,,the ,,isles ,,of ,,sunset by ,,arthur ,,christopher ,,benson ,author of ,the ,hill of ,trouble1 c4 c4 ,london3 ,sir ,isaac ,pitman ,sons1 ,ltd4 ,no4 #a ,amen ,corner1 ,e4,c4 #aijh ,printed by ,sir ,isaac ,pitman ,sons1 ,ltd41 ,bath4 7#bjgd7 ,,to ,,hugh ,,macnaghten ,the milkie way1 the bird of ,paradise1 ,church-bels beyond the starres heard1 the souls bloud1 ,the land of spices2 something understood4 ,geo4 ,herbert ,let those whose ,hearts and ,hands are strong ,tell eager ,tales of mighty ,deeds2 ,enough if my sequestered song ,to hush'd and twilight ,gardens leads6 ,clear ,waters1 drawn from secret ,wells ,perchance may fevered ,lips assuage2 ,the ,tales an elder ,pilgrim tells ,to such as go on ,pilgrimage4 ,i wander by the waterside1 ,in that cool ,hour my ,soul loves best1 ,when trembles o'er the rippling ,tide ,a golden ,stairway to the ,west4 ,such the soft ,path my ,words would trace1 ,thus with the moving ,waters move2 ,so leave1 across the ,ocean's ,face1 ,a glimmering ,stair to ,hope and ,love4 ,contents ,the ,isles of ,sunset ,the ,waving of the ,sword ,renatus ,the ,slype ,house ,out of the ,sea ,paul the ,minstrel ,the ,isles of ,sunset ,about midway between the two horns of the bay1 the ,isles of ,sunset pierced the sea4 ,there was deep blue water all around them1 and the sharp and fretted pinnacles of rock rose steeply up to heaven4 ,the top of the largest was blunt1 and covered with a little carpet of grass and sea-herbs4 ,the rest were nought but cruel spires1 on which no foot but that of sea-birds could go4 ,at one place there was a small creek1 into which a boat might be thrust1 but only when the sea was calm2 and near the top of the rock1 just over this1 was the dark mouth of a little cave4 ,the bay in which the ,isles lay was quite deserted2 the moorland came to the edge of the cliffs1 and through a steep and rocky ravine1 the sides of which were overgrown with ferns and low trees1 all brushed landward by the fierce winds1 a stream fell hoarsely to the sea1 through deep rockpools4 ,the only living things there were the wild birds1 the moorfowl in the heather1 hawks that built in the rock face1 and pigeons that made their nest in hollow places4 ,sometimes a stag pacing slowly on the cliff-top would look over1 but that was seldom4 ,yet on these desolate and fearful rocks there dwelt a man1 a hermit named ,david4 ,he had grown up as a fisher-boy in the neighbouring village--an awkward silent boy with large eyes which looked as though they were full of inward dreams4 ,the people of the place were ,christians after a sort1 though it was but seldom that a priest came near them2 and then only by sea1 for there was no road to the place4 ,but ,david as a boy had heard a little of the ,lord ,christ1 and of the bitter sacrifice he made for men2 and there grew up in his heart a great desire to serve ,him1 and he prayed much in his heart to the ,lord1 that he would show him what he might do4 ,he had no parents living4 ,his mother was long dead1 and his father had been drowned at sea4 ,he lived in the house of his uncle1 a poor fisherman with an angry temper1 where he fared very hardly2 for there were many mouths to feed1 and the worst fell to the least akin4 ,but he grew up handy and active1 with strong limbs and a sure head2 and he was well worth his victual1 for he was a good fisherman1 patient of wind and rain2 and he could scale the cliff in places where none other dared go1 and bring down the eggs and feathers of the sea-birds4 ,so they had much use of him1 and gave him but little love in return4 ,when he was free of work1 the boy loved to wander alone1 and he would lie on the heather in the warm sun1 with his face to the ground1 drinking in the fragrant breath of the earth1 and praying earnestly in his heart to the ,lord1 who had made the earth so fair and the sea so terrible4 ,when he came to man's estate1 he had thoughts of making a home of his own1 but his uncle seemed to need him--so he lingered on1 doing as he was bid1 very silent1 but full of his own thoughts1 and sure that the ,lord would call him when he had need of him2 one by one the children of the family grew up and went their ways2 then his uncle's wife died1 and then at last one day1 when he was out fishing with his uncle1 there came a squall and they beat for home4 ,but the boat was overset and his uncle was drowned2 and ,david himself was cast ashore in a wonderful manner1 and found himself all alone4 ,now while he doubted what he should do1 he dreamed a dream that wrought powerfully in his mind4 ,he thought that he was walking in the dusk beside the sea1 which was running very high1 when he saw a light drawing near to him over the waves4 ,it was not like the light of a lantern1 but a diffused and pale light1 like the moon labouring in a cloud4 ,the sea began to abate its violence1 and then ,david saw a figure coming to him1 walking1 it seemed1 upon the water as upon dry land1 sometimes lower1 sometimes higher1 as the waves ran high or low4 ,he stopped in a great wonder to watch the approach of the figure1 and he saw that it was that of a young man1 going very slowly and tranquilly1 and looking about him with a gentle and smiling air of command4 ,all about him was a light1 the source of which ,david could not see1 but he seemed like a man walking in the light of an open window1 when all around is dark4 ,as he came near1 ,david saw that he was clad in a rough tunic of some dark stuff1 which was girt up with a girdle at the waist4 ,his head and his feet were bare4 ,yet though he seemed but poorly clad1 he had the carriage of a great prince1 whose power none would willingly question4 ,but the strangest thing was that the sea grew calm before his feet1 and though the wind was blowing fiercely1 yet it did not stir the hair1 which fell somewhat long on his shoulders1 or so much as ruffle his robe4 ,and then there came into ,david's head a verse of ,scripture where it says1 ,what manner of man is this that even the winds and the sea obey him8 ,and then the answer came suddenly into ,david's mind1 and he knelt down where he was upon the beach1 and waited in a great and silent awe2 and presently that ,one drew near1 and in some way that ,david did not understand1 for he used no form of speech1 his eyes made question of ,david's soul1 and seemed to read its depths4 ,and then at last ,he spoke in words that ,he had before used to a fisherman beside another sea1 and said very softly1 ,follow ,me4 ,but ,he said not how ,he should be followed2 and presently ,he seemed to depart in a shining track across the sea1 till the light that went with ,him sank like a star upon the verge4 ,then in his dream ,david was troubled1 and knew not how to follow2 till he thought that it might be given him1 as it was given once to ,peter1 to walk dry-shod over the depth2 but when he set foot upon the water there broke so furious a wave at him1 that he knew not how to follow4 ,so he went back and kneeled upon the sand1 and said aloud in his doubt1 ,what shall ,i do1 ,lord8 and as the words sounded on his tongue he awoke4 ,then all that day he pondered how he should find the ,lord2 for he knew that though he had a hope in his heart1 and though he leaned much upon ,god1 yet he had not wholly found him yet4 ,god was sometimes with him and near to him1 but sometimes far withdrawn2 and then1 for he was a very simple man1 he said in himself1 ,i will give myself wholly to the search for my ,lord4 ,i will live solitary1 and ,i will fix my mind upon ,him2 for he thought within himself that his hard life1 and the cares of the household in which he had dwelt1 had been what had perhaps kept him outside2 and therefore he thought that ,god had taken these cares away from him4 ,and so he made up his mind4 ,then he cast about where he had best dwell2 and he thought of the ,isles of ,sunset as a lonely place1 where he might live and not be disturbed4 ,there was the little cave high up in the rock-face1 looking towards the land1 to which he had once scrambled up4 ,this would give him shelter2 and there were moreover some small patches of earth1 near the base of the rock1 where he could grow a few herbs and a little corn4 ,he had some money of his own1 which would keep him until his garden was grown up2 and he could fish1 he thought1 from the rocks1 and find shell-fish and other creatures of the sea1 which would give him meat4 ,so the next day he bought a few tools that he thought he would need1 and rowed all over when it was dusk4 ,he put his small stores in a cave by the water's edge4 ,the day after1 he went and made a few farewells2 he told no one where he was going2 but it pleased him to find a little love for him in the hearts of some4 ,one parting was a strangely sore one3 there was an old and poor woman that lived very meanly in the place1 who had an only granddaughter1 a little maid4 ,these two he loved very much1 and had often done them small kindnesses4 ,he kept this good-bye to the last1 and went to the house after sundown4 ,the old woman bade him sit down1 and asked him what he meant to do1 now that he was alone4 ,i am going away1 mother1 he said gently4 ,the child1 hearing this1 came over the room from where she sate1 and said to him1 ,no1 ,david1 do not go away4 ,yes1 dear child1 he said1 ,i must even go4 ,then she said1 ,but where will you go8 ,may ,i not come to see you sometimes8 and she put her small arms round his neck1 and laid her cheek to his4 ,then ,david's heart was very full of love1 and he said smiling1 and with his arm round the child1 ,dear one1 ,i must not say where ,i am going--and it is a rough place1 too1 not fit for such tender little folk as you2 but1 if ,i can1 ,i will come again and see you4 ,then the old grandmother1 looking upon him very gravely1 said1 ,tell me what is in your mind4 ,but he said1 ,nay1 mother1 do not ask me2 ,i am going to a place that is near and yet far2 and ,i am going to seek for one whom ,i know not and yet know2 and the way is long and dark4 ,then she forbore to ask him more1 and fell to pondering sadly2 so after they had sate awhile1 he rose up and loosed the child's arms from him1 kissing her2 and the tears stood in his eyes2 and he thought in himself that ,god was very wise2 for if he had had a home of his own1 and children whom he loved1 he could never have found it in his heart to leave them4 ,so he went out4 ,then he climbed up the steep path that led to the downs1 and so to the bay where the ,isles lay4 ,and just as he reached the top1 the moon ran out from a long bank of cloud2 and he saw the village lie beneath him1 very peaceful in the moonlight2 there were lights in some of the windows2 the roofs were silvered in the clear radiance of the moon1 and the shadows lay dark between4 ,he could see the little streets1 every inch of which he knew1 and the port below4 ,he could see the coast stretch away to the east1 headland after headland1 growing fainter2 and the great spaces of the sea1 with the moon glittering on the waves4 ,there was a holy and solemn peace about it all2 and though his life had not been a happy one there1 he knew in a flash that the place was very dear to his heart1 and he said a prayer to ,god1 that he would guard and cherish the village and those that dwelt there4 ,then he turned1 and went on to the downs2 and presently descended by a steep path to the sea1 through the thickets4 ,he took off his clothes1 and tied them in a pack on his back2 and then he stepped quietly into the bright water1 which lapped very softly against the shore1 a little wave every now and then falling gently1 followed by a long rustling of the water on the sand1 and a silence till the next wave fell4 ,he waded on till he could swim1 and then struck out to where the ,isles stood1 all sharp and bright in the moon4 ,he swam with long quiet strokes1 hearing the water ripple past2 and soon the great crags loomed out above him1 and he heard the waves fall among their rocky coves4 ,at last he felt the ground beneath his feet2 and coming out of the water he dressed himself1 and then--for he would not venture on the cliffs in the uncertain light--gathering up some dried weeds of the sea1 he made a pillow for his head and slept1 in a wonderful peace of mind1 until the moon set2 and not long after there came a pale light over the sea in the east1 brightening slowly1 until at last the sun1 like a fiery ball1 broke upwards from the sea2 and it was day4 ,now when ,david awoke in the broad daylight1 he found himself full of a great joy and peace4 ,he seemed1 as it were1 to have leaped over a wide ditch1 and to see the world across it4 ,now he was alone with ,god1 and he had put all the old1 mean1 hateful life away from him4 ,it did not even so much as peep into his mind that he would have to endure many hardships of body1 rain1 and chilly winds1 a bed of rock1 and fare both hard and scanty4 ,this was not what had troubled him in the old days4 ,what had vexed his heart had been unclean words and deeds1 greediness1 hardness1 cruel taunts1 the lack of love1 and the meanness and baseness of the petty life4 ,all that was behind him now2 he felt free and strong1 and while he moved about to spy out his new kingdom1 he sang loudly to himself a song of praise4 ,the place pleased him mightily2 over his head ran up the cliff with its stony precipices and dizzy ledges4 ,the lower rocks all fringed with weeds1 like sea-beasts with rough hair1 stood out black from the deep blue water that lay round the rocks4 ,he loved to hear the heavy plunge of the great waves around his bastions1 the thin cries of the sea-birds that sailed about the precipice1 or that lit on their airy perches4 ,everywhere was a brisk sharp scent of the sea1 and the fresh breeze1 most unlike the close sour smell of the little houses4 ,he felt himself free and strong and clean1 and he thought of all the things he would say to ,god in the pleasant solitude1 and how he would hear the low and far-off voice of the ,father speaking gently with his soul4 ,his first care was to find the cave that was to shelter him4 ,he spent the day in climbing very carefully and lightly all over the face of the rock4 ,never had he known his hand so strong1 or his head so sure4 ,he sate for a time on a little ledge1 to which he had climbed on the crag face1 and he feasted his eyes upon the sight of the great cliffs of the mainland that ran opposite him1 to left and right1 in a wide half-circle4 ,his eyes dwelt with pleasure upon the high sloping shoulders of rock1 on which the sun now shone very peacefully1 the strip of moorland at the top1 the brushwood growing in the sloping coves1 the clean shingle at the base of the rocks1 and the blue sky over all4 ,that was the world as ,god had made it1 and as ,he intended it to be2 it was only men who made it evil1 huddling together in their small and filthy dens1 so intent on their little ugly lives1 their food and drink and wicked ways4 ,presently he found the cave-mouth1 and noted in his mind the best way thither4 ,the cave seemed to him a very sweet place2 the mouth was all fringed with little ferns2 inside it was dry and clean2 and in a few hours he had disposed all his small goods within it4 ,there was a low slope1 on one side of the rocks1 where the fern grew plentifully4 ,he gathered great armfuls of the dry red stalks1 and made himself a rustling bed4 ,so the day wore pleasantly away4 ,one of his cares was to find water2 but here it seemed that ,god blessed him very instantly1 for he found a place near the sea1 where a little spring soaked cool out of the rock1 with a pleasant carpet of moss and yellow flowers4 ,he found1 too1 some beds of shell-fish1 which he saw would give him food and bait for his fishing4 ,so about sundown he cast a line from the end of the rocks and presently caught a fish1 a ling1 which lives round rocky shores4 ,this he broiled at a small fire of driftwood1 for he had brought tinder with him2 and it pleased him to think of the meal that the ,apostles took with the risen ,christ1 a meal which ,he had made for them1 and to which ,he ,himself called them2 for that1 too1 was a broiled fish1 and eaten by the edge of the sea4 ,also he ate a little of the bread he had brought with him2 and with it some of a brisk juicy herb1 called samphire1 that sprouted richly in the cliff1 which gave his meat an aromatic savour2 and with a drink of fresh spring water he dined well1 and was content2 then he climbed within the cave1 and fell asleep to the sound of the wind buffeting in the cliff1 and the fall of great waves on the sea beaches4 ,now ,i might make a book of all the things that ,david saw and did on the islands1 but they were mostly simple and humble things4 ,he fared very hard1 but though he often wondered how he would find food for the next day1 it always came to him2 and he kept his health in a way which seemed to him to be marvellous2 indeed he seemed to himself to be both stronger in body and lighter in spirit than he had even been before4 ,he both saw and heard things that he could not explain4 ,there were sounds the nature of which he could not divine2 on certain days there was a far-off booming1 even when the waves seemed still2 at times1 too1 there was a low musical note in the air1 like the throbbing of a tense string of metal2 once or twice he heard a sound like soft singing1 and wondered in his heart what creature of the sea it might be that uttered it4 ,on stormy nights there were sad moans and cries1 and he often thought that there were strange and unseen creatures about him1 who hid themselves from sight1 but whose voices he certainly heard2 but he was never afraid4 ,one night he saw a very beautiful thing2 it had been a still day1 but there was an anxious sound in the wind which he knew portended a storm2 he was strangely restless on such days1 and woke many times in the night3 at last he could bear the silence of the cave no more1 and went out1 descending swiftly by the rocks1 the path over which he could have now followed blindfold1 down to the edge of the sea4 ,then he saw that the waves that beat against the rock were all luminous1 as though lit with an inner light2 suddenly1 far below1 how deep he knew not1 he saw a great shoal of fish1 some of them very large1 coming softly round the rocks2 the water1 as it touched their blunt snouts1 burst as it were into soft flame1 and showed every twinkle of their fins and every beat of their tails4 ,the shoal came swiftly round the rocks1 swimming intently1 and it seemed as though there was no end of them4 ,but at last the crowd grew thinner and then ceased2 but he could still see the water rippling all radiant in the great sea-pools1 showing the motion of broad ribbons of seaweed that swayed to and fro1 and lighting up odd horned beasts that stirred upon the ledges4 ,from that day forth he was often filled with a silent wonder at all the sleepless life that moved beneath the vast waters1 and that knew nothing of the little human lives that fretted themselves out in the thin air above4 ,that day was to him like the opening of a door into the vast heart of ,god4 ,but for all his happiness1 the thought weighed upon him1 day after day1 of all the grief and unhappiness that there was about him4 ,a dying bird that he found in a pool1 and that rolled its filmy eye upon him in fear1 as if to ask why he must disturb it in its last sad languid hour1 the terror in which so many of the small fish abode--he saw once1 when the sea was clear1 a big fish dart like a dark shadow1 with open mouth and gleaming eye1 on a little shoal of fishes that sported joyfully in the sun2 they scattered in haste1 but they had lost their fellows--all this made him ponder2 but most of all there weighed on his heart the thought of the world he had left1 of how men spoke evil of each other1 and did each other hurt2 of children whose lot was to be beaten and cursed for no fault1 but to please the cruel temper of a master2 of patient women1 who had so much to bear--so that sometimes he had dark thoughts of why ,god made the world so fair1 and then left so much that was amiss1 like a foul stream that makes a clear pool turbid4 ,and there came into his head a horror of taking the lives of creatures for his own use--the shell-worm that writhed as he pulled it from the shell2 the bright fish that came up struggling and gasping from the water1 and that fought under his hand--and at last he made up his mind that he would take no more life1 though how he would live he knew not2 and as for the world of men1 he became very desirous to help a little as best he could2 and there being at this time a wreck in the bay1 when a boat and all on board were lost1 he thought that he would wish1 if he could1 to keep a fire lit on dark nights1 so that ships that passed should see that there was a dwelling there1 and so keep farther away from the dangerous rocks4 ,by this time it had become known in the country where he was--his figure had been seen several times from the cliffs2 and one day there had come a boat1 with some of those that knew him1 to the island4 ,he had no wish to mix again with men2 but neither did he desire to avoid them1 if it was ,god's will that they should come4 ,so he came down courteously1 and spoke with the master of the boat1 who asked him very curiously of his life and all that he did4 ,david told him all2 and when the master asked him why he had thus fled away from the world1 ,david said simply that he had done so that he might pray to ,god in peace4 ,then the master said that there were many waking hours in the day1 and he knew not what there might be to say prayers about1 for1 he said1 you have no book to make prayers out of1 like the priests1 and you have no store of good-sounding words with which to catch the ear of ,god4 ,then ,david said that he prayed to ,god to guard all things great and small1 and to help himself along the steep road to heaven4 ,then the master wondered very much1 and said that a man must please himself1 and no doubt it was a holy work4 ,then he asked a little shamefacedly for ,david to pray for him1 that he might be kept safe from shipwreck1 and have good fortune for fishing1 to which ,david replied1 ,oh1 ,i do that already4 ,before the master went away1 and he stayed not long1 he asked ,david how he lived1 and offered him food4 ,and ,david being then in a strait--for he had lately vowed to take no life1 said gladly that he would have anything they could give him4 ,so the master gave him some victual4 ,and it happened1 just at this time1 that some of the boats from the village had a wonderful escape from a storm1 and through that season they caught fish in abundance2 so it was soon noised abroad that this was all because of ,david's prayers2 and after that he never had need of food1 for they brought him many little presents1 such as eggs1 fruit1 and bread--for he would take no meat--giving them into his hands when he was on the lower rocks1 or leaving them on a ledge in the cove when he was aloft4 ,and as1 when the fish were plenteous1 they gave him food in gratitude1 and when fish were scarce1 they gave it him even more abundantly that they might have his prayers1 ,david was never in lack2 in all of which he saw the wonderful hand of ,god working for him4 ,now ,david pondered very much how he might keep a light aloft on dangerous nights4 ,his first thought was to find a sheltered place among the rocks to seaward1 where his fire could burn and not be extinguished by the wind2 but1 though he climbed all about the rocks1 he could find no place to his mind4 ,one day1 however1 he was in the furthest recess of his cave1 when he felt that among the rocks a little thin wind blew constantly from one corner2 and feeling about with his hands1 he found that it came out of a small crack in the rocks4 ,the stone above it seemed to be loose2 and he perceived after a while that the end of the cave must be very near to the seaward face of the crag1 and that the cave ran right through the rock1 and was only kept from opening on the outer side by a thin barrier of stone2 so after several attempts1 using all his strength1 he worked the stone loose2 and then with a great effort1 he thrust the stone out2 it fell with a great noise1 leaping among the crags1 and at last plunging into the sea4 ,the wind rushed in through the gap2 then he saw that he had1 as it were1 a small window looking out to sea1 so small that he could not pass through it1 but large enough to let a light shine forth1 if there were a light set there2 but though it seemed again to him like the guiding hand of ,god1 he could not devise how he should shelter the light within from the wind4 ,indeed the hole made the cave a far less habitable place for himself1 for the wind whistled very shrewdly through2 he found it easy enough to stop the gap with an old fisherman's coat--but then the light was hidden from view4 ,so he tried a further plan2 he dug a hole in the earth at the top of the cliff1 and then made a bed of dry sand at the bottom of it2 and he piled up dry seaweed and wood within1 thinking that if he lit his beacon there1 it might be sheltered from the wind1 and would burn fiercely enough to throw up the flame above the top of the pit4 ,he saw that heavy rain would extinguish his fire2 but the nights were most dangerous when it blew too strongly for rain to fall4 ,so one night1 when the wind blew strongly from the sea1 he laid wood in order1 which he had gathered on the land1 and conveyed with many toilsome journeys over to the island4 ,then he lighted the pile1 but it was as he feared2 the wind blew fiercely over the top1 and drove the flames downward1 so that the pit glowed with a fierce heat2 and sometimes a lighted brand was caught up and whirled over the cliffs2 but he saw plainly enough that the light would not show out at sea4 ,he was very sad at this1 and at last went heavily down to his cave1 not knowing what he should do2 and pondering long before he slept1 he could see no way out4 ,in the morning he went up to the cliff-top again1 and turned his steps to the pit4 ,the fire had burned itself out1 but the sides were still warm to the touch2 all the ashes had been blown by the force of the wind out of the hole2 but he saw some bright things lie in the sand1 which he could not wholly understand1 till he pulled them out and examined them carefully4 ,they were like smooth tubes and lumps of a clear stuff1 like molten crystal or frozen honey1 full of bubbles and stains1 but still strangely transparent2 and then1 though he saw that these must in some way have proceeded from the burning of the fire1 he felt as though they must have been sent to him for some wise reason4 ,he turned them over and over1 and held them up to the light4 ,it came suddenly into his mind how he would use these heavenly crystals2 he would make1 he thought1 a frame of wood1 and set these jewels in the frame4 ,then he would set this in the hole of his cave1 and burn a light behind2 and the light would thus show over the sea1 and not be extinguished4 ,so this after much labour he did2 he fitted all the clear pieces into the frame1 and he fixed the frame very firm in the hole with wooden wedges4 ,then he pushed clay into the cracks between the edges of the frame and the stone4 ,then he told some of those who came to him that he had need of oil for a purpose1 and they brought it him in abundance1 and wicks for a lamp2 and these he set in an earthen bowl filled with oil1 and on a dark night1 when all was finished1 he lit his lamp2 and then clambered out on the furthest rocks of the island1 and saw his light burn in the rocks1 not clearly1 indeed1 but like an eye of glimmering fire4 ,then he was very glad at heart1 and he told the fishermen how he had found means to set a light among the cliffs1 and that he would burn it on dark and stormy nights1 so that they might see the light and avoid the danger4 ,the tidings soon spread1 and they thought it a very magical and holy device2 but did not doubt that the knowledge of it was given to ,david by ,god4 ,so ,david was in great happiness4 ,for he knew that the ,father had answered his prayer1 and allowed him1 however little1 to help the seafaring folk4 ,he made other things after that2 he put up a doorway with a door of wood in the entering of the cave2 he made1 too1 a little boat that he might go to and fro to the land without swimming4 ,and now1 having no care to provide food1 for they brought it him in abundance1 he turned his mind to many small things4 ,he made a holy carving in the cave1 of ,christ upon the cross--and he carved around it a number of creatures1 not men only but birds and beasts1 looking to the ,cross1 for he thought that the beasts also should have their joy in the great offering4 ,his fame spread abroad2 and there came a priest to see him1 who abode with him for some days1 prayed with him1 and taught him much of the faith4 ,the priest gave him a book1 and showed him the letters2 but ,david1 though he longed to read what was within1 could not hold the letters in his head4 ,he tamed1 too1 the wild birds of the rock1 so that they came to his call2 one was a gull1 which became so fearless that it would come to his cave1 and sit silent on a rock1 watching him while he worked4 ,he kept a fish1 too1 in a pool of the rocks1 that would rise to the edge when he approached4 ,but all this time he went not near to the village2 for his solitude had become very dear to him1 and he prayed continually2 and at evening and morning and midday he would sing praises to ,god1 simple words that he had made4 ,one morning he awoke in the cave1 and as he bestirred himself he thought in his heart of all his happiness4 ,it was a still morning1 but the sky was overcast4 ,suddenly he heard voices below him2 and thinking that he was needed1 he descended the rocks quickly1 and came down a little way from a group of sailors who were standing on the shore2 there was a boat drawn up on the sand1 and near at hand there lay at anchor a small ship1 that seemed to be of a foreign gear1 and larger than he was wont to see4 ,he came somewhat suddenly upon the group1 and they seemed1 as it were1 to be amazed to see a man there4 ,he went smilingly towards them1 but as he did so there came into his heart a feeling of danger1 he knew not what2 and he thought that it would be better to retire up the rocks to his cave1 and wait till the men had withdrawn--for it was not likely that they would visit him there1 or that even if they saw the way thither1 they would adventure it1 as it was steep and dangerous4 ,but he put the thought away and came up to them4 ,they seemed to be conferring together in low voices1 and the nearer that he drew1 the less he liked their look4 ,he spoke to them1 but they seemed not to understand1 and answered him back very roughly in a tongue he did not understand4 ,but presently they put one forward1 an old man1 who had some words of ,english1 who asked him what he did there4 ,he tried to explain that he lived on the island1 but the old man shook his head1 evidently not believing that there could be one living in so bare a place4 ,then the men conferred again together1 and presently the old man asked him1 in his broken speech1 whether he would take service on the ship with them4 ,david said1 smiling1 that he would not1 for he had other work to do2 and the old man seemed to try and persuade him1 saying that it was a good service2 that they lived a free life1 wandering where they would2 but that they had lost men lately1 and were hardly enough to sail the ship4 ,then it came into ,david's mind that he had fallen in with pirates4 ,they were not often seen in these parts1 for there was little enough that they could get1 the folk being all poor1 and small traffic passing that way4 ,and then1 for he saw the group beginning to gather round him1 he made a prayer in his heart that he should be delivered from the evil1 and made proffer to the men of the little stores that he had4 ,the old man shook his head1 and spoke with the others1 who now seemed to be growing angry and impatient2 and then he said to ,david that they had need of him to help to sail the ship1 and that he must come whether he would or no4 ,david cast a glance round to see if he could escape up the rocks2 but the men were all about him1 and seeing in his eye that he thought of flight1 they laid hands upon him4 ,david resisted with all his might1 but they overpowered him in a moment1 bound his hands and feet1 and cast him with much force into their boat4 ,then ,david was sorely disheartened2 but he waited1 committing his soul to ,god4 ,while he waited1 he saw a strange thing2 on the beach there lay a box1 tightly corded2 the men raised this up very gently1 and with difficulty1 as it seemed to be heavy4 ,then they carried it up above the tide-mark2 and1 making a hole among the loose stones1 they buried it very carefully1 casting stones over it4 ,then one of them with a chisel made a mark on the cliff behind1 to show where the box lay--and then1 first looking carefully out to sea1 they came into the boat1 and rowed off to the ship1 which seemed almost deserted2 paying no more heed to ,david than if he had been a log of wood4 ,the old man who understood ,english steered the boat2 and ,david tried to say some words to him1 to ask that he should be released2 but the old man only shook his head2 and at last bade ,david be silent with great anger4 ,they rowed slowly out1 and ,david could see the great rocks1 that had now been his home so long1 rising1 still and peaceful1 in the morning light4 ,every rock and cranny was known to him4 ,there was the place where1 when he first came1 he was used to fish4 ,there was the cliff-top where he had made his fire2 he could even see his little window in the front of the rocks1 and he thought with grief that it would be dark and silent henceforth4 ,but he thought that he was somehow in the hand of ,god2 and that though to be dragged away from his home seemed grievous1 there must be some task to which the ,father would presently set him1 even if it were to go down to death2 and though the cords that bound him were now very painful1 and his heart was full of sorrow1 yet ,david felt a kind of peace in his spirit which showed him that ,god was still with him4 ,when they got to the ship1 there arose a dispute among the men as to whether they should run out to sea before it was dark1 or whether they should lie where they were2 there was but little wind1 so they made up their minds to stay4 ,david himself thought from the look of the sky that there was strong weather brewing4 ,the old man who spoke ,english asked him what he thought1 and he told him that there would be wind4 ,he seemed to be disposed to believe ,david2 but the men were tired1 and it was decided to stay4 ,they had unbound ,david that he might go on board2 and the pain in his hands and feet was very great when the bonds were unloosed2 and when he was on board they bound him again1 but not so tightly1 and led him down into a cabin1 close and dirty1 where a foul and smoky lamp burnt4 ,they bade him sit in a corner4 ,the low ill-smelling place was very grievous to ,david1 and he thought with a sore heart of his clean cold cave1 and his bed of fern4 ,the men seemed to take no further heed of him1 and went about preparing a meal4 ,there seemed to be little friendliness among them2 they spoke shortly and scowled upon each other2 and ,david divined that there had been some dispute aboard1 and that they were ill-content4 ,there was little discipline1 the men going and coming when they would4 ,before long a meal was prepared2 some sort of a stew with a rich strong smell1 that seemed very gross and foul to ,david1 who had been used so long to his simple fare4 ,the men came in and took from the dish what they desired2 and a large jar was opened1 which from its fierce smell seemed to contain a hot and fiery spirit2 and that it was so ,david could easily discern1 from the flushed faces and louder talk of the men1 which soon became mingled with a gross merriment4 ,the old man brought a mess of the food to ,david1 who shook his head smiling4 ,then the other1 with more kindness than ,david had expected1 asked if he would have bread2 and fetched him a large piece1 unbinding his hands for a little1 that he might eat4 ,then he offered him some of the spirit2 but ,david asked for water1 which the old man gave him1 binding his hands after he had drunk1 with a certain gentleness4 ,presently the old man1 after he too had eaten1 came and sate down beside ,david2 and in his broken talk seemed to wish to win him1 if he could1 to join them more willingly4 ,he spoke of the pleasant life they lived1 and of the wealth that they made1 though he said not how they came by it4 ,he told him that he had seen some of it hidden that day1 which they had done for greater security1 so that1 if the ship should be cast away1 the men might have some of their spoil waiting for them2 and ,david understood from him1 though he had but few words to explain it1 that it had been that which had caused a strife among them4 ,for they had come by the treasure very hardly1 and they had lost some of the crew in so doing it--and some of the men had desired to share it1 and have done with the sea for ever2 but that it had been decided to make another voyage first4 ,then ,david said very gently that he did not desire to join them1 for he was a man of peace2 and he told him of his lonely life1 and how he made a light to keep ships off the dangerous coast2 and at that the old man looked at him with a fixed air1 and nodded his head as though he had himself heard of the matter1 or at least seen the light--all this ,david told him1 speaking slowly as to a child2 but it seemed as though every minute the remembrance of the language came more and more back to the old man4 ,but at last the man shook his head1 and said that he was sorry so peaceful a life must come to an end4 ,but1 indeed1 ,david must go with them whether he would or no2 and that they would be good comrades yet2 and he should have his share of whatever they got4 ,and then he left ,david and went on to the deck4 ,then there fell a great despair upon ,david2 and at the same time the crew1 excited by the drink they had taken1 for they drained the jar1 began to dispute among themselves1 and to struggle and fight2 and one of them espied ,david1 and they gathered round and mocked him4 ,they mocked at his dress1 his face1 his hair1 which had grown somewhat long4 ,and one of them in particular seemed most urgent1 speaking long to the others1 and pointing at ,david from time to time1 while the others fell into a great laughter4 ,then they fell to plucking his hair1 and even to beating him--and they tried to force the spirit into his mouth1 but he kept his teeth clenched2 and the very smell of the fiery stuff made his brain sick4 ,but he could nor stir hand or foot2 and presently there came into his mind a great blackness of anger1 so that he seemed to be in the very grip of the evil one2 and he knew in his heart that if he had been unbound1 he would have slain one or more of them2 for his heart beat thick1 and there came a strange redness into his sight1 and he gnashed his teeth for rage2 at which they mocked him the more4 ,but at last the old man came down into the cabin1 and when he saw what they were at1 he spoke very angrily to them1 stamping his foot2 and it seemed as though he alone had any authority1 for they left off ill-using ,david1 and went from him one by one4 ,then1 after a while they began to nod in their places2 one or two of them cast themselves into beds made in the wall2 others fell on the floor1 and slept like beasts2 and at last they all slept2 and last of all the old man came in again1 bearing a lamp1 and looked round the room in a sort of angry disgust4 ,then he said a word to ,david1 and opening a door went on into a cabin beyond1 closing the door behind him4 ,then1 in the low light of the smoking lamp1 and in the hot and reeking room1 with the foul breathing of the sleepers round him1 ,david spent a very dreadful hour4 ,he had never in the old days seen so ill a scene2 and it was to him1 exhausted by pain and by rage1 as if a dark thing came behind him1 and whispered in his secret ear that ,god regarded not men at all1 and that the evil was stronger than the good1 and prevailed4 ,he tried to put the thought away2 but it came all the more instantly1 that what he had seen could not be1 if ,god had indeed power to rule4 ,it was not only the scene itself1 but the thought of what these men were1 and the black things they had doubtless done1 the deeds of murder1 cruelty1 and lust that were written plainly on all their faces2 all these came like dark shadows and gathered about him4 ,david stirred a little to ease himself of his pain and stiffness2 and his foot struck against a thing4 ,he looked down1 and saw in the shadow of the table a knife lying1 which had fallen from some man's belt4 ,a thought of desperate joy came into his mind4 ,he bent himself down with his bound hands1 and he contrived to gather up the knife4 ,then1 very swiftly and deftly1 he thrust the haft between his knees2 then he worked the rope that bound his hands to and fro over the blade2 the rope parted1 and the blood came back into his numbed fingers with a terrible pain4 ,but ,david heeded it not1 and stooping down1 he cut the cord that bound his feet2 then he rose softly1 and sate down again2 for the blood1 returning to his limbs1 made him feel he could not stand yet awhile4 ,all was still in the cabin1 except for the slow breathing of those that slept2 save that every now and then one of the sleepers broke into a stifled cry1 and muttered words1 or stirred in his sleep4 ,presently ,david felt that he could walk4 ,he pondered for a moment whether he should take the knife1 if he were suddenly attacked2 but he resisted the thought1 and left the knife lying on the ground4 ,then stepping lightly among the sleepers1 he moved like a shadow to the door2 very carefully he stepped2 and at each movement or muttered word he stopped and caught his breath4 ,suddenly one of the men rose up1 leaning on his arm1 and looked at him with a stupid stare2 but ,david stood still1 waiting1 with his heart fit to break within his breast1 till the man lay down again4 ,then ,david was at the door4 ,the cabin occupied half the ship to the bows2 the rest was undecked1 with high bulwarks2 a rough ladder of steps led to the gangway4 ,david stood for a moment in the shadow of the door2 but there seemed no one on the watch without4 ,the pure air and the fresh smell of the sea came to his senses like a breath of heaven4 ,he stepped swiftly over a coil of rope2 then up the ladder1 and plunged noiselessly into the sea4 ,he swam a few strokes very strongly2 and then he looked about him4 ,the night was as dark as pitch4 ,he could see a dim light from the ship behind him2 the water rose and fell in a slow heavy swell2 but which way the land lay he could not tell4 ,but he said to himself that it was better to drown and be certainly with ,god1 than in the den of robbers he had left4 ,so he turned himself round in the water1 trying to remember where the shore lay1 but it was all dark1 both the sky and sea1 with a pitchy blackness2 only the lights of the ship glimmered towards him like little bright paths across the heaving tide4 ,suddenly there came a thing so wonderful that ,david could hardly believe he saw truly2 a bright eye of light1 as it were1 opened upon him in the dark1 far off1 and hung high in the heavens1 like a quiet star4 ,the radiance of it was like the moon1 cold and clear4 ,and though ,david could not at first divine whence it came1 he did not doubt in his heart that it was there to guide him2 so he struck out towards it1 with long silent strokes4 ,he swam for a long time1 the light shining softly over the water1 and seeming to rise higher over his head1 while the glimmering of the ship's lights grew fainter and more murky behind him4 ,then he became aware that he was drawing near to the land2 great dark shapes loomed up over his head1 and he heard the soft beating of waves before him4 ,then he could see too1 as he looked upon the light1 that there was a glimmer around it2 and he saw that it came from the edges and faces of rocks that were lit up by the radiance4 ,so he swam more softly2 and presently his foot struck a rock covered with weed2 so he put his feet down1 waded in cautiously1 and pulling himself up by the hands found himself on a rocky shore1 and knew that it was his own island4 ,then the light above him1 as though it had but waited for his safety to be secured1 died softly away1 like the moon gliding into a cloud4 ,david wondered very much at this1 and cast about in his mind how it might be2 but his heart seemed to tell him that there was some holy and beautiful thing on the island very near to him4 ,he could hardly contain himself for gladness2 and he thought that ,god had doubtless given him this day of misery and terror1 partly that he might value his peace truly1 and partly that he might feel that he had it not of right1 but by the gracious disposition of the ,father4 ,so he climbed very softly and swiftly to the cave2 and entered it with a great gladness2 and then he became aware of a great awe in his mind4 ,there was somewhat there1 that he could not see with his eyes1 but which was more real and present than anything he had ever known2 the cave seemed to shine with a faint and tender gleam that was dying away by slow degrees2 as though the roof and walls had been charged with a peaceful light1 which still rayed about them1 though the radiance that had fed it was withdrawn4 ,he took off his dripping clothes1 and wrapped himself in his old sea-cloak4 ,but he did not think of sleep1 or even of prayer2 he only sate still on his bed of fern1 with his eyes open in the darkness1 drinking in the strong and solemn peace which seemed to abide there4 ,david never had known such a feeling1 and he was never to know it again so fully2 but for the time he seemed to sit at the foot of ,god1 satisfied4 ,while he thus sate1 a great wind sprang up outside and thundered in the rocks2 fiercer and fiercer it blew1 and soon there followed it the loud crying of the sea1 as the great waters began to heave and rage4 ,then ,david bestirred himself to light and trim his lamp1 and set it in the window as a warning to ships4 ,and when he had done this he felt a great and sudden weariness1 and he laid himself down2 and sleep closed over him at once1 as the sea closes over a stone that is flung into it4 ,once in the night he woke1 with the roar of the storm in his ears1 and wondered that he had slept through it4 ,he had been through many stormy nights1 but he had never heard the like of this4 ,the wind blew with a steady roar1 like a flood of thunder outpoured2 in the midst of if1 the great waves1 hurled upon the rocks1 uttered their voices2 and between he heard the hiss of the water1 as it rushed downwards from the cliff face4 ,in the midst of all came a sharp and sudden wailing cry2 and then he began to wonder what the poor ship was doing1 which he thought of as riding furiously at her anchor1 with the drunken crew1 and the old man with his sad and solemn face1 who seemed so different from his unruly followers1 and yet was not ashamed to rule over them and draw profit from their evil deeds4 ,in spite of the ill they had tried to do him1 he felt a great pity for them in his heart2 but this was but for a moment1 for sleep closed over him again1 and drew him down into forgetfulness4 ,when ,david woke in the morning1 the gale had died away1 but the sky wept from low and ragged clouds1 as if ashamed and sullen at the wrath of the day before4 ,water trickled in the cracks of the rock2 and when ,david peered abroad1 he looked into the thin drifting clouds4 ,he had a great content in his heart1 but the awe and the strange peace of the night had somehow diminished4 ,he began to reflect upon the light that he had seen from the sea4 ,it was not his lamp that had given out such light1 for it was clear and thin1 while the light his own lamp gave was angry and red4 ,moreover1 when he had lighted the lamp before the storm1 it was standing idle1 not in the window-place1 but on the rock-shelf where he had set it4 ,then he knew that some great and holy mystery had been wrought for him that night1 and that he had been very tenderly used4 ,presently he descended the cliff1 and went out upon the seaward side4 ,the waves still rose angrily under the grey sky1 but were fast abating4 ,he saw in a moment that the shore was full of wreckage3 there were spars and timbers everywhere1 and all the litter of a ship4 ,some of the timbers were flung so high upon the rocks that he saw how great the violence of the storm had been4 ,he walked along1 and in a minute he came upon the body of a man lying on his face1 strangely battered4 ,then he saw another body1 and yet another4 ,he lifted them up1 but there was no sign of life in them2 and he recognised with a great sadness that they were the pirates who had dragged him from his home4 ,he had for a moment one evil thought in his mind1 a kind of triumph in his heart that ,god had saved him from his enemies1 and delivered them over to death2 but he knew that it was a wicked thought1 and thrust it from him2 at last at the end of the rocks he found the old captain himself4 ,there was a kind of majesty about him1 even in death1 as he lay looking up at the sky1 with one arm flung across his breast1 and the other arm outstretched beside him4 ,then he saw the ribs of the ship itself stick up among the rocks1 and he wondered to find the hull so broken and ruinous4 ,his next care was that the poor bodies should have burial4 ,so about midday he took his boat from its shelter1 and rowed across to the land2 and then1 with a strange fear of the heart1 he climbed the cliff1 and walked down slowly to the village1 which he had thought in his heart he would never have seen again4 ,the wind had now driven the clouds out of the sky1 and the sun came out with a strong white light1 the light that shines from the sky when the earth has been washed clean by rain4 ,it sparkled brightly in the little drops that hung like jewels in the grass and bushes4 ,it was with a great throb of the heart that ,david came out upon the end of the down1 and saw the village beneath him4 ,it looked as though no change had passed over it1 but as though its life must have stood still1 since he left it2 then there came tears into ,david's eyes at the thought of the old hard life he had lived there1 and how ,god had since filled his cup so full of peace2 so with many thoughts in his heart he came slowly down the path to the town4 ,he first met two children whom he did not know2 he spoke to them1 but they looked for a moment in terror at his face2 his hair and beard were long1 and he was all tanned by the sun2 but he spoke softly to them1 and presently they came to him and were persuaded to tell their names4 ,they were the children1 ,david thought1 of a young lad whom he had known as a boy2 and presently1 as the manner of children is when they have laid aside fear1 they told him many small things1 their ages and their doings1 and other little affairs which seem so big to a child2 and then they would take his hands and lead him to the village1 while ,david smiled to be so lovingly attended4 ,he was surprised1 when he entered the street1 to see how curiously he was regarded4 ,even men and women1 that he had known1 would hardly speak with him1 but did him reverence4 ,the children would lead him to their house first2 and so he went thither1 not unwilling4 ,when they were at the place1 he found with a gentle wonder that it was even the house where he had himself dwelt4 ,he went in1 and found the mother of the children within1 one whom he had known as a girl4 ,she greeted him with the same reverence as the rest2 so that he at last took courage1 and asked her why it should not be as it had been before4 ,and then he learned from her talk1 with a strange surprise1 that it was thought that he was a very holy man1 much visited by ,god1 who not only had been shown how1 by a kind of magical secret1 to save ships from falling on that deadly coast1 but as one whose prayers availed to guard and keep the whole place safe4 ,he tried to show her that this was not so1 and that he was a simple person in great need of holiness2 but he saw that she only thought him the holier for his humility1 so he was ashamed to say more4 ,then he went to the chief man in the village1 and told him wherefore he had come--that there was a wreck on the shore of the islands1 and that there were bodies that must be buried4 ,one more visit he paid1 and that was to the little maiden whom he had seen the last when he went away4 ,she was now nearly grown to a woman1 and her grandmother was very old and weak1 and near her end4 ,david went there alone1 and said that he had returned as he had promised2 but he found that the child had much lost her remembrance of him1 and could hardly see the friend she had known in the strong and wild-looking figure that he had become4 ,he talked a little quietly2 the old grandmother1 who could not move from her chair1 was easier with him1 and asked him1 looking curiously upon him1 whether he had found that of which he went in search4 ,nay1 mother1 he said1 not found2 but ,i am like a man whose feet are set in the way1 and who sees the city gate across the fields4 ,then she smiled at him and said1 ,but ,i am near the gate4 ,then he told her that he often thought of her1 and made mention of her in his prayers2 and so rose to go2 but she asked him to bless her1 which ,david did very tenderly1 and kissed her and departed2 but he went heavily2 because he feared to be regarded as he was now regarded2 and he thought in his heart that he would never return again1 but dwell alone in his cave with ,god4 ,for the world troubled him2 and the voices of the children1 and the looks of those that he had known before seemed to lay soft hands about his heart1 and draw him back into the world4 ,the same day he returned to the cave2 and the boats came out and took the bodies away1 and they were laid in the burying-ground4 ,then the next day many returned to clear away the wreck2 and ,david came not out of his cave while they did this2 for it went to his heart to see the joy with which they gathered what had meant the death of so many men4 ,they asked him what they should leave for him1 and he answered1 ,nothing--only a piece of plain wood1 for a purpose4 ,so when evening came they had removed all2 and the island1 that had rung all day with shouts and talk and the feet of men1 was silent again2 but before they went1 ,david said that he had a great desire to see a priest1 if a message could be sent2 and this they undertook to do4 ,but ,david was very heavy-hearted for many days1 for it seemed to him that the sight of the world had put all the peace out of his heart2 and his prayers came hollow and dry4 ,a few days after there came a boat to the rock2 the sea was running somewhat high1 and they had much ado to make a landing4 ,david went down to the water's edge1 and saw that besides the fishermen1 whom he knew1 there was a little wizened man in a priest's dress1 that seemed bewildered by the moving of the boat and the tossing of the big waves with their heaving crests1 that broke upon the rocks with a heavy sound4 ,at last they got the boat into the creek1 and the little priest came nimbly ashore1 but not without a wetting4 ,the fishermen said that they would return in the evening1 and fetch the priest away4 ,he looked a frail man1 and ,david could not discern whether he were young or old2 and he felt a pity for a man who was so unhandy1 and who seemed to be so scared of the sea4 ,but the priest came up to him and took his hand4 ,i have heard much of you1 my brother1 he said1 and ,i have desired to see you--but this sea of yours is a strange and wild monster1 and ,i trust it not1--though indeed it is ,god's handiwork4 ,yet ,king ,david1 your patron1 was of the same mind1 ,i think1 and wrote in one of his wise psalms how it made the heart to melt within him4 ,david looked at him with much attention as he spoke1 and there was something in the priest's eye1 a kind of hidden fire1 joined with a wise mirth1 that made him1 all of a sudden1 feel like a child before him4 ,so he said1 ,where will your holiness sit8 ,it is cold here in the wind2 ,i have a dwelling in the rocks1 but it is hard to come by except for winged fowl1 and for men like myself who have been used to the precipices4 ,well1 show the way1 brother1 said the priest cheerfully1 and ,i will adventure my best4 ,so ,david showed him the way up the crags1 and went slowly in front of him1 that he might help him up2 but the priest climbed like a cat1 looking blithely about him1 and had no need of help1 though he was encumbered with his robe4 ,when they were got there1 the priest looked curiously about him1 and presently knelt down before the carving1 and said a little prayer to himself4 ,then he questioned ,david about his life1 asking questions briskly1 as though he were accustomed to command2 and ,david felt more and more every moment that he was as a child before this masterful and wary man4 ,he told him of his early life1 and of his visions1 and of his desire to know ,god1 and of the light that he set in the rocks2 and then he told him of his adventure with the pirates1 not forgetting the treasure4 ,the priest heard him with great attention1 and said presently that he had done well1 and that ,god was with him4 ,then he asked him how he would have the treasure bestowed1 and ,david said that he had no design in his mind4 ,then that shall be my care1 said the priest1 and ,i doubt not that the ,lord hath sent it us1 that there may be a church in this lonely place4 ,and then1 turning to ,david with a wonderful and piercing look1 he said1 ,and this peace of spirit that you speak of1 that you came here to seek1 tell me truly1 brother1 have you found it8 ,then ,david looked upon the ground a little and said1 ,dear sir1 ,i know not2 ,i am indeed strangely happy in this lonely place2 but to speak all the truth1 ,i feel like a man who lingers at a gate1 and who hears the sound of joy and melody within1 which rejoices his heart1 but he is not yet admitted4 ,no1 he went on1 ,i have not found the way4 ,the ,father is indeed very near me1 and ,i am certain of ,his love--but there is still a barrier between me and ,his ,heart4 ,then the priest bowed his head awhile in thought1 but said nothing for a long space2 and then ,david said1 ,dear sir1 advise me4 ,then the priest looked at him with a clear gaze1 and said1 ,shall ,i advise you1 ,o my brother8 ,and ,david said ,yes1 dear sir4 ,then the priest said1 ,indeed1 my brother1 ,i see in your life the gracious hand of ,god4 ,he did redeem you1 and he planted in your heart a true seed of peace4 ,you have lived here a holy and an innocent life2 but he withholds from you his best gift1 because you are not willing to be utterly led by him4 ,there have been in ancient days many such souls1 who have fled from the wickedness of the world1 and have spent themselves in prayer and penance1 and have done a holy work--for indeed there are many victories that may be won by prayer4 ,but indeed1 dear brother1 ,i think that ,god's will for you is that this lonely life of yours should have an end4 ,i think that you have herein followed your own pleasure overmuch2 and ,i believe that ,god would now have you go back to the world1 and work for him therein4 ,you have a great power with this simple folk2 but they are as sheep without a shepherd1 and must be fed1 and none but you can now feed them4 ,you will bethink you of the visit that the ,lord ,christ paid to the ,sisters of ,bethany2 ,martha laboured much to please ,him1 but she laboured for her own pleasing too2 and ,mary it was that had the good part1 because she thought not of herself but of the ,lord4 ,and now1 dear brother1 ,i would have you do what will be very grievous to you4 ,i would have you go back to your native place1 and there abide to labour for ,god2 you may come hither at seasons1 and be alone with ,god1 and that will refresh you2 but you are now1 methinks1 like a man who has found a great treasure1 and who speaks no word of it to others1 and neither uses it himself1 but only looks upon it and is glad4 ,then ,david was very sad at the priest's words1 knowing that he spoke the truth4 ,but the priest said1 ,now we will speak no more of this awhile2 and ,i would not have you do it1 unless your heart consents thereto2 only be strong4 ,and then he asked if he might have somewhat to eat2 and ,david brought him his simple fare2 so they ate together1 and while they ate1 it came into ,david's mind that this was certainly the way4 ,all that afternoon they sate1 while the wind rustled without1 and the sea made a noise2 and then the priest said they would go and look at the treasure1 because it was near evening1 and he must return4 ,so they went down together1 and drew the rocks off from the box4 ,it was a box of wood1 tightly corded1 and they undid it1 and found within a great store of gold and silver pieces1 which the priest reckoned up1 and said that it would be abundant for a church4 ,then they saw the boat approach2 and the priest blessed ,david1 and ,david thanked him with tears1 for showing him the truth2 and the priest said1 ,not so1 my brother2 ,i did but show you what is in your own heart1 for ,god puts such truth in the heart of all of us as we can bear2 but sometimes we keep it like a sword in its scabbard1 until the bright and sharp thing1 that might have wrought great deeds1 be all rusted and blunted4 ,and then the priest departed1 taking with him the box of gold1 and ,david was left alone4 ,david was very heavy-hearted when he was left alone on the island4 ,he knew that the priest had spoken the truth1 but he loved his solitary life1 and the silence of the cave1 the free air and the sun1 and the lonely current of his own thoughts4 ,the sun went slowly down over the waters in a great splendour of light and colour1 so that the clouds in the sky seemed like purple islands floating in a golden sea2 ,david sitting in his cave thought with a kind of terror of the small and close houses of the village1 the sound of feet1 and talk of men and women4 ,at last he fell asleep2 and in his sleep he dreamed that he was in a great garden4 ,he looked about him with pleasure1 and he presently saw a gardener moving about at his work4 ,he went in that direction1 and he saw that the man1 who was old and had a very wise and tender face1 was setting out some young trees in a piece of ground4 ,he planted them carefully with deft hands1 and he smiled to himself as he worked1 as though he was full of joyful thoughts4 ,david wished in his heart to go and speak with him1 but something held him back4 ,presently the gardener went away1 and while he was absent1 another man1 of a secret aspect1 came swiftly into the place1 peering about him4 ,his glance passed ,david by1 and ,david knew that he was in some way unseen4 ,the man looked all about him in a furtive haste1 and then plucked up one of the trees1 which seemed to ,david to be already growing and shooting out small leaves and buds4 ,the man smoothed down the ground where he drew it out1 and then went very quickly away4 ,david would have wished to stop him1 but he could not4 ,then the old gardener came back1 and looked long at the place whence the tree had been drawn4 ,then he sighed to himself1 and cast a swift look in the direction in which the man had fled4 ,he had brought other trees with him1 but he did not plant one in the empty space1 but left it bare4 ,then ,david felt that he must follow the other1 and so he did4 ,he found him very speedily1 but it was outside the garden1 in a rough place1 where thorny bushes and wild plants grew thickly4 ,the other had cleared a little space among them1 and here he set the tree2 but he planted it ill and hastily1 as though he was afraid of being disturbed2 and then he departed secretly4 ,david stood and watched the tree a little4 ,it seemed at first to begin to grow again as it had done before1 but presently something ailed it and it drooped4 ,then ,david saw the thorny bushes near it begin to stretch out their arms about it1 and the wild herbs round about sprang up swiftly1 and soon the tree was choked by them1 and hardly appeared above the brake4 ,david began to be sorry for the tree1 which still kept some life in it1 and struggled as it were feebly to put out its boughs above the thicket4 ,while he stood he saw the old gardener approaching1 and as he approached he carefully considered the ground4 ,when he saw the tree1 he smiled1 and drew it out carefully1 and went back to the garden1 and ,david followed him2 he planted it again tenderly in the ground2 and the tree which had looked so drooping and feeble began at once to put forth leaves and flowers4 ,the gardener smiled again1 and then for the first time looked upon ,david4 ,his eyes were deep and grave like a still water2 and he smiled as one might who shares a secret with another4 ,and then of a sudden ,david awoke1 and found the light of dawn creeping into the cave2 and he fell to considering the dream1 and in a moment knew that it was sent for his learning4 ,so he hesitated no longer1 but gave up his will to ,god4 ,it was a sad hour for ,david nevertheless2 he walked softly about the cave1 and he put aside what he would take with him1 and it seemed to him that he was1 as it were1 uprooting a tree that had grown deep2 he tied up what he would take with him1 but he left some things behind1 for he thought that he might return4 ,and then he kneeled down and prayed1 the tears running over his face2 and lastly he rose and kissed the cold wall of the cave2 at the door he saw the gull that had been with him so oft1 and he scattered some crumbs for it1 and while the bird fell to picking the crumbs1 ,david descended the rock swiftly1 not having the heart to look about him2 and then he put his things in the boat1 and rowed swiftly and silently to the shore1 looking back at the great rocks1 which stood up all bright and clear in the fresh light of the dawn1 with the waves breaking softly at their feet4 ,david had no fixed plan in his mind1 as he rowed across to the land4 ,he only thought that it was right for him to return1 and to take up his part in the old life again4 ,he did not dare to look before him1 but simply put1 as it were1 his hand in the hand of ,god1 and hoped to be led forward4 ,he was soon at the shore1 and he pulled his boat up on the land1 and left it lying in a little cave that opened upon the beach2 then he shouldered his pack1 and went slowly1 with even strides1 across the hill and down to the village4 ,he met no one on the way1 and the street seemed deserted4 ,he made his way to the house of the old woman who was his friend2 he put his small pack at the door and entered4 ,the little house was quite silent4 ,but he heard a sound of weeping2 when he came into the outer room1 he saw the maiden sitting in a chair with her face bowed on the table4 ,he called to her by name2 she lifted her head and looked at him for a moment and then rose up and came to him1 as a child comes to be comforted4 ,he saw at once that some grievous thing had happened2 and presently with sobs and tears she told him that her grandmother had died a few days before1 that she had been that day buried1 and that she knew not what she was to do2 there seemed more behind2 and ,david at last made out that she was asked in marriage by a young fisherman whom she did not love1 and she knew not how else to live4 ,and then he said that he was come back and would not depart from her1 and that she should be a daughter to him4 ,now of the rest of the life of ,david ,i must not here speak2 he lived in the village1 and he did his part2 a little chapel was built in the place with the money of the pirates2 and ,david went in and out among the folk of the place1 and drew many to the love of ,god2 he went once back to the cave1 but he abode not long there2 but of one thing ,i will tell1 and that is of a piece of carving that ,david did1 working little by little in the long winter nights at the piece of wood that came from the pirate ship4 ,the carving is of a man standing on the shore of the sea1 and holding up a lantern in his hand1 and on the sea is carved a ship4 ,and ,david calls his carving ,the ,light of the ,world4 ,at the top of it is a scroll1 with the words thereon1 ,he shall send down from on high to fetch me1 and shall take me out of many waters4 ,and beneath is another scroll on which is graven1 ,thou also shalt light my candle2 the ,lord my ,god shall make my darkness to be light4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,waving of the ,sword ,the things that are set down here happened in the ancient days when there was sore fighting in the land2 the king1 who was an unjust man1 fighting to maintain his realm1 and the barons fighting for the law2 and the end was not far off1 for the king was driven backwards to the sea1 and at last could go no further2 so he gathered all the troops that he might in a strong fort that lay in the midst of the downs1 where the hills dipped to the plain to let the river pass through2 and the barons drew slowly in upon him1 through the forest in the plain4 ,beyond the downs lay the sea1 and there in a little port was gathered the king's navy1 that if the last fight went ill with him1 as indeed he feared it would1 he might fly for safety to another land4 ,now in a house below the down1 a few miles from the king's stronghold1 dwelt a knight that was neither old nor young1 and his name was ,sir ,henry ,strange4 ,he lived alone and peevishly1 and he did neither good nor evil4 ,he had no skill in fighting1 but neither had he skill in peaceful arts4 ,he had tried many things and wearied of all4 ,he had but a small estate1 which was grown less by foolish waste4 ,he could have made it into a rich heritage1 for his land was good4 ,but he had no patience with his men1 and confused them by his orders1 which he would not see carried out4 ,sometimes he would fell timber1 and then leave it to rot in the wood2 or he would plough a field1 and sow it not4 ,at one time he had a fancy to be a minstrel1 but he had not patience to attain to skill2 he would write a ballad and leave it undone2 or he would begin to carve a figure of wood1 and toss it aside2 sometimes he would train a dog or a horse2 but he would so rage if the beast1 being puzzled for all its goodwill1 made mistakes1 that it grew frightened of him--for nothing can be well learnt except through love and trust4 ,he would sometimes think that he should have been a monk1 and that under hard discipline he would have fared better--and indeed this was so1 for he had abundant aptitude4 ,he was alone in the world1 for he had come into his estate when young2 but he had had no patience to win him a wife4 ,at first1 indeed1 his life had not been an unhappy one1 for he was often visited by small joyful thoughts1 which made him glad2 and he took much pleasure1 on sunshiny days1 in the brave sights and sounds of the world4 ,but such delights had grown less2 and he was now a tired and restless man of forty years1 who lay long abed and went not much abroad2 and was for ever telling himself how happy he would be if this or that were otherwise4 ,far down in his heart he despised himself1 and wondered how ,god had come to make so ill-contented a thing2 but that was a chamber in his mind that he visited not often2 but rather took pleasure in the thought of his skill and deftness1 and his fitness for the many things he might have done4 ,and now in the war he had come to a pass4 ,he would not join himself to the king1 because the king was an evil man1 and he liked not evil2 yet he loved not rebellion1 and feared for his safety if the king had the upper hand2 but it was still more that he had grown idle and soft-hearted1 and feared the hard faring and brisk jesting of the camp4 ,yet even so the thought of the war lay heavy on his heart1 and he wondered how men1 whose lives were so short upon the goodly earth1 should find it in their hearts to slay and be slain for such shadowy things as command and dominion2 and he thought he would have made a song on that thought1 but he did not4 ,and now the fighting had come very near him2 and he had let some of his men go to join the king1 but he went not himself1 saying that he was sick1 and might not go abroad4 ,he stood on a day1 at this time1 by a little wall that enclosed his garden-ground4 ,it was in the early summer2 the trees had put on their fresh green1 and glistened in the still air1 and the meadows were deep with grass1 on the top of which seemed to float unnumbered yellow flowers4 ,in and out the swallows passed1 hunting for the flies that danced above the grass2 and he stood1 knowing how fair the earth was1 and yet sick at heart1 wondering why he could not be as a careless bird1 that hunts its meat all day in the sun1 and at evening sings a song of praise among the thickets4 ,over the trees ran the great down with its smooth green sides1 as far as the eye could see4 ,the heat winked on its velvety bluffs1 and it seemed to him1 as it had often seemed before1 like a great beast lying there in a dream1 with a cloth of green cast over its huge limbs4 ,he was a tall lean man1 somewhat stooping4 ,his face had a certain beauty2 his hair and beard were dark and curling2 he had large eyes that looked sadly out from under heavy lids4 ,his mouth was small1 and had a very sweet smile when he was pleased2 but his brow was puckered together as though he pondered2 his hands were thin and delicate1 and there was something almost womanly about his whole air4 ,presently he walked into the little lane that bordered his garden4 ,he heard the sound of wheels coming slowly along the white chalky road2 he waited to look1 and saw a sad sight4 ,in the cart was a truss of hay1 and sunk upon it sate a man1 his face down on his breast1 deadly pale2 as the cart moved1 he swayed a little from side to side4 ,the driver of the cart walked beside1 sullenly and slowly2 and by him walked a girl1 just grown a woman1 as pale as death1 looking at the man that sate in the cart with a look of terror and love2 sometimes she would take his helpless hand1 and murmur a word2 but the man heeded not1 and sate lost in his pain4 ,as they passed him he could see a great bandage on the man's chest that was red with blood4 ,he asked the waggoner what this was1 and he told him that it was a young man of the country-side that had been hurt in a fight2 he was but newly married1 and it was thought he could not live4 ,the cart had stopped1 and the woman pulled a little cup out of a jug of water that stood in the straw1 and put it to the wounded man's lips1 who opened his eyes1 all dark and dazed with pain1 but with no look of recognition in them1 and drank greedily1 sinking back into his sick dream again4 ,the girl put the cup back1 and clasped her hands over her eyes1 and then across her breast with a low moan1 as though her heart would break4 ,the tears came into ,sir ,henry's eyes2 and fumbling in his pockets he took out some coins and gave them to the woman1 with a kind word4 ,let him be well bestowed1 he said4 ,the woman took the coins1 hardly heeding him2 and presently the cart started again1 a shoot of pain darting across the wounded man's face as the wheels grated on the stones4 ,sir ,henry stood long looking after them2 and it came into his heart that war was a foul and evil thing2 though he half envied the poor soul that had fought his best1 and was now sinking into the shadow of death4 ,while he thus lingered there sprang into his mind a thought that made him suddenly grow erect4 ,he walked swiftly along the lane with its high hedges and tall elms4 ,the lane was at the foot of the down1 but raised a little above the plain1 so that he could see the rich woodland with its rolling lines1 and far away the faint line of the ,northern hills4 ,it was very still1 and there seemed not a care in the great world2 it seemed all peace and happy quiet life2 yet the rumbling of the cart-wheels which he still heard at a distance1 now low and now loud1 told him of the sorrow that lay hidden under those dreaming woods2 was it all thus8 ,and then he thought of the great armies that were so near1 and of all the death they meant to deal each other4 ,and yet ,god sat throned aloft watching all things1 he thought1 with a calm and quiet eye1 waiting1 waiting4 ,but for what8 ,was ,his heart indeed pitiful and loving1 as ,his priests said8 and did ,he hold in ,his hand1 for those that passed into the forgetful gate1 some secret of joyful peace that would all in a moment make amends8 ,he stopped beside a little stile--there1 in front of him1 over the tops of an orchard1 the trees of which were all laden with white and rosy flowers1 lay a small high-shouldered church1 with a low steeple of wood4 ,the little windows of the tower seemed to regard him as with dark sad eyes4 ,he went by a path along the orchard edge1 and entered the churchyard1 full of old graves1 among which grew long tumbled grass4 ,he thought with a throb1 that was almost of joy1 of all those that had laid down their weary bones there in the dust1 husband by wife1 child by mother4 ,they were waiting too1 and how quietly6 ,it was all over for them1 the trouble and the joy alike2 and for a moment the death that all dread seemed to him like a simple and natural thing1 the one thing certain4 ,there at length they slept1 a quiet sleep1 waiting for the dawn1 if dawn there were4 ,he crossed the churchyard and entered the church2 the coolness and the dark and the ancient holy smell was sweet after the brightness and the heat outside4 ,every line of the place was familiar to him from his childhood4 ,he walked slowly up the little aisle and passed within the screen4 ,the chancel was very dark1 only lighted by two or three deep-set windows4 ,he made a reverence and then drew near to the altar4 ,all the furniture of the church was most simple and old2 but over the altar there was a long unusual-looking shelf2 he went up to it1 and stood for awhile gazing upon it4 ,along the shelf lay a rude and ancient sword of a simple design1 in a painted scabbard of wood2 and over it was a board with a legend painted on it4 ,the legend was in an old form of ,french words1 long since disused in the land4 ,but it said3 ,unsheathe me and die thyself1 but the battle shall be stayed4 ,he had known the look of the sword1 and the words on the board from a child4 ,the tale was that there had been in days long past a great battle on the hill1 and that the general of one of the armies had been told1 in a dream or vision1 that if he should himself be slain1 then should his men have the victory2 but that if he lived through the battle1 then should his men be worsted4 ,now before the armies met1 while they stood and looked upon each other1 the general1 so said the tale1 had gone out suddenly and alone1 with his sword bare in his hand1 and his head uncovered2 and that as he advanced1 one of his foes had drawn a bow and pierced him through the brain1 so that he fell in his blood between the armies2 and that then a kind of fury had fallen upon his men to avenge his death1 and they routed the foe with a mighty slaughter4 ,but the sword had been set in the church with this legend above it2 and there it had lain many a year4 ,so ,sir ,henry disengaged the sword from its place very tenderly and carefully4 ,it had been there so long that it was all covered with dust2 and then1 holding it in his hands1 he knelt down and made a prayer in his heart that he might have strength for what he had a mind to do2 and then he walked softly down the church1 looking about him with a sort of secret tenderness1 as though he were bidding it all farewell2 his own father and mother were buried in the church2 and he stopped for awhile beside their grave1 and then1 holding the sword by his side--for he wished it not to be seen of any--he went back to his house1 and put the sword away in a great chest1 that no one might know where it was laid4 ,then he tarried not1 but went softly out2 and all that afternoon he walked about his own lands1 every acre of them2 for he did not think to see them again2 and his mind went back to the old days2 he had not thought that all could be so full of little memories4 ,in this place he remembered being set on a horse by his father1 who held him very lovingly and safely while he led the great beast about2 he remembered how proud he had been1 and how he had fancied himself a mighty warrior4 ,on this little pond1 with all its reeds and waterlilies1 he had sailed a boat on a summer day1 his mother sitting near under a tree to see that he had no danger2 and thus it was everywhere2 till1 as he walked in the silent afternoon1 he could almost have believed that there were others that walked with him unseen1 to left and right2 for at every place some little memory roused itself1 as the flies that rise buzzing from the leaves when you walk in an alley1 until he felt like a child again1 with all the years before him4 ,then he came to the house again1 and did the same for every room4 ,he left one room for the last1 a room where dwelt an old and simple woman that had nursed him2 she was very frail and aged now1 and went not much abroad1 but sate and did little businesses2 and it was ever a delight to her if he asked her to do some small task for him4 ,he found her sitting1 smiling for pleasure that he should come to her thus2 and he kissed her1 and sate beside her for awhile1 and they talked a little of the childish days1 for he was still ever a child to her4 ,then he rose to leave her1 and she asked him1 as was her wont1 if there was anything that she could do for him1 for it shamed her1 she said1 to sit and idle1 when she had been so busy once1 and when there was still so much to do4 ,and he said1 ,no1 dear nurse1 there is nothing at this time4 ,and he hesitated for an instant1 and then said1 ,there is indeed one thing2 ,i have a business to do to-night1 that is hard and difficult2 and ,i do not know what the end will be2 will you say a prayer for your boy to-night1 that he may be strong8 ,she looked at him quickly and was silent2 and then she said1 ,yes1 dear child1 but ,i ever do that--and ,i have no skill to make new prayers--but ,i will say my prayer over and over if that will avail4 ,and he said1 smiling at her1 though the tears were in his eyes1 ,yes1 it will avail1 and so he kissed her and went away1 while she fell to her prayers4 ,now the day had all this while grown stiller and hotter1 till there was not a breath stirring2 and now out to the eastwards there came on an angry blackness in the sky1 with a pale redness beneath it1 where the thunder dwelt4 ,sir ,henry sate down1 for he was weary of his walking1 and in a little he fell asleep2 his thoughts still ran upon the sword1 for he dreamed that he had it with him in a wood that he knew not1 that was dark with the shade of leaves2 and he hung the sword upon a tree1 and went on1 to win out of the wood if he could1 for it seemed very close and heavy in the forest2 sometimes through the trees he saw a space of open ground1 with ferns glistening in the sun2 but he could not find the end of the wood2 so he came back in his dream to where he had left the sword2 and while he stood watching it1 he saw that something dark gathered at the scabbard end1 and presently fell with a little sound among the leaves4 ,then with a shock of terror he saw that it was blood2 and he feared to take the sword back2 but looking downwards he perceived that where the blood had fallen1 there were red flowers growing among the leaves of a rare beauty1 which seemed to be born of the blood4 ,so he gathered a handful1 and wreathed the sword with them2 and then came a gladness into his mind1 with which he awoke1 and found it evening2 he came back to himself with a kind of terror1 and a fear darted into his breast2 the windows were open1 and there came in a scent of flowers2 and he felt a great love for the beautiful earth1 and for his quiet life2 and he looked at the chest2 and there came into his mind a strong desire to take the sword out1 and lay it back in the church1 and let things be as they had been2 and so he sate and mused4 ,presently his old serving-man came in and told him he had set his supper2 so ,henry went into the parlour1 and made some pretence to be about to eat2 sending the old man away1 who babbled a little to him of the war1 of the barons' army that drew nearer1 and of how the king was sore bested4 ,when he was gone ,sir ,henry ate a little bread and drank a sup of wine2 and then he rose up1 like one who had made up his mind4 ,he went to the chest and drew out the sword2 and then he went softly out of the house1 and presently walking swiftly he came out on the down4 ,it was now nearly dusk2 the sky lay clear and still1 fading into a sort of delicate green1 but all the west was shrouded in a dim blackness1 the cloud being spread out1 like a great dark bird winging its way slowly up the sky4 ,then far down in the west there leapt1 as it were1 interlacing streams of fire out of the cloud1 and then followed a low rolling of thunder4 ,but all the while he mounted the down1 up a little track that gleamed white in the grass2 and now he could see the huge plain1 with a few lights twinkling out of farms2 far down to the west there was a little redness of light1 and he thought that this was doubtless where the army of the barons lay2 but he seemed to himself to have neither wonder nor fear left in his mind2 he only went like one that had a task to perform2 and soon he came to the top4 ,here all was bare1 save for some bushes of furze that grew blackly in the gloom2 he stepped through them1 and he came at last to where a great mound stood1 that was held to be the highest place in all the down1 a mound that marked the place of a battle1 or that was perhaps the burying-place of some old tribe--for it was called the ,barrow of the ,seven ,kings4 ,he came quickly to the mound1 and went to the top2 and then he laid the sword upon the turf by him1 and kneeled down2 once again came a great outpouring of fire from heaven in the west1 and a peal of thunder followed hard upon it2 and indeed the storm was near at hand2 he could see the great wings of the cloud moving now1 and a few large drops splashed in the grass about him1 and one fell upon his brow4 ,and now a great fear fell upon ,henry of he knew not what4 ,he seemed to himself to be in the presence of some vast and fearful thing1 that was passing swiftly by2 and yet seemed1 for all its haste1 to have espied him1 and to have been1 as it were1 stayed by him2 there came into his mind a recollection of how he had once1 on a summer's day1 joined the mowers in one of the fields1 and had mowed a few swathes with them for the pleasure of seeing the rich seeded grass fall before the gleaming scythe4 ,at one of his strokes1 he remembered1 he had uncovered a little field-mouse1 that sate in the naked field1 its high covert having been swept bare from above it1 and watched him with bright eyes of fear1 while he debated whether he should crush it2 he had done so1 he remembered1 carelessly1 with his foot1 and now he wished that he had spared it1 for it was even so that he himself felt4 ,so to strengthen himself in his purpose1 he made a prayer aloud1 though it was a thing that in his idle life he had much foregone2 and he said3 ,lord ,god1 if ,thou indeed hearest and seest me1 make me strong to do what ,i have a mind to do2 ,i have lived foolishly and for myself1 and ,i have little to give4 ,i have despised life1 and it is as an empty husk to me4 ,i have put love away from me1 and my heart is dry2 ,i have had friends and ,i have wearied of them4 ,i have profited nothing2 ,i have wasted my strength in foolish dreams of pleasure1 and ,i have not found it4 ,i am as a weed that cumbers the fair earth4 ,then he stayed for a moment1 for he was afraid2 for it seemed to him as though somewhat stood near to listen4 ,then he said again3-- ,but1 ,lord1 ,i do indeed love my fellow men a little2 and ,i would have the waste of life stayed4 ,it is a pitiful thing that ,i have to offer1 but it is all that ,i have left--an empty life1 which yet ,i love4 ,i will not promise1 ,lord1 to yield my life to the service of men1 for ,i love my ease too well1 and ,i should not keep my word--so ,i offer my life freely into ,thy hand1 and let it avail that which it may avail4 ,then the blackness seemed to gather all about him1 and he felt with his hand in the turf and found the sword2 then he drew the scabbard off1 and flung it down beside him1 and he raised the sword in his hands4 ,then it seemed as though the heavens opened above him1 but he saw not the fire1 nor heard the shouting of the thunder that followed2 he fell on his face in the turf without a sound and moved no more4 ,now it happened that about the time that he unsheathed the sword1 it came into the heart of the king to send a herald to the barons2 for he saw the host spread out below him on the plain1 and he feared to meet them2 and the barons1 too1 were weary of fighting2 and the king bound himself by a great oath to uphold the law of the realm1 and so the land had peace4 ,the next day came a troop of men-at-arms along the hill2 and they wondered exceedingly to see a man lie on the mound with a sword in his hand unsheathed1 and partly molten4 ,he lay stiff and cold1 but they could not tell how he came by his death1 and they knew not what he had done for the land2 his hand was so tightly clenched upon the sword1 that they took it not out1 but they buried him there upon the hill-top1 very near the sky1 and passed on2 and no man knew what had become of him4 ,but ,god1 who made him and had need of him1 knoweth4 99 99 99 99 99 ,renatus ,renatus was a ,prince of ,saxony that was but newly come to his princedom2 his father had died while he was a boy1 and the realm had been administered by his father's brother1 a ,duke of high courage and prudence4 ,the ,duke was deeply anxious for the fate of the princedom and his nephew's fortunes1 for they lived in troubled times2 the ,barons of the province were strong and haughty men1 with little care for the ,prince1 and no thought of obedience2 each of them lived in his castle1 upon a small realm of his own2 the people were much discontented with the rule of the ,barons1 and the ,duke saw plainly enough that if a prince could arise who could win the confidence of the people1 the ,barons would have but little power left4 ,thus his care was so to bring up the ,prince ,renatus that he should understand how hard a task was before him2 but the boy1 though quick of apprehension1 was fond of pleasure and amusement1 and soon wearied of grave instructions2 so the ,duke did not persist overmuch1 but strove to make the little ,prince love him and confide in him1 hoping that1 when the day of trial came1 he might be apt to ask advice rather than act hastily and perhaps foolishly2 but yet in this the ,duke had not perfectly succeeded1 as he was by nature grave and austere1 and even his face seemed to have in it a sort of rebuke for lively and light-minded persons4 ,still the ,prince1 though he was not at ease with the ,duke1 trusted him exceedingly1 and thought him wise and good1 even more than the ,duke imagined4 ,the days had been full of feasting and pageants1 and ,renatus was greatly excited and eager at finding himself in so great a place4 ,he had borne himself with much courtesy and dignity in his receiving of embassies and such compliments2 he had1 too1 besides the sweet gifts of youth and beauty1 a natural affectionateness1 which led him to wish to please those about him2 and the ,duke's heart was full of love and admiration for the graceful boy1 though there lay in the back of his mind a shadow of fear2 and this grew very dark when he saw two of the most turbulent ,barons speaking together in a corner1 with sidelong glances at the ,prince1 at one of the ,court assemblies1 and divined that they thought the boy would be but a pretty puppet in their hands4 ,the custom was that the ,prince1 on the eve of his enthroning1 should watch for two hours alone in the chapel of the castle1 from eleven to one at night1 and should there consecrate himself to ,god2 the guests of the evening were departed2 and a few minutes before eleven the ,duke sate with the ,prince in a little room off the chapel1 waiting till it was time for the ,prince to enter the building4 ,renatus was in armour1 as the custom was1 with a white robe over all4 ,he sate restlessly in a chair1 and there was a mischievous and dancing light of pleasure in his eye1 that made the ,duke doubly grave4 ,the ,duke1 after some discourse of other matters1 made a pause2 and then1 saying that it was the last time that he should take the privilege of guardianship--to offer advice unless it were sought--said3 ,and now1 ,renatus1 you know that ,i love you as a dear son2 and ,i would have you remember that all these things are but shows1 and that there sits behind them a grave and holy presence of duty2 these pomps are but the signs that you are truly the ,prince of this land2 and you must use your power well1 and to ,god's glory2 for it is ,he that makes us to be what we are1 and truly calls us thereto4 ,renatus heard him with a sort of courteous impatience1 and then1 with a smile1 said3 ,yes1 dear uncle1 ,i know it2 but the shows are very brave2 and you will forgive me if my head is full of them just now4 ,presently1 when the pageants are all over1 ,i shall settle down to be a sober prince enough4 ,i think you do not trust me wholly in the matter--but ,i would not seem ungrateful1 he added rather hastily1 seeing the gravity in the ,duke's face--for indeed you have been as a true father to me4 ,the ,duke said no more at that time1 for he cared not to give untimely advice1 and a moment after1 a bell began to toll in the silence1 and the chaplain came habited to conduct the ,prince to his chapel4 ,so they went the three of them together4 ,it was dark and still within the church2 in front of the altar-steps were set a faldstool and a chair1 where the ,duke might pray1 or sit if he were weary2 two tall wax lights stood beside1 and lit up the crimson cloth and the gold fringes1 so that it seemed like a rare flower blossoming in the dark4 ,a single light1 in a silver lamp hung by a silver chain1 burnt before the altar2 all else was dim2 but they could see the dark stalls of the choir1 with their carven canopies1 over which hung the banners of old knights1 that moved softly to and fro2 beyond were the pillars of the aisles1 glimmering faintly in a row4 ,the roof and windows were dark1 save where here and there a rib of stone or a tracery stood out very rich and dim4 ,all about there was a kind of holy smell1 of wood and carven stone and incense-smoke4 ,the chaplain knelt beneath the altar2 and the ,prince knelt down at the faldstool1 the ,duke beside him on the floor4 ,and just as the old bell of the castle tolled the hour1 and died away in a soft hum of sound1 as sweet as honey1 the chaplain said an ancient prayer1 the purport of which was that the ,christian must watch and pray2 that only the pure heart might see ,god2 and asking that the ,prince might be blest with wisdom1 as the ,emperor ,solomon was1 to do according to the will of the ,father4 ,then the chaplain and the ,duke withdrew2 but as the ,duke rose up1 he laid his hand on the ,prince's head and said1 ,god be with you1 dear son1 and open your eyes4 ,and ,renatus looked up at him and smiled4 ,then the ,duke went back to the little room1 and prayed abundantly4 ,it was arranged that he should wait there until the ,prince's vigil was over1 when he would go to attend him forth2 and so the ,prince was left by himself4 ,for a time ,renatus prayed1 gathering up the strength of his mind to pray earnestly2 but other thoughts kept creeping in1 like children peeping and beckoning from a door4 ,so he rose up after a little1 and looked about him2 and something of the solemnity of the night and the place came into his mind4 ,then1 after a while1 he sate1 his armour clinking lightly as he moved2 and wrapping his robe about him--for it grew chill in the church--he thought of what had been and what should be4 ,the time flew fast2 and presently ,renatus heard the great bell ring the hour of midnight2 so he knelt and prayed again1 with all his might1 that ,god would bless him and open his eyes4 ,then he rose again to his feet2 and now the moon was risen and made a very pure and tender radiance through one of the high windows2 and ,renatus looking about him1 was conscious of a thrill of fear that passed through him1 as though there were some great presence near him in the gloom2 then his eyes fell on a little door on his right1 opposite to the door by which they had entered1 which he knew led out into the castle court2 but underneath the door1 between it and the sill1 there gleamed a line of very golden light1 such as might come from a fire without4 ,the ,prince had no foolish terrors1 as he was by nature courageous1 and the holy place that he was in made him feel secure4 ,but the light1 which now began to grow in clearness1 and to stream1 like a rippling flow of brightness1 into the church1 surprised him exceedingly4 ,so he rose up and went to the little door1 expecting that he would find it closed2 but it opened to his hand4 ,he had thought to see the dark court of the castle as he had often seen it1 with its tall chimneys and battlements1 and with lights in the windows4 ,but to his amazement he saw that he was on the edge of a vast and dizzy space1 so vast that he had not thought there could be anything in the world so great4 ,the church and he seemed to float together in the space1 for the solid earth was all gone--and it came into his head that the great building in which he stood1 so fair and high1 was no larger than a mote that swims in the strong beams of the sun4 ,the space was all misty and dim at first1 but over it hung a light like the light of dawn1 that seemed to gush from a place in the cloud1 near at hand and yet leagues away4 ,then as his sight became more used to the place1 he saw that it was all sloping upwards and downwards1 and built up of great steps or stairs1 that ran across the space and were lost at last in cloud2 and that the light came from the head of the steps4 ,then with a sudden shock of surprise he saw that there were persons kneeling on the steps2 and every moment his sight became clearer and clearer1 so that he could see the persons nearest to him1 their robes and hands1 and even the very lineaments of their faces4 ,very near him there were three figures kneeling1 not together in a group1 but with some space between them4 ,and1 in some way that he could not explain1 he felt that all the three were unconscious both of each other and of himself4 ,looking intently upon them1 he saw that they were kings1 in royal robes4 ,the nearest to him was an ancient man1 with white hair2 he knelt very upright and strong2 his face was like parchment1 with heavy lines1 but his eyes glowed like a fire4 ,renatus thought he had never seen so proud a look4 ,he had an air of command1 and ,renatus seemed to know that he had been a warrior in his youth4 ,in his hands he held a crown of fine golden work1 filled with jewels of great rarity and price2 and the king held the crown as though he knew its worth2 he seemed1 as it were1 to be proffering it1 but as a gift of mighty value1 the worthiest thing that he had to offer4 ,on a step below him at a little distance knelt the second2 he was a younger man1 in the prime of life2 he had the look more of a student than a warrior1 of one who was busied in many affairs1 and who pondered earnestly over high matters of policy and state4 ,he had a wiser face than the older man1 but his brow was drawn by lines1 as though he had often doubted of himself and others2 and he had a crown in one hand1 which he held a little irresolutely1 as though he half loved it1 and were yet half wearied of it2 as though he was fain to lay it down1 and yet not wholly glad to part with it4 ,then ,renatus turned a little to the third2 and he was more richly apparelled than the others2 his hands were clasped in prayer2 and by his knee there lay a splendid diadem1 an ,emperor's crown1 with few jewels1 but each the price of a kingdom4 ,and ,renatus saw that he was very young1 scarce older than himself2 and that he had the most beautiful face he had ever seen1 with large soft eyes1 clear-cut features1 and a mouth that looked both pure and strong2 but in his face there was such a passion of holiness and surrender1 that ,renatus fell to wondering what it was that a man could so adore4 ,he was the only one of the three who looked1 as it were1 rapt out of himself2 and the crown lay beside him as if he had forgotten its very existence4 ,then there came upon the air a great sound of jubilant and tender music like the voice of silver trumpets--and the cloud began to lift and draw up on every side1 and revealed at last1 very far off and very high1 yet strangely near and clear1 a ,throne at the head of the steps4 ,but ,renatus dared not look thereon1 for he felt that the time was not come2 but he saw1 as it were reflected in the eyes of the kings1 that they looked upon a sight of awful splendour and mystery4 ,then he saw that the two that still held their crowns laid them down upon the ground with a sort of fearful haste1 as though they were constrained2 but the youngest of the kings smiled1 as though he were satisfied beyond his dearest wish4 ,then ,renatus felt that somewhat was to be done too bright and holy for a mortal eye to behold1 and so he drew back and softly closed the door2 and it was a pain to find himself within the dark church again2 it was as though he had lost the sight of something that a man might desire above all things to see--but he dared look no longer2 and the music came again1 but this time more urgently1 in a storm of sound4 ,then ,renatus went back to his place1 that seemed to him very small and humble beside what he had seen outside4 ,and all the pride was emptied out of his heart1 for he knew that he had looked upon the truth1 and that it was wider than he had dreamed2 and then he knelt and prayed that ,god would keep him humble and diligent and brave2 but then he grew ashamed of his prayer1 for he remembered that1 after all1 he was but still praying for himself2 and he had a thought of the young ,emperor's face1 and he knew that there was something deeper and better still than humility and diligence and courage2 what it was he knew not2 but he thought that he had been1 as it were1 asking ,god for those fair things1 like flower-blooms or jewels1 which a man may wear for his own pride2 but that they must rather rise and blossom1 like plants out of a rich soil4 ,so he ended by praying that ,god would empty him of all unworthy thoughts1 and fill him full of that good and great thing1 which1 in the ,gospel story1 ,martha went near to miss1 but ,mary certainly divined4 ,that was a blessed hour1 to the thought of which ,renatus afterwards often turned in darker and more weary days4 ,but it drew swiftly to an end1 and as he knelt1 the bell beat one1 and his vigil was over4 ,presently the ,duke came to attend him back2 and ,renatus could not speak of the vision1 but only told the ,duke that he had seen a wonderful thing1 and he added a few words of grateful love1 holding the ,duke's hand close in his own4 ,on the next day1 before ,renatus came to be enthroned1 the ,barons came to do him homage2 and ,renatus1 asking ,god to give him words that he might say what was in his heart1 spoke to them1 the ,duke standing by2 he said that he well knew that it appeared strange that one so young as himself should receive the homage of those who were older and wiser and more strong1 adding3 ,but ,i believe that ,i am truly called1 under ,god1 to rule this land for the welfare of all that dwell therein1 and ,i will rule it with diligence4 ,nay--for it is not well that a land should have many masters--,i purpose that none shall rule it but myself1 under ,god4 ,and at that the ,barons looked upon one another1 but ,renatus1 leaning a little forward1 with his hand upon his sword-hilt1 said3 ,i think1 my ,lords1 that there be some here that are saying to themselves1 ,he hath learnt his lesson well1 and ,i hope that it may be seen that it is so--but it is ,god and not man who hath put it into my heart to say this2 it is from ,him that ,i receive this throne4 ,counsel will ,i ask1 and that gladly2 but remembering the account that ,i must one day make1 ,i will rule this realm for the welfare of the people thereof1 and ,i will have all men do their parts2 so see that your homage be of the heart and not of the lips1 for it is to ,god that you make it1 and not to me1 who am indeed unworthy2 but ,he that hath set me in this place will strengthen my hands4 ,i have spoken this1 he said1 not willingly2 but ,i would have no one mistake my purpose in the matter4 ,then the ,barons came silently to do obeisance2 and so ,renatus came to his own2 but more of him ,i must not here say1 save that he ruled his realm wisely and well1 and ever gave ,god the glory4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,slype ,house ,in the town of ,garchester1 close to ,st4 ,peter's ,church1 and near the river1 stood a dark old house called the ,slype ,house1 from a narrow passage of that name that ran close to it1 down to a bridge over the stream4 ,the house showed a front of mouldering and discoloured stone to the street1 pierced by small windows1 like a monastery2 and indeed1 it was formerly inhabited by a college of priests who had served the ,church4 ,it abutted at one angle upon the aisle of the church1 and there was a casement window that looked out from a room in the house1 formerly the infirmary1 into the aisle2 it had been so built that any priest that was sick might hear the ,mass from his bed1 without descending into the church4 ,behind the house lay a little garden1 closely grown up with trees and tall weeds1 that ran down to the stream4 ,in the wall that gave on the water1 was a small door that admitted to an old timbered bridge that crossed the stream1 and had a barred gate on the further side1 which was rarely seen open2 though if a man had watched attentively he might sometimes have seen a small lean person1 much bowed and with a halting gait1 slip out very quietly about dusk1 and walk1 with his eyes cast down1 among the shadowy byways4 ,the name of the man who thus dwelt in the ,slype ,house1 as it appeared in the roll of burgesses1 was ,anthony ,purvis4 ,he was of an ancient family1 and had inherited wealth4 ,a word must be said of his childhood and youth4 ,he was a sickly child1 an only son1 his father a man of substance1 who lived very easily in the country2 his mother had died when he was quite a child1 and this sorrow had been borne very heavily by his father1 who had loved her tenderly1 and after her death had become morose and sullen1 withdrawing himself from all company and exercise1 and brooding angrily over his loss1 as though ,god had determined to vex him4 ,he had never cared much for the child1 who had been peevish and fretful2 and the boy's presence had done little but remind him of the wife he had lost2 so that the child had lived alone1 nourishing his own fancies1 and reading much in a library of curious books that was in the house4 ,the boy's health had been too tender for him to go to school2 but when he was eighteen1 he seemed stronger1 and his father sent him to a university1 more for the sake of being relieved of the boy's presence than for his good4 ,and there1 being unused to the society of his equals1 he had been much flouted and despised for his feeble frame2 till a certain bitter ambition sprang up in his mind1 like a poisonous flower1 to gain power and make himself a name2 and he had determined that as he could not be loved he might still be feared2 so he bided his time in bitterness1 making great progress in his studies2 then1 when those days were over1 he departed eagerly1 and sought and obtained his father's leave to betake himself to a university of ,italy1 where he fell into somewhat evil hands2 for he made a friendship with an old doctor of the college1 who feared not ,god and thought ill of man1 and spent all his time in dark researches into the evil secrets of nature1 the study of poisons that have enmity to the life of man1 and many other hidden works of darkness1 such as intercourse with spirits of evil1 and the black influences that lie in wait for the soul2 and he found ,anthony an apt pupil4 ,there he lived for some years till he was nearly thirty1 seldom visiting his home1 and writing but formal letters to his father1 who supplied him gladly with a small revenue1 so long as he kept apart and troubled him not4 ,then his father had died1 and ,anthony came home to take up his inheritance1 which was a plentiful one2 he sold his land1 and visiting the town of ,garchester1 by chance1 for it lay near his home1 he had lighted upon the ,slype ,house1 which lay very desolate and gloomy2 and as he needed a large place for his instruments and devices1 he had bought the house1 and had now lived there for twenty years in great loneliness1 but not ill-content4 ,to serve him he had none but a man and his wife1 who were quiet and simple people and asked no questions2 the wife cooked his meals1 and kept the rooms1 where he slept and read1 clean and neat2 the man moved his machines for him1 and arranged his phials and instruments1 having a light touch and a serviceable memory4 ,the door of the house that gave on the street opened into a hall2 to the right was a kitchen1 and a pair of rooms where the man and his wife lived4 ,on the left was a large room running through the house2 the windows on to the street were walled up1 and the windows at the back looked--on the garden1 the trees of which grew close to the casements1 making the room dark1 and in a breeze rustling their leaves or leafless branches against the panes4 ,in this room ,anthony had a furnace with bellows1 the smoke of which discharged itself into the chimney2 and here he did much of his work1 making mechanical toys1 as a clock to measure the speed of wind or water1 a little chariot that ran a few yards by itself1 a puppet that moved its arms and laughed--and other things that had wiled away his idle hours2 the room was filled up with dark lumber1 in a sort of order that would have looked to a stranger like disorder1 but so that ,anthony could lay his hand on all that he needed4 ,from the hall1 which was paved with stone1 went up the stairs1 very strong and broad1 of massive oak2 under which was a postern that gave on the garden2 on the floor above was a room where ,anthony slept1 which again had its windows to the street boarded up1 for he was a light sleeper1 and the morning sounds of the awakening city disturbed him4 ,the room was hung with a dark arras1 sprinkled with red flowers2 he slept in a great bed with black curtains to shut out all light2 the windows looked into the garden2 but on the left of the bed1 which stood with its head to the street1 was an alcove1 behind the hangings1 containing the window that gave on the church4 ,on the same floor were three other rooms2 in one of these1 looking on the garden1 ,anthony had his meals4 ,it was a plain panelled room4 ,next was a room where he read1 filled with books1 also looking on the garden2 and next to that was a little room of which he alone had the key4 ,this room he kept locked1 and no one set foot in it but himself4 ,there was one more room on this floor1 set apart for a guest who never came1 with a great bed and a press of oak4 ,and that looked on the street4 ,above1 there was a row of plain plastered rooms1 in which stood furniture for which ,anthony had no use1 and many crates in which his machines and phials came to him2 this floor was seldom visited1 except by the man1 who sometimes came to put a box there2 and the spiders had it to themselves2 except for a little room where stood an optic glass through which on clear nights ,anthony sometimes looked at the moon and stars1 if there was any odd misadventure among them1 such as an eclipse2 or when a fiery-tailed comet went his way silently in the heavens1 coming from none might say whence and going none knew whither1 on some strange errand of ,god4 ,anthony had but two friends who ever came to see him4 ,one was an old physician who had ceased to practise his trade1 which indeed was never abundant1 and who would sometimes drink a glass of wine with ,anthony1 and engage in curious talk of men's bodies and diseases1 or look at one of ,anthony's toys4 ,anthony had come to know him by having called him in to cure some ailment1 which needed a surgical knife2 and that had made a kind of friendship between them2 but ,anthony had little need thereafter to consult him about his health1 which indeed was now settled enough1 though he had but little vigour2 and he knew enough of drugs to cure himself when he was ill4 ,the other friend was a foolish priest of the college1 that made belief to be a student but was none1 who thought ,anthony a very wise and mighty person1 and listened with open mouth and eyes to all that he said or showed him4 ,this priest1 who was fond of wonders1 had introduced himself to ,anthony by making believe to borrow a volume of him2 and then had grown proud of the acquaintance1 and bragged greatly of it to his friends1 mixing up much that was fanciful with a little that was true4 ,but the result was that gossip spread wide about ,anthony1 and he was held in the town to be a very fearful person1 who could do strange mischief if he had a mind to2 ,anthony never cared to walk abroad1 for he was of a shy habit1 and disliked to meet the eyes of his fellows2 but if he did go about1 men began to look curiously after him as he went by1 shook their heads and talked together with a dark pleasure1 while children fled before his face and women feared him2 all of which pleased ,anthony mightily1 if the truth were told2 for at the bottom of his restless and eager spirit lay a deep vanity unseen1 like a lake in woods2 he hungered not indeed for fame1 but for repute--monstrari digito1 as the poet has it2 and he cared little in what repute he was held1 so long as men thought him great and marvellous2 and as he could not win renown by brave deeds and words1 he was rejoiced to win it by keeping up a certain darkness and mystery about his ways and doings2 and this was very dear to him1 so that when the silly priest called him ,seer and ,wizard1 he frowned and looked sideways2 but he laughed in his heart and was glad4 ,now1 when ,anthony was near his fiftieth year1 there fell on him a heaviness of spirit which daily increased upon him4 ,he began to question of his end and what lay beyond4 ,he had always made pretence to mock at religion1 and had grown to believe that in death the soul was extinguished like a burnt-out flame4 ,he began1 too1 to question of his life and what he had done4 ,he had made a few toys1 he had filled vacant hours1 and he had gained an ugly kind of fame--and this was all4 ,was he so certain1 he began to think1 after all1 that death was the end8 ,were there not1 perhaps1 in the vast house of ,god1 rooms and chambers beyond that in which he was set for awhile to pace to and fro8 ,about this time he began to read in a ,bible that had lain dusty and unopened on a shelf4 ,it was his mother's book1 and he found therein many little tokens of her presence4 ,here was a verse underlined2 at some gracious passages the page was much fingered and worn2 in one place there were stains that looked like the mark of tears2 then again1 in one page1 there was a small tress of hair1 golden hair1 tied in a paper with a name across it1 that seemed to be the name of a little sister of his mother's that died a child2 and again there were a few withered flowers1 like little sad ghosts1 stuck through a paper on which was written his father's name--the name of the sad1 harsh1 silent man whom ,anthony had feared with all his heart4 ,had those two1 indeed1 on some day of summer1 walked to and fro1 or sate in some woodland corner1 whispering sweet words of love together8 ,anthony felt a sudden hunger of the heart for a woman's love1 for tender words to soothe his sadness1 for the laughter and kisses of children--and he began to ransack his mind for memories of his mother2 he could remember being pressed to her heart one morning when she lay abed1 with her fragrant hair falling about him4 ,the worst was that he must bear his sorrow alone1 for there were none to whom he could talk of such things4 ,the doctor was as dry as an old bunch of herbs1 and as for the priest1 ,anthony was ashamed to show anything but contempt and pride in his presence4 ,for relief he began to turn to a branch of his studies that he had long disused2 this was a fearful commerce with the unseen spirits4 ,anthony could remember having practised some experiments of this kind with the old ,italian doctor2 but he remembered them with a kind of disgust1 for they seemed to him but a sort of deadly juggling2 and such dark things as he had seen seemed like a dangerous sport with unclean and coltish beings1 more brute-like than human4 ,yet now he read in his curious books with care1 and studied the tales of necromancers1 who had indeed seemed to have some power over the souls of men departed4 ,but the old books gave him but little faith1 and a kind of angry disgust at the things attempted4 ,and he began to think that the horror in which such men as made these books abode1 was not more than the dark shadow cast on the mirror of the soul by their own desperate imaginings and timorous excursions4 ,one day1 a ,sunday1 he was strangely sad and heavy2 he could settle to nothing1 but threw book after book aside1 and when he turned to some work of construction1 his hand seemed to have lost its cunning4 ,it was a grey and sullen day in ,october2 a warm wet wind came buffeting up from the ,west1 and roared in the chimneys and eaves of the old house4 ,the shrubs in the garden plucked themselves hither and thither as though in pain4 ,anthony walked to and fro after his midday meal1 which he had eaten hastily and without savour2 at last1 as though with a sudden resolution1 he went to a secret cabinet and got out a key2 and with it he went to the door of the little room that was ever locked4 ,he stopped at the threshold for a while1 looking hither and thither2 and then he suddenly unlocked it and went in1 closing and locking it behind him4 ,the room was as dark as night1 but ,anthony going softly1 his hands before him1 went to a corner and got a tinder-box which lay there1 and made a flame4 ,a small dark room appeared1 hung with a black tapestry2 the window was heavily shuttered and curtained2 in the centre of the room stood what looked like a small altar1 painted black2 the floor was all bare1 but with white marks upon it1 half effaced4 ,anthony looked about the room1 glancing sidelong1 as though in some kind of doubt2 his breath went and came quickly1 and he looked paler than was his wont4 ,presently1 as though reassured by the silence and calm of the place1 he went to a tall press that stood in a corner1 which he opened1 and took from it certain things--a dish of metal1 some small leathern bags1 a large lump of chalk1 and a book4 ,he laid all but the chalk down on the altar1 and then opening the book1 read in it a little2 and then he went with the chalk and drew certain marks upon the floor1 first making a circle1 which he went over again and again with anxious care2 at times he went back and peeped into the book as though uncertain4 ,then he opened the bags1 which seemed to hold certain kinds of powder1 this dusty1 that in grains2 he ran them through his hands1 and then poured a little of each into his dish1 and mixed them with his hands4 ,then he stopped and looked about him4 ,then he walked to a place in the wall on the further side of the altar from the door1 and drew the arras carefully aside1 disclosing a little alcove in the wall2 into this he looked fearfully1 as though he was afraid of what he might see4 ,in the alcove1 which was all in black1 appeared a small shelf1 that stood but a little way out from the wall4 ,upon it1 gleaming very white against the black1 stood the skull of a man1 and on either side of the skull were the bones of a man's hand4 ,it looked to him1 as he gazed on it with a sort of curious disgust1 as though a dead man had come up to the surface of a black tide1 and was preparing presently to leap out4 ,on either side stood two long silver candlesticks1 very dark with disuse2 but instead of holding candles1 they were fitted at the top with flat metal dishes2 and in these he poured some of his powders1 mixing them as before with his fingers4 ,between the candlesticks and behind the skull was an old and dark picture1 at which he gazed for a time1 holding his taper on high4 ,the picture represented a man fleeing in a kind of furious haste from a wood1 his hands spread wide1 and his eyes staring out of the picture2 behind him everywhere was the wood1 above which was a star in the sky--and out of the wood leaned a strange pale horned thing1 very dim4 ,the horror in the man's face was skilfully painted1 and ,anthony felt a shudder pass through his veins4 ,he knew not what the picture meant2 it had been given to him by the old ,italian1 who had smiled a wicked smile when he gave it1 and told him that it had a very great virtue4 ,when ,anthony had asked him of the subject of the picture1 the old ,italian had said1 ,oh1 it is as appears2 he hath been where he ought not1 and he hath seen somewhat he doth not like4 ,when ,anthony would fain have known more1 and especially what the thing was that leaned out of the wood1 the old ,italian had smiled cruelly and said1 ,know you not8 ,well1 you will know some day when you have seen him2 and never a word more would he say4 ,when ,anthony had put all things in order1 he opened the book at a certain place1 and laid it upon the altar2 and then it seemed as though his courage failed him1 for he drew the curtain again over the alcove1 unlocked the door1 set the tinder-box and the candle back in their place1 and softly left the room4 ,he was very restless all the evening4 ,he took down books from the shelves1 turned them over1 and put them back again4 ,he addressed himself to some unfinished work1 but soon threw it aside2 he paced up and down1 and spent a long time1 with his hands clasped behind him1 looking out into the desolate garden1 where a still1 red sunset burnt behind the leafless trees4 ,he was like a man who has made up his mind to a grave decision1 and shrinks back upon the brink4 ,when his food was served he could hardly touch it1 and he drank no wine as his custom was to do1 but only water1 saying to himself that his head must be clear4 ,but in the evening he went to his bedroom1 and searched for something in a press there2 he found at last what he was searching for1 and unfolded a long black robe1 looking gloomily upon it1 as though it aroused unwelcome thoughts2 while he was pondering1 he heard a hum of music behind the arras2 he put the robe down1 and stepped through the hangings1 and stood awhile in the little oriel that looked down into the church4 ,vespers were proceeding2 he saw the holy lights dimly through the dusty panes1 and heard the low preluding of the organ2 then1 solemn and slow1 rose the sound of a chanted psalm on the air2 he carefully unfastened the casement which opened inward and unclosed it1 standing for a while to listen1 while the air1 fragrant with incense smoke1 drew into the room along the vaulted roof4 ,there were but a few worshippers in the church1 who stood below him2 two lights burnt stilly upon the altar1 and he saw distinctly the thin hands of a priest who held a book close to his face4 ,he had not set foot within a church for many years1 and the sight and sound drew his mind back to his childhood's days4 ,at last with a sigh he put the window to very softly1 and went to his study1 where he made pretence to read1 till the hour came when he was wont to retire to his bed4 ,he sent his servant away1 but instead of lying down1 he sate1 looking upon a parchment1 which he held in his hand1 while the bells of the city slowly told out the creeping hours4 ,at last1 a few minutes before midnight1 he rose from his place2 the house was now all silent1 and without the night was very still1 as though all things slept tranquilly4 ,he opened the press and took from it the black robe1 and put it round him1 so that it covered him from head to foot1 and then gathered up the parchment1 and the key of the locked room1 and went softly out1 and so came to the door4 ,this he undid with a kind of secret and awestruck haste1 locking it behind him4 ,once inside the room1 he wrestled awhile with a strong aversion to what was in his mind to do1 and stood for a moment1 listening intently1 as though he expected to hear some sound4 ,but the room was still1 except for the faint biting of some small creature in the wainscot4 ,then with a swift motion he took up the tinder-box and made a light2 he drew aside the curtain that hid the alcove2 he put fire to the powder in the candlesticks1 which at first spluttered1 and then swiftly kindling sent up a thick smoky flame1 fragrant with drugs1 burning hotly and red4 ,then he came back to the altar2 cast a swift glance round him to see that all was ready2 put fire to the powder on the altar1 and in a low and inward voice began to recite words from the book1 and from the parchment which he held in his hand2 once or twice he glanced fearfully at the skull1 and the hands which gleamed luridly through the smoke2 the figures in the picture wavered in the heat2 and now the powders began to burn clear1 and throw up a steady light2 and still he read1 sometimes turning a page1 until at last he made an end2 and drawing something from a silver box which lay beside the book1 he dropped it in the flame1 and looked straight before him to see what might befall4 ,the thing that fell in the flame burned up brightly1 with a little leaping of sparks1 but soon it died down2 and there was a long silence1 in the room1 a breathless silence1 which1 to ,anthony's disordered mind1 was not like the silence of emptiness1 but such silence as may be heard when unseen things are crowding quietly to a closed door1 expecting it to be opened1 and as it were holding each other back4 ,suddenly1 between him and the picture1 appeared for a moment a pale light1 as of moonlight1 and then with a horror which words cannot attain to describe1 ,anthony saw a face hang in the air a few feet from him1 that looked in his own eyes with a sort of intent fury1 as though to spring upon him if he turned either to the right hand or to the left4 ,his knees tottered beneath him1 and a sweat of icy coldness sprang on his brow2 there followed a sound like no sound that ,anthony had ever dreamed of hearing2 a sound that was near and yet remote1 a sound that was low and yet charged with power1 like the groaning of a voice in grievous pain and anger1 that strives to be free and yet is helpless4 ,and then ,anthony knew that he had indeed opened the door that looks into the other world1 and that a deadly thing that held him in enmity had looked out4 ,his reeling brain still told him that he was safe where he was1 but that he must not step or fall outside the circle2 but how he should resist the power of the wicked face he knew not4 ,he tried to frame a prayer in his heart2 but there swept such a fury of hatred across the face that he dared not4 ,so he closed his eyes and stood dizzily waiting to fall1 and knowing that if he fell it was the end4 ,suddenly1 as he stood with closed eyes1 he felt the horror of the spell relax2 he opened his eyes again1 and saw that the face died out upon the air1 becoming first white and then thin1 like the husk that stands on a rush when a fly draws itself from its skin1 and floats away into the sunshine4 ,then there fell a low and sweet music upon the air1 like a concert of flutes and harps1 very far away4 ,and then suddenly1 in a sweet clear radiance1 the face of his mother1 as she lived in his mind1 appeared in the space1 and looked at him with a kind of heavenly love2 then beside the face appeared two thin hands which seemed to wave a blessing towards him1 which flowed like healing into his soul4 ,the relief from the horror1 and the flood of tenderness that came into his heart1 made him reckless4 ,the tears came into his eyes1 not in a rising film1 but a flood hot and large4 ,he took a step forwards round the altar2 but as he did so1 the vision disappeared1 the lights shot up into a flare and went out2 the house seemed to be suddenly shaken2 in the darkness he heard the rattle of bones1 and the clash of metal1 and ,anthony fell all his length upon the ground and lay as one dead4 ,but while he thus lay1 there came to him in some secret cell of the mind a dreadful vision1 which he could only dimly remember afterwards with a fitful horror4 ,he thought that he was walking in the cloister of some great house or college1 a cool place1 with a pleasant garden in the court4 ,he paced up and down1 and each time that he did so1 he paused a little before a great door at the end1 a huge blind portal1 with much carving about it1 which he somehow knew he was forbidden to enter4 ,nevertheless1 each time that he came to it1 he felt a strong wish1 that constantly increased1 to set foot therein4 ,now in the dream there fell on him a certain heaviness1 and the shadow of a cloud fell over the court1 and struck the sunshine out of it4 ,and at last he made up his mind that he would enter4 ,he pushed the door open with much difficulty1 and found himself in a long blank passage1 very damp and chilly1 but with a glimmering light2 he walked a few paces down it4 ,the flags underfoot were slimy1 and the walls streamed with damp4 ,he then thought that he would return2 but the great door was closed behind him1 and he could not open it4 ,this made him very fearful2 and while he considered what he should do1 he saw a tall and angry-looking man approaching very swiftly down the passage4 ,as he turned to face him1 the other came straight to him1 and asked him very sternly what he did there2 to which ,anthony replied that he had found the door open4 ,to which the other replied that it was fast now1 and that he must go forward4 ,he seized ,anthony as he spoke by the arm1 and urged him down the passage4 ,anthony would fain have resisted1 but he felt like a child in the grip of a giant1 and went forward in great terror and perplexity4 ,presently they came to a door in the side of the wall1 and as they passed it1 there stepped out an ugly shadowy thing1 the nature of which he could not clearly discern1 and marched softly behind them4 ,soon they came to a turn in the passage1 and in a moment the way stopped on the brink of a dark well1 that seemed to go down a long way into the earth1 and out of which came a cold fetid air1 with a hollow sound like a complaining voice4 ,anthony drew back as far as he could from the pit1 and set his back to the wall1 his companion letting go of him4 ,but he could not go backward1 for the thing behind him was in the passage1 and barred the way1 creeping slowly nearer4 ,then ,anthony was in a great agony of mind1 and waited for the end4 ,but while he waited1 there came some one very softly down the passage and drew near2 and the other1 who had led him to the place1 waited1 as though ill-pleased to be interrupted2 it was too murky for ,anthony to see the new-comer1 but he knew in some way that he was a friend4 ,the stranger came up to them1 and spoke in a low voice to the man who had drawn ,anthony thither1 as though pleading for something2 and the man answered angrily1 but yet with a certain dark respect1 and seemed to argue that he was acting in his right1 and might not be interfered with4 ,anthony could not hear what they said1 they spoke so low1 but he guessed the sense1 and knew that it was himself of whom they discoursed1 and listened with a fearful wonder to see which would prevail4 ,the end soon came1 for the tall man1 who had brought him there1 broke out into a great storm of passion2 and ,anthony heard him say1 ,he hath yielded himself to his own will2 and he is mine here2 so let us make an end4 ,then the stranger seemed to consider2 and then with a quiet courage1 and in a soft and silvery voice like that of a child1 said1 ,i would that you would have yielded to my prayer2 but as you will not1 ,i have no choice4 ,and he took his hand from under the cloak that wrapped him1 and held something out2 then there came a great roaring out of the pit1 and a zigzag flame flickered in the dark4 ,then in a moment the tall man and the shadow were gone2 ,anthony could not see whither they went1 and he would have thanked the stranger2 but the other put his finger to his lip as though to order silence1 and pointed to the way he had come1 saying1 ,make haste and go back2 for they will return anon with others2 you know not how dear it hath cost me4 ,anthony could see the stranger's face in the gloom1 and he was surprised to see it so youthful2 but he saw also that tears stood in the eyes of the stranger1 and that something dark like blood trickled down his brow2 yet he looked very lovingly at him4 ,so ,anthony made haste to go back1 and found the door ajar2 but as he reached it1 he heard a horrible din behind him1 of cries and screams2 and it was with a sense of gratitude1 that he could not put into words1 but which filled all his heart1 that he found himself back in the cloister again4 ,and then the vision all fled away1 and with a shock coming to himself1 he found that he was lying in his own room2 and then he knew that a battle had been fought out over his soul1 and that the evil had not prevailed4 ,he was cold and aching in every limb2 the room was silent and dark1 with the heavy smell of the burnt drugs all about it4 ,anthony crept to the door1 and opened it2 locked it again1 and made his way in the dark very feebly to his bed-chamber2 he had just the strength to get into his bed1 and then all his life seemed to ebb from him1 and he lay1 and thought that he was dying4 ,presently from without there came the crying of cocks1 and a bell beat the hour of four2 and after that1 in his vigil of weakness1 it was strange to see the light glimmer in the crevices1 and to hear the awakening birds that in the garden bushes took up1 one after another1 their slender piping song1 till all the choir cried together4 ,but ,anthony felt a strange peace in his heart2 and he had a sense1 though he could not say why1 that it was as once in his childhood1 when he was ill1 and his mother had sate softly by him while he slept4 ,so he waited1 and in spite of his mortal weakness that was a blessed hour4 ,when his man came to rouse him in the morning1 ,anthony said that he believed that he was very ill1 that he had had a fall1 and that the old doctor must be fetched to him4 ,the man looked so strangely upon him1 that ,anthony knew that he had some fear upon his mind4 ,presently the doctor was brought1 and ,anthony answered such questions as were put to him1 in a faint voice1 saying1 ,i was late at my work1 and ,i slipped and fell4 ,the doctor1 who looked troubled1 gave directions2 and when he went away he heard his man behind the door asking the doctor about the strange storm in the night1 that had seemed like an earthquake1 or as if a thunderbolt had struck the house4 ,but the doctor said very gruffly1 ,it is no time to talk thus1 when your master is sick to death4 ,but ,anthony knew in himself that he would not die yet4 ,it was long ere he was restored to a measure of health2 and indeed he never rightly recovered the use of his limbs2 the doctor held that he had suffered some stroke of palsy2 at which ,anthony smiled a little1 and made no answer4 ,when he was well enough to creep to and fro1 he went sadly to the dark room1 and with much pain and weakness carried the furniture out of it4 ,the picture he cut in pieces and burnt2 and the candles and dishes1 with the book1 he cast into a deep pool in the stream2 the bones he buried in the earth2 the hangings he stored away for his own funeral4 ,anthony never entered his workroom again2 but day after day he sate in his chair1 and read a little1 but mostly in the ,bible2 he made a friend of a very wise old priest1 to whom he opened all his heart1 and to whom he conveyed much money to be bestowed on the poor2 there was a great calm in his spirit1 which was soon written in his face1 in spite of his pain1 for he often suffered sorely2 but he told the priest that something1 he knew not certainly what1 seemed to dwell by him1 waiting patiently for his coming2 and so ,anthony awaited his end4 99 99 99 99 99 ,out of the ,sea ,it was about ten of the clock on a ,november morning in the little village of ,blea-on-the-,sands4 ,the hamlet was made up of some thirty houses1 which clustered together on a low rising ground4 ,the place was very poor1 but some old merchant of bygone days had built in a pious mood a large church1 which was now too great for the needs of the place2 the nave had been unroofed in a heavy gale1 and there was no money to repair it1 so that it had fallen to decay1 and the tower was joined to the choir by roofless walls4 ,this was a sore trial to the old priest1 ,father ,thomas1 who had grown grey there2 but he had no art in gathering money1 which he asked for in a shamefaced way2 and the vicarage was a poor one1 hardly enough for the old man's needs4 ,so the church lay desolate4 ,the village stood on what must once have been an island2 the little river ,reddy1 which runs down to the sea1 there forking into two channels on the landward side2 towards the sea the ground was bare1 full of sand-hills covered with a short grass4 ,towards the land was a small wood of gnarled trees1 the boughs of which were all brushed smooth by the gales2 looking landward there was the green flat1 in which the river ran1 rising into low hills2 hardly a house was visible save one or two lonely farms2 two or three church towers rose above the hills at a long distance away4 ,indeed ,blea was much cut off from the world2 there was a bridge over the stream on the west side1 but over the other channel was no bridge1 so that to fare eastward it was requisite to go in a boat4 ,to seaward there were wide sands1 when the tide was out2 when it was in1 it came up nearly to the end of the village street4 ,the people were mostly fishermen1 but there were a few farmers and labourers2 the boats of the fishermen lay to the east side of the village1 near the river channel which gave some draught of water2 and the channel was marked out by big black stakes and posts that straggled out over the sands1 like awkward leaning figures1 to the sea's brim4 ,father ,thomas lived in a small and ancient brick house near the church1 with a little garden of herbs attached4 ,he was a kindly man1 much worn by age and weather1 with a wise heart1 and he loved the quiet life with his small flock4 ,this morning he had come out of his house to look abroad1 before he settled down to the making of his sermon4 ,he looked out to sea1 and saw with a shadow of sadness the black outline of a wreck that had come ashore a week before1 and over which the white waves were now breaking4 ,the wind blew steadily from the north-east1 and had a bitter poisonous chill in it1 which it doubtless drew from the fields of the upper ice4 ,the day was dark and over1 hung1 not with cloud1 but with a kind of dreary vapour that shut out the sun4 ,father ,thomas shuddered at the wind1 and drew his patched cloak round him4 ,as he did so1 he saw three figures come up to the vicarage gate4 ,it was not a common thing for him to have visitors in the morning1 and he saw with surprise that they were old ,master ,john ,grimston1 the richest man in the place1 half farmer and half fisherman1 a dark surly old man2 his wife1 ,bridget1 a timid and frightened woman1 who found life with her harsh husband a difficult business1 in spite of their wealth1 which1 for a place like ,blea1 was great2 and their son ,henry1 a silly shambling man of forty1 who was his father's butt4 ,the three walked silently and heavily1 as though they came on a sad errand4 ,father ,thomas went briskly down to meet them1 and greeted them with his accustomed cheerfulness4 ,and what may ,i do for you8 he said4 ,old ,master ,grimston made a sort of gesture with his head as though his wife should speak2 and she said in a low and somewhat husky voice1 with a rapid utterance1 ,we have a matter1 ,father1 we would ask you about--are you at leisure8 ,father ,thomas said1 ,ay1 ,i am ashamed to be not more busy6 ,let us go within the house4 ,they did so2 and even in the little distance to the door1 the ,father thought that his visitors behaved themselves very strangely4 ,they peered round from left to right1 and once or twice ,master ,grimston looked sharply behind them1 as though they were followed4 ,they said nothing but ,ay and ,no to the ,father's talk1 and bore themselves like people with a sore fear on their backs4 ,father ,thomas made up his mind that it was some question of money1 for nothing else was wont to move ,master ,grimston's mind4 ,so he had them into his parlour and gave them seats1 and then there was a silence1 while the two men continued to look furtively about them1 and the goodwife sate with her eyes upon the priest's face4 ,father ,thomas knew not what to make of this1 till ,master ,grimston said harshly1 ,come1 wife1 tell the tale and make an end2 we must not take up the ,father's time4 ,i hardly know how to say it1 ,father1 said ,bridget1 but a strange and evil thing has befallen us2 there is something come to our house1 and we know not what it is--but it brings a fear with it4 ,a sudden paleness came over her face1 and she stopped1 and the three exchanged a glance in which terror was visibly written4 ,master ,grimston looked over his shoulder swiftly1 and made as though to speak1 yet only swallowed in his throat2 but ,henry said suddenly1 in a loud and woeful voice3 ,it is an evil beast out of the sea4 ,and then there followed a dreadful silence1 while ,father ,thomas felt a sudden fear leap up in his heart1 at the contagion of the fear that he saw written on the faces round him4 ,but he said with all the cheerfulness he could muster1 ,come1 friends1 let us not begin to talk of sea-beasts2 we must have the whole tale ,mistress ,grimston1 ,i must hear the story--be content--nothing can touch us here4 ,the three seemed to draw a faint content from his words1 and ,bridget began3-- ,it was the day of the wreck1 ,father4 ,john was up betimes1 before the dawn2 he walked out early to the sands1 and ,henry with him--and they were the first to see the wreck--was not that it8 ,at these words the father and son seemed to exchange a very swift and secret look1 and both grew pale4 ,john told me there was a wreck ashore1 and they went presently and roused the rest of the village2 and all that day they were out1 saving what could be saved4 ,two sailors were found1 both dead and pitifully battered by the sea1 and they were buried1 as you know1 ,father1 in the churchyard next day2 ,john came back about dusk and ,henry with him1 and we sate down to our supper4 ,john was telling me about the wreck1 as we sate beside the fire1 when ,henry1 who was sitting apart1 rose up and cried out suddenly1 ',what is that8' ,she paused for a moment1 and ,henry1 who sate with face blanched1 staring at his mother1 said1 ,ay1 did ,i--it ran past me suddenly4 ,yes1 but what was it8 said ,father ,thomas trying to smile2 a dog or cat1 methinks4 ,it was a beast1 said ,henry slowly1 in a trembling voice--a beast about the bigness of a goat4 ,i never saw the like--yet ,i did not see it clear2 ,i but felt the air blow1 and caught a whiff of it--it was salt like the sea1 but with a kind of dead smell behind4 ,was that all you saw8 said ,father ,thomas2 belike you were tired and faint1 and the air swam round you suddenly--,i have known the like myself when weary4 ,nay1 nay1 said ,henry1 this was not like that--it was a beast1 sure enough4 ,ay1 and we have seen it since1 said ,bridget4 ,at least ,i have not seen it clearly yet1 but ,i have smelt its odour1 and it turns me sick--but ,john and ,henry have seen it often--sometimes it lies and seems to sleep1 but it watches us2 and again it is merry1 and will leap in a corner--and ,john saw it skip upon the sands near the wreck--did you not1 ,john8 ,at these words the two men again exchanged a glance1 and then old ,master ,grimston1 with a dreadful look in his face1 in which great anger seemed to strive with fear1 said ,nay1 silly woman1 it was not near the wreck1 it was out to the east4 ,it matters little1 said ,father ,thomas1 who saw well enough this was no light matter4 ,i never heard the like of it4 ,i will myself come down to your house with a holy book1 and see if the thing will meet me4 ,i know not what this is1 he went on1 whether it is a vain terror that hath hold of you2 but there be spirits of evil in the world1 though much fettered by ,christ and ,his ,saints--we read of such in ,holy ,writ--and the sea1 too1 doubtless hath its monsters2 and it may be that one hath wandered out of the waves1 like a dog that hath strayed from his home4 ,i dare not say1 till ,i have met it face to face4 ,but ,god gives no power to such things to hurt those who have a fair conscience4--,and here he made a stop1 and looked at the three2 ,bridget sate regarding him with a hope in her face2 but the other two sate peering upon the ground2 and the priest divined in some secret way that all was not well with them4 ,but ,i will come at once1 he said rising1 and ,i will see if ,i can cast out or bind the thing1 whatever it be--for ,i am in this place as a soldier of the ,lord1 to fight with works of darkness4 ,he took a clasped book from a table1 and lifted up his hat1 saying1 ,let us set forth4 ,then he said as they left the room1 ,hath it appeared to-day8 ,yes1 indeed1 said ,henry1 and it was ill content4 ,it followed us as though it were angered4 ,come1 said ,father ,thomas turning upon him1 you speak thus of a thing1 as you might speak of a dog--what is it like8 ,nay1 said ,henry1 ,i know not2 ,i can never see it clearly2 it is like a speck in the eye--it is never there when you look upon it--it glides away very secretly2 it is most like a goat1 ,i think4 ,it seems to be horned1 and hairy2 but ,i have seen its eyes1 and they were yellow1 like a flame4 ,as he said these words ,master ,grimston went in haste to the door1 and pulled it open as though to breathe the air4 ,the others followed him and went out2 but ,master ,grimston drew the priest aside1 and said like a man in a mortal fear1 ,look you1 ,father1 all this is true--the thing is a devil--and why it abides with us ,i know not2 but ,i cannot live so2 and unless it be cast out it will slay me--but if money be of avail1 ,i have it in abundance4 ,nay1 said ,father ,thomas1 let there be no talk of money--perchance if ,i can aid you1 you may give of your gratitude to ,god4 ,ay1 ay1 said the old man hurriedly1 that was what ,i meant--there is money in abundance for ,god1 if he will but set me free4 ,so they walked very sadly together through the street4 ,there were few folk about2 the men and the children were all abroad--a woman or two came to the house doors1 and wondered a little to see them pass so solemnly1 as though they followed a body to the grave4 ,master ,grimston's house was the largest in the place4 ,it had a walled garden before it1 with a strong door set in the wall4 ,the house stood back from the road1 a dark front of brick with gables2 behind it the garden sloped nearly to the sands1 with wooden barns and warehouses4 ,master ,grimston unlocked the door1 and then it seemed that his terrors came over him1 for he would have the priest enter first4 ,father ,thomas1 with a certain apprehension of which he was ashamed1 walked quickly in1 and looked about him4 ,the herbage of the garden had mostly died down in the winter1 and a tangle of sodden stalks lay over the beds4 ,a flagged path edged with box led up to the house1 which seemed to stare at them out of its dark windows with a sort of steady gaze4 ,master ,grimston fastened the door behind them1 and they went all together1 keeping close one to another1 up to the house1 the door of which opened upon a big parlour or kitchen1 sparely furnished1 but very clean and comfortable4 ,some vessels of metal glittered on a rack4 ,there were chairs1 ranged round the open fireplace4 ,there was no sound except that the wind buffeted in the chimney4 ,it looked a quiet and homely place1 and ,father ,thomas grew ashamed of his fears4 ,now1 said he in his firm voice1 though ,i am your guest here1 ,i will appoint what shall be done4 ,we will sit here together1 and talk as cheerfully as we may1 till we have dined4 ,then1 if nothing appears to us1--and he crossed himself--,i will go round the house1 into every room1 and see if we can track the thing to its lair3 then ,i will abide with you till evensong2 and then ,i will soon return1 and lie here to-night4 ,even if the thing be wary1 and dares not to meet the power of the ,church in the day-time1 perhaps it will venture out at night2 and ,i will even try a fall with it4 ,so come1 good people1 and be comforted4 ,so they sate together2 and ,father ,thomas talked of many things1 and told some old legends of saints2 and they dined1 though without much cheer2 and still nothing appeared4 ,then1 after dinner1 ,father ,thomas would view the house4 ,so he took his book up1 and they went from room to room4 ,on the ground floor there were several chambers not used1 which they entered in turn1 but saw nothing2 on the upper floor was a large room where ,master ,grimston and his wife slept2 and a further room for ,henry1 and a guest-chamber in which the priest was to sleep if need was2 and a room where a servant-maid slept4 ,and now the day began to darken and to turn to evening1 and ,father ,thomas felt a shadow grow in his mind4 ,there came into his head a verse of ,scripture about a spirit which found a house empty1 swept and garnished1 and called his fellows to enter in4 ,at the end of the passage was a locked door2 and ,father ,thomas said3 ,this is the last room--let us enter4 ,nay1 there is no need to do that1 said ,master ,grimston in a kind of haste2 it leads nowhither--it is but a room of stores4 ,it were a pity to leave it unvisited1 said the ,father--and as he said the word1 there came a kind of stirring from within4 ,a rat1 doubtless1 said the ,father1 striving with a sudden sense of fear2 but the pale faces round him told another tale4 ,come1 ,master ,grimston1 let us be done with this2 said ,father ,thomas decisively2 the hour of vespers draws nigh4 ,so ,master ,grimston slowly drew out a key and unlocked the door1 and ,father ,thomas marched in4 ,it was a simple place enough4 ,there were shelves on which various household matters lay1 boxes and jars1 with twine and cordage4 ,on the ground stood chests4 ,there were some clothes hanging on pegs1 and in a corner was a heap of garments1 piled up4 ,on one of the chests stood a box of rough deal1 and from the corner of it dripped water1 which lay in a little pool on the floor4 ,master ,grimston went hurriedly to the box and pushed it further to the wall4 ,as he did so1 a kind of sound came from ,henry's lips4 ,father ,thomas turned and looked at him2 he stood pale and strength-less1 his eyes fixed on the corner--at the same moment something dark and shapeless seemed to slip past the group1 and there came to the nostrils of ,father ,thomas a strange sharp smell1 as of the sea1 only that there was a taint within it1 like the smell of corruption4 ,they all turned and looked at ,father ,thomas together1 as though seeking a comfort from his presence4 ,he1 hardly knowing what he did1 and in the grasp of a terrible fear1 fumbled with his book2 and opening it1 read the first words that his eye fell upon1 which was the place where the ,blessed ,lord1 beset with enemies1 said that if ,he did but pray to ,his ,father1 ,he should send ,him forthwith legions of angels to encompass ,him4 ,and the verse seemed to the priest so like a message sent instantly from heaven that he was not a little comforted4 ,but the thing1 whatever the reason was1 appeared to them no more at that time4 ,yet the thought of it lay very heavy on ,father ,thomas's heart4 ,in truth he had not in the bottom of his mind believed that he would see it1 but had trusted in his honest life and his sacred calling to protect him4 ,he could hardly speak for some minutes1--moreover the horror of the thing was very great--and seeing him so grave1 their terrors were increased1 though there was a kind of miserable joy in their minds that some one1 and he a man of high repute1 should suffer with them4 ,then ,father ,thomas1 after a pause--they were now in the parlour--said1 speaking very slowly1 that they were in a sore affliction of ,satan1 and that they must withstand him with a good courage--and look you1 he added1 turning with a great sternness to the three1 if there be any mortal sin upon your hearts1 see that you confess it and be shriven speedily--for while such a thing lies upon the heart1 so long hath ,satan power to hurt--otherwise have no fear at all4 ,then ,father ,thomas slipped out to the garden1 and hearing the bell pulled for vespers1 he went to the church1 and the three would go with him1 because they would not be left alone4 ,so they went together2 by this time the street was fuller1 and the servant-maid had told tales1 so that there was much talk in the place about what was going forward4 ,none spoke with them as they went1 but at every corner you might see one check another in talk1 and a silence fall upon a group1 so that they knew that their terrors were on every tongue4 ,there was but a handful of worshippers in the church1 which was dark1 save for the light on ,father ,thomas' book4 ,he read the holy service swiftly and courageously1 but his face was very pale and grave in the light of the candle4 ,when the vespers were over1 and he had put off his robe1 he said that he would go back to his house1 and gather what he needed for the night1 and that they should wait for him at the churchyard gate4 ,so he strode off to his vicarage4 ,but as he shut to the door1 he saw a dark figure come running up the garden2 he waited with a fear in his mind1 but in a moment he saw that it was ,henry1 who came up breathless1 and said that he must speak with the ,father alone4 ,father ,thomas knew that somewhat dark was to be told him4 ,so he led ,henry into the parlour and seated himself1 and said1 ,now1 my son1 speak boldly4 ,so there was an instant's silence1 and ,henry slipped on to his knees4 ,then in a moment ,henry with a sob began to tell his tale4 ,he said that on the day of the wreck his father had roused him very early in the dawn1 and had told him to put on his clothes and come silently1 for he thought there was a wreck ashore4 ,his father carried a spade in his hand1 he knew not then why4 ,they went down to the tide1 which was moving out very fast1 and left but an inch or two of water on the sands4 ,there was but a little light1 but1 when they had walked a little1 they saw the black hull of a ship before them1 on the edge of the deeper water1 the waves driving over it2 and then all at once they came upon the body of a man lying on his face on the sand4 ,there was no sign of life in him1 but he clasped a bag in his hand that was heavy1 and the pocket of his coat was full to bulging2 and there lay1 moreover1 some glittering things about him that seemed to be coins4 ,they lifted the body up1 and his father stripped the coat off from the man1 and then bade ,henry dig a hole in the sand1 which he presently did1 though the sand and water oozed fast into it4 ,then his father1 who had been stooping down1 gathering somewhat up from the sand1 raised the body up1 and laid it in the hole1 and bade ,henry cover it with the sand4 ,and so he did till it was nearly hidden4 ,then came a horrible thing2 the sand in the hole began to move and stir1 and presently a hand was put out with clutching fingers2 and ,henry had dropped the spade1 and said1 ,there is life in him1 but his father seized the spade1 and shovelled the sand into the hole with a kind of silent fury1 and trampled it over and smoothed it down--and then he gathered up the coat and the bag1 and handed ,henry the spade4 ,by this time the town was astir1 and they saw1 very faintly1 a man run along the shore eastward2 so1 making a long circuit to the west1 they returned2 his father had put the spade away and taken the coat upstairs2 and then he went out with ,henry1 and told all he could find that there was a wreck ashore4 ,the priest heard the story with a fierce shame and anger1 and turning to ,henry he said1 ,but why did you not resist your father1 and save the poor sailor8 ,i dared not1 said ,henry shuddering1 though ,i would have done so if ,i could2 but my father has a power over me1 and ,i am used to obey him4 ,then said the priest1 ,this is a dark matter4 ,but you have told the story bravely1 and now will ,i shrive you1 my son4 ,so he gave him shrift4 ,then he said to ,henry1 ,and have you seen aught that would connect the beast that visits you with this thing8 ,ay1 that ,i have1 said ,henry1 for ,i watched it with my father skip and leap in the water over the place where the man lies buried4 ,then the priest said1 ,your father must tell me the tale too1 and he must make submission to the law4 ,he will not1 said ,henry4 ,then will ,i compel him1 said the priest4 ,not out of my mouth1 said ,henry1 or he will slay me too4 ,and then the priest said that he was in a strait place1 for he could not use the words of confession of one man to convict another of his sin4 ,so he gathered his things in haste1 and walked back to the church2 but ,henry went another way1 saying ,i made excuse to come away1 and said ,i went elsewhere2 but ,i fear my father much--he sees very deep2 and ,i would not have him suspect me of having made confession4 ,then the ,father met the other two at the church gate2 and they went down to the house in silence1 the ,father pondering heavily2 and at the door ,henry joined them1 and it seemed to the ,father that old ,master ,grimston regarded him not4 ,so they entered the house in silence1 and ate in silence1 listening earnestly for any sound4 ,and the ,father looked oft on ,master ,grimston1 who ate and drank and said nothing1 never raising his eyes4 ,but once the ,father saw him laugh secretly to himself1 so that the blood came cold in the ,father's veins1 and he could hardly contain himself from accusing him4 ,then the ,father had them to prayers1 and prayed earnestly against the evil1 and that they should open their hearts to ,god1 if he would show them why this misery came upon them4 ,then they went to bed2 and ,henry asked that he might lie in the priest's room1 which he willingly granted4 ,and so the house was dark1 and they made as though they would sleep2 but the ,father could not sleep1 and he heard ,henry weeping silently to himself like a little child4 ,but at last the ,father slept--how long he knew not--and suddenly brake out of his sleep with a horror of darkness all about him1 and knew that there was some evil thing abroad4 ,so he looked upon the room4 ,he heard ,henry mutter heavily in his sleep as though there was a dark terror upon him2 and then1 in the light of the dying embers1 the ,father saw a thing rise upon the hearth1 as though it had slept there1 and woke to stretch itself4 ,and then in the half-light it seemed softly to gambol and play2 but whereas when an innocent beast does this in the simple joy of its heart1 and seems a fond and pretty sight1 the ,father thought he had never seen so ugly a sight as the beast gambolling all by itself1 as if it could not contain its own dreadful joy2 it looked viler and more wicked every moment2 then1 too1 there spread in the room the sharp scent of the sea1 with the foul smell underneath it1 that gave the ,father a deadly sickness2 he tried to pray1 but no words would come1 and he felt indeed that the evil was too strong for him4 ,presently the beast desisted from its play1 and looking wickedly about it1 came near to the ,father's bed1 and seemed to put up its hairy forelegs upon it2 he could see its narrow and obscene eyes1 which burned with a dull yellow light1 and were fixed upon him4 ,and now the ,father thought that his end was near1 for he could stir neither hand nor foot1 and the sweat rained down his brow2 but he made a mighty effort1 and in a voice which shocked himself1 so dry and husky and withal of so loud and screaming a tone it was1 he said three holy words4 ,the beast gave a great quiver of rage1 but it dropped down on the floor1 and in a moment was gone4 ,then ,henry woke1 and raising himself on his arm1 said somewhat2 but there broke out in the house a great outcry and the stamping of feet1 which seemed very fearful in the silence of the night4 ,the priest leapt out of his bed all dizzy1 and made a light1 and ran to the door1 and went out1 crying whatever words came to his head4 ,the door of ,master ,grimston's room was open1 and a strange and strangling sound came forth2 the ,father made his way in1 and found ,master ,grimston lying upon the floor1 his wife bending over him2 he lay still1 breathing pitifully1 and every now and then a shudder ran through him4 ,in the room there seemed a strange and shadowy tumult going forward2 but the ,father saw that no time could be lost1 and kneeling down beside ,master ,grimston1 he prayed with all his might4 ,presently ,master ,grimston ceased to struggle and lay still1 like a man who had come out of a sore conflict4 ,then he opened his eyes1 and the ,father stopped his prayers1 and looking very hard at him he said1 ,my son1 the time is very short--give ,god the glory4 ,then ,master ,grimston1 rolling his haggard eyes upon the group1 twice strove to speak and could not2 but the third time the ,father1 bending down his head1 heard him say in a thin voice1 that seemed to float from a long way off1 ,i slew him 444 my sin4 ,then the ,father swiftly gave him shrift1 and as he said the last word1 ,master ,grimston's head fell over on the side1 and the ,father said1 ,he is gone4 ,and ,bridget broke out into a terrible cry1 and fell upon ,henry's neck1 who had entered unseen4 ,then the ,father bade him lead her away1 and put the poor body on the bed2 as he did so he noticed that the face of the dead man was strangely bruised and battered1 as though it had been stamped upon by the hoofs of some beast4 ,then ,father ,thomas knelt1 and prayed until the light came filtering in through the shutters2 and the cocks crowed in the village1 and presently it was day4 ,but that night the ,father learnt strange secrets1 and something of the dark purposes of ,god was revealed to him4 ,in the morning there came one to find the priest1 and told him that another body had been thrown up on the shore1 which was strangely smeared with sand1 as though it had been rolled over and over in it2 and the ,father took order for its burial4 ,then the priest had long talk with ,bridget and ,henry4 ,he found them sitting together1 and she held her son's hand and smoothed his hair1 as though he had been a little child2 and ,henry sobbed and wept1 but ,bridget was very calm4 ,he hath told me all1 she said1 and we have decided that he shall do whatever you bid him2 must he be given to justice8 and she looked at the priest very pitifully4 ,nay1 nay1 said the priest4 ,i hold not ,henry to account for the death of the man2 it was his father's sin1 who hath made heavy atonement--the secret shall be buried in our hearts4 ,then ,bridget told him how she had waked suddenly out of her sleep1 and heard her husband cry out2 and that then followed a dreadful kind of struggling1 with the scent of the sea over all2 and then he had all at once fallen to the ground and she had gone to him--and that then the priest had come4 ,then ,father ,thomas said with tears that ,god had shown them deep things and visited them very strangely2 and they would henceforth live humbly in his sight1 showing mercy4 ,then lastly he went with ,henry to the store-room2 and there1 in the box that had dripped with water1 lay the coat of the dead man1 full of money1 and the bag of money too2 and ,henry would have cast it back into the sea1 but the priest said that this might not be1 but that it should be bestowed plentifully upon shipwrecked mariners unless the heirs should be found4 ,but the ship appeared to be a foreign ship1 and no search ever revealed whence the money had come1 save that it seemed to have been violently come by4 ,master ,grimston was found to have left much wealth4 ,but ,bridget would sell the house and the land1 and it mostly went to rebuild the church to ,god's glory4 ,then ,bridget and ,henry removed to the vicarage and served ,father ,thomas faithfully1 and they guarded their secret4 ,and beside the nave is a little high turret built1 where burns a lamp in a lantern at the top1 to give light to those at sea4 ,now the beast troubled those of whom ,i write no more2 but it is easier to raise up evil than to lay it2 and there are those that say that to this day a man or a woman with an evil thought in their hearts may see on a certain evening in ,november1 at the ebb of the tide1 a goatlike thing wade in the water1 snuffing at the sand1 as though it sought but found not4 ,but of this ,i know nothing4 99 99 99 99 99 ,paul the ,minstrel ,i ,the old ,house of ,heritage stood just below the downs1 in the few meadows that were all that was left of a great estate4 ,the house itself was of stone1 very firmly and gravely built2 and roofed with thin slabs of stone1 small at the roof-ridge1 and increasing in size towards the eaves4 ,inside1 there were a few low panelled rooms opening on a large central hall2 there was little furniture1 and that of a sturdy and solid kind--but the house needed nothing else1 and had all the beauty that came of a simple austerity4 ,old ,mistress ,alison1 who abode there1 was aged and poor4 ,she had but one house-servant1 a serious and honest maid1 whose only pride was to keep the place sweet1 and save her mistress from all care4 ,but ,mistress ,alison was not to be dismayed by poverty2 she was a tranquil and loving woman1 who had never married2 but who1 as if to compensate her for the absence of nearer ties1 had a simple and wholesome love of all created things4 ,she was infirm now1 but was quite content1 when it was fine1 to sit for long hours idle for very love1 and look about her with a peaceful and smiling air2 she prayed much1 or rather held a sweet converse in her heart with ,god2 she thought little of her latter end1 which she knew could not be long delayed1 but was content to leave it in the hands of the ,father1 sure that ,he1 who had made the world so beautiful and so full of love1 would comfort her when she came to enter in at the dark gate4 ,there was also an old and silent man who looked after the cattle and the few hens that the household kept2 at the back of the house was a thatched timbered grange1 where he laid his tools2 but he spent his time mostly in the garden1 which sloped down to the fishpond1 and was all bordered with box2 here was a pleasant homely scent1 on hot days1 of the good herbs that shed their rich smell in the sun2 and here the flies1 that sate in the leaves1 would buzz at the sound of a footfall1 and then be still again1 cleaning their hands together in their busy manner4 ,the only other member of the quiet household was the boy ,paul1 who was distantly akin to ,mistress ,alison4 ,he had neither father nor mother1 and had lived at ,heritage all of his life that he could remember2 he was a slender1 serious boy1 with delicate features1 and large grey eyes that looked as if they held a secret2 but if they had1 it was a secret of his forefathers2 for the boy had led a most quiet and innocent life2 he had been taught to read in a fashion1 but he had no schooling2 sometimes a neighbouring goodwife would say to ,mistress ,alison that the boy should be sent to school1 and ,mistress ,alison would open her peaceful eyes and say1 ,nay1 ,paul is not like other boys--he would get all the hurt and none of the good of school2 when there is work for him he will do it--but ,i am not for making all toil alike4 ,paul shall grow up like the lilies of the field4 ,god made not all things to be busy4 ,and the goodwife would shake her head and wonder2 for it was not easy to answer ,mistress ,alison1 who indeed was often right in the end4 ,so ,paul grew up as he would2 sometimes he would help the old gardener1 when there was work to be done2 for he loved to serve others1 and was content with toil if it was sweetened with love2 but often he rambled by himself for hours together2 he cared little for company1 because the earth was to him full of wonder and of sweet sights and sounds4 ,he loved to climb the down1 and lie feasting his eyes on the rich plain1 spread out like a map2 the farms in their closes1 the villages from which went up the smoke at evening1 the distant blue hills1 like the hills of heaven1 the winding river1 and the lake that lay in the winter twilight like a shield of silver4 ,he loved to see the sun flash on the windows of the houses so distant that they could not themselves be seen1 but only sparkled like stars4 ,he loved to loiter on the edge of the steep hanging woods in summer1 to listen to the humming of the flies deep in the brake1 and to catch a sight of lonely flowers2 he loved the scent of the wind blowing softly out of the copse1 and he wondered what the trees said to each other1 when they stood still and happy in the heat of midday4 ,he loved1 too1 the silent night1 full of stars1 when the wood that topped the hill lay black against the sky4 ,the whole world seemed to him to be full of a mysterious and beautiful life of which he could never quite catch the secret2 these innocent flowers1 these dreaming trees seemed1 as it were1 to hold him smiling at arm's length1 while they guarded their joy from him4 ,the birds and the beasts seemed to him to have less of this quiet joy1 for they were fearful and careful1 working hard to find a living1 and dreading the sight of man2 but sometimes in the fragrant eventide the nightingale would say a little of what was in her heart4 ,yes1 ,paul would say to himself1 it is like that4 ,one other chief delight the boy had2 he knew the magic of sound1 which spoke to his heart in a way that it speaks to but few2 the sounds of the earth gave up their sweets to him2 the musical fluting of owls1 the liquid notes of the cuckoo1 the thin pipe of dancing flies1 the mournful creaking of the cider-press1 the horn of the oxherd wound far off on the hill1 the tinkling of sheep-bells--of all these he knew the notes2 and not only these1 but the rhythmical swing of the scythes sweeping through the grass1 the flails heard through the hot air from the barn1 the clinking of the anvil in the village forge1 the bubble of the stream through the weir--all these had a tale to tell him4 ,sometimes1 for days together1 he would hum to himself a few notes that pleased him by their sweet cadence1 and he would string together some simple words to them1 and sing them to himself with gentle content4 ,the song of the reapers on the upland1 or the rude chanting in the little church had a magical charm for him2 and ,mistress ,alison would hear the boy1 in his room overhead1 singing softly to himself for very gladness of heart1 like a little bird of the dawn1 or tapping out some tripping beat of time2 when she would wonder and speak to ,god of what was in her heart4 ,as ,paul grew older--he was now about sixteen--a change came slowly over his mind2 he began to have moods of a silent discontent1 a longing for something far away1 a desire of he knew not what4 ,his old dreams began to fade1 though they visited him from time to time2 but he began to care less for the silent beautiful life of the earth1 and to take more thought of men4 ,he had never felt much about himself before2 but one day1 lying beside a woodland pool at the feet of the down1 he caught a sight of his own face2 and when he smiled at it1 it seemed to smile back at him2 he began to wonder what the world was like1 and what all the busy people that lived therein said and thought2 he began to wish to have a friend1 that he might tell him what was in his heart--and yet he knew not what it was that he would say4 ,he began1 too1 to wonder how people regarded him--the people who had before been but to him a distant part of the shows of the world4 ,once he came in upon ,mistress ,alison1 who sate talking with a gossip of hers2 when he entered1 there was a sudden silence1 and a glance passed between the two2 and ,paul divined that they had been speaking of himself1 and desired to know what they had said4 ,one day the old gardener1 in a more talkative mood than was his wont1 told him a tale of one who had visited the ,wishing ,well that lay a few miles away1 and1 praying for riches1 had found the next day1 in digging1 an old urn of pottery1 full of ancient coins4 ,paul was very urgent to know about the well1 and the old man told him that it must be visited at noonday and alone4 ,that he that would have his wish must throw a gift into the water1 and drink of the well1 and then1 turning to the sun1 must wish his wish aloud4 ,paul asked him many more questions1 but the old man would say no more4 ,so ,paul determined that he would visit the place for himself4 ,the next day he set off4 ,he took with him one of his few possessions1 a little silver coin that a parson hard by had given him4 ,he went his way quickly among the pleasant fields1 making towards the great bulk of ,blackdown beacon1 where the hills swelled up into a steep bluff1 with a white road1 cut in the chalk1 winding steeply up their green smooth sides4 ,it was a fresh morning with a few white clouds racing merrily overhead1 the shadows of which fell every now and then upon the down and ran swiftly over it1 like a flood of shade leaping down the sides4 ,there were few people to be seen anywhere2 the fields were full of grass1 with large daisies and high red sorrel4 ,by midday he was beneath the front of ,blackdown1 and here he asked at a cottage of a good-natured woman1 that was bustling in and out1 the way to the well4 ,she answered him very kindly and described the path--it was not many yards away--and then asked where he came from1 saying briskly1 ,and what would you wish for8 ,i should have thought you had all you could desire4 ,why1 ,i hardly know2 said ,paul smiling4 ,it seems that ,i desire a thousand things1 and can scarcely give a name to one4 ,that is ever the way1 said the woman1 but the day will come when you will be content with one4 ,paul did not understand what she meant1 but thanked her and went on his way2 and wondered that she stood so long looking after him4 ,at last he came to the spring4 ,it was a pool in a field1 ringed round by alders4 ,paul thought he had never seen a fairer place4 ,there grew a number of great kingcups round the brim1 with their flowers like glistening gold1 and with cool thick stalks and fresh leaves4 ,inside the ring of flowers the pool looked strangely deep and black2 but looking into it you could see the sand leaping at the bottom in three or four cones2 and to the left the water bubbled away in a channel covered with water-plants4 ,paul could see that there was an abundance of little things at the bottom1 half covered with sand--coins1 flowers1 even little jars--which he knew to be the gifts of wishers4 ,so he flung his own coin in the pool1 and saw it slide hither and thither1 glancing in the light1 till it settled at the dark bottom4 ,then he dipped and drank1 turned to the sun1 and closing his eyes1 said out loud1 ,give me what ,i desire4 ,and this he repeated three times1 to be sure that he was heard4 ,then he opened his eyes again1 and for a moment the place looked different1 with a strange grey light4 ,but there was no answer to his prayer in heaven or earth1 and the very sky seemed to wear a quiet smile4 ,paul waited a little1 half expecting some answer2 but presently he turned his back upon the pool and walked slowly away2 the down lay on one side of him1 looking solemn and dark over the trees which grew very plentifully2 ,paul thought that he would like to walk upon the down2 so he went up a little leafy lane that seemed to lead to it4 ,suddenly1 as he passed a small thicket1 a voice hailed him2 it was a rich and cheerful voice1 and it came from under the trees4 ,he turned in the direction of the voice1 which seemed to be but a few yards off1 and saw1 sitting on a green bank under the shade1 two figures4 ,one was a man of middle age1 dressed lightly as though for travelling1 and ,paul thought somewhat fantastically4 ,his hat had a flower stuck in the band4 ,but ,paul thought little of the dress1 because the face of the man attracted him2 he was sunburnt and strong-looking1 and ,paul at first thought he must be a soldier2 he had a short beard1 and his hair was grown rather long2 his face was deeply lined1 but there was something wonderfully good-natured1 friendly1 and kind about his whole expression4 ,he was smiling1 and his smile showed small white teeth2 and ,paul felt in a moment that he could trust him1 and that the man was friendly disposed to himself and all the world2 friendly1 not in a servile way1 as one who wished to please1 but in a sort of prodigal1 royal way1 as one who had great gifts to bestow1 and was liberal of them1 and looked to be made welcome4 ,the other figure was that of a boy rather older than himself1 with a merry ugly face1 who in looking at ,paul1 seemed yet to keep a sidelong and deferential glance at the older man1 as though admiring him1 and desiring to do as he did in all things4 ,where go you1 pretty boy1 alone in the noontide8 said the man4 ,paul stopped and listened1 and for a moment could not answer4 ,then he said1 ,i am going to the down1 sir1 and ,i have been--he hesitated for a moment--,i have been to the ,wishing ,well4 ,the ,wishing ,well8 said the man gravely4 ,i did not know there was one hereabouts4 ,i thought that every one in this happy valley had been too well content--and what did you wish for1 if ,i may ask8 ,paul was silent and grew red2 and then he said1 ,oh1 just for my heart's desire4 ,that is either a very cautious or a very beautiful answer1 said the man1 and it gives me a lesson in manners2 but will you not sit a little with us in the shade8--and you shall hear a concert of music such as ,i dare say you shall hardly hear out of ,france or ,italy4 ,do you practise music1 child1 the divine gift8 ,i love it a little1 said ,paul1 but ,i have no skill4 ,yet you look to me like one who might have skill1 said the man2 you have the air of it--you look as though you listened1 and as though you dreamed pleasant dreams4 ,but1 ,jack1 he said1 turning to his boy1 what shall we give our friend8--shall he have the ',song of the ,rose' first8 ,the boy at this word drew a little metal pipe out of his doublet1 and put it to his lips2 and the man reached out his hand and took up a small lute which lay on the bank beside him4 ,he held up a warning finger to the boy4 ,remember1 he said1 that you come in at the fifth chord1 together with the voice--not before4 ,he struck four simple chords on the lute1 very gently1 and with a sort of dainty preciseness2 and then at the same moment the little pipe and his own voice began2 the pipe played a simple descant in quicker time1 with two notes to each note of the song1 and the man in a brisk and simple way1 as it were at the edge of his lips1 sang a very sweet little country song1 in a quiet homely measure4 ,there seemed to ,paul to be nothing short of magic about it4 ,there was a beautiful restraint about the voice1 which gave him a sense both of power and feeling held back2 but it brought before him a sudden picture of a garden1 and the sweet life of the flowers and little trees1 taking what came1 sunshine and rain1 and just living and smiling1 breathing fragrant breath from morning to night1 and sleeping a light sleep till they should waken to another tranquil day4 ,he listened as if spellbound4 ,there were but three verses1 and though he could not remember the words1 it seemed as though the rose spoke and told her dreams4 ,he could have listened for ever2 but the voice made a sudden stop1 not prolonging the last note1 but keeping very closely to the time2 the pipe played a little run1 like an echo of the song1 the man struck a brisk chord on the lute--and all was over4 ,bravely played1 ,jack6 said the singer2 no musician could have played it better4 ,you remembered what ,i told you1 to keep each note separate1 and have no gliding4 ,this song must trip from beginning to end1 like a brisk bird that hops on the grass4 ,then he turned to ,paul and1 with a smile1 said1 ,reverend sir1 how does my song please you8 ,i never heard anything more beautiful1 said ,paul simply4 ,i cannot say it1 but it was like a door opened2 and he looked at the minstrel with intent eyes2--may ,i hear it again8 ,boy1 said the singer gravely1 ,i had rather have such a look as you gave me during the song than a golden crown4 ,you will not understand what ,i say1 but you paid me the homage of the pure heart1 the best reward that the minstrel desires4 ,then he conferred with the other boy in a low tone1 and struck a very sad yet strong chord upon his lute2 and then1 with a grave face1 he sang what to ,paul seemed like a dirge for a dead hero who had done with mortal things1 and whose death seemed more a triumph than a sorrow4 ,when he had sung the first verse1 the pipe came softly and sadly in1 like the voice of grief that could not be controlled1 the weeping of those on whom lay the shadow of loss4 ,to ,paul1 in a dim way1--for he was but a child--the song seemed the voice of the world1 lamenting its noblest1 yet triumphing in their greatness1 and desirous to follow in their steps4 ,it brought before him all the natural sorrows of death1 the call to quit the sweet and pleasant things of the world--a call that could not be denied1 and that was in itself indeed stronger and even sweeter than the delights which it bade its listeners leave4 ,and ,paul seemed to walk in some stately procession of men far off and ancient1 who followed a great king to the grave1 and whose hearts were too full of wonder to think yet what they had lost4 ,it was an uplifting sadness2 and when the sterner strain came to an end1 ,paul said very quietly1 putting into words the thoughts of his full heart1 ,i did not think that death could be so beautiful4 ,and the minstrel smiled1 but ,paul saw that his eyes were full of tears4 ,then all at once the minstrel struck the lute swiftly and largely1 and sang a song of those that march to victory1 not elated nor excited1 but strong to dare and to do2 and ,paul felt his heart beat within him1 and he longed to be of the company4 ,after he had sung this to an end1 there was a silence1 and the minstrel said to ,paul1 yet as though half speaking to himself1 ,there1 my son1 ,i have given you a specimen of my art2 and ,i think from your look that you might be of the number of those that make these rich jewels that men call songs2 and should you try to do so1 be mindful of these two things3 let them be perfect first4 ,you will make many that are not perfect4 ,in some the soul will be wanting2 in others the body1 in a manner of speaking1 will be amiss2 for they are living things1 these songs1 and he that makes them is a kind of god4 ,well1 if you cannot mend one1 throw it aside and think no more of it4 ,do not save it because it has some gracious touch1 for in this are the masters of the craft different from the mere makers of songs4 ,the master will have nothing but what is perfect within and without1 while the lesser craftsman will save a poor song for the sake of a fine line or phrase4 ,and next1 you must do it for the love of your art1 and not for the praise it wins you4 ,that is a poisoned wine1 of which if you drink1 you will never know the pure and high tranquillity of spirit that befits a master4 ,the master may be discouraged and troubled oft1 but he must have in his soul a blessed peace1 and know the worth and beauty of what he does2 for there is nothing nobler than to make beautiful things1 and to enlighten the generous heart4 ,fighting is a fair trade1 and though it is noble in much1 yet its end is to destroy2 but the master of song mars nought1 but makes joy2--and that is the end of my sermon for the time4 ,and now1 he added briskly1 ,i must be going1 for ,i have far to fare2 but ,i shall pass by this way again1 and shall inquire of your welfare2 tell me your name and where you live4 ,so ,paul told him1 and then added timidly enough that he would fain know how to begin to practise his art4 ,silence6 said the minstrel1 rather fiercely2 that is an evil and timorous thought4 ,if you are worthy1 you will find the way4 ,and so in the hot afternoon he said farewell1 and walked lightly off4 ,and ,paul stood in wonder and hope1 and saw the two figures leave the flat1 take to the down1 and wind up the steep road1 ever growing smaller1 till they topped the ridge1 where they seemed to stand a moment larger than human2 and presently they were lost from view4 ,so ,paul made his way home2 and when he pushed the gate of ,heritage open1 he wondered to think that he could recollect nothing of the road he had traversed4 ,he went up to the house and entered the hall4 ,there sate ,mistress ,alison1 reading in a little book4 ,she closed it as he came in1 and looked at him with a smile4 ,paul went up to her and said1 ,mother 7so he was used to call her71 ,i have heard songs to-day such as ,i never dreamt of1 and ,i pray you to let me learn the art of making music2 ,i must be a minstrel4 ',must' is a grave word1 dear heart1 said ,mistress ,alison1 looking somewhat serious2 but let me hear your story first4 ,so ,paul told of his meeting with the minstrel4 ,mistress ,alison sate musing a long time1 smiling when she met ,paul's eye1 till he said at last1 ,will you not speak1 mother8 ,i know1 she said at last1 whom you have met1 dear child--that is ,mark1 the great minstrel4 ,he travels about the land1 for he is a restless man1 though the king himself would have him dwell in his court1 and make music for him4 ,yet ,i have looked for this day1 though it has come when ,i did not expect it4 ,and now ,i must tell you a story1 ,paul1 in my turn4 ,many years ago there was a boy like you1 and he loved music too and the making of songs1 and he grew to great skill therein4 ,but it was at last his ruin1 for he got to love riotous company and feasting too well2 and so his skill forsook him1 as it does those that live not cleanly and nobly4 ,and he married a young wife1 having won her by his songs1 and a child was born to them4 ,but the minstrel fell sick and presently died1 and his last prayer was that his son might not know the temptation of song4 ,and his wife lingered a little1 but she soon pined away1 for her heart was broken within her2 and she too died4 ,and now1 ,paul1 listen1 for the truth must be told--you are that child1 the son of sorrow and tears4 ,and here you have lived with me all your life2 but because the tale was a sad one1 ,i have forborne to tell it you4 ,i have waited and wondered to see whether the gift of the father is given to the son2 and sometimes ,i have thought it might be yours1 and sometimes ,i have doubted4 ,and now1 child1 we will talk of this no more to-day1 for it is ill to decide in haste4 ,think well over what ,i have said1 and see if it makes a difference in your wishes4 ,i have told you all the tale4 ,now the story that ,mistress ,alison had told him dwelt very much in ,paul's mind that night2 but it seemed to him strange and far off1 and he did not doubt what the end should be4 ,it was as though the sight of the minstrel1 his songs and words1 had opened a window in his mind1 and that he saw out of it a strange and enchanted country1 of woods and streams1 with a light of evening over it1 bounded by far-off hills1 all blue and faint1 among which some beautiful thing was hidden for him to find2 it seemed to call him softly to come2 the trees smiled upon him1 the voice of the streams bade him make haste--it all waited for him1 like a country waiting for its lord to come and take possession4 ,then it seemed to him that his soul slipped like a bird from the window1 and rising in the air over that magical land1 beat its wings softly in the pale heaven2 and then like a dove that knows1 by some inborn mysterious art1 which way its path lies1 his spirit paused upon the breeze1 and then sailed out across the tree-tops4 ,whither8 ,paul knew not4 ,and so at last he slipped into a quiet sleep4 ,he woke in the morning all of a sudden1 with a kind of tranquil joy and purpose2 and when he was dressed1 and gone into the hall1 he found ,mistress ,alison sitting in her chair beside the table laid for their meal4 ,she was silent and looked troubled1 and ,paul went up softly to her1 and kissed her and said1 ,i have chosen4 ,she did not need to ask him what he had chosen1 but put her arm about him and said1 ,then1 dear ,paul1 be content--and we will have one more day together1 the last of the old days2 and to-morrow shall the new life begin4 ,so the two passed a long and quiet day together4 ,for to the wise and loving-hearted woman this was the last of sweet days1 and her soul went out to the past with a great hunger of love2 but she stilled it as was her wont1 saying to herself that this dear passage of life had hitherto only been like the clear trickling of a woodland spring1 while the love of the ,father's heart was as it were a great river of love marching softly to a wide sea1 on which river the very world itself floated like a flower-bloom between widening banks4 ,and indeed if any had watched them that day1 it would have seemed that she was the serener2 for the thought of the life that lay before him worked like wine in the heart of ,paul1 and he could only by an effort bring himself back to loving looks and offices of tenderness4 ,they spent the whole day together1 for the most part in a peaceful silence2 and at last the sun went down1 and a cool breeze came up out of the west1 laden with scent from miles and miles of grass and flowers1 which seemed to bear with it the fragrant breath of myriads of sweet living things4 ,then they ate together what was the last meal they were to take thus alone4 ,and at last ,mistress ,alison would have ,paul go to rest4 ,and so she took his hand in hers1 and said1 ,dear child1 the good years are over now2 but you will not forget them2 only lean upon the ,father1 for ,he is very strong2 and remember that though the voice of melody is sweet1 yet the loving heart is deeper yet4 ,and then ,paul suddenly broke out into a passion of weeping1 and kissed his old friend on hand and cheek and lips2 and then he burst away1 ashamed1 if the truth be told1 that his love was not deeper than he found it to be4 ,he slept a light sleep that night1 his head pillowed on his hand1 with many strange dreams ranging through his head4 ,among other fancies1 some sweet1 some dark1 he heard a delicate passage of melody played1 it seemed to him1 by three silver-sounding flutes1 so delicate that he could hardly contain himself for gladness2 but among his sadder dreams was one of a little man habited like a minstrel who played an ugly enchanted kind of melody on a stringed lute1 and smiled a treacherous smile at him2 ,paul woke in a sort of fever of the spirit2 and rising from his bed1 felt the floor cool to his feet1 and drew his curtain aside2 in a tender radiance of dawn he saw the barn1 deep in shadow1 in the little garden2 and over them a little wood-end that he knew well by day--a simple place enough--but now it had a sort of magical dreaming air2 the mist lay softly about it like the breath of sleep2 and the trees1 stretching wistfully their leafy arms1 seemed to him to be full of silent prayer1 or to be hiding within them some divine secret that might not be shown to mortal eyes4 ,he looked long at this2 and presently went back to his bed1 and shivered in a delicious warmth1 while outside1 very gradually1 came the peaceful stir of morning4 ,a bird or two fluted drowsily in the bushes2 then another further away would join his slender song2 a cock crew cheerily in a distant grange1 and soon it was broad day4 ,presently the house began to be softly astir2 and the faint fragrance of an early kindled fire of wood stole into the room4 ,then worn out by his long vigil he fell asleep again2 and soon waking1 knew it to be later than was his wont1 and dressed with haste4 ,he came down1 and heard voices in the hall2 he went in1 and there saw ,mistress ,alison in her chair2 and on the hearth1 talking gaily and cheerily1 stood ,mark the minstrel4 ,they made a pause when he came in4 ,mark extended his hand1 which ,paul took with a kind of reverence4 ,then ,mistress ,alison1 with her sweet old smile1 said to ,paul1 ,so you made a pilgrimage to the ,well of the ,heart's ,desire1 dear ,paul8 ,well1 you have your wish1 and very soon2 for here is a master for you1 if you will serve him4 ,not a light service1 ,paul1 said ,mark gravely1 but a true one4 ,i can take you with me when you may go1 for my boy ,jack is fallen sick with a stroke of the sun1 and must bide at home awhile4 ,they looked at ,paul1 to see what he would say4 ,oh1 ,i will go gladly1 he said1 if ,i may4 ,and then he felt he had not spoken lovingly2 so he kissed ,mistress ,alison1 who smiled1 but somewhat sadly1 and said1 ,yes1 ,paul--,i understand4 ,so when the meal was over1 ,paul's small baggage was made ready1 and he kissed ,mistress ,alison--and then she said to ,mark with a sudden look1 ,you will take care of him8 ,oh1 he shall be safe with me1 said ,mark1 and if he be apt and faithful1 he shall learn his trade1 as few can learn it4 ,and then ,paul said his good-bye1 and walked away with ,mark2 and his heart was so full of gladness that he stepped out lightly and blithely1 and hardly looked back4 ,but at the turn of the road he stopped1 while ,mark seemed to consider him gravely4 ,the three that were to abide1 ,mistress ,alison1 and the maid1 and the old gardener1 stood at the door and waved their hands2 the old house seemed to look fondly out of its windows at him1 as though it had a heart2 and the very trees seemed to wave him a soft farewell4 ,paul waved his hand too1 and a tear came into his eyes2 but he was eager to be gone2 and indeed1 in his heart1 he felt almost jealous of even the gentle grasp of his home upon his heart4 ,and so ,mark and ,paul set out for the south4 ,,ii ,of the life that ,paul lived with ,mark ,i must not here tell2 but before he grew to full manhood he had learned his art well4 ,mark was a strict master1 but not impatient4 ,the only thing that angered him was carelessness or listlessness2 and ,paul was an apt and untiring pupil1 and learnt so easily and deftly that ,mark was often astonished4 ,how did you learn that8 he said one day suddenly to ,paul when the boy was practising on the lute1 and played a strange soft cadence1 of a kind that ,mark had never heard4 ,the boy was startled by the question1 for he had not thought that ,mark was listening to him4 ,he looked up with a blush and turned his eyes on ,mark4 ,is it not right8 he said4 ,i did not learn it2 it comes from somewhere in my mind4 ,paul learnt to play several instruments1 both wind and string4 ,sometimes he loved one sort the best1 sometimes the other4 ,the wind instruments of wood had to him a kind of soft magic1 like the voice of a gentle spirit1 a spirit that dwelt in lonely unvisited places1 and communed more with things of earth than the hearts of men4 ,in the flutes and bassoons seemed to him to dwell the voices of airs that murmured in the thickets1 the soft gliding of streams1 the crooning of serene birds1 the peace of noonday1 the welling of clear springs1 the beauty of little waves1 the bright thoughts of stars4 ,sometimes in certain modes1 they could be sad1 but it was the sadness of lonely homeless things1 old dreaming spirits of wind and wave1 not the sadness of such things as had known love and lost what they had loved1 but the melancholy of such forlorn beings as by their nature were shut out from the love that dwells about the firelit hearth and the old roofs of homesteads4 ,it was the sadness of the wind that wails in desolate places1 knowing that it is lonely1 but not knowing what it desires2 or the soft sighing of trees that murmur all together in a forest1 dreaming each its own dream1 but with no thought of comradeship or desire4 ,the metal instruments1 out of which the cunning breath could draw bright music1 seemed to him soulless too in a sort1 but shrill and enlivening4 ,these clarions and trumpets spoke to him of brisk morning winds1 or the cold sharp plunge of green waves that leap in triumph upon rocks4 ,to such sounds he fancied warriors marching out at morning1 with the joy of fight in their hearts1 meaning to deal great blows1 to slay and be slain1 and hardly thinking of what would come after1 so sharp and swift an eagerness of spirit held them2 but these instruments he loved less4 ,best of all he loved the resounding strings that could be twanged by the quill1 or swept into a heavenly melody by the finger-tips1 or throb beneath the strongly-drawn bow4 ,in all of these lay the secrets of the heart2 in these ,paul heard speak the bright dreams of the child1 the vague hopes of growing boy or girl1 the passionate desires of love1 the silent loyalty of equal friendship1 the dreariness of the dejected spirit1 whose hopes have set like the sun smouldering to his fall1 the rebellious grief of the heart that loses what it loves1 the darkening fears that begin to roll about the ageing mind1 like clouds that weep on mountain tops1 and the despair of sinners1 finding the evil too strong4 ,best of all it was when all these instruments could conspire together to weave a sudden dream of beauty that seemed to guard a secret4 ,what was the secret8 ,it seemed so near to ,paul sometimes1 as if he were like a man very near the edge of some mountain from which he may peep into an unknown valley4 ,sometimes it was far away4 ,but it was there1 he doubted not1 though it hid itself4 ,it was like a dance of fairies in a forest glade1 which a man could half discern through the screening leaves2 but1 when he gains the place1 he sees nothing but tall flowers with drooping bells1 bushes set with buds1 large-leaved herbs1 all with a silent1 secret1 smiling air1 as though they said1 ,we have seen1 we could tell4 ,paul seemed very near this baffling secret at times2 in the dewy silence of mornings1 just before the sun comes up1 when familiar woods and trees stand in a sort of musing happiness2 at night when the sky is thickly sown with stars1 or when the moon rises in a soft hush and silvers the sleeping pool2 or when the sun goes down in a rich pomp1 trailing a great glow of splendour with him among cloudy islands1 all flushed with fiery red4 ,when the sun withdrew himself thus1 flying and flaring to the west1 behind the boughs of leafless trees1 what was the hidden secret presence that stood there as it were finger on lip1 inviting yet denying8 ,paul knew within himself that if he could but say or sing this1 the world would never forget4 ,but he could not yet4 ,then1 too1 ,paul learned the magic of words1 the melodious accent of letters1 sometimes so sweet1 sometimes so harsh2 then the growing phrase1 the word that beckons as it were other words to join it trippingly2 the thought that draws the blood to the brain1 and sets the heart beating swiftly--he learned the words that sound like far-off bells1 or that wake a gentle echo in the spirit1 the words that burn into the heart1 and make the hearer ashamed of all that is hard and low4 ,but he learned1 too1 that the craftsman in words must not build up his song word by word1 as a man fetches bricks to make a wall2 but that he must see the whole thought clear first1 in a kind of divine flash1 so that when he turns for words to write it1 he finds them piled to his hand4 ,all these things ,paul learnt1 and day by day he suffered all the sweet surprises and joys of art4 ,there were days that were not so1 when the strings jangled aimlessly1 and seemed to have no soul in them2 days when it appeared that the cloud could not lift1 as though light and music together were dead in the world--but these days were few2 and ,paul growing active and strong1 caring little what he ate and drank1 tasting no wine1 because it fevered him at first1 and then left him ill at ease1 knowing no evil or luxurious thoughts1 sleeping lightly and hardly1 found his spirits very pure and plentiful2 or if he was sad1 it was a clear sadness that had something beautiful within it1 and dwelt not on any past grossness of his own1 but upon the thought that all beautiful things can but live for a time1 and must then be laid away in the darkness and in the cold4 ,so ,paul grew up knowing neither friendship nor love1 only stirred at the sight of a beautiful face1 a shapely hand1 or a slender form2 by a grateful wonder for what was so fair2 untainted by any desire to master it1 or make it his own2 living only for his art1 and with a sort of blind devotion to ,mark1 whom he soon excelled1 though he knew it not4 ,mark once said to him1 when ,paul had made a song of some old forgotten sorrow1 ,how do you know all this1 boy8 ,you have not suffered1 you have not lived6 ,oh1 said ,paul gaily1 knowing it to be praise1 my heart tells me it is so4 ,paul1 too1 as he grew to manhood1 found himself with a voice that was not loud1 but true--a voice that thrilled those who heard it through and through2 but it seemed strange that he felt not what he made other men feel2 rather his music was like a still pool that can reflect all that is above it1 the sombre tree1 the birds that fly over1 the starry silence of the night1 the angry redness of the dawn4 ,it was on one of his journeys with ,mark that the news of ,mistress ,alison's death reached him4 ,mark told him very carefully and tenderly1 and while he repeated the three or four broken words in which ,mistress ,alison had tried to send a last message to ,paul--for the end had come very suddenly--,mark himself found his voice falter1 and his eyes fill with tears4 ,paul had1 at that sight1 cried a little2 but his life at the ,house of ,heritage seemed to have faded swiftly out of his thoughts2 he was living very intently in the present1 scaling1 as it were1 day by day1 with earnest effort1 the steep ladder of song4 ,he thought a little upon ,mistress ,alison1 and on all her love and goodness3 but it was with a tranquil sorrow1 and not with the grief and pain of loss4 ,mark was very gentle with him for awhile2 and this indeed did shame ,paul a little1 to find himself being used so lovingly for a sorrow which he was hardly feeling4 ,but he said to himself that sorrow must come unbidden1 and that it was no sorrow that was made with labour and intention4 ,he was a little angered with himself for his dulness--but then song was so beautiful1 that he could think of nothing else2 he was dazzled4 ,a little while after1 ,mark asked him whether1 as they were near at hand1 he would turn aside to see ,mistress ,alison's grave4 ,and ,paul said1 ,no2 ,i would rather feel it were all as it used to be6--and then seeing that ,mark looked surprised and almost grieved1 ,paul1 with the gentle hypocrisy of childhood1 said1 ,i cannot bear it yet1 which made ,mark silent1 and he said no more1 but used ,paul more gently than ever4 ,one day ,mark said to him1 very gravely1 as if he had long been pondering the matter1 ,it is time for me to take another pupil1 ,paul4 ,i have taught you all ,i know2 indeed you have learned far more than ,i can teach4 ,then he told him that he had arranged all things meetly4 ,that there was a certain ,duke who lacked a minstrel1 and that ,paul should go and abide with him4 ,that he should have his room at the castle1 and should be held in great honour1 making music only when he would4 ,and then ,mark would have added some words of love1 for he loved ,paul as a son4 ,but ,paul seemed to have no hunger in his heart1 no thought of the days they had spent together2 so ,mark said them not4 ,but he added very gently1 ,and one thing1 ,paul1 ,i must tell you4 ,you will be a great master--indeed you are so already--and ,i can tell you nothing about the art that you do not know4 ,but one thing ,i will tell you--that you have a human heart within you that is not yet awake3 and when it awakes1 it will be very strong2 so that a great combat1 ,i think1 lies before you4 ,see that it overcome you not6 ,and ,paul said wondering1 ,oh1 ,i have a heart1 but it is altogether given to song4 ,and so ,mark was silent4 ,then ,paul went to the ,duke's ,castle of ,wresting and abode with him year after year4 ,here1 too1 he made no friend2 he was gracious with all1 and of a lofty courtesy1 so that he was had in reverence2 and he made such music that the tears would come into the eyes of those who heard him1 and they would look at each other1 and wonder how ,paul could thus tell the secret hopes of the heart4 ,there were many women in the castle1 great ladies1 young maidens1 and those that attended on them4 ,some of these would have proffered love to ,paul1 but their glances fell before a certain cold1 virginal1 almost affronted look1 that he turned to meet any smile or gesture that seemed to hold in it any personal claim1 or to offer any gift but that of an equal and serene friendship4 ,as a maiden of the castle once said1 provoked by his coldness1 ,sir ,paul seems to have everything to say to all of us1 but nothing to any one of us4 ,he was kind to all with a sort of great and distant courtesy that was too secure even to condescend4 ,and so the years passed away4 ,,iii ,it was nearly noon at the ,castle of ,wresting1 and the whole house was deserted1 for the ,duke had ridden out at daybreak to the hunt2 and all that could find a horse to ride had gone with him2 and1 for it was not far afield1 all else that could walk had gone afoot4 ,so bright and cheerful a day was it that the ,duchess had sent out her pavilion to be pitched in a lawn in the wood1 and the ,duke with his friends were to dine there2 none were left in the castle save a few of the elder serving-maids1 and the old porter1 who was lame4 ,about midday1 however1 it seemed that one had been left2 for ,paul1 now a tall man1 strongly built and comely1 yet with a somewhat dreamful air1 as though he pondered difficult things within himself1 and a troubled brow1 under which looked out large and gentle eyes1 came with a quick step down a stairway4 ,he turned neither to right nor left1 but passed through the porter's lodge4 ,here the road from the town came up into the castle on the left1 cut steeply in the hill1 and you could see the red roofs laid out like a map beneath1 with the church and the bridge2 to the right ran a little terrace under the wall4 ,paul came through the lodge1 nodding gravely to the porter1 who returned his salute with a kind of reverence2 then he walked on to the terrace1 and stood for a moment leaning against the low wall that bounded it2 below him lay for miles the great wood of ,wresting1 now all ablaze with the brave gold of autumn leaves2 here was a great tract of beeches all rusty red2 there was the pale gold of elms4 ,the forest lay in the plain1 here and there broken by clearings or open glades2 in one or two places could be seen the roofs of villages1 with the tower of a church rising gravely among trees4 ,on the horizon ran a blue line of downs1 pure and fine above the fretted gold of the forest4 ,the air was very still1 with a fresh sparkle in it1 and the sun shone bright in a cloudless heaven2 it was a day when the heaviest heart grows light1 and when it seems the bravest thing that can be designed to be alive4 ,once or twice1 as ,paul leaned to look1 there came from the wood1 very far away1 the faint notes of a horn2 he smiled to hear it1 and it seemed as though some merry thought came into his head1 for he beat cheerfully with his fingers on the parapet4 ,presently he seemed to bethink himself1 and then walked briskly to the end of the terrace1 where was a little door in the wall2 he pushed this open1 and found himself at the head of a flight of stone steps1 with low walls on either hand1 that ran turning and twisting according to the slope of the hill1 down into the wood4 ,paul went lightly down the steps2 once or twice he turned and looked up at the grey walls and towers of the castle1 rising from the steep green turf at their foot1 above the great leafless trees--for the trees on the slope lost their leaves first in the wind4 ,the sight pleased him1 for he smiled again4 ,then he stood for a moment1 lower down1 to watch the great limbs and roots of a huge beech that seemed to cling to the slope for fear of slipping downwards4 ,he came presently to a little tower at the bottom that guarded the steps4 ,the door was locked2 he knocked1 and there came out an old woman with a merry wrinkled face1 who opened it for him with a key1 saying1 ,do you go to the hunt1 ,sir ,paul8 ,nay1 he said smiling1 only to walk a little alone in the wood4 ,to make music1 perhaps8 said the old woman shyly4 ,perhaps1 said ,paul smiling1 if the music come--but it will not always come for the wishing4 ,as ,paul walked in the deep places of the wood1 little by little his fresh holiday mood died away1 and there crept upon him a shadow of thought that had of late been no stranger to him4 ,he asked himself1 with some bitterness1 what his life was tending to4 ,there was no loss of skill in his art2 indeed it was easier to him than ever2 he had a rich and prodigal store of music in him1 music both of word and sound1 that came at his call4 ,but the zest was leaving him4 ,he had attained to his utmost desire1 and in his art there was nothing more to conquer4 ,but as he looked round about him and saw all the beautiful chains of love multiplying themselves about those among whom he lived1 he began to wonder whether he was not after all missing life itself4 ,he saw children born1 he saw them growing up2 then they1 too1 found their own path of love1 they married1 or were given in marriage2 presently they had children of their own2 and even death itself1 that carried well-loved souls into the dark world1 seemed to forge new chains of faith and loyalty4 ,all this he could say and did say in his music4 ,he knew it1 he divined it by some magical instinct2 he could put into words and sounds the secrets that others could not utter--and there his art stopped4 ,it could not bring him within the charmed circle--nay1 it seemed to him that it was even like a fence that kept him outside4 ,he looked forward to a time when his art of itself must fade1 when other minstrels should arise with new secrets of power2 and what would become of him then8 ,he had by this time walked very far into the wood1 and as he came down through a little rise1 covered with leafy thickets1 he saw before him a green track1 that wound away among the trees4 ,he followed it listlessly4 ,the track led him through a beech wood2 the smooth and shapely stems1 that stood free of undergrowth1 thickly roofed over by firm and glossy autumn foliage1 with the rusty fallen floor of last year's leaves underfoot1 brought back to him his delight in the sweet and fresh world--so beautiful whatever the restless human heart desired in its presence4 ,he became presently aware that he was approaching some dwelling1 he knew not what2 and then the trees grew thinner2 and in a minute he was out in a little forest clearing1 where stood1 in a small and seemly garden1 inclosed with hedges and low walls and a moat1 a forest lodge1 a long low ancient building1 ending in a stone tower4 ,the place had a singular charm4 ,the ancient battlemented house1 overgrown with ivy1 the walls green and grey with lichens1 seemed to have sprung as naturally out of the soil as the trees among which it stood1 and to have become one with the place4 ,he lingered for a moment on the edge of the moat1 looking at a little tower that rose out of the pool1 mirrored softly in the open spaces of the water1 among the lily-leaves4 ,the whole place seemed to have a wonderful peace about it2 there was no sound but the whisper of leaves1 and the doves crooning1 in their high branching fastnesses1 a song of peace4 ,as ,paul stood thus and looked upon the garden1 a door opened1 and there came out a lady1 not old1 but well advanced in years1 with a shrewd and kindly face2 and then ,paul felt a sort of shame within him1 for standing and spying at what was not his own2 and he would have hurried away1 but the lady waved her hand to him with a courtly air1 as though inviting him to approach4 ,so he came forward1 and crossing the moat by a little bridge that was hard by1 he met her at the gate4 ,he doffed his hat1 and said a few words asking pardon for thus intruding on a private place1 but she gave him a swift smile and said1 ,sir ,paul1 no more of this--you are known to me1 though you know me not4 ,i have been at the ,duke's as a guest2 ,i have heard you sing--indeed1 she added smiling1 ,i have been honoured by having been made known to the prince of musical men--but he hath forgotten my poor self2 ,i am the ,lady ,beckwith1 who welcomes you to her poor house--the ,isle of ,thorns1 as they call it--and will deem it an honour that you should set foot therein2 though ,i think that you came not for my sake4 ,alas1 madam1 no1 said ,paul smiling too4 ,i did but walk solitary in the forest2 ,i am lacking in courtesy1 ,i fear2 ,i knew not that there was a house here1 but it pleased me to see it lie like a jewel in the wood4 ,you knew not it was here1 or you would have shunned it6 said the ,lady ,beckwith with a smile4 ,well1 ,i live here solitary enough with my daughters--my husband is long since dead--but to-day we must have a guest--you will enter and tarry with us a little8 ,yes1 very willingly1 said ,paul1 who1 like many men that care not much for company1 was tenderly courteous when there was no escape4 ,so after some further passages of courtesy1 they went within4 ,the ,lady ,beckwith led him into a fair tapestried room1 and bade him be seated1 while she went to call upon her servants to make ready refreshments for him4 ,paul seated himself in an oak chair and looked around him4 ,the place was but scantily furnished1 but ,paul had pleasure in looking upon the old solid furniture1 which reminded him of the ,house of ,heritage and of his far-off boyhood4 ,he was pleased1 too1 with the tapestry1 which represented a wood of walnut-trees1 and a man that sate looking upon a stream as though he listened2 and then ,paul discerned the figure of a brave bird wrought among the leaves1 that seemed to sing2 while he looked1 he heard the faint sound in a room above of some one moving2 then a lute was touched1 and then there rose a soft voice1 very pure and clear1 that sang a short song of long sweet notes1 with a descant on the lute1 ending in a high drawn-out note1 that went to ,paul's heart like wine poured forth1 and seemed to fill the room with a kind of delicate fragrance4 ,presently the ,lady ,beckwith returned2 and they sate and talked awhile1 till there came suddenly into the room a maiden that seemed to ,paul like a rose2 she came almost eagerly forward2 and ,paul knew in his mind that it was she that had sung2 and there passed through his heart a feeling he had never known before2 it was as though it were a string that thrilled with a kind of delicious pain at being bidden by the touch of a finger to utter its voice4 ,this is my daughter ,margaret2 said the ,lady ,beckwith2 she knows your fame in song1 but she has never had the fortune to hear you sing1 and she loves song herself4 ,and does more than love it1 said ,paul almost tremblingly1 feeling the eyes of the maiden set upon his face2 for ,i heard but now a lute touched1 and a voice that sang a melody ,i know not1 as few that ,i know could have sung it4 ,the maiden stood smiling at him1 and then ,paul saw that she carried a lute in her hand2 and she said eagerly1 ,will you not sing to us1 ,sir ,paul8 ,nay1 said the ,lady ,beckwith smiling1 but this is beyond courtesy6 ,it is to ask a prince to our house1 and beg for the jewels that he wears4 ,the maiden blushed rosy red1 and put the lute by2 but ,paul stretched out his hand for it4 ,i will sing most willingly1 he said4 ,what is my life for1 but to make music for those who would hear8 ,he touched a few chords to see that the lute was well tuned2 and the lute obeyed his touch like a living thing2 and then ,paul sang a song of spring-time that made the hearts of the pair dance with joy4 ,when he had finished1 he smiled1 meeting the smiles of both2 and said1 ,and now we will have a sad song--for those are ever the sweetest--joy needs not to be made sweet4 ,so he sang a sorrowful song that he had made one winter day1 when he had found the body of a little bird that had died of the frost and the hard silence of the unfriendly earth--a song of sweet things broken and good times gone by2 and before he had finished he had brought the tears to the eyes of the pair4 ,the ,lady ,beckwith brushed them aside--but the girl sate watching him1 her hands together1 and a kind of worship in her face1 with the bright tears trembling on her cheeks4 ,and ,paul thought he had never seen a fairer thing2 but wishing to dry the tears he made a little merry song1 like the song of gnats that dance up and down in the sun1 and love their silly play--so that the two smiled again4 ,then they thanked him very urgently1 and ,margaret said1 ,if only dear ,helen could hear this2 and the ,lady ,beckwith said1 ,helen is my other daughter1 and she lies abed1 and may not come forth4 ,then they put food before him2 and they ate together1 ,margaret serving him with meat and wine2 and ,paul would have forbidden it1 but the ,lady ,beckwith said1 ,that is the way of our house--and you are our guest and must be content--for ,margaret loves to serve you4 ,the girl said little1 but as she moved about softly and deftly1 with the fragrance of youth about her1 ,paul had a desire to draw her to him1 that made him ashamed and ill at ease4 ,so the hours sped swiftly4 ,the maiden talked little1 but the ,lady ,beckwith had much matter for little speech2 she asked ,paul many questions1 and told him something of her own life1 and how1 while the good ,sir ,harry1 her husband1 lived1 she had been much with the world1 but now lived a quiet life1 ,like a wrinkled apple-tree behind a house1 she added with a smile1 guarding my fruit1 till it be plucked from the bough4 ,and she went on to say that though she had feared1 when she entered the quiet life1 the days would hang heavy1 yet there never seemed time enough for all the small businesses that she was fain to do4 ,when the day began to fall1 and the shadows of the trees out of the forest began to draw nearer across the lawn1 ,paul rose and said1 ,come1 ,i will sing you a song of farewell and thanks for this day of pleasure1 and he made them a cheerful ditty2 and so took his leave1 the ,lady ,beckwith saying that they would speak of his visit for many days--and that she hoped that if his fancy led him again through the wood1 he would come to them2 ,for you will find an open door1 and a warm hearth1 and friends who look for you4 ,so ,paul went1 and walked through the low red sunset with a secret joy in his heart2 and never had he sung so merrily as he sang that night in the hall of the ,duke2 so that the ,duke said smiling that they must often go a-hunting1 and leave ,sir ,paul behind1 for that seemed to fill him to the brim with divine melody4 ,now ,paul that night1 before he laid him down to sleep1 stood awhile1 and made a prayer in his heart4 ,it must be said that as a child he had prayed night and morning1 in simple words that ,mistress ,alison had taught him1 but in the years when he was with ,mark the custom had died away2 for ,mark prayed not1 and indeed had almost an enmity to churches and to priests1 saying that they made men bound who would otherwise be free2 and he had said to ,paul once that he prayed the best who lived nobly and generously1 and made most perfect whatever gift he had2 who was kind and courteous1 and used all men the same1 whether old or young1 great or little2 adding1 ,that is my creed1 and not the creed of the priests--but ,i would not have you take it from me thus--a man may not borrow the secret of another's heart1 and wear it for his own4 ,all faiths are good that make a man live cleanly and lovingly and laboriously2 and just as all men like not the same music1 so all men are not suited with the same faith2 we all tend to the same place1 but by different ways2 and each man should find the nearest way for him4 ,paul1 after that1 had followed his own heart in the matter2 and it led him not wholly in the way of the priests1 but not against them1 as it led ,mark4 ,paul took some delight in the ordered solemnities of the ,church1 the dark coolness of the arched aisles1 the holy smell--he felt there the nearer to ,god4 ,and to be near to ,god was what ,paul desired2 but he gave up praying at formal seasons1 and spoke with ,god in his heart1 as a man might speak to his friend1 whenever he was moved to speak2 he asked ,his aid before the making of a song2 he told ,him when he was disheartened1 or when he desired what he ought not2 he spoke to ,him when he had done anything of which he was ashamed2 and he told ,him of his dreams and of his joys4 ,sometimes he would speak thus for half a day together1 and feel a quiet comfort1 like a strong arm round him2 but sometimes he would be silent for a long while4 ,now this night he spoke in his heart to ,god1 and told him of the sweet and beautiful hope that had come to him1 and asked ,him to make known to him whether it was ,his will that he should put forth his hand1 and gather the flower of the wood--for he could not even in his secret heart bring himself that night to speak1 even to ,god1 directly about the maiden2 but1 in a kind of soft reverence1 he used gentle similitudes4 ,and then he leaned from his window1 and strove to send his spirit out like a bird over the sleeping wood1 to light upon the tower2 and then his thought leapt further1 and he seemed to see the glimmering maiden chamber where she slept1 breathing evenly4 ,but even in thought this seemed to him too near1 as though the vision were lacking in that awful reverence1 which is the herald of love4 ,so he thought that his spirit should sit1 like a white bird1 on the battlement1 and send out a quiet song4 ,and then he fell asleep1 and slept dreamlessly till the day came in through the casements2 when he sprang up1 and joy darted into his heart1 as when a servitor fills a cup to the brim with rosy and bubbling wine4 ,now that day1 and the next1 and for several days1 ,paul thought of little else but the house in the wood and the maiden that dwelt there4 ,even while he read or wrote1 pictures would flash before his eye4 ,he saw ,margaret stand before him1 with the lute in her hand2 or he would see her as she had moved about serving him1 or he would see her as she had sate to hear him sing1 or as she had stood at the door as he went forth--and all with a sweet hunger of the heart2 till it seemed to him that this was the only true thing that the world held1 and he would be amazed that he had missed it for so long4 ,that he was in the same world with her2 that the air that passed over the house in the wood was presently borne to the castle2 that they two looked upon the same sky1 and the same stars--this was all to him like a delicate madness that wrought within his brain4 ,and yet he could not bring himself to go thither4 ,the greater his longing the more he felt unable to go without a cause2 and yet the thought that there might be other men that visited the ,lady ,beckwith1 and had more of the courtly and desirable arts of life than he1 was like a bitter draught--and so the days went on2 and never had he made richer music2 it seemed to rush from his brain like the water of a full spring4 ,a few days after1 there was a feast at the castle and many were bidden2 and ,paul thought in his heart that the ,lady ,beckwith would perhaps be there4 ,so he made a very tender song of love to sing1 the song of a heart that loves and dares not fully speak4 ,when the hour drew on for the banquet1 he attired himself with a care which he half despised1 and when the great bell of the castle rang1 he went down his turret stairs with a light step4 ,the custom was for the guests to assemble in the great hall of the castle2 but they of the ,duke's household1 of whom ,paul was one1 gathered in a little chamber off the hall4 ,then1 when the ,duke and ,duchess with their children came from their rooms1 they passed through this chamber into the hall1 the household following4 ,when the ,duke entered the hall1 the minstrels in the gallery played a merry tune1 and the guests stood up2 then the ,duke would go to his place and bow to the guests1 the household moving to their places2 then the music would cease1 and the choir sang a grace1 all standing4 ,paul's place was an honourable one1 but he sate with his back to the hall2 and this night1 as soon as he entered the hall1 and while the grace was sung1 he searched with his eyes up and down the great tables1 but he could not see her whom he desired to see1 and the joy died out of his heart4 ,now though the ,lords and ,knights of the castle honoured ,paul because he was honoured by the ,duke1 they had little ease with him2 so to-night1 when ,paul took his place1 a ,knight that sate next him1 a shrewd and somewhat malicious man1 who loved the talk of the ,court1 and turned all things into a jest1 said ,how now1 ,sir ,paul8 ,you entered to-night full of joy2 but now you are like one that had expected to see a welcome guest and saw him not4 ,then ,paul was vexed that his thoughts should be so easily read1 and said with a forced smile1 ,nay1 ,sir ,edwin1 we musical men are the slaves of our moods2 there would be no music else2 we have not the bold and stubborn hearts of warriors born4 ,and at this there was a smile1 for ,sir ,edwin was not held to be foremost in war-like exercise4 ,but having thus said1 ,paul never dared turn his head4 ,and the banquet seemed a tedious and hateful thing to him4 ,but at last it wore to an end1 and healths had been drunk1 and grace was sung2 and then they withdrew to the ,presence ,chamber1 where the ,duke and ,duchess sate upon chairs of state under a canopy1 and the guests sate down on seats and benches4 ,and presently the ,duke sent courteous word to ,paul that if he would sing they would gladly hear him4 ,so ,paul rose in his place and made obeisance1 and then moved to a dais which was set at the end of the chamber2 and a page brought him his lute4 ,but ,paul first made a signal to the musicians who were set aloft in a gallery1 and they played a low descant2 and ,paul sang them a war-song with all his might1 his voice ringing through the room4 ,then1 as the voice made an end1 there was a short silence1 such as those who have sung or spoken from a full heart best love to hear--for each such moment of silence is like a rich jewel of praise--and then a loud cry of applause1 which was hushed in a moment because of the presence of the ,duke4 ,then ,paul made a bow1 and stood carelessly regarding the crowd2 for from long use he felt no uneasiness to stand before many eyes2 and just as he fell to touching his lute1 his eye fell on a group in a corner2 the ,lady ,beckwith sate there1 and beside her ,margaret2 behind whom sate a young ,knight1 ,sir ,richard de ,benoit by name1 the fairest and goodliest of all in the castle1 whom ,paul loved well2 and he leaned over and said some words in the maiden's ear1 who looked round shyly at him with a little smile4 ,then ,paul put out all his art1 as though to recover a thing that he had nearly lost4 ,he struck a sweet chord on the lute1 and the talk all died away and left an utter silence2 and ,paul1 looking at but one face1 and as though he spoke but to one ear1 sang his song of love4 ,it was like a spell of magic2 men and women turned to each other and felt the love of their youth rise in their hearts as sweet as ever4 ,the ,duke where he sate laid a hand upon the ,duchess' hand and smiled4 ,they that were old1 and had lost what they loved1 were moved to weeping--and the young men and maidens looked upon the ground1 or at the singer1 and felt the hot blood rise in their cheeks4 ,and ,paul1 exulting in his heart1 felt that he swayed the souls of those that heard him1 as the wind sways a field of wheat1 that bends all one way before it4 ,then again came the silence1 when the voice ceased2 a silence into which the last chords of the lute sank1 like stones dropped into a still water4 ,and ,paul bowed again1 and stepped down from the dais--and then with slow steps he moved to where the ,lady ,beckwith sate1 and bowing to her1 took the chair beside her4 ,then came a tumbler and played many agile tricks before them2 and then a company of mummers1 with the heads of birds and beasts1 danced and sported4 ,but the ,lady ,beckwith said1 ,sir ,paul1 ,i will tell you a tale4 ,a bird of the forest alighted at our window-sill some days ago1 and sang very sweetly to us--and we spread crumbs and made it a little feast2 and it seemed to trust us1 but presently it spread its wings and flew away1 and it comes not again4 ,tell us1 what shall we do to tempt the wild bird back8 ,and ,paul1 smiling in her face1 said1 ,oh1 madam1 the bird will return2 but he leads1 maybe1 a toilsome life1 gathering berries1 and doing small businesses4 ,the birds1 which seem so free1 live a life of labour2 and they may not always follow their hearts4 ,but be sure that your bird knows his friends2 and some day1 when he has opportunity1 he will alight again4 ,to him his songs seem but a small gift1 a shallow twittering that can hardly please4 ,nay1 said the ,lady ,beckwith1 but this was a nightingale that knew the power of song1 and could touch all hearts except his own2 and thus1 finding love so simple a thing to win1 doubtless holds it light4 ,nay1 said ,paul1 he holds it not light2 it is too heavy for him2 he knows it too well to trifle with it4 ,then finding that the rest were silent1 they two were silent4 ,and so they held broken discourse2 and ever the young ,knight spoke in ,margaret's ear1 so that ,paul was much distraught1 but dared not seem to intervene1 or to speak with the maiden1 when he had held aloof so long4 ,presently the ,lady ,beckwith said she had a boon to ask1 and that she would drop her parables4 ,and she said that her daughter ,helen1 that was sick1 had been very envious of them1 because she had not heard his songs1 but only a soft echo of them through the chamber floor4 ,and perhaps1 ,sir ,paul1 she said1 if you will not come for friendship1 you will come for mercy2 and sing to my poor child1 who has but few joys1 a song or twain4 ,then ,paul's heart danced within him1 and he said1 ,i will come to-morrow4 ,and soon after that the ,duke went out and the guests dispersed2 and then ,paul greeted the ,lady ,margaret1 and said a few words to her2 but he could not please himself in what he said2 and that night he slept little1 partly for thinking of what he might have said3 but still more for thinking that he would see her on the morrow4 ,so when the morning came1 ,paul went very swiftly through the forest to the ,isle of ,thorns4 ,it was now turning fast to winter1 and the trees had shed their leaves4 ,the forest was all soft and brown1 and the sky was a pearly grey sheet of high cloud2 but a joy as of spring was in ,paul's heart1 and he smiled and sang as he went1 though he fell at times into sudden silences of wonder and delight4 ,when he arrived1 the ,lady ,beckwith greeted him very lovingly1 and presently led him into a small chamber that seemed to be an oratory4 ,here was a little altar very seemly draped1 with stools for kneeling1 and a chair or two4 ,near the altar1 at the side1 was a little door in the wall behind a hanging2 the ,lady ,beckwith pulled the hanging aside1 and bade ,paul to follow2 he found himself in a small arched recess1 lit by a single window of coloured glass1 that was screened from a larger room1 of which it was a part1 by a curtain4 ,the ,lady ,beckwith bade ,paul be seated1 and passed beyond the curtain for an instant4 ,the room within seemed dark1 but there came from it a waft of the fragrance of flowers2 and ,paul heard low voices talking together1 and knew that ,margaret spake2 in a moment she appeared at the entrance1 and greeted him with a very sweet and simple smile1 but laid her finger on her lips2 and so slipped back into the room again1 but left ,paul's heart beating strangely and fiercely4 ,then the ,lady ,beckwith returned1 and said in a whisper to ,paul that it was a day of suffering for ,helen1 and that she could not bear the light4 ,so she seated herself near him1 and ,paul touched his lute1 and sang songs1 five or six1 gentle songs of happy untroubled things1 like the voices of streams that murmur to themselves when the woods are all asleep2 and between the songs he spoke not1 but played airily and wistfully upon his lute2 and for all that it seemed so simple1 he had never put more art into what he played and sang4 ,and at last he made the music die away to a very soft close1 like an evening wind that rustles away across a woodland1 and moves to the shining west4 ,and looking at the ,lady ,beckwith1 he saw that she had passed1 on the wings of song1 into old forgotten dreams1 and sate smiling to herself1 her eyes brimming with tears4 ,and then he rose1 and saying that he would not be tedious1 put the lute aside1 and they went out quietly together4 ,and the ,lady ,beckwith took his hand in both her own and said1 ,sir ,paul1 you are a great magician--,i could not believe that you could have so charmed an old and sad-hearted woman4 ,you have the key of the door of the land of dreams2 and think not that ,i am ungrateful2 that you1 for whose songs princes contend in vain1 should deign to come and sing to a maiden that is sick--how shall ,i repay it8 ,oh1 ,i am richly repaid1 said ,paul1 the guerdon of the singer is the incense of a glad heart--and you may give me a little love if you can1 for ,i am a lonely man4 ,then they smiled at each other1 the smile that makes a compact without words4 ,then they went down together1 and there was a simple meal set out2 and they ate together like old and secure friends1 speaking little2 but the ,lady ,beckwith told him somewhat of her daughter ,helen1 how she had been fair and strong till her fifteenth year2 and that since that time1 for five weary years1 she had suffered under a strange and wasting disease that nothing could amend4 ,but she is patient and cheerful beneath it1 or ,i think my heart would break2--but ,i know1 she added1 and her mouth quivered as she spoke1 that she can hardly see another spring1 and ,i would have her last days to be sweet4 ,i doubt not1 she went on1 the good and wise purposes of ,god1 and ,i think that he often sends his bright angels to comfort her--for she is never sad--and when you sing as you sang just now1 ,i seem to understand1 and my heart says that it is well4 ,while they spoke the ,lady ,margaret came into the room1 with a sudden radiance2 and coming to ,paul she kneeled down beside him1 and kissed his hand suddenly1 and said1 ,helen thanks you1 and ,i thank you1 ,sir ,paul1 for giving her such joy as you could hardly believe4 ,there came a kind of mist over ,paul's eyes1 to feel the touch of the lips that he loved so well upon his hand2 but at the same time it appeared to him like a kind of sin that he who seemed to himself1 in that moment1 so stained and hard1 should have reverence done him by one so pure4 ,so he raised her up1 and said1 ,nay1 this is not meet2 and he would have said many other words that rushed together in his mind1 but he could not frame them right4 ,but presently the ,lady ,beckwith excused herself and went2 and then ,paul for a sweet hour sate1 and talked low and softly to the maiden1 and threw such worship into his voice that she was amazed4 ,but he said no word of love4 ,and she told him of their simple life1 and how her sister suffered4 ,and then ,paul feared to stay longer1 and went with a mighty and tumultuous joy in his heart4 ,then for many days ,paul went thus to the ,isle of ,thorns--and the ,lady ,margaret threw aside her fear of him1 and would greet him like a brother4 ,sometimes he would find her waiting for him at the gate1 and then the air was suddenly full of a holy radiance4 ,and the ,lady ,beckwith1 too1 began to use him like a son2 but the ,lady ,helen he never saw--only once or twice he heard her soft voice speak in the dark room4 ,and ,paul made new songs for her1 but all the time it was for ,margaret that he sang4 ,and they at the castle wondered why ,sir ,paul1 who used formerly to sit so much in his chamber1 now went so much abroad4 ,but he guarded his secret1 and they knew not whither he went2 only he saw once1 from looks that passed between two of the maidens1 that they spoke of him2 and this in times past might have made him ashamed1 but now his heart was too high1 and he cared not4 ,there came a day when ,paul1 finding himself alone with the ,lady ,beckwith1 opened his heart suddenly to her2 but he was checked1 as it were1 by a sudden hand1 for there came into her face a sad and troubled look1 as though she blamed herself for something4 ,then she said to him1 faltering1 that she knew not what to say1 for she could not read her daughter's heart--and ,i think1 ,sir ,paul1 she added1 that she hath no thought of love--love of the sort of which you speak4 ,nay1 the maiden loves you well1 like a dear brother2 she smiles at your approach1 and runs to meet you when she hears your step at the door2 and then seeing a look of pain and terror in the face of ,paul1 she said1 ,nay1 dear ,paul1 ,i know not4 ,god knows how gladly ,i would have it so1 but hearts are very strangely made2 yet you shall speak if you will1 and ,i will give you my prayers4 ,and then she stooped to ,paul1 and kissed his brow1 and said1 ,there is a mother's kiss1 for you are the son of my heart1 whatever befall4 ,so presently the maiden came in1 and ,paul asked her to walk a little with him in the garden1 and she went smiling2 and then he could find no words at all to tell her what was in his heart1 till she said1 laughing1 that he looked strangely1 and that it seemed he had nought to say4 ,so ,paul took her hand1 and told her all his love2 and she looked upon him1 smiling very quietly1 neither trembling nor amazed1 and said that she would be his wife if so he willed it1 and that it was a great honour2 and then1 she added1 you need not go from us1 but you can sing to ,helen every day4 ,then he kissed her2 and there came into his heart a great wave of tenderness1 and he thanked ,god very humbly for so great a gift4 ,yet he somehow felt in his heart that he was not yet content1 and that this was not how he had thought it would fall out2 but he also told himself that he would yet win the maiden's closer love1 for he saw that she loved not as he loved4 ,then after a little talk they went together and told the ,lady ,beckwith1 and she blessed them2 but ,paul could see that neither was she content1 but that she looked at ,margaret with a questioning and wondering look4 ,then there followed very sweet days4 ,it was soon in the spring-time of the year2 the earth was awaking softly from her long sleep1 and was by gentle degrees arraying herself for her summer pomp4 ,the primroses put out yellow stars about the tree roots2 the hyacinths carpeted the woods with blue1 and sent their sweet breath down the glade2 and ,paul felt strange desires stir in his heart1 and rise like birds upon the air2 and when he walked with the ,lady ,margaret among the copses1 or rested awhile upon green banks1 where the birds sang hidden in the thickets1 his heart made continual melody1 and rose in a stream of praise to ,god4 ,but they spoke little of love2 at times ,paul would try to say something of what was in his mind2 but the ,lady ,margaret heard him1 sedately smiling1 as though she were pleased that she could give him this joy1 but as though she understood not what he said4 ,she loved to hear of ,paul's life1 and the places he had visited4 ,and ,paul1 for all his joy1 felt that in his love he was1 as it were1 voyaging on a strange and fair sea alone1 and as though the maiden stood upon the shore and waved her hand to him4 ,when he kissed her or took her hand in his own1 she yielded to him gently and lovingly1 like a child2 and it was then that ,paul felt most alone4 ,but none the less was he happy1 and day after day was lit for him with a golden light4 ,,iv ,one day there came a messenger for ,paul1 and brought him news that made him wonder3 the ,house of ,heritage had fallen1 on ,mistress ,alison's death1 to a distant kinsman of her own and of his4 ,this man1 who was without wife or child1 had lived there solitary1 and it seemed that he was now dead2 and he had left in his will that if ,sir ,paul should wish to redeem the house and land for a price1 he should have the first choice to do so1 seeing his boyhood had been spent there4 ,now ,paul was rich1 for he had received many great gifts and had spent little2 and there came into his heart a great and loving desire to possess the old house4 ,he told the ,lady ,beckwith and ,margaret of this1 and they both advised him to go and see it4 ,so ,paul asked leave of the ,duke1 and told him his business4 ,then the ,duke said very graciously that ,paul had served him well1 and that he would buy the house at his own charges1 and give it to ,paul as a gift2 but he added that this was a gift for past service1 and that he would in no way bind ,paul2 but he hoped that ,paul would still abide in the castle1 at least for a part of the year1 and make music for them4 ,for indeed1 said the ,duke very royally1 it were not meet that so divine a power should be buried in a rustic grange1 but it should abide where it can give delight4 ,indeed1 ,sir ,paul1 it is not only delight6 but through your music there flows a certain holy and ennobling grace into the hearts of all who attentively hear you1 and tames our wild and brutish natures into something worthier and more seemly4 ,then ,paul thanked the ,duke very tenderly1 and said that he would not leave him4 ,so ,paul journeyed alone with an old man-at-arms1 whom the ,duke sent with him for his honour and security2 and when he arrived at the place1 he lodged at the inn4 ,he found the ,house of ,heritage very desolate1 inhabited only by the ancient maid of ,mistress ,alison1 now grown old and infirm4 ,so ,paul purchased the house and land at the ,duke's charges1 and caused it to be repaired1 within and without1 and hired a gardener to dress and keep the ground4 ,he was very impatient to be gone1 but the matter could not be speedily settled2 and though he desired to return to ,wresting1 and to see ,margaret1 of whom he thought night and day1 yet he found a great spring of tenderness rise up in his heart at the sight of the old rooms1 in which little had been changed4 ,the thought of his lonely and innocent boyhood came back to him1 and he visited all his ancient haunts1 the fields1 the wood1 and the down4 ,he thought much1 too1 of ,mistress ,alison and her wise and gracious ways2 indeed1 sitting alone1 as he often did in the old room at evening1 it seemed to him almost as though she sate and watched him1 and was pleased to know that he was famous1 and happy in his love2 so that it appeared to him as though she gave him a benediction from some far-off and holy place1 where she abode and was well satisfied4 ,then at last he was able to return2 but he had been nearly six weeks away4 ,he had moved into the house and lived there2 and it had filled him with a kind of solemn happiness to picture how he would some day1 when he was free1 live there with ,margaret for his wife2 and perhaps there would be children too1 making the house sweet with their laughter and innocent games--children who should look at him with eyes like their mother's4 ,long hours would pass thus while he sate holding a book or his lute between his hands1 the time streaming past in a happy tide of thoughts4 ,but the last night was sad1 for he had gone early to his bed1 as he was to start betimes in the morning2 and he dreamed that he had gone through the wood to the ,isle of ,thorns1 and had seen the house stand empty and shuttered close1 with no signs of life about it4 ,in his dream he went and beat upon the door1 and heard his knocks echo in the hall2 and just as he was about to beat again1 it was opened to him by an old small woman1 that looked thin and sad1 with grey hair and many wrinkles1 whom he did not know4 ,he had thrust past her1 though she seemed to have wished to stay him2 and pushing on1 had found ,margaret sitting in the hall1 who had looked up at him1 and then covered her face with her hands1 and he had seen a look of anguish upon her face4 ,then the dream had slipped from him1 and he dreamed again that he was in a lonely place1 a bleak mountain-top1 with a wide plain spread out beneath2 and he had watched the flight of two white birds1 which seemed to rise from the rocks near him1 and fly swiftly away1 beating their wings in the waste of air4 ,he woke troubled1 and found the dawn peeping through the chinks of the shutter2 and soon he heard the tramping of horses without1 and knew that he must rise and go4 ,and the thought of the dream dwelt heavily with him2 but presently1 riding in the cool air1 it seemed to him that his fears were foolish2 and his love came back to him1 so that he said the name ,margaret over many times to himself1 like a charm1 and sent his thoughts forward1 imagining how ,margaret1 newly risen1 would be moving about the quiet house1 perhaps expecting him4 ,and then he sang a little to himself1 and was pleased to see the old man-at-arms smile wearily as he rode beside him4 ,three days after he rode into the ,castle of ,wresting at sundown1 and was greeted very lovingly2 the ,duke would not let him sing that night1 though ,paul said he was willing2 but after dinner he asked him many questions of how he had fared4 ,and ,paul hoped that he might have heard some talk of the ,lady ,margaret4 ,but none spoke of her1 and he dared not ask4 ,one thing that he noticed was that at dinner the young ,sir ,richard de ,benoit sate opposite him1 looking very pale2 and ,paul1 more than once1 looking up suddenly1 saw that the ,knight was regarding him very fixedly1 as though he were questioning of somewhat2 and that each time ,sir ,richard dropped his eyes as though he were ashamed4 ,after dinner was over1 and ,paul had been discharged by the ,duke1 he had gone back into the hall to see if he could have speech of ,sir ,richard1 and ask if anything ailed him2 but he found him not4 ,then on the morrow1 as soon as he might1 he made haste to go down to the ,isle of ,thorns4 ,as he was crossing a glade1 not far from the house1 he saw to his surprise1 far down the glade1 a figure riding on a horse1 who seemed for a moment to be ,sir ,richard himself4 ,he stood awhile to consider1 and then1 going down the glade1 he cried out to him4 ,sir ,richard1 who was on a white horse1 drew rein1 and turned with his hand upon the loins of the horse2 and then he turned again1 and1 urging the horse forward1 disappeared within the wood4 ,there came1 as it were1 a chill into ,paul's heart that he should be thus unkindly used2 and he vexed his brain to think in what he could have offended the ,knight2 but he quickly returned to his thoughts of love2 so he made haste1 and soon came down to the place4 ,now1 when he came near1 he thought for a moment of his dream2 and shrank back from stepping out of the trees at the corner whence he could see the house2 but chiding himself for his vain terrors1 he went swiftly out1 and saw the house stand as before1 with the trees all delicate green behind it1 and the smoke ascending quietly from the chimneys4 ,then he made haste2 and--for he was now used to enter unbidden--went straight into the house2 the hall and the parlours were all empty2 so that he called upon the servants2 an old serving-maid came forth1 and then ,paul knew in a moment that all was not well4 ,he looked at her for a moment1 and a question seemed to be choked in his throat2 and then he said swiftly1 ,is the ,lady ,beckwith within8 ,the old serving-maid said gravely1 ,she is with the ,lady ,helen1 who is very sick4 ,then ,sir ,paul bade her tell the ,lady ,beckwith that he was in the house2 and as he stood waiting1 there came a kind of shame into his heart1 that what he had heard was so much less than what he had for an instant feared2 and while he strove to be more truly sorry1 the ,lady ,beckwith stood before him1 very pale4 ,she began to speak at once1 and in a low and hurried voice told him of ,helen's illness1 and how that there was little to hope2 and then she put her hand on ,paul's arm1 and said1 ,my son1 why did you leave us8 adding hastily1 ,nay1 it could not have been otherwise4 ,and ,paul1 looking upon her face1 divined in some sudden way that she had not told him all that was in her mind4 ,so he said1 ,dear mother1 you know the cause of that--but tell me all1 for ,i see there is more behind4 ,then the ,lady ,beckwith put her face in her hands1 and saying1 ,yes1 dear ,paul1 there is more1 fell to weeping secretly4 ,while they thus stood together--and ,paul was aware of a deadly fear that clutched at his heart and made all his limbs weak--the ,lady ,margaret came suddenly into the room1 looking so pale and worn that ,paul for a moment did not recognise her4 ,but he put out his arms1 and took a step towards her2 then he saw that she had not known he was in the house2 for she turned first red and then very pale1 and stepped backwards2 and it went to ,paul's heart like the stabbing of a sharp knife1 that she looked at him with a look in which there was shame mingled with a certain fear4 ,now while ,paul stood amazed and almost stupefied with what he saw1 the ,lady ,beckwith said quickly and almost sternly to ,margaret1 ,go back to ,helen--she may not be left alone4 ,margaret slipped from the room2 and the ,lady ,beckwith pointed swiftly to a chair1 and herself sate down4 ,then she said1 ,dear ,paul1 ,i have dreaded this moment and the sight of you for some days--and though ,i should wish to take thought of what ,i am to say to you1 and to say it carefully1 it makes an ill matter worse to dally with it--so ,i will even tell you at once4 ,you must know that some three days after you left us1 the young ,knight ,sir ,richard de ,benoit fell from his horse1 when riding in the wood hard by this house1 and was grievously hurt by the fall4 ,they carried him in here and we tended him4 ,i had much upon my hands1 for dear ,helen was in great suffering2 and so it fell out that ,margaret was often with the ,knight--who1 indeed1 is a noble and generous youth1 very pure and innocent of heart--and oh1 ,paul1 though it pierces my heart to say it1 he loves her--and ,i think that she loves him too4 ,it is a strange and terrible thing1 this love6 it is like the sword that the ,lord ,christ said that ,he came to bring on earth1 for it divides loving households that were else at one together2 and now ,i must say more--the maiden knew not before what love was2 she had read of it in the old books2 and when you came into this quiet house1 bringing with you all the magic of song1 and the might of a gentle and noble spirit1 and offered her love1 she took it gladly and sweetly1 not knowing what it was that you gave2 but ,i have watched my child from her youth up1 and the love that she gave you was the love that she would have given to a brother--she admired you and reverenced you4 ,she knew that maidens were asked and given in marriage1 and she took your love1 as a child might take a rich jewel1 and love the giver of it4 ,and1 indeed1 she would have wedded you1 and might have learned to love you in the other way4 ,but ,god willed it otherwise2 and seeing the young ,knight1 it was as though a door was opened in her spirit1 and she came out into another place4 ,i am sure that no word of love has passed between them2 but it has leaped from heart to heart like a swift fire2 and all this ,i saw too late2 but seeing it1 ,i told ,sir ,richard how matters stood2 and he is an honourable youth2 for from that moment he sought how he might be taken hence1 and made reasons to see no more of the maid4 ,but his misery ,i could see2 and she is no less miserable2 for she has a very pure and simple spirit1 and has fought a hard conflict with herself2 yet will she hold to her word4 ,and now1 dear ,paul1 judge between us1 for the matter lies in your hands4 ,she is yours1 if you claim her2 but her heart cannot be yours awhile1 though you may win it yet4 ,it is true that both knights and maidens have wedded1 loving another2 yet they have learned to love each other1 and have lived comfortably and happily2 but whether1 knowing what ,i have been forced to tell you1 you can be content that things should be as before1 ,i know not4 ,then the ,lady ,beckwith made a pause1 and beat her hands together1 watching ,paul's face2 ,paul sate very still and pale1 all the light gone out of his eyes1 with his lips pressed close together4 ,and at the sight of him the tears came into the ,lady ,beckwith's eyes1 and she could not stay them4 ,and ,paul1 looking darkly on her1 strove to pity her1 but could not2 and clasping the arms of his chair1 said hoarsely1 ,i cannot let her go4 ,so they sate awhile in silence2 and then ,paul rose and said1 ,dear lady1 you have done well to tell me this--,i know deep down in my heart what a brave and noble thing you have done3 but ,i cannot yet believe it--,i will see the ,lady ,margaret and question her of the matter4 ,then the lady said1 ,nay1 dear ,paul1 you will not--you think that you would do so2 but you could not speak with her face to face of such a matter1 and she could not answer you4 ,you must think of it alone1 and to-morrow you must tell me what you decide2 and whichever way you decide it1 ,i will help you as far as ,i can4 ,and then she said1 ,you will pity me a little1 dear ,paul1 for ,i had rather have had a hand cut off than have spoken with you thus4 ,and these simple words brought ,paul a little to himself1 and he rose from his place and kissed the ,lady ,beckwith's hand1 and said1 ,dear mother1 you have done well2 but my sorrow is greater than ,i can bear1 ,and at that the ,lady ,beckwith wept afresh2 but ,paul went out in a stony silence1 hardly knowing what he did4 ,then it seemed to ,paul as though he went down into deep waters indeed1 which passed cold and silent1 in horror and bitterness1 over his soul4 ,he did not contend or cry out2 but he knew that the light had fallen out of his life1 and had left him dark and dead4 ,so he went slowly back to the castle through the wood1 hating his life and all that he was2 once or twice he felt a kind of passion rise within him1 and he said to himself1 ,she is pledged to me1 and she shall be mine4 ,and then there smote upon him the thought that in thinking thus he was rather brute than man4 ,and he fell at last into an agony of prayer that ,god would lead him to the light1 and show him what he should do4 ,when he reached the castle he put a strong constraint upon himself2 he went down to the hall2 he even sang2 but it was like a dream2 he seemed to be out of the body1 and as it were to see himself standing1 and to hear the words falling from his own lips4 ,the ,duke courteously praised him1 and said that he was well content to hear his minstrel again4 ,as he left the hall1 he passed through a little anteroom1 that was hung with arras1 on the way to his chamber2 and there he saw sitting on a bench1 close to the door that led to the turret stair1 the young ,knight1 ,sir ,richard2 and there rose in his heart a passion of anger1 so strong that he felt as though a hand were laid upon his heart1 crushing it4 ,and he stood still1 and looked upon the ,knight1 who raised so pale and haggard a face upon him1 that ,paul1 in spite of his own misery1 saw before him a soul as much or more vexed than his own2 and then the anger died out of his heart1 and left in him only the sense of the bitter fellowship of suffering2 the ,knight rose to his feet1 and they stood for a moment looking at each other2 and then the ,knight said1 pale to the lips1 ,sir ,paul1 we are glad to welcome you back--,i have heard of the ,duke's gift1 and rejoice that your inheritance should thus return to you4 ,and ,paul bowed and said1 ,ay1 it is a great gift2 but it seems that in finding it ,i have lost a greater4 ,and then1 seeing the ,knight grow paler still1 if that were possible1 he said1 ,sir ,richard1 let me tell you a parable2 there was a little bird of the wood that came to my window1 and made me glad--so that ,i thought of no other thing but my wild bird1 that trusted me3 and while ,i was absent1 one hath whispered it away1 and it will not return4 ,and ,sir ,richard said1 ,nay1 ,sir ,paul1 you are in this unjust4 ,what if the wild bird hath seen its mate8 ,and1 for you know not the other side of the parable1 its mate hath hid itself in the wood1 and the wild bird will return to you1 if you bid it come4 ,then ,sir ,paul1 knowing that the ,knight had done worthily and like a true knight1 said1 ,sir ,richard1 ,i am unjust2 but you will pardon me1 for my heart is very sore4 ,and so ,paul passed on to his chamber2 and that night was a very bitter one1 for he went down into the sad valley into which men must needs descend1 and he saw no light there4 ,and once in the night he rose dry-eyed and fevered from his bed1 and twitching the curtain aside1 saw the forest lie sleeping in the cold light of the moon2 and his thought went out to the ,isle of ,thorns1 and he saw the four hearts that were made desolate2 and he questioned in his heart why ,god had made the hard and grievous thing that men call love4 ,then he went back and fell into a sort of weary sleep2 and waking therefrom1 he felt a strange and terrible blackness seize upon his spirit1 so that he could hear his own heart beat furious and thick in the darkness2 and he prayed that ,god would release him from the prison of the world4 ,but while he lay1 he heard the feet of a horse clatter on the pavement1 it being now near the dawn2 and presently there came a page fumbling to the door1 who bore a letter from the ,lady ,beckwith1 and it ran2-- ,i would not write to you thus1 dear ,paul1 unless my need were urgent2 but the dear ,helen is near her end1 and has prayed me many times that1 if it were possible1 you should come and sing to her--for she fears to go into the dark1 and says that your voice can give her strength and hope4 ,now if it be possible1 come2 but if you say nay to my messenger1 ,i shall well understand it4 ,but the dear one hath done you no hurt1 and for the love of the ,god who made us1 come and comfort us--from her who loves you as a son1 these4 ,then ,paul when he had read1 pondered for awhile2 and then he said to the page1 ,say that ,i will come4 ,so he arrayed himself with haste1 and went swiftly through the silent wood1 looking neither to left or to right1 but only to the path at his feet4 ,and presently he came to the ,isle of ,thorns2 it lay in a sort of low silver mist1 the house pushing through it1 as a rock out of the sea4 ,and then a sudden chill came over ,paul1 and the very marrow of his bones shuddered2 for he knew in his heart that this was nothing but the presaging of death2 and he thought that the dreadful angel stood waiting at the door1 and that presently the spirit of one that lay within must arise1 leaving the poor body behind1 and go with the angel4 ,in the high chamber where ,helen lay burnt a light behind a curtain2 and ,paul saw a form pass slowly to and fro4 ,and he would fain have pitied the two who must lose her whom they loved2 but there passed over his spirit a sort of bitter wind2 and he could feel no pity for any soul but his own1 and his heart was dry as dust2 he felt in his mind nothing but a kind of dumb wonder as to why he had troubled himself to come4 ,there must have been1 he saw1 a servant bidden to await his coming1 because1 as his feet sounded on the flags1 the door was opened to him2 and in a moment he was within the hall4 ,at the well-known sights and scents of the place1 the scene of his greatest happiness1 the old aching came back into his stony heart1 and grief1 that was like a sharp sword1 thrust through him4 ,suddenly1 as he stood1 a door opened1 and ,margaret came into the hall2 she saw him in a moment2 and he divined that she had not known he was within1 but had meant only to pass through2 for she stopped short as though irresolute1 and looked at him with a wild and imploring gaze1 like a forest thing caught in a trap4 ,in a moment there flowed into ,paul's heart a great pity and tenderness1 and a strength so wonderful that he knew it was not his own1 but the immortal strength of ,god4 ,and he stepped forward1 forgetting all his own pain and misery1 and said1 ,margaret1 dear one1 dear sister1 what is the shadow that hath fallen between us at this time8 ,i would not1 he went on1 speak of ourselves at such an hour as this2 but ,i see that there is somewhat--we minstrels have a power to look in the heart of those we love--and ,i think it is this--that you can love me1 dear one1 as a brother1 and not as a lover4 ,well1 ,i am content1 and so it shall be4 ,i love you too well1 little one1 to desire any love but what you can give me--so brother and sister we will be4 ,then he saw a light come into her face1 and she murmured words of sorrow that he could not hear2 but he put his arm about her as a brother might1 and kissed her cheek4 ,and then she put her hands upon his shoulder1 and her face upon them1 and broke out into a passion of weeping4 ,and ,paul1 saying ,even so1 kissed and comforted her1 as one might comfort a child1 till she looked up1 as if to inquire somewhat of him4 ,and he said smiling1 ,so this is my dear sister indeed--yes1 ,i will be content with that--and now take me to the dear ,helen1 that ,i may see if my art can comfort her4 ,then it was very sweet to ,paul's sore heart that she drew her arm within his own and led him up from the room4 ,then there came in haste the ,lady ,beckwith down to meet them1 with a look of pain upon her face2 and ,paul said1 still smiling1 ,we are brother and sister henceforth4 ,then the ,lady ,beckwith smiled too out of her grief and said1 ,oh1 it is well4 ,then they passed together through the oratory and entered the chamber of death4 ,and then ,paul saw a heavenly sight4 ,the room was a large one1 dim and dark4 ,in a chair near the fire1 all in white1 sate a maiden like a lily--so frail and delicate that she seemed like a pure spirit1 not a thing of earth4 ,she sate with a hand upraised between her and the fire2 and when ,paul came in1 she looked at him with a smile in which appeared nothing but a noble patience1 as though she had waited long2 but she did not speak4 ,then they drew a chair for ,paul1 and he took his lute1 and sang soft and low1 a song of one who sinks into sweet dreams1 when the sounds of day are hushed--and presently he made an end4 ,then she made a sign that ,paul should approach1 and he went to her1 and kneeled beside her1 and kissed her hand4 ,and ,margaret came out of the dark1 and put her hand on ,paul's shoulder saying1 ,this is our brother4 ,and ,helen smiled in ,paul's face--and something1 a kind of heavenly peace and love1 seemed to pass from her eyes and settle in ,paul's heart2 and it was told him in that hour1 he knew not how1 that this was his bride whom he had loved1 and that he had loved ,margaret for her sake2 and that moment seemed to ,paul to be worth all his life that had gone before1 and all that should go after4 ,so he knelt in the silence2 and then in a moment1 he knew not where or whence1 the whole air seemed full of a heavenly music about them1 such music as he had never dreamed of1 the very soul and essence of the music of earth4 ,but ,helen laid her head back1 and1 smiling still1 she died4 ,and ,paul laid her hand down4 ,then without a word he rose1 and went from the chamber2 and he stepped out into the garden1 and paced there wondering2 he saw the trees stand silent in their sleep1 and the flowers like stars in their dewy beds4 ,and he knew that ,god was very near him2 he put all his burdens and sorrows1 his art1 and all himself within the mighty hands2 and he knew that he could never doubt again of the eternal goodness and the faithful tender love of the ,father4 ,and all the while the dawn slowly brightened over the wood1 and came up very slowly and graciously out of the east4 ,then ,paul gave word that he must return to the castle1 but would come back soon4 ,and as he mounted the steps1 he saw that there was a man pacing on the terrace above1 and knew that it was the ,knight ,richard1 whom he sought4 ,so he went up on the terrace1 and there he saw the young ,knight looking out over the forest2 ,paul went softly up to him and laid his hand upon his shoulder1 and the ,knight turned upon him a haggard and restless eye4 ,then ,paul said1 ,sir ,richard1 ,i come from the ,isle of ,thorns--but ,i have more to say to you4 ,you are a noble ,knight and have done very worthily--and ,i yield to you with all my heart the dear ,margaret1 for we are brother and sister1 and nought else1 now and henceforth4 ,then ,sir ,richard1 as though he hardly heard him aright1 stood looking upon his face2 and ,paul took his hand very gently in both his own1 and said1 ,yes1 it is even so--and we will be brothers too4 ,then he went within the castle--and lying down in his chamber he slept peacefully like a little child4 ,v ,many years have passed since that day4 ,first ,sir ,richard wedded the ,lady ,margaret1 and dwelt at the ,isle of ,thorns4 ,a boy was born to them1 whom they named ,paul1 and a daughter whom they called ,helen4 ,and ,paul was much with them1 and had great content4 ,he made1 men said1 sweeter music than ever he had done1 in those days4 ,then the ,duke died2 and ,paul1 though his skill failed not1 and though the ,king himself would have had him to his ,court1 went back to the ,house of ,heritage1 and there dwelt alone1 a grave and kindly man1 very simple of speech1 and loving to walk and sit alone4 ,and ,sir ,richard and the ,lady ,margaret bought an estate hard by and dwelt there4 ,now ,paul would make no more music1 save that he sometimes played a little on the lute for the pleasure of the ,lady ,margaret2 but he took into his house a boy whom he taught the art2 and when he was trained and gone into the world1 to make music of his own1 ,paul took another--so that as the years went on1 he had sent out a number of his disciples to be minstrels2 so his art was not lost2 and one of these1 who was a very gracious child named ,percival1 he loved better than the rest1 because he saw in him that he had a love for the art more than for all the rewards of art4 ,and once when they sate together1 the boy ,percival said1 ,dear sir1 may ,i ask you a question8 ,a dozen1 if it be your will1 said ,paul1 smiling2 but1 dear child1 ,i know not if ,i can answer it4 ,then the boy said1 ,why do you not make more music1 dear sir8 for it seems to me like a well that holds its waters close and deep1 and will not give them forth4 ,then ,paul said smiling1 ,nay1 ,i have given men music of the best4 ,but there are two reasons why ,i make no more2 and ,i will tell you them1 if you can understand them4 ,the first is that many years ago ,i heard a music that shamed me2 and that sealed the well4 ,then the boy said musing1 ,tell me the name of the musician1 dear ,sir ,paul1 for ,i have heard that you were ever the first4 ,then ,paul said1 ,nay1 ,i know not the name of the maker of it4 ,then the boy said smiling1 ,then1 dear sir1 it must have been the music of the angels4 ,and ,paul said1 ,ay1 it was that4 ,then the boy was silent1 and sate in awe1 while ,paul mused1 touching his lute softly4 ,then he roused himself and said1 ,and the second reason1 dear child1 is this4 ,there comes a time to all that make--whether it be books or music or pictures--when they can make no new thing1 but go on in the old manner1 working with the fingers of age the dreams of youth4 ,and to me this seems as it were a profane and unholy thing1 that a man should use so divine an art thus unworthily2 it is as though a host should set stale wine before his guests1 and put into it some drug which should deceive their taste2 and ,i think that those who do this do it for two reasons3 either they hanker for the praise thereof1 and cannot do without the honour--and that is unworthy--or they do it because they have formed the habit of it1 and have nought to fill their vacant hours--and that is unworthy too4 ,so hearing the divine music of which ,i spoke but now1 ,i knew that ,i could attain no further2 and that there was a sweet plenty of music in the hand of ,god1 and that he would give it as men needed it2 but that my own work was done4 ,for each man must decide for himself when to make an end4 ,and further1 dear child1 mark this6 ,the peril for us and for all that follow art is to grow so much absorbed in our handiwork1 so vain of it1 that we think there is nought else in the world4 ,into that error ,i fell1 and therein abode4 ,but we are in this world like little children at school4 ,god has many fair things to teach us1 but we grow to love our play1 and to think of nought else1 so that the holy lessons fall on unheeding ears2 but now ,i have put aside my play1 and sit awhile listening to the voice of ,god1 and to all that ,he may teach me2 and the lesson is hard to spell2 but ,i wait upon ,him humbly and quietly1 till ,he call me hence4 ,and now we have talked enough1 and we will go back to our music2 and you shall play me that passage over1 for you played it not deftly enough before4 ,now it happened that a few days later ,paul in his sleep dreamed a dream2 and when he woke1 he could scarce contain his joy2 and the boy ,percival1 seeing him in the morning1 marvelled at the radiance that appeared in his face2 and a little later ,paul bade him go across the fields to the ,lady ,margaret's house1 and to bid her come to him1 if she would1 for he had something that he must tell her1 and he might not go abroad4 ,so ,percival told the ,lady ,margaret2 and she wondered at the message1 and asked if ,sir ,paul was sick4 ,and the boy said1 ,no1 ,i never saw him so full of joy--so that ,i am afraid4 ,then the ,lady ,margaret went to the ,house of ,heritage2 and ,paul came to greet her at the door1 and brought her in1 and sate for awhile in silence1 looking on her face4 ,the ,lady ,margaret was now a very comely and sedate lady1 and had held her son's child in her arms2 and ,paul was a grey-haired man2 yet in his eyes she was still the maiden he had known4 ,then ,paul1 speaking very softly1 said1 ,dear ,margaret1 ,i have bidden you come hither1 for ,i think ,i am called hence2 and when ,i depart1 and ,i know not when it may be1 ,i would close my eyes in the dear house where ,i was nurtured4 ,then she looked at him with a sudden fear1 but he went on1 ,dear one1 ,i have dreamed very oft of late of ,helen--she stands smiling in a glory1 and looks upon me4 ,but this last night ,i saw more4 ,i know not if ,i slept or waked1 but ,i heard a high and heavenly music2 and then ,i saw ,helen stand1 but she stood not alone2 she held by the hand a child1 who smiled upon me2 and the child was like herself2 but ,i presently discerned that the child had a look of myself as well2 and she loosed the child's hand from her own1 and the child ran to me and kissed me2 and ,helen seemed to beckon me2 and then ,i passed into sleep again4 ,but now ,i see the truth4 ,the love that ,i bear her hath begotten1 ,i think1 a child of the spirit that hath never known a mortal birth2 and the twain wait for me4 ,and ,margaret1 knowing not what to say1 but feeling that he had seen somewhat high and heavenly1 sate in silence2 and presently ,paul1 breaking out of a muse1 began to talk of the sweet days of their youth1 and of the tender mercies of ,god4 ,but while he spoke1 he suddenly broke off1 and held up his hand2 and there came a waft of music upon the air4 ,and ,paul smiled like a tired child1 and lay back in his chair2 and as he did so a string of the lute that lay beside him broke with a sweet sharp sound4 ,and the ,lady ,margaret fell upon her knees beside him1 and took his hand2 and then she seemed to see a cloudy gate1 and two that stood together--a fair woman and a child2 and up to the gate1 out of a cloud1 came swiftly a man1 like one that reaches his home at last2 and the three went in at the gate together1 hand in hand2--and then the music came once again1 and died upon the air4