,transcrib$ f ! #ahid ,oliphant ,&]son & ,f]ri] edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgd;cov5try4ac4uk ,,bunyan ,,*>act]s--,,second ,,s]ies ,lectures deliv]$ 9 ,/4 ,george's ,free ,*ur* ,ed9burgh ,by ,alex&] ,:yte1 ,d4,d4 ,,ignorance ,i 0 alive )\t ! law once4--,paul4 ,i 0 n[ a brisk talk] also myself 9 ! matt] ( religion4--,bunyan4 ,?is is a new k9d ( pilgrim4 ,!re are n _m pilgrims l ?is bright brisk y\?4 ,a few m "y g5tlem5 l ?is1 & ! pilgrimage way w\ld positively soon become fa%ionable & popul>1 & be ! ?+ to d4 ,_h y met ) ?is "y g5tleman 9 society1 _h y notic$ him beg9n+ to come ab\t y\r *ur*1 y w\ld h lo/ no "t 9 f9d+ out :o he 04 ,i c well believe x1 y w\ld h repli$4 ,inde$1 ,i felt sure ( x4 ,i mu/ ask him to ! h\se4 ,i 0 q /ruck ) 8 appe>ance & 8 mann]s4 ,yes2 ask him at once to y\r h\se2 %[ him "s po9t$ att5tions & y w nev] regret x4 ,= if he goes to ! b> & works ev5 dec5tly at 8 cases1 he w be fir/ a %]iff & !n a judge 9 no "t4 ,if he %\ld take to politics1 he w be an "u-secret>y be=e 8 fir/ p>liam5t is out4 ,& if he takes to ! *ur*1 :i* is n at all unlikely1 our ,we/-end congregations w all be compet+ = him z _! junior colleague2 &1 if he elects ei!r ( our ,e/abli%$ *ur*es to ex]cise 8 pr(ession 9 x1 he w h d9$ ) ,h] ,maje/y :ile half ( 8 class-fell[s are /ill half-/>v$ probation]s4 ,society fa!rs w po9t him out ) ang] to _! unsuccessful sons1 & society mo!rs w smile "u _! eyelids z !y see him hang+ ov] _! daught]s4 ,well1 z ?is h&some & well-appo9t$ y\? /epp$ out ( 8 own neat little lane into ! r\gh road on :i* our two pilgrims 7 /agg]+ upw>d1 he felt some:at a%am$ to be se5 9 _! company4 ,& ,i d n wond]4 ,= a great] contra/ y w\ld n h se5 on any road 9 all t c\ntry t day4 ,he 0 at y\r v fir/ sight ( him a g5tleman & ! son ( a g5tleman4 ,a little ov]-dress$ p]haps2 z1 also1 a little l(ty to ! two r batt]$ b o!rwise dec5t en\gh m5 :o1 be+ s mu* old] ?an he1 took ! lib]ty ( fir/ acco/+ him4 ,brisk is 8 biograph]'s description ( him4 ,fea!r-head$1 flippant1 & almo/ impud5t1 y might h be5 tempt$ to say ( him _h y jo9$ ! little p>ty at t mom5t4 ,b ^? two tumbl$1 brok5-w9d$1 &1 inde$1 brok5-he>t$ old m5 _h be51 z an old au?or says1 s empti$ f vessel to vessel--!y _h _h a life ( su* sl\ghs & /iff climbs--!y _h be5 9 hung] & ?ir/1 9 cold & nak$ness s (t5--t x 0 no wond] t _! d&iacal companion walk$ on a little ahead ( !m4 ',g5tlem51' 8 f9e clo!s & 8 cane & 8 head 9 ! air all said to 8 two some:at disreputable-look+ fell[- travell]s1--,g5tlem51 y be utt] /rang]s to me3 ,i "k y n4 ,&1 besides1 ,i take my pleasure 9 walk+ alone1 ev5 m a great deal ?an 9 company1 unless ,i l x bett]4 ,b all 8 society mann]s1 & all 8 co/ly & well-kept clo!s1 & all 8 easy & self-confid5t airs did n impose ^u ! two w>y old pilgrims4 ,!y _h se5 too mu* ( ! _w1 & _h be5 too long mix+ among all k9ds ( pilgrims1 "y & old1 true & false1 to be easily impos$ ^u4 ,besides1 z "o c\ld see f _! wea!r-beat5 faces1 & _! ?readb>e g>m5ts1 !y _h f\nd ! upw>d way s dreadfully difficult t !y bo? felt a real appreh5sion z to ! future ( ?is light-he>t$ & light-head$ y\?4 ,y may f9d "s difficulty at ! gate1 some:at bluntly broke 9 ! olde/ ( ! two pilgrims on _! "y comrade4 ,i %all1 no d\bt1 d at ! gate z o!r good p d1 repli$ ! "y g5tleman briskly4 ,b :at h y to %[ at ! gate t may cause t ! gate be op5$ to y8 ,:y1 ,i "k my ,"l's w1 & ,i h be5 a good liv] all my days1 & ,i pay e man 8 own4 ,i pray1 moreov]1 & ,i fa/4 ,i pay ti!s1 & give alms1 & h left my c\ntry = :i!r ,i am go+4 ,n[1 be=e we g fur!r3 ,d all y "y g5tlem5 d z mu* z t8 ,h y always be5 good liv]s8 ,h y paid e man & woman _! due8 ,d y pray to be call$ pray]8 ,&1 if s1 :51 & :]e1 & :at =1 & h[ long at a "t8 ,i d n ask if y\r private pray]-book is l ,bi%op ,&rewes' ,devotions1 :i* 0 s r$uc$ to pulp ) te>s & sweat & ! cl5*+ ( 8 agonis+ h&s t 8 lit]>y executors 7 ) difficulty able to deciph] x4 ,clito 9 ! ,*ri/ian ,p]fection 0 s exp$iti\s ) 8 pray]s t he us$ to boa/ t he c\ld bo? dress & d 8 devotions 9 a qu>t] ( an h\r4 ,:at 0 ! longe/ "t y ev] took to dress or undress & say y\r pray]s8 ,!n1 aga91 !re is ano!r ,anglican "y g5tleman 9 ! same ,high ,*ur* book :o always fa/s on ,good ,friday & ! ,?irtie? ( ,janu>y4 ,did y ev] d5y y\rself a glass ( w9e or a cig> or an op]a ticket = ! *ur* or ! poor8 ,c\ld y hone/ly say t y "k :at ti!s are8 ,& is !re a poor man or woman or *ild 9 ?is :ole city :o w by any *ance put y\r "n into _! pray]s & praises at b$time to-night8 ,i am afraid !re are n _m "y g5tlem5 9 ?is h\se to-night :o c\ld ca/ a /one at t brisk lad ,ignorance1 ,va9-,hope1 door 9 ! side ( ! hill1 & all4 ,he 0 n f> f ! k+dom ( heav52 inde$1 he got up to ! v gate ( x4 ,h[ _m ( y w get half z f>8 ,n[ 7:at ?9k y871 0 x n a v bold ?+ 9 ,john ,bunyan1 ^: own desc5t 0 ( su* a l[ & inconsid]able g5]ation1 8 fa!r's h\se be+ ( t rank t is meane/ & mo/ despis$ ( all ! families 9 ! l&--0 x n almo/ too bold 9 su* a cl[n to take su* a g5tleman-s*ol> z ,saul ( ,t>sus1 ! future ,apo/le ( ! ,"l1 & put him into ! ,pilgrim's ,progress1 & !re g on to describe him z a v brisk lad & nickname him ) ! nickname ( ,ignorance8 ,=1 9 k ( all k9ds to be call$ k1 ,gamaliel's gold m$alli/ c\ld h b\ght ! unlett]$ t9k] ( ,el/[ 9 "o end ( ! m>ket & sold him 9 ! o!r4 ,& nobody knew t bett] ?an ,bunyan did4 ,& yet su* a lion 0 he = ! tru?1 su* a disciple ( ,lu!r 0 he1 & su* a def5d] & prea*] ( ! "o doctr9e ( a /&+ or fall+ *ur*1 t he fills page aft] page ) ! crass ignorance ( ! o!rwise mo/ le>n$ ( all ! ,new ,te/am5t m54 ,bunyan does n accuse ! ris+ hope ( ! ,ph>isees ( s*ool or ( synagogue ignorance4 ,t "y ,hebrew ,rabbi knew e jot & tittle ( ! law ( ,moses1 & all ! accumulat$ traditions ( ! fa!rs to boot4 ,b ,bunyan has ,paul himself ) him :5 he accuses & convicts ,saul ( an absolutely bruti% ignorance ( 8 own he>t & hidd5 nature4 ,t s v brisk lad 0 always boa/+ 9 himself ( ! day on :i* he 0 circumcis$1 & ( ! old /ock ( :i* he _h come2 ( 8 tribe1 ( 8 zeal1 ( 8 blamelessness1 & ( ! pr(it he _h made ( 8 educational & ecclesia/ical opportunities4 ,:]eas ,bunyan is fa9 to say ( himself 9 8 ,grace ,ab\nd+ t he is n able to boa/ ( noble blood or ( a high-born /ate accord+ to ! fle%4 ,?\gh1 all ?+s consid]$1 ,i magnify ! ,heav5ly ,maje/y = t by ?is door ,he br\ght me into ?is _w to p>take ( ! grace & life t is 9 ,*ri/ by ! ,gospel4 ,z we li/5 to ! conv]sation t goes on betwe5 ! two old pilgrims & ?is sm>tly appo9t$ y\?1 we f9d !m /riv+ h>d1 b )\t any sign ( success1 to conv9ce him ( "s ( ! ?+s f :i* he gets 8 some:at sev]e "n4 ,= "o ?+1 !y at la/ bluntly told him t he evid5tly did n "k ! v ,a ,b ,c ab\t himself4 ,till1 :5 too h>d press$ by ! m ru?less ( ! two old m51 ! exasp]at$ y\? at la/ frankly bur/ out3 ,i w nev] believe t my he>t is ?us bad6 ,!re is a w>m t\* ( ,bunyan's own exp]i5ce "h1 mix$ up ) 8 s dramatic developm5t ( ,paul's morsels ( autobiography t he lets drop 9 8 ,epi/les to ! ,philippians & to ! ,galatians4 ,n[ 0 ,i become godly2 n[ ,i 0 become a "r hone/ man4 ,?\gh z yet ,i 0 no?+ b a poor pa9t$ hypocrite1 yet ,i 0 pr\d ( my godl9ess4 ,i read my ,bible1 b z = ,paul's ,epi/les1 & su* l ,scriptures1 ,i c\ld n away ) !m2 be+1 z yet1 b ignorant bo? ( ! corruptions ( my nature & ( ! want & wor? ( ,jesus ,*ri/ to save me4 ,! new bir? did nev] ent] my m9d1 nei!r knew ,i ! deceitfulness & trea*]y ( my own wick$ he>t4 ,& z = secret ?\ghts1 ,i took no notice ( !m4 ,my bre?r51 old & "y1 :at d y ?9k ( all t8 ,:at h y to say to all t8 ,does all t n op5 a w9d[ & let a flood ( daylight into y\r own brea/8 ,i am sure x does4 ,t is ! be/ portrait ( y t ev] 0 pa9t$4 ,d y n see y\rself !re z 9 a glass8 ,& d y n turn ) disgu/ & loa?+ f ! /upid & fooli% face8 ,y compla9 & tell /ories ab\t h[ impo/ors & *eats & li>s h come to y\r door & h impud5tly ?ru/ !mselves into y\r inn]mo/ rooms2 b y\r own he>t1 if y only knew x1 is deceitful f> above !m all4 ,n ! human he>t z x /&s 9 confessions1 & 9 cate*isms1 & 9 deep religi\s books1 b y\r own he>t t beats out its blood-poison ( self-deceit1 & d>kness1 & dea? day & night cont9ually4 ,my he>t is a good he>t1 said t poor ill-br\ght-up boy1 :o 0 already de/roy$ by 8 fa!r & 8 "m = lack ( self-k4 ,i entirely grant y t ^? two old s9n]s by ?is "t 7 tak+ v pessimi/ic & v melan*oly views ( human nature1 &1 !re=e1 ( e human be+1 "y & old4 ,!y knew t no language _h ev] be5 co9$ 9 any scripture1 or cre$1 or cate*ism1 or secret di>y ( ! deepe/ p5it5t1 t ev5 half utt]$ _! own evil he>ts2 & !y _h liv$ long en\gh to see t we are all cut out ( "o web1 are all dy$ 9 "o vat1 & are all corrupt$ beyond all accusation or confession 9 ,adam's corruption4 ,b h[ 0 t poor1 mi%&l$ lad to "k or believe all t8 ,he c\ld n4 ,x 0 impossible4 ,y g s fa/1 g5tlem51 t ,i _c keep pace ) y4 ,g y on be=e & ,i w /ay a :ile beh9d4 ,!n said ,*ri/ian to 8 companion3 ,x pities me mu* = ?is poor lad1 = x w c]ta9ly g ill ) him at la/4 ,alas6 said ,hopeful1 !re are abundance 9 our t[n 9 8 condition3 :ole families1 yea1 :ole /reets1 & t ( pilgrims too4 ,is y\r family su* a family z ?is8 ,& are y y\rself j su* a pilgrim z ,ignorance 01 & are y ha/5+ on to j su* an end8 ,& !n1 z a consequ5ce1 be+ :olly ignorant ( 8 own corruption & condemnation 9 ! sight ( ,god1 ?is mis]able man mu/ rema9 ignorant & outside ( all t ,god has done 9 ,*ri/ = corrupt & condemn$ m54 ,i believe t ,*ri/ di$ = s9n]s & t ,i %all be ju/ifi$ be=e ,god f ! curse ?r\gh ,8 graci\s acceptance ( my ob$i5ce to ,8 law4 ,or1 !n1 to take x ?is way1 ,*ri/ makes my duties t are religi\s acceptable to ,8 ,fa!r by virtue ( ,8 m]its1 & s %all ,i be ju/ifi$4 ,n[1 ,i v]ify believe t n9e out ( t5 ( ! "y m5 :o are "h to-night w\ld subscribe t /atem5t & nev] suspect !re 0 any?+ wrong ) x or ) !mselves4 ,& yet1 :at does ,*ri/ian1 :o1 9 ?is matt]1 is j ,john ,bunyan1 :o aga9 is j ! ^w ( ,god--:at does ! old pilgrim say to ?is confession ( ?is "y pilgrim's fai?8 ,ignorance is ?y "n1 he says1 & z ?y "n is1 s art ?\3 ev5 ?is ?y answ] demon/rate? :at ,i say4 ,ignorant ?\ art ( :at ju/ify+ righte\sness is1 & z ignorant h[ to secure ?y s\l ?r\gh ! fai? ( x f ! heavy wra? ( ,god4 ,yea1 ?\ also art ignorant ( ! true effect ( sav+ fai? 9 ?is righte\sness ( ,*ri/'s1 :i* is to b[ & w9 ov] ! he>t to ,god 9 ,*ri/1 to love ,8 "n1 ,8 ^w1 ,8 ways1 & ,8 p4 ,paul sums up all 8 own e>ly life 9 ?is "o ^w1 ignorant ( ,god's righte\sness4 ,go+ ab\t1 he says also1 to e/abli% our own righte\sness1 n submitt+ ourselves to be ju/ifi$ by ! righte\sness t ,god has provid$ ) su* wisdom & grace1 & at su* a co/ 9 ,8 ,son ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,n[1 "y m51 ,i defy y to be bett] born1 bett] br\ght up1 or to h bett] prospects ?an ,saul ( ,t>sus _h4 ,i defy y to h pr(it$ m by all y\r opportunities & advantages ?an he _h done4 ,i defy y to be m blameless 9 y\r op5+ manhood ?an he 04 ,& yet x all w5t l smoke :5 he got a true sight ( himself1 &1 ) t1 a true sight ( ,*ri/ & ,8 ju/ify+ righte\sness4 ,read at home to-night1 & read :5 alone1 :at t great man ( ,god says ab\t all t 9 8 classical epi/le to ! ,philippians1 & refuse to sleep till y h made ! same submission4 ,&1 to-night1 & all y\r days1 let submission1 ,paul's spl5did submission1 be ! s\l & _s ( all y\r religi\s life4 ,submission to be se>*$ by ,god's holy law z by a light$ c&le3 submission to be ju/ifi$ f all t t c&le discov]s3 submission to take ,*ri/ z y\r life & righte\sness1 sanctification & r$emption3 & submission ( y\r m9d & y\r w & y\r he>t to ,him at all times & 9 all ?+s4 ,nay1 /ay /ill1 & say :]e y sit1 ,"l1 ,i submit4 ,i submit on ! spot to be p>don$4 ,i submit n[ to be sav$4 ,i submit 9 all ?+s f ?is v h\r & h\se ( ,god n any long] to be m9e own1 b to be ,?9e1 ,o ,god1 ,?9e1 ,?9e1 = ev]1 9 ,jesus ,*ri/ ,?y ,son & my ,savi\r6 ,b1 "o day1 z ,i 0 pass+ 9 ! field1 & t1 too1 ) "s da%es 9 my consci5ce1 fe>+ le/ all 0 n "r1 sudd5ly ?is s5t5ce fell ^u my s\l1 ,?y ,righte\sness is 9 heav56 ,&1 me?\ght1 ,i saw ) ! eyes ( my s\l ,jesus ,*ri/ at ,god's "r h&4 ,!re1 ,i saw1 0 my ,righte\sness4 ,i also saw1 moreov]1 t x 0 n my good frame ( he>t t made my ,righte\sness bett]1 nor my bad frame ( he>t t made my ,righte\sness worse3 = my ,righte\sness 0 ,jesus ,*ri/ ,himself1 ! same ye/]day1 & to-day1 & = ev]4 ',twas glori\s to me to see ,8 exaltation1 & ! wor? & preval5cy ( ,8 b5efits4 ,& t because ,i c\ld n[ look f myself to ,him & %\ld reckon t all ^? graces ( ,god t 7 n[ gre5 9 me 7 yet b l ^? crack-groats & f\r-p5ce halfp5nies t ri* m5 c>ry 9 _! purses :5 _! gold is 9 _! trunks at home6 ,oh1 ,i saw t day t my gold 0 all 9 my trunk at home6 ,ev5 9 ,*ri/1 my ,"l & ,savi\r6 ,n[1 ,*ri/ 0 all to me3 all my wisdom1 all my righte\sness1 all my sanctification & all my r$emption4 ,me?9ks 9 ?is ,god speaks1 ,no t9k] ha? su* p[]4 ,,little-,,fai? ,o ?\ ( little fai?4--,our ,"l4 ,little-,fai?1 let x nev] be =gott51 01 all ! "t1 a good man4 ,) all 8 mi/akes ab\t himself1 ) 8 sad misadv5ture1 ) all 8 loss ( blood & ( money1 & ) 8 :ole aft]-lifetime ( doleful & bitt] compla9ts1--all ! "t1 ,little-,fai? 0 all ?r\gh1 9 a way1 a good man4 ,to keep u "r on ?is all-important po9t1 & to prev5t our be+ prematurely prejudic$ aga9/ ?is pilgrim because ( 8 some:at prejudicial "n--because give a dog a bad "n1 y "k1 & y _h bett] hang him out ( h& at once--because1 ,i say1 ( ?is pilgrim's some:at suspici\s "n1 8 scrupul\sly j1 &1 inde$1 k9dly affect$ biograph] says ( him1 & says x ( him n once nor twice1 b ov] & ov] & ov] aga91 t ?is ,little-,fai? 0 really all ! "t a truly good man4 ,&1 m ?an t1 ?is good man's goodness 0 n a new ?+ ) him x 0 n a ?+ ( ye/]day4 ,?is man _h1 happily to beg9 )1 a good fa!r & a good "m4 ,& if !re 0 a good t[n 9 all ^? p>ts = a boy to be born & br\ght up 9 x 0 surely ! t[n ( ,s9c]e4 ,tra9 up a *ild 9 ! way he %\ld g1 & :5 he is old he w n dep>t f x4 ,well1 ,little-,fai? _h be5 s tra9$ up bo? by 8 fa!r & 8 "m & 8 s*oolma/] & 8 m9i/]1 & he nev] co/ ei!r ( !m a sore he>t or ev5 an h\r's sleep4 ,"o :o knew him well1 z well1 inde$1 z only "o "y man kn[s ano!r1 has be5 fa9 to te/ify1 :5 suspicions h be5 ca/ on ! purity & integrity ( 8 y\?1 t no?+ w describe ?is pilgrim s well 9 ! days ( 8 y\? z j ^? beautiful words out ( ! ,new ,te/am5t--an example to all "y m5 9 ^w1 9 conv]sation1 9 *>ity1 9 _s1 9 fai? ev51 & 9 purity--& t1 if !re 0 "o "y man 9 all t t[n ( ,s9c]e :o kept 8 g>m5ts unspott$ x 0 j our pilgrim ( to-night4 ,yes1 said "o :o _h kn[n him all 8 days1 if ! *ild is ! fa!r ( ! man1 !n ,little-,fai?1 z y s unacc\ntably to me call him1 mu/ h be5 all along a good man4 ,x 0 said long ago 9 ,vanity ,fair ab\t our pres5t ,premi] t if he 7 a worse man he w\ld be a bett] /atesman4 ,n[1 ,i d n repeat t 9 ?is place because ,i agree ) x1 b because x helps to illu/rate1 z sometimes a viol5t p>adox w help to illu/rate1 a tru? t does n lie all at once on ! surface4 ,b x is no p>adox or extravagance or any?+ b ! simple tru? to say t if ,little- ,fai? _h _h m & e>li] discov]ies made to him ( ! innate evil ( 8 own he>t1 ev5 if x _h be5 by t innate evil bur/+ out ( 8 he>t & lay+ wa/e 8 good life1 he w\ld ei!r h be5 driv5 out ( 8 little fai? altoge!r or driv5 into a f> deep] fai?4 ,_h ! comm&m5t come to him 9 ! mann] x came to ,paul2 _h x come s z t ! s9fulness ( 8 inw>d nature _h reviv$1 z ,paul says1 "u its entrance2 !n1 ei!r 8 great goodness or 8 little fai? mu/ h !re & !n di$4 ,god's tru? & man's goodness _c dwell toge!r 9 ! same he>t4 ,ei!r ! tru? w kill ! goodness1 or ! goodness w kill ! tru?4 ,little-,fai?1 9 %ort1 0 su* a good man1 & _h always be5 su* a good man1 & _h l$ su* an easy life 9 consequ5ce1 t 8 fai? _h n be5 mu* ex]cis$1 & !re=e _h n gr[n1 z x mu/ h be5 ex]cis$ & mu/ h gr[n1 _h he n be5 su* a good man4 ,9 %ort1 & to put x bluntly1 _h ,little-,fai? be5 a worse s9n]1 he w\ld h be5 a bett] sa9t4 ,o felix culpa6 exclaim$ a *ur* fa!r2 ,o happy fault1 :i* f\nd = u s9n]s su* a ,r$eem]4 ,an apo/rophe :i* ,bi%op ,k5 has put into ^! f\r bold l9es-- ,:at ,adam did amiss1 ,turn$ to our endless bliss2 ,o happy s91 :i* to atone1 ,drew ,filial ,god to leave ,8 ?rone4 ,& ,john ,calv91 ! sob]e/ ( m51 supports ,augu/9e1 ! mo/ impulsive ( m51 9 say+ ! same ?+4 ,all ?+s :i* happ5 to ! sa9ts are s ov]rul$ by ,god t :at ! _w reg>ds z evil ! issue %[s to be good4 ,= :at ,augu/9e says is true1 t ev5 ! s9s ( sa9ts are1 ?r\gh ! guid+ provid5ce ( ,god1 s f> f do+ h>m to !m1 t1 on ! contr>y1 !y s]ve to advance _! salvation4 ,& ,ri*>d ,hook]1 a !ologian1 if possible1 /ill m judici\s ?an ev5 ,john ,calv91 says on ?is same subject & 9 support ( ! same great fa!r1 ,i am n afraid to affirm x boldly ) ,/4 ,augu/9e t m5 puff$ up ?r\gh a pr\d op9ion ( _! own sanctity & hol9ess receive a b5efit at ! h&s ( ,god1 & are assi/$ ) ,8 grace1 :5 ) ,8 grace !y are n assi/$1 b p]mitt$1 & t griev\sly1 to transgress4 ,ask ! v s\l ( ,pet]1 & x %all und\bt$ly make y itself ?is answ]3 ,my eag] prote/ations1 made 9 ! glory ( my gho/ly /r5g?1 ,i am a%am$ (2 b ^? cry/al te>s1 :]e) my s9 & weakness 7 bewail$1 h procur$ my endless joy3 my /r5g? ha? be5 my ru91 & my fall my /ay4 ,& our own ,samuel ,ru!r=d is n likely to be left f> beh9d by ! be/ ( !m :5 ! grace ( ,god is to be magnifi$4 ,_h s9 nev] be5 we %\ld h want$ ! my/]i\s ,emmanuel1 ! ,belov$1 ! ,*ief among t5 ?\s&1 ,*ri/1 ,god-man1 ! ,savi\r ( s9n]s4 ,=1 no sick s9n]s1 no s\l-physician ( s9n]s2 no captive1 no ,r$eem]2 no slave ( hell1 no lovely ransom-pay] ( heav54 ,m>y ,magdal5e ) h] sev5 devils1 ,paul ) 8 h&s smok+ ) ! blood ( ! sa9ts1 & ) 8 he>t sick ) malice & blasphemy aga9/ ,*ri/ & ,8 ,*ur*1 & all ! re/ ( ! wa%5 ones ^: robes are made fair 9 ! blood ( ! ,lamb1 & all ! multitude t no man c numb] 9 t be/ ( l&s1 are all b bits ( free grace4 ,o :at a dep? ( unse>*able wisdom to contrive t lovely plot ( free grace4 ,come1 all intellectual capacities1 & w>m y\r he>ts at ?is fire4 ,come1 all ye creat$ faculties1 & smell ! preci\s o9tm5t ( ,*ri/4 ,oh come1 sit d[n "u ,8 %ad[ & eat ! apples ( life4 ,oh t angels w\ld come1 & g5]ations ( m51 & wond]1 & admire1 & fall d[n be=e ! unse>*able wisdom ( ?is gospel-art ( ! unse>*able ri*es ( ,*ri/6 ,& always pung5t ,?omas ,%ep>d ( ,new ,engl&3 ,y %all f9d ?is1 t !re is n any c>riage or passage ( ! ,"l's provid5ce t[>d !e b ,he w get a "n to ,himself1 fir/ & la/1 by x4 ,h5ce y %all f9d t ^? v s9s t di%on\r ,8 "n ,he w ev5 by !m get ,himself a bett] "n2 = s f> w !y be f ca/+ y out ( ,8 love t ,he w actually d !e good by !m4 ,look & see if x is n s ) !e8 ,do? n ?y weakness /r5g!n !e l ,paul8 ,do? n ?y bl9dness make !e cry = light8 ,& ha? n ,god out ( d>kness (t5times br\ght light8 ,?\ ha/ felt v5om aga9/ ,*ri/ & ?y bro!r1 & ?\ ha/ on t acc\nt loa!d ?yself ! m4 ,?y falls into s9 make !e we>y ( x1 wat*ful aga9/ x1 long to be rid ( x4 ,& ?us ,he makes ?y poison ?y food1 ?y dea? ?y life1 ?y damnation ?y salvation1 & ?y v greate/ enemies ?y v be/ fri5ds4 ,& h5ce ,mr4 ,fox said t he ?ank$ ,god m = 8 s9s ?an = 8 good works4 ,& ! reason is1 ,god w h ,8 "n4 ,&1 la/1 b n lea/1 li/5 to our old acqua9tance1 ,james ,fras] ( ,brea3 ,i f9d advantages by my s9s3 ',pecc>e nocet1 peccavisse v]o juvat4' ,i may say1 z ,mr4 ,fox said1 my s9s h1 9 a mann]1 done me m good ?an my graces4 ,grace & m]cy h m ab\nd$ :]e s9 _h mu* ab\nd$4 ,i am by my s9s made mu* m humble1 wat*ful1 rev5geful aga9/ myself4 ,i am made to see a great] ne$ to dep5d m ^u ,him & to love ,him ! m4 ,i f9d t true :i* ,%ep>d says1 's9 loses /r5g? by e new fall4' ,h y foll[$ all t1 my bre?r58 ,or h y /umbl$ at x8 ,d y n und]/& x8 ,does y\r sup]ficial g9-horse m9d incl9e to %ake its empty head ov] all ?is8 ,i "k t great names1 & especially ! great names ( y\r own p>ty1 g mu* f>!r ) y ?an ! tru? goes1 & !re=e ,i h %elt]$ ?is deep tru? "u a %ield ( great names4 ,= _! sakes let ?is sure tru? ( ,god's be/ sa9ts lie 9 peace & undisput$ beside y till y arrive to und]/& x4 ,b1 to proce$1--! ?+ 0 ?is4 ,at ?is passage !re comes d[n f ,broadway-gate a lane call$ ,dead-,man's-lane1 s call$ because ( ! murd]s t are commonly done !re4 ,& ?is ,little-,fai? go+ on pilgrimage1 z we n[ d1 *anc$ to sit d[n !re & fell fa/ asleep4 ,yes2 ! ?+ 0 ?is3 ,?is good man _h nev] be5 :at "o w\ld call really awake4 ,he 0 n a bad man1 z m5 w5t 9 ! t[n ( ,s9c]e1 b he always _h a half-slept half-awak5$ look ab\t 8 eyes1 till n[1 at ?is mo/ un=tunate spot1 he fell /one-dead asleep4 ,y all "k1 ,i %all suppose1 :at ! apo/le ,paul & ,john ,bunyan mean by sleep1 d y n8 ,y all "k1 at any rate1 to beg9 )1 :at sleep means 9 ! accid5t column ( ! morn+ pap]s4 ,y all "k :at sleep meant & :at x involv$ & co/ 9 ! ,?irsk signal-box ! o!r night4 #a ,:5 a man is asleep1 he is z good z dead1 & o!r p are z good z dead to him4 ,he is dead to duty1 to dang]1 to o!r p's lives1 z well z to 8 own4 ,he may be hav+ pleasant dreams1 & may ev5 be laugh+ al\d 9 8 sleep1 b t may only make 8 awak+ all ! m hide\s4 ,he may awake j 9 "t1 or he may awake j too late4 ,only1 he is asleep & he nei!r kn[s nor c>es4 ,n[1 !re is a sleep ( ! s\l z well z ( ! body4 ,& z ! s\l is 9 wor?1 z ! s\l is 9 its life & 9 its dea? to ! body1 s is its sleep4 ,_m ( y sitt+ !re are q z dead to heav5 & hell1 to dea? & judgm5t1 & to :at a /ake o!r p z well z y\rselves h 9 y\r sleep z t poor sleep] 9 ! signal-box 0 dead to :at 0 com+ ru%+ on him ?r\gh ! black night4 ,& z all 8 gna%+ ( tee? at himself1 & all 8 sobs be=e 8 judge & be=e ! laid-out dead1 & be=e di/ract$ wid[s & half-mad husb&s did n br+ back t fatal mom5t :5 he fell asleep s sweetly1 s w x be ) y4 ,laz>us6 come =?6 ,wise & fooli% virg9s bo?3 ,behold ! ,bridegroom come?6 ,awake1 ?\ t sleepe/1 & arise f ! dead1 & ,*ri/ %all give !e light6 ,&1 ) t1 ,guilt ) a great club t 0 9 8 h& /ruck ,little-,fai? on ! head1 & ) t bl[ fell$ him to ! e>?1 :]e he lay ble$+ z "o t w\ld soon ble$ to dea?4 ,yes1 yes1 all true to ! v life4 ,a man may be ! boa/ & ! example ( all ! t[n1 & yet1 unkn[n to !m all1 & all b unkn[n to himself till he is /ruck d[n1 he may h _h guilt en\gh on 8 track all ! "t to lay him half dead at ! m\? ( ,dead-,man's-lane4 ,good z 0 ! c]tificate t all m5 9 _! hone/y gave to ,little-,fai?1 yet ev5 he _h "s bad en\gh memories beh9d him & )9 him _h he only kept !m ev] pres5t ) him4 ,b1 !n1 x 0 j ?is t all along 0 ! matt] ) ,little-,fai?4 ,till1 someh[1 aft] t sad & yet n :olly evil sleep1 all 8 pa/ s9s leapt out into ! light & sudd5ly became & rema9$ all ! re/ ( 8 life l sc>let4 ,s load$1 inde$1 0 ! club ( ,guilt ) ! nails & /uds & clamps ( secret aggravation1 t e nail & /ud left its own ble$+ bruise 9 ! pro/rate man's head4 ,i h myself1 says ! n>rator ( ,little-,fai?'s /ory1 ,i h myself be5 engag$ z he 01 & ,i f\nd x to be a t]rible ?+4 ,i w\ld1 z ! say+ is1 h sold my life at t mom5t = a p5ny2 b t1 z ,god w\ld h x1 ,i 0 clo!d ) arm\r ( pro(3 ay1 & yet ?\gh ,i 0 ?us h>ness$1 ,i f\nd x h>d "w to quit myself l a man4 ,no man c tell :at 9 t combat att5ds u b he t ha? be5 9 ! battle himself4 ,great-,grace himself1--:oso looks well ^u 8 face %all see ^? cuts & sc>s t %all easily give demon/ration ( :at ,i say4 ,mo/ un=tunately !re 0 no good ,sam>itan ) 8 bea/ on ! road t day to take ! half-dead man to an inn4 ,& ?us x 0 t ,little-,fai? 0 left to lie 9 8 blood till !re 0 almo/ no m blood left 9 him4 ,till at la/1 com+ a little to himself1 he made a %ift to scrabble on 8 way4 ,:5 he 0 able to look a little to himself1 besides all 8 w\nds & loss ( blood1 he f\nd t all 8 sp5d+ money 0 gone1 & :at 0 he to d1 a /rang] 9 su* a plight on a /range road8 ,!re 0 no?+ = x b he mu/ j beg 8 way ) _m a hungry belly = ! rema9d] ( 8 way4 ,y all und]/& ! p>able at ?is po9t8 ,our k ( gospel tru?2 our p]sonal exp]i5ce ( ! life ( ,god 9 our own s\l2 our s5sible atta9m5ts 9 ?is grace ( ! ,_s & 9 t2 9 secret pray]1 9 love to ,god1 9 =giv5ess ( injuries1 9 goodwill to all m51 & 9 self-d5ial t no "o kn[s (1--9 ?+s l ^! we possess :at may be call$ ! pocket-money ( ! spiritual life4 ,all ^! ?+s1 at _! be/1 are n ! true jewel t no ?ief c break ?r\gh nor /eal2 b ?\gh !y are n our be/ & true/ ri*es1 yet !y h _! place & play _! "p 9 s5d+ u up ! pilgrim way4 ,by our long & close /udy ( ! ^w ( ,god1 if t is inde$ our case2 by div9e tru? dwell+ ri*ly & exp]im5tally 9 our he>ts2 & by a hidd5 life t is its own witness1 & :i* always has ! ,holy ,_s's seal set ^u x t we are ! *ildr5 ( ,god1--all t keeps1 & is design$ by ,god to keep our he>ts up amid ! lab\rs & ! fa9t+s1 ! hopes & ! fe>s ( ! spiritual life4 ,all t keeps u at ! lea/ & ! wor/ above fam9e & begg>y4 ,n[1 ! :ole pity ) ,little-,fai? 01 t ?\gh he 0 n a bad man1 yet he nev]1 ev5 at 8 be/ days1 _h mu* ( ^? ?+s t make a good & well-furni%$ pilgrim2 & :at little he _h he _h n[ clean lo/4 ,he _h nev] be5 mu* a read] ( 8 ,bible2 he _h nev] sat ov] x z o!r m5 sat ov] _! news-lett]s & _! romances4 ,he _h nev] _h mu* ta/e or tal5t = spiritual books ( any k9d4 ,he 0 a good sort ( man1 b he 0 n exactly ! mann] ( man on ^: brok5 he>t ! ,holy ,gho/ sets ! broad seal ( heav54 ,b = 8 dreadful misadv5ture1 he might h plodd$ on1 a dec5t1 humdrum1 commonplace1 ev]yday k9d ( pilgrim2 b :5 t cata/rophe fell on him he _h no?+ to fall back ^u4 ,! secret ways ( fai? & love & hope 7 :olly unkn[n to him4 ,he _h no practice 9 importunate pray]4 ,he _h nev] pray$ a :ole night all 8 life4 ,he _h nev] ne$$ to d s4 ,= 7 we n told :5 we fir/ met him :at a blameless & pure & true & good man he _h always be58 ,he did n "k h[ to f9d 8 way ab\t 9 8 ,bible2 & z = ! maps & guide-books t "s pilgrims nev] let out ( _! h&1 ev5 :5 he _h "s sp5d+ money ab\t him1 he nev] laid x out t way4 ,& a m helpless pilgrim ?an ,little-,fai? 0 all ! re/ ( ! way y nev] saw4 ,he 0 =c$ to beg z he w5t1 says 8 hi/orian4 ,t is to say1 he _h to lean ^u & look to wis] & bett]-furni%$ m5 ?an himself4 ,he _h to %>e _! meals1 look to !m to pay 8 bills1 keep close to _! company1 walk 9 _! foot-pr9ts1 & at night borr[ _! oil1 & x 0 only 9 ?is poor dep5d5t way t ,little-,fai? manag$ to /ruggle on to ! end ( 8 dim & joyless j\rney4 ,x w\ld h be5 f> m becom+ & f> m pr(itable if ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful1 in/ead ( fall+ out ( temp] & call+ "o ano!r bad names ov] ! sad case ( ,little-,fai?1 _h tri$ to tell "o ano!r :y t unhappy pilgrim's fai? 0 s small1 & h[ bo? _! own fai? & 8 might f t day h be5 made m4 ,hopeful1 = "s reason or o!r1 0 9 a rude & boa/ful mood ( m9d t day1 & ,*ri/ian 0 m t>t & snappi% ?an we h ev] be=e se5 him2 &1 altoge!r1 ! opportunity ( le>n+ some?+ useful out ( ,little-,fai?'s /ory has be5 all b lo/ to u4 ,b1 n[1 s9ce !re are s _m ( ,little-,fai?'s k9dr$ among ourselves--s _m good m5 :o are ei!r half asleep 9 _! religi\s life or are begg+ _! way f door to door--let !m be told1 9 clos+1 "o or two out ( _m o!r ways 9 :i* _! too little fai? may possibly be made /rong] & m fruitful4 ,well1 !n1 fai?1 l ev]y?+ else1 once we h x1 gr[s great] by our cont9ual ex]cise ( x4 ,ex]cise1 !n1 int5tionally & s]i\sly & on sy/em y\r fai? e day4 ,& ex]cise x habitually & increas+ly on y\r ,bible1 on heav51 & on ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,& let y\r fai? on all ^! ?+s1 & places1 & p]sons1 "w by love1--by love & by imag9ation4 ,our love is cold & our fai? is small & weak = lack ( imag9ation4 ,read y\r ,psalm1 y\r ,gospel1 y\r ,epi/le e morn+ & e night ) y\r eye ^u ! object4 ,?9k y see ! ,psalmi/ amid all 8 deep & div9e exp]i5ces4 ,?9k y see ,jesus ,*ri/ speak+ ,8 p>ables1 say+ ,8 pray]s1 & do+ ,8 good works4 ,walk up & d[n ) ,him1 obs]v+ ,8 mann]1 ,8 look1 ,8 gait1 ,8 div9ity 9 y\r humanity1 till ,galilee & ,j]usalem become ,scotl& & ,ed9burgh2 t is1 till ,he is z mu* ) y1 & m1 ?an ,he 0 ) ,pet] & ,james & ,john4 ,nev] close y\r eye a s+le night till y h aga9 laid y\r h& on ! v head ( ! ,lamb ( ,god1 & till y feel t y\r s9 & guilt h all pass$ (f y\r h& & on ^u ,8 head4 ,& nev] rise )\t1 l ,william ,law1 salut+ ! ris+ sun 9 ! "n ( ,god1 z if he _h j be5 creat$ & s5t up into y\r sky to let y see to s]ve ,god & y\r neighb\r = ano!r day4 ,& be (t5 out ( ?is _w & up 9 heav54 ,beat all ab\t y at build+ ca/les 9 ! air2 y h m mat]ial & m reason4 ,= is n fai? ! sub/ance ( ?+s hop$ =1 & ! evid5ce ( ?+s n se58 ,walk (t5 9 heav5's fri5dly /reets4 ,pass (t5 into heav5's _m mansions fill$ ) happy families4 ,imag9e ?is unhappy life at an end1 & imag9e y\rself s5t back to ?is probation>y _w to play ! man = a few %ort ye>s be=e heav5 f9ally calls y home4 ,little-,fai? 0 a good man1 b !re 0 no speculation 9 8 eyes & no secrets ( love 9 8 he>t4 ,& if y\r fai? also is little1 & y\r sp5d+ money also is run l[1 try ?is way ( love & imag9ation4 ,if y h a bett] way1 !n g on ) x & be happy y\rself & helpful to o!rs2 b if y\r fai? is at a /&/ill & is /rick5 ) b>r5ness1 try my c\nsel ( putt+ m he>t & m inw>d eye1 m holy love & m heav5ly joy1 into y\r frigid & /]ile religion4 ,,! ,,flatt]] ,a man t flatt]e? 8 neighb\r spreade? a net = 8 feet4--,! ,wise ,man4 ,bo? ,ignorance & ,little-,fai? w\ld h _h _! rev5ge & satisfaction ^u ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful _h !y se5 ^? two s ,ph>isaical old m5 tak5 9 ! ,flatt]]'s net4 ,= x 0 no?+ else b ! swagg]+ pride ( ,hopeful ov] ! pitiful case ( ,little- ,fai?1 tak5 along ) ! h>d & ha/y ways ( ,*ri/ian ) t unhappy y\? ,ignorance1 t s soon laid !m bo? d[n "u ! small cords ( ! ,%9+ ,"o4 ,?is ^w ( ! wise man1 t pride goe? be=e de/ruction1 & a haughty _s be=e a fall1 0 fulfill$ to ! v lett] 9 ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful t high-m9d$ day4 ,at ! same "t1 x mu/ be admitt$ t ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful w\ld h be5 m ?an human if !y _h n bo? felt & let fall "s sup]iority1 "s scorn1 & "s impati5ce 9 ! pres5ce ( su* a silly & upsett+ /ripl+ z ,ignorance 02 z1 also1 ov] ! /ory ( su* a poor-spirit$ & spung+ creature z ,little-,fai? 04 ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful _h j come d[n f _! delightful "t among ! ,delectable ,m\nta9s1 & !y 7 z full z !y c\ld hold ( all k9ds ( k1 & fai?1 & hope1 & assurance2 :51 mo/ un=tunately1 z x turn$ out1 !y fir/ came across ,ignorance1 & !n1 aft] qu>rell+ ) him1 !y fell out betwe5 !mselves ov] ! case ( ,little-,fai?4 ,_! sup]ior k ( ! tru?1 & _! sup]ior /r5g? ( fai?1 ought to h made !m m able to be> ) ! infirmities ( ! weak1 & ) ! pass+ moods1 h[ev] provok+1 ( "o ano!r4 ,b no4 ,& _! impati5ce & contempt & bad temp] all came at ?is crisis to su* a head ) !m t !y c\ld only be cur$ by ! small cords & ! /++ words ( ! ,%9+ ,"o4 ,! true key to ?is s pa9ful "p ( ! p>able hangs at our own girdle4 ,we :o h be5 born & br\ght up 9 an evangelical *ur* are ?r[n f "t to "t into ! company ( m5--m9i/]s & p--:o h n _h our advantages & opportunities4 ,!y h be5 born1 baptiz$1 & br\ght up 9 communities & *ur*es ! clean opposite ( ours2 & !y are z ignorant ( all ,new ,te/am5t religion z ,ignorance himself 02 or1 on ! o!r h&1 !y are z full ( sup]/ition & t]ror & spiritual />vation z ,little-,fai? 04 ,& !n1 in/ead ( recollect+ & lay+ to he>t ,:o made u to diff] f su* ignorance & su* unbelief1 & ?us putt+ on love & humility & pati5ce t[>d our neighb\rs1 we speak scornfully & r\ghly to !m1 & boa/ ourselves ov] !m1 & z good z say to !m1 ,/& by ?yself1 come n ne> to me1 = ,i am wis]1 wid]-m9d$1 /rong]1 & bett] e way ?an ?\4 ,& !n1 ere ev] we are aw>e ( :at we are do+1 we h let ! ar*-flatt]] ( religi\s sup]iority & ( spiritual pride s$uce u aside out ( ! l[ly & heav5ly way ( love & humility till we are aga9 br\ght back to x ) rebukes ( consci5ce & ) o!r *a/isem5ts4 ,y all und]/&1 my bre?r51 t ! man black ( fle% b cov]$ ) a :ite robe 0 no wayside s$uc] :o met ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful at t dang]\s "p ( ! road only & only on t high-m9d$ day4 ,y "k f y\rselves surely t bo? ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful c>ri$ t black b smoo?-spok5 man )9 !mselves4 ,! ,flatt]] :o l$ ! two pilgrims s fatally wrong t day 0 j _! own he>t tak5 out ( _! own bosom & p]sonifi$ & dramatis$ by ,bunyan's dramatic g5ius1 & s made to walk & talk & flatt] & puff up outside ( !mselves till !y came aga9 to see :o 9 reality he 0 & :5ce he came1--t is to say1 till !y 7 br\ght to see :at !y !mselves /ill 71 & w\ld always be1 :5 !y 7 left to !mselves4 ,:]e did y lie la/ night8 ask$ ! ,%9+ ,"o ) ! :ip4 ,) ! ,%eph]ds on ! ,delectable ,m\nta9s1 !y answ]$4 ,he ask$ !m !n if !y _h n ( ^? %eph]ds a note ( direction = ! way8 ,!y answ]$1 ,yes4 ,b did y n1 said he1 :5 y 7 at a /& pluck out & read y\r note8 ,!y answ]$1 ,no4 ,he ask$ !m :y8 ,!y said !y =got4 ,he ask$1 moreov] if ! %eph]ds did n bid !m bew>e ( ! ,flatt]]8 ,!y answ]$1 ,yes2 b we did n imag9e1 said !y1 t ?is f9e-spok5 man _h be5 he4 ,all good lit]ature1 bo? sacr$ & pr(ane1 bo? anci5t & mod]n1 is full ( ! ,flatt]]4 ,let me n1 prote/s ,elihu 9 8 p[]ful spee* 9 ! book ( ,job1 let me n accept any man's p]son2 nei!r let me give flatt]+ titles unto man1 le/ 9 s do+ my ,mak] %\ld soon take me away4 ,& ! ,psalmi/ 9 8 p[]ful description ( ! wick$ m5 ( 8 day3 ,!re is no fai?fulness 9 _! m\?2 _! inw>d "p is v wick$ness2 _! ?roat is an op5 sepul*re2 !y flatt] ) _! tongue4 ,& aga93 ,!y speak ) flatt]+ lips1 & ) a d\ble he>t d !y speak4 ,b ! ,"l %all cut (f all flatt]+ lips1 & ! tongue t speake? pr\d ?+s4 ,! p]petual hyp]bole ( pure love becomes 9 ! lips ( impure love ! impure bait t leads ! simple ones a/ray on ! /reets ( ! city z se5 & he>d by ! wise man out ( 8 casem5t4 ,my son1 say unto wisdom1 ,?\ art my si/]1 & call und]/&+ ?y k9swoman2 t !y may keep !e f ! /range woman1 f ! /rang] :i* flatt]e? !e ) h] words1 :i* =sake? ! guide ( h] y\?1 & =gette? ! cov5ant ( h] ,god4 ,& !n 9 ! same book ( ,hebrew aphorisms we f9d ?is text :i* ,bunyan puts on ! m>g9 ( ! page3 ,a man t flatt]e? 8 neighb\r spreade? a net = 8 feet4 ,& n[1 be=e we leave ! anci5t _w1 if y w\ld n ?9k x b5ea? ! dignity ( ! place we are 91 ,i w\ld l to read to y a passage out ( a r\nd-ab\t pap] writt5 by a satiri/ ( ,greece ab\t ! "t ( ,ezra & ,nehemiah 9 ,j]usalem4 ,y w easily rem>k ! diff]5ce ( tone betwe5 ! s]i\sness & pa?os ( ! ,hebrew prophet & ! light & *aff+ t\* ( ,!ophra/us4 ,! ,flatt]] is a p]son1 says t satiri/ ( ,greek society1 :o w say to y z he walks ) y1 ',d y obs]ve h[ p are look+ at y8 ,?is happ5s to no man 9 ,a!ns b to y4 ,a f9e complim5t 0 paid y ye/]day 9 ! ,por*4 ,m ?an ?irty p]sons 7 sitt+ !re :5 ! "q 0 />t$1 ,:o is our =emo/ man8 ,e "o m5tion$ y fir/1 & end$ by com+ back to y\r "n4' ,! ,flatt]] w laugh also at y\r /ale/ joke1 & w /uff 8 cloak into 8 m\? z if he c\ld n repress 8 amusem5t :5 y aga9 tell x4 ,he w buy apples & pe>s & w give to y\r *ildr5 :5 y are by1 & w kiss !m all & w say1 ',*icks ( a good fa!r4' ,also1 :5 he assi/s at ! pur*ase ( slipp]s he w decl>e t ! foot is m %apely ?an ! %oe4 ,he is ! fir/ ( ! gue/s to praise ! w9e & to say z he recl9es next ! ho/1 ',h[ delicate y\r f>e always is'2 & tak+ up some?+ f ! table1 ',n[1 h[ excell5t t is6' ,& s on4 ,yes1 we h he>d x all ov] & ov] aga9 9 ,mod]n ,a!ns also4 ,! ,greek fable also ( ! fox & ! cr[ & ! piece ( *eese is only ano!r illu/ration ( ! tru? t ! ,god ( tru? & integrity nev] left ,himself )\t a witness4 ,our own lit]ature also is scatt]$ full ( ! ,flatt]] & 8 too will+ dupes4 ,( praise a m]e glutton1 says ,goldsmi? ( ,david ,g>rick1 he swall[$ :at came4 ,! puff ( a dunce he mi/ook x = fame4 ,delici\s ess5ce1 exclaims ,/]ne1 h[ refre%+ ?\ art to poor human nature6 ,h[ sweetly do/ ?\ mix ) ! blood1 & help x ?r\gh ! mo/ difficult & tortu\s passages to ! he>t4 ,he t sl&]s me1 says ,c[p]1 pa9ts me black] ?an ,i am1 & he t flatt]s me :it]4 ,!y bo? daub me1 & :5 ,i look 9 ! glass ( consci5ce1 ,i see myself disguis$ by bo?4 ,& !n he s+s3 ,! wor? ( ^! ?ree k+doms ,i defy ,to lure me to ! bas5ess ( a lie2 ,& ( all lies 7be t "o poet's boa/71 ,! lie t flatt]s ,i abhor ! mo/4 ,n[1 praise1 :i* is "o ( ! be/ & sweete/ ?+s 9 human life1 s soon passes ov] into flatt]y1 :i* is "o ( ! wor/ ?+s1 t some?+ mu/ "h be said & laid to he>t ab\t praise also4 ,b1 to beg9 )1 praise itself mu/ fir/ be prais$4 ,!re is no?+ nobl] ?an true praise 9 him :o speaks x1 & !re is no?+ de>] & sweet] to him :o he>s x4 ,god ,himself inhabits ! praises ( ,israel4 ,all ,god's works praise ,him4 ,:oso (f]e? praise glorifie? ,me4 ,praise waite? = ,!e1 ,o ,god1 9 ,zion4 ,ent] into ,8 gates ) ?anksgiv+1 & into ,8 c\rts ) praise4 ,viol5ce %all no m be he>d 9 ?y l&1 wa/+ nor de/ruction )9 ?y bord]s2 b ?\ %alt call ?y walls ,salvation1 & ?y gates ,praise4 ,& su* also is all true praise betwe5 man & man4 ,h[ delici\sly sweet is praise6 ,h[ we lab\r aft] x6 h[ we look = x & wait = x6 & h[ we langui% & die if we d n get x6 ,aga91 :5 x comes to u1 h[ x *e]s u up & makes our face to %9e6 ,= a long "t aft] x our /ep is s swift on ! /reet & our face beams s t all m5 c q well see :at has come to u4 ,praise is l w9e 9 our blood2 x is new life to our fa9t+ he>t4 ,s mu* is ?is ! case t a salutation ( praise is to be our fir/ ta/e ( heav5 itself4 ,x w wipe all te>s (f our eyes :5 we he> our ,"l say+ to u1 ,well done6 :5 all our good works t we h done 9 ! body %all be f\nd unto praise & hon\r & glory 9 ! great day ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,at ! same "t1 ?is same love ( praise is "o ( our mo/ besett+ & fatal temptations z long z we are 9 ?is false & d\ble & deceptive _w4 ,s91 ,god curse x6 has corrupt$ & poison$ ev]y?+1 ! v be/ ?+s ( ?is life1 & :5 ! be/ ?+s are corrupt$ & poison$ !y become ! wor/ ?+s4 ,& praise does n escape ?is univ]sal & fatal law4 ,weak1 evil1 & self-seek+ m5 are ne> u1 & we lean ^u !m1 look to !m1 & li/5 to !m4 ,we make !m our /r5g? & support1 & seek repose & refre%m5t f !m4 ,!y _c be all or any ( ^! ?+s to u2 b we are f> on 9 life1 we are done ) life1 be=e we h discov]$ t & w admit t4 ,mo/ m5 nev] discov] & admit t till !y are out ( ?is life altoge!r4 ,*ri/'s praise & ! applause ( ,8 sa9ts & angels are s future & s f> away f u1 & man's praise & ! applause ( ?is _w1 holl[ & false z x is1 is s ne> u1 t we fe$ our s\ls on (fal & g>bage1 :51 already1 9 ! witness ( a good consci5ce1 we might be fea/+ our s\ls on ! f9e/ ( ! :eat1 & satisfy+ !m ) honey out ( ! rock4 ,&1 !n1 ?is insatiable appetite ( our he>ts1 be+ s degrad$ & p]v]t$1 l all degrad$ & p]v]t$ appetites1 becomes an iron- fa/ slave to :at x fe$s ^u4 ,:at mis]able slaves we all are to ! approval & ! praise ( m56 ,h[ !y hold u 9 _! bondage6 ,h[ we lick _! h&s & sit up on our haun*es & g ?r\gh our po/ures = a crumb6 ,h[ we crawl on our belly & lick _! feet = a /roke & a smile6 ,:at a h\nd's life does t man lead :o lives ^u ! approval & ! praise & ! patronage ( m56 ,:at meanness fills 8 m9d2 :at bas5ess fills 8 he>t6 ,:at a %ameful lea% he is l$ ab\t ! _w 96 ,h[ kick$ ab\t & spat ^u he is2 :ile n half s mu* z he kn[s all ! "t t he des]ves to be6 ,bett] f> be a dog at once & bay ! moon ?an be a man & fawn ^u ! praises ( m54 ,if y w\ld be a man at all1 n to speak ( a ,*ri/ian man1 />ve ?is appetite till y h q extirpat$ x4 ,y w nev] be safe f x z long z x /irs )9 y4 ,extirpate x6 ,extirpate x6 ,y w nev] "k true self-respect & y w nev] des]ve to "k x1 till y h :olly extirpat$ y\r appetite = praise4 ,put y\r foot ^u x1 put x out ( y\r he>t4 ,/op fi%+ = x1 & :5 y see x com+1 turn away & /op y\r e>s aga9/ x4 ,& %\ld x /ill ins9uate itself1 at any rate d n repeat to o!rs :at has already s flatt]$ & humbl$ & weak5$ y4 ,tell+ x to o!rs w only humble & weak5 y m4 ,by repeat+ ! praise t y h he>d or read ab\t y\rself y only expose y\rself & pur*ase well-des]v$ contempt = y\rself4 ,&1 m ?an t1 by fi%+ = praise y lay y\rself op5 to all sorts ( flatt]]s4 ,hone/ m51 m5 :o truly respect & admire y1 w %[ y _! dignifi$ reg>d & appreciation ( y & y\r "w by _! sil5ce2 :ile y\r leaky slaves w cr[d ar\nd y ) floods ( praise t !y "k well w please & pur*ase y4 ,& :5 y _c ) all y\r arts squeeze a drop out ( ^? :o love & hon\r y1 gallons w be p\r$ ^u y by ^? :o h respect nei!r = !mselves nor = y4 ,faugh6 ,flee f flatt]]s1 & take up only ) /]nly true & fai?ful m54 ,i am mu* less reg>dful1 says ,ri*>d ,baxt]1 ( ! approbation ( m51 & set mu* light] /ore by _! praise & _! blame1 ?an ,i once did4 ,all worldly ?+s appe> mo/ va9 & unsatisfy+ to ^? :o h tri$ !m mo/4 ,b :ile ,i feel t ?is has _h "s h& 9 my di/a/e = man's praise1 yet x is ! increas+ impression on my he>t ( man's no?+ness & ,god's transc5d5t greatness2 x is ! brevity & vanity ( all e>?ly ?+s1 tak5 along ) ! ne>ness ( et]nity2--x is all ?is t has at la/ lift$ me above ! blame & ! praise ( m54 ,to conclude2 let u make up our m9d & det]m9e to pass on to ,god on ! spot e syllable ( praise t ev] comes to our eyes or our e>s--if1 9 ?is cold1 selfi%1 envi\s1 & grudg+ _w1 any syllable ( praise ev] %\ld come to u4 ,ev5 if pure & g5]\s & well-des]v$ praise %\ld at any "t come to u1 all t does n make x ours4 ,! be/ e>n$ usury is n ! /ew>d's own money to d ) x :at he likes4 ,! pr9cipal & ! int]e/1 & ! trad] too1 are all 8 ma/]'s4 ,&1 m ?an t1 aft] ! wise/ & ! be/ trad] has done 8 be/1 he w rema91 to himself at lea/1 a mo/ unpr(itable s]vant4 ,pass on !n imm$iately1 dutifully1 & to its v la/ syllable1 to ,god all ! praise t comes to y4 ,wa% y\r h&s ( x & say1 ,n unto u1 ,o ,god1 n unto u1 b unto ,?y "n4 ,& !n1 to take ! mo/ selfi% & hungry-he>t$ view ( ?is :ole matt]1 :at y ?us pass on to ,god z n y\r own b ,81 ,he w soon1 & 9 a bett] & saf] _w1 return aga9 to ! full ) usury to y1 & y aga9 to ,god1 & ,he aga9 to y1 & s on1 all d[n ! pure & true & sweet & bless$ life ( heav54 ,,a!i/ 4 4 4 )\t ,god lit]ally1 a!i/s 9 ! _w4--,paul4 ,yond] is a man ) 8 back t[>d ,zion1 & he is com+ to meet u4 ,s he drew ne>] & ne>]1 & at la/ came up to !m4 ,8 "n 0 ,a!i/1 & he ask$ !m :i!r !y 7 go+8 ,we are go+ to ! ,m\nt ,zion1 !y answ]$4 ,!n ,a!i/ fell into a v great laught]4 ,:at is ! mean+ ( y\r laught]8 !y ask$4 ,i laugh to see :at ignorant p]sons y are to take ^u y s t$i\s a j\rney1 & yet are l to h no?+ b y\r travel = y\r pa9s4 ,:y1 man8 ,d y ?9k we %all n be receiv$8 !y said4 ,receiv$6 ,!re is no su* place z y dream ( 9 all ?is _w4 ,b !re is 9 ! _w to come1 repli$ ,*ri/ian4 ,:5 ,i 0 at home1 ,a!i/ w5t on1 9 m9e own c\ntry ,i he>d z y n[ affirm1 &1 f t he>+1 ,i w5t out to see1 & h be5 seek+ ?is city y speak ( ?is tw5ty ye>s1 b f9d no m ( x ?an ,i did ! fir/ day ,i set out4 ,&1 /ill laugh+1 he w5t 8 way4 ,hav+ begun to tell u ab\t ,a!i/1 :y did ,bunyan n tell u m8 ,we w\ld h ?ank$ him w>mly to-night = a little m ab\t ?is unhappy man4 ,:y did ! dream] n take ano!r eight or t5 pages 9 ord] to tell u1 z only he c\ld h told u1 h[ ?is man t is n[ ,a!i/ _h sp5t 8 pa/ tw5ty ye>s seek+ ,m\nt ,zion8 ,^? preci\s unwritt5 pages are n[ buri$ 9 ,john ,/rudwick's vault 9 ,bunhill ,fields1 & no o!r man has aris5 able to h&le ,bunyan's biographic p54 ,_h ,bunyan b put (f ! entrance ( ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful into ! city till he _h told u some?+ m ab\t ! tw5ty ye>s x _h tak5 ?is once e>ne/ pilgrim to become an a!i/1 h[ valuable an int]polation t w\ld h be56 ,:at 0 x t made ?is man to set out s long ago = ! ,cele/ial ,city8 ,:at 0 x t s /\tly det]m9$ him to leave (f all 8 old companions & turn 8 back on ! sweet refre%m5ts ( 8 y\?8 ,h[ did he d at ! ,sl\gh ( ,despond8 ,did he come t way8 ,:at ab\t ! ,wicket ,gate1 & ! ,h\se ,beautiful1 & ! ,int]pret]'s ,h\se1 & ! ,delectable ,m\nta9s8 ,:at m51 & especially :at wom51 did he meet & conv]se ) on 8 way8 ,:at 7 8 =tunes1 & :at 8 mis=tunes8 ,h[ mu* did he lay out at ,vanity ,fair1 & on :at8 ,at :at po9t ( 8 tw5ty ye>s' way did 8 y\?ful fai? beg9 to %ake1 & 8 y\?ful love beg9 to become lukew>m8 ,& :at 0 x t at la/ made him q turn r\nd 8 back on ,zion & 8 face to 8 own c\ntry8 ,i _c =give ,bunyan to-night = n tell+ u ! /ory ( ,a!i/'s conv]sion1 8 pilgrimage1 & 8 apo/asy 9 full4 ,at ! same "t1 ?\gh x _c be d5i$ t ,bunyan has lo/ at ?is po9t a great opportunity = 8 g5ius & = our advantage1--at ! same "t1 he und\bt$ly did a v c\rage\s ?+ 9 introduc+ ,a!i/ at all2 &1 especially1 9 introduc+ him to u & mak+ him laugh s l\dly at u :5 we are on ! v bord]s ( ! l& ( ,beulah4 ,a less c\rage\s writ]1 & a writ] less sure ( 8 gr\nd1 w\ld h left out ,a!i/ altoge!r2 or1 if he _h felt con/ra9$ to introduce him1 w\ld h introduc$ him at any o!r p]iod ( our hi/ory r ?an at ?is p]iod4 ,"u o!r h&s ?an ,bunyan's we w\ld h met ) ?is mock+ reprobate j outside ! ,city ( ,de/ruction2 or1 p]haps1 among ! boo?s ( ,vanity ,fair2 or1 inde$1 any:]e b :]e we n[ meet him4 ,&1 t our great]-m9d$ au?or does n let loose ! laught] ( ,a!i/ ^u u till we are almo/ out ( ! body is a /roke ( skill & tru? & boldness t makes u glad inde$ t we possess su* a sket* at ,bunyan's h& at all1 all too abrupt & all too %ort z t sket* is4 ,9 ! abs5ce1 !n1 ( a full-l5g? & f9i%$ portrait ( ,a!i/1 we mu/ be cont5t to fall back on "s ( ! reflections & lessons t ! m]e m5tion ( 8 "n1 ! spot he passes u on1 & ! ridicule ( 8 laught]1 all tak5 toge!r1 awak5 9 our m9ds4 ,"o rapid /roke ( su* a bru% z t ( ,john ,bunyan conveys m to u ?an a full-l5g? lik5ess1 ) all ! /ronge/ col\rs1 ( any o!r arti/ w\ld be able to d4 #a4 ,"o ?+ ! life-long admiration ( ,john ,bunyan's books has help$ to k9dle & burn into my m9d & my imag9ation is ?is3 ,:at a univ]se ( ?+s is ! he>t ( man6 ,7 !re no?+ else 9 ! he>t ( man b all ! places & all ! p]sons & all ! adv5tures t ,john ,bunyan saw 9 8 sleep1 :at a _w t w\ld op5 up 9 all our bosoms6 ,all ! pilgrims1 good & bad--!y1 or ! se$ & possibility ( !m all1 are all 9 y\r he>t & 9 m9e4 ,all ! cities1 all ! roads t lead f "o city to ano!r1 ) all ! pa?s & all ! by-pa?s1--all ! adv5tures1 exp]i5ces1 endurances1 conflicts1 ov]?r[s1 victories1--all are )9 u & nev] are to be se5 any:]e else4 ,heav5 & hell1 ,god & ! devil1 life & dea?1 salvation & damnation1 "t & et]nity1 all are )9 u4 ,!re is no ,m\nt ,zion 9 all ?is _w1 bell[$ out ?is bl9d$ fool4 ,no2 ,i "k t q well1 quickly respond$ ,*ri/ian2 b !re is 9 ! _w to come4 ,he w\ld h said ! :ole tru?1 & he w\ld h be5 entirely "r1 _h he tak5 "t to add1 & 9 ! _w )94 ,& m1 he %\ld h said to ,a!i/1 mu* m 9 ! _w )9 ?an 9 any possible _w to come4 ,! ,cele/ial ,city1 e ,sabba?-s*ool *ild beg9s gradually to und]/&1 is n up among ! />s2 till1 z he gr[s old]1 he takes 9 ! :ole ( ! ,new ,te/am5t tru? t ! k+dom ( heav5 is :olly )9 him4 ,y all und]/&1 my bre?r51 t 7 we swept 9 a mom5t up to ! fur!/ />1 by all t inf9ite flight we w\ld n be "o hair's-bread? ne>] ! heav5ly city4 ,t is n ! "r direction to t city4 ,! city ^: build] & mak] is ,god lies 9 q a diff]5t direction f t altoge!r2 n by asc5d+ up beyond sun & moon & />s to all et]nity w\ld we ev] get "o h&'s-bread? ne>] ,god4 ,b if y d5y y\rself sleep to- night till y h read ,8 book & b[$ y\r knees 9 ,8 closet2 if1 = ,8 sake1 y d5y y\rself to-morr[ :5 y are eat+ & dr9k+2 z (t5 z y say1 ,n my w1 b ,?9e be done2 z (t5 z y humble y\rself :5 o!rs exalt !mselves2 z (t5 z y refuse praise & despise blame = ,8 sake2 z (t5 z y =give be=e ,god y\r enemy1 & rejoice ) y\r fri5d1--,behold6 ! k+dom ( heav51 ) its ,k+ & all ,8 %9+ c\rt ( angels & sa9ts is ar\nd y2--is1 inde$1 )9 y4 ,no2 !re is no su* place4 ,heav5 is n 9 any place3 heav5 is 9 a p]son :]e x is at all2 & y are t p]son z (t5 z y put (f an e>?ly & put on a heav5ly m9d4 ,t mock+ reprobate1 ) 8 secret he>t all ?r\gh ^? tw5ty ye>s hung]+ aft] ! lu/s ( 8 y\?1--he 0 :olly "r 9 :at he s un9t5tionally said2 !re is no su* place 9 all ?is _w4 ,&1 ev5 if !re 71 x w\ld spue him & all :o are l him out ( its m\?4 #b4 ,&1 !n1 9 all t univ]se ( ?+s t fills t bottomless pit & %oreless sea ! human he>t1 !re is no?+ deep] d[n 9 x ?an j its deep & unse>*able a!ism4 ,! v deepe/ ?+1 & ! mo/ absolutely inexpugnable ?+1 9 e human he>t is its !ism2 its orig9al & inext+ui%able convictions ab\t itself & ab\t ,god4 ,b1 all b z deep z t--= all ar\nd t1 & all ov] t1 & soak+ all ?r\gh t--!re lies a sup]9cumb5t mass ( sull51 bruti%1 malignant a!ism4 ,nay1 s deep d[n is ! a!ism ( all our he>ts1 t x is only "o "h & ano!r !re ( ! holie/ & ! ripe/ ( ,god's sa9ts :o ev] get d[n to x1 or ev5 get at _! deepe/ )9 sight ( x4 ,rob]t ,flem+ tells u ab\t ,rob]t ,bruce1 t he 0 a man t _h mu* inw>d ex]cise ab\t 8 own p]sonal case1 & _h be5 (t5 assault$ an5t t great f\ndation tru?1 if !re 0 a ,god4 ,& (t51 :5 he _h come up to ! pulpit1 aft] be+ "s "t sil5t1 :i* 0 8 usual way1 he w\ld say1 ,i ?9k x is a great matt] to believe !re is a ,god2 tell+ ! p t x 0 ano!r ?+ to believe t ?an !y judg$4 ,b x 0 also kn[n to 8 fri5ds :at extraord9>y confirmations he _h f ! ,"l !re91 & :at ne> famili>ity he did atta9 to 9 8 he>t-conv]se ) ,god3 ,yea1 truly1 adds ,flem+1 "s ?+s ,i h _h !rean5t t seem s /range & m>vell\s t ,i =be> to set !m d[n4 ,& 9 ,halyburton's priceless ,memoirs we read3 ,h]eby ,i 0 br\ght into a d\bt ab\t ! tru?s ( religion1 ! be+ ( ,god1 & ?+s et]nal4 ,:5ev] ,i 0 9 dang]s or /raits & w\ld build ^u ^! ?+s1 a suspicion secretly haunt$ me1 :at if ! ?+s are n8 ,?is p]plexity 0 some:at eas$ :ile "o day ,i 0 read+ h[ ,rob]t ,bruce 0 %ak5 ab\t ! be+ ( ,god1 & h[ at l5g? he came to ! fulle/ satisfaction4 ,& 9 ano!r place3 ,"s days ago read+ ,ex4 ix4 & x41 & f9d+ ?is1 ',t ye may "k t ,i am ,god' frequ5tly repeat$1 & else:]e 9 passages innum]able1 z ! end ( ,god's manife/+ ,himself 9 ,8 ^w & works2 ,i obs]ve f x t a!ism is deeply root$ ev5 9 ! ,"l's p1 see+ !y ne$ to be taught ?is s mu*4 ,! great difficulty t ! :ole ( revelation has to grapple ) is a!ism2 its :ole /ruggle is to recov] man to 8 fir/ impressions ( a ,god4 ,?is "o po9t compreh5ds ! :ole ( man's recov]y1 j z a!ism is ! :ole ( man's apo/asy4 ,&1 aga91 9 ano!r "p ( ! same great book1 ,halyburton says3 ,i mu/ obs]ve1 also1 ! wise provid5ce ( ,god1 t ! greate/ difficulties t lie aga9/ religion are hid f a!i/s4 ,all ! objections ,i meet ) 9 _! writ+s are n ne>ly s subtle z ^? :i* are (t5 sugge/$ to myself4 ,! reason ( ?is is obvi\s f ! v nature ( ! ?+--su* p]sons take n a ne>-h& view ( religion1 & :ile p]sons /& at a di/ance nei!r are ! advantages nor ! difficulties ( religion disc]n$4 ,& n[ li/5 to ,bunyan1 t ar*-a!i/3 ,:ole floods ( blasphemies bo? aga9/ ,god1 ,*ri/1 & ! ,scriptures 7 p\r$ ^u my _s1 to my great confusion & a/oni%m5t4 ,aga9/ ! v be+ ( ,god & ( ,8 only belov$ ,son2 or1 :e!r !re 71 9 tru?1 a ,god & a ,*ri/1 or no4 ,( all ! temptations t ev] ,i met ) 9 my life1 to "q ! be+ ( ,god & ! tru? ( ! ,gospel is ! wor/1 & ! wor/ to be borne4 ,:5 ?is temptation comes x takes away my girdle f me1 & remove? ! f\ndation f "u me4 ,fool1 said my ,muse to me1 look 9 ?y he>t & write4 ,& ,john ,bunyan look$ into 8 own deep & holy he>t1 & out ( x he compos$ ?is incid5t ( ,a!i/4 #c4 ,x may n be out ( place at ?is po9t to look = a mom5t at "s ( ! ?+s t agitate1 /ir up1 & make ! secret a!ism ( our he>ts to fluctuate & ov]fl[4 ,butl] has a f9e passage 9 :i* he po9ts out t x is only ! high] class ( m9ds t are tempt$ ) speculative difficulties su* z ^? 7 t assault$ ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful aft] !y 7 s ne> ! end ( _! j\rney4 ,co>se1 commonplace1 & mean-m9d$ m5 h _! probation appo9t$ !m among co>se1 mean1 & commonplace ?+s2 :]eas enlight5$1 enl>g$1 & elevat$ m5 are ex]cis$ aft] ! mann] ( ,rob]t ,bruce1 ,?omas ,halyburton1 ,john ,bunyan1 & ,butl] himself4 ,! *ief temptations ( ! g5]ality ( ! _w are ! ord9>y motives to inju/ice or unre/ra9$ pleasure2 b !re are o!r p]sons )\t ?is %all[ness ( temp]2 p]sons ( a deep] s5se z to :at is invisible & future4 ,n[1 ^! p]sons h _! moral discipl9e set !m 9 t high region4 ,! pr(\nd bi%op means t :ile _! appetites & _! temp]s are ! /umbl+-/ones ( ! mo/ ( m51 ! difficult problems ( natural & reveal$ & exp]im5tal religion are ! te/ & ! triumph ( o!r m54 ,z we h j se5 9 ! m5 m5tion$ above4 ,/ud5ts1 ^: temptations lie fully z mu* 9 _! intellects z 9 _! s5ses1 %\ld buy 7= a few p5ce7 ,halyburton's ,memoirs4 ,) ,halyburton1 says ,dr4 ,john ,duncan1 ,i feel great intellectual congruity4 ,halyburton 0 naturally a sceptic1 b ,god gave t sceptic great fai?4 ,!n aga91 :at ,a!i/ calls ! t$i\sness ( ! j\rney has und\bt$ly a great h& 9 mak+ "s half-9-e>ne/ m5 sceptics1 if n sc(f]s4 ,_m ( u "h to-night :o c nev] n[ take ?is mis]able man's way out ( ! t$ium ( ! ,*ri/ian life1 yet mo/ bitt]ly feel x4 ,:e!r t t$ium is inh]5t 9 t life1 & inevitable to su* m5 z we are :o are attempt+ t life2 h[ f> t feature belongs to ! v ess5ce ( ! pilgrim life1 & h[ f> we import our own t$ium into ! pilgrimage2 ! fact rema9s z ,a!i/ puts x4 ,z ,a!i/ 9 ?is book says1 s ! ,a!i/ :o is 9 our he>ts (t5 says3 ,we are l to h no?+ = all our pa9s b a lifetime ( t$i\s travel4 ,yes1 :]ev] ! blame lies1 !re c be no d\bt ab\t x1 t :at ?is hil>i\s sc(f] calls ! t$i\sness ( ! way is b a too common exp]i5ce among _m ( ^? :o1 t$i\sness & all1 w /ill cleave fa/ to x & w nev] leave x4 ,!n1 aga91 great trials 9 life1 great /raits1 d>k & too-long-cont9u$ provid5ces1 pray] unansw]$1 or n yet answ]$ 9 ! way we dictate1 bad m5 & bad causes gr[+ l a gre5 bay tree1 & good m5 & good "w langui%+ & dy+2 ^! ?+s1 & _m m ?+s su* z ^!1 ( :i* ?is _w ( fai? & pati5ce is full1 prove q too mu* = "s m5 till !y give !mselves up to a /ate ( m9d t is no?+ bett] ?an a!ism4 ,my evid5ces & my c]ta9ty1 says ,halyburton1 7 n answ]able to ! weight ,i 0 compell$ to lay ^u !m4 ,a figure :i* ,goodw9 9 8 own t5d] & graphic way takes up ?us3 ,set p9s 9 a wall & fix !m 9 ev] s loosely1 yet1 if y hang no?+ ^u !m !y w seem to /& firm2 b hang a heavy weight ^u !m1 or ev5 give !m ! lea/ jog z y pass1 & ! :ole ?+ w sudd5ly come d[n4 ,! wall is ,god's ^w1 ! slack p9 is our fai?1 & ! weight & ! jog are ! heavy burd5s & ! sudd5 %ocks ( life1 & d[n our he>ts g1 wall & p9 & susp5d$ vessel & all4 ,:5 ! *ur* & h] m9i/]s1 :5 ! ,scriptures & _! anomalies1 & :5 ! faults & fail+s ( ,*ri/ian m5 are made ! subject ( mock]y & laught]1 ! rev]5ce1 ! fe>1 ! awe1 ! respect t all ent] s l>gely into religion1 & especially into ! religion ( "y p1 is too easily de/roy$2 & n seldom ! fir/ se$s ( practical & sometimes ( speculative a!ism are ?us s[n4 ,! mis*ief t has be5 done by mock]y & laught] to ! s\ls1 especially ( ! "y & ! inexp]i5c$1 only ! great day w fully disclose4 ,& !n1 two m5 ( great weight & au?ority ) u1 tell u :at we :o are m9i/]s w\ld h f\nd out )\t !m3 ?is1 namely1 t ! greate/ a!i/s are !y :o are ev] h&l+ holy ?+s )\t feel+ !m4 ,is x true1 said ,*ri/ian to ,hopeful1 8 fell[1 is x true :at ?is man ha? said8 ,take he$1 said ,hopeful1 rememb] :at x ha? co/ u already = he>k5+ to su* k9d ( fell[s4 ,:at6 ,no ,m\nt ,zion6 ,did we n see f ! ,delectable ,m\nta9s ! gate ( ! ,city8 ,&1 besides1 are we n to walk by fai?8 ,let u g on le/ ! man ) ! :ip ov]takes u aga94 ,*ri/ian3 ,my bro!r1 ,i said t b to prove !e1 & to fet* f !e a fruit ( ! hone/y ( ?y he>t4 ,_m a deep & p[]ful passage has ,butl] compos$ on t !sis :i* ,hopeful "h supplies him )2 & _m a brilliant s]mon has ,newman prea*$ on t same text till he has made our pr$ispositions to fai? a fruitful & an ev] fre% commonplace to hundr$s ( prea*]s4 ,yes2 ! be/ bulw>k ( fai? is a good & hone/ he>t4 ,to su* a happy he>t ! tru? is its own un%ak5 evid5ce4 ,to :om c we g b to ,!e8--!y :o h su* a he>t prote/4 ,! :ole b5t ( su* m5's m9ds is t[>d ! tru? ( ! gospel4 ,_! in/9cts keep !m on ! "r way ev5 :5 _! reason & _! obs]vation are bo? conf\nd$4 ,z ,newman keeps on say+1 !y are easy ( belief4 ,!y _c keep away f ,*ri/ & ,8 *ur*4 ,!y _c turn back4 ,!y mu/ g on4 ,?\gh ,he slay !m !y w die ye>n+ aft] ,him4 ,!y (t5 fall into great error & into great guilt1 b _! se$ rema9e? 9 !m1 & !y _c cont9ue 9 error or 9 guilt1 because !y are born ( ,god4 ,!y are !y 9 :om ,p]suasion & belief ,h rip5$ into fai?2 & fai? become ,a passionate intuition4 ,,hopeful ,we are sav$ by hope4--,paul ,up till ! "t :5 ,*ri/ian & ,fai?ful pass$ ?r\gh ,vanity ,fair on _! way to ! ,cele/ial ,city1 ,hopeful 0 "o ( ! mo/ light- m9d$ m5 9 all t light-m9d$ t[n4 ,by 8 bir?1 & bo? on 8 fa!r's & 8 "m's side1 ,hopeful 01 to beg9 )1 a y\? ( an unusually %all[ & silly m9d4 ,9 ! j>gon ( our day he 0 a man ( a peculi>ly optimi/ic temp]am5t4 ,no "o ev] blam$ him = be+ too subjective & introspective4 ,x took _m %>p trials & _m bitt] disappo9tm5ts to take ! inborn frivolity & sup]ficiality out ( ?is "y man's he>t4 ,he 0 f> on 9 8 life1 he 0 f> on ev5 9 8 religi\s life1 be=e y w\ld h ev] ?\ght ( call+ him a s]i\s-m9d$ man4 ,hopeful _h be5 born & br\ght up to e>ly manhood 9 ! t[n ( ,vanity1 & he knew no?+ bett] & desir$ no?+ bett] ?an to lay out 8 :ole life & to re/ all 8 hopes on ! ?+s ( ! fair2 on su* ?+s1 t is1 z h\ses1 l&s1 places1 hon\rs1 pref]m5ts1 titles1 pleasures1 & delights ( all sorts4 ,& t va9 & empty life w5t on ) him1 till1 z he told 8 companion aft]w>ds1 x _h all end$ ) him 9 revell+1 & dr9k+1 & uncleanness1 & ,sabba?-break+1 & all su* ?+s z de/roy$ 8 s\l4 ,b 9 ,hopeful's happy case also ! blood ( ! m>tyrs became ! se$ ( ! *ur*4 ,hopeful1 z he 0 aft]w>ds call$1 _h suff]$ s _m bitt] disappo9tm5ts & %ipwrecks ( expectation f ! ?+s ( ! fair1 t is to say1 f ! h\ses1 ! places1 ! pref]m5ts1 ! pleasures & :at n1 ( ! fair1 t ev5 8 he>t 0 ripe = some?+ bett] ?an any ( ^? ?+s1 :51 z ,god w\ld h x1 ,*ri/ian & ,fai?ful came to ! t[n4 ,hopeful 0 /ill hang+ ab\t ! boo?s ( ! fair2 he 0 j f+]+ 8 la/ sixp5ce ov] a commodity t he knew q well w\ld be l gall 9 8 belly z soon z he _h b\ght x2 :51--:at is t hubbub t rolls d[n ! /reet8 ,hopeful 0 always ! fir/ to see & to he> e new ?+ t came to ! t[n1 & ?us x 0 t he 0 soon 9 ! ?ick ( ! tumult t rose ar\nd ,*ri/ian & ,fai?ful4 ,_h ^? two pilgrims come to ! t[n at any =m] "t1 ,hopeful w\ld h be5 among ! =emo/ to mock at & smite ! two m52 b1 to-day1 ,hopeful's he>t is s empty1 & 8 purse also1 t he is already won to _! side by ! lov+ looks & ! wise & sweet words ( ! two ill-us$ m54 ,"s ( ! m5 ( ! t[n said t ! two pilgrims 7 outl&i% & b$lamite m51 b ,hopeful took c\rage to reprove "s ( ! =emo/ ( ! mob4 ,till1 at la/1 :5 ,fai?ful 0 at ! /ake1 x 0 all t 8 companions c\ld d to keep back ,hopeful f leap+ up on ! burn+ pile & embrac+ ! expir+ man4 ,& !n1 :5 ,he :o ov]rules all ?+s s br\ght x ab\t t ,*ri/ian escap$ out ( _! h&s1 :o %\ld come =? & jo9 him at ! upw>d gate ( ! city b j ,hopeful1 :o n only jo9$ himself to ! lonely pilgrim1 b told him also t !re 7 _m m ( ! m5 ( ! city :o w\ld take _! "t & foll[ aft]4 ,& ?us1 adds 8 biograph]1 :5 "o di$ to make 8 te/imony to ! tru?1 ano!r rose up out ( 8 a%es to be a companion to ,*ri/ian4 ,:5 ,madame ,krud5] 0 gett+ h] foot measur$ by a pieti/ %oemak]1 %e 0 s /ruck ) ! repose & ! sweetness & ! heav5ly joy ( ! poor man's look & mann] t %e c\ld n help b ask him :at _h happ5$ to him t he _h su* a look on 8 c\nt5ance & su* a light 9 8 eye4 ,%e 0 mis]able1 ?\gh %e _h all t he>t c\ld wi%4 ,%e _h all t made h] "o ( ! mo/ envi$ wom5 9 ,europe2 %e _h bir?1 tal5ts1 ri*es1 rank1 & ! fri5d%ip ( pr9ces & pr9cesses1 & yet %e 0 ( all wom5 ! mo/ mis]able4 ,& "h 0 a poor *ance %oemak] ^: :ole he>t 0 runn+ ov] ) a joy su* t all h] weal? c\ld n pur*ase to h] he>t "o s+le drop ( x4 ,! simple s\l soon told h] 8 secret2 x 0 no secret3 x 0 j ,jesus ,*ri/ :o _h done x all4 ,& ?us h] poor %oemak]'s happy face 0 ! means ( ?is great lady's conv]sion4 ,&1 9 l mann]1 x 0 ! behold+ ( ,*ri/ian & ,fai?ful 9 _! words & 9 _! behavi\r at ! fair t decid$ ,hopeful to jo9 himself to ,*ri/ian & h5ce=? to be 8 companion4 ,:at 7 ! ?+s1 ask$ ,*ri/ian ( 8 "y companion1 t fir/ l$ y to leave (f ! vanities ( ! fair & to ?9k to be a pilgrim8 ,_m ?+s1 repli$ ,hopeful4 ,sometimes if ,i did b meet a good man 9 ! /reet4 ,or if m9e head began unacc\ntably1 or m9e he>t1 to a*e4 ,or if "s "o ( my companions became sudd5ly sick4 ,or if ,i he>d ! bell toll t "s "o 0 dead4 ,b1 especially1 :5 ,i ?\ght ( myself t ,i mu/ quickly come to judgm5t4 ,& !n x is told 9 ! be/ /yle ( ! book h[ peace & re/ & ! beg9n+ ( true satisfaction came to poor ,hopeful's he>t at la/4 ,b y mu/ promise me to read ! passage = y\rselves be=e y sleep to-night2 & to read x aga9 & aga9 till1 l ,hopeful's1 y\r he>t also is full ( joy1 & y\r eyes full ( te>s1 & y\r affections runn+ ov] ) love to ! "n & to ! p & to all ! ways ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,& !n1 x is v enc\rag+ & reassur+ to u to see h[ ,hopeful's true conv]sion s deep5$ & sob]$ & /r5g!n$ 8 :ole "*4 ,he rema9$ to ! end 9 8 m5tal con/itution & :ole temp]am5t1 z we say1 ! same man he _h always be52 b1 :ile rema9+ ! same man1 at ! same "t a mo/ wond]ful *ange gradually began to come ov] him1 till1 by sl[ b sure degrees1 he became ! ,hopeful we "k & look to & lean ^u4 ,to use 8 own autobiographic words ab\t himself1 x 0 by he>+ & consid]+ ( ?+s t are ,div9e t 8 natural levity 0 s completely :ipp$ out ( 8 s\l till he 0 made at la/ an indisp5sable companion to ,*ri/ian1 /rong-m9d$ & s]i\s-m9d$ man z he 04 ,conv]sion to ,god1 says ,william ,law1 is (t5 v sudd5 & in/antane\s1 unexpect$ly rais$ f v>iety ( occasions4 ,?us1 "o by see+ only a )]$ tree1 ano!r by read+ ! lives & dea?s ( ! ant$iluvian fa!rs1 "o by he>+ ( heav51 ano!r ( hell1 "o by read+ ( ! love or wra? ( ,god1 ano!r ( ! suff]+s ( ,*ri/1 may f9d himself1 z x 71 melt$ into p5it5ce all ( a sudd54 ,x may be grant$ also t ! greate/ s9n] may 9 a mom5t be conv]t$ to ,god1 & may feel himself w\nd$ 9 su* a degree z p]haps ^? nev] 7 :o h be5 turn+ to ,god all _! lives4 ,b1 !n1 x is to be obs]v$ t ?is sudd5ness ( *ange or fla% ( conviction is by no means ( ! ess5ce ( true conv]sion4 ,?is /roke ( conv]sion is n to be consid]$ z signify+ our high /ate ( a new bir? 9 ,*ri/1 or a pro( t we are on a sudd5 made new creatures1 b t we are ?us sudd5ly call$ ^u & /irr$ up to look aft] a newness ( nature4 ,! r5ewal ( our fir/ bir? & /ate is some?+ entirely di/9ct f our fir/ sudd5 conv]sion & call to rep5tance4 ,t is n a ?+ done 9 an in/ant1 b is a c]ta9 process1 a gradual release f our captivity & disord]1 consi/+ ( sev]al /ages & degrees1 bo? ( life & dea?1 :i* ! s\l mu/ g ?r\gh be=e x c h ?or\ghly put (f ! old man4 ,x is well wor? obs]v+ t our ,savi\r's greate/ trials 7 ne> ! end ( ,8 life4 ,?is might suffici5tly %[ u t our fir/ awak5+s h c>ri$ u b a little way2 t we %\ld n !n beg9 to be self- assur$ ( our own salvation1 b %\ld rememb] t we /& at a great di/ance f1 & are 9 great ignorance (1 our sev]e/ trials4 ,su* 0 ! way t ,*ri/ian 9 8 exp]i5ce & 9 8 wisdom talk$ to 8 "y companion till 8 outw>d trials & ! consequ5t discov]ies he made ( 8 own weakness & corruption made ev5 ,hopeful himself a sob]-m9d$ & a ?\ghtful man4 ,:]e pa9 ends1 ga9 ends too4 ,!n1 aga91 no "o c read ,hopeful's rem>kable hi/ory )\t discov]+ ?is ab\t him1 t he %[$ be/ 9 adv]sity & di/ress1 j z he %[$ wor/ 9 deliv]ance & prosp]ity4 ,x is a f9e lesson 9 ,*ri/ian hope to desc5d into ,giant ,despair's dungeon & he> ! old] pilgrim groan+ & ! y\ng] pilgrim consol+ him1 &1 aga91 to /& on ! bank ( ! la/ riv] & he> ,hopeful hold+ up ,*ri/ian's dr[n+ head4 ,be ( good *e]1 my bro!r1 = ,i feel ! bottom1 & x is good6 ,bless ,hopeful = t1 all y ^: dea?b$s are /ill be=e y4 ,= nev] 0 m true & fit ^w spok5 = a dy+ h\r ?an t4 ,read1 till y h x by he>t & 9 ! d>k1 ,hopeful's :ole hi/ory1 b especially 8 triumphant end4 ,& h "s "o bespok5 be=eh& to read ,hopeful 9 ! ,riv] to y :5 y h 9 a great measure lo/ y\r s5ses1 & :5 a great horror has tak5 hold ( y\r m9d4 ,i s9k 9 deep wat]s1 cri$ ,*ri/ian1 z 8 s9s came to 8 m9d1 ev5 ! s9s :i* he _h committ$ bo? s9ce & be=e he came to be a pilgrim4 ,b ,i see ! gate1 said ,hopeful1 & m5 /&+ at x ready to receive u4 ,read to me :]e ,i fir/ ca/ my an*or1 said ,john ,knox to 8 weep+ wife4 ,! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd1 on ! o!r h&1 ?reat5$ to ?r[ ,hopeful back aga9 into 8 =m] light-m9d$ /ate4 ,& !re is no say+ :at %ipwreck he might h made !re _h ! old] man n be5 ) him to /eady & reprove & in/ruct him4 ,z x 01 a t\* n[ & !n ( 8 old va9 temp] return$ to him till x took all 8 companion's wat*fulness & w>9ess to c>ry !m bo? out ( t second ,vanity ,fair4 ,i ackn[l$ge myself 9 a fault1 said ,hopeful to ,*ri/ian1 & _h ,i be5 "h alone ,i _h run 9 dang] ( dea?4 ,hi!rto1 ?y company ha? be5 my m]cy1 & ?\ %alt h a good rew>d = all ?y lab\r4 ,n[1 my bre?r51 9 my op9ion we owe a great debt ( gratitude to ,john ,bunyan = ! l>ge & ! display$ place he has giv5 to ,hopeful 9 ! ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,! fulness & balance & proportion ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress are features ( t wond]ful book f> too mu* ov]look$4 ,s f> z my read+ goes ,i d n "k any o!r au?or :o has at all done ! ju/ice to ! sav+ grace ( hope t ,john ,bunyan has done bo? 9 8 doctr9al & 9 8 allegorical works4 ,bunyan /&s alone & supreme n only = ! insight1 & ! p[] ) :i* he has con/ruct$ ! "* & ! c>e] ( ,hopeful1 b ev5 = hav+ giv5 him ! space at all adequate to 8 m]its & 8 s]vices4 ,9 ^? eighty-sev5 s sugge/ive pages t =m ! index to ,dr4 ,?omas ,goodw9's works ,i f9d "s hundr$ & tw5ty-f\r ref]5ces to fai?1 :ile !re are only two ref]5ces to hope4 ,& t same ov]sight & neglect runs ?r\gh all our religi\s lit]ature1 & ,i suppose1 z a consequ5ce1 ?r\gh all our prea*+ too4 ,n[ t is n ! treatm5t ! ,bible gives to ?is s ess5tial ,*ri/ian grace1 z any "o may see at a glance :o takes ! tr\ble to turn up 8 ,crud54 ,hope has a great place alongside ( fai? & love 9 ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & x has a correspond+ly l>ge & eloqu5t place 9 ,bunyan4 ,n[1 t be+ s1 :y is x t ?is s great & s bless$ grace has s fall5 out ( our s]mons & out ( our he>ts8 ,may ,god grant t our read+ ( ,hopeful's autobiography & 8 subsequ5t hi/ory to-night may d some?+ to re/ore ! bless$ grace ( hope to its prop] place bo? 9 our pulpit & 9 all our he>ts4 ,to k9dle !n1 to quick51 & to an*or y\r hope1 my bre?r51 may ,i h ,god's help to speak = a little long] to y\r he>ts conc]n+ ?is neglect$ grace6 ,=1 :at is hope8 ,hope is a passion ( ! s\l1 wise or fooli%1 to be a%am$ ( or to be pr\d (1 j accord+ to ! ?+ hop$ =1 & j accord+ to ! gr\nds ( ! hope4 ,hope is made up ( ^! two +r$i5ts--desire & expectation4 ,:at we greatly desire we take no re/ till we f9d good gr\nds on :i* to build up our expectations ( x2 & :5 we h f\nd good gr\nds = our expectations1 !n a glad hope takes possession ( our he>ts4 ,n[1 to beg9 )1 h[ is x ) y\r desires8 ,y are afraid to say mu* ab\t y\r expectations & y\r hopes4 ,well2 let u come to y\r he>ts' desires4--,m5 ( ,god1 ,i w ent] into y\r he>ts & ,i w tell y y\r he>ts' desires bett] ?an y "k !m y\rselves2 = ! he>t is deceitful above all ?+s4 ,! "t 01 :51 l ?is "y pilgrim be=e he became a pilgrim1 y\r desires 7 all set on h\ses1 & l&s1 & places1 & hon\rs1 & pref]m5ts1 & wives1 & *ildr51 & silv]1 & gold1 & :at n4 ,^! ?+s at "o "t 7 ! utmo/ limit ( y\r desires4 ,b t has all be5 *ang$4 ,= n[ y h begun to desire a bett] city1 t is1 an heav5ly4 ,:at is y\r *ief desire = ?is ,new ,ye>8 #b ,is x n a new he>t8 ,is x n a clean he>t8 ,is x n a holy he>t8 ,is x n t ! ,holy ,gho/ w\ld write ! gold5 rule on ! tables ( y\r he>t8 ,does n ,god "k t x is ! deepe/ desire ( y\r he>t to be able to love y\r neighb\r z y\rself8 ,to be able to rejoice ) him 9 8 joy z well z to weep ) him 9 8 sorr[8 ,:at w\ld y n give nev] aga9 to feel envy 9 y\r he>t at y\r bro!r1 or /raitness & p9+ at 8 prosp]ity8 ,"o ?+ d ,i desire1 said ! ,psalmi/1 t m9e e> may be nail$ to ! doorpo/ ( my ,god3 t ,i may always be ,8 s]vant1 & may nev] w&] f ,8 s]vice4 ,n[1 t is y\r desire too4 ,i am sure x is4 ,y w\ld n say x ( y\rself1 b ,i defy y to d5y x :5 x is said ab\t y4 ,well1 !n1 su* ?+s be+ f\nd among y\r desires1 :at gr\nds h y = expect+ ! fulfilm5t ( su* desires8 ,:at gr\nds8 ,! be/ ( gr\nds & e gr\nd4 ,= y h ! sure gr\nd ( ,god's ^w4 ,& y h m ?an ,8 ^w3 y h ,8 v nature1 & ! v nature ( ?+s4 ,= %all ,god create su* desires 9 any man's he>t only to />ve & torture t man8 ,impossible6 ,x 7 blasphemy to suspect x4 ,no4 ,:]e ,god has made any man to be s f> a p>tak] ( ! ,div9e nature z to *ange all t man's deepe/ desires1 & to turn !m f vanity to wisdom1 f e>? to heav51 & f ! creature to ! ,creator1 d\bt n1 :]ev] ,he has begun su* a "w1 t ,he w ha/5 to f9i% x4 ,yes2 lift up y\r heavy he>ts1 all ye :o desire su* ?+s1 = ,god ha? s5t ,8 ,son to say to y1 ,bless$ are ye t hung] & ?ir/ aft] righte\sness1 = ye %all be fill$4 ,only1 keep desir+4 ,desire e day ) a /rong] & a m inconsolable desire4 ,desire1 & gr\nd y\r desire on ,god's ^w1 & !n heave y\r hope l an an*or )9 ! veil :i!r ! ,=]unn] is = y ent]$4 ,may ,i s hope8 y say4 ,may ,i v5ture to hope8 ,yes2 n only may y hope1 b y mu/ hope4 ,y are comm&$ to hope4 ,x is z mu* y\r b\nd5 duty to hope always1 & to hope = ! greate/ & be/ ?+s1 z x is to rep5t ( y\r s9s1 to love ,god & y\r neighb\r1 to keep y\rself pure1 & to set a wat* on ! door ( y\r lips4 ,y h be5 de/roy$1 ,i confess & lam5t x1 = lack ( k ab\t ! nature1 ! gr\nds1 & ! duty ( hope4 ,b make up n[ = pa/ neglect4 ,hope /eadfa/ly1 hope con/antly1 hope boldly2 hope = ! be/ ?+s1 ! greate/ ?+s1 ! mo/ div9e & ! mo/ bless$ ?+s4 ,if y =get to-night all else y h he>d to-day1 ,i implore y n any long] to =get & neglect ?is1 t hope is y\r imm$iate1 con/ant1 imp]ative duty4 ,no s91 no dep? ( corruption 9 y\r he>t1 no assault on y\r he>t f y\r consci5ce1 c ju/ify y 9 ceas+ to hope4 ,ev5 :5 tr\ble comes tumbl+ ov] ! neck ( all y\r re=mations z x came tumbl+ on ,hopeful1 let t only drive y ! m deeply d[n into ! true gr\nds ( hope2 ev5 aga9/ hope rejoice 9 hope4 ,rememb] ! ,psalmi/ 9 ! hundr$-&-?irtie? ,psalm1--d[n 9 ! deeps1 if ev] a fall5 s9n] 04 ,yet he> him :5 y _c see him say+3 ,i hope 9 ,?y ^w6 ,&--= x is wor?y to /& beside ev5 t spl5did psalm1--,i besee* y to read & lay to he>t :at ,hopeful says ab\t himself 9 8 conv]sion despair4 ,& !n1 z if to ju/ify t hope1 !re always come ) x su* sanctify+ influ5ces & su* sure results4 ,! hope t y are "o day to awak5 9 ! ,div9e lik5ess w make y lie d[n on y\r b$ e night 9 self-exam9ation1 rep5tance1 pray]1 & praise4 ,! hope t y\r eyes are "o day to see ,*ri/ z ,he is w make y purify y\rself z no?+ else w4 ,! hope t y are to walk ) ,*ri/ 9 :ite w make y keep y\r g>m5ts clean2 x w make y wa% !m _m times e day 9 ! blood ( ! ,lamb4 ,! hope t y are to ca/ y\r cr[n at ,8 feet w make y wat* t no man takes y\r cr[n f y4 ,! hope t y are to dr9k w9e ) ,him 9 ,8 ,fa!r's k+dom w reconcile y mean:ile to wat]1 le/ ) y\r w9e y /umble any ( ,8 little ones4 ,! hope ( he>+ ,him say1 ,well done6--h[ t w make y lab\r & endure & n fa9t6 ,& ! hope t y %all "o day ent] 9 ?r\gh ! gates into ! city1 & h a "r to ! tree ( life1--h[ scrupul\s t w make y to keep all ,8 comm&m5ts6 ,& ?is is "o ( ,8 comm&m5ts1 t y gird up ! lo9s ( y\r m9d1 & hope to ! end = ! grace t is to be br\ght unto y at ! revelation ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,,tempor>y ,!y are !y1 :i*1 :5 !y he>1 receive ! ^w ) joy2 & h no root1 :i* = a :ile believe1 & 9 "t ( temptation fall away4--,our ,"l4 ,well1 !n1 did y n "k ab\t t5 ye>s ago "o ,tempor>y 9 y\r p>ts :o 0 a =w>d man 9 religion8 ,"k him6 repli$ ! o!r4 ,yes4 ,= my h\se n be+ above ?ree miles f 8 h\se he w\ld (ttimes come to me1 & t ) _m te>s4 ,truly ,i piti$ ! man1 & 0 n altoge!r )\t hope ( him2 b "o may see t x is n e "o :o cries ,"l1 ,"l4 ,& n[1 s9ce we are talk+ ab\t him1 let u a little inquire into ! reason ( ! sudd5 backslid+ ( him & su* o!rs4 ,x may be v pr(itable1 said ,*ri/ian1 b d y beg94 ,well1 !n1 !re are 9 my judgm5t sev]al reasons = x4 ,& !n1 ) ! old] man's entire approval1 ,hopeful sets =? sev]al reasons1 tak5 f 8 own obs]vation ( backslid]s1 :y s _m m5's religion is su* a tempor>y ?+2 :y s _m run well = a "t1 & !n /& /ill1 & !n turn back4 #a4 ,! fe> ( man br+e? a sn>e1 said ,hopeful1 moralis+ ov] 8 old acqua9tance ,tempor>y4 ,& h[ true t obs]vation is e evangelical m9i/] kn[s to 8 deep disappo9tm5t4 ,a "y man comes to 8 m9i/] at "s "t ( di/ress 9 8 life1 or at "s "t ( revival ( religion 9 ! community1 or at an ord9>y communion season1 & gives e sign t he is e>ly & fairly emb>k$ on an hon\rable ,*ri/ian life4 ,he takes 8 place 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/1 & he puts out 8 h& to h] "w1 till we beg9 to look =w>d ) boa/fulness to a life ( great /ability & great atta9m5t = t man4 ,our ,"l1 z we see f s _m ( ,8 p>ables1 mu/ h _h _m su* cases among ,8 fir/ foll[]s4 ,our ,"l might be speak+ prophetically1 z well z out ( ,8 own exp]i5ce1 s well d ,8 regretful & lam5t+ words fit into s _m ( our own cases to-day4 ,=1 look at t "y bus9ess man4 ,he has be5 born & br\ght up 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/4 ,he has gladd5$ m he>ts ?an he kn[s by ! noble promise ( 8 e>ly days4 ,_m admir+ & lov+ eyes h be5 turn$ on him z he took s hopefully ! upw>d way4 ,b a sift+-"t soon comes4 ,a "t ( temptation comes4 ,a "t comes :5 sides mu/ be tak5 9 "s moral1 religi\s1 ecclesia/ical controv]sy4 ,?is "y man is at t mom5t a c&idate = a po/ t w br+ di/9ction1 weal?1 & social influ5ce to him :o holds x4 ,& ! c&idate we are s mu* int]e/$ 9 is admitt$ly a man ( su* out/&+ tal5ts t he w\ld at once get ! po/ 7 x n t ! hold] ( t po/ mu/ n h 8 "n s mu* associat$ ) su* & su* a *ur*1 su* & su* political & religi\s op9ions1 & su* & su* public m54 ,he is told t4 ,inde$1 he is n s dull z to ne$ to be told t4 ,he has se5 t all along4 ,& at fir/ x is a dreadful wr5* to him4 ,he feels h[ f> he is fall+ f 8 high ideals 9 life2 &1 at fir/1 & = a long "t1 x is a dreadful humiliation to him4 ,b1 !n1 !re are spl5did comp5sations4 ,&1 bett] ?an t1 !re are "s good1 & inde$ compell+1 reasons t beg9 to rise up 9 our m9ds :5 we ne$ !m & beg9 to look = !m1 till :at at fir/ seem$ s mean & s contemptible1 & s ungrateful1 & s di%on\rable1 z well z s spiritually p]il\s1 comes to be fac$ & gone ?r\gh ) positively on a gr\nd ( high pr9ciple1 &1 inde$1 ( /]n moral necessity4 ,s deceitful is ! human he>t t y c\ld n believe :at compell+ reasons su* a mean-spirit$ man w face y ) z to :y he %\ld leave all ! ways he once s delight$ 9 = a piece ( bread1 & = ! smile ( ! op5 enemies ( 8 *ur*1 & 8 fai?1 n to say 8 ,savi\r4 ,y w meet ) sev]al su* m5 any aft]noon com+ home f _! bus9ess4 ,sometimes !y h /ill "s hone/ %ame on _! faces :5 !y meet y2 b /ill (t5] !y pass y ) a sull5 hatr$ & a fi]ce defiance4 ,?is is he :o he>d ! ^w1 & anon ) joy receiv$ x4 ,yet _h he n root 9 himself1 b dur$ = a :ile2 = :5 tribulation or p]secution arose because ( ! ^w by & by he 0 (f5d$4 ,!y w5t out f u1 says ,john1 b !y 7 n ( u2 = if !y _h be5 ( u !y w\ld no d\bt h cont9u$ ) u2 b !y w5t out t !y might be made manife/ t !y 7 n all ( u4 #b4 ,guilt1 aga91 ,hopeful w5t on1 & to m$itate t]ror1 are s griev\s to mo/ m51 t !y r *oose su* ways z w b h>d5 _! he>ts /ill m & m4 ,y all "k :at x is to m$itate t]ror8 ,?9e he>t %all m$itate t]ror1 says ! prophet1 :5 ?\ saye/ to ?yself1 :o among u %all dwell ) ! dev\r+ fire8 :o among u %all dwell ) ev]la/+ burn+s8 ,! fifty- fir/ ,psalm is p]haps ! be/ m$itation bo? ( guilt & ( t]ror t we h 9 ! :ole ,bible4 ,b !re are _m o!r psalms & passages ( psalms only second to ! fifty-fir/ ,psalm1 su* z ! tw5ty-second1 ! ?irty-eigh?1 ! sixty-n9?1 & ! hundr$-&- ?irtie?4 ,our ,"l ,himself also 0 m$itat+ t]ror 9 ! g>d5 ( ,ge?semane1 & ,paul bo? guilt & t]ror :5 he imag9$ himself bo? an apo/ate prea*] & a ca/away s\l4 ,& ,john's m$itations ( t]ror 9 ! ,revelation rose into ^? magnific5t pictures ( ! ,la/ ,judgm5t ) :i* he has to all "t cov]$ ! walls ( ! ,sev5 ,*ur*es4 ,9 8 own ,grace ,ab\nd+ !re are m$itations ( t]ror q wor?y to /& beside ! mo/ t]rible ?+s ( t k9d t ev] 7 writt51 z also 9 _m o!rs ( our au?or's dramatical & homiletical books4 ,i read to y ! o!r ,sabba? morn+ a m$itation ( t]ror t 0 f\nd among ,bi%op ,&rewes' private pap]s aft] 8 dea?4 ,y w n all h =gott5 t m$itation1 b ,i w read x to y to-night aga94 ,h[ fe>ful1 says ,&rewes1 9 8 t]ror1 w ,?y judgm5t be1 ,o ,"l1 :5 ! ?rones are set1 & ! angels /& ar\nd1 & m5 are br\ght 91 & ! books are op5$1 & all our works are inquir$ into1 & all our ?\ghts are exam9$1 & all ! hidd5 ?+s ( d>kness6 ,:at1 ,o ,god1 %all ,?y judgm5t t day be ^u me8 ,:o %all qu5* my flame1 :o %all light5 my d>kness1 if ,?\ pity me n8 ,"l1 z ,?\ art lov+1 give me te>s1 give me floods ( te>s1 & give me all t ?is day1 be=e x be too late4 ,= !n w be ! incorruptible ,judge1 ! horrible judgm5t-seat1 ! answ] )\t excuse1 ! inevitable *>ge1 ! %ameful puni%m5t1 ! endless ,geh5na1 ! pitiless angels1 ! yawn+ hell1 ! ro>+ /ream ( fire1 ! unqu5*able flame1 ! d>k prison1 ! rayless d>kness1 ! b$ ( live coals1 ! unwe>i$ worm1 ! indissoluble *a9s1 ! bottomless *aos1 ! impassable wall1 ! inconsolable cry4 ,& none to /& by me2 none to plead = me2 none to snat* me out4 ,n[1 no ,tempor>y ev] possess$ any?+ l t 9 8 own h&writ+ among 8 private pap]s4 ,a m$itation l t1 writt5 out ) 8 own h&1 & hidd5 away "u lock & key1 w secure any man f x1 ev5 if he _h be5 appo9t$ to backslid+ & reprobation4 ,bi%op ,&rewes1 z any "o w see :o reads 8 ,private ,devotions1 0 ! *ief ( s9n]s2 b 8 discov]$ & deciph]$ pap]s w all speak = him :5 !y are spread out be=e ! great :ite ?rone1 glori\s 9 _! de=mity1 be+ slubb]$1 z 8 editors say1 ) 8 pi\s h&s1 & wat]$ ) 8 p5it5tial te>s4 ,?omas ,%ep>d's ,t5 ,virg9s is ! mo/ t]rible book ^u ,tempor>ies t ev] 0 writt54 ,tempor>ies nev] once saw _! true vil5ess1 he keeps on say+4 ,tempor>ies are1 no d\bt1 w\nd$ = s9 sometimes1 b nev] 9 ! "r place nor to ! "r dep?4 ,& aga91 s91 & especially he>t-s91 is nev] really bitt] to ,tempor>ies4 ,9 an exhortation to all new beg9n]s1 & s to all o!rs1 ,be sure1 ,%ep>d says1 y\r w\nd = s9 at fir/ is deep en\gh4 ,= all ! error 9 a man's fai? & sanctification spr+s f 8 fir/ error 9 8 humiliation4 ,if a man's humiliation be false1 or ev5 weak or little1 !n 8 fai? & 8 hold ( ,*ri/ are weak & little1 & 8 sanctification c\nt]feit4 ,b if a man's w\nd be "r1 & 8 humiliation deep en\gh1 t man's fai? w be "r & 8 sanctification w be glori\s4 ,! e/eem ( ,*ri/ is always little :]e s9 lies light4 ,& ,hopeful himself says a ?+ at ?is po9t t is q wor?y ( ,%ep>d himself1 su* is its dep? & insight4 ,he speaks ( ! righte\s actually lov+ ! sight ( _! mis]y4 ,he does n expla9 :at he means by t />tl+ language because he is talk+ all ! "t1 z he kn[s q well1 to "o :o und]/ood all t be=e he 0 born4 ,nor w ,i attempt to expla9 or to v9dicate :at he says4 ,^? ( y :o love ! sight ( y\r own mis]y z s9n]s w und]/& :at ,hopeful says )\t any explanation2 :ile ^? :o d n und]/& him w\ld only be ! m /umbl$ by any explanation ( him4 ,! love ( ! sight ( _! mis]y1 & ! une>?ly sweetness ( _! sorr[ = s91 are only ano!r two ( ^? provok+ p>adoxes ( :i* ! lives ( ,god's true sa9ts are full--p>adoxes & impossibilities & incoh]5cies t make ! lit]ature ( exp]im5tal religion to be positively hateful & unbe>able to ,tempor>y & to all 8 self-seek+ & apo/ate k9dr$4 #c4 ,b ev5 :]e ! consci5ces ( su* m5 are occasionally awak5$1 proce$s ,hopeful1 9 8 s se>*+ discov]y ( ,tempor>ies1 yet _! m9ds are n *ang$4 ,!re y are pretty ne> ! bus9ess1 repli$ 8 fell[2 = ! bottom ( all is1 = want ( a *ange ( _! m9d & w4 ,n[1 "o w\ld h be5 afraid & a%am$ = "o mom5t to suspect t ,tempor>y's m9d 0 n completely *ang$1 s =w>d 0 he at fir/ 9 8 religion4 ,b1 no3 =w>d be=e all 8 neighb\rs z ,tempor>y 01 to beg9 )1 yet all ! "t 8 m9d 0 n really *ang$4 ,8 =w>dness did n prop]ly spr+ out ( 8 true m9d at all1 b only out ( 8 mom5t>ily awak5$ consci5ce & 8 mom5t>ily excit$ he>t4 ,a s9n] ) a truly *ang$ m9d is nev] =w>d4 ,8 m9d is s *ang$ t =w>dness 9 any?+ is utt]ly ali5 to x1 & especially all =w>dness 9 ! pr(ession ( religion4 ,! *ange t _h tak5 place 9 ,tempor>y1 :atev] 0 ! seat ( x1 only l$ him to bully m5 l ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful1 :o w\ld n g fa/ en\gh = him4 ,come1 said ,pliable1 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! book1 come on & let u m5d our pace4 ,i _c g s fa/ z ,i w\ld1 humbly repli$ ,*ri/ian1 because ( ?is burd5 on my back4 ,x is a common obs]vation among m\nta9e]s t he :o takes ! hill at ! greate/ spurt is ! la/ climb] to come to ! top1 & t _m :o s o/5tati\sly make spurts at ! bottom ( ! hill nev] come )9 sight ( ! top at all4 ,& ?is is "o ( ! con/ant dang]s t wait on all revivals1 religi\s retreats1 conf]5ces1 & ev5 communion seasons4 ,our hot fits1 ! hott] !y are1 are only ! m likely1 unless we take ! greate/ c>e1 to ca/ u d[n into all ! m deadly a *ill4 ,x is ?is dang] t our ,"l po9ts out s pla9ly 9 ,8 p>able ( apo/asy4 ,! same is he1 says our ,"l1 t he>e? ! ^w1 & anon ) joy receive? x2 yet ha? he n root 9 himself1 b dure? = a :ile4 ,9 ,hopeful's words1 8 m9d & w 7 nev] *ang$ ) all 8 joy1 only 8 pass+ moods & 8 mom5t>y emotions4 ,multitudes ( m5 :o are z =w>d at fir/ z ,pliable & ,tempor>y 7 turn out at la/ to h no root 9 !mselves2 b "h & !re y w discov] a man :o is all root toge!r4 ,!re are "s m5 ^: :ole m9d & he>t & w1 ^: :ole inw>d man1 has gone to root4 ,all ! /r5g? & all ! fatness ( _! religi\s life retreat into its root4 ,!y h no leaves at all1 & !y h too little fruit z yet2 b y %\ld see _! roots4 ,only1 no eye b ! eye ( ,god c see sorr[ = s9--secret & sore humiliation on acc\nt ( secret s9--! incessant agony t goes on )9 betwe5 ! fle% & ! _s1 betwe5 s9 & grace1 betwe5 v hell & heav5 itself4 ,to "k y\r own evil he>ts1 my bre?r51 say to y on t subject :at any ,tempor>y w1 is ! v root ( ! :ole matt] to y4 ,:atev] ,dr4 ,newman's mi/akes z to outw>d *ur*es may h be51 he 0 a ma/] ( ! human he>t1 ! mo/ difficult ( all matt]s to ma/]4 ,li/51 !n1 to :at he says on ! matt] n[ 9 h&4 ,n[1 unless we h "s j idea ( our he>ts & ( s91 we c h no "r idea ( a ,moral ,gov]nor1 a ,savi\r1 or a ,sanctifi]2 t is1 9 pr(ess+ to believe 9 !m we %all be us+ words )\t atta*+ any di/9ct mean+ to !m4 ,?us self-k is at ! root ( all real religi\s k2 & x is va91--x is worse ?an va91--x is a deceit & a mis*ief1 to ?9k to und]/& ! ,*ri/ian doctr9es z a matt] ( c\rse1 m]ely by be+ taught by books1 or by att5d+ s]mons1 or by any outw>d means1 h[ev] excell5t1 tak5 by !mselves4 ,= x is 9 proportion z we se>* our he>ts & und]/& our own nature t we und]/& :at is meant by an ,inf9ite ,gov]nor & ,judge2 x is 9 proportion z we compreh5d ! nature ( disob$i5ce & our actual s9fulness t we feel :at is ! bless+ ( ! removal ( s91 r$emption1 p>don1 sanctification1 :i* o!rwise are m]e words4 ,god speaks to u prim>ily 9 our he>ts4 ,self- k is ! key to ! precepts & doctr9es ( ,scripture4 ,! v utmo/ t any outw>d notices ( religion c d is to />tle u & make u turn inw>d & se>* our he>ts2 & !n1 :5 we h exp]i5c$ :at x is to read ourselves1 we %all pr(it by ! doctr9e ( ! ,*ur* & ! ,bible4 ,my bre?r51 ! temp] 9 :i* y receive t passage1 & receive x f its au?or1 may be safely tak5 by y z a sure presage :e!r y are to turn out a ,tempor>y & a ,ca/away or no4 ,n[1 to conclude ) a ^w ( admission1 &1 b\nd up ) x1 a ^w ( enc\ragem5t4 ,aft] all t has be5 said1 ,i fully admit t we are all ,tempor>ies to beg9 )4 ,we all cool d[n f our fir/ heat 9 religion4 ,we all halt f our fir/ spurt4 ,we all turn back f fai? & f duty & f privilege ?r\gh our fe> ( m51 or ?r\gh our corrupt love ( ourselves1 or ?r\gh our co>se-m9d$ love ( ?is pres5t _w4 ,only1 ^? :o are appo9t$ to p]sev]ance1 & ?r\gh t to et]nal life1 always k9dle aga92 !y are k9dl$ aga91 & !y love ! return ( _! lo/ w>m?4 ,!y recov] !mselves & address !mselves aga9 & aga9 to ! race t is /ill set be=e !m4 ,!y prove !mselves n to be ( ^? :o draw back unto p]dition1 b ( ^? t believe to ! sav+ ( ! s\l4 ,n[1 if y h only too good gr\nd to suspect t y are b a tempor>y believ]1 :at are y to d to make y\r sure escape out ( t p]il\s /ate8 ,:at1 b to keep on believ+8 ,y mu/ cry con/antly1 ,"l1 ,i believe1 help ,?\ m9e unbelief6 ,:5 at any "t y are "u any temptation or corruption1 & y feel t y\r fai? & y\r love are lett+ slip _! hold ( ,*ri/ & ( et]nal life1 !n knot y\r weak he>t all ! fa/] to ! ?rone ( grace1 to ! cross ( ,*ri/1 & to ! gate ( heav54 ,give up all y\r m9d & he>t1 & all t is )9 y1 to ! "o ?+ ne$ful4 ,lab\r night & day 9 y\r own he>t at believ+ on ,*ri/1 at lov+ y\r neighb\r1 & at discov]+1 d5y+1 & crucify+ y\rself4 ,x w all pay y 9 ! long run4 ,= if y d all ^! ?+s1 & p]si/5tly d !m1 !n1 ?\gh y are at ?is mom5t all b dead to all div9e ?+s1 & all b a reprobate1 x w be f\nd at la/ t all ! "t y\r "n 0 writt5 among ! elect 9 heav54 ,! p]sev]ance ( ! sa9ts1 ! five po9ts not)/&+1 is n a =egone conclusion4 ,! f9al p]sev]ance ( ! ripe/ & sure/ sa9t is all made up ( ev]-new beg9n+s 9 rep5tance1 9 fai?1 9 love1 & 9 ob$i5ce4 ,beg91 !n1 e new day to rep5t anew1 to return anew1 to believe & to love anew4 ,& if all y\r ,new-,ye> rep5tances & return+s & re=mations are all already prov$ to be b tempor>y--ev5 if !y lie all ar\nd y already a bitt] mock]y ( all y\r pr(essions--/ill1 beg9 aga94 ,beg9 to-night1 & beg9 aga9 to-morr[ morn+4 ,sp5d all ! rema9d] ( y\r days on e>? beg9n+4 ,&1 ere ev] y are aw>e1 ! f9al p]sev]ance ( ano!r pr$e/9at$ sa9t w be f\nd accompli%$ 9 y4 ,,secret ,! secret ( ! ,"l is ) !m t fe> ,him4--,david4 ,a truly religi\s life is always a secret life3 x is a life hid1 z ,paul has x1 ) ,*ri/ 9 ,god4 ,! secret ( ! ,"l1 says ! ,psalmi/1 is ) !m t fe> ,him4 ,& ?us x is t :5 m5 beg9 to fe> ,god1 bo? _! he>ts & _! lives are h5ce=? full ( all k9ds ( secrets t are kn[n to !mselves & to ,god only4 ,x 0 :5 ,*ri/iana's fe>ful ?\ghts began to "w 9 h] m9d ab\t h] husb& :om %e _h lo/--x 0 :5 all h] unk9d1 unnatural1 & ungodly c>riages to h] de> fri5d came into h] m9d 9 sw>ms1 clogg$ h] consci5ce1 & load$ h] ) guilt--x 0 !n t ,secret knock$ at h] door4 ,next morn+1 s h] op5+ hi/ory runs1 :5 %e 0 up1 & _h pray$ to ,god1 & talk$ ) h] *ildr5 a:ile1 "o knock$ h>d at ! door to :om %e spake out1 say+1 ,if ?\ come/ 9 ,god's "n1 come 94 ,s he :o 0 at ! door said1 ,am51 & op5$ ! door1 & salut$ h] )1 ,peace be to ?is h\se4 ,! :i* :5 he _h done1 he said1 ,*ri/iana1 kn[e/ ?\ :]e=e ,i am come8 ,!n %e blu%$ & trembl$1 also h] he>t began to wax w>m ) desires to "k :5ce he came1 & :at 0 8 err& to h]4 ,s he said unto h]1 ,my "n is ,secret1 ,i dwell ) ^? t are high4 ,x is talk$ ( :]e ,i dwell z if ?\ had/ a desire to g ?i!r2 also1 !re is a report t ?\ art aw>e n[ ( ! evil ?\ =m]ly did/ to ?y husb& 9 h>d5+ ( ?y he>t aga9/ 8 way1 & 9 keep+ ( ?y babes 9 _! ignorance4 ,*ri/iana1 ! ,m]ciful ,"o has s5t me to tell !e t ,he is a ,god ready to =give1 & t ,he take? delight to multiply to p>don (f5ces4 ,he w\ld also h !e "k t ,he invite? !e to come into ,8 pres5ce1 ev5 to ,8 table1 & t ,he w !re fe$ !e ) ! fat ( ,8 h\se1 & ) ! h]itage ( ,jacob ?y fa!r4 ,*ri/iana at all ?is 0 greatly aba%$ 9 h]self1 & %e b[$ h] head to ! gr\nd1 :ile h] visitor proce$$ & said1 ,*ri/iana1 "h is a lett] = !e :i* ,i h br\ght f ?y husb&'s ,k+4 ,s %e took x & op5$ x1 &1 z %e op5$ x1 x smelt aft] ! mann] ( ! be/ p]fume2 also x 0 writt5 9 lett]+ ( gold4 ,! cont5ts ( ! lett] 0 to ?is effect1 t ! ,k+ w\ld h h] d z did ,*ri/ian h] husb&1 = t 0 ! way to come to ! city & to dwell 9 ,8 pres5ce ) joy = ev]4 ,at ?is ! good woman 0 completely ov]come4 ,s %e said to h] visitor1 ,sir1 w y c>ry me & my *ildr5 ) y t we may g & wor%ip ?is ,k+8 ,!n said ! heav5ly visitor1 ,*ri/iana1 ! bitt] is be=e ! sweet4 ,?\ mu/ ?r\gh tr\bles1 z did he t w5t be=e !e1 ent] ?is cele/ial city4 ,& s on4 #a4 ,n[1 to beg9 )1 y w h notic$ ! way 9 :i* ,*ri/iana 0 prep>$ = ! entrance ( ,secret into h] h\se4 ,%e 0 a wid[4 ,%e sat alone 9 t lonel9ess :i* only wid[s "k & und]/&4 ,m ?an lonely1 %e 0 v mis]able4 ,m>k ?is1 says ! au?or on ! m>g91 y t are *urls to y\r godly relations4 ,= ?is wid[ felt sure t h] husb& _h be5 tak5 f h] because ( h] cruel behavi\r to him4 ,h] pa/ unnatural c>riages t[>d h] husb& n[ r5t ! v caul ( h] he>t 9 sund]4 ,&1 aga9 & aga91 ab\t t same "t /range dreams w\ld sometimes visit h]4 ,dreams su* z ?is4 ,%e w\ld see h] husb& 9 a place ( bliss ) a h>p 9 8 h&1 /&+ & play+ ^u x be=e ,"o t sat on a ?rone ) a ra9b[ r\nd ,8 head4 ,%e saw also z if he b[$ 8 head ) 8 face to ! pav$ "w t 0 "u ! ,pr9ce's feet1 say+1 ,i he>tily ?ank my ,"l & ,k+ = br++ me to ?is place4 ,y w easily see h[ ready ?is lone woman 0 ) all t = 8 entrance :o knock$ & said1 ,peace be to ?is h\se1 & h&$ h] a lett] ( p]fume f h] husb&'s ,k+4 ,!n y w h rem>k$ also "s ( ! ?+s ?is visitor f on high said to h] ( ! place :5ce he _h come4 ,he told h]1 to beg9 )1 h[ !y sometimes talk$ ab\t h] 9 8 c\ntry4 ,%e ?\ght t %e 0 a lonely & =gott5 wid[1 & t no "o c>$ :at became ( h]4 ,b h] visitor assur$ h] %e 0 q wrong 9 ?9k+ t4 ,he _h (t5 himself he>d h] "n m5tion$ 9 conv]sation above2 & ! mo/ hopeful reports1 he told h]1 7 circulat$ f door to door t %e 0 actually all b />t$ on ! upw>d way4 ,yes1 he said1 & we h a place prep>$ = y on ! /r5g? ( ^! reports1 a place among ! immortals close beside y\r husb&4 ,& all t1 z y w n wond]1 0 ! beg9n+ ( ,*ri/iana's secret life4 ,aft] t morn+ %e nev] aga9 felt alone or =gott54 ,i am n alone1 %e w\ld aft] t say1 :5 any ( h] old neighb\rs knock$ at h] door4 ,no1 ,i am n alone1 b if ?\ come/ 9 ,god's "n1 come 94 #b4 ,& f t day a long succession ( secret provid5ces began to ent] ,*ri/iana's life1 till1 z "t w5t on1 h] :ole life 0 fill$ full ( secret provid5ces4 ,& n h] pres5t life only1 b h] discov]ies ( ,god's secret provid5ces t[>ds h] & h]s became retrospective also1 till bo? h] own p>5tage & bir?1 h] husb&'s p>5tage & bir? also1 ! day %e fir/ saw him1 ! day ( _! esp\sals1 ! day ( _! m>riage1 & ! day ( 8 dea?1 all %one out n[ z s _m secret & special provid5ces ( ,god t[>d h]4 ,bi%op ,m>t5s5 has a f9e passage on ! fragm5t>9ess ( our k1 n only ( div9e provid5ce z a :ole1 b ev5 ( ^? div9e provid5ces t fill up our own lives4 ,& he w>ns u t1 till we h he>d ! ,prologue 9 ,heav51 _m a riddle 9 our lives mu/ ( necessity rema9 unsolv$4 ,*ri/iana c\ld n h told h] inquir+ *ildr5 :at a prologue 01 nor an epilogue ei!r1 b _m 7 ! wise & w9n+ disc\rses %e held ) h] boys ab\t _! fa!r n[ 9 heav51 ab\t h] happ9ess 9 hav+ _h su* a fa!r = h] *ildr51 & ab\t _! happ9ess t ! road 0 op5 be=e !m to g to :]e he n[ is4 ,& !re are _m poor wid[s among ourselves :o are wis] ?an all _! tea*]s1 because !y are 9 t s*ool ( exp]i5ce into :i* ,god takes ,8 afflict$ p & op5s to !m ,8 deepe/ secrets4 ,!y rememb]1 ) ,job1 :5 ! secret ( ! ,"l 0 fir/ ^u _! tab]nacle4 ,_! wid[$ he>ts are full ( holy h\sehold memories4 ,!y rememb] ! days :5 ! c&le ( ! ,"l %one ^u _! head :5 !y wa%$ _! /eps ) butt]1 & ! rock p\r$ !m out riv]s ( oil4 ,& /ill1 :51 l ,job also1 !y sit solit>y among ! a%es1 ! secret ( ! ,"l is only ! m secretly & intimately ) !m4 ,john ,bunyan 0 well fitt$ to be ,*ri/iana's biograph]1 because 8 own life 0 z full z x c\ld hold ( ^! same secret & special provid5ces4 ,"o day he 0 walk+--s he tells u--9 a good man's %op1 bemoan+ himself ( 8 sad & doleful /ate--:5 a mighty ru%+ w9d came 9 ?r\gh ! w9d[ & seem$ to c>ry words ( ,scripture on its w+s to ,bunyan's disconsolate s\l4 ,he c&idly tells u t he does n "k1 aft] tw5ty ye>s' reflection1 :at to make ( t /range disp5sation4 ,t x took place1 & t x left ! mo/ bless$ results beh9d x1 he is sure2 b z to h[ ,god did x1 by :at means1 by :at in/rum5ts1 bo? ! ru%+ w9d itself & ! salutation t accompani$ x1 he is fa9 to let lie till ! day ( judgm5t4 ,& _m ( ourselves h _h /range disp5sations too t we mu/ leave alone1 & seek no o!r explanation ( !m = ! pres5t b ! bless$ results ( !m4 ,we h _h div9e desc5ts into our lives t we c nev] attempt to describe4 ,int]positions z pla9 to u z if we _h bo? se5 & spok5 ) ! angel :o execut$ !m4 ,miracul\s deliv]ances t ?r[ _m ,old & ,new ,te/am5t miracles into ! %ade4 ,provid5tial adaptations & readju/m5ts also1 z if all ?+s 7 actually & op5ly & )\t a veil be+ made to "w toge!r = our good4 ,extrications also2 nets brok51 sn>es snapp$1 & su* pavilions ( safety & solace op5$ to u t we c f9d no psalm secret & special en\gh 9 :i* to utt] our life-long a/oni%m5t4 ,importunate pray]s anticipat$1 po/pon$1 d5i$1 translat$1 transmut$1 & !n answ]$ till our cup 0 too full2 sweet *ang$ to bitt]1 & bitt] *ang$ to sweet1 s wond]fully1 s graci\sly1 & s (t51 t words fail u1 & we c only n[ laugh & n[ weep ov] x all4 ,poor ,c[p] knew some?+ ab\t x-- ,god moves 9 a my/]i\s way ,8 wond]s to p]=m2 ,he plants ,8 foot/eps 9 ! sea1 ,& rides ^u ! /orm4 ,ye fe>ful sa9ts1 fre% c\rage take1 ,! cl\ds ye s mu* dread ,are big ) m]cy1 & %all break ,9 bless+s on y\r head4 ,bl9d unbelief is sure to err1 ,& scan 8 "w 9 va92 ,god is ,8 own int]pret]1 ,& ,he w make x pla94 #c4 ,secret scriptures also--f t enlight5+ day ,*ri/iana's ,bible became full ( !m4 ,pet] says t no prophecy is ( any private int]pretation2 &1 :atev] he means by t1 :at he says mu/ be true4 ,b ,*ri/iana w\ld h und]/ood ! apo/le bett] if he _h said ! exact opposite ( t1--if n ab\t ! prophecies1 at lea/ ab\t ! psalms4 ,leave ! prophecies 9 ?is connection alone2 b ( ! psalms x may safely be said t x is nei!r ! lit]al nor ! hi/orical nor ! my/ical int]pretation t gets at ! he>t ( ^? supreme scriptures4 ,x is ! private1 p]sonal1 &1 inde$1 secret int]pretation t gets be/ at ! deepe/ he>t ( ! psalms4 ,an old ,bible came into my h&s ! o!r day--a ,bible t _h se5 s]vice--& x op5$ ( its own accord at ! ,book ( ,psalms4 ,on turn+ ov] ! yell[ leaves ,i f\nd a date & a deep ind5tation opposite ^! words3 ,commit ?y way unto ! ,"l3 tru/ also 9 ,him3 & ,he w br+ x to pass4 ,& z ,i look$ at ! figures on ! m>g91 & at ! und]scor$ text1 ,i felt z if ,i 7 on ! br9k ( an old-_w secret4 ,create 9 me a clean he>t _h a significant initial also2 z _h ?is3 ,! sacrifices ( ,god are a brok5 _s4 ,! :ole ( ! hundr$-&-?ird psalm 0 bracket$ (f f all public int]pretation2 :ile ! t5?1 ! c>d9al v]se ( t secret psalm1 _h a special seal set ^u x4 ,judg+ f its /a9s & sc>s & o!r accid5ts1 ! :ole ( ! hundr$-&-n9ete5? psalm _h be5 a special fav\rite2 :ile ! hundr$-&-=ty-?ird also 0 all broid]$ r\nd ) %or?& symbols4 ,b ! secret key ( all ^? symbols & dates & enigmatical m>ks 0 no long] to be f\nd2 x _h be5 c>ri$ away 9 ! own]'s own he>t4 ,b1 my head be+ full ( ,*ri/iana at ! "t1 ,i felt z if ,i held h] own old ,bible 9 my h& z ,i turn$ ov] ^? anci5t leaves4 #d4 ,our ,"l s practis$ secrecy ,himself 9 ,8 fa/+1 9 ,8 pray+1 & 9 ,8 almsgiv+1 & ,he makes s mu* ( t same secrecy 9 all ,8 tea*+1 z almo/ to make ! ess5ce ( all true religion to /& 9 its secrecy4 ,:5 ?\ praye/1 says our ,"l1 %ut ?y door & pray 9 secret4 ,z mu* z to say t we are sc>cely pray+ at all :5 we are pray+ 9 public4 ,pray+ 9 public is s difficult t new beg9n]s1 l ,8 disciples1 h to practise t s difficult art = a long "t 9 secret4 ,public pray] has s _m besett+ s9s1 x is op5 to s _m temptations1 di/ractions1 & corruptions1 t x is almo/ impossible to pres]ve ! real ess5ce ( pray] 9 public pray]4 ,b 9 secret all ^? temptations & di/ractions are happily abs5t4 ,we h no temptation to be too long 9 secret pray]1 or too l\d1 or too eloqu5t4 ,/ately old ,engli% goes = no?+ 9 secret pray]4 ,we nev] ne$ to g to our knees 9 secret trembl+1 le/ we lose ! ?read ( our pray]1 or =get t s fit & s f9e expression4 ,! long] we are ! bett] 9 secret pray]4 ,mu* speak+ is really a virtue 9 secret pray]2 mu* speak+ & _m repetitions4 ,also1 we c put ?+s into our secret pray]s t we d>e n come )9 a ?\s& miles ( 9 ! pulpit1 or ! pray]- meet+1 or ! family4 ,we c ent] into ! mo/ pla9-spok5 p>ticul>s ab\t ourselves 9 secret4 ,we c put our prop] "n ^u ourselves1 & ^u our actions1 & especially ^u our ?\ghts :5 our door is %ut4 ,!n1 aga91 we c pray = o!r p by "n 9 secret2 we c ent]1 s f> z we "k !m1 into all _! circum/ances 9 a way x is impossible to d any:]e b 9 ! utmo/ secrecy4 ,we c1 9 %ort1 be ourselves 9 secret2 &1 unless x is to please or to impress m51 we _h bett] n pray at all unless we are ourselves :5 we are engag$ 9 x4 ,y c be y\rself1 y\r v wor/ self2 nay1 y mu/ be1 else y w n long pray 9 secret1 & ev5 if y did y w\ld n be he>d4 ,i d n rememb] t v mu* is said 9 s _m words 9 h] aft]-hi/ory ab\t ,*ri/iana's habits ( closet-pray]4 ,b t ,secret taught h] ! way1 & wait$ till %e _h ta/$ ! sweetness & ! /r5g? ( be+ a good :ile on h] knees alone1 ,i am safe to say2 inde$1 ,i read x betwe5 ! l9es 9 all h] aft]-life4 ,%e 0 rew>d$ op5ly 9 a way t te/ifies to mu* secret pray]2 t is to say1 9 ! e>ly conv]sion ( h] *ildr51 9 ! way !y settl$ 9 life1 & su* l ?+s4 ,pray mu* = ^? ?+s 9 secret t y wi% to possess op5ly4 #e4 ,b p]haps ! be/ & mo/ infallible evid5ce we c h ( ! tru? ( our religion 9 ?is life is 9 ! /eady increase ( our secret s9fulness4 ,*ri/iana _h no tr\ble ) h] own wick$ he>t s long z %e 0 a woman ( a wick$ life4 ,b directly %e became a new creature1 h] he>t began to sw>m1 su* is h] own expression1 ) s9ful memories1 s9ful ?\ghts1 & s9ful feel+s2 till %e _h ne$ ( "s "o ev] ne> h]1 l ,grea!>t1 con/antly to assure h] t ^? cruel & deadly sw>ms1 in/ead ( be+ a bad sign ( h] salvation1 7 ! v be/ signs possible ( h] good e/ate4 ,humility is ! f\ndation ( all our graces1 & !re is no humility s deep & s ev]-deep5+ z t evangelical humility :i* 9 its turn rises out ( & re/s ^u secret s9fulness4 ,n ^u acts ( secret s94 ,d n mi/ake me4 ,acts ( secret s9 h>d5 ! he>t & debau* ! consci5ce4 ,b ,i speak ( t secret1 orig9al1 unexplor$1 & inexpugnable s9fulness out ( :i* all a s9n]'s actual s9s1 bo? op5 s9s & secret1 spr+2 & out ( :i* a l life ( op5 & actual s9s w\ld spr+ 9 ,god's v be/ sa9ts1 if only bo? ,he & !y did n wat* night & day aga9/ !m4 ,s5sibility to s91 or r to s9fulness1 is f> & away ! be/ evid5ce ( sanctification t is possible to u 9 ?is life4 ,x is ?is ke5 & bitt] s5sibility t secures1 amid all oppositions & ob/ructions1 ! true sa9t's onw>d & upw>d progress4 ,7 x n = ! mis]y ( _! own he>ts1 ,god's be/ sa9ts w\ld fall asleep & g back l o!r m54 ,a s9ful he>t is ! mis]y ( all mis]ies4 ,x is ! deepe/ & d>ke/ ( all dungeons4 ,x is ! mo/ pa9ful & ! mo/ loa?some ( all diseases4 ,& ! secrecy ( x all adds to ! bitt]ness & ! gall ( x all4 ,we may "k t o!r m5's he>ts are z s9ful z our own1 b we d n feel _! s9fulness4 ,we _c s5sibly feel humiliation1 bondage1 sickness1 & self-loa?+ on acc\nt ( ano!r man's envy1 or ill-w1 or res5tm5t1 or cruelty1 or falsehood1 or impurity4 ,all ^! ?+s mu/ be our own be=e we c ent] into ! pa9 & ! %ame ( !m2 b1 :5 we d1 !n we ta/e :at dea? & hell are inde$4 ,z ,i write ^! feeble words ab\t x1 a devil's %aft ( envy t 0 %ot all aga9/ my w into my he>t ?is morn+1 /ill1 aft] a :ole day1 rankles & fe/]s !re4 ,i h be5 on my knees ) x aga9 & aga92 ,i h /ood & look$ into an op5 grave to-day2 b !re x is suck+ at my he>t's blood /ill1 l a lee* ( hell4 ,:o c und]/& 8 errors8 ,cleanse ,?\ me f secret faults4 ,create 9 me a clean he>t1 ,o ,god1 ,o wret*$ man t ,i am6 ,let a man1 says ,william ,law :5 he is en=c+ humility1 b consid] t if ! _w knew all t ( him :i* he kn[s ( himself3 if !y saw :at vanity & :at passions gov]n 8 inside1 & :at secret temp]s sully & corrupt 8 be/ actions1 he w\ld h no m pret5ce to be hon\r$ & admir$ = 8 goodness & wisdom ?an a rott5 & di/emp]$ body to be lov$ & admir$ = its beauty & comel9ess4 ,?is is s true1 & s kn[n to ! he>ts ( almo/ all p1 t no?+ w\ld appe> m dreadful to !m ?an to h _! he>ts fully discov]$ to ! eyes ( all behold]s4 ,&1 p]haps1 !re are v few p 9 ! _w :o w\ld n r *oose to die ?an to h all _! secret follies1 ! errors ( _! judgm5ts1 ! vanity ( _! m9ds1 ! fals5ess ( _! pret5ces1 ! frequ5cy ( _! va9 & disord]ly passions1 _! uneas9esses1 hatr$s1 envies1 & vexations made kn[n to all ! _w4 ,:]e did ,william ,law get t t]rible passage8 ,:]e c\ld he get x b 9 ! secret he>t ( ! mis]able au?or ( ! ,s]i\s ,call8 #f4 ,! half _c be told ( ! guilt & ! corruption1 ! pa9 & ! %ame & ! manifold mis]y ( secret s92 b all t w be told1 believ$1 & und]/ood by all m5 long be=e ! full magnific5ce ( _! sanctification1 & ! sup]b transc5d5ce ( _! bless$ness1 w ev5 beg9 to be describ$ to ,god's secret sa9ts4 ,=1 all t sleepless1 cruel1 & s\l-kill+ pa91 & all t %ameful & humbl+ corruption1--all t means1 all t is1 s mu* hol9ess1 s mu* heav51 work+ itself out 9 ! s\l4 ,all t is s mu* immortal life1 spotless beauty1 & incorruptible joy already begun 9 ! s\l4 ,e su* pang 9 a holy he>t is a dea?-pang ( ano!r s9 & a bir?-pang ( ano!r grace4 ,bro!rly love is at la/ be+ born nev] to die 9 t he>t :]e envy & malice & res5tm5t & rev5ge are caus+ inw>d agony4 ,& humility & meekness & ! :ole m9d ( ,*ri/ are !re :]e pride & ang] & ill-w are felt to be v hell itself4 ,& hol9ess1 ev5 z ,god is holy1 w soon be !re = ev] :]e ! s9fulness ( s9 is a s9n]'s acute/ sorr[4 ,z = me1 said "o ^: s9 0 ev] be=e him1 ,i w behold ,?y face 9 righte\sness2 ,i %all be satisfi$ :5 ,i wake ) ,?y lik5ess4 ,,mrs4 ,,timor\s ,b ! fe>ful lit]ally1 ! timid & ! c[>dly %all h _! "p 9 ! second dea?4--,revelation xxi4 ,no soon] _h ,secret bidd5 ,*ri/iana f>ewell ?an %e began ) all h] might to make ready = h] great j\rney4 ,come1 my *ildr51 let u pack up & begone to ! gate t leads to ! ,cele/ial ,city1 t we may see y\r fa!r & be ) him1 & ) 8 companions1 9 peace1 accord+ to ! laws ( t l&4 ,& !n3 ,come 91 if y come 9 ,god's "n6 ,*ri/iana call$ out1 z two ( h] neighb\rs knock$ at h] door4 ,hav+ little to d at home ?is morn+1 said ! eld] ( ! two wom51 ,i h come across to kill a little "t ) y4 ,i sp5t la/ night ) ,mrs4 ,light-m9d1 & ,i h "s good news = y ?is morn+4 ,i am j prep>+ = a j\rney ?is morn+1 said ,*ri/iana1 pack+ up all ! "t1 & ,i h n s mu* z "o mom5t to sp>e4 ,y "k y\rselves :at ,*ri/iana's n]v\sness & almo/ impati5ce 74 ,y "k h[ x upsets y\r good temp] & all y\r civility :5 y are pack+ up = a long abs5ce f home1 & "s "o comes 91 & w talk1 & w n see h[ beh9dh& & h[ busy y are4 ,= :at j\rney1 ,i pray y8 ask$ ,mrs4 ,timor\s1 = t 0 h] visitor's "n4 ,ev5 to g aft] my good husb&1 ! busy woman said1 & ) t %e fell a-weep+4 ,b y mu/ read ! :ole acc\nt ( t ev5tful morn+ 9 ,*ri/iana's memoirs = y\rselves till y h x1 z ,secret said1 by root-(-he>t4 ,on ! und]/&+ t y are n total /rang]s to t s excell5tly-writt5 passage ,i %all n[ v5ture a few obs]vations ^u x4 #a4 ,well1 to beg9 )1 ,mrs4 ,timor\s 0 n a bad woman1 z wom5 w5t 9 t t[n & 9 t day4 ,h] companions1--h] gossips1 z %e w\ld h call$ !m1--7 f> worse wom5 ?an %e 02 &1 _h x n be5 = h] family infirmity1 _h x n be5 = t timid1 hesitat+1 lukew>m1 & half-&-half habit ( m9d :i* %e _h inh]it$ f h] fa!r1 !re is no say+ :at "p %e might h play$ 9 ! fam\s exp$ition ( ,*ri/iana & ,m]cy & ! boys4 ,h] fa!r _h be5 a pilgrim himself at "o "t2 b he _h n[ = a long "t be5 kn[n 9 ! t[n z a turncoat & a tempor>y1 & all 8 *ildr5 _h unhappily tak5 aft] _! fa!r 9 t4 ,_h h] fa!r held on z he at "o "t _h begun--_h he held on 9 ! face ( all fe> & all dang] z ,*ri/iana's noble husb& _h done--to a c]ta9ty 8 daught] w\ld h />t$ t morn+ ) ,*ri/iana & h] company1 & w\ld h be51 if a timid1 easily sc>$1 & tr\blesome pilgrim1 yet z true a pilgrim1 & made z welcome at la/1 z1 say1 ,miss ,mu*-afraid1 ,mr4 ,fe>+1 & ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt 7 made4 ,b h] fa!r's sup]ficiality & %ak9ess1 & at bottom 8 w>m love ( ?is _w & 8 lukew>m love ( ! _w to come1 _h un=tunately all desc5d$ to 8 daught]1 till we f9d h] actually revil+ ,*ri/iana on t decisive morn+1 & return+ to h] di% ( tea & tittle-tattle ) ,mrs4 ,bats-eyes1 ,mrs4 ,inconsid]ate1 ,mrs4 ,light-m9d1 & ,mrs4 ,"k-no?+4 #b4 ,! ?+ t positively t]rifi$ ,mrs4 ,timor\s at ! v ?\ght ( sett+ out ) ,*ri/iana t morn+ 0 t intol]able way 9 :i* ,*ri/iana _h begun to g back ^u h] pa/ life z a wife & a "m4 ,*ri/iana c\ld n hide h] deep di/ress1 &1 inde$1 %e did n mu* try4 ,su* 7 ! sw>ms ( pa9ful memories t h] husb&'s late dea?1 ! visit ( ,secret1 & "o ?+ & ano!r _h let loose ^u ,*ri/iana's m9d1 t %e c\ld take pleasure 9 no?+ b 9 h[ %e 0 to escape away f h] pa/ life1 & h[ %e c\ld 9 any way m5d x & make up = x :]e %e c\ld n escape f x4 ,y may judge y\rself1 said ,mrs4 ,timor\s to ,mrs4 ,light-m9d1 :e!r ,i 0 likely to f9d mu* ent]ta9m5t ) a woman l t6 ,=1 ,mrs4 ,timor\s too1 y mu/ "k1 _h a pa/ life ( h] own2 & x 0 t pa/ life ( h]s all br\ght back by ,*ri/iana's words t morn+ t made ,mrs4 ,timor\s s revile h] old fri5d & return to ! society we s soon see h] )4 ,n[1 is n ?is ! case1 t we all h sw>ms ( evil memories t we d>e n face8 ,!re is no s+le relation%ip 9 life t we c boldly look back ^u & fully face4 ,z son or z daught]1 z bro!r or z si/]1 z fri5d or z lov]1 z husb& or z wife1 z m9i/] or z memb]1 z ma/] or z s]vant--:at sw>ms ( hornet-memories d>k5 our he>ts z we s look back6 ,let any gr[n-up man1 ) "s imag9ation1 t5d]ness ( he>t1 & integrity ( consci5ce1 g back /ep by /ep1 tak+ "s "t to x1--at a new ye>1 say1 or a bir?day1 or on "s su* suitable occasion3 let him g ov] 8 pa/ life back to 8 y\? & *ildhood--& :at an intol]able burd5 w be laid on 8 he>t be=e he is done6 ,:at a panorama ( sc>let pictures w pass be=e 8 inw>d eye6 ,:at a =e/ ( accus+ f+]s w be po9t$ at him6 ,:at hiss+ curses w be spat at him bo? by ! lips ( ! liv+ & ! dead6 ,:at untold pa9s he w see t he has caus$ to ! innoc5t & ! helpless6 ,:at desolat+ disappo9tm5ts1 :at %ipwrecks ( hope to ?is man & to t woman6 ,:at a /one ( /umbl+ he has be5 to _m :o on t /one h be5 = ev] brok5 & lo/6 ,:at a rock ( (f5ce ev5 8 m]e innoc5t exi/5ce1 all unkn[n to himself till aft]w>ds1 has be56 ,sw>ms1 said ,*ri/iana4 ,sw>ms ( hornets arm$1 said ,samson4 ,& _m ( u und]/& :at t bitt] ^w means bett] ?an any comm5tator on ,bunyan or on ,milton c tell u4 ,"o ( ! holie/ m5 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& ev] produc$1 & "o ( h] be/ devotional writ]s1 us$ to %ut 8 door on ! night ( e fir/ day ( ! week1 & on 8 knees spread out a pray] :i* always conta9$ ?is passage3 ,i wor%ip ,!e1 ,o ,god1 on my face4 ,i smite my brea/ & say ) ! publican1 ,god be m]ciful to me a s9n]2 ! *ief ( s9n]s2 a s9n] f> above ! publican4 ,despise me n--an unclean worm1 a dead dog1 a putrid corpse4 ,despise me n1 despise me n1 ,o ,"l4 ,b look ^u me ) ^? eyes ) :i* ,?\ did/ look ^u ,magdal5e at ! fea/1 ,pet] 9 ! hall1 & ! ?ief on ! cross4 ,o t m9e eyes 7 a f\nta9 ( te>s t ,i might weep night & day be=e ,!e6 ,i despise & bruise myself t my p5it5ce is n deep]1 is n full]4 ,help ,?\ m9e imp5it5ce1 & m & m pi]ce1 r5d1 & cru% my he>t4 ,my s9s are m 9 numb] ?an ! s&4 ,my iniquities are multipli$1 & ,i h no relief4 ,p]i% y\r ,puritanism1 & y\r pray]-books too6 ,i he> "s high-m9d$ & indignant man say+4 ,p]i% y\r ,cele/ial ,city & all my desire aft] x1 be=e ,i say ! l ( t ab\t myself6 ,brave words1 my bro!r2 brave words6 ,b !re h be5 m5 z blameless z y are1 & z brave-he>t$ ov] x1 :o1 :5 ! scales fell (f _! eyes1 7 he>d cry+ out ev] aft]3 ,o wret*$ man t ,i am6 ,&3 ,h m]cy on me1 ! *ief ( s9n]s6 ,& s1 if x s please ,god1 w x yet be ) y4 #c4 ,hav+ _h little to d ?is morn+1 said ,mrs4 ,timor\s to ,mrs4 ,light-m9d1 ,i w5t to give ,*ri/iana a visit4 ,law1 ,i read 9 8 mo/ impressive ,life1 by ?is "t 0 well turn$ fifty1 b he rose z e>ly & 0 z soon at 8 desk z :5 he 0 /ill a new1 en?usia/ic1 & scrupul\sly me?odical /ud5t at ,cambridge4 ,summ] & w9t] ,law rose to 8 devotions & 8 /udies at five o'clock1 n because he _h imp]ative s]mons to prep>e1 b because1 9 8 own words1 x is m reasonable to suppose a p]son up e>ly because he is a ,*ri/ian ?an because he is a lab\r] or a tradesman or a s]vant4 ,i h a great deal ( bus9ess to d1 he w\ld say4 ,i h a h>d5$ he>t to *ange2 ,i h /ill ! :ole _s ( religion to get4 ,:5 ,law at any "t felt a temptation to relax 8 rule ( e>ly devotion1 he aga9 rem9d$ himself h[ fa/ he 0 becom+ an old man1 & h[ f> back 8 sanctification /ill 01 till he flung himself out ( b$ & began to make himself a new he>t be=e ! s]vants _h light$ _! fires or ! f>m]s _h yok$ _! horses4 ,%ame on y1 he said to himself1 to lie fold$ up 9 a b$ :5 y might be p\r+ out y\r he>t 9 pray] & 9 praise1 & ?us be prep>+ y\rself = a place among ^? bless$ be+s :o re/ n day & night say+1 ,holy1 ,holy1 ,holy4 ,i h little to d ?is morn+1 said ,mrs4 ,timor\s4 ,b ,i am prep>+ = a j\rney1 said ,*ri/iana4 ,i h n[ a price put into my h& to get ga91 & ,i %\ld be a fool ( ! greate/ size if ,i %\ld h no he>t to /rike 9 ) ! opportunity4 #d4 ,ano!r ?+ t completely ?rew out ,*ri/iana's idle visitor & made h] d[nright angry 0 ! way %e w\ld f+] & kiss & read pieces out ( ! fragrant lett] %e held 9 h] h&4 ,y w rememb] h[ ,*ri/iana came by t lett] %e 0 n[ s fond (4 ,"h1 said ,secret1 is a lett] ,i h br\ght !e f ?y husb&'s ,k+4 ,s %e took x & op5$ x1 & x smelt aft] ! mann] ( ! be/ p]fume2 also x 0 writt5 9 lett]s ( gold4 ,i advise !e1 said ,secret1 t ?\ put ?is lett] 9 ?y bosom1 t ?\ read !re9 to ?y *ildr5 until y h all got x by root-(-he>t4 ,8 mess5g] 0 "h1 said ,*ri/iana to ,mrs4 ,timor\s1 & has br\ght me a lett] :i* invites me to come4 ,& ) t %e pluck$ out ! lett] & read to h] out ( x1 & said3 ,:at n[ d y say to all t8 ,t1 aga91 is s true to our own life4 ,= !re is no?+ t m di/a/es & disreli%es _m p among u ?an j t we %\ld "n to !m our fav\rite books1 & read a passage out ( !m1 & ask !m to say :at !y ?9k ( su* wond]ful words4 ,samuel ,ru!r=d's ,lett]s1 = in/ance2 a book t smells to "s no/rils ) ! same heav5ly p]fume z ,secret's own lett] did4 ,a book1 moreov]1 t is writt5 9 ! same ink ( gold4 ,ask at aft]noon tea to-morr[1 ev5 9 s-call$ ,*ri/ian homes1 :5 any ( ! ladies r\nd ! table la/ read1 & h[ (t5 !y h read1 ,grace ,ab\nd+1 ,! ,sa9t's ,re/1 ,! ,religi\s ,affections1 ,j]emy ,taylor1 ,law1 a ,kempis1 ,f5elon1 or su* l1 & !y w smile to "o ano!r & rem>k aft] y are gone on y\r /range ta/e = old-fa%ion$ & long-w9d$ & introspective books4 ,julia has buri$ h] husb& & m>ri$ h] daught]s1 & s9ce t %e sp5ds h] "t 9 read+4 ,%e is always read+ fooli% & un$ify+ books4 ,%e tells y e "t %e sees y t %e is almo/ at ! end ( ! sillie/ book t ev] %e read 9 h] life4 ,b ! be/ ( x is t x s]ves to dispose ( a good deal ( h] sp>e "t4 ,%e tells y all romances are sad /uff1 yet %e is v impati5t till %e c get all %e c he> (4 ,hi/ories ( intrigue & sc&al are ! books t ,julia ?9ks are always too %ort4 ,! tru? is1 %e lives ^u folly & sc&al & imp]t95ce4 ,^! ?+s are ! support ( h] dull h\rs4 ,& yet %e does n see t 9 all ?is %e is pla9ly tell+ y t %e is 9 a mis]able1 disord]$1 reprobate /ate ( m9d4 ,n[1 :e!r y read h] books or no1 y p]haps ?9k ) h] t x is a dull task to read only religi\s & especially spiritual books4 ,b :5 y h ! _s ( true religion1 :5 y c ?9k ( ,god z y\r only happ9ess1 :5 y are n afraid ( ! joys ( et]nity1 y w ?9k x a dull task to read any o!r books4 ,:5 x is ! c>e ( y\r s\l to be humble1 holy1 pure1 & heav5ly-m9d$2 :5 y "k any?+ ( ! guilt & mis]y ( s91 or feel a real ne$ ( salvation1 !n y w f9d religi\s & truly spiritual books to be ! greate/ fea/ & joy ( y\r m9d & he>t4 ,yes4 ,& !n we %all ?ank ,god e day we live t ,he rais$ u up su* help]s 9 our salvation z ! gift$ & graci\s au?ors we h be5 speak+ (4 #e4 ,! fur!r ,i g ! m dang] ,i meet )1 said old ,timor\s1 ! fa!r1 to ,*ri/ian1 :5 ,*ri/ian ask$ him on ! ,hill ,difficulty :y he 0 runn+ ! wrong way4 ,i1 too1 0 go+ to ! ,city ( ,zion1 he said2 b ! fur!r on ,i g ! m dang] ,i meet )4 ,&1 9 say+ t1 ! old runaway gave our p]sev]+ pilgrim some?+ to ?9k ab\t = all 8 days4 ,=1 aga9 & aga91 & times )\t numb]1 ,*ri/ian w\ld h gone back too if only he _h kn[n :]e to g4 ,g on1 !re=e1 he mu/4 ,to g back to him 0 simply impossible4 ,e day he liv$ he felt ! bitt] tru? ( :at t old apo/ate _h s unwitt+ly said4 ,b1 ) all t he kept himself 9 8 onw>d way till1 dang]s & difficulties1 dea? & hell & all1 he came to ! bless$ end ( x4 ,& t same has be5 ! univ]sal exp]i5ce ( all ! true & out-&-out sa9ts ( ,god 9 all "t4 ,if poor old ,timor\s _h only kn[n x1 if he _h only _h "s "o beside him to rem9d him ( x1 ! v ?+ t s fatally turn$ him back 0 ! be/ pro( possible t he 0 on ! "r & ! only "r way2 ay1 & fa/ com+1 poor old ca/away1 to ! v city he _h at "o "t set out to seek4 ,n[1 x is only too likely t !re are "s ( my he>]s at ?is ) x to-night1 t !y are on ! po9t ( giv+ up ! life ( fai?1 & hope1 & love1 & holy liv+2 because ! deep] !y c>ry t life into _! own he>ts ! m impossible !y f9d x to live t life !re4 ,! m !y aim _! he>ts at ,god's law ! m !y despair ( ev] com+ )9 sight ( x4 ,my supremely mis]able bro!r6 if ?is is any consolation to y1 if y c take any crumb ( consolation out ( x1 let ?is be told y1 t1 z a matt] ( fact1 all truly holy m5 h 9 _! he>t ( he>ts _h y\r v exp]i5ce4 ,t is no /range & unhe>d- ( ?+ :i* is pass+ )9 y4 ,&1 inde$1 if y c\ld b believe x1 t is "o ( ! sure/ signs & seals ( a true & g5u9e *ild ( ,god4 ,dante1 "o ( ! brave/1 b h>de/ be/ead ( ,god's sa9ts1 01 j l y1 well-nigh giv+ up ! m\nta9 altoge!r :5 8 ,grea!>t1 :o 0 always at 8 side1 div9+ :at 0 go+ on )9 him1 said to him-- ,^? sc>s ,t :5 !y pa9 !e mo/ !n k9dlie/ heal4 ,! m ,i d1 compla9$ "o ( ,?omas ,%ep>d's be/ fri5ds to him1 ! worse ,i am4 ,! be/ sa9ts are ! mo/ s5sible ( s91 wrote ,samuel ,ru!r=d4 ,&1 aga9 he wrote1 ,s9 rages f> m 9 ! godly ?an ev] x does 9 ! ungodly4 ,& y d>e n d5y b t ,samuel ,ru!r=d 0 "o ( ! holie/ m5 t ev] liv$1 or t 9 say+ all t he 0 speak+ ( himself4 ,& ,newman3 ,e "o :o tries to d ,god's w--& t also is ,newman himself--w feel himself to be full ( all imp]fection & s92 & ! m he succe$s 9 regulat+ 8 he>t1 ! m w he disc]n its orig9al bitt]ness & guilt4 ,z our own hymn has x3 ,!y :o fa9 w\ld s]ve ,!e be/ ,are consci\s mo/ ( wrong )94 ,)\t kn[+ x1 ,mrs4 ,timor\s's runaway fa!r 0 speak+ ! same language z ! *ief ( ! sa9ts4 ,only he said1 ,!re=e ,i h turn$ back1 :]eas1 fir/ ,*ri/ian1 & !n ,*ri/iana 8 wid[1 said1 ,yet ,i mu/ v5ture6 ,& s say y4 ,say1 ,i mu/ & ,i w v5ture6 ,say x2 cl5* y\r tee? & y\r h&s & say x4 ,say t y are det]m9$ to g on t[>ds heav5 :]e ! holy are--absolutely det]m9$1 ?\gh y are q well aw>e t y are c>ry+ up ) y ! blacke/1 ! wick$e/1 ! mo/ corrupt1 & ! mo/ abom9able he>t ei!r out ( hell or 9 x4 ,say t1 say all t1 & /ill v5ture4 ,say all t & all ! m v5ture4 ,v5ture ^u ,god ( :om su* reassur+ ?+s are said4 ,v5ture ^u ! ,son ( ,god ( :om ,8 ,fa!r is repres5t$ z say+ su* invit+ ?+s4 ,v5ture ^u ! cross4 ,survey ! wondr\s cross & !n make a bold v5ture ^u x4 ,?9k :o t is :o is ble$+ to dea? ^u ! cross1 & :y8 ,look at ,him till y nev] aft]w>ds c see any?+ else4 ,look at ,god's ,et]nal1 ,div9e1 ,well-pleas+ ,son ) all ! wages ( s9 dealt out to ,him1 body & s\l1 on t tree to ! utt]mo/ f>?+4 ,&1 devil inc>nate ?\gh y inde$ are1 yet1 say1 if t spectacle does n satisfy y1 & enc\rage y1 & c>ry y\r c[>dice captive4 ,v5ture6 ,i say1 v5ture6 ,& if y f9d at la/ t y h v5tur$ too f>--if y h s9n$ & corrupt$ y\rself beyond r$emption--!n x w be "s consolation & di/9ction to y 9 hell t y _h out-s9n$ ! inf9ite grace ( ,god1 & _h se5 ! end ( ! unse>*able ri*es ( ,*ri/4 ,timid s9n]1 ,i b mock !e1 !re=e v5ture6 ,fe>ful s9n]1 v5ture6 ,c[>dly s9n]1 v5ture4 ,v5ture ?yself ^u ?y ,god1 ^u ,*ri/ ?y ,savi\r1 & ^u ,8 cross4 ,v5ture all ?y guilt & all ?y corruption tak5 toge!r ^u ,*ri/ hang+ ^u ,8 cross1 & make t trem5d\s v5ture n[6 ,,m]cy ,bless$ are ! m]ciful3 = !y %all obta9 m]cy4--,our ,"l4 ,! fir/ "t t we see ,m]cy %e is /&+ "o sun%9e morn+ knock+ along ) ano!r at ,*ri/iana's door4 ,& all t we aft]w>ds he> ( ,m]cy might be describ$ z1 ,a morn+ call & all t came ( x2 or1 ,h[ a godly matron l$ on a poor maid to fall 9 love ) h] own salvation4 ,john ,bunyan1 h] biograph]1 9 all 8 devotion to ,m]cy1 does n make x at all cle> to u :y su* a sweet & good girl z ,m]cy 0 c\ld be on su* intimate t]ms ) ,mrs4 ,timor\s & all h] s que/ionable circle4 ,c\ld x be t ,m]cy's "m 0 "o ( t unhappy set8 ,& _h ?is de> little woman-*ild be5 br\ght up s z to "k no bett] ?an to figure 9 _! assemblies1 & g out on _! morn+ r\nds ) ,mrs4 ,light-m9d & ,mrs4 ,"k-no?+8 ,or1 0 poor ,m]cy an orphan ) no "o to wat* ov] h]1 & _h h] sweet face1 h] h&some figure1 & h] w9n+ mann]s made h] "o ( ! attractions ( old ,madam ,wanton's midnight r\ts8 ,h[ev] x came ab\t1 !re 0 ,m]cy out on a s]ies ( morn+ calls ) a woman twice h] age1 b a woman ^: _m ye>s _h taught h] nei!r womanl9ess nor wisdom4 ,if y come 9 ,god's "n1 come 91 a voice f ! inside answ]$ ! knock+ ( ,mrs4 ,timor\s & ,m]cy1 h] companion1 at ,*ri/iana's door4 ,9 all _! r\nds t morn+ ! two wom5 _h n be5 met ) ano!r salutation l t2 & t /range salutation s disconc]t$ & s conf\nd$ !m t !y did n "k :e!r to lift ! lat* & g 91 or to run away & leave ^? to g 9 :o c\ld take _! delight 9 su* outl&i% language4 ,if y come 9 ,god's "n1 come 94 ,at ?is ! wom5 7 /unn$1 = ?is k9d ( language !y us$ n to he> or to p]ceive to drop f ! lips ( ,*ri/iana4 ,yet !y came 92 b1 behold1 !y f\nd ! good woman prep>+ to be gone f h] h\se4 ,! conv]sation t ensu$ 0 all c>ri$ on by ! two eld] wom54 ,= x 0 (t5 rem>k$ ab\t ,m]cy all h] aft]-days t h] voice 0 ev] s(t1 & l[1 &1 especially1 seldom he>d4 ,b h] e>s 7 n idle4 ,= all ! "t ! debate w5t on--because by ?is "t ! conv]sation _h ris5 to be a debate--,m]cy 0 tak+ sil5t sides ) ,*ri/iana & h] di/ress & h] int5d$ ent]prise1 till1 :5 ,mrs4 ,timor\s revil$ ,*ri/iana & said1 ,come away1 ,m]cy1 & leave h] 9 h] own h&s1 ,m]cy by t "t 0 br\ght to a /&/ill4 ,=1 l a rose among ?orns1 ,m]cy 0 ?\ghtful & wise & womanly f> beyond h] ye>s4 ,s mu* s1 t already %e _h made up h] m9d to (f] h]self z a maids]vant to help ! wid[ ) h] "w & to see h] s f> on h] way1 &1 inde$1 ?\gh %e kept t to h]self1 to g all ! way ) h]1 if ! way %\ld prove op5 to h]4 ,fir/1 h] he>t ye>n$ ov] ,*ri/iana2 s %e said )9 h]self1 ,if my neighb\r w ne$s be gone1 ,i w g a little way ) h] to help h]4 ,secondly1 h] he>t ye>n$ ov] h] own s\l's salvation1 = :at ,*ri/iana _h said _h tak5 "s hold ^u ,m]cy's m9d4 ,:]e=e %e said )9 h]self1 ,i w yet h m talk ) ?is ,*ri/iana1 & if ,i f9d tru? & life 9 :at %e %all say1 myself ) all my he>t %all also g ) h]4 ,neighb\r1 spoke out ,m]cy to ,mrs4 ,timor\s1 ,i did inde$ come ) y to see ,*ri/iana ?is morn+1 & s9ce %e is1 z y see1 a-tak+ ( h] la/ f>ewell ( h] c\ntry1 ,i ?9k to walk ?is sun%9e morn+ a little way ) h] to help h] on ! way4 ,b %e told h] n ( h] second reason1 b kept t to h]self4 ,i w\ld fa9 g on ) ,m]cy's memoirs all night4 ,b y w take up t invit+ ?read = y\rselves4 ,& meantime ,i %all /op "h & ga!r up "u two or ?ree heads "s ( ! m memorable results & lessons ( t sun%9e-morn+ call4 #a4 ,well1 !n1 to beg9 )1 !re 0 some?+ q que5-l1 some?+ absolutely comm&+1 ab\t ,*ri/iana's look & mann]1 z well z ab\t all %e said & did t morn+4 ,m]cy's morn+ companion _h all ! advantages t dress & equipage c\ld give h]2 :ile ,*ri/iana /ood 9 ! middle ( ! floor 9 h] h\sewife's clo!s1 cov]$ ) du/ & surr\nd$ ) all h] dismantl$ h\se2 b1 ) all t1 !re 0 some?+ ab\t ,*ri/iana t took ,m]cy's he>t completely captive4 ,all t ,*ri/iana _h by ?is "t come ?r\gh _h blan*$ h] *eek & :it5$ h] hair3 b all t only ! m comm&$ ,m]cy's s5sitive & noble s\l4 ,to be op5 to impressions ( t k9d is "o ( ! f9e/ end[m5ts ( a f9ely end[$ nature2 &1 all ?r\gh1 ! att5tive read] ( h] hi/ory w be sure to rem>k & imitate ,m]cy's exquisite & t5aci\s s5sibility to all t is true & good1 upright & hon\rable & noble4 ,& !n1 :at a bless+ x is to a girl ( ,m]cy's m\ld to meet at op5+ womanhood ) ano!r woman1 be x a "m1 a mi/ress1 or a neighb\r1 ^: "* !n1 & z life goes on1 c supply ! "p ( ! support+ & %elt]+ oak to ! spr++ & cl++ v9e4 ,*ri/iana be+ n[ ! new woman %e 01 z well z a woman ( great natural wisdom1 dignity1 & /ability ( "*1 ! safety1 ! salvation ( poor mo!rless ,m]cy 0 z good z sure4 ,inde$1 all ,m]cy's subsequ5t hi/ory is only "o long & gr[+ tribute to ! wor?1 ! con/ant love1 & ! sleepless solicitude ( ?is true "m 9 ,israel4 #b4 ,n[1 x 0 s1 t1 :olly unkn[n to all h] companions1 "y & old1 9 h] own v rem>kable words1 ,m]cy _h = a long "t be5 hung]+ ) all h] he>t to meet ) "s g5u9ely good p1--) "s p1 z %e said h]self1--( tru? & ( life4 ,^! are rem>kable words to he> drop f ! lips ( a "y girl1 & especially a girl ( ,m]cy's environm5t4 ,n[1 _h !re be5 any?+ holl[1 _h !re be5 "o atom ( ins9c]ity or exagg]ation ab\t ,*ri/iana t morn+1 _h %e talk$ too mu*1 _h all h] actions n f> m ?an borne out all h] words1 _h !re n be5 9 ! brok5-he>t$ woman a dep? ( m9d & a w>m? ( he>t f> beyond all h] words1 ,m]cy w\ld nev] h become a pilgrim4 ,b ! natural dignity ( ,*ri/iana's "*2 h] capable1 comm&+1 resolute ways2 ! reality1 ev5 to agony1 ( h] sorr[ = h] pa/ life--all tak5 toge!r ) h] iron-fa/ det]m9ation to ent] at once on a new life--all t c>ri$ ,m]cy's he>t completely captive4 ,m]cy felt t !re 0 a solemnity1 an awesom5ess1 & a my/]y ab\t h] new fri5d's exp]i5ces & memories t x 0 n = a *ild l h]self to attempt to intrude into4 ,b1 all ! m because ( t1 a spell ( love & fe> & rev]5ce lay on ,m]cy's he>t & m9d all h] aft]-days f t s solemn & s ev5tful morn+ :5 %e fir/ saw ,*ri/iana's hagg>d c\nt5ance & he>d h] remorseful cries4 ,my s *urli% c>riages to him6 ,n[1 su* c>riages betwe5 man & wife _h (t5 pa9$ & made a%am$ ,m]cy's maid5ly he>t beyond all expression4 ,till %e _h sometimes said to h]self1 blu%+ ) %ame be=e h]self z %e said x1 t if ev] %e 0 a wife--may my tongue cleave to ! ro( ( my m\? be=e ,i say "o *urli% ^w to him :o is my husb&6 ,& ?us x 0 t no?+ t ,*ri/iana said t morn+ 9 ! upru% ( h] remorse mov$ ,m]cy m ) pity & ) love ?an j :at ,*ri/iana beat h] brea/ ab\t z conc]n+ h] lo/ husb&4 ,m]cy us$ to say t %e saw tru? & life en\gh 9 "o h\r t morn+ to sob] & to solemnise & to w>n h] to set a wat* on ! door ( h] lips = all h] aft]-days4 #c4 ,be=e ,mrs4 ,timor\s 0 well out ( ! door1 ,m]cy _h already pluck$ (f h] gloves1 & hung up h] morn+ bonnet on a nail 9 ! wall1 s mu* did h] he>t heave to help ! cumb]$ wid[ & h] fa!rless *ildr54 ,if ?\ wilt1 ,i w hire !e1 said ,*ri/iana1 & ?\ %alt g ) me z my s]vant4 ,yet we w h all ?+s common betwixt !e & me2 only1 n[ ?\ art "h1 g along ) me4 ,at ?is ,m]cy fell on ,*ri/iana's neck & kiss$ h] "m2 = aft] t morn+ ,*ri/iana _h always a daught] ( h] own1 & ,m]cy a "m4 ,& y may be sure1 ) two su* wom5 work+ ) all _! might1 all ?+s 7 soon ready = _! happy dep>ture4 ,mr4 ,k]r ,ba9 invites 8 read]s to comp>e ,john ,bunyan's ,m]cy at ?is po9t ) ,william ,law's ,mir&a4 ,i %all n t>ry to draw out ! full comp>ison "h1 b %all cont5t myself ) simply repeat+ ,mr4 ,ba9's happy ref]5ce4 ,only1 ,i %all n cont5t myself till all to :om my voice c rea*1 & :o are able to enjoy only a fir/-rate book1 h ,mr4 ,ba9's book beside _! ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,t morn+1 !n1 on :i* ,mrs4 ,timor\s1 hav+ no?+ to d at home1 set out ) ,m]cy on a r\nd ( calls--t 0 ,m]cy's la/ idle morn+ = all h] days4 ,= h] m9d 01 ev] aft] t1 to be always busy+ ( h]self 9 do+1 = :5 %e _h no?+ to d = h]self %e w\ld be mak+ ( hos5 & g>m5ts = o!rs1 & w\ld be/[ !m ^u ^? t _h ne$4 ,i w w>rant h] a good h\sewife1 quo? ,mr4 ,brisk to himself4 ,s mu* s t at any place !y /opp$ on ! way1 ev5 = a day & a night to re/ & refre% !mselves1 ,m]cy w\ld seek out all ! poor & all ! old p1 & ere ev] %e 0 aw>e :at %e 0 do+1 already a good report _h spread abroad conc]n+ ! pilgrims & _! pilgrimage4 ,at ! same "t1 x mu/ be told t poor ,m]cy's he>t 0 m heavy = ! s\ls ( ! poor p ?an = _! nak$ bodies & hungry bellies4 ,s mu* 0 ?is s t :5 ! %eph]ds1 ,k1 ,exp]i5ce1 ,wat*ful1 & ,s9c]e1 took h] to a place :]e %e saw "o ,fool & "o ,want-wit wa%+ ( an ,e?iopian ) int5tion to make him :ite1 b ! m !y wa%$ him ! black] he 01 ,m]cy blu%$ & felt guilty be=e ! %eph]ds1--%e s took home to h] *>itable he>t ! bootless "w ( ,fool & ,want-wit4 ,m]cy put on ! ,salvationi/ bonnet at h] fir/ outset to ! ,cele/ial ,city1 & %e nev] put x (f till %e came to t l& :]e !re are no m poor to make hos5 & hats =1 & no m ,e?iopians to take to ! f\nta94 #d4 ,!re are n a few "y communicants "h to-night1 z well z n a few :o are afraid z yet to (f] !mselves = ! ,"l's table2 &1 z x s falls out to-night1 ,m]cy's case conta9s bo? an enc\ragem5t & an example to all su*4 ,= nev] surely _h a "y communicant less to g ^u ?an ,m]cy _h t be/ morn+ ( all h] life4 ,= %e _h no?+ to g ^u b a great desire to help ,*ri/iana ) h] "w2 "s desire = tru? & = life2 & "s fir/ & feeble ye>n+s ov] h] own s\l1--ye>n+s1 h[ev]1 t %e kept entirely to h]self4 ,t 0 all4 ,%e _h no remorses l ^? :i* _h pl\gh$ up ,*ri/iana's *eeks into su* *annels ( te>s4 ,%e _h no d>k pa/ out ( :i* sw>ms ( hornets /ung h] guilty consci5ce4 ,nor on ! o!r h&1 _h %e any su* sweet dreams & invit+ visions z ^? t 7 s5t to *e] & enc\rage ! disconsolate wid[4 ,%e w h h] own sweet dreams yet1 t w make h] laugh l\d out 9 h] sleep4 ,b t w be long aft] ?is1 :5 %e has discov]$ h[ h>d h] he>t is & h[ great ,god's grace is4 ,h[ %all ,i be asc]ta9$1 %e put x to ,*ri/iana1 t ,i also %all be ent]ta9$8 ,_h ,i b ?is hope1 f "o t c tell1 ,i w\ld make no /ick at all1 b w\ld g1 be+ help$ by ,him t c help1 ?\gh ! way 0 nev] s t$i\s4 ,_h ,i z good hope = a lov+ reception z y h1 ,i ?9k no ,sl\gh ( ,despond w\ld disc\rage me4 ,well1 said ! o!r1 y "k y\r sore1 & ,i "k m9e2 &1 good fri5d1 we %all all h en\gh evil be=e we come to our j\rney's end4 ,& soon aft] t1 ( all places on ! upw>d way1 ,m]cy's evil began at ! ,wicket ,gate4 ,i h a companion1 said ,*ri/iana1 t /&s )\t4 ,"o t is mu* deject$ 9 h] m9d1 = t %e comes1 z %e ?9ks1 )\t s5d+ =2 :]eas ,i 0 s5t to by my husb&'s ,k+4 ,s ! port] op5$ ! gate & look$ out2 b ,m]cy 0 fall5 d[n 9 a swoon1 = %e fa9t$ & 0 afraid t ! gate w\ld n be op5$ to h]4 ,o sir1 %e said1 ,i am fa9t2 !re is sc>ce life left 9 me4 ,b he answ]$ h] t "o once said1 ,:5 my s\l fa9t$ )9 me1 ,i rememb]$ ! ,"l1 & my pray] came 9 into ,!e1 into ,?y holy temple4 ,fe> n1 b /& up ^u ?y feet1 & tell me :]e=e ?\ art come4 ,i am come1 sir1 into t = :i* ,i nev] 0 invit$1 z my fri5d ,*ri/iana 04 ,h] invitation 0 f ! ,"l1 & m9e 0 b f h]4 ,:]e=e1 ,i fe> t ,i presume4 ,!n said he to ^? t /ood by1 ,fet* some?+ & give x to ,m]cy to smell on1 !reby to /ay h] fa9t+4 ,s !y fet*$ h] a bundle ( myrrh1 & a :ile aft] %e reviv$4--,let "y communicants be cont5t ) ,m]cy's invitation4 ,%e />t$ = ! ,city j because %e lik$ to be beside a good woman :o 0 />t+ ?i!r4 ,%e wi%$ to help a good woman :o 0 go+ ?i!r2 & j a little desire began at fir/ to awak5 9 h] he>t to g to ! city too4 ,till1 hav+ once set h] face to g up1 "o ?+ aft] ano!r work$ toge!r to lead h] up till %e1 too1 _h h] life full ( ^? invitations & exp]i5ces & int]e/s & occupations & enjoym5ts t make ,m]cy's "n s memorable1 & h] happy case su* an example & su* an inspiration1 to all ,god-fe>+ "y wom5 especially4 #e4 ,john ,bunyan mu/ be held responsible = ! /rong da% ( romance t he s boldly ?r[s into ,m]cy's memoirs4 ,b ,i %all po/pone ,mr4 ,brisk & 8 love-mak+ & 8 answ] to ano!r lecture4 ,i %all n ent] on ,m]cy's love matt]s "h at all1 b %all leave !m to be read at home by ^? :o l to read romances4 ,only1 s9ce we h se5 s mu* ( ,m]cy z a maid51 "o longs to see h[ %e turn$ out z a wife4 ,i c only imag9e h[ ,m]cy turn$ out z a wife2 b !re is a picture ( a ,scotti% ,cov5ant+ girl z a m>ri$ wife :i* always rises up be=e my m9d :5 ,i ?9k ( ,m]cy's matronly days4 ,t picture might hang 9 ,bunyan's own peculi> gall]y1 s beautiful is ! draw+1 & s w>m & s eloqu5t ! col\r+4 ,take1 !n1 ?is portrait ( "o ( ! daught]s ( ! ,scotti% ,cov5ant4 ,%e 0 a woman ( great wor?1 :om ,i !re=e passionately lov$ & inw>dly hon\r$4 ,a /ately1 beautiful1 & comely p]sonage2 truly pi\s & fe>+ ! ,"l4 ,( an ev5ly temp]1 pati5t 9 our common tribulations & "u h] p]sonal di/resses4 ,a woman ( bright natural p>ts1 & ( an uncommon /ock ( prud5ce2 ( a quick & lively appreh5sion 9 ?+s %e appli$ h]self to1 & ( great pres5ce ( m9d 9 surpris+ incid5ts4 ,sagaci\s & acute 9 disc]n+ ! qualities ( p]sons1 & !re=e n easily impos$ ^u4 ,see ,mr4 ,brisk's int]views ) ,m]cy4 ,mode/ & grave 9 h] deportm5t1 b naturally *e]ful2 wise & affable 9 conv]sation1 also hav+ a good faculty at speak+ & express+ h]self ) assurance4 ,be+ a patt]n ( frugality & wise managem5t 9 h\sehold affairs1 all su* 7 !re=e entirely committ$ to h]2 well fitt$ = & c>eful ( ! virtu\s education ( h] *ildr52 rem>kably useful 9 ! c\ntryside1 bo? 9 ! ,m]se & 9 ! ,=e/1 ?r\gh h] skill 9 physic & surg]y1 :i* 9 _m in/ances a peculi> bless+ appe>$ to be comm&$ ^u f heav54 ,&1 f9ally1 a cr[n to me 9 my public /ation & pulpit appe>ances4 ,dur+ ! "t we h liv$ toge!r we h pass$ ?r\gh a sea ( tr\ble1 z yet n see+ ! %ore b af> (f4 ,! words ( ,k+ ,lemuel1 ! prophecy t 8 "m taught him4 ,:at1 my son8 & :at1 ! son ( my womb8 & :at1 ! son ( my v[s8 ,:o c f9d a virtu\s woman8 = h] price is f> above rubies4 ,h] *ildr5 arise up & call h] bless$2 h] husb& also1 & he praise? h]4 ,fav\r is deceitful1 & beauty is va92 b a woman t fe>e? ! ,"l1 %e %all be prais$4 ,,mr4 ,,brisk ,be ye n unequally yok$4--,paul4 ,!re 7 "s sev]e precisians 9 ,john ,bunyan's day :o took ! objection to ! au?or ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress t he sometimes laugh$ too l\d4 ,"o may 7,i ?9k7 say1 bo? he laughs & cries1 ,may well be guess$ at by 8 wat]y eyes4 ,"s ?+s are ( t nature z to make ,"o's fancy *uckle :ile 8 he>t do? ake4 ,:5 ,jacob saw 8 ,ra*el ) ! %eep1 ,at ! same "t he did bo? laugh & weep4 ,& ev5 ,dr4 ,*eev]1 9 8 excell5t lectures on ! ,pilgrim's ,progress1 confesses t ?\gh ! ,second ,"p nev] ceases = a mom5t to tell ! s]i\s /ory ( ! ,pilgrimage1 at ! same "t1 x sometimes becomes s m]ry z almo/ to pass ov] into absolute com$y4 ,!re is "o passage1 says ,*eev]1 :i* = exquisite hum\r1 quiet satire1 & naturalness 9 ! developm5t ( "* is sc>cely surpass$ 9 ! language4 ,x is ! acc\nt ( ! c\rt%ip betwe5 ,mr4 ,brisk & ,m]cy :i* took place at ! ,h\se ,beautiful4 ,n[1 ! ins]tion ( su* an episode z t ( ,mr4 ,brisk into su* a book z ! ,pilgrim's ,progress is only yet ano!r pro( ( ! heal?1 ! /r5g?1 & ! tru? to nature ( ,john ,bunyan's m9d4 ,8 0 em95tly an hone/1 /raight=w>d1 manly1 ,engli% und]/&+4 ,a small] man w\ld n h v5tur$ on ,mr4 ,brisk 9 su* a book z ! ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,b !re is no affectation1 !re is no prud]y1 !re is no sup]iority to nature 9 ,john ,bunyan4 ,he knew q well t ( ! ?\s&s ( m5 & wom5 :o 7 read+ 8 ,pilgrim !re 0 no subject1 n ev5 religion itself1 t 0 tak+ up half s mu* ( _! ?\ghts z j love-mak+ & m>riage4 ,&1 l ! wise man & ! true tea*] he 01 he "h po9ts out to all 8 read]s h[ well true religion & ! fulle/ satisfaction ( ! w>me/ & ! mo/ univ]sal ( human affections c be bo? h>monis$ & made mutually helpful4 ,9 ,bunyan's day love 0 too mu* left to ! playwrights1 j z 9 our day x is too mu* left to ! poets & ! noveli/s4 ,& ?us x is t 9 too _m in/ances affection & passion h tak5 full possession ( ! he>ts & ! lives ( our "y p be=e any moral or religi\s lesson on ^! all-important subjects has be5 giv5 to !m3 any lesson su* z ,john ,bunyan s w9n+ly & s beautifully gives "h4 ,?is incid5t1 says ,?omas ,scott1 is v prop]ly introduc$1 & x is replete ) in/ruction4 ,n[1 ,mr4 ,brisk1 to beg9 )1 01 s we are told1 a "y man ( "s bre$+1--t is to say1 he 0 a "y man ( "s social position1 "s education1 & ( a c]ta9 good mann]1 at lea/ on ! surface4 ,9 ,david ,scott's ,illu/rations ,mr4 ,brisk /&s be=e u a h&some & well-dress$ "y man ( ! p]iod1 ) 8 well-belt$ d\blet1 8 volum9\s ruffles1 8 heavily-/udd$ cuffs1 8 small cane1 8 divid$ hair1 & 8 delicate h&1--altoge!r answ]+ excell5tly to 8 "n1 7 x n = ! da%$ look ( surprise ) :i* he gets 8 answ]1 &1 ) :at jaunt9ess he c at ! mom5t comm&1 takes 8 dep>ture4 ,mr4 ,brisk 0 a man ( "s bre$+1 says ,bunyan1 & t pret5d$ to religion2 b a man t /uck v close to ! _w4 ,t ,mr4 ,brisk made any pret5ce to religion at any o!r "t & 9 any o!r place is n said2 only t he put on t pret5ce ) 8 be/ clo!s :5 he came once or twice or m to ,m]cy & (f]$ love to h] at ! ,h\se ,beautiful4 ,! man ) ! lea/ religion at o!r times1 ev5 ! man ) no pret5ce to religion at o!r times at all1 w pret5d to "s religion :5 he is 9 love ) a "y woman ( ,m]cy's m9d4 ,& yet x w\ld n be fair to say t x is all pret5ce ev5 9 su* a man at su* a "t4 ,grant t a man is really 9 love2 !n1 s9ce all love is ( ! nature ( religion1 = ! "t1 ! true lov] is really on ! bord]s ( a truly religi\s life4 ,x may ) p]fect tru? be said ( all m5 :5 !y fir/ fall 9 love t !y are1 = ! "t1 n v f> away f ! k+dom ( heav54 ,= all love is good1 s f> z x goes4 ,god is ,love2 & all love1 9 ! long-run1 has a t\* ( ! div9e nature 9 x4 ,& = once1 if nev] aga91 e man :o is deeply 9 love has a f>-(f glimpse ( ! beauty ( hol9ess1 & a f>-(f ta/e ( t ineffable sweetness ( :i* ! satisfi$ sa9ts ( ,god s+ s ec/atically4 ,b1 9 too _m in/ances1 a "y man's love hav+ be5 k9dl$ only by ! creature1 &1 nev] ris+ f h] to 8 & h] ,creator1 z a rule1 x soon] or lat] burns l[ & at la/ burns out1 & leaves no?+ b emb]s & a%es 9 8 once s ard5t he>t4 ,mr4 ,brisk's love-mak+ might h end$ 9 8 becom+ a pilgrim b = ?is fatal flaw 9 8 he>t1 t ev5 9 8 love-mak+ he /uck s fa/ to ! _w4 ,x is almo/ incr$ible3 y may well refuse to believe x--t any "y man 9 love1 & especially a "y g5tleman ( ,mr4 ,brisk's bre$+1 w\ld approa* 8 mi/ress ) ! "q h[ mu* %e c\ld e>n a day4 ,z ,mr4 ,brisk looks at ,m]cy's lap s full ( hats & hos5 & says x1 ,i c see 8 natty cane beg9n+ to l5g!n itself out 9 8 s(t-sk9n$ h& & to s5d out tee? l a muck-rake4 ,give ,mr4 ,brisk ano!r ?irty ye>s or s & he w be an anci5t *url1 rak+ to himself ! /icks & ! /raws & ! du/ ( ! e>?1 nei!r look+ up to nor reg>d+ ! cele/ial cr[n t is /ill (f]$ to him 9 ex*ange = 8 in/rum5t4 ,n[1 ,m]cy 0 ( a fair c\nt5ance1 &1 !re=e1 all ! m allur+4 ,b h] fair c\nt5ance 0 really no temptation to h]4 ,sit /ill1 my daught]1 said ,naomi to ,ru? 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t4 ,& x 0 entirely ,m]cy's maid5ly nature to sit /ill4 ,ev5 be=e %e _h come to h] full womanhood "u ,*ri/iana's mo!rly c>e %e w\ld h be5 an example to ,ru?4 ,long ago1 :ile ,m]cy 0 /ill a m]e girl1 :5 ,mrs4 ,light-m9d said some?+ to h] "o day t made h] blu%1 ,m]cy at la/ look$ up 9 real ang] & said1 ,we wom5 %\ld be woo$2 we 7 n made to woo4 ,& ?us x 0 t all _! "t at ! ,h\se ,beautiful ,m]cy /ay$ close at home & work$ ) h] ne$le & ?read j z if %e _h be5 ! pla9e/ girl 9 all ! t[n4 ,i might h _h husb&s a=e n[1 %e said1 ) a ca/ ( h] head ov] ! coat t lay on h] lap1 ?\gh ,i spake n ( x to any4 ,b !y 7 su* z did n l my conditions1 ?\gh nev] did any ( !m f9d fault ) my p]son4 ,s !y & ,i c\ld n agree4 ,once ,m]cy's m\? 0 op5$ on ! subject ( possible husb&s x is a miracle t %e did n g on 9 confid5ce to "n "s ( ! husb&s %e might h _h4 ,m]cy 0 too tru?ful & too hon\rable a maid5 to h said ev5 on t subject :at %e did say if x _h n be5 true4 ,no d\bt %e believ$ x true4 ,& ! belief s long z %e m5tion$ no names1 did n break any man's bones & did n spoil any man's m>ket4 ,don't set up too prudi%ly & say t x is a pity t ,m]cy s f> =got h]self z to make h] little confid5tial boa/4 ,we w\ld n h _h h] )\t t little boa/4 ,keep-at-home1 sit-/ill1 hats & hos5 & all--h] little boa/ only proves ,m]cy to h be5 at he>t a true daught] ( ,eve aft] all4 ,!re is an old-fa%ion$ ^w t comes up aga9 & aga9 9 ! acc\nt ( ,mr4 ,brisk's c\rt%ip1--a ^w t conta9s f> m int]e/ & in/ruction = u ?an might on ! surface appe>4 ,:5 ,mr4 ,brisk 0 ralli$ ^u 8 ill-success ) ,m]cy1 he 0 wont to say t und\bt$ly ,mi/ress ,m]cy 0 a v pretty lass1 only %e 0 tr\bl$ ) ill conditions4 ,& !n1 :5 ,m]cy 0 confid+ to ,prud5ce all ab\t h] possible husb&s1 %e said t !y 7 all su* z did n l h] conditions4 ,to :i* ,prud5ce1 keep+ h] c\nt5ance1 repli$1 t ! m5 7 b few 9 _! day t c\ld abide ! practice t 0 set =? by su* conditions z ^? ( ,m]cy4 ,well1 toss$ out ,m]cy1 if nobody w h me ,i w die a maid1 or my conditions %all be to me z a husb&6 ,z ,i came aga9 & aga9 across t old sev5te5?-c5tury ^w conditions1 ,i said to myself1 ,i feel sure t ,dr4 ,murray ( ! ,ox=d ,scriptorium w h not$ ?is /rik+ passage4 ,& on turn+ up ! ,six? ,"p ( ! ,new ,engli% ,diction>y1 !re1 to be sure1 0 ! old ^w /&+ 9 ?is pres5t sett+4 ,five long1 ri*1 closely pack$ columns /ood "u ! head ( ,condition2 & amid a ?\s& illu/rations ( its use1 ! text3 #afhd1 ,bunyan1 ,pilgr41 ii4 #hd4 ,he said t ,m]cy 0 a pretty lass1 b tr\bl$ ) ill conditions4 ,poor illit]ate ,john ,bunyan /ood 9 ! c5tre ( a gr\p ( le>n$ & fam\s m51 compos$ ( ,*auc]1 ,wyclif1 ,skelton1 ,palsgrave1 ,raleigh1 ,featly1 ,ri*>d ,/eel1 & ,walt] ,scott--all agree+ 9 _! use ( our ^w1 & all supply+ examples ( its use 9 ! be/ ,engli% books4 ,by ,m]cy's conditions1 !n1 is j meant h] ca/ ( m9d1 h] moral nature1 h] temp] & h] temp]am5t1 h] dispositions & h] incl9ations1 h] habits ( ?\ght1 habits ( he>t1 habits ( life1 & s on4 ,well1 said ,m]cy pr\dly1 if nobody w h me1 ,i w die a maid1 or my conditions %all be to me z a husb&4 ,= ,i _c *ange my nature1 & to h "o t lies cross to me 9 ?is1--t ,i purpose nev] to admit ( z long z ,i live4 ,by ?is "t1 ?\gh %e is /ill little m ?an a girl1 ,m]cy _h h] habits =m$1 h] "* ca/1 &1 m ?an all1 h] :ole he>t irrevocably set on h] s\l's salvation4 ,& ev]y?+--husb& & *ildr5 & all--mu/ condition !mselves to t1 else %e w h none ( !m4 ,%e _h s\ght fir/ ! k+dom ( ,god & ,8 righte\sness1 & %e w seek no?+1 %e w accept no?+--no1 n ev5 a husb&--:o crosses h] *oice 9 t4 ,%e has *os5 h] life1 & h] husb& ) x4 ,n ! man z yet1 b ! :ole mann] ( ! man4 ,! conditions ( ! man1 z %e said ab\t h]self2 else %e w boldly & bravely die a maid4 ,& !re are multitudes ( m>ri$ wom5 :o1 :5 !y read ?is page ab\t ,m]cy1 w gna% _! tee? at ! madness ( _! y\?1 & w wildly wi% t !y only 7 maids aga92 &1 !n1 l ,m]cy1 !y w\ld take good c>e to make = !mselves husb&s ( _! own conditions too--( _! own means1 _! own dispositions1 incl9ations1 ta/es1 & pursuits4 ,=1 accord+ z our conditions to "o ano!r are or are n 9 our m>riages1 ,!y locally conta9 or heav5 or hell2 ,!re is no ?ird place 9 !m4 ,:at untold good1 !n1 may all our "y wom5 n get out ( ! lov+ /udy ( ,m]cy's sweet1 /eadfa/1 noble "*6 ,& :at untold mis]y may !y n escape6 ,f fir/ to la/--& we are n yet come to h] la/--,i mo/ affectionately recomm5d ,m]cy to ! he>ts & m9ds ( all "y wom5 "h4 ,s+le & m>ri$2 sett+ out on pilgrimage & /eadfa/ly p]sev]+ 9 x2 sitt+ /ill till ! husb& ) ! "r conditions comes1 & !n ris+ up ) h] w>m1 well-kept he>t to meet him--if any maid5 "h has no "m1 or no eld] si/]1 or no wise & prud5t fri5d l ,prud5ce or ,*ri/iana to take c\nsel (--& ev5 if %e has--let ,m]cy be h] m$itation & h] model ?r\gh all h] maid5ly days4 ,nay1 !n1 said ,m]cy1 ,i w look no m on him1 = ,i purpose nev] to h a clog to my s\l4 ,a pung5t resolve = e husb& to read & to ?9k to himself ab\t1 :o has m>ri$ a wife ) a s\l4 ,let all husb&s :o h su* wives halt "h & ask !mselves ) "s imag9ation z to :at may sometimes g on1 at communion times1 say1 9 ! s\ls ( _! wives4 ,x is n e wife1 x is true1 :o has a s\l to clog2 b "s ( our wives h4 ,well1 n[1 let u ask ourselves3 ,h[ d we /& relat$ to _! s\ls8 ,d our wives1 :5 exam9+ ! /ate ( _! s\ls s9ce !y m>ri$ u1 h to say t at "o "t !y _h hop$ to be fur!r on 9 ! life ( ! s\l ?an !y yet are8 ,& are !y compell$ be=e ,god to admit t ! m>riage !y h made1 & w\ld make1 has t]ribly h9d]$ !m8 ,w\ld !y h be5 bett] wom51 w\ld !y h be5 liv+ a bett] life1 & do+ f> m good 9 ! _w1 if !y _h tak5 _! maid5ly ideals1 l ,m]cy1 = a husb&8 ,let u sometimes imag9e ourselves into ! secrets ( our wives' s\ls1 & ask if !y ev] feel t !y are unequally & injuri\sly yok$ 9 _! deepe/ & be/ life4 ,d we ev] see a te> fall+ 9 secret1 or he> a /ol5 sigh heav$1 or /umble on !m at a /eal?y pray]8 ,a ,roman lady on be+ ask$ :y %e sometimes let a sob escape h] & a te> fall1 :5 %e _h su* a g5tleman ( bre$+ & rank & ri*es to h] husb&1 t\*$ h] slipp] ) h] f+] & said3 ,is n t a well-made1 a neat1 & a co/ly %oe8 ,& yet y w\ld n believe h[ x p9*es & pa9s me sometimes4 ,b "s e :it z good wom5 z ,m]cy 0 h purpos$ z nobly & z firmly z ,m]cy did1 & yet h wak5$ up1 :5 x 0 too late1 to f9d t1 ) all _! high ideals1 & ) all _! prud5ce1 _! husb& is n 9 himself1 & is n to !m1 :at !y at "o "t felt sure he w\ld be4 ,m]cy _h a si/] nam$ ,b\ntiful1 :o made t mi/ake & t dreadful discov]y2 & :at ,m]cy _h se5 ( m>ri$ life 9 h] si/]'s h\se almo/ absolutely turn$ h] aga9/ m>riage altoge!r4 ,! "o ?+ c]ta91 says ,?omas ,mozley 9 8 *apt] on ,ideal ,wife & ,husb&1 is t bo? wife & husb& are diff]5t 9 ! result f ! expectation4 ,age1 illness1 an increas+ family1 no family at all1 h\sehold c>es1 want ( means1 isolation1 incompatible prejudices1 qu>rels1 social difficulties1 & su* l1 all tell on m>ri$ p1 & make !m f> o!r ?an !y once promis$ to be4 ,:5 t awak5+ comes !re is only "o solace1 & wom5 take to t supreme solace mu* m (t5 ?an m54 ,& t solace1 z y all "k1 is true1 if too late1 religion4 ,& ev5 :]e true religion has already be51 !re is /ill a deep] & a m inw>d religion suit$ to ! new exp]i5ces & ! new ne$s ( life4 ,& if bo? husb& & wife 9 su* a crisis truly betake !mselves to ,him :o ga!re? ! solit>y into families1 ! result w be su* a rem>riage ( dep? & t5d]ness1 loyalty & mutual help1 z _! e>ly dreams nev] came )9 sight (4 ,n e>ly love1 n *ildr51 n pl5ty ( means1 n all ! be/ am5ities ( m>ri$ life tak5 toge!r1 w repair a m>riage & keep a m>riage 9 repair = "o mom5t l a liv+ & an int5se fai? 9 ,god2 a liv+ & an int5se love to ,god2 & !n t fai? 9 & love = "o ano!r t spr+ out ( ,god & out ( ,8 love alone4 ,! tree ,sucks k9dli] nurture f a soil enri*$ ,by its own fall5 leaves2 & man is made1 ,9 he>t & _s1 f decidu\s hopes ,& ?+s t seem to p]i%4 ,,mr4 ,,skill ,! v9e ( ,sodom4--,moses4 ,) inf9ite delicacy ,john ,bunyan "h tells u ! sad /ory ( ,mat!w's sore sickness at ! ,h\se ,beautiful4 ,! cause ( ! sore sickness1 its symptoms1 its s]i\s nature1 & its complete cures are all told ) ! utmo/ pla9ness2 b1 at ! same "t1 ) ! mo/ exquisite delicacy4 ,bunyan calls ! anci5t physician :o is summon$ 9 & :o effects ! cure1 ,mr4 ,skill1 b y mu/ believe t ,bunyan himself is ,mr4 ,skill2 & ,i "q if ?is skilful writ] ev] wrote a m skilful page ?an j ?is page t n[ lies op5 be=e him :o has ! eyes to read x4 ,mat!w1 x mu/ always be rememb]$1 0 by ?is "t a "y man4 ,he 0 ! elde/ son ( ,*ri/iana 8 "m1 & = "s "t n[ %e _h be5 a sorely burd5$ wid[4 ,mat!w's fa!r 0 no long] ne> 8 son to wat* ov] him & to w>n him aga9/ ! temptations & ! dang]s t wait on op5+ manhood4 ,& ?us 8 "m1 ) all h] o!r c>es1 _h to be bo? fa!r & "m to h] elde/ son2 &1 ) all h] good s5se & all h] long & close acqua9tance ) ! _w1 %e 0 too fond a "m to suspect any evil ( h] elde/ son4 ,& ?us x 0 t ,*ri/iana _h ne>ly lo/ h] elde/ son be=e h] eyes 7 op5 to ! t]rible dang]s he _h = a long "t be5 runn+4 ,= x 0 s1 t ! upw>d way t ?is h\sehold )\t a head _h to travel lay ?r\gh a l& full ( all k9ds ( dang]s bo? to ! bodies & to ! s\ls ( su* travell]s z !y 74 ,& :at well-nigh prov$ a fatal dang] to ,mat!w lay "r 9 8 way4 ,x 0 ,beelzebub's or*>d4 ,n t ?is "y man's way lay ?r\gh t or*>d exactly2 yet1 wall$ up z 0 t or*>d ) all its =bidd5 fruit1 t evil fruit w\ld hang ov] ! wall s t if any lu/y y\? wi%$ to ta/e x1 he _h only to rea* up to ! ov]-hang+ bran*es & pla% d[n on himself "s ( ! =bidd5 bun*es4 ,n[1 t 0 j :at ,mat!w _h done4 ,till we h him ly+ at ! ,h\se ,beautiful1 n only n able to enjoy ! delights ( ! ,h\se & ( ! season1 b s pa9$ 9 8 b[els & s pull$ toge!r ) inw>d pa9s1 t he sometimes cri$ out z if he 7 be+ torn to pieces4 ,at t mom5t ,mr4 ,skill1 ! anci5t physician1 ent]$ ! sick-room1 :51 hav+ a little obs]v$ ,mat!w's int5se agony1 ) a c]ta9 mixture ( goodness & sev]ity he recit$ ^! pr(essional v]ses ov] ! trembl+ b$3 ,o consci5ce1 :o c /& aga9/ ?y p[]8 ,endure ?y gripes & agonies "o h\r8 ,/one1 g\t1 /rappado1 racks1 :atev] is ,dreadful to s5se1 are only toys to ?is-- ,no pleasures1 ri*es1 hon\rs1 fri5ds c tell ,h[ to give ease to ?is1 'tis l to hell4 ,& !n1 turn+ to ! sick man's "m1 :o /ood at ! b$'s head wr++ h] h&s1 ! anci5t lee* said to h]3 ,?is boy ( y\rs has be5 tamp]+ ) ! =bidd5 fruit6 ,at :i* ! angry "m turn$ on ! well-approv$ physician z if he _h caus$ all ! tr\ble t he _h come to cure4 ,b ! anci5t man knew bo? ! son & ! "m too1 & !re=e he address$ h] ) "s asp]ity3 ,i tell y bo? t /rong measures mu/ be tak5 in/antly1 else he w die4 ,:5 ,mr4 ,skill _h se5 t ! fir/ purge 0 too weak1 he made him "o to ! purpose2 & x 0 made1 z he s le>n$ly said1 ex c>ne et sangu9e ,*ri/i4 ,! pills 7 to be tak5 ?ree at a "t1 fa/+1 9 half a qu>t] ( a p9t ( ! te>s ( rep5tance4 ,aft] "s coax+1 su* z mo!rs "k be/ h[ to use1 ,mat!w took ! m$ic9e & 0 soon walk+ ab\t aga9 ) a /aff1 & 0 able to g f room to room ( ! hospitable & happy h\se4 ,und]/&e/ ?\ :at ?\ reade/8 said ,philip ! deacon to ,que5 ,c&ace's treasur] z he sat d[n beside him 9 ! *>iot & op5$ up to him ! fifty-?ird ( ! prophet ,isaiah4 ,&1 und]/&e/ ?\ :at ?\ "h reade/ 9 ,mat!w & ,mr4 ,skill8 #a4 ,n[1 on ?is almo/ too closely veil$ case ,i %all v5ture to rem>k1 9 ! fir/ place1 t multitudes ( boys gr[ up into "y m51 & g out ( our mo/ godly homes & into a :ole _w ( temptation )\t due w>n+ be+ giv5 !m z to :]e !y are go+4 ,i d m>vel t none did w>n him ( x1 said ,mr4 ,skill1 ) "s ang]4 ,:at ,mat!w's fa!r might h done 9 ?is matt] _h he be5 /ill 9 ?is _w :5 8 son became a man 9 x we c only guess4 ,z x 01 x nev] ent]$ 8 "m's too fond m9d to take h] fa!rless boy by himself :5 %e saw ,beelzebub's or*>d be=e him1 & tell him :at ,solomon told 8 son1 & to po9t out to him ! prophecy t ,k+ ,lemuel's "m prophesi$ to h] son4 ,poor ,mat!w 0 a "y man be=e 8 "m 0 aw>e ( x4 ,&1 poor woman1 %e only f\nd t out :5 ,mr4 ,skill 0 9 ! sick-room & 0 look+ at h] ) eyes t seem$ to say to h] t %e _h murd]$ h] *ild4 ,%e _h lov$ too long to look on h] fir/-born z /ill a *ild4 ,:5 he w5t at any "t = a season out ( h] sight1 %e _h nev] foll[$ him ) h] k ( ! _w2 %e _h nev] prev5t$ him ) an awak5$ & an anxi\s imag9ation2 till n[ %e _h got him home ) no re/ 9 8 bones because ( 8 s94 ,& !n %e began to cry too late1 ,o naughty boy1 &1 ,o c>eless "m1 :at %all ,i d = my son6 #b4 ,t food1 to wit1 t fruit1 said ,mr4 ,skill1 is ev5 ! mo/ hurtful ( all4 ,x is ! fruit ( ,beelzebub's or*>d4 ,s x is4 ,!re is no fruit t hurts at all l t fruit4 ,h[ x hurts at ! "t1 we see 9 ,mat!w's sick-room2 & h[ x hurts all a man's aft] days we see 9 ,jacob1 & 9 ,job1 & 9 ,david1 & 9 a ?\s& s9- sick s\ls ( ^: psalms ( remorse & rep5tance ! _w _c conta9 all ! books t %\ld be writt54 ,& yet ,i m>vel1 said ! indignant physician1 t none did w>n him ( x2 _m h di$ !re(4 ,oh if ,i c\ld b get ! e>s ( all ! sons ( godly fa!rs & mo!rs :o are beg9n+ to tamp] ) ,beelzebub's or*>d- trees1 ,i feel z if ,i c\ld w>n !m to-night1 & out ( ?is text1 ( :at !y are do+6 ,i h kn[n s _m :o h di$ !re(4 ,oh if ,i c\ld b save !m 9 "t f ^? gripes ( consci5ce t w pull !m to pieces on ! s(te/ & ! mo/ fragrant b$ t %all ev] be made = !m on e>?6 ,x w be well ) !m if !y d n lie d[n torn to pieces on _! b$ 9 hell1 & curse ! day !y fir/ pla%$ d[n into _! y\?ful h&s ! v9e ( ,sodom4 ,bo? ! way to hell & ! way to heav5 are full ( _m k9ds ( hurtful fruits2 b t species ( fruit t poor misguid$ ,mat!w pluck$ & ate aft] he _h well pass$ ! gate t is at ! head ( ! way is1 by all m5's te/imony1 by f> ! mo/ hurtful ( all =bidd5 fruits4 #c4 ,! :ole sc5e 9 ,mat!w's sick-room reads1 aft] all1 less l a skilful inv5tion ?an a real occurr5ce4 ,inv5tive & reali/ic z ,john ,bunyan is1 !re is surely some?+ "h t goes beyond ev5 8 g5ius4 ,aft] mak+ all all[ance = ,bunyan's unp>allel$ p[]s ( creation & n>ration1 ,i am incl9$ to ?9k1 ! (t5] ,i read x1 t1 aft] all1 we h n s mu* ,john ,bunyan "h z v ,nature h]self4 ,yes2 ,john ,gif=d surely 0 ,mr4 ,skill4 ,si/] ,boswor? surely 0 ,mat!w's "m4 ,& ,mat!w himself 0 ,si/] ,boswor?'s elde/ son1 :ile "o ,john ,bunyan1 a travell+ t9k]1 0 busy ) 8 furnaces & 8 sold]+-irons 9 ,dame ,boswor?'s kit*54 ,"y ,bunyan1 ) all 8 blackgu>dism1 _h nev] pla%$ d[n ,beelzebub's or*>d4 ,he swe>s he nev] did1 & we are b\nd to believe him4 ,b "y ,boswor? _h be5 tamp]+ ) ! =bidd5 fruit1 & ,gif=d saw at a glance :at 0 wrong4 ,john ,gif=d 0 fir/ an (fic] 9 ! ,royali/ army1 !n a doctor 9 ,b$=d1 & n[ a ,bapti/ ,puritan pa/or2 & ! "y t9k] look$ up to ,gif=d z ! mo/ wond]ful man = le>n+ 9 books & 9 bodies & s\ls ( m5 9 all ! _w4 ,& :5 ,gif=d talk$ ov] "y ,boswor?'s b$ half to himself & half to !m ab\t a m$ic9e made ex c>ne et sangu9e ,*ri/i1 ! future au?or ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress nev] =got ! phrase4 ,at a glance ,gif=d saw :at 0 ! :ole matt] ) ! sick man4 ,& pa9ful z ! tru? 0 to ! sick man's "m1 & humiliat+ ) a life-long humiliation to ! sick man himself1 ,gif=d 0 n ! man or ! m9i/] to beat ab\t ! bu% at su* a solemn mom5t4 ,?is boy has be5 tamp]+ ) t :i* w kill him unless he gets x tak5 (f 8 consci5ce & out ( 8 he>t imm$iately4 ,n[1 ?is same div9ation into our pa/oral cases is by f> & away ! mo/ difficult "p ( a m9i/]'s "w4 ,x is easy & pleasant ) a flu5t tongue to get ?r\gh our pulpit "w2 b to desc5d ! pulpit /airs & deal ) life1 & ) ?is & t s9 9 ! lives ( our p1--t is ano!r matt]4 ,we mu/ lab\r1 says ,ri*>d ,baxt] 9 8 ,re=m$ ,pa/or1 to be acqua9t$ ) ! /ate ( all our p z fully z we c2 bo? to "k ! p]sons & _! incl9ations & conv]sation2 to "k :at s9s !y are mo/ 9 dang] (1 :at duties !y neglect1 & :at temptations !y are mo/ liable to4 ,=1 if we "k n _! temp]am5t or _! disease1 we are likely to prove b unsuccessful physicians4 ,b :5 we beg9 to re=m our pa/orate to t patt]n1 we are soon compell$ to set d[n su* entries 9 our secret di>y z t ( ,?omas ,%ep>d ( ,h>v>d ,univ]sity3 ,sabba?1 #e? ,april #afda4 ,no?+ ,i d1 nay1 none "u my %ad[ prosp]4 ,i s want wisdom = my place1 & to guide o!rs4 ,yes2 = :at wisdom is ne$$ = ! place ( a m9i/] l ,john ,gif=d1 ,john ,bunyan1 ,ri*>d ,baxt]1 & ,?omas ,%ep>d6 ,:at wisdom1 :at div9e g5ius1 to dive into & div9e ! secret hi/ory ( a s\l f a tw+e ( consci5ce1 ev5 f a drop ( ! eye1 a tone ( ! voice1 or a ge/ure ( ! h& or ( ! head6 ,& yet1 ) "s natural ta/e = ! holy "w1 ) /udy1 ) exp]i5ce1 & ) life-long exp]t read+1 ev5 a pla9 m9i/] ) no g5ius1 b ) "s grace & tru?1 may come to great em95ce 9 ! matt]s ( ! s\l4 ,& !n1 ) :at an int]e/1 solemn & awful1 ) :at a sleepless int]e/ su* a pa/or goes ab\t among 8 diseas$1 s9-torn1 & scatt]$ flock6 ,all _! s\ls are nak$ & op5 "u 8 div9+ eye4 ,!y ne$ n to tell him :]e !y ail1 & ( :at sickness !y are nigh unto dea?4 ,t food1 he says1 ) "s /]nness ov] _! sick-b$1 ,i w>n$ y ( x2 ,i told y ) all pla9ness t _m h di$ ( eat+ t fruit6 ,we mu/ be ready1 ,baxt] cont9ues1 to give advice to ^? t come to u ) cases ( consci5ce4 ,a m9i/] is n only = public prea*+1 b to be a kn[n c\nsellor = 8 p's s\ls z ! lawy] is = _! e/ates1 & ! physician is = _! bodies4 ,& because ! p are gr[n unacqua9t$ ) ?is (fice ( ! m9i/ry1 & _! own necessity & duty h]e91 x belonge? to u to acqua9t !m h]e)1 & to press !m publicly to come to u = advice conc]n+ _! s\ls4 ,we mu/ n only be will+ ( ! tr\ble1 b draw x ^u ourselves by invit+ !m h]eto4 ,to ?is end x is v necess>y to be acqua9t$ ) practical cases & able to assi/ !m 9 try+ _! /ates4 ,"o ^w ( seasonable & prud5t advice ha? done t good t _m s]mons w\ld n h done4 #d4 ,z he w5t on p\nd+ & prep>+ 8 well-approv$ pill1 ! 7at ! bottom ( 8 he>t7 k9d old lee* talk$ enc\rag+ly to ! "m & to h] sick son1 & said3 ,come1 come2 aft] all1 d n he too mu* ca/ d[n4 ,_h we liv$ 9 ! days ( ! old m$ic9e1 ,i w\ld h be5 comp\nd+ a purge out ( ! blood ( a goat1 & ! a%es ( an heif]1 & ! juice ( hyssop4 ,b ,i h a f> bett] m$ic9e "u my h&s "h4 ,?is mom5t ,i w make y a purge to ! purpose4 ,& !n ! le>n$ man1 half-doctor1 half-div9e1 *ant$ aga9 ! sacr$ incantation z he b5t ov] 8 pe/le & mort>1 say+3 ,ex c>ne et sangu9e ,*ri/i6 ,^? %rewd old eyes soon saw t1 9 spite ( all _! def5ces & all _! d5ials1 damage _h be5 done to ! consci5ce & ! he>t t no?+ w\ld set "r b a frank admission ( ! evil t _h be5 done1 & a prompt submission to ! regim5 appo9t$ & ! m$ic9e prep>$4 ,& h[ (t5 we m9i/]s puddle & p$dle ) goat's blood & heif]'s a%es & hyssop juice :5 we %\ld in/antly prescribe /]n fa/+ & secret pray] & long spaces ( rep5tance1 & !n ! body & ! blood ( ,*ri/4 ,h[ (t5 our p *eat u into heal+ _! hurt slightly6 ,h[ (t5 !y succe$ 9 putt+ u (f1 aft] we are call$ 91 ) _! own acc\nt ( _! cases1 & set u out on a wild-goose *ase6 ,i myself h m ?an once pres5t$ "y m5 9 _! tr\ble ) apologetic books1 ,univ]sity s]mons1 & wat]$-d[n explanations ( ! ,confession & ! ,cate*ism1 :51 _h ,i kn[n all ,i came aft]w>ds to "k1 ,i w\ld h s5t !m ,bunyan's ,sighs f ,hell4 ,i h s5t s\l-sick wom5 also ,! ,bruis$ ,re$1 & ,! ,mission ( ! ,com=t] ) sympa?is+ inscriptions1 & sweet scriptures writt5 inside1 :51 _h ,i _h ,mr4 ,skill's ke5 eyes 9 my /upid head1 ,i w\ld h gone to !m ) ! total ab/95ce pl$ge 9 my "o h&1 & ,j]emy ,taylor's ,holy ,liv+ & ,dy+ 9 my o!r4 ,no diet b t :i* is :olesome6 almo/ 9 ang] answ]$ ! sick man's "m4 ,i tell y1 ! hone/ lee* repli$1 9 m ang]1 ?is boy has be5 tamp]+ ) ,beelzebub's or*>d4 ,& _m h di$ ( x6 #e4 ,x 0 :ile all ! re/ ( ! ,h\se ,beautiful 7 supp+ on lamb & w9e1 & :ile !re 0 su* music 9 ! ,h\se t made ,m]cy exclaim ov] x ) wond]--x 0 at ! smell ( ! supp] & at ! s\nd ( ! psalmody t ,mat!w's gripes seiz$ ^u him worse ?an ev]4 ,all ! "t ! o!rs sat late into ! night ,mat!w lay on ! rack pull$ to pieces4 ,aft] ,william ,law's dea? at ,k+'s ,cliffe1 8 executors f\nd among 8 mo/ secret pap]s a pray] he _h compos$ = 8 own alone use on a c]ta9 communion day :5 he 0 self-deb>r$ f ! ,"l's table4 ,i d n "k = c]ta9 j :at fruit ! "y non-juror _h /ol5 out ( ,beelzebub's or*>d be=e t communion season2 b ,i c see t he 0 9 poor ,mat!w's exact exp]i5ce t communion night1--lit]ally torn to pieces ) agonies ( consci5ce :ile all 8 fell[-wor%ipp]s 7 at ! table ( ! ,"l4 ,:ile ! psalms & hymns are be+ sung at ! supp]-table1 lay y\r e> to ,law's closet door4 ,:il/ all ,?y fai?ful s]vants are on ?is day (f]+ to ,!e ! com=table sacrifice ( ! body & ! blood ( ,*ri/1 & fea/+ at t holy table :i* ,?\ ha/ orda9$ = ! refre%m5t1 joy1 & com=t ( _! s\ls1 ,i1 unhappy wret*1 full ( guilt1 am ju/ly d5i$ any %>e ( ^! com=ts t are common to ! ,*ri/ian _w4 ,o my ,god1 ,i am an unclean worm1 a dead dog1 a /9k+ c>cass1 ju/ly remov$ f t society ( sa9ts :o ?is day kneel ab\t ,?9e alt>4 ,b1 oh6 suff] me to look t[>d ,?y holy ,sanctu>y2 suff] my s\l aga9 to be 9 ! place :]e ,?9e hon\r dwelle?4 ,reject n ! sacrifice ( a brok5 he>t1 & d ,?\ be ) me 9 secret1 ?\gh ,i am n fit to appe> 9 ,?y public wor%ip4 ,"l1 if ,?\ wilt ,?\ can/ make me clean4 ,"l1 speak b ! ^w1 & ,?y s]vant %all be heal$4 ,x is ! fruit ( ,beelzebub's or*>d4 ,_m h di$ !re(4 #f4 ,pray1 sir1 make me up twelve boxes ( !m2 = if ,i c get ^!1 ,i w nev] take o!r physic4 ,^! same pills1 he repli$1 are good also to prev5t diseases z well z to cure :5 "o is sick4 ,b1 good woman1 ?\ mu/ take ^! pills no o!r way b z ,i h prescrib$2 = if y d1 !y w d no good4 ,i h tak5 "o illu/ration f ,william ,law's life2 ,i %all take ano!r f t _w ( su* illu/rations & s close4 ,o ,god1 let me nev] see su* ano!r day z ?is4 ,let ! dreadful puni%m5t ( ?is day nev] be out ( my m9d4 ,& x nev] 04 ,=1 aft] t day 9 hell1 ,law nev] laid d[n 8 head on 8 pill[ t he did n seem to rememb] t dreadful day4 ,william ,law w\ld h satisfi$ ,dr4 ,skill = a convalesc5t4 ,= he nev] felt t he _h any "r to t\* ! body & blood ( ,*ri/1 ei!r at communion times1 or a ?\s& times e day1 till he _h aga9 got ready 8 he>t ( true rep5tance4 ,my bre?r51 self-de/roy$ out ( ,beelzebub's or*>d1 & all my bre?r51 live a life h5ce=? ( true rep5tance4 ,n out ( ! s9s ( y\r y\? only1 b out ( ! be/1 ! mo/ wat*ful1 & ! mo/ blameless day y ev] live1 di/il y\r half-p9t ( rep5tance e night be=e y sleep4 ,=1 z de> old ,skill said1 unless y d1 nei!r fle% nor blood ( ,*ri/1 nor any?+ else1 w d y any g5u9e good4 ,,! ,,%eph]d ,,boy ,he humbl$ ,himself4--,paul4 ,n[ z !y 7 go+ along & talk+1 !y espi$ a boy fe$+ 8 fa!r's %eep4 ,! boy 0 9 v mean clo!s1 b ( a v fre% & well-fav\r$ c\nt5ance1 & z he sat by himself he sang4 ,h>k1 said ,mr4 ,grea!>t1 to :at ! %eph]d boy sai?4 ,s !y he>k5$ & he said3 ,he t is d[n1 ne$s fe> no fall2 ,he t is l[ no pride3 ,he t is humble1 ev] %all ,h ,god to be 8 guide4 ,i am cont5t ) :at ,i h1 ,little be x or mu*3 ,&1 ,"l1 cont5tm5t /ill ,i crave1 ,because ?\ save/ su*4 ,fulness to su* a burd5 is ,t g on pilgrimage3 ,"h little1 & h]eaft] bliss1 ,is be/ f age to age4 ,!n said _! guide1 ,d y he> him8 ,i w d>e say t ?is boy lives a m]ri] life & we>s m ( t h]b call$ ,he>t's-ease 9 8 bosom ?an he t is clad 9 silk & velvet4 ,n[1 not)/&+ all t1 nobody knew bett] ?an ,john ,bunyan knew1 t no %eph]d boy t ev] liv$ on ! face ( ! e>? ev] sang t song2 only "o ,boy ev] sang t song1 & ,he 0 n ! son ( a %eph]d at all1 b ! son ( a c>p5t]4 ,&1 say+ t leads me on to say ?is be=e ,i beg91 t ,i look = a man ( ,john ,bunyan's inv5tive & sanctifi$ g5ius to arise "s day1 & arm$ also to boot ) all our late/ & be/ ,new ,te/am5t /udies4 ,:5 t sorely- ne$$ man s arises he w take u back to ,naz>e? :]e t c>p5t]'s ,boy 0 br\ght up1 & he w let u see ,him ) our own eyes be+ br\ght up4 ,he w lead u into ,m>y's h\se on ,sabba? days1 & into ,joseph's work%op on week days1 & he w %[ u ! *ild ,jesus1 n s mu* le>n+ ,8 lett]s & !n putt+ on ,8 c>p5t]'s clo!s1 z le>n+ ob$i5ce by ! ?+s t ,he e day suff]$4 ,t *oice au?or w %[ u our ,"l1 bo? be=e ,he _h discov]$ ,himself to be our ,"l1 z well z aft] ,he _h made t great discov]y1 always clo?+ ,himself ) humility z ) a g>m5t2 tak+ up ,8 yoke ( meekness & l[ly-m9d$ness e day1 & nev] = "o mom5t lay+ x d[n4 ,:5 "s writ] ) z holy an imag9ation z t ( ,john ,bunyan1 & ) z sweet an ,engli% /yle1 & ) a ,new ,te/am5t s*ol>%ip ( ! fir/ ord] s arises1 & s addresses himself to ! inw>d life ( our ,"l1 :at a bless+ to our *ildr5 t writ] w be6 ,= he w make !m see & feel j :at all t 0 9 :i* our ,"l's p]fect humility consi/$1 & h[ ,8 p]fect humility fulfill$ itself 9 ,him f day to day2 up ?r\gh all ,8 *ildhood days1 s*ool & synagogue days1 work%op & holy days1 e>ly manhood & mature manhood days2 till ,he 0 s meek 9 all ,8 he>t & s humble 9 all ,8 m9d t all m5 7 s5t to ,him to le>n _! meekness & _! humility ( ,him4 ,i envy t gift$ man ! deep delight he w h 9 8 "w1 & ! spl5did rew>d he w h 9 ! love & ! debt ( all com+ g5]ations4 ,only1 may he be really s5t to u1 & t soon6 ,!odor ,keim comes ne>e/ a f>- (f glimpse ( t em95t s]vice ( any ,new ,te/am5t s*ol> ,i "k4 ,j]emy ,taylor & ,?omas ,goodw9 also1 9 _! own "t & 9 _! own way1 _h occasional inspirations t[>d ?is /ill-wait+ treatm5t ( ! ma/]-subject ( all le>n+ & all g5ius--! inw>d sanctification1 ! gr[? 9 grace1 & !n ! self-discov]y ( ! inc>nate ,son ( ,god4 ,b1 s let x please ,god1 "s contempor>y s*ol> w arise "s day soon1 comb9+ 9 himself ,goodw9's incomp>able ,*ri/ology1 & ,taylor's incomp>able eloqu5ce1 & ,keim's incomp>ably dige/$ le>n+1 ) ,john ,bunyan's incomp>able imag9ation & incomp>able ,engli% /yle1 & ! wait+ "w w be done1 & !ology = ?is life w take on its cope/one4 ,9 8 abs5ce1 & till he comes1 let u attempt a few annotations to-night on ?is s-call$ %eph]d boy's song 9 ! ,valley ( ,humiliation4 ,he t is d[n1 ne$s fe> no fall4 ,! :ole sc5]y ( ! surr\nd+ valley is set be=e u 9 t s+le eloqu5t /anza4 ,! sweet-voic$ boy sits well (f ! wayside z he s+s 8 song to himself4 ,he looks up to ! hill-tops t hang ov] 8 valley1 & e %9+ too? ( ^? _m hill-tops has = him its own evil leg5d4 ,he ?9ks he sees a little heap ( blea*+ bones j "u :]e t eagle hangs & :eels & screams4 ,n "o travell] ?r\gh ^! p]il\s p>ts 9 a ?\s& gets d[n ^? cruel rocks unhurt2 & _m travell]s h be5 irrecov]ably lo/ among ^? deadly rocks1 & h nev] receiv$ ,*ri/ian burial4 ,all ! %eph]ds' cottages & all ! ho/el supp]-tables = _m miles r\nd are full ( t]rible /ories ( ! ,hill ,difficulty & ! ,desc5t ,dang]\s4 ,& ?us x is t ?is %eph]d boy looks up ) su* fe> at ^? %>p peaks & %9+ precipices1 & lifts 8 fre% & well- fav\r$ c\nt5ance to heav5 & s+s aga93 ,he t is d[n1 ne$s fe> no fall4 ,d[n 9 8 own e/eem1 t is4 ,= ?is is a song ( ! he>t r ?an ( ! highway4 ,d[n--safe1 t is1 f ! /eep & slipp]y places ( self-e/imation1 self-exaltation1 self-satisfaction4 ,d[n--s z to be deliv]$ f all ambition & emulation & envy4 ,d[n1 & safe1 ?ank ,god1 f all pride1 all high- m9d$ness1 & all /\t-he>t$ness4 ,d[n f ! h>d & cruel hills1 & buri$ deep out ( sight among ^? mead[s :]e t h]b gr[s :i* is call$ ,he>t's-ease4 ,d[n1 :]e ! gre5 pa/ures gr[ & ! quiet wat]s fl[4 ,no1 inde$2 he t is d[n into ?is sweet bottom ne$s fe> no fall4 ,= !re is n[h]e "h = a man to fall f4 ,&1 ev5 if he did fall1 he w\ld only fall ^u a fragrance-brea?+ b$ ( lilies4 ,! v h]bs & fl[]s "h w\ld conspire to hold him up4 ,_m a day1 z ,he grew up1 ! c>p5t]'s son sat 9 t same valley & sang t same song to ,8 own humble & happy he>t4 ,he lov$ mu* to be "h4 ,he lov$ also to walk ^! mead[s1 = ,he f\nd ! air 0 pleasant4 ,me?9ks1 ,he (t5 said ) ,m]cy1 ,i am z well 9 ?is valley z ,i h be5 any:]e else 9 ,my j\rney4 ,! place1 me?9ks1 suits ) ,my _s4 ,i love to be 9 su* places :]e !re is no rattl+ ) coa*es nor rumbl+ ) :eels4 ,me?9ks1 also1 "h "o may )\t mu* mole/ation be ?9k+ :at he is1 :5ce he came1 & to :at 8 ,k+ has call$ him4 ,he t is l[1 no pride4 ,l[ 9 8 own eyes1 t is4 ,= pride goe? be=e de/ruction1 & a haughty _s be=e a fall4 ,yes2 b he :o is l[ en\gh already--none ( ! sure de/ructions t pride always works %all ev] come ne> to him4 ,! pr\d man1 says ,sir ,h5ry ,taylor1 is ( all m5 ! mo/ vuln]able4 ',:o calls8' asks ! old %eph]d 9 ,z ,y ,l ,x4 ',y\r bett]s1' is ! insol5t answ]4 ,& :at is ! %eph]d's rejo9d]8 ',else are !y v wret*$4' ,by :at retort1 reprisal1 or rep>tee c\ld x h be5 made half s manife/ t ! insult _h light$ ^u arm\r ( pro(8 ,su* is ! inv9cible indep5d5ce & invuln]ability ( humility4 ,he t is humble ev] %all ,h ,god to be 8 guide4 ,= ?us sai? ! high & holy ,"o t inhabite? et]nity1 ^: "n is ,holy3 ,i dwell 9 ! high & holy place1 ) him also t is ( a contrite & humble _s1 to revive ! he>t ( ! humble1 & to revive ! he>t ( ! contrite ones 4 4 4 ,all ^? ?+s ha? ,m9e h& made1 b to ?is man w ,i look1 sai? ! ,"l1 ev5 to him t is poor & ( a contrite _s1 & :o tremble? at ,my ^w 4 4 4 ,?\gh ! ,"l be high1 yet ha? ,he respect unto ! l[ly2 b ! pr\d ,he kn[e? af> (f 4 4 4 ,likewise1 ye y\ng]1 submit y\rselves unto ! eld]4 ,yea1 all ( y be subject "o to ano!r1 & be clo!d ) humility2 = ,god resi/e? ! pr\d & give? grace to ! humble 4 4 4 ,"l1 my he>t is n haughty1 nor m9e eyes l(ty1 nei!r d ,i ex]cise myself 9 great matt]s1 or 9 ?+s too high = me4 ,surely ,i h behav$ & quiet$ myself1 z a *ild t is wean$ ( 8 "m3 my s\l is ev5 z a wean$ *ild 4 4 4 ,take ,my yoke ^u y & le>n ( ,me1 = ,i am meek & l[ly 9 he>t1 & ye %all f9d re/ unto y\r s\ls4 ,= ,my yoke is easy & ,my burd5 is light4 ,i am cont5t ) :at ,i h1 ,little be x1 or mu*3 ,&1 ,"l1 cont5tm5t /ill ,i crave1 ,because ?\ save/ su*4 ,! only ?+ ?is sweet s+] is discont5t$ ) is 8 own cont5tm5t4 ,he w n be cont5t z long z he has a %ad[ ( discont5t left 9 8 he>t4 ,& h[ bless$ is su* holy discont5t6 ,=1 w\ld y "k1 asks ,law1 :o is ! greate/ sa9t 9 all ! _w8 ,well1 x is n he :o prays mo/ or fa/s mo/2 x is n he :o gives mo/ alms or is mo/ em95t = temp]ance1 *a/ity1 or ju/ice4 ,b x is he :o is always ?ankful to ,god1 :o wills ev]y?+ t ,god wille?1 :o receives ev]y?+ z an in/ance ( ,god's goodness1 & has a he>t always ready to praise ,god = x4 ,p]haps ! %eph]d's boy1 says ,?omas ,scott1 may ref] to ! obscure & quiet /ations ( "s pa/ors ov] small congregations1 :o live almo/ unkn[n to _! bre?r51 b are 9 a measure useful & v com=table4 ,p]haps he does4 ,&1 :e!r he does or no1 at any rate su* a song w suit "s ( our bre?r5 v well z !y g ab\t among _! few & f>-(f flocks4 ,!y are n *ur* lead]s or popul> prea*]s4 ,!re is n mu* rattl+ ) coa*es or rumbl+ ) :eels at _! *ur* door4 ,b1 !n1 me?9ks1 !y h _! comp5sation4 ,!y are )\t mu* mole/ation4 ,!y c be all ! m ?9k+ :at !y are1 :5ce !y came1 & to :at _! ,k+ has call$ !m4 ,let !m be happy 9 _! %ut-9 valleys4 ,= ,i w d>e to say t !y we> m ( t h]b call$ ,he>t's-ease 9 _! bosom ?an ^? m9i/]s d !y are sometimes tempt$ to emulate4 ,i w add 9 ?is place t to ! m5 :o live & trace ^! gr\nds ! ,"l ha? left a ye>ly rev5ue to be fai?fully paid !m at c]ta9 seasons = _! ma9t5ance by ! way1 & = _! fur!r enc\ragem5t to g on 9 _! pilgrimage4 ,"h little1 & h]eaft] bliss1 ,is be/ f age to age4 ,b1 n[1 f ! %eph]d boy & f 8 valley & 8 song1 let u g on )\t any m poetry or p>able to look our own selves full 9 ! face & to ask our own he>ts :e!r !y are ! he>ts ( really humble-m9d$ & ,new ,te/am5t m5 or no4 ,dr4 ,newman1 t subtle1 dev\t man1 z ,dr4 ,duncan calls him1 says t humility is "o ( ! mo/ difficult ( virtues bo? to atta9 & to asc]ta94 ,x lies1 he says1 close ^u ! he>t itself1 & its te/s are exce$+ly delicate & subtle4 ,its c\nt]feits ab\nd4 ,mo/ true4 ,& yet humility is n int5d$ = exp]ts 9 morals only1 or = m5 ( a r>e religi\s g5ius only4 ,! pla9e/ ( m51 ! lea/ skill$ & ! mo/ unlett]$ ( m51 may n only excel 9 humility1 b may also be p]mitt$ to "k t !y are inde$ plant$1 & are gr[+ sl[ly b surely 9 t grace ( all graces4 ,no d\bt our ,"l _h1 s to describe x1 ! mo/ delicate & ! mo/ subtle ( human m9ds2 &1 no d\bt :atev]1 ,he _h ! mo/ practis$ skill 9 read+ (f :at lay close/ to ,8 own he>t4 ,&1 !n1 x 0 j ,8 atta9m5t ( ! mo/ p]fect humility1 & !n ,8 absolute asc]ta9m5t ( ! same1 t enabl$ ,him to say3 ,take ,my yoke ^u y & le>n ( ,me4 ,at ! same "t1 div9e z ! grace is1 & div9e z ! insight is t is able to trace x out 9 all its exquisite ref9em5ts ( ?\ght & feel+ 9 ! sanctifi$ s\l1 yet humility is a human virtue aft] all1 & x is op5 to all m5 to atta9 to x & intellig5tly & lov+ly to ex]cise x4 ,! simple/ & ! lea/ philosophical s\l n[ 9 ?is h\se may apply to himself "s ( ! subtle/ & mo/ s5sitive te/s ( humility1 z mu* z if he 7 ,dr4 ,duncan or ,dr4 ,newman !mselves2 & may ?us ) all assurance ( hope "k :e!r he is a c\nt]feit & a ca/away or no4 ,take ?is te/ = "o1 !n4 ,expla9 ?is text to me3 ,phil4 ii4 #c--;,9 l[l9ess ( m9d let ea* e/eem o!r bett] ?an himself4 ,expla9 & illu/rate t4 ,n f a comm5t>y1 b /raight out f y\r own he>t4 ,:at does y\r he>t make ( t scripture8 ,does y\r he>t turn away f t scripture almo/ 9 ang] at x8 ,d y say y are c]ta9 t !re mu/ be "s o!r explanation ( x ?an t8 ,d y hold t ?is is j ano!r ( ,paul's p]petual hyp]boles1 & t ! ,new ,te/am5t is ! la/ book 9 ! _w to be tak5 z x reads8 ,yes2 bo? bold & subtle fa!r t he is3 c\nt]feits ab\nd6 ,ano!r mu* blunt] te/1 b1 p]haps1 a suffici5tly %>p te/1 is ?is3 ,h[ d y receive correction & in/ruction8 ,does y\r he>t meekly & spontane\sly & naturally take to correction & in/ruction z ! mo/ natural & prop] ?+ possible to y8 ,& d y imm$iately1 & be=e all m51 %[ =? & exhibit ! correction & ! in/ruction8 ,or1 does ?is r take place8 ,does y\r he>t beat1 & swell1 & boil1 & boil ov] at him :o d>es to correct or c\nsel y8 ,if ?is is a fair te/ to put our humility to1 h[ little humility !re is among u6 ,h[ few m5 any ( u c\ld "n among our fri5ds to :om we w\ld risk tell+ all ! ?+s t beh9d _! backs we po9t out cont9ually to o!rs8 ,we are t]rifi$ to face _! pride4 ,we once did x1 & we are n to d x aga91 if we c help x6 ,let a man n h too _m irons 9 ! fire2 let him exam9e himself j by ^! two te/s = ! "t--:at he ?9ks ( himself1 & :at he ?9ks ( ^? :o attempt1 & especially be=e o!r p1 to set him "r4 ,& aft] ^! two te/s h be5 satisfi$1 o!rs w no d\bt be suppli$ till t s humble man is made v humility itself4 ,& n[1 9 ! hope t !re may be "o or two m5 "h :o are really & n c\nt]feitly 9 e>ne/ to clo! !mselves ) humility be=e ,god & man1 let !m take ^! two looms to !mselves out ( :i* :ole webs ( su* g>m5ts w be deliv]$ to !m e day--_! pa/ life1 & _! pres5t he>t4 ,) a pa/ life l ours1 my bre?r5--& ev]yman kn[s 8 own--pride is surely ! madde/ /ate ( m9d t any ( u c all[ ourselves 94 ,! fir/ k+ ( ,bohemia kept 8 cl\t$ old %oes ev] 9 8 sight1 t he might nev] =get t he _h once be5 a pl\ghman4 ,& ano!r wise k+ us$ to dr9k out ( a co>se cup at table1 & excus$ himself to 8 gue/s t he _h made ! rude ?+ 9 8 rude pott] days4 ,look ) ,primislaus & ,aga?ocles at ! hole ( ! pit out ( :i* y also h be5 dug2 look (t5 en\gh1 deep en\gh1 & long en\gh1 & y w be f\nd pass+ up ?r\gh ! ,valley ( ,humiliation s++3 ,) u ,he dealt n z we s9n'd1 ,nor did requite our ill6 ,ano!r excell5t use ( ! pa/ is1 if y are equal to x1 to call y\rself al\d sometimes1 or 9 writ+1 "s ( ! names t o!r p :o "k y\r pa/ are c]ta9ly call+ y4 ,x is a t]rible discipl9e1 b x is ! t]ror ( ! ,"l1 & ,he w n let x hurt y too mu*4 ,i 0 be=e a blasphem]1 & a p]secutor1 & injuri\s1 says ,paul4 ,&1 to %[ ,titus1 8 gospel-son1 ! way1 he said to him3 ,we ourselves 7 sometimes fooli%1 disob$i5t1 deceiv$1 s]v+ div]s lu/s & pleasures1 liv+ 9 malice & envy1 hateful1 & hat+ "o ano!r4 ,& ,john ,bunyan calls himself a blackgu>d1 & _m o!r worse names2 only he swe>s t nei!r ) 8 soldi]+ nor ) 8 t9k]+ h&s did he ev] pla% d[n ,beelzebub's or*>d4 ,b if y h done t1 or any?+ l t1 call y\rself al\d by y\r true "n on y\r knees to-night4 ,william ,law te/ifies1 aft] five- &-tw5ty ye>s' exp]i5ce ( x1 t he nev] he>d ( any h>m t he _h done to any 9 8 h\se by 8 habit ( s++ 8 secret psalms al\d1 & sometimes1 ere ev] he 0 aw>e1 bur/+ out 9 8 p5it5tial pray]s4 ,&1 !n1 h[ any man ) a man's he>t 9 8 bosom = a s+le day c escape be+ ! *ief ( s9n]s1 & consequ5tly ! humble/ ( m5 = all ! re/ ( 8 life on e>?1 passes my compreh5sion6 ,h[ a sp>k ( pride c live 9 su* a hell z e human he>t is w\ld be pa/ belief1 did we n "k t ,god av5ges s9 by m s92 av5ges ,himself on a wick$ & a false he>t by m wick$ness & m falsehood1 all end+ 9 ,satanic pride4 ,too long z ,i h kept y 9 ?is valley to-night1 ,i d>e n let y out ( x till ,i h %>$ ) y a few s5t5ces on evangelical humiliation out ( t o!r s subtle & dev\t man1 ,jona?an ,edw>ds4 ,b :at special k9d ( humiliation is evangelical humiliation8 y w ask4 ,he>1 !n1 :at ?is ma/] 9 ,israel says4 ,evangelical humiliation is ! s5se t a ,*ri/ian man has ( 8 own utt] insuffici5cy1 utt] despicabl5ess1 & utt] odi\sness2 ) an always answ]able frame ( he>t4 ,?is humiliation is peculi> to ! true sa9ts4 ,x arises f ! special influ5ce ( ! ,_s ( ,god implant+ & ex]cis+ sup]natural & div9e pr9ciples2 & x is accompani$ ) a s5se ( ! transc5d5t beauty ( div9e ?+s4 ,&1 ?us1 ,god's true sa9ts all m or less see _! own odi\sness on acc\nt ( s91 & ! exce$+ly hateful nature ( all s94 ,! v ess5ce ( evangelical humiliation consi/s 9 su* humility z becomes a man 9 himself exce$+ s9ful b n[ "u a disp5sation ( grace4 ,x consi/s 9 a mean e/eem ( himself1 z 9 himself no?+1 & altoge!r contemptible & odi\s4 ,?is1 inde$1 is ! greate/ & ! mo/ ess5tial ?+ 9 true religion4 ,& s on ?r\gh a :ole *apt] ( beat5 gold4 ,to :i* noble *apt] ,i %all only add t su* tea*+ is z sweet1 z /r5g!n+1 & z reassur+ to ! truly ,*ri/ian he>t z x is bitt] & hateful to ! c\nt]feit he>t4 ,,old ,,hone/ ,an hone/ he>t4--,our ,"l4 ,next tell !m ( ,old ,hone/1 :o y f\nd ,) 8 :ite hairs tread+ ! pilgrim's gr\nd2 ,yea1 tell !m h[ pla9-he>t$ ?is man 01 ,h[ aft] 8 good ,"l he b>e 8 cross3 ,p]haps ) "s grey head ?is may prevail1 ,) ,*ri/ to fall 9 love1 & s9 bewail4 ,y w\ld h said t no pilgrim to ! ,cele/ial ,city c\ld possibly h come f a worse place1 or a m unlikely place1 ?an 0 t place f :i* ,*ri/ian & ,*ri/iana & ,mat!w & ,m]cy _h come4 ,& yet s x 04 ,= ,old ,hone/1 ?is mo/ excell5t & e way mo/ delightful old sa9t1 hail$ f a f> less likely place ?an ev5 ! ,city ( ,de/ruction4 ,= he came1 ?is r>e old s\l1 ( all places 9 ! _w1 f ! ,t[n ( ,/upidity4 ,s he tells u himself4 ,&1 p>tly to expla9 to u ! humiliat+ "n ( 8 native t[n1 & p>tly to exhibit himself z a wond] to _m1 ! frank old g5tleman goes on to tell u t 8 bir?place actually lies f\r degrees fur!r away f ! sun ?an does ! f>-en\gh away ,city ( ,de/ruction itself4 ,s t y see ?is grey-hair$ sa9t is all t he always said he 0--a liv+ witness to ! fact t 8 ,"l is able to save to ! utt]mo/1 & to ga!r 9 ,8 ,fa!r's elect f ! utmo/ corn] ( ! l&4 ,m5 are m\nta9s ( ice 9 my c\ntry1 said ,old ,hone/4 ,i 0 "o ( ! bigge/ ( ^? iceb]gs myself1 he said4 ,no man 0 ev] m cold & s5seless to div9e ?+s ?an ,i 01 & /ill sometimes am4 ,x takes ! ,sun ( ,righte\sness all ,8 might to melt ! m5 ( my c\ntry4 ,b t ,he c d x :5 ,he rises to d x1 & :5 ,he puts out ,8 full /r5g? to d x--,look at me6 said ! g5ial old s\l4 ,we h to con/ruct ?is pilgrim's bir? & boyhood & y\? f 8 aft]-"* & conv]sation2 & we h no difficulty at all 9 do+ t4 ,=1 if ! *ild is ! fa!r ( ! man1 !n ! man mu/ be ! outcome ( ! *ild1 & we c h no hesitation 9 pictur+ to ourselves :at k9d ( *ild & boy & "y man de> ,old ,hone/ mu/ always h be54 ,he nev] 0 a bright *ild1 bright & beam+ old man z he is4 ,he 0 always sl[ & heavy at 8 lessons2 inde$1 ,i w\ld n l to repeat to y all ! bad names t 8 s*oolma/]s sometimes 9 _! impati5ce call$ ! /upid *ild4 ,only1 ?is 0 to be said ( him1 t dulness ( uptake & disappo9tm5t ( 8 tea*]s 7 ! wor/ ?+s ab\t ?is poor boy2 he 0 n s ill-behav$ z _m 7 :o 7 made m (4 ,:5 8 wits began to wak5 up aft] he _h come "s l5g? he _h no little leeway to make up 9 8 le>n+2 b t 0 ! *ief drawback to ,old ,hone/'s pilgrimage4 ,= "o ?+1 no "y man _h a clean] record beh9d him ?an our ,hone/ _h2 8 y\?ful g>m5ts 7 z unspott$ z ev] any pilgrim's g>m5ts 74 ,ev5 z a "y man he _h _h ! good s5se to keep company ) "o ,good-consci5ce2 & t fri5d ( 8 y\? kept true to ,old ,hone/ all 8 days1 & ev5 l5t him 8 h& & help$ him ov] ! riv] at la/4 ,9 8 own manly1 he>ty1 blunt1 breezy1 *e]y1 & g5ial way ,old ,hone/ is a pilgrim we c\ld ill h sp>$4 ,old ,hone/ has a w>m place all = himself 9 e good & hone/ he>t4 ,n[1 a little be=e ! pilgrims /ood an oak1 & "u x :5 !y came up to x !y f\nd an old pilgrim fa/ asleep2 !y knew t he 0 a pilgrim by 8 clo!s & 8 /aff & 8 girdle4 ,s ! guide1 ,mr4 ,grea!>t1 awak$ him1 & ! old g5tleman1 z he lift$ up 8 eyes1 cri$ out3 ,:at's ! matt]8 ,:o are y8 ,& :at is y\r bus9ess "h8 ,come1 man1 said ! guide1 be n s hot2 "h is none b fri5ds6 ,yet ! old man gets up & /&s ^u 8 gu>d1 & w "k ( !m :at !y are4 ,t wea!r-beat5 oak-tree "u :i* we fir/ meet ) ,old ,hone/ is an excell5t emblem ( ! man4 ,:5 he sat d[n to re/ 8 old bones t day he did n look out = a bank ( s(t moss or = a b$ ( fragrant roses2 t knott$ oak-tree alone _h p[] to draw d[n "u its /urdy trunk ?is he>t ( human oak4 ,x 0 a sight to see ^? ?9 grey haffets mak+ a s(t pill[ ( t jutt+ knee ( gn>l$ & knotty oak1 & ) 8 well-worn qu>t]/aff held close 9 a h& all wr9kl$ sk9 & scraggy bone4 ,& f t day till he wav$ 8 qu>t]/aff :5 half ov] ! riv] & %\t$1 ,grace reigns6 !re is no pilgrim ( !m all t af=ds u half ! good hum\r1 sagacity1 cont9ual ent]ta9m5t1 & brave enc\ragem5t we enjoy ?r\gh ?is same old ,*ri/ian g5tleman4 #a4 ,n[1 let u try to le>n two or ?ree lessons to-night f ,old ,hone/1 8 hi/ory1 8 "*1 & 8 conv]sation4 ,&1 to beg9 )1 let all ^? att5d to ,old ,hone/ :o are sl[ 9 ! uptake 9 ! ?+s ( religion4 ,o fools & sl[ ( he>t6 exclaim$ our ,"l at ! two travell]s to ,emmaus4 ,& ?is 0 ,old ,hone/ to ! lett] :5 he fir/ ent]$ on ! pilgrimage life2 he 0 sl[ z slo? itself 9 ! ?+s ( ! s\l4 ,i h (t5 wond]$1 said ,grea!>t1 t any %\ld come f y\r place2 = y\r t[n is worse ?an is ! ,city ( ,de/ruction itself4 ,yes1 answ]$ ,hone/1 we lie m (f f ! sun1 & s are m cold & s5seless4 ,& 8 biograph] "h annotates on ! m>g9 ?is reflection3 ,/upefi$ ones are worse ?an m]ely c>nal4 ,s !y are2 ?\gh x takes "s insight to see t1 & "s c\rage to c>ry t ?r\gh4 ,n[1 to be d[nright /upid 9 a man's natural intellects is sad en\gh1 b to be /upid 9 ! intellects ( ! s\l & ( ! _s is f> m sad4 ,y w (t5 see ?is if y h any eyes 9 y\r head1 & are n "o ( ! /upid p y\rself4 ,y w see v clev] p 9 ! intellects ( ! head :o are yet z /upid z ! bea/s 9 ! /all 9 ! f> nobl] intellects ( ! he>t4 ,y w meet e day ) m5 & wom5 :o h receiv$ ! be/ college education ?is city c give !m1 :o are yet />k /upid 9 ev]y?+ t belongs to true religion4 ,!y are quick to f9d out ! ineffici5cy ( a univ]sity *air1 or a s*oolma/]'s desk1 b !y "k no m ( :at a ,new ,te/am5t pulpit has be5 set up = ?an ! /upide/ sot 9 ! city4 ,! ,div9e ,nature1 human nature1 s91 grace1 r$emption1 salvation1 hol9ess1 he>t- corruption1 spiritual life1 pray]1 communion ) ,god1 a conv]sation & a treasure 9 heav51--to all ^! noble/ ( /udies & div9e/ ( ex]cises !y are z a bea/ be=e ,god4 ,:5 y come ^u a man :o is a sot 9 8 s5ses & 9 8 und]/&+1 y expect him to be ! same 9 8 spiritual life4 ,b to meet ) an exp]t 9 sci5ce1 a classical s*ol>1 an au?or or a critic 9 lett]s1 a lead] 9 political or ecclesia/ical or municipal life1 & yet to discov] t he is z /upid z any sot 9 ! ?+s ( 8 own s\l1 is "o ( ! sadde/ & mo/ di%e>t5+ sights y c see4 ,mu* sadd] & mu* m di%e>t5+ ?an to see /airs & /reets ( p :o c nei!r read nor write4 ,& yet our city is full ( su* /upid p4 ,y w f9d z utt] spiritual /upidity among ! ri* & ! lett]$ & ! ref9$ ( ?is city z y w f9d among ! ignorant & ! vici\s & ! crim9al classes4 ,is /upidity a s98 asks ,?omas 9 8 ,=ty-,six? ,"q4 ,& ! great s*oolman answ]s himself1 ,/upidity may come ( natural incapacity1 9 :i* case x is n a s94 ,b x may come1 on ! o!r h&1 ( a man imm]s+ 8 s\l 9 ! ?+s ( ?is _w s z to %ut out all ! ?+s ( ,god & ( ! _w to come1 9 :i* case /upidity is a deadly s94 ,n[1 f all t1 y mu/ already see :at y are to d 9 ord] to escape f y\r inborn & sup]9duc$ /upidity4 ,y are1 l ,old ,hone/1 to op5 y\r gross1 cold1 s5seless he>t to ! ,sun ( ,righte\sness1 & y are to take c>e e day to walk abroad "u ,8 beams4 ,y are to emigrate s\? = y\r life1 z our well-to-d invalids d1 to :]e ! sun %9es 9 8 /r5g? all ! day4 ,y are to *oose su* a m9i/]1 buy & read su* a lit]ature1 cultivate su* an acqua9tance%ip1 & foll[ out su* a new life ( habits & practices z %all br+ y into ! full sun%9e1 till y\r he>t ( ice is melt$1 & y\r /upefi$ s\l is fill$ ) spiritual s5sibility4 ,=1 7 a man a m\nta9 ( ice1 said ,old ,hone/1 yet if ! ,sun ( ,righte\sness w arise ^u him 8 froz5 he>t %all feel a ?aw2 & ?us ha? x be5 ) me4 ,y\r poets & y\r philosoph]s h no res\rce aga9/ ! /upidity t opposes !m4 ,ev5 ! gods1 !y compla91 fight unvictori\s aga9/ /upidity4 ,b y\r div9es & y\r prea*]s h hope beside ! dulle/ & ! /upide/ & ev5 ! mo/ imbrut$4 ,!y po9t !mselves & _! sl[e/ & dulle/- witt$ he>]s to ,old ,hone/1 ?is r>e old sa9t2 & !y set up _! pulpit ) hope & boldness on ! v causeway ( ! t[n ( ,/upidity itself4 #b4 ,9 ! second place1--on ?is f9e old pilgrim's bir? & boyhood & y\?4 ,! apo/le says t !re is no real diff]5ce betwe5 "o ( u & ano!r2 & :at he says on t subject mu/ be true4 ,no2 !re is really no diff]5ce comp>$ ) ! ,cele/ial ,city :e!r a pilgrim is born 9 ,/upidity1 9 ,de/ruction1 9 ,vanity1 or 9 ,d>kl&4 ,at ! same "t1 nature1 z well z grace1 is ( ,god1 & ,he make?1 :5 x please? ,him1 "o man to diff] 9 "s mo/ important respects f ano!r4 ,y see su* diff]5ces e day4 ,"s *ildr5 are naturally1 & f _! v infancy1 false & cruel1 mean & gre$y2 :ile _! bro!rs & si/]s are op5 & frank & g5]\s4 ,"o son 9 a h\se is born a vulg> snob1 & "o daught] a %all[-he>t$ & %ameless little flirt2 :ile ano!r bro!r is a born g5tleman1 & ano!r si/] a born sa9t4 ,"s *ildr5 are t5d]-he>t$1 easily melt$1 & easily m\ld$2 :ile o!rs 9 ! same family are h>d z /one & cold z ice4 ,sometimes a noble & a truly ,*ri/ian fa!r w h all 8 days to weep & pray ov] a son :o is 8 %ame2 & !n1 9 ! next g5]ation1 a gr&son w be born to him :o w m ?an recov] ! lo/ image ( 8 fa!r's fa!r4 ,& s is x sometimes ) fa!r ,adam's family4 ,"h & !re1 9 ,d>kl&1 9 ,de/ruction1 & 9 ,/upidity1 a *ild w be born ) a surpris+ lik5ess to ! fir/ ,adam 9 8 fir/ e/ate4 ,t happy *ild at 8 be/ is b ! relics & ru9s ( 8 fir/ fa!r2 at ! same "t1 9 him ! relics are m abundant & ! ru9s m easy to trace out4 ,& little ,hone/ 0 su* a well-born *ild4 ,=1 ,/upidity & all1 !re 0 a real inborn & inbr$ integrity1 uprightness1 /raight=w>dness1 & nobl5ess ab\t ?is little & n ov]-clev] man-*ild4 ,&1 on ! pr9ciple ( to him t ha? %all be giv51 !re 0 some?+ l a special provid5ce t h$g$ ?is boy ab\t f ! beg9n+4 ,i gird$ !e ?\gh ?\ ha/ n kn[n ,me 0 nev] out ( ,old ,hone/'s m\? z (t5 z he rememb]$ ! days ( 8 own y\? & he>d o!r pilgrims m\rn+ ov] !irs4 ,i h surnam$ !e ?\gh ?\ ha/ n kn[n ,me1 he w\ld say to himself 9 8 sleep4 ,sl[-witt$ z he 01 no "o _h be5 able to *eat "y ,hone/ out ( 8 y\?ful integrity4 ,he _h n be5 l$1 & he _h l$ no "o else1 into ! pa?s ( ! de/roy]4 ,he c\ld say ab\t himself all t ,john ,bunyan s boldly & s bluntly said ab\t himself :5 8 enemies *>g$ him ) y\?ful immorality4 ,he left ! t[n 9 nobody's debt4 ,he left ! pr9t ( 8 heels on no man or woman or *ild :5 he took 8 /aff 9 8 h& to be a pilgrim4 ,! upw>d walk ( too _m pilgrims is less a walk ?an an escape & a flight4 ,! av5g] ( m5's blood & wom5's hon\r has hunt$ _m m5 deep into heav5's inn]mo/ gate4 ,b ,old ,hone/ took 8 "t4 ,he walk$1 if ev] pilgrim walk$1 all ! way ) an easy m9d4 ,he lay d[n to sleep "u ! oaks on ! wayside1 & smil$ l a *ild 9 8 sleep4 ,&1 :5 he 0 sudd5ly awak$1 in/ead ( cry+ out = m]cy & />t+ to 8 heels1 he grasp$ 8 /aff & dem&$ ev5 ( an arm$ man :at bus9ess he _h to break 9 on an hone/ pilgrim's midday repose6 ,! ,k+ ( ! ,cele/ial ,city _h a few names ev5 9 ,/upidity :i* _h n defil$ _! g>m5ts1 & ,old ,hone/ 0 "o ( !m4 ,& all 8 days 8 /r5g? 0 z ! /r5g? ( t51 because 8 he>t 0 pure4 #c4 ,at ! same "t1 hone/y is n hol9ess2 & no "o knew t bett] ?an did ?is hone/ old sa9t4 ,:5 any "o spoke to ,old ,hone/ ab\t 8 blameless y\?1 ! look 9 8 eye made !m keep at arm's- l5g? z he gr[l$ out t )\t hol9ess no man %all see ,god6 ,writ+ f ,ab]de5 to ,john ,bell ( ,h5t\n1 ,samuel ,ru!r=d says3 ,i besee* y1 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 to m9d y\r c\ntry above2 & n[1 :5 old age is come ^u y1 advise ) ,*ri/ be=e y put y\r foot into ! la/ %ip & turn y\r back on ?is life4 ,_m are beguil$ ) ?is t !y are free ( sc&al\s s9s4 ,b common hone/y w n take m5 to heav54 ,alas6 t m5 %\ld ?9k t ev] !y met ) ,*ri/ :o _h nev] a sick night or a sore he>t = s94 ,i h kn[n a man turn a key 9 a door & lock x by4 ,i c1 says ,john ,ow51 & ,i d1 comm5d moral virtues & hone/y z mu* z any man ought to d1 & ,i am sure !re is no grace :]e !y are n4 ,yet to make any?+ to be our hol9ess t is n d]iv$ f ,jesus ,*ri/1--,i "k n :at ,i d m abhor4 ,are morally hone/ & sob] m5 qualifi$ = ! ,"l's ,supp]8 asks ,john ,flavel4 ,no2 civility & morality d n make a man a wor?y communicant4 ,!y are n ! w$d+ g>m5t2 b reg5]at+ grace & fai? 9 ! smalle/ measure are4 ,my outside may be hone/1 said ?is hone/ old pilgrim1 :ile all ! "t my he>t is mo/ unholy4 ,my life is op5 to all m51 b ,i mu/ hide my he>t ) ,*ri/ 9 ,god4 #d4 ,& !n ?is racy-he>t$ old ba*elor 0 z full ( delight 9 *ildr51 & 9 *ildr5's p>ties1 ) all _! sweetmeats & nuts & games & riddles1--q z mu* s--z if he _h be5 _! v gr&fa!r himself4 ,nay1 ?is rosy-he>t$ old rogue 0 z invet]ate a mat*mak] z if he _h be5 a "m ( ! _w ) a h\seful ( daught]s on h] h&s & ) ! sons ( ! nobility dangl+ ar\nd4 ,x w\ld make y wi% y c\ld kiss ! two de> old s\ls1 ,gaius ! innkeep] & ,old ,hone/ 8 gue/1 if y w\ld only read h[ !y laid _! grey heads toge!r to help =w>d ! love-mak+ ( ,mat!w & ,m]cy4 ,yes1 x w\ld be a great pity1 said ,old ,hone/1--?9k+ ) a sigh ( 8 own *ildless old age1--x w\ld be a great pity if ?is excell5t family ( our sa9t$ bro!r %\ld fail = want ( *ildr51 & die out l m9e4 ,& ! two old plott]s w5t toge!r to ! "m ( ! bridegroom1 & told h] ) an aspect ( au?ority t %e mu/ put no ob/acle 9 h] son's way1 b take ,m]cy z soon z conv5i5t into a clos] relation to h]self4 ,& ,gaius said t he = 8 "p w\ld give ! m>riage supp]4 ,& ,i %all make no w1 said ,hone/1 b h& all ,i h ov] to ,mat!w my son4 ,?is is ! way1 said ,old ,hone/2 & he skipp$ & smil$ & kiss$ ! *eek ( ! ag$ "m & said1 ,!n ?y two *ildr5 %all pres]ve !e & ?y husb& a po/]ity 9 ! e>?6 ,!n he turn$ to ! boys & he said1 ,mat!w1 be ?\ l ,mat!w ! publican1 n 9 vice1 b 9 virtue4 ,samuel1 he said1 be ?\ l ,samuel ! prophet1 a man ( fai? & ( pray]4 ,joseph1 said he1 be ?\ l ,joseph 9 ,potiph>'s h\se1 *a/e1 & "o t flees f temptation4 ,& ,james1 be ?\ l ,james ! ,j1 & l ,james ! bro!r ( our ,"l4 ,m]cy1 he said1 is ?y "n1 & by m]cy %alt ?\ be su/a9$ & c>ri$ ?r\gh all ?y difficulties t %all assault !e 9 ! way1 till ?\ %alt come ?i!r :]e ?\ %alt look ! ,f\nta9 ( ,m]cy 9 ! face ) com=t4 ,& all ?is :ile ! guide1 ,mr4 ,grea!>t1 0 v mu* pleas$1 & smil$ ^u ! nimble old g5tleman4 #e4 ,!n x came to pass a :ile aft] t !re 0 a po/ 9 ! t[n t inquir$ = ,mr4 ,hone/4 ,s he came to 8 h\se :]e he 01 & deliv]$ to 8 h&s ^! l9es1 ,?\ art comm&$ to be ready aga9/ ?is day sev5 night1 to pres5t ?yself be=e ?y ,"l at ,8 ,fa!r's h\se4 ,& = a tok5 t my message is true1 all ?y daught]s ( music %all be br\ght l[4 ,!n ,mr4 ,hone/ call$ = 8 fri5ds & said unto !m1 ,i die1 b %all make no w4 ,z = my hone/y1 x %all g ) me3 let him t comes aft] me be told ( ?is4 ,:5 ! day t he 0 to be gone 0 come he address$ himself to g ov] ! riv]4 ,n[1 ! riv] at t "t ov]fl[$ ! banks at "s places4 ,b ,mr4 ,hone/ 9 8 lifetime _h spok5 to "o ,good- consci5ce to meet him !re1 ! :i* he also did1 & l5t him 8 h&1 & s help$ him ov]4 ,! la/ words ( ,mr4 ,hone/ 71 ,grace reigns6 ,s he left ! _w4 ,look at t picture & n[ look at ?is3 ,!y !n address$ !mselves to ! wat]1 &1 ent]+1 ,*ri/ian began to s9k1 & cry+ out to 8 good fri5d ,hopeful1 he said1 ,i s9k 9 deep waves1 ! bill[s g ov] my head1 all ,8 wat]s g ov] me4 ,!n said ! o!r1 ,be ( good *e]1 my bro!r1 ,i feel ! bottom1 & x is good4 ,!n said ,*ri/ian1 ,ah1 my fri5d1 ! sorr[s ( dea? h compass$ me ab\t2 ,i %all n see ! l& t fl[s ) milk & honey4 ,& ) t a great horror & d>kness fell ^u ,*ri/ian1 s t he c\ld n see be=e him2 & all ! words t he spoke /ill t5d$ to discov] t he _h horror ( m9d le/ he %\ld die 9 t riv] & nev] obta9 entrance 9 at ! gate4 ,"h also1 z !y t /ood by p]ceiv$1 he 0 mu* 9 ! tr\blesome ?\ghts ( ! s9s t he _h committ$1 bo? s9ce & be=e he began to be a pilgrim4 ',twas also obs]v$ t he 0 tr\bl$ ) app>itions ( hobgobl9s & evil spirits4 ,hopeful1 !re=e1 _h mu* ado to keep 8 bro!r's head above wat]4 ,yea1 sometimes he w\ld be q gone d[n1 & !n ere a :ile he w\ld rise up aga9 half dead4 ,my bre?r51 all my bre?r51 be n deceiv$2 ,god is n mock$2 = :atsoev] a man s[e? t %all he also reap4 ,:om ! ,"l love? ,he *a/5e?1 & sc\rge? e son :om ,he receive?4 ,?\1 ,o ,god1 wa/ a ,god t =gave/ !m1 b ,?\ tooke/ v5geance on _! inv5tions4 ,,mr4 ,,fe>+ ,happy is ! man t fe>e? alway4--,solomon ,= hum\r1 = pa?os1 = t5d]ness1 = acute & sympa!tic insight at once into nature & grace1 = absolutely artless lit]>y skill1 & = ! sweete/1 mo/ musical1 & mo/ exquisite ,engli%1 %[ me ano!r passage 9 our :ole lit]ature to comp>e ) ,john ,bunyan's portrait ( ,mr4 ,fe>+4 ,y _c d x4 ,i defy y to d x4 ,sp5s]1 :o1 l ,john ,bunyan1 wrote an elaborate allegory1 says3 ,x is n 9 me4 ,take all ,mr4 ,fe>+'s features toge!r1 & ev5 ,%akespe>e himself has no su* he>t-t\*+ & he>t-com=t+ "*4 ,addison may h "s ( ! hum\r & ,lamb "s ( ! t5d]ness2 b1 !n1 !y h n ! religion4 ,scott has ! insight into nature1 b he has no eye at all = grace2 :ile ,?ack]ay1 :o1 9 "s respects1 comes ne>e/ to ,john ,bunyan ( !m all1 w\ld be ! =emo/ to confess t he is n wor?y to t\* ! %oe-lat*et ( ! ,b$=d t9k]4 ,z ,dr4 ,duncan said 9 8 class "o day :5 tell+ u to read ,augu/9e's ,autobiography & ,halyburton's3--,b1 he said1 be prep>$ = ?is1 t ! t9k] beats !m all6 ,me?9ks1 says ,br[n+1 9 ?is ,god speaks1 no t9k] ha? su* p[]s4 ,n[1 z !y walk$ along toge!r1 ! guide ask$ ! old g5tleman if he knew "o ,mr4 ,fe>+ t came on pilgrimage out ( 8 p>ts4 ,yes1 said ,mr4 ,hone/1 v well4 ,he 0 a man t _h ! root ( ! matt] 9 him2 b he 0 "o ( ! mo/ tr\blesome pilgrims t ev] ,i met ) 9 all my days4 ,i p]ceive y knew him1 said ! guide1 = y h giv5 a v "r "* ( him4 ,knew him6 exclaim$ ,hone/1 ,i 0 a great companion ( 82 ,i 0 ) him mo/ an end4 ,:5 he fir/ began to ?9k ( :at w\ld come ^u u h]eaft]1 ,i 0 ) him4 ,& ,i 0 8 guide1 said ,grea!>t1 f my ,ma/]'s h\se to ! gates ( ! ,cele/ial ,city4 ,!n1 said ,mr4 ,hone/1 x seems he 0 well at la/4 ,yes1 yes1 answ]$ ! guide1 ,i nev] _h any d\bt ab\t him2 he 0 a man ( a *oice _s1 only he 0 always kept v l[1 & t made 8 life s burd5some to himself & s tr\blesome to o!rs4 ,he 01 above _m1 t5d] ( s92 he 0 s afraid ( do+ injuries to o!rs t he w\ld (t5 d5y himself ( t :i* 0 lawful because he w\ld n (f5d4 ,b :at1 ask$ ,hone/1 %\ld be ! reason t su* a good man %\ld be all 8 days s mu* 9 ! d>k8 ,!re are two sorts ( reasons = x1 said ! guide2 "o is1 ! wise ,god w h x s3 "s mu/ pipe & "s mu/ weep4 ,n[1 ,mr4 ,fe>+ 0 "o t play$ ^u ?is base4 ,he & 8 fell[s s\nd ! sackbut1 ^: notes are m doleful ?an ! notes ( o!r music are4 ,?\gh1 inde$1 "s say t ! base is ! gr\nd ( music4 ,&1 = my "p1 ,i c>e n at all = t pr(ession t beg9s n ) heav9ess ( m9d4 ,! fir/ /r+ t ! musician usually t\*es is ! base :5 he int5ds to put all 9 tune4 ,god also plays ^u ?is /r+ fir/ :5 ,he sets ! s\l 9 tune = ,himself4 ,only1 "h 0 ! imp]fection ( ,mr4 ,fe>+1 t he c\ld play ^u no o!r music b ?is till t[>d 8 latt] end4 #a4 ,take ,mr4 ,fe>+1 !n1 to beg9 )1 at ! ,sl\gh ( ,despond4 ,*ri/ian & ,pliable1 !y be+ he$less1 did bo? fall into t bog4 ,b ,mr4 ,fe>+1 :atev] faults y may ?9k he _h--& faults1 too1 t y ?9k y c\ld m5d 9 him--at any rate1 he 0 nev] he$less4 ,ev]ybody has 8 fault to f9d ) poor ,mr4 ,fe>+4 ,ev]ybody blames poor ,mr4 ,fe>+4 ,ev]ybody c improve ^u poor ,mr4 ,fe>+4 ,b ,i w say aga9 = ,mr4 ,fe>+ t he 0 nev] he$less4 ,_h ,pet] be5 on ! road at t p]iod he w\ld h /ood up = ,mr4 ,fe>+1 & w\ld h tak5 8 judges & w\ld h said to !m1 ) "s scorn--,g to1 & pass ! "t ( y\r soj\rn+ "h ) some?+ ( ! same sil5ce & ! same fe>6 ,*ri/ian's excuse = fall+ into ! ,sl\gh 0 t fe> s foll[$ him t he fl$ ! next way1 & s fell 94 ,b ,mr4 ,fe>+ _h no su* fe> beh9d him 9 8 city z ,*ri/ian _h 9 84 ,all ,mr4 ,fe>+'s fe>s 7 )9 himself4 ,if y c take up ! di/9ction betwe5 actual & indwell+ s91 betwe5 guilt & corruption1 y h already 9 t ! :ole key to ,mr4 ,fe>+4 ,he 0 blam$ & c\nsell$ & correct$ & piti$ & patronis$ by e morn+-cl\d & e>ly-dew neophyte1 :ile all ! "t he liv$ f> d[n f ! /rife ( tongues :]e ! root ( ! matt] /rikes its deep roots /ill deep] e day4 ,x took him a :ole mon?1 tells ,grea!>t1 to face ! ,sl\gh4 ,b he w\ld n g back nei!r4 ,till1 "o sun%9y morn+1 nobody ev] knew h[1 he v5tur$1 & s got ov]4 ,b ! fact ( ! matt] is1 said ! %rewd-head$ guide1 ,mr4 ,fe>+ _h1 ,i ?9k1 a sl\gh ( despond 9 8 own m9d2 & a sl\gh t he c>ri$ ev]y:]e ) him4 ,yes1 t 0 x4 ,grea!>t 9 t has hit ! nail on ! head4 ,) "o happy /roke he has giv5 u ! :ole secret ( poor ,mr4 ,fe>+'s life- long tr\ble4 ,j s2 x 0 ! sl\gh 9 himself t s kept poor ,mr4 ,fe>+ back4 ,?is poor pilgrim1 :o _h s little to fe> 9 8 pa/ life1 _h yet s mu* scum & fil?1 spume & mire 9 8 pres5t he>t1 t h[ to get on ! o!r side ( t co/ him n a mon?'s ro>+ only1 b all ! mon?s & all ! ye>s till he w5t ov] ! ,riv] n mu* above wet-%od4 ,&1 till !n1 n tw5ty million c>t- loads ( :olesome in/ructions1 nor any numb] ( good & sub/antial /eps1 w\ld lift poor ,mr4 ,fe>+ ov] ! dit* t ran s deep & s f\l cont9ually )9 himself4 ,yes1 he _h1 ,i ?9k1 a sl\gh ( despond 9 8 m9d1 a sl\gh t he c>ri$ ev]y:]e ) him1 or else he nev] c\ld h be5 ! man he 04 ,i1 = "o1 ?ank ! great-he>t$ guide = t f9e s5t5ce4 #b4 ,x 0 a sight to see poor ,mr4 ,fe>+ at ! wicket gate4 ,knock1 & x %all be op5$ unto y4 ,he read ! inscription ov] ! gate a ?\s& times1 b e "t he read x 8 sl\gh-fill$ he>t said to him1 ,yes1 b t is n = su* z y4 ,pilgrim aft] pilgrim came up ! way1 read ! writ+1 knock$1 & 0 tak5 92 b /ill ,mr4 ,fe>+ /ood back1 %ak+ & %r9k+4 ,at la/ he v5tur$ to take hold ( ! hamm] t hung on ! gate & gave ) x a small rap su* z a m\se might make4 ,b small z ! s\nd 01 ! ,gatekeep] _h _h 8 eye on 8 man all ! "t out ( 8 wat*-w9d[2 & be=e ,mr4 ,fe>+ _h "t to turn & run1 ,goodwill _h him by ! coll>4 ,b t sudd5 assault only made ,mr4 ,fe>+ s9k to ! e>?1 fa9t & half-dead4 ,peace be to !e1 ,o trembl+ man6 said ,goodwill4 ,come 91 & welcome6 ,:5 he did v5ture 91 ,mr4 ,fe>+'s face 0 z :ite z a %eet4 ,y w\ld h said t an (fic] _h caught a ?ief if y _h se5 poor ,mr4 ,fe>+ hid+ 8 face1 & ! ,gatekeep] haul+ him 94 ,& n all ! ent]ta9m5t = :i* ! ,gate 0 fam\s1 nor all ! enc\ragem5t t ,goodwill 0 able to speak1 c\ld make t]rifi$ ,mr4 ,fe>+ = once to smile4 ,a m h>d- to-ent]ta9 pilgrim1 all ! ,gate decl>$ :5 he _h gone1 !y _h nev] _h 9 _! hospitable h\se4 #c4 ,s he came1 said ! guide1 till he came to our ,h\se2 b z he behav$ himself at ! ,gate1 s he did at my ,ma/] ! ,int]pret]'s door4 ,he lay ab\t 9 ! cold a good :ile be=e he w\ld adv5ture to call4 ,yet he w\ld n g back nei!r4 ,& ! nights 7 cold & long !n4 ,at la/ ,i ?9k ,i look$ out ( ! w9d[1 & p]ceiv+ a man to be up & d[n ab\t ! door1 ,i w5t out to him1 & ask$ :at he 02 b1 poor man1 ! wat] /ood 9 8 eyes4 ,s ,i p]ceiv$ :at he want$4 ,i w5t 91 !re=e1 & told x 9 ! h\se1 & we %[$ ! ?+ to our ,"l4 ,s ,he s5t me out aga9 to entreat him to come 91 b ,i d>e say ,i _h h>d "w to d x4 ,at la/ he came 91 & ,i w say t = my ,"l1 ,he c>ri$ x wond]ful lov+ly to ,mr4 ,fe>+4 ,!re 7 b a few good bits at ! table1 b "s ( x 0 laid ^u 8 tr5*]4 ,9 ?is way ! guide tells u 8 fir/ introduction to ,mr4 ,fe>+1 & h[ ,mr4 ,fe>+ behav$ himself 9 ! ,int]pret]'s ,h\se4 ,= in/ance1 9 ! p>l\r full ( du/1 :5 ! ,int]pret] said t ! du/ is orig9al s9 & inw>d corruption1 y w\ld h ?\ght t ! ,int]pret] _h /abb$ poor ,mr4 ,fe>+ to ! he>t1 s did he break out & weep4 ,be=e ! damsel c\ld come ) ! pit*]1 ,mr4 ,fe>+'s eyes alone w\ld h laid ! du/1 !y 7 su* a f\nta9 ( te>s4 ,:5 he saw ,passion & ,pati5ce1 ea* "o 9 8 *air--,i am t *ild 9 rags1 said ,mr4 ,fe>+2 ,i h already receiv$ all my good ?+s6 ,also1 at ! wall :]e ! fire burn$ because oil 0 p\r$ into x f ! o!r side1 he p]v]sely turn$ t fire also aga9/ himself4 ,& :5 !y came to ! man 9 ! iron cage1 y c\ld n h told :e!r ! mis]able man inside ! cage or ! mis]able man outside ( x sigh$ ! l\de/4 ,& s on1 ?r\gh all ! significant rooms4 ,! spid]-room ov]:elm$ him altoge!r1 till 8 sobs & ! beat+ ( 8 brea/ 7 he>d all ov] ! h\se4 ,! rob9 also :5 gobbl+ up spid]s he made an emblem ( himself1 & ! tree t 0 rott5 at ! he>t1--till ! ,int]pret]'s pati5ce ) ?is s p]v]se pilgrim 0 fairly worn out4 ,s ! ,int]pret] %ut up 8 significant rooms1 & _h ?is s tr\blesome pilgrim into 8 own *amb]1 & !re c>ri$ x s t5d]ly to ,mr4 ,fe>+ t at la/ he did seem to h tak5 "s little he>t ( grace4 ,& !n we1 said ,grea!>t1 set =w>d1 & ,i w5t be=e him2 b ! man 0 ( few words1 only he w\ld (t5 sigh al\d4 #d4 ,dumpi% at ! ,h\se ,beautiful is 8 biograph]'s n v respectful comm5t on ! m>g9 ( ! hi/ory4 ,!re 7 too _m m]ry-he>t$ damsels runn+ up & d[n t h\se = ,mr4 ,fe>+4 ,he c\ld n lift 8 eyes b "o ( ^? too-tripp+ maid5s 0 look+ at him4 ,he c\ld n /ir a foot b he sudd5ly ran aga9/ a talk+ & laugh+ bevy ( !m4 ,!re 0 "o ?+ he lov$ above ev]y?+1 & t 0 to ov]he> ! talk t w5t on at t season 9 t h\se ab\t ! ,city above1 & ab\t ! ,k+ ( t ,city1 & ab\t ,8 wond]ful ways ) pilgrims1 & ! ent]ta9m5t !y all got :o ent]$ t ,city4 ,b to get a ^w out ( ,mr4 ,fe>+ ^u any ( ^! subjects1--all ! k+'s horses c\ld n h dragg$ x out ( him4 ,only1 ! scre5 0 always se5 to move dur+ su* conv]sations1 till x soon came to be kn[n to all ! h\se :o 0 beh9d ! scre54 ,& ! talk]s only talk$ a little l\d] z ! scre5 mov$1 & took up1 ) a smile to "o ano!r1 ano!r & a yet m com=t+ topic4 ,! ,r>ity ,rooms also 7 m to ,mr4 ,fe>+ ?an 8 necess>y food4 ,he w\ld be up 9 ! morn+ & wait+ at ! doors ( ^? rooms be=e ! keep]s _h come ) _! keys4 ,& !y _h to tell him t ! c&les 7 to be put out at night be=e he w\ld g away4 ,he 0 always read+1 z if he _h nev] read x be=e1 ! p$igree ( ! ,"l ( ! ,hill4 ,moses' rod1 ,%amg>'s goad1 ,david's sl+ & /one1 & :at n--he laugh$ & danc$ & sang l a *ild ar\nd ^! anci5t tables4 ,! arm\ry-room also held him1 :]e 7 ! swords1 & %ields1 & helmets1 & brea/-plates1 & %oes t w\ld n we> out4 ,y w\ld h ?\ght y _h y\r man all "r z long z y _h him alone among ^! old relics2 b1 let supp] be ready1 & ! h\se ga!r$1 & ,mr4 ,fe>+ 0 z dumpi% z ev]4 ,eat he w\ld n1 dr9k he w\ld n1 nor w\ld he sit at ! same table ) ^? :o ate & drank ) su* gladness4 ,i rememb]$ ,mr4 ,fe>+ at ! ,h\se ,beautiful :5 ,i 0 pres5t at a communion season "s "t back 9 ,ross-%ire4 ,! *ur* 0 half full ( ,mr4 ,fe>+'s close k9dr$ t communion morn+4 ,=1 all t ! m9i/] himself c\ld d1 & all t ! assi/+ m9i/] c\ld d--no6 to ! table ^? self-exam9$1 self-condemn$1 fe>-fill$ s\ls w\ld n come4 ,! two m9i/]s1 l ,mr4 ,grea!>t's ,ma/]1 c>ri$ x wond]ful lov+ly ) ^? poor sa9ts t day2 b ^? :o are 9 de$1 & n 9 "n only1 pass+ ! "t ( _! soj\rn+ "h 9 fe>--!y _c all at once be lift$ above all _! fe>s1 ev5 by ! able/ action s]mons1 or by ! mo/ wise & t5d] table-addresses4 ,&1 tru? to tell1 ?\gh y w rebuke me all ! way home to-night = say+ x1 my he>t sat some:at ne>] to ^? old p :o 7 p]haps a little too dumpi% 9 _! rep5tance & _! fai? & _! hope t morn+1 ?an x did to ^? :o took to ! table ) a light he>t4 ,i "k all y\r flippant cant ab\t gospel lib]ty & aga9/ ,highl& introspection1 z y call x--z well z all y\r habitual neglect ( a close & deep self-exam9ation1 z ,paul call$ x2 b ,i tell y all to-night t x w\ld be ! salvation ( y\r s\l if y too work$ y\r way up to e return+ ,"l's table ) mu* m fe> & mu* m trembl+4 ,let a man exam9e himself1 ,saxon z well z ,celt1 9 ,ed9burgh z well z 9 ,ross-%ire1 & s let him eat ( t fle% & dr9k ( t blood4 ,^! pills1 said ,mr4 ,skill1 are to be tak5 ?ree at a "t fa/+ 9 half a qu>t] ( a p9t ( ! te>s ( rep5tance2 ^! pills are good to prev5t diseases1 z well z to cure :5 "o is sick4 ,yea1 ,i d>e say x1 & /& to x1 t if a man w b use ?is physic z he %\ld1 x w make him live = ev]4 ,b ?\ mu/ give ^! pills no o!r way b z ,i h prescrib$2 =1 if y d1 !y w d no good4 ,!n he & ,i set =w>d1 said ! guide1 & ,i w5t be=e2 b my man 0 ( b few words1 only he w\ld (t5 sigh al\d4 #e4 ,z to ! ,hill ,difficulty1 t 0 no /ick at all to ,mr4 ,fe>+2 & z = ! lions1 he pull$ _! :isk]s & snapp$ 8 f+]s 9 _! dumf\nd]$ faces4 ,= y mu/ "k t ,mr4 ,fe>+'s tr\ble 0 n ab\t su* ?+s z ^! at all2 8 only fe> 0 ab\t 8 acceptance at la/4 ,he beat ,mr4 ,grea!>t himself at gett+ d[n into ! ,valley ( ,humiliation1 till ! guide 0 fa9 to confess t he w5t d[n z well z he ev] saw man g d[n 9 all 8 life4 ,?is pilgrim c>$ n h[ mean he 01 s he might be b happy at la/4 ,t is ! reason :y s _m ( ,god's be/ sa9ts take s k9dly & s quietly to ?+s t drive o!r m5 mad4 ,y wond] sometimes :5 y see an innoc5t man sit d[n quietly "u accusations & insults & injuries t y sp5d all ! re/ ( y\r life res5t+ & repay+4 ,& t is ! reason also t s _m ( ,god's be/ sa9ts 9 o!r ages & o!r communions us$ to pursue evangelical humility & ascetic pov]ty & seclusion till !y oblit]at$ !mselves out ( all human remembrance1 & buri$ !mselves 9 retreats ( sil5ce & ( pray]4 ,yes1 y are q "r4 ,a g>m5t ( sackclo? may cov] an unsanctifi$ he>t2 & ! fa!rs ( ! des]t did n all escape ! dep?s ( ,satan & ! plague ( _! own he>t4 ,q true4 ,a contrite he>t may be c>ri$ ab\t an applaud+ city 9 a coa* & six2 & a crucifi$ he>t may be clo!d 9 purple & f9e l951 & may f>e sumptu\sly e day4 ,a sa9t ( ,god w sometimes sit on a ?rone ) a m wean$ m9d ?an t ) :i* ,elijah or ! ,bapti/ w mac]ate !mselves 9 ! wild]ness4 ,e man :o is really set on heav5 mu/ f9d 8 own way ?i!r2 & he :o is really int5t on 8 own way ?i!r w nei!r h ! "t nor ! he>t to ?r[ /ones at 8 bro!r :o ?9ks he has discov]$ 8 own be/ way4 ,all ! pilgrims :o got to ! ,city at la/ did n get d[n ,difficulty & ?r\gh ,humiliation s well z ,mr4 ,fe>+ did2 nor 0 x absolutely necess>y t !y %\ld4 ,x 0 n to lay d[n an iron-fa/ rule = o!rs1 b x 0 only to amuse ! way ) 8 acc\nt ( ,mr4 ,fe>+1 t ! guide w5t on to say3 ,yes1 ,i ?9k !re 0 a k9d ( sympa?y betwixt t valley & my man4 ,= ,i nev] saw him bett] 9 all 8 pilgrimage ?an :5 he 0 9 t valley4 ,= "h he w\ld lie d[n1 embrace ! gr\nd1 & kiss ! v fl[]s t grew 9 ?is valley4 ,he w\ld n[ be up e morn+ by break ( day1 trac+ & walk+ to & fro 9 t valley4 #f4 ,n[1 d y ?9k y c\ld guess h[ ,mr4 ,fe>+ conduct$ himself 9 ,vanity ,fair8 ,y\r guess is important to u & to y to-night2 = x w %[ :e!r or no ,john ,bunyan & ,mr4 ,grea!>t h sp5t _! /r5g? = n\ght & 9 va9 on y4 ,x w %[ :e!r or no y h got inside ( ,mr4 ,fe>+ ) all t has be5 said2 & ?us1 inside ( y\rself4 ,guess1 !n4 ,h[ did ,mr4 ,fe>+ d 9 ,vanity ,fair1 d y ?9k8 ,to give y a clue1 recollect t he 0 ! timide/ ( s\ls4 ,& rememb] h[ y h (t5 be5 afraid to look at ?+s 9 a %op w9d[ le/ ! %opkeep] %\ld come out & hold y to ! ?+ y 7 look+ at4 ,rememb] also t y are ! life-long own]s ( "s ?+s j because !y 7 ?r[n at y\r head4 ,rememb] h[ y saunt]$ into a sale on "o occasion1 &1 out ( %e] idl5ess & pure fun1 made a bid1 & to y\r con/]nation ! encumbrance 0 knock$ d[n to y\r "n2 & x fills up y\r h\se to- day till y w\ld give t5 times its value to "s "o to take x away = ev] out ( y\r sight4 ,well1 :at 0 x t ^? :o 7 s %amelessly & s pe/]+ly cadg+ ab\t places1 & titles1 & pref]m5ts1 & wives1 & gold1 & silv]1 & su* l--:at 0 x !y prevail$ on ?is poor /upid c\ntryman to *eap5 & buy8 ,d y guess1 or d y give x up8 ,well1 ,grea!>t himself 0 aga9 & aga9 almo/ tak5 92 & w\ld h be5 _h n ,mr4 ,fe>+ be5 beside him4 ,b ,mr4 ,fe>+ look$ at all ! juggl]s1 & *eats1 & knaves1 & apes1 & fools z if he w\ld h bitt5 a firebr&4 ,i ?\ght he w\ld h f\ght ) all ! m5 ( ! fair2 ,i fe>$ !re we %\ld h bo? be5 knock'd o' ?' head1 s hot 0 he aga9/ _! fool]ies4 ,& !n--= ,grea!>t 0 a bit ( a philosoph]1 & lik$ to ent]ta9 & :ile ! away ) trac+ ?+s up to _! causes--x 0 all1 he said1 because ,mr4 ,fe>+ 0 s t5d] ( s94 ,he 0 above _m t5d] ( s94 ,he 0 s afraid1 n = himself only1 b ( do+ injury to o!rs1 t he w\ld d5y himself ! pur*ase & possession & enjoym5t ev5 ( t :i* 0 lawful1 because he w\ld n (f5d4 ,all ?is :ile1 says ,bunyan himself1 9 ! eighty- second p>agraph ( ,grace ,ab\nd+1 z to ! act ( s9n+ ,i 0 nev] m t5d] ?an n[4 ,i dur/ n take a p9 or a /ick1 ?\gh b s big z a /raw1 = my consci5ce n[ 0 sore & w\ld sm>t at e t\*4 ,i c\ld n n[ tell h[ to speak my words = fe> ,i %\ld misplace !m4 ,! highe/ flames1 says ,j]emy ,taylor 9 8 ,life ( ,*ri/1 are ! mo/ tremul\s4 #g4 ,b :5 he 0 come at ! riv] :]e 0 no bridge1 !re1 aga91 ,mr4 ,fe>+ 0 9 a heavy case4 ,n[1 he said1 he %\ld be dr[n$ = ev]1 & s nev] see t ,face ) com=t t he _h come s _m miles to behold4 ,& "h also ,i took notice ( :at 0 v rem>kable2 ! wat] ( t riv] 0 l[] at ?is "t ?an ev] ,i saw x 9 all my life1 s he w5t ov] at la/ n mu* above wet-%od4 ,!n said ,*ri/iana1 ,?is relation ( ,mr4 ,fe>+ has done me good4 ,i ?\ght nobody _h be5 l me1 b ,i see !re 0 "s semblance betwixt ?is good man & ,i1 only we diff]$ 9 two ?+s4 ,8 tr\bles 7 s great t !y broke out1 b m9e ,i kept )94 ,8 also lay s h>d ^u him t he c\ld n knock at ! h\ses provid$ = ent]ta9m5t1 b my tr\ble 0 always su* t x made me knock ! l\d]4 ,if ,i might also speak my he>t1 said ,m]cy1 ,i mu/ say t some?+ ( him has also dwelt 9 me4 ,= ,i h ev] be5 m afraid ( ! lake1 & ! loss ( a place 9 ,p>adise1 ?an ,i h be5 ( ! loss ( o!r ?+s4 ,oh6 ?\ght ,i1 may ,i h ! happ9ess to h a habitation !re3 'tis en\gh ?\gh ,i "p ) all ! _w to w9 x4 ,!n said ,mat!w1 ,fe> 0 "o ?+ t made me ?9k t ,i 0 f> f hav+ t )9 me t accompanies salvation2 b if x 0 s ) su* a good man z he1 :y may x n also g well ) me8 ,no fe>s1 no grace1 said ,james4 ,?\gh !re is n always grace :]e !re is fe> ( hell2 yet1 to be sure1 !re is no grace :]e !re is no fe> ( ,god4 ,well said1 ,james1 said ,grea!>t2 ?\ ha/ hit ! m>k1 = ! fe> ( ,god is ! beg9n+ ( wisdom2 &1 to be sure1 !y t want ! beg9n+ h nei!r middle nor end4 ,b we %all "h conclude our disc\rse ( ,mr4 ,fe>+ aft] we h s5t aft] him ?is f>ewell3-- ,x is because ,!n ?\ did/ fe>1 t n[ ?\ do/ n fe>4 ,?\ ha/ =e/all$ ! agony1 & s ,= !e ! bitt]ness ( dea? is pa/4 ,also1 because already 9 ?y s\l ,! judgm5t is begun4 ,t day ( doom1 ,"o & ! same = ?is collect$ _w-- ,t solemn consummation = all fle%1 ,is1 9 ! case ( ea*1 anticipate ,^u 8 dea?2 &1 z ! la/ great day ,9 ! p>ticul> judgm5t is rehe>s$1 ,s n[1 too1 ere ?\ come/ to ! ,?rone1 ,a presage falls ^u !e1 z a ray ,/raight f ! ,judge1 expressive ( ?y lot4 ,t calm & joy upris+ 9 ?y s\l ,is fir/-fruit to ?y recomp5se1 ,& heav5 begun4 ,,feeble-,,m9d ,com=t ! feeble-m9d$4--,paul4 ,feeble-m9d %all fir/ tell y 8 own /ory 9 8 own words1 & !n ,i %all p]haps v5ture a few obs]vations ^u 8 hi/ory & 8 "*4 ,i am b a sickly man1 z y see1 said ,feeble-m9d to ,grea!>t1 & because ,dea? did usually knock once a day at my door1 ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld nev] be well at home4 ,s ,i betook myself to a pilgrim's life1 & h travell$ hi!r f ! t[n ( ,unc]ta91 :]e ,i & my fa!r 7 born4 ,i am a man ( no /r5g? at all ( body1 nor yet ( m9d2 b w\ld1 if ,i c\ld1 ?\gh ,i c b crawl1 sp5d my life 9 ! pilgrim's way4 ,:5 ,i came at ! gate t is at ! head ( ! way1 ! ,"l ( t place did ent]ta9 me freely4 ,nei!r object$ he aga9/ my weakly looks1 nor aga9/ my feeble m9d2 b gave me su* ?+s z 7 necess>y = my j\rney1 & bade me hope to ! end4 ,:5 ,i came to ! h\se ( ! ,int]pret] ,i receiv$ mu* k9dness !re2 &1 because ! ,hill ,difficulty 0 judg$ too h>d = me1 ,i 0 c>ri$ up t hill by "o ( 8 s]vants4 ,inde$ ,i h f\nd mu* relief f pilgrims1 ?\gh none 7 will+ to g s s(tly z ,i am =c$ to d4 ,yet1 /ill1 z !y came on1 !y bid me be ( good *e]1 & said t x 0 ! w ( _! ,"l t com=t %\ld be giv5 to ! feeble- m9d$1 & s w5t on _! own pace4 ,i look = brunts by ! way2 b ?is ,i h resolv$ on1 to wit1 to run :5 ,i c1 to g :5 ,i _c run1 & to creep :5 ,i _c g4 ,z to ! ma91 ,i ?ank ,him t loves me1 ,i am fix$4 ,my way is be=e me1 my m9d is beyond ! riv] t has no bridge1 ?\gh ,i am1 z y see1 b ( a feeble m9d4 ,!n said old ,mr4 ,hone/1 ,h y n "s "t ago be5 acqua9t$ ) "o ,mr4 ,fe>+1 a pilgrim8 ,acqua9t$ ) him6 yes4 ,he came f ! t[n ( ,/upidity1 :i* lies f\r degrees to ! nor?w>d ( ! ,city ( ,de/ruction1 & z _m (f :]e ,i 0 born4 ,yet we 7 well acqua9t$2 =1 inde$1 he 0 m9e uncle1 my fa!r's bro!r4 ,he & ,i h be5 mu* ( a temp]2 he 0 a little %ort] ?an ,i1 b yet we 7 mu* ( a complexion4 ,i p]ceive t y "k him1 said ,mr4 ,hone/1 & ,i am apt to believe also t y 7 relat$ "o to ano!r2 = y h 8 :itely look1 a ca/ l 8 ) y\r eye1 & y\r spee* is mu* alike4 ,alas6 ,feeble-m9d w5t on1 ,i want a suitable companion4 ,y are all lu/y & /rong1 b ,i1 z y see1 am weak4 ,i *oose !re=e r to come beh9d1 le/1 by reason ( my _m infirmities1 ,i %\ld be bo? a burd5 to myself & to y4 ,i am1 z ,i said1 a man ( a weak & feeble m9d1 & %all be (f5d$ & made weak at t :i* o!rs c be>4 ,i %all l no laugh+2 ,i %all l no gay attire2 ,i %all l no unpr(itable que/ions4 ,nay1 ,i am s weak a man z to be (f5d$ ) :at o!rs h a lib]ty to d4 ,i d n yet "k all ! tru?4 ,i am a v ignorant ,*ri/ian man4 ,sometimes1 if ,i he> "s rejoice 9 ! ,"l1 x tr\bles me because ,i _c d s too4 ,x is ) me z ) a weak man among ! /rong1 or z ) a sickly man among ! heal?y1 or z a lamp despis$4 ,b1 bro!r1 said ,grea!>t1 ,i h x 9 commission to com=t ! feeble-m9d$ & to support ! weak4 ,?us !re=e1 !y w5t on--,mr4 ,grea!>t & ,mr4 ,hone/ w5t be=e2 ,*ri/iana & h] *ildr5 w5t next2 & ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d & ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt came beh9d ) 8 crut*es4 #a4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 a s+le ^w z to ,feeble-m9d's family tree4 ,?ack]ay says t ,! ,pe]age is ! ,family ,bible ( e true-born ,engli%man4 ,e g5u9e ,engli%man1 he tells u1 tea*es t sacr$ book dilig5tly to 8 *ildr54 ,he talks out ( x to !m :5 he sits 9 ! h\se & :5 he walks by ! way4 ,he b9ds x ^u 8 *ildr5's h&s1 & x is z a frontlet betwe5 _! eyes4 ,he writes its names ^u ! doorpo/s ( 8 h\se1 & makes pictures out ( x ^u 8 gates4 ,n[1 ,john ,bunyan 0 a born ,engli%man 9 8 lik+ = a family tree4 ,he _h no su* tree himself--sc>cely s mu* z a bramble bu%2 b1 all ! same1 let ! t9k] take 8 p5 9 h&1 & ! p$igrees & g5ealogies ( all 8 pilgrims are sure to be set =? z mu* z if !y 7 to =m ! c]tificates t ^? pilgrims 7 to h& 9 at ! gate4 ,feeble-m9d1 !n1 0 ( an old1 a well-root$ & a wide-spread race4 ,! c\nty ( ,indecision 0 full ( t anci5t /ock4 ,!y _h int]m>ri$ 9-&-9 also till _! small /ature1 _! :itely look1 ! droop ( _! eye1 & _! weak leaky spee* all made !m to be easily recognis$ :]ev] !y w5t4 ,x 0 ,feeble-m9d's salvation t ,dea? _h knock$ at 8 door e day f 8 y\? up4 ,he 0 feeble 9 body z well z 9 m9d2 only ! feebl5ess ( 8 body _h put a c]ta9 /r5g? into 8 m9d2 ! only /r5g? he ev] %[$1 inde$1 0 ! /r5g? t _h its roots 9 a weak con/itution at :i* sickness & dea? /ruck _! dissolv+ bl[s e day4 ,to escape dea?1 bo? ! fir/ & ! second dea?1 any man ) a p>ticle ( /r5g? left w\ld run ) all 8 might2 & ,feeble-m9d _h /r5g? en\gh some:]e among 8 weak jo9ts to make him say1 ,b ?is ,i h resolv$ on1 to wit1 to run :5 ,i c1 to g :5 ,i _c run1 & to creep :5 ,i _c g4 ,z to ! ma91 ,i am fix$6 #b4 ,at ! ,wicket ,gate pilgrim ,feeble-m9d met ) no?+ b ! k9de/ & ! mo/ condesc5d+ ent]ta9m5t4 ,x 0 ! gatekeep]s way to become all ?+s to all m54 ,! gatekeep]'s nature 0 all 9 8 "n2 = he 0 all ,goodwill toge!r4 ,no k9d ( pilgrim ev] came wrong to ,goodwill4 ,he nev] f\nd fault ) any4 ,only let !m knock & come 9 & he w see to all ! re/4 ,! way is full ( all ! gatekeep]'s k9d words & /ill k9d] actions4 ,e sev]al pilgrim has 8 wag] ) all ! re/ t no "o ev] got su* k9dness at ! gate z he got4 ,& ev5 ,feeble-m9d gave ! gatekeep] ?is praise--,! ,"l ( ! place1 he said1 did ent]ta9 me freely4 ,nei!r object$ he aga9/ my weakly looks nor aga9/ my feeble m9d4 ,b he gave me su* ?+s z 7 necess>y = my j\rney1 & bade me hope to ! end4 ,all ?+s consid]$1 t is p]haps ! be/ praise t ,goodwill & 8 h\se ev] e>n$4 ,=1 to receive & to secure ,feeble-m9d z a pilgrim--to make x impossible = ,feeble-m9d to ent]ta9 a scruple or a suspicion t 0 n remov$ be=eh&--to make x impossible = ,feeble-m9d to f9d 9 all ! h\se & 9 all its gr\nds s mu* z a /raw ov] :i* he c\ld /umble--t 0 extraord9>y att5tion1 k9dness1 & condesc5sion 9 ,goodwill & all 8 good-will$ h\se4 ,g on1 g on1 de> ,mr4 ,feeble m9d1 said ,goodwill giv+ 8 h& to ,mr4 ,fe>+'s nephew1 g on3 keep y\r feeble m9d op5 to ! tru?1 & /ill hope to ! end6 #c4 ,z to ! ,int]pret]'s ,h\se1 ,i receiv$ mu* k9dness !re4 ,t is all4 ,b 9 t %ort spee* ,i ?9k !re mu/ he hid no little %ame & remorse4 ,no words c\ld possibly be a sev]] condemnation ( ,feeble-m9d ?an 8 own two or ?ree s irrelevant words ab\t ! ,int]pret]'s h\se4 ,no d\bt at all1 ,feeble-m9d receiv$ k9dness !re2 b t is n ! po9t4 ,t noble h\se 0 n built at su* co/1 & fitt$ up1 & kept op5 all ! ye> r\nd1 & fill$ ) fre% furniture f ye> to ye>1 m]ely t ^? :o pass$ ?r\gh its significant rooms might report t !y _h receiv$ no rud5ess at ! h&s ( ! ,int]pret]4 ',come1' said ! ,int]pret] to ,feeble- m9d1 '& ,i w %[ !e :at w be pr(itable to !e4' ,s he comm&$ 8 man to light ! c&le & bid ,feeble-m9d foll[ him4 ,b x 0 all to no use4 ,feeble-m9d _h nei!r ! ta/e nor ! capacity = ! significant rooms4 ,nay1 z "o aft] ano!r ( ^? ri* rooms 0 op5$ to him1 ,feeble-m9d took a positive dislike to !m4 ,no?+ int]e/$ him2 no?+ in/ruct$ him4 ,b _m ?+s /umbl$ & ang]$ him4 ,! p>l\r full ( du/1 & h[ ! du/ 0 rais$ & laid2 ,passion & ,pati5ce2 ! man 9 ! iron cage2 ! spid]-room2 ! muck-rake room2 ! rob9 ) its r$ brea/ & its pretty note1 & yet ) its co>se food2 ! tree1 gre5 outside b rott5 at ! he>t1--all ! ?anks ! ,int]pret] took t day = all t f ,feeble-m9d 0 9 su* spee*es z ^!3 ,y make me lose my head4 ,i d n "k :]e ,i am4 ,i did n leave ! t[n ( ,unc]ta9 to be confus$ & p]plex$ 9 my m9d ) sights & s\nds l ^!4 ,let me out at ! door ,i came 9 at1 & ,i %all g back to ! gate4 ,goodwill _h none ( ^! unhappy rooms 9 8 sweet h\se6 ,no?+ c\ld exce$ ! k9dness ( ! ,int]pret] himself2 b 8 h\se 0 full ( annoyances & (f5ces & ob/ructions to ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d4 ,he did n l ! ,int]pret]'s h\se1 & he got out ( x z fa/ z he c\ld1 ) 8 m9d z feeble z :5 he ent]$ x2 &1 :at 0 worse1 ) 8 temp] n a little ruffl$4 ,& we see ?is v same intellectual laz9ess1 ?is v same d[nright dislike at div9e tru?1 9 our own p e day4 ,!re are 9 e congregation p :o take up _! lodg+s at ! gate & refuse to g "o /ep f>!r on ! way4 ,a visit to ! ,int]pret]'s ,h\se always upsets !m4 ,x turns _! empty head4 ,!y d n "k :]e !y are4 ,!y w n give :at m9d !y h to div9e tru?1 all y c d to draw !m on to x1 till !y die z feeble-m9d$1 z ignorant1 & z inexp]i5c$ z !y 7 born4 ,!y nev] read a religi\s book t has any bra9 or he>t 9 x4 ,! feeble ,lives ( feeble-m9d$ ,*ri/ians1 writt5 by feeble-m9d$ au?ors1 & publi%$ by feeble-m9d$ publi%]s1--we all "k ! spoon-meat t multitudes ( our p g d[n to _! second *ildhood ^u4 ,jona?an ,edw>ds--a "n !y nev] he> at home1 b "o ( ! mo/ mascul9e & s]aphic ( int]pret]s--has a noble disc\rse on ,! ,importance & ,advantage ( a ?or\gh ,k ( ,div9e ,tru?4 ,consid] y\rselves1 he says1 z s*ol>s or disciples put into ! s*ool ( ,*ri/1 & !re=e be dilig5t to make pr(ici5cy 9 ,*ri/ian k4 ,cont5t n y\rselves ) ?is1 t y h be5 taught y\r ,cate*ism 9 y\r *ildhood1 & t y "k z mu* ( ! pr9ciples ( religion z is necess>y to salvation4 ,let n y\r tea*]s h cause to compla9 t :ile !y sp5d & are sp5t to imp>t k to y1 y take little pa9s to le>n4 ,be assidu\s 9 read+ ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,& :5 y read1 obs]ve :at y read4 ,obs]ve h[ ?+s come 94 ,comp>e "o scripture ) ano!r4 ,procure & dilig5tly use o!r books :i* may help y to gr[ 9 ?is k4 ,!re are _m excell5t books extant :i* might greatly =w>d y 9 ?is k4 ,!re is a great defect 9 _m1 t ?r\gh a lo?ness to be at a little exp5se1 !y provide !mselves ) no m helps ( ?is nature4 ,weighty1 wise1 & lam5tably true words4 ,mundanus1 says ,william ,law1 is a man ( excell5t p>ts1 & cle> appreh5sion4 ,he is well advanc$ 9 age1 & has made a great figure 9 bus9ess4 ,he has aim$ at ! greate/ p]fection 9 ev]y?+4 ,! only ?+ :i* has n fall5 "u 8 improvem5t1 nor receiv$ any b5efit f 8 judici\s m9d1 is 8 devotion2 ?is is j 9 ! same poor /ate x 0 :5 he 0 six ye>s ( age1 & ! old man prays n[ 9 t little =m ( words :i* 8 "m us$ to he> him repeat night & morn+4 ,?is ,mundanus t h>dly ev] saw ! poore/ ut5sil )\t consid]+ h[ x might be made or us$ to bett] advantage1 has gone on all 8 life long pray+ 9 ! same mann] z :5 he 0 a *ild2 )\t ev] consid]+ h[ mu* bett] or (t5] he might pray2 )\t consid]+ h[ improvable ! _s ( devotion is1 h[ _m helps a wise & reasonable man may call to 8 assi/ance1 & h[ necess>y x is t our pray]s %\ld be enl>g$1 v>i$1 & suit$ to ! p>ticul> /ate & condition ( our lives4 ,h[ poor & pitiable is ! conduct ( ?is man ( s5se1 :o has s mu* judgm5t & und]/&+ 9 ev]y?+ b t :i* is ! :ole wisdom ( man6 ,h[ true to e syllable is t6 ,h[ simple-look+1 & yet h[ manly1 & able1 & noble6 ,we close our "y m5's session ) ,law & ,butl] to-night1 & ,i _c believe t our session ) ^? two giants has left "o feeble m9d 9 ! two classes2 !y 7 all we$$ out aft] ! fir/ =tnight ( ! session2 ?\gh1 aft] all is done1 !re are /ill pl5ty left bo? among old & "y 9 ! congregation4 ,ev5 ,hom] sometimes nods2 & ,i _c b ?9k t ,john ,bunyan has made a slip 9 say+ t ,feeble-m9d enjoy$ ! ,int]pret]'s ,h\se4 ,at any rate1 ,i wi% ,i c\ld say z mu* ab\t all ! feeble m9ds kn[n to me4 #d4 ,! ,hill ,difficulty1 :i* might h help$ to make a man ( ,feeble- m9d1 saw a laughable1 if x _h n be5 su* a lam5table1 spectacle4 ,= x saw ?is poor creature hang+ z limp z wet l95 on ! back ( "o ( ! ,int]pret]'s sweat+ s]vants4 ,y\r little boy w expla9 ! p>able to y4 ,%all ,i d ?is8 or1 %all ,i r d t8 asks ,feeble-m9d at e /op4 ,w\ld x be "r8 or1 w\ld x be wrong8 ,%all ,i read t book8 ,%all ,i g to t ball8 ,%all ,i m>ry t man8 ,tell me :at to d4 ,give me y\r h&4 ,take me up ^u y\r back1 & c>ry me ov] ?is difficult hill4 ,i 0 c>ri$ up t1 says poor ,feeble-m9d1 by "o ( 8 s]vants4 #e4 ,! "o calamity ( ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d's hi/ory1 says our able/ comm5tator on ,bunyan1 0 ! f9e/ m]cy ( 8 hi/ory4 ,t "o calamity 0 8 fall+ into ,giant ,slay-good's h&s1 & 8 f9e/ m]cy 0 8 rescue by ,grea!>t1 & 8 consequ5t companion%ip ) 8 deliv]]1 ) ,mr4 ,hone/1 & ) ,*ri/iana & h] p>ty till !y came to ! riv]4 ,y con/antly see ! same ?+ 9 ! life ( ! ,*ur* & ( ! ,*ri/ian ,family4 ,"s calamity ?r[s a weak1 ignorant1 & immoral creature into close contact ) a m9i/] or an eld] or a ,*ri/ian visitor1 :o n only relieves him f 8 pres5t di/ress1 b cont9ues to keep 8 eye ^u 8 new acqua9tance1 introduces him to wise & good fri5ds1 invites him to 8 h\se1 gives him books to read1 & keeps him "u good influ5ces1 till1 ( a weak1 feeble1 & sometimes vici\s "*1 he is made a ,*ri/ian man1 till he is able = himself to say1 ,x 0 good = me to be afflict$2 ! "o calamity ( my hi/ory has be5 my be/ m]cy6 #f4 ,feeble-m9d1 ,i am a%am$ to h to admit1 behav$ himself 9 a p]fectly sc&al\s mann] at ! h\se ( ,gaius m9e ho/4 ,he w5t beyond all b\nds dur+ ^? ev5tful weeks4 ,^? weeks 7 "o long temptation to ,feeble-m9d--& he w5t d[n 9 a pitiful way be=e 8 temptation4 ,two m>riages & two honeymoons1 ) supp]s & dances e night1 made ! old ho/elry l v ,p&emonium itself to poor ,feeble-m9d4 ,he w\ld h _h ,mat!w's & ,james's m>riages conduct$ next door to a fun]al4 ,because he w\ld n eat fle% himself1 he prote/$ aga9/ ,gaius kill+ a %eep4 ,man1 said old ,hone/1 almo/ lay+ 8 qu>t]/aff ov] ,feeble-m9d's %\ld]s--,man1 do/ ?\ ?9k because ?\ art virtu\s1 !re %all be no m cakes & ale8 ,i %all l no laugh+1 said ,feeble-m9d2 ,i %all l no gay attire2 ,i %all l no unpr(itable que/ions4 ,i ?9k x took "s self-conceit to refuse to sit at table beside ,*ri/iana because ( h] gay attire4 ,& ,i hope ,m]cy did n give up dress+ well1 ev5 aft] %e 0 m>ri$1 to please t weak-m9d$ old *url4 ,& z to unpr(itable que/ions--we are all tempt$ to ?9k t "q unpr(itable :i* our incapacity or our ignorance keeps u sil5t ^u at table4 ,we ?9k t topic bo? ill-tim$ & imp]t95t & unsafe to :i* we are n invit$ to contribute any?+4 ,i am a v ignorant man1 he w5t on to say2 &1 if t 0 said 9 any humility1 ,feeble-m9d nev] said a tru] ^w4 ,x is ) me z x is ) a weak man among ! /rong1 or z ) a sick man among ! heal?y1 or z a lamp despis$ 9 ! ?\ght ( him t is at ease4 ,all :i* only br\ght ,grea!>t out 9 8 v be/ col\rs4 ,b1 bro!r1 said ! guide1 ,i h x 9 commission to com=t ! feeble-m9d$1 & to support ! weak4 ,y mu/ ne$s g along ) u2 we w wait = y1 we w l5d y our help1 we w d5y ourselves ( "s ?+s1 bo? op9ionative & practical1 = y\r sake2 we w n ent] into d\btful disputations be=e y2 we w be made all ?+s to y r ?an t y %all be left beh9d4 #g4 ,! fir/ ?+ t did ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d any real good 0 8 be+ made milit>y gu>d ov] ! wom5 & ! *ildr5 :ile ! m5 w5t out to demoli% ,d\bt+ ,ca/le4 ,quis cu/odiet8 y w smile & say :5 y he> t4 ,:o %all protect ! protector8 y w say4 ,b wait a little4 ,grea!>t knew 8 bus9ess4 ,= n only did ,feeble-m9d rise to ! occasion1 :5 he 0 put to x2 b1 m ?an t1 he 0 ! s\l ( good company at supp]-"t t night4 ,jocund & m]ry are ! v words4 ,yes2 give y\r feeble & fault-f9d+ folk some?+ to d4 ,s5d !m to tea* a class4 ,s5d !m d[n into a mission di/rict4 ,lay a s5se ( responsibility ^u !m4 ,leave !m to deal ) ?is & t em]g5cy !mselves4 ,cease c>ry+ !m on y\r back1 & lay weak & evil & self-will$ p on _! back4 ,let !m feel t !y are ( "s real use4 ,z ,mat!w ,arnold says1 ,let ! critic b try practice1 & y w make a new man ( him4 ,z ,grea!>t made ( ,feeble-m9d by mak+ him m\nt gu>d ov] ! ,cele/ial c>avan :ile ! fight+ m5 7 all up at ,d\bt+ ,ca/le4 #h4 ,m>k ?is1 says ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d's biograph] on ! e>ly m>g9 ( 8 hi/ory1 le/ we %\ld be tempt$ to =get ! good p>ts ( ?is tr\blesome & provok+ pilgrim--,m>k ?is4 ,?is1 namely1 :i* ,feeble-m9d says to 8 guide4 ,z to ! ma91 ,i ?ank ,him t loves me1 ,i am fix$4 ,my way is be=e me1 my m9d is beyond ! riv] t has no bridge1 ?\gh ,i am1 z y see1 b ( a feeble m9d4 ,& t leads u ) return+ reg>d & love to turn to ! end ( 8 hi/ory1 :]e we read3 ,aft] ?is ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d _h tid+s br\ght him t ! po/ s\nd$ 8 horn at 8 *amb] door4 ,!n he came 9 & told him1 say+1 ,i am come to tell !e t ?y ,ma/] ha? ne$ ( !e1 & t 9 v little "t ?\ mu/ behold ,8 face 9 brightness4 ,!n ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d call$ = 8 fri5ds1 & told !m :at err& _h be5 br\ght to him1 & :at tok5 he _h receiv$ ( ! tru? ( ! message4 ,z = my feeble m9d he said1 t ,i %all leave beh9d me1 = ,i %all h no ne$ ( t 9 ! place :i!r ,i g4 ,nor is x wor? be/[+ ^u ! poore/ pilgrim4 ,:]e=e1 :5 ,i am gone1 ,i desire t y w\ld bury x 9 a dung-hill4 ,?is done1 & ! day be+ come 9 :i* he 0 ab\t to dep>t1 he ent]$ ! riv] z ! re/4 ,8 la/ words 71 ,hold out1 fai? & pati5ce6 ,s he w5t ov] to ! o!r side4 ,,great-,,he>t --:5 ?\ %alt enl>ge my he>t4--,david4 ,on ,sabba?1 ! #ab? ,decemb] #ahhf1 ,i he>d ! late ,canon ,liddon prea* a s]mon 9 ,/4 ,paul's ,ca!dral1 9 :i* he class$ ,oliv] ,cromwell ) ,alex&] ! ,six? & ) ,ri*>d ! ,?ird4 ,i _h tak5 my e/imate ( ! great ,protector's "* l>gely f ,c>lyle's fam\s book1 & y c judge ) :at feel+s ,i he>d ! canon's comp>ison4 ,&1 besides1 ,i _h be5 wont to ?9k ( ! ,protector z hav+ ent]$ l>gely into ,john ,bunyan's portrait ( ,grea!>t1 ! pilgrim guide4 ,& ! rese>*es & ! judgm5ts ( ,dr4 ,g>d9] h only gone to conv9ce me1 ! eloqu5t canon not)/&+1 t ,bunyan c\ld n h *os5 a bett] contempor>y gr\ndwork = 8 ,grea!>t ?an j ! great ,puritan soldi]4 ,cromwell's m5tal /ruggles be=e 8 conv]sion1 8 life-long se>*+s ( he>t1 8 utt] abs5ce ( v9dictiv5ess1 8 unequall$ capacity = see+ into ! he>t ( a situation1 & 8 own all-embrac+ hospitality ( he>t--all h gone to reassure me t my fir/ guess z to ,bunyan's employm5t ( ! ,protector's mat*less p]sonality & s]vices _h n be5 s f> a/ray4 ,& ! (t5] ,i read ! noble hi/ory ( ,grea!>t1 ! bett] ,i seem to he>1 beat+ beh9d 8 f9e figure1 by f> ! greate/ he>t t ev] rul$ ov] ! realm ( ,engl&4 #a4 ,! fir/ "t t we cat* a glimpse ( ,grea!>t's wea!r-beat5 & sword-seam$ face is :5 he is tak+ a /ol5 look out ( ! w9d[ at ,mr4 ,fe>+1 :o is conduct+ himself m l a *ick5 ?an a man ar\nd ! ,int]pret]'s door4 ,& f t mom5t till ,mr4 ,fe>+ %\t$ ,grace reigns6 z he cle>$ ! la/ riv]1 nev] sportsman surely /alk$ a />tl$ de] s pati5tly & s skilfully & s successfully z ,grea!>t circumv5t$ t *ick5-he>t$ pilgrim4 ,at la/ ,i look$ out ( ! w9d[1 & p]ceiv+ a man to be up & d[n ab\t ! door1 ,i w5t out to him & ask$ him :at he 02 b1 poor man1 ! wat] /ood ill 8 eyes4 ,s ,i p]ceiv$ :at he want$4 ,i w5t 91 !re=e1 & told x 9 ! h\se1 & we %[$ ! ?+ to our ,"l4 ,s ,he s5t me out aga9 to entreat him to come 92 b ,i d>e say ,i _h h>d "w to d x4 ,grea!>t's :ole acc\nt ( ,mr4 ,fe>+ always br+s ! wat] to my eyes also4 ,x is inde$ a delici\s piece ( ,engli% prose4 ,if ,i 7 a pr(essor ( belles lettres in/ead ( :at ,i am1 ,i w\ld compel all my /ud5ts1 "u pa9 ( ru/ication1 to get ^? ?ree or f\r classical pages by he>t till !y c\ld nei!r p]petrate nor tol]ate bad ,engli% any m4 ,?is camp-fire tale1 told by an old soldi]1 ab\t a tr\blesome "y recruit & all 8 adv5tures1 t\*es1 surely1 ! high-wat] m>k ( sweet & undefil$ ,engli%4 ,grea!>t 0 n ! fir/ soldi] :o c\ld h&le bo? ! sword & ! p51 & he has n be5 ! la/4 ,b n ,caes> & n ,napi] !mselves ev] h&l$ ^? two in/rum5ts bett]4 #b4 ,grea!>t _h j return$ to 8 ,ma/]'s h\se f hav+ se5 ,mr4 ,fe>+ safely ?r\gh all 8 tr\bles & well ov] ! riv]1 :51 behold1 ano!r c>avan ( pilgrims is ready = 8 convoy4 ,= ,grea!>t1 y mu/ "k1 0 ! ,int]pret]'s arm$ s]vant4 ,:5 at any "t ,grea!>t 0 (f duty1 :i* 9 ^? days 0 b seldom1 he took up 8 qu>t]s aga9 9 ! ,int]pret]'s h\se4 ,z he says himself1 he came back f ! riv]-side only to look out ( ! ,int]pret]'s w9d[ to see if !re 0 any m "w on ! way = him to d4 ,&1 z good luck w\ld h x1 z has be5 said1 ! guide 0 j come back f 8 adv5tures ) ,mr4 ,fe>+ :5 a pilgrim p>ty1 ?an :i* he _h nev] se5 "o m to 8 m9d1 0 introduc$ to him by 8 ,ma/]1 ! ,int]pret]4 ,! ,int]pret]1 s we read at ?is po9t1 !n call$ = a man-s]vant ( 81 "o ,grea!>t1 & bid him take sword1 & helmet1 & %ield1 & take ^!1 my daught]s1 said he1 & conduct !m to ! h\se call$ ,beautiful1 at :i* place !y w re/ next4 ,s he took 8 weapons & w5t be=e !m1 & ! ,int]pret] said1 ,god-spe$4 #c4 ,n[ ,i saw 9 my dream t !y w5t on1 & ,grea!>t w5t be=e !m1 s !y came to ! place :]e ,*ri/ian's burd5 fell (f 8 back & tumbl$ into a sepul*re4 ,"h1 !n1 !y made a pause1 & "h also !y bless$ ,god4 ,n[1 said ,*ri/iana1 x comes to my m9d :at 0 said to u at ! gate2 to wit1 t we %\ld h p>don by ^w & by de$4 ,:at x is to h p>don by de$1 ,mr4 ,grea!>t1 ,i suppose y "k2 :]e=e1 if y please1 let u he> y\r disc\rse !re(4 ,s !n1 to speak to ! "q1 said ,grea!>t4 ,y h all he>d ab\t ! "q-day at ,highl& communions4 ,t day is s call$ because que/ions t h aris5 9 ! m9ds ( ! m5 9 connection ) doctr9e & ) exp]i5ce are on t day set =?1 debat$ out1 & solv$ by mu* m$itation & pray]2 age1 sa9tl9ess1 doctr9al & exp]im5tal read+1 & p]sonal exp]i5ce all mak+ _! contribution to ! solution ( ! "q 9 h&4 ,j su* a "q1 !n1 & h&l$ 9 su* a mann]1 0 t "q :i* :il$ ! way & *eat$ ! toil till ! pilgrims came to ! ,h\se ,beautiful4 ,! great doctr9al & exp]im5tal ,puritans1 ) ,hook] at _! head1 put =? _! full /r5g? & laid out _! f9e/ "w j on ?is same "q t ,*ri/iana gave out at ! place1 some:at asc5d+1 ^u :i* /ood a cross1 & a little bel[1 9 ! bottom1 a sepul*re4 ,b n ! great ,comm5t on ,! ,galatians itself1 next to ! ,holy ,bible z x is1 z mo/ fit = a w\nd$ consci5ce2 no1 nor t p]fect mass ( pure/ gold1 ,! ,le>n$ ,disc\rse ( ,ju/ification1 nor any?+ else ( t k9d kn[n to me1 is = "o mom5t1 to comp>e 9 beauty1 9 t5d]ness1 9 eloqu5ce1 9 scriptural dep?1 & 9 scriptural simplicity ) ,grea!>t's noble resolution ( ,*ri/iana's "q :i* he made on ! way f ! ,int]pret]'s h\se to ! ,h\se ,beautiful4 ,?is is brave6 exclaim$ t "m 9 ,israel1 :5 ! guide _h come to an end4 ,me?9ks x makes my he>t to ble$ to ?9k t ,he %\ld ble$ = me4 ,o ,?\ lov+ ,"o6 ,o ,?\ bless$ ,"o6 ,?\ des]ve/ to h me1 = ,?\ ha/ b\ght me4 ,no m>vel t ?is made ! wat] to /& 9 my husb&'s eyes1 & t x made him trudge s nimbly on4 ,o ,m]cy1 t ?y fa!r & ?y "m 7 "h2 yea1 & ,mrs4 ,timor\s too6 ,nay1 ,i wi% n[ ) all my he>t t "h 0 ,madam ,wanton too4 ,surely1 surely _! he>ts w\ld be affect$ "h6 ,promise me to read at home ,grea!>t's disc\rse on ! ,righte\sness ( ,*ri/1 & y w ?ank me = hav+ exact$ ! promise4 ,! incongruity ( a soldi] h&l+ su* que/ions1 & especially 9 su* a /yle1 has /umbl$ "s ( ,john ,bunyan's fault-f9d+ read]s4 ,! same incongruity /umbl$ ! ,hon\rable ,colonel ,hack]1 at ,peebles or else:]e1 to :om ,cromwell s5t ^! f ,ed9burgh on ! #be? ,decemb] #afej--;,b inde$ ,i 0 n satisfi$ ) y\r la/ spee* to me ab\t ,empson1 t he 0 a bett] prea*] ?an fight] or soldi]--or words to t effect4 ,truly1 ,i ?9k t he t prays & prea*es be/ w fight be/4 ,i "k no?+ t w give l c\rage & confid5ce z ! k ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ w2 & ,i bless ,god to see any 9 ?is army able & will+ to imp>t ! k !y h = ! good ( o!rs4 ,i pray y receive ,capta9 ,empson lov+ly3 ,i d>e assure y he is a good man & a good (fic]2 ,i w\ld we _h no worse4 #d4 ,w y n g 9 & /ay till morn+8 said ! port] to ,grea!>t1 at ! gate ( ! ,h\se ,beautiful4 ,no1 said ! guide2 ,i w return to my "l to-night4 ,o sir6 cri$ ,*ri/iana & ,m]cy1 we "k n h[ to be will+ y %\ld leave u 9 our pilgrimage4 ,oh t we might h y\r company till our j\rney's end4 ,!n said ,james1 ! y\nge/ ( ! boys1 ,pray be p]suad$ to g ) u & help u1 because we are s weak & ! way s dang]\s z x is4 ,i am at my "l's comm&m5t1 said ,grea!>t4 ,if he %all all[ me to be y\r guide q ?r\gh1 ,i %all will+ly wait ^u y4 ,b "h y fail$ at fir/2 = :5 he bid me come ?us f> ) y1 !n y %\ld h begg$ me ( him to h gone q ?r\gh ) y1 & he w\ld h grant$ y\r reque/4 ,h[ev]1 at pres5t1 ,i mu/ )draw1 & s1 good ,*ri/iana1 ,m]cy1 & my brave *ildr51 adieu6 ,help lo/ = want ( ask+ =1 is our au?or's condemnatory comm5t on ! m>g9 at ?is po9t 9 ! hi/ory4 ,& !re is n a s+le page 9 my hi/ory1 or 9 y\rs1 my bre?r51 on :i* ! same m>g9al lam5t is n writt54 ,:at help we w\ld h _h on our ,"l's promise if we _h b tak5 ! tr\ble to ask = x6 ,& :at help we once _h1 & h n[ lo/1 j because :5 we _h x we did n ask = a cont9uance ( x6 ,no1 said ,grea!>t to ! port]1 & to ! two wom51 & to ,james--,no4 ,i w return to my "l to-night4 ,i am at my "l's comm&m5t2 only1 if he %all /ill allot me ,i %all will+ly wait ^u y4 ,n[1 :at ) ! ,h\se ,beautiful1 s full ( ! mo/ delightful company2 :at ) music 9 ! h\se & music 9 ! he>t2 :at ) ,mr4 ,brisk's c\rt%ip ( ,m]cy1 ,mat!w's illness1 ,mr4 ,skill's cure ( ! sick man1 & :at n--a :ole mon? pass$ by l a day 9 t s happy h\se4 ,b at la/ ,*ri/iana & ,m]cy signifi$ x to ^? ( ! h\se t x 0 "t = !m to be up & go+4 ,!n said ,joseph to 8 "m1 ,x is conv5i5t t y s5d back to ! h\se ( ,mr4 ,int]pret] to pray him to grant t ,mr4 ,grea!>t %\ld be s5t to u t he may be our conductor ! re/ ( our way4 ,good boy1 said %e1 ,i _h almo/ =got4 ,s %e drew up a petition & pray$ ,mr4 ,wat*ful ! port] to s5d x by "s fit man to h] good fri5d1 ,mr4 ,int]pret]2 :o1 :5 x 0 come & he _h se5 ! cont5ts ( ! petition1 said to ! mess5g]1 ,g1 tell !m t ,i w s5d him4 4 4 4 ,n[1 ab\t ?is "t "o knock$ at ! door4 ,s ! port] op5$1 &1 behold1 ,mr4 ,grea!>t 0 !re6 ,b :5 he came 91 :at joy 0 !re6 ,!n said ,mr4 ,grea!>t to ! two wom51 ,my "l has s5t ea* ( y a bottle ( w9e1 & also "s p>*$ corn1 toge!r ) a c\ple ( pomegranates4 ,he has also s5t ! boys "s figs & rais9s to refre% y on y\r way4 ,! weak may sometimes call ! /rong to pray]s1 ,i read aga9 9 ! m>g9 opposite ! m5tion ( ,joseph's "n4 ,n t ,i am /rong1 & n t %e is weak1 b "o ( my p ,i sp5t an h\r ) la/ aft]noon :om y w\ld to a c]ta9ty h call$ weak _h y se5 h] & h] surr\nd+1--%e s call$ me to pray] t ,i _h to hurry home & g /raight to x4 ,& all la/ night & all ?is morn+ ,i h _h z _m pomegranates z ,i c\ld eat & z mu* w9e z ,i c\ld dr9k4 ,yes2 y att5d to :at ! weake/ w sometimes say to y1 & !y w (t5 put y on ! way to get ,grea!>t back aga9 ) a load ( w9es & fruits & corn on 8 %\ld] to refre% y on y\r j\rney4 ,good boy6 said ,*ri/iana to ,joseph h] y\nge/ son1 ,good boy6 ,i _h almo/ =got6 #e4 ,:5 old ,mr4 ,hone/ began to nod aft] ! good supp] t ,gaius m9e ho/ gave to ! pilgrims1 ,:at1 sir1 cri$ ,grea!>t1 y beg9 to be dr[sy2 come1 rub up2 n[ "h's a riddle = y4 ,!n said ,mr4 ,hone/1 ,let's he> x4 ,!n said ,mr4 ,grea!>t1 ,he t w kill1 mu/ fir/ be ov]come2 ,:o live abroad w\ld1 fir/ mu/ die at home4 ,hah6 said ,mr4 ,hone/1 x is a h>d "o2 h>d to exp\nd1 & h>d] /ill to practise4 ,yes2 ?is aft]-supp] riddle ( ,mr4 ,grea!>t is a h>d "o 9 bo? respects2 & = ?is reason1 because ! le>n$ & mu* exp]i5c$ guide--le>n$ ) all t 8 life-long qu>t]s 9 ! ,int]pret]'s ,h\se c\ld tea* him1 & exp]i5c$ ) a lifetime's accumulat$ exp]i5ce ( ! pilgrim life--has put all 8 le>n+ & all 8 life into ^! two my/]i\s l9es4 ,b old ,hone/1 once he _h suffici5tly rubb$ up 8 eyes & 8 intellects1 gave ! answ]3 ,he fir/ by grace mu/ conqu]$ be ,t s9 w\ld mortify4 ,& :o1 t lives1 w\ld conv9ce me1 ,unto himself mu/ die4 ,exactly2 %rewd old ,hone/2 y h hit (f bo? ,grea!>t & 8 riddle too4 ,y h div$ into ! deepe/ he>t ( ! ,int]pret]'s man-s]vant4 ,! magnanim\s man 0 ,ari/otle's ma/]piece4 ,t great tea*] ( m9d & morals creat$ = ! ,greek _w _! ,grea!>t4 ,b1 ?\ mu/ und]/&1 says ,bunyan to 8 read]s1 t ,i nev] w5t to s*ool to ,ari/otle or ,plato4 ,no2 b to ,paul1 :o taught ,bunyan t :at ,ari/otle calls magnanimity is really pride--taught him t1 till !re is f> m ( ! ,*ri/ian religion 9 ^? two dogg]el l9es at ,gaius's supp]-table ?an !re is 9 all ,! ,e?ics tak5 toge!r4 ,& x is only f a p]sonal exp]i5ce ( ! same life z t :i* ! guide puts "h into 8 riddle t any man's pr\d he>t w become really humble & ?us really great1 really enl>g$1 & ( an all-embrac+ hospitality l ,cromwell's & ,grea!>t's & ,john ,bunyan's own4 ,w\ld y1 !n1 become a ,grea!>t too8 ,& w\ld y be employ$ 9 y\r day z !y 7 employ$ 9 _! day8 ,!n exp\nd to y\rself1 & practise1 & foll[ out t deep riddle ) :i* ,grea!>t s woke up old ,hone/3 ,he t w kill1 mu/ fir/ be ov]come2 ,:o live abroad w\ld1 fir/ mu/ die at home4 #f4 ,grea!>t aga9 & aga9 at ! riv]-side1 ,grea!>t s5d+ pilgrim aft] pilgrim ov] ! riv] ) rapture1 & he himself /ill summon$ to turn 8 back on ! ,cele/ial ,city1 & to retrace 8 /eps ?r\gh ! l& ( ,beulah1 ?r\gh ! ,valley ( ! ,%ad[ ( ,dea?1 & ?r\gh ! ,valley ( ,humiliation1 & back to ! ,int]pret]'s h\se to take on ano!r & ano!r & ano!r convoy ( fre% pilgrims1 & 8 own abundant entrance /ill put (f & nev] to come1--our he>ts ble$ = poor ,grea!>t4 ,back & =w>d1 back & =w>d1 ye> aft] ye>1 ?is noble s\l uncompla9+ly goes4 ,&1 ev] z he waves 8 h& to ano!r pilgrim ent]+ ) trumpets )9 ! gates1 he salutes 8 next pilgrim *>ge ) ! brave words3 ,yet :at ,i %all *oose ,i wot n4 ,= ,i am 9 a /rait betwixt two3 hav+ a desire to dep>t & to be ) ,*ri/4 ,nev]!less to abide 9 ! fle% is m ne$ful = y1 = y\r fur!rance & joy ( fai? by my com+ to y aga94 ,if ,grea!>t c\ld n u%] himself out ( ?is life along ) ,*ri/iana1 & ,m]cy1 & ,mr4 ,hone/1 & ,/&fa/1 & ,valiant-=-tru?--if he _h /ill to toil back & ble$ 8 way up aga9 at ! head ( ano!r happy b& ( pilgrims--well1 aft] all is said1 :at _h ! ,cele/ial ,city itself to give to ,grea!>t bett] ?an su* bless$ "w8 ,) e su* return+ j\rney he got a m & m enl>g$1 deta*$1 hospitable1 & ,*ri/-l he>t1 & ! ,k+'s palace 9 v glory itself _h no?+ bett] 9 /ore = ?is soldi]-guide ?an t4 ,a nobl] heav5 ,grea!>t c\ld n ta/e ?an he _h already 9 himself1 z he *ampion$ ano!r & ano!r pilgrim company f 8 ,ma/]'s e>?ly gate to 8 ,ma/]'s heav5ly gate4 ,l ,paul1 8 apo/olic prototype1 ,grea!>t sometimes vacillat$ j = a mom5t :5 he came a little too ne> heav51 & felt its magnific5t & almo/ dissolv+ attractions full 9 8 s\l4 ,y w see ,grea!>t's m9d /agg]+ = a mom5t betwe5 re/ & lab\r1 betwe5 w> & peace1 betwe5 ,*ri/ on e>? & ,*ri/ 9 heav5--y w see all t set =? ) great sympa?y & great ability 9 ,pr9cipal ,ra9y's new book on ,paul's ,epi/le to ! ,philippians1 & 9 ! *apt] entitl$1 ,! ,apo/le's ,*oice betwe5 ,liv+ & ,dy+4 ,!n !re came a summons = ,mr4 ,/&fa/4 ,at :i* he call$ to him ,mr4 ,grea!>t1 & said unto him1 ,sir1 al?\gh x 0 n my hap to be mu* 9 y\r good company 9 ! days ( my pilgrimage1 yet1 s9ce ! "t ,i knew y1 y h be5 pr(itable to me4 ,:5 ,i came f home ,i left beh9d me a wife & five small *ildr54 ,let me entreat y1 at y\r return 7= ,i "k t y w g & return to y\r ma/]'s h\se 9 hopes t y may be a conductor to m ( ! holy pilgrims71 t y s5d to my family & let !m be acqua9t$ ) all t ha? & %all happ5 to me4 ,tell !m1 moreov]1 ( my happy arrival to ?is place1 & ( ! pres5t late bless$ condition ,i am 91 & s on = _m o!r messages & *>ges4 ,yes1 ,mr4 ,/&fa/2 v good4 ,b ,i w\ld h lik$ y on y\r dea?b$ mu* bett] if y _h _h a ^w to sp>e f y\rself & y\r wife & y\r *ildr5 = poor ,grea!>t himself1 :o _h nei!r wife nor *ildr51 nor ne> hope ( heav51 b only y\r tru/ & *>ge & _m su*like tru/s & *>ges to c>ry out :5 y are at home & free ( all tru/ & all *>ge & all c>e4 ,b y\rs is ! way ( all ! pilgrims--s long1 at lea/1 z !y are 9 ?is selfi% life4 ,let !m & _! *ildr5 only be well look$ aft]1 & !y h n _m ?\ghts or _m words left = ^? :o sweat & ble$ to dea? = !m & !irs4 ,!y lean on ?is & t ,grea!>t all _! own way up1 & !n !y leave _! wid[s & *ildr5 to lean on :atev] ,grea!>t is s5t to meet !m2 b x is n "o pilgrim 9 t5 :o takes ! ?\ght or has ! he>t to s5d a message to ,mr4 ,grea!>t himself = 8 own consolation & support4 ,i read t ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt alone1 good s\l1 _h ! good feel+ to d x4 ,he ?ank$ ,mr4 ,grea!>t = 8 conduct & = 8 k9dness1 & s address$ himself to 8 j\rney4 ,all ! same1 noble ,grea!>t6 g on 9 ?y magnanim\s "w4 ,take back all _! err&s4 ,seek out at any tr\ble all _! wives & *ildr54 ,emb>k aga9 & aga9 on all ?y =m] battles & h>d%ips = ! good ( o!r m54 ,b be assur$ t all ?is ?y lab\r is n 9 va9 9 ?y ,"l4 ,be well assur$ t n "o drop ( ?y blood or ?y sweat or ?y te>s %all fall to ! gr\nd on t day :5 !y t be wise %all %9e z ! brightness ( ! firmam5t1 & !y t turn _m to righte\sness z ! />s = ev] & ev]4 ,g back1 !n1 f ?y well-e>n$ re/1 ,o brave ,grea!>t6 g back to ?y wait+ task4 ,put on aga9 ?y :ole arm\r4 ,receive aga91 & aga9 fulfil1 ?y ,ma/]'s commission1 till ,he has no m commissions left = ?y brave he>t & ?y bold h& to execute4 ,&1 "o glori\s day1 :ile ?\ art /ill return+ to ?y task1 x %all sudd5ly s\nd 9 ?y dutiful e>s3--,well done6 good & fai?ful s]vant6 ,& !n ?\ too ,%alt hang ?y trumpet 9 ! hall ,& /udy w> no m4 ,,mr4 ,,ready-,,to-,,halt ,= ,i am ready to halt4--,david4 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt is ! ,mephibo%e? ( ! pilgrimage4 ,:ile ,mephibo%e? 0 /ill a *ild 9 arms1 8 nurse let ! "y pr9ce fall1 & f t day to ! day ( 8 dea? he 0 lame 9 bo? 8 feet4 ,mephibo%e?'s life-long lam5ess1 & !n ,david's extraord9>y grace to ! dis9h]it$ cripple 9 comm&+ him to eat cont9ually at ! k+'s table2 9 ^? two po9ts we h all t we "k ab\t ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt also4 ,we h no prop] portrait1 z we say1 ( ,mr4 ,ready- to-halt4 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt is b a "n on ,john ,bunyan's pages--a "n set ^u two crut*es2 b1 !n1 8 simple "n is s sugge/ive & 8 two crut*es are s eloqu5t1 t ,i feel z if we might v5ture to take ?is life-long lamet] & 8 s s]viceable crut*es = our "*-lecture to-night4 ,john ,bunyan1 :o c\ld s easily & s delightfully h done x1 has giv5 u no in=mation at all ab\t ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt's e>ly days4 ,= once 8 ,engli% passion = a p$igree has n compell$ our au?or's p54 ,we w\ld h lik$ imm5sely to h be5 told ! "n1 & to h se5 display$ ! :ole family tree ( "y ,ready-to-halt's fa!r2 &1 especially1 ( 8 "m4 ,:o 0 8 nurse also8 ,& did %e ev] =give h]self = ! t]rible injury %e _h done h] "y ma/]8 ,:at 7 8 occupations & amusem5ts z a little cripple boy8 ,:o made him 8 fir/ crut*8 ,( :at wood 0 x made8 ,& at :at age1 & "u ^: k9d & t5d] directions did he beg9 to use x8 ,&1 !n1 ) su* an infirmity1 :at ev] put x into ,mr4 ,ready- to-halt's head to attempt ! pilgrimage8 ,= ! pilgrimage 0 a task & a toil t took all ! limbs & all ! lungs & all ! lab\rs & all ! endurances t ! /ronge/ & ! brave/ ( m5 c\ld br+ to be> ^u x4 ,h[ did ?is complete cripple ev] get ?r\gh ! ,sl\gh1 & fir/ up & !n d[n ! ,hill ,difficulty1 & pa/ all ! lions1 & ov] a ?\s& o!r ob/acles & /umbl+-blocks1 till he arriv$ at m9e ho/'s s hospitable door8 ,! fir/ surpris$ sight we get ( ?is s h&icapp$ pilgrim is :5 ,grea!>t & ,feeble-m9d are 9 ! heat ( _! disc\rse at ! ho/elry door4 ,at t mom5t ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt came by ) 8 crut*es 9 8 h&1 & he also 0 go+ on pilgrimage4 ,?us1 !re=e1 !y w5t on4 ,mr4 ,grea!>t & ,mr4 ,hone/ w5t on be=e1 ,*ri/iana & h] *ildr5 w5t next1 & ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d & ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt came beh9d ) 8 crut*es4 ,put by ! curta9s1 look )9 my veil1 ,turn up my metaphors1 & d n fail1 ,!re1 if ?\ seeke/ !m1 su* ?+s to f9d1 ,z w be helpful to an hone/ m9d4 #a4 ,well1 !n1 :5 we put by ! curta9s & turn up ! metaphors1 :at d we f9d8 ,:at1 b j ?is1 t poor ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt 01 aft] all1 ! greate/ & ! be/ believ]1 z ! ,new ,te/am5t w\ld h call$ him1 9 all ! pilgrimage4 ,we h n f\nd s great fai? z t ( ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt1 no1 n 9 ! v be/ ( ! pilgrim b&s4 ,ea* sev]al pilgrim _h1 no d\bt1 8 own good qualities2 b1 at pure & d[nright believ+--at tak+ ,god at ,8 b>e & simple ^w--,mr4 ,ready-to-halt beat !m all4 ,all t fla%es 9 ^u u f "o %9+ ^w t /&s on ! m>g9 ( our s metaphorical au?or4 ,?is s+le ^w1 ! promises1 hangs l a key ( gold beside ! fir/ m5tion ( ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt's crut*es--a key su* t 9 a mom5t x ?r[s op5 ! :ole ( ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt's o!rwise lockfa/ & secret & inexplicable life4 ,!re x all is1 z pla9 z a pike- /aff n[6 ,yes2 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt's crut*es are j ! div9e promises4 ,i wond] ,i did n see t all ! "t4 ,:y1 ,i c\ld compose all 8 pa/ life myself n[4 ,i h 8 fa!r & 8 "m & 8 nurse at my f+]-ends n[4 ,?is poor pilgrim--unless x w\ld be imp]t95ce to call him poor any m--_h no limbs to be call$ limbs4 ,su* limbs z he _h 7 only an encumbrance to ?is unique p$e/rian4 ,all ! limbs he _h 7 9 8 crut*es4 ,he _h n "o atom ( /r5g? to lean ^u ap>t f 8 crut*es4 ,a bone1 a muscle1 a t5don1 a s9ew1 may be ill-n\ri%$1 undevelop$1 gre51 & unknit1 b1 at ! wor/1 !y are inside ( a man & !y are 8 own4 ,b a crut*1 ( h[ev] good wood x may be made1 & h[ev] good a lame man may be at us+ x--/ill1 a crut* at its be/ is b an outside additam5t2 x is n really & orig9ally a "p ( a man's v self at all4 ,& yet a lame man is n himself )\t 8 crut*4 ,o!r m5 d n ne$ to give a mom5t's =e?\ght :5 !y wi% to rise up to walk1 or to run1 or to leap1 or to dance4 ,b ! lame man has to wait till 8 crut*es are br\ght to him2 & !n1 aft] sl[ly & pa9fully hoi/+ himself up ^u 8 crut*es1 ) great lab\r1 he at la/ takes ! road4 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt1 !n1 is a man ( ,god2 b he is "o ( ^? m5 ( ,god :o h no godl9ess )9 !mselves4 ,he has no inw>d graces4 ,he has no pa/ exp]i5ces4 ,he has no atta9m5ts t he c = "o safe mom5t take 8 /& ^u1 or ev5 p>tly lean ^u4 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt is absolutely & always dep5d5t ^u ! promises4 ,! promises ( ,god 9 ,holy ,scripture are ?is man's v life4 ,all 8 religion /&s 9 ! promises4 ,take away ! promises1 & ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt is a heap ( heav+ rags on ! roadside4 ,he _c take a s+le /ep unless ^u a promise4 ,b1 at ! same "t1 give ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt a promise 9 8 h& & he w wade ! ,sl\gh ^u x1 & scale up & slide d[n ! ,hill ,difficulty ^u x1 & fight a lion1 & ev5 bra9 ,beelzebub ) x1 till he w ) a grudge & a d\bt ex*ange x ev5 = ! *>iots & ! horses t wait him at ! riv]4 ,:at a delight our ,"l w\ld h tak5 9 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt _h ,he come across him on ,8 way to ! passov]6 ,h[ ,he w\ld h giv5 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt ,8 arm2 h[ ,he w\ld h made ,himself late by walk+ ) him1 & w\ld /ill h wait$ = him6 ,nay1 _h t be5 a day ( *ap-books 9 c>p5t]s' %ops & on ! village /alls1 h[ ,he w\ld h _h ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt's /ory by he>t _h any brass-work] 9 ,galilee told ! hi/ory6 ,our ,"l 0 )9 an in* ( tell+ t /ory ,himself1 :5 ,he %[$ ,?omas ,8 h&s & ,8 side4 ,& at ano!r "t & 9 ano!r place we might well h _h ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt z "o m ( our ,"l's p>ables = ! common p4 ,only1 ,he left ! delight & ! rew>d ( draw+ out ?is p>able to "o ,he already saw & de>ly lov$ 9 a f>-(f isl& ( ! sea1 ! ,puritan t9k] ( ,evangelical ,engl&4 #b4 ,& n[1 aft] all t1 w\ld y ?9k x go+ too f> if ,i 7 to say t 9 mak+ ,himself l unto all ,8 bre?r51 our ,"l made ,himself l ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt too8 ,inde$ ,he did4 ,& x 0 because 8 ,"l did ?is1 t ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt s lov$ 8 ,"l z to foll[ ,him ^u crut*es4 ,x w\ld n be ?\ght seemly1 p]haps1 to c>ry ! figure too close to our ,"l4 ,b1 figure ap>t1 x is only or?odox & scriptural to say t our ,"l accompli%$ ,8 pilgrimage & f9i%$ ,8 "w lean+ all along ^u ,8 ,fa!r's promises4 ,esaias is v bold ab\t ?is also1 = he tells 8 read]s aga9 & aga9 t _! ,messiah1 :5 ,he comes1 w h to be held up4 ,he w h to be enc\rag$1 com=t$1 & c>ri$ ?r\gh by ,jehovah4 ,& 9 "o rem>kable passage he lets u see ,jehovah hoop+ ,messiah's /aff fir/ ) brass1 & !n ) silv]1 & !n ) gold4 ,let ,?omas ,goodw9's g5ius set ! heav5ly sc5e full be=e u4 ,y h x dialoguewise set =?1 says t great prea*]4 ,fir/ ,*ri/ %[s ,8 commission1 tell+ ,god h[ ,he _h call$ ,him & fitt$ ,him = ! "w ( r$emption1 & ,he w\ld "k :at rew>d ,he %\ld receive ( ,him = s great an und]tak+4 ,god at fir/ (f]s l[2 only ! elect ( ,israel4 ,*ri/ ?9ks ^! too few1 & n wor? s great a lab\r & "w1 because few ( ! ,jews w\ld come 92 & !re=e ,he says t ,he w\ld lab\r 9 va9 if ?is 7 all ,8 recomp5se2 & yet )al ,he tells ,god t see+ ,8 he>t is s mu* set on sav+ s9n]s1 to satisfy ,him1 ,he w d x ev5 = ^? few4 ,^u ?is ,god comes (f m freely1 & op5e? ,8 he>t m l>gely to ,him1 z mean+ m amply to cont5t ,him = ,8 pa9s 9 dy+4 ',x is a light ?+1' says ,god to ,him1 't ,?\ %\lde/ be ,my s]vant to raise up ! tribes ( ,jacob--t is n wor? ,?y dy+ =4 ,i value ,?y suff]+s m ?an s4 ,i w give ,!e = a salvation to ! ends ( ! e>?4' ,^u ?is ,he made a promise to ,*ri/1 a promise :i* ,god1 :o _c lie1 promis$ be=e ! _w began4 ,god _c lie1 &1 mo/ ( all1 n to ,8 ,son4 ,&1 !n1 m ev5 ?an t4 ,?is same deep div9e tells u t x is a c]ta9 rule 9 div9ity t1 :atsoev] we receive f ,*ri/1 t ,he ,himself fir/ receives 9 ,himself = u4 ,all ! promises ( ,god's ^w are made & fulfill$ to ,*ri/ fir/1 & s to u 9 & aft] ,him4 ,9 o!r words1 our ,"l's life 0 s plann$ = ,him 9 heav5 & 0 s foll[$ out & fulfill$ by ,him on e>?1 t1 to take up ! metaphor aga91 ,he actually tri$ e crut* & e /aff ) ,8 own h&s & ) ,8 own armpits2 ,he actually lean$ aga9 & aga9 ,8 own :ole weight ^u e sev]al "o ( !m4 ,e s+le promise1 ! mo/ unlikely = ,him to lean ^u & to plead1 yet1 be sure ( x1 ,he someh[ made exp]im5t ^u !m all1 & made sure t !re 0 suffici5t & s]viceable grace )9 & "u e "o ( !m4 ,s t1 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt1 !re is no possible /aff y c take into y\r h& t has n already be5 9 ! h& ( y\r ,"l4 ,?9k ( t1 ,o ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt6 ,rev]5ce1 !n1 & almo/ wor%ip ?y /aff6 ,?r[ all ?y weight ^u ?y /aff4 ,confide all ?y weakness to x4 ,talk to x z ?\ walke/ ) x4 ,make x talk to !e4 ,worm out ( x all its secrets ab\t its fir/ ,own]4 ,& let x in/ruct !e ab\t h[ ,he walk$ ) x & h[ ,he h&l$ x4 ,! ,bible is v bold ) its ,ma/]4 ,x calls ,him by ! mo/ />tl+ names sometimes4 ,!re is no "n t a p5it5t & a return+ s9n] goes by t ! ,bible does n put some:]e ^u ! s9n]'s ,savi\r4 ,& 9 "o place x z good z calls ,him ,ready-to-halt 9 z _m words4 ,nay1 x lets u see ,him halt+ altoge!r = a "t2 ay1 (t5] ?an once2 & only tak+ ! road aga91 :5 a /ill /rong] /aff 0 put into 8 trembl+ h&4 ,& if ,john _h b _h room 9 8 cr[d$ gospel he w\ld h giv5 u ! v id5tical psalm ) :i* our ,"l took to ! upw>d way aga91 /rong 9 ,8 new /aff4 ,= ,i am ready to halt1 0 ,8 psalm 9 ! h\se ( ,8 pilgrimage1 & ,my sorr[ is cont9ually be=e ,me4 ,m9e enemies are lively1 & !y are /rong2 & !y t hate ,me wrongfully are multipli$4 ,!y also t r5d] evil = good are ,m9e adv]s>ies2 because ,i foll[ ! ?+ t good is4 ,=sake ,me n1 ,o ,"l2 ,o ,my ,god1 be n f> f ,me4 ,make ha/e to help ,me1 ,o ,"l ,my salvation4 #c4 ,among all ! dev\t & beautiful fables ( ! disp5sation ( paganism1 !re is no?+ f9] ?an ! fable ( bl9d ,tiresias & 8 /aff4 ,by "s sad calamity ?is old prophet _h lo/ ! sight ( 8 eyes1 & to comp5sate _! s]vant = t great loss ! gods end[$ him ) a /aff ) eyes4 ,z ,a>on's rod budd$ be=e ! te/imony & bloom$ blossoms & yield$ almonds1 s ,tiresias' /aff budd$ eyes1 & div9e eyes too1 = ! bl9d prophet's guidance & direction4 ,tiresias _h b to take 8 heav5-giv5 /aff 9 8 h&1 :51 /raightway1 su* a div9ity ent]$ into ! /aff t x bo? saw = him ) div9e eyes1 & he>d = him ) div9e e>s1 & !n l$ him & direct$ him1 & nev] once 9 all 8 aft] j\rneys let him g (f ! "r way4 ,all o!r m5 ab\t him1 prophets & prie/s bo?1 (t5 lo/ _! way1 b ,tiresias aft] 8 bl9dness1 nev]1 till ,tiresias & 8 /aff became a prov]b & a p>able 9 ! l&4 ,& j su* a /aff1 j su* a crut*1 j su* a pair ( crut*es1 7 ! crut*es ( our own s homely ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt4 ,) all _! lu/y limbs1 all ! o!r pilgrims (t5 /umbl$ & w5t out ( _! way till !y _h to be help$ up1 l$ back1 & _! faces set "r aga94 ,b1 la/ z ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt always came 9 ! procession--beh9d ev5 ! wom5 & ! *ildr5 z 8 crut*es always kept him--y w seek 9 va9 = ! dot ( ^? crut*es on any by- pa? or on any wrong road4 ,no2 ! fact is1 if y wi% to g to ! same city1 & are afraid y lose ! way2 z ,evangeli/ said1 ,d y see yon %9+ light8 s ,i w\ld say to y to-night1 ,d y see ^! crut*-m>ks on ! road8 ,well1 keep y\r feet 9 ! pr9ts ( ^! crut*es1 & z sure z y d t !y w lead y /raight to a *>iot & horses1 :i*1 aga91 w c>ry y inside ! city gates4 ,= ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt's crut*es h n only eyes l ,tiresias' /aff1 !y h e>s also1 & h&s & feet4 ,a lamp also burns on ^? crut*es2 & w9e & oil di/il f _! wond]ful wood4 ,happy bl9dness t br+s su* a /aff6 ,happy ex*ange6 eyes full ( e>? & s9 = eyes full ( heav5 & hol9ess6 #d4 ,!y began to be m]ry1 says our ,"l1 tell+ ! /ory ( ! he>t-brok5 fa!r :o _h got back 8 y\ng] son f a f> c\ntry4 ,& ev5 ,feeble-m9d & ,ready-to-halt beg9 to be m]ry on ! gre5 t day aft] ,d\bt+ ,ca/le has fall5 to ,grea!>t's arms4 ,n[1 ,*ri/iana1 if ne$ 01 c\ld play ^u ! viol1 & h] daught] ,m]cy ^u ! lute2 &1 s9ce !y 7 s m]ry dispos$1 %e play$ !m a lesson1 & ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt w\ld dance4 ,s he paid a boy a p5ny to hold "o ( 8 crut*es1 &1 tak+ ,miss ,mu*-afraid by ! h&1 to danc+ !y w5t4 ,&1 ,i promise y he foot$ x well2 ! lame man leap$ z an h>t2 also ! girl 0 to be comm5d$1 = %e answ]$ ! music h&somely4 ,9 spite ( 8 life-long infirmity1 !re 0 deep d[n 9 ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt an unsuspect$ fund ( good-hum\r4 ,!re 0 no he>ti] m]rim5t on ! gre5 t day ?an 0 ! m]rim5t t ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt knock$ out ( 8 nimble crut*4 ,true1 he c\ld n dance )\t "o crut* 9 8 h&4 ,true1 de> & noble ,bunyan1 ?\ can/ n write a s+le page at any "t or on any subject )\t ?y g5ius & ?y t5d]ness & ?y div9e grace m>k+ ! page z ?9e own alone6 #e4 ,! next "t we see ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt he is com+ 9 on 8 crut*es to see ,*ri/iana1 = %e has s5t = him to see him4 ,s %e said to him1 ,?y travel hi!r ha? be5 ) difficulty1 b t w make ?y re/ ! sweet]4 ,& !n 9 process ( "t !re came a po/ to ! t[n & 8 bus9ess ?is "t 0 ) ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt4 ,i am come to !e 9 ! "n ( ,him :om ?\ ha/ lov$ & foll[$1 ?\gh ^u crut*es4 ,& my message is to tell !e t ,he expects !e at ,8 table to sup ) ,him 9 ,8 k+dom ! next day aft] ,ea/]4 ,i am s5t =1 said ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt to 8 fell[-pilgrims1 & ,god %all surely visit y also4 ,^! crut*es1 he said1 ,i bequea? to my son t %all tread 9 my /eps1 ) an hundr$ w>m wi%es t he may prove bett] ?an ,i h done4 ,isaac 0 a *ild ( promise1 & ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt _h an ,isaac also on :om 8 la/ ?\ghts turn$4 ,isaac _h be5 born to ,abraham by a special & extraord9>y & sup]natural int]position ( ! grace & ! p[] ( ,god2 & ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt _h always look$ on himself z a second ,abraham 9 t respect4 ,a second ,abraham1 & m4 ,true1 8 son 0 n yet a pilgrim2 p]haps he 0 too "y to be s call$2 b ,grea!>t w take back ! old man's crut*es--,grea!>t 0 bo? man- (-w> & bea/-(-burd5 to ! pilgrims & _! wives & *ildr5--& w 9 sp>e h\rs tea* "y ,ready-to-halt ! use ( ! crut*1 till ! son c use ) ! same effect z 8 fa!r 8 fa!r's in/rum5t4 ,is y\r *ild a *ild ( promise8 ,is he to y a product ( nature1 or ( grace8 ,did y receive him & 8 bro!rs & si/]s f ,god aft] y 7 z good z dead8 ,did y ev] /eal 9 :5 8 nurse 0 at supp] & say ov] 8 "y cradle1 ,he ha? n dealt ) me aft] my s9s1 nor rew>d$ me accord+ to my iniquities8 ,is x 9 y\r w laid up ) ,*ri/ 9 ,god ab\t y\r crut*es & y\r son :at ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt dictat$ on 8 dea?b$8 ,& does ,god "k t !re is no wi% 9 y\r old he>t a hundr$ times s w>m = y\r son z is ?is wi%1--t he may prove bett] at h&l+ ,god's promises ?an y h be58 ,!n1 happy son1 :o has old ,mr4 ,ready-to- halt = 8 fa!r6 #f4 ,he :om ?\ ha/ lov$ & foll[$1 ?\gh ^u crut*es1 expects !e at ,8 table ! next day aft] ,ea/]4 ,take com=t1 cripples6 ,_h x be5 said t ! ,k+ s expects ,grea!>t1 or ,/&fa/1 or ,valiant-=-tru?1 t w\ld h be5 aft] ! mann] ( ! k+s ( ?is _w4 ,b to insi/ on hav+ ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt beside ,him by su* & su* a day2 to s5d su* a po/ to a pilgrim :o has n a s+le s\nd bone 9 all 8 body2 to a s9n] )\t a s+le tru/wor?y grace 9 all 8 he>t2 to a poor & simple believ] :o has no?+ 9 8 h& b "o ( ,god's own promises--,:o is a k+ l unto our ,k+8 ,surely ,k+ ,david 0 nev] a bett] type ( ,*ri/ ?an :5 he said to ,mephibo%e?1 lame 9 bo? 8 feet f 8 nurse's arms3 ,fe> n1 ,mephibo%e?1 = ,i w surely %[ !e k9dness1 & ?\ %alt eat bread at my table cont9ually4 ,& ,mephibo%e? %all always be our spokesman :5 he b[s himself & says 9 return3 ,:at is ?y s]vant1 t ?\ %\ld/ look ^u su* a dead dog z ,i am8 ,,valiant-,,=-,,tru? --,!y are n valiant = ! tru?4--,j]emiah --,ye %\ld cont5d e>ne/ly = ! fai?4--,jude4 ,=get n ,ma/] ,valiant-=-!-,tru?1 ,t man ( c\rage1 ?o' a v y\?4 ,tell e "o 8 _s 0 s /\t1 ,no man c\ld ev] make him face ab\t4 ,bunyan4 ,i am ( ,d>k-l&1 = !re 0 ,i born1 & !re my fa!r & "m are /ill4 ,d>k-l&1 said ! guide2 do? n t lie ^u ! same coa/ z ! ,city ( ,de/ruction8 ,yes1 x do?1 repli$ ,valiant- =-tru?4 ,& _h ,i n f\nd incommodity !re1 ,i _h n =sak5 x at all2 b f9d+ x altoge!r unsuitable to me1 & v unpr(itable = me1 ,i =sook x = ?is way4 ,n[1 t :i* caus$ me to come on pilgrimage 0 ?is4 ,we _h "o ,mr4 ,tell-true came into our p>ts1 & he told x ab\t :at ,*ri/ian _h done1 t w5t f ! ,city ( ,de/ruction4 ,t man s told ! /ory ( ,*ri/ian & 8 travels t my he>t fell into a burn+ ha/e to be gone aft] him1 nor c\ld my fa!r & "m /ay me1 s ,i got f !m1 & am come ?us f> on my way4 #a4 ,a v pla9 & practical lesson is already read to u all 9 ,valiant-=-tru?'s explanation ( 8 own pilgrimage4 ,he tells ! guide t he 0 made a pilgrim j by hav+ ! /ory ( ,! ,pilgrim told to him4 ,all t ,tell-true did 0 j to recite ! /ory ( ! pilgrim1 :5 "y ,valiant's he>t fell into a burn+ ha/e to be a pilgrim too4 ,my bre?r51 c\ld any lesson be pla9]8 ,read ! ,pilgrim's ,progress ) y\r *ildr54 ,&1 aft] a "t1 read x aga9 till !y call x beautiful1 & till y see ! same burn+ ha/e 9 _! he>ts t "y ,valiant felt 9 8 he>t4 ,circulate ! ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,make opportunities to give ! ,pilgrim's ,progress to ! telegraph boys & err& boys at y\r door4 ,nev] g on a holiday )\t tak+ a doz5 *eap & ta/eful copies ( ,! ,pilgrim to give to boys & girls 9 ! c\ntry4 ,make sure t no "o1 old or "y1 ( y\r acqua9tance1 9 t[n or c\ntry1 is )\t a good copy ( ,! ,pilgrim4 ,& ! d>k] _! h\se is1 make all ! m sure t ,john ,bunyan is 9 x4 ,n[ may ?is little book a bless+ be1 ,to ^? t love ?is little book & me ,& may its buy] h no cause to say ,8 money is b lo/ or ?r[n away4 #b4 ,b ! great lesson ( ,valiant's s impressive life lies 9 ! trem5d\s fight he _h ) ?ree ruffians :o all set ^u him at once & well-nigh made an end ( him4 ,=1 :5 we put by ! curta9s "h aga91 & turn up ! metaphors1 :at d we f9d8 ,:at1 b a lesson ( fir/-rate importance = _m m5 among ourselves2 = _m public m51 _m m9i/]s1 & _m o!r mu*-9-e>ne/ m54 ,= ,valiant1 z 8 "n tells u1 0 set to cont5d = ! tru?4 ,he _h ! tru?4 ,! tru? 0 put into 8 keep+1 & he 0 b\nd to def5d x4 ,he 0 ?r[n into a life ( controv]sy1 & ?us into all ! t]rible temptations--worse ?an ! temptations to :or$om or w9e--t accompany a life ( controv]sy4 ,! ?ree sc\ndrels t fell ^u ,valiant at ! m\? ( ! lane 7 ,wildhead1 ,inconsid]ate1 & ,pragmatic4 ,9 o!r words1 ! besett+ temptations ( _m m5 :o are set z def5d]s ( ! tru? 9 religion1 z well z 9 o!r matt]s1 is to be wild-head$1 inconsid]ate1 self-conceit$1 & intol]ably arrogant4 ,! bloody battle t ,valiant f\ght1 y mu/ "k1 0 n f\ght at ! m\? ( any d>k lane 9 ! midnight city1 nor on ! side ( any lonely road 9 ! moonless c\ntry4 ,?is t]rible fight 0 f\ght 9 ,valiant's own he>t4 ,= ,valiant 0 none ( y\r calculat+ & cold-blood$ fri5ds ( ! tru?4 ,he did n wait till he saw ! tru? walk+ 9 silv] slipp]s4 ,let any man lay a f+] on ! tru?1 or wag a tongue aga9/ ! tru?1 & he w h to settle x ) ,valiant4 ,8 love = ! tru? 0 a passion4 ,!re 0 a fi]c5ess 9 8 love = ! tru? t fright5$ ord9>y m5 ev5 :5 !y 7 on 8 own side4 ,valiant w\ld h di$ = ! tru? )\t a murmur4 ,b1 ) all t1 ,valiant _h to le>n a h>d & a cruel lesson4 ,he _h to le>n t he1 ! be/ fri5d ( tru? z he ?\ght he 01 0 at ! same "t1 z a matt] ( fact1 ! greate/ enemy t ! tru? _h4 ,he _h to take home ! t]rible discov]y t no man _h hurt ! tru? s mu* z he _h done4 ,save me f my fri5d6 ! tru? 0 he>d to say1 z (t5 z %e saw him tak+ up 8 weapons 9 h] behalf4 ,we see all t e day4 ,we see ,wildhead at 8 diss]vice ( ! tru? e day4 ,sometimes above 8 own "n1 & sometimes ) grace en\gh to be a%am$ to give 8 "n1 9 ! newspap]s4 ,sometimes on ! plat=m2 sometimes 9 ! pulpit2 & sometimes at ! d9n]-table4 ,b always to ! detrim5t ( ! tru?4 ,9 bl9d fury he ru%es at ! "* & ! good "n ( m5 :o 7 s]vants ( ! tru? be=e he 0 born1 & ^: %ield he is n wor?y to be>4 ,h[ %all ,wildhead be got to see t he & ! l ( him are really ! wor/ fri5ds ! tru? c possibly h8 ,w he nev] le>n t 9 8 wild-bull gor+s at m5 & at movem5ts1 he is bo? hurt+ himself & hurt+ ! tru? z no sworn enemy ( 8 & ( ! tru? c d8 ,w he nev] see :at an insol5t fool he is to g on imput+ bad motives to o!r m51 :5 he ought to be pro/rate be=e ,god on acc\nt ( 8 own8 ,m ?an "o wild-head$ /ud5t ( ,william ,law has told me :at a bless+ !y h got f t great man's tea*+ on ! subject ( controv]sy4 ,w ! ,wildheads "h to- night take a l9e or two out ( t peace-mak+ au?or & lay !m to he>t8 ,my de> ,l-1 take notice ( ?is1 t no tru?s1 h[ev] solid & well-gr\nd$1 w help y to any div9e life1 b only s f> z !y are taught1 n\ri%$1 & /r5g!n$ by an unction f above2 & t no?+ m dries & ext+ui%es ?is heav5ly unction ?an a talkative reason+ temp] t is always cat*+ at e opportunity ( he>+ or tell+ "s religi\s matt]s4 ,/op y\r e>s & %ut y\r eyes to all religi\s tales 4 4 4 ,i w\ld no m br+ a false *>ge aga9/ a dei/ ?an ,i w\ld be> false witness aga9/ an apo/le4 ,& if ,i knew h[ to d ! dei/s m ju/ice 9 debate ,i w\ld gladly d x 4 4 4 ,& z ! gospel requires me to be z glad to see piety1 equity1 /rict sobriety1 & ext5sive *>ity 9 a ,jew or a ,g5tile z 9 a ,*ri/ian2 z x obliges me to look ) pleasure ^u _! virtues1 & to be ?ankful to ,god t su* p]sons h s mu* ( true & s\nd ,*ri/ianity 9 !m2 s x _c be an un*ri/ian _s to be z glad to see tru?s 9 "o p>ty ( ,*ri/ians z 9 ano!r1 & to look ) pleasure ^u any good doctr9es t are held by any sect ( ,*ri/ian p1 & to be ?ankful to ,god t !y h s mu* ( ! g5u9e sav+ tru?s ( ! gospel among !m 4 4 4 ,selfi%ness & p>tiality are v inhuman & base qualities ev5 9 ! ?+s ( ?is _w1 b 9 ! doctr9es ( religion !y are ( a f> bas] nature4 ,9 ! pres5t divid$ /ate ( ! ,*ur*1 tru? itself is torn & divid$ asund]2 &1 !re=e1 he is ! only true ,ca?olic :o has m ( tru? & less ( error ?an is h$g$ 9 by any divid$ "p4 ,to see ?is w enable u to live 9 a divid$ "p unhurt by its division1 & keep u 9 a true lib]ty & fitness to be edifi$ & assi/$ by all ! good t we he> or see 9 any o!r "p ( ! ,*ur*4 ,& ?us1 unit+ 9 he>t & _s ) all t is holy & good 9 all ,*ur*es1 we ent] into ! true communion ( sa9ts1 & become real memb]s ( ! ,holy ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 ?\gh we are conf9$ to ! outw>d wor%ip ( only "o p>ticul> "p ( x4 ,& ?us we w l no tru? ! less because ,ignatius ,loyola or ,john ,bunyan 7 v jeal\s = x1 nor h ! less av]sion to any error because ,dr4 ,trapp or ,george ,fox _h br\ght x =?4 ,if ,wildhead w\ld take a w9t] ( ,william ,law1 x w\ld sweet5 8 temp]1 & civilise 8 mann]s1 & r5ew 8 he>t4 #c4 ,inconsid]ate1 aga91 is ! %all[ creature he is1 & does ! endless mis*ief t he does1 l>gely = lack ( imag9ation4 ,he nev] ?9ks--nei!r be=e he speaks nor aft] he has spok54 ,he nev] put himself 9 ano!r man's place all 8 days4 ,he is incapable ( do+ t4 ,he has nei!r ! head nor ! he>t to d t4 ,he nev] once said1 ,h[ w\ld ,i l t said ab\t me8 or1 ,h[ w\ld ,i l t done to me8 or1 ,h[ w\ld t look & ta/e & feel to me if ,i 7 9 ,s- &-s's place8 ,x ne$s g5ius to *ange places ) o!r m52 x ne$s a grace beyond all g5ius2 & ?is poor headless & he>tless creature does n "k :at g5ius is4 ,x ne$s imag9ation1 ! noble/ gift ( ! m9d1 & x ne$s love1 ! noble/ grace ( ! he>t1 to consid] ! case ( o!r p1 & to see1 z ,butl] says1 t we diff] z mu* f o!r p z !y diff] f u4 ,& x is by f> ! noble/ use ( ! imag9ation1 f> nobl] ?an c>v+ a ,laocoon1 or pa9t+ a ,la/ ,judgm5t1 or writ+ a ,p>adiso or a ,p>adise ,lo/1 to put ourselves into ! places ( o!r m5 s z to see ) _! eyes1 & feel ) _! he>ts1 & sympa?ise ) _! pr9ciples1 & ev5 ) _! prejudices4 ,n[1 ! inconsid]ate man has s little imag9ation & s little love t he is sitt+ "h & does n "k :at ,i am say+2 & :at suspicion he has ( :at ,i am say+ is j en\gh to make him dislike bo? me & :at ,i am say+ too4 ,b 8 dull suspicion & 8 bl9d dislike are m ?an made up = by ! love & appreciation ( ^? lov]s & def5d]s ( ! tru? :o pa9fully feel h[ wild & inconsid]ate1 h[ hot-head$1 h[ ?\ghtless1 & h[ reckless _! pa/ s]vice ev5 ( ,god's tru? has be54 ,! ,k+ is full ( grace & fair reg>d4 ,consid]ation1 l an angel1 came ,& :ipp'd ! (f5d+ ,adam out ( him4 #d4 ,& z to ,pragmatic1 ,i w\ld n call y a /upid p]son ev5 ?\gh y confid$ to me t y _h nev] he>d ?is footpad's "n till to- night4 ,john ,bunyan has be5 borr[+ ,lat9 aga91 & n to ! improvem5t ( 8 /yle1 or to ! advantage ( 8 read]s4 ,x w\ld be insuff]ably pragmatic 9 me to beg9 to set ,john ,bunyan "r 9 8 ,engli%2 b ,i _h r (f5d ! %ades ( a hundr$ ,john ,bunyans ?an leave my mo/ unlett]$ he>] )\t 8 full & prop] ,sabba?- night lesson4 ,! ?ird arm$ ?ief1 !n1 t fell ^u ,valiant 01 "u o!r names1 ,imp]t95ce1 ,m$dlesom5ess1 ,(fici\sness1 ,ov]-,int]f]5ce4 ,pragmatic1--by :atev] "n he calls himself1 !re is no mi/ak+ him4 ,he is nev] satisfi$4 ,he is nev] pleas$4 ,he is nev] ?ankful4 ,he is always sett+ 8 sup]iors "r4 ,he is l ! ,psalmi/ 9 "o ?+1 he has m und]/&+ ?an all 8 tea*]s4 ,& he enjoys no?+ m ?an 9 lett+ !m "k t4 ,!re is no?+ he w n correct y 9--f cutt+ = ! /one to comm&+ ! ,*annel ,fleet4 ,n[1 if all t has put any visual image ( ,pragmatic into y\r m9d1 y w see at once :at an enemy he too is fitt$ to be to ! tru?4 ,= ! tru? does n /& 9 po9ts1 b 9 pr9ciples4 ,! tru? does n dwell 9 ! lett] b 9 ! _s4 ,! tru? is n s]v$ by sett+ o!r p "r1 b by see+ e day & 9 e ?+ h[ f> wrong we are ourselves4 ,! tru? is l *>ity 9 ?is1 t x beg9s at home4 ,x is l *>ity 9 ?is also1 t x nev] behaves itself unseemly4 ,a pragmatical man1 tak5 along ) an inconsid]ate man1 & !n a wild- head$ man add$ on to !m1 are ?ree ab\t z fatal h&s z any tru? c\ld fall into4 ,! wor/ enemy ( ! tru? mu/ pity ! tru?1 & feel 8 hatr$ at ! tru? rel5t+1 :5 he sees h] "u ! *ampion%ip ( ,wildhead1 ,inconsid]ate1 & ,pragmatic4 #e4 ,! fir/ "t we see ,valiant-=-tru? he is /&+ at ! m\? ( ,dead-man's-lane ) 8 sword 9 8 h& & ) 8 face all bloody4 ,!y h left ^u me1 z y see1 said ! ble$+ man1 "s ( ! m>ks ( _! val\r1 & h also c>ri$ away ) !m "s ( m9e4 ,&1 9 l mann]1 we see ,paul ) ! blood ( ,b>nabas /ill ^u him :5 he is writ+ ! ?irte5? ( ,fir/ ,cor9?ians2 & ,john ) ! blood ( ! ,sam>itans /ill ^u him d[n to 8 old age :5 he is writ+ 8 ,fir/ ,epi/le2 & ,john ,bunyan ) ! blood ( ! ,quak]s ^u him :5 he is cov]tly writ+ ?is page ( 8 autobiography "u ! veil ( ,valiant-=-tru?2 & ,william ,law ) ! blood ( ,bi%op ,hoadly & ,john ,wesley dropp+ on ! pap] z he p5s t gold5 passage :i* ends ) ,dr4 ,trapp & ,george ,fox4 ,:]e did y ?9k ,paul got t spl5did passage ab\t *>ity8 ,:]e did y ?9k ,william ,law got t companion passage ab\t ,*ur* divisions1 & ab\t ! ,*ur* ,ca?olic8 ,:]e are su* passages ev] got by inspir$ apo/les1 or by any o!r m51 b out ( _! own bloody battles ) _! own wild-head$ness1 intol]ance1 dislike1 & res5tm5t8 ,:]e d y suppose ,i got ! true key to ! veil$ metaphor ( ,valiant-=-tru?8 ,x does n exactly hang on ! doorpo/ ( 8 hi/ory4 ,:]e1 !n1 c\ld ,i get x b (f ! inside wall ( my own place ( rep5tance8 ,j z y und]/& :at ,i am n[ lab\r+ to say1 n f my success 9 say+ x1 b f y\r own trespasses aga9/ humility & love1 y\r unadvis$ spee*es1 & y\r wild & :irl+ words4 ,)\t %ame & remorse1 )\t self-condemnation & self-contempt1 none ( ^? great passages ( ,paul1 or ,john1 or ,bunyan1 or ,law 7 ev] writt52 & )\t a l %ame1 remorse1 self-condemnation1 & self-contempt !y are n rightly read4 ,oh6 :o %all d>e 9 ?is frail sc5e ,on holie/1 happie/ ?\ghts to lean1 ,on ,fri5d%ip1 ,k9dr$1 or on ,love8 ,s9ce n ,apo/les' h&s c clasp ,ea* o!r 9 s firm a grasp1 ,b !y %all *ange & v>iance prove4 ,b sometimes ev5 b5ea? ! moon ,! ,savi\r gives a graci\s boon1 ,:5 reconcil$ ,*ri/ians meet1 ,& face to face1 & he>t to he>t1 ,high ?\ghts ( ,holy love imp>t ,9 sil5ce meek1 or conv]se sweet4 ,oh !n ! glory & ! bliss ,:5 all t pa9$ or seem$ amiss ,%all melt ) e>? & s9 away6 ,:5 sa9ts b5ea? _! ,savi\r's eye1 ,fill$ ) ea* o!r's company1 ,%all sp5d 9 love ! et]nal day6 #f4 ,!n said ,grea!>t to ,mr4 ,valiant-=-tru?1 ,?\ ha/ wor?ily behav$ ?yself2 let me see ?y sword4 ,s he %[$ x him4 ,:5 he _h tak5 x 9 8 h& & _h look$ !reon a :ile1 ! guide said3 ,ha6 x is a "r ,j]usalem blade6 ,x is s1 repli$ its own]4 ,let a man h "o ( ^! blades ) a h& to wield x1 & skill to use x1 & he may v5ture ^u an angel ) x4 ,its edges w nev] blunt4 ,x w cut fle%1 & bones1 & s\l1 & _s1 & all4 ,bo? ,damascus & ,tol$o blades 7 fam\s 9 =m] days = _! t5acity & flexibility1 & = ! beauty & ! edge ( _! /eel4 ,b ev5 a ,damascus blade w\ld be wor?less 9 a weak1 c[>dly1 or unskill$ h&2 :ile ev5 a poor sword 9 ! h& ( a good swordsman w d excell5t execution4 ,& mu* m s :5 y h bo? a fir/- rate sword & a fir/-rate swordsman1 su* z bo? ,valiant & 8 ,j]usalem blade 74 ,ha6 yes4 ,?is is a "r wond]ful blade we h n[ 9 our h&4 ,= ?is sword 0 =g$ 9 no e>?ly fire2 & x 0 :ett$ to its unapproa*able %>pness on no e>?ly :et/one4 ,b1 be/ ( all = u1 :5 a good soldi] ( ,jesus ,*ri/ has ?is sword girt on 8 ?igh he is able !n to g =? aga9/ himself ) x2 aga9/ 8 own only & wor/ enemy--t is1 aga9/ himself4 ,z "h1 aga9/ 8 own wildness ( head & pride ( he>t4 ,aga9/ 8 own want ( consid]ation also4 ,my p d n consid]4 ,z also aga9/ himself z a lawless invad] ( o!r m5's fre$om ( judgm5t1 foll[+ ( tru?1 public hon\r1 & good "n4 ,z ! ,arabian w>riors see !mselves & dress !mselves 9 _! swords z 9 a glass1 s did ,valiant-=-tru? see ! ?\ghts & int5ts1 ! jo9ts & ! m>r[ ( 8 own disord]$ s\l 9 8 ,j]usalem blade4 ,9 ! %e5 ( x he c\ld see himself ev5 :5 ! d>kness cov]$ him2 & ) its two edges all 8 aft]-life he slew bo? all real error 9 o!r m5 & all real evil 9 himself4 ,?\ ha/ done well1 said ,grea!>t ! guide4 ,?\ ha/ resi/$ unto blood1 /riv+ aga9/ s94 ,?\ %alt abide by u1 come 9 & g out ) u1 = we are ?y companions4 #g4 ,sir1 said ! wid[ inde$ to ,valiant-=-tru?1 sir1 y h 9 all places %[n y\rself true-he>t$4 ,! fir/ "t %e ev] saw ?is man t %e is n[ see+ = ! la/ "t on ?is side ! riv]1 8 own "m w\ld n h kn[n him1 he 0 s hack$ to pieces ) ! swords ( 8 ?ree assailants4 ,b z %e wa%$ ! blood (f ! mangl$ man's head & face & h&s1 %e soon saw b5ea? all 8 bloody w\nds a true1 a brave1 & a g5]\s-he>t$ soldi] ( ! ,cross4 ,! he>t is always ! man4 ,& ?is woman _h liv$ long en\gh ) m5 to h discov]$ t4 ,& ) all 8 se>s %e saw t x 0 at bottom ! tru? ( 8 he>t t _h ca/ him into s _m bloody enc\nt]s4 ,!re 7 m5 9 t company1 & m5 ne> ! riv] too1 ) f> few] m>ks ( battle1 & ev5 ( defeat1 ^u !m1 :o did n get ?is noble c]tificate & its accompany+ *>ge & tru/ f ?is cle>-ey$ wid[4 ,&1 !n1 %e _h nev] =got--h[ c\ld %e8--8 exclamation1 & almo/ embrace ( h] z ( 8 own "m1 :5 he bur/ out ) 8 eyes full ( blood1 ,:y1 is ?is ,*ri/ian's wife8 ,:at6 & go+ on pilgrimage too8 ,x glads my he>t6 ,good man6 ,h[ joyful w he be :5 he %all see h] & h] *ildr5 ent] aft] him 9 at ! gates into ! city6 ,he w\ld h be5 hack$ a hundr$ times worse ?an he 0 be=e ! wid[ ( ,*ri/ian1 & ! "m ( 8 *ildr51 w\ld h se5 any?+ b ! manlie/ beauty 9 a "y soldi] :o c\ld salute an old woman 9 t way4 ,x gladd5$ h] he>t to he> him1 y may be sure1 z mu* z x gladd5$ 8 he>t to see h]4 ,& t 0 ! reason t %e actually set ,grea!>t himself aside1 & left h] *ildr5 "u ?is "y man's sword & %ield4 ,i w\ld also entreat y to h an eye to my *ildr51 %e said4 ,"y m51 has any dy+ "m committ$ h] *ildr51 if y at any "t see !m fa9t1 to y8 ,h y ev] spok5 s com=tably to any poor wid[ ab\t h] sa9t$ husb& t %e has pass$ by "s ( our =emo/ citiz5s1 & has a/oni%$ & (f5d$ h] lawy]s by putt+ a /ripl+ l y into ! tru/ee%ip8 ,did ev] any dy+ "m say to y t %e _h se5 y to be s true-he>t$ at all times t %e entreat$ y to h an eye to h] *ildr58 ,speak+ at ?is po9t = myself1 ,i w\ld r see my son s tru/$ at su* an h\r by su* a woman ?an ,i w\ld see him ! ,*ancellor ( ,h] ,maje/y's ,ex*equ]1 or ! ,gov]nor ( ! ,bank ( ,engl&4 ,& s to-night w\ld y4 ,,/&fa/ ,s /& fa/ 9 ! ,"l1 my de>ly belov$4--,paul4 ,9 8 supplem5t>y picture ( ,/&fa/ ,john ,bunyan is se5 at 8 v be/1 bo? z a religi\s tea*] & z an ,engli% au?or4 ,on ! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd ,/&fa/ is set be=e u ) extraord9>y insight1 sagacity1 & wisdom2 & !n 9 ! t]rible riv] he is set be=e u ) an equally extraord9>y rapture & transport2 :ile1 9 all t1 ,bunyan composes 9 ,engli% ( a /r5g? & a beauty & a music 9 :i* he positively surpasses himself4 ,j be=e he closes 8 great book ,john ,bunyan rises up & once m puts =? 8 v fulle/ /r5g?1 bo? z a m9i/] ( religion & z a classical writ]1 :5 he takes ,/&fa/ d[n into t riv] :i* t pilgrim tells u has be5 su* a t]ror to s _m1 & ! ?\ght ( :i* has s (t5 affright$ himself4 ,:5 ,grea!>t & 8 *>ge 7 almo/ at ! end ( ! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd1 s we read1 !y p]ceiv$ t a little be=e !m 0 a solemn noise z ( "o t 0 mu* conc]n$4 ,s !y w5t on & look$ be=e !m4 ,& behold1 !y saw1 z !y ?\ght1 a man ^u 8 knees1 ) h&s & eyes lift up1 & speak+1 z !y ?\ght1 e>ne/ly to "o t 0 above4 ,!y drew nigh1 b c\ld n tell :at he said2 s !y w5t s(tly till he _h done4 ,:5 he _h done1 he got up & began to run t[>ds ! ,cele/ial ,city4 ,s-ho1 fri5d1 let u h y\r company1 call$ out ! guide4 ,at t ! man /opp$1 & !y came up to him4 ,i "k ?is man1 said ,mr4 ,hone/2 8 "n1 ,i "k1 is ,/&fa/1 & he is c]ta9ly a "r good pilgrim4 ,!n foll[s a conv]sation betwe5 ,mr4 ,hone/ & ,mr4 ,/&fa/1 9 :i* "s complim5ts & c\rtesies are ex*ang$1 su* z are wor?y ( su* m51 met at su* a "t & 9 su* a place4 ,well1 b1 bro!r1 said ,valiant-=-tru?1 tell u1 ,i pray !e1 :at 0 x t 0 ! cause ( ?y be+ ^u ?y knees ev5 n[8 ,0 x = t "s special m]cy laid obligations ^u !e1 or h[8 ,& !n ,/&fa/ tells h[ z he 0 com+ along mus+ ) himself1 ,madam ,bubble pres5t$ h]self to him & (f]$ him ?ree ?+s4 ,i 0 bo? awe>y & sleepy & also z poor z a h[let1 & all t ! wick$ wit* knew4 ,& /ill %e foll[$ me ) h] enticem5ts4 ,!n ,i betook me1 z y saw1 to my knees1 & ) h&s lift up & cries1 ,i pray$ to ,him :o _h said t ,he w\ld help4 ,s j z y came up ! g5tlewoman w5t h] way4 ,!n ,i cont9u$ to give ?anks = my great deliv]ance2 = ,i v]ify believe %e int5d$ me no good1 b r s\ght to make /op ( me 9 my j\rney4 ,:at a m]cy is x t ,i did resi/ h]1 = :i!r might %e n h drawn me8 ,& !n1 aft] all ?is disc\rse1 !re 0 a mixture ( joy & trembl+ among ! pilgrims1 b at la/ !y broke out & sang3 ,:at dang] is ! pilgrim 91 ,h[ _m are 8 foes1 ,h[ _m ways !re are to s91 ,no liv+ mortal kn[s6 #a4 ,well1 z ,i 0 com+ along ,i 0 mus+ ) myself1 said ,/&fa/4 ,y und]/& :at x is to come along mus+ ) y\rself1 d y n1 my bre?r58 ,i w muse on ! "w ( ,?y h&s1 says ! ,psalmi/4 ,& aga91 ,:ile ,i 0 mus+ ! fire burn$4 ,well1 ,/&fa/ 0 mu* giv5 to mus+1 j z ,david 04 ,ea* sev]al pilgrim has 8 own way ( occupy+ himself on ! road2 b ,/&fa/ c\ld nev] get 8 fill j ( mus+4 ,/&fa/ lov$ solitude4 ,/&fa/ lik$ no?+ bett] ?an to walk long /ret*es at a "t all by himself alone4 ,/&fa/ 0 l ! apo/le :5 he pref]r$ to take ! tw5ty miles f ,troas to ,assos on foot & alone1 r ?an to r\nd ! cape on %ipbo>d 9 a cr[d4 ,m9d+ himself to g afoot1 says ! apo/le's companion4 ,x w\ld h made a preci\s *apt] 9 ! ,acts ( ! ,apo/les _h ! au?or ( t book be5 able to give 8 read]s "s ( ,paul's mus+s z he cross$ ! ,troad on foot t day4 ,b 9 ! abs5ce ( ,paul's mus+s we h "h ! mus+s ( a man :om ,paul w\ld n h %ak5 (f _h he =ega!r$ ) him on t lonely road4 ,= ,/&fa/ 0 9 a deep & s]i\s muse mile aft] mile1 :51 :o %\ld /ep into ! middle ( 8 pa? "r be=e him b ,madam ,bubble ) h] body & h] purse & h] b$8 ,n[1 _h ?is hungry h[let ( a pilgrim be5 at t mom5t 9 any o!r b a mus+ mood ( m9d1 he _h to a c]ta9ty sold himself1 s\l & body1 ,cele/ial ,city & all1 to t impud5t slut4 ,b1 z ,he w\ld h x :o ov]rules ,madam ,bubble's desc5ts1 & all ?+s1 ,/&fa/ 0 at t mom5t 9 "o ( 8 mo/ mus+ moods1 & all h] smiles & all h] (f]s fell flat & poor ^u him4 ,cultivate ,/&fa/'s mood ( m9d1 my bre?r54 ,walk a good deal alone4 ,/rike across c\ntry f "t to "t alone & h good long walks & talks ) y\rself4 ,& :5 y "k t y are pass+ places ( temptation see t y\r ?\ghts1 & ev5 y\r imag9ations1 are well occupi$ ) solemn consid]ations ab\t ! c]ta9 issue ( su* & su* temptations2 & !n1 to y1 z to ,/&fa/1 ,! arr[ se5 be=eh& slacks its flight4 #b4 ,b1 mus+ alone1 ! arr[ se5 be=eh&1 & all1 ,/&fa/ w\ld h be5 a lo/ man on t lonely road t day _h he n in/antly betak5 himself to 8 knees4 ,& x 0 :ile ,/&fa/ 0 /ill on 8 knees t ! asc5d+ pilgrims he>d t conc]n$ & solemn noise a little ahead ( !m4 ,did y ev] sudd5ly come across a man on 8 knees8 ,did y ev] surprise a man at pray] z ,grea!>t & 8 companions surpris$ ,/&fa/8 ,i d n ask1 ,did y ev] ent] a room & f9d a family ar\nd _! morn+ or ev5+ alt>8 ,we h all done t4 ,& x left its own impression ^u u4 ,b did y ev] spr+ a surprise ^u a man on 8 knees alone & 9 broad daylight8 ,i did ! o!r day4 ,x 0 betwe5 elev5 & twelve o'clock 9 ! =5oon :5 ,i ask$ a cl]k if 8 ma/] 0 94 ,yes1 he said1 & op5$ 8 ma/]'s door4 ,:51 be=e ,i 0 aw>e1 ,i _h almo/ fall5 ov] a man on 8 knees & ) 8 face 9 8 h&s4 ,i pray !e1 said ,valiant-=-tru?1 tell u :at x 0 t drew !e to ?y knees ev5 n[4 ,0 x t "s special m]cy laid its obligations on !e1 or h[8 ,i did n say t exactly to my kneel+ fri5d1 ?\gh x 0 on ! po9t ( my tongue to say x4 ,my de> fri5d1 ,i knew1 _h 8 own difficulties1 ?\gh he 0 n exactly z poor z a h[let4 ,& x might h be5 ab\t "s ( 8 inve/m5ts t _h gone out ( jo9t t he w5t t =5oon to ,him :o _h said t ,he w\ld help4 ,or1 l ! au?or ( ! ,*ri/ian ,p]fection & ,! ,_s ( ,pray]1 x 0 ! six? h\r ( ! day1 & he may h gone to 8 knees = 8 cl]ks1 or = 8 boys at s*ool1 or = himself & = ! man 9 ! same bus9ess ) himself "r across ! /reet4 ,i knew t my fri5d _h ! *>m+ book at home 9 :i* su* c\nsels z ^! occur3 ,if ma/]s 7 ?us to rememb] _! s]vants1 besee*+ ,god to bless !m1 lett+ no day pass )\t a full p]=mance ( ?is devotion1 ! b5efit w\ld be z great to !mselves z to _! s]vants4 ,& p]haps my fri5d1 aft] sett+ 8 cl]ks _! sev]al tasks = ! day1 0 n[ ask+ grace ( ,god = ea* "o ( !m t !y might n be eye-s]vants & m5-pleas]s1 b ! s]vants ( ,*ri/ do+ ! w ( ,god f ! he>t4 ,or1 aga91 he may h read 9 t noble book ?is passage3 ,if a fa!r 7 daily to make "s p>ticul> pray] to ,god t ,he w\ld please to inspire 8 *ildr5 ) true piety1 great humility1 & /rict temp]ance1 :at c\ld be m likely to make ! fa!r himself become exempl>y 9 ^! virtues8 ,n[1 my fri5d 7:o c tell87 may j t morn+ h lo/ 8 temp] ) 8 son2 or he may la/ night h indulg$ himself too mu* 9 eat+1 or 9 dr9k+1 or 9 debate1 or 9 detraction2 & t may h made x impossible = him to fix 8 :ole m9d on 8 (fice "w t morn+4 ,or1 j to make ano!r guess1 :5 he op5$ ! book ,i _h ask$ him to buy & read1 he may h light$ on ?is heav5ly passage3 ,la/ly1 if all p :5 !y feel ! fir/ approa*es ( res5tm5t or envy or contempt t[>ds o!rs2 or if 9 all little disagreem5ts & misund]/&+s :atev] !y %\ld h rec\rse at su* times to a m p>ticul> & extraord9>y int]cession ) ,god = su* p]sons z _h r\s$ _! envy1 res5tm5t1 or discont5t--?is w\ld be a c]ta9 way to prev5t ! gr[? ( all un*>itable temp]s4 ,y may ?9k t ,i am tak+ a r\ndab\t way ( acc\nt+ = my fri5d's s conc]n$ attitude at twelve o'clock t bus9ess day2 b ! :ole ?+ seem$ to me s unusual at su* a "t & 9 su* a place t ,i 0 l$ to su* guesses z ^! to acc\nt = x4 ,9 s guess+ ,i see n[ t ,i 0 intrud+ myself into matt]s ,i _h no bus9ess )2 b all t day ,i c\ld n keep my m9d (f my blu%+ fri5d4 ,=1 l ,mr4 ,/&fa/1 my de> fri5d blu%$ z he /ood up & (f]$ me ! *air he _h be5 kneel+ at4 ,b1 :y1 did y see me8 said ,mr4 ,/&fa/4 ,yes1 ,i did1 quo? ! o!r1 & ) all my he>t ,i 0 glad at ! sight4 ,& :at did y ?9k8 said ,mr4 ,/&fa/4 #c4 ,0 x1 ask$ ,valiant-=-tru?1 9 a holy curiosity1 0 x "s special m]cy t br\ght !e to ?y knees ev5 n[8 ,yes2 ,valiant-=- tru? _h exactly hit x4 ,graci\s wits1 l great wits1 jump toge!r4 ,yes1 confess$ ,/&fa/1 ,i cont9ue to give ?anks = my great deliv]ance4 ,my bre?r51 y all pray importunately 9 y\r "t ( sore tr\ble4 ,ev]ybody does t4 ,b d y feel an obligation1 l ,/&fa/1 to abide /ill on y\r knees long aft] y\r tr\ble is pa/8 ,nature h]self w tea* u to pray2 b x ne$s grace1 & great grace cont9ually r5ew$1 to tea* u to praise1 & to cont9ue all our days to praise4 ,h[ we once pray$1 ay1 z e>ne/ly1 & z conc]n$ly1 & z c>eless z to :o %\ld see or he> u z ,/&fa/ himself6 ,h[ "s ( u "h to-night us$ to walk across a :ole c\ntry all ! "t pray+6 ,h[ we hoodw9k$ p 9 ord] to get away f !m to pray = tw5ty miles at a "t all by ourselves6 ,"u t bu%--x /ill /&s to m>k ! spot2 9 t wood1 long s9ce cut d[n into pl\gh$ l&--we c\ld %[ our *ildr5 ! spot to ?is day :]e we pray$1 till a miracle 0 wr\ght 9 our behalf4 ,yes1 till ,god s5t f above & took u z ,he nev] took a psalmi/1 & set our feet ^u a /ill m wond]ful rock4 ,h[ ,he1 yes1 ,,he1 ) ,8 own h& cut ! cords1 broke ! net1 & set u free6 ,come1 all ye t fe> ,god6 we !n said1 & said x ) all s9c]ity too4 ,& yet1 h[ h we =gott5 :at ,he did = our s\l8 ,we />t l a guilty ?+ surpris$ :5 we ?9k h[ long x is s9ce we _h a spell ( ?anksgiv+4 ,%ame on u6 ,:at trea*]\s he>ts we h6 ,:at %ort memories we h6 ,h[ soon we =give ourselves1 & s =get ! =giv5ess ( our ,god6 ,bre?r51 let u /ill lay plans = praise z we us$ to d = pray]4 ,if our fri5ds w g out ) u1 let u at lea/ insi/ on walk+ home alone4 ,let u say ) ,paul t we get sick at sea2 &1 besides1 t we h "s calls to make & "s small acc\nts to settle be=e we leave ! c\ntry4 ,tell !m n to wait d9n] = u4 ,& !n let u take pl5ty ( "t4 ,let u /op at all our old /ations & call back all our old t]rors2 let u repeat al\d our old psalms--! tw5ty-fif?1 ! fifty-fir/1 ! hundr$ & ?ird1 & ! hundr$ & ?irtie?4 ,we us$ to t]rify p ) our pray]s z ,/&fa/ t]rifi$ ! "y pilgrims t day2 let u surprise & delight !m n[ ) our psalms ( ?anksgiv+4 ,=1 ) all our disgraceful +ratitude 9 ! pa/1 if ,william ,law is "r1 we are ev5 yet n f> f be+ great sa9ts1 if he is n wrong :5 he asks3 ,w\ld y "k :o is ! greate/ sa9t 9 ! _w8 ,x is n he :o prays mo/ or fa/s mo/2 x is n he :o gives mo/ alms1 or is mo/ em95t = temp]ance1 *a/ity1 or ju/ice4 ,b x is he :o is mo/ ?ankful to ,god1 & :o has a he>t always ready to praise ,god4 ,?is is ! p]fection ( all virtues4 ,joy 9 ,god & ?ankfulness to ,god is ! highe/ p]fection ( a div9e & holy life4 ,well1 !n1 :at an endless cause ( joy & ?ankfulness h we6 ,let u ackn[l$ge x1 & h5ce=? employ x2 & we %all1 please ,god1 ev5 yet be c\nt$ z n l[ d[n b high up among ! sa9ts & ! s]vants ( ,god4 #d4 ,*ri/iana said _m k9d & wise & beautiful ?+s to all ! o!r pilgrims be=e %e ent]$ ! riv]1 b x 0 obs]v$ t ?\gh %e s5t = ,mr4 ,/&fa/1 %e said n "o ^w to him :5 he came2 %e j gave him h] r+4 ,! t\* is human & affect+1 says ,mr4 ,l\is ,/ev5son1 9 8 delightful pap] on ,bag/]'s ,bunyan1 9 ! ,magaz9e ( ,art4 ,by ! way1 d y :o are lov]s ( ,bunyan lit]ature "k t rem>kable & delici\s pap]8 ,! ,messrs4 ,bag/] %\ld secure t pap] & %\ld issue an edition de luxe ( _! neglect$ ,bunyan1 ) ,mr4 ,/ev5son's pap] = a preface & introduction4 ,bag/]'s ,illu/rat$ ,bunyan1 ) an introduction on ! illu/rations by ,mr4 ,l\is ,/ev5son1 if ,i am n mu* mi/ak51 w\ld sell by ! ?\s&4 #e4 ,"l ,roseb]y kn[s books & loves books1 & he has call$ att5tion to ! surpass+ beauty ( ! ,engli% 9 ! dea?b$ sc5es ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,& e lov] ( pure1 t5d]1 & noble ,engli% mu/1 l ! ,=eign ,secret>y1 h all ^? preci\s pages by he>t4 ,7 x n t we all h a c[>dly fe> at dea? ourselves1 & ?9k x wick$ & cruel ev5 to h9t at 8 approa*+ dea? ev5 to a fa/-dy+ man1 we w\ld nev] let any ( our fri5ds lie d[n on 8 sick-b$ )\t hav+ a reassur+ & victori\s page ( ! ,pilgrim read to him e day4 ,if ! doctors w\ld all[ me1 ,i w\ld h ^! heav5ly pages repr9t$ 9 sick-b$ type = all my p4 ,b ,i am afraid at ! doctors4 ,& ?us "o aft] ano!r ( my p passes away )\t ! =tification & ! =eta/e t ! dea?b$s ( ,*ri/ian1 & ,*ri/iana1 & ,hopeful1 & ,mr4 ,fe>+1 & ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d1 & ,mr4 ,hone/1 & ,mr4 ,/&fa/ w\ld mo/ surely h giv5 to !m4 ,especially ! dea?b$1 if ,i mu/ s call x1 ( ,mr4 ,/&fa/4 ,b z ,*ri/iana said no?+ t c\ld be he>d to ,mr4 ,/&fa/ ab\t 8 or h] latt] end1 b j look$ into 8 eyes & gave him h] r+1 s ,i may n be able to say all t is 9 my he>t :5 y\r doctor is /&+ close by4 ,b y w und]/& :at ,i w\ld fa9 say1 w y n8 ,y w rememb]1 & w h ?is heav5ly book read to y alt]nately ) y\r ,bible1 w y n8 ,ev5 ! mo/ godless doctor w give way to y :5 y tell him t y "k z well z he does j h[ x is ) y1 & t y are to h y\r own way = ! la/ "t4 ,i "k a doctor :o fir/ =bade h] m9i/] & h] family to tell 8 pati5t t %e 0 dy+1 & at ! same "t told !m to take away f h] b$side all su* al>m+ books z ! ,pilgrim's ,progress & ! ,sa9t's ,re/1 & to read to h] a reassur+ *apt] out ( ,old ,mortality & ,pickwick4 ,x w1 no d\bt1 put ! be/-prep>$ ( u into a deep muse1 z x put ,/&fa/1 :5 we are fir/ told t we mu/ at once prep>e ourselves = a *ange ( life4 ,b ,i = "o w\ld n = worlds miss t solemn w>n+1 & t la/ mus+-"t4 ,x w all be j z my ,ma/] pleases2 b if x is )9 ,8 w ,i %all till !n cont9ue to petition ,him t ,i may h a passage ov] ! riv] l ! passage ( ,/&fa/4 ,or1 if t may n n[ be1 !n1 at lea/1 a mus+-"t l 84 ,! po/ f ! ,cele/ial ,city br\ght ,mr4 ,/&fa/'s summons op5 9 8 h&4 ,& ?us x 0 t ,/&fa/'s translation did n take him by surprise4 ,/&fa/ 0 n plung$ sudd5ly & )\t w>n+ into ! t]rible riv]4 ,he took ! op5 summons into big own h& & read x out l a man4 ,aft] :i* he w5t1 z 8 mann] 01 = a good :ile into a deep & undi/urb$ muse4 ,z soon z he came out ( 8 muse he w\ld h ,grea!>t to be s5t =4 ,& !n _! la/ conv]sation toge!r proce$$4 ,& no "o int]f]$ ) ! two brave-he>t$ m54 ,no "o int]pos$1 or said t ,grea!>t w\ld exhau/ or al>m ,/&fa/1 or w\ld injuri\sly ha/5 8 end4 ,n only s1 b all ! way till he 0 half ov] ! riv]1 ,/&fa/ kept up 8 own side ( ! noble conv]sation4 ,& x is 8 side ( t half-e>?ly1 :ole-heav5ly conv]sation t ,i w\ld l to h put into suitable type & scatt]$ broadca/ ov] all our sick-b$s4 #f4 ,tell me1 says ,valdes to ,julia 9 8 ,*ri/ian ,alphabet1 h y ev] cross$ a deep riv] by a =d8 ,yes1 says ,julia1 ,i h1 _m times4 ,& h y rem>k$ h[ t by look+ ^u ! wat] x seem$ z ?\gh y\r head swam1 s t1 if y _h n assi/$ y\rself1 ei!r by clos+ y\r eyes1 or by fix+ !m on ! opposite %ore1 y w\ld h fall5 into ! wat] 9 great dang] ( dr[n+8 ,yes1 ,i h notic$ t4 ,& h y se5 h[ by keep+ always = y\r object ! view ( ! l& t lies on ! o!r side1 y h n felt t swimm+ ( ! head1 & s h suff]$ no dang] ( dr[n+8 ,i h notic$ t too1 repli$ ,julia4 ,n[1 x 0 exactly ?is same way ( look+1 n at ! black & swirl+ riv]1 b at ! angelic conduct wait+ = him at ! fur!r bank1 & !n at ! op5 gate ( ! ,cele/ial ,city1--x 0 ?is t kept ,/&fa/'s head s /eady & 8 he>t l a gl[+ coal :ile he /ood & talk$ 9 ! middle ( ! giddy /ream4 ,y w\ld h ?\ght x 0 ,paul himself talk+ to himself on ! road to ,assos4 ,= ,i defy ev5 ! apo/le himself to h talk$ bett] or m boldly to himself ev5 on ! solid midday road ?an ,/&fa/ talk$ to himself 9 ! bridgeless riv]4 ,i see myself1 he said1 at ! end ( my j\rney n[4 ,my toilsome days are all end$4 ,i am go+ n[ to see t head t 0 cr[n$ ) ?orns1 & t face t 0 spat ^u = me4 ,i lov$ to he> my ,"l spok5 (1 & :]ev] ,i h se5 ! pr9t ( ,8 %oe 9 ! e>? ,i h covet$ to set my foot also4 ,8 "n has be5 to me z a civet-box2 yea1 sweet] ?an all p]fumes4 ,8 ^w ,i did use to ga!r = my food1 & = antidotes aga9/ my fa9t+s4 ,he has held me1 & ,i h kept me f my iniquities4 ,yea1 my /eps ,he has /r5g!n$ 9 my way4 ,n[1 :ile ,/&fa/ 0 ?us 9 disc\rse 8 c\nt5ance *ang$1 8 /rong man b[$ d[n "u him1 & aft] he _h said ,take me6 he ceas$ to be se5 ( !m4 ,b h[ glori\s x 0 to see h[ ! op5 region 0 n[ fill$ ) horses & *>iots1 ) trumpet]s & pip]s1 & ) s+]s & play]s on /r+$ in/rum5ts1 all to welcome ! pilgrims z !y w5t up & foll[$ "o ano!r 9 at ! beautiful gate ( ! city6 ,,madam ,,bubble ,vanity ( vanities1 all is vanity4--,solomon4 ,i h ov]come ! _w4--,our ,"l4 ,love n ! _w1 nei!r ! ?+s t are 9 ! _w4 ,= all t is 9 ! _w1 ! lu/ ( ! fle%1 ! lu/ ( ! eyes1 & ! pride ( life1 is n ( ! ,fa!r1 b is ( ! _w4 ,& ! _w passe? away1 & ! lu/ !re(4--,john4 ,?is bubble _w4--,qu>les4 ,madam ,bubble's portrait 0 fir/ pa9t$ by ! ,prea*]4 ,& he pa9t$ h] portrait ) extraord9>y insight1 boldness1 & tru?fulness4 ,!re is t 9 ! ,prea*]'s portrait ( ,madam ,bubble :i* only comes ( ! arti/ hav+ mix$ 8 col\rs1 z ,milman says t ,tacitus mix$ 8 ink1 ) res5tm5t & ) remorse4 ,out ( ,8 read+ ( ,solomon & ,moses & ! ,prophets on ?is same subject1 z well z out ( ,8 own obs]vation & exp]i5ce1 conflict & conque/1 our ,"l add$ "s /rong & deep & inw>d t\*es ( ,8 own to t well-kn[n picture1 & !n nam$ x by ! ,new ,te/am5t "n ( ! ,_w4 ,& !n1 aft] ,him1 ,8 longe/-liv$ disciple set =? ! same "m & h] ?ree daught]s "u ! ?ree names t /ill /ick to !m to ?is day1--! lu/ ( ! fle%1 ! lu/ ( ! eyes1 & ! pride ( life4 ,b x 0 res]v$ = ,john ,bunyan to fill up & to f9i% ^? outl9es ( ,scripture & to p\r ov] ! :ole "w 8 own dep? & /r5g? ( col\r1 till1 altoge!r1 ,madam ,bubble /&s out z yet ano!r ma/]piece ( our dream]'s a/oni%+ g5ius4 ,let u take our /& be=e ?is heav+ canvas1 !n1 till we h tak5 att5tive note ( "s ( ,john ,bunyan's inimitable t\*es & /rokes & triumphs ( tru? & art4 ,"o 9 v pleasant attire1 b old 4 4 4 ,?is woman is a wit* 4 4 4 ,i am ! mi/ress ( ! _w1 %e said1 & m5 are made happy by me 4 4 4 ,a tall1 comely dame1 some?+ ( a sw>?y complexion4 ,9 ! newly discov]$ portrait ( a woman1 by ,alb]t ,dur]1 "o ( ! m>ks ( its g5u95ess is ! way t ! great arti/'s initials ,a4 ,d4 are p5cill$ 9 on ! embroid]y ( ! lady's bodice4 ,& y w note 9 ?is g5tlewoman's op5 dress also h[ ,j4 ,b4 is inextricably wov5 94 ,%e we>s a great purse by h] side also1 & h] h& is (t5 9 h] purse f+]+ h] money4 ,yea1 ?is is %e t has b\ght (f _m a man f a pilgrim's life aft] he _h fairly begun x4 ,%e is a bold & an impud5t slut also1 = %e w talk ) any man4 ,if !re be "o cunn+ to make money 9 any place1 %e w speak well ( him f h\se to h\se 4 4 4 ,%e has giv5 x out 9 "s places also t %e is a goddess1 & !re=e "s d actually wor%ip h] 4 4 4 ,%e has h] times & op5 places ( *eat+1 & %e w say & av[ x t none c %[ a good comp>able to h]s4 ,& ?us %e has br\ght _m to ! halt]1 & t5 ?\s& times m to hell4 ,none c tell ( ! mis*ief t %e does4 ,%e makes v>iance betwixt rul]s & subjects1 betwixt p>5ts & *ildr51 'twixt neighb\r & neighb\r1 'twixt a man & 8 wife1 'twixt a man & himself1 'twixt ! fle% & ! he>t4 ,& s on 9 ! great orig9al4 ,_h %e /ood by all ?is :ile1 said ,/&fa/1 ^: eyes 7 /ill full ( h]1 y c\ld n h set ,madam ,bubble m amply be=e me1 nor h bett] describ$ h] features4 ,he t drew h] picture 0 a good limn]1 said ,mr4 ,hone/1 & he t s wrote ( h] said true4 #a4 ,i am ! mi/ress ( ?is _w1 says ,madam ,bubble4 ,& ?\gh all ! "t %e is a bold & impud5t slut1 yet x is ! simple tru? t %e does sit z a que5 ov] ?is _w & ov] ! m5 ( ?is _w4 ,= ,madam ,bubble has a royal family l all o!r sov]eigns4 ,%e has a c\rt ( h] own1 too1 ) its ball-room pres5tations & its bir?day hon\rs4 ,%e has a cab9et c\ncil also1 & a b> & a b5* ) _! plead+s & _! decisions4 ,f> m ?an all t1 %e has a *ur* :i* %e has e/abli%$ & ( :i* %e is ! head2 & a fai? also ( :i* %e is ! def5d]4 ,%e has a /&+ army also = ! ext5sion & ! protection ( h] dom9ions4 ,%e levies taxes1 too1 & s5ds out ambassadors1 & makes treaties1 & =ms (f5sive & def5sive alliances4 ,b :at a bubble all ?is ,_w is to him ^: eyes h at la/ be5 op5$ to see ! holl[ness & ! he>tlessness ( x all6 ,= all its pursuits & all its possessions1 f a *ild's rattle to a k+'s sceptre1 all is "o great bubble4 ,weal?1 fame1 place1 p[]2 art1 sci5ce1 lett]s2 politics1 *ur*es1 sacram5ts1 & scriptures--all are s _m bubbles 9 ,madam ,bubble's ,_w4 ,?is wick$ en*antress1 if %e does n f9d all ^! ?+s bubbles already1 by "o t\* ( h] evil w& %e makes !m s4 ,%e turns gold into dross1 ,god into an idle "n1 & ,8 ,^w into words only2 unless :5 9 h] malice %e turns x into a fruitful gr\nd ( debate & cont5tion2 a gr\nd ( malice & hatr$ & ill-w4 ,vanity ( vanities2 all is vanity & vexation ( _s4 ,/ill1 %e sits a que5 & a goddess to a great multitude3 to all m51 to beg9 )4 ,&1 l a goddess1 %e %$s abroad h] _s 9 h] p's he>ts & lifts up ^u !m = a "t ! light ( h] c\nt5ance4 #b4 ,i am ! mi/ress ( ! _w1 %e says1 & m5 are made happy by me4--,i w\ld l to see "o ( !m4 ,i h se5 _m m5 to :om ,madam ,bubble _h said t if !y w\ld be rul$ by h] %e w\ld make !m great & happy4 ,b ?\gh ,i h se5 n a few :o h believ$ h] & let !mselves be rul$ by h]1 ,i h nev] yet se5 "o happy man among !m4--,! tru? is1 ,madam ,bubble is n able to make m5 happy ev5 if %e wi%$ to d x4 ,%e is n happy h]self1 & %e _c disp5se to o!rs :at %e does n possess4 ,&1 yet1 su* are h] sorc]ies t1 :ile h] old dupes die 9 ?\s&s e day1 new dupes are born to h] e day 9 /ill great] numb]s4 ,new dupes :o run to ! same excess ( folly ) h] t _! fa!rs ran2 new dupes l$ 9 ! same mad dance aft] ,madam ,bubble & h] ?ree daught]s4 ,b1 always1 & to all m51 :at a bubble bo? ! "m & all h] daught]s are6 ,h[ !y all make promises l _! ly+ "m1 & h[1 l h]1 !y all lead m51 if n to ! halt] & to hell1 z ,grea!>t said1 yet to a life ( vanity & to a dea? ( disappo9tm5t & despair6 ,:at bubbles ( empty hopes bo? %e & h] ?ree *ildr5 bl[ up 9 ! bra9s ( m56 ,:at pictures ( untold happ9ess !y pa9t 9 ! imag9ations ( m56 ,:at pleasures1 :at successes 9 life1 :at hon\rs & :at rew>ds %e pl$ges h]self to see be/[$6 ,%e has h] times & op5 places ( *eat+1 said "o :o knew h] & all h] ways well4 ,& :5 m5 & wom5 are /ill "y & inexp]i5c$1 t is "o ( h] great *eat+ times4 ,at "s seasons ( ! ye>1 & 9 "s wat]s1 to ! fi%]man's surprise & confusion1 ! fi% w sometimes take 8 b>e hook2 a bit ( a r$ rag is a deadly bait4 ,& ,madam ,bubble's poore/ & mo/ p]functory busk+ is q en\gh = ! fooli% fi% %e angles =4 ,& n 9 our salad days only1 :5 we are /ill gre5 9 judgm5t1 b ev5 to grey hairs1 ?is wick$ wit* cont9ues to entrap u to our ru94 ,love1 9 all its phases & 9 all its mixtures1 fir/ deludes ! v "y2 & !n place1 & p[]1 & fame1 & money are ! bait %e busks = ! middle-ag$ & ! old2 & always ) ! same bubble end4 ,! :ole tru? is t )\t ,god1 ! liv+ & ev]-pres5t ,god1 9 all ages ( x & 9 all p>ts & exp]i5ces ( x1 our human life is "o huge bubble4 ,a f>-%9+1 high-so>+ bubble2 b soon] or lat] se5 & ta/$ to be a bubble--a deceit-fill$1 poison-fill$ bubble4--,happy by h]6 ,all m5 happy by h]6 ,! impud5t slut6 #c4 ,ano!r ?+ ab\t ?is slut is ?is1 t %e w talk ) any man4 ,%e makes up to u & makes eyes at u j z if we 7 free to accept & return h] ?ree (f]s4 ,& /ill %e talks to u & (f]s u ! same ?+s %e (f]$ to ,/&fa/ till1 to escape h] & h] (f]s1 he betook himself to 8 knees4 ,nay1 tru? to tell1 aft] %e _h deceiv$ u & ensn>$ u till we lay 9 h] net curs+ bo? h] & ourselves1 s bold & s impud5t & s p]si/5t is ?is temptress slut1 & su* fools & idiots are we1 t we soon lay our eyes on h] pa9t$ beauty aga9 & our heads 9 h] loa?some lap2 our heads on t block ov] :i* ! axe hangs by an angry hair4 ,%e w talk ) any man4 ,no d\bt2 b1 !n1 x takes two to make a talk1 & ! sad ?+ is t !re are few m5 among u s wise1 s /eadfa/1 & s exp]i5c$ 9 h] ways t !y w n on occasion let ,madam ,bubble talk h] talk to !m1 & talk back aga9 to h]4 ,! olde/ sa9t1 ! (t5e/ sold & mo/ de>ly r$eem$ s9n]1 ne$s to suspect himself to ! end1 till he is cle> out ( ,madam ,bubble's en*ant$ gr\nd & = ev] ov] t riv] ( deliv]ance :i* %all sweep ,madam ,bubble & all h] daught]s into ! dead sea = ev]4 ,! grey-hair$ sa9t may fail at la/1 ,! sure/ guide a w&]] prove2 ,dea? only b9ds u fa/ ,to ! bright %ore ( love4 #d4 ,%e highly comm5ds ! ri*1 ! guide goes on ab\t ,madam ,bubble1 & if !re be "o cunn+ to get money 9 any place %e w speak well ( him f h\se to h\se4 ,! _w1 says ,fab]1 is n altoge!r matt]1 nor yet altoge!r _s4 ,x is n man only1 nor ,satan only1 nor is x exactly s94 ,x is an infection1 an inspiration1 an atmosph]e1 a life1 a col\r+ matt]1 a pageantry1 a fa%ion1 a ta/e1 a wit*]y4 ,none ( all ^! names suit x1 & all ( !m suit x4 ,mean:ile its p[] ov] ! human creation is t]rific1 its pres5ce ubiquit\s1 its deceitfulness incr$ible4 ,x c f9d a home "u e he>t b5ea? ! poles4 ,x is wid] ?an ! ca?olic *ur*1 & x is ma/]ful1 lawless1 & intrusive )9 x4 ,we are all liv+ 9 x1 brea?+ x1 act+ "u its influ5ce1 be+ *eat$ by its appe>ances1 & unw>ily admitt+ its pr9ciples4 ,let "y m9i/]s :o wi% to prea* to _! p on ! ,_w--aft] /udy+ :at ! ,prea*]1 & ! ,savi\r1 & ,john1 & ,john ,bunyan say ab\t ! ,_w1--/ill read ,fab]'s p[]ful *apt] 9 8 ,creator & ,creature4 ,yes2 ,madam ,bubble f9ds a home = h]self 9 e he>t b5ea? ! poles4 ,! tru? is ,madam ,bubble has no home1 z %e has no exi/5ce1 b 9 human he>ts4 ,& all t ,solomon1 & our ,savi\r1 & ,john1 & ,john ,bunyan1 & ,fr$]ick ,fab] say ab\t ! _w & ab\t ,madam ,bubble !y really say ab\t ! he>t ( man4 ,x is we1 y & ,i1 my bre?r51 :o s highly comm5d ! ri*4 ,x is we ourselves "h :o speak well f h\se to h\se ( him ^: fa!r or ^: self has be5 cunn+ to get money4 ,we ei!r speak well or ill ( !m4 ,we ei!r are sick ) envy at !m1 or we fawn ^u !m & fall d[n be=e !m4 ,h[ m5 rise 9 our e/eem 9 ! degree t _! money increases6 ,) :at rev]5ce & holy awe we look up at !m z if !y 7 gods & ! sons ( gods6 ,!y become m ?an mortal m5 to our rev]5t imag9ations4 ,h[ happy1 h[ all b bless$ !y mu/ be6 we say to ourselves4 ,)9 ^? p>k gates1 "u ^? high t[]s1 9 t silv]-m\nt$ c>riage1 surr\nd$ ) all ^? liv]i$ s]vants1 & lov$ & hon\r$ by all ^? arriv+ & leav+ gue/s--:at happ9ess t ri* man mu/ h6 ,we are ei!r eat5 up ( lean-ey$ envy ( ?is & t ri* man1 or we positively wor%ip !m z o!r m5 wor%ip ,god & ,8 sa9ts4 ,yes2 ,madam ,bubble is our v "m4 ,%e conceiv$ u & %e suckl$ u4 ,we 7 br\ght up 9 h] nurture & admonition4 ,we le>n$ h] ,cate*ism1 & h] %r9e is 9 our he>t to-night4 ,l h]1 if only a pilgrim is poor1 we scorn him4 ,we w n "k him4 ,b if !re be any "o1 pilgrim or no1 cunn+ to get money1 we hon\r him1 & we claim him z our k9dr$ & relation1 our acqua9tance & our fri5d4 ,we w speak (t5 ( him z su* f h\se to h\se4 ,j see if we w n4 ,!re is room 9 our he>ts1 ,madam ,bubble1 !re is room 9 our he>ts = !e6 #e4 ,%e loves !m mo/ t ?9k be/ ( h]4 ,b1 surely1 surely1 ! guide goes q too f> 9 blam+ & be+ h>d ^u poor ,madam ,bubble = t8 ,=1 to give h] fair play1 %e is n at all alone 9 t4 ,is ! guide himself :olly above t8 ,d we n all d t8 ,is !re "o 9 t51 is !re "o 9 a ?\s&1 :o hates & humiliates himself because 8 love ( m5 & wom5 goes up or d[n j z !y ?9k ( him8 ,yes2 ,grea!>t is true to 8 great "n 9 8 :ole portrait ( ,madam ,bubble also1 & n[h]e m true ?an 9 ?is pres5t feature4 ,= :5 any man comes to h any true greatness 9 8 he>t--h[ he despises & dete/s himself z he f9ds himself out 9 n only claim+ k9dr$ & acqua9tance ) ! ri* & despis+ & d5y+ ! poor2 b1 /ill m1 9 lov+ or hat+ o!r m5 j z !y love or hate him6 ,! _w loves h] own4 ,yes2 b he :o has be5 tak5 out ( ! _w1 & :o has _h ! _w tak5 out ( him1 he loves--he /rives to love1 he goes to 8 knees e day he lives to love--^? :o n only d n ?9k well ( him1 b :o bo? ?9k ill ( him & speak ill ( him4 ,humility1 says ,william ,law1 does n consi/ 9 hav+ a worse op9ion ( ourselves ?an we des]ve1 or 9 abas+ ourselves l[] ?an we really are4 ,b z all virtue is f\nd$ 9 tru?1 s humility is f\nd$ 9 a true & j s5se ( our weakness1 mis]y1 & s94 ,he :o rightly feels & lives 9 ?is s5se ( 8 condition lives 9 humility4 ,&1 x may be add$1 :5 our he>ts are :olly clo!d ) humility we %all be prompt to approve ! judgm5t & to endorse ! s5t5ce ( ^? :o ?9k & speak ! lea/ good ( u & ! mo/ evil4 #f4 ',twas %e1 s ! guide at la/ w\nd up1 t set ,absalom aga9/ 8 fa!r1 & ,j]oboam aga9/ 8 ma/]4 ',twas %e t p]suad$ ,judas to sell 8 ,"l1 & t prevail$ ) ,demas to =sake ! godly pilgrim's life4 ,none c tell all ! mis*ief t ,madam ,bubble does4 ,%e makes v>iance betwe5 rul]s & subjects1 betwe5 p>5ts & *ildr51 'twixt neighb\r & neighb\r1 'twixt a man & 8 wife1 'twixt a man & himself1 'twixt ! fle% & ! he>t4 ,n[1 ,i %all leave t la/ indictm5t & its lessons & its applications to y\rselves1 my bre?r54 ,y w get f> m good out ( ?is accumulat$ c\nt aga9/ ,madam ,bubble if y expla9 x1 & op5 x up1 & prove x1 & illu/rate x to y\rselves4 ,expla91 !n1 9 :at way ?is sorc]ess set ,absalom aga9/ 8 fa!r & ,j]oboam aga9/ 8 ma/]4 ,po9t out 9 :at way %e makes v>iance betwe5 a rul] & 8 subjects1 & give illu/rations4 ,put y\r f+] on a p>5t & on a *ild betwe5 :om !re is v>iance at ?is mom5t on h] acc\nt4 ,&1 if y are t p>5t or t *ild1 :at h y done to remove t v>iance8 ,"n two neighb\rs t to y\r k ,madam ,bubble has come betwe52 & say :at y h done to be a peacemak] !re4 ,set d[n :at y w\ld say to a man & 8 wife s z to put !m on _! gu>d aga9/ ,madam ,bubble ev] com+ 9 betwe5 !m4 ,&1 la/ & be/ ( all1 po9t out to y\rself at :at times & 9 :at ways ?is wick$ wit* tries to make v>iance betwe5 ,god's ,holy ,_s /riv+ )9 y & y\r own evil he>t /ill /rong )9 y4 ,:5 y are we>y & sleepy & hungry z a h[let1 &1 ,madam ,bubble & h] ?ree daught]s make a r+ r\nd y1 :at d y d8 ,d y ev] take to y\r knees8 ,really & hone/ly1 d y8 ,:5 y f9d y\rself out look+ ) holy fe> on a ri* & l(ty relation1 & ) insuff]able contempt on a poor & intrusive relation1 by :at "n d y call y\rself8 ,write x d[n4 ,& :5 %e w\ld fa9 put v>iance betwe5 y & ^? :o d n ?9k well ( y1 :at /eps d y take to foil h]8 ,:]e & h[ d y get /r5g? at t supreme mom5t to ?9k ( o!rs z y w\ld h !m ?9k ( y8 ,oh1 said ,/&fa/1 :at a m]cy x is t ,i did resi/ h]6 = to :at might %e n h drawn me8 ,,gaius ,gaius1 m9e ho/4--,paul4 ,goodman ,gaius 0 ! head ( a ho/el t /ood on ! side ( ! highway well on to ! ,cele/ial ,city4 ,! ho/ess ( ! ho/el 0 no m1 & ! old ho/el-keep] did all h] once well-done "w & 8 own prop] "w into ! b>ga94 ,e day he inspect$ ! :ole h\se ) 8 own eyes1 d[n ev5 to ! kit*5 & ! scull]y4 ,! good woman _h left our ho/ an only daught]2 b1 ,keep h] z mu* out ( sight z is possible1 %e said1 & s fell asleep4 ,& ,gaius rememb]$ 8 wife's la/ te/am5t e day1 till none ( ! ho/el cu/om]s knew t !re 0 s mu* z a "y ho/ess 9 all ! h\se4 ,yes1 g5tlem51 repli$ ! old innkeep]4 ,yes1 come 94 ,x is late1 b ,i take y = true m51 = y mu/ "k t my h\se is kept op5 only = su*4 ,s he took ! l>ge pilgrim p>ty to _! sev]al ap>tm5ts ) 8 own eyes1 & !n set ab\t a supp] = ^? s late arrivals4 ,/amp+ ) 8 foot1 he br\ght up ! cook ) ! euphoni\s & eupeptic "n1 & t quick-witt$ dome/ic soon _h a supp] on ! table t w\ld h made a full man's m\? wat]4 ,! sight ( all ?is1 said ,mat!w1 z ! "u-cook laid ! clo? & ! tr5*]s1 & set ! salt & ! bread 9 ord]--! sight ( ?is clo? & ( ?is =]unn] ( a supp] begette? 9 me a great] appetite to my food ?an ,i ?\ght ,i _h be=e4 ,s supp] came up2 & fir/ a heave-%\ld] & a wave-brea/ 7 set on ! table be=e !m1 9 ord] to %[ t !y mu/ beg9 _! meal ) pray] & praise to ,god4 ,^! two di%es 7 v fre% & good1 & all ! travell]s did eat he>tily well !re(4 ,! next 0 a bottle ( w9e r$ z blood4 ,s ,gaius said to !m1 ,dr9k freely2 ?is is ! juice ( ! true v9e t makes glad ! he>t ( ,god & man4 ,& !y did dr9k & 7 v m]ry4 ,! next 0 a di% ( milk well crumb$4 ,at ! sight ( :i* ,gaius said1 ,let ! boys h t1 t !y may gr[ !reby4 ,& s on1 di% aft] di%1 till ! nuts came ) ! recitations & ! riddles & ! saws & ! /ories ov] ! nuts4 ,?us ! happy p>ty sat talk+ till ! break ( day4 #a4 ,n[1 x is natural to rem>k t ! fir/ ?+ ab\t a ho/ is 8 hospitality4 ,& t1 too1 :e!r our ho/ is b ! head ( a ho/el l ,goodman ,gaius1 or ! head ( a well-appo9t$ private h\se l ,gaius's neighb\r1 ,mr4 ,mnason4 ,! fir/ & ! la/ ?+ ab\t a ho/ is 8 hospitality4 ,say little & d mu* is ! example & ! injunction to all our h\sekeep]s t ,rabban ,%ammai draws out ( ! eighte5? ( ,g5esis4 ,be l y\r fa!r ,abraham1 he says1 on ! pla9s ( ,mamre1 :o only promis$ bread & wat]1 b /raightway set ,s>ah to knead ?ree measures ( h] f9e/ meal1 :ile he ran to ! h]d & fet*$ a calf t5d] & good1 & /ood by ! ?ree m5 :ile !y did eat butt] & milk "u ! tree4 ,make ?y ,?orah an ord9ance3 say little & d mu*3 & receive e man ) a pleasant expression ( c\nt5ance4 ,n[1 ?is 0 exactly :at ,gaius our goodman did t night1 ) "o exception1 :i* we %all be con/ra9$ to att5d to aft]w>ds4 ,x is late1 he said1 s we _c conv5i5tly g out to seek food2 b su* z we h y %all be welcome to1 if t w cont5t4 ,at ! same "t ,ta/e-t-:i*-is-good soon _h a supp] s5t up to ! table fit = a pr9ce3 a supp] ( six c\rses at t "t 9 ! morn+1 s t ! sun 0 already 9 ! sky :5 ,old ,hone/ clos$ 8 casem5t4 ,d9+ 9 company is a div9e in/itution1 says ,mr4 ,edw>d ,:ite1 9 8 delightful ,m9or ,moralities ( ,life4 ,let ,soy]'s art be hon\r$ among all m51 he goes on4 ,cook]y di/+ui%es mank9d f ! bea/s t p]i%4 ,happy is ! woman ^: daily table is ! result ( =e?\ght4 ,h] husb& %all rise up & call h] bless$4 ,x is pite\s :5 ! cul9>y art is neglect$ 9 our "y wom5's education4 ,let !m1 z ,/4 ,pet] says1 imitate ,s>ah4 ,let !m see h[ t v5]able pr9cess w5t quickly to h] knead+-tr\gh & ov5 & prep>$ an extempore collation ( cakes & pilau = ! angels4 ,h[ few ladies1 :e!r ,g5tiles or ,jewesses1 c\ld d ! l 9 ! pres5t day6 #b4 ,! wi/ful & punctili\s att5tion t ,goodman ,gaius paid to ea* individual gue/ ( 8 0 a f9e feature 9 8 munific5t hospitality4 ,he made e "o :o cross$ 8 door/ep1 d[n ev5 to ,mr4 ,fe>+1 feel at once at home1 su* 0 8 exquisite z well z 8 munific5t hospitality4 ,come1 sir1 he said1 clapp+ t :ite-fac$ & trembl+ pilgrim on ! %\ld]1 come1 sir1 be ( good *e]1 y are welcome to me & to my h\se2 & :at ?\ ha/ a m9d to1 t call = freely3 = :at ?\ w\ld/ h my s]vants w d = !e1 & !y w d x = !e ) a ready m9d4 ,all ! same1 = a long "t ,mr4 ,fe>+ 0 mortally afraid ( ! s]vants4 ,he w\ld z soon h ?\ght ( /amp+ 8 foot = a du*ess to come up z = any ( ,gaius's s]v+-maids4 ,he 0 afraid to make any noise 9 8 room le/ all ! h\se %\ld he> x4 ,he 0 afraid to t\* any?+ 9 ! room le/ x %\ld fall & be brok54 ,we ourselves1 ) all our assum$ ease & elaborate ab&on1 are (t5 afraid to r+ our bell ev5 9 an inn4 ,mr4 ,fe>+ w\ld z soon h pull$ ! tail ( a rattlesnake4 ,b be=e _! soj\rn 0 ov]1 ! ,guide 0 amaz$ at ,mr4 ,fe>+1 = t h>e-he>t$ pilgrim w\ld be do+ ?+s 9 ! h\se t he himself w\ld sc>cely d :o _h be5 9 ! h\se a ?\s& times4 ,x 0 ,gaius's exub]ant he>t9ess t _h demoralis$ ,mr4 ,fe>+ & made him almo/ too =w>d ev5 = a wayside inn4 ,9 little ?+s also ,gaius1 m9e ho/1 %[$ 8 s5sitive & solicit\s hospitality4 ,we all "k h\sekeep]s1 n to say innkeep]s1 & n o!rwise ung5]\s h\sekeep]s ei!r :o w grudge u a sixp5nywor? ( /icks & coals 9 a cold night1 & t1 too1 9 a room furni%$ to ov]fl[+ by ,morton ,bro!rs or ! ,messrs4 ,maple4 ,we take a c&le/ick & a doz5 c&les ) u 9 ! boot ( ! c>riage :5 we wi% to read or write late into ! night 9 t great h\se4 ,ano!r h\sekeep]1 :o w\ld give y h] only daught] ) h] weal?y d[ry1 w sometimes be se5 by all 9 h] h\se to grudge y a fre% cup ( aft]noon tea :5 y drop 9 to see h] & h] daught]4 ,%e says to h]self t x is to sp>e ! s]vants ! /airs2 b1 all ! "t1 "u ! /airs1 ! s]vants are blu%+ = ! sometimes unacc\ntable /+9ess ( _! unusually munific5t mi/ress4 ,i %all give y l9e ^u l9e1 precept ^u precept1 "h a little & !re a little ( ,ari/otle ^u munific5ce 9 little ?+s till y come up to 8 pagan /&>d4 ,!re is a real greatness1 he says1 ev5 9 ! way t "s m5 w buy a toy to a *ild4 ,ev5 9 ! smalle/ matt]s ! munific5t man w act munific5tly6 ,z ,gaius1 m9e ho/1 munific5tly did4 #c4 ,speak+ ( *ildr51 :at a night ( ent]ta9m5t good old ,gaius gave ! *ildr5 ( ! pilgrim p>ty6 ,let ! boys h ! crumb$ milk1 he gave ord]s4 ,butt] & honey %all !y eat1 he exclaim$ ov] !m z t brimm+ di% came up4 ,?is 0 our ,"l's di% :5 ,he 0 a *ild1 he said to ! "m ( ! boys1 t ,he might "k to refuse ! evil & to *oose ! good4 ,!n !y br\ght up a di% ( apples1 & !y 7 v good-ta/$ fruit4 ,!n said ,mat!w1 ,may we eat apples1 s9ce !y 7 su* by & ) :i* ! s]p5t beguil$ our fir/ "m8 ,!n said ,gaius1 ,apples 7 !y by :i* we 7 beguil$1 ,yet s91 n apples1 ha? our s\ls defil$4 ,apples =bid1 if eat1 corrupt ! blood4 ,to eat su*1 :5 comm&$1 does u good4 ,dr9k ( ,8 flagons !n1 ?\ ,*ur*1 ,8 ,dove1 ,& eat ,8 apples :o are sick ( love4 ,!n said ,mat!w1 ,i make ! scruple because ,i a:ile s9ce 0 sick ) eat+ ( fruit4 ,=bidd5 fruit1 said ! ho/1 w make y sick1 b n :at our ,"l ha? tol]at$4 ,:ile !y 7 ?us talk+ !y 7 pres5t$ ) ano!r di%1 & x 0 a di% ( nuts4 ,!n said "s at ! table1 ,nuts spoil t5d] tee?1 especially ! tee? ( *ildr51 :i* :5 ,gaius he>d1 he said1 ,h>d texts are nuts 7,i w n call !m *eat]s7 ,^: %ells d keep _! k]nels f ! eat]s2 ,ope !n ! %ells & y %all h ! meat2 ,!y "h are br\ght = y to crack & eat4 ,!n ,samuel :isp]$ to 8 "m & said1 ,"m1 ?is is a v good man's h\se2 let u /ay "h a good :ile be=e we g any f>!r4 ,! :i* ,gaius ! ho/ ov]he>+1 said1 ,) a v good w1 my *ild4 #d4 ,wid[] z old ,gaius 01 & nev] = a s+le h\r =got t he 01 !re 0 a c]ta9 sweet & /ately gallantry awak5$ 9 8 )]$ old he>t at ! sight ( ,*ri/iana & ,m]cy1 & especially at ! sight ( ,mat!w & ,m]cy :5 !y 7 se5 toge!r4 ,he seems to h fall5 almo/ 9 love ) t ag$ matron1 z he call$ h]1 & ! days ( 8 y\? came back to him z he /udi$ ! "y damsel1 :o 0 to h] z a daught]4 ,& ?is set ! loquaci\s old innkeep] ^u t fam\s oration ab\t wom5 :i* e man :o has a "m1 or a wife1 or a si/]1 or a daught] has by he>t4 ,& f t he w5t on to disc\rse on ! great advantages ( an e>ly m>riage4 ,he 0 n ! man1 nor 0 he speak+ to a "m :o 0 ! woman1 ev] to become a vulg> & co>se-m9d$ mat*mak]2 at ! same "t1 he lik$ to see ,mat!w & ,m]cy s5t out on a message toge!r1 leav+ x to nature & to grace to d ! re/4 ,! pros & cons ( e>ly m>riage 7 (t5 up at 8 he>ty table1 b he always debat$1 & ,gaius 0 a great debat]1 t true hospitality l>gely consi/$ 9 ?r[+ op5 ! family circle to let "y p get well acqua9t$ ) "o ano!r 9 its peace & sweetness4 ,& ,gaius bo? practis$ :at he prea*$1 & at ! same "t endors$ 8 wat*ful wife's la/ te/am5t1 :5 he gave 8 daught] ,phebe to ,james1 ,*ri/iana's second son1 & ?us 0 left alone1 poor old ,gaius1 :5 ! happy honeymoon p>ty />t$ upw>d f 8 ho/el door4 #e4 ,_! next ho/ 0 "o ,mr4 ,mnason1 a ,cyprusian by nation1 & an old disciple4 ,h[ f> h y come to-day8 he ask$4 ,f ! h\se ( ,gaius our fri5d1 !y said4 ,i promise y1 said he1 y h gone a good /it*2 y may well be we>y2 sit d[n4 ,s !y sat d[n4 ,our great want a :ile s9ce1 said ,old ,hone/1 0 h>b\r & good company1 & n[ ,i hope we h bo?4 ,= h>b\r1 said ! ho/1 y see :at x is1 b = good company t w appe> 9 ! trial4 ,aft] !y 7 a little re/$ ,old ,hone/ aga9 ask$ 8 ho/ if !re 7 any /ore ( good p 9 t t[n2 &1 ,h[1 he said1 %all we d to see "s ( !m8 ,= ! sight ( good m5 to !m t are go+ on pilgrimage is l to ! appe>+ ( ! moon & />s to !m t are sail+ ^u ! seas4 ,!n ,mr4 ,mnason /amp$ ) 8 foot & 8 daught] ,grace came up1 :5 he s5t h] out = five ( 8 fri5ds 9 ! t[n1 say+ t he _h a gue/ or two 9 8 h\se at pres5t to :om he w\ld l to introduce !m4 ,n[1 ?is is ano!r ( ! good qualities ( a good ho/1 to "k ! be/ & ! mo/ suitable p 9 ! t[n1 & to be on su* t]ms ) !m t on %ort notice !y w /ep across to help to ent]ta9 su* travell]s z _h come to ,mr4 ,mnason's table4 ,& x is an excell5t ?+ to be sure t :5 we are s invit$ we %all n only get a good d9n]1 b also1 z good kit*5 ) our d9n]1 good company & good conv]sation4 ,x is no?+ %ort ( a f9e art to ga!r toge!r & to seat suitably beside "o ano!r good & suitable p z ,mr4 & ,miss ,mnason did 9 _! hospitable h\se t aft]noon4 ,& !n1 z to ! talk3 let ! ho/ & ! ho/ess introduce ! gue/s1 & !n let ! gue/s introduce _! own topics4 ,& z f> z possible1 9 a city & a day l ?is1 let our topics be books r ?an p4 ,& let ! books be ! books t ! gue/s h read r ?an ^? t ! ho/ & ! ho/ess h read4 ,books are a f9e subject = a talk at table4 ,only1 let great read]s ord] _! le>n$ & lit]>y talk s z n to lead ! less le>n$ into temptation4 ,!re is no f9] ex]cise ( f9e feel+ ?an to be able to c>ry on a conv]sation ab\t matt]s t o!r p pres5t are ignorant (1 & at ! same "t to int]e/ !m1 to set !m at ease1 & to make !m =get bo? y & !mselves4 ,i _h a lett] ! o!r day f an ,engli% ,*ur* cl]gyman1 9 :i* he tells me t 8 bi%op is com+ ?is mon? to 8 vic>age = a k9d ( visitation & retreat1 & t !y are to h ,william ,law's ,*>act]s & ,*>act]i/ics read al\d to !m :5 ! bi%op & ! assembl$ cl]gy are at _! meals4 ,= my "p1 ,i w\ld r he> a good all- r\nd talk on t book by ! bi%op & 8 cl]gy aft] !y _h all read ! book ov] & ov] aga9 at home4 ,b su* read+s at assembl$ meals h all along be5 a feature ( ! be/ frat]nal life 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& & 9 "s ( ! si/] *ur*es4 #f4 ,n[1 aft] d9+ & supp+ repeat$ly ) g>rul\s old ,gaius1 & ) ! all-b-sil5t ,mr4 ,mnason1 ,i h come home rum9at+ aga9 & aga9 on ?is--t a good ho/1 ! be/ ho/1 lets 8 gue/s talk :ile he att5ds to ! table4 ,if ! tru? may ev5 be :isp]$ to "o's-self ab\t a table t "o has j left1 ,gaius did 8 be/ to spoil 8 good supp] by 8 own ov]-g>rulity4 ,x 0 good talk t he ent]ta9$ 8 wait+ gue/s )1 b we may h too mu* ( a good ?+4 ,8 oration 9 praise ( wom5 0 an excell5t oration1 _h x be5 deliv]$ 9 ano!r h\se ?an 8 own2 &1 say1 :5 he 0 ask$ to give ! heal? ( ,*ri/iana1 or ( ,mat!w ! bridegroom & ,m]cy ! bride1 x w\ld !n h be5 p]fect2 b n 9 8 own h\se1 & n :5 8 gue/s 7 wait+ = _! supp]4 ,on ! o!r h&1 y %\ld h se5 t p]fect g5tleman1 ,mr4 ,mnason4 ,= t true old ,*ri/ian & old ,engli% g5tleman nev] once op5$ 8 m\? aft] he _h set 8 gue/s a-talk+4 ,he 0 too busy wat*+ :5 any man's di% 0 aga9 empty4 ,he 0 too mu* delight$ to see t e "o ( 8 gue/s 0 hav+ 8 punctual %>e ( ! supp]1 & at ! same "t 8 full %>e ( ! talk4 ,mr4 ,fe>+'s small voice 0 f> m pleasant to ,mr4 ,mnason ?an 8 own voice 0 9 8 own be/ /ory4 ,z ,i op5$ my own door ! o!r night aft] supp+ ) ,mr4 & ,miss ,mnason1 ,i said to myself--,"o ?+ ,i h aga9 se5 & le>n$ to-night1 & t is1 t a ho/1 & /ill m a ho/ess1 %\ld talk less at _! own table ?an _! mo/ sil5t1 mo/ ba%ful1 & mo/ backw>d gue/4 ,make ?is an ord9ance = !e1 said ,rabban ,%ammai to 8 sons 9 ! law2 receive all ?y gue/s ) a pleasant expression ( c\nt5ance1 & !n say little & d mu*4 ,,*ri/ian ,! disciples 7 call$ ,*ri/ians fir/ at ,antio*4--,luke4 ,almo/ ?\ p]suade/ me to be a ,*ri/ian4--,k+ ,agrippa4 ,let e "o t name? ! "n ( ,*ri/ dep>t f iniquity4--,paul4 ,all ! o!r p]sonages 9 ! ,pilgrim's ,progress come & g2 !y all asc5d ! /age = a long] or %ort] "t1 & !n pass (f ! /age & s pass out ( our sight2 b ,*ri/ian 9 ! ,fir/ ,"p1 & ,*ri/iana 9 ! ,second ,"p1 are nev] = a s+le mom5t out ( our sight4 ,&1 accord+ly1 we h _h repeat$ occasion & opportunity to le>n _m excell5t lessons f ! *ief pilgrim's upw>d walk & heav5ly conv]sation4 ,b s full & s ri* are 8 life & 8 "*1 t "s v important ?+s /ill rema9 to be collect$ be=e we f9ally close 8 hi/ory4 ,ga!r up ! fragm5ts t no?+ be lo/1 said our ,"l1 aft] ,8 miracul\s meal ( multipli$ loaves & fi%es ) ,8 disciples4 ,& 9 l mann] ,i %all n[ proce$ to ga!r up "s ( ! rema9+ fragm5ts ( ,*ri/ian's life & "* & exp]i5ce4 ,& ,i %all collect ^! fragm5ts into ! ?ree baskets ( 8 book1 8 burd51 & 8 seal$ roll & c]tificate4 #a4 ,& fir/1 a few ?+s z to 8 book4 ,z ,i slept ,i dream$1 & behold ,i saw a man clo!d 9 rags /&+ 9 a c]ta9 place1 ) 8 face f 8 own h\se1 a book 9 8 h&1 & a great burd5 ^u 8 back4 ,i look$ & saw him op5 ! book & read !re92 & z he read he wept & trembl$2 & n be+ able long] to conta9 he broke out ) a lam5table cry1 say+1 ,:at %all ,i d8 ,we he> a great deal 9 ^! adv]tis+ days1 & n "o ^w too mu*1 ab\t ! books t h influ5c$ & gone l>gely to ! mak+ ( our great m52 b ,graceless1 l ,john ,bunyan1 8 biograph]1 0 a man ( b "o book4 ,b1 !n1 t book 0 ! mo/ influ5tial ( all books2 x 0 ! ,book ( books2 x 0 ,god's v own & peculi> ,book4 ,& ^? ( u :o1 l ?is man1 h pass$ out ( a graceless into a graci\s /ate w = ev] rememb] h[ t same ,book at t "t influ5c$ u till x made u :at we are & %all yet be4 ,we read _m o!r good books at t epo* 9 our life1 b x 0 ! pure ,bible t we read & pray$ ov] out ( sight ! mo/4 ,we ne$$ no comm5tators or exegetes on our simple ,bible 9 ^? days4 ,! great texts /ood out to our eyes 9 ^? days z if !y _h be5 writt5 ) a sunbeam2 :ile all o!r books 7& we read no?+ b ! be/ books 9 ^? days7 look$ l twilight & ru%light beside our ,bible4 ,9 ^? imm$iate1 direct1 & int5se days we w\ld h satisfi$ ,wordswor? & ,mat!w ,arnold !mselves 9 ! way we read our ,bible ) our eye nev] (f ! object4 ,! ,f\r ,la/ ,?+s 7 ev] be=e u--dea? & judgm5t1 heav5 & hell4 ,o my de> wife1 said ,graceless1 & y ! *ildr5 ( my b[els1 ,i y\r de> fri5d am 9 myself undone by reason ( a burd5 t lie? h>d ^u me2 moreov]1 ,i am = c]ta9 in=m$ t ?is our city w be burn$ ) fire f heav51 9 :i* fe>ful ov]?r[ bo? myself1 ) !e my wife1 & y my sweet babes1 %all mis]ably come to ru91 except 7! :i* yet ,i see n7 "s way ( escape c be f\nd :]eby we may be deliv]$4 ,he w\ld walk also solit>ily 9 ! fields1 sometimes read+ & sometimes pray+2 & ?us = "s days he sp5t 8 "t4 ,graceless at t "t & at t /age w\ld h satisfi$ ! exig5t au?or ( ! ,practical ,treatise ^u ,*ri/ian ,p]fection :]e he says t we are too apt also to ?9k t we h suffici5tly read a book :5 we h s read x z to "k :at x conta9s4 ,?is read+ may be q suffici5t z to _m books2 b z to ! ,bible we are n to ?9k t we h read x en\gh because we h (t5 read & he>d :at x tea*es4 ,we mu/ read our ,bible1 n to "k :at x conta9s1 b to fill our he>ts ) ! _s ( x4 ,&1 aga91 & on ?is same po9t1 ,!re is ?is un]r+ key to ! "r use ( ! ,bible4 ,! ,bible has only "o int5t1 & t is to make a man "k1 resi/1 & abhor ! work+ ( 8 fall5 e>?ly nature1 & to turn ! fai?1 hope1 & long+ desire ( 8 he>t to ,god2 & !re=e we are only to read our ,bibles ) ?is view & to le>n ?is "o lesson f x 4 4 4 ,! critic looks into 8 books to see h[ ,lat9 & ,greek au?ors h us$ ! words '/rang]' & 'pilgrim1' b ! ,*ri/ian1 :o kn[s t man lives 9 lab\r & toil1 9 sickness & pa91 9 hung] & ?ir/1 9 heat & cold among ! bea/s ( ! field1 :]e evil spirits l ro>+ lions seek to dev\r him--he only kn[s 9 :at tru? & reality man is a poor /rang] & a di/ress$ pilgrim ^u ! e>?4 ,john ,bunyan read nei!r ,plato nor ,ari/otle1 b he read ,david & ,paul till he 0 ! *ief ( s9n]s1 & till he 0 fir/ ! ,graceless & !n ! ,*ri/ian ( 8 own next-to-!-,bible book4 #b4 ,9 ! second place1 & z to 8 burd54 ,we are suppli$ ) no p>ticul>s z to ! fir/ beg9n+s1 ! gradual make-up1 & at la/ ! t]rible size ( ,*ri/ian's burd54 ,:at ?is pilgrim's y\?ful life mu/ h be5 9 su* a city z 8 native city 01 & :ile he 0 /ill a "y man ( su* a "n & su* a "* 9 su* a city1 we are left to ourselves to ?9k & consid]4 ,graceless 0 8 "n by nature1 & 8 life 0 z 8 "n & 8 nature 74 ,/ill1 z ,i h said1 we h no detail$ & p>ticul> acc\nt ( 8 e>ly life :5 8 burd5 0 /ill day & night 9 ! mak+ up4 ,h[ long into y\r life 7 y graceless1 my bro!r8 ,& :at k9d ( life did y lead day & night be=e y 7 p]suad$ or al>m$1 z ! case may h be5 ) y1 into be+ a ,*ri/ian8 ,:at burd5s d y c>ry on y\r brok5 back to ?is day t 7 made up 9 ! daylight or 9 ! d>kness by y\r own h&s 9 y\r e>ly days8 ,7 y e>ly or 7 y too late 9 y\r conv]sion8 ,or are y truly conv]t$ to ,god & to salvation ev5 yet8 ,& are y at ?is mom5t /ill b9d+ a burd5 on y\r back t y %all nev] lay d[n on ?is side y\r grave--x may be1 n on ?is side y\r burn+ b$ 9 hell8 ,ask y\rselves all t be=e ,god & be=e y\r own consci5ce1 & make y\rselves absolutely sure t ,god at any rate is n mock$2 &1 !re=e t y1 too1 %all 9 ! end reap exactly z y f ! beg9n+ h s[n4 ,h[ came/ ?\ by ?y burd5 at fir/8 ask$ ,mr4 ,worldly-,wiseman at ! trembl+ pilgrim4 ,by read+ ?is book 9 my h&1 he answ]$4 ,&1 9 ! long run1 x is always ! ,bible t be/ creates a s9n]'s burd51 b9ds x on 8 back1 & makes x s t]ribly heavy to be>4 ,fe> ( dea? & judgm5t w sometimes make up & b9d on a s9n]'s burd52 & sometimes ! fe> ( man's judgm5t on ?is side ( dea? w d x4 ,fe> ( be+ f\nd out 9 "s cases w make a man's secret s9 f> too heavy = him to be>4 ,! ?rone ( public op9ion is n a v :ite ?rone2 at ! same "t1 x is a co>se =eca/ & a r\gh =eta/e ( ! la/ judgm5t2 & ! fe> ( x n seldom makes a man's burd5 simply intol]able to him4 ,sometimes a great s9n]'s burd5 leads him to flight & outlawry2 sometimes to madness & self-murd]2 & sometimes1 by ! time\s & suffici5t grace ( ,god1 to ! way ( escape t our pilgrim took4 ,t5d]ness ( consci5ce1 also1 simple s(tness ( he>t & consci5ce1 w sometimes make a t]rible burd5 out ( :at o!r m5 w\ld call a v light matt]4 ,b9d a burd5 on t iron pill> /&+ !re1 & x w feel no?+ & say no?+4 ,b1 b9d ! same burd5 on t man 9 ^: seat t dead pill> takes up a sitt]'s room1 & he w make all t are 9 ! h\se he> 8 sighs & 8 groans4 ,& lay an act ( s9--an evil ^w or evil "w or evil ?\ght--on "o man among u1 & he w walk ab\t ! /reets ) z erect a head & z smil+ a c\nt5ance & z light a /ep z if he 7 an innoc5t *ild2 :ile1 lay half z mu* on 8 neighb\r1 & x w s bruise him to ! e>? t all m5 w take k ( him t he is a mis]able man4 ,our ,"l c\ld no d\bt h c>ri$ ,8 cross f ! hall ( judgm5t to ! hill-top )\t help _h ,8 back n be5 wet ) blood4 ,:at ) a :ole & an unweal$ body1 a well-re/$ & well-n\ri%$ body1 ,he c\ld easily h c>ri$1 ) ,8 brok5 body & brok5 he>t ,he q sank "u4 ,& s x is ) ,8 p4 ,"o ( ,8 he>t-brok51 he>t-ble$+ p w s9k d[n to dea? & hell "u a burd5 ( s9 & corruption t ano!r ( !m w sc>cely feel or "k or believe t x is !re4 ,"s s9s aga9 9 !mselves1 & by reason ( sev]al aggravations1 are f> m heavy to be> ?an o!rs1 & by "s s9n]s ?an o!rs4 ,i 0 read+ ,bi%op ,&rewes to myself la/ night & came ^u ?is p]t95t passage4 ,s93 its measure1 its h>m1 its sc&al4 ,its quality3 h[ (t5--h[ long4 ,! p]son by :om3 8 age1 condition1 /ate1 enlight5m5t4 ,its mann]1 motive1 "t1 & place4 ,! folly ( x1 ! +ratitude ( x1 ! h>dness ( x1 ! presumptu\sness ( x4 ,by he>t1 by m\?1 by de$4 ,aga9/ ,god1 my neighb\rs1 my own body4 ,by k1 by ignorance4 ,will+ly & unwill+ly4 ,( old & ( late4 ,9 boyhood & y\?1 9 mature & old age4 ,?+s done once1 repeat$ (t51 hidd5 & op54 ,?+s done 9 ang]1 & f ! lu/ ( ! fle% & ( ! _w4 ,be=e & aft] my call4 ,asleep by night & awake by day4 ,?+s rememb]$ & ?+s =gott54 ,?r\gh ! fi]y d>ts ( ! enemy1 ?r\gh ! unclean desires ( ! fle%--,i h s9n$ aga9/ ,!e4 ,h m]cy on me1 ,o ,god1 & =give me6 ,t is ! way "s m5's burd5s are made up to su* gigantic proportions & !n b\nd on by su* acute cords4 ,t is ! way t ,lancelot ,&rewes & ,john ,bunyan walk$ solit>ily 9 ! fields1 sometimes read+ & sometimes pray+1 till ! "o ( !m put himself into 8 immortal ,devotions1 & ! o!r into 8 immortal ,grace ,ab\nd+ & ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,!n ,i saw 9 my dream t ,*ri/ian ask$ ! ,gatekeep] fur!r if he c\ld n help him (f ) 8 burd5 t 0 ^u 8 back1 = z yet he _h n got rid ( x1 nor c\ld he by any means get x (f )\t help4 ,he told him1 ',z to ?y burd51 be cont5t to be> x until ?\ come/ to ! place ( deliv]ance1 = !re x w fall f (f ?y back itself4' ,n[ ,i saw 9 my dream t ! highway up :i* ,*ri/ian 0 to g 0 f5c$ on ei!r side ) a wall1 & t wall is ,salvation4 ,up ?is way1 !re=e1 did burd5$ ,*ri/ian run1 b n )\t great difficulty1 because ( ! load on 8 back4 ,he ran ?us till he came to a place some:at asc5d+1 & ^u t place /ood a cross1 & a little bel[ 9 ! bottom a sepul*re4 ,s ,i saw 9 my dream t j z ,*ri/ian came up ) ! cross 8 burd5 loos$ f (f 8 back1 & began to tumble & s cont9u$ to d till x came to ! m\? ( ! sepul*re1 :]e x fell 9 & ,i saw x no m4 ,!n 0 ,*ri/ian glad & lightsome1 & said ) a m]ry he>t1 ',he ha? giv5 me re/ by ,8 sorr[1 & life by ,8 dea?6' ,ble/ ,cross6 ble/ ,sepul*re6 ,ble/ r be ,! ,man t !re 0 put to %ame = me4 ,b1 !n1 h[ x c\ld be t ?is s happy man 0 sc>cely a /one- ca/ pa/ ! cross :5 he _h begun aga9 to burd5 himself ) fre% s91 & ?us to dis9t] all 8 =m] s98 ,h[ a true pilgrim comes to h s _m burd5s to be>1 & t till he ceases to be any long] a pilgrim1--a burd5 ( guilt1 a burd5 ( corruption1 & a burd5 ( b>e creaturehood1--,i mu/ leave all t1 & all ! que/ions connect$ ) all t1 = y all to ?9k out & "w out = y\rselves2 & y w n say any morn+ on ?is e>?1 l ,mrs4 ,timor\s1 t y h little to d4 #c4 ,! ?ird ( ! ?ree ,%9+ ,ones :o salut$ ,*ri/ian at ! cross set a m>k on 8 =ehead1 & put a roll ) a seal set ^u x into 8 h&4 ,a roll & a seal :i* he bid him look on z he ran1 & t he %\ld give t roll 9 at ! ,cele/ial ,gate4 ,bunyan does n 9 all places come up to 8 usual cle>ness 9 :at he says ab\t ! seal$ roll4 ,we mu/ believe t he und]/ood 8 own mean+ & int5tion 9 all t he says1 fir/ & la/1 ab\t ! roll1 b he has n always made 8 mean+ cle>1 at lea/ to "o ( 8 read]s4 ,!ological /ud5ts1 &1 inde$1 all ?\ghtful ,*ri/ian m51 are invit$ to read ,dr4 ,cunn+ham's p[]ful pap] on ,assurance 9 8 ,re=m]s4 ,! :ole lit]ature ( ,assurance is !re tak5 up & weigh$ & sift$ ) all t great writ]'s incomp>able le>n+ & p[] & judgm5t4 ,our ,l>g] ,cate*ism1 also1 is excell5t on ?is subject2 & ?is subject is a fav\rite commonplace ) all our be/ ,calv9i/ic1 ,puritan1 & ,evangelical au?ors4 ,let u take two or ?ree passages out ( ^? au?ors j z a specim51 & s close4 ,c true believ]s--,l>g] ,cate*ism1 ,"q #hj--;,c true believ]s be infallibly assur$ t !y are 9 an e/ate ( grace1 & t !y %all p]sev]e !re9 to ! end8 ,answ]3 ,su* z truly believe 9 ,*ri/1 & endeav\r to walk 9 all good consci5ce be=e ,him may1 )\t extraord9>y revelation1 by fai? gr\nd$ ^u ! tru? ( ,god's promise1 & by ! ,_s enabl+ !m to disc]n 9 !mselves ^? graces to :i* ! promises ( et]nal life are made1 & be>+ witness ) _! spirits t !y are ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 !y may be infallibly assur$ t !y are 9 ! e/ate ( grace1 & %all p]sev]e !re9 unto salvation4 ,"q #ha3 ,are all true believ]s at all times assur$ ( _! pres5t be+ 9 a /ate ( grace1 & t !y %all be sav$8 ,answ]3 ,assurance ( grace & salvation n be+ ( ! ess5ce ( fai?1 true believ]s may wait long be=e !y obta9 x1 &1 aft] ! enjoym5t !re(1 may h x weak5$ & int]mitt$ ?r\gh manifold di/emp]s1 s9s1 temptations1 & des]tions2 yet are !y nev] left )\t su* a pres5ce & support ( ! ,_s ( ,god z keeps !m f s9k+ into utt] despair4 ,a ,*ri/ian's assurance1 says ,fras] ( ,brea1 ?\gh x does n fir/ly fl[ f 8 hol9ess1 yet is ev] aft] proportionable to 8 holy walk+4 ,fai? is kept 9 a pure consci5ce4 ,s9 is l a blot ( ink fall5 ^u our evid5ce4 ,?is ,i f\nd to be a tru?4 ,x 0 ! spee* ( "o to me1 says ,?omas ,%ep>d ( ,new ,engl&1 next to ! donation ( ,*ri/1 no m]cy l ?is1 to d5y assurance long2 & :y8 ,= if ! ,"l _h n1 ,i %\ld h giv5 way to a loose he>t & life4 ,& ?is is a rule ,i h long held--long d5ial ( assurance is l fire to burn out "s s9 & !n ! ,"l w speak peace4 ,s]ve y\r ,god day & night fai?fully1 says ,dr4 ,goodw94 ,walk humbly2 & !re is a promise ( ! ,holy ,gho/ to come & fill y\r he>ts ) joy unspeakable & glori\s to re> y up to ! day ( r$emption4 ,sue ?is promise out1 wait = x1 re/ n 9 believ+ only1 re/ n 9 assurance by graces only2 !re is a fur!r assurance to be _h4 ,i w\ld n give a /raw = t assurance1 says ,john ,newton1 :i* s9 w n damp4 ,if ,david _h come f 8 adult]y & /ill h talk$ ( 8 assurance1 ,i %\ld h despis$ 8 spee*4 ,:5 we want ! fai? ( assurance1 says ,mat!w ,h5ry1 let u live by ! fai? ( adh]5ce4 ,& !n ! :ole tru? is 9 a nut%ell 9 ,isaiah & 9 ,john3 ,! effect ( righte\sness %all be quietness & assurance = ev]1 & ,my little *ildr51 let u n love 9 ^w1 nei!r 9 tongue1 b 9 de$ & 9 tru?4 ,& h]eby we %all "k t we are ( ! tru?1 & s %all assure our he>ts be=e ,him4 ,,*ri/iana ,hon\r wid[s t are wid[s inde$4--,paul4 ,we "k next to no?+ ( ,*ri/iana till aft] %e is a wid[ inde$4 ,! names ( h] p>5ts1 & :at k9d ( p>5ts !y 71 ! s*ools & ! bo>d+-s*ools to :i* !y s5t _! daught]1 h] s*ool companions1 ! books %e read1 if %e ev] read any books at all1 ! amusem5ts %e 0 indulg$ 9 & indulg$ h]self 9--on all t h] o!rwise full & m9ute biograph] is :olly sil5t4 ,he does n g back beyond h] m>ri$ life2 he does n ev5 g back to ! beg9n+ ( t4 ,! only ?+ we are sure ( ab\t ,*ri/iana's e>ly days is t %e 0 an utt]ly ungodly woman & t %e m>ri$ an utt]ly ungodly man4 ,h y a family8 ,are y a m>ri$ man8 ask$ ,*>ity ( ,*ri/ian 9 ! ,h\se ,beautiful4 ,i h a wife & f\r small *ildr51 he repli$4 ,& :y did y n br+ !m along ) y8 ,!n ,*ri/ian wept1 & said3 ,oh1 h[ will+ly w\ld ,i h done x2 b !y 7 all utt]ly av]se to my go+ on pilgrimage4 ,b y %\ld h talk$ to !m1 said ,*>ity1 & h endeav\r$ to h %[n !m ! dang] ( be+ beh9d4 ,s ,i did1 answ]$ ,*ri/ian4 ,& did y pray to ,god t ,he w\ld bless y\r c\nsel to !m8 ,yes1 & ) mu* affection2 = y mu/ ?9k t my wife & poor *ildr5 7 v de> unto me4 ,b :at c\ld !y say = !mselves :y !y came n8 ,:y1 my wife 0 afraid ( los+ ! _w1 & my *ildr5 7 giv5 ov] to ! fooli% delights ( y\?2 s :at ) "o ?+ & :at ) ano!r1 !y left me to w&] 9 ?is mann] alone4 ,b :at h] husb&'s conv]sion1 good example1 & mo/ e>ne/ entreaties c\ld n all d = 8 worldly wife1 t 8 sudd5 dea? spe$ily did4 ,& ?us x is t bo? ,*ri/iana's be/ life1 all our int]e/ 9 h]1 & all our in=mation ab\t h]1 dates1 sad to say1 n f h] esp\sal1 nor f h] m>riage day1 nor f any "p ( h] m>ri$ life1 b f h] husb&'s dea?4 ,h] maid5hood has no int]e/ = u2 all our int]e/ is fix$ on h] wid[hood4 ,?is "w ( fiction n[ 9 our h&s beg9s :]e all o!r works ( fiction end2 = 9 ! life ( religion1 y mu/ "k1 our be/ is always be=e u4 ,well1 sc>cely 0 h] husb& dead :5 ,*ri/iana began to accuse h]self ( hav+ kill$ him4 ,to take h] own bitt] words = x1 ! mo/ agonis+ & remorseful ?\ghts ab\t h] conduct to h] husb& /ung h] he>t l s _m wasps4 ,ah yes6 ,a wasp's /+ is b a blade ( innoc5t grass comp>$ ) ! ?\ghts t h /ung u all z we recall$ :at we said & did to ^? :o are n[ no m4 ,!re are graves 9 ! *ur*y>d we d>e n g ne>4 ,i h s9n$ away y\r fa!r6 %e cri$1 z %e ?rew h]self on ! e>? at ! feet ( h] a/\nd$ *ildr54 ,i h s9n$ away y\r fa!r & he is gone6 ,& yet !re 0 no m>k ( a bullet & no ga% ( a knife on 8 dead body1 & no *emi/ry c\ld h extract$ "o gra9 ( ars5ic or ( /ry*n9e out ( 8 blood4 ,b !re are _m ways ( tak+ a man's life besides ^? ( poison or a knife or a gun%ot4 ,con/ant fault- f9d+1 con/ant correction & /udi$ contempt be=e /rang]s1 total want ( sympa?y & enc\ragem5t1 gloomy looks1 r\gh rem>ks1 all blame & nev] a ^w ( praise1 ?+s l ^! betwe5 man & wife w kill z sil5tly & z surely z poison or suffocation4 ,look at home1 my bre?r51 & ask y\rselves :at y w ?9k ( mu* ( y\r pres5t conduct :5 x has borne its prop] fruit4 ,^u ?is came into h] m9d by sw>ms all h] unk9d1 unnatural1 & ungodly c>riages to h] de> fri5d1 :i* also clogg$ h] consci5ce & did load h] ) guilt4 ,x all return$ ^u h] l a fla% ( lightn+1 & r5t ! caul ( h] he>t asund]4 ,t :i* tr\ble? me mo/1 %e w\ld cry out1 is my *urli% c>riages to him :5 he 0 "u di/ress4 ,i am t woman1 %e w\ld cry out & w\ld n be appeas$--,i am t woman t 0 s h>dhe>t$ z to slight my husb&'s tr\bles1 & t left him to g on 8 j\rney alone4 ,h[ l a *url ,i c>ri$ myself to him 9 all t6 ,& s guilt took hold ( my m9d1 %e said to ! ,int]pret]1 & w\ld h drawn me to ! pond6 ,a m9i/]'s wid[ once told me t %e _h gone home aft] he>+ a s]mon ( m9e on ! text1 ,:at pr(it is !re 9 my blood8 & _h de/roy$ a pap] ( poison %e _h pur*as$ 9 h] despair on ! previ\s ,saturday night4 ,x 0 n a s]mon f h] unconsci\s m9i/]1 b x 0 f> bett]2 x 0 a conv]sation t ,*ri/iana held ) h] f\r boys t fairly & = ev] put all ?\ght ( ! pond out ( _! "m's remorseful m9d4 ,s ,*ri/iana1 z we read 9 ! op5+ ( h] hi/ory--s ,*ri/iana call$ h] sons toge!r & began ?us to address h]self unto !m3 ,my sons1 ,i h1 z y may p]ceive1 be5 ( late "u mu* ex]cise 9 my s\l ab\t ! dea? ( y\r fa!r4 ,my c>riages to y\r fa!r 9 8 di/ress are a great load on my consci5ce4 ,come1 my *ildr51 let u pack up & be gone to ! gate1 t we may see y\r fa!r & be ) him1 accord+ to ! laws ( t l&4 ,i l t passage1 ,i ?9k1 ! be/ 9 all ,*ri/iana's delightful hi/ory--t passage :i* beg9s ) ^! words3 ,s %e call$ h] *ildr5 toge!r4 ,= :5 %e call$ h] *ildr5 toge!r %e op5$ to !m bo? h] he>t & h] consci5ce2 & f t day !re 0 b "o he>t & "o consci5ce 9 all t happy h\se4 ,i 0 walk+ alone on a c\ntry road ! o!r day1 & z ,i 0 walk+ ,i 0 ?9k+ ab\t my pa/oral "w & ab\t my p & _! *ildr51 :5 all at once ,i met "o ( my p4 ,my second s5t5ce to him 03 ,?is v mom5t ,i 0 ?9k+ ab\t y\r sons4 ,h[ are !y gett+ on8 ,he q well und]/ood me4 ,he knew t ,i 0 n indiff]5t z to h[ !y 7 gett+ on 9 bus9ess1 b he knew t ,i 0 allud+ m to ! life ( godl9ess & virtue 9 _! he>ts & 9 _! *>act]s4 ,o sir1 he said1 y may give y\r sons ! sk9 (f y\r back1 b !y w n give y _! confid5ce6 ,s _h x be5 ) ,*ri/ian & 8 sons4 ,he _h nev] manag$1 ev5 9 8 religion1 to get into ! confid5ce ( 8 sons2 b :5 _! "m took !m into h] agonis$ confid5ce1 f t day %e 0 9 all _! confid5ces1 good & bad4 ,y :o are 9 y\r *ildr5's confid5ces w pray 9 secret = my lonely fri5d ) ! sk9 (f 8 back1 w y n8 t he may soon be able to call 8 sons toge!r s z to />t toge!r on a new life ( family love1 & family tru/1 & family religion4 ,t 0 a f9e sight4 ,:o w make a picture ( x8 ,?is wid[ inde$ at ! head ( h] family c\ncil- table1 & ,mat!w at ! foot1 & ,james & ,joseph & ,samuel all 9 _! places4 ,come1 my *ildr51 let u pack up t we may see y\r fa!r6 ,!n did h] *ildr5 bur/ into te>s = joy t ! he>t ( _! "m 0 s incl9$4 ,f t fir/ family c\ncil let u pass on to ,*ri/iana's la/ int]view ) h] family & h] o!r fri5ds4 ,h] biograph] introduces h] triumphant translation ) ?is happy comm5t on ! m>g93 ,h[ welcome is dea? to !m t h no?+ to d b die6 ,well1 t 0 exactly ,*ri/iana's case4 ,%e _h s pack$ up at ! beg9n+ ( h] j\rney2 %e _h s got & _h s kept ! confid5ces ( all h] sons2 %e _h se5 !m all s m>ri$ 9 ! ,"l1 & ?us s settl$ 9 a life ( godl9ess & virtue2 %e _h1 9 %ort1 liv$ ! life ( a wid[ inde$1 till1 :5 ! po/ came = h]1 %e _h no?+ left to d b j to rise up & foll[ him4 ,8 tok5 to h] 0 an arr[ ) a po9t %>p5$ ) love1 let easily into h] he>t1 :i* by degrees wr\ght s effectually ) h] t at ! "t appo9t$ %e mu/ be gone4 ,we h read ( arr[s ( dea? %>p5$ sometimes ) /eel & sometimes ) poison2 b ?is arr[1 %ot f heav51 0 %>p5$ to a po9t ) love4 ,inde$1 t arr[1 or ! v fell[ ( x1 _h be5 %ot into ,*ri/iana's he>t long ago :5 %e /ood at t spot some:at asc5d+ :]e 0 a cross & a sepul*re2 &1 especially1 ev] s9ce ! close ( ,grea!>t's great disc\rse on p>don by de$4 ,= ! he>+ ( t fam\s disc\rse _h made h] exclaim3 ,oh6 ,?\ lov+ ,"o1 x makes my he>t ble$ to ?9k t ,?\ %\lde/ ble$ = me6 ,oh6 ,?\ bless$ ,"o1 ,?\ des]ve/ to h me1 = ,?\ ha/ b\ght me6 ,?\ des]ve/ to h me all1 = ,?\ ha/ paid = me t5 ?\s& times m ?an ,i am wor?6 ,n[ x 0 ) all t love work+ effectually 9 h] he>t t ,*ri/iana call$ = h] *ildr5 to give !m h] bless+4 ,& :at a com=t x 0 to h] to see !m all ar\nd h] ) ! m>k ( ! k+dom on _! =eheads1 & ) _! g>m5ts :ite4 ,my sons & my daught]s1 %e said1 be y all ready aga9/ ! "t ,8 po/ calls = y4 ,!n %e call$ = ,mr4 ,valiant-=-tru?1 & entreat$ him to h an eye on h] *ildr51 & to speak com=tably to !m if at any "t he saw !m fa9t4 ,& !n %e gave ,mr4 ,/&fa/ h] r+4 ,behold1 %e said1 z ,mr4 ,hone/ came 9--,behold an ,israelite inde$1 9 :om is no guile6 ,!n ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt came 91 & !n ,mr4 ,despond5cy & 8 daught] ,mu*-afraid1 & !n ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d4 ,n[ ! day drew on t ,*ri/iana mu/ be gone4 ,s ! road 0 full ( p to see h] take h] j\rney4 ,b1 behold6 all ! banks beyond ! riv] 7 full ( horses & *>iots :i* 7 come d[n f above to accompany h] to ! ,city gates1 s %e came =? & ent]$ ! riv] ) a beckon ( f>ewell to ^? t foll[$ h] to ! riv]-side4 ,! la/ ^w %e 0 he>d to say "h 01 ,i come1 ,"l1 to be ) ,!e1 & to bless ,!e4 ,b ) all ?is1 y mu/ n suppose t ?is good woman1 ?is "m 9 ,israel1 _h =gott5 h] gr&*ildr54 ,%e w\ld soon] h =gott5 h] own *ildr54 ,b %e 0 too good a woman to =get ei!r4 ,= long ago1 away back at ! riv] on ?is side ! ,delectable ,m\nta9s1 %e _h said to h] f\r daught]s--,i mu/ tell y exactly :at %e has said3 ,"h1 %e said1 9 ?is mead[ !re are cotes & folds = %eep1 & an h\se is built "h also = ! n\ri%+ & br++ up ( ^? lambs1 ev5 ! babes ( ^? wom5 t g on pilgrimage4 ,also !re is ,"o "h :o c h compassion & t c ga!r ^! lambs ) ,8 arm & c>ry !m 9 ,8 bosom4 ,?is ,man1 %e said1 w h\se & h>b\r & succ\r ! little ones1 s t none ( !m %all be lack+ 9 "t to come4 ,?is ,man1 if any ( !m g a/ray or be lo/1 ,he w br+ !m aga91 ,he w b9d up t :i* 0 brok51 & w /r5g!n !m t are sick4 ,s !y 7 cont5t to commit _! little ones to t ,man1 & all ?is 0 to be at ! *>ge ( ! ,k+1 & s x 0 z a hospital to "y *ildr5 & orphans4 ,& n[ ,i %all sum up my *ief impressions ( ,*ri/iana "u ! ?ree heads ( h] m9d1 h] he>t1 & h] wid[hood inde$4 #a4 ,! "m ( ,*ri/ian's f\r sons 0 a woman ( real m9d1 z s _m ( ! maid5s1 & wives1 & wid[s ( ,puritan ,engl& & ,cov5ant+ ,scotl& 74 ,y gradually ga!r t impression j f be+ beside h] z ! j\rney goes on4 ,%e does n speak mu*2 b1 !n1 !re is always some?+ individual1 rem>kable1 & memorable 9 :at %e says4 ,i h a notion ( my own t ,*ri/iana mu/ h be5 a read] ( t pr9cely ,puritan1 ,john ,milton4 ,& if t 0 s1 t ( itself w\ld be c]tificate en\gh z to h] possession ( m9d4 ,!re is always a dignity & a /r5g? ab\t h] utt]ances t make u feel sure t %e _h always _h a m9d f> above h] neighb\rs1 ,mrs4 ,bat's-eyes1 ,mrs4 ,light-m9d1 & ,mrs4 ,"k- no?+4 ,! fir/ "t %e op5s h] m\? 9 our he>+ %e lets fall an expression t ,milton _h j made fam\s 9 8 ,samson-- ,ease to ! body "s1 none to ! m9d ,f re/less ?\ghts1 t l a deadly sw>m ,( hornets arm$ no soon] f\nd alone1 ,b ru% ^u me ?rong+1 & pres5t ,times pa/1 :at once ,i 01 & :at am n[4 ,nor c ,i leave ?is po9t )\t ass]t+ x to y t no *ur* & no s*ool ( !ology has ev] develop$ ! m9d z well z sanctifi$ ! he>t ( ! common p l ! prea*+ ( ! ,puritan pulpit4 ,mat!w ,arnold 0 n likely to ov]-e/imate ! good t ,puritanism _h done to ,engl&4 ,inde$1 9 8 e>li] writ+s he sometimes w5t out ( 8 way to lam5t ! hurt t ! ,puritan _s _h done to lib]ality ( life & m9d 9 8 native l&4 ,b 9 8 rip] ye>s we f9d him say+3 ,c]ta9ly1 he says1 ,i am n bl9d to ! faults ( ! ,puritan discipl9e1 b x has be5 an invaluable discipl9e = t poor1 inatt5tive1 & immoral creature1 man4 ,& ! m ,i read hi/ory & ! m ,i see ( mank9d1 ! m ,i recognise ! value ( ! ,puritan discipl9e4 ,& 9 t same ,address he f\nd$ 8 be/ hopes = t s enviable & unb\nd$ c\ntry 9 :i* he 0 speak+1 ,am]ica1 on ! fact t s _m ( its millions _h pass$ ?r\gh ! ,puritan discipl9e4 ,john ,milton 0 a product ( t discipl9e on ! "o h&1 z ,john ,bunyan 0 on ! o!r4 ,*ri/iana 0 ano!r ( its products 9 ! sph]e ( ! family1 j z ,mat!w ,arnold himself _h "s ( 8 be/ qualities out ( ! same fruitful s*ool4 #b4 ,h] he>t1 h] deep1 /rong1 t5d] he>t1 is pres5t on e page ( ,*ri/iana's noble hi/ory4 ,h] he>t keeps h] (t5 sil5t :5 ! wat] 9 h] eyes becomes all ! m eloqu5t4 ,:5 %e does let h] he>t utt] itself 9 words1 h] words are f9e & memorable4 ,z1 = "o in/ance1 aft] ,grea!>t's disc\rse on r$emption4 ,o ,m]cy1 t ?y fa!r & "m 7 "h2 yea1 & ,mrs4 ,timor\s also4 ,nay1 ,i wi% ) all my he>t n[ t "h 0 ,madam ,wanton1 too4 ,surely1 surely1 _! he>ts w\ld be affect$1 nor c\ld ! fe> ( ! "o1 nor ! p[]ful lu/s ( ! o!r1 prevail ) !m to g home aga91 & to refuse to become good pilgrims4 ,b x 0 n s mu* :at %e said h]self t br\ght out ! dep? & t5d]ness ( ,*ri/iana's he>t1 x 0 r ! way h] he>t loos5$ o!r p's tongues4 ,y mu/ all h felt h[ "s p's pres5ce /rait5s y\r he>t & sews up y\r m\?4 ,:ile !re are o!r p1 aga91 ^: simple pres5ce unseals y\r he>t & makes y eloqu5t4 ,we m9i/]s ke5ly feel t bo? 9 our public & 9 our private m9i/rations4 ,!re are p 9 ^: h>d & *ill+ pres5ce we _c ev5 say grace z we %\ld say x4 ,:]eas1 we all "k o!r p1 p ( a he>t1 t is1 ^: pres5ce someh[ s t\*es our lips t we always :5 ne> !m rise f> above ourselves4 ,*ri/iana did n speak mu* to h] guides & in/ructors & companions1 b !y always spoke _! be/ to h]1 & x 0 h] he>t t did x4 #c4 ,& !n a wid[ inde$ is j a true & g5u9e wid[2 a wid[ n 9 h] "n & 9 h] we$s only1 b /ill m 9 h] deep he>t1 9 h] :ole life1 & 9 h] g>n]$ exp]i5ce4 ,hon\r wid[s t are wid[s inde$4 ,n[1 %e t is a wid[ inde$ & desolate1 tru/e? 9 ,god1 & cont9ue? 9 supplications & 9 pray]s night & day4 ,well report$ ( = good works2 if %e h br\ght up *ildr51 if %e h lodg$ /rang]s1 if %e h wa%$ ! sa9ts' feet1 if %e h reliev$ ! afflict$1 if %e h dilig5tly foll[$ e good "w4 ,^! are ! true m>ks & seals & occupations ( a wid[ inde$4 ,& if %e has _h unp>allel$ trials & irrep>able losses1 %e has h] correspond+ consolations & comp5sations4 ,= %e has a fre$om to g ab\t & d good1 a lib]ty & an exp]i5ce t nei!r ! unm>ri$ maid5 nor ! m>ri$ wife c possibly h4 ,%e c d multitudes ( ?+s t 9 ! nature ( ?+s nei!r ( !m c attempt to d4 ,?+s t w\ld be bo? unseemly & impossible = o!r wom5 to say or to d are bo? p]fectly seemly & :olly op5 = h] to say & to d4 ,h] wid[hood is a sacr$ %ield to h]4 ,h] sorr[ is a cr[n ( hon\r & a sceptre ( au?ority to h]4 ,%e is consult$ by ! "y & ! inexp]i5c$1 by ! =sak5 & by ! =lorn1 z no o!r human be+ ev] is4 ,%e has come ?r\gh ?is life1 & by a long exp]i5ce %e kn[s ?is _w & ! he>ts t fill x & make x :at x is4 ,a wid[ inde$ c %[ a sympa?y1 & give a c\nsel1 & speak ) a weight ( wisdom t "o's own "m _c always d4 ,all y :o by ,god's sad disp5sation are n[ clo!d 9 ! :ite & wimpl$ folds ( wid[hood1 let y\r pray] & y\r endeav\r day & night be t ,god w\ld guide & enable y to be wid[s inde$4 ,&1 if y d1 y %all want nei!r y\r occupation nor y\r hon\r4 ,,! ,,en*ant$ ,,gr\nd ,surely !re is no en*antm5t aga9/ ,jacob1 nei!r is !re any div9ation aga9/ ,israel4--,balaam4 ,i saw !n 9 my dream t !y w5t till !y came into a c]ta9 c\ntry ^: air naturally t5d$ to make "o dr[sy if he came a /rang] to x4 ,& "h ,hopeful began to be v dull & heavy ( sleep1 :]e=e he said unto ,*ri/ian1 ,i d n[ beg9 to gr[ s dr[sy t ,i c sc>cely hold up m9e eyes2 let u lie d[n "h & take "o nap4 ,& !n :5 we turn to ! same place 9 ! ,second ,"p we read ?us3 ,by ?is "t !y 7 got to ! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd1 :]e ! air naturally t5d$ to make "o dr[sy4 ,& t place 0 all gr[n ov] ) bri>s & ?orns1 except+ "h & !re1 :]e 0 an en*ant$ arb\r1 ^u :i*1 if a man sits1 or 9 :i* if a man sleeps1 'tis a "q1 say "s1 :e!r !y %all ev] rise or wake aga9 9 ?is _w4 ,n[1 !y _h n gone f>1 b a great mi/ & d>kness fell ^u !m all1 s t !y c\ld sc>ce1 = a great :ile1 see ! "o ! o!r4 ,:]e=e !y 7 =c$ = "s "t to feel = "o ano!r by words1 = !y walk$ n by sight4 ,nor 0 !re on all ?is gr\nd s mu* z "o inn or victuall+-h\se :]e9 to refre% ! feebl] sort4 ,!n !y came to an arb\r1 w>m1 & promis+ mu* refre%+ to ! pilgrims1 = x 0 f9ely wr\ght above head1 beautifi$ ) gre5s1 & furni%$ ) c\*es & settles4 ,x also _h a s(t c\* on :i* ! we>y might lean4 ,?is arb\r 0 call$ ,! ,slo?ful ,man's ,fri5d1 on purpose to allure1 if x might be1 "s ( ! pilgrims !re to take up _! re/ :5 we>y4 ,?is1 y mu/ ?9k1 all ?+s consid]$1 0 tempt+4 ,i saw 9 my dream also t !y w5t on 9 ?is _! solit>y way till !y came to a place at :i* a man is v apt to lose 8 way4 ,n[1 ?\gh :5 x 0 light1 _! guide c\ld well en\gh tell h[ to miss ^? ways t l$ wrong1 yet 9 ! d>k he 0 put to a /&4 ,b he _h 9 8 pocket a map ( all ways lead+ to or f ! ,cele/ial ,city1 :]e=e he /ruck a light 7= he nev] goes also )\t 8 t9d]-box71 & takes a view ( 8 book or map1 :i* bids him be c>eful 9 t place to turn to ! "r-h& way4 ,!n ,i ?\ght ) myself1 :o t goe? on pilgrimage b w\ld h "o ( ^? maps ab\t him1 t he may look :5 he is at a /&1 :i* is ! way to take8 #a4 ,b :at is ! mean+ ( all ?is8 ask$ ,*ri/iana ( ! guide4 ,?is ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd1--h] able & exp]i5c$ fri5d answ]$ h]1 ?is is "o ( ! la/ refuges t ! enemy to pilgrims has2 :]e=e x is1 z y see1 plac$ almo/ at ! end ( ! way1 & s x /&e? aga9/ u ) ! m advantage4 ,= :51 ?9ks ! enemy1 w ^! fools be s desir\s to sit d[n z :5 !y are we>y1 & :5 s l to be we>y z :5 almo/ at _! j\rney's end8 ,!re=e x is1 ,i say1 t ! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd is plac$ s nigh to ! l& ,beulah & s ne> ! end ( _! race2 :]e=e let pilgrims look to !mselves le/ !y fall asleep till none c wak5 !m4 ,t ma/]piece ( ,bunyan's insight into life1 ! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd1 says ,mr4 ,l\is ,/ev5son1 :]e 8 allegory cuts s deep to p look+ s]i\sly on life4 ,yes1 inde$1 ,bunyan's insight into life6 ,& 8 allegory t cuts s deep6 ,= a neophyte1 & "o ) little insight into life1 or into himself1 w\ld g to look = ?is l& ( d>kness & ?orns & pitfalls1 alt]nat$ ) arb\rs & settles & s(t c\*es--"o new to life & to himself1 ,i say1 w\ld naturally expect to see all t conf9$ to ! region betwe5 ! ,city ( ,de/ruction & ! ,sl\gh ( ,despond2 or1 at ! wor/1 long be=e1 & nev] aft]1 ! ,h\se ,beautiful4 ,b ,bunyan look$ too /raight at life & too unfl9*+ly into 8 own he>t to lay d[n 8 sub-,cele/ial l&s 9 t way2 & :5 we beg9 to look ) a l s]i\sness on ! religi\s life1 & especially :5 we beg9 to look bold en\gh & deep en\gh into our own he>t1 !n we too %all freely ackn[l$ge ! spl5did ma/]-/roke ( ,bunyan 9 ! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd4 ,t ?is s t]rible exp]i5ce is laid d[n almo/ at ! end ( ! ,cele/ial way--! blaze ( light t p\rs ^u our heads fairly />tles u1 :ile at ! same "t x com=ts u & assures u4 ,t ?is ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd1 :i* has prov$ s fatal to s _m false pilgrims1 & s all b fatal to s _m true pilgrims1 %\ld lie ar\nd ! v bord]s ( ,beulah1 & %\ld be )9 all b eye-%ot ( ! ,cele/ial ,city itself1--t is some?+ to be ?ankful =1 & some?+ to lay up 9 ! deepe/ & ! mo/ secret place 9 our he>t4 ,t ^! pilgrims1 aft] all _! fea/+s & ent]ta9m5ts--aft] ! ,delectable ,m\nta9s & ! ,h\se ,beautiful--%\ld all be plung$ ^u a l& :]e !re 0 n s mu* z a roadside inn1 :]e ! ways 7 s d>k & s long t ! pilgrims _h to %\t al\d 9 ord] to keep toge!r1 :]e1 in/ead ( moon or />s1 !y _h to walk 9 ! sp>k ( a small t9d]-box--:at an enc\ragem5t & assurance to u is all t6 ,t is no /range ?+1 !n1 t is n[ happ5+ to u1 :51 aft] our f9e communion season1 we h sudd5ly fall5 back into ?is deep d>kness1 & are ca/ into ^! t]rible temptations1 & feel z if all our pa/ exp]i5ces & atta9m5ts & enjoym5ts _h be5 b a self-delusion & a sn>e4 ,t we %\ld all b h fall5 fa/ asleep1 & all b h ceas$ bo? f wat*+ aga9/ s9 & f wait+ ^u ,god--well1 t is no?+ m ?an ,hopeful himself w\ld h done _h he n _h a w>y old companion to wat* ov] him1 & to hold 8 eyes op54 ,let all ,god's p pres5t :o feel t !y are no?+ bett] ( all !y h enjoy$ ( ,scriptures & sacram5ts1 b r worse2 let all ^? :o feel sure t !y h w&]$ into a ca/away l&1 s d>k1 s ?orny1 s miry1 & s lonely is _! life--let !m read ?is ma/]piece ( ,john ,bunyan aga9 & aga9 & take he>t ( hope4 ,:5 ,sa9ts d sleepy gr[1 let !m come hi!r ,& he> h[ ^! two pilgrims talk toge!r2 ,yea1 let !m he> ( !m1 9 any wise1 ,?us to keep ope _! dr[sy slumb'r+ eyes2 ,sa9ts' fell[%ip1 if x be manag$ well1 ,keeps !m awake1 & t 9 spite ( hell4 #b4 ,b f> worse ?an all its bri>s & ?orns1 f> m fatal ?an all its dit*es & pitfalls1 7 ! en*ant$ arb\rs !y came on "h & !re plant$ up & d[n t evil l&4 ,= ^? arb\rs are all ( ?is fatal nature1 t if a man falls asleep 9 any ( !m x arises a "q :e!r he %all ev] come to himself aga9 9 ?is _w4 ,n[1 :]e !re are no inns nor victuall+-h\ses1 no ,gaius & no ,mr4 ,mnason1 :at a dang] all ^? ill-int5d$ arb\rs scatt]$ all up & d[n t c\ntry become6 ,well1 !n1 ! fir/ en*ant$ arb\r t ! pilgrims came to 0 built j inside ! bord]s ( ! l&1 & x 0 call$ ,! ,/rang]'s ,arb\r--s _m new-com]s _h la9 d[n 9 x nev] to rise aga94 ,! "y & ! inexp]i5c$1 ) ^? :o 7 naturally ( a believ+1 buoyant1 easy m9d1 lay d[n 9 hundr$s "h4 ,hopeful's m9d 0 naturally a m9d ( a s(t & easy & self- indulg5t ca/2 & _h he be5 alone t day1 or _h he _h = a companion a man ( a less w>y1 less anxi\s1 & less urg5t m9d ?an ,*ri/ian 01 ,hopeful _h tak5 a nap1 z he s confid+ly call$ x--a fatal nap 9 t arb\r built by ! enemy ( pilgrims1 j on purpose = ! "y & ! ignorant1 ! inexp]i5c$ & ! self-indulg5t4 #c4 ,! ,slo?ful ,man's ,arb\r has be5 already describ$4 ,x 0 a w>m arb\r1 & x promis$ mu* refre%+ to ! pilgrims4 ,x also _h 9 x a s(t c\* on :i* ! we>y might lean4 ,let u lie d[n "h & take j "o nap2 we %all be refre%$ if we take a nap6 ,d y n rememb]1 said ! o!r1 t "o ( ! %eph]ds bid u bew>e ( ! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd8 ,& he meant by t t we %\ld bew>e ( sleep+2 :]e=e let u n sleep z d o!rs1 b let u wat* & be sob]4 ,n[1 :at is a nap8 ,& :at is x to take a nap 9 our religion8 ,! ,new ,te/am5t is full ( w>n+s to ^? :o read x & g by x--mo/ solemn & mo/ fe>ful w>n+s--aga9/ sleep4 ,n[1 h y any cle> idea 9 y\r m9ds z to :at ?is div9ely d5\nc$ sleep is8 ,sleep is good & necess>y 9 our bodily life4 ,we w\ld n live long if we did n sleep2 we w\ld soon g out ( our m9d2 we w\ld soon lose our s5ses if we did n sleep4 ,insomnia is "o ( ! wor/ symptoms ( our eag]1 re/less1 ov]-work$ age4 ,he give? ,8 belov$ sleep2 & :ile !y sleep _! corn gr[s !y "k n h[4 ,b sleep 9 ! great exhortation-passages ( ! ,holy ,scriptures does n mean re/ & re/oration2 x means 9 all ^? passages ins5sibility1 /upidity1 dang]1 & dea?4 ,9 our nightly sleep1 & 9 ! measure ( its s\ndness1 we are utt]ly dead to ! _w ar\nd u4 ,m5 may come into our h\se & rob u ( our mo/ preci\s possessions2 !y may ev5 come up to our b$ & murd] u2 our :ole h\se may be 9 a blaze ab\t u2 we may only awak5 to leap out ( sleep into et]nity4 ,n[1 we are all 9 a sleep l t 9 our s\ls4 ,!re is above u1 & ar\nd u1 & b5ea? u1 & )9 u ! et]nal _w1 & we are all s\nd asleep2 we are all /one-dead 9 ! mid/ ( x4 ,devils & wick$ m5 are /eal+ our treasures = et]nity1 & we are s\nd asleep2 hell is already k9dl+ our b$ b5ea? u1 b we smell n its flames1 or we only cat* ! fir/ gasp ( !m be=e we make our ev]la/+ b$ among !m4 ,!re=e let u n sleep z d o!rs1 b let u wat* & be sob]4 ,:at meane/ ?\1 ,o sleep]8 arise & call ^u ?y ,god6 ,:5 ! guide %ook ,he$less & ,too-bold (f _! settles 9 t slo?ful arb\r1 ! "o ( !m said ) 8 eyes /ill %ut1 ,i w pay y :5 ,i take my money1 & ! o!r said1 ,i w fight s long z ,i c hold my sword 9 my h&4 ,at t "o ( ! *ildr5 laugh$4 ,:at is ! mean+ ( t8 ask$ ,*ri/iana4 ,! guide said3 ,!y talk 9 _! sleep4 ,s !y did1 & s d all m54 ,= ?is :ole _w is full ( settles on :i* m5 sleep & talk 9 _! sleep4 ,! newspap]s to-morr[ morn+ w all be full to ov]fl[+ ( :at m5 h said & writt5 to-day & ye/]day 9 _! sleep4 ,! %ops & ! banks & ! ex*anges w all be full ( m5 mak+ promises & settl+ acc\nts 9 _! sleep4 ,!y w f+] _! purses1 & grasp _! swords1 & all 9 _! sleep4 ,& n *ildr5 b devils w laugh z !y he> ! folly t falls f m5's lips :o are besott$ ) spiritual sleep & drugg$ ) spiritual & fle%ly s94 ,a dream come? ?r\gh ! multitude ( bus9ess4 ,i _h j got ?is l5g? 9 ?is lecture ! o!r night :5 ,i w5t to sleep4 ,& 9 my sleep "o ( my p came to me & ask$ me if ,i c\ld make x q cle> & pla9 to him :at x w\ld be = a man l him aft] a communion-"t to beg9 to walk ) ,god4 ,& ,i j wi% ,i c\ld make ! ?+s ( ! ,en*ant$ ,gr\nd z pla9 to myself & to y to-night z ,i 0 able to make a walk ) ,god pla9 to myself & to my visitor t night 9 my m9i/]ial dream4 ,i (t5 wi% t my bus9ess m9d work$ z well 9 my /udy *air & 9 my pulpit z x sometimes does 9 my b$ & 9 my sleep4 ,n[1 ,i beheld 9 my dream t !y talk$ m 9 _! sleep at ?is "t ?an ev] !y did 9 all _! j\rney4 ,& be+ 9 a muse !reab\t1 ! g>d5] said ev5 to me3 ,:]e=e muse/ ?\ at ! matt]8 ,x is ! nature ( ! fruit ( ! grapes ( ^? v9ey>ds to g d[n s sweetly z to cause ! lips ( !m t are asleep to speak4 ,! reason my poor lips spake s sweetly ab\t a walk ) ,god t night mo/ h be5 because ,i sp5t all ! summ] ev5+ be=e walk+ ) ,god & ) y 9 ! v9ey>ds ( ,beulah4 #d4 ,li/5 to ,samson1 %orn ( 8 locks1 z he %akes himself (f a s(t & sweetly-work$ c\* 9 ,! ,s5sual ,man's ,arb\r3 ,no1 no2 ,x fits n2 ?\ & ,i long s9ce are twa92 ,nor ?9k me s unw>y or accur/ ,to br+ my feet aga9 into ! sn>e ,:]e once ,i h be5 caught2 ,i "k ?y tra9s1 ,?\gh de>ly to my co/1 ?y g9s1 & toils2 ,?y fair en*ant$ cup & w>bl+ *>ms ,no m on me h p[]1 _! =ce is null'd2 ,s mu* ( add]'s wisdom h ,i le>nt ,to f5ce my e> aga9/ ?y sorc]ies4 ,if 9 my fl[] ( y\? & /r5g?1 :5 all m5 ,lov$1 hon\r'd1 fe>'d me1 ?\ alone c\ld/ hate me1 ,?y husb&1 slight me1 sell me1 & =ego me2 ,h[ w\ld/ ?\ use me n[1 bl9d1 & !reby ,deceivable1 9 mo/ ?+s z a *ild1 ,helpless1 !nce easily contemn'd1 & scorn'd1 ,& la/ neglect$8 ,h[ w\ld/ ?\ insult1 ,:5 ,i mu/ live uxori\s to ?y w ,9 p]fect ?raldom6 ,h[ aga9 betray me1 ,be>+ my words & do+s to ! lords ,to gloss ^u1 & c5sur+1 fr[n or smile6 ,?is jail ,i c\nt ! h\se ( lib]ty ,to ?9e1 ^: doors my feet %all nev] ent]4 #e4 ,! love ( money to "s m5 is ! root ( all evil4 ,!re came once a y\? to ,/4 ,philip ,n]i &1 flu%$ ) joy1 told him t 8 p>5ts aft] mu* entreaty _h at l5g? all[$ him to /udy law4 ,/4 ,philip 0 n a man ( _m words4 ,:at !n8 ! sa9t simply ask$ ! %9+ y\?4 ,!n ,i %all become a lawy]6 ,& !n8 pursu$ ,philip4 ,!n1 said ! "y man1 ,i %all e>n a nice sum ( money1 & ,i %all pur*ase a f9e c\ntry h\se1 procure a c>riage & horses1 m>ry a h&some & ri* wife1 & lead a delightful life6 ,& !n8 ,!n1--! y\? reflect$ z dea? & et]nity arose be=e 8 eyes1 & f t day he began to take c>e ( 8 immortal s\l4 ,philip ) "o ^w snat*$ t "y man's s\l (f ,! ,ri* ,man's ,settle4 #f4 ,! ,va9 ,man's ,settle draws d[n _m m5 to %ame & ev]la/+ contempt4 ,praise a va9 man or a va9 woman aright & en\gh & y w get !m to d any?+ y l4 ,give a va9 man suffici5t publicity 9 y\r pap] or on y\r plat=m & he w become a spy1 a traitor1 & cut-?roat 9 y\r s]vice4 ,! sorc]]'s cup ( praise--keep x full en\gh 9 a va9 man's h&1 & he w sleep 9 ! arb\r ( vanity till he wak5s 9 hell4 ,madam ,bubble1 ! ar*-en*antress1 kn[s h] own1 & %e has1 ) h] purse1 h] promotion1 & h] praise1 b\ght (f _m a promis+ pilgrim4 #g4 ,& !n %e1 by virtue ( ^: sorc]ies ?is :ole l& is drugg$ & en*ant$1 is su* a bold slut t %e w build a ,sacr$ ,arb\r ev51 & w fill x full ( religi\s en*antm5t = y r ?an lose hold ( y4 ,%e w consecrate places & p]sons & p]iods = y if y\r ta/e lies t way2 %e w build co/ly & /ately *ur*es = y2 %e w weave ri* ve/m5ts & c>ve ri* vessels2 %e w employ all ! arts2 %e w ev5 sanctify & set ap>t & seat al(t h] holy m5--:at w %e n d to please y1 to take y1 to intoxicate & en*ant y8 ,%e w juggle = y\r s\l equally well :e!r y are a c\ntry cl[n 9 a fee+-m>ket or a f9e lady ( ae/hetic ta/es & religi\s s5sibilities 9 ! capital & ! c\rt4 ,b ,i %all let ,fa!r ,fab] speak1 :o c speak on ?is subject bo? ) au?ority & ) attraction4 ,%e c op5 *ur*es1 & light c&les on ! alt>1 & intone ,te ,deums to ! ,maje/y on high4 ,%e c pass into ! beauty ( art1 into ! spl5d\r ( dress1 & into ! magnific5ce ( furniture4 ,%e c sit ) high pr9ciples on h] lips discuss+ a religi\s vocation & prais+ ,god & sanctity4 ,on ! b5*es ( bi%ops & 9 ! pages ( good books y w f9d h]1 & yet %e is all ! :ile ! same huge evil creature4 ,yes2 %e is all ! "t ! same ,madam ,bubble :o (f]$ to ,/&fa/ h] body1 h] purse1 & h] b$4 ,n[1 w\ld y "k = y\rself1 l ! communicant :o came to me 9 my sleep1 h[ y are ev] to get pa/ all ^? arb\rs1 & settles1 & seats1 & c\*es1 ) all _! sweet sorc]ies & intoxicat+ en*antm5ts--w\ld y 9 e>ne/ "k t8 ,!n /udy well ! case ( "o ,/&fa/4 ,especially ! "t :5 %e :o en*ants ?is :ole gr\nd h]eab\ts set s ^u t pilgrim4 ,9 "o ^w1 x 0 ?is3 he rememb]$ 8 ,"l2 &1 l 8 ,"l1 he fell on 8 face2 & z 8 ,"l w\ld h x1 ,8 s]vant's lips z !y t\*$ ! gr\nd t\*$ also ! heal+ plant h>mony & he 0 sav$4 ,a small unsightly root1 ,b ( div9e effect4 ,unkn[n1 & l e/eem'd1 & ! dull swa9 ,treads on x daily ) 8 cl\t$ %oon2 ,& yet m m$'c9al is x ?an t moly ,t ,h]mes once to wise ,ulysses gave2 ,he call'd x haemony1 & gave x me1 ,& bade me keep x z ( sovran use ',ga9/ all en*antm5ts1 mildew1 bla/1 or damp1 ,or gha/ly furies' app>ition4 ,& n[ ,i f9d x true2 = by ?is means ,i knew ! f\l en*antress1 ?\gh disguis$1 ,ent]'d ! v lime-twigs ( h] spells1 ,& yet came (f4 ,if y h ?is ab\t y 7,z ,i w give y :5 y g7 y may ,boldly assault ! necromanc]'s hall3 ,:]e if %e be1 ) dauntless h>dihood1 ,& br&i%$ blade1 ru% on h]1 break h] glass1 ,& %$ h] lusci\s liquor on ! gr\nd1 ,& seize h] w&4 ,pray]1 my s9-beset bre?r51 /&fa/ pray]1 is ! o!rwise unid5tifi$ haemony ^: be/ habitat 0 ! ,g>d5 ( ,ge?semane2 & ) t holy root 9 y\r he>t & 9 y\r m\?1 !re is no en*antm5t aga9/ ,jacob1 nei!r is !re any div9ation aga9/ ,israel4 ,,! ,,l& ,,( ,,beulah ,?\ %alt be call$ ,hephzibah1 & ?y l& ,beulah4--,isaiah4 ,! fir/ ?+ t ,john ,bunyan tells u ab\t ! l& ( ,beulah is ?is--t ! %orte/ & ! be/ way to ! ,cele/ial ,city lies directly ?r\gh t l&4 ,! l& ( ,beulah has its own indig5\s inhabitants inde$4 ,old m5 dwell 9 ! /reets ( ,beulah1 & e man ) 8 /aff 9 8 h& = v age4 ,! /reets ( ! city also are full ( boys & girls play+ 9 ! /reets !re(4 ,! l& ( ,beulah has its frequ5t visitors also1 & its welcome gue/s f ! regions above4 ,"s ( ! %9+ ones come d[n f "t to "t & make a %ort soj\rn 9 ,beulah4 ,! angels 9 heav5 h su* a desire to see ! l&s f :i* ,god's sa9ts come up t at c]ta9 seasons all ! suburbs ( ! ,cele/ial ,city are full ( ^? %9+ s]vants ( ,god & ( ! ,lamb4 ,b :at made ! dream] to smile & to talk s 9 8 sleep 0 :5 he saw t all ! upw>d ways to ! ,cele/ial ,city ran ?r\gh ! l& ( ,beulah4 ,he saw also 9 8 dream h[ all ! pilgrims blam$ !mselves s bitt]ly n[ because !y _h missp5t s mu* ( _! "t & /r5g? 9 ! ways bel[1 & s _h n come soon] to see & to ta/e ?is bless$ l&4 ,b1 at ! same "t1 z x 01 !y all rejoic$ ) a great joy because t1 aft] all _! delays & all _! w&]+s1 _! way /ill l$ !m ?r\gh ! bord]s ( ,beulah4 ,n[1 my de> fell[-communicants1 h[ %all we f9d our way at once1 & )\t any m w&]+s1 into t s desirable l&8 ,h[ %all we atta9 to walk its /reets all ! re/ ( our days ) our /aff 9 our h&8 ,h[ %all we hope to see our boys & our girls play+ 9 ! /reets ( ,beulah1 & eat+ all _! days ( its sweet & its heal+ fruits8 ,h[ %all we & our *ildr5 ) u h5ce=? escape ! ,sl\gh ( ,despond1 & ,giant ,despair's dungeon1 & ! ,valley ( ! ,%ad[ ( ,dea?8 ,! ^w1 my bre?r51 ! answ] to all t1 is nigh unto u1 ev5 9 our m\? & 9 our he>t4 ,= fai?1 simple fai?1 w d all t bo? = u & = our *ildr5 beside u4 ,a he>t-fe$+ fai? 9 ,god1 9 ! ^w ( ,god1 & 9 ! ,son ( ,god1 w d x4 ,fai?1 & !n ob$i5ce4 ,= ob$i5ce1 my bre?r51 is ,beulah4 ,all ob$i5ce is already ,beulah4 ,holy ob$i5ce w br+ ! :ole ( ,beulah into y\r he>t & into m9e at any mom5t4 ,x is disob$i5ce t makes s _m ( ^? :o o!rwise are true pilgrims to miss s mu* ( ! l& ( ,beulah4 ,ask any affable old man ) 8 /aff 9 8 h& = v age1 & he w tell y t x 0 8 disob$i5ce t kept him s long out ( ! l& ( ,beulah4 ,:ile1 let any man1 & above all1 let any "y man1 beg9 e>ly to live a life ( believ+ ob$i5ce1 & he w gr[ up & gr[ old & see 8 *ildr5's *ildr5 play+ ar\nd 8 /aff 9 ! /reets ( ,beulah4 ,let any "y man make ! exp]im5t = himself ^u ob$i5ce & ^u ,beulah4 ,let him n too easily believe any dream] or ev5 any se] ab\t ob$i5ce & ab\t ! l& ( ,beulah4 ,x is 8 own matt] & n !irs2 & let him make exp]im5t ^u x all = 8 own satisfaction & assurance4 ,let any "y man1 !n1 try pray] z 8 fir/ /ep into ob$i5ce1 & especially secret pray]4 ,let him %ut 8 door to-night1 & let him see if he is n already inside "o ( ! gates ( ,beulah4 ,let him d5y himself e day also1 if x is only 9 a v little ?+4 ,let him say /]nly to 8 own he>t e h\r ( temptation1 ,no6 nev]6 & on ! spot a sweet waft ( ,beulah's f9e/ spices w fall ^u 8 face4 ,! ineffable joy ( r5\nc+ joy w e day make ! lonely wild]ness ( ?is _w a con/ant ,beulah to su* a man4 ,=1 to live at all times1 9 all places1 & 9 all ?+s = o!r m51 & nev] & 9 no?+ = y\rself--t is ! deepe/ secret ( ,beulah4 ,to say x1 if ne$ be1 ?ree times to-night on y\r face & 9 a sweat ( blood1 ,n my w1 b ,?9e be done6--t w to-night turn ! g>d5 ( ,ge?semane itself into ! v g>d5 ( ,glory4 ,d y d\bt x8 ,are y n yet able to believe x8 ,!n he> ab\t x f ,"o :o has ,himself come ?r\gh x4 ,he> ,8 ^w ^u ! :ole matt] :o is ! ,way1 ! ,tru?1 & ! ,life4 ,come unto ,me1 says ! ,k+ ( ,beulah1 all ye t lab\r & are heavy lad51 & ,i w give y re/4 ,take ,my yoke ^u y & le>n ( ,me1 = ,i am meek & l[ly 9 he>t1 & ye %all f9d re/ unto y\r s\ls4 ,= ,my yoke is easy & ,my burd5 is light4 ,s aft] ,he _h wa%$ _! feet1 & _h tak5 ,8 g>m5ts & 0 set d[n aga91 ,he said unto !m1 ,"k ye :at ,i h done to y8 ,= ,i h giv5 y an example1 t ye %\ld d z ,i h done to y4 ,if ye "k ^! ?+s1 happy are ye if ye d !m4 ,if ye love ,me1 keep ,my comm&m5ts4 ,& ,i w pray ! ,fa!r1 & ,he %all give y ano!r ,com=t]1 t ,he may abide ) y = ev]4 ,if a man love ,me1 he w keep ,my words2 & ,my ,fa!r w love him1 & ,we w come unto him & w make ,our abode ) him4 ,peace ,i leave ) y1 ,my peace ,i give unto y3 n z ! _w give?1 give ,i unto y4 ,^! ?+s h ,i spok5 unto y t ,my joy might rema9 9 y1 & t y\r joy might be full4 ,hi!rto ye h ask$ no?+ 9 ,my "n2 ask1 & ye %all receive1 t y\r joy may be full4 ,fa!r1 ,i w t !y also1 :om ,?\ ha/ giv5 ,me1 be ) ,me :]e ,i am4 ,& ?us ,i saw 9 my dream t _! way lay "r ?r\gh ! l& ( ,beulah1 9 :i* l& !y solac$ !mselves = a season4 #b4 ,!y solac$ !mselves4 ,n[1 solace is j ! ,lat9 solatium1 :i*1 aga91 is j a soo?+1 an assuag+1 a comp5sation1 an indemnification4 ,well1 t l& into :i* ! pilgrims _h n[ come 0 v soo?+ to _! ruffl$ spirits & to _! we>y he>ts4 ,x assuag$ _! _m & sore griefs also4 ,x m ?an comp5sat$ !m = all _! lab\rs & all _! afflictions4 ,& x 0 a full indemnification to !m = all t !y _h =sak5 & lo/ bo? 9 beg9n+ to be pilgrims & 9 endur+ to ! end4 ,! *ildr5 ( ,israel _h _! fir/ solace 9 _! pilgrimage at ,elim1 :]e !re 7 twelve wells ( wat] & ?reescore & t5 palm-trees2 & !y encamp$ !re by ! wat]s4 ,& !n !y _h _! la/ & cr[n+ solace :5 ! spies came back f ,e%col ) a clu/] ( grapes t !y b>e betwe5 two ^u a /aff1 ) pomegranates & figs4 ,& ,moses kept solac+ 8 *>ge all ! way ?r\gh ! we>y wild]ness ) su* /rong consolations z ^!3 ,= ! ,"l ?y ,god br+e? !e into a good l&1 a l& ( brooks ( wat]1 ( f\nta9s & dep?s t spr+ out ( valleys & hills2 a l& ( :eat1 & b>ley1 & v9es1 & fig-trees2 a l& ( oil-olive & honey2 a l& :]e9 ?\ %alt eat bread )\t sc>c5ess1 ?\ %alt n lack any?+ 9 x2 a l& ^: /ones are iron1 & out ( ^: hills ?\ maye/ dig brass4 ,our ,"l spake solace to ,8 d\bt+ & fa9t+ disciples also 9 _m su* words z ^!3 ,v]ily1 ,i say unto y1 !re is no man t ha? left h\se1 or p>5ts1 or bre?r51 or wife1 or *ildr5 = ! k+dom ( ,god's sake1 :o %all n receive manifold m 9 ?is pres5t "t1 & 9 ! _w to come life ev]la/+4 ,! ,m\nt ( ,transfiguration also 0 ,8 own ,beulah-solace2 & ! ,la/ ,supp] & ! pray] ) :i* x w\nd up 7 giv5 to our ,"l & to ,8 disciples z a v ,e%col-clu/] f ! ,p>adise above4 ,n[1 ,i saw 9 my dream t !y solac$ !mselves 9 ! l& ( ,beulah = a season4 ,yea1 "h !y he>d cont9ually ! s++ ( birds4 7,! ,lat9 poets call$ ! birds solatia ruris1 because !y refre%$ & *e]$ ! ru/ic lab\r]s ) _! sweet s++47 ,& e day ! fl[]s appe>$ 9 ! e>?1 & ! voice ( ! turtle 0 he>d 9 ! l&4 ,9 ?is c\ntry ! sun %9e? night & day1 = !re is no night !re4 #c4 ,9 ?is c\ntry ! sun %9e? night & day4 ,h[ mu* ,/&fa/ mu/ h enjoy$ t l& ( light y may guess :5 y recollect t he came f ,d>kl&1 :i* lies 9 ! hemisph]e "r opposite to ! l& ( ,beulah4 ,9 ,d>kl& ! sun nev] %9es to be call$ sun%9e at all4 ,all ! days ( 8 y\?1 ,/&fa/ told 8 companions1 he _h sat beside 8 fa!r & 8 "m 9 t obscure l& :]e to 8 sorr[ 8 fa!r & 8 "m /ill sat4 ,b 9 ,beulah ! rose ( ev5+ becomes sil5tly & sudd5ly ! rose ( dawn4 ,?is l& lies beyond ! ,valley ( ! ,%ad[ ( ,dea?1 nei!r c\ld !y f ?is place s mu* z see ,d\bt+ ,ca/le4 ,n[1 ,d\bt+ ,ca/le is a dismal place = any s\l ( man to be %ut up into4 ,& 9 t d>k hold !re are dungeons dug = all k9ds ( d\bt+ s\ls4 ,!re are dungeons dug = ! s\ls ( m5 ^: d\bts are 9 _! intellects1 z well z = ^? also ^: d\bts arise out ( _! he>ts4 ,"s m5 read !mselves into ,d\bt+ ,ca/le1 & "s m5 s9 & sell !mselves to its giant4 ,god ca/s "s ( ,8 own *ildr5 all _! days into ^? dungeons z a puni%m5t = _! life ( disob$i5ce2 ,he ca/s o!rs d[n into *a9s ( d>kness because ( _! idl5ess & unfruitfulness4 ,b ,beulah is f> away f ,d\bt+ ,ca/le4 ,beulah is a spl5did spot = a /udi\s man to lodge 94 ,= :at a cle> light %9es night & day 9 ,beulah6 ,to :at f> horizons a man's eye w c>ry him 9 ,beulah6 ,:at l>ge speculations rise be=e him :o walks abroad 9 ,beulah6 ,h[ cle> ! air is 9 ,beulah1 h[ clean ! he>t & h[ uncl\d$ ! eye ( its inhabitants6 ,! ,k+'s walks are 9 ,beulah1 & ! arb\rs :]e ,he delighte? to be4 ,bless$ are ! pure 9 he>t1 = !y %all be admitt$ to see ,god 9 ! l& ( ,beulah4 ,9 ! l& ( ,beulah ! sun %all no m be ?y light by day1 nei!r = brightness %all ! moon give light unto !e2 b ! ,"l %all be ?9e ev]la/+ light1 & ?y ,god ?y glory6 #d4 ,9 ?is l& also ! contract betwe5 ! bride & ! bridegroom is r5ew$4 ,n[1 !re is no o!r day s bitt] 9 any man's life z t day is on :i* 8 bridal contract is brok5 (f4 ,& x is ! v p]fection & la/ extremity ( bitt]ness :5 8 contract is brok5 (f because ( 8 own pa/ life4 ,let all ^?1 !n1 :o w\ld fa9 ent] into t sweet contract ?9k well ab\t x be=eh&4 ,let !m look back into all _! pa/ life4 ,= all _! pa/ life w be sure to f9d !m out on ! day ( _! esp\sals4 ,if !y h _! enemies--z all esp\s$ m5 h--?is is ! h\r & ! p[] ( _! enemies4 ,! day on :i* any man's esp\sals are publi%$ is a small & local judgm5t-day to him4 ,= all ! m51 &1 especially1 all ! wom51 :o h ev] be5 injur$ by him1 or :o h injur$ !mselves ^u him2 all ! m5 & all ! wom5 :o = any reason1 & = no reason1 hate bo? him & 8 happ9ess1--_! tongues & _! p5s w take no sleep till !y h got 8 contract if !y c1 brok5 (f4 ,& ev5 :5 ! bridegroom is too innoc5t1 or ! bride too true1 or ,god too good to let ! contract cont9ue long to be brok5 (f1 t great goodness ( ,god & t great tru/ ( 8 contract$ bride w only make ! bridegroom walk h5ce=? m s(tly & rejoice ) m trembl+4 ,& t is a mo/ excell5t m9d4 ,i "k no bett] m9d 9 :i* any man1 guilty or innoc5t1 c ent] on a m>ri$ life4 ,i sometimes tell ! bridegrooms t ,i c take a lib]ty ) to keep say+ to !mselves all ! way up to ! m>riage alt> ! t5? v]se ( ! #ajcrd psalm2 z well z :5 !y come up aft]w>ds to ! baptismal font3 ,he ha? n dealt ) u aft] our s9s nor rew>d$ u aft] our iniquities4 ,& x is surely ,beulah itself1 at its v be/1 x is surely ,beulah above itself1 :5 a happy bridegroom is full ( t humble & happy m9d1 & :5 he is 9 "o & ! same mom5t reconcil$ bo? to 8 bride on e>? & to 8 ,god & ,fa!r 9 heav54 ,9 ?is l&1 !re=e1 9 ! l& ( ,beulah1 ! contract betwe5 ! bride & ! bridegroom is r5ew$2 yea1 z ! bridegroom rejoice? ov] 8 bride1 s %all ?y ,god rejoice ov] !e4 #e4 ,! salaams & salutations also t !y 7 met ) z (t5 z !y w5t out to walk 9 ! /reets !re( 7 a con/ant surprise1 satisfaction1 & sweetness to ! fe>ful pilgrims4 ,no pass]-by ev] once fr[n$ or sc[l$ ^u !m because _! faces 7 ,zionw>d1 z !y d 9 our cities4 ,no "o ev] treat$ !m ) scorn or contempt because !y 7 poor or unlett]$4 ,no man's face ei!r turn$ d>k at !m or 0 turn$ away f !m z !y pass$ up ! /reet4 ,!y nev]1 all ! "t !y abode 9 ,beulah1 took to ! lanes ( ! city to escape ! unk9d looks ( any ( its citiz5s4 ,grea!>t's h& 0 nev] away f 8 helmet4 ,8 helmet 0 nev] well on 8 head4 ,8 always b>e & unhelmet$ head said to all ! m5 ( ,beulah1 ,i love & hon\r & tru/ y4 ,y w\ld n hurt a hair ( my head4 ,& s on1 till all ! /reets ( ,beulah 7 "o buzz ( salutation1 congratulation1 & b5$iction4 ,"h !y he>d voices f out ( ! city1 l\d voices1 say+1 ,say ye to ! daught] ( ,zion1 ,behold1 ?y salvation come?2 behold1 8 rew>d is ) him4 ,"h all ! inhabitants ( ! c\ntry call$ !m ! holy p1 ! r$eem$ ( ! ,"l1 s\ght out1 a city n =sak54 #f4 ,n[1 z !y walk$ 9 ?is l& !y _h m rejoic+ ?an 9 p>ts m remote f ! k+dom to :i* !y 7 b\nd4 ,& /ill draw+ nigh to t city !y _h yet a m p]fect view !re(4 ,x 0 build$ ( pe>ls & preci\s /ones1 also ! /reet !re( 0 pav$ ) gold1 s t by reason ( ! natural glory ( ! city & ! reflection ( ! sunbeams ^u x1 ,*ri/ian ) desire fell sick4 ,hopeful also _h a fit or two ( ! same disease4 ,:]e=e "h !y lay by x a:ile1 cry+ out because ( _! pangs1 ,if y see my belov$1 tell him t ,i am sick ( love4 ,!re are 9 all good cases ( recov]y ?ree successive /ages ( s\l-sickness4 ,true1 s\l-sickness always runs its own c\rse1 & x always runs its own c\rse 9 its own ord]4 ,?is special sickness fir/ %[s itself :5 ! s\l becomes sick ) s94 ,we h t sickness set =? 9 _m a psalm1 notably 9 ! ?irty-eigh? psalm2 & 9 a multitude ( o!r scriptures1 bo? old & new1 ?is evil disease is dealt ) if we _h only ! eyes & ! he>t to read su* scriptures4 ,! second /age ( ?is sickness is :5 a s9n] is n s mu* sick ) ! s9 t dwelle? 9 him z sick ( himself4 ,s9fulness 9 its second /age becomes s incorporate ) ! s9n]'s :ole life--s9 s becomes ! s9n]'s v nature1 &1 inde$1 himself1--t all 8 =m] loa?+ ( s9 passes ov] h5ce=? into loa?+ ( himself4 ,?is is ! mo/ desp]ate /age 9 any man's sickness2 b1 bad z x is1 incurable z x is1 x mu/ be pass$ into be=e ! ?ird /age ( ! heal+ process c ei!r be exp]i5c$ or und]/ood4 ,9 ! case 9 h&1 by ! "t ! pilgrims _h come to ,beulah !y _h all _h _! full %>e ( s9 & ( !mselves till !y "h ent]$ on an altoge!r new exp]i5ce4 ,*ri/ian ) desire fell sick1 we read1 & ,hopeful also _h a fit or two ( ! same disease4 ,:]e=e "h !y lay by x a :ile1 cry+ out because ( _! pangs1 ,if y see my belov$1 tell him t ,i am sick ( love4 ,david1 ,paul1 ,b]n>d1 ,bunyan himself1 ,ru!r=d1 ,bra9]d1 ,m',*eyne1 & _m o!rs cr[d 9 ^u ! m9d4 ,i %all b in/ance ,john ,flavel & ,mrs4 ,jona?an ,edw>ds1 & s close4 ,john ,flavel be+ once on a j\rney set himself to improve ! "t by m$itation1 :5 8 m9d grew int5t1 till at l5g? he _h su* ravi%+ ta/es ( heav5ly joys1 & su* a full assurance ( 8 int]e/ !re91 t he utt]ly lo/ ! sight & s5se ( ?is _w & all its conc]ns1 s t = h\rs he knew n :]e he 04 ,at la/1 p]ceiv+ himself to be fa9t1 he sat d[n at a spr+1 :]e he refre%$ himself1 e>ne/ly desir+1 if x 7 ! w ( ,god1 t he might !re leave ! _w4 ,8 _s reviv+1 he f9i%$ 8 j\rney 9 ! same delightful frame1 & all t night ! joy ( ! ,"l /ill ov]fl[$ him s t he seem$ an inhabitant ( ! o!r _w4 ,! only o!r case ( love-sickness ,i %all t\* on to-night ,i take f "u ! p5 ( a s9-sick & love-sick au?or1 :o has be5 tru?fully describ$ z "o ( ! fir/1 if n ! v fir/1 ( ! ma/]s ( human reason1 &1 aga91 z "o ( ! greate/ ( ! sons ( m54 ,!re is a "y lady 9 ,new-hav51 says ,edw>ds1 :o is s lov$ ( t ,great ,be+ :o made & rules ! _w1 t !re are c]ta9 seasons 9 :i* ?is ,great ,be+ 9 "s way or o!r invisible comes to h] & fills h] m9d ) exce$+ sweet delight1 s t %e h>dly c>es = any?+ b to m$itate ^u ,him4 ,%e looks soon to dwell :olly ) ,him1 & to be ravi%$ ) ,8 love & delight = ev]4 ,!re=e1 if y pres5t all ?is _w be=e h]1 ) ! ri*e/ ( its treasures1 %e disreg>ds x & c>es n = x1 & is unm9dful ( any pa9 or affliction4 ,%e has a /range sweetness 9 h] m9d1 & a s+ul> piety 9 h] affections2 is mo/ j & consci5ti\s 9 all h] conduct2 & y c\ld n p]suade h] to d any?+ wrong or s9ful1 if y w\ld give h] ! :ole _w4 ,%e loves to be alone1 walk+ 9 ! fields & groves1 & seems to h "s "o invisible always commun+ ) h]4 ,& s on1 all ?r\gh h] s]aphic hi/ory4 ,n[1 if su* ?+s are too en?usia/ic1 says ! au?or ( ,a ,c>eful & a ,/rict ,enquiry into ! ,fre$om ( ! ,w1 if su* ?+s are ! (fspr+ ( a di/emp]$ bra91 let my bra9 be possess$ ev]more ( t bless$ di/emp]6 ,if ?is be di/raction1 ,i pray ,god t ! :ole _w ( mank9d may all be seiz$ ) ?is b5ign1 meek1 b5efic5t1 beatific1 glori\s di/raction6 ,! peace ( ,god t passe? all und]/&+2 rejoic+ ) joy unspeakable & full ( glory2 ,god %9+ 9 our he>ts1 to give ! light ( ! k ( ,god 9 ! face ( ,jesus ,*ri/2 ) op5 face behold+ z 9 a glass ! glory ( ,god1 & be+ *ang$ into ! same image f glory to glory1 ev5 z by ! _s ( ! ,"l2 be+ call$ out ( d>kness into m>vell\s light1 & hav+ ! day-/> arise 9 our he>ts6 ,:at a sweet di/raction is t6 ,& out ( :at a heav5ly di/emp] & out ( :at a sane en?usiasm has all t come to u6 ,m ,i w\ld speak3 b all my words are fa9t2 ,cele/ial ,love1 :at eloqu5ce c pa9t8 ,no m1 by mortal words1 c be express$1 ,b all ,et]nity %all tell ! re/4 ,,! ,,swell+ ,,( ,,jordan ,! swell+ ( ,jordan4--,j]emiah4 ,=e-fancy y\r dea?b$1 says ,samuel ,ru!r=d4 ,take an essay1 he says 9 8 greate/ book1 t p]fect m9e ( gold & jewels1 ,*ri/ ,dy+ & ,draw+ ,s9n]s to ,himself--,take an essay & a lift at y\r dea?1 & look at x be=e x actually comes to y\r door4 ,& s we %all4 ,s9ce x is appo9t$ to all m5 once to die1 & aft] dea? ! judgm5t2 & s9ce our dea? & our judgm5t are ! only two ?+s t we are absolutely sure ab\t 9 our :ole future1 we %all h5ce=? =e-fancy ^? two ev5ts mu* m ?an we h done 9 ! pa/4 ,& to assi/ u 9 t2 to quick5 our fancy1 to k9dle x1 to captivate x1 & to turn our fancy :olly to our salvation1 we h all ! entranc+ riv]-sc5es 9 ! ,pilgrim's ,progress set be=e u2 a succession ( sc5es 9 :i* ,bunyan positively revels 9 8 exquisite fancies1 clo?+ !m z he does1 all ! "t1 9 language ( ! utmo/ beauty1 t5d]ness1 pa?os1 p[]1 & dignity4 ,let u take our /&1 !n1 on ! bank ( ! riv] & wat* h[ pilgrim aft] pilgrim behaves himself 9 ^? t]rible wat]s4 ,we are all volunt>y spectators to-night1 b we %all all be compulsory p]=m]s be=e we "k :]e we are4 #a4 ,on ent]+ ! riv] ev5 ,*ri/ian sudd5ly began to s9k4 ,=e- fancy t4 ,all ! words he spake /ill t5d$ to discov] t he _h great horror ( m9d & he>ty fe>s t he w\ld die 9 t riv]2 "h also he 0 mu* 9 ! tr\blesome ?\ghts ( ! s9s he _h committ$ bo? s9ce & be=e he began to be a pilgrim4 ,=e-fancy t also1 all y conv]t$ "y m54 ,hopeful1 !re=e1 _h mu* to d to keep 8 bro!r's head above wat]2 yea1 sometimes he w\ld be q gone d[n1 & !n 9 a :ile he w\ld rise up aga9 half-dead4 ,!n ,i saw 9 my dream t ,*ri/ian 0 9 a muse a :ile2 to :om also ,hopeful add$ ?is ^w1 ,be ( good *e]2 ,jesus ,*ri/ make? !e :ole4 ,& ) t ,*ri/ian broke out ) a l\d voice1 ,:5 ?\ passe/ ?r\gh ! wat]s ,i w be ) !e1 & ?r\gh ! riv]s !y %all n ov]fl[ !e4 ,!n !y bo? took c\rage & ! enemy 0 aft] t z /ill z a /one till !y 7 gone ov]4 ,=e-fancy t also4 ,!re is "o o!r ?+ out ( t cross+ t ,i hope ,i %all rememb] :5 ,i am 9 ! riv]3 ,be ( good *e]1 said ,hopeful to 8 s9k+ fell[--,be ( good *e]1 my bro!r1 ,i feel ! bottom1 & x is good4 ,hold ,8 h& fa/1 wrote ,samuel ,ru!r=d to ,lady ,k5mure4 ,he kn[s all ! =ds4 ,y may be duck$ 9 ,8 company b nev] dr[n$4 ,put 9 y\r foot1 !n1 & wade aft] ,him4 ,& be sure y set y\r feet always ^u ! /epp+-/ones4 ,yes2 =e-fancy ^? /epp+-/ones1 & (t5 practise y\r feet ^u !m be=e ! "t4 #b4 ,good woman1 said ! po/ to ,*ri/iana1 ! wife ( ,*ri/ian ! pilgrim2 ,hail1 good woman1 ,i br+ !e tid+s t ! ,ma/] calle? = !e1 & expecte? !e to /& 9 ,8 pres5ce 9 clo!s ( immortality )9 ?is t5 days4 ,=e-fancy t also4 ,n[ ! day 0 come t %e mu/ be gone4 ,& s ! road 0 full ( p to see h] take h] j\rney4 ,b1 behold1 all ! banks beyond ! riv] 7 full ( horses & *>iots :i* 7 come d[n f above to accompany h] to ! city gate4 ,s %e came =? & ent]$ ! riv] ) a beckon ( f>ewell to ^? t foll[$ h] to ! riv]-side4 ,& ?us %e w5t & ent]$ 9 at ! gate ) all ! c]emonies ( joy t h] husb& _h done be=e h]4 ,=e-fancy1 if y c1 "s ( ^? c]emonies ( joy4 #c4 ,:5 ,mr4 ,fe>+ came to ! riv] :]e 0 no bridge1 !re aga9 he 0 9 a heavy case4 ,n[1 he said1 he %\ld be dr[n$ = ev] & nev] see t ,face ) com=t he _h come s _m miles to behold4 ,& "h also ,i took notice ( :at 0 v rem>kable2 ! wat] ( t riv] 0 l[] at ?is "t ?an ev] ,i saw x 9 all my life4 ,s he w5t ov] at la/ n mu* above wet-%od4 ,=e-fancy & =e-arrange1 if x be possible1 = a passage l t4 ,:5 he 0 go+ tip to ! gate ,mr4 ,grea!>t began to take 8 leave ( him1 & to wi% him a good reception above4 ,i %all1 he said1 ,i %all4 ,be =e-assur$1 also1 ( a reception l t4 #d4 ,9 process ( "t !re came a po/ to ! t[n aga91 & 8 bus9ess 0 ?is "t ) ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt4 ,s he inquir$ him out & said to him1 ,i am come to !e 9 ! "n ( ,him :om ?\ ha/ lov$ & foll[$1 ?\gh ^u crut*es4 ,& my message is to tell !e t ,he expects !e at ,8 table to sup ) ,him 9 ,8 k+dom ! next day aft] ,ea/]4 ,aft] ?is ,mr4 ,ready-to-halt call$ = 8 fell[- pilgrims & told !m1 say+1 ,i am s5t =1 & ,god %all surely visit y also4 ,^! crut*es1 he said1 ,i bequea? to my son t he may tread 9 my /eps1 ) a hundr$ w>m wi%es t he may prove bett] ?an ,i h done4 ,:5 he came to ! br9k ( ! riv]1 he said1 ,n[ ,i %all h no m ne$ ( ^! crut*es1 s9ce yond] are horses & *>iots = me to ride on4 ,! la/ words he 0 he>d to say 71 ,welcome life6 ,let all ready-to-halt he>ts =e-fancy all t4 #e4 ,!n ,mr4 ,feeble-m9d call$ = 8 fri5ds & told !m :at err& _h be5 br\ght to him1 & :at tok5 he _h receiv$ ( ! tru? ( ! message4 ,z = my feeble m9d1 he said1 t ,i %all leave beh9d me1 = ,i %all h no ne$ ( t 9 ! place :i!r ,i g4 ,:5 ,i am gone1 ,mr4 ,valiant1 ,i desire t y w\ld bury x 9 a dung- hill4 ,?is done1 & ! day be+ come 9 :i* he 0 to dep>t1 he ent]$ ! riv] z ! re/4 ,8 la/ words 71 ,hold out fai? & pati5ce4 ,=e-fancy su* an end z t to y\r feeble m9d also4 #f4 ,did y ev] "k a family1 or1 r1 ! relics ( a family1 :]e !re 0 j a decrepit old fa!r & a lone daught] left to nurse him ?r\gh 8 second *ildhood8 ,all 8 o!r *ildr5 are ei!r m>ri$ or dead2 b bo? m>riage & dea? h sp>$ ,miss ,mu*-afraid to wat* ov] ! dotage-days ( ,mr4 ,despond5cy2 till "o summ] aft]noon ! old man fell asleep 9 8 *air to wak5 :]e old m5 are = ev] "y4 ,& 9 a day or two !re 7 two new graves side by side 9 ! old *ur*y>d4 ,ev5 dea? c\ld n divide ?is old fa!r & 8 tru/y *ild4 ,& s :5 ! "t 0 come = !m to dep>t1 !y w5t d[n toge!r to ! br9k ( ! riv]4 ,! la/ words ( ,mr4 ,despond5cy 71 ,f>ewell night & welcome day4 ,8 daught] w5t ?r\gh ! riv] s++1 b none c\ld und]/& :at x 0 %e said4 ,=e-fancy t1 all y godly old m51 ) a daught] :o has made a husb& & *ildr5 to h]self ( h] old fa!r4 #g4 ,z ,i he> ,old ,hone/ %\t+ ,grace reigns6 ,i always rememb] :at a lady told me ab\t a say+ ( h] poor ,iri% scull]y-girl4 ,! mi/ress & ! s]vant 7 read+ ,george ,eliot's ,life toge!r 9 ! kit*51 & :5 !y came to h] dea?b$1 on ! pill[ ( :i* ,?omas ,a',kempis lay op51 ,mem1 said ! girl1 ,i us$ to read t old book 9 ! conv5t2 b x is a bett] book to live ^u ?an to die ^u4 ,n[1 t 0 exactly ,old ,hone/'s m9d4 ,he liv$ ^u "o book1 & !n he di$ ^u ano!r4 ,he liv$ accord+ to ! comm&m5ts ( ,god1 b he di$ accord+ to ! com=ts ( ! ,gospel4 ,n[1 we read 9 8 hi/ory h[ t ! riv] at t "t ov]fl[$ its banks 9 "s places4 ,b ,mr4 ,hone/ _h 9 8 lifetime spok5 to "o ,good-consci5ce to meet him at ! riv]1 ! :i* he also did1 & l5t him 8 h&1 & s help$ him ov]4 ,all ! same1 ! la/ words ( ,mr4 ,hone/ /ill 71 ,grace reigns6 ,& s he left ! _w4 ,=e- fancy :e!r or no y are mak+1 z "o has said1 an assignation ) t]ror at t same riv]-side4 #h4 ,/&fa/ 0 ! la/ ( ! pilgrims to g ov] ! riv]4 ,/&fa/ 0 left longe/ on ?is side ! riv] because 8 ,ma/] c\ld be/ tru/ him "h4 ,8 ,ma/] _h to take away _m ( ,8 o!r s]vants f ! evil to come1 b ,he c\ld tru/ ,/&fa/4 ,y c safely tru/ a man :o takes to 8 knees 9 e h\r ( temptation1 z ,/&fa/ 0 wont to d4 ,?is riv]1 he said1 has be5 a t]ror to _m4 ,yea1 ! ?\ghts ( x h (t5 fright$ me also4 ,! wat]s1 inde$1 are to ! palate bitt]1 & to ! /oma* cold2 yet ! ?\ghts ( :at ,i am go+ to1 & ( ! conduct t awaits me on ! o!r side1 do? lie z a gl[+ coal at my he>t4 ,i see myself n[ at ! end ( my j\rney1 & my toilsome days are all end$4 ,i am go+ n[ to see t head t 0 cr[n$ ) ?orns1 & t face t 0 spit ^u = me4 ,8 "n has be5 to me z a civet-box1 yea1 sweet] ?an all p]fumes4 ,8 ^w ,i did use to ga!r = my food1 & = antidotes aga9/ my fa9t+s4 ,he has held me up1 & ,i h kept myself f m9e iniquities4 ,yea1 my /eps ha? ,he /r5g!n$ 9 ! way4 ,n[1 :ile he 0 ?us 9 disc\rse 8 c\nt5ance *ang$1 8 /rong man b[$ d[n "u him1 & aft] he _h said1 ,take me1 = ,i come to ,!e1 he ceas$ to be se5 ( !m4 ,=e-fancy1 if y h ! face1 an end l t = y\rself4 ,?is1 !n1 is h[ ,*ri/ian & ,hopeful & ,*ri/iana & ,old ,hone/ & all ! re/ did 9 ! swell+ riv]4 ,b ! important po9t is1 ,,h[ ,,w ,,y ,,d8 ,h y ev] =e-fanci$ h[ y w d8 ,h y ev]1 among all y\r _m imag9+s1 imag9$ y\rself on y\r dea?b$8 ,h y ev] ?\ght y he>d ! doctor :isp]1 ,to-night8 ,h y ev] la9 l[ 9 y\r b$ & li/5$ to ! dea?-rattle 9 y\r own ?roat8 ,& h y /ill li/5$ to ! awful sil5ce 9 ! h\se aft] all 0 ov]8 ,h y ev] %ot 9 imag9ation ! dreadful gulf t /&s fix$ betwe5 life & dea?1 & betwe5 "t & et]nity8 ,h y ev] tri$ to get a glimpse be=eh& ( y\r own place :]e y w be an h\r aft] y\r dea?1 :5 !y are putt+ ! grave- clo!s on y\r /ill w>m body1 & :5 !y are measur+ y\r corpse = y\r c(f98 ,:]e w y be by t "t8 ,h y any idea8 ,c y fancy x8 ,did y ev] try8 ,& if n1 :y n8 ,my "l1 wrote ,j]emy ,taylor to ! ,e>l ( ,c>b]y1 :5 s5d+ him ! fir/ copy ( ! ,holy ,dy+1--,my "l1 x is a great art to die well1 & t art is to be le>nt by m5 9 heal?2 = he t prep>es n = dea? be=e 8 la/ sickness is l him t beg9s to /udy philosophy :5 he is go+ to dispute publicly 9 ! faculty4 ,! precepts ( dy+ well mu/ be "p ( ! /udies ( !m t live 9 heal?1 because 9 o!r notices an imp]fect /udy may be suppli$ by a frequ5t ex]cise & a r5ew$ exp]i5ce2 b "h1 if we practise imp]fectly once1 we %all nev] recov] ! error1 = we die b once2 & !re=e x is necess>y t our skill be m exact s9ce x _c be m5d$ by ano!r trial4 ,h[ wise1 !n1 h[ f>-see+1 h[ practical1 & h[ urg5t is ! prophet's *all5ge & dem&4 ,h[ wilt ?\ d 9 ! swell+ ( ,jordan8 #a4 ,well1 !n1 let u be practical be=e we close1 & let u desc5d to p>ticul>s4 ,let u take ! prophet's "q & run x ?r\gh "s p>ts & "s practices ( our daily life z already dy+ m54 ,&1 to beg9 )1 ,i h su* a great fai? 9 good books1 :e!r we are to live or die1 t ,i am impell$ to ask y all at ?is po9t1 & "u %elt] ( ?is pla9-spok5 prophet1 ,:at books h y laid 9 = y\r dea?b$1 & = ! weeks & mon?s & ev5 ye>s be=e y\r dea? b$8 ,:at d y look =w>d to be read+ :5 ,jordan is beg9n+ to swell & roll = y & to leap up t[>d y\r door/ep8 ,if y get good f good books--ev]ybody does n--b suppos+ y are "o ( ^? :o d1 :at books c y absolutely c\nt ^u1 )\t fail1 to put y 9 ! be/ possible frame = ! riv]1 & = ! convoy across1 & = ! c]emonies ( joy on ! o!r side8 ,:at special ,scriptures w y h read e day to y8 ,read1 said ,john ,knox to 8 weep+ wife1 read :]e ,i fir/ ca/ my an*or4 ,an old lady ,i once knew us$ to say to me at e visit1 ,! ,fifty-fir/ ,psalm4 ,%e 0 ! daught] ( a ,highl& m9i/]1 & ! wife ( a ,highl& m9i/]1 & ! "m ( a ,highl& m9i/]1 & ( an eld] to boot4 ,! ,fifty-fir/ ,psalm1 %e said1 & sometimes1 ,"o ( ,h>t's hymns also4 ,:at is y\r fav\rite psalm & hymn8 ,mr4 ,james ,taylor ( ,ca/le ,/reet has sev]al l>ge-type libr>ies 9 8 catalogue4 ,mr4 ,taylor might />t a mu* worse pay+ speculation ?an a l>ge-type libr>y = ! riv]-side2 or1 "s select booklets = dea?b$s4 ,! s]ies might well op5 ) ,! ,n9etie? ,psalm 9 lett]s an in* deep4 ,s*ol>s die z well z illit]ates1 & !re might be provid$ = !m1 among o!r ?+s1 ,! ,pha$o 9 two languages1 ,plato's & ,j[ett's4 ,!n ,! ,sev5 ,say+s f ! ,cross4 ,bell>m9e's ,art ( ,dy+ ,well w\ld /& well beside ,john ,bunyan's ,dy+ ,say+s4 ,&1 7 ,i ! editor1 ,i w\ld put 9 ,bi%op ,&rewes' ,private ,devotions1 if only = my own la/ use4 ,!n ,ri*>d ,baxt]'s ,sa9t's ,re/1 & ,john ,h[e's ,platonico-,puritan book1 ,bless$ness ( ! ,righte\s4 ,!n ,b]n>d's ,new ,j]usalem1 ,! ,s&s ( ,"t are s9k+1 ,rock ( ,ages1 & su* l4 ,^! are "s ( ! little books ,i h )9 rea* ( my b$ aga9/ ! h\r :5 ! po/ bl[s 8 fir/ horn = me4 ,y might tell me "s ( y\r dea?b$ fav\rites4 #b4 ,:o w be y\r mo/ welcome m9i/] dur+ y\r la/ days on e>?8 ,= :om w\ld y s5d to-night if ! po/ 7 sudd5ly to s\nd 8 horn at y\r side on y\r way home f *ur*8 ,i c well believe x w\ld n be y\r own m9i/]4 ,i h kn[n fa!rs & mo!rs 9 ?is congregation to s5d = o!r m9i/]s ?an _! own m9i/] :5 t]rible tr\ble came ^u !m1 & bo? my consci5ce & my common s5se absolutely approv$ ( ! /ep !y took4 ,five /ud5ts 7 once sitt+ & talk+ toge!r 9 a city 9 :i* !re 0 to be an execution to-morr[ morn+4 ,!y 7 talk+ ab\t ! murd]] :o 0 to be execut$ 9 ! morn+1 & ab\t ! m9i/] he _h s5t = to come to see him4 ,&1 l /ud5ts1 !y began to put x to "o ano!r--,suppose y 7 to be execut$ to-morr[1 = :at m9i/] 9 ! city1 or ev5 9 ! :ole l&1 w\ld y s5d8 ,&1 l /ud5ts aga91 !y said--,let ea* "o write d[n on a piece ( pap] ! "n ( ! m9i/] he w\ld *oose to be beside him at ! la/1 & we %all see ea* man's la/ *oice4 ,!y did s1 :5 to _! a/oni%m5t x 0 discov]$ t !y _h all writt5 ! same m9i/]'s "n6 ,i d n "k t !y all w5t to 8 *ur* e ,sabba? :ile !y 7 "y &1 well1 & n yet "u s5t5ce ( dea?4 ,i d n ?9k !y did4 ,= :5 ,i 0 9 8 *ur* !re 0 only a h&ful ( old & decay$-look+ p 9 x4 ,! *ief "p ( ! congregation seem$ to me to be a *>ity s*ool4 ,& ,i ga!r$ f all t a lesson--sev]al lessons1 & ?is among ! re/--t cr[d$ passages d n always wait ^u ! be/ pa/ors2 & ?is also1 t a waft ( dea? soon discov]s to u a true m9i/] f an incompet5t & a c\nt]feit m9i/]4 #c4 ,writ+ to "o ( 8 correspond5ts ab\t 8 correspond5t's long- drawn-out dea?b$1 ,samuel ,ru!r=d said to him1 ,x is long-drawn-out t y may h ample "t to g ov] all y\r old lett]s & all y\r /ill unsettl$ acc\nts be=e y take %ip4 ,h y any su* old lett]s ly+ /ill unansw]$8 ,h y any su* old acc\nts ly+ /ill unsettl$8 ,h y made full rep>ation & re/itution = all t y & y\rs h done amiss8 ,=e-fancy t y w soon be summon$ into ,8 pres5ce :o has said3 h]e=e1 if ?\ br+ ?y gift be=e ! alt>1 & !re rememb]e/ t ?y bro!r ha? aught aga9/ !e1 leave !re ?y gift be=e ! alt>1 & g ?y way2 fir/ be reconcil$ to ?y bro!r1 & !n come & (f] ?y gift4 ,agree ) ?9e adv]s>y quickly1 :iles ?\ art 9 ! way ) him4 ,y "k all ab\t ,zac*aeus4 ,i ne$ n tell 8 /ory ov] aga94 ,b z ,i write ^! l9es ,i take up a ,london newspap] & my eyes light on ^! l9es3 ,william ,av>y 0 a man ( rem>kable gifts1 bo? ( m9d & "*4 ,he d$icat$ ! residue ( 8 /r5g? :olly to works ( piety4 ,9 middle age he fail$ 9 bus9ess1 & 9 8 old age1 :5 bett] days came1 he look$ up su* ( 8 old cr$itors z c\ld be f\nd & divid$ among !m a sum ( sev]al ?\s& p\nds4 ,look up su* ( y\r old cr$itors z y c f9d1 & t n 9 matt]s ( money alone4 ,&1 be sure y beg9 to d x n[1 be=e ! horn bl[s4 ,=1 z sure z y take y\r keys & op5 y\r old repositories1 y w come on ?+s y _h completely =gott5 t w take m "t & m /r5g?1 ay1 & m res\rces1 ?an w !n be at y\r disposal4 ,ev5 aft] y h begun at once & done all t y c d1 y w h to d at la/ z ,samuel ,ru!r=d told ,george ,gillespie to d3 ,h& ov] all y\r bills1 paid & unpaid1 to y\r ,surety4 ,give ,him ! keys ( ! draw]1 & let ,him cle> x out = ,himself aft] y are gone4 #d4 ,& !n1 pray (t5 to ,god = a cle> m9d betwe5 ,him & y1 & = a quick1 w>m1 & heav5-hungry he>t at ! la/4 ,& take a promise f ^? :o wat* beside y\r b$ t !y w n drug & /upefy y ev5 ?\gh y %\ld ask = x4 ,:atev] y\r pa91 & x is all 9 ,god's h&1 make up y\r m9d1 if x be possible1 to be> x4 ,x _c be great] ?an ! pa9 ( ! cross1 & y\r ,savi\r w\ld n t\* _! drugs1 h[ev] well-int5d$4 ,he det]m9$ to face ! swell+ ( ,jordan & to ent] ,8 ,fa!r's h\se ) an uncl\d$ m9d4 ,try y\r v utt]mo/ to d ! same4 ,i _c believe t ! ?ief ev5 w\ld h let ! gall s mu* z t\* 8 lips aft] ,*ri/ _h said to him1 ,to-day ?\ %alt be ) ,me 9 ,p>adise6 ,well1 if y\r m9d 0 ev] cle> & ke51 let x be at its cle>e/ & its ke5e/ at ! la/4 ,let y\r m9d & y\r he>t be full ( rep5tance1 & fai?1 & love1 & hope1 & all su* say+ graces1 & let !m all be at _! fulle/ & brighte/ ex]cise1 at t mom5t4 ,be on ! v tip-toe ( expectation z ! end draws ne>4 ,ano!r pang1 ano!r gasp1 "o m unutt]able s9k+ ( he>t & fle% z if y 7 go+ d[n into ! dreadful pit--& !n ! abundant entrance1 & ! beatific vision6 ,:at wilt ?\ d !n8 ,:at wilt ?\ say !n8 ,ha/ ?\ ?y salutation & ?y song ready8 ,& :at w x be8 ,,footnotes #a ,deliv]$ ,novemb] #bg?1 #ahib4 #b ,janu>y #a/1 #ahic4