,transcribed from the #ahid ,oliphant ,anderson and ,ferrier edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgd;coventry4ac4uk ,,samuel ,,rutherford ,,and ,,some ,,of ,,his ,,correspondents ,,lectures ,,delivered ,,in ,,st4 ,,george',s ,,free ,,church ,,edinburgh3 ,,by ,,alexander ,,whyte1 ,d4,d4 ,,author ,,of ',,bunyan ,,characters' ,,etc4 ,,published ,,by ,,oliphant ,,anderson ,,and ,,ferrier #cj ,,st4 ,,mary ,,street1 ,,edinburgh1 ,,and #bd ,,old ,,bailey1 ,,london #ahid ,i4 ,,joshua ,,redivivus ',he sent me as a spy to see the land and to try the ford4' ,rutherford4 ,samuel ,rutherford1 the author of the seraphic ,letters1 was born in the south of ,scotland in the year of our ,lord #afjj4 ,thomas ,goodwin was born in ,england in the same year1 ,robert ,leighton in #afaa1 ,richard ,baxter in #afae1 ,john ,owen in #afaf1 ,john ,bunyan in #afbh1 and ,john ,howe in #afcj4 ,a little vellum-covered volume now lies open before me1 the title-page of which runs thus3--',joshua ,redivivus1 or ,mr4 ,rutherford's ,letters1 now published for the use of the people of ,god3 but more particularly for those who now are1 or may afterwards be1 put to suffering for ,christ and ,his cause4 ,by a well-wisher to the work and to the people of ,god4 ,printed in the year #affd4' ,that is all4 ,it would not have been safe in #affd to say more4 ,there is no editor's name on the title-page1 no publisher's name1 and no place of printing or of publication4 ,only two texts of forewarning and reassuring ,scripture1 and then the year of grace #affd4 ,joshua ,redivivus3 ,that is to say1 ,moses' spy and pioneer1 ,moses' successor and the captain of the ,lord's covenanted host come back again4 ,a second ,joshua sent to ,scotland to go before ,god's people in that land and in that day2 a spy who would both by his experience and by his testimony cheer and encourage the suffering people of ,god4 ,for all this ,samuel ,rutherford truly was4 ,as he said of himself in one of his letters to ,hugh ,mackail1 he was indeed a spy sent out to make experiment upon the life of silence and separation1 banishment and martyrdom1 and to bring back a report of that life for the vindication of ,christ and for the support and encouragement of ,his people4 ,it was a happy thought of ,rutherford's first editor1 ,robert ,m',ward1 his old ,westminster ,assembly secretary1 to put at the top of his title-page1 ,joshua risen again from the dead1 or1 ,mr4 ,rutherford's ,letters written from his place of banishment in ,aberdeen4 ,in selecting his twelve spies1 ,moses went on the principle of choosing the best and the ablest men he could lay hold of in all ,israel4 ,and in selecting ,samuel ,rutherford to be the first sufferer for ,his covenanted people in ,scotland1 our ,lord took a man who was already famous for his character and his services4 ,for no man of his age in broad ,scotland stood higher as a scholar1 a theologian1 a controversialist1 a preacher and a very saint than ,samuel ,rutherford4 ,he had been settled at ,anwoth on the ,solway in #afbg1 and for the next nine years he had lived such a noble life among his people as to make ,anwoth famous as long as ,jesus ,christ has a ,church in ,scotland4 ,as we say ,bunyan and ,bedford1 ,baxter and ,kidderminster1 ,newton and ,olney1 ,edwards and ,northampton1 ,boston and ,ettrick1 ,m',cheyne and ,st4 ,peter's1 so we say ,rutherford and ,anwoth4 ,his talents1 his industry1 his scholarship1 his preaching power1 his pastoral solicitude and his saintly character all combined to make ,rutherford a marked man both to the friends and to the enemies of the truth4 ,his talents and his industry while he was yet a student in ,edinburgh had carried him to the top of his classes1 and all his days he could write in ,latin better than either in ,scotch or ,english4 ,his habits of work at ,anwoth soon became a very proverb4 ,his people boasted that their minister was always at his books1 always among his parishioners1 always at their sick-beds and their death-beds1 always catechising their children and always alone with his ,god4 ,and then the matchless preaching of the parish church of ,anwoth4 ,we can gather what made the ,sabbaths of ,anwoth so memorable both to ,rutherford and to his people from the books we still have from those great ,sabbaths3 ,the ,trial and the ,triumph of ,faith2 ,christ ,dying and ,drawing ,sinners to ,himself2 and such like4 ,rutherford was the 'most moving and the most affectionate of preachers1' a preacher determined to know nothing but ,jesus ,christ and ,him crucified1 but not so much crucified1 as crucified and risen again--crucified indeed1 but now glorified4 ,rutherford's life for his people at ,anwoth has something altogether superhuman and unearthly about it4 ,his correspondents in his own day and his critics in our day stumble at his too intense devotion to his charge2 he lived for his congregation1 they tell us1 almost to the neglect of his wife and children4 ,but by the time of his banishment his home was desolate1 his wife and children were in the grave4 ,and all the time and thought and love they had got from him while they were alive had1 now that they were dead1 returned with new and intensified devotion to his people and his parish4 ,fair ,anwoth by the ,solway1 ,to me thou still art dear1 ,e'en from the verge of heaven ,i drop for thee a tear4 ,oh6 if one soul from ,anwoth ,meet me at ,god's right hand1 ,my heaven will be two heavens ,in ,immanuel's ,land4 ,this then was the spy chosen by ,jesus ,christ to go out first of all the ministers of ,scotland into the life of banishment in that day1 so as to try its fords and taste its vineyards1 and to report to ,god's straitened and persecuted people at home4 ,to begin with1 it must always be remembered that ,rutherford was not laid in irons in ,aberdeen1 or cast into a dungeon4 ,he was simply deprived of his pulpit and of his liberty to preach1 and was sentenced to live in silence in the town of ,aberdeen4 ,like ,dante1 another great spy of ,god's providence and grace1 ,rutherford was less a prisoner than an exile4 ,but if any man thinks that simply to be an exile is a small punishment1 or a light cross1 let him read the psalms and prophecies of ,babylon1 the ,divine ,comedy1 and ,rutherford's ,letters4 ,yes1 banishment was banishment2 exile was exile2 silent ,sabbaths were silent ,sabbaths2 and a borrowed fireside with all its willing heat was still a borrowed fireside2 and1 spite of all that the best people of ,aberdeen could do for ,samuel ,rutherford1 he felt the friendliest stairs of that city to be very steep to his feet1 and its best bread to be very salt in his mouth4 ,but1 with all that1 ,samuel ,rutherford would have been but a blind and unprofitable spy for the best people of ,god in ,scotland1 for ,marion ,m',naught1 and ,lady ,kenmure1 and ,lady ,culross1 for the ,cardonesses1 father1 and mother1 and son1 and for ,hugh ,mackail1 and such like1 if he had tasted nothing more bitter than borrowed bread in ,aberdeen1 and climbed nothing steeper than a granite stair4 ',paul had need1' ,rutherford writes to ,lady ,kenmure1 'of the devil's service to buffet him1 and far more1 you and me4' ,i am downright afraid to go on to tell you how ,satan was sent to buffet ,samuel ,rutherford in his banishment1 and how he was sifted as wheat is sifted in his exile4 ,i would not expose such a saint of ,god to every eye1 but ,i look for fellow-worshippers here on these ,rutherford ,sabbath evenings1 who know something of the plague of their own hearts1 and who are comforted in their banishment and battle by nothing more than when they are assured that they are not alone in the deep darkness4 ',when ,christian had travelled in this disconsolate condition for some time he thought he heard the voice of a man as going before him and saying1 ,though ,i walk through the ,valley of the ,shadow of ,death ,i will fear no ill1 for ,thou art with me4 ,then he was glad1 and that for these reasons3--,firstly1 because he gathered from thence that some one who feared ,god was in this valley as well as himself4 ,secondly1 for that he perceived that ,god was with them though in that dark and dismal state2 and why not1 thought he1 with me8 ,thirdly1 for that he hoped1 could he overtake them1 to have company by and by4' ,and1 in like manner1 ,i am certain that it will encourage and save from despair some who now hear me if ,i just report to them some of the discoveries and experiences of himself that ,samuel ,rutherford made among the siftings and buffetings of his ,aberdeen exile4 ,writing to ,lady ,culross1 he says3--',o my guiltiness1 the follies of my youth and the neglects of my calling1 they all do stare me in the face here2 4 4 4 the world hath sadly mistaken me3 no man knoweth what guiltiness is in me4' ,and to ,lady ,boyd1 speaking of some great lessons he had learnt in the school of adversity1 he says1 ',in the third place1 ,i have seen here my abominable vileness1 and it is such that if ,i were well known no one in all the kingdom would ask me how ,i do4 4 4 4 ,i am a deeper hypocrite and a shallower professor than any one could believe4 ,madam1 pity me1 the chief of sinners4' ,and1 again1 to the ,laird of ,carlton3 ',woe1 woe is me1 that men should think there is anything in me4 ,the house-devils that keep me company and this sink of corruption make me to carry low sails4 4 4 4 ,but1 howbeit ,i am a wretched captive of sin1 yet my ,lord can hew heaven out of worse timber than ,i am1 if worse there be4' ,and to ,lady ,kenmure3 ',i am somebody in the books of my friends1 4 4 4 but there are armies of thoughts within me1 saying the contrary1 and laughing at the mistakes of my many friends4 ,oh6 if my inner side were only seen6' ,ah no1 my brethren1 no land is so fearful to them that are sent to search it out as their own heart4 ',the land1' said the ten spies1 'is a land that eateth up the inhabitants thereof2 the cities are walled up to heaven1 and very great1 and the children of ,anak dwell in them4 ,we were in their sight as grasshoppers1 and so we were in our own sight4' ,ah1 no6 no stair is so steep as the stair of sanctification1 no bread is so salt as that which is baked for a man of ,god out of the wild oats of his past sin and his present sinfulness4 ,even ,joshua and ,caleb1 who brought back a good report of the land1 did not deny that the children of ,anak were there1 or that their walls went up to heaven1 or that they1 the spies1 were as grasshoppers before their foes3 ,caleb and ,joshua only said that1 in spite of all that1 if the ,lord delighted in ,his people1 ,he both could and would give them a land flowing with milk and honey4 ,and be it recorded and remembered to his credit and his praise that1 with all his self-discoveries and self- accusings1 ,rutherford did not utter one single word of doubt or despair2 so far from that was he1 that in one of his letters to ,hugh ,m',kail he tells us that some of his correspondents have written to him that he is possibly too joyful under the cross4 ,blunt old ,knockbrex1 for one1 wrote to his old minister to restrain somewhat his ecstasy4 ,so true was it1 what ,rutherford said of himself to ,david ,dickson1 that he was 'made up of extremes4' ,so he was1 for ,i know no man among all my masters in personal religion who unites greater extremes in himself than ,samuel ,rutherford4 ,who weeps like ,rutherford over his banishment from ,anwoth1 while all the time who is so feasted in ,christ's palace in ,aberdeen8 ,who loathes himself like ,rutherford8 ,not ,bunyan1 not ,brea1 not ,boston2 and1 at the same time1 who is so transported and lost to himself in the beauty and sweetness of ,christ8 ,as we read his raptures we almost say with cautious old ,knockbrex1 that possibly ,rutherford is somewhat too full of ecstasy for this fallen1 still unsanctified1 and still so slippery world4 ,it took two men to carry back the cluster of grapes the spies cut down at ,eshcol1 and there is sweetness and strength and ecstasy enough for ten men in any one of ,rutherford's inebriated ,letters4 ',see what the land is1 and whether it be fat or lean1 and bring back of the fruits of the land4' ,this was the order given by ,moses to the twelve spies4 ,and1 whether the land was fat or lean1 ,moses and all ,israel could judge for themselves when the spies laid down their load of grapes at ,moses' feet4 ',i can report nothing but good of the land1' said ,joshua ,redivivus1 as he sent back such clusters of its vineyards and such pots of its honey to ,hugh ,mackail1 to ,marion ,m',naught1 and to ,lady ,kenmure4 ,and then1 when all his letters were collected and published1 never surely1 since the ,epistles of ,paul and the ,gospel of ,john1 had such clusters of encouragement and such intoxicating cordials been laid to the lips of the ,church of ,christ4 ,our old authors tell us that after the northern tribes had tasted the warmth and the sweetness of the wines of ,italy they could take no rest till they had conquered and taken possession of that land of sunshine where such grapes so plentifully grew4 ,and how many hearts have been carried captive with the beauty and the grace of ,christ1 and with the land of ,immanuel1 where ,he drinks wine with the saints in ,his ,father's house1 by the reading of ,samuel ,rutherford's ,letters1 the day of the ,lord will alone declare4 ,oh6 ,christ ,he is the ,fountain1 ,the deep sweet ,well of love6 ,the streams on earth ,i've tasted1 ,more deep ,i'll drink above4 ,there to an ocean fulness ,his mercy doth expand1 ,and glory1 glory dwelleth ,in ,immanuel's ,land4 ,,ii4 ,,samuel ,,rutherford ,,and ,,some ,,of ,,his ,,extremes ',i am made of extremes4'--,rutherford4 ,a story is told in ,wodrow of an ,english merchant who had occasion to visit ,scotland on business about the year #afej4 ,on his return home his friends asked him what news he had brought with him from the north4 ',good news1' he said2 'for when ,i went to ,st4 ,andrews ,i heard a sweet1 majestic- looking man1 and he showed me the majesty of ,god4 ,after him ,i heard a little fair man1 and he showed me the loveliness of ,christ4 ,i then went to ,irvine1 where ,i heard a well-favoured1 proper old man with a long beard1 and that man showed me all my own heart4' ,the little fair man who showed this ,english merchant the loveliness of ,christ was ,samuel ,rutherford1 and the proper old man who showed him all his own heart was ,david ,dickson4 ,dr4 ,m',crie says of ,david ,dickson that he was singularly successful in dissecting the human heart and in winning souls to the ,redeemer1 and all that we know of ,dickson bears out that high estimate4 ,when he was presiding on one occasion at the ordination of a young minister1 whom he had had some hand in bringing up1 among the advices the old minister gave the new beginner were these3--,that he should remain unmarried for four years1 in order to give himself up wholly to his great work2 and that both in preaching and in prayer he should be as succinct as possible so as not to weary his hearers2 and1 lastly1 ',oh1 study ,god well and your own heart4' ,we have five letters of ,rutherford's to this master of the human heart1 and it is in the third of these that ,rutherford opens his heart to his father in the ,gospel1 and tells him that he is made up of extremes4 ,in every way that was so4 ,it is a common remark with all ,rutherford's biographers and editors and commentators what extremes met in that little fair man4 ,the finest thing that has ever been written on ,rutherford is ,mr4 ,taylor ,innes's lecture in the ,evangelical ,succession series4 ,and the intellectual extremes that met in ,rutherford are there set forth by ,rutherford's acute and sympathetic critic at some length4 ,for one thing1 the greatest speculative freedom and theological breadth met in ,rutherford with the greatest ecclesiastical hardness and narrowness4 ,i do not know any author of that day1 either in ,england or in ,scotland1 either ,prelatist or ,puritan1 who shows more imaginative freedom and speculative power than ,rutherford does in his ,christ ,dying1 unless it is his still greater contemporary1 ,thomas ,goodwin4 ,and it is with corresponding distress that we read some of ,rutherford's polemical works1 and even the polemical parts of his heavenly ,letters4 ,there is a remarkable passage in one of his controversial books that reminds us of some of ,shakespeare's own tributes to ,england3 ',i judge that in ,england the ,lord hath many names and a fair company that shall stand at the side of ,christ when ,he shall render up the kingdom to the ,father2 and that in that renowned land there be men of all ranks1 wise1 valorous1 generous1 noble1 heroic1 faithful1 religious1 gracious1 learned4' ,rutherford's whole passage is worthy to stand beside ,shakespeare's great passage on 'this blessed plot1 this earth1 this realm1 this ,england4' ,but persecution from ,england and controversy at home so embittered ,rutherford's sweet and gracious spirit that passages like that are but few and far between4 ,but let him away out into pure theology1 and1 especially1 let him get his wings on the person1 and the work1 and the glory of ,christ1 and few theologians of any age or any school rise to a larger air1 or command a wider scope1 or discover a clearer eye of speculation than ,rutherford1 till we feel exactly like the laird of ,glanderston1 who1 when ,rutherford left a controversial passage in a sermon and went on to speak of ,christ1 cried out in the church--',ay1 hold you there1 minister2 you are all right there6' ,a domestic controversy that arose in the ,church of ,scotland towards the end of ,rutherford's life so separated ,rutherford from ,dickson and ,blair that ,rutherford would not take part with ,blair1 the 'sweet1 majestic-looking man1' in the ,lord's ,supper4 ',oh1 to be above1' ,blair exclaimed1 'where there are no misunderstandings6' ,it was this same controversy that made ,john ,livingstone say in a letter to ,blair that his wife and he had had more bitterness over that dispute than ever they had tasted since they knew what bitterness meant4 ,well might ,rutherford say1 on another such occasion1 ',it is hard when saints rejoice in the sufferings of saints1 and when the redeemed hurt1 and go nigh to hate the redeemed4' ,watch and pray1 my brethren1 lest in controversy--ephemeral and immaterial controversy--you also go near to hate and hurt one another1 as ,rutherford did4 ,and then1 what strength1 combined with what tenderness1 there is in ,rutherford6 ,in all my acquaintance with literature ,i do not know any author who has two books under his name so unlike one another1 two books that are such a contrast to one another1 as ,lex ,rex and the ,letters4 ,a more firmly built argument than ,lex ,rex1 an argument so clamped together with the iron bands of scholastic and legal lore1 is not to be met with in any ,english book2 a more lawyer-looking production is not in all the ,advocates' ,library than just ,lex ,rex4 ,there is as much emotion in the multiplication table as there is in ,lex ,rex2 and then1 on the other hand1 the ,letters have no other fault but this1 that they are overcharged with emotion4 ,the ,letters would be absolutely perfect if they were only a little more restrained and chastened in this one respect4 ,the pundit and the poet are the opposites and the extremes of one another2 and the pundit and the poet meet1 as nowhere else that ,i know of1 in the author of ,lex ,rex and the ,letters4 ,then1 again1 what extremes of beauty and sweetness there are in ,rutherford's style1 too often intermingled with what carelessness and disorder4 ,what flashes of noblest thought1 clothed in the most apt and well-fitting words1 on the same page with the most slatternly and down-at- the-heel ,english4 ,both ,dr4 ,andrew ,bonar and ,dr4 ,andrew ,thomson have given us selections from ,rutherford's ,letters that would quite justify us in claiming ,rutherford as one of the best writers of ,english in his day2 but then we know out of what thickets of careless composition these flowers have been collected4 ,both ,gillespie and ,rutherford ran a tilt at ,hooker2 but alas for the equipment and the manners of our champions when compared with the shining panoply and the knightly grace of the author of the incomparable ,polity4 ,and then1 morally1 as great extremes met in ,rutherford as intellectually4 ,newman has a fine sermon under a fine title1 ',saintliness not forfeited by the ,penitent4' ',no degree of sin1' he says1 'precludes the acquisition of any degree of holiness1 however high4 ,no sinner so great1 but he may1 through ,god's grace1 become a saint ever so great4' ,and then he goes on to illustrate that1 and balance that1 and almost to retract and deny all that1 in a way that all his admirers only too well know4 ,but still it stands true4 ,a friend of mine once told me that it was to him often the most delightful and profitable of ,sabbath evening exercises just to take down ,newman's sermons and read their titles over again4 ,and this mere title1 ,i feel sure1 has encouraged and comforted many3 ',saintliness not forfeited by the ,penitent4' ,and ,samuel ,rutherford's is just another great name to be added to the noble roll of saintly penitents we all have in our minds taken out of ,scripture and ,church ,history4 ,neither great ,saintliness nor great service was forfeited by this penitent2 and he is constantly telling us how the extreme of demerit and the extreme of gracious treatment met in him2 how he had at one time destroyed himself1 and how ,god had helped him2 how1 where sin had abounded1 grace had abounded much more4 ,in one of the very last letters he ever wrote--his letter to ,james ,guthrie in #affl--he is still amazed that ,god has not brought his sin to the ,market ,cross1 to use his own word4 ,but all through his letters this same note of admiration and wonder runs--that he has been taken from among the pots and his wings covered with silver and gold4 ,truly1 in his case the most seraphic ,saintliness was not forfeited1 and we who read his books may well bless ,god it was so4 ,and then1 experimentally also1 what extremes met in our author6 ,pascal in ,paris and ,rutherford in ,anwoth and ,st4 ,andrews were at the very opposite poles ecclesiastically from one another4 ,i do not like to think what ,rutherford would have said of ,pascal1 but ,i cannot embody what ,i have to say of ,rutherford's experimental extremes better than just by this passage taken from the ,thoughts3 ',the ,christian religion teaches the righteous man that it lifts him even to a participation in the divine nature2 but that1 in this exalted state1 he still bears within him the fountain of all corruption1 which renders him during his whole life subject to error and misery1 to sin and death1 while at the same time it proclaims to the most wicked that they can still receive the grace of their ,redeemer4' ,and again1 ',did we not know ourselves full of pride1 ambition1 lust1 weakness1 misery and injustice1 we were indeed blind4 4 4 4 ,what then can we feel but a great esteem for a religion that is so well acquainted with the defects of man1 and a great desire for the truth of a religion that promises remedies so precious4' ,and yet again1 what others thought of him1 and how they treated him1 compared with what he knew himself to be1 caused ,rutherford many a bitter reflection4 ,every letter he got consulting him and appealing to him as if he had been ,god's living oracle made him lie down in the very dust with shame and self-abhorrence4 ,writing on one occasion to ,robert ,blair he told him that his letter consulting him about some matter of ,christian experience had been like a blow in the face to him2 it affects me much1 said ,rutherford1 that a man like you should have any such opinion of me4 ,and1 apologising for his delay in replying to a letter of ,lady ,boyd's1 he says that he is put out of all love of writing letters because his correspondents think things about him that he himself knows are not true4 ',my white side comes out on paper--but at home there is much black work4 ,all the challenges that come to me are true4' ,there was no man then alive on the earth so much looked up to and consulted in the deepest matters of the soul1 in the secrets of the ,lord with the soul1 as ,rutherford was1 and his letters bear evidence on every page that there was no man who had a more loathsome and a more hateful experience of his own heart1 not even ,taylor1 not even ,owen1 not even ,bunyan1 not even ,baxter4 ,what a day of extremest men that was1 and what an inheritance we extreme men have had left us1 in their inward1 extreme1 and heavenly books6 ,once more1 hear him on the tides of feeling that continually rose and fell within his heart4 ,writing from ,aberdeen to ,lady ,boyd1 he says3 ',i have not now1 of a long time1 found such high springtides as formerly4 ,the sea is out1 and ,i cannot buy a wind and cause it to flow again2 only ,i wait on the shore till the ,lord sends a full sea4 4 4 4 ,but even to dream of ,him is sweet4' ,and then1 just over the leaf1 to ,marion ,m',naught3 ',i am well3 honour to ,god4 4 4 4 ,he hath broken in upon a poor prisoner's soul like the swelling of ,jordan4 ,i am bank and brim full3 a great high springtide of the consolations of ,christ hath overwhelmed me4' 4 4 4 ,but sweet as it is to read his rapturous expressions when the tide is full1 ,i feel it far more helpful to hear how he still looks and waits for the return of the tide when the tide is low1 and when the shore is full1 as all left shores are apt to be1 of weeds and mire1 and all corrupt and unclean things4 ,rutherford is never more helpful to his correspondents than when they consult him about their ebb tides1 and find that he himself either has been1 or still is1 in the same experience4 ,but why do we disinter such texts as this out of such an author as ,samuel ,rutherford8 ,why do we tell to all the world that such an eminent saint was full of such sad extremes8 ,well1 we surely do so out of obedience to the divine command to comfort ,god's people2 for1 next to their having no such extremes in themselves1 their next best comfort is to be told that great and eminent saints of ,god have had the very same besetting sins and staggering extremes as they still have4 ,if the like of ,samuel ,rutherford was vexed and weakened with such intellectual contradictions and spiritual extremes in his mind1 in his heart and in his history1 then may we not hope that some such saintliness1 if not some such service as his1 may be permitted to us also8 ,,iii4 ,,marion ,m',,naught ',o woman beloved of ,god4'--,rutherford4 ',the world knows nothing of its greatest men1' says ,sir ,henry ,taylor in his ,philip ,van ,artevelde2 and it knows much less of its greatest women4 ,i have not found ,marion ,m',naught's name once mentioned outside of ,samuel ,rutherford's ,letters4 ,but she holds a great place--indeed1 the foremost place--in that noble book1 to be written in which is almost as good as to be written in heaven4 ,rutherford's first letter to ,marion ,m',naught was written from the manse of ,anwoth on the #fth of ,june #afbg1 and out of a close and lifelong correspondence we are happy in having had preserved to us some forty-five of ,rutherford's letters to his first correspondent4 ,but1 most unfortunately1 we have none of her letters back again to ,anwoth or ,aberdeen or ,london or ,st4 ,andrews4 ,it is much to be wished we had1 for ,marion ,m',naught was a woman greatly gifted in mind1 as well as of quite exceptional experience even for that day of exceptional experiences in the divine life4 ,but we can almost construct her letters to ,rutherford for ourselves1 so pointedly and so elaborately and so affectionately does ,rutherford reply to them4 ,marion ,m',naught is already a married woman1 and the mother of three well- grown children1 when we make her acquaintance in ,rutherford's ,letters4 ,she had sprung of an ancient and honourable house in the south of ,scotland1 and she was now the wife of a well-known man in that day1 ,william ,fullarton1 the ,provost of ,kirkcudbright4 ,it is interesting to know that ,marion ,m',naught was closely connected with ,lady ,kenmure1 another of ,rutherford's chief correspondents4 ,lord ,kenmure was her mother's brother4 ,kenmure had lived a profligate and popularity-hunting life till he was laid down on his death-bed1 when he underwent one of the most remarkable conversions anywhere to be read of--a conversion that1 as it would appear1 his niece ,marion ,m',naught had no little to do with4 ,as long as ,kenmure was young and well1 as long as he was haunting the purlieus of the ,court1 and selling his church and his soul for a smile from the ,king1 the ,provost of ,kirkcudbright and his saintly wife were despised and forgotten2 but when he was suddenly brought face to face with death and judgment1 when his ribbons and his titles were now like the coals of hell in his conscience1 nothing would satisfy him but that his niece must leave her husband and her children and take up her abode in ,kenmure ,castle4 ,the ,last and ,heavenly ,speeches of ,lord ,kenmure was a classic memoir of those days1 and in that little book we read of his niece's constant attendance at his bedside1 as good a nurse for his soul as she was for his body4 ,samuel ,rutherford's favourite correspondent was1 to begin with1 a woman of quite remarkable powers of mind4 ,we gather that impression powerfully as we read deeper and deeper into the remarkable series of letters that ,rutherford addressed to her4 ,to no one does he go into deeper matters both of ,church and ,state1 both of doctrinal and personal religion than to her1 and the impression of mental power as well as of personal worth she made on ,rutherford1 she must have made on many of the ablest and best men of that day4 ,robert ,blair1 for instance1 tells us that when he was on his way home from ,london to ,ireland he visited ,scotland chiefly that he might see ,rutherford at ,anwoth and ,marion ,m',naught at ,kirkcudbright1 and when he came to ,kirkcudbright he found ,rutherford also there4 ,and when ,rutherford was in exile in ,aberdeen1 and in deep anxiety about his people at ,anwoth1 he wrote beseeching ,marion ,m',naught to go to ,anwoth and give his people her counsel about their congregational and personal affairs4 ,but1 above all1 it is from the depth and the power of ,rutherford's letters to herself on the inward life that we best gather the depth and the power of this remarkable woman's mind4 ,there is no other subject of thought that gives such scope for the greatest gifts of the human mind as does the life of ,god in the soul4 ,there is no book in all the world that demands such a combination of mental gifts and spiritual graces to understand it aright as the ,bible4 ,the history and the biography of the ,bible1 the experimental parts of the ,bible1 the doctrines of grace deduced by the apostles out of the history and the experience recorded in the ,bible1 and then the personal1 the most inward and most spiritual bearing of all that1--what occupation can be presented to the mind of man or woman to compare with that8 ,true religion1 really true religion1 gives unequalled and ever-increasing scope for the best gifts of mind and for the best graces of heart and character4 ',in truth1 religious obedience is a very intricate problem1 and the more so the farther we proceed in it4' ,and he has poor eyes and a poor heart for true religion1 and for its best fruits both in the mind and the heart and the character1 who does not see those fruits increasing letter by letter as ,rutherford writes to ,marion ,m',naught4 ,her public spirit also made ,marion ,m',naught to be held in high honour4 ,her husband was a public man1 and his intelligent fidelity to truth and justice in that day made his name far more public than ever he wished it to be4 ,and in all his services and sufferings for the truth he had a splendid wife in ,marion ,m',naught4 ',remember me to your husband1' ,rutherford writes2 'tell him that ,christ is worthy to be suffered for not only to blows but to blood4 ,he will find that innocence and uprightness will hold his feet firm and make him happy when jouking will not do it4' ,and again1 ',encourage your husband and tell him that truth will yet keep the crown of the causey in ,scotland4' ,and when the petition is being got up for his being permitted to return to ,anwoth1 ,rutherford asks his correspondent to procure that three or four hundred noblemen1 gentlemen1 countrymen and citizens shall be got to subscribe it--a telling tribute1 surely1 to her public spirit and her great influence4 ,but an independent mind and a public spirit like hers could not exist in those days1 or in any day this world has yet seen1 without raising up many and bitter enemies4 ,and both she and her husband suffered heavily1 both in name and in estate1 from the malice and the hatred that their fearless devotion to truth and justice stirred up4 ,so much so1 that some of the finest passages in ,rutherford's early letters to her are those in which he counsels her and her husband to patience1 and meekness1 and forgiveness of injuries4 ',keep ,god's covenant in all your trials4 ,hold you by ,his blessed word1 and sin not2 flee anger1 wrath1 grudging1 envying1 fretting4 ,forgive an hundred pence to your fellow-servant1 for your ,lord has forgiven you ten thousand talents4' ,and again3 ',be patient2 ,christ went to heaven with many a wrong4 ,his visage was more marred than that of any of the sons of men4 ,he was wronged and received no reparation1 but referred all to that day when all wrongs shall be righted4' ,and again3 ',you live not upon men's opinion4 ,happy are you if1 when the world trampleth upon you in your credit and good name1 you are yet the ,king's gold and stamped with ,his image4 ,pray for the spirit of love1 for love beareth all things1 believeth all things1 hopeth all things1 endureth all things4 ,forgive1 therefore1 your fellow-servant his one talent4 ,always remember what has been forgiven you4' ,and on every page of the ,kirkcudbright correspondence we see that1 amid all these temptations and trials1 no man had a better wife than the provost1 and no children a better mother than ,grizel and her two brothers4 ,her talents sought no nobler sphere for their exercise and increase than her own fireside2 and her public spirit was better seen in her life at home than anywhere out of doors4 ,hers was truly a public spirit1 and like a spirit it inspired and animated both her own and her husband's life with interest in and with care for the best good1 both of the ,church and the ,state4 ,her public spirit was not incompatible with great personal modesty and humility1 and great attention to her domestic duties1 all rooted in a life hid with ,christ in ,god4 ,and then1 all this--her birth1 her station1 her talents1 and her public spirit--could not fail to give her a great influence for good4 ,in a single line of ,rutherford's on this subject1 we see her whole lifetime3 ',you are engaged so in ,god's work in ,kirkcudbright that if you remove out of that town all will be undone4' ,what a tribute is that to the provost's wife6 ,and again1 far on in the ,letters he writes to ,grizel ,fullarton3 ',your dear mother1 now blessed and perfected with glory1 kept life in that place1 and my desire is that you succeed her in that way4' ,what a pride to have such a mother2 and what a tradition for a daughter to take up6 ,so have we all known in country towns and villages one man or one woman who kept life in the place4 ,out of the memories of my own boyhood there rises up1 here a minister and there a farmer1 here a cloth- merchant and there a handloom weaver1 here a blacksmith's wife and there a working housekeeper1 who kept life in the whole place4 ,it is not station that does it1 nor talent1 though both station and talent greatly help2 it is character1 it is true and genuine godliness4 ,true and genuine godliness--especially when it is purged of pride1 and harsh judgment1 and too much talk1 and is adorned with humility and meekness1 and all the other fruits of holy love--true and pure godliness in a most obscure man or woman will find its way to a thousand consciences1 and will impress and overawe a whole town1 as ,marion ,m',naught's rare godliness impressed and overawed all ,kirkcudbright4 ,just as1 on the other hand1 the ignorance1 the censoriousness1 the bitterness1 the intolerance1 that too often accompany what would otherwise be true godliness1 work as widespread mischief as true godliness works good4 ',one little deed done for ,god's sake1 and against our natural inclination1 though in itself only of a conceding or passive character1 to brook an insult1 to face a danger1 or to resign an advantage1 has in it a power outbalancing all the dust and chaff of mere profession--the profession whether of enlightened benevolence or candour1 or1 on the other hand1 of high religious faith and fervent zeal2' or1 as ,rutherford could write to ,marion ,m',naught's daughter3 ',there is a wide and deep difference between a name of godliness and the power of godliness4' ,even the schoolboys of ,kirkcudbright could quite well distinguish the name from the reality2 and long after they were ,christian men they would tell with reverence and with love when1 and from whom1 they took their first and never-to-be-forgotten impressions4 ,it was1 they would say to their children1 from that woman of such rare godliness as well as public spirit1 ,marion ,m',naught4 ,it was all this1 and nothing other and nothing less than all this1 that made ,marion ,m',naught ,rutherford's favourite correspondent4 ,her mind and her heart together early and often drew her across the country to ,rutherford's preaching4 ,marion ,m',naught had a good minister of her own at home2 but ,rutherford was ,rutherford1 and he made ,anwoth ,anwoth4 ,i think ,i can understand something of her delight on ,communion forenoons1 when his text was ,christ ,dying1 in ,john xii4 #cb1 or the ,syro-,phoenician woman1 in ,matt4 xv4 #bh4 ,and then the feasts on the fast-days at ,kirkcudbright1 over the cloud of witnesses1 in ,heb4 xii4 #a1 and all tears wiped away1 in ,rev4 xxi4 #d1 and the marriage of the ,lamb1 in xix4 #g4 ,and then1 on the other hand1 ,rutherford is not surely to be blamed for loving such a hearer4 ,his ,master loved a ,mary also of ,his day1 for that also among other good reasons4 ,if a good hearer likes a good preacher1 why should a good preacher not like a good hearer8 ,take a holiday1 and give us another day soon of such and such a preacher1 our people sometimes say to us4 ,and why should that preacher not also say to us1 ,give me a day soon again of your good hearers8 ,as a matter of fact1 our good preaching friends do say that to us4 ,and why not8 ,fine hearers1 deep hearers1 thoroughly well-prepared hearers1 hearers of genius are almost as scarce as fine1 deep1 thoroughly well-prepared preachers and preachers of genius4 ,and who shall blame ,rutherford for liking to see ,marion ,m',naught coming into the church on a ,sabbath morning as well as she liked to see him coming into the pulpit8 ',i go to ,anwoth so often1' she said1 'because1 though other ministers show me the majesty of ,god and the plague of my own heart1 ,mr4 ,samuel does both these things1 but he also shows me1 as no other minister ever does1 the loveliness of ,christ4' ,it is as great a mistake to think that all our ,christian people are able to take in a sermon on the loveliness of ,christ as it is that all ordained men can preach such a sermon4 ,there are diversities of gifts among hearers as well as among preachers2 and when the gifts of the pulpit meet the corresponding graces in the pew1 you need not wonder that they recognise and delight in one another4 ,jesus ,christ was ,rutherford's favourite subject in the pulpit1 and thus it was that he was ,marion ,m',naught's favourite preacher1 as she1 again1 was his favourite hearer in the church and his favourite correspondent in the ,letters4 ,to how many in this house to-night could a preacher say that he wished them all to be 'over head and ears in love to ,christ'8 ,what preacher could say a thing like that in truth and soberness8 ,and how many could hear it8 ,only a preacher of the holy passion of ,rutherford1 and only a hearer of the intellect and heart and rare experience of ,marion ,m',naught4 ',o the fair face of the man ,jesus ,christ6' he cries out4 ,and again3 ',o time1 time1 why dost thou move so slowly6 ,come hither1 ,o love of ,christ6 ,what astonishment will be mine when ,i first see that fairest and most lovely face6 ,it would be heaven to me just to look through a hole of heaven's door to see ,christ's countenance6' ,no wonder that the congregations were few1 and the correspondents who could make anything of a man of such a 'fanatic humour' as that6 ,but1 then1 no wonder1 on the other hand1 that1 when two fanatics so full of that humour as ,samuel ,rutherford and ,marion ,m',naught met1 they corresponded ever after with one another in their own enraptured language night and day4 ,,iv4 ,,lady ,,kenmure ',build your nest1 ,madam1 upon no tree here1 for ,god hath sold this whole forest to death4'--,rutherford4 ,lady ,kenmure was one of the ,campbells of ,argyll1 a family distinguished for the depth of their piety1 their public spirit1 and their love for the ,presbyterian polity2 and ,lady ,jane was one of the most richly-gifted members of that richly-gifted house4 ,but1 with all that1 ,lady ,jane ,campbell had her own crosses to carry4 ,she had the sore cross of bad health to carry all her days4 ,then she had the sad misfortune to make a very bad marriage in the morning of her days2 and1 partly as the result of all that1 and partly because of her peculiar mental constitution1 her whole life was drenched with a deep melancholy4 ,but1 as we are told in ,john ,howie and elsewhere1 all these evils and misfortunes were made to work together for good to her through the special grace of ,god1 and through the wise and wistful care of her lifelong friend and minister and correspondent1 ,samuel ,rutherford4 ,lady ,jane ,campbell had very remarkable gifts of mind4 ,we would have expected that from her distinguished pedigree2 and we have abundant proof of that in ,rutherford's sheaf of letters to her4 ,his dedication of that most remarkable piece1 ,the ,trial and ,triumph of ,faith1 is sufficient of itself to show how highly ,rutherford esteemed ,lady ,kenmure1 both as to her head and her heart4 ,till our theological students have been led to study ,the ,trial and ,triumph of ,faith3 ,christ ,dying and ,drawing ,sinners to ,himself--which1 to my mind1 is by far the best of ,rutherford's works--,the ,covenant of ,grace and ,the ,influences of ,grace1 they will have no conception of the intellectual rank of ,samuel ,rutherford himself1 or of the intelligence and the attainments of his hearers and readers and correspondents4 ,thomas ,goodwin was always telling the theological students of ,oxford in those days to thicken their too thin homilies with more doctrine3 ,rutherford's very thinnest books are almost too thick1 both with theology and with thought4 ,how ever a woman like ,jane ,campbell came to marry a man like ,john ,gordon will remain a mystery4 ,it was not that he was a man of no mind2 he was a man of no worth or interest of any kind4 ,he was a rake and a lick-spittle1 the very last man in ,scotland for ,jane ,campbell to throw herself away upon4 ,and she was too clever and too good a woman not to make a speedy and a heart-breaking discovery of the fatal mistake she had committed4 ,poor ,jane ,campbell soon wakened up to the discovery that she had exchanged the name and the family of a brave and noble house for the name and the house of a poltroon4 ,no wonder that ,rutherford's letters to her are so often headed3 ',to ,lady ,kenmure1 under illness and depression of mind4' ,could you have kept quite well had you been a ,campbell with ,john ,gordon for a husband8 ,think of having to nurse your humbug of a husband through a shammed illness4 ,think of having to take a hand in sending in a sham doctor's certificate because your husband was too much of a time-server to go to ,edinburgh to give his vote for a persecuted church4 ,think of having to wear the title and decoration your husband had purchased for you at the cost of his truth and honour and manhood4 ,lady ,kenmure needed ,samuel ,rutherford's very best letters to help to keep her in bare life all the time the county dames were green with envy at the dear-bought honours4 ,and ,kenmure himself had to be brought to his death-bed before he became a husband worthy of his wife4 ,we still read in his ,last ,speeches how ,god made ,lord ,gordon's sins to find him out1 and with what firmness and with what tenderness ,rutherford handled the soul of the dying man till all his cowardice1 title-hunting1 and truth- betraying life came back to his death-bed with a sharper sting in them than even his grossest sins4 ,whoredom and wine after all are but the lusts of a man1 whereas time-serving and truth-selling are the lusts of a devil4 ',dig deeper1' said ,rutherford to the dying courtier1 and ,kenmure did dig deeper1 till he came down to the seals and the titles and the ribbons for which he had sold his soul4 ,but he that confesses and forsakes his sins even at the eleventh hour shall always find mercy1 and so it was with ,lord ,kenmure4 ',between the stirrup and the ground ,mercy ,i sought and mercy found4' ,we do not grudge ,viscount ,kenmure all the grace he got from ,god2 we shall need as much grace and more ourselves2 but we do somewhat grudge such a man a place of honour among the ,scots worthies4 ,we are tempted to throw down the book and to demand what right ,john ,gordon has to stand beside such men as ,patrick ,hamilton1 and ,john ,knox1 and ,john ,wishart1 and ,archibald ,campbell1 and ,hugh ,m',kail1 and ,richard ,cameron1 and ,alexander ,shields8 ,but ,lochgoin answers us that ,god sometimes accepts the late will for the whole timeous deed1 and the bravery and loyalty of the wife for the meanness and poltroonery of the husband4 ',have you a present sense of ,god's love8' ',i have1 ,i have1' said the dying ,viscount4 ,as ,rutherford continued in prayer1 ,kenmure was observed to smile and look upwards4 ,about sunset ,lord ,kenmure died1 at the same instant that ,rutherford said ,amen to his prayer4 ,the ,last and ,heavenly ,speeches is a rare pamphlet that will well repay its price to him who will seek it out and read it4 ,this was the correspondent1 then1 to whom ,samuel ,rutherford wrote such counsels and encouragements as these3 ',therefore1 madam1 herein have comfort1 that ,he who seeth perfectly through all your evils1 and who knoweth the frame and constitution of your nature1 and what is most healthful for your soul1 holdeth every cup of affliction to your head with his own gracious hand4 ,never believe that your tender-hearted ,saviour will mix your cup with one drachm-weight of poison4 ,drink1 then1 with the patience of the saints3 wrestle1 fight1 go forward1 watch1 fear1 believe1 pray1 and then you have all the infallible symptoms of one of the elect of ,christ within you' 7,letter ,,iii474 ,on the death of her infant daughter1 ,rutherford writes to the elect lady3 ',she is only sent on before1 like unto a star1 which1 going out of our sight1 doth not die and vanish1 but still shineth in another hemisphere4 ,what she wanted of time she hath gotten of eternity1 and you have now some plenishing up in heaven4 ,build your nest upon no tree here1 for ,god hath sold the whole forest to death' 7,letter ,,iv474 ',madam1 when you are come to the other side of the water and have set down your foot on the shore of glorious eternity1 and look back to the water and to your wearisome journey1 and shall see in that clear glass of endless glory nearer to the bottom of ,god's wisdom1 you shall then be forced to say1 ,if ,god had done otherwise with me than ,he hath done1 ,i had never come to the enjoying of this crown of glory' 7,letter ,,xl74 ',madam1 tire not1 weary not2 for ,i dare find you the ,son of ,god caution that when you are got up thither and have cast your eyes to view the golden city and the fair and never-withering ,tree of ,life that beareth twelve manner of fruits every month1 you shall then say1 ,four-and-twenty hours' abode in this place is worth threescore and ten years' sorrow upon earth' 7,letter ,,xix474 ',your ladyship goeth on laughing and putting on a good countenance before the world1 and yet you carry heaviness about with you4 ,you do well1 madam1 not to make them witnesses of your grief who cannot be curers of it' 7,letter ,,xx474 ',those who can take the crabbed tree of the cross handsomely upon their backs and fasten it on cannily shall find it such a burden as its wings are to a bird or its sails to a ship' 7,letter ,,lxix474 ',i thought it had been an easy thing to be a ,christian1 and that to seek ,god had been at the next door2 but1 oh1 the windings1 the turnings1 the ups and downs ,he hath led me through6' 7,letter ,,civ47 ',i may be a book-man and yet be an idiot and a stark fool in ,christ's way6 ,the ,bible beguiled the ,pharisees1 and so may ,i be misled' 7,letter ,,cvi474 ',i find you complaining of yourself1 and it becometh a sinner so to do4 ,i am not against you in that4 ,the more sense the more life4 ,the more sense of sin the less sin' 7,letter ,,cvi474 ',seeing my sins and the sins of my youth deserved strokes1 how am ,i obliged to my ,lord who hath given me a waled and chosen cross6 ,since ,i must have chains1 ,he would put golden chains on me1 watered over with many consolations4 ,seeing ,i must have sorrow 7for ,i have sinned1 ,o ,preserver of men671 ,he hath waled out for me joyful sorrow--honest1 spiritual1 glorious sorrow' 7,letter ,,ccvi474 ,there are hundreds of passages as good as these scattered up and down the forty-seven letters we have had preserved to us out of the large and intimate correspondence that passed between ,samuel ,rutherford and ,lady ,kenmure4 ,v4 ,,lady ,,cardoness ',think it not easy4'--,rutherford4 ,what a lasting interest ,samuel ,rutherford's pastoral pen has given to the hoary old castle of ,cardoness6 ,those nine so heart-winning letters that ,rutherford wrote from ,aberdeen to ,cardoness ,castle will still keep the memory of that old tower green long after its last stone has crumbled into dust4 ,readers of ,rutherford's letters will long visit ,cardoness ,castle1 and will musingly recall old ,john ,gordon and ,lady ,cardoness1 his wife1 who both worked out each their own salvation in that old fortress1 and found it a task far from easy4 ,for nine faithful years ,rutherford had been the anxious pastor of ,cardoness ,castle1 and then1 after he was banished from his pulpit and his parish1 he only ministered to the ,castle the more powerfully and prevailingly with his pen4 ,after reading the ,cardoness correspondence1 we do not wonder to find the stout old chieftain heading the hard-fought battles which the people of ,anwoth made both against ,edinburgh and ,st4 ,andrews1 when those cities and colleges attempted to take away their minister4 ,rough old ,cardoness had a warm place in his heart for ,samuel ,rutherford4 ,the tough old pagan did not know how much he loved the little fair man with the high-set voice and the unearthly smile till he had lost him2 and if force of arms could have kept ,rutherford in ,anwoth1 ,cardoness would soon have buckled on his sword4 ,he was ashamed to be seen reading the letters that came to the ,castle from ,aberdeen2 he denied having read them even after he had them all by heart4 ,the wild old laird was nearer the ,kingdom of ,heaven than any one knew2 even his ,christian lady did not know all that ,rutherford knew1 and it was a frank sentence of ,rutherford's in an ,aberdeen letter that took lifelong hold of the old laird1 and did more for his conversion and all that followed it than all ,rutherford's sermons and all his other letters4 ',i find true religion to be a hard task2 ,i find heaven hard to be won1' wrote ,rutherford to the old man2 and that did more for his hard and late salvation than all the sermons he had ever heard4 ',a hard task1 a hard task6' the serving-men and the serving-women often overheard their old master muttering1 as he alighted from the hunt and as he came home from his monthly visit to ,edinburgh4 ',a hard task6' he was often heard muttering1 but no one to the day of his death ever knew all that his muttering meant4 ',read over your past life often1' ,rutherford wrote to the old man4 ,and ,cardoness found that to be one of the hardest tasks he had ever tried4 ,he had not forgotten his past life2 there were things that came up out of his past continually that compelled him to remember it4 ,but what ,rutherford meant was that his old parishioner should willingly1 deliberately and repeatedly open the stained and torn leaves of his past life and read it all over in the light of his old age1 approaching death1 and late-awakened conscience4 ,rutherford wished ,cardoness to sit down as ,matthew ,henry says the captives sat down by the rivers of ,babylon1 and weep 'deliberate tears4' ,there were pages in his past life that it was the very pains of hell to old ,cardoness to read2 but he performed the hard task1 and thus was brought much nearer salvation than even his old pastor knew4 ',it will take a long lance to go to the bottom of your heart1 my friend1' wrote ,rutherford1 faithfully1 and1 at the same time1 most respectfully1 to the old man4 ',human nature is lofty and head-strong in you1 and it will cost you far more suffering to be mortified and sanctified than it costs the ordinary run of men4' ,and1 instead of that plain speech offending or angering the old laird1 it had the very opposite effect2 it softened him1 and humbled him1 and encouraged him1 and gave him new strength for the hard task on which he was day and night employed4 ,cardoness was a small property1 heavily bonded1 and some of the leaves that were hardest to read in the diary of ,gordon's early manhood told the bitter history of some added bonds4 ,sin would need to be sweet1 for it is very dear4 ,and then had come years of rack-renting of his tenants2 the virtuous tenantry had to pay dearly for the vices of their lord4 ,rutherford had not been silent to old ,cardoness about this matter in conversation1 and he was not silent in his letters4 ',you are now upon the very borders of the other life4 ,i told you1 when ,i was with you1 the whole counsel of ,god in this matter1 and ,i tell it you again4 ,awake to righteousness4 ,do not lay the burden of your house on other people2 do not compel honest people to pay your old debts4 ,commit to memory #a ,sam4 xii4 #c1 and ride out among your tenantry1 my dear people1 repeating1 as you pass their stables and their cattle-stalls1 ,behold1 ,i am old and grey-headed2 behold1 here ,i am3 whose ox have ,i taken8 ,whose ass have ,i taken8 ,whom have ,i defrauded8 ,whom have ,i oppressed8 ,i charge you to write to me here at once1 and be plain with me1 and tell me whether your salvation is sure4 ,i hope for the best2 but ,i know that your reckonings with the righteous ,judge are both many and deep4' ,that was a hard task to set to a tyrannical old landlord who had been used to call no man master1 or ,god either1 to take such commands from a poor banished minister6 ,but ,cardoness did it4 ,he mastered his rising pride and resentment and did it2 and though he found it a hard task to go through with his reductions at next rent-day1 yet he did it4 ,such boldness in the ,day of ,judgment will a good conscience give a man1 as when old ,cardoness actually stood up before the parishioners in the kirk of ,anwoth and read to them1 after the elders had conducted the exercises1 a letter he had received last week from their silenced minister4 ,it is one of ,rutherford's longest and most passionate letters4 ,take a sentence or two out of it3 ',my soul longeth exceedingly to hear whether there be any work of ,christ in the parish that will bide the trial of fire and water4 ,i think of my people in my sleep4 ,you know how that1 out of love to your souls1 and out of the desire ,i had to make an honest account of you1 ,i often testified my dislike of your ways1 both in private and in public4 ,examine yourselves4 ,i never knew so well what sin is as since ,i came to ,aberdeen1 though ,i was preaching about it every day to you4 ,it would be life to me if you would read this letter to my people1 and if they would profit by it4 ,and now ,i write to thee1 whoever thou art1 ,o poor broken- hearted believer of the free salvation4 ,let ,christ's atoning blood be on thy guilty soul4 ,christ has ,his heaven ready for thee1 and ,he will make good ,his word before long4 ,the blessing of a poor prisoner be upon you4' ,salvation was all this time proving itself to be a hard and ever harder task to ,john ,gordon1 with his proud neck1 with his past life to read1 with his debts and bonds and increasing expenditure1 and with old age heavy upon him and death at his door4 ,and ,lady ,cardoness was not finding her salvation to be easy either in all these untoward circumstances4 ',think it not easy1' wrote ,rutherford to her4 ,and to make her salvation sure1 and to lead her to help her burdened husband with his hard task1 ,rutherford made bold to touch1 though always tenderly and scripturally1 upon the family cross4 ,their burdened and crowded estate lay between the whole ,cardoness family and their salvation4 ,rutherford had seen that from the first day he arrived in ,anwoth1 and ,cardoness and its difficulties lay heavy upon his heart in his prison in ,aberdeen4 ,and he could not write consolations and comforts and promises to ,lady ,cardoness till he had told her the truth again as he had told her husband4 ',the kingdom of ,god and ,his righteousness is the one thing needful for you and for ,cardoness and for your children1' wrote ,rutherford4 ',houses1 lands1 credit1 honour may all be lost if heaven is won4 ,see that ,cardoness and you buy the field where the pearl is4 ,sell all and buy that field4 ,i beseech you to make conscience of your ways4 ,deal kindly with your tenants4 ,i have written my mind at length to your husband1 and my counsel to you is that1 when his passion overcometh him1 a soft answer will turn away wrath4 ,god casteth your husband often in my mind2 ,i cannot forget him4' ,what a power for good is in ,samuel ,rutherford's pen6 ,at a few touches it carries us across ,scotland to the mouth of the ,fleet1 and back two hundred and fifty years1 and summons up ,cardoness ,castle1 and peoples the hoary old keep again with ,john ,gordon and his wife and children4 ,we see the castle2 we see the rack-rented farms lying around the rock on which the castle stands2 we see ,anwoth manse and pulpit empty and silenced2 and then we see ,rutherford dreaming about ,cardoness as he sleeps in his far- off prison4 ,the stout old laird rises before our eyes with more than his proper share of human nature--a mass of sinful manhood1 strong in will1 hot in temper1 burdened with debt--debt in ,edinburgh1 and a deeper and darker debt elsewhere4 ,the old lion lay1 taken in a net of trouble1 and the more he struggled the more entangled he became4 ,and then her ladyship1 a religious woman2 yes1 really a religious woman1 only1 like so many religious women1 more religious than moral2 more emotional than practically helpful in everyday life4 ,all who have only heard of ,samuel ,rutherford and his letters will feel sure that he was just the effusive minister1 and that his letters were just the soft stuff1 to foster a piety that came out in feminine moods and emotions rather than in well- kept accounts and a well-managed kitchen and nursery4 ,but we who have read ,rutherford know better than that4 ,lady ,cardoness is told1 in kindest and sweetest but most unmistakable language1 that she has to work out a not easy salvation in ,cardoness ,castle1 and that1 if her husband fails in his hard task1 no small part of his blood will lie at her door4 ,but as we stand and look at ,cardoness ,castle1 with its hard tasks for eternal life1 a divine voice says to ourselves1 ,work out your own salvation with fear and trembling2 and at that voice the old keep fades from our eyes1 and our own house in modern ,edinburgh rises up before us4 ,here1 too1 are old men with hard tasks between them and their salvation--a past life to read1 to repent of1 to redress1 to reform1 to weep deliberate and bitter tears over4 ,there are debts and many other disorders that have to be put right2 there are those under us--tenants and servants and poor relations--whose cases have to be dealt with considerately1 justly1 kindly1 affectionately4 ,there are things in those we love best--in a father1 in a mother1 in a husband1 in a wife--that we have to be patient and forbearing with1 and to command ourselves in the presence of ,salvation was not easy in ,cardoness ,castle1 with such a master1 and such a mistress1 and such children1 and such tenants1 and with such debts and straits of all kinds2 and ,cardoness ,castle is repeated over and over again in hundreds of ,edinburgh houses to-night4 ,,vi4 ,,lady ,,culross ',grace groweth best in winter4'--,rutherford4 ,elizabeth ,melville was one of the ladies of the ,covenant4 ,it was a remarkable feature of a remarkable time in ,scotland that so many ladies of birth1 intellect and influence were found on the side of the persecuted ,covenanters4 ,i do not remember any other period in the history of the ,church of ,christ1 since the day when the women of ,galilee ministered of their substance to our ,lord ,himself1 in which noble women took such a noble part as did ,lady ,culross1 ,lady ,jane ,campbell1 the ,duchess of ,hamilton1 the ,duchess of ,athol1 and other such ladies in that eventful time4 ,we had something not unlike it again in the ten years' conflict that culminated in the ,disruption2 and in the social and religious movements of our own day1 women of rank and talent are not found wanting4 ,at the same time1 ,i do not know where to find such a cloud of witnesses for the faith of ,christ from among the eminent women of any one generation as ,scotland can show in her ladies of the ,covenant4 ,lady ,culross's name will always be held in tender honour in the innermost circles of our best ,scottish ,christians1 for the hand she had in that wonderful outpouring of ,god's grace at the kirk of ,shotts on that ,thanksgiving ,monday in #afcf4 ,under ,god1 that ,covenanters' ,pentecost was more due to ,lady ,culross than to any other human being4 ,true1 ,john ,livingstone preached the ,thanksgiving ,sermon1 but it was through ,lady ,culross's influence that he was got to preach it2 and he preached it after a night of prayer spent by ,lady ,culross and her companions1 such that we read of next day's sermon and its success as a matter of course4 ,i cannot venture to tell a heterogeneous audience the history of that night they spent at ,shotts with ,god4 ,it is so unlike what we have ever seen or heard of4 ,there may be one or two of us here who have spent whole nights in prayer at some crisis in our life1 going from one promise to another1 when1 in the ,psalmist's words1 the sorrows of death compassed us1 and the pains of hell gat hold upon us4 ,and we1 one or two of us1 may have had miracles from heaven forthwith performed upon us1 fit to match in a private way with the hand of ,god on the kirk of ,shotts4 ,but even those of us who have such secrets between us and ,god1 we1 ,i fear1 never spent a whole ,communion night1 never shutting our eyes but to pray for a baptism of spiritual blessing upon to-morrow's congregation4 ,what a mother in ,israel was ,lady ,culross1 with five hundred children born of her travail in one day6 ,i have not found any of ,lady ,culross's letters to ,samuel ,rutherford1 but ,john ,livingstone's literary executors have published some eight letters she wrote to ,livingstone1 her close and lifelong friend4 ,and ,lady ,culross's first letter to ,john ,livingstone is in every point of view1 a remarkable piece4 ,it has a strength1 an irony1 and a tenderness in it that at once tell the reader that he is in the hands of a very remarkable writer4 ,but it is not ,lady ,culross's literature that so much interests us and holds us1 it is her religion2 and it is its depth1 its intensity1 and the way it grows in winter4 ,after a long and racy introduction1 sometimes difficult to decipher1 from its ,fife idioms and obsolete spelling1 she goes on thus3 ',did you get any heart to remember me and my bonds8 ,as for me1 ,i never found so great impediment within4 ,still1 it is the ,lord with whom we have to do1 and ,he gives and takes1 casts down and raises up1 kills and makes alive as pleases ,his ,majesty4 4 4 4 ,my task at home is augmented and tripled1 and yet ,i fear worse4 ,sin in me and in mine is my greatest cross4 ,i would1 if it were the ,lord's will1 choose affliction rather than iniquity4--,yours in ,c41 ,e4 ,,melvil4' ,it was now winter with ,john ,livingstone4 ,the persecution had overtaken him1 and this is how her ladyship writes to him3-- ',my very worthy and dear brother3 ,courage1 dear brother3 it is all in love1 all works together for the best4 ,you must be hewn and hammered and drest and prepared before you can be a ,leiving-ston fit for ,his building4 ,and if ,he is minded to make you meet to help others1 you must look for another manner of strokes than you have yet felt1 4 4 4 but when you are laid low1 and are vile in your own eyes1 then ,he will raise you up and refresh you with some blinks of ,his favourable countenance1 that you may be able to comfort others with those consolations wherewith you have been comforted of ,him4 4 4 4 ,since ,god has put ,his work in your weak hands1 look not for long ease here3 you must feel the full weight of your calling3 a weak man with a strong ,god4 ,the pain is but a moment1 the pleasure is everlasting1 4 4 4 cross upon cross3 the end of one with me is but the beginning of another3 but guiltiness in me and in mine is my greatest cross4' ,and after midnight one ,sabbath she writes again to ,livingstone3 ',you cannot but say that the ,lord was with you to-day2 therefore1 not only be content1 but bless ,his name who put ,his word in your heart and in your mouth1 and has overcome you with mercy when you deserved nothing but wrath1 and has not only forgiven your many sins1 but has saved you from breaking out1 as it may be better men have done2 but ,he has covered you and restrained you2 has loved you freely and has made ,his saints to love you2 who will guide you also with ,his counsel1 and afterwards receive you to ,his glory4' ,it was from his silent prison in ,aberdeen that ,samuel ,rutherford wrote to ,lady ,culross the letter in which this sentence stands3 ',i see that grace groweth best in winter4' ,rutherford had had but a short and unsettled summer among the birds at ,anwoth4 ,his wife and his two children had been taken from him there1 and now that which he loved more than wife or child had been taken from him too--his pulpit and pastoral work for ,jesus ,christ4 ,he felt his banishment all the more keenly that he was the first of the evangelical ministers of ,scotland to be so silenced4 ,he will have plenty of companions in tribulation soon1 if that will be any comfort to him2 but1 as it is1 he confesses to ,lady ,culross that it was a peculiar pang to him to be 'the first in the kingdom put to utter silence4' ,the bitterness of banishment has been sung in immortal strains by ,dante1 whose grace under banishment also grew to a fruitfulness we still partake of to this day3-- ',thou shall leave each thing ,beloved most dearly3 this is the first shaft ,shot from the bow of exile4 ,thou shall prove ,how salt the savour is of other's bread1 ,how hard the passage to descend and climb ,by other's stairs4 ,but that shall gall thee most ,will be the worthless and vile company ,with whom thou must be thrown into these straits4' ,but all this1 to use a figure familiar among the ,puritans of that day1 only made ,rutherford's true life return1 like sap in winter1 into its proper root1 till we read in his later ,aberdeen letters a rapture and a richness that his remain-at-home correspondents are fain to tone down4 ,not only does true grace grow best in winter1 but winter is the best season for planting grace4 ',i was to be married1 and she died1' was a young man's explanation to me the other day for proposing to sit down at the ,lord's ,table4 ,the winter cold that carried off his future wife saw planted in his ploughed-up heart the seeds of divine grace2 and1 no doubt1 all down the coming winters1 with such short interludes of summers as may be before him in this cold climate1 the grace that was planted in winter will grow4 ,it is not a speculation1 it is a personal experience that hundreds here can testify to1 that the ,bible1 the ,sabbath1 the ,supper1 all became so many means of grace to them after some great affliction greatly sanctified4 ,the death of a bride1 the death of a wife1 the death of a child2 some blow from bride or wife or child worse than death2 a lost hope quenched for ever--these1 and things like these1 are needful1 as it would seem1 to be suffered by most men before they will wholly open their hearts to the grace of ,god4 ',before ,i was afflicted ,i went astray3 but now have ,i kept ,thy word4' ,at the same time1 good and necessary as all such wintry experiences are1 their good results on us do not last for ever4 ,in too many cases they do not last long4 ,it is rather a start in grace we take at such seasons than a steady and deep growth in it4 ,the growth in grace that comes to us in connection with some sore affliction is apt to be violent and spasmodic2 it comes and it goes with the affliction2 it is not slow1 constant1 steady1 sure1 as all true and natural growth is4 ,if one might say so1 an unbroken winter in the soul1 a continual inward winter1 is needed to keep up a steady1 deep and fruitful growth in grace4 ,now1 is there anything in the spiritual husbandry of ,god that can be called such a winter of the soul8 ,i think there is4 ,the winter of our outward life--trials1 crosses1 sickness and death are all the wages of sin2 and it is among these things that grace first strikes its roots4 ,and what is the continual presence of sin in the soul but the true winter of the soul1 amid which the grace that is planted in an outbreak of winter ever after strikes deeper root and grows8 ,once let a man be awakened of ,god to his own great sinfulness2 and that not to its fruits in outward sorrow1 but to its malignant roots that are twisted round and round and through and through his heart1 and that man has thenceforth such a winter within him as shall secure to him a lifelong growth in the most inward grace4 ,once let a poor wretch awake to the unbroken winter of his own sinfulness1 a sinfulness that is with him when he lies down and when he rises up1 when he is abroad among men and when he is at home with himself alone3 an incessant1 increasing1 agonising1 overwhelming sense of sin1--and how that most miserable of men will grow in grace1 and how he will drink in all the means of grace6 ,how he will hear the word of grace preached1 mixing it no longer with fault-finding1 as he used to do1 but with repentance and faith under any and every ministry4 ,how he will examine himself every day2 or1 rather1 how every day will examine1 accuse1 expose and condemn him2 and how meekly he will accept the exposures and the condemnations6 ,that man will not need you to preach to him about the sanctifying of the ,sabbath1 or about waiting on this and that means of grace4 ,he will grow with or without the means of grace1 but he will be of all men the most diligent in his devotion to them4 ,he will almost get beyond the ,word and within the ,sacrament1 so close up will his corruptions drive him to ,christ and to ,god4 ,till1 having provided for that man so much grace and so much growth in grace1 ,god will soon have to give him glory1 if only to satisfy him and pacify him and lift him out of the winter of his discontent4 ,and then1 ',thy sun shall no more go down2 neither shall thy moon withdraw herself2 for the ,lord shall be thine everlasting light1 and the days of thy mourning shall be ended4' ,,vii4 ,,lady ,,boyd ',be sorry at corruption4'--,rutherford4 ,out of various published and unpublished writings of her day we are able to gather an interesting and impressive picture of ,lady ,boyd's life and character4 ,but there was a carefully written volume of manuscript1 that ,i much fear she must have burned when on her death-bed1 that would have been invaluable to us to-night4 ,lady ,boyd kept a careful diary for many years of her later life1 and it was not a diary of court scandal or of social gossip or even of family affairs1 it was a memoir of herself that would have satisfied even ,john ,foster1 for in it she tried with all fidelity to 'discriminate the successive states of her mind1 and so to trace the progress of her character1 a progress that gives its chief importance to human life4' ,lady ,boyd's diary would1 to a certainty1 have pleased the austere ,essayist1 for she was a woman after his own heart1 'grave1 diligent1 prudent1 a rare pattern of ,christianity4' ,thomas ,hamilton1 ,lady ,boyd's father1 was an excellent scholar and a very able man4 ,he rose from being a simple advocate at the ,scottish ,bar to be ,lord ,president of the ,court of ,session1 after which1 for his great services1 he was created ,earl of ,haddington4 ,christina1 his eldest daughter1 inherited no small part of her father's talents and strength of character4 ,by the time we know her she has been some ten years a widow1 and all her children are promising to turn out an honour to her name and a blessing to her old age4 ,and1 under the ,divine promise1 we do not wonder at that1 when we see what sort of mother they had4 ,for with all sovereign and inscrutable exceptions the rule surely still holds1 ',train up a child in the way he should go1 and when he is old he will not depart from it4' ,all her days ,lady ,boyd was on the most intimate terms with the most eminent ministers of the ,church of ,scotland4 ,we find such men as ,robert ,bruce1 ,robert ,blair1 ,john ,livingstone1 and ,samuel ,rutherford continually referring to her in the loftiest terms4 ,but it was not so much her high rank1 or her great ability1 or her fearless devotion to the ,presbyterian and ,evangelical cause that so drew those men around her2 it was rather the inwardness and the intensity of her personal religion4 ,you may be a determined upholder of a ,church1 of ,presbytery against ,prelacy1 of ,protestantism against ,popery1 or even of ,evangelical religion against ,erastianism and ,moderatism1 and yet know nothing of true religion in your own heart4 ,but men like ,livingstone and ,rutherford would never have written of ,lady ,boyd as they did had she not been a rare pattern of inward and spiritual ,christianity4 ,i have spoken of ,lady ,boyd's diary4 ',she used every night1' says ,livingstone1 'to write what had been the state of her soul all day1 and what she had observed of the ,lord's doing4' ,when all her neighbours were lying down without fear1 her candle went not out till she had taken pen and ink and had called herself to a strict account for the past day4 ,her duties and her behaviour to her husband1 to her children1 to her servants1 and to her many dependants2 the things that had tried her temper1 her humility1 her patience1 her power of self-denial2 any strength and wisdom she had attained to in the government of her tongue and in shutting her ears from the hearing of evil2 as1 also1 every ordinary as well as extraordinary providence that had visited her that day1 and how she had been able to recognise it and accept it and take good out of it4 ,thus the ,lady ,boyd prevented the night-watches4 ,when the women of her own rank sat down to write their promised letters of gossip and scandal and amusement she sat down to write her diary4 ',we see many things1 but we observe nothing1' said ,rutherford in a letter to ,lady ,kenmure4 ,all around her ,god had been dealing all that day with ,lady ,boyd's neighbours as well as with her1 only they had not observed it4 ,but she had not only an eye to see but a mind and a heart to observe also4 ,she had a heart that1 like the fabled ,philosopher's ,stone1 turned all it touched and all that touched it immediately to fine gold4 ,riding home late one night from a hunting supper-party1 young ,lord ,boyd saw his mother's candle still burning1 and he made bold to knock at her door to ask why she was not asleep4 ,without saying a word1 she took her son by the hand and set him down at her table and pointed him to the wet sheet she had just written4 ,when he had read it he rose1 without speaking a word1 and went to his own room1 and though that night was never all their days spoken of to one another1 yet all his days ,lord ,boyd looked back on that night of the hunt as being the night when his soul escaped from the snare of the fowler4 ,i much fear the diary is lost1 but it would be well worth the trouble of the owner of ,ardross ,castle to cause a careful search to be made for it in the old charter chests of the family4 ,till ,lady ,boyd's lost diary is recovered to us let us gather a few things about this remarkable woman out of the letters and reminiscences of such men as ,livingstone and ,rutherford and her namesake1 ,principal ,boyd of ,trochrig4 ,rutherford1 especially1 was1 next to her midnight page1 her ladyship's confidential and bosom friend4 ',now ,madam1' he writes in a letter from ,aberdeen1 'for your ladyship's own case4' ,and then he addresses himself in his finest style to console his correspondent1 regarding some of the deepest and most painful incidents of her rare and genuine ,christian experience4 ',yes1' he says1 'be sorry at corruption1 and be not secure about yourself as long as any of it is there4' ,corruption1 in this connection1 is a figure of speech4 ,it is a kind of technical term much in vogue with spiritual writers of the profounder kind4 ,it expresses to those unhappy persons who have the thing in themselves1 and who are also familiar with the ,scriptural and experimental use of the word--to them it expresses with fearful truth and power the sinfulness of their own hearts1 as that sinfulness abides and breaks out continually4 ,now1 how could ,lady ,boyd1 being the woman she was1 but be sorry and inconsolably sorry to find all that in her own heart every day8 ,no wonder that she and her son never referred to what she had written and he had read in his mother's lockfast book that never- to-be-forgotten night4 ',be sorry at corruption1 and be not secure4' ,how could she be secure when she saw and felt every day that deadly disease eating at her own heart8 ,she could not be secure for an hour2 she would have been anything but the grave and prudent woman she was--she would have been mad--had she for a single moment felt secure with such a corrupt heart4 ,you must all have read a dreadful story that went the round of the newspapers the other day4 ,a prairie hunter came upon a shanty near ,winnipeg1 and found--of all things in the world6--a human foot lying on the ground outside the door4 ,inside was a young ,english settler bleeding to death1 and almost insane4 ,he had lost himself in the prairie-blizzard till his feet were frozen to mortification1 and in his desperation he had taken a carving-knife and had hacked off his most corrupt foot and had thrown it out of doors4 ,and then1 while the terrified hunter was getting help1 the despairing man cut off the other corrupt foot also4 ,i hope that brave young ,englishman will live till some ,winnipeg minister tells him of a yet more terrible corruption than ever took hold of a frozen foot1 and of a knife that cuts far deeper than the shanty carver1 and consoles him in death with the assurance that it was of him that ,jesus ,christ spoke in the ,gospel long ago1 when ,he said that it is better to enter into life halt and maimed1 rather than having two feet to be cast into everlasting fire4 ,there was no knife in ,ardross ,castle that would reach down to ,lady ,boyd's corrupt heart2 had there been1 she would have first cleansed her own heart with it1 and would then have shown her son how to cleanse his4 ,but1 as ,rutherford says1 she also had come now to that 'nick' in religion to cut off a right hand and a right foot so as to keep ,christ and the life everlasting1 and so had her eldest son1 ,lord ,boyd4 ,as ,bishop ,martensen also says1 ',many a time we cannot avoid feeling a deep sorrow for ourselves because of the bottomless depth of corruption which lies hidden in our heart--which sorrow1 rightly felt and rightly exercised1 is a weighty basis of sanctification4' ,to an able woman building on such a weighty basis as that on which ,lady ,boyd had for long been building1 ,rutherford was quite safe to lay weighty and unusual comforts on her mind and on her heart4 ',christ has a use for all your corruptions1' he says to her1 to her surprise and to her comfort4 ',beata culpa1' cried ,augustine2 and ',felix culpa1' cried ,gregory4 ',my sins have in a manner done me more good than my graces1' said holy ,mr4 ,fox4 ',i find advantages of my sins1' said that most spiritually-minded of men1 ,james ,fraser of ,brea4 ,those who are willing and able to read a splendid passage for themselves on this paradoxical- sounding subject will find it on page xii4 of the ,address to the ,godly and ,judicious ,reader in ,samuel ,rutherford's ,christ ,dying and ,drawing ,sinners to ,himself4 ,what ,rutherford was bold to say to ,lady ,boyd about her corruptions she was able herself to say to ,trochrig about her crosses4 ',right ,honourable ,sir1--,it is common to ,god's children and to the wicked to be under crosses1 but their crosses chase ,god's children to ,god4 ,o that anything would chase me to my ,god6' ,there speaks a woman of mind and of heart who knows what she is speaking about4 ,and1 like her and her correspondents1 when all our other crosses have chased us to ,god1 then our master cross1 the corruption of our heart1 will chase us closer up to ,god than all our other crosses taken together4 ,we have no cross to be compared with our corruptions1 and when they have chased us close enough and deep enough into the secret place of ,god1 then we will begin to understand and adorn the dangerous doxologies of ,augustine and ,gregory1 ,fraser and ,fox4 ,yes2 anything and everything is good that chases us up to ,god3 crosses and corruptions1 sin and death and hell4 ',o that anything would chase me to my ,god6' cried saintly ,lady ,boyd4 ,and that leads her ladyship in another letter to ,trochrig to tell him the kind of preaching she needs and that she must have at any cost4 ',it will not neither be philosophy nor eloquence that will draw me from the broad road of perdition3 ,i must have a trumpet to tell me of my sins4' ,that was a well-said word to the then ,principal of ,glasgow ,university who had so many of the future ministers of ,scotland under his hands1 all vying with one another as to who should be the best philosopher and the most eloquent preacher4 ,trochrig was both an eloquent preacher and a philosophic principal and a spiritually- minded man1 but he was no worse to read ,lady ,boyd's demand for a true minister1 and ,i hope he read her letter and gave his students her name in his pastoral theology class4 ',lady ,boyd on the broad road of perdition6' some of his students would exclaim4 ',why1 ,lady ,boyd is the most saintly woman in all the country4' ,and that would only give the learned ,principal an opportunity to open up to his class1 as he was so well fitted to do1 that saying of ,rutherford to ,lady ,kenmure3 that 'sense of sin is a sib friend to a spiritual man1' till some1 no doubt1 went out of that class and preached1 as ,thomas ,boston did1 to 'terrify the godly4' ,such results1 no doubt1 came to many from ,lady ,boyd's letter to the ,principal as to the preaching she needed and must at any cost have3 not philosophy1 nor eloquence1 but a voice like a trumpet to tell her of her sin4 ,rutherford was in ,london attending the sittings of the ,westminster ,assembly when his dear friend ,lady ,boyd died in her daughter's house at ,ardross4 ,the whole ,scottish ,parliament1 then sitting at ,st4 ,andrews1 rose out of respect and attended her funeral4 ,rutherford could not be present1 but he wrote a characteristically comforting letter to ,lady ,ardross1 which has been preserved to us4 ,he reminded her that all her mother's sorrows were comforted now1 and all her corruptions healed1 and all her much service of ,christ and ,his ,church in ,scotland far more than recompensed4 ,children of ,god1 take comfort1 for so it will soon be with you also4 ,your salvation1 far off as it looks to you1 is far nearer than when you believed4 ,you will carry your corruptions with you to your grave2 'they lay with you1' as ,rutherford said to ,lady ,boyd1 'in your mother's womb1' and the nearer you come to your grave the stronger and the more loathsome will you feel your corruptions to be2 but what about that1 if only they chase you the closer up to ,god1 and make what is beyond the grave the more sure and the more sweet to your heart4 ,lady ,boyd is not sorry for her corruptions now4 ,she is now in that blessed land where the inhabitant shall not say1 ,i am sick4 ,take comfort1 ,o sure child of ,god1 with the most corrupt heart in all the world2 for it is for you and for the like of you that that inheritance is prepared and kept1 that inheritance incorruptible1 and undefiled1 and that fadeth not away4 ,take comfort1 for they that be whole need not a physician1 but they that are sick4 ,,viii4 ,,lady ,,robertland ',that famous saint1 the ,lady ,robertland1 and the rare outgates she so often got4'--,livingstone's ,characteristics4 ,the ,lady ,robertland ranks in the ,rutherford sisterhood with ,lady ,kenmure1 ,lady ,culross1 ,lady ,boyd1 ,lady ,cardoness1 ,lady ,earlston1 ,marion ,m',naught and ,grizel ,fullarton4 ,lady ,robertland1 like so many of the other ladies of the ,covenant1 was not only a woman of deep personal piety and great patriotism1 she was also1 like ,lady ,kenmure1 ,lady ,boyd1 and ,marion ,m',naught1 a woman of remarkable powers of mind4 ,for one thing1 she had a fascinating gift of conversation1 and1 like ,john ,bunyan1 it was her habit to speak of spiritual things with wonderful power under the similitude and parable of outward and worldly things4 ,at the time of the famous ',stewarton sickness' ,lady ,robertland was of immense service1 both to the ministers and to the people4 ,robert ,fleming tells us that the profane rabble of that time gave the nickname of the ,stewarton sickness to that 'extraordinary outletting of the ,spirit' that was experienced in those days over the whole of the west of ,scotland1 but which fell in perfect ,pentecostal power on both sides of the ,stewarton ,water4 ',i preached often to them in the time of the ,college vacation1' says ,robert ,blair1 'residing at the house of that famous saint1 the ,lady ,robertland1 and ,i had much conference with the people1 and profited more by them than ,i think they did by me2 though ignorant people and proud and secure livers called them the daft people of ,stewarton4' ,the ,stewarton sickness was as like as possible1 both in its manifestations and in its results1 to the ,irish ,revival of #ahei1 in which1 when it came over and awakened ,scotland1 the ,duchess of ,gordon1 another lady of the ,covenant1 acted much the same part in the ,north that ,lady ,robertland acted in her day in the ,west4 ,many of our ministers still living can say of ,huntly ,lodge1 ',i resided often there1 and preached to the people1 profiting more by them than they could have done by me4' ,outgate is an old and an almost obsolete word1 but it is a word of great expressiveness and point4 ,it bears on the face of it what it means4 ,an outgate is just a gate out1 a way of redemption1 deliverance and escape4 ,and her rare outgates does not imply that ,lady ,robertland's outgates were few1 but that they were extraordinary1 seldom matched1 and above all expectation and praise4 ,lady ,robertland's outgates were not rare in the sense of coming seldom and being few2 for1 the fact is1 they filled her remarkable life full2 but they were rare in the sense that she1 like the ,psalmist in ,mr4 ,james ,guthrie's psalm1 was a wonder unto many1 and most of all unto herself4 ,but a gate out1 and especially such a gate as the ,lady ,robertland so often came out at1 needs a key1 needs many keys1 and many keys of no common kind1 and it needs a janitor also1 or rather a redeemer and a deliverer of a kind corresponding to the kind of gate and the kind of confinement on which the gate shuts and opens4 ,and when ,lady ,robertland thought of her rare outgates--and she thought more about them than about anything else that ever happened to her--and as often as she could get an ear and a heart into which to tell them1 she always pictured to her audience and to herself the majestic ,figure of the first chapter of the ,revelation4 ,she often spoke of her rare outgates to ,david ,dickson1 and ,robert ,blair1 and ,john ,livingstone1 and to her own ,stewarton minister1 ,mr4 ,castlelaw1 whose name written in water on earth is written in letters of gold in heaven4 ',not much of a preacher himself1 he encouraged his people to attend ,mr4 ,dickson's sermons1 and he often employed ,mr4 ,blair to preach at ,stewarton1 and accompanied him back and forward1 singing psalms all the way4' ,her ladyship often told saintly ,mr4 ,castlelaw of her rare outgates1 and always so spoke to him of the ,amen1 who has the keys of hell and of death1 that he never could read that chapter all his days without praising ,god that he had had the ,lady ,robertland and her rare outgates in his sin-sick parish4 ,but it is time to turn to some of those special and rare outgates that the ,amen with the keys gave to ,his favoured handmaiden1 the ,lady ,robertland2 and the first kind of outgate1 on account of which she was always such an astonishment to herself1 was what she would call her outgate from providential disabilities1 entanglements1 and embarrassments4 ,she was wont to say to ,william ,guthrie1 who best understood her witty words and her wonderful history1 that the wicked fairies had handicapped her infant feet in her very cradle4 ,she could use a freedom of speech with ,guthrie1 and he with her1 such as neither of them could use with ,livingstone or with ,rutherford4 ,rutherford could not laugh when his heart was breaking1 as ,lady ,robertland and the witty minister of ,fenwick were often overheard laughing4 ',yes1 but your ,ladyship has won the race with all your weights1' ,guthrie would laugh and say4 ',one of my many races1' she would answer1 with half a smile and half a sigh2 'but ,i have a long race1 many long races1 still before me4 ,it seemed conclamatum est with me1' she would then say1 quoting a well- known expression of ,samuel ,rutherford's1 which is1 being interpreted1 ,it's all over and gone with me1 'but ,providence1 since the ,amen took it in hand1 has a thousand and more keys wherewith to give poor creatures like me our rare outgates4' ,there were few alive by that time who had known ,lady ,robertland in her early days1 and she seldom spoke of those days2 only1 on the anniversary of her early marriage1 she never forgot her feelings when her life as a ,fleming came to an end and her new life as a ,robertland began4 ,there was a famous preacher of her day who sometimes spoke familiarly of the 'keys of the cupboard1 that the ,master carried at ,his girdle1' and she used sometimes to take up his homely words and say that she had had all the sweetest morsels and most delicate dainties of earth's cupboard taken out from under lock and key and put into her mouth4 ',he ties terrible knots1' she would say1 'just to have the pleasure of loosing them off from those ,he loves4 ,he lays nets and sets traps only that ,he may get a chance of healing broken bones and setting the terrified free4' ,no wonder that ,wodrow calls her 'a much- exercised woman1' with such ingates and outgates1 and with such miracles of an interposing ,providence filling her childhood1 her youth1 her married and her widowed life4 ,the ,analecta is full of remarkable providences1 but ,lady ,robertland's exercises and outgates are too wonderful even for the pages of that always wonderful and sometimes too awful book4 ',my ,master hath outgates of ,his own which are beyond the wisdom of man1' writes ,rutherford1 in her own language1 to ,lady ,robertland from ',christ's prison in ,aberdeen4' ,rutherford's letters are full of more or less mysterious allusions to the rare outgates that ,god in ,christ had given him also from the snares and traps into which he had fallen by the sins and follies of his unregenerate youth4 ,whatever trouble came on ,rutherford all his days--the persecution of the bishop1 his banishment to ,aberdeen1 the shutting of his mouth from preaching ,christ1 the loss of wife and child1 and the poignant pains of sanctification--he gathered them all up under the familiar figure of a waled and chosen cross4 ',seeing that the sins of my youth deserved strokes1 how am ,i obliged to my ,lord1 who1 out of many possible crosses1 hath given me this waled and chosen cross to suffer for the name of ,jesus ,christ4 ,since ,i must have chains1 ,he has put golden chains on me4 ,seeing ,i must have sorrow1 for ,i have sinned1 ,o ,preserver of mankind1 ,thou hast waled and selected out for me a joyful sorrow--an honest1 spiritual1 glorious sorrow4 ,oh1 what am ,i1 such a rotten mass of sin1 to be counted worthy of the most honourable rod in my ,father's house1 even the golden rod wherewith the ,lord the ,heir was ,himself stricken4 ,thou wast a ,god that forgavest them1 though ,thou tookest vengeance of their inventions4' ,rutherford also was forgiven1 and the only vengeance that ,god took of his inventions1 the irregularities of his youth1 was taken in the form of a 'waled cross4' ',i might have been proclaimed on the crown of the causey1' says ,rutherford1 'but ,he has so waled my cross and ,his vengeance that ,i am suffering not for my sin but for ,his name4' ,what a life hid with ,christ in ,god he must live1 who1 like ,rutherford1 takes all his trials on earth as a transmuted and substituted cross for his sins3 and who is able to take all his deserved and demanded chastisements in the shape of inward and spiritual and sanctifying pain4 ,o sweet vengeance of grace on our sinful inventions6 ,o most intimate and most awful of all our secrets1 the secrets of a love-waled1 love-substituted cross6 ,o rare outgate from the scorn of the causeway to the smelting-house of ',him who hath ,his fire in ,zion6' ',the sorrows of death compassed me1' sings the ,psalmist1 and 'the pains of hell gat hold upon me2 ,i found trouble and sorrow4' ,what1 you may well ask1 were those pains of hell that gat such hold of ,david while yet he was a living and unreprobated man8 ,was it not too strong language to use about any earthly experience1 however terrible1 to call it the pains of hell8 ,ask that man whose sin has found him out what he thinks the pains of hell were in ,david's case1 and he will tell you that remorse--unsoftened1 unsweetened1 unquenchable remorse--is hell2 at any rate1 it is hell upon earth2 and till he confessed his sin it was ,david's hell4 ,sin taken up and laid by ,god's hand on the sinner's conscience1 that makes that sinner's conscience hell4 ,and1 then1 do we not read that ,jehovah laid on our ,surety the sin of us all till ,he was three hours in hell for us1 and came out of it1 as ,rutherford says1 with the keys of hell at ,his proud girdle8 ,and it is with those captured keys that ,he now unlocks the true hell-gate in every guilty sinner's conscience4 ',he comes the prisoners to relieve ,in ,satan's bondage held2 ,the gates of brass before ,him burst1 ,the iron fetters yield4 4 4 4 4 4 4 ,we may not know1 we cannot tell ,what pains ,he had to bear1 ,but we believe it was for us ,he hung and suffered there4 ,there was no other good enough ,to pay the price of sin2 ,he only could unlock the gate ,of heaven1 and let us in4' ',myself am hell1' cried out ,satan1 in his agony of pride and rage and remorse4 ',divines and dying men may talk of hell1 ,but in my heart her several torments dwell4' ,so you say of yourself1 as you well may1 after such a life as yours has been4 ,the ,judge of all the earth would not be a just judge unless hell were already kindled in your heart4 ,but ,he who is a just ,god is also a ,saviour1 and ,he has with ,his own hand hung the key of hell and of your self-made bed in it at the girdle of ,jesus ,christ4 ,go to ,him to-night1 and tell ,him that you are in hell4 ,tell ,him that1 like ,david1 and very much1 so far as you can understand1 for ,david's sins1 you1 too1 are in the pains of very hell4 ,cast yourself1 like ,john in the ,revelation1 at ,his feet1 and see if ,he does not say to you what ,he said through ,nathan to ,david1 and what ,he said ,himself to ,john1 and what ,he said to ,lady ,robertland1 and what ,he said to ,samuel ,rutherford4 ,cast yourself at ,his feet1 and see if you do not get at ,his hands as rare an outgate and as wonderfully waled a cross as the very best of them got4 ,then all the rest of your life on this prison-house of an earth will be a history in you and to you of all kinds of rare outgates4 ,for1 once ,he who has the keys has taken your case in hand1 ,he will not let either rust or dust gather on ,his keys till ,he has opened every door for you and set you free from every snare4 ,there are many evil affections1 evil habits1 and evil practices that are still closely padlocked both on your outward and your inward life that you must be wholly delivered from4 ,and ,he who has all the keys of your body and your soul too at ,his girdle1 will not consider that you have got your full outgate1 or that ,he has at all discharged ,his duty by you1 till1 as ,rutherford says1 your sinful habits and practices are all loosened off from your life and are driven back into the inner world of your inclinations2 and then1 after that1 ,he will only take up still more skilful and still more intricate keys wherewith to turn the locks of delight1 desire1 and inclination4 ,o blessed keys of hell and of death1 of habit and inclination and evil affection6 ,o blessed people who are under such a ,redeemer from sin and death and hell6 ,o truly famous saint1 the ,lady ,robertland1 who got so many and so rare outgates from the ,amen with the keys6 ,who shall give me an outgate from this body8 cries the great apostle1 not chafing in his chains for death1 but for the true life that lies beyond death4 ,paul1 with all his intense love of life and service--nay1 because of that intense love--felt sometimes that this present life at its very best was but a life of relaxed imprisonment rather than of true liberty4 ,paul was1 as we say1 a kind of first-class misdemeanant1 as ,samuel ,rutherford also was in his prison-palace in ,aberdeen1 and the ,lady ,robertland in ,stewarton ,house2 they had a liberty that was not to be despised2 they had light and air and exercise2 they were not in chains in the dungeon2 they had pen and ink2 they had books and papers1 and their friends might on occasion visit them4 ,they might have better food also if they paid for it2 and1 best of all1 they could1 till their full release came1 beguile and occupy the time in work for ,christ and ,his ,church4 ,but still they were present in this body of sin and death1 and absent from the ,lord1 and they pined1 and1 ,i fear1 sinfully murmured sometimes1 for the last and the greatest and the best outgate of all4 ',as for myself1' writes ,rutherford1 ',i think that if a poor1 weak1 dying sheep seeks for an old dyke1 and the lee-side of a hill in a storm1 ,i surely may be allowed to long for heaven4 ,i see little in this life but sin1 and the sour fruits of sin2 and oh6 what a burden and what a bitterness is sin6 ,what a miserable bondage it is to be at the nod of such a master as ,sin6 ,but ,he who hath the keys hath sworn that our sin shall not loose the covenant bond1 and therefore ,i wait in hope and in patience till ,his time shall come to take off all my fetters and make a hole in this cage of death that the imprisoned bird may find its long-promised liberty4' ',i would not live alway1 thus fettered with sin1 ,temptation without and corruption within2 ,in a moment of strength1 if ,i sever the chain1 ,scarce the victory is mine ere ,i'm captive again2 ,e'en the rapture of pardon is mingled with fears1 ,and the cup of thanksgiving with penitent tears2 ,the festival trump calls for jubilant songs1 ,but my spirit her own miserere prolongs4 ',who1 who would live always away from his ,god6 ,away from yon heaven1 that blissful abode ,where the rivers of pleasures flow o'er the bright plains1 ,and the noon-tide of glory eternally reigns2 ,where the saints of all ages in harmony meet1 ,their ,saviour and brethren transported to greet2 ,while the songs of salvation exultingly roll1 ,and the love of the ,lord is the bliss of the soul4' ,,ix4 ,,jean ,,brown ',sin poisons all our enjoyments4'--,rutherford4 ,jean ,brown was one of the selectest associates of the famous ,rutherford circle4 ,we do not know so much of ,jean ,brown outside of the ,rutherford ,letters as we would like to know1 but her son1 ,john ,brown of ,wamphray1 is very well known to every student of the theology and ecclesiastical history of ,scotland in the second half of the seventeenth century4 ',i rejoice to hear about your son ,john4 ,i had always a great love to dear ,john ,brown4 ,remember my love to ,john ,brown4 ,i never could get my love off that man4' ,and all ,rutherford's esteem and affection for ,jean ,brown's gifted and amiable son was fully justified in the subsequent history of the hard-working and well-persecuted parish minister of ,wamphray4 ,letter #hd is a very remarkable piece of writing even in ,rutherford1 and the readers of this letter would gladly learn more than even its eloquent pages tell them about the woman who could draw such a letter out of ,samuel ,rutherford's mind and heart1 the woman who was also the honoured mother of such a student and such a minister as ,john ,brown of ,wamphray4 ,this letter has a bite in it--to use one of ,rutherford's own words in the course of it--all its own4 ,and it is just that profound and pungent element in this letter1 that bite in it1 that has led me to take this remarkable letter for my topic to-night4 ,there had been some sin in ,samuel ,rutherford's student days1 or some stumble sufficiently of the nature of sin1 to secretly poison the whole of his subsequent life4 ,sin is such a poisonous thing that even a mustard-seed of it planted in a man's youth will sometimes spring up into a thicket of terrible trouble both to himself and to many other people all his and all their days4 ,an almost invisible drop of sin let fall into the wellhead of life will sometimes poison the whole broad stream of life1 as well as all the houses and fields and gardens1 with all their flowers and fruits1 that are watered out of it4 ,when any misfortune falls upon a ,hebrew household1 when any ,jewish man or woman's sin finds them out1 they say that there is an ounce of the golden calf on it4 ,they open their ,exodus and they read there in their bitterness of how ,moses in his hot anger took the calf1 which the children of ,israel had polluted themselves with1 and burned it in the fire1 and ground it to powder1 and strewed it upon the water1 and made the children of ,israel to drink of it4 ,and1 though ,god turned the poisoned1 dust-laden waters of ,samuel ,rutherford's life into very milk and wine1 yet to ,rutherford's subtle and detective taste there was always a certain tang of the unclean and accursed thing in it4 ,the best waled and most tenderly substituted cross in ,rutherford's chastised life had always a certain galling corner in it that recalled to him1 as he bled inwardly under it1 the lack of complete purity and strict regularity in his youth4 ,and it is to be feared that there are but too few men or women either who have not some ,rutherford- like memory behind them that still clouds their now sheltered life and secretly poisons their good conscience4 ,some disingenuity1 some simulation or dissimulation of affection1 some downright or constructive dishonesty1 some lack towards some one of open and entire integrity1 some breach of good faith in spirit if not in letter1 some still stinging tresspass of the golden rule1 some horn or hoof of the golden calf1 the bitter dust of which they taste to this day in their sweetest cup and at their most grace-spread table4 ,there are more men and women in the ,church of ,christ than any one would believe who sing with a broken heart at every communion table3 ',he hath not dealt with us after our sins1 nor rewarded us according to our iniquities4 ,as far as the east is from the west1 so far hath ,he removed our transgressions from us4' ,and even after such men and women might have learned a lesson1 how soon we see all that lesson forgotten4 ,even after ,god's own hand has so conspicuously cut the bars of iron in sunder2 after ,he has made the solitary to dwell in families2 we still see sin continuing in new shapes and in other forms to poison the sweetest things in human life4 ,what selfishness we see in family life1 and that1 too1 after the vow and the intention of what self-suppression and self-denial4 ,what impatience with one another1 what bad temper1 what cruel and cutting words1 what coldness and rudeness and neglect1 in how many ways our abiding sinfulness continues to poison the sweetest springs of life6 ,and1 then1 how soon such unhappy men begin to see themselves reproduced and multiplied in their children4 ,how many fathers see1 with a secret bitterness of spirit that never can be told1 their own worst vices of character and conduct reproduced and perpetuated in their children6 ,one father sees his constitutional and unextirpated sensuality coming out in the gluttony1 the drunkenness1 and the lust of his son2 while another sees his pride1 his moroseness1 his kept-up anger and his cruelty all coming out in one who is his very image4 ,while many a mother sees her own youthful shallowness1 frivolity1 untruthfulness1 deceit and parsimony in her daughter1 for whose morality and religion she would willingly give up her own soul4 ,and then our children1 who were to be our staff and our crown1 so early take their own so wilful and so unfilial way in life4 ,they betake themselves1 for no reason so much as just for intended disobedience and impudent independence1 to other pursuits and pleasures1 to other political and ecclesiastical parties than we have ever gone with4 ,and when it is too late we see how we have again mishandled and mismanaged our families as we had mishandled and mismanaged our own youth1 till it is only one grey head here and another there that does not go down to the grave under a crushing load of domestic sorrow4 ,when the best things in life are so poisoned by sin1 how bitter is that poison6 ,if an unpoisoned youth and an unembittered family life are some of the sweetest things this earth can taste1 then a circle of close and true and dear friendships does not come very far behind them4 ,rutherford had plenty of trouble in his family life that he used to set down to the sins of his youth2 and then the way he poisoned so many of his best friendships by his so poisonous party spirit is a humbling history to read4 ,he quarrelled irreconcilably with his very best friends over matters that were soon to be as dead as ,aaron's golden calf1 and which never had much more life or decency in them4 ,the matters were so small and miserable over which ,rutherford quarrelled with such men as ,david ,dickson and ,robert ,blair that ,i could not interest you in them at this time of day even if ,i tried4 ,they were as parochial1 as unsubstantial1 and as much made up of prejudice and ill-will as were some of those matters that have served under ,satan to poison so often our own private and public and religious life4 ,rutherford actually refused to assist ,robert ,blair at the ,lord's ,supper1 so embittered and so black was his mind against his dearest friend4 ',i would rather1' said sweet-tempered ,robert ,blair1 'have had my right hand hacked off at the cross of ,edinburgh than have written such things4' ',my wife and ,i1' wrote dear ,john ,livingstone1 'have had more bitterness together over these matters than we have ever had since we knew what bitterness was4' ,and no one in that day had a deeper hand in spreading that bitterness than just the hand that wrote ,rutherford's letters4 ,there is no fear of our calling any man master if we once look facts fair in the face4 ,the precariousness of our best friendships1 the brittle substance out of which they are all composed and constructed1 and the daily accidents and injuries to which they are all exposed--all this is the daily distress of all true and loving hearts4 ,what a little thing will sometimes embitter and poison what promised to be a loyal and lifelong friendship6 ,a passing misunderstanding about some matter that will soon be as dead to us both as the ,resolutions and ,protestations of ,rutherford's day now are to all men2 an accidental oversight2 our simple indolence in letting an absent friendship go too much out of repair for want of a call1 or a written message1 or a timeous gift3 a thing that only a too-scrupulous mind would go the length of calling sin1 will yet poison an old friendship and embitter it beyond all our power again to sweeten it4 ,and1 then1 how party spirit poisons our best enjoyments as it did ,rutherford's4 ,how all our minds are poisoned against all the writers and the speakers1 the statesmen and the journalists of the opposite camp1 and even against the theologians and preachers of the opposite church4 ,and1 then1 inside our own camp and church how new and still more malignant kinds of poison begin to distil out of our incurably wicked hearts to eat out the heart of our own nearest and dearest friendships4 ,envy1 for one thing1 which no preacher1 not even ,pascal or ,newman1 no moralist1 no satirist1 no cynic has yet dared to tell the half of the horrible truth about3 drip1 drip1 drip1 its hell-sprung venom soaks secretly into the oldest1 the dearest and the truest friendship4 ,yes1 let it be for once said1 the viper-like venom of envy--the most loyal1 the most honourable1 the most self-forgetting and self-obliterating friendship is never in this life for one moment proof against it4 ,we live by admiration2 yes1 but even where we admire our most and live our best this mildew still falls with its deadly damp4 ,what did you suppose ,rutherford meant when he wrote as he did write about himself and about herself to that so capable and so saintly woman1 ,jean ,brown8 ,do you accuse ,samuel ,rutherford of unmeaning cant8 ,was he mouthing big ,bible words without any meaning8 ,or1 was he not drinking at that moment of the poison-filled cup of his own youthful1 family1 and friendship sins8 ,nobody will persuade me that ,rutherford was a canting hypocrite when he wrote those terrible and still unparaphrased words3 ',sin1 sin1 this body of sin and corruption embittereth and poisoneth all our enjoyments4 ,oh that ,i were home where ,i shall sin no more6' ,puritan was an ,english nickname rather than a ,scottish1 but our ,scots ,presbyterians were ,puritans at bottom like their ,english brethren both in their statesmanship and in their churchmanship1 as well as in their family and personal religion4 ,and they held the same protest as the ,english ,puritans held against the way in which the scandalous corruptions of the secular court1 and the equally scandalous corruptions of the sacred bench1 were together fast poisoning the public enjoyments of ,england and of ,scotland4 ,you will hear cheap1 shallow1 vinous speeches at public dinners and suchlike resorts about the ,puritans1 and about how they denounced so much of the literature and the art of that day4 ,when1 if those who so find fault had but the intelligence and the honesty to look an inch beneath the surface of things they would see that it was not the ,puritans but their persecutors who really took away from the serious- minded people of ,scotland and ,england both the dance and the drama1 as well as so many far more important things in that day4 ,had the ,puritans and their fathers always had their own way1 especially in ,england1 those sources of public and private enjoyment would never have been poisoned to the people as they were and are1 and that cleft would never have been cut between the conscience and some kinds of culture and delight which still exists for so many of the best of our people4 ,charles ,kingsley was no ascetic1 and his famous ,north ,british article1 ',plays and ,puritans1' was but a popular admission of what a free and religious-minded ,england owes on one side of their many-sided service to the ,puritans of that impure day4 ,christina ,rossetti is no ,calvinist1 but she puts the ,calvinistic and ,puritan position about the sin-poisoned enjoyments of this life in her own beautiful way3 ',yes1 all our life long we shall be bound to refrain our soul1 and keep it low2 but what then8 ,for the books we now forbear to read we shall one day be endued with wisdom and knowledge4 ,for the music we will not now listen to we shall join in the song of the redeemed4 ,for the pictures from which we turn we shall gaze unabashed on the beatific vision4 ,for the companionship we shun we shall be welcomed into angelic society and the companionship of triumphant saints4 ,for the amusements we avoid we shall keep the supreme jubilee4 ,for all the pleasure we miss we shall abide1 and for ever abide1 in the rapture of heaven4' ,all through ,rutherford's lifetime preaching was his chiefest enjoyment and his most exquisite delight4 ,he was a born preacher1 and his enjoyment of preaching was correspondingly great4 ,even when he was removed from ,anwoth to ,st4 ,andrews1 where1 what with his professorship and principalship together1 one would have thought that he had his hands full enough1 he yet stipulated with the ,assembly that he should be allowed to preach regularly every ,sabbath-day4 ,but sin1 again1 that dreadful1 and1 to ,rutherford1 omnipresent evil1 poisoned all his preaching also and made it one of the heaviest burdens of his conscience and his heart and his life4 ,there is a proverb to the effect that when the best things become corrupt then that is corruption indeed4 ,and so ,rutherford discovered it to be in the matter of his preaching4 ,do what he would1 ,rutherford1 like ,shepard1 could not keep the thought of what men would think out of his weak and evil mind1 both before1 and during1 but more especially after his preaching4 ,and that poisoned and corrupted and filled the pulpit with death to ,rutherford1 in a way and to a degree that nobody but a self-seeking preacher will believe or understand4 ,rutherford often wondered that he had not been eaten up of worms in his pulpit like ,king ,herod on his throne1 and that for the very same atheistical and blasphemous reason4 ,those in this house who have followed all this with that intense and intelligent sympathy that a somewhat similar experience alone will give1 will not be stumbled to read what ,rutherford says in his letter to his near neighbour1 ,william ,glendinning3 ',i see nothing in this life but sin1 sin and the sour fruits of sin4 ,o what a miserable bondage it is to be at the nod and beck of ,sin6' ,nor will they wonder to read in his letter to ,lady ,boyd1 that she is to be sorry all her days on account of her inborn and abiding corruptions4 ,nor1 again1 that he himself was sick at his heart1 and at the very yolk of his heart1 at sin1 dead-sick with hatred and disgust at sin1 and correspondingly sick with love and longing after ,jesus ,christ4 ,nor1 again1 that he awoke ill every morning to discover that he had not yet awakened in his ,saviour's sinless likeness4 ,nor will you wonder1 again1 at the seraphic flights of love and worship that ,samuel ,rutherford1 who was so poisoned with sin1 takes at the name and the thought of his divine ,physician4 ,for to ,rutherford that divine ,physician has promised to come 'the second time without sin unto salvation4' ,the first time ,he came ,he sucked the poison of sin out of the souls of sinners with ,his own lips1 and out of all the enjoyments that ,he had sanctified and prepared for them in heaven4 ,and ,he is coming back--,he has now for a long time come back and taken ,rutherford home to that sanctification that seemed to go further and further away from ,rutherford the longer he lived in this sin-poisoned world4 ,and1 amongst all those who are now home in heaven1 ,i cannot think there can be many who are enjoying heaven with a deeper joy than ,samuel ,rutherford's sheer1 solid1 uninterrupted1 unadulterated1 and unmitigated joy4 ,x4 ,,john ,,gordon ,,of ,,cardoness1 ,,the ,,younger ',put off a sin or a piece of a sin every day4'--,rutherford4 ,if that gaunt old tower of ,cardoness ,castle could speak1 and would tell us all that went on within its walls1 what a treasure to us that story would be6 ,even the sighs and the meanings that visit us from among its mouldering stones tell us things that we shall not soon forget4 ,they tell us how hard a task old ,john ,gordon found salvation to be in that old house2 and they tell us still1 to deep sobs1 how hard it was to him to see the sins and faults of his own youth back upon him again in the sins and faults of his son and heir4 ,old ,john ,gordon's once so wild heart was now somewhat tamed by the trials of life1 by the wisdom and the goodness of his saintly wife1 and not least by his close acquaintance with ,samuel ,rutherford2 but the comfort of all that was dashed from his lips by the life his eldest son was now living4 ,cardoness had always liked a good proverb1 and there was a proverb in the ,bible he often repeated to himself in those days as he went about his grounds3 ',the fathers have eaten sour grapes1 and the children's teeth are set on edge4' ,the miserable old man was up to the neck in debt to the ,edinburgh lawyers2 but he was fast discovering that there are other and worse things that a bad man entails on his eldest son than a burdened estate4 ,there was no ,american wheat or ,australian wool to reduce the rents of ,cardoness in that day2 but he had learnt1 as he rode in to ,edinburgh again and again to raise yet another loan for pocket-money to his eldest son1 that there are far more fatal things to a small estate than the fluctuations and depressions of the corn and cattle markets4 ,gordon's own so expensive youth was now past1 as he had hoped3 but no1 there it was1 back upon him again in a most unlooked-for and bitter shape4 ',the fathers have eaten sour grapes' was all he used to say as he rose to let in his drunken son at midnight2 he scarcely blamed him2 he could only blame himself1 as his beloved boy reeled in and cursed his father1 not knowing what he did4 ,the shrinking income of the small estate could ill afford to support two idle and expensive families1 but when young ,cardoness broke it to his mother that he wished to marry1 she and her husband were only too glad to hear it4 ,to meet the outlay connected with the marriage1 and to provide an income for the new family1 there was nothing for it but to raise the rents of the farms and cottages that stood on the estate4 ,anxious as ,rutherford was to see young ,cardoness settled in life1 he could not stand by in silence and see honest and hard-working people saddled with the debts and expenses of the ,castle2 and he took repeated opportunities of telling the ,castle people his mind2 till old ,cardoness in a passion chased him out of the house1 and rode next ,sabbath-day over to ,kirkdale and worshipped in the parish church of ,william ,dalgleish4 ,the insolent young laird continued1 at least during the time of his courtship1 to go to church with his mother1 but ,rutherford could not shut his eyes to the fact that he studied all the time how he could best and most openly insult his minister4 ,he used to come to church late on the ,sabbath morning2 and he never remained till the service was over1 but would rise and stride out in his spurs in the noisiest way and at the most unseemly times4 ,rutherford's nest at ,anwoth was not without its thorns4 ,and that such a crop of thorns should spring up to him and to his people from ,lady ,cardoness's house1 was one of ,rutherford's sorest trials4 ,the marriage- day1 from which so much was expected1 came and passed away2 but what it did for young ,cardoness may be judged from such expressions in ,rutherford's ,aberdeen letters as these3 ',be not rough with your wife4 ,god hath given you a wife1 love her2 drink out of your own fountain1 and sit at your own fireside4 ,make conscience of cherishing your wife4' ,his marriage did not sanctify young ,cardoness2 it did not even civilise him2 for1 long years after1 when he was an officer in the ,covenanters' army1 he writes from ,newcastle1 apologising to his ill-used wife for the way he left her when he went to join his regiment3 ',we are still ruffians and churls at home long after we are counted saints abroad4' ,one day when ,rutherford was in the ,spirit in his silent prison1 whether in the body or out of the body1 he was caught up into ,paradise to see the beauty of his ,lord1 and to hear his little daughter singing ,glory4 ,and among the thousands of children that sang around the throne he told young ,cardoness that he saw and heard little ,barbara ,gordon1 whose death had broken every heart in ,cardoness ,castle4 ',i give you my word for it1' wrote ,rutherford to her broken-hearted father1 ',i saw two ,anwoth children there1 and one of them was your child and one of them was mine4' ,and when another little voice was silenced in the ,castle to sing ,glory in heaven1 ,rutherford could then write to young ,cardoness all that was in his heart2 he could not write too plainly now or too often4 ,not that you are to suppose that they were all saints now at ,cardoness ,castle1 or that all their old and inherited vices of heart and character were rooted out3 no number of deaths will do that to the best of us till our own death comes2 but it was no little gain towards godliness when ,rutherford could write to young ,gordon1 now old with sorrow1 saying1 ',honoured and dear brother1 ,i am refreshed with your letter1 and ,i exhort you by the love of ,christ to set to work upon your own soul4 ,read this to your wife1 and tell her that ,i am witness for ,barbara's glory in heaven4' ,we would gladly shut the book here1 and bring the ,cardoness correspondence to a close1 but that would not be true to the whole ,cardoness history1 nor profitable for ourselves4 ,we have buried children1 like ,john ,gordon2 and1 like him1 we have said that it was good for us to be sore afflicted2 but not even the assurance that we have children in heaven has1 all at once1 set our affections there1 or made us meet for entrance there4 ,we feel it like a heavy blow on the heart1 it makes us reel as if we had been struck in the face1 to come upon a passage like this in a not-long-after letter to little ,barbara ,gordon's father3 ',ask yourself when next setting out to a night's drinking3 ,what if my doom came to-night8 ,what if ,i were given over to ,god's sergeants to-night1 to the devil and to the second death8' ,and with the same post ,rutherford wrote to ,william ,dalgleish telling him that if young ,cardoness came to see him he was to do his very best to direct and guide him in his new religious life4 ,but ,rutherford could not roll the care of young ,cardoness over upon any other minister's shoulders2 and thus it is that we have the long practical and powerful letter from which the text is taken3 ',put off a sin or a piece of a sin every day4' ,old ,cardoness had been a passionate man all his days2 he was an old man before he began to curb his passionate heart2 and long after he was really a man of ,god1 the devil easily carried him captive with his besetting sin4 ,he bit his tongue till it bled as often as he recollected the shameful day when he swore at his minister in the rack-renting dispute4 ,and he never rode past ,kirkdale ,church without sinning again as he plunged the rowels into his mare's unoffending sides4 ,cardoness did not read ,dante1 else he would have said to himself that his anger often filled his heart with hell's dunnest gloom4 ,the old ,castle was never well lighted2 but1 with a father and a son in it like ,cardoness and his heir1 it was sometimes like the ,stygian pool itself4 ,rutherford had need to write to her ladyship to have a soft answer always ready between such a father and such a son4 ,if you have the ,inferno at hand1 and will read what it says about the ,fifth ,circle1 you will see what went on sometimes in that debt-drained and exasperated house4 ,rutherford was far away from ,cardoness ,castle1 but he had memory enough and imagination enough to see what went on there as often as fresh provocation arose2 and therefore he writes to young ,gordon to put off a piece of his fiery anger every day4 ',let no complaining tenants1 let no insulting letter1 let no stupid or disobedient servant1 let no sudden outburst of your father1 let no peevish complaint of your wife make you angry4 ,remember every day that sudden and savage anger is one of your besetting sins3 and watch against it1 and put a piece of it off every day4 ,determine not to speak back to your father even if he is wrong and is doing a wrong to you and to your mother2 your anger will not make matters better3 hold your peace1 till you can with decency leave the house1 and go out to your horses and dogs till your heart is again quiet4' ,rutherford was not writing religious commonplaces when he wrote to ,cardoness ,castle2 if he had1 we would not have been reading his letters here to-night4 ,he wrote with his eye and his heart set on his correspondents4 ,and thus it is that 'night-drinking' occurs again and again in his letters to young ,gordon4 ,the ,cardoness bill to ,dumfries for drink was a heavy one2 but it seems never to have occurred1 even to the otherwise good people of those days1 that strong drink was such a costly as well as such a dangerous luxury4 ,it distresses and shocks us to read about 'midnight drinking' in ,cardoness ,castle1 and in the houses round about1 after all they had come through1 but there it is1 and we must not eviscerate ,rutherford's outspoken letters4 ,the time is not so far past yet with ourselves when we still went on drinking1 though we were in debt for the necessaries of life1 and though our sons reeled home from company we had made them early acquainted with4 ,if you will not even yet pass the wine altogether1 take a little less every day1 and the good conscience it will give you will make up for the forbidden bouquet2 till1 as ,rutherford said to ,gordon1 ',you will more easily master the remainder of your corruptions4' ,let us all try ,samuel ,rutherford's piecemeal way of reformation with our own anger2 let us put a bridle on our mouths part of every day4 ,let us do this if we can as yet go no further2 let us bridle our mouths on certain subjects1 and about certain people1 and in certain companies4 ,if you have some one you dislike1 some one who has injured or offended you1 some rival or some enemy1 whom to meet1 to see1 to read or to hear the name of1 always brings hell's dunnest gloom into your heart--well1 put off this piece of your sin concerning him2 do not speak about him4 ,i do not say you can put the poison wholly out of your heart2 you cannot3 but you can and you must hold your peace about him4 ,and if that beats you--if1 instead of all that making you more easily master of your corruption1 it helps you somewhat to discover how deep and how deadly it is--then ,samuel ,rutherford will not have written this old letter in vain for you4 ,,xi4 ,,alexander ,,gordon ,,of ,,earlston ',a man of great spirit1 but much subdued by inward exercise4' ,livingstone's ,characteristics4 ,the ,gordons of ,airds and ,earlston could set their family seal to the truth of the promise that the mercy of the ,lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear ,him1 and ,his righteousness to children's children4 ,for the life of grace entered the ,gordon house three long generations before it came to our ,alexander of to-night1 and it still descended upon his son and his son's son4 ,his great-grandfather1 ,alexander ,gordon also1 was early nicknamed ',strong ,sandy1' on account of his gigantic size and his ,samson-like strength4 ,while yet a young man1 happily for himself and for all his future children1 as well as for the whole of ,galloway1 ,gordon had occasion to cross the ,english border on some family business1 to buy cattle or cutlery or what not1 when he made a purchase he had not intended to make when he set out4 ,he brought home with him a copy of ,wycliffe's contraband ,new ,testament1 and from the day he bought that interdicted book till the day of his death1 ,strong ,sandy ,gordon never let his purchase out of his own hands4 ,he carried his ,wycliffe about with him wherever he went1 to kirk and to market2 he would as soon have thought of leaving his purse or his dirk behind him as his ,wycliffe1 his bosom friend4 ,and many were the ,sabbath-days that the laird of ,earlston read his ,new ,testament in the woods of ,earlston to his tenants and neighbours1 the ,testament in the one hand and the dirk in the other4 ,tamed and softened as old ,sandy ,gordon became by that taming and softening book1 yet there were times when the old ,samson still came to the surface4 ,as the ,sabbath became more and more sanctified in ,reformed ,scotland1 the ,saints' days of the ,romish ,calendar fell more and more into open neglect1 till the ,romish clergy got an ,act passed for the enforced observance of all the fasts and festivals of the ,romish ,communion4 ,one of the enacted clauses forbade a plough to be yoked on ,christmas ,day1 on pain of the forfeiture and public sale of the cattle that drew the plough4 ,old ,earlston1 at once to protest against the persecution1 and at the same time to save his draught-oxen1 yoked ten of his stalwart sons to the mid-winter plough1 and1 after ploughing the whole of ,christmas ,day1 openly defied both priest and bishop to distrain his team4 ,christmas ,day1 whatever its claims and privileges might be1 had no chance in ,scotland till it came with better reasons than the threat of a ,popish king and ,parliament4 ,the ,patriarch of ,galloway1 as the south of ,scotland combined to call old ,alexander ,gordon of ,earlston1 lived to the ripe age of over a hundred years1 and we are told that he kept family worship himself to the day of his death1 holding his ,wycliffe in his own hand1 and yielding it and his place at the family altar over to none4 ,but it is with the name-son and great-grandson of this sturdy old saint that we have chiefly to do to-night4 ,and ,i may say of him1 to begin with1 that he was altogether worthy to inherit and to hand on the tradition of family grace and truth that had begun so early and so conspicuously with the head of the ,earlston house4 ',alexander ,gordon of ,earlston1' says ,john ,livingstone1 in one of his priceless little etchings1 'was a man of great spirit1 but much subdued by inward exercise1 and who attained the most rare experiences of downcasting and uplifting4' ,and in ,rutherford's first letter to this ,earlston1 written from ,anwoth in #afcf1 he says1 in that lofty oracular way of his1 ',jesus ,christ has said that ,alexander ,gordon must lead the ring in ,galloway in witnessing a good conscience4' ,this1 no doubt1 refers to the prosecution that ,gordon was at that moment undergoing at the hands of the ,bishop of ,glasgow for refusing to admit a nominee of the ,bishop into the pulpit of a reclaiming parish4 ,it would have gone still worse with ,earlston than it did had not ,lord ,lorne1 the true patron of the parish1 taken his place beside ,earlston at the ,bishop's bar1 and testified his entire approval of all that ,earlston had done4 ,with all that1 the case did not end till ,earlston was banished beyond the ,tay for his resistance to the will of the ,bishop of ,glasgow4 ,this all took place in the early half of the seventeenth century1 so that ,dr4 ,robert ,buchanan might with more correctness have entitled his able book ',the ,two ,hundred ,years' ,conflict' than ',the ,ten1' so early was the battle for ,non-,intrusion begun in ,galloway4 ,alexander ,gordon was a ,free ,churchman #bjj years before the ,disruption1 and ,lord ,lorne was the forerunner of those evangelical and constitutional noblemen and gentlemen in ,scotland who helped so much to carry through the ,disruption of #ahdc4 ,we find both ,lord ,lorne1 and ,earlston his factor1 sitting as elders beside one another in the ,glasgow ,assembly of #afch1 and then we find ,earlston the member for ,galloway in the ,parliament of #afda4 ,we do not know exactly on what occasion it was that ,earlston refused to accept the knighthood that was offered him by the ,crown2 but we seem to hear the old ,wycliffite come back again in his great-grandson as he said1 ',no1 your ,majesty1 excuse and pardon me2 but no4' ,alexander ,gordon felt that it would be an everlasting dishonour to him and to his house to let his shoulder be touched in knighthood by a sword that was wet1 and that would soon be still more wet1 with the best blood in ,scotland4 ',no1 your ,majesty1 no4' ,almost all that we are told about ,earlston in the histories of his time bears out the greatness of his spirit2 that1 and the stories that gives rise to1 take the eye of the ordinary historian2 but good ,john ,livingstone1 though not a great historian in other respects1 is by far the best historian of that day for our purpose4 ,john ,livingstone's ,characteristics is a perfect gallery of spiritual portraits1 and the two or three strokes he gives to ,alexander ,gordon make him stand out impressively and memorably to all who understand and care for the things of the ,spirit4 ',a man of great spirit1 but much subdued by inward exercise4' ,i do not need to tell you what exercise is--at least bodily exercise4 ,all that a man does to draw out1 develop1 and healthfully occupy his bodily powers in walking1 riding1 running1 wrestling1 carrying burdens1 and leaping over obstacles--all that is called bodily exercise1 and some part of that is absolutely necessary every day for the health of the body and for the continuance and the increase of its strength4 ,but we are not all body2 we are soul as well1 and much more soul than body4 ,bodily exercise profiteth little1 says the ,apostle1--compared1 that is1 with the exercise of the soul1 of the mind1 and of the heart4 ,now1 ,alexander ,gordon was such an athlete of the heart that all who knew him saw well what exercise he must have gone through before he was subdued in his high mind and proud spirit to be so humble1 so meek1 so silent1 so unselfish1 and so full of godliness and brotherly kindness--what a world of inward exercise all that bespoke6 ,alexander ,gordon's patience under wrong1 his low esteem of himself and of all he did1 his miraculous power over himself in the forgiveness of enemies and in the forgetfulness of injuries1 his contentment amid losses and disappointments1 his silence when other men were bursting to speak1 and his openness to be told that when he did speak he had spoken rashly1 unadvisedly1 and offensively--in all that ,earlston was a conspicuous example of what inward exercise carried on with sufficient depth and through a sufficiently long life will do even for a man of a hot temper and a proud heart4 ,alexander ,gordon had1 to begin with1 a large heart4 ,a large heart was a family possession of the ,gordons2 the fathers had it and the mothers had it2 and whatever came and went in the family estate1 the ,gordon heart was always entailed unimpaired--increased indeed--upon the children4 ,and after some generations of true religion1 inwardly and deeply exercising the ,gordon heart1 it almost came as a second nature to our ,gordon to take to heart all that happened to him1 and to exercise his large and deep heart yet more thoroughly with it4 ,the affairs of the family1 the affairs of the estate1 the affairs of the ,church1 his duties as a landlord1 a farmer1 a heritor1 and a factor1 and the persecutions and sufferings that all these things brought upon him1 some of which we know--all that found its way into ,earlston's wide and deep and still unsanctified heart4 ,and then1 there is a law and a provision in the life of grace that all those men come to discover who live before ,god as ,earlston lived1 a provision that secures to such men's souls a depth1 and an inwardness1 and an increasing exercise that carries them on to reaches of inward sanctification that the ruck and run of so-called ,christians know nothing about1 and are incapable of knowing4 ,such men as ,earlston1 while the daily rush of outward things is let in deeply into their hearts1 are not restricted to these things for the fulness of their inward exercise2 their own hearts1 though there were no outward world at all1 would sufficiently exercise them to all the gifts and graces and attainments of the profoundest spiritual life4 ,for one thing1 when once ,earlston had begun to keep watch over his own heart in the matter of its motives--it was ,david ,dickson1 one fast-day at ,irvine1 on #a ,sam4 ii41 who first taught ,gordon to watch his motives--from that day ,rutherford and ,livingstone1 and all his family1 and all his fellow- elders saw a change in their friend that almost frightened them4 ,there was after that such a far-off tone in his letters1 and such a far-off look in his eyes1 and such a far-off sound in his voice as they all felt must have come from some great1 and1 to them1 mysterious advance in his spiritual life2 but he never told even his son ,william what it was that had of late so softened and quieted his proud and stormy heart4 ,but1 all the time1 it was his motives4 ,the baseness of his motives even when he did what it was but his duty and his praise to do1 that quite killed ,earlston every day4 ,the loathsomeness of a heart that hid such motives in its unguessed depths made him often weep in the woods which his grandfather had sanctified by his ,bible readings a century before4 ,rutherford saw with the glance of genius what was going on in his friend's heart1 when1 in one letter1 not referring to himself at all1 ,earlston suddenly said1 ',if ,lucifer himself would but look deep enough and long enough into his own heart1 the sight of it would make him a little child4' ',did not ,i say1' burst out ,rutherford1 as he read1 'that ,alexander ,gordon would lead the ring in ,galloway8' ,earlston frightened into silence the ,presbytery of ,kirkcudbright on one occasion also1 when at their first meeting after he had spoken out so bravely before the king and the ,parliament1 and they were to move him a vote of thanks1 he cried out3 ',fathers and brethren1 the heart is deceitful above all things1 and desperately wicked1 and you do not know it4 ,for ,i had a deep1 malicious1 revengeful motive in my heart behind all my fine and patriotic speeches in ,parliament4 ,i hated ,montrose more than ,i loved the freedom of the ,kirk4 ,spare me1 therefore1 the sentence of putting that act of shame on your books6' ,it was discoveries like this that accumulated in ,john ,livingstone's note-book till he blotted out all his instances and left only the blessed result1 ',alexander ,gordon1 a man of great spirit1 but much subdued by inward exercise1 and who was visited with most rare experiences of downcasting and uplifting4' ,no doubt1 dear ,john ,livingstone2 we can well believe it4 ,too rare with us1 alas6 but every day with your noble friend2 every day and every night1 when he lay down and when he rose up4 ,his very dreams often cast him down all day after them2 for he said1 ,if my heart were not one of the chambers of hell itself1 such hateful things would not stalk about in it when the watchman is asleep4 ,downcastings6 downcastings6 ,yes1 down to such depths of self-discovery and self-detestation and self-despair as compelled his ,heavenly ,master to give commandment that ,his prostrate servant should be lifted up as few men on the earth have ever been lifted up1 or could bear to be4 ,yes2 they were rare experiences both of downcastings and of upliftings2 when such downcastings and upliftings become common the end of this world will have come1 and with it the very ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,the last sight we see of ,alexander ,gordon in this world is after his ,master has given commandment that the last touch be put to ,his servant's subdued and childlike humility4 ,the old saint is sitting in his grandfather's chair and his wife is feeding him like a weaned child4 ,john ,livingstone tells that ,mr4 ,john ,smith1 a minister in ,teviotdale1 had all the ,psalms of ,david by heart1 and that instead of a curtailed1 monotonous1 and mechanical grace before meat he always repeated a whole ,psalm4 ,earlston must have remembered once dining in the ,manse of ,maxton at a ,communion time2 for1 as his tender-handed wife took her place beside his chair to feed her helpless husband1 he always lifted up his palsied hand and always said to himself1 to her1 and above all1 to ,god1 the #acast ,psalm-- ',as child of mother weaned2 my soul ,is like a weaned child2' till all the godly households in ,galloway knew the #acast ,psalm as ,alexander ,gordon of ,earlston's grace before meat4 ,,xii4 ,,earlston ,,the ,,younger ',a renowned ,gordon1 a patriot1 a good ,christian1 a confessor1 and1 ,i may add1 a martyr of ,jesus ,christ4'--,livingstone's ,characteristics4 ,thomas ,boston in his most interesting autobiography tells us about one of his elders who1 though a poor man1 had always 'a brow for a good cause4' ,now nothing could better describe the ,gordons of ,earlston than just that saying4 ,for old ,alexander ,gordon1 the founder of the family1 lifted up his brow for the cause of the ,bible and the ,sabbath-day when his brow was as yet alone in the whole of ,galloway2 his great-grandson ,alexander also lifted up his brow in his day for the liberty of public worship and the freedom of the courts and congregations of the ,church of ,scotland1 and paid heavily for his courage2 and his son ,william1 of whom we are to speak to-night1 showed the same brow to the end4 ,the ,gordons1 as ,john ,howie says1 have all along made no small figure in our best ,scottish history1 and that because they had always a brow for the best causes of their respective days4 ,as ,rutherford also says1 the truth kept the causey in the south-west of ,scotland largely through the intelligence1 the courage1 and the true piety of the ,gordon house4 ,while still living at home and assisting his father in his farms and factorships1 young ,earlston was already one of ,rutherford's most intimate correspondents4 ,in a kind of reflex way we see what kind of head and heart and character young ,earlston must already have had from the letters that ,rutherford wrote to him4 ,if we are to judge of the character and attainments and intelligence of ,rutherford's correspondents by the letters he wrote to them1 then ,i should say that ,william ,gordon of ,earlston must have been a remarkable man very early in life1 both in the understanding and the experience of divine things4 ,one of the ,aberdeen letters especially1 numbered #aha in ,dr4 ,andrew ,bonar's edition1 for intellectual power1 inwardness1 and eloquence stands almost if not altogether at the head of all the #cfe letters we have from ,rutherford's pen4 ,he never wrote an abler or a better letter than that he wrote to ,william ,gordon the younger of ,earlston on the #afth of ,june #afcg4 ,not ,james ,durham1 not ,george ,gillespie1 not ,david ,dickson themselves ever got a stronger1 deeper1 or more eloquent letter from ,samuel ,rutherford than did young ,william ,gordon of ,airds and ,earlston4 ,william ,gordon was but a young country laird1 taken up twelve hours every day and six days every week with fences and farm-houses1 with horses and cattle1 but ,i think an examination paper on personal religion could be set out of ,rutherford's letters to him that would stagger the candidates and the doctors of divinity for this year of grace #ahia4 ',william ,gordon was a gentlemen1' says ,john ,howie1 'of good parts and endowments2 a man devoted to religion and godliness4' ,unfortunately we do not possess any of the letters young ,earlston wrote to ,rutherford4 ,i wish we did4 ,i would have liked to have seen that letter of ,gordon's that so 'refreshed' ,rutherford's soul2 and that other letter of which ,rutherford says that ,gordon will be sure to 'come speed' with ,christ if he writes to heaven as well about his troubles as he had written to ,rutherford in ,aberdeen4 ,what a detestable time that was in ,scotland when such a man as ,william ,gordon was fined1 and fined1 and fined2 hunted out of his house and banished1 till at last he was shot by the soldiers of the ,crown and thrown into a ditch as if he had been a highwayman4 ,the first thing that strikes me in reading ,rutherford's letters to young ,earlston and to several other young men of that day is the extraordinary frankness and self-forgetfulness of the writer4 ,he takes his young correspondents into his confidence in a remarkable way4 ,he opens up his whole heart to them4 ,he goes back with a startling boldness and unreserve and plainness of speech on his own youth1 and he lays himself alongside of his youthful correspondents in a way that only a strong man and a humble could afford to do4 ,let young men read ,rutherford's letters to young ,william ,gordon of ,earlston1 and to young ,john ,gordon of ,cardoness1 and to young ,lord ,boyd1 and such like1 and they will be surprised to find that even ,samuel ,rutherford was once a young man exactly like themselves1 and that he never forgot the days of his youth nor the trials and temptations and transgressions of those perilous days4 ,let them read his ,letters1 and they will see that ,rutherford could not only write home to the deepest experiences of ,lady ,boyd and ,lady ,kenmure and ,marion ,m',naught1 but that he was quite as much at home with their sons and daughters also4 ,rutherford told young ,earlston how terribly he had 'ravelled his own hesp' in the days of his youth1 and he tells another of his correspondents that after eighteen years he was not sure he had even yet got his ravelled hesp put wholly right4 ,young ,edinburgh gentlemen who have been born with the silver spoon in their mouth will not understand what a ravelled hesp is4 ,but those who have been brought up at the pirn- wheel in ,thrums1 and in suchlike handloom towns1 have the advantage of some of their fellow-worshippers to-night4 ,they do not need to turn to ,dr4 ,bonar's ,glossary or to ,jamieson's ,scottish ,dictionary to find out what a ravelled hesp is4 ,they well remember the stern yoke of their youth when they were sent supperless to bed because they had ravelled their hesp1 and all the old times rush back on them as ,rutherford confesses to ,earlston how recklessly he ravelled his hesp when he was a student in ,edinburgh1 and how1 twenty times a day1 he still ravels it after he is ,christ's prisoner in ,aberdeen4 ,when the hesp is ravelled the pirn is badly filled1 and then the shuttle is choked and arrested in the middle of its flight1 the web is broken and knotted and uneven1 and the weaver is dismissed1 or1 at best1 he is fined in half his wages4 ,and so1 said ,rutherford1 is it with the weaver and the web of life1 when a man's life-hesp is ravelled in the morning of his days4 ,i stood not long ago at the grave's mouth of a dear and intimate friend of mine who had fatally ravelled both his own hesp and that of other people1 till we had to get the grave-diggers to take a cord and help us to bury him4 ,horace said that in his day most men fled the empty cask2 and all but two or three fled my poor friend's ravelled hesp4 ,he had recovered the lost thread before he died1 but his tangled life was past unravelling in this world1 and we wrapped his ragged hesp around him for a winding-sheet1 and left him with ,christ1 who so graciously took the cumber of ,rutherford's ill-ravelled life also4 ,young men whose hesp still runs even1 and whose web is not yet torn1 as ,rutherford says to ,earlston1 ',make conscience of your thoughts and study in everything to mortify your lusts4 ,wash your hands in innocency1 and ,god1 who knoweth what you have need of before you ask ,him1 will ,himself lead you to encompass ,his holy altar1 and thus to enter the harbour of a holy home and an unravelled life4' ,rutherford's ,letters are all gleaming with illustrations1 some homely enough1 like the ill-ravelled hesp1 and some classically beautiful1 like the arrow that has gone beyond the bowman's mastery4 ,writing to young ,lord ,boyd about seeking ,christ in youth1 and about the manifold advantages of an early and a complete conversion1 ,rutherford says3 ',it is easy to set an arrow right before the string is drawn1 but when once the arrow is in the air the bowman has lost all power over it4' ,look around at the men and women beside you and see how true that is4 ,look at those whose arrow is shot1 and see how impossible it is for them1 even when they wish it1 either to call their arrow back or to correct its erring flight4 ,and thank ,god that you are still in your youth1 and that the arrow of your future life is not yet shot4 ,and while your arrow still lies trembling on the string be sure your face is in the right direction and your aim well taken4 ,rutherford1 with all his experience and all his frankness and all his eloquence1 could not tell his young correspondents half the advantages of an early conversion4 ,nor can ,i tell you half of the changes for good that would immediately take place in you with an early1 immediate1 and complete conversion4 ,perhaps the very first thing some of you would do would be to get a new minister and to join a new church4 ,then on the week-day some of you would at once leave your present business1 and seek a new means of livelihood in which you could at least keep your hands and your conscience clean4 ,then you would choose a new friend and a new lover1 or else you would get ,god to do for them what ,he has been so good as to do for you1 give them a new heart with which to weave their hesp and shoot their arrow4 ,you would read new books and new journals1 or1 else1 you would read the old books and the old journals in a new way4 ,the ,sabbath-day would become a new day to you1 the ,bible a new book1 and your whole future a new outlook to you2--but why particularise and specify1 when all old things would pass away1 and all things would become new8 ,oh dear young men of ,edinburgh1 and young men come up to ,edinburgh to get your bow well strung and your arrow well winged1 look well before you let go the string1 for1 once your arrow is shot1 you cannot recall it so as to take a second aim4 ,with an early and a complete conversion you would have the advantage also of having your whole life for growth in grace and for the knowledge of yourself1 of the word of ,god and of ,jesus ,christ2 for the formation of your character also1 and for the service of ,god and of your generation4 ,and then when your friends met around your grave1 instead of hiding you and your ravelled hesp away in shame and silence1 they would stand1 a worshipping crowd1 saying over you3 ',those that be planted in the house of the ,lord shall flourish in the courts of our ,god4 ,they shall still bring forth fruit in old age1 they shall be fat and flourishing4' ,and then1 like the true and sure guide to heaven that ,rutherford was1 he led his young correspondents on from strength to strength1 and from one degree and one depth of grace to another1 as thus1 ',common honesty will not take a man to heaven4 ,many are beguiled with this1 that they are clear of scandalous sins4 ,but the man that is not born again cannot enter the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,the righteous are scarcely saved4 ,god save me from a disappointment1 and send me salvation4 ,speer at ,christ the way to heaven1 for salvation is not soon found2 many miss it4 ,say1 ,i must be saved1 cost me what it will4' ,and to a nameless young man1 supposed to be one of his ,anwoth parishioners1 he writes1 ',so my real advice is that you acquaint yourself with prayer1 and with searching the ,scriptures of ,god1 so that ,he may shew you the only true way that will bring rest to your soul4 ,ordinary faith and country holiness will not save you4 ,take to heart in time the weight and worth of an immortal soul2 think of death1 and of judgment at the back of death1 that you may be saved4--,your sometime pastor1 and still friend in ,god1 ,s4 ,r4' ,the civility of the ,new ,jerusalem1 he is continually reminding his genteel and correct-living correspondents1 is a very different thing from the civility of ,edinburgh1 or ,aberdeen1 or ,st4 ,andrews4 ,and so it is1 else it would not be worth both ,christ and all ,christian men both living and dying for it4 ,and this leads ,rutherford on1 in the last place1 to say what ,earlston1 and ,cardoness1 and ,lord ,boyd1 while yet in their unconversion and their early conversion1 would not understand4 ,for1 writing to ,robert ,stuart1 the son of the ,provost of ,ayr1 ,rutherford says to him1 ',labour constantly for a sound and lively sense of sin1' and to the ,laird of ,cally1 ',take pains with your salvation1 for without much wrestling and sweating it is not to be won4' ,a sound and lively sense of sin4 ,as we read these sound and lively letters1 we come to see and understand something of what their writer means by that4 ,he means that ,stuart and ,cally1 ,cardoness and ,earlston1 young laymen as they were1 were to labour in sin and in their own hearts till they came to see something of the ungodliness of sin1 something of its fiendishness1 its malignity1 its loathesomeness1 its hell-deservingness1 its hell-alreadyness4 ',all his religious illuminations1 affections1 and comforts1' says ,jonathan ,edwards of ,david ,brainerd1 'were attended with evangelical humiliation1 that is to say1 with a deep sense of his own despicableness and odiousness1 his ignorance1 pride1 vileness1 and pollution4 ,he looked on himself as the least and the meanest of all saints1 yea1 very often as the vilest and worst of mankind4' ,but let ,rutherford and ,brainerd and ,edwards pour out their blackest vocabulary upon sin1 and still sin goes and will go without its proper name4 ,only let those ,christian noblemen and gentlemen to whom ,rutherford wrote1 labour in their own hearts all their days for some sound and lively and piercing sense of this unspeakably evil thing1 and they will know1 as ,rutherford wrote to ,william ,gordon1 that they have got to some sound and lively sense of sin when they feel that there is no one on earth or in hell that has such a sinful heart as they have4 ,the nearer to heaven you get1 the nearer will you feel to hell1 said ,rutherford to young ,earlston1 till1 all at once1 the door will open over you1 and1 or ever you are aware1 you will be for ever with ,christ and the blessed2 as it indeed was with ,william ,gordon at the end4 ,for as he was on his way to join the ,covenanters at ,bothwell ,bridge1 he was shot by a gang of ,english dragoons and flung into a ditch4 ,jesus ,christ1 says ,rutherford1 went suddenly home to ,his father's house all over with his own blood1 and it was surely enough for ,william ,gordon that he went home like his ,master4 ,,xiii4 ,,robert ,,gordon ,,of ,,knockbrex ',a single-hearted and painful ,christian1 much employed in parliaments and public meetings after the year #afch4'--,livingstone4 ',hall-binks are slippery4'--,gordon to ,rutherford4 ,robert ,gordon of ,knockbrex1 in his religious character1 was a combination of ,old ,honest and ,mr4 ,fearing in the ,pilgrim's ,progress4 ,he was as single-hearted and straightforward as that worthy old gentleman was who early trysted one ,good-,conscience to meet him and give him his hand over the river which has no bridge2 and he was at the same time as troublesome to ,samuel ,rutherford1 his minister and correspondent1 as ,greatheart's most troublesome pilgrim was to him4 ,in two well-chosen words ,john ,livingstone tells us the deep impression that the laird of ,knockbrex made on the men of his day4 ,with a quite ,scriptural insight and terseness of expression1 ,livingstone simply says that ,robert ,gordon was the most 'single-hearted and painful' of all the ,christian men known to his widely- acquainted and clear-sighted biographer4 ,now there may possibly be some need that the epithet 'painful' should be explained1 as it is here applied to this good man1 but everybody knows without any explanation what it is for any man to be 'single-hearted4' ,this was the fine character our ,lord gave to ,nathanael when ,he saluted him as an ,israelite indeed in whom was no guile4 ,it is singleness of heart that so clears up the understanding and the judgment that1 as our ,lord said at another time1 it fills a man's whole soul with light4 ,and ,paul gives it as the best character that a servant can bring to or carry away from his master's house1 that he is single-hearted and not an eye- servant in all that he says and does4 ,i keep near me on my desk a book called ,roget's ,thesaurus1 which is a rich treasure-house of the ,english language4 ,and though ,i thought ,i knew what ,livingstone meant when he called ,robert ,gordon a single-hearted man1 at the same time ,i felt sure that ,roget would help me to see ,gordon better4 ,and so he did4 ,for when ,i had opened his book at the word 'single-hearted1' he at once told me that ,knockbrex was an open1 frank1 natural1 straightforward1 altogether trustworthy man4 ,he was above-board1 outspoken1 downright1 blunt even1 and bald1 always calling a spade a spade4 ,and with each new synonym ,robert ,gordon's honest portrait stood out clearer and clearer before me1 till ,i thought ,i saw him1 and wished much that we had more single-hearted men like him in the public and the private life of our day4 ,and then1 as to his 'painfulness1' we have that so well expounded and illustrated in ,john ,bunyan's ,mr4 ,fearing1 that all ,i need to do is to recall that inimitable character to your happy memory4 ',he was a man that had the root of the matter in him1 but at the same time he was the most troublesome pilgrim that ever ,i met with in all my days4 ,he lay roaring at the ,slough of ,despond for above a month together4 ,he would not go back neither4 ,the ,celestial ,city1 he said he should die if he came not to it1 and yet was dejected at every difficulty and stumbled at every straw4 ,he had1 ,i think1 a ,slough of ,despond in his mind1 a slough that he carried everywhere with him1 or else he could never have been as he was4' ,yes1 both ,mr4 ,fearing and the laird of ,knockbrex were painful ,christians4 ,that is to say1 they took pains1 special and exceptional pains1 with the salvation of their own souls4 ,they took their religion with tremendous earnestness4 ,they would have pleased ,paul had they lived in his day1 for they both worked out their own salvation with fear and trembling4 ,they looked on sin and death and hell with absorbing and overwhelming solemnity1 and they set themselves with all their might to escape from these direst of evils4 ,pardon of sin1 peace with ,god1 a clean heart and a ,christian character1 all these things were their daily prayer2 for these things they wrestled many a night like ,jacob at the ,jabbok4 ,the day of death1 the day of judgment1 heaven and hell--these things were more present with them than the things they saw and handled every day4 ,and this was why they were such troublesome pilgrims4 ,this was why they sometimes stumbled at what their neighbours called a straw2 and this was why they feared neither king nor bishop1 man nor devil1 they feared ,god and sin and death and hell so much4 ,this was why1 while all other men were so full of torpid assurance1 they still carried1 to the annoyance and anger of all their serene-minded neighbours1 such a ,slough of ,despond in their anxious minds4 ,this was why sin so poisoned all their possessions and enjoyments that ,greatheart could not get ,fearing1 any more than ,rutherford could get ,gordon1 out of the ,valley of ,humiliation4 ,and this was why ,gordon so often turned upon ,rutherford when he was exalted above measure1 and reminded his minister1 in the old ,scottish proverb1 that ',hall-binks are slippery4' ,seats of honour1 ,mr4 ,samuel1 are unsafe seats for unsanctified sinners4 ,ecstasies do not last1 and they leave the soul weaker and darker than they found it4 ,it is a comely thing even for a saint to be well-clothed about with humility1 and the deepest valley is safer and seemlier walking for a lame man than the mountain-top2 and so on1 till ,rutherford admitted that ,robert ,gordon's warnings were neither impertinent nor untimeous4 ,the sin- stricken laird of ,knockbrex was like ,mr4 ,fearing at the ,house ,beautiful4 ,when all the other pilgrims sat down without fear at the table1 that so timid and so troublesome pilgrim1 remembering the proverb1 stole away behind the screen and found his meat and his drink in overhearing the good conversation that went on in the banquet-hall4 ,gordon could not understand all ,rutherford's joy4 ,he did not altogether like it4 ,he did not answer the ecstatic letters so promptly as he answered those which were composed on a soberer key4 ,he was a blunt1 plain-spoken1 matter-of- fact man2 he immensely loved and honoured his minister1 but he could not help reminding him after one of his specially enraptured letters that ',hall-binks are slippery seats4' ,the golden mean lay somewhere between the hall-bink and the ash-pit2 somewhere between ,rutherford's ecstasy and ,gordon's depression4 ,but as the ,guide said in the exquisite conversation1 the wise ,god will have it so1 some must pipe and some must weep3 and1 for my part1 ,i care not for that profession that begins not with heaviness of mind4 ,only1 here was the imperfection of ,mr4 ,fearing and ,robert ,gordon1 that they would play upon no other music but this to their latter end4 ,so much so1 that the thick woods of ,knockbrex are said to give out to this day the sound of the sackbut to those who have their ears set to such music2 there are men in that country who say that they still hear it when they pass the plantations of ,knockbrex alone at night4 ,knockbrex is now a fine modern mansion that is sometimes let for the summer to city people seeking solitude and rest4 ,among these thick woods and along these silent sands ,samuel ,rutherford and ,robert ,gordon were wont to walk and talk together4 ,and here still a man who wishes it may be free from the noise and the hurrying of this life4 ,here a man shall not be let and hindered in his contemplations as in other places he is apt to be4 ,there are woods here that he who loves a pilgrim's life may safely walk in4 ,the soil also all hereabouts is rich and fruitful1 and1 under good management1 it brings forth by handfuls4 ,the very shepherd boys here live a merry life1 and wear more of the herb called heart's- ease in their bosoms than he that is clad in silk and velvet4 ,what a rich inheritance to the right heir is the old estate of ,knockbrex6 ,what an opportunity1 and what an education1 it must be to tenant ,knockbrex with recollection1 with understanding1 and with sympathy even for a season4 ,robert ,gordon would very willingly have remained behind the screen all his days4 ,he would very willingly have given himself up to the care of his estate1 to the upbringing of his children1 and to the working out of his own salvation1 but such a man as he now was could not be hid4 ,the stone that is fit for the wall is not let lie in the ditch4 ,we have a valuable letter of ,rutherford's addressed to ,marion ,m',naught about the impending election of a commissioner for ,parliament for the town of ,kirkcudbright4 ,in that letter he urges her to try to get her husband1 ,william ,fullarton1 to stand for the vacant seat4 ',it is an honourable and necessary service1' he says4 ,and speaking of one of the candidates1 he further says3 ',i fear he has neither the skill nor the authority for the post4' ,now1 it was either at this election1 or it was at the next election1 that an influential deputation of the gentry and burgesses and ministers and elders of the district waited on ,robert ,gordon to get him to stand for one of the vacant seats in ,galloway2 and once he was chosen and had shown himself to the world he was never let return again to his home occupations4 ',he was much employed in those years1' says ,livingstone1 'in parliaments and public meetings4' ,there are some good men among us who think that the world is so bad that it is fit for nothing but to be abandoned to the devil and his angels altogether1 and that a genuine man of ,god is too good to be made a member of ,parliament or to be much seen on the platforms of public meetings4 ,such was not ,samuel ,rutherford's judgment1 as will be seen in his #cfth ,letter4 ,and such was not ,robert ,gordon's judgment1 when he left the woods and fields of ,knockbrex and gave himself wholly up to the politics of his entangled and distressful day4 ,what he would have said to the summons had the marches been already redd between ,lex and ,rex1 and had the affairs of the ,church of ,christ not been still too much mixed up with the affairs of the ,state1 ,i do not know4 ,only1 as long as the ,crown and the ,parliament had their hands so deeply in the things of the ,church1 ,knockbrex was not hard to persuade to go to ,parliament to watch over interests that were dearer to him than life1 or family1 or estate4 ,robert ,gordon carried the old family brow with him into all the debates and dangers of that day2 and he added to all that a singleness of heart and a painstaking mind all his own4 ,and it was no wonder that such a man was much in demand at such a time4 ,in our own far happier time what a mark does a member of ,parliament still make1 or a speaker at public meetings1 who is seen to be single in his heart1 and is at constant pains with himself and with all his duties4 ,it is at bottom our doubleness of heart and our lack of sufficient pains with ourselves and with the things of truth and righteousness that so divide us up into bitter factions1 hateful and hating one another4 ,and when all our public men are like ,robert ,gordon in the singleness of their aims and their motives1 and when they are at their utmost pains to get at the truth about all the subjects they are called to deal with1 party1 if not parliamentary government1 with all its vices and mischiefs1 will have passed away1 and the absolute ,monarchy of the ,kingdom of ,heaven will have come4 ,so much1 then1 is told us of ,robert ,gordon in few words3 ',a single-hearted and painful ,christian1 much employed in parliaments and public meetings4' ,to which may be added this extract taken out of the ,minute ,book of the ,covenanters' ,war ,committee3 ',the same day there was delyverit to the said commissioners by ,robert ,gordoun of ,knockbrax sex silver spoones ,scots worke1 weightan vi4 unce xii4 dropes4' ,had ,knockbrex also1 like the ,earlstons1 been fined by the bishops and harried by the dragoons till he had nothing left to deliver to the ,commissioners but six silver spoons and a single heart8 ,it would seem so4 ,like the woman in the ,gospel1 ,gordon gave to the ,covenant all that he had4 ,had ,robert ,gordon been a ,highlander instead of a ,lowlander2 had he been a ,ross-shire crofter instead of a small laird in ,wigtown1 he would have been one of the foremost of the well-known 'men4' ,his temperament and his experiences would have made him a prince among the ministers and the men of the far north4 ,were it nothing else1 the pains he spent on the growth of the life of grace in his own soul1--that would have canonised him among the saintliest of those saintly men4 ,he would have set the ,question on many a ,communion ,friday1 and the ,question in his hands would not have concerned itself with surface matters4 ,was it because ,rutherford had now gone nearer that great region of experimental casuistry that he started that excellent ,friday problem in a letter from ,aberdeen to ,knockbrex in #afcg8 ,with ,rutherford everything1--the most doctrinal1 experimental1 ecclesiastical1 political1 all--ran always up into ,christ1 ,his love and ,his loveableness4 ',is ,christ more to be loved for gaining for us justification or sanctification8' ,such was one of the questions ,rutherford set to his correspondent in the south4 ,did any of you north-country folk ever hear that question debated out before one of your ,highland communions8 ,if you care to see how ,rutherford the minister and ,knockbrex the man debated out their debt to ,jesus ,christ1 read the priceless correspondence that passed between them1 and especially1 read the #agjth ,letter4 ,but first1 and before that1 do you either know1 or care to know1 what either justification or sanctification is8 ,when you do know and do care for these supreme things1 then you too will in time become a single-hearted and painstaking ,christian like ,robert ,gordon1 or else an ecstatic and enraptured ,christian like ,samuel ,rutherford4 ,and that again will be very much according to your natural temperament1 your attainments1 and your experiences4 ,and nothing in this world will thereafter interest and occupy you half so much as just those questions that are connected first with all that ,christ is in ,himself and all that ,he has done for you1 and then with the signs and the fruits of the life of grace in your own souls4 ,,xiv4 ,,john ,,gordon ,,of ,,rusco ',remember these seven things4'--,rutherford4 ,there were plenty of cold ,covenanters1 as they were called1 in ,kirkcudbright in ,john ,gordon's day1 but the laird of ,rusco was not one of them4 ,rusco ,castle was too near ,anwoth ,kirk and ,anwoth ,manse1 and its owner had had ,samuel ,rutherford too long for his minister and his near neighbour to make it possible for him to be 'ane cold covenanter quha did not do his dewtie in everything committed to his charge thankfullie and willinglie4' ,we find ,gordon of ,rusco giving good reasons indeed1 as he thought1 why he should not be sent out of the ,stewartry on the service of the covenant1 but the war committee 'expelled his resounes' and instantly commanded his services4 ,and from all we can gather out of the old ,minute ,book1 ,rusco played all the noble part that ,rutherford expected of him in the making of ,scotland and in the salvation of her kirk4 ,like the ,psalmist in the hundred and second ,psalm1 we take pleasure in the stones of ,rusco ,castle1 and we feel a favour to the very dust thereof4 ,even in ,rutherford's day that rugged old pile was sacred and beautiful to the eyes of ,rutherford and his people1 because of what the grace of ,god had wrought within its walls2 and1 both for that1 and for much more like that1 both in ,rutherford's own day and after it1 we also look with awe and with desire at the ruined old mansion-house4 ,a hundred years before ,john ,gordon bade ,rusco farewell for heaven1 we find a friend of ,john ,knox's on his deathbed there1 and having a departure from his deathbed administered to him there as confident and as full of a desire to depart as ,john ,knox's own4 ',the ,last and ,heavenly ,speeches of ,john1 ,viscount ,kenmure' also still echo through the deserted rooms of ,rusco1 and after he had gone up from it we find still another ,gordon there with his wife and children and farm-tenants1 all warm ,covenanters1 and all continuing the ,rusco tradition of godliness and virtue4 ,at the same time ,samuel ,rutherford was not the man to take it for granted that ,john ,gordon and his household were all saved and home in heaven because they lived within such sacred walls and were all church members and warm ,covenanters4 ,he was only the more anxious about the ,gordon family because they had such an ancestry and were all bidding so fair to leave behind them such a posterity4 ,and thus it is that1 from his isle of ,patmos1 ,samuel ,rutherford1 like the apostle ,john to his seven churches1 sends to ,john ,gordon seven things that are specially to be remembered and laid to heart by the laird of ,rusco4 #a4 ,remember1 in the first place1 my dear brother1 those most solemn and too much forgotten words of our ,lord1 that there are but few that be saved4 ,is that really so8 said a liberal-minded listener to our ,lord one day4 ,is that really so1 that there are but few that be saved8 ,mind your own business1 was our ,lord's answer4 ,for there are many lost by making their own and other men's salvation a matter of dialectic and debate in the study and in the workshop rather than of silence1 and godly fear1 and a holy life4 ,yes1 there are few that be saved1 said ,samuel ,rutherford1 writing again the same year to ,farmer ,henderson1 who occupied the home- steading of ,rusco4 ,men go to heaven in ones and twos4 ,and that you may go there1 even if it has to be alone1 love your enemies and stand to the truth ,i taught you4 ,fear no man1 fear ,god only4 ,seek ,christ every day4 ,you will find ,him alone in the fields of ,rusco4 ,seek a broken heart for sin1 for1 otherwise1 you may seek ,him all your days1 but you will never find ,him4 ,and it is not in our ,new ,testament only1 and in such books as ,rutherford's ,letters only1 that we are reminded of the loneliness of our road to heaven2 in a hundred places in the wisest and deepest books of the heathen world we read the same warning2 notably in the ,greek ,tablet of ,cebes1 which reads almost as if it had been cut out of the ,sermon on the ,mount4 ',do you not see1' says the old man1 'a little door1 and beyond the door a way which is not much crowded1 for very few are going along it1 it is so difficult of access1 so rough1 and so stony8' ',yes1' answers the stranger4 ',and does there not seem1' subjoins the old man1 'to be a high hill and the road up it very narrow1 with precipices on each side8 ,well1 that is the way that leads to the true instruction4' ',a cause is not good1' says ,rutherford in another of his pungent books1 'because it is followed by many4 ,men come to ,zion in ones and twos out of a whole tribe1 but they go to hell in their thousands4 ,the way to heaven is overgrown with grass2 there are the traces of but few feet on that way1 only you may see here and there on it the footprints of ,christ's bloody feet to let you know that you are not gone wrong but are still on the right way4' #b4 ,remember also that other word of our ,lord1--that heaven is like a fortress in this1 that it must be taken by force4 ,only our ,lord means that the force must not be done to the gates or the walls of heaven1 but to our own hard hearts and evil lives4 ',i find it hard to be a ,christian1' writes ,rutherford to ,rusco4 ',there is no little thrusting and thringing to get in at heaven's gates4 ,heaven is a strong castle that has to be taken by force4' ',oh to have one day more in my pulpit in ,aberdeen6' cried a great preacher of that day when he was dying4 ',what would you do8' asked another minister who sat at his bedside4 ',i would preach to the people the difficulty of salvation1' said the dying man4 ',remember1' wrote ,rutherford to ,rusco from the same city1 ',remember that it is violent sweating and striving that alone taketh heaven4' #c4 ,remember also that there are many who start well at the bottom of the hill who never get to the top4 ,we ministers and elders know that only too well2 we do not need to be reminded of that4 ,there are the names of scores and scores of young communicants on our session books of whom we well remember how we boasted about them when they took the foot of the hill1 but we never mention their names now1 or only with a blush and in a whisper4 ,some take to the hill-foot at one age1 and some at another2 some for one reason and some for another4 ,a bereavement awakens one1 a sickness--their own or that of some one dear to them--another2 a disappointment in love or in business will sometimes do it2 a fall into sin will also do it2 a good book1 a good sermon1 a conversation with a friend who has been some way up the hill2 many things may be made use of to make men and women1 and young men and women1 take a start toward a better life and a better world4 ,but for ten1 for twenty1 who so start not two ever come to the top4 ',heaven is not next door1' writes ,rutherford to ,rusco2 'if it were we would all be saved4' ,there was a well-known kind of ,christians in ,rutherford's day that the ,english ,puritans called by the nickname of the ,temporaries2 and it is to pluck ,rusco from among them that ,rutherford writes to him this admonitory letter4 ,and there is an equally well-known type of ,christian in our day1 though ,i do not know that any one has so happily nicknamed him as yet4 ',the ,scriptures beguiled the ,pharisees1' writes ,rutherford2 and the ,christian ,i refer to is self-beguiled with the very best things in the ,scriptures4 ,the cross is always in his mouth1 but you will never find it on his back4 ,he has got1 at least in language1 as far as the cross1 but he remains there4 ,he says the burden is off his back1 and he takes care that he shall keep out of that kind of life that would put it on again4 ,he has been once pardoned1 and he takes his stand upon that4 ,he strove hard till he was converted1 and he sometimes strives hard to get other men brought to the same conversion4 ,but his conversion has been all exhausted in the mere etymology of the act1 for he has only turned round in his religious life1 he has not made one single step of progress4 ,but let one of the greatest masters of true religion that ever taught the ,church of ,christ speak to us on the subject of this gin-horse ,christian4 ',the ,scriptures1' says ,jonathan ,edwards1 'everywhere represent the seeking1 the striving1 and the labour of a ,christian as being chiefly to be gone through after his conversion1 and his conversion as being but the beginning of the work4 ,and almost all that is said in the ,new ,testament of men's watching1 giving earnest heed to themselves1 running the race that is set before them1 striving and agonising1 pressing forward1 reaching forth1 crying to ,god night and day2 ,i say1 almost all that is said in the ,new ,testament of these things is spoken of and is directed to ,god's saints4 ,where these things are applied once to sinners seeking salvation1 they are spoken of the saint's prosecution of their high calling ten times4 ,but many have got in these days into a strange anti-scriptural way of having all their striving and wrestling over before they are converted1 and so having an easy time of it afterwards4' #d4 ,remember1 also1 wrote ,rutherford1 to look up the ,scriptures and read and lay to heart the lessons of ,esau's life and ,judas's1 of the life of ,balaam1 and ,saul1 and ,pharaoh1 and ,simon ,magus1 and ,caiaphas1 and ,ahab1 and ,jehu1 and ,herod1 and the man in ,matthew viii4 #ai1 and the apostates in ,hebrews vi4 ,for all these were at best but watered brass and reprobate silver4 ',one day1' writes ,mrs4 ,william ,veitch of ,dumfries in her autobiography1 'having been at prayer1 and coming into the room where one was reading a letter of ,mr4 ,rutherford's directed to one ,john ,gordon of ,rusco--giving an account of how far one might go and yet prove a hypocrite and miss heaven--it occasioned great exercise in me4' ,dr4 ,andrew ,bonar is no doubt entirely right when he says that this letter1 now open before us1 must have been the heart-searching letter that caused that ,god-fearing woman1 fresh from her knees1 so great exercise4 ,let us share her great exercise1 and in due time we shall share her great salvation4 ,not otherwise4 #e4 ',and remember1' he proceeds1 'what your besetting sin may cost you in the end4 ,i beseech you therefore and obtest you in the ,lord1 to make conscience of all rash and passionate oaths1 of raging and avenging anger1 of night-drinking1 of bad company1 of ,sabbath-breaking1 of hurting any under you by word or deed1 of hurting your very enemies4 ,except you receive the ,kingdom of ,god as a little child1 you cannot enter it4 ,that is a word that should make your great spirit fall4' ',if men allow themselves in malice and envy1' writes ,thomas ,shepard1 a contemporary of ,rutherford's1 'or in wanton thoughts1 that will condemn them1 even though their corruptions do not break out in any scandalous way4 ,such thoughts are quite sufficient evidence of a rotten heart4 ,if a man allows himself in malice or in envy1 though he thinks he does it not1 yet he is a hypocrite2 if in his heart he allows it he cannot be a saint of ,god4 ,if there be one evil way1 though there have been many reformations1 the man is an ungodly man4 ,one way of sin is exception enough against any man's salvation4 ,a small shot will kill a man as well as a large bullet1 a small leak let alone will sink a ship1 and a small1 and especially a secret and spiritual sin1 will cost a man his soul4' #f4 ',remember1 also1 your shortening sand-glass4' ,on the day when ,john ,gordon was born a sand-glass with his name written upon it was filled1 and from that moment it began to run down before ,god in heaven4 ,for how long it was filled ,god who filled it alone knew4 ,whether it was filled to run out in an hour1 or to run till ,gordon was cut down in mid-time of his days1 or till he had attained to his threescore years and ten1 or whether it was to run on to the labour and sorrow of four-score years1 not even his guardian angel knew1 but ,god only4 ,and then beside that sand-glass a leaf1 taken out of the seven-sealed book1 was laid open1 on the top of which was found written the as yet unbaptized name of this new- born child4 ,and under his name was found written all that ,john ,gordon was appointed and expected to do while his sand-glass was still running4 ,his opening life as child and boy and man in ,galloway2 his entrance on ,rusco2 his friendship with ,samuel ,rutherford2 his duties to his family1 to his tenants1 to his ,church1 and to the ,scottish ,covenant2 the inward life he was commanded and expected to live alone with ,god2 the seven things he was every day to remember2 the evangelical graces of heart and life and character he was to be told and to be enabled to put on2 the death he was to die1 and the 'freehold' he was after all these things to enter on in heaven4 ,and it is of that sand-glass that was at that moment running so fast and so low within the veil that ,rutherford writes so often and so earnestly to the so-forgetful laird of ,rusco4 ,and how solemnising it is1 if anything would solemnise our hard hearts1 that we all have a sand-glass standing before ,god with our names written upon it1 and that it is running out before ,god day and night unceasingly4 ,we shall all be too suddenly solemnised when the last grain of our measured- out sand has dropped down1 and the blind ,fury will come1 and without pity and without remorse will slit our thin-spun life with her abhorred shears4 ,and that whether our life-work is finished or no1 half-finished or no1 or not even begun4 ,the night cometh1 and the shears with it1 when no man can work4 ,our family must then be left behind us1 however they have been brought up2 our farm also1 however it has been worked2 our estate also1 however it has been managed2 our pulpit1 our pew1 our church1 our character1 and even our salvation1 and we must1 all alone with ,god1 face and account for the empty sand-glass and the accusing book4 ,is it any wonder that ,john ,gordon's minister1 when he was in the spirit in ,patmos1 should write him as we here read8 ,what kind of a minister would he have been1 and what a sand-glass1 and what a book of angry account he would have had soon to face himself1 if he had let all his people in ,anwoth live on and suddenly die in total forgetfulness of the sand and the shears1 the book of duty and the book of judgment4 ',remember1' ,rutherford wrote1 'remember and misspend not your short sand- glass1 for your forenoon is already spent1 your afternoon has come1 and your night will be on you when you will not see to work4 ,let your heart1 therefore1 be set upon finishing your journey and summing up and laying out the accounts of your life and the grounds of your death alone before ,god4' #g4 ,and1 above all1 remember that after you have done all1 it is the blood of ,christ alone that will set you down safely as a freeholder in ,heaven4 ,but ,his blood1 and your everyday remembrance of ,his blood1 and your everyday obligation to it1 will surely set you1 ,john ,gordon of ,rusco on earth1 so down a freeholder in heaven4 ',soon shall the cup of glory ,wash down earth's bitterest woes1 ,soon shall the desert briar ,break into ,eden's ,rose3 ,i stand upon ,his merit1 ,i know no other stand1 ,not e'en where glory dwelleth ,in ,immanuel's land4' ,,xv4 ,,bailie ,,john ,,kennedy ',die well4'--,rutherford4 ,bailie ,john ,kennedy1 of ,ayr1 was the remarkable son of a remarkable father4 ,old ,hugh ,kennedy's death-bed was for long a glorious tradition among the godly in the ,west of ,scotland4 ,the old saint was visited in his last hours on earth with a joy that was unspeakable and full of glory3 the mere report of it made an immense impression both on the ,church and the world4 ,and his son ,john1 who stood entranced beside his father's chariot of fire1 never forgot the transporting sight4 ,he did not need ,rutherford's warning never to forget his father's example and his father's end4 ,for ,john ,kennedy was a 'choice ,christian1' as a well- known writer of that day calls him4 ,and he was not alone4 ,there were many choice ,christians in that day in ,scotland4 ,were there ever more1 for its size1 in any land or in any church on the face of the earth8 ,i do not believe there ever were4 ,next to that favoured land that produced the ,psalmists and the ,prophets1 ,i know no land that1 for its numbers1 possessed so many men and women of a profoundly spiritual experience1 and of an adoring and heavenly mind1 as ,scotland possessed in the sixteenth and seventeenth centuries4 ,the ,wodrow volumes should be studied throughout by every lover of his church and his country1 and especially by every student of divinity and church history4 ,but we need go no further than ,samuel ,rutherford's letter-bag2 for1 when we open it1 what rich treasures of the religious life pour out of it6 ,what minds and what hearts those men and women had6 ,and how they gave up their whole mind and heart to the life of godliness in the land1 and to the life of ,god in their own hearts6 ,how thin and poor our religious life appears beside theirs6 ,what minister in ,scotland to-day could write such letters8 ,and to whom could he address them after they were written8 ,was it the persecution8 ,was it the new reformation doctrines8 ,was it the masculine and ,pauline preaching3 preaching1 say1 like ,robert ,bruce's and ,rutherford's that did it8 ,what was it that raised up in ,scotland such a crop of ripe and rich saints8 ,who are these1 and whence came they8 ,rutherford was always on the outlook for opportunities to employ his private pen for the conversion of sinners1 and for the comfort1 the upbuilding1 and the holiness of ,god's people4 ,from his manse at ,anwoth1 from his prison at ,aberdeen1 from his class-room at ,st4 ,andrews1 and from the ,jerusalem ,chamber at ,westminster1 his letter-bag went out full of those messages1 so warm1 so tender1 so powerful1 to his multitudinous correspondents4 ,public events1 domestic joys and sorrows1 personal matters1 special providences1--to turn them all to a good result ,rutherford was always on the watch4 ,news had come to ,rutherford's ears of an almost fatal accident that ,kennedy had had through his boat being swept out to sea2 and that was too good a chance to lose of trying to touch his correspondent's heart yet more deeply about death1 and the due preparation for it4 ,read his letter to ,john ,kennedy on his deliverance from shipwreck4 ,see with what apostolic dignity and sweetness he salutes ,kennedy4 ,see how he lifts up ,kennedy's accident out of the hands of winds and waves1 and traces it all up to the immediate hand of ,god4 ,see how he speaks of ,kennedy's reprieve from death2 and how the spared man should make use of his lengthened days4 ,altogether1 a noble1 powerful1 apostolic letter2 a letter that must have had a great influence in making ,bailie ,kennedy the choice ,christian that he was and that he became4 ,we have only three letters preserved of ,rutherford's to ,kennedy4 ,but we have sufficient evidence that they were fast and dear friends4 ,rutherford writes to ,kennedy from ,aberdeen1 upbraiding him for forgetting him2 and what a letter that also is6 ,it stands well out among the foremost of his letters for fulness of all the great qualities of ,rutherford's intellect and heart4 ,but it is with the shipwreck letter that we have to do to-night2 and with the expressions in it we have taken for our text3 ',die well1 for the last tide will ebb fast4' ',it is appointed to all men once to die1' says the ,apostle1 in a most solemn passage4 ,think of that1 think often of that1 think it out1 think it through to the end4 ,god has appointed our death4 ,he has our name down in ,his seven-sealed ,book2 and when the ,lamb opens the ,book1 and finds the place1 ,he reads our name1 and all that is appointed us till death1 and after death4 ,the exact and certain time of our death is all appointed2 the place of it also2 and all the circumstances4 ,just when it is to happen2 to-night1 to-morrow1 this year1 next year1 perhaps not this dying century2 we shall perhaps live to write ,a4,d4 #aija on our letters4 ,near or afar off1 it is all appointed4 ,and all the circumstances of it also4 ,i don't know why ,rutherford should say to ,kennedy that it is a terrible thing to 'die in one's day clothes1' unless he hides a parable under that4 ,but whether in day clothes or night clothes2 whether like ,dr4 ,andrew ,thomson1 our first minister1 in ,melville ,street1 and with his hand on the latchkey of his own door2 or1 like ,dr4 ,candlish1 his successor1 in his bed1 and repeating1 now ,shakespeare1 and now the ,psalmist2 by the upsetting of a boat1 the shape in which death came near to ,kennedy1 or by the upsetting of a coach1 as ,i escaped myself1 not being ready4 ',the ,lord knew1' writes ,rutherford1 'that you had forgotten something that was necessary for your journey1 and let you go back for it4 ,you had not all your armour on wherewith to meet with the last enemy4' ,by day or by night2 by land or by sea2 alone1 or surrounded by weeping friends2 in rapture like ,hugh ,kennedy1 or in thick darkness like your ,lord2 all1 all is appointed4 ,just think of it2 the types may be cast1 the paper may be woven1 the ink may be made that is to announce to the world your death and mine4 ,it is all appointed1 and we cannot alter it or postpone it4 ,the only thing we have any hand in is this3 whether our death1 when it comes1 is to be a success or a failure2 that is to say1 whether we shall die well or ill4 ,since we die but once1 then1 and since so much turns upon it1 let us take advice how we are to do it well4 ,we cannot come back to make a second attempt2 if we do not shoot the gulf successfully1 we cannot climb back and try the leap again2 we die once1 and1 after death1 the judgment4 ,now1 when we have any difficult thing before us1 how do we prepare ourselves for it8 ,do we not practise it as often as we possibly can8 ,if it is running in a race1 or wrestling in a match1 or playing a tune1 or shooting at a target1 do we not assiduously practise it8 ,yes1 every sensible man is careful to have his hand and his foot accustomed to the trial before the appointed day comes4 ,practice makes perfect3 practise dying1 then1 as ,rutherford counsels you1 and you will make a perfect thing of your death1 and not otherwise4 ,but how are we to practise dying8 ,fore-fancy it1 as ,rutherford says4 ,act it over beforehand2 die speculatively1 as ,goodwin says4 ,say to yourself1 ,suppose this were death at my door to-night4 ,suppose he were to visit me in the night1 what would ,i say to him1 and what would he say to me8 ,make acquaintance with death1 ,rutherford writes to ,lady ,kenmure also4 ,learn his ways1 his manner of approach1 his language1 and his look4 ,conjure him up1 practise upon him1 have your part rehearsed and ready to be performed4 ,let not a heathen be beforehand with you in dying4 ,seneca said that every night after his lamp was out1 and the house quiet1 he went over all his past day1 and looked at it all in the light of death4 ,what he did after that he does not tell us2 but ,rutherford will tell you if you consult him what you should do4 ,well1 that is one way of practising dying4 ,for ,sleep is the brother of ,death4 ,and to meet the one brother right will prepare us to meet the other4 ,speculate at night1 then--speculate and say1 ,suppose this were my last night4 ,suppose1 ,o my soul1 thou wert to cast anchor to- morrow in ,eternity1 how shouldst thou close thine eyes to-night8 ,speculate also at other men's funerals4 ,when the clod thuds down on their coffin1 think yourself inside of it4 ,when you see the undertaker's man screwing down the lid1 suppose it yours4 ,take your own way of doing it2 only1 practise dying1 and let not death spring upon you unawares4 ,die daily1 for1 as ,dante says1 ',the arrow seen beforehand slacks its flight4' ,writing to another old man1 ,rutherford points out to him the gracious purpose of ,god in appointing him his death in old age4 ',it is1' says ,rutherford1 'that you may have full leisure to look over all your accounts and papers before you take ship4' ,what a tangle our papers also are in as life goes on2 and what need we have of a time of leisure to set things right before we hand them over4 ,rutherford1 therefore1 makes us see old ,carlton on his bed with his pillows propping him up1 and a drawer open on the bed1 and bundles of old letters and bills spread out before him4 ,old love letters2 old business letters2 his mother's letters to him when he was a boy at ,edinburgh ,college2 letters in cipher that no human eye can read but those old1 bleared1 weeping eyes that fill that too late drawer with their tears4 ,the old voyager is looking over his papers before he takes ship4 ,and he comes on things he had totally forgotten3 debts he had thought paid2 petitions he had thought answered2 promises he had thought fulfilled2 till he calls young ,carlton1 his son1 to his bedside1 and tells him things that break both men's hearts to say and to hear2 and commits to his son and heir sad duties that should never have been due2 debts1 promises1 obligations1 reparations1 such that1 to remember them1 is a terrible experience on an old man's deathbed4 ,but what mercy that he was not carried off1 and his drawer unopened6 ,now1 speaking of taking ship1 when we are preparing for a voyage1 and a visit to another country and another city1 we 'read up1' as we say1 before we set sail4 ,before we start for ,rome we read our ,tacitus and our ,horace1 our ,gibbon and our ,merivale4 ,if it is ,florence we take down ,vasari and ,dante1 ,lord ,lindsay and ,mrs4 ,jamieson1 and so on4 ,now1 if ,eternity holds for us a new world1 with cities and peoples that are all new to us1 should we not prepare ourselves for them also8 ,have you1 then1 laid in a library for your old age1 when1 like old ,carlton1 you will be lying waiting at the water-side8 ,what books do you read when you wish to put on the mind of a man who intends to die well8 ',read to me where ,i first cast my anchor1' said ,john ,knox1 when dying1 to his weeping wife4 ,does your wife know where you first cast your anchor8 ,does she know already what to read to you when you are preparing for the last voyage8 ,and then1 having prepared for1 and practised dying well1 play the man and perform it well when the day comes4 ',die as your father died1' says ,rutherford to ,kennedy4 ,now1 that is too much to ask of any man1 because old ,hugh ,kennedy's deathbed was what it was by the special grace of ,god4 ,you cannot command any man to die in rapture4 ,but ,rutherford does not mean that1 as he is careful to explain4 ,he means1 as he says1 'die believing4' ,it will be your last act as a believer1 therefore do it well4 ,you have been practising faith all your days2 show that practice makes perfection at the end4 ,as ,rutherford said to ,george ,gillespie when he was on his deathbed1 ',hand over all your bills1 paid and unpaid1 to your surety4 ,give him the keys of the drawer1 and let him clear it out for himself after you are gone4' ,and then1 with the ruling passion strong in death1 he added1 ',die not on sanctification but on justification1 die not on inherent but on imputed righteousness4' ,and then1 to come to the very last act of all1 there is what we call the death-grip4 ,a dying man feels the whole world giving way under him4 ,all he built upon1 leaned upon1 looked to1 is like sliding sand1 like sinking water2 and he grasps at anything1 anybody1 the bedpost1 the bed-curtains1 the bed-clothes1 his wife's hand1 his son's arm1 the very air sometimes4 ,on what1 on whom will you seize hold in your last gasp and death-grip8 ',rock of ,ages1 cleft for me1 ,let me hide myself in ,thee6' ,,xvi4 ,,james ,,guthrie ',the short man who could not bow4'--,cromwell4 ,james ,guthrie was the son of the laird of that ilk in the county of ,angus4 ,st4 ,andrews was his alma mater1 and under her excellent nurture young ,guthrie soon became a student of no common name4 ,his father had destined him for the ,episcopal ,church1 and1 what with his descent from an ancient and influential family1 his remarkable talents1 and his excellent scholarship1 it is not to be wondered at that a bishop's mitre sometimes dangled before his ambitious eyes4 ',he was then prelatic1' says ,wodrow in his ,analecta1 'and strong for the ceremonies4' ,but as time went on1 young ,guthrie's whole views of duty and of promotion became totally changed1 till1 instead of a bishop's throne1 he ended his days on the hangman's ladder4 ,after having served his college some time as regent or assistant professor in the ,moral ,philosophy ,chair1 ,guthrie took licence1 and was immediately thereafter settled as parish minister of ,lauder1 in the momentous year #afch4 ,and when every parish in ,scotland sent up its representatives to ,edinburgh to subscribe the covenant in ,greyfriars ,churchyard1 the parish of ,lauder had the pride of seeing its young minister take his life in his hand1 like all the best ministers and truest patriots in the land4 ,but just as ,guthrie was turning in at the gate of the ,greyfriars1 who should cross the street before him1 so as almost to run against him1 but the city executioner6 ,the omen--for it was a day of omens--made the young minister stagger for a moment1 but only for a moment4 ,at the same time the ominous incident made such an impression on the young ,covenanter's heart and imagination1 that he said to some of his fellow-subscribers as he laid down the pen1 ',i know that ,i shall die for what ,i have done this day1 but ,i cannot die in a better cause4' ,in the lack of better authorities we are compelled to trace the footsteps of ,james ,guthrie through the ,laodicean pages of ,robert ,baillie for several years to come4 ,baillie did not like ,guthrie1 and there was no love lost between the two men4 ,the one man was all fire together in every true and noble cause1 and the other we spew out of our mouth at every page of his indispensable book4 ,as ,carlyle says1 ,baillie contrived to 'carry his dish level' through all that terrible jostle of a time4 ,and accordingly while we owe ,baillie our very grateful thanks that he kept such a diary1 and carried on such an extensive and regular correspondence during all that distracted time1 we owe him no other thanks4 ,he carried his dish level1 and he had his reward4 ,as we trace ,james ,guthrie's passionate footsteps for the years to come through ,principal ,baillie's sufficiently gossiping1 but not unshrewd1 pages1 we soon see that he is travelling fast and sure toward the ,nether ,bow4 ,we hear continually from our time-serving correspondent of ,guthrie's 'public invective1' of his 'passionate debates1' of his 'venting of his mind1' of his 'peremptory letters1' of his 'sharp writing1' and of his being 'rigid as ever1' and so on4 ,all that about his too zealous co-presbyter1 and then his fulsome eulogy of the returning king--his royal wisdom1 his moderation1 his piety1 and his grave carriage--as also what he says of 'the conspicuous justice of ,god in hanging up the bones of ,oliver ,cromwell1 the disgracing of the two ,goodwins1 blind ,milton1 ,john ,owen1 and others of that maleficent crew1' all crowned with the naive remark that 'the wisest and best are quiet till they see whither these things will go'--it is plain that while our wise and good author is carrying his dish as level as the uneven roads will allow1 ,guthrie is as plainly carrying his head straight to the ,cross of ,edinburgh1 and to the iron spikes of the ,canongate4 ,all the untold woes of that so woful time came of the sword of the civil power being still grafted on the crook of the ,church2 as also of the insane attempt of so many of our forefathers to solder the crown of ,charles ,stuart to the crown of ,jesus ,christ4 ,how those two so fatal1 and not even yet wholly remedied1 mistakes1 brought ,argyll to the block and ,guthrie to the ladder in one day in ,edinburgh1 we read in the instructive and inspiriting histories of that terrible time2 and we have no better book on that time for the mass of readers than just honest ,john ,howie's ,scots ,worthies4 ,there is a passage in our ,scottish martyr's last defence of himself that has always reminded me of ,socrates' similar defence before the judges of ,athens4 ',my lords1' said ,guthrie1 'my conscience ,i cannot submit4 ,but this old and crazy body ,i do submit1 to do with it whatsoever you will2 only1 ,i beseech you to ponder well what profit there is likely to be in my blood4 ,it is not the extinguishing of me1 or of many more like me1 that will extinguish the work of reformation in ,scotland4 ,my blood will contribute more for the propagation of the ,covenant and the full reformation of the kirk than my life and liberty could do1 though ,i should live on for many years4' ,one can hardly help thinking that ,guthrie must have been reading ,the ,apology in his manse in ,stirling at the moment he was apprehended4 ,but in the case of ,guthrie1 as in the case of ,socrates1 no truth1 no integrity1 and no eloquence could save him2 for1 as ,bishop ,burnet frankly says1 ',it was resolved to make a public example of a ,scottish minister1 and so ,guthrie was singled out4 ,i saw him suffer1' the ,bishop adds1 'and he was so far from showing any fear that he rather expressed a contempt of death4' ,james ,cowie1 his precentor1 and beadle1 and body-servant1 also saw his master suffer1 and1 like ,bishop ,burnet1 he used to tell the impression that his old master's last days made upon him4 ',when he had received sentence of death1' ,cowie told ,wodrow's informant1 'he came forth with a kind of majesty1 and his face seemed truly to shine4' ,it needed something more than this world could supply to make a man's face to shine under the sentence that he be hanged at the ,cross of ,edinburgh1 his body dismembered1 and his head fixed on an iron spike in the ,west ,port of the same city4 ,the disgraceful and ghastly story of his execution1 and the hacking up of his body1 may all be read in ,howie1 beside a picture of the ,nether ,bow as it still stands in our ,free ,church and ,free ,state ,day4 ',art not ,thou from everlasting1 ,o ,lord my ,god8' were ,james ,guthrie's last words as he stood on the ladder4 ',o mine ,holy ,one3 ,i shall not die1 but live4 ,now lettest ,thou ,thy servant depart in peace2 for mine eyes have seen ,thy salvation4' ,there is one fine outstanding feature that has always characterised and distinguished the whole of the ,rutherford circle in our eyes1 and that is their deep1 keen ,pauline sense of sin4 ,without this1 all their patriotism1 all their true statesmanship1 and even all their martyrdom for the sake of the truth1 would have had1 comparatively speaking1 little or no interest for us4 ,what think ye of sin8 is the crucial question we put to any character1 scriptural or ecclesiastical1 who claims our time and our attention4 ,if they are right about sin1 they are all the more likely to be right about everything else2 and if they are either wrong or only shallow about sin1 their teaching and their experience on other matters are not likely to be of much value or much interest to us4 ,we have had written over our portals against all comers3 ,know thyself if thou wouldst either interest us or benefit us1 or with the understanding and the spirit worship with us4 ,and all the true ,rutherford circle1 without one exception1 have known the true secret and have given the true password4 ,their keen sense and scriptural estimate of the supreme evil of sin first made them correspondents of ,rutherford's2 and as that sense and estimate grew in them they passed on into an inner and a still more inner circle of those ,scottish saints and martyrs who corresponded with ,rutherford1 and closed1 with so much honour and love1 around him4 ,and the two ,guthries1 ,james and ,william1 as we shall see1 were famous even in that day for their praying and for their preaching about sin4 ,there is an excellent story told of ,james ,guthrie's family worship in the manse of ,stirling1 that bears not unremotely on the matter we have now on hand4 ,guthrie was wont to pray too much1 both at the family altar and in the pulpit1 as if he had been alone with his own heart and ,god4 ,and he carried that bad habit at last to such a length in his family1 that he almost drove poor ,james ,cowie1 his man-servant1 out of his senses1 till when ,cowie could endure no longer to be singled out and exposed and denounced before the whole family1 he at last stood up with some boldness before his master and demanded to be told out1 as man to man1 and not in that cruel and injurious way1 what it was he had done that made his master actually every day thus denounce and expose him4 ',o ,james1 man1 pardon me1 pardon me4 ,i was1 ,i see now1 too much taken up with my own heart and its pollutions to think enough of you and the rest4' ',it was that1 and the like of that1' witnessed ,cowie1 'that did me and my wife more good than all my master's well-studied sermons4' ,the intimacy and tenderness of the minister and his man went on deeper and grew closer1 till at the end we find ,cowie reading to him at his own request the ,epistle to the ,romans1 and when the reader came to the passage1 ',i will have mercy on whom ,i will have mercy1' the listener burst into tears1 and exclaimed1 ',james1 ,james1 halt there1 for ,i have nothing but that to lippen to4' ,and then1 on the ladder1 and before a great crowd of ,edinburgh citizens3 ',i own that ,i am a sinner--yea1 and one of the vilest that ever made a profession of religion4 ,my corruptions have been strong and many1 and they have made me a sinner in all things--yea1 even in following my duty4 ,but blessed be ,god1 who hath showed ,his mercy to such a wretch1 and hath revealed ,his ,son unto me1 and made me a minister of the everlasting ,gospel1 and hath sealed my ministry on the hearts of not a few of ,his people4' ,james ,guthrie's ruling passion1 as ,cowie remarked1 was still strong in his death4 ,on one occasion ,guthrie and some of his fellow-ministers were comparing experiences and confessing to one another their 'predominant sins1' and when it came to ,guthrie's turn he told them that he was much too eager to die a violent death4 ,for1 said he1 ,i would like to die with all my wits about me4 ,i would not like eyesight and memory and reason and faith all to die out on my deathbed and leave me to tumble into eternity bereft of them all4 ,guthrie was greatly afraid at the thought of death1 but it was the premature death of his reason1 and even of his faith1 that so much alarmed and horrified him to think of4 ,he envied the men who kneeled down on the scaffold1 or leaped off the ladder1 in full possession at the last moment of all their senses and all their graces4 ',give me a direct answer1 sir1' demanded ,dr4 ,johnson of his physician when on his deathbed4 4 4 4 ',then ,i will take no more opiates1 for ,i have prayed that ,i may be able to render up my soul to ,god unclouded4' ,and when pressed by his attendants to take some generous nourishment1 he replied almost with his last breath1 ',i will take anything but inebriating sustenance4' ,but in nothing was good ,james ,guthrie's tenderness to sin better seen than in the endless debates and dissensions of which that day was so full4 ,so sensitive was he to the pride and the anger and the ill-will that all controversy kindles in our hearts that1 as soon as he felt any unholy heat in his own heart1 or saw it in the hearts of the men he debated with1 he at once cut short the controversy with some such words as these3 ',we have said too much on this matter already2 let us leave it till we love one another more4' ,if hot-blooded ,samuel ,rutherford had sat more at ,james ,guthrie's feet in the matter of managing a controversy1 his name would have been almost too high and too spotless for this present life4 ,samuel ,rutherford's one vice1 temper1 was one of ,james ,guthrie's chief virtues4 ,we have only two1 or at most three1 of the many letters that must have passed between ,rutherford and ,guthrie preserved to us4 ,and1 as is usual with ,rutherford when he writes to any member of his innermost circle1 he writes to ,guthrie so as still more completely to win his heart4 ,and in nothing does dear ,rutherford win all our hearts more than in his deep humility1 and quick1 keen sense of his own inability and utter unworthiness4 ',i am at a low ebb1' he writes to ,guthrie from the ,jerusalem ,chamber1 'yea1 as low as any gracious soul can possibly be4 ,shall ,i ever see even the borders of the good land above8' ,i read that fine letter again last ,sabbath afternoon in my room at hospitable ,helenslee1 overlooking the lower reaches of the ,clyde1 and as ,i read this passage1 ,i recollected the opportune sea-view commanded by my window4 ,i had only to rise and look out to see an excellent illustration of my much- exercised author2 for the forenoon tide had just retreated to the sea1 and the broad bed of the river was left by the retreated tide less a river than a shallow1 clammy channel4 ,shoals of black mud ran out from our shore1 meeting and mingling with shoals of black mud from the opposite shore4 ,there was scarce clean water enough to float the multitude of buoys that dipped and dragged in their bed of mire4 ,that any ship1 to call a ship1 could ever work its way up that sweltering sewer seemed an utter impossibility4 ,there was ,rutherford's low ebb1 then1 under my very eyes4 ,there was low water indeed4 ,and the low water seemed to laugh the waiting seamen's hopes to scorn4 ,but next morning my heart rose high as ,i looked out at my window and saw all the richly-laden vessels lighting their fires and spreading their sails1 and setting their faces to the replenished river4 ,and ,i thought of ,samuel ,rutherford's ship1 far past all her ebbing tides now1 and for ever anchored in her haven above4 ,on the wall of my room in the same beautiful house there was a powerful cartoon of ,peter's crucifixion1 head downwards1 for his ,master's sake4 ,the masterpiece of ,filippino ,lippi ,i felt to be an excellent illustration also of ,rutherford's letter to ,james ,guthrie and the rest of the ministers and elders who were imprisoned in the ,castle of ,edinburgh for daring to remind ,charles ,stuart of the contents of the ,covenant to which both he and the whole nation had solemnly sworn4 ',if ,christ doth own me1' ,rutherford wrote to the martyrs in the ,castle1 'let me be laid in my grave in a bloody winding-sheet2 let me go from the scaffold to the spikes in four quarters--grave or no grave1 as ,he pleases1 if only ,he but owns me4' ,and ,i seemed to see the crucified disciple's glorified ,master appearing over his reversed cross and saying1 ',thou art ,peter1 and with this thy blood ,i will sow widespread my ,church4' ,yes1 my brethren1 if ,christ but owns us1 that will far more than make up to us in a moment for all our imprisonments1 and all our martyrdoms1 and all our ebbing tides down here4 ',angels1 men1 and ,zion's elders eye us in all our suffering for ,christ's sake1 but what of all these8 ,christ is by us1 and looketh on1 and writeth it all up ,himself4' ,james ,guthrie was hanged and dismembered at the ,cross of ,edinburgh on the first day of ,june1 #affa4 ,his snow-white head was cut off1 and was fixed on a spike in the ,nether ,bow4 ,james ,guthrie got that day that which he had so often prayed for--a sudden plunge into everlasting life with all his senses about him and all his graces at their brightest and their keenest exercise4 ,,xvii4 ,,william ,,guthrie ',a merry heart doeth good like a medicine4'--,solomon4 ,william ,guthrie was a great humorist1 a great sportsman1 a great preacher1 and a great writer4 ,the true ,guthrie blood has always had a drop of humour in it1 and the first minister of ,fenwick was a genuine ,guthrie in this respect4 ,the finest humour springs up out of a wide and a deep heart1 and it always has its roots watered at a wellhead of tears4 ',william ,guthrie was a great melancholian1' says ,wodrow1 and as we read that we are reminded of some other great melancholians1 such as ,blaise ,pascal and ,john ,foster and ,william ,cowper4 ,william ,guthrie knew1 by his temperament1 and by his knowledge of himself and of other men1 that he was a great melancholian1 and he studied how to divert himself sometimes in order that he might not be altogether drowned with his melancholy4 ,and thus1 maugre his melancholy1 and indeed by reason of it1 ,william ,guthrie was a great humorist4 ,he was the life of the party on the moors1 in the manse1 and in the ,general ,assembly4 ,but the life of the party when he was present was always pure and noble and pious1 even if it was sometimes somewhat hilarious and boisterous4 ',if a man's melancholy temperament is sanctified1' says ,rutherford in his ,covenant of ,grace1 'it becomes to him a seat of sound mortification and of humble walking4' ,and that was the happy result of all ,william ,guthrie's melancholy2 it was always alleviated and relieved by great outbursts of good-humour2 but both his melancholy and his hilarity always ended in a humbler walk4 ,samuel ,rutherford confides in a letter to his old friend1 ,alexander ,gordon1 that he knows a man who sometimes wonders to see any one laugh or sport in this so sinful and sad life4 ,but that was because he had embittered the springs of laughter in himself by the wormwood sins of his youth4 ,william ,guthrie had no such remorseful memories continually taking him by the throat as his divinity professor had1 and thus it was that with all his melancholy he was known as the greatest humorist and the greatest sportsman in the ,scottish ,kirk of his day4 ,no doubt he sometimes felt and confessed that his love of fun and frolic was a temptation that he had to watch well against4 ,in his ,saving ,interest he speaks of some sins that are wrought up into a man's natural humour and constitution1 and are thus as a right hand and a right eye to him4 ',my merriment6' he confessed to one who had rebuked him for it1 ',i know all you would say1 and my merriment costs me many a salt tear in secret4' ,at the same time this was often remarked with wonder in ,guthrie1 that however boisterous his fun was1 in one moment he could turn from it to the most serious things4 ',it was often observed1' says ,wodrow1 'that1 let ,mr4 ,guthrie be never so merry1 he was presently in a frame for the most spiritual duty1 and the only account ,i can give of it1' says wise ,wodrow1 'is1 that he acted from spiritual principles in all he did1 and even in his relaxations4' ,poor ,guthrie had a terrible malady that preyed on his most vital part continually--a malady that at last carried him off in the mid- time of his days1 and1 like ,solomon in the proverb1 he took to a merry heart as an alleviating medicine4 ,like our own ,thomas ,guthrie1 too1 ,william ,guthrie was a great angler4 ,he could gaff out a salmon in as few minutes as the deftest-handed gamekeeper in all the country1 and he could stalk down a deer in as few hours as my lord himself who did nothing else4 ,when he was composing his ,saving ,interest1 he somehow heard of a poor countryman near ,haddington who had come through some extraordinary experiences in his spiritual life1 and he set out from ,fenwick all the way to ,haddington to see and converse with the much-experienced man4 ,all that night and all the next day ,guthrie could not tear himself away from the conversation of the man and his wife4 ,but at last1 looking up and down the country1 his angling eye caught sight of a trout-stream1 and1 as if he had in a moment forgotten all about his book at home and all that this saintly man had contributed to it1 ,guthrie asked him if he had a fishing-rod1 and if he would give him a loan of it4 ,the old man felt that his poor rough tackle was to be absolutely glorified by such a minister as ,guthrie condescending to touch it1 but his good wife did not like this come-down at the end of such a visit as his has been1 and she said so4 ,she was a clever old woman1 and ,i am not sure but she had the best of it in the debate that followed about ministers fishing1 and about their facetious conversation4 ,the ,haddington stream1 and the dispute that rose out of it1 recall to my mind a not unlike incident that took place in the street of ,ephesus1 in the far ,east1 just about #ahjj years ago4 ,john1 the venerable ,apostle1 had just finished the fourteenth chapter of his great ,gospel1 and felt himself unable to recollect and write out any more that night4 ,and coming out into the setting sun he began to amuse himself with a tame partridge that the ,bactrian convert had caught and made a present of to his old master4 ,the partridge had been waiting till the pen and the parchment were put by1 and now it was on ,john's hand1 and now on his shoulder1 and now circling round his sportful head1 till you would have thought that its owner was the idlest and foolishest old man in all ,ephesus4 ,a huntsman1 who greatly respected his old pastor1 was passing home from the hills and was sore distressed to see such a saint as ,john was trifling away his short time with a stupid bird4 ,and he could not keep from stopping his horse and saying so to the old ,evangelist4 ',what is that you carry in your hand8' asked ,john at the huntsman with great meekness4 ',it is my bow with which ,i shoot wild game up in the mountains1' replied the huntsman4 ',and why do you let it hang so loose8 ,you cannot surely shoot anything with your bow in that condition6' ',no1' answered the amused huntsman1 'but if ,i always kept my bow strung it would not rebound and send home my arrow when ,i needed it4 ,i unstring my bow on the street that ,i may the better shoot with it when ,i am up among my quarry4' ',good1' said the ,evangelist1 'and ,i have learned a lesson from you huntsmen4 ,for ,i am playing with my partridge to-night that ,i may the better finish my ,gospel to-morrow4 ,i am putting everything out of my mind to-night that ,i may to-morrow the better recollect and set down a prayer ,i heard offered up by my ,master1 now more than fifty years ago4' ,we readers of the ,fourth ,gospel do not know how much we owe to the ,bactrian boy's tame partridge1 and neither ,john ,owen nor ,thomas ,chalmers knew how much they owed to the fishing-rods and curling-stones1 the fowling-pieces and the violins that crowded the corners of the manse of ,fenwick4 ,i do not know that ,william ,guthrie made a clean breast to the ,presbytery of all the reasons that moved him to refuse so many calls to a city charge1 though ,i think ,i see that ,david ,dickson1 the ,moderator1 divined some of them by the joke he made about the moors of ,fenwick to one of the defeated and departing deputations4 ,william ,guthrie1 the eldest son and sole heir of the laird of ,pitforthy1 might have had fishing and shooting to his heart's content on his own lands of ,pitforthy and ,easter ,ogle had he not determined1 when under ,rutherford at ,st4 ,andrews1 to give himself up wholly to his preaching4 ,but1 to put himself out of the temptation that hills and streams and lochs and houses and lands would have been to a man of his tastes and temperament1 soon after his conversion ,william made over to a younger brother all his possessions and all his responsibilities connected therewith1 in order that he might give himself up wholly to his preaching4 ,and his reward was that he soon became1 by universal consent1 the greatest practical preacher in broad ,scotland4 ,he could not touch ,rutherford1 his old professor1 at pure theology2 he had neither ,rutherford's learning1 nor his ecstatic eloquence1 nor his surpassing love of ,jesus ,christ1 but for handling broken bones and guiding an anxious inquirer no one could hold the candle to ,william ,guthrie4 ,descriptions of his preaching abound in the old books1 such as this3 ,a ,glasgow merchant was compelled to spend a ,sabbath in ,arran1 and though he did not understand ,gaelic1 he felt he must go to the place of public worship4 ,great was his delight when he saw ,william ,guthrie come into the pulpit4 ,and he tells us that though he had heard in his day many famous preachers1 he had never seen under any preacher so much concern of soul as he saw that day in ,arran1 under the minister of ,fenwick4 ,there was scarcely a dry eye in the whole church4 ,a gentleman who was well known as a most dissolute liver was in the church that day1 and could not command himself1 so deeply was he moved under ,guthrie's sermon4 ,that day was remembered long afterwards when that prodigal son had become an eminent ,christian man4 ,we see at one time a servant girl coming home from ,guthrie's church saying that she cannot contain all that she has heard to-day1 and that she feels as if she would need to hear no more on this side heaven4 ,another day ,wodrow's old mother has been at ,fenwick1 and comes home saying that the first prayer was more than enough for all her trouble without any sermon at all4 ',he had a taking and a soaring gift of preaching1' but it was its intensely practical character that made ,guthrie's pulpit so powerful and so popular4 ,the very fact that he could go all the way in those days from ,fenwick to ,haddington1 just to have a case of real soul-exercise described to him by the exercised man himself1 speaks volumes as to the secret of ,guthrie's power in the pulpit4 ,his people felt that their minister knew them2 he knew himself1 and therefore he knew them4 ,he did not pronounce windy orations about things that did not concern or edify them4 ,he was not learned in the pulpit1 nor eloquent1 or1 if he was--and he was both--all his talents1 and all his scholarship1 and all his eloquence were forgotten in the intensely practical turn that his preaching immediately took4 ,all the broken hearts in the west country1 all those whose sins had found them out1 all those who had learned to know the plague of their own heart1 and who were passing under a searching sanctification--all such found their way from time to time from great distances to the ,kirk of ,fenwick4 ,from ,glasgow they came1 and from ,paisley1 and from ,hamilton1 and from ,lanark1 and from ,kilbride1 and from many other still more distant places4 ,the lobbies of ,fenwick ,kirk were like the porches of ,bethesda with all the blind1 halt1 and withered from the whole country round about4 ,after ,hutcheson of the ,minor ,prophets had assisted at the communion of ,fenwick on one occasion1 he said that1 if there was a church full of ,god's saints on the face of the earth1 it was at ,fenwick communion-table4 ,pitforthy and ,glen ,ogle1 and all the estates in ,angus1 were but dust in the balance compared with one ,sabbath-day's exercise of such a preaching gift as that of ,william ,guthrie4 ',there is no man that hath forsaken houses and lands for ,my sake and the ,gospel's1 but shall receive an hundredfold now in this life1 and in the world to come life everlasting4' ,but further1 besides being a great humorist and a great sportsman and a great preacher1 ,william ,guthrie was a great writer4 ,a great writer is not a man who fills our dusty shelves with his forgotten volumes4 ,it is not given to any man to fill a whole library with first-rate work4 ,our greatest authors have all written little books4 ,job is a small book1 so is the ,psalms1 so is ,isaiah1 so is the ,gospel of ,john1 so is the ,epistle to the ,romans1 so is the ,confessions1 so is the ,comedy1 so is the ,imitation1 so are the ,pilgrim and the ,grace ,abounding1 and though ,william ,guthrie's small book is not for a moment to be ranked with such master-pieces as these1 yet it is a small book on a great subject1 and a book to which ,i cannot find a second among the big religious books of our day4 ,you will all find out your own favourite books according to your own talents and tastes4 ,my calling a book great is nothing to you4 ,but it may at least interest you for the passing moment to be told what two men like ,john ,owen1 in the seventeenth century1 and ,thomas ,chalmers1 in the nineteenth1 said about ,william ,guthrie's one little book4 ,said ,john ,owen1 drawing a little gilt copy of ,the ,great ,interest out of his pocket1 ',that author ,i take to be one of the greatest divines that ever wrote4 ,his book is my vade mecum4 ,i carry it always with me4 ,i have written several folios1 but there is more divinity in this little book than in them all4' ,believe ,john ,owen4 ,believe all that he says about ,guthrie's ,saving ,interest2 but do not believe what he says about his own maligned folios till you have read twenty times over his ,person and ,glory of ,christ1 his ,holy ,spirit1 his ,spiritual-mindedness1 and his ,mortification1 ,dominion1 and ,indwelling of ,sin4 ,then hear ,dr4 ,chalmers3 ',i am on the eve of finishing ,guthrie1 which ,i think is the best book ,i ever read4' ,after you have read it1 if you ever do1 the likelihood is that you will feel as if somehow you had not read the right book when you remember what ,owen and ,chalmers have said about it4 ,yes1 you have read the right enough book2 but the right book has not yet got in you the right reader4 ,there are not many readers abroad like ,dr4 ,john ,owen and ,dr4 ,thomas ,chalmers4 ,in its style ,william ,guthrie's one little book is clear1 spare1 crisp1 and curt4 ,indeed1 in some places it is almost too spare and too curt in its bald simplicity4 ,true students will not be deterred from it when ,i say that it is scientifically and experimentally exact in its treatment of the things of the soul4 ,they will best understand and appreciate this statement of ,guthrie's biographer that 'when he was working at his ,saving ,interest he endeavoured to inform himself of all the ,christians in the country who had been under great depths of exercise1 or were still under such depths1 and endeavoured to converse with them4' ,guthrie is almost as dry as ,euclid himself1 and almost as severe1 but1 then1 he demonstrates almost with mathematical demonstration the all-important things he sets out to prove4 ,there is no room for rhetoric on a finger- post2 in a word1 and1 sometimes without a word1 a finger-post tells you the right way to take to get to your journey's end4 ,and many who have wandered into a far country have found their way home again under ,william ,guthrie's exact marks1 clear evidences1 and curt directions4 ,you open the little book1 and there is a sentence of the plainest1 directest1 and least entertaining or attractive prose1 followed up with a text of ,scripture to prove the plain and indisputable prose4 ,then there is another sentence of the same prose1 supported by two texts1 and thus the little treatise goes on till1 if you are happy enough to be interested in the author's subject-matter1 the eternal interests of your own soul1 a strong1 strange fascination begins to come off the little book and into your understanding1 imagination1 and heart1 till you look up again what ,dr4 ,owen and ,dr4 ,chalmers said about your favourite author1 and feel fortified in your valuation of1 and in your affection for1 ,william ,guthrie and his golden little book4 ,,xviii4 ,,george ,,gillespie ',our apprehensions are not canonical4'--,rutherford4 ,george ,gillespie was one of that remarkable band of statesmanlike ministers that ,god gave to ,scotland in the seventeenth century4 ,gillespie died while yet a young man1 but before he died1 as ,rutherford wrote to him on his deathbed1 he had done more work for his ,master than many a hundred grey-headed and godly ministers4 ,gillespie and ,rutherford got acquainted with one another when ,rutherford was beginning his work at ,anwoth4 ,in the good providence of ,god1 ,gillespie was led to ,kenmure ,castle to be tutor in the family of ,lord and ,lady ,kenmure1 and that threw ,rutherford and ,gillespie continually together4 ,gillespie was still a probationer4 ,he was ready for ordination1 and many congregations were eager to have him1 but the patriotic and pure-minded youth could not submit to receive ordination at the hands of the bishops of that day1 and this kept him out of a church of his own long after he was ready to begin his ministry4 ,but the time was not lost to ,gillespie himself1 or to the ,church of ,christ in ,scotland1--the time that threw ,rutherford and ,gillespie into the same near neighbourhood1 and into intimate and affectionate friendship4 ,the mere scholarship of the two men would at once draw them together4 ,they read the same deep books2 they reasoned out the same constitutional1 ecclesiastical1 doctrinal1 and experimental problems2 till one day1 rising off their knees in the woods of ,kenmure ,castle1 the two men took one another by the hand and swore a covenant that all their days1 and amid all the trials they saw were coming to ,scotland and her ,church1 they would remain fast friends1 would often think of one another1 would often name one another before ,god in prayer1 and would regularly write to one another1 and that not on church questions only and on the books they were reading1 but more especially on the life of ,god in their own souls4 ,of the correspondence of those two remarkable men we have only three letters preserved to us1 but they are enough to let us see the kind of letters that must have frequently passed between ,kenmure ,castle and ,aberdeen1 and between ,st4 ,andrews and ,edinburgh during the next ten years4 ,gillespie was born in the parish manse of ,kirkcaldy in #afac2 he was ordained to the charge of the neighbouring congregation of ,wemyss in #afch1 was translated thence to ,edinburgh in #afdb1 and then became one of the four famous deputies who were sent up from the ,church of ,scotland to sit and represent her in the ,westminster ,assembly in #afdc4 ,gillespie's great ability was well known1 his wide learning and his remarkable controversial powers had been already well proved1 else such a young man would never have been sent on such a mission2 but his appearance in the debates at ,westminster astonished those who knew him best1 and won for him a name second to none of the oldest and ablest statesmen and scholars who sat in that famous house4 ',that noble youth1' ,baillie is continually exclaiming1 after each new display of ,gillespie's learning and power of argument2 ',that singular ornament of our ,church'2 ',he is one of the best wits of this isle1' and so on4 ,and good ,john ,livingstone1 in his wise and sober ,characteristics1 says that1 being sent as a ,commissioner from the ,church of ,scotland to the ,assembly of ,divines at ,westminster1 ,gillespie1 'promoted much the work of reformation1 and attained to a gift of clear1 strong1 pressing1 and calm debating above any man of his time4' ,many stories were told in ,scotland of the debating powers of young ,gillespie as seen on the floor of the ,westminster ,assembly4 ,selden was one of the greatest lawyers in ,england1 and he had made a speech one day that both friend and foe felt was unanswerable4 ,one after another of the ,constitutional and ,evangelical party tried to reply to ,selden's speech1 but failed4 ',rise1 ,george1 man1' said ,rutherford to ,gillespie1 who was sitting with his pencil and note-book beside him4 ',rise1 ,george1 man1 and defend the ,church which ,christ hath purchased with ,his own blood4' ,george rose1 and when he had sat down1 ,selden is reported to have said to some one who was sitting beside him1 ',that young man has swept away the learning and labour of ten years of my life4' ,gillespie's ,scottish brethren seized upon his note-book to preserve and send home at least the heads of his magnificent speech1 but all they found in his little book were these three words3 ,da lucem1 ,domine2 ,give light1 ,o ,lord4 ,rutherford had foreseen all this from the days when ,gillespie and he talked over ,aquinas and ,calvin and ,hooker and ,amesius and ,zanchius as they took their evening walks together on the sands of the ,solway ,firth4 ,it is told also that when the ,committee of ,assembly was engaged on the composition of the ,shorter ,catechism1 and had come to the question1 ,what is ,god8 like the able men they were1 they all shrank from attempting an answer to such an unfathomable question4 ,in their perplexity they asked ,gillespie to offer prayer for help1 when he began his prayer with these words3 ',o ,god1 ,thou art a ,spirit1 infinite1 eternal1 and unchangeable in ,thy being1 wisdom1 power1 holiness1 justice1 goodness1 and truth4' ,as soon as he said ,amen1 his opening sentences were remembered1 and taken down1 and they stand to this day the most scriptural and the most complete answer to that unanswerable question that we have in any creed or catechism of the ,christian ,church4 ,as her best tribute to the talents and services of her youngest ,commissioner1 the ,edinburgh ,assembly of #afdh appointed ,gillespie her ,moderator2 but his health was fast failing1 and he died in the ,december of that year1 in the thirty-sixth year of his age4 ,the inscription on his tombstone at ,kirkcaldy ends with these sober and true words3 ',a man profound in genius1 mild in disposition1 acute in argument1 flowing in eloquence1 unconquered in mind4 ,he drew to himself the love of the good1 the envy of the bad1 and the admiration of all4' ,such was the life and work of ,george ,gillespie1 one of the most intimate and confidential correspondents of ,samuel ,rutherford2--for it was to him that ,rutherford wrote the words now before us1 ',our apprehensions are not canonical4' ,every line of life has its own language1 its own peculiar vocabulary1 that none but its experts1 and those who have been brought up to it1 know4 ,go up to the ,parliament ,house and you will hear the advocates and judges talking to one another in a professional speech that the learned layman no more than the ignorant can understand4 ,our doctors1 again1 have a shorthand symbolism that only themselves and the chemists understand4 ,and so it is with every business and profession2 each several trade strikes out a language for itself4 ,and so does divinity1 and1 especially1 experimental divinity1 of which ,rutherford's letters are full4 ,we not only need a glossary for the obsolete ,scotch1 but we need the most simple and everyday expressions of the things of the soul explained to us till once we begin to speak and to write those expressions ourselves4 ,there are judges and advocates and doctors and specialists of all kinds among us who will only be able to make a far-off guess at the meaning of my text1 just as ,i could only make a far-off guess at some of their trade texts4 ,this technical term1 'apprehension1' does not once occur in the ,bible1 and only once or twice in ,shakespeare4 ',our death is most in apprehension1' says that master of expression2 and1 again1 he says that 'we cannot outfly our apprehensions4' ,and ,milton has it once in ,samson1 who says3-- ',thoughts1 my tormentors1 armed with deadly stings1 ,mangle my apprehensive tenderest parts4' ,but1 indeed1 we all have the thing in us1 though we may never have put its proper name upon it4 ,we all know what a forecast of evil is--a secret fear that evil is coming upon us4 ,it lays hold of our heart1 or of our conscience1 as the case may be1 and will not let go its hold4 ,and then the heart and the conscience run out continually and lay hold of the future evil and carry it home to our terrified bosoms4 ,we apprehend the coming evil1 and feel it long before it comes4 ,we die1 like the coward1 many times before our death4 ,now1 ,rutherford just takes that well-known word and applies it to his fears and his sinkings of heart about his past sins1 and about the unsettled wages of his sins4 ,his conscience makes him a coward1 till he thinks every bush an officer4 ,but then he reasons and remonstrates with himself in his deep and intimate letter to ,gillespie1 and says that these his doubts1 and terrors1 and apprehensions are not canonical4 ,he is writing to a divine and a scholar1 as well as to an experienced ,christian man1 and he uses words that such scholars and such ,christian men quite well understand and like to make use of4 ,the canon that he here refers to is the ,holy ,scriptures2 they are the rule of our faith1 and they are also the rule of ,god's faithfulness4 ,what ,god has said to us in ,his word1 that we must believe and hold by2 that1 and not our deserts or our apprehensions1 must rule and govern our faith and our trust1 just as ,god's word will be the rule and standard of ,his dealings with us4 ,his word rules us in our faith and life2 and again it rules ,him also in ,his dealings with our faith and with our life4 ,god does not deal with us as we deserve2 ,he does not deal with us as we1 in our guilty apprehensions1 fear ,he will4 ,he deals with the apprehensive1 penitent1 believing sinner according to the grace and the truth of ,his word4 ,his promises are canonical to ,him1 not our apprehensions4 ,thomas ,goodwin1 that perfect prince of pulpit exegetes1 lays down this canon1 and continually himself acts upon it1 that 'the context of a scripture is half its interpretation2 4 4 4 if a man would open a place of scripture1 he should do it rationally2 he should go and consider the words before and the words after4' ,now1 let us apply this rule to the interpretation of this text out of ,rutherford1 and look at the context1 before and after1 out of which it is taken4 ,remembering his covenant with young ,gillespie in the woods of ,kenmure1 ,rutherford wrote of himself to his friend1 and said3--',at my first entry on my banishment here my apprehensions worked despairingly upon my cross4' ,by that he means1 and ,gillespie would quite well understand his meaning1 that his banishment from his work threw him in upon his conscience1 and that his conscience whispered to him that he had been banished from his work because of his sins4 ,god is angry with you1 his conscience said2 ,he does not love you1 ,he has not forgiven you4 ,but his sanctified good sense1 his deep knowledge of ,god's word1 and of ,god's ways with ,his people1 came to his rescue1 and he went on to say to ,gillespie that our apprehensions are not canonical4 ,no1 he says1 our apprehensions tell lies of ,god and of ,his grace4 ,so they do in our case also4 ,when any trouble falls upon us1 for any reason1--and there are many reasons other than ,his anger why ,god sends trouble upon us1--conscience is up immediately with her interpretation and explanation of our troubles4 ,this is your wages now1 conscience says4 ,god has been slow to wrath1 but ,his patience is exhausted now4 ,as ,rutherford says in another letter1 our tearful eyes look asquint at ,christ and ,he appears to be angry1 when all the time ,he pities and loves us4 ,is there any man here to-night whose apprehensions are working upon his cross8 ,is there any man of ,god here who has lost hold of ,god in the thick darkness1 and who fears that his cross has come to him because ,god is angry with him8 ,let him hear and imitate what ,rutherford says when in the same distress3 ',i will lay inhibitions on my apprehensions1' he says2 ',i will not let my unbelieving thoughts slander ,christ4 ,let them say to me there is no hope1 yet ,i will die saying1 ,it is not so2 ,i shall yet see the salvation of ,god4 ,i will die if it must be so1 under water1 but ,i will die gripping at ,christ4 ,let me go to hell1 ,i will go to hell believing in and loving ,christ4' ,rutherford's worst apprehensions1 his best-grounded apprehensions1 could not survive an assault of faith like that4 ,imitate him1 and improve upon him1 and say1 that with a thousand times worse apprehensions than ever ,rutherford could have1 yet1 like him1 you will make your bed in hell1 loving1 and adoring1 and justifying ,jesus ,christ4 ,and1 if you do that1 hell will have none of you2 all hell will cast you out1 and all heaven will rise up and carry you in4 ',challenges' is another of ,rutherford's technical terms that he constantly uses to his expert correspondents4 ',i was under great challenges1' he says1 in this same letter2 and in a letter written the same month of ,march to ,william ,rigg1 of ,athernie1 he says1 ',old challenges revive1 and cast all down4' ,dr4 ,andrew ,bonar1 ,rutherford's expert editor1 gives this glossary upon these passages3 ',charges1 self- upbraidings1 self-accusations4' ,challenges of conscience came to ,rutherford like these3 ',why art thou writing letters of counsel to other men8 ,counsel thyself first4 ,why art thou appealed to and trusted and loved by ,god's best people in ,scotland1 when thou knowest that thou art a ,cain in malice and a ,judas in treachery1 all but the outbreaks8 ,why art thou taking thy cross so easily1 when thou knowest the unsettled controversy the ,lord still has with thee8' ',hall binks are slippery1' wrote stern old ,knockbrex1 challenging his old minister for his too great joy4 ',old challenges now and then revive and cast all down again4' ,that reminds me of a fine passage in that great book of ,rutherford's1 ,christ ,dying1 where he shows us how to take out a new charter for all our possessions1 and for the salvation of our souls themselves when our salvation1 or our possessions and our right to them1 is challenged4 ,it is better1 he says1 to hold your souls and your lands by prayer than by obedience1 or conquest1 or industry4 ,have you wisdom1 honour1 learning1 parts1 eloquence1 godliness1 grace1 a good name1 wife1 children1 a house1 peace1 ease1 pleasure8 ,challenge yourself how you got them1 and see that you hold them by an unchallengeable charter1 even by prayer1 and then by grace4 ,and if you hold these things by any other charter1 hasten to get a new conveyance made and a new title drawn out4 ,and thus old1 and angry1 and threatening challenges will work out a charter that cannot be challenged4 ,and1 then1 when ,george ,gillespie was lying on his deathbed in ,edinburgh1 with his pillow filled with stinging apprehensions1 as is often the case with ,god's best servants and ripest saints1 hear how his old friend1 now professor of divinity in ,st4 ,andrews1 writes to him3-- ',my reverend and dear brother1 look to the east4 ,die well4 ,your life of faith is just finishing4 ,finish it well4 ,let your last act of faith be your best act4 ,stand not upon sanctification1 but upon justification4 ,hand all your accounts over to free grace4 ,and if you have any bands of apprehension in your death1 recollect that your apprehensions are not canonical4' ,and the dying man answered3 ',there is nothing that ,i have done that can stand the touchstone of ,god's justice4 ,christ is my all1 and ,i am nothing4' ,,xix4 ,,john ,,fergushill ',ho1 ye that have no money1 come and buy in the poor man's market4'--,rutherford4 ,it makes us think when we find two such men as ,samuel ,rutherford and ,john ,fergushill falling back for their own souls on a ,scripture like this4 ,we naturally think of ,scriptures like this as specially sent out to the chief of sinners2 to those men who have sold themselves for naught1 or1 at least1 to new beginners in the divine life4 ,we do not readily think of great divines and famous preachers like ,rutherford1 or of godly and able pastors like ,fergushill1 as at all either needing such ,scriptures as this1 or as finding their own case at all met in them4 ,but it is surely a great lesson to us all--a great encouragement and a great rebuke--to find two such saintly men as the ministers of ,anwoth and ,ochiltree reassuring and heartening one another about the poor man's market as they do in their letters to one another4 ,and their case is just another illustration of this quite familiar fact in the ,church of ,christ1 that the preachers who press their pulpits deepest into the doctrines of grace1 and who1 at the same time1 themselves make the greatest attainments in the life of grace1 are just the men1 far more than any of their hearers1 both to need and to accept the simplest1 plainest1 freest1 fullest offer of the ,gospel4 ,if the men of the house of ,israel will not accept the peace you preach to them1 said our ,lord to ,his first apostles1 then take that peace home to yourselves4 ,and how often has that been repeated in the preaching of the ,gospel since the days of ,peter and ,john6 ,how often have our best preachers preached their best sermons to themselves6 ',i preached the following ,lord's ,day1' says ,boston in his diary1 'on ,why art thou cast down1 ,o my soul8 and my sermon was mostly on my own account4' ,and it was just because ,boston preached so often in that egoistical way that the people of ,ettrick were able to give such a good account of what they heard4 ,weep yourselves1 if you would have your readers weep1 said the shrewd old ,roman poet to the shallow poetasters of his ,augustan day4 ,and the reproof and the instruction come up from every pew to every pulpit still4 ',feel what you say1 if you would have us feel it4 ,believe what you say1 if you would have us believe it4 ,flee to the refuge yourselves1 if you would have us flee4 ,and let us see you selling all in the poor man's market1 if you would see us also selling all and coming after you4' ,the people of ,anwoth and ,ochiltree were very well off in this respect also that their ministers did not bid them do anything that they did not first do themselves4 ,the truest and best apostolical succession had come to those two parishes in that their two pastors were able1 with a good conscience before ,god and before their people1 to say with ,paul to the ,philippians3 ',those things1 which ye have both learned1 and received1 and heard1 and seen in me do2 and the ,god of peace shall be with you4' ,as to the merchandise of the poor man's market1--that embraces everything that any man can possibly need or find any use for either in this world or in the next4 ,absolutely everything is found in the poor man's market--everything1 from ,god ,himself1 the most precious of all things1 down to the sinner himself1 the most vile and worthless of all things4 ,the whole world1 and all the worlds1 are continually thrown into this market1 both by the seller and by the purchaser4 ,the seller holds nothing back from this market1 and the purchaser comes to this market for everything4 ,even what he already possesses2 even what he bought and paid for but yesterday2 even what everybody else would call absolutely the poor man's own1 he throws it all back again upon ,god every day1 and thus holds all he has as his instant purchase of the great ,merchantman4 ,the poor man's market is as far as possible from being a ,vanity ,fair1 but the catalogues and the sale-lists of that fair may be taken as a specimen of the things that change hands continually in the poor man's market also4 ,for here also are sold such merchandise as houses1 lands1 trades1 places1 honours1 preferments1 pleasures and delights of all sorts2 wives1 husbands1 children1 masters1 servants1 lives1 blood1 bodies1 souls1 gold1 silver1 and what not4 ,all these things ,god sells to poor men every day2 and for all these things1 as often as they need any of them1 ,his poor men come to ,his market for them4 ,and1 as has been said1 even after they have got possession of any or all of these things1 as if the market had an absolute fascination for them1 like gamblers who cannot stay away from the wheel1 they are back again1 buying and selling what1 but yesterday1 they took home with them as the best bargain they had ever made4 ,yes1 the things that1 once possessed1 either by inheritance or by purchase or by gift1 you would think they would die rather than part with--a patrimony in ancient lands and houses1 a possession they had toiled and prayed and waited for all their days1 ,christ on ,his cross1 their own child in his cradle--absolutely everything they possess1 or would die to possess1 they part with again1 just that they may have the excitement1 the debate1 the delight1 the security1 and the liberty of purchasing it all over again every day in the poor man's market4 ,over all this merchandise ,god ,himself is the ,master ,merchant4 ,it all belongs to ,him1 and ,he has put it all into the poor man's purchase4 ,he owns all the merchandise1 and ,he has opened the market3 ,he invites and advertises the purchasers1 fixes the prices1 and settles the conditions of sale4 ,and the first condition of sale is that all intending purchasers shall come to ,himself immediately for whatever they need4 ,all negotiation here must be held immediately with ,god4 ,there are no middlemen here4 ,they have their own place in the markets of earth2 but there is no room and no need for them here4 ,the producer and the purchaser meet immediately here4 ,he employs whole armies of servants to distribute and deliver ,his goods1 but the bargain itself must be struck with ,god alone4 ,the price must be paid directly to ,him2 and then1 with ,his own hand1 ,he will write out your right and title to your purchase4 ,let every poor man1 then1 be sure to draw near to ,god1 and to ,god alone4 ,draw near to ,god1 and ,he will draw near to you4 ,ho1 ye that have no money3 incline your ear1 and come to ,me3 hear1 and your soul shall live6 ,now1 surely1 one of the most remarkable things about the purchasers in this market is just their fewness4 ,we find ,isaiah in his day canvassing the whole of ,jerusalem1 high and low1 and glad to get even one purchaser here and another there4 ,and ,rutherford1 looking back to ,anwoth from ,aberdeen1 was not sure that he had got even so much as one really earnest purchaser brought near to ,god4 ,and thus it was that1 while at ,anwoth1 he was so much in that market himself4 ,partly on the principle that preachers are bidden to take to themselves for their trouble what their proud people refuse1 and partly because ,rutherford was out of all sight the poorest man in all ,anwoth4 ,now1 what made ,isaiah and ,rutherford and ,fergushill such poor men themselves1 was just this1 that they came out of every money-making enterprise in the divine life far poorer men than they entered it4 ,there are some unlucky men in life who never prosper in anything4 ,everything goes against them4 ,everything makes shipwreck into which they adventure their time and their money and their hope4 ,they go into one promising concern after another with flying colours and a light heart4 ,other men have made great fortunes here1 and so will they2 but before long their old evil luck has overtaken them1 and they are glad that they are not all their life in prison for the uttermost farthing4 ,and so on1 till at last they have to go to the poor man's market for the last decencies of their death and burial2 for their winding-sheet1 and their coffin1 and their grave4 ,and so was it with the ministers of ,anwoth and ,ochiltree2 and so it is with all that poverty-stricken class of ministers to which they belonged4 ,for1 whatever their attainments and performances in preaching or in pastoral work may do to enrich others1 one thing is certain3 all they do only impoverishes to pennilessness the men who put their whole life and their whole heart into the performance of such work4 ,their whole service of ,god1 both in the public ministry of the word1 and in their more personal submission to ,his law1 has this fatal and hopeless principle ruling it1 that the better it is done1 and the more completely any man gives himself up to the doing of it1 the poorer and the weaker it leaves him who does it4 ,so much so1 that while he leads other men into the way of the greatest riches1 he himself sinks deeper and deeper into poverty of spirit every day4 ,till1 out of sheer pity1 and almost remorse1 that ,his service should entail such poverty on all ,his servants1 ,christ sends them out continually less with an invitation to their people than to themselves1 saying always to them1 ',take the invitation to yourselves2 and he of ,my servants who hath no money let him buy without money and bear away what he will4' ',my dear ,fergushill1 our ,lord is not so cruel as to let a poor man see salvation and never let him touch it for want of money2 indeed1 the only thing that commendeth sinners to ,christ is their extreme necessity and want4 ,ho1 he that hath no money1 that is the poor man's market4' ,when ,james ,guthrie was lying ill and like to die1 he called in his man1 ,james ,cowie1 to read in the ,epistle to the ,romans to him1 and when ,cowie came to these words1 ',i will have mercy on whom ,i will have mercy1' his master burst into tears1 and said1 ',james1 ,i have nothing but that to lippen to4' ,look now at the prices that are demanded and paid in the poor man's market4 ,and1 paradoxical and past all understanding as are so many of the things connected with this matter1 the most paradoxical and past all understanding of them all is the price that is always asked1 and that is sometimes paid1 in that market4 ,when any man comes here to buy1 it is not the value of the article on sale that is asked of him2 but the first question that is asked of him is1 ,how much money have you got8 ,and if it turns out that he is rich and increased with goods1 then1 to him1 the price1 even of admittance to this market1 is all that he has4 ,the very entrance-money1 before he comes in sight of the stalls and tables at all1 has already stripped him bare of every penny he possesses4 ,and that is why so few purchasers are found in this market2 they do not feel able or willing to pay down the impoverishing entrance-price4 ,as a matter of fact1 it is a very unusual thing to find a young man who has been so well taught about this market by his parents1 his schoolmasters1 or even by his ministers1 that he is fit to enter early on its great transactions4 ,and increasing years do not tend of themselves to reconcile him to the terms on which ,god sells ,his salvation4 ,the price in the poor man's market is absolutely everything that a rich man possesses2 and then1 when he has nothing left1 when he has laid down all that he has1 or has lost all1 or has been robbed of all1 only then the full paradox of the case comes into his view2 for then he begins to discover that the price he could not meet or face so long as he was a rich and a well-to-do man is such a price that1 in his absolute penury1 he can now pay it down till all the market is his own4 ,multitudes of poor men up and down the land remember well1 and will never forget1 this poor man ,rutherford's so ,isaiah-like words1 ',our wants best qualify us for ,christ'2 and again1 ',all my own stock of ,christ is some hunger for ,him4' ',say ,amen to the promises1 and ,christ is yours1' he wrote to ,lady ,kenmure4 ',this is surely an easy market4 ,you need but to look to ,him in faith2 for ,christ suffered for all sin1 and paid the price of all the promises4' ',faith cannot be so difficult1 surely1' says ,william ,guthrie in his ,saving ,interest1 'when it consists of so much in desire4' ,now1 both its exceeding difficulty and its exceeding ease also just consist in that4 ,nothing is so easy to a healthy man as the desire for food2 but1 then1 nothing is so impossible to a dead man1 or even to a sick man1 as just desire4 ,desire sounds easy1 but how few among us have that capacity and that preparation for ,christ and ,his salvation that stands in desire4 ,have you that desire8 ,really and truly1 in your heart of hearts1 have you that desire8 ,then how well it is with you6 ,for that is all that ,god looks for in him who comes to the poor man's market2 indeed1 it is the only currency accepted there4 ,isaiah's famous invitation is drawn out just to meet the case of a man who has desire1 and nothing but desire1 in his heart4 ,all the encouragements and assurances that his evangelical genius can devise are set forth by the prophet to attract and to win the desiring heart4 ,the desiring heart says to itself1 ,i would give the whole world if ,i had it just to see ,christ1 just to be near ,christ1 and just1 if it were but possible1 that ,i should ever be the least thing like ,christ4 ,now1 that carries ,god4 ,god1 the ,father of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 cannot resist that4 ,no true father could1 and least of all a father who loves his son1 and who has such a son to love as ,god has in ,christ4 ,well1 ,he says2 if you love and desire1 honour and estimate ,my ,son like that1 ,i cannot deny ,him the reward and the pleasure of possessing you and your love4 ,and thus1 without any desert in you--any desert but sheer desire--you have made the greatest1 the easiest1 the speediest1 the most splendid purchase that all the poor man's market affords4 ,no1 ,william ,guthrie2 faith is not so very difficult to the sinner who has desire4 ,for where desire of the right quality is1 and the right quantity1 there is everything4 ,and all the merchandise of ,god is at that sinner's nod and bid4 ,ho1 then1 he that hath no money1 but only the desire for money1 and for what money can1 and for what money cannot1 buy1 come and buy1 without money and without price4 ,instead of money1 instead of merit1 even if you have nothing but ,rutherford's only fitness for ,christ1 ',my loathsome wretchedness1' then come with that4 ,come boldly with that4 ,come as if you had in and on you the complete opposite of that4 ,the opposite of loathsomeness is delightsomeness2 and the opposite of wretchedness is happiness4 ,yes6 but you will search all the ,book of ,god and all its promises1 and you will not find one single letter of them all addressed to the abounding and the gladsome and the self-satisfied4 ,it is the poor man's market2 and this market goes best when the poor man is not only poor1 but poor beyond all ordinary poverty3 poor1 as ,samuel ,rutherford always was1 to 'absolute and loathsome wretchedness4' ,let him here1 then1 whose sad case is best described in ,rutherford's dreadful words1 let him come to ,rutherford's market and make ,rutherford's merchandise1 and let him do it now4 ,ho1 he that hath no money1 he that hath only misery1 let him come1 and let him come now4 ,,xx4 ,,james ,,bautie1 ,,student ,,of ,,divinity ',you crave my mind4'--,rutherford4 ,as a rule the difficulties of a divinity student are not at all the difficulties of the best of his future people4 ,a divinity student's difficulties are usually academic and speculative1 whereas the difficulties of the best people in his coming congregation will be difficulties of the most intensely real and practical kind4 ,and thus it is that we so often hear lately-ordained ministers confessing that they have come to the end of their resources and experiences1 and have nothing either fresh or certain left to preach to the people about4 ,just as1 on the other hand1 so many congregations complain that they look up to the pulpit from ,sabbath to ,sabbath and are not fed4 ,it is not much to be wondered at that a raw college youth cannot all at once feed and guide and extricate an old saint2 or that a minister1 whose deepest difficulties hitherto have been mostly of the debating society kind1 should not be able to afford much help to those of his people who are wading through the deep and drowning waters of the spiritual life4 ,and whether something could not be done by the institution of chairs of genuine pastoral and experimental theology for the help of our students and the good of our people is surely a question that well deserves the earnest attention of all the evangelical churches4 ,meantime we are to be introduced to a divinity student of the middle of the seventeenth century who was early and deeply exercised in those intensely real problems of the soul which occupied such a large place both in the best religious literature and in the best pulpit work of that intensely earnest day4 ,james ,bautie1 or ,beattie1 as we shall here call him on ,dr4 ,bonar's suggestion1 was a candidate for the ministry such that the ripest and most deeply exercised saints in ,scotland might well have rejoiced to have had such an able and saintly youth for their preacher on the ,sabbath-day as well as for their pastor all the week4 ,as ,james ,beattie's college days drew on to an end he became more and more exercised about his mental deficiencies1 and still more about his spiritual unfitness to be anybody's minister4 ,beattie had1 to begin with1 this always infallible mark of an able man--an increasing sense of his own inability3 and he had1 along with that1 this equally infallible mark of a spiritually-minded man--an overwhelming sense of his utter lack of anything like a spiritual mind4 ,no man but a very able man could have written the letter that ,beattie wrote about himself to ,samuel ,rutherford2 and ,rutherford's letter back to ,beattie will not be a bad test of a divinity student whether he has enough of the true divinity student mind in him to read that letter1 to understand it1 and to translate it4 ,beattie had an excellent intellect1 and his excellent intellect had not been laid out at college on those windy fields that so puff up a beginner in knowledge and in life2 his whole mind had been given up already to those terrible problems of the soul that both humble and exalt the man who spends his life among them4 ,beattie's future congregation will not vaunt themselves about their minister's ability or scholarship or eloquence2 his sermons will soon push his people back behind all such superficial matters4 ,beattie's preaching and his whole pastorate will soon become another illustration of the truth that it is not gifts but graces in a minister that will in the long-run truly edify the body of ,christ4 ,you have ,james ,beattie's portrait as a divinity student in ,rutherford's #bdith letter1 and you will find a complementary portrait of ,beattie as a grey-haired pastor in ,dr4 ,stalker's ,preacher and his ,models4 ',he was a man of competent scholarship1 and had the reputation of having been in early life a powerful and popular preacher4 ,but it was not to those gifts that he owed his unique influence4 ,he moved through the town1 with his white hair and somewhat staid and dignified demeanour1 as a hallowing presence4 ,his very passing in the street was a kind of benediction2 the people1 as they looked after him1 spoke of him to each other with affectionate reverence4 ,children were proud when he laid his hand on their heads1 and they treasured the kindly words which he spoke to them4 ,they who laboured along with him in the ministry felt that his mere existence in the community was an irresistible demonstration of ,christianity and a tower of strength to every good cause4 ,yet he had not gained this position of influence by brilliant talents or great achievements or the pushing of ambition2 for he was singularly modest1 and would have been the last to credit himself with half the good he did4 ,the whole mystery lay in this1 that he had lived in the town for forty years a blameless life1 and was known by everybody to be a godly and a prayerful man4 ,the prime qualification for the ministry is goodness4' ,beattie as a student challenged himself severely on this account also1 that some truths found a more easy and unshaken credit with him than other truths4 ,this is a common difficulty with many of our modern students also1 and how best to advise with them under this real difficulty constantly puts their professors and their pastors to the test4 ,whatever ,beattie may have got1 ,i confess ,i do not get much help in this difficulty out of ,rutherford's letter back to ,beattie4 ,rutherford1 with all his splendid gifts of mind and heart1 had sometimes a certain dogmatic and dictatorial way with him1 and this is just the temper that our students still meet with too often in their old and settled censors4 ,the 'torpor of assurance' has not yet settled on the young divine as it has done on too many of the old4 ,there was a modest1 a genuine1 and an every way reasonable difficulty in this part of ,beattie's letter to ,rutherford1 and ,i wish much that ,rutherford had felt himself put upon his quite capable mettle to deal with the difficulty4 ,or1 if he had not time to go to the bottom of all ,beattie's deep letter1 as he says he has not1 he might have referred his correspondent--for his correspondent was a well-read student--to a great sermon by the greatest of ,english ,churchmen--a sermon that a reader like ,rutherford must surely have had by heart1 entitled1 ',a ,learned and ,comfortable ,sermon of the ,certainty and ,perpetuity of ,faith in the ,elect4' ,but1 unfortunately for ,england and ,scotland both1 ,england was thrusting that sermon and all the other writings of its author on the ,church of ,christ in ,scotland at the point of the bayonet1 and that is the very worst instrument that can be employed in the interests of truth and of ecclesiastical comprehension and conformity4 ,and among the many things we have to be thankful for in our more emancipated and more catholic day1 it is not the least that ,rutherford and ,hooker lie in peace and in complemental fulness beside one another on the tables of all our students of divinity4 ,coming still closer home to himself1 our divinity student puts this acute difficulty to his spiritual casuist3 ,whether a man of ,god1 and especially a minister of ,christ1 can be right who does not love ,god for ,himself1 for ,his nature and for ,his character solely and purely1 and apart altogether from all ,his benefactions both in nature and in grace4 ,james ,beattie had been brought up with such a love for the ,kirk of ,scotland1 and for her ministers and her people2 he had of late grown into such a love for his books also1 and for the work of the ministry1 that in examining himself in prospect of his approaching licence he had felt afraid that he loved the thought of a study1 and a pulpit1 and a manse1 and its inhabitants1 and1 indeed1 the whole prospective life of a minister1 with more keenness of affection than he loved the souls of men1 or even his ,master ,himself4 ,and he put that most distressing difficulty also before ,rutherford4 ,now there was an expression on that matter that was common in the pulpits of ,rutherford's school in that day that ,rutherford would be sure to quote in his second letter to ,beattie1 if not in his first4 ,it was a ,latin proverb1 but all the common people of that day quite well understood it1 not to speak of a student like ,beattie4 ,aliquid in ,christo formosius ,salvatore1 wrote ,rutherford to distressed ,beattie2 that is to say1 ,there is that in ,christ which is far more fair and sweet than merely ,his being a ,saviour4 ,never be content1 that is1 till you can rise up above manses and pulpits and books and sermons1 and even above your own salvation1 to see the pure and infinite loveliness of ,christ ,himself4 ,dost thou1 ,o my soul1 love ,jesus ,christ for ,himself alone1 and not only as thy ,redeemer8 though to love ,him as such ,he doth allow thee1 yet there is that in ,christ that is far more amiable than merely in ,his being thy ,saviour4 ,and yet the two kinds of love may quite well stand together1 writes ,rutherford1 just as a child loves his mother because she is his mother1 and yet his love leaps the more out when she gives him an apple4 ,at the same time1 to love ,christ for ,himself alone is the last end of a true believer's love4 ,it was one of the great experimental problems much agitated among the greater evangelical divines of that deep1 clear-eyed1 and honest day1 ,why the truly regenerate are all left so full of all manner of indwelling sin4 ,we never hear that question raised nowadays1 nor any question at all like that4 ,the only difficulty in our day is why any man should have any difficulty about his own indwelling sin at all4 ,but neither ,beattie1 nor ,rutherford1 nor any of the masters who remain to us had got so far as we4 ,and as for the ,antinomian1 perfectionist1 and higher-life preachers of that day1 they are all so dead and forgotten that you would not know their names even if ,i repeated them4 ,beattie1 as a beginner in the spiritual life1 had made this still not uncommon mistake4 ,he had taken those ,new ,testament passages in which the apostles portray an ideal ,christian man as he stands in the election and calling of ,god1 and as he will be found at last and for ever in heaven1 and he had prematurely and inconsequently applied all that to himself as a young man under sanctification and under the painful and humiliating beginnings of it2 and no wonder that1 so confusing the very first principles of the ,gospel1 he confused and terrified himself out of all peace and all comfort and all hope4 ,now1 that was just the kind of difficulty with which ,rutherford could deal with all his evangelical freedom and fulness1 depth and insight4 ,no preacher or writer of that day held up the absolute necessity of holiness better than ,rutherford did2 but then1 that only the more compelled him to hold up also such comfort as he conveys in his consoling and reassuring letter to despairing ,beattie3 ',comparing the state of one truly regenerate1 whose heart is a temple of the ,holy ,ghost1 with your own1 which is full of uncleanness and corruption1 you stand dumb and dare not call ,christ heartsomely your own4 ,but1 ,i answer1 the best regenerate have their defilements1 and1 wash as they will1 there will be the filth of sin in their hearts to the end4 ,glory alone will make our hearts pure and perfect1 never till then will they be absolutely sinless4' ,and if we1 ,rutherford's so weak-kneed successors1 preached the law of ,god and true holiness as he preached those noble doctrines1 the sheer agony of our despairing people would compel us to preach also the true nature1 the narrow limits1 and the whole profound laws of evangelical sanctification as we never preach1 and scarce dare to preach1 those things now4 ,they who preach true holiness best are just thereby the more compelled to preach its partial1 tentative1 elementary1 and superficial character in this life4 ,and the hearer who knows in the word of ,god and in his own heart what indeed true holiness is1 will insist on having its complementary truths frequently preached to him to keep him from despair2 or else he will turn continually to those great divines who1 though dead1 yet preach such things in their noble books4 ,and that those books are not still read and preached among us1 and that the need for them and their doctrines is so little felt1 is only another illustration of the true proverb that where no oxen are the crib is clean4 ,james ,beattie was in very good company when he said that he must have more assurance1 both of his gifts and his graces1 before he could enter on his ministry4 ,for ,moses1 and ,isaiah1 and ,jeremiah1 and many another minister who could be named1 have all felt and said the same thing4 ,now that he is near the door of the pulpit1 ,beattie feels that he cannot enter it till he has more certainty that it is all right with himself4 ,but our young ministers will attain to assurance not so much by consulting ,rutherford1 skilled casuist in such matters as he is1 as by themselves going forward in a holy life and a holy ministry4 ',it is not ,god's design1' says ,jonathan ,edwards1 'that men should obtain assurance in any other way than by mortifying corruption1 increasing in grace1 and obtaining the lively exercises of it4 ,assurance is not to be obtained so much by self-examination as by action4 ,paul obtained assurance of winning the prize more by running than by reflecting4 ,the swiftness of his pace did more toward his assurance of the goal than the strictness of his self-examination4' ',i wish you a share of my feast1' replies ,rutherford4 ',but1 for you1 hang on our ,lord1 and ,he will fill you with a sense of ,his love1 as ,he has so often filled me4 ,your feast is not far off4 ,hunger on2 for there is food already in your hunger for ,christ4 ,never go away from ,him1 but continue to fash ,him2 and if ,he delays1 yet come not away1 albeit you should fall aswoon at ,his feet4' ,pray1 says ,rutherford1 and you will not long lack assurance4 ,work1 says ,edwards1 and assurance of ,god's love will be an immediate earnest of your full wages4 ,,xxi4 ,,john ,,meine1 ,,junr41 ,,student ,,of ,,divinity ',if you would be a deep divine ,i recommend you to sanctification4'--,rutherford4 ,old ,john ,meine's shop was a great howf of ,samuel ,rutherford's all the time of his student life in ,edinburgh4 ,young ,rutherford had got an introduction to the ,canongate shopkeeper from one of the elders of ,jedburgh1 and the old shopkeeper and the young student at once took to one another1 and remained fast friends all their days4 ,john ,meine's shop was so situated at a corner of the ,canongate that ,rutherford could see the ,tolbooth and ,john ,knox's house as he looked up the street1 and ,holyrood ,palace as he looked down1 and the young divine could never hear enough of what the old shopkeeper had to tell him of ,holyrood and its doings on the one hand1 and of the ,reformer's house on the other4 ,the very paving-stones of the ,canongate were full of sermons on the one hand1 and of satires on the other1 in that day4 ',he was an old man when he came to live near my father's shop1' ,john ,meine would say to the eager student4 ',but1 even as an errand boy1 taking parcels up his stair1 ,i felt what a good man's house ,i was in1 and ,i used to wish ,i was already a man1 that ,i might either be a soldier or a minister4' ,the divinity student often sat in the shopkeeper's pew on ,sabbath-days1 and after sermon they never went home till they had again visited ,john ,knox's grave4 ,and as they turned homeward1 old ,meine would lay his hand on young ,rutherford's shoulder and say3 ',knoxes will be needed in ,edinburgh again1 before all is over1 and who knows but you may be elect1 my lad1 to be one of them8' ,barbara ,hamilton1 who lived above her husband's shop1 was almost more young ,rutherford's intimate friend than even her intimate husband4 ,barbara ,hamilton was both a woman of eminent piety and of a high and bold public spirit4 ,and stories are still told in the ,wodrow ,books of her interest and influence in the affairs of the ,kirk and its silenced ministers4 ,the godly old couple had two children3 ,john1 called after his father1 and ,barbara1 called after her mother1 and ,barbara assisted her mother in the house1 while ,john ran errands and assisted his father4 ,rutherford and the little boy had made a great friendship while the latter was still a boy2 and one of ,rutherford's fellow-students had made a still deeper friendship upstairs than any but the two friends themselves suspected4 ,twenty years after this ,barbara ,hume will receive a letter from ,samuel ,rutherford1 written in the ,jerusalem ,chamber at ,westminster1 consoling and sanctifying her for the death of his old friend ,william ,hume1 lately chaplain in the ,covenanters' army at ,newcastle4 ,by the time that ,rutherford was minister at ,anwoth1 and then prisoner in ,aberdeen1 ,john ,meine1 junior1 had grown up to be almost a minister himself4 ,he is not yet a minister1 but he is now a divinity student1 hard at work at his books1 and putting on the shopkeeper's apron an hour every afternoon to let his father have a rest4 ,the old merchant used to rise at all hours in the morning1 and spend the early summer mornings on ,arthur's ,seat with his ,psalm-book in his hand1 and the winter mornings at his shop fire1 reading translations from the ,continental ,reformers1 comparing them with his ,bible1 singing ,psalms by himself and offering prayer4 ,till his student son felt1 as he stood behind the counter for an hour in the afternoon1 that he was like ,aaron and ,hur holding up his father's praying and prevailing hands4 ,there have always been speculative difficulties and animated debates in our ,edinburgh ,theological ,societies1 and1 from the nature of the study1 from the nature of the human mind1 and from the nature of the ,scottish mind1 there will always be4 ,john ,meine's difficulties were not the same difficulties that exercise the minds of the young divines in our day1 but they were anxious and troublesome enough to him1 and he naturally turned to his old friend at ,anwoth for counsel and advice4 ,when ,rutherford came in to ,edinburgh1 there was always a prophet's chamber in ,barbara ,hamilton's house ready for him2 and when the winter session came to a close her young son would set off to ,anwoth with a thousand questions in his head4 ,but ,aberdeen was too far away1 and1 though the posts of that day were expensive and uncertain1 the old merchant did not grudge to see his son's letters sent off to ,samuel ,rutherford4 ,samuel ,rutherford knew that ,john ,meine1 junior1 was not shallow in his divinity1 young as he was1 nor an entire stranger to sanctification1 else he would not have written that still extant letter back to him3--',i have little of ,christ in this prison1 little but desires4 ,all my present stock of ,christ is some hunger for ,him2 ,i cannot say but that ,i am rich in that4 ,but1 blessed be my ,lord1 who taketh me as ,i am4 ,christ had only one summer in ,his year1 and shall we insist on two8 ,my love to your father4 ,and1 for yourself1 if you would be a deep divine1 ,i recommend you to sanctification4' ,what with his father and his mother1 his books1 his acquaintance with ,rutherford and ,hume1 and1 best of all1 his acquaintance with his own evil heart1 young ,john ,meine must have been a somewhat deep divine already1 else ,rutherford would not have cast such pearls of experience down before him4 ,a divine1 according to our division of labour1 is a man who has chosen as his life-work to study the things of ,god2 the things1 that is1 of ,god in ,christ1 in ,scripture1 in the ,church1 and in the heart and life of man4 ,john and ,james and ,peter and ,andrew ceased to be fishermen1 and became divines when ,christ said to them ',follow me4' ,and after seventy years of sanctification the second son of ,zebedee had at last attained to divinity enough to receive the ,revelation1 to write it out1 and to be called by the early ,church ,john the ,divine4 ,but what is this process of sanctification that makes a young man already a deep divine8 ,what is sanctification8 ,rutherford had a deep hand in drawing up the well-known definition1 and1 therefore1 we may take it as not far from the truth3 ',sanctification is the work of ,god's free grace1 whereby we are renewed in the whole man after the image of ,god1 and are enabled more and more to die unto sin and live unto righteousness4' ,that1 or something like that1 was the recipe that ,samuel ,rutherford sent south to ,john ,meine1 student of divinity1 with the assurance that1 if he followed it close enough and long enough1 it would result in making him a deep divine4 ,i wonder if he took the recipe2 ,i wonder if he kept to it2 ,i wonder how he pictured to himself the image of ,god2 ,i wonder1 nay1 ,i know1 how he felt as he submitted his whole man--body1 soul1 and spirit--to the renewing of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,and did he begin and continue to die more and more unto sin1 till he died altogether to this sinful world1 and live more and more unto righteousness1 till he went to live with ,knox1 and ,rutherford1 and ,hume1 and his father and mother in the ,land of ,life8 ',did he begin with regeneration8' ,dr4 ,john ,duncan1 of the ,new ,college1 asked his daughter1 one ,sabbath when she had come home from church full of praise of a sermon she had just heard on sanctification4 ,dr4 ,duncan was perhaps the deepest divine this century has seen in ,edinburgh2 and his divinity took its depth from the same study and the same exercise that ,rutherford recommended to ,john ,meine4 ,dr4 ,duncan was a great scholar1 but it was not his scholarship that made him such a singularly deep divine4 ,he was a profound philosopher also2 but neither was it his philosophy4 ,he was an immense reader also2 but neither was it the piles of books2 it was1 he tells us1 first the new heart that he got as a student in ,aberdeen1 and then it was the lifelong conflict that went on within him between the old heart and the new4 ,and it is this that makes sanctification rank and stand out as the first and the oldest of all the experimental sciences4 ,long before either of the ,bacons were born1 the humblest and most obscure of ,god's saints were working out their own salvation on the most approved scientific principles and methods4 ,long before science and philosophy had discovered and set their seal to that method1 the ,church of ,christ had taught it to all her true children1 and all her best divines had taken a deep degree by means of it4 ,what experimentalists were ,david and ,asaph and ,isaiah and ,paul2 and that1 as the subtlest and deepest sciences must be pursued1 not upon foreign substances but upon themselves1 upon their own heart1 and mind1 and will1 and disposition1 and conversation1 and character4 ,aristotle says that ',young men cannot possess practical judgment1 because practical judgment is employed upon individual facts1 and these are learned only by experience1 and a youth has not experience1 for experience is gained only by a course of years4' ',a truly great divine1' was ,jonathan ,edwards' splendid certificate to our own ,thomas ,boston4 ,now1 when we read his ,memoirs1 written by himself1 we soon see what it was that made ,boston such a truly great and deep divine4 ,it was not the number of his books1 for he tells us how he was pained when a brother minister opened his book-press and smiled at its few shelves4 ',i may be a great bookman1' writes ,rutherford to ,lady ,kenmure1 'and yet be a stark idiot in the things of ,christ4' ,it was not his knowledge of ,hebrew1 though he almost discovered that hidden language in ,ettrick4 ,no1 but it was his discovery of himself1 and his experimental study of his own heart4 ',my duties1 the best of them1 would damn me2 they must all be washed with myself in that precious blood4 ,though ,i cannot be free of sin1 ,god ,himself knows that ,he would be welcome to make havoc of all my lusts to-night1 and to make me holy4 ,i know no lust ,i would not be content to part with to-night4 ,the first impression on my spirit this morning was my utter inability to put away sin4 ,i saw that it was as possible for a rock to raise itself as it was for me to raise my heart from sin to holiness4' ,but the study of divinity is not a close profession3 a profession for men only1 and from which women are shut out2 nor is the method of it shut off from any woman or any man4 ',i counsel you to study sanctification1' wrote ,rutherford1 the same year to the ,lady ,cardoness4 ,and if you think that ,rutherford was a closet mystic and an unpractical and head-carried enthusiast1 too good for this rough world1 read his letter to ,lady ,cardoness1 and confess your ignorance of this great and good man4 ',deal kindly with your tenants1' he writes1 'and let your conscience be your factor'2 and again1 ',when your husband's passion overcomes him1 my counsel to your ladyship is1 that a soft answer putteth away wrath4' ,and lastly1 ',let it not be said that the ,lord hath forsaken your house because of your neglect of the ,sabbath-day and its exercises4 ,i counsel you to study sanctification among your tenants1 and beside your husband1 and among your children and your guests4 ,your lawful and loving pastor1 in his only1 only ,lord1--,,samuel ,,rutherford4 ,,xxii4 ,,alexander ,,brodie ,,of ,,brodie ',mr4 ,rutherford's letter desiring me to deny myself4'--,brodie's ,diary4 ,alexander ,brodie was born at ,brodie in the north country in the year #afag4 ,that was the same year that saw ,samuel ,rutherford matriculate in the ,college of ,edinburgh4 ,of young ,brodie's early days we know nothing2 for1 though he has left behind him a full and faithful diary both of his personal and family life1 yet1 unfortunately1 ,brodie did not begin to keep that diary till he was well advanced in middle age4 ,young ,brodie's father died when his son and heir was but fourteen years old1 and after taking part of the curriculum of study in ,king's ,college1 ,aberdeen1 the young laird married a year before he had come to his majority4 ,his excellent wife was only spared to be with him for two years when she was taken away from him1 leaving him the widowed father of one son and one daughter4 ,as time goes on we find the laird of ,brodie a member of ,parliament1 a member of ,general ,assembly1 and a ,lord of ,session4 ,he was one of the commissioners also1 who were sent out to the ,hague to carry on negotiations with ,charles1 and during the many troubled years that followed that mission1 we find ,brodie corresponding from time to time with ,cromwell and his officers1 and with ,charles and his courtiers1 both about public and private affairs4 ,brodie was one of the ablest men of his day in ,scotland1 and he should have stood in the very front rank of her statesmen and her saints2 but1 as it is1 he falls very far short of that4 ,we search the signatures of the ,national ,covenant in vain for the name of ,alexander ,brodie1 and the absence of his name from that noble roll is already an ill-omen for his future life4 ,david ,laing1 in his excellent preface to ,brodie's ,diary1 is good enough to set down the absence of ,brodie's name from the ,covenant to his youth and retired habits4 ,i wish ,i could take his editor's lenient view of ,brodie's absence from ,greyfriars church on the testing day of the ,covenant4 ,it would be an immense relief to me if ,i could persuade myself to look at ,brodie in that matter with ,mr4 ,laing's eyes4 ,i have tried hard to do so1 but ,i cannot4 ,far younger men than the laird of ,brodie were in the ,greyfriars churchyard that day1 and far more modest men than he was4 ,and ,i cannot shut my eyes to what appears to me1 after carefully studying his life and his character1 a far likelier if a far less creditable reason4 ,after the ,restoration ,brodie's life1 if life it could be called1 was spent in a constant terror lest he should lose his estates1 his liberty1 and his life in the prelatic persecution2 but1 with his sleepless management of men1 if not with the blessing of ,god and the peace of a good conscience1 ,alexander ,brodie died in his own bed1 in ,brodie ,castle1 on the #agth of ,april1 #afhj4 ,there were some things in which ,alexander ,brodie ran well1 to employ the apostle's expression2 in some things1 indeed1 no man of his day ran better4 ,to begin with1 ,brodie had an excellent intellect4 ,if he did not always run well it was not for want of a sound head or a sharp eye4 ,in reading ,brodie's diary you all along feel that you are under the hand of a very able man1 and a man who all his days does excellent justice to his excellent mind1 at least on its intellectual side4 ,the books he enters as having read on such and such a date1 the catalogues of books he buys on his visits to ,edinburgh and ,london1 and the high planes of thought on which his mind dwells when he is at his best1 all bespeak a very able man doing full justice to his great ability4 ,the very examinations he puts himself under as to his motives and mainsprings in this and that action of his life2 the defences and exculpations he puts forward for this and that part of his indefensible conduct2 the debate he holds now with the presbyterian party and now with the prelatist2 the very way he puts his finger down on the weak and unsound places in both of the opposing parties2 and1 not least1 his power of aphoristic thought and expression in the running diary of his spiritual life1 all combine to leave the conviction on his reader's mind that ,lord ,brodie was one of the very ablest men of a very able day in ,scotland4 ,i open his voluminous diary at random1 and ,i at once come on such passages as these3 ',if substantial duties are neglected or slighted it is a shrewd suspicion1 be the repentance what it will1 that all is not right4 ,lord1 discover ,thyself in the duties of the time1 and in every substantial duty4 ,at the same time1 hang not the weight of our wellbeing on our duties1 but on ,christ by faith4 ,i am a reeling1 unstable1 staggering1 unsettled1 lukewarm creature4 ,for ,thy compassion's sake forgive and heal1 warm1 establish1 enlighten1 draw me and ,i will follow4 ,i am full of self-love1 darkness in my judgment1 fear to confess ,thee1 or hazard myself1 or my estate1 or my peace4 4 4 4 ,we poor creatures are commanded by our affections and our passions2 they are not at our command2 but the ,holy ,one doth exercise all ,his attributes at ,his own will2 they are all at ,his command2 they are not passions or perturbations in ,his mind1 though they transport us4 ,when ,i would hate1 ,i cannot4 ,when ,i would love1 ,i cannot4 ,when ,i would grieve1 ,i cannot4 ,when ,i would desire1 ,i cannot4 ,but it is the better for us that all is as ,he wills4 4 4 4 ,another of the deep deceits of my heart is this1 that ,i have more affection in prayer than ,i have corresponding holiness in my walk or conversation4 ,i wondered not to see the men of the world so taken up with covetous1 ambitious1 vain projects1 for no man's head and heart can be so full of them as my head and heart are4 ,oh keep me from these unsober1 distempered1 mad1 unruly thoughts6 ,when ,i am away from ,thee then ,i am quite out of my wit4 ,but ,god can make use of poison to expel poison4 ,oh1 if ,i were examined and brought to the light1 what a monstrous creature ,i would be seen to be6 ,for as ,i see myself ,i am no better than a devil1 void of sincerity and of uprightness in what ,i do myself1 and yet judge others1 condemning in another man what ,i excuse and even approve in myself3 plunged in deep snares of self-love1 not loving others nor judging nor acting for others as ,i do for myself and for my relations4' ,and then a passage which might have been taken from ,the ,confessions itself3 ',ere ,i come to glory and to my journey's end1 ,i shall have spent so much of ,thy free grace--what in pardoning1 what in preventing1 what in convincing1 what in enlightening1 what in strengthening1 and confirming1 and upholding2 what in watering and making me to grow2 what in growth of sanctification1 knowledge1 faith1 experience1 patience1 mortification1 uprightness1 steadfastness1 watchfulness1 humiliation1 resolution1 and self-denial2 what for public1 what for private1 and what for the family2 what against snares on the right hand and on the left2--,o ,lord1 the all-sufficiency of ,thy grace6' ,surely the man must run well and must make a good goal at last who can write about sin and grace in himself in that fashion6 ,and that is not all he wrote on that subject and in that style4 ,you have no idea of the wealth of personal and experimental matter there lies buried in ,alexander ,brodie's diary4 ,when ,i first read ,brodie's big diary ,i said to myself1 ,what a treasure is this ,i have stumbled upon6 ,here is yet another of ,scotland's statesmen1 scholars1 and eminent saints4 ,here1 ,i thought1 is an author on the inward life to be set beside ,brae and ,halyburton1 if not beside ,shepard and ,edwards themselves4 ,in the religious upbringing also1 and lifelong care of his orphaned son and daughter1 ,brodie was all we could wish to see4 ,in the sanctification and wise occupation of the ,sabbath-day2 in the family preparation for communion seasons2 in the personal and private covenants he encouraged his children to make with ,god in their own religious life2 in the company he brought to his house and to his table2 in his own devotional habits at home--in all these all-important matters ,brodie was all that a father of children too early bereft of their mother ought to be4 ,till we do not wonder to find his son commencing his diary on the day of his father's death in this way3 ',my precious1 worthy1 and dear father6 ,i can hardly apprehend the consequence of it to the land1 and the ,church1 and his family4 ,the ,lord give instruction4 ,i have seen the godly conversation1 holy and ,christian walk of a father1 his watchfulness and fruitfulness1 his secret communion with ,god1 and yet ,i cannot say that my heart has been won to ,god by his example4' ,a complete directory1 indeed1 for a ,highland gentleman's household religion might easily be collected out of ,alexander ,brodie's domestic diary4 ,another thing that greatly drew me to ,brodie when ,i first read his diary was his noble and truly ,christian acknowledgment of ,god in all the manifold experiences and events of his daily life4 '#bcrd ,july1 #affa4--;,came through the fells in ,england to ,alsbori and dined there1 saw a country full of grass1 plentiful in comparison of us1 and acknowledged ,god in it4 4 4 4 ,thus ,i saw a large beautiful country1 not straitened with the poverty that my native soil labours under4 ,i desired to consider and understand this4 4 4 4 ,i saw a mighty city1 ,london1 numerous1 many souls in it1 great plenty of things1 and thought him a great king that had so many things at his command2 yet how much greater is ,he who hath at ,his command all things created in heaven and on earth4 ,who shall not fear ,him8 4 4 4 ,august #ag4--,went this afternoon with ,cassilis to the ,bridge for natural refreshment1 and ,i saw this populous city1 and plenty in it4 ,i therein saw something of the ,lord's providence1 who hath divided the kingdoms of the earth and given them their habitations1 not all alike1 but as ,his wisdom hath seen fit4 ,i saw the copper-works also1 and acknowledged the ,lord in the gifts and the faculties ,he hath given to the children of men4 #bg4--;,i did see the ,lord ,mayor1 his solemnities1 and desired to be instructed by what ,i saw4 ,the variety of the ,lord's creatures on other parts of the earth was represented4 ,in this ,i did acknowledge ,him4 ,but all the glory of the city neither abides nor can make its owner any the happier4 ,it cannot be laid hold upon4 ,it is not solid2 it is but in conceit4 ,oh learn me to be crucified to all this and the like1 and make me wise unto salvation6 ,nov4 #i--;,dined at ,billingsgate2 saw the prison of ,king's ,bench at ,southwark1 and the workers of glass1 in all which ,i saw the manifold wisdom of ,god in all the gifts and faculties ,he hath given to the sons of men4 ,but alas6 ,i am so barren of any thoughts of ,god1 and so have ,i found myself this day and at all times4' ',yet1 all these fences1 and their whole array1 ,one cunning bosom sin blows quite away4' ,now1 there is no more cunning bosom sin in some men than the sin of covetousness1 and that sin in ,alexander ,brodie's heart and life blew almost1 if not altogether1 away all these and many more fences of his salvation4 ,well as ,david ,laing edits ,alexander ,brodie's ,diary1 unfortunately for some of his readers he leaves his index an index of names only1 neglecting things4 ,and thus ,i have had to extemporise an index for myself under such sad heads as those of ,brodie's 'passionateness1' his 'covetousness1' his 'time-serving' and 'tuft-hunting1' and suchlike4 ,and ,i am compelled in truth to say that the entries in my index under 'covetousness' and under 'time-serving' and 'tergiversation' is a long and yet far from exhaustive list4 ,and now1 acting1 ,i hope1 on the ,scriptural principle that ',the saints are lowered that the world may rise1' ,i shall say a single word on each of ,brodie's two so besetting sins4 ,and1 doing in the matter of ,brodie's vices as ,i have just done in the matter of his virtues1 ,i shall let the singularly honest ,diarist speak for himself4 ,i certainly would not dare1 on any evidence1 to characterise or condemn a man like ,brodie as he will now characterise and condemn himself4 ',july #cj1 #afec4--;,i find covetousness getting deeper and deeper into my heart1 insatiable desires of lands and riches1 the desire of acquiring my neighbour's property1 and many vain projects and want of contentment1 albeit ,i have already what might satisfy and well content me4 ,i find that it is not ten hundred times what ,i possess that would content and stay my mind from greedy lusts and insatiable desires4 ,what avails prayer as long as these lusts remain8 ,i scarcely allow meat and fish and beer and victual to my family and to the poor4 ,lord1 pity6 #ba ,aug4--,sin and snare are inseparable from this haste to be rich4 ,lord1 in this ,thou punishest one sin with another1 with unrighteousness1 oppression1 unevenness1 uncharitableness1 deceit1 falsehood1 rigour to tenants1 straitenedness to the poor4 #bd ,sept4--,read #a ,cor4 viii4 #ad1 #ae1 which did reprove my straitenedness1 my coldness1 and my parsimony4 #ai ,july4--,was taken up inordinately with trash and hagg4 ,let not the ,lord impute it6 #i ,oct4--,my heart challenged me that ,i could so freely lay out money on books1 plenishing1 clothes to myself1 and was so loth to lay out for the ,lord4 ,oh1 what does this presage and witness but that ,i am of the earth and that my portion is not blessed1 but that my goods are rather accursed6 #d ,nov4--,neil ,campbell staid with me4 ,i found my niggardly nature still encroaching upon me1 and made my supplication for escape4 ,july #a4--;,because ,i have not employed my wealth in charitable uses1 therefore does the ,lord take other ways more grievous to me to scatter what ,i have so sinfully kept back4' ,and so on1 alternately scrimping and confessing2 filling his pockets with money1 and praying that he may be enabled to open them1 he goes on till we read such miserably self-deceiving entries as this almost at the end of his doleful diary3 ',i purpose1 if the ,lord would give strength and grace and constancy1 and an honest and sound heart1 to lay by some money for such uses from time to time1 whereof this much shall be a sign and memorial4' ,and then1 as to his fear of man1 his time-serving1 and vacillation in the day of difficult duty1 hear his own humiliating confessions3 ',jan4 #bj1 #affb4--,my perplexity continues as to whether ,i shall move now or not1 stay or return1 hold by ,lauderdale1 or make use of the ,bishop4 ,i desired to reflect on giving titles1 speaking fair1 and complying4 ,i found ,lauderdale changed to me1 and ,i desired to spread this out before ,god4 ,i went to ,sir ,george ,mushet's funeral1 where ,i was looked at1 as ,i thought1 like a speckled bird4 ,i apprehend much trouble to myself1 my family1 and my affairs1 from the ill-will of those who govern4 ,may ,god keep me under the shadow of ,his wings4 ,oct4 #af4--;,did see the ,bishop1 and in my discourse with him did go far in fair words and the like4 ,the #ca4--;,james ,urquhart was with me4 ,oh that ,i could attain to his steadfastness and firmness6 ,but1 alas6 ,i am soon overcome2 ,i soon yield to the least difficulty4 ,the #bf4--;,duncan ,cuming was here1 and ,i desired him to tell the honest men in the south that though ,i did not come up their length1 ,i hoped they would not stumble at me4' ,in other words1 ',tell the prisoners in the ,bass and in ,blackness1 and the martyrs of the ,grass-market and the ,tolbooth1 that ,lord ,brodie is a ,presbyterian at heart1 and ought to be a ,covenanter and a sufferer with his fellows2 but that he loves ,brodie ,castle and a whole skin better than he loves the ,covenant and the ,covenanters1 or even the ,surety of the better covenant4' ,and having despatched his sympathetic message to the honest men in the ,south1 he takes up his pen again to carry on his diary1 which he carries on in these actual terms4 ,believe me1 ,i copy literally and scrupulously from the humiliating book4 ',die ,dom4--,i find great averseness in myself to suffering4 ,i am afraid to lose life or estate4 ,i hold it a duty not to abandon those honest ministers that have stuck to the ,reformation4 ,and if the ,lord would strengthen me1 ,i would desire to confess the truth like them4 4 4 4 ,i questioned whether ,i might not safely use means to decline the cross and to ward off the wrath of the ,lords and the ,magistrates4 ,shall ,i begin to hear ,mr4 ,william ,falconer8 ,shall ,i write to ,seaforth and ,argyll to ask them to clear and vindicate me8 ,shall ,i forbear to hear that honest minister1 ,james ,urquhart1 for a time1 seeing the storm is like to fall on me if ,i do so8 ,what counsel shall ,i give my son8 ,shall ,i expose myself and my family to danger at this time8 ,what is ,thy will8 ,what is my duty8' ,and then this able and honest hypocrite has the grace to add3 ',a grain of sound faith would easily answer all these questions4' ,i have a sheaf of such passages4 ,it is sickening work to speak and hear such things4 ,but they must sometimes be spoken and heard1 if only to afford a reply to ,paul's question in the text3 ',ye did run well3 what did hinder you8' ,how well ,alexander ,brodie ran for a time1 and how well he might have run to the end but for those two sins that did so easily beset him--the love of money and the fear of man6 ,but under the arrest and overthrow that those two so mean and so contemptible vices brought on ,brodie1 we see his spiritual life1 or what might have ripened into spiritual life1 gradually but surely decaying1 even in his diary1 till we read this last entry on the day of his death3 ',my darkness has not taken an end1 nor my confusions4' ,alexander ,brodie being long dead yet speaketh with terrible power in every page of his solemnising diary4 ,young men of ,scotland1 he says1 young statesmen1 young senators of the ,college of ,justice1 young churchmen1 young magistrates1 young landlords1 and all young men of talent and of influence1 sons of the ,cavaliers and the ,covenanters alike--seek the right and the true1 the just and the honourable1 in your day2 choose it for your part1 and take your stand firmly and boldly upon it4 ,make hazards in order to stand upon it4 ,read my humbling life1 and take warning from me4 ,and when your times are confused and perplexed2 when truth and duty are not wholly and commandingly clear2 give a good conscience the benefit of the doubt1 and suspect the side on which safety and promotion and public praise lie4 ,pray without ceasing1 and then live as you pray4 ,and then my diary shall not have been written and left open among you in vain4 ,,xxiii4 ,,john ,,fleming1 ,,bailie ,,of ,,leith ',i wish that ,i could satisfy your desire in drawing up and framing for you a ,christian ,directory4'--,rutherford4 ,samuel ,rutherford and ,john ,fleming1 ,bailie of ,leith1 were old and fast friends4 ,away back in the happy days when ,rutherford was still a student1 and was still haunting the back-shop of old ,john ,meine in the ,canongate of ,edinburgh1 he had formed a fast friendship with the young wood-merchant of ,leith4 ,and all the trials and separations of life1 instead of deadening their love for one another1 or making them forget one another1 had only drawn the two men the closer to one another4 ,for when ,rutherford's two great troubles came upon him1--first his dismissal from the ,latin regency in ,edinburgh ,university1 and then his banishment from his pulpit at ,anwoth1--,john ,fleming came forward on both occasions with money1 and with letters1 and with visits that were even better than money1 to the penniless and friendless professor and exiled pastor4 ',sir1 ,i thank you kindly for your care of me and of my brother4 ,i hope it is laid up for you and remembered in heaven4' ,robert ,m',ward1 the first editor of ,rutherford's ,letters1 with all his assiduity1 was only able to recover four letters out of the heap of correspondence that had passed between the rich timber-merchant of ,leith and the exiled minister1 but1 those four tell us volumes1 both about the intimacy of the two men and about the depth and the worth of the bailie's character4 ,fleming wrote a letter to ,rutherford in the spring of #afcg1 which must have run in some such terms as these3--',my life is fast ebbing away1 and ,i am not yet begun aright to live4 ,i am in mid-time of my days4 ,i sometimes feel that ,i am coming near the end of them2 and what evil days they have been6 ,my business that my father left me is prosperous4 ,i have a good and kind wife1 as you know4 ,my children are not wholly without promise4 ,my place in this town is far too honourable for me1 and ,i have many dear friends among the godly both in ,leith and in ,edinburgh4 ,but ,i feel bitterly that ,i have no business to mix myself among them1 and to be counted one of them4 ,for1 what with the burdensome affairs of this great seaport1 and my own growing business1 my days and my nights are like a weaver's shuttle4 ,i intend and ,i begin well1 but another year and another year comes to an end and ,i am just where ,i was4 ,i have had some success1 by ,god's blessing1 in making money1 but ,i am a bankrupt before ,him in my soul4 ,my inward life is a ravelled hesp1 and ,i need guidance and direction if ,i am ever to come out of this confusion and to come to any good4 ,protestant and ,presbyterian as ,i am1' he goes on1 'if ,i could only find a director who would take trouble with me and command me as ,i take trouble with and command my servants1 ,i vow to you that ,i would put the reins without reserve into his hands4 ,will you not take me in hand8 ,you know me of old4 ,we used to talk in dear old ,john ,meine's back-shop on week-nights and upstairs on ,sabbath nights about these things4 ,and long as it is since we saw much of one another1 ,i feel that you know me out and in1 and through and through1 as no one else knows me4 ,tell me1 then1 what ,i am to do with myself4 ,i will try to do what you tell me1 for ,i am wearied and worn out with my stagnant and miserable life4 ,pity me1 ,mr4 ,samuel1 my honoured and dear friend1 for my pirn is almost run out1 and ,i am not near saved4' ',my worthy and dearly beloved brother in the ,lord1' replied ,rutherford to ,fleming1 ',i dare not take it upon me to lay down rules and directions for your inner life4 ,i have not the judiciousness1 nor the experience1 nor the success in the inner life myself that would justify me4 ,and1 besides1 there is no lack of such ,directories as you ask me for4 ,search the ,scriptures4 ,buy ,daniel ,rogers1 and ,richard ,greenham1 and especially ,william ,perkins4 ,my own wall is too much broken down1 my own garden is too much overrun with weeds2 ,i dare not attempt to lay down the law to you4 ,but ,i will do this since you are so importunate2 ,i will tell you1 as you have told me1 some of my own mistakes and failings and shipwrecks1 and the rocks on which ,i have foundered may thus1 be made to carry a lantern to light your ship safely past them4' ',fool1 said my ,muse to me1 look in thy heart and write2 and1 like ,sir ,philip ,sydney1 ,samuel ,rutherford looked into his own heart1 and drew a ,directory out of it for the better ,christian conduct of his friend ,john ,fleming4 #a4 ,now--would you believe it8--the first thing ,samuel ,rutherford found his own heart accusing him in before ,god was1 of all things1 the way he had wasted his time4 ,would you believe it that the student who was summer and winter in his study at three o'clock in the morning1 and the minister who1 as his people boasted1 was always preparing his sermons1 always visiting his people1 always writing books1 and always entertaining strangers1--would you believe it that one of his worst consciences was for the bad improvement of his time8 ,what an insatiable thirst for absolute and unearthly perfection ,god has awakened in the truly gracious heart6 ,give the truly gracious heart a little godliness and it cries out night and day for more4 ,give it more1 and it straightway demands all4 ,give it all and it still accuses you that it has literally got none at all4 ,samuel ,rutherford gave all his time and all his strength to his pastoral and his professorial duties1 and yet when he looked into his own heart to write a letter to ,bailie ,fleming out of it1 his whole heart condemned him to his face because he had so mismanaged his time1 and had not aright redeemed it4 ',you complain that your time is fast speeding away1 and that you have not even begun to employ it well4 ,so is mine4 ,i give a good part of my time to my business1 as you say you do to yours2 but1 just like you1 that leaves me no time to give to ,god4 ,god forgive me for the way ,i forget ,him and neglect ,him all the time that ,i am bustling about in the things of ,his house6 ,let us both begin1 and me especially1 to give some of ,god's best earthly gift back to ,him again4 ,let us spare a little of ,his time that ,he allows us and bestow it back again upon ,himself4 ,he values nothing so much as a little of our allotted time4 ,let us meditate on ,him more1 and pray more to ,him4 ,let us throw up ejaculations of prayer to ,him more and more while we are at our daily employments2 you in the timber-yard1 down among the ships1 at the desk1 and at the ,council-table2 and ,i among my books1 and among my people1 and in my pulpit4 ,these are always golden moments to me1 and why they do not multiply themselves into hours and days and years is to me but another proof of my deep depravity4 ,and1 ,john ,fleming1 sanctify you the ,sabbath4 ,as you love and value your immortal soul1 sanctify and do not waste and desecrate the ,sabbath4 ,let no man steal from you a single hour of the ,sabbath-day4 ,six days shalt thou labour and do all thy work1 but the seventh day is the ,sabbath of the ,lord thy ,god4' #b4 ,and again and again in his letters to ,fleming ,rutherford returns to the sins of the tongue4 ,rutherford himself was a great sinner by his tongue1 and he seems to have taken it for granted that the bailies of ,leith were all in the same condemnation4 ',observe your words well1' he writes out of the bitterness of his own heart4 ',make conscience of all your conversations4' ,cut off a right hand1 pluck out a right eye1 says ,christ4 ,and ,i wonder that half of ,his disciples have not bitten out their offending tongues4 ,what a world of injury and of all kinds of iniquity has the tongue always and everywhere been6 ,in ,jerusalem in ,david's day2 and still in ,jerusalem in ,james's day2 in ,anwoth and ,aberdeen and ,st4 ,andrews in ,rutherford's day2 and in ,leith in ,john ,fleming's day2 and still in all these places in our own day4 ,the tongue can no man tame1 and no wonder1 for it is set on fire of hell4 ',i shall show you1' says ,rutherford1 'what ,i would fain be at myself1 howbeit ,i always come short of my purpose4' ,rutherford made many enemies both as a preacher and as a doctrinal and an ecclesiastical controversialist4 ,he was a hot1 if not a bad-blooded man himself1 and he raised both hot and bad blood in other men4 ,he was a passionate-hearted man1 was ,rutherford2 he would not have been our sainted ,samuel ,rutherford if he had not had a fast and a high-beating heart4 ,and his passionate heart was not all spent in holy love to ,jesus ,christ1 though much of it was4 ,for the dregs of it1 the unholy scum and froth of it1 came out too much in his books of debate and in his differences with his own brethren4 ,his high-mettled and almost reckless sense of duty brought him many enemies1 and it was his lifelong sanctification to try to treat his enemies aright1 and to keep his own heart and tongue and pen clean and sweet towards them4 ,and he divined that among the merchants and magistrates of ,leith1 anger and malice1 rivalry and revenge were not unknown any more than they were among their betters in the ,presbytery and the ,general ,assembly4 ,he knew1 for ,fleming had told him1 that his very prosperity and his father's prosperity had procured for ,fleming many enemies4 ,the ,norway timber trade was not all in the ,fleming hands for nothing4 ,the late ,council election also had left ,fleming many enemies1 and his simple duty at the ,council-table daily multiplied them4 ,it was quite unaccountable to him how enemies sprang up all around him1 and it was well that he had such an open-eyed and much-experienced correspondent as ,rutherford was1 to whom he could confide such ghastly discoveries1 and such terrible shocks to faith and trust and love4 ',watch well this one thing1 ,bailie ,fleming1 even your deep desire for revenge4 ,be sure that it is in your heart in ,leith to seek revenge as well as it is in my heart here in ,aberdeen4 ,watch1 as you would the workings of a serpent1 the workings of your sore- hurt heart in the matter of its revenges4 ,watch how the calamities that come on your enemies refresh and revive you4 ,watch how their prosperity and their happiness depress and darken you4 ,disentangle the desire for revenge and the delight in it out of the rank thickets of your wicked heart2 drag that desire and delight out of its native darkness2 know it1 name it1 and it will be impossible but that you will hate it like death and hell1 and yourself on account of it4 ,do you honestly wish1 as you say you do1 for direction as to your duty to your many enemies in ,leith1 and to ,god and your own soul among them8 ,then begin with this3 watch and find yourself out in your deep desire for revenge1 and in your secret satisfaction and delight to hear it and to speak it4 ,begin with that2 and1 then1 long after that1 and as the divine reward of that1 you will be enabled to begin to try to love your enemies1 to bless them that curse you1 to do good to them that hate you1 and to pray for them that despitefully use you and persecute you4 ,you need no ,directory for these things from me when you have the ,sermon on the ,mount in your own ,new ,testament4' #c4 ,and1 still looking into his own heart and writing straight out of it1 ,rutherford says to ,fleming1 ',i have been much challenged in my conscience1 and still am1 for not referring all ,i do to ,god as my last and chiefest end4' ,which is just ,samuel ,rutherford's vivid way of taking home to himself the first question of the ,shorter ,catechism which he had afterwards such a deep hand in drawing up4 ,i do not know any other author who deals so searchingly with this great subject as that prince among experimental divines1 ,thomas ,shepard1 the founder of ,yale in ,new ,england4 ,his insight is as good as his style is bad4 ,his ,english is execrable1 but his insight is nothing short of divine4 ',the pollution of the whole man1 and of all his actions1' he says in his ,parable of the ,ten ,virgins1 'consists chiefly in his self-seeking1 in making ourselves our utmost end4 ,this makes our most glorious actions vile2 this stains them all4 ,and so the sanctification of a sinner consists chiefly in making the ,lord our utmost end in all that we do4 ,every man living seeks himself as his last end and chiefest good1 and out of this captivity no human power can redeem us4 4 4 4 ,make this your last and best end--to live to ,christ and to do ,his will4 ,this is your last end2 this is the end of your being born again--nay1 of your being redeemed by ,his blood--that you may live unto ,christ4' ,and in the same author's ,meditations and ,spiritual ,experiences1 he says1 ',on ,sabbath morning ,i saw that ,i had a secret eye to my own name in all that ,i did1 and ,i judged myself to be worthy of death because ,i was not weaned from all created glory1 from all honour and praise1 and from the esteem of men4 4 4 4 ,on ,sabbath1 again1 when ,i came home1 ,i saw into the deep hypocrisy of my own heart1 because in my ministry ,i sought to comfort and quicken the people that the glory might reflect on me as well as on ,god4 4 4 4 ,on the evening before the sacrament ,i saw it to be my duty to sequester myself from all other things and to prepare me for the next day4 ,and ,i saw that ,i must pitch first on the right end4 ,i saw that mine own ends were to procure honour to myself and not to the ,lord4 ,there was some poor little eye in seeking the name and glory of ,christ1 yet ,i sought not it only1 but my own glory1 too4 ,after my ,wednesday sermon ,i saw the pride of my heart acting thus1 that when ,i had done public work my heart would presently look out and inquire whether ,i had done it well or ill4 ,hereupon ,i saw my vileness to be to make men's opinions my rule1 and that made me vile in mine own eyes1 and that more and more daily4' ',i have been much challenged1' writes ,rutherford to ,fleming1 'because ,i do not refer all ,i do to ,god as my last end3 that ,i do not eat and drink and sleep and journey and speak and think for ,god4' ,and1 the fanatic that he is1 he seems to think that that is the calling and chief end not only of ministers like himself and ,shepard1 but of the bailies and timber-merchants of ,edinburgh and ,leith also4 #d4 ,lastly1 in the closing sentences of this inexhaustible letter1 ,rutherford says to his waiting and attentive correspondent3 ',growth in grace1 sir1 should be cared for by you above all other things4' ,and so it should4 ,literally and absolutely above all other things4 ,above good health1 above good name1 above wealth1 and station1 and honour4 ,these things1 take them all together1 if need be1 are to be counted loss in order to gain growth in grace4 ,but what is growth in grace8 ,it is growth in everything that is truly good2 but ,fleming1 as he read his ,directory daily1 would always think of growth in grace as the right improvement of his remaining time1 and1 especially1 its religious use and dedication to ,god2 as also of the government of his own untamed tongue2 the extinction of the desire for revenge1 and of all delight in the injury of his enemies2 and1 above all1 and including all1 in making ,god his chief end in all that he did4 ,how all-important1 then1 is a sound and ,scriptural ,directory to instruct us how we are to grow in grace4 ,and how precious must that directory-letter have been to a man in dead earnest like ,john ,fleming4 ,it was precious to his heart1 you may be sure1 above all his ships1 and all his woodyards1 and all his fine houses1 and all his seats of honour4 ,and if his growth in grace in ,leith has now become full-grown glory in ,heaven1 how does he there bless ,god to- day that ever he met with ,samuel ,rutherford in old ,john ,maine's shop in his youth1 and had him for a friend and a director all his after-days4 ,and when ,john ,fleming at the table above forgets not all ,his benefits1 high up1 you may be very sure1 among them all he never forgets to put ,samuel ,rutherford's letters2 and1 more especially1 this very directory- letter we have read here for our own direction and growth in grace this ,communion-,sabbath night4 ,,xxiv4 ,,the ,,parishioners ,,of ,,kilmacolm ',for want of time ,i have put you all in one letter4'--,rutherford4 ,there is a well-known passage in ,lycidas that exactly describes the religious condition of the parish of ,kilmacolm in the year #afci4 ,for the shepherd of that unhappy sheepfold also had climbed up some other way before he knew how to hold a sheephook1 till1 week after week1 the hungry sheep looked up and were not fed4 ,the parishioners of ,kilmacolm must have been fed to some purpose at one time1 for the two letters they write to ,rutherford in their present starvation bear abundant witness on every page to the splendid preaching and the skilful pastorate that this parish must at one time have enjoyed4 ,there must have been men of no common ability1 as well as of no common profundity of spiritual life in ,kilmacolm during those trying years1 for the letters they wrote to ,rutherford would have done credit to any of ,rutherford's ablest and best correspondents--to ,william ,guthrie1 or ,david ,dickson1 or ,robert ,blair1 or ,john ,livingstone4 ,indeed1 the expert author of the ,therapeutica himself would have been put to it to answer fully and satisfactorily those two so acute and so searching letters4 ,the ,kilmacolm people had heard about the famous answers that ,samuel ,rutherford1 now home again in ,anwoth1 had written both from ,anwoth and from ,aberdeen to all classes of people and on all kinds of subjects2 copies1 indeed1 of some of those now already widespread letters had come to ,kilmacolm itself1 till1 at one of their private meetings for conference and prayer1 it was resolved that a small committee of their elders should gather up their painful experiences in the spiritual life that got no help from the parish pulpit1 and should set them by way of submission and consultation before the great spiritual casuist4 ,everybody else was getting what counsel and comfort they needed from the famous adviser of ,anwoth1 and why not they1 the neglected parishioners of ,kilmacolm8 ,and thus it was that two or three of the oldest and ablest men in the kirk-session so wrote to ,rutherford1 as1 after some delay1 to get back the elaborate letter from ,anwoth numbered #bhf in ,dr4 ,bonar's edition4 ,i am tempted to think it possible that the old1 long-experienced1 and much-exercised saints of ,kilmacolm may have demanded a little too much of their minister3 at any rate1 ,i am quite as anxious to hear what ,rutherford shall say to them as they can be to hear from him themselves4 ,and all that leads me to believe that not only must there have been some quite remarkable people in the parish church at that date1 but that they must also have had some very special pulpit and pastoral work expended on them in former years4 ,or1 if not that1 then their case is just another illustration of what ,rutherford says in his reassuring answer1 namely1 that the life of grace among a people is not at all tied up to the lips of their minister4 ,which1 again1 is just another way of putting what the ,psalmist says of himself in his humble and happy boast3 ',i have more understanding than all my teachers1 for ,thy testimonies are my meditation4 ,i understand more than the ancients1 because ,i keep ,thy precepts4' #a4 ,the first complaint that came to ,anwoth from ,kilmacolm was expressed in the quaint and graphic language natural to that day4 ',security1 strong and sib to nature1 is stealing in upon us4' ,the holy law of ,god1 they mean1 was never preached in their parish2 at any rate1 it was never carried home to any man's conscience4 ,nobody was ever disturbed4 ,nobody's feelings were ever hurt4 ,nobody in all the parish had ever heard a voice of thunder saying1 ,thou art the man4 ,toothless and timid generalities made up all the preaching they ever heard either on the ethical or on the evangelical side3 and generalities disturb no man's peace of mind4 ,the pulpit of ,kilmacolm was but too sib to the pew1 and both pulpit and pew slept on together in undisturbed security4 ,and that supplied ,samuel ,rutherford with an excellent text for a sermon he was continually preaching in every utterance of his--the constant danger we all lie under as long as we are in this life4 ,danger from sin1 and1 in its own still subtler way1 as much danger from grace2 danger from want1 and danger from fulness2 danger from our weakness1 and danger from our strength4 ,so much danger is there that if any man in this life is in a state of security about himself he is surely the foolishest of all foolish men4 ,for1 ,thy close pursuers' busy hands do plant ,snares in thy substance1 snares attend thy want2 ,snares in thy credit1 snares in thy disgrace2 ,snares in thy high estate1 snares in thy base2 ,snares tuck thy bed1 and snares attend thy board2 ,snares watch thy thoughts1 and snares attack thy word2 ,snares in thy quiet1 snares in thy commotion2 ,snares in thy diet1 snares in thy devotion2 ,snares lurk in thy resolves1 snares in thy doubt2 ,snares lurk within thy heart1 and snares without2 ,snares are above thy head1 and snares beneath2 ,snares in thy sickness1 snares are in thy death4 ,what a fool and what a sluggard nature must be1 as ,rutherford here says she is1 if she can lull us into security about ourselves in such a life as this6 ,and what a noble field does this snare-filled life supply for all a preacher's boldest and best powers6 #b4 ,they have some new beginners in ,kilmacolm in spite of all its spiritual stagnation1 and the older people are full of anxiety lest those new beginners should not be rightly directed4 ',tell them for one thing1' says ,rutherford in reply1 'to dig deep while they are yet among their foundations4 ,tell them that a sick night for sin is not so common either among young or old as ,i would like to see it4 ,make them to understand what ,i mean by digging deep4 ,i mean deep into their own heart in order to discover and lay bare to themselves the corrupt motives from which they act every day even in the very best things they do4 ,and that of itself will give them many sufficiently sick days and nights too1 both as new beginners and as old believers4 ,and tell them1 also1 from me1 that once they have seen themselves in their own hearts1 and ,jesus ,christ in ,his heart1 it will be impossible for them ever to go back from ,him4 ,absolutely impossible4 ,so much so that it is perfectly certain that he who goes back from ,christ has never really seen himself or ,christ either4 ,he may have seen something somewhat more or less like ,christ1 but1 all the time1 it was not ,christ4 ,let your soul once come up to close quarters with ,christ1 and ,i defy you ever to forget ,him again4 ,tell all your new beginners that from me1 ,samuel ,rutherford1 who1 after all1 am not yet well begun myself4' #c4 ',you complain bitterly of a dead ministry in your bounds4 ,i have heard as much4 ,but ,i will reply that a living ministry is not indispensable to a parish4 ,all our parishes ought to have it1 and we ought to see to it that they all get it2 but neither the conversion of sinners1 nor the sanctification and comfort of ,god's saints1 is tied up to any man's lips4 ,you will read your unread ,bibles more3 you will buy more good books3 you will meet more in private converse and prayer3 and it will not be bad for you for a season to look above the pulpit1 and to look ,jesus ,christ ,himself more immediately in the face4' ,as ,fraser of ,brea also said in a striking passage in his diary1 so ,rutherford says in his reply letter3 'in your sore famine of the water of life1 run your pipe right up to the fountain4' #d4 ,if the parishioners of ,kilmacolm were severe on their minister it was not that they let themselves escape4 ,and there was something in their present letters that led ,rutherford to warn them against a mistake that only people of the ,kilmacolm type will ever fall into4 ',some of the people of ,god1' says their sharp-eyed censor1 'slander the grace of ,god in their own soul4' ,and that is true of some of ,god's best people still4 ,we meet with such people now and then in our own parishes to-day4 ,they are so possessed with penitence and humility2 they have such high and inflexible and spiritual standards for measuring themselves by2 the law has so fatally entered their innermost souls that they will not even admit or acknowledge what the grace of ,god has1 to all other men's knowledge1 done in them4 ,seek out1 says ,rutherford1 the signs of true grace in yourselves as well as the signs of secret sin4 ,and when you have found such and such an indubitable sign of grace1 say so4 ,say this1 and this1 and this1 pointing it out1 is assuredly the work of ,god in my soul4 ,when you1 after all defeat1 really discover your soul growing in grace2 in patience under injuries2 in meekness under reproofs and corrections2 in love for1 or at least in peace of heart toward1 those you at one time did not like1 but disliked almost to downright hatred2 in silent and assenting acceptance1 if not yet in actual and positive enjoyment1 of another man's talents and success1 gain and fame2 in the decay and disappearance of party spirit1 and in openness to all the good and the merit of other men2 in prayerfulness2 in liberality1 and so on2 when you cannot deny these things in yourself1 then speak good of ,christ1 and do not traduce and backbite ,his work because it is in your own soul4 ',some wretches murmur of want while all the time their money in the bank and their fat harvests make them liars4' ,rutherford thinks he has put his finger upon some such saintly liars in the kirk-session of ,kilmacolm4 #e4 ',fear your light1 my lord1' wrote ,rutherford to ,lord ,craighall from ,aberdeen2 'stand in awe of your light4' ,but the poor ,kilmacolm people did not need that sharp rebuke1 for they had written to ,rutherford at their own instance to consult him in their terror of conscience about this very matter1 till ,rutherford had to exhaust his vocabulary of comfort in trying to pacify his correspondents just in this sufficiently disquieting matter of light in the mind with great darkness in the heart and the life4 ,our light in this world1 he tells them1 is a broad and shining field1 whereas our life of obedience is at best but a short and straggling furrow4 ,only in heaven shall the broad and basking fields of light and truth be covered from end to end with the songs of the rejoicing reapers4 ,and ,rutherford is very bold in this matter1 because he knows he has the truth about it4 ,a perfect life1 he says1 up to our ever-increasing light1 is impossible to us here1 if only because our light always increases with every new progress in duty4 ,the field of light expands to a new length and breadth every time the plough passes through it4 ,and1 knowing well to whom he writes on this subject1 ,rutherford goes on to say that there is a sorrow for sin1 and for shortcoming in service1 that is as acceptable with ,god in the evangelical covenant as would be the very service itself4 ,but1 then1 it must be what ,rutherford calls 'honest sorrow after a sincere aim4' ,and let no man easily allow himself to take shelter under that1 lest it turn out to him like taking shelter in a thunderstorm under a lightning rod4 ,for what an aim must that be1 and then1 what a sorrow1 that is as good in the sight of ,god as a full obedience is itself4 ,at the same time1 ',a sincere aim1 and then an honest sorrow1 both of the right quality and quantity1 taken together with ,christ's intercession1 must be our best life before ,god till we be over in the other country where the law of ,god will get a perfect soul in which to fulfil itself4 ,your complaint on this head is already booked in the ,new ,testament 7,rom4 vii4 #ah74' #f4 ',the less sense of liberty and sweetness1 the more true spirituality in the service of ,god1' is ,rutherford's reply to their next perplexity4 ,ought we to go on with our work and with our worship when our hearts are dry and when we have no delight in what we do8 ,that is just the time to persevere1 replies their evangelical guide1 for it is in the absence of all sense of liberty and sweetness that our duties prove themselves to be truly spiritual4 ,a sweet service has often its sweetness from an altogether other source than the spiritual world4 ,let a man be engaged in divine service1 or in any other religious work1 and let him have sensible support and success in it2 let him have liberty and enjoyment in the performance of it2 and1 especially1 let him have the praise of men after it1 and he will easily be deceived into thinking that he has had ,god's ,spirit with him1 and the light of ,god's countenance1 whereas all the time it has only been an outpouring on his deceived heart of his own lying spirit of self-seeking1 self-pleasing1 and self-exalting4 ,while1 again1 a man's spirit may be all day as dry as the heath in the wilderness1 and all other men's spirits around him and toward him the same1 yet a very rich score may be set down beside that unindulged servant's name against the day of the 'well-dones4' ',i believe that many think that obedience is lifeless and formal unless the wind be in the west1 and all their sails are filled with the joys of sense4 ,but ,i am not of their mind who think so4' #g4 ,the scrupulosity of the ,kilmacolm people was surely singular and remarkable even in that day of tests and marks and scruples in the spiritual life4 ,the ministry may not have been wholly dead in and around ,kilmacolm1 though it could not keep pace and patience with those so eager and so anxious souls who would have ,rutherford's mind on all possible points of their complicated case4 ,six of their complaints we have just seen1 but their troubles are not yet all told4 ',surely1' they wrote1 'a ,master like our ,lord1 who gave such service when ,he was still a servant ,himself1--surely ,he will have hearty and unfeigned service from us1 or none at all4 ,will ,he not spue the lukewarm servant out of ,his mouth8' ,i grant you1 wrote ,rutherford1 that our ,master must have honesty4 ,the one thing ,he will unmask and will not endure is hypocrisy4 ,but if you mean to insinuate that our hearts must always be entirely given up to ,his service in all that we do1 else ,he will cast us away1 for all ,i am worth in the world ,i would not have that true of me4 ,i would not have that true1 else where would my hope be8 ,an ,english contemporary of ,rutherford's puts it memorably3 ',our ,master tries ,his servants not with the balances of the sanctuary1 but with the touchstone4' ,take that1 says ,rutherford1 for my reply to your opinion that ,christ must always have a perfect service at our hands1 or none at all4 #h4 ,again1 hold by the ground-work when the outworks and the superstructure are assailed4 ,fall back the more nakedly upon your sure foundation4 ,keep the ground of your standing and acceptance clear1 and take your stand on that ground at every time when despair assaults you4 ,for great faults and for small1 for formality in spiritual service1 for cold-heartedness and for half-heartedness1 you have always open to you your old and sure ground1 the blood and the righteousness of your ,covenant-surety4 ',seek still the blood of atonement for faults much and little4 ,know the gate to the fountain1 and lie about it4 ,make much of assurance1 for it keepeth the anchor fixed4' #i4 ,the last paragraph of ,rutherford's letter to the parishioners of ,kilmacolm is taken up with the consolation that always comes to a ,christian man's heart after every deed of true self-mortification4 ,that is an experience that all ,christian men must often have1 whether they take note sufficiently of it or no4 ,let any man suffer for ,christ's sake2 let any man be evil-entreated and for ,christ's sake take it patiently2 let him be reviled and persecuted in public or in private for the truth2 let him deny himself some indulgence--allowed1 doubtful1 or condemned--and all truly for the sake of ,christ and other men2 and immediately1 and as a consequence of that1 a peace1 a liberty1 a light as of ,god's countenance will infallibly visit his heart4 ,after temptation resisted and overcome angels will always visit us4 ',temptations1' says ,bunyan in the fine preface to his ,grace ,abounding1 'when we meet them first are as the lion that roared upon ,samson2 but1 if we overcome them1 the next time we see them we shall find a nest of honey within them4' ',blessed are they that mourn1' says our ,lord1 'for they shall be comforted4' ',after my greatest mortifications1' said ,edwards1 ',i always find my greatest comforts4' ,and even ,renan tells us of a ,roman lady who had 'the ineffable joy of renouncing joy4' ',a ,christ bought with strokes1' says ,rutherford in closing1 'is the sweetest of all ,christs4'