,born ,aga9 by ,alfr$ ,lawson ,,d$ication ,"o day1 n _m ye>s ago1 :ile walk+ along a /reet 9 ,detroit1 ,mi*igan1 ,i 0 /opp$ by a ragg$ & =lorn begg>1 ) ! reque/ = a few c5ts to buy some?+ to eat4 ,i gave him a dime & walk+ on a few paces /opp$ to obs]ve 8 foll[+ movem5ts4 ,contr>y to my supposition t p]haps he w\ld ent] a saloon & buy :iskey he w5t z fa/ z 8 we>y legs w\ld c>ry him 9 a /raight c\rse t[>d a re/aurant on ! opposite side ( ! /reet4 ,z he 0 ab\t to ent] ! place 8 att5tion 0 attract$ by a m pitiable wret* ?an himself /&+ outside :o _h b "o leg1 0 p>tly bl9d1 & ^: nose 0 almo/ eat5 (f by disease4 ,he paus$ = a mom5t & look$ sympa!tically at ! crippl$ begg> & !n />t$ aga9 t[>d ! door ( ! re/aurant1 b be=e ent]+ he /opp$ once m to take ano!r look1 & aft] a few mom5ts' hesitation he delib]ately turn$ ab\t1 h&$ ! o!r fell[ ! dime & walk$ away )\t fe$+ himself4 ,( all ! h]oic de$s ,i h ev] witness$1 ,i recollect none q s gr& & noble z ?is act1 = not)/&+ ?is poor begg> may h be5 heir to e o!r weakness a human be+ c\ld possibly contract1 /ill he conta9$ t sp>k ( unselfi% love = 8 fell[ be+s1 )\t :i* no man is m ?an a m]e brute1 & = t reason ,i respectfully d$icate ?is "w to 8 memory4 ,,alfr$ ,,william ,,lawson4 ,,*apt] ,i ,judg+ f my own exp]i5ce x is my op9ion t _m /range & wond]ful ev5ts h happ5$ dur+ ! pa/ 9 :i* man took "p1 t h nev] be5 record$4 ,_m reasons c\ld be giv5 = ?is1 b ! ma9 causes p]haps1 are t ! p>ticipants h lack$ ! intellig5ce1 education or lit]>y ability to prop]ly describe !m4 ,9 ^! respects ,i mu/ admit my own inf]iority4 ,b ,i feel t %\ld ,i n promulgate an acc\nt ( my own rem>kable life = ! b5efit ( mank9d !n ,i w\ld betray ! tru/ nature has confid$ 9 me4 ,s ,i w>n ! exquisite lit]>y critic & ! ov]-poli%$ individual :o pref] fancy phrases to logical ideas1 t ?is "w may some:at j> _! delicate s5ses ( p]ception4 ,& hav+ (f]$ ^! few rem>ks ,i %all introduce myself to ! read]4 ,my "n is ,john ,conv]t4 ,! e>? is my home & c\ntry4 ,all m5 are my k91 be !y :ite1 black1 r$1 yell[ or br[n4 ,i 0 born some:]e on ! ,atlantic ,ocean betwe5 ,liv]pool & ,new ,york :ile my p>5ts 7 emigrat+ f ,engl& to ,am]ica4 ,my "m di$ giv+ me bir?4 ,:e!r or n x 0 because ,i fir/ saw ! light ( day :ile 9 a /ate ( transit t caus$ me aft]w>ds to acquire a ?ir/ = travel & adv5ture ,i _c say1 b true x is t dur+ my :ole life ,i h be5 con/antly mov+ f place to place4 ,!n aga9 my fa!r 0 a ,me?odi/ prea*] & ! good ,"l o/5sibly s5t calls to him f e nook & corn] ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 = z long z ,i c rememb] he too 0 cont9ually *ang+ abid+ places4 ,9 fact1 x seems to me n[ :5 ,i look back t he seldom prea*$ twice f ! same pulpit4 ,:e!r ?is 0 due to bad prea*+ or because he _h ! c\rage to tell ! good *ur* folk _m pla9 tru?s conc]n+ !mselves1 ,i "k n1 b ,i d "k t 9 _m ways my fa!r 0 a v good man1 & also a v le>n$ man--p]haps a little too le>n$ to be wise1 =1 l mo/ great s*ol>s he may h =c$ s mu* book /uff into 8 bra9 t he left no room = progressive ?\ghts ( 8 own4 ,he 01 h[ev]1 q unlike _m cl]gym5 ( ! pres5t "t :o app>5tly ?9k & c]ta9ly act z if _! ma9 "w 0 to flatt] & amuse ! wom54 ,my fa!r 0 /raight=w>d1 hone/1 k9d & tru?ful4 ,he 0 dogmatic 9 8 religi\s beliefs1 combative by nature & nev] happi] ?an :5 fight+ ! ,devil 9 8 own corn]1 z he express$ x4 ,fur!rmore1 he 0 haughty1 /ubborn & egoti/ical1 & ^! traits ( "* ,i inh]it$ f him4 ,b :ile ,i hone/ly inh]it$ combativ5ess1 /ubbornness & egotism f my fa!r1 ^! *>act]i/ics became v objectionable to him :5 display$ by myself4 ,s f my e>lie/ *ildhood days !re 0 a cont9ual tug ( w> betwe5 u to see :o w\ld be ma/] ( ! h\se4 ,!re 0 "o inh]itance ,i receiv$ f my fa!r1 h[ev]1 t ,i h always felt pr(\ndly grateful to him =1 namely1 a s\nd physical con/itution4 ,"o ( 8 e>ne/ tea*+s1 :i*1 by ! way1 0 g5]ally ridicul$1 0 t p>5ts %\ld n br+ *ildr5 into ! _w unless !y !mselves _h l$ temp]ate lives & 7 9 p]fect heal?4 ,9 ?is respect he liv$ z he prea*$ & practic$ temp]at5ess 9 all ?+s4 ,z ,i grew up ,i 0 taught to take c>e ( myself physically1 z well z m5tally & morally4 ,at ! age ( elev5 ,i 0 z l>ge & /rong z mo/ boys ( sixte51 & at sixte5 !re 7 few m5 :o c\ld outdo me 9 feats ( /r5g? & endurance4 ,my education 0 limit$ to :at ,i le>n$ at ! diff]5t public s*ools :i* ,i att5d$1 & )\t exception ,i 0 always rat$ z ! v wor/ boy ( ! :ole in/itution4 ,i d n believe t ev] a day pass$ t ,i 0 n s5t to ! pr9cipal = refractory conduct1 & 9 _m in/ances ,i 0 susp5d$ or expell$ entirely4 ,fight+ 0 my *ief (f5ce z ,i 0 always ready & anxi\s = a fi/ic enc\nt] ) any boy :o 0 will+ to battle4 ,9 %ort1 ,i 0 a v unruly *ild ) an indep5d5t _s1 :o recogniz$ ! au?ority ( nobody to give arbitr>y comm&s4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ^! facts my fa!r & ,i _h frequ5t alt]cations & z my innate love = travel & adv5ture ass]t$ itself ,i ran away f home :5 b elev5 ye>s old1 an age :5 mo/ *ildr5 are m]e babies1 & />t$ out 9 ! _w to paddle my own canoe4 ,i began to e>n my own liv+ by sell+ newspap]s on ! /reets ( ,*icago1 & f t "t on became a w&]] ^u ! face ( ! e>?2 work+ at v>i\s occupations & engag+ 9 _m s*emes & pursuits 9 an endeavor to pay my way ?r\gh life1 & dur+ ! next elev5 ye>s ,i n only visit$ e "p ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 b ne>ly e c\ntry 9 ! _w1 dur+ :i* "t ,i exp]i5c$ en\gh adv5tures to fill _m books if put into pr9t1 b z !y h no be>+ ^u ?is n>rative ,i mu/ pass !m by )\t m5tion4 ,& s at ! age ( tw5ty-two1 be+ !n a wor?less vagabond1 ,i 0 abo>d a ?ree-ma/$ s*oon] work+ my way f ,au/ralia to ,engl& z a common sailor4 ,t 0 dur+ ! ye> ( #ahha4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,phr5ologi/s aft] /udy+ ! bumps on my head h inv>iably told me t ,i lack$ diplomacy4 ,?is1 z ,i und]/& x1 simply means an incapability ( act+ ! hypocrite4 ,& x does seem "u ! pres5t sy/em ( human exi/5ce1 t he :o fails to practice hypocrisy f9ds innum]able ob/acles to ov]come1 :i* o!rwise might be avoid$4 ,s1 lack+ 9 ?is virtue1 z diplomacy is sometimes /yl$1 l$ me into tr\ble ) ne>ly ev]ybody ) :om ,i _h any deal+s4 ,inde$1 _h x n be5 = ?is v defect 9 my nature1 ,i %\ld n h be5 =c$ to pass ?r\gh ! mo/ rem>kable life1 ,i ?9k1 ev] exp]i5c$ by liv+ man4 ,& s ! %ip _h b>ely pass$ out ( ! h>bor be=e ,i _h undiplomatically ar\s$ ! enmity ( all ! o!r seam51 & )9 two weeks ,i 0 ?or\ghly dete/$ by e man abo>d f ! capta9 to ! cook4 ,! crew 0 compos$ ( an unusually t\gh set ( *>act]s :o av[$ f ! beg9n+ t !y did n l ,yankees & w\ld make life insuff]able = me be=e rea*+ ! next port4 ,fi/ fights became frequ5t & ea* "o ( ! sailors took a pun* at my head at diff]5t times1 only to le>n t ,i enjoy$ t k9d ( sport & retaliat$ 9 a way t laid ! (f5d] up = repairs aft]w>d4 ,! fact t 9 ^! enc\nt]s ,i always ga9$ an easy victory ov] my oppon5ts caus$ a m int5se feel+ ( bitt]ness to exi/ ?an ev]1 & to make matt]s worse ! capta9's wife1 :o 0 ! only woman on ! %ip1 took sides ) me aga9/ all ! o!rs4 ,?is app>5tly ang]$ ! capta91 = on "o occasion1 aft] he _h giv5 ord]s to h me put 9 irons = break+ "o ( my %ipmate's ribs1 & %e int]c$$ 9 my behalf1 he became furi\s & ?reat5$ to h me ?r[n ov]bo>d4 ,?is ?reat1 h[ev]1 only _h ! effect ( mak+ me m /ubborn & defiant4 ,z a c[boy ,i _h f\ght ,indians & real bad m5 9 ! we/]n /ates ( ,am]ica1 hunt$ elephants 9 ,africa1 tig]s 9 ,india1 & r\gh$ x z a gold seek] 9 ,au/ralia until ,i _h become h>d5$ aga9/ dang] & absolutely fe>less1 s t a m5ace aga9/ my life did n worry me 9 ! lea/4 ,9 fact1 ,i really enjoy$ ! situation & d>$ ! capta9 to d 8 wor/4 ,we _h be5 out ( ,sydney ab\t f\r weeks1 & al?\gh ,i did n "k ! exact latitude & longitude1 ,i imag9$ we mu/ h be5 a consid]able di/ance to ! s\? & ea/ ( ,cape ,colony4 ,x seems to me n[ t ,i he>d somebody say we 7 a little fur!r s\? ( ! regul> c\rse tak5 by vessels sail+ ar\nd ! ,cape4 ,x 0 "o ( ^? pleasant nights 9 ,decemb]1 :i* "o mu/ exp]i5ce 9 s\!rn wat]s to appreciate1 t ,i took my turn on wat* 9 ! =w>d "p ( ! boat4 ,x 0 pa/ midnight & "o ( ! d>ke/ nights ,i h ev] kn[n4 ,! sea 0 r calm b a good breeze a/]n caus$ ! %ip to make good headway4 ,i 0 all alone & pac$ back & =? f side to side pe]+ out into space & d>kness ahead4 ,occasionally1 ,i w\ld rema9 = sev]al m9utes lean+ aga9/ "o ( ! rail+s4 ,except = ! spla%+ ( ! sea aga9/ ! side ( ! %ip1 all 0 quiet4 ,z ,i /ood 9 "o ( my m$itative moods1 look+ /raight ahead1 ,i 0 sudd5ly attract$ by some?+ :i* caus$ me to turn quickly & look 9 ! opposite direction1 & !n ,i obs]v$ ! =ms ( f\r m5 com+ quickly t[>d me1 b be=e ,i realiz$ _! object or _h "t to speak1 !y grabb$ me by ! arms & legs4 ,i /ruggl$ furi\sly = sev]al mom5ts & free+ my h&s1 dealt "o ( !m a vici\s pun* :i* fell$ him to ! deck1 & x seem$ = a:ile t ,i w\ld %ake !m all (f1 :5 sudd5ly ,i receiv$ a t]rible bl[ on ! side ( my head :i* p>tially /unn$ me1 & dur+ ! in/ant ( inactivity on my "p ,i 0 rais$ bodily high 9 ! air & plung$ ov]bo>d into ! wat]s bel[4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,x 0 9 a semi-consci\s /ate t ,i /ruck ! wat] head =emo/1 & x 0 by in/9ct1 ,i suppose1 t ,i imm$iately />t$ to swim away f ! side ( ! vessel4 ,al?\gh ,i 0 a p[]ful swimm] x seem$ z if ,i %\ld nev] rea* ! surface aga94 ,! sudd5 & unexpect$ plunge _h caus$ me to g into ! sea ) my m\? op5 & !reby swall[ a l>ge quantity ( salt wat]4 ,:5 almo/ on ! v]ge ( /rangulation1 h[ev]1 by a supreme ef=t ,i f9ally manag$ to rea* ! air aga91 m dead ?an alive4 ,x 0 !n "s "t be=e ,i rega9$ my brea? & fully und]/ood :at _h happ5$4 ,i assure ! read] t x 0 n a v pleasant s5sation to f9d myself out 9 ! middle ( ! ocean )\t ev5 ! support ( a life pres]v] & ! %ip sail+ away 9 ! di/ance4 ,dur+ my adv5tur\s c>e] ,i _h fac$ dea? a score ( times )\t ! slighte/ emotion or semblance ( fright1 b z ,i float$ ab\t on t broad expanse ( wat] alone ,i !n realiz$ = ! fir/ "t 9 my life :at a t9y1 helpless microbe ,i really 04 ,oh1 y little mortal kn[n z man2 y microscopical mixture ( protoplasm & egotism2 y atomical speck ( ignorance & av>ice2 y :o believe t ! e>?1 moon1 />s & all creation 0 manufactur$ = y\r special b5efit2 if y c\ld only be %[n y\r actual size 9 ! univ]se z ,i 0 on t occasion1 ,i ?9k x w\ld result 9 ! eradication ( "s ( y\r innate vanity & selfi%ness1 !reby prov+ an incalculable bless+ to y4 ,& n[ at la/ ,i 0 plac$ 9 a position :]eby ,i c\ld feel & reflect ^u my own littl5ess4 ,i _h absolutely no hope ( be+ sav$ f a wat]y grave1 feel+ t x 0 only a matt] ( an h\r or two be=e ,i %\ld succumb to ! inevitable & s9k to ! bottom ( ! sea4 ,/ill ,i 0 unwill+ to give up ! few bones entru/$ to my c>e until f9ally ov]come by exhau/ion & s ,i kept afloat by ly+ on my back & ex]t+ myself z little z possible4 ,at l5g?1 h[ev]1 my /r5g? gave way entirely & ,i felt t ! "t _h arriv$ :5 ,i mu/ come face to face ) ! ,god :om ,i _h be5 taught to believe 9 f infancy accord+ to ! ,*ri/ian fai?4 ,!n x seem$ t a million ?\ghts cr[d$ !mselves into my bra9 at ! same "t4 ,h[ w\ld ,he receive me8 ,:at dire judgm5t w\ld ,he pass ^u me8 ,_h ,i ev] done any?+ to m]it ,8 pleasure8 ,i c\ld n recollect "o good de$ ,i _h ev] accompli%$ ( suffici5t importance to call to ,8 att5tion1 b on ! contr>y ,i recall$ a ?\s& bad acts ,i %\ld n h committ$4 ,i _h sp5t a rov+1 aimless exi/5ce 9 :i* ,i _h done practically no?+ to increase ! production or k ( ! _w1 ,i _h liv$ = myself alone--a life ( m]e pleasure seek+1 )\t ev] a ?\ght ( o!rs' rights or happ9ess4 ,i rememb]$ t dur+ a hunt+ exp$ition 9 ,africa h[ ,i _h once %ot & kill$ sev5te5 spr+-bok 9 "o day1 & h[ ,i _h swell$ up ) conceit to "k t ,i _h de/roy$ ! lives ( t _m liv+ ?+s4 ,true1 !y 7 n human be+s1 b 7 !y n creatures ( nature z well z myself8 ,:at "r _h ,i to take ! life ( any liv+ ?+ at all1 let alone = m]e pleasure8 ,:at excuse c\ld ,i n[ (f] if tri$ = t c[>dly (f5ce8 ,w\ld ,i ask ,god's =giv5ess8 ,if s1 w\ld x be any bett] to ask ,him to =give me j be=e ,i di$ or imm$iately aft]w>d8 ,:at diff]5ce w\ld x make8 ,!n aga9 ,i wond]$ if ,god w\ld h any m respect = me if aft] committ+ ! de$ ,i :9$ & begg$ = m]cy4 ,w\ld ,he n consid] t c[>dly on my "p8 ,w\ld ,he n ?9k bett] ( me if ,i w5t =w>d bravely & said3 ,"h ,i am1 ,o ,god1 ,i "k ,i h done wrong1 n[ puni% me z ,?\ see'/ fit4 ,:at w\ld ,i d if ,i 7 to occupy ! ,creator's position z supreme judge 9 a case ( t k9d8 ,w\ld ,i n ?9k f> m ( ! man :o w\ld come =w>d c\rage\sly & take ! puni%m5t he des]v$ ?an ! creep+1 cr++ & :9+ be+ :o begg$ = m]cy8 ,w\ld ,god ! ,creator be m unreasonable ab\t ! matt] ?an ,i1 :om ,he _h creat$8 ,i _h always ?ank$ ,god z well z my p>5ts = ! extraord9>y physical /r5g? & c\rage ) :i* ,i 0 end[$1 & dur+ my life ( trials & h>d%ips t c\rage _h nev] be5 %ak5 by man or bea/1 b n[ ,i felt t ! crucial te/ 0 ab\t to be appli$4 ,w\ld ! c\rage ! ,almighty gave me weak5 :5 ab\t to face ,him :o _h be/[$ x ^u me8 ,) ^! & simil> ?\ghts pass+ ?r\gh my m9d & my /r5g? exhau/$1 ,i took "o long brea? & sank b5ea? ! wat]4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,s9k+ sl[ly d[n ) a feel+ ( dr[s9ess /eal+ away my s5ses1 ,i 0 sudd5ly awak5$ by my body com+ to an abrupt /op & re/+ ^u "s h>d sub/ance4 ,my fir/ impression 0 t ,i _h collid$ ) "s huge sea-mon/] & 0 ab\t to be dev\r$4 ,s plac+ my h&s & feet firmly ^u x ,i sprang upw>d ) all ! =ce ,i c\ld comm& 9 an ef=t to get out ( its rea*1 b to my great surprise my head & half ( my body %ot out ( ! wat] into ! air above & d[n ,i came aga9 squ>e ^u my feet ) a jolt t caus$ my tee? to rattle4 ,& !re ,i /ood ) my head & %\ld]s out ( ! wat] :ile my lungs inhal$ long draughts ( pure fre% air4 ,i 0 too a/oni%$ to ?9k & too weak to move1 s ,i j /ood !re motionless until ,i _h rega9$ my equilibrium4 ,i c\ld nev] =get h[ sweet life seem$ to me at t "t4 ,= a long "t ,i rema9$ /&+ !re )\t giv+ a ?\ght z to :at ,i 0 re/+ ^u1 & :5 ,i did direct my att5tion to ! "q ,i 0 incapable ( =m+ a satisfactory solution to ! my/]y4 ,accord+ to ! *>ts !re 0 no l& 9 t "p ( ! ocean4 ,c\ld x be a :ale1 ,i wond]$8 ,! m ,i ?\ght ( x ! m p]plex$ ,i became4 ,! night 0 v d>k & ,i c\ld see no?+ ab\t me 9 any direction1 s ,i conclud$ t ! only ?+ to d 0 to rema9 /&+ j :]e ,i 0 until daybreak4 ,x 0 a long & t$i\s wait & ,i suff]$ mu* f /iffness & cold1 b at la/ dawn appe>$ & ,i anxi\sly /ra9$ my eyes1 look+ ab\t 9 e direction4 ,!n my head ne>ly bur/ ) a feel+ ( joy\sness1 = )9 two hundr$ y>ds ( me ,i disc]n$ ! outl9e ( :at appe>$ to be a hill ( rocks protrud+ f ! deep1 & z ! light grew bright] ,i />t$ to wade sl[ly t[>ds x4 ,?is 0 an extremely tiresome und]tak+1 z ! b$ ^u :i* ,i _h be5 re/+ 0 v rocky & unev5 & ,i receiv$ _m bruises be=e f9ally rea*+ its base4 ,my limbs too 7 ?or\ghly numb & almo/ refus$ to "w1 b ) ea* /ep ahead ! wat] became %all[] & my progress less ardu\s4 ,z ,i w5t =w>d ,i ?\ght x 0 by ! miracul\s h& ( ,god t my life _h be5 sav$1 = ! "t be+ at lea/4 ,!n1 aga91 x occurr$ to me1 t if x 0 ! h& ( ! ,almighty t sav$ me1 x mu/ h be5 by ,8 h& also t ,i 0 ?r[n ov]bo>d1 = if ,he direct$ ! "o act ,he mu/ h surely direct$ ! o!r4 ,s :y blame ! sailors = attempt+ to take my life if x 0 ,god's w t x %\ld be done8 ,rea*+ ! base ( ! rocks 9 a feeble condition & /agg]+ l a man "u ! influ5ce ( liquor1 ,i ?rew myself d[n & w5t to sleep j z ! sun peep$ ov] ! horizon4 ,sev]al h\rs lat] ,i awak5$ ) a />t to f9d ! burn+ sun directly ov]head & my body dripp+ ) p]spiration1 my ?roat p>*$ & an awful feel+ ( ?ir/ )9 me4 ,my tongue felt z ?\gh x 0 sev]al in*es ?ick & x seem$ z ?\gh ,i w\ld *oke imm$iately = ! want ( some?+ to dr9k4 ,aside f ! ?ir/1 h[ev]1 ,i felt consid]ably refre%$ & sprang to my feet ) my usual agility4 ,! fir/ ?+ t attract$ my att5tion z ,i look$ ab\t 9 a curi\s mann]1 0 t ?is /range pile ( /one :i* protrud$ f ! sea1 bore evid5ce ( hav+ once be5 a "p ( "s mammo? build+ :i* _h app>5tly be5 %ak5 d[n & n[ lay 9 a *aotic heap4 ,"s ( ! /ones 7 ( trem5d\s size & diff]5t 9 %ape & quality f any o!rs ,i h ev] se54 ,_! designs %[$ t wond]ful skill mu/ h be5 employ$ by ! workm5 :o orig9ally cut & fit !m into position4 ,! :ole mass =m$ a sort ( a ragg$ hill ab\t "o hundr$ feet 9 diamet] & ! highe/ po9t ab\t =ty feet above ! sea level4 ,9 look+ ab\t1 ,i discov]$ to my great delight t among ! crevices ( ! rocks !re 7 _m little places :i* act$ z bas9s to /ore up wat] f ! rec5t ra9s1 & ,i imm$iately took advantage ( ^! conditions to qu5* my ?ir/ & ba! my face & head4 ,?is done ,i began climb+ up t[>d ! top ( ! pile4 ,x took consid]able "t & pati5ce to make ! asc5t1 z ! /ones 7 mass$ toge!r 9 a mo/ irregul> & precipit\s mann]4 ,rea*+ ! highe/ po9t1 ,i eag]ly scann$ ! surr\nd+ horizons ) ! hope ( see+ "s pass+ %ip1 b no?+ except sky & wat] met my gaze4 ,seat+ myself ^u ! topmo/ rock1 ,i became buri$ 9 ! dep?s ( m$itation1 & z ,i sat p]*$ up !re alone )\t ev5 a glimpse ( a sea-f[l = companion%ip ,i felt z if ,i 0 ! only liv+ ?+ extant2 9 fact1 ,i actually imag9$ myself z be+ ! c5t] & objective po9t ( ! univ]se4 ,god 9 ,8 great wisdom _h flung me !re = "s purpose or o!r & 0 wat*+ my movem5ts to ! exclusion ( ev]y?+ else1 s ,i ?\ght4 ,aye1 ev5 ! w>m? f ! rays ( ! sun _h be5 arrang$ = my special b5efit4 ,h[ big a little fai? w make "o feel sometimes4 ,= sev]al h\rs ,i rema9$ 9 "o position1 mus+ ov] my /range situation & wond]+ :at ! f9al outcome w\ld be4 ,at la/1 aft] ! sun _h gone d[n & d>kness began to encircle me1 ,i decid$ to look ab\t & f9d a suitable place to lie d[n & sleep = ! night4 ,s ,i began to climb f rock to rock until ,i _h rea*$ ! opposite side ( ! jagg$ plateau1 :5 sudd5ly "o ( ! great /ones wobbl$1 ,i lo/ my balance & slid d[n an incl9e into a sort ( a pit4 ,!n my feet /ruck some?+ :i* mom5t>ily /opp$ my unexpect$ desc5t1 b x prov$ to be a m]e %ell1 & cra%+ ?r\gh x ,i l&$ ) a viol5t jolt ab\t t5 feet fur!r bel[4 ,al?\gh some:at /unn$ & a trifle confus$ by ! sudd5ness ( ! fall1 ,i quickly rega9$ my equanimity & look+ upw>d ,i saw a small hole :i* my body _h pass$ ?r\gh1 ! %aggy rocks above1 ! d>k sky & a few />s1 b ! /range/ ?+ ( all 01 t ! grotto into :i* ,i _h fall5 0 z light z day4 ,,*apt] ,v ,aft] all ,i _h pass$ ?r\gh dur+ ! prec$+ tw5ty-f\r h\rs1 !n to be sudd5ly ca/ f ! out] d>kness into a hole z light z if illum9at$ by ! mid-day sun 0 a revelation t caus$ me to s]i\sly d\bt my own s5ses4 ,b hav+ sp5t a life ( travel & adv5ture 9 :i* ,i _h fac$ _m unexpect$ dang]s & inexplicable sights1 ,i soon rega9$ my normal pres5ce ( m9d & began to look ar\nd ) consid]able int]e/4 ,i 0 n[ fully conv9c$ t ! great pile ( /one :i* ,i _h s /rangely rea*$ _h at "o "t =m$ a gigantic /ructure m\ld$ toge!r by human +5uity4 ,! enclosure ,i f\nd myself )9 might h be5 a hallway ( ! edifice1 b x 0 h>d to positively di/+ui% x z su*1 = ! build+ 9 fall+ _h plac$ ?+s 9 an almo/ unrecognizable condition4 ,"s ( ! great /ones f above _h pass$ ?r\gh ! ceil+ & floor1 :ile o!rs _h become w$g$ toge!r be=e rea*+ ! surface1 ?us =m+ a v ragg$ & peculi> ap]ture4 ,9 places :]e !re 7 no ob/ructions ,i notic$ a beautiful :ite m>ble floor1 :ile "h & !re a fragm5t ( ! walls %[$ t ! art ( decorat+ _h at "o "t rea*$ a degree ( pr(ici5cy q unapproa*able by our mod]n arti/s4 ,! space ,i f\nd myself 9 0 too irregul> 9 its outl9es to =m an adequate idea ( :at x might h be5 us$ =4 ,9 "s places ,i _h to /oop to pass along1 :ile 9 o!rs ,i 0 =c$ to climb ov] great blocks ( /one4 ,aft] be+ 9 ?is passage ab\t half an h\r mak+ an inspection ( ! premises1 ,i discov]$ a small op5+ :i* l$ into ano!r ap>tm5t4 ,x appe>$ t a great door _h sep>at$ ! two rooms1 b _h app>5tly become brok5 ) ! fall ( ! build+ & left a space b>ely wide en\gh = my body to pass ?r\gh4 ,s 9 ,i w5t4 ,or out ,i w5t1 ,i 0 n q sure :i*1 = aft] squeez+ ?r\gh ! doorway a sc5e pres5t$ itself to my a/oni%$ gaze t ,i mu/ confess my inability to prop]ly describe4 ,! view be=e me 0 a mammo? p>k ) its v>iety ( trees1 fl[]s & %rubb]y ( e possible description4 ,/raight ahead 9 ! di/ance & pla9ly disc]nible 0 a runn+ brook :i* fl[$ along 9 a devi\s c\rse & empti$ into a lake f> beyond4 ,& !re1 9 all its maje/y 0 ! sun j s9k+ beh9d ! horizon1 its brilliant radiance =m+ ! mo/ beautiful effects ( colorization ^u ! di/ant cl\ds x has ev] be5 my good =tune to behold4 ,i /ood 9 motionless rev]5ce = sev]al m9utes z my m9d exp&$ ) wond] at ! magnific5t panorama1 :ile my no/rils inhal$ a mo/ delici\s fragrance f ! innum]able plants :i* seem$ to put new life into my en]vat$ body4 ,:at /range ph5om5a is ?is1 ,i soliloquiz$8 ,on ! outside ( ! e>? ! sun _h gone d[n & d>kness prevail$1 :ile d[n "h1 9 "u its cru/ ,i f\nd x blaz+ away 9 all its spl5dor4 ,9 fact x seem$ t an entirely new _w _h sudd5ly be5 ?r[n 9 front ( me4 ,0 ,i really alive or _h ,i pass$ into "s o!r _w1 0 ! next "q to ent] my m9d4 ,i rememb]$ t ,i _h fall5 a consid]able di/ance into ?is /range place & 0 some:at /unn$ 9 ! tumble4 ,p]haps1 ?\ght ,i1 my body is /ill ly+ some:]e among ! rocks above :ile ?is is only my _s w&]+ ab\t 9 a fanciful mann]4 ,b no1 look+ d[nw>d ,i pla9ly saw my massive frame dress$ 9 sailor's clo!s j z ,i _h left ! %ip & ,i 0 positive ( be+ alive1 awake1 & 9 my "r s5ses4 ,& ! wond]s multipli$4 ,look+ to ! "r ( ! entrance1 a %ort di/ance away1 ,i obs]v$ a m>ble plat=m elevat$ ab\t two feet f ! gr\nd1 9 ! mid/ ( huge fl[]-b$s & %ad$ by l>ge trees1 ^u :i* sat a numb] ( m51 sil5t & motionless1 ) v>i\s musical in/rum5ts 9 _! h&s z if !y _h j f9i%$ play+ & 7 tak+ a %ort re/4 ,^! in/rum5ts 7 ( an entirely diff]5t patt]n f any ,i _h ev] se54 ,& ! m56 ,oh1 if ,i only _h ! p[] to %[ !m to my fell[ be+s z ,i saw !m4 ,:at an impos+1 noble look+ lot !y 74 ,!y 7 all ab\t ! same size & n "o ( !m c\ld h be5 less ?an eight feet 9 height4 ,9 look+ at !m closely1 ,i notic$ t !y possess$ mo/ magnific5t physiques4 ,!y 7 nei!r fat nor lean & _! well-groom$ bodies %[$ pla9ly t no horse or piece ( ma*9]y ev] receiv$ bett] c>e or att5tion4 ,:ile !y appe>$ to be f ?irty to =ty ye>s 9 ages1 n "o ( !m wore a mu/a*e1 be>d or any o!r %aggy decoration ( ! face4 ,_! =eheads 7 broad & massive & ext5d$ to ! c5t] ( _! spl5didly %ap$ craniums4 ,extraord9>y intellig5ce1 k9dness & g5tl5ess %[$ =? f e feature ( _! h&some c\nt5ances4 ,judg+ f _! well-proportion$ frames1 ea* "o look$ p[]ful en\gh to battle s+le h&$ ) an elephant4 ,judg+ f _! faces n "o ( !m w\ld h hurt a flea4 ,ea* man appe>$ to be buri$ 9 ! dep? ( ?\ght--s]i\s ?\ght-- not)/&+ e physiognomy pla9ly %[$ t ! utmo/ happ9ess & cont5tm5t exi/$ )9 ea*1 & good w betwe5 all ( !m4 ,! sk9 ( _! faces1 h&s & feet 0 z :ite z sn[1 transp>5t1 & back$ by a beautiful p9k4 ,at fir/ sight ,i ?\ght !y 7 ! gods4 ,uni=mly clo!d 9 closely fitt+ g>m5ts f ! ankles to ! neck1 _! sup]b =ms %[$ complete symmetrical p]fection4 ,! hue ( _! raim5t 0 indescribable = ,i _h nev] se5 ! l be=e4 ,9 fact ! colors actually appe>$ to *ange be=e my /eady gaze4 ,_! feet 7 b>e1 v %apely1 & ! toes ( great] l5g? ?an ord9>ily4 ,z ,i /ood root$ to ! gr\nd & view$ !m ) int5se admiration1 ,i wond]$ :y !y did n speak or take notice ( my pres5ce4 ,b f9ally 9 ord] to attract _! att5tion ,i %\t$1 hello4 ,my voice s\nd$ r h>% & peculi> on ?is occasion1 & 0 m l ! bray ( an ass ?an any?+ else1 b !y made no motion z if !y he>d me1 or 7 aw>e ( my exi/5ce4 ,walk+ ov] to ! ne>e/ "o1 ,i rea*$ up & t\*$ him on ! %\ld]4 ,!n ,i sprang back 9 amazem5t1 = in/ead ( giv+ any sign ( recognition he m]ely plac$ 8 in/rum5t 9 position1 z did all ! o!rs1 & ) sl[1 graceful movem5ts began to play4 ,! fir/ /ra9s ( music1 al?\gh di/9ct & sup]naturally gr&1 seem$ to be miles away b gradually increas$ 9 s\nd z if com+ ne>] & ne>]4 ,at ! same "t ,i obs]v$ t ! musicians1 :o 7 n only us+ bo? h&s 9 ! manipulation ( _! in/rum5ts b ) graceful dext]ity _! feet z well1 7 becom+ en?usia/ic & appe>$ to ?r[ _! v lives & s\ls into ! "w4 ,if at fir/ :ile inactive !y appe>$ to be extraord9>ily intellectual be+s1 n[ 9 action !y look$ div9e4 ,_! eyes blaz$ l m9iature suns %oot+ =? sp>ks ( a ?\s& diff]5t hues4 ,x seem$ z if ! v music itself came f ! expression ( _! faces4 ,& on1 on1 on1 came ! intoxicat+ /ra9s1 increas+ 9 volume & excell5ce until ,i imag9$ t all heav5 _h brok5 loose 9 "o great ef=t to *>m my feeble s5ses1 & !n ) a ?und]\s climax x ceas$ in/antly1 ! musicians smil$ & b[$ pleasantly to "o ano!r1 & !n resum$ _! =m] attitudes4 ,no mortal's p5 c\ld describe my ec/asy :ile li/5+ to ! music produc$ by ?is body (--,i mu/ say heav5ly creatures4 ,!re 0 some?+ /range & analog\s ab\t x1 too1 t seem$ to recall a my/]i\s dream or vision ,i _h once pass$ ?r\gh4 ,:e!r x 0 caus$ by ! music or ! k9dly expressions ( love = "o ano!r on ! faces ( ! play]s ,i "k n1 b nev]!less great te>s spontane\sly roll$ d[n my *eeks1 ! fir/ ,i ev] recollect hav+ %$1 & at ! conclusion ( ! piece ,i rema9$ transfix$ to ! spot = sev]al m9utes 9 deep cogitation4 ,once m1 h[ev]1 my inquir+ nature ar\s$ me & ,i walk$ ov] t[>d ! lead]4 ,8 face 0 turn$ slightly 9 ano!r direction1 s ,i decid$ to /ep up on ! plat=m1 get squ>ely 9 front ( him & look /raight into 8 eyes4 ,s ) a light movem5t ,i sprang = ! ro/rum4 ,b in/ead ( rea*+ x my foot & head /ruck--n ! plat=m b solid wall1 & a second lat] ,i f\nd myself 9 a heap on ! gr\nd4 ,!n ,i />t$ to ?9k4 ,next ,i began to feel & f9ally a broad gr9 ov]spread my face1 = ! sc5e be=e me 0 n real aft] all1 b a wond]ful pa9t+ on ! int]ior ( ! build+4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,putt+ my h& aga9/ ! surface & walk+ along ,i discov]$ t ?is great sc5e :i* appe>$ to /ret* away into ! di/ance = sev]al miles1 includ+ ! trees1 brook1 lake1 sun1 cl\ds1 sky1 & ev]y?+ else1 0 pa9t$ on ! wall1 ceil+ & floor1 ( a circul> room4 ,! ceil+ 0 arrang$ 9 ! %ape ( a dome1 :ile ! floor made a concave connection ) ! wall4 ,! :ole ap>tm5t c\ld n h be5 ov] fifty feet 9 diamet]4 ,! entire room 0 cov]$ by "o pa9t+1 & s well _h ! "w be5 done t ! only way ,i c\ld disc]n ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! real & arti/ic sc5e 0 by ext5d+ my h&s 9 front ( me & feel+ my way along4 ,b :at ab\t ! music8 ,surely ,i he>d x1 & )\t d\bt ! skill$ musicians _h p]=m$ _! "w "r be=e my eyes4 ,& ! sun1 ! light1 & ! fragrance f ! fl[]s1 :at ab\t ^!8 ,:ile 9 a /ate ( p]plexity at n be+ able to und]/& ^! my/]i\s ?+s1 my eyes fell ^u some?+ :i* ,i _h n notic$ previ\sly1 at ! same "t caus+ me to give a sudd5 />t z if pi]c$ by an electric %ock4 ,to ! left ( ! door ?r\gh :i* ,i _h ent]$ & ly+ 9 a recl9+ position ^u a b$ ( fl[]s1 simil> 9 %ape to a mod]n s(a1 0 ! mo/ beautiful object1 ,i ?9k1 ev] creat$--a woman4 ,& su* a woman4 ,oh1 ignorant humanity1 :y d y n bre$ all wom5 l t "o8 ,al?\gh ne>ly tw5ty-?ree ye>s h pass$ s9ce !n1 /ill ! vision ( h] is z fre% ^u my m9d n[ z at t mom5t :5 my eyes fir/ beheld h]4 ,& z ,i ?9k ( h] n[ ,i am unable to repress ! te>s f fill+ my eyes1 /rong man t ,i am4 ,dress$ 9 a tight-fitt+ co/ume l ^? worn by ! m51 ) ! addition ( a net-l drap]y ( light mat]ial entw9$ ab\t h]1 & ly+ 9 a com=table position p>tly on "o side1 ) h] lovely head re/+ ^u "o arm1 h] %apely body & limbs pos$ gracefully & h] eyes clos$ 9 slumb]1 %e impress$ me z be+ ! que5 ( ! univ]se4 ,?is is ! mo/ beautiful "p ( ! :ole picture1 ?\ght ,i1 tak+ a few /eps =w>d4 ,:at arti/'s imag9ation c\ld ev] h creat$ su* a sublime & reali/ic "w8 ,z ,i /ood 9 rev]5t contemplation ( h] my admiration 0 unb\nd$4 ,x seem$ z if my feel+s w\ld bur/ )9 me4 ,my fir/ love = woman 0 !n & !re confirm$ = all "t4 ,i decid$ ,i w\ld /ay & sp5d ! re/ ( my days "r !re1 sil5tly atte/+ my ev]la/+ devotion to t div9e lik5ess ( ideality4 ,_h ,i n discov]$ t ! :ole ?+ 0 a "w ( art1 ,i %\ld h felt positive t %e 0 really alive & m]ely lay !re 9 peaceful repose4 ,!n a sudd5 ?\ght pass$ ?r\gh my m9d :i* gradually exp&$ into an irresi/ible desire2 ,i w\ld press my lips to h]s & !reby seal my love =ev]more4 ,trembl+ l a timid s*ool-boy ,i advanc$ clos]4 ,h[ lovely %e appe>$4 ,h[ real4 ,b5d+ =w>d & putt+ my head 9 juxtaposition to h]s x seem$ z if ,i actually he>d h] he>t beat4 ,x may h be5 my own4 ,) my face flu%$ & feel+ t p]haps ,i might be tak+ an unfair advantage ( "o :o w\ld n appreciate my c>ess1 ,i t5d]ly t\*$ h] lips ) m9e4 ,= ano!r mom5t ( su* indescribable ec/asy ,i w\ld gladly pass ?r\gh all ! imag9>y tortures ( ! inf]nal regions4 ,b x end$ !re4 ,no soon] _h our lips come toge!r ?an ,i became aw>e ( ! fact t ! adorable object be=e me 0 real & n artificial z suppos$4 ,z if by magic h] m\? twit*$ slightly & h] :ole frame quiv]$ p]ceptibly2 !n %e op5$ h] eyes & f9ally ) a mo/ graceful spr+ %e l&$ squ>ely ^u h] feet directly 9 front ( me4 ,i jump$ backw>d 9 utt] amazem5t4 ,& !re we /ood face to face />+ into ea* o!r's eyes4 ,i !n notic$ t %e 0 ab\t sev5 feet 9 height & al?\gh n lean /ill !re 0 n an ounce ( sup]flu\s fle% on h] s]p5t-l figure4 ,l ! m51 %e too 0 b>e foot$1 & h] hair1 a d>k silky texture1 0 %ort & v arti/ically arrang$4 ,h] sn[ :ite face1 transp>5t ) p9k1 0 ! acme ( lovel9ess1 ) an expression ( g5tl5ess1 purity & mode/y pla9ly /amp$ ^u e feature4 ,h] dazzl+ eyes sp>kl$ ) ! brilliancy ( huge diamonds4 ,evid5tly %e 0 z mu* a/oni%$ z myself at ! /range c\rse ( ev5ts4 ,al?\gh %e did n speak /ill ,i receiv$ an impression f h] z if put into s _m words :i* pla9ly said3 ,john1 am ,i dream+ or :at awful exp]im5t h y attempt$ to trans=m y\rself into su* a hide\s creature8 ,i tri$ to speak b my fir/ ef=t ne>ly *ok$ me4 ,!n 9 a voice :i* seem$ to be unusually co>se ,i f9ally blurt$ out3 ,my de> lady1 w y k9dly tell me :o or :at y are8 ,^! words seem$ to puzzle h] m ?an ev] & aft] hurri$ly glanc+ ab\t ! room %e look$ me ov] c>efully f head to foot4 ,speak+ once m ,i said1 ,madame1 c y und]/& my language8 ,!n ,i receiv$ ano!r /range b unmi/akable impression :i* repli$3 ,i c und]/& y\r ?\ghts b n y\r babble4 ,are y able1 %e cont9u$ telepa?ically1 to give an explanation ( ?is extraord9>y metamorphosis8 ,! only in=mation ,i c (f]1 answ]$ ,i1 w be *e]fully giv54 ,my "n is ,john ,conv]t1 late seaman abo>d ! s*oon] ,brawl1 b\nd f ,sydney to ,london4 ,la/ night ,i 0 ?r[n ov]bo>d by my %ipmates & aft] float+ ab\t ! deep = sev]al h\rs ,i l&$ ^u ?is pile ( ru9s surr\nd$ by ! sea4 ,9 mak+ an inve/igation ( ! ext]ior ,i lo/ my foo?old1 fell into a crevice & break+ ?r\gh a ?9 cru/ ,i l&$ 9 ! out] passageway :i* f9ally l$ me into ?is room4 ,i mu/ confess t ev]y?+ "h is z inexplicable to me z ,i appe> to y4 ,z ,i spoke %e seem$ to be labor+ "u int5se m5tal excitem5t & te>s came to h] eyes4 ,i und]/& x all n[1 %e made kn[n to me 9 h] my/]i\s way1 ! exp]im5t fail$4 ,:at exp]im5t 0 t8 que/ion$ ,i 9 surprise4 ,look+ me /raight 9 ! eye z ?\gh try+ to impress ^u my m9d ! importance ( h] communication1 %e answ]$1 ! attempt ( man to *ange ! c\rse ( ! e>? 9 space4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,& s y in=m me t !re is no?+ left ( beautiful ,sagel& b a heap ( ru9s surr\nd$ by ! sea1 mus$ ! lovely--! idea /ruck me to "n h] ,arletta--tell me :at happ5$ to ! re/ ( my p4 ,n kn[+ any?+ ab\t ! matt] x is impossible = me to answ] t "q1 repli$ ,i2 & al?\gh ,i h travel$ ?r\gh ne>ly e c\ntry on e>? /ill no su* p z y or ! magnific5t objects repres5t$ 9 t picture h ev] come to my att5tion be=e4 ,9 fact ,i h nev] read ( su* a race or ev5 he>d ( a c\ntry by ! "n ( ,sagel&4 ,at ?is rem>k %e turn$ abruptly & walk$--or r flew1 s easy & graceful 7 h] movem5ts--ov] to a portion ( ! wall & look$ long & e>ne/ly into a peculi> in/rum5t1 !n return+ %e said3 7)\t ! use ( words7 accord+ to my *ronomet]1 m ?an f\r ?\s& two hundr$ & ?irty ye>s h elaps$ s9ce ! awful cata/rophe4 ,f\r ?\s&1 two hundr$ & ?irty ye>s6 ejaculat$ ,i1 great heav5s1 t mu/ h be5 ab\t ! "t ( ! flood4 ,:at flood8 inquir$ %e4 ,!n ,i proce$$ to tell h] h[ 9 ^? days ! p ( ! _w be+ s wick$ t ,god dur+ a t]rible fit ( ang] made x ra9 = =ty days & =ty nights1 caus+ ! de/ruction ( e liv+ ?+ on e>? except "o ,noah1 8 family & a male & female ( e animal1 bird & insect1 :o 7 sav$ by be+ tak5 abo>d ( a huge ark built = ! purpose by ,noah4 ,& !n aft] e liv+ ?+ n abo>d ! boat 0 de/roy$1 h[ ! waves rec$$1 ,noah & 8 flock 7 safely l&$ ^u a m\nta9 peak1 & ,god put a b[ into ! sky z a pl$ge t he w\ld nev] d su* a ?+ aga94 ,arletta appe>$ some:at amus$ at my recital ( ! /ory & at its conclusion m]ely rem>k$3 ,noah evid5tly _h m good s5se ?an 8 god4 ,!n %e add$3 ,z to ! ra9b[1 t 0 se5 by ! inhabitants ( ! e>? millions ( ye>s be=e ,noah's "t4 ,s ! _w has retrogress$ dur+ ! pa/ f\r ?\s& ye>s1 mus$ %e sadly4 ,retrogress$6 ,no inde$1 ! _w has made great progress & has n[ rea*$ a wond]ful /ate ( civilization1 answ]$ ,i1 pr\dly4 ,motion+ me to an opposite position %e maje/ically seat$ h]self ^u ! c\* & aft] s]i\sly look+ at me = "s "t %e f9ally said3 ,?is is "o ( nature's mo/ extraord9>y proce$+s & !re are _m ?+s ,i wi% to talk ) y ab\t1 b be=e go+ into ! details ( ?is matt] ,i am anxi\s to get a view ( ! _w z x exi/s n[4 ,y h obs]v$ t unlike ! l[] animals1 9 :i* rank un=tunately y belong at ! pres5t "t--"h ,i int]rupt$ h] by bur/+ =? into l\d laught]1 n because ,i enjoy$ be+ call$ an animal myself b at ! ?\ght ( h[ "s ( my civiliz$ fri5ds w\ld feel if in=m$ t !y 7 l[] animals4 ,my int]v5tion1 h[ev]1 n di/urb+ h] 9 ! lea/1 %e resum$3 ,9 our nom5clature y\r species 0 kn[n z ! ,apeman1 & repres5t$ 9 ! *a9 ( evolution ! l9k betwe5 ! ,ape & ,man4 ,our sci5ti/s plac$ ! ,apeman )9 ! ranks ( ! l[] animals = reasons ,i %all make cle> lat]4 ,b to cont9ue1 y h obs]v$ t unlike y\rself ,i h be5 conv]s+ ) y )\t ! use ( ! voice b ) ! m9d1 ! mo/ effectual ag5t ( communication & "o ( ! s5ses ! ,apeman has n cultivat$4 ,n[ ,i %all %[ y h[ to see )\t eyes4 ,m9d sight is an occult =ce :i* 0 ex]cis$ to great advantage by my p4 ,?is =ce elim9ates bo? di/ance & ob/ruction & exposes to view ! object s\ght ev5 if x is locat$ on ! opposite side ( ! globe4 ,any m9d1 if suffici5tly /rong1 c contract di/ance & br+ any mundane sc5e )9 its range :ile p5etrat+ solid matt] z if x did n exi/ at all4 ,s by utiliz+ ?is p[]1 :i* ,i possess to a consid]able degree1 x is my int5tion to make a hurri$ survey ( ! e>?'s surface 9 ord] to obta9 an exact idea ( pres5t conditions4 ,fur!rmore1 by ! subtle conc5tration ( our m9d =ces toge!r ,i %all convey to y\r inn] vision ! actual sc5es witness$ by myself1 & y %all act z my m5tal consort on a trip ar\nd ! _w4 ,aft] ! _m wond]ful ?+s ,i _h already se5 x 0 my op9ion t !re 0 no?+ impossible = ?is beautiful woman to p]=m1 s ,i mildly in=m$ h] t ,i 0 at h] s]vice1 & ready = ! j\rney to beg94 ,well !n1 said %e1 be=e />t+ ,i wi% to w>n y t no matt] :at y see1 he> or feel on ?is trip y mu/ n di/urb our obs]vation ) y\r primitive babble1 api% laught] or by try+ to (f] any comm5ts :atsoev]4 ,at ?is rem>k ,i 0 br\ght to a realization ( ! fact t ,arletta1 :om ,i s ard5tly lov$1 aye ev5 wor%ipp$1 0 treat+ me 9 ab\t ! same mann] z ,i w\ld h treat$ a pet monkey _h ,i be5 tea*+ x "s new tricks4 ,%e evid5tly reg>d$ my smiles & feel+s = h] ) ab\t ! same consid]ation z ,i %\ld h giv5 to ^? ( "s gr9n+ female baboon _h x be5 try+ to make love to me4 ,h] la/ ?\ghts1 !re=e1 ar\s$ my s5sitive nature1 & a viol5t outbur/ ( temp] 0 ! result4 ,i did n m9d be+ call$ an ,apeman s mu*1 b hat$ ! idea ( be+ treat$ l "o1 s work+ myself into a passion ,i sev]ely c5sur$ h]1 & ) mu* blu/] & _m ge/ures endeavor$ to impress ^u h] m9d h[ mu* sup]ior ,i 0 to :at %e _h imag9$4 ,x 0 "s "t be=e my ang] abat$1 & !n ,i notic$ t %e appe>$ q unmov$ by my wra? b sat look+ calmly & alt]nately at me & "o ( ! figures 9 ! picture1 :ile h] face bore an expression ( sadness & pity4 ,!n ,i felt a%am$ to ?9k ( :at a lack ( self-control ,i _h exhibit$1 & humbly begg$ h] p>don4 ,b n[1 said ,arletta1 & ,i fanci$ t %e call$ me ,john1 y\r s\l is at pres5t runn+ ! ma*9]y ( a v inf]ior m9d & body :i* pla9ly %[s all ! cruel passions & idiotic ideas ( ! ,apeman4 ,?is has happ5$ ?r\gh no fault ( y\r own b is ! result ( circum/ances ov] :i* y _h no control s t y are n responsible = y\r pres5t condition4 ,i n[ say h[ev] t y h be5 *os5 by nature = a great & glori\s "w & f ?is "t =w>d y mu/ make use ( y\r reason+ faculties = reasonable purposes & ca/ aside all ! animal passions1 silly ideas & antiquat$ sup]/itions :i* y h inh]it$ f ! ignorant ( ages1 & beg9 afre%4 ,be=e />t+ on our j\rney p]haps x w\ld be well = u to take "s refre%m5ts 9 ord] t our m9ds may rema9 /rong & cle> dur+ ! trip4 ,we take our n\ri%m5t 9 a diff]5t way f y cannibals1 said ,arletta1 z %e w5t to "o ( ! artificial fl[] g>d5s1 began inhal+ & motion$ me to d likewise4 ,b we are n cannibals1 ,i mildly remon/rat$1 we d n kill & eat human be+s4 ,d y n kill & eat ! fle% ( o!r liv+ ?+s8 inquir$ %e4 ,yes1 repli$ ,i1 our diet consi/s ( ! fle% ( birds1 fi% & cattle :i* ,god ) great wisdom creat$ = t purpose4 ,did he8 ,!n y mu/ wor%ip a cannibal god1 = x is b a v %ort /ep betwe5 eat+ ! fle% ( y\r own species & t ( o!rs4 ,t is "o reason :y our sci5ti/s rank$ ! ,apeman ) ! l[] animals4 ,b come1 inhale ?is p]fume & see if x is n f> m refre%+ & less disgu/+ ?an to fill y\r /oma* ) roa/$ fle%4 ,at h] sugge/ion ,i /ation$ myself ne> ! fl[] b$ :i* conta9$ a l>ge v>iety ( ! mo/ beautiful plants ,i _h ev] se54 ,%e t\*$ sev]al ( !m lightly & imm$iately ! air 0 saturat$ ) a mo/ delici\s fragrance caus$1 no d\bt1 by an automatic arrangem5t conceal$ )9 ea* fl[]4 ,i /ood l "o 9 a mo/ delightful dream inhal+ ! invigorat+ fumes1 & ) ea* succe$+ brea? my body became /rong] & my m9d bright] until ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld surely die f ! effects ( exub]ant joy1 :5 my att5tion 0 attract$ by ,arletta1 :o said3 ,come1 y gre$y little pig1 don't y "k :5 y h _h en\gh8 ,!n %e add$1 b ,i =got t among y\r species gre$9ess is consid]$ a virtue4 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,gre$9ess consid]$ a virtue among my species4 ,surely ,i mu/ h misund]/ood h]1 ?\ght ,i1 once m seat+ myself1 prep>atory to beg9n+ my m5tal j\rney ) ,arletta4 ,& ,i 0 glad to "k t %e w\ld %ortly view our civilization z x exi/$1 feel+ positive t %e w\ld !n *ange h] ideas reg>d+ my species be+ l[] animals4 ,i felt t x 0 my own fault because %e h>bor$ su* an op9ion & t ,i 0 to blame = be+ su* a poor repres5tative ( my race = h] to judge by4 ,n[1 let's be (f1 said %e1 z ,i feel t my "t w be %ort ) y & we _h bett] make ! be/ ( x :ile x la/s4 ,"t %ort ) y4 ,^? words gave me m pa9 ?an if a sword _h be5 ?ru/ ?r\gh my body4 ,by all ! gods ( et]nity1 ,i w\ld n c>e to live t5 m9utes if any?+ happ5$ to t heav5ly be+1 ?\ght ,i1 gaz+ at h] ) raptur\s feel+s ( t5d]ness4 ,call me a l[] animal1 a hide\s creature or a gre$y pig1 & treat me l "o if y w1 b d n leave me4 ,/ay & let me be y\r slave =ev]4 ,^? 7 my s9c]e ?\ghts4 ,%e und]/ood !m1 b made no response4 ,settl+ back 9 a com=table position ) my eyes fa/5$ ^u ,arletta 9 lov+ adoration1 ! sc5e *ang$ in/antly & ,i f\nd myself once m ^u ! rocks 9 ! middle ( ! sea4 ,! sun 0 j ris+ 9 ! ea/ & ano!r day 0 begun4 ,!n our meteoric flight comm5c$1 & quick] ?an x takes to relate ,i 0 high up among ! cl\ds & pe]+ d[n at a famili> l&scape4 ,i recogniz$ ! location at once z ! di/rict occupi$ by & surr\nd+ ,cape ,t[n1 ,s\? ,africa4 ,i _h be5 !re be=e4 ,b h[ peculi> ev]y?+ appe>$ n[ z ,i look$ d[n f above4 ,i c\ld pla9ly disc]n ! h>bor & great tablel& 9 ! sc5e be=e me1 al?\gh app>5tly %runk 9 size1 b ! city itself resembl$ a little toy village1 :ile ! l>ge/ %ips 9 ! h>bor rem9d$ me ( ! t9y boats ,i us$ to con/ruct :5 a *ild & float ab\t 9 ! ba?-tub4 ,b :]e1 oh :]e1 0 ! greate/ ( all exalt$ ?+s--t = :i* ! entire univ]se & all t x conta9s !re9 0 con/ruct$--mighty man8 ,he c\ld n be se54 ,9 fact he 0 z completely invisible z ! pe/il5tial g]m on ! back ( a sick flea4 ,if ,i only _h a microscope1 ?\ght ,i1 p]haps ,i c\ld see him4 ,!n ,i began to desc5d1 until f9ally ,i discov]$ innum]able little creep]s mov+ ab\t 9 all directions4 ,!y 7 m54 ,at fir/ sight !y look$ to be ab\t ! size ( ants1 b z ,i got clos] to ! e>? !y increas$ 9 bulk until !y appe>$ to be at lea/ ?ree in*es 9 height1 & !n _! importance became noticeable4 ,z !y mov$ ab\t 9 great numb]s & ,i came into close proximity ) !m1 ,i obs]v$ t ! actions ( "s 0 app>5tly s5sible b t ! do+s ( ! mo/ ( !m 0 positively ridicul\s4 ,= in/ance1 "h 0 "o set ( creatures dilig5tly toil+ to produce some?+ & gett+ no?+1 :ile "h 0 a set ( idl]s do+ absolutely no?+ b receiv+ ev]y?+4 ,! real produc] ( all ! necessities & luxuries ( life 0 actually giv+ n9e-t5?s ( ! fruits ( 8 labor to a class ( loaf]s & s*em]s :o took x z a div9e "r1 & !n begrudg$ him ! "o-t5? he receiv$ ( 8 own production4 ,i obs]v$ t = e "o ( ^! produc]s !re 7 t5 non-produc]s :o sp5t _! "t & ef=ts devis+ ! be/ ways & means to confiscate t :i* _h be5 produc$4 ,x seem$ /range t ! produc] w\ld all[ ?is /ate ( affairs to exi/2 b he did1 & seem$ q elat$ sometimes to ?9k t ! non-produc] w\ld p]mit him to live at all4 ,i notic$ t mo/ ( ! non-produc]s 7 fat & bloat$ f be+ ov]-f$ & f guzzl+ prep>$ liquors1 & t !y 7 clo!d ) ! f9e/ mat]ials ! produc] c\ld contribute1 :ile ! produc]s !mselves 7 lean & hungry look+ objects1 & 7 dress$ 9 rags4 ,i _h se5 ^! same ?+s _m times be=e )\t giv+ !m any consid]ation1 b n[ = ! fir/ "t1 ,i felt t !re 0 some?+ wrong ) ! p ( ! _w4 ,x seem$ to me n[ t ! entire sy/em ( human endeavor _h be5 />t$ wrong & 0 runn+ along upside d[n4 ,b :at 0 ! cause ( ?is curi\s /ate ( affairs8 ,"o ^w alone expla9$ x all-- ,selfi%ness4 ,& !n !re came to me a s5t5ce1 ! impr9t ( :i* has nev] be5 effac$ f my memory1 viz3 ,selfi%ness is ! root ( all evil2 eradicate selfi%ness f all human be+s & ! e>? w9 be heav54 ,oh1 de> read]1 g ov] ^? few words aga91 & aga92 t5 times2 fifty times2 "o hundr$ times if necess>y to ?or\ghly impress _! full mean+ ^u y\r intellect4 ,/udy !m2 practice !m2 tea* !m2 s+ !m to all ! _w4 ,take !m = y\r ev]la/+ motto & y w h no ne$ = all ! /upid !ories ev] creat$ by man4 ,eradicate selfi%ness f all human be+s & ! e>? w be heav54 ,& n[ ,i obs]v$ t great numb]s ( ^! little m5 7 be+ unload$ f ! v>i\s %ips 9 ! h>bor1 & ^u l&+ />t$ imm$iately 9 a nor!rly direction4 ,i und]/ood ! reason4 ,gold _h be5 discov]$ 9 ! ,transvaal1 & ?\s&s ^u ?\s&s 7 com+ f e qu>t] ( ! globe 9 anticipation ( gett+ "s ( ?is metal4 ,& :at is !re ab\t gold t caus$ p to g su* va/ di/ances & be> _m h>d%ips & ev5 risk _! lives 9 desp]ate ef=ts to obta9 x8 ,is !re m real value to gold ?an o!r metals8 ,n at all4 ,!re is no m intr9sic value to gold ?an brass1 b c5turies ago1 a semi-savage glutton discov]$ t he c\ld n eat all ! sw9e he c\ld raise nor legally /eal all 8 contempor>ies c\ld bre$1 s he orig9at$ a plan :]eby he c\ld secure = himself :at o!rs _h produc$ ?r\gh ! ag5cy ( a f9ancial sy/em 9 :i* gold c\ld be us$ z a m$ium ( ex*ange4 ,he f\nd t he c\ld get o!r & less crafty savages to g & dig ! gold = him 9 return = sw9e4 ,he also f\nd t ! bre$]s w\ld ex*ange sw9e = gold4 ,s he />t$ by giv+ ! digg]s "o sw9e = t5 ounces ( gold & ! bre$]s "o ounce ( gold = t5 sw9e4 ,?is transaction he call$ bus9ess4 ,?is sy/em ( bus9ess has be5 h&$ d[n f g5]ation to g5]ation until x has become a "p ( man's v nature4 ,he kn[s v little ( any?+ else4 ,gold be+ ! f9ancial m$ium ( bus9ess he is taught to crave x 9 8 infancy & z he gr[s old] gold becomes 8 idol--8 ,god4 ,9 ord] to ga9 possession ( gold or its equival5t man =gets 8 s\l & sells 8 honor4 ,he is will+ to cru% ! weak1 *eat1 /eal or ev5 murd] 8 fell[ be+s to obta9 x4 ,& no matt] :e!r he has little or mu* ( x he consid]s any p]son insane :o d>e sugge/ ! abolition ( ! f9ancial sy/em :i* p]mits individual accumulation & bre$s selfi%ness & crime4 ,) a *ange ( m9d1 ,i l&$ ?\s&s ( miles fur!r nor? into ! int]ior ( unciviliz$ ,africa1 ! home ( wild bea/s4 ,"h some?+ occurr$ :i* caus$ me to ?9k t aft] all1 p]haps ,arletta 0 "r 9 class+ my species ) ! l[] animals4 ,"u ord9>y conditions ,i %\ld n h giv5 ! incid5t a second ?\ght1 b n[ my m9d be+ directly connect$ ) h]s1 ,i 01 no d\bt1 impress$ 9 ! same mann] z %e :ile view+ ^! ?+s4 ,a p>ty ( ,engli% g5tlem5 7 on a hunt+ exp$ition4 ,!y appe>$ to be intellig5t be+s ( ari/ocratic bir?4 ,m5 :om ! av]age individual w\ld take z examples to emulate4 ,b "h !y 7 9 ,africa1 ?\s&s ( miles f home1 ) ! sole purpose ( kill+ some?+ = pleasure4 ,a %ort di/ance away 0 a family ( lions2 a male1 female & sev]al cubs4 ,! lion & lioness lay close toge!r1 app>5tly ca/+ lov+ glances at "o ano!r & enjoy+ ! antics ( ! little ones :o 7 play+ toge!r ne>by4 ,occasionally ! little ones w\ld run ov] & kiss _! eld]s 9 a mo/ affectionate way1 :i* seem$ to greatly please ! p>5ts4 ,nev] h ,i se5 a family ( human be+s display s mu* real affection t[>d ea* o!rs z ?is family ( lions4 ,b alas1 _! happ9ess 0 at an end4 ,man's appetite = kill+ mu/ be appeas$4 ,"o ( ! hunt]s _h caught sight ( ! happy little family1 & sl9k+ beh9d a tree be=e 8 pres5ce became kn[n to ! lions he signal$ to 8 comrades1 :o sneak$ =w>d f tree to tree until !y 7 )9 easy range ( _! prey4 ,!n fix+ _! rifles & tak+ delib]ate aim at ! unsuspect+ victims1 & )\t giv+ !m any *ance to def5d !mselves or little ones1 ^! s-call$ brave & civiliz$ hunt]s pull$ ! trigg]s & ! happy old lion & ! lioness simultane\sly expir$1 pi]c$ by a doz5 bullets4 ,& :at became ( ! little ones8 ,! sight 0 too pitiable to describe4 ,aft] ! effects ( ! fir/ fright1 caus$ by ! noise ( ! %ots1 _h pass$1 !y in/9ctively ru%$ to _! p>5ts = protection4 ,oh1 ! angui% depict$ ^u ! faces ( ^! little ?+s :5 !y discov]$ t _! lov+ prog5itors 7 no m4 ,_! looks & moans 7 he>tr5d+4 ,b !re 7 o!rs made happy4 ,a sudd5 %\t ( joy\sness bur/ =? f ! ?roats ( a doz5 civiliz$ m5 :o eag]ly ru%$ f beh9d _! =tresses to view ! "w ( de/ruction4 ,!y _h display$ f9e m>ksman%ip & 7 greatly pleas$4 ,good %oot+1 said "o ( ! brave fell[s4 ,spl5did1 exclaim$ ano!r4 ,b :at %all we d ) ! cubs8 ask$ ! ?ird4 ,bett] f9i% !m also1 rem>k$ a f\r?1 z ,i am v fond ( cub meat1 & w\ld l no?+ bett] ?an a broil$ /eak f "o ( _! little c>casses4 ,aft] a few m9utes' p>ley a decision 0 rea*$ t x w\ld be unciviliz$ to all[ ! little ones to w&] ab\t ! jungle alone = fe> t !y might become ! prey = o!r wild animals1 s !y kill$ !m also2 & fill$ _! /oma*s ) !m4 ,& aft] !y 7 ?r\gh1 a flock ( vultures desc5d$ & f9i%$ ! "w4 ,m5 & vultures are some:at alike 9 ?is respect2 !y bo? eat ! fle% ( c>casses4 ,b a good ^w c be said = ! vultures1 h[ev]2 !y nev] kill4 ,,*apt] ,,ix ,x is n my int5tion to give a full descriptive acc\nt ( my peculi> j\rney ar\nd ! _w ) ,arletta1 nor to rec\nt ! _m /range ?+s witness$4 ,suffice x to m5tion t we visit$ ne>ly e c\ntry on ! globe ?r\gh ! p[] ( m9d sight1 & ,i 0 enabl$ to see any t]re/rial occurr5ce z well z if hav+ be5 on ! spot 9 p]son4 ,9 fact1 be+ "u ! direct influ5ce ( ,arletta's p]ception1 conditions appe>$ mu* m compreh5sive to me ?an ev] be=e & ,i felt l "s great judge look+ d[n ^u ! e>? & its inhabitants ) an imp>tial eye4 ,& someh[ ^! inhabitants did n seem to impress me z be+ 9 su* a high /ate ( intellig5ce z ,i _h =m]ly be5 l$ to believe !y 74 ,ev]y:]e human be+s 7 fight+ & sn>l+ among/ !mselves l f]oci\s bea/s4 ,_! univ]sal law grant$ ! "r ( ! /rong to victimize ! weak ei!r ?r\gh ! p[] ( physical or m5tal =ce4 ,9 fact x 0 consid]$ a div9e "r = m5 ( sup]ior intellects to receive m ( ! fruits ( ! e>? ?an ^? ( small] m5tal capacity4 ,"o-half ( ! _w 0 ov]-f$ :ile ! o!r half 0 "u-f$4 ,aside f a slight diff]5ce 9 political & religi\s !ories1 ! *>act]i/ics ( all ! peoples ( ! _w 7 ! same2 ! pr$om9ant features be+ gre$1 vanity1 egotism1 intemp]ance1 gluttony1 fraud1 !ft1 brib]y1 deceit1 brutality1 murd]1 sup]/ition & fil?4 ,ev5 ,am]ica1 ! mu* boa/$ l& ( ! free1 ! c\ntry :i* ,god 9 8 inf9ite wisdom _h tak5 f ! bad ,engli% & giv5 to ! good ,am]icans1 conta9$ p ) ^! traits1 & ! s-call$ great m5 ( ?is c\ntry appe>$ l a lot ( silly little pigmies engag$ 9 an et]nal qu>rel ov] a few tr9kets4 ,few ( !m c\ld see fur!r ?an _! own noses unless x 0 to see some?+ t w\ld increase _! own selfi% desires4 ,equality1 ( :i* ^! p boa/$ s mu*1 exi/$ m]ely 9 _! imag9ations4 ,! actual mean+ ( equality1 z ! ,am]icans und]/ood x1 0 t ! physical & m5tal gladiators & weakl+s alike 7 put into "o great prize r+ & giv5 an opportunity to fight = _! lives & nature's gifts4 ,^? :o 7 capable ( batt]+ d[n & trampl+ ^u _! adv]s>ies 7 legally entitl$ to all ! luxuries ! e>? provid$ & m ?an !y c\ld use1 b ^? :o 7 un=tunate en\gh to h be5 born weakl+s & 7 unfit to cope successfully ) ! huge mon/]s 9 ! r+1 7 cru%$ 9 ! /ruggle4 ,fraud 0 ! slogan ( ! gov]nm5t (ficials & ne>ly all ( !m practic$ x1 f ! highe/ to ! l[e/ function>y4 ,money 0 ! p[] beh9d ! curta9 & he :o _h ! l>ge/ bank acc\nt 0 cat]$ to l an ov]-gr[n hog surr\nd$ by a lot ( suckl+ pigs4 ,god helps ^? :o help !mselves 0 _! accept$ motto4 ,9 o!r words1 ,god helps ! /rong & n ! weak4 ,if ! ,creator gives any ( ,8 att5tion to ! innum]able bick]+s ( ^! e>?ly microbes ,he mu/ feel greatly flatt]$ by hav+ ?is spl5did motto ?ru/ ^u ,him1 = accord+ to x1 "o 0 suppos$ to g to ! assi/ance ( ! man :o c\ld swim1 :ile he :o c\ld n1 mu/ be left to dr[n4 ,a c]ta9 s-call$ great ,am]ican1 "o ,mr4 ,m\ndbuild] by "n1 express$ great fai? 9 ?is doctr9e4 ,by employ+ ?\s&s ( 8 fell[ m5 to d ! h>d "w :ile he sat 9 an easy *air & confiscat$ ! diff]5ce betwe5 :at !y e>n$ & :at he paid !m1 he accumulat$ sev]al hundr$ million doll>s = 8 own use4 ,ab\t ! "t he 0 ready to die he le>n$ to 8 great sorr[ t x 0 necess>y to leave all ?is weal? beh9d4 ,s he decid$ to bequea? x to only ^? :o 7 suffici5tly /rong & will+ to cont9ue 8 policy ( cru%+ ! weak & incid5tally erect "s monum5ts to 8 own memory4 ,aft] mu* consid]ation z to h[ ! /rong w\ld d]ive ! mo/ b5efit f 8 ill-gott5 goods1 he conclud$ t ! weak-m9d$ & sickly creatures :o 7 br$ f ! sy/em he abett$ & ! ov]-work$ & "u-f$ labor] w\ld h no opportunity to read books1 s he e/abli%$ hundr$s ( ,m\ndbuild] libr>ies & ,m\ndbuild] univ]sities 9 all p>ts ( ! _w4 ,to ^? :o 7 already /rong en\gh to rea* a position :]e !y c\ld ent] a univ]sity & did n really ne$ 8 aid1 ! idea 0 a gr& "o1 z x w\ld help to increase _! /r5g?1 !reby mak+ x mu* easi] = !m to confiscate :at ! weakl+s c\ld produce 9 ! future4 ,?us ! plan to make ! /rong /rong]1 ! weak weak]1 & ,m\ndbuild] immortal1 w\ld be p]petuat$4 ,b ! *]i%$ hopes ( ,mr4 ,m\ndbuild] 9 ?is respect w nev] be realiz$1 = ! day is n f> di/ant :5 e>?ly mortals w be able to reason & !n he w be recogniz$ simply z a va9-glori\s old humbug4 ,ano!r celebrat$ ,am]ican :o 0 class$ among ! great m5 ( ! day 0 a c]ta9 ,mr4 ,porkpack]4 ,?is individual conduct$ an e/abli%m5t :]e ?\s&s ( animals1 br$ = ! purpose1 7 slaught]$ daily4 ,he _h accumulat$ millions ( blood-/a9$ doll>s 9 ?is way1 & 0 g5]ally conc$$ to be a man ( great bus9ess ability4 ,he 0 po9t$ out to ! ris+ g5]ation z "o ( ! mo/ successful m5 9 ! c\ntry ^: example %\ld be foll[$4 ,j pause a mom5t & ?9k ( x4 ,"h 0 a man :o direct$ a bus9ess :]e ?\s&s ( liv+ ?+s 7 murd]$ daily1 set =? z a good example to foll[ j because he _h secur$ millions ( doll>s by ! op]ation4 ,oh1 ye mortals6 ,man consid]s ! wolf a blood-?ir/y bea/ because he kills & eats ! fle% ( human be+s = subsi/5ce4 ,:at k9d ( a be/ial mon/] w\ld ! wolf consid] man if x saw him 9 8 slaught]-h\se kill+ ?\s&s ( innoc5t beef1 %eep & hogs daily8 ,or :at w\ld x ?9k ( civiliz$ man if x saw him %oot+ myriads ( tame & h>mless pigeons = amusem5t1 or broil+ lob/]s alive to satisfy 8 gorm&iz+ desires8 ,p]haps ! wolf w\ld set man bel[ its grade1 if int]rogat$ ^u ! subject4 ,b tyrannical man1 intoxicat$ by 8 own egotism & cl++ to an ela/ic religion :i* all[s him to act z he pleases1 feels t 8 god creat$ all ^! ?+s = 8 special b5efit4 ,if ! wolf c\ld be que/ion$ ab\t ! matt]1 x too might claim t its god p]mitt$ ! kill+ & eat+ ( man4 ,mr4 ,porkpack] 0 consid]$ bo? great & good by 8 fell[ be+s1 = ea* ye> he gave ?\s&s ( doll>s = ! erection & ma9t5ance ( ! *ur* & likewise contribut$ l>gely t[>d 8 pa/or's sal>y4 ,w\ld x be good policy !n = ! pa/or to believe t x 0 wrong to kill %eep1 :5 "o ( ! l>ge contributors 0 e>n+ money 9 t bus9ess8 ,no1 no4 ,s ! *ur* upheld ! slaught]-h\ses & prov$ by ! scriptures t !y 7 simply do+ :at ! savages _h done ?\s&s ( ye>s previ\sly accord+ to div9e "r4 ,once ,i li/5$ to my fa!r prea* a s]mon on ! beautiful innoc5ce & purity ( ! lamb4 ,= an h\r he spoke feel+ly ( ! _m virtues conta9$ by ?is g5tle little creature & aft] he 0 ?r\gh he imm$iately w5t home & fill$ 8 /oma* ) roa/$ lamb = d9n]4 ,good ,*ri/ians are anxi\s to "k :5 ! "t w arrive t ! lion & lamb w lie d[n toge!r 9 peace & h>mony4 ,possibly ! lamb w\ld l to "k if ! "t w ev] come :5 its c>cass w n be utiliz$ to appease ! voraci\s appetite ( ! ,*ri/ian4 ,9 look+ ov] ! s-call$ great bus9ess m5 & f9ancial sw9dl]s ( ,am]ica !y c]ta9ly pres5t$ a motley collection ( physical & m5tal mon/rosities4 ,!y sp5t s mu* ( _! "t 9 ! mad ru% = doll>s & h[ to sp5d !m1 t physical & m5tal improvem5t receiv$ v little att5tion4 ,_! bra9s became /agnant = ! want ( prop] tra9+ & _! bodies 7 all[$ to rot & become useless = ! ne$ ( ex]cise4 ,"s 7 s fat !y c\ld n walk1 :ile o!rs 7 too lean to /&4 ,a great _m ( !m us$ ei!r canes or crut*es z an aid to hobble along or vehicles to convey !m f place to place4 ,ne>ly all 7 cripples1 m or less2 rheumatism1 g\t1 p>alysis & num]\s o!r ailm5ts be+ ! cause ( _! helplessness4 ,few ( !m seem$ able to und]/& t all ^! infirmities 7 directly caus$ by ! want ( prop] ex]cise & f ! glutton\s habit ( ov]load+ _! /oma*s ) foods ( _m k9ds & meat especially4 ,app>5tly x 0 beyond _! compreh5sion t nature comm&$ !m to improve _! physiques = ! b5efit ( com+ g5]ations4 ,m5 :o pr(ess$ to be a?letes :5 !y 7 pa/ ! age ( ?irty 7 consid]$ *ildi%1 :ile ! expon5ts ( physical culture 7 g5]ally look$ ^u z cranks4 ,eat+1 dr9k+ & smok+ 7 adapt$ z ! be/ modes ( recreation1 :ile fi%+ & %oot+ pigeons1 quail1 squirrels & o!r h>mless liv+ ?+s 7 reg>d$ z good1 heal?y amusem5ts4 ,( all ! brutal me?ods ( div]sion ev] adopt$ by man1 fi%+ is p]haps ! mo/ cruel4 ,if ! read] does n ?9k s1 j /op = a mom5t & imag9e y\rself be+ hook$ to a great l9e by ! m\? & y\r body be+ drawn f> up into space & into ano!r atmosph]e1 !re to /rangle sl[ly to dea?4 ,y w\ld n l x1 w\ld y8 ,!n :y %\ld ! fi% be treat$ s8 ,d y n suppose t ! fi% h feel+s l y\rself8 ,oh1 if all my fell[m5 c\ld only h tak5 t trip ar\nd ! _w ) ,arletta & se5 ?+s z ,i saw !m1 cruelty 9 all its v>i\s =ms w\ld be a ?+ ( ! pa/4 ,t trip & my subsequ5t exp]i5ce ) h] prov$ to be ! be/ education ,i c\ld h receiv$ f any s\rce4 ,x taught me ! real mean+ ( ! ^w k9dness1 )\t :i*1 n only t[>d human be+s1 b t[>d all liv+ ?+s1 man w nev] rise above ! savage /ate4 ,,*apt] ,x ,we 7 j tw5ty-f\r h\rs mak+ our j\rney ar\nd ! _w1 :5 sudd5ly ,i f\nd myself once m gaz+ into ! beautiful eyes ( ,arletta4 ,:ile %e be/[$ a k9dly look ( sympa?y t[>d me1 h] features pla9ly %[$ t h] g5tle nature _h receiv$ an awful %ock f ! t]rible & degrad+ sights we _h witness$4 ,& !re 0 mu* reason :y ?is pure & lovable woman %\ld be %ock$ at :at we _h se51 = ev5 ,i1 a wor?less & h>d5$ vagabond1 _h become ?or\ghly disgu/$ ) my own species4 ,& :at d y ?9k ( y\r highly civiliz$ p n[8 %e inquir$ sadly4 ,!y are a race ( tail-less monkeys & fil?y bea/s ) myself includ$1 respond$ ,i1 ) vehem5ce1 & !n ,i began a tirade ( abuse aga9/ ! entire human family4 ,/op1 exclaim$ ,arletta1 y mu/ n all[ malice to ent] y\r m9d aga9/ any liv+ creature1 no matt] h[ bea/ly or brutal x may be4 ,hatr$ w n make ! _w bett]2 x ne$s love4 ,no liv+ be+ is responsible = :at x is any m ?an y or ,i are acc\ntable = be+ 9 exi/5ce4 ,b :ile ea* individual inh]its ! good or bad in/9cts ( its pr$ecessor1 /ill x has ! p[] to make bett] or worse its own condition4 ,love w n only make bett] y\r own condition1 b t ( y\r fell[ be+s z well4 ,d n expect to f9d 9 o!rs t :i* y d n possess y\rself4 ,x is y\r duty to set a good example1 n wait = o!rs to accompli% :at y h n done y\rself4 ,s beg9 "r n[ ) love4 ,ca/ away all unk9d ?\ghts & nev] all[ ano!r to ent] y\r m9d1 no matt] :at ! provocation might be4 ,i admit t ! ,apeman ( today is no bett]1 9 fact1 9 _m respects is mu* inf]ior to ! ,apeman :o liv$ ov] f\r ?\s& ye>s ago1 b t is because he took ! wrong road 9 try+ to rea* real manhood4 ,he is /ill on ! wrong pa?1 b mu/ be turn$ ab\t & />t$ 9 ! "r direction4 ,he mu/ be taught t ,heav5 is "h on e>?1 if he w only make x s4 ,b ! e>? w nev] be a p>adise1 s long z he all[s a gra9 ( selfi%ness to rema9 9 8 sy/em4 ,9 yond] picture y c see :at real m5 7 l4 ,/udy _! c\nt5ances c>efully & see if y c read t any "o ( !m ev] committ$ a selfi% act or ev5 p]mitt$ an unk9d ?\ght to ent] 8 m9d1 = if he _h1 y c\ld pla9ly read x f 8 features1 ! face be+ ! mirror ( our ?\ghts & actions1 & no matt] :at we d or :at we ?9k f ! "t we are born until we die1 e act & ?\ght is indelibly /amp$ ^u our faces & c nev] be eras$ until ! mat]ial ( :i* we are compos$ has dis9tegrat$ & re5t]$ ! great *emical bas9 f :i* all liv+ ?+s receive _! matt] & en]gy4 ,& x is to be hop$ t ) ea* turn ( ! *emical :eel ! succe$+ g5]ation w be re-m\ld$ on a bett] scale1 until ! ,apeman & all l[] animals h pass$ ?r\gh a successful c\rse ( evolution & f9ally em]ge into real manhood--! highe/ type ( e>?ly be+s4 ,?is goal is b a few /eps & )9 ! p[] ( ! ,apeman to rea*1 b he mu/ take 8 /eps 9 ! "r direction4 ,a :ole nation ( ^? magnific5t be+s y see 9 ! picture1 once exi/$ 9 real life4 ,_! ance/ors 7 ,apem5 :o 7 />t$ 9 ! "r pa?1 & aft] p]si/5tly /ick+ to ! upw>d m>* ( unselfi% progress = _m g5]ations1 ultimately rea*$ ! class ( m5 y see be=e y2 giants1 physically1 m5tally & morally4 ,& "h %e paus$ & look$ long & affectionately at ^? wond]ful figures 9 ! pa9t+4 ,!n a feel+ ( int5se jeal\sy sudd5ly crept into my bra91 & ,i ?\ght ,i w\ld surely g mad "u its t]rible pressure4 ,arletta 0 9 love ) "o ( ^? real m51 :ile %e held m]ely a compassionate feel+ = me4 ,i1 ! ,apeman1 /&+ six feet two in*es 9 height & weigh+ ov] two hundr$ p\nds avoirdupois1 h]et(ore reg>d$ z a m>vel 9 physical developm5t1 n[1 9 ! pres5ce ( ^! eight-foot giants1 felt l a %runk5 pigmy4 ,=m]ly x 0 g5]ally conc$$ t ,i 0 a r h&some fell[4 ,?is woman ?\ght ,i 0 hide\s4 ,previ\sly1 ,i _h felt pr\d ( my nicely curl$ heavy black mu/a*e1 n[ ,i ?\ght x made me look l a monkey4 ,! spl5did features ( ! real m5 7 n disfigur$ by a hair or blemi% ( any k9d1 :ile _! sk9 0 z s(t & smoo? z t ( a new born *ild4 ,dur+ my trip ar\nd ! _w1 ,i _h obs]v$ t ! m man's body 0 cov]$ by hair1 ! m ape-l he appe>$1 especially :5 decorat+ 8 face ) x1 & ,i 0 c]ta9 t my appe>ance 0 j z ludicr\s 9 ! eyes ( ,arletta z ^? ,i _h se54 ,!re=e my admiration = ! /ately objects portray$ 9 ! picture 0 beg9n+ to turn into hatr$4 ,i inw>dly wi%$ !y 7 alive t ,i might h an opportunity to combat ) "o or all ( !m 9 ord] to %[ ,arletta t ,i possess$ ! c\rage to fight until dea? = h] love4 ,:ile lo/ 9 ! mid/ ( su* reflections ,arletta turn$ h] gaze ^u me fix$ly & said3 ,:at b>b>ic ?\ghts h y p]mitt$ to ent] y\r m9d n[8 ,i 0 wi%+1 repli$ ,i r sull5ly1 t ! man y love 9 t picture 0 alive1 t ,i might h ! *ance to demon/rate my wor? 9 a fight to secure y\r favor2 p]haps1 !n1 y w\ld discov] t ,i _h "s good qualities4 ,& d y suppose if ,i saw y fight+ l a savage bulldog t ,i w\ld admire ^? bruti% t5d5cies 9 y\r nature8 inquir$ %e4 ,d y ?9k t ! animal in/9cts ( fight+ & kill+ are good qualities to possess8 ,has y\r trip ar\nd ! _w borne no good results8 ,y h obs]v$ t y\r own species1 l o!r savage bea/s1 qu>rel1 fight1 maim & kill ea* o!r ?r\gh selfi% motives1 & y h condemn$ !m = x2 n[ y w\ld cont9ue to d ! v same ?+ y\rself & ?9k t ,i w\ld consid] x c\rage\s4 ,accord+ to "o ( our primitive laws1 ! c\rage\s man 0 he :o fe>$ no "o & caus$ no "o to fe> him4 ,^! m5 ( ! picture 7 ! brave/ ( ! brave1 & /ill if "o ( !m 7 alive today he w\ld n fight ) y1 no matt] h[ mu* y might ill use him1 = he w\ld "k t x requir$ m real /r5g? to take abuse ?an to give x4 ,he w\ld suff] m pa9 if he hurt y ?an if y injur$ him4 ,& /ill he c\ld h cru%$ y ) great] ease ?an a cat c a m\se1 if he 7 c[>dly en\gh to d x4 ,t is ! real c\rage ( unselfi%ness--! k9d y\r species _c und]/&4 ,y\r fell[ be+s applaud c[>dice :i* !y mi/ake = /r5g? ( "*4 ,!y seem unable to compreh5d t x requires f> m c\rage to suff] pa9 ?an to inflict x ^u o!rs4 ,!y h inh]it$ _! errone\s ideas f ! wild bea/s :o prec$$ !m1 & at ! pres5t "t few ( !m "k any bett]4 ,b !y mu/ be taught diff]5tly & ! tea*]s mu/ set ! examples1 n m]ely (f] advice4 ,! diff]5t c\ntries ( ! _w today support l>ge armies ( lic5s$ murd]]s :o are commonly call$ soldi]s4 ,!y are s5t to ! battle-fields to slaught] ea* o!r = selfi% purposes4 ,! /ronge/ side is naturally victori\s1 & aft] kill+ z _m ( _! adv]s>ies z possible1 return home to receive ! applause & admiration ( _! c\ntrym54 ,!y are consid]$ h]oic because !y 7 successful 9 slay+ _! weak] oppon5ts4 ,y\r society wor%ips ^! human but*]s & ! m lives "o ( !m has de/roy$ ! bigg] ! monum5t is erect$ 9 8 honor4 ,h[ _m ( ^! but*]s w\ld h ! c\rage to take an insult f a weak] p>ty )\t res5t+ x8 ,x requires great brav]y = ! /rong to refra9 f tak+ advantage ( ! weak2 x dem&s real h]oism = ! /rong to equally %>e ! results ( _! labors ) ! feeble4 ,= ! /rong are d\bly bless$ 9 hav+ /r5g? :ile ! weak are un=tunate & ne$ sympa?y4 ,w\ld x n be c\rage\s = "o p]son to die = ! love ( ano!r8 inquir$ ,i4 ,t w\ld dep5d altoge!r ^u ! circum/ances1 repli$ ,arletta4 ,x w\ld require f> m c\rage to sacrifice y\r life = "o y did n love z !re w\ld !n be no selfi% motive beh9d x4 ,z ,i und]/& y\r feel+s1 y love me & imag9e t y w\ld n c>e to live )\t me4 ,yes1 said ,i f]v5tly1 ,i %all take my own life soon] ?an leave y4 ,t is n c\rage at all1 x is simply c[>dice1 answ]$ %e4 ,?r\gh y\r own selfi%ness 9 try+ to obta9 some?+ beyond y\r rea*1 y lack ! /r5g? to live )\t x4 ,x takes f> m c\rage to live :5 y want to die ?an to die :5 y want to live4 ,unselfi%ness is ! v highe/ type ( c\rage\sness & "o mu/ live = ! good he may d ! _w in/ead ( 8 own p]sonal aggr&izem5t4 ,?\s&s ( our noble m5 sacrific$ _! lives ye>ly = ! good ( ! _w4 ,our laws p]mitt$ a c]ta9 numb] ( !m to leave _! heav5ly c\ntry p]iodically to g among ! ,apem51 & try & tea* ^! b>b>ians ! mean+ ( unselfi% love4 ,!y nev] return$4 ,!y fully realiz$ be=e />t+ on ^! mission>y trips1 t !y 7 depriv+ !mselves ( all ! luxuries ! e>? provid$ = a life ( h>d%ip & suff]+2 a life ( insults & all ! cruel tortures ! f]oci\s ,apem5 c\ld inflict ^u !m4 ,b x pleas$ !m to "k t !y possess$ ! c\rage to )/& all ! insults heap$ ^u !m1 :ile try+ to alleviate ! conditions ( o!rs4 ,unlike y\r pres5t mission>ies !y did n g into diff]5t c\ntries back$ up by load$ guns ready to annihilate all :o did n believe _! doctr9es4 ,if y hit a man on ! head ) a club & !n tell him t y love him he w n believe y4 ,!y und]/ood t to tea* ! ,apem5 to love "o ano!r !y mu/ set !mselves up z examples1 n ) m]e words1 b by unselfi% & c\rage\s acts4 ,!y also knew t !y _h no div9e "r to ent] ano!r c\ntry & =ce ^u ! inhabitants _! laws & cu/oms4 ,!y m]ely w5t to tea* _! me?ods & 9 try+ to d good = o!rs 7 will+ to accept insults 9 return = _! k9dness 9 ord] to prove _! s9c]ity ( purpose4 ,at fir/1 ^! good m5 7 look$ ^u z gods by ! ,apem5 :o wi%$ to wor%ip !m z su*1 & _h !y be5 va9-glori\s l ! ,apeman himself1 !y w\ld h all[$ ?is false idea to exi/4 ,b no1 !re 0 n a gra9 ( vanity or selfi%ness 9 _! sy/ems4 ,!y _h n left _! homes & fri5ds to be wor%ip$1 b _h gone away to %[ ! ,apeman h[ he might rea* real manhood1 if he w\ld b foll[ _! in/ructions4 ,!y taught ! eradication ( selfi%ness f all liv+ be+s & ! abolition ( ! sy/em ( individual accumulation1 practic$ !n & n[ by all ( y\r species4 ,( c\rse :5 ! ri* & religi\s rul]s ( ! diff]5t tribes & nations le>n$ t ^! m5 7 tea*+ t all liv+ be+s %\ld h an equal *ance 9 life1 & t ! weak %\ld enjoy ! same com=ts z ! /rong1 & t _! div9e "r laws 7 unju/1 !y became wro? & ord]$ our m5 to be put to dea? by ! mo/ cruel me?ods4 ,"s 7 burn$ at ! /ake2 o!rs 7 buri$ alive2 sev]al 7 put into dungeons & _! bodies all[$ to rot2 _m 7 ca/ into fi]y furnaces1 :ile a numb] ( !m 7 ?r[n into d5s conta9+ lions & tig]s4 ,all ^! tortures & innum]able o!rs1 did ^! brave m5 suff] t !y might impress ^u ! ,apeman ! real mean+ ( c\rage & unselfi%ness4 ,& ?r\gh ! p[] ( m9d sight we us$ to see ^! h]oic volunte]s unfl9*+ly suff] ^! indignities = ! cause ( righte\sness1 not)/&+ we _h ! p[] to annihilate ! entire ,apeman species1 if we _h s desir$4 ,our *emi/s c\ld h turn$ on curr5ts ( poison\s air & asphyxiat$ :ole nations ( !m at once2 our electricians c\ld h s5t an electric %ock ar\nd ! e>? t w\ld h left a pa? ( de/ruction a ?\s& miles 9 wid?2 our sci5ti/s c\ld h conc5trat$ ! full =ce ( ! sun's rays ^u any p>ticul> city !y might *oose & burn x up in/antly2 b !y did n4 ,we _h ! p[] to de/roy1 b ! c\rage ( =be>ance4 ,! highe/ honor our nation c\ld be/[ ^u a man 0 to all[ him to leave 8 heav5ly c\ntry & become a m>tyr to 8 own unselfi%ness 9 try+ to uplift ! ,apeman species4 ,& _h x n be5 = ! un=tunate cata/rophe :i* ,i %all expla9 to y lat]1 our plans w\ld h succe$$ & ! e>? today w\ld h be5 heav5 ) no su* creature 9 exi/5ce z ! ,apeman4 ,,*apt] ,,xi ,next to selfi%ness1 religion has be5 ! greate/ drawback t[>ds progress ! ,apeman has _h to cont5d ) 9 all ages1 cont9u$ ,arletta4 ,religion is ! outgr[? ( ignorance & ! ,apeman1 j />t+ up ! ladd] ( human k1 adopt$ x z an explanation ( ?+s ( :i* he knew no?+4 ,all religions 7 creat$ by ! ,apeman2 & :]e9 lies ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! god built ( /one or f ! imag9ation8 ,9 con/ruct+ ! numb]less religions1 ! ,apeman inv>iably made !m to suit 8 own habits & cu/oms4 ,he built 8 gods to please 8 own fancy & gave 8 own ideas z ^? ( 8 deities4 ,8 own k is likewise ! ext5t ( ! wisdom conta9$ by 8 gods1 :om lie manufactur$ to be twi/$ & turn$ 9 any direction & made to answ] any purpose he might see fit4 ,no "o religion is any worse ?an all ! re/4 ,!y are all f\nd$ on ignorance1 sup]/ition & selfi%ness4 ,to believe 9 any ( ^! petty religions is to ca/ insults ^u ! real ,creator ( ! univ]se1 = a god creat$ by ! ,apeman mu/ naturally be a v inf]ior be+4 ,ea* dev\t wor%ip] c po9t out ! errors & absurdities ( e o!r religion except+ 8 own4 ,he is capable ( utiliz+ 8 reason+ p[]s until direct$ aga9/ himself1 & n>r[$ d[n to a few words he feels t he is all "r b ev]ybody else is all wrong4 ,( ! sev]al hundr$ religions n[ extant1 w\ld x n be m reasonable to suppose t !y 7 all wrong ?an to believe !y 7 all "r8 ,take y\r own religion = in/ance2 y are wor%ip+ a mo/ unnatural god4 ,9 fact y\r ,bible puts him 9 ! position ( a va9-glori\s tyrant4 ,accord+ to ! ,bible an ,apeman c be no worse ?an 8 god no matt] h[ bad he may be4 ,! ma9 reason :y4 ! ,apeman believes 9 religion is because he is an invet]ate c[>d & fe>s "s dire puni%m5t if he inve/igates ! matt]4 ,b believe me1 if ! ,creator gave y ! p[] to reason1 he c]ta9ly w n condemn y = mak+ use ( y\r reason+ faculties 9 n accept+ op9ions :i* appe> unt5able4 ,s let u look into ?is matt] f an imp>tial po9t ( view4 ,9 ! fir/ place ! (f] ( rew>ds = do+ good1 :i* is ! f\ndation ( all religions is wrong1 = x c>ries selfi%ness "r to ! v gates ( ! imag9>y heav5s4 ,goodness is v %all[ inde$ if x _c exi/ )\t rew>ds be+ (f]$ = x4 ,i %all enum]ate a few ?+s y\r god 0 suppos$ to h said or all[$1 accord+ to ! ,bible1 :i* w\ld make no ,apeman liv+1 any worse 9 8 moral conduct4 ,enmity4--',& ,i w put enmity betwe5 !e & ! woman4' ,g54 iii1 #ae4 ,unk9dness4--',unto ! woman ,he said1 ,i w greatly multiply ?y sorr[4' ,g54 iii1 #af4 ,fle% ,eat]s4--',e mov+ ?+ t live? %all be meat = y4' ,g54 ix1 #c4 ,rev5ge4--',:oso %$de? man's blood1 by man %all 8 blood be %$4' ,g54 ix1 #f4 ,drunk5ness4--',& he drank ( ! w9e1 & 0 drunk54' ,g54 ix1 #ba4 ,p>tiality4--',god %all enl>ge ,japhe?1 & he %all dwell 9 ! t5ts ( ,%em & ,canaan %all be 8 s]vant4' ,g54 ix1 #bg4 ,hunt+--',he 0 a mighty hunt] be=e ! ,"l4' ,g54 x1 #i4 ,a curs]4--',& ,i w bless !m t bless !e1 & curse !m t curse? !e4' ,g54 xii1 #c4 ,fraud4--',by fraud1 ,jacob receiv$ ! bless+ int5d$ = ,esau & !n ,god bless$ him & made him prosp]\s =ev] aft]w>d4 ,g54 xxvii to xxix4 ,=nication4--',& ,bilhah1 ,ra*el's maid1 conceiv$ aga9 & b>e ,jacob a second son4' ,g54 xxx1 #g4 ,ang]4--',& ! ang] ( ! ,"l 0 k9dl$ aga9/ ,moses4' ,exodus iv1 #ad4 ,?iev]y4--',speak n[ into ! e>s ( ! p & let e man borr[ ( 8 neighbor & e woman ( h] neighbor jewels ( silv] & jewels ( gold4' ,exodus xi1 #b4 ,c>nage4--',= ,i w pass ?r\gh ! l& ( ,egypt ?is night & w smite all ! fir/ born 9 ! l& ( ,egypt1 bo? man & bea/2 & aga9/ all ! gods ( ,egypt ,i w execute judgm5t2 ,i am ! ,"l4' ,exodus xii1 #ab4 ,jeal\sy4--',= ,i ! ,"l ?y ,god am jeal\s ,god4' ,exodus xx1 #e4 ,slav]y4--',!n 8 ma/] %all br+ him unto ! judges2 he %all also br+ him to ! door1 or unto ! doorpo/1 & 8 ma/] %all bore 8 e> ?r\gh ) an awl2 & he %all s]ve him =ev]4' ,exodus xxi1 #f4 ,wit*craft4--',?\ %alt n suff] a wit* to live4' ,exodus xxii1 #ah4 ,murd]4--',& my wra? %all wax hot1 & ,i w kill y ) my sword & y\r wives %all be wid[s & y\r *ildr5 fa!rless4' ,exodus xxii1 #bd4 ,*angeability4--',& ! ,"l spake unto ,moses1 say+1 ,ph9ehas1 ! son ( ,eleaz>1 ! son ( ,a>on ! prie/1 ha? turn$ my wra? away f ! *ildr5 ( ,israel1 :ile he 0 zeal\s = my sake among !m1 t ,i consum$ n ! *ildr5 ( ,israel 9 my jeal\sy4' ,numb]s xxv1 #aj1 #aa4 ,brutality4--',& ! ,"l spake unto ,moses1 say+1 ,br+ =? him t ha? curs$ )\t ! camp2 & let all t he>d him lay _! h&s ^u 8 head1 & let all ! congregation /one him4' ,leviticus xxiv1 #ac1 #ad4 ,savage ,cruelty4--',& if ! burnt sacrifice = 8 (f]+ to ! ,"l be ( f[ls1 !n he %all br+ 8 (f]+ ( turtle doves1 or ( "y pigeons4 ,& ! prie/ %all br+ x unto ! alt>1 & wr+ (f its head1 & burn x on ! alt>2 & ! blood !re( %all be wrung out at ! ides ( ! alt>4' ,leviticus i1 #ad1 #ae4 ,an ,ass4--',& ! ,"l op5$ ! m\? ( ! ass & %e said unto ,balaam1 ,:at h ,i done unto !e t ?\ ha/ smitt5 me ^! ?ree times8' ,numb]s xxii1 #bh4 ,i h br\ght a few ( ^! absurd writ+s to y\r att5tion1 said ,arletta1 hop+ t lat] on y w g ov] !m c>efully & give !m ! same rational consid]ation y be/[ ^u o!r subjects4 ,!re is "o comm5dable feature ab\t y\r ,bible h[ev]1 & t is1 x %[s t once !re exi/$ among y\r species a noble mortal :o devot$ 8 life try+ to tea* ! ,apeman human k9dness 9 some:at ! same mann] our m5 us$ to d1 ) ! exception ( ! sup]natural dogmas4 ,i ref] to ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,! fact t ! same lessons he exp\nd$ 7 taught ?\s&s ( ye>s be=e he 0 born1 or t he fail$ to grasp nature's beautiful ideas )\t conf\nd+ !m ) sup]natural fancies1 does n detract 9 any way f 8 nobility ( purpose & 8 "n %\ld be m5tion$ 9 ! future hi/ory ( ! _w z "o ( ! great b5efactors ( ! human race4 ,x seems a pity t 8 ov]-zeal\s foll[]s h tri$ to place him 9 ! light ( a deity1 = 9 "t to come1 :5 y\r species beg9 to reason1 !y might possibly reg>d him z an impo/or4 ,?is %\ld n be ! case h[ev]1 = al?\gh ,*ri/ no d\bt really believ$ 9 a religi\s god1 x is unju/ to believe t he ev] pret5d$ to be any?+ m ?an a m]e human be+ himself1 or t he knew any?+ ab\t ! wond]ful miracles x 0 subsequ5tly claim$ he _h p]=m$4 ,any e>?ly be+1 said ,arletta1 z h] face fairly beam$ ) intellig5ce1 :e!r x be a man1 an ,apeman or a monkey1 :o claims to be relat$ to ! ,creator ( ! univ]se1 or to be ,8 prophet1 or ,8 specially appo9t$ spokesman1 or 9 any way tries to lead o!rs to believe t he possesses sup]natural p[]s1 is ei!r an impo/or or an idiot4 ,:5 all e>?ly be+s make use ( ! reason+ faculties nature end[s !m )1 all religions w p]i% ?r\gh ! ag5cy ( _! own untru?s4 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,!n am ,i to und]/& t y\r p 7 ,a!i/s8 inquir$ ,i ( ,arletta4 ,n at all1 repli$ %e4 ,we believ$ 9 ,natural ,law b n 9 religion4 ,our mo/ intellectual m5 decid$ t by no /ret* ( ! imag9ation c\ld !y build a god = religi\s purposes z great z ! ,creator ( ! univ]se mu/ naturally be1 & kn[+ t x rema9s = man himself to rea* 8 highe/ /ate ( p]fection )\t any sup]natural influ5ce :atsoev]1 !y !re=e aboli%$ all =ms ( religi\s wor%ip & e/abli%$ a code ( e?ics :i* 0 t]m$ ,natural ,law4 ,religion tea*es "o to believe 9 an unnatural god :o app>5tly mu/ be ev] ready to answ] anybody's pray]ful cry & act z a g5]al s]vant to humanity by di/ribut+ good ?+s to ^? :o beg = !m2 a sort ( m$dlesome god :o ent]s into all ! petty qu>rels ( hunan be+s & g5]ally settles !m 9 ! wrong way4 ,natural ,law tea*es t !re exi/s on gr& supreme rul] :o guides ! entire ma*9]y ( ! univ]se2 ! ,deity :o creat$ ! pr9ciple ( life1 & "o :o does n deviate f ,8 et]nal & immutable laws2 an all-wise1 ev]la/+ & un*angeable be+ f> beyond ! fa9te/ conception ! bra9 ( man has ev] be5 able to =mulate4 ,8 p[] unlimit$2 ,8 laws supreme2 ,8 goodness incalculable4 ,natural ,law expla9s t ,he creat$ ! pr9ciple f :i* humanity evolv$1 b t x rema9s = all liv+ ?+s to make bett] or worse _! own conditions4 ,8 laws may be /udi$ & practic$ by all human be+s1 b to claim to "k ! reasons ( ! ,creator's actions w\ld be to assume ,8 wisdom & k4 ,8 purposes1 !re=e1 are unfa?omable4 ,natural ,law sets =? t not)/&+ ! e>? is b a m]e speck 9 ! univ]se1 /ill1 x be+ a "p ( ! va/ ma*9]y gov]n$ by ! ,almighty1 !re is a reason = its exi/5ce & a "w = x to p]=m4 ,l o!r bodies 9 space1 x conta9s p>ticles ( liv+ matt] :i* are con/antly pass+ ?r\gh a c\rse ( developm5t ) me?odical *anges f life to dea? & f dea? to life4 ,b :ile all liv+ ?+s live & die1 ! mat]ial !re( is us$ ov] & ov] aga9 indef9itely4 ,human be+s are a species ( ^! p>ticles4 ,all liv+ ?+s are compos$ ( ?ree p>ts1 matt]1 en]gy & s\l4 ,! matt] is ! ma*9]y2 en]gy ! motion & s\l ! eng9e]4 ,! m9d is t "p ( ! ma*9]y hav+ p[] to control its movem5ts4 ,! s\l is ! sp>k ( life & acts z a moral guide to ! m9d4 ,s\l & consci5ce are synonym\s4 ,! s\l1 always pure1 is cont9ually /riv+ to improve ! condition ( ! m9d4 ,! m9d alone is responsible = ! disposition ( ! body & ! evils aris+ !refrom1 ! s\l m]ely act+ z its in/ructor = good4 ,x is ! m9d :i* inh]its evil in/9cts & b = ! good influ5ce ( ! s\l1 liv+ creatures w\ld n exi/ 9 h>mony4 ,z ! m9d h>d5s aga9/ righte\sness ! sway ( ! s\l is less5$1 b z ! m9d s(t5s t[>ds goodness ! s\l increases its p[]4 ,!re is a cont9ual /ruggle betwe5 ! s\l = good & ! m9d = evil1 b ! s\l w ev5tually ga9 ! asc5dancy & all liv+ ?+s w be cleans$ ( impurities4 ,! body1 includ+ ! m9d1 ( ea* liv+ ?+ dies1 ! mat]ial dis9tegrates & passes into ! composition ( o!r =ms4 ,! s\l nev] dies2 x rema9s 9 "o body until its collapse & !n transmigrates into ano!r4 ,! s\l ( man today may be t ( a l[] animal tomorr[2 !re=e he %\ld use ! greate/ k9dness & consid]ation t[>d all liv+ ?+s4 ,!re is only a c]ta9 quantity ( matt] ^u e>? to be m\ld$ toge!r 9 liv+ =ms & a c]ta9 numb] ( s\ls to abide !re91 s t ) ! increase ( mank9d !re mu/ naturally be a decrease 9 ! ranks ( o!r animals1 h5ce x rema9s ! duty ( man to ext5d 9 numb] & quality 8 own species until all ! mat]ial 9 exi/5ce is utiliz$ by human be+s ( ! v highe/ intellig5ce4 ,humanity1 h[ev]1 w nev] rise above ! savage /ate until ! b>b>\s cu/om ( kill+ & eat+ o!r animals is aboli%$4 ,selfi%ness is ! root ( all evil2 eradicate selfi%ness f humanity & ! e>? w be heav54 ,man's heav5 is "h on e>? if he is only capable ( mak+ x s1 b m5 _c enjoy heav5ly bless+s ) helli% m9ds1 & no selfi% be+ c prop]ly enjoy ! sweets ( life4 ,! real ess5ce & pleasure ( life c only be extract$ :5 mank9d labors h>moni\sly toge!r z a unit1 in/ead ( ea* individual /ruggl+ sep>ately & murd]\sly to obta9 ! l>ge/ portion ( ! e>?'s bless+s4 ,! production ( ! _w mu/ be divid$ equally among all hone/ toil]s & man's greate/ happ9ess mu/ arise f s]v+ o!rs in/ead ( himself4 ,no good mortal c ?or\ghly enjoy luxuries t are beyond ! rea* ( 8 fell[ m51 !re=e all human be+s %\ld "w toge!r z "o2 enjoy+ equally ! fruits ( _! comb9$ ef=ts2 ! weak & ! /rong alike4 ,!re mu/ be b "o ma/]--! entire human race b\nd toge!r z "o4 ,:5 mank9d1 act+ z a unit1 ma/]s itself1 !n w x rule ! e>? & ga9 k ( extrane\s matt]s2 ?us ! wisdom ( inhabitants ( old] & m advanc$ worlds w be atta9$ & int]c\rse ) !m practic$1 !reby unravel+ _m app>5t my/]ies ( ! univ]se4 ,x is an error to suppose t ! ,deity is y\r mak]2 ,he creat$ ! s\rce f :i* all liv+ ?+s sprung1 b collectively1 man makes himself & is responsible = 8 own conditions4 ,if ! ,almighty 0 y\r mak] !n ! production ( crim9als1 cripples & lunatics w\ld demon/rate v bad workman%ip1 s d n try to %ift ! blame = human weakness ^u ! ,creator ( ! univ]se4 ,! ,deity controls ! pr9ciple ( life2 man controls himself4 ,d n pray2 y _c alt] ! ,creator's plans & y place him 9 ! light ( a petty vanity seek] :5 claim+ t he wants to be wor%ipp$4 ,bett] please ! ,omnipot5t by k9d acts t[>d all liv+ creatures ?an by (f]+ ridicul\s exhortations = favors & =giv5ess4 ,y pr(f] insults to ! ,creator :5 y claim y c *ange ,8 immutable plans by pray]2 :5 y ?9k he w\ld take f "o & give to ano!r2 :5 y pret5d to communicate ) ,him2 :5 y imag9e ,he takes "p 9 ! silly squabbles ( human be+s2 :5 y say t man 0 made 9 ,8 image2 :5 y take ,8 "n 9 va94 ,a unit$ _w1 ) all liv+ ?+s on ! same plane ( p]fection & work+ h>moni\sly toge!r = ! common good is ! heav5 humanity %\ld /rive to rea*4 ,x is )9 ! p[] ( mank9d to p]fect itself1 b ?is c only be accompli%$ ?r\gh ! unselfi% ef=ts ( ! :ole p4 ,ea* individual c make bett] or worse 8 own condition & !reby /amp a good or bad impression ^u ! lives ( 8 desc5dants4 ,! creature :o passes 8 life )\t add+ to ! k & goodness ( ! _w has liv$ = naught1 & he :o fails to improve 8 own wor? morally1 m5tally or physically has sp5t a life ( uselessness = :i* 8 desc5dants mu/ suff]2 = to misuse oneself is to commit a crime aga9/ po/]ity4 ,ea* g5]ation %\ld be an improvem5t ^u ! prec$+ "o4 ,hav+ be5 entru/$ ) a piece ( liv+ ma*9]y1 x is ! duty ( ev]yone to give x ! v be/ c>e & att5tion possible1 t its value might be increas$ to nature1 h5ce moral1 m5tal & physical p]fection are ! highe/ aims ( life to a*ieve4 ,p>5ts %\ld h no (f-spr+ :5 "o or bo? ( !m are insane1 diseas$1 gluttons1 drunk>ds or crim9als4 ,practice mod]ation 9 all ?+s t y may live long] & acquire /r5g? to enjoy natural bless+s & be/[ "* ^u ^? to foll[4 ,pleasure c only be extract$ f temp]at5ess2 x increases or decreases 9 proportion to quantity1 & he :o takes sp>+ly1 lives long] to enjoy ! mo/4 ,d n ov]-"w1 ov]-/udy1 ov]-eat1 ov]-dr9k1 ov]-sleep1 or commit any excess :atsoev]4 ,! sure/ way to make ! _w bett] is to beg9 ) y\rself4 ,su* is ! ess5ce ( ,natural ,law4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii ,at ! pres5t "t1 proce$$ ,arletta1 ! e>? resembles a huge table ov]-load$ ) good ?+s & surr\nd$ by a pack ( gluttons ea* /riv+ to secure ! l>ge/ portion4 ,& 9 ?is piggi% scramble ! /rong obta9 m & ! weak less ?an is ne$$ :ile en\gh is wa/$ to amply supply ! :ole4 ,! be/ =ces ( ! p>ticipants1 :i* %\ld be utiliz$ = o!r purposes are also lo/ 9 ! rav5\s /ruggle1 = x requires m p[] to reta9 ?an obta9 ^! ?+s4 ,! same av>ici\s pr9cipal--individual accumulation--is ! f\ndation ( e gov]nm5t 9 ! _w today1 & consequ5tly all ( y\r social sy/ems are be+ run upside d[n4 ,y\r p sp5d _! "t & /r5g? 9 look+ = rem$ies in/ead ( /opp+ ! s\rce f :i* all evils fl[4 ,corruption is ! result ( a diseas$ root & z long z t rema9s1 iniquities w cont9ue to multiply4 ,extirpate ! cause1 h[ev]1 & s9 w dep>t l magic4 ,! sy/em :i* all[s ! individual to acquire p]sonal weal? is ! direct cause = ne>ly e evil 9 exi/5ce4 ,!re is no rem$y = a wrong unless y eradicate x entirely1 & j z long z a nation cl+s to ! p]nici\s plan :i* p]mits sep>ate p]sons to /ore up ! products ( ! e>? = private uses1 j s long w selfi%ness be ! *>act]i/ic feature ( ! p1 & all k9ds ( crim9als w be br$ f ! mat]ial :i* o!rwise w\ld prove v useful to a unifi$ _w4 ,accord+ to pres5t me?ods success is bas$ ^u :at ea* individual accumulates & n :at mank9d is capable ( produc+4 ,! f\ndation ( exi/5ce is ef=t1 )\t :i* ! inhabitants ( ! _w w\ld p]i%4 ,unit$ ex]tion produces bett] results & ) less toil ?an competitive ef=ts4 ,) unit$ labor 9 =ce1 e liv+ be+ mu/ "w1 = he :o consumes & does n produce is a ?ief4 ,if all ! inhabitants ( ! _w comb9$ _! labors on ! mo/ economic basis1 !re w\ld be en\gh com=ts = all creat$ by "o-t5? ( ! p[] exp5d$ at ! pres5t "t4 ,ea* p]son w\ld add 8 mite to ! :ole1 & 9 return w\ld receive z mu* z anyone else4 ,all wor?less occupations w\ld be done away )1 & ! p[] !re( direct$ into useful *annels4 ,labor w\ld rule ! _w in/ead ( money4 ,= ( :at good w\ld be all ! money on e>? if !re 0 no labor to produce ! necessities ( life8 ,at pres5t !re exi/s b "o hone/ toil] ^: labors enri* ! _w1 to t5 s*em]s :o sp5d _! "t plott+ to secure ! results ( 8 "w2 & ^! p>asites actually confiscate ! l>ge/ portion ( t :i* is produc$4 ,! s*em]s fea/ & gov]n1 :ile ! labor]s fa/ & are gov]n$4 ,c y imag9e m unnatural conditions ?an "o class ( be+s produc+ all ! com=ts & receiv+ none 9 return8 ,) ! abolition ( ! noxi\s sy/em ( individual accumulation1 money w\ld h no value & all ! evils aris+ !refrom w\ld cease4 ,take away ! opportunity ( ! individual to accumulate weal? = himself1 & y remove ! temptation = fraud1 !ft & num]\s o!r crimes1 = !re is !n no inc5tive left = !m4 ,expel ! motive & selfi%ness w disappe>1 & ea* mortal give 8 be/ ef=ts t[>d p]fect+ himself morally1 m5tally & physically = ! good he may r5d] ! _w4 ,tea* ! *ild t x w n h to worry ov] ! future2 t x w n h to lie1 *eat1 /eal1 murd] or take any advantage ( its fell[ be+s 9 ord] to receive its %>e ( ! good ?+s ( life2 expla9 to x t ! real inc5tive is to give its be/ s]vices t[>d increas+ ! g5]al production ( ! e>?1 t all mank9d may enjoy ! sweets !re( toge!r 9 peace & h>mony2 impress ^u its "y m9d1 t he :o works 9 excess ( o!rs = ! good ( mank9d1 lives ! noble/ life & receives ! highe/ e/eem ( 8 fell[ be+s & ! bless$ approbation ( 8 own s\l1 & t *ild1 rea*+ maturity1 w be a ?\s& times m useful to himself & humanity ?an he :o has be5 taught to ho>d up ri*es = 8 own special purposes4 ,individual accumulation is responsible = crime2 crime necessitates laws2 laws bre$ tyranny4 ,aboli% individualism1 & crime1 tyranny & n9e-t5?s ( y\r sup]flu\s laws w be ext]m9at$4 ,a few well-def9$ & j laws prop]ly en=c$ are suffici5t to successfully op]ate ! gov]nm5tal ma*9]y ( ! human race accord+ to ,natural ,law4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv ,telepa?y1 cont9u$ ,arletta1 prov$ to be "o ( ! greate/ factors = good utiliz$ by our p4 ,?r\gh its ag5cy we n only f\nd t x 0 ! mo/ natural & complete way to conv]se ) "o ano!r1 b also le>n$ to ?9k collectively z well z s+ly4 ,! bra9 is bo? a receiv] & transmitt] ( ?\ght1 & all m9ds are directly connect$ ) ea* o!r by an invisible =ce4 ,?\ght is an elem5t ( life & exi/s ev]y:]e2 x is n orig9at$ by ! m9d1 b is a utility = x4 ,?\ghts are su/5ance = ! bra91 z air is = ! lungs1 or food = ! appetite2 !y are good & bad 9 quality1 & x is )9 man's p[] to accept or reject !m at w4 ,by admitt+ good & repell+ bad ?\ghts1 ! bra9 acquires moral z well z m5tal /r5g? b vice v]sa x is poison$1 & deg5]acy is sure to foll[4 ,nature creat$ bo? ! m\nta9s & ! ?\ghts2 look & y c see ^? l(ty hills2 ?9k & y c receive inspir+ ?\ghts4 ,%ut y\r eyes & y _c see2 close y\r bra9 & y _c ?9k4 ,! broad] ! m9d1 ! great] ! ideas to ent]4 ,ignorance is br$ f a clos$ bra92 intellig5ce f an op5 "o4 ,he :o is incapable ( ?9k+ is l ! bl9d :o _c see or ! deaf :o _c he>4 ,! ?\ght is ! mightie/ =ce = good or evil1 humanity has to cont5d )2 "t is measur$ by x & pure m$itation makes ! days %ort & sweet1 :ile evil notions l5g!n & depreciate !m4 ,! m9d t reta9s good ideas & refuses bad ones is ( incalculable value to mank9d = x has an in/antane\s effect ^u o!r m9ds 9 all p>ts ( ! e>?4 ,x is easi] = _m m9ds work+ 9 h>mony toge!r to grasp a ?\ght1 ?an = ! s+le bra9 to receive x )\t aid4 ,no "o e>?ly be+ ev] conceiv$ a great idea unassi/$4 ,"o might h believ$ & proclaim$ ! orig9 ( an idea1 b unkn[n & innum]able o!rs secretly aid$ 9 its conception4 ,! /ronge/ intellect1 h[ev]1 reta9$ & gave x to ! _w1 & he :o accepts1 practices & impresses ! ?\ght ^u o!rs1 des]ves ! cr$it !re(4 ,x took sev]al g5]ations ( cont9u\s exp]im5tation by ! ,sagem5 to acquire ! fundam5tal pr9ciples ( telepa?y & _m m to e/abli% ! cu/om ( conv]s+ ) ! m9d in/ead ( ! voice4 ,9 ! beg9n+1 ! evil ones look$ ^u ! practice ) horror1 = x 0 impossible to conceal any?+ f _! fell[ be+s4 ,b ?is v fact alone caus$ !m to keep clean & all[ no impure ?\ghts to ent] _! m9ds t w\ld l[] !m 9 ! e/imation ( _! associates1 & aft] a few g5]ations ( active use x 0 accept$ z "o ( ! great b5efits ( nature4 ,:5ev] a great problem confront$ ! nation1 a hundr$ or m ( our deepe/ ?9k]s w\ld simultane\sly conc5trate _! m5tal =ces ^u x1 & if unsuccessful 9 rea*+ a satisfactory conclusion1 !n ! :ole p w\ld devote an h\r ea* day ^u x until f9ally solv$4 ,?us 9 ?\ght z well z 9 action we labor$ toge!r z a unit1 h>moni\sly work+ out va/ ideas t nev] c\ld h be5 conceiv$ by a s+le bra91 & ea* mortal receiv+ an equal %>e ( ! _m bless+s d]iv$ !refrom4 ,& !re aga9 is :]e y\r individual sy/em ret>ds natural progress4 ,a little ,apeman receives "p ( "o ( nature's ideas4 ,8 immature bra9 is incapable ( receiv+ ! :ole ( x s he sp5ds 8 entire life /umbl+ along 9 ! d>k1 va9ly se>*+ = ! rema9d]4 ,sometimes he becomes insane or dies "u ! /ra9 ( ! burd51 & mank9d loses ! portion he _h already und]/ood4 ,x 0 8 gre$y desire t caus$ him to /ruggle alone = some?+ t _m m9ds c\ld easily h br\ght =? _h !y be5 call$ to 8 assi/ance4 ,b no1 8 purpose 0 n to aid humanity1 b get money & ! p[] to wield ov] 8 fell[ creatures by accept+ & hav+ pat5t$ = himself "o ( nature's gifts4 ,& !n aga9 "o ( y\r little ,apem5 f9ally does conceive a good idea1 or "p ( "o1 aft] ?irty ye>s1 m or less1 ( con/ant /ra9 ^u 8 m5tal faculties4 ,s ! progress ( ! _w mu/ be held 9 *eck = t l5g? ( "t = an inv5tion t c\ld h be5 produc$ & put into useful op]ation by ! comb9$ ef=ts ( _m m9ds 9 a few days1 weeks or mon?s4 ,b x is ! individual sy/em & n ! individual himself :i* causes ?is /up5d\s wa/e ( "t & p[]1 & z long z x is kept 9 =ce ! leakage ( human progress w naturally be beyond calculation4 ,x seems a pity1 said ,arletta1 look+ at me sympa!tically1 t y\r bra9 is n suffici5tly develop$ to enable y to grasp ! magnific5t pr9ciple ( life z x 0 und]/ood by ! ,sage-m51 b x w\ld be z h>d = y to compreh5d an attempt$ explanation ( ! :ole subject z x w\ld be = a monkey to und]/& algebra4 ,s ,i h to be cont5t ) impress+ ^u y\r little intellect j z mu* z x w absorb4 ,b come1 y look tir$1 let u p>take ( "s refre%m5ts4 ,& rememb]1 d n ov]load y\r /oma*4 ,,*apt] ,,xv ,d n ov]load y\r /oma*4 ,?is admonition caus$ me to feel l a *ild once m1 & ,i 0 unc]ta9 :e!r ,i ought to laugh or become indignant ov] ! rem>k4 ,/ill ,i fully realiz$ ! necessity ( ?is w>n+2 n only = myself alone1 b = ! entire human race f :i* ,i sprung4 ,h[ _m be+s are !re 9 ! _w today :o w\ld n pr(it by foll[+ ?is advice8 ,h[ _m are !re ) s5se en\gh to he$ x8 ,i _c recall to memory any p]son ,i h ev] met :o _h absolute control ( 8 appetite4 ,we take pleasure 9 liv+1 b d n live = pleasure1 cont9u$ ,arletta1 z %e t\*$ an invisible spr+ conceal$ )9 a da9ty fl[] & graci\sly invit$ me to eat--or r to brea!4 ,& z ,i inhal$ ! delici\s fumes x seem$ t ! v brea? ( life itself 0 inject$ into e pore ( my body4 ,t is en\gh ( ! s\p1 comm5t$ ,arletta mir?fully1 n[ try ! roa/2 n[ ! entree2 & "h1 p]haps1 a little dess]t w n hurt y2 !re1 t is pl5ty2 a little is /r5g!n+ b too mu* is poison\s4 ,y see1 ?is process ( liv+ is v simple inde$2 our *emi/s m]ely extract$ ! vital p>ts ( vegetables1 h]bs1 c]eals1 fruits1 nuts1 fl[]s1 etc41 & r$uc$ !m to a]i=m4 ,^! artificial fl[]s are arrang$ to conceal small tubes f :i* ! nutrim5t fl[s4 ,by op]at+ ^! automatic spr+s ! sub/ance is all[$ to escape 9 su* quantities z is requir$ = meals4 ,v simple1 is x n8 ,mu* clean] & bett] ?an mun*+ a piece ( fat pork1 don't y ?9k8 ,& !re are no cooks ne$$ to prep>e x1 no wait]s to s]ve x1 nor any di%es to wa% aft]w>d4 ,our food 0 arrang$ ready = consumption at ! great national laboratories & pip$ directly to ! p1 to use z !y pleas$4 ,x is all v wond]ful1 exclaim$ ,i1 look+ up to ,arletta z if %e 7 ! goddess ( life itself1 b !re is "o ?+ 9 p>ticul> ,i am anxi\s to "k & t is3 :at causes daylight "h :5 d>kness prevails on ! outside ( ?is build+8 ,v simple1 expla9$ %e1 ab\t a ?\s& ye>s be=e ! great cata/rophe our sci5ti/s discov]$ a me?od :]eby !y c\ld /ore up ! rays ( ! sun = light1 heat & p[]1 & aft] mu* exp]im5t+ !y f\nd t !y c\ld mix ^! rays ) o!r +r$i5ts into solid sub/ances4 ,! light y obs]v$ 9 ! hallway be=e ent]+ "h is m]ely compress$ into ! mat]ial ( :i* ! walls are compos$ & z long z t rema9s light w %9e f x4 ,! light 9 ?is room comes f ! m9iature sun y see 9 ! picture2 t too w give =? radiance z long z ! mat]ial holds toge!r4 ,our sci5ti/s 7 rem>kable m52 !y n only made use ( ! sun's rays 9 _m diff]5t ways = ! b5efit ( mank9d1 b actually controll$ ! p[] ( ! sun itself ins(> z x relat$ to ! e>?4 ,!y also re/ra9$ ! atmosph]e :i* surr\nds ! e>? & made ! wea!r conditions to suit _! own welf>e4 ,b ^! ?+s are s inf9itely beyond ! ,apeman's compreh5sion1 :o feels t he has almo/ rea*$ ! limit ( human res\rces ) 8 crude little /eam eng9es1 t x w\ld only be a wa/e ( "t & p[] to try & expla9 !m to y1 besides be+ a consid]able /ra9 ^u y\r half-gr[n bra94 ,?is is c]ta9ly a wond]ful pa9t+1 said ,i1 look+ ab\t ! room ) mu* admiration4 ,i h nev] se5 any?+ to comp>e ) x be=e4 ,!re is no?+ ab\t x t is extraord9>y1 rem>k$ ,arletta1 x is m]ely a little ornam5tation ( my own private ap>tm5t :i* ,i did myself accord+ to my own fancy4 ,any ( our ord9>y h\se decorators c\ld h done z well or bett]4 ,all ( our *ildr5 7 taught to pa9t & !y devot$ consid]able ( _! sp>e "t to ! art1 b ! works ( ! real arti/s 7 plac$ ^u exhibition 9 ! national gall]ies :]e ev]ybody c\ld see & enjoy _! magnific5ce4 ,i obs]ve an abs5ce ( jewelry ab\t y\r p]son1 m5tion$ ,i1 0 x n ! cu/om ( y\r p to we> jewels8 ,d y ?9k t to we> r+s ar\nd y\r toes & susp5d$ f y\r nose is a s5sible ?+ to d8 inquir$ ,arletta4 ,no1 no2 decid$ly n1 answ]$ ,i1 su* are ! cu/oms ( ! b>b>ians only1 b our civiliz$ p we> r+s ar\nd _! f+]s & 9 _! e>s4 ,inde$1 & :]e9 lies ! diff]5ce8 ask$ %e1 good natur$ly4 ,x !n /ruck me r =cibly t !re 0 no diff]5ce & t x 0 j z ridicul\s to we> r+s f ! e>s & ar\nd ! f+]s z x 0 to h !m susp5d$ f ! nose & ab\t ! toes4 ,b 7 !re no diamonds 9 y\r c\ntry8 que/ion$ ,i4 ,yes1 repli$ ,arletta1 !re 0 a l>ge pile ( !m 9 ! national museum :i* we look$ ^u z old junk--sort ( relics ( ! savage ,apem54 ,:5 our *ildr5 7 %[n ^! ?+s & in=m$ t a k+ ( an ,apeman nation w\ld gladly sacrifice ! lives ( a hundr$ ?\s& ( 8 subjects 9 an attempt to ga9 possession ( !m1 or t 8 subjects w\ld murd] _! fri5ds1 bro!rs1 wives or *ildr5 9 an ef=t to secure "s = !mselves1 x 0 impossible = _! y\?ful m9ds to fully und]/& :y ! ,apeman %\ld become s f]oci\s & idiotic ov] su* trifles4 ,!y naturally look$ ^u y\r species z y w\ld view a tribe ( monkeys fight+ among/ !mselves = ! possession ( a /r+ ( glass beads4 ,! ,apeman l ! monkey is incapable ( see+ 8 own absurdities4 ,& :at ab\t gold8 ,i inquir$4 ,we _h a build+ con/ruct$ ( x1 answ]$ %e4 ,"o ( ! fir/ ?+s ! ,sagem5 did aft] !y aboli%$ ! sy/em ( individual accumulation 0 to take all ! gold !re 0 9 ! c\ntry1 & m\ld x into a huge edifice to be us$ z a national museum1 & repres5t a sort ( monum5t to a dead sy/em4 ,x mu/ h be5 a magnific5t /ructure1 said ,i1 9 amazem5t4 ,on ! contr>y1 repli$ ,arletta1 x 0 ! mo/ hide\s build+ 9 our l&4 ,z a curiosity x 0 wor? see+1 b z an object ( gr&eur x 0 a total failure4 ,!re is m real beauty 9 "o ( nature's t9ie/ fl[]s ?an !re w\ld be 9 a m\nta9 built ( gold & /udd$ ) diamonds1 b ! little ,apeman :o consid]s gold ! /&>d ( value _c und]/& ?is4 ,:5 y m5tion$ ! absurdity ( we>+ jewelry1 said ,i1 x br\ght to my att5tion ! fact t y we> no %oes ^u y\r feet1 & t y\r toes are mu* long] & f> m %apely & supple ?an is ! case n[adays4 ,yes1 answ]$ %e1 t is because we made use ( our toes z well z our f+]s = useful purposes4 ,x appe>s to me t ! ,apeman has p]mitt$ 8 feet to gr[ into m]e ho(s ) :i* to /ump along ^u1 & f :at ,i obs]v$ dur+ my excursion ar\nd ! _w1 y\r p are ev5 all[+ _! ho(s to become wor?less1 & "h %e smil$ z %e recall$ to m9d "s ( ! g\ty1 rheumatic & ov]-f$ mortals %e _h se5 dur+ t trip4 ,z ,arletta smil$1 h] beautiful lips p>t$ & = ! fir/ "t ,i notic$1 mu* to my surprise1 t %e _h no tee?4 ,a woman ( our own k9d )\t tee? g5]ally pres5ts a r dilapidat$ appe>ance1 b "h 0 a woman t ,i ?\ght actually look$ m lovely )\t !m4 ,well1 rem>k$ ,arletta1 not+ my a/oni%m5t1 ,i d n h tee? to bite & *ew ) l ! l[] animals4 ,! ,sageman %$ 8 tee? %ortly aft] he discont9u$ ! fil?y animal habit ( dev\r+ fle% & o!r solid sub/ances = subsi/5ce1 & sub/itut$ ! m sci5tific1 cleanly & heal?ful me?od ( inhalation4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi ,n[ we %all enjoy a little music1 said ,arletta1 z %e turn$ h] att5tion to ! pictorial or*e/ra4 ,music1 repeat$ ,i1 !n x 0 real music ,i he>d a %ort "t ago & n a m]e fancy ( my own4 ,i 0 n aw>e t y he>d x at all1 repli$ %e4 ,yes1 respond$ ,i1 :5 fir/ com+ into ?is room1 ! m5 9 ! picture appe>$ to me to be alive1 & wi%+ to attract _! att5tion ,i t\*$ ! %\ld] ( ! lead]1 & !n x 0 t ,i ?\ght ,i he>d ! sweete/ & gr&e/ music x has ev] be5 my good =tune to li/5 to4 ,9 t case1 said ,arletta1 y\r e>s did n deceive y1 = y c]ta9ly he>d real music4 ,y see 9 ?is picture1 an exact portrayal ( t :i* exi/$ ov] f\r ?\s& ye>s ago4 ,?is del9eation is an almo/ p]fect repres5tation ( "o ( our national b&s z !y once appe>$ 9 life ready to play4 ,! music1 ( c\rse1 is reproduc$ me*anically1 ! me*anism be+ conceal$ f view beh9d ! sc5]y4 ,:5 y plac$ y\r h& ^u ! %\ld] ( ! lead] y unconsci\sly press$ ! spr+ :i* set ! ma*9]y 9 motion1 caus+ a reproduction ( ! same /ra9s once r5d]$ by ^! m54 ,b ?is be+ a pa9t+1 ,i _c und]/& h[ ! figures mov$ z if play+ ^u _! in/rum5ts1 said ,i4 ,!y did n move at all1 answ]$ ,arletta1 x 0 y\r s\l t br\ght to y\r s5ses ! movem5ts t once took place among ^! m5 9 real life4 ,music is inspir$ by ! s\l1 & likewise has a direct influ5ce ^u x4 ,no ,sageman 0 consid]$ an em95t compos] if 8 "w lack$ ! =ce to convey ! s\l ( ! li/5] to ! actual sc5e f :5ce ! inspiration 0 d]iv$4 ,no d\bt y\r inf]ior bra9 0 incapable ( grasp+ ! magnific5t conception ( ! au?or1 b ! selection be+ s enraptur\s y\r s\l awak5$ & br\ght y\r s5ses to ! po9t :]e y c\ld see ! movem5ts ( ! musicians4 ,p]haps ! next r5dition may h a /rong] effect ^u y\r s\l :i* w cause y to get an outl9e ( :at 0 int5d$ by ! compos]4 ,! composition :i* ! or*e/ra w n[ reproduce = y\r b5efit 0 consid]$ by our p to be ! musical ma/]piece ( all "t4 ,x 0 nam$ ',! ,s\l's ,retrospection1' & 0 compos$ by ! lead] ( ?is b& only a few ye>s prior to ! great cata/rophe4 ,look1 said ,arletta1 ) mu* feel+ z %e wav$ h] h& t[>d ! exalt$ director1 take a good look at ?is model ( a p]fect man & y may be able to realize j :at qualities he _h to possess be=e acquir+ ! trem5d\s intellectual /r5g? necess>y to produce ! wond]ful "w t w %ortly be impress$ ^u y4 ,note ! extraord9>y look ( k9dness1 g5tl5ess & self-d5ial t is /amp$ ^u 8 h&some features4 ,see ! expression ( ?ankfulness & int5se rev]5ce he ma9ta9$ = ! _m spl5did gifts nature be/[s ^u all mank9d capable ( accept+ !m4 ,obs]ve ! optimi/ic appe>ance ( "o t believ$ ! e>? 0 real heav5 & :o /riv$ to make x s4 ,notice ! ca/ ( sup]ior intellectuality caus$ by devot+ 8 "t & m5tality to natural ?\ghts1 in/ead ( all[+ absurd civiliz$ !ories to take root 9 8 expansive bra94 ,behold ! magnific5t physique1 ! result ( ! con/ant c>e & att5tion he gave to ! ma*9]y nature provid$ him )4 ,ah1 me6 su* a noble be+1 & to ?9k t !re is n ano!r piece ( fle% & blood on e>? at ! pres5t "t to comp>e ) him seems cruel4 ,at ?is po9t ,arletta appe>$ almo/ ov]come ) sadness & emotion z %e buri$ h]self 9 contemplation ( a glori\s pa/ & an unkn[n future4 ,great te>s roll$ f h] beautiful eyes1 & unconsci\sly f my own z well4 ,h[ utt]ly helpless ,i felt at t mom5t4 ,i knew ( no way to *e] h]1 al?\gh ,i w\ld h gladly giv5 up my life to d s4 ,aye1 m ?an t1 my love = h] 0 s /rong t 9 ord] to make h] happy1 ,i %\ld h welcom$ back to life aga91 if su* a ?+ 7 possible1 any "o ( ^? h&some fell[s 9 ! picture4 ,h[ev]1 by a sup]b display ( w p[]1 %e quickly rega9$ control ( h]self1 & becom+ *e]ful once m1 bade me recl9e ^u "o ( ! l\nges :ile %e press$ ! spr+ :i* set ! musical app>atus 9 motion4 ,& z ,i foll[$ h] directions1 !re sudd5ly bur/ =? ! volum9\s & h>moni\s s\nd ( a hundr$ /range in/rum5ts1 caus+ an indescribable ?rill ( ec/asy to take possession ( my s5ses1 until x seem$ t !re 0 no?+ left ( me b an invisible _s4 ,& !n1 ev5 ! music app>5tly /opp$1 & a peculi> feel+ ov]came me z if my s\l _h actually left its *>ge & 0 fly+ ab\t 9 an ef=t to f9d a conv5i5t re/+ place4 ,sudd5ly1 z if half awake & half dream+1 ,i f\nd myself )9 a luxuri\sly furni%$ hall1 surr\nd$ by a score ( ri*ly-clad be+s1 :o 7 b[+1 kneel+1 & cutt+ up all sorts ( silly antics ab\t me4 ,9 a dreamy sort ( a way1 ,i look$ d[n at myself & discov]$ t ,i 0 array$ 9 ! gorge\s g>m5ts ( a k+1 & weight$ d[n ) dazzl+ jewels f head to foot4 ,!n ev]y?+ became cle> en\gh to my memory2 ,i 0 ! k+1 & ^! idiotic creatures fawn+ & cr++ ab\t me 7 my ob$i5t subjects2 my slaves2 ! will+ tools :i* kept me 9 p[]4 ,a g\ty feel+ 9 my feet1 a dyspeptic a*e ( ! /oma* & an alcoholic pa9 9 ! head1 caus$ me to be 9 a v disagreeable mood1 & ,i felt l kick+ ! entire ga!r+ out ( my pres5ce4 ,sire1 squeak$ a knock-kne$1 sickly look+ civiliz$ creature ab\t five feet high1 :o wore knee bree*es1 silk /ock+s & fancy ribbons1 z he b[$ l[ 9 address+ me1 ^? ungrateful subjects ( y\r maje/y1 ! ignorant common labor+ horde :om ,god 9 ,8 inf9ite wisdom has entru/$ to y\r noble guidance1 h become dissatisfi$ & turbul5t aga91 & are di/urb+ ! peaceful prosp]ity ( ! doma9 by clamor+ = bread--m bread & less toil is _! bea/ly cry4 ,a delegation ( _! repres5tatives reque/$ me to beg y\r maje/y to grant !m an audi5ce t !y might /ate _! imag9>y grievances to y 9 p]son4 ,m bread & less toil1 %\t$ ,i furi\sly1 ! audacity ( ! v]m96 ,by ! gods6 ,i %all tea* ^? crav5 begg>s t ,i am ! ma/] & w tol]ate no new-fangl$ ideas4 ,give ord]s to ! g5]alissimo to h ?is delegation behead$ at once & to put to ! sword e dissatisfi$ labor] 9 ! l&4 ,z ,i utt]$ ^? words1 int]m+l$ ) t]rible oa?s1 & ) int5se hatr$ = ! wret*es :o d>$ to compla9 aga9/ su* conditions a sudd5 *ange affect$ me & ,i f\nd myself )9 a d>k1 fil?y little room1 seat$ at a b>e table1 ) a feel+ ( hung] gnaw+ at my /oma*4 ,my limbs felt tir$ & sore f a h>d day's toil4 ,beside me sat a ?91 hagg>d1 sorr[ful woman & sev]al half-fami%$ *ildr5 pite\sly cry+ = some?+ to eat4 ,oh1 :at a dismal1 melan*oly feel+4 ,:at is x1 mus$ ,i1 obs]v+ my bony h&s1 crook$ limbs & ragg$ clo!s1 t causes my inability to e>n en\gh money to supply bread = myself & family1 aft] work+ fifte5 h\rs a day1 :ile ?\s&s ( m5 9 ?is l& d n "w at all & h luxuries to wa/e8 ,:at unnatural law gov]ns ! _w t />ves myself & family :o "w1 & ov]-fe$s ! pet dog ( ! ari/ocrat1 :o loafs8 ,! ,*ur* tea*es me t ,god rules ! univ]se1 & t 9 ord] to please ,him ,i mu/ be cont5t$ ) my lot4 ,c ,i believe ?is unreasonable doctr9e ( ! ,*ur*8 ,c ,i give ?anks to su* a god8 ,ano!r *ange1 & behold1 ,i am clad 9 ! g>m5ts ( a hunt]1 seat$ ^u ! back ( a spirit$ horse & 9 mad pursuit ( a fleet- foot$ antelope4 ,i raise my rifle & blaze away at ! fright5$ bea/4 ,!re1 ,i h hit ! m>k & br\ght him d[n at ! fir/ %ot1 mu* to my delight4 ,b lo1 x is n dead yet2 see h[ x pants & /ruggles 9 desp]ation1 z x tries to rega9 its feet4 ,n[ ,i am "r ^u x1 & quickly dism\nt+1 ,i take hold ( its horns1 draw a long ke5 knife f its %ea?1 & ) a p[]ful /roke ,i almo/ sev] ! victim's head f ! body4 ,& z ! w>m blood p\rs =? 9 e direction & ! la/ sign ( life dep>ts f its %iv]+ body1 ,i view ! "w ( de/ruction ) ! fi5di% glee ( a noble sportsman4 ,b hold6 ,:at causes me to tremble ) fe> z ?\gh "s blood- ?ir/y mon/] 7 pursu+ me ) ! int5tion ( cru%+ out my life's blood8 ,ah1 ,i und]/&4 ,i am ! f\r-foot$ bea/ & am runn+1 runn+1 runn+ z fa/ z my we>y limbs w c>ry me4 ,& su* a t]rifi$ feel+ ov]comes me z ,i look backw>d & discov] ,i am pursu$ by ! mo/ dang]\s1 savage & cruel animal 9 exi/5ce-- man4 ,h[ rel5tlessly he dogs my foot/eps4 ,on1 on1 on he comes until he is "r beh9d me & !re is no *ance to escape--nor any hope = qu>t]4 ,at la/ be+ br\ght to bay ,i turn ab\t & decide to give battle to my pursu]4 ,b look6 ,! c[>dly savage w n fight aft] all4 ,no1 he w n advance & fight fair1 b at a di/ance & out ( h>m's way1 he /ops1 & po9t+ a weapon at me1 takes delib]ate aim1 !re is a l\d report1 a quick fla%1 & ! sc5e once m *anges4 ,& ?us ,i transmigrat$ f "o ?+ into ano!r1 9 a seem+ly endless procession ( lives1 exp]i5c+ all ! peculi> s5sations ( ! _m bodies ,i tempor>ily inhabit$4 ,9 "s cases ,i 0 ! big /rong brute--ei!r physically or m5tally--tak+ advantage ( ! puny weakl+4 ,9 o!rs1 ,i 0 ! mis]able weakl+1 be+ cru%$ by ! ov]-p[]+ /r5g? ( ! bully4 ,b :e!r /rong or weak1 ei!r physically or m5tally1 ,i 0 always ! moral c[>d & selfi% creature1 ready to cat] to ^? :o 7 /rong]1 & take advantage ( ^? :o 7 feebl] ?an myself1 until f9ally ,i em]g$ into a mo/ extraord9>y be+1 utt]ly defici5t 9 all human weaknesses4 ,ma/] ( a physique absolutely free f all imp]fections1 & controll+ a m9d p[]ful en\gh to grasp nature's beautiful ideas unadult]at$1 ,i f\nd myself seat$ ^u a plat=m 9 ! c5t] ( a mammo? !atre & surr\nd$ by ! f9e/ body ( musicians ! e>? has ev] produc$--! immortal ,six? ,national ,b& ( ,sagel&4 ,!n ,i fully realiz$ t z lead] ( ?is wond]ful gr\p ,i 0 ab\t to r5d] = ! fir/ "t1 my late/ musical conception & ma/]piece-- ,! ,s\l's ,retrospection--:i* w\ld prove to humanity beyond a d\bt1 ! positive tru? ( "o ( nature's gr&e/ secrets--! inde/ructibility ( ! s\l4 ,x 0 g5]ally believ$ t music 0 ! direct inspiration ( ! s\l4 ,x 0 also ?\ght t ! s\l 0 "o ( ! un*angeable =ces ( nature ^: duty x 0 to op]ate & purify diff]5t pieces ( natural ma*9]y kn[n z animal lives2 />t+ ea* on its brief c>e] & rema9+ a "p !re( until ! me*anism exhau/$ its p[] & collaps$1 aft] :i* x atta*$ itself to ano!r bit ( animal matt]1 rema9+ !re) until its dea?1 & s on indef9itely4 ,& n[1 aft] a life ( unsw]v+ devotion to ?is purpose1 ,i 0 ab\t to e/abli% ! tru? ( ^! !ories by produc+ a musical composition t w\ld cause ! li/5]'s s\l to leave ! body1 & go+ backw>d1 revisit1 z 9 a dream1 ! v>i\s animal =ms x _h previ\sly inhabit$4 ,h[ extremely happy ,i felt to ?9k :at a great bless+ humanity 0 ab\t to receive direct f nature1 ?r\gh ! in/rum5tality ( myself & ! incalculable good t w\ld result !refrom4 ,n only w\ld x prove ( va/ sci5tific value to my own c\ntrym51 b also to ! millions ( f]oci\s ,apem5 9 all p>ts ( ! _w1 :o c\ld n[ be made to und]/& t no s\l is immune f h>d%ip1 mis]y & torture until all liv+ ?+s on e>? h rea*$ ! highe/ /age ( p]fection4 ,! news t ! fir/ production ( ,! ,s\l's ,retrospection 0 ab\t to be giv5 _h attract$ great att5tion among ! ,sagem51 & ,i obs]v$ t ! great ,national ,auditorium1 :i* 0 capable ( seat+ f\r hundr$ ?\s& p]sons1 0 cr[d$ to its v doors1 a proce$+ ,i _h nev] witness$ be=e1 not)/&+ my companions & ,i _h appe>$ !re _m times previ\sly to give musical p]=mances4 ,i also notic$ t ! transmitt]s 9 all ( ! domes ( ! auditorium 7 op5 & ready = use & ,i knew t my c\ntrym5 9 e "p ( ,sagel& 7 at _! musical receiv]s ready to obta9 ! in/antane\s results ( our ef=ts4 ,all ( ! celebrat$ wise m5 & great sci5ti/s1 :ile op5ly skeptical conc]n+ ! claims ( my composition1 %[$ _! int]e/ 9 ! matt] by be+ pres5t p]sonally & appe>+ anxi\s = success to cr[n my ef=ts4 ,z my eyes w&]$ ov] ! great assemblage completely fill+ ti]s ^u ti]s ( seats1 z f> back 9 e direction z ! natural eye c\ld rea*1 ,i felt positive t !re 0 at lea/ "o p]son pres5t :o _h no d\bts ( successful results4 ,ah1 :]e is %e8 mus$ ,i1 look+ ab\t = a sign ( recognition4 ,"h ,i am1 came ! quick telepa?ic response1 & imm$iately my gaze fell ^u ! lovelie/ woman on e>?--,arletta--nature's companion to my s\l4 ,i am utt]ly p[]less to describe ! feel+ ( joy exp]i5c$ z our eyes met 9 mutual admiration4 ,be+ held mom5t>ily spellb\nd by h] lov+ glance1 ,i fully recogniz$ ! fact t %e 0 ! acme ( purity--! guid+ /> ( my life4 ,& ) su* a guide !re 0 no su* ?+ z fail4 ,all 9 read9ess1 ,i arose to my feet & ! entire audi5ce did likewise1 z a tok5 ( appreciation = pa/ s]vices r5d]$4 ,ackn[l$g+ ! honor & waiv+ !m seat$1 )\t fur!r ado ,i signal$ my assi/ants to beg94 ,nev] did a body ( musicians comm5ce a difficult task ) m det]m9ation to create1 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( _! in/rum5ts1 an exact int]pretation ( ! au?or's purpose4 ,9 no degree c\ld !y h succe$$ m admirably ?an on ?is occasion4 ,nev] 0 an entire audi5ce s completely c>ri$ beyond ! bord]s ( reality ?an n[4 ,f ! fir/ until ! la/ note n a twit* ( a muscle c\ld be se5 9 all t mass ( humanity1 :i* n[ resembl$ a great conc\rse ( motionless /atues4 ,! musicians !mselves1 ) _! m9ds & s\ls b5t ^u giv+ ! fulle/ expression to _! gr& "w1 7 ! only evid5ce t any life at all rema9$ 9 ! l>ge auditorium4 ,h[ bravely !y /uck to _! labori\s und]tak+2 h[ beautifully !y execut$ _! div9e "w4 ,at la/ ! piece 0 f9i%$1 & look+ ab\t1 ,i obs]v$ t ! great audi5ce jump$ to its feet in/antly1 & e p]son pres5t frantically ext5d$ bo? h&s above ! head--a sign t we _h be5 successful4 ,nev] be=e did ,i see my c\ntrym5 "u su* int5se excitem5t & jubilation z n[4 ,m5 hugg$ ea* o!r2 wom5 cri$ ) joy4 ,! _w is sav$1 0 ! g5]al exclamation4 ,amid ! great confusion t foll[$1 ,i notic$ ,arletta ) h] arms out/ret*$ t[>d me--a sign t %e 0 betro!d to me =ev]4 ,h] beautiful face 0 ! picture ( happ9ess & love4 ,z ,i desc5d$ f ! plat=m & />t$ =w>d to clasp h] 9 my arms ! entire audi5ce seem$ to vani% into no?+ness1 & my head began to :irl4 ,i turn$ & look$ backw>d1 & to my great a/oni%m5t & confusion beheld myself /ill seat$ ^u ! plat=m4 ,x seem$ to me t ,i 0 divid$ into two p>ts4 ,i rubb$ my eyes 9 amazem5t & look$ aga94 ,!re 0 ! lead] ( ! b& sitt+ on ! plat=m motionless & surr\nd$ by 8 fai?ful helpmates4 ,i look$ 9 ! o!r direction4 ,!re 0 ,arletta recl9+ ^u ! c\* ) h] lu/r\s eyes fix$ ^u me4 ,i glanc$ d[n at myself & f\nd t ,i 0 ! same old ,john ,conv]t dress$ 9 sailor's clo!s4 ,= sev]al mom5ts ,i /ood !re buri$ 9 ! dep? ( s]i\s m$itation4 ,!n sl[ly walk+ ov] ne> ,arletta1 ,i /oop$ & re/+ ^u "o foot & knee1 ,i t5d]ly took h] h& 9 m9e & b[$ my head 9 rev]5ce4 ,i und]/ood x all n[4 ,,*apt] ,,xvii ,:at a wond]ful _w ?is is6 ,:at writ] ( fiction c\ld draw ^u 8 imag9ation = any?+ to comp>e ) ?is extraord9>y freak ( nature8 soliloquiz$ ,i1 aris+ & tak+ a seat opposite ,arletta & />+ at h] 9 amazem5t4 ,!re is no su* ?+ z a freak ( nature1 correct$ ,arletta1 ! utmo/ reason prevails = all ( h] acts2 b ! simple/ ( nature's laws appe>s complex & incompreh5sible to ! ,apeman1 :o m]ely uses 8 bra9 z an organ = self-gratification in/ead ( an in/rum5t to grasp natural laws = :i* purpose x is int5d$4 ,& !re=e1 :ile y\r fam\s ,apem5 /unt ! gr[? ( ! bra9 by misus+ x = ! base purpose ( accumulat+ individual weal?1 our great m5 utiliz$ _! bra9s to receive1 und]/& & op]ate ! wise laws e/abli%$ by nature = ! equal b5efit & bett]m5t ( all mank9d4 ,& !re9 lies ! *ief diff]5ce betwe5 ! piece ( human ma*9]y y\r s\l n[ occupies & t :i* x once direct$ ov] f\r ?\s& ye>s ago4 ,behold1 said %e1 dramatically po9t+ at ! director ( ! b&1 t y 71 & !n ca/+ h] eyes ^u me1 t y are4 ,does y\r m9d lack ! /r5g? to fully appreciate ! magnific5t lesson nature has =c$ ^u y1 & :i*1 no d\bt1 /&s unp>allel$ 9 ! hi/ory ( y\r species8 ,oh1 if ea* little ,apeman c\ld only be made to und]/&1 t ! pres5t body is b "o little in/allm5t ( ! innum]able lives 8 s\l has to preside ov]1 & t ! ri* & p[]ful today may be ! weak & l[ly tomorr[1 he w\ld beg9 at once to treat all liv+ ?+s ) equal k9dness & sympa?y4 ,if he c\ld only realize t ! dog he kicks1 ! horse he mi/reats1 or ! poor m5tal or physical weakl+ he takes advantage ( might possibly be impell$ by ! same s\l t mov$ ! =m ( 8 deceas$ fa!r1 "m1 or (fspr+1 8 selfi%ness & cruelty w\ld vani% =ev]4 ,if he c\ld only compreh5d t ! s\l suff]s z well z ! fle% x /imulates1 & t x mu/ naturally cont9ue to d s1 m or less1 until e p>ticle ( liv+ matt] has be5 cleans$ & rem\ld$ into ! highe/ type ( e>?ly be+1 he w\ld /rive to rea* p]fection himself & urge o!rs to d likewise4 ,= all t]re/rial life mu/ g up or d[n toge!r2 a mom5t ( selfi% pleasure n[1 means an age ( suff]+ & torm5t 9 ! future4 ,su* are ! immutable laws ( nature4 ,& ^! laws mu/ be obey$ be=e mank9d c climb ! ladd] ( greatness4 ,x sometimes appe>s z if ,natural ,law works v sl[ly be=e rea*+ a giv5 po9t1 b !re is always a reason = e "o ( its movem5ts4 ,:ile app>5tly incompreh5sible1 /ill x 0 9 accordance ) an et]nal law1 t y 7 s5t back "h aga9 aft] an int]im ( ov] t\r ?\s& ye>s4 ,my s\l1 :i* _h be5 held a captive dur+ all t "t1 might h rema9$ "h = millions ( ye>s _h y n come back to release x f its peculi> bondage4 ,b y did return1 & nature !reby demon/rat$ t x nev] =gets any?+1 f ! work+s ( ! great liv+ ?+s ( :i* ! suns1 moons & planets are b m]e organs1 d[n to ! m9ute/ microbe ( ! microbe4 ,s y c readily p]ceive t at lea/ two ( ! bodies :i* y\r s\l has inhabit$ 7 *os5 to p]=m great s]vices = ! human race4 ,fir/1 by a natural c\rse ( in/ruction1 y prov$ to ! ,sagem5 ov] f\r ?\s& ye>s ago t ! s\l 0 inde/ructible4 ,& n[1 ?r\gh a my/]i\s op]ation ( nature y are br\ght back "h 9 an inf]ior organism & h _h a positive manife/ation ( ! id5tical pr9ciple ?us e/abli%$1 9 ord] t y might resurrect & make kn[n to all mank9d ! unalt]able tru?-- ,natural ,law4 ,d y n feel highly honor$ to be call$ ^u twice = su* gr& missions8 ,b ,i _c und]/&1 said ,i1 :y nature1 aft] hav+ all[$ ! ,sagem5 to rea* su* a /ate ( physical1 m5tal & moral sup]iority1 %\ld de/roy !m j :5 !y _h rea*$ ! ?re%old ( success4 ,nature did n de/roy ! ,sagem51 repli$ ,arletta1 !y ext+ui%$ !mselves 9 mak+ an ef=t to accompli% some?+ beyond _! p[]s4 ,!y tri$ to op]ate a law ) :i* !y _h n become suffici5tly famili> to insure success4 ,if "o ( y\r little ,apem5 exp]im5ts ) /eam or dynamite & is bl[n to atoms1 t is 8 own fault1 n nature's4 ,= a ?\s& ye>s ! ,sagem5 _h made rem>kable progress along sci5tific l9es4 ,!y _h ma/]$ !mselves1 & _h le>n$ to ?9k bo? individually & collectively2 & also to prop]ly di/ribute & enjoy ! products ( _! comb9$ ef=ts4 ,!y _h acquir$ a ?or\gh k ( ! p>ticles ( :i* ! e>? is compos$1 & _h secur$ control ( ! atmosph]e t surr\nds x4 ,!y _h h>ness$ ! *emical prop]ties ( ! sun aft] rea*+ ! e>?1 & _h ga9$ possession ( _m o!r valuable utilities by foll[+ ! c\rse ( ,natural ,law1 b :5 !y und]took to regulate ! e>?'s pa? 9 space !y simply ov]-/epp$ ! conf9es ( _! abilities & fail$4 ,t 0 "o ( nature's laws !y 7 n ?or\ghly acqua9t$ )4 ,h[ev]1 z x requires _m drawbacks to a*ieve extraord9>y success 9 all ?+s1 humanity %\ld n be disc\rag$ ov] ?is failure1 b gradually "w its way up aga9 until x has n only rea*$1 b surpass$ ! high /&>d ( excell5ce atta9$ by ! ,sagem54 ,9 ! great /ret* call$ "t1 ! l5g? ( "o little human exi/5ce is b a m]e fraction ( a mom5t4 ,!re=e1 "o %\ld devote 8 be/ ef=ts dur+ t brief p]iod1 to mak+ bett] ! conditions ( ! place 9 :i* he has to sp5d _m lives1 =1 accord+ to :at he has done 9 "o life1 s mu/ he cont5d ) 9 ! next4 ,if1 :ile possess+ physical & m5tal /r5g? 9 "o body1 he assi/s 9 uphold+ a corrupt social sy/em :i* takes f ! weak & gives to ! /rong1 he mu/ expect ^! same conditions to exi/ :5 he returns z a weakl+4 ,= z long z hogs are br$ & slaught]$1 s mu/ he take 8 *ances ( be+ "o ( !m4 ,h[ mu* bett] to help mank9d seek a high] plane ( intellig5ce1 9 :i* equality w\ld be a reality1 ?us firmly cem5t+ ! tie ( sympa?y & love betwe5 all liv+ ?+s4 ,9 ?is case he w\ld h no fe> conc]n+ 8 *ances ^u ! next visit1 no matt] 9 :at =m he might appe>4 ,& h[ mu* bett] to c>ry on ! "w ( decreas+ ! bir? ( ! l[] animals & increas+ ! numb]s & quality ( ! high] species1 until !re 0 no?+ left on e>? b ! v be/ type ( human be+s = all s\ls to inhabit4 ,natural ,law is v easily und]/ood if ! m9d is prop]ly direct$ t[>d x4 ,great ?\ghts are easily convey$ f "o to ano!r aft] ! /rong intellects h conceiv$ !m4 ,nature itself is simply ! pr9ciple ( ! utilization ( creative life4 ,?is pr9ciple pla9ly %[s an evolution>y t5d5cy ( all liv+ p>ticles t[>d a f9al /ate ( complete intellig5ce4 ,?is intellig5ce is absorb$ by ! m9d4 ,! m9d itself is exp&$ 9 proportion to ! quantity x takes 91 & is capable ( direct+ x = ei!r good or evil purposes4 ,! diff]5ce betwe5 good & evil is m]ely t betwe5 unselfi%ness & selfi%ness4 ,ow+ to its immature gr[?1 ! m9d has a t5d5cy to use ! intellig5ce x acquires = selfi% ends4 ,& "h is :]e ! s\l or consci5ce has its "w to p]=m1 9 try+ to direct x into good *annels4 ,intellig5ce means ! ability to ?9k1 or und]/& ! ?\ghts conceiv$ by o!rs4 ,! mo/ intellig5t m9d w li/5 to ! s\l1 & use ! ?\ght z an unselfi% m$ium ) :i* to aid o!rs4 ,! poorly develop$ bra9 /ifles ! plead+s ( ! consci5ce & utilizes x z a selfi% weapon to secure ! p[] to take f o!rs4 ,! battle ( exi/5ce is con/antly c>ri$ on betwe5 selfi%ness1 :i* is br$ f ! v l[e/ =m ( intellig5ce1 & unselfi%ness1 :i* repres5ts ! v highe/ /ate ( m5tality4 ,a well-balanc$ m9d wants all m5 to enjoy equal rights & opportunities 9 common ) "o ano!r1 af=d+ ea* a *ance to rise z high z 8 capabilities w p]mit4 ,= ! m intellig5t be+s !re are 9 exi/5ce1 ! bett] = all conc]n$4 ,if y want to eradicate disease1 y mu/ /amp out ! conditions t bre$ x4 ,be=e y c rea* ! highe/ =m ( intellig5ce1 y mu/ ext]m9ate ! causes :i* create selfi%ness4 ,& he :o labors to improve o!rs1 unconsci\sly produces bett] conditions = himself4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii ,! hi/ory ( ,sagel&1 cont9u$ ,arletta1 dur+ "o ?\s& ye>s prior to ! great cata/rophe 0 simply a record ( heav5 on e>?1 9 :i* ! inhabitants liv$ = & lov$ "o ano!r4 ,! abolition ( ! p]nici\s sy/em ( individual accumulation 0 ! direct cause = ! exi/5ce ( ?is beautiful /ate ( affairs4 ,= :5 ! p discov]$ t !y c\ld no long] ho>d up weal? = p]sonal advantage1 b 7 requir$ to give _! be/ ef=ts t[>d g5]al production 9 ex*ange = ! necessities ( life1 !y lo/ all evil desires & endeavor$ to secure ! highe/ e/eem ( _! fell[- be+s by p]fect+ !mselves m5tally1 morally & physically = ! good ( ! community4 ,! sy/em by :i* ! ,/ate requir$ ea* individual to devote a portion ( 8 "t t[>d g5]al production1 & :i* gave him 9 return = 8 s]vices a home1 food1 clo!s1 education1 ent]ta9m5t1 &1 9 fact1 ev]y?+ necess>y to 8 welf>e & com=t1 is s simple & easy ( compreh5sion t any liv+ ?+ above ! intellectual l9e ( ! ,ape %\ld be able to und]/& x4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 ! ,/ate 0 simply ! p--all ( ! p-- work+ h>moni\sly toge!r z a unit4 ,e *ild 0 educat$ f its infancy 9 ! economic pr9ciples ( ! ,/ate1 & ^u arriv+ at maturity 0 giv5 a voice 9 its gov]nm5t4 ,!re 7 no privileges :atsoev] grant$ to any p>ticul> p]son or p]sons1 no matt] h[ sup]ior _! intellig5ce nor h[ valuable ! s]vices !y r5d]$ to ! c\ntry4 ,z long z any "o1 :e!r /rong or weak1 liv$ up to ! laws ( ! ,/ate & appli$ himself to ! be/ ( 8 ability1 j s long 0 he all[$ a voice 9 ! gov]nm5t & an equal proportion ( ! b5efits accord$ to all4 ,bo? m5 & wom5 enjoy$ equal rights4 ,e man & woman 9 ! c\ntry 0 a public s]vant2 !y all work$ = ! public good4 ,ea* law adopt$ 0 put into =ce ?r\gh ! direct vote ( all ! p4 ,municipal & sectional laws 7 made uni=m ?r\gh\t ! entire nation4 ,! public (ficials 7 *os5 f ! wise/ m5 & wom5 ( ! l&4 ,^! (ficials =mulat$ ! laws1 b none ( !m became op]ative until sanction$ by ! p ?r\gh suffrage4 ,& no matt] :e!r ! law 0 great or trivial1 x 0 left = ! p to decide :e!r !y w\ld accept or reject x4 ,! majority always settl$ ! "q1 & ! law w5t into op]ation = a /at$ p]iod1 at ! expiration ( :i* "t ! "q w\ld aga9 be reconsid]$ & vot$ ^u if necess>y4 ,! laws 7 few & p]fectly pla91 & c\ld n be evad$4 ,nor 0 !re any advantage to be ga9$ by evad+ !m4 ,! pr9ciple simply decre$1 t all p]sons mu/ devote a c]ta9 portion ( _! "t to advanc+ ! conditions ( ! c\ntry :i* gave !m su/5ance4 ,! ,/ate allott$ to ! individual ! employm5t = :i* x 0 demon/rat$ he 0 be/ fitt$4 ,! work+ h\rs 7 few1 s t !re 0 no /ra9 ^u any "o1 no matt] :at labor he _h to p]=m4 ,! av]age l5g? ( "t ! individual 0 compell$ to "w = ! public 0 f\r h\rs daily1 ! balance ( ! "t be+ at 8 own disposal1 b usually occupi$ z foll[s3 f\r h\rs /udy2 two h\rs = physical ex]cise & recreative games2 ?ree h\rs to music1 pa9t+ & o!r intellectual amusem5ts2 ?ree h\rs = n\ri%m5t & eight h\rs = sleep4 ,:ile x 0 n compulsory to pass "o's "t z /at$1 /ill x 0 g5]ally taught & believ$ t 9 s do+ ! individual develop$ 8 greate/ qualities4 ,z ! ,/ate provid$ ev]y?+ ! individual ne$$ f "t ( bir? until dea?1 x gave him an opportunity to devote 8 "t to high] & pur] ?\ghts & purposes ?an ! m]e animal desires = selfi% ga91 & ?us ext]m9at$ ! cause ( deception1 fraud1 !ft & all o!r crimes aris+ !refrom4 ,accord+ to our laws ! public own$ & op]at$ ev]y?+1 & produc$ & di/ribut$ all ( its own goods4 ,& 9 do+ ?is x set aside all sup]flu\s vocations t m]ely wa/$ public p[] & turn$ ^! =ces into o!r *annels = ! common good4 ,= in/ance3 z ! ,/ate own$ all ( ! l& & ev]y?+ t 0 produc$1 & simply gave to ! individual t :i* he 0 capable ( consum+1 !re 0 no ne$ = su* ?+s z taxes4 ,& )\t taxes !re 0 no public labor wa/$ by tax collectors1 lawy]s1 treasur]s1 auditors1 cl]ks1 book-keep]s1 etc4 ,!n aga91 ! individual be+ able to obta9 ev]y?+ free ( *>ge1 money became valueless1 all ! evils ( ! f9ancial sy/em elim9at$1 & ! prepond]ance ( labor exp5d$ 9 uphold+ ?is unnatural sy/em 0 us$ = productive purposes1 ?us do+ away ) su* occupations z money mak+1 money l5d+1 bank+1 brok+1 speculat+1 gambl+1 etc4 ,)\t money 9 exi/5ce1 & labor be+ ! only pur*as+ p[]1 & z e want 0 satisfi$ by ! ,/ate 9 return = ! individual's s]vices1 !re 0 no?+ left to /eal1 & consequ5tly no necessity = utiliz+ ! labor ( an army ( human be+s z police1 detectives1 judges1 lawy]s1 juries1 etc4 ,& z all ! public necessities 7 produc$ & di/ribut$ by ! mo/ sy/ematic1 direct1 & economic me?ods1 /raight f ! /ore- h\ses to ! consum]s1 !re 0 no use = m]*ants1 trad]s1 jobb]s1 ag5ts1 salesm51 cl]ks1 p$dl]s1 etc4 ,z ea* individual 0 compell$ to give a p]c5tage ( 8 "t t[>d g5]al production1 9 ord] to be a memb]1 9 good /&+1 ( ! community1 & able to enjoy all ! rights t su* memb]%ip accord$1 !re 0 no *ance to avoid hone/ "w & no room = su* p>asites z tramps1 begg>s & society loaf]s4 ,s t 9 aboli%+ ! /upid sy/em ( individual accumulation & sub/itut+ nature's plan ( unit$ labor & hone/ di/ribution1 all useless vocations & p>asitic accessories 7 extirpat$ entirely1 ?us transf]r+ t trem5d\s leakage ( human p[] into hone/ production1 ! b5eficial results ( ?is *ange be+3 %ort] "w h\rs1 increas$ education1 ref9em5t1 com=t1 & security = ev]ybody1 & ! ext]m9ation ( selfi%ness & crime4 ,unit$ labor m]ely utiliz$ ! v>i\s =ces ( nature1 to produce & di/ribute all ! necessities ( life = ! g5]al welf>e ( mank9d1 by ! mo/ intellig5t1 humane1 & unselfi% me?ods4 ,b1 said ,i1 z ,arletta paus$ = a mom5t1 0 x n a v difficult matt] to make all m5 give _! be/ ef=ts to ! ,/ate :5 !re 0 no inc5tive = p]sonal ga9 o!r ?an t :i* ev]ybody else receiv$1 & did n ^? :o 7 capable ( accompli%+ m "w ?an o!rs1 compla9 ( ! b5efits giv5 ^? ) less ability & n s indu/ri\sly incl9$ z !mselves8 ,^? same que/ions 7 ask$ & answ]$ ov] five ?\s& ye>s ago1 repli$ ,arletta1 & 7 subsequ5tly prov$ to be fallacies4 ,if a man's highe/ aim 9 life is to fooli%ly pile up worldly products = 8 own piggi% satisfaction1 !n he is really on no high] plane ?an ! sw9e2 = ! ri* accumulate weal? l ! hog does fil?1 = :at1 !y "k n4 ,x requires f> m ability to build a /rong moral "* & a k9dly feel+ = o!rs1 ?an x does to accumulate a m\nta9 ( produce4 ,! ,sagem51 ) _! spl5did intellects1 w\ld gladly h work$ !mselves to dea? = ! public good _h n ! ,/ate re/rict$ ! work+ h\rs & requir$ ea* p]son to give prop] c>e & att5tion to himself z well z to ! public4 ,imm$iately aft] disc>d+ ! old sy/em ( individual accumulation1 ! ,sagem5 pass$ a law t all p]sons refus+ to d _! portion ( "w = ! public %\ld be consid]$ insane1 & put into asylums until su* "t z !y rega9$ _! prop] s5ses4 ,no "w1 no fre$om1 ! /atute said4 ,b ev5 9 ! beg9n+ !re 0 v little use = ^! asylums1 & )9 two g5]ations !y became obsolete = ! want ( inmates4 ,! va/ majority ( human be+s are anxi\s to appe> 9 ! be/ possible light 9 ! eyes ( _! contempor>ies & are sway$ ei!r =w>d or backw>d by ! s5tim5t ( o!rs4 ,if public op9ion says to ! individual3 y are held equally responsible ) ev]ybody else = ! g5]al welf>e & conditions ( y\r c\ntry1 & if y %[ a lack ( self-respect by try+ to evade ! small portion ( "w necess>y to pay = y\r keep+1 !n y %all be judg$ m5tally & morally uns\nd1 & n fit to associate ) respectable p1 he w n only d all t is expect$ ( him1 b w try to out-"w ev]ybody else 9 ord] to secure ! highe/ e/eem ( 8 fell[ be+s4 ,! sy/em ( individual accumulation z n[ practic$ ?r\gh\t ! entire _w is a mo/ brutal plan ( exi/5ce4 ,x is ei!r directly or indirectly responsible = all ! crime & suff]+ humanity has to cont5d )4 ,x causes m5 to =get _! s\ls 9 ! desp]ate /ruggle = a m]e liv+4 ,x saps ! /r5g? ( ! individual & !n c5sures him = be+ weak4 ,x robs him ( ! fruits ( 8 labor & !n blames him = be+ poor4 ,x =ces him to /eal & !n puni%es him = be+ a ?ief4 ,x drives him to all sorts ( crime1 & !n condemns him = be+ a crim9al4 ,x enc\rages & gives ev]y?+ to ! /rong & disc\rages by tak+ ev]y?+ f ! weak4 ,x orig9at$ ) ! primitive savages1 & is ! mo/ bea/ly & debas+ sy/em conceivable4 ,x keeps mank9d 9 ! v l[e/ /age ( intellig5ce1 & 9 a condition ( helplessness on "o side & slav]y on ! o!r4 ,x has be5 saturat$ ) s _m idiotic laws & s-call$ rem$ies s9ce its inception t x n[ resembles a great network ( legaliz$ corruption4 ,laws = ?is & laws = t1 & laws to (fset o!r laws are enact$ until ! p[] ( ! human race is wa/$1 9 ei!r mak+ or break+ ! innum]able edicts made to uphold a weak & rott5 sy/em4 ,y _c make "r by pat*+ up wrong4 ,a new & effective sy/em _c be creat$ by *ang+ ! features ( an old & putrid "o4 ,an entirely new f\ndation mu/ be con/ruct$ 9 ord] to insure solidity & /r5g?4 ,t 0 ! reason ! ,sagem5 uproot$ entirely ! canc]\s sy/em ( individual accumulation & plant$ 9 its place ! sci5tific & mutually b5eficial plan ( unit$ labor & equal di/ribution z decre$ by ,natural ,law4 ,! ,apeman be+ ! =emo/ ( liv+ p>ticles on e>? at ! pres5t "t1 & nature be+ capable1 will+ & g5]\s en\gh to abundantly provide = all ( 8 ne$s1 he %\ld imm$iately ca/ (f ! yoke ( gre$ & devote 8 "t & be/ ef=ts to a nobl] "w ?an ! petty accumulation ( plund]4 ,,*apt] ,,xix ,9 equal proportion to man's moral & m5tal /r5g?1 s %\ld he be well-balanc$ physically1 proce$$ ,arletta4 ,9 fact1 he _c accept 8 greate/ opportunities unless p]fectly s\nd & heal?ful4 ,! m9d d]ives its p[] ( conception f ! body1 z well z ! body secures its impetus f m9d1 !re=e1 ! developm5t ( ! frame %\ld at lea/ keep pace ) t ( ! intellect1 if n exce$+ x4 ,!re is no?+ m delightful to behold or conceive ?an a p]fect physical man1 ^: features manife/ /rong moral & m5tal attributes1 z exemplifi$ by ! portraits ( ! ,sagem54 ,except+ a p]fect woman z depict$ by y\rself1 ?\ght ,i1 ) uncontrollable rapture1 z ,i fea/$ my eyes ^u h] exquisite =m & lovely c\nt5ance4 ,tak+ notice ( my passionate cogitation1 %e int]ject$1 ,nature creat$ ! male & female1 & 9 ord] to p]petuate life itself1 ! union !re( is necess>y2 !re=e1 ! highe/ aim ( ea* %\ld be to w9 & hold ! love & companion%ip ( ! o!r4 ,to d ?is successfully1 ea* mu/ /rive to rea* ! v highe/ po9t ( physical1 z well z m5tal & moral excell5ce4 ,our m5 ador$ wom5 z ! mo/ sacr$ & beautiful objects ( life2 ! wom5 rev]$ m5 z ! gr&e/ ?+s extant4 ,accord+ to ! philosophy ( ,sage--:o1 by ! way1 0 ! f\nd] ( our gov]nm5t1 & ! fir/ to exp\nd ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law--m5 belong$ to ! community1 & n ! community to man4 ,he cont5d$ t x 0 j z ess5tial to ! g5]al welf>e ( ! public = ! individual to build himself up f a heal?ful /&po9t1 & likewise make himself pleas+ to ! eyes ( o!rs1 z x 0 to con/ruct sanit>y & arti/ic h\ses4 ,heal? & beauty are natural2 disease & de=mity are acquir$1 & are !re=e crimes aga9/ mank9d4 ,!re are ?ree good reasons :y x is crim9al = "o to neglect heal?4 ,fir/1 by go+ contr>y to ,natural ,law1 he unfits himself to give 8 be/ labors t[>d ! progress ( 8 species4 ,second1 by bre$+ disease 9 himself1 he =ces x into ! community4 ,?ird--! mo/ he9\s crime ( all--he passes d[n to 8 (fspr+ ! gha/ly inh]itances result+ f 8 own degrad$ weaknesses1 :i*1 9 turn1 are h&$ d[n f g5]ation to g5]ation4 ,intemp]ance1 su* z ov]-eat+1 ov]-dr9k+1 ov]-"w1 ov]-re/1 & _m o!r =ms ( ov]-do+ ?+s1 toge!r ) worry & uncleanl9ess1 is directly responsible = disease & de=mity4 ,all liv+ ?+s w\ld be heal?ful1 if !y conta9$ en\gh intellig5ce to live accord+ to ,natural ,law4 ,besides us+ mod]ation 9 tak+ n\ri%m5t1 "w & pleasure1 ! ,sageman 0 c>eful ab\t 8 ex]cises1 assidu\sly devot+ f two to ?ree h\rs ea* day to physical culture4 ,he practic$ all mann] ( games & acrobatic p]=mances1 9 ord] to br+ ! body up to its be/ possible %ape4 ,suppl5ess1 agility1 & gracefulness 7 desir$ 9 pref]5ce to brute /r5g?4 ,runn+1 jump+1 swimm+1 & fly+ 7 consid]$ a necess>y "p ( e "o's daily r\t9e1 f e>ly y\? until old age & dea?4 ,fly+1 exclaim$ ,i1 incr$ul\sly1 y surely d n mean to in=m me t ! ,sagem5 c\ld fly8 ,yes1 answ]$ ,arletta1 ! practice ( float+ 9 ! air 0 begun %ortly prior to ! great cata/rophe & _m ( our m5 & wom5 7 becom+ adepts at x4 ,y see1 aft] ! ,sagem5 discont9u$ ! animal me?od ( eat+ fle% & o!r solid sub/ances & adopt$ ! a]i=m process ( n\ri%m5t1 he naturally became mu* light] 9 proportion to 8 bulk1 & gravitation did n hold him s tightly to ! e>? z =m]ly4 ,( c\rse x took _m g5]ations ( t5d5cy 9 t direction be=e he c\ld ev5 acquire ! rudim5ts ( a]ial propulsion4 ,b aft] ! dread feel+ ( worry & want 0 f9ally eradicat$ f 8 m9d by ! abolition ( ! individual accumulative sy/em1 he !n began to apply himself c>efully to physical developm5t1 & z runn+1 jump+ & acrobatic "w h ! be/ symmetrical effects ^u ! human =m1 ?is k9d ( ex]cise 0 ext5sively foll[$1 & z ea* g5]ation succe$$ 9 outdo+ ! feats ( ! prec$+ "o1 ! entire nation f9ally evolv$ into "o ( extraord9>y spr++ prop5sities4 ,:at w y ?9k1 :5 ,i tell y t any ( our m5 or wom5 c\ld jump ov] ! highe/ build+ !re is 9 ! _w today1 or run fa/] ?an any ( y\r /eam locomotives8 ,x seems h>d = y to realize su* ?+s1 b /ill ^! are facts4 ,9 ^! days1 ! ,apeman devotes 8 "t to ! con/ruction ( ma*9]y ) :i* to c>ry ar\nd 8 decay+ & almo/ useless frame1 :ile ! ,sageman utiliz$ ! p[] ( 8 own body to propel himself z nature int5d$4 ,! gradual increase f ye> to ye>1 & g5]ation to g5]ation1 ( ! ,sageman's ability to make high leaps1 & 8 cont9ual desire to rema9 9 ! air z long z possible1 ev5tually bore evolution>y results by man le>n+ to fly4 ,& l swimm+1 s ) fly+1 ! m9d plays ! bigge/ "p t[>ds its accompli%m5t4 ,z y appe> incr$ul\s reg>d+ my /atem5ts1 ,i w j give y a little illu/ration1 said ,arletta1 & be=e ,i 0 aw>e ( h] int5tions %e arose1 & ) an almo/ imp]ceptible spr+ w5t /raight up to ! ceil+1 & !n ) a graceful movem5t some:at simil> to a fi% swimm+ 9 ! wat]1 %e w5t half way across ! room & sl[ly desc5d$ to ! floor aga94 ,!re is no good reason :y a man %\ld n fly z well z swim1 said ,arletta1 be+ seat$ once m4 ,"t & incl9ation "w wond]s1 & ! human race has no limit to its a*ievem5ts if x only takes ! "r c\rse4 ,9 ord] to obta9 ! be/ results physically1 ! individual mu/ live accord+ to ! simple laws ( nature4 ,pl5ty ( good heal?ful ex]cise mu/ be tak5 regul>ly & )\t /ra94 ,! intellig5t direction ( ! m9d mu/ also be br\ght into action ) all muscul> ef=ts4 ,man's daily employm5t %\ld be a mixture ( bo? m5tal & physical labor1 = all bra9 "w /ra9s ! m9d & weak5s ! fle%1 :ile all bodily ex]tion ov]-taxes ! frame & ret>ds ! gr[? ( intellect4 ,deep brea?+1 an abundance ( pure fre% air & pl5ty ( sunlight are indisp5sable to p]fect heal?4 ,daily ba?s are ess5tial to keep ! ext]ior ( ! body clean1 :ile ! int]ior mu/ be kept 9 good ord] ) a mod]ate supply ( simple1 :olesome & unadult]at$ foods4 ,nature's pla9 bev]age1 wat]1 is all t man %\ld imbibe4 ,no evil ?\ghts mu/ be all[$ to ent] ! m9d4 ,*e]fulness1 self-control1 k9dl9ess & optimism are great aids 9 promot+ heal?4 ,pessimism1 worry1 ang]1 fe> & viol5t emotions are poison to ! sy/em4 ,!re %\ld be no?+ 9 life to fe>4 ,! unselfi% "k no fe>4 ,^? :o tea* x1 or cause o!rs to fe> are common enemies to heal? & progress4 ,! bea/ly cu/om ( dr9k+ intoxicat+ liquors1 n[ preval5t ?r\gh\t ! _w1 is "o ( ! v wor/ =ms ( robb+ ! individual ( 8 physical /r5g? & vitality1 z well z 8 reason & moral "*4 ,! tobacco habit also2 t idiotic & ridicul\s p]=mance ( fill+ ! m\? ) smoke m]ely to bl[ x out aga91 is ano!r dang]\s ob/acle ?r[n 9 ! pa? ( good heal?4 ,x seems /range t ! ,apeman _c op5 8 eyes wide en\gh to see ! dang] z well z ! absurdity ( ^! silly cu/oms :i* sap 8 /r5g? & leave him 9 a /ate ( abject weakness4 ,:at a pity he _c ex]t en\gh w p[] to ov]come ^! /upid & h>mful practices4 ,if y want to use y\r faculties :5 y are old1 ex]cise !m prop]ly :5 y are "y4 ,improve y\rself & y make bett] ! _w4 ,,*apt] ,,xx ,sagel&1 previ\s to ! cata/rophe1 resum$ ,arletta1 0 a small oblong cont95t surr\nd$ by :at are n[ kn[n z ! ,indian & ,s\? ,atlantic ,oceans4 ,x ran f nor?-ea/ to s\?we/4 ,its extreme l5g? 0 n9e hundr$ & tw5ty-eight miles & its greate/ wid? 0 ?ree hundr$ & n9ety-six miles4 ,!re 7 a little ov] ?irty million inhabitants 9 ! l&4 ,unlike ! diff]5t c\ntries ( ! pres5t "t1 !re 7 no l>ge cities 9 ,sagel&4 ,! population 0 scatt]$ ov] ! entire surface ( ! c\ntry at int]vals & 0 domicil$ 9 two di/9ct ways1 namely3 ! rural =m ( dwell+1 9 :i* a s+le family occupi$ a sep>ate h\se = its own private use1 & ! bor\gh settlem5ts1 :]eby sev]al ?\s& p]sons liv$ toge!r "u "o ro(4 ,! great /ructures kn[n z bor\gh build+s cov]$ ab\t a squ>e mile ( l& ea*1 & 7 f fifty to eighty /ories 9 height4 ,!y 7 v arti/ically design$1 mo/ luxuri\sly furni%$ & ! sanit>y arrangem5ts absolutely p]fect4 ,!y conta9$1 besides a private room = ea* individual1 public reception rooms1 libr>ies1 music halls1 !atres1 gymnasiums1 ba?s1 etc4 ,no p]son 0 all[$ m ?an "o room = private use1 b a family c\ld h a suite ( ap>tm5ts 9 proportion to its own numb]4 ,! reception rooms1 music halls1 !atres1 libr>ies1 gymnasiums1 ba?s1 etc41 7 entirely public & all p]sons 7 at lib]ty to come or g z !y pleas$4 ,! room 9 :i* y are n[ seat$ 0 my own private ap>tm5t 9 a bor\gh build+ :i* 0 occupi$ by sev5 ?\s& p4 ,i h already expla9$ ! me?od :]eby we receiv$ our su/5ance1 ! diff]5t a]i=m sub/ances be+ pip$ directly f ! laboratories to ! consum]s' p]sonal ap>tm5ts1 ?us obviat+ ! necessity = d9+ halls & kit*5s4 ,!re be+ no su* ag5cy z comm]ce 9 ,sagel&1 ?r\gh :i* ! necessities ( life 7 b\ght1 sold1 ex*ang$1 or /ol51 !re 01 ( c\rse1 no ne$ = su* e/abli%m5ts z :olesale or retail /ores1 banks1 etc4 ,nei!r 7 !re any jails4 ,great national "w- %ops1 laboratories1 & /ore-h\ses1 a national auditorium1 art gall]y1 museum1 & obs]vatory 7 ! only build+s erect$ besides ! rural & bor\gh dwell+s4 ,! *ief indu/ries ( our p 7 plant+1 reap+1 cond5s+ & di/ribut+ diet>y sub/ances2 manufactur+ su* ?+s z ma*9]y1 clo?+1 pa9ts1 musical & sci5tific in/rum5ts1 & build+4 ,railroads1 /eam%ips1 mail s]vice1 ! telegraph & telephone _h become obsolete ) ! ,sagem54 ,9 ! fir/ place1 x 0 n necess>y = m5 to travel at all 9 p]son1 = by ! p[] ( m9d sight !y 7 able to see :at took place at any p>ticul> place on e>?1 & also !y 7 capable ( communicat+ ) ea* o!r telepa?ically at any di/ance j z easily z ,i am n[ conv]s+ ) y4 ,great c5trifugal & c5tripetal eng9es1 capable ( transplant+ any quantity ( mat]ial f "o place to ano!r1 7 con/ruct$ = c>ry+ purposes1 :ile automatic transmut+ ma*9es1 by :i* "o elem5t c\ld be turn$ into ano!r1 cut d[n ! necessity ( transportation to a m9imum4 ,ma*9]y1 direct$ by ! human m9d1 & d]iv+ its p[] f ! sun & o!r =ces ( nature1 did all ( ! ,sageman's labori\s "w4 ,! ,sageman's discov]y & p>tial utilization ( ! two great =ces ( nature1 c5trifugal & c5tripetal p[]1 7 ! causes ( 8 f9al de/ruction1 h[ev]1 = he n only us$ !m advantage\sly "h1 b by t me?od actually tri$ to regulate ! e>?'s c\rse 9 space to suit himself4 ,& fur!rmore1 he n only contemplat$ /e]+ 8 own _w 9 :atev] direction or "p ( ! heav5s he might *oose1 b 8 ultimate plans 7 to visit1 inhabit & control ! movem5ts ( all ! great bodies ( ! univ]se4 ,^! laudable purposes1 :ile no d\bt practical1 fail$ by be+ und]tak5 prematurely z =ew>n$ by _m ( our able/ ?9k]s1 :o1 un=tunately1 7 9 ! m9ority :5 ! "q ( mak+ ! initial trial 0 vot$ ^u4 ,& by ?is failure ! e>? 0 r5t 9 a fe>ful mann]1 its map consid]ably alt]$ & ,sagel& & its p wip$ out ( exi/5ce entirely4 ,_m millions ( ,apem5 :o inhabit$ ! balance ( ! globe at t "t mu/ also h p]i%$ f ! effects ( ! awful convulsion :i* no d\bt %ook ! e>? to its core4 ,& s x 01 ,i presume1 ! upset atmosph]ic conditions ( ! e>? result+ f ?is cata/rophe1 =ty-two hundr$ & ?irty ye>s ago1 t is responsible = ! leg5d by :i* ! ,apeman blames ! ,creator = s5d+ a flood to de/roy ! inhabitants ( ! _w1 good & bad alike4 ,b not)/&+ 8 sup]ior intellectuality ! ,sageman 0 f> f be+ infallible4 ,he (t5 made mi/akes z he rel5tlessly /ruggl$ along 9 se>* ( k4 ,natural ,law tea*es t ! ma9 object ( life is to absorb1 conc5trate & utilize intellig5ce4 ,intellig5ce rules ! univ]se4 ,! ,sageman consid]$ x 8 duty to fir/ control himself1 !n ! e>?1 & f9ally ! univ]se4 ,b he became impati5t1 & want$ to explore ! heav5s be=e he _h assimilat$ all t]re/rial life1 & conc5trat$ suffici5t p[] to insure success4 ,he 0 anxi\s to control new worlds be=e he _h put 8 own into ! be/ ord]4 ,_h he wait$ until ! ,apeman & o!r liv+ p>ticles c\ld h rea*$ ! same /ate ( intellig5ce z himself1 & !n conc5trat$ & utiliz$ ! comb9$ m5tal /r5g? ( ! :ole to solve ! great problem1 no d\bt he w\ld h be5 m successful 9 8 fir/ attempt at univ]sal navigation4 ,h[ev]1 he tri$ & fail$1 & by t failure ?or\ghly demon/rat$ ! futility ( "o "p ( humanity try+ to ru% ahead ( ! :ole1 & ! absolute necessity = all mank9d to "w unit$ly & h>moni\sly1 & g =w>d z a unit to accompli% ! greate/ results )9 its p[]4 ,b1 inquir$ ,i1 :at law or *ance 0 x t de/roy$ all ( y\r c\ntrym51 & /ill pres]v$ y ?r\gh all ^! ages8 ,t is ! mo/ rem>kable circum/ance ( ! :ole affair1 answ]$ ,arletta1 z %e ca/ a lov+ glance 9 ! direction ( ! lead] ( ! b&1 & !n1 rev]5tly po9t+ t[>d him1 %e cont9u$1 he 0 ! =emo/ man ( 8 day1 & x 0 g5]ally conc$$ by all ( our p t he 0 ! greate/ man ! e>? ev] produc$4 ,l ,sage1 ! f\nd] ( our gov]nm5t1 he liv$ entirely fox o!rs4 ,8 sole aim 9 life 0 to make bett] ! conditions ( all liv+ ?+s2 to make h>d%ip1 sorr[1 suff]+ or mis]y an impossibility on e>?4 ,9 ord] to be ( ! greate/ s]vice to o!rs1 he knew t he mu/ n only be unselfi%1 b also build up 8 body1 bra9 & "* to ! v highe/ degree ( effici5cy & p]fection4 ,& he did s4 ,he built himself up f a physical1 m5tal1 & moral /&po9t1 until x seem$ to o!rs t he 0 ! p]sonification ( intellig5ce1 love1 virtue1 & magnific5ce4 ,:ile possess+ ! greate/ bra9 p[]1 /ill he 0 ! mo/ humble man 9 ,sagel&4 ,al?\gh a giant 9 physical /r5g?1 yet he 0 z g5tle z a lamb4 ,he 0 ! greate/ ?9k] ( all "t1 b !re 0 no room 9 8 bra9 = an impure ?\ght4 ,not)/&+ he 0 /ill a "y man1 be+ b fifty ye>s ( age1 nev]!less he _h atta9$ di/9ct success & fame z a musician1 compos]1 sci5ti/1 inv5tor1 ar*itect1 & a?lete4 ,he endeavor$ to unravel all ! my/]ies ( nature :i* attract$ 8 att5tion4 ,"o ( ! _m occult =ces he exp]im5t$ ) 0 human magnetism4 ,x 0 8 belief t man c\ld pres]ve himself indef9itely1 ei!r 9 a /ate ( animation or susp5d$ vitality1 by ! /r5g? ( 8 own w p[]4 ,he (t5 said t1 b>r+ accid5ts1 he w\ld live to be a ?\s& ye>s old4 ,9 ord] t he might ?or\ghly /udy ! subject & discov]1 if possible1 ! exact =ces t caus$ life & dea?1 he (t5 us$ me z an example = 8 exp]im5ts4 ,_m times he _h caus$ me to lie 9 a trance = sev]al mon?s' duration )\t ! slighte/ *ange 9 my appe>ance %[+ itself4 ,:ile my aid 0 necess>y to susp5d animation1 yet :5 once "u ! influ5ce ( ! /range =ces by :i* x 0 accompli%$1 my s5ses dep>t$ entirely1 & ,i _h no p[] to revive myself1 b _h to dep5d ^u him to re/ore consci\sness4 ,t5 days prior to ! date set = ! fir/ trial :]eby man 0 to navigate ! e>? 9 space1 ,i all[$ him to put me "u ! spell ( ^! influ5ces1 & al?\gh x seems l ye/]day t x happ5$1 /ill ov] =ty-two c5turies h s9ce pass$ by4 ,unc\nt$ billions ( human be+s h liv$1 suff]$ & di$ s9ce t "t1 b ! same s\l :i* guid$ ! magnific5t be+ :o put me into t trance1 has liv$ ?r\gh x all1 & by a my/]i\s p[]1 has f9ally return$ to release my s\l f its inc>c]ation4 ,x 0 a natural law :i* caus$ me to sleep peacefully ?r\gh all ^? c5turies1 & likewise x 0 accord+ to nature's pr9ciple t y 7 br\ght back "h to awak5 me4 ,! se$ ( unit$ labor s[n by ! immortal ,sage1 :i* prov$ s prolific 9 love & progress to ! ,sagem51 0 n entirely de/roy$ by ! great cata/rophe1 b lay sm\ld]+ 9 ?is tomb dur+ ! d>k ages ( sup]/ition1 ignorance & cruel civilization1 t h s9ce elaps$1 & mu/ n[ be replant$ 9 ! soil ( human he>ts1 & its b5evol5t results spread ?r\gh\t ! e>?1 (f]+ peace & good w to all liv+ ?+s4 ,& y1 :o are guid$ by ! s\l ( my f9al consort1 said ,arletta1 z ! full rays ( h] lum9\s eyes 7 fa/5$ ^u me1 ,i entreat y to g =? z a mess5g] ( tru? & ju/ice & tea* ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law to all ( y\r species4 ,,*apt] ,,xxi ,b :at ab\t y\rself8 inquir$ ,i ( ,arletta1 z ,i met h] sympa!tic gaze ) a look ( adoration4 ,if y w\ld visit ! diff]5t c\ntries ( ! _w y c\ld revolutionize ?+s 9 a v %ort "t1 ,i am sure4 ,y c\ld expla9 ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law to ! p1 & tea* !m me?ods ( :i* ,i "k no?+4 ,! wise & le>n$ m5 ( ! pres5t "t w\ld und]/& y\r explanation mu* bett]1 & w\ld give ! subject f> m s]i\s consid]ation ?an if ,i1 a poor ignorant fell[ ) nei!r education nor /&+1 und]took to in/ruct !m4 ,! :ole _w w\ld /op & li/5 to y4 ,! inhabitants w\ld set y up z a goddess1 & rally to y\r /&>d z mi/ress ( ! e>?4 ,besides1 ! p[] y\r app>5tly unlimit$ intellig5ce w\ld create1 y\r wond]ful beauty w\ld imm$iately *>m e mortal :o once set eyes on y4 ,k+s1 emp]ors & pot5tates ( all k9ds w\ld fall madly 9 love ) y at fir/ sight1 & y w\ld h b to comm& to br+ !m to y\r feet z slaves ready to d y\r slighte/ bidd+4 ,to fur!r y\r own purposes y c\ld-b "h ,i /opp$ %ort 9 my recital1 %ock$ by a ?\s& little demons ( jeal\sy ent]+ my bra9 z x occurr$ to me t p]haps ,arletta w\ld =get me entirely if all ! great p]sons ( ! e>? %[]$ honors & favors ^u h]4 ,i felt int5sely mis]able at ! v idea ( su* a ?+4 ,d n all[ silly ?\ghts to ent] y\r head1 said %e compassionately1 ,i %all nev] leave ?is place4 ,?is room has be5 ! sc5e ( ! happie/ h\rs ( my life 9 :i* my coet]nal companion1 incas$ 9 ! fle% ( a real man1 plight$ 8 ev]la/+ love & devotion to me4 ,& by a simple & intellig5t law ( nature ,i h be5 held a captive 9 ?is room ?r\gh c\ntless g5]ations to witness ! trans=mation & return ( t fai?ful comrade to release my s\l f captivity4 ,& n[ ?is room %all be my mortal sepul*]4 ,al?\gh ,i %\ld l1 ev] s mu*1 to g =? & devote _m ye>s to tea*+ ! ,apeman ! glori\s pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law z prescrib$ by my belov$ c\ntrym51 yet x is n )9 my p[] to d s4 ,ow+ to ! con/ant *ange 9 ! *emical composition ( ! atmosph]e1 & ! va/ diff]5ce 9 its pres5t arrangem5t & t ( f\r ?\s& two hundr$ ye>s ago1 x w\ld be impossible = me to live five m9utes outside ( ?is *amb]4 ,9 fact ,i h notic$ t ! supply ( air1 :i* mu/ h be5 h]metically seal$ )9 ?is vault at ! "t ( ! cata/rophe1 has be5 gradually escap+ by way ( ! hole ?r\gh :i* y =c$ a passageway4 ,h5ce )9 a v %ort "t my life w h ooz$ away = ! want ( prop] /imulus4 ,!n aga91 ! p]iod 9 :i* ! p>ticles ( ?is human frame %\ld naturally cl+ toge!r has long s9ce expir$1 & %\ld ,i b expose myself to ! elem5ts n[ exi/+ on ! ext]ior ( ?is place1 ,i %\ld no d\bt1 crumble into du/ & be bl[n away ) ! w9ds4 ,not)/&+ nature compels ! mutability ( all ?+s1 its laws h[ev] rema9 un*angeable1 & z ! "t has pass$ & ! conditions alt]$ s9ce ,i %\ld h liv$ my natural life1 ?is mat]ial ( :i* ,i am n[ compos$ mu/ soon collapse1 its p>ts dis9tegrate & return to ! elem5ts f :5ce !y came4 ,b my s\l %all cont9ue to live1 & ! same law :i* br\ght y back "h to me w also br+ our s\ls toge!r _m times & 9 diff]5t =ms dur+ et]nity4 ,& z y n[ possess ! /r5g?1 intellig5ce & opportunity1 x is y\r sacr$ duty to g =? & tea* ,apem5 to love "o ano!r & practice k9dness t[>d all liv+ ?+s1 = y "k n 9 :at %ape ,i may return4 ,z y w\ld be k9d to me n[1 s mu/ y treat all ( nature's creatures4 ,& rememb]1 t ! s\l y s ard5tly wor%ip n[ & s rev]5tly lov$ ov] f\r ?\s& ye>s ago1 _c return 9 a p]fect =m if !re are none su* =ms to inhabit1 or 9 a good & pure be+ if !re are no su* be+s extant4 ,b1 on ! contr>y1 if 9 ! future none b good & beautiful lives exi/ on e>?1 my s\l _c possibly occupy any?+ else4 ,?us1 ,natural ,law pla9ly tea*es t1 z y prep>e e>?ly conditions 9 "o =m ( life1 s mu/ y tol]ate !m 9 ! next4 ,9 fact1 our own future safety & happ9ess dep5d ^u all liv+ ?+s rea*+ a high /ate ( p]fection & equality4 ,& n[1 said ,arletta1 aris+ & exhibit+ consid]able emotion1 hav+ briefly in/ruct$ y 9 ,natural ,law z deeply z y\r limit$ m5tal capacity w p]mit1 ! "t has arriv$ t we mu/ "p1 = ,i feel t ,i am gr[+ weak & _c live mu* long]4 ,9 fact1 x has be5 ?r\gh ! p[] ( my w alone t ,i h be5 kept alive until n[4 ,s prep>e y\rself to g4 ,g6 ejaculat$ ,i1 jump+ to my feet ) an awful feel+ ( angui% z ,i realiz$ ! full mean+ ( h] words4 ,me1 g8 ,nev]6 ,i %all rema9 "h & we %all die toge!r4 ,i c\ld nev] live )\t y4 ,!re w\ld be left no object 9 life wor? liv+ =4 ,& !n1 advanc+ =w>d1 ,i took h] %apely h& 9 m9e1 &1 look+ directly into h] lovely eyes ) mu* e>ne/ness1 said3 ,i fully und]/& t 9 comp>ison to ! ,sage-man1 ,i am a hide\s & degrad$ creature4 ,& ,i also "k t ! love t fill$ ! heal is ( y\r contempor>ies = "o ano!r 0 sublime1 hav+ = a few mom5ts dur+ t musical spell be5 mov$ by ! same emotions t once impell$ ! exalt$ be+ ( :i* ,i am ! re-inc>nation1 b believe me :5 ,i say t my love = y n[ is t5 ?\s& times /rong] ?an x 0 !n4 ,i wor%ip y4 ,i %all die = & ) y4 ,aye1 ev5 nature itself _c keep me alive aft] y h gone4 ,i may n be ! equal ( ! ,sageman 9 o!r ways1 b ,i %all prove t my love = y is equally z great4 ,dur+ ?is outbur/ ( my ?\ghts1 ,arletta /ood 9 a motionless attitude1 hold+ my out/ret*$ h& & return+ my excit$ gaze ) a look ( m+l$ pity & sorr[4 ,is x possible1 said %e1 t !re is n "o ,apeman 9 ! _w today ) suffici5t /r5g? ( "* to rel9qui% 8 own selfi% desires = ! good ( 8 species8 ,c x be t n "o ,apeman exi/s :om nature c rely ^u = ! great "w ( uplift+ humanity1 :o is brave en\gh to resi/ ! tempor>y fasc9ation ( a lovable woman8 ,& h ,i liv$ to see ! re9c>nat$ s\l ( ! brave/ & noble/ man t ev] brea!d1 b\nd )9 ! fle% ( a wret*$ c[>d incapable ( liv+ = any great] purpose ?an 8 own self-gratification8 ,am ,i to und]/& t "o :o is controll$ by ! _s ( my ev]la/+ associate1 int5ds betray+ nature's tru/ by %irk+ ! responsibilities ( manhood1 because he lacks ! c\rage to live8 ,w !re be promulgat$ among ! records ( "t an acc\nt ( my immortal p>tn] hav+ des]t$ 8 po/ ( duty by sneak+ out ( ! _w be=e 8 allott$ "t8 ,w\ld ?is be+1 :o is bless$ ) physical /r5g? & a well-balanc$ bra91 all[ himself to s9k to ! level ( a crav5 suicide1 because he _c secure some?+ beyond 8 rea*8 ,does he ?9k t nature br\ght him into exi/5ce = no o!r purpose ?an to fe$ 8 own petty desires8 ,w\ld he delib]ately die l a useless poltroon1 & leave ! _w 9 its pres5t /ate ( savag]y & wret*$ness1 )\t ev5 attempt+ to be ( s]vice to humanity 9 ! v "w x requires ! mo/8 ,/op6 ,en\gh6 cri$ ,i4 ,y h w\nd$ my feel+s to ! v core4 ,i'll admit t ,i am weak 9 ?is in/ance4 ,v weak inde$4 ,b ?is is ! fir/ "t t my c\rage has ev] be5 assail$ by anyone1 & to h y above all p]sons1 op5ly ins9uate t ,i am a c[>d is f> worse ?an hav+ inflict$ ^u me ! cruele/ tortures ( ! ,ape-man's prospective hell4 ,i am only an ,apeman1 b z ,i said be=e1 ,i love y beyond all p[] ( expression4 ,y no d\bt1 _c und]/& my puny feel+s any m ?an ,i c fully compreh5d y\r l(ty ideals or ! full mean+ ( y\r high] k ( ?+s4 ,! v greate/ h>d%ip = me to und]go w\ld be to live aft] y h pass$ away4 ,b1 if by ! promise ( s do+ ,i c ga9 y\r respect & "o enc\rag+ look or ^w ( approval1 ,i w n only resc9d ! text ( my previ\s /atem5t & live1 b ,i swe> to y 9 ! "n ( ! ,creator ( ! law :i* gov]ns all ?+s1 t ,i %all /rictly foll[ to ! lett] any in/ructions y may wi% to (f] conc]n+ my future movem5ts1 no matt] :at !y might be4 ,s make my task a h>d "o1 = ! c\rage y s unfeel+ly attack$ mu/ be te/$ to its full limits4 ,i am ready to obey y\r comm&s4 ,hav+ ?us address$ ,arletta1 ,i /raight5$ myself up to my full height ) z mu* dignity z ,i c\ld assume1 fold$ my arms across my *e/ & await$ h] ord]s4 ,! ,sagem5 nev] urg$ _! desires by a comm&1 repli$ ,arletta1 !y simply reque/$ t :i* !y w\ld l to h done4 ,! reque/ ,i %all make conc]n+ y\r future duty c be incorporat$ 9 a v few words1 b x w require a lifetime & great /r5g? ( "* to execute4 ,b z y h promis$ l a man to foll[ my in/ructions1 ,i %all die ) implicit confid5ce 9 y\r det]m9ation to d s4 ,s consid] well ! foll[+ m&ate1 = x conta9s ! ess5ce :i* w /imulate y to h]oic de$s3 ,always consult y\r s\l = advice1 ,d no act y\r consci5ce w n sanction4 ,?ree times ,arletta sl[ly repeat$ ?is precept1 & !n plac+ h] h&s ^u my %\ld]s1 %e cont9u$3 ,! fir/ "t y act contr>y to ! admonition ( y\r s\l1 !n y w h brok5 y\r promise to me4 ,n[ g1 said %e1 turn+ me ab\t until ,i fac$ ! doorway1 ,i mu/ reque/ y\r imm$iate dep>ture4 ,g1 & try to be a man4 ,we %all meet _m times 9 ! future1 s :ile y h ! *ance try & make bett] ! conditions ( life1 t we may ev5tually meet on ! same plane ( equality )\t ! %ad[ ( /rife or animosity to m> our happ9ess4 ,good-bye4 ,) ! mean+ ( ^! words r++ 9 my head1 ,i fully und]/ood t my audi5ce ) ,arletta 0 at an end1 & ov]come ) grief & gloom ,i weakly respond$1 good-bye1 & !n add$1 ,i %all nev] break my promise4 ,!n ) a heavy tread ,i walk$ to ! op5+ ?r\gh :i* ,i _h ent]$1 turn$ half ar\nd & took "o long1 la/1 lov+ look at ,arletta & pass$ into ! corridor beyond4 ,at ! same "t ,i fanci$ ,i he>d h] g5tly sobb+4 ,,*apt] ,,xxii ,suff]+ ) a deject$ feel+ ( despair1 ,i w5d$ my way ?r\gh ! *aotic ant]ior hall 9 se>* ( ! hole ?r\gh :i* ,i _h s miracul\sly ent]$4 ,x seem$ z if life's sole aim _h sudd5ly be5 /rick5 f ! range ( my vision4 ,i c\ld n und]/& :y nature %\ld be s cruel z to give me b "o mom5t>y glimpse ( t angelic mortal & !n ?ru/ me away f h] 9 su* an indiff]5t mann]4 ,i wond]$ :y ! _w 0 n populat$ exclusively by su* lovely be+s4 ,0 x because ! p !mselves1 ?r\gh _! individual accumulative sy/em1 creat$ conditions :]eby only ! mo/ abject & debas$ mortals c\ld survive8 ,0 ?is sy/em responsible = petty selfi%ness1 in/ead ( consci5ce gov]n+ man1 caus+ him 9 8 gre$y scramble = tempor>y ga91 to keep o!rs 9 a /ate ( helplessness1 ignorance1 & squalor1 ?us propagat+ an inf]ior race ( physical1 m5tal1 & moral pigmies z ! =emo/ inhabitants ( ! e>?8 ,:y c\ld n humanity organize itself z a great unit ( unselfi% ef=t & equality1 = ! purpose ( uplift+ & /r5g!n+ all ( its compon5t p>ts1 in/ead ( ^? p>ts pull+ d[n1 weak5+1 & de/roy+ "o ano!r 9 a f]oci\s /ruggle = individual pr$om9ance8 ,z ^! & simil> ?\ghts cr[d$ !mselves into my bra91 my att5tion 0 attract$ by s(t /ra9s ( music emanat+ f ! room ,i _h j left1 & ,i /ood /ill & li/5$4 ,arletta _h evid5tly set ! or*e/ral me*anism 9 motion aga91 & 0 accompany+ x by t5d]ly s++ h] own requiem4 ,) tremul\s modulation1 h] vocal *ords produc$ s\nds su* z ,i _h nev] he>d be=e1 & ( :i* ,i am p[]less to give ! fa9te/ description4 ,l a /atue1 ,i /ood & li/5$ to ! almo/ sup]natural melody1 & inw>dly pray$ t x might cont9ue =ev]4 ,b sudd5ly bo? ! music & s++ end$1 & absolute quietness prevail$4 ,x may h be5 a pure fancy on my "p1 b z ,i wait$ 9 brea?less sil5ce1 hop+ = m music1 ! app>ition ( ,arletta seem$ to pass directly ov] my head1 & cont9u$ "r on up ?r\gh ! solid ro( ( ! hallway4 ,/>tl$ beyond expression at :at ,i n[ consid] a m]e delusion1 ,i %\t$ ,arletta at ! top ( my voice sev]al times1 & receiv+ no answ]1 ei!r telepa?ically or phonetically1 ,i came to ! awful conclusion t %e 0 no m4 ,is x unmanly to cry8 ,if s1 ,i mu/ confess my unmanl9ess1 = on ?is occasion x 0 impossible = me to repress ! te>s f c\rs+ d[n my *eeks1 z ,i realiz$ t ! la/ ( nature's gr&e/ & noble/ e>?ly be+s _h pass$ away4 ,b ! te>s ,i %$ app>5tly s(t5$ my nature1 & z ,i /ood buri$ 9 ! dep? ( m$itation conc]n+ ! prec$+ ev5ts1 ,i became impregnat$ ) ! desire to try & d "s real good 9 ! _w2 to make myself useful to mank9d2 to live = o!rs in/ead ( myself alone4 ,& !n & !re ,i resolv$ t ,i w\ld devote ! rema9d] ( my natural life to tea*+ human be+s ! beautiful pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law1 z ,i und]/ood !m1 )\t expectation ( comp5sation or future rew>d4 ,i w\ld g =?1 z ,arletta _h reque/$1 & plant ! se$ ( real tru?1 ju/ice1 love1 & equality 9 human he>ts to ! be/ ( my ability1 & tru/ 9 ! s\ls ( m5 to fur!r aid 9 its univ]sal & ev]la/+ productiv5ess4 ,i felt positive t ! !ory ( ! ,sagem5 0 "r1 & t ! s\l j releas$ f ,arletta 0 ev5 !n beg9n+ life 9 a diff]5t =m4 ,w\ld x n be crim9al on my "p to make no ef=t to bett] e>?ly conditions = h] future welf>e8 ,p]haps1 conjectur$ ,i1 ! s\l ( my own "m1 :o di$ at ! "t ( my bir?1 might1 ev5 at t mom5t1 be incas$ 9 a degrad$ body1 surr\nd$ by want & mis]y1 caus$ by ! op]ation ( t selfi%1 brutal & murd]\s sy/em1 :i* enc\rages ! /rong to squeeze ! v light & hope f ! weak1 ?us =c+ & keep+ mank9d 9 a /ate ( cont9ual degradation4 ,a sy/em t 0 creat$ 9 ! beg9n+ by savages1 & :i* is upheld at ! pres5t "t by savages4 ,& ! ,*ur*1 t gigantic symbol ( ignorance & /upidity1 n only fails to prote/ aga9/ su* a bea/ly sy/em1 b actually advocates its cont9uance4 ,h[ long ,i /ood !re1 s]i\sly ?9k+ on ?is subject1 & =m+ new & laudable resolutions = ! future1 ,i d n "k2 b at la/ ,i awoke to ! fact t ,i 0 /ill no?+ m nor less ?an a common adv5tur]1 held captive on an isolat$ projecture 9 ! middle ( ! sea4 ,?is became m app>5t z ,i fa9tly he>d ! ocean's waves da%+ aga9/ ! rocks on ! outside ( ! place4 ,s1 foll[+ 9 ! direction ( ! s\nds1 !y became l\d] & m di/9ct1 until f9ally ,i f\nd myself look+ up at ! v hole ?r\gh :i* ,i _h bor$ my way s unc]emoni\sly4 ,x 0 night1 & ,i c\ld easily di/+ui% ! />s 9 ! out] d>kness4 ,9 mak+ a c>eful survey ( ! surr\nd+s1 ,i discov]$ t x 0 go+ to be a mu* m difficult task to get out ?an x 0 to get 9 ?is extraord9>y grotto4 ,! ap]ture 0 locat$ ab\t ?ree feet above my head2 0 b>ely l>ge en\gh to squeeze ?r\gh1 & !re 0 no way by :i* ,i c\ld climb up to x4 ,i obs]v$1 h[ev]1 t adjo9+ ! hole !re 0 a huge m>ble pill> runn+ upw>d & outw>d 9 an oblique slant1 & w$g$ 9 its position by sev]al o!r massive /ones1 b ) its end protrud+ bel[ ! re/4 ,s1 )\t wa/+ any "t1 ,i leap$ up & caught hold ( x ) bo? h&s1 & !n1 adopt+ ! tactics ( a gymna/1 ,i began sl[ly work+ my way ?r\gh ! hole feet =emo/1 l an acrobat go+ ov] a horizontal b>4 ,?is feat1 :i* requir$ great muscul> /r5g?1 flexibility1 & t5aci\sness1 0 ! v h>de/ physical p]=mance ,i ev] accompli%$1 =1 besides be+ unable to get a firm grip on x1 ,i f\nd1 to my dismay1 t ! great pill> ,i clung to 0 insecure 9 its position1 & ?reat5$ to fall & cru% me b5ea? its weight4 ,& z in* by in* ,i sl[ly & p]si/5tly work$ my way upw>d & outw>d1 s in* by in* did x sl[ly1 b surely1 "w its way d[nw>d4 ,pass+ my feet & legs beyond ! br9k ( ! op5+1 ,i d\bl$ myself up 9 su* a way t ! l[] half ( my body re/$ ^u a sort ( a level plat=m1 &1 ) head d[nw>d1 ,i pu%$ my way up until ,i f\nd myself kneel+ ^u ! cru/ ,i _h previ\sly brok5 ?r\gh1 & :i* ,i subsequ5tly decid$ mu/ h be5 a great pane ( glass1 cov]$ by ! coagulat$ settl+s ( ! air1 :i* = c5turies _h be5 =m+ a solid coat+4 ,i rema9$ 9 a kneel+ position = sev]al mom5ts1 cat*+ my brea? & rega9+ /r5g?4 ,i fe>$ to move1 le/ ! ?9 lay] ^u :i* ,i re/$ w\ld once m give way b5ea? me4 ,x appe>$ to wav]1 z did ev]y?+ else ar\nd me4 ,aft] a %ort re/1 ,i c>efully arose to a /&+ position1 & !n obs]v$ t ,i 0 locat$ 9 a sort ( a pit1 surr\nd$ by rocks ( v>i\s %apes & sizes4 ,z ,i cauti\sly climb$ upw>d1 ea* "o ( !m appe>$ to tremble at my v t\*1 until j z ,i rea*$ ! topmo/ po9t ! :ole mass app>5tly gave way at once1 ,i lo/ my balance & fell =w>d1 !re 0 a t]rible cra%1 & aft] t ,i became dizzy & confus$4 ,! mo/ peculi> & disconnect$ s5sations !n pass$ ?r\gh my m9d4 ,fir/ ,i ?\ght !re 0 a great hole 9 ! side ( my head1 :i* ,i tri$ to fill ) small /ones4 ,!n my head became full ( holes1 & f9ally ,i fanci$ t ,i possess$ a half doz5 heads & all ( !m 7 cut & ble$+4 ,& !n app>5tly all ( ^! heads 7 sudd5ly & my/]i\sly sev]$ f my body1 & float$ away 9 space l a lot ( toy balloons4 ,foll[+ t1 x felt z if e bone 9 my body _h be5 brok51 & ,i 0 tak+ ^! bones f _! places & try+ to repair !m4 ,!n ,i imag9$ t ,i _h sev]al diff]5t bodies1 & all ( !m 7 bruis$ & mangl$4 ,^! =ms increas$ 9 numb]s until ,i c\ld see no?+ else b !m1 & !y appe>$ to be /ruggl+ to extricate !mselves f b5ea? a huge object :i* seem$ to gr[ 9 size until x 0 z l>ge z a m\nta94 ,f9ally releas$1 !y began climb+ up ! m\nta9 until ! summit 0 rea*$ & !n gradually decreas$ until !re 0 b "o left4 ,:at is ! matt] ) me8 ,i wond]$4 ,:o am ,i1 :at am ,i1 & :]e d ,i belong8 ,i tri$ to ?9k coh]5tly1 b my m9d 0 feeble & incapable ( grasp+ an intellig5t ?\ght4 ,day & night w5t & came _m times1 b /ill ,i rema9$ on t m\nta9 wond]+1 wond]+1 wond]+4 ,sometimes ,i w\ld exp& until ,i felt l>g] ?an ! m\nta9 itself2 !n aga9 ,i w\ld %r9k to ! size ( a flea4 ,"o "t ,i w\ld feel z if ,i 7 up ne> ! ,nor? ,pole1 surr\nd$ by ice & freez+ to dea?4 ,at ano!r "t ,i w\ld imag9e t ,i 0 9 ! middle ( ! ,sah>a ,des]t1 be+ roa/$ alive by ! scor*+ rays ( ! sun4 ,&1 /ill aga91 ,i w\ld feel t ,i 0 %ipwreck$ ^u a b>r5 isl&1 & 0 sl[ly dy+ = ! want ( food & wat]4 ,sometimes ,i fanci$ t ,i c\ld see %ips all ab\t me1 & ,i w\ld yell1 & ro> at ! top ( my voice to attract att5tion1 b )\t results1 z !y w\ld pass beyond view )\t tak+ any notice ( me4 ,at o!r times x seem$ t %ips w\ld ca/ _! an*ors "r 9 front ( my eyes1 & app>5tly rema9 /ation$ !re = weeks & mon?s at a "t1 & yet no "o w\ld come to my assi/ance4 ,at la/ !re appe>$ to be t5 ?\s& %ips all ( ! same patt]n l[]+ small boats into ! wat]1 & ^! boats mann$ by /alw>t o>sm5 />t$ to race ) ea* o!r 9 my direction4 ,:at an ev5ly mat*$ conte/4 ,on1 on1 on !y came1 bun*$ closely toge!r1 ea* us+ ! same uni=m /roke z if all 7 guid$ by ! same coxswa94 ,n[ !y 7 "r ^u me4 ,great race1 ,i %\t$1 z !y came )9 he>+ di/ance4 ,hurrah6 ,hurrah6 ,hurrah6 ,! poor devil is mad1 ,i fanci$ ,i he>d someone exclaim1 & my m9d became a blank4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiii ,,fir/ ,,voice3 ,?is is a mo/ peculi> case ( ent]ic fev]1 9 :i* ! pati5t baffles all m$ical aid t[>ds a cure4 ,! fell[ has be5 out ( 8 head ev] s9ce he 0 br\ght "h1 two mon?s ago1 & fancies t he has be5 9 a trance s9ce ! "t ( ,noah & ! ,ark4 ,he has a /range halluc9ation t he c be awak5$ f 8 protract$ nap by a kiss f a c]ta9 female1 :om he describes z ,arletta ! ,beautiful4 ,al?\gh he is z crazy z a loon1 yet "s ( 8 utt]ances are really rem>kable = ! dep? ( logic !y conta94 ,! case has its amus+ side also1 = e woman by ! "n ( ,arletta :o visits ?is hospital _c resi/ ! temptation ( kiss+ ! man1 9 ord] to asc]ta9 :e!r !y possess ! secret *>m to re/ore 8 "r s5ses4 ,b s f> ! osculatory exp]im5t has prov$ a dire failure4 ,he be>s evid5ce ( be+ a h&some & di/+ui%$ p]son1 not)/&+ he is a *>ity pati5t1 & )\t fri5ds4 ,8 id5tification is unkn[n1 he hav+ be5 pick$ up on ! /reet 9 8 pres5t condition by ! police1 :o _h him s5t "h4 ,i fully believe-b ,miss1 y are cry+4 ,evid5tly y\r nature is too emotional = ! sick room1 s come1 we w pass along4 ,,second ,,voice3 ,no1 wait a mom5t1 ,doctor4 ,i--,i ?9k--,i am positive t ,i "k ?is man4 ,9 fact1 ,i 0 v well acqua9t$ ) him a few ye>s ago4 ,x all seems s /range1 b-well-y see-he (t5 told me t he lov$ me4 ,yes1 my "n is ,arletta1 b ,i did n love him1 nor ev5 l him4 ,my fa!r & "m hat$ him1 & we all _h to secretly leave home & travel abroad 9 ord] = me to avoid 8 undesirable att5tions4 ,b not)/&+ t1 my he>t n[ ble$s = him 9 8 t]rible plight1 & ,i want to d some?+ = him4 ,my consci5ce w\ld n all[ me to pass along )\t try+ to aid him4 ,y say t 9 8 rav+s he claims t a kiss f ,arletta w\ld save him4 ,i h nev] done su* a ?+ be=e 9 my life1 b n[ an irresi/ible =ce f )9 has tak5 possession ( me & ,i feel t x is my duty to try ! exp]im5t myself1 & see if x w h ! effect ( re/or+ 8 normal condition4 ,!re=e1 ,doctor1 :e!r ?is /range me?od proves efficaci\s or n1 ,i %all rely ^u y\r honor to keep ! secret1 & nev] m5tion ! incid5t to him4 ,if he knew ( x ,i %\ld die ( %ame4 ,my p>5ts w\ld dis[n me = su* an act4 ,z ?\gh awak5+ f a long & pr(\nd sleep ! a=esaid colloquy seem$ to h be5 impress$ ^u my m9d1 & !n ,i op5$ my eyes & look$ ab\t 9 a/oni%m5t4 ,! /rang5ess ( my position & surr\nd+s surpris$ me beyond expression4 ,i 0 ly+ ^u my back 9 a small n>r[ b$ /ation$ )9 a l>ge oblong room ab\t "o hundr$ by fifty feet 9 dim5sions4 ,long r[s ( little :ite b$s ext5d$ f "o end ( ! ap>tm5t to ! o!r1 ea* conta9+ ! =m ( a human be+4 ,mo/ ( ^! =ms appe>$ to be s\ndly sleep+1 "s lay awake sil5tly m$itat+1 :ile o!rs toss$ ab\t n]v\sly f "o position to ano!r z if 9 t]rible agony4 ,an occasional h[l ( torture r5t ! air4 ,mov+ hi!r & ?i!r among ! diff]5t b$s 7 wom5 attir$ 9 :ite dresses & we>+ little :ite caps on _! heads4 ,!y c>ri$ 9 _! h&s1 spoons1 tumbl]s1 trays1 & v>i\s in/rum5ts & vessels ( peculi> design4 ,at ! front ( my b$ /ood a man ( m$ium height & build1 ) a heavy r$di% mu/a*e & po9t$ be>d4 ,at "o side1 half way betwe5 ! head & foot ( my b$1 0 ! figure ( a woman1 app>5tly ab\t tw5ty-"o ye>s ( age4 ,%e 0 tall1 sl5d]1 graceful1 & magnific5tly g[n$ 9 /reet clo!s4 ,h] head 0 %apely & cov]$ ) an abundance ( d>k br[n hair4 ,h] physiognomy 0 intellectually /rong1 & ! :ole ca/ ( h] features %[$ extraord9>y beauty4 ,h] eyes 7 cle> & bright1 & express$ a t5d] & sympa!tic nature4 ,%e 0 look+ /raight at me 9 a half-/>tl$ sort ( a mann]1 & appe>$ to be back+ away f ! b$ ^u :i* ,i lay4 ,z my eyes met h] /eady gaze ,i involunt>ily exclaim$1 ,arletta6 ,!n in/antly my memory return$1 & ,i rememb]$ all t _h tak5 place1 z expla9$ 9 ! prec$+ *apt]s4 ,not)/&+1 h[ev]1 t my m9d became cle> & well-balanc$1 ,i became extremely puzzl$ z ,i look$ at ?is beautiful woman1 to note t %e bore a /rik+ resemblance to ! sublime be+1 :o _h j pass$ away among ! remnants ( ,sagel&1 & ,i became /ill fur!r conf\nd$ :5 %e timidly approa*$ me & s(tly said3 ,y are ,john ,conv]t1 are y n8 ,yes1 answ]$ ,i1 t is my "n4 ,& d y recognize me8 inquir$ %e4 ,i recognize 9 y a liv+ demon/ration & positive realization ( ! pr9ciple ( re-inc>nation1 z embodi$ 9 ! ,sageman's !ory ( ,natural ,law1 answ]$ ,i1 sl[ly & delib]ately4 ,i recognize 9 y ! s\l ( ,arletta1 ( ,sagel&1 my et]nal companion1 & a fulfilm5t ( h] prophecy t %e w\ld be born aga94 ,b :ile ,i make ?is decl>ation ) ! utmo/ positiv5ess1 /ill ,i am at a loss to und]/& h[ su* a ?+ c\ld be1 z ! s\l ( t lovely be+1 hav+ b j left its mat]ial body1 %\ld accord+ to ,natural ,law1 h atta*$ itself to an embryo =m1 :ile y are a full-gr[n woman4 ,at ^! words %e appe>$ consid]ably amaz$ = a mom5t1 b quickly recov]+ h]self1 %e said ) mu* sympa?y & t5d]ness ( feel+3 ,come1 n[1 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 try & ?9k cle>ly & talk s5sibly4 ,don't y recollect h[1 ?ree ye>s ago1 we became acqua9t$ 9 ,p>is2 h[ p]si/5tly y foll[$ me all ov] ,europe1 !n cross$ ! ,atlantic abo>d ! same /eam]1 & f9ally j\rney$ out ,we/ to my home8 ,don't y rememb] h[ angry ,papa became1 & h[ he ?reat5$ y ) dire puni%m5t if y did n /op annoy+ u8 ,no1 said ,i emphatically1 !re mu/ be "s mi/ake1 = ,i h nev] visit$ ,p>is & ,i di/9ctly recollect hav+ be5 9 ,japan ?ree ye>s ago1 z ,i celebrat$ my n9ete5? bir?day 9 ,tokio4 ,n[ t is absurd1 said %e1 ) a m+l$ look ( pity & suppress$ amusem5t4 ,?ree ye>s ago y told me t y 7 =ty ye>s old4 ,don't y recollect h[ y once caution$ me n to consid] y an old man simply because y\r hair 0 :ite1 & h[ angry y became because ,i call$ y ,gr&pa8 ,come n[1 ?9k real h>d4 ,at ^! words ,i began to s]i\sly d\bt my own id5tity1 b aft] a mom5t ( calm delib]ation ,i repli$1 ,no1 ,i d n recollect any su* happ5+s1 & moreov]1 ,i am n =ty ye>s ( age1 b tw5ty-two1 & nei!r is my hair :ite b black z y c pla9ly see4 ,w y please tell me :]e ,i am8 ,my m9d is a trifle confus$ at ! /range surr\nd+s4 ,y are 9 ! ,ruff ,hospital1 ,new ,york1 answ]$ %e4 ,i1 myself1 h be5 sp5d+ "s "t 9 ?is city1 &1 /rangely en\gh1 took a notion t ,i %\ld l to see ! diff]5t hospitals4 ,x 0 purely accid5tal t ,i ran across y4 ,! doctor says y h typhoid fev]1 b1 %e add$1 9 an enc\rag+ mann]1 y w soon be well4 ,s *e] up1 & try to conc5trate y\r m9d1 s t y c ?9k prop]ly4 ,ruff ,hospital1 ,new ,york6 ejaculat$ ,i1 9 a/oni%m5t4 ,h[ ! deuce did ,i get away ov] "h8 ,oh1 ,i und]/&2 ,i fell among ! rocks & 0 hurt2 !n ! sailors came & rescu$ me1 & ,i 0 br\ght "h4 ,t seems l a few mom5ts ago1 b ,i presume at lea/ a mon? mu/ h elaps$ s9ce or ! %ip c\ld n h rea*$ ?is port4 ,:at mon? is ?is1 ,janu>y8 ,no1 ?is is ! mon? ( ,m>*1 repli$ %e4 ,m>*6 exclaim$ ,i4 ,great heav5s1 h[ ! "t has fl[n6 ,:y1 t is ab\t ?ree mon?s t ,i h kn[n absolutely no?+4 ,let's see1 x 0 ,decemb] #e? t ,i 0 ?r[n ov]bo>d1 & x mu/ h be5 ,decemb] #g? t ,arletta di$4 ,t's "r1 ,decemb] #g1 #ahha-;,i %all always rememb] t date & keep x holy4 ,x mu/ be n[ ,m>*1 #ahhb4 ,:y1 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 y are c]ta9ly dream+1 respond$ %e1 ?is ! ye> #aijc1 n #ahhb4 ,b h[ /range t y %\ld get s mix$ 9 ! dates-,decemb] #g1 #ahha1 0 ! day ,i 0 born4 ,t 0 ov] tw5ty-"o ye>s ago1 in/ead ( ?ree mon?s1 z y fancy4 ,at ?is juncture ! r$-:isk]$ individual came =w>d & said3 ,x seems to be a hopeless case1 ,miss4 ,he has talk$ 9 t same /ra9 ev] s9ce he came "h4 ,p]haps aft] 8 fev] abates some:at he may rega9 8 equanimity1 b to me x looks z if 8 m9d w always be unbalanc$4 ,he has a na/y sc> "r ov] ! temporal region1 :i* port5ds ill = 8 future reason4 ,p]haps x w\ld be bett] n to talk to him any fur!r at pres5t4 ,he is awfully weak1 & appe>s m excit$ ?an usual4 ,y h evid5tly made "s impression ^u him1 h[ev]1 & if y w\ld visit him e few days he might ev5tually be able to recognize y1 :i* w\ld h a /rong t5d5cy to set him m5tally /raight aga94 ,v well1 said %e1 hesitat+ly1 z if n anxi\s to g4 ,may ,i call & see him tomorr[1 ,doctor8 ,!re are only ?ree visit+ days "h ea* week1 ,miss2 ,sundays1 ,w$nesdays & ,fridays1 betwe5 ! h\rs ( ?ree & f\r ,p4 ,m4 ,b any "t y call1 if y w ask at ! (fice = ,doctor ,savage1 t is my "n1 ,i %all consid] x a pleasant duty to r5d] y any s]vice )9 my p[]1 repli$ he1 look+ at h] ) unsuppress$ admiration1 ( :i* %e app>5tly took no notice4 ,!n cont9u+1 he said1 ,w\ld y k9dly give me y\r c>d t ,i may "k y\r full "n 9 case y call at o!r times ?an ! regul> visit+ h\rs8 ,%e op5$ h] pocket book z if to take out a c>d1 /opp$ & reflect$ a mom5t1 & !n said1 ,well1 nev] m9d my la/ "n2 j rememb] me z ,arletta1 & be=e ,i c\ld collect my wits suffici5tly to voice my agitat$ ?\ghts !y pass$ f ! room toge!r4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiv ,z ,i lay mus+ ov] ! /range occurr5ces record$ 9 ! previ\s *apt]1 & wond]+ :e!r my entire life 0 a reality or m]ely a peculi> dream1 "o ( ! :ite-capp$ nurses /rode up to ! side ( my b$ & )\t ! slighte/ w>n+ r\ghly pu%$ a little glass tube 9 my m\?4 ,n kn[+ :e!r %e want$ me to swall[ x or 0 m]ely try+ to puncture a hole 9 my tongue1 ,i put x out aga9 & ask$ :at %e int5d$ do+4 ,n[ look "h1 said %e1 9 an irritat$ way1 ,i h ab\t lo/ all pati5ce ) y1 & unless y d z ,i tell y h]eaft] ,i %all h ! ord]ly puni% y aga94 ,b1 said ,i1 9 amazem5t1 y h n m5tion$ yet :at y w\ld h me d4 ,i h told y fully a hundr$ times to put ?is !rmomet] "u y\r tongue & keep x !re1 repli$ %e1 exhibit+ consid]able temp]1 z %e vici\sly jamm$ x once m into my m\? & twi/$ x "u my tongue4 ,y are ab\t ! bigge/ *ump t ev] came into ?is hospital1 cont9u$ %e1 grasp+ my wri/ z ?\gh %e int5d$ break+ x & simultane\sly tak+ my pulse & temp]ature4 ,a few mom5ts lat] %e j]k$ ! !rmomet] f my m\?1 glanc$ at x hurri$ly & !n ent]$ a record ^u a *>t susp5d$ f ! head ( my b$4 ,!n call+ "o ( ! male att5dants1 %e in/ruct$ him to fill ! tub prep>atory to giv+ me an ice ba?4 ,?is att5dant w5t to ! corn] ( ! room f :5ce he secur$ a ba? tub on :eels1 :i* he pu%$ ov] to ! side ( my b$4 ,! tub 0 already p>tly fill$ ) wat]1 & ,i aft]w>d le>n$ t ow+ to ! laz9ess & fil?9ess ( ! att5dants1 ! same wat] 0 (t5 us$ ov] & ov] aga9 = ! diff]5t typhoid pati5ts4 ,i obs]v$ t ?is att5dant1 :o 0 o!rwise call$ an ord]ly1 0 ab\t z ignorant & degrad$ a specim5 ( humanity z a mu* boa/$ civilization c\ld possibly bre$4 ,he 0 ab\t six feet tall1 r\nd-%\ld]$1 knock-kne$1 & weigh$ ab\t two hundr$ p\nds ( flabby fle%1 mo/ly cov]$ by fil?y g>m5ts4 ,8 head 0 pyramidal 9 %ape1 & cov]$ by a mass ( unkempt r$ hair4 ,he _h practically no =ehead4 ,8 eyes 7 dull & blood%ot4 ,8 nose 0 flat & b5t to "o side1 & 8 :ole face 0 cov]$ ) pimples4 ,8 m\? 0 wide & bea/ly1 & fill$ ) tobacco4 ,8 mu/a*e 0 irregul>1 & dy$ almo/ to ! roots by tobacco juice4 ,8 brea? 0 odorif]\s ) fumes ( :iskey1 cig>ettes1 & f\l /oma* disord]s1 caus+ a poison\s /5* to pollute ! surr\nd+ atmosph]e4 ,"o c\ld n look ^u him )\t a feel+ ( sick5+ disgu/4 ,he 0 a tw5tie? c5tury ,am]ican civiliz$ ,*ri/ian4 ,he 0 n1 ( c\rse1 ! highe/ type ( a civiliz$ ,*ri/ian1 b nev]!less he 0 ( a high en\gh ord] = a ,*ri/ian community to bre$1 re>1 & put 9 *>ge ( its sick & un=tunate memb]s4 ,z he pu%$ ! tub along he c>elessly all[$ x to /rike ! end ( my b$1 :i* gave me a %ock z ?\gh ,i _h be5 pi]c$ by a ?\s& dagg]s1 caus+ an involunt>y groan to escape f my lips4 ,%ut up !re1 y old duff]1 said he1 look+ at me 9 a /upid1 expressionless sort ( a way1 y are n hurt yet4 ,i'll give y some?+ to cry ab\t if y don't quit mak+ su* a fuss ov] no?+4 ,y're ! bigge/ baby ,i ev] saw4 ,hav+ fix$ ! tub 9 position1 put "s pieces ( ice into ! wat]1 & adju/$ a small portable p>tition ar\nd my b$1 :i* ob/ruct$ ! view ( ! o!r pati5ts1 he call$ = ! assi/ance ( ano!r att5dant1 & began prep>ations to put me into ! tub4 ,z !y uncov]$ me1 ,i glanc$ d[n at my emaciat$ =m & 0 a/\nd$ at my own appe>ance4 ,no?+ n[ rema9$ ( ! once muscul> & p[]ful frame ,i _h always felt s pr\d (1 b sickly look+ sk9 & bones4 ,rais+ my arm to ! level ( my eyes ,i discov]$ t x 0 %rivel$1 & gha/ly to behold1 & x fell back to my side ) a sick5+ ?ud = ! want ( /r5g? to rema9 erect4 ,x seem$ z if a great fi]y furnace 0 locat$ )9 me & t ,i 0 fairly burn+ alive4 ,t5 ?\s& diff]5t pa9s 7 %oot+ back & =? 9 e "p ( my body1 b ! mo/ excruciat+ ( all 0 a t]rible pa9 9 ! c5t] ( my back1 :i* caus$ me to ?9k t my sp9al column _h be5 dislocat$4 ,& !n z if all ( ! tortures ( a ref9$ civilization _h sudd5ly be5 ?ru/ ^u me1 z ?\gh "s sup]natural helli% ag5cy 0 in/rum5tal 9 caus+ me to g ! full limit ( human suff]+1 ^? two devili% ord]lies took hold ( me1 "o by ! head & ! o!r by ! feet1 & )\t any lev]age :atev] to break ! /ra9 ^u my backbone1 !y rais$ & !n dump$ me into ! tub ( ice-wat] bel[4 ,i _h always consid]$ myself invuln]able to bodily pa91 & f e>ly y\? _h s*ool$ myself aga9/ outw>d manife/ation ( suff]+1 no matt] :at ! circum/ances might be1 b on ?is occasion ! p[] ( resi/ance des]t$ me entirely & ,i gave v5t to a h[l1 ( rage l ! bell[+ ( a madd5$ bull1 & p>tly aris+1 endeavor$ to clut* ! ?roat ( ! unfeel+ bea/ at my head1 b too weak to accompli% my purpose ,i fell back into ! tub exhau/$4 ,at ! same "t ! ord]ly took hold ( my own ?roat & almo/ /rangl+ me1 beat my head aga9/ ! tub sev]al times curs+ me "u 8 brea? 9 ! vile/ ( language at ! same "t4 ,look out y don't kill him1 caution$ ! o!r ord]ly at ! foot ( ! tub1 or we might h to g ?r\gh ano!r ( ^? damn$ inve/igations4 ,j !n ! doctor & nurse came )9 ! inclosure1 & inquir$ z to ! cause ( ! commotion4 ,?is damn$ idiot has brok5 loose aga91 & ,i am tea*+ him h[ to behave himself1 repli$ ! ord]ly4 ,well1 he c]ta9ly ne$s a lesson 9 good behavior1 *im$ 9 ! nurse2 ,i _c und]/& :y he has n be5 s5t ov] to ! ,isl& = m /r5u\s treatm5t long ago4 ,:y don't y d z told8 inquir$ ! be-:isk]$ ,dr4 ,savage1 9 a h>% tone ( voice1 z he approa*$ close to me1 b ,i 0 too weak & exhau/$ to answ]1 & m]ely look$ f "o to ! o!r ) ! utmo/ feel+ ( contempt4 ,aft] c5sur+ me /]nly & advis+ me to behave myself 9 ! future1 ! doctor /roll$ away z if su* incid5ts 7 ( trifl+ importance4 ,i 0 kept 9 t tub ( ice-wat]1 freez+1 = fifte5 m9utes1 :ile ! nurse & ord]lies lazily rubb$ my arms1 legs1 & trunk1 & p\r$ pit*] aft] pit*] ( ice-wat] ov] my head1 9 an ef=t to r$uce ! fev]4 ,x 0 a b>b>\s me?od ( treatm5t1 & seem$ ( sev]al h\rs' duration1 b x allay$ t int5se burn+ s5sation1 & put new life & vigor into me4 ,z !y 7 ab\t to transf] me back to ! b$ aga91 ,i quietly in=m$ ! nurse t my back 0 9 a t]rible condition1 & reque/$ t ! ord]lies be in/ruct$ to h&le me a little m c>efully1 & to take hold ( my body in/ead ( my head & feet :5 lift+ me up1 s t ! /ra9 w\ld be less on ! middle ( my back4 ,!re is no?+ ! matt] ) y\r back1 snapp$ %e4 ,i h told y _m times be=e t y only imag9e y\r back hurts4 ,fur!rmore1 we und]/& our bus9ess )\t any advice f y4 ,& ) ?is rejo9d]1 ! ord]lies once m took hold ( my head & heels1 & aft] mu* tugg+ & twi/+1 manag$ to lift me up into ! b$4 ,?is "t ! pa9 seem$ ev5 great] to be> ?an be=e1 b1 summon+ all my w p[]1 ,i manag$ to take ! brutal treatm5t 9 sil5ce1 & said no m4 ,back ^u ! b$ aga91 %iv]+ & %ak+ ) cold z ?\gh my bones w\ld break1 ,i 0 cov]$ ) heavy blankets1 & %ortly aft]w>ds fell asleep1 ?or\ghly exhau/$1 & feel+ assur$ beyond a d\bt t ,i _h once m return$ to civilization4 ,,*apt] ,,xxv ,x is n my int5tion to give a full description ( hospital life z x came "u my p]sonal obs]vation1 nor to rec\nt ! _m cruel acts or cases ( /upid neglig5ce on ! "p ( ! h\se /aff z p]petrat$ ^u myself & o!r pati5ts1 dur+ my /ay 9 ! ,ruff ,hospital z a w>d pati5t1 z to d ! subject ju/ice w\ld require at lea/ a volume 9 itself4 ,nei!r is x my desire to hold responsible any p>ticul> p]son or p]sons = ! exi/5ce ( su* a b>b>\s /ate ( affairs1 9 :i* degrad$ wret*es inflict puni%m5t ^u ! sick1 kn[+ t ?is is b "o ( ! logical results br$ f ! debas+ sy/em kept 9 =ce by a semi-intellig5t class ( selfi% brutes1 :o are crafty en\gh to ga9 control ( o!rs by tea*+ ! cruel & savage doctr9e kn[n z ! survival ( ! fitte/4 ,i h no?+ b a feel+ ( compassion & sorr[ = ^? abject creatures :o mi/reat$ me :5 ,i 0 sick1 kn[+ t !y1 z well z ^? :om !y mi/reat$1 7 b ! victims ( ?is p]nici\s sy/em4 ,9 ! desp]ate /ruggle = a m]e exi/5ce1 mo/ m5 & wom5 are =c$ into employm5t = :i* !y are entirely unfitt$1 & consequ5tly take no o!r int]e/ 9 _! "w ?an t ( receiv+ _! weekly or mon?ly /ip5d4 ,?is fact 0 ?or\ghly demon/rat$ to me by ! action ( sev]al nurses :o appe>$ to look ^u _! "w z tasks to be execut$ me*anically1 in/ead ( duties to be p]=m$ ) pleasure4 ,!n aga91 o!rs :o really pref]r$ ! "w 7 ei!r kept away f x entirely1 or else made dull1 peevi% & irritable by ! great numb] ( h\rs !y 7 =c$ to be on duty ea* day1 ?us turn+ :at %\ld h be5 pleasant employm5t into a drudg]y4 ,& l ! nurses1 s 7 ! ord]lies2 _! daily "w h\rs 7 s long & _! pay s small t only ! lea/ intellig5t & mo/ /upid moral idiots c\ld be secur$ to take positions t %\ld be fill$ by m5 ( ! v highe/ intellig5ce1 "* & sympa?y4 ,! physicians !mselves ,i f\nd to be inexp]i5c$ y\?s1 g5]ally masqu]ad+ "u a set ( :isk]s1 :i* "s p are fooli% en\gh to mi/ake = bra9s & ability4 ,com+ direct f ! m$ical colleges1 !y accept$ ^! positions 9 ord] to ga9 "s practical exp]i5ce at ! exp5se ( ! lives ( ! hospital pati5ts4 ,! bricklay]1 :o devotes 8 life to ! honorable "w ( build+ ! edifice2 ! hod c>ri]1 :o gives 8 be/ s]vices to ! community 9 an equally honorable employm5t2 ! locomotive eng9e]1 :o safely c>ries f city to city a tra9 load ( human be+s ea* day = _m ye>s1 are only fit to be practic$ ^u by inexp]i5c$ physicians1 & abus$ by irritable nurses & cruel ord]lies1 if !y are f9ally ov]come by sickness & ent] a *>ity hospital = treatm5t4 ,= sev]al days ,i lay ^u my little w>d cot 9 ! ,ruff ,hospital1 ) my life hang+ 9 ! balance1 & oblig$ to accept = succor ! abuse & mi/reatm5t ( an inf]ior h\se /aff4 ,& worse /ill1 ,i _h to be an eye witness to cruelties impos$ ^u o!r & less =tunate suff]]s ?an myself4 ,i feel sure t _m a poor fell[ t ,i saw c>ri$ away ^u a /ret*]1 a lifeless corpse1 _h giv5 up all hope ( recov]y & di$1 = ! want ( a few *e]+ words & k9dly sympa?y f sonic "o1 in/ead ( ! con/ant abuse & brutality he 0 subject$ to4 ,i fully believe t ,i myself mu/ h inevitably succumb$ to my pitiless treatm5t1 _h x n be5 = ! fact t ! "y girl1 ,arletta1 visit$ me ea* day = a half h\r1 be/[+ ^u me a t5d] sympa?y1 & manife/+ ! greate/ conc]n = my welf>e & recov]y4 ,i 0 plac$ 9 a mo/ peculi> position4 ,i c\ld get no in=mation :atsoev] f ! doctors1 nurses1 or ord]lies1 & ev5 ,arletta said v little1 & caution$ me aga9/ talk+ or excit+ myself 9 any mann]4 ,i le>n$ en\gh1 h[ev]1 to "k t tw5ty-"o ye>s _h actually elaps$ s9ce my wond]ful exp]i5ce ) ,arletta ( ,sagel&1 & felt conv9c$ beyond a d\bt t ! beautiful "y girl1 :o took su* an int]e/ 9 my welf>e1 0 impell$ by ! same s\l z my noble in/ructress 9 ,natural ,law4 ,b ,i 0 int5sely my/ifi$ & unable to conceive :at _h become ( ! "t betwe5 ! go+ ( ! "o & ! com+ ( ! o!r ,arletta4 ,tw5ty-"o ye>s _h be5 swall[$ up z completely z if !y _h nev] be54 ,ne>ly "o-half ( my life _h pass$ away1 ( :i* ,i c\ld give absolutely no acc\nt4 ,a look into ! mirror 0 a conv9c+ pro( ( ?is fact1 = !re9 ,i saw a :ite-hair$ & premature old man1 ) a ?91 hagg>d & drawn c\nt5ance1 :i* pla9ly %[$ ! results ( hav+ liv$ a life ( h>d%ip1 & almo/ unrecognizable z my own face4 ,my heavy black mu/a*e 0 gone1 & 9 its place no?+ b :ite /ubble rema9$4 ,! m ,i endeavor$ to rea* "s tangible solution ( ! my/]y1 ! m confus$ ,i became4 ,accord+ to ! girl1 ,arletta's /ory1 ,i _h be5 introduc$ to h] at a reception 9 ,p>is ?ree ye>s previ\sly1 _h app>5tly fall5 desp]ately 9 love ) h]1 & made myself obnoxi\s by foll[+ h] ev]y:]e %e w5t = sev]al mon?s4 ,b z nei!r %e nor h] p>5ts lik$ me1 ,i 0 f9ally elud$1 & _h n be5 se5 = ov] two ye>s4 ,accord+ to h] acc\nt1 ,i 0 g5]ally look$ ^u z a ri* g5tleman ( leisure & bad habits1 :o did no?+ b travel & sp5d money recklessly4 ,?is be+ ! case1 ! =emo/ que/ions ( my m9d 73 ,:]e _h ,i gott5 ! money to sp5d s extravagantly8 ,_h ,i liv$ ^? tw5ty-"o ye>s z a rational be+1 e>n+ & accumulat+ weal? & /ill n kn[+ any?+ ab\t x8 ,arletta ( ,sagel& _h told me t !re 0 no su* ?+ z a freak ( nature1 & t ev]y?+ work$ accord+ to ,natural ,law1 b my case c]ta9ly seem$ to be an exception to ! g5]al run ( ?+s4 ,:at w\ld be ! f9al outcome ( my my/]i\s c>e]1 0 a "q to be answ]$ t 0 entirely beyond ! limits ( my imag9ation4 ,x gave me a sev]e pa9 9 ! head to contemplate beyond ! surface ( ! subject1 & ,i f9ally all[$ ! :ole matt] to slip f my att5tion & b5t my ef=ts t[>d recov]y f ! effects ( my physical ailm5ts4 ,"o day ,arletta said to me 9 z k9dly a mann] z possible3 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 ! doctor in=ms me t ! reason y d n get well is because y lack ! w p[] to d s4 ,w p[]1 exclaim$ ,i1 my de> sweet girl1 t is all ,i h left4 ,x is ! only =ce t is keep+ me alive 9 ! face ( ! cruele/ treatm5t man c\ld possibly receive at ! h&s ( 8 fell[ be+s4 ,)\t w p[] ,i %\ld h be5 kill$ long ago by ^! p1 b ?r\gh t ag5cy alone ,i h be5 enabl$ to defy dea? & ,i promise y t ,i %all get well 9 spite ( !m4 ,:y1 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 h[ c y talk s h>%ly aga9/ ^! k9d p8 ,i am sure !y are do+ ev]y?+ )9 _! p[] to make y well4 ,y ?9k s because y "k no?+ ( ! case1 answ]$ ,i4 ,y simply visit ?is place = a half h\r ea* day1 at a "t t ev]y?+ is mov+ along smoo?ly1 & m]ely get a surface view ( matt]s4 ,x is my e>ne/ hope t y may nev] get a practical insight into ^! ?+s by be+ plac$ 9 ! same position z myself or ^! o!r poor fell[s all ar\nd me4 ,if all ! poor un=tunates ,i h se5 c>ri$ out ( ?is w>d1 corpses1 h di$ = want ( ! same k9d ( w p[] ,i require1 !n all ,i c say is t ! doctors "h %\ld be held responsible = a great _m cases ( actual murd]4 ,:y1 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 :at d y mean by talk+ 9 ?is way8 inquir$ %e4 ,j ?is1 repli$ ,i1 ^! doctors are treat+ me = ! wrong ailm5t4 ,i am suff]+ no m f ! effects ( typhoid fev] ?an y are1 b /ill ^! doctors are try+ to cure me ( a malady :i* does n exi/4 ,s9ce recov]+ my memory ,i h obs]v$ t ! _m typhoid pati5ts all ar\nd me h be5 ba!d f five to t5 times daily1 :ile my fev] rises to a po9t :i* necessitates an ice ba? to r$uce x b once ea* day1 & always at ! same h\r1 five o'clock 9 ! aft]noon4 ,9 any "p ( ! _w :]e mal>ia is preval5t ^! symptoms indicate no?+ m nor less ?an *ills & fev] & %\ld be cur$ )9 a day or two by a few doses ( qu99e4 ,i h expla9$ ?is to ! doctors sev]al times1 b ) a wisdom born ( book le>n+ !y h contemptu\sly disreg>d$ my advice & /ill cont9ue to treat me = ent]ic fev]1 & !n lay ! blame ^u me = n gett+ well4 ,d n d\bt me1 my de> girl1 ,i "k :at ,i am talk+ ab\t4 ,up to a few days ago my memory 0 obscur$1 b n[ ,i am 9 my "r s5ses & fully capable ( us+ all ( my reason+ faculties to _! fulle/ ext5t4 ,"s day ,i %all expla9 _m /range ?+s to y1 ( :i* y "k no?+4 ,b n[ ,i mu/ devote all ( my ?\ghts & =ces t[>d rega9+ my =m] physical /r5g?1 & likewise increase my moral & m5tal vigor = a future great "w4 ,arletta said no m at t "t1 b to my great surprise1 ! next day ,i 0 transf]r$ f ! *>ity w>d to a paid private room 9 ano!r "p ( ! hospital4 ,! furni%+s ( ?is room 7 ( ! mo/ luxuri\s description1 & ! nurse in=m$ me t x 0 ! v be/ & highe/ pric$ ap>tm5t 9 ! build+4 ,i aft]w>ds le>n$ t ! co/ ( r5t+ ?is room1 includ+ att5dance1 0 "o hundr$ doll>s p] week4 ,arletta _h secur$ x = me4 ,x 0 really rem>kable h[ quickly ! value ( my life increas$ 9 ! eyes ( ^? hospital att5dants1 by ! exp5diture ( a little money4 ,f a wor?less prolet>iat ,i 0 sudd5ly trans=m$ into a man ( great importance4 ,!re 7 two private nurses to wait on me1 & !y mov$ ) ! cel]ity ( antelopes 9 response to my slighte/ bidd+4 ,!y appe>$ to be bubbl+ ov] ) k9dness & att5tion1 & seem$ to anticipate my e want4 ,! ord]lies treat$ me z if ,i 7 ! cr[n$ rul] ( ! univ]se1 :ile ! doctors display$ an unnatural polit5ess t 0 almo/ amus+4 ,i f\nd out lat] t ,arletta 0 to fee !m all h&somely 9 case ( my e>ly recov]y4 ,my new nurses 7 always ready to answ] que/ions & give me any in=mation ,i want$4 ,^u arriv+ at my new & sumptu\s qu>t]s1 "o ( ! nurses in=m$ me t ,i 0 to receive a p]sonal visit f ! great ,doctor ,"k-all t day4 ,%e fur!r in=m$ me t he 0 consid]$ to be ! lead+ physician ( ,am]ica & t he nev] made a pr(essional call = less ?an "o ?\s& doll>s4 ,z if by appo9tm5t ,arletta & ?is doctor arriv$ at almo/ ! same mom5t4 ,sev]al ( ! h\se physicians also foll[$ him into ! room anxi\s to le>n :at diagnosis ?is celebrat$ practition] w\ld make ( a case :i* _h s baffl$ !m4 ,he lo/ no "t 9 unnecess>y talk b got d[n to "w imm$iately1 fir/ look+ ov] ! *>ts :i* record$ my condition s9ce my entrance to ! hospital4 ,!n he exam9$ me c>efully1 ) v>i\s in/rum5ts1 f ! tip ( my head to ! sole ( my foot1 mean:ile ask+ me _m que/ions on widely diff]5t subjects4 ,at la/ he turn$ to ! h\se physicians & said3 ,x is my op9ion t :5 ?is man fir/ ent]$ ! hospital he 0 m]ely suff]+ f a simple case ( mal>ia & n ent]ic fev]1 z y h diagnos$4 ,s9ce !n 8 kidneys h become affect$1 & he n[ suff]s f bo? mal>ia & lumbago4 ,= ! fev]1 give him t5 gra9s ( qu99e ?ree times a day = two days & gradually dim9i% ! quantity until ! fev] abates entirely4 ,beg9 to fe$ him aft] ! second day4 ,= ! lumbago1 give him at lea/ two qu>ts ( li?ia wat] to dr9k ea* day4 ,n[ z to ! man's m5tal calibre1 ,i f9d him p]fectly sane & normal4 ,b ow+ to a fracture ( ! skull su/a9$ by him "s "t 9 ! pa/1 ! two sides ( 8 bra9 h become sep>at$1 caus+ two di/9ct p]sonalities to exi/4 ,:5 "o side ( ! bra9 works1 ! o!r side rema9s dormant1 & vice v]sa4 ,he likewise possesses a dual memory1 & is only capable ( recollect+ ev5ts z !y happ5 sep>ately & di/9ctly1 accord+ to ! side ( ! bra9 :i* takes ! impression4 ,consequ5tly1 ?is man may h liv$ a p]fectly sane life dur+ ! pa/ tw5ty-"o ye>s1 ( :i* he claims to h no recollection4 ,he may at any "t 9 ! future resume ei!r p]sonality by "s slight m5tal di/urbance1 b 8 two p]sonalities w always rema9 z /rang]s to ea* o!r4 ,hav+ ?us deliv]$ himself1 ! doctor1 :o app>5tly 0 b5t ^u mak+ a few m ?\s& doll> calls t day1 hurri$ly1 b ) great dignity1 /rode out ( ! room1 closely foll[$ by ! o!r physicians4 ,aft] !y _h dep>t$1 & we 7 alone1 ,arletta pull$ a *air up close to ! head ( my b$1 &1 look+ /eadily & e>ne/ly into my eyes1 said3 ,i s9c]ely hope1 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 t y may nev] aga9 resume y\r o!r p]sonality4 ,,*apt] ,,xxvi ,! *ange f a *>ity pati5t to ! highe/ paid pati5t 9 ! ,ruff ,hospital bore magical results1 & ,i 0 soon on ! road to recov]y4 ,! qu99e knock$ all ! fev] out ( me )9 two days4 ,! food ,i 0 giv5 to eat aft] fa/+ two mon?s1 began to /r5g!n me at once & )9 t5 days ,i 0 able to walk ab\t ! room4 ,arletta nev] fail$ to visit me at lea/ once ea* day1 & on "s days1 two & ?ree times4 ,) ea* visit %e br\ght fl[]s1 fruit1 or "s little delicacy1 & ,i 0 n long 9 discov]+ t %e 0 tak+ m ?an an ord9>y int]e/ 9 me4 ,z ! days flew by1 h] visits became m frequ5t & ( long] duration1 until f9ally x seem$ z if %e almo/ liv$ 9 my ap>tm5t4 ,_m times %e came 9 ! morn+ & rema9$ all day1 tak+ h] lun* ) me 9 ! meantime4 ,z my heal? improv$1 & ,i became m vigor\s 9 bodily /r5g?1 ^? same feel+s ( admiration & love ,i bore = ! fir/ ,arletta took a firm hold ( me until x seem$ t %e 0 a "p ( my v life4 ,ah6 ^? 7 happy & heav5ly days inde$4 ,! happ9ess ,i enjoy$ !re1 0 ( t k9d :i* c only exi/ betwe5 two s\ls =e-orda9$ & mat$ to ea* o!r = all et]nity4 ,z ! "t w5t by-all too rapidly-we _h mu* to talk ab\t4 ,arletta describ$ ! _m progressive /rides made by sci5ce & inv5tion dur+ ! tw5ty-"o ye>s 9 :i* my m9d 0 a blank1 & ,i told h] hair-rais+ /ories ( my e>ly travels & adv5tures 9 all p>ts ( ! _w4 ,we said v little reg>d+ my o!r p]sonality4 ,t subject appe>$ di/a/eful1 & caus$ h] to %udd] :5ev] x 0 br\ght up4 ,%e seem$ to ?9k t 9 my o!r "* ,i 0 all t 0 l[1 mean & contemptible1 :ile %e op5ly av[$ t my pres5t self 0 noble1 honorable1 & manly4 ,!re 0 "o hit*1 h[ev]1 :i* seem$ to take root & /& ?reat5+ly 9 ! pa? ( absolute h>mony betwe5 u1 & t 0 my belief 9 ,natural ,law4 ,%e refus$ to believe ! /ory ,i told h] ( ! wond]ful ,sagewoman ( :om %e 0 ! re-inc>nation1 claim+ t x 0 no?+ m nor less ?an a fancy ( my disord]$ bra94 ,%e also seem$ greatly displeas$ :5 ,i in=m$ h] t x 0 my int5tion to g out into ! _w & tea* ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law4 ,x pa9$ h] to ?9k t ,i %\ld all[ myself to ev5 "q ! au!nticity & infallibility ( ! ,bible4 ,h] fai? 0 s /rong & h] nature s g5tle t ,i refra9$ f discuss+ ! subject 9 any =m1 aft] ,i f\nd h[ mu* %e griev$ ov] x4 ,s ,i said no m ab\t my exp]i5ce ) ! div9e ,sagewoman & my promise to foll[ h] in/ructions dur+ ! rema9d] ( my natural life1 b conf9$ my conv]sation to o!r subjects1 & to ! full enjoym5t ( h] daily companion%ip dur+ my p]iod ( convalesc5ce4 ,day by day my weight & /r5g? increas$1 until at la/ ! "t arriv$ = me to quit ! hospital & g into ! out] _w4 ,i _h made no plans z to :at ,i %\ld d :5 ?r[n ^u my own res\rces1 b felt confid5t t once well & /rong ,i %\ld f9d pl5ty ( "w to d ) bo? my h&s & bra94 ,arletta1 :o appe>$ to h an unlimit$ bank acc\nt1 0 g5]\sly supply+ me ) e com=t & luxury t money c\ld pur*ase1 not)/&+ my e>ne/ prote/s aga9/ x4 ,! tailor _h visit$ me1 tak5 my measure1 & return$ a f9e black frock suit ( clo!s4 ,! hatt] _h furni%$ a silk tile1 ! %oemak]1 %oes1 & ! hab]da%] all ! o!r articles necess>y to complete my we>+ app>el 9 ! mo/ up-to-date /yle4 ,! b>b]1 ! manicuri/s1 & ev5 ! *iropodi/ _h visit$ me & tak5 extra pa9s 9 poli%+ me (f4 ,y are ! h&some/ old g5tleman 9 ,new ,york1 said ,arletta1 girli%ly1 z %e saw me = ! fir/ "t dress$ 9 /reet clo!s1 & all ready to take my dep>ture4 ,b y d n look s old1 aft] all1 %e add$ reflectively1 if x 7 n = y\r :ite hair y might pass = a man ( ?irty-five4 ,my6 :at a great big fell[ y are6 ,really1 ,i am afraid t all ( ! wom5 at ! ,waldoria w become infatuat$ ) y at fir/ sight1 cont9u$ %e1 critically look+ me ov] f head to foot4 ,& :at d y mean by ! ,waldoria8 inquir$ ,i4 ,! ,waldoria ,hotel1 answ]$ %e4 ,i h arrang$ = y to live !re until y h ?or\ghly recup]at$ & rega9$ y\r full /r5g?-!re1 n[1 no m objections1 or ,i %all become angry4 ,at pres5t1 y are 9 my *>ge1 & mu/ d j :at ,i tell y4 ,not)/&+ ,i consid] ! task ( foll[+ y\r in/ructions a mo/ pleasant "o1 repli$ ,i1 /ill x seems to me t ,i am n do+ exactly "r 9 accept+ y\r mo/ g5]\s (f]+s1 = ! simple reason t ,i %all nev] be able to repay y = all y h done4 ,i h be5 amply repaid already1 said ,arletta1 by ! miracul\s trans=mation ( a v bad & (f5sive man :om ,i did n l1 into a ?or\ghly good "o :om ,i d l4 ,s say no m ab\t ! matt]1 = ! pres5t at lea/4 ,aft] y h fully recov]$ f ! effects ( ! t]rible ordeal ?r\gh :i* y h j pass$1 !n ,i %all consid] any prote/s y may h to (f]1 b n be=e4 ,i h ord]$ ! c>riage to come = y at noon1 & h giv5 in/ructions to h y tak5 to ! hotel4 ,:5 y arrive !re1 y w g to ! head cl]k's desk & h& him y\r c>d4 ,"h %e gave me a small package ( visit+ c>ds on :i* 0 inscrib$ ,john ,conv]t4 ,y w !n ask to be %[n to y\r ap>tm5ts1 :i* h be5 settl$ = 9 advance = "o ye>1 aft] :i* make y\rself z com=table z possible 9 ! place4 ,d n m5tion y\r bus9ess 9 any way z x p]ta9s to y & me4 ,x w be impossible = me to see y z (t5 z ,i %\ld l1 b :5ev] x is conv5i5t ,i %all h y come & see me4 ,i am /opp+ at a diff]5t hotel 9 ano!r "p ( ! city1 & = reasons be/ kn[n to myself1 ,i %all cont9ue to )hold my la/ "n f y1 z y seem to h no recollection ( x :atev]1 & x w also be necess>y = ! pres5t to meet y 9 "s out-(-!-way place1 :i* ,i w designate lat]4 ,p]haps "s day y w le>n :o ,i am1 & all ab\t me1 b until ,i am ready to furni% y ) fur!r in=mation conc]n+ my id5tity1 ,i %all rely ^u y\r honor z a man n to und]take1 by any me?ods :atsoev]1 to discov] :o ,i am1 or :]e ,i reside4 ,) ?is my/]i\s admonition & a t5d] f>ewell1 ,arletta left me 9 ! dep? ( m$itation z to :at /range occurr5ce nature's /oreh\se might /ill conta9 = me1 & a few m9utes lat] ,i 0 notifi$ t ! c>riage 0 9 wait+4 ,,*apt] ,,xxvii ,x w\ld be almo/ impossible to record my impressions ( ! diff]5t ?+s t came to my notice = ! fir/ "t 9 tw5ty-"o ye>s1 z ,i 0 driv5 f ! hospital to ! hotel4 ,:ile great progress _h tak5 place 9 _m l9es dur+ t "t1 /ill aft] hav+ _h su* a reali/ic m5tal picture ( ! wond]s ( ,sage-l& /amp$ ^u my m9d1 ! new inv5tions1 su* z trolley c>s1 automobiles1 etc41 :i* ,i _h nev] se5 be=e1 seem$ crude & insignificant4 ,z ,i pass$ f /reet to /reet ,i c\ld n fail to obs]ve ! great disord] t prevail$ ev]y:]e1 9 ! =emo/ city ( ! _w4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 ,i 0 /ruck by ! inh>moni\s & ragg$ appe>ance ( ! build+s4 ,"h 0 a tall skyscrap] ( nice :ite m>ble ?irty /ories high1 t[]+ up into ! cl\ds l a great beanpole1 :ile on "o side ( x 0 a squatty little two-/ory r$ brick /ructure1 & on ! o!r side a six-/ory br[n /one build+1 ! :ole =m+ a mo/ irregul> & di/ract+ appe>ance to ! eye4 ,9 o!r places1 "r 9 ! he>t ( ! city1 & adjo9+ well-design$ build+s1 7 vacant lots inclos$ by high ugly bo>d f5ces1 on :i* 7 pa9t$ fanta/ic & ridicul\s adv]tisem5ts4 ,^! defects1 ( c\rse1 c\ld only be ?or\ghly rem$i$ by putt+ into =ce ! logical economic pr9ciple ( ,/ate own]%ip ( all l& & build+s1 in/ead ( p]mitt+ ! individual to d z he pleas$ ) prop]ty made valuable by ! community4 ,! dis>rangem5t ( ! build+s1 h[ev]1 m]ely typifi$ ! incongru\s & illogical disorganization ( ! p !mselves4 ,= in/ance1 "h 0 a big1 /rong1 well-f$ fa%ionably groom$ "y man1 walk+ along ! /reet1 c>ry+ no heavi] burd5 ?an a light walk+ /ick1 :ile j beside him 0 a half-/>v$ old woman1 almo/ b5t d\ble "u ! weight ( a l>ge basket ( clo!s %e _h wa%$ = somebody else4 ,!n aga91 "h 7 two big1 /rong m51 p]*$ ^u ! driv]'s seat ( a magnific5t c>riage1 drawn by two great p[]ful horses1 & convey+ ab\t ! city = recreation a dyspeptic lap-dog1 :ile trudg+ along ! gutt] 9 se>* ( "w or some?+ to eat 0 a weak1 ill-f$1 brok5-d[n old man1 :o _h1 no d\bt1 giv5 ! be/ ye>s ( 8 life to ! actual labor :i* _h increas$ ! weal? ( ! community4 ,along ! /reets ev]y:]e 7 dirty "y boys ( t5d] age1 :o %\ld h be5 at s*ool or play1 ru%+ madly 9 e direction1 try+ to e>n a few c5ts by ! sale ( newspap]s1 poli%+ %oes1 & act+ z *ore boys4 ,little brass b&s 7 scatt]$ ab\t "h & !re1 bray+ =? inh>moni\sly1 & organ gr9d]s & /reet piano play]s 7 r5d+ ! air ) bad music 9 return = a few p5nies1 ?r[n to !m by pass+ p$e/rians4 ,v5d]s ( fruit1 %oe-/r+s1 coll>-buttons1 & o!r light m]*&ise 7 scatt]$ along ! sidewalks & gutt]s1 try+ to e>n a liv+ by ! sale ( _! w>es1 :ile begg>s occasionally /opp$ ! m =tunate memb]s ( society ) pa!tic importunities = money to buy bread4 ,cabm5 & horses 7 wa/+ ! public p[] by /&+ idly ab\t wait+ = engagem5ts1 or else driv+ aimlessly 9 all directions1 se>*+ = patronage4 ,wagons ( e description 7 ru%+ ab\t hi!r & ?i!r 9 a wret*$ly unsy/ematic me?od ( retail deliv]y1 utiliz+ 9 _m cases ! labor ( two m5 & a team ( horses to c>ry a small package sev]al miles di/ant4 ,c\ntless little retail m]*ants1 ) an incalculable =ce ( manag]s1 cl]ks1 book-keep]s1 err& boys1 etc41 7 fairly ?r[+ away ! public p[] 9 enorm\s quantities ?r\gh ! bra9less /ruggle ( competitive trade4 ,all ^! imp]fections c\ld be extirpat$ by ! abolition ( ! money sy/em1 ?\ght ,i1 z ! c>riage came to a /&/ill 9 front ( a great br[n /one edifice1 & ! driv] ann\nc$ t we _h rea*$ our de/9ation4 ,! door ( ! c>riage 0 swung op5 by a uni=m$ employee1 &1 alight+ !refrom1 ,i 0 imm$iately u%]$ into ! ma9 (fice ( ! lead+ in/itution ( its k9d 9 ! ,_w--! ,waldoria ,hotel4 ,x 0 q a new s5sation = me to ent] ?is great ho/elry z a gue/1 hav+ sp5t ! =e "p ( my life z a r\gh adv5tur] :o _h nev] kn[n ! mean+ ( luxury or ref9em5t4 ,b /ill1 someh[ or o!r1 x always seem$ natural = me to c>ry myself prop]ly 9 :atev] position ,i happ5$ to be plac$1 & on ?is occasion ,i felt compos$ & at my ease z ,i ent]$ & made kn[n my id5tity to ! head cl]k4 ,?is pomp\s s]vant %[$ extraord9>y affability & polit5ess t[>d me1 :i* caus$ me to wond] h[ ,i %\ld h be5 receiv$ by him _h ,i be5 a %oemak]1 a c>p5t]1 or "s o!r hone/ son ( toil1 ^: labor increases ! weal? ( ! _w1 in/ead ( a money$ g5tleman ( leisure & extravagance1 z he evid5tly suppos$ me to be4 ,y\r secret>y has deposit$ five ?\s& doll>s to y\r cr$it "h1 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 said he1 h&+ me a blank *eque book1 s if y w k9dly give me y\r signature = c]tification1 y c !n draw ^u t am\nt z y see fit4 ,9 a/oni%m5t ,i 0 ab\t to in=m him t ,i _h no secret>y1 & t ! money 0 n m9e1 :5 x occurr$ to me t p]haps ,arletta1 or h] ag5t1 if %e _h "o1 mu/ h pret5d$ to be my secret>y4 ,s ,i said no?+ & did z reque/$4 ,^u be+ %[n to my ap>tm5ts1 a h&somely furni%$ suite ( two rooms & a ba?1 ^u ! t5? floor1 ,i 0 fur!r amaz$ to f9d !re9 a trunk1 two dress-suit cases1 a travel+ bag1 & six suits ( f9e clo!s1 made 9 diff]5t /yles1 f an ev5+ dress to a sack bus9ess suit4 ,& ! b$/ead1 tables & bureaus 7 lit]ally cov]$ ) articles1 su* z a ba?-robe1 pajamas1 und]we>1 %irts1 coll>s1 cuffs1 gloves1 hats1 %oes1 etc41 all br& new & m>k$ ,john ,conv]t4 ,^u ! dress+ case 0 a small jewel box1 conta9+ sev]al k9ds ( gold cuff buttons1 diamond sc>f p9s1 & a solid gold wat*1 on ! inside ( :i* 0 inscrib$1 ,f ,arletta to ,john4 ,x took "s "t = me to get ov] ! wond]m5t into :i* ,i 0 plung$ at ! sight ( ^! ?+s1 & ! contemplation ( h[ f> ,arletta int5d$ go+ be=e ceas+ h] b5evol5t acts t[>ds me1 b aft] sp5d+ an h\r or two 9 becom+ accu/om$ to my surr\nd+s & putt+ ! v>i\s articles away into ! bureaus & w>drobes1 ,i decid$ to make a g5]al survey ( ! entire hotel premises4 ,i le>n$ t ! ,waldoria ,hotel 0 ?irty /ories high1 & cov]$ an entire block 9 ! mo/ fa%ionable di/rict 9 ,new ,york ,city4 ,9 _m ways x resembl$ a small city 9 itself1 conta9+ a bank1 !atre1 music hall1 photograph gall]y1 art /udio1 gymnasium1 laundry1 electric plant1 ,turki% ba?s1 tonsorial ap>tm5ts1 brok]s' (fices1 libr>y1 & v>i\s ball-rooms1 besides f\r diff]5t re/aurants1 two cafes1 & sev]al reception & smok+ rooms = ! use ( its patrons4 ,! entire ro( ( ! build+ 0 utiliz$ z a prom5ade & summ] g>d5 = musical ent]ta9m5ts4 ,! hotel c\ld accommodate ab\t ?ree ?\s& gue/s1 :o occupi$ ap>tm5ts1 ! r5tals ( :i* co/ f ?ree to "o hundr$ & fifty doll>s p] day4 ,ab\t two ?\s& employees 7 necess>y to keep ! e/abli%m5t 9 good runn+ ord]4 ,ea* floor _h a sep>ate cl]k & corps ( att5dants1 & nobody c\ld ga9 admission to any ( ! ap>tm5t floors except ! occupants & _! gue/s4 ,all ( ! ap>tm5ts ( ! hotel1 f ! magnific5t ,royal ,suite to ! s+le b$rooms ( ! transi5ts1 7 furni%$ 9 ! mo/ luxuri\s mann] possible4 ,co/ly drap]ies1 priceless pa9t+s1 & exquisite furni%+s ( e description1 adorn$ ! draw+-rooms1 ball-rooms1 foy]s & re/aurants4 ,/atues ( anci5t p]sonages ornam5t$ ! diff]5t hallways1 :ile ! c>v$ m>ble & woodwork se5 ev]y:]e %[$ spl5did workman%ip4 ,sweet /ra9s ( music f ! or*e/ras /ation$ 9 diff]5t balconies c\ld be he>d 9 mo/ any "p ( ! build+4 ,seat$ on ei!r side ( ! long1 commodi\s corridors1 on l\nges ov]hung by palms & tropical plants ( v>i\s descriptions1 7 m5 & wom5 ( ! fa%ionable set1 :o repres5t$ ! l>ge/ portion ( weal? ( ! community4 ,! wom5 ) _! l[-cut g[ns1 highly p]fum$1 & weight$ d[n ) jewels ( e k9d1 =m$ a brilliant spectacle t 0 bewit*+ & bewild]+ to behold4 ,!y vi$ ) "o ano!r 9 ! display ( _! gorge\s g[ns & jewels1 ) ! desire to impress ^u ea* o!r !reby ! weal? !y possess$ & ! position !y held 9 society4 ,9 fact1 weal? seem$ to be ! pr$om9ant feature ( _! :ole exi/5ce4 ,beautiful "y wom5 sc>cely out ( _! te5s1 c\ld be se5 pay+ all ( _! att5tions to decrepit1 bald-head$ old m5 ( app>5t opul5ce1 :ile on ! o!r h&1 "y & a?letic look+ m5 7 c\rt+ wom5 old en\gh to be _! gr&mo!rs4 ,9 ei!r case1 ! "y 7 q will+ to sell _! p]sons = weal?4 ,^! unnatural facts pla9ly demon/rat$ to :at dep?s ! human be+1 w g 9 an endeavor to secure money1 or ! p[] d]iv$ !refrom4 ,9 ! re/aurants1 ! mo/ crim9al extravagance 0 practic$ by ^! money$ p1 9 _m cases ! co/ly vi&s & high-pric$ w9es ord]$ be+ only p>tly consum$1 & ! rema9d] left to be ?r[n into ! wa/e b>rel4 ,9 fact1 x appe>$ t ! individual's importance 0 gaug$ by ! am\nt ( money he c\ld sp5d1 & m5 :o no d\bt 9 a great _m cases squeez$ ! p5nies f ! poor labor+ classes ?r\gh _! diff]5t f9ancial me?ods ( confiscation1 ?\ght no?+ ( sp5d+ f five to fifty doll>s = a s+le meal4 ,9 %ort1 ,i f\nd ! ,waldoria ,hotel to be a sort ( a heav5ly place1 infe/$ pr9cipally by helli% be+s-a welcome ne/ = p ) money b a v unwelcome place = p]sons :o _h none4 ,x made absolutely no diff]5ce h[ p got _! money z long z !y _h x4 ,! /one masons1 iron-work]s1 c>p5t]s1 pa9t]s1 plumb]s & o!r labor]s :o built ! beautiful edifice 7 n all[$ inside ( x4 ,! furniture mak]s1 c>pet & tape/ry weav]s1 int]ior decorators1 etc41 ?r\gh ^: skill ! hotel 0 made gr&1 7 n p]mitt$ to enjoy ! magnific5ce ( _! own creation4 ,b ow+ to ! /upid money sy/em1 :i* ^! labor]s !m selves help to keep 9 =ce1 ! results ( _! comb9$ ef=ts 7 ei!r usurp$ by an unproductive class =tunate en\gh to be born ri*1 or ^? %rewd en\gh to accumulate money1 su* z tru/ manag]s1 bank]s1 real e/ate speculators1 /ock jobb]s1 & brok]s1 gambl]s1 burgl>s1 money loan sw9dl]s1 high sal>i$ cl]gym51 etc4 ,,*apt] ,,xxviii ,9 look+ ov] ! daily newspap]s ! next morn+ my att5tion 0 =cefully call$ to ! fact t fully n9e-t5?s ( ! news columns 0 giv5 to ! promulgation ( crime 9 all its v>i\s =ms1 ( :i* n9ety p] c5t c\ld be directly trac$ to ! money evil1 ( :i* ! sy/em ( individual accumulation mu/ be held responsible4 ,= ! b5efit ( future g5]ations :o may desire in=mation t w give !m an exact idea ( ! real value ( _! civiliz$ ance/ors1 ,i h]e) reproduce a few extracts f ! newspap]s1 ^w = ^w1 j z ! despat*es 7 publi%$4 ,albany1 ,n4 ,y41 ,special ,despat*3 ,x is report$ on high au?ority t ,/ate ,s5ator ,grab has receiv$ a half million doll>s1 to be di/ribut$ among ! v>i\s s5ators & assemblym51 = ! purpose ( secur+ _! votes 9 ex*ange = c]ta9 legislative laws t w favor ! ,gas ,tru/ 9 its iniquit\s squeeze ( ! p = high] rates4 ,sev]al s5ators h op5ly ?reat5$ to vote aga9/ ^! measures1 claim+ t ,s5ator ,grab is act+ ! hog & w n divide ! booty fairly among !m4 ,fall ,riv]1 ,mass43 ,t5 ?\s& work+m5 & wom5 h be5 ?r[n out ( employm5t by ! mills ( ?is city1 ow+ to ! unprec$5t$ rise 9 ! price ( cotton1 caus$ by ! rec5t manipulations ( t fam\s ,wall ,/reet speculator1 ,dan ,bull1 :o by =c+ up ! prices 9 ! speculative m>ket has add$ millions to 8 own bank acc\nt dur+ ! pa/ few weeks4 ,! mills h be5 %ut d[n indef9itely & />vation is n[ fac+ ?\s&s ( m51 wom5 & *ildr5 z a consequ5ce4 ,brooklyn1 ,n4 ,y43 ,! m>riage c]emony betwe5 ! ,"r ,rev]5d ,q4 ,t4 ,getri*1 ,bi%op ( ,new ,york1 & ,mrs4 ,e4 ,z4 ,money 0 solemniz$ "h today ) great pomp1 & att5d$ by "s ( ! v weal?ie/ & mo/ fa%ionable p ( ! c\ntry4 ,x has be5 sugge/$ by "s ungodly reprobate t p]haps ! "y & h&some bi%op m>ri$ ! fat & ag$ wid[ to ga9 possession ( h] millions1 b ?is sacrilegi\s imputation is furi\sly res5t$ by all pi\s *ur* memb]s4 ,*icago1 ,ill43 ,municipal own]%ip ( public utilities seems to h be5 giv5 a s]i\s setback by ! v co/ly & unsuccessful exp]im5t ?is city und]took 9 op]at+ its own electric & wat] plants dur+ ! pa/ ye>4 ,x appe>s t city (ficials are j z susceptible to ! *>m ( money z private corporations1 & j z will+1 by corrupt me?ods1 to fleece ! public 9 ord] to obta9 x4 ,x is evid5t t z long z !re is money 9 use !re w always be boodl]s4 ,baltimore1 ,md43 ,! pure food inspectors ( ?is city aft] hav+ made an inspection ( ! diff]5t cann$ goods1 h come to ! conclusion t at lea/ n9ety p] c5t4 ( ! same is adult]at$ & t ! public is be+ sl[ly poison$ to dea?4 ,! gre$ ( ! v>i\s conc]ns :i* produce ^! ?+s = bigg] pr(its1 causes !m to use *eap *emicals 9 _! adult]ative me?ods 9 place ( high] pric$ & g5u9e sub/ances4 ,^! inspectors make ! a/oni%+ /atem5t t !y believe all foods & dr9ks are m or less adult]at$ & t 9 ! g5]al ru% = money pr(its1 ! inhabitants ( ! _w are actually poison+ ea* o!r by sl[ degrees4 ,/4 ,l\is1 ,mo43 ,an epidemic ( diph!ria is rag+ 9 ?is city & hundr$s ( *ildr5 are dy+ daily f ! effects ( its ravages4 ,! dea?s 9 mo/ cases are *ildr5 ( ! poor] classes :o _c af=d to pay ! exorbitant prices lately put ^u antitox9 by ! ,m$ic9e ,tru/4 ,?is tru/1 :i* controls ! supply ( antitox91 has increas$ ! price ne>ly two hundr$ p] c5t1 dur+ ! pa/ ye> at diff]5t int]vals1 until x has n[ become absolutely prohibitive to all except ! weal?y4 ,unless !re is some?+ done imm$iately to alleviate ?is condition ( affairs1 ! lives ( ?\s&s ( "y *ildr5 w be blott$ out1 :i* might o!rwise h be5 sav$4 ,kokomo1 ,ind43 ,an awful trag$y took place 9 ?is t[n ye/]day :5 ,pet] ,doles1 app>5tly driv5 insane f pov]ty & want ( employm5t1 kill$ 8 wife & five *ildr5 by splitt+ _! heads op5 ) an axe1 & aft]w>d ?ru/ a knife into 8 own he>t4 ,doles 0 at "o "t a weal?y citiz5 ( ?is place1 b speculation 0 ! cause ( 8 d[nfall4 ,philadelphia1 ,pa43 ,a t]rible /ate ( affairs has be5 br\ght to light "h by ! police :o h discov]$ t a regul> sy/em ( *ild murd] has be5 9 practice = "s "t by a syndicate ( fi5ds :o murd] *ildr5 = ! insurance4 ,^! fi5ds1 :o secur$ _! victims f regul>ly op]at$ baby f>ms ( illegitimate *ildr51 w\ld h _! lives insur$ = l>ge sums & !n de/roy !m aft]w>ds1 9 ord] to obta9 ! insurance money4 ,pat]son1 ,n4 ,j43 ,u4 ,r4 ,dire 0 s5t5c$ to be hung today = ! murd] ( 8 fa!r4 ,"s "t ago1 "y ,dire obta9$ in=mation t 8 millionaire fa!r 0 ab\t to make a new w1 & cut him (f )\t money1 s he delib]ately ent]$ into a cold-blood$ plan ) 8 fa!r's secret>y to murd] ! old man by poison4 ,! secret>y aft]w>d turn$ ,/ate's evid5ce & ^u 8 te/imony ! "y man 0 convict$4 ,r5o1 ,nev43 ,?is t[n 0 ! sc5e ( murd]\s outlawry la/ night :5 an organiz$ b& ( burgl>s ga9$ entrance to a local bank1 & blew up ! vaults4 ,! night wat*man discov]$ _! pres5ce1 & rais+ an al>m br\ght ! police & o!r citiz5s to ! premises4 ,!n occurr$ a g5]al enc\nt] betwe5 ! police & ! burgl>s 9 :i* ov] a hundr$ %ots 7 fir$1 caus+ ! dea? ( ?ree policem51 two private citiz5s & f\r ( ! burgl>s4 ,! rema9d] ( ! desp]adoes jump$ on _! horses & escap$ ) ! money4 ,bo/on1 ,mass43 ,rev4 ,d4 ,d4 ,sly1 ! em95t cl]gyman ( ?is city1 ann\nc$ today t he has receiv$ a call f ! ,"l to take up 8 "w 9 ano!r field4 ,he w leave at once = ,new ,york ,city1 :]e he w take *>ge ( a fa%ionable ,fif? ,av5ue pa/orate4 ,rev]5d ,sly's sal>y w be increas$ f two ?\s& five hundr$ to five ?\s& doll>s p] annum ?r\gh ! *ange1 :i* once m br+s up ! "q z to :e!r ! ,"l 0 ev] kn[n to call a pa/or to a new field at a l[] sal>y4 ,buffalo1 ,n4 ,y43 ,a case br\ght up 9 c\rt "h today %[s to :at ext5t ! extortionate loan %>ks w g 9 _! gre$ = money4 ,x 0 prov$ t two ye>s ago ,o4 ,u4 ,curr loan$ ,mrs4 ,kate ,poor1 a wa%]-woman ) ?ree small *ildr51 ! sum ( fifty doll>s on h\sehold furniture4 ,a contract 0 ent]$ into1 :]eby ! wid[ 0 to pay int]e/ at ! rate ( tw5ty p] c5t p] mon? until ! pr9cipal _h be5 paid4 ,mrs4 ,poor /at$ "u oa? t %e has already paid ,curr1 9 mon?ly in/allm5ts1 ov] ?ree hundr$ doll>s & t %e is /ill indebt$ to him = ! orig9al loan ( fifty doll>s4 ,scranton1 ,pa43 ,trades ,unionism is receiv+ a great deal ( public c5sure at pres5t 9 ?is city1 ow+ to ! rec5t disclosure made aga9/ ,judas ,pilate1 a union ag5t1 :o has be5 blackmail+ diff]5t contractors = sev]al ye>s pa/1 by mak+ !m pay him l>ge sums ( money1 "u ?reats ( ord]+ union m5 to /rike4 ,x has be5 prov$ t ,pilate has secur$ ov] fifty ?\s& doll>s by ?is me?od4 ,8 foll[]s1 h[ev]1 /ill rema9 loyal to him1 not)/&+ he sold !m out _m times & br\ght disrepute ^u ,trades ,unionism4 ,h>risburg1 ,pa43 ,! v>i\s manufactur]s ( cig>ettes 9 ?is /ate h b&$ toge!r to defeat ! ,anti-,cig>ette ,league 9 its ef=ts to h laws pass$ =bidd+ ! sale ( cig>ettes to *ildr54 ,:ile ! manufactur]s d n d5y t ! cig>ette is wreck+ ! physical1 m5tal1 & moral "* ( ! ,am]ican y\?1 !y cont5d t x w prove detrim5tal to _! bus9ess int]e/s1 & !reby cause a loss ( _m ?\s& doll>s if ! ,anti-,cig>ette ,law is put into effect4 ,reliable /ati/ics = ! pa/ ?ree ye>s %[ t "o hundr$ ?\s& *ildr5 are ru9$ annually by smok+ cig>ettes4 ,pittsburg1 ,pa43 ,! ,/eel ,tru/ has made a g5]al r$uction 9 ! sal>ies ( all its employees ?r\gh\t ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 :i* w decrease ! wages ( ! work] f t5 to tw5ty p] c5t1 & affect+ 9 ! neighborhood ( two hundr$ ?\s& m54 ,x is e/imat$ t ?is sweep+ r$uction w save ! ,/eel ,tru/ approximately tw5ty millions ( doll>s p] ye>4 ,ow+ to ! manipulations ( ! ,wall ,/reet s*em]s1 ?is sav+ becomes necess>y to keep ! ,tru/ 9 exi/5ce1 z 9 ! great m]g] ( ! sev]al diff]5t /eel companies1 ! actual valuation ( ! plants 0 increas$ "o hundr$ times ov] 9 wat]$ /ock1 s t x n only becomes necess>y = ^? :o d ! labor to pay divid5ds on bona fide inve/m5ts ( ! capitali/s1 b to pay divid5ds on wat]$ /ock crim9ally increas$ "o hundr$ fold besides4 ,?is decrease 9 wages w cause great suff]+ among ! labor+ classes1 =1 ow+ to ! increas$ co/ ( liv+ caus$ by ! rais+ ( prices by ! v>i\s food tru/s1 x is almo/ impossible = ! ord9>y man to make bo? ends meet4 ,x appe>s to all ?\ghtful /ud5ts ( political economy t ! object ( ^? 9 control ( ! money m>kets is to limit ! supply ( necessities ( life1 s t ! dem& = !m w =ce prices up1 &1 by decreas+ production1 w cause a sup]flu\s quantity ( labor1 :i*1 9 turn1 w =ce wages d[n4 ,) *eap labor to produce1 & a high sell+ price = ! production1 ! tru/ manag]s & o!r f9anci]s h easily solv$ ! "q ( h[ to legally confiscate ! weal? ( ! _w4 ,new ,york ,city3 ,a great w> is n[ be+ wag$ betwe5 ! ri* t5em5t h\se own]s & _! poor t5ants on ! ,ea/ ,side1 :i* promises to end 9 lawlessness1 riots1 & mu* suff]+ 9 consequ5ce4 ,x appe>s t ! own]s ( ^! h\ses h increas$ ! r5ts f "t to "t until !y are n[ beyond ! rea* ( ! t5ants' ability to pay4 ,at lea/ ?ree ?\s& ( ^! occupants h b&$ toge!r to fight ! la/ raise1 :ile ! l&lords h also comb9$ to evict !m unless !y comply ) ! t]ms4 ,! t5ants1 :o are mo/ly h>d work+ labor]s1 claim t x is utt]ly impossible = !m to meet ! extortionate prices ( foods1 fuel1 gas1 oil1 & r5ts1 n[ be+ =c$ ^u !m by ! f9anci]s ) ! small am\nt ( wages t !y receive = _! "w f ! indu/riali/s1 & if !y are evict$ f _! pres5t homes x is a problem z to :at !y w d or :]e !y w g4 ,! l&lords claim t is none ( _! conc]n2 t !y !mselves are m]ely foll[+ ! sy/em n[ 9 exi/5ce ( gett+ all !y c1 ?r\gh _! prop]ty rights1 accord+ to ! law ( supply & dem&4 ,"s ( !m ev5 claim t ^! t5ants are no?+ m ?an v]m91 anyway1 & t x w\ld be well to pu% !m all into ! ,ea/ ,riv] & ext]m9ate !m entirely4 ,! newspap] articles1 :i* ,i h reproduc$1 are b a few ( ! ?\s&s *ronicl$ daily ( ! t]rible crimes :i* take place 9 all p>ts ( civiliz$ ,*ri/5dom ov] ! individual possession ( money1 or its equival5t1 & !y also demon/rate t aft] n9ete5 hundr$ ye>s ( ,*ri/ianity ! _w /ill rema9s 9 a savage /ate4 ,! ,*ri/ian mu/ admit1 if he w /op & consid]1 t !re mu/ be some?+ lack+ 9 8 religion1 if aft] all ^! c5turies1 su* b>b>\s conditions /ill exi/4 ,:at is lack+8 ,?is "q c be answ]$ 9 a few words4 ,! abolition ( ! money sy/em4 ,! eradication ( individual accumulation4 ,! sub/itution ( unit$ labor & hone/ di/ribution4 ,! adh]5ce to ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law4 ,_h ,*ri/ taught ,natural ,law in/ead ( sup]natural religion1 _h he be5 an organiz] & />t$ a movem5t t[>d ! abolition ( ! money sy/em & e/abli%$ a unit$ labor organization 9 place ( ! sy/em ( individual accumulation1 ! _w long ere ?is w\ld h be5 a heav5ly abid+ place = ! human family1 in/ead ( a see?+ furnace ( petty qu>rels1 murd]\s fights1 & selfi% /rife among all ( ! inhabitants4 ,:y %\ld "o hog h m to eat ?an ano!r8 ,:y %\ld "o man h m luxuries & privileges ?an ano!r8 ,:y %\ld ! man :o conceives an idea receive a great] rew>d ?an he :o puts ! idea into execution8 ,:y %\ld ! man :o works ) 8 bra9 h m ( ! sweets ( life ?an he :o works ) 8 h&s8 ,:y %\ld ! man :o lays ! brick h m ( ! _w's goods ?an he :o c>ries ! brick mort> to him8 ,^! que/ions d n apply alone to ! capitali/1 b also to ! labor] z well1 & z long z ! labor+ classes *ampion ! cut?roat policy ( grad+ man's all[ance accord+ to 8 ability1 ( giv+ m to "o ?an ano!r1 ow+ to a slight diff]5ce ( bra9 capacity1 he %\ld n1 aft] %[+ 8 own gre$9ess 9 ?is respect1 expect ! capitali/ n to be gre$y also4 ,he mu/ le>n t all m5 %\ld h equal opportunities & b5efits f ! :ole production ( unit$ labor4 ,z long z money exi/s1 s long w fights & qu>rels take place betwe5 capital & labor1 & betwe5 ! diff]5t bran*es ( labor z well4 ,! labor] w fight ! capitali/ until he 9 turn becomes a capitali/1 & !n he w turn ab\t & fight ! labor]4 ,s !re is b "o reasonable me?od to pursue 9 ord] to bett] ! conditions on e>?1 & to elim9ate suff]+ & crime entirely1 & t me?od is to /rike at ! v root ( ! cause1 & aboli% money & ! sy/em ( individual accumulation4 ,,*apt] ,,xxix ,my soj\rn at ! ,waldoria ,hotel 0 a r pleasant "o 9 _m ways4 ,i enjoy$ ! luxury & ref9em5t ( ! surr\nd+s4 ,! h>moni\s music ( ! or*e/ras 0 pleasant to li/5 to1 & ! magnific5t pa9t+s & beautiful works ( art 7 pleas+ to ! eye4 ,i also took "s pleasure 9 we>+ ! diff]5t suits ( f9e clo!s ) :i* ,i _h be5 suppli$1 & 9 mak+ my own p]son appe> z well z possible 9 ! eyes ( o!rs4 ,i ev5 enjoy$ ent]+ ! spaci\s & luxuri\s re/aurants & eat+ sp>+ly ( "s ( ! delici\s vi&s prep>$ by ! sci5tific *ef4 ,9 fact1 ! _m delightful advantages to be d]iv$ f liv+ at ! ,waldoria directly appeal$ to me z be+ "s ( ! bless+s suppli$ by nature = all human be+s to enjoy4 ,b /ill !re 0 a s]i\s drawback to my ?or\gh & absolute enjoym5t ( ^! conditions1 :5 ,i took into consid]ation ! fact t ,i 0 9 no way responsible = _! exi/5ce4 ,i 0 accept+ some?+ f ! community1 b giv+ no?+ 9 return4 ,i felt t 9 liv+ at ! ,waldoria1 & do+ no "w = ! community1 ,i 0 l a great sponge soak+ up ! life-blood ( hone/ toil1 & return+ no?+ = ! su/5ance x af=d$ me4 ,i felt t ,i %\ld at lea/ g to "w & d some?+ t w\ld help to pay = my keep+4 ,true x 0 t ,i _h ! money to pay = ^! ?+s1 b :]e did ! money come f8 ,:]e does all money come f8 ,to h money to pay = ?+s does n mean t "o has e>n$ !m4 ,s ,i decid$ t ,i w\ld g to "w z soon z possible1 & give to ! community an equival5t = ! ?+s ,i enjoy$4 ,b !n1 ! great difficulty arose :5 ,i tri$ to f9d some?+ to d4 ,x made little diff]5ce :at k9d ( "w ,i %\ld engage 9 z long z x 0 ( a productive nature4 ,b :5 ,i w5t ar\nd look+ = employm5t1 ,i discov]$ t !re 0 none to be _h4 ,x is c]ta9ly a mo/ unnatural sy/em :i* fails to utilize all ! p[] at its comm& = ! good ( univ]sal production1 & x seems h>d to realize t su* conditions c exi/2 b dur+ my w&]+s f /reet to /reet1 /ore to /ore1 & factory to factory1 ?r\gh\t ! great commonweal? ( ,new ,york1 ,i discov]$ t besides myself1 !re 7 also ?\s&s ( o!r e>ne/ m5 tramp+ ! /reets1 will+1 b unable1 to f9d "w4 ,at la/1 h[ev]1 ,i 0 put 9 ! peculi> position ( hav+ to pay to "w4 ,"o day1 aft] a week ( unsuccessful attempts to obta9 employm5t1 ,i ran across "o ( ! sub-bosses ( ! /reet-clean+ dep>tm5t4 ,mak+ kn[n my desire to him1 ,i 0 amaz$ :5 he told me t he w\ld let me "w on condition t ,i paid him tw5ty-five doll>s = ! job & promis$ to give him t5 p] c5t4 ( my wages ea* mon?4 ,he in=m$ me t all ( ! m5 "u 8 *>ge _h to d likewise4 ,9 fact1 he intimat$ t 9 ord] to hold 8 own position z sub-boss he _h to pay ?is money to bosses high] up 9 ! dep>tm5t4 ,& s 9 ord] to feel t ,i 0 at lea/ do+ some?+ = ! community to e>n my "r to live1 ,i 0 =c$ to pay = ! opportunity & also to aid 9 keep+ alive "o ( ! _m sy/ems ( graft1 :i* unnaturally swall[s up ! results ( hone/ m5's labor4 ,s ,i began "w z a /reet-sweep]--a position look$ ^u g5]ally z "o ( ! l[e/ 9 ! scale ( human employm5t4 ,:y ! man :o sweeps ! /reets1 mak+ clean & :olesome ! ?or\ghf>es1 :i* h to be travel$ con/antly by ! p1 & sav+ ! public f fil? & disease1 %\ld be look$ d[n ^u by ! re/ ( 8 fell[ be+s = do+ ?is great s]vice1 seems beyond ! limits ( sane reason+2 b su* is ! case 9 ?is _w1 :]e money is ! god wor%ip$ by all4 ,an illu/rative incid5t occurr$ :ile ,i held ! unique position ( /reet-sweep]1 & at ! same "t be+ a gue/ at ! fa%ionable ,waldoria ,hotel4 ,i _h become acqua9t$ ) _m ( ! weal?y gue/s ( ! place1 :o1 no d\bt1 suppos+ me to be a man ( ri*es1 c\rt$ my society to "s ext5t4 ,9 fact1 ,i _h become r popul> among ! p]man5t resid5ts4 ,!re 0 "o family 9 p>ticul>1 a c]ta9 ,mrs4 ,snipe & h] two daught]s1 :o took e occasion to pay me att5tions1 until "o day z ,i 0 engag$ 9 my daily "w on ! /reet1 "s di/ance f ! hotel1 ,i notic$ a c>riage approa*+ :i* held ,mrs4 ,snipe & h] brood4 ,!y 7 all look+ /raight at me1 b gave no sign ( recognition z !y pass$ along4 ,t ev5+1 aft] ,i _h *ang$ my work+ clo!s1 :i* by ! way1 resembl$ ! :ite duck outfit worn by an ,african explor]1 &1 hav+ left !m 9 ! tool-h\se1 ,i w5t home & attir$ myself 9 ev5+ dress4 ,aga9 ,i met ! ,snipe family 9 "o ( ! foy]s ( ! hotel4 ,! old lady1 accompani$ by h] eligible daught]s1 approa*$ me & said3 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 ,i h some?+ awfully funny to tell y4 ,x is j too funny to keep to myself4 ,y h a d\ble2 we saw him today4 ,n[1 don't get angry :5 ,i tell y :]e we saw him & :o he is1 b he resembl$ y s mu* t if x 7 n = ! position he occupi$ ,i %\ld h sworn x 0 y4 ,he 0 a memb] ( ! /reet-sweep+ brigade1 & if y wi% to see him j g ov] to ,fif? av5ue & ,tw5ty-six? /reet tomorr[ & y c see = y\rself4 ,!re1 n[1 y are n angry1 are y8 ,no1 answ]$ ,i1 ! p]son y ref] to ,i h se5 _m times4 ,!re is no?+ to be angry ab\t4 ,c]ta9ly1 n because he holds ! honorable position ( clean+ ! /reets :i* y h to travel4 ,honorable1 retort$ ,mrs4 ,snipe2 y mu/ be jok+4 ,i _c und]/& h[ an ari/ocratic g5tleman l y\rself w\ld o!rwise make su* an absurd rem>k4 ,i am n jok+ at all1 said ,i2 9 my e/imation1 ! /reet-sweep] belongs to ! mo/ honorable portion ( mank9d4 ,he is d[n-trodd5 by society n[1 ow+ to an unnatural sy/em :i* p]mits ! /rong to take ! l>ge/ portion ( weal? & rule2 b ! day w come :5 m5 :o sweep ! /reets or occupy o!r positions ( wor? to ! community1 w enjoy ! same luxuries & surr\nd+s t y & o!r non-produc]s n[ enjoy4 ,!y w live 9 ! palaces n[ occupi$ by ! p>asites :o d no "w4 ,su* places z ! ,waldoria ,hotel w be utiliz$ = _! b5efit1 & ^? :o d n "w1 ^? :o claim ! "r to live )\t labor1 w be ?r[n out entirely4 ,:y1 ,mr4 ,conv]t1 :at d y mean by talk+ 9 su* a bea/ly way8 ,if y are s fond ( ^? vulg> /reet-sweep]s1 :y don't y become "o ( !m8 ,i h1 ,i answ]$4 ,! man y saw today sweep+ ! /reets 0 none o!r ?an myself1 & ,i am pr\d ( x4 ,y are ei!r jok+ or else y h gone out ( y\r m9d1 said ,mrs4 ,snipe ) a look ( disgu/4 ,b ^u my reit]ation t ,i 0 really ! man %e saw1 bo? %e & h] daught]s abruptly left my pres5ce & nev] look$ at me aft]w>ds4 ,!y no d\bt communicat$ ! text ( our conv]sation to ! diff]5t p ( ! hotel1 also1 = ,i discov]$ lat] t ! o!r gue/s ) :om ,i _h become acqua9t$1 n only refus$ to conv]se ) me1 b reg>d$ me z a sort ( curiosity or peculi> freak ( nature4 ,!y w\ld pass me on ! /reet1 :]e ,i 0 work+ at diff]5t times1 9 _! gorge\s c>riages1 &1 call+ ea* o!r's att5tion w\ld pass jokes at my exp5se1 & laugh l\d & mock+ly at me4 ,at fir/ ^! ?+s tr\bl$ me to "s degree1 b gradually ,i ga!r$ c\rage to be> _! sne]s-c\rage su* z ,i _h nev] exp]i5c$ be=e4 ,i _h fac$ all mann] ( dang]s dur+ my life )\t fe>1 b ,i _h nev] kn[n ! real mean+ ( c\rage until ,i made up my m9d to d "r "u all conditions1 & accept ! ridicule ( my fell[ be+s )\t res5tm5t4 ,9 my humble position ,i c\ld n[ appreciate ! philosophy & ! true greatness ( ! ,sagewoman's beautiful lessons ( unselfi%ness4 ,i felt t ,i 0 j beg9n+ to get /rong-/rong 9 ! gr&e/ attribute a human be+ c possess-moral c\rage4 ,! great ,sagewoman's tea*+s on =be>ance 7 beg9n+ to take root 9 my nature4 ,i 0 le>n+ to und]/& t ,i mu/ "w & feel = o!rs1 reg>dless ( my own selfi% desires4 ,"o day1 :ile ,i 0 busily engag$ 9 my daily toil1 my att5tion became attract$ to a big1 fa%ionably dress$ man1 /&+ on ! sidewalk ne> by1 calmly smok+ a high-pric$ cig>4 ,he 0 app>5tly ab\t ?irty ye>s ( age1 six feet tall1 & weigh$ ov] two hundr$ p\nds4 ,he 0 bea/ly 9 appe>ance1 & look$ z if he consid]$ 8 own selfi% wants z ! only ?+s 9 ! _w wor? att5tion4 ,he probably _h nev] done an hone/ day's labor 9 8 life4 ,a ragg$ old man1 ab\t sixty ye>s ( age1 :o app>5tly _h giv5 8 :ole life to productive toil1 b n[ feeble & half-/>v$ 9 appe>ance1 approa*$ & appeal$ to him = a few c5ts ) :i* to buy some?+ to eat4 ,! big fell[ r\ghly told him to g along & n bo!r him1 & ! old man1 n do+ z he 0 ord]$1 ! "y man delib]ately swung 8 fi/ & /ruck ! poor begg> betwe5 ! eyes1 knock+ him s5seless to ! pavem5t4 ,= a mom5t ,i 0 dumbf\nd$ by ?is exhibition ( brutality1 & !n in/antly e drop ( blood 9 my body 0 set boil+ at ! sight4 ,i lo/ control ( myself4 ,my old-"t pugnaci\s _s ass]t$ itself1 & ,i sprang =w>d l a madd5$ bull1 /rik+ ! brute a vici\s bl[ ^u ! head ) my fi/1 & s5d+ him sprawl+ sev]al feet away4 ,z he scrambl$ to 8 feet1 9 a daz$ condition1 ,i ru%$ =w>d furi\sly1 ) ! int5tion ( fell+ him to ! gr\nd4 ,aft] all[+ him to rega9 8 feet1 ,i rais$ my arm to deal a well-direct$ bl[ ) all my /r5g?1 :5 some?+ )9 me sudd5ly cri$ out3 ,don't /rike4 ,don't make a brute ( y\rself because ! o!r did4 ,let ! law take its c\rse4 ,&1 z ,i hesitat$ mom5t>ily1 !re pass$ ?r\gh my m9d l an electric fla%1 ^! words3 ,always consult y\r s\l = advice4 ,d no act y\r consci5ce w n sanction4 ,!n in/antly recogniz+ ! m&ate ,i _h s fai?fully promis$ ! great ,sagewoman to obey1 ,i ov]came my rage & all[$ my arms to fall to my sides )\t /rik+ ano!r bl[4 ,two policem5 hurri$ly approa*$ ! sc5e4 ,i /at$ :at _h occurr$ & reque/$ !m to take ! bully to jail4 ,to my surprise1 h[ev]1 at ! comm& ( ! well-dress$ ruffian1 :o ,i aft]w>d le>n$ 0 a weal?y f9anci]1 bo? myself & ! begg> 7 tak5 to ! /ation-h\se4 ,i 0 f9$ t5 doll>s1 & ! poor old man 0 s5t5c$ to jail = ?irty days4 ,:ile ,i knew t 9 ?is case ! law ( ju/ice _h be5 misappli$ 9 favor ( ! c[>dly ,wret* ) money1 nev]!less ,i felt t ,i _h ga9$ incalculable /r5g? 9 self-control by n act+ contr>y to ! w>n+ ( my s\l & mak+ ( myself ! same k9d ( a brute z ! "o :om ,i _h int5d$ to injure4 ,,*apt] ,,xxx ,c5tral ,p>k is a tract ( l& situate 9 ! middle ( resid5tial ,new ,york4 ,x is oblong 9 %ape1 be+ two miles 9 l5g?1 half a mile 9 wid? & cov]+ an area ( ab\t eight hundr$ & sixty acres4 ,! gr\nd has be5 artificially *ang$ f a wild wa/e to "o ( ! mo/ beautiful spots to be f\nd any:]e4 ,x is c\rs$ by a net-"w ( spl5did drive-ways1 eque/rian roads & foot-pa?s runn+ 9 all directions among ! _m little rocky hills & m9iature lakes4 ,trees1 fl[]-b$s & %rubb]y ( v>i\s k9ds h be5 clev]ly arrang$ by skill$ arti/s to =m a delightfully picturesque effect4 ,*irp+ birds ( _m colors & tame squirrels 9 multitud9\s numb]s f9d ?is p>k a heav5ly abid+ place :]e ! dang] ( annihilation is m9imiz$4 ,playgr\nds = ! *ildr5 are laid out 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ! doma9 :ile a zoological g>d5 :]e animals are kept imprison$ 9 small cages = ! t]m ( _! natural lives1 is put =? z "o ( its _m features4 ,z "o passes ?r\gh ! entrance gate at ,sev5ty-eigh? /reet & ,c5tral ,p>k ,we/1 & turns fir/ to ! "r1 !n to ! left1 & f9ally to ! "r aga91 foll[+ a foot-pa? simil> 9 its w9d+s to a lett] ,s1 & cross+ two small bridges1 he w come to an abrupt end+ ( a n>r[ pa? runn+ into an imm5se project+ rock4 ,"h is locat$ a canopi$ seat j l>ge en\gh = two p4 ,fac+ ?is %elt] is a small lake1 on ! edge ( :i* ov]hang+ trees af=d delightful %ade dur+ ! hot mon?s4 ,t 0 ! place select$ by ,arletta = our meet+ gr\nd4 ,x 0 an out-(-!-way1 quiet & romantic spot :]e we sp5t _m pleasant aft]noons & ev5+s enjoy+ ea* o!r's company4 ,:5ev] ,arletta want$ to see me %e s5t a note :i* nev] fail$ to br+ me !re4 ,9 fact1 su* a feel+ ( en*antm5t did ! place hold = me1 t _m times ,i w&]$ out !re & sat alone = h\rs1 mus+4 ,b not)/&+ t our _m meet+s _h ! effect ( /r5g!n+ our mutual admiration & love = ea* o!r1 & t ,i 0 beg9n+ to fairly idolize ?is beautiful "y woman1 /ill c]ta9 ?+s came to pass t ,i c\ld n und]/&1 & :i* caus$ me to feel t ,arletta's actions 7 v my/]i\s1 & t !re 0 some?+ ab\t h] life %e 0 try+ to )hold f me4 ,9 ! fir/ place %e w\ld nev] meet me any:]e else except 9 t obscure nook 9 ! p>k1 & 9 dep>t+ w\ld n p]mit me to escort h] beyond ! ,sev5ty-eigh? /reet entrance1 :]e %e w\ld abruptly bid me a ha/y adieu1 ) in/ructions t ,i mu/ take ano!r r\te4 ,t1 9 itself1 appe>$ to be a /range proce$+1 b "o ev5+ z ,i ent]$ a fa%ionable ,fif? av5ue re/aurant on "o ( my t\rs ( inspection ( plutocratic conditions1 ,i 0 amaz$ to see h] seat$ at "o ( ! tables1 dr9k+ w9e ) a male companion4 ,h] face 0 flu%$ f ! effects ( ! bev]age1 & %e 0 act+ a trifle hil>i\s1 & display+ traits ( frivolity su* z ,i _h nev] obs]v$ 9 h] be=e4 ,z ,i caught h] eye %e gave a quick />t1 & !n delib]ately turn$ h] head 9 ano!r direction1 & pret5d$ n to h se5 me4 ,at ?is act ,i ru%$ out into ! /reet1 & x 0 ) great difficulty t ,i 0 able to control my feel+s4 ,! next ev5+ ,i met h] 9 ! p>k1 & 0 fur!r surpris$ :5 %e n only fail$ to m5tion ! incid5t1 b intimat$ t %e _h sp5t ! ev5+ at an entirely diff]5t place4 ,%e appe>$ s innoc5t1 h[ev]1 & 0 s *>m+ 9 h] mann] t ,i almo/ imm$iately =got ! affair1 & said no?+ ab\t x4 ,a few nights lat]1 ?\gh1 z ,i 0 walk+ d[n ,broadway1 ne> ,tw5ty-sev5? /reet1 ,i notic$ a l>ge cr[d ( m5 & wom5 ga!r$1 & que/ion+ a by/&] z to ! reason !re(1 ,i 0 in=m$ t a /yli%ly dress$ lady 0 too drunk to navigate & 0 9 ! h&s ( a policeman4 ,z ,i cran$ my neck to get a glimpse ( ! un=tunate woman1 ,i 0 %ock$ beyond expression to f9d t x 0 none o!r ?an ,arletta :o _h creat$ ! commotion4 ,horrifi$1 ,i ru%$ ?r\gh ! cr[d1 pu%+ m5 "r & left1 until ,i _h rea*$ ! policeman1 :o 0 hold+ h] up by ! arm & try+ to asc]ta9 h] "n & address4 ,%e c\ld h>dly /&1 & seem$ daz$ to ! po9t ( fall+1 b z ,i spoke h] "n1 h] memory reviv$ some:at1 &1 fix+ h] half-clos$ eyes ^u me1 %e said3 ,:y1 hello ,jack ,& !n1 turn+ to ! (fic]1 rem>k$3 ,?is is my fri5d ,jack2 he w take me home4 ,i c\ld n und]/& ! reason %e call$ me ,jack4 ,%e _h nev] address$ me 9 t way be=e4 ,b )\t delay ,i in=m$ ! policeman t ,i w\ld take *>ge ( h]1 & reque/$ him to call a cab4 ,:5 ! vehicle arriv$ x became necess>y = me to lift h] bodily into x1 & !n ,i 0 at a loss to "k j :]e to take h]4 ,9 ord] to get away f ! cr[d1 h[ev]1 ,i told ! driv] to g on & ,i w\ld give him ! address lat]4 ,tell him to take u to ! ,s]aglio ,ap>tm5ts1 %e mumbl$4 ,d y "k :]e ! ,s]aglio ,ap>tm5ts are8 ,i inquir$ ( ! driv]4 ,yes1 sir1 9 ,c5tral ,p>k ,we/1 repli$ he1 z he :ipp$ up 8 horse & />t$ 9 t direction4 ,arletta said no m1 b rema9$ sil5t1 z if /upefi$ f ! effects ( ! intoxicat+ dr9k %e _h tak54 ,:at a pity1 ?\ght ,i1 z we sp$ along1 t ?is "y woman1 ) all ( h] beauty1 grace & *>m1 & ) all ( h] spl5did traits ( "*1 %\ld fall a victim to ! awful curse ( dr9k6 ,c\ld ?is condition h be5 br\ght ab\t because %e _h no "w to p]=m & too mu* "t & money to squ&] recklessly8 ,:at a pity t !re are human be+s :o make & sell poison\s /uff = money :i* n only robs ^? :o use x ( _! reason+ p[]1 b :i* und]m9es ! v f\ndation ( ! human race6 ,^? p :o make & sell liquor1 kn[+ t x w ultimately de/roy ! lives ( ?\s&s ( human be+s1 are j z mu* murd]\s poison]s z w\ld be ! *emi/ :o w\ld kn[+ly give a deadly drug to an int5d$ suicide4 ,:5 we arriv$ at ! ap>tm5t h\se1 :i* 0 "o ( ! mo/ magnific5t 9 ,new ,york1 x 0 ) "s difficulty t ,i 0 able to ar\se h] suffici5tly s t %e c\ld walk ) my assi/ance4 ,ent]+ ! ve/ibule1 ,i ask$ h] if %e c\ld get along )\t fur!r help1 b %e insi/$ t ,i %\ld g to h] rooms1 s gett+ into ! elevator we 7 tak5 up to ! eigh? floor4 ,z ?\gh he 0 accu/om$ to ?is sort ( an affair1 ! elevator att5dant w5t ahead & op5$ "o ( ! doors on ! "r ( ! hallway1 & aft] turn+ on ! electric light1 & we _h ent]$1 he )drew at once1 quietly clos+ ! door aft] him4 ,i !n f\nd myself )9 "o ( ! mo/ elegantly furni%$ draw+ rooms imag9able4 ,at "o end ( ! ap>tm5t 0 an ar*way gorge\sly drap$ ) co/ly tape/ries :i* p>tially scre5$ ano!r room beyond1 :i* s]v$ z a b$-*amb]4 ,arletta /agg]$ =w>d1 half pull+ me along ) h] into ?is o!r room1 & ?r[+ h]self ^u ! b$1 ord]$ me1 9 a daz$ sort ( a way1 to remove h] clo?+4 ,i 0 dumbf\nd$ at ?is extraord9>y comm& & felt t ,i 0 plac$ 9 an extremely awkw>d position4 ,i did n l ! idea ( all[+ ! poor girl to rema9 ov] night1 9 ! uncom=table position %e _h tak51 b\nd z %e 0 by tightly fitt+ g>m5ts1 & /ill ,i realiz$ t x 0 a v delicate und]tak+ to foll[ out h] in/ructions1 kn[+ full well t if %e 7 9 h] "r s5ses %e w\ld be horrifi$ at ! ?\ght ( su* a ?+4 ,b z ,i /ood look+ at h] = sev]al mom5ts 9 a /ate ( p]plex$ indecision1 & wond]+ :at c\rse to pursue1 %e began to moan z if 9 agony1 & )\t fur!r hesitation ,i decid$ to g ahead & d my be/ to make h] position m com=table4 ,s ,i began by tak+ (f h] %oes4 ,:at a sup]b foot6 mus$ ,i en?usia/ically1 z ,i unlac$ & remov$ h] pretty little %oes4 ,0 !re ev] ano!r q s %apely or entranc+8 ,& ! ankle6 ,h[ da9tily its jo9ts %[$ b5ea? embroid]$ hose ( exquisite mat]ial4 ,h>dly _h ,i begun ?is task be=e ,i realiz$ t a /range magnetic =ce 0 /eal+ ^u me4 ,) su* a fea/ = my eyes to cont5d )1 x seem$ z if my s5ses 7 be+ gradually ov]come by ! intoxicat+ clut* ( voluptu\s dreams4 ,! %oes (f1 ,i turn$ my att5tion to ! coll> :i* app>5tly caus$ h] mu* uneas9ess4 ,! coll>1 z ,i discov]$1 0 a "p ( ! bodice & c\ld n be tak5 (f )\t remov+ ! :ole g>m5t1 :i* task requir$ consid]able "t1 pati5ce1 & c>eful maneuv]+ to p]=m4 ,?is ,i f9ally accompli%$1 h[ev]1 ) ! aid ( ,arletta1 :o reviv$ occasionally f h] comatose /ate long en\gh to give a few indi/9ct directions1 & !n z my eyes re/$ ^u h] lovely arms1 neck & %\ld]s1 ,i 0 plung$ into ec/atic emotion su* z words h n ! p[] to express4 ,at la/ ,i succe$$ 9 loos5+ ! /ays & diff]5t cords & ribbons usually worn by wom51 :i* alleviat$ h] di/ress consid]ably1 & aft] ?r[+ a light robe ov] h] =m 0 ab\t to1 arrange h] position s t %e might re/ com=tably1 :5 to my utt] a/oni%m5t %e ?rew h] arms ar\nd my neck1 kiss$ me sev]al times1 & :isp]$ 9 my e>1 ,y won't leave me alone tonight1 w y1 d>l+8 ,?is seem$ to be almo/ too mu* = me to be>2 ! crav+s ( my s5sual nature began a desp]ate /ruggle ) my bett] self4 ,my blood />t$ to t+le ) ! heat ( passion4 ,evil ?\ghts cr[d$ !mselves into my bra94 ,! m ( ^! evil ?\ghts ,i all[$ to ent] my head ! less p[] ( resi/ance ,i held aga9/ _! subtle ravages4 ,i 0 los+ self-control4 ,i felt p[]less to battle successfully aga9/ ! temptation4 ,/eal?ily walk+ ov] to ! door1 ,i s(tly bolt$ x & !n /ood /ill = "s "t & li/5$4 ,x 0 pa/ midnight & ev]y?+ 0 quiet4 ,i turn$ out ! light & />t$ to g ov] to ,arletta4 ,z ,i did s1 some?+ )9 me seem$ to cry out ) %ame aga9/ su* c[>dice4 ,z ,i paus$ = a mom5t1 ! voice f )9 became /rong] 9 its disapproval ( my int5tions4 ,app>5tly ,i became divid$ into two p>ts1 & ea* 0 /ruggl+ = ! ma/]y ( me4 ,"o side 0 try+ ) all its might to pu% me =w>d1 :ile ! o!r 0 attempt+ to hold me back ) reproa*ful w>n+s4 ,^! two p>ts 7 my mat]ial & spiritual selves1 cont5d+ = supremacy4 ,i wav]$ back & =?1 f "o to ! o!r1 & x seem$ t ! mat]ial side 0 ab\t to conqu] & c>ry me d[n to disgrace1 :5 sudd5ly !re pass$ ?r\gh my m9d l a great wave ( /r5g? ! ,sagewoman's wond]ful precept3 ,always consult y\r s\l = advice4 ,d no act y\r consci5ce w n sanction4 ,& recogniz+ ! full mean+ ( ^! words1 ,i imm$iately turn$ ab\t1 unbolt$ ! door1 & quietly left ! ap>tm5t1 feel+ t ! s\l 0 /ill ma/] ( my actions4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxi ,almo/ f ! fir/ day aft] ,i left ! hospital ,i began to feel an e>ne/ desire to foll[ out ! in/ructions ( ! great ,sage-woman 9 reg>d to tea*+ my fell[ be+s ! philosophy ( ,natural ,law1 &1 kn[+ ( no bett] way to beg9 ?is "w1 ,i decid$ to g out & lecture ^u ! /reets to all p]sons :o might c>e to li/54 ,i set aside ?ree ev5+s ea* week to prea* ! ,tru?1 & took a position at ! corn] ( ,fif? av5ue1 & ,tw5ty-?ird /reet1 j opposite ! ,flatiron build+1 ) no?+ b a soap-box = a plat=m2 x 0 "h t ,i devot$ _m ev5+s in/ruct+ ! masses 9 ! pr9ciples ( ,sagemanism4 ,at fir/ ,i felt a little awkw>d1 & c\ld n f9d suffici5t words to express myself prop]ly ^u ! subject1 b gradually !re came self-reliance1 :i* enabl$ me to communicate my ?\ghts to o!rs1 & )9 a few weeks ,i _h acquir$ a flu5cy ( spee* :]eby ,i c\ld talk = h\rs )\t emb>rassm5t4 ,dur+ my fir/ attempts at public speak+1 few p w\ld rema9 m ?an a mom5t or two to he> :at ,i _h to say1 b ) ! increas$ =ce & p[] ( spee*1 :i* ,i acquir$ ) practice1 my audi5ces grew l>g] & l>g]1 until f9ally ! /reets 7 blockad$ ) _! numb]s at ^! meet+s4 ,_m ( my he>]s1 bo? ri* & poor alike1 got into ! habit ( com+ repeat$ly to li/5 to ^! talks1 & aft] a %ort "t !y w\ld come to me "o by "o & reque/ p]sonal tutorage 9 ! pr9ciples set =?4 ,9 fact1 ! numb] ( ^! proselytes increas$ to su* an ext5t1 & _! int5tions 7 s e>ne/ & s]i\s1 t x f9ally became necess>y to engage a hall1 :]e we might hold private meet+s4 ,x 0 9 ?is way t !re 0 f9ally organiz$ ! society = ! propagation ( ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law4 ,little by little ! society ga9$ 9 num]ical /r5g?1 until ,i felt sure t ! se$ ( ?is gr& "w _h be5 plant$ 9 human soil = all "t to come1 & t its fruits w\ld blossom =? 9 abundance z "t pass$ by4 ,b :ile success appe>$ to be cr[n+ my humble ef=ts 9 ?is direction1 & ! m progress ,i made 9 ?is propag&a1 ! m oppos$ to my me?ods ,arletta became4 ,%e grew int5sely antagoni/ic to my "w1 & tri$ 9 e way to h me discont9ue x4 ,%e c\ld n believe t all human be+s 7 born to h equal rights & privileges 9 ! _w4 ,%e _h be5 taught f infancy t !re mu/ always be a ma/] & a s]vant1 & t ! ,deity 0 responsible = ! position held betwe5 !m4 ,%e believ$1 z mo/ good ,*ri/ians d1 t x is ! ,creator's w t "s p are born 9 weal? & luxury1 :ile o!rs are born & br$ 9 pov]ty & squalor4 ,%e repeat$ly endeavor$ to p]suade me to desi/ 9 ! "w ,i _h und]tak5 & re-ent] ! ,*ur* z a good ,*ri/ian memb]4 ,my ef=ts to conv]t h] z a believ] 9 ,natural ,law 7 futile1 & a great gulf seem$ to be spr++ up & sep>at+ u f "o ano!r4 ,i felt t ,i 0 plac$ 9 a v difficult position4 ,on ! "o h&1 ,i lov$ ?is beautiful "y woman m ?an words c convey any idea (4 ,%e seem$ to be a "p ( my life4 ,i w\ld h gladly suff]$ any pa9 or torture1 if by s do+ x w\ld h af=d$ h] "o mom5t ( pleasure4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ,i _h sworn mo/ solemnly to ! great ,sagewoman t ,i w\ld devote ! rema9d] ( my natural life to ! dissem9ation ( ! pr9ciples 9 :i* %e _h in/ruct$ me4 ,i (t5 wond]$ at my /range pr$icam5t4 ,"h ,i 0 be+ c5sur$ by ! re9c>nat$ s\l ( ! great ,sage-woman = c>ry+ out ! v "w %e taught me1 & = fulfill+ my promise to h]4 ,! climax ( ?is peculi> situation 0 rea*$ "o night at our meet+ place 9 ! p>k4 ,arletta _h s5t me an urg5t despat* to come & see h] )\t fail1 & !n %e _h /at$ t x 0 h] int5tion to leave ,new ,york ! next day on a protract$ trip ?r\gh ,europe4 ,%e said %e _h come to bid me good-bye1 & t x 0 to be good-bye =ev]1 z %e nev] int5d$ to see me aga94 ,%e appe>$ depress$ & sad ^u ?is occasion1 & h] eyes 7 fill$ ) te>s4 ,9 answ] to my inquiry1 z to h] reason = leav+ me 9 ?is way1 %e said t x 0 because %e c\ld n uphold me 9 my crusade aga9/ all recogniz$ pr9ciples ( religi\s beliefs4 ,%e told me frankly t %e lov$ me & t %e c>$ no?+ = any o!r man 9 ! _w except myself1 b t %e c\ld n d o!rwise ?an g away & =get me4 ,%e claim$ t no?+ fur!r c\ld come ( our fri5d%ip z long z ,i cont9u$ an emiss>y ( ,natural ,law2 t h] religion =bade x & h] p>5ts w\ld oppose x2 t h] fri5ds w\ld be aga9/ x1 & ! :ole _w w\ld sne] at x2 & t to be plac$ 9 su* a try+ position 0 m ?an %e c\ld possibly be>4 ,accord+ to h]1 !re 0 no good reason :y ,i c\ld n give up my und]tak+1 to please h]4 ,%e _h ev]y?+ 9 ! _w to make me happy & 0 will+ to give me any?+ )9 h] p[]1 if ,i w\ld only rel9qui% my purpose & promise nev] to ?9k ( x aga94 ,%e told me t %e 0 weal?y1 t %e _h millions 9 h] own "n1 & t h] fa!r & uncles 7 multi-millionaires1 to ^: weal? %e w\ld be ! sole heir4 ,%e said t if ,i w\ld promise to quit ! "w ,i 0 engag$ 91 t %e w\ld give me h] h& 9 m>riage1 & also deposit 9 ! bank to my cr$it "o million doll>s on ! foll[+ day z a d[ry1 ) :i* ,i c\ld d z ,i pleas$4 ,%e 0 s]i\s &1 app>5tly 9 e>ne/1 & ,i did n d\bt "o ^w ( :at %e said z be+ ! tru?4 ,s ,i 0 plac$ 9 ! position ( *oos+ betwe5 great weal?1 ! woman ,i lov$1 & all o!r e>?ly pleasures on ! "o h&1 & a duty :i* ,i _h solemnly sworn to p]=m1 on ! o!r4 ,x 0 a try+ situation1 to say ! lea/4 ,) b[$ head ,i sat & consid]$ all phases ( ! matt]1 ) mu* e>ne/ness & equal indecision4 ,to ?9k t ,arletta w\ld leave me =ev] 0 to feel t my he>t 0 be+ torn f its fa/5+s4 ,to h h] z my wife1 ?is alone seem$ to be ! v greate/ happ9ess t life c\ld af=d1 & mayhap1 ! promise ( a million doll>s 0 n )\t its allurem5t4 ,a position 9 ! v be/ society ( ! c\ntry also loom$ be=e my vision1 z ,i consid]$ ^! ?+s4 ,on ! o!r h&1 if ,i refus$1 ,i c\ld look =w>d to a life ( pov]ty1 h>d "w1 & ! abuse ( my fell[ be+s4 ,! temptation 0 a try+ "o1 & x seem$ impossible = me to refuse ,arletta's (f]+4 ,z ,i rais$ my head & look$ into h] beautiful eyes1 :i* express$ great love1 & t5d]ness1 & expectation1 ,i felt t ,i c\ld n say no to h]4 ,x seem$ z if ,i _h be5 plac$ betwe5 honor & temptation1 & 0 ab\t to fall into ! arms ( ! latt]4 ,i hesitat$ a mom5t1 undecid$ z to :at to d1 :5 some?+ )9 me di/9ctly said3 ,be a man4 ,give up all e>?ly pleasures dur+ ?is life & tea* ,natural ,law1 accord+ to y\r promise4 ,!n once aga9 ! wise words ( ! great ,sagewoman pass$ ?r\gh my m9d3 ,always consult y\r s\l = advice4 ,d no act y\r consci5ce w n sanction4 ,in/antly aris+ & feel+ t ,i %\ld foll[ ! advice ( my s\l above all o!r consid]ations1 ,i det]m9$ to d t :i* 0 "r4 ,i conclud$ t to lose ,arletta1 & all ! pleasures incid5tal to a life ) h]1 0 b a tempor>y loss1 b ! opportunity ( sett+ a great example to my fell[ be+s1 a prec$5t t w\ld h la/+ influ5ce1 might nev] arrive aga91 & t x 0 my solemn duty to seize ?is *ance :ile ,i _h ! p[] to d s4 ,s1 /&+ erect & )\t fur!r hesitation1 ,i took ,arletta's h& 9 m9e & said3 ,my de> girl1 to lose y w cause me mu* suff]+ & pa91 s mu* t x w\ld be impossible = y to =m any conception ( x4 ,to lose y is to deprive me ( all t is de> & sweet 9 ?is life4 ,to p]mit y to g )\t acc$+ to y\r wi%es taxes my /r5g? to ! utmo/ limit1 b believe me1 ! life ( "o little human be+ is ( %ort duration 9 ! imm5se sea ( "t1 & :ile ,i am giv+ up ! delight & pleasure ( y\r companion%ip n[1 ,i am do+ s 9 ord] t ,i may l5d my feeble ef=ts t[>d ! e/abli%m5t ( a social sy/em :]eby ! conditions ( ?is _w w be made su* t at "s future date our s\ls may be able to jo9 ea* o!r 9 peace & h>mony & enjoy ! bless+s ( a heav5ly _w1 free f money1 :i* ,i hope w ev5tually be ! result ( my pres5t labors4 ,!re=e1 9 act+ contr>y to y\r wi%es n[1 ,i feel t ,i am work+ = y\r future happ9ess4 ,i %all rema9 at my pres5t po/ ( duty1 try+ to uplift mank9d1 ,i %all foll[ ! dictates ( my consci5ce 9 do+ ?is1 & z long z ! bones ( my little anatomy hold toge!r z a liv+ be+ & my bra9 has ! p[] to reason1 ,i %all tea* ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law ev5 if all ! _w foll[s y\r example & turns aga9/ me4 ,at ! conclusion ( ?is little spee* my emotion ov]came me & ,i c\ld say no m4 ,arletta also appe>$ ov]come ) sadness1 & 0 unable to speak4 ,%e )drew h] h& f m9e & )\t a ^w turn$ & walk$ sl[ly away1 sobb+ bitt]ly z %e left4 ,i /ood & wat*$ h] retreat+ =m 9 a daz$ sort ( a way4 ,) ea* /ep :i* put u f>!r ap>t1 increas+ d>kness obscur$ my vision4 ,i want$ to call h] back b a lump came 9 my ?roat & ,i c\ld n speak4 ,my bra9 0 9 a :irl4 ,a t]rible feel+ ( gloom ov]- %ad[$ me4 ,i labor$ "u great excitem5t4 ,my head seem$ z if x 7 ready to bur/4 ,i felt t ,i 0 go+ mad4 ,! trees & ev]y?+ else appe>$ to be mov+ ab\t 9 great confusion4 ,^? same symptoms :i* ,i exp]i5c$ aft] fall+ among ! rocks ( ,sagel& return$4 ,my body seem$ to be divid+ into sev]al p>ts & !n becom+ "o aga94 ,i tri$ to control myself b )\t avail4 ,all ( a sudd5 ,i saw /&+ be=e me two ,arlettas1 "o at ! "r h& & ! o!r at ! left4 ,! "o at ! "r ,i in/antly recogniz$ z ! great ,sagewoman1 :ile on ! left /ood ! girl ,arletta4 ,!y 7 fac+ & po9t+ 9 opposite directions4 ,look+ to my "r ,i saw a pa? runn+ up a /eep hill :i* seem$ almo/ impossible to climb & ^u :i* 0 inscrib$ ! ^w /r5g?4 ,to my left ,i obs]v$ a pa? runn+ d[n ! hill ^u :i* 0 writt5 ! ^w weakness4 ,at ! top ( ! hill ev]y?+ look$ bright & *e]ful & ord]ly1 :ile at ! bottom d>kness & confusion prevail$4 ,above ! extreme top1 z ?\gh /amp$ 9 space l a great ra9b[1 ^! words appe>$3 ,natural ,law1 ,wisdom1 ,love = ,o!rs4 ,at ! bottom1 & almo/ obscur$ 9 ! gloom1 ,i fa9tly disc]n$ ! foll[+3 ,religion1 ,ignorance1 ,love ( ,self4 ,z ,i /ood spee*less at ?is wond]ful vision ev]y?+ sudd5ly became d>k & ,i knew no m4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxii ,! next impression my memory has any record ( 0 a huge ocean /eam]1 float+ away ^u ! deep4 ,great volumes ( smoke 7 p\r+ =? f its smoke-/acks z x maje/ically glid$ ov] ! wat]4 ,^u its _m decks 7 hundr$s ( human be+s1 scatt]$ ab\t 9 little gr\ps1 gaily *att+ & enjoy+ to ! fulle/ ext5t ! delight exp]i5c$ by an ocean voyage4 ,among all ( ! happy faces1 h[ev]1 !re 0 "o t appe>$ sad & =lorn4 ,x 0 ! face ( a beautiful "y woman1 /&+ alone aga9/ ! rail+ ( ! prom5ade deck1 :o 0 weep+ 9 sil5ce4 ,z %e rais$ h] eyes & look$ 9 my direction1 ,i in/antly recogniz$ ! girl ,arletta1 & realiz$ t %e 0 leav+ me =ev]4 ,& !n1 l "o 9 a dream1 ,i held out my h&s & mutely implor$ h] to return4 ,%e appe>$ to be )9 a %ort di/ance & look+ /raight at me1 b /ill made no sign ( recognition4 ,i c\ld n und]/& ! reason = su* coldness on h] "p1 & 9 a/oni%m5t rubb$ my eyes & look$ aga91 :5 lo & behold1 %e _h vani%$ f sight4 ,b f> out into ! di/ance1 almo/ to ! horizon1 ,i c\ld pla9ly see a l>ge /eam] head$ t[>d ! va/ ocean beyond4 ,i look$ ar\nd 9 a confus$ sort ( a way1 & discov]$1 to my surprise1 t ,i 0 /&+ almo/ at ! wat]'s edge on "o ( ! docks ne> ,batt]y ,place4 ,x 0 daylight1 & ! sun 0 %9+ ov]head4 ,i !n conclud$ t ,i mu/ h be5 out ( my head = "s "t1 & que/ion+ a /rang]1 :o /ood ne>by1 ,i le>n$ t j f\rte5 h\rs _h elaps$ s9ce ,i _h bade ,arletta good-bye1 & ,i c\ld =m no recollection ( ! slighte/ incid5t t happ5$ s9ce !n4 ,aft] wat*+ ! /eam] until x _h disappe>$ f view1 ,i sl[ly walk$ to a b5* 9 ,batt]y ,p>k & sat d[n1 9 ! dep?s ( despair1 to reflect ^u ! /range occurr5ce4 ,i mu/ h sat !re = ab\t an h\r 9 deep m$itation1 :5 my att5tion 0 attract$ by a newspap] ur*91 %\t+ at ! top ( 8 voice3 ,pap]6 ,extra6 ,all ab\t ! great murd]4 ,at ! same "t he ru%$ up to me1 pu%$ a pap] into my h&1 took ! p5ny ,i (f]$ him me*anically1 & scamp]$ along4 ,ano!r murd]1 mus$ ,i2 :at a pity human be+s _c dwell toge!r )\t tak+ ea* o!r's lives4 ,glanc+ ov] ! headl9es1 ,i le>n$ f ! big black type t a beautiful "y woman _h be5 murd]$ 9 cold blood4 ,read+ fur!r1 ,i 0 horrifi$ to f9d t ! "y woman's "n 0 ,arletta ,fogg1 & t %e 0 murd]$ 9 h] own rooms1 at ! ,s]aglio ,ap>tm5ts1 ,c5tral ,p>k ,we/4 ,i c\ld h>dly believe my eyes saw ! ?+ aright4 ,i felt sure t x mu/ be an optical illusion wr\ght by my con/ant ?\ght ( ,arletta4 ,i look$ aga9 & aga91 yet read ev] ! same words1 &1 labor+ "u trem5d\s excitem5t1 ,i hurri$ly p]us$ ! acc\nt ( ! murd]4 ,x /at$ t ab\t elev5 o'clock ( ! previ\s night ,arletta ,fogg _h arriv$ at ! ap>tm5t h\se1 & _h be5 tak5 to h] rooms by ! elevator att5dant4 ,a half h\r lat] a tall1 smoo?-fac$1 :ite-hair$ g5tleman arriv$1 & 0 %[n to h] ap>tm5ts4 ,?is man 0 se5 by ! wat*man to leave ! place at ?ree o'clock 9 ! morn+1 & ! *amb]maid discov]$ h] at t5 o'clock 9 ! morn+1 dead1 & cov]$ ) blood f sev]al /abs 9 ! body4 ,cold p]spiration ooz$ f e pore ( my body z ,i read & re-read ?is article1 ov] & ov] aga94 ,i 0 puzzl$1 dumbf\nd$1 horror- /rick54 ,! description giv5 ( ! app>5t murd]] talli$ exactly ) myself4 ,/ra9+ e n]ve ,i endeavor$ to rega9 "s impression t might lead to a k ( my actions f ! "t ,arletta left me ! night be=e until ,i _h recov]$ my s5ses t day4 ,b try z ,i might1 ,i c\ld no m recall to memory ! slighte/ movem5t on my "p dur+ t "t ?an ,i c\ld recollect any ev5t :i* happ5$ dur+ ! tw5ty-"o ye>s ( :i* my life _h be5 a blank4 ,l a man "u ! influ5ce ( liquor ,i arose & /agg]$ hurri$ly =w>d until ,i rea*$ ! ,l /ation :]e ,i bo>d$ a tra9 & rode up to ,eighty-fir/ /reet4 ,"h ,i alight$ & walk$ rapidly ov] to ! ,s]aglio ,ap>tm5ts4 ,a va/ cr[d ( curi\s p 0 collect$ ab\t ! place1 & z ,i approa*$1 all eyes 7 app>5tly turn$ ^u me4 ,ha/5+ =w>d ,i b\nd$ up ! entrance /eps & almo/ flew into ! ve/ibule4 ,!re 7 little knots ( p /&+ ab\t ! hallway1 talk+ 9 l[ tones4 ,ev5 _! voices hu%$ z ,i hurri$ into ! elevator & told ! att5dant to take me up to ! eigh? floor4 ,! op]ator appe>$ to be almo/ fright5$ out ( 8 wits at ! sight ( me1 b aft] a mom5t>y pause he ran ! elevator to ! eigh? floor1 pe]+ at me all ! "t z he might h ey$ a wild bea/ :o 0 ab\t to dev\r him4 ,_m p 7 9 ! upp] hall- way1 b look+ nei!r to ! "r nor to ! left1 ,i w5t /raight to ! door ( ! room ,i _h ent]$ ! night ,i _h tak5 ,arletta home4 ,f9d+ x lock$1 )\t a mom5t's hesitation ,i ?rew aga9/ x1 all ( ! =ce my gigantic frame c\ld comm& :i* caus$ x to give way & fly op5 be=e me4 ,i !n obs]v$ t !re 7 sev]al m5 9 ! room1 9 diff]5t positions & gr\ps1 z if mak+ a /udy ( ! surr\nd+s4 ,ly+ ^u ! b$1 9 ! room adjo9+1 0 ! =m ( a woman p>tly cov]$ by a spread1 & be+ exam9$ by a man :o might h be5 ! coron]4 ,z ,i ru%$ =w>d l a madman1 e "o !re became fright5$ & made way = me to pass4 ,approa*+ ! b$ ,i eag]ly scann$ h] features1 & be+ positive ( h] id5tity ,i took ! inanimate =m ( ,arletta 9 my arms & kiss+ h] t5d]ly1 0 ov]come by emotion4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxiii ,arre/$ = ! murd] ( ,arletta ,fogg1 aft] be+ positively id5tifi$ by ! elevator att5dant & ! night wat*man z be+ ! only p]son :o visit$ h] ap>tm5ts on ! night ( ! crime1 0 ! next incid5t ( my /range c>e]4 ,?r[n into prison1 & cag$ l a savage bea/ 9 a little cell h>dly l>ge en\gh to turn ar\nd 91 has be5 my lot ev] s9ce t awful trag$y4 ,! case attract$ widespread int]e/1 & ! newspap]s teem$ ) s5sational acc\nts ( x4 ,at ! trial1 all ( ! evid5ce po9t$ directly to me z ! p]petrator ( ! de$4 ,! elevator op]ator swore t ,i 0 ! man :om he _h tak5 to ,arletta's ap>tm5ts %ortly aft] elev5 o'clock t night4 ,! wat*man te/ifi$ t he saw me leave h] room at ?ree o'clock 9 ! morn+4 ,on ! /&1 ,i 0 made to tell1 "u oa?1 t ,arletta & ,i _h be5 lov]s2 t we _h be5 toge!r t same night 9 ! p>k1 & _h p>t$ at ab\t half pa/ t5 o'clock2 t %e _h in=m$ me ( h] int5tion to nev] see me aga94 ,by ^! /atem5ts ! prosecut+ attorney %[$ ! motive = ! crime4 ,i c\ld give no acc\nt ( my "t betwe5 half pa/ t5 t night & ! next day at noon1 :i* 0 ano!r /rong po9t aga9/ me4 ,i _h plead$ n guilty1 feel+ t z ,i knew no?+ ab\t ! crime ,i c\ld n v wisely d o!rwise1 b also1 /at+ t ,i _h suff]$ a tempor>y ab]ration ( ! m9d dur+ t "t1 & t if ,i really did commit ! de$1 :i* ,i c\ld n believe possible1 !n ,i _h done x 9 an entirely diff]5t "* or p]sonality f my normal self4 ,my attorney endeavor$ to h me %am insanity dur+ ! trial1 & he became irritably insol5t 9 8 mann] t[>d me because ,i positively refus$ to d s4 ,he told me t if ,i /uck to ! tru? ,i w\ld surely be convict$1 b if ,i foll[$ 8 advice by op5ly assum+ idiotic tactics 9 c\rt & mak+ false /atem5ts "u oa?1 accord+ to 8 directions1 he c\ld save me )\t any tr\ble4 ,he frequ5tly gr[l$ & curs$ at me = ! /raight=w>d way t ,i gave my te/imony1 claim+ t 8 pr(essional reputation 0 be+ ru9$ by my tell+ ! tru?4 ,he privately ackn[l$g$ t1 9 8 op9ion1 ,i 0 guilty1 b t if he 7 successful 9 hav+ me acquitt$1 he w\ld a*ieve great fame !reby1 & incid5tally be able to increase ! size ( 8 future cli5ts' fees4 ,x 0 prov$ 9 c\rt-alas1 ! sadde/ bl[ ,i _h yet receiv$1 t ,arletta 0 a frivol\s "y woman1 :o practically liv$ a life ( ease & luxury1 by monet>y gifts d]iv$ f two weal?y m51 "o a ,unit$ ,/ates ,s5ator & ! o!r a prom95t ,wall ,/reet f9anci]1 bo? be+ high pill>s ( ! ,*ur*1 & "o ( !m be+ old en\gh to be h] gr&fa!r4 ,t 0 ! mo/ pa9ful te/imony ( ! :ole proce$+s4 ,x did n seem possible to me t ! de>1 sweet1 innoc5t girl1 :om ,i _h lov$ s mu* = h] g5tl5ess & k9dness ( nature1 c\ld possibly lead su* a dual exi/5ce1 & ,i c\ld n und]/& :y %e %\ld h deceiv$ me1 ) acc\nts ( h]self s at v>iance ) ! facts4 ,:5 ,i ?\ght ( h] z %e _h always appe>$ to me1 except+ ^? times :5 ,i saw h] "u ! influ5ce ( liquor1 %e seem$ l a good angel1 :o 0 f> beyond ev5 ! suspicion ( reproa*2 & s :5 ,i le>n$ ! wor/1 ,i pictur$ h] at h] be/1 & my love rema9$ un%ak54 ,:ile ,i realiz$ t x 0 ! poor girl's weakness t l$ h] into temptation1 /ill x 0 pla9 to disc]n t ! cause ( h] d[nfall 0 money & ! mis]able creatures :o utiliz$ x to buy h] v life's blood & drag h] along ! mire ( %ame4 ,! poor girl is dead1 b ! great m51 ?r\gh ^: ef=ts %e 0 disgrac$1 are /ill alive1 & are consid]$ em95tly respectable by bo? ! ,*ur* & ! community4 ,! curse ( money c\ld n h be5 m =cibly demon/rat$ ?an by ?is incid5t4 ,! un=tunate "y woman crav$ money1 & sold h]self = x4 ,my deepe/ sympa?y goes aft] h] to ! grave4 ,! f+] ( scorn is n[ rais$ aga9/ ,arletta by ! :ole _w1 b if %e c\ld be br\ght back to life aga91 ,i %\ld gladly take h] by ! h& & say1 t my love = h] 0 z /rong z ev]1 & t ,i w\ld def5d h] aga9/ ! insults ( ! deprav$ society :i* re>$ & educat$ h] 9 ! vices :i* x n[ deplores4 ,x took ! jury j =ty-five m9utes to rea* a decision aga9/ me4 ,t5 m9utes ( ?is "t1 z ,i le>n$ f newspap] acc\nts1 7 devot$ to pray]1 t ! ,almighty %\ld po9t out ! "r way to decide ! case4 ,evid5tly ! god1 to :om ! jury pray$1 demon/rat$ t x 0 _! duty to convict me4 ,= convict me !y did1 by br++ 9 a v]dict ( murd] 9 ! fir/ degree4 ,my s5t5ce 0 t ,i pay ! p5alty ( ! crime ) my life by be+ electrocut$4 ,! trial 0 sev]e & brutal f beg9n+ to end1 f my po9t ( view4 ,i 0 bulli$ by ! prosecutor1 sca?+ly c5sur$ by ! judge1 libel$ by ! press1 curs$ by ! public1 & des]t$ by my own attorney4 ,i 0 treat$ l a c[>dly bea/ ( ! mo/ deprav$ type4 ,b ) all ! abuse t 0 heap$ ^u me1 ,i endur$ x )\t a murmur1 calmly claim+ t ,i 0 n responsible = ! de$1 b p]fectly will+ to take any puni%m5t ! law met$ out to me4 ,!re 0 "o ?+1 h[ev]1 :i* /ood out prom95tly amid/ ! _m %oals ( my mis=tune1 :i* made me feel t ,i _h n liv$ 9 va94 ,my fai?ful little b& ( foll[]s1 :om ,i _h taught ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law1 rema9$ loyal to me until ! v end4 ,n "o memb] ( ! society 0 !re :o w\ld believe t ,i 0 guilty ( su* an atroci\s crime4 ,!y insi/$ t !re 0 "s mi/ake1 & sp5t mu* "t & money 9 try+ to f]ret out ! my/]y4 ,!y call$ ^u me z (t5 z ! prison regulations w\ld p]mit1 & amid sc5es t 7 t\*+1 prote/$ _! undy+ fidelity to me & ! cause ,i esp\s$4 ,ea* individual promis$ mo/ solemnly to c>ry on ! "w ,i _h begun z long z 8 life la/$1 & ,i feel sure t1 al?\gh ! end ( my "t is draw+ ne>1 ! "w entru/$ to me by ! great ,sagewoman is born aga91 & w gr[ to huge proportions z "t passes on4 ,& s ,i h come to ! end ( my /ory4 ,tomorr[ ,i mu/ die4 ,9 writ+ ?is book1 ,i h tri$ to conf9e myself exclusively to ! tru?4 ,i h felt all along1 h[ev]1 my inability to d ! subject ju/ice4 ,!re are _m ?+s t ! great ,sagewoman tri$ to impress ^u me :i* my little bra9 0 n /rong en\gh to grasp4 ,!re are also _m ?+s :i* are p]fectly cle> 9 my m9d1 t ,i h be5 unable to convey to o!rs1 b ,i h done my be/1 & t is all t c be expect$ ( any "o4 ,i %\ld l to h giv5 m att5tion to ! arrangem5t ( ?is "w1 b un=tunately ! "t all[$ me has be5 v %ort1 & ,i h _h to ru% x along 9 ord] to complete x4 ,i h produc$ ?is treatise :ile conf9$ )9 my cell 9 ! dea?-h\se1 & !re=e h _h _m disadvantages to cont5d )4 ,i %all give ! manuscript to ! little body ( m5 & wom5 :o are b&$ toge!r & kn[n z ! ,natural ,law ,society1 ( :i* ,i _h ! honor to be ! f\nd]1 ) ! und]/&+ t x w be publi%$ & di/ribut$ at ! e>lie/ possible date4 ,i c\ld wi% t ! read] might p]use ! cont5ts ( ?is "w a second "t1 if x is n ask+ too mu*2 at lea/ t he might g ov] c>efully & ?\ghtfully t portion ( x :i* conta9s ! tea*+s ( ! great ,sagewoman4 ,:ile ,i probably h fail$ to pres5t cle>ly mu* ( ! great wisdom directly receiv$ f h] magnific5t bra91 !re may arise 9 ! future1 wise m51 :o w be capable ( read+ 9 ^! l9es mu* m ?an ev5 ,i1 :o write !m1 am able to compreh5d4 ,x is my "o hope t great m5 w spr+ up 9 ! future & take hold ( ?is "w--m5 ) m9ds s /rong1 s broad1 s c\rage\s1 & s unselfi%1 t !y w be will+ to devote _! lives to ! noble task ( try+ to put ! :ole human race on a foot+ ( equality4 ,!re c be no equality s long z ^? :o are /rong want to take m ( nature's gifts ?an ^? :o are weak1 & no man c ev] be great :o ?9ks t "o human be+ is entitl$ to m ?an ano!r4 ,t is selfi%ness4 ,selfi%ness & greatness are ! extreme opposites4 ,?is is my la/ day on e>?1 to use a common b errone\s expression4 ,at noon today my s\l w be sep>at$ f its body by ! h& ( man1 act+ accord+ to a mo/ unnatural1 diabolical1 & murd]\s law4 ,& ! poor un=tunate creature1 :o actually slays me1 w d s1 n because he has a ?ir/ = blood1 b = money4 ,money furni%$ by ! ,/ate--a ,*ri/ian civilization :i* br$ & re>$ u bo?4 ,i am n[ =ty-f\r ye>s old1 & h j rea*$ ! ?re%old ( m5tal /r5g?4 ,z ,i am 9 p]fect condition physically1 & h a spl5did con/itution z a f\ndation1 !re is no good reason :y ,i c\ld n h liv$ at lea/ =ty ye>s m4 ,=ty ye>s long] c\ld ,i h s]v$ ! _w at my v be/1 b my fell[ be+s h decid$ to kill me1 "r at a "t :5 ,i c\ld h be5 ( ! mo/ use to !m4 ,i am really sorry t ,i mu/ die1 n because ,i fe> dea?1 b because my opportunity to d good to o!rs is tak5 f me4 ,tw5ty-two ye>s ago ,i 0 anxi\s to die1 aye ev5 by my own h&4 ,i ?\ght t !re 0 no?+ to live = at t "t4 ,b ! beautiful tea*+s ( ! great ,sagewoman awak5$ new ideas ( responsibility )9 me1 & n[ ,i c see t ! gr&e/ ?+ )9 ! rea* ( a human be+ is to live2 live z long z nature w all[2 live = o!rs4 ,natural ,law tea*es t x is idiotic to pray1 & ,i believe t pray] is a =m ( insanity1 b 7 ,i to pray1 :i* ,i pr(ess ,i h no idea ( do+1 my "o reque/ ( ! ,creator w\ld be t ,i might live out my life1 9 ord] to spread ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law to ! fur!rmo/ corn]s ( ! e>?2 or1 t ,i might be born aga9 9 a well-con/ruct$ body1 ) a m9d capable ( grasp+ nature's ideas 9 _! entirety1 & int]pret+ !m to my fell[ m5 9 a way t c\ld n be misund]/ood4 ,if ! ,creator w\ld grant me ?is reque/1 & ,i c\ld h ! ability & ! p[] to *ange ! conditions ( ! e>? to ^? exi/+ 9 ,sagel& be=e ! ,cata/rophe1 ,i w\ld gladly give 9 ex*ange = ! privilege1 my et]nal s\l z a sacrifice1 & take ^u myself ev]la/+ly1 all ( ! mis]y1 suff]+1 & torture n[ inflict$ ^u ! re/ ( mank9d4 ,good-bye1 de> read]1 & may y\r s\l always guide y4 ,,end ,,( ,,john ,,conv]t',s ,,"w4 ,epilogue on foll[+ pages4 ,,epilogue ,,f ,,! ,,new ,,york ,,daily 7,special ,despat*37 ,,s+ ,,s+1 ,n4 ,y41 #aa ,a4 ,m4-,electrocution day "h always attracts _m curi\s p ab\t ! prison walls1 b ! mu* h]ald$ execution ( ,john ,conv]t seems to h br\ght an unusual numb] ( p]sons to ?is neighborhood1 & ! hill ov]look+ ! prison is almo/ black ) p1 :o h come f all p>ts ( ! ,/ate4 ,view$ f ?is hill1 ,s+ ,s+ prison pres5ts ! appe>ance ( a huge1 squ>e p51 cov]+ _m acres ( l&1 & enclos$ by a high1 brick wall on ! ?ree l& sides1 & a tall1 iron picket f5ce on ! side adjo9+ ! ,hudson ,riv]4 ,on ! top ( ^! walls1 s5t9els are /ation$ at int]vals1 :o walk back & =?1 arm$ ) bree*-load+ rifles1 & "u ord]s to %oot dead any prison] attempt+ to escape4 ,)9 ! enclosure1 at ! nor? end1 are sev]al r$ brick build+s1 :i* are us$ z work%ops = ! twelve hundr$ "t prison]s1 n[ inc>c]at$ "h4 ,runn+ along its ea/]n bord] is a massive /one /ructure1 ab\t sev5 hundr$ feet long1 fifty feet wide1 & sixty feet high1 ) w9d[s crat$ by heavy1 iron b>s4 ,?is is ! ma9 build+ ( ! prison1 & is us$ pr9cipally z a dormitory = ! inmates & (fices = ^? :o h *>ge ( ! in/itution4 ,! extreme s\? end ( ! ma9 build+ is wall$ (f sep>ately1 & occupi$ exclusively by prison]s :om ! ,/ate has doom$ to dea?4 ,?is place is call$ ! ,dea? ,*amb]4 ,inside ( ?is *amb] is a high /eel cage1 f\r ti]s high1 & divid$ into sev]al cells1 :i* are ab\t eight by six feet 9 dim5sion4 ,?ick1 cem5t walls1 floor1 & ceil+1 make ea* cell sep>ate & di/9ct f ! o!rs4 ,heavy doors ( b>r$ /eel op5 outw>d onto ! diff]5t plat=ms1 :i* run all ! way ar\nd ! inside ( ! cage4 ,arm$ patrolm51 kn[n z dea? gu>ds1 are kept con/antly walk+ ar\nd ^! plat=ms4 ,)9 ?is cage is ,john ,conv]t & _m o!r notori\s murd]]s1 wait+ _! turns to be put to dea? z puni%m5t = _! he9\s crimes4 ,at ! s\? end ( ! ,dea? ,*amb] is a solid iron door1 :i* leads into an adjo9+ little r$ brick build+1 ab\t fifty by tw5ty feet 9 dim5sion1 "o /ory high1 & conta9+ two rooms4 ,^! rooms are p]fectly b>e1 except+ t 9 "o ( !m !re is a *air1 & 9 ! o!r a table4 ,ab\t t5 feet f ! door lead+ f ! ,dea? ,*amb] is ! electric *air1 by :i* ! ,/ate kills its wor/ crim9als4 ,9 appe>ance x is simil> to a pla91 old-fa%ion$ g>d5 arm-*air1 ) a high back4 ,connect$ to ?is *air are sev]al /raps1 by :i* ! condemn$ man is h>ness$ 9 a sitt+ position1 s t he _c move4 ,^! /raps are adju/$ across ! head1 *e/1 abdom51 bo? =e & upp] arms & ! ankles4 ,!y are n b\nd too tightly1 b left taut 9 ord] to all[ = ! expansion ( ! body4 ,! electro connections are at ! head & ! inside ( ! "r calf1 ! tr\s]s be+ cut f ! knee d[nw>d1 s t a contact c be made ) ! b>e fle%4 ,j back ( ! *air is a l>ge closet1 :i* conceals all ( ! electrical app>atus necess>y to ?r[ on or (f ! curr5t at ! w ( ! ,electrician1 by ^: h& ! condemn$ man is s5t to et]nity4 ,/ation$ )9 ! closet1 ! ,electrocution] c see :at is go+ on outside1 b _c be se5 f )\t4 ,j back ( ! closet is a p>tition divid+ ! two rooms1 ?r\gh :i* is a door lead+ into x4 ,9 ! c5t] ( ?is o!r room is a /ation>y table1 ^u :i* ! autopsy is p]=m$4 ,all ( ! ma*9]y has be5 ?or\ghly te/$1 & f\nd to be 9 good runn+ ord]1 & nei!r ! ,/ate's ,electrician nor ! ,w>d5 expect ! slighte/ hit* 9 connection ) today's proce$+s4 ,! twelve witnesses invit$ by ! ,w>d51 & made necess>y by law1 toge!r ) ! bra9 exp]ts1 h arriv$ ^u ! sc5e1 & ev]y?+ is 9 complete read9ess = ! electrocution ( ,john ,conv]t4 ,,f ,,! ,,new ,,york ,,daily 7,special ,despat*37 ,,s+ ,,s+1 ,n4 ,y41 #a3ae ,p4 ,m4-,"o ( ! /range/ & mo/ pa!tic trag$ies t has ev] happ5$ 9 ! ,/ate ( ,new ,york has j tak5 place )9 ! h\se ( electrocution "h1 ! result ( :i* mu/ cause ! :ole civiliz$ _w to pause & %udd]4 ,y\r correspond5t e>ne/ly prays t he may nev] aga9 be call$ ^u to witness ano!r su* horror1 ! effects ( :i* h completely unn]v$ him & begg>s ev5 a fa9t description4 ,at precisely twelve o'clock today1 ) ! ,/ate ,electrician1 m$ical exp]ts1 & witnesses1 mutely /ation$ 9 _! places1 ! great iron door lead+ f ! ,dea? ,*amb] 0 sudd5ly swung op51 & betwe5 two gu>ds ! gigantic =m ( ,john ,conv]t walk$ ov] to ! electric *air1 ) a firm & unfalt]+ /ep4 ,imm$iately1 all eyes 7 turn$ ^u him1 & at ! same in/ant !re 0 a subdu$ murmur ( surprise by _m ( ^? pres5t at ! magnific5t appe>ance ( ! man4 ,tall & erect1 ) f9ely =m$ limbs1 & p[]fully built %\ld]s1 he easily t[]$ above all ( ! o!r occupants ( ! room4 ,) a clean %av5 face1 ! h&some features ( :i* express$ extraord9>y intellig5ce1 k9dness1 & g5tl5ess ( nature1 comb9$ ) wond]ful /r5g? ( "*1 & a %apely head1 ov]hung by an abundance ( beautiful sn[-:ite hair1 he look$ m l an ambassador f heav5 ?an a convict$ murd]]4 ,he wore a black ,pr9ce ,alb]t suit ( clo!s4 ,z he rea*$ ! side ( ! *air he paus$1 & calmly look+ f "o to ! o!r ( ! assemblage1 he began to address !m 9 a cle> & melodi\s voice4 ,almo/ f ! fir/ utt]ance1 8 he>]s became electrifi$ by 8 *>m+ mann] & eloqu5ce1 & = ne>ly half an h\r 7 held spellb\nd1 :ile he expla9$ ! pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law1 & ! va/ b5efits ! human race c\ld d]ive by putt+ !m into effect4 ,9 a conv9c+ way he drew a beautiful picture ^u ! m9ds ( ^? pres5t ( a heav5 t %\ld be e/abli%$ "h on e>? by & = all liv+ ?+s1 9 :i* !y %\ld "w unit$ & h>moni\sly toge!r = a common & unselfi% cause1 in/ead ( ea* "o pull+ 9 a diff]5t direction = 8 own selfi% purposes4 ,he expla9$ t all liv+ ?+s 7 compos$ ( ! same mat]ial1 :i* 0 con/antly und]go+ a *ange f life to dea? & f dea? to life by be+ mold$ & remold$ into diff]5t =ms1 :i* are con/ruct$ accord+ to ! intellig5ce absorb$ by ! :ole4 ,t x is )9 ! p[] ( ! human race1 if work+ toge!r z a unit1 to recon/ruct all liv+ matt] on e>? into m p]fect organisms1 j z x is )9 ! p[] ( man to re-m\ld a pile ( dead scrap iron into new & useful ma*9]y4 ,t ^! results c\ld only be accompli%$ by ! eradication ( selfi%ness f ! human race1 & t x 0 impossible to ext+ui% selfi%ness z long z ! money sy/em 0 kept 9 =ce1 & individuals 7 recomp5s$ accord+ to _! craft9ess to help !mselves4 ,he told ( ! s\l be+ ev]la/+1 & h[ a wise law ( nature breaks ! monotony ( its exi/5ce ?r\gh ! process ( re-inc>nation1 & t ! s\l ( ! ri* ari/ocrat ( today may be ! s\l ( ! suckl+ pig tomorr[4 ,he said t x 0 )9 ! p[] ( e liv+ ?+ to d good1 if only foll[+ ! advice ( ! s\l1 & t ! (t5] ?is advice 0 tak5 ! easi] x became to d "r1 b t ! less ! s\l's w>n+ 0 he$$1 ! m h>d5$ & vile became ! nature ( ! individual4 ,he told ( h[ *ildr5 inh]it ! weaknesses ( _! p>5ts1 & m5tion$ h[ mu* gr&] x is = p>5ts to give _! *ildr5 "* )\t gold1 ?an to give !m gold )\t "*4 ,s e>ne/ly & pa!tically did he pres5t ! :ole subject1 t at ! conclusion ( 8 disc\rse !re 0 n a dry eye 9 ! room1 & z he calmly took 8 seat 9 ! electric *air1 ! :ole assemblage1 includ+ ! gu>ds1 /ood motionless = sev]al mom5ts z if 9 a hypnotic trance4 ,& !n1 z ! gu>ds reluctantly began to adju/ ! /raps ab\t 8 body1 ?ree m5 bur/ into l\d sobs & ru%$ f ! room1 bitt]ly d5\nc+ ! electrocution z savag]y1 & refus+ to witness ! proce$+s any fur!r4 ,) ! exception ( ! condemn$ man1 ev]ybody 0 completely un/rung4 ,b ,john ,conv]t1 9 ! %ad[ ( dea?1 did n lose 8 wond]ful self-control = a mom5t1 b sat ) p]fect equipoise 9 t murd]\s *air1 calmly wat*+ ) app>5t int]e/ ! "w ( fa/5+ him 94 ',y h t /rap ar\nd ! abdom5 twi/$1' he coolly rem>k$ to "o ( ! excit$ gu>ds1 & !n quietly add$1 'y are n suffici5tly h>d5$ = ?is k9d ( "w1 my man1 b p]haps y\r *ildr5 may be4' ,& z if /ung by remorse at ^! words1 ! gu>d sudd5ly bur/ into a fr5zy ( grief & cri$ out 9 pite\s tones3 ',no1 no6 ,don't say t6 ,i love my *ildr54 ,i und]took ?is objectionable "w = _! sakes1 t ,i might be able to give !m ! same advantages t o!r *ildr5 enjoy4 ,b n[ t y h spok51 ,i c see t ,i am pay+ = _! advantages at ! exp5se ( _! moral *>act]s1 & t !y too might foll[ 9 my mis]able foot/eps &1 ev5tually sell !mselves = money4 ,b li/51 ,i h b j tak5 ?is position1 & n[ ,i am gett+ my fir/ exp]i5ce at ?is k9d ( "w1 & ,i feel z if ,i 7 ab\t to commit murd]4 ,& n[1 aft] he>+ y\r wond]ful words1 my consci5ce is cry+ out )9 me to /op1 & s1 9 ! pres5ce ( ^! witnesses1 ,i n only r5\nce all fur!r connection ) ?is abom9able act1 b ,i mo/ solemnly swe> t ,i believe 9 ,natural ,law1 & t ,i %all h5ce=? devote my life to tea*+ its pr9ciples to my own *ildr51 & also to ^? ( my fell[ be+s4 ,my eyes h sudd5ly be5 op5$4 ,= ! fir/ "t 9 my life ,i feel l a man4' ,at ?is unexpect$ turn ( affairs1 ! c\nt5ance ( ,john ,conv]t light$ up ) a look ( div9e happ9ess t 0 truly glori\s to behold1 &1 address+ ! gu>d1 he said3 ',well spok51 my noble man4 ,may y accumulate suffici5t /r5g? to enable y to fai?fully foll[ out y\r spl5did resolution2 may y\r future de$s be s unselfi%1 h]oic1 & fruitful1 t[>ds uplift+ mank9d1 t ! gr&*ildr5 ( y\r enemies may live to praise y\r "n4' ,^! words seem$ to h a *e]+ effect ^u ! gu>d1 :o affectionately %ook ! h& ( ,conv]t1 & !n left ! room4 ,dur+ ?is "t1 h[ev]1 ! o!r gu>d _h cont9u$ ! "w ( adju/+ ! /raps1 & f9ally hav+ !m prop]ly arrang$1 /epp$ backw>d a few feet & rais$ 8 left arm z a sign to ! ,electrocution] 9 ! closet t ev]y?+ 0 9 read9ess4 ,& !n1 j z ,john ,conv]t utt]$ ! words1 ',always ,consult ,y\r ,s\l = ,advice1' a t]rible1 dull1 buzz+ s\nd took ! place ( 8 voice1 8 body sudd5ly exp&$1 z if ab\t to bur/1 8 limbs 7 drawn up & di/ort$1 blue flames %ot =? ) a weird gl[1 a sick5+ odor ( burn+ fle% saturat$ ! air1 & quick] ?an x takes to tell1 ! deadly curr5t _h p5etrat$ ?r\gh e fib] ( 8 body4 ,& !n1 z all turn$ away _! heads f ! awful sight1 a l\d cra% 0 he>d1 & ! door lead+ f ! c\rt-y>d into ! o!r room bur/ op51 & 9 ru%$ ! ,w>d51 yell+ l a madman3 ',/op x6 ,= ,god's sake1 /op x6 ,y are kill+ ! wrong man6' ,& pull+ op5 ! door ( ! closet :i* conceal$ ! ,electrician1 he ?rew (f ! curr5t ) 8 own h&s4 ,at ! same "t1 amid/ great confusion1 sev]al ( ! spectators ru%$ =w>d & began unfa/5+ ! /raps :i* b\nd ! un=tunate man to ! *air1 aft] :i* ! body 0 c>ri$ into ! o!r room & laid ^u ! table4 ,foll[+ 9 ! foot/eps ( ! ,w>d51 0 a tall1 beautiful1 "y woman1 hatless1 & ) hair di%evel$ & dress dis>rang$4 ,%e 0 pant+ heavily1 & a wild1 t]rifi$ look gleam$ 9 h] eyes4 ,%e appe>$ daz$ & almo/ exhau/$4 ,cat*+ sight ( ,conv]t1 %e frantically tri$ to get ne> him1 b 0 held 9 *eck by "o ( ! doctors1 :ile ! o!r "o made a hurri$ exam9ation ( ! body4 ,& !n1 ?is doctor1 app>5tly suff]+ f great m5tal excitem5t1 turn$ t[>d ^? pres5t1 &1 ) 8 eyes full ( te>s1 *ok+ly :isp]$1 ',too late1 he is dead4' ,at ^! t]rible words1 ! "y woman utt]$ a he>t-pi]c+ %riek1 &1 ru%+ =w>d1 ?rew h]self ^u ! corpse1 z %e pite\sly moan$3 ',y h murd]$ him4 ,y h murd]$ him4' ,,f ,,! ,,new ,,york ,,daily4 ,! foll[+ /atem5t1 made by "o ( ,*icago's mo/ beautiful & brilliant "y society wom51 is ! sequel to ! mo/ extraord9>y case t ev] attract$ public att5tion 9 ?is c\ntry3 ',my "n is ,arletta ,wright4 ,my fa!r is ,r4 ,u4 ,wright1 ( ,*icago1 ,ill41 ! well-kn[n f9anci] & multi-millionaire4 ,a few ye>s ago1 :ile 9 ,p>is1 ,i 0 introduc$ to a man by ! "n ( ,john ,conv]t4 ,i suppos$ he 0 an ,am]ican1 b at t "t did n take en\gh int]e/ 9 him to inquire z to :o he 0 or :]e he came f4 ,lat]1 h[ev]1 ,i f\nd t he 0 cont9ually cross+ my pa?1 & appe>$ anxi\s to c\rt my att5tion4 ,he 0 a tall1 well-built1 h&some man1 ) a clean-%av5 face & sn[-:ite hair1 app>5tly ab\t =ty ye>s old4 ,b !re 0 some?+ ab\t 8 looks & actions t ,i did n l1 & ,i tri$ to avoid him z mu* z possible4 ,b he 0 n to be avoid$ v easily1 &1 aft] p]si/5tly foll[+ me all ov] ,europe1 he cross$ ! ocean 9 ! same /eam]1 & f9ally came to my home 9 ,*icago4 ,he got to be su* a nuisance t he 0 refus$ admittance to our h\se1 & 9 ord] to get rid ( him entirely1 ,i secretly left ,*icago & w5t abroad aga94 ,a few mon?s aft]w>d ,i return$ home1 & f\nd t he _h left = p>ts unkn[n1 & ! incid5t 0 soon =gott54 ',dur+ ! mon? ( ,m>*1 #aijc1 ab\t two & a half ye>s lat]1 important bus9ess call$ my fa!r to ,new ,york = a /ay ( sev]al mon?s1 & "m & ,i1 accompany+ him1 we took ap>tm5ts at ! ,opul5t ,hotel1 on ,broadway1 ne> ,sev5ty-eigh? /reet4 ',ab\t t "t ,i decid$ to visit ! diff]5t in/itutions ( ,new ,york1 & "o day z ,i 0 be+ %[n ?r\gh a *>ity w>d ( ! ,ruff ,hospital1 ,i 0 a/oni%$ to see ,john ,conv]t ly+ sick ^u "o ( ! cots4 ,he _h a wild & peculi> />e 9 8 eyes & at fir/ gave no sign ( recognition1 b seem$ to be und]go+ an int5se m5tal /ra91 z if try+ to recall to m9d "s ev5t t _h escap$ 8 memory4 ,! doctor in=m$ me t he 0 an unid5tifi$ *>ity pati5t suff]+ ) typhoid fev] & 0 evid5tly insane4 ,he told me t ! man imag9$ he _h be5 9 a trance = ov] f\r ?\s& ye>s1 & c\ld only be br\ght out ( x by a kiss f "o he call$ ,arletta4 ,my he>t seem$ to melt ) pity & sorr[1 & my dislike *ang$ into love = ! man ^u he>+ ^! words1 & )\t hesitation ,i kiss$ him1 at ! same "t hop+ mo/ s9c]ely t ! act w\ld h a salut>y effect4 ,/range z x may seem1 ! :ole expression ( 8 c\nt5ance *ang$ in/antly z if by "s magic =ce2 8 eyes light$ up radiantly1 & look+ at me 9 great a/oni%m5t he utt]$ my "n-,arletta4 ,b :ile ,i 0 q elat$ ov] my /range success1 ,i 0 also mu* surpris$ & puzzl$ at 8 foll[+ utt]ances1 :]eby he claim$ t ,i 0 ! re-inc>nat$ s\l ( ,arletta ( ,sagel&1 :o1 accord+ to 8 /ory1 _h di$ on ! same day ,i 0 born1 ov] tw5ty-"o ye>s be=e1 & f :i* "t he c\ld =m no recollection ( ev5ts :atev]4 ',subsequ5tly1 ,i 0 in=m$ by an em95t bra9 speciali/1 :o exam9$ him1 t he 0 m5tally s\nd1 b t ow+ to a sev]e fracture ( ! skull receiv$ "s "t previ\sly 8 bra9 _h become divid$ into two di/9ct p>ts1 caus+ two p]sonalities to exi/ & enabl+ him to recollect ev5ts only z !y 7 sep>ately record$ on ei!r side ( ! bra94 ,by ?is explanation ,i readily und]/ood ! reason :y he did n recognize me & also = ! wond]ful *ange :i* took place1 bo? 9 8 "* & my feel+s t[>d him4 ,on t day my fir/ & la/ love = man 0 born4 ',z "t pass$ by1 & he recov]$ 8 heal? & /r5g?1 he appe>$ to me ! mo/ beautiful "* ,i _h ev] kn[n1 & ) ea* succe$+ day my love = him grew /rong]4 ,b :ile love =m$ a /rong mutual l9k ( atta*m5t betwe5 u1 ano!r =ce succe$$ 9 putt+ u ap>t4 ',he believ$ 9 ,natural ,law & unselfi%ness1 ) equal rights = bo? /rong & weak alike4 ,i believ$ 9 religion & selfi%ness1 ) ! /rong enjoy+ m e>?ly bless+s ?an ! weak4 ',he believ$ 9 a ,supreme ,be+1 :o creat$ immutable laws :]eby ! entire ma*9]y ( ! univ]se is gov]n$1 & t ^! laws c\ld no m be *ang$ by ! silly pray]s ( man ?an by ! pray]s ( a microbe4 ,i believ$ 9 a god to :om ,i c\ld pray to *ange e>?ly conditions to suit my fancies2 a god will+ to grant me favors ev5 at ! exp5se ( o!rs4 ',he believ$ 9 re-inc>nation1 & ! p[] ( ! s\l to ev5tually ma/] ! fle% & create a heav5 on e>?4 ,i believ$ 9 ! transmigration ( ! s\l to "s obscure heav5 :]e !re w\ld be no?+ f>!r to d b re/ dur+ all et]nity4 ',he 0 broad 9 8 views & nev] tri$ to re/ra9 me f ?9k+ z ,i lik$4 ,i 0 n>r[ 9 m9e1 & q unwill+ t he %\ld believe 9 any !ory except my own4 ',^! & o!r diff]5ces ( op9ion caus$ u to sep>ate4 ',"o night la/ ,june1 ! same night t awful murd] took place 9 ! ,s]aglio ,ap>tm5ts1 ,i met ,john ,conv]t at our regul> meet+ place 9 ,c5tral ,p>k = ! la/ "t4 ,x 0 my habit to meet him 9 an out-(-!-way corn] ( ! p>k1 because ,i did n want my p>5ts or fri5ds to "k ( x4 ,= ?is same reason1 ,i _h nev] told him my la/ "n or place ( resid5ce4 ,at ?is meet+1 ,i in=m$ him t he mu/ ei!r give up all fur!r connection ) ! movem5t he _h in/itut$ t[>d ! reg5]ation ( mank9d1 or bid me good-bye =ev]4 ,he *ose ! latt] c\rse1 al?\gh ,i "k t 8 he>t 0 fairly bur/+ ) grief :5 ,i left him4 ',n[1 t x is too late1 ,i c fully appreciate :at a gr&1 noble fell[ he 04 ,i (f]$ him a million doll>s to =sake ! cause he _h pl$g$ himself to uphold4 ,?9k ( x1 "o million doll>s6 ,a sum ( money = :i* mo/ civiliz$ m5 w\ld gladly sell _! et]nal s\ls4 ,b ,john ,conv]t1 a believ] 9 ,natural ,law1 c\ld n be b\ght at any price1 & ev5 ?\gh ,i (f]$ him my h& 9 m>riage1 an (f]+ :i* _m ,cr[n ,pr9ces ( ,europe h repeat$ly begg$ =1 /ill he w\ld n rec$e f ! gr& purpose he _h und]tak54 ',well1 we p>t$1 & ! next morn+ ,i bo>d$ a /eam] b\nd = ,europe4 ,b ,i 0 wret*$ & unhappy1 & felt t life 0 a burd5 to me4 ,i 0 unable to drive ! image ( ,john ,conv]t out ( my m9d1 & z ,i /ood ^u ! deck ( ! /eam]1 z x pass$ along ! riv] lead+ to ! ocean4 ,i look$ back t[>d ,new ,york1 & fanci$ ,i c\ld see poor ,john /&+ alone1 & =lorn1 ^u "o ( ! docks1 ) 8 arms out/ret*$1 sadly implor+ me to return1 & ) a feel+ ( remorse ,i />t$ = my /at]oom to lie d[n & h a good cry4 ',z ,i hurri$ along ! d>k passageway lead+ to my room1 ,i 0 almo/ />tl$ out ( my s5ses by com+ face to face ) ! v man ,i ?\ght ,i _h left beh9d1 ,john ,conv]t4 ,he appe>$ to be ev5 m />tl$ ?an myself1 &1 /epp+ backw>d a few paces1 he fairly trembl$1 z he ho>sely exclaim$3 ',my ,god1 ,arletta1 is t really y8' ,at ^! words ,i became fright5$1 & z ! fa9t rays ( light f a di/ant port-hole fell squ>ely ^u 8 face1 ,i obs]v$ a wild1 peculi> />e 9 8 eyes1 & notic$ t 8 :ole c\nt5ance 0 ov]ca/ by a mo/ villa9\s expression4 ,at t mom5t1 ,i rememb]$ ! doctor's w>n+ words1 t he might *ange p]sonalities at any "t t he 0 subject$ to sev]e m5tal excitem5t1 & ,i n[ recogniz$ 9 ! man /&+ be=e me ! same "* ,i _h met 9 ,p>is4 ,j z quickly z love _h tak5 possession ( my feel+s = ,john ,conv]t 9 ! hospital1 j t sudd5ly did x dep>t :5 ,i saw ?is dete/able look+ creature 9 front ( me4 ,9 an in/ant he became loa?some to my sight1 & )\t wait+ = ano!r ^w ,i ru%$ into my /ate-room & bolt$ ! door4 ',n once did ,i leave my room dur+ t trip across ! ocean1 b :5 ! /eam] arriv$ at ,liv]pool1 & ,i />t$ to g a%ore1 ! v fir/ p]son my eyes re/$ ^u 0 ,john ,conv]t2 & f t "t on he incessantly dogg$ my foot/eps all ov] ,europe4 ,! m ,i saw ( him1 ! m debas$ & despicable he appe>$ to me4 ,! good1 k9d1 old face1 t ,i _h lov$ s well1 _h n[ app>5tly become di/ort$ by a murd]\s expression1 & ! s\lful eyes :i* _h intoxicat$ me ) ec/asy1 n[ depict$ ! nature ( a deg5]ate4 ,i %unn$ him z ,i w\ld a lep]1 & _m times ,i wi%$ t ,i _h left him to die 9 ! hospital1 in/ead ( aid+ him to recov]4 ,he became s objectionable to my sight t ,i ?reat5$ to h him arre/$ if he did n /op foll[+ me ab\t4 ,b ?is _h no effect ^u him :atev]1 & aft] ?ree long1 we>y mon?s ( travel on ! cont95t1 9 :i* ,i attempt$ to elude him1 )\t success1 ,i f9ally return$ to ,engl& & bo>d$ a /eam] at ,s\?ampton = ,new ,york4 ,i fully expect$ to see ,john ,conv]t make ! voyage also1 b to my surprise & great joy ,i saw him /&+ on ! pi] aft] ! /eam] _h left h] moor+s & 0 /eam+ away4 ,he /ood wav+ 8 h& at me1 & ,i wat*$ him until beyond ! range ( vision1 !n w5t d[n to my /ate-room1 ) a feel+ ( relief1 z ?\gh a great load _h be5 lift$ f my %\ld]s4 ,"o ( ! fir/ ?+s t attract$ my att5tion aft] ent]+ ! /ate-room1 0 a l>ge1 well-fill$ envelope1 ly+ ^u ! b$1 & address$ to me4 ,te>+ x op51 ,i f\nd an assortm5t ( v>i\s docum5ts1 among :i* 0 ! foll[+ lett]4' ',my de> ,arletta3 ,at la/ realiz+ t y are beyond my rea* & t fur!r ef=ts to w9 y\r love w\ld be useless1 & feel+ t aft] all1 my aff9ity is n really y b %e :om ,i rec5tly kill$1 & z my consci5ce is tortur+ me until ,i c f9d no re/ or cont5tm5t 9 life1 ,i h decid$ to av5ge ! _m crimes ,i h committ$ dur+ ! pa/ by tak+ my own life1 & ere y read ^! l9es ,i %all be dead4 ',my life has be5 a mo/ mis]able failure1 & 7 x n = ! fact t dur+ my la/ h\rs ,i feel a /rong desire to try & make am5ds1 ?r\gh y1 to ! man ,i h be5 imp]sonat+ = _m ye>s1 ,i %\ld1 quietly pass out ( exi/5ce )\t fur!r ado4 ',9 ! fir/ place my "n is n ,john1 b ,edw>d ,conv]t1 son ( ,h5ry ,conv]t1 & gr&son ( ,pet] ,conv]t1 :o _m ye>s ago 0 a weal?y bank] ( ,london1 ,engl&4 ',my gr&fa!r _h two sons2 ,james1 ! eld]1 be+ my uncle1 & ,h5ry ! y\ng]1 my fa!r4 ',ab\t ! "t my fa!r rea*$ maturity1 bo? he & my uncle fell 9 love ) beautiful tw9 si/]s ( a poor family1 & 9 due c\rse ( "t ea* took "o z a wife4 ,?is 0 done 9 direct opposition to my gr&fa!r's comm&s1 & s inc5s$ did he become ov] ! affair1 t :5 he di$ %ortly aft]w>d1 x 0 f\nd t he _h cut !m bo? (f ) a m]e pittance1 :ile ! bulk ( 8 e/ate :i* 0 valu$ at sev]al million p\nds1 0 to be held 9 tru/ until ! elde/ son ( my uncle ,james _h rea*$ maturity1 aft] :i* x 0 to be deliv]$ to him intact4 ',at t "t nei!r my fa!r nor uncle _h *ildr51 & be+ ( diff]5t temp]am5ts-my uncle a pi\s cl]gyman1 & my fa!r a brok] ) gambl+ t5d5cies-!y soon p>t$ & lo/ track ( ea* o!r4 ',my p>5ts emigrat$ to ,canada & resid$ 9 ,toronto = "s ye>s1 9 :i* city ,i 0 born4 ,:5 ,i 0 ab\t five ye>s ( age my "m di$1 & a %ort "t lat] my fa!r mov$ to ,buffalo1 ,n4 ,y41 & ent]$ into ! brok]age bus9ess !re4 ,z ,i grew up1 ,i 0 educat$ ) ! sole idea t ! only purpose = :i* ,i _h be5 creat$ 0 to get money4 ,at home ,i 0 taught by my fa!r1 9 s*ool ?r\gh books1 & at *ur* by ! pa/or1 t my success 9 life w\ld be judg$ accord+ to ! am\nt ( money ,i c\ld accumulate4 ,0 x any wond]1 !n1 t ,i grew up to wor%ip money z ! real god1 & to f9ally sell my s\l = x8 ,oh1 ! t]rible curse ( money6 ,& :at an awful crime = p>5ts to tea* _! *ildr5 to love x6 ,_h ,i n be5 taught f infancy to crave money1 ,i might h become a useful memb] ( ! human family1 & utiliz$ my bra9 p[] = "s wor?y cause1 in/ead ( us+ x to s*eme1 *eat1 /eal1 & ev5 murd]1 9 ord] t ,i might obta9 x4 ,well1 "o day :5 ,i 0 ab\t sixte5 ye>s old1 my fa!r1 hav+ j return$ f "o ( 8 we/]n trips1 in=m$ me t he _h accid5tally run across 8 bro!r ,james1 ! cl]gyman1 9 a little ,kansas t[n nam$ ,ed54 ,he said t my uncle told him t 8 wife _h di$ sixte5 ye>s be=e1 :ile giv+ bir? to an only son1 z !y 7 cross+ ! ,atlantic ,ocean4 ,subsequ5tly ?is son1 :o _h be5 nam$ ,john1 ran away f home :5 he 0 b elev5 ye>s old1 & _h nev] be5 se5 or he>d ( s9ce4 ,my fa!r said t ,uncle ,james _h evid5tly brood$ ov] ! matt] s long t he 0 brok5 d[n 9 heal? & c\ld n live mu* long]4 ,!n he %[$ me a picture ( ,john ,conv]t1 :5 he 0 t5 ye>s old1 & said t x look$ exactly l me at t age4 ,f9ally1 he told me t ,c\s9 ,john 0 ! sole heir to 8 gr&fa!r's e/ate1 & intimat$ t x w\ld be a spl5did /roke ( bus9ess = me to g to ,ed5 & pret5d to be ! long-lo/ son1 &1 aft] rea*+ ! age ( tw5ty-"o1 claim ! e/ate z my own4 ,my fa!r told me t z soon z he he>d my uncle's /ory1 8 well-tra9$ f9ancial bra9 _h imm$iately =mulat$ ?is excell5t plan1 & consequ5tly he l$ my uncle to believe t he _h no *ildr5 ( 8 own4 ,he also asc]ta9$ ! names ( ! diff]5t places :]e my uncle _h liv$ dur+ ! pa/1 & propos$ t ,i %\ld visit ^! localities & become acqua9t$ ) ,john's old playmates1 9 ord] to acquire a ?or\gh k ( 8 y\?ful *>act]i/ics & any o!r useful in=mation necess>y to c>ry out ! deception successfully4 ',well1 ,i ent]$ into ! plot ) en?usiasm1 & )9 six mon?s pres5t$ myself to ,uncle ,james z 8 son4 ',at fir/ ! s*eme work$ to p]fection1 & !re 0 great rejoic+ 9 ! little t[n ( ,ed51 :]e ! ,rev4 ,james ,conv]t 0 an honor$ & respect$ citiz5 ( ! community4 ,b z "t w5t by1 my uncle app>5tly began to d\bt my id5tity1 = at times he w\ld look at me long & se>*+ly1 & !n1 ) a sorr[ful %ake ( ! head1 w\ld rem>k t ,i lack$ ! "* ( ! boy he _h kn[n z 8 son4 ,s1 fe>+ t he might ultimately discov] ! fraud & foil our plans1 my fa!r & ,i jo9tly murd]$ him by a sl[ process ( poison4 ,!n1 ) ! necess>y pap]s 9 my possession1 & pl5ty ( reputable witnesses f ,ed5 to swe> t ,i 0 ! ackn[l$g$ son ( ! ,rev4 ,james ,conv]t1 at ! age ( tw5ty-"o ,i took possession ( my gr&fa!r's va/ e/ate 9 ,engl&4 ',b ! fe> ( ! rightful heir turn+ up soon] or lat] to expose ! fraud began to haunt me1 &1 feel+ my insecurity z long z he 0 alive1 ,i began a long & t$i\s se>* = ,john ,conv]t1 :i* ext5d$ to all p>ts ( ! _w1 & cov]$ a p]iod ( ov] tw5ty- ?ree ye>s1 ) ! sole purpose ( kill+ him if f\nd4 ',9 ! meantime1 fe>+ t my fa!r might become consci5ce- /rick5 soon] or lat]1 & make a confession ( our crime to ! au?orities1 ,i kill$ him also2 & ( ! ?ree murd]s1 ( :i* ,i am n[ responsible1 ,i feel less conc]n ov] my fa!r's dea? ?an ( ! o!r two2 = 0 x n f him t ,i inh]it$ ! in/9cts to lie1 *eat1 /eal1 & murd] = money1 & by 8 in/ructions t ^! in/9cts 7 develop$1 in/ead ( be+ disc\rag$ f infancy8 ',well1 al?\gh ,i se>*$ 9 ne>ly e nook & corn] ( ! globe1 ,i 0 unable to f9d ev5 a clue to my miss+ c\s91 b dur+ t "t a mo/ peculi> affair happ5$1 :i* result$ 9 my kill+ a ?ird victim4 ',z y w rememb]1 ,i met & became infatuat$ ) y 9 ,p>is ov] ?ree ye>s ago1 & !n foll[$ y to ,*icago4 ,aft] le>n+ t y _h secretly dep>t$ = ,europe aga9 9 ord] to avoid me1 ,i made up my m9d to bo!r y no fur!r1 & tak+ a trip 9 ! opposite direction ,i sp5t consid]able "t t\r+ ,au/ralia1 ,africa & ,asia4 ,x 0 ab\t two ye>s aft]1 :ile /opp+ at a fa%ionable hotel 9 ,b]l9 t ,i discov]$ a "y woman bo>d+ !re by ! "n ( ,arletta ,fogg4 ,s closely did %e resemble y t ,i suppos$ x 0 y liv+ !re "u an assum$ "n4 ,at fir/ :5 ,i accus$ h] ( be+ ,arletta ,wright1 ( ,*icago1 %e d5i$ x emphatically4 ,b lat]1 aft] le>n+ t ,i 0 a millionaire1 %e pret5d$ t ,i 0 "r 9 my supposition & l$ me to believe t %e _h left home = an indef9ite p]iod ow+ to "s family disagreem5t & 0 n[ travel+ incognito4 ,%e p]mitt$ me to %[ h] _m att5tions & gradually we became v good fri5ds4 ,s infatuat$ ) h] *>ms did ,i become t ,i 0 h] abject slave4 ,we w5t to ,italy & ,egypt toge!r & ,i lavi%$ money ^u h] )\t /9t4 ,i propos$ honorable m>riage to h] a hundr$ times1 b %e always refus$1 say+ t %e pref]r$ a free & indep5d5t life4 ,we w5t to ,new ,york1 & !re ,i discov]$ t !re 7 o!r m5 besides myself int]e/$ 9 h]1 & t %e _h two diff]5t places ( resid5ce4 ,sev]al times ,i saw h] 9 fa%ionable re/aurants d9+ ) o!r m51 & foll[+ h] "o night into ! ,s]aglio ,ap>tm5ts1 ,i f\nd t %e occupi$ a suite ( rooms !re1 ( :i* ,i _h kn[n no?+4 ,%e 0 some:at "u ! influ5ce ( liquor t night1 & ! in=mation ,i secur$ f h] 0 ( su* a k9d t x almo/ drove me mad ) jeal\sy1 & 9 a fit ( fr5zy ,i /abb$ h] to dea? ) h] own toy dagg] & left h] ly+ on ! b$4 ,! next morn+ ,i quietly bo>d$ ! /eam] = ,europe1 & keep+ out ( sight until away f l&1 ,i />t$ to g to ! purs]'s (fice to pay = my passage1 :5 ! v fir/ p]son ,i met 0 y4 ,y c well imag9e h[ x />tl$ me to see "o :om ,i ?\ght 0 dead4 ,b aft] ! fir/ %ock _h pass$ away1 & le>n+ f ! li/ t ,arletta ,wright 0 a pass5g]1 ,i gave ! :ole matt] ?\ghtful consid]ation & f9ally conclud$ t ,arletta ,fogg & ,arletta ,wright 7 two diff]5t p]sons & t ! o!r 0 m]ely a beautiful adv5turess & y\r d\ble4 ',well1 y "k ! re/4 ,y nev] w\ld c>e = me1 & z ! great weal? ,i s wrongfully acquir$ _c buy happ9ess ( peace ( m9d1 ,i %all ask ,god to =give my s9s & !n bl[ out ! bra9s t h become s useless4 ',some:]e 9 ?is _w ! "r ,john ,conv]t may be e>n+ 8 bread by ! sweat ( 8 br[1 entirely ignorant ( ! fact t he is a millionaire by bir?1 = x 0 8 fa!r's int5tion nev] to disclose ?is secret to him1 pref]r+ t he %\ld sp5d 8 "t z a useful labor]1 r ?an a money$ loaf]1 liv+ )\t "w4 ,:e!r he resembles me at ?is age or n1 ,i _c say4 ,p]haps n1 = my hair has become prematurely :ite f s9 & worry4 ,!n aga91 he may we> a be>d1 :ile my face is clean %av54 ,b no matt] :]e he is1 :at he does1 or h[ he looks1 ,i %all tru/ 9 y to d all )9 y\r p[] to try & locate him1 & deliv] into 8 h&s ! enclos$ pap]s1 :i* w be ! means ( re/or+ 8 possessions to him4 ',if y are =tunate en\gh to f9d him1 beg 8 =giv5ess = me1 & say t ! cause ( all my wick$ness 0 money1 & a fa!r :o taught me to love x4 ,) a pray] to ,god = m]cy1 ,i %all expect to g to heav5 9 spite ( my s9s1 z ,i h fai? 9 ,jesus ,*ri/1 &1 hop+ to meet y !re1 ,i bid y good-bye until !n4 ',s9c]ely y\rs1 ',,edw>d 7,,john7 ,,conv]t4' ',not)/&+ ! dreadful cont5ts ( ?is lett]1 ,i felt l cry+ ) joy aft] read+ x1 z my m9d once m became occupi$ ) ?\ghts ( ! spl5did "* :om ,i _h s ard5tly lov$1 b %amefully des]t$ 9 ,new ,york ?ree mon?s previ\sly4 ,i made up my m9d to return & ask 8 =giv5ess1 & !n jo9 him 9 8 praisewor?y labors ( uplift+ mank9d4 ,oh6 :at happ9ess ,i exp]i5c$ dur+ ! next few days 9 anticipation ( see+ him aga9 & he>+ 8 manly voice4 ,b alas1 h[ little we "k :at sorr[s are 9 /ore = u6 ,! /eam] arriv$ at h] :>f at t5 o'clock ?is morn+1 & a few m9utes lat]4 ,i 0 seat$ 9 a c>riage spe$+ along 9 ! direction ( ! ,waldoria ,hotel4 ,at =ty m9utes pa/ t5 ,i inquir$ ( ! cl]k = ,john ,conv]t4 ,!n came ! appall+ in=mation t he 0 to be electrocut$ at noon = ! murd] ( ,arletta ,fogg4 ,! re/ seems l an awful nightm>e4 ,gett+ a s*$ule ( tra9s = ,s+ ,s+1 ,i ru%$ outside ! hotel1 &1 jump+ 9 ! fir/ cab ,i saw1 h&$ ! driv] a roll ( bills1 & told him !y 7 all 8 if he c\ld get me to ! depot 9 "t to cat* ! elev5 o'clock tra94 ,?r\gh ! /reets l mad we :irl$1 &1 rea*+ ! /ation1 ,i quickly alight$ & ran to ! ticket (fice1 & f !re to ! tra91 :i* ,i bo>d$ j z x />t$ away4 ,x 0 an express1 :i* made no /ops be=e rea*+ ,s+ ,s+1 & 0 due !re at exactly twelve o'clock1 ! "t set = ! electrocution4 ,i told ! conductor t ,i w\ld give him a million doll>s if he w\ld l& me 9 ,s+ ,s+ fifte5 m9utes ahead ( "t1 b he app>5tly ?\ght ,i 0 insane1 & paid no att5tion to my frantic entreaties to g fa/]4 ,to make matt]s worse1 ! tra9 arriv$ five m9utes late1 b1 hop+ aga9/ hopes1 ,i got into a c>riage & 0 driv5 to ! prison4 ,"h ! att5dants ?\ght ,i 0 crazy1 z ,i ru%$ into ! reception room1 cry+ out to /op ! electrocution1 & !y w\ld n p]mit me to see ! ,w>d51 :o 0 9 8 private (fice4 ,he>+ my cries1 h[ev]1 ! ,w>d5 came out to see :at 0 ! tr\ble1 & z quickly z possible ,i expla9$ to him ! circum/ances surr\nd+ ! murd] ( ,arletta ,fogg1 & %[$ him ! writt5 confession ( ,edw>d ,conv]t4 ,he read j en\gh to make sure he 0 "r1 & !n ) an exclamation ( horror he ru%$ out ( ! (fice1 foll[$ by me4 ,?r\gh grat$ doors1 long1 dismal corridors1 & a c\rt-y>d1 we ran1 & com+ to a little1 r$ brick h\se1 he broke op5 ! frame door ) a cra%1 & hurri$ inside1 only to f9d t we 7 j a m9ute too late4' ,aft] a fit ( sobb+1 ,arletta ,wright quiet$ h]self long en\gh to say3 ',telegraph ! news to all p>ts ( ! civiliz$ _w t ! ,/ate ( ,new ,york has j murd]$ ! noble/ mortal ( :i* hi/ory has ev] made m5tion4 ,tell ! inhabitants t ?r\gh 8 tea*+s a new disp5sation has sprung into exi/5ce1 & t ,sagemanism is born aga94 ,publicly ann\nce my firm belief 9 ! beautiful pr9ciples ( ,natural ,law1 & say t h5ce=? ,i r5\nce all fur!r allegiance to a religion :i* p]mits ! /rong to victimize ! weak1 & upholds a corrupt & unnatural sy/em1 :i* all[s s*em]s1 ?ieves1 gambl]s1 sneaks1 loaf]s1 spong]s1 & all o!r k9ds ( human p>asites to gr[ fat (f ! labors ( ^? :o toil4 ,say t ,i %all take up ! "w :]e ,john ,conv]t left (f1 & devote ! rema9d] ( my life & all ( my weal? t[>ds ! cause he advocat$4' 7,,! ,,end47 ,,/ray ,,%ots ,! f\ndation ( humbug is fai?4 ,! light ( ! univ]se is reason4 ,bett] be an unselfi% dog ?an a selfi% man4 ,advice is *eap1 s always give ! be/4 ,to exhibit temp] is to demon/rate insanity4 ,! ri* ( today bre$ ?ieves = tomorr[4 ,/r5g!n y\rself t y may help ^? less =tunate4 ,!re is nev] a pleasure lo/ t !re is n ano!r ga9$4 ,true philan?ropy does n /eal f "o to give to ano!r4 ,religions burn _! bridges 9 front in/ead ( beh9d !m4 ,"o good man on e>? is bett] ?an t5 ?\s& 9 heav54 ,fe$ ! m9d ) good ?\ghts & y w always be happy4 ,keep ! m9d & body clean & ! s\l w take c>e ( itself4 ,put y\r tru/ 9 ! desires ( y\r consci5ce4 ,!re are two ways to ?9k--animal & human4 ,make y\r s\l ! ma/] ( y\r m9d & body4 ,obs]ve at lea/ "o day ea* week = re/ & play4 ,man is great among m5 z ! flea is great among fleas4 ,no drawback %\ld cause man to lose control ( himself4 ,bett] be a good man p]secut$1 ?an a bad man prais$4 ,y ( few weaknesses %\ld n judge h>%ly ( ^? ) _m weaknesses4 ,hate n1 b pity y\r enemies1 = !reby y demon/rate y\r own sup]iority4 ,x makes little diff]5ce :o gets ! cr$it1 z long z ! _w d]ives ! b5efit4 ,)\t ,labor1 ,capital w\ld />ve2 )\t ,capital1 ,labor c\ld live 9 luxury4 ,a li> is a moral c[>d :o fe>s to speak ! tru? & abide by ! consequ5ces4 ,p]mit y\r s\l to look f ! eye & all ( nature's objects w appe> beautiful4 ,hide n y\r face beh9d a fanta/ic be>d1 t ! _w may read y\r "*4 ,! expression ( ! face is caus$ by ! t5d5cy ( ! ?\ght4 ,semi-intellig5t be+s try to live on ! /r5g? ( ^? less intellig5t4 ,p]secution is a deadly poison :i* reacts ^u ^? :o adm9i/] x4 ,he ) _m faults is g5]ally too weak to ov]look ! faults ( o!rs4 ,:i* is ! mo/ bea/ly1 ! pig itself1 or ! man :o re>s1 kills & eats x8 ,behold y\rself ?r\gh ! eyes ( o!rs & judge y\r wor? accord+ly4 ,:5 man dies he leaves 8 works = ! approbation or contempt ( po/]ity4 ,z ! "m loves h] *ild1 s %\ld all liv+ ?+s love ea* o!r4 ,! s9s ( ! p>5ts are visit$ ^u ! *ildr5 z a natural result1 & n by an act ( ! ,almighty4 ,!re are ?\ghts 9 exi/5ce today :i* man w n be able to grasp = ?\s&s ( ye>s to come4 ,replace ! ,*ur* ) s*ools ( moral1 m5tal & physical culture & ! _w w pro !reby4 ,z ! sw9dl] fir/ creates a feel+ ( fai? 9 8 int5d$ victim1 s religion dem&s fai? 9 its foll[]s4 ,( :at good are y if y ga9 ! produce ( ! :ole _w & bre$ t5 ?\s& crim9al desc5dants4 ,!re are _m m5 9 ?is _w :o call x "w to figure h[ !y c secure ! results ( o!rs' labor4 ,if y h k1 (f] x to o!rs2 if !y d n accept x1 t is _! loss4 ,d n fill y\r head s full ( o!r p's ideas t !re is no room left = y\r own4 ,po9t out ! defects ( him :o is pres5t2 praise ! good qualities ( him :o is abs5t4 ,^? :o ride ^u ! backs ( o!rs mu/ 9 turn c>ry o!rs ^u _! own backs4 ,! ,bible n only proves its own absurdities1 b any o!rs t ! human m9d c conceive4 ,p>5ts %\ld m\ld _! *ildr5's "* be=e !y are born1 by _! own ?\ghts & actions4 ,y\r ance/ors are responsible = ! weaknesses y inh]it1 b y are responsible = non-improvem5t4 ,m>ry+ = money or position )\t mutual love is b "o way to bre$ & pres]ve ! g]ms ( pro/itution4 ,x is n only ! selfi%ness ( ! /rong t robs ! weak1 b also ! selfi%ness ( ! weak t keeps !m s4 ,if nature has bless$ y ) sup]ior ability & y d n use x to b5efit mank9d1 !n y h betray$ nature's tru/4 ,! labor] furni%es ! capitali/ ) money1 h\ses1 clo!s1 eatables1 s]vice & !n ! weapons & p[] to keep him enslav$4 ,if y h n improv$ y\r condition physically1 m5tally & morally ov] t ( y\r p>5ts1 y\r life has be5 a failure4 ,religion is a great cudgel held ?reat5+ly by ! /rong ov] ! heads ( ! weak to keep !m 9 a /ate ( ignorance & slav]y4 ,if ! s\l 7 born ) ! body1 !n x mu/ die ) x2 b if ! s\l live aft]w>d1 !n x mu/ h liv$ be=e ! body 0 born4 ,! le>n$ man is sometimes wise2 ! wise man is n always le>n$4 ,! wise man produces good ?\ghts direct f nature2 ! le>n$ man acquires !m aft]w>d4