,,dialogue ,,of ,,comfort ,,against ,,tribulation by ,st4 ,thomas ,more with modifications to obsolete language by ,monica ,stevens ,,published #aiea ,,by ,,sheed ,,and ,,ward1 ,,ltd4 #aaj_/aaa ,,fleet ,,street1 ,,london1 ,e4,c4#d ,,and ,,sheed ,,and ,,ward1 ,,inc4 #hcj ,,broadway1 ,,new ,,york1 #c ,,note ,this edition of the ,dialogue of ,comfort has been transcribed from the #aeeg version as it appears in ,everyman's ,library4 ,the ,everyman edition is heartily recommended to readers who would like to taste the dialogue in its original form4 ,the first plan was to change only the spelling4 ,it soon became evident that the punctuation would have to be changed to follow present usage4 ,the longest sentences were then broken up into two or three1 and certain others were rearranged into a word order more like that of today4 ,nothing was omitted1 however1 and nothing was added except relative pronouns1 parts of to be1 and other such neutral connectives4 ,finally1 obsolete words were changed to more familiar equivalents except when they were entirely clear and too good to lose4 ,thus wot became know but gigglot and galp up the ghost were retained4 ,words that have come to have a quite different meaning for us1 such as fond and lust were replaced by less ambiguous ones--wherever possible1 by ones that ,more himself used elsewhere4 ,the text has not been cut or expanded1 re-interpreted or edited4 ,any transcription seems to involve some interpretation1 conscious or otherwise1 but an effort has been made to keep it to a minimum4 ,passages that seemed to make no sense have therefore been left unaltered4 ,if other readers find solutions for them their suggestions will be welcomed4 ,this is not in any sense a scholarly piece of work4 ,that would require a very different method1 as well as a far more thorough knowledge of sixteenth-century ,english4 ,it would be a most commendable undertaking1 but it might result in an edition for the learned4 ,this one is for everyone who has the two essentials1 faith and intelligence1 presupposed by ,anthony in ,chapter ,,ii4 ,,monica ,,stevens ,middlebury1 ,vermont4 ,feast of ,st4 ,benedict1 #aiej4 ,,book ,,one ,,vincent3 ,who would have thought1 ,o my good uncle1 a few years past1 that those in this country who would visit their friends lying in disease and sickness would come1 as ,i do now1 to seek and fetch comfort of them8 ,or who would have thought that in giving comfort to them they would use the way that ,i may well use to you8 ,for albeit that the priests and friars be wont to call upon sick men to remember death1 yet we worldly friends1 for fear of discomforting them1 have ever had a way here in ,hungary of lifting up their hearts and putting them in good hope of life4 ,but now1 my good uncle1 the world is here waxed such1 and so great perils appear here to fall at hand1 that methinketh the greatest comfort a man can have is when he can see that he shall soon be gone4 ,and we who are likely long to live here in wretchedness have need of some comforting counsel against tribulation to be given us by such as you1 good uncle4 ,for you have so long lived virtuously1 and are so learned in the law of ,god that very few are better in this country4 ,and you have had yourself good experience and assay of such things as we do now fear1 as one who hath been taken prisoner in ,turkey two times in your days1 and is now likely to depart hence ere long4 ,but that may be your great comfort1 good uncle1 since you depart to ,god4 ,but us of your kindred shall you leave here1 a company of sorry comfortless orphans4 ,for to all of us your good help1 comfort1 and counsel hath long been a great stay--not as an uncle to some1 and to others as one further of kin1 but as though to us all you had been a natural father4 ,,anthony3 ,mine own good cousin1 ,i cannot much deny but what there is indeed1 not only here in ,hungary but also in almost all places in ,christendom1 such a customary manner of unchristian comforting4 ,and in any sick man it doth more harm than good1 by drawing him in time of sickness1 with looking and longing for life1 from the meditation of death1 judgment1 heaven1 and hell1 with which he should beset much of his time--even all his whole life in his best health4 ,yet is that manner of comfort to my mind more than mad when it is used to a man of mine age4 ,for as we well know that a young man may die soon1 so are we very sure that an old man cannot live long4 ,and yet there is 7as ,tully saith7 no man so old but that1 for all that1 he hopeth yet that he may live one year more1 and of a frail folly delighteth to think thereon and comfort himself therewith4 ,so other men's words of such comfort1 adding more sticks to that fire1 shall 7in a manner7 quite burn up the pleasant moisture that should most refresh him--the wholesome dew1 ,i mean1 of ,god's grace1 by which he should wish with ,god's will to be hence1 and long to be with him in ,heaven4 ,now1 as for your taking my departing from you so heavily 7as that of one from whom you recognize1 of your goodness1 to have had here before help and comfort71 would ,god ,i had done to you and to others half so much as ,i myself reckon it would have been my duty to do6 ,but whensoever ,god may take me hence1 to reckon yourselves then comfortless1 as though your chief comfort stood in me--therein would you make1 methinketh1 a reckoning very much as though you would cast away a strong staff and lean upon a rotten reed4 ,for ,god is1 and must be1 your comfort1 and not ,i4 ,and he is a sure comforter1 who 7as he said unto his disciples7 never leaveth his servants comfortless orphans1 not even when he departed from his disciples by death4 ,but he both sent them a comforter1 as he had promised1 the ,holy ,spirit of his ,father and himself1 and he also made them sure that to the world's end he would ever dwell with them himself4 ,and therefore1 if you be part of his flock and believe his promise1 how can you be comfortless in any tribulation1 when ,christ and his ,holy ,spirit1 and with them their inseparable ,father1 if you put full trust and confidence in them1 are never either one finger-breadth of space nor one minute of time from you8 ,,vincent3 ,o1 my good uncle1 even these selfsame words1 with which you prove that because of ,god's own gracious presence we cannot be left comfortless1 make me now feel and perceive how much comfort we shall miss when you are gone4 ,for albeit1 good uncle1 that while you tell me this ,i cannot but grant it for true1 yet if ,i had not now heard it from you1 ,i would not have remembered it1 nor would it have fallen to my mind4 ,and moreover1 as our tribulations shall increase in weight and number1 so shall we need not only one such good word or twain1 but a great heap of them1 to stable and strengthen the walls of our hearts against the great surges of this tempestuous sea4 ,,anthony3 ,good cousin1 trust well in ,god and he shall provide you outward teachers suitable for every time1 or else shall himself sufficiently teach you inwardly4 ,,vincent3 ,very well1 good uncle1 but yet if we would leave the seeking of outward learning1 when we can have it1 and look to be inwardly taught by ,god alone1 then should be thereby tempt ,god and displease him4 ,and since ,i now see the likelihood that when you are gone we shall be sore destitute of any other like you1 therefore methinketh that ,god bindeth me of duty to pray you now1 good uncle1 in this short time that we have you1 that ,i may learn of you such plenty of good counsel and comfort1 against these great storms of tribulation with which both ,i and all mine are sore beaten already1 and now upon the coming of this cruel ,turk fear to fall in far more1 that ,i may1 with the same laid up in remembrance1 govern and stay the ship of our kindred and keep it afloat from peril of spiritual drowning4 ,you are not ignorant1 good uncle1 what heaps of heaviness have of late fallen among us already1 with which some of our poor family are fallen into such dumps that scantly can any such comfort as my poor wit can give them at all assuage their sorrow4 ,and now1 since these tidings have come hither1 so hot with the great ,turk's enterprise into these parts here1 we can scantly talk nor think of anything else than his might and our danger4 ,there falleth so continually before the eyes of our heart a fearful imagination of this terrible thing3 his mighty strength and power1 his high malice and hatred1 and his incomparable cruelty1 with robbing1 spoiling1 burning1 and laying waste all the way that his army cometh2 then1 killing or carrying away the people thence1 far from home1 and there severing the couples and the kindred asunder1 every one far from the other1 some kept in thraldom and some kept in prison and some for a triumph tormented and killed in his presence2 then1 sending his people hither and his false faith too1 so that such as are here and still remain shall either both lose all and be lost too1 or be forced to forsake the faith of our ,saviour ,christ and fall to the false sect of ,mahomet4 ,and yet--that which we fear more than all the rest--no small part of our own folk who dwell even here about us are1 we fear1 falling to him or already confederated with him4 ,if this be so1 it may haply keep this quarter from the ,turk's invasion4 ,but then shall they that turn to his law leave all their neighbours nothing1 but shall have our goods given them and our bodies too1 unless we turn as they do and forsake our ,saviour too4 ,and then--for there is no born ,turk so cruel to ,christian folk as is the false ,christian that falleth from the faith--we shall stand in peril1 if we persevere in the truth1 to be more hardly handled and die a more cruel death by our own countrymen at home than if we were taken hence and carried into ,turkey4 ,these fearful heaps of peril lie so heavy at our hearts1 since we know not into which we shall fortune to fall and therefore fear all the worst1 that 7as our ,saviour prophesied of the people of ,jerusalem7 many among us wish already1 before the peril come1 that the mountains would overwhelm them or the valleys open and swallow them up and cover them4 ,therefore1 good uncle1 against these horrible fears of these terrible tribulations--some of which1 as you know1 our house hath already1 and the rest of which we stand in dread of--give us1 while ,god lendeth you to us1 such plenty of your comforting counsel as ,i may write and keep with us1 to stay us when ,god shall call you hence4 ,,anthony3 ,ah1 my good cousin1 this is a heavy hearing4 ,and just as we who dwell here in this part now sorely fear that thing which a few years ago we feared not at all1 so ,i suspect that ere long they shall fear it as much who now think themselves very sure because they dwell further off4 ,greece feared not the ,turk when ,i was born1 and within a while afterward that whole empire was his4 ,the great ,sultan of ,syria thought himself more than his match1 and long since you were born hath he that empire too4 ,then hath he taken ,belgrade1 the fortress of this realm4 ,and since that hath he destroyed our noble young goodly king1 and now two of them strive for us--our ,lord send the grace that the third dog carry not away the bone from them both6 ,what of the noble strong city of ,rhodes1 the winning of which he counted as a victory against the whole body of ,christendom1 since all ,christendom was not able to defend that strong town against him8 ,howbeit1 if the princes of ,christendom everywhere would1 where there was need1 have set to their hands in time1 the ,turk would never have taken any one of all those places4 ,but partly because of dissensions fallen among ourselves1 and partly because no man careth what harm other folk feel1 but each part suffereth the other to shift for itself1 the ,turk has in a few years wonderfully increased and ,christendom on the other hand very sorely decayed4 ,and all this is worked by our wickedness1 with which ,god is not content4 ,but now1 whereas you desire of me some plenty of comforting things1 which you may put in remembrance1 to comfort your company with--verily1 in the rehearsing and heaping of your manifold fears1 ,i myself began to feel that there would be much need1 against so many troubles1 of many comforting counsels4 ,for surely1 a little before you came1 as ,i devised with myself upon the ,turk's coming1 it happened that my mind fell suddenly from that to devising upon my own departing4 ,now1 albeit that ,i fully put my trust in ,god and hope to be a saved soul by his mercy1 yet no man is here so sure that without revelation he may stand clean out of dread4 ,so ,i bethought me also upon the pain of hell1 and afterward1 then1 ,i bethought me upon the ,turk again4 ,and at first methought his terror nothing1 when ,i compared with it the joyful hope of heaven4 ,then ,i compared it on the other hand with the fearful dread of hell1 casting therein in my mind those terrible fiendish tormentors1 with the deep consideration of that furious endless fire4 ,and methought that if the ,turk with his whole host1 and all his trumpets and timbrels too1 were to come to my chamber door and kill me in my bed1 in respect of the other reckoning ,i would regard him not a rush4 ,and yet1 when ,i now heard your lamentable words1 laying forth as though it were present before my face that heap of heavy sorrowful tribulations that 7besides those that are already befallen7 are in short space likely to follow1 ,i waxed myself suddenly somewhat dismayed4 ,and therefore ,i well approve your request in this behalf1 since you wish to have a store of comfort beforehand1 ready by you to resort to1 and to lay up in your heart as a remedy against the poison of all desperate dread that might arise from occasion of sore tribulation4 ,and ,i shall be glad1 as my poor wit shall serve me1 to call to mind with you such things as ,i before have read1 heard1 or thought upon1 that may conveniently serve us to this purpose4 ,i ,first shall you1 good cousin1 understand this3 ,the natural wise men of this world1 the old moral philosophers1 laboured much in this matter4 ,and many natural reasons have they written by which they might encourage men to set little by such goods--or such hurts1 either--the going and coming of which are the matter and cause of tribulation4 ,such are the goods of fortune1 riches1 favour1 friends1 fame1 worldly honour1 and such other things3 or of the body1 as beauty1 strength1 agility1 liveliness1 and health4 ,these things1 as you know1 coming to us1 are matter of worldly wealth4 ,and1 taken from us by fortune or by force or the fear of losing them1 they are matter of adversity and tribulation4 ,for tribulation seemeth generally to signify nothing else but some kind of grief1 either pain of the body or heaviness of the mind4 ,now that the body should not feel what it feeleth1 all the wit in the world cannot bring that about4 ,but that the mind should not be grieved either with the pain that the body feeleth or with occasions of heaviness offered and given unto the soul itself1 this thing the philosophers laboured very much about4 ,and many goodly sayings have they toward strength and comfort against tribulation1 exciting men to the full contempt of all worldly loss and the despising of sickness and all bodily grief1 painful death and all4 ,howbeit1 indeed1 for anything that ever ,i read in them1 ,i never could yet find that those natural reasons were ever able to give sufficient comfort of themselves4 ,for they never stretch so far but that they leave untouched1 for lack of necessary knowledge1 that special point which not only is the chief comfort of all but without which also all other comforts are nothing4 ,and that point is to refer the final end of their comfort unto ,god1 and to repute and take for the special cause of comfort that by the patient sufferance of their tribulation they shall attain his favour and for their pain receive reward at his hand in heaven4 ,and for lack of knowledge of this end1 they did1 as they needs must1 leave untouched also the very special means without which we can never attain to this comfort1 which is the gracious aid and help of ,god to move1 stir1 and guide us forward in the referring of all our ghostly comfort--yea1 and our worldly comfort too--all unto that heavenly end4 ,and therefore1 as ,i say1 for the lack of these things1 all their comforting counsels are very far insufficient4 ,howbeit1 though they be far unable to cure our disease of themselves and therefore are not sufficient to be taken for our physicians1 some good drugs have they yet in their shops4 ,they may therefore be suffered to dwell among our apothecaries1 if their medicines be made not of their own brains but after the bills made by the great physician ,god1 prescribing the medicines himself and correcting the faults of their erroneous recipes4 ,for unless we take this way with them1 they shall not fail to do as many bold blind apothecaries do who1 either for lucre or out of a foolish pride1 give sick folk medicines of their own devising4 ,for therewith do they kill up in corners many such simple folk as they find so foolish as to put their lives in the hands of such ignorant and unlearned ,blind ,bayards4 ,we shall therefore neither fully receive these philosophers' reasons in this matter1 nor yet utterly refuse them4 ,but1 using them in such order as may beseem them1 we shall fetch the principal and effectual medicines against these diseases of tribulation from that high1 great1 and excellent physician without whom we could never be healed of our very deadly disease of damnation4 ,for our necessity in that regard1 the ,spirit of ,god spiritually speaketh of himself to us1 and biddeth us give him the honour of all our health4 ,and therein he thus saith unto us3 ,honour thou the physician1 for him hath the high ,god ordained for thy necessity4 ,therefore let us pray that high physician1 our blessed ,saviour ,christ1 whose holy manhood ,god ordained for our necessity1 to cure our deadly wounds with the medicine made of the most wholesome blood of his own blessed body4 ,and let us pray that1 as he cured our mortal malady by this incomparable medicine1 it may please him to send us and put in our minds at this time such medicines as may so comfort and strengthen us in his grace against the sickness and sorrows of tribulation1 that our deadly enemy the devil may never have the power1 by his poisoned dart of murmur1 grudge1 and impatience1 to turn our short sickness of worldly tribulation into the endless everlasting death of infernal damnation4 ,,ii ,since all our principal comfort must come from ,god1 we must first presuppose1 in him to whom we shall give any effectual comfort with any ghostly counsel1 one ground to begin with1 on which all that we shall build may be supported and stand2 that is1 the ground and foundation of faith4 ,without this1 had ready before1 all the spiritual comfort that anyone may speak of can never avail a fly4 ,for just as it would be utterly vain to lay natural reasons of comfort to him who hath no wit1 so would it undoubtedly be frustrate to lay spiritual causes of comfort to him who hath no faith4 ,for unless a man first believe that holy scripture is the word of ,god1 and that the word of ,god is true1 how can he take any comfort in that which the scripture telleth him8 ,a man must needs take little fruit of scripture1 if he either believe not that it be the word of ,god1 or else think that1 though it were1 it might yet for all that be untrue6 ,as this faith is more strong or more faint1 so shall the comforting words of holy scripture stand the man in more stead or less4 ,this virtue of faith can no man give himself1 nor yet any man to another4 ,but though men may with preaching be ministers unto ,god therein2 and though a man can1 with his own free will1 obeying freely the inward inspiration of ,god1 be a weak worker with almighty ,god therein2 yet is the faith indeed the gracious gift of ,god himself4 ,for1 as ,st4 ,james saith1 ,every good gift and every perfect gift is given from above1 descending from the ,father of lights4 ,therefore1 feeling our faith by many tokens very faint1 let us pray to him who giveth it to us1 that it may please him to help and increase it4 ,and let us first say with him in the gospel1 ,i believe1 good ,lord1 but help thou the lack of my belief4 ,and afterwards1 let us pray with the apostles1 ,lord1 increase our faith4 ,and finally1 let us consider1 by ,christ's saying unto them1 that1 if we would not suffer the strength and fervour of our faith to wax lukewarm--or rather key-cold--and lose its vigour by scattering our minds abroad about so many trifling things that we very seldom think of the matters of our faith1 we should withdraw our thought from the respect and regard of all worldly fantasies1 and so gather our faith together into a little narrow room4 ,and like the little grain of mustard seed1 which is by nature hot1 we should set it in the garden of our soul1 all weeds being pulled out for the better feeding of our faith4 ,then shall it grow1 and so spread up in height that the birds--that is1 the holy angels of heaven--shall breed in our soul1 and bring forth virtues in the branches of our faith4 ,and then1 with the faithful trust that through the true belief of ,god's word we shall put in his promise1 we shall be well able to command a great mountain of tribulation to void from the place where it stood in our heart1 whereas with a very feeble faith and faint1 we shall be scantly able to remove a little hillock4 ,and therefore1 as for the first conclusion1 since we must of necessity before any spiritual comfort presuppose the foundation of faith1 and since no man can give us faith but only ,god1 let us never cease to call upon ,god for it4 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 good uncle1 methinks that this foundation of faith which1 as you say1 must be laid first1 is so necessarily requisite1 that without it all spiritual comfort would be given utterly in vain4 ,and therefore now shall we pray ,god for a full and fast faith4 ,and ,i pray you1 good uncle1 proceed you farther in the process of your matter of spiritual comfort against tribulation4 ,,anthony3 ,that shall ,i1 cousin1 with good will4 ,,iii ,i will in my poor mind assign1 for the first comfort1 the desire and longing to be comforted by ,god4 ,and not without some reason call ,i this the first cause of comfort4 ,for1 as the cure of that person is in a manner desperate1 who hath no will to be cured1 so is the comfort of that person desperate1 who desireth not his own comfort4 ,and here shall ,i note you two kinds of folk who are in tribulation and heaviness3 one sort that will not seek for comfort1 and another sort that will4 ,and again1 of those that will not1 there are also two sorts4 ,for the first there are the sort who are so drowned in sorrow that they fall into a careless deadly dullness1 regarding nothing1 thinking almost of nothing1 no more than if they lay in a lethargy4 ,with them it may so befall that wit and remembrance will wear away and fall even fair from them4 ,and this comfortless kind of heaviness in tribulation is the highest kind of the deadly sin of sloth4 ,another sort there are1 who will seek for no comfort1 nor yet receive none1 but in their tribulation 7be it loss or sickness7 are so testy1 so fuming1 and so far out of all patience that it profiteth no man to speak to them4 ,and these are as furious with impatience as though they were in half a frenzy4 ,and1 from a custom of such behaviour1 they may fall into one full and whole4 ,and this kind of heaviness in tribulation is even a dangerous high branch of the mortal sin of ire4 ,then is there1 as ,i told you1 another kind of folk1 who fain would be comforted4 ,and yet are they of two sorts too4 ,one sort are those who in their sorrow seek for worldly comfort4 ,and of them shall we now speak the less1 for the divers occasions that we shall afterwards have to touch upon them in more places than one4 ,but here will ,i say this1 which ,i learned of ,st4 ,bernard3 ,he who in tribulation turneth himself unto worldly vanities1 to get help and comfort from them1 fareth like a man who in peril of drowning catcheth whatsoever cometh next to hand1 and that holdeth he fast1 be it never so simple a stick4 ,but then that helpeth him not1 for he draweth that stick down under the water with him1 and there they lie both drowned together4 ,so surely1 if we accustom ourselves to put our trust of comfort in the delight of these childish worldly things1 ,god shall for that foul fault suffer our tribulation to grow so great that all the pleasures of this world shall never bear us up1 but all our childish pleasure shall drown with us in the depth of tribulation4 ,the other sort is1 ,i say1 of those who long and desire to be comforted by ,god4 ,and as ,i told you before1 they undoubtedly have a great cause of comfort even in that point alone1 that they consider themselves to desire and long to be comforted by almighty ,god4 ,this mind of theirs may well be cause of great comfort to them1 for two great considerations4 ,one is that they see themselves seek for their comfort where they cannot fail to find it4 ,for ,god both can give them comfort1 and will4 ,he can1 for he is all-mighty2 he will1 for he is all-good1 and hath himself promised1 ,ask and you shall have4 ,he who hath faith--as he must needs have who shall take comfort--cannot doubt but what ,god will surely keep his promise4 ,and therefore hath he a great cause to be of good comfort1 as ,i say1 in that he considereth that he longeth to be comforted by him who1 his faith maketh him sure1 will not fail to comfort him4 ,but here consider this3 ,i speak here of him who in tribulation longeth to be comforted by ,god1 and who referreth the manner of his comforting to ,god4 ,such a man holdeth himself content1 whether ,god comfort him by taking away or diminishing the tribulation itself1 or by giving him patience and spiritual consolation therein4 ,for if he long only to have ,god take his trouble from him1 we cannot so well warrant that mind for a cause of so great comfort4 ,for a man may desire that who never mindeth to be the better1 and also may he miss the effect of his desire1 because his request is haply not good for him4 ,and of this kind of longing and requiring1 we shall have occasion hereafter to speak further4 ,but he who1 referring the manner of his comforting to ,god1 desireth of ,god to be comforted1 asketh a thing so lawful and so pleasing to ,god that he cannot fail to fare well4 ,and therefore hath he1 as ,i say1 great cause to take comfort in the very desire itself4 ,another cause hath he to take of that desire a very great occasion of comfort4 ,for since his desire is good1 and declareth to him that he hath a good faith in ,god1 it is a good token unto him that he is not an abject1 cast out of ,god's gracious favour1 since he perceiveth that ,god hath put such a virtuous1 well-ordered appetite in his mind4 ,for as every evil mind cometh of the world and ourselves and the devil1 so is every such good mind inspired into man's heart1 either immediately or by the mean of our good angel or other gracious occasion1 by the goodness of ,god himself4 ,and what a comfort then may this be to us1 when we by that desire perceive a sure undoubted token that towards our final salvation our ,saviour is himself so graciously busy about us6 ,,iv ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 good uncle1 this good mind of longing for ,god's comfort is a good cause of great comfort indeed--our ,lord in tribulation send it to us6 ,but by this ,i see well1 that woe may they be who in tribulation lack that mind and who desire not to be comforted by ,god1 but either are of sloth or impatience discomfortless1 or else of folly seek for their chief ease and comfort anywhere else4 ,,anthony3 ,that is1 good cousin1 very true1 as long as they stand in that state4 ,but then you must consider that tribulation is a means to drive them from that state1 and that is one of the causes for which ,god sendeth it unto man4 ,for albeit that pain was ordained by ,god for the punishment of sins 7so that they who never do now but sin cannot but be ever punished in hell7 yet in this world1 in which his high mercy giveth men space to be better1 the punishment that he sendeth by tribulation serveth ordinarily for a means of amendment4 ,st4 ,paul himself was sorely against ,christ1 till ,christ gave him a great fall and threw him to the ground1 and struck him stark blind4 ,and with that tribulation he turned to him at the first word1 and ,god was his physician and healed him soon after both in body and in soul by his minister ,ananias and made him his blessed apostle4 ,some are in the beginning of tribulation very stubborn and stiff against ,god1 and yet at length tribulation bringeth them home4 ,the proud king ,pharaoh did abide and endure two or three of the first plagues1 and would not once stoop at them4 ,but then ,god laid on a sorer lash that made him cry to him for help4 ,and then sent he for ,moses and ,aaron and confessed himself for a sinner and ,god for good and righteous4 ,and he prayed them to pray for him and to withdraw that plague1 and he would let them go4 ,but when his tribulation was withdrawn1 then was he wicked again4 ,so was his tribulation occasion of his profit1 and his help in turn was cause of his harm4 ,for his tribulation made him call to ,god1 and his help made hard his heart again4 ,many a man who in an easy tribulation falleth to seek his ease in the pastime of worldly fantasies1 in a greater pain findeth all those comforts so feeble that he is fain to fall to the seeking of ,god's help4 ,and therefore is1 ,i say1 the very tribulation itself many times a means to bring the man to the taking of the aforementioned comfort therein--that is1 to the desire of comfort given by ,god4 ,for this desire of ,god's comfort is1 as ,i have proved you1 great cause of comfort itself4 ,v ,howbeit1 though the tribulation itself be a means oftentimes to get a man this first comfort in it1 yet sometimes itself alone bringeth not a man to it4 ,and therefore1 since unless this comfort be had first1 there can in tribulation no other good comfort come forth1 we must consider the means by which this first comfort may come4 ,meseemeth that if the man of sloth or impatience or hope of worldly comfort have no mind to desire and seek for comfort of ,god1 those who are his friends1 who come to visit and comfort him1 must before everything put that point in his mind1 and not spend the time 7as they commonly do7 in trifling and in turning him to the fantasies of the world4 ,they must also move him to pray ,god to put this desire in his mind4 ,for when he once getteth it1 he then hath the first comfort--and1 without doubt1 if it be well considered1 a comfort marvellously great4 ,his friends who thus counsel him must also1 to the attaining thereof1 help to pray for him themselves1 and cause him to desire good folk to help him to pray for it4 ,and then1 if these ways be taken to get it1 ,i doubt not but the goodness of ,god shall give it4 ,,vi ,,vincent3 ,verily methinketh1 good uncle1 that this counsel is very good4 ,for unless a person have first a desire to be comforted by ,god1 ,i cannot see what it can avail to give him any further counsel of any spiritual comfort4 ,howbeit1 what if the man have this desire of ,god's comfort3 that is1 that it may please ,god to comfort him in his tribulation by taking that tribulation from him--is not this a good desire of ,god's comfort1 and a desire sufficient for him who is in tribulation8 ,,anthony3 ,no1 cousin1 that it is not4 ,i touched before upon this point and passed it over1 because ,i thought it would fall in our way again1 and so know ,i well that it will1 oftener than once4 ,and now am ,i glad that you yourself move it to me here4 ,a man may many times1 well and without sin1 desire of ,god that the tribulation be taken from him4 ,but neither may we desire that in every case1 nor yet very well in any case 7except very few7 save under a certain condition1 either expressed or implied4 ,for tribulations are1 as you know well1 of many sundry kinds4 ,some are by loss of goods or possessions1 some by the sickness of ourselves1 and some by the loss of friends or by some other pain put unto our bodies4 ,some are by the dread of losing these things that we fain would save1 under which fear fall all the same things that we have spoken of before4 ,for we may fear loss of goods or possessions1 or the loss of our friends1 or their grief and trouble or our own by sickness1 imprisonment1 or other bodily pain4 ,we may be troubled most of all with the fear of that thing which he feareth least of all who hath most need to do so--that is1 the fear of losing through deadly sin the life of his blessed soul4 ,and this last kind of tribulation1 as the sorest tribulation of all1 though we may touch some pieces of it here and there before1 yet the chief part and the principal pain will ,i reserve to treat apart effectually at the end4 ,but now1 as ,i said1 since the kinds of tribulation are so diverse1 a man may pray ,god to take some of these tribulations from him1 and may take some comfort in the trust that ,god will do so4 ,and therefore against hunger1 sickness1 and bodily hurt1 and against the loss of either body or soul1 men may lawfully many times pray to the goodness of ,god1 either for themselves or for their friends4 ,and toward this purpose are expressly prayed many devout orisons in the common services of our mother ,holy ,church4 ,and toward our help in some of these things serve some of the petitions in the ,pater ,noster1 in which we pray daily for our daily food1 and to be preserved from the fall into temptation1 and to be delivered from evil4 ,but yet may we not always pray for the taking away from us of every kind of temptation4 ,for if a man should in every sickness pray for his health again1 when should he show himself content to die and to depart unto ,god8 ,and that mind must a man have1 you know1 or else it will not be well with him4 ,it is a tribulation to good men to feel in themselves the conflict of the flesh against the soul and the rebellion of sensuality against the rule and governance of reason--the relics that remain in mankind of old original sin1 of which ,st4 ,paul so sore complaineth in his epistle to the ,romans4 ,and yet may we not pray1 while we stand in this life1 to have this kind of tribulation utterly taken from us4 ,for it is left us by ,god's ordinance to strive against it and fight with it1 and by reason and grace to master it and use it for the matter of our merit4 ,for the salvation of our soul may we boldly pray4 ,for grace may we boldly pray1 for faith1 for hope1 and for charity1 and for every such virtue as shall serve us toward heaven4 ,but as for all the other things before mentioned 7in which is contained the matter of every kind of tribulation71 we may never well make prayers so precisely but that we must express or imply a condition therein--that is1 that if ,god see the contrary better for us1 we refer it wholly to his will4 ,and if that be so1 we pray that ,god1 instead of taking away our grief1 may send us of his goodness either spiritual comfort to take it gladly or at least strength to bear it patiently4 ,for if we determine with ourselves that we will take no comfort in anything but the taking of our tribulation from us1 then either we prescribe to ,god that he shall do us no better turn1 even though he would1 than we will ourselves appoint him2 or else we declare that we ourselves can tell better than he what is better for us4 ,and therefore1 ,i say1 let us in tribulation desire his help and comfort1 and let us remit the manner of that comfort unto his own high pleasure4 ,when we do this1 let us nothing doubt but that1 as his high wisdom better seeth what is best for us than we can see it ourselves1 so shall his sovereign high goodness give us that thing that shall indeed be best4 ,for otherwise1 if we presume to stand to our own choice--unless ,god offer us the choice himself1 as he did to ,david in the choice of his own punishment1 after his high pride conceived in the numbering of the people--we may foolishly choose the worst4 ,and by prescribing unto ,god ourselves so precisely what we will that he shall do for us1 unless of his gracious favour he reject our folly1 he shall for indignation grant us our own request1 and afterward shall we well find that it shall turn us to harm4 ,how many men attain health of body for whom it would be better1 for their soul's health1 that their bodies were sick still8 ,how many get out of prison who happen outside on such harm as the prison would have kept them from8 ,how many who have been loth to lose their worldly goods have1 in keeping of their goods1 soon afterward lost their life8 ,so blind is our mortality and so unaware what will befall--so unsure also what manner of mind we ourselves will have tomorrow--that ,god could not lightly do a man more vengeance than to grant him in this world his own foolish wishes4 ,what wit have we poor fools to know what will serve us8 ,for the blessed apostle himself in his sore tribulation1 praying thrice unto ,god to take it away from him1 was answered again by ,god 7in a manner7 that he was but a fool in asking that request1 but that the help of ,god's grace in that tribulation to strengthen him was far better for him than to take that tribulation from him4 ,and therefore1 perceiving well by experience the truth of the lesson1 he giveth us good warning not to be too bold of our minds1 when we require aught of ,god1 at his own pleasure4 ,for his own ,holy ,spirit so sore desireth our welfare that1 as men say1 he groaneth for us1 in such wise as no tongue can tell4 ,what we may pray for1 that would be behovable for us1 we cannot ourselves tell1 saith ,st4 ,paul1 but the ,spirit himself desireth for us with unspeakable groanings4 ,and therefore ,i say1 for conclusion of this point1 let us never ask of ,god precisely our own ease by delivery from our tribulation1 but pray for his aid and comfort by such ways as he himself shall best like1 and then may we take comfort even of our such request4 ,for we may be sure that this mind cometh of ,god4 ,and also we may be very sure that as he beginneth to work with us1 so--unless we ourselves fly from him--he will not fail to tarry with us4 ,and then1 if he dwell with us1 what trouble can do us harm8 ,if ,god be with us1 saith ,st4 ,paul1 who can stand against us8 ,,vii ,,vincent3 ,you have1 good uncle1 well opened and declared the question that ,i demanded you--that is1 what manner of comfort a man might pray for in tribulation4 ,and now proceed forth1 good uncle1 and show us yet farther some other spiritual comfort in tribulation4 ,,anthony3 ,this may be1 methinketh1 good cousin1 great comfort in tribulation3 that every tribulation which any time falleth unto us is either sent to be medicinable1 if men will so take it2 or may become medicinable1 if men will so make it2 or is better than medicinable1 unless we will forsake it4 ,,vincent3 ,surely this is very comforting--if we can well perceive it6 ,,anthony3 ,there three things that ,i tell you1 we shall consider thus3 ,every tribulation that we fall in1 either cometh by our own known deserving deed bringing us to it1 as the sickness that followeth our intemperate surfeit or the imprisonment or other punishment put upon a man for his heinous crime2 or else it is sent us by ,god without any certain deserving cause open and known to ourselves1 either for punishment of some sins past 7we know not certainly which7 or for preserving us from sin in which we would otherwise be like to fall2 or finally it is not due to the man's sin at all but is for the proof of his patience and increase of his merit4 ,in all the former cases tribulation is1 if we will1 medicinable4 ,in this last case of all1 it is better than medicinable4 ,,viii ,,vincent3 ,this seemeth to me very good1 good uncle1 save that it seemeth somewhat brief and short1 and thereby methinketh somewhat obscure and dark4 ,,anthony3 ,we shall therefore1 to give it light withal1 touch upon every member of it somewhat more at large4 ,one member is1 as you know1 of them that fall in tribulation through their own certain well-deserving deed1 open and known to themselves1 as when we fall in a sickness following upon our own gluttonous feasting1 or when a man is punished for his own open fault4 ,these tribulations1 and others like them1 may seem not to be comfortable1 in that a man may be sorry to think himself the cause of his own harm4 ,yet hath he good cause of comfort in them1 if he consider that he may make them medicinable for himself if he will4 ,for whereas there was due to that sin1 unless it were purged here1 a far greater punishment after this world in another place1 this worldly tribulation of pain and punishment1 by ,god's good provision for him put upon him here in this world before1 shall by the mean of ,christ's passion1 if the man will in true faith and good hope by meek and patience sufferance of his tribulation so make it1 serve him for a sure medicine to cure him4 ,and it shall clearly discharge him of all the sickness and disease of those pains that he should otherwise suffer afterward4 ,for such is the great goodness of almighty ,god that he punisheth not the same thing twice4 ,and albeit that this punishment is put unto the man1 not of his own election and free choice but by force1 so that he would fain avoid it and falleth in it against his will1 and therefore it seemeth worthy of no thanks2 yet the great goodness of almighty ,god so far surpasseth the poor imperfect goodness of man1 that though men make their reckoning here one with another such1 ,god yet of his high bounty in man's account alloweth it toward him far otherwise4 ,for though a man fall in his pain by his own fault1 and also at first against his will1 yet as soon as he confesseth his fault and applieth his will to be content to suffer that pain and punishment for the same1 and waxeth sorry not only that he shall sustain such punishment but also that he hath offended ,god and thereby deserved much more1 our ,lord from that time counteth it not for pain taken against his will4 ,but it shall be a marvellous good medicine1 and work as a willingly taken pain the purgation and cleansing of his soul with gracious remission of his sin1 and of the far greater pain that otherwise would have been prepared for it1 peradventure forever in hell4 ,for many there are undoubtedly who would otherwise drive forth and die in their deadly sin1 who yet in such tribulation1 feeling their own frailty so effectually and the false flattering world failing them1 turn full goodly to ,god and call for mercy4 ,and so by grace they make virtue of necessity1 and make a medicine of their malady1 taking their trouble meekly1 and make a right godly end4 ,consider well the story of ,acham1 who committed sacrilege at the great city of ,jericho4 ,thereupon ,god took a great vengeance upon the children of ,israel1 and afterward told them the cause and bade them go seek the fault and try it out by lots4 ,when the lot fell upon the very man who did it--being tried by the lot falling first upon his tribe and then upon his family and then upon his house and finally upon his person--he could well see that he was deprehended and taken against his will4 ,but yet at the good exhortation of ,josue saying unto him1 ,mine own son1 give glory to the ,god of ,israel1 and confess and show me what thou hast done1 and hide it not1 he confessed humbly the theft and meekly took his death for it4 ,and he had1 ,i doubt not1 both strength and comfort in his pain1 and died a very good man4 ,yet1 if he had never come in tribulation1 he would have been in peril never haply to have had just remorse in all his whole life1 but might have died wretchedly and gone to the devil eternally4 ,and thus made this thief a good medicine of his well-deserved pain and tribulation4 ,consider well the converted thief who hung on ,christ's right hand4 ,did not he1 by his meek sufference and humble knowledge of his fault1 asking forgiveness of ,god and yet content to suffer for his sin1 make of his just punishment and well-deserved tribulation a very good special medicine to cure him of all pain in the other world1 and win him eternal salvation8 ,and thus ,i say that this kind of tribulation1 though it seem the most base and the least comfortable1 is yet1 if the man will so make it1 a very marvellous wholesome medicine4 ,and it may therefore be1 to the man who will so consider it1 a great cause of comfort and spiritual consolation4 ,,ix ,,vincent3 ,verily1 mine uncle1 this first kind of tribulation have you to my mind opened sufficiently4 ,and therefore1 ,i pray you1 resort now to the second4 ,,anthony3 ,the second kind1 you know1 was of such tribulation as is so sent us by ,god that we know no certain cause deserving that present trouble1 as we certainly know that upon such-and-such a surfeit we fell in such-and-such a sickness1 or as the thief knoweth that for a certain theft he is fallen into a certain punishment4 ,but yet1 since we seldom lack faults against ,god worthy and well-deserving of great punishment1 indeed we may well think--and wisdom it is to do so--that with sin we have deserved it and that ,god for some sin sendeth it1 though we know not certainly for which4 ,and therefore thus far is this kind of tribulation somewhat in effect to be taken alike unto the other4 ,for you see1 if we thus will take it1 reckoning it to be sent for sin and suffering it meekly therefor1 it is medicinable against the pain of the other world to come for our past sins in this world1 ,and this is1 as ,i have showed you1 a cause of right great comfort4 ,but yet may then this kind of tribulation be1 to some men of more sober living and thereby of more clear conscience1 somewhat a little more comfortable4 ,they may none otherwise reckon themselves than sinners1 for1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 ,my conscience grudgeth me not of anything1 but yet am ,i not thereby justified1 and1 as ,st4 ,john saith1 ,if we say that we have no sin in us1 we beguile ourselves and truth is there not in us4 ,yet1 forasmuch as the cause is to them not so certain as it is to the others afore-mentioned in the first kind1 and forasmuch as it is also certain that ,god sometimes sendeth tribulation to keep and preserve a man from such sin as he would otherwise fall in 7and sometimes also for exercise of their patience and increase of merit71 great cause of increase in comfort have those folk of the clearer conscience in the fervour of their tribulation4 ,for they may take the comfort of a double medicine1 and also of that thing that is of the kind that we shall finally speak of1 that ,i call better than medicinable4 ,but as ,i have before spoken of this kind of tribulation--how it is medicinable in that it cureth the sin past and purchaseth remission of the pain due for it--so let us somewhat consider how this tribulation sent us by ,god is medicinable in that it preserveth us from the sins into which we would otherwise be like to fall4 ,if that thing be a good medicine that restoreth us our health when we lose it1 as good a medicine must this one be that preserveth our health while we have it1 and suffereth us not to fall into that painful sickness that must afterward drive us to a painful remedy6 ,now ,god seeth sometimes that worldly wealth is coming so fast upon someone 7who nevertheless is good7 that1 foreseeing how much weight of worldly wealth the man may bear and how much will overcharge him and enhance his heart up so high that grace should fall from him1 ,god of his goodness1 ,i say1 doth anticipate his fall1 and sendeth him tribulation betimes while he is yet good4 ,and this he doth to make him know his maker and1 by less liking the false flattering world1 to set a cross upon the ship of his heart and bear a low sail thereon1 so that the boisterous blast of pride blow him not under the water4 ,some lovely young lady1 lo1 who is yet good enough--,god seeth a storm come toward her that would1 if her health and fat feeding should last a little longer1 strike her into some lecherous love and1 instead of her old-acquainted knight1 lay her abed with a new-acquainted knave4 ,but ,god1 loving her more tenderly than to suffer her to fall into such shameful beastly sin1 sendeth her in season a goodly fair fervent fever1 that maketh her bones to rattle and wasteth away her wanton flesh4 ,and it beautifieth her fair skin with the colour of a kite's claw1 and maketh her look so lovely that her love would have little pleasure to look upon her4 ,and it maketh her also so lusty that if her lover lay in her lap she should so sore long to throw up unto him the very bottom of her stomach that she should not be able to restrain it from him1 but suddenly lay it all in his neck6 ,did not1 as ,i before told you1 the blessed apostle himself confess that the high revelations that ,god had given him might have enhanced him into so high a pride that he might have caught a foul fall1 had not the provident goodness of ,god provided for his remedy8 ,and what was his remedy but a painful tribulation1 so sore that he was fain thrice to call to ,god to take the tribulation from him4 ,and yet would not ,god grant his request1 but let him lie therein till he himself1 who saw more in ,st4 ,paul than ,st4 ,paul saw in himself1 knew well the time was come in which he might well without his harm take it from him4 ,and thus you see1 good cousin1 that tribulation is double medicine--both a cure of the sin past1 and a preservative from the sin that is to come4 ,and therefore in this kind of tribulation is there good occasion for a double comfort2 but that is1 ,i say1 diversely to sundry diverse folk1 as their own conscience is cumbered with sin or clear4 ,howbeit1 ,i will advise no man to be so bold as to think that his tribulation is sent him to keep him from the pride of his holiness6 ,let men leave that kind of comfort hardly to ,st4 ,paul1 till their living be like his4 ,but of the rest men may well take great comfort and good besides4 ,x ,,vincent3 ,the third kind of tribulation1 uncle1 remaineth now--that is1 that which is sent a man by ,god1 and not for his sin either committed or which otherwise would come1 and therefore is not medicinable1 but is sent for exercise of our patience and increase of our merit1 and therefore better than medicinable4 ,though it be1 as you say 7and as indeed it is7 better for the man than any of the other two kinds in another world1 where the reward shall be received1 yet ,i cannot see by what reason a man can in this world1 where the tribulation is suffered1 take any more comfort in it than in any of the other twain that are sent him for his sin4 ,for he cannot here know whether it be sent him for sin before committed1 or for sin that otherwise should befall1 or for increase of merit and reward after to come4 ,for every man hath cause enough to fear and think that his sin already past hath deserved it1 and that it is not without peril for a man to think otherwise4 ,,anthony3 ,this that you say1 cousin1 hath place of truth in far the most part of men4 ,and therefore must they not envy nor disdain1 since they may take in their tribulation sufficient consolation for their part1 that some other who is more worthy may take yet a great deal more4 ,for1 as ,i told you1 cousin1 though the best must confess himself a sinner1 yet there are many men--though to the multitude1 few--who for the kind of their living and the clearness of their conscience may well and without sin have a good hope that ,god sendeth them some great grief for the exercise of their patience and for increase of their merit4 ,this appeareth not only by ,st4 ,paul1 in the place before remembered1 but also by the holy man ,job1 who in sundry places of his disputations with his burdensome comforters forbore not to say that the clearness of his own conscience declared and showed to himself that he deserved not that sore tribulation that he then had4 ,howbeit1 as ,i told you before1 ,i will not advise every man at adventure to be bold upon this manner of comfort4 ,but yet know ,i some men such that ,i would dare1 for their more ease and comfort in their great and grievous pains1 to put them in right good hope that ,god sendeth it unto them not so much for their punishment as for exercise of their patience4 ,and some tribulations are there1 also1 that grow upon such causes that in those cases ,i would never forbear but always would1 without any doubt1 give that counsel and comfort to any man4 ,,vincent3 ,what causes1 good uncle1 are those8 ,,anthony3 ,marry1 cousin1 wheresoever a man falleth in tribulation for the maintenance of justice or for the defence of ,god's cause4 ,for if ,i should happen to find a man who had long lived a very virtuous life1 and had at last happened to fall into the ,turks' hands2 and if he there did abide by the truth of his faith and1 with the suffering of all kinds of torments taken upon his body1 still did teach and testify the truth2 and if ,i should in his passion give him spiritual comfort--might ,i be bold to tell him no further but that he should take patience in his pain1 and that ,god sendeth it to him for his sin1 and that he is well worthy to have it1 though it were yet much more8 ,he might then well answer me1 and other such comforters1 as ,job answered his3 ,burdensome and heavy comforters be you4 ,nay1 ,i would not fail to bid him boldly1 while ,i should see him in his passion1 to cast sin and hell and purgatory and all upon the devil's pate1 and doubt not but--as1 if he gave over his hold1 all his merit would be lost and he would be turned to misery--so if he stand and persevere still in the confession of his faith1 all his whole pain shall turn all into glory4 ,yea1 more shall ,i yet say than this4 ,if there were a ,christian man who had among those infidels committed a very deadly crime1 such as would be worthy of death1 not only by their laws but by ,christ's too 7as manslaughter1 or adultery1 or other such thing72 and if when he were taken he were offered pardon of his life upon condition that he should forsake the faith of ,christ2 and if this man would now rather suffer death than so do--should ,i comfort him in his pain only as ,i would a malefactor8 ,nay1 this man1 though he would have died for his sin1 dieth now for ,christ's sake1 since he might live still if he would forsake him4 ,the bare patient taking of his death would have served for the satisfaction of his sin--through the merit of ,christ's passion1 ,i mean1 without help of which no pain of our own could be satisfactory4 ,but now shall ,christ1 for his forsaking of his own life in the honour of his faith1 forgive the pain of all his sins1 of his mere liberality1 and accept all the pain of his death for merit of reward in heaven1 and shall assign no part of it to the payment of his debt in purgatory1 but shall take it all as an offering and requite it all with glory4 ,and this man among ,christian men1 although he had been before a devil1 nothing would ,i doubt afterward to take him for a martyr4 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 good uncle1 methinketh this is said marvellous well4 ,and it specially delighteth and comforteth me to hear it1 because of our principal fear that ,i first spoke of1 the ,turk's cruel incursion into this country of ours4 ,,anthony3 ,cousin1 as for the matter of that fear1 ,i purpose to touch it last of all4 ,nor meant ,i here to speak of it1 had it not been that the vehemency of your objection brought it in my way4 ,but otherwise ,i would rather have put instead some example of those who suffer tribulation for maintenance of right and justice1 and choose rather to take harm than to do wrong in any manner of matter4 ,for surely if a man may--as indeed he may--have great comfort in the clearness of his conscience1 who hath a false crime put upon him and by false witness proved upon him1 and who is falsely punished and put to worldly shame and pain for it2 a hundred times more comfort may he have in his heart who1 where white is called black and right is called wrong1 abideth by the truth and is persecuted for justice4 ,,vincent3 ,then if a man sue me wrongfully for my own land1 in which ,i myself have good right1 it is a comfort yet to defend it well1 since ,god shall give me thanks for it8 ,,anthony3 ,nay nay1 cousin1 nay1 there walk you somewhat wide4 ,for there you defend your own right for your temporal avail4 ,but ,st4 ,paul counseleth1 ,defend not yourselves1 my more dear friends1 and our ,saviour counseleth1 ,if a man will strive with thee at the law and take away thy coat1 leave him thy gown too4 ,the defence therefore of our own right asketh no reward4 ,say you speed well1 if you get leave2 look hardly for no thanks6 ,but on the other hand1 if you do as ,st4 ,paul biddeth1 ,seek not for your own profit but for other folk's and defend therefore of pity a poor widow or a poor fatherless child1 and rather suffer sorrow by some strong extortioner than suffer them to take wrong2 or if you be a judge and have such zeal to justice that you will abide tribulation by the malice of some mighty man rather than judge wrong for his favour--such tribulations1 lo1 are those that are better than only medicinable4 ,and every man upon whom they fall may be bold so to reckon them1 and in his deep trouble may well say to himself the words that ,christ hath taught him for his comfort1 ,blessed be the merciful men1 for they shall have mercy given them4 ,blessed be they that suffer persecution for justice1 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven4 ,here is a high comfort1 lo1 for those that are in this case4 ,and their own conscience can show it to them1 and can fill their hearts so full with spiritual joy that the pleasure may far surmount the heaviness and grief of all their temporal trouble4 ,but ,god's nearer cause of faith against the ,turks hath yet a far surpassing comfort that by many degrees far excelleth this4 ,and that1 as ,i have said1 ,i purpose to treat last4 ,and for this time this sufficeth concerning the special comfort that men may take in this third kind of tribulation4 ,,xi ,,vincent3 ,of truth1 good uncle1 albeit that every one of these kinds of tribulations have cause of comfort in them1 as you have well declared1 if men will so consider them1 yet hath this third kind above all a special prerogative therein4 ,,anthony3 ,that is undoubtedly true4 ,but yet even the most base kind of them all1 good cousin1 hath more causes of comfort than ,i have spoken of yet4 ,for ,i have1 you know1 in that kind that is sent us for our sin1 spoken of no other comfort yet but twain3 one that it refraineth us from sin that otherwise we would fall in2 and one that it serveth us1 through the merit of ,christ's passion1 as a means by which ,god keepeth us from hell and serveth for the satisfaction of such pain as we should otherwise endure in purgatory4 ,howbeit1 there is therein another great cause of joy besides this4 ,for surely those pains here sent us for our sin1 in whatsoever wise they happen to us 7be our sin never so sore nor never so open and evident unto ourselves and all the world too71 yet if we pray for grace to take them meekly and patiently2 and if1 confessing to ,god that it is far too little for our fault1 we beseech him nevertheless1 since we shall come hence so void of all good works for which we should have any reward in heaven1 to be not only so merciful to us as to take our present tribulation in relief of our pains in purgatory1 but also so gracious unto us as to take our patience therein for a matter of merit and reward in heaven2 ,i verily trust--and nothing doubt it--that ,god shall of his high bounty grant us our boon4 ,for as in hell pain serveth only for punishment without any manner of purging1 because all possibility of purging is past2 and as in purgatory punishment serveth only for purging1 because the place of deserving is past2 so while we are yet in this world in which is our place and our time of merit and well-deserving1 the tribulation that is sent us for our sin here shall1 if we faithfully so desire1 beside the cleansing and purging of our pain1 serve us also for increase of reward4 ,and so shall1 ,i suppose and trust in ,god's goodness1 all such penance and good works as a man willingly performeth1 enjoined by his ghostly father in confession1 or which he willingly further doth of his own devotion beside4 ,for though man's penance1 with all the good works that he can do1 be not able to satisfy of themselves for the least sin that we do1 yet the liberal goodness of ,god1 through the merit of ,christ's bitter passion--without which all our works could never satisfy so much as a spoonful to a great vesselful in comparison with the merit and satisfaction that ,christ has merited and satisfied for us himself--this liberal goodness of ,god1 ,i say1 shall yet at our faithful instance and request cause our penance and tribulation patiently taken in this world to serve us in the other world both for release and reward1 tempered after such rate as his high goodness and wisdom shall see best for us1 whereof our blind mortality cannot here imagine nor devise the stint4 ,and thus hath yet even the first and most base kind of tribulation1 though not fully so great as the second and very far less than the third1 far greater cause of comfort yet than ,i spoke of before4 ,,xii ,,vincent3 ,verily1 good uncle1 this pleaseth me very well4 ,but yet are there1 you know1 some of these things now brought in question4 ,for as for any pain due for our sin1 to be diminished in purgatory by the patient sufferance of tribulation here1 there are1 you know1 many who utterly deny that1 and affirm for a sure truth that there is no purgatory at all4 ,and then1 if they say true1 is the cause of the comfort gone1 if the comfort that we should take be but in vain and needless4 ,they say1 you know1 also that men merit nothing at all1 but ,god giveth all for faith alone1 and that it would be sin and sacrilege to look for reward in heaven either for our patience and glad suffering for ,god's sake1 or for any other good deed4 ,and then is there gone1 if this be thus1 the other cause of our further comfort too4 ,,anthony3 ,cousin1 if some things were as they be not1 then should some things be as they shall not6 ,i cannot indeed deny that some men have of late brought up some such opinions1 and many more than these besides1 and have spread them abroad4 ,and it is a right heavy thing to see such variousness in our belief rise and grow among ourselves1 to the great encouragement of the common enemies of us all1 whereby they have our faith in derision and catch hope to overwhelm us all4 ,yet do three things not a little comfort my mind4 ,the first is that1 in some communications had of late together1 there hath appeared good likelihood of some good agreement to grow together in one accord of our faith4 ,the second is that in the meanwhile1 till this may come to pass1 contentions1 disputations1 and uncharitable behaviour are prohibited and forbidden in effect upon all parties--all such parties1 ,i mean1 as fell before to fight for it4 ,the third is that in ,germany1 for all their diverse opinions1 yet as they agree together in profession of ,christ's name1 so agree they now together in preparation of a common power1 in defence of ,christendom against our common enemy the ,turk4 ,and ,i trust in ,god that this shall not only help us here to strengthen us in this war1 but also that1 as ,god hath caused them to agree together in the defence of his name1 so shall he graciously bring them to agree together in the truth of his faith4 ,therefore will ,i let ,god work1 and leave off contention4 ,and ,i shall now say nothing but that with which they who are themselves of the contrary mind shall in reason have no cause to be discontented4 ,first1 as for purgatory3 ,though they think there be none1 yet since they deny not that all the corps of ,christendom for so many hundred years have believed the contrary1 and among them all the old interpreters of scripture from the apostles' days down to our time1 many of whom they deny not for holy saints1 these men must1 of their courtesy1 hold my poor fear excused1 that ,i dare not now believe them against all those4 ,and ,i beseech our ,lord heartily for them1 that when they depart out of this wretched world1 they find no purgatory at all--provided ,god keep them from hell6 ,as for the merit of man in his good works1 neither are those who deny it fully agreed among themselves1 nor is there any man almost of them all that1 since they began to write1 hath not somewhat changed and varied from himself4 ,and far the more part are thus far agreed with us3 ,like as we grant them that no good work is worth aught toward heaven without faith2 and that no good work of man is rewardable in heaven of its own nature1 but through the mere goodness of ,god1 who is pleased to put so high a price upon so poor a thing2 and that this price ,god setteth through ,christ's passion1 and also because they are his own works with us 7for no man worketh good works toward ,god unless ,god work with him72 and as we grant them also that no man may be proud of his works for his own imperfect working1 because in all that he may do he can do ,god no good1 but is an unprofitable servant1 and doth but his bare duty--as we1 ,i say1 grant them these things1 so this one thing or twain do they grant us in turn3 ,that men are bound to work good works if they have time and power1 and that whosoever worketh in true faith most1 shall be most rewarded4 ,but then they add to this that all his reward shall be given him for his faith alone and nothing for his works at all1 because his faith is the thing1 they say1 that forceth him to work well4 ,i will not strive with them for this matter now4 ,but yet ,i trust to the great goodness of ,god1 that if the question hang on that narrow point1 since ,christ saith in the scripture in so many places that men shall in heaven be rewarded for their works1 he shall never suffer our souls--who are but mean-witted men and can understand his words only as he himself hath set them and as old holy saints have construed them before and as all ,christian people this thousand year have believed--to be damned for lack of perceiving such a sharp subtle thing4 ,especially since some men who have right good wits1 and are beside that right well learned1 too1 can in no wise perceive for what cause or why these folk who take away the reward from good works and give that reward all whole to faith alone1 give the reward to faith rather than to charity4 ,for this grant they themselves1 that faith serveth of nothing unless she be accompanied by her sister charity4 ,and then saith the scripture1 too1 ,of these three virtues1 faith1 hope1 and charity1 of all these three1 the greatest is charity4 ,and therefore it seemeth as worthy to have the thanks as faith4 ,howbeit1 as ,i said1 ,i will not strive for it1 nor indeed as our matter standeth ,i shall not greatly need to do so4 ,for if they say that he who suffereth tribulation and martyrdom for the faith shall have high reward1 not for his work but for his well-working faith1 yet since they grant that have it he shall1 the cause of high comfort in the third kind of tribulation standeth4 ,and that is1 you know1 the effect of all my purpose4 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 good uncle1 this is truly driven and tried unto the uttermost1 it seemeth to me4 ,and therefore ,i pray you proceed at your leisure4 ,,xiii ,,anthony3 ,cousin1 it would be a long work to peruse every comfort that a man may well take in tribulation4 ,for as many comforts1 you know1 may a man take thereof1 as there be good commodities therein4 ,and of those there are surely so many that it would be very long to rehearse and treat of them4 ,but meseemeth we cannot lightly better perceive what profit and commodity1 and thereby what comfort1 they may take of it who have it1 than if we well consider what harm the lack of it is1 and thereby what discomfort the lack should be to them that never have it4 ,so is it now that all holy men agree1 and all the scripture is full1 and our own experience proveth before our eyes1 that we are not come into this wretched world to dwell here4 ,we have not1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 our dwelling-city here1 but we are seeking for the city that is to come4 ,and ,st4 ,paul telleth us that we do seek for it1 because he would put us in mind that we should seek for it1 as good folk who fain would come thither4 ,for surely whosoever setteth so little by it that he careth not to seek for it1 it will ,i fear be long ere he come to it1 and marvellous great grace if ever he come thither4 ,run1 saith ,st4 ,paul1 so that you may get it4 ,if it must then be gotten with running1 when shall he come at it who lifteth not one step toward it8 ,now1 because this world is1 as ,i tell you1 not our eternal dwelling1 but our little-while wandering1 ,god would that we should use it as folk who were weary of it4 ,and he would that we should in this vale of labour1 toil1 tears1 and misery not look for rest and ease1 game1 pleasure1 wealth1 and felicity4 ,for those who do so fare like a foolish fellow who1 going towards his own house where he should be wealthy1 would for a tapster's pleasure become a hostler by the way1 and die in a stable1 and never come home4 ,and would ,god that those that drown themselves in the desire of this world's wretched wealth1 were not yet more fools than he6 ,but alas1 their folly as far surpasseth the foolishness of that silly fellow as there is difference between the height of heaven and the very depth of hell4 ,for our ,saviour saith1 ,woe may you be that laugh now1 for you shall wail and weep4 ,and ,there is a time of weeping1 saith the scripture1 and there is a time of laughing4 ,but1 as you see1 he setteth the weeping time before1 for that is the time of this wretched world1 and the laughing time shall come after in heaven4 ,there is also a time of sowing and a time of reaping1 too4 ,now must we in this world sow1 that we may in the other world reap4 ,and in this short sowing time of this weeping world1 must we water our seed with the showers of our tears4 ,and then shall we have in heaven a merry laughing harvest forever4 ,they went forth and sowed their seeds weeping1 saith the prophet4 ,but what1 saith he1 shall follow thereof8 ,they shall come again more than laughing1 with great joy and exultation1 with their handfuls of corn in their hands4 ,lo1 they that in their going home towards heaven sow their seeds with weeping1 shall at the day of judgment come to their bodies again with everlasting plentiful laughing4 ,and to prove that this life is no laughing time1 but rather the time of weeping1 we find that our ,saviour himself wept twice or thrice1 but never find we that he laughed so much as once4 ,i will not swear that he never did1 but at least he left us no example of it4 ,but on the other hand1 he left us example of weeping4 ,of weeping have we matter enough1 both for our own sins and for other folk's1 too4 ,for surely so should we do--bewail their wretched sins1 and not be glad to detract them nor envy them either4 ,alas1 poor souls1 what cause is there to envy them who are ever wealthy in this world1 and ever out of tribulation8 ,of them ,job saith1 ,they lead all their days in wealth1 and in a moment of an hour descend into their graves and are painfully buried in hell4 ,st4 ,paul saith unto the ,hebrews that those whom ,god loveth he chastiseth1 ,and he scourgeth every son of his that he receiveth4 ,st4 ,paul saith also1 ,by many tribulations must we go into the kingdom of ,god4 ,and no marvel1 for our ,saviour ,christ said of himself unto his two disciples that were going into the village of ,emaus1 ,know you not that ,christ must suffer and so go into his kingdom8 ,and would we who are servants look for more privilege in our master's house than our master himself8 ,would we get into his kingdom with ease1 when he himself got not into his own but by pain8 ,his kingdom hath he ordained for his disciples1 and he saith unto us all1 ,if any man will be my disciple1 let him learn of me to do as ,i have done1 take his cross of tribulation upon his back and follow me4 ,he saith not here1 lo1 ,let him laugh and make merry4 ,now if heaven serve but for ,christ's disciples1 and if they be those who take their cross of tribulation1 when shall these folk come there who never have tribulation8 ,and if it be true1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 that ,god chastiseth all them that he loveth and scourgeth every child whom he receiveth1 and that to heaven shall not come but such as he loveth and receiveth1 when shall they come thither whom he never chastiseth1 nor never doth vouchsafe to defile his hands upon them or give them so much as one lash8 ,and if we cannot 7as ,st4 ,paul saith we cannot7 come to heaven but by many tribulations1 how shall they come thither who never have none at all8 ,thus see we well1 by the very scripture itself1 how true the words are of old holy saints1 who with one voice 7in a manner7 say all one thing--that is1 that we shall not have continual wealth both in this world and in the other too4 ,and therefore those who in this world without any tribulation enjoy their long continual course of never-interrupted prosperity have a great cause of fear and discomfort lest they be far fallen out of ,god's favour1 and stand deep in his indignation and displeasure4 ,for he never sendeth them tribulation1 which he is ever wont to send them whom he loveth4 ,but they that are in tribulation1 ,i say1 have on the other hand a great cause to take in their grief great inward comfort and spiritual consolation4 ,,xiv ,,vincent3 ,verily1 good uncle1 this seemeth so indeed4 ,howbeit1 yet methinketh that you say very sore in some things concerning such persons as are in continual prosperity4 ,and they are1 you know1 not a few2 and they are also those who have the rule and authority of this world in their hand4 ,and ,i know well that when they talk with such great learned men as can1 ,i suppose1 tell the truth2 and when they ask them whether1 while they make merry here in earth all their lives1 they may not yet for all that have heaven afterwards too2 they do tell them ,yes1 yes1 well enough4 ,for ,i have heard them tell them so myself4 ,,anthony3 ,i suppose1 good cousin1 that no very wise man1 and especially none that is also very good1 will tell any man fully of that fashion4 ,but surely such as so say to them1 ,i fear me that they flatter them thus either for lucre or for fear4 ,some of them think1 peradventure1 thus3 ,this man maketh much of me now1 and giveth me money also to fast and watch and pray for him4 ,but so1 ,i fear me1 would he do no more1 if ,i should go tell him now that all that ,i do for him will not serve him unless he go fast and watch and pray for himself too4 ,and if ,i should add thereto and say further that ,i trust my diligent intercession for him may be the means that ,god should the sooner give him grace to amend1 and fast and watch and pray and take affliction in his own body1 for the bettering of his sinful soul1 he would be wonderous wroth with that4 ,for he would be loth to have any such grace at all as should make him go leave off any of his mirth1 and so sit and mourn for his sin4 ,such mind as this1 lo1 have some of those who are not unlearned1 and have worldly wit at will1 who tell great men such tales as perilously beguile them4 ,for the flatterer who so telleth them would1 if he told a true tale1 jeopard to lose his lucre4 ,some are there also who tell them such tales for consideration of another fear4 ,for seeing the man so sore set on his pleasure that they despair of any amendment of his1 whatsoever they should say to him2 and then seeing also that the man doth no great harm1 but of a courteous nature doth some good men some good2 they pray ,god themselves to send him grace4 ,and so they let him lie lame still in his fleshly lusts1 at the pool that the gospel speaketh of1 beside the temple1 in which they washed the sheep for the sacrifice1 and they tarry to see the water stirred4 ,and when his good angel1 coming from ,god1 shall once begin to stir the water of his heart1 and move him to the lowly meekness of a simple sheep1 then if he call them to him they will tell him another tale1 and help to bear him and plunge him into the pool of penance over the hard ears6 ,but in the meanwhile1 for fear lest if he would wax never the better he would wax much the worse2 and from gentle1 smooth1 sweet1 and courteous1 might wax angry1 rough1 froward1 and sour1 and thereupon be troublous and tedious to the world to make fair weather with2 they give him fair words for the while and put him in good comfort1 and let him for the rest take his own chance4 ,and so deal they with him as the mother doth sometimes with her child1 when the little boy will not rise in time for her1 but will lie slug-abed1 and when he is up weepeth because he has lain so long1 fearing to be beaten at school for his late coming thither4 ,she telleth him then that it is but early days1 and he shall come in time enough1 and she biddeth him1 ,go1 good son4 ,i warrant thee1 ,i have sent to thy master myself4 ,take thy bread and butter with thee--thou shalt not be beaten at all6 ,and thus1 if she can but send him merry forth at the door1 so that he weep not in her sight at home1 she careth not much if he be taken tardy and beaten when he cometh to school4 ,surely thus1 ,i fear me1 fare many friars and state's chaplains too1 in giving comfort to great men when they are both loth to displease them4 ,i cannot commend their doing thus1 but surely ,i fear me thus they do4 ,,xv ,,vincent3 ,but1 good uncle1 though some do thus1 this answereth not the full matter4 ,for we see that the whole church in the common service uses divers collects in which all men pray1 specially for the princes and prelates1 and generally every man for others and for himself too1 that ,god would vouchsafe to send them all perpetual health and prosperity4 ,and ,i can see no good man praying ,god to send another sorrow1 nor are there such prayers put in the priests' breviaries1 as far as ,i can hear4 ,and yet if it were as you say1 good uncle1 that perpetual prosperity were so perilous to the soul1 and tribulation also so fruitful1 then meseemeth every man would be bound of charity not only to pray ,god send his neighbour sorrow1 but also to help thereto himself4 ,and when folk were sick1 they would be bound not to pray ,god send them health1 but when they came to comfort them1 they should say1 ,i am glad1 good friend1 that you are so sick--,i pray ,god keep you long therein6 ,and neither should any man give any medicine to another nor take any medicine himself neither4 ,for by the diminishing of the tribulation he taketh away part of the profit from his soul1 which can with no bodily profit be sufficiently recompensed4 ,and also this you know well1 good uncle1 that we read in holy scripture of men that were wealthy and rich and yet were good withal4 ,solomon was1 you know1 the richest and most wealthy king that any man could in his time tell of1 and yet was he well beloved with ,god4 ,job also was no beggar1 perdy1 nor no wretch otherwise4 ,nor did he lose his riches and his wealth because ,god would not that his friend should have wealth1 but rather for the show of his patience1 to the increase of his merit and the confusion of the devil4 ,and1 for proof that prosperity may stand with ,god's favour1 ,god restored ,job double of all that ever he lost1 and gave him afterward long life to take his pleasure long4 ,abraham was also1 you know1 a man of great substance1 and so continued all his life in honour and wealth4 ,yea1 and when he died1 too1 he went unto such wealth that when ,lazarus died in tribulation and poverty1 the best place that he came to was that rich man's bosom6 ,finally1 good uncle1 this we find before our eyes1 and every day we prove it by plain experience that many a man is right wealthy and yet therewith right good1 and many a miserable wretch is as evil as he is wretched4 ,and therefore it seemeth hard1 good uncle1 that between prosperity and tribulation the matter should go thus1 that tribulation should be given always by ,god to those that he loveth1 for a sign of salvation1 and prosperity sent for displeasure1 as a token of eternal damnation4 ,,xvi ,,anthony3 ,i said not1 cousin1 that for an undoubted rule1 worldly prosperity were always displeasing to ,god or tribulation evermore wholesome to every man--or else ,i meant not to say it4 ,for well ,i know that our ,lord giveth in this world unto either sort of folk either sort of fortune4 ,he maketh his sun to shine both upon the good and the bad1 and his rain to fall both on the just and on the unjust4 ,and on the other hand1 he scourgeth every son that he receiveth1 yet he beateth not only good folk that he loveth1 but there are many scourges for sinners also4 ,he giveth evil folk good fortune in this world to call them by kindness--and1 if they thereby come not1 the more is their unkindness4 ,and yet where wealth will not bring them1 he giveth them sometimes sorrow4 ,and some who in prosperity cannot creep forward to ,god1 in tribulation they run toward him apace4 ,their infirmities were multiplied1 saith the prophet1 and after that they made haste4 ,to some that are good men1 ,god sendeth wealth here also2 and they give him great thanks for his gift1 and he rewardeth them for the thanks too4 ,to some good folk he sendeth sorrow1 and they thank him for that too4 ,if ,god should give the goods of this world only to evil folk1 then would men think that ,god were not the ,lord thereof4 ,if ,god would give the goods only to good men1 then would folk take occasion to serve him but for them4 ,some will in wealth fall into folly3 ,when man was in honour1 his understanding failed him2 then was he compared with beasts and made like unto them4 ,some men with tribulation will fall into sin1 and therefore saith the prophet1 ,god will not leave the rod of the wicked men upon the lot of righteous men1 lest the righteous peradventure extend and stretch out their hands to iniquity4 ,so ,i deny not that either state1 wealth or tribulation1 may be matter of virtue and matter of vice also4 ,but this is the point1 lo1 that standeth here in question between you and me3 not whether every prosperity be a perilous token1 but whether continual wealth in this world without any tribulation be a fearful sign of ,god's indignation4 ,and therefore this mark that we must shoot at1 set up well in our sight1 we shall now aim for the shot and consider how near toward1 or how far off1 your arrows are from the mark4 ,,vincent3 ,some of my bolts1 uncle1 will ,i now take up myself1 and readily put them under my belt again6 ,for some of them1 ,i see well1 are not worth the aiming4 ,and no great marvel that ,i shoot wide1 while ,i somewhat mistake the mark4 ,,anthony3 ,those that make toward the mark and light far too short1 when they are shot1 shall ,i take up for you4 ,to prove that perpetual wealth should be no evil token1 you say first that for princes and prelates1 and every man for others1 we pray all for perpetual prosperity1 and that in the common prayers of the church1 too4 ,then say you secondly1 that if prosperity were so perilous and tribulation so profitable1 every man ought to pray ,god to send others sorrow4 ,thirdly1 you furnish your objections with examples of ,solomon1 ,job1 and ,abraham4 ,and fourthly1 in the end of all1 you prove by experience of our own time daily before our face1 that some wealthy folk are good and some needy ones very wicked4 ,that last bolt1 since ,i say the same myself1 ,i think you will be content to take up1 it lieth so far wide4 ,,vincent3 ,that will ,i1 with a good will1 uncle4 ,,anthony3 ,well1 do so1 then1 cousin1 and we shall aim for the rest4 ,first must you1 cousin1 be sure that you look well to the mark1 and that you cannot do so unless you know what tribulation is4 ,for since that is one of the things that we principally speak of1 unless you consider well what it is1 you may miss the mark again4 ,i suppose now that you will agree that tribulation is every such thing as troubleth and grieveth a man either in body or mind1 and is as it were the prick of a thorn1 a bramble1 or a briar thrust into his flesh or into his mind4 ,and surely1 cousin1 the prick that very sore pricketh the mind surpasseth in pain the grief that paineth the body1 almost as far as doth a thorn sticking in the heart surpass and exceed in pain the thorn that is thrust in the heel4 ,now cousin1 if tribulation be this that ,i call it1 then shall you soon consider this3 ,there are more kinds of tribulation peradventure than you thought on before4 ,and thereupon it followeth also1 since every kind of tribulation is an interruption of wealth1 that prosperity 7which is but another name for wealth7 may be discontinued by more ways than you would before have thought4 ,then say ,i thus unto you1 cousin3 ,since tribulation is not only such pangs as pain the body1 but every trouble also that grieveth the mind1 many good men have many tribulations that every man marketh not1 and consequently their wealth is interrupted when other men are not aware4 ,for think you1 cousin1 that the temptations of the devil1 the world1 and the flesh1 soliciting the mind of a good man unto sin1 are not a great inward trouble and grief to his heart8 ,to such wretches as care not for their conscience1 but like unreasonable beasts follow their foul affections1 many of these temptations are no trouble at all1 but matter of their bodily pleasure4 ,but unto him1 cousin1 that standeth in dread of ,god1 the tribulation of temptation is so painful that1 to be rid of it or to be sure of the victory1 he would gladly give more than half his substance1 be it never so great4 ,now if he who careth not for ,god think that this trouble is but a trifle1 and that with such tribulation prosperity is not interrupted1 let him cast in his mind if he himself come upon a fervent longing for something which he cannot get 7as a good man will not71 as perchance his pleasure of some certain good woman who will not be caught4 ,and then let him tell me whether the ruffle of his desire shall not so torment his mind that all the pleasures that he can take beside shall1 for lack of that one1 not please him a pin6 ,and ,i dare be bold to warrant him that the pain in resisting1 and the great fear of falling1 that many a good man hath in his temptation1 is an anguish and a grief every deal as great as this4 ,now ,i say further1 cousin1 that if this be true1 as indeed it is1 that such trouble is tribulation1 and thereby consequently an interruption of prosperous wealth1 no man meaneth precisely to pray for another to keep him in continual prosperity without any manner of discontinuance or change in this world4 ,for that prayer1 without other condition added or implied1 would be inordinate and very childish4 ,for it would be to pray either that they should never have temptation1 or else that if they had they might follow and fulfil their affection4 ,who would dare1 good cousin1 for shame or for sin1 for himself or any other man1 to make this kind of prayer8 ,besides this1 cousin1 the church1 you know1 well adviseth every man to fast1 to watch1 and to pray1 both for taming of his fleshly lusts and also to mourn and lament his sin before committed and to bewail his offence done against ,god1 as they did at the city of ,nineve1 and as the prophet ,david did for his sin put affliction to his flesh4 ,and when a man so doth1 cousin1 is this no tribulation to him because he doth it himself8 ,for ,i know you would agree that it would be1 if another man did it against his will4 ,then is tribulation1 you know1 tribulation still1 though it be taken well in worth4 ,yea1 and though it be taken with very right good will1 yet is pain1 you know1 pain1 and therefore so is it1 though a man do it himself4 ,then1 since the church adviseth every man to take tribulation for his sin1 whatsoever words you find in any prayer1 they never mean1 do you be fast and sure1 to pray ,god to keep every good man 7nor every bad man neither7 from every kind of tribulation4 ,now he who is not in a certain kind of tribulation1 as peradventure in sickness or in loss of goods1 is not yet out of tribulation4 ,for he may have his ease of body or mind disquieted 7and thereby his wealth interrupted7 with another kind of tribulation1 as is either temptation to a good man1 or voluntary affliction1 either of body by penance or of mind by contrition and heaviness for his sin and offence against ,god4 ,and thus ,i say that for precise perpetual wealth and prosperity in this world--that is to say1 for the perpetual lack of all trouble and tribulation--no wise man prayeth either for himself or for any man else4 ,and thus ,i answer your first objection4 ,now before ,i meddle with your second1 your third will ,i join to this4 ,for upon this answer will the solution of your examples fittingly depend4 ,as for ,solomon1 he was1 as you say1 all his days a marvellous wealthy king1 and much was he beloved with ,god1 ,i know1 in the beginning of his reign4 ,but that the favour of ,god continued with him1 as his prosperity did1 that cannot ,i tell1 and therefore will ,i not warrant it4 ,but surely we see that his continual wealth made him fall into wanton folly1 first in multiplying wives to a horrible number1 contrary to the commandment of ,god1 given in the law of ,moses1 and secondly in taking to wife among others some who were infidels1 contrary to another commandment of ,god's written law4 ,also we see that finally1 by means of his infidel wife1 he fell into maintenance of idolatry himself4 ,and of this we find no amendment or repentance1 as we find of his father4 ,and therefore1 though he were buried where his father was1 yet whether he went to the rest that his father did1 through some secret sorrow for his sin at last--that is to say1 by some kind of tribulation--,i cannot tell1 and am content therefore to trust well and pray ,god that he did so4 ,but surely we are not so sure1 and therefore the example of ,solomon can very little serve you4 ,for you might as well lay it for a proof that ,god favoureth idolatry as that he favoureth prosperity2 for ,solomon was1 you know1 in both4 ,as for ,job1 since our question hangeth upon prosperity that is perpetual1 the wealth of ,job1 which was interrupted with so great adversity1 can1 as you yourself see1 serve you for no example4 ,and that ,god gave him here in this world all things double that he lost1 little toucheth my matter1 which denieth not prosperity to be ,god's gift1 and given to some good men1 too2 namely1 to such as have tribulation too4 ,but in ,abraham1 cousin1 ,i suppose is all your chief hold1 because you not only show riches and prosperity perpetual in him through the course of all his whole life in this world1 but after his death also4 ,lazarus1 that poor man1 who lived in tribulation and died for pure hunger and thirst1 had after his death his place of comfort and rest in ,abraham's--that wealthy man's--bosom4 ,but here must you consider that ,abraham had not such continual prosperity but what it was discontinued with divers tribulations4 ,was it nothing to him1 think you1 to leave his own country1 and at ,god's sending to go into a strange land1 which ,god promised him and his seed forever1 but in all his life he gave him never a foot8 ,was it no trouble1 that his cousin ,loth and himself were fain to part company1 because their servants could not agree together8 ,though he recovered ,loth again from the three kings1 was his capture no trouble to him1 think you1 in the meanwhile8 ,was the destruction of the five cities no heaviness to his heart8 ,any man would think so1 who readeth in the story what labour he made to save them4 ,his heart was1 ,i daresay1 in no little sorrow1 when he was fain to let ,abimelech the king have his wife4 ,though ,god provided to keep her undefiled and turned all to wealth1 yet it was no little woe to him in the meantime4 ,what continual grief was it to his heart1 many a long day1 that he had no child begotten of his own body8 ,he that doubteth thereof shall find in ,genesis ,abraham's own moan made to ,god4 ,no man doubteth but ,ismael was great comfort unto him at his birth2 and was it no grief1 then1 when he must cast out the mother and the child both8 ,as for ,isaac1 who was the child of the promise1 although ,god kept his life1 that was unlooked for4 ,yet while the loving father bound him and went about to behead him and offer him up in sacrifice1 who but himself can conceive what heaviness his heart had then8 ,i should suppose 7since you speak of ,lazarus7 that ,lazarus' own death panged him not so sore4 ,then1 as ,lazarus' pain was patiently borne1 so was ,abraham's taken not only patiently but--which is a thing much more meritorious--of obedience willingly4 ,and therefore1 even if ,abraham had not far excelled ,lazarus in merit of reward 7as he did indeed7 for many other things besides1 and especially for that he was a special patriarch of the faith1 yet would he have far surpassed him even by the merit of that tribulation well taken here for ,god's sake too4 ,and so serveth for your purpose no man less than ,abraham6 ,but now1 good cousin1 let us look a little longer here upon the rich ,abraham and ,lazarus the poor4 ,and as we shall see ,lazarus set in wealth somewhat under the rich ,abraham1 so shall we see another rich man lie full low beneath ,lazarus1 crying and calling out of his fiery couch that ,lazarus might1 with a drop of water falling from his finger's end1 a little cool and refresh the tip of his burning tongue4 ,consider well now what ,abraham answered to the rich wretch3 ,son1 remember that thou hast in thy life received wealth1 and ,lazarus likewise pain1 but now receiveth he comfort1 and thou sorrow1 pain1 and torment4 ,christ described his wealth and his prosperity3 gay and soft apparel with royal delicate fare1 continually day by day4 ,he did fare royally every day1 saith our ,saviour2 his wealth was continual1 lo1 no time of tribulation between4 ,and ,abraham telleth him the same tale1 that he had taken his wealth in this world1 and ,lazarus likewise his pain1 and that they had now changed each to the clean contrary--poor ,lazarus from tribulation into wealth1 and the rich man from his continual prosperity into perpetual pain4 ,here was laid expressly to ,lazarus no very great virtue by name1 nor to this rich glutton no great heinous crime but the taking of his continual ease and pleasure1 without any tribulation or grief1 of which grew sloth and negligence to think upon the poor man's pain4 ,for that ever he himself saw ,lazarus and knew that he died for hunger at his door1 that laid neither ,christ nor ,abraham to his charge4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 this story of which1 by occasion of ,abraham and ,lazarus1 you put me in remembrance1 well declareth what peril there is in continual worldly wealth2 and contrariwise what comfort cometh of tribulation4 ,and thus1 as your other examples of ,solomon and ,job nothing for the matter further you1 so your example of rich ,abraham and poor ,lazarus hath not a little hindered you4 ,,xvii ,,vincent3 ,surely1 uncle1 you have shaken my examples sorely1 and have in your aiming of your shot removed me these arrows1 methinketh1 further off from the mark than methought they stuck when ,i shot them6 ,and ,i shall therefore now be content to take them up again4 ,but meseemeth surely that my second shot may stand4 ,for of truth1 if every kind of tribulation be so profitable that it be good to have it1 as you say it is1 then ,i cannot see why any man should either wish1 or pray1 or do any manner of thing to have any kind of tribulation withdrawn either from himself or from any friend of his4 ,,anthony3 ,i think indeed tribulation so good and profitable that ,i might doubt1 as you do1 why a man might labour and pray to be delivered of it1 were it not that ,god1 who teacheth us the one1 teacheth us also the other4 ,for as he biddeth us take our pain patiently1 and exhort our neighbours to do also the same1 so biddeth he us also not forbear to do our best to remove the pain from us both4 ,and then1 since it is ,god who teacheth both1 ,i shall not need to break my brain in devising wherefore he would bid us to do both1 the one seeming opposed to the other4 ,if he send the scourge of scarcity and great famine1 he will that we shall bear it patiently2 but yet will he that we shall eat our meat when we can get it4 ,if he send us the plague of pestilence1 he will that we shall patiently take it2 but yet will he that we let blood1 and lay plasters to draw it and ripen it1 and lance it1 and get it away4 ,both these points teacheth ,god in scripture1 in more than many places4 ,fasting is better than eating1 and hath more thanks of ,god1 and yet will ,god that we shall eat4 ,praying is better than drinking1 and much more pleasing to ,god1 and yet will ,god that we shall drink4 ,keeping vigil is much more acceptable to ,god than sleeping1 and yet will ,god that we shall sleep4 ,god hath given us our bodies here to keep1 and will that we maintain them to do him service with1 till he send for us hence4 ,now we cannot tell surely how much tribulation may mar the body or peradventure hurt the soul also4 ,therefore the apostle1 after he had commanded the ,corinthians to deliver to the devil the abominable fornicator who forbore not the bed of his own father's wife1 yet after he had been a while accursed and punished for his sin1 the apostle commanded them charitably to receive him again and give him consolation1 that the greatness of his sorrow should not swallow him up4 ,and therefore1 when ,god sendeth the tempest1 he will that the shipmen shall get them to their tackling and do the best they can for themselves1 that the sea eat them not up4 ,for help ourselves as well as we can1 he can make his plague as sore and as long-lasting as he himself please4 ,and as he will that we do for ourselves1 so will he that we do for our neigbour too4 ,and he will that we shall in this world have pity on each other and not be sine affectione1 for which the apostle rebuketh them that lack their tender affection here4 ,so of charity we should be sorry too for the pain of those upon whom1 for necessary cause1 we ourselves be driven to put it4 ,and whosoever saith that for pity of his neighbour's soul he will have no pity of his body1 let him be sure that1 as ,st4 ,john saith1 ,he that loveth not his neighbour whom he seeth1 loveth but little ,god1 whom he seeth not1 so he who hath no pity on the pain that he seeth his neighbour feel before him1 pitieth little 7whatsoever he say7 the pain of his soul that he seeth not4 ,yet ,god sendeth us also such tribulation sometimes because it is his pleasure to have us pray unto him for help4 ,and therefore1 the scripture telleth that1 when ,st4 ,peter was in prison1 the whole church without intermission prayed incessantly for him1 and at their fervent prayer ,god by miracle delivered him4 ,when the disciples in the tempest stood in fear of drowning1 they prayed unto ,christ and said1 ,save us1 ,lord1 we perish1 and then at their prayer he shortly ceased the tempest4 ,and now see we proved often that in sore weather or sickness by general processions ,god giveth gracious help4 ,and many a man in his great pain and sickness1 by calling upon ,god is marvellously made whole4 ,this is the goodness of ,god who1 because in wealth we remember him not1 but forget to pray to him1 sendeth us sorrow and sickness to force us to draw toward him1 and compelleth us to call upon him and pray for release of our pain4 ,when we learn thereby to know him and to pray to him1 we take a good occasion to fall afterward into further grace4 ,,xviii ,,vincent3 ,verily1 good uncle1 with this good answer ,i am well content4 ,,anthony3 ,yea1 cousin1 but many men are there with whom ,god is not content6 ,for they abuse this great high goodness of his1 whom neither fair treating nor hard handling can cause to remember their maker4 ,but in wealth they are wanton and forget ,god and follow their pleasure1 and when ,god with tribulation draweth them toward him1 then wax they mad and draw back as much as ever they can1 and run and seek help at any other hand rather than at his4 ,some for comfort seek to the flesh1 some to the world1 and some to the devil himself4 ,consider some man who in worldly prosperity is very dull and hath stepped deep into many a sore sin2 which sins1 when he did them1 he counted for part of his pleasure4 ,god1 willing of his goodness to call the man to grace1 casteth a remorse into his mind1 after his first sleep1 and maketh him lie a little while and bethink him4 ,then beginneth he to remember his life1 and from that he falleth to think upon his death1 and how he must leave all his worldly wealth within a while behind here in this world1 and walk hence alone1 he knows not whither4 ,nor knows he how soon he shall take his journey thither1 nor can he tell what company he shall meet there4 ,and then beginneth he to think that it would be good to make sure and to be merry1 so that he be wise therewith1 lest there happen to be indeed such black bugbears as folk call devils1 whose torments he was wont to take for poet's tales4 ,those thoughts1 if they sink deep1 are a sore tribulation4 ,and surely1 if he takes hold of the grace that ,god therein offereth him1 his tribulation is wholesome4 ,and it shall be full comforting to remember that ,god by this tribulation calleth him and biddeth him come home1 out of the country of sin that he was bred and brought up so long in1 and come into the land of behest that floweth milk and honey4 ,and then if he follow this calling1 as many a one full well doth1 joyful shall his sorrow be4 ,and glad shall he be to change his life1 to leave his wanton pleasures and do penance for his sins1 bestowing his time upon some better business4 ,but some men1 now1 when this calling of ,god causeth them to be sad1 they are loth to leave their sinful lusts that hang in their hearts1 especially if they have any kind of living such that they must needs leave it off or fall deeper into sin1 or if they have done so many great wrongs that they have many amends to make if they follow ,god1 which must diminish much their money4 ,then are these folk1 alas1 woefully bewrapped1 for ,god pricketh them of his great goodness still4 ,and the grief of this great pang pincheth them at the heart1 and of wickedness they wry away4 ,and from this tribulation they turn to their flesh for help1 and labour to shake off this thought4 ,and then they mend their pillow and lay their head softer and essay to sleep4 ,and when that will not be1 then they talk a while with those who lie by them4 ,if that cannot be either1 then they lie and long for day1 and get them forth about their worldly wretchedness1 the matter of their prosperity1 and the selfsame sinful things with which they displease ,god most4 ,and at length1 when they have many times behaved in this manner1 ,god utterly casteth them off4 ,and then they set naught by either ,god or devil4 ,when the sinner cometh even into the depth1 then he contemneth1 and setteth naught by anything1 saving worldly fear that may befall by chance1 or that needs must1 he knoweth well1 befall once by death4 ,but alas1 when death cometh1 then cometh again his sorrow4 ,then will no soft bed serve1 nor no company make him merry4 ,then must he leave his outward worship and comfort of his glory1 and lie panting in his bed as it were on a pine bench4 ,then cometh his fear of his evil life and of his dreadful death4 ,then cometh his torment1 his cumbered conscience and fear of his heavy judgment4 ,then the devil draweth him to despair with imagination of hell1 and suffereth him not then to take it for a fable--and yet1 if he do1 then the wretch findeth it no fable4 ,ah1 woe worth the time1 that folk think not of this in time6 ,god sometimes sendeth a man great trouble in his mind1 and great tribulation about his worldly goods1 because he would of his goodness take his delight and confidence from them4 ,and yet the man withdraweth no part of his foolish fancies1 but falleth more fervently to them than before1 and setteth his whole heart1 like a fool1 more upon them4 ,and then he betaketh him all to the devices of his worldly counsellors1 and without any counsel of ,god or any trust put in him1 maketh many wise ways--or so he thinks1 but all turn at length to folly1 and one subtle drift driveth another to naught4 ,some have ,i see even in their last sickness1 set up in their deathbed1 underpropped with pillows1 take their playfellows to them and comfort themselves with cards4 ,and this1 they said1 did ease them well1 to put fancies out of their heads4 ,and what fancies1 think you8 ,such as ,i told you right now1 of their own lewd life and peril of their soul1 of heaven and of hell1 that irked them to think of4 ,and therefore they cast it out with cards1 playing as long as ever they might1 till the pure pangs of death pulled their heart from their play1 and put them in such a case that they could not reckon their game4 ,and then their gamesters left them and slyly slunk away1 and it was not long ere they galped up the ghost4 ,and what game they came then to1 that ,god knoweth and not ,i4 ,i pray ,god it were good1 but ,i fear it very sore4 ,some men are there also that do as did ,king ,saul1 and in their tribulation go seek unto the devil4 ,this king had commanded all those to be destroyed who used the false abominable superstition of this ungracious witchcraft and necromancy4 ,and yet fell he to such folly afterwards himself1 that ere he went to battle he sought unto a witch and besought her to raise up a dead man to tell him how he should fare4 ,now ,god had showed him by ,samuel before that he should come to naught1 and he went about no amendment1 but waxed worse and worse1 so that ,god would not look to him4 ,and when he sought by the prophet to have answer of ,god1 there came no answer to him1 which he thought strange4 ,and because he was not heard by ,god at his pleasure1 he made suit to the devil1 desiring a woman by witchcraft to raise up the dead ,samuel4 ,but he had such success thereof as commonly they have who in their business meddle with such matters4 ,for an evil answer had he1 and an evil fortune thereafter--his army discomfited and himself slain4 ,and as it is rehearsed in ,paralipomenon1 the tenth chapter of the first book1 one cause of his fall was for lack of trust in ,god1 for which he left off taking counsel of ,god and fell to seek counsel of the witch1 against ,god's prohibition in the law and against his own good deed by which he punished and put out all witches so short a time before4 ,such fortune let them look for1 who play the same part6 ,i see many do so1 who in a great loss send to seek a conjurer to get their belongings again4 ,and marvellous things there they see1 sometimes1 but never great of their good4 ,and many a silly fool is there who1 when he lies sick1 will meddle with no physic in no manner of wise1 nor send his urine to no learned man1 but will send his cap or his hose to a wisewoman1 otherwise called a witch4 ,then sendeth she word back that she hath spied in his hose where1 when he took no heed1 he was taken with a spirit between two doors as he went in the twilight4 ,but the spirit would not let him feel it for five days after1 and it hath all the while festered in his body1 and that is the grief that paineth him so sore4 ,but let him go to no leechcraft nor any manner of physic--other than good meat and strong drink--for medicines would pickle him up4 ,but he shall have five leaves of valerian that she enchanted with a charm and gathered with her left hand4 ,let him fasten those five leaves to his right thumb by a green thread--not bind it fast1 but let it hang loose4 ,he shall never need to change it1 provided it fall not away1 but let it hang till he be whole and he shall need it no more4 ,in such wise witches1 and in such mad medicines1 have many fools a great deal more faith than in ,god4 ,and thus1 cousin1 as ,i tell you1 all these folk who in their tribulation call not upon ,god1 but seek for their ease and help elsewhere--to the flesh and the world1 and to the flinging fiend--the tribulation that ,god's goodness sendeth them for good1 they themselves by their folly turn into their harm4 ,and those who1 on the other hand1 seek unto ,god therein1 both comfort and profit they greatly take thereby4 ,,xix ,,vincent3 ,i like well1 good uncle1 all your answers therein4 ,but one doubt yet remaineth there in my mind1 which ariseth upon this answer that you make4 ,and when that doubt is solved1 ,i will1 mine own good uncle1 encumber you no further for this time4 ,for methinketh that ,i do you very much wrong to give you occasion to labour yourself so much in matter of some study1 with long talking at once4 ,i will therefore at this time move you but one thing1 and seek some other time at your greater ease for the rest4 ,my doubt1 good uncle1 is this3 ,i perceive well by your answers1 gathered and considered together1 that you will well agree that a man may both have worldly wealth and yet well go to ,god2 and that1 on the other hand1 a man may be miserable and live in tribulation and yet go to the devil4 ,and as a man may please ,god by patience in adversity1 so may he please ,god by thanks given in prosperity4 ,now since you grant these things to be such that either of them both may be matter of virtue or else matter of sin1 matter of damnation or matter of salvation1 they seem neither good nor bad of their own nature1 but things of themselves equal and indifferent1 turning to good or to the contrary according as they be taken4 ,and then if this be thus1 ,i can perceive no cause why you should give the pre-eminence unto tribulation1 or wherefore you should reckon more cause of comfort in it than in prosperity1 but rather a great deal less--in a manner1 by half4 ,for in prosperity a man is well at ease1 and may also1 by giving thanks to ,god1 get good unto his soul2 whereas in tribulation1 though he may merit by patience 7as the other1 in abundance of worldly wealth1 may merit by thanks71 yet lacketh he much comfort that the wealthy man hath1 in that he is sore grieved with heaviness and pain4 ,besides1 a wealthy man1 well at ease1 may pray to ,god quietly and merrily with alacrity and great quietness of mind1 whereas he who lieth groaning in his grief cannot endure to pray nor can he hardly think upon anything but his pain4 ,,anthony3 ,to begin1 cousin1 where you leave off3 ,the prayers of him that is in wealth and him that is in woe1 if the men be both wicked1 are both alike4 ,for neither hath the one desire to pray1 nor the other either4 ,and as one is hindered with his pain1 so is the other with his pleasure--saving that pain stirreth a man sometimes to call upon ,god in his grief1 though he be right bad1 whereas pleasure pulleth his mind another way1 though he be good enough4 ,and this point ,i think there are few that can1 if they say true1 say that they find it otherwise4 ,for in tribulation 7which cometh1 you know1 in sundry kinds7 any man that is not a dull beast or a desperate wretch calleth upon ,god1 not hoverly but right heartily1 and setteth his heart full whole upon his request1 so sore he longeth for ease and help of his heaviness4 ,but when we are wealthy and well at our ease1 while our tongue pattereth upon our prayers apace--good ,god1 how many mad ways our mind wandereth the while6 ,yet ,i know well that in some tribulation there is such sore sickness or other grievous bodily pain that it would be hard for a man to say a longer prayer of matins4 ,and yet some who lie dying say full devoutly the seven psalms and other prayers with the priest at their anointing4 ,but those who for the grief of their pain cannot endure to do it1 or who are more tender and lack that strong heart and stomach that some others have1 ,god requireth no such long prayers of them4 ,but the lifting up of their heart alone1 without any words at all1 is more acceptable to him from one in such a state1 than long service so said as folk usually say it in health4 ,the martyrs in their agony made no long prayers aloud1 but one inch of such a prayer1 so prayed in that pain1 was worth a whole ell or more1 even of their own prayers1 prayed at some other time4 ,great learned men say that ,christ1 albeit that he was true ,god1 and as ,god was in eternal equal bliss with his ,father1 yet as man merited not only for us but for himself too4 ,for proof of this they lay in these words the authority of ,st4 ,paul3 ,christ hath humbled himself1 and became obedient unto the death1 and that unto the death of the cross2 for which thing ,god hath also exalted him and given him a name which is above all names1 that in the name of ,jesus every knee be bowed1 both of the celestial creatures and of the terrestrial and of the infernal too1 and that every tongue shall confess that our lord ,jesus ,christ is in the glory of ,god his ,father4 ,now if it be so as these great learned men say1 upon such authorities of holy scripture1 that our ,saviour merited as man1 and as man deserved reward not for us only but for himself also2 then were there in his deeds1 it seemeth1 sundry degrees and differences of deserving4 ,his washing of the disciples' feet was not1 then1 of like merit as his passion1 nor his sleep of like merit as his vigil and his prayer--no1 nor his prayers peradventure all of like merit1 either4 ,but though there was not1 nor could be1 in his most blessed person any prayer but was excellent and incomparably surpassing the prayer of any mere creature1 yet his own were not all alike1 but one far above another4 ,and then if it thus be1 of all his holy prayers1 the chief seemeth me those that he made in his great agony and pain of his bitter passion4 ,the first was when he thrice fell prostrate in his agony1 when the heaviness of his heart with fear of death at hand1 so painful and so cruel as he well beheld it1 made such a fervent commotion in his blessed body that the bloody sweat of his holy flesh dropped down on the ground4 ,the others were the painful prayers that he made upon the cross1 where1 for all the torment that he hanged in--of beating1 nailing1 and stretching out all his limbs1 with the wresting of his sinews and breaking of his tender veins1 and the sharp crown of thorns so pricking him into the head that his blessed blood streamed down all his face--in all these hideous pains1 in all their cruel despites1 yet two very devout and fervent prayers he made4 ,one was for the pardon of those who so dispiteously put him to his pain1 and the other about his own deliverance1 commending his own soul to his holy ,father in heaven4 ,these prayers of his1 made in his most pain1 among all that ever he made1 reckon ,i for the chief4 ,and these prayers of our ,saviour at his bitter passion1 and of his holy martyrs in the fervour of their torment1 shall serve us to see that there is no prayer made at pleasure so strong and effectual as that made in tribulation4 ,now come ,i to the reasoning you make1 when you tell me that ,i grant you that both in wealth and in woe a man may be wicked and offend ,god1 in the one by impatience and in the other by fleshly lust4 ,and on the other hand1 both in tribulation and prosperity too1 a man may also do very well and deserve thanks of ,god by thanksgiving to ,god for his gift of riches1 worship1 and wealth1 as well as for his gift of need and penury1 imprisonment1 sickness1 and pain4 ,and therefore you cannot see why ,i should give any pre-eminence in comfort unto tribulation1 but you would rather allow prosperity for the thing more comforting4 ,and that not a little1 but in manner by double1 since therein hath the soul comfort and the body too--the soul by thanksgiving unto ,god for his gifts1 and the body by being well at ease--whereas the person pained in tribulation taketh no comfort but in his soul alone4 ,first1 as for your double comfort1 cousin1 you may cut off the one6 ,for a man in prosperity1 though he be bound to thank ,god for his gifts1 wherein he feeleth ease1 and may be glad also that he giveth thanks to ,god2 yet hath he little cause of comfort in that he taketh his ease here1 unless you wish to call by the name of comfort the sensual feeling of bodily pleasure4 ,i deny not that sometimes men so take it1 when they say1 ,this good drink comforteth well mine heart4 ,but comfort1 cousin1 is properly taken1 by them that take it right1 rather for the consolation of good hope that men take in their heart1 of some good growing toward them1 than for a present pleasure with which the body is delighted and tickled for a while4 ,now1 though a man without patience can have no reward for his pain1 yet when his pain is patiently taken for ,god's sake and his will conformed to ,god's pleasure therein1 ,god rewardeth the sufferer in proportion to his pain4 ,and this thing appeareth by many a place in scripture1 some of which ,i have showed you and yet shall ,i show you more4 ,but never found ,i any place in scripture that ,i remember in which1 though a rich man thanked ,god for his gifts1 our ,lord promised him any reward in heaven for the very reason that he took his ease and his pleasures here4 ,and therefore1 since ,i speak only of such comfort as is true comfort indeed1 by which a man hath hope of ,god's favour and remission of his sins1 with diminishing of his pain in purgatory or else reward in heaven2 and since such comfort cometh of tribulation well taken1 but not of pleasure even though it be well taken2 therefore of your comfort that you double by prosperity1 you may1 as ,i told you1 very well cut away the half4 ,now1 why ,i give prerogative in comfort unto tribulation far above prosperity1 though a man may do well in both1 of this will ,i show you causes two or three4 ,first1 as ,i before have at length showed you out of all question1 continual wealth interrupted with no tribulation is a very discomfortable token of everlasting damnation4 ,thereupon it followeth that tribulation is one cause of comfort unto a man's heart1 in that it dischargeth him of the discomfort that he might of reason take of overlong-lasting wealth4 ,another is1 that the scripture much commendeth tribulation as occasion of more profit than wealth and prosperity1 not only to those who are therein but to those who resort unto them too4 ,and therefore saith ,ecclesiastes1 ,better is it to go to the house of weeping and wailing for some man's death1 than to the house of a feast2 for in that house of heaviness is a man put in remembrance of the end of every man1 and while he liveth he thinketh what shall come after4 ,and after yet he further saith1 ,the heart of wise men is where heaviness is1 and the heart of fools is where there is mirth and gladness4 ,and verily1 where you shall hear worldly mirth seem to be commended in scripture1 it is either commonly spoken1 as in the person of some worldly-disposed people1 or else understood of spiritual rejoicing1 or else meant of some small moderate refreshing of the mind against a heavy and discomfortable dullness4 ,now1 prosperity was promised to the children of ,israel in the old law as a special gift of ,god1 because of their imperfection at that time1 to draw them to ,god with gay things and pleasant1 as men1 to make children learn1 give them cake-bread and butter4 ,for1 as the scripture maketh mention1 that people were much after the manner of children in lack of wit and in waywardness4 ,and therefore was their master ,moses called ,pedagogus1 that is1 a teacher of children or 7as they call such a one in the grammar schools7 an usher or master of the petits4 ,for1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 the old law brought nothing unto perfection4 ,and ,god also threateneth folk with tribulation in this world for sin1 not because worldly tribulation is evil1 but that we should well beware of the sickness of sin for fear of the thing to follow4 ,for that thing1 though it be indeed a very good wholesome thing if we take it well1 is yet1 because it is painful1 the thing that we are loth to have4 ,but this ,i say yet again and again1 that the scripture undoubtedly so commandeth tribulation as far the better thing in this world toward the getting of the true good that ,god giveth in the world to come1 that in comparison it utterly discommendeth this worldly wretched wealth and discomfortable comfort4 ,for to what other thing tend the words of ,ecclesiastes that ,i rehearsed to you now1 that it is better to be in the house of heaviness than to be at a feast8 ,whereto tendeth this comparison of his1 that the wise man's heart draweth thither where folk are in sadness1 and the heart of a fool is where he may find mirth8 ,whereto tendeth this threat of the wise man1 that he who delighteth in wealth shall fall into woe8 ,laughter1 saith he1 shall be mingled with sorrow1 and the end of mirth is taken up with heaviness4 ,and our ,saviour saith himself1 ,woe be to you that laugh1 for you shall weep and wail4 ,but he saith1 on the other hand1 ,blessed are they that weep and wail1 for they shall be comforted4 ,and he saith to his disciples1 ,the world shall rejoice and you shall be sorry1 but your sorrow shall be turned into joy4 ,and so it is now1 as you well know1 and the mirth of many who then were in joy is now turned all to sorrow4 ,and thus you see plainly by scripture that1 in matter of true comfort1 tribulation is as far above prosperity as the day is about the night4 ,another pre-eminence of tribulation over wealth1 in occasion of merit and reward1 shall well appear upon certain considerations well marked in them both4 ,tribulation meriteth in patience and in the obedient conforming of the man's will unto ,god1 and in thanks given to ,god for his visitation4 ,if you reckon me now1 against these1 many other good deeds that a wealthy man may do--as1 by riches to give alms1 or by authority to labour in doing many men justice--or if you find further any other such thing2 first1 ,i say that the patient person in tribulation hath1 in all these virtues of a wealthy man1 an occasion of merit which the wealthy man hath not4 ,for it is easy for the person who is in tribulation to be well willing to do the selfsame thing if he could4 ,and then shall his good will1 where the power lacketh1 go very near to the merit of the deed4 ,but the wealthy man1 now1 is not in a like position with regard to the will of patience and conformity and thanks given to ,god for tribulation4 ,for the wealthy man is not so ready to be content to be in tribulation1 which is the occasion of the sufferer's deserving1 as the troubled person is to be content to be in prosperity1 to do the good deeds that the wealthy man doth4 ,besides this1 all that the wealthy man doth1 though he could not do them without those things that are counted for wealth and called by that name--as1 not do great alms without great riches1 nor do these many men right by his labour without great authority--yet may he do these things being not in wealth indeed4 ,as where he taketh his wealth for no wealth and his riches for no riches1 and in heart setteth by neither one1 but secretly liveth in a contrite heart and a penitential life1 as many times did the prophet ,david1 being a great king1 so that worldly wealth was no wealth to him4 ,and therefore worldly wealth is not of necessity the cause of these good deeds1 since he may do them 7and he doth them best1 indeed7 to whom the thing that worldly folk call wealth is yet1 for his godly-set mind1 withdrawn from the delight thereof1 no pleasure nor wealth at all4 ,finally1 whenever the wealthy man doth those good virtuous deeds1 if we rightly consider the nature of them1 we shall perceive that in the doing of them he doth ever1 for the ratio and proportion of those deeds1 diminish the matter of his worldly wealth4 ,in giving great alms1 he parteth with a certain amount of his worldly goods1 which are in that amount the matter of his wealth4 ,in labouring about the doing of many good deeds1 his labour diminisheth his quiet and his rest1 and to that extent it diminisheth his wealth1 if pain and wealth be each contrary to the other1 as ,i think you will agree that they are4 ,now1 whosoever then will well consider the thing1 he shall1 ,i doubt not1 perceive and see that in these good deeds that the wealthy man doth1 though it be his wealth that maketh him able to do them1 yet in so far as he doth them he departeth in that proportion from the nature of wealth toward the nature of some tribulation4 ,and therefore even in those good deeds themselves that prosperity doth1 the prerogative in goodness of tribulation above wealth doth appear4 ,now if it happen that some man cannot perceive this point because the wealthy man1 for all his alms1 abideth rich still1 and for all his good labour abideth still in his authority1 let him consider that ,i speak only according to proportion4 ,and because the proportion of all that he giveth of his goods is very little in respect of what he leaveth1 therefore is the reason haply with some folk little perceived4 ,but if it were so that he went on giving until he had given out all1 and left himself nothing1 then would even a blind man see it4 ,for as he would be come from riches to poverty1 so would he be willingly fallen from wealth into tribulation4 ,and in respect of labour and rest1 the same would be true4 ,whosoever can consider this1 shall see that1 in every good deed done by the wealthy man1 the matter is proportionately the same4 ,then1 since we have somewhat weighed the virtues of prosperity1 let us consider on the other hand the afore-named things that are the matter of merit and reward in tribulation--that is1 patience1 conformity1 and thanksgiving4 ,patience the wealthy man hath not1 in so far as he is wealthy4 ,for if he be pinched in any point in which he taketh patience1 to that extent he suffereth some tribulation4 ,and so not by his prosperity but by his tribulation hath he that merit4 ,it is the same if we would say that the wealthy man hath another virtue instead of patience--that is1 the keeping of himself from pride and such other sins as wealth would bring him to4 ,for the resisting of such motions is1 as ,i before told you1 without any doubt a diminishing of fleshly wealth1 and is a very true kind 7and one of the most profitable kinds7 of tribulation4 ,so all that good merit groweth to the wealthy man not by his wealth but by the diminishing of his wealth with wholesome tribulation4 ,the most colour of comparison is in the other two2 that is1 in the conformity of man's will unto ,god1 and in thanks given unto ,god4 ,for as the good man1 in tribulation sent him by ,god1 conformeth his will to ,god's will in that behalf1 and giveth ,god thanks for it2 so doth the wealthy man1 in his wealth which ,god giveth him1 conform his will to ,god in that point1 since he is well content to take it as his gift1 and giveth ,god also right hearty thanks for it4 ,and thus1 as ,i said1 in these two things can you catch the most colour to compare the wealthy man's merit with the merit of tribulation4 ,but yet that they be not matches1 you may soon see by this3 ,for no one can conform his will unto ,god's in tribulation and give him thanks for it1 but such a man as hath in that point a very specially good disposition4 ,but he that is truly wicked1 or hath in his heart but very little good1 may well be content to take wealth at ,god's hand1 and say1 ,marry1 ,i thank you1 sir1 for this with all my heart1 and ,i will not fail to love you well--while you let me fare no worse6 ,confitebitur tibi1 cum benefeceris ei4 ,now1 if the wealthy man be very good1 yet1 in conformity of his will and thanksgiving to ,god for his wealth1 his virtue is not like to that of him who doth the same in tribulation4 ,for1 as the philosophers said very well of old1 virtue standeth in things of hardness and difficulty4 ,and then1 as ,i told you1 it is much less hard and less difficult1 by a great deal1 to be content and conform our will to ,god's will and to give him thanks1 too1 for our ease than for our pain1 for our wealth and for our woe4 ,and therefore the conforming of our will to ,god's and the thanks that we give him for our tribulation are more worthy of thanks in return1 and merit more reward in the very fast wealth and felicity of heaven1 than our conformity and our thanksgiving for our worldly wealth here4 ,and this thing saw the devil1 when he said to our ,lord of ,job that it was no marvel if ,job had a reverent fear unto ,god--,god had done so much for him1 and kept him in prosperity4 ,but the devil knew well that it was a hard thing for ,job to be so loving1 and so to give thanks to ,god1 in tribulation and adversity4 ,and therefore was he glad to get leave of ,god to put him in tribulation1 and trusted thereby to cause him to murmur and grudge against ,god with impatience4 ,but the devil had there a fall in his own turn1 for the patience of ,job in the short time of his adversity got him much more favour and thanks of ,god1 and more is he renowned and commended in scripture for that1 than for all the goodness of his long prosperous life4 ,our ,saviour saith himself1 also1 that if we say well by them or yield them thanks who do us good1 we do no great thing1 and therefore can we with reason look for no great thanks in return4 ,and thus have ,i showed you1 lo1 no little pre-eminence that tribulation hath in merit1 and therefore no little pre-eminence of comfort in hope of heavenly reward1 above the virtues 7the merit and cause of good hope and comfort7 that come of wealth and prosperity4 ,,xx ,and therefore1 good cousin1 to finish our talking for this time1 lest ,i should be too long a hindrance to your other business3 ,if we lay first1 for a sure ground1 a very fast faith1 whereby we believe to be true all that the scripture saith 7understood truly1 as the old holy doctors declare it and as the spirit of ,god instructeth his ,catholic church71 then shall we consider tribulation as a gracious gift of ,god1 a gift that he specially gave his special friends2 a thing that in scripture is highly commended and praised2 a thing of which the contrary1 long continued1 is perilous2 a thing which1 if ,god send it not1 men have need to put upon themselves and seek by penance2 a thing that helpeth to purge our past sins2 a thing that preserveth us from sins that otherwise would come2 a thing that causeth us to set less by the world2 a thing that much diminisheth our pains in purgatory2 a thing that much increaseth our final reward in heaven2 the thing with which all his apostles followed him thither2 the thing to which our ,saviour exhorteth all men2 the thing without which he saith we be not his disciples2 the thing without which no man can get to heaven4 ,whosoever thinketh on these things1 and remembereth them well1 shall in his tribulation neither murmur nor grudge4 ,but first shall he by patience take his pain in worth1 and then shall he grow in goodness and think himself well worthy of tribulation4 ,and then shall he consider that ,god sendeth it for his welfare1 and thereby shall be moved to give ,god thanks for it4 ,therewith shall his grace increase1 and ,god shall give him such comfort by considering that ,god is in his trouble evermore near to him--for ,god is near1 saith the prophet1 to them that have their heart in trouble--that his joy thereof shall diminish much of his pain4 ,and he shall not seek for vain comfort elsewhere1 but shall specially trust in ,god and seek help of him1 submitting his own will wholly to ,god's pleasure4 ,and he shall pray to ,god in his heart1 and pray his friends pray for him1 and especially the priests1 as ,st4 ,james biddeth4 ,and he shall begin first with confession and make him clean to ,god and ready to depart1 and be glad to go to ,god1 putting purgatory to his pleasure4 ,if we thus do1 this dare ,i boldly say1 we shall never live here the less by half an hour1 but we shall with this comfort find our hearts lightened1 and thereby the grief of our tribulation lessened1 and the more likelihood to recover and to live the longer4 ,now if ,god will that we shall go hence1 then doth he much more for us4 ,for he who taketh this way cannot go but well4 ,for of him who is loth to leave this wretched world1 mine heart is much in fear lest he did not well4 ,hard it is for him to be welcome who cometh against his will1 who saith unto ,god when he cometh to fetch him1 ,welcome1 my ,maker--spite of my teeth6 ,but he that so loveth him that he longeth to go to him1 my heart cannot give me but he shall be welcome1 albeit that he come ere he be well purged4 ,for ,charity covereth a multitude of sins1 and ,he that trusteth in ,god cannot be confounded4 ,and ,christ saith1 ,he that cometh to me1 ,i will not cast him out4 ,and therefore let us never make our reckoning of long life4 ,let us keep it while we can1 because ,god hath so commanded1 but if ,god give the occasion that with his good will we may go1 let us be glad of it and long to go to him4 ,and then shall hope of heaven comfort our heaviness1 and out of our transitory tribulation shall we go to everlasting glory--to which1 good cousin1 ,i pray ,god bring us both6 ,,vincent3 ,mine own good uncle1 ,i pray ,god reward you1 and at this time ,i will no longer trouble you4 ,i fear ,i have this day done you much tribulation with my importunate objections1 of very little substance4 ,and you have even showed me an example of patience1 in bearing my folly so long4 ,and yet ,i shall be so bold as to seek some time to talk further of the rest of this most profitable matter of tribulation1 which you said you reserved to treat of last of all4 ,,anthony3 ,let that be surely very shortly1 cousin1 while this is fresh in mind4 ,,vincent3 ,i trust1 good uncle1 so to put this in remembrance that it shall never be forgotten with me4 ,our ,lord send you such comfort as he knoweth to be best6 ,,anthony3 ,this is well said1 good cousin1 and ,i pray the same for you and for all our other friends who have need of comfort--for whom1 ,i think1 more than for yourself1 you needed some counsel4 ,,vincent3 ,i shall1 with this good counsel that ,i have heard from you1 do them some comfort1 ,i trust in ,god--to whose keeping ,i commit you6 ,,anthony3 ,and ,i you1 also4 ,farewell1 mine own good cousin4 ,,book ,,two ,,vincent3 ,it is no little comfort to me1 good uncle1 that as ,i came in here ,i heard from your folk that since my last being here you have had meetly good rest 7,god be thanked71 and your stomach somewhat more come to you4 ,for verily1 albeit ,i had heard before that1 in respect of the great pain that for a month's space had held you1 you were1 a little before my last coming to you1 somewhat eased and relieved--for otherwise would ,i not for any good cause have put you to the pain of talking so much as you then did--yet after my departing from you1 remembering how long we tarried together1 and that we were all that while talking1 and that all the labour was yours1 in talking so long together without interpausing between 7and that of matter studious and displeasant1 all of disease and sickness and other pain and tribulation71 ,i was in good faith very sorry and not a little wroth with myself for mine own oversight1 that ,i had so little considered your pain4 ,and very feared ,i was1 till ,i heard otherwise1 lest you should have waxed weaker and more sick thereafter4 ,but now ,i thank our ,lord1 who hath sent the contrary4 ,for a little casting back1 in this great age of yours1 would be no little danger and peril4 ,,anthony3 ,nay1 nay1 good cousin--to talk much1 unless some other pain hinder me1 is to me little grief4 ,a foolish old man is often as full of words as a woman4 ,it is1 you know1 as some poets paint us1 all the joy of an old fool's life to sit well and warm with a cup and a roasted crabapple1 and drivel and drink and talk6 ,but in earnest1 cousin1 our talking was to me great comfort1 and nothing displeasing at all4 ,for though we commoned of sorrow and heaviness1 yet the thing we chiefly thought upon was not the tribulation itself but the comfort that may grow thereon4 ,and therefore am ,i now very glad that you are come to finish up the rest4 ,,vincent3 ,of truth1 my good uncle1 it was comforting to me1 and hath been since to some other of your friends1 to whom1 as my poor wit and remembrance would serve me1 ,i did report and rehearse 7and not needlessly7 your most comforting counsel4 ,and now come ,i for the rest1 and am very joyful that ,i find you so well refreshed and so ready thereto4 ,but this one thing1 good uncle1 ,i beseech you heartily4 ,if ,i1 for delight to hear you speak in the matter1 forget myself and you both1 and put you to too much pain1 remember your own ease4 ,and when you wish to leave off1 command me to go my way and seek some other time4 ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 cousin1 if a man were very weak1 many words spoken 7as you said right now7 without interpausing1 would peradventure at length somewhat weary him4 ,and therefore wished ,i the last time1 after you were gone 7when ,i felt myself1 to say the truth1 even a little weary71 that ,i had not so told you a long tale alone1 but that we had more often interchanged words1 and parted the talking between us1 with more often interparling upon your part1 in such manner as learned men use between the persons whom they devise1 disputing in their feigned dialogues4 ,but yet in that point ,i soon excused you and laid the lack where ,i found it1 and that was even upon mine own neck4 ,for ,i remembered that between you and me it fared as it did once between a nun and her brother4 ,very virtuous was this lady1 and of a very virtuous place and enclosed religion4 ,and therein had she been long1 in all which time she had never seen her brother1 who was likewise very virtuous too1 and had been far off at a university1 and had there taken the degree of ,doctor of ,divinity4 ,when he was come home1 he went to see his sister1 as one who highly rejoiced in her virtue4 ,so came she to the grate that they call1 ,i believe1 the locutory1 and after their holy watchword spoken on both sides1 after the manner used in that place1 each took the other by the tip of the finger1 for no hand could be shaken through the grate4 ,and forthwith my lady began to give her brother a sermon of the wretchedness of this world1 and frailty of the flesh1 and the subtle sleights of the wicked fiend1 and gave him surely good counsel 7saving somewhat too long7 how he should be well wary in his living and master well his body for the saving of his soul4 ,and yet1 ere her own tale came to an end1 she began to find a little fault with him and said1 ,in good faith1 brother1 ,i do somewhat marvel that you1 who have been at learning so long and are a doctor and so learned in the law of ,god1 do not now at our meeting 7since we meet so seldom7 to me who am your sister and a simple unlearned soul1 give of your charity some fruitful exhortation4 ,for ,i doubt not but you can say some good thing yourself4 ,by my troth1 good sister1 quoth her brother1 ,i cannot1 for you6 ,for your tongue hath never ceased1 but said enough for us both4 ,and so1 cousin1 ,i remember that when ,i was once fallen in1 ,i left you little space to say aught between4 ,but now will ,i therefore take another way with you1 for of our talking ,i shall drive you to the one half4 ,,vincent3 ,now1 forsooth1 uncle1 this was a merry tale6 ,but now1 if you make me talk the one half1 then shall you be contented far otherwise than was of late a kinswoman of your own--but which one ,i will not tell you2 guess her if you can6 ,her husband had much pleasure in the manner and behaviour of another honest man1 and kept him therefore much company1 so that he was at his mealtime the more often away from home4 ,so happed it one time that his wife and he together dined or supped with that neighbour of theirs1 and then she made a merry quarrel with him for making her husband so good cheer outside that she could not keep him at home4 ,forsooth1 mistress1 quoth he 7for he was a dry merry man71 in my company no thing keepeth him but one4 ,serve him with the same1 and he will never be away from you4 ,what gay thing may that be8 quoth our cousin then4 ,forsooth1 mistress1 quoth he1 your husband loveth well to talk1 and when he sitteth with me1 ,i let him have all the words4 ,all the words8 quoth she1 marry1 than am ,i content6 ,he shall have all the words with good will1 as he hath ever had4 ,but ,i speak them all myself1 and give them all to him1 and for aught ,i care for them1 so shall he have them all4 ,but otherwise to say that he shall have them all1 you shall keep him still rather than he get the half6 ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 cousin1 ,i can soon guess which of our kin she was4 ,i wish we had none1 for all her merry words1 who would let their husbands talk less6 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 she is not so merry but what she is equally good4 ,but where you find fault1 uncle1 that ,i speak not enough3 ,i was in good faith ashamed that ,i spoke so much and moved you such questions as 7,i found upon your answer7 might better have been spared1 they were of so little worth4 ,but now1 since ,i see you be so well content that ,i shall not forbear boldly to show my folly1 ,i will be no more so shamefast but will ask you what ,i like4 ,i ,and first1 good uncle1 ere we proceed further1 ,i will be bold to move you one thing more of that which we talked of when ,i was here before4 ,for when ,i revolved in my mind again the things that were concluded here by you1 methought you would in no wise wish that in any tribulation men should seek for comfort in either worldly things or fleshly4 ,and this opinion of yours1 uncle1 seemeth somewhat hard1 for a merry tale with a friend refresheth a man much1 and without any harm delighteth his mind and amendeth his courage and his stomach1 so that it seemeth but well done to take such recreation4 ,and ,solomon saith1 ,i believe1 that men should in heaviness give the sorry man wine1 to make him forget his sorrow4 ,and ,st4 ,thomas saith that proper pleasant talking1 which is called eutrapelia1 is a good virtue1 serving to refresh the mind and make it quick and eager to labour and study again1 whereas continual fatigue would make it dull and deadly4 ,,anthony3 ,cousin1 ,i forgot not that point1 but ,i longed not much to touch it4 ,for neither might ,i well utterly forbear it1 where it might befall that it should not hurt2 and on the other hand1 if it should so befall1 methought that it should little need to give any man counsel to it--folk are prone enough to such fancies of their own mind6 ,you may see this by ourselves who1 coming now together to talk of as earnest sad matter as men can devise1 were fallen yet even at the first into wanton idle tales4 ,and of truth1 cousin1 as you know very well1 ,i myself am by nature even half a gigglot and more4 ,i wish ,i could as easily mend my fault as ,i well know it1 but scant can ,i refrain it1 as old a fool as ,i am4 ,howbeit1 ,i will not be so partial to my fault as to praise it4 ,but since you ask my mind in the matter1 as to whether men in tribulation may not lawfully seek recreation and comfort themselves with some honest mirth 7first agreed that our chief comfort must be in ,god and that with him we must begin and with him continue and with him end also71 that a man should take now and then some honest worldly mirth1 ,i dare not be so sore as utterly to forbid it4 ,for good men and well learned have in some cases allowed it1 especially for the diversity of divers men's minds4 ,otherwise1 if we were also such as would ,god we were 7and such as natural wisdom would that we should be1 and is not clean excusable that we be not indeed71 ,i would then put no doubt but that unto any man the most comforting talking that could be would be to hear of heaven4 ,whereas now1 ,god help us1 our wretchedness is such that in talking a while of it1 men wax almost weary4 ,and1 as though to hear of heaven were a heavy burden1 they must refresh themselves afterward with a foolish tale4 ,our affection toward heavenly joys waxeth wonderfully cold4 ,if dread of hell were as far gone1 very few would fear ,god1 but that yet sticketh a little in our stomachs4 ,mark me1 cousin1 at the sermon1 and commonly toward the end1 somewhat the preacher speaketh of hell and heaven4 ,now1 while he preacheth of the pains of hell1 still they stay and give him the hearing4 ,but as soon as he cometh to the joys of heaven1 they are busking them backward and flockmeal fall away4 ,it is in the soul somewhat as it is in the body3 ,there are some who are come1 either by nature or by evil custom1 to that point where a worse thing sometimes more steadeth them than a better4 ,some men1 if they be sick1 can away with no wholesome meat1 nor no medicine can go down with them1 unless it be tempered for their fancy with something that maketh the meat or the medicine less wholesome than it should be4 ,and yet1 while it will be no better1 we must let them have it so4 ,cassian 7that very virtuous man7 rehearseth in a certain conference of his that a certain holy father1 in making of a sermon1 spoke of heaven and heavenly things so celestially that much of his audience1 with the sweet sound of it1 began to forget all the world and fall asleep4 ,when the father beheld this1 he dissembled their sleeping and suddenly said to them1 ,i shall tell you a merry tale4 ,at that word they lifted up their heads and hearkened unto that1 and afterward 7their sleep being therewith broken7 heard him tell on of heaven again4 ,in what wise that good father rebuked then their untoward minds--so dull to the thing that all our life we labour for1 and so quick and eager toward other trifles--,i neither bear in mind nor shall here need to rehearse4 ,but thus much of that matter sufficeth for our purpose1 that whereas you demand of me whether in tribulation men may not sometimes refresh themselves with worldly mirth and recreation1 ,i can only say that he who cannot long endure to hold up his head and hear talking of heaven unless he be now and then between refreshed 7as though heaven were heaviness67 with a merry foolish tale1 there is none other remedy but you must let him have it4 ,better would ,i wish it1 but ,i cannot help it4 ,howbeit1 by mine advice1 let us at least make those kinds of recreation as short and as seldom as we can4 ,let them serve us but for sauce1 and make themselves not our meat4 ,and let us pray unto ,god--and all our good friends for us--that we may feel such a savour in the delight of heaven that in respect of the talking of its joys1 all worldly recreation may be but a grief to think on4 ,and be sure1 cousin1 that if we might once purchase the grace to come to that point1 we never found of worldly recreation so much comfort in a year as we should find in the bethinking us of heaven for less than half an hour4 ,,vincent3 ,in faith1 uncle1 ,i can well agree to this1 and ,i pray ,god bring us once to take such a savour in it4 ,and surely1 as you began the other day1 by faith must we come to it1 and to faith by prayer4 ,but now1 ,i pray you1 good uncle1 vouchsafe to proceed in our principal matter4 ,,ii ,,anthony3 ,cousin1 ,i have bethought me somewhat upon this matter since we were last together4 ,and ,i find it a thing that1 if we should go some way to work1 would require many more days to treat of than we should haply find for it in so few as ,i myself believe that ,i have yet to live4 ,for every time is not alike with me4 ,among them1 there are many painful1 in which ,i look every day to depart2 my mending days come very seldom and are very shortly done4 ,for surely1 cousin1 ,i cannot liken my life more fitly now than to the snuff of a candle that burneth within the candlestick's nose4 ,for the snuff sometimes burneth down so low that whosoever looketh on it would think it were quite out1 and yet suddenly lifteth up a flame half an inch above the nose and giveth a pretty short light again1 and thus playeth divers times till at last1 ere it be looked for1 out it goeth altogether4 ,so have ,i1 cousin1 divers such days together as every day of them ,i look even to die1 and yet have ,i then after that some such few days again as you yourself see me now to have1 in which a man would think that ,i might yet well continue4 ,but ,i know my lingering not likely to last long1 but out will go my snuff suddenly some day within a while4 ,and therefore will ,i1 with ,god's help1 seem ,i never so well amended1 nevertheless reckon every day for my last4 ,for though1 to the repressing of the bold courage of blind youth1 there is a very true proverb that as soon cometh a young sheep's skin to the market as an old1 yet this difference there is at least between them3 that as the young man may hap sometimes to die soon1 so the old man can never live long4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 in our matter here1 leaving out many things that ,i would otherwise treat of1 ,i shall for this time speak but of very few4 ,howbeit1 if ,god hereafter send me more such days1 then will we1 when you wish1 further talk of more4 ,,iii ,all manner of tribulation1 cousin1 that any man can have1 as far as for this time cometh to my mind1 falleth under some one at least of these three kinds3 ,either it is such as he himself willingly taketh2 or1 secondly1 such as he willingly suffereth2 or1 finally1 such as he cannot put from him4 ,this third kind ,i purpose not to speak of now much more1 for there shall suffice1 for the time1 those things that we treated between us the other day4 ,what kind of tribulation this is1 ,i am sure you yourself perceive4 ,for sickness1 imprisonment1 loss of goods1 loss of friends1 or such bodily harm as a man hath already caught and can in no wise avoid--these things and such like are the third kind of tribulation that ,i speak of1 which a man neither willingly taketh in the beginning1 nor can 7though he would7 afterward put away4 ,now think ,i that1 just as no comfort can serve to the man who lacketh wit and faith1 whatsoever counsel be given1 so to those who have both ,i have1 as for this kind1 said in manner enough already4 ,and considering that suffer it he must1 since he can by no manner of means put it from him1 the very necessity is half counsel enough to take it in good worth and bear it patiently1 and rather of his patience to take both ease and thanks than by fretting and fuming to increase his present pain1 and afterward by murmur and grudge to fall in further danger of displeasing ,god with his froward behaviour4 ,and yet1 albeit that ,i think that what has been said sufficeth1 yet here and there ,i shall in the second kind show some such comfort as shall well serve unto this last kind too4 ,,iv ,the first kind also will ,i shortly pass over1 too4 ,for the tribulation that a man willingly taketh himself1 which no man putteth upon him against his own will1 is1 you know as well as ,i 7for it was somewhat touched the last day71 such affliction of the flesh or expense of his goods as a man taketh himself or willingly bestoweth in punishment of his own sin and for devotion to ,god4 ,now1 in this tribulation needeth he no man to comfort him4 ,for no man troubleth him but himself1 who feeleth how far forth he may conveniently bear1 and of reason and good discretion shall not pass that--and if any doubt arise therein1 it is counsel that he needeth and not comfort4 ,and so the courage that kindleth his heart and enflameth it for ,god's sake and his soul's health shall1 by the same grace that put it in his mind1 give him such comfort and joy therein that the pleasure of his soul shall surpass the pain of his body4 ,yea1 and while he hath in heart also some great heaviness for his sin1 yet when he considereth the joy that shall come of it1 his soul shall not fail to feel then that strange state which my body felt once in a great fever4 ,,vincent3 ,what strange state was that1 uncle8 ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 cousin1 even in this same bed1 it is now more than fifteen years ago1 ,i lay in a tertian fever4 ,and ,i had passed1 ,i believe1 three or four fits1 when afterward there fell on me one fit out of course1 so strange and so marvellous that ,i would in good faith have thought it impossible4 ,for ,i suddenly felt myself verily both hot and cold throughout all my body2 not in one part the one and in another part the other--for it would have been1 you know1 no very strange thing to feel the head hot while the hands were cold--but the selfsame parts1 ,i say1 so ,god save my soul1 ,i sensibly felt 7and right painfully1 too7 all in one instant both hot and cold at once4 ,,vincent3 ,by my faith1 uncle1 this was a wonderful thing1 and such as ,i never heard happen to any other man in my days4 ,and few men are there out of whose mouths ,i could have believed it4 ,,anthony3 ,courtesy1 cousin1 peradventure hindereth you from saying that you believe it not yet of my mouth1 neither6 ,and surely1 for fear of that1 you should not have heard it of me neither1 had there not another thing happed me soon thereafter4 ,,vincent3 ,i pray you1 what was that1 good uncle8 ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 cousin1 this3 ,i asked a physician or twain1 who then considered how this should be possible1 and they both twain told me that it could not be so1 but that ,i was fallen into some slumber and dreamed that ,i felt it so4 ,,vincent3 ,this hap1 hold ,i1 little caused you to tell that tale more boldly6 ,,anthony3 ,no1 cousin1 that is true1 lo4 ,but then happed there another3 ,a young girl here in this town1 whom a kinsman of hers had begun to teach physic1 told me that there was such a kind of fever indeed4 ,,vincent3 ,by our ,lady1 uncle1 save for the credence of you1 the tale would ,i not yet tell again upon that hap of the maid6 ,for though ,i know her now for such that ,i durst well believe her1 it might hap her very well at that time to lie1 because she would that you should take her for learned4 ,,anthony3 ,yea1 but then happed there yet another hap thereon1 cousin1 that a work of ,galen1 ,de differentiis febrium1 is ready to be sold in the booksellers' shops1 in which work she showed me then the chapter where ,galen saith the same4 ,,vincent3 ,marry1 uncle1 as you say1 that hap happed well4 ,and that maid had1 as hap was1 in that one point more learning than had both your physicians besides--and hath1 ,i believe1 at this day in many points more4 ,,anthony3 ,in faith1 so believe ,i too4 ,she is very wise and well learned1 and very virtuous too4 ,but see now what age is3 lo1 ,i have been so long in my tale that ,i have almost forgotten for what purpose ,i told it4 ,oh1 now ,i remember me3 ,as ,i say1 just as ,i myself felt my body then both hot and cold at once1 so he who is contrite and heavy for his sin shall have cause to be both glad and sad1 and shall indeed be both twain at once4 ,and he shall do as ,i remember holy ,st4 ,jerome biddeth--,both be thou sorry1 saith he1 and be thou also of thy sorrow joyful4 ,and thus1 as ,i began to say1 to him that is in this tribulation--that is1 in fruitful heaviness and penance for his sin--shall we need to give none other comfort than only to remember and consider well the goodness of ,god's excellent mercy1 that infinitely surpasseth the malice of all men's sins4 ,by that mercy he is ready to receive every man1 and did spread his arms abroad upon the cross1 lovingly to embrace all those who will come4 ,and by that mercy he even there accepted the thief at his last end1 who turned not to ,god till he might steal no longer1 and yet maketh more feast in heaven for one who turneth from sin than for ninety-nine good men who sinned not at all4 ,and therefore of that first kind of tribulation will ,i make no longer tale4 ,v ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 this is very great comfort unto that kind of tribulation4 ,and so great1 also1 that it may make many a man bold to abide in his sin even unto his end1 trusting to be then saved as that thief was4 ,,anthony3 ,very sooth you say1 cousin1 that some wretches are there who so abuse the great goodness of ,god that the better he is the worse in return are they4 ,but1 cousin1 though there be more joy made of his turning who from the point of perdition cometh to salvation1 for pity that ,god had and all his saints of the peril of perishing that the man stood in1 yet is he not set in like state in heaven as he should have been if he had lived better before4 ,unless it so befall that he live so well afterward and do so much good that he outrun1 in the shorter time1 those good folk that yet did so much in much longer4 ,this is proved in the blessed apostle ,st4 ,paul1 who of a persecutor became an apostle1 and last of all came in unto that office1 and yet in the labour of sowing the seed of ,christ's faith outran all the rest so far that he forbore not to say of himself1 ,i have laboured more than all the rest have4 ,but yet1 my cousin1 though ,i doubt not that ,god be so merciful unto those who1 at any time of their life1 turn and ask his mercy and trust in it1 though it be at the last end of a man's life2 and that he hireth him as well for heaven who cometh to work in his vineyard toward night at such time as workmen leave work1 and goeth home1 being then willing to work if time should serve1 as he hireth him who cometh in the morning2 yet may no man upon the trust of this parable be bold all his life to lie still in sin4 ,for let him remember that no man goeth into ,god's vineyard but he who is called thither4 ,now he who1 in hope to be called toward the night1 will sleep out the morning and drink out the day1 is full likely to pass at night unspoken to4 ,and then shall he with ill rest go supperless to bed6 ,they tell of one who was wont always to say that all the while he lived he would do what he pleased1 for three words when he died should make all safe enough4 ,but then it so happed that long ere he was old his horse once stumbled upon a broken bridge4 ,and as he laboured to recover him1 when he saw that it would not be1 but that down into the flood headlong he must go1 in sudden dismay he cried out in the falling1 ,have all to the devil6 ,and there was he drowned with his three words ere he died1 whereon his hope hung all his wretched life4 ,and therefore let no man sin in hope of grace1 for grace cometh but at ,god's will1 and that state of mind may be the hindrance that grace of fruitful repenting shall never after be offered him1 but that he shall either graceless go linger on careless1 or with a care that is fruitless shall fall into despair4 ,,vi ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 in this point methinketh you say very well4 ,but then are there some again who say on the other hand that we shall need no heaviness for our sins at all1 but need only change our intent and purpose to do better1 and for all that is passed take no thought at all4 ,and as for fasting and other affliction of the body1 they say we should not do it save only to tame the flesh when we feel it wax wanton and begin to rebel4 ,for fasting1 they say1 serveth to keep the body in temperance1 but to fast for penance or to do any other good work1 almsdeed or other1 toward satisfaction for our own sins--this thing they call plain injury to the passion of ,christ1 by which alone our sins are forgiven freely without any recompense of our own4 ,and they say that those who would do penance for their own sins look to be their own ,christs1 and pay their own ransoms1 and save their souls themselves4 ,and with these reasons in ,saxony many cast fasting off1 and all other bodily affliction1 save only where need requireth to bring the body to temperance4 ,for no other good1 they say1 can it do to ourselves1 and then to our neighbour can it do none at all4 ,and therefore they condemn it for superstitious folly4 ,now1 heaviness of heart and weeping for our sins1 this they reckon shame almost1 and womanish childishness--howbeit1 ,god be thanked1 their women wax there now so mannish that they are not so childish1 nor so poor of spirit1 but what they can sin on as men do and be neither afraid nor ashamed nor weep for their sins at all4 ,and surely1 mine uncle1 ,i have marvelled the less ever since ,i heard the manner of their preachers there4 ,for1 as you remember1 when ,i was in ,saxony these matters were 7in a manner7 but in a mammering4 ,luther was not then wedded yet1 nor religious men out of their habits1 but those that would be of the sect were suffered freely to preach what they would unto the people4 ,and forsooth ,i heard a religious man there myself--one that had been reputed and taken for very good1 and who1 as far as the folk perceived1 was of his own living somewhat austere and sharp4 ,but his preaching was wonderful6 ,methinketh ,i hear him yet1 his voice so loud and shrill1 his learning less than mean4 ,but whereas his matter was much part against fasting and all affliction for any penance1 which he called men's inventions1 he ever cried out upon them to keep well the laws of ,christ1 let go their childish penance1 and purpose then to mend and seek nothing to salvation but the death of ,christ4 ,for he is our justice1 and he is our ,saviour and our whole satisfaction for all our deadly sins4 ,he did full penance for us all upon his painful cross1 he washed us there all clean with the water of his sweet side1 and brought us out of the devil's danger with his dear precious blood4 ,leave therefore1 leave1 ,i beseech you1 these inventions of men1 your foolish ,lenten fasts and your childish penance6 ,diminish never ,christ's thanks nor look to save yourselves6 ,it is ,christ's death1 ,i tell you1 that must save us all--,christ's death1 ,i tell you yet again1 and not our own deeds4 ,leave your own fasting1 therefore1 and lean to ,christ alone1 good ,christian people1 for ,christ's dear bitter passion6 ,now1 so loud and shrill he cried ,christ in their ears1 and so thick he came forth with ,christ's bitter passion1 and that so bitterly spoken with the sweat dropping down his cheeks1 that ,i marvelled not that ,i saw the poor women weep4 ,for he made my own hair stand up upon my head4 ,and with such preaching were the people so taken in that some fell to break their fast on the fasting days1 not of frailty or of malice first1 but almost of devotion1 lest they should take from ,christ the thanks of his bitter passion4 ,but when they were awhile nursled in that point first1 they could afterward abide and endure many things more1 for which1 if he had begun with them1 they would have pulled him down4 ,,anthony3 ,cousin1 ,god amend that man1 whatsoever he be1 and ,god keep all good folk from such manner of preachers6 ,one such preacher much more abuseth the name of ,christ and of his bitter passion than do five hundred gamblers who in their idle business swear and foreswear themselves by his holy bitter passion at dice4 ,they carry the minds of the people from perceiving their craft by the continual naming of the name of ,christ1 and crying his passion so shrill into their ears that they forget that the ,church hath ever taught them that all our penance without ,christ's passion would not be worth a pea4 ,and they make the people think that we wish to be saved by our own deeds1 without ,christ's death2 whereas we confess that his passion alone meriteth incomparably more for us than all our own deeds do1 but that it is his pleasure that we shall also take pain ourselves with him4 ,and therefore he biddeth all who will be his disciples to take their crosses on their backs as he did1 and with their crosses follow him4 ,and where they say that fasting serveth but for temperance to tame the flesh and keep it from wantonness1 ,i would in good faith have thought that ,moses had not been so wild that for the taming of his flesh he should have need to fast whole forty days together4 ,no1 not ,hely neither4 ,nor yet our ,saviour himself1 who began the ,lenten forty-days fast--and the apostles followed1 and all ,christendom hath kept it--that these folk call now so foolish4 ,king ,achab was not disposed to be wanton in his flesh1 when he fasted and went clothed in sackcloth and all besprent with ashes4 ,no more was the king in ,nineveh and all the city1 but they wailed and did painful penance for their sin to procure ,god to pity them and withdraw his indignation4 ,anna1 who in her widowhood abode so many years with fasting and praying in the temple till the birth of ,christ1 was not1 ,i suppose1 in her old age so sore disposed to the wantonness of the flesh that she fasted for all that4 ,nor ,st4 ,paul1 who fasted so much1 fasted not all for that1 neither4 ,the scripture is full of places that prove fasting to be not the invention of man but the institution of ,god1 and to have many more profits than one4 ,and that the fasting of one man may do good unto another1 our ,saviour showeth himself where he saith that some kind of devils cannot be cast out of one man by another without prayer and fasting4 ,and therefore ,i marvel that they take this way against fasting and other bodily penance4 ,and yet much more ,i marvel that they mislike the sorrow and heaviness and displeasure of mind that a man should take in thinking of his sin4 ,the prophet saith1 ,tear your hearts and not your clothes4 ,and the prophet ,david saith1 ,a contrite heart and an humbled--that is to say1 a heart broken1 torn1 and laid low under foot with tribulation of heaviness for his sins--shalt thou not1 good ,lord1 despise4 ,he saith also of his own contrition1 ,i have laboured in my wailing2 ,i shall every night wash my bed with my tears1 my couch will ,i water4 ,but why should ,i need in this matter to lay forth one place or twain8 ,the scripture is full of those places1 by which it plainly appeareth that ,god looketh of duty1 not only that we should amend and be better in the time to come1 but also that we should be sorry and weep and bewail our sins committed before4 ,and all the old holy doctors be full and whole of that opinion1 that men must have for their sins contrition and sorrow in heart4 ,,vii ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 this thing yet seemeth to me a somewhat sore sentence1 not because ,i think otherwise but that there is good cause and great wherefore a man should so sorrow1 but because of truth sometimes a man cannot be sorry and heavy for his sin that he hath done1 though he never so fain would4 ,but though he can be content for ,god's sake to forbear it thenceforth1 yet not only can he not weep for every sin that is past1 but some were haply so wanton that when he happeth to remember them he can scantly forbear to laugh4 ,now1 if contrition and sorrow of heart be so requisite of necessity to remission1 many a man should stand1 it seemeth1 in a very perilous state4 ,,anthony3 ,many so should indeed1 cousin1 and indeed many do so4 ,and the old saints write very sore on this point4 ,howbeit1 the mercy of ,god is above all his works1 and he standeth bound to no common rule4 ,and he knoweth the frailty of this earthen vessel that is of his own making1 and is merciful and hath pity and compassion upon our feeble infirmities1 and shall not exact of us above the thing that we can do4 ,and yet1 cousin1 he who findeth himself in that state1 let him give ,god thanks that he is no worse1 in that he is minded to do well hereafter4 ,but in that he cannot be sorry for his sin passed1 let him be sorry at least that he is no better4 ,and as ,st4 ,jerome biddeth him who sorroweth in his heart for sin to be glad and rejoice in his sorrow1 so would ,i counsel him who cannot be sad for his sin to be sorry at least that he cannot be sorry6 ,besides this1 though ,i would in no wise that any man should despair1 yet would ,i counsel such a man while that affection lasteth not to be bold of courage1 but to live in double fear3 ,first1 because it is a token either of faint faith or of a dull diligence4 ,for surely if we believe in ,god1 and therewith deeply consider his high majesty1 with the peril of our sin and the great goodness of ,god also1 then either dread should make us tremble and break our stony heart1 or love should for sorrow relent it into tears4 ,besides this1 because1 since so little misliking of our old sin is an affection not very pure and clean1 and since no unclean thing shall enter into heaven1 ,i can scantly believe but it shall be cleansed and purified before we come there4 ,and therefore would ,i further give one in that state the counsel which ,master ,gerson giveth every man3 that since the body and the soul together make the whole man1 the less affliction he feeleth in his soul1 the more pain in recompense let him put upon his body1 and purge the spirit by the affliction of the flesh4 ,and he who so doth1 ,i dare lay my life1 shall have his hard heart afterward relent into tears1 and his soul in a wholesome heaviness and heavenly gladness too--especially if he join therewith faithful prayer1 which must be joined with every good thing4 ,but1 cousin1 as ,i told you the other day1 in these matters with these new men ,i will not dispute1 but surely for mine own part ,i cannot well hold with them4 ,for as far as mine own poor wit can perceive1 the holy scripture of ,god is very plain against them1 and the whole corps of ,christendom in every ,christan region4 ,and the very places in which they dwell themselves have ever unto their own days clearly believed against them and all the old holy doctors have evermore taught against them1 and all the old holy interpreters have construed against them4 ,and therefore if these men have now perceived so late that the scripture hath been misunderstood all this while1 and that of all those old holy doctors no man could understand it1 then am ,i too old at this age to begin to study it now6 ,and ,i dare not in no wise trust these men's learning1 cousin1 since ,i cannot see nor perceive any cause wherefore ,i should think that these men might not now in the understanding of scripture as well be deceived themselves as they would have us believe all those others have been1 all this while before4 ,howbeit1 cousin1 if it so be that their way be not wrong1 but that they have found out so easy a way to heaven as to take no thought1 but make merry1 nor take no penance at all1 but sit them down and drink well for our ,saviour's sake--set cockahoop and fill all the cups at once1 and then let ,christ's passion pay for all the scot--,i am not he who will envy their good hap4 ,but surely1 counsel dare ,i give no man to adventure that way with them4 ,but those who fear lest that way be not sure1 and take upon themselves willingly tribulation of penance--what comfort they do take1 and well may take therein1 that have ,i somewhat told you already4 ,and since these other folk sit so merry with such tribulation1 we need talk to them1 you know1 of no such manner of comfort4 ,and therefore of this kind of tribulation will ,i make an end4 ,,viii ,,vincent3 ,verily1 good uncle1 so may you well do1 for you have brought it unto a very good pass4 ,and now1 ,i pray you1 come to the other kind1 of which you purposed always to treat last4 ,,anthony3 ,that shall ,i1 cousin1 very gladly do4 ,the other kind is the one which ,i rehearsed second1 and 7sorting out the other two7 have kept for the last4 ,this second kind of tribulation is1 you know1 of those who willingly suffer tribulation1 though of their own choice they took it not at first4 ,this kind1 cousin1 we shall divide into twain2 the first we might call temptation1 the second persecution4 ,but here must you consider that ,i mean not every kind of persecution1 but only that kind which1 though the sufferer would be loth to fall in1 yet will he rather abide it and suffer than1 by flying from it1 fall into the displeasure of ,god or leave ,god's pleasure unprocured4 ,howbeit1 if we well consider these two things1 temptation and persecution1 we may find that either of them is incident into the other4 ,for both by temptation the devil persecuteth us1 and by persecution the devil also tempteth us4 ,and as persecution is tribulation to every man1 so is temptation tribulation to a good man4 ,now1 though the devil1 our spiritual enemy1 fight against man in both1 yet this difference hath the common temptation from the persecution3 ,temptation is1 as it were1 the fiend's snare1 and persecution his plain open fight4 ,and therefore will ,i now call all this kind of tribulation here by the name of temptation1 and that shall ,i divide into two parts4 ,the first shall ,i call the devil's snares1 the other his open fight4 ,,ix ,to speak of every kind of temptation particularly1 by itself1 would be1 you know1 in a manner an infinite thing4 ,for under that1 as ,i told you1 fall persecutions and all4 ,and the devil hath a thousand subtle ways of his snares1 and of his open fight as many sundry poisoned darts4 ,he tempteth us by the world1 he tempteth us by our own flesh2 he tempteth us by pleasure1 he tempteth us by pain2 he tempteth us by our foes1 he tempteth us by our own friends--and1 under colour of kindred1 he maketh many times our nearest friends our most foes4 ,for1 as our ,saviour said1 ,inimici hominis domestici eius4 ,but in all manner of so diverse temptations1 one marvellous comfort is that1 the more we be tempted1 the gladder have we cause to be4 ,for1 as ,st4 ,james saith1 ,esteem and take it1 my brethren1 for a thing of all joy when you fall into diverse and sundry manner of temptations4 ,and no marvel1 for there is in this world set up 7as it were7 a game of wrestling1 in which the people of ,god come in on the one side1 and on the other side come mighty strong wrestlers and wily--that is1 the devils1 the cursed proud damned spirits4 ,for it is not our flesh alone that we must wrestle with1 but with the devil too4 ,our wrestling is not here1 saith ,st4 ,paul1 against flesh and blood1 but against the princes and potentates of these dark regions1 against the spiritual wicked ghosts of the air4 ,but as ,god hath prepared a crown for those who on his side give his adversary the fall1 so he who will not wrestle shall have none4 ,for1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 ,there shall no man have the crown but he who contendeth for it according to the law of the game4 ,and then1 as holy ,st4 ,bernard saith1 how couldst thou fight or wrestle for it1 if there were no challenger against thee who would provoke thee thereto8 ,and therefore may it be a great comfort1 as ,st4 ,james saith1 to every man who feeleth himself challenged and provoked by temptation4 ,for thereby perceiveth he that it cometh to his course to wrestle1 which shall be1 unless he willingly play the coward or the fool1 the matter of his eternal reward4 ,x ,but now must this needs be to man an inestimable comfort in all temptation if his faith fail him not3 that is1 that he may be sure that ,god is always ready to give him strength against the devil's might and wisdom against the devil's snares4 ,for1 as the prophet saith1 ,my strength and my praise is our ,lord1 he hath been my safeguard4 ,and the scripture saith1 ,ask wisdom of ,god and he shall give it thee1 in order that you may espy1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 and perceive all the crafts4 ,a great comfort may this be in all kinds of temptation1 that ,god hath so his hand upon him who is willing to stand and will trust in him and call upon him1 that he hath made him sure by many faithful promises in holy scripture that either he shall not fall or1 if he sometimes through faintness of faith stagger and hap to fall1 yet if he call upon ,god betimes his fall shall be no sore bruising to him4 ,but as the scripture saith1 ,the just man1 though he fall1 shall not be bruised1 for our ,lord holdeth under his hand4 ,the prophet expresseth a plain comfortable promise of ,god against all temptations where he saith1 ,whoso dwelleth in the help of the highest ,god1 he shall abide in the protection or defence of the ,god of heaven4 ,who dwelleth1 now1 good cousin1 in the help of the high ,god8 ,surely1 he who through a good faith abideth in the trust and confidence of ,god's help1 and neither1 for lack of that faith and trust in his help1 falleth desperate of all help1 nor departeth from the hope of his help to seek himself help 7as ,i told you the other day7 from the flesh1 the world1 or the devil4 ,now he then who by fast faith and sure hope dwelleth in ,god's help1 and hangeth always upon that hope1 never falling from it1 he shall1 saith the prophet1 ever dwell and abide in ,god's defence and protection4 ,that is to say1 while he faileth not to believe well and hope well1 ,god will never fail in all temptation to defend him4 ,for unto such a faithful well-hoping man the prophet in the same psalm saith further1 ,with his shoulders shall he shadow thee1 and under his feathers shalt thou trust4 ,lo1 here hath every faithful man a sure promise that in the fervent heat of temptation or tribulation--for1 as ,i have said divers times before1 each is in such wise incident to the other that the devil useth every tribulation for temptation to bring us to impatience1 and thereby to murmur and grudge and blasphemy2 and every kind of temptation1 to a good man who fighteth against it and will not follow it1 is a very painful tribulation4 ,in the fervent heat1 ,i say therefore1 of every temptation1 ,god giveth the faithful man who hopeth in him the shadow of his holy shoulders4 ,his shoulders are broad and large enough to cool and refresh the man in that heat1 and in every tribulation he putteth them for a defence between4 ,and then what weapon of the devil may give us any deadly wound1 while that impenetrable shield of the shoulder of ,god standeth always between8 ,then goeth the verse further1 and saith unto such a faithful man1 ,thine hope shall be under his feathers4 ,that is1 for the good hope thou hast in his help1 he will take thee so near him into his protection that1 as the hen1 to keep her young chickens from the kite1 nestled them together under her wings1 so from the devil's claws--the ravenous kite of this dark air--will the ,god of heaven gather the faithful trusting folk near unto his own sides1 and set them in surety1 very well and warm1 under the covering of his heavenly wings4 ,and of this defence and protection1 our ,saviour spoke himself unto the ,jews1 as mention is made in the twenty-third chapter of ,st4 ,matthew1 to whom he said in this wise3 ,jerusalem1 ,jerusalem1 that killest the prophets and stonest unto death them that are sent to thee1 how often would ,i have gathered thee together1 as the hen gathereth her chickens under her wings1 and thou wouldst not4 ,here are1 cousin ,vincent1 words of no little comfort unto every ,christian man4 ,for by them we may see with what tender affection ,god of his great goodness longeth to gather us under the protection of his wings1 and how often like a loving hen he clucketh home unto him even those chickens of his that wilfully walk abroad into the kite's danger and will not come at his clucking1 but ever1 the more he clucketh for them1 the farther they go from him4 ,and therefore can we not doubt that1 if we will follow him and with faithful hope come running to him1 he shall in all matter of temptation take us near unto him and set us even under his wing4 ,and then are we safe1 if we will tarry there1 for against our will no power can pull us thence1 nor hurt our souls there4 ,set me near unto thee1 saith the prophet1 and fight against me whose hand that will4 ,and to show the great safeguard and surety that we shall have while we sit under his heavenly feathers1 the prophet saith yet a great deal further1 ,in velamento alarum tuarum exaltabo4 ,that is1 that we shall not only sit in safeguard when we sit by his sweet side under his holy wing1 but we shall also under the covering of his heavenly wings with great exultation rejoice4 ,,xi ,now1 in the two next verses following1 the prophet briefly comprehendeth four kinds of temptations1 and therein all the tribulation that we shall now speak of1 and also some part of that which we have spoken of before4 ,and therefore ,i shall peradventure 7unless any further thing fall in our way7 with treating of those two verses1 finish and end all our matter4 ,the prophet saith in the ninetieth psalm1 ,scuto circumdabit te veritas eius2 non timebis a timore nocturno1 a sagitta volante in die1 a negotio perambulante in tenebris1 ab incurso et demonio meridiano4 ,the truth of ,god shall compass thee about with a shield1 you shall not be afraid of the night's fear1 nor of the arrow flying in the day1 nor of business walking about in the darknesses1 nor of the incursion or invasion of the devil in the midday4 ,first1 cousin1 in these words the truth of ,god shall compass thee about with a shield1 the prophet for the comfort of every good man in all temptation and in all tribulation1 besides those other things that he said before--that the shoulders of ,god should shadow them and that also they should sit under his wing--here saith he further that the truth of ,god shall compass thee with a shield4 ,that is1 as ,god hath faithfully promised to protect and defend those that faithfully will dwell in the trust of his help1 so will he truly perform it4 ,and thou who art such a one1 the truth of his promise will defend thee not with a little round buckler that scantly can cover the head1 but with a long large shield that covereth all along the body4 ,this shield is made 7as holy ,st4 ,bernard saith7 broad above with the ,godhead and narrow beneath with the ,manhood1 so that it is our ,saviour ,christ himself4 ,and yet is this shield not like other shields of the world1 which are so made that while they defend one part the man may be wounded upon another4 ,but this shield is such that1 as the prophet saith1 it shall round about enclose and compass thee1 so that thine enemy shall hurt thy soul on no side4 ,for with a shield1 saith he1 shall his truth environ and compass thee round about4 ,and then incontinently following1 to the intent that we should see that it is not without necessity that the shield of ,god should compass us about upon every side1 he showeth in what wise we are environed by the devil upon every side with snares and assaults1 by four kinds of temptations and tribulations4 ,against all this compass of temptations and tribulations that round-compassing shield of ,god's truth shall so defend us and keep us safe that we shall need to dread none of them at all4 ,,xii ,first1 he saith1 thou shalt not be afraid of the fear of the night4 ,by the night is there in scripture sometimes understood tribulation1 as appeareth in the thirty-fourth chapter of ,job3 ,god hath known the works of them1 and therefore shall he bring night upon them1 that is1 tribulation for their wickedness4 ,and well you know that the night is of its own nature discomfortable and full of fear4 ,and therefore by the night's fear here ,i understand the tribulation by which the devil1 through the sufference of ,god1 either by himself or by others who are his instruments1 tempteth good folk to impatience as he did ,job4 ,but he who1 as the prophet saith1 dwelleth and continueth faithfully in the hope of ,god's help1 shall so be clipped in on every side with the shield of ,god that he shall have no need to be afraid of such tribulation as is here called the night's fear4 ,and it may be also fittingly called the night's fear for two causes3 ,one1 because many times1 unto him who suffereth1 the cause of his tribulation is dark and unknown4 ,and therein it varieth and differeth from that tribulation by which the devil tempteth a man with open fight and assault for a known good thing from which he would withdraw him1 or for some known evil thing into which he would drive him by force of such persecution4 ,another cause for which it is called the night's fear may be because the night is so far out of courage1 and naturally so casteth folk into fear1 that their fancy doubleth their fear of everything of which they perceive any manner of dread1 and maketh them often think that it were much worse than indeed it is4 ,the prophet saith in the psalter1 ,thou hast1 good ,lord1 set the darkness and made was the night1 and in the night walk all the beasts of the woods1 the whelps of the lions roaring and calling unto ,god for their meat4 ,now1 though the lions' whelps walk about roaring in the night and seek for their prey1 yet can they not get such meat as they would always1 but must hold themselves content with such as ,god suffereth to fall in their way4 ,and though they be not aware of it1 yet of ,god they ask it and of him they have it4 ,and this may be comfort to all good men in their night's fear1 that though they fall in their dark tribulation into the claws of the devil or the teeth of those lions' whelps1 yet all that they can do shall not pass beyond the body1 which is but as the garment of the soul4 ,for the soul itself1 which is the substance of the man1 is so surely fenced in round about with the shield of ,god1 that as long as he will abide faithfully in the hope of ,god's help the lions' whelp shall not be able to hurt it4 ,for the great ,lion himself could never be suffered to go further in the tribulation of ,job than ,god from time to time gave him leave4 ,and therefore the deep darkness of the midnight maketh men who stand out of faith and out of good hope in ,god to be in far the greater fear in their tribulation1 for lack of the light of faith1 by which they might perceive that the uttermost of their peril is a far less thing than they take it for4 ,but we are so wont to set so much by our body1 which we see and feel1 and in the feeding and fostering of which we set out delight and our wealth2 and so little 7alas7 and so seldom we think upon our soul1 because we cannot see that but by spiritual understanding1 and most especially by the eye of our faith 7in the meditation of which we bestow1 ,god knows1 little time71 that the loss of our body we take for a sorer thing and for a great deal greater tribulation than we do the loss of our soul4 ,our ,saviour biddeth us not fear those lions' whelps that can but kill our bodies and when that is done have no further thing in their power with which they can do us harm1 but he biddeth us stand in dread of him who when he hath slain the body is able then beside to cast the soul into everlasting fire4 ,yet are we so blind in the dark night of tribulation1 for lack of full and fast belief of ,god's word1 that1 whereas in the day of prosperity we very little fear ,god for our soul1 our night's fear of adversity maketh us very sore to fear the lion and his whelps for dread of loss of our bodies4 ,and whereas ,st4 ,paul in sundry places telleth us that our body is but the garment of the soul1 yet the faintness of our faith in the scripture of ,god maketh us1 with the night's fear of tribulation1 not only to dread the loss of our body more than that of our soul--that is1 of the clothing more than of the substance that is clothed therewith--but also of the very outward goods that serve for the clothing of the body4 ,and much more foolish are we in that dark night's fear than would be a man who would forget the saving of his body for fear of losing his old rain-beaten cloak1 that is but the covering of his gown or his coat4 ,now1 consider further yet1 that the prophet in the afore-remembered verses saith that in the night there walk not only the lions' whelps but also all the beasts of the wood4 ,now1 you know that if a man walk through the wood in the night1 many things can make him afraid of which in the day he would not be afraid a whit4 ,for in the night every bush1 to him that waxeth once afraid1 seemeth a thief4 ,i remember that when ,i was a young man1 ,i was once in the war with the king then my master 7,god absolve his soul7 and we were camped within the ,turk's ground many a mile beyond ,belgrade--would ,god it were ours now as it was then6 ,but so happed it that in our camp about midnight there suddenly rose a rumour and a cry that the ,turk's whole army was secretly stealing upon us4 ,therewith our whole host was warned to arm them in haste and set themselves in array to fight4 ,and then were runners of ours1 who had brought those sudden tidings1 examined more leisurely by the council1 as to what surety or what likelihood they had perceived4 ,and one of them said that by the glimmering of the moon he had espied and perceived and seen them himself1 coming on softly and soberly in a long range1 all in good order1 not one farther forth than the other in the forefront1 but as even as a third1 and in breadth farther than he could see the length4 ,his fellows1 being examined1 said that he had somewhat pricked forth before them1 and came back so fast to tell it to them that they thought it rather time to make haste and giving warning to the camp than to go nearer unto them4 ,for they were not so far off but what they had yet themselves somewhat an imperfect sight of them1 too4 ,thus stood we on watch all the rest of the night1 evermore hearkening when we should hear them come1 but ,hush1 stand still6 ,methink ,i hear a trampling1 so that at last many of us thought we heard them ourselves too4 ,but when the day was sprung1 and we saw no one1 out was our runner sent again1 and some of our captains with him1 to show whereabout was the place in which he had perceived them4 ,and when they came thither1 they found that the great fearful army of the ,turks1 so soberly coming on1 turned 7,god be thanked7 into a fair long hedge standing even stone-still4 ,and thus fareth it in the night's fear of tribulation1 in which the devil1 to bear down and overwhelm with dread the faithful hope that we should have in ,god1 casteth in our imagination much more fear than cause4 ,for since there walk in that night not only the lion's whelps but all the beasts of the wood beside1 the beast that we hear roar in the dark night of tribulation1 and fear for a lion1 we sometimes find well afterward in the way that it was no lion at all1 but a silly rude roaring ass4 ,and sometimes the thing that on the sea seemeth a rock is indeed nothing else but a mist4 ,howbeit1 as the prophet saith1 he that faithfully dwelleth in the hope of ,god's help1 the shield of his truth shall so fence him round about that1 be it an ass or a colt or a lion's whelp1 or a rock of stone or a mist1 the night's fear thereof shall be nothing to dread4 ,,xiii ,therefore find ,i that in the night's fear one great part is the fault of pusillanimity2 that is1 of faint and feeble stomach1 by which a man for faint heart is afraid where he needeth not4 ,by reason of this1 he flieth oftentime for fear of something of which1 if he fled not1 he should take no harm4 ,and a man doth sometimes by his fleeing make an enemy bold on him1 who would1 if he fled not but dared abide1 give over and fly from him4 ,this fault of pusillanimity maketh a man in his tribulation first1 for feeble heart1 impatient4 ,and afterward oftentimes it driveth him by impatience into a contrary affection1 making him frowardly stubborn and angry against ,god1 and thereby to fall into blasphemy1 as do the damned souls in hell4 ,this fault of pusillanimity and timorous mind hindereth a man also many times from doing many good things which1 if he took a good stomach to him in the trust of ,god's help1 he would be well able to do4 ,but the devil casteth him in a cowardice and maketh him take it for humility to think himself unfit and unable to do them4 ,and therefore he leaveth undone the good thing of which ,god offereth him occasion and to which he had made him fit4 ,but such folk have need to lift up their hearts and call upon ,god1 and by the counsel of other good spiritual folk to cast away the cowardice of their own conceiving which the night's fear by the devil hath framed in their fancy4 ,and they have need to look in the gospel upon him who laid up his talent and left it unoccupied and therefore utterly lost it1 with a great reproach of his pusillanimity1 but which he had thought to have excused himself1 in that he was afraid to put it forth into use and occupy it4 ,and all this fear cometh by the devil's drift1 wherein he taketh occasion of the faintness of our good and sure trust in ,god4 ,and therefore let us faithfully dwell in the good hope of his help1 and then shall the shield of his truth so compass us about that of this night's fear we shall have no fear at all4 ,,xiv ,this pusillanimity bringeth forth1 by the night's fear1 a very timorous daughter1 a silly wretched girl and ever whining1 who is called ,scrupulosity1 or a scrupulous conscience4 ,this girl is a good enough maidservant in a house1 never idle but ever occupied and busy4 ,but albeit she hath a very gentle mistress who loveth her well and is well content with what she doth--or1 if all be not well 7as all cannot always be well71 is content to pardon her as she doth others of her fellows1 and letteth her know that she will do so--yet can this peevish girl never cease whining and puling for fear lest her mistress be always angry with her and she shall severely be chidden4 ,would her mistress1 think you1 be likely to be content with this condition8 ,nay1 surely not4 ,i knew such a one myself1 whose mistress was a very wise woman and 7a thing which is in women very rare7 very mild also and meek1 and liked very well such service as she did her in the house4 ,but she so much misliked this continual discomfortable fashion of hers that she would sometimes say1 ,eh1 what aileth this girl8 ,the elvish urchin thinketh ,i were a devil1 ,i do believe4 ,surely if she did me ten times better service than she doth1 yet with this fantastical fear of hers ,i would be loth to have her in mine house4 ,thus fareth1 lo1 the scrupulous person1 who frameth himself many times double the fear that he hath cause1 and many times a great fear where there is no cause at all4 ,and of that which is indeed no sin1 he maketh a venial one4 ,and that which is venial1 he imagineth to be deadly--and yet1 for all that1 he falleth into them1 since they are of their nature such as no man long liveth without4 ,and then he feareth that he is never fully confessed nor fully contrite1 and then that his sins be never fully forgiven him4 ,and then he confesseth and confesseth again1 and cumbereth himself and his confessor both4 ,and then every prayer that he saith1 though he say it as well as the frail infirmity of the man will suffer1 yet he is not satisfied unless he say it again1 and yet after that again4 ,and when he hath said the same thing thrice1 as little is he satisfied with the last time as the first4 ,and then is his heart evermore in heaviness1 unquiet1 and fear1 full of doubt and dullness1 without comfort or spiritual consolation4 ,with this night's fear the devil sore troubleth the mind of many a right good man1 and that doth he to bring him to some great evil4 ,for he will1 if he can1 drive him so much to the fearful minding of ,god's rigorous justice1 that he will keep him from the comfortable remembrance of ,god's great mighty mercy1 and so make him do all his good works wearily and without consolation or quickness4 ,moreover1 he maketh him take for a sin something that is not one1 and for a deadly sin one that is but venial1 to the intent that when he shall fall into them he shall1 by reason of his scruple1 sin where otherwise he would not1 or sin mortally 7because his conscience1 in doing the deed1 so told him7 where otherwise indeed he would have offended only venially4 ,yes1 and further1 the devil longeth to make all his good works and spiritual exercises so painful and so tedious to him1 that1 with some other subtle suggestion or false wily doctrine of a false spiritual liberty1 he should be easily conveyed from that evil fault into one much worse1 for the false ease and pleasure that he should suddenly find therein4 ,and then should he have his conscience as wide and large afterward as ever it was narrow and straight before4 ,for better is yet1 of truth1 a conscience a little too narrow than a little too large4 ,my mother had1 when ,i was a little boy1 a good old woman who took care of her children4 ,they called her ,mother ,maud--,i daresay you have heard of her8 ,,vincent3 ,yea1 yea1 very much4 ,,anthony3 ,she was wont1 when she sat by the fire with us1 to tell us who were children many childish tales4 ,but as ,pliny saith that there is no book lightly so bad but that a man may pick some good thing out of it1 so think ,i that there is almost no tale so foolish but that yet in one matter or another1 it may hap to serve to some purpose4 ,for ,i remember me that among others of her foolish tales1 she told us once that the ass and the wolf came upon a time to confession to the fox4 ,the poor ass came to shrift in ,shrovetide1 a day or two before ,ash ,wednesday4 ,but the wolf would not come to confession till he saw first ,palm ,sunday past1 and then he put it off yet further until ,good ,friday4 ,the fox asked the ass1 before he began ,benedicite1 wherefore he came to confession so soon1 before ,lent began4 ,the poor beast answered him that it was for fear of deadly sin1 if he should lose his part of any of those prayers that the priests in the cleansing days pray for them who are then confessed already4 ,then in his shrift he had a marvellous grudge in his inward conscience1 that he had one day given his master a cause of anger in that1 with his rude roaring before his master arose1 he had wakened him out of his sleep and bereaved him of his rest4 ,the fox1 for that fault1 like a good discreet confessor1 charged him to do so no more1 but to lie still and sleep like a good son himself until his master were up and ready to go to work1 and so should he be sure that he should wake him no more4 ,to tell you all the poor ass's confession1 it would be a long work4 ,for everything that he did was deadly sin with him1 the poor soul was so scrupulous4 ,but his wise wily confessor accounted them for trifles 7as they were7 and swore afterward to the badger that he was so weary to sit so long and hear him that1 saving for the sake of manners1 he had rather have sat all that time at breakfast with a good fat goose4 ,but when it came to the giving of the penance1 the fox found that the most weighty sin in all his shrift was gluttony4 ,and therefore he discreetly gave him in penance that he should never for greediness of his food do any other beast any harm or hindrance4 ,and then he should eat his food and worry no more4 ,now1 as good ,mother ,maud told us1 when the wolf came to ,father ,reynard 7that was1 she said1 the fox's name7 to confession upon ,good ,friday1 his confessor shook his great pair of beads at him1 almost as big as bowling balls1 and asked him wherefore he came so late4 ,forsooth1 ,father ,reynard1 quoth he1 ,i must needs tell you the truth--,i come1 you know1 for that4 ,i dared not come sooner for fear lest you would1 for my gluttony1 have given me in penance to fast some part of this ,lent4 ,nay1 nay1 quoth ,father ,fox1 ,i am not so unreasonable1 for ,i fast none of it myself4 ,for ,i may say to thee1 son1 between us twain here in confession1 it is no commandment of ,god1 this fasting1 but an invention of man4 ,the priests make folk fast1 and then put them to trouble about the moonshine in the water1 and do but make folk fools4 ,but they shall make me no such fool1 ,i warrant thee1 son1 for ,i ate flesh all this ,lent1 myself4 ,howbeit indeed1 because ,i will not be occasion of slander1 ,i ate it secretly in my chamber1 out of sight of all such foolish brethren as for their weak scrupulous conscience would wax offended by it4 ,and so would ,i counsel you to do4 ,forsooth1 ,father ,fox1 quoth the wolf1 and so1 thank ,god1 ,i do1 as near as ,i can4 ,for when ,i go to my meal1 ,i take no other company with me but such sure brethren as are of mine own nature1 whose consciences are not weak1 ,i warrant you1 but their stomachs are as strong as mine4 ,well1 then1 no matter1 quoth ,father ,fox4 ,but when he heard afterward1 by his confession1 that he was so great a ravener that he devoured and spent sometimes so much victuals at a meal that the price of them would well keep some poor man with his wife and children almost all the week1 then he prudently reproved that point in him1 and preached him a sermon of his own temperance4 ,for he never used1 he said1 to pass the value of sixpence at a meal--no1 nor even that much1 ,for when ,i bring home a goose1 quoth he1 it is not out of the poulterer's shop1 where folk find them with their feathers ready plucked and see which is the fattest1 and yet for sixpence buy and choose the best2 but out of the housewife's house1 at first hand1 which can supply them somewhat cheaper1 you know1 than the poulterer can4 ,nor yet can ,i be suffered to see them plucked1 and stand and choose them by day1 but am fain by night to take one at adventure4 ,and when ,i come home1 ,i am fain to do the labour to pluck it myself too4 ,yet1 for all this1 though it be but lean and1 ,i know1 not well worth a groat1 it serveth me sometimes both for dinner and for supper too4 ,as for the fact that you live of ravine1 ,i can find no fault in that4 ,you have used it so long that ,i think you can do no otherwise1 and therefore it would be folly to forbid it to you--and1 to say the truth1 against good conscience too4 ,for live you must1 ,i know1 and other craft know you none1 and therefore1 as reason is1 must you live by that4 ,but yet1 you know1 too much is too much1 and measure is a merry mean1 which ,i perceive by your shrift you have never used to keep4 ,and therefore surely this shall be your penance1 that you shall all this year never pass the price of sixpence at a meal1 as near as your conscience can guess the price4 ,their shrift have ,i told you1 as ,mother ,maud told it to us4 ,but now serveth for our matter the conscience of them both in the true performing of their penance4 ,the poor ass after his shrift1 when he waxed an-hungered1 saw a sow lie with her pigs1 well lapped in new straw4 ,and he drew near and thought to have eaten of the straw1 but anon his scrupulous conscience began therein to grudge him4 ,for since his penance was that1 for greediness of his good1 he should do nobody else any harm1 he thought he might not eat one straw there lest1 for lack of that straw1 some of those pigs might hap to die for cold4 ,so he held still his hunger until someone brought him food4 ,but when he was about to fall to it1 then fell he yet into a far further scruple4 ,for then it came in his mind that he should yet break his penance if he should eat any of that either1 since he was commanded by his ghostly father that he should not1 for his own food1 hinder any other beast4 ,for he thought that if he ate not that food1 some other beast might hap to have it4 ,and so should he1 by the eating of it1 peradventure hinder another4 ,and thus stayed he still fasting till1 when he told the cause1 his ghostly father came and informed him better1 and then he cast off that scruple and fell mannerly to his meal1 and was a right honest ass many a fair day after4 ,the wolf now1 coming from shrift clean absolved from his sins1 went about to do as a certain shrewish wife once told her husband that she would do1 when she came from shrift4 ,be merry1 man1 quoth she now1 for this day1 ,i thank ,god1 ,i was well shriven4 ,and ,i purpose now therefore to leave off all mine old shrewishness and begin even afresh6 ,,vincent3 ,ah1 well1 uncle1 can you report her so8 ,that word ,i heard her speak1 but she said it in sport to make her goodman laugh4 ,,anthony3 ,indeed1 it seemed she spoke it half in sport4 ,for in that she said she would cast away all her old shrewishness1 therein ,i daresay she sported4 ,but in that she said she would begin it all afresh1 her husband found that in good earnest6 ,,vincent3 ,well1 ,i shall tell her what you say1 ,i warrant you4 ,,anthony3 ,then will you make me make my word good6 ,but whatsoever she did1 at least so fared now this wolf1 who had cast out in confession all his old ravine4 ,for then hunger pricked him forward so that1 as the shrewish wife said1 he should begin all afresh4 ,but yet the prick of conscience withdrew him and held him back1 because he would not1 for breaking of his penance1 take any prey for his mealtide that should pass the price of sixpence4 ,it happed him then1 as he walked prowling for his gear about1 that he came where a man had1 a few days before1 cast off two old lean and lame horses1 so sick that no flesh was there left upon them4 ,and the one1 when the wolf came by1 could scant stand on his legs1 and the other was already dead and his skin ripped off and carried away4 ,and as he looked upon them suddenly1 he was first about to feed upon them and whet his teeth upon their bones4 ,but as he looked aside1 he spied a fair cow in an enclosure1 walking with her young calf by her side4 ,and as soon as he saw them1 his conscience began to grudge him against both those two horses4 ,and then he sighed and said to himself1 ,alas1 wicked wretch that ,i am1 ,i had almost broken my penance ere ,i was aware6 ,for yonder dead horse1 because ,i never sad a dead horse sold in the market1 even if ,i should die for it1 ,i cannot guess1 to save my sinful soul1 what price ,i should set on him4 ,but in my conscience ,i set him far above sixpence1 and therefore ,i dare not meddle with him4 ,now1 then1 yonder live horse is in all likelihood worth a great deal of money4 ,for horses are dear in this country--especially such soft amblers1 for ,i see by his pace he trotteth not1 nor can scant shift a foot4 ,and therefore ,i may not meddle with him1 for he very far passeth my sixpence4 ,but cows this country hath enough1 while money have they very little4 ,and therefore1 considering the plenty of the cows and the scarcity of the money1 yonder foolish cow seemeth unto me1 in my conscience1 worth not past a groat1 if she be worth so much4 ,now then1 her calf is not so much as she1 by half4 ,and therefore1 since the cow is in my conscience worth but fourpence1 my conscience cannot serve me1 for sin of my soul1 to appraise her calf above twopence4 ,and so pass they not sixpence between them both4 ,and therefore may ,i well eat them twain at this one meal and break not my penance at all4 ,and so thereupon he did1 without any scruple of conscience4 ,if such beasts could speak now1 as ,mother ,maud said they could then1 some of them would1 ,i daresay1 tell a tale almost as wise as this6 ,save for the diminishing of old ,mother ,maud's tale1 a shorter sermon would have served4 ,but yet1 as childish as the parable is1 in this it serveth for our purpose3 that the night's fear of a somewhat scrupulous conscience1 though it be painful and troublous to him who hath it1 as this poor ass had here1 is yet less harm than a conscience that is over-large4 ,and less harm is it than a conscience such as a man pleases to frame himself for his own fancy--now drawing it narrow1 now stretching it in breadth1 after the manner of a leather thong--to serve on every side for his own commodity1 as did here the wily wolf4 ,but such folk are out of tribulation1 and comfort need they none1 and therefore are they out of our matter4 ,but he who is in the night's fear of his own scrupulous conscience1 let him well beware1 as ,i said1 that the devil draw him not1 for weariness of the one1 into the other1 and while he would fly from ,scilla draw him into ,charibdis4 ,he must do as doth a ship coming into a haven in the mouth of which lie secret rocks under the water on both sides4 ,if by mishap he be entered in among them that are on the one side1 and cannot tell how to get out1 he must get a substantial clever pilot who can so conduct him from the rocks on that side that yet he bring him not into those that are on the other side1 but can guide him in the mid way4 ,let them1 ,i say therefore1 who are in the troublous fear of heir own scrupulous conscience1 submit the rule of their conscience to the counsel of some other good man1 who after the variety and the nature of the scruples may temper his advice4 ,yea1 although a man be very well learned himself1 yet if he be in this state let him learn the custom used among physicians4 ,for if one of them be never so learned1 yet in his own disease and sickness he never useth to trust all to himself1 but sendeth for such of his fellows as he knoweth to be able1 and putteth himself in their hands4 ,this he doth for many considerations1 and one of the causes is fear4 ,for upon some tokens in his own sickness he may conceive a great deal more fear than needeth1 and then it would be good for his health if for the time he knew no such thing at all4 ,i knew once in this town one of the most learned men in that profession and the most expert1 and the most famous too1 and him who did the greatest cures upon other men4 ,and yet when he was himself once very sore sick1 ,i heard his fellows who then took care of him--every one of whom would1 in his own disease1 have used his help before that of any other man--wish that yet1 while his own sickness was so sore1 he had known no physic at all4 ,he took so great heed unto every suspicious token1 and feared so far the worst1 that his fear did him sometimes much more harm than the sickness gave him cause4 ,and therefore1 as ,i say1 whosoever hath such a trouble of his scrupulous conscience1 let him for a while forbear the judgment of himself1 and follow the counsel of some other man whom he knoweth for well learned and virtuous4 ,and especially in the place of confession1 for these is ,god specially present with his grace assisting the sacrament4 ,and let him not doubt to quiet his mind and follow what he is there bidden1 and think for a while less of the fear of ,god's justice1 and be more merry in remembrance of his mercy1 and persevere in prayer for grace1 and abide and dwell faithfully in the sure hope of his help4 ,and then shall he find1 without any doubt1 that the shield of ,god's truth shall1 as the prophet saith1 so compass him about1 that he shall not dread this night's fear of scrupulosity1 but shall have afterward his conscience established in good quiet and rest4 ,,xv ,,vincent3 ,verily1 good uncle1 you have in my mind well declared these kinds of the night's fear4 ,,anthony3 ,surely1 cousin1 but yet are there many more than ,i can either remember or find4 ,howbeit1 one yet cometh now to my mind1 of which ,i thought not before1 and which is yet in mine opinion4 ,that is1 cousin1 where the devil tempteth a man to kill and destroy himself4 ,,vincent3 ,undoubtedly this kind of tribulation is marvellous and strange4 ,and the temptation is of such a sort that some men have the opinion that those who once fall into that fantasy can never fully cast it off4 ,,anthony3 ,yes1 yes1 cousin1 many a hundred1 and else ,god forbid4 ,but the thing that maketh men so to say is that1 of those who finally do destroy themselves1 there is much speech and much wondering1 as it is well worthy4 ,but many a good man and woman hath sometime--yea1 for some years1 once after another--continually been tempted to do it1 and yet hath1 by grace and good counsel1 well and virtuously withstood that temptation1 and been in conclusion clearly delivered of it4 ,and their tribulation is not known abroad and therefore not talked of4 ,but surely1 cousin1 a horrible sore trouble it is to any man or woman whom the devil tempteth with that temptation4 ,many have ,i heard of1 and with some have ,i talked myself1 who have been sore cumbered with it1 and ,i have marked not a little the manner of them4 ,,vincent3 ,i pray you1 good uncle1 show me somewhat of such things as you perceive therein4 ,for first1 whereas you call the kind of temptation the daughter of pusillanimity and thereby so near of kin to the night's fear1 methinketh on the other hand that it is rather a thing that cometh of a great courage and boldness4 ,for they dare with their own hands to put themselves to death1 from which we see almost every man shrink and flee1 and many of them we know by good proof and plain experience for men of great heart and excellent bold courage4 ,,anthony3 ,i said1 ,cousin ,vincent1 that of pusillanimity cometh this temptation1 and very truth it is that indeed so it doth4 ,but yet ,i meant not that only of faint heart and fear it cometh and growth always4 ,for the devil tempteth sundry folk by sundry ways4 ,but ,i spoke of no other kind of that temptation save only that one which is the daughter that the devil begetteth upon pusillanimity1 because those other kinds of temptation fall not under the nature of tribulation and fear1 and therefore fall they far out of our matter here4 ,they are such temptations as need only counsel1 and not comfort or consolation1 because the persons tempted with them are not troubled in their mind with that kind of temptation4 but are very well content both in the tempting and in the following4 ,for some have there been1 cousin1 such that they have been tempted to do it by means of a foolish pride1 and some by means of anger1 without any fear at all--and very glad to go thereto1 ,i deny not4 ,but if you think that none fall into it by fear1 but that they have all a mighty strong stomach1 that shall you well see to be the contrary4 ,and that peradventure in those of whom you would think the stomach more strong and their heart and courage most bold4 ,,vincent3 ,yet is it marvel to me1 uncle1 that it should be as you say it is--that this temptation is unto them that do it for pride or anger no tribulation1 or that they should not need1 in so great a distress and peril1 both of body and soul to be lost1 no manner of good ghostly comfort4 ,,anthony3 ,let us therefore1 cousin1 consider an example or two1 for thereby shall we better perceive it4 ,there was here in ,buda in ,king ,ladilaus' days1 a good poor honest man's wife4 ,this woman was so fiendish that the devil1 perceiving her nature1 put her in the mind that she should anger her husband so sore that she might give him occasion to kill her1 and then should he be hanged because of her4 ,,vincent3 ,this was a strange temptation indeed6 ,what the devil should she be the better then8 ,,anthony3 ,nothing1 but that it eased her shrewish stomach beforehand1 to think that her husband should be hanged afterward4 ,and peradventure1 if you look about the world and consider it well1 you shall find more such stomachs than a few4 ,have you never heard a furious body plainly say that1 to see such-and-such man have a mischief1 he would with good will be content to lie as long in hell as ,god liveth in heaven8 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 and some such have ,i heard4 ,,anthony3 ,this mind of his was not much less mad than hers1 but rather perhaps the more mad of the twain4 ,for the woman peradventure did not cast so far peril therein4 ,but to tell you now to what good pass her charitable purpose came3 ,as her husband 7the man was a carpenter7 stood hewing with his chip axe upon a piece of timber1 she began after her old guise to revile him so that he waxed wroth at last1 and bade her get herself in or he would lay the helm of his axe about her back4 ,and he said also that it would be little sin even with that axe head to chop off the unhappy head of hers that carried such an ungracious tongue in it4 ,at that word the devil took his time and whetted her tongue against her teeth4 ,and when it was well sharpened she swore to him in very fierce anger1 ,by the mass1 whoreson husband1 ,i wish thou wouldst6 ,here lieth my head1 lo1 and with that down she laid her head upon the same timber log4 ,if thou smite it not off1 ,i beshrew thine whoreson's heart6 ,with that1 likewise as the devil stood at her elbow1 so stood 7as ,i heard say7 his good angel at his1 and gave him ghostly courage and bade him be bold and do it4 ,and so the good man up with his chip axe and at a chop he chopped off her head indeed4 ,there were other folk standing by1 who had a good sport to hear her chide1 but little they looked for this chance1 till it was done ere they could stop it4 ,they said they heard her tongue babble in her head1 and call1 ,whoreson1 whoreson6 twice after the head was off the body4 ,at least1 thus they all reported afterward unto the king1 except only one1 and that was a woman1 and she said that she heard it not4 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 this was a wonderful work6 ,what became1 uncle1 of the man8 ,,anthony3 ,the king gave him his pardon4 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 he might in conscience do no less4 ,,anthony3 ,but then was there almost made a statute that in such a case there should never after be granted a pardon1 but 7if the truth were able to be proved7 no husband should need any pardon1 but should have leave by the law to follow the example of that carpenter1 and do the same4 ,,vincent3 ,how happed it1 uncle1 that that good law was left unmade8 ,,anthony3 ,how happed it8 ,as it happeth1 cousin1 that many more be left unmade as well as that one1 and almost as good as it too1 both here and in other countries--and sometimes some that are worse be made in their stead4 ,but they say that the hindrance of that law was the queen's grace1 ,god forgive her soul6 ,it was the greatest thing1 ,i daresay1 that she had to answer for1 good lady1 when she died4 ,for surely1 save for that one thing1 she was a full blessed woman4 ,but letting now that law pass1 this temptation in procuring her own death was unto this carpenter's wife no tribulation at all1 as far as men could ever perceive4 ,for she liked well to think upon it1 and she even longed for it4 ,and therefore if she had before told you or me her intent1 and that she would so fain bring it so to pass1 we could have had no occasion to comfort her1 as one that were in tribulation4 ,but marry1 counsel her we might1 as ,i told you before1 to refrain and amend that malicious devilish intent4 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 that is truth4 ,but such as are well willing to do any purpose that is so shameful1 they will never tell their intent to nobody1 for very shame4 ,,anthony3 ,some will not1 indeed4 ,and yet are there some again who1 be their intent never so shameful1 find some yet whom their heart serveth them to make of their counsel therein4 ,some of my folk here can tell you that no longer ago than even yesterday1 someone who came out of ,vienna told us1 among other talking1 that a rich widow 7but ,i forgot to ask him where it happened71 having all her life a high proud mind and a malicious one--as those two virtues are wont always to keep company together--was at dispute with another neighbour of hers in the town4 ,and on a time she made of her counsel a poor neighbour of hers1 whom she thought she might induce1 for money1 to follow her intent4 ,with him she secretly spoke1 and offered him ten ducats for his labour1 to do so much for her as in a morning early to come to her house and with an axe unknown privily strike off her head4 ,and when he had done so1 he was to convey the bloody axe into the house of him with whom she was at dispute1 in such manner as it might be thought that he had murdered her for malice4 ,and then she thought she should be taken for a martyr4 ,and yet had she farther devised that another sum of money should afterward be sent to ,rome1 and there should be measures made to the ,pope that she might in all haste be canonized6 ,this poor man promised1 but intended not to perform it4 ,howbeit1 when he deferred it1 she provided the axe herself4 ,and he appointed with her the morning when he should come and do it1 and thereupon into her house he came4 ,but then set he such other folk as he wished should know of her mad fancy1 in such place appointed as they might well hear her and him talk together4 ,and after he had talked with her so much as he thought was enough1 he made her lie down1 and took up the axe in his own hand4 ,and with the other hand he felt the edge1 and found a fault that it was not sharp1 and that therefore he would in no wise do it1 till he had ground it sharp4 ,he could not otherwise1 he said1 for pity1 it would put her to so much pain4 ,and so1 full sore against her will1 for that time she kept her head still4 ,but because she would no more suffer any more to deceive her and put her off with delays1 ere it was very long thereafter1 she hung herself with her own hands4 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 here was a tragical story1 whereof ,i never heard the like4 ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 the party who told it to me swore that he knew it for a truth4 ,and he is1 ,i promise you1 such as ,i reckon for right honest and of substantial truth4 ,now1 here she forbore not1 as shameful an intent as she had1 to make someone of her counsel--and yet1 ,i remember1 another too1 whom she trusted with the money that should procure her canonization4 ,and here ,i believe that her temptation came not of fear but of high malice and pride4 ,and then was she so glad in that pleasant device that1 as ,i told you1 she took it for no tribulation4 ,and therefore comforting of her could have no place4 ,but if men should give her anything toward her help1 it must have been1 as ,i told you1 good counsel4 ,and therefore1 as ,i said1 this kind of temptation to a man's own destruction1 which requireth counsel1 and is outside tribulation1 was outside of our matter1 which is to treat of comfort in tribulation4 ,,xvi ,but lest you might reject both these examples1 thinking they were but feigned tales1 ,i shall put you in remembrance of one which ,i reckon you yourself have read in the ,conferences of ,cassian4 ,and if you have not1 there you may soon find it4 ,for ,i myself have half forgotten the thing1 it is so long since ,i read it4 ,but thus much ,i remember3 ,he telleth there of one who was many days a very special holy man in his living1 and1 among the other virtuous monks and anchorites that lived there in the wilderness1 was marvellously much esteemed4 ,yet some were not all out of fear lest his revelations 7of which he told many himself7 would prove illusions of the devil4 ,and so it proved afterwards indeed1 for the man was by the devil's subtle suggestions brought into such a high spiritual pride that in conclusion the devil brought him to that horrible point that he made him go kill himself4 ,and1 as far as my mind giveth me now1 without new sight of the book1 he brought him to it by this persuasion3 ,he made him believe that it was ,god's will that he should do so1 and that thereby he should go straight to heaven4 ,and if it were by that persuasion1 with which he took very great comfort in his own mind himself1 then was it1 as ,i said1 out of our case1 and he needed not comfort but counsel against giving credence to the devil's persuasion4 ,but marry1 if he made him first perceive how he had been deluded and then tempted him to his own death by shame and despair1 then it was within our matter4 ,for then was his temptation fallen down from pride to pusillanimity1 and was waxed that kind of the night's fear that ,i spoke of4 ,and in such fear a good part of the counsel to be given him should have need to stand in good comforting1 for then was he brought into right sore tribulation4 ,but1 as ,i was about to tell you1 strength of heart and courage are there none in that deed1 not only because true strength 7as it hath the name of virtue in a reasonable creature7 can never be without prudence1 but also because1 as ,i said1 even in them that seem men of most courage1 it shall well appear to them that well weigh the matter that the mind whereby they be led to destroy themselves groweth of pusillanimity and very foolish fear4 ,take for example ,cato of ,utica1 who in ,africa killed himself after the great victory that ,julius ,caesar had4 ,st4 ,austine well declareth in his work ,de civitate ,dei that there was no strength nor magnanimity in his destruction of himself1 but plain pusillanimity and impotency of stomach4 ,for he was forced to do it because his heart was too feeble to bear the beholding of another man's glory or the suffering of other worldly calamities that he feared should fall on himself4 ,so that1 as ,st4 ,austine well proveth1 that horrible deed is no act of strength1 but an act of a mind either drawn from the consideration of itself with some fiendish fancy1 in which the man hath need to be called home with good counsel2 or else oppressed by faint heart and fear1 in which a good part of the counsel must stand in lifting up his courage with good consolation and comfort4 ,and therefore if we found any such religious person as was that father whom ,cassian writeth of1 who were of such austerity and apparent ghostly living as he was1 and reputed by those who well knew him for a man of singular virtue2 and if it were perceived that he had many strange visions appearing unto him2 and if after that it should now be perceived that the man went about secretly to destroy himself--whosoever should hap to come to the knowledge of it and intended to do his best to hinder it1 he must first find the means to search and find out the manner and countenance of the man4 ,he must see whether he be lightsome1 glad1 and joyful or dumpish1 heavy1 and sad1 and whether he go about it as one that were full of the glad hope of heaven1 or as one who had his breast stuffed full of tediousness and weariness of the world4 ,if he were found to be of the first fashion1 it would be a token that the devil had1 by his fantastical apparitions1 puffed him up in such a childish pride that he hath finally persuaded him1 by some illusion showed him for the proof1 that ,god's pleasure is that he shall for his sake with his own hands kill himself4 ,,vincent3 ,now1 if a man so found it1 uncle1 what counsel should he give him then8 ,,anthony3 ,that would be somewhat out of our purpose1 cousin1 since 7as ,i told you before7 the man would not be in sorrow and tribulation1 of which our matter speaketh1 but in a perilous merry mortal temptation4 ,so that if we should1 beside our matter that we have in hand1 enter into that too1 we might make a longer work between both than we could well finish this day4 ,howbeit1 to be short1 it is soon seen that in such a case the sum and effect of the counsel must 7in a manner7 rest in giving him warning of the devil's sleights4 ,and that must be done under such a sweet pleasant manner that the man should not abhor to hear it4 ,for while it could not lightly be otherwise that the man were rocked and sung asleep by the devil's craft1 and his mind occupied as it were in a delectable dream1 he should never have good audience of him who would rudely and boisterously shog him and wake him1 and so shake him out of it4 ,therefore must you fair and easily touch him1 and with some pleasant speech awake him1 so that he wax not wayward1 as children do who are waked ere they wish to rise4 ,but when a man hath first begun with his praise 7for if he be proud you shall much better please him with a commendation than with a dirge7 then1 after favour won therewith1 a man may little by little insinuate the doubt of such revelations--not at first as though it were for any doubt of his1 but of some other man's1 that men in some other places talk of4 ,and peradventure it shall not miscontent him to say that great perils may fall therein1 in another man's case than his own1 and he shall begin to preach upon it4 ,or1 if you were a man that had not so very great scrupulous conscience of a harmless lie devised to do good with 7the kind which ,st4 ,austine1 though he take it always for sin1 yet he taketh but for venial2 and ,st4 ,jerome1 as by divers places in his books appeareth1 taketh not fully for that much71 then may you feign some secret friend of yours to be in such a state4 ,and you may say that you yourself somewhat fear his peril1 and have made of charity this voyage for his sake1 to ask this good father's counsel4 ,and in the communication1 upon these words of ,st4 ,john1 ,give not credence to every spirit1 but prove the spirits whether they be of ,god1 and these words of ,st4 ,paul1 ,the angel of ,satan transfigureth himself into the angel of light1 you shall take occasion 7the better if they hap to come in on his side71 but yet not lack occasion neither if those texts1 for lack of his offer1 come in upon your own--occasion1 ,i say1 you shall not lack to enquire by what sure and undeceivable tokens a man may discern the true revelations from the false illusions4 ,a man shall find many such tokens both here and there in divers other authors and all together in divers goodly treatises of that good godly doctor1 ,master ,john ,gerson1 entitled ,de probatione spirituum4 ,as1 whether the party be natural in manner or seem anything fantastical4 ,or1 whether the party be poor-spirited or proud4 ,the pride will somewhat appear by his delight in his own praise2 or if1 of wiliness1 or of another pride for to be praised of humility1 he refused to hear of that1 yet any little fault found in himself1 or diffidence declared and mistrust of his own revelations and doubtful tokens told1 wherefore he himself should fear lest they be the devil's illusion--such things1 as ,master ,gerson saith1 will make him spit out somewhat of his spirit1 if the devil lie in his breast4 ,or if the devil be yet so subtle that he keep himself close in his warm den and blow out never a hot word1 yet it is to be considered what end his revelations tend to--whether to any spiritual profit to himself or other folk1 or only to vain marvels and wonders4 ,also1 whether they withdraw him from such other good virtuous business as1 by the common rule of ,christendom or any of the rules of his profession1 he was wont to use or bound to be occupied in4 ,or whether he fall into any singularity of opinions against the scripture of ,god1 or against the common faith of ,christ's ,catholic ,church4 ,many other tokens are spoken of in the work of ,master ,gerson1 by which to consider whether the person1 neither having revelations of ,god nor illusions from the devil1 do feign his revelations himself1 either for winning of money or worldly favour1 and delude the people withal4 ,but now for our purpose3 ,if1 among any of the marks by which the true revelations may be known from false illusions1 that man himself bring forth1 for one mark1 the doing or teaching of anything against the scripture of ,god or the common faith of the church1 you may enter into the special matter1 in which he can never well flee from you4 ,or else may you yet1 if you wish1 feign that your secret friend1 for whose sake you come to him for counsel1 is brought to that mind by a certain apparition showed unto him1 as he himself saith1 by an angel--as you fear1 by the devil4 ,and that he cannot as yet be otherwise persuaded by you but that the pleasure of ,god is that he shall go kill himself4 ,and that he believeth if he do so he shall then be thereby so specially participant of ,christ's passion that he shall forthwith be carried up with angels into heaven4 ,and that he is so joyful for this that he firmly purposeth upon it1 no less glad to do it than another man would be glad to avoid it4 ,and therefore may you desire his good counsel to instruct you with some substantial good advice1 with which you may turn him from this error1 that he be not1 under hope of ,god's true revelation1 destroyed in body and soul by the devil's false illusion4 ,if he will in this thing study and labour to instruct you1 the things that he himself shall find1 of his own invention1 though they be less effectual1 shall peradventure more work with him toward his own amendment 7since he shall1 of likelihood1 better like them7 than shall things double so substantial that were told him by another man4 ,if he be loth to think upon that side1 and therefore shrink from the matter1 then is there no other way but to venture to fall into the matter after the plain fashion1 and tell what you hear1 and give him counsel and exhortation to the contrary4 ,unless you wish to say that thus and thus hath the matter been reasoned already between your friend and you4 ,and therein may you rehearse such things as should prove that the vision which moveth him is no true revelation1 but a very false illusion4 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 uncle1 ,i well allow that a man should1 in this thing as well as in every other in which he longeth to do another man good1 seek such a pleasant way that the party should be likely to like his communication1 or at least to take it well in worth4 ,and he should not enter in unto it in such a way that he whom he would help should abhor him and be loth to hear him1 and therefore take no profit by him4 ,but now1 uncle1 if it come1 by the one way or the other1 to the point where he will or shall hear me2 what be the effectual means with which ,i should by my counsel convert him8 ,,anthony3 ,all those by which you may make him perceive that he is deceived1 and that his visions are no godly revelations but very devilish illusion4 ,and those reasons must you gather of the man1 of the matter1 and of the law of ,god1 or of some one of these4 ,of the man may you gather them1 if you can peradventure show him that in such-and-such a point he is waxed worse since such revelations have haunted him than he was before--as1 in those who are deluded1 whosoever be well acquainted with them shall well mark and perceive4 ,for they wax more proud1 more wayward1 more envious1 suspicious1 misjudging and depraving other men1 with the delight of their own praise1 and such other spiritual vices of the soul4 ,of the matter may you gather1 if it has happened that his revelations before have proved false1 or if they be strange things rather than profitable ones4 ,for that is a good mark between ,god's miracles and the devil's wonders4 ,for ,christ and his saints have their miracles always tending to fruit and profit4 ,the devil and his witches and necromancers1 all their wonderful works tend to no fruitful end1 but to a fruitless ostentation and show1 as it were a juggler who would for a show before the people play feats of skill at a feast4 ,of the law of ,god you must draw your reasons in showing by the scripture that the thing which he thinketh ,god biddeth by his angel1 ,god hath by his own mouth forbidden4 ,and that is1 you know well1 in the case that we speak of1 so easy to find that ,i need not to rehearse it to you4 ,for among the ,ten ,commandments there is plainly forbidden the unlawful killing of any man1 and therefore of himself1 as 7,st4 ,austine saith7 all the church teacheth1 unless he himself be no man4 ,,vincent3 ,this is very true1 good uncle1 nor will ,i dispute upon any glossing of that prohibition4 ,but since we find not the contrary but that ,god may dispense with that commandment himself1 and both license and command also1 if he himself wish1 any man to go kill either another man or himself1 this man who is now by such a marvellous vision induced to believe that ,god so biddeth him1 and therefore thinketh himself in that case discharged of that prohibition and charged with the contrary commandment--with what reason can we make him perceive that his vision is but an illusion and not a true revelation8 ,,anthony3 ,nay1 ,cousin ,vincent1 you shall in this case not need to ask those reasons of me4 ,but taking the scripture of ,god for a ground for this matter1 you know very well yourself that you shall go somewhat a shorter way to work if you ask this question of him3 ,since ,god hath forbidden once the thing himself1 though he may dispense with it if he will1 yet since the devil may feign himself ,god and with a marvellous vision delude one1 and make as though ,god did it2 and since the devil is also more likely to speak against ,god's commandment than ,god against his own2 you shall have good cause1 ,i say1 to demand of the man himself whereby he knoweth that his vision is ,god's true revelation and not the devil's false delusion4 ,,vincent3 ,indeed1 uncle1 ,i think that would be a hard question to him4 ,can a man1 uncle1 have in such a thing even a very sure knowledge of his own mind8 ,,anthony3 ,yea1 cousin1 ,god may cast into the mind of a man1 ,i suppose1 such an inward light of understanding that he cannot fail but be sure thereof4 ,and yet he who is deluded by the devil may think himself as sure and yet be deceived indeed4 ,and such a difference is there in a manner between them1 as between the sight of a thing while we are awake and look thereon1 and the sight with which we see a thing in our sleep while we dream thereof4 ,,vincent3 ,this is a pretty similitude1 uncle1 in this thing6 ,and then is it easy for the monk that we speak of to declare that he knoweth his vision for a true revelation and not a false delusion1 if there be so great a difference between them4 ,,anthony3 ,not so easy yet1 cousin1 as you think it would be4 ,for how can you prove to me that you are awake8 ,,vincent3 ,marry1 lo1 do ,i not now wag my hand1 shake my head1 and stamp with my foot here on the floor8 ,,anthony3 ,have you never dreamed ere this that you have done the same8 ,,vincent3 ,yes1 that have ,i1 and more too than that4 ,for ,i have ere this in my sleep dreamed that ,i doubted whether ,i were asleep or awake1 and have in good faith thought that ,i did thereupon even the same things that ,i do now indeed1 and thereby determined that ,i was not asleep4 ,and yet have ,i dreamed in good faith further1 that ,i have been afterward at dinner and there1 making merry with good company1 have told the same dream at the table and laughed well at it1 to think that while ,i was asleep ,i had by such means of moving the parts of my body and considering thereof1 so verily thought myself awake6 ,,anthony3 ,and will you not now soon1 think you1 when you wake and rise1 laugh as well at yourself when you see that you lie now in your warm bed asleep again1 and dream all this time1 while you believe so verily that you are awake and talking of these matters with me8 ,,vincent3 ,god's ,lord1 uncle1 you go now merrily to work with me indeed1 when you look and speak so seriously and would make me think ,i were asleep6 ,,anthony3 ,it may be that you are1 for anything that you can say or do whereby you can1 with any reason that you make1 drive me to confess that you yourself be sure of the contrary4 ,for you cannot do or say anything now whereby you are sure to be awake but what you have ere this1 or hereafter may1 think yourself as surely to do the selfsame thing indeed while you be all the while asleep and do nothing but lie dreaming4 ,,vincent3 ,well1 well1 uncle1 though ,i have ere this thought myself awake while ,i was indeed asleep1 yet for all this ,i know well enough that ,i am awake now4 ,and so do you too1 though ,i cannot find the words by which ,i may with reason force you to confess it1 without your always driving me off by the example of my dream4 ,,anthony3 ,meseemeth1 cousin1 this is very true4 ,and likewise meseemeth the manner and difference between some kind of true revelations and some kind of false illusions is like that which standeth between the things that are done awake and the things that in our dreams seem to be done when we are sleeping4 ,that is1 he who hath that kind of revelation from ,god is as sure of the truth as we are of our own deeds while we are awake4 ,and he who is deluded by the devil is in such wise deceived as they are by their dream1 and worse1 too4 ,and yet he reckoneth himself for the time as sure as the other1 saving that one believeth falsely1 the other truly knoweth4 ,but ,i say not1 cousin1 that this kind of sure knowledge cometh in every kind of revelation4 ,for there are many kinds1 of which it would be too long to talk now4 ,but ,i say that ,god doth certainly send some such to a man in some thing1 or may4 ,,vincent3 ,yet then this religious man of whom we speak1 when ,i show him the scripture against his revelation and therefore call it an illusion1 may bid me with reason go mind my own affairs4 ,for he knoweth well and surely himself that his revelation is very good and true and not any false illusion1 since for all the general commandment of ,god in the scripture1 ,god may dispense where he will and when he will1 and may command him to do the contrary4 ,for he commanded ,abraham to kill his own son1 and ,sampson had1 by inspiration of ,god1 commandment to kill himself by pulling down the house upon his own head at the feast of the ,philistines4 ,now1 if ,i would then do as you bade me right now1 tell him that such apparitions may be illusions1 and since ,god's word is in the scripture against him plain for the prohibition1 he must perceive the truth of his revelation whereby ,i may know it is not a false illusion2 then shall he in turn bid me tell him whereby ,i can prove myself to be awake and talk with him and not be asleep and dream so1 since in my dream ,i may as surely think so as ,i know that ,i do so4 ,and thus shall he drive me to the same bay to which ,i would bring him4 ,,anthony3 ,this is well said1 cousin1 but yet could he not escape you so4 ,for the dispensation of ,god's common precept1 which dispensation he must say that he hath by his private revelation1 is a thing of such sort as showeth itself naught and false4 ,for it never hath any example like1 since the world began until now1 that ever man hath read or heard of1 among faithful people commended4 ,first1 as for ,abraham1 concerning the death of his son3 ,god intended it not1 but only tempted the towardness of the father's obedience4 ,as for ,sampson1 all men make not the matter very sure whether he be saved or not1 but yet therein some matter and cause appeareth4 ,for the ,philistines being enemies of ,god and using ,sampson for their mocking-stock in scorn of ,god1 it is well likely that ,god gave him the mind to bestow his own life upon the revenging of the displeasure that those blasphemous ,philistines did unto ,god4 ,and that appeareth clear enough by this3 that though his strength failed him when he lacked his hair1 yet had he not1 it seemeth1 that strength evermore at hand while he had his hair1 but only at such times as it pleased ,god to give it to him4 ,this thing appeareth by these words1 that the scripture in some place of that matter saith1 ,the power or might of ,god rushed into ,sampson4 ,and so therefore1 since this thing that he did in the pulling down of the house was done by the special gift of strength then at that point given him by ,god1 it well declareth that the strength of ,god1 and with it the spirit of ,god1 entered into him for it4 ,st4 ,austine also rehearseth that certain holy virtuous virgins1 in time of persecution1 being pursued by ,god's enemies the infidels to be deflowered by force1 ran into a water and drowned themselves rather than be bereaved of their virginity4 ,and1 albeit that he thinketh it is not lawful for any other maid to follow their example1 but that she should suffer another to do her any manner of violence by force and commit sin of his own upon her against her will1 rather than willingly and thereby sinfully herself to become a homicide of herself2 yet he thinketh that in them it happened by the special instinct of the spirit of ,god1 who1 for causes seen to himself1 would rather that they should avoid it with their own temporal death than abide the defiling and violation of their chastity4 ,but now this good man neither hath any of ,god's enemies to be revenged on by his own death1 nor any woman who violently pursues him to bereave him by force of his virginity6 ,and we never find that ,god proved any man's obedient mind by the commandment of his own slaughter of himself4 ,therefore is both his case plainly against ,god's open precept1 and the dispensation strange and without example1 no cause appearing nor well imaginable4 ,unless he would think that ,god could neither any longer live without him1 nor could take him to him in such wise as he doth other men1 but must command him to come by a forbidden way1 by which1 without other cause1 we never heard that ever he bade any man else before4 ,now1 you think that1 if you should after this bid him tell you by what way he knoweth that his intent riseth upon a true revelation and not upon a false illusion1 he in turn would bid you tell him by what means you know that you are talking with him well awake and not dreaming it asleep4 ,you may answer him that for men thus to talk together as you do and to prove and perceive that they do so1 by the moving of themselves1 with putting the question unto themselves for their pleasure1 and marking and considering it1 is in waking a daily common thing that every man doth or can do when he will1 and when they do it1 they do it but for pleasure4 ,but in sleep it happeneth very seldom that men dream that they do so1 and in the dream they never put the question except for doubt4 ,and you may tell him that1 since this revelation is such also as happeneth so seldom and oftener happeneth that men dream of such than have such indeed1 therefore it is more reasonable that he show you how he knoweth1 in such a rare thing and a thing more like a dream1 that he himself is not asleep1 than that you1 in such a common thing among folk that are awake and so seldom happening in a dream1 should need to show him whereby you know that you be not asleep4 ,besides this1 he to whom you should show it seeth himself and perceiveth the thing that he would bid you prove4 ,but the thing that he would make you believe--the truth of his revelation which you bid him prove--you see not that he knoweth it well himself4 ,and therefore1 ere you believe it against the scripture1 it would be well consonant unto reason that he should show you how he knoweth it for a true waking revelation and not a false dreaming delusion4 ,,vincent3 ,then shall he peradventure answer me that whether ,i believe him or not maketh to him no matter2 the thing toucheth himself and not me1 and he himself is in himself as sure that it is a true revelation as that he can tell that he dreameth not but talketh with me awake4 ,,anthony3 ,without doubt1 cousin1 if he abide at that point and can by no reason be brought to do so much as doubt1 nor can by no means be shogged out of his dead sleep1 but will needs take his dream for a very truth1 and--as some men rise by night and walk about their chamber in their sleep--will so rise and hang himself2 ,i can then see no other way but either bind him fast in his bed1 or else essay whether that might hap to help him with which1 the common tale goeth1 a carver's wife helped her husband in such a frantic fancy4 ,when1 upon a ,good ,friday1 he would needs have killed himself for ,christ as ,christ did for him1 she said to him that it would then be fitting for him to die even after the same fashion4 ,and that might not be by his own hands1 but by the hand of another2 for ,christ1 perdy1 killed not himself4 ,and because her husband would take no counsel 7for that would he not1 in no wise71 she offered him that for ,god's sake she would secretly crucify him herself upon a great cross that he had made to nail a new-carved crucifix upon4 ,and he was very glad thereof4 ,yet then she bethought her that ,christ was bound to a pillar and beaten first1 and afterward crowned with thorns4 ,thereupon1 when she had by his own assent bound him fast to a post1 she left not off beating1 with holy exhortation to suffer1 so much and so long that ere ever she left work and unbound him 7praying nevertheless1 that she might put on his head1 and drive well down1 a crown of thorns that she had wrought for him and brought him71 he said he thought this was enough for that year4 ,he would pray ,god to forbear him of the rest till ,good ,friday came again6 ,but when it came again the next years1 then was his desire past2 he longed to follow ,christ no further4 ,,vincent3 ,indeed1 uncle1 if this help him not1 then will nothing help him1 ,i suppose4 ,,anthony3 ,and yet1 cousin1 the devil may peradventure make him1 toward such a purpose1 first gladly suffer other pain2 yea1 and diminish his feeling in it1 too1 that he may thereby the less fear his death4 ,and yet are peradventure sometimes such things and many more to be essayed4 ,for as the devil may hap to make him suffer1 so may he hap to miss1 namely if his friends fall to prayer for him against his temptation4 ,for that can he himself never do1 while he taketh it for none4 ,but1 for conclusion3 ,if the man be surely proved so inflexibly set upon the purpose to destroy himself1 as being commanded by ,god to do so1 that no good counsel that men can give him nor any other thing that men may do to him can refrain him1 but that he would surely shortly kill himself2 then except only good prayer made by his friends for him1 ,i can find no further shift but either to have him ever in sight or to bind him fast in his bed4 ,and so must he needs of reason be content to be ordered4 ,for though he himself may take his fancy for a true revelation1 yet since he cannot make us perceive it for such1 likewise as he thinketh himself by his secret commandment bound to follow it1 so must he needs agree that1 since it is against the plain open prohibition of ,god1 we are bound by the plain open precept to keep him from it4 ,,vincent3 ,in this point1 uncle1 ,i can go no further4 ,but now1 if he were1 on the other hand1 perceived to intend his destruction and go about it with heaviness of heart and thought and dullness--what way would there be to be used to him then8 ,,anthony3 ,then would his temptation1 as ,i told you before1 be properly pertaining to our matter1 for then would he be in a sore tribulation and a very perilous4 ,for then would it be a token that the devil had either1 by bringing him into some great sin1 brought him into despair1 or peradventure1 by his revelations being found false and reproved or by some secret sin of his being deprehended and divulged1 had cast him both into despair of heaven through fear and into a weariness of this life for shame4 ,for then he seeth his estimation lost among other folk of whose praise he was wont to be proud4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 in such a case as this1 the man is to be fairly handled and sweetly1 and with tender loving words to be put in good courage1 and comforted in all that men goodly can4 ,here must they put him in mind that1 if he despair not1 but pull up his courage and trust in ,god's great mercy1 he shall have in conclusion great cause to be glad of this fall4 ,for before he stood in greater peril than he was aware of1 while he took himself for better than he was4 ,and ,god1 for favour that he beareth him1 hath suffered him to fall deep into the devil's danger1 to make him thereby know what he was while he took himself for so sure4 ,and therefore1 as he suffered him then to fall for a remedy against over-bold pride1 so will ,god now--if the man meek himself1 not with fruitless despair but with fruitful penance--so set him up again upon his feet and so strengthen him with his grace1 that for this one fall that the devil hath given him he shall give the devil a hundred4 ,and here must he be put in remembrance of ,mary ,magdalene1 of the prophet ,david1 and especially of ,st4 ,peter1 whose high bold courage took a foul fall4 ,and yet because he despaired not of ,god's mercy1 but wept and called upon it1 how highly ,god took him into his favour again is well testified in his holy scripture and well known through ,christendom4 ,and now shall it be charitably done if some good virtuous folk1 such as he himself somewhat esteemeth and hath afore longed to stand in estimation with1 do resort sometimes to him1 not only to give him counsel but also to ask advice and counsel of him in some cases of their own conscience4 ,for so may they let him perceive that they esteem him now no less1 but rather more than they did before1 since they think him now by this fall better expert of the devil's craft and so not only better instructed himself but also better able to give good advice and counsel to others4 ,this thing will1 to my mind1 well amend and lift up his courage from the peril of that desperate shame4 ,,vincent3 ,methinketh1 uncle1 that this would be a perilous thing4 ,for it may peradventure make him set the less by his fall1 and thereby it may cast him into his first pride or into his other sin again1 the falling in to which drove him into this despair4 ,,anthony3 ,i do not mean1 cousin1 that every fool should at adventure fall in hand with him1 for so might it happen to do harm indeed4 ,but1 cousin1 if a learned physician have a man in hand1 he can well discern when and how long some certain medicine is necessary which1 if administered at another time or at that time over-long continued1 might put the patient in peril4 ,if he have his patient in an ague1 for the cure of which he needeth his medicines in their working cold1 yet he may hap1 ere that fever be full cured1 to fall into some other disease such that1 unless it were helped with hot medicine1 would be likely to kill the body before the fever could be cured4 ,the physician then would for the while have his most care to the cure of that thing in which would be the most present peril4 ,and when that were once out of jeopardy1 he would do then the more exact diligence afterward about the further cure of the fever4 ,and likewise1 if a ship be in peril to fall into ,scilla1 the fear of falling into ,charibdis on the other side shall never hinder any wise master thereof from drawing himself from ,scilla toward ,charibdis first1 in all that ever he can4 ,but when he hath himself once so far away from ,scilla that he seeth himself safe out of that danger1 then will he begin to take good heed to keep himself well from the other4 ,and likewise1 while this man is falling down to despair and to the final destruction of himself1 a good wise spiritual leech will first look unto that1 and by good comfort lift up his courage4 ,and when he seeth that peril well past1 he will care for the cure of his other faults afterward4 ,howbeit1 even in the giving of his comfort1 he may find ways enough in such wise to temper his words that the men may take occasion of good courage and yet far from occasion of new relapse into his former sin4 ,for the great part of his counsel shall be to encourage him to amendment1 and that is1 perdy1 far from falling into sin again4 ,,vincent3 ,i think1 uncle1 that folk fall into this ungracious mind1 through the devil's temptation1 by many more means than one4 ,,anthony3 ,that is1 cousin1 very true4 ,for the devil taketh his occasions as he seeth them fall convenient for him4 ,some he stirreth to it for weariness of themselves after some great loss1 some for fear of horrible bodily harm1 and some 7as ,i said7 for fear of worldly shame4 ,one ,i knew myself who had been long reputed for a right honest man1 who was fallen into such a fancy that he was well near worn away with it4 ,but what he was tempted to do1 that would he tell no man4 ,but he told me that he was sore cumbered and that it always ran in his mind that folk's fancies were fallen from him1 and that they esteemed not his wit as they were wont to do1 but ever his mind gave him that the people began to take him for a fool4 ,and folk of truth did not so at all1 but reputed him both for wise and honest4 ,two others ,i knew who were marvellous afraid that they would kill themselves1 and could tell me no cause wherefore they so feared it except that their own mind so gave them4 ,neither had they any loss nor no such thing toward them1 nor none occasion of any worldly shame 7the one was in body very well liking and lusty71 but wondrous weary were they both twain of that mind4 ,and always they thought that they would not do it for anything1 and nevertheless they feared they would4 ,and wherefore they so feared neither of them both could tell4 ,and the one1 lest he should do it1 desired his friends to bind him4 ,,vincent3 ,this is1 uncle1 a marvellous strange manner4 ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 cousin1 ,i suppose many of them are in this case4 ,the devil1 as ,i said before1 seeketh his occasions4 ,for as ,st4 ,peter saith1 ,your adversary the devil as a roaring lion goeth about seeking whom he may devour4 ,he marketh well1 therefore1 the state and condition that every man standeth in1 not only concerning these outward things 7lands1 possessions1 goods1 authority1 fame1 favour1 or hatred of the world71 but also men's complexions within them--health or sickness1 good humours or bad1 by which they be light-hearted or lumpish1 strong-hearted or faint and feeble of spirit1 bold and hardy or timorous and fearful of courage4 ,and according as these things minister him matter of temptation1 so useth he himself in the manner of his temptation4 ,now likewise as in such folk as are full of young warm lusty blood and other humours exciting the flesh to filthy voluptuous living1 the devil useth to make those things his instruments in tempting them and provoking them to it2 and as1 where he findeth some folk full of hot blood and choler1 he maketh those humours his instruments to set their hearts on fire in wrath and fierce furious anger2 so where he findeth some folk who1 through some dull melancholy humours1 are naturally disposed to fear1 he casteth sometimes such a fearful imagination into their mind that without help of ,god they can never cast it out of their heart4 ,some1 at the sudden falling of some horrible thought into their mind1 have not only had a great abomination at it 7which abomination they well and virtuously had71 but the devil1 using their melancholy humour and thereby their natural inclination to fear for his instruments1 hath caused them to conceive therewith such a deep dread besides that they think themselves with that abominable thought to be fallen into such an outrageous sin that they are ready to fall into despair of grace1 believing that ,god hath given them over for ever4 ,whereas that thought1 were it never so horrible and never so abominable1 is yet unto those who never like it1 but ever still abhor it and strive still against it1 matter of conflict and merit and not any sin at all4 ,some have1 with holding a knife in their hand1 suddenly thought upon the killing of themselves1 and forthwith1 in devising what a horrible thing it would be if they should mishap to do so1 have fallen into a fear that they would do so indeed4 ,and they have1 with long and often thinking thereon1 imprinted that fear so sore in their imagination1 that some of them have not afterwards cast it off without great difficulty4 ,and some could never in their life be rid of it1 but have afterward in conclusion miserably done it indeed4 ,but like as1 where the devil useth the blood of a man's own body toward his purpose in provoking him to lechery1 the man must and doth with grace and wisdom resist it2 so must the man do whose melancholy humours and devil abuseth1 toward the casting of such a desperate dread into his heart4 ,,vincent3 ,i pray you1 uncle1 what advice would be to be given him in such a case8 ,,anthony3 ,surely1 methinketh his help standeth in two things3 counsel and prayer4 ,first1 as concerning counsel3 ,like as it may be that he hath two things that hold him in his temptation2 that is1 some evil humours of his own body1 and the cursed devil that abuseth them to his pernicious purpose1 so must he needs against them twain the counsel of two manner of folk2 that is1 physicians for the body and physicians for the soul4 ,the bodily physician shall consider what abundance of these evil humours the man hath1 that the devil maketh his instruments1 in moving the man toward that fearful affection4 ,and he shall proceed by fitting diet and suitable medicines to resist them1 as well as by purgations to disburden the body of them4 ,let no man think it strange that ,i would advise a man to take counsel for the body1 in such spiritual suffering4 ,for since the body and the soul are so knit and joined together that they both make between them one person1 the distemperance of either one engendereth sometimes the distemperance of both twain4 ,and therefore ,i would advise every man in every sickness of the body to be shriven and to seek of a good spiritual physician the sure health of his soul4 ,for this shall not only serve against peril that may peradventure grow further by that sickness than in the beginning men think were likely1 but the comfort of it 7and ,god's favour increasing with it7 shall also do the body good4 ,for this cause the blessed apostle ,st4 ,james exhorteth men in their bodily sickness to call in the priests1 and saith that it shall do them good both in body and soul4 ,so likewise would ,i sometimes advise some men1 in some sickness of the soul1 besides their spiritual leech1 to take also some counsel of the physician for the body4 ,some who are wretchedly disposed1 and yet long to be more vicious than they are1 go to physicians and apothecaries and enquire what things may serve them to make them more lusty to their foul fleshly delight4 ,and would it then be any folly1 on the other hand1 if he who feeleth himself against his will much moved unto such uncleanness1 should enquire of the physician what things1 without diminishing his health1 would be suitable for the diminishing of such foul fleshly motion8 ,of spiritual counsel1 the first is to be shriven1 that the devil have not the more power upon him by reason of his other sins4 ,,vincent3 ,i have heard some say1 uncle1 that when such folk have been at shrift1 their temptation hath been the more hot upon them than it was before4 ,,anthony3 ,that think ,i very well1 but that is a special token that shrift is wholesome for them1 since the devil is most wroth with it4 ,you find1 in some places in the gospel1 that the devil did most trouble the person whom he possessed when he saw that ,christ would cast him out4 ,otherwise1 we must let the devil do what he will1 if we fear his anger1 for with every good deed will he wax angry4 ,then is it in his shrift to be told him that he not only feareth more than he needeth1 but also feareth where he needeth not4 ,and besides that1 he is sorry for a thing for which1 unless he will willingly turn his good into his harm1 he hath more cause to be glad4 ,first1 if he have cause to fear1 yet feareth he more than he needeth4 ,for there is no devil so diligent to destroy him as ,god is to preserve him2 nor no devil so near him to do him harm as ,god is to do him good4 ,nor are all the devils in hell so strong to invade and assault him as ,god is to defend him if he distrust him not but faithfully put his trust in him4 ,he feareth also where he needeth not4 ,for he dreadeth that he were out of ,god's favour1 because such horrible thoughts fall into his mind1 but he must understand that while they fall into his mind against his will they are not imputed unto him4 ,he is1 finally1 sad of that of which he may be glad4 ,for since he taketh such thoughts displeasantly1 and striveth and fighteth against them1 he hath thereby a good token that he is in ,god's favour1 and that ,god assisteth him and helpeth him4 ,and he may make himself sure that so will ,god never cease to do1 unless he himself fail and fall from him first4 ,and beside that1 this conflict that he hath against the temptation shall1 if he will not fall where he need not1 be an occasion of his merit and of a right great reward in heaven4 ,and the pain that he taketh therein shall for so much1 as ,master ,gerson well showeth1 stand him in stead of his purgatory4 ,the manner of the fight against temptation must stand in three things3 that is1 in resisting1 and in contemning1 and in the invocation of help4 ,resist must a man for his own part with reason1 considering what a folly it would be to fall where he need not1 since he is not driven to it in avoiding of any other pain or in hope of winning any manner of pleasure1 but contrariwise he would by that fall lose everlasting bliss and fall into everlasting pain4 ,and if it were in avoiding of other great pain1 yet could he avoid none so great thereby as the one he should thereby fall into4 ,he must also consider that a great part of this temptation is in effect but the fear of his own fancy1 the dread that he hath lest he shall once be driven to it4 ,for he may be sure that 7unless he himself will1 of his own folly7 all the devils in hell can never drive him to it1 but his own foolish imagination may4 ,for it fareth in his temptation like a man going over a high bridge who waxeth so afraid1 through his own fancy1 that he falleth down indeed1 when he would otherwise be able enough to pass over without any danger4 ,for a man upon such a bridge1 if folk call upon him1 ,you fall1 you fall6 may fall with the fancy that he taketh thereof2 although1 if folk looked merrily upon him and said1 ,there is no danger therein1 he would pass over the bridge well enough--and he would not hesitate to run upon it1 if it were but a foot from the ground4 ,so1 in this temptation1 the devil findeth the man of his own foolish fancy afraid and then crieth in the ear of his heart1 ,thou fallest1 thou fallest6 and maketh the foolish man afraid that he should1 at every foot1 fall indeed4 ,and the devil so wearieth him with that continual fear1 if he give the ear of his heart to him1 that at last he withdraweth his mind from due remembrance of ,god1 and then driveth him to that deadly mischief indeed4 ,therefore1 like as1 against the vice of the flesh1 the victory standeth not all in the fight1 but sometimes also in the flight 7saving that it is indeed a part of a wise warrior's fight to flee from his enemies' traps71 so must a man in this temptation too1 not only resist it always with reasoning against it1 but sometimes set it clear at right naught and cast it off when it cometh and not once regard it so much as to vouchsafe to think thereon4 ,some folk have been clearly rid of such pestilent fancies with very full contempt of them1 making a cross upon their hearts and bidding the devil avaunt4 ,and sometimes they laugh him to scorn too1 and then turn their mind unto some other matter4 ,and when the devil hath seen that they have set so little by him1 after certain essays1 made in such times as he thought most fitting1 he hath given that temptation quite over4 ,and this he doth not only because the proud spirit cannot endure to be mocked1 but also lest1 with much tempting the man to the sin to which he could not in conclusion bring him1 he should much increase his merit4 ,the final fight is by invocation of help unto ,god1 both praying for himself and desiring others also to pray for him--both poor folk for his alms and other good folk of their charity1 especially good priests in that holy sacred service of the ,mass4 ,and not only them but also his own good angel and other holy saints such as his devotion specially doth stand unto4 ,or1 if he be learned1 let him use then the litany1 with the holy suffrages that follow1 which is a prayer in the church of marvellous old antiquity4 ,for it was not made first1 as some believe1 by that holy man ,st4 ,gregory 7which opinion arose from the fact that1 in the time of a great pestilence in ,rome1 he caused the whole city to go in solemn procession with it71 but it was in use in the church many years before ,st4 ,gregory's days1 as well appeareth by the books of other holy doctors and saints1 who were dead hundreds of years before ,st4 ,gregory was born4 ,and holy ,st4 ,bernard giveth counsel that every man should make suit unto angels and saints to pray for him to ,god in the things that he would have furthered by his holy hand4 ,if any man will stick at that1 and say it needs not1 because ,god can hear us himself2 and will also say that it is perilous to do so because 7they say7 we are not so counseled by scripture1 ,i will not dispute the matter here4 ,he who will not do it1 ,i hinder him not to leave it undone4 ,but yet for mine own part1 ,i will as well trust to the counsel of ,st4 ,bernard1 and reckon him for as good and as well learned in scripture1 as any man whom ,i hear say the contrary4 ,and better dare ,i jeopard my soul with the soul of ,st4 ,bernard than with that of him who findeth that fault in his doctrine4 ,unto ,god himself every good man counseleth to have recourse above all4 ,and1 in this temptation1 to have special remembrance of ,christ's passion1 and pray him for the honour of his death1 the ground of man's salvation1 to keep this person thus tempted form that damnable death4 ,special verses may be drawn out of the psalter1 against the devil's wicked temptations--as1 for example1 ,exsurgat ,deus et dissipentur inimici eius1 et fugiant qui oderunt eum a facie eius1 and many others--which in such horrible temptation are pleasing to ,god and to the devil very terrible4 ,but none is more terrible nor more odious to the devil than the words with which our ,saviour drove him away himself3 ,vade ,sathana4 ,and no prayer is more acceptable unto ,god1 nor more effectual in its matter1 than those words which our ,saviour hath taught us himself1 ,ne nos inducas in tentationem1 sed libera nos a malo4 ,and ,i doubt not1 by ,god's grace1 but that he who in such a temptation will use good counsel and prayer and keep himself in good virtuous business and good virtuous company and abide in the faithful hope of ,god's help1 he shall have the truth of ,god 7as the prophet saith in the verse afore rehearsed7 so compass him about with a shield that he shall not need to dread this night's fear of this wicked temptation4 ,and thus will ,i finish this piece of the night's fear4 ,and glad am ,i that we are past it1 and come once unto the day1 to those other words of the prophet1 ,a sagitta volante in die4 ,for methinketh ,i have made it a long night6 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 so have you1 but we have not slept in it1 but been very well occupied4 ,but now ,i fear that unless you make here a pause till you have dined1 you shall keep yourself from your dinner over-long4 ,,anthony3 ,nay1 nay1 cousin1 for ,i broke my fast even as you came in4 ,and also you shall find this night and this day like a winter day and a winter night4 ,for as the winter hath short days and long nights1 so shall you find that ,i made you not this fearful night so long but what ,i shall make you this light courageous day as short4 ,and so shall the matter require well of itself indeed4 ,for in these words of the prophet1 ,the truth of ,god shall compass thee round about with a shield from the arrow flying in the day1 ,i understand the arrow of pride1 with which the devil tempteth a man1 not in the night 7that is1 in tribulation and adversity71 for that time is too discomfortable and too fearful for pride1 but in the day 7that is1 in prosperity71 for that time is full of lightsome pleasure and courage4 ,but surely this worldly prosperity in which a man so rejoiceth and of which the devil maketh him so proud1 is but a very short winter day4 ,for we begin1 many full poor and cold1 and up we fly like an arrow shot into the air4 ,and yet when we be suddenly shot up into the highest1 ere we be well warm there1 down we come unto the cold ground again4 ,and then even there stick we still4 ,and yet for the short while that we be upward and aloft--,lord1 how lusty and how proud we be1 buzzing above busily1 as a bumblebee flieth about in summer1 never aware that she shall die in winter6 ,and so fare many of us1 ,god help us4 ,for in the short winter day of worldly wealth and prosperity1 this flying arrow of the devil1 this high spirit of pride1 shot out of the devil's bow and piercing through our heart1 beareth us up in our affection aloft into the clouds1 where we think we sit on the rainbow and overlook the world under us1 accounting in the regard of our own glory such other poor souls as were peradventure wont to be our fellows for silly poor pismires and ants4 ,but though this arrow of pride fly never so high in the clouds1 and though the man whom it carrieth up so high be never so joyful thereof1 yet let him remember that1 be this arrow never so light1 it hath yet a heavy iron head4 ,and therefore1 fly it never so high1 down must it needs come1 and on the ground must it light4 ,and sometimes it falleth not in a very cleanly place1 but the pride turneth into rebuke and shame and there is then all the glory gone4 ,of this arrow speaketh the wise man in the fifth chapter of the book of ,wisdom1 where he saith in the person of them that in pride and vanity passed the time of this present life1 and after that so spent1 passed hence into hell3 ,what hath pride profited us8 ,or what good hath the glory of our riches done unto us8 ,passed are all those things like a shadow 4 4 4 or like an arrow shot out into the place appointed2 the air that was divided is forthwith returned unto the place1 and in such wise closed together again that the way is not perceived in which the arrow went4 ,and in like wise we1 as soon as we were born1 are forthwith vanished away1 and have left no token of any good virtue behind us1 but are consumed and wasted and come to naught in our malignity4 ,they1 lo1 that have lived here in sin1 such words have they spoken when they lay in hell4 ,here shall you1 good cousin1 consider1 that whereas the scripture here speaketh of the arrow shot into its place appointed or intended1 in the shooting of this arrow of pride there be divers purposings and appointings4 ,for the proud man himself hath no certain purpose or appointment at any mark1 butt1 or prick upon earth1 at which he determineth to shoot and there to stick and tarry4 ,but ever he shooteth as children do1 who love to shoot up cop-high1 to see how high their arrow can fly up4 ,but now doth the devil intend and appoint a certain mark1 surely set in a place into which he purposeth--fly this arrow never so high and the proud heart on it--to have them both alight at last1 and that place is in the very pit of hell4 ,there is set the devil's well-acquainted prick and his very just mark4 ,and with his pricking shaft of pride he hath by himself a plain proof and experience that down upon this prick 7unless it be stopped by some grace of ,god on the way7 the soul that flieth up with it can never fail to fall4 ,for when he himself was in heaven and began to fly cop-high1 with the lusty light flight of pride1 saying1 ,i will fly up above the stars and set my throne on the sides of the north1 and will be like unto the ,highest1 long ere he could fly up half so high as he said in his heart that he would1 he was turned from a bright glorious angel into a dark deformed devil1 and from flying any further upward1 down was he thrown into the deep dungeon of hell4 ,now may it1 peradventure1 cousin1 seem that1 since this kind of temptation of pride is no tribulation or pain1 all this that we speak of this sorrow of pride flying forth in the day of prosperity1 would be beside our matter4 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 mine uncle1 and so seemed it unto me4 ,and somewhat was ,i minded so to say to you1 too1 saving that1 whether it were properly pertaining to the present matter or somewhat digressing from it1 methought it was good matter and such as ,i had no wish to leave4 ,,anthony3 ,but now must you consider1 cousin1 that though prosperity be contrary to tribulation1 yet unto many a good man the devil's temptation to pride in prosperity is a greater tribulation1 and more hath need of good comfort and good counsel both1 than he who never felt it would believe4 ,and that is the thing1 cousin1 that maketh me speak of it as of a thing proper to this matter4 ,for1 cousin1 as it is a right hard thing to touch pitch and never defile the fingers1 to put flax unto fire and yet keep them from burning1 to keep a serpent in thy bosom and yet be safe from stinging1 to put young men with young women without danger of foul fleshly desire--so it is hard for any person1 either man or woman1 in great worldly wealth and much prosperity1 so to withstand the suggestions of the devil and occasions given by the world that they keep themselves from the deadly danger of ambitious glory4 ,and if a man fall into it1 there followeth upon it a whole flood of all unhappy mischief3 arrogant manner1 high solemn bearing1 overlooking the poor in word and countenance1 displeasant and disdainful behaviour1 ravine1 extortion1 oppression1 hatred and cruelty4 ,now1 many a good man1 cousin1 come into great authority1 casteth in his mind the peril of such occasions of pride as the devil taketh of prosperity to make his instruments of1 with which to move men to such high point of presumption as engendereth so many great evils4 ,and1 feeling the devil therewith offering him suggestions to it1 he is sore troubled therewith4 ,and some fall so afraid of it that even in the day of prosperity they fall into the night's fear of pusillanimity1 and they leave the things undone in which they might use themselves well4 ,and mistrusting the aid and help of ,god in holding them upright in their temptations1 whereby for faint heart they leave off good business in which they would be well occupied4 ,and1 under pretext 7as it seemeth to themselves7 of humble heart and meekness1 and of serving ,god in contemplation and silence1 they seek their own ease and earthly rest unawares4 ,and with this1 if it be so1 ,god is not well content4 ,howbeit1 if it be so that a man1 by the experience that he hath of himself1 perceiveth that in wealth and authority he doth his own soul harm1 and cannot do the good that to his part appertaineth2 but seeth the things that he should set his hands to sustain1 decay through his default and fall to ruin under him1 and seeth that to the amendment thereof he leaveth his own duty undone2 then would ,i in any wise advise him to leave off that thing--be it spiritual benefice that he have1 parsonage or bishopric1 or temporal office and authority--and rather give it over quite and draw himself aside and serve ,god1 than to take the worldly worship and commodity for himself1 with incommodity of those whom his duty would be to profit4 ,but1 on the other hand1 he may not see the contrary but what he may do his duty conveniently well1 and may fear nothing but that the temptations of ambition and pride may peradventure turn his good purpose and make him decline unto sin4 ,i deny not that it is well done to stand always in moderate fear1 for the scripture saith1 ,blessed is the man that is always fearful1 and ,st4 ,paul saith1 ,he that standeth1 let him look that he fall not4 ,yet is over-much fear perilous and draweth toward the mistrust of ,god's gracious help4 ,this immoderate fear and faint heart holy scripture forbiddeth1 saying1 ,be not feeble-hearted or timorous4 ,let such a man therefore temper his fear with good hope1 and think that since ,god hath set him in that place 7if he think that ,god have set him in it71 ,god will assist him with his grace to use it well4 ,howbeit1 if he came to it by simony or some such other evils means1 then that would be one good reason wherefore he should rather leave it off4 ,but otherwise let him continue in his good business4 ,and1 against the devil's provocation unto evil1 let him bless himself and call unto ,god and pray1 and look that the devil tempt him not to lean the more toward the contrary4 ,let him pity and comfort those who are in distress and affliction4 ,i mean not that he should let every malefactor pass forth unpunished1 and freely run out and rob at random4 ,but in his heart let him be sorry to see that of necessity1 for fear of decaying the common weal1 men are driven to put malefactors to pain4 ,and yet where he findeth good tokens and likelihood of amendment1 there let him help all that he can that mercy may be had4 ,there shall never lack desperately disposed wretched enough besides1 upon whom1 as an example1 justice can proceed4 ,let him think1 in his own heart1 that every poor beggar is his fellow4 ,,vincent3 ,that will be very hard1 uncle1 for an honourable man to do1 when he beholdeth himself richly apparelled and the beggar rigged in his rags4 ,,anthony3 ,if there were here1 cousin1 two men who were both beggars1 and afterward a great rich man would take one unto him1 and tell him that for a little time he would have him in his house1 and thereupon arrayed him in silk and gave him a great bag by his side1 filled even with gold1 but giving him this catch therewith3 that1 within a little while1 out he should go in his old rags again1 and bear never a penny with him--if this beggar met his fellow now1 while his gay gown was on1 might he not1 for all his gay gear1 take him for his fellow still8 ,and would he not be a very fool if1 for a wealth of a few weeks1 he would think himself far his better8 ,,vincent3 ,yes1 uncle1 if the difference in their state were no other4 ,,anthony3 ,surely1 cousin1 methinketh that in this world1 between the richest and the most poor1 the difference is scant so much4 ,for let the highest look on the most base1 and consider how they both came into this world4 ,and then let him consider further that1 howsoever rich he be now1 he shall yet1 within a while-- peradventure less than one week--walk out again as poor as that beggar shall4 ,and then1 by my troth1 methinketh this rich man much more than mad if1 for the wealth of a little while--haply less than one week--he reckon himself in earnest any better than the beggar's fellow4 ,and less than thus can no man think1 who hath any natural wit and well useth it4 ,but now a ,christian man1 cousin1 who hath the light of faith1 he cannot fail to think much further in this thing4 ,for he will think not only upon his bare coming hither and his bare going hence again1 but also the dreadful judgment of ,god1 and upon the fearful pains of hell and the inestimable joys of heaven4 ,and in the considering of these things1 he will call to remembrance that peradventure when this beggar and he are both departed hence1 the beggar may be suddenly set up in such royalty that well were he himself that ever was he born if he might be made his fellow4 ,and he who well bethinketh him1 cousin1 upon these things1 ,i verily think that the arrow of pride flying forth in the day of worldly wealth shall never so wound his heart that ever it shall bear him up one foot4 ,but now1 to the intent that he may think on such things the better1 let him use often to resort to confession4 ,and there let him open his heart and1 by the mouth of some virtuous ghostly father1 have such things often renewed in his remembrance4 ,let him also choose himself some secret solitary place in his own house1 as far from noise and company as he conveniently can1 and thither let him sometimes secretly resort alone1 imagining himself as one going out of the world even straight unto the giving up his reckoning unto ,god of his sinful living4 ,there1 before an altar or some pitiful image of ,christ's bitter passion1 the beholding of which may put him in remembrance of the thing and move him to devout compassion1 let him then kneel down or fall prostrate as at the feet of almighty ,god1 verily believing him to be there invisibly present1 as without any doubt he is4 ,there let him open his heart to ,god and confess his faults1 such as he can call to mind1 and pray ,god for forgiveness4 ,let him call to remembrance the benefits that ,god hath given him1 either in general among other men or privately to himself1 and give him humble hearty thanks for them4 ,there let him declare unto ,god the temptations of the devil1 the suggestions of the flesh1 the occasions of the world--and of his worldly friends1 much worse many times in drawing a man from ,god than are his most mortal enemies1 as our ,saviour witnesseth himself where he saith1 ,the enemies of a man are they that are his own familiars4 ,there let him lament and bewail unto ,god his own frailty1 negligence1 and sloth in resisting and withstanding of temptation2 his readiness and proneness to fall into it4 ,there let him lamentably beseech ,god1 of his gracious aid and help1 to strengthen his infirmity--both to keep him from falling and1 when he by his own fault misfortuneth to fall1 then with the helping hand of his merciful grace to lift him up and set him on his feet in the state of his grace again4 ,and let this man not doubt but that ,god heareth him and granteth him gladly his boon4 ,and so1 dwelling in the faithful trust of ,god's help1 he shall well use his prosperity1 and persevere in his good profitable business1 and shall have the truth of ,god so compass him about with a shield of his heavenly defence that he shall not need to dread of the devil's arrow flying in the day of worldly wealth4 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 ,i like this good counsel well4 ,and ,i should think that those who are in prosperity and take such order therein1 may do much good both to themselves and to other folk4 ,,anthony3 ,i beseech our ,lord1 cousin1 to put this and better in the mind of every man who needeth it4 ,and now will ,i touch one word or twain of the third temptation1 of which the prophet speaketh in these words3 ,from the business walking in the darknesses4 ,and then will we call for our dinner1 leaving the last temptation--that is1 from the incursion and the devil of the midday--till afternoon4 ,and then shall we with that1 ,god willing1 make an end of all this matter4 ,,vincent3 ,our ,lord reward you1 good uncle1 for your good labour with me4 ,but1 for our ,lord's sake1 take good heed1 uncle1 that you forbear not your dinner over-long4 ,,anthony3 ,fear not that1 cousin1 ,i warrant you1 for this piece will ,i make you but short4 ,,xvii ,the prophet saith in the said psalm1 ,he that dwelleth in the faithful hope of ,god's help1 he shall abide in the protection or safeguard of ,god in heaven4 ,and thou who art such a one1 the truth of him shall so compass thee about with a shield1 that thou shalt not be afraid of the business walking about in the darknesses4 ,negotium1 the business1 is here1 cousin1 the name of the devil who is ever full of busy-ness in tempting folk to much evil business4 ,his time of tempting is in the darknesses4 ,for you know well that beside the full night1 which is the deep dark1 there are two times of darkness1 the one ere the morning wax light1 the other when the evening waxeth dark4 ,two times of like darkness are there also in the soul of man3 the one ere the light of grace be well sprung up in the heart1 the other when the light of grace beginneth out of the heart to walk fast away4 ,in these two darknesses this devil who is called ,business busily walketh about1 and he carrieth about with him such foolish folk as will follow him and setteth them to work with many a manner of bumbling business4 ,he setteth some1 ,i say1 to seek the pleasures of the flesh in eating1 drinking1 and other filthy delight4 ,and some he setteth about incessant seeking for these worldly goods4 ,and of such busy folk whom this devil called ,business1 walking about in the darknesses1 setteth to work with such business1 our ,saviour saith in the gospel1 ,he that walketh in darknesses knoweth not whither he goeth4 ,and surely in such a state are they--they neither know which way they go1 nor whither4 ,for verily they walk round about as it were in a round maze2 when they think themselves at an end of their business1 they are but at the beginning again4 ,for is not the going about the serving of the flesh a business that hath no end1 but evermore from the end cometh to the beginning again8 ,go they never so full-fed to bed1 yet evermore on the morrow1 as new they are to be fed again as they were the day before4 ,thus fareth it by the belly2 thus fareth it by those parts that are beneath the belly4 ,and as for covetousness1 it fareth like the fire--the more wood there cometh to it1 the more fervent and the more greedy it is4 ,but now hath this maze a centre or middle place1 into which these busy folk are sometimes conveyed suddenly when they think they are not yet far from the brink4 ,the centre or middle place of this maze is hell4 ,and into that place are these busy folk who with this devil of business walk about in this busy maze1 in the darkness1 sometimes suddenly conveyed1 unaware whither they are going4 ,and that may be even while they think that they have not walked far from the beginning1 and that they have yet a great way to walk about before they should come to the end4 ,but of these fleshly folk walking in this busy pleasant maze the scripture declareth the end3 ,they lead their life in pleasure1 and at a pop down they descend into hell4 ,of the covetous man saith ,st4 ,paul1 ,they that long to be rich do fall into temptation and into the snare of the devil1 and into many unprofitable and harmful desires1 which drown men into death and destruction4 ,lo1 here in the middle place of this busy maze1 the snare of the devil1 the place of perdition and destruction1 in which they fall and are caught and drowned ere they are aware6 ,the covetous rich man also that our ,saviour speaketh of in the gospel1 who had so great plenty of corn that his barns would not receive it1 but intended to make his barns larger1 and said unto himself that he would make merry many days--he thought1 you know1 that he had a great way yet to walk4 ,but ,god said unto him1 ,fool1 this night shall they take thy soul from thee1 and then all these goods that thou hast gathered1 whose shall they be8 ,here1 you see1 he fell suddenly into the deep centre of this busy maze1 so that he was fallen full into it ere ever he had thought he should have come near to it4 ,now this ,i know very well3 ,those who are walking about in this busy maze take not their business for any tribulation4 ,and yet are there many of them as sore wearied in it1 and sore panged and pained1 their pleasures being so short1 so little1 and so few1 and their displeasures and their griefs so great1 so continual1 and so many4 ,it maketh me think on a good worshipful man who1 when he divers times beheld what pain his wife took in tightly binding up her hair to make her a fair large forehead1 and with tightly bracing in her body to make her middle small 7both twain to her great pain7 for the pride of a little foolish praise1 he said unto her1 ,forsooth1 madam1 if ,god give you not hell1 he shall do you a great wrong4 ,for it must needs be your own very right1 for you buy it very dear and take very great pain therefore6 ,those who now lie in hell for their wretched living here do now perceive their folly in the more pain that they took here for the less pleasure4 ,there confess they now their folly1 and cry out1 ,we have been wearied in the way of wickedness4 ,and yet1 while they were walking in that way1 they would not rest themselves1 but ran on still in their weariness1 and put themselves still unto more pain and more1 for a little childish pleasure1 short and soon gone4 ,for that they took all that labour and pain1 beside the everlasting pain that followed it for their further advantage afterward4 ,so help me ,god1 but ,i verily think many a man buyeth hell here with so much pain that he might have bought heaven with less than half6 ,but yet1 as ,i say1 while these fleshly and worldly busy folk are walking about in this round busy maze of the devil called ,business who walketh about in these two times of darkness1 their wits are so bewitched by the secret enchantment of the devil that they mark not the great long miserable weariness and pain that the devil maketh them take and endure about naught4 ,and therefore they take it for no tribulation1 so that they need no comfort4 ,and therefore it is not for their sakes that ,i speak of all this1 saving that it may serve them for counsel toward the perceiving of their own foolish misery1 through the help of ,god's grace1 beginning to shine upon them again4 ,but there are very good folk and virtuous who are in the daylight of grace1 and yet the devil tempteth them busily to such fleshly delight4 ,and since they see plenty of worldly substance fall unto them1 and feel the devil in like wise busily tempt them to set their hearts upon it1 they are sore troubled therewith4 ,and they begin to fear thereby that they are not with ,god in the light but with this devil that the prophet calleth ,negotium--that is to say1 ,business--walking about in the two times of darknesses4 ,howbeit1 as ,i said before of those good folk and gracious who are in the worldly wealth of great power and authority and thereby fear the devil's arrow of pride1 so say ,i now here again of these who stand in dread of fleshly foul sin and covetousness3 they do well to stand ever in moderate fear1 lest with waxing over-bold and setting the thing over-light1 they might peradventure mishap to fall in thereto4 ,yet1 since they are but tempted with it and follow it not1 to vex and trouble themselves sorely with the fear of loss of ,god's favour is without necessity and not always without peril4 ,for1 as ,i said before1 it withdraweth the mind of a man far from the spiritual consolation of the good hope that he should have in ,god's help4 ,and as for those temptations1 as long as he who is tempted followeth them not1 the fight against them serveth him for matter of merit and reward in heaven1 if he not only flee the deed1 the consent1 and the delectation1 but also 7so far as he conveniently can7 flee from all occasions of them4 ,and this point is in those fleshly temptations a thing easy to perceive and plain enough4 ,but in worldly business pertaining unto covetousness the thing is somewhat more dark and there is more difficulty in the perceiving4 ,and very great troublous fear of it doth often arise in the hearts of very good folk1 when the world falleth fast unto them1 because of the sore words and terrible threats that ,god in holy scripture speaketh against those who are rich4 ,as1 where ,st4 ,paul saith1 ,they that will be rich fall into temptation1 and into the snare of the devil4 ,and where our ,saviour saith himself1 ,it is more easy for a camel--or1 as some say1 for a great cable rope1 for camelus so signifieth in the ,greek tongue--to go through a needle's eye than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of ,god4 ,no marvel1 now1 if good folk who fear ,god take occasion of great dread at so dreadful words1 when they see the worldly goods fall to them4 ,and some stand in doubt whether it be lawful for them to keep any goods or not4 ,but evermore1 in all those places of scripture1 the having of the worldly goods is not the thing that is rebuked and threatened1 but the affection that the haver unlawfully beareth to them4 ,for where ,st4 ,paul saith1 they that will be made rich1 he speaketh not of the having but of the will and desire and affection to have1 and the longing for it4 ,for that cannot be lightly without sin4 ,for the thing that folk sore long for1 they will make many shifts to get and jeopard themselves for4 ,and to declare that the having of riches is not forbidden1 but the inordinate affection of the mind sore set upon them1 the prophet saith1 ,if riches flow unto you1 set not your heart thereupon4 ,and albeit that our ,lord1 by the said example of the camel or cable rope to come through the needle's eye1 said that it is not only hard but also impossible for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of heaven1 yet he declared that though the rich man cannot get into heaven of himself1 yet ,god1 he said1 can get him in well enough4 ,for unto men he said it was impossible1 but not unto ,god1 for unto ,god1 he said1 all things are possible4 ,and yet1 beside that1 he told of which manner of rich man he meant1 who could not get into the kingdom of heaven1 saying1 ,my babes1 how hard is it for them that put their trust and confidence in their money1 to enter into the kingdom of ,god6 ,,vincent3 ,this is1 ,i suppose1 uncle1 very true--and otherwise ,god forbid6 ,for otherwise the world would be in a full hard state1 if every rich man were in such danger and peril4 ,,anthony3 ,that would it be1 cousin1 indeed4 ,and so ,i suppose it is yet4 ,for ,i fear me that to the multitude there are very few who long not sorely to be rich4 ,and of those who so long to be1 there are also very few reserved who set not their heart very sorely thereon4 ,,vincent3 ,this is1 uncle1 ,i fear me1 very true1 but yet not the thing that ,i was about to speak of4 ,but the thing that ,i would have said was this3 ,i cannot well perceive 7the world being such as it is1 and so many poor people in it7 how any man can be rich1 and keep himself rich1 without danger of damnation for it4 ,for all the while he seeth so many poor people who lack1 while he himself hath wherewith to give them4 ,and their necessity he is bound in such case of duty to relieve1 while he hath wherewith to do so--so far forth that holy ,st4 ,ambrose saith that whosoever die for default1 where we might help them1 we kill them4 ,i cannot see but that every rich man hath great cause to stand in great fear of damnation1 nor can ,i perceive1 as ,i say1 how he can be delivered of that fear as long as he keepeth his riches4 ,and therefore1 though he might keep his riches if there lacked poor men and yet stand in ,god's favour therewith1 as ,abraham did and many another holy rich man since2 yet with such an abundance of poor men as there is now in every country1 any man who keepeth any riches must needs have an inordinate affection unto it1 since he giveth it not out unto the poor needy persons1 as the duty of charity bindeth and constraineth him to4 ,and thus1 uncle1 in this world at this day1 meseemeth your comfort unto good men who are rich1 and are troubled with fear of damnation for the keeping1 can very scantly serve4 ,,anthony3 ,hard is it1 cousin1 in many manner of things1 to bid or forbid1 affirm or deny1 reprove or approve1 a matter nakedly proposed and put forth2 or precisely to say ,this thing is good1 or ,this thing is evil1 without consideration of the circumstances4 ,holy ,st4 ,austine telleth of a physician who gave a man in a certain disease a medicine that helped him4 ,the selfsame man at another time in the selfsame disease took the selfsame medicine himself1 and had of it more harm than good4 ,this he told the physician1 and asked him how the harm should have happened4 ,that medicine1 quoth he1 did thee no good but harm because thou tookest it when ,i gave it thee not4 ,this answer ,st4 ,austine very well approveth1 because1 though the medicine were the same1 yet might there be peradventure in the sickness some such difference as the patient perceived not--yea1 or in the man himself1 or in the place1 or in the time of the year4 ,many things might make the hindrance1 for which the physician would not then have given him the selfsame medicine that he gave him before4 ,to peruse every circumstance that might1 cousin1 in this matter be touched1 and were to be considered and weighed1 would indeed make this part of this devil of ,business a very busy piece of work and a long one6 ,but ,i shall open a little the point that you speak of1 and shall show you what ,i think therein1 with as few words as ,i conveniently can4 ,and then will we go to dinner4 ,first1 cousin1 he who is a rich man and keepeth all his goods1 he hath1 ,i think1 very good cause to be very afraid indeed4 ,and yet ,i fear me that such folk fear the least4 ,for they are very far from the state of good men1 since1 if they keep all1 they are then very far from charity1 and do1 as you know well1 either little alms or none at all4 ,but now our question1 cousin1 is not in what case that rich man standeth who keepeth all1 but whether we should suffer men to stand in a perilous dread and fear for the keeping of any great part4 ,for if1 by the keeping of so much as maketh a rich man still1 they stand in the state of damnation1 then are the curates bound to tell them so plainly1 according to the commandment of ,god given unto them all in the person of ,ezechiel3 ,if1 when ,i say to the wicked man1 ',thou shalt die1' thou do not show it unto him1 nor speak unto him that he may be turned from his wicked way and live1 he shall soothly die in his wickedness and his blood shall ,i require of thine hand4 ,but1 cousin1 though ,god invited men unto the following of himself in wilful poverty1 by the leaving of everything at once for his sake--as the thing by which1 being out of solicitude of worldly business and far from the desire of earthly commodities1 they may the more speedily get and attain the state of spiritual perfection1 and the hungry desire and longing for celestial things--yet doth he not command every man to do so upon the peril of damnation4 ,for where he saith1 ,he that forsaketh not all that ever he hath1 cannot be my disciple1 he declareth well1 by other words of his own in the selfsame place a little before1 what he meaneth4 ,for there saith he more1 ,he that cometh to me1 and hateth not his father1 and his mother1 and his wife1 and his children1 and his brethren1 and his sisters1 yea and his own life too1 cannot be my disciple4 ,here meaneth our ,saviour ,christ that no one can be his disciple unless he love him so far above all his kin1 and above his own life1 too1 that for the love of him1 rather than forsake him1 he shall forsake them all4 ,and so meaneth he by those other words that whosoever do not so renounce and forsake all that ever he hath in his own heart and affection1 so that he will lose it all and let it go every whit1 rather than deadly to displease ,god with the reserving of any one part of it1 he cannot be ,christ's disciple4 ,for ,christ teacheth us to love ,god above all things1 and he loveth not ,god above all things who1 contrary to ,god's pleasure1 keepeth anything that he hath4 ,for he showeth himself to set more by that thing than by ,god1 since he is better content to lose ,god than it4 ,but1 as ,i said1 to give away all1 or that no man should be rich or have substance1 that find ,i no commandment of4 ,there are1 as our ,saviour saith1 in the house of his father many mansions4 ,and happy shall he be who shall have the grace to dwell even in the lowest4 ,it seemeth verily by the gospel that those who for ,god's sake patiently suffer penury1 shall not only dwell in heaven above those who live here in plenty in earth1 but also that heaven in some manner of wise more properly belongeth unto them and is more especially prepared for them than it is for the rich4 ,for ,god in the gospel counseleth the rich folk to buy 7in a manner7 heaven of them1 where he saith unto the rich men1 ,make yourselves friends of the wicked riches1 that when you fail here they may receive you into everlasting tabernacles4 ,but now1 although this be thus1 in respect of the riches and the poverty compared together1 yet if a rich man and a poor man be both good men1 there may be some other virtue beside in which the rich man may peradventure so excel that he may in heaven be far above that poor man who was here on earth in other virtues far under him4 ,and the proof appeareth clear in ,lazarus and ,abraham4 ,nor ,i say not this to the intent to comfort rich men in heaping up riches1 for a little comfort will bend them enough thereto4 ,they are not so proud-hearted and obstinate but what they would1 ,i daresay1 with right little exhortation be very conformable to that counsel6 ,but ,i say this for those good men to whom ,god giveth substance1 and the mind to dispose it well1 and yet not the mind to give it all away at once1 but for good causes to keep some substance still4 ,let them not despair of ,god's favour for not doing the thing which ,god hath given them no commandment of1 nor drawn them to by any special calling4 ,zachaeus1 lo1 who climbed up into the tree1 for desire that he had to behold our ,saviour3 at such a time as ,christ called aloud unto him and said1 ,zachaeus1 make haste and come down1 for this day must ,i dwell in thy house1 he was glad and touched inwardly with special grace to the profit of his soul4 ,all the people murmured much that ,christ would call him and be so familiar with him as1 of his own offer1 to come unto his house4 ,for they knew him for the chief of the publicans1 who were custom-men or toll-gatherers of the ,emperor's duties1 all which whole company were among the people sore infamous for ravine1 extortion1 and bribery4 ,and then ,zachaeus not only was the chief of the fellowship but also was grown greatly rich1 whereby the people accounted him in their own opinion for a man very sinful and wicked4 ,yet he forthwith1 by the instinct of the spirit of ,god1 in reproach of all such temerarious bold and blind judgment1 given upon a man whose inward mind and sudden change they cannot see1 shortly proved them all deceived4 ,and he proved that our ,lord had1 at those few words outwardly spoken to him1 so wrought in his heart within that whatsoever he was before1 he was then1 unawares to them all1 suddenly waxed good4 ,for he made haste and came down1 and gladly received ,christ1 and said1 ,lo1 ,lord1 the one half of my goods here ,i give unto poor people4 ,and yet1 over that1 if ,i have in anything deceived any man1 here am ,i ready to recompense him fourfold as much4 ,,vincent3 ,this was1 uncle1 a gracious hearing4 ,but yet ,i marvel me somewhat1 wherefore ,zachaeus used his words in that manner of order4 ,for methinketh he should first have spoken of making restitution unto those whom he had beguiled1 and then spoken of giving his alms afterward4 ,for restitution is1 you know1 duty1 and a thing of such necessity that in respect of restitution almsdeed is but voluntary4 ,therefore it might seem that to put men in mind of their duty in making restitution first1 and doing their alms afterward1 ,zachaeus would have spoken more fittingly if he had said first that he would make every man restitution whom he had wronged1 and then give half in alms of that which remained afterward4 ,for only that might he call clearly his own4 ,,anthony3 ,this is true1 cousin1 where a man hath not enough to suffice for both4 ,but he who hath1 is not bound to leave his alms ungiven to the poor man who is at hand and peradventure calleth upon him1 till he go seek up all his creditors and all those whom he hath wronged--who are peradventure so far asunder that1 leaving the one good deed undone the while1 he may1 before they come together1 change that good intent again and do neither the one nor the other4 ,it is good always to be doing some good out of hand1 while we think on it2 grace shall the better stand with us and increase also1 to go the further in the other afterward4 ,and this ,i would answer1 if the man had there done the one out of hand--the giving1 ,i mean1 of half in alms--and not so much as spoken of restitution till afterward4 ,whereas now1 though he spoke the one in order before the other 7and yet all at one time7 it remained still in his liberty to put them both in execution1 after such order as he should then think expedient4 ,but now1 cousin1 did the spirit of ,god temper the tongue of ,zachaeus in the utterance of these words in such wise that it may well appear that the saying of the wise man is verified in them1 where he saith1 ,to ,god it belongeth to govern the tongue4 ,for here1 when he said that he would give half of his goods unto poor people and yet beside that not only recompense any man whom he had wronged but more than recompense him by three times as much again1 he doubly reproved the false suspicion of the people4 ,for they accounted him for so evil that they reckoned in their mind all his goods wrongly gotten1 because he was grown to substance in that office that was commonly misused with extortion4 ,but his words declared that he was deep enough in his reckoning so that1 if half his goods were given away1 he would yet be well able to yield every man his due with the other half--and yet leave himself no beggar either1 for he said not he would give away all4 ,would ,god1 cousin1 that every rich ,christian man who is reputed right worshipful--yea1 and 7which yet1 to my mind1 is more7 reckoned for right honest1 too--would and could do the thing that little ,zachaeus1 that same great publican1 were he ,jew or were he paynim1 said that he would do3 that is1 with less than half his goods1 to recompense every man whom he had wronged four times as much4 ,yea1 yea1 cousin1 as much for as much1 hardly6 ,and then they who receive it shall be content1 ,i dare promise for them1 to let the other thrice-as-much go1 and forgive it4 ,because that was one of the hard points of the old law1 whereas ,christian men must be full of forgiving1 and not require and exact their amends to the uttermost4 ,but now1 for our purpose here3 ,he promised neither to give away all nor to become a beggar--no1 nor yet to leave off his office either4 ,for1 albeit that he had not used it before peradventure in every point so pure as ,st4 ,john the ,baptist had taught them the lesson3 ,do no more than is appointed unto you1 yet he might both lawfully use his substance that he intended to reserve1 and lawfully might use his office1 too1 in receiving the prince's duty1 according to ,christ's express commandment1 ,give the ,emperor those things that are his1 refusing all extortion and bribery besides4 ,yet our ,lord1 well approving his good purpose1 and exacting no further of him concerning his worldly behaviour1 answered and said1 ,this day is health come to this house1 for he too is the son of ,abraham4 ,but now ,i forget not1 cousin1 that in effect you conceded to me thus far3 that a man may be rich and yet not out of the state of grace1 nor out of ,god's favour4 ,howbeit1 you think that1 though it may be so in some time or in some other place1 yet at this time and in this place1 or any other such in which there be so many poor people1 upon whom you think they are bound to bestow their goods1 they can keep no riches with conscience4 ,verily1 cousin1 if that reason would hold1 ,i daresay the world was never such anywhere that any man might have kept any substance without the danger of damnation4 ,for since ,christ's days to the world's end1 we have the witness of his own word that there hath never lacked poor men nor ever shall4 ,for he said himself1 ,poor men shall you always have with you1 unto whom1 when you will1 you may do good4 ,so that1 as ,i tell you1 if your rule should hold1 then ,i suppose there would be no place1 in no time1 since ,christ's days hitherto1 nor ,i think in as long before that either1 nor never shall there be hereafter1 in which any man could abide rich without the danger of eternal damnation1 even for his riches alone1 though he demeaned himself never so well4 ,but1 cousin1 men of substance must there be4 ,for otherwise shall you have more beggars1 perdy1 than there are1 and no man left able to relieve another4 ,for this ,i think in my mind a very sure conclusion3 ,if all the money that is in this country were tomorrow brought together out of every man's hand and laid all upon one heap1 and then divided out unto every man alike1 it would be on the morrow after worse than it was the day before4 ,for ,i suppose that when it were all equally thus divided among all1 the best would be left little better then than almost a beggar is now4 ,and yet he who was a beggar before1 all that he shall be the richer for1 that he should thereby receive1 shall not make him much above a beggar still4 ,but many a one of the rich men1 if their riches stood but in movable substance1 shall be safe enough from riches1 haply for all their life after6 ,men cannot1 you know1 live here in this world unless some one man provide a means of living for many others4 ,every man cannot have a ship of his own1 nor every man be a merchant without a stock4 ,and these things1 you know1 must needs be had4 ,nor can every man have a plough by himself4 ,and who could live by the tailor's craft1 if no man were able to have a gown made8 ,who could live by masonry1 or who could live a carpenter1 if no man were able to build either church or house8 ,who would be the makers of any manner of cloth1 if there lacked men of substance to set sundry sorts to work8 ,some man who hath not two ducats in his house would do better to lose them both and leave himself not a farthing1 but utterly lose all his own1 rather than that some rich man by whom he is weekly set to work should lose one half of his money4 ,for then would he himself be likely to lack work4 ,for surely the rich man's substance is the wellspring of the poor man's living4 ,and therefore here would it fare by the poor man as it fared by the woman in one of sop's fables4 ,she had a hen that laid her every day a golden egg1 till on a day she thought she would have a great many eggs at once4 ,and therefore she killed her hen and found but one or twain in her belly1 so that for a few she lost many4 ,but now1 cousin1 to come to your doubt how it can be that a man may with conscience keep riches with him1 when he seeth so many poor men on whom he may bestow them4 ,verily1 that might he not with conscience do1 if he must bestow it upon as many as he can4 ,and so much of truth every rich man do1 if all the poor folk that he seeth are so specially by ,god's commandment committed unto his charge alone that1 because our ,saviour said1 ,give to every man who asketh thee1 therefore he is bound to give out still to every beggar who will ask him1 as long as any penny lasteth in his purse4 ,but verily1 cousin1 that saying hath 7as ,st4 ,austine saith other places in scripture have7 need of interpretation4 ,for1 as holy ,st4 ,austine saith1 though ,christ say1 ,give to every man who asketh thee1 he saith not yet1 ,give them all that they will ask thee4 ,but surely they would be the same1 if he meant to bind me by commandment to give every man without exception something4 ,for so should ,i leave myself nothing4 ,our ,saviour1 in that place of the sixth chapter of ,st4 ,luke1 speaketh both of the contempt that we should have in heart of these worldly things1 and also of the manner that men should use toward their enemies4 ,for there he biddeth us love our enemies1 give good words for evil1 and not only suffer injuries patiently 7both the taking away of our goods and harm done unto our body71 but also be ready to suffer the double1 and over that to do good in return to those who do us the harm4 ,and among these things he biddeth us give to every man who asketh1 meaning that when we can conveniently do a man good1 we should not refuse it1 whatsoever manner of man he may be1 though he were our mortal enemy1 if we see that unless we help him ourselves1 the person of that man should stand in peril of perishing4 ,and therefore saith ,st4 ,paul1 ,if thine enemy be in hunger1 give him meat4 ,but now1 though ,i be bound to give every manner of man in some manner of his necessity1 were he my friend or my foe1 ,christian man or heathen1 yet am ,i not bound alike unto all men1 nor unto any many in every case alike4 ,but1 as ,i began to tell you1 the differences of the circumstances make great change in the matter4 ,st4 ,paul saith1 ,he that provideth not for those that are his1 is worse than an infidel4 ,those are ours who are belonging to our charge1 either by nature or by law1 or any commandment of ,god4 ,by nature1 as our children2 by law1 as our servants in our household4 ,albeit these two sorts be not ours all alike1 yet would ,i think that the least ours of the twain--that is1 the servants--if they need1 and lack1 we are bound to look to them and provide for their need1 and see1 so far as we can1 that they lack not the things that should serve for their necessity while they dwell in our service4 ,meseemeth also that if they fall sick in our service1 so that they cannot do the service that we retain them for1 yet may we not in any wise turn them out of doors and cast them up comfortless1 while they are not able to labour and help themselves4 ,for this would be a thing against all humanity4 ,and surely1 if a man were but a wayfarer whom ,i received into my house as a guest1 if he fell sick there and his money be gone1 ,i reckon myself bound to keep him still1 and rather to beg about for his relief than to cast him out in that condition to the peril of his life1 whatsoever loss ,i should happen to sustain in the keeping of him4 ,for when ,god hath by such chance sent him to me and there once matched me with him1 ,i reckon myself surely charged with him until ,i may1 without peril of his life1 be well and conveniently discharged of him4 ,by ,god's commandment our parents are in our charge1 for by nature we are in theirs4 ,since1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 it is not the children's part to provide for the parents but the parents' to provide for the children4 ,provide1 ,i mean1 conveniently--good learning or good occupations to get their living by1 with truth and the favour of ,god--but not to make provision for them of such manner of living as they should live the worse toward ,god for4 ,but rather1 if they see by their manner that too much would make them wicked1 the father should then give them a great deal less4 ,but although nature put not the parents in the children's charge1 yet not only ,god commandeth but the order of nature compelleth1 that the children should both in reverent behaviour honour their father and mother1 and also in all their necessity maintain them4 ,and yet1 as much as ,god and nature both bind us to the sustenance of our father1 his need may be so little 7though it be somewhat7 and another man's so great1 that both nature and ,god also would that ,i should1 in such unequal need1 relieve that urgent necessity of a stranger--yea1 my foe1 and ,god's enemy too1 the very ,turk or ,saracen--before a little need1 and unlikely to do great harm1 in my father and my mother too4 ,for so ought they both twain themselves to be well content that ,i should4 ,but now1 cousin1 outside of such extreme need well perceived and known unto myself1 ,i am not bound to give to every beggar who will ask2 nor to believe every imposter that ,i meet in the street who will say himself that he is very sick2 nor to reckon all the poor folk committed by ,god only so to my charge alone1 that no other man should give them anything of his until ,i have first given out all mine4 ,nor am ,i bound either to have so evil opinion of all other folk save myself as to think that1 unless ,i help1 the poor folk shall all fail at once1 for ,god hath left in all this quarter no more good folk now but me6 ,i may think better of my neighbours and worse of myself than that1 and yet come to heaven1 by ,god's grace1 well enough4 ,,vincent3 ,marry1 uncle1 but some man will peradventure be right content1 in such cases1 to think his neighbours very charitable1 to the intent that he may think himself at liberty to give nothing at all4 ,,anthony3 ,that is1 cousin1 very true4 ,some will be content either to think so1 or to make as though they thought so4 ,but those are they who are content to give naught because they are naught6 ,but our question is1 cousin1 not of them1 but of good folk who1 by the keeping of worldly goods1 stand in great fear to offend ,god4 ,for the quieting of their conscience speak we now1 to the intent that they may perceive what manner of having of worldly goods1 and keeping of them1 may stand with the state of grace4 ,now think ,i1 cousin1 that if a man keep riches about him for a glory and royalty of the world1 taking a great delight in the consideration of it and liking himself for it1 and taking him who is poorer for the lack of it as one far worse than himself1 such a mind is very vain foolish pride and such a man is very wicked indeed4 ,but on the other hand1 there may be a man--such as would ,god there were many6--who hath no love unto riches1 but having it fall abundantly unto him1 taketh for his own part no great pleasure of it1 but1 as though he had it not1 keepeth himself in like abstinence and penance privily as he would do in case he had it not4 ,and1 in such things as he doth openly1 he may bestow somewhat more liberally upon himself in his house after some manner of the world1 lest he should give other folk occasion to marvel and muse and talk of his manner and misreport him for a hypocrite4 ,and therein1 between ,god and him1 he may truly protest and testify1 as did the good queen ,hester1 that he doth it not for any desire thereof in the satisfying of his own pleasure1 but would with as good will or better forbear the possession of riches1 saving them--as perhaps in keeping a good household in good ,christian order and fashion1 and in setting other folk to work with such things as they gain their living the better by his means4 ,if there be such a man1 his having of riches methinketh ,i might in a manner match in merit with another man's forsaking of all4 ,or so would it be if there were no other circumstances more pleasing unto ,god added further unto the forsaking besides1 as perhaps for the more fervent contemplation by reason of the solicitude of all worldly business being left off1 which was the thing that made ,mary ,magdalene's part the better4 ,for otherwise would ,christ have given her much more thanks to go about and be busy in the helping her sister ,martha to dress his dinner1 than to take her stool and sit down at her ease and do naught4 ,now1 if he who hath these goods and riches by him1 have not haply fully so perfect a mind1 but somewhat loveth to keep himself from lack2 and if he be not1 so fully as a pure ,christian fashion requireth1 determined to abandon his pleasure--well1 what will you more8 ,the man is so much the less perfect than ,i would that he were1 and haply than he himself would wish1 if it were as easy to be it as to wish it4 ,but yet is he not forthwith in the state of damnation1 for all that4 ,no more than every man is forthwith in a state of damnation who1 forsaking all and entering into religion1 is not yet always so clear purified from worldly affections as he himself would very fain that he were1 and much bewaileth that he is not4 ,many a man1 who hath in the world willingly forsaken the likelihood of right worshipful offices1 hath afterward had much ado to keep himself from the desire of the office of cellarer or sexton1 to bear yet at least some rule and authority1 though it were but among the bellies4 ,but ,god is more merciful to man's imperfection--if the man know it1 and acknowledge it1 and mislike it1 and little by little labour to amend it--than to reject and cast off to the devil him who1 according as his frailty can bear and suffer1 hath a general intent and purpose to please him and to prefer or set by nothing in this world before him4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 to make an end of this piece withal--of this devil1 ,i mean1 whom the prophet calleth ,business walking in the darknesses3 ,if a man have a mind to serve ,god and please him1 and would rather lose all the goods he hath than wittingly to do deadly sin2 and if he would1 without murmur or grudge1 give it every whit away in case ,god should so command him1 and intend to take it patiently if ,god would take it from him2 and if he would be glad to use it unto ,god's pleasure1 and do his diligence to know and be taught what manner of using of it ,god would be pleased with2 and if he be glad to follow therein1 from time to time1 the counsel of good virtuous men1 though he neither give away all at once1 nor give to every man who asketh him neither2 and though every man should fear and think in this world that all the good that he doth or can do is a great deal too little--yet1 for all that fear1 let that man dwell in the faithful hope of ,god's help6 ,and then shall the truth of ,god so compass him about1 as the prophet saith1 with a shield1 that he shall not so need to dread the snares and the temptations of this devil whom the prophet calleth ,business walking about in the darknesses4 ,but he shall1 for all the having of riches and worldly substance1 so avoid his snares and temptations1 that he shall in conclusion1 by the great grace and almighty mercy of ,god1 get into heaven well enough4 ,and now was ,i1 cousin1 after this piece thus ended1 about to bid them bring in our dinner4 ,but now shall ,i not need to1 lo1 for here they come with it already4 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 good uncle1 ,god disposeth and timeth your matter and your dinner both1 ,i trust4 ,for the end of your good tale--for which our ,lord reward you6--and the beginning here of your good dinner too 7from which it would be more than pity that you should any longer have tarried7 meet even at the close together4 ,,anthony3 ,well1 cousin1 now will we say grace4 ,and then for a while will we leave talking and essay how our dinner shall please us1 and how fair we can fall to feeding4 ,after that1 you know my customary guise 7for manner ,i cannot call it1 because the guise is unmannerly7 to bid you not farewell but steal away from you to sleep4 ,but you know ,i am not wont to sleep long in the afternoon1 but even a little to forget the world4 ,and when ,i wake1 ,i will again come to you4 ,and then is1 ,god willing1 all this long day ours1 in which we shall have time enough to talk much more than shall suffice for the finishing of this one part of our matter that now alone remaineth4 ,,vincent3 ,i pray you1 good uncle1 keep your customary manner1 for manner may you call it well enough4 ,for as it would be against good manners to look that a man should kneel down for courtesy when his knee is sore1 so is it very good manners that a man of your age 7aggrieved with such sundry sicknesses besides1 that suffer you not always to sleep when you should7 should not let his sleep slip away but should take it when he can4 ,and ,i will1 uncle1 in the meanwhile steal from you1 too1 and speed a little errand and return to you again4 ,,anthony3 ,stay as long as you will1 and when you have dined go at your pleasure4 ,but ,i pray you1 tarry not long4 ,,vincent3 ,you shall not need1 uncle1 to put me in mind of that1 ,i would so fain have up the rest of our matter4 ,,book ,,three ,,vincent3 ,i have tarried somewhat the longer1 uncle1 partly because ,i was loth to come over-soon1 lest my soon-coming might have happed to have made you wake too soon4 ,but ,i tarried especially for the reason that ,i was delayed by someone who showed me a letter1 dated at ,constantinople1 by which it appeareth that the great ,turk prepareth a marvellous mighty army4 ,and yet whither he will go with it1 that can there yet no man tell4 ,but ,i fear in good faith1 uncle1 that his voyage shall be hither4 ,howbeit1 he who wrote the letter saith that it is secretly said in ,constantinople that a great part of his army shall be shipped and sent either into ,naples or into ,sicily4 ,,anthony3 ,it may fortune1 cousin1 that the letter of a ,venetian1 dated at ,constantinople1 was devised at ,venice4 ,from thence come there some letters--and sometimes from ,rome1 too1 and sometimes also from some other places--all stuffed full of such tidings that the ,turk is ready to do some great exploit4 ,these tidings they blow about for the furtherance of some such affairs as they have themselves then in hand4 ,the ,turk hath also so many men of arms in his retinue at his continual charge that1 lest they should lie still and do nothing1 but peradventure fall in devising of some novelties among themselves1 he is fain yearly to make some assembly and some changing of them from one place unto another1 and part some asunder1 that they wax not over-well acquainted by dwelling over-long together4 ,by these ways also1 he maketh those that he intendeth suddenly to invade indeed1 to look the less for it1 and thereby to make the less preparation before4 ,for they see him so many times make a great visage of war when he intendeth it not1 but then1 at one time or another1 they suddenly feel it when they fear it not4 ,howbeit1 cousin1 it is of very truth full likely that into this realm of ,hungary he will not fail to come4 ,for neither is there any country throughout ,christendom that lieth so convenient for him1 nor never was there any time till now in which he might so well and surely win it4 ,for now we call him in ourselves1 ,god save us1 as sop telleth that the sheep took in the wolf among them to keep them from the dogs4 ,,vincent3 ,then are there1 good uncle1 all those tribulations very like to fall upon us here1 that ,i spoke of in the beginning of our first communication here the other day4 ,,anthony3 ,very truth it is1 cousin1 that so there will of likelihood in a while1 but not forthwith all at first4 ,for since he cometh under the colour of aid for the one against the other1 he will somewhat see the proof before he fully show himself4 ,but in conclusion1 if he be able to get it for that one1 you shall see him so handle it that he shall not fail to get it from him1 and that forthwith out of hand1 ere ever he suffer him to settle himself over-sure therein4 ,,vincent3 ,yet say they1 uncle1 that he useth not to force any man to forsake his faith4 ,,anthony3 ,not any man1 cousin8 ,they say more than they can make good1 those who tell you so4 ,he maketh a solemn oath1 among the ceremonies of that feast in which he first taketh upon him his authority1 that he will diminish the faith of ,christ1 in all that he possibly can1 and dilate the faith of ,mahomet4 ,but yet hath he not used to force every whole country at once to forsake their faith4 ,for of some countries hath he been content only to take a tribute yearly and let them then live as they will4 ,out of some he taketh the whole people away1 dispersing them for slaves among many sundry countries of his1 very far from their own1 without any sufferance of regress4 ,in some countries1 so great and populous that they cannot well be carried and conveyed thence1 he destroyeth the gentlefolk and giveth the lands partly to such as he bringeth and partly to such as willingly will deny their faith1 and keepeth the others in such misery that they might as well 7in a manner7 be dead at once4 ,in rest he suffereth else no ,christian man almost1 but those that resort as merchants or those that offer themselves to serve him in his war4 ,but as for those ,christian countries that he useth not only for tributaries1 as he doth ,chios1 ,cyprus1 or ,crete1 but reckoneth for clear conquest and utterly taketh for his own1 as ,morea1 ,greece1 and ,macedonia1 and such others--and as ,i verily think he will ,hungary1 if he get it--in all those he useth ,christian people after sundry fashions4 ,he letteth them dwell there1 indeed1 because they would be too many to carry all away1 and too many to kill them all1 too1 unless he should either leave the land dispeopled and desolate or else1 from some other countries of his own1 should convey the people thither 7which would not be well done7 to people that land with4 ,there1 lo1 those who will not be turned from their faith1 of which ,god--lauded be his holy name6--keepeth very many1 he suffereth to dwell still in peace4 ,but yet is their peace for all that not very peaceable4 ,for he suffereth them to have no lands of their own1 honourable offices they bear none2 with occasions of his wars1 he plucketh them unto the bare bones with taxes and tallages4 ,their children he chooseth where he will in their youth1 and taketh them from their parents1 conveying them whither he will1 where their friends never see them after1 and abuseth them as he will4 ,some young maidens he maketh harlots1 some young men he bringeth up in war1 and some young children he causeth to be gelded--not their stones cut out as the custom was of old1 but their whole members cut off by the body2 how few escape and live he little careth1 for he will have enough6 ,and all whom he so taketh young1 to any use of his own1 are betaken unto such ,turks or false renegades to keep1 that they are turned from the faith of ,christ every one4 ,or else they are so handled that1 as for this world1 they come to an evil end4 ,for1 besides many other contumelies and despites that the ,turks and the false renegade ,christians many times do to good ,christian people who still persevere and abide by the faith1 they find the means sometimes to make some false knaves say that they heard such-and-such a ,christian man speak opprobrious words against ,mahomet4 ,and upon that point1 falsely testified1 they will take occasion to compel him to forsake the faith of ,christ and turn to the profession of their shameful superstitious sect1 or else will they put him to death with cruel intolerable torments4 ,,vincent3 ,our ,lord1 uncle1 for his mighty mercy1 keep those wretches hence6 ,for1 by my troth1 if they hap to come hither1 methinketh ,i see many more tokens than one that we shall have some of our own folk here ready to fall in with them4 ,for as before a great storm the sea beginneth sometimes to work and roar in itself1 ere ever the winds wax boisterous1 so methinketh ,i hear at mine ear some of our own here among us1 who within these few years could no more have borne the name of ,turk than the name of devil1 begin now to find little fault in them--yea1 and some to praise them little by little1 as they can1 more glad to find faults at every state of ,christendom3 priests1 princes1 rites1 ceremonies1 sacraments1 laws1 and customs spiritual1 temporal1 and all4 ,,anthony3 ,in good faith1 cousin1 so begin we to fare here indeed1 and that but even now of late4 ,for since the title of the crown hath come in question1 the good rule of this realm hath very sore decayed1 as little a while as it is4 ,and undoubtedly ,hungary shall never do well as long as men's minds hearken after novelty and have their hearts hanging upon a change4 ,and much the worse ,i like it1 when their words walk so large toward the favour of the ,turk's sect1 which they were ever wont to have in so great abomination1 as every true-minded ,christian man--and ,christian woman1 too--must have4 ,i am of such age as you see1 and verily from as far as ,i can remember1 it hath been marked and often proved true1 that when children in ,buda have fallen in a fancy by themselves to draw together and in their playing make as it were corpses carried to church1 and sing after their childish fashion the tune of the dirge1 great death hath followed shortly thereafter4 ,and twice or thrice ,i can remember in my day when children in divers parts of this realm have gathered themselves in sundry companies and made as it were troops and battles4 ,and after their battles in sport1 in which some children have yet taken great hurt1 there hath fallen true battle and deadly war indeed4 ,these tokens were somewhat like your example of the sea1 since they are tokens going before1 of things that afterward follow1 through some secret motion or instinct of which the cause is unknown4 ,but1 by ,st4 ,mary1 cousin1 these tokens like ,i much worse--these tokens1 ,i say1 not of children's play nor of children's songs1 but old knaves' large open words1 so boldly spoken in the favour of ,mahomet's sect in this realm of ,hungary1 which hath been ever hitherto a very sure key of ,christendom4 ,and without doubt if ,hungary be lost and the ,turk have it once fast in his possession1 he shall1 ere it be long afterward1 have an open ready way into almost all the rest of ,christendom4 ,though he win it not all in a week1 the great part will be won1 ,i fear me1 within very few years after4 ,,vincent3 ,but yet evermore ,i trust in ,christ1 good uncle1 that he shall not suffer that abominable sect of his mortal enemies in such wise to prevail against his ,christian countries4 ,,anthony3 ,that is very well said1 cousin4 ,let us have our sure hope in him1 and then shall we be very sure that we shall not be deceived4 ,for we shall have either the thing that we hope for1 or a better thing in its stead4 ,for1 as for the thing itself that we pray for and hope to have1 ,god will not always send it to us4 ,and therefore1 as ,i said in our first communication1 in all things save only for heaven1 our prayer and our hope may never be too precise1 although the thing may be lawful to ask4 ,verily1 if we people of the ,christian nations were such as would ,god we were1 ,i would little fear all the preparations that the great ,turk could make4 ,no1 nor yet1 being as bad as we are1 ,i doubt not at all but that in conclusion1 however base ,christendom be brought1 it shall spring up again1 till the time be come very near to the day of judgment1 some tokens of which methinketh are not come yet4 ,but somewhat before that time shall ,christendom be straitened sore1 and brought into so narrow a compass that1 according to ,christ's words1 ,when the ,son of ,man shall come again--that is1 to the day of general judgment--thinkest thou that he shall find faith in the earth8 as who should say1 but a little4 ,for1 as appeareth in the ,apocalypse and other places of scripture1 the faith shall be at that time so far faded that he shall1 for the love of his elect1 lest they should fall and perish too1 abridge those days and accelerate his coming4 ,but1 as ,i say1 methinketh ,i miss yet in my mind some of those tokens that shall1 by the scripture1 come a good while before that4 ,and among others1 the coming in of the ,jews and the dilating of ,christendom again before the world come to that strait4 ,so ,i say that for mine own mind ,i have little doubt that this ungracious sect of ,mahomet shall have a foul fall1 and ,christendom spring and spread1 flower and increase again4 ,howbeit1 the pleasure and comfort shall they see who shall be born after we are buried1 ,i fear me1 both twain4 ,for ,god giveth us great likelihood that for our sinful wretched living he goeth about to make these infidels1 who are his open professed enemies1 the sorrowful scourge of correction over evil ,christian people who should be faithful and who are of truth his falsely professing friends4 ,and surely1 cousin1 albeit that methinketh ,i see divers evil tokens of this misery coming to us1 yet can there not1 to my mind1 be a worse prognostication of it than this ungracious token that you note here yourself4 ,for undoubtedly1 cousin1 this new manner of men's favourable fashion in their language toward these ungracious ,turks declareth plainly not only that their minds give them that hither shall he come1 but also that they can be content both to live under him and1 beside that1 to fall from the true faith of ,christ into ,mahomet's false abominable sect4 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 mine uncle1 as ,i go about more than you1 so must ,i needs hear more 7which is a heavy hearing in mine ear7 the manner of men in this matter1 which increaseth about us here--,i trust that in other places of this realm1 by ,god's grace1 it is otherwise4 ,but in this quarter here about us1 many of these fellows who are fit for the war were wont at first1 as it were in sport1 to talk as though they looked for a day when1 with a turn to the ,turk's faith1 they should be made masters here of true ,christian men's bodies and owners of all their goods4 ,and1 in a while after that1 they began to talk so half between game and earnest--and now1 by our ,lady1 not far from fair flat earnest indeed4 ,,anthony3 ,though ,i go out but little1 cousin1 yet hear ,i sometimes--when ,i say little6--almost as much as that4 ,but since there is no man to whom we can complain for redress1 what remedy is there but patience1 and to sit still and hold our peace8 ,for of these two who strive which of them both shall reign over us--and each of them calleth himself king1 and both twain put the people to pain--one is1 as you know well1 too far from our quarter here to help us in this behalf4 ,and the other1 since he looketh for the ,turk's aid1 either will not1 or 7,i suppose7 dare not find any fault with them that favour the ,turk and his sect4 ,for of natural ,turks this country lacketh none now2 they are living here under divers pretexts1 and of everything they advertise the great ,turk full surely4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 albeit that ,i would advise every man to pray still and call unto ,god to hold his gracious hand over us and keep away this wretchedness if his pleasure be1 yet would ,i further advise every good ,christian body to remember and consider that it is very likely to come4 ,and therefore ,i would advise him to make his reckoning and count his pennyworths before1 and ,i would advise every man 7and every woman1 too7 to appoint with ,god's help in their own mind beforehand what they intend to do if the very worst should befall4 ,i ,,vincent3 ,well fare your heart1 good uncle1 for this good counsel of yours6 ,for surely methinketh that this is marvellous good4 ,but yet heard ,i once a right learned and very good man say that it would be great folly1 and very perilous too1 if a man should think upon any such thing or imagine any such question in his mind1 for fear of double peril that may follow thereupon4 ,for he shall be likely to answer himself that he will rather suffer any painful death than forsake his faith1 and by that bold appointment should he fall into the fault of ,st4 ,peter1 who of oversight made a proud promise and soon had a foul fall4 ,or else would he be likely to think that rather than abide the pain he would forsake ,god indeed1 and by that mind should he sin deadly through his own folly1 whereas he needeth not do so1 since he shall peradventure never come in the peril to be put thereto4 ,and therefore it would be most wisdom never to think upon any such manner of question4 ,,anthony3 ,i believe well1 cousin1 that you have heard some men who would so say4 ,for ,i can show almost as much as that left in writing by a very good man and a great solemn doctor4 ,but yet1 cousin1 although ,i should happen to find one or two more1 as good men and as well learned too1 who would both twain say and write the same1 yet would ,i not fear for my part to counsel my friend to the contrary4 ,for1 cousin1 if his mind answer him as ,st4 ,peter answered ,christ1 that he will rather die than forsake him1 though he say therein more unto himself than he should be peradventure able to make good if it came to the point1 yet ,i perceive not that he doth in that thought any deadly displeasure unto ,god4 ,for ,st4 ,peter1 though he said more than he could perform1 yet in his so saying offended not ,god greatly neither4 ,but his offence was when he did not afterward so well as he said before4 ,but now may this man be likely never to fall in the peril of breaking that appointment1 since of some ten thousand that shall so examine themselves1 never one shall fall in the peril4 ,and yet for them to have that good purpose all their life seemeth me no more harm in the meanwhile than for a poor beggar who hath never a penny to think that1 if he had great substance1 he would give great alms for ,god's sake4 ,but now is all the peril if the man answer himself that he would in such case rather forsake the faith of ,christ with his mouth and keep it still in his heart than for the confessing of it to endure a painful death4 ,for by this mind he falleth in deadly sin1 which he never would have fallen in if he had never put himself the question4 ,but in good faith methinketh that he who1 upon that question put unto himself by himself1 will make himself that answer1 hath the habit of faith so faint and so cold that1 for the better knowledge of himself and of his necessity to pray for more strength of grace1 he had need to have the question put to him either by himself or by some other man4 ,besides this1 to counsel a man never to think on that question is1 to my mind1 as reasonable as the medicine that ,i have heard taught someone for the toothache3 to go thrice about a churchyard1 and never think on a fox-tail6 ,for if the counsel be not given them1 it cannot serve them4 ,and if it be given them1 it must put the point of the matter in their mind4 ,and forthwith to reject it1 and think therein neither one thing nor the other1 is a thing that may be sooner bidden than obeyed4 ,i think also that very few men can escape it4 ,for though they would never think on it by themselves1 yet in one place or another where they shall happen to come in company1 they shall have the question by adventure so proposed and put forth that--like as1 while a man heareth someone talking to him1 he can close his eyes if he will1 but he cannot make himself sleep--so shall they1 whether they will or not1 think one thing or the other therein4 ,finally1 when ,christ spoke so often and so plain of the matter1 that every man should1 upon pain of damnation1 openly confess his faith if men took him and by dread of death would drive him to the contrary1 it seemeth me 7in a manner7 implied that we are bound conditionally to have evermore that mind--actually sometimes1 and evermore habitually--that if the case should so befall1 then with ,god's help so we would do4 ,and thus much methinketh necessary1 for every man and woman to be always of this mind and often to think thereon4 ,and where they find1 in the thinking thereon1 that their hearts shudder and shrink in the remembrance of the pain that their imagination representeth to the mind1 then must they call to mind and remember the great pain and torment that ,christ suffered for them1 and heartily pray for grace that1 if the case should so befall1 ,god should give them strength to stand4 ,and thus1 with exercise of such meditation1 through men should never stand full out of fear of falling1 yet must they persevere in good hope and in full purpose of standing4 ,and this seemeth to me1 cousin1 so far forth the mind that every ,christian man and woman must needs have1 that methinketh every curate should often counsel all his parishioners1 beginning in their tender youth1 to know this point and think on it1 and little by little from their very childhood accustom them sweetly and pleasantly in the meditation thereof4 ,thereby the goodness of ,god shall not fail so to inspire the grace of his ,holy ,spirit into their hearts1 in reward of that virtuous diligence1 that through such actual meditation he shall confirm them in such a sure habit of spiritual faithful strength1 that all the devils in hell1 with all the wrestling that they can make1 shall never be able to wrest it out of their heart4 ,,vincent3 ,by my troth1 uncle1 methinketh that you say very well4 ,,anthony3 ,i say surely1 cousin1 as ,i think4 ,and yet all this have ,i said concerning them that dwell in such places that they are never like in their lives to come in the danger to be put to the proof4 ,howbeit1 many a man may think himself far from it1 who yet may fortune to come to it by some chance or other1 either for the truth of faith or for the truth of justice1 which go almost all alike4 ,but now you and ,i1 cousin1 and all our friends here1 are far in another point4 ,for we are so likely to fall in the experience of it soon1 that it would have been more timely for us1 all other things set aside1 to have devised upon this matter1 and firmly to have settled ourselves upon a false point long ago1 than to begin to commune and counsel upon it now4 ,,vincent3 ,in good faith1 uncle1 you say therein very truth1 and would ,god it had come sooner in my mind4 ,but yet is it better late than never4 ,and ,i trust ,god shall yet give us respite and time4 ,and that we lose no part thereof1 uncle1 ,i pray you proceed now with your good counsel therein4 ,,anthony3 ,very gladly1 cousin1 shall ,i now go forth in the fourth temptation1 which alone remaineth to be treated of1 and properly pertaineth wholly unto this present purpose4 ,,ii ,the fourth temptation1 cousin1 that the prophet speaketh of in the fore-remembered psalm is plain open persecution4 ,and it is touched in these words3 ,ab incursu et demonio meridiano4 ,and of all his temptations1 this is the most perilous1 the most bitter1 the most sharp1 and the most rigorous4 ,for in other temptations he useth either pleasant allectives unto sin1 or other secret sleights and snares2 and cometh in the night and stealeth on in the dark unaware2 or in some other part of the day flieth and passeth by like an arrow2 so shaping himself sometimes in one fashion1 sometimes in another1 and dissimulating himself and his high mortal malice1 that a man is thereby so blinded and beguiled that he cannot sometimes perceive well what he is4 ,but in this temptation1 this plain open persecution for the faith1 he cometh even in the very midday--that is1 even upon those who have a high light of faith shining in their hearts--and he openly suffereth himself to be perceived so plainly1 by his fierce malicious persecution against the faithful ,christians1 for hatred of ,christ's true ,catholic faith1 that no man having faith can doubt what he is4 ,for in this temptation he showeth himself such as the prophet nameth him1 the midday devil1 so lightsomely can he be seen with the eye of the faithful soul1 by his fierce furious assault and incursion4 ,for therefore saith the prophet that the truth of ,god shall compass that man round about who dwelleth in the faithful hope of his help with a shield from the incursion and the devil of the midday1 because this kind of persecution is not a wily temptation but a furious force and a terrible incursion4 ,in other of his temptations1 he stealeth on like a fox1 but in this ,turk's persecution for the faith1 he runneth on roaring with assault like a ramping lion4 ,this temptation is1 of all temptations1 also the most perilous4 ,for in temptations of prosperity he useth only delectable allectives to move a man to sin2 and in other kinds of tribulation and adversity he useth only grief and pain to pull a man into murmuring1 impatience1 and blasphemy4 ,but in this kind of persecution for the faith of ,christ he useth both twain--that is1 both his allectives of quiet and rest by deliverance from death and pain1 with other pleasures also of this present life1 and besides that the terror and infliction of intolerable pain and torment4 ,in other tribulation--as loss1 or sickness1 or death of our friends---though the pain be peradventure as great and sometimes greater too1 yet is not the peril nowhere nigh half so much4 ,for in other tribulations1 as ,i said before1 that necessity that the man must perforce abide and endure the pain1 wax he never so wroth and impatient with it1 is a great reason to move him to keep his patience in it and be content with it and thank ,god for it and of necessity make a virtue1 that he may be rewarded for it4 ,but in this temptation1 this persecution for the faith--,i mean not by fight in the field1 by which the faithful man standeth at his defence and putteth the faithless in half the fear and half the harm too2 but ,i mean where he is taken and held1 and may for the forswearing or denying of his faith be delivered and suffered to live in rest and some in great worldly wealth also4 ,in this case1 ,i say1 since he needeth not to suffer this trouble and pain unless he will1 there is a marvellous great occasion for him to fall into the sin that the devil would drive him to--that is1 the forsaking of the faith4 ,and therefore1 ,i say1 of all the devil's temptations1 this temptation1 this persecution for the faith1 is the most perilous4 ,,vincent3 ,the more perilous1 uncle1 this temptation is--as indeed1 of all the temptations1 the most perilous it is--the more need have those who stand in peril of it to be well armed against it beforehand1 with substantial advice and good counsel4 ,for so may we the better bear that tribulation when it cometh1 with the comfort and consolation thereof1 and the better withstand the temptation4 ,,anthony3 ,you say1 ,cousin ,vincent1 therein very truth4 ,and ,i am content therefore to fall in hand with it4 ,but forasmuch1 cousin1 as methinketh that of this tribulation you are somewhat more afraid than ,i--and of truth somewhat more excusable it is in you than it would be in me1 mine age considered and the sorrow that ,i have suffered already1 with some other considerations upon my part besides--rehearse you therefore the griefs and pains that you think in this tribulation possible to fall unto you4 ,and ,i shall against each of them give you counsel and rehearse you such occasion of comfort and consolation as my poor wit and learning can call unto my mind4 ,,vincent3 ,in good faith1 uncle1 ,i am not wholly afraid in this case only for myself1 but well you know ,i have cause to care also for many others1 and that folk of sundry sorts1 men and women both1 and that not all of one age4 ,,anthony3 ,all that you have cause to fear for1 cousin1 for all of them1 have ,i cause to fear with you1 too1 since almost all your kinsfolk are likewise kin to me4 ,howbeit1 to say the truth1 every man hath cause in this case to fear both for himself and for every other4 ,for since1 as the scripture saith1 ,god hath given every man care and charge of his neighbour1 there is no man who hath any spark of ,christian love and charity in his breast but what1 in a matter of such peril as this is1 in which the soul of man standeth in so great danger to be lost1 he must needs care and take thought not only for his friends but also for his very foes4 ,we shall therefore1 cousin1 not rehearse your harms or mine that may befall in this persecution1 but all the great harms in general1 as near as we can call to mind1 that may happen unto any man4 ,,iii ,since a man is made of the body and the soul1 all the harm that any man can take1 it must needs be in one of these two1 either immediately or by the means of some such thing as serveth for the pleasure1 welfare1 or commodity of one of these two4 ,as for the soul first1 we shall need no rehearsal of any harm that may attain to it by this kind of tribulation1 unless by some inordinate love and affection that the soul bear to the body1 she consent to slide from the faith and thereby do herself harm4 ,now there remains the body1 and these outward things of fortune which serve for the maintenance of the body and minister matter of pleasure to the soul also1 through the delight that she hath in the body for the while that she is matched with it4 ,consider first the loss of those outward things1 as being somewhat less in weight than the body itself4 ,what may a man lose in them1 and thereby what pain may he suffer8 ,,vincent3 ,he may lose1 uncle1 money1 plate1 and other movable substance 7of which ,i should somewhat lose myself72 then1 offices and authority2 and finally all the lands of his inheritance for ever that he himself and his heirs perpetually might otherwise enjoy4 ,and of all these things1 uncle1 you know well that ,i myself have some--little1 in respect of that which some others have here1 but yet somewhat more than he who hath most here would be well content to lose4 ,upon the loss of these things follow neediness and poverty2 the pain of lacking1 the shame of begging 7of which twain ,i know not which is the most wretched necessity72 besides1 the grief and heaviness of heart1 in beholding good men and faithful and his dear friends bewrapped in like misery1 and ungracious wretches and infidels and his mortal enemies enjoying the commodities that he himself and his friends have lost4 ,now1 for the body very few words should serve us4 ,for therein ,i see none other harm but loss of liberty1 labour1 imprisonment1 and painful and shameful death4 ,,anthony3 ,there needeth not much more1 cousin1 as the world is now4 ,for ,i fear me that less than a fourth part of this will make many a man sore stagger in his faith1 and some fall quite from it1 who yet at this day1 before he come to the proof1 thinketh himself that he would stand very fast4 ,and ,i beseech our ,lord that all those who so think1 and who would yet when they were brought to the point fall from the faith for fear or pain1 may get of ,god the grace to think still as they do and not to be brought to the essay1 where pain or fear would show them1 as it showed ,st4 ,peter1 how far they are deceived now4 ,but now1 cousin1 against these terrible things1 what way shall we take in giving men counsel of comfort8 ,if the faith were in our days as fervent as it hath been ere this in times past1 little counsel and little comfort would suffice4 ,we should not much need with words and reasoning to extenuate and diminish the vigour and asperity of the pains4 ,for of old times1 the greater and the more bitter the pain were1 the more ready was the fervour of faith to suffer it4 ,and surely1 cousin1 ,i doubt little in my mind but what1 if a man had in his heart so deep a desire and love--longing to be with ,god in heaven1 to have the fruition of his glorious face--as had those holy men who are martyrs in old time1 he would no more now stick at the pain that he must pass between than those old holy martyrs did at that time4 ,but alas1 our faint and feeble faith1 with our love to ,god less than lukewarm because of the fiery affection that we bear to our own filthy flesh1 maketh us so dull in the desire of heaven that the sudden dread of every bodily pain woundeth us to the heart and striketh our devotion dead4 ,and therefore hath every man1 cousin1 as ,i said before1 much the more need to think upon this thing many a time and oft aforehand1 ere any such peril befall1 by much devising upon it before they see cause to fear it4 ,since the thing shall not appear so terrible unto them1 reason shall better enter1 and through grace working with their diligence1 engender and set sure1 not a sudden slight affection of suffering for ,god's sake1 but1 by a long continuance1 a strong deep-rooted habit--not like a reed ready to wave with every wind1 nor like a rootless tree scantly set up on end in a loose heap of light sand1 that will with a blast or two be blown down4 ,,iv ,let us now consider1 cousin1 these causes of terror and dread that you have recited1 which in his persecution for the faith this midday devil may1 by these ,turks1 rear against us to make his incursion with4 ,for so shall we well perceive1 weighing them well with reason1 that1 albeit they be indeed somewhat1 yet 7every part of the matter pondered7 they shall well appear in conclusion things not so much to be dreaded and fled from as they do suddenly seem to folk at the first sight4 ,v ,first let us begin at the outward goods1 which are neither the proper goods of the soul nor those of the body1 but are called the goods of fortune1 and serve for the sustenance and commodity of man for the short season of this present life1 as worldly substance1 offices1 honour1 and authority4 ,what great good is there in these things of themselves1 that they should be worthy so much as to bear the name by which the world1 of a worldly favour1 customarily calleth them8 ,for if the having of strength make a man strong1 and the having of heat make a man hot1 and the having of virtue make a man virtuous1 how can these things be verily and truly goods1 by the having of which he who hath them may as well be worse as better--and1 as experience proveth1 more often is worse than better8 ,why should a man greatly rejoice in that which he daily seeth most abound in the hands of many who are wicked8 ,do not now this great ,turk and his pashas in all these advancements of fortune surmount very far above a ,christian estate1 and any lords living under him8 ,and was there not1 some twenty years ago1 the great ,sultan of ,syria1 who many a year together bore himself as high as the great ,turk1 and afterward in one summer unto the great ,turk that whole empire was lost8 ,and so may all his empire now--and shall hereafter1 by ,god's grace--be lost into ,christian men's hands likewise1 when ,christian people shall be amended and grow in ,god's favour again4 ,but since whole kingdoms and mighty great empires are of so little surety to stand1 but are so soon transferred from one man unto another1 what great thing can you or ,i--yea1 or any lord1 the greatest in this land--reckon himself to have1 by the possession of a heap of silver or gold8 ,for they are but white and yellow metal1 not so profitable of their own nature1 save for a little glittering1 as the rude rusty metal of iron4 ,,vi ,lands and possessions many men esteem much more yet than money1 because the lands seem not so casual as money is1 or plate4 ,for though their other substance may be stolen and taken away1 yet evermore they think that their land will lie still where it lay4 ,but what are we the better that our land cannot be stirred1 but will lie still where it lay1 since we ourselves may be removed and not suffered to come near it8 ,what great difference is there to us1 whether our substance be movable or unmovable1 since we be so movable ourselves that we may be removed from them both and lose them both twain8 ,yet sometimes in the money is the surety somewhat more4 ,for when we be fain ourselves to flee1 we may make shift to carry some of our money with us1 whereas of our land we cannot carry one inch4 ,if our land be a thing of more surety than our money1 how happeth it then that in this persecution we are more afraid to lose it8 ,for if it be a thing of more surety1 then can it not so soon be lost4 ,in the transfer of these two great empires--,greece first1 since ,i myself was born1 and after ,syria1 since you were born too--the land was lost before the money was found6 ,oh1 ,cousin ,vincent1 if the whole world were animated with a reasonable soul1 as ,plato thought it were1 and if it had wit and understanding to mark and perceive everything1 ,lord ,god1 how the ground on which a prince buildeth his palace would loud laugh its lord to scorn1 when it saw him proud of his possession and heard him boast himself that he and his blood are for ever the very lords and owners of the land6 ,for then would the ground think the while1 to itself1 ,ah1 thou poor soul1 who thinkest thou wert half a god1 and art amid thy glory but a man in a gay gown6 ,i who am the ground here1 over whom thou are so proud1 have had a hundred such owners of me as thou callest thyself1 more than ever thou hast heard the names of4 ,and some of them who went proudly over mine head now lie low in my belly1 and my side lieth over them4 ,and many a one shall1 as thou does now1 call himself mine owner after thee1 who shall neither be kin to thy blood nor have heard any word of thy name4 ,who owned your village1 cousin1 three thousand years ago8 ,,vincent3 ,three thousand1 uncle8 ,nay1 nay1 in any king1 ,christian or heathen1 you may strike off a third part of that well enough--and1 as far as ,i know1 half of the rest1 too4 ,in far fewer years than three thousand it may well fortune that a poor ploughman's blood may come up to a kingdom1 and a king's right royal kin on the other hand fall down to the plough and cart1 and neither that king know that ever he came from the cart1 nor that carter know that ever he came from the crown4 ,,anthony3 ,we find1 ,cousin ,vincent1 in full ancient stories many strange changes as marvellous as that1 come about in the compass of very few years1 in effect4 ,and are such things then in reason so greatly to be set by1 that we should esteem the loss so great1 when we see that in keeping them our surety is so little8 ,,vincent3 ,marry1 uncle1 but the less surety we have to keep it1 since it is a great commodity to have it1 so much more the loth we are to forgo it4 ,,anthony3 ,that reason shall ,i1 cousin1 turn against yourself4 ,for if it be so as you say1 that since the things be commodious1 the less surety that you see you have of keeping them1 the more cause you have to be afraid of losing them2 then on the other hand the more a thing is of its nature such that its commodity bringeth a man little surety and much fear1 that thing of reason the less we have cause to love4 ,and then1 the less cause we have to love a thing1 the less cause have we to care for it or fear its loss1 or be loth to go from it4 ,,vii ,we shall yet1 cousin1 consider in these outward goods of fortune--as riches1 good name1 honest estimation1 honourable fame1 and authority--in all these things we shall1 ,i say1 consider that we love them and set by them either as things commodious unto us for the state and condition of this present life1 or else as things that we purpose by the good use of them to make matter of our merit1 with ,god's help1 in the life to come4 ,let us then first consider them as things set by and beloved for the pleasure and commodity of them for this present life4 ,,viii ,now1 as for riches1 if we consider it well1 the commodity that we take of it is not so great as our own foolish affection and fancy maketh us imagine it4 ,i deny not that it maketh us go much more gay and glorious in sight1 garnished in silk--but wool is almost as warm6 ,it maketh us have great plenty of many kinds of delicate and delicious victuals1 and thereby to make more excess--but less exquisite and less superfluous fare1 with fewer surfeits and fewer fevers too1 would be almost as wholesome6 ,then1 the labour in getting riches1 the fear in keeping them1 and the pain in parting from them1 do more than counterweight a great part of all the pleasure and commodity that they bring4 ,besides this1 riches are the thing that taketh many times from its master all his pleasure and his life1 too4 ,for many a man is slain for his riches4 ,and some keep their riches as a thing pleasant and commodious for their life1 take none other pleasure of it in all their life than as though they bore the key of another man's coffer4 ,for they are content to live miserably in neediness all their days1 rather than to find it in their heart to diminish their hoard1 they have such a fancy to look thereon4 ,yea1 and some men1 for fear lest thieves should steal it from them1 are their own thieves and steal it from themselves4 ,for they dare not so much as let it lie where they themselves may look on it1 but put it in a pot and hide it in the ground1 and there let it lie safe till they die--and sometimes seven years thereafter4 ,and if the pot had been stolen away from that place five years before the man's death1 then all the same five years he lived thereafter1 thinking always that his pot lay safe still1 since he never occupied it afterward1 what had he been the poorer8 ,,vincent3 ,by my troth1 uncle1 not one penny1 for aught that ,i perceive4 ,,ix ,,anthony3 ,let us now consider good name1 honest estimation1 and honourable fame4 ,for these three things are of their own nature one1 and take their differences in effect only of the manner of the common speech in diversity of degree4 ,for a good name may a man have1 be he never so poor4 ,honest estimation1 in the common understanding of the people1 belongeth not unto any man but him that is taken for one of some countenance and possessions1 and among his neighbours had in some reputation4 ,in the word of honourable fame1 folk conceive the renown of great estates1 much and far spoken of1 by reason of their laudable acts4 ,now1 all this gear1 used as a thing pleasant and commodious for this present life1 may seem pleasant to him who fasteneth his fancy thereon4 ,but of the nature of the thing itself ,i perceive no great commodity that it hath--,i say of the nature of the thing itself1 because it may by chance be some occasion of some commodity4 ,for it may hap that for the good name the poor man hath1 or for the honest estimation that a man of some possessions and substance standeth in among his neighbours1 or for the honourable fame with which a great estate is renowned--it may hap1 ,i say1 that some man1 bearing them the better1 will therefore do them some good4 ,and yet1 as for that1 like as it may sometimes so hap 7and sometimes doth so hap indeed71 so may it hap sometimes on the other hand 7and on the other hand so it sometimes happeth indeed7 that such folk are envied and hated by others1 and as readily take harm by them who envy and hate them as they take good by them that love them4 ,but now1 to speak of the thing itself in its own proper nature1 what is it but a blast of another man's mouth1 as soon past as spoken8 ,he who setteth his delight on it1 feedeth himself but with wind2 be he never so full1 he hath little substance therein4 ,and many times shall he much deceive himself4 ,for he shall think that many praise him who never speak word of him4 ,and they that do1 say yet much less than he thinketh and far more seldom too4 ,for they spend not all the day1 he may be sure1 in talking of him alone4 ,and those who so commend him the most will yet1 ,i daresay1 in every four-and-twenty hours1 shut their eyes and forget him once6 ,besides this1 while one speaketh well of him in one place1 another sitteth and saith as ill of him in another4 ,and finally1 some who most praise him in his presence1 behind his back mock him as fast and loud laugh him to scorn1 and sometimes slily to his own face1 too4 ,and yet are there some fools so fed with this foolish fancy of fame that they rejoice and glory to think how they are continually praised all about1 as though all the world did nothing else1 day nor night1 but ever sit and sing ,sanctus sanctus1 sanctus upon them6 ,x ,and into this pleasant frenzy of much foolish vainglory are there some men brought sometimes by those whom they themselves do 7in a manner7 hire to flatter them4 ,and they would not be content if a man should do otherwise1 but would be right angry--not only if a man told them truth when they do evil indeed1 but also if they praise it but slenderly4 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 this is very truth4 ,i have been ere this1 and not very long ago1 where ,i saw so proper experience of this point that ,i must stop your tale long enough to tell you mine4 ,,anthony3 ,i pray you1 cousin1 tell on4 ,,vincent3 ,when ,i was first in ,germany1 uncle1 it happed me to be somewhat favoured by a great man of the church and a great estate1 one of the greatest in all that country there4 ,and indeed1 whosoever could spend as much as he could for one thing and another1 would be a right great estate in any country of ,christendom4 ,but vainglorious was he1 very far above all measure4 ,and that was great pity1 for it did harm and made him abuse many great gifts that ,god had given him4 ,never was he satiated with hearing his own praise4 ,so happed it one day1 that he had in a great audience made an oration in a certain manner1 in which he liked himself so well that at his dinner he thought he sat on thorns till he might hear how those who sat with him at his board would commend it4 ,he sat musing a while1 devising1 as ,i thought afterward1 upon some pretty proper way to bring it in withal4 ,and at last1 for lack of a better1 lest he should have forborne the matter too long1 he brought it even bluntly forth and asked us all who sat at his board's end--for at his own place in the midst there sat but himself alone--how well we liked his oration that he had made that day4 ,but in faith1 uncle1 when that problem was once proposed1 till it was full answered1 no man1 ,i believe1 ate one morsel of meat more--every man was fallen in so deep a study for the finding of some exquisite praise4 ,for he who should have brought out but a vulgar and common commendation1 would have thought himself shamed for ever4 ,ten said we our sentences1 by row as we sat1 from the lowest unto the highest in good order1 as though it had been a great matter of the common weal in a right solemn council4 ,when it came to my part--,i say it not1 uncle1 for a boast--methought that1 by our ,lady1 for my part1 ,i quit myself well enough6 ,and ,i liked myself the better because methought that1 being but a foreigner1 my words went yet with some grace in the ,german tongue1 in which1 letting my ,latin alone1 it pleased me to show my skill4 ,and ,i hoped to be liked the better because ,i saw that he who sat next to me1 and should say his sentence after me1 was an unlearned priest1 for he could speak no ,latin at all4 ,but when he came forth for his part with my lord's commendation1 the wily fox had been so well accustomed in court to the craft of flattery that he went beyond me by far4 ,and then might ,i see by him what excellence a right mean wit may come to in one craft1 if in all his life he studieth and busieth his wit about no more but that one4 ,but ,i made afterward a solemn vow unto myself that if ever he and ,i were matched together at that board again1 when we should fall to our flattery ,i would flatter in ,latin1 that he might contend with me no more4 ,for though ,i could be content to be outrun by a horse1 yet would ,i no more abide it to be outrun by an ass4 ,but1 uncle1 here began now the game3 he that sat highest and was to speak last1 was a great beneficed man1 and not only a doctor but also somewhat learned indeed in the laws of the church4 ,a world was it to see how he marked every man's word who spoke before him6 ,and it seemed that the more proper every word was1 the worse he liked it1 for the cumbrance that he had to study out a better one to surpass it4 ,the man even sweated with the labour1 so that he was fain now and then to wipe his face4 ,howbeit1 in conclusion1 when it came to his course1 we who had spoken before him had so taken up all among us before that we had not left him one wise word to speak afterward4 ,,anthony3 ,alas1 good man--among so many of you1 some good fellow should have lent him one6 ,,vincent3 ,it needed not1 as it happened1 uncle4 ,for he found out such a shift that in his flattering he surpassed us all4 ,,anthony3 ,why1 what said he1 cousin8 ,,vincent3 ,by our ,lady1 uncle1 not one word4 ,but he did as ,i believe ,pliny telleth of ,apelles the painter1 in the picture that he painted of the sacrifice and death of ,iphigenia1 in the making of the sorrowful countenances of the noble men of ,greece who beheld it4 ,he reserved the countenance of ,king ,agamemnon her father for the last1 lest1 if he made his visage before1 he must in some of the others afterward either have made the visage less dolorous than he could1 and thereby have forborne some part of his praise1 or1 doing the uttermost of his craft1 might have happed to make some other look more heavily for the pity of her pain than her own father1 which would have been yet a far greater fault in his painting4 ,when he came1 therefore1 to the making of her father's face last of all1 he had spent out so much of his craft and skill that he could devise no manner of new heavy cheer and countenance for him but what he had made there aleady in some of the others a much more heavy one before4 ,and therefore1 to the intent that no man should see what manner of countenance it was that her father had1 the painter was fain to paint him holding his face in his handkerchief6 ,the like pageant 7in a manner7 played us there this good ancient honourable flatterer4 ,for when he saw that he could find no words of praise that would surpass all that had been spoken before already1 the wily fox would speak never a word4 ,but as one who were ravished heavenward with the wonder of the wisdom and eloquence that my lord's grace had uttered in that oration1 he set up a long sigh with an ,oh6 from the bottom of his breast1 and held up both his hands1 and lifted up his head1 and cast up his eyes into the welkin1 and wept4 ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 cousin1 he played his part very properly4 ,but was that great prelate's oration1 cousin1 at all praiseworthy8 ,for you can tell1 ,i see well4 ,for you would not1 ,i suppose1 play as ,juvenal merrily describeth the blind senator1 one of the flatterers of ,tiberius the emperor1 who among the rest so magnified the great fish that the emperor had sent for them to show them4 ,this blind senator--,montanus1 ,i believe they called him--marvelled at the fish as much as any that marvelled most4 ,and many things he spoke of it1 with some of his words directed unto it1 looking himself toward his left side1 while the fish lay on his right side6 ,you would not1 ,i am sure1 cousin1 have taken upon you to praise it so1 unless you had heard it4 ,,vincent3 ,i heard it1 uncle1 indeed1 and1 to say the truth1 it was not to dispraise4 ,howbeit1 surely1 somewhat less praise might have served it--less by a great deal more than half4 ,but this ,i am sure3 had it been the worst that ever was made1 the praise would not have been the less by one hair4 ,for those who used to praise him to his face never considered how much the thing deserved1 but how great a laud and praise they themselves could give his good ,grace4 ,,anthony3 ,surely1 cousin1 as ,terence saith1 such folk make men of fools even stark mad4 ,and much cause have their lords to be right angry with them4 ,,vincent3 ,god hath indeed1 and is1 ,i daresay4 ,but as for their lords1 uncle1 if they would afterward wax angry with them for it1 they would1 to my mind1 do them very great wrong4 ,for it is one of the things that they specially keep them for4 ,for those who are of such vainglorious mind1 be they lords or be they meaner men1 can be much better contented to have their devices commended than amended4 ,and though they require their servant and their friend never so specially to tell them the very truth1 yet shall he better please them if he speak them fair than if he telleth them the truth4 ,for they be in the condition that ,marciall speaketh of in an epigram1 unto a friend of his who required his judgment how he liked his verses1 but prayed him in any wise to tell him even the very truth4 ,to him1 ,marciall made answer in this wise3 ,the very truth of me thou dost require4 ,the very truth is this1 my friend dear3 ,the very truth thou wouldst not gladly hear4 ,and in good faith1 uncle1 the selfsame prelate that ,i told you my tale of--,i dare be bold to swear it1 ,i know it so surely--had one time drawn up a certain treaty that was to serve for a league between that country and a great prince4 ,in this treaty he himself thought that he had devised his articles so wisely and composed them so well1 that all the world would approve them4 ,thereupon1 longing sore to be praised1 he called unto him a friend of his1 a man well learned and of good worship1 and very well expert in those matters1 as one who had been divers times ambassador for that country and had made many such treaties himself4 ,when he gave him the treaty and he had read it1 he asked him how he liked it1 and said1 ,but ,i pray you heartily1 tell me the very truth4 ,and that he spake so heartily that the other thought he would fain have heard the truth1 and in that trust he told him a fault in the treaty4 ,and at the hearing of it he swore in great anger1 ,by the mass1 thou art a very fool6 ,the other afterward told me that he would never tell him the truth again4 ,,anthony3 ,without question1 cousin1 ,i cannot greatly blame him4 ,and thus they themselves make every man mock them1 flatter them1 and deceive them--those1 ,i say1 who are of such a vainglorious mind4 ,for if they be content to hear the truth1 let them then make much of those who tell them the truth1 and withdraw their ears from them who falsely flatter them1 and they shall be more truly served than with twenty requests praying men to tell them true4 ,king ,ladislaus--our ,lord absolve his soul6--used much this manner among his servants4 ,when one of them praised any deed of his or any quality in him1 if he perceived that they said but the truth he would let it pass by uncontrolled4 ,but when he saw that they set a gloss on it for his praise of their own making besides1 then would he shortly say unto them1 ,i pray thee1 good fellow1 when thou sayest grace at my board1 never bring in a ,gloria ,patri without a sicut erat4 ,any act that ever ,i did1 if thou report it again to mine honour with a ,gloria ,patri1 never report it but with a sicut erat--that is1 even as it was and none otherwise4 ,and lift me not up with lies1 for ,i love it not4 ,if men would use this way with them that this noble king used1 it would diminish much of their false flattery4 ,i can well approve that men should commend such things as they see praiseworthy in other men--keeping them within the bounds of truth--to give them the greater courage to the increase of them4 ,for men keep still in that point one quality of children1 that praise must prick them forth4 ,but better it were to do well and look for none4 ,howbeit1 those who cannot find it in their hearts to commend another man's good deed show themselves either envious or else of nature very cold and dull4 ,but without question1 he who putteth his pleasure in the praise of the people hath but a foolish fancy4 ,for if his finger do but ache of a hot blain1 a great many men's mouths blowing out his praise will scantly do him1 among them all1 so much ease as to have one boy blow on his finger6 ,,xi ,let us now consider likewise what great worldly wealth ariseth unto men by great offices and authority--to those worldly-disposed people1 ,i say1 who desire them for no better purpose4 ,for of those who desire them for better1 we shall speak after anon4 ,the great thing that they all chiefly like therein is that they may bear a rule1 command and control other men1 and live uncommanded and uncontrolled themselves4 ,and yet this commodity took ,i so little heed of1 that ,i never was aware it was so great1 until a good friend of ours merrily told me once that his wife once in a great anger taught it to him4 ,for when her husband had no desire to grow greatly upward in the world1 nor would labour for office of authority1 and beside that forsook a right worshipful office when it was offered him1 she fell in hand with him1 he told me4 ,and she all berated him1 and asked him1 ,what will you do1 that you will not put yourself forth as other folk do8 ,will you sit by the fire and make goslings in the ashes with a stick1 as children do8 ,would ,god ,i were a man--look what ,i would do6 ,why1 wife1 quoth her husband1 what would you do8 ,what8 ,by ,god1 go forward with the best6 ,for1 as my mother was wont to say--,god have mercy on her soul--it is evermore better to rule than to be ruled4 ,and therefore1 by ,god1 ,i would not1 ,i warrant you1 be so foolish as to be ruled where ,i might rule4 ,by my troth1 wife1 quoth her husband1 in this ,i daresay you say truth1 for ,i never found you willing to be ruled yet4 ,,vincent3 ,well1 uncle1 ,i follow you now1 well enough6 ,she is indeed a stout master-woman4 ,and in good faith1 for aught that ,i can see1 even that same womanish mind of hers is the greatest commodity that men reckon upon in offices of authority4 ,,anthony3 ,by my troth1 and methinketh there are very few who attain any great commodity therein4 ,for first there is1 in every kingdom1 but one who can have an office of such authority that no man may command him or control him4 ,no officer can stand in that position but the king himself2 he only1 uncontrolled or uncommanded1 may control and command all4 ,now1 of all the rest1 each is under him4 ,and yet almost every one is under more commanders and controllers1 too1 than one4 ,and many a man who is in a great office commandeth fewer things and less labour to many men who are under him than someone that is over him commandeth him alone4 ,,vincent3 ,yet it doth them good1 uncle1 that men must make courtesy to them and salute them with reverence and stand bareheaded before them1 or unto some of them peradventure kneel1 too4 ,,anthony3 ,well1 cousin1 in some part they do but play at gleek--they receive reverence1 and to their cost they pay honour again therefor4 ,for except1 as ,i said1 a king alone1 the greatest in authority under him receiveth not so much reverence from any man as according to reason he himself doth honour to the king4 ,nor twenty men's courtesies do him not so much pleasure as his own once kneeling doth him pain if his knee hap to be sore4 ,and ,i once knew a great officer of the king's to say--and in good faith ,i believe he said but as he thought--that twenty men standing bareheaded before him kept not his head half so warm as to keep on his own cap4 ,and he never took so much ease with their being bareheaded before him1 as he once caught grief with a cough that came upon him by standing long bareheaded before the king4 ,but let it be that these commodities be somewhat1 such as they be4 ,yet then consider whether any incommodities be so joined with them that a man might almost as well lack both as have both4 ,goeth everything evermore as every one of them would have it8 ,that would be as hard as to please all the people at once with one weather1 since in one house the husband would have fair weather for his corn and his wife would have rain for her leeks6 ,so those who are in authority are not all evermore of one mind1 but sometimes there is variance among them1 either for the respect of profit or the contention of rule1 or for maintenance of causes1 sundry parts for their sundry friends1 and it cannot be that both the parties can have their own way4 ,nor often are they content who see their conclusions fail1 but they take the missing of their intent ten times more displeasantly than poor men do4 ,and this goeth not only for men of mean authority1 but unto the very greatest4 ,the princes themselves cannot have1 you know1 all their will4 ,for how would it be possible1 since almost every one of them would1 if he could1 be lord over all the rest8 ,then many men1 under their princes in authority1 are in such a position that many bear them privy malice and envy in heart4 ,and many falsely speak them full fair and praise them with their mouth1 who when there happeth any great fall unto them1 bark and bite upon them like dogs4 ,finally1 there is the cost and charge1 the danger and peril of war1 in which their part is more than a poor man's is1 since that matter dependeth more upon them4 ,and many a poor ploughman may sit still by the fire while they must arise and walk4 ,and sometimes their authority falleth by change of their master's mind4 ,and of that we see daily1 in one place or another1 such examples and so many that the parable of that philosopher can lack no testimony1 who likened the servants of great princes unto the counters with which men do reckon accounts4 ,for like as that counter that standeth sometimes for a farthing is suddenly set up and standeth for a thousand pound1 and afterward as soon is set down beneath to stand for a farthing again2 so fareth it sometimes with those who seek the way to rise and grow up in authority by the favour of great princes--as they rise up high1 so fall they down again as low4 ,howbeit1 though a man escape all such adventures1 and abide in great authority till he die1 yet then at least every man must leave at last4 ,and that which we call at last hath no very long time to it4 ,let a man reckon his years that are past of his age ere ever he can get up aloft2 and let him1 when he hath it first in his fist1 reckon how long he shall be likely to live thereafter2 and ,i daresay that then the most part shall have little cause to rejoice4 ,they shall see the time likely to be so short that their honour and authority by nature shall endure1 beside the manifold chances by which they may lose it sooner4 ,and then1 when they see that they must needs leave it--the thing which they did much more set their hearts upon than ever they had reasonable cause--what sorrow they take for it1 that shall ,i not need to tell you4 ,and thus it seemeth unto me1 cousin1 in good faith1 that since in the having of authority the profit is not great1 and the displeasures neither small nor few2 and since of the losing there are so many sundry chances and by no means a man can keep it long2 and since to part from it is such a painful grief3 ,i can see no very great cause for which1 as a high worldly commodity1 men should greatly desire it4 ,,xii ,and thus far have we considered hitherto1 in these outward goods that are called the gifts of fortune1 only the slender commodity that worldly-minded men have by them4 ,but now1 if we consider further what harm to the soul they take by them who desire them only for the wretched wealth of this world1 then shall we well perceive how far more happy is he who well loseth them than he who ill findeth them4 ,these things are such as are of their own nature indifferent--that is1 of themselves neither good nor bad--but are matter that may serve to the one or the other according as men will use them4 ,yet need we little doubt but that for those who desire them only for their worldly pleasure and for no further godly purpose the devil shall soon turn them from things indifferent and make them things very evil4 ,for though they be indifferent of their nature1 yet cannot the use of them lightly stand indifferent1 but must be determinately either good or bad4 ,and therefore he who desireth them only for worldly pleasure1 desireth them not for any good4 ,and for better purpose than he desireth them1 to better use is he not likely to put them4 ,and therefore will he use them not unto good but consequently to evil4 ,and for example1 first consider it in riches1 and in him who longeth for them as for things of temporal commodity and not for any godly purpose4 ,what good they shall do him1 ,st4 ,paul declareth1 when he writeth unto ,timothy1 ,they that long to be rich fall into temptation and into the snare of the devil1 and into many desires unprofitable and noxious1 which drown men into death and into perdition4 ,and the holy scripture saith also in the twenty-fourth chapter of the ,proverbs1 ,he that gathereth treasures shall be shoved into the snares of death4 ,so that whereas ,god saith by the mouth of ,st4 ,paul that they shall fall into the devil's snare1 he saith in the other place that they shall be pushed and shoved in by violence4 ,and of truth1 while a man desireth riches not for any good godly purpose but only for worldly wealth1 it must needs be that he shall have little conscience in the getting4 ,but1 by all evil ways that he can invent1 shall he labour to get them4 ,and then shall he either niggardly heap them up together1 which is1 as you well know1 damnable2 or else shall he wastefully misspend them upon worldly pomp1 pride1 and gluttony1 with occasion of many sins more1 and that is yet much more damnable4 ,as for fame and glory desired only for worldly pleasure1 they do unto the soul inestimable harm4 ,for they set men's hearts upon high devices and desires of such things as are immoderate and outrageous4 ,and by help of false flatterers1 they puff up a man in pride and make a brittle man--lately made of earth1 that shall again shortly be laid full low in earth and there lie and rot and turn again into earth--take himself in the meantime for a god here upon earth and think to win himself to be lord of all the earth4 ,this maketh battles between these great princes1 with much trouble to much people1 and great effusion of blood1 and one king looking to reign in five realms1 who cannot well rule one4 ,for how many hath now this great ,turk8 ,and yet he aspireth to more4 ,and those that he hath1 he ordereth evilly--and yet he ordereth himself worst4 ,then1 offices of authority3 ,if men desire them only for their worldly fancies1 who can look that ever they shall occupy them well1 and not rather abuse their authority and do thereby great hurt8 ,for then shall they fall from indifference and maintain false suits for their friends4 ,and they shall bear up their servants1 and such as depend upon them1 with bearing down of other innocent folk1 who are not so able to do hurt as easy to take harm4 ,then the laws that are made against malefactors shall they make1 as an old philosopher said1 to be much like unto cobwebs1 in which the little gnats and flies stick still and hang fast1 but the great humble-bees break them and fly quite through4 ,and then the laws that are made as a buckler in the defence of innocents1 those shall they make serve for a sword to cut and sore wound them with--and therewith wound they their own souls sorer4 ,and thus you see1 cousin1 that of all these outward goods which men call the goods of fortune1 there is never one that1 unto those who long for it not for any godly purpose but only for their worldly welath1 hath any great commodity to the body4 ,and yet are they all1 beside that1 very deadly destruction unto the soul4 ,,xiii ,,vincent3 ,verily1 good uncle1 this thing is so plainly true that no man can with any good reason deny it4 ,but ,i think also1 uncle1 that no man will do so4 ,for ,i see no man who will confess1 for very shame1 that he desireth riches1 honour1 renown1 and offices of authority only for his worldly pleasure4 ,for every man would fain seem as holy as a horse4 ,and therefore will every man say--and would it were so believed1 too--that he desireth these things1 though for his worldly wealth a little so1 yet principally to merit thereby through doing some good with them4 ,,anthony3 ,this is1 cousin1 very surely so1 that so doth every man say4 ,but first he who in the desire of these things hath his respect unto his worldly wealth1 as you say1 but a little so1 so much as he himself thinketh but a little1 may soon prove a great deal too much4 ,and many men will say so1 too1 who have principal respect unto their worldly commodity1 and toward ,god little or none at all4 ,and yet they pretend the contrary1 and that unto their own harm4 ,for ,god cannot be mocked4 ,and some peradventure know not well their own affection themselves4 ,but there lieth more imperfection secretly in their affection than they themselves are well aware of1 which only ,god beholdeth4 ,and therefore saith the prophet unto ,god1 ,mine imperfection have thine eyes beheld4 ,and therefore the prophet prayeth1 ,from mine hidden sins cleanse thou me1 good ,lord4 ,but now1 cousin1 this tribulation of the ,turk3 ,if he so persecute us for the faith that those who will forsake their faith shall keep their goods1 and those shall lose their goods who will not leave their faith--lo1 this manner of persecution shall try them like a touchstone4 ,for it shall show the feigned from the true-minded1 and it shall also teach them who think they mean better than they do indeed1 better to discern themselves4 ,for there are some who think they mean well1 while they frame themselves a conscience1 and ever keep still a great heap of superfluous substance by them1 thinking ever still that they will bethink themselves upon some good deed on which they will well bestow it once--or else that their executors shall6 ,but now1 if they lie not unto themselves1 but keep their goods for any good purpose to the pleasure of ,god indeed1 then shall they1 in this persecution1 for the pleasure of ,god in keeping his faith1 be glad to depart from them4 ,and therefore1 as for all these things--the loss1 ,i mean1 of all these outward things that men call the gifts of fortune--this is1 methinketh1 in this ,turk's persecution for the faith1 consolation great and sufficient3 ,every man who hath them either setteth by them for the world or for ,god4 ,he who setteth by them for the world hath1 as ,i have showed you1 little profit by them to the body and great harm unto the soul4 ,and therefore1 he might well1 if he were wise1 reckon that he won by the loss1 although he lost them but by some common cause4 ,and much more happy can he then be1 since he loseth them by such a meritorious means4 ,and on the other hand1 he who keepeth them for some good purpose1 intending to bestow them for the pleasure of ,god1 the loss of them in this ,turk's persecution for keeping of the faith can be no manner of grief to him4 ,for by so parting from them he bestoweth them in such wise unto ,god's pleasure that at the time when he loseth them by no way could he bestow them unto his high pleasure better4 ,for though it would have been peradventure better to have bestowed them well before1 yet since he kept them for some good purpose he would not have left them unbestowed if he had foreknown the chance4 ,but being now prevented so by persecution that he cannot bestow them in that other good way that he would have1 yet since he parteth from them because he will not part from the faith1 though the devil's escheator violently take them from him1 yet willingly giveth he them to ,god4 ,,xiv ,,vincent3 ,in good faith1 good uncle1 ,i can deny none of this4 ,and indeed1 unto those who were despoiled and robbed by the ,turk's overrunning of the country1 and all their substance movable and unmovable bereft and lost already1 their persons only fled and safe1 ,i think that these considerations--considering also that1 as you lately said1 their sorrow could not amend their chance--might unto them be good occasion of comfort1 and cause them1 as you said1 to make a virtue of necessity4 ,but in the case1 uncle1 that we now speak of1 they have yet their substance untouched in their own hands1 and the keeping or the losing shall both hang in their own hands1 by the ,turk's offer1 upon the retaining or the renouncing of the ,christian faith4 ,here1 uncle1 ,i find it1 as you said1 that this temptation is most sore and most perilous4 ,for ,i fear me that we shall find few of such as have much to lose who shall find it in their hearts so suddenly to forsake their goods1 with all those other things before rehearsed on which their worldly wealth dependeth4 ,,anthony3 ,that fear ,i much1 cousin1 too4 ,but thereby shall it well appear1 as ,i said1 that1 seemed they never so good and virtuous before1 and flattered they themselves with never so gay a gloss of good and gracious purpose that they kept their goods for1 yet were their hearts inwardly in the deep sight of ,god not sound and sure such as they should be 7and as peradventure some had themselves thought they were7 but like a puff-ring of ,paris--hollow1 light1 and counterfeit indeed4 ,and yet1 they being even such1 this would ,i fain ask one of them4 ,and ,i pray you1 cousin1 take you his person upon you1 and in this case answer for him4 ,what hindereth you1 would ,i ask1 your ,lordship1 7for we will take no small man for an example in this part1 nor him who would have little to lose1 for methinketh such a one who would cast away ,god for a little1 would be so far from all profit1 that he would not be worth talking with74 ,what hindereth you1 ,i say1 therefore1 that you be not gladly content1 without any deliberation at all1 in this kind of persecution1 rather than to leave your faith1 to let go all that ever you have at once8 ,,vincent3 ,since you put it unto me1 uncle1 to make the matter more plain1 that ,i should play that great man's part who is so wealthy and hath so much to lose1 albeit that ,i cannot be very sure of another man's mind1 nor of what another man would say1 yet as far as mine own mind can conjecture1 ,i shall answer in his person what ,i think would be his hindrance4 ,and therefore to your question ,i answer that there hindereth me the thing that you yourself may lightly guess3 the losing of the many commodities which ,i now have--riches and substance1 lands and great possessions of inheritance1 with great rule and authority here in my country4 ,all of which things the great ,turk granteth me to keep still in peace and have them enhanced1 too1 if ,i will forsake the faith of ,christ4 ,yea1 ,i may say to you1 ,i have a motion secretly made me further1 to keep all this yet better cheap2 that is1 not to be compelled utterly to forsake ,christ nor all the whole ,christian faith1 but only some such parts of it as may not stand with ,mahomet's law4 ,and only granting ,mahomet for a true prophet and serving the ,turk truly in his wars against all ,christian kings1 ,i shall not be hindered to praise ,christ also1 and to call him a good man1 and worship and serve him too4 ,,anthony3 ,nay1 nay1 my lord--,christ hath not so great need of your ,lordship as1 rather than to lose your service1 he would fall at such covenants with you as to take your service at halves1 to serve him and his enemy both6 ,he hath given you plain warning already by ,st4 ,paul that he will have in your service no parting-fellow3 ,what fellowship is there between light and darkness8 ,between ,christ and ,belial8 ,and he hath also plainly told you himself by his own mouth1 ,no man can serve two lords at once4 ,he will have you believe all that he telleth you1 and do all that he biddeth you1 and forbear all that he forbiddeth you1 without any manner of exception4 ,break one of his commandments1 and you break all4 ,forsake one point of his faith1 and you forsake all1 as for any thanks that you get of him for the rest4 ,and therefore1 if you devise1 as it were1 indentures between ,god and you--what you will do for him and what you will not do1 as though he should hold himself content with such service of yours as you yourself care to appoint him--if you make1 ,i say1 such indentures1 you shall seal both the parts yourself1 and you get no agreement thereto from him4 ,and this ,i say3 ,though the ,turk would make such an appointment with you as you speak of1 and would1 when he had made it1 keep it--whereas he would not1 ,i warrant you1 leave you so when he had once brought you so far forth4 ,but he would1 little by little1 ere he left you1 make you deny ,christ altogether and take ,mahomet in his stead4 ,and so doth he in the beginning1 when he will not have you believe him to be ,god4 ,for surely1 if he were not ,god1 he would be no good man either1 since he plainly said he was ,god4 ,but through he would go never so far forth with you1 yet ,christ will1 as ,i said1 not take your service by halves1 but will that you shall love him with all your whole heart4 ,and because1 while he was living here fifteen hundred years ago1 he foresaw this mind of yours that you have now1 with which you would fain serve him in some such fashion that you might keep your worldly substance still1 but rather forsake his service than put all your substance from you1 he telleth you plainly fifteen hundred years ago with his own mouth that he will have no such service of you1 saying1 ,you cannot serve both ,god and your riches together4 ,and therefore1 this thing being established for a plain conclusion1 which you must needs grant if you have faith--and if you be gone from that ground of faith already1 then is all our disputation1 you know1 at an end4 ,for how should you then rather lose your goods than forsake your faith1 if you have lost your faith and let it go already8 ,this point1 ,i say1 therefore1 being put first for a ground1 between us both twain agreed1 that you have yet the faith still and intend to keep it always still in your heart1 and are only in doubt whether you will lose all your worldly substance rather than forsake your faith in your word alone2 now shall ,i reply to the point of your answer1 wherein you tell me the lothness of the loss and the comfort of the keeping hinder you from forgoing your goods and move you rather to forsake your faith4 ,i let pass all that ,i have spoken of the small commodity of them unto your body and of the great harm that the having of them doth to your soul4 ,and since the promise of the ,turk1 made unto you for the keeping of them1 is the thing that moveth you and maketh you thus to doubt1 ,i ask you first whereby you know that1 when you have done all that he will have you do against ,christ1 to the harm of your soul--whereby know you1 ,i say1 that he will keep you his promise in these things that he promiseth you concerning the retaining of your well-beloved worldly wealth1 for the pleasure of your body8 ,,vincent3 ,what surety can a man have of such a great prince except his promise1 which for his own honour it cannot become him to break8 ,,anthony3 ,i have known him1 and his father before him too1 to break more promises than five1 as great as this is that he should here make with you4 ,who shall come and cast it in his teeth1 and tell him it is a shame for him to be so fickle and so false of his promise8 ,and then what careth he for those words that he knoweth well he shall never hear8 ,not very much1 though they were told him too6 ,if you might come afterward and complain your grief unto his own person yourself1 you should find him as shamefast as a friend of mine1 a merchant1 once found the ,sultan of ,syria4 ,being certain years about his merchandise in that country1 he gave to the ,sultan a great sum of money for a certain office for him there for the while4 ,but he had scantly granted him this and put it in his hand when1 ere ever it was worth aught to him1 the ,sultan suddenly sold it to another of his own sect1 and put our ,hungarian out4 ,then came he to him and humbly put him in remembrance of his grant1 spoken with his own mouth and signed with his own hand4 ,thereunto the ,sultan answered him1 with a grim countenance1 ,i will have thee know1 good-for-nothing1 that neither my mouth nor mine hand shall be master over me1 to bind all my body at their pleasure4 ,but ,i will be lord and master over them both1 that whatsoever the one say and the other write1 ,i will be at mine own liberty to do what ,i like myself1 and ask them both no leave4 ,and therefore1 go get thee hence out of my countries1 knave6 ,think you now1 my lord1 that ,sultan and this ,turk1 being both of one false sect1 you may not find them both alike false of their promise8 ,,vincent3 ,that must ,i needs jeopard1 for other surety can there none be had4 ,,anthony3 ,an unwise jeoparding1 to put your soul in peril of damnation for the keeping of your bodily pleasures1 and yet without surety to jeopard them too6 ,but yet go a little further1 lo4 ,suppose me that you might be very sure that the ,turk would break no promise with you4 ,are you then sure enough to retain all your substance still8 ,,vincent3 ,yea1 then4 ,,anthony3 ,what if a man should ask you how long8 ,,vincent3 ,how long8 ,as long as ,i live4 ,,anthony3 ,well1 let it be so1 then4 ,but yet1 as far as ,i can see1 though the great ,turk favour you never so much and let you keep your goods as long as ever you live1 yet if it hap that you be this day fifty years old1 all the favour he can show you cannot make you one day younger tomorrow4 ,but every day shall you wax older than the day before1 and then within a while must you1 for all his favour1 lose all4 ,,vincent3 ,well1 a man would be glad1 for all that1 to be sure not to lack while he liveth4 ,,anthony3 ,well1 then1 if the great ,turk give you your goods1 can there then in all your life none other take them from you again8 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 ,i suppose not4 ,,anthony3 ,may he not lose this country again unto ,christian men1 and you1 with the taking of this way1 fall in the same peril then that you would now eschew8 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 ,i think that if he get it once1 he will never lose it after again in our days4 ,,anthony3 ,yes1 by ,god's grace4 ,but yet if he lose it after our day1 there goeth your children's inheritance away again6 ,but be it now that he could never lose it2 could none take your substance from you then8 ,,vincent3 ,no1 in good faith1 none4 ,,anthony3 ,no1 none at all8 ,not ,god8 ,,vincent3 ,god8 ,why1 yes1 perdy4 ,who doubteth of that8 ,,anthony3 ,who8 ,marry1 he who doubteth whether there be any ,god or no4 ,and that there lacketh not some such1 the prophet testifieth where he said1 ,the fool hath said in his heart1 there is no ,god4 ,with the mouth the most foolish will forbear to say it unto other folk1 but in the heart they forbear not to say it softly to themselves4 ,and ,i fear me there be many more such fools than every man would think4 ,and they would not hesitate to say it openly1 too1 if they forbore it not more for dread or for shame of men than for any fear of ,god4 ,but now those who are so frantic foolish as to think there were no ,god1 and yet in their words confess him1 though 7as ,st4 ,paul saith7 in their deeds they deny him--we shall let them pass till it please ,god to show himself unto them1 either inwardly1 in time1 by his merciful grace1 or else outwardly1 but over-late for them1 by his terrible judgment4 ,but unto you1 my ,lord1 since you believe and confess1 as a wise man should1 that though the ,turk keep you his promise in letting you keep your substance1 because you do him pleasure in the forsaking of your faith1 yet ,god1 whose faith you forsake1 and thereby do him displeasure1 may so take them from you that the great ,turk1 with all the power he hath1 is not able to keep you them--why will you be so unwise with the loss of your soul to please the great ,turk for your goods1 since you know well that ,god whom you displease therewith may take them from you too8 ,besides this1 since you believe there is a ,god1 you cannot but believe also that the great ,turk cannot take your goods from you without his will or sufferance1 no more than the devil could from ,job4 ,and think you then that1 if he will suffer the ,turk to take away your goods albeit that by the keeping and confessing of his faith you please him1 he will1 when you displease him by forsaking his faith1 suffer you to rejoice or enjoy any benefit of those goods that you get or keep thereby8 ,,vincent3 ,god is gracious1 and though men offend him1 yet he suffereth them many times to live in prosperity long after4 ,,anthony3 ,long after8 ,nay1 by my troth1 that doth he no man6 ,for how can that be1 that he should suffer you to live in prosperity long after1 when your whole life is but short in all-together1 and either almost half of it or more than half1 you think yourself1 ,i daresay1 spent out already before8 ,can you burn out half a short candle1 and then have a long one left of the rest8 ,there cannot in this world be a worse mind than for a man to delight and take comfort in any commodity that he taketh by sinful means4 ,for it is the very straight way toward the taking of boldness and courage in sin1 and finally to falling into infidelity and thinking that ,god careth not or regardeth not what things men do here nor of what mind we be4 ,but unto such-minded folk speaketh holy scripture in this wise3 ,say not1 ,i have sinned and yet there hath happed me none harm1 for ,god suffereth before he strike4 ,but1 as ,st4 ,austine saith1 the longer he tarrieth ere he strike1 the sorer is the stroke when he striketh4 ,and therefore1 if you will do well1 reckon yourself very sure that when you deadly displease ,god for the getting or the keeping of your goods1 ,god shall not suffer those goods to do you good4 ,but either he shall shortly take them from you1 or else suffer you to keep them for a little while to your more harm and afterward1 when you least look for it1 take you away from them4 ,and then1 what a heap of heaviness will there enter into your heart1 when you shall see that you shall so suddenly go from your goods and leave them here in the earth in one place1 and that your body shall be put in the earth in another place1 and--which then shall be the most heaviness of all--when you shall fear 7and not without great cause7 that your soul first forthwith1 and after that at the final judgment your body1 shall be driven down deep toward the centre of the earth into the fiery pit and dungeon of the devil of hell1 there to tarry in torment1 world without end6 ,what goods of this world can any man imagine1 the pleasure and commodity of which could be such in a thousand years as to be able to recompense that intolerable pain that there is to be suffered in one year8 ,yea1 or in one day or one hour1 either8 ,and then what a madness is it1 for the poor pleasure of your worldly goods of so few years1 to cast yourself both body and soul into the everlasting fire of hell1 which is not diminished by the amount of a moment by lying there the space of a hundred thousand years8 ,and therefore our ,saviour1 in few words1 concluded and confuted all these follies of those who1 for the short use of this worldly substance1 forsake him and his faith and sell their souls unto the devil for ever4 ,for he saith1 ,what availeth it a man if he won all the whole world1 and lost his soul8 ,this would be1 methinketh1 cause and occasion enough1 to him who had never so much part of this world in his hand1 to be content rather to lose it all than for the retaining or increasing of his worldly goods to lose and destroy his soul4 ,,vincent3 ,this is1 good uncle1 in good faith very true4 ,and what other thing any of them who would not for this be content1 have to allege in reason for the defence of their folly1 that can ,i not imagine4 ,i care not in this matter to play the part any longer1 but ,i pray ,god give me the grace to play the contrary part in deed4 ,and ,i pray that ,i may never1 for any goods or substance of this wretched world1 forsake my faith toward ,god either in heart or tongue4 ,and ,i trust in his great goodness that so ,i never shall4 ,,xv ,,anthony3 ,methinketh1 cousin1 that this persecution shall not only1 as ,i said before1 try men's hearts when it cometh and make them know their own affections--whether they have a corrupt greedy covetous mind or not--but also the very fame and expectation of it may teach them this lesson1 ere ever the thing fall upon them itself4 ,and this may be to their no little fruit1 if they have the wit and the grace to take it in time while they can4 ,for now may they find sure places to lay their treasure in1 so that all the ,turk's army shall never find it out4 ,,vincent3 ,marry1 uncle1 that way they will not forget1 ,i warrant you1 as near as their wits will serve them4 ,but yet have ,i known some who have ere this thought that they had hid their money safe and sure enough1 digging it full deep in the ground1 and yet have missed it when they came again and found it digged out and carried away to their hands4 ,,anthony3 ,nay1 from their hands1 ,i think you would say4 ,and it was no marvel4 ,for some such have ,i known1 too1 but they have hid their goods foolishly in such place as they were well warned before that they should not4 ,and that were they warned by him whom they well knew for such a one as knew well enough what would come of it4 ,,vincent3 ,then were they more than mad4 ,but did he tell them too where they should have hid it1 to make it sure8 ,,anthony3 ,yea1 by ,st4 ,mary1 did he6 ,for else he would have told them but half a tale4 ,but he told them a whole tale1 bidding them that they should in no wise hide their treasure in the ground4 ,and he showed them a good cause1 for there thieves dig it out and steal it away4 ,,vincent3 ,why1 where should they hide it1 then1 said he8 ,for thieves may hap to find it out in any place4 ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 he counselled them to hide their treasure in heaven and there lay it up1 for there it shall lie safe4 ,for thither1 he said1 there can no thief come1 till he have left his theft and become a true man first4 ,and he who gave this counsel knew well enough what he said1 for it was our ,saviour himself1 who in the sixth chapter of ,st4 ,matthew saith1 ,hoard not up your treasures in earth1 where the rust and the moth fret it out and where thieves dig it out and steal it away4 ,but hoard up your treasures in heaven1 where neither the rust nor the moth fret them out1 and where thieves dig them not out nor steal them away4 ,for where thy treasure is1 there is thine heart too4 ,if we would well consider these words of our ,saviour ,christ1 methinketh we should need no more counsel at all1 nor no more comfort either1 concerning the loss of our temporal substance in this ,turk's persecution for the faith4 ,for here our ,lord in these words teacheth us where we may lay up our substance safe1 before the persecution come4 ,if we put it into the poor men's bosoms1 there shall it lie safe1 for who would go search a beggar's bag for money8 ,if we deliver it to the poor for ,christ's sake1 we deliver it unto ,christ himself4 ,and then what persecutor can there be1 so strong as to take it out of his hand8 ,,vincent3 ,these things1 uncle1 are undoubtedly so true that no man can with words wrestle therewith4 ,but yet ever there hangeth in a man's heart a lothness to lack a living6 ,,you ,,are ,,here ,,anthony3 ,there doth indeed1 in theirs who either never or but seldom hear any good counsel against it1 or who1 when they hear it1 hearken to it but as they would to an idle tale1 rather for a pastime or for the sake of manners than for any substantial intent and purpose to follow good advice and take any fruit by it4 ,but verily1 if we would lay not only our ear but also our heart to it1 and consider that the saying of our ,saviour ,christ is not a poet's fable or a harper's song but the very holy word of almighty ,god himself1 we would be full sore ashamed of ourselves--and well we might6 ,and we would be full sorry too1 when we felt in our affection those words to have in our hearts no more strength and weight but what we remain still of the same dull mind as we did before we heard them4 ,this manner of ours1 in whose breasts the great good counsel of ,god no better settleth nor taketh no better root1 may well declare to us that the thorns and briars and brambles of our worldly substance grow so thick and spring up so high in the ground of our hearts that they strangle1 as the ,gospel saith1 the word of ,god that was sown therein4 ,and therefore is ,god a very good lord unto us1 when he causeth1 like a good husbandman1 his folk to come on the field--for the persecutors are his folk1 to this purpose--and with their hooks and their stocking-irons to grub up these wicked weeds and bushes of our earthly substance and carry them quite away from us1 that the word of ,god sown in our hearts may have room there1 and a glade round about for the warm sun of grace to come to it and make it grow4 ,for surely those words of our ,saviour shall we find full true1 ,where thy treasure is1 there is also thine heart4 ,if we lay up our treasure in earth1 in earth shall be our hearts4 ,if we send our treasure into heaven1 in heaven shall we have our hearts4 ,and surely1 the greatest comfort any man can have in his tribulation is to have his heart in heaven4 ,if thine heart were indeed out of this world and in heaven1 all the kinds of torments that all this world could devise could put thee to no pain here4 ,let us then send our hearts hence thither in such a manner as we may1 by sending hither our worldly substance hence4 ,and let us never doubt but we shall1 that once done1 find our hearts so conversant in heaven1 with the glad consideration of our following the gracious counsel of ,christ1 that the comfort of his ,holy ,spirit1 inspired in us for that1 shall mitigate1 diminish1 assuage1 and 7in a manner7 quench the great furious fervour of the pain that we shall happen to have by his loving sufferance of our further merit in our tribulation4 ,if we saw that we should be within a while driven out of this land1 and fain to fly into another1 we would think that a man were mad who would not be content to forbear his goods here for the while and send them before him into that land where he saw he should live all the rest of his life4 ,so may we verily think yet ourselves much more mad--seeing that we are sure it cannot be long ere we shall be sent1 spite of our teeth1 out of this world--if the fear of a little lack or the love to see our goods here about us and the lothness to part from them for this little while that we may keep them here1 shall be able to keep us from the sure sending them before us into the other world4 ,for we may be sure to live there wealthily with them if we send them thither1 or else shortly leave them here behind us and then stand in great jeopardy there to live wretches for ever4 ,,vincent3 ,in good faith1 good uncle1 methinketh that concerning the loss of these outward things1 these considerations are so sufficient comforts1 that for mine own part ,i would methinketh desire no more1 save only grace well to remember them4 ,,xvi ,,anthony3 ,much less than this may serve1 cousin1 with calling and trusting upon ,god's help1 without which much more than this cannot serve4 ,but the fervour of the ,christian faith so sore fainteth nowadays and decayeth1 coming from hot unto luke-warm and from luke-warm almost to key-cold1 that men must now be fain to lay many dry sticks to it1 as to a fire that is almost out1 and use much blowing at it4 ,but else ,i think1 by my troth1 that unto a warm faithful man one thing alone1 of which we have spoken yet no word1 would be comfort enough in this kind of persecution1 against the loss of all his goods4 ,,vincent3 ,what thing may that be1 uncle8 ,,anthony3 ,in good faith1 cousin1 even the bare remembrance of the poverty that our ,saviour willingly suffered for us4 ,for ,i verily suppose that if there were a great king who had so tender love for a servant of his that he had1 to help him out of danger1 forsaken and lost all his worldly wealth and royalty and become poor and needy for his sake1 that servant could scantly be found who would be of such a base unnatural heart that if he himself came afterward to some substance he would not with better will lose it all again than shamefully to forsake such a master4 ,and therefore1 as ,i say1 ,i surely suppose that if we would well remember and inwardly consider the great goodness of our ,saviour toward us1 when we were not yet his poor sinful servants but rather his adversaries and his enemies1 and what wealth of this world he willingly forsook for our sakes--for he was indeed universal king of this world1 and so having the power in his own hand to have used it if he had wished1 instead of which1 to make us rich in heaven1 he lived here in neediness and poverty all his life and neither would have authority nor keep either lands or goods4 ,if we would remember this1 the deep consideration and earnest advisement of this one point alone would be able to make any true ,christian man or woman well content rather for his sake in return to give up all that ever ,god hath lent them 7and lent them he hath1 all that they have7 than unkindly and unfaithfully to forsake him4 ,and him they forsake if1 for fear1 they forsake the confessing of his ,christian faith4 ,and therefore1 to finish this piece withal1 concerning the dread of losing our outward worldly goods1 let us consider the slender commodity that they bring2 with what labour they are bought2 what a little while they abide with whomsoever they abide with longest2 what pain their pleasure is mingled with2 what harm the love of them doth unto the soul2 what loss is in the keeping if ,christ's faith is refused for them2 what winning is in the loss1 if we lose them for ,god's sake2 how much more profitable they are when well given than when ill kept2 and finally what ingratitude it would be if we would not forsake them for ,christ's sake rather than for them to forsake ,christ unfaithfully1 who while he lived for our sake forsook all the world1 beside the suffering of shameful and painful death1 of which we shall speak afterward4 ,if we will consider well these things1 ,i say1 and will pray ,god with his holy hand to print them in our hearts1 and will abide and dwell still in the hope of his help1 his truth shall1 as the prophet saith1 so compass us about with a shield that we shall not need to be afraid of this incursion of this midday devil--this plain open persecution of the ,turk--for any loss that we can take by the bereaving from us of our wretched worldly goods4 ,for their short and small pleasure in this life forborne1 we shall be with heavenly substance everlastingly recompensed by ,god1 in joyful bliss and glory4 ,,xvii ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 as for these outward goods1 you have said enough4 ,no man can be sure what strength he shall have or how faint and feeble he may find himself when he shall come to the point1 and therefore ,i can make no warranty of myself1 seeing that ,st4 ,peter so suddenly fainted at a woman's word and so cowardly forsook his master1 for whom he had so boldly fought within so few hours before1 and by that fall in forsaking well perceived that he had been too rash in his promise and was well worthy to take a fall for putting so full trust in himself4 ,yet in good faith methinketh now 7and ,god will1 ,i trust1 help me to keep this thought still7 that if the ,turk should take all that ,i have1 unto my very shirt1 unless ,i would forsake my faith1 and should offer it all to me again with five times as much if ,i would fall into his sect1 ,i would not once stick at it--rather to forsake it every whit1 than to forsake any point of ,christ's holy faith4 ,but surely1 good uncle1 when ,i bethink me further on the grief and the pain that may turn unto my flesh1 here find ,i the fear that forceth my heart to tremble4 ,,anthony3 ,neither have ,i cause to marvel at that1 nor have you1 cousin1 cause to be dismayed for it4 ,the great horror and fear that our ,saviour had in his own flesh1 against his painful passion1 maketh me little to marvel4 ,and ,i may well make you take this comfort1 too1 that for no such manner of grudging felt in your sensual parts1 the flesh shrinking in the meditation of pain and death1 your reason shall give over1 but resist it and manly master it4 ,and though you would fain fly from the painful death and be loth to come to it1 yet may the meditation of our ,saviour's great grievous agony move you4 ,and he himself shall1 if you so desire him1 not fail to work with you therein1 and to get and give you the grace to submit and conform your will unto his1 as he did his unto his ,father4 ,and thereupon shall you be so comforted with the secret inward inspiration of his ,holy ,spirit1 as he was with the personal presence of that angel who after his agony came and comforted him4 ,and so shall you as his true disciple follow him1 and with good will1 without grudge1 do as he did1 and take your cross of pain and suffering upon your back and die for the truth with him1 and thereby reign with him crowned in eternal glory4 ,and this ,i say to give you warning of the truth1 to the intent that when a man feeleth such a horror of death in his heart1 he should not thereby stand in outrageous fear that he were falling4 ,for many such a man standeth1 for all that fear1 full fast1 and finally better abideth the brunt1 when ,god is so good unto him as to bring him to it and encourage him therein1 than doth some other man who in the beginning feeleth no fear at all4 ,and yet may he never be brought to the brunt1 and most often so it is4 ,for ,god1 having many mansions1 and all wonderful wealthful1 in his ,father's house1 exalteth not every good man up to the glory of a martyr4 ,but foreseeing their infirmity1 that though they be of good will before and peradventure of right good courage too1 they would yet play ,st4 ,peter if they were brought to the point1 and thereby bring their souls into the peril of eternal damnation1 he provideth otherwise for them before they come there4 ,and he findeth a way that men shall not have the mind to lay any hands upon them1 as he found for his disciples when he himself was willingly taken4 ,or else1 if they set hands on them1 he findeth a way that they shall have no power to hold them1 as he found for ,st4 ,john the ,evangelist1 who let his sheet fall from him1 upon which they caught hold1 and so fled himself naked away and escaped from them4 ,or1 though they hold them and bring them to prison too1 yet ,god sometimes delivereth them hence1 as he did ,st4 ,peter4 ,and sometimes he taketh them to him out of the prison into heaven1 and suffereth them not to come to their torment at all1 as he hath done by many a good holy man4 ,and some he suffereth to be brought into the torments and yet suffereth them not to die in them1 but to live many years afterward and die their natural death1 as he did by ,st4 ,john the ,evangelist and by many another more1 as we may well see both by sundry stories and in the epistles of ,st4 ,ciprian also4 ,and therefore1 which way ,god will take with us1 we cannot tell4 ,but surely1 if we be true ,christian men1 this can we well tell3 that without any bold warranty of ourselves or foolish trust in our own strength1 we are bound upon pain of damnation not to be of the contrary mind but what we will with his help1 however loth we feel in our flesh thereto1 rather than forsake him or his faith before the world--which if we do1 he hath promised to forsake us before his ,father and all his holy company of heaven--rather1 ,i say1 than we would do so1 we would with his help endure and sustain for his sake all the tormentry that the devil with all his faithless tormentors in this world would devise4 ,and then1 if we be of this mind1 and submit our will unto his1 and call and pray for his grace1 we can tell well enough that he will never suffer them to put more upon us than his grace will make us able to bear1 but will also with their temptation provide for us a sure way4 ,for ,god is faithful1 saith ,st4 ,paul1 who suffereth you not to be tempted above what you can bear1 but giveth also with the temptation a way out4 ,for either1 as ,i said1 he will keep us out of their hands1 though he before suffered us to be afraid of them to prove our faith 7that we may have1 by the examination of our mind1 some comfort in hope of his grace and some fear of our own frailty to drive us to call for grace71 or else1 if we call into their hands1 provided that we fall not from the trust of him nor cease to call for his help1 his truth shall1 as the prophet saith1 so compass us about with a shield that we shall not need to fear this incursion of this midday devil4 ,for these ,turks his tormentors1 who shall enter this land and persecute us1 shall either not have the power to touch our bodies at all1 or else the short pain that they shall put into our bodies shall turn us to eternal profit both in our souls and in our bodies too4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 to begin with1 let us be of good comfort4 ,for we are by our faith very sure that holy scripture is the very word of ,god1 and that the word of ,god cannot but be true4 ,and we see by the mouth of his holy prophet and by the mouth of his blessed apostle also that ,god hath made us faithful promise that he will not suffer us to be tempted above our power1 but will both provide a way out for us and also compass us round about with his shield and defend us that we shall have no cause to fear this midday devil with all his persecution4 ,we cannot therefore but be very sure 7unless we are very shamefully cowardous of heart and out of measure faint in faith toward ,god1 and in love less than luke-warm or waxed even key-cold7 we may be very sure1 ,i say1 either that ,god will not suffer the ,turks to invade this land2 or that1 if they do1 ,god shall provide such resistance that they shall not prevail2 or that1 if they prevail1 yet if we take the way that ,i have told you we shall by their persecution take little harm or rather none harm at all1 but that which shall seem harm indeed be to us no harm at all but good4 ,for if ,god make us and keep us good men1 as he hath promised to do if we pray well therefore1 then saith holy scripture1 ,unto good folk all things turn them to good4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 since ,god knoweth what shall happen and not we1 let us in the meanwhile with a good hope in the help of ,god's grace have a good purpose of standing sure by his holy faith against all persecutions4 ,and if we should hereafter1 either for fear or pain or for lack of his grace lost in our own default1 mishap to decline from his good purpose--which our ,lord forbid--yet we would have won the well-spent time beforehand1 to the diminishment of our pain1 and ,god would also be much the more likely to lift us up after our fall and give us his grace again4 ,howbeit1 if this persecution come1 we are1 by this meditation and well-continued intent and purpose beforehand1 the better strengthened and confirmed1 and much more likely to stand indeed4 ,and if it so fortune1 as with ,god's grace at men's good prayers and amendment of our evil lives it may well fortune1 that the ,turks shall either be well withstood and vanquished or peradventure not invade us at all1 then shall we1 perdy1 by this good purpose get ourselves of ,god a very good cheap thank6 ,and on the other hand1 while we now think on it--and not to think on it1 in so great likelihood of it1 ,i suppose no wise man can--if we should for the fear of worldly loss or bodily pain1 framed in our own minds1 think that we would give over and to save our goods and lives forsake our ,saviour by denial of his faith1 then whether the ,turks come or come not1 we are meanwhile gone from ,god4 ,and then if they come not indeed1 or come and are driven to flight1 what a shame should that be to us1 before the face of ,god1 in so shameful cowardly wise to forsake him for fear of that pain that we never felt or that never was befalling us6 ,,vincent3 ,by my troth1 uncle1 ,i thank you4 ,methinketh that though you never said more in the matter1 yet have you1 even with this that you have spoken here already of the fear of bodily pain in this persecution1 marvellously comforted mine heart4 ,,anthony3 ,i am glad1 cousin1 if your heart have taken comfort thereby4 ,but if you so have1 give ,god the thanks and not me1 for that work is his and not mine4 ,for neither am ,i able to say any good thing except by him1 nor can all the good words in the world--no1 not the holy words of ,god himself1 and spoken also with his own holy mouth--profit a man with the sound entering at his ear1 unless the ,spirit of ,god also inwardly work in his soul4 ,but that is his goodness ever ready to do1 unless there be hindrance through the untowardness of our own froward will4 ,,xviii ,and now1 being somewhat in comfort and courage before1 we may the more quietly consider everything1 which is somewhat more hard and difficult to do when the heart is before taken up and oppressed with the troublous affection of heavy sorrowful fear4 ,let us therefore examine now the weight and the substance of those bodily pains which you rehearsed before as the sorest part of this persecution4 ,they were1 if ,i remember you right1 thraldom1 imprisonment1 and painful and shameful death4 ,and first let us1 as reason is1 begin with the thraldom1 for that was1 as ,i remember it1 the first4 ,,vincent3 ,i pray you1 good uncle1 say then somewhat of that4 ,for methinketh1 uncle1 that captivity is a marvellous heavy thing1 namely when they shall 7as they most commonly do7 carry us far from home into a strange unknown land4 ,,anthony3 ,i cannot deny that some grief it is1 cousin1 indeed4 ,but yet1 as for me1 it is not half so much as it would be if they could carry me out into any such unknown country that ,god could not know where nor find the means to come at me6 ,but now in good faith1 cousin1 if my migration into a strange country were any great grief unto me1 the fault should be much in myself4 ,for since ,i am very sure that whithersoever man convey me1 ,god is no more verily here than he shall be there1 if ,i get 7as ,i can1 if ,i will7 the grace to set mine whole heart upon him and long for nothing but him1 it can then make no matter to my mind1 whether they carry me hence or leave me here4 ,and then1 if ,i find my mind much offended therewith1 that ,i am not still here in mine own country1 ,i must consider that the cause of my grief is mine own wrong imagination1 whereby ,i beguile myself with an untrue persuasion1 thinking that this were mine own country4 ,whereas in truth it is not so1 for1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 ,we have here no city nor dwelling-country at all1 but we seek for one that we shall come to4 ,and in whatsoever country we walk in this world1 we are but as pilgrims and wayfaring men4 ,and if ,i should take any country for mine own1 it must be the country to which ,i come and not the country from which ,i came4 ,that country1 which shall be to me then for a while so strange1 shall yet perdy be no more strange to me--nor longer strange to me1 neither--than was mine own native country when first ,i came into it4 ,and therefore if my being far from hence be very grievous to me1 and ,i find it a great pain that ,i am not where ,i wish to be1 that grief shall in great part grow for lack of sure setting and settling my mind in ,god1 where it should be4 ,and when ,i mend that fault of mine1 ,i shall soon ease my grief4 ,now1 as for all the other griefs and pains that are in captivity1 thraldom1 and bondage1 ,i cannot deny that many there are and great4 ,howbeit1 they seem yet somewhat the more--what say ,i1 somewhat8 ,i may say a great deal the more--because we took our former liberty for a great deal more than indeed it was4 ,let us therefore consider the matter thus3 ,captivity1 bondage1 or thraldom1 what is it but the violent restraint of a man1 being so subdued under the dominion1 rule1 and power of another that he must do whatever the other please to command him1 and may not do at his liberty such things as he please himself8 ,now1 when we shall be carried away by a ,turk and be fain to be occupied about such things as he please to set us1 we shall lament the loss of our liberty and think we bear a heavy burden of our servile condition4 ,and we shall have1 ,i grant well1 many times great occasion to do so4 ,but yet we should1 ,i suppose1 set somewhat the less by it1 if we would remember well what liberty that was that we lost1 and take it for no larger than it was indeed4 ,for we reckon as though we might before do what we would1 but in that we deceive ourselves4 ,for what free man is there so free that he can be suffered to do what he please8 ,in many things ,god hath restrained us by his high commandment--so many1 that of those things which we would otherwise do1 ,i daresay it be more than half4 ,howbeit1 because 7,god forgive us7 we forbear so little for all that1 but do what we please as though we heard him not1 we reckon our liberty never the less4 ,but then is our liberty much restrained by the laws made by man1 for the quiet and politic governance of the people4 ,and these too would1 ,i suppose1 hinder our liberty but little1 were it not for the fear of the penalties that fall thereupon4 ,look then1 whether other men who have authority over us never command us some business which we dare not but do1 and therefore often do it full sore against our wills4 ,some such service is sometimes so painful and so perilous too1 that no lord can command his bondsmen worse1 and seldom doth command him half so sore4 ,let every free man who reckoneth his liberty to stand in doing what he please1 consider well these points1 and ,i daresay he shall then find his liberty much less than he took it for before4 ,and yet have ,i left untouched the bondage that almost every man is in who boasteth himself for free--the bondage1 ,i mean1 of sin4 ,and that it be a true bondage1 ,i shall have our ,saviour himself to bear me good record4 ,for he saith1 ,every man who committeth sin is the thrall1 or the bondsman1 of sin4 ,and then if this be thus 7as it must needs be1 since ,god saith it is so71 who is there then who can make so much boast of his liberty that he should take it for so sore a thing and so strange to become through chance of war1 bondsman unto a man1 since he is already through sin become willingly thrall and bondsman unto the devil8 ,let us look well how many things1 and of what vile wretched sort1 the devil driveth us to do daily1 through the rash turns of our blind affections1 which we are fain to follow1 for our faultful lack of grace1 and are too feeble to refrain4 ,and then shall we find in our natural freedom our bondservice such that never was there any man lord of any so vile a bondsman that he ever would command him to so shameful service4 ,and let us1 in the doing of our service to the man that we be slave unto1 remember what we were wont to do about the same time of day while we were at our free liberty before1 and would be well likely1 if we were at liberty1 to do again4 ,and we shall peradventure perceive that it were better for us to do this business than that4 ,now we shall have great occasion of comfort1 if we consider that our servitude1 though in the account of the world it seem to come by chance of war1 cometh unto us yet in very deed by the provident hand of ,god1 and that for our great good if we will take it well1 both in remission of sins and also as matter of our merit4 ,the greatest grief that is in bondage or captivity1 ,i believe1 is this3 that we are forced to do such labour as with our good will we would not4 ,but then against that grief1 ,seneca teacheth us a good remedy3 ,endeavour thyself evermore that thou do nothing against thy will1 but the things that we see we shall needs do1 let us always put our good will thereto4 ,,vincent3 ,that is soon said1 uncle1 but it is hard to do4 ,,anthony3 ,our froward mind maketh every good thing hard1 and that to our own more hurt and harm4 ,but in this case1 if we will be good ,christian men1 we shall have great cause gladly to be content1 for the great comfort that we may take thereby4 ,for we remember that in the patient and glad doing of our service unto that man for ,god's sake1 according to his high commandment by the mouth of ,st4 ,paul1 ,servi obedite dominis carnalibus1 we shall have our thanks and our whole reward of ,god4 ,finally1 if we remember the great humble meekness of our ,saviour ,christ himself--that he1 being very almighty ,god1 humbled himself and took the form of a bondsman or slave1 rather than that his ,father should forsake us--we may think ourselves very ungrateful caitiffs 7and very frantic fools1 too7 if1 rather than to endure this worldly bondage for awhile1 we would forsake him who hath by his own death delivered us out of everlasting bondage to the devil1 and who will for our short bondage give us everlasting liberty4 ,,vincent3 ,well fare you1 good uncle1 this is very well said6 ,albeit that bondage is a condition that every man of any spirit would be very glad to eschew and very loth to fall in1 yet have you well made it so open that it is a thing neither so strange nor so sore as it before seemed to me4 ,and specially is it far from such as any man who hath any wit should1 for fear of it1 shrink from the confession of his faith4 ,and now1 therefore1 ,i pray you1 speak somewhat of imprisonment4 ,,xix ,,anthony3 ,that shall ,i1 cousin1 with good will4 ,and first1 if we could consider what thing imprisonment is of its own nature methinketh we should not have so great horror of it4 ,for of itself it is1 perdy1 but a restraint of liberty1 which hindereth a man from going whither he would4 ,,vincent3 ,yes1 by ,st4 ,mary1 uncle1 but methinketh it is much more sorry than that4 ,for beside the hindrance and restraint of liberty1 it hath many more displeasures and very sore griefs knit and adjoined to it4 ,,anthony3 ,that is1 cousin1 very true indeed4 ,and those pains1 among many sorer than those1 thought ,i not afterward to forget4 ,howbeit1 ,i purpose now to consider first imprisonment as imprisonment alone1 without any other incommodity besides4 ,for a man may be imprisoned1 perdy1 and yet not set in the stocks or collared fast by the neck4 ,and a man may be let walk at large where he will1 and yet have a pair of fetters fast riveted on his legs4 ,for in this country1 you know1 and ,seville and ,portugal too1 so go all the slaves4 ,howbeit1 because for such things men's hearts have such horror of it1 albeit that ,i am not so mad as to go about to prove that bodily pain were no pain1 yet since it is because of this manner of pains that we so especially abhor the state and condition of prisoners1 methinketh we should well perceive that a great part of our horror groweth of our own fancy4 ,let us call to mind and consider the state and condition of many other folk in whose state and condition we would wish ourselves to stand1 taking them for no prisoners at all1 who stand yet for all that in many of the selfsame points that we abhor imprisonment for4 ,let us therefore consider these things in order4 ,first1 those other kinds of grief that come with imprisonment are but accidents unto it4 ,and yet they are neither such accidents as be proper unto it1 since they may almost all befall man without it2 nor are they such accidents as be inseparable from it1 since imprisonment may fall to a man and none of them therein4 ,we will1 ,i say1 therefore begin by considering what manner of pain or incommodity we should reckon imprisonment to be of itself and of its own nature alone4 ,and then in the course of our communication1 you shall as you please increase and aggravate the cause of your horror with the terror of those painful accidents4 ,,vincent3 ,i am sorry that ,i did interrupt your tale1 for you were about1 ,i see well1 to take an orderly way therein4 ,and as you yourself have devised1 so ,i beseech you proceed4 ,for though ,i reckon imprisonment much the sorer thing by sore and hard handling therein1 yet reckon ,i not the imprisonment of itself any less than a thing very tedious1 although it were used in the most favourable manner that it possibly could be4 ,for1 uncle1 if a great prince were taken prisoner upon the field1 and in the hand of a ,christian king1 such as are accustomed1 in such cases1 for the consideration of their former estate and mutable chance of war1 to show much humanity to them1 and treat them in very favourable wise--for these infidel emperors handle oftentimes the princes that they take more villainously than they do the poorest men1 as the great ,tamberlane kept the great ,turk1 when he had taken him1 to tread on his back always when he leapt on horseback4 ,but1 as ,i began to say1 by the example of a prince taken prisoner1 were the imprisonment never so favourable1 yet it would be1 to my mind1 no little grief in itself for a man to be penned up1 though not in a narrow chamber4 ,but although his walk were right large and right fair gardens in it too1 it could not but grieve his heart to be restrained by another man within certain limits and bounds1 and lose the liberty to be where he please4 ,,anthony3 ,this is1 cousin1 well considered of you4 ,for in this you perceive well that imprisonment is1 of itself and of its own very nature alone1 nothing else but the retaining of a man's person within the circuit of a certain space1 narrower or larger as shall be limited to him1 restraining his liberty from going further into any other place4 ,,vincent3 ,very well said1 methinketh4 ,,anthony3 ,yet ,i forgot1 cousin1 to ask you one question4 ,,vincent3 ,what is that1 uncle8 ,,anthony3 ,this1 lo3 ,if there be two men kept in two several chambers of one great castle1 of which two chambers the one is much larger than the other1 are they prisoners both1 or only the one who has the less room to walk in8 ,,vincent3 ,what question is it1 uncle1 but that they are both prisoners1 as ,i said myself before1 although the one lay fast locked in the stocks and the other had all the whole castle to walk in8 ,,anthony3 ,methinketh verily1 cousin1 that you say the truth4 ,and then1 if imprisonment be such a thing as you yourself here agree it is--that is1 but a lack of liberty to go whither we please--now would ,i fain know of you what one man you know who is at this day out of prison8 ,,vincent3 ,what one man1 uncle8 ,marry1 ,i know almost none other6 ,for surely ,i am acquainted with no prisoner1 that ,i remember4 ,,anthony3 ,then ,i see well that you visit poor prisoners seldom4 ,,vincent3 ,no1 by my troth1 uncle1 ,i cry ,god mercy4 ,i send them sometimes mine alms1 but by my troth ,i love not to come myself where ,i should see such misery4 ,,anthony3 ,in good faith1 ,cousin ,vincent 7though ,i say it before you7 you have many good qualities1 but surely 7though ,i say that before you1 too7 that is not one of them4 ,if you would amend it1 then should you have yet the more good qualities by one--and peradventure the more by three or four4 ,for ,i assure you it is hard to tell how much good it doth to a man's soul1 the personal visiting of poor prisoners4 ,but now1 since you can name me none of them that are in prison1 ,i pray you name me some one of all those whom you are1 you say1 better acquainted with--men1 ,i mean1 who are out of prison4 ,for ,i know1 methinketh1 as few of them as you know of the others4 ,,vincent3 ,that would1 uncle1 be a strange case4 ,for every man is out of prison who may go where he will1 though he be the poorest beggar in the town4 ,and1 in good faith1 uncle 7because you reckon imprisonment so small a matter of itself7 meseemeth the poor beggar who is at his liberty and may walk where he will is in better case than is a king kept in prison1 who cannot go but where men give him leave4 ,,anthony3 ,well1 cousin1 whether every way-walking beggar be1 by this reason1 out of prison or no1 we shall consider further when you will4 ,but in the meanwhile ,i can by this reason see no prince who seemeth to be out of prison4 ,for if the lack of liberty to go where a man will1 be imprisonment1 as you yourself say it is1 then is the great ,turk1 by whom we fear to be put in prison1 in prison already himself1 for he may not go where he will4 ,for if he could he would go into ,portugal1 ,italy1 ,spain1 ,france1 ,germany1 and ,england1 and as far in the other direction too--both into ,prester ,john's land and into the ,grand ,cham's too4 ,now1 the beggar that you speak of1 if he be 7as you say he is7 by reason of his liberty to go where he will1 in much better case than a king kept in prison1 because he cannot go but where men give him leave2 then is that beggar in better case1 not only than a prince in prison but also than many a prince out of prison too4 ,for ,i am sure there is many a beggar who may without hindrance walk further upon other men's ground than many a prince at his best liberty may walk upon his own4 ,and as for walking out abroad upon other men's1 that prince might be withstood and held fast1 where that beggar1 with his bag and staff1 might be suffered to go forth and keep on his way4 ,but forasmuch1 cousin1 as neither the beggar nor the prince is at free liberty to walk where they will1 but neither of them would be suffered to walk in some places without men withstanding them and saying them nay2 therefore if imprisonment be1 as you grant it is1 a lack of liberty to go where we please1 ,i cannot see but the beggar and the prince1 whom you reckon both at liberty1 are by your own reason restrained in prison both4 ,,vincent3 ,yea1 but uncle1 both the one and the other have way enough to walk--the one in his own ground and the other in other men's1 or in the common highway1 where they may both walk till they be weary of walking ere any man say them nay4 ,,anthony3 ,so may1 cousin1 that king who had1 as you yourself put the case1 all the whole castle to walk in4 ,and yet you deny not that he is prisoner for all that--though not so straitly kept1 yet as verily prisoner as he that lieth in the stocks4 ,,vincent3 ,but they may go at least to every place that they need1 or that is commodious for them1 and therefore they do not wish to go anywhere but where they may4 ,and therefore they are at liberty to go where they will4 ,,anthony3 ,i need not1 cousin1 to spend the time about impugning every part of this answer4 ,let pass by that1 though a prisoner were brought with his keeper into every place where need required1 yet since he might not when he wished go where he wished for his pleasure alone1 he would be1 as you know well1 a prisoner still4 ,and let pass over also that it would be needful for this beggar1 and commodious for this king1 to go into divers places where neither of them may come4 ,and let pass also that neither of them is lightly so temperately determined by what they both fain would so do indeed1 if this reason of yours put them out of prison and set them at liberty and made them free1 as ,i will well grant it doth if they so do indeed--that is1 if they have no will to go anywhere but where they may go indeed4 ,then let us look on our other prisoners enclosed within a castle1 and we shall find that the straitest kept of them both1 if he get the wisdom and grace to quiet his mind and hold himself content with that place1 and not long 7as a woman with child longeth for her desires7 to be gadding out anywhere else1 is by the same reason of yours1 while his will is not longing to be anywhere else1 he is1 ,i say1 at his free liberty to be where he will4 ,and so he is out of prison too4 ,and1 on the other hand1 if1 though his will be not longing to be anywhere else1 yet because if his will so were he should not be so suffered1 he is therefore not at his free liberty but a prisoner still1 since your free beggar that you speak of and the prince that you call out of prison too1 though they be 7which ,i daresay few be7 by some special wisdom so temperately disposed that they will have not the will to be anywhere but where they see that they may be suffered to be1 yet1 since if they did have that will they could not then be where they would1 they lack the effect of free liberty and are both twain in prison too4 ,,vincent3 ,well1 uncle1 if every man universally is by this reason in prison already1 after the proper nature of imprisonment1 yet to be imprisoned in this special manner which alone is commonly called imprisonment is a thing of great horror and fear1 both for the straitness of the keeping and for the hard handling that many men have therein4 ,of all the griefs that you speak of1 we feel nothing at all4 ,and therefore every man abhorreth the one1 and would be loth to come into it4 ,and no man abhorreth the other1 for they feel no harm and find no fault therein4 ,therefore1 uncle1 in good faith1 though ,i cannot find fitting answers with which to avoid your arguments1 yet 7to be plain with you and tell you the very truth7 my mind findeth not itself satisfied on this point4 ,but ever methinketh that these things1 with which you rather convince and conclude me than induce a credence and persuade me that every man is in prison already1 are but sophistical fancies1 and that except those that are commonly called prisoners1 other men are not in any prison at all4 ,,anthony3 ,well fare thine heart1 good ,cousin ,vincent6 ,there was1 in good faith1 no word that you spoke since we first talked of these matters that ,i liked half so well as these that you speak now4 ,for if you had assented in words and your mind departed unpersuaded1 then1 if the thing be true that ,i say1 yet had you lost the fruit4 ,and if it be peradventure false1 and ,i myself deceived therein1 then1 since ,i should have supposed that you liked it too1 you would have confirmed me in my folly4 ,for1 in good faith1 cousin1 such an old fool am ,i that this thing 7in the persuading of which unto you ,i had thought ,i had quit me well1 and yet which1 when ,i have all done1 appeareth to your mind but a trifle and sophistical fancy7 ,i myself have so many years taken it for so very substantial truth that as yet my mind cannot give me to think it any other4 ,but ,i would not play the part of that ,french priest who had so long used to say ,dominus with the second syllable long that at least he thought it must needs be so1 and was ashamed to say it short4 ,so to the intent that you may the better perceive me and ,i may the better perceive myself1 we shall here between us a little more consider the thing4 ,so spit well on your hands boldly1 and take good hold1 and give it not over against your own mind1 for then we would be never the nearer4 ,,vincent3 ,nay1 by my troth1 uncle1 that intend ,i not to do4 ,nor have ,i done it yet since we began4 ,and that may you well perceive by some things which1 without any great cause1 save for the further satisfaction of my own mind1 ,i repeated and debated again4 ,,anthony3 ,that guise1 cousin1 you must hold on boldly still4 ,for ,i purpose to give up my part in this matter1 unless ,i make you yourself perceive both that every man universally is a very prisoner in very prison--plainly1 without any sophistry at all--and also that there is no prince living upon earth who is not in a worse case prisoner by this general imprisonment that ,i speak of1 than is many a simple ignorant wretch by that special imprisonment that you speak of4 ,and beside this1 that in this general imprisonment that ,i speak of1 men are for the time that they are in it1 so sore handled and so hardly and in such painful wise1 that men's hearts have with reason great cause to abhor this hard handling that is in this imprisonment as sorely as they do the other that is in that4 ,,vincent3 ,by my troth1 uncle1 these things would ,i fain see well proved4 ,,anthony3 ,tell me1 then1 cousin1 first by your troth3 ,if a man were attainted of treason or felony2 and if1 after judgment had been given of his death and it were determined that he should die1 the time of his execution were only delayed till the king's further pleasure should be known2 if he were thereupon delivered to certain keepers and put up in a sure place out of which he could not escape--would this man be a prisoner1 or not8 ,,vincent3 ,this man1 quoth he8 ,yea1 marry1 that would he be in very deed1 if ever man were6 ,,anthony3 ,but now what if1 for the time that were between his attainder and his execution1 he were so favourably handled that he were suffered to do what he would1 as he did while he was free--to have the use of his lands and his goods1 and his wife and his children to have license to be with him1 and his friends leave at liberty to resort unto him1 and his servants not forbidden to abide about him4 ,and add yet thereunto that the place were a great castle royal with parks and other pleasures in it1 a very great circuit about4 ,yes1 and add yet1 if you like1 that he were suffered to go and ride also1 both when he wished and whither he wished2 only this one point always provided and foreseen1 that he should ever be surely seen to1 and safely kept from escaping4 ,so though he had never so much of his own will in the meanwhile 7in all matters save escaping71 yet he should well know that escape he could not1 and that when he were called for1 to execution and to death he should go4 ,now1 ,cousin ,vincent1 what would you call this man8 ,a prisoner1 because he is kept for execution8 ,or no prisoner1 because he is in the meanwhile so favourably handled and suffered to do all that he would1 save escape8 ,and ,i bid you not here be hasty in your answer1 but advise it well that you grant no such thing in haste as you would afterward at leisure mislike1 and think yourself deceived4 ,,vincent3 ,nay1 by my troth1 uncle1 this thing needeth no study at all1 to my mind4 ,but1 for all this favour showed him and all this liberty lent him1 yet being condemned to death1 and being kept for it1 and kept with sure watch laid upon him that he cannot escape1 he is all that while a very plain prisoner still4 ,,anthony3 ,in good faith1 cousin1 methinketh you say very true4 ,but then one thing must ,i yet desire you1 cousin1 to tell me a little further4 ,if there were another laid in prison for a brawl1 and through the jailors' displeasure were bolted and fettered and laid in a low dungeon in the stocks1 where he might lie peradventure for a while and abide in the meantime some pain but no danger of death at all1 but that out again he should come well enough--which of these two prisoners would stand in the worse case8 ,he that hath all this favour1 or he that is thus hardly handled8 ,,vincent3 ,by our ,lady1 uncle1 ,i believe that most men1 if they should needs choose1 had liefer be such prisoners in every point as he who so sorely lieth in the stocks1 than in every point such as he who walketh at such liberty about the park4 ,,anthony3 ,consider1 then1 cousin1 whether this thing seem any sophistry to you that ,i shall show you now4 ,for it shall be such as seemeth in good faith substantially true to me4 ,and if it so happen that you think otherwise1 ,i will be very glad to perceive which of us both is beguiled4 ,for it seemeth to me1 cousin1 first1 that every man coming into this world here upon earth as he is created by ,god1 so cometh he hither by the providence of ,god4 ,is this any sophistry first1 or not8 ,,vincent3 ,nay1 verily1 this is very substantial truth4 ,,anthony3 ,now take ,i this1 also1 for very truth in my mind3 that there cometh no man nor woman hither into the earth but what1 ere ever they come alive into the world out of the mother's womb1 ,god condemneth them unto death by his own sentence and judgment1 for the original sin that they bring with them1 contracted in the corrupted stock of our forefather ,adam4 ,is this1 think you1 cousin1 verily thus or not8 ,,vincent3 ,this is1 uncle1 very true indeed4 ,,anthony3 ,then seemeth this true further unto me3 that ,god hath put every man here upon the earth under so sure and so safe keeping that of all the whole people living in this wide world1 there is neither man1 woman1 nor child--would they never so far wander about and seek it--who can possibly find any way by which they can escape from death4 ,is this1 cousin1 a fond imagined fancy1 or is it very truth indeed8 ,,vincent3 ,nay1 this is no imagination1 uncle1 but a thing so clearly proved true that no man is so mad as to deny it4 ,,anthony3 ,then need ,i say no more1 cousin4 ,for then is all the matter plain and open evident truth1 which ,i said ,i took for truth4 ,and it is yet a little more now than ,i told you before1 when you took my proof yet but for a sophistical fancy1 and said that1 for all my reasoning that every man is a prisoner1 yet you thought that1 except those whom the common people call prisoners1 there is else no man a very prisoner indeed4 ,and now you grant yourself again for very substantial truth1 that every man1 though he be the greatest king upon earth1 is set here by the ordinance of ,god in a place1 be it never so large1 yet a place1 ,i say 7and you say the same7 out of which no man can escape4 ,and you grant that every man is there put under sure and safe keeping to be readily set forth when ,god calleth for him1 and that then he shall surely die4 ,and is not then1 cousin1 by your own granting before1 every man a very prisoner1 when he is put in a place to be kept to be brought forth when he would not1 and himself knows not whither8 ,,vincent3 ,yes1 in good faith1 uncle1 ,i cannot but well perceive this to be so4 ,,anthony3 ,this would be true1 you know1 even though a man were but taken by the arm and in a fair manner led out of this world unto his judgment4 ,but now1 we well know that there is no king so great but what1 all the while he walketh here1 walk he never so loose1 ride he with never so strong an army for his defence1 yet he himself is very sure--though he seek in the meantime some other pastime to put it out of his mind--yet is he very sure1 ,i say1 that escape he cannot4 ,and very well he knoweth that he hath already sentence given upon him to die1 and that verily die he shall4 ,and though he hope for long respite of his execution1 yet can he not tell how soon it will be4 ,and therefore1 unless he be a fool1 he can never be without fear that1 either on the morrow or on the selfsame day1 the grisly cruel hangman ,death1 who from his first coming in hath ever hoved aloof and looked toward him1 and ever lain in wait for him1 shall amid all his royalty and all his main strength neither kneel before him nor make him any reverence1 nor with any good manner desire him to come forth4 ,but he shall rigorously and fiercely grip him by the very breast1 and make all his bones rattle1 and so by long and divers sore torments strike him stark dead in his prison4 ,and then shall he cause his body to be cast into the ground in a foul pit in some corner of the same1 there to rot and be eaten by the wretched worms of the earth1 sending yet his soul out further into a more fearful judgment4 ,of that judgment at his temporal death his success is uncertain and therefore1 though by ,god's grace not out of good hope1 for all that in the meanwhile in very sore dread and fear and peradventure in peril inevitable of eternal fire1 too4 ,methinketh therefore1 cousin1 that1 as ,i told you1 this keeping of every man in this wretched world for execution of death is a very plain imprisonment indeed4 ,and it is1 as ,i say1 such that the greatest king is in this prison in much worse case1 for all his wealth1 than is many a man who1 in the other imprisonment1 is sore and hardly handled4 ,for while some of those lie not there attainted nor condemned to death1 the greatest man of this world and the most wealthy in this universal prison is laid in to be kept undoubtedly for death4 ,,vincent3 ,but yet1 uncle1 in that case is the other prisoner too1 for he is as sure that he shall die1 perdy4 ,,anthony3 ,this is very true1 cousin1 indeed1 and well objected too4 ,but then you must consider that he is not in danger of death by reason of the prison into which he is put peradventure but for a little brawl1 but his danger of death is by the other imprisonment1 by which he is prisoner in the great prison of this whole earth1 in which prison all the princes of the world be prisoners as well as he4 ,if a man condemned to death were put up in a large prison1 and while his execution were respited he were1 for fighting with his fellows1 put up in a strait place1 part of that prison1 then would he be in danger of death in that strait prison1 but not by the being in that1 for there is he but for the brawl4 ,but his deadly imprisonment was the other--the larger1 ,i say1 into which he was put for death4 ,so the prisoner that you speak of is1 beside the narrow prison1 a prisoner of the broad world1 and all the princes of the world are prisoners there with him4 ,and by that imprisonment both they and he are in like danger of death1 not by that strait imprisonment that is commonly called imprisonment1 but by that imprisonment which1 because of the large walk1 men call liberty--and which you therefore thought but a sophistical fancy to prove it a prison at all6 ,but now may you1 methinketh1 very plainly perceive that this whole earth is not only for all the whole of mankind a very plain prison indeed1 but also that all men without exception 7even those that are most at their liberty in it1 and reckon themselves great lords and possessors of very great pieces of it1 and thereby wax with wantonness so forgetful of their state that they think they stand in great wealth7 do stand for all that indeed1 by reason of their imprisonment in this large prison of the whole earth1 in the selfsame condition that the others do stand who1 in the narrow prisons which alone are called prisons1 and which alone are reputed prisons in the opinion of the common people1 stand in the most fearful and in the most odious case--that is1 condemned already to death4 ,and now1 cousin1 if this thing that ,i tell you seem but a sophistical fancy of your mind1 ,i would be glad to know what moveth you so to think4 ,for1 in good faith1 as ,i have told you twice1 ,i am no wiser but what ,i verily think that it is very plain truth indeed4 ,,xx ,,vincent3 ,in good faith1 uncle1 thus far ,i not only cannot make resistance against it with any reason1 but also ,i see very clearly proved that it cannot be otherwise4 ,for every man must be in this world a very prisoner1 since we are all put here into a sure hold to be kept till we be put unto execution1 as folk all already condemned to death4 ,but yet1 uncle1 the strait-keeping1 collaring1 bolting1 and stocking1 with lying on straw or on the cold ground 7which manner of hard handling is used in these special imprisonments that alone are commonly called by that name7 must needs make that imprisonment much more odious and dreadful than the general imprisonment with which we are every man universally imprisoned at large1 walking where we will round about the wide world4 ,for in this broad prison1 outside of those narrow prisons1 there is no such hard handling used with the prisoners4 ,,anthony3 ,i said1 ,i think1 cousin1 that ,i purposed to prove to you further that in this general prison--the large prison1 ,i mean1 of this whole world--folk are1 for the time that they are in it1 as sore handled and as hardly1 and wrenched and wrung and broken in such painful wise1 that our hearts 7save that we consider it not7 have with reason good and great cause to grudge against the hard handling that there is in this prison--and1 as far as pertaineth only to the respect of pain1 as much horror to conceive against it--as against the other that there is in that one4 ,,vincent3 ,indeed1 uncle1 it is true that you said you would prove this4 ,,anthony3 ,nay1 so much said ,i not1 cousin6 ,but ,i said that ,i would if ,i could1 and if ,i could not1 then would ,i therein give over my part4 ,but ,i trust1 cousin1 that ,i shall not need to do that--the thing seemeth to me so plain4 ,for1 cousin1 not only the prince and king but also the chief jailor over this whole broad prison the world 7though he have both angels and devils who are jailors under him7 is1 ,i take it1 ,god4 ,and that ,i suppose you will grant me1 too4 ,,vincent3 ,that will ,i not deny1 uncle4 ,,anthony3 ,if a man1 cousin1 be committed unto prison for no cause but to be kept1 though there be never so great a charge against him1 yet his keeper1 if he be good and honest1 is neither so cruel as to pain the man out of malice1 nor so covetous as to put him to pain to make him seek his friends and pay for a pennyworth of ease4 ,if the place be such that he is sure to keep him safe otherwise1 or if he can get surety for the recompense of more harm than he seeth he should have if he escaped1 he will never handle him in any such hard fashion as we most abhor imprisonment for4 ,but marry1 if the place be such that the keeper cannot otherwise be sure1 then is he compelled to keep him to that extent the straiter4 ,and also if the prisoner be unruly and fall to fighting with his fellows or do some other manner of ill turns1 then useth the keeper to punish him in some such fashions as you yourself have spoken of4 ,now1 cousin1 ,god--the chief jailor1 as ,i say1 of this broad prison the world--is neither cruel nor covetous4 ,and this prison is also so sure and so subtly built that1 albeit that it lieth open on every side without any wall in the world1 yet1 wander we never so far about in it1 we shall never find the way to get out4 ,so ,god neither needeth to collar us nor to stock us for any fear of our escaping away4 ,and therefore1 unless he see some other cause than only our keeping for death1 he letteth us in the meanwhile1 for as long as he pleases to respite us1 walk about in the prison and do there what we will1 using ourselves in such wise as he hath1 by reason and revelation1 from time to time told us his pleasure4 ,and hence it cometh1 lo1 that by reason of this favour for a time we wax1 as ,i said1 so wanton1 that we forget where we are4 ,and we think that we are lords at large1 whereas we are indeed1 if we would consider1 even poor wretches in prison4 ,for1 of very truth1 our very prison this earth is4 ,and yet we apportion us out divers parts of it diversely to ourselves1 part by covenants that we make among ourselves1 and part by fraud and violence too4 ,and we change its name from the odious name of prison1 and call it our own land and our livelihood4 ,upon our prison we build2 our prison we garnish with gold and make it glorious4 ,in this prison they buy and sell2 in this prison they brawl and chide4 ,in this they run together and fight2 in this they dice2 in this they play at cards4 ,in this they pipe and revel2 in this they sing and dance4 ,and in this prison many a man who is reputed right honest forbeareth not1 for his pleasure in the dark1 privily to play the knave4 ,and thus1 while ,god our king and our chief jailor too1 suffereth us and letteth us alone1 we think ourselves at liberty4 ,and we abhor the state of those whom we call prisoners1 taking ourselves for no prisoners at all4 ,in this false persuasion of wealth and forgetfulness of our own wretched state1 which is but a wandering about for a while in this prison of this world1 till we be brought unto the execution of death1 we forget in our folly both ourselves and our jail1 and our under-jailors the angels and devils both1 and our chief jailor ,god too--,god1 who forgetteth not us1 but seeth us all the while well enough4 ,and being sore discontent to see so ill rule kept in the jail1 he sendeth the hangman ,death to put some to execution here and there1 sometimes by the thousands at once4 ,and he handleth many of the rest1 whose execution he forbeareth yet unto a farther time1 even as hardly and punisheth them as sorely1 in this common prison of the world1 as there are any handled in those special prisons which1 for the hard handling used in them1 you say your heart hath in such horror and so sore abhorreth4 ,,vincent3 ,the rest will ,i not gainsay1 for methinketh ,i see it so indeed4 ,but that ,god1 our chief jailor in this world1 useth any such prisonly fashion of punishment1 that point must ,i needs deny4 ,for ,i see him neither lay any man in the stocks1 nor strike fetters on his legs1 nor so much as shut him up in a chamber1 neither4 ,,anthony3 ,is he no minstrel1 cousin1 who playeth not on a harp8 ,maketh no man melody but he who playeth on a lute8 ,he may be a minstrel and make melody1 you know1 with some other instrument--a strange-fashioned one1 peradventure1 that never was seen before4 ,god1 our chief jailor1 as he himself is invisible1 so useth he in his punishments invisible instruments4 ,and therefore are they not of like fashion as those the other jailors use1 but yet of like effect1 and as painful in feeling as those4 ,for he layeth one of his prisoners with a hot fever as ill at ease in a warm bed as the other jailor layeth his on the cold ground4 ,he wringeth them by the brows with a migraine2 he collareth them by the neck with a quinsy2 he bolteth them by the arms with a palsy1 so that they cannot lift their hands to their head2 he manacleth their hands with the gout in their fingers2 he wringeth them by the legs with the cramp in their shins2 he bindeth them to the bed with the crick in the back2 and he layeth one there at full length1 as unable to rise as though he lay fast by the feet in the stocks4 ,a prisoner of another jail may sing and dance in his two fetters1 and fear not his feet for stumbling at a stone1 while ,god's prisoner1 who hath his one foot fettered with the gout1 lieth groaning on a couch1 and quaketh and crieth out if he fear that there would fall on his foot no more than a cushion4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 as ,i said1 if we consider it well1 we shall find this general prison of this whole earth a place in which the prisoners are as sore handled as they are in the other4 ,and even in the other some make as merry too as there do some in this one1 who are very merry at large out of that4 ,and surely as we think ourselves out of prison now1 so if there were some folk born and brought up in a prison1 who never came on the wall or looked out at the door or heard of another world outside1 but saw some1 for ill turns done among themselves1 locked up in a straiter room2 and if they heard them alone called prisoners who were so served and themselves ever called free folk at large2 the like opinion would they have there of themselves then as we have here of ourselves now4 ,and when we take ourselves for other than prisoners now1 verily are we now as deceived as those prisoners would be then4 ,,vincent3 ,i cannot1 uncle1 in good faith deny that you have performed all that you promised4 ,but yet1 since1 for all this1 there appeareth no more but that as they are prisoners so are we too1 and that as some of them are sore handled so are some of us too2 we know well1 for all this1 that when we come to those prisons we shall not fail to be in a straiter prison than we are now1 and to have a door shut upon us where we have none shut upon us now4 ,this shall we be sure of at least if there come no worse--and then there may come worse1 you know well1 since it cometh there so commonly4 ,and therefore is it yet little marvel that men's hearts grudge much against it4 ,,anthony3 ,surely1 cousin1 in this you say very well4 ,howbeit1 your words would have touched me somewhat the nearer if ,i had said that imprisonment were no displeasure at all4 ,but the thing that ,i say1 cousin1 for our comfort in the matter1 is that our fancy frameth us a false opinion by which we deceive ourselves and take it for sorer than it is4 ,and that we do because we take ourselves for more free before than we were1 and imprisonment for a stranger thing to us than it is indeed4 ,and thus far1 as ,i say1 ,i have proved truth in very deed4 ,but now the incommodities that you repeat again--those1 ,i say1 that are proper to the imprisonment of its own nature2 that is1 to have less room to walk and to have the door shut upon us--these are1 methinketh1 so very slender and slight that in so great a cause as to suffer for ,god's sake we might be sore ashamed so much as once to think upon them4 ,many a good man there is1 you know1 who1 without any force at all1 or any necessity wherefor he should do so1 suffereth these two things willingly of his own choice1 with much other hardness more4 ,holy monks1 ,i mean1 of the ,charterhouse order1 such as never pass their cells save only to the church1 which is set fast by their cells1 and thence to their cells again4 ,and ,st4 ,brigit's order1 and ,st4 ,clare's much alike1 and in a manner all enclosed religious houses4 ,and yet anchorites and anchoresses most especially1 all whose whole room is less than a good large chamber4 ,and yet are they there as well content many long years together as are other men--and better1 too--who walk about the world4 ,and therefore you may see that the lothness of less room and the door shut upon us1 since so many folk are so well content with them and will for ,god's love choose to live so1 is but a horror enhanced of our own fancy4 ,and indeed ,i knew a woman once who came into a prison1 to visit of her charity a poor prisoner there4 ,she found him in a chamber that was fair enough1 to say the truth--at least1 it was strong enough6 ,but with mats of straw the prisoner had made it so warm1 both under foot and round about the walls1 that in these things1 for the keeping of his health1 she was on his behalf very glad and very well comforted4 ,but among many other displeasures that for his sake she was sorry for1 one she lamented much in her mind4 ,and that was that he should have the chamber door made fast upon him by night1 by the jailor who was to shut him in4 ,for1 by my troth1 quoth she1 if the door should be shut upon me1 ,i think it would stop up my breath6 ,at that word of hers the prisoner laughed in his mind--but he dared not laugh aloud or say anything to her1 for indeed he stood somewhat in awe of her1 and he had his food there in great part of her charity for alms4 ,but he could not but laugh inwardly1 for he knew well enough that she used to shut her own chamber door full surely on the inside every night1 both door and windows too1 and used not to open them all the long night4 ,and what difference1 then1 as to the stopping of the breath1 whether they were shut up within or without8 ,and so surely1 cousin1 these two things that you speak of are neither one of so great weight that in ,christ's cause they ought to move a ,christian man4 ,and one of the twain is so very childish a fancy1 that in a matter almost of three chips 7unless it were a chance of fire7 it should never move any man4 ,as for those other accidents of hard handling1 ,i am not so mad as to say that they are no grief1 but ,i say that our fear may imagine them much greater grief than they are4 ,and ,i say that such as they be1 many a man endureth them--yea1 and many a woman too--who afterward fareth full well4 ,and then would ,i know what determination we take--whether for our ,saviour's sake to suffer some pain in our bodies1 since he suffered in his blessed body so great pain for us1 or else to give him warning and be at a point utterly to forsake him rather than to suffer any pain at all8 ,he who cometh in his mind unto this latter point--from which kind of unkindness ,god keep every man6--he needeth no comfort1 for he will flee the need4 ,and counsel1 ,i fear1 availeth him little1 if grace be so far gone from him4 ,but1 on the other hand1 if1 rather than to forsake our ,saviour1 we determine ourselves to suffer any pain at all1 ,i cannot then see that the fear of hard handling should anything stick with us and make us to shrink so that we would rather forsake his faith than suffer for his sake so much as imprisonment4 ,for the handling is neither such in prison but what many men1 and many women too1 live with it many years and sustain it1 and afterward yet fare full well4 ,and yet it may well fortune that1 beside the bare imprisonment1 there shall happen to us no hard handling at all4 ,or else it may happen to us for only a short while--and yet1 beside all this1 peradventure not at all4 ,and which of all these ways shall be taken with us1 lieth all in his will for whom we are content to take it1 and who for that intent of ours favoureth us and will suffer no man to put more pain to us than he well knoweth we shall be able to bear4 ,for he himself will give us the strength for it1 as you have heard his promise already by the mouth of ,st4 ,paul3 ,god is faithful1 who suffereth you not to be tempted above what you may bear1 but giveth also with the temptation a way out4 ,but now1 if we have not lost our faith already before we come to forsake it for fear1 we know very well by our faith that1 by the forsaking of our faith1 we fall into that state to be cast into the prison of hell4 ,and that can we not tell how soon2 but1 as it may be that ,god will suffer us to live a while here upon earth1 so may it be that he will throw us into that dungeon beneath before the time that the ,turk shall once ask us the question4 ,and therefore1 if we fear imprisonment so sore1 we are much more than mad if we fear not most the imprisonment that is far more sore4 ,for out of that prison shall no man ever get1 and in this other shall no man abide but a while4 ,in prison was ,joseph while his brethren were at large2 and yet afterward were his brethren fain to seek upon him for bread4 ,in prison was ,daniel1 and the wild lions about him2 and yet even there ,god kept him harmless and brought him safe out again4 ,if we think that he will not do the like for us1 let us not doubt that he will do for us either the like or better1 for better may he do for us if he suffer us there to die4 ,st4 ,john the ,baptist was1 you know1 in prison1 while ,herod and ,herodias sat full merry at the feast1 and the daughter of ,herodias delighted them with her dancing1 till with her dancing she danced off ,st4 ,john's head4 ,and now sitteth he with great feast in heaven at ,god's board1 while ,herod and ,herodias full heavily sit in hell burning both twain1 and to make them sport withal the devil with the damsel dance in the fire before them4 ,finally1 cousin1 to finish this piece1 our ,saviour was himself taken prisoner for our sake4 ,and prisoner was he carried1 and prisoner was he kept1 and prisoner was he brought forth before ,annas1 and prisoner from ,annas carried unto ,caiphas4 ,then prisoner was he carried from ,caiphas unto ,pilate1 and prisoner was he sent from ,pilate to ,king ,herod1 and prisoner from ,herod unto ,pilate again4 ,and so was he kept as prisoner to the end of his passion4 ,the time of his imprisonment1 ,i grant you1 was not long4 ,but as for hard handling1 which our hearts most abhor1 he had as much in that short while as many men among them all in a much longer time4 ,and surely1 then1 if we consider of what estate he was and also that he was prisoner in that wise for our sake1 we shall1 ,i think1 unless we be worse than wretched beasts1 never so shamefully play the ungrateful coward as sinfully to forsake him for fear of imprisonment4 ,nor shall we be so foolish either as1 by forsaking him1 to give him the occasion to forsake us in turn4 ,for so should we1 with the avoiding of an easier prison1 fall into a worse4 ,and instead of the prison that cannot keep us long1 we should fall into that prison out of which we can never come1 though the short imprisonment should have won us everlasting liberty4 ,,xxi ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 if we feared not further1 beside imprisonment1 the terrible dart of shameful and painful death1 ,i would verily trust that1 as for imprisonment1 remembering these things which ,i have here heard from you 7our ,lord reward you for them67 rather than that ,i should forsake the faith of our ,saviour1 ,i would with help of grace never shrink at it4 ,but now are we come1 uncle1 with much work at last unto the last and uttermost point of the dread that maketh this incursion of this midday devil--this open invasion of the ,turk and his persecution against the faith--seem so terrible unto men's minds4 ,although the respect of ,god vanquish all the rest of the trouble that we have hitherto perused 7as loss of goods1 lands1 and liberty71 yet1 when we remember the terror of shameful and painful death1 that point suddenly putteth us in oblivion of all that should be our comfort4 ,and we feel 7all men1 ,i fear me1 for the most part7 the fervour of our faith wax so cold and our hearts so faint that we find ourselves at the point of falling even for fear4 ,,anthony3 ,i deny not1 cousin1 that indeed in this point is the sore pinch4 ,and yet you see1 for all this1 that even this point too taketh increase or diminishment of dread according to the difference of the affections that are beforehand fixed and rooted in the mind--so much so1 that you may see a man set so much by his worldly substance that he feareth less the loss of his life than the loss of lands4 ,yea1 you may see a man abide deadly torment1 such as some other man had rather die than endure1 rather than to bring out the money that he hath hid4 ,and ,i doubt not but that you have heard by right authentic stories of many men who 7some for one cause1 some for another7 have not hesitated willingly to suffer death1 divers in divers kinds1 and some both with despiteful rebuke and painful torment too4 ,and therefore1 as ,i say1 we may see that the affection of the mind toward the increase or decrease of dread maketh much of the matter4 ,now the affections of men's minds are imprinted by divers means4 ,one way is by means of the bodily senses1 moved by such things1 pleasant or unpleasant1 as are outwardly offered unto them through sensible worldly things4 ,and this manner of receiving the impression of affections is common unto men and beasts4 ,another manner of receiving affections is by means of reason1 which both ordinately tempereth those affections that the five bodily senses imprint1 and also disposeth a man many times to some spiritual virtues very contrary to those affections that are fleshly and sensual4 ,and those reasonable dispositions are spiritual affections1 and proper to the nature of man1 and above the nature of beasts4 ,now1 as our ghostly enemy the devil enforceth himself to make us lean to the sensual affections and beastly1 so doth almighty ,god of his goodness by his ,holy ,spirit inspire us good motions1 with the aid and help of his grace1 toward the other spiritual affections4 ,and by sundry means he instructeth our reason to lean to them1 and not only to receive them as engendered and planted in our soul1 but also in such wise to water them with the wise advertisement of godly counsel and continual prayer1 that they may become habitually radicated and surely take deep root therein4 ,and according as the one kind of affection or the other beareth the strength in our heart1 so are we stronger or feebler against the terror of death in this cause4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 will we essay to consider what things there are for which we have cause in reason to master the fearful affection and sensual4 ,and though we cannot clean avoid it and put it away1 yet will we essay in such wise to bridle it at least that it run not out so far like a headstrong horse that1 in spite of our teeth1 it carry us out unto the devil4 ,let us therefore now consider and well weigh this thing that we dread so sore--that is1 shameful and painful death4 ,,xxii ,and first ,i perceive well by these two things that you join unto death--that is1 shameful and painful--that you would esteem death so much the less if it should come along without either shame or pain4 ,,vincent3 ,without doubt1 uncle1 a great deal the less4 ,but yet1 though it should come without them both1 by itself1 ,i know well many a man would be for all that very loth to die4 ,,anthony3 ,that ,i believe well1 cousin1 and the more pity it is4 ,for that affection happeth in very few without the cause being either lack of faith1 lack of hope1 or finally lack of wit4 ,those who believe not the life to come after this1 and think themselves here in wealth1 are loth to leave this life1 for then they think they lose all4 ,and thence come the manifold foolish unfaithful words which are so rife in our many mouths3 ,this world we know1 and the other we know not4 ,and some say in sport 7and think in earnest71 ,the devil is not so black as he is painted1 and ,let him be as black as he will1 he is no blacker than a crow6 with many such other foolish fancies of the same sort4 ,there are some who believe well enough but who1 through lewdness of living1 fall out of good hope of salvation4 ,and then ,i very little marvel that they are loth to die4 ,howbeit1 some who purpose to mend and would fain have some time left them longer to bestow somewhat better1 may peradventure be loth to die also forthwith4 ,and albeit that a very good will gladly to die and to be with ,god would be1 to my mind1 so thankful that it would be well able to purchase as full remission both of sin and pain as peradventure he would be like to purchase1 if he lived1 in many years' penance1 yet will ,i not say but what such a kind of lothness to die may be approvable before ,god4 ,there are some also who are loth to die1 who are yet very glad to die and long for to be dead4 ,,vincent3 ,that would be1 uncle1 a very strange case6 ,,anthony3 ,the case1 ,i fear me1 cousin1 falleth not very often4 ,but yet sometimes it doth1 as where there is any man of that good mind that ,st4 ,paul was4 ,for the longing that he had to be with ,god1 he would fain have been dead1 but for the profit of other folk he was content to live here in pain1 and defer and forbear for the while his inestimable bliss in heaven3 ,desiderium habens dissolvi et esse cum ,christo1 multo magis melius1 permanere autem in carne1 necessarium propter vos4 ,but of all these kinds of folk1 cousin1 who are loth to die 7except for the first kind only1 who lack faith71 there is ,i suppose none who would hesitate1 for the bare respect of death alone1 unless the fear of shame or sharp pain joined unto death should be the hindrance1 to depart hence with good will in this case of the faith4 ,for he would well know by his faith that his death1 taken for the faith1 should cleanse him clean of all his sins and send him straight to heaven4 ,and some of these 7namely the last kind7 are such that shame and pain both joined unto death would be unlikely to make them loathe death or fear death so sore but what they would suffer death in this case with good will1 since they know well that the refusing of the faith1 for any cause in this world 7seemed the cause never so good71 should yet sever them from ,god1 with whom1 save for other folk's profit1 they so fain would be4 ,and charity it cannot be1 for the profit of the whole world1 deadly to displease him who made it4 ,some are these1 ,i say also1 who are loth to die for lack of wit4 ,albeit that they believe in the world that is to come and hope also to come thither1 yet they love so much the wealth of this world and such things as delight them therein1 that they would fain keep them as long as ever they can1 even with tooth and nail4 ,and when they can be suffered in no wise to keep it longer1 but death taketh them from it1 then1 if it can be no better1 they will agree to be1 as soon as they be hence1 hauled up into heaven and be with ,god forthwith6 ,these folk as as very idiot fools as he who had kept from his childhood a bag full of cherry stones1 and cast such a fancy to it that he would not go from it for a bigger bag filled with gold4 ,these folk fare1 cousin1 as sop telleth in a fable that the snail did4 ,for when ,jupiter 7whom the poets feign for the great god7 invited all the poor worms of the earth unto a great solemn feast that it pleased him upon a time--,i have forgotten upon what occasion--to prepare for them1 the snail kept her at home and would not come4 ,and when ,jupiter asked her afterward wherefore she came not to his feast1 where he said she would have been welcome and have fared well1 and would have seen a goodly palace and been delighted with many goodly pleasures1 she answered him that she loved no place so well as her own house4 ,with this answer ,jupiter waxed so angry that he said1 since she loved her house so well1 she should never after go from home1 but should always afterward bear her house upon her back wheresoever she went4 ,and so hath she ever done since1 as they say4 ,and at least ,i know well she doth so now and hath done so as long as ,i can remember4 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 uncle1 ,i should think the tale were not all feigned1 for ,i think verily that so much of your tale is true6 ,,anthony3 sop meant by that feigned fable to touch the folly of such folk as so set their fancy upon some small simple pleasure that they cannot find it in their heart to forbear it1 either for the pleasure of a better man or for the gaining of a better thing4 ,for by this foolish froward fashion they sometimes fall in great disgrace and take by it no little harm4 ,and surely such ,christian folk as1 by their foolish affection1 which they have set like the snail upon their own house here on earth1 cannot1 for the lothness of leaving that house1 find it in their hearts to go with good will to the great feast that ,god prepareth in heaven and of his goodness so graciously calleth them to--they are1 ,i fear me1 unless they mend that mind in time1 like to be served as the snail was1 and yet much worse too4 ,for they are like to have their house here1 the earth1 bound fast on their backs for ever1 and not to walk with it where they will1 as the snail creepeth about with hers1 but to lie fast bound in the midst of it with the foul fire of hell about them4 ,for into this folly they bring themselves by their own fault1 as the drunken man bringeth himself into drunkenness1 whereby the evil that he doth in his drunkenness is not forgiven him for his folly1 but to his pain is imputed to his fault4 ,,vincent3 ,surely1 uncle1 this seemeth not unlikely1 and by their fault they fall in such folly indeed4 ,and yet1 if this be folly indeed1 then are some folk fools who think themselves right wise4 ,,anthony3 ,who think themselves wise8 ,marry1 ,i never saw a fool yet who thought himself other than wise6 ,for as it is one spark of soberness left in a drunken head when he perceiveth himself to be drunk and getteth himself fair to bed1 so if a fool perceive himself a fool that point is no folly but a little spark of wit4 ,but now1 cousin1 as for these kind of fools1 who are loth to die for the love that they bear to their worldly fancies which they would1 by their death1 leave behind them and forsake3 ,those who would for that cause rather forsake the faith than die1 would rather forsake it than lose their worldly goods1 though there were no peril of death offered them at all4 ,and then1 as touching those who are of that mind1 we have1 you know1 said as much as you yourself thought sufficient this afternoon here before4 ,,vincent3 ,verily1 uncle1 that is very true4 ,and now have you rehearsed1 as far as ,i can remember1 all the other kinds of them that would be loth to die for any other respect than the grievous qualities of shame and pain joined unto death4 ,and of all these kinds1 except the kind of infidelity--when no comfort can help1 but only counsel to the attaining of faith1 for faith must be presupposed to the receiving of comfort and had ready before1 as you showed in the beginning of our communication the first day that we talked of the matter4 ,but else1 ,i say1 except that one kind1 there is none of the rest of those that were before untouched who would be likely to forsake their faith in this persecution for the fear and dread of death1 save for those grievous qualities--pain1 ,i mean1 and shame--that they see well would come with it4 ,and therefore1 uncle1 ,i pray you1 give us some comfort against those twain4 ,for in good faith1 if death should come without them1 in such a case at this is1 in which by the losing of this life we should find a far better1 mine own reason giveth me that1 save for the other griefs going before the change1 no man who hath wit would anything stick at all4 ,,anthony3 ,yes1 peradventure suddenly they would1 before they gather their wits unto them and well weigh the matter4 ,but1 cousin1 those who will consider the matter well1 reason1 grounded upon the foundation of faith1 shall show they very great substantial causes for which the dread of those grievous qualities that they see shall come with death--shame1 ,i mean1 and pain also--shall not so sore abash them as sinfully to drive them to that point4 ,and for the proof thereof1 let us first begin at the consideration of the shame4 ,,xxiii ,how can any faithful wise man dread death so sore1 for any respect of shame1 when his reason and his faith together can shortly make him perceive that there is no true shame in it at all8 ,for how can that death be shameful that is glorious8 ,or how can it be anything but glorious to die for the faith of ,christ1 if we die both for the faith and in the faith1 joined with hope and charity8 ,for the scripture plainly saith1 ,precious in the sight of ,god is the death of his saints4 ,now if the death of his saints be glorious in the sight of ,god1 it can never be shameful in very deed1 however shameful it seem here in the sight of men4 ,for here we may see and be sure that not only at the death of ,st4 ,stephen1 to whom it pleased him to show himself with the heaven open over his head1 but at the death also of every may who so dieth for the faith1 ,god with his heavenly company beholdeth his whole passion and verily looketh on4 ,now if it were so1 cousin1 that you should be brought through the broad high-street of a great long city2 and if1 all along the way that you were going1 there were on one side of the way a rabble of ragged beggars and madmen1 who would despise and dispraise you with all the shameful names that they could call you and all the villainous words that they could say to you2 and if there were then1 all along the other side of the same street where you should come by1 a goodly company standing in a fair range1 a row of wise and worshipful folk1 lauding and commending you1 more than fifteen times as many as that rabble of ragged beggars and railing madmen--would you willingly turn back1 thinking that you went unto your shame1 for the shameful jesting and railing of those mad foolish wretches8 ,or would you hold on your way with a good cheer and a glad heart1 thinking yourself much honoured by the laud and approbation of that other honourable company8 ,,vincent3 ,nay1 by my troth1 uncle1 there is no doubt but that ,i would much regard the commendation of those commendable folk1 and regard not a rush the railing of all those ribalds4 ,,anthony3 ,then1 cousin1 no man who hath faith can account himself shamed here1 by any manner of death that he suffereth for the faith of ,christ4 ,for however vile and shameful it seem in the sight here of a few worldly wretches1 it is lauded and approved for very precious and honourable in the sight of ,god and all the glorious company of heaven1 who as perfectly stand and behold it as those foolish people do4 ,and they are in number more than a hundred to one2 and of that hundred1 every one a hundred times more to be regarded and esteemed than a hundred such whole rabbles of the other4 ,and now1 if a man would be so mad as to be ashamed1 for fear of the rebuke that he should have of such rebukeful beasts1 to confess the faith of ,christ1 then1 with fleeing from a shadow of shame1 he would fall into a true shame--and a deadly painful shame indeed6 ,for then hath our ,saviour made a sure promise that he will show himself ashamed of that man before the ,father of heaven and all his holy angels1 saying in the ninth chapter of ,luke1 ,he who is ashamed of me and my words1 of him shall the ,son of ,man be ashamed when he shall come in the majesty of himself and of his ,father and of his holy angels4 ,and what manner of shameful shame shall that be1 then8 ,if a man's cheeks glow sometimes for shame in this world1 they will fall on fire for shame when ,christ shall show himself ashamed of them there6 ,the blessed apostles reckoned it for great glory to suffer for ,christ's faith the thing that we worldly wretched fools think to be villainy and shame4 ,for they1 when they were scourged1 with despite and shame1 and thereupon commanded to speak no more of the name of ,christ1 went their way from the council joyful and glad that ,god had vouchsafed to do them the worship to suffer shameful despite for the name of ,jesus4 ,and so proud were they of the shame and villainous pain put unto them1 that for all the forbidding of that great council assembled1 they ceased not every day to preach out the name of ,jesus still--not only in the temple1 out of which they were set and whipped for the same before1 but also1 to double it with1 they went preaching the name about from house to house1 too4 ,since we regard so greatly the estimation of worldly folk1 ,i wish that we would1 among the many wicked things that they do1 regard also some such as are good4 ,for it is a manner among them1 in many places1 that some by handicraft1 some by merchandise1 some by other kinds of living1 arise and come forward in the world4 ,and commonly folk are in their youth set forth to suitable masters1 under whom they are brought up and grow4 ,but now1 whensoever they find a servant such that he disdaineth to do such things as his master did while he was himself a servant1 that servant every man accounteth for a proud unthrift1 never like to come to good proof4 ,let us1 lo1 mark and consider this1 and weigh it well withal3 ,our master ,christ 7who is not only the master1 but the maker too1 of all this whole world7 was not so proud as to disdain for our sakes the most villainous and most shameful death1 after the worldly count1 that then was used in the world4 ,and he endured the most despiteful mocking therewith1 joined to the most grievous pain1 as crowning him with sharp thorn1 so that the blood ran down about his face4 ,then they gave him a reed in his hand for a sceptre1 and kneeled down to him and saluted him like a king in scorn1 and beat then the reed upon the sharp thorns about his holy head4 ,now our ,saviour saith that the disciple or servant is not above his master4 ,and therefore1 since our master endured so many kinds of painful shame1 very proud beasts may we well think ourselves if we disdain to do as our master did4 ,and whereas he through shame ascended into glory1 we would be so mad that we would rather fall into everlasting shame1 both before heaven and hell1 than for fear of a short worldly shame to follow him to everlasting glory4 ,,xxiv ,,vincent3 ,in good faith1 uncle1 as for the shame1 you shall need to take no more pains4 ,for ,i suppose surely that any man who hath reason in his head shall hold himself satisfied with this4 ,but1 of truth1 uncle1 all the pinch is in the pain4 ,for as for shame1 ,i perceive well now that a man may with wisdom so master it that it shall nothing move him at all--so much so that it is become a common proverb in almost every country that shame is as it is taken4 ,but1 by ,god1 uncle1 all the wisdom in this world can never so master pain but that pain will be painful1 in spite of all the wit in this world6 ,,anthony3 ,truth it is1 cousin1 that no man can1 with all the reason he hath1 in such wise change the nature of pain that in the having of pain he feel it not4 ,for unless it be felt1 perdy1 it is no pain4 ,and that is the natural cause1 cousin1 for which a man may have his leg stricken off at the knee and it grieve him not--if his head be off but half an hour before6 ,but reason may make a reasonable man not to shrink from it and refuse it to his more hurt and harm4 ,though he would not be so foolish as to fall into it without cause1 yet upon good causes--either of gaining some kind of great profit or avoiding some kind of great loss1 or eschewing thereby the suffering of far greater pain--he would be content and glad to sustain it for his far greater advantage and commodity4 ,and this doth reason alone in many cases1 where it hath much less help to take hold of than it hath in this matter of faith4 ,for you know well that to take a sour and bitter potion is great grief and displeasure1 and to be lanced and have the flesh cut is no little pain4 ,now1 when such things are to be ministered either to a child or to some childish man1 they will by their own wills let their sickness and their sore grow1 unto their more grief1 till it become incurable1 rather than abide the pain of the curing in time4 ,and that for faint heart1 joined with lack of discretion4 ,but a man who hath more wisdom1 though without cause he would no more abide the pain willingly than would the other1 yet1 since reason showeth him what good he shall have by the suffering1 and what harm by refusing it1 this maketh him well content and glad also to take it4 ,now then1 if reason alone be sufficient to move a man to take pain for the gaining of worldly rest or pleasure and for the avoiding of another pain 7though the pain he take be peradventure more1 yet to be endured but for a short season71 why should not reason1 grounded upon the sure foundation of faith1 and helped toward also with the aid of ,god's grace--as it ever is1 undoubtedly1 when folk for a good mind in ,god's name come together1 our ,saviour saying himself1 ,where there are two or three are gathered together in my name1 there am ,i also even in the very midst of them4 ,why should not then reason1 ,i say1 thus furthered with faith and grace1 be much more able first to engender in us such an affection1 and afterward1 by long and deep meditation thereof1 so to continue that affection that it shall turn into a habitual purpose1 fast-rooted and deep1 of patiently suffering the painful death of this body here in earth for the gaining of everlasting wealthy life in heaven and avoiding of everlasting painful death in hell8 ,,vincent3 ,by my troth1 uncle1 ,i can find no words that should have any reason with them--faith being always presupposed1 as you protested in the beginning1 for a ground--words1 ,i say1 ,i can find none with which ,i might reasonably counter-plead this that you have said here already4 ,but yet ,i remember the fable that sop telleth of a great old hart that had fled from a little bitch1 which had made pursuit after him and chased him so long that she had lost him1 and 7he hoped7 more than half given him over4 ,having then some time to talk1 and meeting with another of his fellows1 he fell into deliberation with him as to what it were best for him to do--whether to run on still and fly farther from her1 or to turn again and fight with her4 ,the other hart advised him to fly no farther1 lest the bitch might happen to find him again when he would be out of breath by the labour of farther fleeing1 and thereby all out of strength too1 and so would he be killed lying where he could not stir himself4 ,whereas1 if he would turn and fight1 he would be in no peril at all4 ,for the man with whom she hunteth1 he said1 is more than a mile behind her4 ,and she is but a little body1 scant half so much as thou1 and thy horns can thrust her through before she can touch thy flesh1 by more than ten times her tooth-length4 ,by my troth1 quoth the other hart1 ,i like your counsel well1 and methinketh that the thing is even soothly as you say4 ,but ,i fear me that when ,i hear once that cursed bitch bark1 ,i shall fall to my feet and forget all together4 ,but yet1 if you will go back with me1 then methinketh we shall be strong enough against that one bitch between us both4 ,the other hart agreed1 and they both appointed them thereon4 ,but even as they were about to busk them forward to it1 the bitch had found the scent again1 and on she came yalping toward the place4 ,and as soon as the harts heard her1 off they went both twain apace6 ,and in good faith1 uncle1 even so ,i fear it would fare by myself and many others too4 ,though we think it reason1 what you say1 and in our minds agree that we should do as you say--yea1 and peradventure think also that we would indeed do as you say--yet as soon as we should once hear those hell-hounds the ,turks come yalping and howling upon us1 our hearts should soon fall as clean from us as those other harts fled from the hounds4 ,,anthony3 ,cousin1 in those days that sop speaketh of1 though those harts and other brute beasts had 7if he say sooth7 the power to speak and talk1 and in their talking power to talk reason too1 yet they never had given them the power to follow reason and rule themselves thereby4 ,and in good faith1 cousin1 as for such things as pertain to the conducting of reasonable men to salvation1 ,i think that without the help of grace men's reasoning shall do little more4 ,but then are we sure1 as ,i said before1 that if we desire grace1 ,god is at such reasoning always present and very ready to give it4 ,and unless men will afterward willingly cast it away1 he is ever ready still to keep it and glad from time to time to increase it4 ,and therefore our ,lord biddeth us1 by the mouth of the prophet1 that we should not be like such brutish and unreasonable beasts as were those harts1 and as are horses and mules3 ,be not you like a horse and a mule1 that hath no understanding4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 let us never dread but what1 if we will apply our minds to the gathering of comfort and courage against our persecutions1 and hear reason and let it sink into our heart and cast it not out again 7nor vomit it up1 nor even there choke it up and stifle it with pampering in and stuffing up our stomachs with a surfeit of worldly vanities71 ,god shall so well work with it that we shall feel strength therein4 ,and so we shall not in such wise have all such shameful cowardous hearts as to forsake our ,saviour and thereby lose our own salvation and run into eternal fire for fear of death joined therein--though bitter and sharp1 yet short for all that1 and 7in a manner7 a momentary pain4 ,,vincent3 ,every man1 uncle1 naturally grudgeth at pain1 and is very loth to come to it4 ,,anthony3 ,that is very true1 and no one biddeth any man to go run into it1 unless he be taken and cannot flee4 ,then1 we say that reason plainly telleth us that we should rather suffer and endure the less and the shorter pain here1 than in hell the sorer and so far the longer too4 ,,vincent3 ,i heard of late1 uncle1 where such a reason was made as you make me now1 which reason seemed undoubted and inevitable to me4 ,yet heard ,i lately1 as ,i say1 a man answer it thus3 ,he said that if a man in this persecution should stand still in the confession of his faith and thereby fall into painful tormentry1 he might peradventure happen1 for the sharpness and bitterness of the pain1 to forsake our ,saviour even in the midst of it1 and die there with his sin1 and so be damned forever4 ,whereas1 by the forsaking of the faith in the beginning1 and for the time--and yet only in word1 keeping it still nevertheless in his heart--a man might save himself from that painful death and afterward ask mercy and have it1 and live long and do many good deeds1 and be saved as ,st4 ,peter was4 ,,anthony3 ,that man's reason1 cousin1 is like a three-footed stool--so tottering on every side that whosoever sits on it may soon take a foul fall4 ,for these are the three feet of this tottering stool3 fantastical fear1 false faith1 and false flattering hope4 ,first1 it is a fantastical fear that the man conceiveth1 that it should be perilous to stand in the confession of the faith at the beginning1 lest he might afterward1 through the bitterness of the pain1 fall to the forsaking and so die there in the pain1 out of hand1 and thereby be utterly damned4 ,as though1 if a man were overcome by pain and so forsook his faith1 ,god could not or would not as well give him grace to repent again1 and thereupon give him forgiveness1 as he would give it to him who forsook his faith in the beginning and set so little by ,god that he would rather forsake him than suffer for his sake any manner of pain at all6 ,as though the more pain that a man taketh for ,god's sake1 the worse would ,god be to him6 ,if this reason were not unreasonable1 then should our ,saviour not have said1 as he did1 ,fear not them that may kill the body1 and after that have nothing that they can do further4 ,for he should1 by this reason1 have said1 ,dread and fear them that may slay the body1 for they may1 by the torment of painful death 7unless thou forsake me betimes in the beginning and so save thy life1 and get of me thy pardon and forgiveness afterward7 make thee peradventure forsake me too late1 and so be damned forever4 ,the second foot of this tottering stool is a false faith4 ,for it is but a feigned faith for a man to say to ,god secretly that he believeth him1 trusteth him1 and loveth him1 and then openly1 where he should to ,god's honour tell the same tale and thereby prove that he doth so1 there to ,god's dishonour flatter ,god's enemies as much as in him is1 and do them pleasure and worship1 with the forsaking of ,god's faith before the world4 ,and such a one either is faithless in his heart too1 or else knoweth well that he doth ,god this despite even before his own face4 ,for unless he lack faith1 he cannot but know that our ,lord is everywhere present1 and that1 while he so shamefully forsaketh him1 he full angrily looketh on4 ,the third foot of this tottering stool is false flattering hope4 ,for since the thing that he doth1 when he forsaketh his faith for fear1 is forbidden by the mouth of ,god upon the pain of eternal death1 though the goodness of ,god forgiveth many folk for the fault1 yet to be bolder in offending for the hope of forgiving is a very false pestilent hope1 with which a man flattereth himself toward his own destruction4 ,he who1 in a sudden turn for fear or other affection1 unadvisedly falleth1 and after1 in labouring to rise again1 comforteth himself with hope of ,god's gracious forgiveness1 walketh in the ready way toward his salvation4 ,but he who with the hope of ,god's mercy to follow1 doth encourage himself to sin1 and thereby offendeth ,god first--,i have no power to keep the hand of ,god from giving out his pardon where he will 7nor would ,i if ,i could1 but rather help to pray for it71 but yet ,i very sorely fear that such a man may miss the grace to ask it in such effectual wise as to have it granted4 ,nor can ,i now instantly remember any example or promise expressed in holy scripture that the offender in such a case shall have the grace offered afterward1 in such wise to seek for pardon that ,god1 by his other promises of remission promised to penitents1 would be bound himself to grant it4 ,but this kind of presumption1 under pretext of hope1 seemeth rather to draw near on the one side 7as despair doth1 on the other7 toward the abominable sin of blasphemy against the ,holy ,ghost4 ,and against that sin1 concerning either the impossibility or at least the great difficulty of forgiveness1 our ,saviour himself hath spoken in the twelfth chapter of ,st4 ,matthew and in the third chapter of ,st4 ,mark1 where he saith that blasphemy against the ,holy ,ghost shall never be forgiven1 neither in this world nor in the world to come4 ,and where the man that you speak of took in his reason an example of ,st4 ,peter1 who forsook our ,saviour and got forgiveness afterward1 let him consider again on the other hand that he forsook him not upon the boldness of such a sinful trust1 but was overcome and vanquished by a sudden fear4 ,and yet1 by that forsaking1 ,st4 ,peter won but little1 for he did but delay his trouble for a little while1 as you know well4 ,for beside that1 he repented forthwith very sorely that he had so done1 and wept for it forthwith full bitterly4 ,he came forth at the ,whitsuntide ensuing1 and confessed his ,master again1 and soon after that1 he was imprisoned for it4 ,and not ceasing so1 he was thereupon sore scourged for the confession of his faith1 and yet after that imprisoned again afresh4 ,and1 being from thence delivered1 he stinted not to preach on still until1 after manifold labours1 travails1 and troubles1 he was in ,rome crucified and with cruel torment slain4 ,and in like wise ,i think ,i might 7in a manner7 well warrant that no man who denieth our ,saviour once and afterward attaineth remission shall escape through that denial one penny the cheaper1 but that he shall1 ere he come to heaven1 full surely pay for it4 ,,vincent3 ,he shall peradventure1 uncle1 afterward work it out in the fruitful works of penance1 prayer1 and almsdeed1 done in true faith and due charity1 and in such wise attain forgiveness well enough4 ,,anthony3 ,all his forgiveness goeth1 cousin1 as you see well1 but by perhaps4 ,but as it may be perhaps yea1 so may it be perhaps nay1 and where is he then8 ,and yet1 you know1 he shall never1 by any manner of hap1 hap finally to escape from death1 for fear of which he forsook his faith4 ,,vincent3 ,no1 but he may die his natural death1 and escape that violent death4 ,and then he saveth himself from much pain and so winneth much ease4 ,for a violent death is ever painful4 ,,anthony3 ,peradventure he shall not avoid a violent death thereby1 for ,god is without doubt displeased1 and can bring him shortly to as violent a death by some other way4 ,howbeit1 ,i see well that you reckon that whosoever dieth a natural death1 dieth like a wanton even at his ease4 ,you make me remember a man who was once in a light galley with us on the sea4 ,while the sea was sore wrought and the waves rose very high1 he lay tossed hither and thither1 for he had never been to sea before4 ,the poor soul groaned sore and for pain thought he would very fain be dead1 and ever he wished1 ,would ,god ,i were on land1 that ,i might die in rest6 ,the waves so troubled him there1 with tossing him up and down1 to and fro1 that he thought that trouble prevented him from dying1 because the waves would not let him rest6 ,but if he might get once to land1 he thought he should then die there even at his ease4 ,,vincent3 ,nay1 uncle1 this is no doubt1 but that death is to every man painful4 ,but yet is not the natural death so painful as the violent4 ,,anthony3 ,by my troth1 cousin1 methinketh that the death which men commonly call natural is a violent death to every may whom it fetcheth hence by force against his will4 ,and that is every man who1 when he dieth1 is loth to die and fain would yet live longer if he could4 ,howbeit1 cousin1 fain would ,i know who hath told you how small is the pain in the natural death6 ,as far as ,i can perceive1 those folk that commonly depart of their natural death have ever one disease and sickness or another4 ,and if the pain of the whole week or twain in which they lie pining in their bed1 were gathered together in so short a time as a man hath his pain who dieth a violent death1 it would1 ,i daresay1 make double the pain that is his4 ,so he who dieth naturally often suffereth more pain rather than less1 though he suffer it in a longer time4 ,and then would many a man be more loth to suffer so long1 lingering in pain1 than with a sharper pang to be sooner rid4 ,and yet lieth many a man more days than one1 in well-near as great pain continually1 as is the pain that with the violent death riddeth the man in less than half an hour--unless you think that1 whereas the pain is great to have a knife cut the flesh on the outside from the skin inward1 the pain would be much less if the knife might begin on the inside and cut from the midst outward6 ,some we hear1 on their deathbed1 complain that they think they feel sharp knives cut in two their heartstrings4 ,some cry out and think they feel1 within the brainpan1 their head pricked even full of pins4 ,and those who lie in a pleurisy think that1 every time they cough1 they feel a sharp sword snap them to the heart4 ,,xxv ,howbeit1 what need we to make any such comparison between the natural death and the violent1 for the matter that we are in hand with here8 ,without doubt1 he who forsaketh the faith of ,christ for fear of the violent death1 putteth himself in peril to find his natural death a thousand times more painful4 ,for his natural death hath his everlasting pain so instantly knit to it1 that there is not one moment of time between1 but the end of the one is the beginning of the other1 which never after shall have an end4 ,and therefore was it not without great cause that ,christ gave us so good warning before1 when he said1 as ,st4 ,luke in the twenty-second chapter rehearseth1 ,i say to you that are my friends1 be not afraid of them that kill the body1 and when that is done are able to do no more4 ,but ,i shall show you whom you should fear4 ,fear him who1 when he hath killed1 hath in his power further to cast him whom he killeth into everlasting fire4 ,so ,i say to you1 be afraid of him4 ,god meaneth not here that we should not dread at all any man who can but kill the body1 but he meaneth that we should not in such wise dread any such man that we should1 for dread of them1 displease him who can everlastingly kill both body and soul with a death ever-dying and that shall yet never die4 ,and therefore he addeth and repeateth in the end again1 the fear that we should have of him1 and saith1 ,so ,i say to you1 fear him4 ,o good ,god1 cousin1 if a man would well weigh those words and let them sink down deep into his heart as they should do1 and often bethink himself on them1 it would 7,i doubt not7 be able enough to make us set at naught all the great ,turk's threats1 and esteem him not a straw4 ,but we should be well content to endure all the pain that all the world could put upon us1 for so short a while as all they were able to make us dwell in it1 rather than1 by shrinking from those pains 7though never so sharp1 yet but short71 to cast ourselves into the pain of hell--a hundred thousand times more intolerable1 and of which there shall never come an end4 ,a woeful death is that death1 in which folk shall evermore be dying and never can once be dead6 ,for the scripture saith1 ,they shall call and cry for death1 and death shall fly from them4 ,o1 good ,lord1 if one of them were not put in choice of both1 he would rather suffer the whole year together the most terrible death that all the ,turks in ,turkey could devise1 than to endure for the space of half an hour the death that they lie in now4 ,into what wretched folly fall1 then1 those faithless or feeble-faithed folk1 who1 to avoid the pain that is so far the less and so short1 fall instead into pain a thousand thousand times more horrible1 and terrible torment of which they are sure they shall never have an end6 ,this matter1 cousin1 lacketh1 ,i believe1 only full faith or sufficient minding4 ,for ,i think1 on my faith1 that if we have the grace verily to believe it and often to think well on it1 the fear of all the ,turk's persecution--with all this midday devil were able to do in the forcing of us to forsake our faith--should never be able to turn us4 ,,vincent3 ,by my troth1 uncle1 ,i think it is as you say4 ,for surely1 if we would often think on these pains of hell--as we are very loth to do1 and purposely seek us childish pastimes to put such heavy things out of our thought--this one point alone would be able enough1 ,i think1 to make many a martyr4 ,,xxvi ,,anthony3 ,forsooth1 cousin1 if we were such as we should be1 ,i would scant1 for very shame1 speak of the pains of hell in exhortation to the keeping of ,christ's faith4 ,i would rather put us in mind of the joys of heaven1 the pleasure of which we should be more glad to get than we should be to flee and escape all the pains of hell4 ,but surely ,god is marvellous merciful to us in the thing in which he may seem most rigorous4 ,and that is 7which many men would little think7 in that he provided hell4 ,for ,i suppose very surely1 cousin1 that many a man--and woman1 too--of whom some now sit1 and more shall hereafter sit1 full gloriously crowned in heaven1 had they not first been afraid of hell1 would never have set foot toward heaven4 ,but yet undoubtedly1 if we could conceive in our hearts the marvellous joys of heaven as well as we conceive the fearful pains of hell--howbeit1 we can conceive neither one sufficiently4 ,but if we could in our imagination approach as much toward the perceiving of the one as we may toward the consideration of the other1 we would not fail to be far more moved and stirred to suffering for ,christ's sake in this world1 for the winning of those heavenly joys than for the eschewing of all those infernal pains4 ,but forasmuch as the fleshly pleasures are far less pleasant than the fleshly pains are painful1 therefore we fleshly folk1 who are so drowned in these fleshly pleasures and in the desire of them that we have almost no manner of savour or taste for any pleasure that is spiritual1 we have no cause to marvel that our fleshly affections are more abated and refrained by the dread and terror of hell than spiritual affections are imprinted in us and pricked forward with the desire and joyful hope of heaven4 ,howbeit1 if we would set somewhat less by the filthy voluptuous appetites of the flesh1 and would1 by withdrawing from them1 with help of prayer through the grace of ,god1 draw nearer to the secret inward pleasure of the spirit1 we should1 by the little sipping that our hearts should have here now1 and that instantaneous taste of it1 have an estimation of the incomparable and uncogitable joy that we shall have 7if we will7 in heaven1 by the very full draught thereof4 ,for thereof it is written1 ,i shall be satiate or satisfied1 or fulfilled1 when thy glory1 good ,lord1 shall appear1 that is1 with the fruition of the sight of ,god's glorious majesty face to face4 ,and the desire1 expectation1 and heavenly hope thereof1 shall more encourage us and make us strong to suffer and sustain for the love of ,god and salvation of our soul1 than ever we could be made to suffer worldly pain here by the terrible dread of all the horrible pains that damned wretches have in hell4 ,therefore in the meantime1 for lack of such experimental taste as ,god giveth here sometimes to some of his special servants1 to the intent that we may draw toward the spiritual exercise too--for which spiritual exercise ,god with that gift1 as with an earnest-penny of their whole reward afterward in heaven1 comforteth them here in earth--let us labour by prayer to conceive in our hearts such a fervent longing for them that we may1 for attaining to them1 utterly set at naught all fleshly delight1 all worldly pleasures1 all earthly losses1 all bodily torment and pain4 ,and let us do this1 not so much with looking to have described what manner of joys they shall be1 as with hearing what our ,lord telleth us in holy scripture how marvellous great they shall be4 ,howbeit1 some things are there in scripture expressed of the manner of the pleasures and joys that we shall have in heaven1 as1 ,righteous men shall shine as the sun and shall run about like sparkles of fire among reeds4 ,now1 tell some carnal-minded man of this manner of pleasure1 and he shall take little pleasure in it1 and say he careth not to have his flesh shine1 he1 nor like a spark of fire to skip about in the sky4 ,tell him that his body shall be impassible and never feel harm1 and he will think then that he shall never be ahungered or athirst1 and shall thereby forbear all his pleasure of eating and drinking1 and that he shall never wish for sleep1 and shall thereby lose the pleasure that he was wont to take in lying slug-abed4 ,tell him that men and women shall there live together as angels without any manner of mind or motion unto the carnal act of generation1 and he will think that he shall thereby not use there his old filthy voluptuous fashion4 ,he will say then that he is better at ease already1 and would not give this world for that4 ,for1 as ,st4 ,paul saith1 ,a carnal man feeleth not the things that be of the spirit of ,god1 for it is foolishness to him4 ,but the time shall come when these foul filthy pleasures shall be so taken from him that it shall abhor his heart once to think on them4 ,every man hath a certain shadow of this experience in the fervent grief of a sore painful sickness1 when his stomach can scant abide to look upon any meat1 and as for the acts of the other foul filthy lust1 he is ready to vomit if he hap to think thereon4 ,when a man shall after this life feel in his heart that horrible abomination1 of which sickness hath here a shadow1 at the remembrance of these voluptuous pleasures1 for which he would here be loth to change with the joys of heaven3 when he shall1 ,i say1 after this life1 have his fleshly pleasures in abomination1 and shall have there a glimmering 7though far from a perfect sight7 of those heavenly joys which here he set so little by--,o1 good ,god1 how fain will he then be1 with how good will and how gladly would he then give this whole world1 if it were his1 to have the feeling of some little part of those joys6 ,and therefore let us all who cannot now conceive such delight in the consideration of them as we should1 have often in our eyes by reading1 often in our ears by hearing1 often in our mouths by rehearsing1 often in our hearts by meditation and thinking1 those joyful words of the holy scripture by which we learn how wonderful huge and great are those spiritual heavenly joys4 ,our carnal hearts have so feeble and so faint a feeling of them1 and our dull worldly wits are so little able to conceive so much as a shadow of the right imagination6 ,a shadow1 ,i say1 for1 as for the thing as it is1 not only can no fleshly carnal fancy conceive that1 but beside that no spiritual person peradventure neither1 so long as he is still living here in this world4 ,for since the very essential substance of all the celestial joy standeth in the blessed beholding of the glorious ,godhead face to face1 no man may presume or look to attain it in this life4 ,for ,god hath said so himself3 ,there shall no man here living behold me4 ,and therefore we may well know not only that we are1 for the state of this life1 kept from the fruition of the bliss of heaven1 but also ,i think that the very best man living here upon earth--the best man1 ,i mean1 who is no more than man--cannot attain the right imagination of it2 but those who are very virtuous are yet 7in a manner7 as far from it as a man born blind is from the right imagination of colours4 ,the words that ,st4 ,paul rehearseth of the prophet ,isaiah1 prophesying of ,christ's incarnation1 may properly be verified of the joys of heaven3 ,oculus non vidit1 nec auris audivit1 nec in cor hominis adscendit1 quae preparavit ,deus diligentibus se4 ,for surely1 for this state of this world1 the joys of heaven are by man's mouth unspeakable1 to man's ears not audible1 to men's hearts uncogitable1 so far excel they all that ever men have heard of1 all that ever men can speak of1 and all that men can by natural possibility think on4 ,and yet1 whereas such be the joys of heaven that are prepared for every saved soul1 our ,lord saith yet1 by the mouth of ,st4 ,john1 that he will give his holy martyrs who suffer for his sake many a special kind of joy4 ,for he saith1 ,to him that overcometh1 ,i shall give him to eat of the tree of life4 ,and ,i shall confess his name before my ,father and before his angels4 ,and also he saith1 ,fear none of those things that thou shalt suffer 4 4 4 1 but be faithful unto the death1 and ,i shall give thee the crown of life4 ,he that overcometh shall not be hurt of the second death4 ,and he saith also1 ,to him that overcometh will ,i give manna secret and hid4 ,and ,i will give him a white suffrage1 and in his suffrage a new name written1 which no man knoweth but he that receiveth it4 ,they used of old in ,greece1 where ,st4 ,john did write1 to elect and choose men unto honourable offices1 and every man's assent was called his suffrage1 which in some places was by voices and in some places by hands4 ,and one kind of those suffrages was by certain things that in ,latin are called calculi because1 in some places1 they used round stones for them4 ,now our ,lord saith that unto him who overcometh he will give a white suffrage1 for those that were white signified approving1 as the black signified reproving4 ,and in those suffrages did they use to write the name of him to whom they gave their vote4 ,now our ,lord saith that to him who overcometh he will in the suffrage give him a new name1 which no man knoweth but him who receiveth it4 ,he saith also1 ,he that overcometh1 ,i will make him a pillar in the temple of my ,god1 and he shall go no more out thereof1 and ,i shall write upon him the name of my ,god and the name of the city of my ,god1 the new ,jerusalem which descendeth from heaven from my ,god1 and ,i shall write on him also my new name4 ,if we wished to enlarge upon this1 and were able to declare these special gifts1 with yet others that are specified in the second and third chapters of the ,apocalypse1 then would it appear how far those heavenly joys shall surmount above all the comfort that ever came in the mind of any man living here upon earth4 ,the blessed apostle ,st4 ,paul1 who suffered so many perils and so many passions1 saith of himself that he hath been in many labours1 in prisons oftener than others1 in stripes above measure1 at point of death often times2 of the ,jews had ,i five times forty stripes save one1 thrice have ,i been beaten with rods1 once was ,i stoned1 thrice have ,i been in shipwreck1 a day and a night was ,i in the depth of the sea2 in my journeys oft have ,i been in peril of floods1 in peril of thieves1 in peril by the ,jews1 in perils by the pagans1 in perils in the city1 in perils in the desert1 in perils in the sea1 perils by false brethren1 in labour and misery1 in many nights' watch1 in hunger and thirst1 in many fastings1 in cold and nakedness2 beside those things that are outward1 my daily instant labour1 ,i mean my care and solicitude about all the churches1 and yet saith he more of his tribulations1 which for the length ,i let pass4 ,this blessed apostle1 ,i say1 for all these tribulations that he himself suffered in the continuance of so many years1 calleth all the tribulations of this world but light and as short as a moment1 in respect of the weighty glory that it winneth us after this world3 ,this same short and momentary tribulation of ours that is in this present time1 worketh within us the weight of glory above measure on high1 we beholding not these things that we see1 but those things that we see not4 ,for those things that we see are but temporal things1 but those things that are not seen are eternal4 ,now to this great glory no man can come headless4 ,our head is ,christ1 and therefore to him must we be joined1 and as members of his must we follow him1 if we wish to come thither4 ,he is our guide to guide us thither1 and he is entered in before us4 ,and he therefore who will enter in after1 the same way that ,christ walked1 the same way must he walk4 ,and what was the way by which he walked into heaven8 ,he himself showed what way it was that his ,father had provided for him1 when he said to the two disciples going toward the village of ,emaus1 ,knew you not that ,christ must suffer passion1 and by that way enter into his kingdom8 ,who can for very shame desire to enter into the kingdom of ,christ with ease1 when he himself entered not into his own without pain8 ,,xxvii ,surely1 cousin1 as ,i said before1 in bearing the loss of worldly goods1 in suffering captivity1 thraldom1 and imprisonment1 and in the glad sustaining of worldly shame1 if we would in all those points deeply ponder the example of our ,saviour himself1 it would be sufficient of itself alone to encourage every true ,christian man and woman to refuse none of all those calamities for his sake4 ,so say ,i now for painful death also3 ,if we could and would with due compassion conceive in our minds a right imagination and remembrance of ,christ's bitter painful passion--of the many sore bloody strokes that the cruel tormentors gave him with rods and whips upon every part of his holy tender body2 of the scornful crown of sharp thorns beaten down upon his holy head1 so strait and so deep that on every part his blessed blood issued out and streamed down2 of his lovely limbs drawn and stretched out upon the cross1 to the intolerable pain of his sore-beaten veins and sinews1 feeling anew1 with the cruel stretching and straining1 pain far surpassing any cramp in every part of his blessed body at once2 of the great long nails then cruelly driven with the hammer through his holy hands and feet2 of his body1 in this horrible pain1 lifted up and let hang1 with all its weight bearing down upon the painful wounded places so grievously pierced with nails2 and in such torment1 without pity1 but not without many despites1 suffered to be pined and pained the space of more than three long hours1 till he himself willingly gave up unto his ,father his holy soul2 after which yet1 to show the mightiness of their malice1 after his holy soul departed1 they pierced his holy heart with a sharp spear1 at which issued out the holy blood and water1 whence his holy sacraments have inestimable secret strength--if we could1 ,i say1 remember these things1 in such a way as would ,god that we would1 ,i verily suppose that the consideration of his incomparable kindness could not fail so to inflame our key-cold hearts1 and set them on fire with his love1 that we should find ourselves not only content but also glad and desirous to suffer death for his sake who so marvellously lovingly forbore not to sustain so far passing painful death for ours4 ,would ,god that we would here--to the shame of our cold affection toward ,god1 in return for such fervent love and inestimable kindness of ,god toward us--would ,god we would1 ,i say1 but consider what hot affection many of these fleshly lovers have borne and daily bear to those upon whom they dote4 ,how many of them have not stinted to jeopard their lives1 and how many have willingly lost their lives indeed1 without any great kindness showed them before--and afterward1 you know1 they could nothing win6 ,but it contented and satisfied their minds that by their death their lover should clearly see how faithfully they loved4 ,the delight thereof1 imprinted in their fancy1 not only assuaged their pain but also1 they thought1 outweighed it all4 ,of these affections1 with the wonderful dolorous effects following upon them1 not only old written stories1 but beside that experience1 ,i think1 in every country1 ,christian and heathen both1 giveth us proof enough4 ,and is it not then a wonderful shame for us1 for the dread of temporal death1 to forsake our ,saviour who willingly suffered so painful death rather than forsake us8 ,considering that1 beside that1 he shall for our suffering so highly reward us with everlasting wealth4 ,oh1 if he who is content to die for his love1 of whom he looketh afterward for no reward1 and yet by his death goeth from her1 might by his death be sure to come to her and ever after in delight and pleasure to dwell with her--such a love would not stint here to die for her twice6 ,and what cold lovers are we then unto ,god1 if1 rather than die for him once1 we will refuse him and forsake him forever--him who both died for us before1 and hath also provided that1 if we die here for him1 we shall in heaven everlastingly both live and also reign with him6 ,for as ,st4 ,paul saith1 ,if we suffer with him1 we shall reign with him4 ,how many ,romans1 how many noble hearts of other sundry countries1 have willingly given their own lives and suffered great deadly pains and very painful deaths for their countries1 to win by their death only the reward of worldly renown and fame6 ,and should we1 then1 shrink to suffer as much for eternal honour in heaven and everlasting glory8 ,the devil hath also some heretics so obstinate that they wittingly endure painful death for vain glory4 ,and is it not then more than shame that ,christ shall see his ,catholics forsake his faith rather than suffer the same for heaven and true glory8 ,would ,god1 as ,i many times have said1 that the remembrance of ,christ's kindness in suffering his passion for us1 the consideration of hell that we shall fall in by forsaking him1 and the joyful meditation of eternal life in heaven that we shall win with this short temporal death patiently taken for him1 had so deep a place in our breast as reason would that they should--and as1 if we would strive toward it and labour for it and pray for it1 ,i verily think they would4 ,for then should they so take up our mind and ravish it all another way1 that1 as a man hurt in a fray feeleth not sometimes his wound nor yet is aware of it1 until his mind fall more thereon 7so much so that sometimes another man telleth him that he hath lost a hand before he perceive it himself71 so the mind ravished in the thinking deeply of those other things--,christ's death1 hell1 and heaven--would be likely to diminish and put away four parts of the feeling of our painful death--either of the death or the pain4 ,for of this am ,i very sure3 ,if we had the fifteenth part of the love for ,christ that he both had and hath for us1 all the pain of this ,turk's persecution could not keep us from him1 but there would be at this day as many martyrs here in ,hungary as there have been before in other countries of old4 ,and ,i doubt not but that1 if the ,turk stood even here with all his whole army about him2 and if every one of them all were ready at hand with all the terrible torments that they could imagine1 and were setting their torments to us unless we would forsake the faith2 and if to the increase of our terror they fell all at once in a shout1 with trumpets1 tabrets1 and timbrels all blown up at once1 and all their guns let go therewith to make us a fearful noise2 if then1 on the other hand1 the ground should suddenly quake and rive atwain1 and the devils should rise out of hell and show themselves in such ugly shape as damned wretches shall see them2 and if1 with that hideous howling that those hell-hounds should screech1 they should lay hell open on every side round about our feet1 so that as we stood we should look down into that pestilent pit and see the swarm of poor souls in the terrible torments there--we would wax so afraid of the sight that we should scantly remember that we saw the ,turk's host4 ,and in good faith1 for all that1 yet think ,i further this3 ,if there might then appear the great glory of ,god1 the ,trinity in his high marvellous majesty1 our ,saviour in his glorious manhood sitting on the throne1 with his immaculate mother and all that glorious company1 calling us there unto them2 and if our way should yet lie through marvellous painful death before we could come at them--upon the sight1 ,i say1 of that glory1 ,i daresay there would be no man who once would shrink at death1 but every man would run on toward them in all that ever he could1 though there lay by the way1 to kill us for malice1 both all the ,turk's tormentors and all the devils4 ,and therefore1 cousin1 let us well consider these things1 and let us have sure hope in the help of ,god4 ,and then ,i doubt not but what we shall be sure that1 as the prophet saith1 the truth of his promise shall so compass us with a shield that we shall never need to fear4 ,for either1 if we trust in ,god well1 and prepare us for it1 the ,turk shall never meddle with us2 or else1 if he do1 he shall do us no harm but1 instead of harm1 inestimable good4 ,wherefore should we so sore now despair of ,god's gracious help1 unless we were such madmen as to think that either his power or his mercy were worn out already8 ,for we see that so many a thousand holy martyrs1 by his holy help1 suffered as much before as any man shall be put to now4 ,or what excuse can we have by the tenderness of our flesh8 ,for we can be no more tender than were many of them1 among whom were not only men of strength1 but also weak women and children4 ,and since the strength of them all stood in the help of ,god2 and since the very strongest of them all was never able to himself to stand against all the world1 and with ,god's help the feeblest of them all was strong enough so to stand2 let us prepare ourselves with prayer1 with our whole trust in his help1 without any trust in our own strength4 ,let us think on it and prepare ourselves for it in our minds long before4 ,let us therein conform our will unto his1 not desiring to be brought unto the peril of persecution 7for it beseemeth a proud high mind to desire martyrdom7 but desiring help and strength of ,god1 if he suffer us to come to the stress--either being sought1 found1 and brought out against our wills1 or else being by his commandment1 for the comfort of our cure1 bound to abide4 ,let us fall to fasting1 to prayer1 and to almsdeed in time1 and give unto ,god that which may be taken from us4 ,if the devil put in our mind the saving of our land and our goods1 let us remember that we cannot save them long4 ,if he frighten us with exile and flying from our country1 let us remember that we be born into the broad world1 not to stick still in one place like a tree1 and that whithersoever we go1 ,god shall go with us4 ,if he threaten us with captivity1 let us answer him that it is better to be thrall unto a man for a while1 for the pleasure of ,god1 than1 by displeasing ,god1 to be perpetual thrall unto the devil4 ,if he threaten us with imprisonment1 let us tell him that we would rather be man's prisoner a while here in earth than1 by forsaking the faith1 be his prisoners for ever in hell4 ,if he put in our minds the terror of the ,turks1 let us consider his false sleight1 for this tale he telleth us to make us forget him4 ,but let us remember well that1 in respect of himself1 the ,turks are but a shadow4 ,and all that they can do can be but a flea-bite in comparison with the mischief that he goeth about4 ,the ,turks are but his tormentors1 for he himself doth the deed4 ,our ,lord saith in the ,apocalypse1 ,the devil shall send some of you to prison1 to tempt you4 ,he saith not that men shall1 but that the devil shall1 himself4 ,for without question the devil's own deed it is1 to bring us by his temptation1 with fear and force1 into eternal damnation4 ,and therefore saith ,st4 ,paul1 ,our wrestling is not against flesh and blood1 etc4 ,thus may we see that in such persecutions it is the midday devil himself that maketh such incursion upon us1 by the men who are his ministers1 to make us fall for fear4 ,for until we fall he can never hurt us4 ,and therefore saith ,st4 ,james1 ,stand against the devil and he shall flee from you4 ,for he never runneth upon a man to seize him with his claws until he see him down on the ground1 willingly fallen himself4 ,for his fashion is to set his servants against us1 and by them to make us fall for fear or for impatience4 ,and he himself in the meanwhile compasseth us1 running and roaring like a ramping lion about us1 looking to see who will fall1 that he may then devour him4 ,your adversary the devil1 saith ,st4 ,peter1 like a roaring lion1 runneth about in circuit1 seeking whom he may devour4 ,the devil it is1 therefore1 who1 if we will fall for fear of men1 is ready to run upon us and devour us4 ,and is it wisdom1 then1 to think so much upon the ,turks that we forget the devil8 ,what a madman would he be who1 when a lion were about to devour him1 would vouchsafe to regard the biting of a little fisting cur8 ,therefore1 when he roareth out upon us by the threats of mortal men1 let us tell him that with our inward eye we see him well enough1 and intend to stand and fight with him1 even hand to hand4 ,if he threaten us that we be too weak1 let us tell him that our captain ,christ is with us1 and that we shall fight with the strength of him who hath vanquished him already4 ,and let us fence with faith1 and comfort us with hope1 and smite the devil in the face with the firebrand of charity4 ,for surely1 if we be of the tender loving mind that our ,master was1 and do not hate them that kill us but pity them and pray for them1 with sorrow for the peril that they work unto themselves1 then that fire of charity thrown in his face will strike the devil suddenly so blind that he cannot see where to fasten a stroke on us4 ,when we feel ourselves too bold1 let us remember our own feebleness1 and when we feel ourselves too faint1 let us remember ,christ's strength4 ,in our fear1 let us remember ,christ's painful agony1 that he himself would for our comfort suffer before his passion1 to the intent that no fear should make us despair4 ,and let us ever call for his help1 such as he himself may please to send us4 ,and then need we never doubt but that he shall either keep us from the painful death1 or else strengthen us in it so that he shall joyously bring us to heaven by it4 ,and then doth he much more for us than if he kept us from it4 ,for ,god did more for poor ,lazarus1 in helping him patiently to die for hunger at the rich man's door1 than if he had brought to him at the door all the rich glutton's dinner4 ,so1 though he be gracious to a man whom he delivereth out of painful trouble1 yet doth he much more for a man if1 through right painful death1 he deliver him from this wretched world into eternal bliss4 ,whosoever shrinketh away from it by forsaking his faith1 and falleth in the peril of everlasting fire1 he shall be very sure to repent ere it be long after4 ,for ,i am sure that whensoever he falleth sick next1 he will wish that he had been killed for ,christ's sake before4 ,what folly is it1 then1 to flee for fear from that death which thou seest thou shalt shortly afterward wish thou hadst died6 ,yea1 ,i daresay almost every good ,christian man would very fain this day that yesterday he had been cruelly killed for ,christ's sake--even for the desire of heaven1 though there were no hell4 ,but to fear while the pain is coming1 there is all our hindrance6 ,but if1 on the other hand1 we would remember hell's pain into which we fall while we flee from this1 then this short pain should be no hindrance at all4 ,and yet1 if we were faithful1 we should be more pricked forward by deep consideration of the joys of heaven1 of which the apostle saith1 ,the passions of this time be not worthy to the glory that is to come1 which shall be showed in us4 ,we should not1 ,i believe1 need much more in all this matter than one text of ,st4 ,paul1 if we would consider it well4 ,for surely1 mine own good cousin1 remember that if it were possible for me and you alone to suffer as much trouble as the whole world doth together1 all that would not be worthy of itself to bring us to the joy which we hope to have everlastingly4 ,and therefore1 ,i pray you1 let the consideration of that you put out all worldly trouble out of your heart1 and also pray that it may do the same in me4 ,and even thus will ,i1 good cousin1 with these words1 make a sudden end of mine whole tale1 and bid you farewell4 ,for now begin ,i to feel myself somewhat weary4 ,,vincent3 ,forsooth1 good uncle1 this is a good end4 ,and it is no marvel if you are waxed weary4 ,for ,i have this day put you to so much labour that1 save for the comfort that you yourself may take from having bestowed your time so well1 and for the comfort that ,i have taken--and more shall1 ,i trust--of your good counsel given1 else would ,i be very sorry to have put you to so much pain4 ,but now shall our ,lord reward and recompense you therefore1 and many1 ,i trust1 shall pray for you4 ,for to the intent that the more men may take profit of you1 ,i purpose1 uncle1 as my poor wit and learning will serve me1 to record your good counsel not only in our own language1 but in the ,german tongue too4 ,and thus1 praying ,god to give me1 and all others who shall read it1 the grace to follow your good counsel1 ,i shall commit you to ,god4 ,,anthony3 ,since you be minded1 cousin1 to bestow so much labour on it1 ,i would it had happed you to fetch the counsel at some wiser man1 who could have given you better4 ,but better men may add more things1 and better also1 thereto4 ,and in the meantime1 ,i beseech our ,lord to breathe of his ,holy ,spirit into the reader's breast1 who inwardly may teach him in heart4 ,for without him little availeth all that the mouths of the world would be able to teach in men's ears4 ,and thus1 good cousin1 farewell1 till ,god bring us together again1 either here or in heaven4 ,amen4