,quiet ,talks on ,following the ,christ ,by ,s4 ,d4 ,gordon ,author of ,quiet ,talks ,on ,power1 ,quiet ,talks on ,prayer1 ,quiet ,talks ,on ,our ,lord's ,return1 etc4 ,new ,york ,chicago ,toronto ,fleming ,h4 ,revell ,company ,london and ,edinburgh ,copyright1 #aiac1 by ,fleming ,h4 ,revell ,company ,new ,york3 #aeh ,fifth ,avenue ,chicago3 #ag ,north ,wabash ,ave4 ,toronto3 #be ,richmond ,street1 ,w4 ,london3 #ba ,paternoster ,square ,edinburgh3 #ajj ,princes ,street ,contents ,introduction ,i4 ,the ,lone ,man ,who ,went ,before ,,ii4 ,the ,long1 ,rough ,road ,he ,trod ,,iii4 ,the ,pleading ,call ,to ,follow ,,iv4 ,what ,following ,means #a4 ,a ,look ,ahead #b4 ,the ,main ,road #c4 ,the ,valleys #d4 ,the ,hilltops ,v4 ,shall ,we ,go8 ,,vi4 ,finger-,posts ,,vii4 ,fellow-,followers ,,viii4 ,the ,glory of the ,goal1--face ,to ,face ,introduction ,these talks have been given1 in substance1 at various gatherings in ,great ,britain1 ,continental ,europe1 and parts of the ,far ,east1 during the past four years4 ,the simple directness of the spoken word has been allowed to stand4 ,portions of chapters three1 four1 six1 and eight have appeared at various times in ,the ,sunday ,school ,times4 ,if any who read may find some practical help through the ,master's gracious touch upon these simple words1 they are earnestly asked to add their prayers that that same gracious touch may be felt by others wherever these talks may go4 ,the ,lone ,man ,who ,went ,before ,a ,call to ,friendship4 ,one day ,i watched two young men1 a ,japanese and an ,american1 pacing the deck of a ,japanese liner bound for ,san ,francisco4 ,their heads were close together and bent down1 and they were talking earnestly4 ,the ,japanese was saying1 ,oh1 yes1 ,i believe all that as a theory1 but is there power to make a man live it8 ,he was an officer of the ship1 one of the finest boats on the ,pacific4 ,the ,american was a young fellow who had gone out to ,japan as a government teacher1 and when his earnest sort of ,christianity led to his dismissal he remained1 and still remains1 as a volunteer missionary4 ,with his rare gift in personal touch he had won the young officer's confidence1 and was explaining what ,christianity stood for1 when the ,japanese politely interrupted him with his question about power4 ,the tense eagerness of his manner and voice let one see the hunger of his heart4 ,he had high ideals of life1 but confessed that every time he was in port1 the shore temptations proved too much1 and he always came back on board with a feeling of bitter defeat4 ,he had read about ,christianity and believed it good in theory4 ,but he knew nothing of its power4 ,through his new ,american friend he came into personal touch with ,christ1 then and there4 ,and up to the day we docked he put in his spare time bringing other ,japanese to his friend's stateroom1 and there more than one of them knelt1 and came into warm touch of heart with the ,lord ,jesus4 ,just so our ,lord ,jesus draws men1 ,oriental and ,occidental alike4 ,just so ,he drew men when ,he was down here4 ,he had great drawing power4 ,men came eagerly wherever they could find ,him4 ,he drew all sorts of men4 ,he drew the ,jews1 to whom ,he belonged racially4 ,he drew the aggressive1 domineering ,romans1 and the gentler cultured ,greeks4 ,he drew the half-breed ,samaritans1 who were despised by both ,jew and foreigner1 as not being either one thing or the other4 ,the military men and the civilians1 the cultured and the unlettered1 the official class and those in private life1 all alike felt the strong pull upon their hearts of ,his presence4 ,the pure of heart1 like gentle ,mary of ,bethany1 and the guileless ,nathanael1 were drawn to ,him4 ,and the very opposite1 those openly bad in their life1 couldn't resist ,his presence1 and the call away from their low1 bad level1 but eagerly took ,his hand and came up4 ,fisherfolk and farmers1 dwellers in the city and country1 scholars and tradesmen1 crude and refined1 richly clad and ragged1--all sorts contentedly rubbed elbows and jostled each other in the crowds that came to listen1 and stayed to listen longer1 and then went away to come back again for more4 ,this was why ,he came--to draw men to ,himself4 ,our ,lord ,jesus was the face of ,god looking longingly into men's faces4 ,and they couldn't withstand the appeal of that gentle strong face4 ,he was the voice of ,god talking into men's ears2 and the music of that low1 quiet voice thrilled and thralled their hearts4 ,he was the hand of ,god1 strong and warm1 reaching down to take men by the hand and give them a strong lift up and back to the old ,eden life4 ,and1 in time1 as men put their hand in ,his1 they came to feel the little knotted place in the palm of that outstretched hand1 and the feel of it went strangely into their inmost being4 ,he was the heart of ,god1 tender and true1 beating rhythmically in time and tune with the human heart4 ,and the music had1 and has1 strange power of appeal to human hearts1 and power to sway human lives like a great wind in the trees4 ,our ,lord ,jesus was the person of ,god in human shape and human garb1 come down close1 to draw us men back again to the old trysting place under the ,tree of ,life4 ,and in every generation1 and every corner of the earth1 then1 and ever since then1 men of every colour and sort have come back1 and found how ,his presence eases the tug of life on many a steep roadway1 and more1 much more4#a ,and our ,lord ,jesus drew men into personal friendship with ,himself4 ,he didn't like the long range way of doing things4 ,keeping men at arm's length never suited ,him4 ,he gave the inner heart touch1 and ,he longed for the touch of the innermost heart4 ,he was our friend4 ,he asked that we be ,his friends1 real friends of the rare sort1 of which one's life has only a few4 ,and ,he asked1 too1 that all else that we brought to ,him should be that which grew out of this personal friendship4 ,he gave and did all that ,he did and gave1 because ,he was our friend4 ,he asked only for what grew out of a real heart friendship with ,himself4 ,he longed to have us give all1 yet only what our hearts couldn't hold back4 ,his friendship has one thing peculiar to itself4 ,he has no favourites1 in our common thought of that word1 among the countless numbers who have come to be included in ,his inner circle of friends4 ,yet ,he gives to each such a distinctive personal touch of ,his own heart that you feel yourself to be on closest terms4 ,he is nearer and closer than any other1 and your longing is to be as near and close to ,him in life as ,he is to you in ,his heart4#b ,now1 because we are ,his friends and ,he is our friend1 ,he calls us to follow ,him4 ,it is a privilege of friendship4 ,he would share with you and with me the things of ,his own heart and life4 ,he wants to have us come close up to ,himself1 and live close up4 ,and the only way we can do it is by giving a glad ,yes to ,his invitation1 and following so close that we shall be up to ,himself4 ,nothing less than this contents ,his longing4 ,but there is more than friendship here4 ,he has a plan of action in ,his heart4 ,it is a wide-reaching plan1 clear beyond our idea of what wide-reaching means4 ,it is nothing less than a plan for the whole world1 the entire race1 for winning it up to the old ,eden life of purity and of close walking with ,god4 ,that plan is the passion of ,his great heart4 ,he has held nothing back--spared nothing--that it might be done4 ,he is thinking of that plan as ,he comes eagerly to you and me1 now1 all afresh1 and with ,his heart in ,his voice says ,follow ,me4 ,this is a bit of ,his plan for me and for you--that we shall be partners with ,him in ,his plan for the world4 ,and yet--and yet--this helping ,him1 this partnership1 this working with ,him in ,his plan1 is to be because of our friendship1 ,his and mine1 ,his and yours4 ,it is a more than friendship ,he is thinking of4 ,but that more is through the friendship4 ,it grows out of the friendship4 ,only so does it work out ,his real plan4 ,climbing the ,hilltops4 ,now this ,follow ,me of ,his1 if taken into one's life1 and followed up1 will come to mean two things4 ,there are two great things that stand sharply out in our ,lord ,jesus' life down here1 ,his characteristics and ,his experiences4 ,i mean what ,he was in ,himself2 and what ,he went through1 suffered1 enjoyed1 and accomplished2 the ,man ,himself1 and the ,man's experiences4 ,these are the two things about which these simple talks will be grouped4 ,our ,lord ,jesus wants us to follow that we may climb up the hill as high as ,he did in these things4 ,following means climbing4 ,a friend has told recently of a journey taken to a certain village in ,new ,england from which1 she had been told1 a fine view could be got of the ,white ,mountains4 ,on arrival it seemed that a low hill completely shut out the view1 to her intense disappointment4 ,but her companion1 by and by1 called from the top of the low hill and eagerly beckoned her to come up4 ,a bit of climbing quickly brought her to where the magnificent beauty of the mountains broke upon her delighted eyes4 ,our ,lord ,jesus climbed the hilltops1 both in ,his character and in ,his experiences4 ,he wants us to share those rare hilltops with ,him4 ,he has gone away ahead of any other4 ,he is the ,lone ,man in both character and experiences4 ,and in some of ,his experiences ,he will ever remain the lone occupant of the hilltop4 ,but ,he is eager for our companionship4 ,he longs for the personal touch4 ,he wants us to have all ,he has got4 ,he has blazed a way through the thicket where there was no path before4 ,he left the plain marks on the trees as ,he went through1 so we could surely find the way4 ,and now ,he eagerly beckons us to follow4 ,but following means climbing4 ,it's a hill road1 sometimes down hill1 sometimes up hill4 ,which makes stiffer climbing8 ,usually the one you are doing seems the harder4 ,sometimes the road is a dead level between hills4 ,and dead level walking--the monotonous dead-a-way1 with no bracing air1 no inspiring outlook--is often much harder than down hill or up4 ,and so it too is climbing4 ,following means climbing4 ,he climbed4 ,he made the high climb all alone4 ,no other ever had the courage to climb so high as ,he4 ,it's easier since ,he has smoothed down the road with ,his own feet2 yet it isn't easy2 still it is easier than not climbing2 that is1 when you reckon the whole thing up--with ,him in4 ,now ,he asks you and me to climb4 ,he cannot climb for you4 ,that is1 ,i mean ,he cannot do the climbing you ought to do4 ,he has climbed for us1 marked out the hill path1 and made it possible for us to climb up too4 ,but the after-climbing ,he cannot do for us4 ,each must do his own climbing4 ,so lungs grow deeper1 and heart-action stronger1 and cheeks clearer1 and muscles firmer4 ,step by step we must pull up1 maybe through a fog1 with no view of beauty1 no bracing air yet1 only ,his strong beckoning hand4 ,but those who reach up and get hold of hands with ,him1 and get up even to some of the lower reaches of the climb1 stand with full hearts and dumb lips4 ,they can't find words to tell the exhilaration of the climb1 the bracing air1 the far outlook1 and1 yet more1 the wondrous presence of the ,chief ,climber1 even though there's a bit of smarting of face and hands where the thorny tanglewood tore a bit as you went by4 ,just now ,i want you to come with me for a bit of a look at the ,lone ,man1 who has gone before4 ,i mean at the ,man ,himself4 ,we want to take a look at the characteristics of ,his life2 what the ,man was in ,his character4 ,and please understand me here4 ,following does not mean that we are to try to imitate these characteristics4 ,no1 it's something both simpler and easier1 and deeper and better than that4 ,it means that1 as we companion with ,him daily1 these same traits will appear in us4 ,it is not to be imitation simply1 good as that might seem1 yet always bringing a sense of failure1 and that sense the thing you remember most4 ,it is to be some ,one living ,his life in you1 coming in through the open door of your will4 ,your part is opening up1 and keeping open1 listening and loving and obeying4 ,the touchstone of the ,follow ,me life is not imitation but following2 not copying but obeying2 not struggle--though there will be struggle--but companionship1 a companionship which nothing is allowed to take the fine edge off of4 ,and please remember1 too1 the meaning for us sinful men of these characteristics of ,his4 ,with us character is a result of choice1 and then nearly always--or should ,i cut out that nearly8 the earnest man in the thick of the fight finds no nearlys--it's always with him--character is always the result of a fight to keep to the choice decided upon4 ,now with greatest reverence for our ,lord ,jesus1 let me say1 it was so with ,him4 ,he was as truly ,god as though not man4 ,yet ,he lived ,his life1--,he insisted on living ,his life1 on the human level4#c ,he was as truly human as though not peculiarly divine4 ,he had the enormous advantage of a virgin birth1 a divine fatherhood with a human motherhood4 ,and1 be it said with utmost reverence1 ,he needed that advantage for the terrific conflict and the tremendous task of ,his life1 such as no other has known4 ,but ,his character as a man--the thing we are to look at now--was a result of choice1 and choice insisted upon against terrible odds4 ,this gives new meaning to ,his ,follow ,me4 ,he went the same sort of road that we must go4 ,he insisted on treading our road4 ,it was not one made easier for ,his specially prepared feet4 ,it was the common earth road every man must go1 who will4 ,and so the way ,he went we can go if we will1 every step of it4 ,by ,his help working through our wills1 we can1 and1 please ,god1 surely we will4 ,the ,dependent ,life4 ,there were three traits in ,his character upward1 that is in ,his relation with ,his ,father4 ,first of all ,he chose to live the dependent life4 ,he recognized that everything ,he was1 and had1 and could do1 was received from the ,father1 and could be at its true best only as the ,father's direct touch was upon it4 ,this was the atmosphere in which all ,his human powers would do their best4 ,he had nothing of ,himself1 and could do nothing of ,himself4 ,this is the plan the ,father has made for human life and effort4#d ,our ,lord ,jesus recognized this and lived it4 ,our common word for this is humility4 ,humility is a matter of relationship4 ,it means keeping one's relationship with the ,father clear and dominant4 ,and this in turn radically affects and controls our relationship with our fellows4 ,there were three degrees or steps in the dependent life ,he chose to live4 ,there was the giving up part1 then the accepting for ,himself the plan of human life1 and then accepting it even to the extent of yielding to wrong and shameful treatment1 without attempting to assert ,his rights against such treatment4 ,these were the three steps in ,his humility4 ,in ,paul's striking phrase1 ,he emptied out of ,himself all ,he had in glory with the ,father before coming to the earth2 ,he decided to come to the human level and live fully the human life of utter dependence2 and ,he carried this to the extent of being wholly dependent on the ,father for righting the wrongs done ,him4#e ,this is ,god's plan for the human life4 ,it is to be a dependent life4 ,it actually is a dependent life1 utterly dependent upon ,him4 ,it is to be lived so4 ,then only is the fragrance of it gotten4 ,it is part of the dependent life--the true human life--that we depend on the ,father for vindication when wronged1 as for everything else4#f ,our ,lord ,jesus chose to live this life4 ,there was an entire absence of the self-spirit1 that is the self-assertive1 the self-confident spirit4 ,there was a remarkable confidence in action1 but it was confidence in ,his ,father's unfailing response to ,his requests or needs4 ,this sense of utter dependence was natural to ,him2 as indeed it is natural to man unhurt by sin4 ,and then ,he carefully cultivated it4 ,as ,he came in contact with the very opposite all around ,him1 ,he set ,himself--indeed ,he had to set ,himself--to keeping this sense of dependence untainted1 unhurt by ,his surroundings4 ,now there were three things which naturally grew out of this dependent life1 or which naturally are part of it4 ,one was1 the sense of ,his ,father1 and of ,his ,father's presence4 ,in a perfectly simple natural way1 ,he was always conscious of ,his ,father's presence4 ,is this the meaning--one meaning--of blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see ,god8 ,and then ,he doubtless set ,himself to cultivate this1 as an offset to what ,he found around ,him4 ,he would quietly look up and speak to the ,father in the midst of a crowd4#g ,this was the natural thing to do4 ,he was more conscious of the ,father's presence than of the crowd pressing in to get near4 ,when ,he was speaking to the crowd ,he knew the ,father too was listening4 ,he felt the ,father watching as ,he helped the people4 ,this was the natural thing with ,him1 the presence of the ,father4 ,with this there went a second thing1 the habit of getting alone to talk things over with the ,father4 ,the common word for this is prayer4 ,without doubt ,his whole outer life grew out of ,his inner secret talking things out with the ,father4 ,everything was passed in review here1 first of all4 ,this naturally grew out of the consciousness of ,his ,father's presence1 and this in turn increased that consciousness4 ,so ,he was in the habit of looking at everything through ,his ,father's eyes4 ,and with these two1 there was plainly a third thing1 a settled sense of the power1 the authority1 of ,god's written ,word4 ,it was not simply that ,he did not question it1 but there was a deep-rooted sense grown down into ,his very being that ,god was speaking in the ,book1 and that this revelation of ,himself and ,his will was the thing to govern absolutely one's life4 ,this points back to a study of the ,book4 ,doubtless that ,nazareth shop was a study shop too4 ,he quoted readily and freely from all portions of the ,old ,testament ,bible4 ,he seemed saturated with both its language and its spirit4 ,the basis of such familiarity would be long1 painstaking1 prayerful study4 ,these three things naturally grew out of the dependent life ,he had deliberately chosen to live and were a part of it4 ,they were necessary to it4 ,these are the lungs and the heart of the dependent life4 ,now ,his ,follow ,me does not mean merely that we try to imitate ,him in all this4 ,we will naturally long to do so4 ,and ,he is the example we will ever be eager to follow4 ,but the meaning goes deeper than this4 ,it means that as we really come close up in the road behind ,him this will come to be the natural atmosphere of our lives4 ,we let ,him in1 and ,his presence within1 yielded to and cultivated and obeyed1 will work this sort of thing out in our lives4 ,we will come to recognize1 and then to feel deep down in our spirit1 how dependent we are upon ,him in everything4 ,we will gradually come to realize intensely that the dependent life is the true natural life4 ,it is ,god's plan4 ,it reveals wondrously ,his love4 ,it draws out wondrously our love1 and radically changes the whole spirit of the life4 ,poor--,except in ,spirit4 ,now of course all this is in sharpest contrast to the common spirit of life as men live1 then and now4 ,the spirit that dominates human life everywhere is a spirit of independence4 ,and this seems intensified in our day to a terrific degree4 ,there is1 of course1 a good independence in our dealings with our fellows4 ,but this is carried to the extreme of independence of every one1 even--say it softly--of ,god ,himself4 ,criticising ,god1 ignoring ,him1 leaving ,him severely out so far as we are concerned1--this has become the commonplace4 ,if for a moment ,he ignored us1 how quickly things would go to pieces6 ,this has come to be the dominant spirit of the whole race to a degree more marked than ever before1 if that be possible4 ,it seems to come into life early4 ,i have seen a little tot1 whom ,i could with no inconvenience have tucked under my arm1 walking down the road1 head up in the air1 breathing out an aggressive self-confidence1 and defiance of all around1 worthy of one of the old-time kings4 ,and ,i recognized that he had simply absorbed the atmosphere in which his four brief years had been lived4 ,this has come to be the inbred spirit of mankind4 ,everywhere this proud1 self-assertive1 self-sufficient1 self-confident1 self-aggressive spirit is found1 in varying degree4 ,it is coupled sometimes with laughable ignorance2 sometimes with real learning and wisdom and culture4 ,it is emphasized sometimes the more by school training1 and other such advantages4 ,but through all these accidental things it remains1--the dominant human characteristic4 ,the chief letter in man's alphabet is the one next after h1 spelled and written with a large capital4 ,the yellow fever--the fever for gold--so increasingly epidemic1 is at heart a bit of the same thing4 ,the money gives power1 and power gives a certain independence of others1 and then a certain compelling of others to be dependent on the one who has the money and wields the power4 ,men everywhere say just exactly what they are specially warned against saying1 my power and the might of my hand hath gotten me this wealth4 ,they forget the words following this in the old ,book of ,god4 ,but thou shalt remember the ,lord thy ,god1 for it is ,he that giveth thee power to get wealth4#h ,this seems to be the picture that underlies that phrase1 poor in spirit1 which the ,master declared to be so blessed4#i ,he is trying to woo men away from the thing that is dominating those all around ,him4 ,i have puzzled a good bit over the phrase to find out just what was in the ,master's mind4 ,emphasizing the word spirit seems to bring out the meaning4 ,the blessedness is not in being poor1 but in a certain spirit that may control a man4 ,we are all poor in everything except spirit4 ,the last degree of poverty is to be a pauper4 ,now1 the simple truth is that we are all--every last man of us--paupers in everything4 ,we haven't a thing we haven't got from some one else4 ,we are beneficiaries to the last degree1 dependent on the bounty of ,another4 ,we are paupers in life itself4 ,our life came to us in the first instance from the creative ,hand1 through the action of others1 and it is being sustained every moment by the same ,hand4 ,we had nothing to do with its coming1 and1 while we influence our life by living in accord with certain physical laws1 still the life itself is all the time being supplied to us directly by the same unseen ,hand4 ,we are paupers in ability1 in virtue1 in character1 in fact in everything4 ,we own nothing2 we only hold it in trust4 ,we have nothing except what some ,one else is supplying4 ,what we call our ability1 our genius1 and so on1 comes by the creative breath breathing afresh upon and through what the patient creative ,hand has supplied and is sustaining4 ,we are paupers1 without a rag to our bones1 or a copper in the pocket we haven't got1 not having a rag to our bones2 paupers in everything except----4 ,there is an exception4 ,it is both pitiable and laughable4 ,we are enormously rich in spirit1 in our imagination1 in our thought of ourselves4 ,blessed are they who are as poor in spirit as they actually are in everything else4 ,they recognize that they are wholly dependent on some ,one else1 and so they live the dependent life1 with its blessed closeness of touch with the gracious ,provider4 ,in certain institutions are placed those who imagine themselves to be in high social and official rank1 and in possessions what they are not1 who imagine it to such a degree that it is best that they be kept apart from others4 ,it would seem like an extreme thing to say that these people are spirit-mirrors in which we may partly see ourselves4 ,yet it would be saying the truth4 ,how laughable1 if it were not so overwhelmingly pitiful1 must men look to ,god1--without a stitch to their backs except what ,he has given1 without a copper in their pockets except what has been borrowed from ,his bank1 yet strutting up and down the street of life1 heads held high in air1 as though they owned the universe1 and--if it did not sound blasphemous ,i could add the rest of the fact--and were doing ,him a favour by running ,his world so skilfully6 ,and it grieves one to the heart to note that this seems to be about as true within ,church circles as without4 ,the difference between is ever growing smaller to the disappearing point4 ,it was into such an atmosphere1 never intenser than in ,palestine and ,jerusalem nineteen centuries ago1 that the man ,christ ,jesus came4 ,and ,he had the moral daring to begin living a dependent life1 the true human life1 looking up gratefully to the ,father's hand for everything4 ,was it any wonder ,his presence caused such a disturbance in the moral atmosphere of the world6 ,he insisted1 with the strange insistence of gentleness1 on living such a life1 through all the extremes that the hating world-spirit could contrive against ,him4 ,out of such a life comes ,his ,follow ,me4 ,and in this ,he is simply calling us back to the original human life as planned by ,god4 ,now1 of course1 in that first step1 that great emptying out step1 there can be no following4 ,there ,he is the ,lone ,man1 unapproachable in the moral splendour of ,his solitude4 ,but from the time when ,he came in amongst us as ,jesus1 our ,brother1 the typical ,son of man1 ,he was marking out afresh the original road for our feet4 ,this was the foundation trait in ,his character4 ,he lived the dependent life4 ,a ,father-pleasing ,life4 ,the second trait in ,his upward relation was this--,he chose to live a ,father-pleasing life4 ,i use those words because ,he used them4#aj ,i might say consecrated or dedicated or surrendered or other like words4 ,and these are good words1 but in common use we have largely lost their meaning4 ,they are used unthinkingly for something less--much less--than they mean4 ,perhaps if we use the phrase ,he used we may be able to get back to the thing ,he meant1 and did4 ,there are three possible lives open to every man's choice3 a bad life1 in which selfishness or passion or both1 either refined or coarse1 rule2 a good1 true1 natural life2 and a ,father-pleasing life4 ,by a good1 true1 natural life ,i mean1 just now1 a really ,christian life in all that that means1 but lived as if there were no emergency in the world to change one's habit of life4 ,you know an emergency coming into a man's life makes radical changes4 ,you go to bed tonight and ordinarily will sleep out your eight hours in comfort and quiet4 ,if a fire break out in the house1 you are up in the middle of the night1 hurrying around1 only partly clad1 carrying out valuables1 or helping turn on water1 or something of this sort4 ,your natural arrangements for the night are all broken up by the fire4 ,an emergency may make radical changes in one's life for a little time1 sometimes for the whole life4 ,financial reverses may change the whole habit of one's life4 ,here's a man who has a well-assured1 good-sized income from his business1 or his inheritance1 or both4 ,he lives in a luxuriously appointed home1 with many fine pictures and works of art and curios which it is enjoyable to have4 ,he has a choice library including some fine costly old prints and editions1 and enjoys adding rare books on subjects in which he is specially interested4 ,he belongs to some literary and social and athletic clubs4 ,he has an interesting family growing up around him whose education is being carefully looked after4 ,he is an earnest ,bible-loving ,christian1 faithful in church attendance and church duties1 pure in life1 and saintly in character4 ,he gives liberally to church and benevolent objects1 including foreign missions1 which have become a part of the church system into which he fits4 ,and he goes an even1 contented round of life1 home1 church1 club1 recreation and so on1 year in and out1 holding and using the great bulk of his money for himself4 ,i think of that as one illustration of the good1 true1 natural life4 ,now1 the ,father-pleasing life is radically different in certain things4 ,ordinarily the two would be identical4 ,the true natural life as originally planned for us would be the life pleasing to the ,father4 ,but something1 not a part of ,god's plan1 has broken into life1 a terrible something1 worse than a fire in the night1 or a financial panic that sweeps away your all4 ,sin has wrought fearful havoc2 it has made an awful emergency1 and this emergency has affected the life and character of all the race1 in a bad way1 terribly1 awfully1 beyond words to tell1 or imagination to depict4 ,the whole earth is in the grip of a desperate moral emergency4 ,and naturally enough this emergency affects the life of any one concerned with this earth4 ,it has affected ,god's life1 and ,god's plans1 tremendously4 ,it has broken ,his heart with grief1 and radically changed ,his plans for ,his own life4 ,he has made a plan for winning ,his world away from its rebellion1 its sin1 back again to purity and close touch with ,himself4 ,that plan centred around ,his ,son1 and ,he spared not ,his own ,son1 but gave ,him up4 ,and that emergency1 and that plan of the ,father's because of the emergency1 have affected our ,lord ,jesus' life on the earth4 ,the whole plan of ,his human life was radically revolutionized by it4 ,the emergency1 the ,father's plan1 gripped ,him4 ,he turned away from the true1 good1 natural life which it would have been proper for ,him as a man to have lived1 and ,he lived another sort of life4 ,it was an emergency life1 a life fitted to ,his ,father's plan1 and so the ,father-pleasing life4 ,he became a homeless man1 with all that that means4 ,would any man have enjoyed home-life with all the rare home-joys1 the sweetest of all natural joys1 so much as ,he8 ,and then the larger circle of congenial friends1 the enjoyment of music1 of exquisite art1 the reverent study of the great questions of life1 of the wonders of nature whose powers it was given man to study and cultivate and develop1#aa--;it is surely no irreverence to think of ,him both enjoying and gracing such a life1 for such was the original plan of human life as thought out by a gracious ,creator4 ,instead1 ,he had not where to lay ,his head1 though so wearied with ceaseless toil4 ,he fairly burned ,his life out those few years1 early and late1 ministering to the emergency-stricken crowds1 healing their sick1 feeding their hunger1 raising their dead1 comforting broken hearts1 winning back sin-stained men and women1 teaching the ignorant neglected multitudes1 preaching the ,father's yearning love1 searching out the straying1 ceaselessly travelling up and down1 without leisure enough to sleep or to eat oftentimes1 and all this despite the efforts of ,his kinsfolk to restrain ,his burning intensity4 ,this is what ,i mean by a ,father-pleasing life4 ,it was truly the consecrated life1 consecrated to ,his ,father's emergency plan for ,his world4 ,it was the surrendered life1 wholly given up to the one passionate plan of ,his ,father's broken heart for ,his earth family4 ,now1 ,his ,follow ,me does not mean imitation4 ,it does not mean a restless1 aggressive hurrying here and there in meetings and ,christian service4 ,it means that there will be a getting so close that the sweet fever of ,his heart shall be caught by ours4 ,the world-vision of ,his eyes shall flood ours4 ,the passion of the ,father's heart shall become the passion of our hearts4 ,and we shall be controlled in all our lives1 our holdings1 our habits1 by what ,he tells us4 ,it does not mean that we will seek to be homeless as ,jesus was1 though it may possibly turn out to mean for some of us that we shall be homeless even as ,he4 ,but it means that we shall find out the ,father's plan for our lives4 ,and when it has become clear1 we will set to music pitched in the joyous major our ,lord's own words1 ,i do always the things that are pleasing to ,him4 ,and then we will set our lives to that joyous music with its rare undertone of the exquisite minor4 ,it may mean ,africa for you1 or ,china for this other one4 ,it may mean a plainer home at home1 a simpler wardrobe1 a more careful use of money4 ,it may mean a new dominant note in your preaching1 and all the personal influence of your life4 ,it may possibly mean what will seem like yet more radical changes4 ,it certainly will mean a deepening peace within1 a closer touch of fellowship with the ,lord ,jesus1 a wholly new conception of the meaning of prayer1 and a radically new experience of the power of ,god in our own bodies and lives1 and in our touch with others4 ,it will mean that the music of ,his will and ours swinging rhythmically together in all things shall sweep our lives even as the strong wind the young saplings4 ,this was the second trait in our ,lord ,jesus' character upward1 ,he lived the ,father-pleasing life4 ,to some it will seem like a further step--a fourth step--downward in ,his humility4 ,and it was4 ,the way up is down4 ,the down slant is the beginning of the hilltop road4 ,going down is the way up2 downward in the crowd's estimation2 upward into closer touch of sympathetic life with ,god1 and in reaching the true ideal of life4 ,the ,obedient ,life4 ,the third trait of our ,lord ,jesus' character upward1 in relation with ,his ,father1 was that ,he lived the obedient life4 ,this is really emphasizing what has just been said4 ,but it is putting the emphasis on the daily habit of ,his life1 rather than on the underneath motive4 ,this was the daily spelling out of the first two traits4 ,obedience became the touchstone by which everything was tested4 ,the touchstone was not men's needs1 deeply as that took hold of ,his heart1 and shaped so much ,his life4 ,it was not the thought of service1 though never was a life so filled with eager glad service4 ,the touchstone was not natural liking or choice1 the proper instinctive reach out of ,his true human nature1 though this would be strong in ,him1 the typical ,son of ,man4 ,this would not be repressed as an unholy or wrong thing4 ,it would only be given second place1 or left out1 as it might run across the grain of the great life-passion4 ,with a fresh touch of awe it may truly be said3 ,he did not come down to earth primarily to die1 though ,he knew beforehand that this would stand out as the great one thing4 ,the death was an item in the obedience4 ,he came down to do ,his ,father's will4 ,the path of obedience led straight to the hill of the cross1 and ,he trod that path regardless of where it led4 ,obedience was the one touchstone of ,his life4#ab ,and it will be the one touchstone of ,his true follower's life4 ,we shall run across this same vein of bright yellow gold1 again and again1 as we work on through this ,follow ,me mine4 ,these were the three traits of our ,lord ,jesus' character upward1 toward ,his ,father4 ,they were not different because of the emergency of sin ,he found in the world4 ,they would have marked ,his life just as fully had there been no sin4 ,but the presence of sin caused them to change radically the whole course of the life ,he actually lived4 ,sinless by ,choice4 ,then there were two traits of character inward1 in ,himself4 ,one was ,his purity4 ,there was the absence of everything that should not be in ,him4 ,this is the negative side1 though no part of ,his character called for more intense positiveness4 ,purity means sinlessness4 ,he was sinless4 ,but we must quickly remember what this means1 or else there may seem to be no following for us1 only a wistful gazing where we cannot go4 ,it does not mean simply this1 that through ,his peculiar birthright there was freedom from all taint of sin4 ,it means more than this4 ,sinlessness was a matter of choice with ,him1 and of choice insisted upon4 ,and1 be it said reverently1 no man ever had a stiffer fight to keep true to his purpose than ,he4 ,he was tempted in all points like as we are4 ,he was tempted more than we4 ,the tempter did his best and worst2 he mustered all his cunning and driving power against this ,lone ,man4 ,and the temptations were real4 ,i am not concerned over the merely academical questions of the schoolmen here4 ,the practical side is the intense side that takes all one's strength and thought4 ,practically1 that our ,lord ,jesus was really tempted1 means that ,he could have yielded had ,he so chosen4 ,that ,he did not meant real struggle on ,his part4 ,not1 of course1 that ,he ever wanted to yield to what was wrong1 but temptation was never so subtle1 and doing the right never made so difficult as for ,him4 ,he suffered in being tempted4#ac ,his sinlessness meant a decision1 then many a time a moist brow1 a clenched hand1 and set jaw1 a sore stress of spirit1 and deep-breathed continual prayer whose intensity down in ,his heart could never be fully expressed at the lips4 ,the temptation to fail to obey1 simply not to obey1 when obeying meant going through a sore experience was never brought so deftly1 so subtly1 so repeatedly and insistently to any as to ,him4 ,resisting not only meant the decision1 but the strength of resistance against terrific strength of repeated insistence4 ,how wondrously human this ,god-man was in ,his temptations1 in ,his set refusals1 and even more1 how human in keeping free from sin4 ,for sin is not human1 letting sin in would have been a going down from the human level4 ,this is the practical meaning of ,his sinlessness--choice1 choice insisted upon1 fighting1 continual prayer1 the ,father's help1 such as any man may have--not more4 ,this helps us to see how intensely practical ,his ,follow ,me becomes4 ,it is not only that we will want to fight against the incoming of sin because we feel we ought to4 ,but as we get close to ,him and breathe in ,his spirit1 there will come an inbred dislike1 an intense inner loathing of sin1 however refined it may be in its approach4 ,there will be a continual coming for cleansing in the only fluid that can remove sin--,his precious blood1 and in the only flame that can burn it out--the fire of the ,holy ,spirit4#ad ,there will be a hardening of the set purpose to be free of sin4 ,we can be sinless in purpose4 ,there can be a growing sinlessness in actual life4 ,and yet all experience goes to show that the nearer we actually walk with ,god the more we shall be conscious of the need of cleansing1 the more we will talk about our ,lord ,jesus1 and the less and still less about our attainments4 ,the second inward trait in our ,lord ,jesus was the other side of this--,his positive goodness4 ,i mean the presence in ,him of all that should be there4 ,this is the exact reverse or complement of the purity4 ,it is the other half that must go with that to make a perfect character4 ,i like to use the word holiness in the sense of whole-ness4 ,he had and developed a whole life4 ,it was fully rounded out4 ,there was nothing lacking that should be there1 even as there was nothing present that should not have been there4 ,there is among us a good bit of negative goodness of character4 ,we point with pride to what we don't do of that which is bad or not good4 ,but this is a very one-sided sort of thing4 ,purity and goodness together--purity and holiness1 wholeness--made the perfect1 completed character of our ,lord4 ,and it was so wholly through ,his choice1 ,his own action1 with ,his ,father's gracious help working through ,his choice4 ,and the blessed contagion of the ,leader's presence will make an intense longing within to follow ,him here too4 ,a ,fellow-,feeling4 ,then there were two outward traits of character1 that is in ,his relations with ,his fellow-men1 of ,nazareth1 of ,israel1 and of all the race4 ,he had sympathy with men2 a rare1 altogether exceptional sympathy4 ,he felt with men in all their feelings and needs and circumstances4 ,his fine spirit reached into men's inner spirit1 and felt their hunger and pain and longings and joys1 felt them even as they did1 and the arms of ,his spirit went around them to help4 ,and they felt it4 ,they felt that ,he really understood and felt with them4 ,and so sincere and brotherly was ,his fellow-feeling that they gladly welcomed it as from one really of themselves4 ,to men1 this ,man1 so lone in certain traits and experiences1 was their brother1 not only in ,his feeling with them1 but in their feeling toward ,him4 ,there's something peculiar in that word sympathy4 ,it's a warm word4 ,it has a soft cushion to it4 ,it is a help word4 ,there's something in it that makes you think of a warm strong hand helping1 of a soft padding cushioning the sharp edges where they touch your flesh4 ,it makes you think of a tender1 fine spirit breathing in and through your own spirit1 even as the soft south wind in the spring warms you1 and the bracing mountain wind in the summer brings you new life4 ,our ,lord ,jesus had this great trait of sympathy with ,his fellows4 ,he could have it1 for ,he had been through all their experiences4 ,he knew the commonplace round of daily life so common to all the race4 ,nazareth taught ,him that1 through thirty of ,his thirty-three years1--ten-elevenths of ,his life4 ,he knew temptation1 cunning1 subtle1 stormy1 persistent4 ,he knew the inner longings of a nature awakening1 and yet what it meant to be held down by outer circumstances4 ,he knew the sharp test of waiting1 long waiting4 ,he knew hunger and bodily weariness1 and the pinch of scanty funds4 ,he was homeless at a time when a home would have been most grateful4 ,he knew what it meant to have the life-plan broken1 and something else1 a bitter something else thrust in its place4 ,and he knew1 too1 the sweets of human life1 of human love1 of the helpfulness of others' sympathy1 of the ,father's pleased smile1 of the ,holy ,spirit's indwelling1 of the wondrous inner peace that follows obedience in hard places1 of the joys of service1 of the delight of being able to sympathize4 ,his experience ran through the whole diapason of human feelings1 and so ,he can find a key-note in every one of its tones for the sweet rich symphony of sympathy4 ,there is again an exception to be noted here4 ,there could be no fellow-feeling in choosing wrong1 or in yielding to the low or base or selfish4 ,he is the ,lone ,man there4 ,does this make all the stronger ,his sympathy with us in our upper reach out of such things8 ,surely it does4 ,the exception makes it stand out more sharply that our ,lord ,jesus felt our feelings4 ,wherever you are1 however tight the corner1 or narrow the road1 or lonely the way1 or keen the suffering1 you can always stop and say3 ,he was here4 ,he was here first1 and most4 ,he understands4 ,as you kneel and look up1 you can remember that there's a ,man on the throne1 a fellow-man1 with a human heart like mine1 and like yours4 ,he understands4 ,he feels4 ,with utmost reverence let it be said1 there's more of ,god since our ,lord ,jesus went back4 ,human experience has been taken up into the person of ,god4 ,and let me remind you again1 that the ,follow ,me here will mean nothing less than fellowship in the sufferings of our fellows1 fellowship to the point of radically affecting our lives4 ,sympathy will go deeper than a sense of pity for those less fortunate1 and a giving to them a warm hand and a good lift up4 ,the poor woman1 living in a slum district1 being visited by a mission visitor1 spoke for the universal human heart when she said earnestly1 ,we don't want things2 we want love4 ,as we get up close to our ,lord ,jesus there will come the indwelling in us of the spirit that controlled ,him4 ,we will see through ,his eyes1 we will feel with ,his heart1 our hands will reach out to grasp other human hands with the impulse of ,his touch upon them4 ,we shall know the exquisite pain of real sympathy with men in need1 and the great joy of sharing and making lighter their load4 ,when ,you ,don't ,have ,to4 ,the second outward trait of our ,lord ,jesus' character was sacrifice4 ,this is not something different from what has been said2 it is only going a step further1 indeed going the last step that ,he could go1 in both ,his sympathy with men and ,his obedience to ,his ,father4 ,it helps to remember what sacrifice means2 not suffering merely1 though it includes suffering2 not privation simply1 though it may include this1 too4 ,there is much suffering and privation where there is no sacrifice4 ,sacrifice means doing something to help some one else when it takes some of your life-blood1 and when you don't have to1 except the have-to of love4 ,sacrifice was so woven into the very fabric of ,jesus' life that wherever you cut in some of the red threads stick out4 ,it was the never-absent undertone of ,his life1 from earliest years until the tragic close4 ,but the undertone rose higher and grew stronger until at the last it became the dominant1 the only tone to be heard4 ,he gave ,his life out on the cross that so men might be saved from the terrible result of their sin1 when ,he didn't have to1 except the have-to of ,his great heart4 ,i have spoken of sacrifice as one of the two outward1 manward traits of ,his character4 ,but the truth is ,his ,calvary sacrifice faced three ways3 upward1 inward and outward4 ,it faced toward the ,father1 for it was carrying out the ,father's plan1 and that lets us see not only the ,father's love1 but ,his estimate1 as the world's administrator of justice1 of the horribleness of the sin which ,he was so freely forgiving4#ae ,it faced in toward ,himself1 for it was the purity and perfection of the life poured out that gave the peculiar meaning to ,his death1 and it was ,his sympathetic love that led ,him up that steep hill4 ,it faced outward1 for the love of it was meant to break men's hearts and bend their stubborn wills1 and so it did and has4 ,his sympathy--love suffering--came to have a new meaning as ,he went to the last extreme in ,his suffering4 ,sympathy is sometimes spoken of as putting yourself in the other's place so as to help him better4 ,our ,lord ,jesus did this4 ,he did it as none other did1 or could4 ,he actually put ,himself in our place on the cross4 ,he experienced what would have come to us had ,he not taken our place4 ,he suffered the suffering that belongs to us because of our sin4 ,he felt the feelings that came through sin working out to its bitter end4 ,indeed ,he went beyond our own feelings here4 ,for because ,he consented to suffer as a guilty sinner1 we1 who trust ,his precious blood1 are spared that awful experience4 ,calvary was sympathy to the extreme of sacrifice4 ,but both words1 sympathy and sacrifice1 get new depths of meaning at ,calvary4 ,this red shuttle thread of sacrifice will appear again and again in the fabric which ,his ,follow ,me weaves out for us4 ,what a character ,he calls us to6 ,what strength of friendship to insist on our coming up close to ,himself6 ,is it possible8 ,surely not4 ,he is so far beyond us4 ,yet there is a way1 only one1 the way of the dependent life1 depending on ,him to reproduce ,his own likeness in us4 ,and our giving ,him a free hand in doing it4 ,there is one word that could be used to cover all of this1 if we only knew its full1 rich1 sweet meaning4 ,that is the little understood1 the much misunderstood1 much belittled-in-use word1 love4 ,all that has been said of the character of our ,lord ,jesus can be found inside that four-lettered word4 ,each trait spoken of is but a fresh spelling of love1 some one side of it4 ,love planned the dependent life1 and only love can live it truly4 ,love longs to please love1 regardless of any sacrifice involved4 ,obedience is the active rhythm of love on the street of life4 ,purity is the inner heart of love2 and the fully rounded character is the maturity of love4 ,sympathy is the heart of love beating in perfect rhythm with your own1 and sacrifice is love giving its very life gladly out to save yours4 ,some day we shall know how much is meant by the sentence1 ,god is love4 ,a little child of a ,christian home came one day to his mother1 asking what it meant to believe on the ,lord ,jesus4 ,she thought a moment how to make the answer simple to the child1 and then said1 ,it means thinking about ,him1 and loving ,him4 ,sometime after1 the little fellow was noticed sitting very quietly1 apparently much absorbed in thought1 and his mother said1 ,what are you doing1 my son8 ,with child-like simplicity he said in a quiet tone1 ,i'm believing on the ,lord ,jesus4 ,and a warm flush of feeling came to the mother's heart as she realized the practical tender meaning to her son1 of the word believing4 ,may we be great enough to be as little children while ,i adapt that mother's language here3 ,following our ,lord ,jesus is thinking about ,him and loving ,him4 ,as we come to know the meaning of love we shall find that following is loving4 ,the ,follow ,me life is the love life4 ,but we must learn the meaning of love before that sentence will grip us4 ,the closer we follow ,him the closer we will come to knowing what love is4 ,the nearer we get to ,him the nearer we get to its meaning4 ,we will know it as we know ,him4 ,when we come into ,his presence1 face to face1 its simple full meaning will flash upon us with a great simple surprise4 ,let us follow on to know it1 that we may know ,him4 ,let us live it and so we shall live ,him4 ,and in so living we shall know it and ,him2 we shall know love1 and ,jesus1 and ,god4 ,the ,long1 ,rough ,road ,he ,trod ,the ,book's ,story4 ,it wasn't always a rough road1 of course4 ,but as you look at it from end to end1 the roughness of it is what takes your eye most1 and takes great hold of your heart4 ,the smooth places here and there make you feel that it was a rough road4 ,and yet1 rough though it really was1 the roughness was eased by the love in the heart of the ,man that trod it2 though not eased for the soles of ,his feet1 nor for hands and face4 ,for there was thorny roughness at the sides as ,he pushed through1 as well as steep roughness under foot4 ,and it may not seem so long at first4 ,but the longer you look1 the sharper your eyes get to see how great was the distance ,he had to come1 from where ,he was1 down to where we were4 ,let me take a little sea room1 and go back a bit so we can see the full length1 and the real roughness1 of the road ,he came4 ,and lest some of you may think that the telling of the first part of it has the sound of a fairy tale1 let me tell you that it is simply the story of what actually took place1 as told in the pages of this old ,book of ,god4 ,it will be a help if you will keep your copy of the ,bible at hand1 and turn thoughtfully to its pages now and then as we talk4 ,there is a rare simplicity in the way in which the story of the ,bible is told4 ,and it helps to remember that the ,bible is never concerned with chronology1 nor with scientific process but only with giving pictures of moral or spiritual conditions among men as seen from above4 ,and chiefly it is concerned with giving a picture of ,god1 in ,his power and patience and gentleness1 and in ,his great justice and right in dealing with everybody4 ,yet the picture and the language never clash with the facts of nature and of life as dug out by student or scientist4 ,it is a great help in talking about these things of ,god1 and of human life1 not to have any theories to fit and press things into1 but simply to take the ,book's story1 and to tell it over again in the language of our generation4 ,it simplifies things quite a bit not to try to fit ,god into your philosophy1 but to accept ,his own story of life4 ,it not only greatly simplifies one's outlook1 it gives you such sure footing1 such steadiness4 ,any other footing may go out from under your feet any time4 ,but the old ,book of ,god standeth sure1 never more sure than to-day when it was never more riddled at1 and mined under4 ,but neither bullets nor mining have affected the ,book itself4 ,the only harm has been in the kick-back of the firing1 upon those standing close by4 ,i am frank to confess my own ignorance of the great truths we are talking over here1 save for the ,bible itself1 and the response to it within my own spirit1 and the further response to it in human life all over the earth to-day ,west and ,east4 ,human life is a faithful mirror1 accurately reflecting to-day just the conditions found in this old ,book4 ,no book so faithfully and accurately describes the workings and feelings of the human mind and heart of to-day in our western world1 and in all the world1 as this ,book1 written so long ago in the language of the ,east4 ,its finger still gives accurately the pulse beat of the race4 ,and it helps1 too1 to tell the story in the simple way in which this ,book itself does1 as a story4 ,god on a ,wooing ,errand4 ,god and man used to live together in a garden4 ,it was a most wonderful garden1 full of trees and flowers and fruit1 of singing birds with rare feathers and songs1 of beasts that had never yet learned fear1 nor to make others feel it1 and a beautiful river of living water4 ,the name given it indicates that it was a most delightful spot4#af ,god and man used to live together in this garden4 ,they talked and walked and worked together4 ,man helped ,god in putting the finishing touches on ,his work of creation4 ,it was the first school1 with ,god ,himself as teacher4#ag ,god and man used to have a trysting time under the trees in the twilight4 ,but one evening when ,god came for the usual bit of fellowship the man was not there4 ,god was there4#ah ,he had not gone away1 and ,he has never gone away4 ,man had gone away1 and ,god was left lonely standing under the tree of life4 ,a friend1 in whose home we were1 told of her little daughter's remark one day4 ,the mother had been teaching her that there is only one ,god4 ,the child seemed surprised and on being told again1 said in her childlike simplicity1 ,i think ,he must be very lonesome4 ,well1 the child was right in the word used4 ,god is lonesome1 though for an utterly different reason than was in the child's mind4 ,god was lonesome that day1 left standing alone under the trees of the garden4 ,he is lonesome for fellowship with every one who stays away from ,himself4 ,that homely human word may well express to us the longing of ,his heart4 ,man went away from ,god that day1 then he wandered farther away1 then he lost his way back1 then he didn't want to come back4 ,and away from ,god his ideas about ,god got badly confused4 ,his eyes grew blind to ,god's pleading face1 his ears dull and then deaf to ,god's voice4 ,his will got badly warped and bent out of shape morally1 and his life sadly hurt by the sin he had let in4#ai ,and all this was very hard on ,god4#bj ,it grieved ,him at ,his heart4 ,he sent many messengers1 one after another1 through long years1 but they were treated as badly as they could be4#ba ,and at last ,god said to ,himself1 ,what more can ,i do8 ,this is what ,i will do4 ,i'll go down ,myself and live among them1 and woo them back ,myself4 ,and so it was done4 ,one day ,he wrapped about ,himself the garb of our humanity1 and came in amongst us as one of ourselves4#bb ,and ,he became known amongst us as ,jesus4 ,he had spoken the world into being2 now1 in ,john's simple homely language1 ,he pitched ,his tent amongst our tents as our near neighbour and kinsman4#bc ,our ,lord ,jesus was the face of ,god looking into ours1 the voice of ,god speaking into the ears of our hearts1 the hand of ,god reached down to make a way back and then lead us along the way back again1 the heart of ,god coming in touch to warm ours and make us willing to go back4 ,it was a long road ,he came1 as long as the distance we had gone away from ,him4 ,and no measuring stick has yet been whittled out that can tell that distance4 ,we want to look a bit at the last lap of the road1 the earth-lap4 ,it runs from the ,bethlehem plain where ,he came in1 to the ,olivet hilltop where ,he slipped away again up and back1 for a time1 until things are ready for the next step in ,his plan4 ,the ,rough ,places4 ,the bit of earth-road began to get pretty rough before ,he had quite gotten here4 ,the pure gentle virgin-mother was under cruelly hurting suspicion on the point about which a woman is properly most sensitive1 and that too by the one who was nearest to her4 ,i've wondered why ,joseph1 too1 was not told of the plan of ,god when ,mary was1 and so she be spared this sore suspicion4 ,i think it was because he simply could not have taken it in beforehand1 though he rose so nobly when he was told4 ,her experience was unavoidable1 humanly speaking4 ,that hastily improvised cradle was in rather a rough spot for both mother and babe4 ,the hasty fleeing for several days and nights to ,egypt1 with those heart-rending cries of the grief-stricken mothers of ,bethlehem haunting their ears1 the cautious return1 and then apparently the change of plans from a home in historic ,bethlehem to the much less favoured village of ,nazareth1--it was all a pretty rough beginning on a very rough road4 ,it was a sort of prophetic beginning4 ,there proved to be blood-shedding at both ends1 and each time innocent blood1 too4 ,the word ,nazareth has become a high fence hiding from view thirty of the thirty-three years4 ,was this the dead-level1 monotonous stretch of the road1 from the time of the early teens on to the full maturity of thirty8 ,yet it proved later to have a dangerously rough place on the precipice side of the town4 ,it seems rather clear that ,joseph and ,mary would have much preferred some other place1 their own family town1 cultured ,bethlehem1 for rearing this child committed to their care4 ,but the serious danger involved decided the choice of the less desirable town for their home4#bd ,but the roughest part began when our ,lord ,jesus turned ,his feet from the shaded seclusion of ,nazareth1 and turned into the open road4 ,at once came the ,wilderness1 the place of terrific temptation1 and of intense spirit conflict4 ,the fact of temptation was intensified by the length of it4 ,forty long days the lone struggle lasted4 ,the time test is the hardest test4 ,the greatest strength is the strength that wears1 doesn't wear out4 ,that ,wilderness had stood for sin's worst scar on the earth's surface4 ,since then it has stood for the most terrific and lengthened-out siege-attack by the ,evil ,one upon a human being4 ,satan himself came and rallied all the power of cunning and persistence at his command4 ,he did his damnable worst and best4 ,in an art gallery at ,moscow is a painting by a ,russian artist of ,christ in the ,wilderness1 which reverently and with simple dramatic power brings to you the intense humanity of our ,lord1 and how tremendously real to ,him the temptation was4 ,this helps to intensify to us the meaning of the ,wilderness4 ,it stands for victory1 by a man1 in the power of the ,spirit1 over the worst temptation that can come4 ,then follows a long stretch of rough road with certain places sharply marked out to our eyes4 ,the rejection by the ,jewish leaders began at once4 ,it ran through three stages1 the silent contemptuous rejection1 the active aggressive rejection1 then the hardened1 murderous rejection running up to the terrible climax of the cross4 ,the contemptuous rejection of the ,baptist's claim for his ,master1 by the official commission sent down to inquire1#be was followed by the more aggressive1 as they began to realize the power of this man they had to deal with4 ,john's imprisonment revealed an intensifying danger1 and the need of withdrawing to some less dangerous place4 ,our ,lord's change to ,galilee1 and to preaching and working among the masses1 was followed by a persistent campaign on the part of the ,southerners of nagging1 harrying warfare against ,him throughout ,galilee4 ,it grew in bitterness and intensity1 with ,john's death as a further turning point to yet intenser bitterness4 ,the visits to ,jerusalem were accompanied by fiercer attacks1 venomous discussions1 and frenzied attempts at personal violence4 ,this grew into the third stage of rejection1 the cool1 hardened plotting of ,his death4 ,the last weeks things head up at a tremendous rate2 our ,lord appears to be the one calm1 steady man1 even in ,his terrific denunciation of them1 held even and steady in the grip of a clear1 strong purpose1 as ,he pushed ,his way unwaveringly onward4 ,then came the terrible climax1--the cross4 ,the worst venomous spittle of the serpent's poison sac spat out there4 ,it was the climax of hate1 and the climax of ,his unspeakable love4 ,when ,your ,heart's ,tuned to the ,music4 ,surely it was a long1 rough road4 ,its length was not measured by miles1 nor years1 but by the experiences of this ,lone ,man4 ,so measured it becomes the longest road ever trod1 from purity's heights to sin's depths2 from love's mountain top to hate's deepest gulf4 ,it makes a new record for roughness4 ,for no one has ever suffered what our ,lord ,jesus did2 and no one's suffering ever had the value and meaning for another that ,his had and has for all men and for us4 ,not one of us to-day realizes how ,he suffered1 nor the intensity of meaning that suffering actually has for all the race1 and for those of us who accept it for ourselves4 ,it was a rough1 long road1 and ,he knew ahead that it would be4 ,he saw dimly ahead1 then more sharply outlined as ,he drew on1 those crossed logs in the road1 growing bigger and darker and more forbidding as ,he pushed on4 ,but ,he could not be stopped by that1 for ,he was thinking about us1 and about ,his ,father4 ,he pushed steadily on1 past crossed logs all overgrown and tangled with thorn bushes and poison ivy vines1 bearing the marks of logs and thorns and poison ivy1 but ,he went through to the end of the road1 ,he reached ,his world2 ,he reached our hearts4 ,and now ,he is longing to reach through our hearts to the hearts of the others4 ,but none of the ransomed ever knew ,how deep were the waters crossed2 ,nor how dark was the night that the ,lord passed through1 ',ere ,he found ,his sheep that were lost4 ',lord1 whence are those blood-drops all the way ,that mark out the mountain's track8' ',they were shed for one who had gone astray ,ere the ,shepherd could bring him back4' ,but all through the mountains1 thunder-riven1 ,and up from the rocky steep1 ,there arose a glad cry to the gate of heaven1 ',rejoice6 ,i have found my sheep4'#bf ,but there was something more on that road4 ,do you know how the wind blows through the trees on the steep mountain side1 and will make music in your heart1 if your heart is tuned to its music1 even while you are pushing your way through thorny tanglewood and undergrowth8 ,do you know how1 as you go down the deep mountain ravines1 with the wild rushing torrent far below1 where a single misstep would mean so much1 how the breeze playing through the leaves makes sweetest melody1 if your heart's tuned to it8 ,well1 this great ,lone ,man had a heart tuned for the music of this road4 ,the strong wind of ,his ,father's love blew down through the wild mountains into ,his face1 and made sweetest music1 and ,his ear was in tune and heard it4 ,he had a tuning-fork that gave ,him the true pitch for the rarest music1 while ,his feet travelled cautiously the deep wilderness ravines1 and boldly climbed through the thorny undergrowth of that steep hill just outside the city wall4 ,obedience is the rhythm of two wills1 that blends their action into rarest harmony4 ,some of us need to use ,his tuning-fork1#bg so as to enjoy the music of the road4 ,the ,pleading ,call ,to ,follow ,hungry for the ,human ,touch4 ,god hungers for the human touch4 ,there's an inner hesitancy in saying this1 and in hearing it4 ,we feel it can hardly be so1 even though our inner hearts would wish it were so4 ,we know that we men hunger for the human touch1 the strongest of us4 ,and in our hour of sore need we know that our inner hearts look up1 and wish we could have a really close touch with ,god4 ,well1 this is a bit of the image of ,god in us4 ,we were made so1 like ,himself4 ,in seeing ourselves here1 we are getting a closer look at the heart of ,god4 ,he longs for the human touch4 ,when ,he made us ,he breathed into our nostrils the breath of ,his own life4 ,and this is not simply a bit of the first ,genesis chapter4 ,it is a bit of every human life4 ,there's the breath of ,god in every new life born into the world4 ,he gives a bit of ,himself4 ,we are not complete creatively until part of ,himself has come to be part of us4 ,and ,jesus' coming was but the same thing put in yet more intense1 close1 appealing shape to us4 ,he came to get us in touch again after the break of sin4 ,he gave ,his blood that we might have life again after the sin-break had broken off our life1 and commenced to dry it up4 ,this was an even closer touch4 ,the breath of ,god came in ,eden to breathe in our lungs4 ,the blood of ,his ,son came on ,calvary to give life-action to our hearts4 ,could there be anything to make clearer ,his hunger for the human touch8 ,the ,holy ,spirit's presence spells out the same thing once more4 ,there has been every sort of thing to induce ,him to go away4 ,he has been ignored1 left out of all reckoning1 and talked against4 ,yet with a patience beyond what that word means to us1 ,he has remained creatively in every man as the very breath of his life4 ,and ,he comes and remains the very breath of the spirit life in those who yield to ,his pleading call4 ,jesus was ,god coming after us4 ,we had gone away4 ,he came to woo us back into close touch again4 ,he came to the nation of ,israel1 that through it ,he might reach out to all men4 ,when ,he comes again it will be again to use ,israel as ,his messenger1 while ,he ,himself will be present on the earth in a new way to woo men to ,himself4 ,when that nation's leaders rejected ,john's announcement1 and so rejected our ,lord ,jesus1 ,he began to appeal to individual men1 while waiting for the nation4 ,and the work with individuals was also ,his call to the nation4 ,so the chief thing ,he did was to call men4 ,his presence was a call1 and the crowds flocked to ,him wherever ,he went4 ,his life of purity and sympathy was felt as an earnest call and responded to eagerly4 ,his doings were a very intense call4 ,every healed man and woman1 every one set free of demon influence1 every one of the fed multitudes1 felt called to this man who had helped him so4 ,his teaching was a continual call1 and ,his preaching4 ,but above all else stood out the personal call ,he gave men4 ,for our ,lord ,jesus was not content to deal with the crowds simply2 ,he dealt with men one by one in intimate heart touch4 ,called to ,go4 ,there are a number of invitations ,he used in calling men4 ,it was as though in ,his eagerness ,he used every sort that might go home4 ,and yet there was more than this2 these invitations are like successive steps up into the life ,he wanted them to have4 ,he said1 ,come unto ,me4#bh ,this was always the first1 and still remains first4 ,it led1 and it leads1 into rest of heart and life1 peace with ,god4 ,he quickly followed it with ,come ye after ,me4#bi ,they must come to ,him before they could come after ,him4 ,this was found to mean discipleship1 learning the road4 ,he would make them like ,himself in going after others4 ,he said1 take ,my yoke upon you4#cj,this meant a bending down to get into the yoke1 a surrender of will and heart to ,himself1 and then partnership1 fellowship side-by-side with ,himself4 ,then ,he spoke another word to the innermost circle1 on the night in which ,he was betrayed4 ,he had a long talk that evening with the eleven around the supper table1 and walking down to the grove of olives at the ,brook of the ,cedars4#ca ,several times that evening ,he used this new word1 abide1 abide in ,me4 ,that means staying with ,him1 not leaving1 living continuously with ,him4 ,it means a continued separation from anything that would separate from ,him4 ,and then it means a fulness of life coming from ,himself into us as we draw all our life from ,himself1 a rich ripeness1 a rounded maturity1 a depth of life1 and these always becoming more1--richer1 rounder1 deeper4 ,then after the awful days of the cross were past1 on the evening of the resurrection day1 in the upper room with ten of the inner disciples1 ,he practically said1 ,you be ,myself2 as the ,father sent ,me1 even so send ,i you#cb2 ,you be ,i4 ,i wonder if any one of us has ever been taken or mistaken for the ,lord ,jesus4 ,we would never know it1 of course4 ,but ,he meant it to be so4 ,a ,scottish lady missionary in ,india tells of a ,bible class of girls which she had4 ,she was teaching them about the life and character of the ,lord ,jesus4 ,one day a new girl came in1 fresh from the heathenism in which she grew up1 knowing nothing of the ,gospel4 ,she listened1 and then became quite intense and excited in her childish way1 as she heard them talking about some ,one1 how good ,he was1 how gentle1 how ,he was always teaching and helping the people around ,him4 ,at last she could restrain her eagerness no longer1 but blurted out1 ,i know that man2 he lives near us4 ,it was found that she did not know about ,christ1 but supposed they were speaking of a very earnest native ,christian man living in her neighbourhood4 ,she had mistaken her neighbour for ,jesus4 ,how glad that man must have been if he ever knew4 ,this was a part of our ,lord's plan4 ,and at the very end1 these successive invitations took the shape of a command1 which was both a permission and an order1--,go ye4#cc ,men who had taken to heart1 one after another1 these invitations were ready for the command4 ,they would be eager for it4 ,the invitations were the ,master's preparation for the command4 ,he could trust such men to go1 and to keep steady and true as they went1 in the power ,he gave them4 ,there is one word that you find in all these invitations--,me4 ,they all centre about the ,lord ,jesus4 ,he is the centre of gravity drawing every one1 in ever growing nearness and meaning1 to ,himself4 ,it is only when we have been drawn into closest touch with ,him that we are qualified to go to others4 ,it's only ,himself in us1 only as much of ,himself as is in us1 that will be helpful to any one else1 or will make any one else willing to break with his old way4 ,he is the only magnet to draw men away from the old life up to ,himself4 ,follow ,me4 ,but there's one other invitation which belongs in this list4 ,it proves to be the greatest of them all1 because you come to find it includes all these others4 ,it's ,his ,follow ,me4 ,it seems at first glance to be the same as that ,come after ,me4 ,but it is the word ,he repeated again and again1 under different circumstances1 with added explanations1 to the same men1 until you feel that ,he meant it to stand out as the great invitation to ,his disciples4 ,it seems to mean different things at different times4 ,that is to say1 it grew in its significance4 ,it came to mean more than it had seemed to4 ,peter is a good illustration here4 ,the word really came to him five times1 with a different1 an added1 meaning each time4 ,his first following meant acquaintance4#cd ,john the ,herald had sent his disciples1 ,john and ,andrew1 along after ,jesus as ,he was walking one day on the ,jordan river road4 ,they followed ,jesus to their first acquaintance in a two hours' talk1 which quite satisfied their hearts as to who ,he was4 ,john never forgot that first following4 ,every detail of it stands out in his memory when long years after he began to write his story of the ,master4 ,andrew went at once to hunt up ,peter1 and brought him face-to-face with his newly found ,friend and ,master4 ,that interview settled things for ,peter4 ,andrew's following now included his4 ,following meant the beginning of the personal friendship which was to mean so much for both of them4 ,it was about a year after1 that ,follow ,me had a new meaning to ,peter and some others4#ce ,the invitation was an illustrated one this time1 illustrated by a living picture of just what it meant4 ,it was one morning by the ,lake of ,galilee4 ,peter and his partners had had a poor night's fishing1 and were out on shore washing their nets4 ,the ,master had come along1 with a great crowd pressing in to get closer and hear better4 ,there was danger of the crowd pushing the ,master into the water4 ,the ,master borrowed ,peter's boat for a pulpit4 ,peter sat facing the crowd while the ,master talked to them4 ,was that the first time the spell of a crowd began to get its subtle heart-hold on ,peter as he looked into their hungry eyes8 ,who can withstand the great appeal of the crowd's eyes8 ,not our ,lord1 nor any that have caught ,his spirit4 ,then the great draught of fishes1 after the fishless night1 made ,peter feel the ,master's power4 ,fishes would make him feel it1 being a fisherman1 as nothing else would4 ,the sense of ,jesus' power1 and with it a sense of purity--interesting how the power made him feel the purity--this brought him to his knees at our ,lord's feet with the confession of his own sinfulness4 ,peter was greatly moved that morning1 greatly shaken4 ,a new experience of tremendous power had come to him4 ,and out of it came a new life1 a radical change as he left the old occupation1 fishing1 boats1 father1 means of livelihood1 and entered upon the new life4 ,follow ,me meant a radical change of life1 constant companionship with ,jesus1 sharing ,his life1 going to school1 getting ready for leadership and service2 yes1 and for suffering too4 ,he entered the ,master's itinerant training school that morning4 ,a man needs a sight of the ,lord ,jesus' power1 a feel of it1 before he is fit to serve1 or even to go to school to get ready for service4 ,it was some months after this that another meaning grew into the words ,follow ,me1 and grew out of them4 ,the words are not spoken this time1 but acted4 ,out of the group of disciples that ,he had gathered about ,him our ,lord prayerfully chose out ,peter with the others to be sent out as ,his messenger to others4#cf,part of the schooling was over2 now a new part1 a new term of school1 was to begin4 ,he gave them a special talk that morning1 and sent them out to teach and heal and do for the crowds what ,he had been doing4 ,he called them ,apostles1 ,sent-ones1 ,missionaries4 ,follow ,me now meant going to others4 ,it meant more--power1 power to do for men all the ,master ,himself had done4 ,first1 power felt that early morning by the lake1 now power given4 ,that was a great advance in training4 ,power had to be felt before it could be given1 and has to be felt before it can be used4 ,only as the power takes hold of our inner hearts to the feeling point1 will it ever take hold of others4 ,and no life is changed through our service till power takes hold of us to the feeling point4 ,the ,deeper ,meaning4 ,but there was a special session of the ,follow ,me school one day1 a very serious session4#cg,they had to be shown the red threads in the weave of the word4 ,the words had to be held under the knife1 so they could look into the cut1 and see the deeper meaning4 ,follow ,me had to take deeper hold of them yet1 if ,his power was to get the deeper hold of them1 and1 by and by1 get hold of the needy crowds4 ,the very setting of the words gives the new meaning to them4 ,john had felt the keen edge of ,herod's axe blade1 and was now in the upper presence4 ,they were up in the far northern part because of the growing danger threatening ,him by the leaders4 ,it is the turning point where our ,lord ,jesus begins to tell them that ,he was to suffer4 ,their ears could not take in the words4 ,their dazed eyes show that they think they could not have heard aright1--,he to suffer6 ,what could this mean8 ,they hadn't figured on this when they left the nets and boats to follow4 ,there had been a rosy glamour filling impulsive ,peter's self-confident sky4 ,now this black storm cloud6 ,then to ,peter's foolhardy daring came words spoken with a new intense quietness that made the words quiver3 ,if any man would come after ,me1 let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and ',follow ,me4'#ch ,this was startling to a terrific degree4 ,here was a new1 strange1 perplexing combination--deny himself1 and cross1 coupled with ,his ,follow ,me4 ,what could ,he mean8 ,this was surely some of ,his intensely figurative language again1 they think4 ,yes1 it surely was2 and it stood for a yet intenser experience4 ,follow ,me means sacrifice4 ,it means a going down as well as a going up4 ,and it proves to mean that one can go up in power and service1 only as far as he has gone down in the obedience that includes sacrifice4 ,did ,peter take in the meaning that day8 ,i think not4 ,actions speak louder than words4 ,that betrayal night a few short months after1 when the actual cross was almost in actual sight1 he followed ,him afar off4#ci ,without knowing it1 that was as far as he had ever really followed thus far4 ,he wanted to keep as far off from that cross as possible4 ,he always had4 ,he baulked at its first mention1 baulked tremendously4 ,yet he followed4 ,poor ,peter6 he was in a terrible strait betwixt two1 this wondrous ,master whom he really loved1 and this threatening cross of nails and thongs and thorns4 ,it was a stiff struggle between heart and flesh2 between the longing of his love and the shrinking from pain and hardship and shame4 ,and ,peter's kinsfolk are still having the same struggle4 ,a great many stop here4 ,this is going too far6 ,they prefer staying by the easier ,follow ,me's1 and forgetting this one4 ,yes1 and go on living powerless lives1 and engaging in powerless service1 when the crowds were never so needy4 ,peter didn't follow this time4 ,the road was too rough4 ,he stumbled and fell badly4 ,badly8 ,still no worse than many others4 ,when he got up he was still facing the same way4 ,you can always tell a man's mettle by the way he faces as he gets up after a bad fall4 ,six months or so after there came another ,follow ,me1 to ,peter4 ,no1 it wasn't another2 it was the same one1 the one he hadn't accepted4 ,peter was to have another opportunity at the same place where he fell so badly4 ,how patient our ,lord ,jesus was--and is4 ,it was one morning just after breakfast--a rare breakfast--on the edge of the lake1 after as poor a night's fishing as that other time4#dj ,again the touch of power revealed the ,master's presence4 ,again ,peter had a special word with the ,master while the others are hauling in the fish4 ,now breakfast's over and the seven are grouped about the ,one1 listening4 ,the ,lord's quiet skilled hand touches the heart meaning of ,follow ,me4 ,its real meaning is a love meaning4 ,do you love8 ,then ,follow ,me4 ,then you must follow1 your love draws you after1 even though the path be rough and broken4 ,this is the same ,follow ,me that ,peter baulked at so badly months before4 ,its meaning had not changed4 ,it would mean a death1 ,peter is plainly told4 ,but now ,peter baulks no longer4 ,the ,master's great love had taught ,him how really to love4 ,and now not even a cross for himself would or could keep him from following close up to such a ,master4 ,here is the meaning of ,follow ,me as it worked out in ,peter's experience--acquaintance1 a new life1 schooling1 service1 a sight of sacrifice1 and a baulking1 then--a sight of ,jesus on the cross1 and then a willingness to go on even though it meant the sorest sacrifice4 ,this is an etching of the road ,peter actually went1 an etching in black and white1 with the black very black4 ,is it a picture of your road8 ,but perhaps you have never filled out the last part--still back at that baulking place4 ,in the thick of our present life1 in the noise and din of the street of modern life1 comes as of old the quiet1 clear1 insistent call ,follow ,me4 ,getting in ,behind4 ,but1 some one says1 how can we really follow this ,lone ,man1 our ,lord ,jesus ,christ8 ,he was so pure in ,his life1 stainless in motive1 and unstained in character4 ,and we--well1 the nearer we get to ,him the more instinctively we find ,peter's lakeshore cry starting up within1 ,i am a sinful man4 ,his very presence makes us feel the sin1 the sin-instinct1 the old selfish something within4 ,how can we really follow8 ,and the answer that comes is a real answer4 ,it answers the inner heart-cry4 ,it is this3 we begin where ,he ended4 ,the cross was the end of ,his life4 ,it must be the beginning of ours4 ,it was the climax of ,his obedience4 ,all the lines of ,his life come together at the cross4 ,it is the beginning for us4 ,all the lines of our lives1 the lines of purity1 of character1 of service1 of power1 run back to the one starting point4 ,and we come to find--some of us pretty slowly--that it is only the lines that do start there that lead to anything worth while4 ,the starting point for the true life1 and for real service is very clear4 ,and if any of us have made a false start1 it will be a tremendous saving to drop things and go back and get the true start4 ,the blood of ,jesus ,his ,son cleanseth from all sin--this is the only point from which to start the ,follow ,me life4 ,follow ,me does not mean imitation4 ,it means reincarnation4 ,it's some ,one coming to re-live ,his life in us4 ,he died that ,his life might be loosed out to be relived in us4 ,i have already spoken of this as being a call to friendship4 ,all the rest that comes is meant to be what naturally grows out of this friendship4 ,peter never forgot his last ,follow ,me call4 ,lovest thou ,me8 ,then thou mayest follow4 ,this greatly sweetens all the rest4 ,it's all for ,him6--our friend4 ,out of this personal relation comes service1 power in service1 suffering because of opposition to ,him whom we serve1 and joy because we may suffer on ,his account4#da ,matthew became ,his friend that day down at the little customs-shed at the ,capernaum water edge4 ,and out of that friendship grew our first gospel4 ,john lived very close1 and out of his intimacy came the gospel that reveals to us most the inner heart of our ,lord1 and ,his own intimacy of relation with the ,father4 ,and out of that friendship came1 too1 not only ,john's wonderful little abiding epistle1#db but the ,revelation book1 which gives us an inkling of the coming in of the ,kingdom time that lies so near to our ,lord's heart4 ,out of such intimacy of touch grew ,stephen's ringing address before the ,jewish council1 and--his stormy1 stony exit1 out and up into his ,master's presence4 ,and time would fail me to tell of those in every corner of the earth1 and every generation since our ,lord was here1 who have served and suffered because they loved ,him and followed4 ,hidden away in the rocks and caves of ,france from the fires of persecution1 the ,huguenots sang their favourite hymn3 ,i have a friend so precious1 ,so very dear to me1 ,he loves me with such tender love1 ,he loves so faithfully4 ,i could not live apart from ,him1 ,i love to feel ,him nigh1 ,and so we dwell together1 ,my ,lord and ,i4 ,when ,i was in ,china a year ago1 my heart caught some of the distant echoes of that sort of singing1 by ,chinese ,christians1 in the midst of the fiery persecutions of the ,boxer time4 ,and ,i heard the same sad1 glad undertone last year out in ,corea1 in the homes we visited1 whose loved ones were behind prison bars for their ,friend's sake4 ,one of the latest chapters of this friendship's outcome is only just closed in the story of that quiet1 young friend of the ,lord ,jesus1 ,william ,whiting ,borden1 who sat down a little while ago1 and so placed the wealth left him that the world might learn of his ,friend1 and then went out and laid down his life in ,egypt in this same passion of friendship4 ,so the earth's sod in every corner has known the fertilizing of such friendship blood1 and shall some day know a wondrous harvest under our great ,friend's own gleaning4 ,and this is why ,he asks us to follow4 ,he needs our help4 ,our ,lord ,jesus gave ,his precious life blood to redeem the world1 to set it free from its sin-slavery4 ,but there are two parts to that redemption1 ,his and ours4 ,these two parts are strikingly brought out by a single word in the beginning of the book of ,acts1#dc the word began4 ,luke says that what he has been writing in his ,gospel of the life and death of ,jesus was only a beginning4 ,this was what ,he began both to do and to teach4 ,it is usually explained that what our ,lord ,jesus began in the ,gospels1 the ,holy ,spirit continued to do in the ,acts1 and to teach in the ,epistles4 ,and this is no doubt true4 ,but there is still more here4 ,the ,holy ,spirit continued and continues through men what ,he began through ,jesus4 ,there is a second part to the work of redemption1 our part1 the ,holy ,spirit working through us4 ,there had to be a first part2 that was the great part4 ,there could be no second without a first4 ,that first part was done when our ,lord ,jesus was hurt to death for us4 ,that is the great first part4 ,yet in doing that ,he had but begun something4 ,he touched ,palestine4 ,we are to cover the earth4 ,he touched one nation2 we are to go to all nations4 ,we are to continue what ,he began4 ,the work of redemption was finished on the cross so far as ,he was concerned2 but not yet finished so far as its being taken to all the world was concerned4 ,he needs us4 ,this is why ,he asks us to follow4 ,he needs our co-operation4 ,the second great factor in carrying out what ,he began is--how shall ,i put it8 ,shall ,i say1 men and the ,holy ,spirit8 ,you say1 ,no1 change that1 say the ,holy ,spirit and men4 ,put the ,spirit first4 ,well1 the order of these two depends on where you are standing4 ,if you are standing at the ,father's right hand1 you say the ,holy ,spirit and men4 ,for the power is all in the ,holy ,spirit4 ,he is the power4 ,there can be nothing done without ,him4 ,whatever is done in which ,he is not dominant amounts to nothing4 ,how ,i wish we men might have that tremendous fact grip us in these days when the whole emphasis is on organization4 ,but1 very reverently let me say this1 and ,i say it thus plainly that we may know how much our ,lord ,jesus is depending on us1 how really ,he needs us1--this1 that since we are on the earth1 in the place of human action1 where the fighting is to be done1 it is accurate to say with utmost reverence1 men and the ,holy ,spirit4 ,for mark keenly1 the initiative is in human hands4 ,god's action has always waited on human action4 ,the power is only in the ,holy ,spirit4 ,the most astute and strong leadership amounts to nothing without ,him flooding it with ,his presence4 ,but the power needs a channel4 ,the ,spirit needs men strongly pliant to ,his will4 ,the great world-plan waits1 and always has waited1 for willing men4 ,and so our great ,friend asks us to follow because ,he really needs us in ,his plan4 ,have you ever noticed the picture in the word follow8 ,you remember that the earliest language was picture language4 ,and it is a great help sometimes to dig down under a word and get the picture4 ,here1 it is a man standing on a roadway1 earnestly beckoning1 and pointing to the road he is in4 ,the ,old ,testament word means literally same road4 ,the very word the ,master ,himself used means in behind4 ,to-night this wondrous ,lord ,jesus stands just ahead4 ,his face still shows where the thorns cut and the thongs tore4 ,but there is a marvellous tenderness and pleading in those great patient eyes4 ,his hand is reached out beckoning1 and you cannot miss the hole in the palm of it4 ,the hand points to the road ,he trod for us4 ,and ,his voice calls pleadingly1 ,take this same road2 get in behind4 ,i need your help with ,my world4 ,selling ,all4 ,and yet--and yet----4 ,do you remember one time our ,lord turned to the crowds that were following and told them it would be better to count up the cost before deciding to be ,his disciples8#dd ,he feared if they didn't there would be mocking by outsiders because ,his followers' lives didn't square with their profession4 ,his fear seems to have been well founded4 ,there seems to be quite a bit of that sort of mocking4 ,it's better to count the cost1 to know what following really means4 ,a ,salvation ,army officer in ,calcutta tells about a young handsome ,hindu of an aristocratic family4 ,one day he came in1 drew out a ,new ,testament1 and asked the meaning of the words1 sell whatsoever thou hast1 in the story of the rich young ruler4#de ,the ,salvationist told him it meant that if a man's possessions stood in the way of his becoming a ,christian he must be willing1 if need be1 to dispose of them for the needy4 ,to his surprise the young man quietly said1 ,i fear you don't understand4 ,do you want to be a ,christian8 ,yes1 but ,i'm not willing to sell all that ,i possess4 ,after a little more talk the young ,indian left4 ,sometime after he appeared at one of the ,salvation ,army meetings1 and when the opportunity was given for those who would accept ,christ to kneel at the altar1 at once he started forward4 ,but instantly a storm broke out in the crowded meeting4 ,a group of men rushed forward1 shouting angrily1 seized the young man and bore him bodily out while the crowd watched in terror4 ,a few weeks later the young man turned up again1 asking to be taken in and quietly saying1 ,i have begun to sell all4 ,then his story came out4 ,a ,bible had come into his hands2 the character and call of the ,lord ,jesus made a great appeal to him4 ,he was haunted by the words1 sell whatsoever thou hast4 ,he felt he knew what it meant for him4 ,his family heard of his interest in ,christianity4 ,they belonged to the highest class1 were wealthy and officially connected with the heathen temple-worship4 ,they did their best to dissuade him1 then finding that useless1 they kept watch1 and had him forcibly taken from the meeting where he was about to openly confess ,christ4 ,the entreaties of his father and mother shook him greatly but failed to change his decision4 ,he had been imprisoned1 chained hand and foot1 and scantily fed1 but all to no purpose4 ,then he managed to escape and came to the one ,christian place he knew1 the ,salvation ,army1 and asked to be taken in4 ,after about two weeks he disappeared as abruptly as he came4 ,then one day he came back1 and told his ,salvation friend that he had been carried to ,benares1 their holy city1 and forced to bathe in the ,ganges4 ,but1 he said1 as ,i stood in the water of the ,ganges1 ,i said1 ',lord ,jesus1 wash me in ,thy precious blood1' and when ,i was forced to bow to idols1 ,i bowed my soul to the eternal ,father and said1 ',thou art ,god alone4' ,his mother had implored him on her knees not to disgrace them2 his tutor1 whom he loved dearly1 and his brothers had joined the father in their plea not to bring such shame on the family4 ,well1 the ,salvationist said1 now1 you know the meaning of 'sell whatsoever thou hast' ,not yet1 he said1 but ,i have sold nearly all4 ,again he came back and said quietly1 ,i have sold all4 ,he appeared deeply grief-stricken1 and yet there was a light shining in his eye4 ,in answer to questions he said1 ,i have not only ceased to be a ,brahmin1 ,i have ceased to be a human being4 ,i am not only an outcast1 ,i am dead4 ,i have neither father1 mother1 brothers1 nor sisters4 ,i have been burned in effigy1 and the ashes buried4 ,it was not the effigy they burned2 it was ,i4 ,my father would not recognize me now if he met me on the street1 nor would my mother4 ,i am dead4 ,i have been buried4 ,it is the end4 ,i have sold all4#df ,he had counted the cost4 ,then though it meant so much1 he followed4 ,the rich young ,jew to whom the words were first spoken1 saw things bigger than ,jesus2 the rich young ,hindu saw ,jesus bigger4 ,each held to what he prized most1 and let the other go4 ,would it not be better if we were to count the cost1 and then deliberately decide8 and if it be to follow1 then follow all the way8 ,i want to talk a little later about what it means to follow4 ,i hope this will help us a little in our calculations1 in counting the cost before starting in to follow fully4 ,and yet1 and yet1 may the vision of the ,lone ,man in the road1 beckoning1 flood our eyes while we count the cost1 even as with the young ,hindu4 ,what ,following ,means #a4 ,a ,look ,ahead4 #b4 ,the ,main ,road4 #c4 ,the ,valleys4 #d4 ,the ,hilltops4 #a4 ,a ,look ,ahead ,saltless ,salt4 ,the ,lord ,jesus never tried to make things look easier than they are4 ,he wanted you to see the road just as it is1 and asked you to look at it carefully4 ,he knew this was the only right way to do4 ,he knew that so the sinews would be grown in character that would stand the tests coming1 and only so4 ,it was never ,his plan to increase the numbers by cutting down the doorsills so men could get in more easily4 ,that was a later arrangement4 ,he was never concerned for numbers1 but for right and truth4 ,a man walking alone down the middle of the one true path was more to ,him1 immensely more1 than a great crowd wabbling along on the edge1 half out1 half in1 neither in nor out1 and so really out but not knowing it4 ,if they were really out and knew it1 it would be better1 for they could see more distinctly the path they were not in1 its straightness and attractiveness4 ,this sort of thing grew more marked with our ,lord ,jesus as the end drew on1 the tragic end4 ,the crowds thickened about ,him those last months4 ,they liked good bread1 and plenty of it1 and healed bodies1 pain gone4 ,and ,he liked to give them these4 ,he helped just as far as they would let ,him4 ,but ,he wanted to give them more4 ,he knew this other was only temporary4 ,he was more concerned about healing the spirit of its disease1 and giving the more abundant life4 ,and full well ,he knew that only the knife could help many4 ,and the knife had to be freshly sharpened1 and used with strong decisive hand1 if healing and life were to come4 ,and men haven't changed1 nor the diseases that hurt their life1 nor the ,master1 nor the tender love of ,his heart4 ,but there's more than knife2 there's fulness of life following4 ,he would have us get the life even though it means the knife4 ,most times--every time1 shall ,i say8--the life comes only through the knife4 ,yet when the life has come1 with its great tireless strength1 and its deep breathing1 and sheer delight of living1 you are grateful for the knife that led the way to such life4 ,one day our ,lord entered a vigorous protest against the wrong sort of salt1#dg saltless salt1 the sort that seemed to be salt1 and you used it and depended on it1 and then found how unsalty it was1 for the thing you depended on it to preserve1 had gone bad4 ,the great need is for salty salt4 ,there still seems to be a great lot of this saltless salt in use4 ,it's labelled salt1 and so it's used as salt1 but it befools you4 ,the saltiness has been lost out1 and the man using it wakes up to find out how great is the loss1 loss of what he thought he had salted1 and loss of time1 character and time1 the character of that salted with saltless salt1 and the time spent4 ,it would be an immense clearing of the religious situation to-day on both sides of the ,atlantic1 if the saltless salt could be got rid of1 either by removing the unsaltiness in it--though that seems a hopeless task1 it's so unsalty1 and there is so much of it1 and such a large proportion of it1 and it's so well content with being just as unsalty as it is4 ,or1 the only other thing is put very simply and vigorously by the ,lord in a short intense sentence1 ,cast it out4 ,out with it4 ,and lots of it is out so far as preservative usefulness is concerned4 ,and yet with wondrous patience ,he puts up with a great deal of salt that seems to have nearly reached the utterly saltless stage1 hoping to get rid of the unsaltiness1 and then to give it a new saltiness4 ,for1 be it keenly marked1 when the saltiness has quite gone out of the salt1 when the preservative quality has quite gone out from that body of people which ,he has placed in the world as its moral preservative1--then look out4 ,aye1 look up1#dh for that's the only direction from which any help can relieve the desperateness of the situation4 ,and lift up your heads1 for then comes a new preservative to the rotting earth-life4 ,but some of us will smell the smell of the decay before the new salt begins to work4 ,the ,thing in ,us ,that ,wants ,things4 ,it was along toward that tragic end1 when the tension was tightening up to the snapping point1 the bitter hatred of the leaders yet more bitter1 the crowds yet denser1 the terms of discipleship yet more plainly put with loving1 faithful plainness1 that a characteristic incident happened4#di ,a young man of gentle blood and breeding1 and influential position1 came eagerly1 courteously elbowing his way through the crowd that gathered thick about4 ,our ,lord had just risen from where ,he had been sitting teaching1 when this young man1 in his eagerness1 came running to ,him4 ,with deep reverence of spirit he knelt down in the road1 and began asking about the true life1 the secret of living it4 ,our ,lord begins talking about being true in all his dealings with his fellow-men4 ,the young man earnestly assured ,him that he had paid great attention to this1 and felt that there was nothing lacking in him on this score4 ,the utter sincerity and earnestness of his spirit was so clear that the ,master's love was drawn out to him4 ,and ,he showed ,his love in a way characteristic of ,him in dealing with those who want to go to the whole length of the true road4 ,that is1 ,he talked very plainly to him4 ,there were four things to do beforehand1 ,he said1 four starting steps into this life he was so eager to enter4 ,four words tell the four steps3 go1 sell1 give1 and come4 ,go meant the decisive starting in on this way2 sell meant putting everything into the ,father's hand for ,his disposal as ,he alone might choose4 ,give meant using everything1 everything you are1 and have1 and can influence1 as ,he bids you4 ,come meant this new man1 this decisive1 emptied1 now trusted man1 trusted as a trustee1 coming into a new personal relation with the ,lord ,jesus4 ,the first three things were important because they revealed the man4 ,but the thing was that the man1 this new-emptied and now ,god-trusted man1 should come into personal touch with the ,lord ,jesus4 ,the things he had and held on to came in between4 ,when they no longer came in to separate1 then1 and only then1 was he ready to get in behind and follow along the same road4 ,for this is the friendship road4 ,only friends are allowed here1 inner friends1 those who come in by that gateway4 ,there must be the personal touch4 ,things that stand in the way of that must be straightened out4 ,it was rather a startling answer4 ,the young man was startled tremendously4 ,the way to come in is first to go out4 ,the way to get is first to give4 ,the way to buy what you want is to sell what you have4 ,that is to say1 the way for this young man to get what he was so eager for was to get rid of what he already had4 ,and yet it wasn't getting rid of the things the ,master was thinking about1 but getting rid of the thing in him that wanted the things1 getting rid of their hold upon him4 ,our ,lord ,jesus wanted1 and wants1 free men1 emptied men4 ,he wants the strength in the man that the emptying and selling process gives4 ,this is the laboratory where the unsaltiness is being burned out1 and the new salty saltiness being generated1 put in4 ,this young fellow couldn't stand the test4 ,so many can't4 ,no1 ,i'm getting the words wrong4 ,he wouldn't stand it2 so many won't4 ,the slavery of things was too much4 ,the thing in him that wanted the things was stronger than the thing that wanted the true life4 ,he was too weak to make that go decision4 ,he belonged to the weakly fellowship of the saltless ones4 ,they are not wholly saltless1 but that's the chief thing that marks them4 ,it's a long-lived fellowship1 continuing to this day1 with a large membership in good and regular standing4 ,i think the real trouble with this fine-grained lovable young man was in his eyes1 the way they looked1 what they saw4 ,it was a matter of seeing things in true perspective4 ,he didn't get a good look at the ,man he asked his question of4 ,he was looking so intently at the things that he couldn't get the use of his eyes for a good look at the ,man4 ,this is a very common eye-trouble4 ,he was all right outward1 toward his fellows1 but he wasn't all right upward toward the ,father4 ,and yet even that statement must be changed4 ,for a man cannot be right with his fellows who is not right with ,god4 ,when ,god doesn't have the passion of the heart1 our fellows don't have all they should properly have from us2 there is a lack4 ,the common law may be kept1 the pounds and yards may weigh and measure off fully what is due them from us1 but the uncommon law1 the love-law is not being kept4 ,the warm spirit that should breathe out through all our dealings is lacking4 ,it's been checked by the check in the upper movement4 ,only the spirit that flows freely up1 ever flows freely out4 ,that young ,indian aristocrat we spoke of elsewhere got a sight of ,jesus4 ,that settled things for him1 including even such sacred things as human loves4 ,this young ,jewish aristocrat couldn't get his eyes off of the things4 ,so many thing-slaves there are1 so much thing-slavery4 ,if only there were the sight of ,his face6 ,his face2 torn8 yes2 scarred8 yes again1 but oh1 the strength and light and love in it6 ,do you remember that other young ,jewish1 university-trained aristocrat8 ,he got a look1 one good long look-in-the-face look of that face1 one day1 on the road up to the northern ,syrian capital4 ,the light of it flooded his face1 and strangely affected him4 ,he said when ,i could not see for the glory of that light4#ej ,he couldn't see things for ,him4 ,the sight of ,him blurred out the things4 ,the great need to-day is for a sight of ,him4 ,lord ,jesus1 if ,thou wouldst show us ,thy hands and feet again1 and torn face1 even as in the upper room that resurrection evening1#ea for that's what we are needing4 ,and yet1 ,thou art doing just that1 but the things so hold our vision6 ,and the ,master's answer is the same as to the young ,jew4 ,we need the decisive go2 the incisive1 inclusive sell2 the privileged give2 the new-meaninged come into ,his presence4 ,and then we may get in behind ,him1 and follow close up in the same road1 with eyes for naught but ,himself4 ,outstanding ,experiences4 ,i want to follow the ,master's plan1 and ask you to take a good look at ,his ,follow ,me road4 ,you remember that we have had one talk together about the characteristics of our ,lord ,jesus' life4 ,now we want to talk a little about the experiences of ,his life4 ,and ,i do not mean that we are to try to imitate these experiences1 or any of them4 ,the meaning goes much deeper than this1 and yet it marks out a simpler road for our feet4 ,i mean that as we actually go along with this ,master of ours1 these experiences will work out in our lives4 ,as we let ,him in as actual ,lord1 and get our ears trained for ,his quiet voice1 there will come to us some of the same things that come to ,him4 ,the same ,spirit at work within us1 and the same sort of a world at work without1 will so work against each other as to produce certain other results1 now as then4 ,it is not to be an attempt at imitation2 it's far more4 ,it is to be obedience on our part1 a real ,presence within on ,his part1 and a bitter antagonism without on the world's part2 rhythmic full glad obedience1 a sympathetic powerful real ,presence1 a tense and intensifying subtle1 relentless1 but continually-being-thwarted opposition4 ,the key-note for us is simple1 full obedience4 ,there were certain great outstanding experiences in our ,lord ,jesus' life4 ,let us briefly notice what these were and group them together4 ,there was the ,bethlehem ,birth4 ,that was a thing altogether distinctive in itself4 ,it was a supernatural birth1 the ,spirit of ,god working along purely human lines1 in a new special way1 for a special purpose4 ,it was a rare blending of ,god and man in the action of life4 ,it was followed by the ,nazareth ,life2 that was a commonplace life1 lived in a commonplace village1 but hallowed by the presence of the ,father1 and sweetened by the salt of everything being done under that ,father's loving eye4 ,the ,father's presence accepted as a real thing became the fragrance of that commonplace daily life4 ,and this life covered most of those human years4 ,then our ,lord turned from the hidden life of ,nazareth to the public ministry4 ,at its beginning stands the ,jordan ,baptism of ,power4 ,in the path of simple obedience ,he had gone to the ,jordan1 taken a place among the crowds1 and accepted ,john's baptism4 ,and in this act of obedience1 there comes the gracious act of ,his ,father's approval1 the ,holy ,spirit came down upon ,him in gracious1 almighty power4 ,and from this moment ,he was under the sway of the ,spirit of ,power4 ,this was the special preparation and fitting for all that was to follow4 ,at once the ,spirit driveth ,him into the ,wilderness4 ,and for forty days ,he goes through the great experience of the ,wilderness ,temptation4 ,in intensity and in prolonged action1 it was the greatest experience thus far in ,his life4 ,he suffered1 being tempted4 ,it was a concentration of the continuous temptation of the following years of action4 ,but the ,wilderness spelled out two words1 temptation and victory2 temptation such as had never yet been brought1 and met1 and fought2 victory beyond what the race had known4 ,temptation came to have a new spelling for man1 v-i-c-t-o-r-y4 ,it came to have a new spelling for the tempter1 d-e-f-e-a-t4 ,after ,his virtual rejection by the nation as its ,messiah1#eb and the imprisonment of him who stood nearest ,him as ,messiah1--,john the ,herald1 there followed the ,galilean ,ministry4 ,for those brief years ,he was utterly absorbed in personally meeting and ministering to the crying needs of the crowds4 ,compassion for needy men became the ruling under-passion4 ,he was spent out in responding to the needs of men4 ,it was not restricted to ,galilee1 but that stands out as the chief scene of this tireless unceasing service4 ,the ,galilean ministry meant a life spent in meeting personally the needs of men4 ,in the midst of that1 made increasingly difficult by the ever-increasing opposition1 there came the experience of the ,transfiguration ,mount4 ,it comes at a decisive turning point1 where ,he is beginning the higher training of the ,twelve for the tragic ending1 so surprising and wholly unexpected to them4 ,for a brief moment the dazzling light within was allowed to shine through the garments of ,his humanity4 ,what was within transfigured the outer1 the human face and form4 ,and the overwhelming outshining light was evidence to those three men of the divine glory1 the more-than-human glory hidden away within this human man4 ,then within a week of the end came the ,gethsemane ,agony4 ,that was the lone1 sore stress of spirit under the load of the sin of others4 ,in ,gethsemane ,he went through in spirit what on the morrow ,he went through in actual experience4 ,gethsemane was the beginning1 the anticipation of ,calvary1 so far as that could be anticipated4 ,anticipation here was terrific2 yet less terrific than the actual experience4 ,and then came the climax1 the overtopping experience of all for ,him1 as for us1 the ,calvary ,cross4 ,there ,he died of ,his own free will4 ,he died for us4 ,he died that we might not die4 ,he took upon ,himself what sin brings to us1 while the ,father's face was hidden4 ,so ,he freed us from the slavery of sin1 made a way for us back to real life1 and so touched our hearts by ,his love that we were willing to go back4 ,and close upon the heels of that came the burial in ,joseph's tomb4 ,the burial was the completion of the death4 ,the tomb was the climax of the cross4 ,he was actually dead and buried4 ,the corn of wheat had fallen down into the ground and been covered up4 ,there was nothing lacking to make full and clear that ,jesus had died4 ,then came the stupendous experience of the ,resurrection ,morning4 ,our ,lord ,jesus yielded to death fully and wholly4 ,then ,he seized death by the throat and strangled it4 ,he put death to death4 ,then ,he quietly yielded to the upward gravity of ,his sinless life and rose up4 ,he lived the dependent life even so far as yielding to death1 and now the ,father quietly brought ,him back again to life1 to a new life4 ,and after waiting a while on earth among men1 long enough to make it quite clear to ,his disciples that it was really ,himself really back again1 ,he quietly yielded further to the upward gravity1 and entered upon the ,ascension ,life1 up in the ,father's presence4 ,that life is one of intercession4 ,he ever liveth to make intercession for us4#ec ,he is our pleading advocate at the ,father's right hand4#ed ,thirty years of the ,nazareth life1 three and a half years of personal service1 nineteen hundred years1 almost1 of praying4 ,what an acted-out lesson to us on prayer1 the big place it had and has with ,him1 the true proportion of prayer to all else6 ,these are the experiences of our ,lord ,jesus that stand out clear above the mountain range of ,his life4 ,it was all a high mountain range2 these are the great peaks jutting sharply up above the range4 ,at the ,loom4 ,now these peaks1 these outstanding experiences1 as you look at them a bit1 seem to fall naturally into three groups4 ,there were certain experiences of power and of privilege1 the ,bethlehem ,birth1 the ,jordan ,baptism1 the ,nazareth ,life1 and the ,galilean ,ministry4 ,there were experiences of suffering and sacrifice1 the ,wilderness ,temptation1 the ,gethsemane ,agony1 the ,calvary ,death1 and the ,joseph's ,tomb of ,burial4 ,and then there were certain experiences of gladness and great glory1 the ,transfiguration ,mount1 the ,resurrection ,morning1 the ,ascension ,life1 and1 we shall find a fourth here also1 a future experience1 the ,kingdom ,reign and ,glory4 ,these outstanding events1 while distinct in themselves1 are also representative of continual experiences4 ,the ,jordan ,baptism stands not only for that event1 but for the power throughout those forty and two months4 ,the same sort of suffering that came in ,gethsemane had run all through ,his life1 but is strongest in ,gethsemane4 ,so each of these experiences is really like a peak resting upon the mountain range of constant similar experience4 ,and these three groups of experience continuously intermingled1 interlaced and interwoven1 made up the pattern of that wondrous life4 ,now these same experiences of ,his are also the great experiences that will characterize the ,follow ,me life1 for every one who will follow fully4 ,it will always remain true that these experiences were distinctive of ,him4 ,they meant more to ,him than they will or can mean to any other4 ,but it is also true that they will come to us in a degree that will mean everything to us4 ,i want to change the figure of speech here4 ,i think it will help4 ,this invitation1 ,follow ,me1 is the language of a road1 the picture of one walking behind another in a road4 ,and that will remain in our minds as the chief picture of this pleading call4 ,but there's another bit of picture talking that will help4 ,that is the picture of a weaver's loom1 with the warp threads running lengthwise1 the shuttle threads running crosswise1 and the cross beam 7or batten7 driving each shuttle thread into place in the cloth with a sharp blow4 ,these three groups of experiences are like so many hanks of threads in the loom1 in which the pattern of life is being woven4 ,the experiences of power and privilege are the warp threads running lengthwise of the loom1 into which the others are woven4 ,these make up the foundation of the fabric4 ,the other two groups make up the shuttle threads1 running crosswise1 being woven into the warp4 ,the experiences of suffering and sacrifice are the dark threads1 the gray threads1 sometimes quite black1 and the red threads1 blood red4 ,the experiences of gladness and glory are the bright threads1 yellow1 golden1 sunny threads4 ,and the daily round of life1 the decisions1 the actual step after step in living out the decisions1 the patient steady pushing on1 is the beam that with sharp blow pushes each thread into its place in the fabric being woven4 ,as we allow the same ,spirit that swayed our ,lord's life to control us1 ,he will work out in us certain of these same experiences4 ,and the enmity aroused1 and working against that ,spirit's presence and control1 will bring certain other experiences4 ,our part will be simple obedience1 listening1 looking1 studying quietness so as to insure keener ears and eyes--it's the quiet spirit that hears what ,he is saying--then obeying1 using all the strength of will1 and all the grace at our disposal1 simply to hold steady and true1 and to obey1 no matter what threatens to come1 or what actually does come4 ,this will be found to be like weaving4 ,probably you have often heard of how the weavers work in the famous ,gobelin tapestry factories in ,paris4 ,they know nothing of the beauty of the pattern being woven4 ,they work on the wrong side1 the under side of the web4 ,they miss the inspiration of seeing the rare beauty they themselves are making4 ,all the weaver sees is the apparent tangle of many coloured threads and thread ends1 while he thrusts in his needles according to the card of instructions4 ,the more faithfully and skilfully he can follow the directions the better a piece of weaving work is done4 ,we simply obey4 ,we use all the strength we have1 and the skill we can acquire1 in obeying4 ,we are not to depend on what we can see or feel for inspiration1 only on the ,master ,looms-man2 on ,his word1 written1 and spoken in our hearts1 and on ,his answering peace within4 ,obedience is the one key-note for all the music4 ,surrender is the first act of full obedience4 ,obedience is the habitual surrender4 ,our part is to hear right and do what ,he bids4 ,some day we shall be fairly swept off our feet by the beauty of the pattern ,he has been weaving--if we've let ,him have ,his way at the loom4 #b4 ,the ,main ,road--,experiences of ,power ,and ,privilege ,the ,bethlehem ,birth4 ,there were four of these experiences in our ,lord's life4 ,at the very beginning came the ,bethlehem ,birth4 ,that meant for ,him a birth out of the usual course of nature1 yet working within nature's usual processes4 ,it was something more-than-the-natural coming down into the natural4 ,the power of the ,holy ,spirit came upon the pure gentle maiden of ,nazareth and a new human life was begotten by ,him within her1 and in due course came to the maturity of birth4 ,this was a distinctive thing with ,jesus4 ,now1 in quite a different sense1 but in a very real sense1 there will be for us1 too1 a ,bethlehem ,birth4 ,the ,holy ,spirit will come in and begin a new life within us4 ,this is the only beginning of the ,follow ,me life for any of us4 ,there's a something on the ,spirit's part before there can be a beginning on my part4 ,yet that hardly tells the whole story4 ,my part is really first2 ,i open the door for ,him to come in4 ,when ,i accept ,jesus as my ,saviour1 that's opening the door4 ,the ,spirit comes in and begins the new life within me4 ,and yet there's another first before that first act of mine4 ,he woos me with ,his patient1 tender love4 ,that is the first first4 ,then ,i open the door3 at once ,he comes in1 and does the thing which only ,he can do4 ,so begins the ,follow ,me life4 ,this is the real1 the only beginning4 ,and yet there's more here of the practical sort than we have thought of1 most of us4 ,it means that there is within us a life higher than the natural life1 and this higher life is to be higher1 it is to be the controlling life4 ,it is to hold the upper hand over the natural life4 ,the control is to be from above4 ,that is to say1 the motives and desires of the upper life are to be dominant in my daily round4 ,it is the ,father-pleasing life as contrasted with the natural life1 of which we talked a while ago4 ,wherever the two come in conflict1 the upper is to rule4 ,now1 ,i know this rather runs across the grain of a good deal of our so-called ,christian life4 ,there are a good many people who1 let us really believe1 have been born again1 to use the familiar phrase1 yet they seem to have stayed in the being-born stage1 the infancy stage4 ,that which was born again in them seems not to have been developed4 ,it has never been allowed to grow4 ,the under life has been given the upper hand1 and the upper life kept strictly down4 ,the salt isn't salty4 ,the common round of life is seasoned wholly by the old seasoning4 ,our ,lord's ,follow ,me becomes a radical1 decisive thing at the very start4 ,it means that we will allow this new life of the ,spirit to grow into lusty vigour1 and to become the controlling life ,so it will be the chief thing4 ,all the life shall be directed and controlled from above4 ,this is a result that will come of itself if we really follow4 ,obedience1 and back of that the quiet time on the knees with the ,book1 will give food and air and growing space to this new life1 and its growth will crowd down the other4 ,the ,jordan ,baptism of ,power4 ,then there was a ,jordan ,baptism of ,power in our ,lord's life4 ,this stood at the beginning of ,his leadership1 ,his life-work1 ,his service among men4 ,as ,he came up out of the ,jordan waters ,he stood waiting in prayer4 ,he was expecting something4 ,his whole being was absorbed in the expectancy of what had been promised4#ee ,and that expectancy was not disappointed4 ,none that wait on ,god shall be put to confusion by any disappointment4#ef ,the blue above was rift through1 the ,holy ,spirit as a gentle dove came1 and remained upon ,him1 and the ,father's voice of pleased approval spoke to ,his grateful1 obedient heart4 ,from that time the whole control of ,his life was absolutely in the hands of the ,holy ,spirit4 ,this does not mean an inert passivity on ,jesus' part2 it meant a strong1 intelligent yielding to the ,holy ,spirit4 ,it does not mean that ,his natural faculties of mind and will and heart were held down1 not to be used4 ,it means that they were actively1 studiously used in discerning the ,holy ,spirit's leading1 and in doing as ,he directed4 ,and it means that so there came a fulness of life1 an increasing life1 into ,his faculties1 mind and will and heart4 ,our ,lord ,jesus used all ,his powers in yielding to the inspiration and direction and control of the ,holy ,spirit1 keeping ever open to ,his suggestion1 and making that suggestion the law of ,his own action4 ,and the ,spirit of ,omnipotence1 working with the gentleness of a dove1 breathed upon those yielded powers1 and breathed through them1 even as had been planned with the first breathing of this sort1 in ,eden4 ,so from the ,wilderness clear up to the last ,olivet command to the disciples1 everything was done at the bidding1 the direction of this ,spirit4 ,and so the almighty power was breathed into every word and action and bit of suffering4 ,the one key-note of the ,master's action was obedience2 the result was the flooding of the ,spirit's omnipotence through ,his obedient faculties and life4 ,now1 as we follow1 this same sort of experience will be ours4 ,what a tremendous thing to say6 ,yet the road was being beaten down for our feet4 ,the ,son of ,man was simply showing to ,his brother-men the road we were all meant to go1 showing it by going in it4 ,all the power that came into ,jesus' life will come into ours1 if ,he is given ,his way4 ,for the ,holy ,spirit is not measured out1 either to ,him or to us1#eg but poured out without stint4#eh ,as we follow we shall be led along behind the ,man going before4 ,there will need to be instruction1 for we're so new to this road4 ,and human teachers are sent by the ,holy ,spirit to help us understand1 teachers in print1 and teachers in shoes4 ,there will need to be the initial act of full surrender to the ,lord ,jesus as ,lord indeed1 for most of us have been going another way than this4 ,there will need to be a house-cleaning time1 for we have let in so much of another sort4 ,a soft1 but very honest1 searching light will come flooding in through the sky-light windows4 ,and as we instinctively go to our knees and faces because of what that light brings to light1 there will be a wondrous cleansing1 both by blood and by fire4 ,then will come a filling of our very being by this wondrous ,spirit of ,god4 ,how shall we know this filling1 do you ask8 ,there will be a quiet1 deep peace1 at times a great joy that sings1 but ever the deep peace that holds you1 a new hunger for the old ,book1 and a new soft light on its pages4 ,there will be an inner drawing to talk with ,god1 and an intense desire to please ,him1 to find out what ,he wants you to do1 and then to do it4 ,there will come other things too1 of a less pleasant sort1 temptation will come anew1 and a sense--sometimes very acute--of sin1 a feeling that there's a something within you fighting you1 the new you4 ,there will be an increased sensitiveness to sin1 and an intense hatred of it4 ,this is what the filling means4 ,these things will tell you that ,he1 the ,spirit1 has taken possession of what you surrendered1 and that ,he is now at work within4 ,these are ,his finger-prints4 ,then there will be the outflowing side of this filling4 ,a passion that all men may know this compassionate ,god1 will come as a fire burning in your bones4 ,its flames will envelop and go through everything you are and have and can do4 ,but under all will be the passion for pleasing the ,lord ,jesus4 ,obedience will become the chief thing1 holding everything else in check1 obedience to ,him1 pleasing ,him1 doing ,his will4 ,the ,bethlehem ,birth is the beginning of a new1 a supernatural life within2 this will be the actual life itself1 in full vigour and power4 ,that is the supernatural birth1 this the supernatural life4 ,that is1 there is at work within you1 very quietly and simply1 a power more than the natural1 working through the natural order1 and sometimes upsetting what we may have grown to think of as the natural order4 ,this is the ,jordan ,baptism of ,power1 the ,holy ,spirit taking charge1 and you living a ,spirit-controlled life4 ,there's a new sign hung out over your life1 this life is being conducted under new management4 ,you won't say it2 it won't be shouted out4 ,it'll be louder yet4 ,your life will be telling it continually4 ,power ,is in the ,current4 ,the word to emphasize here is control4 ,you will find new meanings1 that you had not thought of1 gradually working out of it4 ,if the ,holy ,spirit had control of us as ,he had of--,philip1 for instance4 ,he picked ,philip up out of the midst of the ,samaritan crowd1 where he was the human centre of things1 and put him down away off here in the desert1--strange contrast6--and with one lone traveller1 greater contrast yet6#ei ,if ,he were free to pick you and me up like that1 out of these surroundings1 congenial and pleasant1 and set us down where we had no thought of going1 and never would have gone of our own choice1 and we sing as we are picked up1 and keep on singing where we find ourselves amidst the uncongenial perhaps1 the strange1 the unprecedented and hard1--if ,he were free to control like that these days1 there would be a present-day ,pentecost beside which the ,acts-,pentecost was but the beginnings of the throbbings of power4 ,there are some peculiarities of this ,follow ,me road here4 ,there comes a strangely new sense of proportion4 ,as you follow close up behind the ,man ahead1 you will grow smaller1 and ,he will grow larger4 ,no1 that's not an accurate statement2 you won't grow any smaller1 you will only find out how small you are4 ,he won't grow any larger1 you will simply be finding out1 and then finding out more1 how large ,he is4 ,it'll seem strange to most of us1 finding out our real size1 or lack of the size we always supposed we were4 ,but it will come with a great awing1 heart-subduing sense1 to find how marvellous in size this great ,man is2 and yet ,he is our brother1 as well as so immensely more4 ,you come to find out that power1 that thing that used to be so much talked about1 and defined1 and yet chiefly wondered about1 that power is a matter of position4 ,the man close in behind the ,lord ,jesus doesn't need to be concerned about power4 ,in fact he isn't concerned about it1 only concerned with keeping close in touch4 ,all the rest comes without our being concerned4 ,it comes from him1 the ,man ahead4 ,there is far more power1 the very power of ,god1 softly flowing and flooding its way in and through and out1 than you are ever conscious of4 ,others will know more of the power than you4 ,you are thinking about the ,man ahead1 keeping in touch1 pleasing ,him4 ,obedience has become a new word to you4 ,it's the music of keeping step1 keeping step with ,him4 ,have you noticed how much the current of the stream will do for you if you are out in a row-boat8 ,all you need to do is to keep up enough motion to hold the boat within the sweep of the current4 ,then your chief task is steering4 ,you're not concerned about power2 only about the steering4 ,there's more power in the current than you can ever use4 ,your one concern is to keep out of the shallows and sucking side-eddies1 away from snag and rock1 and in the current4 ,the power's in the current4 ,right steering brings all that power to bear on your little boat4 ,now1 power here is a matter of steering1 so far as our part is concerned4 ,we steer to get into the current of our ,lord ,jesus' will1 and1 by ,his grace1 we use all our will power in keeping in that current1 and out of the shallows and suction-eddies at the side4 ,the ,lord ,jesus1 once spit upon and crucified1 now seated far above all rule1 and authority1 and power1 and dominion1 and every name that is named1 and at work on earth through ,his ,holy ,spirit1--this ,lord ,jesus1 free to do as ,he chooses1--this is power4 ,he is power4 ,power is the ,lord ,jesus in action1 and the action is always through some man's life4 ,we steer so as to keep in touch4 ,he acts through the man in touch4 ,and the hungry1 needy crowds know a something coming to them1 with irresistible grateful sweep4 ,living a ,nazareth ,life4 ,there was a third experience in this group4 ,our ,lord ,jesus lived the ,nazareth ,life4 ,in actual order of time this came before the baptism of power4 ,i have changed the order here1 and named it third simply for the practical help in the change4 ,with the ,lord ,jesus1 the whole of the life was under the sway of the ,holy ,spirit from birth on1 through the earliest conscious years1 and all the years4 ,with us1 in actual experience1 we are all free to confess that it has not been so from our ,spirit-birth on4 ,that baptism of power at ,jordan was without doubt a baptism of power for leadership and service4 ,service and leadership ever need the time of special waiting on ,god1 and the fresh anointing by the ,holy ,spirit's touch1 the fresh consciousness of ,himself1 as the only source of power in the service and leadership4 ,in our actual experience the ,holy ,spirit1 coming in power1 has had much to do in changing our habits1 ourselves1 and our lives1 as well as in our service4 ,there has been so much service that has not been backed up by the life1 that many have come to feel1 and to feel very deeply1 that the power in service must have its roots in the human side1 deep down in the daily habit of life4 ,with our ,lord ,jesus that ,jordan experience made no difference of this sort in ,his life4 ,there was nothing needing to be changed4 ,that ,nazareth life had been lived continuously under the control of the ,holy ,spirit4 ,look a moment at that ,nazareth life of ,his4 ,it means simply a commonplace1 treadmill round of life lived under the hallowing touch of the ,father's presence4 ,this was according to the original plan4 ,it is ,god's presence recognized that hallows what is common4 ,it is the absence of ,his presence1 that is1 the leaving of ,him out1 that makes common things common2 that is1 it makes the familiar thing and round seem and feel common4 ,it's the unhallowed and unhallowing touch of the selfish1 of sin1 that makes things seem common1 in the sense of not being holy and sweet and pure and refreshing4 ,sin makes things grow stale to you4 ,selfishness affects your eye1 the way things look to you4 ,god's presence recognized keeps things fresh4 ,his touch upon us1 ever afresh1 makes us fresh4 ,everything we touch and see is touched by a ,god-freshened hand1 and seen through a ,god-freshened eye4 ,now ,jesus lived this commonplace round of life1 and lived it under the ever-freshening touch of ,his ,father's presence4 ,it isn't the thing you do1 nor the things that surround you1 that make your life1 but the spirit that breathes out of you in the midst of the things4 ,it's the you in you that makes the life1 regardless of surroundings4 ,the outer things are the accidents1 you1 the spirit that breathes out of you1--this is the real thing4 ,jesus lived it4 ,that is the tremendous fact that ,nazareth stands for4 ,he lived what ,he taught1 and ,he lived it first1 and ,he lived it far more deeply and really than it could be taught to others4 ,this was the basis of those few service years4 ,nazareth lies under the ,galilean ministry4 ,there were thirty years under the three-and-a-half-years4 ,and the thirty years crop up into and out of the three-and-a-half4 ,the life lived was the great fact at work1 as the ,man went about doing good4 ,the hidden life of ,nazareth lies open in the ,galilean ministry4 ,when you are reading the wonderful works among the needy throngs1 you are reading the biography of the ,nazareth years1 in their outer reach4 ,the life you live is the thing that tells6 ,this is the meaning of the thirty hidden years4 ,the ,father said1 ,my ,son shall spend most of ,his years down there living1 just living a true1 simple ,eden life2 living with ,me in the midst of home and carpenter shop and village4 ,this is what the world needs so much to be taught1 how to live4 ,and the teaching must be by living1 teaching by action4 ,the message must be lived4 ,if we men might live ,jesus6 ,that's what the world needs4 ,at one of the smaller meetings of the ,edinburgh ,conference1 in #aiaj1 a ,christian gentleman from ,india1 native of that land1 said1 ,we don't need more ,bibles in ,india4 ,and then to this surprising statement1 he added1 ,we have enough ,bibles4 ,if the ,christians in ,india would live the ,bible1 ,india would be converted4 ,and ,i thought1 that will do for ,america1 and ,england1 and for all the world4 ,jesus lived it4 ,as a man in ,his decisions and actions1 ,his habits and daily round1 ,he lived the truth4 ,the story is told of a missionary in some part of ,africa who had not had much success in his work4 ,he was in the habit of explaining some portion of the ,new ,testament to the people at ,his house4 ,one day the portion contained the words1 give to him that asketh thee1 and from him that would borrow of thee turn thou not away4#fj ,the people asked him if this meant what it said4 ,he told them that it did4 ,one of them said he would like to have the table1 pointing to it2 another asked for a chair1 another for the bed1 and so on4 ,the missionary was rather startled at such literal taking of his teaching4 ,he told them to come again on the morrow1 and he would give his answer4 ,when they had gone1 he and his wife had rather a heart-searching time together4 ,they felt they had not reached the hearts of the people yet4 ,but to do as they asked meant real sacrifice of a very personal sort4 ,at last with much prayer they decided to meet the people where they had opened the way4 ,and so the next day they gave their answer1 and soon the house was literally bare of all its furnishings4 ,and that night they slept on the floor1 yet with a sweet peace in their hearts in the midst of this strange experience4 ,the next day the people came back1 carrying the furniture4 ,they had really been testing these new-comers4 ,now1 they said1 we believe you4 ,you live your ,book4 ,we want you to teach us4 ,and with open hearts they listened anew to the ,gospel story1 and many of them accepted ,christ4 ,the little incident reveals the unity of the race4 ,those ,africans said what ,england and ,america and all the world is saying1 ,live it4 ,is your religion livable8 ,what the world needs to-day is a ,jesus lived1 not simply taught1 nor preached about1 but lived in the power of the ,holy ,spirit4 ,how the fire1 the holy fire1 of that sort of thing would catch and spread6 ,oh1 yes1 it might mean sleeping on the bare floor6 ,that's what living-it means1 the actual life overriding any mere thing that stands in the way4 ,live ,it4 ,i stood one day on the abrupt edge of a little hill in a ,southern ,japanese city4 ,there1 in a great tree hanging out over the edge1 had hung the bell that called together the faithful retainers of the lord of the province1 when they were needed4 ,there1 nearly thirty years ago1 a little band of ,japanese youth1 of noble families1 had gone out at break of day one ,sabbath morning1 and solemnly covenanted to follow the ,lord ,jesus1 and to devote their lives to making ,him known throughout their land4 ,boys still in their tender teens most of them were4 ,and that covenant was not lightly made1 for already the fires of persecution had been kindled1 and these fires burned fiercely but could not compete with the fire in their hearts4 ,and as one goes up and down the island empire of the ,pacific to-day1 he can find traces of their lives cropping up everywhere1 like gold veins above the soil4 ,and as ,i sought to trace the hidden springs of the power at work behind all this1 ,i found it was in the life of one young man1 a simple1 holy life burning with a passion for ,jesus4 ,in this life could be found the kindling of the tender flames burning so hotly in these young hearts4 ,he was a young ,american officer engaged1 by the feudal lord of the province1 to teach military tactics and ,english4 ,he dared not teach ,christianity2 that would have meant instant dismissal4 ,so for two years he lived the message1 so simply and lovingly that he won the love of his pupils4 ,then they came ,sundays to his house to hear him read the ,english ,bible1 because they loved him4 ,as he prayed the tears would run down his face1 and they laughed to think a man would weep1 but they came because they loved him4 ,he really loved them into the ,christian life4 ,i was reminded of the line in ,hezekiah's song of thanksgiving after his illness1 ,thou hast loved my soul up from the pit4#fa ,this young teacher lived his pupils to the ,lord ,jesus4 ,the latter part of his life was a sad one1 but nothing can change the record of those earlier years4 ,i saw recently a news item telling how many million copies of the ,bible are being printed every year4 ,the item slurringly remarked that the statisticians didn't seem concerned yet with figuring up how many of them were read4 ,but1 ,i thought1 what these ,bibles need is a new binding4 ,this ,bible ,i carry is bound in the best sealskin1 with kid-lining4 ,it is supposed to be the best binding for hard wear4 ,but there's a much better sort of leather than that for ,bible binding2 ,i mean shoe leather4 ,the people want the ,bible bound in shoe leather4 ,when we tread this ,bible out in our daily walk1 when what we are becomes an illustrated copy of the ,bible1 the greatest revival the earth has known will come4 ,with utmost reverence let me say that our ,lord ,jesus wants to come and walk around in our shoes1 and live inside our garments1 and touch men through us4 ,i remember something in my early ,christian life that was a sore temptation to me4 ,there were some ,christian leaders who had helped me greatly by their preaching and writings4 ,then it chanced that ,i was thrown into personal contact with them1 now one1 now another4 ,and ,i had a sore disappointment4 ,it's hard to find that your idol has clay feet4 ,it's doubtless wrong to have idols4 ,yet youth is the time of such idol worship4 ,the disappointment was a very sore one4 ,then out of it ,i was led to see that the ,master never disappoints4 ,and there was a drawing nearer to ,himself alone4 ,and then a questioning arose3 was some one perhaps looking at me8 ,and a burning desire came to be more in life than in speech1 not only for the sake of some one1 perchance looking2 but for the sake of that other ,one1 the ,man with eyes of flame1 ,his looking4 ,i need hardly tell you that it has been my blessed privilege to have had personal contact with leaders whose fragrant lives are so much more than word or act4 ,the ,nazareth life means that the ,lord ,jesus lived ,his message1 amid commonplace surroundings1 in the midst of what is called the dull monotony of the daily round4 ,that is1 in the place where it is hardest to do it1 ,he lived every bit of what ,he taught4 ,and as we follow1 simply1 obediently1 the ,spirit will lead us along this same road4 ,the same experience will happen to us4 ,could there be a greater evidence of the power of this ,holy ,spirit than to do such a thing with such as we know ourselves to be8 ,yet ,he will1 if we let ,him4 ,a big if you say8 ,but not too big to be taken out of the way1 out of ,his way4 ,he will live out through us what ,he puts into us1 by and with our constant consent4 ,this is the meaning of the ,nazareth life4 ,our part is obedience1 simple1 intelligent1 strong obedience to ,him4 ,the result will be this same experience1 a ,nazareth life of purity and power lived by the ,spirit's power4 ,this was the thought in the mind of ,horatius ,bonar1 as he wrote of the unnamed woman who anointed our ,lord's head1 and of whom ,jesus said that what she had done should be told as a memorial of her1 wherever the ,gospel should be preached4 ,up and away like dew in the morning1 ,soaring from earth to its home in the sun1 ,so let me steal away1 gently and lovingly1 ,only remembered by what ,i have done4 ,my name and my place and my tomb all forgotten1 ,the brief race of time well and patiently run1 ,so let me pass away peacefully1 silently1 ,only remembered by what ,i have done4 ,gladly away from this toil would ,i hasten1 ,up to the crown that for me has been won1 ,unthought of by man in reward and in praises1 ,only remembered by what ,i have done4 ,up and away like the odours of sunset ,that sweeten the twilight as darkness comes on1 ,so be my life--a thing felt but not noticed1 ,and ,i but remembered by what ,i have done4 ,yes1 like the fragrance that wanders in freshness1 ,when the flowers that it comes from are closed up and gone1 ,so would ,i be to this world's weary dwellers1 ,only remembered by what ,i have done4 ,i need not be missed if my life has been bearing1 ,as the summer and autumn move silently on1 ,the bloom and the fruit and the seed of its season2 ,i still am remembered by what ,i have done4 ,i need not be missed if another succeed me1 ,to reap down these fields that in spring ,i have sown2 ,he who ploughed and who sowed is not missed by the reaper2 ,he is only remembered by what he has done4 ,not myself but the truth that in life ,i have spoken1 ,not myself but the seed in life ,i have sown1 ,shall pass on to ages--all about me forgotten1 ,save the truth ,i have spoken1 the things ,i have done4 ,so let my living be1 so be my dying1 ,so let my name be emblazoned1 unknown1-- ,unraised and unmissed ,i shall still be remembered1 ,yes1--but remembered by what ,i have done4 ,the ,galilean ,ministry4 ,the fourth experience in this group was the ,galilean ,ministry4 ,our ,lord ,jesus gave ,himself up to helping those in need4 ,he devoted ,himself to personal service among men4 ,after ,john's imprisonment ,he withdrew to ,galilee and ministered to the needy4 ,there were crowds of them4 ,they were in sorest need of body and spirit4 ,and ,he gave ,himself freely out to them in glad helpful service4 ,he met their need4 ,he did whatever their condition called for4 ,he ministered to their bodily needs4 ,he mingled among them freely as an older brother or friend1 holding their children on ,his knees while ,he talked with them over their concerns and troubles4 ,but ,he didn't stop there4 ,having won their hearts1 ,he met their deeper needs4 ,he comforted their hearts1 talked to them one by one1 drawing out their hearts1 and speaking of the ,father4 ,and as the crowds thickened1 ,he taught and preached to the multitudes4 ,he was a preacher1 proclaiming the ,gospel of the ,kingdom4 ,he was a teacher1 bit by bit1 line upon line1 patiently teaching and explaining to them about the ,father's love1 and about the true life and how to live it4 ,three words are used several times to characterize that ,galilean ministry1 teaching and preaching and healing4#fb ,he warned against sin1 patiently wooing erring men and women away from their sin into lives of purity1 and strengthening the young and earnest in their purposes4 ,the need of the crowd swept ,him like a strong wind in the young trees4 ,he couldn't resist their plea4 ,the presence of a man in need1 of either body or spirit1 took hold of ,his heart4 ,over and over we are told that ,he was moved with compassion4 ,what a life it was6 ,what a heart ,he had6 ,now our ,lord ,jesus calls us along this bit of the road4 ,that is to say1 the ,holy ,spirit within us will make our hearts tender and compassionate1 even as our ,lord ,jesus was4 ,the crowds always moved ,him tremendously4 ,he couldn't stand the great dumb cry that the mere presence of a multitude rang in ,his ears4 ,the mere presence of some one in need1 earnestly seeking1 played upon the strings of ,his heart4 ,does the crowd get hold of your heart as you elbow your way through them1 or look down into their faces8 ,is it just a crowd to you8 ,or is it a great company of hungry hearts1 half-starved lives1 so needy for what only this ,lord ,jesus can give8 ,the dumb cry of the crowds1 in crowds and one by one1 comes up in our ears to-day4 ,do you hear it8 ,i say dumb1 for they don't know themselves what it is they need4 ,they feel the need4 ,restless and chafing1 they feel without knowing just what it is they lack and need4 ,when the ,spirit that swayed the ,lord ,jesus comes in1 ,he mightily affects your heart4 ,you feel with something of our ,lord's feeling4 ,and you must help4 ,you know that the one thing1 the only thing1 that can really radically meet their need is this ,saviour ,jesus4 ,you must do something to get them really to know ,him4 ,and that something comes to be everything4 ,service isn't a pastime2 it's a passion4 ,that must sends you out on glad unheralded errands to help in any way you can1 and in every way by which the ,jesus message can get to them4 ,the must of ,his tender passion within keeps you steadily pushing ahead1 regardless of not being understood by some1 nor your efforts appreciated by others4 ,the flame of that must takes hold of time and strength and possessions4 ,it becomes the delight of your life to minister to the needs of men1 even as ,he did4 ,you see them through ,his eyes4 ,you feel their need through ,his heart4 ,and--this is a great and--if you really follow as simply and fully as ,he leads1 you will find the same power working out through your effort as through ,his1 though there will be immensely more of it than you will know about4 ,but--there's a but that needs to be put in here--the key-note will not be service1 but obedience4 ,the need will not be the controlling thing4 ,it will move you tremendously2 it will kindle a sweet fever in your heart1 a fever to help2 it will take hold of your heart strings and play upon them until you almost lose control4 ,but it must not be allowed to control4 ,that belongs to ,him alone4 ,the key-note is not need1 nor service to meet the need1 but obedience4 ,there is a ,lord to the harvest4 ,his plans are worked carefully out4 ,he takes ,philip away from the crowded meetings in ,samaria to talk with one man4 ,it was doubtless a strategic move to touch lives in ,africa1 as well as to meet this one man's need4 ,he feels the need more than you ever do or can4 ,his ears are keener1 ,his heart more tender4 ,he is in command4 ,you do as ,he bids4 ,so you help most in meeting the need4 ,he ,himself when down here left the crowds1 when they were so great that the towns were overwhelmed and they had to be taken out to the country places4 ,he would leave these crowds and go off quietly to get alone with ,his ,father4#fc ,all that tireless ministry was under the direction of ,another4 ,he went off for close touch1 and fresh consultation with ,his ,father4 ,the ,father's ,image in the ,common ,crowd4 ,have you ever wondered what there was in those common crowds to attract our ,lord ,jesus8 ,perhaps if you have ever walked in those narrow crowded alleys called streets1 in ,china or ,japan1 you may have wondered1 sometimes4 ,tired1 dirty1 pinched faces1 eyes vacantly staring1 or else fired with low passion1 high-keyed voices bickering and jangling1--all this crowds in and out on every hand4 ,dirt1 disease1 low passion1 selfishness1 apparent absence of anything noble or refined1 are all tangled inextricably up with these in human form4 ,and our ,lord ,jesus lived in an ,oriental world4 ,is there any world quite like it1 except indeed it be the slums of our western world cities1 ,european and ,american8 ,city slums seem to be our western point of contact with the greater part of the eastern world4 ,what was there to attract the ,lord ,jesus to these crowds8 ,their need1 you answer4 ,yes1 no doubt1 their terrible need did move ,him with compassion1 to the hurting point4 ,but was there more than this8 ,something ,he said one time has made me think there was something more1 a pathetic1 tremendous more1 that took hold of ,his heart4 ,could it be that ,he saw some lingering trace of the ,father's face in these faces8 ,his eyes were very keen4 ,he had seeing eyes4 ,and these men have all been made in the ,father's image4 ,has that image ever been wholly lost8--terribly blurred and scarred by sin1 yes2 but wholly lost8 ,do you think so8 ,i think not4 ,those wondrous eyes of ,his looking into men's tired1 pinched faces1 disfigured with passion or sorrow1 or with sheer weariness of existence--did ,he see something of the ,father's face looking appealingly up to be helped out of their sad plight8 ,i wonder4 ,was it as though the ,father's face cried out to ,him out of these poor beaten faces8 ,i think so4 ,do you remember that time when our ,lord ,jesus associated ,himself so closely with just such men and women1 in talking of a coming day8 ,he says inasmuch as ye did it to one of these ,my brethren1 these least1 ye did it unto ,me4#fd ,listen to those words1 ,my brethren6 ,he is thinking of just such crowds as ,he ,himself ministered to1 and as you find to-day in ,oriental city and in ,european and ,american slum4 ,what is done for them is done to ,him4 ,their need is ,his need2 their cry1 ,his4 ,it's ,jesus coming to us in these crowds4 ,their need is ,jesus ,himself appealing to us4 ,and the ,jesus within us will answer with heart and life to this ,jesus coming to us in the pitiable need of the crowds4 ,i do not mean to use that word pitiable chiefly in the bodily sense1 though there's so much of that4 ,but it has a deeper meaning4 ,here is this fair young face turned to yours in the social group1 here this strong young man needing nothing that money can buy1 but yet very needy1 both of them4 ,in their young1 eager faces the hidden away image1 the not-yet-touched-into-new-life image of the ,father looks out asking for help1 help out into growth amidst so much that holds back4 ,inasmuch as your light1 tactful touch is given here1 it is done unto ,jesus4 ,jesus is helped into the life1 the ,god-image crowded back within is helped to get out into free expression4 ,you may not be sent to some distant field as young ,borden was4 ,your personal place may be at home4 ,but the crowd1 the need1 is everywhere2 at home1 in the social circle1 and among the men driven by the passion for business and for pleasure1 in this dangerously prosperous land of ours4 ,need of body even here1 and deeper need of spirit4 ,much more tact is required1 ,spirit-born tact and patience and alertness1 to touch and help these4 ,but the ,spirit will guide4 ,he has a passion for men in their need4 ,he has exquisite tact in touching men under all circumstances4 ,he will take command of your life here as elsewhere4 ,he will lead you into a life of personal service in helping men4 ,and ,he will lead you in that service4 ,this is the ,galilean ,ministry which will work out in your experience as the ,holy ,spirit has control4 ,this is a bit of the ,follow ,me roadway4 ,these are the four experiences of power and privilege4 ,they are as the great underlying experiences of our ,lord's career4 ,the other experiences grew up out of these4 ,these were the warp threads in the loom of ,his life4 ,the others were woven into these4 ,this is the main road that ,he trod4 ,it is the main road of this ,follow ,me journey4 ,it is along this road1 between its beginning and end1 that we shall run down into the valley-road stretches1 and run up to the stretches along the hilltops4 #c4 ,the ,valleys--experiences of ,suffering ,and ,sacrifice ,the ,never-absent ,minor4 ,here the road begins to drop down into the valleys4 ,it runs sharply down1 and on1 through some wild gulches and ravines thick with lurking danger1 with the upper-lights almost lost in the deep black darkness4 ,it is darkness that can be felt more than the ,egyptian darkness ever was4 ,it proves to be the valley of the shadow of death1 then--of death itself1 before the upward turn comes4 ,the weaver we were speaking of finds some strange shuttle-threads to be woven into the pattern1 gray black1 ugly black threads1 and red threads almost wet and sticky in their blood-like redness4 ,yet this is part of the road that was trodden1 and that is still waiting to be trodden by feet sturdy and bold enough to go on down into the shadows1 before the upward turn is reached again4 ,and these threads will work out a rare beauty in the pattern being woven4 ,is there perfect music without the underchording of the minor8 ,not to human ears4 ,for they are attuned to life as it has really come to be4 ,and the minor chord is in real life1 never quite absent2 and the minor chord is in the true human heart1 never wholly absent4 ,and only the music with the minor blended in is the real music of human life4 ,only it can play upon the finest strings of the human heart4 ,but this sort of thing1 the getting of beauty out of ugly threads1 the getting of music where there is discord1 the upward turn again of the valley road1 all this is a bit of the touch of ,god upon life1 where the hurt of sin has come in4 ,only the ,lord ,jesus can make music where sin had brought in and wrought out such discord4 ,only ,he can change the weaving into beauty1 where the ugly slimy sin-threads have come in4 ,he can lead up again out of the depths1 but only ,he4 ,his blood1 ,himself1 is the thing added that makes music where no melody had ever been a possible thing2 and gives the weaver's threads the transforming touch that works beauty where there was only the ugly2 and pulls you up again to the higher levels4 ,the good never comes out of bad4 ,it comes only by something radically different coming in and overcoming the bad4 ,in ,seoul they showed us the great bell hung at the crossing of certain chief streets there4 ,and then they told us the bell's legend4 ,in early twilight times an artisan had made a great bell at the king's command1 but the tone of it was not pleasing to the royal ears4 ,so a second one was made1 and a third1 but neither was satisfactory4 ,then the king said that if the man did not make a bell with pleasing tones his life should be forfeited for his failure4 ,this was very distressing for the poor unfortunate bell-moulder4 ,his daughter1 a young girl in her teens1 either had a vision1 or felt within herself that a sacrifice was the thing needful to give the bell its true tone4 ,and so she resolved to give herself to save her father1 and with rare fortitude one night she plunged into the great pot of molten metal4 ,and the tone of the bell was so sweet and musical that the king was delighted4 ,and the maker1 instead of being killed1 was highly honoured4 ,so ran the simple bit of ,korean folklore4 ,we ran across legends quite like it in other parts of the ,orient4 ,they all seemed to point1 with other similar evidence1 to the feeling deep down in human consciousness of the need of sacrifice4 ,is it a bit of an innate instinct in our common human nature1 that only through sacrifice can the hurt of life be healed8 ,however this be1 it certainly is true1 that the touch of ,him who gave ,his life clear out for men1 that touch is the thing1 and the only thing1 that can make music where there was only discord4 ,it is only ,his pierced hand upon weaver and web that touches ugly threads into beauty as they are woven into the fabric of life4 ,only ,he can lead us up out of the valley of death up to the road of life along the high hilltops4 ,the ,wilderness4 ,you remember1 there were four experiences of suffering and sacrifice in our ,lord ,jesus' life4 ,the first of these was the ,wilderness ,temptation4 ,that rough road ,he took led straight to and through a wilderness4 ,he was tempted4 ,he was tempted like as we are4 ,he was tempted more cunningly and stormily than we ever have been4 ,it was a pitched battle1 planned for carefully1 and fought with all the desperateness of the ,evil ,one at bay against overwhelming forces4 ,it was planned by the ,holy ,spirit1 and fought out by our ,lord in the ,spirit's strength4 ,for forty full lone days it ran its terrific course4 ,but our ,lord's line of defence never flinched4 ,the ,wilderness and ,waterloo1 those two terrific matchings of strength1 the one of the spirit1 the other of the physical1 both were fought out on the same lines4 ,wellington's only plan for that battle was to stand1 to resist every attempt to break his lines all that fateful day4 ,the ,french did the attacking all day1 until ,wellington's famous charge came at its close4 ,our ,lord ,jesus' only plan for the ,wilderness battle was to stand1 having done all to stand1 to resist every effort to move ,him a hair's breadth from ,his position4 ,that battle brought ,him great suffering2 it took1 and it tested1 all ,his strength of discernment1 and decision1 of determined set persistence1 and of dependent1 deep-breathed praying4 ,and through these the gracious power of the ,spirit worked1 and so the victory1 full joyous victory1 came4 ,now it comes as a surprise to some of us to find that the ,follow ,me road leads straight to the same ,wilderness4 ,no1 it is not just the same1 none of these experiences mean as much to us as they did to ,him4 ,they are always less4 ,but then they mean everything to us6 ,we will be tempted4 ,so surely as one sets himself to follow the blessed ,master1 there's one thing he can always count upon--temptation4 ,sooner or later it will come1 usually sooner and later4 ,so the ,evil ,one serves notice to contest our allegiance to the new ,master4 ,the tempter sees to it that you are tempted4 ,that belongs to his side of the conflict4 ,and quickly and skilfully1 and with good heart he goes at his task4 ,through the weak or evil impulses and desires within us1 and through every avenue without1 those dearest to us1 and every other1 he will begin and continue his cunning approaches4 ,it is well to understand this clearly1 and so be ready4 ,the closer you follow this ,man ahead1 the more1 and the more surely1 will you be tempted4 ,it is one of the things you can count on--temptation4 ,but1 steady there1 steady6 the tempter can't go a step beyond attacking1 without your help4 ,he can't make a single break in your lines from without4 ,the only knob to the door of your life is on the inside4 ,temptation never gets in without help from within4 ,i have said that the ,wilderness spelled two words for our ,lord ,jesus1 temptation and victory4 ,we may use ,his spelling if we will4 ,a temptation is a chance for a victory4 ,begin singing when temptation comes2 out of it1 resisted1 comes a new steadiness in step1 and a new confidence in the victorious ,man of the ,wilderness4#fe ,but let me tell you how the victory comes4 ,it comes through our ,lord ,jesus4 ,and it comes by ,his working through your decision to resist to the last ditch4 ,lead ,us ,not4 ,the ,lord ,jesus gave us two special temptation prayers to make4 ,the one is3 ,lead us not into temptation4#ff ,that petition has been a practical puzzle to many of us1 and the explanations not always quite clear4 ,would ,god lead us into temptation8 we instinctively ask4 ,and the answer seems to be both yes and no4 ,the yes means that character can come only through right choice4 ,we must decide what our attitude toward wrong shall be4 ,it is only temptation resisted that makes the beginnings of strength4 ,before temptation comes there may be innocence but never virtue4 ,innocence resisting temptation becomes virtue4 ,the temptation is the intense fire in which the raw iron of innocence changes into the toughened1 tempered steel of virtue4 ,it is essential to character that it resist the wrong4 ,it is choice that makes character4 ,the angels in the presence of ,god are continually choosing to remain loyal to ,him4 ,choice includes choosing not to choose the evil1 to refuse it4 ,adam was tempted2 the temptation was bad1 only bad2 but it could have been made an opportunity to rise up into newness of strength4 ,job was led into temptation1 and he failed when the fires grew in heat1 and touched him close enough2 and then he learned new dependence on ,god alone instead of on his own integrity4 ,that's the yes side of the answer4 ,we must decide what we will do with evil4 ,the presence of evil forces choice upon us4 ,the one thing ,god longs for is our choice1 free and full choice4 ,freedom of choice is the image of ,god in which every man is made4 ,we are like ,him in power1 in the right to choose2 we become like ,him in character when we choose only the right4 ,god would lead us into opportunity for the choice on which everything else hinges4 ,the prayer says3 ,lead us not into temptation4 ,the prayer becomes the choice4 ,it reveals the decision of your heart4 ,the man who thoughtfully makes the prayer makes the choice4 ,and with that goes the no side4 ,certainly ,god would not lead us into the temptation to do wrong4#fg ,and so ,he has made a way--it's a new way since our ,lord ,jesus was here--a way by which we can have the full opportunity for choice1 and yet be sure of always choosing the right1 and so growing into ,his image in character4 ,to pray1 ,lead us not into temptation1 is practically saying1 ,i will go as ,thou leadest4 ,lead me4 ,i am willing to be led4 ,i was not ever thus1 nor prayed that ,thou shouldst lead me on4 ,i loved to choose and see my path1 but now--but now1 lead ,thou me on4 ,here ,i am1 willing to be led4 ,i put out my hands for ,thee to grasp and lead where ,thou wilt4 ,i'll sing1 ',where ,he may ,lead1 ,i'll ,follow4 ,this is the only safe road through the ,wilderness4 ,we yield wholly to ,his control4 ,may ,i say reverently1 this was the way our ,lord entered and passed through the ,wilderness1 wholly under the control of ,another--the ,holy ,spirit4 ,he chose to yield to that control4 ,the ,spirit acted through ,his yielding consent1 and flooded in the power that brought the victory4 ,even ,he in ,his purity needs so to do4 ,how much more we in our absence of purity1 and so absence of strength4 ,lead us not means practically1 that we get in behind this victorious ,lord ,jesus4 ,we refuse to go alone4 ,the ,wilderness spells only defeat for the man who goes alone4 ,we must yield wholly to this great lone ,man who went before4 ,we lean upon ,him4 ,we trust ,him as ,saviour from the sin that temptation yielded to has already brought4 ,we will trust ,his lead wholly now as temptation comes4 ,we will stick close and be wholly pliant in ,his hands4 ,this is the first temptation prayer our ,lord gives us4 ,it means our utter surrender to ,his leadership4 ,then there is a second prayer for temptation use3 ,watch and pray that ye enter not into temptation4#fh ,this goes with the other4 ,it is the partner prayer4 ,be ever on the watch1 and pray1 that you may not enter into temptation4 ,guard prayerfully against acting independently of your ,leader4 ,watch against the temptation4 ,watch yourself lest you be inclined to go off alone1 to break away from ,his lead4 ,for there will be only one result then1 defeat4 ,these two prayers together show the way to turn temptation into victory1--lead not1 enter not4 ,a temptation is a chance for a victory if you never meet it alone1 but always under the lead of the great ,victor of the ,wilderness4 ,then it may help to put the thing in another way4 ,there are two steps in victory over temptation4 ,the first is recognition4 ,to recognize that the thing coming for decision is a temptation to something wrong1--that's the first step in victory4 ,it pushes the temptation out into the open4 ,you say plainly1 ,this is something to be resisted4 ,the second step as you set yourself to resist is to plead the blood of the ,lord ,jesus4 ,that means pleading ,his victory over the tempter4 ,that's the getting in behind ,him and depending wholly upon ,him4 ,follow ,me takes us into the ,wilderness1 and leads us into victory there4 ,there we will learn more about prayer1 and music1 and the ,master1 and get new strength and courage on this stretch of the valley road4 ,gethsemane4 ,at the farther extreme of the service years1 there came to the ,lord ,jesus the other three of these dark experiences1 all three close together4 ,on the night of the betrayal came the ,gethsemane ,agony4 ,that was a very full evening4 ,around the supper table they had gathered and talked1 and the ,lord ,jesus had made ,his last1 tender but fruitless effort to touch ,judas' heart by touching his feet4 ,there was the long quiet heart-talk in the supper room after ,judas had gone out1 and it was night for poor ,judas4#fi ,then the talk continued as they walked across the city within view of the great brass vine on ,herod's temple1 so beautiful in the light of the full moon4 ,and then1 as they walk through the narrow1 shadowed streets1 the shadows come into the ,lord ,jesus' spirit and words4#gj ,now they are outside the wall of the city1 out in the open1 under the blue1 and with upturned face1 the great pleading prayer is breathed out4#ga ,now they are across the ,kidron1 and now in among the shadows of the huge olive trees of the garden called ,gethsemane4 ,it's quite dark and late4 ,he leaves the disciples to rest under the trees1 and with the inner three ,he pushes a bit farther on4 ,and now ,he pushes on quite alone in the farther lone recesses of the woods4 ,and now the intensity of ,his spirit bends ,his body as ,he kneels1 then is prostrate4 ,and the agony is upon ,him4 ,he is fighting out the battle of the morrow4 ,he is sinless1 but on the morrow ,he is to get under the load of a world's sin2 no1 it was yet more than that1 ,he was to be ,himself reckoned and dealt with as sin itself4 ,all the horror of that broke upon ,him under those trees1 more intensely than it had yet4 ,the brightness of the full moon made the shadows of the trees very dark and black1 but they seemed as nothing to this awful inky black shadow of the sin load that would come1 no longer in shadow but actually1 on the morrow4 ,the agony of it is upon ,him as ,he falls prostrate on the ground1 under the tense strain of spirit4 ,out of the struggle a bit of prayer reaches our awed ears1 ,if it be possible let this cup pass away from ,me2 yet not as ,i will1 but as ,thou wilt4 ,and so tense is the strain that an angel comes to strengthen4 ,with what reverent touch must he have given his help4 ,even after that the great drops of bloody sweat came4 ,but now a calmer mood comes4 ,the look full in the face of what was coming1 the realizing more clearly how the ,father's plan must work out1 these help to steady ,him4 ,again a bit of prayer is heard1 ,since this cannot pass away2 since only so can ,thy plan for the world be accomplished ,thy--will--be--done4 ,the load of the world's sin almost broke ,his heart that dark night under the olives4 ,it actually did break ,his heart on the morrow4 ,this is the meaning of ,gethsemane1 intense suffering of spirit because of the sin of others4 ,and at first thought you say1 surely there can be no following for any of us in this sore lonely experience of ,his4 ,and there cannot4 ,he was alone there as on the morrow4 ,none of us can go through what ,he went through there4 ,for1 it was for us1 and for our sin that ,he went through it4 ,and yet there is a following1 if different in degree and in depth of meaning1 yet a very real following4 ,while ,gethsemane stands a lone experience for ,jesus1 yet there will be a ,gethsemane for him who follows fully where ,he asks us to go4 ,there will be a real suffering of spirit because of the sin of others4 ,we will see the world around us through those pure1 seeing eyes of ,his4 ,we will feel the ravages of sin in those we touch1 with something of the feeling of ,his heart4 ,close walking with ,christ brings pain and it will bring it more1 and more acutely4 ,we will see sin as ,he does1 in part4 ,we will feel with our fellow-men toiling in its grip and snare as ,he did1 in part4 ,there will be sore suffering of spirit4 ,this is the ,gethsemane experience1 and it will not grow less but more4 ',o ,god1' ,i cried1 'why may ,i not forget8 ,these halt and hurt in life's hard battle ,throng me yet4 ,am ,i their keeper8 ,only ,i8 ,to bear ,this constant burden of their grief and care8 ,why must ,i suffer for the others' sin8 ,would ,god my eyes had never opened been6' ,and the ,thorn-crowned and ,patient ,one ,replied1 ',they thronged ,me too4 ,i too have seen4' ',but1 ,lord1 ,thy other children go at will1' ,i said1 protesting still4 ',they go1 unheeding4 ,but these sick and sad1 ,these blind and orphan1 yea and those that sin ,drag at my heart4 ,for them ,i serve and groan4 ,why is it8 ,let me rest1 ,lord4 ,i have tried--' ,he turned and looked at me3 ',but ,i have died6' ',but1 ,lord1 this ceaseless travail of my soul6 ,this stress6 ,this often fruitless toil ,these souls to win6 ,they are not mine4 ,i brought not forth this host ,of needy creatures1 struggling1 tempest-tossed-- ,they are not mine4' ,he looked at them--the look of ,one divine2 ,he turned and looked at me4 ',but they are mine6' ',o ,god1 ,i said1 ',i understand at last4 ,forgive6 ,and henceforth ,i will bond-slave be ,to thy least1 weakest1 vilest ones2 ,i would not more be free4' ,he smiled and said1 ',it is to me4'#gb ,the word ,gethsemane has not been used accurately sometimes4 ,and it is not good that it is so1 for it keeps us from appreciating what the real meaning is4 ,in poetry and otherwise it has been used for some great experience of sorrow in which the soul has struggled alone4 ,but there are two things in the ,gethsemane experience that give it a meaning quite different from such4 ,the ,gethsemane sorrow is on account of the sin of others1 and it comes to us through our own consent1 of our own action4 ,we need not go through the ,gethsemane experience save as we make the choice that comes to include this4 ,it is only as we choose to follow fully1 close up to ,his bleeding side1 where the ,lord ,jesus is leading1 that this experience of pain will come4 ,moses knew what this meant4 ,as he came from the presence of ,god in the mount the sin of the people seemed so terrible1 that the fear that possibly it could not be forgiven unless he made some sacrifice sweeps over him and came out as a great sob4#gc ,the sight of their sin brought sorest pain to his spirit4 ,paul tells us there was a continual cutting of a knife at his heart because of his racial kinsfolk1 their sin1 their stubbornness in sin1 the awful blight upon their lives4#gd ,there was sore1 lone1 unspeakable pain of spirit because he felt so keenly the sin of others4 ,this is the ,gethsemane experience4 ,have you felt something like this as you have come in touch with the sin1 the blighted lives1 the wreckage of lives among both poor and rich1 lower class and better8 ,you will if you follow where ,he leads4 ,calvary4 ,then came the morrow4 ,the experience of ,calvary came hard on the heels of ,gethsemane4 ,the pain of spirit became both pain of body and pain of spirit1 intensified clear beyond what the night before had anticipated4 ,how shall ,i trust myself to speak of that morrow1 or you to listen8 ,yet1 let us hold still1 and1 for a great purpose1 look at it again1 if only for a moment1 that the meaning of it1 the flame of it may take fresh hold1 and consume us anew4 ,gethsemane was followed by a sleepless night1 while bitter hate brought its utmost iniquity and persistence to hound this ,man to death4 ,nine1 of the next morning1 found ,him hanging1 nailed on the cross1 crowned with the cruel mocking thorn crown4 ,from nine till three ,he hung1 while the strange darkness came down over all nature from noon till three1 the blackness of midnight shutting out the brightness of noon4 ,the ,father's presence was withdrawn4 ,this tells the bitterness of the cross for ,jesus as does nothing else4 ,it was out of a breaking heart that the cry was wrung1 ,my ,god1 ,my ,god1 why didst ,thou forsake ,me8 ,when you can penetrate that darkness you may be able to tell how really ,jesus took our place1 and suffered as sin for us1--not before4 ,then with a great shout of victory ,he gave up ,his life4 ,his great heart broke4 ,he died4 ,he died literally of a broken heart4 ,the walls of that muscle were burst asunder by the terrific strain on ,his spirit4 ,he died for us4 ,he who so easily held off the murderous mob with their stones1 now holds ,himself to that cross1--for us4 ,this is the ,calvary experience4 ,it can be felt1 but never explained fully2 words fail4 ,it can be yielded to until our hearts are melted to sobs1 but never fully told in its tenderness and strength to others4 ,it can bring us down on knees and face at ,his feet as ,his love-slaves for ever1--so is its story best told to others4 ,that breaking heart breaks ours4 ,that pierced side pierces through all our stubborn resistance4 ,that face haunts us4 ,its scars tell of sin1 ours4 ,its patient eyes tell of love1 ,his4 ,was there ever such sin8 ,was there ever such love8 ,was there ever such a meeting of sin and purity1 of love and hate1 of ,god's best and ,satan's worst8 ,surely there can be no following here6 ,and1 strange to say1 the answer is both a no1 with a double underscoring of emphasis1 and a yes1 that will come to have a like emphatic underlining4 ,no1 there can be no following4 ,here1 ,he is the ,lone ,man who went before4 ,and ,he remains the ,lone ,man in what ,he did1 and in the extent of ,his suffering4 ,there is only one ,calvary4 ,there was only the ,one whose death could settle the sin score for us men4 ,it is only by ,his death for our sin that there is any way out of our sore plight of sin1 and sin's own result4 ,there the ,lord ,jesus did something that had to be done1 for the ,father's sake2 there ,he broke the slavery of our sin2 there ,he broke our hearts by ,his love4 ,there ,he stands utterly alone in what ,he did4 ,calvary has no duplicate1 nor ever can have4 ,that is the emphatic no side of the answer4 ,there can be no following on that road4 ,and yet1--and yet1 there can be4 ,there is a yes side to the true1 full answer4 ,there will be a ,calvary experience for every one who really follows4 ,his was the ,calvary experience1 ours is a ,calvary experience4 ,it does not mean what ,his meant for the world4 ,but it enters into the marrow of our very being1 and means everything to us4 ,it means that as ,i really follow there will come to me experiences of sacrifice that will take the very life of my life--if ,i do not pull back1 but persist on following the beckoning hand4 ,and it means too1 that there will be in a secondary1 a minor sense1 a redemptive value in my suffering4 ,that suffering will be a real thing in completing the work of some man's redemption4 ,listen to ,paul4 ,he has been writing to the ,corinthian ,christians in much detail1 of the suffering he has been going through of both body and spirit1 and then he adds1 so then death working in me worketh life in you4#ge ,the same thought underlies that wonderful bit of tender1 tactful pleading in the eleventh and twelfth chapters of the same letter4 ,the same thing is put in a rather startling way in the epistle to the ,colossians1#gf ,i 444 fill up on my part1 in my flesh1 that which is lacking of the afflictions of ,christ for ,his body's sake1 which is the ,church4 ,this fits in with the thought in that word began in the beginning of the book of ,acts4#gg ,in a very real sense our ,lord depends upon our faithful following to supplement among men the great thing which only ,he could do4 ,paul knew a ,calvary experience1 and ,peter and ,john1 and so has1 and will1 every one who follows the pierced hand that beckons4 ,ask ,horace ,tracey ,pitkin at ,paotingfu if he understands this4 ,and the ,china soil wet with his blood gives answer1 and so do the lives of those who were won to ,christ through such suffering throughout ,china4 ,ask ,david ,livingstone away in the inner heart of ,africa1 and those whom no man can number in every nation1 who have known this sort of thing by a bitter1 sweet experience1 some by violence1 some by the yet more difficult daily giving out of the life in hidden away corners4 ,the ,underground ,road4 ,and hard following this came the ,burial in ,joseph's ,tomb4 ,christ died for our sins and 444 ,he was buried4#gh ,joseph took the body1 444 and laid it in his own new tomb1 which he had hewn out in the rock1 and he rolled a great stone to the door of the tomb4#gi ,the chief priests and the ,pharisees 444 went1 and made the sepulchre sure1 sealing the stone1 the guard 7of ,roman soldiers7 being with them4#hj ,out of that sealed tomb comes with the emphasis of action1 the emphasis of death1 this word1 except a grain of wheat fall into the ground and die1 it abideth by itself alone4#ha ,the only pathway of life is the underground road4 ,for our ,lord1 ,joseph's tomb made the death clear beyond doubt4 ,the tomb was the climax of the death4 ,he was dead and buried4 ,for him who follows it means this1 a burial clear out of sight in the soil of the need of men's lives4 ,he who simply gets in behind and faithfully follows will find himself actually being buried in the needs of men4 ,and only where there is such a burial can there come resurrection power into the life4 ,i remember a friend in ,philadelphia1 a young man who resigned an influential position to go out as a missionary in ,india4 ,and another friend not at all in sympathy remarked sneeringly in my hearing1 ,he's gone to bury himself in ,india4 ,he spoke more aptly than he knew4 ,the years since have told what a blessed burial that was4 ,for scores of lives in ,southern ,india have known the resurrection power of the ,lord ,jesus through his service4 ,do you remember when the ,greeks came to ,philip with their great plea1 ,sir1 we would see ,jesus8#hb ,whether really from ,greece1 or ,greek-speaking people from elsewhere1 or simply non-,jewish people1 they represented the outer1 non-,jewish world coming to ,jesus4 ,the ,jew door was slammed violently in ,his face1 but here was the great outer-world door opening4 ,and ,he had come to a world6 ,but instantly1 across the vision so attractive to ,his eyes1 there came another vision1 never absent from ,his spirit those last weeks1 the vision black and forbidding1 of a cross4 ,and ,he knew that only through this vision of a cross could the vision of a world coming be realized4 ,and out of the sore stress of spirit1 that for a few brief moments shook ,him1 came the quietly spoken1 tense words1 ,except a grain of wheat fall into the earth and die1 it abideth by itself alone4 ,the road to ,greece is not over the sea here to the west1 not the overland caravan route up north through ,asia ,minor2 it is the road down through ,joseph's tomb4 ,that was true for ,him4 ,it was by that road that ,he so marvellously reached the ,greeks and all the world4 ,and this is true for us4 ,it is only by this road that we can reach out to the crowds with the reach-in that touches heart and life4 ,these are the four experiences of suffering and sacrifice4 ,this is the dip-down in the ,follow ,me road where it runs through a darkly shadowed valley4 ,these are the dark and red shuttle-threads being woven into the web1 by repeated sharp blows of the batten-beam4 ,these are the minor chords that1 coming up through the strains of music1 give a peculiar sweetness to it4 ,what ,is ,sacrifice8 ,now you will note that the chief thing in all this is sacrifice4 ,the chief thing in all of our ,lord's life1 clear from ,bethlehem to ,calvary and the tomb1 was sacrifice4 ,it runs ever throughout2 it finds its tremendous climax in the cross4 ,and the word to put in here in quietest tone--the quietest is tensest1 and goes in deepest--the word is this3 ,following means sacrifice4 ,it means sacrifice as really for the follower as for the ,lone ,man ahead4 ,that word sacrifice has practically been dropped out of the dictionary of the ,christian ,church of the western world4 ,it has not been wholly lost4 ,there is much real sacrifice1 no doubt1 under the surface4 ,but1 in the main1 it is one of the lost words in our generation of the ,church4 ,we are rich1 and increased in goods1 and have need of nothing that we cannot provide by the lavish use of money2 so we think4 ,and the loss of that word explains the loss from our working dictionaries of another word1 power4 ,for the two words always go together4 ,but please note what sacrifice means4 ,for we may get confused in the use of words1 and like the ,hebrews in ,isaiah's day call things by the wrong names4#hc ,sacrifice does not merely mean suffering1 though there may be much suffering included in it4 ,but there may be suffering where there is no sacrifice4 ,it does not mean privation1 though there may be real painful privation in it4 ,but again there may be much privation and pain without any element of sacrifice entering in4 ,the heart of sacrifice is that it is voluntary1 and that it really costs you something4 ,it is something that would not come to you unless you decide to let it come4 ,it is wholly within your power to keep it away1 and it brings with it real pain or cost of some kind4 ,sacrifice means doing something1 or doing without something1 that so help may come to another1 even though it costs you some real personal suffering of spirit1 or of body1 or both1 or lack of what you should have and would enjoy4 ,and please note that sacrifice is not the key-note of the ,follow ,me life4 ,we are not to seek for sacrifice4 ,perhaps that is quite a needless remark4 ,we are not likely to seek for it4 ,no one loves a cross any more than did ,peter1 when he had the hardiness to rebuke his ,master4#hd ,and yet we remember those earnest souls in earlier times1 who shut themselves up behind monastic walls1 and inflicted pain upon themselves by privation and by bodily self-infliction4 ,and we cannot help admiring their earnestness and saintliness1 even while we see how morbid was their conception of life1 and how completely they got the true order reversed4 ,and there can be found some here and there1 among us to-day1 with the same idea4 ,but the key-note of the true life is not sacrifice4 ,it is obedience4 ,sacrifice is something coming in the pathway of obedience4 ,there come the places and times where you cannot obey without making a sacrifice4 ,obedience involves sacrifice4 ,and the sacrifice may be of the very real1 cutting1 hurting sort1 personally4 ,the whole instinct of one's being is against it4 ,this seems to be carrying things quite too far1 we think4 ,and so the test is on4 ,the sacrifice is not sought4 ,it is shrunk from with all the vigour of one's nature4 ,obedience means that you go steadily on1 no matter how it cuts1 or how much it costs4 ,and the motive under the obedience is usually the decisive thing4 ,if that motive be a personal passion for the ,lord ,jesus1 then you only wait long enough to be quite clear of ,his leading1 of what ,he would have you do4 ,and then you go on1 regardless of the personal loss or pain to yourself4 ,the key-note of the ,follow ,me music is obedience1 simple1 sane1 poised1 full obedience4 ,how ,much ,it ,cost ,god4 ,one day out in ,illinois1 while visiting a small church college1 ,i was told this story of one of the students4 ,he had felt very deeply the need of the foreign mission lands1 and the plea being made for men to volunteer to go out as missionaries4 ,and after much thought and prayer he had decided to volunteer4 ,but he felt he must first get his mother's consent4 ,so he wrote of his purpose and asked if she were willing that he should go4 ,in due time the reply came back4 ,it was a mother's letter to her son1 full of a mother's endearments4 ,but the paper was marked with tear-stains4 ,she gave her consent4 ,she said1 ,i'm glad my boy wants to go1 and ,i'm glad to have you go1 but--and here the writing was blurred with the teardrops that had plainly fallen as she wrote--,i never knew before how much it cost ,god to give ,his ,son4 ,there was the whole story of sacrifice as it came to that mother4 ,there was the sore need of the people in foreign lands for the ,gospel of ,christ4 ,that need had not been met4 ,the need in its sore pressure had become an emergency1 largely an unappreciated emergency4 ,the tragedy of an unmet emergency had moved the son's heart to action1 under the touch of the ,holy ,spirit1 and then it came to the mother's heart4 ,the decision rested with her4 ,her inner heart told her the ,master's desire4 ,she obeyed1 with exquisite pain in her heart over the separation1 maybe separation for life1 from her son4 ,the key-note is obedience1 even though it may mean cutting pain4 ,the whole test of love and of life is in sacrifice yielded to as the need may come4 ,in ,god's first plan of life there is no sacrifice4 ,god never chooses sacrifice as ,his first choice for any one1 not even for ,his ,son4 ,but sin is here1 an abnormal1 foreign thing4 ,life is shot through and through with its ugly markings4 ,you can't go a foot's length down the pathway of obedience without finding the keen edge of a knife1 freshly sharpened1 held across the path with its cutting edge toward you1 challenging your advance1 doing its utmost to hold you back4 ,and only as the breast is bared to the cutting until a bit of your red life stains the knife1 only so can there be any of the power of ,god in1 or through1 or out of1 your life4 ,but turn that sentence around1 and smile in your heart as you remember this1 as you do push quietly on past the cutting knife1 and say never a word about the knife or the sharp pain--the best folks never talk about their sacrifices1 they are too intent on the ,man just ahead1--as a man so does1 there come into his life a fire and a fragrance that burns and breathes out wherever he goes4 ,it is sin that makes sacrifice4 ,sin did the carpenter work on the cross1 our sin4 ,sin grew the thorns1 and then served as weaver to make the mocking1 cutting crown--our sin1 yours and mine4 ,love yields to the sacrifice1 ,his love for us1 ,his love in us for the others4 ,sin is everywhere4 ,its finger-print is in nature1 and its scar on human life4 ,and sin's ravages make cruel need1 and need intensified makes emergency1 and these involve sacrifice as we rise to meet need and emergency4 ,and love is everywhere4 ,that is1 it would be1 it will be1 if it can find human feet to carry it4 ,it will be if our ,lord may have ,his way4 ,sacrifice is ,love's healing shadow4 ,sacrifice is love giving the oil and wine of its own life to bind up the wounds that sin has made4 ,the ,follow ,me road is marked red1 so you trace ,his footprints who went ahead1 and theirs who follow4 ,what ,obedience ,has ,meant for ,some4 ,but1 no one can decide for another what obedience may mean for him4 ,you may not tell me1 nor ,i you4 ,it is intensely interesting to note what obedience has meant to some4 ,it led ,paul to give up inheritance and family prestige1 social standing1 fellowship in university circles1 a home life of scholarly quiet and research1 and to be reproached and ostracized1 to be homeless having no certain abiding place1 dependent on his own hands for daily bread1 as he went burning like a flame from end to end of the ,roman world4 ,and at the end it meant a prison1 and block and axe4 ,i met a rare ,christian nobleman in ,london1 of an old1 honoured family1 of whom a friend told me this4 ,this nobleman had a large inheritance4 ,among other things a certain estate4 ,he felt led to place the estate on the market1 get the best possible return for it1 and then with his shrewd business sense1 prayerfully to place the proceeds where he felt they would help best the cause of ,christ4 ,and to a friend who expressed appreciation and approval of such unusual action1 he quietly said1 ,i want no praise for this2 if the poor ,jew had to give one-tenth1 surely a rich ,christian can do very much more4 ,that was what obedience1 at that point1 meant to him4 ,i knew a ,canadian woman who had been led to a higher level in her ,christian life4 ,a friend put into her hands a bit of manuscript1 to which she had access1 thinking it would help her in her new life4 ,the manuscript was read1 and returned through the friend to its writer4 ,he had intended having it published with some others1 if a publisher could be found willing to accept it4 ,then he had felt that he would do nothing with it until very clear leading came4 ,he did not want to do anything1 except as he was led4 ,if the ,master wanted to use the writing1 it was there if ,he chose to give the word for its use4 ,sometime after as the woman was busy with her nursing work she was on night duty1 and had her quiet time in an interval of the night's round4 ,as she was reading her ,bible and praying1 she said1 ,a voice said to me very quietly1 ',send ,mr4 ,blank twenty-five dollars to publish ----' naming the title of the article she had read4 ,twenty-five dollars taken out of her frugal savings would leave quite a hole4 ,but the impression that came with the message was unmistakable4 ,and so the money was sent4 ,and it was received by the writer of the manuscript as the ,master's answer for which he had been waiting4 ,and that was the beginning of some little books whose messages have been graciously used to bring help to many lives4 ,her bit of obedience was a link in the chain1 and so a bit of her life is in the printed messages the ,master has been using4 ,the tracing of red was on the gold1 and on the messages sent out4 ,that was what obedience meant that time to her4 ,and obedience usually has its hardest time when its struggle is over a bit of gold4 ,a friend took us driving one day up in ,scotland1 and told this story as we passed through a beautiful estate4 ,a few generations back it belonged to one who followed fully4 ,and in response to the clear inner leading the estate was sold1 and the proceeds used in sending the message of a crucified1 risen ,christ1 out to the farther ends of the earth4 ,it was at the same time that a like incident came personally to me of another ,scottish friend of our ,lord ,jesus4 ,the beckoning call was so distinct1 and the answering need so clear in its echo1 that he planned a moderate annuity for the remainder of his life1 and loosed out all the rest of his wealth on the same sort of errand4 ,i do not say you should do something of this sort4 ,and you may not tell me what ,i shall do4 ,only the ,master has that privilege4 ,but we can urge each other to have trained ears1 and soft heart1 and obedient will2 ears for what the ,master is saying1 a heart softened by the warmth of ,his1 a will gladly obedient to ,his slightest wish4 ,necessity--,luxury4 ,and our ,lord ,jesus speaks very distinctly1 though so quietly4 ,his meaning is unmistakably plain to listening ears4 ,he is quite apt to take you off for a little walk and talk4 ,what kind of a house do you live in8 ,what proportion of your income do you spend on yourself8 ,what is in those safety-deposit boxes8 ,how much would it mean to ,him if your signature at the bottom of legal papers put some property at ,his disposal8 ,take a look through your wardrobe2 who and what controls there8 ,no1 ,i'm not talking about money1 nor about missions1 only about a personal passion for the ,lord ,jesus1 and about the passion in ,him for ,his world4 ,but1 you say to yourself1 there's danger of going to extremes here1 is there not8 ,yes1 there is2 you are quite right4 ,extremes are bad1 we should be on our guard against them4 ,there is nothing more desirable in these days than sane1 poised judgment1 a sound mind4 ,and be it keenly marked that the man who is really swayed by the ,holy ,spirit is peculiarly a sane1 well-balanced man4 ,that is one mark of the ,spirit's presence4 ,yet there's more to be said4 ,our ,lord ,jesus went to extremes4 ,he went to a great extreme on the cross1 did ,he not8 ,is there any extreme like that of ,gethsemane8 and ,calvary8 ,it is because ,he went to such extremes1 and the ,west knows about it1 that the ,west is so radically different from the ,east1 and that you and ,i are redeemed from the slavery of sin1 with a sweet peace in our hearts1 and so much happiness in our lives4 ,the distressing thing is that there is so much of going to extremes4 ,go through the ,christian homes of the western world to-day1 and you find home appointments1 wardrobes1 safety-deposit boxes1 bank books1 title deeds1 all spelling out one word1 spelled in capital letters1 ,,extremes4 ,but that key-note1 named several times already1 gives the only safe way--obedience4 ,we need to be on our guard1 not so much lest we go to extremes at either extreme1 but that we obey our ,lord ,jesus4 ,that1 and that only1 leads to the wise1 well-balanced judgment and action4 ,obedience to ,him means true sanity4 ,where do you draw the deciding line between necessity and luxury8 ,how do you define those two words8 ,what is necessity8 ,and what is luxury8 ,simple definitions help much in getting clear ideas4 ,the dictionary says1 a necessity is something you must have4 ,and a luxury1 in its root meaning1 is an extravagance1 something wandering beyond the proper boundary4 ,the trouble is to know how to draw the line when it comes to one's own affairs4 ,there is such a big difference between what you want and what you need4 ,and often we don't want to go into such distinctions4 ,they might bother our consciences a bit4 ,it seems difficult to keep one's poise in such things4 ,some godly people go to extremes in not providing sufficiently for real needs4 ,most of us go to the other extreme4 ,where does the true dividing line come in8 ,well1 ,i think you can say truly that whatever keeps up and adds to your strength can properly be called a necessity4 ,all beyond that line is luxury4 ,it is the part of wisdom to provide carefully and well for necessities4 ,luxury is bad1 for it really saps our strength4 ,it makes a man less vigorous in every way4 ,and yet more can be said4 ,the question of need comes in4 ,luxury is wrong because of the crying need of men for what the money spent in luxury would bring to them4 ,i think chiefly now of the need of their lives for what can come only through a knowledge of ,christ4 ,the bitter cry of the common people against ,louis ,,xvi1 at the time of the ,french ,revolution1 was that the royal family lived on the costliest delicacies while many of the common people were actually starving4 ,they thought that was the chief crime to be expiated at the guillotine4 ,what is necessary for one's strength moves on a sliding scale4 ,as years come1 and the sort of work one does and his strength change1 his needs increase4 ,what might at one time have been reckoned luxury is now a real necessity for his best strength and work4 ,whatever ministers to one's strength is a necessity4 ,all above this becomes luxury1 and so is both hurtful to strength1 and wrong in itself4 ,a missionary returning to his home-land1 on furlough1 noted on his first return home that what had been considered luxuries before he left1 were now reckoned necessities2 on his second furlough he noted again that what had been reckoned luxury on his first return was now counted necessity4 ,and each return home found this condition repeating itself4 ,it reminded me of the experience of ,sir ,john ,franklin in one of his ,arctic explorations4 ,his ship was hemmed in by an ice-field so that progress was impossible4 ,all he could do was to calculate his longitude and latitude1 and wait4 ,the next day he was still hemmed in1 and so far as he could see1 was exactly where he had been on the previous day4 ,but on calculating longitude and latitude again1 he was surprised to find that the ship had drifted several miles backward from the position of the previous day4 ,it would be a sensible thing for us to make frequent calculations1 and find out where we are1 and prayerfully steer a changed course if we've been drifting4 ,but we can't decide such questions for each other1 and they can't be decided by what another does4 ,they can only be decided alone on one's knees with the ,master1 with the ,book1 and perhaps a map of the world at hand4 ,we need both the ,word of ,god1 and a view of the world of ,god to shape our judgment4 ,no1 it's not a question of money primarily1 nor of missions1 only of personal loyalty to our ,lord ,jesus1 and to the passion of ,his heart4 ,grafted4 ,have you noticed the significance of that word abide which our ,lord used on the night of ,his betrayal8#he ,abide means a grafting process2 we were branches in the vine1 but we were broken off by sin4 ,the only way to abide in that vine is by being grafted in4 ,abide means grafted4 ,but the grafting process has two wounds4 ,it means a knife used twice4 ,it means a wound in the vine-stock1 and our ,master flinched not there4 ,it means likewise a wound in the branch to be grafted in4 ,just as surely as the knife must make the incision into the stock1 it must also cut the end of the branch before it can be grafted in4 ,our ,master flinched not4 ,how about you and me when it comes to the knife1 with its sharp cutting edge1 and slash and sting8 ,perhaps this explains why there's so little life1 so little sap-flow1 so little fruit4 ,if you follow along the narrow road your progress is sure to be barred by a knife thrust out across the path4 ,and the whole instinct of our nature is to shrink from the knife4 ,the sacrificial knife becomes the pruning1 the grafting knife4 ,there can be no life without that knife4 ,failure to obey cuts off the supply of life4 ,i became greatly interested in a young man whom ,i met in ,japan4 ,he comes of a noble1 wealthy family4 ,he attended a mission school to study ,english1 learned to read the ,bible1 became intensely interested1 and then decided to become a ,christian4 ,but his family was violently opposed1 and pleaded earnestly with him4 ,he would in time be the head of his family1 but if he insisted now on being a ,christian he would be disowned4 ,he was to be trained in the ,imperial ,university1 and could have chosen a public national career including the probability of membership in the ,imperial diet1 but he remained true to his decision4 ,and he was disowned in disgrace1 cast adrift without a cent4 ,now he is devoting himself to mission work in the city where ,i met him1 working among the neediest and lowest4 ,i was told that the police gladly say that his mission has greater power than they in preserving order in that worst quarter of the city4 ,the night ,i stood by his side1 speaking through his interpretation1 a ,japanese policeman dragged up a couple of youths who had been giving trouble1 and pushed them in1 saying1 ,here's the place for you2 now listen to that4 ,and ,i have never been in a simple service where the quiet intense power of ,god was more marked4 ,this is what obedience meant to him4 ,and this too is what abiding meant4 ,he yielded to the grafting knife1 and the life of the vine-stock came flowing freely through1 bearing abundant fruit4 ,a few years ago ,i read a simple story in ,the ,sunday-school ,times that brought a lump in my throat4 ,the writer told of a south-bound train stopping at a station near ,washington ,city4 ,at the last moment1 an old negro with white hair came hurriedly forward and clambered on the last coach as the train pulled out4 ,he was very black1 and very dusty1 and single occupants of seats looked apprehensive as he shuffled along looking for a seat4 ,but he did not offer to intrude1 but stood at the end of the car1 looking with big wondering eyes down the car4 ,he was evidently very tired4 ,then a young man offered him space in his seat1 for which he seemed very grateful1 and with child-like simplicity began talking4 ,he was going back home to ,georgy2 had been up in ,virginia for years with the rare old slave loyalty serving his old master between times1 while earning his own way4 ,now his master was dead and he was going back down to the old home state1 back to ,georgy1 and the words came softly1 while his hand tenderly patted the seat cushion4 ,clearly ,georgia was the acme of happiness and content for him4 ,as the train boy came through1 the young man bought some sandwiches for the old negro4 ,he was very grateful4 ,yes1 he was hungry1 and had walked several miles to get the train4 ,he couldn't spend money for victuals2 money's too skase fur buying things on the road1 he said1 ,i was 'lowin' ter fill up arter ,i done reach ,georgy4 ,then the conductor came in for tickets4 ,the black man anxiously fumbled through one pocket after another1 and finally remembered that his ticket was pinned to the lining of his hat4 ,done tuk ebery cent ,i could scrape up to get dat ticket1 he said1 but dat's all right4 ,i kin wuk1 an' fo'ks don' need money when dey's home4 ,the conductor had passed on to the next seat behind4 ,there sat a shabbily dressed woman1 with anxious1 frightened-looking face1 the seat full of bundles and a pale-faced baby in arms4 ,tickets1 please4 ,the woman's face flushed red1 and then grew white and set1 as she said1 ,i haven't any4 ,have to get off then2 save me the trouble of putting you off4 ,the woman sprang up with terror in her big eyes1 ,don't put me off2 my husband's dying2 the doctor said he must go ,south2 we've sold everything left to send him2 now he's dying2 ,i must go to him4 ,but ,i have no money1 don't put me off4 ,my ,god--my ,god--if you-- ,her plea poured out in excited1 jerky sentences4 ,but the conductor could do nothing4 ,he must obey his instructions1 or be discharged4 ,the woman sank back sobbing1 in the seat4 ,the conductor turned back to get the old negro's ticket4 ,i'se feared you'll have to put me off1 boss1 he said humbly1 don't expect a pore ole nigger like me to raise enuf fur a ticket4 ,the conductor harshly ordered him off the train at the next station1 saying there was some excuse for the poor woman1 but none for him4 ,the train began to slow up for the station4 ,the old negro quietly dropped his ticket into the lap of the woman1 saying1 ,here's yo' ticket1 missus4 ,i do hopes yo' find dat husban' o' yourn ain' so bad as yo'se afeared4 ,and before her dazed eyes could take in what he was doing1 the old man had shuffled out of the car1 and as the train pulled on he was seen quietly plodding along1 still bound for ,georgy4 ,and there was no mention of ,christ in the story1 but one who knows the old typical slave class to which he belongs needs not to be told of the motive down in his heart4 ,that's what obedience1 unanalyzed1 undeliberated about1 meant to him4 ,have you ever worn the ,georgy shoes8 ,have you ever tramped to ,georgy8 ,if some of us might find out the old man's cobbler and get some ,georgy tramping shoes6 ,the way of obedience is a way of sacrifice4 #d4 ,the ,hilltops--,experiences of ,gladness and ,glory ,valley ,music4 ,there was a third group of experiences in our ,lord ,jesus' life4 ,but it will be good for us to remember that the third comes after the second4 ,there can be no third until there has been a second4 ,it is impossible to take first and third and omit the second4 ,the third can come only after the second4 ,there can be experiences of gladness and glory only to him who follows all the way4 ,the hilltop experiences come after going down through the valley4 ,and there is no way of reaching the hills except through the valley4 ,but there is a hilltop roadway of exhilarating air and outlook for him who has been through the valley4 ,the valley is only part of the way4 ,there are heights1 too1 as well as depths4 ,and if the depths have seemed very deep1 yet remember the valley depth tells how high the height is4 ,the only way up is down4 ,and you go as high up as you have gone down1 and then a bit higher4 ,for you started down from the level of the main road1 and you go up above the level4 ,but you go up higher than you go down4 ,the hilltops are higher above the main road than the valley is below4 ,the glory comes to be more than the sacrifice4 ,sacrifice is only one-half of a chapter1 the first half2 there is a second half1 the musical half4 ,there's a wondrous singing in the heart1 even while the knife is cutting1 such as only he knows who goes this way4 ,there's a breeze from the hilltops that comes sweeping down through the trees1 while you are slowly picking your way along the rough1 narrow valley road4 ,that breeze plays upon your inner strings and makes rare olian melody4 ,it is the breeze of ,god playing upon the heart-strings of your soul4 ,but this music is heard only in this valley road4 ,lovers of music say there is nothing to compare with it4 ,you remember the words1 who for the joy that was set before ,him4#hf ,ah1 the joy6 ,as the ,master's feet slipped down into the dark shadows--the shame1 the cross1 the tomb--there was something else under the pain ,he was suffering4 ,there was a low underchording of sweet minor music1 the rhythmic swinging of ,his will with ,his ,father's4 ,and that music still sang as ,he slipped down quite out of sight under the cold waters of the river at the bottom of the gorge4 ,the ,transfiguration ,mount4 ,there were three of these glory experiences in our ,lord's life1 with a fourth one yet to come4 ,midway in the last year came the ,transfiguration ,mount4 ,in a sore emergency1 for the sake of the leaders of ,his little band of disciples1 the inner glory of ,his being was allowed to shine out through ,his humanity4 ,the glory of ,god shined out from within ,him4 ,the usual fashion of ,his countenance was altered by the dazzling beauty-light shining out through it4 ,and this too will be true of those who follow truly4 ,as we live with our faces ever held open to ,him1 the glory of ,his face will be reflected in ours1 and we shall be changed more and more into ,his image4#hg ,i have frequently told the story of the jurist who lived in our middle-west country two generations ago1 a confirmed but honest sceptic1 and who was converted by the face of a fellow townsman4 ,the sceptic became thoroughly convinced that the thing in his neighbour's face which so attracted him was his ,christian faith1 and it was this that led the sceptic to accept ,christ4 ,last year1 ,i met out in the ,orient a kinswoman of the man with the convincing face4 ,i remember distinctly one night1 years ago1 in northern ,missouri1 a young woman waited at the close of a meeting with her friend4 ,we talked and prayed together and she made the great decision4 ,i can remember looking after the two as they went out1 wondering to myself how much it meant to her4 ,i could not judge from her demeanour4 ,but the next night they were back again1 and instantly ,i knew that it had meant much1 everything1 to her4 ,the transfiguring peace was upon her face4 ,i would have called her face plain the evening before4 ,now it was really beautiful in the sweet clear light shining out of it4 ,two things stand out sharply in my memory of ,ping ,yang1 in ,korea4 ,one is the visit to the home of a ,christian family1 whose head was one of those being held in prison in the famous conspiracy case4 ,i still feel the pathos of face and voice as the dear old mother1 and the gentle wife1 asked so eagerly1 ,when will he be back8 ,the other1 was the faces of certain of the women in the church service there4 ,i found myself time and again turning to look at their faces as ,i was speaking4 ,there was a sweet light that transfigured their worn faces1 and gave them a real beauty4 ,it was the more striking against the background of the faces one sees in those ,oriental lands4 ,the story has been told in various ways of the ,european artist sent to a ,salvation ,army meeting to make a caricature4 ,he was an infidel1 with a sinful life1 an uneasy conscience1 and a sore heart4 ,but the faces he saw there of those redeemed out of the depths of sin1 convinced him that they had what he needed1 and what he afterwards got1 at the same place as they1 the feet of ,christ4 ,one who has looked into the faces at some of the ,salvation ,army meetings has no trouble believing the story4 ,now this is part of our ,master's great plan for reaching ,his world4 ,he comes in to us1 if we let ,him4 ,he changes us as we yield to ,him4 ,the beauty of this wondrous ,one within shines out of face and eyes1 and touches those whom we touch4 ,his presence transfigures when ,he is allowed to dominate4 ,we are changed from within4 ,though like ,moses and ,stephen we will not wist of the transfiguration1 only of the ,great ,one whose presence within it is that makes the change4 ,we know the peace and music within2 others know more of the change in face and life4 ,resurrection ,power--,a ,present ,experience4 ,there is a second experience in this group4 ,in sharpest contrast with ,jacob's tomb stands out the ,resurrection ,morning4 ,our ,lord ,jesus rose up out of death4 ,the strongest bars that death could make--and surely every one of us has some sore experience of their strength in holding dear ones from us--those strongest bars were snapped1 as a woman breaks the cotton thread in her sewing4 ,our ,lord ,jesus rose up again into life1 and into a new1 a higher1 a different sort of life4 ,the personal identity was unchanged4 ,his disciples recognized ,his voice and face and form1 as they talked and ate with ,him4 ,but the limitations were gone4 ,the control of spirit over body was complete4 ,and it is a bit of ,his gracious plan that we shall follow ,him here1 too4 ,when ,he returns in glory there will be a resurrection for those who have followed ,him4 ,as ,he comes down on the clouds1 the dead bodies of those who have the warm vital touch with ,him1 that the word believeth stands for1 will be touched into a new life and be reunited with the spirits that had lived in them4 ,there will be a wondrous meeting in the air with ,himself1 and an equally wondrous reunion in ,his presence of those bound to us and to ,him by ties of love4 ,our personal identity will be the same1 loved ones instantly recognizing loved ones4 ,but the bodies will be of a new sort1 free of all the limitations and weaknesses of our earth life4 ,and our ,lord's return is peculiarly precious because it is the time of this change and reunion4 ,but there is yet more than this4 ,this is something future4 ,there is a present meaning of the resurrection-life for us1 to-day1 if we'll accept it1 and live in the power of it4 ,there may be the resurrection life and power coming into our bodies now4 ,as the need comes1 it is our privilege to look up1 and ask for1 and experience resurrection power coming down into our bodies1 overcoming their weaknesses and diseased conditions4 ,the subject of healing involves much more1 for a full poised understanding of the ,scripture teaching1 than can be satisfactorily talked over in the brief limits here4 ,but the great fact can be thus simply stated1 that there is full healing for our bodies by ,god's direct touch upon them4 ,but this means on our part living a real faith life1 looking up moment by moment1 receiving from ,his hand constantly what is needed1 and using it wholly for ,him4 ,it is actually a living of the dependent life as regards the bodily needs4 ,paul is clearly speaking of a present experience when he says1 ,if the ,spirit of ,him who raised up ,jesus from the dead dwelleth in you1 ,he that raised up ,christ ,jesus from the dead shall give life also to your dying bodies by means of ,his ,spirit that dwelleth in you4#hh ,but this resurrection power coming in to affect our bodily conditions is frequently in the midst of most difficult trying circumstances4 ,it is as though a subtle hindering power were tenaciously at work1 and this were being offset and overcome by the resurrection power4 ,it was under just such circumstances that ,paul writes these words3 ,we who live are always delivered unto death for ,jesus' sake1 that the life also--the resurrection life--of ,jesus may be manifested in our dying bodies4#hi ,this as plainly means a present experience of power in our bodies1 overcoming weakness1 disease1 and the tendency to death4 ,this is the present meaning of the resurrection for us4 ,but it is possible only for those who will live the resurrection life of separation and of union2 separation from all that separates from the closest union of life with our ,lord ,jesus4 ,and it comes oftentimes through much conflict and difficulty4 ,this bit of the road is much contested4 ,the ,ascension ,life--,power in ,possession4 ,when our ,lord ,jesus had tarried long enough to make clear to ,his disciples ,his actual bodily resurrection1 ,he ascended to the ,father's right hand1 and was seated there in the place of highest honour and power4 ,so ,he began living the ,ascension ,life4 ,that means two things1 it is the life of fullest power in actual possession2 and that power is exercised through prayer1#ij ,his1 and then--ours4 ,through ,his intercession with the ,father1 and through our intercession in ,christ's ,name1 the power comes from the ,father through ,christ to us1 and so through us4 ,our ,lord ,jesus is eager to have us follow ,him here also4 ,following this time means1 actually using the power that has been placed at our disposal4 ,it means receiving from ,his pierced hand all ,he has actually redeemed for us by ,his precious blood4 ,there is so much that is ours by right that we do not take and use4 ,some do not take because they don't live where they can take4 ,and some live where they can take1 who yet do not take4 ,since the ,father thinks of us as risen with ,christ and seated with ,him in the place of highest power1 we should seek to live up there1 by ,his grace4#ia ,the ascension life for us means simply living the actual life of power that has been made possible for us1 and using that power through prayer4 ,it helps to remember here just how much may be included in that word prayer4 ,one cannot be all the time on his knees1 praying with his lips4 ,and it certainly was not meant that we should be4 ,yet there can be prayer without ceasing4 ,prayer is an act1 the kneeling1 and giving voice to the desires of our hearts4 ,then the act grows into a habit1 as this becomes one of the fixed things of our daily round4 ,and the habit full grown1 becomes a life4 ,all the life grows out of that bit of kneeling-time1 and all the life is carried to it4 ,the hidden springs of the life are here4 ,and prayer becomes a mental attitude4 ,you think of everything that comes up1 opportunity1 difficulty1 emergency1 crisis1 plannings1--you instinctively come to think about each thing from the standpoint of the kneeling-time4 ,and so prayer grows to be an atmosphere4 ,you live your life in ,his presence to whom you kneel4 ,he is always present4 ,you come to recognize ,his presence1 which means that ,his presence dominates all your life4 ,he1 this ,one whom you go to meet at the kneeling-time1 ,he is always here with you1 listening to the unspoken thoughts4 ,by and by you come instinctively to think your thoughts as in ,his presence4 ,your longings1 plannings1 difficulties are held open before ,him4 ,prayer becomes the atmosphere you breathe4 ,and so prayer comes to be a person4 ,you are the prayer4 ,the ,father looking down comes to recognize you1 by your very attitude of heart1 as a prayer1 a continual1 walking1 living prayer1 as you go quietly about your simple1 homely round4 ,and the powers of evil1 too1 so recognize it4 ,and the ,man at the ,father's right hand recognizes in you one whom ,he has redeemed1 and who1 by ,his grace1 would be and do and have1 in actual life1 all ,he has gotten for you4 ,and through that six-fold continuous prayer1 by the man who yields all1 and reaches out for all that is now his1 the power of ,god is being continually loosened out among men1 and the ,father's plan being worked out4 ,so1 our ,lord's ascension life at the ,father's right hand1 finds its echo in the ascension life being lived by ,his follower on the earth4 ,the ,coming ,glory4 ,then comes the glorious future experience1 the ,kingdom ,reign and ,glory4 ,some day our ,lord ,jesus will rise up from ,his seat1 and step again into the direct action of the affairs of earth4 ,soon after that day ,he will begin reigning over the earth as its ,king4 ,the later pages of the ,old ,testament are all aglow with the glory of that time4 ,he shall reign from the ,mediterranean1 at the centre of the earth1 out to the farthest sea-coast line1 and from the ,euphrates east and west to the most distant ends of the earth4#ib ,and those who have followed ,him during these trying days of ,his absence1 shall reign with ,him over all the earth1 and be sharers in ,his glory4#ic ,he will give both grace and glory4#id ,grace is the beginning of glory1 and glory is the fulness of grace4 ,it is all grace1 free unmerited favour4 ,now ,i have grouped these experiences in this way to get a clear understanding of them4 ,but we must remember that they did not come in groups in ,christ's life1 and they won't in ours4 ,the red and yellow threads1 the dark and bright1 are interwoven throughout the web1 to make the beauty of the pattern4 ,the minor chords come up here and there through the others1 sometimes overcoming1 sometimes yielding to1 the joyous notes4 ,the road of life runs valley and hill1 valley and hill1 up and down4 ,there were great crises in ,christ's life1 and there may be1 there quite likely will be1 crisis points in ours1 but in the main the hard places intersperse with the smooth going4 ,the weaver sitting at his loom runs in a dark shuttle-thread1 and then a sharp blow of the beam puts it in place2 then a bright thread and a sharp blow of the beam1 and so1 slowly1 patiently1 threads and blows follow each other till the design has been worked out4 ,even so will it be in this ,follow ,me road4 ,a glad1 joyous experience may be followed by the one that is bitter and that hurts2 and that again1 perhaps1 by something gladsome and cheery1 while the daily round of life plods slowly on1 day after day1 week in and out1 as the calendar works its steady way to the end1 and then begins anew4 ,but all the while there's the presence of the wondrous ,one1 unseen by outer eyes1 but unmistakably real4 ,and ,his presence gives peace4 ,and there's an unfailing1 guiding hand1 whose grasp steadies you as you push along4 ,this is the road4 ,and yonder1 just ahead1 is the ,lone ,man1 whose wondrous face calls1 and the reach of ,his pierced hand beckons4 ,let us take a careful look at the road1 and a long look at the ,man1 and then----4 ,shall ,we ,go8 ,the ,deeper ,meaning of ,friendship4 ,a friend in need is a friend indeed4 ,our ,lord ,jesus was our friend in our need4 ,it was a desperate need4 ,it could not be worse4 ,we had been badly hurt by sin4 ,the hurt was so bad that we could do nothing without help4 ,our ,lord ,jesus came to our help4 ,it was not easy for ,him to be our friend4 ,friendship is sometimes very costly4 ,his reputation went1 and then ,his life4 ,but ,he never flinched4 ,he was thinking of us4 ,our need controlled ,him4 ,there were two controlling words in our ,lord ,jesus' life--passion and compassion4 ,he had a passion for ,his ,father4 ,he had compassion for us4 ,the two dovetailed perfectly4 ,the ,father had an overwhelming compassion for us4 ,the passion for the ,father in our ,lord's heart included the throbbing1 sobbing compassion for us4 ,the compassion was the manward expression of the passion for the ,father4 ,it was this compassion that controlled ,him those human years4 ,it drove ,him hard along the road we've been looking at4 ,he was driven into the ,wilderness1 through the years of sacrificial service1 out into the grove of the olive trees1 up the steep hill of ,calvary1 down into the depths of ,joseph's tomb4 ,step-by-step ,he pushed ,his way along1 for ,he was thinking of ,his ,father and of us4 ,the passion for the ,father meant a compassion for us4 ,things proved worse in realization as ,he came up close to them1 as they began to touch ,his very life4 ,but ,he never wavered4 ,he never flinched1 for ,he was thinking of us4 ,he was our ,friend1 our ,friend in our desperate need4 ,a friend in need is a friend indeed4 ,it was by deeds that ,he met our needs4 ,but friendship is mutual4 ,it has two sides1 its enjoyments and its obligations4 ,that word friendship has two meanings4 ,it means fellowship4 ,two who are congenial in thought and aim and spirit can have sweet fellowship together as they make exchange with each other of the deep things of their spirits4 ,this is one meaning1 and a sweet1 hallowed meaning1 too4 ,then there is the other4 ,you are in some sore need4 ,it is a desperate emergency in your life1 and out of the circle of your friends one singles himself out1 and comes to your aid4 ,at real cost or sacrifice to himself perhaps1 he gives you that which meets and tides over your emergency4 ,this is the deeper1 the rarer meaning of the word1 rarer both in being less frequent and in being very precious4 ,fellowship friends may be many2 emergency friends very1 very few4 ,and if circumstances so turn out that this man who has so rarely proven himself your friend1 is himself in some emergency1 and you are now in position to help him1 as once he helped you1 you count it not only an obligation of the highest sort1 but the rarest of privileges4 ,and with great joy you come to his help without stopping to count the cost in the doubtful1 questioning way4 ,friendship is mutual4 ,now this second1 this deep1 rare meaning1 is the one we're using just now4 ,it comes to include the fellowship meaning1 so enriching the emergency friendship yet more4 ,but the emphasis is on the emergency meaning of the word friendship4 ,our ,friend was a friend in this deepest1 rarest way1 in the desperate emergency of our lives4 ,and now this ,friend of ours is in need1 a need so great that it is an emergency4 ,and this seems a startling thing to say4 ,you may think ,i'm indulging some rhetorical figure of speech merely4 ,he1 the ,lord ,jesus1 in need6 ,he is now seated at the ,father's right hand in glory4 ,he is far above all rule and authority and power and dominion4 ,he is the sovereign ruler of our world4 ,how can it be said1 with any soberness of practical meaning1 that ,he is in need1 and in desperate need8 ,yet1 let me repeat very quietly1 that it is even so4 ,he needs our co-operation4 ,he needs the human means through which to work out ,his plans4 ,the power of ,god has always flowed through human channels4 ,and ,his plans have waited1 have been delayed because ,he has not always been able to find men willing to let ,him use them as ,he will4 ,this is the only explanation of the long1 weary waiting of the earth for ,his promised ,kingdom4 ,this1 only1 explains centuries of delay in the working out of ,his plans4 ,the delay1 the dark centuries1 the misery1--these have been no part of ,his plan1 but dead set against ,his plan4 ,the restless millions wait the ,light1 ,whose coming maketh all things new4 ,christ also waits2 but men are slow and late4 ,have we done what we could8 ,have ,i8 ,have you8 ,some unknown friend1 on seeing the statue of ,general ,gordon1 as it stands facing the great desert and the ,soudan at ,khartoum1 made these lines3 ,the strings of camels come in single file1 ,bearing their burdens o'er the desert sand3 ,swiftly the boats go plying on the ,nile4 ,the needs of men are met on every hand1 ,but still ,i wait ,for the messenger of ,god who cometh late4 ,i see the clouds of dust rise in the plain1 ,the measured tread of troops falls on the ear2 ,the soldier comes the empire to maintain1 ,bringing the pomp of war1 the reign of fear1 ,but still ,i wait ,the messenger of peace1 he cometh late4 ,they set me brooding o'er the desert drear1 ,where broodeth darkness as the deepest night4 ,from many a mosque there comes the call to prayer2 ,i hear no voice that calls on ,christ for light4 ,but still ,i wait ,for the messenger of ,christ1 who cometh late4#ie ,following ,wholly4 ,our ,friend is in need4 ,the world's condition spells out the desperateness of that need4 ,the world's need is ,his need4 ,it is ,his world4 ,this world is ,god's prodigal son4 ,it is the passion of our ,lord ,jesus' heart to win ,his world back1 and save it4 ,that passion has been revealed most1 thus far1 in ,his going to the great extreme of dying4 ,that passion is still unsatisfied4 ,yonder ,he sits1 with scarred face and form1 expecting4#if ,bending eagerly forward with longing eyes ,he is expecting4 ,he is expectantly waiting our response1 expectantly waiting the day when things will have ripened on the earth for the next step in the great plan4 ,and down from the throne comes the same eager cry ,he used when amongst us on earth1 ,follow ,me4 ,this is the one call1 with many variations1 that runs through the seven-fold message to ,his followers in the book of the ,revelation4#ig ,but ,he calls for real followers4 ,he needs ,calebs1 who are willing1 if need be1 to face a whole nation dead-bent on going the other way1 and yet who never flinch but insist on following fully4 ,caleb's following was so unflinching1 so against the current of his whole time1 that it stands out with the peculiar emphasis of a six-fold mention4#ih ,those who follow wholly seem scarce sometimes4 ,i was struck recently with an utterance by a man prominent in business circles and in ,christian activity for years4 ,he was speaking of how he had been active in a certain form of ,christian activity1 and declared that it had never occasioned him any loss1 or been a detriment to him in his business4 ,the words had a strange1 suspicious sound4 ,the ,master told those who would follow fully that they might expect much loss and detriment4 ,the ,master was very careful to give the if's a prominent place4 ,if any man would come after ,me4#ii ,if any man would serve ,me let him follow ,me4#ajj ,those if's are the cautionary signals4 ,they mean obstacles needing to be considered before one decides4 ,we must determine whether we will take them away or not4 ,half-way following1 part-way following1 has become very common in some of the other parts of the world1 where we don't live4 ,i'll leave you to judge how it is in your own neighbourhood4 ,i have seen people start down this ,follow ,me road with great enthusiasm and real earnestness1 singing as they go4 ,then the road begins to narrow a bit4 ,the thorn bushes on the side have grown so thick and rank that they push over the sides of the road1 and narrow it down4 ,you can't go along without the thorns scratching face and hands badly as you push through4 ,and then you suddenly find a knife1 a sharpedged knife1 being held out across the road1 by an unseen hand back in the bushes4 ,the cutting edge is toward you4 ,it is held firmly4 ,it is clearly impossible to go on without a clash with that knife4 ,the real meaning of that ,follow ,me is beginning to be seen now4 ,just ahead beyond the knife stands the ,master1 looking longingly1 beckoning earnestly1 calling still4 ,but that knife6 ,it takes your eyes1 and the question is on in real earnest4 ,and it is very grievous to say that some stop there4 ,they pitch their tents this side the knife4 ,they may have had the courage to push through the thorns1 but this knife stops them4 ,they're not honest enough to back clear out of the road4 ,so they hold meetings on the roadway1 conferences for the deepening of the ,christian life1 with earnest addresses1 and consecration meetings1 and soft singing4 ,and if perchance some one calls attention to the ,master standing ahead there1 beyond the knife1 beckoning1--well1 they sing louder and pray longer so as to ease their consciences a bit1 and deaden unpleasant sounds1 but they make no move toward striking tents and pushing on4 ,and many coming up along the road are hindered4 ,the crowds1 the meetings1 the singing1 the earnestness1--these take hold of them and keep them from discerning that all this is an obstruction in the way4 ,the ,master's ahead yonder1 past that cutting knife4 ,in a very clear voice that rises above meetings and music1 ,he calls1 ,if any man would serve ,me1 let him follow ,me1 let him get in behind ,me1 and come up close after ,me4 ,he who would serve1 he who would help1 must not stop here1 but push on to where the ,master is beckoning1--yes1 past the knife6 ,but there are big crowds at the half-way place1 this side the knife4 ,and there are still larger crowds looking on and sneering1 sneering at those whose following hasn't got much beyond the singing stage4 ,the outside crowd does love sincerity1 and is very keen for the faults and flaws in those who call themselves followers4 ,the ,tuning-,fork for the ,best ,music4 ,but some push on2 they go forward2 and as they reach the knife they grasp it firmly by the blade4 ,yes1 it cuts1 and cuts deep4 ,but they push on1 on after the ,master4 ,they turn the knife into a tuning-fork4 ,do you know about this sort of thing8 ,the steel in a knife can be used to make a tuning-fork4 ,the touch of obedience brings music out of sacrifice4 ,this is the only tuning-fork that can give the true pitch for that sweetest music we were speaking of a little while ago4 ,this is a bit of the power of obedience4 ,it can change a challenging knife into an instrument of music4 ,this is a bit of the strategy of obedience1 the fine tactics of sacrifice4 ,the tempter with the knife would hold us back4 ,we seize his knife from his grasp4 ,he can never use that knife again4 ,and we use it to make sweet music to help the marching4 ,what was meant to hold us back now helps us forward4 ,this is the tuning-fork the ,master used4 ,he would have us use it1 too4 ,but each one must take it himself1 out of the threatening hand that would hold us back4 ,as the call to follow comes we must go on1 no matter what it involves4 ,no circumstance1 no possible loss1 no sacrifice1 must hold us back1 for a moment1 or a step1 from following where our ,friend calls2 only so can we be ,his friend4 ,shall we go on all the way8 ,or1 shall we join the company at the half-way stopping place8 ,well1 it's a matter of your eyes1 how you use them4 ,if the knife holds your eyes1 you'll never get past it4 ,that knife is like the deadly serpent's glittering eye4 ,if the cobra's eye can get your eye1 you are held fast in that awful1 deadly fascination4 ,if you'll lift your eyes1 to the ,master's face6--ah1 that's the one thing1 the only thing1 that can hold our eyes with gaze steadier than any serpent eye4 ,the face of ,christ ,jesus1 torn by thorns1 scarred by thongs1 but with the wondrous beauty light shining out1 and those great patient1 pleading eyes6 ,this it was that held that young ,indian aristocrat steady1 while he sold all--bit by bit1 of such precious things--sold all4 ,this it was that held steady the young ,jewish aristocrat1 ,paul4 ,he never forgot the light on that caravan road north1 above the shining of the sun4 ,he never could forget it4 ,it blinded him4 ,he could not see for the glory of that light4 ,old ambitions blurred out4 ,old attachments faded1 and then faded clear out before the blaze of that light4 ,family ties1 inheritance1 social prestige1 reputation1 old friendships1 old honoured standards1--all faded out in the light of ,jesus' face on that northern road4 ,how to ,follow4 ,shall we take a look at that face8 a long look8 ,shall we go8 ,practically going means three things1 a decision1 a habit and a purpose2 a thoughtful1 calculating decision1 a daily unbroken habit1 an unalterable north-star sort of purpose4 ,go alone in some quiet corner where you can think things out4 ,look at what it may mean for you to follow1 so far as you know now4 ,most of it you don't know1 and won't know1 can't know except as it works out in your life4 ,take a long1 quiet1 thoughtful look at the road4 ,then take a longer1 quieter1 steadier look at ,him1 ,christ ,jesus1 once crucified for you1 now seated in glory with all power1 and asking you to-day to be a channel for ,his power4 ,then decide4 ,say1 ,lord ,jesus1 ,i will follow ,thee4 ,this is my decision4 ,by ,thy help1 ,i follow ,thee1 ,i'll follow ,thee all the way4 ,that's the first step1 the decision4 ,as ,i entered the tent at ,keswick one morning1 a friend handed me these lines1 which came to her pen at the close of a previous meeting3 ,i will follow ,thee1 dear ,master1 ,though the road be rough and steep1 ,thou wilt hold me lest ,i falter1 ,thy strong hand must safely keep4 ,enter in1 ,lord1 cleanse ,thy temple1 ,give the grace to put away ,all that hinders1 all that's doubtful1 ,o'er my life hold blessed sway4 ,use me1 ,master1 for ,thy glory1 ,live out ,thine own life through me1 ,that my life may tell the story1 ,and win others unto ,thee4 ,keep me trusting ,thee1 ,lord ,jesus1 ,walking closely by ,thy side1 ,keep me resting1 sweetly resting1 ,as ,i in ,thy love abide4 ,then plan your work and time so as to get a bit of time off alone every day with the ,book and with the ,master4 ,the chief thing is not to pray1 though you will pray4 ,it is not for ,bible study1 though that will be there too4 ,the chief thing is to meet with the ,lord ,jesus ,himself4 ,he will come to you through the ,book4 ,he will fit its messages into your questions and perplexities4 ,he ,himself will come to meet with you when you so go to meet with ,him4 ,you won't always realize ,his presence1 for you may sometimes be tired4 ,but you can recognize ,his presence4 ,you can cultivate the habit of recognizing ,his presence4 ,this is your bit of daily school-time1 with the ,book and the ,master4 ,it will keep your spirit sweet1 your heart hot1 and your judgment sane and poised4 ,this is the second thing1 the habit4 ,it is the thing you cannot get along without4 ,it must go in daily4 ,without it things will tangle2 your heart will cool1 your spirit sometimes take on an edge that isn't good1 your judgment get warped and twisted1 and your will grow either wabbly or stubborn4 ,this second thing must be put in the daily round1 and kept in4 ,it helps to hold you steady to the first thing4 ,then the third is the purpose to be true to whatever the ,master tells you1 to be true to ,himself2 never to fail ,him4 ,you may flinch within your feelings4 ,you probably will4 ,yet you need never flinch in action4 ,follow the beckoning ,figure just ahead in the road1 regardless of thorny bush or cutting knife4 ,keep your spirit sweet1 your tongue gentle and slow1 your touch soft and even1 your purpose as inflexible as wrought steel1 or as granite1 as unmovable as the ,north ,star4 ,that's the third thing1 the purpose4 ,and the three make the three-fold cord with which to tie you fast and hard to the ,lone ,man ahead4 ,he is less alone as we follow close up4 ,the three together help you understand the meaning of obedience4 ,the decision is the beginning of obedience2 the habit teaches you what you are to obey and gives you strength to do it2 the purpose is the actual obedience in daily round1 the holding true to what ,he has told you4 ,years ago1 a young ,jewess1 of a wealthy family1 that stood high in the ,jewry of ,new ,york1 heard the call of the despised ,nazarene4 ,it came to her with great1 gentle power1 and she decided that she must follow4 ,her father was very angry1 and threatened disinheritance if she so disgraced the family4 ,but she remained quietly1 gently1 inflexibly1 true to her decision4 ,at last the father planned a social occasion at the home to which large numbers were invited4 ,and he said to his daughter1 ,you must sing at this reception1 and make this your disavowal of the ,christian faith4 ,and she quietly said1 ,father1 ,i will sing4 ,the evening came1 the parlours were filled1 the time came for her to sing1 and all listened eagerly1 for they knew the beauty of her voice4 ,with her heart in both eyes and voice1 she began singing3 ,jesus1 ,i my cross have taken1 ,all to leave and follow ,thee2 ,destitute1 despised1 forsaken1 ,thou1 from hence1 my all shalt be4 ,perish every fond ambition1 ,all ,i've sought1 and hoped1 and known3 ,yet how rich is my condition6 ,god and heaven are all my own4 ,and she passed out into the night of disinheritance on earth1 into an inheritance incorruptible1 and undefiled1 and that fadeth not away4 ,this was her decision4 ,she had seen ,his face6 ,all else paled in its light4 ,shall we go1 too8 ,finger-,posts ,the ,parable of the ,finger-,posts4 ,waiting is harder work than working4 ,it takes more out of you4 ,and it puts more into you1 too1 of fine-grained1 steady strength1 if you can stand the strain of it4 ,and if1 to the waiting is added perplexity1 the pull upon your strength is much greater4 ,it is harder to hold steady1 and not break4 ,and if the thing you've put your very life into seems at stake1 that taxes the wearing power of your strength to the utmost4 ,such a time1 and just such a test1 came to the little band of disciples after the resurrection1 and before the ascension4 ,the story of it is told in that added chapter of ,john's ,gospel4 ,you remember that last chapter is one of the added touches4 ,the ,gospel is finished with the finish of the twentieth chapter4 ,then ,john is led by the ,spirit1 to add something more4 ,that added chapter becomes to us like an acted parable1 the parable of the added touch4 ,there is always the added touch1 the extra touch of power1 of love1 of answer to prayer4 ,our ,lord has a way of giving more4 ,the prayer itself is answered1 and then some added touch is given for full measure4 ,so it is in all ,his dealings1 when ,he is allowed to have ,his own way4 ,he is the ,lord of the added touch4 ,he does exceeding abundantly above what we ask1 or think1 or expect4 ,these disciples were now to have one of these added touches4 ,it was a time of sore perplexity4 ,the crucifixion had left them dazed1 stupefied4 ,it was wholly unexpected4 ,they were utterly at sea1 with neither compass1 nor steering apparatus of any sort4 ,that ,saturday to them was one of the longest1 dreariest1 heaviest days ever spent by any one4 ,they had all proven untrue to their dead ,friend1 save one4 ,then as unexpectedly came the resurrection4 ,they're dazed again1 this time with joy4 ,they haven't taken it in yet4 ,to say that the two shocks1 each so radically different from the other1 shook them tremendously1 is stating it very mildly4 ,they don't know themselves4 ,they haven't found their feet4 ,they haven't adjusted yet to their swiftly changing surroundings4 ,they don't know what next4 ,they don't know what to do4 ,so the old impulsive ,simon in ,peter proposed something4 ,simon1 the unsteady1 was much in evidence those days4 ,peter the rock-man hadn't arrived yet4 ,this was ,simon ,peter's specialty1 proposing something4 ,he said1 ,well1 ,i'm going fishing4 ,and the others quickly said1 ,we'll go along4 ,the mere doing something would be a relief4 ,but they caught nothing4 ,it was a poor night4 ,the morning brought only heavy hearts with light nets and boats4 ,they had failed at following2 now they were failing even at their old specialty1 fishing4 ,couldn't they do anything8 ,in the dim light of the breaking dawn there's some ,one standing on the beach1 a ,stranger4 ,he seems interested in them1 and calls out familiarily1 ,have you caught anything8 ,and you feel the heaviness of their hearts over something else in the shout ,no4 ,and the gentle voice calls out1 with a certain tone of quiet authority in it1 ,throw over on the right there1 and you'll get some fish4 ,and they cast the nets out again1 feeling a strong impulse to obey this kindly ,stranger1 without stopping to think out why4 ,and at once the ropes pull so hard that it takes all their strength to hold them4 ,it's ,john's quick insight that recognizes the ,stranger4 ,with his heart in his throat1 in awe-touched voice1 he quietly says1 ,it's the ,lord4 ,that's enough for ,peter4 ,he takes the shortest way to shore4 ,he has some things to talk over with the ,master4 ,and as the seven tired men landed the fish1 they found breakfast waiting on the sands4 ,who built that fire8 ,who cooked that fish8 ,who was thinking about them and caring for their personal needs1 when they were so tired and hungry8 ,and when breakfast was finished1 there's the quiet talk together1 about love and service1 while the sun is climbing up in the east4 ,it is addressed to ,peter1 but it is meant1 too1 for those who were so fleet-footed a few nights before4 ,all this was the answer to their perplexity4 ,they were willing and waiting to follow1 but they had failed so badly4 ,they were not quite sure where they stood4 ,they had no finger-posts4 ,now the finger-posts were put up to show the way4 ,this fishing scene was an acted parable1 the ,parable of the ,finger-posts4 ,the ,lineage of ,service4 ,look at these finger-posts a little4 ,there was the ,lord ,jesus4 ,they didn't recognize ,him4 ,but ,he was there4 ,he had a plan4 ,he took authoritative command of their movements4 ,he gave directions4 ,they obeyed ,him4 ,then came the great haul of fish4 ,then came the quiet talk about love and service1 but with the emphasis on love4 ,the love was the chief thing4 ,the service was something growing out of love4 ,lovest thou ,me8 ,then thou mayest serve1 thou hast the chiefest qualification4 ,our ,lord gave them the lineage of service that morning4 ,these are the generations of true service4 ,a sight of ,jesus begets love1 a tender1 gentle1 strong1 passionate thing of rarest beauty that is immortal1 but must have the constant sight of its father's face for vigorous life4 ,and love at once begets obedience1 which grows strong and stout and skilled1 as long as it stays in its father's presence4 ,and obedience begets service1 untiring1 glad1 patient service4 ,there are some outsiders that have come into this family1 but they do not have the fine traits of blood-kin4 ,duty is one of these4 ,it serves because it must4 ,and at times it renders fine1 high service4 ,but its service comes out of the will1 rather than out of the heart4 ,it is ruled more by a sense of propriety1 never by a passion of the heart4 ,privilege is near of kin to duty1 and it is a high-born1 fine-grained thing4 ,it serves because it is an honour to do so4 ,it is enjoyable to be so highly connected4 ,but it constantly needs proper recognition and appreciation of its work and skill4 ,but these are really outsiders4 ,they have married in1 and do not have the real family traits4 ,the one word1 and the only one1 that may properly be used for true service is that fine word1 passion4 ,true service is a thing of love1 a thing of the heart1 a flame that pervades and permeates and envelops the whole life within and without1 a fire that consumes and controls4 ,the ,lord ,jesus1 ,his presence1 ,his plan1 ,his authoritative leadership1 their obedience1 love thrice asked and given1 service because of love1--these are the finger-posts for these perplexed men4 ,they can be put into very simple shape for our guidance4 ,three finger-posts hung up will include all of them1--clear vision1 a spirit of obedience1 a heart of tender love4 ,these are the three great essentials of all true1 full following4 ,and there will not be1 there cannot be1 true full following without all three of these4 ,there may be much earnest1 honest service1 much faithful plodding1 and hard work1 and much good done4 ,but there's always less than the best4 ,there is less than should be4 ,the best results are not being got for the effort expended1 except where these three are blended4 ,a clear vision means simply a clear understanding of things as they are1 and of what needs to be done1 with all the facts in that belong in4 ,a spirit of obedience means not only an obedience in spirit1 a spirited obedience1 but an obedience that fits into the spirit of the ,leader and ,his plans4 ,and through these as a fine fragrance breathes a heart of tender undiscourageable love4 ,not ,quite ,in ,is ,outside4 ,these three things must be kept in poise4 ,so the ,master plans4 ,this is the parable of the fishing4 ,there are many illustrations of one only of these1 or two1 in action4 ,and the bad or poor result that works out can be plainly seen4 ,the ,holy ,spirit with great plainness and faithfulness has hung up cautionary signs along the road4 ,there may be clear vision without obedience4 ,that is1 a clear understanding of the ,master's plan1 but a failure to fit in4 ,that will mean a dimming vision4 ,and if persisted in1 it will mean spiritual disaster4 ,the great illustration of this is ,judas4 ,judas had as clear a vision1 in all likelihood1 as the others when he was chosen for discipleship1 and later for apostleship4 ,there was the possibility of a ,john in ,judas1 even as there was the possibility of a ,judas in ,john4 ,both are in every man4 ,but ,judas was not true to the vision he had4 ,he wanted to use the ,master to further his own plans and advantage4 ,and the vision slowly blurred and dimmed1 as the under nature was given the upper hand4 ,the ,master's clear insight recognized the demon spirit that ,judas had allowed to come in1 though ,judas did not4#aja ,then came the dastardly act of betrayal4 ,and ,judas has been held up to universal scorn and condemnation4 ,but ,judas isn't so lonely1 if you think into the thing a bit4 ,he only put personal advantage above loyalty to the ,lord ,jesus4 ,he simply preferred his own plans to the ,master's plans4 ,that was all4 ,and he tried to force his own through1 without suspecting how the thing would turn out1 and how tremendously much was involved4 ,the great events being worked out have thrown his contemptible act into the limelight of history4 ,but the act itself wasn't uncommon4 ,possibly you may know some one living quite near1 with some of this same sort of trait4 ,one of the saddest things in the record of ,christian leadership is just this1 clear vision with a gradually lessening obedience1 then a gradually dimming vision1 and that decrease of both increasing1 as the slant down increases4 ,the old-time motions in public ministering continue1 more or less mechanically1 but the power has long since passed away4 ,and sadder yet1 like the strong man of old1 these shorn men wist it not4 ,one's lips refuse to repeat the word ,judas of them1 even in the inner thoughts4 ,yet these class themselves under the same description1--clear vision without full obedience to it2 personal plans and preferences put above loyalty to the ,master4 ,a second illustration is that of ,king ,saul4 ,clear vision1 failure to obey1 forcing himself to wrong action to keep his popularity1 rebellion1 stubbornness1--these are the simple successive steps in his story4 ,and the black night falls upon the utter spiritual disaster of his career1 as he lies prone on the earth before the witch4 ,these two characters become formulas2 they need only to be filled in with other names to make accurate modern biography of some4 ,there may be clear vision with make-believe or partial obedience4 ,it hurts to speak of such a thing4 ,the word hypocrisy is a very hard one to get out at the lips4 ,it should never be used except to help1 and then very1 very sparingly1 and only in humblest spirit1 and with earnest1 secret prayer4 ,ananias and ,sapphira quickly come to mind here4 ,they wanted men to think them wholly surrendered1 though they knew they were not4 ,that was all2 not so unusual a thing1 after all4 ,there are sore temptations here for many4 ,the swiftness of the punishment that came does not mean that their wrong was worse than that of others who do the same thing4 ,that modern religious lying of this sort is not as quickly judged merely tells the marvellous patience of ,god4 ,there may be clear vision and obedience without love4 ,this means a hard1 cold1 stern righteousness4 ,it is truth without grace4 ,nothing can be made to seem more repulsive4 ,one incident in ,elijah's career furnishes the illustration here4 ,let us say such a thing very softly of such a mighty man of ,god1 and say it in fewest words1 and only to help4 ,he was a man of marvellous faith1 and prayer1 and bold daring1 in the midst of a very crooked and perverse generation4 ,israel was at its very lowest moral ebb thus far4 ,elijah had a clear understanding of what should be done to check the awful impurity which was sweeping over the nation like a flood-tide4 ,he was true to his conviction in sending the four hundred priests of horribly licentious worship to their death4 ,but was he brokenhearted over them8 ,was he utterly broken down with grief as he led them to the little running brook of ,kishon for the nation's sake8 ,god touched the sore spot1 when1 down at ,horeb1 the mount of thunder and fire1 ,he spoke to this man of fire and thunder in that exquisitely soft sound of gentle stillness4 ,this was a new revelation of ,god to this stern prophet of righteousness4 ,there may be a sort of letter-obedience1 a formal obedience to the vision you have4 ,in one's own estimation1 there may seem to be a knowledge of what is right1 and a self-satisfied doing of it4 ,there may be a painstaking attention to the forms of obedience1 and a self-righteous content in doing the required things4 ,is this the underlying thought in ,peter's self-complacent remark1 ,lo1 we have left all and followed ,thee4#ajb ,we're so much better than this rich young ruler who couldn't stand the test you put to him4 ,we----8 ,poor1 self-confident ,peter6 ,when the fire test did come1 and come so hot1 how his we did crumble6 ,light ,obeyed ,increaseth ,light4 ,there may be obedience without clear vision4 ,that is1 there may be a doing of what is thought to be right1 but without a clear understanding of what is the right thing to do4 ,this results in fanaticism4 ,moses killing the ,egyptian and hiding his body in the sand had no clear vision of ,god's plan4 ,he knew something was wrong1 and that something needed to be done4 ,and so he proposed doing something4 ,and the poor ,egyptian who happened in his way that day felt the weight of his zeal4 ,it's a not uncommon way of attempting to righten wrongs4 ,he forgot that there is a ,god1 and a plan1 and that he who does not work into the plan of ,god is hitting wrong4 ,there has been a lot of wreckage scattered along this beach4 ,saul persecuting the ,christians is another illustration here4 ,he is a sad1 striking example of conscientiousness without sufficient knowledge1 of earnestness without clear light4 ,he was conscientiously doing the wrong thing1 as earnestly as he could1 supposing it to be the right thing4 ,john wanted to call down fire from heaven and burn up some people that didn't fit in with their plans4#ajc ,earnest intensity without sufficient light has kindled a good many fires of this sort4 ,sometimes this does not go as far as hurtful fanaticism1 but leads to blundering and confusion and delay4 ,abraham was acting without clear light when he yielded to ,sarah's plan of compromise for getting an heir4#ajd ,a bit of quiet holding of her suggestion before ,god for light would have cleared his mind4 ,the result was wholly bad1--a confusion in his own mind1 a mental cloudiness about ,god's plan and promise1 an element of discord introduced in the tribal life1 and a delay of many years1 apparently1 before the conditions were ripe for the coming of the heir of faith1 on ,god's own plan4 ,peter eating with his ,gentile ,christian brothers1 and then refusing to eat with them1 when some ,jewish ,christians came down from ,jerusalem1 made very bitter feeling in the ,church at ,antioch1 for a time4#aje ,paul's clearer light helped4 ,time spent in waiting for clearer light is always time wisely spent1 even though we may seem slow4 ,there may be love without clear vision4 ,the love makes intense desire to do something1 but with no clear idea of what would best be done4 ,peter's awkward sword-thrust was an attempt to help1 because of real love in his heart for his ,master1 now in personal danger4 ,the ,master's quiet healing touch recognized the love1 and also rebuked and corrected the hasty1 ill-advised action4 ,but there's worse yet here1 mean contemptible cowardice4 ,peter actually denying his relation with his ,friend and ,master1 and making his denial seem more natural by the addition of the oaths that the maid well knew no follower of this ,jesus could have uttered--what mean contemptible cowardice6 ,but go gently there in using such hard words4 ,he was only afraid of being hurt4 ,he merely wanted to save himself4 ,that isn't such an uncommon thing4 ,haven't you sometimes known something of this sort--among others8 ,the cowardly nine1 making a new record for fleet-footedness1 down the road1 in the dark1 were only doing the same thing in more cowardly1 less-spirited fashion4 ,these men loved ,jesus4 ,no one may doubt that4 ,but there was no clear understanding of that night's doings1 though the ,master had faithfully and plainly tried to tell them4 ,fear for their own safety overcame the real love in their hearts for the ,man they forsook that dark night4 ,clear vision and love without obedience is--impossible6 ,where there is no obedience1 or faulty obedience1 either the vision has blurred or dimmed1 or the love is burning low4 ,clear vision and loving obedience mean power1 sweet1 gentle1 fragrant1 helpful power4 ,it means a grateful crowd1 and a pleased ,master1 who has been able once again to reach the crowd4 ,clear vision and love as a passion1 an intense passion1 means irresistible power4 ,that is to say it means a perfect human medium through which our ,lord ,jesus can act and manifest ,himself4 ,and this is the real meaning of power1 power to the full1--,jesus ,christ in free action4 ,john1 the fisherman1 had a gradually but steadily clearing vision4 ,he did not understand fully4 ,but he understood enough to know that there was more to come which would clear things up4 ,he could follow where ,he did not understand4 ,his love for the ,man controlled1 while his understanding was clearing4 ,he went in with ,jesus that awful night4 ,i imagine he never left ,his side4 ,can we ever be grateful enough that at least one of us was true that night6 ,there was the same danger as with the others1 and it was made more acute by ,his simple1 open stand at his ,friend's side4 ,but love1 with at least some understanding1 held him steady4 ,he could understand that ,jesus must be doing the right thing1 even though he could not understand the run of events that centred about ,jesus4 ,the intensity that would call down fire1 changed1 under the influence of the changing1 clearing vision1 into an intensity of love4 ,it was a mellower1 gentler1 evener1 but not less intense flame4 ,the disciple whom ,jesus loved became the disciple of love4 ,love and vision worked upon each other from earliest times with him4 ,love made the vision clearer1 the clearing vision made the love stronger1 till they worked together into a perfect blend4 ,paul's unmistakable vision on the ,damascus road brought a passion of love1 and an answering obedience1 that swept him like a great flame4 ,the fire-marks of that flame could be found all over the ,roman ,empire4 ,he made mistakes doubtless1 but these but made the trend of his whole life stand out the more4 ,paul was a wonderful combination of brain and heart and will1 held in remarkable poise4 ,the finest classic on love is from his pen4 ,john could love4 ,paul could love1 and could tell about love4 ,but a peculiar tenderness comes into one's heart as we remember that there was just one ,man who held these three in perfect poise4 ,and let us not forget that though ,he was more than man1 yet it was a man1 one of ourselves1 who so held these three in such fine balance4 ,it was a human poise1 even as planned by the ,father for the human life4 ,the clear vision early began coming to ,him1#ajf and it became clearer and fuller and unmistakable until it had had its fulfilment4 ,obedience was the touchstone of all ,his life1 from ,nazareth to ,olivet4 ,and who1 like ,him1 had the heart of tender love1 the heart that was ever moved with compassion at sight of need1 the heart that broke at the last under the sore grief of its burden of love8 ,the ,olivet ,vision4 ,shall we take a moment more to look at these three finger-posts a little more closely8 ,just what is meant by a clear vision8 ,i could say at once that it means a vision of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ4 ,and yet that language has sometimes been used in a vague sort of way4 ,and some of us have taken it in a vague indefinite way1 and not thought into its practical meaning4 ,clear vision here means an understanding of who ,christ ,jesus is1 and what ,he is1 and what plans ,he has4 ,then it means that that understanding is so clear that it becomes intense1 intense to the point of being overwhelming4 ,that is1 it becomes the dominant thing that controls your thinking1 and affections1 and actions1--your life4 ,i think ,i may say correctly that the place for getting such a clear1 full vision of ,christ ,jesus is ,olivet4 ,olivet is a good place to pitch your tent for a little while1 until your vision clears4 ,then you'll not stay there1 though you may return to keep the lines of your vision clear and clean2 you will be down in the valleys with the crowds4 ,one day the ,master led ,his disciples out to the ,mount of ,olives4 ,it was the last time they were together4 ,and the group of men stand there talking1 the eleven grouped about the ,one4 ,he is talking with them quietly and earnestly4 ,then1 to their utter amazement1 ,his feet are off the ground1 ,he is rising upward in the air1 then higher1 and higher1 until a bit of cloud moves across1 and they see ,him no more4 ,this is all you would see at a distance4 ,but let us come a bit nearer1 and stand with them1 and listen1 and watch4 ,olivet is the last bit of earth to feel the presence of the ,master's feet4 ,off yonder to the west1 down in the valley1 you see a clump of trees2 that is ,gethsemane1 the place of the bloody sweat and the tense agony of spirit4 ,across the valley1 still looking west1 lies the city1 outside whose wall is the little knoll called ,calvary1 where ,jesus gave ,his life out4 ,over here to the east and south lies little ,bethany1 which speaks of ,his resurrection power4 ,and a bit farther off are the bare wilds sloping down1--that is the place of the sore temptation4 ,far away to the north1 up in the clouds1 lies the snow-clad mountain1 beyond your outer vision1 yet coming now to your inner vision1 where the ,god within shined out through the ,man4 ,but while a quick glance takes all this in1 your eyes are caught and held by the ,man in the midst4 ,his presence embodies and intensifies all that these places suggest4 ,his face bears the impress of the ,wilderness1 and of the ,garden4 ,the scars plainly there tell of ,calvary1 as no piece of geography ever can4 ,his mere presence tells unmistakably of the resurrection4 ,and you know who ,he is1 and what4 ,he made the world and breathed ,his breath of life into man's nostrils4 ,later ,he came in amongst us as one of ourselves4 ,he was tempted like as we1 suffered like as we never suffered1 gave ,his life for us1 went down into death1 rose up again out of death4 ,this is the ,jesus of ,olivet4 ,but the action of ,his face and pose are part of the sight4 ,his eyes are looking outward4 ,the set of ,his face is out4 ,his hands point out4 ,and ,he is talking2 listen3 ,he is talking about a world4 ,and the outward turn of face and eyes and pointing hand become the emphasis of that word1 world4 ,he died for a world4 ,he is thinking about a world4 ,he has a plan of action for a world4 ,but another word gets your ear--ye4 ,he is thinking about these disciples1 about ,his followers4 ,he has a plan of action for them4 ,and these two plans1 for the world1 for their lives1 these two are tied up together4 ,and a third word stands out--,i4 ,i am with you1 ,i am in command4 ,and now three things stand out together1 a world-plan1 a plan for the follower's life fitting into the world-plan1 and in the midst--,jesus1 the ,christ1 my ,saviour1 my ,lord4 ,this is the ,olivet vision4 ,this1 the clear1 full vision3 of ,jesus1 crucified1 risen1 empowered2 of ,his world-plan2 of ,his plan for my life as part of the world-plan4 ,olivet faces four ways4 ,backward1 it points to the sympathy1 the humanness1 the suffering1 the cross1 of ,jesus4 ,upward1 it looks to ,himself1 now sitting above the clouds at the ,father's right hand1 far above all rule1 and authority1 and power1 and dominion1 and every name that is named1 with all things in subjection under ,his feet4 ,outward1 it reaches to the world ,he died for1 and plans for1 and is still brooding over with more than a mother's love4 ,forward1 it anticipates eagerly the time when ,he will come back to finish up what ,he began1 and we are to continue4 ,when ,he returns it will be to this same ,olivet4#ajg ,he picks up the line of action exactly where ,he left it4 ,olivet is to know a second pressure of those feet4 ,this is the clear1 full vision1 the three-fold vision we need and must have for true following3 ,himself1 ,his world-plan1 ,his plan for each one's life4 ,this means seeing things as they are4 ,they fall into true perspective4 ,you see how disproportioned and grotesque the common perspective of earth is4 ,you see things through ,his eyes4 ,his eyes take out of yours the personal colouring1 the colour blindness of personal interest and advantage which so strangely and strongly affect all our sight4 ,we need frequent visits to ,olivet's top1 until constant looking at its outlooking landscape1 at ,himself1 fills and floods our eyes4 ,we need the quiet time alone with ,himself and ,his ,word1 and some map-picture of ,his world1 as a habit1 until these1 ,himself1 and ,his word1 and ,his world1 are burned into eyes and heart1 until they fire as a sweet fever the whole life4 ,the ,spirit of ,obedience4 ,out of the vision comes the spirit of obedience4 ,we have spoken of the act of obedience1 and the habit of obedience1 but deeper down is the spirit of obedience1 which lies under act and habit4 ,i have used the words1 spirit of obedience1 rather than simply the word1 obedience1 because obedience sometimes stands for a bondage to rules1 a slavery to things4 ,the obedience itself must be deeper than rule or outward thing4 ,the spirit of obedience sees into the spirit of the rule1 and through the outward thing1 and floods it with a new spirit of life4 ,this spirit of obedience is the one finger-post found oftenest along this road4 ,so only can we be true to the vision4 ,and obedience itself is not true obedience1 nor true to the vision1 save as it is a love-obedience4 ,real obedience breathes in the spirit of the ,one being obeyed4 ,it breathes out the love-spirit of him who obeys4 ,the touchstone of the ,follow ,me life is not need1 nor service1 nor sacrifice4 ,the need is felt to the paining point4 ,the service is given joyously to the limit of strength4 ,the sacrifice is yielded to to the bleeding point4 ,but these all come as they come1 through and out of obedience4 ,yet need is the controlling thing1 too1 but not the need as we see it1 but as ,he sees it1 who sees all1 and feels most deeply4 ,the need is best met1 the service best given1 the sacrifice most healing in its power1 as each grows out of obedience4 ,the standard of obedience is three-fold1 the ,word of ,god1 the ,spirit of ,god1 and one's own judgment and spirit-insight4 ,these three are meant to fit together4 ,this is the natural result when things are1 even measurably1 as they should be4 ,when ,god is allowed to sway the life as ,he wishes1 these three fit and blend perfectly4 ,the ,word of ,god taken alone will lead to superstitious regard for a book and to a cramped judgment and action4 ,to say that we are guided by the ,spirit1 without due regard for the ,book ,he has been the principal one in writing1 leads to fanaticism1 or at least to ill-advised1 unbalanced1 unnatural opinions and action4 ,naturally one's own judgment and spirit-insight play a large part1 for they make the personal decision1 they interpret both ,word and ,spirit to us4 ,it is through one's judgment and spirit-insight that the ,holy ,spirit and the ,word influence the decision and action4 ,the great essential is the habitual1 quiet1 broad1 thoughtful study of ,god's ,word1 with the will and life utterly yielded to the ,holy ,spirit4 ,so one's spirit is trained to understand1 and one's judgment to form its conclusions4 ,the ,holy ,spirit makes us understand ,god's purpose as revealed in ,his ,word1 and fits this into the need of practical life4 ,obedience1 intelligent and full1 depends upon the quiet time alone with ,god over ,his ,word4 ,i want to add something more here4 ,it is something startling4 ,there are no break-downs in the path of obedience4 ,i say that very softly1 as a guilty sinner in the matter of break-downs4 ,i remember that the record of ,christian service is like one continuous record of break-downs1 broken bodies1 wrecked nerves1 sometimes wrecked minds4 ,and ,i am not saying it to criticize any one1 except it be myself4 ,out of a long personal experience of constant going1 unwise overwork1 and serious break-downs1 ,i am but confessing my own sins1 when ,i say there are no break-downs in the path of obedience4 ,does that mean that there is much earnest service that we have not been told to do8 ,and the answer must be a very gentle1 but very clear1 ,yes4 ,but the ,man in command has perfect knowledge of what you can do4 ,and ,he never asks you to do anything beyond your strength4 ,or1 if ,he does need you to meet some emergency beyond your strength1 ,he gives the strength required4 ,he sends in a fresh supply of resurrection life to repair the waste of your body1 and then1 too1 ,he calls into use strength1 resources1 talents1 that you have not known you had4 ,now ,i know that if this be taken seriously1 it will lead some to a heart-searching time alone with the ,master4 ,i am sure that if obedience alone is to be the key-note1 it will mean many a readjustment4 ,and it will mean1 too1 a new flood stream of power flowing through and out as the connecting parts are re-adjusted4 ,there's a helpful literal reading of a verse in ,hebrews4#ajh ,now the ,god of peace1 who brought again from the dead our ,lord ,jesus1 the great ,shepherd of the sheep1 with the blood of an eternal covenant1 put you in joint with ,himself to do ,his will in every good work1 working in you or through you that which is well-pleasing in ,his sight4 ,obedience puts us in joint with ,him1 if we are out4 ,it keeps us in joint2 then the power flows from ,him1 through that joint1 out where our life touches4 ,obedience is really a music word4 ,it is the rhythmic swinging together of two wills1 ,his and ours4 ,rhythm of action is power4 ,rhythm of colour is beauty4 ,rhythm of sound is music4 ,but it's really all music4 ,for power is music of action4 ,beauty is music to the eye4 ,rhythmic sound is music to the ear and heart4 ,if there might be more of this music1 ,he and we in perfect accord1 how the crowds would be caught by its melody and come eagerly to listen4 ,the ,heart of ,love4 ,and out of the vision comes the heart of love4 ,the sight of the ,lord ,jesus' face begets love2 and love begets obedience4 ,but obedience never can keep true away from its father4 ,it is never true full obedience except it have the throbbing heart of love in it4 ,this is the unfailing mark4 ,it's so easy to fail here4 ,yet love never faileth4 ,the classical ,thirteenth of ,first ,corinthians becomes an indictment4 ,we know it better in the ,book than in life4 ,love suffereth long1 444 envieth not 444 is not puffed up2 doth not behave itself unbecomingly or inconsistently1 seeketh not even its own1 is not provoked4 ,love beareth with all things in the one loved1 which it would gladly have different1 believeth all possibly good things of him1 hopeth for all desirable things in him1 endureth all things in him that hurt and pain4 ,love never faileth4 ,in conversation one day with an unusually earnest worker in the ,orient1 we were talking of these things4 ,his work was beset by many sore perplexities4 ,ah1 he said1 there is where ,i have failed4 ,i have not had the heart of love4 ,and ,i thought how many of us could say the same thing4 ,there are in the ,bible three great illustrations of the heart of love4 ,as ,moses came down from the presence of ,god1 and found the people dancing about the golden calf1 he was hotly indignant4 ,but as he goes back to plead with ,god1 the greatness of his love and grief comes out4 ,in ,god's presence their sin is seen to be so much greater4 ,he cries1 ,oh1 this people have sinned a great sin1 and have made them gods of gold4 ,yet now if ,thou wilt forgive their sin---- ,and a great sob breaks the sentence abruptly off1 and it is never finished4 ,the possibility seems to come to his mind1 in this holy presence1 that such sin1 by these so greatly blest1 could not be forgiven4 ,and that seems to him unbearable4 ,and if not1 if it cannot be forgiven1 blot me1 ,i pray ,thee1 out of ,thy ,book2 but don't blot them out4#aji ,in the beginning of the great ,jew section of ,romans1 ,paul is speaking of the intense pain of heart he had over the unbelief and stubbornness of his racial kinsfolk4 ,he says1 ,i have great sorrow and unceasing pain in my heart4 ,for ,i could wish that ,i myself were accursed from ,christ for my brethren's sake1 my kinsmen1 that so they might not be accursed4#aaj ,yet neither ,moses nor ,paul could so sacrifice himself for another's sin4 ,no man can by any means redeem his brother1 nor give to ,god a ransom for him4#aaa ,but ,jesus1 the pure1 sinless one1 was blotted out4 ,he was made a curse4 ,moses and ,paul would if they could4 ,jesus both could and did4 ,was there ever such a heart of love6 ,and that heart was greatest in its action of love when it broke4 ,a simple story has come to me1 ,i cannot remember where1 of a woman in southern ,china in the province of ,kwangtung4 ,she had a serious illness and was taken to a mission hospital in ,canton for treatment4 ,there for the first time she heard of ,christ1 of ,his love and death4 ,and that story coming so new and fresh transformed her1 as she opened her heart to the ,saviour4 ,and a great peace came into her heart1 and showed plainly in her face4 ,then her thought began turning to her own village4 ,not a soul there knew of this wondrous ,saviour4 ,if they but knew4 ,but what could she do1 her illness was very serious4 ,the next time the physician came by she asked him how long she would live if she stayed there4 ,he said that he did not know1 but he thought about six months4 ,and how long if she left the hospital and returned home4 ,he didn't know2 maybe three months4 ,and after he had gone she quietly announced that she was going home4 ,and those about her were greatly astonished4 ,why1 they said1 you'll lose half your life6 ,and the tears came into her eyes1 as a gentle smile overspread her poor worn face1 and she simply said1 ,jesus gave ,his whole life for me2 don't you think ,i'm glad to give half mine for ,him8 ,i don't know how long she lived4 ,the story didn't say1 but it did tell that most of the people in her village knew a long life1 even an everlasting life1 because of her simple telling of the ,gospel story4 ,there were the three essentials1 though never so thought of or analyzed by her4 ,she had the vision of ,jesus ,christ her ,saviour1 then of those who had never heard of ,him1 and then of her own part in the plan of telling them4 ,the impulse to tell them was obeyed gladly4 ,and the heart of love counted not her life dear unto herself if only others might be told of this wondrous ,christ ,jesus4 ,fellow-,followers ,god's ,problem4 ,god needs men4 ,that is the tremendous fact that stands out in every generation4 ,there never has been a corner since ,adam walked out of ,eden where that need was not thrust into some man's face1 and thrust into ,god's face4 ,it is being thrust into our faces to-day as ever before1 and as never before4 ,for the ends of the earth are come upon us1 for the helping touch of our hands1 or for the drag-back to be overcome by some one's else helping touch4 ,god is a needy ,god4 ,that fact is spelled out by every page of this old ,book of ,his4 ,and it is spelling itself out anew by the book of the life of the race whose current chapter is being written by our generation4 ,god's wonderful plan for man lies at the root of ,his need4 ,in ,his great graciousness ,he made us in ,his own image4 ,that is1 ,he gave to us the right of full free choice4 ,he has never infringed upon that image1 that right of choice1 by so much as a whispered breath or the moving of a hair4 ,he gave man the sovereignty of the earth and its life4 ,and every move ,god has made among men on earth has been through a man1 and through his free consent4 ,the tragedy of sin has intensified ,god's need tremendously4 ,it has intensified everything1 man's misunderstanding and hatred of ,god1 the love of ,god's heart for man1 and the distance between the two4 ,it is constantly intensifying pain1 sorrow1 man's need1 and the blight upon nature4 ,it increases ,god's difficulty in working out ,his will of love for man4 ,for it makes it increasingly hard to get even ,christian men to see things through ,god's eyes1 and gladly give themselves up to ,his purposes4 ,poor ,god6 ,such a needy ,god6 ,rich in power1 in character1 in the loving worship of the upper world1 in ,his love for all1 rich beyond power of human calculation2 so poor in the response of men to the wooing of ,his heart4 ,so poor in the glad1 intelligent co-operation of those who trust ,him for salvation in the next world1 but are content with very little of it in this4 ,so needy in the lack of those who bring love and life1 intellect and wealth1 and lay all at ,his feet4 ,this has been ,god's problem1 to respect the rights ,he has given man1 and yet work through him in carrying out ,his great plan of love4 ,this is the warp into which the whole of the ,bible fabric is woven--the tragedy of sin1 of sin-hurt1 sin-stubborned men1 the patience of ,god in wooing men back1 and ,his exquisite tact and unlimited patience is always working through men's consent1 and through human channels4 ,to-day ,he comes to you and me1 pleadingly asking us to help ,him in ,his passionate plan for ,his race4 ,some few have the gift of leadership4 ,most of us are moulded to follow4 ,he needs both leader and follower4 ,he needs the life4 ,he needs the love4 ,through these1 whether in prominent place or shadowed1 in leadership or in following along some well-beaten path1 through these--the life1 the love1 ,he works in ,his great simple plan for overcoming the tragedy of sin4 ,that plan includes the whole race4 ,god has no favourites among the nations4 ,when the hour is ripe for an advance step1 a man is found ripened for leadership4 ,this is the real final explanation of certain great leaders4 ,it was not the man himself alone1 but the coming together of the time1 the man1 and the plan2 the time for an advance step1 the man who had yielded to ,god up to the ripening point1 the plan of ,god4 ,and the decisive thing was the plan of ,god4 ,president ,finney used to insist very earnestly that revivals followed a fixed law of action4 ,when men would with all their hearts fit into the great laws of grace1 there would follow the gracious revival results even as effect follows cause in nature2 and without question he was wholly right4 ,in addition to this1 however1 there is a further fact to note1 of which ,finney himself was a striking illustration4 ,in ,god's broader plans for the race when the time is ripe for an advance step1 ,he has some man in training for leadership in that hour1 and so ripeness of time and of man and of plan come together4 ,but the chief factor at work is ,god ,himself4 ,this1 and only this1 explains fully certain great religious movements and leaders4 ,such men in later centuries as ,luther in ,germany1 ,zwingli in ,switzerland1 ,calvin in ,france and ,switzerland1 ,wesley and ,whitefield in ,england1 and ,finney in both ,america and ,england4 ,only this can satisfactorily explain ,moody's unusual career4 ,he was a man of strong native parts1 of marked individuality1 and of utter surrender to ,god4 ,and this combination would have brought great results under any circumstances1 but it does not explain the great movement in which he was the leader4 ,it was ,god's hour for an advance movement1 the man so untrained in men's schools1 was slowly made ready in ,god's school1 and man and hour and plan fitted together4 ,but the chief emphasis remains on the fact that it was the time in ,god's gracious plan for an advance4 ,and the nations of the earth have been feeling the blessed impulse of that advance ever since4 ,but the leaders are few2 and what could they do without the great mass of followers8 ,god needs the faithful ones1 unknown by name1 hidden away in quiet corners1 each the centre of a group which is touching a larger group1 and so on1 ever widening4 ,everything turns on this1--letting ,god have the full use of us2 living as though ,god were the realest thing in this matter-of-fact1 every-day world2 going on the supposition that the ,bible is indeed ,his ,word1 and is a workable book for daily problems and needs1 the one workable book2 making everything bend toward getting ,his will done4 ,when we get up into ,his presence1 this will be found to have been the one thing worth while4 ,when the race story has been all told1 the biography of earth brought to its last page1 this will be the one thing that will stand out1 and remain1 that we let ,him use us just as ,he would1 and that we have brought everything at our disposal to bear on doing ,his will of love4 ,he comes to you and me afresh to-day with ,his old-time winsome patience1 asking the use of us4 ,he always thinks of us in two ways1 for our own sakes and for our help in reaching the others4 ,followers are messengers4 ,some are special messengers in speech4 ,but all are messengers in their lives2 that is1 they are meant to be4 ,this is our ,lord's plan4 ,he wants us to live the message4 ,that old word witness has grown to mean three things1 that you know something1 that you tell it1 and that you tell it with your life4 ,every time the word witness is used in the ,new ,testament it stands for some form of the word underneath from which our ,english word martyr comes4 ,we have come to associate that word martyr with the idea of giving one's life in a violent way for the truth believed4 ,this is the meaning that has grown into the word4 ,but the practical meaning of this martyr-witness word goes a bit deeper yet than this4 ,it is not merely giving the life out in the crisis of dying1 but that the whole life is being given out in a continual martyrdom1 that is1 a continual witnessing4 ,these words1 follower1 messenger1 witness1 run together4 ,in following we are witnesses4 ,we know something about this ,man who goes before1 a blessed something that has entered into the marrow and joints of one's being4 ,we tell it4 ,we tell it chiefly by living it4 ,we are messengers4 ,the whole life is a message of what ,christ ,jesus has done for us1 and is to us4 ,a ,confession of ,faith in ,wood and ,nails4 ,now1 this is the thing--this living it--that ,god has always counted on most4 ,there are in the ,bible most striking illustrations of lived or acted messages4 ,one man actually preached a sermon nearly fifteen months long merely by the position of his body4 ,you would call that a long sermon1 but it had the desired result1 at least partly4 ,the man got the ears of the people4 ,they were hardened sermon listeners4 ,the talked sermons had no effect4 ,so they were given an acted sermon4 ,i think it may help to look at a few of the old-time followers4 ,the one chief thing that marked these men was that they lived the messages4 ,they experienced the truth they stood for1 sometimes to the extent of much suffering4 ,this experience became part of the man's life4 ,and this it was that ,god used as ,his message4 ,you cannot be a follower fully without the thing taking your very life1 and taking it to the feeling1 deep-feeling1 point4 ,one of the earliest of these followers was ,enoch4 ,his brief story is like the first crocus of spring coming up through the cold snow1 like a pretty flower growing up out of the thin crack of earth between great stones4 ,there was such a contrast with the surroundings4 ,it is in the ,fifth of ,genesis1 one of the most tiresome chapters in the whole ,bible4 ,its tiresome monotony is an evidence of its inspiration2 for it is a picture of life with ,god left out4 ,there are five chapters in ,enoch's biography4 ,he was born2 with that he had nothing to do4 ,like his lineal descendants and his neighbours he just lived for a while1 went through the usual physical and mental and social motions of life1 no more4 ,then a babe came into his household1 a fresh act of ,god1 a fresh call of ,god1 one of ,god's loudest calls4 ,this was the turning point4 ,he must have heard and answered that call1 for a new life began4 ,he walked with ,god4 ,this became his chief trait4 ,it stands in contrast with his former life4 ,before he merely lived2 now he was on a higher plane1 he walked with ,god4 ,the final chapter1--,god took him4 ,they two had a long walk one day along the hilltops--or was it only a short walk8--and ,enoch never came back4 ,god kept him4 ,now1 in all this ,enoch was ,god's messenger to the whole race4 ,jude speaks of his prophesying or preaching4 ,but the emphasis of this simple ,genesis biography is not on his preaching but on himself4 ,that man walking about in his simple daily touch of heart with ,god1--that was the message4 ,it wasn't an easy thing to do4 ,the whole set of his time was against it4 ,it was an evil time2 impurity and violence were its outstanding traits4 ,enoch's life cut straight across the grain of his time4 ,he was the leader of the first racial family1 the chief one in the direct line from ,adam4 ,and he insisted on living habitually a simple1 holy1 pure life1 walking with ,god1 never out of touch4 ,following meant keeping in step with ,god1 never missing step4 ,and this was talked about4 ,every one knew it4 ,he was doubtless felt to be out of touch with his time4 ,and he was1 blessedly out of touch4 ,it was probably never harder to walk with ,god4 ,but he did it4 ,this is how he helped ,god4 ,this is what he was asked to do4 ,god was speaking to the whole race through this great man's simple habit of life4 ,and ,he spoke still louder when1 one day1 ,he took him away4 ,enoch's absence was the talk of the race4 ,he was not found4 ,clearly they looked for him1 looked everywhere and discussed him and his peculiar manner of life1 his strange disappearance1 and his freedom from death4 ,so he met ,god's need4 ,he became ,god's medium of communication to the entire race1 simply in what he was1 and so it is that most of us may help ,god4 ,and if we will1 ,he will be less needy1 for ,he will speak through our lives to all whom we touch4 ,following means walking with ,god4 ,so we help ,god in ,his need4 ,and ,enoch helped ,god to get ,noah4 ,the touch of ,enoch is on his great-grandson4 ,grace is hereditary1 when there's enough of it4 ,enoch had the boldness to set a new standard4 ,it was easier for ,noah to reach up toward it1 when it was already set4 ,now1 ,noah was asked to do something more4 ,enoch walked with ,god1 the personal life was the one thing4 ,noah walked with ,god1 and did something more4 ,he was asked to believe something unusual4 ,it was something that could be believed only by accepting ,god's word against every other circumstance and probability2 that is1 that a flood was coming to cover the whole earth1 and destroy the race4 ,and he was asked further to put his belief into the shape of an immense house-boat probably built where it wouldn't float except such a flood did come4 ,that huge boat was his confession of faith4 ,he acted his faith4 ,it would be a costly thing1 perhaps taking all ,noah's wealth1 and taking some years to build4 ,that belief was about the unlikeliest thing imaginable from every natural standpoint1 with ,god left out4 ,and ,god is practically left out1 except as a very last questionable consideration1 then1 and ever since1 and to-day4 ,probably ,noah was the butt of gossip and ridicule1 quite possibly of scandal and reproach1 year after year1 by the whole race2 and he would feel it1 and feel it for his family's sake4 ,that boat and its dreaming builder were the standing joke of the time4 ,he was regarded as a fool1 a fanatic1 a poor1 unbalanced enthusiast1 building his gigantic boat on dry land6 ,perhaps some regretted that he brought the cause of religion into reproach by being such an extremist4 ,yet the only thing he did was to believe ,god's word1 and to shape his conduct accordingly4 ,he simply did as ,god asked4 ,he heard ,god correctly4 ,his ears were trained to hear4 ,he did what ,god wanted1 regardless of what people thought4 ,that was how he helped ,god in ,his need4 ,the race was saved through this fresh start1 else it had burned out long ago4 ,following meant a true life lived1 and faith in ,god expressed in wood and nails1 and in good money paid out1 while men met him coldly on the road1 or jeered4 ,befriending ,god4 ,long years afterward there was another man who helped ,god so decidedly that he became known as the friend of ,god4 ,and the word friend is used this time in the emergency sense4 ,he did the thing ,god asked him to do1 and this helped ,god in a plan ,he was working out for the whole race4 ,god had to have a man4 ,abraham was willing to be the man4 ,and in that he became ,god's helpful friend4 ,the thing ,god asked him to do seems very simple1 and yet it was a radical thing for this man to do4 ,he was to leave his father's family1 and all his kinsfolk1 and live a separated life1 both from them and from all others4 ,it is almost impossible for the ,west to realize how close and strong family ties are in the ,orient4 ,separation meant an unusual1 sad break in holiest ties4 ,god was trying a new step in ,his fight against sin4 ,he had separated the leader of sin from all others4#aab ,he had removed all the race except a seed of good4#aac ,both of these plans had failed1 through man's failure4 ,now a new1 farther-reaching plan is begun4 ,a man is separated from all others1 to become the seed of a new nation1 a faith nation1 which should be a different people from others1 embodying in themselves ,god's ideals for all4 ,abraham is asked to become a separated man in a peculiar sense1 separate outwardly1 separate in his worship of the true ,god1 and separate in living a faith life4 ,it was to be a life dependent wholly on ,god regardless of outer circumstance or difficulty4 ,there was a training time of twenty-five years before ,abraham was ready for the next step1--the bringing of the next in line of this new faith stock4 ,separation1 then still further separation1 an open stand for ,god in the land of strangers1 then a series of close personal tests1 each entering into the marrow of his life1--this was the training to get the man ready to be a faith father to his son1 the next in line of a faith people4 ,and the hardest test of all came after the child of faith had grown to manhood4 ,then he became a child of faith in his own experience1 as well as in his father's4 ,following meant separation4 ,it meant believing ,god against the unlikeliest circumstances1 against nature itself1 hoping in the midst of hopelessness4 ,everything spelled out hopelessness4 ,god alone spelled out hope4 ,he took ,god against everything else4 ,it meant going to school to ,god1 until he could be used as ,god planned4 ,and ,abraham consented4 ,he followed4 ,he helped ,god in ,his need4 ,he befriended ,god2 he became ,his friend in ,his need4 ,but every generation needs men4 ,each new step in the plan needs a new man4 ,in a sore crisis of that plan1 long after1 another man's name1 ,moses1 is known to us1 only because he singled himself out as being willing to let ,god use him4 ,in his unconscious training1 the training of circumstances into which it was natural to fit1 he was peculiarly prepared for the future task4 ,bred in ,egypt as the son of the ruler's household1 he received the best school training of his day1 with all the peculiar advantages of his position in the royal family4 ,following meant more to ,moses1 in what he gave up of worldly advantage1 than to any other named in the ,bible record4 ,egypt was the world empire of that day4 ,moses was in the innermost imperial circles1 and could easily have become the dominant spirit of the court1 if not the successor to the ,pharaoh's throne4 ,but he heard the call4 ,his mother helped train his ears4 ,he answered ,yes to ,god1 without knowing how much was involved4 ,following meant giving up1 then a long course of training in the university of the desert1 with the sheep and the stars and--,god4 ,it meant a repeated risking of his life not only in his bold dealings with ,pharaoh1 but afterward with the nation-mob1 mob-nation1 whose leader1 and father and school-teacher1 and everything else1 he had to be for forty years4 ,and it meant much on the other side1 too4 ,had ,moses failed to go1 had ,god ,granted his prayer1 there would have been ,for him no leadership to win2 ,no pillared fire2 no magic rod1 ,no smiting of the sea2 no tears ,ecstatic1 shed on ,sinai's steep2 ,no ,nebo1 with a ,god to keep ,his burial2 only forty years ,of desert1 watching with his sheep4 ,a ,yet ,deeper ,meaning4 ,when we turn to the leaders of the latter years of the ,kingdom time of ,god's teacher-nation1 the prophetic time1 there is one thing that stands out sharply in the men ,god used4 ,it was this1 a man's inner personal life and experience were made use of to an unusual degree4 ,it is as though the sacred inner life were sacrificed4 ,the holy privacies were laid bare to the public gaze4 ,the sweets of the inner holy of holies of the personal life were given up4 ,the people were so far ,god-hardened that only acted preaching1 lived messages1 that took it out of one's very life1 with pain in the taking1 had any effect4 ,this is most markedly so in the case of ,hosea1 whose experience it seems almost if not wholly impossible for us to take in4#aad ,it is true that the ,christianized ,west has conceptions of personal privacy to which the ,east is a stranger4 ,yet1 even so1 the way in which these men were asked to yield up their inner personal lives1 must have been a most marked thing to these ,orientals4 ,for ,god used it as the one thing apparently1 the extreme thing1 to touch their hearts with ,his appeal4 ,isaiah had just such peculiar experiences4 ,the birth of a son is planned for1 and told of for the purpose of making more emphatic the message to the dull ears and slow heart of the nation4#aae ,his two sons bore names of strange meaning1 as a means of teaching truths that were peculiarly distasteful to the people4 ,isaiah takes one of these strangely named sons as he goes to deliver a message to the king4 ,and the son standing by his father's side is a reminder in his name of a disagreeable truth4#aaf ,a little later the man is actually required to go about barefooted1 and without clothing sufficient for conventional respectability1 and to continue this for three years4#aag ,when we remember that he was not an erratic extremist1 but a sober-minded1 fine-grained gentleman of refinement and of a good family1 it helps us to understand a little how hard-hearted and stubborn were a people that could be appealed to only in such a way4 ,and it tells us1 too1 how utterly surrendered was the man who was willing thus to give up his private personal life4 ,how much easier to have been simply an earnest1 eloquent preacher1 with his inner personal life lived free from public gaze1 a thing sacred to himself4 ,following meant the giving up of the sacred private life to a strangely marked degree1 for ,god to use4 ,even more marked are the experiences that ,jeremiah was asked and consented to go through4 ,it would seem as though the repeated conspiracies against his life1 the repeated imprisonments in vile dungeons dangerous to health and life1 and the shame of being put in the public stocks before the rabble1 would have been much for ,god to ask1 and for a man to give4 ,but there is something that goes much farther and deeper into the very marrow of his life than these4 ,he is bidden not to marry1 not to have a family life of his own4#aah ,and he obeyed4 ,this was to be so only and solely as a message to the people4 ,a message couched in such startling language they might listen to4 ,again we must remember the ,oriental setting to appreciate the significance of this4 ,in the ,east the unit of society is not the individual but the family4 ,a man's marriage is planned for by the family1 as a means of building up the family4 ,to be childless and especially son-less was felt to be peculiarly unfortunate1 almost bordering on disgrace4 ,this meant for ,jeremiah not only the loss of personal joys and delights1 but that his line would be broken off from his father's family4 ,he would be without heir1 or future1 in the family history4 ,so following meant going yet deeper into the inner personal life1 for the sake of ,god's plan4 ,this giant's strength is revealed in nothing more than in his tear-wet laments over his people4 ,and he gave all this strength to following4 ,he said ,yes to ,god's need and request1 though it must have taken his very life to say it4 ,but ,ezekiel was asked to do something even beyond this4 ,he was the messenger of ,god to the colony of ,hebrew exiles in ,assyria4 ,his accounts of the visions of ,god reveal a remarkable power of detailed description1 and a remarkably strong mentality4 ,strange to say1 these people in captivity are yet harder to reach than were their fathers in their native land4 ,yet1 not strange1 for the human heart is the same when it won't open to the purifying of the upper currents of air4 ,here the man himself literally became the message4 ,he actually lay upon his left side for thirteen months and then on his right side for six weeks longer4 ,during all that time he ate food that was particularly repugnant1 and it was carefully weighed out1 and the water as carefully measured out for his use4 ,he had to rise1 no doubt1 for various reasons1 but the bulk of the time for nearly fifteen months he lay out where all could see him4 ,his fellow-exiles1 ,i suppose1 looked and wondered1 laughed and gossiped perhaps1 and then as time wore on1 they thought and thought more1 and were awed as they began slowly to take in the meaning of this strange message of ,god4 ,thereafter ,ezekiel was the leader1 to whose house the leaders of the colony came1 and to whose words they intently listened4 ,but there was a yet deeper meaning to following than we have found yet4 ,it is a meaning that awes one's heart into amazed silence4 ,he was married4 ,his wife is spoken of very tenderly as the desire of thine eyes4 ,he was told that she would be taken away out of his life4 ,she would die4 ,that was the great thing4 ,then he was not to mourn outwardly for her2 this was the second thing4 ,he was to be before the people as though the greatest sorrow of his life had not happened4 ,is it any wonder the people came astonished to know what this meant8 ,the simple brevity with which he tells of the occurrence takes hold of one's heart4 ,so ,i spake unto the people in the morning2 and at even my wife died2 and ,i did in the morning as ,i was commanded4#aai ,there was no questioning1 no hesitancy of action1 but a simple1 prompt obedience1 even though his heart was breaking4 ,this was what ,god asked of him4 ,god needed this in ,his dealings with these people of ,his in whom ,his world-plan centred4 ,how desperate must have been the need that called for such an experience as this6 ,ezekiel said ,yes even to this4 ,surely there was here some of that ,calvary meaning1 of the secondary sort1 of which we have spoken together4 ,following meant not only giving his personality and life1 but now it meant giving what must have been more than life itself4 ,through ,fire4 ,to ,daniel following meant something essentially different4 ,he was not a messenger to his own people1 nor their leader4 ,he was a messenger to the great world-rulers of his time1 through the visions he interpreted1 and through his unbending faithfulness and purity of life2 ,the thing that stands out largest is the life he lived1 a life of simplicity in habit1 of purity and consistency1 with an unwavering faith in ,god4 ,god could use him to speak to the great emperors4 ,so he helped ,god to get ,his message to men so hard to reach through a human channel4 ,following meant a pure life4 ,it was ,daniel's insistence on being pure and true that shut him up with the wild beasts4 ,and it was through his unflinching fidelity and persistence that ,god could send ,his message anew1 in the most public manner1 out to all the millions of that great world-empire4 ,following meant to a marked degree a pure life as the basis of the service rendered4 ,it proved to mean a lions' den1 and the power of ,god overcoming the instincts of ravenous beasts4 ,but clear beyond these it meant that ,god could reach ,his world with ,his message to an unusual extent4 ,daniel's three companions helped ,god by means of a most thrilling experience1 a really terrible experience4 ,god had been pleading with the great ,nebuchadnezzar through ,daniel's message4 ,now ,he wants to speak again in a way that will compel attention4 ,he needs these three young men4 ,they consent to be ,his messengers4 ,it meant going through a terrible ordeal4 ,they simply remained true in their personal devotion to ,god4 ,this was the thing ,god needed1 and used4 ,everything of use to ,god roots down in the life4 ,the personal plea of the great king1 and the prospect of a horrible death fail alike to move them4 ,they probably had quite resigned themselves to the fate of being burned alive for the truth4 ,but ,god had a different purpose4 ,he was thinking about this ruler with whom ,he dealt so personally and unusually1 time and again4 ,the three men1 walking quietly up and down in the seven-times heated furnace in company with a glorious looking person like a son of the gods--this was the message ,god wanted spoken to the ruler ,he was pleading with4 ,his strangely marvellous power1 and ,his personal regard for ,his faithful followers--this was what ,god was trying to say to ,nebuchadnezzar4 ,he asked the use of these three young men4 ,their personal loyalty to ,himself even unto death--this was what ,he wanted4 ,through this ,he reached the heart of the man ,he was after4 ,the experience of these men is an intensely interesting study4 ,it was a fearful ordeal that they went through4 ,yet it was wholly mental1 and of the spirit4 ,they suffered no pain of body1 nor inconvenience4 ,the fire only made them free1 burned up the bonds that held them4 ,it took great strength of will1 of decision1 to stay steady through all the fearful test4 ,yet nothing happened to their bodies except to help them4 ,god took care of that4 ,they gave ,him what ,he asked4 ,he gave them more than they expected4 ,they probably expected death and were willing4 ,god had a deeper plan ,he was working out4 ,how glad they must have been that they followed fully1 that they didn't disappoint ,god4 ,following meant simply being true1 even though the road led through a furnace4 ,god would attend to the furnace4 ,their part was simply to follow where ,he led4 ,and our ,god is needing just such acted messages to-day4 ,he is longing for just such opportunities to reveal ,his power and love1 not merely to us1 but through us to ,his world4 ,let us take time for one more of these faithful followers4 ,this time it is a young woman4 ,it is at the most critical juncture of ,god's plan1 thus far4 ,he needed a woman whom ,he could use to bring ,his ,son1 and could use further to mother that ,son's early years4 ,all unconsciously ,mary of ,nazareth and of ,bethlehem was fitting into ,his plan in her life1 her simple1 pure1 godly1 personal life4 ,we can understand that ,god wooed her especially to such a life of heart devotion as a preparation for the after part4 ,and she said ,yes to all ,his wooings1 never suspecting what was to come of it4 ,you never know how much a simple ,yes to ,god may mean1 or a ,no4 ,you never know how much of service may grow out of the true life4 ,yet all true service is something coming out of the life4 ,then the plan of ,god was made known to her1--the marvellous plan1 yet so simple to ,him4 ,and again she said a simple1 awed ,yes4 ,she waits only long enough to ask the natural1 woman's question as to method4 ,there was no questioning of ,god's power1 what ,he could do1 and would do4 ,it came to mean hurting suspicion1 peculiarly hurting to as pure and gentle a soul as she4 ,apparently this was unavoidable4 ,it speaks volumes for her openness of both mind and heart to ,god1 that she instantly took in ,gabriel's meaning1 and could take it in that such an unprecedented thing was possible4 ,it would have saved her the cruel suspicion if ,joseph had been told beforehand1 but the whole probability is that he could not have taken it in that such a thing was possible4 ,following meant the glad ,yes to the early wooing up to a pure devoted life4 ,it meant saying a further ,yes to the plan of ,god even though something so unusual1 and with it the misunderstanding and cruel suspicion1 on the one point most sensitive to a woman1 and by the one nearest her4 ,but she said ,yes both times4 ,she let ,god have the use of her life for ,his plan4 ,that was all ,he asked4 ,that is all ,he asks4 ,but that is what ,he asks4 ,these are a few of the glorious company of followers1 the goodly fellowship of those who have helped ,god in ,his passionate plan for ,his world1 the noble army of willing ones4 ,but the number is incomplete4 ,the plan is not yet fully worked out4 ,the need is not yet wholly met4 ,it was never more urgent4 ,to-day the insistent voice still comes as of old1 asking you and me to follow4 ,and no one can tell how much his following may mean to ,god in reaching ,his world4 ,the ,glory ,of ,the ,goal1--,face to ,face ,with ,you ,always44 ,have you ever seen ,christ8 ,no1 ,i don't mean have you been to some uplifting convention1 and been tremendously caught by some talented1 earnest speaker1 and been swayed by the atmosphere of the hour and place1 and felt that all was not just as it should be with you2 and then you prayed more1 and made some new resolves1 or re-made some old ones1 and left off some things1 and put on some things2 ,i don't mean that1 but this--have you ever seen ,christ8 ,no1 of course1 you don't see ,him with these outer eyes4 ,well1 then just what do ,i mean practically8 ,this--has there come to you a real sense of ,himself8 of ,his presence8 of the tremendous plea ,his presence makes8 and1 possibly1 you don't know just how to answer4 ,you say1 ,i'm not just sure1 or ,how can ,i know8 ,well1 you'll never say it that way1 nor ask that question again after the experience has come4 ,may ,i tell you a little bit about it8 ,yet1 mark you1 only a little bit4 ,you can never tell another one what it means to see ,him4 ,when once the sight has come1 every word you utter about it1 or ,him1 seems so lame and weak that you despair of ever being able to let out at your lips what has gotten into you4 ,but let me try1 even if lamely1 in the eager yearning that it may help you know if1 thus far1 you have missed seeing ,him1 and maybe--so much better--help you to see ,him4 ,for until you have--well1 nothing1 absolutely nothing1 is worth while4 ,when you see ,him there comes such a sense of ,his purity that1 instantly1 you are down on your face in utter despair1 because of your own self--your impurity2 your lack of purity2 the sharp contrast between ,him and you4 ,you feel that young ,isaiah's outcry in the temple that morning is wholly inadequate4 ,unclean lips1 is it8 ,why1 the whole thing1 from innermost recesses clear through and out1 is unclean4 ,then it dawns upon you that this is really what ,isaiah is feeling and trying to express in his woe and undone4 ,and that vivid sense of contrast between ,him and you never grows less1 but more acute and deeper4 ,even when you come to know ,him better1 and the sweet peace comes with its untellable balm to your spirit1 yet you are always conscious of the contrast1 and you know that you are not pure2 only ,he is2 and all you can do is to keep under the cleansing stream of ,his blood1 very low down4 ,never higher than ,his piercd feet1 ,never farther than ,his bleeding side4 ,with that comes such a sense of ,himself1 of ,his--what word can tell it8--,his glory1--which means simply ,his character1 what ,he is in ,himself--that again words can never tell out the sense of your own littleness2 no1 that is not the word1 your own nothingness4 ,and now you recall1 with an inner shrinking1 how well you have thought of yourself1 how much you have talked about yourself and your view of things1 perhaps in the language of a properly phrased humility4 ,now you are dumb4 ,his presence dumbs you4 ,you begin to wonder at the strange self-confidence and self-complacence that have been so common even in your holiest moments and experiences4 ,it seems1 in this ,presence1 as though you could never open your lips again--except to speak of ,him4 ,then your eyes are drawn more intently to ,his person1--,his face1 ,his wounds4 ,the scars where the thorns tore ,his great1 patient face2 the grief-whitened hair1 draped above those deep1 tender1 unspeakable eyes2 that strangely rough place in the palm so lovingly outstretched2 the spear-scar1 the nail-marks in those feet coming over to you1--these grip you4 ,their meaning begins to come4 ,there's cleansing2 yes1 blessed fact6 there's cleansing from this horrid impurity whose stain you are so conscious of4 ,yet1 what it cost ,him6 ,what my impurity forced upon ,him6 ,yes1 cleansed2 blessed ,jesus6 ,what a relief to be cleansed6 ,yet ,i must stay under the stream2 only so can the sense of relief be continual4 ,and ,i must stay down on my face at ,his feet4 ,it is the only place for such as ,i discover myself to be4 ,yet what grace to let me stay at ,his feet6 ,have you seen ,christ8 ,this is what begins to come when you have--,his purity1 your contrasted lack2 ,his glorious self1 your own nothingness in yourself2 ,his suffering--the price of your cleansing4 ,this is only a beginning1 yet a beginning that comes to be the continuous thing4 ,closer ,acquaintance4 ,after a little1 as you are sitting still in ,his presence1 and have become a bit quieter after that flush of first emotions at seeing ,him1 you begin to be caught all anew with how lovable ,he is4 ,this takes great hold of you4 ,i overheard a once-drunken1 now thoroughly changed man1 up in ,scotland1 as he was fairly pouring out his heart in prayer in his sweet1 broad ,scotch1--,once ,thou didst have no form or comeliness to me1 but now--and it seemed as if all the pent-up feelings within rushed at once to flood-tide--now ,thou art the chiefest among ten thousand1 and the ,one altogether lovely4 ,and the high-water mark of the flood was touched on chiefest and altogether4 ,that first look made you think mostly of your-self--an inner loathing4 ,now you think of ,him4 ,he is so lovable1 so true and tender1 and patient and pure2 again your language gives out1 and you feel better content just to look without trying to use words4 ,they're such poor things when it comes to telling about ,him4 ,he is so much more than anything that can be said about ,him4 ,his will is so wise and thoughtful and far-reaching and loving4 ,strange how stupid you have been in insisting so strenuously and blindly on having your own way4 ,his plan1 ,his thought about everything concerning you1 is so superb4 ,and ,he asks me to be ,his follower4 ,what joy6 ,what if the way be a bit rough2 it's following ,him2 that's enough4 ,he calls me to be ,his personal friend4 ,i can hardly take it in1--,his friend8 ,yes1 that's ,his own word4 ,well1 let any thorns tear because of the narrowing of the road2 ,i'm ,his friend1 man1 do you hear8 ,his friend1--do you get hold of that word8 ,what can any thorn thing do against that6 ,we may go hand in hand now1--,his is pierced2 ,i feel the scar where our hands touch4 ,but we're together at last1 the thing ,he has been working for4 ,i can feel ,his presence4 ,i can hear the low music of ,his voice within4 ,thorns don't count here4 ,oh1 yes1 ,i feel them2 they haven't lost their power to slash and sting1--but--with ,him so close alongside6--,wondrous ,christ1 here ,i am at ,thy feet1 ,thy glad slave forever4 ,i'm wholly ,thine4 ,it's my own choice4 ,i'll never go any other way by ,thy grace4 ,this is the second bit that comes1 the glad surrender of life to ,his mastery4 ,do you know about this8 ,you will1 when you've seen ,christ4 ,then you come to know1 without being able to tell just how1 that ,he is not only with you1 but within you4 ,at first ,his presence may have seemed as something outside yourself4 ,you were looking away at some ,one who was looking at you4 ,and ,his look at you broke your heart1 and made your will1 once so strangely strong in itself1 now as strangely pliable to ,his as only a strong will can be4 ,but now ,he is living within you4 ,you may not be clear just how the change came4 ,but you do know that there's a something which you come to know is a some ,one1 who is within4 ,his presence is peace past understanding1 but not past appreciation4 ,there's a longing for ,his ,word1 a desire to talk with ,him even when you don't want to ask for something1 a deep heart-cry for purity1 a burning within to please ,him4 ,these all seem to come from ,him1 and at the same time to be satisfied by ,himself1 even while they remain and increase4 ,and yet more1 while this ,presence within seems so quietly real and exquisitely peace-bringing1 there is still the outer presence1 the ,one whose presence it was at the first that brought all this change4 ,two presences1 one above1 enthroned there2 one within1 enthroned there2 yet they seem the same1 as though one personality with two presences had come into your consciousness4 ,there's the ,lord ,jesus above at the ,father's right hand2 here's the ,holy ,spirit within at my right hand1#abj yet in practical effect they are as one1 while one's thought is always directed to the ,lord ,jesus both within and above4 ,the ,presence within makes you think wholly of the ,presence above1 who yet seems also to be within4 ,you are getting a taste of the practical meaning of the ,trinity now1 three that in effect are as one4 ,but you are too much taken up with the gladness of it to think about the metaphysics of it4 ,he--whether within1 or above1 or both--is so much more than words4 ,the experience is so much more than any explanation4 ,you are not concerned about the explanation so long as you can have the sweet experience4 ,the ,final ,goal4 ,this is the third bit that comes when you've seen ,christ1 the gracious indwelling of the ,lord ,jesus' other self1 the ,holy ,spirit4 ,but if you have seen ,him1 you are probably not counting steps nor analyzing processes1 but just singing a bit of joyous praise to ,him4 ,then there's the outer turn2 ,he does that4 ,he draws you to ,himself1 and yet at the same time sends you away--no1 not from ,him--for ,him1 out to the others ,he hungers after1 even as after you4 ,up1 in1 out1--so ,he draws and directs1 up to ,himself1 in by contrast to one's self with a holding hard to ,him while looking within1 then a sending out to the others4 ,he kindles a fire1 ,he is a fire1 drawing1 burning1 cleansing1 warming1 then driving you forth1 and doing all at the same time4 ,wondrous fine1 this fire of love--of ,his heart--of ,himself4 ,the common word for this is service4 ,the word doesn't matter much4 ,service is a good word4 ,but the thing that comes seems so much more than this word seems to contain4 ,that hand that was pierced1 which has been to you so tender and warm1 and in its clasp so expressive of this wondrous friendship--that hand now leads you where you had not thought of going4 ,and you go1--aghast almost at first at the radical change in your carefully worked out plans1 losing your breath for a moment as you wonder what they will think 7though they never will understand1 unless--ah1 yes1 unless they see ,him74 ,that hand reaches in where your life touches others1 in the family1 the business circle1 the social circle1 and moulds you over anew in the old relationships1 not taking you away from them 7though there may be some partings71 but making you a new presence in the midst of them4 ,that hand reaches into your pocket1 and your safety-deposit box1 in among the title papers and securities1 and shakes off the dust and rust1 and sends them out on an errand after the others4 ,that fire--,himself--draws all into the smelting-pot4 ,its alchemy transmutes possessions into lives1 redeemed1 sweetened1 ,jesus-touched1 ,christ-renewed lives1 made like ,himself4 ,and the sweet music of their new lives comes up into ,his gladdened ears1 and a few of the strains come to cheer you4 ,one may have at first a strange feeling of bareness1 for things that we've always clung to as essential have gone out from us to others4 ,but with the outgoing of things has come an incoming of ,himself1 in greater abundance than we dreamed possible4 ,he1 within1 completely overbalances what ,he has sent out from us into use4 ,he--,he is everything4 ,the usual word for all this is service1 a blessed word4 ,yet service seems to suggest your doing something for ,him among others4 ,this is quite different4 ,it is ,his doing something with you for others4 ,the thing itself is so much more than any word4 ,christ is so much more than anything you say about ,him4 ,the truth is always less than ,himself4 ,but one never understands how much that means till he has seen ,christ4 ,have you seen ,christ8 ,then others shall see ,him1 too1 in you1 and through you4 ,this is the glory of the goal--face to face with ,himself4 ,it begins now4 ,it is a very real thing4 ,this is a bit of the meaning of that mountain beatitude1 the pure in heart 444 shall see ,god4 ,yet only he who sees understands what seeing means4 ,the subtle intensity of ,god's presence cannot be explained1 only understood by the purified in heart4 ,only the opened eyes see4 ,but this is only a beginning4 ,there will be the far greater glory of the final goal1 as we come into ,his immediate presence1 literally face to face4 ,that may be when we are called away from the lower road up to the higher reaches1 above the clouds and the blue1 the glory-reaches1 up where ,he now sits4 ,it may be by that goal coming nearer1 by ,himself actually coming on the clouds in great glory1 for ,his own and for the next chapter in ,his great world-plan4 ,then we shall be caught up into ,his presence4 ,then we shall be fully like ,him1 for we shall see ,him as ,he is4 ,and we shall be sharers in ,his glory1 in the ,kingdom time of glad earth service4 ,but we shall be thinking only of ,himself--face to face4 ,footnotes #a ,john i4 #a1 #b1 #ad1 #ah2 ,colossians i4 #ae2 ,,ii ,corinthians iv4 #d2 ,philippians ii4 #f2 ,hebrews i4 #c4 #b ,john xv4 #ae2 ,psalm xxv4 #ad2 ,isaiah xli4 #h2 ,,ii ,chronicles xx4 #g2 ,james ii4 #bc4 #c ,matthew iv4 #d2 where the emphatic word is man1 standing in contrast with ,son of ,god in verse #c4 #d ,acts xvii4 #bh2 ,job xii4 #aj2 ,daniel v4 #bc l4c42 ,psalm cxxxix4 #a-af4 #e ,philippians ii4 #f-h4 #f ,romans xii4 #ai2 ,deuteronomy xxxii4 #ce2 ,psalm xciv4 #a2 ,proverbs xx4 #bb2 ,i ,peter ii4 #bc2 ,i ,corinthians xiii4 #e1 second clause4 #g ,john xi4 #da1 #db2 xii4 #bg1 #bh2 ,luke x4 #ba4 #h ,deuteronomy viii4 #ag1 #ah4 #i ,matthew v4 #c4 #aj ,john viii4 #bh1 #bi4 #aa ,genesis i4 #bf-bh4 #ab #a ,philippians ii4 #h2 ,hebrews v4 #h2 ,romans v4 #ai l4c42 ,john x4 #ah l4c4 #ac ,hebrews ii4 #ah4 #ad ,hebrews xii4 #bi4 #ae ,romans iii4 #bf1 latter half2 free reading--that ,he 7,god7 might be seen to be just and righteous in forgiving a man's sin when he trusted in ,jesus4 #af ,eden3 delight4 #ag ,genesis ii4 #h-bj4 #ah ,genesis iii4 #h1 #i #ai ,genesis iv4-vi4 #bj ,genesis vi4 #f2 ,deuteronomy v4 #bi2 ,psalm lxxxi4 #ac2 ,isaiah xlviii4 #ah4 #ba ,mark xii4 #a-h2 ,,ii ,chronicles xxxvi4 #ae1 #af--,these passages1 and many similar1 while speaking directly of the one nation ,israel1 are giving a picture of the heart of ,god toward all men1 and ,his habit of action4 ,israel itself was the messenger-nation1 whose life was meant to be ,god's message of love to all the race4 #bb ,john i4 #a-ah1 especially verses #a-e1 #ad4 #bc ,john i4 #ad f4c4 #bd ,matthew ii4 #bb1 #bc4 #be ,john i4 #ai-bh4 #bf ,e4 ,c4 ,clephane4 #bg ,psalm xl4 #h f4c42 ,john iv4 #cd2 ,hebrews xii4 #b4 #bh ,matthew xi4 #bh4 #bi ,matthew iv4 #ai1 with ,luke v4 #a-aa4 #cj ,matthew xi4 #bi1 #cj4 #ca ,john xiii4 #ca-xvi4 #cc4 #cb ,john xx4 #ba4 #cc ,matthew xxviii4 #ah-bj4 #cd ,john i4 #ce-db4 #ce ,matthew iv4 #ah-bb1 with ,luke v4 #a-aa4 #cf ,matthew x4 #a-e2 ,mark iii4 #ad-ai2 ,luke vi4 #ab-ag4 #cg ,matthew xvi4 #ac-bh4 #ch ,matthew xvi4 #bd2 ,mark viii4 #cd2 ,luke ix4 #bc4 #ci ,matthew xxvi4 #eh4 #dj ,john xxi4 #ae-ai4 #da ,acts v4 #da4 #db ,i ,john4 #dc ,acts i1 #a4 #dd ,luke xiv4 #be-ce4 #de ,mark x4 #ag-bb4 #df ,in ,other ,sheep1 by ,harold ,begbie4 #dg ,luke xiv4 #be-ce1 with ,matthew v4 #ac4 #dh ,luke xxi4 #bh4 #di ,mark x4 #ag-bb4 #ej ,acts xxii4 #aa1 with ix4 #a-i4 #ea ,luke xxiv4 #dj2 ,john xx4 #bj4 #eb ,john i4 #ai-bh4 #ec ,romans viii4 #cd2 ,hebrews vii4 #be4 #ed ,i ,john ii4 #a2 ,hebrews ix4 #bd4 #ee ,isaiah xi #b2 lxi4 #a1 with ,luke iv4 #ah-ba4 #ef ,psalm xxv4 #c f4c4 #eg ,john iii4 #cd f4c4 #eh ,isaiah xliv4 #c2 ,john vii4 #cg-ci4 #ei ,acts viii4 #d-h1 #bf-dj4 #fj ,matthew v4 #db4 #fa ,isaiah xxxviii4 #ag1 margin4 #fb ,matthew iv4 #bc2 ix4 #ce4 #fc ,luke v4 #ae1 #af4 ,the language underneath here suggests a habitual going aside to pray1 as an offset to the work with the crowds4 #fd ,matthew xxv4 #dj4 #fe ,james i4 #b1 #c4 #ff ,matthew vi4 #ac4 #fg ,james i4 #ac4 #fh ,matthew xxvi4 #da4 #fi ,john xiii41 xiv4 #gj ,john xv41 xvi4 #ga ,john xvii4 #gb ,lucy ,rider ,meyer4 #gc ,exodus xxxii4 #ca1 #cb #gd ,romans ix4 #a-c4 #ge ,,ii ,corinthians iv4 #ab4 #gf ,colossians i4 #bd4 #gg ,i ,corinthians xv4 #c1 #d4 #gh ,acts i4 #a4 #gi ,matthew xxvii4 #ei1 #fj4 #hj ,matthew xxvii4 #fb1 #ff4 #ha ,john xii4 #bd4 #hb ,john xii4 #bj-cb4 #hc ,isaiah v4 #bj4 #hd ,matthew xvi4 #ba-bh4 #he ,john xv4 #hf ,hebrews xii4 #b4 #hg ,,ii ,corinthians iii4 #ah4 #hh ,romans viii4 #aa4 #hi ,,ii ,corinthians iv4 #aa4 ,dying in these two passages does not mean being in the process of dissolution1 but that the body is subject to death4 #ij ,ephesians i4 #bj1 #ba2 ,acts ii4 #cc2 ,john xiv4 #ab1 #ac2 ,romans viii4 #cd2 ,hebrews vii4 #be2 ix4 #bd4 #ia ,colossians iii4 ,i2 ,ephesians ii4 #f4 #ib ,psalm xxii4 #h1 #i4 #ic ,revelation ii4 #bf1 #bg2 v4 #aj2 xx4 #d4 #id ,psalm lxxxiv4 #aa4 #ie ,anonymous1 in ,egyptian ,mission ,news1 copied from ,s4 ,m4 ,zwemer's ,unoccupied ,fields of the ,world4 #if ,hebrews x4 #ab1 #ac4 #ig ,revelation ii41 iii4 #ih ,numbers xiv4 #bd xxxii4 #ab2 ,deuteronomy i4 #cf2 ,joshua xiv4 #h1 #i1 #ad4 #ii ,matthew xvi4 #bd4 #ajj ,john xii4 #bf4 #aja ,john vi4 #gj4 #ajb ,matthew xix4 #bg4 #ajc ,luke ix4 #ea-ed4 #ajd ,genesis xvi4 #aje ,galatians ii #aa-ad4 #ajf ,luke ii4 #di4 #ajg ,zechariah xiv4 #d4 #ajh ,hebrews xiii4 #bj1 #ba4 #aji ,exodus xxxii4 #ca1 #cb4 #aaj ,romans ix4 #a-c4 #aaa ,psalm xlix4 #g4 #aab ,genesis iv4 #ab-af4 #aac ,genesis vi4 #ag1 #ah4 #aad ,hosea i4 #b-i2 iii #a-c4 #aae ,isaiah vii4 #c-ag4 #aaf ,isaiah viii4 #a-c4 #aag ,isaiah xx4 #a-d4 #aah ,jeremiah xvi4 #a-d4 #aai ,ezekiel xxiv4 #ae-ai4 #abj ,psalm xvi4 #h4