,born ,again by ,alfred ,lawson ,,dedication ,one day1 not many years ago1 while walking along a street in ,detroit1 ,michigan1 ,i was stopped by a ragged and forlorn beggar1 with the request for a few cents to buy something to eat4 ,i gave him a dime and walking on a few paces stopped to observe his following movements4 ,contrary to my supposition that perhaps he would enter a saloon and buy whiskey he went as fast as his weary legs would carry him in a straight course toward a restaurant on the opposite side of the street4 ,as he was about to enter the place his attention was attracted by a more pitiable wretch than himself standing outside who had but one leg1 was partly blind1 and whose nose was almost eaten off by disease4 ,he paused for a moment and looked sympathetically at the crippled beggar and then started again toward the door of the restaurant1 but before entering he stopped once more to take another look1 and after a few moments' hesitation he deliberately turned about1 handed the other fellow the dime and walked away without feeding himself4 ,of all the heroic deeds ,i have ever witnessed1 ,i recollect none quite so grand and noble as this act1 for notwithstanding this poor beggar may have been heir to every other weakness a human being could possibly contract1 still he contained that spark of unselfish love for his fellow beings1 without which no man is more than a mere brute1 and for that reason ,i respectfully dedicate this work to his memory4 ,,alfred ,,william ,,lawson4 ,,chapter ,i ,judging from my own experience it is my opinion that many strange and wonderful events have happened during the past in which man took part1 that have never been recorded4 ,many reasons could be given for this1 but the main causes perhaps1 are that the participants have lacked the intelligence1 education or literary ability to properly describe them4 ,in these respects ,i must admit my own inferiority4 ,but ,i feel that should ,i not promulgate an account of my own remarkable life for the benefit of mankind then ,i would betray the trust nature has confided in me4 ,so ,i warn the exquisite literary critic and the over-polished individual who prefer fancy phrases to logical ideas1 that this work may somewhat jar their delicate senses of perception4 ,and having offered these few remarks ,i shall introduce myself to the reader4 ,my name is ,john ,convert4 ,the earth is my home and country4 ,all men are my kin1 be they white1 black1 red1 yellow or brown4 ,i was born somewhere on the ,atlantic ,ocean between ,liverpool and ,new ,york while my parents were emigrating from ,england to ,america4 ,my mother died giving me birth4 ,whether or not it was because ,i first saw the light of day while in a state of transit that caused me afterwards to acquire a thirst for travel and adventure ,i cannot say1 but true it is that during my whole life ,i have been constantly moving from place to place4 ,then again my father was a ,methodist preacher and the good ,lord ostensibly sent calls to him from every nook and corner of the ,united ,states1 for as long as ,i can remember he too was continually changing abiding places4 ,in fact1 it seems to me now when ,i look back that he seldom preached twice from the same pulpit4 ,whether this was due to bad preaching or because he had the courage to tell the good church folk many plain truths concerning themselves1 ,i know not1 but ,i do know that in many ways my father was a very good man1 and also a very learned man--perhaps a little too learned to be wise1 for1 like most great scholars he may have forced so much book stuff into his brain that he left no room for progressive thoughts of his own4 ,he was1 however1 quite unlike many clergymen of the present time who apparently think and certainly act as if their main work was to flatter and amuse the women4 ,my father was straightforward1 honest1 kind and truthful4 ,he was dogmatic in his religious beliefs1 combative by nature and never happier than when fighting the ,devil in his own corner1 as he expressed it4 ,furthermore1 he was haughty1 stubborn and egotistical1 and these traits of character ,i inherited from him4 ,but while ,i honestly inherited combativeness1 stubbornness and egotism from my father1 these characteristics became very objectionable to him when displayed by myself4 ,so from my earliest childhood days there was a continual tug of war between us to see who would be master of the house4 ,there was one inheritance ,i received from my father1 however1 that ,i have always felt profoundly grateful to him for1 namely1 a sound physical constitution4 ,one of his earnest teachings1 which1 by the way1 was generally ridiculed1 was that parents should not bring children into the world unless they themselves had led temperate lives and were in perfect health4 ,in this respect he lived as he preached and practiced temperateness in all things4 ,as ,i grew up ,i was taught to take care of myself physically1 as well as mentally and morally4 ,at the age of eleven ,i was as large and strong as most boys of sixteen1 and at sixteen there were few men who could outdo me in feats of strength and endurance4 ,my education was limited to what ,i learned at the different public schools which ,i attended1 and without exception ,i was always rated as the very worst boy of the whole institution4 ,i do not believe that ever a day passed that ,i was not sent to the principal for refractory conduct1 and in many instances ,i was suspended or expelled entirely4 ,fighting was my chief offence as ,i was always ready and anxious for a fistic encounter with any boy who was willing to battle4 ,in short1 ,i was a very unruly child with an independent spirit1 who recognized the authority of nobody to give arbitrary commands4 ,in consequence of these facts my father and ,i had frequent altercations and as my innate love for travel and adventure asserted itself ,i ran away from home when but eleven years old1 an age when most children are mere babies1 and started out in the world to paddle my own canoe4 ,i began to earn my own living by selling newspapers on the streets of ,chicago1 and from that time on became a wanderer upon the face of the earth2 working at various occupations and engaging in many schemes and pursuits in an endeavor to pay my way through life1 and during the next eleven years ,i not only visited every part of the ,united ,states1 but nearly every country in the world1 during which time ,i experienced enough adventures to fill many books if put into print1 but as they have no bearing upon this narrative ,i must pass them by without mention4 ,and so at the age of twenty-two1 being then a worthless vagabond1 ,i was aboard a three-masted schooner working my way from ,australia to ,england as a common sailor4 ,that was during the year of #ahha4 ,,chapter ,,ii ,phrenologists after studying the bumps on my head have invariably told me that ,i lacked diplomacy4 ,this1 as ,i understand it1 simply means an incapability of acting the hypocrite4 ,and it does seem under the present system of human existence1 that he who fails to practice hypocrisy finds innumerable obstacles to overcome1 which otherwise might be avoided4 ,so1 lacking in this virtue1 as diplomacy is sometimes styled1 led me into trouble with nearly everybody with whom ,i had any dealings4 ,indeed1 had it not been for this very defect in my nature1 ,i should not have been forced to pass through the most remarkable life1 ,i think1 ever experienced by living man4 ,and so the ship had barely passed out of the harbor before ,i had undiplomatically aroused the enmity of all the other seamen1 and within two weeks ,i was thoroughly detested by every man aboard from the captain to the cook4 ,the crew was composed of an unusually tough set of characters who avowed from the beginning that they did not like ,yankees and would make life insufferable for me before reaching the next port4 ,fist fights became frequent and each one of the sailors took a punch at my head at different times1 only to learn that ,i enjoyed that kind of sport and retaliated in a way that laid the offender up for repairs afterward4 ,the fact that in these encounters ,i always gained an easy victory over my opponents caused a more intense feeling of bitterness to exist than ever1 and to make matters worse the captain's wife1 who was the only woman on the ship1 took sides with me against all the others4 ,this apparently angered the captain1 for on one occasion1 after he had given orders to have me put in irons for breaking one of my shipmate's ribs1 and she interceded in my behalf1 he became furious and threatened to have me thrown overboard4 ,this threat1 however1 only had the effect of making me more stubborn and defiant4 ,as a cowboy ,i had fought ,indians and real bad men in the western states of ,america1 hunted elephants in ,africa1 tigers in ,india1 and roughed it as a gold seeker in ,australia until ,i had become hardened against danger and absolutely fearless1 so that a menace against my life did not worry me in the least4 ,in fact1 ,i really enjoyed the situation and dared the captain to do his worst4 ,we had been out of ,sydney about four weeks1 and although ,i did not know the exact latitude and longitude1 ,i imagined we must have been a considerable distance to the south and east of ,cape ,colony4 ,it seems to me now that ,i heard somebody say we were a little further south of the regular course taken by vessels sailing around the ,cape4 ,it was one of those pleasant nights in ,december1 which one must experience in southern waters to appreciate1 that ,i took my turn on watch in the forward part of the boat4 ,it was past midnight and one of the darkest nights ,i have ever known4 ,the sea was rather calm but a good breeze astern caused the ship to make good headway4 ,i was all alone and paced back and forth from side to side peering out into space and darkness ahead4 ,occasionally1 ,i would remain for several minutes leaning against one of the railings4 ,except for the splashing of the sea against the side of the ship1 all was quiet4 ,as ,i stood in one of my meditative moods1 looking straight ahead1 ,i was suddenly attracted by something which caused me to turn quickly and look in the opposite direction1 and then ,i observed the forms of four men coming quickly toward me1 but before ,i realized their object or had time to speak1 they grabbed me by the arms and legs4 ,i struggled furiously for several moments and freeing my hands1 dealt one of them a vicious punch which felled him to the deck1 and it seemed for awhile that ,i would shake them all off1 when suddenly ,i received a terrible blow on the side of my head which partially stunned me1 and during the instant of inactivity on my part ,i was raised bodily high in the air and plunged overboard into the waters below4 ,,chapter ,,iii ,it was in a semi-conscious state that ,i struck the water head foremost1 and it was by instinct1 ,i suppose1 that ,i immediately started to swim away from the side of the vessel4 ,although ,i was a powerful swimmer it seemed as if ,i should never reach the surface again4 ,the sudden and unexpected plunge had caused me to go into the sea with my mouth open and thereby swallow a large quantity of salt water4 ,when almost on the verge of strangulation1 however1 by a supreme effort ,i finally managed to reach the air again1 more dead than alive4 ,it was then some time before ,i regained my breath and fully understood what had happened4 ,i assure the reader that it was not a very pleasant sensation to find myself out in the middle of the ocean without even the support of a life preserver and the ship sailing away in the distance4 ,during my adventurous career ,i had faced death a score of times without the slightest emotion or semblance of fright1 but as ,i floated about on that broad expanse of water alone ,i then realized for the first time in my life what a tiny1 helpless microbe ,i really was4 ,oh1 you little mortal known as man2 you microscopical mixture of protoplasm and egotism2 you atomical speck of ignorance and avarice2 you who believe that the earth1 moon1 stars and all creation was manufactured for your special benefit2 if you could only be shown your actual size in the universe as ,i was on that occasion1 ,i think it would result in the eradication of some of your innate vanity and selfishness1 thereby proving an incalculable blessing to you4 ,and now at last ,i was placed in a position whereby ,i could feel and reflect upon my own littleness4 ,i had absolutely no hope of being saved from a watery grave1 feeling that it was only a matter of an hour or two before ,i should succumb to the inevitable and sink to the bottom of the sea4 ,still ,i was unwilling to give up the few bones entrusted to my care until finally overcome by exhaustion and so ,i kept afloat by lying on my back and exerting myself as little as possible4 ,at length1 however1 my strength gave way entirely and ,i felt that the time had arrived when ,i must come face to face with the ,god whom ,i had been taught to believe in from infancy according to the ,christian faith4 ,then it seemed that a million thoughts crowded themselves into my brain at the same time4 ,how would ,he receive me8 ,what dire judgment would ,he pass upon me8 ,had ,i ever done anything to merit ,his pleasure8 ,i could not recollect one good deed ,i had ever accomplished of sufficient importance to call to ,his attention1 but on the contrary ,i recalled a thousand bad acts ,i should not have committed4 ,i had spent a roving1 aimless existence in which ,i had done practically nothing to increase the production or knowledge of the world1 ,i had lived for myself alone--a life of mere pleasure seeking1 without ever a thought of others' rights or happiness4 ,i remembered that during a hunting expedition in ,africa how ,i had once shot and killed seventeen spring-bok in one day1 and how ,i had swelled up with conceit to know that ,i had destroyed the lives of that many living things4 ,true1 they were not human beings1 but were they not creatures of nature as well as myself8 ,what right had ,i to take the life of any living thing at all1 let alone for mere pleasure8 ,what excuse could ,i now offer if tried for that cowardly offence8 ,would ,i ask ,god's forgiveness8 ,if so1 would it be any better to ask ,him to forgive me just before ,i died or immediately afterward8 ,what difference would it make8 ,then again ,i wondered if ,god would have any more respect for me if after committing the deed ,i whined and begged for mercy4 ,would ,he not consider that cowardly on my part8 ,would ,he not think better of me if ,i went forward bravely and said3 ,here ,i am1 ,o ,god1 ,i know ,i have done wrong1 now punish me as ,thou see'st fit4 ,what would ,i do if ,i were to occupy the ,creator's position as supreme judge in a case of that kind8 ,would ,i not think far more of the man who would come forward courageously and take the punishment he deserved than the creeping1 cringing and whining being who begged for mercy8 ,would ,god the ,creator be more unreasonable about the matter than ,i1 whom ,he had created8 ,i had always thanked ,god as well as my parents for the extraordinary physical strength and courage with which ,i was endowed1 and during my life of trials and hardships that courage had never been shaken by man or beast1 but now ,i felt that the crucial test was about to be applied4 ,would the courage the ,almighty gave me weaken when about to face ,him who had bestowed it upon me8 ,with these and similar thoughts passing through my mind and my strength exhausted1 ,i took one long breath and sank beneath the water4 ,,chapter ,,iv ,sinking slowly down with a feeling of drowsiness stealing away my senses1 ,i was suddenly awakened by my body coming to an abrupt stop and resting upon some hard substance4 ,my first impression was that ,i had collided with some huge sea-monster and was about to be devoured4 ,so placing my hands and feet firmly upon it ,i sprang upward with all the force ,i could command in an effort to get out of its reach1 but to my great surprise my head and half of my body shot out of the water into the air above and down ,i came again square upon my feet with a jolt that caused my teeth to rattle4 ,and there ,i stood with my head and shoulders out of the water while my lungs inhaled long draughts of pure fresh air4 ,i was too astonished to think and too weak to move1 so ,i just stood there motionless until ,i had regained my equilibrium4 ,i could never forget how sweet life seemed to me at that time4 ,for a long time ,i remained standing there without giving a thought as to what ,i was resting upon1 and when ,i did direct my attention to the question ,i was incapable of forming a satisfactory solution to the mystery4 ,according to the charts there was no land in that part of the ocean4 ,could it be a whale1 ,i wondered8 ,the more ,i thought of it the more perplexed ,i became4 ,the night was very dark and ,i could see nothing about me in any direction1 so ,i concluded that the only thing to do was to remain standing just where ,i was until daybreak4 ,it was a long and tedious wait and ,i suffered much from stiffness and cold1 but at last dawn appeared and ,i anxiously strained my eyes1 looking about in every direction4 ,then my head nearly burst with a feeling of joyousness1 for within two hundred yards of me ,i discerned the outline of what appeared to be a hill of rocks protruding from the deep1 and as the light grew brighter ,i started to wade slowly towards it4 ,this was an extremely tiresome undertaking1 as the bed upon which ,i had been resting was very rocky and uneven and ,i received many bruises before finally reaching its base4 ,my limbs too were thoroughly numb and almost refused to work1 but with each step ahead the water became shallower and my progress less arduous4 ,as ,i went forward ,i thought it was by the miraculous hand of ,god that my life had been saved1 for the time being at least4 ,then1 again1 it occurred to me1 that if it was the hand of the ,almighty that saved me1 it must have been by ,his hand also that ,i was thrown overboard1 for if ,he directed the one act ,he must have surely directed the other4 ,so why blame the sailors for attempting to take my life if it was ,god's will that it should be done8 ,reaching the base of the rocks in a feeble condition and staggering like a man under the influence of liquor1 ,i threw myself down and went to sleep just as the sun peeped over the horizon4 ,several hours later ,i awakened with a start to find the burning sun directly overhead and my body dripping with perspiration1 my throat parched and an awful feeling of thirst within me4 ,my tongue felt as though it was several inches thick and it seemed as though ,i would choke immediately for the want of something to drink4 ,aside from the thirst1 however1 ,i felt considerably refreshed and sprang to my feet with my usual agility4 ,the first thing that attracted my attention as ,i looked about in a curious manner1 was that this strange pile of stone which protruded from the sea1 bore evidence of having once been a part of some mammoth building which had apparently been shaken down and now lay in a chaotic heap4 ,some of the stones were of tremendous size and different in shape and quality from any others ,i have ever seen4 ,their designs showed that wonderful skill must have been employed by the workmen who originally cut and fit them into position4 ,the whole mass formed a sort of a ragged hill about one hundred feet in diameter and the highest point about forty feet above the sea level4 ,in looking about1 ,i discovered to my great delight that among the crevices of the rocks there were many little places which acted as basins to store up water from the recent rains1 and ,i immediately took advantage of these conditions to quench my thirst and bathe my face and head4 ,this done ,i began climbing up toward the top of the pile4 ,it took considerable time and patience to make the ascent1 as the stones were massed together in a most irregular and precipitous manner4 ,reaching the highest point1 ,i eagerly scanned the surrounding horizons with the hope of seeing some passing ship1 but nothing except sky and water met my gaze4 ,seating myself upon the topmost rock1 ,i became buried in the depths of meditation1 and as ,i sat perched up there alone without even a glimpse of a sea-fowl for companionship ,i felt as if ,i was the only living thing extant2 in fact1 ,i actually imagined myself as being the center and objective point of the universe4 ,god in ,his great wisdom had flung me there for some purpose or other and was watching my movements to the exclusion of everything else1 so ,i thought4 ,aye1 even the warmth from the rays of the sun had been arranged for my special benefit4 ,how big a little faith will make one feel sometimes4 ,for several hours ,i remained in one position1 musing over my strange situation and wondering what the final outcome would be4 ,at last1 after the sun had gone down and darkness began to encircle me1 ,i decided to look about and find a suitable place to lie down and sleep for the night4 ,so ,i began to climb from rock to rock until ,i had reached the opposite side of the jagged plateau1 when suddenly one of the great stones wobbled1 ,i lost my balance and slid down an incline into a sort of a pit4 ,then my feet struck something which momentarily stopped my unexpected descent1 but it proved to be a mere shell1 and crashing through it ,i landed with a violent jolt about ten feet further below4 ,although somewhat stunned and a trifle confused by the suddenness of the fall1 ,i quickly regained my equanimity and looking upward ,i saw a small hole which my body had passed through1 the shaggy rocks above1 the dark sky and a few stars1 but the strangest thing of all was1 that the grotto into which ,i had fallen was as light as day4 ,,chapter ,v ,after all ,i had passed through during the preceding twenty-four hours1 then to be suddenly cast from the outer darkness into a hole as light as if illuminated by the mid-day sun was a revelation that caused me to seriously doubt my own senses4 ,but having spent a life of travel and adventure in which ,i had faced many unexpected dangers and inexplicable sights1 ,i soon regained my normal presence of mind and began to look around with considerable interest4 ,i was now fully convinced that the great pile of stone which ,i had so strangely reached had at one time formed a gigantic structure moulded together by human ingenuity4 ,the enclosure ,i found myself within might have been a hallway of the edifice1 but it was hard to positively distinguish it as such1 for the building in falling had placed things in an almost unrecognizable condition4 ,some of the great stones from above had passed through the ceiling and floor1 while others had become wedged together before reaching the surface1 thus forming a very ragged and peculiar aperture4 ,in places where there were no obstructions ,i noticed a beautiful white marble floor1 while here and there a fragment of the walls showed that the art of decorating had at one time reached a degree of proficiency quite unapproachable by our modern artists4 ,the space ,i found myself in was too irregular in its outlines to form an adequate idea of what it might have been used for4 ,in some places ,i had to stoop to pass along1 while in others ,i was forced to climb over great blocks of stone4 ,after being in this passage about half an hour making an inspection of the premises1 ,i discovered a small opening which led into another apartment4 ,it appeared that a great door had separated the two rooms1 but had apparently become broken with the fall of the building and left a space barely wide enough for my body to pass through4 ,so in ,i went4 ,or out ,i went1 ,i was not quite sure which1 for after squeezing through the doorway a scene presented itself to my astonished gaze that ,i must confess my inability to properly describe4 ,the view before me was a mammoth park with its variety of trees1 flowers and shrubbery of every possible description4 ,straight ahead in the distance and plainly discernible was a running brook which flowed along in a devious course and emptied into a lake far beyond4 ,and there1 in all its majesty was the sun just sinking behind the horizon1 its brilliant radiance forming the most beautiful effects of colorization upon the distant clouds it has ever been my good fortune to behold4 ,i stood in motionless reverence for several minutes as my mind expanded with wonder at the magnificent panorama1 while my nostrils inhaled a most delicious fragrance from the innumerable plants which seemed to put new life into my enervated body4 ,what strange phenomena is this1 ,i soliloquized8 ,on the outside of the earth the sun had gone down and darkness prevailed1 while down here1 in under its crust ,i found it blazing away in all its splendor4 ,in fact it seemed that an entirely new world had suddenly been thrown in front of me4 ,was ,i really alive or had ,i passed into some other world1 was the next question to enter my mind4 ,i remembered that ,i had fallen a considerable distance into this strange place and was somewhat stunned in the tumble4 ,perhaps1 thought ,i1 my body is still lying somewhere among the rocks above while this is only my spirit wandering about in a fanciful manner4 ,but no1 looking downward ,i plainly saw my massive frame dressed in sailor's clothes just as ,i had left the ship and ,i was positive of being alive1 awake1 and in my right senses4 ,and the wonders multiplied4 ,looking to the right of the entrance1 a short distance away1 ,i observed a marble platform elevated about two feet from the ground1 in the midst of huge flower-beds and shaded by large trees1 upon which sat a number of men1 silent and motionless1 with various musical instruments in their hands as if they had just finished playing and were taking a short rest4 ,these instruments were of an entirely different pattern from any ,i had ever seen4 ,and the men6 ,oh1 if ,i only had the power to show them to my fellow beings as ,i saw them4 ,what an imposing1 noble looking lot they were4 ,they were all about the same size and not one of them could have been less than eight feet in height4 ,in looking at them closely1 ,i noticed that they possessed most magnificent physiques4 ,they were neither fat nor lean and their well-groomed bodies showed plainly that no horse or piece of machinery ever received better care or attention4 ,while they appeared to be from thirty to forty years in ages1 not one of them wore a mustache1 beard or any other shaggy decoration of the face4 ,their foreheads were broad and massive and extended to the center of their splendidly shaped craniums4 ,extraordinary intelligence1 kindness and gentleness showed forth from every feature of their handsome countenances4 ,judging from their well-proportioned frames1 each one looked powerful enough to battle single handed with an elephant4 ,judging from their faces not one of them would have hurt a flea4 ,each man appeared to be buried in the depth of thought--serious thought-- notwithstanding every physiognomy plainly showed that the utmost happiness and contentment existed within each1 and good will between all of them4 ,the skin of their faces1 hands and feet was as white as snow1 transparent1 and backed by a beautiful pink4 ,at first sight ,i thought they were the gods4 ,uniformly clothed in closely fitting garments from the ankles to the neck1 their superb forms showed complete symmetrical perfection4 ,the hue of their raiment was indescribable for ,i had never seen the like before4 ,in fact the colors actually appeared to change before my steady gaze4 ,their feet were bare1 very shapely1 and the toes of greater length than ordinarily4 ,as ,i stood rooted to the ground and viewed them with intense admiration1 ,i wondered why they did not speak or take notice of my presence4 ,but finally in order to attract their attention ,i shouted1 hello4 ,my voice sounded rather harsh and peculiar on this occasion1 and was more like the bray of an ass than anything else1 but they made no motion as if they heard me1 or were aware of my existence4 ,walking over to the nearest one1 ,i reached up and touched him on the shoulder4 ,then ,i sprang back in amazement1 for instead of giving any sign of recognition he merely placed his instrument in position1 as did all the others1 and with slow1 graceful movements began to play4 ,the first strains of music1 although distinct and supernaturally grand1 seemed to be miles away but gradually increased in sound as if coming nearer and nearer4 ,at the same time ,i observed that the musicians1 who were not only using both hands in the manipulation of their instruments but with graceful dexterity their feet as well1 were becoming enthusiastic and appeared to throw their very lives and souls into the work4 ,if at first while inactive they appeared to be extraordinarily intellectual beings1 now in action they looked divine4 ,their eyes blazed like miniature suns shooting forth sparks of a thousand different hues4 ,it seemed as if the very music itself came from the expression of their faces4 ,and on1 on1 on1 came the intoxicating strains1 increasing in volume and excellence until ,i imagined that all heaven had broken loose in one great effort to charm my feeble senses1 and then with a thunderous climax it ceased instantly1 the musicians smiled and bowed pleasantly to one another1 and then resumed their former attitudes4 ,no mortal's pen could describe my ecstasy while listening to the music produced by this body of--,i must say heavenly creatures4 ,there was something strange and analogous about it1 too1 that seemed to recall a mysterious dream or vision ,i had once passed through4 ,whether it was caused by the music or the kindly expressions of love for one another on the faces of the players ,i know not1 but nevertheless great tears spontaneously rolled down my cheeks1 the first ,i ever recollect having shed1 and at the conclusion of the piece ,i remained transfixed to the spot for several minutes in deep cogitation4 ,once more1 however1 my inquiring nature aroused me and ,i walked over toward the leader4 ,his face was turned slightly in another direction1 so ,i decided to step up on the platform1 get squarely in front of him and look straight into his eyes4 ,so with a light movement ,i sprang for the rostrum4 ,but instead of reaching it my foot and head struck--not the platform but solid wall1 and a second later ,i found myself in a heap on the ground4 ,then ,i started to think4 ,next ,i began to feel and finally a broad grin overspread my face1 for the scene before me was not real after all1 but a wonderful painting on the interior of the building4 ,,chapter ,,vi ,putting my hand against the surface and walking along ,i discovered that this great scene which appeared to stretch away into the distance for several miles1 including the trees1 brook1 lake1 sun1 clouds1 sky1 and everything else1 was painted on the wall1 ceiling and floor1 of a circular room4 ,the ceiling was arranged in the shape of a dome1 while the floor made a concave connection with the wall4 ,the whole apartment could not have been over fifty feet in diameter4 ,the entire room was covered by one painting1 and so well had the work been done that the only way ,i could discern the difference between the real and artistic scene was by extending my hands in front of me and feeling my way along4 ,but what about the music8 ,surely ,i heard it1 and without doubt the skilled musicians had performed their work right before my eyes4 ,and the sun1 the light1 and the fragrance from the flowers1 what about these8 ,while in a state of perplexity at not being able to understand these mysterious things1 my eyes fell upon something which ,i had not noticed previously1 at the same time causing me to give a sudden start as if pierced by an electric shock4 ,to the left of the door through which ,i had entered and lying in a reclining position upon a bed of flowers1 similar in shape to a modern sofa1 was the most beautiful object1 ,i think1 ever created--a woman4 ,and such a woman4 ,oh1 ignorant humanity1 why do you not breed all women like that one8 ,although nearly twenty-three years have passed since then1 still the vision of her is as fresh upon my mind now as at that moment when my eyes first beheld her4 ,and as ,i think of her now ,i am unable to repress the tears from filling my eyes1 strong man that ,i am4 ,dressed in a tight-fitting costume like those worn by the men1 with the addition of a net-like drapery of light material entwined about her1 and lying in a comfortable position partly on one side1 with her lovely head resting upon one arm1 her shapely body and limbs posed gracefully and her eyes closed in slumber1 she impressed me as being the queen of the universe4 ,this is the most beautiful part of the whole picture1 thought ,i1 taking a few steps forward4 ,what artist's imagination could ever have created such a sublime and realistic work8 ,as ,i stood in reverent contemplation of her my admiration was unbounded4 ,it seemed as if my feelings would burst within me4 ,my first love for woman was then and there confirmed for all time4 ,i decided ,i would stay and spend the rest of my days right there1 silently attesting my everlasting devotion to that divine likeness of ideality4 ,had ,i not discovered that the whole thing was a work of art1 ,i should have felt positive that she was really alive and merely lay there in peaceful repose4 ,then a sudden thought passed through my mind which gradually expanded into an irresistible desire2 ,i would press my lips to hers and thereby seal my love forevermore4 ,trembling like a timid school-boy ,i advanced closer4 ,how lovely she appeared4 ,how real4 ,bending forward and putting my head in juxtaposition to hers it seemed as if ,i actually heard her heart beat4 ,it may have been my own4 ,with my face flushed and feeling that perhaps ,i might be taking an unfair advantage of one who would not appreciate my caress1 ,i tenderly touched her lips with mine4 ,for another moment of such indescribable ecstasy ,i would gladly pass through all the imaginary tortures of the infernal regions4 ,but it ended there4 ,no sooner had our lips come together than ,i became aware of the fact that the adorable object before me was real and not artificial as supposed4 ,as if by magic her mouth twitched slightly and her whole frame quivered perceptibly2 then she opened her eyes and finally with a most graceful spring she landed squarely upon her feet directly in front of me4 ,i jumped backward in utter amazement4 ,and there we stood face to face staring into each other's eyes4 ,i then noticed that she was about seven feet in height and although not lean still there was not an ounce of superfluous flesh on her serpent-like figure4 ,like the men1 she too was bare footed1 and her hair1 a dark silky texture1 was short and very artistically arranged4 ,her snow white face1 transparent with pink1 was the acme of loveliness1 with an expression of gentleness1 purity and modesty plainly stamped upon every feature4 ,her dazzling eyes sparkled with the brilliancy of huge diamonds4 ,evidently she was as much astonished as myself at the strange course of events4 ,although she did not speak still ,i received an impression from her as if put into so many words which plainly said3 ,john1 am ,i dreaming or what awful experiment have you attempted to transform yourself into such a hideous creature8 ,i tried to speak but my first effort nearly choked me4 ,then in a voice which seemed to be unusually coarse ,i finally blurted out3 ,my dear lady1 will you kindly tell me who or what you are8 ,these words seemed to puzzle her more than ever and after hurriedly glancing about the room she looked me over carefully from head to foot4 ,speaking once more ,i said1 ,madame1 can you understand my language8 ,then ,i received another strange but unmistakable impression which replied3 ,i can understand your thoughts but not your babble4 ,are you able1 she continued telepathically1 to give an explanation of this extraordinary metamorphosis8 ,the only information ,i can offer1 answered ,i1 will be cheerfully given4 ,my name is ,john ,convert1 late seaman aboard the schooner ,brawl1 bound from ,sydney to ,london4 ,last night ,i was thrown overboard by my shipmates and after floating about the deep for several hours ,i landed upon this pile of ruins surrounded by the sea4 ,in making an investigation of the exterior ,i lost my foothold1 fell into a crevice and breaking through a thin crust ,i landed in the outer passageway which finally led me into this room4 ,i must confess that everything here is as inexplicable to me as ,i appear to you4 ,as ,i spoke she seemed to be laboring under intense mental excitement and tears came to her eyes4 ,i understand it all now1 she made known to me in her mysterious way1 the experiment failed4 ,what experiment was that8 questioned ,i in surprise4 ,looking me straight in the eye as though trying to impress upon my mind the importance of her communication1 she answered1 the attempt of man to change the course of the earth in space4 ,,chapter ,,vii ,and so you inform me that there is nothing left of beautiful ,sageland but a heap of ruins surrounded by the sea1 mused the lovely--the idea struck me to name her ,arletta--tell me what happened to the rest of my people4 ,not knowing anything about the matter it is impossible for me to answer that question1 replied ,i2 and although ,i have traveled through nearly every country on earth still no such people as you or the magnificent objects represented in that picture have ever come to my attention before4 ,in fact ,i have never read of such a race or even heard of a country by the name of ,sageland4 ,at this remark she turned abruptly and walked--or rather flew1 so easy and graceful were her movements--over to a portion of the wall and looked long and earnestly into a peculiar instrument1 then returning she said3 7without the use of words7 according to my chronometer1 more than four thousand two hundred and thirty years have elapsed since the awful catastrophe4 ,four thousand1 two hundred and thirty years6 ejaculated ,i1 great heavens1 that must have been about the time of the flood4 ,what flood8 inquired she4 ,then ,i proceeded to tell her how in those days the people of the world being so wicked that ,god during a terrible fit of anger made it rain for forty days and forty nights1 causing the destruction of every living thing on earth except one ,noah1 his family and a male and female of every animal1 bird and insect1 who were saved by being taken aboard of a huge ark built for the purpose by ,noah4 ,and then after every living thing not aboard the boat was destroyed1 how the waves receded1 ,noah and his flock were safely landed upon a mountain peak1 and ,god put a bow into the sky as a pledge that he would never do such a thing again4 ,arletta appeared somewhat amused at my recital of the story and at its conclusion merely remarked3 ,noah evidently had more good sense than his god4 ,then she added3 ,as to the rainbow1 that was seen by the inhabitants of the earth millions of years before ,noah's time4 ,so the world has retrogressed during the past four thousand years1 mused she sadly4 ,retrogressed6 ,no indeed1 the world has made great progress and has now reached a wonderful state of civilization1 answered ,i1 proudly4 ,motioning me to an opposite position she majestically seated herself upon the couch and after seriously looking at me for some time she finally said3 ,this is one of nature's most extraordinary proceedings and there are many things ,i wish to talk with you about1 but before going into the details of this matter ,i am anxious to get a view of the world as it exists now4 ,you have observed that unlike the lower animals1 in which rank unfortunately you belong at the present time--here ,i interrupted her by bursting forth into loud laughter1 not because ,i enjoyed being called an animal myself but at the thought of how some of my civilized friends would feel if informed that they were lower animals4 ,my intervention1 however1 not disturbing her in the least1 she resumed3 ,in our nomenclature your species was known as the ,apeman1 and represented in the chain of evolution the link between the ,ape and ,man4 ,our scientists placed the ,apeman within the ranks of the lower animals for reasons ,i shall make clear later4 ,but to continue1 you have observed that unlike yourself ,i have been conversing with you without the use of the voice but with the mind1 the most effectual agent of communication and one of the senses the ,apeman has not cultivated4 ,now ,i shall show you how to see without eyes4 ,mind sight is an occult force which was exercised to great advantage by my people4 ,this force eliminates both distance and obstruction and exposes to view the object sought even if it is located on the opposite side of the globe4 ,any mind1 if sufficiently strong1 can contract distance and bring any mundane scene within its range while penetrating solid matter as if it did not exist at all4 ,so by utilizing this power1 which ,i possess to a considerable degree1 it is my intention to make a hurried survey of the earth's surface in order to obtain an exact idea of present conditions4 ,furthermore1 by the subtle concentration of our mind forces together ,i shall convey to your inner vision the actual scenes witnessed by myself1 and you shall act as my mental consort on a trip around the world4 ,after the many wonderful things ,i had already seen it was my opinion that there was nothing impossible for this beautiful woman to perform1 so ,i mildly informed her that ,i was at her service1 and ready for the journey to begin4 ,well then1 said she1 before starting ,i wish to warn you that no matter what you see1 hear or feel on this trip you must not disturb our observation with your primitive babble1 apish laughter or by trying to offer any comments whatsoever4 ,at this remark ,i was brought to a realization of the fact that ,arletta1 whom ,i so ardently loved1 aye even worshipped1 was treating me in about the same manner as ,i would have treated a pet monkey had ,i been teaching it some new tricks4 ,she evidently regarded my smiles and feelings for her with about the same consideration as ,i should have given to those of some grinning female baboon had it been trying to make love to me4 ,her last thoughts1 therefore1 aroused my sensitive nature1 and a violent outburst of temper was the result4 ,i did not mind being called an ,apeman so much1 but hated the idea of being treated like one1 so working myself into a passion ,i severely censured her1 and with much bluster and many gestures endeavored to impress upon her mind how much superior ,i was to what she had imagined4 ,it was some time before my anger abated1 and then ,i noticed that she appeared quite unmoved by my wrath but sat looking calmly and alternately at me and one of the figures in the picture1 while her face bore an expression of sadness and pity4 ,then ,i felt ashamed to think of what a lack of self-control ,i had exhibited1 and humbly begged her pardon4 ,but now1 said ,arletta1 and ,i fancied that she called me ,john1 your soul is at present running the machinery of a very inferior mind and body which plainly shows all the cruel passions and idiotic ideas of the ,apeman4 ,this has happened through no fault of your own but is the result of circumstances over which you had no control so that you are not responsible for your present condition4 ,i now say however that you have been chosen by nature for a great and glorious work and from this time forward you must make use of your reasoning faculties for reasonable purposes and cast aside all the animal passions1 silly ideas and antiquated superstitions which you have inherited from the ignorant of ages1 and begin afresh4 ,before starting on our journey perhaps it would be well for us to take some refreshments in order that our minds may remain strong and clear during the trip4 ,we take our nourishment in a different way from you cannibals1 said ,arletta1 as she went to one of the artificial flower gardens1 began inhaling and motioned me to do likewise4 ,but we are not cannibals1 ,i mildly remonstrated1 we do not kill and eat human beings4 ,do you not kill and eat the flesh of other living things8 inquired she4 ,yes1 replied ,i1 our diet consists of the flesh of birds1 fish and cattle which ,god with great wisdom created for that purpose4 ,did he8 ,then you must worship a cannibal god1 for it is but a very short step between eating the flesh of your own species and that of others4 ,that is one reason why our scientists ranked the ,apeman with the lower animals4 ,but come1 inhale this perfume and see if it is not far more refreshing and less disgusting than to fill your stomach with roasted flesh4 ,at her suggestion ,i stationed myself near the flower bed which contained a large variety of the most beautiful plants ,i had ever seen4 ,she touched several of them lightly and immediately the air was saturated with a most delicious fragrance caused1 no doubt1 by an automatic arrangement concealed within each flower4 ,i stood like one in a most delightful dream inhaling the invigorating fumes1 and with each succeeding breath my body became stronger and my mind brighter until ,i thought ,i should surely die from the effects of exuberant joy1 when my attention was attracted by ,arletta1 who said3 ,come1 you greedy little pig1 don't you know when you have had enough8 ,then she added1 but ,i forgot that among your species greediness is considered a virtue4 ,,chapter ,,viii ,greediness considered a virtue among my species4 ,surely ,i must have misunderstood her1 thought ,i1 once more seating myself1 preparatory to beginning my mental journey with ,arletta4 ,and ,i was glad to know that she would shortly view our civilization as it existed1 feeling positive that she would then change her ideas regarding my species being lower animals4 ,i felt that it was my own fault because she harbored such an opinion and that ,i was to blame for being such a poor representative of my race for her to judge by4 ,now1 let's be off1 said she1 as ,i feel that my time will be short with you and we had better make the best of it while it lasts4 ,time short with you4 ,those words gave me more pain than if a sword had been thrust through my body4 ,by all the gods of eternity1 ,i would not care to live ten minutes if anything happened to that heavenly being1 thought ,i1 gazing at her with rapturous feelings of tenderness4 ,call me a lower animal1 a hideous creature or a greedy pig1 and treat me like one if you will1 but do not leave me4 ,stay and let me be your slave forever4 ,those were my sincere thoughts4 ,she understood them1 but made no response4 ,settling back in a comfortable position with my eyes fastened upon ,arletta in loving adoration1 the scene changed instantly and ,i found myself once more upon the rocks in the middle of the sea4 ,the sun was just rising in the east and another day was begun4 ,then our meteoric flight commenced1 and quicker than it takes to relate ,i was high up among the clouds and peering down at a familiar landscape4 ,i recognized the location at once as the district occupied by and surrounding ,cape ,town1 ,south ,africa4 ,i had been there before4 ,but how peculiar everything appeared now as ,i looked down from above4 ,i could plainly discern the harbor and great tableland in the scene before me1 although apparently shrunk in size1 but the city itself resembled a little toy village1 while the largest ships in the harbor reminded me of the tiny boats ,i used to construct when a child and float about in the bath-tub4 ,but where1 oh where1 was the greatest of all exalted things--that for which the entire universe and all that it contains therein was constructed--mighty man8 ,he could not be seen4 ,in fact he was as completely invisible as the pestilential germ on the back of a sick flea4 ,if ,i only had a microscope1 thought ,i1 perhaps ,i could see him4 ,then ,i began to descend1 until finally ,i discovered innumerable little creepers moving about in all directions4 ,they were men4 ,at first sight they looked to be about the size of ants1 but as ,i got closer to the earth they increased in bulk until they appeared to be at least three inches in height1 and then their importance became noticeable4 ,as they moved about in great numbers and ,i came into close proximity with them1 ,i observed that the actions of some was apparently sensible but that the doings of the most of them was positively ridiculous4 ,for instance1 here was one set of creatures diligently toiling to produce something and getting nothing1 while here was a set of idlers doing absolutely nothing but receiving everything4 ,the real producer of all the necessities and luxuries of life was actually giving nine-tenths of the fruits of his labor to a class of loafers and schemers who took it as a divine right1 and then begrudged him the one-tenth he received of his own production4 ,i observed that for every one of these producers there were ten non-producers who spent their time and efforts devising the best ways and means to confiscate that which had been produced4 ,it seemed strange that the producer would allow this state of affairs to exist2 but he did1 and seemed quite elated sometimes to think that the non-producer would permit him to live at all4 ,i noticed that most of the non-producers were fat and bloated from being over-fed and from guzzling prepared liquors1 and that they were clothed with the finest materials the producer could contribute1 while the producers themselves were lean and hungry looking objects1 and were dressed in rags4 ,i had seen these same things many times before without giving them any consideration1 but now for the first time1 ,i felt that there was something wrong with the people of the world4 ,it seemed to me now that the entire system of human endeavor had been started wrong and was running along upside down4 ,but what was the cause of this curious state of affairs8 ,one word alone explained it all-- ,selfishness4 ,and then there came to me a sentence1 the imprint of which has never been effaced from my memory1 viz3 ,selfishness is the root of all evil2 eradicate selfishness from all human beings and the earth win be heaven4 ,oh1 dear reader1 go over those few words again1 and again2 ten times2 fifty times2 one hundred times if necessary to thoroughly impress their full meaning upon your intellect4 ,study them2 practice them2 teach them2 sing them to all the world4 ,take them for your everlasting motto and you will have no need for all the stupid theories ever created by man4 ,eradicate selfishness from all human beings and the earth will be heaven4 ,and now ,i observed that great numbers of these little men were being unloaded from the various ships in the harbor1 and upon landing started immediately in a northerly direction4 ,i understood the reason4 ,gold had been discovered in the ,transvaal1 and thousands upon thousands were coming from every quarter of the globe in anticipation of getting some of this metal4 ,and what is there about gold that caused people to go such vast distances and bear many hardships and even risk their lives in desperate efforts to obtain it8 ,is there more real value to gold than other metals8 ,not at all4 ,there is no more intrinsic value to gold than brass1 but centuries ago1 a semi-savage glutton discovered that he could not eat all the swine he could raise nor legally steal all his contemporaries could breed1 so he originated a plan whereby he could secure for himself what others had produced through the agency of a financial system in which gold could be used as a medium of exchange4 ,he found that he could get other and less crafty savages to go and dig the gold for him in return for swine4 ,he also found that the breeders would exchange swine for gold4 ,so he started by giving the diggers one swine for ten ounces of gold and the breeders one ounce of gold for ten swine4 ,this transaction he called business4 ,this system of business has been handed down from generation to generation until it has become a part of man's very nature4 ,he knows very little of anything else4 ,gold being the financial medium of business he is taught to crave it in his infancy and as he grows older gold becomes his idol--his ,god4 ,in order to gain possession of gold or its equivalent man forgets his soul and sells his honor4 ,he is willing to crush the weak1 cheat1 steal or even murder his fellow beings to obtain it4 ,and no matter whether he has little or much of it he considers any person insane who dare suggest the abolition of the financial system which permits individual accumulation and breeds selfishness and crime4 ,with a change of mind1 ,i landed thousands of miles further north into the interior of uncivilized ,africa1 the home of wild beasts4 ,here something occurred which caused me to think that after all1 perhaps ,arletta was right in classing my species with the lower animals4 ,under ordinary conditions ,i should not have given the incident a second thought1 but now my mind being directly connected with hers1 ,i was1 no doubt1 impressed in the same manner as she while viewing these things4 ,a party of ,english gentlemen were on a hunting expedition4 ,they appeared to be intelligent beings of aristocratic birth4 ,men whom the average individual would take as examples to emulate4 ,but here they were in ,africa1 thousands of miles from home1 with the sole purpose of killing something for pleasure4 ,a short distance away was a family of lions2 a male1 female and several cubs4 ,the lion and lioness lay close together1 apparently casting loving glances at one another and enjoying the antics of the little ones who were playing together nearby4 ,occasionally the little ones would run over and kiss their elders in a most affectionate way1 which seemed to greatly please the parents4 ,never have ,i seen a family of human beings display so much real affection toward each others as this family of lions4 ,but alas1 their happiness was at an end4 ,man's appetite for killing must be appeased4 ,one of the hunters had caught sight of the happy little family1 and slinking behind a tree before his presence became known to the lions he signaled to his comrades1 who sneaked forward from tree to tree until they were within easy range of their prey4 ,then fixing their rifles and taking deliberate aim at the unsuspecting victims1 and without giving them any chance to defend themselves or little ones1 these so-called brave and civilized hunters pulled the triggers and the happy old lion and the lioness simultaneously expired1 pierced by a dozen bullets4 ,and what became of the little ones8 ,the sight was too pitiable to describe4 ,after the effects of the first fright1 caused by the noise of the shots1 had passed1 they instinctively rushed to their parents for protection4 ,oh1 the anguish depicted upon the faces of these little things when they discovered that their loving progenitors were no more4 ,their looks and moans were heartrending4 ,but there were others made happy4 ,a sudden shout of joyousness burst forth from the throats of a dozen civilized men who eagerly rushed from behind their fortresses to view the work of destruction4 ,they had displayed fine marksmanship and were greatly pleased4 ,good shooting1 said one of the brave fellows4 ,splendid1 exclaimed another4 ,but what shall we do with the cubs8 asked the third4 ,better finish them also1 remarked a fourth1 as ,i am very fond of cub meat1 and would like nothing better than a broiled steak from one of their little carcasses4 ,after a few minutes' parley a decision was reached that it would be uncivilized to allow the little ones to wander about the jungle alone for fear that they might become the prey for other wild animals1 so they killed them also2 and filled their stomachs with them4 ,and after they were through1 a flock of vultures descended and finished the work4 ,men and vultures are somewhat alike in this respect2 they both eat the flesh of carcasses4 ,but a good word can be said for the vultures1 however2 they never kill4 ,,chapter ,,ix ,it is not my intention to give a full descriptive account of my peculiar journey around the world with ,arletta1 nor to recount the many strange things witnessed4 ,suffice it to mention that we visited nearly every country on the globe through the power of mind sight1 and ,i was enabled to see any terrestrial occurrence as well as if having been on the spot in person4 ,in fact1 being under the direct influence of ,arletta's perception1 conditions appeared much more comprehensive to me than ever before and ,i felt like some great judge looking down upon the earth and its inhabitants with an impartial eye4 ,and somehow these inhabitants did not seem to impress me as being in such a high state of intelligence as ,i had formerly been led to believe they were4 ,everywhere human beings were fighting and snarling amongst themselves like ferocious beasts4 ,their universal law granted the right of the strong to victimize the weak either through the power of physical or mental force4 ,in fact it was considered a divine right for men of superior intellects to receive more of the fruits of the earth than those of smaller mental capacity4 ,one-half of the world was over-fed while the other half was under-fed4 ,aside from a slight difference in political and religious theories1 the characteristics of all the peoples of the world were the same2 the predominant features being greed1 vanity1 egotism1 intemperance1 gluttony1 fraud1 theft1 bribery1 deceit1 brutality1 murder1 superstition and filth4 ,even ,america1 the much boasted land of the free1 the country which ,god in his infinite wisdom had taken from the bad ,english and given to the good ,americans1 contained people with these traits1 and the so-called great men of this country appeared like a lot of silly little pigmies engaged in an eternal quarrel over a few trinkets4 ,few of them could see further than their own noses unless it was to see something that would increase their own selfish desires4 ,equality1 of which these people boasted so much1 existed merely in their imaginations4 ,the actual meaning of equality1 as the ,americans understood it1 was that the physical and mental gladiators and weaklings alike were put into one great prize ring and given an opportunity to fight for their lives and nature's gifts4 ,those who were capable of battering down and trampling upon their adversaries were legally entitled to all the luxuries the earth provided and more than they could use1 but those who were unfortunate enough to have been born weaklings and were unfit to cope successfully with the huge monsters in the ring1 were crushed in the struggle4 ,fraud was the slogan of the government officials and nearly all of them practiced it1 from the highest to the lowest functionary4 ,money was the power behind the curtain and he who had the largest bank account was catered to like an over-grown hog surrounded by a lot of suckling pigs4 ,god helps those who help themselves was their accepted motto4 ,in other words1 ,god helps the strong and not the weak4 ,if the ,creator gives any of ,his attention to the innumerable bickerings of these earthly microbes ,he must feel greatly flattered by having this splendid motto thrust upon ,him1 for according to it1 one was supposed to go to the assistance of the man who could swim1 while he who could not1 must be left to drown4 ,a certain so-called great ,american1 one ,mr4 ,moundbuilder by name1 expressed great faith in this doctrine4 ,by employing thousands of his fellow men to do the hard work while he sat in an easy chair and confiscated the difference between what they earned and what he paid them1 he accumulated several hundred million dollars for his own use4 ,about the time he was ready to die he learned to his great sorrow that it was necessary to leave all this wealth behind4 ,so he decided to bequeath it to only those who were sufficiently strong and willing to continue his policy of crushing the weak and incidentally erect some monuments to his own memory4 ,after much consideration as to how the strong would derive the most benefit from his ill-gotten goods1 he concluded that the weak-minded and sickly creatures who were bred from the system he abetted and the over-worked and under-fed laborer would have no opportunity to read books1 so he established hundreds of ,moundbuilder libraries and ,moundbuilder universities in all parts of the world4 ,to those who were already strong enough to reach a position where they could enter a university and did not really need his aid1 the idea was a grand one1 as it would help to increase their strength1 thereby making it much easier for them to confiscate what the weaklings could produce in the future4 ,thus the plan to make the strong stronger1 the weak weaker1 and ,moundbuilder immortal1 would be perpetuated4 ,but the cherished hopes of ,mr4 ,moundbuilder in this respect will never be realized1 for the day is not far distant when earthly mortals will be able to reason and then he will be recognized simply as a vain-glorious old humbug4 ,another celebrated ,american who was classed among the great men of the day was a certain ,mr4 ,porkpacker4 ,this individual conducted an establishment where thousands of animals1 bred for the purpose1 were slaughtered daily4 ,he had accumulated millions of blood-stained dollars in this way1 and was generally conceded to be a man of great business ability4 ,he was pointed out to the rising generation as one of the most successful men in the country whose example should be followed4 ,just pause a moment and think of it4 ,here was a man who directed a business where thousands of living things were murdered daily1 set forth as a good example to follow just because he had secured millions of dollars by the operation4 ,oh1 ye mortals6 ,man considers the wolf a blood-thirsty beast because he kills and eats the flesh of human beings for subsistence4 ,what kind of a bestial monster would the wolf consider man if it saw him in his slaughter-house killing thousands of innocent beef1 sheep and hogs daily8 ,or what would it think of civilized man if it saw him shooting myriads of tame and harmless pigeons for amusement1 or broiling lobsters alive to satisfy his gormandizing desires8 ,perhaps the wolf would set man below its grade1 if interrogated upon the subject4 ,but tyrannical man1 intoxicated by his own egotism and clinging to an elastic religion which allows him to act as he pleases1 feels that his god created all these things for his special benefit4 ,if the wolf could be questioned about the matter1 it too might claim that its god permitted the killing and eating of man4 ,mr4 ,porkpacker was considered both great and good by his fellow beings1 for each year he gave thousands of dollars for the erection and maintenance of the church and likewise contributed largely toward his pastor's salary4 ,would it be good policy then for the pastor to believe that it was wrong to kill sheep1 when one of the large contributors was earning money in that business8 ,no1 no4 ,so the church upheld the slaughter-houses and proved by the scriptures that they were simply doing what the savages had done thousands of years previously according to divine right4 ,once ,i listened to my father preach a sermon on the beautiful innocence and purity of the lamb4 ,for an hour he spoke feelingly of the many virtues contained by this gentle little creature and after he was through he immediately went home and filled his stomach with roasted lamb for dinner4 ,good ,christians are anxious to know when the time will arrive that the lion and lamb will lie down together in peace and harmony4 ,possibly the lamb would like to know if the time will ever come when its carcass will not be utilized to appease the voracious appetite of the ,christian4 ,in looking over the so-called great business men and financial swindlers of ,america they certainly presented a motley collection of physical and mental monstrosities4 ,they spent so much of their time in the mad rush for dollars and how to spend them1 that physical and mental improvement received very little attention4 ,their brains became stagnant for the want of proper training and their bodies were allowed to rot and become useless for the need of exercise4 ,some were so fat they could not walk1 while others were too lean to stand4 ,a great many of them used either canes or crutches as an aid to hobble along or vehicles to convey them from place to place4 ,nearly all were cripples1 more or less2 rheumatism1 gout1 paralysis and numerous other ailments being the cause of their helplessness4 ,few of them seemed able to understand that all these infirmities were directly caused by the want of proper exercise and from the gluttonous habit of overloading their stomachs with foods of many kinds and meat especially4 ,apparently it was beyond their comprehension that nature commanded them to improve their physiques for the benefit of coming generations4 ,men who professed to be athletes when they were past the age of thirty were considered childish1 while the exponents of physical culture were generally looked upon as cranks4 ,eating1 drinking and smoking were adapted as the best modes of recreation1 while fishing and shooting pigeons1 quail1 squirrels and other harmless living things were regarded as good1 healthy amusements4 ,of all the brutal methods of diversion ever adopted by man1 fishing is perhaps the most cruel4 ,if the reader does not think so1 just stop for a moment and imagine yourself being hooked to a great line by the mouth and your body being drawn far up into space and into another atmosphere1 there to strangle slowly to death4 ,you would not like it1 would you8 ,then why should the fish be treated so8 ,do you not suppose that the fish have feelings like yourself8 ,oh1 if all my fellowmen could only have taken that trip around the world with ,arletta and seen things as ,i saw them1 cruelty in all its various forms would be a thing of the past4 ,that trip and my subsequent experience with her proved to be the best education ,i could have received from any source4 ,it taught me the real meaning of the word kindness1 without which1 not only toward human beings1 but toward all living things1 man will never rise above the savage state4 ,,chapter ,x ,we were just twenty-four hours making our journey around the world1 when suddenly ,i found myself once more gazing into the beautiful eyes of ,arletta4 ,while she bestowed a kindly look of sympathy toward me1 her features plainly showed that her gentle nature had received an awful shock from the terrible and degrading sights we had witnessed4 ,and there was much reason why this pure and lovable woman should be shocked at what we had seen1 for even ,i1 a worthless and hardened vagabond1 had become thoroughly disgusted with my own species4 ,and what do you think of your highly civilized people now8 she inquired sadly4 ,they are a race of tail-less monkeys and filthy beasts with myself included1 responded ,i1 with vehemence1 and then ,i began a tirade of abuse against the entire human family4 ,stop1 exclaimed ,arletta1 you must not allow malice to enter your mind against any living creature1 no matter how beastly or brutal it may be4 ,hatred will not make the world better2 it needs love4 ,no living being is responsible for what it is any more than you or ,i are accountable for being in existence4 ,but while each individual inherits the good or bad instincts of its predecessor1 still it has the power to make better or worse its own condition4 ,love will not only make better your own condition1 but that of your fellow beings as well4 ,do not expect to find in others that which you do not possess yourself4 ,it is your duty to set a good example1 not wait for others to accomplish what you have not done yourself4 ,so begin right now with love4 ,cast away all unkind thoughts and never allow another to enter your mind1 no matter what the provocation might be4 ,i admit that the ,apeman of today is no better1 in fact1 in many respects is much inferior to the ,apeman who lived over four thousand years ago1 but that is because he took the wrong road in trying to reach real manhood4 ,he is still on the wrong path1 but must be turned about and started in the right direction4 ,he must be taught that ,heaven is here on earth1 if he will only make it so4 ,but the earth will never be a paradise1 so long as he allows a grain of selfishness to remain in his system4 ,in yonder picture you can see what real men were like4 ,study their countenances carefully and see if you can read that any one of them ever committed a selfish act or even permitted an unkind thought to enter his mind1 for if he had1 you could plainly read it from his features1 the face being the mirror of our thoughts and actions1 and no matter what we do or what we think from the time we are born until we die1 every act and thought is indelibly stamped upon our faces and can never be erased until the material of which we are composed has disintegrated and reentered the great chemical basin from which all living things receive their matter and energy4 ,and it is to be hoped that with each turn of the chemical wheel the succeeding generation will be re-moulded on a better scale1 until the ,apeman and all lower animals have passed through a successful course of evolution and finally emerge into real manhood--the highest type of earthly beings4 ,this goal is but a few steps and within the power of the ,apeman to reach1 but he must take his steps in the right direction4 ,a whole nation of those magnificent beings you see in the picture1 once existed in real life4 ,their ancestors were ,apemen who were started in the right path1 and after persistently sticking to the upward march of unselfish progress for many generations1 ultimately reached the class of men you see before you2 giants1 physically1 mentally and morally4 ,and here she paused and looked long and affectionately at those wonderful figures in the painting4 ,then a feeling of intense jealousy suddenly crept into my brain1 and ,i thought ,i would surely go mad under its terrible pressure4 ,arletta was in love with one of those real men1 while she held merely a compassionate feeling for me4 ,i1 the ,apeman1 standing six feet two inches in height and weighing over two hundred pounds avoirdupois1 heretofore regarded as a marvel in physical development1 now1 in the presence of these eight-foot giants1 felt like a shrunken pigmy4 ,formerly it was generally conceded that ,i was a rather handsome fellow4 ,this woman thought ,i was hideous4 ,previously1 ,i had felt proud of my nicely curled heavy black mustache1 now ,i thought it made me look like a monkey4 ,the splendid features of the real men were not disfigured by a hair or blemish of any kind1 while their skin was as soft and smooth as that of a new born child4 ,during my trip around the world1 ,i had observed that the more man's body was covered by hair1 the more ape-like he appeared1 especially when decorating his face with it1 and ,i was certain that my appearance was just as ludicrous in the eyes of ,arletta as those ,i had seen4 ,therefore my admiration for the stately objects portrayed in the picture was beginning to turn into hatred4 ,i inwardly wished they were alive that ,i might have an opportunity to combat with one or all of them in order to show ,arletta that ,i possessed the courage to fight until death for her love4 ,while lost in the midst of such reflections ,arletta turned her gaze upon me fixedly and said3 ,what barbaric thoughts have you permitted to enter your mind now8 ,i was wishing1 replied ,i rather sullenly1 that the man you love in that picture was alive1 that ,i might have the chance to demonstrate my worth in a fight to secure your favor2 perhaps1 then1 you would discover that ,i had some good qualities4 ,and do you suppose if ,i saw you fighting like a savage bulldog that ,i would admire those brutish tendencies in your nature8 inquired she4 ,do you think that the animal instincts of fighting and killing are good qualities to possess8 ,has your trip around the world borne no good results8 ,you have observed that your own species1 like other savage beasts1 quarrel1 fight1 maim and kill each other through selfish motives1 and you have condemned them for it2 now you would continue to do the very same thing yourself and think that ,i would consider it courageous4 ,according to one of our primitive laws1 the courageous man was he who feared no one and caused no one to fear him4 ,these men of the picture were the bravest of the brave1 and still if one of them were alive today he would not fight with you1 no matter how much you might ill use him1 for he would know that it required more real strength to take abuse than to give it4 ,he would suffer more pain if he hurt you than if you injured him4 ,and still he could have crushed you with greater ease than a cat can a mouse1 if he were cowardly enough to do it4 ,that is the real courage of unselfishness--the kind your species cannot understand4 ,your fellow beings applaud cowardice which they mistake for strength of character4 ,they seem unable to comprehend that it requires far more courage to suffer pain than to inflict it upon others4 ,they have inherited their erroneous ideas from the wild beasts who preceded them1 and at the present time few of them know any better4 ,but they must be taught differently and the teachers must set the examples1 not merely offer advice4 ,the different countries of the world today support large armies of licensed murderers who are commonly called soldiers4 ,they are sent to the battle-fields to slaughter each other for selfish purposes4 ,the strongest side is naturally victorious1 and after killing as many of their adversaries as possible1 return home to receive the applause and admiration of their countrymen4 ,they are considered heroic because they were successful in slaying their weaker opponents4 ,your society worships these human butchers and the more lives one of them has destroyed the bigger the monument is erected in his honor4 ,how many of these butchers would have the courage to take an insult from a weaker party without resenting it8 ,it requires great bravery for the strong to refrain from taking advantage of the weak2 it demands real heroism for the strong to equally share the results of their labors with the feeble4 ,for the strong are doubly blessed in having strength while the weak are unfortunate and need sympathy4 ,would it not be courageous for one person to die for the love of another8 inquired ,i4 ,that would depend altogether upon the circumstances1 replied ,arletta4 ,it would require far more courage to sacrifice your life for one you did not love as there would then be no selfish motive behind it4 ,as ,i understand your feelings1 you love me and imagine that you would not care to live without me4 ,yes1 said ,i fervently1 ,i shall take my own life sooner than leave you4 ,that is not courage at all1 it is simply cowardice1 answered she4 ,through your own selfishness in trying to obtain something beyond your reach1 you lack the strength to live without it4 ,it takes far more courage to live when you want to die than to die when you want to live4 ,unselfishness is the very highest type of courageousness and one must live for the good he may do the world instead of his own personal aggrandizement4 ,thousands of our noble men sacrificed their lives yearly for the good of the world4 ,our laws permitted a certain number of them to leave their heavenly country periodically to go among the ,apemen1 and try and teach these barbarians the meaning of unselfish love4 ,they never returned4 ,they fully realized before starting on these missionary trips1 that they were depriving themselves of all the luxuries the earth provided for a life of hardship and suffering2 a life of insults and all the cruel tortures the ferocious ,apemen could inflict upon them4 ,but it pleased them to know that they possessed the courage to withstand all the insults heaped upon them1 while trying to alleviate the conditions of others4 ,unlike your present missionaries they did not go into different countries backed up by loaded guns ready to annihilate all who did not believe their doctrines4 ,if you hit a man on the head with a club and then tell him that you love him he will not believe you4 ,they understood that to teach the ,apemen to love one another they must set themselves up as examples1 not with mere words1 but by unselfish and courageous acts4 ,they also knew that they had no divine right to enter another country and force upon the inhabitants their laws and customs4 ,they merely went to teach their methods and in trying to do good for others were willing to accept insults in return for their kindness in order to prove their sincerity of purpose4 ,at first1 these good men were looked upon as gods by the ,apemen who wished to worship them as such1 and had they been vain-glorious like the ,apeman himself1 they would have allowed this false idea to exist4 ,but no1 there was not a grain of vanity or selfishness in their systems4 ,they had not left their homes and friends to be worshiped1 but had gone away to show the ,apeman how he might reach real manhood1 if he would but follow their instructions4 ,they taught the eradication of selfishness from all living beings and the abolition of the system of individual accumulation1 practiced then and now by all of your species4 ,of course when the rich and religious rulers of the different tribes and nations learned that these men were teaching that all living beings should have an equal chance in life1 and that the weak should enjoy the same comforts as the strong1 and that their divine right laws were unjust1 they became wroth and ordered our men to be put to death by the most cruel methods4 ,some were burned at the stake2 others were buried alive2 several were put into dungeons and their bodies allowed to rot2 many were cast into fiery furnaces1 while a number of them were thrown into dens containing lions and tigers4 ,all these tortures and innumerable others1 did these brave men suffer that they might impress upon the ,apeman the real meaning of courage and unselfishness4 ,and through the power of mind sight we used to see these heroic volunteers unflinchingly suffer these indignities for the cause of righteousness1 notwithstanding we had the power to annihilate the entire ,apeman species1 if we had so desired4 ,our chemists could have turned on currents of poisonous air and asphyxiated whole nations of them at once2 our electricians could have sent an electric shock around the earth that would have left a path of destruction a thousand miles in width2 our scientists could have concentrated the full force of the sun's rays upon any particular city they might choose and burn it up instantly2 but they did not4 ,we had the power to destroy1 but the courage of forbearance4 ,the highest honor our nation could bestow upon a man was to allow him to leave his heavenly country and become a martyr to his own unselfishness in trying to uplift the ,apeman species4 ,and had it not been for the unfortunate catastrophe which ,i shall explain to you later1 our plans would have succeeded and the earth today would have been heaven with no such creature in existence as the ,apeman4 ,,chapter ,,xi ,next to selfishness1 religion has been the greatest drawback towards progress the ,apeman has had to contend with in all ages1 continued ,arletta4 ,religion is the outgrowth of ignorance and the ,apeman1 just starting up the ladder of human knowledge1 adopted it as an explanation of things of which he knew nothing4 ,all religions were created by the ,apeman2 and wherein lies the difference between the god built of stone or from the imagination8 ,in constructing the numberless religions1 the ,apeman invariably made them to suit his own habits and customs4 ,he built his gods to please his own fancy and gave his own ideas as those of his deities4 ,his own knowledge is likewise the extent of the wisdom contained by his gods1 whom lie manufactured to be twisted and turned in any direction and made to answer any purpose he might see fit4 ,no one religion is any worse than all the rest4 ,they are all founded on ignorance1 superstition and selfishness4 ,to believe in any of these petty religions is to cast insults upon the real ,creator of the universe1 for a god created by the ,apeman must naturally be a very inferior being4 ,each devout worshiper can point out the errors and absurdities of every other religion excepting his own4 ,he is capable of utilizing his reasoning powers until directed against himself1 and narrowed down to a few words he feels that he is all right but everybody else is all wrong4 ,of the several hundred religions now extant1 would it not be more reasonable to suppose that they were all wrong than to believe they were all right8 ,take your own religion for instance2 you are worshiping a most unnatural god4 ,in fact your ,bible puts him in the position of a vain-glorious tyrant4 ,according to the ,bible an ,apeman can be no worse than his god no matter how bad he may be4 ,the main reason why4 the ,apeman believes in religion is because he is an inveterate coward and fears some dire punishment if he investigates the matter4 ,but believe me1 if the ,creator gave you the power to reason1 he certainly will not condemn you for making use of your reasoning faculties in not accepting opinions which appear untenable4 ,so let us look into this matter from an impartial point of view4 ,in the first place the offer of rewards for doing good1 which is the foundation of all religions is wrong1 for it carries selfishness right to the very gates of the imaginary heavens4 ,goodness is very shallow indeed if it cannot exist without rewards being offered for it4 ,i shall enumerate a few things your god was supposed to have said or allowed1 according to the ,bible1 which would make no ,apeman living1 any worse in his moral conduct4 ,enmity4--',and ,i will put enmity between thee and the woman4' ,gen4 iii1 #ae4 ,unkindness4--',unto the woman ,he said1 ,i will greatly multiply thy sorrow4' ,gen4 iii1 #af4 ,flesh ,eaters4--',every moving thing that liveth shall be meat for you4' ,gen4 ix1 #c4 ,revenge4--',whoso sheddeth man's blood1 by man shall his blood be shed4' ,gen4 ix1 #f4 ,drunkenness4--',and he drank of the wine1 and was drunken4' ,gen4 ix1 #ba4 ,partiality4--',god shall enlarge ,japheth1 and he shall dwell in the tents of ,shem and ,canaan shall be his servant4' ,gen4 ix1 #bg4 ,hunting--',he was a mighty hunter before the ,lord4' ,gen4 x1 #i4 ,a curser4--',and ,i will bless them that bless thee1 and curse them that curseth thee4' ,gen4 xii1 #c4 ,fraud4--',by fraud1 ,jacob received the blessing intended for ,esau and then ,god blessed him and made him prosperous forever afterward4 ,gen4 xxvii to xxix4 ,fornication4--',and ,bilhah1 ,rachel's maid1 conceived again and bare ,jacob a second son4' ,gen4 xxx1 #g4 ,anger4--',and the anger of the ,lord was kindled against ,moses4' ,exodus iv1 #ad4 ,thievery4--',speak now into the ears of the people and let every man borrow of his neighbor and every woman of her neighbor jewels of silver and jewels of gold4' ,exodus xi1 #b4 ,carnage4--',for ,i will pass through the land of ,egypt this night and will smite all the first born in the land of ,egypt1 both man and beast2 and against all the gods of ,egypt ,i will execute judgment2 ,i am the ,lord4' ,exodus xii1 #ab4 ,jealousy4--',for ,i the ,lord thy ,god am jealous ,god4' ,exodus xx1 #e4 ,slavery4--',then his master shall bring him unto the judges2 he shall also bring him to the door1 or unto the doorpost1 and his master shall bore his ear through with an awl2 and he shall serve him forever4' ,exodus xxi1 #f4 ,witchcraft4--',thou shalt not suffer a witch to live4' ,exodus xxii1 #ah4 ,murder4--',and my wrath shall wax hot1 and ,i will kill you with my sword and your wives shall be widows and your children fatherless4' ,exodus xxii1 #bd4 ,changeability4--',and the ,lord spake unto ,moses1 saying1 ,phinehas1 the son of ,eleazar1 the son of ,aaron the priest1 hath turned my wrath away from the children of ,israel1 while he was zealous for my sake among them1 that ,i consumed not the children of ,israel in my jealousy4' ,numbers xxv1 #aj1 #aa4 ,brutality4--',and the ,lord spake unto ,moses1 saying1 ,bring forth him that hath cursed without the camp2 and let all that heard him lay their hands upon his head1 and let all the congregation stone him4' ,leviticus xxiv1 #ac1 #ad4 ,savage ,cruelty4--',and if the burnt sacrifice for his offering to the ,lord be of fowls1 then he shall bring his offering of turtle doves1 or of young pigeons4 ,and the priest shall bring it unto the altar1 and wring off its head1 and burn it on the altar2 and the blood thereof shall be wrung out at the ides of the altar4' ,leviticus i1 #ad1 #ae4 ,an ,ass4--',and the ,lord opened the mouth of the ass and she said unto ,balaam1 ,what have ,i done unto thee that thou hast smitten me these three times8' ,numbers xxii1 #bh4 ,i have brought a few of these absurd writings to your attention1 said ,arletta1 hoping that later on you will go over them carefully and give them the same rational consideration you bestow upon other subjects4 ,there is one commendable feature about your ,bible however1 and that is1 it shows that once there existed among your species a noble mortal who devoted his life trying to teach the ,apeman human kindness in somewhat the same manner our men used to do1 with the exception of the supernatural dogmas4 ,i refer to ,jesus ,christ4 ,the fact that the same lessons he expounded were taught thousands of years before he was born1 or that he failed to grasp nature's beautiful ideas without confounding them with supernatural fancies1 does not detract in any way from his nobility of purpose and his name should be mentioned in the future history of the world as one of the great benefactors of the human race4 ,it seems a pity that his over-zealous followers have tried to place him in the light of a deity1 for in time to come1 when your species begin to reason1 they might possibly regard him as an impostor4 ,this should not be the case however1 for although ,christ no doubt really believed in a religious god1 it is unjust to believe that he ever pretended to be anything more than a mere human being himself1 or that he knew anything about the wonderful miracles it was subsequently claimed he had performed4 ,any earthly being1 said ,arletta1 as her face fairly beamed with intelligence1 whether it be a man1 an ,apeman or a monkey1 who claims to be related to the ,creator of the universe1 or to be ,his prophet1 or ,his specially appointed spokesman1 or in any way tries to lead others to believe that he possesses supernatural powers1 is either an impostor or an idiot4 ,when all earthly beings make use of the reasoning faculties nature endows them with1 all religions will perish through the agency of their own untruths4 ,,chapter ,,xii4 ,then am ,i to understand that your people were ,atheists8 inquired ,i of ,arletta4 ,not at all1 replied she4 ,we believed in ,natural ,law but not in religion4 ,our most intellectual men decided that by no stretch of the imagination could they build a god for religious purposes as great as the ,creator of the universe must naturally be1 and knowing that it remains for man himself to reach his highest state of perfection without any supernatural influence whatsoever1 they therefore abolished all forms of religious worship and established a code of ethics which was termed ,natural ,law4 ,religion teaches one to believe in an unnatural god who apparently must be ever ready to answer anybody's prayerful cry and act as a general servant to humanity by distributing good things to those who beg for them2 a sort of meddlesome god who enters into all the petty quarrels of hunan beings and generally settles them in the wrong way4 ,natural ,law teaches that there exists on grand supreme ruler who guides the entire machinery of the universe2 the ,deity who created the principle of life1 and one who does not deviate from ,his eternal and immutable laws2 an all-wise1 everlasting and unchangeable being far beyond the faintest conception the brain of man has ever been able to formulate4 ,his power unlimited2 ,his laws supreme2 ,his goodness incalculable4 ,natural ,law explains that ,he created the principle from which humanity evolved1 but that it remains for all living things to make better or worse their own conditions4 ,his laws may be studied and practiced by all human beings1 but to claim to know the reasons of the ,creator's actions would be to assume ,his wisdom and knowledge4 ,his purposes1 therefore1 are unfathomable4 ,natural ,law sets forth that notwithstanding the earth is but a mere speck in the universe1 still1 it being a part of the vast machinery governed by the ,almighty1 there is a reason for its existence and a work for it to perform4 ,like other bodies in space1 it contains particles of living matter which are constantly passing through a course of development with methodical changes from life to death and from death to life4 ,but while all living things live and die1 the material thereof is used over and over again indefinitely4 ,human beings are a species of these particles4 ,all living things are composed of three parts1 matter1 energy and soul4 ,the matter is the machinery2 energy the motion and soul the engineer4 ,the mind is that part of the machinery having power to control its movements4 ,the soul is the spark of life and acts as a moral guide to the mind4 ,soul and conscience are synonymous4 ,the soul1 always pure1 is continually striving to improve the condition of the mind4 ,the mind alone is responsible for the disposition of the body and the evils arising therefrom1 the soul merely acting as its instructor for good4 ,it is the mind which inherits evil instincts and but for the good influence of the soul1 living creatures would not exist in harmony4 ,as the mind hardens against righteousness the sway of the soul is lessened1 but as the mind softens towards goodness the soul increases its power4 ,there is a continual struggle between the soul for good and the mind for evil1 but the soul will eventually gain the ascendancy and all living things will be cleansed of impurities4 ,the body1 including the mind1 of each living thing dies1 the material disintegrates and passes into the composition of other forms4 ,the soul never dies2 it remains in one body until its collapse and then transmigrates into another4 ,the soul of man today may be that of a lower animal tomorrow2 therefore he should use the greatest kindness and consideration toward all living things4 ,there is only a certain quantity of matter upon earth to be moulded together in living forms and a certain number of souls to abide therein1 so that with the increase of mankind there must naturally be a decrease in the ranks of other animals1 hence it remains the duty of man to extend in number and quality his own species until all the material in existence is utilized by human beings of the very highest intelligence4 ,humanity1 however1 will never rise above the savage state until the barbarous custom of killing and eating other animals is abolished4 ,selfishness is the root of all evil2 eradicate selfishness from humanity and the earth will be heaven4 ,man's heaven is here on earth if he is only capable of making it so1 but men cannot enjoy heavenly blessings with hellish minds1 and no selfish being can properly enjoy the sweets of life4 ,the real essence and pleasure of life can only be extracted when mankind labors harmoniously together as a unit1 instead of each individual struggling separately and murderously to obtain the largest portion of the earth's blessings4 ,the production of the world must be divided equally among all honest toilers and man's greatest happiness must arise from serving others instead of himself4 ,no good mortal can thoroughly enjoy luxuries that are beyond the reach of his fellow men1 therefore all human beings should work together as one2 enjoying equally the fruits of their combined efforts2 the weak and the strong alike4 ,there must be but one master--the entire human race bound together as one4 ,when mankind1 acting as a unit1 masters itself1 then will it rule the earth and gain knowledge of extraneous matters2 thus the wisdom of inhabitants of older and more advanced worlds will be attained and intercourse with them practiced1 thereby unraveling many apparent mysteries of the universe4 ,it is an error to suppose that the ,deity is your maker2 ,he created the source from which all living things sprung1 but collectively1 man makes himself and is responsible for his own conditions4 ,if the ,almighty was your maker then the production of criminals1 cripples and lunatics would demonstrate very bad workmanship1 so do not try to shift the blame for human weakness upon the ,creator of the universe4 ,the ,deity controls the principle of life2 man controls himself4 ,do not pray2 you cannot alter the ,creator's plans and you place him in the light of a petty vanity seeker when claiming that he wants to be worshipped4 ,better please the ,omnipotent by kind acts toward all living creatures than by offering ridiculous exhortations for favors and forgiveness4 ,you proffer insults to the ,creator when you claim you can change ,his immutable plans by prayer2 when you think he would take from one and give to another2 when you pretend to communicate with ,him2 when you imagine ,he takes part in the silly squabbles of human beings2 when you say that man was made in ,his image2 when you take ,his name in vain4 ,a united world1 with all living things on the same plane of perfection and working harmoniously together for the common good is the heaven humanity should strive to reach4 ,it is within the power of mankind to perfect itself1 but this can only be accomplished through the unselfish efforts of the whole people4 ,each individual can make better or worse his own condition and thereby stamp a good or bad impression upon the lives of his descendants4 ,the creature who passes his life without adding to the knowledge and goodness of the world has lived for naught1 and he who fails to improve his own worth morally1 mentally or physically has spent a life of uselessness for which his descendants must suffer2 for to misuse oneself is to commit a crime against posterity4 ,each generation should be an improvement upon the preceding one4 ,having been entrusted with a piece of living machinery1 it is the duty of everyone to give it the very best care and attention possible1 that its value might be increased to nature1 hence moral1 mental and physical perfection are the highest aims of life to achieve4 ,parents should have no off-spring when one or both of them are insane1 diseased1 gluttons1 drunkards or criminals4 ,practice moderation in all things that you may live longer and acquire strength to enjoy natural blessings and bestow character upon those to follow4 ,pleasure can only be extracted from temperateness2 it increases or decreases in proportion to quantity1 and he who takes sparingly1 lives longer to enjoy the most4 ,do not over-work1 over-study1 over-eat1 over-drink1 over-sleep1 or commit any excess whatsoever4 ,the surest way to make the world better is to begin with yourself4 ,such is the essence of ,natural ,law4 ,,chapter ,,xiii ,at the present time1 proceeded ,arletta1 the earth resembles a huge table over-loaded with good things and surrounded by a pack of gluttons each striving to secure the largest portion4 ,and in this piggish scramble the strong obtain more and the weak less than is needed while enough is wasted to amply supply the whole4 ,the best forces of the participants1 which should be utilized for other purposes are also lost in the ravenous struggle1 for it requires more power to retain than obtain these things4 ,the same avaricious principal--individual accumulation--is the foundation of every government in the world today1 and consequently all of your social systems are being run upside down4 ,your people spend their time and strength in looking for remedies instead of stopping the source from which all evils flow4 ,corruption is the result of a diseased root and as long as that remains1 iniquities will continue to multiply4 ,extirpate the cause1 however1 and sin will depart like magic4 ,the system which allows the individual to acquire personal wealth is the direct cause for nearly every evil in existence4 ,there is no remedy for a wrong unless you eradicate it entirely1 and just as long as a nation clings to the pernicious plan which permits separate persons to store up the products of the earth for private uses1 just so long will selfishness be the characteristic feature of the people1 and all kinds of criminals will be bred from the material which otherwise would prove very useful to a unified world4 ,according to present methods success is based upon what each individual accumulates and not what mankind is capable of producing4 ,the foundation of existence is effort1 without which the inhabitants of the world would perish4 ,united exertion produces better results and with less toil than competitive efforts4 ,with united labor in force1 every living being must work1 for he who consumes and does not produce is a thief4 ,if all the inhabitants of the world combined their labors on the most economic basis1 there would be enough comforts for all created by one-tenth of the power expended at the present time4 ,each person would add his mite to the whole1 and in return would receive as much as anyone else4 ,all worthless occupations would be done away with1 and the power thereof directed into useful channels4 ,labor would rule the world instead of money4 ,for of what good would be all the money on earth if there was no labor to produce the necessities of life8 ,at present there exists but one honest toiler whose labors enrich the world1 to ten schemers who spend their time plotting to secure the results of his work2 and these parasites actually confiscate the largest portion of that which is produced4 ,the schemers feast and govern1 while the laborers fast and are governed4 ,can you imagine more unnatural conditions than one class of beings producing all the comforts and receiving none in return8 ,with the abolition of the noxious system of individual accumulation1 money would have no value and all the evils arising therefrom would cease4 ,take away the opportunity of the individual to accumulate wealth for himself1 and you remove the temptation for fraud1 theft and numerous other crimes1 for there is then no incentive left for them4 ,expel the motive and selfishness will disappear1 and each mortal give his best efforts toward perfecting himself morally1 mentally and physically for the good he may render the world4 ,teach the child that it will not have to worry over the future2 that it will not have to lie1 cheat1 steal1 murder or take any advantage of its fellow beings in order to receive its share of the good things of life2 explain to it that the real incentive is to give its best services toward increasing the general production of the earth1 that all mankind may enjoy the sweets thereof together in peace and harmony2 impress upon its young mind1 that he who works in excess of others for the good of mankind1 lives the noblest life and receives the highest esteem of his fellow beings and the blessed approbation of his own soul1 and that child1 reaching maturity1 will be a thousand times more useful to himself and humanity than he who has been taught to hoard up riches for his own special purposes4 ,individual accumulation is responsible for crime2 crime necessitates laws2 laws breed tyranny4 ,abolish individualism1 and crime1 tyranny and nine-tenths of your superfluous laws will be exterminated4 ,a few well-defined and just laws properly enforced are sufficient to successfully operate the governmental machinery of the human race according to ,natural ,law4 ,,chapter ,,xiv ,telepathy1 continued ,arletta1 proved to be one of the greatest factors for good utilized by our people4 ,through its agency we not only found that it was the most natural and complete way to converse with one another1 but also learned to think collectively as well as singly4 ,the brain is both a receiver and transmitter of thought1 and all minds are directly connected with each other by an invisible force4 ,thought is an element of life and exists everywhere2 it is not originated by the mind1 but is a utility for it4 ,thoughts are sustenance for the brain1 as air is for the lungs1 or food for the appetite2 they are good and bad in quality1 and it is within man's power to accept or reject them at will4 ,by admitting good and repelling bad thoughts1 the brain acquires moral as well as mental strength but vice versa it is poisoned1 and degeneracy is sure to follow4 ,nature created both the mountains and the thoughts2 look and you can see those lofty hills2 think and you can receive inspiring thoughts4 ,shut your eyes and you cannot see2 close your brain and you cannot think4 ,the broader the mind1 the greater the ideas to enter4 ,ignorance is bred from a closed brain2 intelligence from an open one4 ,he who is incapable of thinking is like the blind who cannot see or the deaf who cannot hear4 ,the thought is the mightiest force for good or evil1 humanity has to contend with2 time is measured by it and pure meditation makes the days short and sweet1 while evil notions lengthen and depreciate them4 ,the mind that retains good ideas and refuses bad ones is of incalculable value to mankind for it has an instantaneous effect upon other minds in all parts of the earth4 ,it is easier for many minds working in harmony together to grasp a thought1 than for the single brain to receive it without aid4 ,no one earthly being ever conceived a great idea unassisted4 ,one might have believed and proclaimed the origin of an idea1 but unknown and innumerable others secretly aided in its conception4 ,the strongest intellect1 however1 retained and gave it to the world1 and he who accepts1 practices and impresses the thought upon others1 deserves the credit thereof4 ,it took several generations of continuous experimentation by the ,sagemen to acquire the fundamental principles of telepathy and many more to establish the custom of conversing with the mind instead of the voice4 ,in the beginning1 the evil ones looked upon the practice with horror1 for it was impossible to conceal anything from their fellow beings4 ,but this very fact alone caused them to keep clean and allow no impure thoughts to enter their minds that would lower them in the estimation of their associates1 and after a few generations of active use it was accepted as one of the great benefits of nature4 ,whenever a great problem confronted the nation1 a hundred or more of our deepest thinkers would simultaneously concentrate their mental forces upon it1 and if unsuccessful in reaching a satisfactory conclusion1 then the whole people would devote an hour each day upon it until finally solved4 ,thus in thought as well as in action we labored together as a unit1 harmoniously working out vast ideas that never could have been conceived by a single brain1 and each mortal receiving an equal share of the many blessings derived therefrom4 ,and there again is where your individual system retards natural progress4 ,a little ,apeman receives part of one of nature's ideas4 ,his immature brain is incapable of receiving the whole of it so he spends his entire life stumbling along in the dark1 vainly searching for the remainder4 ,sometimes he becomes insane or dies under the strain of the burden1 and mankind loses the portion he had already understood4 ,it was his greedy desire that caused him to struggle alone for something that many minds could easily have brought forth had they been called to his assistance4 ,but no1 his purpose was not to aid humanity1 but get money and the power to wield over his fellow creatures by accepting and having patented for himself one of nature's gifts4 ,and then again one of your little ,apemen finally does conceive a good idea1 or part of one1 after thirty years1 more or less1 of constant strain upon his mental faculties4 ,so the progress of the world must be held in check for that length of time for an invention that could have been produced and put into useful operation by the combined efforts of many minds in a few days1 weeks or months4 ,but it is the individual system and not the individual himself which causes this stupendous waste of time and power1 and as long as it is kept in force the leakage of human progress will naturally be beyond calculation4 ,it seems a pity1 said ,arletta1 looking at me sympathetically1 that your brain is not sufficiently developed to enable you to grasp the magnificent principle of life as it was understood by the ,sage-men1 but it would be as hard for you to comprehend an attempted explanation of the whole subject as it would be for a monkey to understand algebra4 ,so ,i have to be content with impressing upon your little intellect just as much as it will absorb4 ,but come1 you look tired1 let us partake of some refreshments4 ,and remember1 do not overload your stomach4 ,,chapter ,,xv ,do not overload your stomach4 ,this admonition caused me to feel like a child once more1 and ,i was uncertain whether ,i ought to laugh or become indignant over the remark4 ,still ,i fully realized the necessity of this warning2 not only for myself alone1 but for the entire human race from which ,i sprung4 ,how many beings are there in the world today who would not profit by following this advice8 ,how many are there with sense enough to heed it8 ,i cannot recall to memory any person ,i have ever met who had absolute control of his appetite4 ,we take pleasure in living1 but do not live for pleasure1 continued ,arletta1 as she touched an invisible spring concealed within a dainty flower and graciously invited me to eat--or rather to breathe4 ,and as ,i inhaled the delicious fumes it seemed that the very breath of life itself was injected into every pore of my body4 ,that is enough of the soup1 commented ,arletta mirthfully1 now try the roast2 now the entree2 and here1 perhaps1 a little dessert will not hurt you2 there1 that is plenty2 a little is strengthening but too much is poisonous4 ,you see1 this process of living is very simple indeed2 our chemists merely extracted the vital parts of vegetables1 herbs1 cereals1 fruits1 nuts1 flowers1 etc41 and reduced them to aeriform4 ,these artificial flowers are arranged to conceal small tubes from which the nutriment flows4 ,by operating these automatic springs the substance is allowed to escape in such quantities as is required for meals4 ,very simple1 is it not8 ,much cleaner and better than munching a piece of fat pork1 don't you think8 ,and there are no cooks needed to prepare it1 no waiters to serve it1 nor any dishes to wash afterward4 ,our food was arranged ready for consumption at the great national laboratories and piped directly to the people1 to use as they pleased4 ,it is all very wonderful1 exclaimed ,i1 looking up to ,arletta as if she were the goddess of life itself1 but there is one thing in particular ,i am anxious to know and that is3 what causes daylight here when darkness prevails on the outside of this building8 ,very simple1 explained she1 about a thousand years before the great catastrophe our scientists discovered a method whereby they could store up the rays of the sun for light1 heat and power1 and after much experimenting they found that they could mix these rays with other ingredients into solid substances4 ,the light you observed in the hallway before entering here is merely compressed into the material of which the walls are composed and as long as that remains light will shine from it4 ,the light in this room comes from the miniature sun you see in the picture2 that too will give forth radiance as long as the material holds together4 ,our scientists were remarkable men2 they not only made use of the sun's rays in many different ways for the benefit of mankind1 but actually controlled the power of the sun itself insofar as it related to the earth4 ,they also restrained the atmosphere which surrounds the earth and made the weather conditions to suit their own welfare4 ,but these things are so infinitely beyond the ,apeman's comprehension1 who feels that he has almost reached the limit of human resources with his crude little steam engines1 that it would only be a waste of time and power to try and explain them to you1 besides being a considerable strain upon your half-grown brain4 ,this is certainly a wonderful painting1 said ,i1 looking about the room with much admiration4 ,i have never seen anything to compare with it before4 ,there is nothing about it that is extraordinary1 remarked ,arletta1 it is merely a little ornamentation of my own private apartment which ,i did myself according to my own fancy4 ,any of our ordinary house decorators could have done as well or better4 ,all of our children were taught to paint and they devoted considerable of their spare time to the art1 but the works of the real artists were placed upon exhibition in the national galleries where everybody could see and enjoy their magnificence4 ,i observe an absence of jewelry about your person1 mentioned ,i1 was it not the custom of your people to wear jewels8 ,do you think that to wear rings around your toes and suspended from your nose is a sensible thing to do8 inquired ,arletta4 ,no1 no2 decidedly not1 answered ,i1 such are the customs of the barbarians only1 but our civilized people wear rings around their fingers and in their ears4 ,indeed1 and wherein lies the difference8 asked she1 good naturedly4 ,it then struck me rather forcibly that there was no difference and that it was just as ridiculous to wear rings from the ears and around the fingers as it was to have them suspended from the nose and about the toes4 ,but were there no diamonds in your country8 questioned ,i4 ,yes1 replied ,arletta1 there was a large pile of them in the national museum which we looked upon as old junk--sort of relics of the savage ,apemen4 ,when our children were shown these things and informed that a king of an ,apeman nation would gladly sacrifice the lives of a hundred thousand of his subjects in an attempt to gain possession of them1 or that his subjects would murder their friends1 brothers1 wives or children in an effort to secure some for themselves1 it was impossible for their youthful minds to fully understand why the ,apeman should become so ferocious and idiotic over such trifles4 ,they naturally looked upon your species as you would view a tribe of monkeys fighting amongst themselves for the possession of a string of glass beads4 ,the ,apeman like the monkey is incapable of seeing his own absurdities4 ,and what about gold8 ,i inquired4 ,we had a building constructed of it1 answered she4 ,one of the first things the ,sagemen did after they abolished the system of individual accumulation was to take all the gold there was in the country1 and mould it into a huge edifice to be used as a national museum1 and represent a sort of monument to a dead system4 ,it must have been a magnificent structure1 said ,i1 in amazement4 ,on the contrary1 replied ,arletta1 it was the most hideous building in our land4 ,as a curiosity it was worth seeing1 but as an object of grandeur it was a total failure4 ,there is more real beauty in one of nature's tiniest flowers than there would be in a mountain built of gold and studded with diamonds1 but the little ,apeman who considers gold the standard of value cannot understand this4 ,when you mentioned the absurdity of wearing jewelry1 said ,i1 it brought to my attention the fact that you wear no shoes upon your feet1 and that your toes are much longer and far more shapely and supple than is the case nowadays4 ,yes1 answered she1 that is because we made use of our toes as well as our fingers for useful purposes4 ,it appears to me that the ,apeman has permitted his feet to grow into mere hoofs with which to stump along upon1 and from what ,i observed during my excursion around the world1 your people are even allowing their hoofs to become worthless1 and here she smiled as she recalled to mind some of the gouty1 rheumatic and over-fed mortals she had seen during that trip4 ,as ,arletta smiled1 her beautiful lips parted and for the first time ,i noticed1 much to my surprise1 that she had no teeth4 ,a woman of our own kind without teeth generally presents a rather dilapidated appearance1 but here was a woman that ,i thought actually looked more lovely without them4 ,well1 remarked ,arletta1 noting my astonishment1 ,i do not have teeth to bite and chew with like the lower animals4 ,the ,sageman shed his teeth shortly after he discontinued the filthy animal habit of devouring flesh and other solid substances for subsistence1 and substituted the more scientific1 cleanly and healthful method of inhalation4 ,,chapter ,,xvi ,now we shall enjoy a little music1 said ,arletta1 as she turned her attention to the pictorial orchestra4 ,music1 repeated ,i1 then it was real music ,i heard a short time ago and not a mere fancy of my own4 ,i was not aware that you heard it at all1 replied she4 ,yes1 responded ,i1 when first coming into this room1 the men in the picture appeared to me to be alive1 and wishing to attract their attention ,i touched the shoulder of the leader1 and then it was that ,i thought ,i heard the sweetest and grandest music it has ever been my good fortune to listen to4 ,in that case1 said ,arletta1 your ears did not deceive you1 for you certainly heard real music4 ,you see in this picture1 an exact portrayal of that which existed over four thousand years ago4 ,this delineation is an almost perfect representation of one of our national bands as they once appeared in life ready to play4 ,the music1 of course1 is reproduced mechanically1 the mechanism being concealed from view behind the scenery4 ,when you placed your hand upon the shoulder of the leader you unconsciously pressed the spring which set the machinery in motion1 causing a reproduction of the same strains once rendered by these men4 ,but this being a painting1 ,i cannot understand how the figures moved as if playing upon their instruments1 said ,i4 ,they did not move at all1 answered ,arletta1 it was your soul that brought to your senses the movements that once took place among these men in real life4 ,music is inspired by the soul1 and likewise has a direct influence upon it4 ,no ,sageman was considered an eminent composer if his work lacked the force to convey the soul of the listener to the actual scene from whence the inspiration was derived4 ,no doubt your inferior brain was incapable of grasping the magnificent conception of the author1 but the selection being so enrapturous your soul awakened and brought your senses to the point where you could see the movements of the musicians4 ,perhaps the next rendition may have a stronger effect upon your soul which will cause you to get an outline of what was intended by the composer4 ,the composition which the orchestra will now reproduce for your benefit was considered by our people to be the musical masterpiece of all time4 ,it was named ',the ,soul's ,retrospection1' and was composed by the leader of this band only a few years prior to the great catastrophe4 ,look1 said ,arletta1 with much feeling as she waved her hand toward the exalted director1 take a good look at this model of a perfect man and you may be able to realize just what qualities he had to possess before acquiring the tremendous intellectual strength necessary to produce the wonderful work that will shortly be impressed upon you4 ,note the extraordinary look of kindness1 gentleness and self-denial that is stamped upon his handsome features4 ,see the expression of thankfulness and intense reverence he maintained for the many splendid gifts nature bestows upon all mankind capable of accepting them4 ,observe the optimistic appearance of one that believed the earth was real heaven and who strived to make it so4 ,notice the cast of superior intellectuality caused by devoting his time and mentality to natural thoughts1 instead of allowing absurd civilized theories to take root in his expansive brain4 ,behold the magnificent physique1 the result of the constant care and attention he gave to the machinery nature provided him with4 ,ah1 me6 such a noble being1 and to think that there is not another piece of flesh and blood on earth at the present time to compare with him seems cruel4 ,at this point ,arletta appeared almost overcome with sadness and emotion as she buried herself in contemplation of a glorious past and an unknown future4 ,great tears rolled from her beautiful eyes1 and unconsciously from my own as well4 ,how utterly helpless ,i felt at that moment4 ,i knew of no way to cheer her1 although ,i would have gladly given up my life to do so4 ,aye1 more than that1 my love for her was so strong that in order to make her happy1 ,i should have welcomed back to life again1 if such a thing were possible1 any one of those handsome fellows in the picture4 ,however1 by a superb display of will power1 she quickly regained control of herself1 and becoming cheerful once more1 bade me recline upon one of the lounges while she pressed the spring which set the musical apparatus in motion4 ,and as ,i followed her directions1 there suddenly burst forth the voluminous and harmonious sound of a hundred strange instruments1 causing an indescribable thrill of ecstasy to take possession of my senses1 until it seemed that there was nothing left of me but an invisible spirit4 ,and then1 even the music apparently stopped1 and a peculiar feeling overcame me as if my soul had actually left its charge and was flying about in an effort to find a convenient resting place4 ,suddenly1 as if half awake and half dreaming1 ,i found myself within a luxuriously furnished hall1 surrounded by a score of richly-clad beings1 who were bowing1 kneeling1 and cutting up all sorts of silly antics about me4 ,in a dreamy sort of a way1 ,i looked down at myself and discovered that ,i was arrayed in the gorgeous garments of a king1 and weighted down with dazzling jewels from head to foot4 ,then everything became clear enough to my memory2 ,i was the king1 and these idiotic creatures fawning and cringing about me were my obedient subjects2 my slaves2 the willing tools which kept me in power4 ,a gouty feeling in my feet1 a dyspeptic ache of the stomach and an alcoholic pain in the head1 caused me to be in a very disagreeable mood1 and ,i felt like kicking the entire gathering out of my presence4 ,sire1 squeaked a knock-kneed1 sickly looking civilized creature about five feet high1 who wore knee breeches1 silk stockings and fancy ribbons1 as he bowed low in addressing me1 those ungrateful subjects of your majesty1 the ignorant common laboring horde whom ,god in ,his infinite wisdom has entrusted to your noble guidance1 have become dissatisfied and turbulent again1 and are disturbing the peaceful prosperity of the domain by clamoring for bread--more bread and less toil is their beastly cry4 ,a delegation of their representatives requested me to beg your majesty to grant them an audience that they might state their imaginary grievances to you in person4 ,more bread and less toil1 shouted ,i furiously1 the audacity of the vermin6 ,by the gods6 ,i shall teach those craven beggars that ,i am the master and will tolerate no new-fangled ideas4 ,give orders to the generalissimo to have this delegation beheaded at once and to put to the sword every dissatisfied laborer in the land4 ,as ,i uttered those words1 intermingled with terrible oaths1 and with intense hatred for the wretches who dared to complain against such conditions a sudden change affected me and ,i found myself within a dark1 filthy little room1 seated at a bare table1 with a feeling of hunger gnawing at my stomach4 ,my limbs felt tired and sore from a hard day's toil4 ,beside me sat a thin1 haggard1 sorrowful woman and several half-famished children piteously crying for something to eat4 ,oh1 what a dismal1 melancholy feeling4 ,what is it1 mused ,i1 observing my bony hands1 crooked limbs and ragged clothes1 that causes my inability to earn enough money to supply bread for myself and family1 after working fifteen hours a day1 while thousands of men in this land do not work at all and have luxuries to waste8 ,what unnatural law governs the world that starves myself and family who work1 and over-feeds the pet dog of the aristocrat1 who loafs8 ,the ,church teaches me that ,god rules the universe1 and that in order to please ,him ,i must be contented with my lot4 ,can ,i believe this unreasonable doctrine of the ,church8 ,can ,i give thanks to such a god8 ,another change1 and behold1 ,i am clad in the garments of a hunter1 seated upon the back of a spirited horse and in mad pursuit of a fleet- footed antelope4 ,i raise my rifle and blaze away at the frightened beast4 ,there1 ,i have hit the mark and brought him down at the first shot1 much to my delight4 ,but lo1 it is not dead yet2 see how it pants and struggles in desperation1 as it tries to regain its feet4 ,now ,i am right upon it1 and quickly dismounting1 ,i take hold of its horns1 draw a long keen knife from its sheath1 and with a powerful stroke ,i almost sever the victim's head from the body4 ,and as the warm blood pours forth in every direction and the last sign of life departs from its shivering body1 ,i view the work of destruction with the fiendish glee of a noble sportsman4 ,but hold6 ,what causes me to tremble with fear as though some blood- thirsty monster were pursuing me with the intention of crushing out my life's blood8 ,ah1 ,i understand4 ,i am the four-footed beast and am running1 running1 running as fast as my weary limbs will carry me4 ,and such a terrified feeling overcomes me as ,i look backward and discover ,i am pursued by the most dangerous1 savage and cruel animal in existence-- man4 ,how relentlessly he dogs my footsteps4 ,on1 on1 on he comes until he is right behind me and there is no chance to escape--nor any hope for quarter4 ,at last being brought to bay ,i turn about and decide to give battle to my pursuer4 ,but look6 ,the cowardly savage will not fight after all4 ,no1 he will not advance and fight fair1 but at a distance and out of harm's way1 he stops1 and pointing a weapon at me1 takes deliberate aim1 there is a loud report1 a quick flash1 and the scene once more changes4 ,and thus ,i transmigrated from one thing into another1 in a seemingly endless procession of lives1 experiencing all the peculiar sensations of the many bodies ,i temporarily inhabited4 ,in some cases ,i was the big strong brute--either physically or mentally--taking advantage of the puny weakling4 ,in others1 ,i was the miserable weakling1 being crushed by the over-powering strength of the bully4 ,but whether strong or weak1 either physically or mentally1 ,i was always the moral coward and selfish creature1 ready to cater to those who were stronger1 and take advantage of those who were feebler than myself1 until finally ,i emerged into a most extraordinary being1 utterly deficient in all human weaknesses4 ,master of a physique absolutely free from all imperfections1 and controlling a mind powerful enough to grasp nature's beautiful ideas unadulterated1 ,i found myself seated upon a platform in the center of a mammoth theatre and surrounded by the finest body of musicians the earth has ever produced--the immortal ,sixth ,national ,band of ,sageland4 ,then ,i fully realized that as leader of this wonderful group ,i was about to render for the first time1 my latest musical conception and masterpiece-- ,the ,soul's ,retrospection--which would prove to humanity beyond a doubt1 the positive truth of one of nature's grandest secrets--the indestructibility of the soul4 ,it was generally believed that music was the direct inspiration of the soul4 ,it was also thought that the soul was one of the unchangeable forces of nature whose duty it was to operate and purify different pieces of natural machinery known as animal lives2 starting each on its brief career and remaining a part thereof until the mechanism exhausted its power and collapsed1 after which it attached itself to another bit of animal matter1 remaining therewith until its death1 and so on indefinitely4 ,and now1 after a life of unswerving devotion to this purpose1 ,i was about to establish the truth of these theories by producing a musical composition that would cause the listener's soul to leave the body1 and going backward1 revisit1 as in a dream1 the various animal forms it had previously inhabited4 ,how extremely happy ,i felt to think what a great blessing humanity was about to receive direct from nature1 through the instrumentality of myself and the incalculable good that would result therefrom4 ,not only would it prove of vast scientific value to my own countrymen1 but also to the millions of ferocious ,apemen in all parts of the world1 who could now be made to understand that no soul is immune from hardship1 misery and torture until all living things on earth have reached the highest stage of perfection4 ,the news that the first production of ,the ,soul's ,retrospection was about to be given had attracted great attention among the ,sagemen1 and ,i observed that the great ,national ,auditorium1 which was capable of seating four hundred thousand persons1 was crowded to its very doors1 a proceeding ,i had never witnessed before1 notwithstanding my companions and ,i had appeared there many times previously to give musical performances4 ,i also noticed that the transmitters in all of the domes of the auditorium were open and ready for use and ,i knew that my countrymen in every part of ,sageland were at their musical receivers ready to obtain the instantaneous results of our efforts4 ,all of the celebrated wise men and great scientists1 while openly skeptical concerning the claims of my composition1 showed their interest in the matter by being present personally and appearing anxious for success to crown my efforts4 ,as my eyes wandered over the great assemblage completely filling tiers upon tiers of seats1 as far back in every direction as the natural eye could reach1 ,i felt positive that there was at least one person present who had no doubts of successful results4 ,ah1 where is she8 mused ,i1 looking about for a sign of recognition4 ,here ,i am1 came the quick telepathic response1 and immediately my gaze fell upon the loveliest woman on earth--,arletta--nature's companion to my soul4 ,i am utterly powerless to describe the feeling of joy experienced as our eyes met in mutual admiration4 ,being held momentarily spellbound by her loving glance1 ,i fully recognized the fact that she was the acme of purity--the guiding star of my life4 ,and with such a guide there was no such thing as fail4 ,all in readiness1 ,i arose to my feet and the entire audience did likewise1 as a token of appreciation for past services rendered4 ,acknowledging the honor and waiving them seated1 without further ado ,i signaled my assistants to begin4 ,never did a body of musicians commence a difficult task with more determination to create1 through the medium of their instruments1 an exact interpretation of the author's purpose4 ,in no degree could they have succeeded more admirably than on this occasion4 ,never was an entire audience so completely carried beyond the borders of reality than now4 ,from the first until the last note not a twitch of a muscle could be seen in all that mass of humanity1 which now resembled a great concourse of motionless statues4 ,the musicians themselves1 with their minds and souls bent upon giving the fullest expression to their grand work1 were the only evidence that any life at all remained in the large auditorium4 ,how bravely they stuck to their laborious undertaking2 how beautifully they executed their divine work4 ,at last the piece was finished1 and looking about1 ,i observed that the great audience jumped to its feet instantly1 and every person present frantically extended both hands above the head--a sign that we had been successful4 ,never before did ,i see my countrymen under such intense excitement and jubilation as now4 ,men hugged each other2 women cried with joy4 ,the world is saved1 was the general exclamation4 ,amid the great confusion that followed1 ,i noticed ,arletta with her arms outstretched toward me--a sign that she was betrothed to me forever4 ,her beautiful face was the picture of happiness and love4 ,as ,i descended from the platform and started forward to clasp her in my arms the entire audience seemed to vanish into nothingness1 and my head began to whirl4 ,i turned and looked backward1 and to my great astonishment and confusion beheld myself still seated upon the platform4 ,it seemed to me that ,i was divided into two parts4 ,i rubbed my eyes in amazement and looked again4 ,there was the leader of the band sitting on the platform motionless and surrounded by his faithful helpmates4 ,i looked in the other direction4 ,there was ,arletta reclining upon the couch with her lustrous eyes fixed upon me4 ,i glanced down at myself and found that ,i was the same old ,john ,convert dressed in sailor's clothes4 ,for several moments ,i stood there buried in the depth of serious meditation4 ,then slowly walking over near ,arletta1 ,i stooped and resting upon one foot and knee1 ,i tenderly took her hand in mine and bowed my head in reverence4 ,i understood it all now4 ,,chapter ,,xvii ,what a wonderful world this is6 ,what writer of fiction could draw upon his imagination for anything to compare with this extraordinary freak of nature8 soliloquized ,i1 arising and taking a seat opposite ,arletta and staring at her in amazement4 ,there is no such thing as a freak of nature1 corrected ,arletta1 the utmost reason prevails for all of her acts2 but the simplest of nature's laws appears complex and incomprehensible to the ,apeman1 who merely uses his brain as an organ for self-gratification instead of an instrument to grasp natural laws for which purpose it is intended4 ,and therefore1 while your famous ,apemen stunt the growth of the brain by misusing it for the base purpose of accumulating individual wealth1 our great men utilized their brains to receive1 understand and operate the wise laws established by nature for the equal benefit and betterment of all mankind4 ,and therein lies the chief difference between the piece of human machinery your soul now occupies and that which it once directed over four thousand years ago4 ,behold1 said she1 dramatically pointing at the director of the band1 that you were1 and then casting her eyes upon me1 that you are4 ,does your mind lack the strength to fully appreciate the magnificent lesson nature has forced upon you1 and which1 no doubt1 stands unparalleled in the history of your species8 ,oh1 if each little ,apeman could only be made to understand1 that the present body is but one little installment of the innumerable lives his soul has to preside over1 and that the rich and powerful today may be the weak and lowly tomorrow1 he would begin at once to treat all living things with equal kindness and sympathy4 ,if he could only realize that the dog he kicks1 the horse he mistreats1 or the poor mental or physical weakling he takes advantage of might possibly be impelled by the same soul that moved the form of his deceased father1 mother1 or offspring1 his selfishness and cruelty would vanish forever4 ,if he could only comprehend that the soul suffers as well as the flesh it stimulates1 and that it must naturally continue to do so1 more or less1 until every particle of living matter has been cleansed and remoulded into the highest type of earthly being1 he would strive to reach perfection himself and urge others to do likewise4 ,for all terrestrial life must go up or down together2 a moment of selfish pleasure now1 means an age of suffering and torment in the future4 ,such are the immutable laws of nature4 ,and these laws must be obeyed before mankind can climb the ladder of greatness4 ,it sometimes appears as if ,natural ,law works very slowly before reaching a given point1 but there is always a reason for every one of its movements4 ,while apparently incomprehensible1 still it was in accordance with an eternal law1 that you were sent back here again after an interim of over tour thousand years4 ,my soul1 which had been held a captive during all that time1 might have remained here for millions of years had you not come back to release it from its peculiar bondage4 ,but you did return1 and nature thereby demonstrated that it never forgets anything1 from the workings of the great living things of which the suns1 moons and planets are but mere organs1 down to the minutest microbe of the microbe4 ,so you can readily perceive that at least two of the bodies which your soul has inhabited were chosen to perform great services for the human race4 ,first1 by a natural course of instruction1 you proved to the ,sagemen over four thousand years ago that the soul was indestructible4 ,and now1 through a mysterious operation of nature you are brought back here in an inferior organism and have had a positive manifestation of the identical principle thus established1 in order that you might resurrect and make known to all mankind the unalterable truth-- ,natural ,law4 ,do you not feel highly honored to be called upon twice for such grand missions8 ,but ,i cannot understand1 said ,i1 why nature1 after having allowed the ,sagemen to reach such a state of physical1 mental and moral superiority1 should destroy them just when they had reached the threshold of success4 ,nature did not destroy the ,sagemen1 replied ,arletta1 they extinguished themselves in making an effort to accomplish something beyond their powers4 ,they tried to operate a law with which they had not become sufficiently familiar to insure success4 ,if one of your little ,apemen experiments with steam or dynamite and is blown to atoms1 that is his own fault1 not nature's4 ,for a thousand years the ,sagemen had made remarkable progress along scientific lines4 ,they had mastered themselves1 and had learned to think both individually and collectively2 and also to properly distribute and enjoy the products of their combined efforts4 ,they had acquired a thorough knowledge of the particles of which the earth is composed1 and had secured control of the atmosphere that surrounds it4 ,they had harnessed the chemical properties of the sun after reaching the earth1 and had gained possession of many other valuable utilities by following the course of ,natural ,law1 but when they undertook to regulate the earth's path in space they simply over-stepped the confines of their abilities and failed4 ,that was one of nature's laws they were not thoroughly acquainted with4 ,however1 as it requires many drawbacks to achieve extraordinary success in all things1 humanity should not be discouraged over this failure1 but gradually work its way up again until it has not only reached1 but surpassed the high standard of excellence attained by the ,sagemen4 ,in the great stretch called time1 the length of one little human existence is but a mere fraction of a moment4 ,therefore1 one should devote his best efforts during that brief period1 to making better the conditions of the place in which he has to spend many lives1 for1 according to what he has done in one life1 so must he contend with in the next4 ,if1 while possessing physical and mental strength in one body1 he assists in upholding a corrupt social system which takes from the weak and gives to the strong1 he must expect these same conditions to exist when he returns as a weakling4 ,for as long as hogs are bred and slaughtered1 so must he take his chances of being one of them4 ,how much better to help mankind seek a higher plane of intelligence1 in which equality would be a reality1 thus firmly cementing the tie of sympathy and love between all living things4 ,in this case he would have no fear concerning his chances upon the next visit1 no matter in what form he might appear4 ,and how much better to carry on the work of decreasing the birth of the lower animals and increasing the numbers and quality of the higher species1 until there was nothing left on earth but the very best type of human beings for all souls to inhabit4 ,natural ,law is very easily understood if the mind is properly directed toward it4 ,great thoughts are easily conveyed from one to another after the strong intellects have conceived them4 ,nature itself is simply the principle of the utilization of creative life4 ,this principle plainly shows an evolutionary tendency of all living particles toward a final state of complete intelligence4 ,this intelligence is absorbed by the mind4 ,the mind itself is expanded in proportion to the quantity it takes in1 and is capable of directing it for either good or evil purposes4 ,the difference between good and evil is merely that between unselfishness and selfishness4 ,owing to its immature growth1 the mind has a tendency to use the intelligence it acquires for selfish ends4 ,and here is where the soul or conscience has its work to perform1 in trying to direct it into good channels4 ,intelligence means the ability to think1 or understand the thoughts conceived by others4 ,the most intelligent mind will listen to the soul1 and use the thought as an unselfish medium with which to aid others4 ,the poorly developed brain stifles the pleadings of the conscience and utilizes it as a selfish weapon to secure the power to take from others4 ,the battle of existence is constantly carried on between selfishness1 which is bred from the very lowest form of intelligence1 and unselfishness1 which represents the very highest state of mentality4 ,a well-balanced mind wants all men to enjoy equal rights and opportunities in common with one another1 affording each a chance to rise as high as his capabilities will permit4 ,for the more intelligent beings there are in existence1 the better for all concerned4 ,if you want to eradicate disease1 you must stamp out the conditions that breed it4 ,before you can reach the highest form of intelligence1 you must exterminate the causes which create selfishness4 ,and he who labors to improve others1 unconsciously produces better conditions for himself4 ,,chapter ,,xviii ,the history of ,sageland1 continued ,arletta1 during one thousand years prior to the great catastrophe was simply a record of heaven on earth1 in which the inhabitants lived for and loved one another4 ,the abolition of the pernicious system of individual accumulation was the direct cause for the existence of this beautiful state of affairs4 ,for when the people discovered that they could no longer hoard up wealth for personal advantage1 but were required to give their best efforts toward general production in exchange for the necessities of life1 they lost all evil desires and endeavored to secure the highest esteem of their fellow- beings by perfecting themselves mentally1 morally and physically for the good of the community4 ,the system by which the ,state required each individual to devote a portion of his time toward general production1 and which gave him in return for his services a home1 food1 clothes1 education1 entertainment1 and1 in fact1 everything necessary to his welfare and comfort1 is so simple and easy of comprehension that any living thing above the intellectual line of the ,ape should be able to understand it4 ,in the first place1 the ,state was simply the people--all of the people-- working harmoniously together as a unit4 ,every child was educated from its infancy in the economic principles of the ,state1 and upon arriving at maturity was given a voice in its government4 ,there were no privileges whatsoever granted to any particular person or persons1 no matter how superior their intelligence nor how valuable the services they rendered to the country4 ,as long as any one1 whether strong or weak1 lived up to the laws of the ,state and applied himself to the best of his ability1 just so long was he allowed a voice in the government and an equal proportion of the benefits accorded to all4 ,both men and women enjoyed equal rights4 ,every man and woman in the country was a public servant2 they all worked for the public good4 ,each law adopted was put into force through the direct vote of all the people4 ,municipal and sectional laws were made uniform throughout the entire nation4 ,the public officials were chosen from the wisest men and women of the land4 ,these officials formulated the laws1 but none of them became operative until sanctioned by the people through suffrage4 ,and no matter whether the law was great or trivial1 it was left for the people to decide whether they would accept or reject it4 ,the majority always settled the question1 and the law went into operation for a stated period1 at the expiration of which time the question would again be reconsidered and voted upon if necessary4 ,the laws were few and perfectly plain1 and could not be evaded4 ,nor was there any advantage to be gained by evading them4 ,the principle simply decreed1 that all persons must devote a certain portion of their time to advancing the conditions of the country which gave them sustenance4 ,the ,state allotted to the individual the employment for which it was demonstrated he was best fitted4 ,the working hours were few1 so that there was no strain upon any one1 no matter what labor he had to perform4 ,the average length of time the individual was compelled to work for the public was four hours daily1 the balance of the time being at his own disposal1 but usually occupied as follows3 four hours study2 two hours for physical exercise and recreative games2 three hours to music1 painting and other intellectual amusements2 three hours for nourishment and eight hours for sleep4 ,while it was not compulsory to pass one's time as stated1 still it was generally taught and believed that in so doing the individual developed his greatest qualities4 ,as the ,state provided everything the individual needed from time of birth until death1 it gave him an opportunity to devote his time to higher and purer thoughts and purposes than the mere animal desires for selfish gain1 and thus exterminated the cause of deception1 fraud1 theft and all other crimes arising therefrom4 ,according to our laws the public owned and operated everything1 and produced and distributed all of its own goods4 ,and in doing this it set aside all superfluous vocations that merely wasted public power and turned these forces into other channels for the common good4 ,for instance3 as the ,state owned all of the land and everything that was produced1 and simply gave to the individual that which he was capable of consuming1 there was no need for such things as taxes4 ,and without taxes there was no public labor wasted by tax collectors1 lawyers1 treasurers1 auditors1 clerks1 book-keepers1 etc4 ,then again1 the individual being able to obtain everything free of charge1 money became valueless1 all the evils of the financial system eliminated1 and the preponderance of labor expended in upholding this unnatural system was used for productive purposes1 thus doing away with such occupations as money making1 money lending1 banking1 broking1 speculating1 gambling1 etc4 ,without money in existence1 and labor being the only purchasing power1 and as every want was satisfied by the ,state in return for the individual's services1 there was nothing left to steal1 and consequently no necessity for utilizing the labor of an army of human beings as police1 detectives1 judges1 lawyers1 juries1 etc4 ,and as all the public necessities were produced and distributed by the most systematic1 direct1 and economic methods1 straight from the store- houses to the consumers1 there was no use for merchants1 traders1 jobbers1 agents1 salesmen1 clerks1 peddlers1 etc4 ,as each individual was compelled to give a percentage of his time toward general production1 in order to be a member1 in good standing1 of the community1 and able to enjoy all the rights that such membership accorded1 there was no chance to avoid honest work and no room for such parasites as tramps1 beggars and society loafers4 ,so that in abolishing the stupid system of individual accumulation and substituting nature's plan of united labor and honest distribution1 all useless vocations and parasitic accessories were extirpated entirely1 thus transferring that tremendous leakage of human power into honest production1 the beneficial results of this change being3 shorter work hours1 increased education1 refinement1 comfort1 and security for everybody1 and the extermination of selfishness and crime4 ,united labor merely utilized the various forces of nature1 to produce and distribute all the necessities of life for the general welfare of mankind1 by the most intelligent1 humane1 and unselfish methods4 ,but1 said ,i1 as ,arletta paused for a moment1 was it not a very difficult matter to make all men give their best efforts to the ,state when there was no incentive for personal gain other than that which everybody else received1 and did not those who were capable of accomplishing more work than others1 complain of the benefits given those with less ability and not so industriously inclined as themselves8 ,those same questions were asked and answered over five thousand years ago1 replied ,arletta1 and were subsequently proved to be fallacies4 ,if a man's highest aim in life is to foolishly pile up worldly products for his own piggish satisfaction1 then he is really on no higher plane than the swine2 for the rich accumulate wealth like the hog does filth1 for what1 they know not4 ,it requires far more ability to build a strong moral character and a kindly feeling for others1 than it does to accumulate a mountain of produce4 ,the ,sagemen1 with their splendid intellects1 would gladly have worked themselves to death for the public good had not the ,state restricted the working hours and required each person to give proper care and attention to himself as well as to the public4 ,immediately after discarding the old system of individual accumulation1 the ,sagemen passed a law that all persons refusing to do their portion of work for the public should be considered insane1 and put into asylums until such time as they regained their proper senses4 ,no work1 no freedom1 the statute said4 ,but even in the beginning there was very little use for these asylums1 and within two generations they became obsolete for the want of inmates4 ,the vast majority of human beings are anxious to appear in the best possible light in the eyes of their contemporaries and are swayed either forward or backward by the sentiment of others4 ,if public opinion says to the individual3 you are held equally responsible with everybody else for the general welfare and conditions of your country1 and if you show a lack of self-respect by trying to evade the small portion of work necessary to pay for your keeping1 then you shall be judged mentally and morally unsound1 and not fit to associate with respectable people1 he will not only do all that is expected of him1 but will try to out-work everybody else in order to secure the highest esteem of his fellow beings4 ,the system of individual accumulation as now practiced throughout the entire world is a most brutal plan of existence4 ,it is either directly or indirectly responsible for all the crime and suffering humanity has to contend with4 ,it causes men to forget their souls in the desperate struggle for a mere living4 ,it saps the strength of the individual and then censures him for being weak4 ,it robs him of the fruits of his labor and then blames him for being poor4 ,it forces him to steal and then punishes him for being a thief4 ,it drives him to all sorts of crime1 and then condemns him for being a criminal4 ,it encourages and gives everything to the strong and discourages by taking everything from the weak4 ,it originated with the primitive savages1 and is the most beastly and debasing system conceivable4 ,it keeps mankind in the very lowest stage of intelligence1 and in a condition of helplessness on one side and slavery on the other4 ,it has been saturated with so many idiotic laws and so-called remedies since its inception that it now resembles a great network of legalized corruption4 ,laws for this and laws for that1 and laws to offset other laws are enacted until the power of the human race is wasted1 in either making or breaking the innumerable edicts made to uphold a weak and rotten system4 ,you cannot make right by patching up wrong4 ,a new and effective system cannot be created by changing the features of an old and putrid one4 ,an entirely new foundation must be constructed in order to insure solidity and strength4 ,that was the reason the ,sagemen uprooted entirely the cancerous system of individual accumulation and planted in its place the scientific and mutually beneficial plan of united labor and equal distribution as decreed by ,natural ,law4 ,the ,apeman being the foremost of living particles on earth at the present time1 and nature being capable1 willing and generous enough to abundantly provide for all of his needs1 he should immediately cast off the yoke of greed and devote his time and best efforts to a nobler work than the petty accumulation of plunder4 ,,chapter ,,xix ,in equal proportion to man's moral and mental strength1 so should he be well-balanced physically1 proceeded ,arletta4 ,in fact1 he cannot accept his greatest opportunities unless perfectly sound and healthful4 ,the mind derives its power of conception from the body1 as well as the body secures its impetus from mind1 therefore1 the development of the frame should at least keep pace with that of the intellect1 if not exceeding it4 ,there is nothing more delightful to behold or conceive than a perfect physical man1 whose features manifest strong moral and mental attributes1 as exemplified by the portraits of the ,sagemen4 ,excepting a perfect woman as depicted by yourself1 thought ,i1 with uncontrollable rapture1 as ,i feasted my eyes upon her exquisite form and lovely countenance4 ,taking notice of my passionate cogitation1 she interjected1 ,nature created the male and female1 and in order to perpetuate life itself1 the union thereof is necessary2 therefore1 the highest aim of each should be to win and hold the love and companionship of the other4 ,to do this successfully1 each must strive to reach the very highest point of physical1 as well as mental and moral excellence4 ,our men adored women as the most sacred and beautiful objects of life2 the women revered men as the grandest things extant4 ,according to the philosophy of ,sage--who1 by the way1 was the founder of our government1 and the first to expound the principles of ,natural ,law--men belonged to the community1 and not the community to man4 ,he contended that it was just as essential to the general welfare of the public for the individual to build himself up from a healthful standpoint1 and likewise make himself pleasing to the eyes of others1 as it was to construct sanitary and artistic houses4 ,health and beauty are natural2 disease and deformity are acquired1 and are therefore crimes against mankind4 ,there are three good reasons why it is criminal for one to neglect health4 ,first1 by going contrary to ,natural ,law1 he unfits himself to give his best labors toward the progress of his species4 ,second1 by breeding disease in himself1 he forces it into the community4 ,third--the most heinous crime of all--he passes down to his offspring the ghastly inheritances resulting from his own degraded weaknesses1 which1 in turn1 are handed down from generation to generation4 ,intemperance1 such as over-eating1 over-drinking1 over-work1 over-rest1 and many other forms of over-doing things1 together with worry and uncleanliness1 is directly responsible for disease and deformity4 ,all living things would be healthful1 if they contained enough intelligence to live according to ,natural ,law4 ,besides using moderation in taking nourishment1 work and pleasure1 the ,sageman was careful about his exercises1 assiduously devoting from two to three hours each day to physical culture4 ,he practiced all manner of games and acrobatic performances1 in order to bring the body up to its best possible shape4 ,suppleness1 agility1 and gracefulness were desired in preference to brute strength4 ,running1 jumping1 swimming1 and flying were considered a necessary part of every one's daily routine1 from early youth until old age and death4 ,flying1 exclaimed ,i1 incredulously1 you surely do not mean to inform me that the ,sagemen could fly8 ,yes1 answered ,arletta1 the practice of floating in the air was begun shortly prior to the great catastrophe and many of our men and women were becoming adepts at it4 ,you see1 after the ,sagemen discontinued the animal method of eating flesh and other solid substances and adopted the aeriform process of nourishment1 he naturally became much lighter in proportion to his bulk1 and gravitation did not hold him so tightly to the earth as formerly4 ,of course it took many generations of tendency in that direction before he could even acquire the rudiments of aerial propulsion4 ,but after the dread feeling of worry and want was finally eradicated from his mind by the abolition of the individual accumulative system1 he then began to apply himself carefully to physical development1 and as running1 jumping and acrobatic work have the best symmetrical effects upon the human form1 this kind of exercise was extensively followed1 and as each generation succeeded in outdoing the feats of the preceding one1 the entire nation finally evolved into one of extraordinary springing propensities4 ,what will you think1 when ,i tell you that any of our men or women could jump over the highest building there is in the world today1 or run faster than any of your steam locomotives8 ,it seems hard for you to realize such things1 but still these are facts4 ,in these days1 the ,apeman devotes his time to the construction of machinery with which to carry around his decaying and almost useless frame1 while the ,sageman utilized the power of his own body to propel himself as nature intended4 ,the gradual increase from year to year1 and generation to generation1 of the ,sageman's ability to make high leaps1 and his continual desire to remain in the air as long as possible1 eventually bore evolutionary results by man learning to fly4 ,and like swimming1 so with flying1 the mind plays the biggest part towards its accomplishment4 ,as you appear incredulous regarding my statements1 ,i will just give you a little illustration1 said ,arletta1 and before ,i was aware of her intentions she arose1 and with an almost imperceptible spring went straight up to the ceiling1 and then with a graceful movement somewhat similar to a fish swimming in the water1 she went half way across the room and slowly descended to the floor again4 ,there is no good reason why a man should not fly as well as swim1 said ,arletta1 being seated once more4 ,time and inclination work wonders1 and the human race has no limit to its achievements if it only takes the right course4 ,in order to obtain the best results physically1 the individual must live according to the simple laws of nature4 ,plenty of good healthful exercise must be taken regularly and without strain4 ,the intelligent direction of the mind must also be brought into action with all muscular efforts4 ,man's daily employment should be a mixture of both mental and physical labor1 for all brain work strains the mind and weakens the flesh1 while all bodily exertion over-taxes the frame and retards the growth of intellect4 ,deep breathing1 an abundance of pure fresh air and plenty of sunlight are indispensable to perfect health4 ,daily baths are essential to keep the exterior of the body clean1 while the interior must be kept in good order with a moderate supply of simple1 wholesome and unadulterated foods4 ,nature's plain beverage1 water1 is all that man should imbibe4 ,no evil thoughts must be allowed to enter the mind4 ,cheerfulness1 self-control1 kindliness and optimism are great aids in promoting health4 ,pessimism1 worry1 anger1 fear and violent emotions are poison to the system4 ,there should be nothing in life to fear4 ,the unselfish know no fear4 ,those who teach it1 or cause others to fear are common enemies to health and progress4 ,the beastly custom of drinking intoxicating liquors1 now prevalent throughout the world1 is one of the very worst forms of robbing the individual of his physical strength and vitality1 as well as his reason and moral character4 ,the tobacco habit also2 that idiotic and ridiculous performance of filling the mouth with smoke merely to blow it out again1 is another dangerous obstacle thrown in the path of good health4 ,it seems strange that the ,apeman cannot open his eyes wide enough to see the danger as well as the absurdity of these silly customs which sap his strength and leave him in a state of abject weakness4 ,what a pity he cannot exert enough will power to overcome these stupid and harmful practices4 ,if you want to use your faculties when you are old1 exercise them properly when you are young4 ,improve yourself and you make better the world4 ,,chapter ,,xx ,sageland1 previous to the catastrophe1 resumed ,arletta1 was a small oblong continent surrounded by what are now known as the ,indian and ,south ,atlantic ,oceans4 ,it ran from north-east to southwest4 ,its extreme length was nine hundred and twenty-eight miles and its greatest width was three hundred and ninety-six miles4 ,there were a little over thirty million inhabitants in the land4 ,unlike the different countries of the present time1 there were no large cities in ,sageland4 ,the population was scattered over the entire surface of the country at intervals and was domiciled in two distinct ways1 namely3 the rural form of dwelling1 in which a single family occupied a separate house for its own private use1 and the borough settlements1 whereby several thousand persons lived together under one roof4 ,the great structures known as borough buildings covered about a square mile of land each1 and were from fifty to eighty stories in height4 ,they were very artistically designed1 most luxuriously furnished and the sanitary arrangements absolutely perfect4 ,they contained1 besides a private room for each individual1 public reception rooms1 libraries1 music halls1 theatres1 gymnasiums1 baths1 etc4 ,no person was allowed more than one room for private use1 but a family could have a suite of apartments in proportion to its own number4 ,the reception rooms1 music halls1 theatres1 libraries1 gymnasiums1 baths1 etc41 were entirely public and all persons were at liberty to come or go as they pleased4 ,the room in which you are now seated was my own private apartment in a borough building which was occupied by seven thousand people4 ,i have already explained the method whereby we received our sustenance1 the different aeriform substances being piped directly from the laboratories to the consumers' personal apartments1 thus obviating the necessity for dining halls and kitchens4 ,there being no such agency as commerce in ,sageland1 through which the necessities of life were bought1 sold1 exchanged1 or stolen1 there was1 of course1 no need for such establishments as wholesale or retail stores1 banks1 etc4 ,neither were there any jails4 ,great national work- shops1 laboratories1 and store-houses1 a national auditorium1 art gallery1 museum1 and observatory were the only buildings erected besides the rural and borough dwellings4 ,the chief industries of our people were planting1 reaping1 condensing and distributing dietary substances2 manufacturing such things as machinery1 clothing1 paints1 musical and scientific instruments1 and building4 ,railroads1 steamships1 mail service1 the telegraph and telephone had become obsolete with the ,sagemen4 ,in the first place1 it was not necessary for men to travel at all in person1 for by the power of mind sight they were able to see what took place at any particular place on earth1 and also they were capable of communicating with each other telepathically at any distance just as easily as ,i am now conversing with you4 ,great centrifugal and centripetal engines1 capable of transplanting any quantity of material from one place to another1 were constructed for carrying purposes1 while automatic transmuting machines1 by which one element could be turned into another1 cut down the necessity of transportation to a minimum4 ,machinery1 directed by the human mind1 and deriving its power from the sun and other forces of nature1 did all of the ,sageman's laborious work4 ,the ,sageman's discovery and partial utilization of the two great forces of nature1 centrifugal and centripetal power1 were the causes of his final destruction1 however1 for he not only used them advantageously here1 but by that method actually tried to regulate the earth's course in space to suit himself4 ,and furthermore1 he not only contemplated steering his own world in whatever direction or part of the heavens he might choose1 but his ultimate plans were to visit1 inhabit and control the movements of all the great bodies of the universe4 ,these laudable purposes1 while no doubt practical1 failed by being undertaken prematurely as forewarned by many of our ablest thinkers1 who1 unfortunately1 were in the minority when the question of making the initial trial was voted upon4 ,and by this failure the earth was rent in a fearful manner1 its map considerably altered and ,sageland and its people wiped out of existence entirely4 ,many millions of ,apemen who inhabited the balance of the globe at that time must also have perished from the effects of the awful convulsion which no doubt shook the earth to its core4 ,and so it was1 ,i presume1 the upset atmospheric conditions of the earth resulting from this catastrophe1 forty-two hundred and thirty years ago1 that is responsible for the legend by which the ,apeman blames the ,creator for sending a flood to destroy the inhabitants of the world1 good and bad alike4 ,but notwithstanding his superior intellectuality the ,sageman was far from being infallible4 ,he often made mistakes as he relentlessly struggled along in search of knowledge4 ,natural ,law teaches that the main object of life is to absorb1 concentrate and utilize intelligence4 ,intelligence rules the universe4 ,the ,sageman considered it his duty to first control himself1 then the earth1 and finally the universe4 ,but he became impatient1 and wanted to explore the heavens before he had assimilated all terrestrial life1 and concentrated sufficient power to insure success4 ,he was anxious to control new worlds before he had put his own into the best order4 ,had he waited until the ,apeman and other living particles could have reached the same state of intelligence as himself1 and then concentrated and utilized the combined mental strength of the whole to solve the great problem1 no doubt he would have been more successful in his first attempt at universal navigation4 ,however1 he tried and failed1 and by that failure thoroughly demonstrated the futility of one part of humanity trying to rush ahead of the whole1 and the absolute necessity for all mankind to work unitedly and harmoniously1 and go forward as a unit to accomplish the greatest results within its power4 ,but1 inquired ,i1 what law or chance was it that destroyed all of your countrymen1 and still preserved you through all these ages8 ,that is the most remarkable circumstance of the whole affair1 answered ,arletta1 as she cast a loving glance in the direction of the leader of the band1 and then1 reverently pointing toward him1 she continued1 he was the foremost man of his day1 and it was generally conceded by all of our people that he was the greatest man the earth ever produced4 ,like ,sage1 the founder of our government1 he lived entirely fox others4 ,his sole aim in life was to make better the conditions of all living things2 to make hardship1 sorrow1 suffering or misery an impossibility on earth4 ,in order to be of the greatest service to others1 he knew that he must not only be unselfish1 but also build up his body1 brain and character to the very highest degree of efficiency and perfection4 ,and he did so4 ,he built himself up from a physical1 mental1 and moral standpoint1 until it seemed to others that he was the personification of intelligence1 love1 virtue1 and magnificence4 ,while possessing the greatest brain power1 still he was the most humble man in ,sageland4 ,although a giant in physical strength1 yet he was as gentle as a lamb4 ,he was the greatest thinker of all time1 but there was no room in his brain for an impure thought4 ,notwithstanding he was still a young man1 being but fifty years of age1 nevertheless he had attained distinct success and fame as a musician1 composer1 scientist1 inventor1 architect1 and athlete4 ,he endeavored to unravel all the mysteries of nature which attracted his attention4 ,one of the many occult forces he experimented with was human magnetism4 ,it was his belief that man could preserve himself indefinitely1 either in a state of animation or suspended vitality1 by the strength of his own will power4 ,he often said that1 barring accidents1 he would live to be a thousand years old4 ,in order that he might thoroughly study the subject and discover1 if possible1 the exact forces that caused life and death1 he often used me as an example for his experiments4 ,many times he had caused me to lie in a trance for several months' duration without the slightest change in my appearance showing itself4 ,while my aid was necessary to suspend animation1 yet when once under the influence of the strange forces by which it was accomplished1 my senses departed entirely1 and ,i had no power to revive myself1 but had to depend upon him to restore consciousness4 ,ten days prior to the date set for the first trial whereby man was to navigate the earth in space1 ,i allowed him to put me under the spell of these influences1 and although it seems like yesterday that it happened1 still over forty-two centuries have since passed by4 ,uncounted billions of human beings have lived1 suffered and died since that time1 but the same soul which guided the magnificent being who put me into that trance1 has lived through it all1 and by a mysterious power1 has finally returned to release my soul from its incarceration4 ,it was a natural law which caused me to sleep peacefully through all those centuries1 and likewise it was according to nature's principle that you were brought back here to awaken me4 ,the seed of united labor sown by the immortal ,sage1 which proved so prolific in love and progress to the ,sagemen1 was not entirely destroyed by the great catastrophe1 but lay smouldering in this tomb during the dark ages of superstition1 ignorance and cruel civilization1 that have since elapsed1 and must now be replanted in the soil of human hearts1 and its benevolent results spread throughout the earth1 offering peace and good will to all living things4 ,and you1 who are guided by the soul of my final consort1 said ,arletta1 as the full rays of her luminous eyes were fastened upon me1 ,i entreat you to go forth as a messenger of truth and justice and teach the principles of ,natural ,law to all of your species4 ,,chapter ,,xxi ,but what about yourself8 inquired ,i of ,arletta1 as ,i met her sympathetic gaze with a look of adoration4 ,if you would visit the different countries of the world you could revolutionize things in a very short time1 ,i am sure4 ,you could explain the principles of ,natural ,law to the people1 and teach them methods of which ,i know nothing4 ,the wise and learned men of the present time would understand your explanation much better1 and would give the subject far more serious consideration than if ,i1 a poor ignorant fellow with neither education nor standing1 undertook to instruct them4 ,the whole world would stop and listen to you4 ,the inhabitants would set you up as a goddess1 and rally to your standard as mistress of the earth4 ,besides1 the power your apparently unlimited intelligence would create1 your wonderful beauty would immediately charm every mortal who once set eyes on you4 ,kings1 emperors and potentates of all kinds would fall madly in love with you at first sight1 and you would have but to command to bring them to your feet as slaves ready to do your slightest bidding4 ,to further your own purposes you could-but here ,i stopped short in my recital1 shocked by a thousand little demons of jealousy entering my brain as it occurred to me that perhaps ,arletta would forget me entirely if all the great persons of the earth showered honors and favors upon her4 ,i felt intensely miserable at the very idea of such a thing4 ,do not allow silly thoughts to enter your head1 said she compassionately1 ,i shall never leave this place4 ,this room has been the scene of the happiest hours of my life in which my coeternal companion1 incased in the flesh of a real man1 plighted his everlasting love and devotion to me4 ,and by a simple and intelligent law of nature ,i have been held a captive in this room through countless generations to witness the transformation and return of that faithful comrade to release my soul from captivity4 ,and now this room shall be my mortal sepulcher4 ,although ,i should like1 ever so much1 to go forth and devote many years to teaching the ,apeman the glorious principles of ,natural ,law as prescribed by my beloved countrymen1 yet it is not within my power to do so4 ,owing to the constant change in the chemical composition of the atmosphere1 and the vast difference in its present arrangement and that of four thousand two hundred years ago1 it would be impossible for me to live five minutes outside of this chamber4 ,in fact ,i have noticed that the supply of air1 which must have been hermetically sealed within this vault at the time of the catastrophe1 has been gradually escaping by way of the hole through which you forced a passageway4 ,hence within a very short time my life will have oozed away for the want of proper stimulus4 ,then again1 the period in which the particles of this human frame should naturally cling together has long since expired1 and should ,i but expose myself to the elements now existing on the exterior of this place1 ,i should no doubt1 crumble into dust and be blown away with the winds4 ,notwithstanding nature compels the mutability of all things1 its laws however remain unchangeable1 and as the time has passed and the conditions altered since ,i should have lived my natural life1 this material of which ,i am now composed must soon collapse1 its parts disintegrate and return to the elements from whence they came4 ,but my soul shall continue to live1 and the same law which brought you back here to me will also bring our souls together many times and in different forms during eternity4 ,and as you now possess the strength1 intelligence and opportunity1 it is your sacred duty to go forth and teach ,apemen to love one another and practice kindness toward all living things1 for you know not in what shape ,i may return4 ,as you would be kind to me now1 so must you treat all of nature's creatures4 ,and remember1 that the soul you so ardently worship now and so reverently loved over four thousand years ago1 cannot return in a perfect form if there are none such forms to inhabit1 or in a good and pure being if there are no such beings extant4 ,but1 on the contrary1 if in the future none but good and beautiful lives exist on earth1 my soul cannot possibly occupy anything else4 ,thus1 ,natural ,law plainly teaches that1 as you prepare earthly conditions in one form of life1 so must you tolerate them in the next4 ,in fact1 our own future safety and happiness depend upon all living things reaching a high state of perfection and equality4 ,and now1 said ,arletta1 arising and exhibiting considerable emotion1 having briefly instructed you in ,natural ,law as deeply as your limited mental capacity will permit1 the time has arrived that we must part1 for ,i feel that ,i am growing weak and cannot live much longer4 ,in fact1 it has been through the power of my will alone that ,i have been kept alive until now4 ,so prepare yourself to go4 ,go6 ejaculated ,i1 jumping to my feet with an awful feeling of anguish as ,i realized the full meaning of her words4 ,me1 go8 ,never6 ,i shall remain here and we shall die together4 ,i could never live without you4 ,there would be left no object in life worth living for4 ,and then1 advancing forward1 ,i took her shapely hand in mine1 and1 looking directly into her lovely eyes with much earnestness1 said3 ,i fully understand that in comparison to the ,sage-man1 ,i am a hideous and degraded creature4 ,and ,i also know that the love that filled the heal is of your contemporaries for one another was sublime1 having for a few moments during that musical spell been moved by the same emotions that once impelled the exalted being of which ,i am the re-incarnation1 but believe me when ,i say that my love for you now is ten thousand times stronger than it was then4 ,i worship you4 ,i shall die for and with you4 ,aye1 even nature itself cannot keep me alive after you have gone4 ,i may not be the equal of the ,sageman in other ways1 but ,i shall prove that my love for you is equally as great4 ,during this outburst of my thoughts1 ,arletta stood in a motionless attitude1 holding my outstretched hand and returning my excited gaze with a look of mingled pity and sorrow4 ,is it possible1 said she1 that there is not one ,apeman in the world today with sufficient strength of character to relinquish his own selfish desires for the good of his species8 ,can it be that not one ,apeman exists whom nature can rely upon for the great work of uplifting humanity1 who is brave enough to resist the temporary fascination of a lovable woman8 ,and have ,i lived to see the reincarnated soul of the bravest and noblest man that ever breathed1 bound within the flesh of a wretched coward incapable of living for any greater purpose than his own self-gratification8 ,am ,i to understand that one who is controlled by the spirit of my everlasting associate1 intends betraying nature's trust by shirking the responsibilities of manhood1 because he lacks the courage to live8 ,will there be promulgated among the records of time an account of my immortal partner having deserted his post of duty by sneaking out of the world before his allotted time8 ,would this being1 who is blessed with physical strength and a well-balanced brain1 allow himself to sink to the level of a craven suicide1 because he cannot secure something beyond his reach8 ,does he think that nature brought him into existence for no other purpose than to feed his own petty desires8 ,would he deliberately die like a useless poltroon1 and leave the world in its present state of savagery and wretchedness1 without even attempting to be of service to humanity in the very work it requires the most8 ,stop6 ,enough6 cried ,i4 ,you have wounded my feelings to the very core4 ,i'll admit that ,i am weak in this instance4 ,very weak indeed4 ,but this is the first time that my courage has ever been assailed by anyone1 and to have you above all persons1 openly insinuate that ,i am a coward is far worse than having inflicted upon me the cruelest tortures of the ,ape-man's prospective hell4 ,i am only an ,apeman1 but as ,i said before1 ,i love you beyond all power of expression4 ,you no doubt1 cannot understand my puny feelings any more than ,i can fully comprehend your lofty ideals or the full meaning of your higher knowledge of things4 ,the very greatest hardship for me to undergo would be to live after you have passed away4 ,but1 if by the promise of so doing ,i can gain your respect and one encouraging look or word of approval1 ,i will not only rescind the text of my previous statement and live1 but ,i swear to you in the name of the ,creator of the law which governs all things1 that ,i shall strictly follow to the letter any instructions you may wish to offer concerning my future movements1 no matter what they might be4 ,so make my task a hard one1 for the courage you so unfeelingly attacked must be tested to its full limits4 ,i am ready to obey your commands4 ,having thus addressed ,arletta1 ,i straightened myself up to my full height with as much dignity as ,i could assume1 folded my arms across my chest and awaited her orders4 ,the ,sagemen never urged their desires by a command1 replied ,arletta1 they simply requested that which they would like to have done4 ,the request ,i shall make concerning your future duty can be incorporated in a very few words1 but it will require a lifetime and great strength of character to execute4 ,but as you have promised like a man to follow my instructions1 ,i shall die with implicit confidence in your determination to do so4 ,so consider well the following mandate1 for it contains the essence which will stimulate you to heroic deeds3 ,always consult your soul for advice1 ,do no act your conscience will not sanction4 ,three times ,arletta slowly repeated this precept1 and then placing her hands upon my shoulders1 she continued3 ,the first time you act contrary to the admonition of your soul1 then you will have broken your promise to me4 ,now go1 said she1 turning me about until ,i faced the doorway1 ,i must request your immediate departure4 ,go1 and try to be a man4 ,we shall meet many times in the future1 so while you have the chance try and make better the conditions of life1 that we may eventually meet on the same plane of equality without the shadow of strife or animosity to mar our happiness4 ,good-bye4 ,with the meaning of these words ringing in my head1 ,i fully understood that my audience with ,arletta was at an end1 and overcome with grief and gloom ,i weakly responded1 good-bye1 and then added1 ,i shall never break my promise4 ,then with a heavy tread ,i walked to the opening through which ,i had entered1 turned half around and took one long1 last1 loving look at ,arletta and passed into the corridor beyond4 ,at the same time ,i fancied ,i heard her gently sobbing4 ,,chapter ,,xxii ,suffering with a dejected feeling of despair1 ,i wended my way through the chaotic anterior hall in search of the hole through which ,i had so miraculously entered4 ,it seemed as if life's sole aim had suddenly been stricken from the range of my vision4 ,i could not understand why nature should be so cruel as to give me but one momentary glimpse of that angelic mortal and then thrust me away from her in such an indifferent manner4 ,i wondered why the world was not populated exclusively by such lovely beings4 ,was it because the people themselves1 through their individual accumulative system1 created conditions whereby only the most abject and debased mortals could survive8 ,was this system responsible for petty selfishness1 instead of conscience governing man1 causing him in his greedy scramble for temporary gain1 to keep others in a state of helplessness1 ignorance1 and squalor1 thus propagating an inferior race of physical1 mental1 and moral pigmies as the foremost inhabitants of the earth8 ,why could not humanity organize itself as a great unit of unselfish effort and equality1 for the purpose of uplifting and strengthening all of its component parts1 instead of those parts pulling down1 weakening1 and destroying one another in a ferocious struggle for individual predominance8 ,as these and similar thoughts crowded themselves into my brain1 my attention was attracted by soft strains of music emanating from the room ,i had just left1 and ,i stood still and listened4 ,arletta had evidently set the orchestral mechanism in motion again1 and was accompanying it by tenderly singing her own requiem4 ,with tremulous modulation1 her vocal chords produced sounds such as ,i had never heard before1 and of which ,i am powerless to give the faintest description4 ,like a statue1 ,i stood and listened to the almost supernatural melody1 and inwardly prayed that it might continue forever4 ,but suddenly both the music and singing ended1 and absolute quietness prevailed4 ,it may have been a pure fancy on my part1 but as ,i waited in breathless silence1 hoping for more music1 the apparition of ,arletta seemed to pass directly over my head1 and continued right on up through the solid roof of the hallway4 ,startled beyond expression at what ,i now consider a mere delusion1 ,i shouted ,arletta at the top of my voice several times1 and receiving no answer1 either telepathically or phonetically1 ,i came to the awful conclusion that she was no more4 ,is it unmanly to cry8 ,if so1 ,i must confess my unmanliness1 for on this occasion it was impossible for me to repress the tears from coursing down my cheeks1 as ,i realized that the last of nature's grandest and noblest earthly beings had passed away4 ,but the tears ,i shed apparently softened my nature1 and as ,i stood buried in the depth of meditation concerning the preceding events1 ,i became impregnated with the desire to try and do some real good in the world2 to make myself useful to mankind2 to live for others instead of myself alone4 ,and then and there ,i resolved that ,i would devote the remainder of my natural life to teaching human beings the beautiful principles of ,natural ,law1 as ,i understood them1 without expectation of compensation or future reward4 ,i would go forth1 as ,arletta had requested1 and plant the seed of real truth1 justice1 love1 and equality in human hearts to the best of my ability1 and trust in the souls of men to further aid in its universal and everlasting productiveness4 ,i felt positive that the theory of the ,sagemen was right1 and that the soul just released from ,arletta was even then beginning life in a different form4 ,would it not be criminal on my part to make no effort to better earthly conditions for her future welfare8 ,perhaps1 conjectured ,i1 the soul of my own mother1 who died at the time of my birth1 might1 even at that moment1 be incased in a degraded body1 surrounded by want and misery1 caused by the operation of that selfish1 brutal and murderous system1 which encourages the strong to squeeze the very light and hope from the weak1 thus forcing and keeping mankind in a state of continual degradation4 ,a system that was created in the beginning by savages1 and which is upheld at the present time by savages4 ,and the ,church1 that gigantic symbol of ignorance and stupidity1 not only fails to protest against such a beastly system1 but actually advocates its continuance4 ,how long ,i stood there1 seriously thinking on this subject1 and forming new and laudable resolutions for the future1 ,i do not know2 but at last ,i awoke to the fact that ,i was still nothing more nor less than a common adventurer1 held captive on an isolated projecture in the middle of the sea4 ,this became more apparent as ,i faintly heard the ocean's waves dashing against the rocks on the outside of the place4 ,so1 following in the direction of the sounds1 they became louder and more distinct1 until finally ,i found myself looking up at the very hole through which ,i had bored my way so unceremoniously4 ,it was night1 and ,i could easily distinguish the stars in the outer darkness4 ,in making a careful survey of the surroundings1 ,i discovered that it was going to be a much more difficult task to get out than it was to get in this extraordinary grotto4 ,the aperture was located about three feet above my head2 was barely large enough to squeeze through1 and there was no way by which ,i could climb up to it4 ,i observed1 however1 that adjoining the hole there was a huge marble pillar running upward and outward in an oblique slant1 and wedged in its position by several other massive stones1 but with its end protruding below the rest4 ,so1 without wasting any time1 ,i leaped up and caught hold of it with both hands1 and then1 adopting the tactics of a gymnast1 ,i began slowly working my way through the hole feet foremost1 like an acrobat going over a horizontal bar4 ,this feat1 which required great muscular strength1 flexibility1 and tenaciousness1 was the very hardest physical performance ,i ever accomplished1 for1 besides being unable to get a firm grip on it1 ,i found1 to my dismay1 that the great pillar ,i clung to was insecure in its position1 and threatened to fall and crush me beneath its weight4 ,and as inch by inch ,i slowly and persistently worked my way upward and outward1 so inch by inch did it slowly1 but surely1 work its way downward4 ,passing my feet and legs beyond the brink of the opening1 ,i doubled myself up in such a way that the lower half of my body rested upon a sort of a level platform1 and1 with head downward1 ,i pushed my way up until ,i found myself kneeling upon the crust ,i had previously broken through1 and which ,i subsequently decided must have been a great pane of glass1 covered by the coagulated settlings of the air1 which for centuries had been forming a solid coating4 ,i remained in a kneeling position for several moments1 catching my breath and regaining strength4 ,i feared to move1 lest the thin layer upon which ,i rested would once more give way beneath me4 ,it appeared to waver1 as did everything else around me4 ,after a short rest1 ,i carefully arose to a standing position1 and then observed that ,i was located in a sort of a pit1 surrounded by rocks of various shapes and sizes4 ,as ,i cautiously climbed upward1 each one of them appeared to tremble at my very touch1 until just as ,i reached the topmost point the whole mass apparently gave way at once1 ,i lost my balance and fell forward1 there was a terrible crash1 and after that ,i became dizzy and confused4 ,the most peculiar and disconnected sensations then passed through my mind4 ,first ,i thought there was a great hole in the side of my head1 which ,i tried to fill with small stones4 ,then my head became full of holes1 and finally ,i fancied that ,i possessed a half dozen heads and all of them were cut and bleeding4 ,and then apparently all of these heads were suddenly and mysteriously severed from my body1 and floated away in space like a lot of toy balloons4 ,following that1 it felt as if every bone in my body had been broken1 and ,i was taking these bones from their places and trying to repair them4 ,then ,i imagined that ,i had several different bodies1 and all of them were bruised and mangled4 ,these forms increased in numbers until ,i could see nothing else but them1 and they appeared to be struggling to extricate themselves from beneath a huge object which seemed to grow in size until it was as large as a mountain4 ,finally released1 they began climbing up the mountain until the summit was reached and then gradually decreased until there was but one left4 ,what is the matter with me8 ,i wondered4 ,who am ,i1 what am ,i1 and where do ,i belong8 ,i tried to think coherently1 but my mind was feeble and incapable of grasping an intelligent thought4 ,day and night went and came many times1 but still ,i remained on that mountain wondering1 wondering1 wondering4 ,sometimes ,i would expand until ,i felt larger than the mountain itself2 then again ,i would shrink to the size of a flea4 ,one time ,i would feel as if ,i were up near the ,north ,pole1 surrounded by ice and freezing to death4 ,at another time ,i would imagine that ,i was in the middle of the ,sahara ,desert1 being roasted alive by the scorching rays of the sun4 ,and1 still again1 ,i would feel that ,i was shipwrecked upon a barren island1 and was slowly dying for the want of food and water4 ,sometimes ,i fancied that ,i could see ships all about me1 and ,i would yell1 and roar at the top of my voice to attract attention1 but without results1 as they would pass beyond view without taking any notice of me4 ,at other times it seemed that ships would cast their anchors right in front of my eyes1 and apparently remain stationed there for weeks and months at a time1 and yet no one would come to my assistance4 ,at last there appeared to be ten thousand ships all of the same pattern lowering small boats into the water1 and these boats manned by stalwart oarsmen started to race with each other in my direction4 ,what an evenly matched contest4 ,on1 on1 on they came1 bunched closely together1 each using the same uniform stroke as if all were guided by the same coxswain4 ,now they were right upon me4 ,great race1 ,i shouted1 as they came within hearing distance4 ,hurrah6 ,hurrah6 ,hurrah6 ,the poor devil is mad1 ,i fancied ,i heard someone exclaim1 and my mind became a blank4 ,,chapter ,,xxiii ,,first ,,voice3 ,this is a most peculiar case of enteric fever1 in which the patient baffles all medical aid towards a cure4 ,the fellow has been out of his head ever since he was brought here1 two months ago1 and fancies that he has been in a trance since the time of ,noah and the ,ark4 ,he has a strange hallucination that he can be awakened from his protracted nap by a kiss from a certain female1 whom he describes as ,arletta the ,beautiful4 ,although he is as crazy as a loon1 yet some of his utterances are really remarkable for the depth of logic they contain4 ,the case has its amusing side also1 for every woman by the name of ,arletta who visits this hospital cannot resist the temptation of kissing the man1 in order to ascertain whether they possess the secret charm to restore his right senses4 ,but so far the osculatory experiment has proved a dire failure4 ,he bears evidence of being a handsome and distinguished person1 notwithstanding he is a charity patient1 and without friends4 ,his identification is unknown1 he having been picked up on the street in his present condition by the police1 who had him sent here4 ,i fully believe-but ,miss1 you are crying4 ,evidently your nature is too emotional for the sick room1 so come1 we will pass along4 ,,second ,,voice3 ,no1 wait a moment1 ,doctor4 ,i--,i think--,i am positive that ,i know this man4 ,in fact1 ,i was very well acquainted with him a few years ago4 ,it all seems so strange1 but-well-you see-he often told me that he loved me4 ,yes1 my name is ,arletta1 but ,i did not love him1 nor even like him4 ,my father and mother hated him1 and we all had to secretly leave home and travel abroad in order for me to avoid his undesirable attentions4 ,but notwithstanding that1 my heart now bleeds for him in his terrible plight1 and ,i want to do something for him4 ,my conscience would not allow me to pass along without trying to aid him4 ,you say that in his ravings he claims that a kiss from ,arletta would save him4 ,i have never done such a thing before in my life1 but now an irresistible force from within has taken possession of me and ,i feel that it is my duty to try the experiment myself1 and see if it will have the effect of restoring his normal condition4 ,therefore1 ,doctor1 whether this strange method proves efficacious or not1 ,i shall rely upon your honor to keep the secret1 and never mention the incident to him4 ,if he knew of it ,i should die of shame4 ,my parents would disown me for such an act4 ,as though awakening from a long and profound sleep the aforesaid colloquy seemed to have been impressed upon my mind1 and then ,i opened my eyes and looked about in astonishment4 ,the strangeness of my position and surroundings surprised me beyond expression4 ,i was lying upon my back in a small narrow bed stationed within a large oblong room about one hundred by fifty feet in dimensions4 ,long rows of little white beds extended from one end of the apartment to the other1 each containing the form of a human being4 ,most of these forms appeared to be soundly sleeping1 some lay awake silently meditating1 while others tossed about nervously from one position to another as if in terrible agony4 ,an occasional howl of torture rent the air4 ,moving hither and thither among the different beds were women attired in white dresses and wearing little white caps on their heads4 ,they carried in their hands1 spoons1 tumblers1 trays1 and various instruments and vessels of peculiar design4 ,at the front of my bed stood a man of medium height and build1 with a heavy reddish mustache and pointed beard4 ,at one side1 half way between the head and foot of my bed1 was the figure of a woman1 apparently about twenty-one years of age4 ,she was tall1 slender1 graceful1 and magnificently gowned in street clothes4 ,her head was shapely and covered with an abundance of dark brown hair4 ,her physiognomy was intellectually strong1 and the whole cast of her features showed extraordinary beauty4 ,her eyes were clear and bright1 and expressed a tender and sympathetic nature4 ,she was looking straight at me in a half-startled sort of a manner1 and appeared to be backing away from the bed upon which ,i lay4 ,as my eyes met her steady gaze ,i involuntarily exclaimed1 ,arletta6 ,then instantly my memory returned1 and ,i remembered all that had taken place1 as explained in the preceding chapters4 ,notwithstanding1 however1 that my mind became clear and well-balanced1 ,i became extremely puzzled as ,i looked at this beautiful woman1 to note that she bore a striking resemblance to the sublime being1 who had just passed away among the remnants of ,sageland1 and ,i became still further confounded when she timidly approached me and softly said3 ,you are ,john ,convert1 are you not8 ,yes1 answered ,i1 that is my name4 ,and do you recognize me8 inquired she4 ,i recognize in you a living demonstration and positive realization of the principle of re-incarnation1 as embodied in the ,sageman's theory of ,natural ,law1 answered ,i1 slowly and deliberately4 ,i recognize in you the soul of ,arletta1 of ,sageland1 my eternal companion1 and a fulfilment of her prophecy that she would be born again4 ,but while ,i make this declaration with the utmost positiveness1 still ,i am at a loss to understand how such a thing could be1 as the soul of that lovely being1 having but just left its material body1 should according to ,natural ,law1 have attached itself to an embryo form1 while you are a full-grown woman4 ,at these words she appeared considerably amazed for a moment1 but quickly recovering herself1 she said with much sympathy and tenderness of feeling3 ,come1 now1 ,mr4 ,convert1 try and think clearly and talk sensibly4 ,don't you recollect how1 three years ago1 we became acquainted in ,paris2 how persistently you followed me all over ,europe1 then crossed the ,atlantic aboard the same steamer1 and finally journeyed out ,west to my home8 ,don't you remember how angry ,papa became1 and how he threatened you with dire punishment if you did not stop annoying us8 ,no1 said ,i emphatically1 there must be some mistake1 for ,i have never visited ,paris and ,i distinctly recollect having been in ,japan three years ago1 as ,i celebrated my nineteenth birthday in ,tokio4 ,now that is absurd1 said she1 with a mingled look of pity and suppressed amusement4 ,three years ago you told me that you were forty years old4 ,don't you recollect how you once cautioned me not to consider you an old man simply because your hair was white1 and how angry you became because ,i called you ,grandpa8 ,come now1 think real hard4 ,at these words ,i began to seriously doubt my own identity1 but after a moment of calm deliberation ,i replied1 ,no1 ,i do not recollect any such happenings1 and moreover1 ,i am not forty years of age1 but twenty-two1 and neither is my hair white but black as you can plainly see4 ,will you please tell me where ,i am8 ,my mind is a trifle confused at the strange surroundings4 ,you are in the ,ruff ,hospital1 ,new ,york1 answered she4 ,i1 myself1 have been spending some time in this city1 and1 strangely enough1 took a notion that ,i should like to see the different hospitals4 ,it was purely accidental that ,i ran across you4 ,the doctor says you have typhoid fever1 but1 she added1 in an encouraging manner1 you will soon be well4 ,so cheer up1 and try to concentrate your mind1 so that you can think properly4 ,ruff ,hospital1 ,new ,york6 ejaculated ,i1 in astonishment4 ,how the deuce did ,i get away over here8 ,oh1 ,i understand2 ,i fell among the rocks and was hurt2 then the sailors came and rescued me1 and ,i was brought here4 ,that seems like a few moments ago1 but ,i presume at least a month must have elapsed since or the ship could not have reached this port4 ,what month is this1 ,january8 ,no1 this is the month of ,march1 replied she4 ,march6 exclaimed ,i4 ,great heavens1 how the time has flown6 ,why1 that is about three months that ,i have known absolutely nothing4 ,let's see1 it was ,december #eth that ,i was thrown overboard1 and it must have been ,december #gth that ,arletta died4 ,that's right1 ,december #g1 #ahha-;,i shall always remember that date and keep it holy4 ,it must be now ,march1 #ahhb4 ,why1 ,mr4 ,convert1 you are certainly dreaming1 responded she1 this the year #aijc1 not #ahhb4 ,but how strange that you should get so mixed in the dates-,december #g1 #ahha1 was the day ,i was born4 ,that was over twenty-one years ago1 instead of three months1 as you fancy4 ,at this juncture the red-whiskered individual came forward and said3 ,it seems to be a hopeless case1 ,miss4 ,he has talked in that same strain ever since he came here4 ,perhaps after his fever abates somewhat he may regain his equanimity1 but to me it looks as if his mind will always be unbalanced4 ,he has a nasty scar right over the temporal region1 which portends ill for his future reason4 ,perhaps it would be better not to talk to him any further at present4 ,he is awfully weak1 and appears more excited than usual4 ,you have evidently made some impression upon him1 however1 and if you would visit him every few days he might eventually be able to recognize you1 which would have a strong tendency to set him mentally straight again4 ,very well1 said she1 hesitatingly1 as if not anxious to go4 ,may ,i call and see him tomorrow1 ,doctor8 ,there are only three visiting days here each week1 ,miss2 ,sundays1 ,wednesdays and ,fridays1 between the hours of three and four ,p4 ,m4 ,but any time you call1 if you will ask at the office for ,doctor ,savage1 that is my name1 ,i shall consider it a pleasant duty to render you any service within my power1 replied he1 looking at her with unsuppressed admiration1 of which she apparently took no notice4 ,then continuing1 he said1 ,would you kindly give me your card that ,i may know your full name in case you call at other times than the regular visiting hours8 ,she opened her pocket book as if to take out a card1 stopped and reflected a moment1 and then said1 ,well1 never mind my last name2 just remember me as ,arletta1 and before ,i could collect my wits sufficiently to voice my agitated thoughts they passed from the room together4 ,,chapter ,,xxiv ,as ,i lay musing over the strange occurrences recorded in the previous chapter1 and wondering whether my entire life was a reality or merely a peculiar dream1 one of the white-capped nurses strode up to the side of my bed and without the slightest warning roughly pushed a little glass tube in my mouth4 ,not knowing whether she wanted me to swallow it or was merely trying to puncture a hole in my tongue1 ,i put it out again and asked what she intended doing4 ,now look here1 said she1 in an irritated way1 ,i have about lost all patience with you1 and unless you do as ,i tell you hereafter ,i shall have the orderly punish you again4 ,but1 said ,i1 in amazement1 you have not mentioned yet what you would have me do4 ,i have told you fully a hundred times to put this thermometer under your tongue and keep it there1 replied she1 exhibiting considerable temper1 as she viciously jammed it once more into my mouth and twisted it under my tongue4 ,you are about the biggest chump that ever came into this hospital1 continued she1 grasping my wrist as though she intended breaking it and simultaneously taking my pulse and temperature4 ,a few moments later she jerked the thermometer from my mouth1 glanced at it hurriedly and then entered a record upon a chart suspended from the head of my bed4 ,then calling one of the male attendants1 she instructed him to fill the tub preparatory to giving me an ice bath4 ,this attendant went to the corner of the room from whence he secured a bath tub on wheels1 which he pushed over to the side of my bed4 ,the tub was already partly filled with water1 and ,i afterward learned that owing to the laziness and filthiness of the attendants1 the same water was often used over and over again for the different typhoid patients4 ,i observed that this attendant1 who was otherwise called an orderly1 was about as ignorant and degraded a specimen of humanity as a much boasted civilization could possibly breed4 ,he was about six feet tall1 round-shouldered1 knock-kneed1 and weighed about two hundred pounds of flabby flesh1 mostly covered by filthy garments4 ,his head was pyramidal in shape1 and covered by a mass of unkempt red hair4 ,he had practically no forehead4 ,his eyes were dull and bloodshot4 ,his nose was flat and bent to one side1 and his whole face was covered with pimples4 ,his mouth was wide and beastly1 and filled with tobacco4 ,his mustache was irregular1 and dyed almost to the roots by tobacco juice4 ,his breath was odoriferous with fumes of whiskey1 cigarettes1 and foul stomach disorders1 causing a poisonous stench to pollute the surrounding atmosphere4 ,one could not look upon him without a feeling of sickening disgust4 ,he was a twentieth century ,american civilized ,christian4 ,he was not1 of course1 the highest type of a civilized ,christian1 but nevertheless he was of a high enough order for a ,christian community to breed1 rear1 and put in charge of its sick and unfortunate members4 ,as he pushed the tub along he carelessly allowed it to strike the end of my bed1 which gave me a shock as though ,i had been pierced by a thousand daggers1 causing an involuntary groan to escape from my lips4 ,shut up there1 you old duffer1 said he1 looking at me in a stupid1 expressionless sort of a way1 you are not hurt yet4 ,i'll give you something to cry about if you don't quit making such a fuss over nothing4 ,you're the biggest baby ,i ever saw4 ,having fixed the tub in position1 put some pieces of ice into the water1 and adjusted a small portable partition around my bed1 which obstructed the view of the other patients1 he called for the assistance of another attendant1 and began preparations to put me into the tub4 ,as they uncovered me1 ,i glanced down at my emaciated form and was astounded at my own appearance4 ,nothing now remained of the once muscular and powerful frame ,i had always felt so proud of1 but sickly looking skin and bones4 ,raising my arm to the level of my eyes ,i discovered that it was shriveled1 and ghastly to behold1 and it fell back to my side with a sickening thud for the want of strength to remain erect4 ,it seemed as if a great fiery furnace was located within me and that ,i was fairly burning alive4 ,ten thousand different pains were shooting back and forth in every part of my body1 but the most excruciating of all was a terrible pain in the center of my back1 which caused me to think that my spinal column had been dislocated4 ,and then as if all of the tortures of a refined civilization had suddenly been thrust upon me1 as though some supernatural hellish agency was instrumental in causing me to go the full limit of human suffering1 those two devilish orderlies took hold of me1 one by the head and the other by the feet1 and without any leverage whatever to break the strain upon my backbone1 they raised and then dumped me into the tub of ice-water below4 ,i had always considered myself invulnerable to bodily pain1 and from early youth had schooled myself against outward manifestation of suffering1 no matter what the circumstances might be1 but on this occasion the power of resistance deserted me entirely and ,i gave vent to a howl1 of rage like the bellowing of a maddened bull1 and partly arising1 endeavored to clutch the throat of the unfeeling beast at my head1 but too weak to accomplish my purpose ,i fell back into the tub exhausted4 ,at the same time the orderly took hold of my own throat and almost strangling me1 beat my head against the tub several times cursing me under his breath in the vilest of language at the same time4 ,look out you don't kill him1 cautioned the other orderly at the foot of the tub1 or we might have to go through another of those damned investigations4 ,just then the doctor and nurse came within the inclosure1 and inquired as to the cause of the commotion4 ,this damned idiot has broken loose again1 and ,i am teaching him how to behave himself1 replied the orderly4 ,well1 he certainly needs a lesson in good behavior1 chimed in the nurse2 ,i cannot understand why he has not been sent over to the ,island for more strenuous treatment long ago4 ,why don't you do as told8 inquired the be-whiskered ,dr4 ,savage1 in a harsh tone of voice1 as he approached close to me1 but ,i was too weak and exhausted to answer1 and merely looked from one to the other with the utmost feeling of contempt4 ,after censuring me sternly and advising me to behave myself in the future1 the doctor strolled away as if such incidents were of trifling importance4 ,i was kept in that tub of ice-water1 freezing1 for fifteen minutes1 while the nurse and orderlies lazily rubbed my arms1 legs1 and trunk1 and poured pitcher after pitcher of ice-water over my head1 in an effort to reduce the fever4 ,it was a barbarous method of treatment1 and seemed of several hours' duration1 but it allayed that intense burning sensation1 and put new life and vigor into me4 ,as they were about to transfer me back to the bed again1 ,i quietly informed the nurse that my back was in a terrible condition1 and requested that the orderlies be instructed to handle me a little more carefully1 and to take hold of my body instead of my head and feet when lifting me up1 so that the strain would be less on the middle of my back4 ,there is nothing the matter with your back1 snapped she4 ,i have told you many times before that you only imagine your back hurts4 ,furthermore1 we understand our business without any advice from you4 ,and with this rejoinder1 the orderlies once more took hold of my head and heels1 and after much tugging and twisting1 managed to lift me up into the bed4 ,this time the pain seemed even greater to bear than before1 but1 summoning all my will power1 ,i managed to take the brutal treatment in silence1 and said no more4 ,back upon the bed again1 shivering and shaking with cold as though my bones would break1 ,i was covered with heavy blankets1 and shortly afterwards fell asleep1 thoroughly exhausted1 and feeling assured beyond a doubt that ,i had once more returned to civilization4 ,,chapter ,,xxv ,it is not my intention to give a full description of hospital life as it came under my personal observation1 nor to recount the many cruel acts or cases of stupid negligence on the part of the house staff as perpetrated upon myself and other patients1 during my stay in the ,ruff ,hospital as a ward patient1 as to do the subject justice would require at least a volume in itself4 ,neither is it my desire to hold responsible any particular person or persons for the existence of such a barbarous state of affairs1 in which degraded wretches inflict punishment upon the sick1 knowing that this is but one of the logical results bred from the debasing system kept in force by a semi-intelligent class of selfish brutes1 who are crafty enough to gain control of others by teaching the cruel and savage doctrine known as the survival of the fittest4 ,i have nothing but a feeling of compassion and sorrow for those abject creatures who mistreated me when ,i was sick1 knowing that they1 as well as those whom they mistreated1 were but the victims of this pernicious system4 ,in the desperate struggle for a mere existence1 most men and women are forced into employment for which they are entirely unfitted1 and consequently take no other interest in their work than that of receiving their weekly or monthly stipend4 ,this fact was thoroughly demonstrated to me by the action of several nurses who appeared to look upon their work as tasks to be executed mechanically1 instead of duties to be performed with pleasure4 ,then again1 others who really preferred the work were either kept away from it entirely1 or else made dull1 peevish and irritable by the great number of hours they were forced to be on duty each day1 thus turning what should have been pleasant employment into a drudgery4 ,and like the nurses1 so were the orderlies2 their daily work hours were so long and their pay so small that only the least intelligent and most stupid moral idiots could be secured to take positions that should be filled by men of the very highest intelligence1 character and sympathy4 ,the physicians themselves ,i found to be inexperienced youths1 generally masquerading under a set of whiskers1 which some people are foolish enough to mistake for brains and ability4 ,coming direct from the medical colleges1 they accepted these positions in order to gain some practical experience at the expense of the lives of the hospital patients4 ,the bricklayer1 who devotes his life to the honorable work of building the edifice2 the hod carrier1 who gives his best services to the community in an equally honorable employment2 the locomotive engineer1 who safely carries from city to city a train load of human beings each day for many years1 are only fit to be practiced upon by inexperienced physicians1 and abused by irritable nurses and cruel orderlies1 if they are finally overcome by sickness and enter a charity hospital for treatment4 ,for several days ,i lay upon my little ward cot in the ,ruff ,hospital1 with my life hanging in the balance1 and obliged to accept for succor the abuse and mistreatment of an inferior house staff4 ,and worse still1 ,i had to be an eye witness to cruelties imposed upon other and less fortunate sufferers than myself4 ,i feel sure that many a poor fellow that ,i saw carried away upon a stretcher1 a lifeless corpse1 had given up all hope of recovery and died1 for the want of a few cheering words and kindly sympathy from sonic one1 instead of the constant abuse and brutality he was subjected to4 ,i fully believe that ,i myself must have inevitably succumbed to my pitiless treatment1 had it not been for the fact that the young girl1 ,arletta1 visited me each day for a half hour1 bestowing upon me a tender sympathy1 and manifesting the greatest concern for my welfare and recovery4 ,i was placed in a most peculiar position4 ,i could get no information whatsoever from the doctors1 nurses1 or orderlies1 and even ,arletta said very little1 and cautioned me against talking or exciting myself in any manner4 ,i learned enough1 however1 to know that twenty-one years had actually elapsed since my wonderful experience with ,arletta of ,sageland1 and felt convinced beyond a doubt that the beautiful young girl1 who took such an interest in my welfare1 was impelled by the same soul as my noble instructress in ,natural ,law4 ,but ,i was intensely mystified and unable to conceive what had become of the time between the going of the one and the coming of the other ,arletta4 ,twenty-one years had been swallowed up as completely as if they had never been4 ,nearly one-half of my life had passed away1 of which ,i could give absolutely no account4 ,a look into the mirror was a convincing proof of this fact1 for therein ,i saw a white-haired and premature old man1 with a thin1 haggard and drawn countenance1 which plainly showed the results of having lived a life of hardship1 and almost unrecognizable as my own face4 ,my heavy black mustache was gone1 and in its place nothing but white stubble remained4 ,the more ,i endeavored to reach some tangible solution of the mystery1 the more confused ,i became4 ,according to the girl1 ,arletta's story1 ,i had been introduced to her at a reception in ,paris three years previously1 had apparently fallen desperately in love with her1 and made myself obnoxious by following her everywhere she went for several months4 ,but as neither she nor her parents liked me1 ,i was finally eluded1 and had not been seen for over two years4 ,according to her account1 ,i was generally looked upon as a rich gentleman of leisure and bad habits1 who did nothing but travel and spend money recklessly4 ,this being the case1 the foremost questions of my mind were3 ,where had ,i gotten the money to spend so extravagantly8 ,had ,i lived those twenty-one years as a rational being1 earning and accumulating wealth and still not knowing anything about it8 ,arletta of ,sageland had told me that there was no such thing as a freak of nature1 and that everything worked according to ,natural ,law1 but my case certainly seemed to be an exception to the general run of things4 ,what would be the final outcome of my mysterious career1 was a question to be answered that was entirely beyond the limits of my imagination4 ,it gave me a severe pain in the head to contemplate beyond the surface of the subject1 and ,i finally allowed the whole matter to slip from my attention and bent my efforts toward recovery from the effects of my physical ailments4 ,one day ,arletta said to me in as kindly a manner as possible3 ,mr4 ,convert1 the doctor informs me that the reason you do not get well is because you lack the will power to do so4 ,will power1 exclaimed ,i1 my dear sweet girl1 that is all ,i have left4 ,it is the only force that is keeping me alive in the face of the cruelest treatment man could possibly receive at the hands of his fellow beings4 ,without will power ,i should have been killed long ago by these people1 but through that agency alone ,i have been enabled to defy death and ,i promise you that ,i shall get well in spite of them4 ,why1 ,mr4 ,convert1 how can you talk so harshly against these kind people8 ,i am sure they are doing everything within their power to make you well4 ,you think so because you know nothing of the case1 answered ,i4 ,you simply visit this place for a half hour each day1 at a time that everything is moving along smoothly1 and merely get a surface view of matters4 ,it is my earnest hope that you may never get a practical insight into these things by being placed in the same position as myself or these other poor fellows all around me4 ,if all the poor unfortunates ,i have seen carried out of this ward1 corpses1 have died for want of the same kind of will power ,i require1 then all ,i can say is that the doctors here should be held responsible for a great many cases of actual murder4 ,why1 ,mr4 ,convert1 what do you mean by talking in this way8 inquired she4 ,just this1 replied ,i1 these doctors are treating me for the wrong ailment4 ,i am suffering no more from the effects of typhoid fever than you are1 but still these doctors are trying to cure me of a malady which does not exist4 ,since recovering my memory ,i have observed that the many typhoid patients all around me have been bathed from five to ten times daily1 while my fever rises to a point which necessitates an ice bath to reduce it but once each day1 and always at the same hour1 five o'clock in the afternoon4 ,in any part of the world where malaria is prevalent these symptoms indicate nothing more nor less than chills and fever and should be cured within a day or two by a few doses of quinine4 ,i have explained this to the doctors several times1 but with a wisdom born of book learning they have contemptuously disregarded my advice and still continue to treat me for enteric fever1 and then lay the blame upon me for not getting well4 ,do not doubt me1 my dear girl1 ,i know what ,i am talking about4 ,up to a few days ago my memory was obscured1 but now ,i am in my right senses and fully capable of using all of my reasoning faculties to their fullest extent4 ,some day ,i shall explain many strange things to you1 of which you know nothing4 ,but now ,i must devote all of my thoughts and forces toward regaining my former physical strength1 and likewise increase my moral and mental vigor for a future great work4 ,arletta said no more at that time1 but to my great surprise1 the next day ,i was transferred from the charity ward to a paid private room in another part of the hospital4 ,the furnishings of this room were of the most luxurious description1 and the nurse informed me that it was the very best and highest priced apartment in the building4 ,i afterwards learned that the cost of renting this room1 including attendance1 was one hundred dollars per week4 ,arletta had secured it for me4 ,it was really remarkable how quickly the value of my life increased in the eyes of those hospital attendants1 by the expenditure of a little money4 ,from a worthless proletariat ,i was suddenly transformed into a man of great importance4 ,there were two private nurses to wait on me1 and they moved with the celerity of antelopes in response to my slightest bidding4 ,they appeared to be bubbling over with kindness and attention1 and seemed to anticipate my every want4 ,the orderlies treated me as if ,i were the crowned ruler of the universe1 while the doctors displayed an unnatural politeness that was almost amusing4 ,i found out later that ,arletta was to fee them all handsomely in case of my early recovery4 ,my new nurses were always ready to answer questions and give me any information ,i wanted4 ,upon arriving at my new and sumptuous quarters1 one of the nurses informed me that ,i was to receive a personal visit from the great ,doctor ,know-all that day4 ,she further informed me that he was considered to be the leading physician of ,america and that he never made a professional call for less than one thousand dollars4 ,as if by appointment ,arletta and this doctor arrived at almost the same moment4 ,several of the house physicians also followed him into the room anxious to learn what diagnosis this celebrated practitioner would make of a case which had so baffled them4 ,he lost no time in unnecessary talk but got down to work immediately1 first looking over the charts which recorded my condition since my entrance to the hospital4 ,then he examined me carefully1 with various instruments1 from the tip of my head to the sole of my foot1 meanwhile asking me many questions on widely different subjects4 ,at last he turned to the house physicians and said3 ,it is my opinion that when this man first entered the hospital he was merely suffering from a simple case of malaria and not enteric fever1 as you have diagnosed4 ,since then his kidneys have become affected1 and he now suffers from both malaria and lumbago4 ,for the fever1 give him ten grains of quinine three times a day for two days and gradually diminish the quantity until the fever abates entirely4 ,begin to feed him after the second day4 ,for the lumbago1 give him at least two quarts of lithia water to drink each day4 ,now as to the man's mental calibre1 ,i find him perfectly sane and normal4 ,but owing to a fracture of the skull sustained by him some time in the past1 the two sides of his brain have become separated1 causing two distinct personalities to exist4 ,when one side of the brain works1 the other side remains dormant1 and vice versa4 ,he likewise possesses a dual memory1 and is only capable of recollecting events as they happen separately and distinctly1 according to the side of the brain which takes the impression4 ,consequently1 this man may have lived a perfectly sane life during the past twenty-one years1 of which he claims to have no recollection4 ,he may at any time in the future resume either personality by some slight mental disturbance1 but his two personalities will always remain as strangers to each other4 ,having thus delivered himself1 the doctor1 who apparently was bent upon making a few more thousand dollar calls that day1 hurriedly1 but with great dignity1 strode out of the room1 closely followed by the other physicians4 ,after they had departed1 and we were alone1 ,arletta pulled a chair up close to the head of my bed1 and1 looking steadily and earnestly into my eyes1 said3 ,i sincerely hope1 ,mr4 ,convert1 that you may never again resume your other personality4 ,,chapter ,,xxvi ,the change from a charity patient to the highest paid patient in the ,ruff ,hospital bore magical results1 and ,i was soon on the road to recovery4 ,the quinine knocked all the fever out of me within two days4 ,the food ,i was given to eat after fasting two months1 began to strengthen me at once and within ten days ,i was able to walk about the room4 ,arletta never failed to visit me at least once each day1 and on some days1 two and three times4 ,with each visit she brought flowers1 fruit1 or some little delicacy1 and ,i was not long in discovering that she was taking more than an ordinary interest in me4 ,as the days flew by1 her visits became more frequent and of longer duration1 until finally it seemed as if she almost lived in my apartment4 ,many times she came in the morning and remained all day1 taking her lunch with me in the meantime4 ,as my health improved1 and ,i became more vigorous in bodily strength1 those same feelings of admiration and love ,i bore for the first ,arletta took a firm hold of me until it seemed that she was a part of my very life4 ,ah6 those were happy and heavenly days indeed4 ,the happiness ,i enjoyed there1 was of that kind which can only exist between two souls fore-ordained and mated to each other for all eternity4 ,as the time went by-all too rapidly-we had much to talk about4 ,arletta described the many progressive strides made by science and invention during the twenty-one years in which my mind was a blank1 and ,i told her hair-raising stories of my early travels and adventures in all parts of the world4 ,we said very little regarding my other personality4 ,that subject appeared distasteful1 and caused her to shudder whenever it was brought up4 ,she seemed to think that in my other character ,i was all that was low1 mean and contemptible1 while she openly avowed that my present self was noble1 honorable1 and manly4 ,there was one hitch1 however1 which seemed to take root and stand threateningly in the path of absolute harmony between us1 and that was my belief in ,natural ,law4 ,she refused to believe the story ,i told her of the wonderful ,sagewoman of whom she was the re-incarnation1 claiming that it was nothing more nor less than a fancy of my disordered brain4 ,she also seemed greatly displeased when ,i informed her that it was my intention to go out into the world and teach the principles of ,natural ,law4 ,it pained her to think that ,i should allow myself to even question the authenticity and infallibility of the ,bible4 ,her faith was so strong and her nature so gentle that ,i refrained from discussing the subject in any form1 after ,i found how much she grieved over it4 ,so ,i said no more about my experience with the divine ,sagewoman and my promise to follow her instructions during the remainder of my natural life1 but confined my conversation to other subjects1 and to the full enjoyment of her daily companionship during my period of convalescence4 ,day by day my weight and strength increased1 until at last the time arrived for me to quit the hospital and go into the outer world4 ,i had made no plans as to what ,i should do when thrown upon my own resources1 but felt confident that once well and strong ,i should find plenty of work to do with both my hands and brain4 ,arletta1 who appeared to have an unlimited bank account1 was generously supplying me with every comfort and luxury that money could purchase1 notwithstanding my earnest protests against it4 ,the tailor had visited me1 taken my measure1 and returned a fine black frock suit of clothes4 ,the hatter had furnished a silk tile1 the shoemaker1 shoes1 and the haberdasher all the other articles necessary to complete my wearing apparel in the most up-to-date style4 ,the barber1 the manicurists1 and even the chiropodist had visited me and taken extra pains in polishing me off4 ,you are the handsomest old gentleman in ,new ,york1 said ,arletta1 girlishly1 as she saw me for the first time dressed in street clothes1 and all ready to take my departure4 ,but you do not look so old1 after all1 she added reflectively1 if it were not for your white hair you might pass for a man of thirty-five4 ,my6 what a great big fellow you are6 ,really1 ,i am afraid that all of the women at the ,waldoria will become infatuated with you at first sight1 continued she1 critically looking me over from head to foot4 ,and what do you mean by the ,waldoria8 inquired ,i4 ,the ,waldoria ,hotel1 answered she4 ,i have arranged for you to live there until you have thoroughly recuperated and regained your full strength-there1 now1 no more objections1 or ,i shall become angry4 ,at present1 you are in my charge1 and must do just what ,i tell you4 ,notwithstanding ,i consider the task of following your instructions a most pleasant one1 replied ,i1 still it seems to me that ,i am not doing exactly right in accepting your most generous offerings1 for the simple reason that ,i shall never be able to repay you for all you have done4 ,i have been amply repaid already1 said ,arletta1 by the miraculous transformation of a very bad and offensive man whom ,i did not like1 into a thoroughly good one whom ,i do like4 ,so say no more about the matter1 for the present at least4 ,after you have fully recovered from the effects of the terrible ordeal through which you have just passed1 then ,i shall consider any protests you may have to offer1 but not before4 ,i have ordered the carriage to come for you at noon1 and have given instructions to have you taken to the hotel4 ,when you arrive there1 you will go to the head clerk's desk and hand him your card4 ,here she gave me a small package of visiting cards on which was inscribed ,john ,convert4 ,you will then ask to be shown to your apartments1 which have been settled for in advance for one year1 after which make yourself as comfortable as possible in the place4 ,do not mention your business in any way as it pertains to you and me4 ,it will be impossible for me to see you as often as ,i should like1 but whenever it is convenient ,i shall have you come and see me4 ,i am stopping at a different hotel in another part of the city1 and for reasons best known to myself1 ,i shall continue to withhold my last name from you1 as you seem to have no recollection of it whatever1 and it will also be necessary for the present to meet you in some out-of-the-way place1 which ,i will designate later4 ,perhaps some day you will learn who ,i am1 and all about me1 but until ,i am ready to furnish you with further information concerning my identity1 ,i shall rely upon your honor as a man not to undertake1 by any methods whatsoever1 to discover who ,i am1 or where ,i reside4 ,with this mysterious admonition and a tender farewell1 ,arletta left me in the depth of meditation as to what strange occurrence nature's storehouse might still contain for me1 and a few minutes later ,i was notified that the carriage was in waiting4 ,,chapter ,,xxvii ,it would be almost impossible to record my impressions of the different things that came to my notice for the first time in twenty-one years1 as ,i was driven from the hospital to the hotel4 ,while great progress had taken place in many lines during that time1 still after having had such a realistic mental picture of the wonders of ,sage-land stamped upon my mind1 the new inventions1 such as trolley cars1 automobiles1 etc41 which ,i had never seen before1 seemed crude and insignificant4 ,as ,i passed from street to street ,i could not fail to observe the great disorder that prevailed everywhere1 in the foremost city of the world4 ,in the first place1 ,i was struck by the inharmonious and ragged appearance of the buildings4 ,here was a tall skyscraper of nice white marble thirty stories high1 towering up into the clouds like a great beanpole1 while on one side of it was a squatty little two-story red brick structure1 and on the other side a six-story brown stone building1 the whole forming a most irregular and distracting appearance to the eye4 ,in other places1 right in the heart of the city1 and adjoining well-designed buildings1 were vacant lots inclosed by high ugly board fences1 on which were painted fantastic and ridiculous advertisements4 ,these defects1 of course1 could only be thoroughly remedied by putting into force the logical economic principle of ,state ownership of all land and buildings1 instead of permitting the individual to do as he pleased with property made valuable by the community4 ,the disarrangement of the buildings1 however1 merely typified the incongruous and illogical disorganization of the people themselves4 ,for instance1 here was a big1 strong1 well-fed fashionably groomed young man1 walking along the street1 carrying no heavier burden than a light walking stick1 while just beside him was a half-starved old woman1 almost bent double under the weight of a large basket of clothes she had washed for somebody else4 ,then again1 here were two big1 strong men1 perched upon the driver's seat of a magnificent carriage1 drawn by two great powerful horses1 and conveying about the city for recreation a dyspeptic lap-dog1 while trudging along the gutter in search of work or something to eat was a weak1 ill-fed1 broken-down old man1 who had1 no doubt1 given the best years of his life to the actual labor which had increased the wealth of the community4 ,along the streets everywhere were dirty young boys of tender age1 who should have been at school or play1 rushing madly in every direction1 trying to earn a few cents by the sale of newspapers1 polishing shoes1 and acting as chore boys4 ,little brass bands were scattered about here and there1 braying forth inharmoniously1 and organ grinders and street piano players were rending the air with bad music in return for a few pennies1 thrown to them by passing pedestrians4 ,venders of fruit1 shoe-strings1 collar-buttons1 and other light merchandise were scattered along the sidewalks and gutters1 trying to earn a living by the sale of their wares1 while beggars occasionally stopped the more fortunate members of society with pathetic importunities for money to buy bread4 ,cabmen and horses were wasting the public power by standing idly about waiting for engagements1 or else driving aimlessly in all directions1 searching for patronage4 ,wagons of every description were rushing about hither and thither in a wretchedly unsystematic method of retail delivery1 utilizing in many cases the labor of two men and a team of horses to carry a small package several miles distant4 ,countless little retail merchants1 with an incalculable force of managers1 clerks1 book-keepers1 errand boys1 etc41 were fairly throwing away the public power in enormous quantities through the brainless struggle of competitive trade4 ,all these imperfections could be extirpated by the abolition of the money system1 thought ,i1 as the carriage came to a standstill in front of a great brown stone edifice1 and the driver announced that we had reached our destination4 ,the door of the carriage was swung open by a uniformed employee1 and1 alighting therefrom1 ,i was immediately ushered into the main office of the leading institution of its kind in the ,world--the ,waldoria ,hotel4 ,it was quite a new sensation for me to enter this great hostelry as a guest1 having spent the fore part of my life as a rough adventurer who had never known the meaning of luxury or refinement4 ,but still1 somehow or other1 it always seemed natural for me to carry myself properly in whatever position ,i happened to be placed1 and on this occasion ,i felt composed and at my ease as ,i entered and made known my identity to the head clerk4 ,this pompous servant showed extraordinary affability and politeness toward me1 which caused me to wonder how ,i should have been received by him had ,i been a shoemaker1 a carpenter1 or some other honest son of toil1 whose labor increases the wealth of the world1 instead of a moneyed gentleman of leisure and extravagance1 as he evidently supposed me to be4 ,your secretary has deposited five thousand dollars to your credit here1 ,mr4 ,convert1 said he1 handing me a blank cheque book1 so if you will kindly give me your signature for certification1 you can then draw upon that amount as you see fit4 ,in astonishment ,i was about to inform him that ,i had no secretary1 and that the money was not mine1 when it occurred to me that perhaps ,arletta1 or her agent1 if she had one1 must have pretended to be my secretary4 ,so ,i said nothing and did as requested4 ,upon being shown to my apartments1 a handsomely furnished suite of two rooms and a bath1 upon the tenth floor1 ,i was further amazed to find therein a trunk1 two dress-suit cases1 a traveling bag1 and six suits of fine clothes1 made in different styles1 from an evening dress to a sack business suit4 ,and the bedstead1 tables and bureaus were literally covered with articles1 such as a bath-robe1 pajamas1 underwear1 shirts1 collars1 cuffs1 gloves1 hats1 shoes1 etc41 all brand new and marked ,john ,convert4 ,upon the dressing case was a small jewel box1 containing several kinds of gold cuff buttons1 diamond scarf pins1 and a solid gold watch1 on the inside of which was inscribed1 ,from ,arletta to ,john4 ,it took some time for me to get over the wonderment into which ,i was plunged at the sight of these things1 and the contemplation of how far ,arletta intended going before ceasing her benevolent acts towards me1 but after spending an hour or two in becoming accustomed to my surroundings and putting the various articles away into the bureaus and wardrobes1 ,i decided to make a general survey of the entire hotel premises4 ,i learned that the ,waldoria ,hotel was thirty stories high1 and covered an entire block in the most fashionable district in ,new ,york ,city4 ,in many ways it resembled a small city in itself1 containing a bank1 theatre1 music hall1 photograph gallery1 art studio1 gymnasium1 laundry1 electric plant1 ,turkish baths1 tonsorial apartments1 brokers' offices1 library1 and various ball-rooms1 besides four different restaurants1 two cafes1 and several reception and smoking rooms for the use of its patrons4 ,the entire roof of the building was utilized as a promenade and summer garden for musical entertainments4 ,the hotel could accommodate about three thousand guests1 who occupied apartments1 the rentals of which cost from three to one hundred and fifty dollars per day4 ,about two thousand employees were necessary to keep the establishment in good running order4 ,each floor had a separate clerk and corps of attendants1 and nobody could gain admission to any of the apartment floors except the occupants and their guests4 ,all of the apartments of the hotel1 from the magnificent ,royal ,suite to the single bedrooms of the transients1 were furnished in the most luxurious manner possible4 ,costly draperies1 priceless paintings1 and exquisite furnishings of every description1 adorned the drawing-rooms1 ball-rooms1 foyers and restaurants4 ,statues of ancient personages ornamented the different hallways1 while the carved marble and woodwork seen everywhere showed splendid workmanship4 ,sweet strains of music from the orchestras stationed in different balconies could be heard in most any part of the building4 ,seated on either side of the long1 commodious corridors1 on lounges overhung by palms and tropical plants of various descriptions1 were men and women of the fashionable set1 who represented the largest portion of wealth of the community4 ,the women with their low-cut gowns1 highly perfumed1 and weighted down with jewels of every kind1 formed a brilliant spectacle that was bewitching and bewildering to behold4 ,they vied with one another in the display of their gorgeous gowns and jewels1 with the desire to impress upon each other thereby the wealth they possessed and the position they held in society4 ,in fact1 wealth seemed to be the predominant feature of their whole existence4 ,beautiful young women scarcely out of their teens1 could be seen paying all of their attentions to decrepit1 bald-headed old men of apparent opulence1 while on the other hand1 young and athletic looking men were courting women old enough to be their grandmothers4 ,in either case1 the young were quite willing to sell their persons for wealth4 ,these unnatural facts plainly demonstrated to what depths the human being1 will go in an endeavor to secure money1 or the power derived therefrom4 ,in the restaurants1 the most criminal extravagance was practiced by these moneyed people1 in many cases the costly viands and high-priced wines ordered being only partly consumed1 and the remainder left to be thrown into the waste barrel4 ,in fact1 it appeared that the individual's importance was gauged by the amount of money he could spend1 and men who no doubt in a great many cases squeezed the pennies from the poor laboring classes through their different financial methods of confiscation1 thought nothing of spending from five to fifty dollars for a single meal4 ,in short1 ,i found the ,waldoria ,hotel to be a sort of a heavenly place1 infested principally by hellish beings-a welcome nest for people with money but a very unwelcome place for persons who had none4 ,it made absolutely no difference how people got their money as long as they had it4 ,the stone masons1 iron-workers1 carpenters1 painters1 plumbers and other laborers who built the beautiful edifice were not allowed inside of it4 ,the furniture makers1 carpet and tapestry weavers1 interior decorators1 etc41 through whose skill the hotel was made grand1 were not permitted to enjoy the magnificence of their own creation4 ,but owing to the stupid money system1 which these laborers them selves help to keep in force1 the results of their combined efforts were either usurped by an unproductive class fortunate enough to be born rich1 or those shrewd enough to accumulate money1 such as trust managers1 bankers1 real estate speculators1 stock jobbers1 and brokers1 gamblers1 burglars1 money loan swindlers1 high salaried clergymen1 etc4 ,,chapter ,,xxviii ,in looking over the daily newspapers the next morning my attention was forcefully called to the fact that fully nine-tenths of the news columns was given to the promulgation of crime in all its various forms1 of which ninety per cent could be directly traced to the money evil1 of which the system of individual accumulation must be held responsible4 ,for the benefit of future generations who may desire information that will give them an exact idea of the real value of their civilized ancestors1 ,i herewith reproduce a few extracts from the newspapers1 word for word1 just as the despatches were published4 ,albany1 ,n4 ,y41 ,special ,despatch3 ,it is reported on high authority that ,state ,senator ,grab has received a half million dollars1 to be distributed among the various senators and assemblymen1 for the purpose of securing their votes in exchange for certain legislative laws that will favor the ,gas ,trust in its iniquitous squeeze of the people for higher rates4 ,several senators have openly threatened to vote against these measures1 claiming that ,senator ,grab is acting the hog and will not divide the booty fairly among them4 ,fall ,river1 ,mass43 ,ten thousand workingmen and women have been thrown out of employment by the mills of this city1 owing to the unprecedented rise in the price of cotton1 caused by the recent manipulations of that famous ,wall ,street speculator1 ,dan ,bull1 who by forcing up the prices in the speculative market has added millions to his own bank account during the past few weeks4 ,the mills have been shut down indefinitely and starvation is now facing thousands of men1 women and children as a consequence4 ,brooklyn1 ,n4 ,y43 ,the marriage ceremony between the ,right ,reverend ,q4 ,t4 ,getrich1 ,bishop of ,new ,york1 and ,mrs4 ,e4 ,z4 ,money was solemnized here today with great pomp1 and attended by some of the very wealthiest and most fashionable people of the country4 ,it has been suggested by some ungodly reprobate that perhaps the young and handsome bishop married the fat and aged widow to gain possession of her millions1 but this sacrilegious imputation is furiously resented by all pious church members4 ,chicago1 ,ill43 ,municipal ownership of public utilities seems to have been given a serious setback by the very costly and unsuccessful experiment this city undertook in operating its own electric and water plants during the past year4 ,it appears that city officials are just as susceptible to the charm of money as private corporations1 and just as willing1 by corrupt methods1 to fleece the public in order to obtain it4 ,it is evident that as long as there is money in use there will always be boodlers4 ,baltimore1 ,md43 ,the pure food inspectors of this city after having made an inspection of the different canned goods1 have come to the conclusion that at least ninety per cent4 of the same is adulterated and that the public is being slowly poisoned to death4 ,the greed of the various concerns which produce these things for bigger profits1 causes them to use cheap chemicals in their adulterative methods in place of higher priced and genuine substances4 ,these inspectors make the astonishing statement that they believe all foods and drinks are more or less adulterated and that in the general rush for money profits1 the inhabitants of the world are actually poisoning each other by slow degrees4 ,st4 ,louis1 ,mo43 ,an epidemic of diphtheria is raging in this city and hundreds of children are dying daily from the effects of its ravages4 ,the deaths in most cases are children of the poorer classes who cannot afford to pay the exorbitant prices lately put upon antitoxin by the ,medicine ,trust4 ,this trust1 which controls the supply of antitoxin1 has increased the price nearly two hundred per cent1 during the past year at different intervals1 until it has now become absolutely prohibitive to all except the wealthy4 ,unless there is something done immediately to alleviate this condition of affairs1 the lives of thousands of young children will be blotted out1 which might otherwise have been saved4 ,kokomo1 ,ind43 ,an awful tragedy took place in this town yesterday when ,peter ,doles1 apparently driven insane from poverty and want of employment1 killed his wife and five children by splitting their heads open with an axe1 and afterward thrust a knife into his own heart4 ,doles was at one time a wealthy citizen of this place1 but speculation was the cause of his downfall4 ,philadelphia1 ,pa43 ,a terrible state of affairs has been brought to light here by the police who have discovered that a regular system of child murder has been in practice for some time by a syndicate of fiends who murder children for the insurance4 ,these fiends1 who secured their victims from regularly operated baby farms of illegitimate children1 would have their lives insured for large sums and then destroy them afterwards1 in order to obtain the insurance money4 ,paterson1 ,n4 ,j43 ,u4 ,r4 ,dire was sentenced to be hung today for the murder of his father4 ,some time ago1 young ,dire obtained information that his millionaire father was about to make a new will1 and cut him off without money1 so he deliberately entered into a cold-blooded plan with his father's secretary to murder the old man by poison4 ,the secretary afterward turned ,state's evidence and upon his testimony the young man was convicted4 ,reno1 ,nev43 ,this town was the scene of murderous outlawry last night when an organized band of burglars gained entrance to a local bank1 and blew up the vaults4 ,the night watchman discovered their presence1 and raising an alarm brought the police and other citizens to the premises4 ,then occurred a general encounter between the police and the burglars in which over a hundred shots were fired1 causing the death of three policemen1 two private citizens and four of the burglars4 ,the remainder of the desperadoes jumped on their horses and escaped with the money4 ,boston1 ,mass43 ,rev4 ,d4 ,d4 ,sly1 the eminent clergyman of this city1 announced today that he has received a call from the ,lord to take up his work in another field4 ,he will leave at once for ,new ,york ,city1 where he will take charge of a fashionable ,fifth ,avenue pastorate4 ,reverend ,sly's salary will be increased from two thousand five hundred to five thousand dollars per annum through the change1 which once more brings up the question as to whether the ,lord was ever known to call a pastor to a new field at a lower salary4 ,buffalo1 ,n4 ,y43 ,a case brought up in court here today shows to what extent the extortionate loan sharks will go in their greed for money4 ,it was proved that two years ago ,o4 ,u4 ,curr loaned ,mrs4 ,kate ,poor1 a washer-woman with three small children1 the sum of fifty dollars on household furniture4 ,a contract was entered into1 whereby the widow was to pay interest at the rate of twenty per cent per month until the principal had been paid4 ,mrs4 ,poor stated under oath that she has already paid ,curr1 in monthly installments1 over three hundred dollars and that she is still indebted to him for the original loan of fifty dollars4 ,scranton1 ,pa43 ,trades ,unionism is receiving a great deal of public censure at present in this city1 owing to the recent disclosure made against ,judas ,pilate1 a union agent1 who has been blackmailing different contractors for several years past1 by making them pay him large sums of money1 under threats of ordering union men to strike4 ,it has been proved that ,pilate has secured over fifty thousand dollars by this method4 ,his followers1 however1 still remain loyal to him1 notwithstanding he sold them out many times and brought disrepute upon ,trades ,unionism4 ,harrisburg1 ,pa43 ,the various manufacturers of cigarettes in this state have banded together to defeat the ,anti-,cigarette ,league in its efforts to have laws passed forbidding the sale of cigarettes to children4 ,while the manufacturers do not deny that the cigarette is wrecking the physical1 mental1 and moral character of the ,american youth1 they contend that it will prove detrimental to their business interests1 and thereby cause a loss of many thousand dollars if the ,anti-,cigarette ,law is put into effect4 ,reliable statistics for the past three years show that one hundred thousand children are ruined annually by smoking cigarettes4 ,pittsburg1 ,pa43 ,the ,steel ,trust has made a general reduction in the salaries of all its employees throughout the ,united ,states1 which will decrease the wages of the worker from ten to twenty per cent1 and affecting in the neighborhood of two hundred thousand men4 ,it is estimated that this sweeping reduction will save the ,steel ,trust approximately twenty millions of dollars per year4 ,owing to the manipulations of the ,wall ,street schemers1 this saving becomes necessary to keep the ,trust in existence1 as in the great merger of the several different steel companies1 the actual valuation of the plants was increased one hundred times over in watered stock1 so that it not only becomes necessary for those who do the labor to pay dividends on bona fide investments of the capitalists1 but to pay dividends on watered stock criminally increased one hundred fold besides4 ,this decrease in wages will cause great suffering among the laboring classes1 for1 owing to the increased cost of living caused by the raising of prices by the various food trusts1 it is almost impossible for the ordinary man to make both ends meet4 ,it appears to all thoughtful students of political economy that the object of those in control of the money markets is to limit the supply of necessities of life1 so that the demand for them will force prices up1 and1 by decreasing production1 will cause a superfluous quantity of labor1 which1 in turn1 will force wages down4 ,with cheap labor to produce1 and a high selling price for the production1 the trust managers and other financiers have easily solved the question of how to legally confiscate the wealth of the world4 ,new ,york ,city3 ,a great war is now being waged between the rich tenement house owners and their poor tenants on the ,east ,side1 which promises to end in lawlessness1 riots1 and much suffering in consequence4 ,it appears that the owners of these houses have increased the rents from time to time until they are now beyond the reach of the tenants' ability to pay4 ,at least three thousand of these occupants have banded together to fight the last raise1 while the landlords have also combined to evict them unless they comply with the terms4 ,the tenants1 who are mostly hard working laborers1 claim that it is utterly impossible for them to meet the extortionate prices of foods1 fuel1 gas1 oil1 and rents1 now being forced upon them by the financiers with the small amount of wages that they receive for their work from the industrialists1 and if they are evicted from their present homes it is a problem as to what they will do or where they will go4 ,the landlords claim that is none of their concern2 that they themselves are merely following the system now in existence of getting all they can1 through their property rights1 according to the law of supply and demand4 ,some of them even claim that these tenants are nothing more than vermin1 anyway1 and that it would be well to push them all into the ,east ,river and exterminate them entirely4 ,the newspaper articles1 which ,i have reproduced1 are but a few of the thousands chronicled daily of the terrible crimes which take place in all parts of civilized ,christendom over the individual possession of money1 or its equivalent1 and they also demonstrate that after nineteen hundred years of ,christianity the world still remains in a savage state4 ,the ,christian must admit1 if he will stop and consider1 that there must be something lacking in his religion1 if after all these centuries1 such barbarous conditions still exist4 ,what is lacking8 ,this question can be answered in a few words4 ,the abolition of the money system4 ,the eradication of individual accumulation4 ,the substitution of united labor and honest distribution4 ,the adherence to the principles of ,natural ,law4 ,had ,christ taught ,natural ,law instead of supernatural religion1 had he been an organizer and started a movement toward the abolition of the money system and established a united labor organization in place of the system of individual accumulation1 the world long ere this would have been a heavenly abiding place for the human family1 instead of a seething furnace of petty quarrels1 murderous fights1 and selfish strife among all of the inhabitants4 ,why should one hog have more to eat than another8 ,why should one man have more luxuries and privileges than another8 ,why should the man who conceives an idea receive a greater reward than he who puts the idea into execution8 ,why should the man who works with his brain have more of the sweets of life than he who works with his hands8 ,why should the man who lays the brick have more of the world's goods than he who carries the brick mortar to him8 ,these questions do not apply alone to the capitalist1 but also to the laborer as well1 and as long as the laboring classes champion the cutthroat policy of grading man's allowance according to his ability1 of giving more to one than another1 owing to a slight difference of brain capacity1 he should not1 after showing his own greediness in this respect1 expect the capitalist not to be greedy also4 ,he must learn that all men should have equal opportunities and benefits from the whole production of united labor4 ,as long as money exists1 so long will fights and quarrels take place between capital and labor1 and between the different branches of labor as well4 ,the laborer will fight the capitalist until he in turn becomes a capitalist1 and then he will turn about and fight the laborer4 ,so there is but one reasonable method to pursue in order to better the conditions on earth1 and to eliminate suffering and crime entirely1 and that method is to strike at the very root of the cause1 and abolish money and the system of individual accumulation4 ,,chapter ,,xxix ,my sojourn at the ,waldoria ,hotel was a rather pleasant one in many ways4 ,i enjoyed the luxury and refinement of the surroundings4 ,the harmonious music of the orchestras was pleasant to listen to1 and the magnificent paintings and beautiful works of art were pleasing to the eye4 ,i also took some pleasure in wearing the different suits of fine clothes with which ,i had been supplied1 and in making my own person appear as well as possible in the eyes of others4 ,i even enjoyed entering the spacious and luxurious restaurants and eating sparingly of some of the delicious viands prepared by the scientific chef4 ,in fact1 the many delightful advantages to be derived from living at the ,waldoria directly appealed to me as being some of the blessings supplied by nature for all human beings to enjoy4 ,but still there was a serious drawback to my thorough and absolute enjoyment of these conditions1 when ,i took into consideration the fact that ,i was in no way responsible for their existence4 ,i was accepting something from the community1 but giving nothing in return4 ,i felt that in living at the ,waldoria1 and doing no work for the community1 ,i was like a great sponge soaking up the life-blood of honest toil1 and returning nothing for the sustenance it afforded me4 ,i felt that ,i should at least go to work and do something that would help to pay for my keeping4 ,true it was that ,i had the money to pay for these things1 but where did the money come from8 ,where does all money come from8 ,to have money to pay for things does not mean that one has earned them4 ,so ,i decided that ,i would go to work as soon as possible1 and give to the community an equivalent for the things ,i enjoyed4 ,but then1 the great difficulty arose when ,i tried to find something to do4 ,it made little difference what kind of work ,i should engage in as long as it was of a productive nature4 ,but when ,i went around looking for employment1 ,i discovered that there was none to be had4 ,it is certainly a most unnatural system which fails to utilize all the power at its command for the good of universal production1 and it seems hard to realize that such conditions can exist2 but during my wanderings from street to street1 store to store1 and factory to factory1 throughout the great commonwealth of ,new ,york1 ,i discovered that besides myself1 there were also thousands of other earnest men tramping the streets1 willing1 but unable1 to find work4 ,at last1 however1 ,i was put in the peculiar position of having to pay to work4 ,one day1 after a week of unsuccessful attempts to obtain employment1 ,i ran across one of the sub-bosses of the street-cleaning department4 ,making known my desire to him1 ,i was amazed when he told me that he would let me work on condition that ,i paid him twenty-five dollars for the job and promised to give him ten per cent4 of my wages each month4 ,he informed me that all of the men under his charge had to do likewise4 ,in fact1 he intimated that in order to hold his own position as sub-boss he had to pay this money to bosses higher up in the department4 ,and so in order to feel that ,i was at least doing something for the community to earn my right to live1 ,i was forced to pay for the opportunity and also to aid in keeping alive one of the many systems of graft1 which unnaturally swallows up the results of honest men's labor4 ,so ,i began work as a street-sweeper--a position looked upon generally as one of the lowest in the scale of human employment4 ,why the man who sweeps the streets1 making clean and wholesome the thoroughfares1 which have to be traveled constantly by the people1 and saving the public from filth and disease1 should be looked down upon by the rest of his fellow beings for doing this great service1 seems beyond the limits of sane reasoning2 but such is the case in this world1 where money is the god worshiped by all4 ,an illustrative incident occurred while ,i held the unique position of street-sweeper1 and at the same time being a guest at the fashionable ,waldoria ,hotel4 ,i had become acquainted with many of the wealthy guests of the place1 who1 no doubt1 supposing me to be a man of riches1 courted my society to some extent4 ,in fact1 ,i had become rather popular among the permanent residents4 ,there was one family in particular1 a certain ,mrs4 ,snipe and her two daughters1 who took every occasion to pay me attentions1 until one day as ,i was engaged in my daily work on the street1 some distance from the hotel1 ,i noticed a carriage approaching which held ,mrs4 ,snipe and her brood4 ,they were all looking straight at me1 but gave no sign of recognition as they passed along4 ,that evening1 after ,i had changed my working clothes1 which by the way1 resembled the white duck outfit worn by an ,african explorer1 and1 having left them in the tool-house1 ,i went home and attired myself in evening dress4 ,again ,i met the ,snipe family in one of the foyers of the hotel4 ,the old lady1 accompanied by her eligible daughters1 approached me and said3 ,mr4 ,convert1 ,i have something awfully funny to tell you4 ,it is just too funny to keep to myself4 ,you have a double2 we saw him today4 ,now1 don't get angry when ,i tell you where we saw him and who he is1 but he resembled you so much that if it were not for the position he occupied ,i should have sworn it was you4 ,he was a member of the street-sweeping brigade1 and if you wish to see him just go over to ,fifth avenue and ,twenty-sixth street tomorrow and you can see for yourself4 ,there1 now1 you are not angry1 are you8 ,no1 answered ,i1 the person you refer to ,i have seen many times4 ,there is nothing to be angry about4 ,certainly1 not because he holds the honorable position of cleaning the streets which you have to travel4 ,honorable1 retorted ,mrs4 ,snipe2 you must be joking4 ,i cannot understand how an aristocratic gentleman like yourself would otherwise make such an absurd remark4 ,i am not joking at all1 said ,i2 in my estimation1 the street-sweeper belongs to the most honorable portion of mankind4 ,he is down-trodden by society now1 owing to an unnatural system which permits the strong to take the largest portion of wealth and rule2 but the day will come when men who sweep the streets or occupy other positions of worth to the community1 will enjoy the same luxuries and surroundings that you and other non-producers now enjoy4 ,they will live in the palaces now occupied by the parasites who do no work4 ,such places as the ,waldoria ,hotel will be utilized for their benefit1 and those who do not work1 those who claim the right to live without labor1 will be thrown out entirely4 ,why1 ,mr4 ,convert1 what do you mean by talking in such a beastly way8 ,if you are so fond of those vulgar street-sweepers1 why don't you become one of them8 ,i have1 ,i answered4 ,the man you saw today sweeping the streets was none other than myself1 and ,i am proud of it4 ,you are either joking or else you have gone out of your mind1 said ,mrs4 ,snipe with a look of disgust4 ,but upon my reiteration that ,i was really the man she saw1 both she and her daughters abruptly left my presence and never looked at me afterwards4 ,they no doubt communicated the text of our conversation to the different people of the hotel1 also1 for ,i discovered later that the other guests with whom ,i had become acquainted1 not only refused to converse with me1 but regarded me as a sort of curiosity or peculiar freak of nature4 ,they would pass me on the street1 where ,i was working at different times1 in their gorgeous carriages1 and1 calling each other's attention would pass jokes at my expense1 and laugh loud and mockingly at me4 ,at first these things troubled me to some degree1 but gradually ,i gathered courage to bear their sneers-courage such as ,i had never experienced before4 ,i had faced all manner of dangers during my life without fear1 but ,i had never known the real meaning of courage until ,i made up my mind to do right under all conditions1 and accept the ridicule of my fellow beings without resentment4 ,in my humble position ,i could now appreciate the philosophy and the true greatness of the ,sagewoman's beautiful lessons of unselfishness4 ,i felt that ,i was just beginning to get strong-strong in the grandest attribute a human being can possess-moral courage4 ,the great ,sagewoman's teachings on forbearance were beginning to take root in my nature4 ,i was learning to understand that ,i must work and feel for others1 regardless of my own selfish desires4 ,one day1 while ,i was busily engaged in my daily toil1 my attention became attracted to a big1 fashionably dressed man1 standing on the sidewalk near by1 calmly smoking a high-priced cigar4 ,he was apparently about thirty years of age1 six feet tall1 and weighed over two hundred pounds4 ,he was beastly in appearance1 and looked as if he considered his own selfish wants as the only things in the world worth attention4 ,he probably had never done an honest day's labor in his life4 ,a ragged old man1 about sixty years of age1 who apparently had given his whole life to productive toil1 but now feeble and half-starved in appearance1 approached and appealed to him for a few cents with which to buy something to eat4 ,the big fellow roughly told him to go along and not bother him1 and the old man1 not doing as he was ordered1 the young man deliberately swung his fist and struck the poor beggar between the eyes1 knocking him senseless to the pavement4 ,for a moment ,i was dumbfounded by this exhibition of brutality1 and then instantly every drop of blood in my body was set boiling at the sight4 ,i lost control of myself4 ,my old-time pugnacious spirit asserted itself1 and ,i sprang forward like a maddened bull1 striking the brute a vicious blow upon the head with my fist1 and sending him sprawling several feet away4 ,as he scrambled to his feet1 in a dazed condition1 ,i rushed forward furiously1 with the intention of felling him to the ground4 ,after allowing him to regain his feet1 ,i raised my arm to deal a well-directed blow with all my strength1 when something within me suddenly cried out3 ,don't strike4 ,don't make a brute of yourself because the other did4 ,let the law take its course4 ,and1 as ,i hesitated momentarily1 there passed through my mind like an electric flash1 these words3 ,always consult your soul for advice4 ,do no act your conscience will not sanction4 ,then instantly recognizing the mandate ,i had so faithfully promised the great ,sagewoman to obey1 ,i overcame my rage and allowed my arms to fall to my sides without striking another blow4 ,two policemen hurriedly approached the scene4 ,i stated what had occurred and requested them to take the bully to jail4 ,to my surprise1 however1 at the command of the well-dressed ruffian1 who ,i afterward learned was a wealthy financier1 both myself and the beggar were taken to the station-house4 ,i was fined ten dollars1 and the poor old man was sentenced to jail for thirty days4 ,while ,i knew that in this case the law of justice had been misapplied in favor of the cowardly ,wretch with money1 nevertheless ,i felt that ,i had gained incalculable strength in self-control by not acting contrary to the warning of my soul and making of myself the same kind of a brute as the one whom ,i had intended to injure4 ,,chapter ,,xxx ,central ,park is a tract of land situate in the middle of residential ,new ,york4 ,it is oblong in shape1 being two miles in length1 half a mile in width and covering an area of about eight hundred and sixty acres4 ,the ground has been artificially changed from a wild waste to one of the most beautiful spots to be found anywhere4 ,it is coursed by a net-work of splendid drive-ways1 equestrian roads and foot-paths running in all directions among the many little rocky hills and miniature lakes4 ,trees1 flower-beds and shrubbery of various kinds have been cleverly arranged by skilled artists to form a delightfully picturesque effect4 ,chirping birds of many colors and tame squirrels in multitudinous numbers find this park a heavenly abiding place where the danger of annihilation is minimized4 ,playgrounds for the children are laid out in different parts of the domain while a zoological garden where animals are kept imprisoned in small cages for the term of their natural lives1 is put forth as one of its many features4 ,as one passes through the entrance gate at ,seventy-eighth street and ,central ,park ,west1 and turns first to the right1 then to the left1 and finally to the right again1 following a foot-path similar in its windings to a letter ,s1 and crossing two small bridges1 he will come to an abrupt ending of a narrow path running into an immense projecting rock4 ,here is located a canopied seat just large enough for two people4 ,facing this shelter is a small lake1 on the edge of which overhanging trees afford delightful shade during the hot months4 ,that was the place selected by ,arletta for our meeting ground4 ,it was an out-of-the-way1 quiet and romantic spot where we spent many pleasant afternoons and evenings enjoying each other's company4 ,whenever ,arletta wanted to see me she sent a note which never failed to bring me there4 ,in fact1 such a feeling of enchantment did the place hold for me1 that many times ,i wandered out there and sat alone for hours1 musing4 ,but notwithstanding that our many meetings had the effect of strengthening our mutual admiration and love for each other1 and that ,i was beginning to fairly idolize this beautiful young woman1 still certain things came to pass that ,i could not understand1 and which caused me to feel that ,arletta's actions were very mysterious1 and that there was something about her life she was trying to withhold from me4 ,in the first place she would never meet me anywhere else except in that obscure nook in the park1 and in departing would not permit me to escort her beyond the ,seventy-eighth street entrance1 where she would abruptly bid me a hasty adieu1 with instructions that ,i must take another route4 ,that1 in itself1 appeared to be a strange proceeding1 but one evening as ,i entered a fashionable ,fifth avenue restaurant on one of my tours of inspection of plutocratic conditions1 ,i was amazed to see her seated at one of the tables1 drinking wine with a male companion4 ,her face was flushed from the effects of the beverage1 and she was acting a trifle hilarious1 and displaying traits of frivolity such as ,i had never observed in her before4 ,as ,i caught her eye she gave a quick start1 and then deliberately turned her head in another direction1 and pretended not to have seen me4 ,at this act ,i rushed out into the street1 and it was with great difficulty that ,i was able to control my feelings4 ,the next evening ,i met her in the park1 and was further surprised when she not only failed to mention the incident1 but intimated that she had spent the evening at an entirely different place4 ,she appeared so innocent1 however1 and was so charming in her manner that ,i almost immediately forgot the affair1 and said nothing about it4 ,a few nights later1 though1 as ,i was walking down ,broadway1 near ,twenty-seventh street1 ,i noticed a large crowd of men and women gathered1 and questioning a bystander as to the reason thereof1 ,i was informed that a stylishly dressed lady was too drunk to navigate and was in the hands of a policeman4 ,as ,i craned my neck to get a glimpse of the unfortunate woman1 ,i was shocked beyond expression to find that it was none other than ,arletta who had created the commotion4 ,horrified1 ,i rushed through the crowd1 pushing men right and left1 until ,i had reached the policeman1 who was holding her up by the arm and trying to ascertain her name and address4 ,she could hardly stand1 and seemed dazed to the point of falling1 but as ,i spoke her name1 her memory revived somewhat1 and1 fixing her half-closed eyes upon me1 she said3 ,why1 hello ,jack ,and then1 turning to the officer1 remarked3 ,this is my friend ,jack2 he will take me home4 ,i could not understand the reason she called me ,jack4 ,she had never addressed me in that way before4 ,but without delay ,i informed the policeman that ,i would take charge of her1 and requested him to call a cab4 ,when the vehicle arrived it became necessary for me to lift her bodily into it1 and then ,i was at a loss to know just where to take her4 ,in order to get away from the crowd1 however1 ,i told the driver to go on and ,i would give him the address later4 ,tell him to take us to the ,seraglio ,apartments1 she mumbled4 ,do you know where the ,seraglio ,apartments are8 ,i inquired of the driver4 ,yes1 sir1 in ,central ,park ,west1 replied he1 as he whipped up his horse and started in that direction4 ,arletta said no more1 but remained silent1 as if stupefied from the effects of the intoxicating drink she had taken4 ,what a pity1 thought ,i1 as we sped along1 that this young woman1 with all of her beauty1 grace and charm1 and with all of her splendid traits of character1 should fall a victim to the awful curse of drink6 ,could this condition have been brought about because she had no work to perform and too much time and money to squander recklessly8 ,what a pity that there are human beings who make and sell poisonous stuff for money which not only robs those who use it of their reasoning power1 but which undermines the very foundation of the human race6 ,those people who make and sell liquor1 knowing that it will ultimately destroy the lives of thousands of human beings1 are just as much murderous poisoners as would be the chemist who would knowingly give a deadly drug to an intended suicide4 ,when we arrived at the apartment house1 which was one of the most magnificent in ,new ,york1 it was with some difficulty that ,i was able to arouse her sufficiently so that she could walk with my assistance4 ,entering the vestibule1 ,i asked her if she could get along without further help1 but she insisted that ,i should go to her rooms1 so getting into the elevator we were taken up to the eighth floor4 ,as though he was accustomed to this sort of an affair1 the elevator attendant went ahead and opened one of the doors on the right of the hallway1 and after turning on the electric light1 and we had entered1 he withdrew at once1 quietly closing the door after him4 ,i then found myself within one of the most elegantly furnished drawing rooms imaginable4 ,at one end of the apartment was an archway gorgeously draped with costly tapestries which partially screened another room beyond1 which served as a bed-chamber4 ,arletta staggered forward1 half pulling me along with her into this other room1 and throwing herself upon the bed1 ordered me1 in a dazed sort of a way1 to remove her clothing4 ,i was dumbfounded at this extraordinary command and felt that ,i was placed in an extremely awkward position4 ,i did not like the idea of allowing the poor girl to remain over night1 in the uncomfortable position she had taken1 bound as she was by tightly fitting garments1 and still ,i realized that it was a very delicate undertaking to follow out her instructions1 knowing full well that if she were in her right senses she would be horrified at the thought of such a thing4 ,but as ,i stood looking at her for several moments in a state of perplexed indecision1 and wondering what course to pursue1 she began to moan as if in agony1 and without further hesitation ,i decided to go ahead and do my best to make her position more comfortable4 ,so ,i began by taking off her shoes4 ,what a superb foot6 mused ,i enthusiastically1 as ,i unlaced and removed her pretty little shoes4 ,was there ever another quite so shapely or entrancing8 ,and the ankle6 ,how daintily its joints showed beneath embroidered hose of exquisite material4 ,hardly had ,i begun this task before ,i realized that a strange magnetic force was stealing upon me4 ,with such a feast for my eyes to contend with1 it seemed as if my senses were being gradually overcome by the intoxicating clutch of voluptuous dreams4 ,the shoes off1 ,i turned my attention to the collar which apparently caused her much uneasiness4 ,the collar1 as ,i discovered1 was a part of the bodice and could not be taken off without removing the whole garment1 which task required considerable time1 patience1 and careful maneuvering to perform4 ,this ,i finally accomplished1 however1 with the aid of ,arletta1 who revived occasionally from her comatose state long enough to give a few indistinct directions1 and then as my eyes rested upon her lovely arms1 neck and shoulders1 ,i was plunged into ecstatic emotion such as words have not the power to express4 ,at last ,i succeeded in loosening the stays and different cords and ribbons usually worn by women1 which alleviated her distress considerably1 and after throwing a light robe over her form was about to1 arrange her position so that she might rest comfortably1 when to my utter astonishment she threw her arms around my neck1 kissed me several times1 and whispered in my ear1 ,you won't leave me alone tonight1 will you1 darling8 ,this seemed to be almost too much for me to bear2 the cravings of my sensual nature began a desperate struggle with my better self4 ,my blood started to tingle with the heat of passion4 ,evil thoughts crowded themselves into my brain4 ,the more of these evil thoughts ,i allowed to enter my head the less power of resistance ,i held against their subtle ravages4 ,i was losing self-control4 ,i felt powerless to battle successfully against the temptation4 ,stealthily walking over to the door1 ,i softly bolted it and then stood still for some time and listened4 ,it was past midnight and everything was quiet4 ,i turned out the light and started to go over to ,arletta4 ,as ,i did so1 something within me seemed to cry out with shame against such cowardice4 ,as ,i paused for a moment1 the voice from within became stronger in its disapproval of my intentions4 ,apparently ,i became divided into two parts1 and each was struggling for the mastery of me4 ,one side was trying with all its might to push me forward1 while the other was attempting to hold me back with reproachful warnings4 ,these two parts were my material and spiritual selves1 contending for supremacy4 ,i wavered back and forth1 from one to the other1 and it seemed that the material side was about to conquer and carry me down to disgrace1 when suddenly there passed through my mind like a great wave of strength the ,sagewoman's wonderful precept3 ,always consult your soul for advice4 ,do no act your conscience will not sanction4 ,and recognizing the full meaning of these words1 ,i immediately turned about1 unbolted the door1 and quietly left the apartment1 feeling that the soul was still master of my actions4 ,,chapter ,,xxxi ,almost from the first day after ,i left the hospital ,i began to feel an earnest desire to follow out the instructions of the great ,sage-woman in regard to teaching my fellow beings the philosophy of ,natural ,law1 and1 knowing of no better way to begin this work1 ,i decided to go out and lecture upon the streets to all persons who might care to listen4 ,i set aside three evenings each week to preach the ,truth1 and took a position at the corner of ,fifth avenue1 and ,twenty-third street1 just opposite the ,flatiron building1 with nothing but a soap-box for a platform2 it was here that ,i devoted many evenings instructing the masses in the principles of ,sagemanism4 ,at first ,i felt a little awkward1 and could not find sufficient words to express myself properly upon the subject1 but gradually there came self-reliance1 which enabled me to communicate my thoughts to others1 and within a few weeks ,i had acquired a fluency of speech whereby ,i could talk for hours without embarrassment4 ,during my first attempts at public speaking1 few people would remain more than a moment or two to hear what ,i had to say1 but with the increased force and power of speech1 which ,i acquired with practice1 my audiences grew larger and larger1 until finally the streets were blockaded with their numbers at these meetings4 ,many of my hearers1 both rich and poor alike1 got into the habit of coming repeatedly to listen to these talks1 and after a short time they would come to me one by one and request personal tutorage in the principles set forth4 ,in fact1 the number of these proselytes increased to such an extent1 and their intentions were so earnest and serious1 that it finally became necessary to engage a hall1 where we might hold private meetings4 ,it was in this way that there was finally organized the society for the propagation of the principles of ,natural ,law4 ,little by little the society gained in numerical strength1 until ,i felt sure that the seed of this grand work had been planted in human soil for all time to come1 and that its fruits would blossom forth in abundance as time passed by4 ,but while success appeared to be crowning my humble efforts in this direction1 and the more progress ,i made in this propaganda1 the more opposed to my methods ,arletta became4 ,she grew intensely antagonistic to my work1 and tried in every way to have me discontinue it4 ,she could not believe that all human beings were born to have equal rights and privileges in the world4 ,she had been taught from infancy that there must always be a master and a servant1 and that the ,deity was responsible for the position held between them4 ,she believed1 as most good ,christians do1 that it is the ,creator's will that some people are born in wealth and luxury1 while others are born and bred in poverty and squalor4 ,she repeatedly endeavored to persuade me to desist in the work ,i had undertaken and re-enter the ,church as a good ,christian member4 ,my efforts to convert her as a believer in ,natural ,law were futile1 and a great gulf seemed to be springing up and separating us from one another4 ,i felt that ,i was placed in a very difficult position4 ,on the one hand1 ,i loved this beautiful young woman more than words can convey any idea of4 ,she seemed to be a part of my life4 ,i would have gladly suffered any pain or torture1 if by so doing it would have afforded her one moment of pleasure4 ,on the other hand1 ,i had sworn most solemnly to the great ,sagewoman that ,i would devote the remainder of my natural life to the dissemination of the principles in which she had instructed me4 ,i often wondered at my strange predicament4 ,here ,i was being censured by the reincarnated soul of the great ,sage-woman for carrying out the very work she taught me1 and for fulfilling my promise to her4 ,the climax of this peculiar situation was reached one night at our meeting place in the park4 ,arletta had sent me an urgent despatch to come and see her without fail1 and then she had stated that it was her intention to leave ,new ,york the next day on a protracted trip through ,europe4 ,she said she had come to bid me good-bye1 and that it was to be good-bye forever1 as she never intended to see me again4 ,she appeared depressed and sad upon this occasion1 and her eyes were filled with tears4 ,in answer to my inquiry1 as to her reason for leaving me in this way1 she said that it was because she could not uphold me in my crusade against all recognized principles of religious beliefs4 ,she told me frankly that she loved me and that she cared nothing for any other man in the world except myself1 but that she could not do otherwise than go away and forget me4 ,she claimed that nothing further could come of our friendship as long as ,i continued an emissary of ,natural ,law2 that her religion forbade it and her parents would oppose it2 that her friends would be against it1 and the whole world would sneer at it2 and that to be placed in such a trying position was more than she could possibly bear4 ,according to her1 there was no good reason why ,i could not give up my undertaking1 to please her4 ,she had everything in the world to make me happy and was willing to give me anything within her power1 if ,i would only relinquish my purpose and promise never to think of it again4 ,she told me that she was wealthy1 that she had millions in her own name1 and that her father and uncles were multi-millionaires1 to whose wealth she would be the sole heir4 ,she said that if ,i would promise to quit the work ,i was engaged in1 that she would give me her hand in marriage1 and also deposit in the bank to my credit one million dollars on the following day as a dowry1 with which ,i could do as ,i pleased4 ,she was serious and1 apparently in earnest1 and ,i did not doubt one word of what she said as being the truth4 ,so ,i was placed in the position of choosing between great wealth1 the woman ,i loved1 and all other earthly pleasures on the one hand1 and a duty which ,i had solemnly sworn to perform1 on the other4 ,it was a trying situation1 to say the least4 ,with bowed head ,i sat and considered all phases of the matter1 with much earnestness and equal indecision4 ,to think that ,arletta would leave me forever was to feel that my heart was being torn from its fastenings4 ,to have her as my wife1 this alone seemed to be the very greatest happiness that life could afford1 and mayhap1 the promise of a million dollars was not without its allurement4 ,a position in the very best society of the country also loomed before my vision1 as ,i considered these things4 ,on the other hand1 if ,i refused1 ,i could look forward to a life of poverty1 hard work1 and the abuse of my fellow beings4 ,the temptation was a trying one1 and it seemed impossible for me to refuse ,arletta's offering4 ,as ,i raised my head and looked into her beautiful eyes1 which expressed great love1 and tenderness1 and expectation1 ,i felt that ,i could not say no to her4 ,it seemed as if ,i had been placed between honor and temptation1 and was about to fall into the arms of the latter4 ,i hesitated a moment1 undecided as to what to do1 when something within me distinctly said3 ,be a man4 ,give up all earthly pleasures during this life and teach ,natural ,law1 according to your promise4 ,then once again the wise words of the great ,sagewoman passed through my mind3 ,always consult your soul for advice4 ,do no act your conscience will not sanction4 ,instantly arising and feeling that ,i should follow the advice of my soul above all other considerations1 ,i determined to do that which was right4 ,i concluded that to lose ,arletta1 and all the pleasures incidental to a life with her1 was but a temporary loss1 but the opportunity of setting a great example to my fellow beings1 a precedent that would have lasting influence1 might never arrive again1 and that it was my solemn duty to seize this chance while ,i had the power to do so4 ,so1 standing erect and without further hesitation1 ,i took ,arletta's hand in mine and said3 ,my dear girl1 to lose you will cause me much suffering and pain1 so much that it would be impossible for you to form any conception of it4 ,to lose you is to deprive me of all that is dear and sweet in this life4 ,to permit you to go without acceding to your wishes taxes my strength to the utmost limit1 but believe me1 the life of one little human being is of short duration in the immense sea of time1 and while ,i am giving up the delight and pleasure of your companionship now1 ,i am doing so in order that ,i may lend my feeble efforts toward the establishment of a social system whereby the conditions of this world will be made such that at some future date our souls may be able to join each other in peace and harmony and enjoy the blessings of a heavenly world1 free from money1 which ,i hope will eventually be the result of my present labors4 ,therefore1 in acting contrary to your wishes now1 ,i feel that ,i am working for your future happiness4 ,i shall remain at my present post of duty1 trying to uplift mankind1 ,i shall follow the dictates of my conscience in doing this1 and as long as the bones of my little anatomy hold together as a living being and my brain has the power to reason1 ,i shall teach the principles of ,natural ,law even if all the world follows your example and turns against me4 ,at the conclusion of this little speech my emotion overcame me and ,i could say no more4 ,arletta also appeared overcome with sadness1 and was unable to speak4 ,she withdrew her hand from mine and without a word turned and walked slowly away1 sobbing bitterly as she left4 ,i stood and watched her retreating form in a dazed sort of a way4 ,with each step which put us farther apart1 increasing darkness obscured my vision4 ,i wanted to call her back but a lump came in my throat and ,i could not speak4 ,my brain was in a whirl4 ,a terrible feeling of gloom over- shadowed me4 ,i labored under great excitement4 ,my head seemed as if it were ready to burst4 ,i felt that ,i was going mad4 ,the trees and everything else appeared to be moving about in great confusion4 ,those same symptoms which ,i experienced after falling among the rocks of ,sageland returned4 ,my body seemed to be dividing into several parts and then becoming one again4 ,i tried to control myself but without avail4 ,all of a sudden ,i saw standing before me two ,arlettas1 one at the right hand and the other at the left4 ,the one at the right ,i instantly recognized as the great ,sagewoman1 while on the left stood the girl ,arletta4 ,they were facing and pointing in opposite directions4 ,looking to my right ,i saw a path running up a steep hill which seemed almost impossible to climb and upon which was inscribed the word strength4 ,to my left ,i observed a path running down the hill upon which was written the word weakness4 ,at the top of the hill everything looked bright and cheerful and orderly1 while at the bottom darkness and confusion prevailed4 ,above the extreme top1 as though stamped in space like a great rainbow1 these words appeared3 ,natural ,law1 ,wisdom1 ,love for ,others4 ,at the bottom1 and almost obscured in the gloom1 ,i faintly discerned the following3 ,religion1 ,ignorance1 ,love of ,self4 ,as ,i stood speechless at this wonderful vision everything suddenly became dark and ,i knew no more4 ,,chapter ,,xxxii ,the next impression my memory has any record of was a huge ocean steamer1 floating away upon the deep4 ,great volumes of smoke were pouring forth from its smoke-stacks as it majestically glided over the water4 ,upon its many decks were hundreds of human beings1 scattered about in little groups1 gaily chatting and enjoying to the fullest extent the delight experienced by an ocean voyage4 ,among all of the happy faces1 however1 there was one that appeared sad and forlorn4 ,it was the face of a beautiful young woman1 standing alone against the railing of the promenade deck1 who was weeping in silence4 ,as she raised her eyes and looked in my direction1 ,i instantly recognized the girl ,arletta1 and realized that she was leaving me forever4 ,and then1 like one in a dream1 ,i held out my hands and mutely implored her to return4 ,she appeared to be within a short distance and looking straight at me1 but still made no sign of recognition4 ,i could not understand the reason for such coldness on her part1 and in astonishment rubbed my eyes and looked again1 when lo and behold1 she had vanished from sight4 ,but far out into the distance1 almost to the horizon1 ,i could plainly see a large steamer headed toward the vast ocean beyond4 ,i looked around in a confused sort of a way1 and discovered1 to my surprise1 that ,i was standing almost at the water's edge on one of the docks near ,battery ,place4 ,it was daylight1 and the sun was shining overhead4 ,i then concluded that ,i must have been out of my head for some time1 and questioning a stranger1 who stood nearby1 ,i learned that just fourteen hours had elapsed since ,i had bade ,arletta good-bye1 and ,i could form no recollection of the slightest incident that happened since then4 ,after watching the steamer until it had disappeared from view1 ,i slowly walked to a bench in ,battery ,park and sat down1 in the depths of despair1 to reflect upon the strange occurrence4 ,i must have sat there for about an hour in deep meditation1 when my attention was attracted by a newspaper urchin1 shouting at the top of his voice3 ,paper6 ,extra6 ,all about the great murder4 ,at the same time he rushed up to me1 pushed a paper into my hand1 took the penny ,i offered him mechanically1 and scampered along4 ,another murder1 mused ,i2 what a pity human beings cannot dwell together without taking each other's lives4 ,glancing over the headlines1 ,i learned from the big black type that a beautiful young woman had been murdered in cold blood4 ,reading further1 ,i was horrified to find that the young woman's name was ,arletta ,fogg1 and that she was murdered in her own rooms1 at the ,seraglio ,apartments1 ,central ,park ,west4 ,i could hardly believe my eyes saw the thing aright4 ,i felt sure that it must be an optical illusion wrought by my constant thought of ,arletta4 ,i looked again and again1 yet read ever the same words1 and1 laboring under tremendous excitement1 ,i hurriedly perused the account of the murder4 ,it stated that about eleven o'clock of the previous night ,arletta ,fogg had arrived at the apartment house1 and had been taken to her rooms by the elevator attendant4 ,a half hour later a tall1 smooth-faced1 white-haired gentleman arrived1 and was shown to her apartments4 ,this man was seen by the watchman to leave the place at three o'clock in the morning1 and the chambermaid discovered her at ten o'clock in the morning1 dead1 and covered with blood from several stabs in the body4 ,cold perspiration oozed from every pore of my body as ,i read and re-read this article1 over and over again4 ,i was puzzled1 dumbfounded1 horror- stricken4 ,the description given of the apparent murderer tallied exactly with myself4 ,straining every nerve ,i endeavored to regain some impression that might lead to a knowledge of my actions from the time ,arletta left me the night before until ,i had recovered my senses that day4 ,but try as ,i might1 ,i could no more recall to memory the slightest movement on my part during that time than ,i could recollect any event which happened during the twenty-one years of which my life had been a blank4 ,like a man under the influence of liquor ,i arose and staggered hurriedly forward until ,i reached the ,l station where ,i boarded a train and rode up to ,eighty-first street4 ,here ,i alighted and walked rapidly over to the ,seraglio ,apartments4 ,a vast crowd of curious people was collected about the place1 and as ,i approached1 all eyes were apparently turned upon me4 ,hastening forward ,i bounded up the entrance steps and almost flew into the vestibule4 ,there were little knots of people standing about the hallway1 talking in low tones4 ,even their voices hushed as ,i hurried into the elevator and told the attendant to take me up to the eighth floor4 ,the operator appeared to be almost frightened out of his wits at the sight of me1 but after a momentary pause he ran the elevator to the eighth floor1 peering at me all the time as he might have eyed a wild beast who was about to devour him4 ,many people were in the upper hall- way1 but looking neither to the right nor to the left1 ,i went straight to the door of the room ,i had entered the night ,i had taken ,arletta home4 ,finding it locked1 without a moment's hesitation ,i threw against it1 all of the force my gigantic frame could command which caused it to give way and fly open before me4 ,i then observed that there were several men in the room1 in different positions and groups1 as if making a study of the surroundings4 ,lying upon the bed1 in the room adjoining1 was the form of a woman partly covered by a spread1 and being examined by a man who might have been the coroner4 ,as ,i rushed forward like a madman1 every one there became frightened and made way for me to pass4 ,approaching the bed ,i eagerly scanned her features1 and being positive of her identity ,i took the inanimate form of ,arletta in my arms and kissing her tenderly1 was overcome by emotion4 ,,chapter ,,xxxiii ,arrested for the murder of ,arletta ,fogg1 after being positively identified by the elevator attendant and the night watchman as being the only person who visited her apartments on the night of the crime1 was the next incident of my strange career4 ,thrown into prison1 and caged like a savage beast in a little cell hardly large enough to turn around in1 has been my lot ever since that awful tragedy4 ,the case attracted widespread interest1 and the newspapers teemed with sensational accounts of it4 ,at the trial1 all of the evidence pointed directly to me as the perpetrator of the deed4 ,the elevator operator swore that ,i was the man whom he had taken to ,arletta's apartments shortly after eleven o'clock that night4 ,the watchman testified that he saw me leave her room at three o'clock in the morning4 ,on the stand1 ,i was made to tell1 under oath1 that ,arletta and ,i had been lovers2 that we had been together that same night in the park1 and had parted at about half past ten o'clock2 that she had informed me of her intention to never see me again4 ,by these statements the prosecuting attorney showed the motive for the crime4 ,i could give no account of my time between half past ten that night and the next day at noon1 which was another strong point against me4 ,i had pleaded not guilty1 feeling that as ,i knew nothing about the crime ,i could not very wisely do otherwise1 but also1 stating that ,i had suffered a temporary aberration of the mind during that time1 and that if ,i really did commit the deed1 which ,i could not believe possible1 then ,i had done it in an entirely different character or personality from my normal self4 ,my attorney endeavored to have me sham insanity during the trial1 and he became irritably insolent in his manner toward me because ,i positively refused to do so4 ,he told me that if ,i stuck to the truth ,i would surely be convicted1 but if ,i followed his advice by openly assuming idiotic tactics in court and making false statements under oath1 according to his directions1 he could save me without any trouble4 ,he frequently growled and cursed at me for the straightforward way that ,i gave my testimony1 claiming that his professional reputation was being ruined by my telling the truth4 ,he privately acknowledged that1 in his opinion1 ,i was guilty1 but that if he were successful in having me acquitted1 he would achieve great fame thereby1 and incidentally be able to increase the size of his future clients' fees4 ,it was proved in court-alas1 the saddest blow ,i had yet received1 that ,arletta was a frivolous young woman1 who practically lived a life of ease and luxury1 by monetary gifts derived from two wealthy men1 one a ,united ,states ,senator and the other a prominent ,wall ,street financier1 both being high pillars of the ,church1 and one of them being old enough to be her grandfather4 ,that was the most painful testimony of the whole proceedings4 ,it did not seem possible to me that the dear1 sweet1 innocent girl1 whom ,i had loved so much for her gentleness and kindness of nature1 could possibly lead such a dual existence1 and ,i could not understand why she should have deceived me1 with accounts of herself so at variance with the facts4 ,when ,i thought of her as she had always appeared to me1 excepting those times when ,i saw her under the influence of liquor1 she seemed like a good angel1 who was far beyond even the suspicion of reproach2 and so when ,i learned the worst1 ,i pictured her at her best1 and my love remained unshaken4 ,while ,i realized that it was the poor girl's weakness that led her into temptation1 still it was plain to discern that the cause of her downfall was money and the miserable creatures who utilized it to buy her very life's blood and drag her along the mire of shame4 ,the poor girl is dead1 but the great men1 through whose efforts she was disgraced1 are still alive1 and are considered eminently respectable by both the ,church and the community4 ,the curse of money could not have been more forcibly demonstrated than by this incident4 ,the unfortunate young woman craved money1 and sold herself for it4 ,my deepest sympathy goes after her to the grave4 ,the finger of scorn is now raised against ,arletta by the whole world1 but if she could be brought back to life again1 ,i should gladly take her by the hand and say1 that my love for her was as strong as ever1 and that ,i would defend her against the insults of the depraved society which reared and educated her in the vices which it now deplores4 ,it took the jury just forty-five minutes to reach a decision against me4 ,ten minutes of this time1 as ,i learned from newspaper accounts1 were devoted to prayer1 that the ,almighty should point out the right way to decide the case4 ,evidently the god1 to whom the jury prayed1 demonstrated that it was their duty to convict me4 ,for convict me they did1 by bringing in a verdict of murder in the first degree4 ,my sentence was that ,i pay the penalty of the crime with my life by being electrocuted4 ,the trial was severe and brutal from beginning to end1 from my point of view4 ,i was bullied by the prosecutor1 scathingly censured by the judge1 libeled by the press1 cursed by the public1 and deserted by my own attorney4 ,i was treated like a cowardly beast of the most depraved type4 ,but with all the abuse that was heaped upon me1 ,i endured it without a murmur1 calmly claiming that ,i was not responsible for the deed1 but perfectly willing to take any punishment the law meted out to me4 ,there was one thing1 however1 which stood out prominently amidst the many shoals of my misfortune1 which made me feel that ,i had not lived in vain4 ,my faithful little band of followers1 whom ,i had taught the principles of ,natural ,law1 remained loyal to me until the very end4 ,not one member of the society was there who would believe that ,i was guilty of such an atrocious crime4 ,they insisted that there was some mistake1 and spent much time and money in trying to ferret out the mystery4 ,they called upon me as often as the prison regulations would permit1 and amid scenes that were touching1 protested their undying fidelity to me and the cause ,i espoused4 ,each individual promised most solemnly to carry on the work ,i had begun as long as his life lasted1 and ,i feel sure that1 although the end of my time is drawing near1 the work entrusted to me by the great ,sagewoman is born again1 and will grow to huge proportions as time passes on4 ,and so ,i have come to the end of my story4 ,tomorrow ,i must die4 ,in writing this book1 ,i have tried to confine myself exclusively to the truth4 ,i have felt all along1 however1 my inability to do the subject justice4 ,there are many things that the great ,sagewoman tried to impress upon me which my little brain was not strong enough to grasp4 ,there are also many things which are perfectly clear in my mind1 that ,i have been unable to convey to others1 but ,i have done my best1 and that is all that can be expected of any one4 ,i should like to have given more attention to the arrangement of this work1 but unfortunately the time allowed me has been very short1 and ,i have had to rush it along in order to complete it4 ,i have produced this treatise while confined within my cell in the death-house1 and therefore have had many disadvantages to contend with4 ,i shall give the manuscript to the little body of men and women who are banded together and known as the ,natural ,law ,society1 of which ,i had the honor to be the founder1 with the understanding that it will be published and distributed at the earliest possible date4 ,i could wish that the reader might peruse the contents of this work a second time1 if it is not asking too much2 at least that he might go over carefully and thoughtfully that portion of it which contains the teachings of the great ,sagewoman4 ,while ,i probably have failed to present clearly much of the great wisdom directly received from her magnificent brain1 there may arise in the future1 wise men1 who will be capable of reading in these lines much more than even ,i1 who write them1 am able to comprehend4 ,it is my one hope that great men will spring up in the future and take hold of this work--men with minds so strong1 so broad1 so courageous1 and so unselfish1 that they will be willing to devote their lives to the noble task of trying to put the whole human race on a footing of equality4 ,there can be no equality so long as those who are strong want to take more of nature's gifts than those who are weak1 and no man can ever be great who thinks that one human being is entitled to more than another4 ,that is selfishness4 ,selfishness and greatness are the extreme opposites4 ,this is my last day on earth1 to use a common but erroneous expression4 ,at noon today my soul will be separated from its body by the hand of man1 acting according to a most unnatural1 diabolical1 and murderous law4 ,and the poor unfortunate creature1 who actually slays me1 will do so1 not because he has a thirst for blood1 but for money4 ,money furnished by the ,state--a ,christian civilization which bred and reared us both4 ,i am now forty-four years old1 and have just reached the threshold of mental strength4 ,as ,i am in perfect condition physically1 and have a splendid constitution as a foundation1 there is no good reason why ,i could not have lived at least forty years more4 ,forty years longer could ,i have served the world at my very best1 but my fellow beings have decided to kill me1 right at a time when ,i could have been of the most use to them4 ,i am really sorry that ,i must die1 not because ,i fear death1 but because my opportunity to do good to others is taken from me4 ,twenty-two years ago ,i was anxious to die1 aye even by my own hand4 ,i thought that there was nothing to live for at that time4 ,but the beautiful teachings of the great ,sagewoman awakened new ideas of responsibility within me1 and now ,i can see that the grandest thing within the reach of a human being is to live2 live as long as nature will allow2 live for others4 ,natural ,law teaches that it is idiotic to pray1 and ,i believe that prayer is a form of insanity1 but were ,i to pray1 which ,i profess ,i have no idea of doing1 my one request of the ,creator would be that ,i might live out my life1 in order to spread the principles of ,natural ,law to the furthermost corners of the earth2 or1 that ,i might be born again in a well-constructed body1 with a mind capable of grasping nature's ideas in their entirety1 and interpreting them to my fellow men in a way that could not be misunderstood4 ,if the ,creator would grant me this request1 and ,i could have the ability and the power to change the conditions of the earth to those existing in ,sageland before the ,catastrophe1 ,i would gladly give in exchange for the privilege1 my eternal soul as a sacrifice1 and take upon myself everlastingly1 all of the misery1 suffering1 and torture now inflicted upon the rest of mankind4 ,good-bye1 dear reader1 and may your soul always guide you4 ,,end ,,of ,,john ,,convert',s ,,work4 ,epilogue on following pages4 ,,epilogue ,,from ,,the ,,new ,,york ,,daily 7,special ,despatch37 ,,sing ,,sing1 ,n4 ,y41 #aa ,a4 ,m4-,electrocution day here always attracts many curious people about the prison walls1 but the much heralded execution of ,john ,convert seems to have brought an unusual number of persons to this neighborhood1 and the hill overlooking the prison is almost black with people1 who have come from all parts of the ,state4 ,viewed from this hill1 ,sing ,sing prison presents the appearance of a huge1 square pen1 covering many acres of land1 and enclosed by a high1 brick wall on the three land sides1 and a tall1 iron picket fence on the side adjoining the ,hudson ,river4 ,on the top of these walls1 sentinels are stationed at intervals1 who walk back and forth1 armed with breech-loading rifles1 and under orders to shoot dead any prisoner attempting to escape4 ,within the enclosure1 at the north end1 are several red brick buildings1 which are used as workshops for the twelve hundred time prisoners1 now incarcerated here4 ,running along its eastern border is a massive stone structure1 about seven hundred feet long1 fifty feet wide1 and sixty feet high1 with windows crated by heavy1 iron bars4 ,this is the main building of the prison1 and is used principally as a dormitory for the inmates and offices for those who have charge of the institution4 ,the extreme south end of the main building is walled off separately1 and occupied exclusively by prisoners whom the ,state has doomed to death4 ,this place is called the ,death ,chamber4 ,inside of this chamber is a high steel cage1 four tiers high1 and divided into several cells1 which are about eight by six feet in dimension4 ,thick1 cement walls1 floor1 and ceiling1 make each cell separate and distinct from the others4 ,heavy doors of barred steel open outward onto the different platforms1 which run all the way around the inside of the cage4 ,armed patrolmen1 known as death guards1 are kept constantly walking around these platforms4 ,within this cage is ,john ,convert and many other notorious murderers1 waiting their turns to be put to death as punishment for their heinous crimes4 ,at the south end of the ,death ,chamber is a solid iron door1 which leads into an adjoining little red brick building1 about fifty by twenty feet in dimension1 one story high1 and containing two rooms4 ,these rooms are perfectly bare1 excepting that in one of them there is a chair1 and in the other a table4 ,about ten feet from the door leading from the ,death ,chamber is the electric chair1 by which the ,state kills its worst criminals4 ,in appearance it is similar to a plain1 old-fashioned garden arm-chair1 with a high back4 ,connected to this chair are several straps1 by which the condemned man is harnessed in a sitting position1 so that he cannot move4 ,these straps are adjusted across the head1 chest1 abdomen1 both fore and upper arms and the ankles4 ,they are not bound too tightly1 but left taut in order to allow for the expansion of the body4 ,the electro connections are at the head and the inside of the right calf1 the trousers being cut from the knee downward1 so that a contact can be made with the bare flesh4 ,just back of the chair is a large closet1 which conceals all of the electrical apparatus necessary to throw on or off the current at the will of the ,electrician1 by whose hand the condemned man is sent to eternity4 ,stationed within the closet1 the ,electrocutioner can see what is going on outside1 but cannot be seen from without4 ,just back of the closet is a partition dividing the two rooms1 through which is a door leading into it4 ,in the center of this other room is a stationary table1 upon which the autopsy is performed4 ,all of the machinery has been thoroughly tested1 and found to be in good running order1 and neither the ,state's ,electrician nor the ,warden expect the slightest hitch in connection with today's proceedings4 ,the twelve witnesses invited by the ,warden1 and made necessary by law1 together with the brain experts1 have arrived upon the scene1 and everything is in complete readiness for the electrocution of ,john ,convert4 ,,from ,,the ,,new ,,york ,,daily 7,special ,despatch37 ,,sing ,,sing1 ,n4 ,y41 #a3ae ,p4 ,m4-,one of the strangest and most pathetic tragedies that has ever happened in the ,state of ,new ,york has just taken place within the house of electrocution here1 the result of which must cause the whole civilized world to pause and shudder4 ,your correspondent earnestly prays that he may never again be called upon to witness another such horror1 the effects of which have completely unnerved him and beggars even a faint description4 ,at precisely twelve o'clock today1 with the ,state ,electrician1 medical experts1 and witnesses1 mutely stationed in their places1 the great iron door leading from the ,death ,chamber was suddenly swung open1 and between two guards the gigantic form of ,john ,convert walked over to the electric chair1 with a firm and unfaltering step4 ,immediately1 all eyes were turned upon him1 and at the same instant there was a subdued murmur of surprise by many of those present at the magnificent appearance of the man4 ,tall and erect1 with finely formed limbs1 and powerfully built shoulders1 he easily towered above all of the other occupants of the room4 ,with a clean shaven face1 the handsome features of which expressed extraordinary intelligence1 kindness1 and gentleness of nature1 combined with wonderful strength of character1 and a shapely head1 overhung by an abundance of beautiful snow-white hair1 he looked more like an ambassador from heaven than a convicted murderer4 ,he wore a black ,prince ,albert suit of clothes4 ,as he reached the side of the chair he paused1 and calmly looking from one to the other of the assemblage1 he began to address them in a clear and melodious voice4 ,almost from the first utterance1 his hearers became electrified by his charming manner and eloquence1 and for nearly half an hour were held spellbound1 while he explained the principles of ,natural ,law1 and the vast benefits the human race could derive by putting them into effect4 ,in a convincing way he drew a beautiful picture upon the minds of those present of a heaven that should be established here on earth by and for all living things1 in which they should work united and harmoniously together for a common and unselfish cause1 instead of each one pulling in a different direction for his own selfish purposes4 ,he explained that all living things were composed of the same material1 which was constantly undergoing a change from life to death and from death to life by being molded and remolded into different forms1 which are constructed according to the intelligence absorbed by the whole4 ,that it is within the power of the human race1 if working together as a unit1 to reconstruct all living matter on earth into more perfect organisms1 just as it is within the power of man to re-mould a pile of dead scrap iron into new and useful machinery4 ,that these results could only be accomplished by the eradication of selfishness from the human race1 and that it was impossible to extinguish selfishness as long as the money system was kept in force1 and individuals were recompensed according to their craftiness to help themselves4 ,he told of the soul being everlasting1 and how a wise law of nature breaks the monotony of its existence through the process of re-incarnation1 and that the soul of the rich aristocrat of today may be the soul of the suckling pig tomorrow4 ,he said that it was within the power of every living thing to do good1 if only following the advice of the soul1 and that the oftener this advice was taken the easier it became to do right1 but that the less the soul's warning was heeded1 the more hardened and vile became the nature of the individual4 ,he told of how children inherit the weaknesses of their parents1 and mentioned how much grander it is for parents to give their children character without gold1 than to give them gold without character4 ,so earnestly and pathetically did he present the whole subject1 that at the conclusion of his discourse there was not a dry eye in the room1 and as he calmly took his seat in the electric chair1 the whole assemblage1 including the guards1 stood motionless for several moments as if in a hypnotic trance4 ,and then1 as the guards reluctantly began to adjust the straps about his body1 three men burst into loud sobs and rushed from the room1 bitterly denouncing the electrocution as savagery1 and refusing to witness the proceedings any further4 ,with the exception of the condemned man1 everybody was completely unstrung4 ,but ,john ,convert1 in the shadow of death1 did not lose his wonderful self-control for a moment1 but sat with perfect equipoise in that murderous chair1 calmly watching with apparent interest the work of fastening him in4 ',you have that strap around the abdomen twisted1' he coolly remarked to one of the excited guards1 and then quietly added1 'you are not sufficiently hardened for this kind of work1 my man1 but perhaps your children may be4' ,and as if stung by remorse at these words1 the guard suddenly burst into a frenzy of grief and cried out in piteous tones3 ',no1 no6 ,don't say that6 ,i love my children4 ,i undertook this objectionable work for their sakes1 that ,i might be able to give them the same advantages that other children enjoy4 ,but now that you have spoken1 ,i can see that ,i am paying for their advantages at the expense of their moral characters1 and that they too might follow in my miserable footsteps and1 eventually sell themselves for money4 ,but listen1 ,i have but just taken this position1 and now ,i am getting my first experience at this kind of work1 and ,i feel as if ,i were about to commit murder4 ,and now1 after hearing your wonderful words1 my conscience is crying out within me to stop1 and so1 in the presence of these witnesses1 ,i not only renounce all further connection with this abominable act1 but ,i most solemnly swear that ,i believe in ,natural ,law1 and that ,i shall henceforth devote my life to teaching its principles to my own children1 and also to those of my fellow beings4 ,my eyes have suddenly been opened4 ,for the first time in my life ,i feel like a man4' ,at this unexpected turn of affairs1 the countenance of ,john ,convert lighted up with a look of divine happiness that was truly glorious to behold1 and1 addressing the guard1 he said3 ',well spoken1 my noble man4 ,may you accumulate sufficient strength to enable you to faithfully follow out your splendid resolution2 may your future deeds be so unselfish1 heroic1 and fruitful1 towards uplifting mankind1 that the grandchildren of your enemies may live to praise your name4' ,these words seemed to have a cheering effect upon the guard1 who affectionately shook the hand of ,convert1 and then left the room4 ,during this time1 however1 the other guard had continued the work of adjusting the straps1 and finally having them properly arranged1 stepped backward a few feet and raised his left arm as a sign to the ,electrocutioner in the closet that everything was in readiness4 ,and then1 just as ,john ,convert uttered the words1 ',always ,consult ,your ,soul for ,advice1' a terrible1 dull1 buzzing sound took the place of his voice1 his body suddenly expanded1 as if about to burst1 his limbs were drawn up and distorted1 blue flames shot forth with a weird glow1 a sickening odor of burning flesh saturated the air1 and quicker than it takes to tell1 the deadly current had penetrated through every fiber of his body4 ,and then1 as all turned away their heads from the awful sight1 a loud crash was heard1 and the door leading from the court-yard into the other room burst open1 and in rushed the ,warden1 yelling like a madman3 ',stop it6 ,for ,god's sake1 stop it6 ,you are killing the wrong man6' ,and pulling open the door of the closet which concealed the ,electrician1 he threw off the current with his own hands4 ,at the same time1 amidst great confusion1 several of the spectators rushed forward and began unfastening the straps which bound the unfortunate man to the chair1 after which the body was carried into the other room and laid upon the table4 ,following in the footsteps of the ,warden1 was a tall1 beautiful1 young woman1 hatless1 and with hair disheveled and dress disarranged4 ,she was panting heavily1 and a wild1 terrified look gleamed in her eyes4 ,she appeared dazed and almost exhausted4 ,catching sight of ,convert1 she frantically tried to get near him1 but was held in check by one of the doctors1 while the other one made a hurried examination of the body4 ,and then1 this doctor1 apparently suffering from great mental excitement1 turned toward those present1 and1 with his eyes full of tears1 chokingly whispered1 ',too late1 he is dead4' ,at these terrible words1 the young woman uttered a heart-piercing shriek1 and1 rushing forward1 threw herself upon the corpse1 as she piteously moaned3 ',you have murdered him4 ,you have murdered him4' ,,from ,,the ,,new ,,york ,,daily4 ,the following statement1 made by one of ,chicago's most beautiful and brilliant young society women1 is the sequel to the most extraordinary case that ever attracted public attention in this country3 ',my name is ,arletta ,wright4 ,my father is ,r4 ,u4 ,wright1 of ,chicago1 ,ill41 the well-known financier and multi-millionaire4 ,a few years ago1 while in ,paris1 ,i was introduced to a man by the name of ,john ,convert4 ,i supposed he was an ,american1 but at that time did not take enough interest in him to inquire as to who he was or where he came from4 ,later1 however1 ,i found that he was continually crossing my path1 and appeared anxious to court my attention4 ,he was a tall1 well-built1 handsome man1 with a clean-shaven face and snow-white hair1 apparently about forty years old4 ,but there was something about his looks and actions that ,i did not like1 and ,i tried to avoid him as much as possible4 ,but he was not to be avoided very easily1 and1 after persistently following me all over ,europe1 he crossed the ocean in the same steamer1 and finally came to my home in ,chicago4 ,he got to be such a nuisance that he was refused admittance to our house1 and in order to get rid of him entirely1 ,i secretly left ,chicago and went abroad again4 ,a few months afterward ,i returned home1 and found that he had left for parts unknown1 and the incident was soon forgotten4 ',during the month of ,march1 #aijc1 about two and a half years later1 important business called my father to ,new ,york for a stay of several months1 and mother and ,i1 accompanying him1 we took apartments at the ,opulent ,hotel1 on ,broadway1 near ,seventy-eighth street4 ',about that time ,i decided to visit the different institutions of ,new ,york1 and one day as ,i was being shown through a charity ward of the ,ruff ,hospital1 ,i was astonished to see ,john ,convert lying sick upon one of the cots4 ,he had a wild and peculiar stare in his eyes and at first gave no sign of recognition1 but seemed to be undergoing an intense mental strain1 as if trying to recall to mind some event that had escaped his memory4 ,the doctor informed me that he was an unidentified charity patient suffering with typhoid fever and was evidently insane4 ,he told me that the man imagined he had been in a trance for over four thousand years1 and could only be brought out of it by a kiss from one he called ,arletta4 ,my heart seemed to melt with pity and sorrow1 and my dislike changed into love for the man upon hearing these words1 and without hesitation ,i kissed him1 at the same time hoping most sincerely that the act would have a salutary effect4 ,strange as it may seem1 the whole expression of his countenance changed instantly as if by some magic force2 his eyes lighted up radiantly1 and looking at me in great astonishment he uttered my name-,arletta4 ,but while ,i was quite elated over my strange success1 ,i was also much surprised and puzzled at his following utterances1 whereby he claimed that ,i was the re-incarnated soul of ,arletta of ,sageland1 who1 according to his story1 had died on the same day ,i was born1 over twenty-one years before1 and from which time he could form no recollection of events whatever4 ',subsequently1 ,i was informed by an eminent brain specialist1 who examined him1 that he was mentally sound1 but that owing to a severe fracture of the skull received some time previously his brain had become divided into two distinct parts1 causing two personalities to exist and enabling him to recollect events only as they were separately recorded on either side of the brain4 ,by this explanation ,i readily understood the reason why he did not recognize me and also for the wonderful change which took place1 both in his character and my feelings toward him4 ,on that day my first and last love for man was born4 ',as time passed by1 and he recovered his health and strength1 he appeared to me the most beautiful character ,i had ever known1 and with each succeeding day my love for him grew stronger4 ,but while love formed a strong mutual link of attachment between us1 another force succeeded in putting us apart4 ',he believed in ,natural ,law and unselfishness1 with equal rights for both strong and weak alike4 ,i believed in religion and selfishness1 with the strong enjoying more earthly blessings than the weak4 ',he believed in a ,supreme ,being1 who created immutable laws whereby the entire machinery of the universe is governed1 and that these laws could no more be changed by the silly prayers of man than by the prayers of a microbe4 ,i believed in a god to whom ,i could pray to change earthly conditions to suit my fancies2 a god willing to grant me favors even at the expense of others4 ',he believed in re-incarnation1 and the power of the soul to eventually master the flesh and create a heaven on earth4 ,i believed in the transmigration of the soul to some obscure heaven where there would be nothing farther to do but rest during all eternity4 ',he was broad in his views and never tried to restrain me from thinking as ,i liked4 ,i was narrow in mine1 and quite unwilling that he should believe in any theory except my own4 ',these and other differences of opinion caused us to separate4 ',one night last ,june1 the same night that awful murder took place in the ,seraglio ,apartments1 ,i met ,john ,convert at our regular meeting place in ,central ,park for the last time4 ,it was my habit to meet him in an out-of-the-way corner of the park1 because ,i did not want my parents or friends to know of it4 ,for this same reason1 ,i had never told him my last name or place of residence4 ,at this meeting1 ,i informed him that he must either give up all further connection with the movement he had instituted toward the regeneration of mankind1 or bid me good-bye forever4 ,he chose the latter course1 although ,i know that his heart was fairly bursting with grief when ,i left him4 ',now1 that it is too late1 ,i can fully appreciate what a grand1 noble fellow he was4 ,i offered him a million dollars to forsake the cause he had pledged himself to uphold4 ,think of it1 one million dollars6 ,a sum of money for which most civilized men would gladly sell their eternal souls4 ,but ,john ,convert1 a believer in ,natural ,law1 could not be bought at any price1 and even though ,i offered him my hand in marriage1 an offering which many ,crown ,princes of ,europe have repeatedly begged for1 still he would not recede from the grand purpose he had undertaken4 ',well1 we parted1 and the next morning ,i boarded a steamer bound for ,europe4 ,but ,i was wretched and unhappy1 and felt that life was a burden to me4 ,i was unable to drive the image of ,john ,convert out of my mind1 and as ,i stood upon the deck of the steamer1 as it passed along the river leading to the ocean4 ,i looked back toward ,new ,york1 and fancied ,i could see poor ,john standing alone1 and forlorn1 upon one of the docks1 with his arms outstretched1 sadly imploring me to return1 and with a feeling of remorse ,i started for my stateroom to lie down and have a good cry4 ',as ,i hurried along the dark passageway leading to my room1 ,i was almost startled out of my senses by coming face to face with the very man ,i thought ,i had left behind1 ,john ,convert4 ,he appeared to be even more startled than myself1 and1 stepping backward a few paces1 he fairly trembled1 as he hoarsely exclaimed3 ',my ,god1 ,arletta1 is that really you8' ,at these words ,i became frightened1 and as the faint rays of light from a distant port-hole fell squarely upon his face1 ,i observed a wild1 peculiar stare in his eyes1 and noticed that his whole countenance was overcast by a most villainous expression4 ,at that moment1 ,i remembered the doctor's warning words1 that he might change personalities at any time that he was subjected to severe mental excitement1 and ,i now recognized in the man standing before me the same character ,i had met in ,paris4 ,just as quickly as love had taken possession of my feelings for ,john ,convert in the hospital1 just that suddenly did it depart when ,i saw this detestable looking creature in front of me4 ,in an instant he became loathsome to my sight1 and without waiting for another word ,i rushed into my state-room and bolted the door4 ',not once did ,i leave my room during that trip across the ocean1 but when the steamer arrived at ,liverpool1 and ,i started to go ashore1 the very first person my eyes rested upon was ,john ,convert2 and from that time on he incessantly dogged my footsteps all over ,europe4 ,the more ,i saw of him1 the more debased and despicable he appeared to me4 ,the good1 kind1 old face1 that ,i had loved so well1 had now apparently become distorted by a murderous expression1 and the soulful eyes which had intoxicated me with ecstasy1 now depicted the nature of a degenerate4 ,i shunned him as ,i would a leper1 and many times ,i wished that ,i had left him to die in the hospital1 instead of aiding him to recover4 ,he became so objectionable to my sight that ,i threatened to have him arrested if he did not stop following me about4 ,but this had no effect upon him whatever1 and after three long1 weary months of travel on the continent1 in which ,i attempted to elude him1 without success1 ,i finally returned to ,england and boarded a steamer at ,southampton for ,new ,york4 ,i fully expected to see ,john ,convert make the voyage also1 but to my surprise and great joy ,i saw him standing on the pier after the steamer had left her moorings and was steaming away4 ,he stood waving his hand at me1 and ,i watched him until beyond the range of vision1 then went down to my state-room1 with a feeling of relief1 as though a great load had been lifted from my shoulders4 ,one of the first things that attracted my attention after entering the state-room1 was a large1 well-filled envelope1 lying upon the bed1 and addressed to me4 ,tearing it open1 ,i found an assortment of various documents1 among which was the following letter4' ',my dear ,arletta3 ,at last realizing that you are beyond my reach and that further efforts to win your love would be useless1 and feeling that after all1 my affinity is not really you but she whom ,i recently killed1 and as my conscience is torturing me until ,i can find no rest or contentment in life1 ,i have decided to avenge the many crimes ,i have committed during the past by taking my own life1 and ere you read these lines ,i shall be dead4 ',my life has been a most miserable failure1 and were it not for the fact that during my last hours ,i feel a strong desire to try and make amends1 through you1 to the man ,i have been impersonating for many years1 ,i should1 quietly pass out of existence without further ado4 ',in the first place my name is not ,john1 but ,edward ,convert1 son of ,henry ,convert1 and grandson of ,peter ,convert1 who many years ago was a wealthy banker of ,london1 ,england4 ',my grandfather had two sons2 ,james1 the elder1 being my uncle1 and ,henry the younger1 my father4 ',about the time my father reached maturity1 both he and my uncle fell in love with beautiful twin sisters of a poor family1 and in due course of time each took one as a wife4 ,this was done in direct opposition to my grandfather's commands1 and so incensed did he become over the affair1 that when he died shortly afterward1 it was found that he had cut them both off with a mere pittance1 while the bulk of his estate which was valued at several million pounds1 was to be held in trust until the eldest son of my uncle ,james had reached maturity1 after which it was to be delivered to him intact4 ',at that time neither my father nor uncle had children1 and being of different temperaments-my uncle a pious clergyman1 and my father a broker with gambling tendencies-they soon parted and lost track of each other4 ',my parents emigrated to ,canada and resided in ,toronto for some years1 in which city ,i was born4 ,when ,i was about five years of age my mother died1 and a short time later my father moved to ,buffalo1 ,n4 ,y41 and entered into the brokerage business there4 ,as ,i grew up1 ,i was educated with the sole idea that the only purpose for which ,i had been created was to get money4 ,at home ,i was taught by my father1 in school through books1 and at church by the pastor1 that my success in life would be judged according to the amount of money ,i could accumulate4 ,was it any wonder1 then1 that ,i grew up to worship money as the real god1 and to finally sell my soul for it8 ,oh1 the terrible curse of money6 ,and what an awful crime for parents to teach their children to love it6 ,had ,i not been taught from infancy to crave money1 ,i might have become a useful member of the human family1 and utilized my brain power for some worthy cause1 instead of using it to scheme1 cheat1 steal1 and even murder1 in order that ,i might obtain it4 ,well1 one day when ,i was about sixteen years old1 my father1 having just returned from one of his western trips1 informed me that he had accidentally run across his brother ,james1 the clergyman1 in a little ,kansas town named ,eden4 ,he said that my uncle told him that his wife had died sixteen years before1 while giving birth to an only son1 as they were crossing the ,atlantic ,ocean4 ,subsequently this son1 who had been named ,john1 ran away from home when he was but eleven years old1 and had never been seen or heard of since4 ,my father said that ,uncle ,james had evidently brooded over the matter so long that he was broken down in health and could not live much longer4 ,then he showed me a picture of ,john ,convert1 when he was ten years old1 and said that it looked exactly like me at that age4 ,finally1 he told me that ,cousin ,john was the sole heir to his grandfather's estate1 and intimated that it would be a splendid stroke of business for me to go to ,eden and pretend to be the long-lost son1 and1 after reaching the age of twenty-one1 claim the estate as my own4 ,my father told me that as soon as he heard my uncle's story1 his well-trained financial brain had immediately formulated this excellent plan1 and consequently he led my uncle to believe that he had no children of his own4 ,he also ascertained the names of the different places where my uncle had lived during the past1 and proposed that ,i should visit these localities and become acquainted with ,john's old playmates1 in order to acquire a thorough knowledge of his youthful characteristics and any other useful information necessary to carry out the deception successfully4 ',well1 ,i entered into the plot with enthusiasm1 and within six months presented myself to ,uncle ,james as his son4 ',at first the scheme worked to perfection1 and there was great rejoicing in the little town of ,eden1 where the ,rev4 ,james ,convert was an honored and respected citizen of the community4 ,but as time went by1 my uncle apparently began to doubt my identity1 for at times he would look at me long and searchingly1 and then1 with a sorrowful shake of the head1 would remark that ,i lacked the character of the boy he had known as his son4 ,so1 fearing that he might ultimately discover the fraud and foil our plans1 my father and ,i jointly murdered him by a slow process of poison4 ,then1 with the necessary papers in my possession1 and plenty of reputable witnesses from ,eden to swear that ,i was the acknowledged son of the ,rev4 ,james ,convert1 at the age of twenty-one ,i took possession of my grandfather's vast estate in ,england4 ',but the fear of the rightful heir turning up sooner or later to expose the fraud began to haunt me1 and1 feeling my insecurity as long as he was alive1 ,i began a long and tedious search for ,john ,convert1 which extended to all parts of the world1 and covered a period of over twenty- three years1 with the sole purpose of killing him if found4 ',in the meantime1 fearing that my father might become conscience- stricken sooner or later1 and make a confession of our crime to the authorities1 ,i killed him also2 and of the three murders1 of which ,i am now responsible1 ,i feel less concern over my father's death than of the other two2 for was it not from him that ,i inherited the instincts to lie1 cheat1 steal1 and murder for money1 and by his instructions that these instincts were developed1 instead of being discouraged from infancy8 ',well1 although ,i searched in nearly every nook and corner of the globe1 ,i was unable to find even a clue to my missing cousin1 but during that time a most peculiar affair happened1 which resulted in my killing a third victim4 ',as you will remember1 ,i met and became infatuated with you in ,paris over three years ago1 and then followed you to ,chicago4 ,after learning that you had secretly departed for ,europe again in order to avoid me1 ,i made up my mind to bother you no further1 and taking a trip in the opposite direction ,i spent considerable time touring ,australia1 ,africa and ,asia4 ,it was about two years after1 while stopping at a fashionable hotel in ,berlin that ,i discovered a young woman boarding there by the name of ,arletta ,fogg4 ,so closely did she resemble you that ,i supposed it was you living there under an assumed name4 ,at first when ,i accused her of being ,arletta ,wright1 of ,chicago1 she denied it emphatically4 ,but later1 after learning that ,i was a millionaire1 she pretended that ,i was right in my supposition and led me to believe that she had left home for an indefinite period owing to some family disagreement and was now traveling incognito4 ,she permitted me to show her many attentions and gradually we became very good friends4 ,so infatuated with her charms did ,i become that ,i was her abject slave4 ,we went to ,italy and ,egypt together and ,i lavished money upon her without stint4 ,i proposed honorable marriage to her a hundred times1 but she always refused1 saying that she preferred a free and independent life4 ,we went to ,new ,york1 and there ,i discovered that there were other men besides myself interested in her1 and that she had two different places of residence4 ,several times ,i saw her in fashionable restaurants dining with other men1 and following her one night into the ,seraglio ,apartments1 ,i found that she occupied a suite of rooms there1 of which ,i had known nothing4 ,she was somewhat under the influence of liquor that night1 and the information ,i secured from her was of such a kind that it almost drove me mad with jealousy1 and in a fit of frenzy ,i stabbed her to death with her own toy dagger and left her lying on the bed4 ,the next morning ,i quietly boarded the steamer for ,europe1 and keeping out of sight until away from land1 ,i started to go to the purser's office to pay for my passage1 when the very first person ,i met was you4 ,you can well imagine how it startled me to see one whom ,i thought was dead4 ,but after the first shock had passed away1 and learning from the list that ,arletta ,wright was a passenger1 ,i gave the whole matter thoughtful consideration and finally concluded that ,arletta ,fogg and ,arletta ,wright were two different persons and that the other was merely a beautiful adventuress and your double4 ',well1 you know the rest4 ,you never would care for me1 and as the great wealth ,i so wrongfully acquired cannot buy happiness of peace of mind1 ,i shall ask ,god to forgive my sins and then blow out the brains that have become so useless4 ',somewhere in this world the right ,john ,convert may be earning his bread by the sweat of his brow1 entirely ignorant of the fact that he is a millionaire by birth1 for it was his father's intention never to disclose this secret to him1 preferring that he should spend his time as a useful laborer1 rather than a moneyed loafer1 living without work4 ,whether he resembles me at this age or not1 ,i cannot say4 ,perhaps not1 for my hair has become prematurely white from sin and worry4 ,then again1 he may wear a beard1 while my face is clean shaven4 ,but no matter where he is1 what he does1 or how he looks1 ,i shall trust in you to do all within your power to try and locate him1 and deliver into his hands the enclosed papers1 which will be the means of restoring his possessions to him4 ',if you are fortunate enough to find him1 beg his forgiveness for me1 and say that the cause of all my wickedness was money1 and a father who taught me to love it4 ,with a prayer to ,god for mercy1 ,i shall expect to go to heaven in spite of my sins1 as ,i have faith in ,jesus ,christ1 and1 hoping to meet you there1 ,i bid you good-bye until then4 ',sincerely yours1 ',,edward 7,,john7 ,,convert4' ',notwithstanding the dreadful contents of this letter1 ,i felt like crying with joy after reading it1 as my mind once more became occupied with thoughts of the splendid character whom ,i had so ardently loved1 but shamefully deserted in ,new ,york three months previously4 ,i made up my mind to return and ask his forgiveness1 and then join him in his praiseworthy labors of uplifting mankind4 ,oh6 what happiness ,i experienced during the next few days in anticipation of seeing him again and hearing his manly voice4 ,but alas1 how little we know what sorrows are in store for us6 ,the steamer arrived at her wharf at ten o'clock this morning1 and a few minutes later4 ,i was seated in a carriage speeding along in the direction of the ,waldoria ,hotel4 ,at forty minutes past ten ,i inquired of the clerk for ,john ,convert4 ,then came the appalling information that he was to be electrocuted at noon for the murder of ,arletta ,fogg4 ,the rest seems like an awful nightmare4 ,getting a schedule of trains for ,sing ,sing1 ,i rushed outside the hotel1 and1 jumping in the first cab ,i saw1 handed the driver a roll of bills1 and told him they were all his if he could get me to the depot in time to catch the eleven o'clock train4 ,through the streets like mad we whirled1 and1 reaching the station1 ,i quickly alighted and ran to the ticket office1 and from there to the train1 which ,i boarded just as it started away4 ,it was an express1 which made no stops before reaching ,sing ,sing1 and was due there at exactly twelve o'clock1 the time set for the electrocution4 ,i told the conductor that ,i would give him a million dollars if he would land me in ,sing ,sing fifteen minutes ahead of time1 but he apparently thought ,i was insane1 and paid no attention to my frantic entreaties to go faster4 ,to make matters worse1 the train arrived five minutes late1 but1 hoping against hopes1 ,i got into a carriage and was driven to the prison4 ,here the attendants thought ,i was crazy1 as ,i rushed into the reception room1 crying out to stop the electrocution1 and they would not permit me to see the ,warden1 who was in his private office4 ,hearing my cries1 however1 the ,warden came out to see what was the trouble1 and as quickly as possible ,i explained to him the circumstances surrounding the murder of ,arletta ,fogg1 and showed him the written confession of ,edward ,convert4 ,he read just enough to make sure he was right1 and then with an exclamation of horror he rushed out of the office1 followed by me4 ,through grated doors1 long1 dismal corridors1 and a court-yard1 we ran1 and coming to a little1 red brick house1 he broke open the frame door with a crash1 and hurried inside1 only to find that we were just a minute too late4' ,after a fit of sobbing1 ,arletta ,wright quieted herself long enough to say3 ',telegraph the news to all parts of the civilized world that the ,state of ,new ,york has just murdered the noblest mortal of which history has ever made mention4 ,tell the inhabitants that through his teachings a new dispensation has sprung into existence1 and that ,sagemanism is born again4 ,publicly announce my firm belief in the beautiful principles of ,natural ,law1 and say that henceforth ,i renounce all further allegiance to a religion which permits the strong to victimize the weak1 and upholds a corrupt and unnatural system1 which allows schemers1 thieves1 gamblers1 sneaks1 loafers1 spongers1 and all other kinds of human parasites to grow fat off the labors of those who toil4 ,say that ,i shall take up the work where ,john ,convert left off1 and devote the remainder of my life and all of my wealth towards the cause he advocated4' 7,,the ,,end47 ,,stray ,,shots ,the foundation of humbug is faith4 ,the light of the universe is reason4 ,better be an unselfish dog than a selfish man4 ,advice is cheap1 so always give the best4 ,to exhibit temper is to demonstrate insanity4 ,the rich of today breed thieves for tomorrow4 ,strengthen yourself that you may help those less fortunate4 ,there is never a pleasure lost that there is not another gained4 ,true philanthropy does not steal from one to give to another4 ,religions burn their bridges in front instead of behind them4 ,one good man on earth is better than ten thousand in heaven4 ,feed the mind with good thoughts and you will always be happy4 ,keep the mind and body clean and the soul will take care of itself4 ,put your trust in the desires of your conscience4 ,there are two ways to think--animal and human4 ,make your soul the master of your mind and body4 ,observe at least one day each week for rest and play4 ,man is great among men as the flea is great among fleas4 ,no drawback should cause man to lose control of himself4 ,better be a good man persecuted1 than a bad man praised4 ,you of few weaknesses should not judge harshly of those with many weaknesses4 ,hate not1 but pity your enemies1 for thereby you demonstrate your own superiority4 ,it makes little difference who gets the credit1 as long as the world derives the benefit4 ,without ,labor1 ,capital would starve2 without ,capital1 ,labor could live in luxury4 ,a liar is a moral coward who fears to speak the truth and abide by the consequences4 ,permit your soul to look from the eye and all of nature's objects will appear beautiful4 ,hide not your face behind a fantastic beard1 that the world may read your character4 ,the expression of the face is caused by the tendency of the thought4 ,semi-intelligent beings try to live on the strength of those less intelligent4 ,persecution is a deadly poison which reacts upon those who administer it4 ,he with many faults is generally too weak to overlook the faults of others4 ,which is the most beastly1 the pig itself1 or the man who rears1 kills and eats it8 ,behold yourself through the eyes of others and judge your worth accordingly4 ,when man dies he leaves his works for the approbation or contempt of posterity4 ,as the mother loves her child1 so should all living things love each other4 ,the sins of the parents are visited upon the children as a natural result1 and not by an act of the ,almighty4 ,there are thoughts in existence today which man will not be able to grasp for thousands of years to come4 ,replace the ,church with schools of moral1 mental and physical culture and the world will pro thereby4 ,as the swindler first creates a feeling of faith in his intended victim1 so religion demands faith in its followers4 ,of what good are you if you gain the produce of the whole world and breed ten thousand criminal descendants4 ,there are many men in this world who call it work to figure how they can secure the results of others' labor4 ,if you have knowledge1 offer it to others2 if they do not accept it1 that is their loss4 ,do not fill your head so full of other people's ideas that there is no room left for your own4 ,point out the defects of him who is present2 praise the good qualities of him who is absent4 ,those who ride upon the backs of others must in turn carry others upon their own backs4 ,the ,bible not only proves its own absurdities1 but any others that the human mind can conceive4 ,parents should mould their children's character before they are born1 by their own thoughts and actions4 ,your ancestors are responsible for the weaknesses you inherit1 but you are responsible for non-improvement4 ,marrying for money or position without mutual love is but one way to breed and preserve the germs of prostitution4 ,it is not only the selfishness of the strong that robs the weak1 but also the selfishness of the weak that keeps them so4 ,if nature has blessed you with superior ability and you do not use it to benefit mankind1 then you have betrayed nature's trust4 ,the laborer furnishes the capitalist with money1 houses1 clothes1 eatables1 service and then the weapons and power to keep him enslaved4 ,if you have not improved your condition physically1 mentally and morally over that of your parents1 your life has been a failure4 ,religion is a great cudgel held threateningly by the strong over the heads of the weak to keep them in a state of ignorance and slavery4 ,if the soul were born with the body1 then it must die with it2 but if the soul live afterward1 then it must have lived before the body was born4 ,the learned man is sometimes wise2 the wise man is not always learned4 ,the wise man produces good thoughts direct from nature2 the learned man acquires them afterward4