many years before1 when his eldest son was but a child1 and ,lady ,beauchamp had been sole regent over the property ever since--made it all the pleasanter4 ,everett1 if he chose1 might be virtual master of ,beauchamp2 for the young baronet was but a weak1 good-natured boy1 whom any one might lead4 ,everett had displayed first-rate generalship4 ,these simple-seeming fellows are often deeper than most people1 argued the soldier1 wise in his knowledge of the world2 you may trust them to take care of themselves1 when it comes to the point4 ,everett's a shrewd fellow4 ,the father rubbed his hands1 and was delighted to take this view of the case4 ,he should make something of his son and heir in time4 ,often as he had regretted that ,richard was not the elder1 on whom it would rest to keep up the distinction and honor of the family1 he began to see an admirable fitness in things as they were4 ,everett was1 after all1 better suited for the career that lay before him1 in which he trusted he would not need that knowledge of mankind and judgment on worldly matters that were indispensable to those who had to carve their own way in life4 ,it is better as it is1 thought the father1 unconscious that he was echoing such an unsubstantial philosophy as a poet's4 ,and so the first days of ,everett's love were as cloudless and divinely radiant as a summer dawn4 ,but events were gathering1 like storm-clouds1 about the house of ,gray4 ,disaster1 most unforeseen1 was impending over this family4 ,for ,mr4 ,gray1 though1 as we have said1 a practical and matter-of-fact man1 and having neither sympathy nor patience with visionary schemes or ideas1 had yet1 as practical men will do1 indulged in divers speculations during his life1 in one of which he had at last been induced to embark to the utmost extent4 ,of course1 it seemed safe and reasonable enough1 even to the banker's shrewd eyes2 but1 nevertheless1 it proved as delusive and destructive as any that ever led a less worldly man astray4 ,the fair-seeming bubble burst1 and the rich man of one day found himself on the morrow virtually reduced to beggary4 ,all he had had it in his power to risk was gone1 and liabilities remained to the extent of twice as much4 ,the crash came1 the bank stopped payment1 and the unhappy man was stricken to the dust4 ,he never lifted up his head again4 ,the shrewd man of the world utterly succumbed beneath this blow of fate2 it killed him4 ,old ,mr4 ,gray died of that supposed disease1 a broken heart1--leaving a legacy of ruin1 or the alternative of disgrace1 to his heir4 ,the reins of government thus fell into ,everett's hands4 ,the poor ,grays6 it's all over with them6 said the pitying world4 ,and1 indeed1 the way in which the young man proceeded to arrange his father's affairs savored no less of the ,visionary than had every action of his life theretofore4 ,captain ,gray1 who hastened home from his gay quarters in ,dublin1 on the disastrous news reaching him1 found his brother already deeply engaged with lawyers1 bills1 and deeds4 ,you know1 ,richard1 there is but one thing to be done1 he said1 in his usual simple1 earnest way2 we must cut off the entail1 and sell the property to pay my father's debts4 ,it is a hard thing to do1--to part with the old place2 but it would be worse1 bitterer pain and crueler shame1 to hold it1 with the money that1 whatever the worldly code of morality may say1 is not ours4 ,there must be no widows and orphans reduced to poverty through us4 ,thank ,god1 there will be enough produced by the sale of the estate to clear off every liability1--to the last shilling4 ,you feel with me in this matter8 he went on1 confidently appealing to his brother2 yet with a certain inflection of anxiety in his voice4 ,it would have wounded ,everett cruelly1 had he been misunderstood or rebuffed in this4 ,you have your commission1 and ,uncle ,everett's legacy1 and the reversion of my mother's fortune1 which will not be touched4 ,this act of justice1 therefore1 can injure no one4 ,except yourself1--yourself1 old fellow1 said ,richard1 moved1 in spite of his light nature4 ,he grasped his brother's hand4 ,it's a noble thing to do2 but have you considered how it will affect your future8 ,you1 with neither fortune nor profession1--how do you propose to live8 ,and your marriage1--the ,beauchamps will never consent to ,rosa becoming the wife of a--a---- ,not a beggar1 ,richard1 ,everett said1 smiling1 if that was the word you hesitated about2 no1 ,i shall be no beggar4 ,i have plans for my own future2--you shall know of them4 ,our marriage will1 of course1 be delayed4 ,i must work1 to win a home and position for my wife4 ,he paused1--looked up bravely1--,it is no harder fate than falls to most men4 ,and for ,rosa1--true love1 true woman as she is1 she helps me1 she encourages me in all ,i do and purpose4 ,captain ,gray shrugged his shoulders4 ,two mad young people6 he thought to himself4 ,they never think of consequences1 and it's of no use warning them1 ,i suppose4 ,no4 ,it would have been useless to warn or advise ,everett against doing this thing1 which he held to be simply his duty4 ,and it was the characteristic of our ,visionary1 that1 when he saw a ,duty so placed before him1 he knew no other course than straightly to pursue it1 looking neither to the right hand nor to the left1 unprevented by obstacles1 and fearless of consequences4 ,so in this case4 ,his brother advised a temporizing course1--to mortgage the estate1 for instance1 and pay a moiety of the debts4 ,it was surely all that could be expected from a man who had not actually incurred them4 ,and then he might still be the nominal owner of ,hazlewood1--he might still marry ,rosa4 ,while1 if you do as you propose1 argued the ,captain1 7and you know1 of course1 old fellow1 ,i fully appreciate your noble and honorable feeling in the matter17 you ruin your own hopes2 and ,i can't see that a fellow is called upon to do that1 as a point of filial duty4 ,what are you to do8 that's the thing4 ,it isn't as though you had anything to fall back upon1 by ,jove6 ,it's a case of beggaring yourself---- ,instead of beggaring other people1 ,everett said4 ,no1 ,richard1--,i cannot see either the justice or the wisdom of what you propose4 ,i will not cast the burden on other shoulders4 ,as my father's representative1 ,i must abide the penalty of his mistake1--and ,i only4 ,i cannot rest while our name is as the catchword of ruin and misery to thousands around us1 less able to bear both1 perhaps1 than ,i1 who am young and strong1--able to work both with head and hands4 ,but think of ,rosa6 said his brother4 ,how do you get over that8 ,isn't her happiness worth some consideration8 ,it has been my thought1 night and day1 ever since1 ,everett said1 in a low voice4 ,it has come between me and what ,i felt to be the ,right1 more than once4 ,you don't know what that thought has been1 or you would not challenge it against me now4 ,well1 well1--,i only want you to look on all sides of what you are about to do1 and to count the cost beforehand4 ,everett smiled quietly4 ,as if the cost were not already counted1 felt1 and suffered in that deep heart of his6 ,but he said nothing4 ,in the next place1 what do you propose to do8 pursued his brother4 ,will you enter a profession8 ,can't say you're much adapted for a lawyer2 and perhaps you're too tender-hearted for a doctor1 either4 ,but ,i remember1 as a boy1 you always said you should like to be a clergyman4 ,and1 by ,jove6 when one comes to think of it1 you've a good deal of the cut of the village priest about you4 ,what do you say to that8 ,nothing4 ,i have other plans4 ,and ,everett proceeded briefly to tell him these4 ,he had heard from ,charles ,barclay1 now high in the confidence of one of the leading mercantile firms of ,montreal2 and through him1 he had obtained the offer of an appointment in the same house4 ,richard ,gray listened to all this1 with ill-concealed amusement twitching the corners of his mouth4 ,he thought the idea of his brother's turning man-of-business one of the richest he had ever heard4 ,with your hard head and shrewd notions1 ,i should say you were likely to make a sensation in the mercantile world1 he observed4 ,it's a hopeful scheme1 altogether4 ,oh1 hang it6 proceeding from sarcasm to remonstrance1 that'll never do1 ,everett6 ,you'll be getting into some precious scrape or other4 ,you're not the fellow for a merchant's office1 trust me4 ,now something in the way of a government appointment is much more like it4 ,a pleasant1 poetical sort of sinecure1--there are lots of them to be had4 ,you just trundle down for an hour or two every day1 write letters1 or poems1 or whatever you like1 with the official stationery1 and receive your salary quarterly4 ,you can't do any mischief in a place like that4 ,now that's the sort of thing for you1--if one could get hold of some of those fellows in power4 ,why6 brightening with the sudden dash of an idea1 there are the ,beauchamps themselves6 ,they've a legion of influential relatives4 ,couldn't they get you into a snug berth8 ,oh1 the ,devil6--for ,everett's look was not to be mistaken1--if you bring your high-flown ideas of dignity and independence into this plain1 practical question of subsistence1 it's all up with you4 ,do you mean to tell me that you seriously think of this ,canada scheme8 ,everett assented4 ,have you informed ,lady ,beauchamp of your intention of becoming a merchant's clerk8 ,i should like to see her face when you tell her2 she's such a shrewd old soul2 and when a woman does take to the sharp and worldly style of thing1 it's the very deuse6 ,expect no indulgence in that quarter4 ,i don't ask it4 ,rosa1 of course1 cannot become my wife till ,i am able to give her a worthy home4 ,her mother will not wish to cancel our engagement in the mean time4 ,the deuse she won't6 ,trust her6 the consolatory brother rejoined4 ,why1 it will be her first natural step4 ,the idea of her daughter betrothed to a merchant's clerk is preposterous on the face of it4 ,you yourself must see that4 ,no1 ,i don't1 ,everett said1 smiling4 ,oh1 ,i suppose you intend to make a large fortune in a twelvemonth1 and then return and marry8 ,no1--but in ten years1--less than that1 ,god helping me1--if ,i live1 ,i will return and marry ,rosa4 ,you don't say so8 ,and poor little ,rosa is to wait patiently for you all that time6 ,by ,jove6 a modest expectation of yours6 ,it's a likely notion that ,miss ,beauchamp will remain unmarried for ten years1 because you choose to go to ,canada4 ,she will never marry1 if she does not marry me1 ,everett said1 with simple gravity4 ,it is not alone the outward sacrament of marriage that sanctifies a union4 ,the diviner and more vital consecration that binds us together1 it is too late1 now1 to seek to undo4 ,oh1 hang it6 ,it's of no use talking poetry to me4 ,i don't understand that sort of thing1 ,captain ,gray frankly said4 ,i'll tell you what1--it'll never do to take those transcendental ideas with you into the world4 ,all very well to poetize and maunder about in quiet ,hazlewood2 but1 by ,jove6 you'll find it won't do in practical life4 ,take my word for it1 if you go to ,canada1 long before the ten years are out1 ,rosa ,beauchamp will be wooed and won over again4 ',tisn't in nature that it should be otherwise4 ,in books1 very likely1 those sort of things happen often enough1--but not in real life1 my dear fellow1 ,i assure you4 ,when you return1 it will be to find her a thriving matron1 doing the honors of one of the neighboring mansions4 ,make up your mind to that4 ,foresee your future1 before you decide4 ,everett smiled1 sadly1 but trustfully4 ,his brother's arguments neither persuaded nor disturbed him4 ,he stood very quiet and thoughtful4 ,visionary-like1 he saw pictures of the future1 indeed1--but very different from the one just drawn4 ,he was not afraid4 ,and ,captain ,gray left him unconvinced and unmoved4 ,it was not probable the two brothers would see this matter in the same light4 ,they stood on different levels4 ,they must be content to differ4 ,the next conference on the subject was between ,everett and ,lady ,beauchamp2 and the mother of ,rosa was1 it must be admitted1 a rather formidable person to encounter in such wise4 ,she was a busy1 clever1 worldly woman1--kind-hearted1 too1 and with both a strong will and strong affections4 ,she was one of those people in whom even an astute observer might often be deceived1 by failing to give her credit for certain good qualities which are commonly coexistent with worldliness1--especially in a woman4 ,there was a spice of something better latent amid her shrewdness and hard-headed sagacity2 the echo of more generous aspirations lingered through all the noise of this earth's ,babel in her heart4 ,and so1 when she heard of ,everett's resolve to pay his father's debts by parting with the property1 her better and higher nature warmed to the young man2 and though she protested against his ,quixotism1 and frowned1 and talked of prudence1 and so forth1 her busy brain was1 in fact1 all the while setting itself to work for his benefit4 ,she was1 in a way1 fond of the young man4 ,no woman is quite insensible to that chivalrous deference which a ,visionary like ,everett always manifests to womanhood1 collective and individual4 ,and though she certainly held him to be rash1 foolish1 unfit to deal with the world1 poetical1 7a capital crime in her eyes17 and dreamy1 she yet liked him1 and was glad to discover a plan whereby the objections to his marriage with her daughter1 under the present adverse circumstances1 might be smoothed away4 ,she was sitting at her big desk1 strewn with accounts1 in the sober-looking library where she always spent her mornings1 and she rose to receive her prospective son-in-law1 with an aspect serious and business-like1 yet not stern4 ,well1 my dear ,everett1 what is all this that ,i hear about you8 ,a very1 very sad affair1 of course2 but you must come and tell me how you intend to act4 ,yes1 yes1--,i've heard something about it2 but ,i don't quite understand the state of the case4 ,i want to have a talk with you4 ,and she leaned her comely face upon her plump1 white hand1 while gravely listening to ,everett's brief statement of what he had already done1 and what were his plans for the future4 ,you will sell ,hazlewood1 pay your father's debts1 and begin life on your own account1 by going to ,canada and becoming a merchant's clerk6 ,she then recapitulated his plans in a sharp1 pitiless tone4 ,very well6 and we have only to bid you good-bye and wish you success4 ,is it so8 ,for it appears to me that my daughter is left entirely out of your calculations1 and very properly so4 ,you cannot1 as a merchant's clerk on a hundred a year1 marry ,rosa ,beauchamp1 ,i presume4 ,no1 ,everett said1 steadily1 and holding her1 as it were1 with his earnest eyes1 ,i cannot have ,rosa for my wife till ,i am able to give her a home worthy of her2 but you will not refuse to sanction our engagement during the years in which ,i shall work for that home8 ,lady ,beauchamp tapped the table with her fingers in an ominous manner4 ,long engagements are most unsatisfactory1 silly1 not to say dangerous things4 ,they never end well4 ,no man ought to wish so to bind a young girl1 unless he has a reasonable chance of soon being in a position to marry her4 ,now ,i ask you1 have you such a chance8 ,if you go to ,canada1 it may be years before you return4 ,just look at the thing in a common-sense light1 and tell me1 can you expect my daughter to wait an indefinite time1 while you go to seek and make your fortune8 ,she looked at him with an air of bland candor1 while thus appealing to his common sense4 ,everett's aspect remained unchanged1 however1 in its calm steadfastness4 ,i would not bind her1 he said1 unless she herself felt it would be a comfort and a help1 in some sort1 during the weary years of separation1 so to be bound4 ,and that she does feel it1 you know1 ,lady ,beauchamp4 ,my dear ,sir1 you are not talking reasonably1 she rejoined1 impatiently4 ,a young girl like ,rosa1 in love for the first time1 of course wishes to be bound1 as you say1 to the object of her first love4 ,but it would be doing her a cruel injustice to take her at her word4 ,surely you feel that8 ,it is very true1 she might not forget you for six months1 or more1 perhaps4 ,but1 in the course of time1 as she enters on life and sees more of the world and of people1 it is simply impossible that she should remain constant to a dreamy attachment to some one thousands of miles away4 ,she would inevitably wish to form other ties2 and then the engagement that she desires to-day would be the blight and burden of her life4 ,no4 ,i say it is a cruel injustice to let young people decide for themselves on such a point4 ,half the misery in the world springs from these mistakes4 ,think over the matter coolly1 and you will see it as ,i do4 ,it is you who do ,rosa injustice1 ,everett answered1 and paused4 ,were it to be as you wish1 he added1 and we to separate utterly1 with no outwardly acknowledged tie to link us1 no letters to pass between us1 no word or sign from one to the other during all the coming years1--suppose it so1--you would shadow our lives with much unnecessary misery2 but you are mistaken1 if you think you would really part us4 ,you do not understand4 ,nonsense6 ,you talk like a young man in love4 ,you must be reasonable4 ,lady ,beauchamp1 by this time1 had worked herself into the usual warmth with which she argued all questions1 great and small1 and forgot that her original intention in speaking to ,everett had only been to set before him the disadvantages of his plans1 in order that her own might come to the rescue with still greater brilliancy and effect4 ,you must be reasonable1 she repeated4 ,you don't suppose ,i have not my child's happiness at heart in all ,i plan and purpose8 ,trust me1 ,i have had more experience of life than either of you1 and it is for me to interpose between you and the dangers you would blindly rush upon4 ,some day you will both thank me for having done so1 hard and cruel as you may think me now4 ,no1 ,i do not think you either hard or cruel4 ,you are mistaken1 simply4 ,i believe you desire our happiness4 ,i do not reproach or blame you1 ,lady ,beauchamp1 ,everett said1 sadly4 ,come1 come1 she cried1 touched by his look and manner to an immediate unfolding of her scheme1 let us look at things again4 ,perhaps we shall not find them so hopeless as they look4 ,if ,i am prudent1 ,everett1 ,i am not mercenary4 ,i only want to see ,rosa happy4 ,i don't care whether it is on hundreds a year1 or thousands4 ,and the fact is1 ,i have not condemned your plans without having a more satisfactory one to offer to your choice4 ,listen to me4 ,and she proceeded1 with a cleared brow1 and the complacency of one who feels she is performing the part of a good genius1 setting everything to rights1 and making everybody comfortable1 to unfold the plan she had devised1 by which ,everett's future was to be secured1 and his marriage with ,rosa looked to as something better than a misty uncertainty at the end of a vista of years4 ,everett must go into the ,church4 ,that was1 in fact1 the profession most suited to him1 and which most naturally offered itself for his acceptance4 ,his education1 his tastes1 his habits1 all suited him for such a career4 ,by a happy coincidence1 too1 it was one in which ,lady ,beauchamp could most importantly assist him through her connections4 ,her eldest son1 the young baronet1 had preferment in his own gift1 which was to say1 in hers2 and not only this1 but her sister's husband1 the uncle of ,rosa1 was a bishop1 and one over whom she1 ,lady ,beauchamp1 had some influence4 ,once in orders1 ,everett's prosperity was assured4 ,the present incumbent of ,hollingsley was aged2 by the time ,everett was eligible1 he might1 in all probability1 be inducted into that living1 and ,rosa might then become his wife4 ,five hundred a year1 beside ,miss ,beauchamp's dowry1 with such shining prospects of preferment to look forward to1 was not an unwise commencement2 for ,rosa was no mere fine lady1 the proud mother said1--she was sensible and prudent2 she would adapt herself to circumstances4 ,and though1 of course1 it was not such an establishment as she well might expect for her daughter1 still1 since the young people loved one another1 and thought they could be happy under these reduced circumstances1 she would not be too exacting4 ,and ,lady ,beauchamp at last paused1 and looked in ,everett's face for some manifestation of his joy4 ,well1--of his gratitude there could be no question4 ,the tears stood in his earnest eyes1 as he took ,lady ,beauchamp's hand and thanked her1--thanked her again and again4 ,there1 there1 you foolish boy6 ,i don't want thanks1 cried she1 coloring with pleasure though1 as she spoke4 ,my only wish is to see you two children happy4 ,i am fond of you1 ,everett2 ,i shall like to see you my son1 she said4 ,i have tried to smooth the way for you1 as far as ,i can1 over the many difficulties that obstruct it2 and ,i fancy ,i have succeeded4 ,what do you say to my plan8 ,when can you be ordained8 ,everett sighed1 as he released her hand1 and looked at her face1 now flushed with generous1 kindly warmth4 ,well he knew the bitter change that would come over that face1--the passion of disappointment and displeasure which would follow his answer to that question4 ,he could never enter the ,church4 ,sorrowfully1 but firmly1 he said it1--with that calm1 steady voice and look1 of which all who knew him knew the significance4 ,he could not take orders4 ,lady ,beauchamp1 at first utterly overwhelmed and dumfounded1 stood staring at him in blank silence4 ,then she icily uttered a few words4 ,his reasons1--might she ask8 ,they were many1 ,everett said4 ,even if no other hindrance existed1 in his own mind and opinions1 his reverence for so sacred an office would not permit him to embrace it as a mere matter of worldly advantage to himself4 ,grant me patience1 young man6 ,do you mean to tell me you would decline this career because it promises to put an end to your difficulties8 ,are you quite a fool8 the lady burst out1 astonishment and anger quite startling her from all control4 ,bear with what may at first seem to you only folly1 ,everett answered her1 gently4 ,i don't think your calmer judgment can call it so4 ,would you have me take upon myself obligations that ,i feel to be most solemn and most vital1 feeling myself unfitted1 nay1 unable1 rightly to fulfil them8 ,would you have me commit the treachery to ,god and man of swearing that ,i felt called to that special service1 when my heart protested against my profession8 ,romantic nonsense6 ,a mere matter of modest scruples6 ,you underrate yourself1 ,everett4 ,you are the very man for a clergyman1 trust me4 ,but ,everett went on to explain1 that it was no question of under-estimation of himself4 ,you do not know1 perhaps1 he proceeded1 while ,lady ,beauchamp1 sorely tried1 tapped her fingers on the table1 and her foot upon the floor1--you do not know1 that1 when ,i was a boy1 and until two or three years ago1 my desire and ambition were to be a minister of the ,church of ,england4 ,well1 ,sir1--what has made you so much better1 or so much worse1 since then1 as to alter your opinion of the calling8 ,the reasons which made me abandon the idea three years since1 and which render it impossible for me to consider it now1 have nothing to do with my mental and moral worthiness or unworthiness4 ,the fact is simply1 ,i cannot become a minister of a ,church with many of whose doctrines ,i cannot agree1 and to which1 indeed1 ,i can no longer say ,i belong4 ,in your sense of the word1 ,i am far from being a ,churchman4 ,do you mean to say you have become a ,dissenter8 cried ,lady ,beauchamp2 and1 as if arrived at the climax of endurance1 she stood transfixed1 regarding the young man with a species of sublime horror4 ,again1 not in your sense of the term1 ,everett said1 smiling2 for ,i have joined no sect1 attached myself to no recognized body of believers4 ,you belong to nothing1 then8 ,you believe in nothing1 ,i suppose8 she said1 with the instinctive logic of her class4 ,oh1 ,everett6 real distress for the moment overpowering her indignation1 it is those visionary notions of yours that have brought you to this4 ,it was to be expected4 ,you poets and dreamers go on refining your ideas1 forsooth1 till even the religion of the ordinary world isn't good enough for you4 ,everett waited patiently till this first gust had passed by4 ,then1 with that steady1 calm lucidity which1 strange to say1 was characteristic of this ,visionary's mind and intellect1 he explained1 so far as he could1 his views and his reasons4 ,it could not be expected that his listener should comprehend or enter into what he said4 ,at first1 indeed1 she appeared to derive some small consolation from the fact that at least ,everett had not turned ,dissenter4 ,she hated ,methodists1 she declared1--intending thus to include with sweeping liberality all denominations in the ban of her disapproval4 ,she would have deemed it an unpardonable crime1 had the young man deserted the ,church of his fathers in order to join the ,congregation1 some ranting conventicle4 ,but if her respectability was shocked at the idea of his becoming a ,methodist1 her better feelings were outraged when she found1 as she said1 that he belonged to nothing4 ,she viewed with dislike and distrust all forms of religion that differed from her own2 but she could not believe in the possibility of a religion that had no external form at all4 ,she was dismayed and perplexed1 poor lady6 and even paused midway in her wrathful remonstrance to the misguided young man1 to lament anew over his fatal errors4 ,she could not understand1 she said1 truly enough1 what in the world he meant4 ,his notions were perfectly extraordinary and incomprehensible4 ,she was deeply1 deeply shocked1 and grieved for him1 and for every one connected with him4 ,in fact1 the very earnestness and sincerity in their own opinions of a certain calibre of minds make them incapable of understanding such a state of things4 ,that a man should believe differently from all they have been taught to believe appears to them as simply preposterous as that he should breathe differently4 ,and so it is that only the highest order of belief can afford to be tolerant2 and1 as extremes meet1 it requires a very perfect ,faith to be able to sympathize and bear patiently with ,doubt4 ,there was no chance of ,lady ,beauchamp's comprehending ,everett in this matter4 ,there was something almost pathetic in her mingled anger1 perplexity1 and disappointment4 ,she could only look on him as a headstrong young man1 suicidally bent on his own ruin1--turning obstinately from every offered aid1 and putting the last climax of wretchedness to his isolated and fallen position by turning from the faith of his fathers1 as she rather imaginatively described his secession from ,orthodoxy4 ,and1 as may be concluded1 the mother of ,rosa was inexorable1 as regarded the engagement between the young people4 ,it must at once be cancelled4 ,she could not for one moment suffer the idea of her daughter's remaining betrothed to the mere adventurer she considered ,everett ,gray had now become4 ,if1 poor as he was1 he had thought fit to embrace a profession worthy of a gentleman1 the case would have been different4 ,but if his romantic notions led him to pursue such an out-of-the-way course as he had laid out for himself1 he must excuse her1 if she forbade her child from sharing it4 ,under present circumstances1 his alliance could but be declined by the ,beauchamp family1 she said1 with her stateliest air4 ,and the next minute1 as ,everett held her hand1 and said good-bye1 she melted again from that frigid dignity1 and1 looking into the frank1 manly1 yet gentle face of the young man1 cried1-- ,are you quite decided1 ,everett8 ,will you take time to consider8 ,will you talk to ,rosa about it1 first8 ,no1 dear ,lady ,beauchamp4 ,i know already what she would say4 ,i have quite decided4 ,thank you for all your purposed kindness4 ,believe that ,i am not ungrateful1 even if ,i seem so4 ,oh1 ,everett1--,everett ,gray6 ,i am very sorry for you1 and for your mother1 and for all connected with you4 ,it is a most unhappy business4 ,it gives me great pain thus to part with you1 said ,lady ,beauchamp1 with real feeling4 ,and so the interview ended1 and so ended the engagement4 ,nothing else could have been expected1 every one said who heard the state of the case1 and knew what ,lady ,beauchamp had wished and ,everett had declined4 ,there were no words to describe how foolishly and weakly he had acted4 ,everybody quite gave him up now4 ,with his romantic1 transcendental notions1 what would become of him1 when he had his own way to make in the world8 ,but ,everett had consolation and help through it all2 for ,rosa1 the woman he loved1 his mother1 and his sister believed in him1 and gloried in what other people called his want of common sense4 ,ay1 though the horrible wrench of parting was suffered by ,rosa every minute of every day1 and the shadow of that dreadful1 unnatural separation began to blacken her life even before it actually fell upon her1--through it all1 she never wavered4 ,when he first told her that he must go1 that it was the one thing he held it wise and right to do1 she shrunk back affrighted1 trembling at the coming blankness of a life without him4 ,but after a while1 seeing the misery that came into his face reflected from hers1 she rose bravely above the terrible woe1 and then1 with her arms round him and her eyes looking steadfastly into his1 she said1 ,i love you better than the life you are to me4 ,so ,i can bear that you should go4 ,and he said1 ,there can be no real severance between those who love as we do4 ,god1 in ,his mercy and tenderness1 will help us to feel that truth1 every hour and every day4 ,for they believed thus1--these two young ,visionaries1--and lived upon that belief1 perhaps1 when the time of parting came4 ,and it may be that the thought of each was very constantly1 very intimately present to the other1 during the many years that followed4 ,it may be that this species of mental atmosphere1 so surrounding and commingling with all other things more visibly and palpably about them1 did cause these dreamers to be happier in their love than many externally united ones1 whose lot appears to us most fair and smooth and blissful4 ,time and distance1 leagues of ocean and years of suspense1 are not the most terrible things that can come between two people who love one another4 99 99 99 99 99 ,and so ,everett ,gray1 his mother1 and his sister1 went to ,canada4 ,a year after1 ,agnes was married to ,charles ,barclay1 then a thriving merchant in ,montreal4 ,when the people at home heard of this1 they very wisely acknowledged how much good there had been in that young man1 in spite of his rashness and folly in early days4 ,no fear about such a man's getting on in life1 when once he gave his mind to it1 and so forth4 ,meanwhile1 our ,visionary----,but what need is there to trace him1 step by step1 in the new life he doubtless found fully as arduous as he had anticipated8 ,that it was a very struggling1 difficult1 and uncongenial life to him can be well understood4 ,these reminiscences of ,everett ,gray relate to a long past time4 ,we can look on his life now as almost complete and finished1 and regard his past as those in the valley look up to the hill that has nothing between it and heaven4 ,many years he remained in ,canada1 working hard4 ,tidings occasionally reached ,england of his progress4 ,rosa1 perhaps1 heard such at rare intervals1--though somewhat distorted1 it may be1 from their original tenor1 before they reached her4 ,but it appeared certain that he was getting on4 ,in defiance and utter contradiction of all the sapient predictions there anent1 it seemed that this dreamy1 poetizing ,everett ,gray was absolutely successful in his new vocation of man-of-business4 ,the news that he had become a partner in the firm he had entered as a clerk was communicated in a letter from himself to ,lady ,beauchamp4 ,in it he1 for the first time since his departure1 spoke of ,rosa2 but he spoke of her as if they had parted but yesterday2 and1 in asking her mother's sanction to their betrothal now1 urged1 as from them both1 their claim to have that boon granted at last4 ,lady ,beauchamp hastily questioned her daughter4 ,you must have been corresponding with the young man all this time8 she said4 ,but ,rosa's denial was not to be mistaken4 ,he has heard of you1 then1 through some one1 the practical lady went on2 or1 for anything he knows1 you may be married1 or going to be married1 instead of waiting for him1 as he seems to take it for granted you have been all this time4 ,he was right1 mother1 ,rosa only said4 ,right1 you foolish girl8 ,you haven't half the spirit ,i had at your age4 ,i would have scorned that it should have been said of me that ,i 'waited' for any man4 ,but if you loved him8 ,well1 if he loved you1 he should have taken more care than to leave you on such a ,quixotic search for independence as his4 ,he thought it right to go1 and he trusted me2 we had faith in one another1 ,rosa said2 and she wound her arms round her mother1 and looked into her face with eyes lustrous with happy tears4 ,for1 from that lady's tone and manner1 despite her harsh words1 she knew that the opposition was withdrawn1 and that ,everett's petition was granted4 ,they were married4 ,it is years ago1 now1 since their wedding-bells rung out from the church-tower of ,hazlewood1 blending with the sweet spring-air and sunshine of a joyous ,may-day4 ,the first few years of their married life were spent in ,canada4 ,then they returned to ,england1 and ,everett ,gray put the climax to the astonishment of all who knew him by purchasing back a great part of ,hazlewood with the fruits of his commercial labors in the other country4 ,at ,hazlewood they settled1 therefore4 ,and there1 when he grew to be an old man1 ,everett ,gray lived1 at last1 the peaceful1 happy life most natural and most dear to him4 ,no one would venture to call the successful merchant a ,visionary2 and even his brother owns that the old fellow has got more brains1 after all1 by ,jove6 than he ever gave him credit for4 ,yet1 as the same critic1 and others of his calibre1 often say of him1 ,he has some remarkably queer notions4 ,there's no making him out1--he is so different from other people4 ,which he is4 ,there is no denying this fact1 which is equally evident in his daily life1 his education of his children1 his conduct to his servants and dependants1 his employment of time1 his favorite aims in life1 and in everything he does or says1 in brief4 ,and of course there are plenty who cavil at his peculiar views1 and who cannot at all understand his unconventional ways1 and his apparent want of all worldly wisdom in the general conduct of his affairs4 ,and yet1 somehow1 these affairs prosper4 ,although he declined a valuable appointment for his son1 and preferred that he should make his own way in the profession he had chosen1 bound by no obligation1 and unfettered by the trammels of any party1--although he did this1 to the astonishment of all who did not know him1 yet is it not a fact that the young barrister's career has been1 and is1 as brilliant and successful as though he had had a dozen influential personages to advance him8 ,and though he permitted his daughter to marry1 not the rich squire's son1 nor the baronet1 who each sought her hand1 but a man comparatively poor and unknown1 who loved her1 and whom she loved1 did it not turn out to be one of those marriages that we can recognize to have been made in heaven1 and even the worldly-wise see to be happy and prosperous8 ,but our ,everett is growing old4 ,his hair is silver-white1 and his tall figure has learned to droop somewhat as he walks4 ,under the great beech-trees at ,hazlewood you may have seen him sitting summer evenings1 or sauntering in spring and autumn days1 sometimes with his grandchildren playing about him1 but always with one figure near him1 bent and bowed yet more than his own1 with a still sweet and lovely face looking placidly forth from between its bands of soft1 white hair4 ,how they have loved1 and do love one another1 even to this their old age6 ,all the best and truest light of that which we call ,romance shines steadily about them yet4 ,no sight so dear to ,everett's eyes as that quiet figure1--no sound so welcome to his ears as her voice4 ,she is all to him that she ever was1--the sweetest1 dearest1 best portion of that which we call his life4 ,yes1 ,i speak advisedly1 and say he is1 they are4 ,it is strange that this ,visionary1 who was wont to be reproached with the unpracticality of all he did or purposed1 the unreality of whose life was a byword1 should yet impress himself and his existence so vividly on those about him that even now we cannot speak of him as one that is no more4 ,he seems still to be of us1 though we do not see him1 and his place is empty in the world4 ,his wife went first4 ,she died in her sleep1 while he was watching her1 holding her hand fast in his4 ,he laid the last kisses on her eyes1 her mouth1 and those cold hands4 ,after that1 he seemed to wait4 ,they who saw him sitting alone under the beech-trees1 day by day1 found something very strangely moving in the patient serenity of his look4 ,he never seemed sad or lonely through all that time1--only patiently hopeful1 placidly expectant4 ,so the autumn twilights often came to him as he stood1 his face towards the west1 looking out from their old favorite spot4 ,one evening1 when his daughter and her husband came out to him1 he did not linger1 as was usual with him1 but turned and went forward to meet them1 with a bright smile1 brighter than the sunset glow behind him1 on his face4 ,he leaned rather heavily on their supporting arms1 as they went in4 ,at the door1 the little ones came running about him1 as they loved to do4 ,perhaps the very lustre of his face awed them1 or the sight of their mother's tears2 for a sort of hush came over them1 even to the youngest1 as he kissed and blessed them all4 ,and then1 when they had left the room1 he laid his head upon his daughter's breast1 and uttered a few low words4 ,he had been so happy1 he said1 and he thanked ,god for all1--even to this1 the end4 ,it had been so good to live6--it was so happy to die6 ,then he paused awhile1 and closed his eyes4 ,in the silence1 ,i can hear your mother's voice1 he murmured1 and he clasped his hands4 ,o thou most merciful ,father1 who givest this last1 great blessing1 of the new ,home1 where she waits for me6--and ,god's love is over all ,his worlds6 ,he looked up once again1 with the same bright1 assured smile4 ,that smile never faded from the dead face2 it was the last look which they who loved him bore forever in their memory4 ,and so passed our ,visionary from that which we call ,life4 ,,the ,,truce ,,of ,,piscataqua4 #afge4 ,raze these long blocks of brick and stone1 ,these huge mill-monsters overgrown2 ,blot out the humbler piles as well1 ,where1 moved like living shuttles1 dwell ,the weaving genii of the bell2 ,tear from the wild ,cocheco's track ,the dams that hold its torrents back2 ,and let the loud-rejoicing fall ,plunge1 roaring1 down its rocky wall2 ,and let the ,indian's paddle play ,on the unbridged ,piscataqua6 ,wide over hill and valley spread ,once more the forest1 dusk and dread1 ,with here and there a clearing cut ,from the walled shadows round it shut2 ,each with its farm-house builded rude1 ,by ,english yeoman squared and hewed1 ,and the grim1 flankered blockhouse1 bound ,with bristling palisades around4 ,so1 haply1 shall before thine eyes ,the dusty veil of centuries rise1 ,the old1 strange scenery overlay ,the tamer pictures of to-day1 ,while1 like the actors in a play1 ,pass in their ancient guise along ,the figures of my border song3 ,what time beside ,cocheco's flood ,the white man and the red man stood1 ,with words of peace and brotherhood2 ,when passed the sacred calumet ,from lip to lip with fire-draught wet1 ,and1 puffed in scorn1 the peace-pipe's smoke ,through the gray beard of ,waldron broke1 ,and ,squando's voice1 in suppliant plea ,for mercy1 struck the haughty key ,of one who held in any fate ,his native pride inviolate6 99 99 99 99 99 ,let your ears be opened wide6 ,he who speaks has never lied4 ,waldron of ,piscataqua1 ,hear what ,squando has to say6 ,squando shuts his eyes and sees1 ,far off1 ,saco's hemlock-trees4 ,in his wigwam1 still as stone1 ,sits a woman all alone1 ,wampum beads and birchen strands ,dropping from her careless hands1 ,listening ever for the fleet ,patter of a dead child's feet6 ,when the moon a year ago ,told the flowers the time to blow1 ,in that lonely wigwam smiled ,menewee1 our little child4 ,ere that moon grew thin and old1 ,he was lying still and cold2 ,sent before us1 weak and small1 ,when the ,master did not call6 ,on his little grave ,i lay2 ,three times went and came the day2 ,thrice above me blazed the noon1 ,thrice upon me wept the moon4 ,in the third night-watch ,i heard1 ,far and low1 a spirit-bird2 ,very mournful1 very wild1 ,sang the totem of my child4 ',menewee1 poor ,menewee1 ,walks a path he cannot see3 ,let the white man's wigwam light ,with its blaze his steps aright4 ',all-uncalled1 he dares not show ,empty hands to ,manito3 ,better gifts he cannot bear ,than the scalps his slayers wear4' ,all the while the totem sang1 ,lightning blazed and thunder rang2 ,and a black cloud1 reaching high1 ,pulled the white moon from the sky4 ,i1 the medicine-man1 whose ear ,all that spirits hear can hear1-- ,i1 whose eyes are wide to see ,all the things that are to be1-- ,well ,i knew the dreadful signs ,in the whispers of the pines1 ,in the river roaring loud1 ,in the mutter of the cloud4 ,at the breaking of the day1 ,from the grave ,i passed away2 ,flowers bloomed round me1 birds sang glad1 ,but my heart was hot and mad4 ,there is rust on ,squando's knife ,from the warm red springs of life2 ,on the funeral hemlock-trees ,many a scalp the totem sees4 ,blood for blood6 ,but evermore ,squando's heart is sad and sore2 ,and his poor squaw waits at home ,for the feet that never come6 ,waldron of ,cocheco1 hear6 ,squando speaks1 who laughs at fear3 ,take the captives he has ta'en2 ,let the land have peace again6 ,as the words died on his tongue1 ,wide apart his warriors swung2 ,parted1 at the sign he gave1 ,right and left1 like ,egypt's wave4 ,and1 like ,israel passing free ,through the prophet-charmd sea1 ,captive mother1 wife1 and child ,through the dusky terror filed4 ,one alone1 a little maid1 ,middleway her steps delayed1 ,glancing1 with quick1 troubled sight1 ,round about from red to white4 ,then his hand the ,indian laid ,on the little maiden's head1 ,lightly from her forehead fair ,smoothing back her yellow hair4 ,gift or favor ask ,i none2 ,what ,i have is all my own3 ,never yet the birds have sung1 ',squando hath a beggar's tongue4' ,yet1 for her who waits at home ,for the dead who cannot come1 ,let the little ,gold-hair be ,in the place of ,menewee6 ,mishanock1 my little star6 ,come to ,saco's pines afar6 ,where the sad one waits at home1 ,wequashim1 my moonlight1 come6 ,what6 quoth ,waldron1 leave a child ,christian-born to heathens wild8 ,as ,god lives1 from ,satan's hand ,i will pluck her as a brand6 ,hear me1 white man6 ,squando cried1 ,let the little one decide4 ,wequashim1 my moonlight1 say1 ,wilt thou go with me1 or stay8 ,slowly1 sadly1 half-afraid1 ,half-regretfully1 the maid ,owned the ties of blood and race1 ,turned from ,squando's pleading face4 ,not a word the ,indian spoke1 ,but his wampum chain he broke1 ,and the beaded wonder hung ,on that neck so fair and young4 ,silence-shod1 as phantoms seem ,in the marches of a dream1 ,single-filed1 the grim array ,through the pine-trees wound away4 ,doubting1 trembling1 sore amazed1 ,through her tears the young child gazed4 ,god preserve her6 ,waldron said2 ,satan hath bewitched the maid6 99 99 99 99 99 ,years went and came4 ,at close of day ,singing came a child from play1 ,tossing from her loose-locked head ,gold in sunshine1 brown in shade4 ,pride was in the mother's look1 ,but her head she gravely shook1 ,and with lips that fondly smiled ,feigned to chide her truant child4 ,unabashed the maid began3 ,up and down the brook ,i ran1 ,where1 beneath the bank so steep1 ,lie the spotted trout asleep4 ',chip6' went squirrel on the wall1 ,after me ,i heard him call1 ,and the cat-bird on the tree ,tried his best to mimic me4 ,where the hemlocks grew so dark1 ,that ,i stopped to look and hark1 ,on a log1 with feather-hat1 ,by the path1 an ,indian sat4 ,then ,i cried1 and ran away2 ,but he called and bade me stay2 ,and his voice was good and mild ,as my mother's to her child4 ,and he took my wampum chain1 ,looked and looked it o'er again2 ,gave me berries1 and1 beside1 ,on my neck a plaything tied4 ,straight the mother stooped to see ,what the ,indian's gift might be4 ,on the braid of wampum hung1 ,lo6 a cross of silver swung4 ,well she knew its graven sign1 ,squando's bird and totem pine2 ,and1 a mirage of the brain1 ,flowed her childhood back again4 ,flashed the roof the sunshine through1 ,into space the walls outgrew1 ,on the ,indian's wigwam mat ,blossom-crowned again she sat4 ,cool she felt the west wind blow1 ,in her ear the pines sang low1 ,and1 like links from out a chain1 ,dropped the years of care and pain4 ,from the outward toil and din1 ,from the griefs that gnaw within1 ,to the freedom of the woods ,called the birds and winds and floods4 ,well1 ,o painful minister1 ,watch thy flock1 but blame not her1 ,if her ear grew sharp to hear ,all their voices whispering near4 ,blame her not1 as to her soul ,all the desert's glamour stole1 ,that a tear for childhood's loss ,dropped upon the ,indian's cross4 ,when1 that night1 the ,book was read1 ,and she bowed her widowed head1 ,and a prayer for each loved name ,rose like incense from a flame1 ,to the listening ear of ,heaven1 ,lo6 another name was given3 ,father6 give the ,indian rest6 ,bless him6 for his love has blest6 ,,the ,,maroons ,,of ,,jamaica4 ,the ,maroons6 it was a word of peril once2 and terror spread along the skirts of the blue mountains of ,jamaica1 when some fresh foray of those unconquered guerrillas swept down upon the outlying plantations1 startled the ,assembly from its order1 ,general ,williamson from his billiards1 and ,lord ,balcarres from his diplomatic ease1--endangering1 according to the official statement1 public credit1 civil rights1 and the prosperity1 if not the very existence of the country1 until they were persuaded to make peace at last4 ,they were the ,circassians of the ,new ,world2 but they were black1 instead of white2 and as the ,circassians refused to be transferred from the ,sultan to the ,czar1 so the ,maroons refused to be transferred from ,spanish dominion to ,english1 and thus their revolt began4 ,the difference is1 that1 while the white mountaineers numbered four hundred thousand1 and only defied ,nicholas1 the black mountaineers numbered less than two thousand1 and defied ,cromwell2 and while the ,circassians1 after thirty years of revolt1 seem now at last subdued1 the ,maroons1 on the other hand1 who rebelled in #afee1 were never conquered1 but only made a compromise of allegiance1 and exist as a separate race to-day4 ,when ,admirals ,penn and ,venables landed in ,jamaica1 in #afee1 there was not a remnant left of the sixty thousand natives whom the ,spaniards had found there a century and a half before4 ,their pitiful tale is told only by those caves1 still known among the mountains1 where thousands of human skeletons strew the ground4 ,in their place dwelt two foreign races1--an effeminate1 ignorant1 indolent white community of fifteen hundred1 with a black slave population quite as large and infinitely more hardy and energetic4 ,the ,spaniards were readily subdued by the ,english1--the negroes remained unsubdued2 the slaveholders were banished from the island1--the slaves only banished themselves to the mountains3 thence the ,english could not dislodge them1 nor the buccaneers1 whom the ,english employed4 ,and when ,jamaica subsided into a ,british colony1 and peace was made with ,spain1 and the children of ,cromwell's ,puritan soldiers were beginning to grow rich by importing slaves for ,roman ,catholic ,spaniards1 the ,maroons still held their own wild empire in the mountains1 and1 being sturdy heathens every one1 practised ,obeah rites in approved pagan fashion4 ,the word ,maroon is derived1 according to one etymology1 from the ,spanish word ,marrano1 a wild-boar1--these fugitives being all boar-hunters1--according to another1 from ,marony1 a river separating ,french and ,dutch ,guiana1 where a colony of them dwelt and still dwells2 and by another still1 from ,cimarron1 a word meaning untamable1 and used alike for apes and runaway slaves4 ,but whether these rebel-marauders were regarded as monkeys or men1 they made themselves equally formidable4 ,as early as #affc1 the ,governor and ,council of ,jamaica offered to each ,maroon1 who should surrender1 his freedom and twenty acres of land2 but not one accepted the terms4 ,during forty years1 forty-four acts of ,assembly were passed in respect to them1 and at least a quarter of a million pounds sterling were expended in the warfare against them4 ,in #agcc1 the force employed against them consisted of two regiments of regular troops and the whole militia of the island1 and the ,assembly said that the ,maroons had within a few years greatly increased1 notwithstanding all the measures that had been concerted for their suppression1 to the great terror of his ,majesty's subjects1 and to the manifest weakening and preventing the further increase of the strength and inhabitants of the island4 ,the special affair in progress1 at the time of these statements1 was called ,cudjoe's ,war4 ,cudjoe was a gentleman of extreme brevity and blackness1 whose full-length portrait can hardly be said to adorn ,dallas's ,history2 but he was as formidable a guerrilla as ,marion4 ,under his leadership1 the various bodies of fugitives were consolidated into one force and thoroughly organized4 ,cudjoe1 like ,schamyl1 was religious as well as military head of his people2 by ,obeah influence he established a thorough freemasonry among both slaves and insurgents2 no party could be sent forth by the government but he knew it in time to lay an ambush1 or descend with fire and sword on the region left unprotected4 ,he was thus always supplied with arms and ammunition2 and as his men were perfect marksmen1 never wasted a shot and never risked a battle1 his forces naturally increased while those of his opponents were decimated4 ,his men were never captured1 and never took a prisoner2 it was impossible to tell when they were defeated2 in dealing with them1 as ,pelissier said of the ,arabs1 peace was not purchased by victory2 and the only men who could obtain the slightest advantage against them were the imported ,mosquito ,indians1 or the ,black ,shot1 a company of government negroes4 ,for nine full years this particular war continued unchecked1 ,general ,williamson ruling ,jamaica by day and ,cudjoe by night4 ,the rebels had every topographical advantage1 for they held possession of the ,cockpits4 ,those highlands are furrowed through and through1 as by an earthquake1 with a series of gaps or ravines1 resembling the ,california caons1 or those similar fissures in various parts of the ,atlantic ,states1 known to local fame either poetically as ice-glens1 or symbolically as purgatories4 ,these chasms vary from two hundred yards to a mile in length2 the rocky walls are fifty or a hundred feet high1 and often absolutely inaccessible1 while the passes at each end admit but one man at a time4 ,they are thickly wooded1 wherever trees can grow2 water flows within them2 and they often communicate with one another1 forming a series of traps for an invading force4 ,tired and thirsty with climbing1 the weary soldiers toil on1 in single file1 without seeing or hearing an enemy2 up the steep and winding path they traverse one cockpit1 then enter another4 ,suddenly a shot is fired from the dense and sloping forest on the right1 then another and another1 each dropping its man2 the startled troops face hastily in that direction1 when a more murderous volley is poured from the other side2 the heights above flash with musketry1 while the precipitous path by which they came seems to close in fire behind them4 ,by the time the troops have formed in some attempt at military order1 the woods around them are empty1 and their agile and noiseless foes have settled themselves into ambush again1 farther up the defile1 ready for a second attack1 if needed4 ,but one is usually sufficient2--disordered1 exhausted1 bearing their wounded with them1 the soldiers retreat in panic1 if permitted to escape at all1 and carry fresh dismay to the barracks1 the plantations1 and the ,government ,house4 ,it is not strange1 then1 that high military authorities1 at that period1 should have pronounced the subjugation of the ,maroons a thing more difficult than to obtain a victory over any army in ,europe4 ,moreover1 these people were fighting for their liberty1 with which aim no form of warfare could be unjustifiable2 and the description given by ,lafayette of the ,american ,revolution was true of this one1--the grandest of causes1 won by contests of sentinels and outposts4 ,the utmost hope of a ,british officer1 ordered against the ,maroons1 was to lay waste a provision-ground or cut them off from water4 ,but there was little satisfaction in this2 the wild pine-leaves and the grapevine-withes supplied the rebels with water1 and their plantation-grounds were the wild pine-apple and the plantain groves1 and the forests1 where the wild-boars harbored and the ringdoves were as easily shot as if they were militia-men4 ,nothing but sheer weariness of fighting seems to have brought about a truce at last1 and then a treaty1 between those high contracting parties1 ,cudjoe and ,general ,williamson4 ,but how to execute a treaty between these wild ,children of the ,mist and respectable diplomatic ,englishmen8 ,to establish any official relations without the medium of a preliminary bullet required some ingenuity of manoeuvring4 ,cudjoe was willing1 but inconveniently cautious2 he would not come half-way to meet any one2 nothing would content him but an interview in his own chosen cockpit4 ,so he selected one of the most difficult passes1 posting in the forests a series of outlying parties1 to signal with their horns1 one by one1 the approach of the plenipotentiaries1 and then to retire on the main body4 ,through this line of perilous signals1 therefore1 ,colonel ,guthrie and his handful of men bravely advanced2 horn after horn they heard sounded1 but there was no other human noise in the woods1 and they had advanced till they saw the smoke of the ,maroon huts before they caught a glimpse of a human form4 ,a conversation was at last opened with the invisible rebels4 ,on their promise of safety1 ,dr4 ,russell advanced alone to treat with them1 then several ,maroons appeared1 and finally ,cudjoe himself4 ,the formidable chief was not highly military in appearance1 being short1 fat1 humpbacked1 dressed in a tattered blue coat without skirts or sleeves1 and an old felt hat without a rim4 ,but if he had blazed with regimental scarlet1 he could not have been treated with more distinguished consideration2 indeed1 in that case1 the exchange of hats with which ,dr4 ,russell finally volunteered1 in ,maroon fashion1 to ratify negotiations1 would have been a less severe test of good fellowship4 ,this fine stroke of diplomacy had its effect1 therefore2 the rebel captains agreed to a formal interview with ,colonel ,guthrie and ,captain ,sadler1 and a treaty was at last executed with all due solemnity1 under a large cotton-tree at the entrance of ,guthrie's ,defile4 ,this treaty recognized the military rank of ,captain ,cudjoe1 ,captain ,accompong1 and the rest2 gave assurance that the ,maroons should be forever hereafter in a perfect state of freedom and liberty2 ceded to them fifteen hundred acres of land2 and stipulated only that they should keep the peace1 should harbor no fugitive from justice or from slavery1 and should allow two white commissioners to remain among them1 simply to represent the ,british government4 ,during the following year a separate treaty was made with another large body of insurgents1 called the ,windward ,maroons4 ,this was not effected1 however1 until after an unsuccessful military attempt1 in which the mountaineers gained a signal triumph4 ,by artful devices1--a few fires left burning1 with old women to watch them1--a few provision-grounds exposed by clearing away the bushes1--they lured the troops far up among the mountains1 and then surprised them by an ambush4 ,the militia all fled1 and the regulars took refuge under a large cliff in a stream1 where they remained four hours up to their waists in water1 until finally they forded the river1 under full fire1 with terrible loss4 ,three months after this1 however1 the ,maroons consented to an amicable interview1 exchanging hostages first4 ,the position of the white hostage1 at least1 was not the most agreeable2 he complained that he was beset by the women and children1 with indignant cries of ,buckra1 ,buckra1 while the little boys pointed their fingers at him as if stabbing him1 and that with evident relish4 ,however1 ,captain ,quao1 like ,captain ,cudjoe1 made a treaty at last1 and hats were interchanged instead of hostages4 ,independence being thus won and acknowledged1 there was a suspension of hostilities for some years4 ,among the wild mountains of ,jamaica1 the ,maroons dwelt in a savage freedom4 ,so healthful and beautiful was the situation of their chief town1 that the ,english government has erected barracks there of late years1 as being the most salubrious situation on the island4 ,they breathed an air ten degrees cooler than that inhaled by the white population below1 and they lived on a daintier diet1 so that the ,english epicures used to go up among them for good living4 ,the mountaineers caught the strange land-crabs1 plodding in companies of millions their sidelong path from mountain to ocean1 and from ocean to mountain again4 ,they hunted the wild-boars1 and prepared the flesh by salting and smoking it in layers of aromatic leaves1 the delicious jerked hog of ,buccaneer annals4 ,they reared cattle and poultry1 cultivated corn and yams1 plantains and cocoas1 guavas and papaws and mameys and avocados and all luxurious ,west ,indian fruits2 the very weeds of their orchards had tropical luxuriance in their fragrance and in their names2 and from the doors of their little thatched huts they looked across these gardens of delight to the magnificent lowland forests1 and over those again to the faint line of far-off beach1 the fainter ocean-horizon1 and the illimitable sky4 ,they had senses like those of our ,indians1 tracked each other by the smell of the smoke of fires in the air1 and called to each other by horns1 using a special note to designate each of their comrades1 and distinguishing it beyond the range of ordinary hearing4 ,they spoke ,english diluted with ,spanish and ,african words1 and practised ,obeah rites quite undiluted with ,christianity4 ,of course they associated largely with the slaves1 without any very precise regard to treaty stipulations2 sometimes brought in fugitives1 and sometimes concealed them2 left their towns and settled on the planters' lands1 when they preferred them1 but were quite orderly and luxuriously happy4 ,during the formidable insurrection of the ,koromantyn slaves1 in #agfj1 they played a dubious part3 when left to go on their own way1 they did something towards suppressing it1--but when placed under the guns of the troops and ordered to fire on those of their own color1 they threw themselves on the ground without discharging a shot4 ,nevertheless1 they gradually came up into rather reputable standing2 they grew more and more industrious and steady2 and after they had joined very heartily in resisting ,d',estaing's threatened invasion of the island in #aggi1 it became the fashion to speak of our faithful and affectionate ,maroons4 ,in #agie1 their position was as follows3--,their numbers had not materially increased1 for many had strayed off and settled on the outskirts of plantations1--nor materially diminished1 for many runaway slaves had joined them1--while there were also separate settlements of fugitives1 who had maintained their freedom for twenty years4 ,the white superintendents had lived with the ,maroons in perfect harmony1 without the slightest official authority1 but with a great deal of actual influence4 ,but there was an irrepressible conflict behind all this apparent peace1 and the slightest occasion might at any moment revive all the ,old terror4 ,that occasion was close at hand4 ,captain ,cudjoe and ,captain ,accompong and the other founders of ,maroon independence had passed away1 and ,old ,montagu reigned in their stead1 in ,trelawney ,town4 ,old ,montagu had all the pomp and circumstance of ,maroon majesty2 he wore a laced red coat1 and a hat superb with gold-lace and plumes2 none but captains could sit in his presence2 he was helped first at meals1 and no woman could eat beside him2 he presided at councils as magnificently as at table1 though with less appetite2--and possessed1 meanwhile1 not an atom of the love or reverence of any human being4 ,the real power lay entirely with ,major ,james1 the white superintendent1 who had been brought up among the ,maroons by his father 7and predecessor71 and who was the idol of this wild race4 ,in an evil hour1 the government removed him1 and put a certain unpopular ,captain ,craskell in his place2 and as there happened to be1 about the same time1 a great excitement concerning a hopeful pair of young ,maroons who had been seized and publicly whipped1 on a charge of hog-stealing1 their kindred refused to allow the new superintendent to remain in the town4 ,a few attempts at negotiation only brought them to a higher pitch of wrath1 which ended in their despatching the following remarkable diplomatic note to the ,earl of ,balcarres3--,the ,maroons wishes nothing else from the country but battle1 and they desires not to see ,mr4 ,craskell up here at all4 ,so they are waiting every moment for the above on ,monday4 ,mr4 ,david ,schaw will see you on ,sunday morning for an answer4 ,they will wait till ,monday1 nine o'clock1 and if they don't come up1 they will come down themselves4 ,signed1 ,colonel ,montagu and all the rest4 ,it turned out1 at last1 that only two or three of the ,maroons were concerned in this remarkable defiance2 but meanwhile it had its effect4 ,several ambassadors were sent among the insurgents1 and were so favorably impressed by their reception as to make up a subscription of money for their hosts1 on departing2 only the gallant ,colonel ,gallimore1 a ,jamaica ,camillus1 gave iron instead of gold1 by throwing some bullets into the contribution-box4 ,and it was probably in accordance with his view of the subject1 that1 when the ,maroons sent ambassadors in return1 they were at once imprisoned1 most injudiciously and unjustly2 and when ,old ,montagu himself and thirty-seven others1 following1 were seized and imprisoned also1 it is not strange that the ,maroons1 joined by many slaves1 were soon in open insurrection4 ,martial law was instantly proclaimed throughout the island4 ,the fighting-men among the insurgents were not1 perhaps1 more than five hundred2 against whom the government could bring nearly fifteen hundred regular troops and several thousand militia-men4 ,lord ,balcarres himself took the command1 and1 eager to crush the affair1 promptly marched a large force up to ,trelawney ,town1 and was glad to march back again as expeditiously as possible4 ,in his very first attack1 he was miserably defeated1 and had to fly for his life1 amid a perfect panic of the troops1 in which some forty or fifty were killed1--including ,colonel ,sandford1 commanding the regulars1 and the bullet-loving ,colonel ,gallimore1 in command of the militia1--while not a single ,maroon was even wounded1 so far as could be ascertained4 ,after this a good deal of bush-fighting took place4 ,the troops gradually got possession of several ,maroon villages1 but not till every hut had been burnt by its owner4 ,it was in the height of the rainy season1 and1 between fire and water1 the discomfort of the soldiers was enormous4 ,meanwhile the ,maroons hovered close around them in the woods1 heard all their orders1 picked off their sentinels1 and1 penetrating through their lines at night1 burned houses and destroyed plantations1 far below4 ,the only man who could cope with their peculiar tactics was ,major ,james1 the superintendent just removed by government1--and his services were not employed1 as he was not trusted4 ,on one occasion1 however1 he led a volunteer party farther into the mountains than any of the assailants had yet penetrated1 guided by tracks known to himself only1 and by the smell of the smoke of ,maroon fires4 ,after a very exhausting march1 including a climb of a hundred and fifty feet up the face of a precipice1 he brought them just within the entrance of ,guthrie's ,defile4 ,so far1 said he1 pointing to the entrance1 you may pursue1 but no farther2 no force can enter here2 no white man except myself1 or some soldier of the ,maroon establishment1 has ever gone beyond this4 ,with the greatest difficulty ,i have penetrated four miles farther1 and not ten ,maroons have gone so far as that4 ,there are two other ways of getting into the defile1 practicable for the ,maroons1 but not for any one of you4 ,in neither of them can ,i ascend or descend with my arms1 which must be handed to me1 step by step1 as practised by the ,maroons themselves4 ,one of the ways lies to the eastward1 and the other to the westward2 and they will take care to have both guarded1 if they suspect that ,i am with you2 which1 from the route you have come to-day1 they will4 ,they now see you1 and if you advance fifty paces more1 they will convince you of it4 ,at this moment a ,maroon horn sounded the notes indicating his name1 and1 as he made no answer1 a voice was heard1 inquiring if he were among them4 ,if he is1 said the voice1 let him go back1 we do not wish to hurt him2 but as for the rest of you1 come on and try battle1 if you choose4 ,but the gentlemen did not choose4 ,in ,september the ,house of ,assembly met4 ,things were looking worse and worse4 ,for five months a handful of negroes and mulattoes had defied the whole force of the island2 and they were defending their liberty by precisely the same tactics through which their ancestors had won it4 ,half a million pounds sterling had been spent within this time1 besides the enormous loss incurred by the withdrawal of so many able-bodied men from their regular employments4 ,cultivation was suspended1 says an eye-witness2 the courts of law had long been shut up2 and the island at large seemed more like a garrison under the power of law-martial1 than a country of agriculture and commerce1 of civil judicature1 industry1 and prosperity4 ,hundreds of the militia had died of fatigue1 large numbers had been shot down1 the most daring of the ,british officers had fallen1 while the insurgents had been invariably successful1 and not one of them was known to have been killed4 ,captain ,craskell1 the banished superintendent1 gave it to the ,assembly as his opinion1 that the whole slave population of the island was in sympathy with the ,maroons1 and would soon be beyond control4 ,more alarming still1 there were rumors of ,french emissaries behind the scenes2 and though these were explained away1 the vague terror remained4 ,indeed1 the ,lieutenant-,governor announced in his message that he had satisfactory evidence that the ,french ,convention was concerned in the revolt4 ,a ,french prisoner named ,murenson had testified that the ,french agent at ,philadelphia 7,fauchet7 had secretly sent a hundred and fifty emissaries to the island1 and threatened to land fifteen hundred negroes4 ,and though ,murenson took it all back at last1 yet the ,assembly was moved to make a new offer of three hundred dollars for killing or taking a ,trelawney ,maroon1 and a hundred and fifty dollars for killing or taking any fugitive slave who had joined them4 ,they also voted five hundred pounds as a gratuity to the ,accompong tribe of ,maroons1 who had thus far kept out of the insurrection2 and various prizes and gratuities were also offered by the different parishes1 with the same object of self-protection4 ,the commander-in-chief being among the killed1 ,colonel ,walpole was promoted in his stead1 and brevetted as ,general1 by way of incentive4 ,he found a people in despair1 a soldiery thoroughly intimidated1 and a treasury1 not empty1 but useless4 ,but the new general had not served against the ,maroons for nothing1 and was not ashamed to go to school to his opponents4 ,first1 he waited for the dry season2 then he directed all his efforts towards cutting off his opponents from water2 and1 most effectual move of all1 he attacked each successive cockpit by dragging up a howitzer1 with immense labor1 and throwing in shells4 ,shells were a visitation not dreamed of in ,maroon philosophy1 and their quaint compliments to their new opponent remain on record4 ,damn dat little buckra6 they said2 he cunning more dan dem toder4 ,dis here da new fashion for fight3 him fire big ball arter you1 and when big ball 'top1 de damn sunting 7something7 fire arter you again4 ,with which ,parthian arrows of rhetoric the mountaineers retreated4 ,but this did not last long4 ,the ,maroons soon learned to keep out of the way of the shells1 and the island relapsed into terror again4 ,it was deliberately resolved at last1 by a special council convoked for the purpose1 to persuade the rebels to make peace4 ,but as they had not as yet shown themselves very accessible to softer influences1 it was thought best to combine as many arguments as possible1 and a certain ,colonel ,quarrell had hit upon a wholly new one4 ,his plan simply was1 since men1 however well disciplined1 had proved powerless against ,maroons1 to try a ,spanish fashion against them1 and use dogs4 ,the proposition was met1 in some quarters1 with the strongest hostility4 ,england1 it was said1 had always denounced the ,spaniards as brutal and dastardly for hunting down the natives of that very soil with hounds1--and should ,england now follow the humiliating example8 ,on the other side1 there were plenty who eagerly quoted all known instances of zological warfare3 all ,oriental nations1 for instance1 used elephants in war1 and no doubt would gladly use lions and tigers1 also1 but for their extreme carnivorousness1 and their painful indifference to the distinction between friend and foe2--why not1 then1 use these dogs1 comparatively innocent and gentle creatures8 ,at any rate1 something must be done2 the final argument always used1 when a bad or desperate project is to be made palatable4 ,so it was voted at last to send to ,havana for an invoice of ,spanish dogs1 with their accompanying chasseurs1 and the efforts at persuading the ,maroons were postponed till the arrival of these additional persuasives4 ,and when ,colonel ,quarrell finally set sail as commissioner to obtain the new allies1 all scruples of conscience vanished in the renewal of public courage and the chorus of popular gratitude2 a thing so desirable must be right2 thrice were they armed who knew their ,quarrell just4 ,but after the parting notes of gratitude died away in the distance1 the commissioner began to discover that he was to have a hard time of it4 ,he sailed for ,havana in a schooner manned with ,spanish renegadoes1 who insisted on fighting everything that came in their way1--first a ,spanish schooner1 then a ,french one4 ,he landed at ,batabano1 struck across the mountains towards ,havana1 stopped at ,besucal to call on the wealthy ,marquesa de ,san ,felipe y ,san ,jorge1 grand patroness of dogs and chasseurs1 and finally was welcomed to ,havana by ,don ,luis de las ,casas1 who overlooked1 for this occasion only1 an injunction of his court against admitting foreigners within his government1--the only accustomed exception being1 as ,don ,luis courteously assured him1 in favor of foreign traders who came with new negroes4 ,to be sure1 the commissioner had not brought any of these commodities1 but then he had come to obtain the means of capturing some1 and so might pass for an irregular practitioner of the privileged profession4 ,accordingly1 ,don ,guillermo ,dawes ,quarrell 7so ran his passport7 found no difficulty in obtaining permission from the governor to buy as many dogs as he desired4 ,when1 however1 he carelessly hinted at the necessity of taking1 also1 a few men who should have care of the dogs1--this being1 after all1 the essential part of his expedition1--,don ,luis de las ,casas put on instantly a double force of courtesy1 and assured him of the entire impossibility of recruiting a single ,spaniard for ,english service4 ,finally1 however1 he gave permission and passports for six chasseurs4 ,under cover of this1 the commissioner lost no time in enlisting forty2 he got them safe to ,batabano1 but at the last moment1 learning the state of affairs1 they refused to embark on such very irregular authority4 ,when he had persuaded them1 at length1 the officer of the fort interposed objections4 ,this was not to be borne1 so ,don ,guillermo bribed him and silenced him2 a dragoon was1 however1 sent to report to the governor2 ,don ,guillermo sent a messenger after him and bribed him1 too2 and thus1 at length1 after myriad rebuffs1 and after being obliged to spend the last evening at a puppet-show1 in which the principal figure was a burlesque on his own personal peculiarities1 the weary ,don ,guillermo1 with his crew of renegadoes1 and his forty chasseurs and their one hundred and four muzzled dogs1 set sail for ,jamaica4 ,these new allies were certainly something formidable1 if we may trust the pictures and descriptions in ,dallas's ,history4 ,the chasseur was a tall1 meagre1 swarthy ,spaniard or mulatto1 lightly clad in cotton shirt and drawers1 with broad straw-hat and moccasins of raw hide2 his belt sustaining his long1 straight1 flat sword or machete1 like an iron bar sharpened at one end2 and he wore by the same belt three cotton leashes for his three dogs1 sometimes held also by chains4 ,the dogs were a fierce breed1 crossed between hound and mastiff1 never unmuzzled but for attack1 and accompanied by smaller dogs called finders4 ,it is no wonder1 when these wild and powerful creatures were landed at ,montego ,bay1 that terror ran through the town1 doors were everywhere closed and windows crowded1 not a negro dared to stir1 and the muzzled dogs1 infuriated by confinement on shipboard1 filled the silent streets with their noisy barking and the rattling of their chains4 ,how much would have come of all this in actual conflict does not appear4 ,the ,maroons had already been persuaded to make peace upon certain conditions and guaranties1--a decision probably accelerated by the terrible rumors of the bloodhounds1 though they never saw them4 ,it was the declared opinion of the ,assembly1 confirmed by that of ,general ,walpole1 that nothing could be clearer than that1 if they had been off the island1 the rebels could not have been induced to surrender4 ,nevertheless a treaty was at last made1 without the direct intervention of the quadrupeds4 ,again commissioners went up among the mountains to treat with negotiators at first invisible2 again were hats and jackets interchanged1 not without coy reluctance on the part of the well-dressed ,englishmen2 and a solemn agreement was effected4 ,the most essential part of the bargain was a guaranty of continued independence1 demanded by the suspicious ,maroons4 ,general ,walpole1 however1 promptly pledged himself that no such unfair advantage should be taken of them as had occurred with the hostages previously surrendered1 who were placed in irons1 nor should any attempt be made to remove them from the island4 ,it is painful to add1 that this promise was outrageously violated by the ,colonial government1 to the lasting grief of ,general ,walpole1 on the ground that the ,maroons had violated the treaty by a slight want of punctuality in complying with its terms1 and by remissness in restoring the fugitive slaves who had taken refuge among them4 ,as many of the tribe as surrendered1 therefore1 were at once placed in confinement1 and ultimately shipped from ,port ,royal to ,halifax1 to the number of six hundred1 on the #fth of ,june1 #agif4 ,for the credit of ,english honor1 we rejoice to know that ,general ,walpole not merely protested against this utter breach of faith1 but indignantly declined the sword of honor which the ,assembly voted him in its gratitude1 and retired from military service forever4 ,the remaining career of this portion of the ,maroons is easily told4 ,they were first dreaded by the inhabitants of ,halifax2 then welcomed1 when seen2 and promptly set to work on the citadel1 then in process of reconstruction1 where the ,maroon ,bastion still remains1--their only visible memorial4 ,two commissioners had charge of them1 one being the redoubtable ,colonel ,quarrell1 and twenty-five thousand pounds were appropriated for their temporary support4 ,of course they did not prosper2 pensioned colonists never do1 for they are not compelled into habits of industry4 ,after their delicious life in the mountains of ,jamaica1 it seemed rather monotonous to dwell upon that barren soil1--for theirs was such that two previous colonies had deserted it1--and in a climate where winter lasts seven months in the year4 ,they had a schoolmaster1 and he was also a preacher2 but they did not seem to appreciate that luxury of civilization1--utterly refusing1 on grounds of conscience1 to forsake polygamy1 and1 on grounds of personal comfort1 to listen to the doctrinal discourses of their pastor1 who was an ardent ,sandemanian4 ,they smoked their pipes during service-time1 and left ,old ,montagu1 who still survived1 to lend a vicarious attention to the sermon4 ,one discourse he briefly reported as follows1 very much to the point3--,massa parson say no mus tief1 no mus meddle wid somebody wife1 no mus quarrel1 mus set down softly4 ,so they sat down very softly1 and showed an extreme unwillingness to get up again4 ,but1 not being naturally an idle race1 7at least1 in ,jamaica the objection lay rather on the other side17 they soon grew tired of this inaction4 ,distrustful of those about them1 suspicious of all attempts to scatter them among the community at large1 frozen by the climate1 and constantly petitioning for removal to a milder one1 they finally wearied out all patience4 ,a long dispute ensued between the authorities of ,nova ,scotia and ,jamaica1 as to which was properly responsible for their support2 and thus the heroic race1 that for a century and a half had sustained themselves in freedom in ,jamaica1 were reduced to the position of troublesome and impracticable paupers1 shuttlecocks between two selfish parishes4 ,so passed their unfortunate lives1 until1 in #ahjj1 their reduced population was transported to ,sierra ,leone1 at a cost of six thousand pounds1 since which they disappear from history4 ,it was judged best not to interfere with those bodies of ,maroons which had kept aloof from the late outbreak1 as the ,accompong settlement1 and others4 ,they continued to preserve a qualified independence1 and retain it even now4 ,in #ahce1 two years after the abolition of slavery in ,jamaica1 there were reported sixty families of ,maroons as residing at ,accompong ,town1 eighty families at ,moore ,town1 one hundred and ten families at ,charles ,town1 and twenty families at ,scott ,hall1 making two hundred and seventy families in all1--each station being1 as of old1 under the charge of a superintendent4 ,but there can be little doubt1 that1 under the influences of freedom1 they are rapidly intermingling with the mass of colored population in ,jamaica4 ,the story of the exiled ,maroons attracted attention in high quarters1 in its time2 the wrongs done to them were denounced in ,parliament by ,sheridan and mourned by ,wilberforce2 while the employment of bloodhounds against them was vindicated by ,dundas1 and the whole conduct of the ,colonial government defended1 through thick and thin1 by ,bryan ,edwards4 ,this thorough partisan even had the assurance to tell ,mr4 ,wilberforce1 in ,parliament1 that he knew the ,maroons1 from personal knowledge1 to be cannibals1 and that1 if a missionary were sent among them in ,nova ,scotia1 they would immediately eat him2 a charge so absurd that he did not venture to repeat it in his ,history of the ,west ,indies1 though his injustice to the ,maroons is even there so glaring as to provoke the indignation of the more moderate ,dallas4 ,but1 in spite of ,mr4 ,edwards1 the public indignation ran quite high1 in ,england1 against the bloodhounds and their employers1 so that the home ministry found it necessary to send a severe reproof to the ,colonial government4 ,for a few years the tales of the ,maroons thus emerged from mere colonial annals1 and found their way into ,annual ,registers and ,parliamentary ,debates1--but they have vanished from popular memory now4 ,their record still retains its interest1 however1 as that of one of the heroic races of the world2 and all the more1 because it is with their kindred that this nation has to deal1 in solving the tremendous problem of incorporating their liberties with our own4 ,we must remember the story of the ,maroons1 because we cannot afford to ignore a single historic fact which bears upon a question so momentous4 ,,the ,,professor',s ,,story4 ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,,mr4 ,,bernard ,,tries ,,his ,,hand4 ,whether the ,student advertised for a school1 or whether he fell in with the advertisement of a school-committee1 is not certain4 ,at any rate1 it was not long before he found himself the head of a large district1 or1 as it was called by the inhabitants1 deestric school1 in the flourishing inland village of ,pequawkett1 or1 as it is commonly spelt1 ,pigwacket ,centre4 ,the natives of this place would be surprised1 if they should hear that any of the readers of a periodical published in ,boston were unacquainted with so remarkable a locality4 ,as1 however1 some copies of this periodical may be read at a distance from this distinguished metropolis1 it may be well to give a few particulars respecting the place1 taken from the ,universal ,gazetteer4 ,,pigwacket1 sometimes spelt ,pequawkett4 ,a post-village and township in ---- ,co41 ,state of ----1 situated in a fine agricultural region1 #b thriving villages1 ,pigwacket ,centre and ,smithville1 #c churches1 several schoolhouses1 and many handsome private residences4 ,mink ,river runs through the town1 navigable for small boats after heavy rains4 ,muddy ,pond at ,n4 ,e4 section1 well stocked with horned pouts1 eels1 and shiners4 ,products1 beef1 pork1 butter1 cheese4 ,manufactures1 shoe-pegs1 clothes-pins1 and tin-ware4 ,pop4 #acgc4 ,the reader may think there is nothing very remarkable implied in this description4 ,if1 however1 he had read the town-history1 by the ,rev4 ,jabez ,grubb1 he would have learned1 that1 like the celebrated ,little ,pedlington1 it was distinguished by many very remarkable advantages4 ,thus3-- ,the situation of ,pigwacket is eminently beautiful1 looking down the lovely valley of ,mink ,river1 a tributary of the ,musquash4 ,the air is salubrious1 and many of the inhabitants have attained great age1 several having passed the allotted period of 'three-score years and ten' before succumbing to any of the various 'ills that flesh is heir to4' ,widow ,comfort ,leevins died in #ahcf1 t4 ,,lxxxvii4 years4 ,venus1 an ,african1 died in #ahda1 supposed to be ,c4 years old4 ,the people are distinguished for intelligence1 as has been frequently remarked by eminent lyceum-lecturers1 who have invariably spoken in the highest terms of a ,pigwacket audience4 ,there is a public library1 containing nearly a hundred volumes1 free to all subscribers4 ,the preached word is well attended1 there is a flourishing temperance society1 and the schools are excellent4 ,it is a residence admirably adapted to refined families who relish the beauties of ,nature and the charms of society4 ,the ,honorable ,john ,smith1 formerly a member of the ,state ,senate1 was a native of this town4 ,that is the way they all talk4 ,after all1 it is probably pretty much like other inland ,new ,england towns in point of salubrity1--that is1 gives people their choice of dysentery or fever every autumn1 with a season-ticket for consumption1 good all the year round4 ,and so of the other pretences4 ,pigwacket audience1 forsooth6 ,was there ever an audience anywhere1 though there wasn't a pair of eyes in it brighter than pickled oysters1 that didn't think it was distinguished for intelligence8--,the preachd word6 ,that means the ,rev4 ,jabez ,grubb's sermons4 ,temperance society6 ,excellent schools6 ,ah1 that is just what we were talking about4 ,the truth was1 that ,district ,no4 #a1 ,pigwacket ,centre1 had had a good deal of trouble of late with its schoolmasters4 ,the committee had done their best1 but there were a number of well-grown and pretty rough young fellows who had got the upperhand of the masters1 and meant to keep it4 ,two dynasties had fallen before the uprising of this fierce democracy4 ,this was a thing that used to be not very uncommon2 but in so intelligent a community as that of ,pigwacket ,centre1 in an era of public libraries and lyceum-lectures1 it was portentous and alarming4 ,the rebellion began under the ferule of ,master ,weeks1 a slender youth from a country college1 under-fed1 thin-blooded1 sloping-shouldered1 knock-kneed1 straight-haired1 weak-bearded1 pale-eyed1 wide-pupilled1 half-colored2 a common type enough in in-door races1 not rich enough to pick and choose in their alliances4 ,nature kills off a good many of this sort in the first teething-time1 a few in later childhood1 a good many again in early adolescence2 but every now and then one runs the gauntlet of her various diseases1 or rather forms of one disease1 and grows up1 as ,master ,weeks had done4 ,it was a very foolish thing for him to try to inflict personal punishment on such a lusty young fellow as ,abner ,briggs1 ,junior1 one of the hardest customers in the way of a rough-and-tumble fight that there were anywhere round4 ,no doubt he had been insolent1 but it would have been better to overlook it4 ,it pains me to report the events which took place when the master made his rash attempt to maintain his authority4 ,abner ,briggs1 ,junior1 was a great1 hulking fellow1 who had been bred to butchering1 but urged by his parents to attend school1 in order to learn the elegant accomplishments of reading and writing1 in which he was sadly deficient4 ,he was in the habit of talking and laughing pretty loud in school-hours1 of throwing wads of paper reduced to a pulp by a natural and easy process1 of occasional insolence and general negligence4 ,one of the soft1 but unpleasant missiles just alluded to1 flew by the master's head one morning1 and flattened itself against the wall1 where it adhered in the form of a convex mass in alto rilievo4 ,the master looked round and saw the young butcher's arm in an attitude which pointed to it unequivocally as the source from which the projectile had taken its flight4 ,master ,weeks turned pale4 ,he must lick ,abner ,briggs1 ,junior1 or abdicate4 ,so he determined to lick ,abner ,briggs1 ,junior4 ,come here1 ,sir6 he said2 you have insulted me and outraged the decency of the schoolroom often enough6 ,hold out your hand6 ,the young fellow grinned and held it out4 ,the master struck at it with his black ruler1 with a will in the blow and a snapping of the eyes1 as much as to say that he meant to make him smart this time4 ,the young fellow pulled his hand back as the ruler came down1 and the master hit himself a vicious blow with it on the right knee4 ,there are things no man can stand4 ,the master caught the refractory youth by the collar and began shaking him1 or rather shaking himself against him4 ,le' go o' that are coat1 naow1 said the fellow1 or ,i'll make ye6 ',t 'll take tew on ye t' handle me1 ,i tell ye1 'n' then ye cant dew it6--and the young pupil returned the master's attention by catching hold of his collar4 ,when it comes to that1 the best man1 not exactly in the moral sense1 but rather in the material1 and more especially the muscular point of view1 is very apt to have the best of it1 irrespectively of the merits of the case4 ,so it happened now4 ,the unfortunate schoolmaster found himself taking the measure of the sanded floor1 amid the general uproar of the school4 ,from that moment his ferule was broken1 and the school-committee very soon had a vacancy to fill4 ,master ,pigeon1 the successor of ,master ,weeks1 was of better stature1 but loosely put together1 and slender-limbed4 ,a dreadfully nervous kind of man he was1 walked on tiptoe1 started at sudden noises1 was distressed when he heard a whisper1 had a quick1 suspicious look1 and was always saying1 ,hush6 and putting his hands to his ears4 ,the boys were not long in finding out this nervous weakness1 of course4 ,in less than a week a regular system of torments was inaugurated1 full of the most diabolical malice and ingenuity4 ,the exercises of the conspirators varied from day to day1 but consisted mainly of foot-scraping1 solos on the slate-pencil1 7making it screech on the slate17 falling of heavy books1 attacks of coughing1 banging of desk-lids1 boot-creaking1 with sounds as of drawing a cork from time to time1 followed by suppressed chuckles4 ,master ,pigeon grew worse and worse under these inflictions4 ,the rascally boys always had an excuse for any one trick they were caught at4 ,couldn' help coughin'1 ,sir4 ,slipped out o' m' han'1 ,sir4 ,didn' go to1 ,sir4 ,didn' dew 't o' purpose1 ,sir4 ,and so on1--always the best of reasons for the most outrageous of behavior4 ,the master weighed himself at the grocer's on a platform-balance1 some ten days after he began keeping the school4 ,at the end of a week he weighed himself again4 ,he had lost two pounds4 ,at the end of another week he had lost five4 ,he made a little calculation1 based on these data1 from which he learned that in a certain number of months1 going on at this rate1 he should come to weigh precisely nothing at all2 and as this was a sum in subtraction he did not care to work out in practice1 ,master ,pigeon took to himself wings and left the school-committee in possession of a letter of resignation and a vacant place to fill once more4 ,this was the school to which ,mr4 ,bernard ,langdon found himself appointed as master4 ,he accepted the place conditionally1 with the understanding that he should leave it at the end of a month1 if he were tired of it4 ,the advent of ,master ,langdon to ,pigwacket ,centre created a much more lively sensation than had attended that of either of his predecessors4 ,looks go a good ways all the world over1 and though there were several good-looking people in the place1 and ,major ,bush was what the natives of the town called a hahnsome mahn1 that is1 big1 fat1 and red1 yet the sight of a really elegant young fellow1 with the natural air which grows up with carefully-bred young persons1 was a novelty4 ,the ,brahmin blood which came from his grandfather as well as from his mother1 a direct descendant of the old ,flynt family1 well known by the famous tutor1 ,henry ,flynt1 7see ,cat4 ,harv4 ,anno #afic17 had been enlivened and enriched by that of the ,wentworths1 which had had a good deal of ripe old ,madeira and other generous elements mingled with it1 so that it ran to gout sometimes in the old folks1 and to high spirit1 warm complexion1 and curly hair in some of the younger ones4 ,the soft curling hair ,mr4 ,bernard had inherited1--something1 perhaps1 of the high spirit2 but that we shall have a chance of finding out by-and-by4 ,but the long sermons and the frugal board of his ,brahmin ancestry1 with his own habits of study1 had told upon his color1 which was subdued to something more of delicacy than one would care to see in a young fellow with rough work before him4 ,this1 however1 made him look more interesting1 or1 as the young ladies at ,major ,bush's said1 interstin'4 ,when ,mr4 ,bernard showed himself at meeting1 on the first ,sunday after his arrival1 it may be supposed that a good many eyes were turned upon the young schoolmaster4 ,there was something heroic in his coming forward so readily to take a place which called for a strong hand1 and a prompt1 steady will to guide it4 ,in fact1 his position was that of a military chieftain on the eve of a battle4 ,everybody knew everything in ,pigwacket ,centre2 and it was an understood thing that the young rebels meant to put down the new master1 if they could4 ,it was natural that the two prettiest girls in the village1 called in the local dialect1 as nearly as our limited alphabet will represent it1 ,alminy ,cutterr1 and ,arvilly ,braowne1 should feel and express an interest in the good-looking stranger1 and that1 when their flattering comments were repeated in the hearing of their indigenous admirers1 among whom were some of the older boys of the school1 it should not add to the amiable dispositions of the turbulent youth4 ,monday came1 and the new schoolmaster was in his chair at the upper end of the schoolhouse1 on the raised platform4 ,the rustics looked at his handsome face1 thoughtful1 peaceful1 pleasant1 cheerful1 but sharply cut round the lips and proudly lighted about the eyes4 ,the ringleader of the mischief-makers1 the young butcher who has before figured in this narrative1 looked at him stealthily1 whenever he got a chance to study him unobserved2 for the truth was1 he felt uncomfortable1 whenever he found the large1 dark eyes fixed on his own little1 sharp1 deep-set1 gray ones4 ,but he found means to study him pretty well1--first his face1 then his neck and shoulders1 the set of his arms1 the narrowing at the loins1 the make of his legs1 and the way he moved4 ,in short1 he examined him as he would have examined a steer1 to see what he could do and how he would cut up4 ,if he could only have gone to him and felt of his muscles1 he would have been entirely satisfied4 ,he was not a very wise youth1 but he did know well enough1 that1 though big arms and legs are very good things1 there is something besides size that goes to make a man2 and he had heard stories of a fighting-man1 called ,the ,spider1 from his attenuated proportions1 who was yet a terrible hitter in the ring1 and had whipped many a big-limbed fellow in and out of the roped arena4 ,nothing could be smoother than the way in which everything went on for the first day or two4 ,the new master was so kind and courteous1 he seemed to take everything in such a natural1 easy way1 that there was no chance to pick a quarrel with him4 ,he in the mean time thought it best to watch the boys and young men for a day or two with as little show of authority as possible4 ,it was easy enough to see that he would have occasion for it before long4 ,the schoolhouse was a grim1 old1 red1 one-story building1 perched on a bare rock at the top of a hill1--partly because this was a conspicuous site for the temple of learning1 and partly because land is cheap where there is no chance even for rye or buckwheat1 and the very sheep find nothing to nibble4 ,about the little porch were carved initials and dates1 at various heights1 from the stature of nine to that of eighteen4 ,inside were old unpainted desks1--unpainted1 but browned with the umber of human contact1--and hacked by innumerable jackknives4 ,it was long since the walls had been whitewashed1 as might be conjectured by the various traces left upon them1 wherever idle hands or sleepy heads could reach them4 ,a curious appearance was noticeable on various higher parts of the wall1 namely1 a wart-like eruption1 as one would be tempted to call it1 being in reality a crop of the soft missiles before mentioned1 which1 adhering in considerable numbers1 and hardening after the usual fashion of papier mach1 formed at last permanent ornaments of the edifice4 ,the young master's quick eye soon noticed that a particular part of the wall was most favored with these ornamental appendages4 ,their position pointed sufficiently clearly to the part of the room they came from4 ,in fact1 there was a nest of young mutineers just there1 which must be broken up by a coup d'tat4 ,this was easily effected by redistributing the seats and arranging the scholars according to classes1 so that a mischievous fellow1 charged full of the rebellious imponderable1 should find himself between two non-conductors1 in the shape of small boys of studious habits4 ,it was managed quietly enough1 in such a plausible sort of way that its motive was not thought of4 ,but its effects were soon felt2 and then began a system of correspondence by signs1 and the throwing of little scrawls done up in pellets1 and announced by preliminary a'h'ms6 to call the attention of the distant youth addressed4 ,some of these were incendiary documents1 devoting the schoolmaster to the lower divinities1 as a ---- stuck-up dandy1 as a ---- purse-proud aristocrat1 as a ---- sight too big for his1 etc41 and holding him up in a variety of equally forcible phrases to the indignation of the youthful community of ,school ,district ,no4 #a1 ,pigwacket ,centre4 ,presently the draughtsman of the school set a caricature in circulation1 labelled1 to prevent mistakes1 with the schoolmaster's name4 ,an immense bell-crowned hat1 and a long1 pointed1 swallow-tailed coat showed that the artist had in his mind the conventional dandy1 as shown in prints of thirty or forty years ago1 rather than any actual human aspect of the time4 ,but it was passed round among the boys and made its laugh1 helping of course to undermine the master's authority1 as ,punch or the ,charivari takes the dignity out of an obnoxious minister4 ,one morning1 on going to the schoolroom1 ,master ,langdon found an enlarged copy of this sketch1 with its label1 pinned on the door4 ,he took it down1 smiled a little1 put it into his pocket1 and entered the schoolroom4 ,an insidious silence prevailed1 which looked as if some plot were brewing4 ,the boys were ripe for mischief1 but afraid4 ,they had really no fault to find with the master1 except that he was dressed like a gentleman1 which a certain class of fellows always consider a personal insult to themselves4 ,but the older ones were evidently plotting1 and more than once the warning a'h'm6 was heard1 and a dirty little scrap of paper rolled into a wad shot from one seat to another4 ,one of these happened to strike the stove-funnel1 and lodged on the master's desk4 ,he was cool enough not to seem to notice it4 ,he secured it1 however1 and found an opportunity to look at it1 without being observed by the boys4 ,it required no immediate notice4 ,he who should have enjoyed the privilege of looking upon ,mr4 ,bernard ,langdon the next morning1 when his toilet was about half finished1 would have had a very pleasant gratuitous exhibition4 ,first he buckled the strap of his trousers pretty tightly4 ,then he took up a pair of heavy dumb-bells1 and swung them for a few minutes2 then two great ,indian clubs1 with which he enacted all sorts of impossible-looking feats4 ,his limbs were not very large1 nor his shoulders remarkably broad2 but if you knew as much of the muscles as all persons who look at statues and pictures with a critical eye ought to have learned1--if you knew the trapezius1 lying diamond-shaped over the back and shoulders like a monk's cowl1--or the deltoid1 which caps the shoulders like an epaulette1--or the triceps1 which furnishes the calf of the upper arm1--or the hard-knotted biceps1--any of the great sculptural landmarks1 in fact1--you would have said there was a pretty show of them1 beneath the white satiny skin of ,mr4 ,bernard ,langdon4 ,and if you had seen him1 when he had laid down the ,indian clubs1 catch hold of a leather strap that hung from the beam of the old-fashioned ceiling1 and lift and lower himself over and over again by his left hand alone1 you might have thought it a very simple and easy thing to do1 until you tried to do it yourself4--,mr4 ,bernard looked at himself with the eye of an expert4 ,pretty well6 he said2--not so much fallen off as ,i expected4 ,then he set up his bolster in a very knowing sort of way1 and delivered two or three blows straight as rulers and swift as winks4 ,that will do1 he said4 ,then1 as if determined to make a certainty of his condition1 he took a dynamometer from one of the drawers in his old veneered bureau4 ,first he squeezed it with his two hands4 ,then he placed it on the floor and lifted1 steadily1 strongly4 ,the springs creaked and cracked2 the index swept with a great stride far up into the high figures of the scale2 it was a good lift4 ,he was satisfied4 ,he sat down on the edge of his bed and looked at his cleanly-shaped arms4 ,if ,i strike one of those boobies1 ,i am afraid ,i shall spoil him1 he said4 ,yet this young man1 when weighed with his class at the college1 could barely turn one hundred and forty-two pounds in the scale1--not a heavy weight1 surely2 but some of the middle weights1 as the present ,english champion1 for instance1 seem to be of a far finer quality of muscle than the bulkier fellows4 ,the master took his breakfast with a good appetite that morning1 but was perhaps rather more quiet than usual4 ,after breakfast he went up-stairs and put on a light loose frock1 instead of his usual dress-coat1 which was a close-fitting and rather stylish one4 ,on his way to school he met ,alminy ,cutterr1 who happened to be walking in the other direction4 ,good morning1 ,miss ,cutterr1 he said2 for she and another young lady had been introduced to him1 on a former occasion1 in the usual phrase of polite society in presenting ladies to gentlemen1--,mr4 ,langdon1 let me make y' acquainted with ,miss ,cutterr2--let me make y' acquainted with ,miss ,braowne4 ,so he said1 ,good morning2 to which she replied1 ,good mornin'1 ,mr4 ,langdon4 ,haow's your halth8 ,the answer to this question ought naturally to have been the end of the talk2 but ,alminy ,cutterr lingered and looked as if she had something more on her mind4 ,a young fellow does not require a great experience to read a simple country-girl's face as if it were a signboard4 ,alminy was a good soul1 with red cheeks and bright eyes1 kind-hearted as she could be1 and it was out of the question for her to hide her thoughts or feelings like a fine lady4 ,her bright eyes were moist and her red cheeks paler than their wont1 as she said1 with her lips quivering1--,oh1 ,mr4 ,langdon1 them boys'll be the death of ye1 if ye don't take car6 ,why1 what's the matter1 my dear8 said ,mr4 ,bernard4--,don't think there was anything very odd in that my dear1 at the second interview with a village belle2--some of those woman-tamers call a girl ,my dear1 after five minutes' acquaintance1 and it sounds all right as they say it4 ,but you had better not try it at a venture4 ,it sounded all right to ,alminy1 as ,mr4 ,bernard said it4--,i'll tell ye what's the mahtterr1 she said1 in a frightened voice4 ,ahbner's go'n' to car' his dog1 'n' he'll set him on ye 'z sure 'z y' 'r' alive4 ',t's the same cretur that haf eat up ,eben ,squires's little ,jo1 a year come nex' ,fastday4 ,now this last statement was undoubtedly overcolored2 as little ,jo ,squires was running about the village1--with an ugly scar on his arm1 it is true1 where the beast had caught him with his teeth1 on the occasion of the child's taking liberties with him1 as he had been accustomed to do with a good-tempered ,newfoundland dog1 who seemed to like being pulled and hauled round by children4 ,after this the creature was commonly muzzled1 and1 as he was fed on raw meat chiefly1 was always ready for a fight1--which he was occasionally indulged in1 when anything stout enough to match him could be found in any of the neighboring villages4 ,tiger1 or1 more briefly1 ,tige1 the property of ,abner ,briggs1 ,junior1 belonged to a species not distinctly named in scientific books1 but well known to our country-folks under the name ,yallah dog4 ,they do not use this expression as they would say black dog or white dog1 but with almost as definite a meaning as when they speak of a terrier or a spaniel4 ,a yallah dog is a large canine brute1 of a dingy old-flannel color1 of no particular breed except his own1 who hangs round a tavern or a butcher's shop1 or trots alongside of a team1 looking as if he were disgusted with the world1 and the world with him4 ,our inland population1 while they tolerate him1 speak of him with contempt4 ,old ----1 of ,meredith ,bridge1 used to twit the sun for not shining on cloudy days1 swearing1 that1 if he hung up his yallah dog1 he would make a better show of daylight4 ,a country fellow1 abusing a horse of his neighbor's1 vowed1 that1 if he had such a hoss1 he'd swap him for a 'yallah dog1'--and then shoot the dog4 ,tige was an ill-conditioned brute by nature1 and art had not improved him by cropping his ears and tail and investing him with a spiked collar4 ,he bore on his person1 also1 various not ornamental scars1 marks of old battles2 for ,tige had fight in him1 as was said before1 and as might be guessed by a certain bluntness about the muzzle1 with a projection of the lower jaw1 which looked as if there might be a bull-dog stripe among the numerous bar-sinisters of his lineage4 ,it was hardly fair1 however1 to leave ,alminy ,cutterr waiting while this piece of natural history was telling4--,as she spoke of little ,jo1 who had been haf eat up by ,tige1 she could not contain her sympathies1 and began to cry4 ,why1 my dear little soul1 said ,mr4 ,bernard1 what are you worried about8 ,i used to play with a bear when ,i was a boy2 and the bear used to hug me1 and ,i used to kiss him1----so6 ,it was too bad of ,mr4 ,bernard1 only the second time he had seen ,alminy2 but her kind feelings had touched him1 and that seemed the most natural way of expressing his gratitude4 ,alminy looked round to see if anybody was near2 she saw nobody1 so of course it would do no good to holler4 ,she saw nobody2 but a stout young fellow1 leading a yellow dog1 muzzled1 saw her through a crack in a pickd fence1 not a great way off the road4 ,many a year he had been hangin' 'raoun' ,alminy1 and never did he see any encouraging look1 or hear any ,behave1 naow6 or ,come1 naow1 a'n't ye 'shamed8 or other forbidding phrase of acquiescence1 such as village belles understand as well as ever did the nymph who fled to the willows in the eclogue we all remember4 ,no wonder he was furious1 when he saw the schoolmaster1 who had never seen the girl until within a week1 touching with his lips those rosy cheeks which he had never dared to approach4 ,but that was all2 it was a sudden impulse2 and the master turned away from the young girl1 laughing1 and telling her not to fret herself about him1--he would take care of himself4 ,so ,master ,langdon walked on toward his schoolhouse1 not displeased1 perhaps1 with his little adventure1 nor immensely elated by it2 for he was one of the natural class of the sex-subduers1 and had had many a smile without asking1 which had been denied to the feeble youth who try to win favor by pleading their passion in rhyme1 and even to the more formidable approaches of young officers in volunteer companies1 considered by many to be quite irresistible to the fair who have once beheld them from their windows in the epaulettes and plumes and sashes of the ,pigwacket ,invincibles1 or the ,hackmatack ,rangers4 ,master ,langdon took his seat and began the exercises of his school4 ,the smaller boys recited their lessons well enough1 but some of the larger ones were negligent and surly4 ,he noticed one or two of them looking toward the door1 as if expecting somebody or something in that direction4 ,at half past nine o'clock1 ,abner ,briggs1 ,junior1 who had not yet shown himself1 made his appearance4 ,he was followed by his yallah dog1 without his muzzle1 who squatted down very grimly near the door1 and gave a wolfish look round the room1 as if he were considering which was the plumpest boy to begin with4 ,the young butcher1 meanwhile1 went to his seat1 looking somewhat flushed1 except round the lips1 which were hardly as red as common1 and set pretty sharply4 ,put out that dog1 ,abner ,briggs6--,the master spoke as the captain speaks to the helmsman1 when there are rocks foaming at the lips1 right under his lee4 ,abner ,briggs answered as the helmsman answers1 when he knows he has a mutinous crew round him that mean to run the ship on the reef1 and is one of the mutineers himself4 ,put him aout y'rself1 'f ye a'n't afeard on him6 ,the master stepped into the aisle4 ,the great cur showed his teeth1--and the devilish instincts of his old wolf-ancestry looked out of his eyes1 and flashed from his sharp tusks1 and yawned in his wide mouth and deep red gullet4 ,the movements of animals are so much quicker than those of human beings commonly are1 that they avoid blows as easily as one of us steps out of the way of an ox-cart4 ,it must be a very stupid dog that lets himself be run over by a fast driver in his gig2 he can jump out of the wheel's way after the tire has already touched him4 ,so1 while one is lifting a stick to strike or drawing back his foot to kick1 the beast makes his spring1 and the blow or the kick comes too late4 ,it was not so this time4 ,the master was a fencer1 and something of a boxer2 he had played at single-stick1 and was used to watching an adversary's eye and coming down on him without any of those premonitory symptoms by which unpractised persons show long beforehand what mischief they meditate4 ,out with you6 he said1 fiercely1--and explained what he meant by a sudden flash of his foot that clashed the yellow dog's white teeth together like the springing of a bear-trap4 ,the cur knew he had found his master at the first word and glance1 as low animals on four legs1 or a smaller number1 always do2 and the blow took him so by surprise1 that it curled him up in an instant1 and he went bundling out of the open schoolhouse-door with a most pitiable yelp1 and his stump of a tail shut down as close as his owner ever shut the short1 stubbed blade of his jacknife4 ,it was time for the other cur to find who his master was4 ,follow your dog1 ,abner ,briggs6 said ,master ,langdon4 ,the stout butcher-youth looked round1 but the rebels were all cowed and sat still4 ,i'll go when ,i'm ready1 he said1--'n' ,i guess ,i won't go afore ,i'm ready4 ,you're ready now1 said ,master ,langdon1 turning up his cuffs so that the little boys noticed the yellow gleam of a pair of gold sleeve-buttons1 once worn by ,colonel ,percy ,wentworth1 famous in the ,old ,french ,war4 ,abner ,briggs1 ,junior1 did not apparently think he was ready1 at any rate2 for he rose up in his place1 and stood with clenched fists1 defiant1 as the master strode towards him4 ,the master knew the fellow was really frightened1 for all his looks1 and that he must have no time to rally4 ,so he caught him suddenly by the collar1 and1 with one great pull1 had him out over his desk and on the open floor4 ,he gave him a sharp fling backwards and stood looking at him4 ,the rough-and-tumble fighters all clinch1 as everybody knows2 and ,abner ,briggs1 ,junior1 was one of that kind4 ,he remembered how he had floored ,master ,weeks1 and he had just spunk enough left in him to try to repeat his former successful experiment on the new master4 ,he sprang at him1 open-handed1 to clutch him4 ,so the master had to strike1--once1 but very hard1 and just in the place to tell4 ,no doubt1 the authority that doth hedge a schoolmaster added to the effect of the blow2 but the blow was itself a neat one1 and did not require to be repeated4 ,now go home1 said the master1 and don't let me see you or your dog here again4 ,and he turned his cuffs down again over the gold sleeve-buttons4 ,this finished the great ,pigwacket ,centre ,school rebellion4 ,what could be done with a master who was so pleasant as long as the boys behaved decently1 and such a terrible fellow when he got riled1 as they called it8 ,in a week's time1 everything was reduced to order1 and the school-committee were delighted4 ,the master1 however1 had received a proposition so much more agreeable and advantageous1 that he informed the committee he should leave at the end of his month1 having in his eye a sensible and energetic young college-graduate who would be willing and fully competent to take his place4 ,so1 at the expiration of the appointed time1 ,bernard ,langdon1 late master of the ,school ,district ,no4 #a1 ,pigwacket ,centre1 took his departure from that place for another locality1 whither we shall follow him1 carrying with him the regrets of the committee1 of most of the scholars1 and of several young ladies2 also two locks of hair1 sent unbeknown to payrents1 one dark and one warmish auburn1 inscribed with the respective initials of ,alminy ,cutterr and ,arvilly ,braowne4 ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,,the ,,moth ,,flies ,,into ,,the ,,candle4 ,the invitation which ,mr4 ,bernard ,langdon had accepted came from the ,board of ,trustees of the ,apollinean ,female ,institute1 a school for the education of young ladies1 situated in the flourishing town of ,rockland4 ,this was an establishment on a considerable scale1 in which a hundred scholars or thereabouts were taught the ordinary ,english branches1 several of the modern languages1 something of ,latin1 if desired1 with a little natural philosophy1 metaphysics1 and rhetoric1 to finish off with in the last year1 and music at any time when they would pay for it4 ,at the close of their career in the ,institute1 they were submitted to a grand public examination1 and received diplomas tied in blue ribbons1 which proclaimed them with a great flourish of capitals to be graduates of the ,apollinean ,female ,institute4 ,rockland was a town of no inconsiderable pretensions4 ,it was ennobled by lying at the foot of a mountain1--called by the working-folks of the place the maounting1--which sufficiently showed that it was the principal high land of the district in which it was situated4 ,it lay to the south of this1 and basked in the sunshine as ,italy stretches herself before the ,alps4 ,to pass from the town of ,tamarack on the north of the mountain to ,rockland on the south was like crossing from ,coire to ,chiavenna4 ,there is nothing gives glory and grandeur and romance and mystery to a place like the impending presence of a high mountain4 ,our beautiful ,northampton with its fair meadows and noble stream is lovely enough1 but owes its surpassing attraction to those twin summits which brood over it like living presences1 looking down into its streets as if they were its tutelary divinities1 dressing and undressing their green shrines1 robing themselves in jubilant sunshine or in sorrowing clouds1 and doing penance in the snowy shroud of winter1 as if they had living hearts under their rocky ribs and changed their mood like the children of the soil at their feet1 who grow up under their almost parental smiles and frowns4 ,happy is the child whose first dreams of heaven are blended with the evening glories of ,mount ,holyoke1 when the sun is firing its treetops1 and gilding the white walls that mark its one human dwelling6 ,if the other and the wilder of the twain has a scowl of terror in its overhanging brows1 yet is it a pleasing fear to look upon its savage solitudes through the barred nursery-windows in the heart of the sweet1 companionable village4--,and how the mountains love their children6 ,the sea is of a facile virtue1 and will run to kiss the first comer in any port he visits2 but the chaste mountains sit apart1 and show their faces only in the midst of their own families4 ,the ,mountain that kept watch to the north of ,rockland lay waste and almost inviolate through much of its domain4 ,the catamount still glared from the branches of its old hemlocks on the lesser beasts that strayed beneath him4 ,it was not long since a wolf had wandered down1 famished in the winter's dearth1 and left a few bones and some tufts of wool of what had been a lamb in the morning4 ,nay1 there were broad-footed tracks in the snow only two years previously1 which could not be mistaken2--the black bear alone could have set that plantigrade seal1 and little children must come home early from school and play1 for he is an indiscriminate feeder when he is hungry1 and a little child would not come amiss when other game was wanting4 ,but these occasional visitors may have been mere wanderers1 which1 straying along in the woods by day1 and perhaps stalking through the streets of still villages by night1 had worked their way along down from the ragged mountain-spurs of higher latitudes4 ,the one feature of ,the ,mountain that shed the brownest horror on its woods was the existence of the terrible region known as ,rattlesnake ,ledge1 and still tenanted by those damnable reptiles1 which distil a fiercer venom under our cold northern sky than the cobra himself in the land of tropical spices and poisons4 ,from the earliest settlement of the place1 this fact had been1 next to the ,indians1 the reigning nightmare of the inhabitants4 ,it was easy enough1 after a time1 to drive away the savages2 for a screeching ,indian ,divell1 as our fathers called him1 could not crawl into the crack of a rock to escape from his pursuers4 ,but the venomous population of ,rattlesnake ,ledge had a ,gibraltar for their fortress that might have defied the siege-train dragged to the walls of ,sebastopol4 ,in its deep embrasures and its impregnable casemates they reared their families1 they met in love or wrath1 they twined together in family knots1 they hissed defiance in hostile clans1 they fed1 slept1 hybernated1 and in due time died in peace4 ,many a foray had the town's-people made1 and many a stuffed skin was shown as a trophy1--nay1 there were families where the children's first toy was made from the warning appendage that once vibrated to the wrath of one of these cruel serpents4 ,sometimes one of them1 coaxed out by a warm sun1 would writhe himself down the hillside into the roads1 up the walks that led to houses1--worse than this1 into the long grass1 where the bare-footed mowers would soon pass with their swinging scythes1--more rarely into houses1--and on one memorable occasion1 early in the last century1 into the meeting-house1 where he took a position on the pulpit-stairs1--as is narrated in the ,account of ,some ,remarkable ,providences1 etc41 where it is suggested that a strong tendency of the ,rev4 ,didymus ,bean1 the ,minister at that time1 towards the ,arminian ,heresy may have had something to do with it1 and that the ,serpent supposed to have been killed on the ,pulpit-,stairs was a false show of the ,dmon's ,contrivance1 he having come in to listen to a ,discourse which was a sweet ,savour in his ,nostrils1 and1 of course1 not being capable of being killed ,himself4 ,others said1 however1 that1 though there was good ,reason to think it was a ,dmon1 yet he did come with ,intent to bite the ,heel of that faithful ,servant1--etc4 ,one ,gilson is said to have died of the bite of a rattlesnake in this town early in the present century4 ,after this there was a great snake-hunt1 in which very many of these venomous beasts were killed1--one in particular1 said to have been as big round as a stout man's arm1 and to have had no less than forty joints to his rattle1--indicating1 according to some1 that he had lived forty years1 but1 if we might put any faith in the ,indian tradition1 that he had killed forty human beings1--an idle fancy1 clearly4 ,this hunt1 however1 had no permanent effect in keeping down the serpent population4 ,viviparous creatures are a kind of specie-paying lot1 but oviparous ones only give their notes1 as it were1 for a future brood1--an egg being1 so to speak1 a promise to pay a young one by-and-by1 if nothing happen4 ,now the domestic habits of the rattlesnake are not studied very closely1 for obvious reasons2 but it is1 no doubt1 to all intents and purposes oviparous4 ,consequently it has large families1 and is not easy to kill out4 ,in the year #ahd-1 a melancholy proof was afforded to the inhabitants of ,rockland1 that the brood which infested ,the ,mountain was not extirpated4 ,a very interesting young married woman1 detained at home at the time by the state of her health1 was bitten in the entry of her own house by a rattlesnake which had found its way down from ,the ,mountain4 ,owing to the almost instant employment of powerful remedies1 the bite did not prove immediately fatal2 but she died within a few months of the time when she was bitten4 ,all this seemed to throw a lurid kind of shadow over ,the ,mountain4 ,yet1 as many years passed without any accident1 people grew comparatively careless1 and it might rather be said to add a fearful kind of interest to the romantic hillside1 that the banded reptiles1 which had been the terror of the red men for nobody knows how many thousand years1 were there still1 with the same poison-bags and spring-teeth at the white men's service1 if they meddled with them4 ,the other natural features of ,rockland were such as many of our pleasant country-towns can boast of4 ,a brook came tumbling down the mountain-side and skirted the most thickly settled portion of the village4 ,in the parts of its course where it ran through the woods1 the water looked almost as brown as coffee flowing from its urn1--to say like smoky quartz would perhaps give a better idea1--but in the open plain it sparkled over the pebbles white as a queen's diamonds4 ,there were huckleberry-pastures on the lower flanks of ,the ,mountain1 with plenty of the sweet-scented bayberry mingled with the other bushes4 ,in other fields grew great store of high-bush blackberries4 ,along the road-side were barberry-bushes1 hung all over with bright red coral pendants in autumn and far into the winter4 ,then there were swamps set thick with dingy-leaved alders1 where the three-leaved arum and the skunk's-cabbage grew broad and succulent1--shelving down into black boggy pools here and there1 at the edge of which the green frog1 stupidest of his tribe1 sat waiting to be victimized by boy or snapping-turtle long after the shy and agile leopard-frog had taken the six-foot spring that plumped him into the middle of the pool4 ,and on the neighboring banks the maiden-hair spread its flat disk of embroidered fronds on the wire-like stem that glistened brown and polished as the darkest tortoise-shell1 and pale violets1 cheated by the cold skies of their hues and perfume1 sunned themselves like white-cheeked invalids4 ,over these rose the old forest-trees1--the maple1 scarred with the wounds that had drained away its sweet life-blood1--the beech1 its smooth gray bark mottled so as to look like the body of one of those great snakes of old that used to frighten armies1--always the mark of lovers' knives1 as in the days of ,musidora and her swain1--the yellow birch1 rough as the breast of ,silenus in old marbles1--the wild cherry1 its little bitter fruit lying unheeded at its foot1--and1 soaring over all1 the huge1 coarse-barked1 splintery-limbed1 dark-mantled hemlock1 in the depths of whose arial solitudes the crow brooded on her nest unscared1 and the gray squirrel lived unharmed till his incisors grew to look like ram's-horns4 ,rockland would have been but half a town without its pond2 ,quinnepeg ,pond was the name of it1 but the young ladies of the ,apollinean ,institute were very anxious that it should be called ,crystalline ,lake4 ,it was here that the young folks used to sail in summer and skate in winter2 here1 too1 those queer1 old1 rum-scented1 good-for-nothing1 lazy1 story-telling1 half-vagabonds1 that sawed a little wood or dug a few potatoes now and then under the pretence of working for their living1 used to go and fish through the ice for pickerel every winter4 ,and here those three young people were drowned1 a few summers ago1 by the upsetting of a sail-boat in a sudden flaw of wind4 ,there is not one of these smiling ponds that has not devoured more youths and maidens than any of those monsters the ancients used to tell such lies about4 ,but it was a pretty pond1 and never looked more innocent--so the native bard of ,rockland said in his elegy--than on the morning when they found ,sarah ,jane and ,ellen ,maria floating among the lily-pads4 ,the ,apollinean ,institute1 or ,institoot1 as it was more commonly called1 was1 in the language of its ,prospectus1 a first-class ,educational ,establishment4 ,it employed a considerable corps of instructors to rough out and finish the hundred young lady scholars it sheltered beneath its roof4 ,first1 ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,peckham1 the ,principal and the ,matron of the school4 ,silas ,peckham was a thorough ,yankee1 born on a windy part of the coast1 and reared chiefly on salt-fish4 ,everybody knows the type of ,yankee produced by this climate and diet3 thin1 as if he had been split and dried2 with an ashen kind of complexion1 like the tint of the food he is made of2 and about as sharp1 tough1 juiceless1 and biting to deal with as the other is to the taste4 ,silas ,peckham kept a young ladies' school exactly as he would have kept a hundred head of cattle1--for the simple1 unadorned purpose of making just as much money in just as few years as could be safely done4 ,of course the great problem was1 to feed these hundred hungry misses at the cheapest practicable rate1 precisely as it would be with the cattle4 ,so that ,mr4 ,peckham gave very little personal attention to the department of instruction1 but was always busy with contracts for flour and potatoes1 beef and pork1 and other nutritive staples1 the amount of which required for such an establishment was enough to frighten a quartermaster4 ,mrs4 ,peckham was from the ,west1 raised on ,indian corn and pork1 which give a fuller outline and a more humid temperament1 but may perhaps be thought to render people a little coarse-fibred4 ,her speciality was to look after the feathering1 cackling1 roosting1 rising1 and general behavior of these hundred chicks4 ,an honest1 ignorant woman1 she could not have passed an examination in the youngest class4 ,so this distinguished institution was under the charge of a commissary and a housekeeper1 and its real business was feeding girls to grain1 roots1 and meats1 under cover1 and making money by it4 ,connected with this1 however1 was the incidental fact1 which the public took for the principal one1 namely1 the business of instruction4 ,mr4 ,peckham knew well enough that it was just as well to have good instructors as bad ones1 so far as cost was concerned1 and a great deal better for the reputation of his feeding-establishment4 ,so he tried to get the best he could without paying too much1 and1 having got them1 to screw all the work out of them that could possibly be extracted4 ,there was a master for the ,english branches1 with a young lady assistant4 ,there was another young lady who taught ,french1 of the ahvahng and pahndahng style1 which does not exactly smack of the asphalte of the ,boulevard trottoirs4 ,there was also a ,german teacher of music1 who sometimes helped in ,french of the ahfaung and bauntaung style1--so that1 between the two1 the young ladies could hardly have been mistaken for ,parisians1 by a ,committee of the ,french ,academy4 ,the ,german teacher also taught a ,latin class after his fashion1--benna1 a ben1 gahboot1 a head1 and so forth4 ,the master for the ,english branches had lately left the school for private reasons1 which need not be here mentioned1--but he had gone1 at any rate1 and it was his place which had been offered to ,mr4 ,bernard ,langdon4 ,the offer came just in season1--as1 for various causes1 he was willing to leave the place where he had begun his new experience4 ,it was on a fine morning1 that ,mr4 ,bernard1 ushered in by ,mr4 ,peckham1 made his appearance in the great schoolroom of the ,apollinean ,institute4 ,a general rustle ran all round the seats when the handsome young man was introduced4 ,the principal carried him to the desk of the young lady ,english assistant1 ,miss ,darley by name1 and introduced him to her4 ,there was not a great deal of study done that day4 ,the young lady assistant had to point out to the new master the whole routine in which the classes were engaged when their late teacher left1 and which had gone on as well as it could since4 ,then ,master ,langdon had a great many questions to ask1 some relating to his new duties1 and some1 perhaps1 implying a degree of curiosity not very unnatural under the circumstances4 ,the truth is1 the general effect of the schoolroom1 with its scores of young girls1 all their eyes naturally centring on him with fixed or furtive glances1 was enough to bewilder and confuse a young man like ,master ,langdon1 though he was not destitute of self-possession1 as we have already seen4 ,you cannot get together a hundred girls1 taking them as they come1 from the comfortable and affluent classes1 probably anywhere1 certainly not in ,new ,england1 without seeing a good deal of beauty4 ,in fact1 we very commonly mean by beauty the way young girls look when there is nothing to hinder their looking as ,nature meant them to4 ,and the great schoolroom of the ,apollinean ,institute did really make so pretty a show on the morning when ,master ,langdon entered it1 that he might be pardoned for asking ,miss ,darley more questions about his scholars than about their lessons4 ,there were girls of all ages3 little creatures1 some pallid and delicate-looking1 the offspring of invalid parents1--much given to books1 not much to mischief1 commonly spoken of as particularly good children1 and contrasted with another sort1 girls of more vigorous organization1 who were disposed to laughing and play1 and required a strong hand to manage them2--then young growing misses of every shade of ,saxon complexion1 and here and there one of more ,southern hue3 blondes1 some of them so translucent-looking1 that it seemed as if you could see the souls in their bodies1 like bubbles in glass1 if souls were objects of sight2 brunettes1 some with rose-red colors1 and some with that swarthy hue which often carries with it a heavily-shaded lip1 and which with pure outlines and outspoken reliefs gives us some of our handsomest women1--the women whom ornaments of pure gold adorn more than any other parures2 and again1 but only here and there1 one with dark hair and gray or blue eyes1 a ,celtic type1 perhaps1 but found in our native stock occasionally2 rarest of all1 a light-haired girl with dark eyes1 hazel1 brown1 or of the color of that mountain-brook spoken of in this chapter1 where it ran through shadowy woodlands4 ,with these were to be seen at intervals some of maturer years1 full-blown flowers among the opening buds1 with that conscious look upon their faces which so many women wear during the period when they never meet a single man without having his monosyllable ready for him1--tied as they are1 poor things6 on the rock of expectation1 each of them an ,andromeda waiting for her ,perseus4 ,who is that girl in ringlets1--the fourth in the third row on the right8 said ,master ,langdon4 ,charlotte ,ann ,wood1 said ,miss ,darley2--writes very pretty poems4 ,oh6--,and the pink one1 three seats from her8 ,looks bright2 anything in her8 ,emma ,dean1--day-scholar1--,squire ,dean's daughter1--nice girl1--second medal last year4 ,the master asked these two questions in a careless kind of way1 and did not seem to pay any too much attention to the answers4 ,and who and what is that1 he said1--sitting a little apart there1--that strange1 wild-looking girl8 ,this time he put the real question he wanted answered2--the other two were asked at random1 as masks for the third4 ,the lady-teacher's face changed2--one would have said she was frightened or troubled4 ,she looked at the girl doubtfully1 as if she might hear the master's question and its answer4 ,but the girl did not look up2--she was winding a gold chain about her wrist1 and then uncoiling it1 as if in a kind of reverie4 ,miss ,darley drew close to the master and placed her hand so as to hide her lips4 ,don't look at her as if we were talking about her1 she whispered softly2--that is ,elsie ,venner4 ,,mexico4 ,a certain immortal fool1 who had1 like most admitted fools1 great wisdom1 once said1 that the number of truces between the ,christians and ,saracens in ,palestine made an old man of him2 for he had known three of them1 so that he must be at least one hundred and fifty years old4 ,the saying occurs in a romance1 to be sure1 but one which is not half so romantic as the best-accredited decade of ,titus ,livius1 and is quite as authentic as most of what ,sir ,archibald ,alison says1 when he writes on the ,united ,states4 ,what ,palestine and the ,crusades were to the witty son of ,witless1 ,mexico and her politics are to moderns1 not even excepting the predestined devourers of the ,aztec land1 who ought to know something of the country they purpose bringing within the full light of civilization through the aid of slaughter and slavery4 ,there are some myriads of ,americans of the ,north yet living1 and who entertain not the remotest idea of dying1 who remember ,mexico as a ,spanish dependency quite as submissive to ,viceroy ,iturrigaray as ,cuba is now to ,captain-,general ,serrano2 and who have seen her both an ,empire and a ,republic1 and the theatre of more revolutions than ,england has known since the days of the ,octarchy4 ,the mere thought of the changes that have occurred there bewilders the mind2 and the inhabitants of orderly countries1 whether that order be the consequence of despotism or of constitutionalism1 wonder that society should continue to exist in a country where government appears to be unknown4 ,less than fifty years cover the time between the appearance of ,hidalgo and that of ,miramon2 and between the dates of the leaderships of the two men1 ,mexico has had an army of generals1 of whom little is now known beyond their names4 ,hidalgo1 ,morelos1 ,mina1 ,bravo1 ,iturbide1 ,guerrero1 ,bustamente1 ,victoria1 ,pedraza1 ,gomez ,farias1 ,paredes1 and ,herrera1--such are the names that were once familiar to our countrymen in connection with ,mexican affairs4 ,we have now a new race of ,mexican chiefs1--,alvarez1 ,comonfort1 ,zuloaga1 ,uraga1 ,juarez1 ,vidaurri1 ,haro y ,tamariz1 ,degollado1 and ,miramon4 ,some of these last-named chiefs might1 perhaps1 be classed with those first named1 from years and services2 but whatever of political importance they have belongs to the present time2 and the most important man of them all1 ,miramon1 is said to be very young1 and was not born until many years after the last vestiges of the vice-regal rule had been removed4 ,santa ,aa1 but for his shifting round so often1--now an absolute ruler1 and then an absolute runaway1 yet ever contriving to get the better of his antagonists1 whether they happen to be clever ,mexicans or dull ,americans1--might be called the isthmus that connects the first generation of leaders with that which now misleads his country4 ,santa ,aa's public life synchronizes with the independence of ,mexico of foreign rule1 and his career can hardly be pronounced at an end4 ,it would be of the nature of a newspaper coincidence1 were he to know his last of earth at the very time when1 by all indications1 ,mexico stands in greater danger of losing her national life than she has known since the day when ,barradas was sent to play the part of ,corts1 but proved himself not quite equal to that of ,narvaez4 ,santa ,aa owed much of his power to his victory over the ,spaniards in #ahcj1 though pestilence did half the work to his hand2 and perhaps no better evidence of the hatred of the ,mexicans for ,spanish rule can be adduced1 than the hold which he has maintained over their minds1 in consequence of the part he took in overthrowing that rule1 and in rendering its return impossible4 ,provoked by the anarchy which has so long existed in ,mexico1 ,american writers1 and writers of other countries1 have sometimes contrasted the condition of that nation with the order that prevailed there during the ,spanish ascendency1 and it is not uncommon to hear ,americans say that the worst thing that ever happened to the ,mexicans was the overthrow of that ascendency4 ,they forget that the causes of ,mexican anarchy were of ,spanish creation1 and that it must have exhibited itself1 all the same1 if ,mexico had not achieved her independence4 ,the shock caused by the seizure of the ,spanish throne by ,napoleon ,i4 led to that war against the ,spaniards in ,mexico which prematurely broke out in #ahaj1 and which was of the nature of a ,jacquerie1 but which would have been completely successful1 had ,hidalgo been equal to his position4 ,it had been intended that the blow should be struck against the ,gachupines1--,european ,spaniards1 or persons of pure ,spanish blood1--who were partisans of ,spain1 whether ,spain were ruled by ,bourbons or ,bonapartes2 and it was to have been delivered by the ,creoles1 who remained faithful to the ,house of ,bourbon4 ,circumstances caused the ,indian races to commence the war1 and this was fatal to the original project1 as it led to the union of both ,spaniards and ,creoles against the followers of ,hidalgo4 ,the army with which ,calleja overthrew the forces of ,hidalgo was an army of ,creoles4 ,it was composed of the very men who would have been foremost in putting down the ,spaniards1 if the ,indians had remained quiet4 ,from that time dates the disorder of ,mexico1 which has ever since continued1 though at intervals the country has known short periods of comparative repose4 ,in #ahaa ,morelos was the most conspicuous of the insurgent chiefs1 and the next year he was successful in several engagements2 and it was not until the end of #ahae that he fell into the hands of his enemies1 by whom he was shot1 sharing the fate of ,hidalgo4 ,during the four years that he led the people1 efforts were made to settle the controversy on an equitable basis that would have left the ,king of ,spain master of ,mexico2 but the pride of the ,spaniards would not allow them to listen to justice4 ,they acted in ,mexico as their ancestors had acted in the ,netherlands4 ,it is the chief characteristic of the ,spaniard1 that1 in dealing with foreigners1 he always assumes a ,roman-like superiority1 without possessing the ,roman's sense and shrewdness4 ,the treatment of the ,capuans by the ,romans1 as told by ,livy in his narrative of the ,hannibalian ,war1 might be read as a history of the manner in which the ,spaniards ever treat rebels2 and never did they behave more cruelly than they behaved toward the ,mexicans in the last days of the viceroys4 ,this fact is to be borne in mind1 when we think of the sanguinary character of ,mexican contests2 for that character originated in the action of the ,spaniards during their struggles with the ,patriots4 ,the latter were not faultless1 but they often exhibited a generosity and a self-denial that promised much for the future of their country1 which promise would have been realized but for the ferocious tone of the warfare of the old governing race4 ,the ,spaniards were ultimately beaten1 but they left behind them an evil that marred the victory of the ,patriots1 and which has done much to prevent it from proving useful to those who obtained it at great cost to themselves and their country4 ,the defeat and death of ,morelos proved fatal1 for the time1 to regular opposition on the part of the ,patriots1 and it was not until the arrival of ,mina in ,mexico that they renewed the war in force4 ,this was in ,april1 #ahag2 and ,mina was defeated and put to death in seven months after he landed4 ,at the beginning of #ahah1 the viceroy ,apodaca announced to the home government1 that he would be answerable for the safety of ,mexico without a single additional soldier being sent out to reinforce the armies that were in the field4 ,had he been a wise man1 the event might have justified this boast2 but as he was neither wise nor honest1 and as he sought to restore the old state of things in all its impurity1 his confidence was fatal to the ,spanish cause4 ,the ,spanish ,constitution of #ahab had been proclaimed in ,mexico in the autumn of that year1 and its existence kept the ,liberal cause alive4 ,so long as the ,patriots had any power in the field1 ,apodaca1 though an enemy of the ,constitution1 dared not seek its destruction2 but after the overthrow of ,mina1 when he believed the ,patriot party was crushed out1 he plotted against the ,constitution1 and resolved to restore the system that had existed down to #ahab4 ,not a vestige of ,liberalism was to remain4 ,he selected for his chief tool the once famous ,agustin de ,iturbide1 who turned out an edged tool1 so sharp1 indeed1 that he not only cut the viceroy's fingers1 but severed forever the connection between ,mexico and ,spain4 ,iturbide had eminently distinguished himself in the royal army1 and to him it was owing that ,morelos had been defeated4 ,he was brave1 ambitious1 and able1 and he possessed a handsome person and elegant manners4 ,he was appointed to head an army in ,western ,mexico1 on condition that he should pronounce in favor of the restoration of absolute royal authority4 ,he accepted the command2 but on the #bdth of ,february1 #ahba1 he astonished his employer by proclaiming1 not the plan upon which they had agreed1 but what is known as the ,plan of ,iguala1 from the town where the proclamation was made4 ,this plan provided that ,mexico should be independent of ,spain1 and for the erection of the country into a constitutional monarchy1 the throne of which should be filled by ,ferdinand ,,vii41 or by one of his brothers1--or by some person chosen from among reigning families1 should the ,spanish ,bourbons decline the invitation4 ,the monarch was to be called ,emperor1 a title made fashionable and cheap by ,bonaparte's example4 ,perfect equality was established1 and all distinction of castes was abolished4 ,saving that the ,catholic religion was declared the national religion1 the twenty-four articles of this ,plan were of a liberal character1 and leave an impression on the mind highly favorable to their author4 ,viewing it in the light of thirty-nine years1 and seeing that republicanism has not succeeded in ,mexico1 even a democrat may regret that the ,plan of ,iguala did not become the constitution of that country4 ,the simple abolition of ,spanish rule would have satisfied the mass of the inhabitants1 who cared little for political institutions1 but who knew the evils they suffered from the tyranny of a class that did not number above one-eightieth part of the population4 ,for the time1 the ,plan was successful3 the clergy1 the military1 the people1 and the old partisans of independence all supported it2 and ,o',donoju1 who had arrived as successor to ,apodaca1 recognized ,mexican independence4 ,the victors entered the capital ,september #bg1 #ahba1 and established a provisional ,junta1 which created a regency1 with ,iturbide for ,president4 ,on the #bdth of ,february1 #ahbb1 a ,congress assembled1 which contained three parties1 the representatives of those which existed in the country3--#a4 ,the ,bourbonists1 who desired that the ,plan of ,iguala should be adhered to in all its details2 #b4 ,the ,iturbideans1 who wished for a monarchy1 with their chief as ,emperor2 and1 #c4 ,the ,republicans1 who were hostile to monarchical institutions as well as to ,spanish rule4 ,it is possible that the first party might have triumphed1 had ,spain been under the dominion of sagacious men2 for the clergy must have preferred it1 not only because it was that polity under which they were sure to have most consideration1 but because the whole power of ,rome might have been brought to bear in its behalf1 and that the clergy never would have seriously thought of resisting2--and the influence of the clergy was great over the mass of the people4 ,but the ,spanish government would not ratify the treaty made by ,o',donoju1 or abandon its claim on ,mexico4 ,this left but two factions in the ,congress1 and their quarrel had a sudden termination1 for the moment1 in the elevation of ,iturbide to the imperial throne1 ,may #ahth1 #ahbb4 ,this was the work of a handful of the lowest rabble of the capital1 the select few of a vagabondage compared with whom the inhabitants of the ,five ,points may be counted grave constitutional politicians4 ,the legislature went through the farce of approval1 and the people acquiesced1--as they would have done1 had he been proclaimed ,cham4 ,had ,iturbide understood his trade1 he might have reigned long1 perhaps have established a dynasty2 but he did what nearly every ,mexican chief since his time has done1 and what1 to be just1 nearly every revolutionary government has sought to do3 he endeavored to establish a tyranny4 ,he dissolved the ,congress1 substituting a ,junta for it1 composed of his own adherents4 ,the consequence was revolt in various parts of the empire4 ,santa ,aa1 then ,governor of ,vera ,cruz1 pronounced against the ,emperor2 and ,echavari1 who was sent to punish him1 played the same part toward ,iturbide that ,iturbide had played toward ,apodaca3 he joined the enemies of the imperial government4 ,as ,iturbide had triumphed over the viceroy by the aid of men of all parties but that of the old ,spaniards1 so was he overthrown by a coalition of an equally various character4 ,he gave up the crown1 after having worn it not quite ten months1 and was allowed to depart1 with the promise of an annual pension of twenty-five thousand dollars4 ,seeking to recover the crown in #ahbd1 he was seized and shot1--a fate of which he could not complain1 as he was a man of bloody hand1 and1 as a royalist leader1 had caused prisoners to be butchered by the hundred4 ,the ,republicans were now triumphant1 but their conduct showed that they were not much better qualified to rule than were the ,imperialists4 ,they made a ,federal ,constitution1--that which is commonly known as the ,constitution of #ahbd1--which was principally modelled on that of the ,united ,states4 ,this imitation would have been ridiculous1 if it had not been mischievous4 ,between the circumstances of ,america and those of ,mexico there was no resemblance whatever1 and hence the polity which is good for the one could be good for nothing to the other4 ,one fact alone ought to have convinced the ,mexican ,constitutionalists of the absurdity of their doings4 ,their ,constitution recognized the ,catholic religion as the religion of the state1 and absolutely forbade the profession of any other form of faith6 ,in what part of our ,constitution they found authority for such a provision as this1 no man can say4 ,it has been mentioned1 reproachfully1 that our ,constitution does not even recognize ,god2 yet on a ,constitution modelled upon ours ,mexican statesmen could graft an ,established ,church1 with a monopoly of religion6 ,just where imitation would have been more creditable to them than originality1 they became original4 ,it has been said1 in their defence1 that the ,church was so powerful that they could not choose but admit its claim4 ,this would be a good defence1 had they sought to make a ,constitution in accordance with views admitting the validity of an ,ecclesiastical ,establishment4 ,the charge against them is not1 that they sanctioned an ,establishment1 but that they sought to couple with it a liberal republican ,constitution1 and thus to reconcile contradictions1--an end not to be attained anywhere1 and least of all in a country like ,mexico4 ,the factions that arose in ,mexico after the establishment of the ,republic were the ,federalists and the ,centralists1 being substantially the same as those which yet exist there4 ,the ,federalists have been the true liberals throughout the disturbances and troubles of a generation1 and1 though not faultless1 are better entitled to the name of patriots than are the men by whom they have been opposed4 ,they have been the foes of the priesthood1 and have often sought to lessen its power and destroy its influence4 ,if they could have had their will any time during the last thirty-five years1 the priests would have been reduced to a condition of apostolic simplicity1 and the ,church's vast property been put to uses such as the ,apostles would have approved4 ,guadalupe ,victoria would probably have been as little averse to the confiscation of ecclesiastical property as was ,thomas ,cromwell himself4 ,the fear that a firm and stable federal government would interfere with the privileges of the ,church1 and would not cease such interference until the change had been made perfect1 which implied the ,church's political destruction1 is one of the chief reasons why no such government has ever had an existence in ,mexico4 ,the ,church has favored every party and faction that has been opposed to order and liberty4 ,royalism1 centralism1 despotism1 and even foreign conquest has it preferred to any state of things in which there should be found that due union of liberty and law without which no country can expect to have constitutional freedom4 ,had it ever been possible to establish a strong central government in ,mexico1 it is very probable the ,church would have been one of its firmest pillars4 ,the character and organization of that institution1 its desire to maintain possession of its property1 and its aversion to liberty of every kind1 would all have united to make such a government worthy of the ,church's support1 provided it had supported the ,church in its turn4 ,the ecclesiastical influence is everywhere observable in the history of ,mexico1 from the beginning of the struggle for independence4 ,the clergy were supporters of independence1 not because they wished for liberty to the country1 but that they might monopolize the vast power of their order4 ,they hated the ,spaniards as bitterly as they were hated by any other portion of the inhabitants of ,mexico4 ,but they never meant that republicanism should obtain the ascendency in the country4 ,a powerful monarchy1 an empire1 was what they aimed at2 and the government which ,iturbide established was one that would have received their aid1 could it have brought any power to the political firm the clergy desired to see in existence4 ,it may be assumed that the clergy would have preferred a ,spanish prince as emperor1 for they were too sagacious not to know that the best part of royalty is that which is under ground4 ,kings must be born to their trade to succeed in it2 and a brand-new emperor1 like ,iturbide1 unless highly favored by circumstances1 or singularly endowed with intellectual qualifications1 could be of little service to the clerical party4 ,he fell1 as we have seen2 but the clerical party remained1 and1 having continued to flourish1 is at this time1 it is probable1 stronger than it was in #ahbb4 ,it is owing to this party that the idea has never been altogether abandoned that ,mexico should resume monarchical institutions2 and every attempt that has been made to favor what in this country is known as consolidation has either been initiated by it or has received its assistance4 ,that we do not misrepresent the so-called clerical party1 in attributing to it a desire to see a king in ,mexico1 is clear from the candid admission of one of its members1 who has written at length1 and with much ability1 in defence of its opinions and actions4 ,had it been given to that party which is taxed with being absolutist1 he says1 to see such a government in ,mexico as the government of ,brazil1 7not to take examples out of the ,american continent17 their earnest desires would have been accomplished4 ,it is therefore wrongfully that that party is the object of the curses lavished upon it4 ,this is plain speaking1 indeed1--the ,brazilian government being one of the strongest monarchies in the world1 and deriving its strength from the fact that it seeks the good of its subjects4 ,the blindest republican who ever dreamed it was in the power of institutions to cause or cure the ills of humanity must admit1 that1 if ,bourbon rule in ,mexico could have produced results similar to those which have proceeded from ,braganza rule in ,brazil1 it would have been the best fortune that the former country could have known1 had ,don ,carlos or ,don ,francisco de ,paula been allowed to wear the imperial crown which was set up in #ahbb4 ,with less ability than ,iturbide1 either of those princes would have made a better monarch than that adventurer4 ,it is not so much intellect as influence that makes a sovereign useful1 the man being of far less consequence than the institution4 ,even the case of ,napoleon ,i4 affords no exception to this rule2 for his dynasty and his empire fell with him1 because they lacked the stability which comes from prescription alone4 ,had ,marlborough and ,eugene penetrated to ,paris1 as did ,wellington and ,blcher a century later1 they never would have thought of subverting the ,bourbon line2 but the ,bonaparte line was cut off as of course when its chief was defeated4 ,the first king may have been a fortunate soldier only1 but it requires several generations of royalty to give power to a reigning house1 as in old times it required several descents to give to a man the flavor of genuine nobility4 ,if it be objected to this1 that it is an admission of the power which is claimed for flunkeyism1 we can only meet the charge by saying that there is much of the flunkey in man1 and that whoso shall endeavor to construct a government without recognizing a truth which is universal1 though not great1 will find that his structure can better be compared to the ,syrian flower than to the ,syrian cedar4 ,the age of ,model ,republics has passed away even from dreams4 ,we have called the party in ,mexico which represents a certain fixed principle the clerical party2 but we have done so more for the sake of convenience1 and from deference to ordinary usage1 than because the words accurately describe the ,mexican reactionists4 ,conservative party would1 perhaps1 be the better name2 and the word conservative would not be any more out of place in such a connection1 or more perverted from its just meaning1 than it is in ,england and the ,united ,states4 ,the clergy form1 as it were1 the core of this party1 and give to it a shape and consistency it could not have without their alliance4 ,yet1 if we can believe the ,mexican already quoted1 and who is apparently well acquainted with the subject on which he has sought to enlighten the ,english mind1 the party that is opposed to the ,liberals is quite as much in favor of freedom as are the latter1 and is utterly hostile to either religious or political despotism4 ,after objecting to the course of those ,mexicans who found a political pattern in the ,united ,states1 and showing the evils that have followed from their awkward imitation1 he says1--,no wonder1 then1 that some men1 actuated by the love of their country1 convinced of the danger to ,mexican nationality from such a state of things1 seeing clearly through all these ,american intrigues1 and determined to oppose them by all the means in their power1 should have formed long ago1 and as soon as the first symptoms of anarchy and the cause of them became apparent1 the centre of a party1 which1 having necessarily to combat the so-called ',liberal party1' or1 in other words1 the ,american army1 is accused of being a retrograde1 absolutist1 clerical party1 bent on nothing but the restablishment of the ,inquisition and the 'worst of the worst times4' ,nothing1 however1 is less true4 ,that party contains in its bosom the most enlightened and the most respectable part of the community1 men who have not as yet to learn the advantages and benefits of civil and religious liberty1 and who would be happy indeed to see liberty established in their country2 but liberty under the law1 rational and wise liberty1 liberty compatible with order and tranquillity1 liberty1 in a word1 for good purposes1--not that savage1 licentious1 and tyrannical liberty1 the object of which is anarchy1 so well answering the private ends of its partisans1 and1 above all1 the iniquitous views of an ambitious neighbor4444 ,for the present1 no doubt1 their object is limited to obtain the triumph over their enemies1 who are the enemies of ,mexico1 and to put down anarchy1 as the first and most pressing want of the country1 no matter under what form of government or by what means4 ,in pursuance of such an object1 the clergy naturally side with them2 and hence1 for those who are ignorant of the bottom of things in ,mexican affairs1 the denomination given to this party of ',clerical party' supported by military despotism2 whereas the ',anarchical party' is favored with the name of ',liberal ,constitutional party4' ,it is1 however1 easy to see that those two parties would be more exactly designated1 the one as the ,mexican ,party1 the other as the ,american ,party4 ,if this delineation of the ,conservative party be a fair one1--as probably it is1 after making allowance for partisan coloring1--it is easy to see1 that1 while the clergy are with it1 they are not of it2 and also1 that it would be involved in a quarrel with the priesthood in a week after it should have succeeded in its contest with the ,liberals4 ,where1 then1 would be the restoration of order1 of which this ,mexican writer has so much to say8 ,the clergy of ,mexico are too powerful to become the tools of any political organization4 ,they use politicians and parties1--are not used by them4 ,the ,conservative party1 therefore1 is not the coming party1 either for the clergy or for ,mexico4 ,it answers the clergy's purpose of making it a shield against the ,liberals1 whose palms itch to be at the property of the ,church2 but it never could become their sword2 and it is a sword1 and a sharp and pointed one1 firmly held1 that the clergy desire1 and must have1 if their end is to be achieved4 ,the defensive is not and cannot be their policy4 ,they must rule or perish4 ,hence the victory of the ,conservatives would be the signal for the opening of a new warfare1 and the clergy would seek to found their power solidly on the bodies of the men whom they had used to destroy the ,liberals4 ,they have pursued one course for thirty-eight years1 and will not be moved from it by any appeals that shall be made to them in the name of order and of law1 appeals to which they have been utterly insensible when made by ,liberals4 ,indeed1 they will not be able to see any difference between the two parties1 but will hate the ,conservatives with most bitterness1 because standing more immediately in their way4 ,a combat would be inevitable1 with the chance that the ,american ,eagle would descend upon the combatants and swoop them away4 ,if anarchy were a reason for the formation of a league in ,mexico1 composed of all the conservative men of the country1 it ought to have been formed long ago4 ,anarchy was organized there with the ,republic1 and was made much more permanent than ,carnot made victory4 ,unequivocal evidences of its existence became visible before the ,constitution was in a condition to be violated2 and when that instrument was accepted1 it appeared to have been set up in order that politicians and parties might have something definite to disregard4 ,the first ,president was ,guadalupe ,victoria1 an honest ,republican1 whose name has become somewhat dimmed by time4 ,with him was associated ,nicolas ,bravo1 as ,vice-,president4 ,it was while ,victoria was ,president that the masonic parties appeared1 known as the ,scotch masons and the ,york masons1 or ,escoceses and ,yorkinos1 which were nothing but clubs of the ,centralists and the ,federalists4 ,the ,president was of the ,yorkinos or ,federalists1 and the ,vice-,president was of the other lodge4 ,bravo and his party were for such changes as should substitute a constitutional monarchy1 with a ,spanish prince at its head1 for the ,constitution of #ahbd4 ,bravo pronounced openly against ,victoria1--a proceeding of which the reader can form some idea by supposing ,mr4 ,breckinridge heading a rabble force to expel ,mr4 ,buchanan from ,washington1 for the purpose of calling in some member of the ,english royal family to sit on an ,american throne4 ,through the aid of ,guerrero1 a man of ability and integrity1 and very popular1 the ,liberals triumphed in the field2 but ,congress elected his competitor1 ,pedraza1 ,president1 though the people were mostly for ,guerrero4 ,this was a most unfortunate circumstance1 and to its occurrence much of the evil that ,mexico has known for thirty years may be directly traced4 ,instead of submitting to the strictly legal choice of ,president1 made by the members of ,congress1 the ,federalists set the open example of revolting against the action of men who had performed their duties according to the requirements of the ,constitution4 ,guerrero was violently made ,president4 ,that the other party contemplated the destruction of the ,constitution is very probable2 but the worst that they1 its enemies1 could have done against it would have been a trifle in comparison with the demoralizing consequences of the violation of that instrument by its friends4 ,yet the ,presidency of ,guerrero will ever have honorable mention in history1 for one most excellent reason3 ,slavery was abolished by him on the anniversary of ,mexican independence1 #ahbi1 he deeming it proper to signalize that anniversary by an act of national justice and beneficence4 ,will the time ever come when the ,fourth of ,july shall have the same double claim to the reverence of mankind8 ,guerrero perished by the sword1 as he had risen by it4 ,the ,vice-,president1 ,bustamente1 revolted1 and was aided by ,santa ,aa4 ,his popularity was too great to allow him to be spared1 and when he was captured1 ,guerrero was shot1 in #ahca4 ,of the many infamous acts of which ,santa ,aa has been guilty1 the murder of ,guerrero is the worst4 ,possibly it would have ruined him1 but for his services against the ,spaniards1 at about the same time4 ,he was now the chief man in ,mexico1 and became ,president in #ahcc4 ,the next year he dissolved ,congress1 and established a military government4 ,the ,constitution of #ahbd was formally abolished in #ahce1 and a ,central ,constitution was proclaimed the next year1 by which the ,states were converted into ,departments4 ,santa ,aa kept as much aloof from these proceedings as he could1 and sought to add to his popularity by attacking ,texas1 where he reaped a plentiful crop of cypress4 ,the triumph of the ,centralists was the turning-point in the fortunes of ,mexico1 as it furnished a plausible pretext for ,american interference in her affairs1 the end of which is rapidly approaching4 ,the ,texan revolt had no other justification than that which it derived from the overthrow of the ,federal ,constitution2 but that was ample1 and1 had it not been for the introduction of slavery into ,texas1 the judgment of the civilized world would have been entirely in favor of the ,texans4 ,in #ahdd1 when our ,presidential election was made to turn upon the question of the annexation of ,texas to the ,united ,states1 the grand argument of the annexationists was drawn from the circumstance that the ,mexicans had abrogated the ,federal ,constitution1 thereby releasing the ,texans from their obligations to ,mexico4 ,this was an argument to which ,americans1 and especially democrats1 those sworn foes of consolidation1 were prone to lend a favorable ear2 and it is certain that it had much weight in promoting the election of ,mr4 ,polk4 ,had the ,texan revolt been one of ambition merely1 and not justifiable on political grounds apart from the ,slavery question1 the decision might have been different1 if1 indeed1 the question had ever been introduced into the politics of this country4 ,the sagacious men who managed the affairs of the ,democratic party knew their business too well to attempt the extension of slave-holding territory in the gross and palpable form that is common in these shameless days4 ,but ,texas1 as an injured party that had valiantly sustained its constitutional rights1 was a very different thing from a province that had revolted against ,mexico because forbidden by ,mexican authority to allow the existence of slavery within its borders4 ,there was much deception in the business1 but there was sufficient truth and justice in the argument used to deceive honest men who do not trouble themselves to look beyond the surface of things4 ,for more than twenty years our political controversies have all been colored by the triumph of the ,mexican ,centralists in #ahce-f2 and but for that triumph1 it is altogether likely that our territory would not have been increased1 and that the ,slavery question1 instead of absorbing the ,american mind1 would have held but a subordinate place in our party debates4 ,it may1 perhaps1 be deemed worthy of especial mention1 that the action of the ,centralists of ,mexico1 destined to affect us so sensibly1 was initiated at the same time that the modern phase of the ,slavery question was opened in the ,united ,states4 ,the same year that saw the ,federal ,constitution of ,mexico abolished saw our government laboring to destroy freedom of the press and the sanctity of the mails1 by throwing its influence in favor of the bill to prevent the circulation of incendiary publications1 that is1 publications drawn from the writings of ,washington and ,jefferson2 and the same year that witnessed the final effort of ,santa ,aa to subdue ,texas to ,centralization beheld ,general ,cushing declaring that slavery should not be introduced into the ,north1 thus agitating the country1 and winning for himself that ,abolition support without which his political career must have been cut short in the morning of its existence4 ,such are the coincidences of history6 ,from the time of the victory of the ,centralists until the commencement of the war with the ,united ,states1 ,mexico was the scene of perpetual disturbances4 ,mexia1 a rash1 but honest man1 made an attempt to free his country in #ahch1 but failed1 being defeated and executed by ,santa ,aa1 who came from the retirement to which his ,texan failure had consigned him1 as champion of the government4 ,after some years of apparent anarchy1 ,santa ,aa became ,dictator1 and in #ahdc a new ,constitution1 more centralizing in its nature than its immediate predecessor1 was framed under his direction4 ,at the beginning of #ahde he fell1 and became an exile4 ,his successor was ,general ,herrera1 who was desirous to avoid war with the ,united ,states1 on which account he was violently opposed by ,paredes1 with success1 the latter usurping the ,presidency4 ,aided by our government1 ,santa ,aa returned to ,mexico1 and infused new vigor into his countrymen4 ,on his return1 he avowed himself a ,federalist1 and recommended a recurrence to the ,constitution of #ahbd1 which was proclaimed4 ,paredes had fallen before a revolution1 and was allowed to proceed to ,europe4 ,he was a monarchist1 and at that time the friends of monarchy in ,mexico had some hopes of success4 ,it is believed that the governments of ,england and ,france were desirous of establishing a ,mexican monarchy1 and their intervention in the affairs of ,mexico was feared by our government4 ,two things1 however1 prevented their action1 if ever they seriously contemplated armed intervention4 ,the first was the rapid success of our armies1 coupled as it was with the exhibition of a military spirit and capacity for which ,european nations had not been prepared by anything in our previous history2 and the second was the potato-rot1 which brought ,great ,britain to the verge of famine1 and broke up the ,tory party4 ,the ill feeling1 too1 that was created between the ,english and ,french governments by the ,montpensier marriage1 and the discontent of the ,french people1 which led to the ,revolution of #ahdh1 were not without their effect on affairs4 ,had our government resolved to seize all ,mexico1 it could have done so without encountering ,european resistance in #ahdh1 when there was not a stable ,continental government of the first class west of the ,niemen1 and when ,england was too much occupied with home matters1 and with the revolutions that were happening all around her1 to pay any regard to the course of events in the ,occident4 ,but the ,polk administration was not equal to the work that was before it2 and though members of the ,democratic party did think of acting1 and men of property in ,mexico were anxious for annexation1 nothing was done4 ,the ,american forces left ,mexico1 and the old routine of weakness and disorder was there resumed4 ,perhaps it would be better to say it was continued2 for the war had witnessed no intermission of the senseless proceedings of the ,mexican politicians4 ,their contests were waged as bitterly as they had been while the country enjoyed external peace4 ,several persons held the ,presidential chair after the resignation of ,herrera4 ,organic changes were made4 ,the clergy exhibited the same selfishness that had characterized their action for five-and-twenty years4 ,an ,extraordinary ,constituent ,congress confirmed the readoption of the ,constitution of #ahbd1 making such slight changes as were deemed necessary4 ,santa ,aa again became ,president4 ,some of the ,states formed associations for defence1 acting independently of the general government4 ,after the loss of the capital1 ,santa ,aa resigned the ,presidency1 and ,pea y ,pea succeeded him1 followed by ,anaya2 but the first soon returned to office4 ,peace was made1 and ,santa ,aa again went into exile4 ,herrera was chosen ,president1 and for more than two years devoted himself to the work of reformation1 with considerable success1 though outbreaks and rebellions occurred in many quarters4 ,president ,arista also showed himself to be a firm and patriotic chief4 ,but in #aheb a reaction took place1 under favor of which ,santa ,aa returned home and became ,president for the fifth time1 and ,arista was banished4 ,the government of ,santa ,aa was absolute in its character1 and much resembled that which ,napoleon ,,iii4 has established in ,france1--with this difference1 that it wanted that strength which is the chief merit of the ,french imperial system4 ,it encountered opposition of the usual form1 from time to time1 until it was broken down1 in ,august1 #ahee1 when the ,president left both office and the country1 and has since resided abroad4 ,the new revolution favored ,federalism4 ,alvarez was chosen ,president1 but he was too liberal for the ,church party1 being so unreasonable as to require that the property of the ,church should be taxed4 ,plots and conspiracies were formed against him1 and it being discovered that the climate of the capital did not agree with him1 he resigned1 and was succeeded by ,general ,comonfort4 ,half a dozen leaders pronounced against ,comonfort1 one of them announcing his purpose to establish an ,empire4 ,government made head against these attacks1 and seized property belonging to the ,church4 ,some eminent ,church officers were banished1 for the part they had taken in exciting insurrections4 ,at the close of #aheg1 ,comonfort made himself ,dictator2 but the very men who urged him to the step became his enemies1 and he was deprived of power4 ,zuloaga1 who was one of his advisers and subsequent enemies1 succeeded him1 being chosen ,president by a ,council of ,notables4 ,comonfort's measures for the confiscation of ,church property were repealed4 ,the ,constitution of #aheg placed the ,presidential power in the hands of the ,chief ,justice1 on the resignation of the ,president1 whence the prominence of ,juarez lately1 he being ,chief ,justice when ,comonfort resigned4 ,assembling troops1 he encountered ,zuloaga1 but was defeated4 ,the ,juarez government then left the country1 but shortly after returned4 ,insurrections broke out in different places1 and confusion reigned on all sides4 ,general ,robles deposed ,zuloaga1 and made an honest effort to unite the ,liberals and ,conservatives2 but the ,junta which he assembled elected ,miramon ,president1 a new man1 who had distinguished himself as a leader of the ,conservative forces4 ,miramon reinstated ,zuloaga1 but accepted the ,presidency on the latter's abdication1 and has since been the principal personage in ,mexico1 and1 though he has experienced occasional reverses1 has far more power than ,juarez4 ,at the close of the year #ahei1 the greater part of ,mexico was either disposed to submit to the ,miramon government1 or cared little for either ,miramon or ,juarez4 ,it is impossible to believe that the ,juarez government is possessed of much strength2 and the gentleman who lately represented the ,united ,states in ,mexico 7,mr4 ,forsyth7 is of opinion that it is powerless4 ,nevertheless1 our government acknowledges that of ,juarez1 and has made itself a party to the contests in ,mexico4 ,in his last ,annual ,message1 ,president ,buchanan devotes much space to ,mexican affairs1 drawing a deplorable picture thereof1 and recommending armed intervention by the ,united ,states in behalf of the ,liberal party4 ,i recommend to ,congress1 says the ,president1 to pass a law authorizing the ,president1 under such conditions as they may deem expedient1 to employ a sufficient military force to enter ,mexico for the purpose of obtaining indemnity for the past and security for the future4 ,this force1 should ,congress respond favorably to the ,presidential recommendation1 is to act in concert with the ,juarez government1 and to restore it to power4 ,in return for such aid1 that government is to indemnify the ,americans1 and to provide that no more ,americans shall be wronged by ,mexican governments4 ,does the ,president believe this theory of ,mexican settlement will be accepted by the world8 ,if yes1 then is he a man of marvellous faith1 considering the uncommonly excellent opportunities he has had to learn what the political settlements of ,mexico really mean4 ,if no1 then he has a meaning beneath his words1 and that meaning is the conquest of ,mexico4 ,we do not charge duplicity upon ,president ,buchanan1 but it is vexatious and humiliating to be compelled to choose between such charge and the belief of a degree of simplicity in him that would be astonishing in a yearling politician1 and which is astounding in a man who has held high office for well-nigh forty years4 ,let us suppose that ,congress should kindly listen to ,president ,buchanan's recommendation1--that a strong fleet and a great army should be sent to the aid of the ,juarez government1 and should establish it in the capital of ,mexico1 and then leave the country and the coasts of our sister ,republic1--what would follow8 ,why1 exactly what we have seen follow the ,peace of #ahdh4 ,the ,juarez government could not be stronger or more honest than was that of ,herrera1 or more anxious to effect the rehabilitation of ,mexico2 yet ,herrera's government had to encounter rebellions1 and outrages were common during its existence1 and afterward1 when men of similar views held sway1 or what passes for sway in our sister ,republic4 ,so would it be again1 should we effect a restoration of the ,liberals4 ,in a week after our last regiment should have returned home1 there would be rebellions for our allies to suppress4 ,if they should succeed in maintaining their power1 it would be as the consequence of a violation of their agreement with us2 and where1 then1 would be the indemnity for which we are to fight8 ,if they should be overthrown1 as probably would be their fate1 where would be the security for which we are to pay so highly in blood and gold8 ,it is useless to quote the treaty which the ,juarez government has just made with our government1 as evidence of its liberality and good faith4 ,that treaty is of no more value than would be one between the ,united ,states and the ex-king of ,delhi4 ,nothing is more notorious than the liberality of parties that are not in power4 ,there is no stipulation to which they will not assent1 and violate1 if their interest should be supposed to lie in the direction of perjury4 ,have we1 in the hour of our success1 been invariably true to the promises made in the hour of our necessities8 ,a study of the treaty we made with ,france in #aggh1 by the light of after years1 would be useful to men who think that a treaty made is an accomplished fact4 ,the people of the ,united ,states have to choose between the conquest of ,mexico and non-intervention in ,mexican affairs4 ,there may be something to be said in favor of conquest1 though the ,president's arguments in that direction--for such they are1 disguised though they be--remind us strongly of those which were put forth in justification of the partition of ,poland2 but the policy of intervention does not bear criticism for one moment4 ,either it is conquest veiled1 or it is a blunder1 the chance to commit which is to be purchased at an enormous price2 and blunders are to be had for nothing1 and without the expenditure of life and money4 ,we had purposed speaking of the condition of ,mexico1 the character of her population1 and the probable effect of her absorption by the ,united ,states2 but the length to which our article has been drawn in the statement of preliminary facts--a statement made necessary by the general disregard of ,mexican matters by most ,americans--warns us to forbear4 ,we may return to the subject1 should the action of ,congress on the ,president's recommendation lead to the placing of the ,mexican question on the list of those questions that must be decided by the event of the national election of the current year4 ,,reviews ,,and ,,literary ,,notices4 ,the ,florence ,stories4 ,by ,,jacob ,,abbott4 ,florence and ,john4 ,new ,york3 ,sheldon ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 #beb4 ,ernest ,bracebridge1 or ,schoolboy ,days4 ,by ,w4 ,h4 ,g4 ,,kingston4 ,boston3 ,ticknor ,fields4 #afmo4 pp4 #cdd4 ,how should a book for children be written8 ,three rules will suffice4 ,it should be written clearly and simply2 for young minds will spend little time in difficult investigation4 ,it should have a good moral4 ,it should be interesting2 or it will generally be left unread1 and thus any other excellence that it may possess will be useless4 ,some writers seem to have a fourth rule1--that it should be instructive2 but1 really1 it is no great matter1 if a child should have some books without wisdom4 ,moreover1 this maxim is eminently perilous in its practical application1 and1 indeed1 is seldom followed but at the expense of the other three4 ,to these three rules all writers of children's books profess to conform2 yet a good book for children is a rarity2 for1 simple as the rules are1 they are very little understood4 ,while all admit that the style should be simple and familiar1 some appear to think that anything simple to them will be equally simple to their child-readers1 and write as nearly as possible in the style of ,the ,rambler4 ,such a book is ,the ,percy ,family1 whose author is guilty of an additional impropriety in putting his ponderous sentences into the mouth of a child not ten years old4 ,another and more numerous class1 evidently piquing themselves not a little upon avoiding this error1 fall into another by fancying it necessary to write down to their young readers4 ,they explain everything with a tiresome minuteness of detail1 although any observer of children ought to know that a child's mind does not want everything explained4 ,they think that simplicity demands this lengthy discussion of every trivial matter4 ,there is such a thing as a conceited simplicity1 and there is a technical simplicity1 that in its barrenness and insipidity is worthy only of a simpleton4 ,in ,jacob ,abbott's ,juveniles especially1 by means of this minuteness1 a very scanty stock of ideas is made to go a great way4 ,does simplicity require such trash as this8 ,the place was known by the name of the ,octagon4 ,the reason why it was called by this name was1 that the principal sitting-room in the house was built in the form of an octagon1 that is1 instead of having four sides1 as a room usually has1 this room had eight sides4 ,an octagon is a figure of eight sides4 ,a figure of four sides is called a square4 ,a figure of five sides is called a pentagon1 of six sides a hexagon1 of eight sides an octagon4 ,there might be a figure of seven sides1 but it would not be very easily made1 and it would not be very pretty when it was made1 and so it is seldom used or spoken of4 ,but octagons and hexagons are very common1 for they are easily made1 and they are very regular and symmetrical in form4 ,the object of all this is1 doubtless1 to impart valuable information4 ,but while such slipshod writing is singularly uninteresting1 it may also be censured as inaccurate4 ,mr4 ,abbott seems to think all polygons necessarily regular4 ,any child can make a heptagon at once1 notwithstanding ,mr4 ,abbott calls it so difficult4 ,a regular heptagon1 indeed1 is another matter4 ,then what does he mean by saying octagons and hexagons are very regular8 ,a regular octagon is regular1 though an octagon in general is no more regular than any other figure4 ,but ,mr4 ,abbott continues3-- ,if you wish to see exactly what the form of an octagon is1 you can make one in this way4 ,first cut out a piece of paper in the form of a square4 ,this square will1 of course1 have four sides and four corners4 ,now1 if you cut off the four corners1 you will have four new sides1 for at every place where you cut off a corner you will have a new side4 ,these four new sides1 together with the parts of the old sides that are left1 will make eight sides1 and so you will have an octagon4 ,if you wish your octagon to be regular1 you must be careful how much you cut off at each corner4 ,if you cut off too little1 the new sides which you make will not be so long as what remains of the old ones4 ,if you cut off too much1 they will be longer4 ,you had better cut off a little at first from each corner1 all around1 and then compare the new sides with what is left of the old ones4 ,you can then cut off a little more1 and so on1 until you make your octagon nearly regular4 ,there are other much more exact modes of making octagons than this1 but ,i cannot stop to describe them here4 ,must we have no more pennyworths of sense to such a monstrous quantity of verbiage than ,mr4 ,abbott gives us here8 ,we would defy any man to parody that4 ,he could teach the penny-a-liners a trick of the trade worth knowing4 ,the great ,chrononhotonthologos1 crying1 ,go call a coach1 and let a coach be called1 ,and let the man that calleth be the caller1 ,and when he calleth1 let him nothing call ,but ',coach6 coach6 coach6 ,oh1 for a coach1 ye gods6' is comparatively a very ,spartan for brevity4 ,this may be a cheap way of writing books2 but the books are a dear bargain to the buyer4 ,a book is not necessarily ill adapted to a child because its ideas and expressions are over his head4 ,some books1 that were not written for children and would shock all ,mr4 ,abbott's most dearly cherished ideas1 are still excellent reading for them4 ,walter ,scott's poems and novels will please an intelligent child4 ,cooper's ,leatherstocking tales will not be read by the lad of fourteen more eagerly than by his little sister who cannot understand half of them4 ,a child fond of reading can have no more delightful book than the ,farie ,queene1 unless it be the ,arabian ,nights1 which was not written as a juvenile4 ,there are pages by the score in ,robinson ,crusoe that a child cannot understand1--and it is all the better reading for him on that account4 ,a child has a comfort in unintelligible words that few men can understand4 ,homer's ,iliad is good reading1 though only a small part may be comprehended4 7,we are not1 however1 so much in favor of mystery as to recommend the original ,greek47 ,do our children of the year #ahfj ever read a book called ,the ,pilgrim's ,progress8 ,hawthorne's ,wonder-,book is good for children1 though better for adults4 ,then look at our second rule4 ,what1 after all1 constitutes a good moral8 ,we say that no book has a good moral which teaches a child that goodness and effeminacy1 laziness and virtue1 are convertible terms2 no book is good that is goody1 no book is moral that moralizes4 ,the intention may be good1 but the teaching is not4 ,have as much as you will of poetical justice1 but beware of making your books mere vehicles for conveying maxims of propriety4 ,you cannot so deceive a child4 ,you may talk at him1 while pretending to tell him a story1 but he will soon be shy of you4 ,he has learned by bitter experience too much of the falseness of this world1 and has been too often beguiled by sugared pills1 to be slow in detecting the sugared pills of your literature1--especially1 ,o ,jacob ,abbott6 when the pills have so little1 so very little1 sugar4 ,our notion of a good moral is a strong1 breezy1 open-air moral1 one that teaches courage1 and therefore truth4 ,these are the most important things for a child to know1 and a book which teaches these alone is moral enough4 ,and these can be taught without offending the mind of the young reader1 however keenly suspicious4 ,but if you wish to teach gentleness and kindness as well1 let them be shown in your story by some noisy boy who can climb trees1 or some active1 merry1 hoydenish girl who can run like ,atalanta2 and don't imply a falsehood by attributing them always to the quiet children4 ,mr4 ,abbott's books have spoiled our children's books1 and have done their best to spoil our children1 too4 ,there is no fresh1 manly life in his stories2 anything of the kind is sourly frowned down4 ,rollo1 while strolling along1 picturesquely1 perhaps1 but stupidly1 sees ,a ,noisy ,boy1 and is warned by his insufferable father to keep out of that boy's way4 ,that ,noisy ,boy infallibly turns out vicious4 ,is that sound doctrine8 ,will that teach a child to admire courage and activity8 ,if he is ever able to appreciate the swing and vigor of ,macaulay's ,lays1 it will not be because you trained him on such lyrics as ,in the winter1 when 'tis mild1 ,we may run1 but not be wild2 ,but in summer1 we must walk1 ,and improve our time by talk 767 but because that ,noisy ,boy found him out1--and1 quarrelling with him1 7your boy1 marvellous to relate6 having provoked the quarrel by some mean trick1 in spite of his seraphic training17 gave him a black eye1--and afterwards1 turning out to be the best-hearted ,noisy ,boy in the world1 taught him to climb trees and hunt for birds' nests1--and stopped him when he was going to kill the little birds1 7for your pattern boy--poor child6 how could he help it8--was as cruel as he was timid17--and imparted to him the sublime mysteries of base-ball and tag and hockey1--and taught him to swim and row1 and to fight bigger boys and leave smaller boys in peace1 instructions which he was at first inclined to reverse1--and put him in the way to be an honest1 fearless man1 when he was in danger of becoming a white-faced and white-livered spooney4 ,and that ,noisy ,boy himself1 perversely declining to verify ,mr4 ,abbott's decorous prophecies1 has not turned out badly1 after all1 but has ,reverend before his name and reverence in his heart1 and has his theology sound because his lungs are so4 ,no doubt1 ,tom ,jones often turns out badly1 but ,master ,blifil always does1--a fact which ,mr4 ,abbott would do well to note and perpend4 ,what6 ,because ,rollo is virtuous1 shall there be no more mud-cakes and ale8 ,marry1 but there shall6 ,don't keep a boy out of his share of free movement and free air1 and don't keep a girl out4 ,poor little child6 she will be dieted soon enough on stewed prunes4 ,children need air and water1--milk and water won't do4 ,they are longing for our common mother earth1 in the dear1 familiar form of dirt2 and it is no matter how much dirt they get on them1 if they only have water enough to wash it off4 ,the more they are allowed to eat literal dirt now1 the less metaphorical dirt will they eat a few years hence4 ,the great ,free-,soil principle is good for their hearts1 if not for their clothes2 and which is it more important to have clean8 ,just make up your mind to let the clothes go2 and if you can't afford to have your children soil and tear their laced pantalets and plumed hats and open-work stockings1 why1 take off all those devices of the enemy1 and substitute stout cloth and stout boots4 ,what have they to do with open-work stockings8 ,doff them for shame1 ,and hang a calf-skin on those recreant limbs4 ,believe now1 instead of learning by sad experience1 that tin trumpets and torn clothes do not necessarily signify depravity1 and that quiet children are not always free from deceit1 cruelty1 and meanness4 ,the quiet1 ideal child1 of whom ,mr4 ,abbott thinks so highly1 generally proves1 in real life1 neither more nor less than a prig4 ,he is more likely to die than live2 and if he lives1 you may wish he had died4 ,these models not only check a child's spirit1 but tend to make him dishonest4 ,ask a child now what he thinks1 and1 ten to one1 he mentally refers to some eminent exemplar of all the virtues for instructions1 and1 instead of telling you what he does think1 quotes listlessly what he ought to think4 ,so that his mincing affectation is not merely ungraceful1 but is a sign of an inward taint1 which may prove fatal to the whole character4 ,it is very easy to make a child disingenuous2 if he be at all timid1 the work is already half done to one's hand4 ,of course1 all children are not bad who are brought up on such books1--one circumstance or another may counteract their hurtful tendency1--but the tendency is no less evident1 nor is it a vindication of any system to prove that some are good in its despite4 ,again1 the popularity of these tame1 spiritless books is no conclusive evidence of their merit4 ,the poor children are given nothing else to read1 and1 of course1 they take what they can get as better than nothing4 ,an eager child1 fond of reading1 will read the shipping intelligence in a newspaper1 if there be nothing else at hand4 ,does that show that he is properly supplied with reading matter8 ,they will read these books2 but they would read better books with more pleasure and more profit4 ,for our third rule1 let our children's stories have no lack of incident and adventure4 ,that will redeem any number of faults4 ,thus1 ,marryatt's stories1 and ,mayne ,reid's1 although in many respects open to censure and ridicule1 are very popular1 and deserve to be4 ,the books first put into a child's hands are right enough1 for they are vivid4 ,whether the letter ,a be associated in our infant minds with the impressive moral of ,in ,adam's fall ,we sinned all1 or gave us a foretaste of the ,apollo in ,a was an ,archer1 and shot at a ,frog1--in either case1 the story is a plainly told incident1 7carefully observing the unities17 which the child's fancy can embellish for itself1 and the whole has an additional charm from the gorgeous coloring of an accompanying picture4 ,the vividness is good1 and is the only thing that is good4 ,why1 then1 should this one merit be omitted1 as our children grow a little older8 ,a lifeless moral will not school a child into propriety4 ,if a twig be unreasonably bent1 it is very likely to struggle in quite a different direction1 especially if in so doing it struggle towards the light4 ,there is much truth in a blundering version of the old ,scriptural maxim1 ,chain up a child1 and away he will go4 ,if you want to do any good by your books1 make them interesting4 ,and with reference to all three rules1 remember that they are to be interpreted by the light of common sense1 and you will hardly need the following remarks3-- ,it is alike uncomfortable and useless to a child to be perpetually waylaid by a moral4 ,a child reading ,the ,pilgrim's ,progress will omit the occasional explanations of the allegory or resolutely ignore their meaning4 ,if you want to keep a poor child on such dry food1 don't mistake your own reason for doing so4 ,it may be eminently proper1 but it is very uncomfortable to him4 ,if you want children to enjoy themselves1 let them run about freely1 and don't put them into a ring1 in picturesque attitudes1 and then throw bouquets of flowers at them4 ,but1 if you will do so1 confess it is not for their gratification1 but for your own4 ,if you choose to try the dangerous experiment of writing instructive stories1 beware of defeating your own object4 ,you write a story rather than a treatise1 because information is often more effective when indirectly conveyed4 ,clearly1 then1 if you convey your information too directly1 you lose all this advantage4 ,perfection is as intolerable in these as in any other stories4 ,we all want1 especially children1 some amiable weaknesses to sympathize with4 ,thus1 in ,ernest ,bracebridge1 an ,english story of school-life1 the hero is a dreadfully unpleasant boy who is always successful and always right1 and we are soon heartily weary of him4 ,besides1 he is a horrible boy for mastery of all the arts and sciences1 and delivers brief and epigrammatic discourses1 being about twelve years old4 ,however1 the book is full of adventure and out-door games1 and so far is good4 ,after all1 a child does not need many books4 ,if1 however1 we are to have them1 we may as well have good ones4 ,there is no reason why dulness should be diverted from its legitimate channels into the writing of children's books4 ,let us disabuse ourselves of the idea that these are the easiest books to write4 ,let us remember that the alphabet is harder to teach than the ,greek ,drama1 and no longer think that the proper man to write children's books is the man who is able to write nothing else4 ,the ,simplicity of ,christ's ,teachings1 set forth in ,sermons4 ,by ,,charles ,t4 ,,brooks1 ,pastor of the ,unitarian ,church1 ,newport1 ,r4 ,i4 ,boston3 ,crosby1 ,nichols1 ,co4 #ahei4 #afmo4 pp4 #cdb4 ,the name of the author of this volume has long been known as that of an accomplished man of letters4 ,successive volumes of poetic versions1 chiefly from the ,german1 had1 by their various merit1 gained for him a high rank among our translators1 when four years ago1 in #ahef1 by a translation of ,faust1 he set himself at the head of living authors in this department of literature4 ,it is little to say of his work1 that it is the best of the numerous ,english renderings of ,goethe's tragedy4 ,it is not extravagant to assert that a better translation is scarcely possible4 ,it is a work which combines extraordinary fidelity to the form of the original with true appreciation of its spirit4 ,it is at once literal and free1 and displays in its execution the qualities both of exact scholarship and of poetic feeling and capacity4 ,this work1 and the others of a similar kind which preceded it1 were the result of the intervals of leisure occurring in the course of their author's professional life as a clergyman4 ,while the wider world has known him only through these volumes1 a smaller circle has long known and loved him as the faithful and able preacher and pastor1--as one to whom the most beautiful description ever written of the character of a good parson might be truly applied2 for ,a good man he was of religioun1 ,that was a poure ,persone of a toun3 ,but riche he was of holy thought and werk2 ,he was also a lerned man1 a clerk1 ,that ,cristes gospel trewely wolde preche1 ,his parishens devoutly wolde he teche4 99 99 99 99 99 ,and ,cristes lore and his apostles' twelve ,he taught1 but first he folwed it himselve4 ,and it is in this character that he now comes before us in the volume which is well entitled ,the ,simplicity of ,christ's ,teachings4 ,it is a misfortune that the qualities which distinguish most published sermons are not such as to recommend them on the score of literary merit4 ,the volumes of religious discourses which are worthy to hold a place in literature1 when judged by the usual critical standard1 are very few4 ,a very large proportion of those which are continually appearing from the press deserve no remembrance1 and fortunately have no permanence4 ,they are addressed to a special class of readers1--a class generally neither of highly cultivated taste1 nor of acute critical perception4 ,their writers are rarely men of sufficient talent to win for themselves recognition out of their own narrow set4 ,what in the slang of the day are called sensation sermons are no exception to the common rule4 ,their momentary effect1 depending upon exaggeration and extravagance1 is no indication of worth4 ,we should no more think of criticizing them in a literary journal1 than of criticizing the novels of ,mr4 ,cobb or ,mr4 ,reynolds4 ,some of the causes of the poverty of thought and of the negligence of style of average sermons are obvious4 ,the very interest and importance of the subjects with which the preacher has to deal oftentimes serve to deaden rather than to excite the mind of one who takes them up in the formal round of duty4 ,the pretensions of the clergy of many sects1 pretensions as readily acknowledged as made1 save them from the necessity of intellectual exertion4 ,the frequent recurrence of the necessity of writing1 whether they have anything to say or not1 leads them into substituting words for thoughts1 platitudes for truths4 ,the natural weariness of long-continued solitary professional labor brings mental lassitude and feebleness4 ,the absence of the fear of close and watchful criticism prevents them from bestowing suitable pains upon their composition4 ,these and other causes combine to make the mass of the writing which is delivered from the pulpit poorer than any other which passes current in the world1--perhaps1 indeed1 not poorer in an absolute sense1 but poorer when compared with the nature of the subjects that it treats4 ,it is by no means1 however1 to be inferred1 that1 because a sermon is totally without merit as a work of literature1 it is incapable of producing some good in those who listen to it4 ,on the contrary1 such is the frame of mind of many who regularly attend church1 that they are not unlikely to derive good from a performance which1 if weak1 may yet be sincere1 and which deals with the highest truths1 even if it deal with them in an imperfect and unsatisfactory manner4 ,and1 indeed1 as ,george ,herbert says1 good may be got from the worst preaching2 for1 if all want sense1 ,god takes the text1 and preacheth patience4 ,unquestionably1 however1 there is too much preaching in these days2 too many sermons are written1 and the spirit of ,christianity is less effective than if the words concerning it were less numerous4 ,it is a rare satisfaction1 therefore1 to find such a volume of sermons as that of ,mr4 ,brooks1 which1 though not possessing the highest merit in point of style1 are the discourses of a thoughtful and cultivated man1 with a peculiar spiritual refinement1 and with a devout intellect1 made clear by its combination with purity of heart and simplicity of faith4 ,the religious questions which are chiefly stirring the minds of men are taken up in them and discussed with what may be called an earnest moderation1 with elevation of feeling and insight of spirit4 ,goethe's ,correspondence with a ,child4 ,boston3 ,ticknor ,fields4 #ahei4 ,the immediate cause of the republication of these letters is the recent death of ,bettina1 the child with whom ,goethe corresponded4 ,though this fact1 and the beauty of the volume1 may quicken the sale of the work1 and draw out fresh encomiums on its excellence1 it has long since passed the critical crisis and taken its place as one of the most remarkable series of letters which the public have ever been invited to peruse4 ,something of the marvellous vanishes from them1 however1 when we find that the title1 ,correspondence with a ,child1 is a misnomer2 ,bettina having been1 in truth1 twenty-two years of age when she first visited ,goethe4 ,yet while this important circumstance abates much of the wonder with which we once read her thoughts and confessions1 they really become all the more valuable as studies in human nature when we learn that they are the exhalations of a heart in full flower1 and one upon which the dews of morning should not linger4 ,the poet had reached the age of sixty when this tide of tender sentiment1 original ideas1 and enthusiastic admiration began to flow in upon him4 ,their first interview1 as ,bettina describes it1 with singular freedom1 in one of the letters to ,goethe's mother1 will be found a useful key1 though perhaps not a complete one1 by which to interpret the glowing passion which gushed from her pen4 ,that the poet was pleased with the homage of this sweet1 graceful1 and affectionate girl1 and drew her on to the revealing of her whole nature1 is readily perceived4 ,but when we inquire1 ,to what end8 we should remember1 that1 like ,parrhasius1 ,goethe was before all things an artist2 and furthermore1 the correspondence of time will show that from this crowning knowledge the ,elective ,affinities sprang4 ,it may be that her admiration was for his genius alone2 if so1 she chose love's language for its wealth of expression4 ,were it so received1 it could not but be regarded as a peerless offering1 for she was certainly a kindred spirit4 ,there are many rare thoughts and profound confessions in these letters1 which would have commanded the praise of ,goethe1 had they been written by a rival2 and coming1 as they did1 from a devotee who declared that she drew her inspiration from him alone1 they must have filled his soul with incense1 of which that burned by the priest in the temple of the gods is only an emblem4 ,to be brief and compendious on this book1 it appears to be a heart unveiled4 ,german critics throw some doubts on the literal veracity of the book2 but it belongs at any rate to the better class of the ben trovati1 and among its leaves1 the dreamer1 the lover1 and the poet will find that ambrosial fruit on which fancy loves to feed1 but whose blossoms are so generally blasted by the common air that only the few favored ones have had their longings for it appeased4 ,in imagination1 at least1 ,bettina partook of this banquet1 and had the genius to wreak on words the emotions which swept through her heart4 ,sir ,rohan's ,ghost4 ,a ,romance4 ,boston3 ,j4 ,e4 ,tilton ,company4 #ahfj4 pp4 #ceb4 ,it is very plain that we have got a new poet1--a tremendous responsibility both for him who will have to learn how to carry the brimming vase of ,art from the ,pierian spring without squandering a drop1 and for us critics who are to reconcile ourselves to what is new in him1 and to hold him strictly to that apprenticeship to the old which is the condition of mastery at last4 ,criticism in ,america has reached something like the state of the old ,continental currency4 ,there is no honest relation between the promises we make and the specie basis of meaning they profess to represent4 ,the most extraordinary book of the age is published every week2 genius springs up like mullein1 wherever the soil is thin enough2 the yearly catch of weird imagination1 thrilling pathos1 splendid description1 and sublime imagery does not fall short of an ordinary mackerel-crop2 and profound originality is so plenty that one not in the secret would be apt to take it for commonplace4 ,now ,tithonus1 whom1 as the oldest inhabitant1 we have engaged to oversee the criticism of the ,atlantic1 has a prodigiously long memory1--almost as long as one of ,dickens's descriptive passages1--he remembers perfectly well all the promising young fellows from ,orpheus down1 and has made a notch on the stalk of a devil's-apron for every one who ever came to anything that was of more consequence to the world than to himself4 ,his tally has not yet mounted to a baker's dozen4 ,accordingly1 when a young enthusiast rushes to tell ,tithonus that a surprising genius has turned up1 that venerable and cautious being either puts his hand behind his ear and absconds into an extemporary deafness1 or says dryly1 ,american kind1 ,i suppose8 ,this coolness of our wary senior is infectious1 and we confess ourselves so far disenchanted by it1 that1 when we go into a library1 the lettering on the backs of nine-tenths of the volumes contrives to shape itself into a laconic ,hic jacet4 ,it is of prime necessity to bring back the currency of criticism to the old hard-money basis4 ,we have been gradually losing all sense of the true relation between words and things1--the surest symptom of intellectual decline4 ,and this looseness of criticism reacts in the most damaging way upon literature by continually debasing the standard1 and by confounding all distinction between fame and notoriety4 ,ought it to be gratifying to the author of ,popular ,sovereignty1 a ,poem in ,twelve ,cantos1 to be called the most remarkable man of the age1 when he knows that he shares that preminence with ,mr4 ,tupper1 nay1 with half the names in the ,directory8 ,indiscriminate eulogy is the subtlest form of depreciation1 for it makes all praise suspicious4 ,we look upon artistic genius as the rarest and most wayward apparition among mankind4 ,it cannot be predicated upon any of ,mr4 ,buckle's averages4 ,given the census1 you may1 perhaps1 say so many murders1 so many suicides1 so many misdirected letters 7and men of letters71 but not so many geniuses4 ,in this one thing old ,mother ,nature will be whimsical and womanish4 ,this is a gift that ,john ,bull1 or ,johnny ,crapaud1 or ,brother ,jonathan does not find in his stocking every ,christmas4 ,crude imagination is common enough1--every hypochondriac has a more than ,shakspearian allowance of it2 fancy is cheap1 or nobody would dream2 eloquence sits ten deep on every platform4 ,but genius in ,art is that supreme organizing and idealizing faculty which1 by combining1 arranging1 modulating1 by suppressing the abnormal and perpetuating the essential1 apes creation1--which from the shapeless terror or tipsy fancy of the benighted ploughman can conjure the sisters of ,fores heath and the court of ,titania1--which can make language thunder or coo at will1--which1 in short1 is the ruler of those qualities any one of which in excess is sure to overmaster the ordinary mind1 and which can crystallize helpless vagary into the clearly outlined and imperishable forms of ,art4 ,it is not1 therefore1 from any grudging incapacity to appreciate new authors1 but from a strong feeling that we are to guard the graves of the dead from encroachment1 and their fames from vulgarization1 that the ,atlantic has been and will be sparing in its use of the word genius4 ,one may safely predicate power1 nicety of thought and language1 a clear eye for scenery and character1 and grace of poetic conception of a book1 without being willing to say that it gives proof of genius4 ,for genius is the shaping faculty1 the power of using material in the best way1 and may not work itself clear of the besetting temptation of personal gifts and of circumstances in a first or even second work4 ,it is something capable of education and accomplishment1 and the patience with which it submits itself to this needful schooling and self-abnegation is one of the surest tests of its actual possession4 ,could even ,shakspeare's poems and earlier plays come before us for judgment1 we could only say of them1 as of ,keats's ,endymion1 that they showed affluence1 but made no sure prophecy of that artistic self-possession without which plenty is but confusion and incumbrance4 ,so much by way of preface1 lest we might seem cold to the very remarkable merits of ,sir ,rohan's ,ghost1 if we treated it as a book worth finding fault with1 instead of condemning it to the indifferent limbo of general eulogy4 ,it is our deliberate judgment that no first volume by any author has ever been published in ,america showing more undoubtful symptoms of genuine poetic power than this4 ,there are passages in it where imagination and language combine in the most artistic completeness1 and the first quatrain of the song which ,sir ,rohan fancies he hears1-- ----,in a summer twilight1 ,while yet the dew was hoar1 ,i went plucking purple pansies ,till my love should come to shore1-- seems to us absolutely perfect in its simplicity and suggestiveness4 ,it has that wayward and seemingly accidental just-right-ness that is so delightful in old ballads4 ,the hesitating cadence of the third line is impregnated with the very mood of the singer1 and lingers like the action it pictures4 ,all those passages in the book1 too1 where the symptoms of ,sir ,rohan's possession by his diseased memory are handled1 where we see all outward nature but as wax to the plastic will of imagination1 are to the utmost well-conceived and carried out4 ,it was part of the necessity of the case that the book should be conjectural and metaphysical1 for it is plain that the author is young and has little experience of the actual4 ,accordingly1 with a true instinct1 she 7for the newspapers ascribe the authorship of the book to ,miss ,prescott7 calls her story a ,romance1 thus absolving it from any cumbersome allegiance to fact1 and lays the scene of it in ,england1 where she can have old castles1 old traditions1 old families1 old servants1 and all the other olds so essential to the young writer1 ready to her hand4 ,we like the book better for being in the main subjective 7to use the convenient word ,mr4 ,ruskin is so angry with72 for a young writer can only follow the ,german plan of conjuring things up from the depths of his inward consciousness4 ,the moment our author quits this sure ground1 her touch becomes uncertain and her colors inharmonious4 ,character-painting is unessential to a romance1 belonging as it does properly to the novel of actual life1 in which the romantic element is equally out of place4 ,fielding1 accordingly1 the greatest artist in character since ,shakspeare1 hardly admits sentiment1 and never romance1 into his master-pieces4 ,hawthorne1 again1 another great master1 feeling instinctively the poverty and want of sharp contrast in the externals of our ,new ,england life1 always shades off the edges of the actual1 till1 at some indefinable line1 they meet and mingle with the supersensual and imaginative4 ,the author of ,sir ,rohan attempts character in ,redruth the butler1 and in the villain and heroine of her story4 ,we are inclined to think the villain the best hit of the three1 because he is downright scoundrel without a redeeming point1 as the ,nemesis of the story required him to be1 and because he is so far a purely ideal character4 ,but there is no such thing possible as an ideal butler1 at least in the sense our author assumes in the cellar-scene4 ,the better poet1 the worse butler2 and so we are made impatient by his more than ,redi-isms about wine1 full of fancy as they are in themselves1 because they are an impertinence4 ,for the same reason1 we forgive the heroine her rhapsodies about the figures of the ,arthur-romances1 but cannot pardon her descents into real life and her incursions on what should be the sanctuary of the breakfast-table4 ,the author attributes to her a dash of gypsy blood2 and if her style of humorous conversation be a fair type of that of the race in general1 we no longer wonder that they are homeless exiles from human society4 ,when will men learn the true nature of a pun1--that it is a play upon ideas1 and not upon sounds1--and that a perfect one is as rare as a perfect poem8 ,in the prose ,edda1 the dwarfs tell a monstrous fib1 when they pretend that ,kvasir1 the inventor of poetry1 has been suffocated by his own wisdom4 ,nevertheless1 the little fellows showed thereby that they were not short of intelligence2 for it is almost always in their own overflow that young poets are drowned4 ,this superabundance seems to us the chief defect in ,sir ,rohan's ,ghost4 ,the superabundance is all very fine1 of the costliest kind2 but was ,clarence any the better for being done to death in ,malmsey instead of water8 ,this fault we look on as a fault of promise4 ,there is always a chance that luxuriance may be pruned1 but none short of a miracle that a broomstick may be made to blossom4 ,there is1 however1 one absolute1 and not relative fault in the book1 which we find it harder to forgive1 since it is one of instinct rather than of ,art4 ,the author seems to us prone to confound the terrible1 7the only true subject of ,art7 with the horrible4 ,the one rouses moral terror or aversion1 the other only physical disgust4 ,this is one of the worst effects of the modern ,french school upon literature1 the inevitable result of its degrading the sensuous into the sensual4 ,we have found all the fault we could with this volume1 because we sincerely think that the author of it is destined for great things1 and that she owes it to the rare gift she has been endowed with to do nothing inconsiderately1 and by honest self-culture to raise natural qualities to conscious and beneficent powers4 ,,recent ,,american ,,publications ,,received ,,by ,,the ,,editors ,,of ,,the ,,atlantic ,,monthly4 ,essays of ,elia4 ,by ,charles ,lamb4 ,a ,new ,edition4 ,boston4 ,william ,veazie4 #hvo4 pp4 #dff4 #a4be4 ,archaia2 or1 ,studies of the ,cosmogony and ,natural ,history of the ,hebrew ,scriptures4 ,by ,j4 ,w4 ,dawson1 ,,ll4 ,d41 ,f4 ,g4 ,s41 ,principal of ,mc,gill ,college1 ,author of ,acadian ,geology1 etc4 ,montreal4 ,b4 ,dawson ,son4 #abmo4 pp4 #djf4 ,manual of ,public ,libraries1 ,institutions1 and ,societies in the ,united ,states and ,british ,provinces of ,north ,america4 ,by ,william ,j4 ,rhees1 ,chief ,clerk of the ,smithsonian ,institution4 ,philadelphia4 ,j4 ,b4 ,lippincott ,co4 #hvo4 pp4 xxviii41 #fhg4 #c4jj4 ,the ,oakland ,stories4 ,by ,george ,r4 ,taylor1 of ,virginia4 ,volume ,i4 ,kenny4 ,new ,york4 ,sheldon ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 #agf4 #ej cts4 ,the ,florence ,stories4 ,by ,jacob ,abbott4 ,florence and ,john4 ,new ,york4 ,sheldon ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 #beb4 #fj cents4 ,poems read at the ,opening of the ,fraternity ,lectures1 #aheh-i4 ,by ,f4 ,b4 ,sanborn and ,rufus ,leighton1 ,jr4 ,boston4 ,printed for the ,fraternity4 #afmo4 pp4 #ei4 #be cts4 ,the ,law of the ,territories4 ,philadelphia4 ,printed by ,c4 ,sherman and ,son4 #afmo4 pp4 #abg4 #ej cts4 ,the ,wife's ,trials and ,triumphs4 ,by the ,author of ,grace ,hamilton's ,school-,days1 etc4 ,new ,york4 ,sheldon ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 #cdg4 #a4jj4 ,the ,old ,battle-,ground4 ,by ,j4 ,t4 ,trowbridge1 ,author of ,father ,brighthopes1 etc4 ,new ,york4 ,sheldon ,co4 #bdmo4 pp4 #bgf4 #ej cts4 ,abridgment of the ,debates of ,congress1 from #aghi to #ahef4 ,from ,gales and ,seaton's ,annals of ,congress2 from their ,register of ,debates2 and from the ,official ,reported ,debates1 by ,john ,c4 ,rives4 ,by the ,author of the ,thirty ,years' ,view4 ,volume ,,xii4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #hvo4 pp4 #hjg4 #b4ej4 ,woman's ,right to ,labor2 or1 ,low ,wages and ,hard ,work3 in ,three ,lectures1 delivered in ,boston1 ,november1 #ahei4 ,by ,caroline ,h4 ,dall4 ,boston4 ,walker1 ,wise1 ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 xvi41 #ahd4 #ej cts4 ,the ,diary of a ,samaritan4 ,by a ,member of the ,howard ,association of ,new ,orleans4 ,new ,york4 ,harper ,brothers4 #abmo4 pp4 #cbd4 #a4jj4 ,a ,popular ,history of the ,united ,states of ,america3 from the ,discovery of the ,american ,continent to the ,present ,time4 ,by ,mary ,howitt4 ,illustrated with ,numerous ,engravings4 ,in ,two ,volumes4 ,new ,york4 ,harper ,brothers4 #abmo4 pp4 xii41 #djf2 xii41 #chh4 #b4jj4 ,poems4 ,by ,henry ,timrod4 ,boston4 ,ticknor ,fields4 #afmo4 pp4 iv41 #acj4 #ej cts4 ,new ,miscellanies4 ,by ,charles ,kingsley4 ,boston4 ,ticknor ,fields4 #abmo4 pp4 vi41 #cge4 #a4jj4 ,the ,two ,christmas ,celebrations1 ,a4 ,d4 #a and #ahee4 ,a ,christmas ,story for #ahef4 ,by ,theodore ,parker1 ,minister of the #bhth ,congregational ,society of ,boston4 ,boston4 ,rufus ,leighton1 ,jr4 ,small #hvo4 pp4 #df4 #ej cts4 ,frank ,wildman's ,adventures on ,land and ,water4 ,by ,frederick ,gerstaecker4 ,translated and revised by ,lascelles ,wraxall4 ,with ,eight ,illustrations1 printed in ,oil ,colors4 ,boston4 ,crosby1 ,nichols1 ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 viii41 #cab4 #a4jj4 ,the ,boy ,tar2 or1 ,a ,voyage in the ,dark4 ,by ,captain ,mayne ,reid4 ,with ,twelve ,illustrations1 by ,charles ,keene4 ,boston4 ,ticknor ,fields4 #afmo4 pp4 iv41 #cef4 #ge cts4 ,the ,crusades and the ,crusaders4 ,by ,john ,g4 ,edgar1 ,author of ,boyhood of ,great ,men1 etc4 ,with ,eight ,illustrations1 by ,julian ,portch4 ,boston4 ,ticknor ,fields4 #afmo4 pp4 x41 #chj4 #ge cts4 ,the ,white ,hills3 their ,legends1 ,landscape1 and ,poetry4 ,by ,thomas ,starr ,king4 ,with ,sixty ,illustrations1 engraved by ,andrew1 from ,drawings by ,wheelock4 ,boston4 ,crosby1 ,nichols1 ,co4 #hvo4 pp4 xviii41 #djc4 #e4jj4 ,a ,look at ,home2 or1 ,life in the ,poor-,house of ,new ,england4 ,by ,s4 ,h4 ,elliot1 ,author of ,rolling ,ridge4 ,new ,york4 ,h4 ,dexter ,co4 #abmo4 pp4 #dij4 #a4jj4 ,how ,could ,he ,help ,it8 or1 ,the ,heart ,triumphant4 ,by ,a4 ,s4 ,roe1 ,author of ,i've been ,thinking1 etc4 ,new ,york4 ,derby ,jackson4 #abmo4 pp4 #ddc4 #a4be4 ,evenings at the ,microscope2 or1 ,researches among the ,minuter ,organs and ,forms of ,animal ,life4 ,by ,philip ,henry ,gosse1 ,f4 ,r4 ,s4 ,with ,illustrations4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #abmo4 pp4 xii41 #dhj4 #a4ej4 ,hester1 the ,bride of the ,islands4 ,a ,poem4 ,by ,silvester ,b4 ,beckett4 ,portland4 ,bailey ,noyes4 #abmo4 pp4 #ccf4 #a4jj4 ,great ,facts3 ,a ,popular ,history and ,description of the most ,remarkable ,inventions during the ,present ,century4 ,by ,frederick ,c4 ,bakewell1 ,author of ,philosophical ,conversations1 etc4 ,illustrated with ,numerous ,engravings4 ,new ,york1 ,appleton ,co4 #abmo4 pp4 xii41 #cjg4 #a4jj4 ,prince ,charlie1 the ,young ,chevalier4 ,by ,merideth ,johnes1 ,author of ,the ,boy's ,book of ,modern ,travel1 etc4 ,with ,eight ,illustrations1 by ,n4 ,s4 ,morgan4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 #cca4 #ge cts4 ,edith ,vaughan's ,victory2 or1 ,how to ,conquer4 ,by ,helen ,wall ,pierson1 ,author of ,sophie ,krantz4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 #bhi4 #fc cts4 ,a ,history of the ,cemetery of ,mount ,auburn4 ,by ,jacob ,bigelow1 ,president of the ,corporation4 ,boston4 ,munroe ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 xvi41 #bfc4 #a4jj4 ,here and ,there2 or1 ,heaven and ,earth ,contrasted4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #ahmo4 pp4 #da4 #be cts4 ,a ,report of the ,celebration at ,norwich1 ,ct41 on the #bjjth ,anniversary of the ,settlement of the ,town1 ,sept4 #gth and #hth1 #ahei4 ,with an ,appendix1 containing ,historical ,documents of ,local ,interest4 ,norwich4 ,john ,w4 ,stedman4 #hvo4 pp4 #cjd4 #a4ej4 ,re-,statements of ,christian ,doctrine1 in ,twenty-,five ,sermons4 ,by ,henry ,w4 ,bellows1 ,minister of ,all-,souls' ,church1 ,new ,york4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #abmo4 pp4 viii41 #dcd4 #a4be4 ,the ,great ,harmonia3 being a ,progressive ,revelation of the ,eternal ,principles which inspire ,mind and govern ,matter4 ,by ,andrew ,jackson ,davis4 ,vol4 ,v4 ,in ,three ,parts4 ,new ,york4 ,a4 ,j4 ,davis ,co4 #abmo4 pp4 #dch4 #a4jj4 ,history of the ,republic of the ,united ,states of ,america1 as traced in the ,writings of ,alexander ,hamilton and his ,contemporaries4 ,by ,john ,c4 ,hamilton4 ,vol4 ,v4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #hvo4 pp4 xii41 #fjc4 #b4ej4 ,life of ,lafayette4 ,written for ,children4 ,by ,e4 ,cecil4 ,with ,six ,illustrations4 ,boston4 ,crosby1 ,nichols1 ,co4 #afmo4 pp4 vi41 #bah4 #ge cts4 ,self-,help2 with ,illustrations of ,character and ,conduct4 ,by ,samuel ,smiles1 ,author of ,the ,life of ,george ,stephenson4 ,boston4 ,ticknor ,fields4 #afmo4 pp4 xiv41 #djh4 #ge cts4 ,bible ,stories in ,bible ,language4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 ,square #afmo4 pp4 #aig4 #a4be4 ,martha's ,hooks and ,eyes4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #ahmo4 pp4 #abi4 #cg cts4 ,christian ,believing and ,living4 ,sermons4 ,by ,f4 ,d4 ,huntington1 ,d4,d41 ,preacher to the ,university1 and ,plummer ,professor of ,christian ,morals in ,harvard ,college4 ,boston4 ,crosby1 ,nichols1 ,co4 #abmo4 pp4 viii41 #ebh4 #a4be4 ,ernest ,bracebridge2 or1 ,schoolboy ,days4 ,by ,w4 ,h4 ,g4 ,kingston4 ,boston4 ,ticknor ,fields4 #afmo4 pp4 iv41 #cdd4 #ge cts4 ,baby ,nightcaps4 ,by the ,author of ,nightcaps4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #ahmo4 pp4 #adj4 #ej cts4 ,the ,new ,nightcaps told to ,charley4 ,new ,york4 ,appleton ,co4 #ahmo4 pp4 #bjg4 #ej cts4 ,rainbow's ,journey4 ,by ,jacob ,abbott4 ,new ,york4 ,harper ,brothers4 #afmo4 pp4 #bja4 #ej cts4 ,harry's ,summer in ,ashcroft4 ,with ,illustrations4 ,new ,york4 ,harper ,brothers4 #ahmo4 pp4 #bjd4 #ej cts4 ,seven ,years4 ,by ,julia ,kavanagh1 ,author of ,adele1 ,nathalie1 etc4 ,boston4 ,ticknor ,fields4 #hvo4 pp4 #ahj4 #cj cts4 ,the ,sea-,lions2 or1 ,the ,lost ,sealers4 ,by ,j4 ,fenimore ,cooper4 ,illustrated from ,drawings by ,f4 ,o4 ,c4 ,darley4 ,new ,york4 ,w4 ,a4 ,townsend ,co4 #abmo4 pp4 #dij4 #a4ej4 ,the ,professor at the ,breakfast-,table2 with the ,story of ,iris4 ,by ,oliver ,wendell ,holmes4 ,boston4 ,ticknor ,fields4 #abmo4 pp4 #daj4 #a4jj4 ,misrepresentation4 ,a ,novel4 ,by ,anna ,h4 ,drury1 ,author of ,friends and ,fortune1 etc4 ,new ,york4 ,harper ,brothers4 #hvo4 paper4 pp4 #baj4 #ej cts4 ,history of ,peter the ,great1 ,emperor of ,russia4 ,by ,jacob ,abbott4 ,with ,engravings4 ,new ,york4 ,harper ,brothers4 #afmo4 pp4 #cfh4 #fj cts4