,transcrib$ f ! #ahej ,c4 ,gilp91 ,r4 ,y4 ,cl>ke1 & ,co4 edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgdpglaf4org ,,new ,,s]ies1 ,no #i4 ,,! ,,annual ,,monitor ,,= #ahea4 ,,or ,,obitu>y ,,( ,,! ,,memb]s ,,( ,,! ,,society ,,( ,,fri5ds ,9 ,great ,brita9 & ,irel&1 ,,= ,,! ,,ye> #ahej4 ,,london3 ,,sold ,,by ,c4 ,,gilp91 ,r4 ,y4 ,,cl>ke1 ,,& ,,co41 ,,d>ton ,,& ,,co41 ,,& ,e4 ,,m>%3 ,,george ,,hope1 ,,york4 #ahej4 ,,introductory ,,essay4 ,we h aga9 to pres5t to our fri5ds ! ,report ( ! ,annual ,mortality 9 ! ,society ( ,fri5ds1 9 ,great ,brita9 & ,irel&4 ,x has frequ5tly be5 obs]v$1 h[ ne>ly ! numb] ( dea?s 9 ea* ye> has approximat$1 b we h ?is ye> to notice a consid]able dim9ution 9 ! annual return4 ,we are n dispos$1 h[ev]1 to attribute ! dim9i%$ numb]s1 *iefly to any special cause connect$ ) heal?1 b consid] x r z "o ( ^? fluctuations :i* are ev] f\nd to arise 9 a s]ies ( ye>s1 9 ! mortality ( a small community4 ,! numb] ( ! dy+1 h[ev]1 may be expect$ to be>1 z respects ! av]age1 a pretty uni=m relation to ! numb] ( ! liv+4 ,& if ! fact be1 z all our late inquiries lead u to believe x is1 t we are1 ?\gh sl[ly1 a dim9i%+ body1 we mu/ expect t our av]age numb] ( dea?s w also be f\nd gradually to dim9i%4 ,we h (t5 anxi\sly pond]$ ov] ! "q1--,:y ! ,society ( ,fri5ds %\ld be a dim9i%+ body8 ,& we propose to give 9 ?is place a few ( ! ?\ghts :i* h be5 sugge/$ to u 9 ! c\rse ( our consid]ation4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 let u notice ! natural causes :i* t5d to ! decrease ( our ,society4 ,we h =m]ly %[n t ! mortality among our memb]s is less ?an 9 ! community at l>ge1 :i* s f> z x ext5ds1 is ( c\rse a reason = ! increase r ?an ! dim9ution ( our numb]s4 ,b !n we h1 on ! o!r side1 ! well- asc]ta9$ fact1 t :il/ 9 ! community at l>ge1 ! regi/]$ bir?s exce$ ! dea?s1 by #de p] c5t2 9 ! ,society ( ,fri5ds1 ! regi/]$ dea?s actually exce$ ! bir?s6 ,! cause ( ?is fact is to be f\nd1 n only 9 connection ) ! numb] :o m>ry out ( ! ,society1 b also 9 ! op]ation ( t prud5tial *eck on ent]+ into ! m>ri$ /ate1 :i* w always prevail among/ a moral p1 :]e ! means ( subsi/5ce _c easily & ) c]ta9ty be obta9$4 ,b to :atev] we may attribute ! cause1 ! fact itself is a complete answ] to ! "q--,:y we are a dim9i%+ r ?an an increas+ p8 ,x may be said1--,:y are n our religi\s pr9ciples aggressive8--,:y1 if !y be true1 d !y n f9d conv]ts among ! v>i\s ,*ri/ian communities ( our l&8--,:y1 z 9 ! e>ly times ( our ,society1 are !re n num]\s conv]sions1 & fre% bodies ( w>m-he>t$1 & s\nd-m9d$ believ]s1 add$ to our numb]s8--,^! are deeply important & v int]e/+ que/ions1 & we are will+ to (f] a few ?\ghts ^u !m1 ) ! s]i\sness & mode/y ) :i* x becomes u to speak on ! subject4 ,we believe1 t a mi/ak5 view prevails1 9 reg>d to ! true/ ,*ri/ian pr9ciple be+ t :i* w be accept$ by ! l>ge/ numb] ( p]sons4 ,! exp]i5ce ( all ! pa/ ages ( ! ,*ur* contradicts ! assumption1 & %[s cle>ly t !re is 9 man a deep- seat$ opposition to ! acceptance ( div9e tru? 9 its purity & simplicity4 ,true vital religion has ev] call$ = ! s]vice ( man's he>t to ,god1 & 9 e age1 ?is allegiance has be5 ! /ate ( ! few1 r ?an ( ! _m4 ,! hi/ory ( ! anci5t *ur* is full ( illu/rations ( ?is tru?4 ,:il/ ,moses l+]$ on ! ,m\nt1 :5ce ! *ildr5 ( ,israel knew t ! law 0 to be giv51 & f :5ce su* evid5t demon/rations ( ! div9e p[] _h be5 manife/ to ! p1 !y 7 employ$ 9 mak+ ! gold5 calf to g be=e !m1 & cry+ ^! are ?y ,gods1 ,o ,israel6 ,& :5 !y _h receiv$ ! law1 writt5 by ! f+] ( ,god1 & 7 some:at humbl$ "u ! correction ( _! s9s1 h[ few 7 !re1 :o c>ri$ out its injunctions 9 _! g5u9e _s1 & h[ _m 7 !re1 :o f "t to "t1 defil$ !mselves by ! idolatr\s s]vice ( o!r gods4 ,ev5 :5 br\ght by a /rong h&1 & an out/ret*$ arm1 att5d$ by _m palpable miracles :i* 7 wr\ght on _! behalf1 !y 7 seat$ 9 ! ,l& fl[+ ) milk & honey1 :i* _h be5 promis$ to _! fa!rs2 h[ prone 7 !y con/antly to des]t ev5 ! pr(ession ( _! fai?1 & to s]ve ! gods ( ! nations :i* !y 7 s5t to de/roy2 yet 9 all ^! times !re 7 a few1 & x 0 probably comp>atively b a few1 :o _h n b[$ ! knee to ,baal4 ,we h evid5ce ( ! same fact 9 ! hi/ory ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,! beautiful example ( ! ,savi\r1 & ! wond]ful miracles :i* he p]=m$--all = ! good ( man--fail$ to attract ! high boa/$ reason ( ! ,greek1 or ! ,roman1 or to s(t5 ! obduracy ( ! bl9d & h>d ,ph>isaic he>t$ ,jew3 x 0 /ill ! few :o _h sympa?y ) ! "* ,he exhibit$1 & ! tru?s :i* ,he spoke1 & :o f\nd ,him to be to _! s\ls ! p[] ( ,god unto salvation4 ,& ev5 :5 ^! few 7 ga!r$ toge!r1 & "u ! extraord9>y effusion ( ! ,holy ,_s1 _m 7 add$ to !m1 & ! multitude ( !m t believ$ 7 ( "o he>t & "o s\l1 !y 7 /ill comp>atively b a few4 ,! fur!r hi/ory ( ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur* may appe> to "s to exhibit a diff]5t view1 b to u x seems n less cle>ly to illu/rate ! same melan*oly tru?4 ,x is c]ta91 t dur+ ! life-"t ( ! ,apo/les1 _m by _! p[]ful prea*+1 "u ! influ5ce ( ! ,holy ,_s1 7 br\ght to rep5tance & a liv+ fai? 9 ,*ri/1 & we "k t n a few seal$ _! te/imony ) _! blood1 yet ! simplicity & ! purity ( ,*ri/ianity 7 soon m or less spoil$ by ! /ill contract$ _s & notions ( _m ( ! ,jews1 or ! false philosophy1 n entirely ab&on$1 ( ! pagan conv]ts4 ,we d\bt n1 h[ev]1 t not)/&+ ^! det]iorat+ admixtures1 !re may be said to h be5 _m--aye1 a glori\s multitude--:o held ! tru? 9 its primitive p[]1 & 9 a l>ge measure ( primitive simplicity4 ,/ill1 :5 ^! are comp>$ ) ! :ole population ( ! c\ntries :]e ! ,tru? 0 prea*$1 ! real conv]ts mu/ be spok5 ( z a few1 & ?us 0 x evid5t t !re 0 /ill an inh]5t opposition 9 man to ! re/ra9+ & purify+ doctr9es ( ! gospel ( ,*ri/4 ,& :5 9 lat] ye>s1 :ole nations & peoples 7 said to become ,*ri/ians1 x may well be d\bt$ :e!r 9 su* times !re _h n be5 z great a r$uction ( ! numb] ( true conv]ts ( old /&+1 z !re 0 addition ( ?is class among/ ! new ones4 ,*ri/ianity z pr(ess$ 9 ^? days1 _h ?r[n (f h] simple g>b1 & _h decorat$ h]self to please ! corrupt ta/e ( ! p--z ! sun & o!r heav5ly bodies 7 probably ! e>lie/ objects ( adoration to mank9d1 & 7 us$ 9 ! fir/ in/ance z /rik+ symbols ( ! light & p[] ( ! "o ,creator & ,fa!r1 s did ! pr(essors ( ,*ri/ianity1 pretty e>ly pres5t to ! p1 "s int]m$iate objects ( rev]5ce & love1 by :i* ^? :o turn$ f ! simple affiance to ! "o ,great ,r$eem] & ,high ,prie/1 might f9d a re/ suit$ to _! c>nal1 or at lea/ imp]fectly spiritual conception ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,& :5 ! temporal *ur* boa/$ ( its univ]sal sway 9 ,europe1 & its entire unity1 !re 7 probably a small] numb] ( true ,*ri/ians )9 its pale1 ?an exi/$ 9 ! mid/ ( pagan p]secutions at ! close ( ! apo/olic age4 ,let u n[ look at times ne>] to our own1 :5 ,huss1 & ,lu!r1 & ,zw+le1 by a p[] n _! own1 caus$ _m rays ( ! glori\s light ( ,tru? to %9e ^u b5ight$ nations1 & di/urb$ ! slumb]s ( ! corrupt$ *ur*4 ,great 71 & /ill are ! bless+s d]iv$ f ! great /ruggle4 ,_m ( ! bonds ( ,satan 7 brok51 & _m a heavy burd5$ s\l f\nd its long desir$ re/4 ,yet h[ soon 0 ev5 ! brightness ( ?is morn+ dimm$1 & h[ little progress did ! cause ( ! ,re=mation make aft] ! dep>ture ( ! imm$iate in/rum5ts 9 ! great movem5t4 ,9 ,switz]l&1 n inaptly call$ ! cradle ( ! ,engli% ,re=mation1 ! ,cantons :i*1 9 ! fir/ in/ance receiv$ ! tru? & jo9$ ! ,prote/ant cause1 cont9ue /ill to be> ! same "n1 b n "o :i* at t "t reta9$ ! designation ( ,ca?olic1 has s9ce become ,prote/ant3 & at ,g5eva1 :]e ,calv9 taught1 & :]e 8 doctr9es are /ill pr(ess$1 op9ions :i* 7 n less abhorr5t to him ?an ! wor/ ( ! errors ( pop]y1 are op5ly ma9ta9$4 ,^? :o n[ prea* ! vital tru?s ( ! ,re=mation1 are ! few n ! _m4 ,9 ,engl&1 ! iron rule ( ,elizabe? 9 ecclesia/ical matt]s1 & 9 p>ticul> h] requirem5t ( uni=mity ) respect to ! rags ( ,rome1 *eck$ ! real progress ( ! ,re=mation 9 ! ,engli% *ur*1 b by a reaction :i* 9 ! ord]+ ( ,div9e ,wisdom1 (t5 makes ! wra? ( man to praise him1 x appe>s to h be5 ! means ( rais+ up an increas$ antagonism to error1 9 ! p]sons ( m5 will+ to suff] & to die = ! cause ( tru?4 ,x w p]haps be admitt$ t at _m p]iods ( ! hi/ory ( :at is call$ ! ,engli% *ur*1 :il/ its nom9al memb]s numb]$ a l>ge proportion ( ! :ole population1 ! actual numb] ( ! g5u9e disciples ( ,*ri/ )9 its pale 7 9 small compass4 ,! revival 9 "s measure1 ( ! _s ( its re=m]s1 ev5 9 opposition to ! lett] ( _m ( its =mul>ies1 has1 no d\bt1 9 pa/ times1 done mu* to increase its liv+ influ5ce & usefulness1 b rec5t ev5ts h %[n h[ l>ge a portion ( its cl]gy in/ead ( go+ =w>d 9 ! "w ( ! ,re=mation1 are r desir\s ( retrograde movem5t1 & ( approximat+1 if n ( entirely return+ to ! errors ( ,rome4 ,su*1 we ought ev] to be> 9 m9d1 is ! natural t5d5cy ( man1 & s prone is he1 ev5 :5 rais$ by ! ,true ,light to a p]ception ( ! ?+s :i* are mo/ excell5t1 to s9k aga9 into ! grovell+ habits ( 8 own d>k nature4 ,we come n[ to ! ?re%old ( our own religi\s hi/ory1 & %all endeav\r to answ]1 9 sub/ance at lea/1 ! qu]ies ) :i* we comm5c$ ! pres5t inquiry4 ,x 0 c]ta9ly an extraord9>y p]iod ( our national religi\s hi/ory1 9 :i* ! ,society ( ,fri5ds arose--a "t 9 :i* old f\ndations 7 %ak51 & an e>ne/ inquiry excit$ 9 _m m9ds aft] ! way ( tru? & ( real peace to ! s\l4 ,we ?9k t x is n assum+1 to express our belief1 t a rem>kable ext5sion ( spiritual light & en]gy 0 ext5d$ to ! p ( ,engl&1 9 t day1 :5 ,george ,fox1 & 8 e>ly associates1 w5t =? ?r\gh ! l5g? & bread? ( ! l&1 & f\nd s extraord9>y a prep>ation = _! s]vice 9 ! he>ts ( _! fell[-c\ntrym54 ,! fir/ prea*]s knew a be+ made ,*ri/ians !mselves1 be=e !y w5t =? to call o!rs to ,*ri/--:at a deep s5se ( s9 & ( its hatefulness 9 ! sight ( ,god--:at e>ne/ness1 or r agoniz+ 9 pray]--:at joy 9 ! s5se ( ! true k ( ,*ri/1 & ( communion ) him 9 ,_s--:at subsequ5t wat*fulness & reliance ^u him 9 e /ep ( _! c\rse--:at zeal 9 mak+ kn[n ! tru? :i* !y _h f\nd1 & :at con/ancy 9 suff]+ = x1 yea ?9k+ x all joy t !y 7 c\nt$ wor?y to suff] = ! "n ( ,*ri/6--,su* 7 ! m5 :o 7 h]alds ( our religi\s ,society1 & by ^: in/rum5tality ?\s&s at lea/1 7 conv9c$ ( ! tru?2 l>ge numb]s ( :om gave evid5ce t !y 7 n only conv9c$1 b conv]t$ to ,god4 ,ne$ we !n wond] at _! success8 ?\gh /ill comp>$ ) ! numb]s to :i* !y prea*$1 ! conv]ts may be said to h be5 few4 ,x 0 /ill ! _m1 :o if br\ght to see z x 7 _! face 9 a glass1 w5t away & /raightway =got :at mann] ( m5 !y 74 ,we believe t ! numb] ( p]sons :o w5t "u ! "n ( ,fri5ds1 9 ,great ,brita9 & ,irel&1 at ! close ( ! #ag? c5tury1 0 at lea/ ?ree times z great z x is at ! pres5t "t4 ,x w be 9 accordance ) our object1 to endeav\r to indicate :at may h be5 ! *ief causes ( ! susp5sion ( ^? active measures :i* we h call$ aggressive1--?\gh full ( love1 & :i* m>k$ ! e>ly p]iods ( our ,society4 ,an hi/orian ( ! *ur*1 :o 0 n ins5sible ( :at con/itutes true religi\s en]gy1 has /at$1 t extraord9>y revivals ( ?is k9d1 h r>ely be5 ma9ta9$ 9 _! primitive vig\r m ?an ab\t =ty ye>s4 ,r m ?an t "t elaps$ betwe5 ! comm5cem5t ( ,george ,fox's lab\rs & _! close1 at ! "t ( 8 dea?4 ,ab\t eight days previ\s to t ev5t1 he att5d$ a meet+ ( m9i/]s1 9 ,london1 & "o ( ^? :o 0 pres5t says3 ,i mu* m9d$ 8 exhortation to u1 enc\rag+ fri5ds t h gifts to make use ( !m2 m5tion+ _m c\ntries beyond ! seas t want$ visit+1 in/anc+ ! lab\rs & h>d travels ( fri5ds 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! spread+ ( tru? 9 our days1 9 break+ up ( c\ntries1 & ( ! r\gh pl\gh+ !y _h 9 /eeple h\ses1 c41 b t n[ x 0 m easy2 & he compla9$1 t !re 7 _m ,demases & ,ca9s :o embrac$ ! pres5t _w1 & encumb]$ !mselves ) _! own bus9ess1 & neglect$ ! ,"l's1 & s 7 good = no?+2 & he said1 !y t _h wives1 %\ld be z ?\gh !y _h none2 & :o goe? a w>f>e %\ld n entangle himself ) ! ?+s ( ?is _w4 ,?is *>act]i/ic extract w sugge/1 probably1 to _m read]s1 our object 9 quot+ x4 ,if !re 0 cause = ! repro( convey$ 9 x 9 t day1 9 :i* we "k ! primitive zeal /ill burn$ brightly1 :at mu/ we say ( ! subsequ5t1 & ( ! pres5t /ate ( our little *ur*6 ,long aft] ! dea? ( ,george ,fox1 !re cont9u$ to be a l>ge increase to ! numb]s ( fri5ds2 _m :o _h be5 wise & great 9 ?is _w1 7 made to rejoice 9 ! lay+ d[n ( _! outw>d wisdom1 & 9 sitt+ d[n 9 deep humility to le>n ( ,jesus1 by ! tea*+ ( ! ,holy ,_s 9 ! he>t4 ,^! 7 prep>$ boldly to decl>e ,god's controv]sy ) s91 & ! means by :i* x might be subdu$1 n omitt+ to proclaim ! alone gr\nd ( a s9n]'s p>don ?r\gh ! propitiatory sacrifice ( our ,"l & ,savi\r ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,we believe c]ta9ly t x has nev] be5 p]mitt$ to our ,society to be )\t its fai?ful lab\r]s 9 ! gospel1 or )\t _m s9c]e confessors ( its doctr9es1 :o1 by life & conv]sation1 h be5 true prea*]s to _! bre?r51 & to ! _w 9 g5]al4 ,yet we mu/ confess1 t :il/ z a ,society1 we cont9ue to pr(ess ! same religi\s views z 7 held & promulgat$ by our e>ly ,fri5ds1 we fe> we d n come up 9 practice to t pure /&>d to :i* !y atta9$4 ,! door is op5 to all ! _w1 yet we sit at ease 9 our ceil$ h\ses4 ,_m ar\nd u are hung]+ & ?ir/+ = ! k ( ,god1 yet we are occupi$ ) our f>ms & our m]*&ise4 ,let u n be inquir+1 ,:at %all ?is man d1 or :at %\ld ! o!r h done8 b rememb]+ ! repro(1 ,:at is t to !e1 foll[ ?\ ,me1 submit ourselves to t humbl+1 b prep>+ h&1 :i* 0 s signally display$ 9 ! cause ( ^? :o 7 engag$ 9 ! plant+ & wat]+ ( our religi\s ,society4 ,!n might we aga9 hope to witness an increase ( spiritual life & vig\r 9 ! body1 & ?us become z a city set ^u a hill1 t c\ld n be hid4 ,,! ,,annual ,,monitor4 ,,obitu>y4 ,age4 ,"t ( ,decease4 ,,hannah ,,abbott1 ,?orley1 ,essex4 #hh #aamo4 #ai #ahdi ,,m>?a ,,ady1 ,london4 #ha #cmo4 #bc #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,airey1 ,k5dal4 ,wid[4 #ha #emo4 #f #ahej ,,william ,,ald]son1 ,w9t]scale1 ,g>sdale1 ,york%ire4 #fi #emo4 #b #ahej ,,rebecca ,,alex&]1 ,goldrood1 ,ipswi*4 ,wid[ ( ,samuel ,alex&]4 #gb #abmo4 #ac #ahdi ,,edw>d ,,alex&]1 ,lim]ick4 ,son ( ! late ,edw>d ,alex&]4 #bj #bmo4 #a #ahej ,,joseph ,,all51 ,dunm[1 ,essex4 ,a ,m9i/]4 #gf #imo4 #ba #ahdi ,,s>ah ,,all51 ,bri/ol4 ,a ,m9i/]4 #gg #fmo4 #a #ahej ,,eleanor ,,all51 ,ballitore4 ,wife ( ,h5ry ,all54 #di #cmo4 #d #ahej ,,ann ,,allis1 ,bri/ol4 ,wife ( ,hagg] ,allis4 #fe #hmo4 #cj #ahej ,,john ,,allison1 ,durham4 #eg #fmo4 #a #ahej ,,rob]t ,,alsop1 ,maldon1 ,essex4 ,a ,m9i/]4 #gb #gmo4 #ba #ahej ,,sophia ,,appleton1 ,/oke ,new+ton4 ,wife ( ,john ,appleton4 #di #cmo4 #bh #ahej ,,william ,,a%by1 ,h\nsl[4 #fa #amo4 #g #ahej ,,hannah ,c4 ,,backh\se1 ,polam ,hill1 ,d>l+ton4 ,a ,m9i/]4 ,wid[ ( ,jona?an ,backh\se4 #b #fc #emo4 #f #ahej ,,george ,,bak]1 ,askham ,field1 ,york4 ,an ,eld]4 #ga #amo4 #bf #ahej ,he 0 "o :o rememb]$ 8 ,creator 9 ! days ( 8 y\?1 & :o prov$ 9 8 own exp]i5ce1 t ! fe> ( ! ,"l is n only ! beg9n+ ( wisdom1 b t x is also a f\nta9 ( life pres]v+ f ! sn>es ( dea?4 ,8 e>ne/ desire 0 to be f\nd walk+ acceptably be=e ,god2 & :ile a "y man1 he became greatly di/ress$ at be+ ov]come by dr[s9ess 9 meet+s = wor%ip4 ,on "o occasion1 :5 ?is _h be5 ! case1 he retir$ to a seclud$ spot1 "u a h$ge1 :]e1 ) _m te>s1 he p\r$ =? 8 pray]s = deliv]ance f ?is besetm5t4 ,_m ye>s aft]w>ds1 :5 accompany+ a fri5d on a religi\s visit to ! families ( t meet+1 he po9t$ out ! place1 & rem>k$ ) expressions ( gratitude1 t f t "t1 he did n rememb] hav+ be5 ov]come 9 ! same mann]4 ,he 0 deeply impress$ ) ! words ( 8 ,savi\r3 ,all ?+s :atsoev] ye w\ld t m5 %\ld d to y1 d ye ev5 s to !m1 & he s c>ri$ ?is precept out into practice1 z to become rem>kable = 8 uprightness ( "*1 & = 8 consid]ation = o!rs4 ,! foll[+ circum/ances pres5t in/ructive examples ( ! k9dly sympa?y ( ?is good ,sam>itan3 ,on ! occurr5ce ( a malignant fev]1 9 "o ( ! ea/]n dales ( ,york%ire1 :ile he resid$ 9 t di/rict1 he left 8 own home = sev]al weeks1 to nurse "s ( 8 neighb\rs :o _h become affect$ ) ! disease1 devot+ 8 :ole "t to ! sick1 :ile dread ( infection r5d]$ x difficult = him to obta9 assi/ance 9 ?is (fice ( m]cy4 ,aft] 8 removal into ! neighb\rhood ( ,york1 & at a "t :5 _m p]sons 7 return+ pa/ 8 premises f a conte/$ ,election1 & "s ( !m s mu* intoxicat$ z to be incapable ( tak+ c>e ( !mselves2 fe>+ le/ any sev]e accid5t %\ld befall !m :ile 9 ?is condition1 he took sev]al ( !m f ! highway1 & lodg$ !m 9 "o ( 8 ou?\ses1 dismiss+ !m on ! foll[+ morn+ ) suitable b k9d admonition4 ,& :5 numb]s ( ! ,iri% poor 7 driv5 f _! own c\ntry by fam9e1 & w&]$ ab\t 9 ?is l& = lack ( bread1 he %elt]$ _m ( !m 9 8 out-build+s & m9i/]$ to _! necessities4 ,george ,bak] occupi$ ! /ation ( ,eld] = _m ye>s1 ex]cis+ a fa!rly c>e 9 ! *ur*1 & ext5d+ c\nsel or enc\ragem5t1 z he saw occasion1 ) a simplicity & godly s9c]ity :i* gave him great place among/ 8 fri5ds4 ,he 0 (t5 appli$ to by 8 neighb\rs = c\nsel1 & z a peace-mak]2 & 9 s]v+ !m 0 rem>kable = 8 pati5ce1 self-d5ial1 & success4 ,9 8 latt] ye>s1 8 p[]s bo? ( body & m9d fail$ greatly1 9 consequ5ce ( an accid5t :i* he met )1 :ile 9 ! pursuit ( 8 occupation z a f>m]2 b hav+ work$ :ile x 0 day1 he 0 pres]v$ ?r\gh a p]iod :i* might be spok5 ( z a night1 9 :i* no man c\ld "w2 s t love1 t badge ( disciple%ip ) ,*ri/1 %one brightly 9 8 la/ mom5ts1 z f "u ! m>g9 ( a d>k cl\d1 & a solemn feel+ ( peace ) ,god1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/1 p]vad$ 8 dy+ h\rs4 ,,elizabe? ,g4 ,,b>clay1 ,wal?am/[4 ,daught] ( ,joseph ,g4 ,b>clay4 #b #hmo4 #ca #ahdi ,,rob]t ,,b>k]1 ,*eadle1 ,man*e/]4 #fb #imo4 #bh #ahej ,,?omas ,,baynes1 ,ba9bridge1 ,york%ire4 #gj #emo4 #ad #ahej ,,?omas ,,beakbane1 ,liv]pool4 #ej #dmo4 #ad #ahej ,,ra*el ,,beeby1 ,allonby4 #fe #abmo4 #ae #ahdi ,,m>y ,,anne ,,bell1 ,belfa/4 ,daught] ( ,?omas & ,s>ah ,bell4 #ci #bmo4 #bc #ahej ,,m>y ,,b5+ton1 ,wakefield4 ,a ,m9i/]4 ,wife ( ,george ,b5+ton4 #ee #fmo4 #h #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,b5nis1 ,clonmel4 ,daught] ( ! late ,william ,b5nis ( ,lim]ick4 #af #bmo4 #bd #ahej ,,phoebe ,,b5t1 ,sutton-9-,a%field1 ,nott+ham%ire4 ,wid[ ( ,joseph ,b5t ( ,/ockport4 #he #hmo4 #ae #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,b5tley1 ,ipswi*4 ,daught] ( ,?omas ,f4 & ,m>ia ,b5tley4 #af #aamo4 #bh #ahdi ,,m>y ,,b5well1 ,sidcot4 #ej #amo4 #ac #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,bewley1 ,rockville1 ,dubl94 ,daught] ( ,?omas & ,rebecca ,bewley4 #c #amo4 #af #ahej ,,william ,,b9ns1 ,poole4 ,an ,eld]4 #ha #dmo4 #aj #ahej ,we h (t5 _h to obs]ve1 t _m ( our fri5ds1 :o h liv$ to a good old age1 & :o h be5 lov$ & hon\r$ 9 _! respective /ations1 z upright pill>s 9 ! *ur*1 h left b few writt5 memorials ( _! c\rse = ! in/ruction ( o!rs2 :il/ encompass$ ) infirmities1 & look+ = ! help ( ! ,"l's ,_s to resi/ _! manifold temptations & easily besett+ s9s1 !y h be5 enabl$ to pursue ! ev5 t5or ( _! way1 seek+ ?r\gh div9e grace to fulfil ! day's "w1 9 ! day "t1 & hop+ to he> at la/ ! call ( m]cy into "o ( ! _m mansions prep>$ by ,him1 :o has lov$ !m & di$ = !m4 ,we love to dwell ^u ?is class ( our dep>t$ fri5ds1 & )\t und]valu+ ^? ^: gifts h be5 m prom95t1 or :om circum/ances h r5d]$ m conspicu\s 9 our pages1 we s9c]ely desire t ^! m hidd51 b n less valuable p>ts ( ! spiritual build+1 may ev] be hon\r$ among/ u4 ,su* an "o 0 our late fri5d1 ,william ,b9ns4 ,x 0 dur+ 8 appr5tice%ip t1 "u ! m9i/ry ( two wom5 fri5ds1 engag$ 9 a family visit1 he 0 p[]fully awak5$ to ! et]nal int]e/s ( 8 s\l1 & ?r\gh div9e grace1 ! impression made1 0 ( s decid$ a "*1 t putt+ 8 h& to ! ,*ri/ian pl\gh1 he look$ n back4 ,he 0 greatly conc]n$ = ! true welf>e ( our religi\s ,society1 & 9 ! di/rict 9 :i* he resid$ 0 em95tly useful2 c>+ = ! flock ov] :i* ! good ,%eph]d _h made him an ov]se]4 ,/]l+ integrity & uprightness m>k$ 8 "*2 8 judgm5t 0 cle> & s\nd1 & 0 frequ5tly giv5 9 compreh5sive & p]t95t language1 free f all sup]flu\s expression4 ,he took a v l[ e/imate ( 8 own atta9m5ts1 & 0 humbl$ "u a s5se ( 8 %ortcom+s2 z ! %ad[s ( ev5+ 7 clos+ ar\nd him1 he frequ5tly & feel+ly intimat$1 t !re 0 = him1 b "o gr\nd ( fai? & hope1 ! free m]cy ( ,god 9 ,jesus ,*ri/ 8 ,savi\r2 su* 0 ! subject ( 8 frequ5t expression to 8 fri5ds1 & !y rejoice 9 ! belief t hav+ 9 8 long pilgrimage tak5 up 8 cross1 & s\ght above all ?+s to foll[ ,*ri/1 s 9 ! end he 0 prep>$ to ent] into ! et]nal joys ( 8 ,"l4 ,,george ,,b9ns1 ,brad=d4 #eb #hmo4 #bf #ahej ,,emma ,,b9ns1 ,sund]l&4 ,daught] ( ,h5ry ,b9ns4 #f #hmo4 #bb #ahej ,,william ,,black1 ,cock]m\?4 #ga #imo4 #bj #ahdi ,,joseph ,,black1 ,lisburn4 #bb #emo4 #bc #ahej ,,?omas ,,b[ry1 ,/epney4 #fg #dmo4 #bg #ahej ,,rob]t ,,wm4 ,,brightw51 ,newca/le-on-,tyne4 ,son ( ,*>les ,brightw54 #d #cmo4 #f #ahej ,,?omas ,,br[n1 ,cir5ce/]4 ,a ,m9i/]4 #hd #ajmo4 #ac #ahdi ,,amelia ,,br[n1 ,luton4 ,a ,m9i/]4 ,wife ( ,ri*>d ,m>ks ,br[n4 #fb #abmo4 #g #ahdi ,?is belov$ fri5d 0 privileg$ beyond _m 9 ! pi\s c>e ex]cis$ 9 h] religi\s tra9+4 ,%e became e>ly acqua9t$ ) ! tea*+s ( div9e grace1 & f *ildhood1 appe>s highly to h valu$ ! holy scriptures4 ,x 0 frequ5tly h] practice to set ap>t "s portion ( ! day = private retirem5t & m$itation1 & 9 ?us seek+ to wait ^u ! ,"l = ! r5ewal ( h] spiritual /r5g?1 %e 0 fav\r$ to "k times ( refre%+1 & a gr[? 9 pure & undefil$ religion4 ,%e lov$ ! tru? 9 s9c]ity1 & h] m9d 0 enri*$ 9 ! in/ructive contemplation ( its ord]1 excell5ce & beauty1 & ! b5ign & salut>y influ5ce x has on ^? :o obey its requisitions3 f]v5tly %e crav$ = an increase ( fai? & /r5g?1 t %e might be f\nd among ! call$1 & *os51 & fai?ful4 ,i felt1 %e rem>ks on "o occasion1 z if ,i c\ld make any sacrifice call$ =2 ! language ( my m9d is almo/ cont9ually1 :at %all ,i r5d] unto ! ,"l = all 8 b5efits4 ,"u ! appreh5sion t x w\ld be requir$ ( h] publicly to be> te/imony to ! p[] & suffici5cy ( div9e grace1 h] m9d 0 greatly humbl$1 & "u ! pressure ( religi\s ex]cise1 %e ?us records h] feel+s3 ,sweetly t5d]$ 9 my room1 & crav$ = /r5g?1 fully & unres]v$ly1 to yield all to ,him1 :o /ill 9 m]cy visits me2 if consi/5t ) div9e goodness1 may my m9d be m illum9at$1 t ,i may m cle>ly di/+ui% betwe5 my own w & ! ,"l's requir+s4 ,%e 0 record$ a m9i/] 9 #ahbc2 & on ?is important ev5t %e obs]ves3 ,feel+ "s quietude1 humble desires are preval5t t ,i may inde$ be wat*ful4 ,de>e/ ,"l6 be pleas$ to he> my feeble ?\gh s9c]e aspirations aft] increas+ /r5g? & wisdom4 ,?\ kn[e/ t ,i feel awfully fe>ful le/ ,i %\ld br+ any %ade on ?y bless$ cause4 ,h] connection 9 m>ri$ life1 introduc$ h] into a l>ge family1 ! duties ( :i* %e *e]fully p]=m$ ) mat]nal solicitude1 & %e became closely unit$ 9 bonds ( affection to ! sev]al bran*es ( ! dome/ic circle1 anxi\sly promot+ _! religi\s & moral welf>e4 ,9 m9i/ry1 ?is de> fri5d 0 p]t95t & edify+1 at times close & se>*+2 9 ! ex]cise ( h] gift1 %e travell$ at diff]5t int]vals 9 sev]al ( ! ,engli% c\nties4 ,9 ! summ] ( #ahdh h] heal? began to decl9e2 h] demean\r "u pa9 & suff]+ ev9c$ h] humble dep5d5ce ^u ! ,"l1 & ! language ( h] s\l 01 n my w1 b ?9e1 oh ,fa!r1 be done6 ,"s alleviation 0 p]mitt$1 & %e s f> recov]$ z to be able to assemble ) h] fri5ds = div9e wor%ip2 on ^! occasions1 h] communications ev9c$ h] undim9i%$ int]e/ 9 ! cause ( tru? & righte\sness4 ,9 ! la/ meet+ %e att5d$1 %e b[$ ! knee 9 solemn supplication1 crav+ = h]self & ^? pres5t1 ! atta9m5t ( p]fect purity & hol9ess1 & t ?is might be ! *ief conc]n ( _! lives4 ,a few days aft]1 %e 0 seiz$ ) p>alysis1 & al?\gh consci\sness 0 n entirely effac$1 %e said b little2 %e reta9$ a grateful s5se ( h] _m m]cies1 & a f]v5t affection t[>ds h] husb& & ne> connections4 ,gradually decl9+1 %e pass$ away z fall+ into a sweet sleep1 & we _c d\bt ex*ang$ ! tribulations ( "t1 = ! blissful joys ( et]nity4 ,,joseph ,,/&9 ,,br[n1 ,hit*94 #fj #fmo4 #bg #ahej ,,s>ah ,,br[n1 ,pre/on ,cr[m>%1 ,oxon4 ,wife ( ,ri*>d ,m4 ,br[n1 junior4 #cf #cmo4 #ca #ahej ,,george ,,brumell1 ,scotby4 #gb #bmo4 #bc #ahej ,,a% ,,budge1 ,camborne1 ,r$ru?4 ,wife ( ,john ,budge4 #ec #dmo4 #aj #ahej ,9 an unexpect$ h\r1 & 9 ! enjoym5t ( usual heal?1 x pleas$ our heav5ly ,fa!r to lay 8 h& ( affliction ^u ?is de> fri5d1 & aft] a sev]e illness ( ab\t f\r weeks1 to ga!r h]1 z we rev]5tly believe1 into ! re/ :i* rema9e? = ! p ( ,god4 ,x appe>s1 t 9 e>ly life1 ! grace :i* br+e? salvation1 wr\ght effectually 9 h] he>t1 s t h] surviv+ relatives _c recall ! "t :5 ! fe> ( ,god did n influ5ce h] conduct2 h] pi\s "m1 :o = _m ye>s fill$ ! /ation ( ,eld] 9 our ,society2 0 deeply int]e/$ 9 ! religi\s welf>e ( h] *ildr51 & e>ne/ly s\ght1 9 ! morn+ ( _! day1 to imbue _! m9ds ) ! pr9ciples & precepts ( ! gospel ( ,*ri/1 & h] lab\rs ( love 9 ref]5ce to ?is belov$ daught] 7 graci\sly own$4 ,f h] *ildhood1 %e 0 m ?an commonly dutiful & affectionate to h] p>5ts1 r>ely giv+ !m any cause = uneas9ess2 an ag$ gr&mo!r also1 :o resid$ = _m ye>s ) !m1 %e wait$ on ) su* t5d] c>e1 z to call =? ! expression ( h] belief1 t a bless+ w\ld re/ on h] on t acc\nt4 ,great meekness1 t5d]ness1 & humility clo!d h] m9d1 n only ?r\gh\t ! season ( h] affliction1 b = a long c\rse ( previ\s ye>s1 b9d+ h] 9 v t5d] bonds to h] husb& & *ildr51 z well z to h] o!r ende>$ relatives & fri5ds4 ,x appe>s1 f ! fir/ day on :i* h] illness assum$ a m s]i\s "*1 t an impression p]vad$ h] m9d1 t x w\ld be unto dea?1 & accompany+ ?is impression1 a deep & e>ne/ desire = entire resignation to ! div9e w2 & ?is desire 0 graci\sly answ]$2 = dur+ ! p]iod ( h] illness1 h] resignation1 & consequ5t tranquillity1 7 inde$ rem>kable2 att5d$ by a preci\s measure ( ! peace ( ,god :i* passe? all und]/&+4 ,s fully 0 ?is ! case1 & s little ( ! appe>ance ( dea? accompani$ h] illness1 t a lively hope ( h] re/oration to heal?1 01 ev5 to ! la/ day ( h] life1 e>ne/ly *]i%$ by ^? ar\nd h]1 & 9 addition to ?is1 su* 0 ! nature ( h] disease1 t great /illness & un9t]rupt$ re/ 7 consid]$ necess>y2 ?us circum/anc$1 :il/ bo? h] m9d1 & _! m9ds1 7 abundantly satisfi$ ) ! preci\s evid5ce ( ! love ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 %$ abroad 9 h] he>t1 !y 7 n anxi\s = mu* expression1 or c>eful to commit to writ+ :at1 f season to season1 fell f h] lips2 feel+ t h] m9d wore ?anksgiv+ to h] ,mak]4 ,%e ev9c$1 ?r\gh\t h] m>ri$ life1 a deep int]e/ 9 ! well- be+ ( h] t5d]ly belov$ *ildr51 mak+ x h] frequ5t practice to sp5d "s portion ( h] "t 9 retirem5t ) !m1 9 read+ ! holy scriptures & 9 pray]2 & ?is int]e/ increas+ly appe>$ z %e lay on ! b$ ( affliction1 hav+ !m daily 9 h] *amb]1 & aga9 & aga91 9 t5d] affection1 impress+ on _! m9ds ! importance ( div9e & et]nal ?+s1 urg+ !m to walk 9 ! way ( ,god's comm&m5ts1 & to reg>d 8 fav\r & approbation z ! "o ?+1 beyond all o!r ?+s1 necess>y bo? to _! pres5t peace & ev]la/+ salvation3 simil> c\nsel 0 also ext5d$ to ! o!r memb]s ( h] h\sehold & family1 to ! fri5ds :o k9dly visit$ h]1 to h] m$ical att5dants1 & to h] neighb\rs4 ,m might be said 9 ref]5ce to ! ,*ri/ian graces :i* m>k$ ! "* ( ?is belov$ fri5d1 b ! object is n to magnify ! creature1 b to set =? ! excell5cy & suffici5cy ( ! grace :i* is f ,god our ,fa!r1 & ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 & by ! effectual op]ation ( :i*1 %e 0 :at %e 04 ,! la/ words %e address$ to h] t5d]ly belov$ husb& 73 ,all is well3 & aga91 %ortly be=e ! f9al close3 ,my f\ndation is on ! ,rock2 t ,rock1 we und\bt+ly believe1 :i* no tempe/ ov]?r[s4 ,,rebecca ,,c&l]1 ,ea/ ,hill1 ,col*e/]4 #ee #emo4 #h #ahej ,,s>ah ,,c>son1 ,liv]pool4 ,wife ( ,william ,c>son4 #ei #bmo4 #ba #ahej ,,hannah ,,c>t]1 ,pre/on4 ,daught] ( ,?omas & ,m>y ,c>t]4 #d #gmo4 #ab #ahej ,,hannah ,,casson1 ,hull4 ,daught] ( ,b5jam9 ,casson4 #ad #hmo4 #bb #ahej ,,hannah ,,catl91 ,london4 ,di$ at ,york4 #fb #cmo4 #bf #ahej ,,william ,,*antl]1 ,lewes4 #gh #bmo4 #ae #ahej ,,daniel ,,*apman1 ,ree?4 #bd #abmo4 #bi #ahdi ,,william ,,*eseld51 ,ipswi*4 #he #abmo4 #ag #ahdi ,,john ,,*ri/mas1 ,colne ne> ,e>i?4 #hg #gmo4 #g #ahej ,,m>y ,,*ri/y1 ,woodbank1 ,lurgan4 ,daught] ( ! late ,john ,*ri/y1 ( ,/ramore4 #cc #amo4 #bc #ahej ,,?omas ,,cl>k1 ,bridgewat]4 ,a ,m9i/]4 #ia #fmo4 #af #ahej ,,samuel ,,cl>k1 ,l[] ,grange1 ,irel&4 #fh #abmo4 #bh #ahdi ,,joseph ,,cl>k1 ,s\?ampton4 ,an ,eld]4 #he #emo4 #be #ahej ,,susan ,,clemes1 ,ackwor?4 ,daught] ( ,samuel & ,jane ,clemes4 #a #dmo4 #a #ahej ,,john ,,b>clay ,,clibborn1 ,dun] ,mills1 ,clonmel4 #hj #cmo4 #bb #ahej ,,jo%ua ,,coleby1 ,alton4 ,an ,eld]4 #gc #cmo4 #be #ahej ,,m>y ,,cooke1 ,liv]pool4 ,wid[ ( ,john ,cooke4 #fh #abmo4 #i #ahdi ,,m>y ,,coop]1 ,brigh\se4 ,a ,m9i/]4 ,wid[ ( ,?omas ,coop]4 #gi #dmo4 #bj #ahej ,,m>?a ,,coop]1 ,lockwood1 ,hudd]sfield4 ,wid[ ( ,john ,coop]1 ( ,brigh\se4 #fe #imo4 #ad #ahdi ,,joseph ,,cov5try1 ,/oke ,new+ton4 #gj #bmo4 #ag #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,crapp1 ,truro4 #fd #amo4 #bb #ahej ,,m>y ,,crawe1 ,norwi*4 ,wid[ ( ,spic] ,crawe4 #gg #cmo4 #h #ahej ,,tabi?a ,,crosl&1 ,brad=d4 ,wife ( ,rob]t ,crosl&4 #de #ajmo4 #bi #ahdi ,,ra*el ,,cur*91 ,ipswi*4 ,di$ at ,york4 #ej #amo4 #bj #ahej ,,william ,,curtis1 ,alton4 #gi #ajmo4 #ac #ahdi ,,francis ,,d>by1 ,sunniside1 ,coalbrookdale4 #fg #cmo4 #bj #ahej ,,samuel ,,davis1 ,ald]%aw1 ,g>sdale1 ,york%ire4 #ha #emo4 #cj #ahej ,,edw9 ,,dawes1 ,/oke ,new+ton4 #ch #ajmo4 #bg #ahdi ,,anna ,,m>ia ,,day1 ,saffron ,wald54 #fh #aamo4 #h #ahdi ,,gulielma ,,deane1 ,reigate4 ,daught] ( ,james & ,s>ah ,deane4 #ah #aamo4 #d #ahdi ,,s>ah 7,sally7 ,,deaves1 ,eglant9e1 ,cork4 ,daught] ( ,reub5 & ,s>ah ,deaves4 #bb #ajmo4 #c #ahdi ,! sudd5 dea?1 by ,*ol]a1 ( ?is de> "y fri5d1 caus$ at ! "t a v lively emotion among a wide circle ( fri5ds4 ,%e 0 ! only & mu* belov$ *ild ( h] b]eav$ p>5ts2--naturally ( a mo/ amiable disposition1 & ( t lively temp]am5t :i* gives a peculi> ze/ to life & all its pass+ enjoym5ts1 %e diffus$ ar\nd h] some:at ( ! buoyancy & sun%9e :i* seem$ ev] to att5d h] own /eps4 ,?us attractive & admir$1 & dr9k+ l>gely ( ! cup ( pres5t pleasures1 ! ?\ghts ( ! future appe> to h _h b little place 9 h] m9d4 ,9 a /ate ( excell5t heal?1 %e _h gone to ,m\ntmelick to pass a few weeks ) "s ne> relatives1 :5 %e 0 seiz$ ) ! disord] :i*1 9 a few h\rs1 clos$ h] life4 ,^? h\rs 7 pass$ 9 mu* bodily suff]+1 b sor] /ill 7 ! conflicts ( h] m9d4 ,! scales :i* _h prev5t$ h] f see+ ! real wor? ( life & ! awful realities ( ! future1 at once fell f h] eyes1 & %e saw or r felt ) indescribable cle>ness1 t ! great tru?s :i* app]ta9 to ! welf>e ( ! s\l belong alike to ! "y & ! heal?y1 to ! sick & ! dy+4 ,%e saw t %e _h be5 liv+ to h]self & n to ,god1 & ?is1 :atev] p>ticul>s %e might lam5t1 0 ! heavy burd5 ( h] awak5$ _s4 ,9 ! dep?s ( contrition1 & 9 ! e>ne/ness ( fai?1 %e 0 enabl$ to pray to h] heav5ly ,fa!r1 & ,savi\r1 to draw ne> & to h m]cy ^u h]4 ,?us pass$ "s h\rs nev] to be =gott54 ,! rapid progress ( h] disease h>dly all[$ "t = mu* fur!r m5tal ex]cise or expression4 ,%e sank into a /ate ( quietude ( body & ( m9d4 ,& :5 all 0 ov]1 ! sorr[+ p>5ts 7 condol$ 9 ! hope1 t ! pray]s ( _! belov$ *ild _h be5 he>d1 ?r\gh ! m]cy ( ,him :o nev] turn$ away 8 e> f ! truly rep5tant suppliant4 ,:at lessons does ?is brief n>rative (f] to survivors4 ,awfully does x speak to ! *ildr5 ( pleasure1 ( ! ine/imable value ( ! s\l--( ! importance ( "t--( ! folly ( liv+ 9 =getfulness ( ,god1 & unm9dful ( _! high de/9y z immortal be+s4 ,:at a light does x ?r[ on ! responsibility ( p>5ts2 & :il/ af=d+ no enc\ragem5t to delay 9 ! hope ( a dea?-b$ rep5tance1 :at a view does x op5 ( ! inf9ite m]cy ( our heav5ly ,fa!r 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,,m>?a ,,dell1 ,birm+ham4 ,wid[ ( ,joseph ,h4 ,dell1 ( ,e>ls ,colne4 #gh #dmo4 #cj #ahej ,,samuel ,,dick9son1 ,d5bydale1 ,highflatts1 ,york%ire4 #gi #bmo4 #ai #ahej ,,edw>d ,,d\bl$ay1 ,h>r+ton ,squ>e1 ,we/m9/]4 #ch #aamo4 #ad #ahdi ,,isabella ,,d[bigg91 ,pre/on4 ,wid[4 #ge #gmo4 #bf #ahej ,,joseph ,,doyle1 ,call$on1 ,kilconnor4 #fj #gmo4 #f #ahej ,,?omas ,,dunbabb91 ,*orlton-on-,m$lock4 #fh #cmo4 #bi #ahej ,,*>lotte ,,edmundson1 ,k+/[n1 ,dubl94 ,wid[ ( ,jo%ua ,edmundson4 #gf #ajmo4 #ah #ahdi ,,jane ,,eu/ace1 ,hamp/ead1 ,dubl94 #ef #abmo4 #aj #ahdi ,,rob]t ,,f>r1 ,birm+ham4 ,di$ at ,worce/]4 #cf #cmo4 #aj #ahej ,,anne ,,fayle1 ,enniscor?y4 ,wid[ ( ,josiah ,fayle4 #ed #amo4 #ah #ahej ,,eleanor ,,fell1 ,uxbridge4 ,wife ( ,john ,fell4 #da #ajmo4 #ae #ahdi ,,susannah ,,f]n1 ,ro*dale4 ,wid[ ( ,joseph ,f]n4 #gf #gmo4 #bd #ahej ,,susanna ,,f9*1 ,read+4 #gh #abmo4 #f #ahdi ,,susannah ,,f9*]1 ,eve%am4 ,wid[ ( ,john ,f9*]4 #gh #abmo4 #af #ahdi ,,s>ah ,,m>ia ,,fi%]1 ,newport1 ,tipp]>y4 ,daught] ( ,b5jam9 ,c4 & ,m>y ,fi%]4 #ah #dmo4 #af #ahej ,,s>ah ,,f[l]1 ,high] ,br\ghton1 ,man*e/]4 ,wid[ ( ,william ,f[l]4 #hg #fmo4 #bh #ahej ,,ca!r9e ,,fox1 ,ru%m]e1 ,ipswi*4 ,an ,eld]4 ,wife ( ,?omas ,fox4 #fb #ajmo4 #f #ahdi ,,elizabe? ,,freelove1 ,london4 ,wife ( ,james ,freelove4 #dj #abmo4 #ag #ahdi ,,lucy ,,free?1 ,birm+ham4 #ec #amo4 #ai #ahej ,,ann ,,full]1 ,y>m\?4 ,wid[ ( ,john ,full]4 #gg #emo4 #bj #ahej ,,anne ,,gale1 ,racket/[n1 ,ballynakill1 ,irel&4 ,wid[4 #gc #fmo4 #aj #ahej ,,john ,,gauntley1 ,bakewell4 #gb #gmo4 #bh #ahej ,,m>y ,,cooke ,,geld>t1 ,norwi*4 ,wife ( ,joseph ,geld>t4 #ee #emo4 #bd #ahej ,,rob]t ,,goswell ,,giles1 ,old=d1 ,middlesex4 ,an ,eld]4 #hj #hmo4 #bc #ahdi ,,joseph ,,gillett1 ,banbury4 ,son ( ,joseph ,a4 & ,m>?a ,gillett4 #ba #cmo4 #b #ahej ,,?omas ,,goodye>1 ,add]bury4 #ge #hmo4 #ad #ahej ,,b5jam9 ,,go\*1 ,gre5ville1 c\nty ,kilk5ny4 #hd #emo4 #b #ahej ,,isabella ,,grace1 ,bri/ol4 ,daught] ( ,josiah & ,m>y ,grace4 #i #imo4 #bh #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,gre51 ,trumm]y1 ,ball9d]ry4 ,wid[ ( ,?omas ,gre54 #if #dmo4 #h #ahej ,,ell5 ,,gre51 ,gild]some1 ,york%ire4 ,wid[ ( ,david ,gre54 #gj #dmo4 #be #ahej ,,m>y ,,gre5wood1 ,/ones1 ,todmord54 #gb #aamo4 #ab #ahdi ,,james ,,gre5wood1 ,plai/[4 #gi #emo4 #i #ahej ,,?omas ,,grimes1 ,*elsea4 #eb #emo4 #bj #ahej ,,abraham ,,grubb1 ,m]l91 ,clonmel4 #gc #aamo4 #g #ahdi ,,john ,,gulson1 ,leice/]4 #hi #emo4 #bf #ahej ,,?omas ,,hagg]1 ,hoddesdon4 #he #gmo4 #aa #ahej ,,ra*el ,,hall1 ,greys\!n1 ,cumb]l&4 #fi #amo4 #cj #ahej ,,m>y ,,h>k]1 ,bri/ol4 ,wid[ ( ,john ,h>k]4 #ha #aamo4 #e #ahdi ,,adam ,,h>k]1 ,d>l+ton4 #gf #dmo4 #c #ahej ,,m>g>et ,,h>k]1 ,c[gill1 ,d5t1 ,york%ire4 ,wife ( ,?omas ,h>k]4 #fc #bmo4 #bc #ahej ,,m>y ,,h>ris1 ,peckham ,rye4 ,wife ( ,john ,h>ris4 #fa #ajmo4 #g #ahdi ,,john ,,h>rison1 ,poole1 ,dorset4 ,son ( ,samuel & ,s>ah ,h>rison4 #c #imo4 #bi #ahdi ,,elizabe? ,,h>rison1 ,s\?gate1 ,middlesex4 #fj #cmo4 #bf #ahej ,,m>y ,,h>tas1 ,s9n+ton ,grange1 ne> ,kirby1 ,york%ire4 ,a ,m9i/]4 ,wid[ ( ,?omas ,h>tas4 #gd #cmo4 #b #ahej ,,john ,,h>tas1 ,we/]dale1 ,ca/leton1 ,york%ire4 #di #imo4 #bf #ahej ,,william ,,h>tley1 ,dunf]ml9e1 ne> ,ed9burgh4 #dc #dmo4 #bc #ahej ,,john ,,haslem1 ,ros5alis1 ,m\ntmelick4 #ha #amo4 #e #ahej ,,m>y ,,hawkswor?1 ,?orne4 ,wife ( ,john ,hawkswor?4 #fd #amo4 #e #ahej ,,ell5 ,,hawor?1 ,todmord54 ,wife ( ,william ,hawor?4 #eg #abmo4 #aj #ahdi ,,b5jam9 ,,hayll>1 ,dork+4 #hc #ajmo4 #f #ahdi ,,hannah ,,hayton1 ,p5ri?4 #gj #cmo4 #bd #ahej ,,m>y ,,ann ,,head1 ,ipswi*4 #cc #dmo4 #ah #ahej ,,ann ,,h]b]t1 ,tott5ham4 #gb #imo4 #bd #ahdi ,,isaac ,,hewitson1 ,p5ri?4 #hb #hmo4 #bh #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,hill1 ,hillsbor\gh1 ,irel&4 #hg #imo4 #ah #ahdi ,,ri*>d ,,ivey ,,hock+1 ,truro4 #di #ajmo4 #e #ahdi ,,m>y ,,hodgk91 ,%ip/on-on-,/\r4 #gh #abmo4 #h #ahdi ,,james ,,hogg1 ,portad[n ,grange1 ,irel&4 #ea #amo4 #b #ahej ,,ann ,,holmes1 ,hudd]sfield4 #ca #emo4 #ba #ahej ,,s>ah ,,ho[e1 ,ed5d]ry4 #fg #hmo4 #cj #ahej ,,m>?a ,,horne1 ,tott5ham4 ,an ,eld]4 #he #imo4 #b #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,horsfall1 ,le$s4 #ej #amo4 #ag #ahej ,,ri*>d ,,horsnaill1 ,dov]4 #dh #gmo4 #bc #ahej ,9 endeav\r+ to pursue fai?fully ! pa? ( manife/$ duty1 we believe x 0 peculi>ly ! aim ( ?is de> fri5d1 to d ju/ly1 to love m]cy1 & to walk humbly ) 8 ,god4 ,he 0 ( a v diffid5t disposition1 & cauti\s 9 giv+ expression to 8 religi\s feel+s1 le/ he %\ld !reby make a pr(ession beyond :at he ?\ght 8 atta9m5ts w>rant$4 ,= _m ye>s he lab\r$ "u a disease1 :i* 0 att5d$ ) mu* suff]+2 b ?is prov$ a means ( wean+ him f ! _w & its pursuits1 & ( induc+ him m e>ne/ly to seek fir/ ! k+dom ( ,god & 8 righte\sness1 ) ! un%ak5 belief t all ?+s necess>y w\ld be add$4 ,he manife/$ a deep int]e/ 9 ! prosp]ity ( our religi\s ,society1 & accord+ to 8 measure1 especially 9 ! latt] "p ( 8 life1 will+ly devot$ himself to its s]vice4 ,he likewise took great delight 9 promot+ ! be/ int]e/s ( ! juv5ile portion ( ! population 9 ! neighb\rhood 9 :i* he resid$2 & ! c\nsel he gave to ^? ( ?is class1 (t5 ga9$ _! good w & respectful att5tion4 ,he also exhibit$ a v humane disposition t[>d ! animal creation1 & r>ely all[$ a case ( ill-treatm5t or oppression to pass )\t attempt+ to r$ress ! wrongs inflict$4 ,= "s ye>s1 he took great int]e/ 9 supply+ ! crews ( =eign vessels1 resort+ to ! port ( ,dov]1 ) copies ( ! holy ,scriptures & religi\s tracts2 & f 8 k9d & unassum+ mann]s1 8 ef=ts 7 almo/ univ]sally well receiv$4 ,8 la/ illness1 ( f\r mon?s' duration1 0 att5d$ ) extreme bodily suff]+2 b ! nature ( 8 compla9t be+ v obscure1 he ent]ta9$ a hope t he might be re/or$ to 8 =m] /ate ( heal?1 & express$ "s anxiety = l5g? ( days1 9 ord] t he might be m useful to 8 fell[-creatures4 ,b z 8 /r5g? decl9$1 ?is desire gave way to quiet submission to ! w ( 8 ,god2 & x 0 evid5t1 t 8 s\l 0 an*or$ ^u t ,rock1 :i* alone c support 9 ! h\r ( trial4 ,soon aft] he 0 tak5 ill1 he rem>k$ 9 allusion to 8 bus9ess1 t he _h ?\ght x "r 9 "o in/ance1 to decl9e ! execution ( an ord]1 :]e m display ( ta/e 0 requir$1 ?an he c\ld feel satisfi$ )2 & ?is sacrifice1 ) "s o!rs ( a simil> k9d1 _h af=d$ him peace3 add+1 ,i d want to come clean out ( ,babylon4 ,he said1 ! language _h be5 mu* ^u 8 m9d3 ,purge me ) hyssop1 & ,i %all be clean2 wa% me1 & ,i %all be :it] ?an sn[3 & also ! words ( our ,savi\r1--,if ,i wa% !e n1 ?\ ha/ no "p ) me4 ,be+ 9 great pa91 he said1--,y mu/ pray = me1 t my pati5ce may hold out2 ,i h inde$ ne$ ( y\r pray]s1 = my suff]+s are v great2 b1 bye & bye1 p]haps ,i may be able to say1 ,i h n _h "o pang too _m4 ,at ano!r "t1 he supplicat$ ?us3 ,m]ciful ,fa!r1 be pleas$ to grant me a little ease1 ,o6 ,?\ t make/ ! /orm a calm1 & saye/ to ! waves1 ,peace be /ill4 ,soon aft] :i* he lay quiet2 & :il/ te>s ( gratitude fl[$ d[n 8 *eeks1 he said1 ,d n di/urb me2 all is /illness1--:at a m]cy6 ,on "o occasion1 :5 feel+ exce$+ly depress$1 he rem>k$1 t ! vessels he _h visit$1 & ! poor sailors 7 br\ght m5tally to view1 "o aft] ano!r1 ) mu* sweetness1 & :il/ he took no m]it to himself1 he desir$ to enc\rage o!rs to d :at !y c\ld = ! good ( ! poor4 ,at ano!r "t1 aft] giv+ in/ructions to "o ( 8 si/]s1 to make "s selection ( tracts = ! sailors on bo>d a ,g]man vessel1 !n ly+ 9 ! h>b\r1 he obs]v$3 ,oh1 :at a field ( lab\r !re is6 h[ ,i d wi% t "s "o w\ld take ?is up1 = ,i feel z ?\gh ,i %\ld be able to d v little m 9 x4 ,8 m9d1 dur+ 8 illness1 seem$ fill$ ) love & gratitude4 ,he rem>k$1 ,i nev] felt s mu* love be=e1 bo? to my family & fri5ds2 ,i d believe ?is illness w b9d u m closely toge!r ?an ev]4 ,& aga93 ,oh1 h[ k9d y are to wait ^u me s2 ! ,"l w rew>d y6 ,at ano!r "t1 he said1 ,i _h n ?\ght to h be5 tak5 at ?is "t ( my life1 b ,i am 9 su* a critical /ate1 t life hangs on a ?read2--! pa9s ( ! body are :at ,i seem mo/ to dread4 ,on inquir+ "o day1 :]e t l9e 0 to be f\nd1 ,at ease 9 8 possessions1 he rem>k$1 ,i d n ?9k ,i h be5 at ease 9 m9e1 ,i h endeav\r$ to live loose to !m4 ,a hope be+ express$ t 8 illness w\ld be sanctifi$ to him1 he quickly repli$1 ,yes1 & n to me only1 b to all ( y4 ,he gave "s directions1 9 ! ev5t ( 8 dea?1 ) mu* composure1 obs]v+3 ,x seems an awful ?+ = me to say ?us mu*1 b a great fav\r to be s free f anxiety4 ,9 ! night he 0 he>d to say3 ,no m]it ( m9e1 x is all ( m]cy1 free unm]it$ m]cy6 ,on a "y man 9 8 employm5t com+ to assi/ him1 previ\s to go+ to 8 own place ( wor%ip1 :5 ab\t to leave ! room1 he ?us address$ him3 ,m9d & make a good use ( ! "t1 & d n be afraid ( look+ into ?y own he>t1 b suff] ! witness to come 9 & speak1 :e!r x be 9 ! language ( enc\ragem5t or repro(4 ,_m p]sons g to _! places ( wor%ip1 :]e mu* ( ! "t is sp5t 9 s++ & 9 music1 :i* please ! outw>d e>1 b ?is is n religion6 ,x is :5 we are br\ght to see ourselves z we really are1 s9n]s 9 ! sight ( a holy ,god1 t we are l$ to seek a ,savi\r1 & to cry1 9 s9c]ity1 ',a ,savi\r1 or ,i die6 ,a ,r$eem]1 or ,i p]i% = ev]6' ,on its be+ rem>k$ to him1 t x 0 consol+ly believ$1 he 0 "o ( ^? :o _h endeav\r$ to occupy ) 8 tal5t1 :i*1 if only "o1 x 0 hop$1 _h ga9$ an increase1 he repli$1--,t w only be kn[n at ! great day ( acc\nt1 :5 weigh$ 9 ! balance4 ,on ,sev5?-day ev5+ prec$+ 8 decease1 he rem>k$ to a belov$ relative1 t x seem$ ! safe/ = him to say b little 9 reg>d to 8 own atta9m5ts1 add+1--,my desire is1 = a cont9uance ( k9d pres]vation4 ,& on ! day be=e 8 dea?1 he rem>k$ ) gratitude1 t 8 intellects _h be5 pres]v$ cle> ?r\gh\t 8 illness4 ,dur+ ! night1 he 0 mu* engag$ 9 pray]2 8 bodily p[]s 7 fa/ s9k+1 b 8 m9d appe>$ pres]v$ 9 peaceful s]5ity4 ,9 ! morn+1 he express$ a desire t 8 si/] w\ld rema9 by him1 affectionately inquir$ = 8 fa!r1 & soon aft]1 we rev]5tly believe1 ex*ang$ a /ate ( suff]+ = "o ( nev]-end+ re/ & joy1 9 ! ev]la/+ k+dom ( our ,"l & ,savi\r ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,,alb]t ,,george ,,horsnaill1 ,ro*e/]4 ,son ( ,george & ,m>ia ,horsnaill4 #d #emo4 #bb #ahej ,,james ,,ho?am1 ,le$s4 #dd #bmo4 #g #ahej ,,john ,,hull1 ,ramsgate4 ,di$ at ,*elt5ham4 #ee #fmo4 #c #ahej ,,m>y ,,hunt1 ,almondsbury4 ,a ,m9i/]4 ,wid[ ( ,james ,hunt4 #gi #abmo4 #g #ahdi ,,david ,,hur/1 ,we/ ,h\ghton1 ,lanca%ire4 #ce #bmo4 #ai #ahej ,,hannah ,,irw91 ,dept=d4 ,wife ( ,?omas ,irw94 #ee #bmo4 #i #ahej ,,john ,,cl>k ,,isaac1 ,/udm9/]1 ,newton1 ,m>nhull4 #fg #bmo4 #ab #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,pim ,,jacob1 ,newl&s1 ,dubl94 ,daught] ( ! late ,joseph ,jacob4 #ag #ajmo4 #cj #ahdi ,,elizabe? ,,jacobs1 ,folk/one4 ,wid[ ( ,jacob ,jacobs4 #gf #fmo4 #i #ahej ,,c>ol9e ,,jacobs1 ,maid/one4 ,daught] ( ,jacob & ,lydia ,jacobs4 #f #hmo4 #ae #ahej ,,m>y ,,ann ,,jeff]ies1 ,melk%am4 ,daught] ( ,?omas & ,m>?a ,jeff]ies4 #ch #abmo4 #ad #ahdi ,,emma ,,jeffrey1 ,folk/one4 ,daught] ( ! late ,john & ,eliza ,jeffrey4 #aa #ajmo4 #f #ahdi ,,s>ah ,,jephcott1 ,cov5try4 ,wife ( ,eno* ,jephcott4 #gb #cmo4 #bf #ahej ,,samuel ,,jones1 ,hoxton4 #ci #emo4 #aj #ahej ,,s>ah ,,jones1 ,h]e=d4 ,daught] ( ,joseph ,jones4 #bb #gmo4 #ag #ahej ,,judi? ,,k+1 ,ca/le ,don+ton4 #hf #hmo4 #aa #ahej ,,john ,,leslie1 ,wells1 ,norfolk4 #ff #ajmo4 #ad #ahdi ,,*>les ,,lidbett]1 ,croydon4 ,son ( ,m>t9 & ,elizabe? ,lidbett]4 #b #bmo4 #i #ahej ,,john ,,little1 ,al/on4 #gh #cmo4 #bg #ahej ,,ri*>d ,,lynes1 ,*elsea4 #he #amo4 #c #ahej ,,william ,,ly?all1 ,baddesley1 ,w>wick%ire4 #fh #cmo4 #ac #ahej ,,ann ,,malcomson1 ,milton1 ,irel&4 ,wid[ ( ,?omas ,malcomson4 #gi #gmo4 #b #ahej ,,william ,,mally1 ,pre/on4 #gg #gmo4 #bc #ahej ,,joseph ,,m>riage1 ,*elms=d4 #gf #abmo4 #h #ahdi ,,william ,,m>%1 ,a%ton1 ,lanca%ire4 #ej #ajmo4 #a #ahdi ,,rebecca ,,m>%1 ,dork+4 ,wife ( ,william ,m>%4 #di #ajmo4 #bg #ahdi ,,alfr$ ,,m>%1 ,luton4 ,son ( ,rob]t & ,m>ia ,m>%4 #d #hmo4 #ad #ahej ,,david ,,m>%all1 ,%effield4 #fa #abmo4 #i #ahdi ,,jane ,,mason1 ,le$s4 ,wife ( ,george ,mason4 #de #ajmo4 #i #ahdi ,,m>y ,,miles1 ,peckham4 ,wife ( ,edw>d ,miles4 #cf #dmo4 #a #ahej ,,susanna ,,moore1 ,wat]=d4 #hj #hmo4 #ab #ahej ,,priscilla ,,na%1 ,london4 ,daught] ( ,william & ,rebecca ,na%4 #ag #cmo4 #ac #ahej ,,edw>d ,,philip ,,na%1 ,holt1 ,norfolk4 ,son ( ,?omas ,w4 & ,s>ah ,na%4 #b #dmo4 #a #ahej ,,hannah ,,neale1 ,m\ntmelick4 ,daught] ( ,william ,neale4 #cc #cmo4 #bi #ahej ,hannah ,neale _h an ext5sive circle ( acqua9tance1 by :om %e 0 mu* belov$ & e/eem$1 z be+ "o ( a v innoc5t & blameless life4 ,"s ( ! circum/ances relat+ to h]1 are ( a v affect+ & int]e/+ "*1 & speak l\dly ! unc]ta9ty ( all e>?ly prospects4 ,9 ! summ] ( la/ ye>1 %e ent]$ into an engagem5t ( m>riage ) a fri5d resid+ 9 ,engl&4 ,hav+ consid]$ ! subject ) e>ne/ & s9c]e desires to act 9 accordance ) be/ wisdom1 %e look$ =w>d to ! completion ( ! prospect ) a pleas+ & hopeful confid5ce1 yet ev5 at an e>ly p]iod ( ! engagem5t1 !re 0 some?+ t seem$ to :isp] to h]1 ! unc]ta9ty ( its completion4 ,at ?is "t %e appe>$ 9 h] usual heal? & full ( spirits2 b :il/ on a visit to h] aunt1 at ,k+/[n1 h] heal? became affect$1 & f ?is "t1 symptoms exhibit$ !mselves1 :i* baffl$ all m$ical skill4 ,%e 0 /ill1 h[ev]1 hopeful respect+ h] own recov]y1 & v (t5 express$ 9 h] correspond5ce1 h[ mu* %e 0 pa9$ by ! ?\ght ( be+ ! cause ( s mu* anxiety to o!rs1--t h] own suff]+s 7 trifl+1 & ! com=ts surr\nd+ h] s num]\s1 %e felt t %e _h e ?+ to be ?ankful =4 ,x 01 h[ev]1 evid5t to ^? ar\nd h]1 t !re 0 little gr\nd = hope1 & a de> fri5d intimat$ to h]1 t h] m$ical advis]s consid]$ h] end might possibly be v ne>4 ,?is intellig5ce greatly />tl$ h]1 b %e aft]w>d express$1 h[ ?ankful %e felt t %e _h be5 hone/ly appriz$ ( h] dang]4 ,! solemn impression !n made on h] m9d1 nev] left h]1 & h] con/ant desire 01 t %e might1 ?r\gh div9e m]cy1 be made meet = ! k+dom ( heav51 repeat+ emphatically1 ,i h mu* to d4 ,%e (t5 express$ h] great sorr[1 t %e _h n yield$ to ! s]i\s impressions ) :i* %e _h be5 fav\r$1 sav+1 ,!y 7 soon scatt]$2 & regrett$ mu* t %e _h n liv$ a m devot$ life4 ,%e felt h]self to be a great s9n]1 ne$+ a ,savi\r's graci\s p>don2 & = a long "t fe>$ %e nev] %\ld obta9 t =giv5ess1 %e s e>ne/ly long$ =4 ,b ?\gh h] fai? 0 feeble1 %e endeav\r$ to lay hold ( enc\ragem5t f ! m]cy ext5d$ to ! ,prodigal ,son1 & to ! ,?ief ^u ! cross1 hop+ t ! same m]cy might be ext5d$ to h]self2 b = a long "t1 h] poor toss$ & tri$ m9d c\ld f9d no?+ to lean ^u4 ,%e rem>k$1 %e c\ld n feel t %e _h s9n$ aga9/ h] fell[-creatures1 b t %e c\ld adopt ! words ( ! ,psalmi/3 ,aga9/ ,!e1 ,!e only1 h ,i s9n$1 say+1 ,i feel t ,i h no?+ to build ^u1 & t ,i want e ?+2 ,i am n prep>$ to die1 ,i want all my s9s to be =giv52 ,i hope ,i %all n be tak5 till ! "w be fully accompli%$4 ,! :ole ( ! #ea/ ,psalm1 %e said1 seem$ to suit h] case1 & ) solemnity repeat$1 ',create 9 me a clean he>t1 oh ,god6 & r5ew a "r _s )9 me4' ,if ,i am sav$1 x w inde$ be at ! elev5? h\r1 ,i h be5 su* a s9n]4 ,?us did ! ,_s ( ,tru? se>* all ?+s1 & br+ ?is belov$ fri5d s5sibly to feel1 z %e weightily express$1 t at su* a solemn h\r1 x w n d to build ^u hav+ l$ a spotless & innoc5t life1 some?+ m is !n want$ to lean ^u4 ,%e (t5 obs]v$1 h[ well x 0 = ^? :o _h giv5 up _! he>ts to s]ve _! ,savi\r 9 ! "t ( heal?1--t _h %e done s1 %e %\ld n n[1 9 ! h\r ( trial1 h _h to feel su* deep sorr[ ( he>t1--t %e c\ld only hope = m]cy & =giv5ess1 add+1 ,if ,i p]i%1 let x be at ,?y foot/ool4 ,z h] bodily weakness increas$1 %e rem>k$1 ,i (t5 feel unable to read1 or ev5 to ?9k2 b ,i c cl+2 ?is is ab\t z mu* z ,i am able to d4 ,?\gh ?is belov$ fri5d took ^! l[ views ( h] own /ate1 h] company 0 deeply in/ructive & edify+ to ^? ar\nd h]1 & a heav5ly sweetness m>k$ h] deportm5t4 ,h] he>t 0 (t5 fill$ ) gratitude to h] heav5ly ,fa!r = ! ext5sion ( 8 love & m]cy1 & %e rem>k$ _m times1 ,i h inde$ be5 m]cifully dealt )4 ,! de> suff]] rapidly decl9$2 yet h] m9d cont9u$ bright1 & %e 0 pres]v$ 9 a pati5t1 wait+ /ate1 fully consci\s ( ! approa* ( dea?1 %e qu]i$ h[ long x 0 ?\ght likely %e might live8 pray+1--,oh6 de> ,savi\r1 may x please !e n to take me till ! "w be fully accompli%$4 ,%e (t5 said1 ,x is a solemn ?+ to die2 & ! ev5+ prec$+ h] dea?1 :5 h] fri5ds 7 wat*+ ar\nd h]1 %e rem>k$ t1 believ+ h] end 0 ne>1 ,x felt v1 v solemn to h]4 ,at ?is deeply int]e/+ season1 ,he :o is inde$ ,love1 condesc5d$ 9 great m]cy to draw ne>1 s t %e seem$ lift$ above t]re/rial ?+s1 & p]mitt$ a =eta/e ( ^? joys1 ( :i* we consol+ly believe1 %e n[ fully p>ticipates4 ,"u ?is preci\s influ5ce1 h] c\nt5ance beam$ ) sweetness1 & %e emphatically repeat$ _m times1--,div9e compassion6 mighty love6 & rais+ h] h&1 exclaim$1 ,oh su* love6--su* love6--& to me su* a s9n]2 is x n m>vell\s8 add+1 a we>y burd5$ s\l1 oh ,"l1 am ,i1 b ! blood ( ,jesus c wa% ! guilty s9n] clean4--,?\gh ,i walk ?r\gh ! valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 ,i w fe> no evil4--,oh h[ wond]ful6 h>d ?+s h be5 made easy1 & bitt] ?+s sweet4 ,%e rem>k$ t1 at su* a solemn h\r1 ! _w _h no reli%1 oh no6 %e said1 x is n wor? a ?\ght3 ',! _w rec$es1 x disappe>s1 ,heav5 op5s on my eyes1 my e>s4' ,to a "y fri5d :om %e t5d]ly lov$1 %e said1 ,oh if we %\ld all meet 9 heav51 w x n be delightful8 oh6 de> ---1 we mu/ all come to ?is1 & no?+ w d = any ( u b ! blood ( ! ,lamb4 ,%e cont9u$ = "s "t address+ ^? ar\nd h] 9 ?is /ra92 & to ! "q ( h] bro!r1 :e!r %e 0 happy8 %e repli$1 ,yes1 inde$1 ,i am happy4 ,?us h] dy+ lips seem$ to te/ify1 t %e 0 m]cifully br\ght to see ! salvation ( ,god1 & t he is able to save to ! utt]mo/ all ^? :o come unto him1 ?r\gh fai? 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus our ,"l4 ,,h5ry ,,neild1 ,ov] ,:itley1 ,*e%ire4 ,an ,eld]4 #ei #ajmo4 #d #ahdi ,9 ! removal ( ?is belov$ fri5d1 we h ano!r in/ance ( ! unc]ta9ty ( "t1 & ano!r call to prep>e = ! life to come4 ,h5ry ,neild left home on ! #ab? ( #i? mon?1 #ahdi1 = ! purpose ( att5d+ 8 ,mon?ly & ,qu>t]ly ,meet+s1 at ,nantwi*2 b he 0 tak5 ill 9 ! =m] meet+1 & ?\gh reliev$ by m$ical aid1 x fail$ to remove disease1 :i* cont9u$ daily to wa/e 8 frame1 & 9 little m ?an ?ree weeks t]m9at$ 8 e>?ly pilgrimage2 & we ?ankfully believe1 ?r\gh r$eem+ m]cy1 translat$ ! immortal _s to an inh]itance incorruptible1 undefil$1 & t fade? n away4 ,he _h long be5 a v useful & will+ help] 9 ! small ,qu>t]ly ,meet+1 ( :i* he 0 a memb]2 & a true sympa?iz] ) ! afflict$1 tak+ he$ to ! apo/olic injunction1 ,be> ye "o ano!rs burd5s1 & s fulfil ! law ( ,*ri/4 ,deep & f]v5t 7 8 desires = ! welf>e ( our ,society1 = ! ma9t5ance ( all our religi\s te/imonies1 & t its memb]s might be r$eem$ f ! influ5ce & _s ( ! _w4 ,9 ! e>ly "p ( 8 illness1 he rem>k$ t x 0 surpris+ to himself1 h[ entirely he c\ld leave all e>?ly ?+s2 he _h desir$ to leave all to ,him :o doe? all ?+s well2 & to commit himself into ! h&s ( 8 de> ,savi\r4 ,at ano!r "t1 he said1 ,i am v g5tly & m]cifully dealt )1 ,i feel t ,i am a poor unfai?ful creature1 b ,i consid] x a fav\r to be made s5sible ( ?is1 = x is only ( div9e m]cy t we c rightly feel our ne$4 ,?us kept 9 humble reliance ^u ! m]cy ( ,god1 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus 8 ,savi\r1 he 0 p]mitt$ to repose on t ,an*or to ! s\l :i* is sure & /eadfa/1 & to ca/ all 8 c>e ^u our compassionate & ev] pres5t ,r$eem]4 ,he di$ at ,nantwi*1 at ! h\se ( ,cr\dson ,tun/all1 ^: own dea? took place little m ?an a mon? aft]w>ds4 ,,william ,,newsom1 ,lim]ick4 #fb #fmo4 #ah #ahej ,9 affix+ a few l9es to ?is "n1 ! desire is simply to arre/ ! att5tion ( any read]1 :o may be too closely engag$ 9 temporal ?+s2 giv+ _! /r5g? to t :i* _c pr(it1 & n suffici5tly pond]+ ! pass+ nature ( all t]re/rial ?+s4 ,william ,newsom _h be5 ext5sively engag$ 9 comm]ce ?r\gh great "p ( 8 life1 & !re 0 reason to fe> he 0 unduly absorb$ by its c>es & allurem5ts3 = ! la/ ye> or m1 he appe>$ to be becom+ m s5sible t disappo9tm5t 0 /amp$ ^u 8 pursuits2 8 bodily heal? h]et(ore unbrok51 began also to decl9e1 & x 0 com=t+ly believ$ by 8 fri5ds1 t ?is & o!r revolv+ circum/ances1 7 t5d+ to turn ! en]gies ( 8 m9d f p]i%able1 to imp]i%able objects4 ,a few mon?s be=e 8 decease1 x became /ill m evid5t1 t ! h& ( 8 heav5ly ,fa!r 0 laid ^u him 9 m]cy2 & on "o occasion1 he rem>k$1 t he saw no?+ 9 ! _w wor? liv+ =1 x ab\nd$ 9 tr\ble & disappo9tm5t1 all outw>d ?+s 7 /a9$ 9 8 eyes1 !re 0 no?+ b religion t c\ld be ( any avail = any ( u2 & x matt]$ n :5 we 7 tak5--"y1 old1 or middle ag$--if we 7 b ready1 t 0 ! great po9t6 ,8 exp]i5ce1 h[ev]1 dur+ ! la/ few days ( 8 life %ew$1 t al?\gh ! gr\nd might h be5 prep>$1 ! "w 0 by no means effect$2 deep & sore conflict 0 !n 8 portion1 & oh6 ) :at f]v5cy did he call ^u 8 ,savi\r1 besee*+ him 9 8 m]cy to be pleas$ to look d[n ^u 8 poor unwor?y creature1 = he alone c\ld help 9 t awful h\r4 ,once he exclaim$1 :at c\ld all ! _w d = me n[8 ,8 wife1 "u great ex]cise ( _s1 repli$1 ,no?+6 ! be/1 :5 laid ^u su* a b$ z ?\ art1 h no?+ to look to or dep5d ^u1 b ! m]cy ( ! ,savi\r2 ! poor suff]] e>ne/ly plead$ t t m]cy might be ext5d$ to him1 rem>k+1 ,he has all p[] 9 heav5 & 9 e>?4 ,he !n f]v5tly pray$ t ! ,"l w\ld save 8 nev] dy+ s\l4 ,x is believ$1 t :il/ 8 _m s9s ( omission & commission 7 br\ght vividly be=e 8 view1 by ! unflatt]+ witness1 he 0 made v fully s5sible t ! great "w ( salvation re/s betwe5 ! s\l ( man & 8 ,creator1 & t no man c r$eem 8 bro!r1 or give to ,god a ransom = him4 ,?r\gh ! night1 he 0 mo/ly engag$ 9 pray]1 ) uplift$ h&s invok+ = m]cy & =giv5ess4 ,"s "t be=e 8 dea?1 ! great conflict ( m9d he _h be5 "u1 appe>$ to subside1 & to be succe$$ by a sweet calm1 & he intimat$ to 8 wife1 t he felt com=table & satisfi$4 ,till )9 half an h\r ( ! close1 pray] cont9u$ fl[+ f 8 lips1 ! la/ audible s\nds be+ an appeal to ! ,"l2 & b a few m9utes be=e he ceas$ to brea!1 a consci\s look at 8 de> wife1 seem$ to say1 all is peace2 & x 0 grant$ to h] ex]cis$ _s to believe1 t ! un%ackl$ s\l :5 releas$1 0 receiv$ into a mansion ( re/1 ?r\gh ! m]cy & m]its ( 8 ,"l & ,savi\r4 ,9 ref]5ce to t impressive h\r ?is de> relative writes1--,oh6 h[ _m times t solemn night1 did ,i long t all ! _w c\ld feel ! great necessity1 :il/ 9 heal? & /r5g?1 s to live1 z to be prep>$ = t awful h\r1 :i* soon] or lat] mu/ come ^u u all2 x is a v dang]\s ?+ to put (f ! "w ( ! s\l's salvation to a dea?b$1 or to dep5d ^u m]cy be+ ext5d$ z at ! elev5? h\r1 = x may n !n be f\nd4 ,let u !n be conc]n$ to "w :il/ x is call$ to-day1 & be ready to meet ! awful summons1--,/ew>d give up ?y /ew>d%ip1 = ?\ maye/ be no long] /ew>d4 ,,susannah ,,nickalls1 ,a%=d1 ,folk/one4 ,wife ( ,?omas ,nickalls4 #fe #fmo4 #a #ahej ,,m>y ,,ni*olson1 ,liv]pool4 #gh #abmo4 #ad #ahdi ,,m>y ,,o/le1 ,newt[n1 ,beckfoot1 ,cumb]l&4 ,wid[ ( ,?omas ,o/le4 #hc #abmo4 #ah #ahdi ,,hannah ,,palm]1 ,radway4 ,wid[ ( ,william ,palm]4 #ga #ajmo4 #ag #ahdi ,,john ,,p]cy1 ,ball9agore1 ,irel&4 ,son ( ,john & ,anna ,p]ry4 #c #bmo4 #a #ahej ,,ri*>d ,,pat*+1 ,brighton4 #gj #bmo4 #ae #ahej ,,ra*el ,,patt9son1 ,fell+1 ne> ,newca/le-on-,tyne4 ,wid[ ( ,?omas ,patt9son4 #ei #amo4 #e #ahej ,,sophia ,,gulielma ,,payne1 ,lambe? ,walk1 ,surrey4 ,daught] ( ,james & ,ann ,payne4 #a #fmo4 #g #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,pe>son1 ,pre/on4 ,daught] ( ,daniel & ,ann ,pe>son4 #a #gmo4 #f #ahej ,,john ,,pegl]1 ,mang]sbury1 ne> ,/[1 ,w>wick%ire4 #gd #gmo4 #f #ahej ,,isabella ,,peile1 ,c>lisle4 ,wife ( ,?omas ,peile4 #de #hmo4 #a #ahej ,,francis ,,edw>d ,,p5ney1 ,dork+4 ,di$ at ,brighton4 ,son ( ! late ,ri*>d ,p5ney4 #bb #gmo4 #bg #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,hall ,,pick>d1 ,bu%cliffe ,h\se1 ,wakefield4 ,wife ( ,david ,pick>d4 #ce #ajmo4 #cj #ahdi ,,h>tas ,,pick>d1 ,bu%cliffe ,h\se1 ,wakefield4 ,son ( ,david & ,elizabe? ,h4 ,pick>d4 #a #aamo4 #bf #ahdi ,,elizabe? ,,pi]son1 ,dubl94 ,daught] ( ,joseph ,pi]son4 #be #bmo4 #c #ahej ,,s>ah ,,lydia ,n4 ,,pike1 ,d]ryvale4 #f #gmo4 #bg #ahej ,,hannah ,,lecky ,,pike1 ,d]ryvale4 ,*ildr5 ( ! late ,james ,ni*olson & ,s>ah ,pike4 #c #imo4 #g #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,pim1 ,ri*mond ,hill1 ,dubl94 ,an ,eld]4 ,wid[ ( ,jona?an ,pim4 #fc #bmo4 #bb #ahej ,,emily ,,pim1 ,m\ntmelick4 #d #dmo4 #e #ahej ,,fr$]ick ,,pim1 ,m\ntmelick4 ,*ildr5 ( ,samuel & ,susanna ,pim4 #a #gmo4 #ca #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,plumley1 ,tott5ham4 #gb #amo4 #aj #ahej ,,s>ah ,,pre/on1 ,e>i?1 ,hunts4 ,an ,eld]4 ,wid[ ( ,samuel ,pre/on4 #gi #dmo4 #bb #ahej ,,john ,,pri*>d1 ,leom9/]4 #hf #emo4 #bd #ahej ,,e/h] ,,prideaux1 ,plym\?4 ,wid[ ( ,philip ,c4 ,prideaux4 #ga #amo4 #h #ahej ,jane ,prideaux1 ,k+sbridge4 ,! decease ( ?is fri5d is record$ 9 ! ,annual ,monitor ( la/ ye>4 ,we h s9ce be5 furni%$ ) ! foll[+ notice ( h]4 ,our belov$ fri5d1 ,jane ,prideaux1 di$ ! #bf? ( ! ,second mon?1 #ahdi1 ag$ #hg ye>s3 = _m ye>s be=e h] decease1 %e fill$ v acceptably ! /ation ( ,eld]1 & !re9 approv$ h]self a l[ly foll[] ( h] ,"l & ,ma/]4 ,v preci\s to h] surviv+ fri5ds1 is ! remembrance ( h] innoc5t1 circumspect walk1 hold+ out z x does 9 an impressive mann]1 ! invitation1 ,foll[ me z ,i h foll[$ ,*ri/4 ,dur+ ! latt] ye>s ( h] l5g!n$ life1 ! fruits ( h] fai? became increas+ly prom95t1 & %e 0 ende>$ to h] fri5ds & neighb\rs ar\nd h] 9 no common degree4 ,b x 0 dur+ ! la/ two mon?s ( h] life1 :5 "u great bodily suff]+1 t h] tongue 0 m fully set at lib]ty to decl>e ! lov+k9dness ( ! ,"l1 :o 9 ?is season ( trial 0 graci\sly pleas$ to lift up ! light ( 8 c\nt5ance ^u h]1 & to grant a full evid5ce ( acceptance ) himself1 enabl+ h] to rejoice 9 ! assurance t :5 h] e>?ly h\se ( ?is tab]nacle %\ld be dissolv$1 !re w\ld be grant$ to h] a build+ ( ,god1 a h\se n made ) h&s1 et]nal 9 ! heav5s4 ,h] pati5t1 *e]ful endurance ( bodily pa9 0 /rik+ & in/ructive2 & 9 "s seasons ( close/ conflict1 h] fai? 0 /rong1 & h] ackn[l$gm5t ( ! support+ p[] ( ,god1 full & f]v5t4 ,%e (t5 said1 ! ,"l 0 able to save & to deliv] to ! utt]mo/1 & w\ld deliv] h]1 :5 pati5ce _h _h its p]fect "w4 ,v impressive 7 h] %ort petitions to ! ,fa!r ( m]cies1 = 8 support & deliv]ance1 accompani$ z !y con/antly 7 ) ! addition1 if consi/5t ) ?y w4 ,%e rem>k$1 ,i am 9 ! h&s ( an un]r+ ,creator1 ,he _c err4 ,we mu/ n look to ourselves1 b to our ,savi\r1 :o lov$ u & gave himself = u--ev5 = me1 ! mo/ unwor?y ( 8 creatures4 ,he heale? all my diseases1 & ,i h _m1 b my m]cies outweigh !m all4 ,love & int]e/ = h] fri5ds seem$ (t5 to dwell 9 h] he>t beyond ! p[] ( expression4 ,speak+ ( ^? :o 7 memb]s ( ! meet+ to :i* %e belong$1 %e s5t messages to ea*1 & made appropriate rem>ks respect+ !m individually1 dwell+ ) especial com=t on ! remembrance ( ^? among !m :o 7 be>+ ! burd5 ( ! day1 & lab\r+ to promote _! great ,ma/]'s cause4 ,%e aft]w>ds said1 :il/ te>s ( t5d]ness fl[$1 ,oh6 h[ _m com=table meet+s ,i h _h 9 t little meet+-h\se1 h[ h ,i lov$ to g & sit !re6 ,x 0 n a little illness t kept me away3 & h[ has x rejoic$ my he>t to see individuals come 91 :o h be5 z ! ano9t$ & s5t6 ,on be+ told "o morn+ t ,fri5ds 7 go+ to meet+1 %e said1 ,may !y "k ! ,sun ( righte\sness to arise z ) heal+ 9 8 w+s2 emphatically add+1 ,i ?9k !y w4 ,at ano!r "t %e s5t messages ( love to _m ( ! memb]s ( h] ,mon?ly ,meet+1 add+ ) an expression ( feel+1 to :i* ^? ar\nd c\ld n be ins5sible4 ,b ,i _c "n all2 my love is univ]sal2 ,god is love4 ,"o night1 :5 9 great pa91 %e ackn[l$g$ 9 grateful t]ms1 ! k9dness ( h] att5dants1 & h] belief t a bless+ ) a full recomp5se w\ld be giv5 !m2 & address+ "o ( !m1 %e cont9u$1 ,i love !e t5d]ly1 & feel !e ne> 9 ! be/ life--9 ! tru? t is bless$ = ev]4 ,aft]w>ds1 %e broke =? ) an audible voice ?us3 ,bless ! ,"l1 oh my s\l6 & praise him = all 8 b5efits4 ,:at c ,i d6 h[ %all ,i praise him en\gh6 ,& !n1 z ) melody ( s\l1 %e add$1-- ,heav5ly bless+s )\t numb]1 ,g5tly fall+ on my head4 ,aft] tak+ an affectionate f>ewell ( ^? ar\nd h]1 & address+ !m 9 an in/ructive & enc\rag+ mann]1 %e add$1 ,i c he>tily say1 t dea? is robb$ ( its /+1 & ! grave ( its victory4 ,?anks be unto ,god :o give? ! victory ?r\gh our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,& aga91 ,praise & magnify ! ,"l6 ,oh if ,i c\ld s+1 ,i w\ld s+ 8 praise6 ,to "s belov$ relatives1 f a di/ance1 :o came to see h]1 %e te/ifi$ ( h] fai?1 hope1 & confid5ce1--ackn[l$g$1 t al?\gh frail 9 body1 %e 0 /rong 9 ! ,"l1 & 9 ! p[] ( 8 might2 & express$ h] desire1 t !y might all meet :]e p>t+s are n kn[n1 add+1 goodness & m]cy h foll[$ me all ! days ( my life2 & !re is a promise = ! poor 9 _s t w be fulfill$1 ',:5 ! poor & ne$y seek wat] & !re is none1 & _! tongue faile? = ?ir/1 ,i ! ,"l w he> !m1 ,i ! ,god ( ,israel w n =sake !m4' ,%e 0 p]mitt$ to pass quietly away )\t any app>5t pa91 & is n[1 we rev]5tly & ?ankfully believe1 an inhabitant ( t city :i* ha? no ne$ ( ! sun1 nei!r ( ! moon to %9e 9 x2 = ! glory ( ,god do? light5 x1 & ! ,lamb is ! light !re(4 ,,david ,,prie/man1 ,gorton1 ,man*e/]4 ,son ( ,h5ry & ,m>y ,prie/man4 #c #hmo4 #a #ahej ,,ra*el ,,pr\d1 ,sc>bor\gh4 ,a ,m9i/]4 #gg #emo4 #d #ahej ,,william ,,puckr91 ne> ,:itby4 #hg #aamo4 #bg #ahdi ,,ann ,,pugh1 ,tyddyn-y-g>eg1 ,nor? ,wales4 #ij #fmo4 #bd #ahej ,,ann ,,pumphrey1 ,worce/]4 #hd #dmo4 #bb #ahej ,,s>ah ,,racey1 ,norwi*4 ,wid[ ( ,?omas ,racey4 #gb #aamo4 #be #ahej ,,james ,,ransome1 ,ru%m]e1 ,ipswi*4 #fg #aamo4 #bb #ahdi ,,anne ,,rawl9son1 ,newton-9-,c>tmel4 #de #abmo4 #ab #ahdi ,,deborah ,,reynolds1 ,ro*e/]4 #gf #emo4 #d #ahej ,,s>ah ,,reynolds1 ,liv]pool4 #fh #emo4 #ai #ahej ,,susanna ,,reynolds1 ,oldsw5=d1 ,/\rbridge4 ,wife ( ,john ,reynolds4 #de #abmo4 #bh #ahdi ,,william ,,ri*>ds1 ,well+ton4 #gc #abmo4 #ai #ahdi ,,josiah ,,ri*>dson1 ,peckham4 #hd #amo4 #h #ahej ,,hel5a ,,ri*>dson1 ,belfa/4 ,wife ( ,john ,g4 ,ri*>dson4 #cj #abmo4 #g #ahdi ,,hannah ,,rick]by1 ,burgh1 ne> ,c>lisle4 #ej #gmo4 #ac #ahej ,,joseph ,,rob9son1 ,/oke ,new+ton ,road1 ,london4 #gb #gmo4 #f #ahej ,,william ,,rob9son1 ,bellevile1 ne> ,dubl94 #fb #ajmo4 #bf #ahdi ,,fr$]ick ,,rob9son1 ,dubl94 ,son ( ,samuel ,s4 & ,*>lotte ,rob9son4 #af #abmo4 #af #ahdi ,,m>y ,,rob9son1 ,fleetwood4 ,wid[ ( ,isaac ,rob9son4 #gg #bmo4 #h #ahej ,,jane ,,rob9son1 ,:9fell ,hall1 ,p>d%aw4 ,wife ( ,wilson ,rob9son4 #hd #gmo4 #ae #ahej ,,rebecca ,,rob9son1 ,tott5ham4 ,wife ( ,james ,rob9son4 #ef #ajmo4 #aa #ahdi ,,anne ,,robson1 ,sund]l&4 ,wife ( ,?omas ,robson4 #fe #cmo4 #bj #ahej ,,h5ry ,,robson1 ,hudd]sfield4 ,son ( ,?omas ,robson4 #ea #hmo4 #ab #ahej ,,joseph ,,russell1 ,cork4 #fa #amo4 #ad #ahej ,,james ,,sansom1 ,tide=d4 ,an ,eld]4 #gc #ajmo4 #aj #ahdi ,,m>ia ,,scales1 ,nott+ham4 ,daught] ( ,lydia ,scales4 #cb #dmo4 #af #ahej ,x (t5 pleases our heav5ly ,fa!r to c>ry =w>d ! "w ( div9e grace1 9 ! he>ts ( 8 *ildr51 by means1 & ?r\gh disp5sations1 altoge!r unfa?omable to ! f9ite compreh5sion ( m52 b ! humble believ]1 look+ beyond ! *ang+ rugg$ pa? ( ?is life1 ) filial love & confid5ce c repose on ! m]cy & goodness ( ! ,"l1 & believ+ly apply ! language ( our ,savi\r1 ,:at ,i d ?\ kn[e/ n n[1 b ?\ %alt "k h]eaft]4 ,9 v e>ly life1 ! subject ( ! pres5t brief notice 0 made s5sible ( ! contrit+ influ5ce ( div9e grace on h] he>t1 s t _m ( h] e>lie/ recollections 7 fraught ) love to h] ,savi\r4 ,= _m ye>s1 %e 0 subject to attacks ( illness ( a v try+ "*1 9 connection ) :i*1 %e 0 br\ght z into ! v furnace ( affliction1 & e>ne/ 7 h] pray]s1 t 'pati5ce might h h] p]fect "w1' & t ?r\gh fai? 9 ! wisdom ( h] heav5ly ,fa!r1 %e might become fully resign$ to 8 holy w2 & a s5se ( 8 support+ p[] & pres5ce1 7 (t5 m]cifully grant$ to h]1 9 times ( sev]e/ suff]+4 ,h] la/ illness 0 %ort3 two days previ\s to h] decease1 %e rem>k$1 ,i h _h an awful night1 b add$1 my m9d is calm & peaceful1 ,i c n[ q say1 ',?y w be done2' & to ! rem>k1 ,8 grace is suffici5t = !e1 %e repli$1 ,oh yes6 & )\t t1 we c d no?+2 ,i ca/ all ^u ,him1 & c say1 ,i fully tru/ 9 ,8 w1 & 9 ,8 p[]4 ,,joseph ,,sefton1 ,liv]pool4 #ff #abmo4 #ae #ahdi ,,s>ah ,,sewell1 ,w]eham1 ,norfolk4 #he #aamo4 #d #ahdi ,,george ,,%aw1 ,clonmel4 #fh #abmo4 #bb #ahdi ,,susanna ,,%epp>d1 ,mile ,end ,road1 ,middlesex4 #ig #dmo4 #af #ahej ,,betty ,,%ipley1 ,d]by4 ,wid[ ( ,john ,%ipley1 ( ,uttoxet]4 #hf #bmo4 #c #ahej ,,m>g>et ,,sikes1 ,a%burton1 ,irel&4 ,wife ( ,william ,sikes4 #dh #emo4 #d #ahej ,,alice ,,sill1 ,k5dal4 #hb #fmo4 #a #ahej ,,george ,,simpson1 ,birk5head4 #eh #gmo4 #e #ahej ,,susanna ,,smi?1 ,drynah1 ,m\ntmelick4 ,wid[ ( ,humphry ,smi?4 #hj #aamo4 #ai #ahdi ,,m>y ,,smi?1 ,d>l+ton4 #gg #cmo4 #b #ahej ,,abigail ,,smi?1 ,pre/on4 #gj #emo4 #ab #ahej ,,hannah ,,smi?1 ,walton1 ,liv]pool4 ,wife ( ,h5ry ,h4 ,smi?4 #eh #amo4 #bc #ahej ,,cass&ra ,,smi?1 ,birm+ham4 ,di$ at ,dov]4 #di #imo4 #bg #ahdi ,,john ,,smi?1 ,w9*morehill4 #gg #gmo4 #aa #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,sn[d51 ,brad=d4 ,daught] ( ,john & ,ann ,sn[d54 #ba #gmo4 #ba #ahej ,,m>y ,,ann ,,sp>kes1 ,exet]4 #da #bmo4 #c #ahej ,,eliza ,,cole ,,sp>kes1 ,exet]4 ,daught] ( ,?omas & ,e/h] ,m>ia ,sp>kes4 #a #dmo4 #bi #ahej ,,joseph ,,sp5ce1 ,york4 ,an ,eld]4 #ge #imo4 #bf #ahej ,,*>les ,,sp5ce1 ,d>l+ton4 ,son ( ,*>les & ,hannah ,sp5ce4 #f #abmo4 #h #ahdi ,,m>y ,,sp5c]1 ,s\? ,lodge1 ,cock]m\?4 #fi #fmo4 #cj #ahej ,,william ,,squire1 ,/oke ,new+ton4 #ei #cmo4 #bd #ahej ,,dorcas ,,squire1 ,k+'s ,langley1 ,hemp/ead1 ,h]ts4 #fg #amo4 #i #ahej ,,ca!r9e ,,dyke ,,/ade1 ,ab]avon1 ,glamorgan4 ,daught] ( ,j4 & ,r4 ,d4 ,/ade4 #f #aamo4 #bf #ahdi ,,susanna ,,/anil&1 ,hull4 #gh #hmo4 #bf #ahej ,,james ,,/eev5s1 ,bas+/oke4 #ei #bmo4 #be #ahej ,,m>y ,,/ret*1 ,nantwi*4 ,wid[ ( ,ri*>d ,/ret*4 #hj #cmo4 #be #ahej ,,elizabe? ,,/ret*1 ,f9$on4 ,wid[ ( ,samuel ,/ret*1 ( ,hor!rton1 ,*e%ire4 #ge #bmo4 #bg #ahej ,,s>ah ,,tackab]ry1 ,ballygunn]1 ,wat]=d4 ,wid[4 #hh #emo4 #ab #ahej ,,george ,,nor? ,,ta?am1 ,head+ley1 ,le$s4 #gh #emo4 #ai #ahej ,,james ,,taylor1 ,he/on1 ne> ,br5t=d4 #gi #bmo4 #g #ahej ,,b5jam9 ,,?ompson1 ,spr+ ,hill1 ,lurgan4 #gg #cmo4 #ai #ahej ,,?omas ,,?omson1 ,dubl94 ,son ( ,b5jam9 & ,s>ah ,?omson4 #bc #aamo4 #ba #ahdi ,,philip ,h4 ,l4 ,,?ornton1 ,sidcot4 ,son ( ,william & ,ca!r9e ,?ornton4 #bb #fmo4 #e #ahej ,! subject ( ?is memoir 0 a native ( ,k+sbridge1 ,devon%ire2 & 0 educat$ among ,fri5ds4 ,he 0 n by bir? a memb] ( our ,society1 b 0 receiv$ into memb]%ip a %ort "t previ\s to 8 dea?4 ,hav+ be5 adopt$ by 8 uncle1 he 0 tak5 to ,irel&1 :5 ab\t f\rte5 ye>s ( age1 z an appr5tice to "o ( ! ,prov9cial ,s*ools1 ( :i* 8 uncle 0 ! sup]9t5d5t4 ,end[$ ) natural abilities well adapt$ = ! acquisition ( k1 & possess+ a ta/e = v>i\s bran*es ( lit]ature & sci5ce1--gift$1 too1 ) engag+ mann]s & affability ( disposition1 he became1 z he grew up1 a g5]al fav\rite among/ ^? ) :om he associat$1 & 8 imm$iate relatives indulg$ 9 fond hopes ( 8 becom+ an hon\rable & useful *>t]4 ,8 be/ fri5ds1 h[ev]1 7 sometimes anxi\s on 8 acc\nt1 le/ ! c>esses ( ! _w %\ld turn aside 8 feet f ! pa? ( safety1 & prev5t t entire surr5d] ( he>t & life to ! requirem5ts ( ! gospel1 :i* alone consi/s ) true ,*ri/ian disciple%ip1 & af=ds a well-gr\nd$ expectation ( real usefulness & p]man5t well- be+4 ,b he 0 op5 to receive ! admonitions ( 8 fri5ds1 & !re is reason to believe t ! voice ( ,*ri/ian c\nsel 0 in/rum5tal to 8 good4 ,he 0 nev] v robu/2 & 8 application to /udy1 9 addition to 8 /at$ duties1 01 p]haps1 n fav\rable to bodily vig\r4 ,be=e ! expiration ( 8 appr5tice%ip1 he became s enfeebl$1 z to cause 8 relations mu* anxiety2 & z 8 uncle & aunt _h )drawn f ! ,in/itution1 ! ,committee ( ! ,s*ool k9dly acc$$ to _! proposal to remove him to _! own h\se4 ,"h he soon ralli$2 & 9 ! summ]1 ( #ahdh1 appli$ = ! situation ( tea*] ( ,sidcot ,s*ool4 ,he ent]$ ^u ! duties ( ! /ation ) e>ne/ness & zeal2 & ! notice & enc\ragem5t :i* he !re receiv$1 t5d$ bo? to r5d] 8 occupation a delight1 & to draw =? ! m hidd5 dep?s ( 8 "*4 ,8 he>t 0 9 8 "w1 & ! field ( lab\r p>ticul>ly cong5ial to 8 ta/e4 ,a few mon?s1 h[ev]1 suffic$ to br+ on a return ( delicacy1 & r5d]$ x advisable t he %\ld retire = a :ile f active duty2 b ! foll[+ ye>1 app>5tly ) r5ovat$ p[]s1 he aga9 resum$ 8 po/4 ,= a :ile1 he appe>$ to ?9k t 8 heal? 0 becom+ confirm$2 b ab\t ! comm5cem5t ( ano!r ye>1 he 0 rapidly br\ght l[1 & ne>ly disqualifi$ = ! p]=mance ( 8 s*ool duties4 ,he 0 h[ev] reta9$ 9 8 (fice1 ) delicate att5tion to 8 kn[n wi%es1 until 9 ! #d? mon?1 #ahej1 he 0 oblig$ to )draw1 & aga9 make 8 uncle's h\se at ,m\ntmelick 8 home4 ,! foll[+ extracts f lett]s & memor&a writt5 previ\s to 8 leav+ ,sidcot1 %[ ! /ate ( 8 m9d at t p]iod4 #bnd mo4 #aj?4 ,i (t5 feel1--(t5] ?an ev]1 t ! ?read ( life is 9 me weak1--v weak2 &1 oh6 ,i am sometimes almo/ ov]:elm$ ) ! retrospects1 & prospects1 ?is feel+ op5s to my view4 ,i feel t ,i h be5 pursu+ false jewels1 sometimes ^? :i* h no appe>ance ev5 ( ext]nal brilliance1 & ! ,pe>l has escap$ my notice4 ,i h1 ,i believe1 e>ne/ly desir$ t ,i may be enabl$ to see ! true & real beauty ( ! ,pe>l1 & its ine/imable value1 9 su* a light1 t no?+ may aga9 w>p my att5tion f x4 #bnd mo4 #bcrd1 #ahej4 ,my weakness ( body1 & frequ5t illnesses1 h br\ght be=e my m9d ! great unc]ta9ty ( my cont9u+ long 9 ?is sc5e ( probation4 ,i feel t ,i h liv$ hi!rto ')\t ,god 9 ! _w1' plung$ 9 s9 & d>kness2 t my s9s are a great] burd5 ?an ,i c be>2 & unless my all m]ciful ,god & ,fa!r1 ?r\gh 8 de> ,son1 =give !m1 & relieve me f !m1 ,i fe> !y w draw me ) !m to ! l[e/ grave4 ,i believe my he>t's desire is1 to walk 9 ! n>r[ way1--to be ! ,"l's on 8 own t]ms1 & to be humbl$ ev5 9 ! du/4 ,! evil "o sugge/s1 t ,i c nev] be =giv51 & fills my s\l ) d\bts & fe>s2 b1 oh ,"l6 ?\ ha/ said1 ',he t come? to me1 ,i w 9 no wise ca/ out4' #bnd mo4 #bd?4 ,/rong desires are 9 my he>t1 t ,i may be fav\r$ ) an assurance ( =giv5ess2 b1 oh6 ,i fe> t my rep5tance is n s9c]e1 t ! pride ( ! _w /ill holds place 9 my he>t4 ,oh ,"l6 ,i pray !e t ?\ wilt use ?y %>p ?re%+ in/rum5t1 & break 9 pieces all t is at v>iance ) ?y holy w4 ,?is is ,fir/-day4 ,be pleas$ to keep ! door ( my lips1 ,oh ,fa!r6 & reign absolutely 9 my ?\ghts2 grant t meet+ may be a "t ( fav\r & visitation1 & t ,i may be enabl$ to wait pati5tly = !e4 ,oh6 t ,i c\ld keep ! _w f p\r+ on me z a flood1 at su* times3 ,?\1 graci\s ,fa!r1 can/ enable me to d ?is4 #crd mo4 #a/4 ,/ruggles seem to be my portion1 9 :i* ! _w1 ! fle%1 & ! devil (t5 seem likely to get ! victory4 ,"l1 grant ?r\gh ! bless$ ,savi\r1 t if ,i h f\nd ! good "p1 no?+ may be p]mitt$ to take x f me4 ,i greatly desire an increase ( fai?4 ,alas6 ,i feel ! little ,i h fail sometimes4 #f?4 ,oh6 t none ( ! ,"l's int5tions respect+ me1 may be fru/rat$ by my disob$i5ce & unwat*fulness4 ,oh6 ,i feel t ,i am indol5t & v lukew>m1 if n cold altoge!r1 9 att5d+ to my s\l's salvation1 & 9 do+ all = ! ,"l's glory4 ,?\ kn[e/1 oh ,"l6 t ,i am v weak 9 body2 b1 oh6 grant t ,i may n make t a cov] = indol5ce & lukew>mness4 ,?\ ha/ kn[n my peculi> trials1 & ,i ?ank !e t ?\ ha/1 ?r\gh ! de> ,lamb1 grant$ me /r5g? to be> !m4 ,aft] 8 return to ,m\ntmelick1 ?is de> y\? liv$ sev5 weeks1 & dur+ ?is "t 8 company 0 mo/ sweet & in/ructive2 ! t5or ( 8 conduct & conv]sation be+ beautifully regulat$ by ! influ5ce ( ! div9e ,_s1 br++1 9 great measure1 z !re 0 reason to believe1 e ?\ght into captivity to ! ob$i5ce ( ,*ri/2 & ! composure & s]5ity ( 8 c\nt5ance1 cle>ly indicat$ ! sweet peace :i* p]vad$ 8 m9d4 ,ab\t ! end ( ,fif? ,mon?1 x became evid5t t ! f9al *ange 0 draw+ ne>4 ,?is he 0 enabl$ to look to )\t dismay2 say+1 :5 a fe> 0 express$ t he c\ld n cont9ue long3 ,i _c say t ,i h any fe>4 ,on ! night ( ! #bnd ( #f? ,mon?1 he said3 ,i wi% ,i c\ld feel a /rong] assurance ( acceptance ) ! ,almighty2 & aft]w>ds he reque/$ to h ! #bcrd ,psalm read to him4 ,! next morn+1 sitt+ up 9 8 b$1 he rem>k$3 ,!re rema9e? a re/ = ! p ( ,god2 &1 aft] a pause1 ,i want m ( t fai?1 ( :i* ,i fe> ,i possess s little2 & yet1 :5 ,i h ask$ = :at 0 prop] & ne$ful = me1 x has n be5 d5i$4 ,i desire to be enabl$ to pass ?r\gh ! valley ( humiliation1 )\t mu* conflict2 & !n comes ! valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?3--only a %ad[6 ! f+] ( ,god w guide safe ?r\gh1 all ^? :o put _! tru/ 9 him3 ',yea1 ?\gh ,i walk ?r\gh ! valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 ,i w fe> no evil2 ?y rod & ?y /aff !y com=t me4' ,! rod to *a/51 ! /aff to support6 ,oh6 all t is ( ! _w1 & all t is 9 x1 are wor?less 9 my sight4 ,if ! ,"l has any "w = me to d on e>?1 ,i tru/ ,i am will+ to d x2 b if n1 ,i h no wi% to /ay4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 ! belov$ invalid broke =? ) ! foll[+ expressions3 ,! ,"l is my ,%eph]d1 ,i %all n want2 emphatically add+1 ,:at a v preci\s promise6 &1 aft] a %ort pause1--,come n[1 & let u reason toge!r1 sai? ! ,"l1 ?\gh y\r s9s be z sc>let1 !y %all be :ite z sn[1 ?\gh !y be r$ l crimson1 !y %all be z wool1 rem>k+1 & ?is 0 "u ! old disp5sation4 ,oh6 ,i hope my s9s are gone be=eh& to judgm5t2 b !re seem to be s _m fre% s9s1 ,i h s mu* "t t ,i d n improve z ,i ought2 b ! poor weak body & ?is weak m9d too6 ,on its be+ rem>k$1 t we did n s]ve a h>d ma/]1 he seem$ com=t$1 & cont9u$1 ,oh6 t ,i c\ld see ! pe>l gates2 b ,i fe> ,i h n fai? en\gh1 nor love en\gh to love ,him p]fectly :o fir/ lov$ me1 & di$ = me1 yes6 ev5 = me6 ,oh6 ,i desire to ?r[ myself at 8 feet2 h[ ,i wi% ,i c\ld love him bett]1 & s]ve him m4 ,! :ole ( ,f\r?-day he seem$ fa/ s9k+1 & calmly spoke ( dea? z v ne>4 ,he crav$ = pati5ce1 aga9 & aga91 mak+ use ( _m sweet expressions z 8 end drew ne>4 ,o ,jesus6 sweet ,jesus1 come6 & plac+ 8 h&s toge!r1 supplicat$ ?us3 ,oh1 de> ,"l6 if x be ?y w1 be pleas$ to take me1 = ! sake ( ?y de> ,son4 ,&1 aga91 ,?y w be done4 ,he rem>k$1 ,i believe ,i am pass+ ?r\gh ! d>k valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?2 & on ! hope be+ express$ t he w\ld be support$ ?r\gh1 he respond$1 ,?r\gh m]cy6 ,soon aft] ?is1 he sank into a quiet sleep1 :i* la/$ "s h\rs2 &1 %ortly aft] wak+1 ! unfett]$ _s took its flight s g5tly1 z sc>cely to be p]ceptible to ^? ar\nd4 ,,frances ,,h5%awe ,,?orpe1 ,ov]bury1 ,tewkesbury4 ,wid[ ( ,?omas ,?orpe4 #fe #ajmo4 #e #ahdi ,,william ,,todhunt]1 ,dubl94 #df #amo4 #ai #ahej ,,susanna ,,todhunt]1 ,dubl94 ,wid[ ( ,john ,todhunt]4 #gd #bmo4 #b #ahej ,,susanna ,,todhunt]1 ,dubl94 ,daught] ( ,?omas ,h4 & ,hannah ,todhunt]4 #a #hmo4 #cj #ahej ,,ca!r9e ,,toms1 ,am]%am4 #fg #amo4 #h #ahej ,,alex&] ,,t[ns5d1 ,ra?ru%1 ,kilconnor4 #gj #abmo4 #g #ahdi ,,cr\dson ,,tun/all1 ,alva/on ,grove1 ,nantwi*4 ,an ,eld]4 #fh #aamo4 #ag #ahdi ,d$ication to ! cause ( tru?1 m>k$ ! "* ( our de> fri5d2 & div9e grace wr\ght effectually 9 him--break+ ! ob/ructions ( ! natural m9d--smoo?+ ! rugg$ pa? ( life1 & enabl+ him to rejoice 9 ! m]cy :i* foll[$ him1 & :i* 0 8 support ?r\gh _m tribulations4 ,x 0 8 e>ne/ desire to "k 9 himself a gr[? 9 ! tru?1 & to h 8 build+ firm on ! ,rock ( ages4 ,8 dilig5ce 9 ! support ( our meet+s = wor%ip & discipl9e1 & ! rev]5t frame ( 8 _s 9 ^! meet+s1 0 animat+ & exempl>y to 8 fri5ds1 z 0 also 8 daily circumspect walk4 ,! *a/5+s ( div9e love produc$ pr(itable exp]i5ce1 & be+ accept$ by him1 ) humble gratitude & pray]ful submission1 8 he>t 0 enri*$ by spiritual bless+s4 ,:5 ne> ! conf9es ( "t1 & ! p[] ( utt]ance ne>ly gone1 he 0 rem9d$ by a fri5d ( ! fai?fulness & t5d] m]cy ( our ,savi\r1 :5 he emphatically repli$1--,t is my only com=t4 ,?us "u ! rapid decay ( ! outw>d man1 he possess$ a peaceful m9d1 9 t bless$ hope :i* _h be5 9 8 day1 z ! an*or to 8 s\l--sure & /eadfa/4 ,,?omas ,,wadd+ton1 ,p5ke?4 #di #imo4 #c #ahej ,,john ,,wai?man1 ,yeal&4 #di #aamo4 #b #ahdi ,,m>ia ,,walk]1 ,wooldale1 ,york%ire4 ,daught] ( ,samuel ,walk]4 #bd #ajmo4 #ah #ahdi ,,hannah ,,walk]1 ,dirtc>1 ,wakefield4 ,wife ( ,rob]t ,walk]4 #fh #dmo4 #c #ahej ,,b>b>a ,,wall]1 ,york4 #gj #aamo4 #ac #ahdi ,! quiet acquiesc5ce ( ?is de> fri5d1 9 ! div9e w1 "u *anges ( circum/ances involv+1 to h] en]getic & lively m9d1 mu* suff]+1 appe>$ to _m ( h] imm$iate fri5ds1 deeply in/ructive4 ,9 e>ly life1 %e 01 = sev]al ye>s1 resid5t 9 ! family ( h] bro!r ,/eph5 ,wall]1 at ,clapton2 & dur+ ! long cont9u$ illness ( 8 wife1 took *>ge ( ! family1 includ+ an int]e/+ gr\p ( "y *ildr51 betwe5 :om & h]self ! t5d]e/ affection subsi/$4 ,on ! re/oration ( h] si/]'s heal?1 %e came to reside ) h] bro!r ,rob]t ,wall]1 ( ,york4 ,9 ! ,fir/ mon?1 #ahbi1 at ! solicitation ( ! committee1 %e cons5t$ to und]take1 = a "t1 ! dome/ic c>e ( ! ,boys' ,s*ool1 !n fir/ e/abli%$ by ,york ,qu>t]ly ,meet+1 9 t city4 ,?\gh 9 delicate heal?1 & ) a voice :i* %e c\ld r>ely raise above a :isp]1 %e soon became s w>mly int]e/$ 9 ! in/itution1 z to prev5t ! necessity = fur!r inquiry = a female head4 ,h] active & executive m9d1 f\nd "h a l>ge field ( usefulness1 :i* %e well occupi$4 ,h] k9d int]e/ 9 ! in/itution1 ! s*ol>s & ! (fic]s1 increas$ f ye> to ye>4 ,h] ability 9 provid+ = & secur+ ! com=t ( all ar\nd h]1 always conspicu\s1 0 em95tly s 9 times ( sickness1 :e!r ( m or less sev]ity4 ,on ^! occasions1 besides h] p[] ( skilfully m9i/]+ to physical com=ts1 h] quiet _s1 kn[+ :]e %e h]self _h s\ght & f\nd consolation1 c\ld direct o!rs to ! same unfail+ ,s\rce4 ,at ! close ( ! ye> #ahcf1 9 consequ5ce ( ! decease ( h] si/] ,hannah1 ! wife ( ,rob]t ,wall]1 %e 0 call$ f ! sc5e ( h] ardu\s1 yet to h]1 pleasant lab\rs2 ! b5eficial results ( :i* 71 ! e/abli%m5t ( ord]ly arrangem5t1 & plans ( dome/ic com=t1 ess5tial to ! well-be+ ( a s*ool4 ,%e rema9$ ) h] bro!r at ,holdgate1 till ! "t ( 8 second m>riage1 :5 *ange 0 aga9 h] allotm5t4 ,aft] a %ort abs5ce f ,york %e f9ally settl$ !re4 ,h] decl9+ heal? r5d]$ repose ne$ful1 al?\gh ! livel9ess ( h] spirits enabl$ h] greatly to enjoy frequ5t int]c\rse ) h] fri5ds2--& ! s*ool1 ! sc5e ( h] =m] lab\rs1 0 an object ( cont9u$ affectionate int]e/4 ,9 record+ ^! few incid5ts1 :i* we well "k1 ( !mselves1 are ( little importance1 p]haps entirely insignificant to ! g5]al read]1 we believe1 nev]!less1 t a useful lesson may be convey$4 ,! pa? ( our de> fri5d 01 rem>kably1 n "o ( h] own *oos+2 mo/ ( ! *anges ( place & circum/ance :i* %e exp]i5c$1 involv$ mu* t 0 pa9ful2 yet "u all1 ! quiet1 peaceful1 ?ankful resignation :i* %e 0 enabl$ to atta91 %ew$ :]e h] hopes 7 an*or$1 & prov$ ! p[] ( div9e grace to make h>d ?+s easy4 ,= _m mon?s previ\s to h] decease1 %e 0 conf9$ to h] c\*1 & latt]ly to h] b$4 ,dur+ ?is p]iod1 %e bore ) unrep9+ pati5ce1 mu* bodily suff]+2 b h] *e]ful & en]getic m9d /ill reta9$ its *>act]i/ic vig\r4 ,9 ?is1 h] la/ illness1 ! k9d att5tions1 & t5d] c>es1 :i* %e _h s (t5 m9i/]$ to o!rs1 7 abundantly repaid to h]self4 ,9 addition to ! assidu\s & fai?ful s]vices ( ! family ) :om %e _h tak5 up h] abode1 & :o became w>mly atta*$ to h]1 %e _h = _m weeks previ\s to h] decease1 ! t5d]e/ att5tion ( "o ( h] affectionate nieces1 ( ^: infant ye>s %e _h be5 ! wat*ful gu>dian4 ,a fri5d :o frequ5tly visit$ h] on h] b$ ( suff]+1 says1 ,9 "s ( my la/ visits to h]1 h] expression ( firm & lov+ reliance ^u ! ,"l1 ^: support %e _h be5 wont to seek 9 ! "t ( heal?1 z well z 9 t ( suff]+1 0 a sweet te/imony to ! bless$ness ( hav+ made him h] portion4 ,%e told me h[ com=t$ %e _h be5 "u great bodily weakness1 :5 %e felt unable def9itely to put up h] petitions1 9 ! lively remembrance t %e _h a nev]- fail+ ,advocate ) ! ,fa!r1 t\*$ ) a feel+ ( h] infirmities1 ev] liv+ to make int]cession = h]4 ',oh6' %e rem>k$1 '! s5se ( x has be5 preci\s to me4' ,?us peace & ?ankfulness 7 ! frequ5t clo?+ ( h] _s1 till h] e>?ly h\se ( ?is tab]nacle 0 quietly dissolv$1 & ex*ang$1 we rev]5tly believe1 = 'a h\se n made ) h&s1 et]nal 9 ! heav5s4' ,,alice ,,wall]1 ,! ,h[e1 ,hal/$4 ,wid[ ( ,rob]t ,wall]1 ( ,york4 #gf #fmo4 #be #ahej ,( ! *ildhood ( our fri5d we "k b little4 ,h] p>5ts 7 memb]s ( our religi\s ,society1 & br\ght up _! *ildr5 9 con=mity ) its practices4 ,%e 01 at r an e>ly age1 plac$ at ! s*ool = girls at ,york1 :i* _h1 at t "t1 "s peculi> advantages 9 reg>d to ! religi\s & moral c>e ( ! pupils4 ,b f ?is enclosure %e 0 soon recall$1 to be ! companion ( h] invalid "m2 & at ! e>ly age ( sixte51 :5 h] belov$ p>5t 0 remov$ by dea?1 %e took ! *>ge ( h] fa!r's dome/ic conc]ns1 & resid$ ) him till h] m>riage ) ,b5jam9 ,horn] ( ,york4 ,al?\gh ! %ortness ( ! p]iod %e rema9$ at s*ool1 might be disadvantage\s to h] 9 sev]al respects1 yet x is highly probable t1 9 h] "m's sick *amb]1 "s impressions 7 made1 & lessons le>n$1 :i* 7 z se$s s[n to br+ =? fruit 9 a future day4 ,h] husb&'s circle ( acqua9tance 0 an ext5sive1 &1 9 its "*1 a mu* v>i$ "o2 &1 = "s ye>s1 ,alice ,horn] m+l$ mu* 9 gay society1 occasionally frequ5t+ ) h] husb& places ( amusem5t1 especially ^? 9 :i* music =m$ ! *ief attraction4 ,b dur+ ?is p]iod1 9 :i* %e may be said to h liv$ to h]self1 %e 0 n )\t compunctu\s visitations2 & z ! responsibilities ( a "m came ^u h]1 %e increas+ly felt ! s]i\sness ( life1 & ! duty1 z well z ! privilege1 ( liv+ to ,god1 & be+ enabl$ to look unto ,him z a ,fa!r & a ,fri5d4 ,^! feel+s appe> to h gradually ga9$ asc5dancy 9 h] m9d1 & h] preval5t desire became1 to be a ,*ri/ian ^u ,*ri/'s own t]ms4 ,%e felt h]self z "o :o _h be5 =giv5 mu*1 & !re=e lov$ mu*1--/riv+ to be no m con=m$ to ?is _w1 b trans=m$ by ! r5ew+ ( h] m9d4 ,h] consci5ce became n only enlight5$1 b t5d]2 & yield+ to :at %e believ$ to be h] duty to ,god1 %e n only refra9$ f all ! public amusem5ts 9 :i* %e _h =m]ly tak5 pleasure1 b act$ 9 h] associations ) o!rs1 consi/5tly ) h] views z a ,fri5d4 ,if 9 ?is /rait pa?2 walk+ mu* alone & inexp]i5c$ 9 ! way3 %e sometimes err$1 we believe x 0 r on ! side ( decision1 ?an on t ( undue yield+4 ,%e seem$ to live "u a s5se ( t say+ ( ! apo/le1 ,:atsoev] is n ( fai? is s94 ,& :il/ ! c\rse :i* %e pursu$ c\ld n fail to re/rict1 9 "s degree1 h] int]c\rse ) ! _w1 ^? ) :om %e /ill associat$1 7& h] circle cont9u$ to be a wide "o17 appe>$ 9 g5]al to e/imate h] motives2 & _m ( !m ent]ta9$ an increas$ love & respect = h] "*2 & ,he :o1 above all ?+s1 %e desir$ to s]ve1 0 pleas$ abundantly to com=t & /r5g!n h] 9 all h] trials4 ,! dea? ( h] only daught]1 at ! age ( n9ete51 z well z t ( h] husb& aft] a %ort illness1 a few ye>s subsequ5tly1 7 close trials to h]2 b %e b[$ 9 humble submission to ^! disp5sations1 &1 "u ! *a/5+ h& ( ! ,"l1 x became increas+ly evid5t1 t ! "o ?+ ne$ful 0 /eadily kept 9 h] view4 ,%e 0 dilig5t 9 h] att5dance ( our religi\s meet+s1 & (t5 rem>k$1 t %e _h be5 p]mitt$ to f9d 9 !m a re/+ place to h] s\l4 ,aft] h] second m>riage1 ) ,rob]t ,wall] ( ,holdgate ne> ,york1 h] heal?1 :i* = a long "t _h n be5 /rong1 began m rapidly to decl9e1 & at ! dea? ( h] husb&1 aft] a long & protract$ illness1 %e 0 s complete an invalid1 z to be *iefly conf9$ to h] b$ = _m mon?s toge!r4 ,?is 0 a great trial ^u h] fai? & pati5ce2 b h] hope & tru/ 9 h] ,savi\r's love nev] =sook h]1 & (t5 ?r\gh h] long illness1 %e 0 enabl$ to look =w>d ) hope & joy to t "t1 :5 abs5t f ! body1 %e %\ld be pres5t ) ! ,"l4 ,six mon?s aft] h] husb&'s dea?1 %e 0 remov$1 9 an invalid c>riage1 to ! resid5ce ( h] elde/ son 9 ,essex1 ^: h\se cont9u$ to be h] home ! rema9d] ( h] days4 ,9 writ+ to a mu* belov$ fri5d1 f ?is quiet retreat soon aft] h] arrival1 %e rem>ks1--,e com=t & e indulg5ce is allott$ to me by my att5tive *ildr54 ,oh :at b\ndless dem&s ^u my gratitude are ?us p\r$ =?4 ,i w\ld gladly hope n )\t a he>tfelt ackn[l$gm5t to t ,almighty ,giv]1 :o is ! au?or ( all our manifold m]cies4 ,= all ?+s ,i rev]5tly ?ank my ,god & ,savi\r1 rememb]+ y my de> fri5ds1 :om ,i h left1 ) ! true/ affection4 ,to ! same fri5d1 :o h]self 0 suff]+ f illness1 %e aga9 writes1 ,oh1 de>e/ ---1 h[ _m ( ,8 de> *ildr5 does ! ,"l keep long 9 ! furnace1 yet if he d b grant 8 pres5ce !re1 & wat* ov] ! ref9+ process he designs to be accompli%$1 !re ought to be no compla9+ ei!r ( ! l5g? ( "t1 or ! sev]ity ( ! op]ation1 b ?r\gh all1 ! full fruits ( resignation %\ld be br\ght =? 9 p]fection1 to 8 praise1 & 8 glory4 ,t s x may be1 my de> fri5d1 =ms a wi% on my own acc\nt z well z on ?9e1 day by day4 ,! "t has appe>$ long to me1 t ,i h be5 requir$ to lay "u ! rod1 b :5 we measure "t z did ! ,apo/le ( old1 & ?9k ( x z a vap\r t quickly passe? away1 or z a %ad[ t abide? n1 we see t x is b = a little mom5t t our *a/5+ c endure4 ,i _c =be> behold+ my day z f> sp5t2 b ,i d rejoice to see heav5 z a place ( re/ = me1--yes1 ev5 = me6 ?r\gh ! blood %$ = my s9s on ,calv>y's ,m\nt4 ,?is m]cy 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 h[ preci\s x is to dwell ^u4 ,alice ,wall] lov$ ! company ( all ^? t lov$ ! ,"l ,jesus1 & especially ! mess5g]s ( ! gospel 7 acceptable to h]4 ,on "o occasion :5 receiv+ a visit f a fri5d1 :il/ laid ^u h] b$ ( suff]+1 %e1 9 great contrition1 express$ h] s5se ( h] heav5ly ,fa!r's love & m]cy to h]1 a poor creature1 add+1 ,i feel b\nd to tell ( ,8 m>vell\s goodness to me1 ev5 to me1 by night & by day ^u my b$1 9 seasons ( trial ,i h be5 com=t$ by my ,savi\r's pres5ce4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ! ,six? ,mon?1 #ahej1 %e became m poorly1 & bo? h]self & h] *ildr5 7 impress$ ) ! belief t h] end 0 draw+ ne>2 on ! #ae? %e pass$ a v try+ day1 b 9 ! ev5+ reviv$ a little & spoke mo/ sweetly ( ! fulness & cle>ness ( h] hope1 & h] p]fect confid5ce 9 ! love & m]cy ( h] ,god1 ext5d$ to h] = ! sake ( h] belov$ ,savi\r2 %e 0 full ( sweetness & affection to all ar\nd h]1 h] he>t ov]fl[+ ) gratitude to ,god & man4 ,de> ,hannah ,c4 ,backh\se1 %e rem>k$1 visit$ me a %ort "t be=e ,i came "h1 & %e said1 ',i believe ,jesus has ?r[n 8 arm ( ev]la/+ love ar\nd !e1 & is draw+ !e ne>] & ne>] to himself1 & he w draw !e ne>] & ne>]1 till at la/ ,he w press !e into 8 bosom4' ,x 0 a sweet message2 ,i h (t5 ?\ght ^u x s9ce1 & ,i n[ feel su* close union ( _s ) ,god1 t ,i _c d\bt x is ev5 s4 ,on ! passage ( ,scripture be+ repeat$1 ,! angel ( ! ,"l encampe? r\nd ab\t !m t fe> him1 %e add$1 yes1 & pres]ve? !m4--',?is poor man cri$1 & ! ,"l he>d him & deliv]$ him f all 8 tr\bles4' ,! fe> ( ! ,"l has be5 my support = _m ye>s pa/4 ,& on be+ rem9d$ ( t v]se ( ,scripture1 ,?y rod & ?y /aff !y com=t me1 %e said1 ,he has be5 my /aff & my rod 9 ! d>k valley ( dea?1 keep+ my head above ! wat]s1 & he has giv5 me hope full ( immortality1--full ( immortality6 & ,i %all dwell 9 ! h\se ( ! ,"l = ev]2 ,i humbly tru/ t su* w be my portion4 ,%e !n rem>k$ ,x is j a week to-day s9ce ,i began to be s v ill2--/range conflict ( ! body1 ) ! m9d s p]fectly tranquil1 9 /rong confirmation ( ! bless$ promise1 ',?\ wilt keep him 9 p]fect peace ^: m9d is /ay$ on !e4'--,i h (t5 ?\ght ,i he>d ! song ( ,moses & ( ! ,lamb1 z ,i lay "h 9 deep exhau/ion4 ,at ano!r "t %e rem>k$1 ,i h (t5 s9n$1 & err$ mu*1 b ,i h ,"o 9 heav5 t pleade? = me4 ,%e hail$ ) mu* joy ! arrival ( a belov$ fri5d1 & spoke ( ! ev5t z fill+ up ! only rema9+ desire %e _h on e>?2 _! meet+ 0 a season ( mutual love & ?anksgiv+ to ! ,"l4 ,on ,second day1 ! #bd?1 %e said1 ,i am s loos$ f e ?+ bel[1 z ,i c\ld n h believ$2 & 9 ! ev5+ express$ t %e 0 s fill$ ) ?ankfulness h] he>t 0 ov]fl[+6 ,%e intimat$ h] belief1 :5 h] room 0 made ready = ! night1 t x w\ld be ! la/ %e %\ld h to pass1 & ! next morn+ x became evid5t t %e 0 rapidly s9k+4 ,x 0 said to h] t x 0 a long & try+ travel1 b %e 0 ne> to a bett] l&6 :5 %e quickly respond$1 ,yes1 ,emanuel's l&3 & on its be+ rem>k$1 ,! cr[n is ne>ly won2 %e emphatically repli$1 ,oh1 ,i wi% x 7 on6 ,a %ort "t aft] ?is1 h] r$eem$ _s 0 g5tly lib]at$ f ! %ackles ( mortality1 to be1 we humbly believe1 = ev] ) ! ,"l4 ,,fanny ,,m>t9 ,,wall]1 ,guild=d4 ,daught] ( ! late ,?omas ,wall]4 #cj #abmo4 #ad #ahdi ,,edw>d ,,wallis1 ,melk%am4 ,son ( ,abraham ,wallis1 ( ,london4 #bf #cmo4 #f #ahej ,,john ,,walton1 ,s\?port4 #fa #amo4 #g #ahej ,,alfr$ ,,watk9s1 ,eydon1 ,nor?ampton%ire4 ,son ( ,john & ,susanna ,watk9s4 #af #dmo4 #bb #ahej ,,jane ,,watson1 ,allonby1 ,cumb]l&4 #he #ajmo4 #bj #ahdi ,,f]gus ,,watson1 ,allonby4 #ij #amo4 #ba #ahej ,,ann ,,watson1 ,hewor?1 ,newca/le-on-,tyne4 ,wife ( ,john ,watson4 #gb #abmo4 #f #ahdi ,,m>y ,,watson1 ,cock]m\?4 #fd #ajmo #ah #ahdi ,,lucy ,,bell ,,we/wood1 ,brampton1 ,hunts4 ,daught] ( ,john & ,elizabe? ,we/wood4 #ag #cmo4 #ai #ahej ,,joseph ,,:eel]1 ,birm+ham4 #ha #aamo4 #ba #ahdi ,,?omas ,,:ite1 ,ratcliff1 ,london4 #hj #cmo4 #g #ahej ,,jane ,,:ite1 ,*e%am1 ,bucks4 #da #amo4 #b #ahej ,,m>ia ,,bella ,,:ite1 ,h5ley-on-,?ames4 ,wid[ ( ,gabriel ,g4 ,:ite4 #hd #hmo4 #ag #ahej ,,anne ,,:itfield1 ne> ,coo?ill1 ,irel&4 #he #cmo4 #ab #ahej ,,ri*>d ,,:it+1 ,tott5ham4 #hd #gmo4 #c #ahej ,,anne ,,:itt51 ,roscrea1 ,irel&4 ,wid[4 #gb #cmo4 #bd #ahej ,,maudl9 ,,wickett1 ,d>l+ton4 ,wid[ ( ,b5jam9 ,wickett4 #id #aamo4 #ae #ahdi ,,william ,,williams1 ,d5bigh1 ,*e%ire4 #gj #aamo4 #b #ahdi ,,william ,,wilson1 ,brad=d4 #hb #aamo4 #bc #ahdi ,! foll[+ acc\nt has mu* ( x be5 tak5 f a brief memoir ( ,william ,wilson1 :i* appe>$ 9 ! ,brad=d ,obs]v]1 & :i* has s9ce be5 publi%$ z a tract4 ,william ,wilson might truly be said to be an ,israelite inde$1 9 :om !re 0 no guile4 ,he _h 8 peculi>ities ( "*1 b ) all1 0 s+ul>ly good1 & we _c d\bt t 8 pray]s & 8 alms1 _h come up = a memorial be=e ,him1 :o see? 9 secret4 ,at ! age ( fifty1 ) an ample =tune1 he rel9qui%$ a bus9ess1 9 :i* he _h mo/ dilig5tly lab\r$1 :5 ! full tide ( prosp]ity 0 fl[+ 9 ^u him1 9 ord] t he might devote 8 "t1 & ! means plac$ by ,provid5ce at 8 disposal1 to ! cause ( neglect$ & suff]+ humanity4 ,= m ?an ?irty ye>s x became ! ess5tial & exclusive employm5t ( 8 life1 to explore & to relieve cases ( pov]ty & di/ress1 & 9 ! accompli%m5t ( ?is und]tak+1 he employ$ ! same assiduity & c>e1 :i* he _h be5 wont to ex]cise 9 ! managem5t ( 8 secul> call+1 di/ribut+ _m times at ! rate ( a ?\s& p\nds a ye>4 ,z a /ew>d ( ! gifts ( ,god1 he c>efully inve/$ 8 money s z to secure a fair rate ( int]e/1 & on no occasion did he relax f ! utmo/ exactness 9 8 monet>y deal+s2 & yet x is believ$ t 8 p]sonal & dome/ic exp5diture nev] rea*$ #aej p\nds p] annum4 ,8 h\se1 l 8 p]son1 0 a patt]n ( pla9ness & simplicity4 ,8 furniture consi/$ ( no?+ fa%ionable or sup]flu\s2 & 8 table 0 equally m>k$ by com=t & frugality4 ,he 0 a w>m advocate 9 ! cause ( ,temp]ance1 & 0 deeply int]e/$ 9 ! subject ( ! prev5tion ( ,cruelty to ,animals4 ,( ,tracts1 he mu/ h paid =1 & circulat$ gratuit\sly1 "s millions6 ,8 :ole "t & en]gies 7 fully employ$1 & (t5 heavily tax$1 9 devis+ & c>ry+ out s*emes ( m]cy & b5evol5ce1 & 8 life pres5t$ "o uni=m t5or ( consi/5t piety4 ,to /rang]s he might appe> res]v$1 b 8 app>5t res]ve only result$ f 8 con/itutional mode/y1 & retir+ habits1 :il/ to ^? :o enjoy$ 8 fri5d%ip1 he 0 frank1 op51 & intellig5t 9 no ord9>y degree4 ,william ,wilson 0 nev] robu/1 b t[>d ! close ( 8 life1 8 feebl5ess became m app>5t2 = m ?an a week he 0 conf9$ to 8 b$1 b )\t any urg5t symptom ( disease4 ,8 m9d 0 calm & peaceful1--he knew & lov$ 8 ,savi\r1 & ?r\gh ,8 m$iation1 we _c d\bt he has inh]it$ ! bless+ to ! pure 9 he>t1 leav+ beh9d him1 9 _m respects1 an example wor?y to be foll[$1 practically be>+ a noble te/imony to *ri/ian mod]ation & temp]ance 9 all ?+s1 & aga9/ t covet\sness :i* is idolatry4 ,! memory ( su* a man is bless$4 ,,elizabe? ,,wilson1 ,rawd54 #fi #dmo4 #ab #ahej ,,m>y ,,wilson1 ,k5dal4 ,wid[4 #fj #amo4 #ca #ahej ,,james ,,wilson1 ,elm ,f>m1 ,liv]pool4 #gf #ajmo4 #ca #ahdi ,,elizabe? ,,wood1 ,*elms=d4 #fh #amo4 #ag #ahej ,,jane ,,wood1 ,highflatts4 ,wife ( ,john ,wood4 #bh #dmo4 #d #ahej ,,francis ,,wright1 ,kett]+4 #gf #emo4 #ac #ahej ,,?omas ,,wright1 ,cork4 #fa #ajmo4 #i #ahdi ,_m1 bo? )9 ! limits ( our own ,society & out ( x1 c be> te/imony to ! integrity1 b5evol5ce1 & ,*ri/ian deportm5t ( ?is de> fri5d4 ,9 8 transactions ) 8 fell[-m51 he 0 p>ticul>ly c>eful n to ov]-rea*1 or to avail himself ( advantages subv]sive to _! int]e/s2 & 9 ! social circle1 z well z among ! poor1 8 k9dness ( disposition 0 conspicu\s4 ,dur+ ! sc>city ( provision 9 ,irel&1 8 lib]ality 0 great1 & 8 ex]tions on behalf ( ! de/itute almo/ unremitt+4 ,8 illness comm5c$ 9 ! e>ly "p ( ! #i? mon?1 #ahdi1 & on f9d+ t ! compla9t did n yield to rem$ies1 he express$ 8 e>ne/ desire = resignation to ! div9e w1 rem>k+1 t :atev] might be ! t]m9ation1 he believ$ all w\ld be well4 ,he intimat$1 t he _h n be5 "o :o c\ld give mu* expression to 8 religi\s feel+s1 b t = _m ye>s 8 m9d _h be5 daily ex]cis$ be=e ! ,"l on 8 own behalf1 z well z on t ( 8 family4 ,! prosp]ity ( our religi\s ,society lay v ne> to 8 he>t1 & he express$ 8 e>ne/ desire = its pres]vation 9 humility & simplicity4 ,! pati5ce ) :i* he bore ! debility att5dant ^u 8 compla9t 0 rem>kable2 ,8 m9d exp&$ 9 love to 8 family1 8 fri5ds1 & to all ! _w1 repeat+ emphatically1 ,i love !m all4 ,he frequ5tly spoke ( 8 will+ness to dep>t2 & z 8 illness advanc$1 !re appe>$ an increas+ sweetness & solemnity 9 8 mann]1 & he mo/ly address$ ^? ab\t him 9 t]ms ( affection1 express+ 8 ?ankfulness = _! att5tion1 & desir+ t ! ,"l w\ld /r5g!n !m4 ,on a hope be+ express$ t 8 m9d 0 peaceful1 he repli$1 ,yes1 q s4 ,he took an affectionate leave ( 8 wife & ^? ar\nd him2 aft] :i* nature rapidly sank1 & he quietly1 & x is humbly believ$1 peacefully expir$4 ,,eliza ,,wright1 ,sutton1 ,cambridge%ire4 ,daught] ( ,?omas & ,m>y ,wright4 #g #imo4 #h #ahej ,,?omas ,,weight1 ,sutton4 #di #imo4 #af #ahej ,,h5ry ,,wright1 ,middlesboro4 #cj #imo4 #aj #ahdi ,,john ,,full] ,,y\ell1 ,y>m\?4 #bh #abmo4 #a #ahdi ,,infants ^: names are n ins]t$4 ,"u "o mon? 4 4 4 ,boys #a 4 4 4 ,girls #a ,f "o to ?ree mon?s 4 4 4 d4 #b 4 4 4 d4 #c ,f ?ree to six mon?s 4 4 4 d4 #a 4 4 4 d4 #c ,f six to twelve mon?s 4 4 4 d4 #a 4 4 4 d4 #a ,,hannah ,,*apman ,,backh\se4 ,di$ #f? ( #e? mon?1 #ahej4 ,hannah ,*apman ,backh\se 0 ! daught] ( ,joseph & ,jane ,gurney2 %e 0 born at ,norwi* ! #i? ( #bnd ,mon?1 #aghg4 ,( h] v e>ly life %e has left b little record4 ,%e dislik$ /udy1 & 0 fond ( boyi% sports1 until ab\t ! age ( ?irte51 :5 %e began to feel enjoym5t 9 read+4 ,possess$ ( a naturally p[]ful & en]getic m9d1 ) tal5ts ( a v sup]ior ord]1 %e soon began to take great delight 9 /udy1 & 0 ambiti\s to excel 9 e ?+ t %e und]took4 ,draw+ %e pursu$ ) int5se eag]ness1 & 9 ?is & o!r acquirem5ts1 %e made great pr(ici5cy4 ,until ab\t ! age ( sev5te51 h] highe/ enjoym5t 0 d]iv$ f ! cultivation ( ! intellectual p[]s1 & 9 ! endeav\r to raise ^! to _! highe/ p]fection1 %e imag9$ ! greate/ happ9ess to consi/4 ,9 h] j\rnal %e writes3--,my ?\ghts h be5 ?is week1 "o cont9u$ ca/le 9 ! air ( be+ an arti/2 ! only reality !y 7 built on1 0 my hav+ pa9t$ 9 oils bett] ?an ,i ?\ght ,i c\ld1 & a feel+ t ,i %all 9 a little "t succe$1 & an unb\nd$ ambition to d s4 ,i h _h _m argum5ts ) myself1 to "k if x w\ld be "r4 ,i ?9k x w\ld1 if ,i c\ld make good use ( x4 ,b gradually %e f\nd t no object :i* _h ?is _w = its limit1 c\ld satisfy ! crav+s ( an immortal s\l4 ,%e began to feel t %e 0 =m$ = high] purposes ?an ! gratification ( self 9 its mo/ ref9$ & plausible =m1 & 9 #ahjf1 we note ! gradual unfold+ ( t *ange ( view1 :i* ?r\gh ! op]ation ( ! ,holy ,_s1 l$ h] to ! unres]v$ surr5d] ( h] :ole be+ to ! s]vice ( h] ,"l2--a surr5d] t 9 s rem>kable a mann] m>k$ h] unwav]+ pa? ?r\gh ! rema9+ portion ( h] d$icat$ life4 ,speak+ ( ?is p]iod1 aft] h] fir/ att5dance ( ! ,ye>ly ,meet+1 %e says1-- ,july1 #ahjf4 ,?is "t1 = almo/ ! fir/ 9 my life1 ,i seem come to a /& 9 ! objects ( my d>l+ pursuits1 :i* ,i may say h be5 almo/ entirely ! pursuit ( pleasure1 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( ! und]/&+4 ,?is ,i feel mu/ be a useless se>*1 = ! fur!r ,i g1 ! m unatta9able is ! cont5tm5t :i* ,i hop$ a degree ( excell5ce might h produc$2--! fur!r ,i g1 ! fur!r does my idea ( p]fection ext5d2 !re=e ?is way ( atta9+ happ9ess ,i f9d is impossible4 ,nev] 9 my life 0 ,i s s5sible ( ! real weakness ( man1 ?\gh to all appe>ance s /rong2 = ,i am p]suad$ t x is almo/ impossible to conduct oneself ?r\gh ?is _w1 )\t be+ s9c]ely religi\s4 ,! human m9d mu/ h an object1 & let t object be ! atta9m5t ( et]nal happ9ess4 99 99 99 ,aft] su* consid]ations1 c ,i be s weak z n to make religion my only pursuit8 ,t :i* w1 ,i believe1 br+ my m9d into beautiful ord]1 &1 r5d]+ all worldly objects subs]vi5t to its use1 h>monize ! :ole1 & fit x to be> fruit to all et]nity1 & ! fruit ( righte\sness is peace4 ,i h felt my m9d v mu* s(t5$ ( late1 & m & m see ! beauty ( hol9ess1 b all ! progress ,i c say t ,i h made t[>ds x1 is 9 lov+ x m2--yet ,i feel ,i h a great way to g be=e my he>t is entirely giv5 up4 ,feb4 #i?1 #ahjg4 ,to-day ,i am tw5ty2 let me endeav\r to describe ) s9c]ity :at tw5ty ye>s h effect$ ^u me2 h[ difficult self- love & bl9dness make answ]+ ! que/ions1 ,:at am ,i8 ,h[ f> am ,i advanc$ 9 ! great end ( be+1 ! mak+ su* use ( my "t "h1 t x may be> fruit :5 "t ) me is ov]8 ,:5 ,i look ^u myself ) ! greate/ s]i\sness1 h[ ill d ,i ?9k ( myself6 ,i see myself end[$ ) p[]s1 :i* ,i (t51 7,i hope1 ) a pure & unfeign$ he>t17 wi% may be appli$ aright4 ,b 9 my m9d1 :at /rong 'bulls ( ,ba%an' compass me ab\t6 ,:at ,i fe> mo/1 & t :i* sometimes comes ^u me mo/ awfully1 is1 t my w is n prop]ly br\ght into subjection4 99 99 99 ,(t5 :5 clo!d ) some?+ ( heav5ly love1 d ,i feel t ,i _h r be a door-keep] 9 ! h\se ( my ,god1 ?an dwell 9 k+'s palaces1 b ,i fe> ! g5]al t5d5cy ( my pursuits w\ld make me m fit = ! latt] ?an ! =m]4 ,:at ,i want & d mo/ s9c]ely wi% =1 is1 t ,i may be truly humble1 & t :]e pride n[ reigns1 humility may prevail2 & :]e ambition1 cont5tm5t4 ,9 #ahjh1 ! dea? ( a fav\rite fir/ c\s9 appe>s to h be5 ! means ( greatly deep5+ h] s]i\s impressions1 & ( increas+ ! desire to relieve h]self1 z %e expresses x1 f ! mis]able /ate ( inconsi/5cy 9 :i* a gay ,fri5d is situat$4 ,a %ort "t subsequ5t to ?is p]iod1 %e writes3-- ,may1 #ahjh4 ,) my fa!r & "m ,i left ! ,grove ?is morn+1 ) a m9d mu* s(t5$1 ?\gh n afflict$ by p>t+ ) ^? ,i love1 e>ne/ly wi%+ t :at ,i 0 go+ to att5d1--! ,ye>ly ,meet+1 might /amp m deeply ! impressions ,i _h receiv$4 ,we rea*$ ,epp+ t night4 ,i felt v s]i\s2 ,love seem$ to h smitt5 me1 & "u t bann]1 ,i e>ne/ly hop$ t ,i might be enabl$ to p>take ( :atev] might be set be=e me 9 ! banquet+ h\se4 ,i saw t x w\ld be "r = me to say !e1 & ?\1 to ev]ybody1 & ,i begg$ t ,i might be s kept 9 love z to be enabl$ to d x1--t love might draw me1 n fe> t]rify me4 ,h[ deeply ,i felt to enjoy ,fir/-day1 & 0 /r5g!n$ at meet+4 ,= ! fir/ "t1 to-day ,i call$ ! days ( ! week num]ically1 on pr9ciple1 x co/ me at fir/ a blu%4 ,?is day has af=d$ me deep] & sweet] feel+s ?an any ,i h yet pass$2 surprise & ridicule ,i h felt to be useful6 ,left ,bury ,hill e>ly3 ,i c look back to ! "t ,i h sp5t "h z ! happie/ 9 my life2 & ,i h e>ne/ly wi%$ t my example & influ5ce 9 future life1 may be useful to ^? :om1 nev] be=e my m9d 0 s alt]$1 did ,i love ) s sweet or s great an affection4 ,aft] allud+ to "s fur!r *ange1 %e writes2 ,i felt increas+ly ! weight ( advocat+ ! cause ,i h engag$ 92 oh6 may no ^w or action ( m9e1 /a9 ! "* ,i am assum+1 & may no self-exaltation be ! consequ5ce3 ! m9d1 ,i feel1 mu/ be kept deep inde$1 to avoid ! rocks t d e :]e surr\nd4 #f? ,mon?1 #ahjh4 ,w5t to meet+--?\ght t by obs]v+ ! comm&m5t1 & confess+ ,*ri/ be=e m51 we %\ld only be %[+ ! beautiful effect ( ob$i5ce1 9 ! fruit ( ! ,_s x produces1--t x does n consi/ 9 spee*1 dress1 or behavi\r1 b t by be+ ob$i5t 9 ^! & all ?+s1 to ! law writt5 9 our he>ts2 we %\ld be ov]%ad[$ by t sweetness & quietness ( _s1 ! fruits ( :i* w\ld prove ^: gov]nm5t we are "u4 #g? ,mon?1 #ahjh1 ,crom]4 ,walk$ on ! %ore1 ! sky 0 illum9at$ by ! sett+ sun ! sc5e 0 ( nature's greate/ beauty1 ,i c\ld n speak1 b x 0 n ! effect ( ! sc5e4 ,su* sc5es 9 :i* ,i us$ to revel1 h lo/ mu* ( _! influ5ce 9 ! inf]ior peace !y br+1 to t :i* a few small sacrifices1 ! effect ( ob$i5ce1 produce4 ,grove1 #aa? ,mon?1 #ahjh4 ,pati5ce tri$1 & c5sori\sness ( m9d & "s words all[$ to h too mu* dom9ion4 ,! high] we rise1 ! m we feel ! foibles ( o!rs2 & !n ! m ne$ h we ( ! _s ( love & *>ity1 to be pati5t ) !m2 & if we are n1 x is n excell5ce1 b only ! sight ( x we h ga9$4 #ab? ,mon?1 #ahjh4 ,i fe> ,i h n suffici5tly ?is week1 wre/l$ = ! bless+ ( peace4 ,i am s5sible ( hav+ ! p[] ( pleas+1 ( hav+ /rong] natural p[]s & m acquirem5ts ?an mo/ wom51--,i am consci\s too1 ( hav+ ) all my might1 s\ght t :i* is highe/1 & t my he>t has be5 made will+ to sacrifice all = ! atta9m5t ( x1 & wond]s h ,i already kn[n2 if ,i d n n[ dilig5tly seek t :i* c make me feel+ly ascribe all ! glory1 :]e alone x is due1 fruitless mu/ all my tal5ts be1 & great my fall4 #ab? ,mon?1 #ab?1 #ahjh4 --- came1 ! conv]sation 9 ! ev5+1 s(t5$ my he>t 9 ! d$uction ,i drew f x1 ( :at a prize 0 our possession1--h[ an*orless ! _w seem$ to be1--& ,i lov$ de> ,fri5ds6 #bnd ,mon?1 #i?1 #ahji4 ,tw5ty-two ye>s old4 ,?r\gh ! m]cy ( ev]la/+ k9dness1 great is ! *ange t ?is ye> has wr\ght 9 me2 ! p[] ( ,love has entic$ me to beg9 t spiritual j\rney :i* leads to ! promis$ l&3 ,i h left1 by ,8 guidance & /r5g?1 ! bondage ( ,egypt1 & h se5 ,8 wond]s 9 ! deep4 ,may ! endeav\r ( my life be1 to keep close to t ,angel1 :o c deliv] u ?r\gh ! trials & dang]s ( ! wild]ness ( ?is _w4 ,i h n /udi$ mu* ?is ye>1 yet ,i h almo/ e day read a little1 & nev] 0 my sight s cle> into ! intellectual _w4 ,! works ( ! head may1 ,i believe1 usefully occupy su* portions ( "t z are n necess>y = dis*>g+ our relation%ip 9 society4 99 99 99 ,b above all ?+s be humble1 :i* a love ( all p]fection is1 ,i believe1 n only consi/5t )1 b ! root (4 ,9 #ahaa1 ,hannah ,c4 ,gurney m>ri$ ,jona?an ,backh\se1 & settl$ at ,d>l+ton4 ,! e>ly ye>s ( h] m>ri$ life appe> to h be5 mu* devot$ to h] "y family4 ,= a "t1 h] j\rnal 0 entirely susp5d$2 b 9 #ahae %e writes3 ,^! la/ f\r ye>s1 are p]haps be/ left 9 t situation1 9 :i* spiritual d>kness has 9 a great measure involv$ !m2 x may be ! sweet & new objects ( ext]nal love1 & necess>y att5tion 9 :i* ,i h be5 engag$1 h too mu* drawn my m9d f int]nal wat*fulness1 aft] ! fir/ fl[ ( spiritual joy began to subside2 or x has be5 ! w ( ! ,au?or ( all bless+ to *ange ! disp5sation1 & tak+ f me ! light ( 8 love1 9 :i* all beauty s easily & naturally exi/s1 to tea* me inde$1 t ! glory ( all good belongs to ,him alone1 & t ,he is jeal\s ( our deck+ ourselves ) ,8 jewels4 ,9 #ahbj1 %e fir/ spoke z a m9i/]1 9 ref]5ce to :i* %e writes3 #crd ,mon?1 #ahbj1 ,_h felt = "s "t1 & p>ticul>ly lately1 a w>m conc]n = ! int]e/ ( our family1 :i* to my humiliation1 surprise1 & consolation1 ,i 0 /r5g!n$ to express to !m 9 a private opportunity1 be=e ,i left ,sund]l&4 ,on our ride home1 ,i felt ! c&le ( ! ,"l %9e r\nd ab\t me1 9 a mann] ,i _h n done = ye>s1 accompani$ ) mu* t5d]ness & "s =ebod+ fe>s4 ,i felt ,i _h put my h& to ! pl\gh1 & ,i mu/ n turn back1 b ,i rememb]$ ! days t 7 pa/1 & ,i knew some?+ ( ! p[] ( ,him 9 :om ,i _h believ$2 ?\gh fe> (t5 compass$ me ab\t1 & too mu* imag9ation4 #ahbj4 ,my he>t has burn$ z an ov51 int]nal & ext]nal supplication has n be5 want+ to ease x2 may ,i endure ! burn+s z ,i ought4 ,speak+ ( att5d+ ! ,ye>ly ,meet+ soon aft]1 %e says3 ,i saw _m dang]\s enemies ( my own he>t ne> me1 yet 0 !re m]cifully pres]v$ a g]m ( tru?1 9 :i* met ! he>ts ( ! fai?ful1 & :i* 0 an enc\ragem5t to me2 ,i aft]w>ds spoke twice 9 ! ,ye>ly ,meet+1 & ! composure at ! mom5t1 & aft] a "t ! peace t ensu$1 seem$ to assure me t ,i _h n run )\t be+ s5t4 ,! remembrance ( =m] days came /rongly be=e me1 & 9 ?us aga9 publicly manife/+ ! int5t ( my he>t1 ,i felt ! com=t ( be+ no /rang] to t ,h&1 :i*1 z x once f$ me ) milk1 seem$ to me n[ aft] a long night season1 fe$+ me ) meat4 ,aft] h] return home1 %e writes3 ,op5$ my m\? 9 ,d>l+ton meet+1 on ,fir/-day aft]noon4 ,a m\nta9 9 prospect6 ,! meet+s n[ became v int]e/+ to me1 & z ! rew>d ( :at ,i 0 induc$ to believe 0 fai?fulness1 (t5 greatly refre%+4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ?is ye>1 %e lo/ h] elde/ son1 a *ild ( great promise1 & ! suff]+ att5dant ^u ?is deep sorr[1 9 addition to close m5tal baptism1 at times greatly pro/rat$ h] physical p[]s4 #aa? ,mon? #d?1 #ahbj1 we f9d ! foll[+-memor&um3 ',oh h[ great is ,?y goodness :i* ,?\ ha/ laid up = !m t fe> ,!e1 :i* ,?\ ha/ wr\ght = !m t tru/ 9 ,!e be=e ! sons ( m54' ,9 look+ back to ! la/ two or ?ree mon?s1 ,i feel ,i may adopt ?is language3 9 !m ,i h kn[n ! greate/ portion ( suff]+ t x has yet be5 my lot to ta/e4 #crd ,mon?1 #ahbb4 ,%e writes1 ,9 ! aft]noon meet+1 a subject seem$ s cle> be=e me1 t ,i v5tur$ to speak2 b oh6 ! evil ( my he>t1 ! consci\sness ( hav+1 or suppos+ ,i _h1 *os5 my words well1 0 l ! fly 9 ! o9tm5t ( ! apo!c>y1 ! baneful effects ( :i*1 ,i felt _m days aft]4 ,! m ,i see ( my own m9d1 ! m may ! brea?+ ( my s\l be1--',if ,?\ wilt1 ,?\ can/ make me clean4' ,sometimes to believe t x is ,8 w1 is sweet to me1 b we mu/ ma9ta9 ! fight1 = ?\gh ! victory is ,81 ! fall is ours4 ,! con/ant & deep consid]ation = o!rs 9 ! mo/ m9ute actions ( life1 h[ ,i love x1 & feel myself 'z a bullock unaccu/om$ to ! yoke4' #e? ,mon?1 #f?1 #ahbb4 ,days & nights ( mu* spiritual conflict1 or r p]haps ! sight t !re 0 mu* to conflict )2 weak 9 body & weak 9 m9d6 ,9 my m9i/ry m pati5t & deep delib]ation want+4 ,la/ night1 believ$ ,i _h n kept close en\gh to my ,guide 9 pray]1 ) :i* ,i felt "s di/ress1--p]haps n altoge!r wrong1--b _h n /opp$ :5 ,i ought1 nor wait$ at e mom5t = cle>ness & /r5g? 9 ! ex]cise2 ,i hope ,i %all n hurt o!rs4 #f? ,mon?1 #ahbb4 ,a mon? is n[ pass$ 9 :i* ,i h be5 sweetly enabl$ to enjoy ! love ( ,god 9 my he>t4 ,i tru/ we %all exp]i5ce pres]vation1 ?\gh we may well fe> = ourselves1 & be ! subject ( fe> = o!rs4 ,oh6 t1 )\t affectation1 we may live deeply 9 ! root ( life6 #d? ,mon?1 #ahbc4 ,i h mu* to b9d me to ?is e>?1 b p]haps m p[] ( gratefully enjoy+ its bless+s is want$1 & may be 9 /ore = me be=e ,i leave x2 "s m9ds seem deeply an*or$ 9 ! tru?1 meekly & pati5tly be>+ ! trials ( ! day1 ) firm] fai? & great] purity1 b ea* he>t alone kn[s its own bitt]ness1 & ,i believe !re is nev] mu* atta9m5t )\t mu* suff]+2--a *a/5$ habit ( ?\ght1 h[ desirable to be ! habit ( e>ly life6 ri*es & indulg5ces h[ inimical to x6 #d? ,mon?1 #ahbe4 ,my m9d enjoy$ a lib]ty1 & some?+ ( ! light ( ! glori\s gospel1 a /ate :i* ,i (t5 pant aft]1 & am s g5]ally a /rang] to2 9 ea* day a religi\s engagem5t seem$ peculi>ly bless$ to myself4 ,a s5se ( be+ lik$ & lov$1 is gratify+2 at ! same "t ,i ackn[l$ge1 x has its dang]s2 x is1 h[ev]1 a /imulus to d good & to communicate4 #d? ,mon?1 #be?4 ,a poor body1 & a weak re/less m9d6 ,h[ ! sword does we> ! scabb>d6 b ?is _w is n to be our p>adise2 p]haps ,i lose "s little /r5g? 9 /riv+ to make x s4 ,oh6 my ,god1 h pity ^u me2 ?\ alone can/ "k h[ mu* ,i suff]2--if my *ildr5 ail any?+1 :at x co/s me4 ,9 #ahbf1 %e visit$ ! families ( ,fri5ds 9 ,d>l+ton ,mon?ly ,meet+1 9 company ) ,isaac ,/eph5son2 & 9 allusion to ?is engagem5t1 %e writes3 ,ent]$ la/ week on a visit1 ) ,i4 ,/eph5son1 to ! families ( ?is ,mon?ly ,meet+4 ,m9i/ry is surely a gift6 may ! vessel be purifi$ by us+ x 9 fai?4 #crd ,mon?1 #ahbf4 ,aft] _m cogitations & "s prov+s ( fai?1 ,i w5t ) ,isaac ,/eph5son to ,man*e/]1 ,lanca/]1 & ,le$s3 ,i felt x l leav+ all to foll[ :at ,i believ$ to be my div9e ,guide2 x co/ me "s he>t-s9k+s & te>s1 b my m9d 0 sweetly pres]v$ 9 peace & confid5ce2 &1 ?\gh ,i _h times ( depression & fe> to pass ?r\gh1 ,i h be5 ?ankful t ,i made ! sacrifice4 ,x has ende>$ me to _m individuals2 & at times1 9 ! und\bt$ belief t x 0 a div9e requir+1 x has /r5g!n$ my fai?1 & excit$ "s degree ( ?ankfulness = be+ s employ$4 #d? ,mon?1 #af?4 ,a sweet day ( re/ & peace1 su* z ,i d n rememb] to h kn[n = ye>s4 #d? ,mon?1 #ah?4 ,mon?ly ,meet+ "o ( p]plexity & fe>1 ,oh6 = dwell+ deep & ly+ l[6 & wait+ 9 quietness = ! 'little cl\d6' b x seems z if my fai? 7 to be tri$ by ?+s com+ unexpect$ly ^u me1 & to be humbl$ by feel+ ill prep>$4 ,f ?is "t %e w5t on advanc+ rapidly 9 ! "w ( ! m9i/ry3 h] truly ca?olic _s exp&$ 9 love to h] fell[-creatures2 ! inmates ( ! palace z well z ^? ( ! prison1 %>$ alike h] ,*ri/ian zeal & int]e/4 ,h] naturally p[]ful & ref9$ m9d1 deeply in/ruct$ 9 ! ?+s ( ,god1 r5d]$ h] peculi>ly fitt$ to lab\r among/ ^?1 :o be+ inve/$ ) weal? & influ5ce1 %e reg>d$ z /ew>ds1 deeply responsible = ! "r occupation ( _! v>i\s gifts3 ) _m ( ^!1 9 ! upp] classes ( society1 %e s\ght & obta9$ opportunities = convey+ religi\s c\nsel2 & 9 n a few in/ances !re 0 a deep response 9 ! he>ts ( h] he>]s1 to ! tru?s :i* %e _h to proclaim4 ,! public meet+s :i* %e held 7 v num]\s1--_m ( !m v rem>kable4 ,h] f]v\r 9 seek+ to ar\se to a s5se ( _! condition1 ^? :o 7 dead 9 trespasses & s9s1--h] s\nd & conv9c+ argum5ts1 9 controv]t+ ! views ( ! infidel1--h] zeal aga9/ ! lukew>m pr(essor1 & h] e>ne/ affectionate invitations to ! humble believ] 9 ,jesus1 to lay aside e weight1 & p>take1 9 all _! fulness1 ( ! bless+s pur*as$ = !m by ! de> ,son ( ,god2 w long be rememb]$ by ^? :o felt ! tru? & unction ( h] appeals4 ,%e dwelt ^u ! glori\s s*eme ( r$emption1 ?r\gh ! propitiatory sacrifice ( ,*ri/ ,jesus ^u ! cross1 = ! s9s ( ! :ole _w2 & ( ! absolute necessity ( sanctification ( _s1 ?r\gh ! effectual op]ation ( div9e grace on ! he>t1 z "o1 :o _h h]self l>gely p>ticipat$1 9 ! bless+s & m]cies ( h] ,god4 ,%e 01 h[ev]1 no /rang] to deep m5tal conflicts1 bo? 9 ! prosecution ( h] religi\s lab\rs1 & 9 ! m retir$ sph]e ( dome/ic life1 z "s ( h] memor&a %[4 ,9 #ahbg1 aft] visit+ ) h] husb&1 ! c\nties ( ,devon & ,cornwall1 an engagem5t :i* occupi$ !m ne>ly two mon?s1 & includ$ a visit to ! ,scilly ,isles1 %e writes3-- #g? ,mon?1 #ahbg4 ,i felt x a day ( fav\r :5 we gave 9 our acc\nt at ! ,mon?ly ,meet+1 ! ?ird day aft] our arrival at home1 b 9 return+ f ?is j\rney1 ,i h be5 made rem>kably s5sible1 t ! bus9ess ( religion is ! bus9ess ( ! day1 & t ! ex]cises & /r5g? ( any pa/ day1 are b z no?+ = ! day t is pass+ ov] u2 & _m ( ^! days h be5 pass$ 9 mu* m5tal conflict1 & mu* bodily weakness & languor4 #ahbh4 ,_m1 & _m h be5 my fe>s1 le/ ! good ?+s t o!rs may see u surr\nd$ )1 %\ld be z a /umbl+ block lead+ to covet\sness2 h[ h>dly %all !y t h ri*es lead ! life ( a humble foll[] ( ! de> ,r$eem]6 ,^! ?\ghts (t5 beset me1 & sometimes make me fe>1 if ev] ,i h a "r to op5 my m\? to advocate ,8 cause4 ,i c\ld wi% ,i _h a he>t1 a head1 & a m9d fit = all ,i c\ld embrace1 b t may nev] be3 h[ev]1 altoge!r my m9d has be5 ( late1 less cov]$ ) cl\ds ?an x us$ to be1 & my heal? revives ) x4 ',:at %all ,i r5d] = all ?y b5efits8' may well be ! language ( my s\l4 ,9 #ahbi %e 0 aga9 jo9$ by h] de> husb& 9 a visit to ,irel&2 aft] :i* %e writes3-- #aj? ,mon?1 #ahbi4 ,we pass$ ?r\gh _m deep baptisms1 _m s9ks bo? ( body & m9d1 & 9 ! c\rse ( ?ree or f\r mon?s1 att5d$ all ! p>ticul> meet+s2 ,i ?9k we did too mu* 9 ! "t to d x z well z we might2 !re 0 mu* ex]cise ( fai?1 b pati5ce _h n its p]fect "w3--may my daily pray] be = pati5ce1 & ! daily close ex]cise ( my _s to obta9 x2 = want ( x1 ,i get into _m p]plexities1 t might be avoid$2 yet ) all ! omissions & commissions t ,i c look back ^u ) %ame1 ,i c numb] ?is j\rney among ! _m m]cies ( my life1 be+ at times 9 x1 introduc$ into a m s\l-satisfy+ /ate ?an ,i _h p]haps ev] kn[n be=e1 & ,i 0 nev] m fully p]suad$ t we 7 commission$ to prea* ! gospel4 ,! company ( my de> husb& 0 truly a com=t & support1 z well z v ende>+1 & ?is j\rney has enl>g$ my he>t 9 love to hundr$s1 & has writt5 _m epi/les !re1 :i* ,i tru/ may nev] be blott$ out4 ,9 #ahcj1 %e laid be=e h] ,mon?ly ,meet+1 a prospect ( go+ to ,am]ica4 ,?is conc]n 0 cordially unit$ )1 & %e & h] husb& 7 lib]at$ = ! s]vice 9 t l&4 ,9 ref]5ce to ?is v weighty engagem5t1 %e ?us writes to h] de> c\s91 ,elizabe? ,fry3-- ,d>l+ton1 #bnd ,mon?1 #d?1 #ahcj4 ,my de>e/ ,betsy1 ,i believe "s ( ?y t5d]e/ sympa?ies w be ar\s$1 on he>+ ( ! mom5t\s prospect n[ be=e u ( visit+ ,nor? ,am]ica4 ,i d>e say _m1 _m ye>s ago1 ?y imag9ation s5t me !re1--call x by t "n1 or ! m or?odox "o ( fai?1--s has m9e1 b ,i saw x )\t baptism2 n[1 ,i pass into x "u baptism1 :i* 9 dep? f> exce$s any ?+ ,i h kn[n be=e2 ! sev]+ "w x is to ! ties ( nature1 to my de> ,fa!r1 ,"m1 & ,*ildr51 breaks me all to pieces1 b ,i h mu*1 if n entirely1 be5 sp>$ f d\bts2 all ,i seem to h _h to d 0 to submit2 ?is is a great com=t1 = :i* ,i desire to be ?ankful1 & = t peace :i* 9 ! mid/ ( deep suff]+ has s f> re/$ ^u x4 ,?y v affectionate ,h4 ,c4 ,,backh\se4 ,h] lab\rs 9 ,am]ica 7 v abundant1 & !re is reason to believe1 bless$ to v _m4 ,dur+ ! five ye>s %e sp5t on t ,cont95t1 %e visit$ ! great] "p ( ! meet+s ( ,fri5ds1 & 9 do+ s1 %rank f no h>d%ip or privation consequ5t ^u travell+ 9 di/ricts rec5tly settl$4 ,9 #ahcc1 ,jona?an ,backh\se ?us writes ( h] lab\rs-- ,i d ?9k my wife's lab\rs 9 ^! p>ts1 h be5 ( ess5tial s]vice2--help$ "s sunk5 ones out ( a pit1 /r5g!n$ "s weak h&s1 & confirm$ "s wav]+ ones1 z well z com=t$ ! m\rn]s4 ,%e has no cause to be disc\rag$ ab\t h] lab\rs1 !y h be5 bless$4 ,h] husb& ?9k+ x desirable to return = a :ile to ,engl&1 ,hannah ,c4 ,backh\se 0 provid$ ) a mo/ fai?ful valuable companion 9 ,eliza ,p4 ,kirkbride1 & = h] z well z = _m o!r belov$ fri5ds to :om %e _h become closely unit$ 9 ,am]ica1 %e reta9$ a w>m int]e/ & affection to ! close ( h] life4 ,9 #ahce1 !y return$ to ,engl&1 & 9 ! bosom ( h] belov$ family & fri5ds1 great 01 = a "t1 h] dome/ic happ9ess4 ,b home ende>m5ts 7 n p]mitt$ to int]f]e ) h] devotion to ,him1 to d ^: w1 0 n only h] highe/ aim1 b h] *ief delight3 & :5ev] ! ,"l's call 0 he>d1 %e 0 ready to obey4 ,_m p>ts ( ,engl&1 & ,scotl& 7 visit$ betwe5 ?is "t & #ahde4 ,dur+ ?is int]val "s ( h] ne>e/ dome/ic ties 7 brok52 h] elde/ surviv+ son1 an engag+ y\? ( sev5te51 h] belov$ husb&1 & a preci\s daught]1 ! wife ( ,john ,hodgk91 ( ,tott5ham1 7 all summon$ to _! et]nal home3 :il/ "u ! pressure ( sorr[ occasion$ by ! removal ( ,ann ,hodgk91 ! foll[+ lett] 0 p5n$3-- ,tott5ham1 #ab? ,mon?1 #i?1 #ahde4 ,my losses h be5 _m & great1 b ! greatness ( ?is1 ,i am increas+ly com+ into ! appreh5sion (4 ,%e 0 lovely 9 h] life1 & 9 dea? may we n be divid$6 or by dea?1 b may h] sweet _s be v ne> 9 my remembrance1 to ! end ( my days1 & !n may ,i jo9 ,fa!r & ,"m1 ,bro!rs & ,si/]s1 ,husb& & ,*ildr51--h[ _m ( ! ne>e/ ties n[1 we tru/1 9 heav51 & h[ few on e>? comp>atively4 ,on ?is subject ,i _c n[ dwell1--:5 ,i c view h] free f all weakness1 corruption1 & suff]+1 9 ! enjoym5t ( t re/1 %e knew s well h[ to appreciate1 ,i c\ld smile ) a joyful sorr[2 b few ( su* mom5ts h be5 giv52 9 g5]al a pati5t be>+ ( ! pres5t mom5t1 is ! mo/ we h arriv$ at1 "u ! bless$ unmov$ confid5ce t all is well4 ,y\r v affectionate si/]1 ,h4 ,c4 ,,backh\se4 ,f ?is "t a cessation f lab\r 0 grant$1 & aft] hav+ ?us devot$ ! m]idian ( h] life to ! s]vice ( h] ,"l1 %e 0 p]mitt$ = "s ye>s previ\s to h] decease1 to enjoy a season ( almo/ un9t]rupt$ repose4 ,love1 meekness1 g5tl5ess1 & peace 7 em95tly ! clo?+ ( h] _s2 & l ,moses view+ f ! ,m\nt ! ,promis$ ,l&1 %e seem$ almo/ to live above ! trials & temptations ( "t2 no?+ appe>$ mat]ially to di/urb or ruffle ! repose ( h] s\l1 deeply c5tr$ 9 ,god4 ,h] m9i/ry 0 (t5 /rik+ly beautiful & impressive1 especially exhort+ to unres]v$ d$ication1 & dwell+ on ! glories ( ! heav5ly k+dom4 ,dur+ ! latt] "p ( #ahdi1 h] heal?1 :i* _h long be5 delicate1 began increas+ly to give way2 at ! end ( ! #crd ,mon? ( #ahej1 %e 0 seiz$ ) al>m+ illness1 f :i* little hope 0 ent]ta9$ ( h] recov]y2 f ?is %e s f> ralli$ z to leave h] b$-room1 & g into an adjo9+ sitt+-room1 b nev] 0 able to g d[n /airs4 ,x 0 evid5t h] /r5g? 0 v small1 b no imm$iate dang] 0 at ?is "t appreh5d$4 ,%e 0 at times1 *e]ful1 always tranquil & full ( repose1 & able to enjoy ! company ( ^? imm$iately ar\nd h]2 at o!r times illness oppress$ h]1 & prev5t$ ! p[] = mu* ex]tion ( m9d or communication ( ?\ght4 ,b words 7 n ne$$ to decl>e h] fai? or h] love1 :5 ?r\gh hav+ fai?fully occupi$ ) ! grace t _h be5 giv5 to h]1 h] :ole life might almo/ be said to h be5 "o act ( d$ication to ,god4 ,on ! night ( ! #e? ( ,fif? ,mon?1 increas$ illness came on1 %e cont9u$ consci\s almo/ to ! la/1 & allud$ ) p]fect calmness to ! fre% symptoms ( dang]4 ,on h] si/] rem>k+ to h]1 t ?\gh x 0 a d>k valley1 x w\ld soon be all joy to h]1 %e respond$ by a beautiful smile1 b p[] ( articulation soon fail$1 & on ! morn+ ( ! #f? ( ,fif? ,mon?1 #ahej1 %e mo/ g5tly expir$4 ,we _c close ?is acc\nt m appropriately ?an 9 ! language ( a de> fri5d :o _h long kn[n & lov$ h]4 ,a "* ( su* r>e excell5ce1 su* s+l5ess ( purpose1 su* true devot$ness1 9 :i* ! intellectual & ! spiritual 7 s well balanc$1 & well develop$ toge!r3--a "* 9 :i*1 ) all ! occasional undulations & agitations ( ! surface1 !re 0 su* a deep1 su* a cle>1 su* a calm & /eady "u-curr5t ( /]l+ piety1 ( unwav]+ atta*m5t to ! cause ( our ,god & ( 8 ,*ri/1 ( close adh]5ce to ! lead+s ( 8 ,_s1 & /rong desire to d 8 w2--a "* 9 :i* ! woman1 ! ,*ri/ian1 & ! ,quak] 7 s fus$ into "o1 did truly adorn ! doctr9e ( ,god h] ,savi\r4 ,x 0 conspicu\s t by ! grace ( ,god %e 0 :at %e 02 ?\gh nature _h done mu*1 grace _h done mu* m1 & x 0 evid5t t %e humbly felt t %e 0 n h] own1 t %e 0 b\ght ) a price2 t amid/ all t surr\nd$ h] ( ! p]i%+ ?+s ( "t1 %e did n live unto h]self1 b unto ,him :o di$ = h] & rose aga91 :o 0 h] ,alpha & ,omega1 h] all 9 all4 ,9 our little & afflict$ *ur*1 ! loss is great3 %e 0 "o ( our /akes1 & "o ( our cords6 ,! /ake is remov$1 ! cord is brok51 b our ,god abide? = ev]4 ,a ,,sket* ,,( ,,! ,,life ,,& ,,lab\rs ,,( ,,patrick1 ,! ,apo/le ( ! ,iri%4 ,we ?9k x w be agreeable to our read]s1 t we %\ld occupy a few vacant pages1 by ! foll[+ lively p>ticul>s respect+ ,patrick1 ! ,apo/le ( ! ,iri%4 ,!y are extract$ f a "w lately publi%$1 "u ! title (1 ,light 9 ,d>k ,places2 or ,memorials ( ,*ri/ian ,life 9 ! ,middle ,ages1 :i* is /at$1 9 ! preface1 to be translat$ f a ,g]man "w by ! late ,augu/us ,ne&]4 ,patrick fl\ri%$ 9 ! e>ly "p ( ! fif? c5tury1 be=e ! ,romi% yoke 0 impos$ ^u ! ,briti% *ur*es1 b n be=e mu* sup]/ition _h become mix$ ) ! purity ( ! ,*ri/ian fai?4 ,8 e>ly circum/ances seem1 h[ev]1 to h entirely deta*$ him f dep5d5ce ^u man1 & to h driv5 him to ! ,"o great ,s\rce ( light & /r5g?4 ,romani/s h a /ory ( 8 hav+ gone to ,rome1 & hav+ receiv$ !re 8 au?ority z ! fir/ bi%op ( ,irel&2 b x is evid5t t 8 call to prea* ! gospel to ! ,iri%1 0 n ( man1 or f man1 b imm$iately f ,god1 :o inspir$ him ) holy fai? & c\rage1 & 9 a mo/ rem>kable mann] prosp]$ 8 lab\rs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is rem>kable man 0 prep>$1 by v peculi> circum/ances1 = 8 important "w2 & 9 8 in/ance1 also1 x may be se51 h[ t inf9ite wisdom :i* guides ! developm5t ( ! k+dom ( ,god among/ m51 is able to br+ great ?+s out ( :at seems insignificant to ! eyes ( m54 ,patrick1 call$ 9 8 native tongue ,succa?1 0 born ,a4,d4 #cgb1 betwe5 ! ,scotti% t[ns ( ,dumb>ton & ,glasg[1 7!n app5d$ to ,engl&17 9 ! village ( ,bonav51 s9ce nam$ 9 hon\r ( him1 ,kilpatrick4 ,he 0 ! son ( a poor unlett]$ deacon ( ! village *ur*4 ,no p>ticul> c>e 0 be/[$ on 8 education1 & he liv$ on light-he>t$ly1 f day to day1 )\t mak+ ! religi\s tru?s taught him by 8 p>5ts matt]s ( p]sonal int]e/1 until 8 sev5te5? ye>4 ,!n1 x happ5$ t he 0 awak5$ by a sev]e *a/isem5t f 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r f ?is sleep ( dea? to a high] life4 ,"s pirates ( ! wild tribe ( ! ,scots1 :o !n inhabit$ ,irel&1 l&$ at ! dwell+-place ( ,patrick1 & c>ri$ him (f ) o!r captives4 ,he 0 sold into slav]y to a ,scotti% pr9ce1 :o committ$ to him ! c>e ( 8 flocks & h]ds4 ,necessity direct$ 8 he>t to t ,god ( :om1 9 8 days ( re/ 9 8 fa!r's h\se1 he _h n ?\ght4 ,ab&on$ ( m51 he f\nd consolation & bless$ness 9 ,him1 & n[ fir/ le>n$ to p]ceive & enjoy ! treasures :i* ! ,*ri/ian has 9 heav54 ,:il/ he roam$ ab\t ) 8 flocks1 ?r\gh ice & sn[1 communion ) 8 ,god 9 pray]1 & quiet contemplation1 7 8 portion4 ,let u he> h[ he himself1 9 a confession :i* he subsequ5tly wrote1 describes ?is *ange :i* took place 9 him4 ,i 0 ab\t sixte5 ye>s old1 & knew no?+ ( ! true ,god1 :5 ,i 0 l$ into captivity ) _m ?\s&s ( my c\ntrym51 z we des]v$1 9 t we _h dep>t$ f ,god1 & _h n kept 8 comm&m5ts4 ,!re ,god op5$ my unbeliev+ he>t1 s t ,i1 al?\gh late1 rememb]$ my s9s1 & turn$ ) my :ole he>t to ! ,"l my ,god1 to ,him :o _h reg>d$ my lonel9ess1 _h _h compassion on my y\? & my ignorance1 & _h wat*$ ov] me be=e ,i knew him2 :o1 ere ,i knew h[ to *oose betwe5 good & evil1 _h gu>d$ & *]i%$ me1 z a fa!r do? 8 son4 ,?is ,i "k assur$ly1 t be=e ,god humbl$ me1 ,i 0 l a /one ly+ sunk 9 deep mire2 b ,he :o is able came1 ,he rais$ me 9 8 m]cy1 & set me on a v high place4 ,!re=e mu/ ,i l\dly be> witness to ?is1 9 ord]1 9 "s measure1 to repay ! ,"l = su* great bless+s 9 "t & et]nity1 great beyond ! appreh5sion ( human reason4 ,:5 ,i came to ,irel&1 he says1 & us$ daily to keep ! cattle1 & (t5 e day to pray1 ! fe> & ! love ( ,god 7 ev] m & m enk9dl$ 9 me1 & my fai? increas$1 s t1 9 "o day1 ,i spoke a hundr$ times 9 pray]1 & 9 ! night almo/ z (t52 & ev5 :5 ,i pass$ ! night on ! m\nta9s1 or 9 ! =e/1 amid sn[ & ice & ra91 ,i w\ld awake be=e daybreak to pray4 ,& ,i felt no discom=t1 !re 0 !n no slo? 9 me1 su* z ,i f9d 9 my he>t n[1 = !n ! ,_s gl[$ )9 me4 ,aft] he _h pass$ six ye>s 9 ! s]vice ( ?is pr9ce1 he ?\ght he he>d a voice 9 8 sleep :i* promis$ him a spe$y return to 8 native l&1 & soon aft]w>ds ann\nc$ to him t a %ip 0 already prep>$ to take him4 ,9 reliance on ?is call1 he set out1 & aft] a j\rney ( _m days1 he f\nd a %ip ab\t to set sail4 ,b ! capta9 w\ld n1 at fir/1 receive ! poor unkn[n y\?4 ,patrick fell on 8 knees & pray$4 ,he _h n f9i%$ 8 pray] be=e "o ( ! %ip's company call$ him back1 & (f]$ him a passage4 ,aft] a we>isome voyage1 9 :i* he exp]i5c$1 f ! grace :i* guid$ him1 _m a deliv]ance f great p]il1 & _m a memorable answ] to pray]1 he arriv$ once m among/ 8 p4 ,_m ye>s aft] ?is1 he 0 aga9 c>ri$ (f by pirates4 ,b1 9 sixte5 days1 by ! special guidance ( ,provid5ce1 he rega9$ 8 fre$om1 & aga9 return$1 aft] _m fre% p]ils & fatigues1 to 8 p4 ,great 0 ! joy ( 8 p>5ts to see _! son aga9 aft] s _m p]ils1 & !y entreat$ him !nce=? to rema9 ) !m always4 ,b ,patrick felt an irresi/ible call to c>ry to ! p among/ :om he _h pass$ ! ye>s ( 8 y\?1 & among/ :om he _h be5 born aga9 to ! heav5ly life1 ! tid+s ( t salvation :i* _h be5 imp>t$ to him by ,div9e grace1 :il/ among/ !m4 ,z ! apo/le ,paul 0 by ! ,"l call$1 9 a nocturnal vision1 to c>ry to ! p ( ,mac$onia ! fir/ tid+s ( salvation1 s !re appe>$ to ,patrick "o night1 9 a vision1 a man f ,irel& ) _m lett]s4 ,he gave him "o1 & ,patrick read ! fir/ words1 ,! words ( ! ,iri%4 ,& z he read ^! words1 he ?\ght he he>d ! simultane\s cry ( _m ,iri% tribes dwell+ by ! sea1 ,we pray !e1 *ild ( ,god1 come & dwell once m among/ u4 ,he c\ld n read fur!r1 f ! agitation ( 8 he>t1 & awoke4 ,ano!r night he ?\ght he he>d 9 a dream a heav5ly voice1 ^: la/ words only 7 intelligible to him1 namely1 ^! words1--,he :o gave 8 life = !e1 speaks 9 !e4 ,& he awoke full ( joy4 ,"o night x seem$ to him z if some?+ t 0 9 him1 & yet above him1 & 0 n himself1 pray$ ) deep sigh+s1 & at ! end ( ! pray] x spoke1 z if x 7 ! ,_s ( ,god himself4 ,& he awoke1 & rememb]$ ! expressive words ( ! apo/le ,paul1 conc]n+ ! inw>d communion ( ! *ildr5 ( ,god ) 8 ,_s1 ,! ,_s itself helpe? our infirmities4 ,= we "k n :at we %\ld pray = z we ought1 b ! ,_s itself make? int]cession = u ) groan+s t _c be utt]$4 ,& 9 ,romans viii4 #bd ,*ri/ :i* also make? int]cession = u4 ,z ! ,almighty ,%eph]d ( s\ls does n draw all to himself by ! same means1 nor guide & n\ri% !m alike2 b1 on ! contr>y reveals & communicates himself to !m 9 div]s mann]s1 accord+ to 8 v>i\s purposes = !m1 & _! v>i\s wants2 x pleas$ ,him to grant ,patrick1 by _m manife/ations ( 8 grace1 ! pl$ge ( ! c]ta9ty ( 8 fell[%ip ) ,himself1 & ( 8 call to prea* ! ,gospel 9 ,irel&4 ,8 p>5ts & fri5ds s\ght to hold him back1 repres5t+ to him t su* an und]tak+ f> exce$$ 8 capacity4 ,he himself in=ms u ( ?is1 :5 he says3 ,_m dissuad$ me f ?is j\rney1 & said beh9d my back1 ',:y does ?is man ?r[ himself into dang]1 among/ ! hea!n :o d n "k ! ,"l8' ,x 0 n said malici\sly1 b !y c\ld n compreh5d ! ?+ on acc\nt ( my ru/ic life & mann]s4 ,b no?+ c\ld mislead him1 = he tru/$ 9 ! p[] ( ! ,"l1 :o imp>t$ to him ! inw>d confid5ce t ,he _h call$ him1 & 0 ) him4 ,he himself says ( ?is3 ,:5ce came to me s great & bless$ a gift1 t ,i %\ld "k & love ,god1 & be able to =sake my c\ntry & my k9dr$1 al?\gh l>ge gifts 7 (f]$ me1 ) _m te>s1 if ,i w\ld rema98 ,& aga9/ my w ,i 0 compell$ to (f5d _m ( my k9dr$ & my well-wi%]s4 ,b by ,god's guidance1 ,i yield$ n to !m2 x 0 n my own p[]1 x 0 ,god :o triumph$ 9 me1 & resi/$ !m all1 s t ,i w5t among/ ! p ( ,irel& to prea* to !m ?is ,gospel1 prep>$ to suff] mu* contempt f ! unbeliev+1 & _m p]secutions1 ev5 to *a9s2 &1 if ne$ful1 to sacrifice my fre$om = ! good ( o!rs4 ,& if ,i am c\nt$ wor?y1 ,i am ready also to lay d[n my life ) joy = ,8 "n's sake4 ,patrick1 accord+ly1 w5t to ,irel&1 9 ! ye> #dca4 ,he c\ld n[ make use ( 8 e>ly pr(ici5cy 9 ! ,iri% language4 ,he ga!r$ great multitudes ( ! p toge!r 9 ! op5 air1 by beat ( drum1 to tell !m ( ! suff]+s ( ! ,savi\r = s9ful m52 & ! doctr9e ( ! cross manife/$ its *>act]i/ic p[] ov] _m he>ts4 ,patrick met inde$ ) mu* opposition4 ,! prie/s & national b>ds1 :o possess$ great influ5ce1 excit$ ! p aga9/ him1 & he _h to endure _m a hot p]secution4 ,b he ov]came by 8 /eadfa/ness 9 ! fai?1 by 8 f]v5t zeal1 & by a love :i* drew all he>ts to itself4 ,patrick address$ himself especially to ! *iefs & pr9ces ( ! p4 ,!y c\ld d ! mo/ mis*ief1 if !y 7 excit$ by ! ,druids aga9/ ! /range religion2 &1 on ! o!r h&1 if !y receiv$ ! ,gospel1 !y might make _! p m accessible1 & =m a c\nt]balance to ! influ5ce ( ! ,druids4 ,patrick took ! "p ( s]vants :o _h suff]$ h>d usage f _! ma/]s4 ,:5 he f\nd y\?s ( ! l[] ranks1 :o seem$ to him fitt$ = a high] call+1 he provid$ = _! education1 & tra9$ !m to be tea*]s ( ! p4 ,he _h1 f 8 y\?1 z we h se51 exp]i5c$ ! especial guidance ( ! ,"l1 & 8 he>t 0 p5etrat$ by x4 ,n[1 :il/ he lab\r$ 9 ! f]v\r & p[] ( fai?1 he 0 able to produce effects on ! rude m9ds ( ! ,iri%1 su* z nev] c\ld h be5 produc$ by ord9>y human p[]4 ,he saw himself1 moreov]1 su/a9$ by ! peculi> direction ( t ,god ^: ^w he prea*$4 ,patrick speaks ( x1 n 9 spiritual pride1 b full ( ! s5se ( 8 unwor?9ess & impot5ce1 z well z ( ! consci\sness ( ! grace work+ 9 & ?r\gh him4 ,aft] speak+1 9 "o ( 8 lett]s1 ( su* m>vels z ,god grant$ him to p]=m among/ ! b>b>\s p1 he add$3 ,b ,i conjure all1 let no "o1 on acc\nt ( ^! or ! l ?+s1 ?9k to place me on an equality ) ! ,apo/les & o!r p]fect m52 = ,i am an insignificant1 s9ful1 & despicable man4 ,& m m>vell\s to him ?an ! miracles :i* 7 wr\ght by him1 0 ! simple fact :i* fill$ 8 :ole s\l1 t by him :o1 until ,god drew 8 s\l to ,himself by sev]e *a/isem5t1 _h himself c>$ s little ab\t 8 own salvation1 _m ?\s&s ( ! p1 :o _h hi!rto kn[n no?+ ( ! true ,god1 %\ld be br\ght to salvation4 ,m>vel1 he says1 ye :o fe> ,god1 small & great1 & ye eloqu5t talk]s1 :o "k no?+ ( ! ,"l1 inquire & ackn[l$ge :o x is t has awak5$ me1 a simple man1 f ! mid/ ( ^? :o are acc\nt$ wise1 le>n$1 & mighty1 9 ^w & 9 de$4 ,= ,i1 :o 0 ab&on$ beyond _m o!rs 9 ! _w2 ev5 ,i1 9 spite ( all ?is1 h be5 call$ by 8 ,_s1 t 9 fe> & trembl+1 yet fai?fully & blamelessly1 ,i %\ld s]ve ! p to :om ! love ( ,*ri/ has l$ me4 ,unwe>i$ly mu/ ,i ?ank my ,god1 :o has kept me fai?ful 9 ! day ( temptation1 s t ,i c ?is day tru/fully (f] my s\l z a liv+ sacrifice ( ?anksgiv+ to my ,"l ,*ri/1 :o has deliv]$ me out ( all my afflictions1 s t ,i mu/ also say1 ,:o am ,i1 ,"l8 & :at is my call+8 t ?\ ha/ s glori\sly reveal$ to me ?y ,godhead1 t ,i c n[ con/antly rejoice among/ ! hea!n1 & glorify ,?y "n :]ev] ,i may be1 n only 9 prosp]ity1 b also 9 adv]sity2 s t :atev] may befall me1 good or evil1 ,i c calmly receive x1 & cont9ually ?ank t ,god :o has taught me to believe 9 ,him z ! only true ,god4 ,patrick endeav\r$ to avoid all appe>ance ( seek+ 8 own ga9 or glory4 ,a man :o1 accord+ to ! judgm5t ( m51 0 n fitt$ to effect su* great ?+s1 :o f obscurity & pov]ty _h be5 call$ to s high a place1 & 9 :om !re=e1 z is frequ5tly ! case1 ^? :o _h =m]ly kn[n him aft] ! fle% w\ld n recognise :at ! ,_s _h accompli%$1 su* a man 0 oblig$1 ) all ! m circumspection1 to avoid giv+ any occasion to ^? :o 7 dispos$ to decl>e a ?+ :i* !y c\ld nei!r measure nor compreh5d by ! common /&>d1 altoge!r beyond fle% & blood4 ,:5 _m1 full ( love & gratitude to ! tea*] ( salvation1 _! spiritual fa!r1 freely (f]$ him gifts1 & pi\s wom5 (f]$ _! ornam5ts1 ,patrick1 al?\gh ! donors 7 at fir/ (f5d$ at x1 9 ord] to avoid all evil report1 decl9$ ev]y?+4 ,he himself gave pres5ts to ! hea!n *iefs1 9 ord] !reby to pur*ase peace = himself & 8 *ur*es2 he ransom$ _m ,*ri/ians f captivity2 & 0 himself prep>$1 z a good %eph]d1 to lay d[n all1 ev5 to 8 life1 = 8 %eep4 ,9 8 confession ( fai?1 :i*1 aft] lab\r+ = ?irty ye>s 9 ?is call+1 he address$ to 8 conv]ts1 he says3 ,t ye may rejoice 9 me1 & ,i may ev] rejoice 9 y 9 ! ,"l1 ,i rep5t n :at ,i h done1 & ev5 n[ x is n en\gh = me1 ,i %all g fur!r & sacrifice mu* m4 ,! ,"l is mighty to confirm me yet m1 t ,i may yield up my life = y\r s\ls4 ,i call ,god to witness 9 my s\l1 t ,i h n writt5 ?is to seek glory f y4 ,! glory :i* is n se51 b believ$ on 9 ! he>t is en\gh = me4 ,fai?ful is t ,god :o ha? promis$1 & he lie? n4 ,b already 9 ?is _w ,i behold myself exalt$ above measure by ! ,"l4 ,i "k v well t pov]ty & h>d%ip suit me bett] ?an weal? & ease2 yea1 ev5 ! ,"l ,*ri/ became poor = our sakes4 ,daily h ,i expect$ to be seiz$1 c>ri$ into captivity1 or sla92 b ,i fe> none ( ^! ?+s1 because ( ! promises ( heav52 = ,i h ca/ myself into ! arms ( ! ,almighty ,god1 :o reigns ev]y:]e1 z x is said 9 ! ,psalm1 ',ca/ ?y burd5 ^u ! ,"l1 & he %all su/a9 !e4' ,n[ ,i comm5d my s\l to my fai?ful ,god1 :om 9 my insignificance ,i s]ve z 8 mess5g]4 ,= s9ce ) ,him !re is no respect ( p]sons1 & s9ce ,he has *os5 me = ?is call+1 t ,i z "o ( ! lea/ ( ,8 p1 %\ld s]ve ,him1 :at %all ,i r5d] unto ! ,"l = all 8 b5efits8 ,:at %all ,i say or promise unto my ,"l8 ,= ,i c d no?+1 unless ,he himself give x me6 ,b ,he trie? ! he>ts & re9s1 & ,he kn[e? h[ greatly ,i long t ,he may give me to dr9k ( ! cup ( ,8 suff]+s1 z ,he has grant$ to o!rs :o love ,him4 ,i pray ,god t ,he may give me p]sev]ance1 & enable me to be> a fai?ful witness until my dep>ture4 ,& if ,i h /riv5 aft] any?+ good = my ,god's sake1 :om ,i love1 ,i besee* ,him t ,i1 ) ^? my new conv]ts :o h fall5 into captivity1 may %$ my blood = 8 ,"n's sake1 ev5 ?\gh ,i %\ld nev] be buri$1 ev5 ?\gh my body %\ld be torn 9 pieces by wild bea/s4 ,i believe firmly t if ?is %\ld befall me1 ,i %\ld ga9 my body z well z my s\l2 = und\bt$ly1 9 t day1 we %all arise & %9e l ! sun1 t is1 9 ! glory ( our ,r$eem]1 ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o is ! ,son ( ! liv+ ,god1 z jo9t heirs ) ,*ri/1 r5ew$ 9 ,8 image2 = by ,him1 ?r\gh ,him1 & ) ,him %all we reign4 ,t sun :i* we see1 rises daily = u by ,god's comm&2 b x w nev] reign1 & its brightness w n la/ = ev]4 ,all ^? also :o wor%ip x w 7unhappy ones67 draw d[n puni%m5t on !mselves4 ,b we pray 9 fai? to ,*ri/1 ! true ,sun1 t w nev] set1 & he also :o doe? ,8 w %all nev] set1 b %all live = ev]1 z ,*ri/ lives = ev]1 & reigns ) ,god1 ! ,almighty ,fa!r1 & ! ,holy ,_s1 f ev]la/+ to ev]la/+4 ,patrick w\ld gladly1 aft] ! abs5ce & lab\rs ( _m ye>s1 h once m visit$ 8 relations & 8 old fri5ds 9 8 native ,brita9 & 9 ,gaul1 b he sacrific$ 8 incl9ation to ! high] call+4 ,i w\ld gladly1 he says1 h j\rney$ to my fa!rl& & my p>5ts1 & also once m h visit$ my bre?r5 9 ,gaul1 t ,i might h se5 aga9 ! c\nt5ances ( ! sa9ts ( my ,"l2 ,god kn[s ,i long$ = x mu*1 b ,i am re/ra9$ by ! ,_s1 :o witnesse? to me1 t if ,i d ?is1 ,he w hold me guilty1 & ,i fe> le/ ! "w ,i h comm5c$ %\ld fall to ! gr\nd4 ,,table ,%ew+ ! ,dea?s1 at diff]5t ,ages1 9 ! ,society ( ,fri5ds 9 ,great ,brita9 & ,irel&1 dur+ ! ye>s #ahdg-dh1 & #ahdh-di1 #ahdi- #ej4 ,,age4 ,,ye> #ahdg-dh4 ,,ye> #ahdh-di4 ,,ye> #ahdi-ej4 ,male4 ,female4 ,total4 ,male4 ,female4 ,total4 ,male4 ,female4 ,total4 ,"u #a ye> #ac #aj #bc #ad #aj #bd #e #h #ac #abi ,"u #e ye>s #bb #bc #de #bj #ag #cg #h #aa #ai ,f #e ye>s to #aj #g #i #af #d #d #h #b #f #h ,f #aj to #ae #g #g #ad #c #c #f #j #b #b ,f #ae to #bj #g #ac #bj #i #aj #ai #b #g #i ,f #bj to #cj #ac #af #bi #ac #ac #bf #i #f #ae ,f #cj to #dj #f #ac #ai #aa #ai #cj #f #ab #ah ,f #dj to #ej #ac #ae #bh #aj #bd #cd #i #ad #bc ,f #ej to #fj #ad #ab #bf #i #be #cd #ab #ag #bi ,f #fj to #gj #bc #be #dh #bi #cg #ff #ba #cj #ea ,f #gj to #hj #bh #eh #hf #bd #dd #fh #cc #dj #gc ,f #hj to #ij #ba #bf #dg #af #cc #di #bb #bb #dd ,f #ij to #ajj #c #f #i #d #h #ab #b #d #f ,all ages #afd #bbc #chg #aeb #bcg #chi #aca #agi #caj ,footnotes3 #b ,see ,memoir at ! end ( ! ,obitu>y4 #abi ,! numb]s 9 ?is s]ies are includ$ 9 ! text1 "u #e ye>s4 ,av]age age 9 #ahdg-dh1 #dh ye>s1 #aa mon?s1 & #be days4 ,av]age age 9 #ahdh-di1 #ea ye>s1 #c mon?s1 & #bb days4 ,av]age age 9 #ahdi-ej1 #ed ye>s1 & #i mon?s4