,,?\ghts ,,on ,,religion ,,at ,,! ,,front ,,macmillan ,,& ,,co41 ,,limit$ ,,london ,,bombay ,,calcutta ,,madras ,,melb\rne ,,! ,,macmillan ,,company ,,new ,,york ,,bo/on ,,*icago ,,dallas ,,san ,,francisco ,,! ,,macmillan ,,co4 ,,( ,,canada1 ,,ltd4 ,,toronto ,,?\ghts ,,on ,,religion ,,at ,,! ,,front ,,by ,,! ,,rev4 ,,neville ,s4 ,,talbot ,,assi/ant ,,*apla9-,,g5]al ,,late ,,rifle ,,brigade ,,=m]ly ,,fell[ ,,& ,,*apla9 ,,( ,,balliol ,,au?or ,,( ',,! ,,m9d ,,( ,,! ,,disciples' ,,macmillan ,,& ,,co41 ,,limit$ ,,/4 ,,m>t9',s ,,/reet1 ,,london #aiag ,,copyright ,fir/ ,edition ,janu>y #aiag ,repr9t$ ,m>*1 ,april & ,novemb] #aiag ,,preface ,i s5d out ?is little & fragm5t>y book ) ! consci\sness t x calls = apology4 ,i h _h to write x ha/ily dur+ a %ort p]iod ( leave4 ,yet x t\*es ^u great subjects :i* des]ve ! rev]5ce ( leisurely writ+4 ,ought ,i n1 !n1 to h wait$ = ! leisure ( days aft] ! w>8 ,i ?9k n4 ,su* days may nev] come4 ,&1 9 any case1 n[ is ! "t = ! ,*ur* to ?9k int5tly ab\t ! w> & its issues1 & to le>n f !m4 ,! ,*ur* is f> m ?an a dep>tm5t ( '! s]vices1' ! res\rces ( :i* x is conv5i5t to mobilise z s mu* m munition ( w>4 ,%e is ! p]petual protagoni/ 9 ! _w ( ! ,k+dom ( ,god4 ,w> = h]1 if = nobody else1 %\ld be an apocalypse1 t is1 a vision ( realities = :i* at all times %e is b\nd to fight1 ( :i*1 nev]!less1 %e is apt to lose sight dur+ ! engrossm5ts ( peace4 ,x is z lit up by ! cruel light ( w>'s conflagrations t ! ?+s conc]n+ ! ,k+dom mu/ be seiz$ anew4 ,if anybody has ?\ghts :i* he feels he mu/ %>e ) o!rs1 he %\ld n po/pone do+ s4 ,he %\ld communicate 8 ?\ghts to o!rs 9 ord] t he may le>n f _! comm5ts & criticism4 ,i c claim1 :il/ ask+ p>don = :atev] may (f5d 9 !m1 t ! ?\ghts repres5t$ by ! foll[+ pages h n be5 come by ha/ily1 b h be5 gr[+ 9 my m9d dur+ ! long mon?s at ! front s9ce ! beg9n+ ( ! w>4 ,!y h1 s to say1 be5 hamm]$ out z metal ^u ! anvil ( w>4 ,!y are ?\ghts ab\t religion4 ,no?+ is s important z religion2 no?+ is m pot5t ?an true ideas 9 religion4 ,deep f\nta9s ( real religion--( simple & unself-priz+ fai?--h be5 unseal$ by ! convulsion ( w>4 ,yet ?is religion is weak 9 ideas1 & "s ( ! ideas ) :i* x is b\nd up are wrong ideas4 ,m5 ( our race are v sure t x matt]s m :at a man is ?an :at he ?9ks4 ,briti% religion is deep & ri*1 b x is1 *>act]i/ically1 deep] & ri*] 9 :at x is ?an 9 :at x kn[s itself to be4 ,x sorely ne$s a m9d ( /rong & compell+ conviction4 ,if ^! pages 7 to help ev] s few read]s t[>ds be+ possess$ anew ( ! tru? ( ! ,gospel ( ,god 9 ,*ri/1 _! appe>ance w\ld be ju/ifi$4 ,i h writt51 p]haps1 z "o :o dreads say+ ',peace1 :]e !re is no peace4' ,i w\ld r err on ! side ( emphasis+ criticism & difficulty ?an ! o!r way4 ,!re is1 inde$1 little room = complac5cy 9 a ,*ri/ian1 /ill less 9 an ,engli% ,*ur*man1 at ! front4 ,yet 9 'padres' hope & expectation %\ld pr$om9ate1 & ^! z bas$ less ^u results a*iev$ ?an ^u ! mutual und]/&+1 respect1 & inde$ affection :i* increas+ly unite !m to ! m5 :om !y w\ld s]ve4 ,& 9 !m1 too1 if !y are ',c4 ( ,e41' !re %\ld be gr[+1 along ) an unevasive discont5t1 a sangu9e loyalty to _! "m ,*ur*4 ,= all t %e n[ means s little to s _m %e w yet w9 a m ?an nom9al allegiance f _m ( h] w&]+ *ildr54 ,= !re is 9 h]1 b5ea? ! surface ( h] sluggi% confusion1 a liv+ he>t & c&id m9d1 ^u :i* is be+ writt5 afre% ! good news 9 ,*ri/4 ,%e is be+ vivifi$1 z p]haps no o!r "p ( ,*ri/5dom1 into read9ess = ! future4 ,n4,s4,t4 ,b4,e4,f41 ,novemb] #aiaf4 ',& ! l(t9ess ( man %all be b[$ d[n1 & ! haught9ess ( m5 %all be br\ght l[3 & ! ,"l alone %all be exalt$ 9 t day4 ,& ! idols %all utt]ly pass away4 ,& m5 %all g into ! caves ( ! rocks1 & into ! holes ( ! e>?1 f be=e ! t]ror ( ! ,"l & f ! glory ( ,8 maje/y1 :5 ,he arise? to %ake mightily ! e>?4' 99 99 99 99 99 ',:om ye ignorantly wor%ip1 ,him decl>e ,i unto y4' ,i ,i write ?is little book 9 ord] to help t[>ds an answ] to ! "q1 ,h[ is x ) ! ,*ri/ian religion at ! front8 ,) ! fl[] ( ,briti% manhood mass$ 9 ! ,army ?is & l que/ions are b\nd to arise--,h[ is x ) ! m58 ,:]e are !y religi\sly8 ,:at d !y want8 ,:at w !y ne$ :5 !y return8 & s =?4 ,!re nev] has be5 su* an opportunity ( tak+ a comp>ative view ( ,briti% ,*ri/ianity & ( fram+ answ]s to su* que/ions4 ,p]haps ^? :o are work+ z *apla9s at ! front are especially *all5g$ to attempt ^! tasks4 ,_! answ] mu/ n be loose or s5tim5tal4 ,!re is a dang] ( t4 ,! emotions ar\s$ by ! w> may enc\rage s5tim5tal v]dicts4 ,t may be ! reason :y a good _m ideas :i* are curr5t at home ab\t religion at ! front1 are a good di/ance remov$ f reality4 ,,ii ,i c only v5ture ^u a v]dict aft] fir/ ackn[l$g+ t x is insep>ably b\nd up ) my own %ortcom+s4 ,o!r m5 ( a tru] devotion & love may well h gr\nds 9 a m effective m9i/ry = *all5g+ & amplify+ x4 ,fur!r1 ,i h to ask t all[ance be made = ! fact t m5 l myself1 :o h be5 work+ z ',c4 ( ,e4' *apla9s1 are n v well qualifi$ to speak ab\t ! religion ( ! m54 ,!re is some?+ wrong ab\t ! /atus ( *apla9s4 ,!y belong to :at ! au?or ( ,a ,/ud5t 9 ,arms calls '! sup]-_w' ( (fic]s1 :i* z su* is sep>ate f ! m54 ,z a class we f9d x h>d to p5etrate ! surface ( ! m5--t surface :i* we c almo/ see ?ru/ out at u l a %ield1 9 ! sudd5ly assum$ rigidity ( m5 z !y salute u4 ,we are 9 an un*ri/ian position1 9 ! s5se t we are 9 a position :i* ,*ri/ w\ld n h occupi$4 ,he1 ,i am sure1 w\ld h be5 a regim5tal /ret*]-be>]1 truly among & ( ! m54 ,we are v unlike ,him4 ,we are (t5 lik$1 & are ?\ght good fell[s1 b we are unlike ,him & miss :at ,he c\ld discov]4 ,our--my--v]dict is n necess>ily ,84 ,la/ly1 all v]dicts mu/ be r\gh 9 w>4 ,! nature ( w> & ( its effects (t5 precludes any "o f kn[+ exactly :at is go+ on 9 ! s\ls ( m54 ,w> is a muddy bus9ess1 encas+ ! body 9 dirt1 & cak+ ov] ! s\l4 ,x =ms h>d surfaces ov] ! c5tres ( s5sitiv5ess4 ,x is b5umb+ to spiritual faculties4 ,t is nature's way ( accommodation ) w>'s environm5t4 ,to feel ?+s mu* w\ld lit]ally be madd5+4 ,to brood ab\t dang]1 to appreh5d or anticipate or philosophise may imp]il 'n]ve4' ,r ! majority ( m5 c>ry on1 call\sly1 almo/ gaily1 ) m5tal & spiritual faculties if possible inactive4 ,i h met an entirely dev\t lov] ( music 7s9ce kill$ 9 action7 :o told me t he didn't miss music out "h because he wasn't c>ry+ on ) ^? faculties4 ,i h se5 a man ( indubitable ,*ri/ian conviction come d[n f ! cold clam ( ! tr5*es 9 mid-w9t] & take up a religi\s book :i* ord9>ily w\ld h excit$ him & say--,ah6 yes1 !re is all t4 ,i c\ld almo/ see ! surface :i* w> _h h>d5$ ov] him4 ,b5ea? x 9 him & all ! re/1 :o kn[s :at may n be 9 process1 ready to em]ge :5 !y c ba! 9 ! solv5t wat]s ( peace8 ,mean:ile !y 'c>ry on4' ,t ,i ?9k is especially cong5ial to ! ,briti%4 ,!re is no d\bt t m5 ( our race h an inv9cibility1 :i* is due 9 "p to ! fact t !y d n ?9k ab\t or feel :at is really go+ on4 ,to be practically & s5sually occupi$ ) ! pass+ mom5t is ! way to c>ry on 9 w>4 ,x is *>act]i/ic ( our m54 ,!y are rem>kably void ( appreh5sion 9 e s5se ( ! ^w4 ,_h ! rank & file :o f\ght ! fir/ battle ( ,ypres--:5 ! :ole ( ! ,briti% =ces came to be /rung out f ,ypres to ,la ,basse 9 "o l9e )\t a res]ve--=m$ a g5]al appreh5sion ( & z to _! position1 !y w\ld h be5 'rattl$' & brok54 ,!y 7 n beat51 9 "p because !y did n ?9k ( be+ beat54 ,y c't1 z !y s+1 beat ! boys ( ! bull-dog bre$1 b ?is inv9cibility has n altoge!r ! virtue ( facts und]/ood1 fac$1 & triumph$ ov]4 ,9 %ort1 ,briti% qualities & defects ( qualities are closely int]wov54 ,b my po9t is1 t ?is be+ s1 any v]dict ab\t :at is go+ on 9 ,briti% s\ls dur+ a w> mu/ be humble & t5tative & pati5t ( qualification4 ,,iii ,on ! :ole1 ,i v5ture to say1 !re is n a great revival ( ! ,*ri/ian religion at ! front4 ,yet ,i am eag] to acclaim ! wond]ful quality ( _s :i* m5 ( our race display 9 ?is w>1 & to claim x z ,*ri/ian & ,god-inspir$4 ,deep 9 _! he>ts is a great tru/ & fai? 9 ,god4 ,x is an in>ticulate fai? express$ 9 de$s4 ,! top levels1 z x 71 ( _! consci\sness1 are mu* fill$ ) grumbl+ & f\l language & physical occupations2 b b5ea? lie deep spiritual spr+s1 :5ce issue _! *e]fulness1 /ubbornness1 pati5ce1 g5]osity1 humility1 & will+ness to suff] & to die4 ,!y decl>e by :at !y are & d t !re is a wor?-:il5ess 9 ef=t & sacrifice4 ,)\t say+ s1 !y commit !mselves to ! ,ev]la/+ ,arms4 ,! metaphor ( human nature be+ h>d5$ or cak$ ov] by w> mu/ be modifi$ s z to all[ t w> lays human nature b>e4 ,x is a gr& fibre or gra9 ( ,briti% nature :i* ! w> has expos$4 ,x is inwr\ght ) ,*ri/ian excell5ces ( humility1 unselfi%ness1 =titude1 & all t makes a good comrade4 ,x is preci\s /uff4 ,let !re be no talk h]eaft] ( ! decad5ce ( ! race4 ,let no "o d>e to disp>age ! masses ( our p2 nor let any "o1 ?r\gh class ignorance or prejudice or fe>1 speak ( !m contemptu\sly4 ,!y are priceless raw mat]ial4 ,z ,i h hov]$ 9 seem+ prie/ly impot5ce ov] miracles ( *e]ful pati5ce ly+ on /ret*]s 9 dress+-/ations1 ,i h said--,i h v[$ to myself--,"h are m5 wor? do+ any?+ =4 ,!re is a great he>t 9 ! p4 ,x is n a great m9d4 ,9 (fic]s & m5 !re is little intellectual grip ^u :at we are fight+ =4 ,e "o ne>ly is )\t a sav+ t\* ( rhetoric4 ,ideas are "u suspicion4 ,padre1 :at y say is j ideal1 x's all 9 ! air4 ,b ! objectors /ick x & die = ! un=mulat$ & unexpress$ ideal4 ,!y are f> wis] & bett] ?an !y "k4 ,,iv ,i mu/ modify1 !n1 & say t on ! :ole !re is n a great articulate revival ( ! ,*ri/ian religion at ! front4 ,b fur!r ,i mu/ add t !re is religion ab\t1 only1 v (t5 x is n ! ,*ri/ian religion4 ,r x is natural religion4 ,x is ! expression ( a crav+ = security4 ,lit]ally x is a look+ = salvation4 ,x is a v unnatural man :o does n feel at any rate m incl9$ to pray :5 dang] ab\nds & anxiety presses1 ?an at o!r times4 ,naturally1 !n1 *apla9s f9d a readi] response to _! ef=ts "r at ! front ?an f>!r back4 ,m5 come to a s]vice be=e !y g to ! tr5*es4 ,communicants increase be=e a fight4 ,*apla9s are frequ5tly told ( pray] be+ resort$ to "u ?is or t /ra9 ( ?is t]rific w>4 ,!re is 9 %ort a g5]al association ( ideas ab\t religion &1 z ,i h said1 x may be call$ ! association ( a crav+ = security4 ,i w\ld say no?+ disrespectful ( x4 ,i w\ld n pret5d = a mom5t to be void ( ?is v natural crav+4 ,i w\ld recognise t impressions made by /ra9 & anxiety are (t5 ! means :]eby ,god br+s m5 home to ,himself4 ,i ?\ght x a h>d say+ ( an ard5t salvationi/ lad1 :o told me ( a transport s]geant's pray]s "o night 9 a dit* by a %rapnell$ roadside1 & ( ! same s]geant's rev]sion to app>5t irreligion on return to safety4 ,i call x1 said ! boy1 c[>dice4 ,b :at ,i d say ab\t x is1 fir/ly1 t religion ?us ma9ly associat$ ) dang]1 is n ! ,*ri/ian religion1 & secondly1 t _m ( ! be/ m5 ( all ranks h little to d ) x1 or :at little !y d h is int]mitt5t & r %amefac$4 ,i leave ! fir/ /atem5t = ! mom5t4 ,ab\t ! second ,i haz>d ! belief t ?is has be5 m or less true ( all soldi]s 9 hi/ory4 ,religion reg>d$ m]ely z a resort 9 tr\ble1 z a possible s\rce ( good luck1 z a *>m or insurance policy is z old z man2 b ,i believe _m ( ! be/ soldi]s up & d[n hi/ory h _h little to d ) x1 & ! m sport+ & soldi]ly ! man1 ! less he has _h to d ) x4 ,aft] all1 ! soldi]-man's code goes clean ! o!r way4 ,x is ev] insi/+ on non-calculat+ & self-reg>dless s]vice1 endurance1 & sacrifice4 ,z su*1 x lies above ! ord9>y level ( life1 call+ out ! h]oic & hon\rable 9 m54 ,b religion associat$ ) anxiety t\*es m5 at a level l[] ?an ! highe/ 9 !m1 x has ! morbidity ( _! weak] mom5ts hang+ ab\t x1 x we>s badly1 &1 above all1 (t5 x does n seem to "w4 ,i h _h ! case prop\nd$ to me ( ,bill :o did pray1 b yet _h _h 8 head bl[$ (f4 ,v ,i recur1 !n1 to my v]dict t on ! :ole !re is n a great revival ( ! ,*ri/ian religion at ! front4 ,:y is ?is8 ,fir/1 w> is w>1 &1 :at is m1 ?is w> is ?is w>4 ,i w n attempt to pa9t ! picture4 ,e "o mu/ realise by n[ t ! ma9 conc5tration ( all milit>y ef=t is direct$ at creat+ 9 ! tr5*es an ev]-int5s] inf]no ( heavy %ells4 ,9 a great army !re is e degree ( risk to be run or immunity to be enjoy$2 b at ! v front1 :]e all is /ripp$ & laid b>e1 mod]n w>f>e is at times a furnace ( horror4 ,its smoke d>k5s ! heav5s1 ?ick5+ ! cl\ds & d>kness r\nd ab\t ,god1 & deep5+ ,8 sil5ce4 ,its :ite heat scor*es out human confid5ce 9 ,him4 ,he does n seem to c\nt4 ,!re are />s 9 ! d>kness ( w>--/>s :i* are ! a*ievem5ts ( man's indomitable _s4 ,b ,god-w>d !re seems sometimes to be great d>kness4 ,fur!r1 w>1 despite all ! easy ?+s said 9 its praise1 is a great iniquity4 ,x is1 z o!rs h said1 hell4 ,z an environm5t to ! s\l x is1 = all ! c\nt]vail+ h]oisms ( m51 a _w ( evil p[] let loose4 ,&1 aga91 w> ab\nds 9 a numb] ( trials--mo/ly associat$ ) ! extremes ( heat & cold & damp & fatigue--= :i*1 z ! phrase goes1 religion seems n to af=d ! slighte/ relief4 ,x is a v physical bus9ess1 squeez+ out or ov]lay+ ! spiritual 9 m51 ?\gh p[]less :olly to ext+ui% x4 ,w> be+ :at x is1 ! abs5ce ( religi\s revival dur+ its c\rse is n surpris+4 ,i h come to be v d\btful :e!r !re is tru? 9 ! preval5t notion t w> z su* & automatically makes m5 bett]4 ,secondly1 t elem5t 9 religion :i* c survive ! wea!r ( w> mu/ be a v h>dy gr[?1 some?+ deeply engra9$ & habitual--some?+ rock-built4 ,& t is j :at is lack+ among m5 ( our race4 ,z an ,anglican prie/ ,i rea* "h a gl>+ fact ab\t ! ,engli% ,*ur*4 ,! w> reveals t !re are few m5 9 its loose memb]%ip :o are possess$ by & in/ruct$ 9 its fai?4 ,religion1 z taught by ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 has a feeble grip on ! masses4 ,!y hold x 9 no famili> embrace4 ,& if reasons are s\ght1 !y are p>tly f\nd 9 ! want ( cutt+ edge to h] sob] compreh5sive tea*+1 p>tly 9 ! *>act]i/ics (t5 !oretically s ju/ifiable b practically s awkw>d1 ( ! ,pray] ,book4 ,!re is little 9 our ,*ur* :i* corresponds to t elem5tal regim5 or discipl9e :i* possesses simple-m9d$ ,roman ,ca?olics4 ,! p[] ( cultus1 ( in/itutional & family religion1 is l>gely abs5t4 ,to expla9 ?is br+s me to a ?ird reason :y1 "u ! /ress ( w>1 ,engli% ,*ri/ianity is h>dly 9 revival1 namely1 ,bible difficulties4 ,! ,pray] ,book comes d[n to u f m5 :o 7 held by a belief 9 ! lit]al tru? ( ! :ole ,bible4 ,9 s f> z x has be5 an effective manual = ord9>y p1 x has be5 on ! /r5g? ( an absolute dogma 9 _! m9ds z to ! ,^w ( ,god4 ,t dogma has 9 a vague & some:at ins5sible way lo/ its hold on ! common m9d4 ,x has n ! absolute & simple au?ority :i* 9 religion is a necessity = ! little-educat$4 ,few ( ! g5]al public h ?\ght v mu* ab\t ! matt]1 b all ! m !y are influ5c$ by t :i* has p]colat$ ?r\gh to !m f ! m le>n$1 loos5+ :at be=e 0 firm & tight1 confus+ & complicat+ :at be=e 0 />kly pla94 ,?is has be5 br\ght home to me z ,i h sat at s+-songs & h he>d a coon-song sung entitl$ ,! ,prea*] & ! ,be>4 ,) apologies to ! easily-%ock$ ,i w quote4 ,! h]o ( ! song is a col\r$ m9i/] :o1 aga9/ 8 consci5ce1 w5t out %oot+ on a ,sunday1 &1 aft] good sport1 on return+ home 0 met by a grizzly be>4 ,tak+ refuge up a tree ?is 0 8 pray]3 ,o ,"l1 :o deliv]$ ,daniel f ! lions' d51 ,also ,jonah f ! tummy ( ! :ale--& !n ,?ree ,hebrew *illuns f ! fi]y furnace1 ,z ! good ,book d decl>e-- ,o ,"l1 if y c't help me1 don't help t grizzly be>6 ,"h is an epitome ( a f>-spread+ incr$ulity ab\t ! ,bible4 ,x is ! high] criticism 9 its crude/ popul> =m1 & m5 are at ! m]cy ( x4 ,i h kn[n a mess ( (fic]s engage 9 argum5t ab\t ! ,bible ) a sceptical ,scots doctor1 clev]] ?an !y4 ,z old-fa%ion$ believ]s 9 ! ,bible !y _h to admit to be+ ?or\ghly /raf$ 9 ! argum5t1 yet !y _h no way out1 su* z an intellig5t und]/&+ ( ! ,bible af=ds4 ,"o at lea/ ( !m ma9ta9$ /\tly t nev]!less he 0 go+ to /ick to ! old view1 h[ev] indef5sible4 ,su* m5 are n free intellectually to foll[ ! movem5ts ( religi\s revival4 ,!y are immobilis$ by ! dead weight ( ,biblical lit]alism4 ,yet if ! ma9 v]dict to :i* ,i h committ$ myself is to be radically acc\nt$ =1 x is necess>y to rea* deep] reasons ?an any ,i h m5tion$4 ,i sympa?ise ) ^? :o h high hopes ( ! good effects ( ,*ur* & ,pray] ,book & ,bible-tea*+ re=ms4 ,yet su* are relatively sup]ficial matt]s4 ,! ma9 reason = ! comp>ative abs5ce ( religi\s revival among m5 at ! front is t we all h be5 ov]tak5 by ! cataclysm ( w> 9 a condition ( great pov]ty t[>ds ,god4 ,,vi ,w>1 :5 x breaks 9 on peace1 reveals 9 a fi]ce light ! condition ( m5 9 peace4 ,x w\ld be ungrateful & disloyal n to acclaim ! ma9 s\nd he>t ( our c\ntry :i* ?is w> has reveal$4 ,x w\ld be treasonable to ! great company ( good m5 & true--n lea/ out ( ! s*ool & univ]sity _w mo/ famili> to ! writ]--:o h ris5 to ! day & h gladly giv5 _! all4 ,yet1 aft] g5]\s all[ance = t1 a great pov]ty ( allegiance to ,god has be5 laid b>e4 ,indirectly1 9 ! answ]s made to ! claims ( duty1 hon\r1 s]vice1 & self-sacrifice1 ,he has be5 ackn[l$g$1 b ( direct devotion to ,him z ! "o & pre-em95t reality !re has be5 little4 ,aft] all1 c x be d5i$ t ! w> has f\nd u devot$ r to ! idols ( money1 pleasure1 & appetite ?an to ,god & ,8 righte\sness8 ,we h _h to be ar\s$ f a great s5sual preoccupation ) worldly traffic4 ,z x 0 9 ! days ( ,noah1 s 9 a measure x has be5 to-day3 z we ate & drank1 & b\ght & sold & plant$ & build$1 ! flood has come ^u u & has all b swept u away4 ,at home1 z ! ?9ly-veil$ wantonness ( "s ( our weekly illu/rat$ pap]s rem9ds u 9 ! field1 x seems t a mass ( self-pleas+ & luxuri\s folk _c yet f9d an escape out ( ! prison-h\se ( ,vanity ,fair1 ?\gh ?\s&s ble$ & die by _! side4 ,9 ! field1 ! m9d & mann] ( a gross peace-life is kept alive by pictures ( smirk+ nudities plac>d$ 9 dug-outs & billets1 & ! f>!r back f ! front "o travels1 z ! hot brea? ( w> gr[s m tepid1 ! m heavy gr[s ! atmosph]e ( mat]iali/ic indulg5ce4 ,t ,god m9ds is h>dly ?\ght (1 = at home & abroad we h be5 c>ri$ into w> 9 a peace-condition ( great he$lessness ( ,him4 ,& ! /ra9s & co/ & dang]s ( w> w n sc>e m5 out ( _! =getfulness4 ,! he>t ( man is incorrigible by fe>4 ,god1 if ,he is little reg>d$ 9 peace1 is h>d to come nigh to 9 w>4 ,if religion 9 peace & prosp]ity has n be5 full ( ,8 praise--( joy 9 ,him1 x is some?+ to :i* adv]sity mu/ drive m51 & !y ?9k x z su* a little disreputable1 & _m ( ! be/ m51 ri*ly gift$ ) manly excell5ces1 t5d to leave x on "o side4 ,yet ,i am n a%am$ ( ! ,gospel ( ,*ri/4 ,we c adopt ! r++ note ( ,/4 ,paul's defiance4 ,= ! ,*ri/ian religion does n spr+ prim>ily out ( human anxiety & ne$4 ,x is n an exp$i5t :i* may be left on "o side till ! h\r ( ne$ arises4 ,t _m m5 %\ld ?9k ?us ( x %[s t x has be5 widely =gott51 misund]/ood1 or nev] kn[n4 ,,vii ,! ,*ri/ian religion is salvation because x />ts f :at ,god is4 ,ev]y?+ 9 x ( human b5efit & satisfaction is a bye-product fl[+ f ! fact t x gives to m5 a focus = _! devotion & att5tion n 9 !mselves b 9 ,god4 ,its ma9 motive is n self-b ,god-reg>d+4 ,x draws m5 out ( ! entanglem5t into :i* !y fall ?r\gh temporis+ ) _! own ne$s1 & con/ra9s !m to att5d to ,god's ne$--,8 ne$ ( !m4 ,= ! ,*ri/ian1 ,god is n "s %ad[y supreme ,be+ at ! back ( ! univ]se1 or a "n giv5 to ! sum ( ?+s4 ,god is ! ,p]son ,:o made1 & loves1 & !re=e wants ,8 *ildr54 ,h5ce ,*ri/ian pray] prim>ily is grateful & lov+ ackn[l$gm5t ( :at ,god is1 & only second>ily ! expression ( anxiety1 or ! putt+ 9 ( ?is or t claim = :at we want4 ,t is ! conclusion :i* w> exp]i5ce drives home4 ,! special /ra9 & pressure ( w> _c elicit f ! majority ( m5 ! religion :i* is occupi$ ) ! sav+ ( self4 ,! spiritual law is t we f9d our life by los+ x1 n by sav+ x4 ,9 a vague & unexpress$ way1 z !y %[ aga9 & aga9 by _! *e]fulness & unconc]n$ness1 ho/s ( m5 9 ?is w> h laid hold on ?is law4 ,!y h f\nd a purpose to :i* to cleave1 some?+ to give !mselves away =4 ,only x is h>dly ackn[l$g$1 b r lies bel[ ! level ( m5tal appreh5sion & expression4 ,x is ! function ( ,*ri/ianity to raise ?is unackn[l$g+ tru/fulness & self-giv+ out ( dumb subconsci\sness1 & to give to x spee*1 & to cr[n x ) ! glory ( fully human self-devotion4 ,x is its "p to decl>e t x is ,god ,:om !y f9d 9 ! (f]+ ( !mselves1 ,8 love 9 :i* !y c lose !mselves1 ,8 purpose to :i* !y c cleave1 ,8 w to be done--& t to give ,him joy is ! supreme end ( man4 ,?is is ! religion :i* su/a9s 9 w>1 because possess$ 9 peace4 ,& x is s little preval5t--t is1 s little 9 any "o's consci\s possession--9 w> j because ,god1 & ,8 love1 & ,8 desire h be5 s little 9 m5's ?\ghts 9 peace4 ,let peace return--let ! /ra9 ( w> be lift$ f a unit z x goes back into re/1 or f an individual z he goes on leave1 & ! life ( indulg5ce1 )\t an object except self1 ?reat5s to repossess ! s\l4 ,9 ! same way x is peace r ?an w>1 heal? r ?an sickness1 y\? r ?an age1 :i* really te/ ! reality ( our ,*ri/ianity1 :51 )\t ! %ame ( be+ driv5 !reto by ne$1 a man c rejoice 9 ,god1 & ) full p[]s be made ! in/rum5t ( ,8 w4 ,,viii ,!re is !n little consci\s & articulate ,*ri/ianity at ! front1 & yet !re are pr(\ndly ,*ri/ian *>act]i/ics 9 :at m5 are & d & endure1 :o h nev] kn[n or d n und]/& or h =gott5 ! ,*ri/ian religion4 ,:at1 !n1 is ?is /rangely hon\r$ & yet neglect$ ?+8 ,does x exi/8 ,is x !re = m5 7 !y to awake to x8 ,?is utt]ly se>*+ w> ju/ifies ! critical temp] :i* passes previ\s allegiances & acceptances "u revision & judgm5t4 ,i may be =giv51 !n1 = say+ t ,i d n ?9k t ,*ri/ianity z at pres5t express$ & pres5t$ to m5 9 ! ,*ur* 79 ! wide/ s5se ( ! ^w7 is prima facie t :i* c w9 & possess !m4 ,x w\ld be a big task & unsuit$ to ! conditions "u :i* ,i write to argue ?is out4 ,:at ne$s discussion is h[ mu* ( natural religion has be5 absorb$ into ! accumulat$ deposit f ! pa/ :i* we call traditional ,*ri/ianity1 ) ! effect ( disguis+ & ov]lay+ 9 x ^? specifically ,*ri/ian elem5ts1 :i* make ,*ri/ianity n only a salvation f s9 or f hell1 b f ! morbid & ev5 contemptible 9 religion4 ,^? elem5ts c nev] be cle>ly ab/ract$ & us$ by !mselves1 = ,*ri/ianity 0 n a ?+ r\nd$ & complet$1 & deposit$ ^u ! _w 9 vacuo1 b 0 z a se$ s[n1 :i* gr[s by draw+ into itself ! n\ri%m5t ( soil & atmosph]e4 ,!re always mu/ be elem5ts ( natural religion int]fus$ ) ! ,*ri/ian religion1 = ?\gh n evolv$ out ( natural religion1 b r com+ to x z a deliv]ance1 ,*ri/ianity is ! cr[n & fulfilm5t & corroboration ( ! good & ! true 9 natural religion4 ,x is n a "q ( cle> sep>ation & ab/raction1 b ( di/9ction1 emphasis1 & proportion4 ,i believe t ?+s n *>act]i/ically ,*ri/ian h acquir$ a disproportionate place 9 our religion z h&$ d[n to u4 ,i sugge/ 7b w n "w x out "h7 t _m ( ! hymns 9 use are evid5ce ( ?is1 & t is :y s (t5 !y d n r+ true4 ,i also believe t an unhi/orical use ( ! ,bible has prov$ a di/ort+ influ5ce4 ,f e>ly ,*ri/ian days ,scripture1 :i* is a /ory ( a process & gr[? conta9+ _m /ages & imp]fections1 has be5 treat$ z some?+ timeless & absolute4 ,9 p>ticul>1 ! p>tial answ]s to ! problem ( suff]+ to :i* ! ,jews 9 _! developm5t 7 l$1 h be5 made to be> weights heavi] ?an !y c su/a94 ,"s ( ! ,psalms1 = in/ance1 ov]-emphasise ! connection betwe5 righte\sness & immunity f mis=tune4 ,!y c be us$ to ju/ify a calculat+ & self-sav+ religion :i* is bel[ ! level ( ,*ri/'s religion4 ,a soldi]1 rec5tly w\nd$ on ! ,somme1 h&$ to me at a dress+-/ation a small copy ( ! #ia/ ,psalm z 8 religi\s h&book4 ,yet by itself ! #ia/ ,psalm1 ?\gh a wond]ful expression ( tru/ 9 ,god1 promises a security to :i* our ,"l1 & o!rs ak9 to ,him 9 _s1 h n put _! seal4 ,he did n ask--,he resi/$ ! temptation to ask--t no evil %\ld happ5 unto ,him1 nor t angels %\ld be> ,him 9 _! h&s le/ ,he %\ld hurt ,8 foot aga9/ a /one4 ,he w\ld n h m5 set _! face 9 ! day ( battle 9 ! assurance t1 ?\gh a ?\s& %\ld fall beside !m & t5 ?\s& at _! "r h&1 ! same lot w\ld n come nigh !m4 ,i ?9k1 too1 t ,*ri/ianity fails to make its *>act]i/ic appeal ?r\gh ! ,*ur*1 ow+ to two preval5t isms--ecclesia/icism & subjectivism--bo? ( :i* may be said to be ! be+ prim>ily occupi$ 9 religion ) some?+ o!r ?an ,god4 ,i d\bt :e!r any ,*ur*-p>ty advantage c be scor$ by any "o 9 ?is matt]4 ,r\ghly speak+1 ! weakness ( ,ca?olic ,*ri/ianity is to get involv$ 9 ! little ?+s ( m9t & anise & cumm92 :il/ ! weakness ( ,prote/antism is to become absorb$ 9 ! luxuries ( "o's own religi\s exp]i5ces4 ,! up%ot ( ei!r is ! same1 namely1 to be v religi\s1 & yet to =get ! liv+ ,god4 ,i rememb] be+ v mu* />tl$ by an em95tly pi\s ,anglo-,ca?olic und]graduate at ,ox=d say+ to me1 ,! fact is1 ,i am n int]e/$ 9 ,god ! ,fa!r4 ,x is unwise to argue f "o in/ance1 b ,i seem to see !re a symptom ( a widespread & tragic e/rangem5t ( in/itutional ,*ri/ianity f ! m9d ( ,*ri/4 ,b ,i d\bt :e!r ?+s are mu* bett] on ! o!r side ( ! ecclesia/ical /reet1 :]e s (t5 ! wor%ip ( ,god has d[ngrad$ into sitt+ & li/5+ to s5tim5tal music on ,pleasant ,sunday ,aft]noons4 ,s+le in/ances are mislead+1 b ,i c nev] dismiss ! belief t !re is some?+ radically wrong ) ! _w ( religion ( :i* ! repres5tative 0 a ,*apel1 9 my old p>i% at ,le$s1 t indulg$ 9 a fruit-banquet on ,good ,friday4 ,"r ?r\gh organis$ ,*ri/ianity ( all k9ds !re is1 ,i ?9k1 a great abs5ce ( ! real ,*ri/ian ?+4 ,,ix ,b ?is br+s r\nd aga9 ! "q1 ,:at is ?is ,*ri/ian ?+8 ,:at are ! *>act]i/ic & specific elem5ts :i*1 ?\gh !y _c be nak$ly ab/ract$ f o!r elem5ts1 yet h to be kept sali5t amid ev]y?+ else8 ,:at is ! ,*ri/ianity :i* is g5]ally n 9 ! consci\s possession ( m5 at ! front1 & yet receives ! seal ( _! glori\s excell5ces8 ,:at is ! ,*ri/ianity :i* lies hidd5 by traditional disguise & contempor>y practice8 ,:]e is x to be f\nd8 ,x ,at any rate1 9 ! religion ( ,jesus ( ,naz>e?4 ,we are bless$ by ! privilege1 giv5 to u by ! "w ( reali/ic hi/orians1 ( go+ to ,him z our real ,bro!r4 ,we c /udy ! religion ( ?is ,man4 ,x 0 root$ fir/ & la/ 9 "o dom9ant reality--! ,fa!r & ,8 w4 ,f ! fir/ sight giv5 to u ( ,him z a boy & onw>ds ,he 0 ri* 9 "o ?+--,he 0 ri* t[>ds ,god4 ,he look$ at ! _w )\t ins5sibility to its pa91 )\t evasion ( its evil--r ) uniquely s5sitive insight into bo?--z ,god's _w & ! sc5e ( ,god's sov]eign activity4 ,& ,he expect$ o!rs to %>e ,8 view4 ,he 0 repeat$ly a/oni%$ to f9d ^? ar\nd ,him he$less ( ! air :i* ,he drew 9 ) op5 m\?1 bl9d to :at ,he saw1 deaf to :at ,he he>d1 unelat$ by ,8 joy4 ,he 0 surpris$ to f9d !m /rangely & o!rwise absorb$1 ) he>ts else:]e c5tr$ ?an 9 ,god4 ,he expect$ to f9d !m unit$ to ,god 9 a lov+ loyalty4 ,he f\nd !m 9 a spiritual adult]y4 ,?is un%>$ absorption ( ,jesus 0 n ! fruit ( adv]sity nor a resort 9 disappo9tm5t4 ,he 0 n driv5 to x by anxiety4 ,x came fir/ = ,him 9 peace1 9 full heal?1 & y\? & p[]s4 ,8 0 a h\se :i* 0 built 9 f9e wea!r ^u a rock1 s t :5 ! /orms ( adv]sity beat on x1 x /ood firm4 ,8 religion /ood ! sev]e/ te/1 namely1 ! quiet ( normal & unev5tful days4 ,x 0 ready = ! /ra9 ( a campaign4 ,he em]g$ out ( ! peace ( ,naz>e? prep>$ = ent]prise4 ,= ! ,fa!r to ,him 0 n only ! object ( immobile wor%ip & delight--n only a ,"n to be hall[$1 b 0 ,he ,:o call$ ,him out to a v5ture = ,8 k+dom & ! do+ ( ,8 w4 ,t 0 h[ ,jesus came among m54 ,he came call+ m5 to a great adv5ture1 to non-calculat+ & self-reg>dless co-op]ation ) ! active en]gy & w ( ! ,fa!r4 ,h[ mu* ,he knew be=eh& ( :i!r t w w\ld lead ,him c nev] be kn[n4 ,to suppose t ,he knew all & saw ! end 9 ! beg9n+ & _h no /eps 9 ! d>k to take1 w\ld be to d5y to ,him ! ess5tial elem5t ( human fai? & tru/1 :i* is t x has to /ep out beyond ! light ( k into ! d>kness ( unc]ta9ty4 ,on ! o!r h&1 to suppose t ,he knew no?+1 is to d5y to ,him t humanly h]oic resolution ) :i* ,he set ,8 face to tread ! pa? :i* l$ ,him to suff]+4 ,9 our ignorance let u grip ?is c]ta9ty1 t = ,him ! "o suffici5t ?+ 0 t ! ,fa!r knew all ?+s--! times & ! seasons1 ! cup to be drunk1 ! w to be done & ! f9al outcome4 ,t 0 en\gh = ,him & mu/ be en\gh = u4 ,?is religion ( ,jesus !n is t to :i* all c turn1 z _! he>ts are full beyond expression ) pr\d & ?ankful sorr[ = ! great company ( ^? :o h tru/fully giv5 !mselves to dea? = o!rs4 ,jesus is ! ,^w1 t is1 ! full & cr[n+ expression ( t :i* is h>dly articulate 9 o!rs4 ,8 op5-ey$ self-consecration to d ! w ( ! ,fa!r seals & ratifies _! confus$ yet /eadfa/ devotion4 ,he is fir/ among _m bre?r51 giv+ full utt]ance to _! dumb tru/fulness4 ,9 a _w ( mix$ & p>tial motives ,he is ! absolute & unmitigat$ lov] ( ,god--lov+ ) all ,8 m9d & s\l & /r5g?1 freely haz>d+ all ^u ! ,fa!r4 ,,xi ,is n t en\gh8 ,?is simple elem5t--?is religion ( ,jesus--is x n ! "o ?+ ne$ful1 possess$ ( :i* m5 may sl\gh (f all else 9 ! traditional deposits ( ,*ri/ianity8 ,yes1 w\ld c]ta9ly be ! answ] if ! m5 ( ,8 day _h 9 fact be5 s possess$1 & if m5 7 s possess$ to-day4 ,:at 0 actual 9 ,him 01 is1 9 fact1 unrealis$ 9 !m4 ,he did f9d1 ( old1 fell[-adv5tur]s to %>e ,8 ent]prise4 ,b !y c\ld n %>e x to ! end4 ,he c\ld love ,god :olly1 !y only p>tially4 ,he _h to leave !m1 & !y ,him2 ,he to d ! w ( ! ,fa!r1 !y to fail to d x4 ,he alone c\ld n only ann\nce b fulfil ! fir/ & great comm&m5t2 !y 9 ! end c\ld only be defi$ & brok5 by x4 ,s x 0 prov$4 ,& x is a result :i* any hone/ man c v]ify = himself4 ,z ,i h tri$ to %[ else:]e1#a ! mo/ rigor\sly human & non-miracul\s view ( ,jesus & ! ,gospels leads to ?is po9t1 to :at may be call$ ! por* :]e ,pet] wept1 :]e ! sil5ce ( ,god broods ov] ! trag$y ( human failure4 ,,footnotes3 #a ,! ,m9d ( ! ,disciples 7,macmillan74 ,,xii ,b ! ?ird day ,he rose aga94 ,pet] 0 n left 9 ! por*1 nor are we4 ,8 brok5 hope 0 remade by ! ,"o fully tru/$ 9 by ,jesus only--by ! ,god & ,fa!r ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4#b ,! ,*ri/ian ?+ :i* we look = is ! ,good ,news ( ,god 9 ,*ri/4 ,x is n only ! religion ( ,jesus our ,bro!r1 b religion 9 ,jesus1 9 ,him reveal+ ,god to m54 ,x is n only ,8 human ri*ness t[>ds ,god1 b 9 ,him ! ri*ness ( ,god t[>ds m54 ,x is ! ,cross n only z ! climax ( free lov+ self-(f]+ to ! ,fa!r1 b z itself ! lay+ b>e ( ! ,fa!r's he>t--x is ,god reconcil+ ! _w unto ,himself4 ,x is ?is--! revelation ( ,god 9 ,*ri/--( :i* ! exp]i5ce ( ! w> %[s we are above all else 9 ! _w 9 ne$4 ,god1 n m]ely ass5t$ to z a my/]i\s ,"o above1 at ! back ( ?+s1 b ,god1 kn[n & delight$ 91 9 t]ms ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,x is "o great light :i* we ne$ to walk 9--! light ( ! k ( :at ,god is1 z x %9es ^u ! face ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,! specific ,*ri/ian ?+ t makes ,*ri/ianity salvation is n--z s _m m5 9 ! army ?9k--j goodness nor negative & kill-joy propriety1 b ! fact t 9 ! ard5t1 v5turesome1 & self-reg>dless sacrifice ( ,jesus1 we see ! ,love ( ,god ,himself com+ out to w9 ! s\ls ( m54 ,ev]y?+ else foll[s f t1 & comes second to x z fir/--all t foll[s f ,god's love be+ holy1 & f m5 be+ unholy1 all t is meant by ,*ri/ian exp]i5ce1 all t is involv$ 9 ! activities ( pray] & s]vice4 ,m5 h to beg9 f1 & ev] keep rally+ r\nd1 ! tru? ( :at ,god is z made kn[n 9 ,*ri/--treat+ ! tru? z no matt] ( c\rse1 b z ! disclosure :i* 9 ?is /range _w seems ne>ly too good to be true4 ,= !re is no reconciliation betwe5 ! facts ( ! _w & ! ,absolute ( philosophy or ! highly attribut$ ,supreme ,be+ ( natural religion4 ,"o ?+ alone c meet ! passion ( m5--:e!r impos$ ^u !m or self-inflict$--x is ! passion ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ :]eby ,8 ,love works out its victory4 ,t alone c h>ness to itself ! vitality & h]oism ( m51 :i* else w riot away 9 wa/e or flag 9 disillusion4 ,t alone c be ! con/ra9+ object ( _! joy & praise1 & ! satisfaction ( _! adv5tur\s devotion4 ,,footnotes3 #b #a ,pet] i4 #c4 ,,xiii ,!re has be5 9 ?is w> a wond]ful display ( ! h]oism ( m54 ,b _! ?\ghts ab\t ,god & religion are = ! mo/ "p at a level bel[ ! highe/ 9 !mselves4 ,!y h come to !mselves 9 giv+ !mselves away4 ,b !y ?9k t religion is mo/ly conc]n$ ) self-sav+4 ,!y t5d to recognise mo/ easily ! signs ( ,god's fav\r 9 ?is or t in/ance ( safety or escape4 ,?is means t !y d n ?9k ( ,god 9 t]ms ( ,*ri/1 b t !y ?9k ( ,him z outside ! tr\ble & pa9 & co/ ( life1 & 9 ! immunity ( heav54 ,!y d n ?9k ( ,him z involv$ 9 ! risks & agonies ( ! _w4 ,?\gh !y d n =mulate x to !mselves1 ! glories ( human nature g beyond any?+ !y "k ( ! div9e4 ,= !m ,god is less wond]ful ?an man4 ,a f9e soldi] prote/$ to me lately ab\t ! s]vice :i* 0 read at ! fun]al ( a v brave (fic]1 ,:y say m ?an '"h is a v gallant soldi]'8 z ?\gh !re 7 no?+ 9 ! ,au?or ( our be+ ak9 to ! gallantry 9 man4 ,n t su* a man w\ld d5y ! idea1 b t he & ! re/ are n possess$ by joy 9 its tru?4 ,m5 ( our race d n d5y greatly1 b !n nei!r d !y joyfully ass]t4 ,!y h n receiv$ ! good news ( ,god 9 ,*ri/4 ,,xiv ,we all ne$ to be s possess$ be=e peace comes back4 ,= peace1 z ,i h said1 is ! real te/ ( our religion1 n w>4 ,we h be5 plung$ into w>1 rejoic+ little 9 ,god4 ,we h got to put ,him & ,8 w & desire fir/ be=e peace returns4 ,or else ! ?\ght ( ,him w s9k out ( our att5tion1 & we %all return to ! gett+ ( ga9 & to self-s]vice 9 a mood ( p]petual po/ponem5t4 ,god w come la/ aga94 ,he did s 9 ! m9ds ( soldi]s at ! beg9n+ ( ! w>4 ,(t5 !y look$ ^u *apla9s z no m ?an prelim9>y und]tak]s4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! w>1 (fic]s 9 my old regim5t1 9 ! fri5dlie/ way1 ask$ me :at !re 0 to d z a *apla9 except burial duties4 ,cle>ly !y ?\ght ( life z some?+ ap>t f ,god4 ,:at is ne$$ is a new joy 9 ,god z ,love & ,purpose1 "h & n[4 ,ne$1 :e!r ! pressure ( sickness or dang] or anxiety or age or guilt1 w (t5 op]ate 9 turn+ ! he>t ,god-w>d4 ,! s5se ( be+ ?r[n 9 entire dep5d5ce ^u ,god c be ! ,god-giv5 turn+-po9t 9 a man's life & an end to 8 godlessness4 ,b ne$ w nev] provide ! la/+ religi\s motive :i* sets ! *ord ( :at is noble/ 9 m5 vibrat+ )9 !m4 ,! peculi> glory ( ! ,*ri/ian religion is t x provides t motive--x is ! motive ( ,god's ne$4 ,he wants u1 = ,he loves u4 ,he is love4 ,i h f\nd myself at ! front press$ to ask m5 :y !y %\ld h to d ) religion4 ,is x because !y are on active s]vice & expos$ to dang] & liable to dea?8 ,is t to be ! con/ra9+ motive8 ,&1 9 p>ticul>1 :y pray8 ,is x to express _! natural s5se ( ne$1 _! desire = security & support8 ,is t to be ! ma9 impulse8 ,i try to answ] ^! que/ions by ask+ !m ano!r "q3 ',:y d !y write home8' ,:at keeps !m at x 9 ! damp dug-outs ) ! indelible p5cil runn+ smudgily ov] ! pap]8 ,:y d "s m5 write e day8 ,is x = :at !y c get--! cakes1 ! fags8 ,does ! con/ra9+ motive lie 9 _! own ne$8 ,x does n4 ,x lies 9 ! joy :i* lett]s br+ to lov+ he>ts at home4 ,likewise !re is joy 9 ,heav5 :5 "o =getful wayw>d son turns 9 he>t ?i!r homew>ds4 ,= ,god loves u & !re=e wants u & desires to use u4 ,x is :at ,he is :i* is ! sav+ motive ( our religion4 ,e o!r motive1 h[ev] natural1 is ta9t$ ) morbidity1 & c nev] long possess ! eag] he>ts ( m5 nor be _! glory 9 ! full tide ( life4 ,b 9 ,god !y c glory z !y see :at ,he is1 at "w ) purposes ( holy love 9 ! v5ture ( creation2 & ?is !y c see 9 ,*ri/1 liv+1 suff]+1 dy+1 ris+1 & alive = ev]more2 or else ,*ri/ianity is no?+ 9 ! _w4 ,t is ! pure metal ( our glori\s religion1 :i* ! fi]ce fires ( w> mu/ ref9e out ( its traditional alloy4 ,t is ! great gold5 secret utt]$ 9 ,*ri/--,god1 all-suff]+ & all-fai?ful love1 call+ out into active alliance ! l qualities 9 ,8 *ildr5 = ! accompli%m5t ( ,8 w on e>? z 9 heav54 ,,xv ,we ne$ 9 peace ! free & consci\s realisation ( t ( :i* m5 are p]=ce1 & dumbly1 aw>e 9 w>4 ,x is t !re is some?+ go+ on 9 ! _w :i* dem&s prim>y allegiance1 & ! putt+ second ( e self-int]e/4 ,at ! front m5 h>dly "k :at x is4 ,!y are suspici\s ( rhetoric & unreality 9 talk ab\t lib]ty & int]national equity1 & "r aga9/ might4 ,!y only "k--a wond]ful majority ( !m--t some?+ great & righte\s wants !m & requires ( !m _! help4 ,s1 reluctantly1 ) grumbl+s & insi/5t long+ = x all to be ov]1 & yet ) ! inali5able joy ( do+ ! "r ?+1 !y ob/9ately endure4 ,we c say1 )\t apportion+ "r :olesale to ! ,allies or wrong :olesale to ,g]many1 t1 h[ev] dimly aw>e ( x1 !y are 'seek+ fir/ ! ,k+dom ( ,god & ,8 ,righte\sness4' ,c !y ma9ta9 ?is allegiance 9 peace despite e s$uction :i* w ru% to recapture _! s\ls8 ,t is ! great "q :i* all :o call !mselves ,*ri/ians %\ld be consid]+ on _! knees :ile ! w> is /ill rag+4 ,! answ] lies 9 a great measure ) ! ,*ur*4 ,%e has to enli/ 9 h] w>f>e = ! k+dom ( ,god--! w> :i* is nev] ov]--t capacity 9 m5 = s]vice & suff]+ :i* ! w> has disclos$4 ,h[ c ?is be8 ,w\ld t ,i _h no unc]ta9 answ] to utt]6 ,i fl+ ^! cries out to comrades 9 ! ,"l t we may provoke "o ano!r to f9d ! answ]4 ,! answ] _c be m]ely an intellectual solution4 ,x mu/ be spelt out 9 t]ms ( co/ly devotion4 ,"s ?+s are cle>4 ,fir/1 ! ,*ur* has to ackn[l$ge t %e is n ! k+dom ( ,god b ! means to x z an end4 ,!re are1 ,i ?9k1 a great _m c>ts & horses to be *ang$ r\nd into _! "r relations4 ,religi\s obs]vances & organisations--all ! :ole app>atus ( religion--h come to be look$ ^u z ends 9 !mselves1 :]eas !y are means to an end beyond !mselves4 ,p ?9k t ! cl]gy's "o conc]n is ! success ( ecclesia/ical activities & in/itutions4 ,we cl]gy ?9k s ourselves6 ,x is n = h] own int]e/s1 :i* are by !mselves incurably too small to evoke ! h]oic 9 m51 t ! ,*ur* is 9 ! _w4 ,%e is 9 ! _w to *ange ! _w1 s t its :ole ext5t may be fill$ ) ! glory ( ,god1 & may become wor?y ( ! et]nal de/9y ( ! s\ls ( m54 ,h]s is a high & co/ly v5ture4 ,%e has /rongholds to /orm--! entr5*m5ts :]e ! =ces ( private-m9d$ness & apa?y & money-wor%ip are dug 94 ,9 ! attempt %e c exhau/ to its dep?s ! capacity :i* is 9 m5 = dauntless sacrifice4 ,secondly1 if ! ,*ur*'s conception ( h] own int]e/s mu/ be *ang$1 s mu/ ! individual's conception ( p]sonal religion4 ,self-preoccupation is z fatal to ! latt] z to ! =m]4 ,p]sonal piety is trave/i$ by be+ ?\ght to be a respectable prud5ce "h = ! sake ( a rew>d h]eaft]4 ,x is n a c>eful self-salvation at all4 ,r x is a salvation f self4 ,x is ! be+ lo/ to self 9 devotion & s]vice to ,god & "o's fell[-m54 ,la/ly1 if ^! *anges are to be !y dep5d on "o ?+--a new vision ( ,god 9 ,*ri/1 su* z %all be = ,*ur* & individual ! ov]-ma/]+ c\nt]-attraction to self4 ,:at ! _w ne$s is !ocracy4 ,t is1 n ! imposition ( ecclesia/ical %ackles ^u secul> life1 b ! consecration ( all life1 ) all its ev]-multiply+ treasures ( k & p[]1 to "o object--! glory ( ,god4 ,if s1 !n ,god1 z ! c5tre & magnet ( consecration1 mu/ be all vitally appreh5d$4 ,he mu/ fill ! horizon ( ! s\l4 ,he mu/ be ! delight ( m51 to draw !m out ( !mselves into *ildlike selflessness1 s t z *ildr5 !y may ent] into ! ,k+dom4 ,,xvi ,!re are objections1 ,i "k1 :i* arise 9 ! m9d to ?is insi/5ce on ,god & ! w or k+dom on :i* ,he is at "w 9 ! _w1 & !y mu/ be fac$4 ,x is easy1 ,i feel1 to speak ( ! w ( ,god 9 g5]al t]ms4 ,b :at does x mean 9 p>ticul>8 ,c x be kn[n or def9$8 ,is x practicable8 ,i rememb] be+ puzzl$ by a great religi\s tea*] to :om ,i owe mu*--,fa!r ,kelly ( ! ,society ( ! ,sacr$ ,mission1 ,kelham4 ,x 0 almo/ comic to me t 9 ! same brea? he w\ld urge 7#a7 t ! "o ?+ ne$ful 0 fai? 9 ,god & 9 ! w :i* ,he is accompli%+ 9 ,8 _w1 &--) equal en]gy--7#b7 t no "o c\ld say :at 9 ! _w t w is4 ,x rem9d$ me ( ^? philosoph]s :o lik5 ! meta-physical pursuit ( ! ,absolute to ,lewis ,c>roll's ,hunt+ ( ! ,sn>k4 ,b !re is some?+ ess5tial "h4 ,*ri/ian fai? 9 ,god & 9 ,8 w is n sight1 else x 7 no v5ture4 ,x does n br+ ) x a p>ticul>is$ programme to meet all ! *ang+ & complex circum/ances ( life4 ,x does n c>ry ) x anticipatory k4 ,yet x is n an agno/ic gaz+ into ! mi/ ( heav54 ,x is ! look+ unto ,jesus4 ,!re is light--light on ,8 ,cross1 tell+ ( ! love & w & desire ( ,god ,:o is m>*+ on4 ,giv5 ! attitude ( fai? 9 ,god & ! belief t ,he is at "w 9 human affairs1 ! practical coroll>ies h to be work$ out by ! ex]tion ( our faculties4 ,if ,god & ,8 w be ! end ( our endeav\r & ! object ( our co-op]ation1 !n ! means t[>ds ! end & ! ways ( co-op]ation mu/ be arriv$ at1 /ep by /ep1 by ef=t & exp]im5t1 by sci5ce & common s5se4 ,! endeav\r to d ,god's w1 w disclose :at t w is4 ,aft] all1 9 e sph]e ( human relation%ips1 :e!r 9 home or neighb\rhood or bus9ess or municipality or commonweal?1 :at is lack+ is n ! k ( :at ! k+dom ( ,god requires1 b ! w & motive & p[] to accompli% x4 ,we are n %ort ( k2 r we are weigh$ d[n by ! p[] d]iv$ f new k1 = want ( an end o!r ?an our own selves to :i* to consecrate x4 ,! means = trans=m+ life & suffus+ x ) new radiance ab\nd z nev] be=e4 ,x is ! w :i* is lack+4 ,if we w lift up any dep>tm5t ( life to ,god 9 ! fai? t ,he c>es ab\t x & has desires = x1 ! next /ep to be tak5 w be app>5t to consci5ce & reason4 ,,xvii ,ak9 to ! difficulty t ! w ( ,god is inscrutable & h>d to "k1 is ! prote/ t to speak ( ,him z at "w 9 ! _w to br+ 9 ,8 k+dom1 is remote f ! actualities ( daily life4 ,z ,i h walk$ ab\t 9 ,fl&]s1 turn+ ov] ?\ghts ab\t ! onw>d movem5t ( ,god's purposes 9 ! _w1 ,i h met ^? mat*less monum5ts ( pati5t & un*ang+ daily toil1 ! peasants work+ 9 ! fields4 ,h>ness$ into ! p]petual cycle ( se$ "t & h>ve/1 :at c ?is talk ( movem5ts & purposes 9 ! great _w be to !m8 ,is en?usiasm = ! ,k+dom ( ,god possible only = ^? :o are s remov$ f ! drudg]y ( exi/5ce t !y c sit 9 ! exhau/$ air ( committee rooms & talk ab\t x8 ,or is x t "u ,god's heav5 & close to ! soil m5 "k bett]8 ,is !re no room = great expectations 9 ^? press$ d[n into ! ?ick ( ?+s8 ,!re is tell+ tru? "h1 b x is n ! la/ ^w4 ,! old man 9 ! fields--or is x ! old wr9kl$ woman do+ m ?an "o man's "w8--kn[s t4 ,!y "k t life _c fully be measur$ by ! gauge ( ! individual's daily r\nd4 ,a ^w w br+ pride & light to _! eyes4 ,x is ',vive la ,france6' ,!y are citiz5s ( a _w wid] ?an _! fields4 ,!y belong to ',la ,patrie4' ,_! common tasks c\nt--only a little--b !y d c\nt 9 ! _w ( great ev5ts4 ,life is monoton\s & cyclical1 & yet x is m ?an t4 ,great *anges d arrive 9 days ( crisis & convulsion--yes1 9 days ( judgm5t1 & ! victims ( *angelessness are caught up by movem5t4 ,!y are awak5$ out ( ! sleep ( humdrum exi/5ce1 & are ask$ to give pro(1 & pr\dly d give pro(1 t1 plodd]s ?\gh !y be1 !y belong to no mean city4 ,?is is true 9 ! sph]e ( patriotism4 ,x is true 9 ! wid] sph]e ( ! ,k+dom ( ,god4 ,! difficulty "h consid]$ is "o ( ! products ( our incorrigible individualism 9 religion4 ,*ri/ianity is n n>r[ preoccupation ) 'my s\l4' ,x is an entrance into a sph]e z wide z ! _w4 ,x is memb]%ip 9 a univ]sal society :i* is conc]n$ ) great causes & a/ir ) deep movem5ts4 ,& be ! individual nev] s an*or$ 9 ! daily & local necessities ( exi/5ce1 he c nev]!less %>e ) loyalty & pride & pray] & s]vice 9 ! =tunes & onw>d m>* ( ! commonweal? ( ,*ri/4 ,,xviii ,!re is also ! objection to an insi/5ce ^u ! w ( ,god 9 accompli%m5t 9 ?is _w1 t !re is s mu* 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t :i* decl>es 7&1 z we h se5 9 ! la/ p>agraph1 exp]i5ce seems l>gely to corroborate ! view7 t ! ,k+dom ( ,god does n come 9 ?is _w b 9 ! next4 ,i ref] 7only ,i dislike us+ a ^w :i* few soldi]s at ! front w und]/&7 to ,new ,te/am5t apocalyptic1 :i* seems to pres5t a vision ( ?is _w z imm$iately to pass away 9 cata/rophe & ( ! arrival ( ano!r ord] ( ?+s4 ,x is c]ta9ly v p]plex+ t !re seems to be s little 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t outside ( ! ,gospels :i* is pla9ly on all f\rs ) ! fir/ "p ( ! ,"l's ,pray]4 ,at ! front ! ,"l's ,pray]--z ! "o isl& ( religi\s gr\nd1 amid m>%es ( ignorance1 common to ,engli%m5--is ! padres' great /&-by4 ,x decl>es bett] ?an any words :i* we c frame :at di/+ui%es ! ,*ri/ian religion f o!rs--t x beg9s ) & glories 9 :at ,god is ,^: ,"n is to be hall[$1 & ,^: k+dom is 9 arrival & ,^: w is 9 accompli%m5t n only 9 heav5 b on e>?4 ,b else:]e 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t ! t]ra91 z x 71 ( ^! wond]ful happ5+s seems to be *ang$1 & to lie 9 ! h]eaft]4 ,x is v h>d to say any?+ simply & %ortly ab\t ?is4 ,at any rate x is no good bl9k+ ! fact t ! ,new ,te/am5t expectation ( an imm$iate end+ ( ?is _w 0 mi/ak54#c ,yet !re rema9s ! reasonable fai?--surely burnt into u by ! fires ( w>1 surely reveal$ to u 9 apocalyptic vision--t ?is _w is b a "p ( ano!r1 & t ! o!r gives to ?is & to its conc]ns _! supreme importance4 ,we ne$ to be two-ey$ "h4 ,x is a "o-ey$ view to hold t because ?is life is a pilgrimage to ano!r & ?is _w is pass+ away1 !re=e no?+ matt]s "h & no?+ is happ5+ "h4 ,x is equally "o-ey$ to %ut out ! goal :i!r we all j\rney1 & to conc5trate on ! affairs ( ?is life z alone & suffici5tly important4 ,! :ole view is t ?r\gh ! entire ord]--"h & !re--! w ( ,god is at "w1 & ,8 ,k+dom 9 arrival1 b t _! full result & accompli%m5t lies beyond ?is _w4 ,"h are ! p>tial & unf9i%$ /ages1 !re ! end :i!r !y lead4 ,to fall back on metaphor1 a city is 9 ! build+1 a :ole righte\s social ord]--a k+dom ( s\ls4 ,! build+ is go+ on n[1--9 ,birm+ham & ,b]mondsey1--& t gives et]nal importance to _! p]i%+ & trivial affairs4 ,:at :ole /ructure is be+ built1 & h[ mu* ( ,birm+ham & ,b]mondsey c be built into x1 is only p>tially kn[n n[4 ,x is p>tially kn[n "h1 z days ( te/+ & cata/rophe break 9 on p]iods ( monotony1 & lay b>e _! s\l4 ,b full k lies 9 ! future--! great & f9al ',day %all decl>e x4' ,,footnotes3 #c ,inde$ we see x *ange1 ) surpris+ ease ( adju/m5t1 )9 ! limits ( ! ,new ,te/am5t itself4 ,9 its fir/ =m x 0 n ( ! ess5ce ( ! new tru?4 ,,xix ,!re is also ! objection t too h>d ?+s h be5 said "h ab\t ! turn+ to ,god "u pressure ( anxiety1 & ! expression 9 pray] ( ! natural desire = safety4 ,aft] all1 z a ,jesuit fell[-padre rem9d$ me at ! front1 ,our ,"l at ,8 h\r ( trial1 :5 exce$+ sorr[ful ev5 unto dea?1 pray$ 9 agony4 ,& fur!r x is pla9 t pray] to ,him1 & z ,he w\ld h x be to o!rs1 0 f> m ?an a tru/ful h>mony ( self ) ! w ( ! ,fa!r4 ,he urg$ m5 to take _! reque/s to ,god4 ,ask & ye %all receive4 ,i c imag9e t ! conception ( pray] at times ( em]g5cy1 z sugge/$ 9 e>li] pages1 might be s full ( resignation z to be r$uc$ to ! fatalism extraord9>ily preval5t at ! front--,if x 'its y]1 x 'its y]1 z ! m5 say4 ,are we n to ask n to be hit8 ,x is ne>ly en\gh to recall ! ,"l's ,pray] 9 reg>d to ?is objection4 ,z ,i h said1 m5 on s]vice widely associate pray] ) ! expression ( ne$ or anxiety4 ,to re/rict pray] ?us is to beg9 ! ,"l's ,pray] half-way ?r\gh1 at ,give u ?is day our daily bread4 ,x is a "q ( ord] & emphasis4 ,*ri/ian pray] beg9s ) ,god4 ,x turns away f self to ! glory ( ,god4 ,x beg9s ) praise & acclamation--! glad ackn[l$gm5t ( :at ,god is & is do+4 ,x is only 9 ! second place & because ( :at ,god is--because ,he is our ,fa!r & is at "w to br+ 9 ,8 k+dom & has a w = u & = all--t ! pray] :i* expresses our ne$ comes 9 aright4 ,!re=e ,i w\ld say to a man go+ into battle--,pray n[ if nev] be=e4 ,set ,god be=e y z y see ,him1 z y c cle>ly appreh5d ,him1 9 ,*ri/4 ,he is y\r ,fa!r1 y are ,8 son1 h[ev] unwor?y4 ,lift up y\r he>t to ,him ,:o1 9 & ?r\gh all ! turmoil ar\nd y1 presses onw>d ) ! bus9ess ( ,8 k+dom & ! fulfilm5t ( ,8 he>t's desire4 ,& commit all to ,him4 ,9 tru/ful intimacy give utt]ance to y\r long+ to be br\ght ?r\gh ! p]il\s h\r = s]vice 9 ,8 k+dom to ! glory ( ,8 ,"n4 ,commit all to ,him1 ask+ =giv5ess4 ,he kn[s :at y h ne$ ( 9 life or 9 dea?--& let ! re/ g6 ,= su* pray] 9 ! ,"n ( ,*ri/--t is1 pray] 9 accordance ) ,8 m9d & f\nd$ on ! "* ( ,god z made kn[n 9 ,him--!re awaits undiscov]$ & unexhau/$ res\rces ( p[]4 ,s ,jesus told m54 ,s ,*ri/ian exp]i5ce te/ifies4 ,we h to pray truly ,*ri/-wise1 n ask+ = /ones to be made bread1 n seek+ to be hidd5 f life's /orms1 b to be br\ght ?r\gh !m 9 fai?ful endurance4#d ,we h to pray z ,*ri/ pray$ 9 ,ge?semane 9 fell[%ip ) ,8 suff]+s4 ,b we h also to pray z kn[+ ! p[] ( ,8 ,resurrection4 ,we h to rise 9 fai? to claim ! sup]natural p[] :i* nei!r ,he us$ nor we may use m]ely = self-pres]vation1 :i* yet is to be set free 9 ! s]vice ( ! k+dom4 ,pray] 9 ! ,"n ( ,*ri/ is n only ! pray] ( resignation1 bas$ on ! self-committal ( ,jesus our ,bro!r into ! h&s ( ! ,fa!r4 ,su* w\ld ev] t5d1 z utt]$ by our trembl+ fai?1 t[>ds fatalism4 ,b x is also pray] 9 ! ,"n ( ,him ,:o 0 decl>$ to be ! ,son ( ,god ) p[] by ! resurrection ( ! dead1 ev5 ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l4 ,x is ! pray] ( p[]--t p[] :i* 0 at ,jesus' comm&1 & 0 !re=e ! subject ( ,8 temptation1 & 0 drawn ^u by ! fai? ( suff]]s & yet 0 unus$ by ,jesus to save ,himself4 ,?is p[] is ! p[] ( ,god4 ,x is ! exce$+ greatness ( ,8 p[]1 accord+ to t work+ ( ! /r5g? ( ,8 might :i* ,he wr\ght 9 ,*ri/1 :5 ,he rais$ ,him f ! dead & made ,him to sit at ,8 "r h& 9 ! heav5ly places4 ,"h are heights :]e ! air is *>g$ ) pot5tiality ( new life1 h>dly dreamt ( by our fai? on its l[ /agnant levels4 ,"h are heights to be /orm$ by fai?ful unself-seek+ love4 ,?is way lies deliv]ance & new creation1 & ! break+ ( prison b>s & ! turn+ ( our captivity su* z %all fill all our m\?s ) laught]4 ,a few "k t ^! words are n rhetorical4 ,!y "k1 ) ,/4 ,paul1 ! ri*es ( ! glory ( ,*ri/'s inh]itance 9 ! sa9ts4 ,su* 0 ,m>y ,slessor1 pione] mission>y 9 ,we/ ,africa1 ! leaves ( ^: biography ,i happ5$ to turn ov] z ,i 0 writ+ ^! pages4 ,%e _h frequ5tly to take j\rneys ?r\gh =e/s ) leop>ds sw>m+ ar\nd h]4 ,%e wrote3 ,i did n use to believe ! /ory ( ,daniel 9 ! lions' d5 until ,i _h to take "s ( ^! awful m>*es1 & !n ,i knew x 0 true & t x 0 writt5 = my com=t4 ,_m a "t ,i walk$ along pray+ ',o ,god ( ,daniel1 %ut _! m\?s1' & ,he did4#e ,?is is ! pray] ( fai?4 ,x is ! pray] :i* asks n to be hit4 ,x is m ?an resignation1 x is ! pray] ( p[]4 ,x believes t !re are h>dly-tapp$ p[]s & possibilities 9 ,god = ^? :o seek fir/ ,8 k+dom & righte\sness4 ,we d n "k mu* ab\t su* pray] 9 our pres5t spiritual sickness4 ,b x is !re1 a weapon to be wield$ by dauntless1 simple fai?4 ,!re is an inh]itance to be claim$ by little-lov+ sons1 :o yet are sons--heirs ( ,god & jo9t heirs ) ,*ri/1 if s be t we suff] ) ,him4 ,,footnotes3 #d ,pray] aft] ! m9d ( our ,"l dep5ds greatly on h[ we ?9k ( ,him4 ,! foll[+ l9es1 writt5 by a b>ri/]1 are1 ,i ?9k1 a :olesome corrective ( t :i* is too s(t 9 our conv5tional ?\ght ab\t our ,savi\r4 ,despite a false or p>tial note "h & !re1 !y are ne>] to ,him ?an ! ?\ght und]ly+ ! fir/ v]se ( ! hymn--a great fav\rite among ! m5 ow+ to its tune--,jesu1 ,lov] ( my ,s\l4 ,at any rate !y sugge/ ! "r association ( ideas 9 :i* our ,"l %\ld live 9 ! m9d ( a "y man3 ,jesus1 ,^: lot ) u 0 ca/1 ,:o saw x out1 f fir/ to la/3 ,pati5t & fe>less1 t5d]1 true1 ,c>p5t]1 vagabond1 felon1 ,jew3 ,^: humor\s eye took 9 ea* phase ,( full ri* life ?is _w displays1 ,yet ev]more kept fa/ 9 view ,! f>-(f goal x leads u to3 ,:o1 z y\r h\r ne>$1 did n fail-- ,! _w's fate trembl+ 9 ! scale-- ,) y\r half-he>t$ b& to d9e1 ,& *at across ! bread & w9e3 ,!n w5t out firm to face ! end1 ,alone1 )\t a s+le fri5d3 ,:o felt1 z y\r la/ words confess$1 ,wrung f a pr\d unfl9*+ brea/ ,by h\rs ( dull ignoble pa91 ,y\r :ole life's fight 0 f\ght 9 va93 ,w\ld ,i c\ld w9 & keep & feel ,t he>t ( love1 t _s ( /eel4 ,i w\ld n to ,?y bosom fly ,to sl9k (f till ! /orms g by4 ,if y are l ! man y 7 ,y'ld turn ) scorn f su* a pray]1 ,unless f "s poor workh\se crone1 ,too toil-worn to d aught b moan4 ,flog me & spur me1 set me /raight ,at "s vile job ,i fe> & hate3 ,"s sick5+ r\nd ( long endeav\r1 ,no light1 no re/1 no outlet ev]3 ,all at a pace t mu/ n slack1 ,?o' he>t w\ld bur/ & s9ews crack3 ,fog 9 "o's eyes1 ! bra9 a-swim1 ,a weight l lead 9 e limb1 ,& a raw pit t hurts l hell ,:]e once ! light brea? rose & fell3 ,d y b keep me1 hope or none1 ,*e]y & /aun* till all is done1 ,&1 at ! la/ gasp1 quick to l5d ,"o ef=t m to s]ve a fri5d4 ,& :5--= s ,i sometimes dream-- ,i've swum ! d>k1 ! sil5t /ream1 ,s cold1 x takes ! brea? away1 ,t p>ts ! dead _w f ! day1 ,& see ^u ! fur!r /r& ,! lazy1 li/less angels /&1 ,& ) _! frank & fe>less eyes ,! comrades :om ,i mo/ did prize3 ,!n1 clean1 unburd5$1 c>eless1 cool1 ,i'll saunt] up f t grim pool1 ,& jo9 my fri5ds3 !n y'll come by1 ,! ,capta9 ( our ,company3 ,call me out1 look me up & d[n1 ,& pass me ?r\gh )\t a fr[n1 ,) half a smile1 b nev] a ^w-- ,& s ,i %all h met my ,"l4 #e ,m>y ,slessor ( ,calab>3 ,pione] ,mission>y1 p4 #ajf4 ,hodd] ,/\ghton4 ,,xx ,!re is also ! objection t ! view impli$ 9 ! prec$+ pages leaves out or passes ov] too lightly our ne$ z s9n]s 9 ! sight ( ,god all ,holy4 ,is n our ne$ = =giv5ess to impel u t[>ds ,god8 ,is n our ne$--our ne$ 9 anxiety1 our ne$ 9 guilt9ess--to be a motive 9 our religion8 ,yes1 a motive1 b n ! motive4 ,x is a "q ( ord]4 ,:at mu/ come fir/ is n our ne$1 :e!r z anxi\s or guilty1 b ,god's ne$1 or else our religion w be at ! level ( natural religion & bel[ ! ,*ri/ian level4 ,x is because m5 are poor t[>ds ,god & ?9k coldly & ung5]\sly ( ,him t !y 'are n worry+ ab\t _! s9s4' ,m5 are n sorry = s9 7except ) ! se$y remorse ( '! morn+ aft]'7 until _! s9 has come into contact ) love4 ,! m vital a "y man is1 ! less w he brood 9 self-reg>d ov] 8 wrongdo+4 ,anyh[1 ,i h liv$1 he w say4 ,b if x comes home to him :at 8 wrongdo+ has done to ano!r :o loves him1 !n he beg9s to be sorry4 ,i didn't c>e1 he w say1 = myself4 ,i _h my fl+4 ,b n[ ,i see t :at ,i did has brok5 my "m's he>t4 ,i wi% to ,god ,i hadn't done x4 ,our religion mu/ beg9 f ,god4 ,x mu/ spr+ out ( love full] & m hungry ?an our desir\s he>ts4 ,x mu/ spr+ out ( love1 n--h[ c\ld x8--out ( our love = ,god1 b out ( ,8 love = u4 ,if ,god's love = u1 manife/$ 9 ! utt]ly real & suff]+ love ( ,jesus1 & 9 no insipid fancy ( our s5tim5tal mom5ts1 w9s its way pa/ our gu>d & ov] ! b>ri]s ( self1 hatr$ ( s9 & sorr[ = s9 w foll[4 ,b x is a "q ( ord]3 fir/1 :at ,god is2 second1 :at we are4 ,! m vivid ! fir/ is to a man1 ! m inevitable 8 c&id consci\sness ( ! second4 ,! m he is tak5 captive by ! assurance t ,god is 8 ,fa!r1 ! m gl>+ x w be to him t he is an unwor?y son4 ,& ! m m5 set out to give effect to _! son%ip 9 s]vice = ! k+dom ( ,god1 ! m !y w realise _! /range impot5ce4 ,! dreadful hiatus betwe5 aspiration & p]=mance1 betwe5 ackn[l$g$ & realis$ ideals w wid54 ,! eag] impulse to disreg>d self & to s]ve ,god ) love & praise & joy1 w be f\nd horridly at v>iance ) a natural & root$ impulse t[>ds self-devotion & indulg5ce4 ,! wor%ip & praise ( ,god1 n only 9 ?\ght & ^w b 9 de$1 w /umble & fall %ort ( its goal--& !n ! te>s ( tragic failure w />t & ! cry ( despair r+ out4 ,x 0 s ) ,pet] 9 ! por* & ,paul beat5 d[n 9 bondage "u ! ,law4 ,:o %all deliv] u f ! body ( ?is dea?8 ,i ?9k !re is no fe> b t1 if we d set out to put into practice our inh]itance z sons ( ,god1 we %all come to ! ,cross ( ,*ri/ 9 g5u9e ,rock-(-ages fa%ion1 br++ no?+ to x 9 ! end1 except our lovelessness4 ,81 aft] all & 9 fact1 0 ! "o1 free1 utt]ly lov+ & ob$i5t (f]+ ( self to ! ,fa!r4 ,he did some?+ o!rs c\ld n d--,he di$ = !m1 & 9 ,him & ?r\gh ,him alone did !y come unto ! ,holy ,fa!r4 ,i _c "w x out "h1 b along ?is way ,i seem to travel home into ! great evangel ( ! ,atonem5t4 ,only1 ,i plead1 ?is propitiatory "w ( ,*ri/ mu/ come second 9 ! imag9ation1 & ,8 ,love-(-,god-reveal+ "w fir/4 ,& ,i ?9k 9 ! c\rse ( ! hi/ory ( ,*ri/ianity an inv]sion has come ab\t4 ,9 hymns & liturgies ! prima facie & pr$om9ant emphasis seems r to re/ on our s9fulness ?an on ,god's goodness4 ,be=e !y d any?+ else ! ,pray] ,book1 z x is at pres5t us$1 asks m5 to emb>k on ! ov]load$ phrases ( ! ,g5]al ,confession4 ,i "k t ?is may be ju/ifi$ by argu+ t ! ,pray] ,book assumes t ! o!r p>ts ( ! ,*ri/ian religion are 9 ! m9ds ( '! fai?ful' memb]s ( ! ,*ur*4 ,b ?is assumption is unw>rant$ z reg>ds ! mass ( soldi]s :om we keep on invit+ to use ! m or less mutilat$ =ms ( ,morn+ & ,ev5+ ,pray]4 ,& ev5 :5 we come to ! ,eu*>i/1 ?\gh ev]y?+ c be f\nd 9 x1 ,i (t5 wond] :e!r !re ! ,*ur* has n come to lay m /ress ^u ! ,cross z ! (f]+ = s9 ?an z ! disclosure ( ! ,div9e pity = ! s9n]4 ,if s1 is x t too mu* has be5 tak5 = grant$1 namely1 ! ,love ( ,god :i* alone c evoke sorr[ = s9 & be wor?y ( ! (f]+ = s98 ,has famili>ity t5d$ to disguise & ov]lay ! wond]-compell+ revelation ( ,god8 ,9 ! ,eu*>i/ has ,he be5 ?\ght ( r z ! ,fa!r sitt+ back 9 reception ( placation1 ?an z ! ,fa!r ,:o1 :ile we are a great way (f1 runs out to fall on our neck & br+ u home8 ,i ?9k t a re-ord]+ is ne$$4 ,= ,*ri/ianity1 /ress$ z x appe>s to be at pres5t1 w nev] cat* ! s\ls ( m54 ,i ?9k ( ! fly+ boys :o1 m ?an any "o else1 are w9n+ our battles 7,i h be5 *apla9 to a squadron ( !m = a little "t74 ,!y are f> f uns9ful1 b !y w nev]!less1 ,i am sure1 n beg9 ) ! av[al t !re is no heal? 9 !m2 !y w n s+ t !y are we>y ( e>? & lad5 ) _! s9s4 ,= z !y live almo/ gaily & unconc]n$ly on ! edge ( ?+s1 !y "k t t is n ! prim>y tru? ab\t !mselves4 ,yet ,*ri/1 if 9 ,him !y see ! all-haz>d+ & all-endur+ ,love ( ,god1 c w9 ! love & wor%ip ( _! eag] he>ts4 ,he c cat* ^? liv+ creatures alive4 ,!re mu/ be a re-ord]+ & simplification & correction ( emphasis4 ,x is possible1 n[ t hi/orical sci5ce is unravell+ ! ,bible & ,*ur* hi/ory1 & extricat+ f _! _m levels & complexities :at is simple & specific 9 ! glori\s tru?s ( ,god & ( man 9 ,*ri/4 ,"s exagg]ations mu/ be sl\gh$ (f4 ,i ?9k a little ( ! sepia1 = in/ance1 t 0 9 ! bru% ( ,paul mu/ be wa%$ away4 ,has n he1 or r h n ! great m5 ( 8 s*ool1 ov]-obsess$ u ) ! dogma1 d]iv$ f ,scriptural lit]alism1 ( human corruption fl[+ f ,adam8 ,!re is1 by contra/1 a m radiant & yet z reali/ic view ( ! _w z ,*ri/ saw x1 to be recov]$4 ,"s ( ,8 glories1 dimm$ by ! veil ( inadequate conceptions 9 ! m9ds ( ,8 witnesses1 w %9e z nev] be=e1 z ! ,holy ,_s takes ( ,him & %[s x unto u4 ,,xxi ,f9ally1 ,i w\ld say a ^w ab\t ! *>ge ( pessimism :i* ?is report f ! front may evoke4 ,bo? pessimism & optimism are r moods 9 u ?an qualities :i* really belong to ! facts ( a situation4 ,! ma9 po9t is to try to get d[n to reality & n to fl9*4 ,anyh[1 ,i d n feel pessimi/ic ab\t our holy & glori\s religion4 ,f> o!rwise4 ,x is com+ aga94 ,actualities at ! front1 z ,i try to le>n f !m1 d seem to me to %[ a v widespread & deep ignorance ( ! good news ( ,god 9 ,*ri/4 ,b t seems only to make m wond]ful & preci\s ^? treasures ( tru? & joy 9 ,*ri/ :i* ,god has ready = ^? :o seek !m4 ,!y are ! m wond]ful because "o kn[s t1 9 ! sil5ce :i* has fall5 on _m l\d voices amid ! ?und]\s cataclysm ( w>1 ! ,^w ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ alone r+s out anew4 ,x is ! tru? ( ,god 9 ,him = ?is my/]i\sly muddl$ & cruel _w1 & yet ! tru? :i* includes e p>tial elem5t ( tru? or goodness 9 ! _w4 ,& !re are su* elem5ts4 ,only second to ! wond] ( ! ,gospel ( ! ,cross are ! a*ievem5ts ( ! s\ls ( v ord9>y m5 "u unp>allel$ afflictions4 ,)\t kn[+ x1 !y are se5 to be wor?y ( ,jesus1 ,:o loves !m & gave ,himself = !m4 ,if !re are ne>ly virg9 res\rces 9 ,god1 !re are also deep unus$ treasures ( pot5tiality 9 m54 ,!re are 9 !m excell5ces & simple h]oisms :i* make pla9 t ,*ri/ianity is no artificial ?+ sup]impos$ on human nature1 b is ! lay+ b>e & sett+ free ( its inmo/ native quality4 ,!re is ev]y:]e ab\t1 ov] "h1 a diffus$ ,*ri/ianity 9 m5 :o are bett] ?an !y "k4 ,x seems l s mu* mat]ial t ne$s b a sp>k to set x ablaze4 ,may !re be a great conflagration--! flam+ out ( ! ,light ( ! _w1 to illum9ate1 to cleanse1 to fill x ) ! heat ( love1 bo? human & div9e6 ,,am54 ,,! ,,end ,pr9t$ by ,r4 ,r4 ,,cl>k1 ,,limit$1 ,ed9burgh4 ,cr[n #hvo4 #c_/f net4 ,,! ,,m9d ,,( ,,! ,,disciples ,by ! ,,rev4 ,,neville ,s4 ,,talbot ,he deals ) 8 subject 9 a mann] completely free f ! %ackles ( ! s*ools & ) a rev]5ce :i* is welcome aft] ! ov]-confid5t h&l+ ( "s "y dons4--,daily ,news4 ,%\ld be a help to _m ^: belief 9 ! fundam5tal doctr9es ( ,*ri/ianity has be5 %ak51 & to :om 'le>n$ books' d n appeal4--,! ,gu>dian4 ,,"s ,,rec5t ,,books ,,essays ,,9 ,,or?odoxy4 ,by ! ,,rev4 ,,oliv] ,c4 ,,quick1 ,*apla9 to ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury4 ,cr4 #hvo4 #f_/-net4 ,,?ird ,,impression4 ,,conc]n+ ,,pray]3 its ,nature1 its ,difficulties1 & its ,value4 ,edit$ by ,canon ,,burnet ,h4 ,,/reet] & ! ,au?or ( ,pro ,*ri/o et ,ecclesia4 #hvo4 #g_/f net4 ,,?ird ,,impression4 ,,fai? ,,or ,,fe>8 ,an ,appeal to ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,by ,,donald ,,hankey 7,a ,/ud5t 9 ,arms71 ,,william ,,scott ,,palm]1 ,,h>old ,,anson1 ,f4 ,,lewis ,,donaldson1 & ,,*>les ,h4,s4 ,,mat!ws 7,editor74 ,cr[n #hvo4 #c_/f net4 ,,:at ,,?9k ,,ye ,,( ,,*ri/8 ,by ! ,rev4 ,c4,e4 ,,rav51 ,m4,a41 ,fell[ ( ,emmanuel ,college1 ,cambridge4 ,cr[n #hvo4 #d_/f net4 ,,second ,,impression ,,! ,,=giv5ess ,,( ,,s9s3 ,a ,/udy 9 ! ,apo/les' ,cre$4 ,by ! ,rev4 ,,h5ry ,,b>clay ,,swete1 ,d4,d41 ,d4,litt41 ,f4,b4,a4 ,cr[n #hvo4 #c_/f net4 ,,ecclesia/es2 or1 ,! ,confessions ( an ,adv5tur\s ,s\l4 ,be+ a ,practical ,application ( ! book ,kohele? call$ ,ecclesia/es4 ,by ,,m9os ,,dev9e1 ,m4,a41 ,worce/] ,college1 ,ox=d4 ,cr[n #hvo4 #d_/f net4 ,,! ,,*ri/ian ,,doctr9e ,,( ,,heal?4 ,a ,h&book on ! ,relation ( ,bodily to ,spiritual & ,moral ,heal?4 ,by ! ,au?or ( ,pro ,*ri/o et ,ecclesia4 ,cr[n #hvo4 #b_/-net4 ,,london3 ,,macmillan ,,& ,,co41 ,,ltd4