,! ,city & ! ,_w & ,o!r ,/ories ,,by ,,francis ,,clem5t ,,kelley ,au?or ( ,! ,la/ ,battle ( ! ,gods1 ,lett]s to ,jack4 ,! ,book ( ,r$ & ,yell[4 ,etc41 ,etc4 ,,second ,,edition ,,ext5sion ,,press #bbc ,w4 ,jackson ,b\lev>d ,,*icago #aiac ,,preface ,^! /ories 7 n writt5 at "o "t1 nor 7 !y int5d$ = publication 9 book =m4 ,= ! mo/ "p !y 7 contributions to ,ext5sion ,magaz9e1 ( :i* ! au?or is ,editor1 & :i* is1 above all1 a mission>y publication4 ,mo/ ( !m1 !re=e1 7 int5d$ prim>ily to be appeals1 z well z /ories4 ,9 fact1 !re 0 n ev5 a remote idea 9 ! au?or's m9d :5 he wrote !m t "s day !y might be introduc$ to o!r read]s ?an ^? rea*$ by ! magaz9e itself4 ,9 fact1 he might almo/ say t ! real object ( mo/ ( ! /ories 0 to pres5t a ,ca?olic mission>y appeal 9 a new way4 ,app>5tly ! /ories succe$$ 9 do+ t1 & a few ( !m 7 made up sep>ately 9 booklets & us$ = ! propag&a "w ( ,! ,ca?olic ,*ur* ,ext5sion ,society4 ,!n came a dem& = ! collection1 s ! writ] cons5t$ to all[ ! /ories to appe> 9 book =m2 hop+ t1 ?us ga!r$ toge!r1 8 little appeals = :at he consid]s ! greate/ cause 9 ! _w may w9 a few new fri5ds to ! ideas :i* gave !m life & "n4 ,,francis ,,clem5t ,,kelley4 ,,*icago1 ,,ill9ois1 ,july #cj1 #aiac4 ,illu/ration3 ,fa!r ,ramoni sudd5ly felt 8 joy congeal+ into a cold fe>4 ,,cont5ts ,,titles ,page ,! ,city & ! ,_w #a ,! ,flam+ ,cross #bj ,! ,vic>-,g5]al #dd ,! ,resurrection ( ,alta #ec ,! ,man ) a ,dead ,s\l #fg ,! ,autobiography ( a ,doll> #gd ,le ,braill>d de la ,magdele9e #hb ,! ,leg5d ( ,des*amps #hd ,! ,?\s& ,doll> ,note #hi ,! ,occasion #aji ,! ,yankee ,tramp #aai ,h[ ,fa!r ,tom ,connolly ,began to ,be a ,sa9t #abg ,! ,unbrok5 ,seal #acf ,mac ( ! ,isl& #add ,,! ,,city ,,& ,,! ,,_w ,fa!r ,d5fili1 old & bl9d1 tell+ 8 beads 9 ! corn] ( ! cloi/] g>d51 sigh$4 ,fa!r ,tomasso1 :o _h br\ght him f 8 confessional 9 ! great *ur* to ! b5* :]e day aft] day he kept 8 sightless vigil ov] ! pond ( ! goldfi%1 turn$ back at ! s\nd1 !n1 see+ ! peace ( ,fa!r ,d5fili's face1 ?\ght he mu/ h fanci$ ! sigh4 ,= sadness came ali5 to ! little g>d5 ( ! ,community ( ,san ,ambrogio on ,via ,paoli1 a lu/r\s gem ( a little g>d5 "u its squ>e ( ,roman sky4 ,! dripp+ ( ! t9y f\nta91 t9kl+ l a bit ( famili> music1 & ! swell+ tones ( ! organ1 drift+ ov] ! fl[]s t clu/]$ b5ea? ! /atue ( ,our ,lady ( ,l\rdes1 s m]g$ _! murmur+s into ! peacefulness ( ,san ,ambrogio1 t ,fa!r ,tomasso1 j f ! novitiate1 felt int5sely t he knew he mu/ h dream$ ,fa!r ,d5fili's sigh4 ,= :at c\ld tr\ble ! old man "h 9 ,san ,ambrogio on ?is1 ! greate/ day ( ! ,community8 ,= to-day ,fa!r ,ramoni _h return$ to ,rome4 ,ev5 z ,fa!r ,tomasso pass$ ! f\nta9 a gr\p ( ,fa!rs & novices 7 ga!r+ ar\nd "o ( ! y\ng] prie/s1 :o /ill wore 8 f]e\la & wide-brimm$ hat1 j z he _h ent]$ f ,via ,paoli4 ,! newcom]'s eyes travel$ joy\sly ov] 8 brea?less audi5ce1 call+ ,fa!r ,tomasso to jo9 9 he>+ 8 news4 ,yes1 x is true1 he 0 say+4 ,i h j come f ! audi5ce4 ,fa!r ,g5]al & ,fa!r ,ramoni /opp$ to call at ! ,secret>iate ( ,/ate1 b ,i came /raight home to tell y4 ,8 ,hol9ess 0 mo/ k9d1 & ,fa!r ,ramoni 0 n a mite aba%$1 ev5 9 ! pres5ce ( ! ,pope4 ,:5 he knelt d[n ! ,holy ,fa!r rais$ him up & gave him a seat4 ',tell me all ab\t y\r wond]ful p & y\r wond]ful "w1' he said4 ,& ,fa!r ,ramoni told him ( ! ?\s&s he _h conv]t$ & h[ easy x 01 ) ! bless+ ( ,god1 to d s mu*4 ,! ,holy ,fa!r ask$ him e mann] ( "q4 ,he 0 full ( en?usiasm = ! great ?+s our ,fa!r ,ramoni has done4 ,he is ! greate/ man 9 ,rome to-day1 is ,ramoni4 ,he w be honor$ by ! ,holy ,see4 ,! ,pope %[$ x pla9ly4 ,?is is a r$-lett] day = our ,community4 ,! little prie/ paus$ = brea?1 !n ha/5$ on4 ,rome kn[s t our ,fa!r ,ramoni has come back1 he cri$1 & ,rome has n =gott5 t5 ye>s ago4 ,0 x t5 ye>s t ,fa!r ,ramoni pass$ 9 ,s\? ,am]ica8 a tall novice ask$ ,fa!r ,tomasso4 ,t5 ye>s1 said ,fa!r ,tomasso4 ,he 0 ! great prea*] ( ,rome :5 ! old ,g5]al--he nodd$ t[>d ! cloi/] corn] :]e ,fa!r ,d5fili pray$--s5t him away f ,rome4 ,no "o knew :y4 ,8 fame 0 at its height4 ,m5 & wom5 ( all ! city cr[d$ ! *ur* to li/5 to him1 & he 0 b ?irty-f\r ye>s old4 ,b ,fa!r ,d5fili s5t him away to ,m>qua1 comm&+ ! ,sup]ior ( our ,ord] out !re to s5d him to ^? f>-(f m\nta9 p ( :om ! pap]s 7 tell+ at t "t4 ,i did n "k ,fa!r ,romani well4 ,i 0 a novice at ! "t4 ,b ,i knew t he did n want to g f ,rome2 ?\gh1 be+ a good religi\s1 he obey$4 ,n[1 see :at has happ5$4 ,he has conv]t$ ov] "o-?ird ( t p1 & ! re/ are only wait+ = mission>ies4 ,& ! "w is all ,fa!r ,ramoni's8 ! novice ask$4 ,all4 ,fa!r ,tomasso drew him a little f>!r f ! gr\p t /ill li/5$ to ! little prie/ :o _h come f ! ,vatican4 ,fa!r ,ramoni f\nd t ! p _h _m ,*ri/ian traditions & 7 almo/ :ite2 b x 0 he :o in/ill$ ! ,fai? 9 _! he>ts4 ,!re mu/ be ?irty ( our ,fa!rs 9 ,m>qua n[1 he cont9u$ pr\dly1 & soon] or lat]1 all novices w h to g out !re4 ,fa!r ,ramoni has made a spl5did ,prefect-,apo/olic4 ,no wond] !y h summon$ him to ,rome = consultation4 ,i h he>d--he l[]$ 8 voice z he glanc$ ov] 8 %\ld] to :]e ,fa!r ,d5fili sat on ! b5* by ! pond--t x is c]ta9 t ,m>qua is to be made a ,prov9ce1 ) an ar*bi%op & two bi%ops4 ,!re is a sem9>y 9 ,m>qua1 ev5 n[1 & !y are tra9+ "s ( ! natives to be cate*i/s4 ,i tell y1 ,bro!r ,luigi1 mission>y hi/ory has nev] *ronicl$ su* wond]s z our ,fa!r ,ramoni has wr\ght4 ,f beh9d !m came ! ris+ voice ( ! little prie/1 bubbl+ into laught]4 ,& z ,i came ?r\gh ! ,p9cio all t ,i he>d 0 8 "n4 ,i _h to wait = a du*essa's c>riage to pass4 ,%e 0 tell+ an ,am]ican woman ( ! times :5 ,fa!r ,ramoni _h prea*$ at ,san ,c>lo4 ',8 words w\ld conv]t a ,h9du1' %e 0 say+4 ,& ! ,m>*esi di ,san ,quevo lean$ f 8 horse to tell me t he _h he>d t ,fa!r ,ramoni w be "o ( ! ,c>d9als ( ! next ,consi/ory4 ,is x n wond]ful8 ,! murmur ( _! responses w5t across ! g>d5 to old ,fa!r ,d5fili4 ,fa!r ,tomasso1 cross+ ! pa? ) ! novice1 sudd5ly saw a /range look ( pa9 on ! old prie/'s face1 & />t$ t[>d him j z ! gate to ! cloi/] g>d5 swung back1 reveal+ a picture t held him wait+4 ,f\r m5--a great ,roman prelate1 ! ,g5]al ( ,san ,ambrogio1 ,fa!r ,ramoni & ,fa!r ,pietro1 ,ramoni's secret>y--7 com+ into ! g>d54 ,( ! f\r ,fa!r ,ramoni /ood out 9 ! c5t] ( ! gr\p z vividly z if a se>*light 7 play+ on 8 magnific5t bigness4 ,8 deep black eyes1 set 9 a face ^: /r5g? _h be5 emphasiz$ by its exposure to sun & w9d1 gleam$ joy\s ) 8 mood4 ,8 m\?1 l>ge1 expressive1 ! pla/ic m\? ( ! orator1 0 curv+ into a smile z he gave he$ to ! spee* ( ! prelate beside him4 ,once he %ook 8 head z ! great man1 oblivi\s ( _! com+ be=e a cr[d ( int5t wat*]s1 cont9u$ ! words he _h be5 say+ on ,via ,paoli4 ,& ! ,holy ,see is ab\t to make y\r ,m>qua into a ,prov9ce4 ,is x n wond]ful1 ,fa!r ,ramoni1 t y w g back ) t gift to ! p y conv]t$8 ,& yet to me x is m wond]ful t y wi% to g back4 ,:y d y n /ay "h8 ,y1 a ,roman1 w\ld advance4 ,n n[1 ,monsignore1 ! mission>y answ]$ quickly4 ,!y 7 pass+ ! gr\p ne> ! f\nta91 go+ t[>d ! b5* :]e ,fa!r ,d5fili sat4 ,ramoni's secret>y1 a ?91 s]i\s-visag$ prie/ ( ab\t ! same age z 8 ,sup]ior1 ) bald head & timid1 %r9k+ eyes1 took ) ! greate/ def]5ce ! cloak & hat ,fa!r ,ramoni h&$ to him4 ,!n he fell back ( ! old ,g5]al4 ,! prelate answ]$ ,ramoni4 ,b y are "r1 ( c\rse1 he admitt$4 ,x is be/ t y return4 ,! ,*ur* ne$s y !re n[4 ,b lat] on--*i lo sa8 ,y are to prea* ,sunday aft]noon at ,san ,c>lo8 ,i %all be !re to he> y4 ,s w all ,rome1 ,i suppose4 ,ah1 y d well "h6 ',filius urbis et orbis--son ( ! city & ! _w4' ,x's a great title1 ,ramoni6 ,!y _h come 9 front ( ! b5* :]e ,fa!r ,d5fili told 8 beads4 ,! prelate turn$ to ! old ,g5]al ( ,san ,ambrogio ) def]5ce4 ,is x n s1 ,fa!r8 he ask$4 ,b ,fa!r ,d5fili rais$ 8 sightless eyes z if he s\ght to focus !m ^u ! gr\p be=e him4 ,fa!r ,ramoni1 laugh+ly diss5t+1 sudd5ly felt 8 joy congeal+ into a cold fe> t b\nd 8 he>t4 ,he turn$ away angrily1 !n recov]$ himself 9 "t4 ,fa!r ,d5fili 0 no long] on ! b5* beside ! pond4 ,he 0 grop+ 8 way back to ! *apel4 ,x 0 a mon? be=e ! ,consi/ory met to nom9ate ! new hi]>*y = ,m>qua4 ,x _h be5 expect$ t ! fir/ meet+ w\ld end 9 decisive action & t1 imm$iately aft]w>d1 ! great mission>y ( ! ,community ( ,san ,ambrogio w\ld return ) increas$ au?ority & dignity to 8 *>ge4 ,b some?+--"o ( ^? my/]i\s some?+s peculi> to ,rome--_h happ5$1 & ! nom9ations 7 po/pon$4 ,9 ! mon? t ,fa!r ,ramoni rema9$ 9 ,rome he _h ta/$ ! fruits ( 8 old popul> success4 ,on 8 fir/ ,sunday at home he prea*$ 9 ,san ,c>lo z well z ev]--bett] ?an ev]4 ,& ! aw$ cr[d he look$ d[n on at ! end ( 8 s]mon took away f ! *ur* ! tid+s ( 8 great] p[]4 ,f t "t ne>ly e mom5t 0 tak5 by ! dem&s ( p ( position & au?ority1 :o wi%$ to make ! mo/ ( him be=e he w5t back to ,m>qua4 ,he sc>cely saw 8 bre?r5 at all1 except aft] 8 ,mass1 :5 he w5t to ! refectory = 8 morn+ c(fee4 ,he _h no "t to loit] 9 ! g>d51 & ! /ory ( ! conv]sion ( ! p ( ,m>qua 0 left to ! quiet ,fr4 ,pietro1 :o told ! spl5did tales ( 8 ,sup]ior's great "w1 till ,fa!r ,tomasso & ,bro!r ,luigi pray$ to be giv5 ! opportunity to be ,ramoni's s]vants 9 ! f>-away l& ( ! we/]n _w4 ,b1 if ,ramoni 0 b seldom 9 ! cloi/]1 he did n avoid ,fa!r ,d5fili4 ,! old bl9d prie/ seem$ to meet him ev]y:]e1 9 ! aft]noons on ! ,p9cio1 9 ! *ur*es :]e he prea*$1 9 ! subdu$ cr[ds at ecclesia/ical assemblies4 ,once ,ramoni caught a glimpse ( 8 face lift$ t[>d him dur+ a conf]5ce2 & a remembrance ( t old look 9 ! cloi/] g>d5 gave him ! s5sation ( belief t ! old ,g5]al c\ld see1 ev5 ?\gh ,ramoni himself1 0 ! only "o :om he saw4 ,on ! day ! lett] f ! ,vatican came1 ,fa!r ,ramoni1 deta9$ 9 ! cloi/] by ! expect$ visit ( a prelate :o _h express$ 8 desire to meet ! mission>y ( ,m>qua1 pass$ ,fa!r ,d5fili on 8 way to ! reception-room4 ,:ile ,fa!r ,ramoni1 summon+ 8 secret>y to br+ "s photographs = bett] explanation ( ! ,s\? ,am]ican missions1 w5t on 8 way1 ! bl9d man grop$ along ! wall till he rea*$ ! ,g5]al's (fice4 ,he _h come to ! door :5 he felt t und]curr5t ( anxiety :i* %[$ itself on ! :ite faces ( ! ,g5]al & 8 assi/ant1 :o /ood gaz+ mutely at ! lett] ! =m] held4 ,he he>d ! ,g5]al call ,fa!r ,tomasso4 ,take ?is to ,fa!r ,pietro1 my son1 he said4 ,!n he li/5$ to ! y\ng] prie/'s retreat+ foot/eps4 ,fa!r ,tomasso1 fright5$ by ! unwont$ /rang5ess ( ! ,g5]al's tone1 c>ri$ ! atmosph]e ( t5se & tr\bl$ excitem5t ) him :5 he ent]$ ! room ! prelate 0 j leav+4 ,fa!r ,pietro glanc$ up at him f ! table :]e he 0 return+ to _! case ! photographs ( ,m>qua4 ,tomasso laid ! lett] be=e him & left ! room j z ,fa!r ,ramoni1 bidd+ 8 visitor a gay good-bye1 turn$ back4 ,illu/ration3 ,i c't take x1 he 0 sobb+1 x's a mi/ake1 a t]rible mi/ake4 ,fa!r ,pietro 0 tak+ ! lett] f its l>ge squ>e envelope4 ,he read x ) puzzl$ wond] ris+ to 8 eyes4 ,be=e he came to its end he 0 on 8 feet4 ,no6 ,no6 he cri$4 ,x is impossible4 ,x is a mi/ake4 ,fa!r ,ramoni turn$ quickly4 ,! man :o _h be5 8 fai?ful s]vant = t5 ye>s 9 ,m>qua 0 v de> to him4 ,:at is a mi/ake1 ,pietro8 he ask$1 com+ to ! table4 ,! ,consi/ory1 ,fa!r ,pietro /amm]$1 ! ,consi/ory has made a mi/ake4 ,!y h done an impossible ?+4 ,!y h mix$ our names4 ,?is lett] to ! ,g5]al--?is lett]-- he po9t$ to ! docum5t on ! table --says t ,i h be5 made ,ar*bi%op ( ,m>qua4 ,ramoni took ! lett]4 ,z he read x he knew :at ,pietro _h n kn[n4 ,! news 0 g5u9e4 ,! "n sign$ at ! lett]'s end gu>ante$ t4 ,ramoni caught ! edge ( ! table4 ,! pa9 ( ! bl[ gripp$ him rel5tlessly & he knew t x 0 a pa9 t w\ld /ay4 ,he _h be5 pass$ ov]1 ignor$1 set d[n = ,pietro1 :o sat weep+ beside ! table1 8 head buri$ 9 8 h&s4 ,i c't take x1 he 0 sobb+2 ,i am n able4 ,x's a mi/ake1 a t]rible mi/ake4 ,ramoni put 8 h& on ! o!r man's head4 ,x is true1 ,pietro1 he said4 ,y are ,ar*bi%op ( ,m>qua4 ,may ,god bless y6 ,b he c\ld say no m4 ,pietro 0 /ill weep+ :5 ,ramoni w5t away1 cross+ ! cloi/] on 8 way to 8 cell1 :]e1 ) ! door clos$ beh9d him1 he f\ght ! battle ( 8 s\l4 ,,ii4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ,ramoni c\ld n ?9k4 ,he sat look+ dully at ! s(t5$ tones ( ! wall1 try+ to evolve "s ord] ( ?\ght f ! *aos into :i* ! %ock ( 8 disappo9tm5t _h plung$ 8 m9d4 ,x 0 late 9 ! night be=e ! situation began to outl9e itself dimly4 ,8 fir/ ?\ght 01 curi\sly en\gh1 n ( himself directly1 b ( ! p out 9 ,m>qua :o 7 anxi\sly look+ = 8 return z _! lead]1 confid5t ( 8 appo9tm5t to ! new ,ar*bi%opric4 ,he c\ld n face !m z ! s]vant ( ano!r man4 ,f ! cr[d af> 8 ?\ghts travel$ back to ! cr[d on ! ,p9cio--! cr[d t welcom$ him z ! great mission>y4 ,he w\ld g no m to ! ,p9cio1 = n[ !y w\ld po9t him out ) t cynical amusem5t ( ! ,romans z ! man :o _h be5 %elv$ = 8 s]vant4 ,he res5t$ ! fate t _h uproot$ him f ,rome t5 ye>s be=e1 s5d+ him to ,m>qua4 ,he res5t$ ! p he _h conv]t$1 ,pietro1 ! ,consi/ory--ev]y?+4 ,= t black & bitt] night ! ,*ur*1 :i* he _h lov$ & rev]5c$1 look$ to him l ! root ( all inju/ice4 ,! m he ?\ght ( ! slight t _h be5 put ^u him1 ! worse x became1 till ! ?\ght arose 9 him t he w\ld leave ! ,community1 leave ,rome1 leave x all4 ,aft] long h\rs1 ang] _h full sway 9 ! he>t ( ,fa!r ,ramoni4 ,at midnight he he>d ! /rik+ ( ! city's clocks ?r\gh ! w9d[s1 ! lattices ( :i* he _h =gott5 to close4 ,! s\nd ( ! city br\ght back to him ! words ( ! great prelate :o _h return$ ) him to ,san ,ambrogio f 8 fir/ audi5ce ) ! ,holy ,fa!r--,filius urbis et orbis4 ,h[ bitt]ly ! city _h treat$ him6 ,a knock s\nd$ at 8 door4 ,he walk$ to x & flung x op54 ,8 ang] _h come to ! ov]fl[+ ( spee*4 ,at fir/ he saw only a h& at ! door-cas+1 grop+ ) a bl9d man's unc]ta9ty4 ,!n he saw ! old ,g5]al4 ,9 ! s\l ( ,ramoni rose an awful revulsion aga9/ ! old man4 ,in/antly1 ) a memory ( t fir/ day 9 ! cloi/] g>d51 ( ^? foll[+ days t gave him ! unexpect$1 uncanny glimpses ( ! prie/1 he c5t]$ all 8 bitt]ness ^u ,d5fili4 ,s fe>ful 0 8 ang] z he held x back ) ! re9 ( ye>s ( self-control1 t he wond]$ to see ,fa!r ,d5fili smil+4 ,may ,i ent]1 my son8 he ask$4 ,y may ent]4 ,! old man grop$ 8 way to a *air4 ,ramoni wat*$ him ) gl[]+ rage4 ,:5 ,fa!r ,d5fili turn$ 8 sightless eyes ^u him he did n fl9*4 ,y are disappo9t$1 my son8 ! old man ask$ ) a g5tl5ess t ,ramoni c\ld n appreh5d1 & y c n sleep8 ,ramoni's ang] swept ! "q aside4 ,h y come "h1 ,fa!r ,d5fili1 he cri$1 to f9d out h[ well y h f9i%$ ! p]secution y began t5 ye>s ago8 ,if y h1 y may be q consol$4 ,x is f9i%$ to-night4 ,8 ang]1 ru%+ ov] ! gates1 beat d[n ^u ! old man1 :o sat wordless be=e its flood4 ,x 0 a passionate /ory ,ramoni told1 a /ory ( ye>s 9 ! novitiate :5 ! old man _h ev] repress$ him1 a /ory ( *ecks t _h be5 put ^u him z a prea*]1 ( 8 bani%m5t f ,rome1 & n[ ( ?is cr[n+ humiliation4 ,furi\sly ,ramoni told ( !m all :ile ! old man sat1 lett+ ! torr5t we> itself out on ! rocks ( pati5ce4 ,!n1 aft] ,ramoni _h be5 sil5t long mom5ts1 he spoke4 ,y did n pray1 my son8 ,pray8 ,ramoni's laught] rasp$4 ,h[ c ,i pray8 ,my life is ru9$4 ,i am a%am$ ev5 to meet my bre?r5 9 ! *apel4 ,& yet1 x is ,god "o meets 9 ! *apel1 ! old man said4 ,god1 & ,god alone2 ev5 if !re be a ?\s& pres5t4 ,god8 flung back ! mission>y4 ,:at has ,he done to me8 ,d y ?9k ,i c ?ank ,him = ?is8 ,yet ,i am a fool to ask y1 = x 0 n ,god :o did x--x 0 y6 ,y int]f]$ ) ,8 "w4 ,i "k x4 ,i hope1 my son1 t x 0 ,god :o did x4 ,if ,he did1 !n x is "r = y4 ,z = me1 p]haps ,i am some:at responsible4 ,i 0 consult$1 & ,i advis$ ,pietro4 ,don't call me 'my son1' cri$ ! o!r4 ,is x z bad z t ) y8 ,!re 0 only compassion 9 ! old voice4 ,yet mu/ ,i say x--my son4 ,) ev5 m reason ?an ev] be=e ,i mu/ say x to y to-night4 ,! old man's ?9 h&s 7 grop+ ab\t 8 girdle to f9d ! beads t hung d[n f x4 ,he pull$ !m up to him & laid ! /r+ across 8 knees2 b ! crucifix t he c\ld n see he kept tightly clasp$ 9 8 h&4 ,8 poor1 dull1 pa!tic eyes 7 turn$ to ,ramoni :o felt aga9 t /range impression t he c\ld see1 z !y fix$ on 8 face & />$ /raight at him )\t a movem5t ( _! la%es4 ,& ,ramoni knew h[ x 0 t a man may be giv5 a f9] vision ?an t ( e>?1 = ,fa!r ,d5fili 0 look+ :]e only a sa9t c\ld look1 deep d[n into ! s\l ( ano!r4 ,son ( ! city & ! _w1 he said4 ,i he>d ,monsignore call y t1 & he 0 "r4 ,a son ( ! city & ( ! _w y are2 b alas6 less ( ! city ?an y "k1 & m ( ! _w ?an y h realiz$4 ,my son1 ,i am a v old man4 ,p]haps ,i h n long to live2 & s x is t ,i may tell y :y ,i h come to y to-night4 ,ramoni />t$ to speak1 b ! o!r put out 8 h&4 ,i receiv$ y1 a little boy1 into ?is ,community4 ,no "o kn[s y bett] ?an ,i d4 ,i saw 9 y be=e any "o else ! gifts t ,god _h giv5 y = "s great purpose4 ,i saw !m budd+4 ,i knew be=e any "o else knew t "s day y w\ld d a great ?+1 ?\gh ,i did n "k :at x 0 t y w\ld d4 ,i 0 a man ) little1 b ,i c\ld admire ! man :o _h mu*4 ,i _h no gifts to lay be=e ,him1 yet ,i1 too1 want$ to d a great "w4 ,i want$ to make y my great "w4 ,t 0 my hope4 ,y are ! ,apo/le ( ,m>qua4 ,i am ! ,apo/le ( ,ramoni4 ,= t ,i h liv$1 always 9 ! fe> t ,i w\ld be *eat$ ( my rew>d4 ,ramoni turn$ to him4 ,y\r rew>d8 ,i d n und]/&4 ,my rew>d1 ! old man repeat$4 ,i wat*$ ov] y1 ,i in/ruct$ y1 ,i pray$ = y1 ,i lov$ y4 ,i tri$ to tea* y by *eck+ y1 ! way to gov]n y\rself4 ,i tri$ to make a *annel 9 y\r s\l t y\r great g5ius might n bur/ its bonds4 ,i knew t !re 0 conflict ev] )9 y betwe5 y\r duty to ,god & :at ! _w _h to (f] y--! old1 old conflict betwe5 ! city & ! _w4 ,i always fe>$ x4 ,all unkn[n to y ,i wat*$ ! fight1 & ,i saw t ! _w 0 w9n+4 ,!n1 my son1 ,i s5t y to ,m>qua4 ,! old man paus$1 & 8 trembl+ h& wip$ away ! te>s t /ream$ d[n 8 face4 ,ramoni did n move4 ,i am afraid1 my son1 ! voice came aga91 t y nev] knew ! city--well call$ ! ,et]nal--:]e ) all ! evil ! _w has put )9 its walls ! good /ill %9es always4 ,?is1 my son1 is ! city ( ! s\l1 & y 7 born 9 x4 ,x lives only = s\ls4 ,x has no o!r "r to exi/5ce at all4 ,!re is only "o royalty t may live 9 ,rome4 ,we1 :o are ( ! true city1 "k t4 ,& y1 too1 might h be5 ( ! city4 ,! p[] ( sav+ ?\s&s 0 giv5 to y4 ,i pray$ only = ! p[] ( sav+ "o4 ,i _h to s5d y away1 = y 7 n a ,philip ,n]i4 ,only a sa9t may live to be prais$ & save himself--9 ,rome4 ,:5 y w5t away1 my son1 y w5t away ) a sacrifice z y\r m]it1 y\r salvation4 ,( t sacrifice ! ,*ur* 9 ,m>qua 0 born4 ,x w gr[ on ano!r sacrifice4 ,ask y\r he>t if y c\ld make x8 ,alas1 y c n6 ,!n x w h to gr[ on ,pietro's pa94 ,i h n se5 y1 = ,i am bl9d1 b ,i h he>d y4 ,y want to g back an ,ar*bi%op to f9i% :at y say is 'y\r "w4' ,y ?9k t y\r p are wait+4 ,y want to br+ ! spl5dor ( ! city to ! _w4 ,my son1 ! "w is n y\rs4 ,! p are n y\rs4 ,! city1 ! true city1 does n "k y1 = y h =gott5 ! _s ( sacrifice4 ,y w5t out to ! _w an apo/le1 & y came back to ! city a conqu]or1 b no long] an apo/le4 ,c't y see t ,god does n ne$ conqu]ors8 ,! old prie/ press$ ! crucifix tightly aga9/ 8 brea/4 ,:at w\ld y take back to ,m>qua8 he dem&$4 ,no?+ b y\r purple & y\r eloqu5ce4 ,h[ c\ld y1 :o h =gott5 to pray 9 ! mid/ ( affliction1 tea* y\r p h[ to pray 9 ! mid/ ( _! sorr[s8 ,m>qua does n ne$ y1 = ,m>qua ne$s ! man y might h be51 b :i* y are n4 ,! city does n ne$ y1 = ! city ne$s no man2 b x is y :o ne$ ! city1 t y may le>n aga9 ! lesson t once made y ! mission>y ( a p4 ,fa9tly1 ?r\gh ! sil5ce t fell ! deep] z ! old man's words di$ away1 !re came ! s\nd ( foot/eps pac+ 9 ano!r room4 ,once m ! old man took up 8 spee*4 ,!y are ,pietro's /eps1 he said4 ,all night long ,i h he>d y bo?4 ,he has be5 sobb+ "u ! burd5 he believes he is unwor?y to be>1 :ile y h be5 rag+ t y 7 n p]mitt$ to be> x4 ,pietro 0 only y\r s]vant4 ,he w\ld be y\r s]vant aga9 if he c\ld4 ,he loves y4 ,i1 too1 love y4 ,p]haps ,i 0 selfi% 9 lov+ y1 b ,i want$ = ,god y\r s\l & ! s\ls y 7 lead+ to ,him4 ,! old man arose4 ,he put out 8 h& to grope 8 way back to ! door4 ,x t\*$ ,ramoni1 sitt+ rigid4 ,he did n /ir4 ,! h& rea*$ ov] him1 caught ! l9tel ( ! door & guid$ ! bl9d man to ! hall4 ,!n ,ramoni /ood up4 ,)\t a ^w he foll[$ ! o!r4 ,:5 he _h ov]tak5 him he laid 8 h& g5tly on ! bl9d man's arm & l$ him back to 8 cell4 ,:5 he came back ! door ( ! *apel 0 op54 ,ramoni1 go+ )91 f\nd ,pietro !re1 pro/rate at ! foot ( ! alt>4 ,ramoni knelt at ! door1 8 eyes brimm+ ) te>s4 ,he did n pray4 ,he only gaz$ ^u ! f>-(f tab]nacle4 ,& :ile he knelt ! ,great ,plan unfold$ itself to him4 ,he look$ back on ,m>qua z a man :o has travel$ up ! hills looks d[n on ! valleys4 ,&1 look+ back1 he c\ld see t ,pietro's _h be5 ! labor t _h won ,m>qua4 ,!re came back to him all ! memories ( 8 s]vant's love ( s\ls1 8 ceaseless tea*+1 8 long j\rneys to di/ant villages1 8 zeal1 8 solicitude to save 8 sup]ior = ! m s]i\s "w ( prea*+4 ,pietro _h be5 jeal\s ( ! slighte/ infr+em5t on 8 "r to suff]4 ,pietro _h be5 ! apo/le4 ,be=e ,god ! conque/ ( ,m>qua _h be5 ,pietro's fir/1 s9ce he x 0 :o _h toil$ & claim$ no rew>d4 ,a great peace sudd5ly mantl$ ! tr\bl$ s\l ( ,fa!r ,ramoni1 & ) x a great love = ! old ,g5]al ^: h& _h /ruck him4 ,he ?\ght ( ! pa9t+ hang+ ne> :]e he knelt--,moses ,/rik+ ! ,rock4 ,! features ( ,fa!r ,d5fili m]g$ into ! features ( ! ,law ,giv]1 & ,fa!r ,ramoni knew himself = ! rock1 b>r5 & unpr(itable4 ,he fell on 8 face1 & !n 8 pray] came3 ,*ri/1 humble & meek1 s(t5 me1 & if !re be aught ( liv+ wat] )91 let me give "o drop = ?ir/y s\ls yet ere ,i am call$4 ,he c\ld utt] no o!r pray]4 ,morn+ f\nd bo? ma/] & s]vant1 n[ s]vant & ma/]1 be=e ! alt> :]e bo? 7 s]vants4 ,,iii4 ,x 0 fifte5 ye>s lat] :5 ! bre?r5 ( ! little ,community ( ,san ,ambrogio ga!r$ 9 _! *apel to s+ ! requiem ov] _! f\nd] & fir/ ,g5]al1 ,fa!r ,d5fili1 :o di$1 old & bl9d1 aft] tw5ty ye>s ( retirem5t into obscurity4 ,b !re 7 m ?an 8 bre?r5 !re4 ,= all ^? ye>s he _h occupi$1 day aft] day1 ! solitude ( a little confessional 9 ! *apel4 ,he _h _h 8 p5it5ts !re1 &1 9 a g5]al way1 ! bre?r5 ( ,san ,ambrogio knew t !re 7 among !m _m di/+ui%$ ones2 b !y 7 n prep>$ = ! revelation t 8 obsequies gave !m4 ,c>d9als1 ,roman nobles1 soldi]s1 prelates1 prie/s & citiz5s cr[d$ into ! little *apel4 ,!y 7 ^? :o _h knelt week aft] week at ! feet ( ! sa9t4 ,b !re 0 "o p5it5t1 great] ?an !m all 9 dignity & sanctity1 :o c\ld n come4 ,! te>s bl9d$ him t morn+ :5 he said ,mass 9 8 own *apel at ! ,vatican = ! s\l ( ,fa!r ,d5fili4 ,at ! h\r ( ! requiem he look$ long+ly t[>d ,via ,paoli1 :]e 8 old spiritual fa!r 0 ly+ dead be=e ! alt> ( ! cloi/] *apel2 & ! te>s came aga9 into eyes t ne$$ all _! vision to gaze f> out1 f 8 wat*-t[]1 on ! ,city & ! ,_w4 ,,! ,,flam+ ,,cross ,i4 ,x 0 already midnight :5 ,orville1 ,?ornton & ,callovan arose f a table ( ! club d9+-room & came d[n 9 ! elevator = _! hats & coats4 ,!y _h sp5t an ev5+ toge!r1 delightful to all ?ree4 ,?is d9n] & *at _h become an annual affair1 to give ! old *ums ( ,/4 ,wilbur's a *ance to live ov] college days1 & keep a f9e fri5d%ip bright & la/+4 ,n "o ( !m 0 old en\gh to feel mu* *ange f ! _s ( y\?4 ,/4 ,wilbur's 0 a fre% memory & a pleasant "o2 & no fri5ds ( bus9ess or society _h gr[n half s preci\s = any "o ( ^! ?ree m5 z 7 ! o!r two1 :om ! old college _h introduc$ & _h b\nd to him4 ,! diff]5ce 9 ! appe>ance ( ! fri5ds 0 v m>k$4 ,?ornton _h kept 8 promise ( gr[+ up z he _h />t$3 %ort1 fat & jovial4 ,baldness 0 beg9n+ to %[ at ?irty-five4 ,8 /ubby mu/a*e 0 z unmanageable z ! ma/]s ( ,/4 ,wilbur's _h f\nd its own] to be4 ,he _h nev] affect$ any?+1 = he _h always be5 op5ly :atev] he all[$ himself to drift into4 ,nei!r ( 8 fri5ds lik$ _m ( 8 actions1 nor ! /ories told ( him2 b !y lik$ him p]sonally & 7 incl9$ to be sil5tly sorry = him1 b n to sit 9 judgm5t ^u him4 ,bo? ,orville & ,callovan wait$ & hop$ = old ,?ornton2 b ! wait _h be5 long & ! hope v mu* def]r$4 ,callovan 0 frankly ,iri%4 ,! curly black hair ( ! ,milesian spoke = him z cle>ly z ! blue-gray eye4 ,he %av$ clean & he look$ clean4 ,an ance/ry ( h>d work]s left limbs t lift$ him to almo/ six feet ( /rong manhood4 ,8 sk9 0 ruddy & fre%4 ,two ye>s y\ng] ?an ,?ornton1 he yet look$ y\ng] by five4 ,& ,callovan1 l ,?ornton1 0 inw>dly :at ! outw>d signs promis$4 ,orville 0 tall & /raight4 ,! gho/ ( a black mu/a*e 0 on 8 lip4 ,8 hair 0 scanty1 & 0 p>t$ c>efully4 ,8 dress %[$ ta/e1 b n fa/idi\sness4 ,he 0 h&some1 well groom$ & p>ticul>1 )\t obtrusiv5ess 9 any "o ( ! po9ts4 ,he 0 j a little tall] ?an ,callovan2 b he 0 gray] & a great deal m ?\ghtful4 ,he 0 a h>d book to read1 ev5 = an intimate2 b ! pr9t 0 l>ge1 if ! text 0 puzzl+4 ,he look$ to be 9 ! _w1 b :o c\ld say if he 7 ( x8 ,all ?ree ( ^! fri5ds 7 v ri*4 ,?ornton _h made 8 money )9 five ye>s--a lucky m9+ /rike1 a quick sale1 a move to ! city1 speculation1 politics 7 mix$ up 9 a sort ( rapid-fire /ory t ! o!r fri5ds nev] c>$ to he> ! details (4 ,callovan inh]it$ 8 weal? f 8 h>d-fi/$ old fa!r1 :o _h di$ b a ye> be=e4 ,orville 0 ! ri*e/ ( ! ?ree4 ,he _h always be5 ri*4 ,8 fa!r _h di$ a mon? be=e he 0 born4 ,8 "m paid = h] only *ild ) h] life4 ,orville's gu>dian _h1 z soon z possible1 plac$ him 9 ,/4 ,wilbur's ,prep>atory ,s*ool & !n 9 ! ,college2 b he 0 a c>eful & wise man1 ?is gu>dian1 s1 ?\gh pl5ty ( money 0 all[$ him1 yet ! college au?orities _h *>ge ( x4 ,!y dol$ x out to ! gr[+ boy & y\? 9 am\nts t c\ld nei!r spoil nor />ve him4 ,x 0 good = ,orville t ! gu>dian _h be5 ?us wise & ! college au?orities ?us prud5t4 ,he himself 0 g5]\s & k9d-he>t$2 by nature a sp5d?rift1 b by tra9+ j a bit ( a mis]4 ,he _h le>n$ a little ab\t values dur+ ^! s*ool & college days4 ,y\r c> is n "h yet1 ,mr4 ,orville1 said ! doorman1 :5 ! ?ree mov$ to leave ! club4 ,v unlike y\r c>eful ,mi*ael1 rem>k$ ,callovan4 ,orville came at once to ! def5se ( 8 exempl>y *auffeur4 ,i gave him p]mission to g to ,/4 ,m>y's to-night = confession1 he said4 ,mi*ael w be "h 9 a mom5t4 ,he goes to confession e ,saturday night & is a weekly communicant4 ,i c /& a little t>d9ess once a week = ! sake ( hav+ a man l ,mi*ael ar\nd4 ,good boy is ,mi*ael1 put 9 ,?ornton4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld get j a small dose ( 8 piety4 ,c&idly1 ,i am awfully lonesome sometimes )\t a little ( x4 ,a page came runn+ up4 ,telephone = y1 ,mr4 ,orville1 he said2 & at almo/ ! same mom5t ! doorman call$ out3 ,y\r c> is "h n[1 sir4 ,orville w5t to ! telephone boo?1 b return$ 9 a mom5t4 ,lucky = u t we wait$1 he said4 ,x 0 ,m>ion :o call$4 ,%e is at ! ,congress1 & %e wants me to take h] home4 ,%e came d[n-t[n ) h] bro!r to meet ! ,dixes f ,omaha1 & t wor?less pup has gone (f & left h]4 ,%e knew t ,i 0 "h to-night1 & 'phon$1 hop+ to cat* me4 ,we w pass ar\nd by ! hotel & take h] back ) u4 ,:5 ! fri5ds came out1 ,mi*ael 0 /&+ ) 8 h& on ! knob ( ! big lim\s9e's door4 ,i am sorry if ,i made y wait1 sir1 he said4 ,i _h a fa9t+ spell 9 ! *ur* & c\ld n get away soon]4 ,a doctor said x 0 a little he>t attack2 b ,i am all "r n[4 ,orville answ]$ k9dly4 ,i am sorry y 7 ill1 ,mi*ael1 b we are glad en\gh t y 7 late4 ,t ill w9d = y blew good to u1 = we h ,miss ,fayall home ) u4 ,if y _h be5 on "t we w\ld h miss$ h]4 ,g ar\nd to ! ,congress fir/4 ,! c> glid$ d[n ,mi*igan av5ue to ! hotel1 :]e ,m>ion 0 already wait+ 9 ! ladies' lobby4 ,%e look$ j :at %e 01 ! pamp]$ & pett$ daught] ( a ri* man4 ,tonight h] *eeks 7 flu%$ & h] h& 0 v un/eady4 ,orville notic$ bo? :5 %e ent]$ ! c>4 ,he 0 />tl$1 = ,m>ion 0 8 fiance4 ,he knew t %e 0 usually full ( life & _s2 b ?is midnight gaiety worri$ him1 & all ! m t he lov$ ! girl s9c]ely4 ,m>ion talk$ fa/ & furi\sly1 rail+ cont9ually at h] bro!r2 b %e av]t$ h] face f ,orville z mu* z possible & spoke to ,?ornton4 ,orville said no?+ aft] he _h greet$ h]4 ,! c> sp$ on1 pass$ ! club aga9 & d[n t[>d ! bridge at ! foot ( ! av5ue4 ,m>ion 0 scold+ at ,?ornton z !y approa*$ ! bridge at a good rate ( spe$4 ,orville 0 />+ /raight ahead1 s only he saw ,mi*ael's h& make a quick movem5t t[>d ! controll]1 & ano!r movem5t1 at ! same "t1 z if 8 foot 7 try+ to press on ! brake2 b bo? movem5ts seem$ to fall %ort & ,mi*ael's head dropp$ on 8 brea/4 ,al>m$1 ,orville look$ up4 ,he _h a swift glimpse ( a fla%+ r$ light4 ,a *a9 snapp$ l a pi/ol %ot4 ,he he>d an oa? f ,?ornton1 & a scream f ,m>ion4 ,!n1 9 an in/ant1 he felt ! great weight fall+1 & a flood ( cold wat] p\r$ ?r\gh ! op5 w9d[ ( ! c>4 ,he tri$ to op5 ! door1 b ! weight ( wat] aga9/ x made ?is impossible4 ,! c> fill$ & ! door mov$4 ,he 0 pu%$ out4 ,he ?\ght ( sav+ ,m>ion2 b all 0 d>k ar\nd him4 ,he tri$ to call1 b ! wat] *ok$ him4 ,he c\ld only ?9k a pray]1 be=e he seem$ to be fall+ asleep4 ,ev]y?+ 0 fad+ away be=e him1 9 a /range feel+ ( dreamy satisfaction2 s only vaguely did he realize ! trag$y t _h fall5 ^u him4 ,,ii4 ,:5 light & vision came back to ,orville1 he 0 /&+ up & vaguely wond]+ :y4 ,be=e him he saw ,?ornton & ,m>ion1 side by side4 ,ne> !m 0 ,callovan ) ,mi*ael4 ,all 7 *ang$2 b ,orville c\ld n und]/& j 9 :at ! *ange consi/$4 ,9 ,?ornton & ,m>ion ! *ange 0 n good to look at1 & ,orville someh[ felt t x 0 becom+ m m>k$ z he gaz$4 ,mi*ael 0 almo/ trans=m$1 & 0 look+ at ,orville ) a smile on 8 face4 ,callovan 0 smil+ also1 s ,orville naturally smil$ back at !m4 ,?ornton 0 fr[n+1 & ,m>ion look$ horrible 9 h] t]ror4 ,orville c\ld und]/& no?+ ( x4 ,he glanc$ ab\t him & saw ?\s&s ( m5 & wom51 all smil+ or fr[n+1 l 8 companions4 ,sev]al seem$ to be ab\t to beg9 a j\rney & 7 mov+ away f ! gr\ps1 mo/ ( !m alone4 ,"s _h burd5s /rapp$ to _! %\ld]s & b5t "u !m z !y walk$4 ,^? :o 7 n dep>t+ 7 prep>+ = dep>ture2 b ,orville c\ld see no guides ab\t4 ,all ! travel]s appe>$ to und]/& :]e !y 7 to g4 ,orville wat*$ ! gr\ps divide aga9 & aga91 wond]+ /ill1 n kn[+ ! reason = ! division4 ,"s took a road t l$ upw>d to a m\nta94 ,x 0 a r\gh1 h>d & tiresome road4 ,orville c\ld see m5 & wom5 f> above on t road1 dragg+ !mselves along pa9fully4 ,ano!r road l$ d[n into a valley2 b ,orville c\ld n see deep into t valley1 because ( a haze :i* hung ov] x4 ,he look$ long at ! road be=e he notic$ lett]s on a rock :i* rose up l a gateway to x1 & he vaguely resolv$ t lat] he w\ld g ov] & read !m4 ,b fir/ he want$ to ask que/ions4 ,mi*ael1 :at does all ?is mean8 ,orville said2 all ! "t m>vel+ t x 0 to 8 s]vant he turn$ = in=mation4 ,mi*ael /ill smil$1 & answ]$3 ,x means1 sir1 t we are dead4 ,orville 0 a/oni%$ t he felt nei!r %ock$ nor />tl$4 ,dead8 ,i d n q und]/&1 ,mi*ael4 ,y are n jok+8 ,no1 sir4 ,x happ5$ quickly4 ,we w5t ov] ! bridge a m9ute ago4 ,our bodies are 9 ! riv] n[1 b we are "h4 ,:]e8 ask$ ,orville4 ,mi*ael answ]$1 ,t ,i d n "k1 sir1 except t we are 9 ,! ,l& ( ! ,dead4 ,b y seem to "k a great deal1 ,mi*ael1 said ,orville4 ,yes1 answ]$ ,mi*ael2 ,i di$ a m9ute be=e y1 sir1 s ,i came e>li]4 ,i 0 dead on my seat :5 we /ruck ! *a9 & broke x4 ,"o le>ns mu* 9 a m9ute "h4 ,b tell me1 sir1 c y see any?+ at ! top ( t m\nta98 ,orville look$ up & saw a bright light be=e him on ! v summit & seem+ly at ! end ( ! road4 ,z he gaz$ x took ! =m ( a ,flam+ ,cross4 ,i see a ,cross on fire1 ,mi*ael1 he said4 ,mi*ael answ]$ simply3 ,?ank ,god4 ,i c see a ,flam+ ,cross1 too1 said ,callovan1 speak+ = ! fir/ "t4 ,i c see x1 & :at is m1 ,i am go+ up to x2 let u n delay an in/ant2 & ,callovan began to gird 8 /range-look+ g>m5t ab\t him = ! climb4 ,!n ,orville knew t he himself 0 drawn t[>d t ,flam+ ,cross4 ,!re 0 a some?+ urg+ him on4 ,8 :ole be+ 0 fill$ ) a desire to get to t goal1 & he1 too1 prep>$ quickly = ! asc5t4 ,wait a mom5t1 sir1 said ,mi*ael4 ,d ! o!rs see no?+ on ! m\nta98 ,?ornton & ,m>ion1 /ill fr[n+1 7 look+ d[n into ! haze ( ! valley4 ,!y 7 pay+ no att5tion to _! fri5ds4 ,come1 let u g1 said ,?ornton to ! girl1 z he po9t$ to ! road :i* l$ d[n into ! valley4 ,no1 no1 said ,mi*ael1 n !re4 ,look up at ! m\nta94 ,:at d y see8 ,bo? ,m>ion & ,?ornton glanc$ upw>d4 ,i see no?+1 said ,m>ion4 ,i see a ,cross1 b x is black & repellant-look+1 said ,?ornton4 ,come1 ,m>ion1 let u g at once4 ,orville1 al>m$1 call$ out3 ,m>ion1 y w surely come ) me4 ,! fr[n on h] face *ang$ to a look ( awful sadness1 b %e put h] h& into ,?ornton's :ile say+ to ,orville3 ,i c n g !re ) y--n upw>d4 ,i mu/ ent] ! valley ) him4 ,%e mov$ away1 h] h& /ill 9 ,?ornton's4 ,orville wat*$ !m g1 only wond]+ :y he _h no regrets4 ,mi*ael1 he said1 ,i lov$ h] on e>?4 ,:y am ,i unmov$ to see h] leave me8 ,illu/ration3 ,b :5 _! feet t\*$ ! road1 !y turn$ & look$ _! t]ror4 ,b ,mi*ael answ]$1 ,x is n /range 9 ,! ,l& ( ! ,dead4 ,!re are /rang] p>t+s "h2 b all ( !m are l y\rs--te>less = ^? :o see ! ,cross4 ,?ornton & ,m>ion by ?is "t _h ent]$ ! valley road & 7 on ! o!r side ( ! rock gateway4 ,b :5 _! feet t\*$ ! road !y turn$ & look$ _! t]ror4 ,sudd5ly !y recoil$ & /ruck vici\sly at ea* o!r4 ,!n !y p>t$4 ,) ! wide road betwe5 !m !y w5t d[n into ! valley & ! haze toge!r4 ,orville read ! words on ! rock gateway1 = n[ !y /ood out s t he c\ld see pla9ly1 & !y 73 ,,! ,,road ,,)\t ,,end+4 ,mi*ael1 he said1 :at does x mean8 ,mi*ael answ]$1 ,%e c\ld n see ! ,cross "h1 :o w\ld n see x on e>?4 ,x repell$ him1 :o s (t5 _h repell$ x 9 life4 ,,iii4 ,nei!r ,orville nor ,callovan 0 at all mov$ by ! trag$y ea* _h witness$4 ,orville's love = ,m>ion 0 z if x _h nev] exi/$4 ,! fri5d%ip ( bo? = ,?ornton did n 9 ! slighte/ ass]t itself4 ,!y felt mov$ to sorr[1 b ! ov]p[]+ s5se ( ano!r feel+--a feel+ ( victory = "s ,great ,fri5d or ,cause--left ! vague sorr[ =gott5 9 an in/ant4 ,bo? m5 knew t ,?ornton & ,m>ion _h pass$ out ( _! k5 =ev]1 & 9 ! future w\ld be to !m z if !y _h n be54 ,all ?ree made ha/e to g t[>d ! road :i* l$ up to ! ,flam+ ,cross4 ,!n ^u ,orville's %\ld]s he felt a heavy burd51 b /ill heavi] 0 "o :i* 0 b5d+ ,callovan d[n4 ,mi*ael alone /ood /raight1 )\t a weight ^u him4 ,x w be h>d to climb to ! ,cross ) ^! burd5s1 ,mi*ael1 said ,orville4 ,yes1 sir1 x w1 said ,mi*ael1 b y mu/ c>ry !m4 ,y br\ght !m "h4 ,!y are ! burd5s ( y\r weal?4 ,!y w hamp] y2 b y saw ! ,cross1 & 9 ! end all w be well4 ,!n ^! burd5s1 ,mi*ael1 are our ri*es8 ask$ bo? ,orville & ,callovan 9 ! same brea?4 ,!y are y\r ri*es1 repli$ ,mi*ael4 ,i h no burd51 = ,i _h no ri*es4 ,poor 0 ,i on e>?1 & unhamp]$ am ,i n[ = ! climb to ! ,cross4 ,look yond]4 ,he po9t$ to a man /&+ at ! =k ( ! roads4 ,8 burd5 0 weigh+ him to ! e>?4 ,he br\ght x all ) him1 sir1 cont9u$ ,mi*ael2 9 life he gave no?+ to ,god4 ,n[ he mu/ c>ry ! burd5 up to ! ,cross1 or leave x & g ! o!r road4 ,he sees ! ,cross1 too2 b x w take ages = him to rea* x4 ,! man _h ?r[n d[n ! burd5 & n[ />t$ to climb )\t x4 ,b unse5 h&s lift$ x back to 8 %\ld]s4 ,m5 & wom5 go+ to ! o!r road beckon$ him to ?r[ x away aga9 & come ) !m2 b he _h se5 ! ,cross &1 keep+ 8 eyes fix$ ^u x1 he crawl$ along ) 8 burd5 ^u him1 in* by in*1 up ! m\nta94 ,9 life he 0 good & fai?ful1 b he did n und]/& t ri*es 7 giv5 him to use = a purpose & t he 0 n1 himself1 ! purpose1 said ,mi*ael4 ,x 0 a miracle ( grace t he c\ld see ! ,cross at all4 ,i knew t man 9 life1 said ,callovan4 ,b :y is n my burd5 heavi] ?an 88 ,i 0 ri*] by f>4 ,y light5$ x by m *>ity ?an he1 said ,mi*ael1 b y did n light5 x suffici5tly3 ,_h y giv5 ev5 "o-t5? ( all t y _h1 y w\ld n[ be ev5 z ,i am--free ( all burd54 ,i wi% ,i _h kn[n t1 said ,callovan4 ,b1 alas6 y did "k1 repli$ ,mi*ael4 ,we all knew ^! ?+s4 ,we are n le>n+ !m n[4 ,b look up1 sir1 & see ! old man ) ! heavy burd5 above y4 ,y are go+ to pass him on y\r way1 yet he has be5 dead n[ = a ye>4 ,callovan look$ up & gasp$3 ,my fa!r6 ,yes2 y\r fa!r1 said ,mi*ael4 ,y _h m *>ity ?an he1 & :5 y did give y gave ) bett] motives2 yet he always saw ! ,cross m pla9ly ?an y4 ,he 0 fill$ ) ,fai?4 ,is x possible t ,i w be able to help him :5 ,i get to 8 side8 ask$ ,callovan4 ,i ?9k1 repli$ ,mi*ael1 t y may2 b y c\ld h help$ him bett] 9 life by pray]s & ! ,great ,sacrifice4 ,y probably may g along ) him1 :5 y rea* him1 = y bo? see ! ,cross1 & p]haps y w be all[$ to aid him up ! m\nta94 ,!y _h by ?is "t rea*$ ! fir/ /eps ( ! climb4 ,orville c\ld read ! words :i* m>k$ ! m\nta9 road3 ,,! ,,road ,,( ,,pa9 ,,& ,,hope4 ,b ! ,cross draws mu* ( ! pa9 out ( x1 said ,mi*ael4 ,we mu/ leave y "h1 sir1 he said to ,callovan1 turn+ to him4 ,y h f> to g to rea* y\r fa!r2 b y\r load is heavi] ?an my ma/]'s1 & !n y mu/ be lonely = a :ile4 ,b :y mu/ ,i be lonely8 ask$ ,callovan4 ,= _m reasons1 sir1 repli$ ,mi*ael4 ,y w "k !m all z y g along4 ,k w come4 ,i may tell y b a few ?+s n[4 ,9 life y lov$ company1 & x 0 (t5 an occasion ( s9 to y4 ,y g alone = a :ile 9 ! ,l& ( ,dea?1 on ?is pilgrimage to ! ,cross1 s t y may contemplate ,god1 ,:om y fail$ to enjoy by m$itation1 :5 y c\ld h _h ,him alone4 ,!n y h few to pray = y n[1 = su* companions z y _h 9 life did n & d n pray4 ,!y w cov] y\r c(f9 ) fl[]s2 b ! only pray]s w be ^? ( ! poor :om y befri5d$4 ,"o prie/1 aft] y\r fun]al1 w (f] ! ,great ,sacrifice = y4 ,he 0 a fri5d :om y help$ to educate4 ,he w rememb] y at y\r burial1 & aga91 too1 be=e ! climb is ov]4 ,b1 ,mi*ael1 said ,callovan1 ,i gave a great deal to _m good works4 ,w none ( ! gifts c\nt = me8 ,yes1 sir1 x is true t y did give mu*1 b1 answ]$ ,mi*ael1 ! gifts 7 (f]+s m (t5 to y\r own vanity ?an !y 7 to ,god4 ,motives alone gov]n ! value ( sacrifice 9 ! ,l& ( ,dea?4 ,look1 n[1 beh9d y4 ,!re is "o :o c be/ answ] y\r "q4 ,callovan turn$ to see an old & v5]able look+ man at ! =k ( ! roads4 ,he 0 gaz+ anxi\sly at ! m\nta91 z if he dimly saw ! ,cross2 b 8 burd5 0 t]rific 9 its weight4 ,x re/$ on ! gr\nd be=e him4 ,he sc>cely _h ! c\rage to take ! m\nta9 road1 kn[+ t ! burd5 mu/ g ) him4 ,i h se5 t man be=e1 said ,orville4 ,!y gave him a reception at our club once4 ,he 0 a great philan?ropi/--yet1 look at 8 burd54 ,philan?ropi/ he 01 b ,i fe> he w g on ,! ,road )\t ,end+1 said ,mi*ael4 ,he has _m among/ ^? :o c hate = et]nity to hate him4 ,sudd5ly f ! multitude ( ! dead came m5 & wom51 :o look$ ) hatr$ ^u ! old man1 & surr\nd$ him on e side & m5ac$ him ) ?reat5+ fi/s4 ,bea/6 %\t$ "o4 ,i saw ! ,cross 9 life1 :5 ,i 0 "y4 ,! unbelief y\r "w taught d5ies me ! sight ( x 9 dea?4 ,i curse y6 ,"o ye> 9 ! s*ools y f\nd$1 wail$ ano!r1 lo/ me my ,god4 ,:y d y /& at ! foot ( ! hill ( ! ,cross1 y hypocrite8 cri$ ano!r4 ,y h1 9 ! "n ( a false sci5ce1 enc\rag$ by y\r gifts1 de/roy$ ! ,fai? ( ?\s&s4 ,y %all n g by ,! ,road ( ,pa9 & ,hope1 ev5 ?\gh y might h to climb till ,judgm5t4 ,y %all g ) u4 ,scream+ 9 t]ror1 ! old man 0 dragg$ away4 ,!y c\ld he> 8 voice 9 ! di/ance1 z ! multitude drove him along ,! ,road )\t ,end+4 ,alas1 ,i und]/&--n[1 sadly said ,callovan4 ,he gaz$ at 8 fri5ds ) "s ( ! pa9 ( 8 com+ solitude 9 8 eyes4 ,good-bye4 ,%all we meet aga98 ,mi*ael answ]$3 ,we %all meet aga94 ,y\r pa9 may be v great2 b !re is an end4 ,he :o sets 8 foot on ?is ,road has a promise :i* makes ev5 pa9 a bless+4 ,callovan 0 left beh9d1 = ,orville & ,mi*ael climb$ fa/] ?an he4 ,mi*ael1 said 8 ma/]1 ,i am greatly favor$4 ,he 0 mu* bett] 9 life ?an ,i1 yet n[ he climbs alone4 ,y are n favor$1 sir1 answ]$ ,mi*ael4 ,_m pray = y1 because y lov$ ! poor & %elt]$ & aid$ !m4 ,he has all t is 81 all t belongs to him4 ,y h all t is y\rs4 ,d n =get t we are m>*+ t[>d ! ,sun ( ,ju/ice4 ,& s !y w5t on1 ov] ,! ,road ( ,pa9 & ,hope4 ,orville's feet 7 we>y & ble$+4 ,8 h&s & knees 7 bruis$ by falls4 ,! add]s /ung him & ! ?orns pi]c$ him4 ,cold ra9 *ill$ him & w>m bla/s oppress$ him4 ,he 0 "o great pa92 b )9 a voice t 0 8 own kept say+3 ,i g to ! ,cross1 ,i g to ! ,cross1 & he =got ! suff]+4 ,he ?\ght ( e>? = an in/ant2 b ! ?\ght br\ght him no long+ to return4 ,8 brea/ 0 swell+ & seem$ bur/+ ) a wond]ful great ,love t made him cont5t ) e tortur$ /ep4 ,he ev5 seem$ to love ! pa92 & he c\ld n /op1 nor c\ld he re/ = ! ,flam+ ,cross t 0 draw+ him on4 ,he long$ = x ) a burn+ & int5se desire4 ,8 eyes 7 wet ) ! te>s ( devotion1 & 8 :ole be+ cri$ out3 ,m pa91 ,o ,"l6 m pa91 if only ,i may soon] rea* ! ,cross6 ,b ,mi*ael tri$ to ease 8 ma/]'s burd54 ,at la/ ,orville said to him3 ,h[ _m ages h pass$ s9ce ,i di$8 ,y h be5 dead = t5 m9utes1 sir1 answ]$ ,mi*ael4 ,! m9utes are z ages 9 ! ,l& ( ,dea? until y rea* ! ,cross1 & !n ! ages are z m9utes4 ,,iv4 ,!y kept toil+ on1 b _h kn[n no d>kness along ,! ,road ( ,pa9 & ,hope4 ,orville's h& s\ght ,mi*ael's1 & x op5$ to draw him clos]4 ,mi*ael1 my bro!r1 he said1 may y tell me :y !re is no night8 ,mi*ael smil$ aga9 :5 ,orville call$ him bro!r & answ]$3 ,because1 my ma/]1 on ,! ,road ( ,pa9 & ,hope !re is no despair2 b x is always night along ,! ,road )\t ,end+4 ,c y tell me1 ,mi*ael1 my bro!r1 said ,orville1 ,:y my eyes suff] m ke5ly ?an all ! re/8 ,because1 said ,mi*ael1 y\r eyes1 ma/]1 h (f5d$ mo/ 9 life1 & s are n[ ! weake/4 ,b my h&s h (f5d$1 too1 said ,orville1 & behold1 !y are already pa9less & cur$ ( ! bruises4 ,y\r h&s are beautiful & :ite1 ma/]1 said ,mi*ael1 & 7 little puni%$1 because !y 7 (t5 out/ret*$ 9 *>ity & 9 good de$s4 ,!y _h come to ! br9k ( a ,*asm :i* x seem$ impossible to cross1 b !y hop$1 = !y knew no despair4 ,multitudes ( p 7 be=e !m on ! br9k ( ! ,*asm look+ long+ly at ! o!r side4 ,a few pilgrims 7 be+ lift$1 by unse5 h&s1 & c>ri$ across ! ,*asm4 ,"s ,p[] !re 0 to be> !m :i* nei!r ,orville nor ,mi*ael und]/ood4 ,_m1 h[ev]1 _h wait$ long1 :ile "s 7 tak5 quickly4 ,e h& 0 out/ret*$ t[>d ! ,cross1 & x c\ld easily be se5 t wait+ 0 a torture worse ?an ! bruises4 ,alas1 ,mi*ael1 said ,orville1 x is h>d] to suff] ! wait ?an ! pa94 ,yes1 ma/]1 ,mi*ael repli$1 b ?is is ,! ,*asm ( ,neglect$ ,duties4 ,we mu/ /ay until ^? we h fulfill$ may come to be> u across4 ,! "o :o goes fir/ w await ! o!r on ! opposite side4 ,alas1 ,mi*ael1 said ,orville1 y mu/ wait = me4 ,i h few good de$s & few duties well done4 ,ev5 z he spoke1 ,mi*ael's face began to %9e & 8 eyes 7 melt+4 ,orville look$ & saw a little *ild ) great w+s1 & beautiful beyond all dream+4 ,h] gaze 0 fix$ on ,mi*ael ) ! deepe/ love & long+4 ,h] voice 0 l ! music ( a h>p1 & %e spoke b "o little ^w3 ,daddy6 ,bride6 ,my little ,bride1 :isp]$ ,mi*ael4 ,orville knew h]1 ,mi*ael's fir/-born *ild1 :o _h di$ 9 infancy4 ,he rememb]$ h] fun]al4 ,9 pity = poor ,mi*ael1 & feel+ a duty t[>d 8 s]vant1 he _h foll[$ ! c(f9 to ! *ur* & to ! grave1 & _h borne ! exp5ses ( h] burial4 ,8 fri5ds wond]$ at su* consid]ation = "o s f> b5ea? him4 ,daddy1 :isp]$ ! beautiful _s1 ,i am to br+ y across1 & ma/]1 too4 ,god s5t me4 ,&1 daddy1 !re are millions ( *ildr5 :o c\ld br+ _! p>5ts ov] quickly1 if !y _h only let !m be born4 ,x 0 y & "m1 daddy1 :o gave me life1 baptism & ,heav54 ,_h ,i liv$ only a m9ute1 x w\ld h be5 wor? x4 ,&1 daddy1 "m is com+ soon1 & ,i am wait+ = y bo?4 ,!n ! beautiful *ild t\*$ & support$ !m1 & lo6 !y 7 waft$ across ,! ,*asm ( ,neglect$ ,duties3 ,mi*ael1 because he foll[$ ! comm& & made 8 m>riage a ,holy ,sacram5t to fulfil ! law ( ,god2 ,orville1 because he _h %[n m]cy & recognition ( 8 s]vant's claim ^u him4 ,)\t und]/&+ :y1 ,orville f\nd himself repeat+ ov] & ov] aga9 ! words3 ,bless$ are ! m]ciful1 = !y %all obta9 m]cy4 ,mi*ael he>d him & turn$ to say3 ,yes1 ma/]1 & ',bless$ are ! clean ( he>t1 = !y %all see ,god'6 ,h[ well x 0 = u t we _h ! he>t ( a *ild to plead our cause :5 we came to ,! ,*asm ( ,neglect$ ,duties4 ,v4 ,mi*ael1 said ,orville1 aft] a long & tiresome climb ov] a /eep "p ( ! ,road1 ^! rocks are %>p & trea*]\s1 & ,i h toil$ h>d & h made b v little progress4 ,i "k1 ma/]1 said ,mi*ael1 b ^! rocks are ! little faults ( our lives4 ,su* rocks cov] ! m\nta9 at ?is spot & are con/antly gr[+ m num]\s1 yet "o meets only "o's own4 ,! ,pla9 is n f> away n[4 ,we are j rea*+ x1 & ^! /ones are ! only way to x4 ,:at ,pla9 is x1 ,mi*ael8 ask$ ,orville4 ,x is call$1 ma/]1 said ,mi*ael1 ,! ,pla9 ( ,s9ful ,?+s4 ,x is betwe5 u & ! foot ( ! ,cross4 ,is x h>d to pass ov]1 ,mi*ael8 aga9 ask$ ,orville4 ,x is v h>d to mo/ m51 sir1 said ,mi*ael4 ,no "o kn[s h[ h>d :o has n be5 on x2 & yet :5 "o has be5 ov]1 "o rememb]s no?+1 = all is =gott5 :5 ,! ,flam+ ,cross is rea*$4 ,!y /ood n[ at ! top ( ! /ones1 & on ! edge ( ! va/ ,pla91 :i* lay :ite & scor*+ be=e !m4 ,multitudes1 z f> z ! eye c\ld see1 7 ^u x4 ,!y /ruggl$ pa9fully along2 b none /opp$ to re/1 = all faces 7 turn$ to ,! ,flam+ ,cross4 ,mi*ael took b "o /ep & a great *ange came ov] him4 ,orville look$ at him aga9 & aga91 b ,mi*ael did n seem to notice ! *ange 9 himself4 ,8 face %one ) a m>vel\s beauty4 ,8 g>m5ts became robes ( brilliant :ite4 ,ab\t 8 head a light play$1 ! l ( :i* ,orville _h nev] se54 ,x 0 m wondr\s ?an dreams ( ,p>adise4 ,8 ble$+ feet 7 heal$ & %one l 8 visage4 ,orville ?\ght t he he>d sweet voices ab\t ,mi*ael1 b voices :i* spoke to ,mi*ael only4 ,mi*ael1 my bro!r1 he said1 :at is ?is2 tell me8 & ,orville's voice s\nd$ s(t1 z if he 7 pray+4 ,mi*ael1 :o are y8 ,b ,mi*ael only smil$ k9dly & humbly4 ,i am none o!r ?an y\r s]vant1 sir1 he answ]$4 ,he :o s]ves1 reigns2 = 8 glory is 9 ! s]vice4 ,i w be ) y to ! foot ( ! ,cross4 ,9 life y 7 a good ma/]4 ,y w ne$ me until y rea* y\r own ,ma/] !re4 ,mi*ael po9t$ to :]e ! ,cross %one out ov] ! bli/]+ ,pla94 ,!n !y w5t on1 b ! heat p5etrat$ to ,orville's v m>r[ & he seem$ to fa9t "u x1 yet he always kept /ruggl+ =w>d4 ,! burn+ s&s cook$ 8 ble$+ feet1 b ! angui% did n halt him4 ,torr5ts ( te>s & sweat roll$ d[n f him1 b 8 hung] = ! ,cross made him =get4 ,to 8 pa9-rack$ body x felt z if ! ,cross gave out ! great heat1 b ,orville 0 m grateful ?an ev] = x4 ,does ?is heat really come f ! ,cross1 ,mi*ael8 he ask$4 ,yes1 f ! ,cross1 ma/]1 said ,mi*ael1 = ?is is ,! ,pla9 ( ,s9ful ,?+s1 & ! ,cross is ! ,sun ( ,ju/ice4 ,!n l a fla% ,orville began to und]/&1 ev5 z ,mi*ael _h und]/ood f ! beg9n+4 ,mi*ael saw ! *ange 9 him4 ,8 face became m radiant be=e he spoke4 ,ma/]1 he said1 my s]vice is almo/ ov]4 ,x 0 my pray] con/antly t ,i c\ld return y\r goodness to me & m9e2 b on e>? y 7 ri* & ,i 0 poor4 ,"h1 ma/]1 9 ,! ,l& ( ! ,dead1 ,i am ri* & y are poor4 ,god let me make my pilgrimage ) y4 ,! *ild y buri$ :5 ,i _h no?+1 bore y ov] ,! ,*asm ( ,neglect$ ,duties1 :]e y\r h>de/ lot 0 to be f\nd4 ,y did n ev5 see ano!r ,*asm1 :i* almo/ all meet1 ,! ,*asm ( ,=gott5 ,?+s1 = ! pray]s ga!r$ 9 a little *apel :i* y build$ 9 a wild]ness1 a *>ity y =got ! day aft] y did x1 fill$ up ! ,*asm be=e y came to x4 ,"h on ,! ,pla9 ( ,s9ful ,?+s we w\ld naturally sep>ate1 = ,i _h nev] wilfully s9n$ aga9/ ,god4 ,b y ne$$ me1 & ,he let me /ay4 ,ma/]1 y\r burd5 has fall5 f y4 ,x 0 true4 ,orville 0 /&+ erect1 ) 8 eyes look+ /raight at ,! ,flam+ ,cross1 :i* did n bl9d him4 ,8 burd5 _h vani%$1 & 8 face _h almo/ ! radiance ( ,mi*ael's4 ,! ,cross is ne> y n[1 ma/]4 ,look1 ,x comes t[>d y4 ,y\r pilgrimage is end+4 ,orville c\ld see ,x com+1 g5tly & sl[ly4 ,! ,pla9 0 n[ all beh9d him1 & yet x seem$ z if he _h sc>cely gone ov] m ?an a few y>ds ( x4 ,! h>p+ ( a ?\s& h>ps 0 n sweet en\gh = ! music t fill$ ! air4 ,l ! fall+ ( _m wat]s 9 ! di/ance came ! promise ( coolness to ,orville's p>*$ ?roat & 8 burn+ lips4 ,8 brea/ heav$ & he felt 8 he>t1 full ( ,love1 break 9 8 bosom2 b ) x broke ! bond ( ,s91 & he knew t he 0 dead1 inde$1 to e>?1 z out f ! /a9d cov] came 8 purifi$ s\l4 ,! ,cross 0 close to him n[4 ,) 8 new spiritual vision he saw t 9 =m x 0 ,"o l himself1 b ,"o ) eyes t 7 s(t & mild & full ( t5d]ness1 ) arms out/ret*$ & nail-pr9ts l glitt]+ gems ^u !m1 ) a w\nd$ side & out f x a flood p\r+ :i* cool$ ! p>*$ s&s1 s t f !m ! fl[]s sprang up1 full panopli$ 9 color1 =m & beauty1 & sweetly smell+4 ,ar\nd ,! ,flam+ ,cross flutt]$ c\ntless w+s1 & *ildi% voices made melody1 s(t & h>moni\s beyond all comp>e4 ,all else t ,orville ev] knew vani%$ be=e ! glance ( ! ,belov$2 faces & =ms de>e/ & ne>e/1 old haunts & old] affections1 all 7 melt$ into ?is ,"o ,great ,love t is ,et]nal4 ,! out/ret*$ arms 7 wrapp$ ar\nd !m4 ,! blood f ! w\nd$ side wa%$ all _! pa9s f !m4 ,on _! =eheads fell ! ,kiss ( ,peace1 & ,orville & ,mi*ael _h come home4 ,,! ,,vic>-,,g5]al ,! ,vic>-,g5]al 0 dead4 ,) 8 long1 :ite hair smoo!d back1 he lay ^u a silk pill[1 8 h&s clasp$ ov] a *alice ^u 8 brea/4 ,he 0 clad 9 prie/ly ve/m5ts2 & he look$1 z he lay 9 8 c(f9 be=e ! great alt> ) ! c&les burn+ on x1 z if he 7 j ready to arise & beg9 a new ,introibo 9 ,heav54 ,! bells ( ! *ur* :]e9 ! ,vic>-,g5]al lay asleep _h call$ 8 p all ! morn+ 9 a sad & solemn toll+4 ,! p _h come1 z sad & solemn z ! bells4 ,!y 7 ga!r$ ab\t ! bi] ( _! pa/or4 ,prie/s f f> & ne> _h *ant$ ! ,(fice ( ! ,dead2 ! ,requiem ,mass 0 ov]1 & ! v5]able *ief ( ! diocese1 ! ,bi%op himself1 /ood 9 cope & mitre1 to give ! la/ ,absolution4 ,illu/ration3 ,! ,bi%op himself /ood 9 cope & mitre to give ! la/ absolution4 ,! ,bi%op _h lov$ ! ,vic>-,g5]al--_h lov$ him z a bro!r4 ,= 0 x n ! ,vic>-,g5]al :o _h bidd5 ,8 ,lord%ip welcome1 :5 he came f 8 di/ant p>i% to take up ! c>es ( a diocese4 ,) all ! timidity ( a /rang]1 ! ,bi%op _h fe>$2 b ! ,vic>-,g5]al guid$ 8 /eps safely & well4 ,n[ ! ,bi%op1 gaz+ at ! :ite1 v5]able face1 rememb]$--& wept4 ,9 ! mid/ ( ! ,absolution1 8 voice broke4 ,prie/s bit _! lips1 z _! eyes fill$ ) hot te>s2 b ! ,si/]s :o taught 9 ! p>o*ial s*ool & _! little *>ges1 did n attempt to keep back _! sobs4 ,= o!rs ?an ! ,bi%op lov$ ! ,vic>-,g5]al4 ,!re 0 "o /&+ by ! c(f91 :om nei!r ! ,bi%op1 prie/s nor p saw4 ,x 0 ! ,vic>-,g5]al1 himself4 ,he /ill wore 8 prie/ly ve/m5ts4 ,0 he n a prie/ =ev]8 ,8 arms 7 fold$ & 8 face 0 tr\bl$4 ,he knew e "o pres5t2 b none ( !m knew t he 0 s ne>4 ,he scann$ ! l9es ( ! ,bi%op's face & seem$ to wond] at 8 te>s4 ,he 0 q unmov$ by ! sorr[ ar\nd him1 did n seem to c>e at all4 ,yet 9 life ! ,vic>-,g5]al _h c>$ mu* ab\t ! feel+s ( o!rs t[>d him4 ,8 eyes w&]$ ov] ! great congregation & re/$ on ! *ildr51 b )\t t5d]ness 9 !m4 ,?is1 too1 0 v unlike ! ,vic>-,g5]al4 ,!n ! eyes came back & re/$ on ! prie/ly =m 9 ! c(f91 & ! tr\ble ( !m increas$4 ,! ,absolution 0 ov] & ! c(f9 0 clos$ :5 ! ,vic>-,g5]al look$ up aga91 & knew t ,ano!r ,unse5 besides himself 0 pres5t4 ,! ,o!r 0 look+ ov] ! c(f9 at ! ,vic>-,g5]al2 look+ /eadily1 ) eyes t se>*$ d[n deep & ) la%es t 7 v1 v /ill4 ,he wore a long robe ( "s texture ! ,vic>-,g5]al _h nev] se5 9 life4 ,x %imm]$ l silk1 %one l gold1 & sp>kl$ z if du/$ ) t9y diamonds4 ,! hair ( ! ,o!r 0 long1 & fell1 bright & beautiful1 ov] 8 %\ld]s4 ,8 face seem$ to %9e out ( x1 l a jewel 9 a gold sett+4 ,8 limbs seem$ /rong & manly 9 spite ( 8 be>dless face4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al notic$ :at seem$ l w+s beh9d him2 b !y 7 n w+s1 only some?+ :i* gave ! impression ( !m4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al c\ld n remove 8 eyes f ! ,o!r4 ,gradually he knew t he 0 gaz+ at an ,angel1 & an ,angel :o _h intimate relation to himself4 ,! body 0 borne out ( ! *ur*4 ,! ,angel mov$ to foll[1 & ! ,vic>-,g5]al knew t he also _h to g4 ,! day 0 p]fect1 = x 0 9 ! full glory ( ! summ]2 b ! ,vic>-,g5]al notic$ little ( ei!r ! day or ! ga!r+4 ,! ,angel did n speak1 b 8 eyes said come3 & s ! ,vic>-,g5]al foll[$--:i!r1 he did n "k4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al 0 n sure t x 0 ev5 a place to :i* ! ,angel l$ him2 b he felt ) increas+ tr\ble t he 0 to be ! c5t] ( "s mom5t\s ev5t4 ,!re 7 p arriv+1 mo/ ( :om ! ,vic>-,g5]al knew--m5 & wom5 ( 8 flock1 to :om he _h m9i/]$ & _m ( :om he _h se5 die4 ,!y all smil$ at ! ,vic>-,g5]al z !y pass$1 & rang$ !mselves on "o side4 ,! ,sil5t ,angel /ood v close to ! ,vic>-,g5]al4 ,z ! p came ne>1 ! prie/ felt 8 ve/m5ts gr[ light ^u him1 z if !y 7 lift+ him 9 ! air4 ,!y %one v brightly1 too1 & took on a new beauty4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al felt glad t he 0 we>+ !m4 ,! ,sil5t ,angel look$ at him1 b spoke n a ^w2 yet ! ,vic>-,g5]al und]/ood at once1 knew t he 0 to answ] at a /]n trial1 & t ^! 7 8 witnesses--! s\ls ( ! p to :om he m9i/]$1 to :om he _h brok5 ! ,bread ( ,life4 ,h[ _m !re 76 ,!y gladd5$ ! ,vic>-,g5]al's he>t4 ,!re 7 8 conv]ts1 ! *ildr5 he _h baptiz$1 8 p5it5ts1 ! pure virg9s ^: v[s he _h consecrat$ to ,god1 ! y\?s :om 8 example _h won to ! alt>4 ,!y 7 all !re4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al c\nt$ !m1 & he c\ld n ?9k ( a s+le "o miss+4 ,on ! o!r side1 witnesses began to arrive & ! ,vic>-,g5]al's look ( tr\ble return$4 ,he felt 8 prie/ly ve/m5ts becom+ heavy4 ,especially did he feel ! weight ( ! amice1 :i* 0 l a heavy iron helmet cru%$ d[n ov] 8 %\ld]s4 ,! c9cture 0 b9d+ him v tightly4 ,he felt t he c\ld sc>cely move = x4 ,! maniple r5d]$ 8 left arm almo/ p[]less4 ,! /ole 0 pull+ at him1 & ! weight ( ! *asuble made him v fa9t4 ,he knew "s ( ! witnesses1 b only a few4 ,he _h se5 ^! few be=e4 ,!y 7 8 neglect$ spiritual *ildr54 ,he rememb]$ ea* & e case4 ,"o 0 a miss$ sick-call3 8 _h be5 ! fault4 ,ano!r 0 a man driv5 f ! *ur* by a h>% ^w spok5 9 ang]4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al rememb]$ ! day :5 he ref]r$ to ?is man 9 8 s]mon & saw him arise 9 8 pew & leave4 ,he did n return4 ,ano!r 0 a prie/--8 own assi/ant4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al _h no pati5ce ) 8 weaknesses4 ,f disgu/ at !m 8 feel+s _h turn$ to rancor aga9/ ! man--& ! assi/ant 0 lo/4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al trembl$2 = ^! ?+s he _h pass$ by z ei!r ju/ifi$ by reason ( ! sev]ity necess>y to 8 (fice1 or z wip$ out by 8 virtues--& he _h _m virtues4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al's eyes s\ght ^? ( ! ,sil5t ,angel1 & he lo/ "s ( 8 fe>1 :ile ! weight ( 8 ve/m5ts became a little light]4 ,b ! ,sil5t ,angel's gaze caus$ ! ,vic>-,g5]al aga9 to look at ! witnesses4 ,^? aga9/ him 7 increas+4 ,! faces ( ! new-com]s he did n "k4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al felt l prote/+ t !re mu/ be "s mi/ake1 = ! new-com]s 7 r$ m51 br[n m51 yell[ m5 & black m51 besides :ite m5 ^: faces 7 altoge!r /range4 ,he 0 sure none ( ^! _h ev] be5 9 8 p>i%4 ,! new-com]s 7 dress$ 9 ! g>bs ( e nation "u ! sun4 ,!y all alike look$ v /]nly at ! ,vic>-,g5]al1 s t he c\ld n be> _! glances4 ,/ill he c\ld n und]/& h[ he _h ev] (f5d$ aga9/ !m1 nor c\ld he surmise :y !y %\ld be witnesses to 8 hurt4 ,! ,sil5t ,angel /ill /ood beside ! ,vic>-,g5]al2 b ! tr\bl$ s\l ( ! prie/ c\ld f9d no enlight5m5t 9 8 eyes4 ,all ! :ile witnesses kept arriv+ & ! multitude ( !m fill$ him ) a great t]ror4 ,at la/ he saw a face among/ ! /rang]s :i* he ?\ght famili>1 & he began to und]/&4 ,x 0 ! face ( a prie/ he _h kn[n1 :o _h be5 9 ! same diocese1 some:at "u ! ,vic>-,g5]al's au?ority4 ,on e>? ?is prie/ _h be5 "o ( ! quiet k9d1 )\t ambition except to s]ve 9 a v humble way4 ,he _h always be5 9 a p>i% s poor & small1 t ! prie/ himself _h 9 8 mann]1 8 be>+1 ev5 8 clo!s1 reflect$ its humility & its pov]ty4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al rememb]$ t ! prie/ _h once come to him z a matt] ( consci5ce to say t1 :ile he 0 n compla9+1 nev]!less he really ne$$ help & c\nsel4 ,he said t 8 scatt]$ flock 0 be+ lo/ = ! want ( ?+s :i* c\ld n be suppli$ out ( its pov]ty4 ,he told ! ,vic>-,g5]al :at 0 ne$$4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al rememb]$ t he _h agre$ ) him2 b _h in=m$ him v g5tly t x 0 ! policy ( ! diocese to let ea* p>i% ma9ta9 & support itself4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al _h felt ju/ifi$ 9 refus+ 8 aid1 especially s9ce1 at t "t1 he 0 collect+ = a new organ = 8 own *ur*1 "o ) ?ree banks ( keys--! old "o _h b two4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al n[ knew t 8 slight feel+ ( worry at ! "t 0 n gr\ndless2 b :ile !n he _h felt vaguely t he 0 wrong 9 8 position1 n[ he 0 c]ta9 ( error4 ,8 eyes s\ght all ?r\gh 8 own witnesses1 b !y f\nd no likelihood ( a te/imony 9 8 favor bas$ on ! pur*ase ( t gr& organ4 ,!n x all came to ! ,vic>-,g5]al1 f ! eyes ( ! ,sil5t ,angel1 t he _h receiv$ on e>? all ! rew>d t 0 due to him = x4 ,! pres5ce ( ! m5 ( all colors & ( /range g>bs 0 /ill a my/]y to ! ,vic>-,g5]al2 b at la/ he saw among !m a b5t old prie/ ) a long be>d & a crucifix 9 8 girdle4 ,at once ! ,vic>-,g5]al recogniz$ him & 8 he>t sank4 ,too well he rememb]$ ! poor mission>y :o _h begg$ = assi/ance3 money1 a lett]1 a recomm5dation--any?+2 & _h fac$ ! inflexible (ficial = half an h\r dur+ 8 plead+4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al _h felt at t "t1 z he felt :5 8 poor diocesan bro!r _h come to him1 t !re 0 s mu* to be done at home1 absolutely no?+ c\ld be s5t out4 ,!re 0 ! ,orphanage :i* ! ,bi%op 0 build+ & !y 7 j beg9n+ to ga!r funds = a new ,ca!dral4 ,! ,bi%op _h acquiesc$ 9 ! ,vic>-,g5]al's rul+4 ,! diocese _h fl\ri%$ & _h gr[n /rong4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al _h always be5 its pride4 ,he 0 humbl$ n[ "u ! gaze ( ! ,sil5t ,angel1 ^: eyes told him :]e9 he _h be5 at fault4 ,he knew t ! fault 0 n 9 ! build+ ( ! great & beautiful ?+s1 :i* ( !mselves 7 good because !y 7 = ,god's glory2 b r 0 x 9 ?is3 t he _h %ut out ( 8 he>t1 = _! sakes1 ! cry ( affliction & ! call ( plead+ voices f ! ne> & f> begg+ b = ! crumbs :i* meant to !m ,fai? "h & ,life h]eaft]4 ,n[1 ,o ,god6 !re 7 ! r$ m51 ! br[n m51 ! yell[ m5 & ! black m52 n to speak ( ^! :ite m5 ^: faces 7 s /range2 & !y 7 go+ to say some?+--some?+ aga9/ him4 ,he c\ld guess--c\ld well guess :at x 0 !y w\ld say4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al knew t he _h be5 wrong1 & t 8 wrong _h come into ,et]nity4 ,he d\bt$ if x ev] c\ld be made "r1 = he knew n[ ! value ( a s\l ev5 9 a black body4 ,he knew x1 b 0 x too late8 ,8 ve/m5ts 7 z heavy z lead4 ,trembl+ 9 e limb1 ! ,vic>-,g5]al look$ = 8 ,judge2 b he c\ld n see ,him4 ,he only felt ,8 ,pres5ce4 ,! ,sil5t ,angel _h a book 9 8 h&4 ,! ,vic>-,g5]al c\ld read its title4 ,!re 0 a *alice on ! cov]1 z if x spoke ( prie/s1 & "u x he read3 ,,! ,,law ,,by ,,:i* ,,!y ,,%all ,,be ,,judg$4 ,! ,sil5t ,angel op5$ ! book & ! ,vic>-,g5]al saw t x _h b "o page4 ,%9+ out f ! page he read3 ,,?\ ,,art ,a ,,prie/ ,,=ev]4 ,& "u x3 ,,g ,,ye1 ,,!re=e1 ,,& ,,tea* ,,all ,,nations4 ,sorr[ 0 ov] ! s\l ( ! prie/4 ,only ! hope 9 ! eyes ( ! ,sil5t ,angel gave him hope1 z he b[$ 8 head be=e ! judgm5t4 ,,! ,,resurrection ,,( ,,alta ,fa!r ,broidy ru%$ d[n ! /one /eps & ran t[>d ! ,bi%op's c>riage :i* _h j /opp$ at ! curb4 ,he flung op5 ! door be=e ! driv] c\ld alight1 kiss$ ! r+ on ! h& ext5d$ him1 help$ its own] out & ) a beam+ face l$ ! ,bi%op to ! pretty & com=table rectory4 ,welcome6 welcome to ,alta1 ,bi%op1 he said z !y ent]$ ! h\se1 & sure ! :ole ,dean]y is "h to back x up4 ,! ,bi%op smil$ z ! cl]gy troop$ d[n ! /airs e*o+ ! greet+4 ,! ,bi%op knew !m all1 & he 0 happy1 = well 0 he aw>e t e man meant :at he said4 ,no "o really ev] admir$ ! ,bi%op1 b all lov$ him1 & ea* _h a private reason ( 8 own = x t he nev] confid$ to anyone save 8 ne>e/ crony4 ,!y 7 all "h n[ to witness ! resurrection ( ,alta--! poore/ p>i% 9 a n too ri* ,diocese1 hopeless ?ree ye>s ago1 b n[--well1 !re x is across ! lot1 t symphony 9 /one1 e l9e ( its *a/e go?ic a ,te ,deum t ev5 an agno/ic c\ld und]/& & appreciate2 e bit ( c>v+ ! p>agraph ( a s]mon t pass]s-by1 p]=ce1 mu/ he>4 ,to-day x is to be consecrat$1 ! cap-/one is to be set on ,fa!r ,broidy's ,ar* ( ,triumph & ! real life ( ,alta p>i% to beg94 ,i ?\ght y _h b sixte5 families "h1 said ! ,bi%op z he wat*$ ! cr[d /ream into ! *ur*4 ,!re 7 b eighte51 ,bi%op1 ! "y prie/ answ]$1 ) a happy smile t _h consid]able self-satisfaction 9 x4 ,!re are sev5ty-five n[4 ,& h[ did x come ab\t1 my lad8 que/ion$ ! ,bi%op4 ,mo/ly ?r\gh my mission br++ back "s ( ! 'ought-to-be's1' b ,i suppose pr9cipally because my fri5d ,mc,dermott op5$ 8 factory to ,ca?olics4 ,y "k1 ,bi%op1 t ?\gh he 0 born "o ( u he _h someh[ acquir$ a bitt] hatr$ ( ! ,*ur*1 & he nev] employ$ ,ca?olics until ,i br\ght him ar\nd4 ,!re 0 a %ad[ ( a smile t _h mean+ to x on ! ,bi%op's face1 z he patt$ ! ard5t "y pa/or on ! arm1 & said3 ,well1 ,god bless him6 ,god bless him6 b ,i suppose we mu/ beg9 to ve/ n[4 ,is x n ne> t5 o'clock8 ,fa!r ,broidy turn$ ) a little %ade ( disappo9tm5t on 8 face to ! "w ( prep>ation1 & soon _h ! procession />t$ t[>d ! *ur*4 ,%all ,i describe ! beauty ( x all8--! lights & fl[]s1 ! sw++ c5s]s1 ) ! glory ( ! *ant & ! weal? ( my/ic symbolism :i* foll[$ ! pass+ ( t solemn procession into ! sanctu>y8 ,t c\ld be/ be imag9$1 l ! feel+ 9 ! he>t ( ! "y pa/or :o ador$ e l9e ( ! build+4 ,he _h wat*$ ! lay+ ( ea* /one1 & c\ld almo/ c\nt ! *ips t _h jump$ f e *isel4 ,!re _h nev] be5 s beautiful a day to him1 & nev] su* a c]emony b "o--?ree ye>s ago 9 ! ,sem9>y *apel4 ,he almo/ =got x 9 ! glory ( ! pres5t4 ,de> me1 h[ well ,kais] did prea*6 ,he always knew x1 did ,fa!r ,broidy1 t "y ,kais] _h x 9 him4 ,he did n envy him a bit ( ! congratulations4 ,!y 7 a "p ( ,fa!r ,broidy's triumph1 too4 ,x 0 small wond] t ! ,dean :isp]$ to ! ,bi%op on ! way back to ! rectory3 ,y w h to put ,broidy at ! top ( ! li/ n[4 ,he has surely won 8 spurs to-day4 ,b aga9 ! %ad[ ( ! mean+ smile 0 on ! ,bi%op's face1 & he said no?+2 s ! ,dean look$ wise & my/]i\s z he slapp$ ! "y pa/or on ! back & said3 ,pr(iciat1 ,god bless y6 ,y h done well1 & ,i am pr\d ( y1 b wait & li/54 ,!n 8 voice dropp$ to a :isp]4 ,i 0 talk+ to ! ,bi%op ab\t y4 ,! d9n]8 ,well1 ,anne excell$ h]self4 ,is n t en\gh to say8 ,b p]haps y h nev] ta/$ ,anne's cook+8 ,!n y surely h he>d ( x1 = all ! ,diocese kn[s ab\t x1 & ev]yone said t ,broidy 0 9 8 usual good luck :5 ,anne left ! ,dean's & w5t to keep h\se = ! prie/ at ,alta4 ,/ory foll[$ /ory1 z di% foll[$ di%1 & a *ance to rub up ! wit t _h be5 gr[+ ru/y 9 ! c\ntry missions = mon?s nev] pass$ by unnotic$4 ,! ,dean 0 toa/ma/]4 ,"r ,rev]5d ,bi%op & ,rev]5d ,fa!rs1 he began1 :5 he _h en=c$ sil5ce ) ! h&le ( 8 =k1 x is my pleasure & pride to be "h to-day4 ,?ree ye>s ago a "y prie/ 0 s5t to "o ( ! mo/ mis]ably poor places 9 ! ,diocese4 ,:at he f\nd y all "k4 ,! sorr[ful hi/ory ( ! decl9e ( ,alta 0 nev] a secret record4 ,eighte5 c>eless families left4 ,bigotry rampant4 ,factories clos$ to ,ca?olics4 ,*ur* dilapidat$4 ,only ! ve/ry = a dwell+ place4 ,t 0 ?ree ye>s ago1 & look ar\nd y to-day4 ,see ! *ur*1 h\se & s*ool1 & built out ( :at8 ,t is ,fa!r ,broidy's "w & ,fa!r ,broidy's triumph1 b we are glad ( x4 ,no man has made su* a record 9 our ,diocese be=e4 ,:at h we o!rs done by ! side ( 8 extraord9>y ef=t8 ,yet we are n jeal\s4 ,we "k well ! good qualities ( s\l & body 9 our "y fri5d1 & ,god bless him4 ,we are pleas$ to be ) him1 ?\gh completely outclass$4 ,we rejoice 9 ! resurrection ( ,alta4 ,let me n[ call ^u our belov$ ,bi%op1 ^: pres5ce among u is always a joy4 ,:5 ! applause subsid$ ! ,bi%op arose1 & = an in/ant /ood aga9 ) t mean+ smile j light+ 8 face4 ,= t in/ant he did n utt] a ^w4 ,:5 he did speak !re 0 a quiv] 9 8 voice t age _h nev] plant$ & 9 spite ( ! jokes :i* _h prec$$ & ! laught] :i* he _h l$1 x s\nd$ l a =]unn] ( te>s4 ,he _h nev] be5 call$ eloqu5t1 ?is k9dly-fac$ & sn[-cr[n$ old man1 b :5 he spoke x 0 always ) a g5tle dignity1 & a dep? ( sympa?y & feel+ t compell$ att5tion4 ,x is a great satisfaction1 my de> ,fa!rs1 he began1 to f9d s _m ( y "h to rejoice ) our "y fri5d & 8 devot$ p1 & to ?us enc\rage ! gr[? ( a prie/ly life :i* he has s well begun 9 ,alta4 ,no "o glories 9 8 success m ?an ,i4 ,no "o m w>mly ?an ,i1 8 ,bi%op1 t5d]s congratulations4 ,?is is truly a day ! ,"l has made--?is day 9 ,alta4 ,x is a day ( joy & gladness = prie/ & p4 ,w y p>don an old man if he /ems ! tide ( mir? = an in/ant8 ,he c\ld n hope to /em x = long4 ,on su* an occasion z ?is x w\ld bur/ ! b>ri]s1 leav+ :at he w\ld %[ y once m subm]g$ b5ea? rippl+ wat]s & silv]-tipp$ waves ( laught]4 ,x seems wrong ev5 to ?9k ( ! dep?s :]e lie ! bodies ( ! dead & ! hulks ( ! wreck$4 ,b ! bottom always has its treasure z well z its trag$y4 ,!re are bo? a trag$y & a treasure 9 ! /ory ,i w tell y to-day4 ,y rememb] ,fa!r ,belmond1 ! fir/ pa/or ( ,alta8 ,yes6 ,!n let me tell y a /ory t y\r g5]\s prie/ly s\ls w treasure z x des]ves4 ,! table 0 /rangely sil5t4 ,n "o ( ! gue/s _h ev] be=e kn[n ! dep? ( sympa?y 9 ! old ,bi%op till n[4 ,e *ord 9 ! nature ( ea* man vibrat$ to ! t\* ( 8 words4 ,illu/ration3 ,i ask$ him h[ he liv$ on ! pittance he _h receiv$4 ,x 0 t5 ye>s ago1 w5t on ! ,bi%op--ah1 h[ ye>s fly fa/ to ! old6--a fri5d ( college days1 a bi%op 9 an ,ea/]n ,/ate1 wrote me a long lett] conc]n+ a "y conv]t he _h j orda9$4 ,he 0 a lad ( great tal5ts1 brilliant & h&some1 ! son ( weal?y p>5ts1 :o1 h[ev]1 n[ ca/ him (f1 giv+ him to und]/& t he w\ld receive no?+ f !m4 ,! "y man 0 fill$ ) zeal1 & he begg$ ! bi%op to give him to "s mission>y diocese :]e9 he c\ld "w 9 obscurity = ! great] glory ( ,god4 ,he 0 s useful & s brilliant a man t ! bi%op desir$ to atta* him to 8 own h\sehold & 0 loa? to lose him1 b ! prie/ begg$ h>d & 0 p]si/5t2 s ! bi%op ask$ me to take him = a few ye>s & give him actual contact ) ! h>d%ips ( life 9 a pione] /ate4 ,soon1 he ?\ght1 ! "y man w\ld be will+ to return to 8 l>g] field4 ,! bi%op1 9 o!r words1 want$ to te/ him4 ,i sadly ne$$ prie/s1 s :5 he came ) ! oil /ill wet on 8 h&s1 ,i gave him a place--! wor/ ,i _h--,i gave him ,alta4 ,"s ( y old] m5 "k :at x 0 !n4 ,! /ory ( ,alta is full ( sorr[4 ,i told x to him1 b he ?ank$ me & w5t to 8 *>ge4 ,i expect$ to see him )9 a week1 b ,i did n see him = a ye>4 ,!n ,i s5t = him1 & ) 8 annual report 9 my h& ,i ask$ him h[ he liv$ on ! pittance :i* he _h receiv$4 ,he said t x took v little :5 "o 0 c>eful & t he liv$ well en\gh--b 8 coat 0 ?readb>e & 8 %oes 7 sadly pat*$4 ,!re 0 a brightness 9 8 eyes too1 & a flu% on 8 *eek t ,i did n q l4 ,i ask$ him ( 8 "w & he told me t he 0 hopeful--told me ( ! little repairs he _h made1 ( a s\l won back1 b 9 ! conv]sation ,i actually /ole ! sad tale ( 8 pov]ty f him4 ,yet he made no compla9t & w5t back *e]fully to ,alta4 ,! next mon? he came aga91 b ?is "t he told me ( ! dire ne$ ( aid1 n = himself1 b = 8 *ur*4 ,! p1 he said1 7 poor pione]s1 & 9 ! com=tless & ugly old *ur* !y 7 los+ _! grip on religion4 ,! "y p 7 fall+ away v fa/4 ,all ar\nd 7 well ord]$ & beautiful sect>ian *ur*es4 ,he c\ld see ! effect1 n visible to less int]e/$ eyes b v pla9 to 84 ,he fe>$ t ano!r g5]ation w\ld be lo/ & he ask$ me if !re 0 any possibility ( secur+ tempor>y aid su* z ! sects _h = _! build+ "w4 ,i _h to tell him t no?+ c\ld be done4 ,i told him ( ! pov]ty ( my own ,diocese1 & t1 :ile 8 0 a poor place1 !re 7 o!rs approa*+ x4 ,9 my he>t ,i knew !re 0 some?+ sadly lack+ 9 our national "w = ! ,*ur*1 b ,i c\ld d no?+ myself4 ,he wrote to 8 own ,/ate = help1 b ! lett]s 7 unansw]$4 ,except = ! few /ip5ds ,i c\ld give him & :i* he devot$ to 8 "w1 x 0 impossible to d any?+4 ,he 0 brave & nev] falt]$ ?\gh ! eyes 9 him %one bright] & 9 places 8 coat 0 worn ?r\gh4 ,a few days lat] ,i receiv$ a lett] f 8 bi%op ask+ h[ he did & say+ t he w\ld appo9t him to an excell5t p>i% if he w\ld return home will+ly4 ,i s5t ! lett] to ,alta ) a little note ( my own1 congratulat+ him on 8 *ang$ condition4 ,he return$ ! lett] to me ) a few l9es say+3 ',i c n g4 ,if ,i des]t my p "h x w\ld be a s94 ,!re are pl5ty at home = ! ri* places b y h no "o to s5d "h4 ,please ask ! bi%op to let me /ay4 ,i ?9k x is ,god's w4' ,! day ,i receiv$ t lett] ,i he>d "o ( my prie/s at ! ,ca!dral say3 ',h[ se$y t "y ,belmond looks6 = an ,ea/]n man he is positively sloppy 9 8 dress4 ,he ought to brace up & ?9k ( ! dignity ( 8 call+4 ,surely su* a man is n calculat$ to impress himself ^u our sep>at$ bre?r54' ,& ano!r *im$ 93 ',i wond] :y he left 8 own diocese8' ,i he>d no m = two ye>s except = ! annual report1 & n[ & !n a reque/ = a disp5sation4 ,i did he> t he 0 tea*+ ! few *ildr5 ( ! p>i% himself1 & e little :ile ,i saw an article 9 "s ( ! pap]s1 unsign$ b suspici\sly l 8 /yle1 & ,i suspect$ t he 0 e>n+ a little money ) 8 p54 ,"o w9t] night1 return+ alone f a visitation ( ,v9ta1 ! fa/ tra9 0 /all$ by a blizz>d at ! ,alta /ation4 ,i w5t out on ! plat=m to secure a brea? ( fre% air1 b ,i _h sc>cely clos$ ! door :5 a boy ru%$ up to me & ask$ if ,i 7 a ,ca?olic prie/4 ,:5 ,i nodd$ he said3 ',we h be5 try+ to get a prie/ all day1 b ! wires are d[n 9 ! /orm4 ,fa!r ,belmond is sick & ! doctor says he w die4 ,he told me to look ?r\gh e tra9 t came 94 ,he 0 sure ,i w\ld f9d "s "o4' ,rea*+ at once = my grip & coat ,i ru%$ to ! home ( ! ,pa/or4 ,! home 0 ! lean-to ve/ry ( ! old log *ur*4 ,9 "o corn] ,fa!r ,belmond liv$2 ano!r 0 giv5 ov] to ! ve/m5ts & l95s4 ,ev]y?+ 0 spotlessly clean4 ,on a poor b$ ! prie/ 0 toss+1 moan+ & deliri\s4 ,only ! boy _h att5d$ him 9 8 sickness until ! noon ( t day :5 two good old wom5 he>d ( 8 condition & came4 ,"o ( !m 0 at 8 b$side :5 ,i ent]$4 ,:5 %e saw my coll> %e lift$ h] h&s 9 t peculi>ly ,hib]nian ge/ure t means s mu*1 & said3 ',sure1 ,god s5t y "h ?is night4 ,he has be5 wait+ s9ce noon to die4' ,! sick prie/ op5$ 8 eyes t n[ _h ! brightness ( dea? 9 !m & appe>$ to look ?r\gh me4 ,he seem$ to be v f> away4 ,b sl[ly ! eyes told me t he 0 com+ back--back f ! %ad[s2 !n at la/ he spoke3 ',y1 ,bi%op8 ,?ank ,god6' ,he made 8 simple confession4 ,i ano9t$ him & br\ght him ,viaticum f ! tab]nacle 9 ! *ur*4 ,!n ! eyes w5t wild aga91 & ,i saw :5 !y op5$ & look$ at me t he _h already turn$ ar\nd1 & 0 aga9 walk+ ?r\gh ! %ad[s ( ! ,great ,valley t ends ! ,long ,road4 ,illu/ration3 ,!n ,i le>n$--old prie/ & bi%op z ,i 0--,i le>n$ my lesson4 ,?r\gh ! night we ?ree1 ! old woman1 ! boy & myself1 wat*$ him & li/5$ to 8 w&]+s4 ,!n ,i le>n$--old prie/ & bi%op z ,i 0--,i le>n$ my lesson4 ,! lips t nev] spoke a compla9t 7 mov$1 b n by 8 w1 to g ov] ! /ory ( two t]rible ye>s4 ,x 0 a sad /ory4 ,x began ) 8 great zeal4 ,he want$ to d s mu*1 b ! black disc\ragem5t ( ev]y?+ sl[ly kill$ 8 hopes4 ,he saw ! ,fai? go+ f 8 p4 ,he saw t !y 7 ceas+ to c>e4 ,! t[n 0 !n1 z x is to-day1 ,mc,dermott's t[n1 b ,mc,dermott _h fall5 away :5 8 ri*es came1 & "s t]rible ev5t1 a qu>rel ) a =m] prie/ :o _h att5d$ ,alta f a di/ant po9t1 _h left ,mc,dermott bitt]4 ,he practically drove ! pa/or f 8 door4 ,he clos$ 8 factory to ! prie/'s p & "o by "o !y left4 ,only eighte5 families /ay$4 ,! dy+ prie/ c\nt$ !m ov] 9 8 dreams1 & sobb$ z he told ( ! o!rs :o _h gone4 ,!n ! bigotry t ,mc,dermott's fai? _h kept conceal$ broke out "u ! enc\ragem5t ( ,mc,dermott's infidelity4 ,! boys ( ! t[n flung insults at ! prie/ z he pass$4 ,! p gave little1 & t grudg+ly4 ,i c\ld almo/ feel 8 pa9 z he told 9 8 delirium h[1 day aft] day1 he _h dragg$ 8 frail body to *ur* & on ! r\nd ( duty4 ,b e n[ & !n1 z if ! words came naturally to be> him up1 he w\ld say3 ',x's = ,god's sake4 ,i am no?+4 ,x w all come 9 ,8 own good "t4' ,!n ,i knew ! _s t kept him to 8 "w4 ,he w5t ov] 8 visit to me4 ,h[ he _h hop$1 & !n h[ 8 hopes 7 da%$ to ! gr\nd4 ,oh1 de> ,"l1 _h ,i kn[n :at x all meant to t s5sitive1 sa9tly nature1 ,i w\ld h sold my r+ & cross to give him :at he ne$$4 ,b my words seem$ to h brok5 him & he came home to die4 ,! night ( 8 return he sp5t be=e ! alt> 9 8 log *ur*1 &1 ,sa9ts ( ,heav51 h[ he pray$6 ,:5 ,i he>d 8 poor1 dry lips :isp] ov] ! pray] once m ,i b[$ my head on ! cov]let & cri$ z only a *ild c cry--& ,i 0 only a *ild at t m9ute 9 spite ( my :ite hair & wr9kles4 ,he _h (f]$ a supreme sacrifice--8 life4 ,i glean$ f 8 pray]s t 8 p>5ts _h done him ! "o favor ( keep+ up 8 insurance & t he _h made x ov] to 8 *ur*4 ,s he want$ to die at 8 po/ & pite\sly begg$ ,god to take him4 ,= 8 dea? he knew w\ld give ,alta a *ur*4 ,he seem$ p5etrat$ ) ! idea t alive he 0 useless1 b t 8 dea? meant ! resurrection ( ,alta4 ,:5 ,i he>d t same expression us$ s (t5 to-day ,i liv$ ov] aga9 ! :ole /ory ( t night 9 ! little ve/ry4 ,all ?is "t he _h be5 pick+ ! cov]let1 & 8 h&s seem$1 dur+ ! pauses1 to be hold+ ! pat5 z if he 7 ga!r+ up ! m9ute p>ticles f ! corporal4 ,at la/ 8 h& f\nd m9e4 ,he clung to x1 & j an in/ant 8 eyes look$ at me ) reason 9 !m4 ,he smil$1 & murmur$1 ',x is all "r1 n[1 ,bi%op4' ,i he>d a sob back ( me :]e ! boy /ood1 & ! old woman 0 pray+4 ,he 0 try+ to speak aga91 & ,i caught ! words1 ',god's sake--,i am no?+--,8 good "t4' ,!n he 0 /ill1 j z ! morn+ sun broke ?r\gh ! w9d[s4 ,t m9ute1 ,rev]5d ,fa!rs1 began ! resurrection ( ,alta4 ,! old woman told me h[ x happ5$4 ,he 0 tw5ty-five miles away att5d+ "o ( 8 missions :5 ! blizz>d 0 at its height4 ,mc,dermott fell sick & a telegram 0 s5t = ! prie/--! la/ message be=e ! wires came d[n4 ,fa!r ,belmond />t$ to drive ?r\gh ! /orm back to ,alta4 ,he succe$$ 9 rea*+ ,mc,dermott's b$side & gave him ! la/ ,sacram5ts4 ,he did n break d[n himself until he return$ to ! ve/ry1 b = tw5ty-f\r h\rs he toss$ 9 fev] be=e !y f\nd him4 ,mc,dermott grew bett]4 ,he s5t = me :5 he he>d ,i 0 9 t[n4 ,! fir/ "q he ask$ 03 ',is he dead8' ,i told ,mc,dermott ! /ory j z ,i am tell+ y4 ',god =give me1' said ! sick man1 't prie/ di$ = me4 ,:5 he came "h ,i ord]$ him out ( my (fice1 yet :5 !y told him ,i 0 sick he drove ?r\gh ! /orm = my sake4 ,he believ$ 9 ! wor? ( a s\l1 & he himself 0 ! noble/ s\l t ,alta ev] _h4' ,i said no?+4 ,somebody bett] ?an a m]e bi%op 0 talk+ to ,mc,dermott1 & ,i1 ,8 m9i/]1 0 sil5t 9 ,8 pres5ce4 ',bi%op1' said ,mc,dermott1 aft] long ?\ght1 ',i nev] really believ$ until n[2 ,i'm sorry t x took a man's life to br+ back ! ,fai? ( my fa!rs4 ,s5d u a prie/ to ,alta--"o :o c d ?+s3 "o aft] ! /amp ( ! sa9t 9 ! ve/ry4 ,i'll be 8 fri5d & toge!r we w c>ry on ! "w he began4 ,i'll see him ?r\gh if ,god sp>es me4' ,de> ,fa!rs1 x is ne$less to say :at ,i did4 ,fa!r ,broidy1 on ?is happy day ,i h n re-e*o$ ! praises t h be5 %[]$ ^u y z mu* z p]haps ,i might h done1 because ,i res]v$ = y a praise t is high] ?an all ( !m4 ,i believ$ :5 ,i s5t y "h t y 7 ( 8 /amp4 ,y h done y\r duty & y h done x well4 ,i am n ungrateful & ,i %all n =get4 ,b y\r be/ praise f me is1 t ,i firmly believe t y1 "u l circum/ances1 w\ld also h will+ly giv5 y\r life = ! resurrection ( ,alta4 ,,! ,,man ,,) ,a ,,dead ,,s\l ,ye>s ago !re liv$ a man ^: s\l _h di$2 & di$ z only a s\l may die1 by ! man's own de$4 ,8 body liv$ /ill = debau*]y1 8 m9d liv$ /ill to pond] on evil1 b 8 s\l 0 /ifl$ 9 a flood ( s94 ,s ! man liv$ 8 life ) a dead s\l4 ,:5 ! s\l di$ ! man's dreams *ang$4 ,! fairy *ildr5 ( 8 y\? came no m to play ) him & 8 visions 7 ( l&s b>e & desolate1 ) great rocks in/ead ( gre5 trees2 & s&y1 dry & arid pla9s in/ead ( bright grass & fl[]s4 ,b out ( ! rocks %one fi]y ve9s ( virg9 gold & ! pitiless sun t dri$ ! pla9 reflect$ c\ntless small] suns ( unt\*$ diamonds4 ,hi!r 9 dreams came (t5 ! man ) ! dead s\l4 ,! ye>s pass$ & ! man realiz$ ) 8 mortal eyes ! full ( 8 dreams & t\*$ mortal foot to ! des]t t n[ 0 all 8 own4 ,gre$ily he pick$ & dug till 8 we>y body cri$ en\gh4 ,!n only he left1 :5 8 /r5g? c\ld dig no m4 ,s he began to live m evilly because ( 8 new p[] ( weal?2 & 8 s\l 0 f>!r ?an ev] f resurrection4 ,n[ x happ5$ t ! man ) ! dead s\l soon f\nd t he _h become a lep] because ( 8 s9s1 & s ) all 8 ga9s 0 driv5 f among m54 ,he w5t back to ! des]t & wat*$ ! gold ve9s 9 ! rocks & ! %9+ ( ! diamonds1 all ! "t hop+ = m /r5g? to dig4 ,b :ile wait+1 8 mus+s turn$ to hateful ?\ghts ( all 8 k9dr$1 & abhorr5ce ( all good4 ,s he said3 ,i h be5 driv5 f among m5 because !y love virtue1 h5ce=? ,i w hate x2 because !y lov$ ,god1 h5ce=? ,i w love only evil2 because !y use _! belong+s to "w m]cy1 h5ce=? ,i w use m9e to inflict rev5ge4 ,i may n g to m51 s ,i w g to ^? :o d m5 h>m4 ,s ! man ) ! dead s\l w5t to live among ! bea/s4 ,he dwelt = a long "t 9 ! =e/s & ! mo/ savage ( ! brutes 7 8 fri5ds4 ,"o day he saw a h]mit at ! door ( 8 cave4 ,h[ live/ ?\ "h8 he ask$4 ,f ! (f]+s ( ! rav5 :o br+s me bread & ! wild bees :o give x sweetness & ! great bea/s :o clo! me1 answ]$ ! h]mit4 ,!n ! man ) ! dead s\l left ! bea/s because !y did good & 7 m]ciful4 ,out ( ! =e/ ! ,nor? ,w9d met ! man & toss$ him ^u its w+s & buffet$ him & *ill$ him to ! m>r[4 ,9 va9 he ask$ = m]cy1 ! ,nor? ,w9d w\ld give none4 ,half froz5 & sore ) bl[s ! man gasp$-- ',tis well6 ,i w dwell ) !e = ?\ give/ no?+ b evil4 ,s he w5t to dwell 9 ! cave ( ! ,nor? ,w9d & ! *ill ( ! pitiless cold 0 good to him on acc\nt ( 8 dead s\l4 ,"o day he saw ! cl\ds com+1 head$ = 8 own des]t1 & ! ,nor? ,w9d w5t to meet !m & a mighty battle took place 9 ! air2 b ! ,nor? ,w9d 0 ! victor4 ,:ite on ! gr\nd :]e ! *ill _h flung !m lay ! cl\ds 9 sn[ cry/als2 & ! man laugh$ 8 joy at ! sight ( ! ru9--= he knew t ! ra9-cl\ds w\ld h gre5$ 8 des]t & made x beautiful4 ,b he he>d ! m5 :o cultivat$ ! l& on :i* ! sn[ _h fall5 bless ! ,nor? ,w9d t x _h giv5 _! crops protection & promis$ pl5ty to ! fields ( :eat4 ,!n ! man ) ! dead s\l curs$ ! ,nor? ,w9d & w5t to dwell 9 ! ocean4 ,! wat]s bade him /ay & daily he saw _! "w ( evil4 ,d[n 9 ! dep?s dead m5's bones :it5$ beside ! weal? ( treasure ! ocean _h claim$4 ,he walk$ along ! bottom = ye>s exult+ 9 de/ruction be=e he came to ! surface to wat* ! /orms & laugh at ! big waves eat+ ! great %ips4 ,b !re 0 only a g5tle breeze bl[+ t day1 & he saw great vessels lad5 ) treasure & weal? pass+ f nation to nation4 ,he saw ! dolph9s play ov] ! bosom ( ! wat]s & ! sea-gulls happy to ride ! waves4 ,!n af> (f he saw ! bright columns :]e all day long ! sun kept work+1 draw+ moi/ure to ! sky f ! wat]s to spread x1 ev5 ov] ! man's b>r5 des]t1 to make x bloom4 ,curs+ aga91 ! man ) ! dead s\l left ! wat]s & buri$ himself b5ea? ! e>?1 to hide 9 d>k caves :]e nei!r light nor s\nd c\ld g4 ,b a gl[worm t liv$ 9 ! cave made x all too bright4 ,by its lant]n he saw ! hidd5 my/]i\s =ces work+4 ,?r\gh t9y pa?s w>m? & n\ri%m5t ran to be ne> ! surface t baby se$s might g]m9ate1 live & fl\ri% = man's b5efit4 ,he saw great =e/s draw _! /r5g? f ! v ,e>? into :i* he _h burr[$1 to fall aga9 9 dea? into its k9dly arms & s to *ange into c>bon & rema9 /or$ away = man's future com=t4 ,!n ! man ) ! dead s\l c\ld live 9 e>? no long]1 & nei!r c\ld he g to ! bea/s1 to ! air1 or to ! wat]s4 ,i w return to my des]t1 he said1 = !re is m ( evil 9 ! gold & diamonds ?an any:]e else4 ,s he w5t back :]e ! gold /ill %one f ! ve9s 9 ! cliffs & ! diamonds tw9kl$ 9 ! pitiless sun rays4 ,b a ?rone _h be5 rais$ on a hillock & a k+ sat !reon ) a cr[n on 8 head & a trid5t 9 8 h&4 ,:o art ?\ :o invade/ my des]t8 ask$ ! man4 ,?y ma/]1 answ]$ ! k+4 ,& :o is my ma/]8 ask$ ! man4 ,! _s ( evil4 ,!n w\ld ,i dwell ) !e1 said ! man4 ,?\ ha/ s]v$ me well & ?\ art welcome1 said ! k+4 ,behold6 ,he /ret*$ =? ! trid5t & demons peopl$ ! des]t4 ,^! are ?y companions4 ,?\ %alt dwell ) !m1 & )\t torture1 unless ?y evil de$s be turn$ to good to torture me4 ,"k t ?\ ha/ pass$ f mortal life1 & ?y de$s ( evil h br\ght !e my favor4 ,if ?\ ha/ be5 successful 9 reap+ ! evil ?\ has s[n1 ?\ %alt be my fri5d4 ,b "k t = e good ?+ t comes f x1 ?\ %alt be tortur$ ) :ips ( scorpions4 ,s ! man ) ! dead s\l walk$ ?r\gh r[s ( demons ) :ips 9 _! h&s2 b no arm 0 rais$ to /rike1 = he _h s[n 8 evil well & ! k+ did n fr[n on him4 ,!n "o day a s+le :ip ( scorpions fell ^u 8 %\ld]s4 ,pa9-rack$ he look$ at ! k+ & saw t 8 face 0 twi/$ ) agony3 !n he knew t some:]e an evil de$ ( 8 own _h be5 turn$ to good4 ,& ev5 :ile he look$ ! :ips began to fall m]cilessly f all sides & ! k+1 frantic ) agony1 cri$ out3 ,te> aside ! veil4 ,let him see4 ,9 an in/ant ! :ips ceas$ to fall & ! man ) ! dead s\l saw all ! ,e>? be=e him--& und]/ood4 ,a g5]ation _h pass$ s9ce he _h gone1 b 8 ke5 eye s\ght & f\nd 8 weal?4 ,! f+] ( ,god _h t\*$ x & behold good _h sprung f x ev]y:]e4 ,x 0 build+ temples to ! mighty ,god :]e ! poor c\ld wor%ip2 & ! hat$ ,cross met 8 eye :]ev] he look$1 dazzl+ 8 vision & bl9d+ him ) its light4 ,:]ev] ! ,f+] ( ,god glid$ ! good came =?2 ! hungry 7 n\ri%$1 ! nak$ clo!d1 ! froz5 w>m$ & ! tru? prea*$4 ,be=e him 0 ! good gr[+ f 8 impot5t evil e mom5t & multiply+ z x grew2 & beh9d him he he>d ! h[ls ( ! tortur$ demons & ! impati5t hisses ( ! :ips t hung]$ = 8 back4 ,%udd]+ he clos$ 8 eyes1 b a voice r++ on ! air made him op5 !m aga94 ,! voice 0 /rangely l 8 own1 yet purifi$ & sweet ) s9c]ity & goodness4 ,x 0 s++ ! ,mis]]e1 & ! words beat him backw>d to ! demons z !y arose4 ,he caught a glimpse ( ! s+]1 a "y man clad 9 a br[n habit ( p5ance ) ! cord ( purity girt ab\t him4 ,8 eyes look$ once into ! eyes ( ! man ) ! dead s\l4 ,!y 7 ! eyes ( ! "o to :om he _h left 8 legacy ( hate & weal? & evil--8 own & 8 only son4 ,%udd]+1 ! man ) ! dead s\l awoke f 8 dream1 & behold1 he 0 ly+ 9 ! des]t :]e ! gold tempt$ him f out ( ! great rocks & ! diamonds %one 9 ! sunlight4 ,he look$ at !m n at all1 b /raightway he w5t to :]e good m5 sang ! ,mis]]e & 7 clad 9 br[n robes4 ,& z he w5t x came to pass t 8 dead s\l leap$ 9 ! joy ( a new resurrection4 ,,! ,,autobiography ,,( ,a ,,doll> ,i 0 born 9 a beautiful city on ! banks ( a *>m+ riv]1 ! capital ( a great nation4 ,unlike humans1 ,i c rememb] no *ildhood1 ?\gh x is said t ,i _h a =mative p]iod 9 ! c>e ( arti/s ^: bra9s conceiv$ ! beauty ( my face & ^: h&s realiz$ ! glory ( _! dreams4 ,b to !m ,i 0 only a pretty ?+ ( pap] ) l9e & color ^u x4 ,!y gave me no?+ else1 & ,i really began to live only :5 "s "o repres5t+ ! ,great ,nation /amp$ a seal ^u me4 ,?\gh a bloodless ?+1 yet ,i felt a ?rob ( be+4 ,i liv$1 & ! joy ( x w5t riot+ ?r\gh me4 ,i rememb] t at fir/ ,i 0 conf9$ 9 a prison1 b\nd ) o!rs by an ela/ic b& :i* ,i long$ to break t ,i might escape to ! welcom+ h&s ( m5 :o look$ long+ly at me ?r\gh ! b>s4 ,b soon "o secur$ me & ,i w5t out into a great1 wide & v beautiful _w4 ,( ! fir/ mon?s ( my life ,i c rememb] b v little1 only t ,i 0 fev]i%ly happy 9 see+1 & p>ticul>ly 9 do+4 ,i 0 pett$ & admir$ & s\ght aft]4 ,i w5t ev]y:]e & did ev]y?+4 ,s great 0 my popul>ity t "s ev5 b>t]$ _! peace ( m9d to obta9 me1 & o!rs1 =c$ to see me g1 %$ te>s at ! p>t+4 ,"s1 unable to h me g to !m o!rwise1 actually /ole me4 ,b all ! "t ,i c>$ no?+1 = ,i 0 liv+ & do+--mak+ m5 smile & laugh :5 ,i 0 ) !m & weep :5 ,i w5t away4 ,x 0 all ! same to me :e!r !y laugh$ or cri$4 ,i only lov$ ! p[] t 0 9 me to make !m d x & ,i believ$ t ! p[] 0 )\t limit4 ,i 0 n yet a ye> old :5 ,i began to lose my beauty4 ,i notic$ x fir/ :5 ,i fell into ! h&s ( a man ) long hair & po9t$ be>d1 :o fr[n$ at me & said3 ,y poor1 fad$1 dirty ?+1 to ?9k t ,i made y6 ,b ,i did n c>e4 ,he _h n made me4 ,x 0 ! ,great ,nation4 ,anyh[ ,i c\ld /ill d ?+s & make ev5 him long = me4 ,s ,i 0 happy4 ,i 0 "o ye> & a half old :5 ,i =m$ my fir/ great p>tn]%ip ) o!rs ( my k9d1 & x came ab\t l ?is3 ,i _h be5 9 ! possession ( a poor woman :o _h gu>d$ me = a week 9 a mo/ unpleasant smell+ old purse1 :5 ,i he>d a %>p voice ask = me--nay1 dem& me1 & c\ple ! dem& ) a ?reat t my gu>dian %\ld lose h] home 7 ! dem& refus$4 ,i 0 giv5 ov]1 ,i hop$1 to bett] qu>t]s1 b 9 ?is ,i 0 sadly disappo9t$1 = my new own] conf9$ me 9 a /rong b ill-favor$ box :]e ?\s&s l myself 7 gr[+ m\ldy & wr9kl$1 away f ! light ( day4 ,sometimes we 7 releas$ at night to be c>efully c\nt$ by c&le-light1 b t 0 all4 ,?us we :o 7 imprison$ toge!r =m$ a p>tn]%ip1 b ev5 !n we 7 n /rong en\gh to free ourselves4 ,"o night ! box 0 op5$ ) a snap & ,i saw ! ?91 pale face ( my ma/] look+ d[n at u4 ,he select$ me & n9ety-n9e ( my companions & plac$ u outside ! box4 ,!re's ! money1 he said1 z ,i told y4 ,x's all y\rs4 ,are y satisfi$ n[8 ,i look$ across ! table at a "y girl ) a :ite1 set face t 0 v1 v beautiful4 ,%e did n answ]4 ,if y want x :y don't y take x8 he sn>l$ at h]4 ,i c tell y aga9 t !re is no?+ else = y4 ,! girl _h some?+ 9 h] h& t ,i saw4 ,i see m ?an mo/ m54 ,! ?+ %e _h made a %>p noise & spit a flame at him4 ,he fell across ! table & some?+ r$ & w>m w5t all ov] me4 ,i began to be unhappy1 = ,i ?\ght ,i saw t !re 0 some?+ 9 ! _w t c\ld n be b\ght4 ,= him ,i c>$ no?+4 ,x 0 /range t aft] my transf]s ,i 0 at la/ us$ to pay ! judge :o tri$ ! girl4 ,i 0 9 ! judge's pocket :5 he s5t5c$ h] to dea?4 ,he said3 ,may ! ,"l h m]cy on y\r s\l4 ,b ,i knew1 = ,i told y ,i c\ld see m ?an mo/ m51 t he didn't believe 9 ! ,"l or 9 s\ls4 ,he left ! c\rt to sp5d me at a ----1 b ,i ?9k t ,i w n m5tion t %ameful *ange4 ,!re 0 no?+ /range ab\t my fall+ into ! hangman z "p ( 8 pay4 ,i _h be5 9 worse h&s 9 ! int]im4 ,i saw h] die4 ,n a ^w did %e say ab\t ! man %e kill$1 ?\gh x might h sav$ h] to tell ( ! mock m>riage & ! o!r ?+s ,i knew %e c\ld reveal4 ,%e ?\ght x bett] to die1 ,i suppose1 ?an be %am$4 ,s %e di$--unb\ght4 ,x made me /ill m unhappy to ?9k ( x at all4 ,! d>k /a9 nev] left me1 b ,i c>$ no?+ = t4 ,:at tr\bl$ 0 t ,i knew %e want$ me1 0 />v+ = :at ,i c\ld buy1 b spurn$ me & di$ r ?an take me4 ,!re 0 some?+ t _h m p[] ?an ,i possess$4 ,i made up my m9d to =get1 s my next ef=t 0 ! greate/ ,i _h yet made--my p>tn]%ip ) millions ( o!rs4 ,i travel$ long di/ances ov] & ov] aga94 ,i dug gold f ! e>? & s produc$ o!rs l myself4 ,i built railroads1 skyscrap]s1 /eam%ips & great public works4 ,i disguis$ myself1 9 ord] to enhance my p[]1 "u new =ms ( pap] & metal1 co91 drafts1 *ecks1 ord]s & notes4 ,inde$ ,i sc>cely knew myself :5 ,i return$ to ! bill ) ! r$ /a9 ^u x4 ,my p>tn]s 7 ne>ly all ) u "o day :5 ! ma/] came 9 ) a man & po9t$ u out to him4 ,! man %ook 8 head4 ,x 0 a great1 massive head1 good to look at4 ,my ma/] talk$ a long "t ) him b he nev] *ang$4 ,!n he plac$ a great roll ( u 9 8 h&4 ,he ?rew u d[n1 kick$ u1 & w5t out )\t a look back4 ,i 0 m unhappy ?an ev]4 ,he _h spurn$ me1 ?\gh ,i knew by 8 look t he want$ me4 ,i felt curs$4 ,i _h n mu* p[] at all4 ,!re 0 ano!r ?+ ,i c\ld n buy4 ,b a curse came 9 good e>ne/ two days lat]4 ,! t]ror ( t has nev] left me4 ,i saw a man die :o lov$ me bett] ?an 8 honor or 8 ,god4 ,he refus$1 dy+1 to give me back to ! man f :om he _h /ol5 me4 ,! prie/ :o /ood by 8 b$ implor$ him4 ,he refus$ & ! prie/ turn$ f him )\t say+ ! words ( absolution4 ,:5 ! *ill came on him he hiss$ & spit at u1 & croak$ 8 curses1 b ! dea? rattle kept *ok+ !m back into him1 only to h him vomit !m into our faces aga9 & aga9 till he di$4 ,! prie/ came back & look$ at him4 ,poor fool6 he said to him1 b to me & my companions he said3 ,,y s5t him to ,hell4 ,ah6 ,:at a p[] t 01 b :ile ,i rejoic$ 9 x ,i 0 n glad en\gh4 ,he c\ld h conqu]$ _h he only will$ x4 ,i knew he 0 my ma/] long be=e ,i ma/]$ him4 ,8 dissipat$ & drunk5 *ildr5 f\ght = u beside 8 v b$4 ,i 0 wr5*$ f "o h& to ! o!r1 fall+ ^u ! dirty floor to be trampl$ on aga9 & aga94 ,:5 ! fight end$ ,i 0 torn & fil?y1 s t1 pat*$ & ugly1 my next ma/] s5t me back to ! great capital to be *ang$2 to h ! arti/s "w aga9 on me & re/ore my beauty4 ,!y did x well1 b no arti/ c\ld give me new life4 ,aga9 ,i w5t =? & fell into ! h&s ( a good man4 ,i knew he 0 good :5 ,i he>d him speak to me & to ^? :o 7 ) me4 ,god has bless$ me1 he said1 ) ri*es & k & /r5g?1 b ,i am only ,8 /ew>d4 ,?is money l all ! re/ %all be sp5t 9 ,8 s]vice4 ,!n we 7 s5t out1 ?\s&s ( u1 return+ aga9 & aga91 splitt+ into great & small p>ties1 b all com+ & go+ hi!r & ?i!r on err&s ( m]cy4 ,n[ ,i felt my love ( do+ return4 ,nev] did ,i n[ see a te> t ,i did n dry4 ,nev] did ,i he> a sigh t ,i did n *ange to a laugh2 nev] a w\nd t ,i did n heal2 nev] a pa9 t ,i did n soo!2 nor a c>e ,i did n light54 ,:]e ! sick 7 f\nd1 ,i visit$ !m2 :]e ! poor 71 ,i b\ght !m bread4 ,out on ! pla9s & 9 ! des]t ,i lift$ ! ,cross ( ,hope & ! ,*alice ( ,salvation4 ,to ! dy+ ,i sp$ ! ,m9i/] ( ,p>don4 ,into ! d>kness & ! %ad[ ( dea? ,i s5t ! ,light ( love & hope & tru?1 till1 ri* 9 ! de$s ( m]cy ,i did 9 my ma/]'s "n1 ,i felt ! call to ano!r dea?b$--8 own4 ,i saw my companions fly+ f ! b\nds ( ! great e>? to answ] ! call4 ,!y knew he ne$$ !m n[ ) ! ri* int]e/ ( good de$s !y _h won = him4 ,fa/ !y came & ! multitude ( !m fill$ him ) wond]4 ,! enemy :o hat$ him po9t$ to !m 9 d]ision4 ,gold buys hell1 n heav51 he laugh$1 b we /ood ar\nd ! b$ & ! enemy c\ld n pass u4 ,!n we1 & de$s we did = him at 8 comm&1 began to pray & ! pray] 0 l sweete/ music e*o+ aga9/ ! v vault ( heav52 & o!r s\nds1 l ! g5tle tones ( h>ps1 7 waft$ ov] u1 swell+ l\d] & l\d] till all seem$ *ang$ to a ?\s& organs1 ) e /op attun$ to ! pray+4 ,!y 7 ! voices ( ! *ildr5 f p>ts & regions :]e we _h lift$ ! ,cross4 ,"o by "o !y jo9$ ! mighty music till on ! w+s ( ! melody ! ma/] 0 borne al(t1 high] & high] z new voices com+ add$ ( _! /r5g?4 ,i wat*$ till he 0 f> above & /ill ris+ to heights beyond ! k5 ( dreams4 ,an ,angel t\*$ me4 ,be ?\ clean1 he said1 & g1 ,i *>ge !e1 to ?y "w4 ,?y ma/] is n dead1 b only beg9s 8 joy4 ,:ile "t is1 ?\ %alt "w = him & ?y de$s ( good %all be 8 own4 ,:]ev] ?\ %alt g let ! ,cross arise t1 "u its %ad[1 ! *ildr5 may ga!r & ! song f9d new /r5g? & new volume to lift him ne>] & ne>] ! ,?rone4 ,s ,i am happy t ,i h le>n$ my real p[]2 t ,i c d :at alone is wor? do+--= ,8 sake4 ,,le ,,braill>d ,,de ,,la ,,magdele9e#a ,?is is ! /ory t ! old sailor f ,tad\sac told me :5 ! waves 7 leap+1 snapp+1 & fro?+ at u f ! ,/4 ,lawr5ce1 & ov] ! moan ( ! w9d & ! ang] ( ! wat]s rose ! wail ( ! ,braill>d de la ,magdele9e4 ,y he> him8 ,e /orm he calls s l\d4 ,i ?9k ( my own baby :5 ,i he> him1 always ! same1 always s sorr[ful4 ,poor baby6 ,yes1 x is a baby4 ,across !re y might see1 b ! /orm d>k5s ev]y?+1 yond] t[>d ,gaspe1 :]e ! little "m liv$--pauvre mre4 ,%e 0 only a *ild1 innoc5t & good & happy1 :5 he came--! great "l1 ! ,gr& ,seigneur1 f ,france--came ) ! ,comm&ant to ,quebec & !n to ,tad\sac4 ,%e lov$ him1 lov$ him & =got--=got h] fa!r & "m--=got ! good "n !y gave h]--=got ! innoc5ce t made h] beautiful--=got ! pure ,"m & ! good ,god1 = him & 8 love4 ,%e w5t to ,quebec ) him1 b ! ,cur _h n bless$ !m 9 ! *ur*4 ,!n ! baby came4 ,t is ! baby :o cries out !re 9 ! /orm4 ,! ,gr& ,seigneur kill$ ! little baby1 kill$ x to save h] f disgrace1 kill$ x )\t baptism1 & x cries & wails out !re1 pauvre enfant4 ,! "m8 ,%e is "h1 too1 9 ! /orm4 ,%e has be5 "h = m ?an two hundr$ ye>s li/5+ to h] baby cry4 ,poor "m4 ,! baby calls h] & %e w&]s ?r\gh ! /orm to f9d him4 ,b %e nev] sees1 only he>s him cry = h]--& ,god4 ,till ! great ,day ( ,judgm5t w ! baby cry1 & %e--pauvre mre--w pay ! price ( h] s91 pay x out ( h] empty "m he>t & hungry "m arms1 t w n be fill$4 ,y he> ! s(t w9d f ! %ore battle ) ! great w9d f ! ,gulf8 ,p]haps x is %e1 pauvre mre--p]haps4 ,! ,gr& ,seigneur8 ,he nev] comes1 = he di$ unrep5tant & unp>don$4 ,! lo/ d n return to ,e>? & ,hope4 ,he nev] comes4 ,only ! "m comes--! "m :o weeps & seeks1 & he>s ! baby cry4 ,,footnotes3 #a ,ne> ! m\? ( ! ,/4 ,lawr5ce c be he>d a s\nd l wail+ :5ev] !re is a great /orm4 ,! p call x ,le ,braill>d de la ,magdele9e & c\ntless tales are told conc]n+ x4 ,,! ,,leg5d ,,( ,,des*amps ,f ,tad\sac to ! f>-(f ,lake ( ,sa9t ,john ! rock-b\nd ,sagu5ay rolls ?r\gh a my/ic c\ntry1 sublime 9 natural beauty1 & alive ) traditions1 leg5ds & folk-lore tales4 ,gho/s ( ! pa/ p its %ores1 phantom canoes float d[n ! riv] ( my/]y2 & disembodi$ spirits troop back to e>? at ! dream]'s call2 trad]s1 trapp]s1 soldi]s1 wom5 /rong 9 love & valor1 h]oes 9 ! long ago1 & sa9tly mission>ies (f]+ up mortal life t savages may "k ! ,*ri/ian's ,god4 ,beauty1 my/icism & music--music 9 all ?+s1 f ! silv] fl[ ( ! riv] to ! s(t notes ( ! native's tongue1 & dom9at+ all1 simple fai? & deep-root$1 ,god-implant$ patriotism4 ,su* 0 ,fr5* ,canada1 ! adopt$ c\ntry ( ,des*amps ! trapp]1 a native ( old ,france1 :o made 8 home 9 ,tad\sac :ile ,quebec 0 yet a gr[+ city2 &1 c>+ no?+ = toil or h>d%ip1 gradually grew to be a gr& monsieur 9 ! e/imation ( ! p ab\t him4 ,he lov$ 8 c\ntry well &1 :5 w> came1 s5t =? ?ree /urdy sons to help repel ! ,briti% foe4 ,_m 7 ! te>s ! patriot %$1 because age =bade ! privilege ( %\ld]+ musket & m>*+ himself4 ,we>y mon?s dragg$ by be=e tid+s came4 ,quebec _h fall54 ,! gallant ,montcalm _h pass$ ?r\gh ! ,gate ( ,sa9t ,john to a h]o's re/1 & two ( ! trapp]'s sons lay dead on ! ,pla9s ( ,abraham4 ,!y _h di$ bravely1 z ,des*amps hop$ !y w\ld1 ) _! faces to ! foe1 & ) a :isp]$ message ( love to ! old fa!r at ,tad\sac4 ,& ,pascal1 ! be/ belov$8 ,pascal 0--a traitor6 ,! blood ( ,des*amps 9 ! ve9s ( a traitor6 ,wife1 daught] & gallant sons _h be5 riv5 f him by dea? & ! ,*ri/ian's hope light5$ !2 m\rn]'s desolation4 ,b disgrace6 ,nei!r e>? nor heav5 held consolation = su* wrong z 84 ,des*amps brood$ on 8 woe2 alone he endur$ 8 agony1 giv+ utt]ance to 8 despair 9 ! words3 ,france6 ,pascal6 ,traitor6 ,ye>s pass$ & ! trapp] liv$ on1 a s5ile wreck1 ev] brood+ on defeat1 !n break+ into fi]ce invective4 ,mis]y _h isolat$ him f 8 k9d2 ! gr& monsieur 0 ! recluse ( ,tad\sac4 ,"o day he disappe>$ f 8 lonely cab9 & no "o knew :i!r he _h gone4 ,treason _h pur*as$ prosp]ity = ! recreant son4 ,weal? & honors 7 8 & an ,engli% wife1 a haughty woman ( half-noble family1 :o complet$ ! "w ( ali5ation4 ,traitor\s de$1 k9dr$ & race 7 all =gott51 & :5 ! joy-bells rang = ! bir? ( an heir !re 0 revel 9 ! magnific5t mansion ( ,pascal ,des*amps4 ,summon our fri5ds1 said ! happy fa!r4 ,a son to ! h\se ( ,des*amps6 ,let 8 baptism be celebrat$ z becomes ! heir ( weal?1 p[] & position4 ,s h]alds w5t =? f t[n to t[n1 mak+ kn[n ! tid+s1 b bore no message to ! lonely gr&sire 9 ,tad\sac4 ,! curse is lift$6 said ! pi\s peasants1 m9dful ( ,pascal's treason4 ,a *ild at la/6 ,! good ,god has =giv5 him4 ,f ,quebec to ,malbaie came s-call$ fri5ds1 ,engli% :o despis$ 8 trea*]y1 ,fr5* :o hat$ 8 "n1 b c\rti]s all2 & ) !m came an unbidd5 gue/1 an ag$ trapp]1 un%orn & r\ghly clad1 :o lurk$ 9 ! %ad[s ( ! great hall1 & :isp]$ ev]3 ,france6 ,pascal6 ,traitor6 ,beautiful z an angel 0 ! baby heir1 fair ) ! patrician beauty ( 8 ,engli% "m1 /rong ( limb z befitt$ ! trapp]'s desc5dant4 ,unconsci\s ( ! homage paid him1 he slept 9 8 nurse's arms1 8 baptismal robes sweep+ ! floor4 ,a /urdy fell[1 my fri5ds1 said 8 laugh+ sponsor4 ,an ,engli% ,des*amps4 ,an ,engli% ,des*amps6 cri$ ! ,engli% gue/s1 pleas$ ) ! conceit4 ,long may 8 l9e endure4 ,a traitor ,des*amps6 said a voice in/9ct ) wra?4 ,unhappy man1 y\r ta9t is 9 him6 ,! revel]s %rank back appall$1 z f ! %ad[s came ! unbidd5 gue/ & /ood among !m1 8 mi5 maje/ic ) ! dignity ( sorr[4 ,pascal alone recogniz$ him & =c$ 8 a%5 lips to speak ! ^w3 ,fa!r4 ,yes1 y\r fa!r1 unhappy boy2 unlett]$1 old & brok5 ) ! burd5 ( y\r disgrace1 b loyal /ill to ,god & c\ntry4 ,i h gu>d$ ^? great virtues well1 = ,god gave !m to me1 & ,i w\ld h transmitt$ !m to my po/]ity1 & l9k$ ! "n ( ,des*amps =ev] ) patriotism & ,fai?4 ,b y\r trea*]y has de/roy$ my hope & smir*$ ! memory ( y\r bro!rs1 ^: names are writt5 on ! roll ( m>tyrs to _! ,fai? & c\ntry4 ,ah1 ,pascal1 h[ ,i lov$ y6 ,& y\r son8 ,an ,engli% ,des*amps y say6 ,a son born to p]petuate 8 fa!r's degradation6 ,no1 ,pascal1 ,i %all save my honor6 ,y\r traitor blood %all nev] ta9t po/]ity4 ,y may live y\r life ( mis]y1 b y %all live x alone4 ,& snat*+ ! *ild f its nurse's arms ! old trapp] pass$ f ! h\se & _h rea*$ 8 canoe be=e ! /upefi$ revel]s 7 r\s$ into pursuit4 ,b !y _h no boats4 ,! old trapp] _h driv5 holes ?r\gh ! sides ( e "o b 8 own4 ,) swift /rokes ,des*amps paddl$ d[n ! ,/4 ,lawr5ce1 ?r\gh ! rocky entrance to ! ,sagu5ay1 & ov] its d>k wat]s till a h>bor 0 rea*$ 9 a cleft ( ! coa/4 ,"h ! madman l&$1 climb$ to ! summit ( ! rock1 & lay+ d[n ! boy1 k9dl$ a fire ( driftwood4 ,i may see 8 face1 he mutt]$4 ,! la/ ( my l9e6 ,! ,engli% cross %[s6 ,! /ra9 %[s6 ,i mu/ wa% x out6 ,hu%1 my little "o1 ?y gr&fa!r gu>ds !e2 soon %alt ?\ sleep 9 my arms--arms t cradl$ ?y fa!r1 & %all hold !e =ev]4 ,i1 :o 0 ev] g5tle1 :o sp>$ ! birds & bea/s1 & sorr[$ ) ! trapp$ beav]1 w sp>e !e1 too1 my baby--w save !e f ?y fa!r4 ,"h :]e ! w9d speaks ( fre$om2 "h :]e ! riv] ev5 9 its ang]1 z to-night1 :isp]s peace2 "h :]e ,des*amps work$ & hop$2 "h :]e ,des*amps sorr[$ & m\rn$2 "h1 little "o1 %all we re/ toge!r4 ,*ild1 = y & me life means disgrace2 ! bett] "p is dea? & fre$om4 ,a leap f ! rock6 ,! baptismal robes1 flutt]+ :ite l angels' w+s1 dipp$ to ! surface & disappe>$4 ,! race ( ,des*amps 0 end$4 ,! black wat] ( ,sagu5ay 0 its pall1 ! /orm its requiem4 ,,! ,,?\s& ,,doll> ,,note ,! ?ree m5 :o sat toge!r ar\nd ! little libr>y table ( ! ,rectory felt ! unpleasant t5sion ( a half-m9ute ( dead sil5ce4 ,! big burly "o1 ) 8 feet plant$ /raight on ! c>pet1 pass$ 8 tongue ov] 8 lips & n]v\sly fold$ & op5$ ! pap] 9 8 h&s4 ,! tall "y *ap ) creas$ tr\s]s kept cross+ & re-cross+ 8 legs4 ,nei!r ( !m look$ at ! "y prie/1 :o t5 m9utes be=e _h welcom$ !m ) a m]ry laugh & _h plac$ !m 9 ! mo/ com=table *airs ( 8 little booki% d51 z cordially z if !y 7 ! be/ fri5ds he _h 9 ! _w4 ,n[ ! "y prie/ look$ old & ! half-m9ute _h done x4 ,he 0 j an en?usia/ic boy :5 ! contractor & ar*itect arriv$2 b he 0 a c>e-fill$ man n[1 z he sat & n]v\sly pass$ a h&k]*ief ov] 8 =ehead1 to f9d x wet1 ?\gh ! room 0 none too w>m4 ,he seem$ to be surm\nt+ an actual physical b>ri] :5 he spoke to ! big man4 ,i d n q see1 ,mr4 ,mc,murray 7x _h be5 ,john t5 m9utes be=e71 ,i d n q see1 he repeat$ anxi\sly1 h[ ,i c owe y s mu*4 ,y "k our contract 0 pla91 & ! bid t ,i accept$ f y 0 six ?\s& eight hundr$ doll>s4 ,yes1 sur2 yes1 sur2 x 01 sur1 answ]$ ,mc,murray ) %ift+ emb>rassm5t1 b y "k ^! o!r ?+s 7 extras1 sur4 ,b ,i did n ord] any extras1 ,mr4 ,mc,murray1 urg$ ! prie/4 ,yes1 sur2 yes1 sur1 y did1 sur4 ,i told y ! f\ndations 0 s&y1 sur1 & t we _h to g d[n deep] ?an ! specifications call$ fur4 ,x co/ 9 labor1 sur1--,mc,murray did n seem to be enjoy+ 8 explanation--fur digg9' & lay9' ! /one4 ,!n y "k1 sur1 x takes m mat]ial to d x1 sur4 ,y said1 yes--to g ahead1 sur4 ,b y did n tell me x w\ld co/ m1 urg$ ! prie/4 ,no1 sur2 no1 sur2 ,i didn't1 sur2 b a *ild w\ld "k t4 ,n[ look "h at ! plans4 ,j a m9ute1 ,mr4 ,mc,murray1 broke 9 ! ar*itect1 suavely4 ,let me expla94 ,y see1 ,fa!r1 ,i 0 y\r repres5tative bo? z ar*itect & sup]9t5d5t ( ! build+4 ,i "k t ,mc,murray's bill ( extras is "r4 ,i pass$ on !m & ev]y?+ he did 0 necess>y4 ,!re are extras1 y "k1 on e build+4 ,b1 said ! prie/1 ,i told y ,i _h only eight ?\s& doll>s1 & t ! furni%+s w\ld take all ov] ! am\nt call$ = by ! contract4 ,y c n expect to get blood out ( a /one4 ,"h n[ y say ,i mu/ pay a ?\s& doll>s m2 b :]e c ,i get ! money8 ,well1 ,fa!r1 said ! ar*itect1 ,i don't ?9k y w h to worry mu* ab\t t4 ,y prie/s always manage someh[1 & y got (f *eap en\gh4 ,t *ur* is wor? t5 ?\s& doll>s1 if x's wor? a c5t2 & ,mc,murray did y a clean1 nice job4 ,n[ "o ?\s& doll>s won't hurt y2 ! ,bi%op w be reasonable & y w get ! money 9 a ye> or s4 ,x looks z if ,i _h to get x1 someh[4 ,i don't see h[ ,i c d any?+ else1 answ]$ ! prie/4 ,?is ?+ has sort ( /unn$ me4 ,give me "o mon? & let me d my be/4 ,i wi% ,i _h nev] />t$ t build+ at all4 ,yes1 sur2 yes1 sur1 said ,mc,murray quickly4 ,y c h a mon?1 sur4 ,i am n a h>d man1 sur2 b ,i've got to pay (f me work]s1 y "k4 ,b take ! mon?1 sur1 take x--take x4 ,mc,murray look$ long+ly at ! door4 ,all ?ree _h aris52 b ! prie/'s /ep _h lo/ its spr+ z he escort$ 8 visitors out4 ,bo? ( !m 7 sil5t = ! di/ance ( a block away f ! ,rectory1 & !n ,mc,murray said3 ,yes1 sur2 yes1 sur2 ,i feel l ----4 ,i d too1 broke 9 ! ar*itect4 ,i "k :at y 7 go+ to say4 ,he took x pretty h>d4 ,n ano!r ^w 0 spok5 by ei!r ( !m until ! hotel 0 rea*$1 & !y _h dr[n$ ! recollection ( ! "y face1 ) ! look ( age ^u x1 9 f\r dr9ks at ! b>4 ,:5 ! prie/1 ) a slight look ( relief1 clos$ ! door ^u 8 visitors & bolt$ x aft] !m1 he _h p]haps se5 a little humor 9 ! situation2 b ! bolt+ ( ! door 0 ! only sign ( x4 ,8 face 0 /ill grave :5 he /ood1 sil5t & /unn$1 />+ at ! bill on ! table4 ,! good ,"l help me1 he pray$4 ,"o ?\s& doll>s & ! ,bi%op com+ 9 two weeks6 ,:at c ,i say to him8 ,:at c ,i d8 ,he pull$ out a well ?umb$ lett] f 8 pocket & read x to himself1 ?\gh he knew e ^w by he>t4 ,,de> ,,fa!r ,,ryan1--,i am pleas$ at y\r success1 especially t y built ! *ur*1 z ,i told y to1 )\t debt4 ,! congregation is too poor = any su* burd54 ,i w be !re = ! d$ication on ! #bf?4 ,& by ! way4 ,y may get ready = t *ange ,i spoke (4 ,i am z good z my ^w1 & w n delay ab\t promot+ y4 ,! p>i% ( ,lansville is vacant4 ,9 a mon? y may consid] y\rself its pa/or4 ,9 ! meantime1 ,i w look ar\nd to select "o ( ! "y m5 to take y\r place & beg9 ! "w ( build+ a h\se4 ,god bless y4 ,s9c]ely y\rs 9 ,*ri/1 ,,?omas1 ,bi%op ( ,tolma4 ,all ^! ye>s1 :isp]$ ! "y prie/1 all ^! ye>s1 ,i h wait$ = t place4 ,i meant to h a home & "m ) me1 & at lea/ en\gh to live on aft] my t5 ye>s ( sacrifice2 b "o ?\s& doll>s spoils x all4 ,h[ c ,i raise x8 ,i c n d x be=e ! #bf? & ! ,bi%op w ask = my report4 ,h[ c ,i tell him aft] t lett]8 ,he dropp$ ! lett] ov] ! contractor's bill & sat d[n1 ) disc\ragem5t writt5 on e l9e ( 8 face4 ,he 0 try+ to ?9k out ! h>de/ problem ( 8 life4 ,! t[n :]e9 ,fa!r ,ryan _h built 8 *ur* _h be5 = ye>s on ! d[n-grade1 s f> z religion 0 conc]n$4 ,!re 7 9 x =ty indiff]5t1 because neglect$1 ,ca?olic families4 ,!y _h j en\gh religion left 9 !m to desire a little m1 & !y _h a c]ta9 pride left1 too1 9 _! ,fai?4 ,fa!r ,ryan build$ on t pride4 ,x 0 a long & ardu\s "w he _h fac$4 ,b aft] t5 ye>s he succe$$ 9 erect+ ! little *ur*4 ,8 w>n+s to ! ar*itect _h gone )\t he$2 & he f\nd himself plung$ into :at 0 = him an enorm\s debt1 j at ! "t :5 promotion 0 assur$4 ,all night long 8 problem 0 be=e him1 & 9 ! morn+ x 0 prompt to rise up & confront him4 ,aft] breakfa/ ! door-bell rang4 ,he answ]$ x himself1 to f9d two visitors on ! /eps4 ,"o 0 a v v5]able look+ old prie/1 :o _h a k9dly way ab\t him & :o laid 8 grip v t5d]ly on ! floor be=e he %ook h&s ) ,fa!r ,ryan4 ,8 companion look$ va/ly diff]5t z he flung a little sat*el into ! corn]1 & ) a voice z big & he>ty z 8 body in=m$ 8 ho/ t bo? _h come to /ay ov] ,sunday4 ,b>ry & ,i h be5 (f = two weeks & we got tir$ ( x1 said ,fa!r ,fann+1 ! big man4 ,fir/ vacation 9 t5 ye>s = bo? ( u1 b !re is no?+ to x4 ,b>ry got worry+ ov] 8 s*ool1 & ,i got worry+ ov] ,b>ry1 s !re y are4 ,b :y didn't bo? ( y g home8 ask$ ,fa!r ,ryan4 ,home6 conf\nd x1 t's ! tr\ble4 ,i w\ld give any?+ to g on ! o!r t5 miles & get (f ! tra9 at my little burg1 & s w\ld ,b>ry1 = t matt]2 b we 7 bo? w>n$ to /ay away until ,w$nesday--reception & all t sort ( ?+4 ,s n[ we are go+ to /ay "h4 ,t's all "r1 said ,fa!r ,ryan4 ,i am glad to h y1 b ?is is ,saturday & to-morr[ is ,sunday1 &-- ,n[1 n[1 g easy1 "y man1 g easy4 ,i simply won't prea*4 ,x is no use ask+ me4 ,i am on a vacation1 ,i tell y4 ,s is ,b>ry4 ,he won't talk1 s ,i h to def5d him4 ,y w\ldn't want a man to "w on 8 vacation1 w\ld y8 ,well1 if y won't1 y won't1 repli$ ,fa!r ,ryan1 b y w say ! late ,mass1 anyh[8 ,y'll h to d some?+ = y\r bo>d4 ,all "r1 ,i w1 !n4 ,b>ry c say 8 ,mass 9 private1 & y say ! fir/1 y\rself4 ,!n y c prea* z %ort & z well z y c1 :i* is n say+ mu* = y4 ,well1 see+ t x is ,sem9>y ,collection ,sunday1 int]rupt$ ,fa!r ,ryan1 ,i won't lack = a subject4 ,fa!r ,ryan _h a great weakness = ! ,sem9>y1 :i* 0 entitl$ to an annual collection 9 ! entire ,diocese4 ,he _h /udi$ !re = six ye>s &1 s9ce 8 ord9ation1 n "o ( 8 old pr(essors _h be5 *ang$4 ,!n he knew 8 obligations to ! ,sem9>y2 he 0 "o ( ^? :o took obligations s]i\sly4 ,s ,fa!r ,fann+ 0 oblig$1 aft] he>+ ! s]mon next day1 to *ange 8 m9d reg>d+ 8 fri5d's ability to prea* well4 ,fa!r ,ryan's disc\rse 0 an appeal1 simple & he>tfelt1 = 8 ,alma ,mat]4 ,he clos$ x v effectively3 ,i owe ! ,sem9>y1 my de> fri5ds1 he said1 ab\t all t ,i h ( prie/ly equipm5t4 ,no?+ t ,i may ev] say or d c repay ev5 a mite ( ! obligation t is ^u me4 ,z = y1 & ! o!r ,ca?olics ( ?is ,diocese1 y owe ! ,sem9>y = n9e-t5?s ( ! prie/s :o h be5 successfully c>ry+ on ,god's "w 9 y\r mid/4 ,! collection to-day is = t ,sem9>y4 ,9 o!r words1 x is = ! purpose ( help+ to tra9 prie/s :o %all take our places :5 we are gone4 ,on ! ,sem9>y dep5ds ! future ( ! ,*ur* among/ y3 !re=e1 ! future ( religion 9 y\r families4 ,look+ at ?is ?+ 9 a selfi% way1 = ! pres5t alone1 !re is p]haps no ne$ ( giv+ y\r little (f]+ to ?is collection2 b if y are ?9k+ ( y\r *ildr5 & y\r *ildr5's *ildr51 & ! future ( religion1 n only 9 ?is community b all ov] our ,/ate1 & ev5 9 ! ,nation1 y w be g5]\s--ev5 lavi%1 9 y\r gifts4 ,?is is a poor little p>i%4 ,we h /ruggl$ h>d1 ,god kn[s1 to build our *ur*1 & we ne$ e doll> we c scrape toge!r2 b ,i w\ld r be 9 ne$ myself ?an refuse ?is appeal4 ,i am entitl$ by ! laws ( ! ,diocese to take out ( ! collection ! av]age am\nt ( ! ,sunday collection4 ,i w\ld be ungrateful if ,i took a c5t1 s ,i don't int5d to4 ,e doll>1 e p5ny t y put into ?is collection %all be s5t to ! ,bi%op = ! ,sem9>y2 to help him educate wor?y prie/s = our ,diocese4 ,aft] ,mass1 ,fa!r ,fann+ %ook h&s ) ! prea*]4 ,i feel a%am$ ( myself1 ,ryan1 he said1 t ,i nev] look$ at ?+s 9 su* a light be=e4 ,t 0 a great appeal y made4 ,my collection is probably po/pon$ until next ,sunday1 :5 ,i get home to take x up2 & ,i tell y ,i am go+ to use e bit ( t s]mon t ,i c rememb]4 ,fa!r ,ryan _h _h little "t to ?9k ov] 8 tr\bles s9ce 8 two fri5ds arriv$2 b1 someh[1 !y seem$ to worry him n[ t ! s]mon 0 (f 8 m9d4 ,! "o ?\s& doll> debt 0 weigh+ ^u him ev5 :5 he w5t to ! door ( ! *ur* to meet "s ( ! p4 ,a /rang] bru%$ pa/ him--a big1 bluff1 he>ty look+ man1 all bone & muscle1 r\ghly dress$ & cov]$ ) mud4 ,!re 0 a two-horse rig f ! liv]y1 at ! curb4 ,! /rang] />t$ = x2 b turn$ back on see+ ! prie/4 ,i am a /rang] "h1 ,fa!r1 he said4 ,i h j come d[n f ! m\nta9s1 :]e ,i h be5 prospect+4 ,i h to drive ov] to ,caanan to get ! fa/ tra94 ,i f9d t y h no tra9s "h on ,sunday4 ,i hadn't be5 to ,mass = ?ree mon?s1 = we h no place to g out !re :]e ,i 02 s x 0 a great consolation = me to drop 9 & he> a good s]mon4 ,& ,i tell y x 0 a good s]mon4 ,t 0 a great appeal y made4 ,fa!r ,ryan c\ld only murmur1 ,?ank y4 ,y are n /ay+ v long ) u8 ,no1 ,i c't /ay1 ,fa!r4 ,i h to get to ,new ,york & report on :at ,i f\nd4 ,i h ab\t f\rte5 miles ( mud be=e me n[1 & h driv5 tw5ty miles ?is morn+4 ,i don't belong ar\nd "h at all4 ,i live 9 ,new ,york2 b ,i may be "h a good deal lat]1 & y are ! ne>e/ prie/ to me4 ,take ?is & put x 9 ! collection4 ,! r\gh man %ov$ a note into ,fa!r ,ryan's h&4 ,by ?is "t !y bo? _h rea*$ ! liv]y rig4 ,a quick ,good-bye f ! visitor1 & a ,god bless y f ,fa!r ,ryan1 end$ ! conv]sation4 ,! prie/ ?ru/ ! note into 8 pocket & return$ to ! h\se4 ,:5 he ent]$ ! d9+-room1 ,fa!r ,fann+ 0 tak+ breakfa/ at ! table4 ,fa!r ,b>ry 0 occupy+ himself ) a book1 :i* he f\nd difficulty 9 read+1 on acc\nt ( ! en?usia/ic comm5ts ( 8 fri5d on ,fa!r ,ryan's s]mon4 ,we 7 talk+ ab\t y1 ,ryan1 he said4 ,& !re is no ne$ ( tell+ y :at we _h to say ab\t y2 b !re is "o ?+ ,i w\ld l to ask4 ,:at's wrong ) y s9ce we came8 ,:y1 no?+1 said ,fa!r ,ryan4 ,hav5't ,i treat$ y bett] ?an y des]ve8 ,t is all "r1 t is all "r1 int]rupt$ 8 big neighbor1 b !re is some?+ wrong4 ,y 7 worri$ at fir/4 ,!n y dropp$ x1 b y />t$ to worry aga9 j z soon z y came out ( ! sanctu>y4 ,y 7 at x :5 we came 9 & y are at x n[4 ,come1 ,ryan1 let u "k :at x is4 ,if x is money1 well-- ,fa!r ,b>ry look$ up quickly f 8 book & said3 ,surely1 x is n ! new *ur*1 is x8 ,! "y pa/or sat d[n 9 a *air at ! table & look$ at 8 fri5ds1 be=e he spoke4 ,well1 ,i nev] c\ld keep a secret1 he said4 ,!re=e1 ,i suppose ,i nev] w be a tru/$ c\nselor ( anybody1 & mu/ always be seek+ a c\nselor = myself4 ,i always hate a man :o c keep a secret1 said ,fa!r ,fann+4 ,i always believe t ! fell[ :o c keep a secret is ! fell[ y h to wat*4 ,y nev] "k :at he is ?9k+ ab\t1 s nobody ev] is sure ( him4 ,don't be a%am$ n[ ( n be+ able to keep a secret1 & don't worry y\rself by keep+ ?is "o4 ,out ) x4 ,well1 x is ab\t ! *ur*1 said ,fa!r ,ryan4 ,& he told 8 /ory4 ,well1 ( all ! /range *>act]s ,i ev] met1 said ,fa!r ,fann+1 y c]ta9ly are ! wor/1 ,ryan4 ,"h y are 9 a box ab\t t ?\s& doll>s & yet ?is morn+ y gave away y\r own %>e ( ! collection1 besides boom+ ! ,sem9>y4 ,:y man1 ! ,sem9>y ought n ask any?+ f y1 9 y\r pres5t condition4 ,b !re is no use try+ to p\nd s5se into y4 ,:at are y go+ to d ab\t ?is8 ,x is too mu* money = ,b>ry & myself to take c>e (4 ,bless y\r he>t1 ,i don't ?9k he has fifty doll>s to 8 "n & ,i w\ldn't l to tell y ! /ate ( my f9ances4 ,we h to ?9k out "s way4 ,maybe ,b>ry c see ! ,bi%op4 ,well1 we'll h to /op ?9k+ ab\t x1 said ,fa!r ,ryan4 ,i might j z well settle d[n :]e ,i am4 ,i c]ta9ly w n get v mu* ( a promotion n[4 ,by ! way1 did y notice ! big man1 cov]$ ) mud1 9 ! *ur*8 ,no1 said ,fa!r ,fann+1 ,i did n notice him4 ,:o 0 he8 ,:at ab\t him8 ,he 0 a /rang]1 said ,fa!r ,ryan1 & 0 v pleasant4 ,he is a prospector f ,new ,york4 ,he has be5 up 9 ! m\nta9s & away f *ur* = ! la/ ?ree mon?s4 ,he mu/ h f\nd some?+ up !re1 because he is go+ on to ,new ,york to meet 8 back]s2 at lea/1 t is :at ,i judg$ f 8 talk4 ,he is driv+ ov] to ,caanan to-day to cat* ! fa/ tra94 ,i wond] if he put any?+ 9 ! collection8 said ,fa!r ,fann+4 ,no1 he did n1 answ]$ ! pa/or1 b he gave x to me aft]w>d & told me to put x 94 ,by ! way1 "h x is4 ,he pull$ ! note out ( 8 pocket & laid x flat on ! table4 ,! ?ree m5 gasp$ = brea?4 ,x 0 a ?\s& doll>s4 ,fa!r ,fann+ 0 ! fir/ to f9d words4 ,great ,scott1 ,ryan1 he said1 y ought to g out & ?ank ,god on y\r knees be=e ! alt>4 ,"h is ! end ( y\r tr\ble4 ,:y ! man mu/ be a millionaire4 ,fa!r ,ryan's face 0 all smiles4 ,yes1 he said1 x is ! end ( my tr\ble4 ,i nev] dream$ x w\ld come to an end s easily4 ,?anks be to ,god = x4 ,! little old prie/ ) ! book 9 front ( him seem$ to h no comm5t to make4 ,he let 8 two fri5ds ramble on1 bo? ov]joy$ at ! good =tune t _h extricat$ ,fa!r ,ryan f 8 dilemma4 ,b he 0 n read+4 ,he 0 ?9k+4 ,by & by he spoke4 ,:at did y say y prea*$ on to-day1 ,fa!r ,ryan8 ,:y1 broke 9 ,fann+1 he prea*$ on ! ,sem9>y4 ,didn't ,i tell y6 ,& a good s]mon-- ,yes1 ,i prea*$ on ! ,sem9>y1 said ,fa!r ,ryan4 ,b did ,i n he> ,fa!r ,fann+ say t y pl$g$ e doll> t came into ! collection to ! ,sem9>y4 ,:y1 surely1 said ,fa!r ,ryan1 b ?is did n come 9 ?r\gh ! collection4 ,yes1 p]si/$ ,fa!r ,b>ry1 b did y n say t ! /range man told y to put x into ! collection8 ,:y--yes--yes1 he did say some?+ l t4 ,well1 !n1 urg$ ,fa!r ,b>ry1 is x n a "q to be debat$ z to :e!r or n y c d any?+ else ) ! money8 ,oh1 conf\nd x all1 ,b>ry1 cri$ ,fa!r ,fann+4 ,y are a rigori/4 ,y don't und]/& ?is case4 ,n[ !re's no use br++ y\r old syllogisms into ?is bus9ess4 ,?is man is 9 a hole4 ,he has got to get out ( x4 ,:at diff]5ce is x if ,i put my money 9 "o pocket or 9 ! o!r pocket4 ,?is all belongs to ,god anyh[4 ,! ?\s& doll> note 0 giv5 to ! ,*ur*1 & ! mo/ necess>y ?+ n[ is to pay ! debt on t "p ( x t's "h4 ,:y ! ,sem9>y doesn't ne$ x4 ,! old ,procurator w\ld drop dead if he got a ?\s& doll>s f ?is p>i%4 ,well1 s f> z ,i c see1 said ,fa!r ,b>ry1 :at y say does n *ange matt]s any4 ,fa!r ,ryan promis$ e doll>--& e c5t = t matt]--9 t collection to ! ,sem9>y4 ,?is money =ms "p ( ! collection4 ,i "k p]fectly well t mo/ m5 w\ld argue z y d1 b ?is is a case ( consci5ce4 ,! money 0 giv5 = a specific purpose1 & 9 my judgm5t1 if ,fa!r ,ryan uses x = any o!r purpose ?an ! "o = :i* x 0 giv51 he simply w h to make re/itution lat] on to ! ,sem9>y4 ,t's an awful way ( look+ at ?+s1 said ,fa!r ,fann+4 ,conf\nd x1 ,i am glad ,i don't h to g to y = direction4 ,:y1 its gett+ worse in/ead ( bett]1 y are4 ,! giv] ( ?is money w\ld be only too glad to h x g to pay (f ! debt4 ,:at does he "k ab\t ! ,sem9>y8 ,he 0 att5d+ ! little *ur* out "h1 & :atev] good he got f 8 visit came ?r\gh ,fa!r ,ryan & 8 p4 ,he is "u obligation to !m fir/4 ,c't y see t x does n make any diff]5ce1 aft] all4 ,x is ! same ?+4 ,no1 x is n ! same ?+1 said ,fa!r ,b>ry4 ,p]haps we are too mu* tempt$ to believe t gifts ( ?is k9d might be int]*angeable4 ,we are full ( zeal = ! glory ( ,god at home1 & t means t sometimes we unconsci\sly are full ( zeal = our own glory4 ,look x up4 ,i may be wrong1 & ,i d n want to be a killjoy2 b we w\ld n wi% our fri5d "h to act fir/ & d a lot ( sorr[ful ?9k+ aft]w>d4 ,x 0 ,w$nesday morn+ :5 ! two visitors left1 & ! discussions only end$ :5 ! door clos$ ^u !m4 ,!re 0 n a !ological book 9 ,fa!r ,ryan's libr>y left unconsult$4 ,:5 ,fa!r ,fann+ 0 at ! door1 grip 9 h&1 he said3 ,well1 ,i guess we h come to no conclusion1 ,ryan4 ,y w h to f9i% x1 y\rself1 & decide = y\rself4 ,b !re is "o ?+ ,i c te/ify to1 besides ! /ubbornness ( my v5]able fri5d "h1 & t is t ,i h le>n$ m !ology out ( ?is ?ree-day discussion ?an ,i le>n$ 9 ?ree ye>s previ\sly4 ,!re is no?+ l a fight to keep a fell[ 9 tra9+4 ,8 fri5ds gone1 ,fa!r ,ryan w5t /raight to 8 desk & wrote ?is lett] to 8 ,bi%op3 ,,y\r ,,lord%ip--,i am s5d+ h]e) enclos$ my ,sem9>y collection4 ,x am\nts to #a1jfc4aj4 ,y may be surpris$ at ! fir/ figure2 b !re 0 a ?\s& doll> note h&$ to me = t p>ticul> collection4 ,i congratulate ! ,sem9>y on gett+ x4 ,! *ur* is ready = d$ication z y\r ,lord%ip arrang$4 ,k9dly wire me & ,i w meet y at ! tra94 ,!n ,fa!r ,ryan w5t to b$4 ,he did n expect to sleep v mu* t night2 b 9 spite ( 8 worry1 & to 8 own great surprise1 he _h ! mo/ peaceful sleep ( all ! ye>s ( 8 prie/hood4 ,! *ur* 0 d$icat$4 ,! ,bi%op1 sev]e ( face1 abrupt 9 mann]1 b if ! tru? 7 kn[n1 k9dly at he>t1 f9i%$ 8 "w be=e he ask$ to see ! books ( ! p>i%4 ,fa!r ,ryan 0 alone ) 8 ,lord%ip :5 ! "t = t ordeal came4 ,he h&$ ! books to ! ,bi%op & laid a f9ancial /atem5t be=e him4 ,! ,bi%op glanc$ at x1 fr[n$ & !n read x ?r\gh4 ,! fr[n 0 /ill on 8 face z he look$ up at ! "y prie/ be=e him4 ,?is looks z if y _h be5 practic+ a little deceit ^u me1 ,fa!r ,ryan1 he said4 ,y wrote me t ! *ur* 0 f9i%$ )\t debt4 ,i ?\ght s1 my ,"l1 :5 ,i wrote y ! lett]4 ,i _h ! money on h& to pay ! exact am\nt ( ! contract4 ,! ar*itect & ! build] came to me lat] & in=m$ me t !re _h be5 extras1 ( :i* ,i knew no?+1 am\nt+ to "o ?\s& doll>s4 ,i am "o ?\s& doll>s beh9d4 ,i assure y\r ,lord%ip t x 0 n my fault1 except t p]haps ,i %\ld h kn[n m ab\t ! tactics ( ! m5 ,i 0 deal+ )4 ,i w h to raise ! money "s way2 &1 ( c\rse1 ,i d n expect y\r ,lord%ip to s5d me to ,lansville4 ,i am sorry1 b ,i h done ! be/ ,i c\ld4 ,i w "k m ab\t build+ next "t4 ,! ,bi%op _h no ^w to say4 ,?\gh ! fr[n appe>$ pretty well fix$ ^u 8 face1 x did n seem q natural4 ,!re 0 a tw9kle 9 8 eye t only an exp]t on bi%ops c\ld p]ceive4 ,b y s5t me "o ?\s& doll>s m ?an ,i c\ld h expect$ only ?is week1 = ! ,sem9>y1 he said4 ,t surely indicates t y h "s p "h :o might help y out ( y\r dilemma4 ,i am sorry1 y\r ,lord%ip1 said ,fa!r ,ryan1 b x does n indicate t at all4 ,i h no ri* p4 ,all ( my p h done ! be/ !y c\ld = ! new *ur*4 ,i w h to give !m a re/ = a ye> & /ay "h & face ! debt4 ,! man :o gave ! ?\s& doll> bill 0 a /rang]--a m9]4 ,i d n "k him at all4 ,he did n ev5 give 8 "n1 b said ! money 0 = ! collection4 ,i c\ld n f9d any au?ority = keep+ x = ! *ur* "h1 ?\gh1 to be c&id1 ,i want$ to d x4 ,t is all4 ,! ,bi%op /ill kept 8 eye on him4 ,( c\rse y "k t y\r appo9tm5t to ,lansville 0 conditional4 ,i und]/& t1 y\r ,lord%ip1 said ,fa!r ,etan4 ,y h no obligation to me at all 9 t reg>d4 ,w y k9dly /ep to ! door & ask my ,*ancellor to come 98 ,:5 ! ,*ancellor ent]$1 ! ,bi%op said to him3 ,h y ! lett] ,i receiv$ f ,mr4 ,wilcox8 ,! ,*ancellor h&$ ! ,bi%op ! lett]1 :o unfold$ x &1 tak+ ano!r glance at ! deject$ "y pa/or1 read x to him4 ,x 0 v mu* to ! po9t4 ,,de> ,,bi%op1--,y may or may n "k me1 b ,i knew y :5 y 7 pa/or ( ,/4 ,alexis 9 my native t[n4 ,! fact is1 y baptiz$ me4 ,i w\ld n ev5 h kn[n :]e y 71 _h x n be5 = a mi/ake ,i made ?is morn+4 ,i came d[n f ! m\nta9s & w5t to ,mass at ,a%=d4 ,:5 ,i 0 go+ away ,i gave ! "y prie/ a ?\s& doll> note4 ,if y recognize my "n1 y w und]/& t x 0 n too mu* = me to give1 = ?\gh ,i am a /+y sort ( fell[1 ! ,"l has bless$ me ) consid]able weal?4 ,i rememb] say+ to ! "y prie/ t ,i want$ him to put x 9 ! collection1 :i* z ,i rememb] n[1 0 = ! ,sem9>y4 ,i figur$ x out t he w\ld be s5d+ ! collection to y4 ,n[1 ,i don't l to disappo9t y1 de> ,bi%op1 b ,i did n int5d t money to g to ! ,sem9>y1 b to ! pa/or = ! little p>i%4 ,lat] on1 :5 developm5ts />t 9 ! m\nta9s1 & !y w />t :5 ,i get back to ,new ,york1 ,i may ne$ t "y prie/ to come up & take c>e ( my m52 s ,i want ! money to g to 8 *ur*1 :i*1 f :at my driv] told me com+ ov]1 ne$s x4 ,i may take c>e ( ! ,sem9>y lat] on1 = ,i expect to be ar\nd y\r section ( ! c\ntry a great deal 9 ! future4 ,respectfully y\rs1 ,,paul ,,wilcox4 ,?r\gh te>-dimm$ eyes ,fa!r ,ryan saw all ! /]nness g out ( ! ,bi%op's face4 ,mr4 ,wilcox1 said 8 ,lord%ip1 is a millionaire _m times ov]4 ,he is "o ( ! l>ge/ m9e op]ators 9 ! _w4 ,he likes to d ?+s ( ?is k9d4 ,y may g to ,lansville1 ,fa!r ,ryan2 b ,i ?9k1 if ,i 7 y1 ,i w\ld /ay "h4 ,:5 ,wilcox says ?+s are go+ to move1 !y usually d4 ,?9k x ov] & take y\r *oice4 ,"h is y\r ?\s& doll>s4 ,i d n f9d x a good ?+1 ,fa!r1 to praise p2 especially ^? ,i h to gov]n1 s ,i am n go+ to praise y = :at y h done4 ,x 0 "r1 & x 0 y\r duty4 ,i appreciate x4 ,,! ,,occasion ,mr4 ,o',bri5 ( ,no4 #cb ,*e/nut /reet _h 8 entire family ) him1 z he hurri$ to ! eight o'clock ,mass4 ,mrs4 ,o',bri5 0 already tir$1 ?\gh %e _h gone only a block f ! h\se2 = ,el5ora1 :o always 0 t>dy1 _h to be dress$ 9 a hurry4 ,!n ,tom _h come d[n /airs ) an elegant "p to t portion ( 8 hair :i* 0 "r above 8 =ehead1 b ! back section1 :i* ! mirror did n %[1 0 t\sl$ & unkempt4 ,x took an ef=t on ,mrs4 ,o',bri5's "p to make ! *ildr5 pres5table2 & hurry plus ef=t 0 n good =--well1 = folks :o d n weigh z little z !y did :5 !y 7 y\ng]4 ,dr4 ,reilly met ! ,o',bri5s at ! corn]4 ,hello1 he call$1 x's ! :ole family1 b$ad4 ,:at br+s ye all to ! 'eight o'clock'8 ,mr4 ,o',bri5 answ]$ 8 family doctor only :5 ! *ildr5 7 left beh9d :]e !y c\ld n he>3 ,x's ,fa!r ,coll9s' turn to prea* at ! ,high ,mass1 ,doc1 he expla9$4 ,sure1 x is1 said ! ,doctor4 ,fai?1 ,i =got t4 ,i 0 go+ to ,high ,mass meself1 b ,i ran ov] to see ye4 ,yes1 x's 8 turn4 ,sure1 ! poor man puts me to sleep1 & sleep9' 9 ! ,h\se ( ,god is nei!r respectful nor decor\s4 ,b :at is a man to d8 ,he is ! f9e/ prie/ 9 ! city1 said ,mr4 ,o',bri51 look+ back to see if 8 regim5t 0 foll[+1 & ! wor/ prea*]4 ,i c't sit /ill & li/5 to him4 ,he loses 8 voice ! m9ute he gets be=e ! p1 & "s day ,i ?9k he'll pull ! pulpit d[n1 try+ to get 8 words out4 ,fai?1 ,doc1 he makes me want to get up & say x = him4 ,well1 ,o ',bri51 ,i believe y c\ld say x1 judg+ f ! way y lecture u at ! c\ncil meet+s4 ,& t br+s me to ! bus9ess ,i _h :5 ,i ran (f to see y4 ,c\ldn't y let ! ,missis take c>e ( ! *ildr5 at ?is ,mass8 ,mc,garvey wants to talk ov] some?+ ) u4 ,he's sick & c't get out4 ,we'd bo? g to ! 'n9e o'clock' & t w miss ! s]mon1 too4 ,mr4 ,o',bri5 nodd$ 8 head complac5tly4 ,!y _h rea*$ ! front ( ! *ur*1 & :om %\ld !y meet b ,fa!r ,coll9s hurry+ out f ! ve/ry on 8 way to ! rectory across ! /reet4 ,good morn+1 ,fa!r1 cri$ ! *ildr5 9 *orus1 j z !y did :5 "o ( ! prie/s visit$ _! room 9 ! p>o*ial s*ool4 ,! two m5 t\*$ _! hats 9 greet+4 ,fa!r ,coll9s return$ ! salute4 ,he cross$ ! /reet quickly & ran up /airs to 8 own room 9 ! rectory1 b did n notice t ,o',bri5 & ! doctor w5t pa/ ! *ur*4 ,be x kn[n t ,fa!r ,coll9s 0 ! ?ird assi/ant4 ,he _h be5 orda9$ "o ye>4 ,! fir/ assi/ant1 :o 0 /ill fa/+1 ) ! obligation ( s++ ,high ,mass ^u him1 0 in/all$ 9 ,fa!r ,coll9s' favorite *air1 :5 ! own] ( x ent]$4 ,come 91 come 91 ,coll9s1 come 9 to y\r own h\se1 ! fir/ assi/ant call$4 ,come 91 man1 & be at home4 ,i c\ldn't sleep1 s ,i _h to get up & wait ar\nd1 hungry en\gh2 b1 he _h caught ! expression on 8 fri5d's face1 :at is ! matt]8 ,oh1 no?+ mu*1 no?+ mu*1 repli$ ,fa!r ,coll9s1 only ,i see ! :ole p>i% is turn+ out to-day = ! eight o'clock ,mass4 ,! ,o',bri5s & ,doctor ,reilly h j gone 94 ,y "k1 !y always g to ,high ,mass4 ,:i*1 rem>k$ ,fa!r ,grady1 is no complim5t ei!r to my s++1 or y\r ,em95ce's prea*+1 or to bo?4 ,oh1 y\r s++ is all "r1 assur$ ,fa!r ,coll9s4 ,well1 said ,fa!r ,grady1 ,i accept ! correction4 ,i am a mode/ man1 b ,i mu/ ackn[l$ge t ,i c s+--at lea/1 relatively speak+1 = ,i hav5't v mu* to compete aga9/4 ,h[ev]1 if x is n my s++1 !n x mu/ be y\r prea*+4 ,x is1 x is1 answ]$ 8 fri5d1 ) j a t\* ( %ak9ess 9 8 voice4 ,look "h ,grady1 y "k ,i made a good c\rse 9 ! ,sem9>y4 ,y "k ,i am n an ignoramus & y "k t ,i "w h>d4 ,i prep>e e s]mon & write x out2 :5 ! manuscript is f9i%$ ,i "k x by he>t4 ,n[1 "h is ! s]mon = to-day4 ,look at x & if y love me1 read x4 ,tell me :at is wrong ) x4 ,fa!r ,grady took ! pap]s & began to look !m ov]1 :ile ,fa!r ,coll9s pick$ up a book & pret5d$ to be int]e/$ 9 x4 ,9 tru?1 he 0 glanc+ at 8 companion v anxi\sly ov] ! top1 until ! manuscript _h be5 laid d[n4 ,my de> ,coll9s1 y are "r1 said ,fa!r ,grady4 ,x is a good s]mon4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld write "o half z good4 ,!re is absolutely no?+ wrong ) x4 ,b1 urg$ ,fa!r ,coll9s1 ,i %all spoil x4 ,well1 said 8 fri5d1 c&or compels me to ackn[l$ge t y probably %all4 ,i don't "k :y4 ,c't y raise y\r voice8 ,c't y h c\rage8 ,! p won't bite y4 ,y c talk well en\gh to ! s*ool *ildr54 ,y c talk well en\gh to me4 ,:y c't y /& up & be natural8 ,j be y\rself & talk to !m z y talk to u4 ,t is ! :ole secret4 ,x is my n]v\sness1 ,grady1 said ,fa!r ,coll9s4 ,i am afraid ! m9ute ,i ent] ! *ur* to prea*4 ,:5 ,i op5 my m\?1 ,i lose my voice out ( fe>4 ,t is :at x is--fe>4 ,i am simply an arrant c[>d4 ,i tell y1 ,grady1 ,i hate myself = x4 ,n[1 look "h1 said 8 companion e>ne/ly1 y are n a c[>d4 ,y c prea*4 ,x is 9 y1 & x w come out1 yet4 ,i call ?is s]mon no?+ %ort ( a ma/]piece4 ,if y c n brace up n[1 ! occasion w come to loos5 y\r tongue4 ,x surely w4 ,?is is ! wor/ day ,i h _h1 groan$ poor ,fa!r ,coll9s4 ,i am %ak+ l a leaf1 already4 ,look "h1 ,grady1 d me a favor j ?is once4 ,y prea* s easily4 ,y c get up a s]mon 9 half an h\r4 ,y h no?+ to d until half pa/ t54 ,n[1 let me g out & make ! ann\ncem5ts & read ! ,gospel at ! n9e o'clock ,mass4 ,mo/ ( ! *ildr5 w be !re & ,i c say a few words to !m4 ,y prea* at ,high ,mass4 ,well1 ,i ought n to d x1 said ,fa!r ,grady1 ?\ghtfully1 = if ,i d su* ?+s1 x may spoil y4 ,y ought n to give way1 b--y are :ite z a %eet1 man4 ,well1 ,i am go+ to d x ?is "t1 s ,i _h bett] look ov] some?+4 ,fa!r ,coll9s 0 ov]joy$4 ,he c\ld n help x4 ,he w5t to ! *ur* to prep>e = ! ,mass & prompt to ! m9ute he 0 9 ! sanctu>y4 ,! ,mass _h proce$$ z f> z ! end ( ! fir/ ,gospel1 :5 ! ,sacri/an came to ! prie/'s side & :isp]$ a message4 ,he 0 pla9ly excit$1 & try+ h>d to conceal x f ! congregation4 ,fa!r ,coll9s lean$ ov] to he> :at he _h to say4 ,keep y\r head1 ,fa!r4 ,!re is a fire 9 ! *ur* basem5t n[1 "r "u y\r feet4 ,! firem5 are work+ on x1 b c't put x out4 ,we h /opp$ p f com+ 9 to /amp$e ! o!rs4 ,! gall]ies are fill$ ) ! *ildr51 & we h to get !m out1 fir/4 ,if !re is a ru% ! *ildr5 w be kill$ at ! bottom ( ! gall]y /airs1 :]e !y meet ! p f ! body ( ! *ur* out 9 t ve/ibule4 ,! *ief s5t me to y to tell y to g on prea*+ & hold ! gr[n folks d[n /airs = t5 m9utes4 ,! firem5 w get ! little ones out )\t noise or fuss1 if y c keep ! att5tion ( ! p4 ,i'll :isp] 'all "r' to y :5 !y are gone4 ,!n y tell ! re/ to file out quietly4 ,x is ! only *ance y h to save ^? *ildr5 9 ?is ram%ackle old build+1 s y prea* = all y are wor? & don't let ! p look up at ! gall]ies4 ,!re w be hundr$s ( little ones owe _! lives to y1 ,fa!r1 if y c hold ! =t4 ,! ,sacri/an left &1 ) a gasp ( horror1 ! prie/ ?\ght ( ! gall]ies empty+ into ! little ve/ibule & meet+ a ru% ( ! p f ! *ur*4 ,fa!r ,coll9s took (f 8 *asuble & maniple & plac$ !m ^u ! alt>4 ,he wond]$ at 8 own coolness4 ,he advanc$ to ! front ( ! alt> plat=m1 op5+ 8 book2 b he clos$ x aga9 coolly4 ,!n1 9 a cle> voice1 t rea*$ e corn] ( ! build+1 :i* he c\ld n believe 0 8 own1 he began4 ,on second ?\ght1 my fri5ds1 he said1 ,i w n read ! ,epi/le or ! ,gospel to-day4 ,i h a few words to say to y1 ?\gh a s]mon is n expect$ at ?is ,mass4 ,9 a front pew ,doctor ,reilly & ,mr4 ,o',bri5 groan$ s(tly4 ,!y _h be5 caught by ! dread$ s]mon4 ,fa!r ,coll9s ann\nc$ 8 text4 ,! congregation 0 surpris$ t x 0 to h a s]mon in/ead ( ! usual read+1 b x 0 m surpris$ at ! *ange 9 ,fa!r ,coll9s2 s mu*1 inde$1 t x 0 almo/ brea?less4 ,! prie/ glanc$ up at ! gall]y1 quickly1 & saw t ! *ildr5 _h begun to leave ! re> pews4 ,he _h t5 m9utes to fill 94 ,! p bel[ c\ld see only ! front r[s ( ! gall]y1 :i* 9 ?is *ur*1 built 9 ! old /yle1 ran on ?ree sides4 ,s ,fa!r ,coll9s prea*$4 ,x 0 ! s]mon he _h prep>$ = ! ,high ,mass1 b :i* he c\ld n deliv]4 ,! beauty ( x _h be5 pla9 to ,fa!r ,grady :5 he read x2 b x 0 pla9] to ! enraptur$ congregation :i* sat li/5+ to e syllable4 ,nei!r ! ,doctor nor ,mr4 ,o',bri5 attempt$ to sleep4 ,9 fact !re 7 no sleep]s at all1 = upright 9 ! pews sat e man & woman1 hang+ on ! prea*]'s words4 ,9 ! mid/ ( 8 disc\rse ,fa!r ,coll9s detect$ ! smell ( smoke & ?\ght t all 0 lo/4 ,b he made ano!r ef=t4 ,8 voice rose high] & 8 words ?und]$ ov] ! heads ( ! a/oni%$ p1 :o 7 s rapt t !y c\ld n ev5 ask !mselves :at _h wr\ght ! miracle4 ,if !y smell$ ! smoke1 !y gave no sign1 = a born orator1 :o _h f\nd himself1 held !m 9 ! grip ( 8 eloqu5ce4 ,fa!r ,coll9s took ano!r glance at ! gall]y4 ,! front r[ w\ld g 9 a mom5t4 ,above all1 ! p mu/ n be di/ract$ n[4 ,some?+ mu/ be done to hold _! att5tion :5 ! noise ( ! mov+ ( t front r[ w\ld fall ^u _! e>s4 ,9 two m9utes all w\ld be well4 ,t two m9utes 7 ! greate/ ( ! prie/'s life4 ,into !m c5t]$ e bit ( int5sity1 e>ne/ness & en?usiasm he possess$4 ,he rapidly skipp$ "p ( 8 s]mon & came to ! bur/ ( appeal1 ) :i* he 0 to close4 ,! p c\ld see him tremble 9 e limb4 ,8 face 0 z :ite z 8 surplice4 ,8 eyes 7 wide op5 & %9+ z if he 7 deeply mov$ by 8 own plead+s4 ,he quickly desc5d$ ! /eps ( ! alt> & advanc$ to ! rail+4 ,! congregation did n d>e to take its eyes away f him4 ,! noise ( ! dep>t+ *ildr5 fell ^u unhe$+ e>s4 ,! int5sity ( ! man _h be5 transf]r$ to 8 li/5]s4 ,a :isp]$ 'all "r' rea*$ ! prie/ f ! lips ( ! ,sacri/an beh9d1 & ,fa!r ,coll9s /opp$4 ,8 voice dropp$ back to ! tone ) :i* he began 8 disc\rse4 ,x 0 a s(t1 musical voice1 t p till n[ did n "k he possess$4 ,my fri5ds1 he said1 keep y\r seats = a mom5t4 ,^? 9 ! front pews w g out quietly n[4 ,let "o pew empty at a "t4 ,d n cr[d4 ,!re is no dang]1 at pres5t1 b a fire has brok5 out bel[1 & we want to take e precaution = safety4 ,/op1 he ?und]$1 & 8 voice w5t up aga94 ,y1 :o are leav+ f ! c5t] ( ! *ur*1 rema9 9 y\r seats4 ,d n />t a ru%4 ,d n worry ab\t ! *ildr51 !y are all out4 ,look at ! gall]ies4 ,!y are empty4 ,! *ildr5 7 cool4 ,d n let ! little ones %ame y4 ,n[1 give ! old & feeble a *ance4 ,) voice & ge/ure1 he direct$ ! movem5t ( ! p1 & !n1 ! *ur* empti$1 he look$ t[>d ! ve/ry door4 ,! ,sacri/an 0 !re4 ,hurry1 ,fa!r1 he call$1 te>+ (f 8 cassock4 ,! floor "h may give way any mom5t4 ,fa!r ,grady has ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t4 ,hurry6 ,!y 7 out be=e ! floor fell & ! flames bur/ into ! big *ur*1 :i*1 poor old relic ( ! days ( wood1 w5t d[n into ! a%es ( de/ruction4 ,mr4 ,o',bri5 ( #cb ,*e/nut /reet walk$ home ) ,dr4 ,reilly1 b nei!r ( !m _h mu* to say4 ,bo? paus$ at ! corn] :]e _! ways p>t$4 ,!n ,mr4 ,o',bri5 spoke3 ,:at did y ?9k ( ! s]mon1 ,doc8 ,i ?9k1 said ! doctor1 delib]ately1 t ?\gh x co/ u ! price ( a new *ur*1 'twas well wor? x4 ,,! ,,yankee ,,tramp ,!y 7 old cronies1 ,m4 le ,cure de ,/4 ,eu/ace & ,m4 le ,cure de ,/e4 ,aga?a1 ?\gh ! prie/ly call+ seem$ all !y _h 9 common4 ,! fir/ 0 small ( /ature1 ?9 ( face1 look+ l a m$ival1 ?\gh he 0 a mod]n1 sa9t2 ! o!r tall1 well fill$ out l an epicure1 yet n ev5 ,bonhomme ,c>eau1 ! ne>e/ approa* to a sc(f] 9 ! two p>i%es1 ev] w5t s f> z to call ! ,cure ( ,/e4 ,aga?a by su* an undes]v$ "n1 s9ce ! good1 fat prie/ _h ! gl>+ fault ( /+9ess :i* all ! c\ntry knew b nev] m5tion$4 ,!y lov$ him too mu* to m5tion 8 faults4 ,he 0 good to ! sick & fai?ful to _! int]e/s1 ?\gh--,il etait =t t5du1 lui1 mais bi5 g5til1 t\t de meme4 ,besides1 ! ,cure ( ,/4 ,eu/ace 0 too g5]\s4 ,e begg> got a meal f him & "s ( !m money1 till he spoil$ ! :ole tribe ( !m & !y became s bold--well !re 0 s]i\s talk ( prote/+ to ! ,cure ( ,/4 ,eu/ace ab\t 8 *>ities4 ,! g>d5 ( ,/4 ,eu/ace 0 ! pleasante/ place on e>? = bo? ! cronies aft] ,vesp]s _h be5 sung 9 _! p>i%es on ,sunday aft]noons1 & ! ?ree miles cov]$ f ! ,presbyt]y ( ,/e4 ,aga?a to ! ,presbyt]y ( ,/4 ,eu/ace4 ,on a f9e day x 0 delightful to sit "u ! great trees & see ! fl[]s & *at & smoke1 ) j ! fa9t smell ( ! ev5+ meal /eal+ out ( ,m>got's k+dom4 ,x 0 a /&+ rule t ?is meal 0 to be tak5 toge!r on ,sunday & ! visit prolong$ f> into ! night--until old ,pi]re came ) ! worn-look+ buggy & c>ri$ 8 ma/] (f ab\t half-pa/ t54 ,gr& ,dieu4 ,quelle dissipation6 ,only on ?is night did ei!r "o /ay up aft] n9e4 ,:at exp]i5ces 7 told ^! ,sunday nights6 ,big & au?oritative 7 ! words ( ,m4 le ,cure de ,/e4 ,aga?a4 ,/]n & unb5d+ 7 8 comm5ts & ! acc\nts ( 8 week's do+s4 ,& 8 fri5d's8 ,bi51 !y 7 n mu*1 b !y made him a little pleasure to n>rate--:at he w\ld tell ( !m4 ,?is night !y 7 talk+ ( begg>s1 a new phase ( ! old "q4 ,!y _h only begg>s 9 ,quebec1 mild old fell[s mo/ly4 ,a few p5nies w\ld suffice = !m1 & :5 !y got old !re 7 always ! good ,si/]s ( ! ,poor to c>e = !m4 ,!re 7 no tramps4 ,?is fell[ 0 diff]5t1 mon ami1 ! ,cure de ,/4 ,eu/ace 0 say+1 he w\ld almo/ bo!r y y\rself ) all y\r exp]i5ce4 ,he came f ov] ! l9e--f ! ,/ates1 & he _h a rem>kable /ory4 ,bi5 oui1 !y all h1 broke 9 8 fri5d1 b ,i s5d !m to ,m>ie & %e fe$s !m--no?+ m4 ,!y c n trap me ) any ( _! fooli% tales4 ,x is n *>ity to give to !m4 ,i am h>d ( he>t ab\t su* ?+s1 & v s5sible4 ,well1 ,i w tell y ab\t him4 ,x w pass ! "t till d9n]4 ,i f\nd ! man seat$ on ! gall]y 9 front4 ,he spoke only ,engli%4 ,:5 ,i came up he arose & took (f 8 cap1 v politely = a ,yankee too4 ,b1 ,god =give me1 ,i _h no "r to say t1 = ! ,yankees are z ! bon ,dieu made !m & !y are too busy to be polite4 ',y are ! prie/8' he ask$ me4 ',yes1 ,monsieur1 ,i am4' ',y speak ,engli%8' ',en\gh to und]/&4 ,:at is x8' ',i am n a tramp1 ,fa!r1'--he look$ v we>y & sad--'& x is n money2 ?\gh ,i am v hungry4 ,y w give me some?+8 ,?anks1 b ,i want y to he> my /ory fir/4 ,yes1 y c help--v mu*4' ,i gave him a seat & he dropp$ into x4 ',fa!r1 d n be %ock$ if ,i tell y t ,i am j out ( prison4 ,i 0 dis*>g$ ye/]day 9 ,new ,york & ,i lo/ no "t 9 com+ "h4 ,?is is n my fir/ visit4 ,i 0 "h t5 ye>s ago ) my *um4 ,we 7 burgl>s & we 7 runn+ away aft] a big op]ation 9 ,new ,york4 ,we _h /ol5 #h1jjj 9 money & valuables1 & we _h x all ) u4 ,we want$ to re/ "h 9 ?is quiet village till ! /orm w\ld bl[ ov]4 ,among ! valuables 0 a /range r+4 ,i _h nev] se5 any?+ l x & my *um want$ x = himself1 b we 7 afraid & took x to "o ( y\r jewel]s--"r d[n ! /reet to ! left--,nadeau 0 8 "n--to h x alt]$ a little & made safe to we>4 ,t little jewel] suspect$ u4 ,i saw x at once & we 7 al>m$4 ,he in=m$ ! con/able ( ! r+ matt]4 ,we 7 wat*$ & !n we saw t x w\ld be bett] to g4 ,we fe>$ t ! ,new ,york police w\ld le>n ( u1 s we took ! /uff out ?ree miles 9 ! c\ntry "o d>k night & buri$ x4 ,i "k ! spot1 = x is ne> ! old s*ool :]e ! road turns = ,%]brooke4 ,!n we w5t ,we/1 to ,mi*igan4 ,we broke into a /ore !re & we 7 arre/$1 b ,new ,york he>d ( ! capture & ! ,mi*igan au?orities gave u up4 ,we 7 tri$ & a lawy] def5d$ u by ! ,judge's ord]4 ,he got u (f ) t5 ye>s 9 ,s+ ,s+4 ,i h be5 !re till ye/]day1 z ,i told y4 ,my *um8 ,well1 t br+s me to x4 ,p>don me4 ,i did n int5d to break d[n4 ,he is dead4 ,he di$ well4 ,a prie/ conv]t$ him1 & my *um rep5t$ ( 8 life & begg$ me to *ange m9e :5 ,i got out4 ,i am go+ to d x1 ,fa!r4 ,i am1 s help me ,god4 ,i'll nev] =get 8 dea?4 ,he call$ me & said3 ',bunky1 t loot is worry+ me4 ,! prie/ says t x mu/ be return$ if ! own] or 8 heirs c be f\nd4 ,if !y c n x mu/ be sp5t 9 works ( *>ity4 ,promise me t y w g to ,/4 ,eu/ace & get x1 ,bunky1 & give x back4 ,promise6' ,!n he broke d[n1 mon ami1 & ,i fe> t ,i cri$ j a little too4 ,x 0 sad1 = he 0 a great /rong man4 ,:5 he c\ld1 he look$ up & cont9u$3 ',well1 ,fa!r1 ,i am "h to d x4 ,i want y\r help4 ,may ,i h x8' ,i told him ,i w\ld d :at ,i c\ld4 ,he want$ me to take ! money & give x to ! own]4 ,he w\ld tell me 8 "n4 ,i 0 glad to aid ! poor man :o 0 s rep5tant4 ',all ,i want is a pick & %ovel & a reliable man to g ) me to-night4 ,i c f9d ! place1' he said4 ,i (f]$ to s5d ! sexton ) him & let him h ! pick & %ovel f ! cemet]y4 ,i gave him food & ?ank$ ,god z ,i wat*$ him eat1 t grace 0 work+ 9 8 he>t aga94 ',i w wait = ! man at sev5 to-night1 ,fa!r1' he said :5 he 0 leav+4 ',let him meet me ) ! horse & buggy j outside ( ! t[n4 ,if !re is dang] ,i w n see him1 & he c return4 ,i w take ! pick & %ovel n[1 & br+ ! /uff to y 9 a valise by #aj o'clock4 ,wait up = me4' ,he left & ! sexton w5t to ! road at sev51 b did n see him4 ,at #aj o'clock ,i he>d him com+4 ,x 0 v d>k & he knock$ %>ply & quickly1 z if afraid4 ,i op5$ ! door & he ?ru/ a valise into my h&4 ,x 0 heavy4 ',"h x is1 ,fa!r4 ,keep x till morn+ :5 ,i w br+ ! key4 ,! valise is lock$4 ,give me some?+ t ,i may buy a night's lodg+ & ,i w come back at sev54' ,i gave him ! fir/ note 9 my purse & he hurri$ away4 ,n[ ,i fe>1 mon ami1 t ,i nev] q ov]came my *ildi% curiosity1 = ,i felt a burn+ desire to see all t treasure1 especially ! /range r+4 ,i mu/ root out t fault be=e ,i die or my purgatory w be long4 ,i w5t to ! kit*5 :]e ,i _h a good *isel1 & ,i am sorry to confess t ,i op5$ ! valise j a v little to see ! heap ( preci\s ?+s4 ,!re 0 an old cig>-box & some?+ heavy roll$ 9 cotton4 ,i ?ru/ ! *isel d[n till ,i op5$ ! box4 ,!re 0 no treasure 9 x at all1 b j a lot ( iron-%av+s4 ,i felt t ,i _h be5 fool$ & ,i broke ! valise op54 ,! heavy /uff roll$ 9 ! cotton 0 only a lot ( old c\pl+-p9s f ! railroad4 ,i 0 disgu/$ ) ?is s9n]1 ?is ?ief4 ,b x 0 droll--x 0 droll--& ,i c\ld sc>cely sleep ) laugh+ at ! :ole f>ce4 ,i "k t 0 s9ful4 ,i %\ld h cri$4 ,b he 0 clev]1 t ,yankee tramp4 ,illu/ration3 ,mon ,dieu6 ,x 0 m9e4 ,& ! valise8 ,:at did y d ) x8 ask$ ! h>d-he>t$ ,cure ( ,/e4 ,aga?a1 :o mu/ h felt sorry t ! fri5d c\ld be s easily dup$4 ,:at did y d ) ! valise8 ,i let x g4 ,i knew t he _h left x ) me & ,i c\ldn't und]/& :y4 ,x 0 s good--almo/ new4 ,i felt t ! sight ( x w\ld make me h>d to ! poor :o really 7 des]v+4 ,i want$ to =get h[ fooli% ,i 01 s ,i gave x to ! good ,si/]s at ! ,hospital1 to use :5 !y mu/ travel to ,%]brooke4 ,! ,cure ( ,/e4 ,aga?a 0 agitat$4 ,he pla9ly want$ to speak b *ok$ back twice4 ,!n he rose & look$ at 8 fri5d ) a face z r$ z fire1 & />t$ t[>d ! gate4 ,he took two /eps1 came back1 & spoke rapidly4 ,d y ?9k ! ,si/]s w br+ x back1 ! valise8 ,mon ,dieu6 ,x 0 m9e4 ,t5 miles f ,/4 ,eu/ace & ?irte5 miles f ,/e4 ,aga?a a ,yankee tramp 0 hurry+ t[>d ! p>i% ( ,/e4 ,ca!r9e4 ,he _h ! money = "o pick & "o %ovel 9 8 pocket keep+ company ) "o note f ! purse ( ! g5]\s ,cure ( ,/4 ,eu/ace & "o ( a mu* l>g] d5om9ation1 f ! wise b h>d-he>t$ ,cure ( ,/e4 ,aga?a1 :o nev] gave to tramps4 ,& ?is is ! lesson ( ! /ory z ! ,cure ( ,/4 ,eu/ace saw x3 t "s gloomy & worri$ millionaires are lo/ to ! ,/ates1 to make a few irresponsible b happy rascals :o live by _! wits1 & ^: s9s ev5 are amus+4 ,"o mu/ n blame !m ov]mu*4 ,z to ! ,cure ( ,/e4 ,aga?a4 ,he has no op9ions on ! matt] at all1 = ! ,si/]s gave him back 8 new valise4 ,,h[ ,,fa!r ,,tom ,,connolly ,,began ,,to ,,be ,a ,,sa9t ,if y knew ,fa!r ,tom ,connolly1 y w\ld l him1 because--well1 j because ,fa!r ,tom ,connolly 0 "o ( ! k9d :om ev]ybody lik$4 ,he _h curly black hair1 ov] an op5 & smil+ face2 he 0 big1 b n too big1 & he look$ ! prie/1 ! sogg>? aroon k9d1 y "k1 s t y j felt t if y ev] did get into difficulties1 ,fa!r ,tom ,connolly w\ld be ! fir/ man = y to talk x all ov] )4 ,b ,fa!r ,tom _h a l>ge p>i%1 9 a good-siz$ c\ntry t[n1 to look aft]2 & s1 :ile y ?\ght t y might monopolize all ( 8 sympa?y 9 y\r bit ( possible tr\ble1 he _h hundr$s ^: tr\bles _h already mat]ializ$1 & 0 wait+ = y\rs ) a weal? ( exp]i5ce :i* w\ld only make 8 smile deep] & 8 grasp he>ti] :5 ! task ( consol+ y came to 8 door & he>t4 ,n[1 !re liv$ 9 ! same t[n z ,fa!r ,tom ano!r prie/ ( q a diff]5t make4 ,he1 too1 _h a ,*ri/ian "n4 ,x 0 ,pet]2 b no "o ev] call$ him ,fa!r ,pet]4 ,e "o address$ him z ,fa!r ,ilw94 ,someh[ ?is designation alone fitt$ him4 ,x 0 n t ?is o!r prie/ 0 unk9d--n at all--b x 0 j t 9 ,fa!r ,tom's t[n he did n q fit4 ,fa!r ,ilw9 _h be5 s5t by ! ,bi%op to build a new *ur*1 & t on a slice ( ,fa!r ,tom's t]ritory1 :i* ! ,bi%op lopp$ (f to =m a new p>i%4 ,fa!r ,ilw9 0 "y4 ,he _h no ri* brogue on 8 tongue to *>m y into look+ at 8 coat 9 expectation ( see+ 8 big he>t bur/ out to welcome y4 ,he 0 ?\ghtful-look+ & %y1 s he did n get on well & 8 new *ur* build+ grew v sl[ly4 ,i h giv5 y ! *>act]s ( my little /ory1 b1 = ! life ( me1 ,i c n tell y :i* "o is to be ! h]o & :i* ! villa9--b1 let t g1 = ,i am sure ( "o ?+ at lea/3 ?is /ory has no villa94 ,b x foll[$ j z naturally z day foll[s night--= :i* figure ( spee*1 my ?anks to ,mr4 ,%akespe>e--t :5 ,fa!r ,ilw9 fail$ to d well1 he grew gloomy & sad2 & j z naturally--,god help u--!re 0 en\gh ( human nature 9 ,fa!r ,tom to say1 ,i told y s to himself1 & to h him pity ,fa!r ,ilw9 to o!rs 9 t sup]ior sort ( way t cuts & /+s m ?an a :ip ( scorpions4 ,!n1 :5 ,fa!r ,tom spoke to "s ( 8 p ( ,fa!r ,ilw9's poor success & said1 ,he meant well1 good lad1 !y all prais$ ! s(t1 k9d he>t ( ,fa!r ,tom2 b :5 ,fa!r ,ilw9 he>d ( ?is great k9dness he j %ut 8 lips tightly1 & all ! blood 0 *as$ f 8 set face to grip 8 he>t 9 a spell ( res5tm5t4 ,:y8 ,oh1 human nature1 y "k6 & human nature expla9s a lot ( ?+s :i* ev5 /ory-writ]s h to give up4 ,( c\rse1 p did say t ,fa!r ,ilw9 0 ungraci\s & unappreciative2 yet1 z ,i write1 mu* z ,i l ,fa!r ,tom1 ,i h a te> 9 my eye = ! lonely man :o knew well t ! only ob/acle to 8 success 0 ! "o t p nev] c\ld see1 & t ! ob/acle himself 0 nev] likely to see4 ,b let u g on4 ,( all ! ?+s 9 ?is _w t ,fa!r ,tom believ$ 91 x 0 t 8 p>i% rights 7 fir/ & =emo/4 ,s he nev] t\*$ foot 9 8 neighbor's p>i%1 except to pay him a fri5dly visit1 or to g to 8 righte\s confession4 ,he visit$ no homes out ( 8 t]ritory1 ?\gh he _h baptiz$ pretty ne>ly e little curly-head$ fairy 9 ea*4 ,!y 7 8 no long] & t 0 en\gh4 ,he want$ no visitor 9 8 limits ei!r1 except on ! same t]ms4 ,s no "o 9 ,fa!r ,tom's p>i% _h help$ mu* 9 build+ ! *ur* across ! riv]4 ,! p und]/ood4 ,x _h nev] occurr$ to ,fa!r ,tom t 8 own purse--n too l>ge1 b l>ge en\gh--might /& a neighborly assessm5t4 ,no1 he _h built 8 *ur* by h>d scrap+1 & t is h[ *ur*es %\ld be built4 ,n[1 d n get a bad op9ion ( ,fa!r ,tom on ?is acc\nt4 ,he ?\ght he 0 "r1 & p]haps he 04 ,x is n = me to criticize ,fa!r ,tom1 :om e poor p]son 9 ! t[n lov$ z a fa!r2 only ,i did feel sorry t poor ,fa!r ,ilw9 grew s ?9 & worn1 & t 8 build+ "w 0 /opp$1 & p did n seem to sympa?ize ) him1 at all1 at all4 ,ov] 9 8 p>i% !re 7 op5 murmurs t ! p _h built "o *ur* & %\ld n be ask$ n[ to build ano!r2 or :at 0 good en\gh = ,fa!r ,tom 0 good en\gh = anyone2 or ! ,bi%op %\ld h consult$ u be=e he s5t ?is "y prie/ into ,fa!r ,tom's p>i%4 ,9 ! o!r "p ( ! t[n1 h[ev]1 ev]y?+ 0 quiet en\gh1 & none w\ld ?9k ( (f5d+ 8 pa/or by %[+ any int]e/ 9 ,fa!r ,ilw91 f9ancially or o!rwise4 ,fa!r ,ilw9 said no?+2 b d y wond] t "o day :5 a g5]\s gift 0 ann\nc$ f ! ,rev4 ,?omas ,connolly1 our respect$ fell[ citiz51 to help 9 ! erection ( a ,soldi]'s ,monum5t = ! t[n1 ,fa!r ,ilw9 read x & w5t back into 8 room1 :]e1 on ! table1 7 laid out ! plans ( 8 poor little *ur*1 & cri$ l a baby8 ,illu/ration3 ,fa!r ,ilw9 read x & w5t back into 8 room1 :]e on ! table 7 laid out ! plans ( 8 poor little *ur*1 & cri$ l a baby4 ,x happ5$ t ,fa!r ,tom r>ely ev] left 8 p>i%1 :i* 0 aga9 mu* to 8 cr$it ) ! p4 ,sure1 he nev] takes a vacation at all1 !y said4 ,b at la/ a call came t he c\ld n refuse1 &1 hav+ c>efully made 8 plans to secure a monk f a mona/]y q f> away to take 8 place ov] ,sunday1 he left to see a sick bro!r f :om he _h seldom he>d1 & :o liv$ f> 9 ! ,s\?we/4 ,p]haps x 0 significant1 p]haps n--,i d n "k1 & ,i d n judge--t ,fa!r ,tom 0 p>ticul> to say 9 8 lett] to ! mona/]y t1 z ! wea!r is w>m1 ! fa!r :o comes to take my place ne$ only say a ,l[ ,mass & may omit ! usual s]mon4 ,x 0 kn[n t ,fa!r ,tom did n c>e = prea*]s f outside4 ,he c\ld prea* a little himself1 & he knew x4 ,x 0 a long & tiresome j\rney to ! b$side ( ,fa!r ,tom's dy+ bro!r1 s :5 ! big1 good-natur$ prie/ /epp$ (f ! tra9 at ,*>ton /ation 9 ,texas1 he 0 worn out & we>y4 ,b he soon _h to =get bo?4 ,a dapp] "y man 0 wait+ = him 9 a buggy4 ,! "y lad _h a :ite necktie & wore a long coat ( cl]ical cut4 ,fa!r ,tom pass$ ! buggy1 b 0 call$ back by its occupant4 ,are y n ! ,rev]5d ,?omas ,connolly8 ,i am1 said ! prie/ 9 surprise4 ,!n fa!r is wait+ = y4 ,i am y\r nephew4 ,get 9 ) me4 ,fa!r ,tom =got 8 we>9ess 9 8 /upefaction4 ,y--y are a cl]gyman8 he /amm]$4 ,oh1 yes6 ,bapti/ pa/or ov] 9 ! next village4 ,fa!r 0 always a ,romani/1 b ! re/ ( u1 b "o1 are ,*ri/ians4 ,if y c\ld only h se5 ,fa!r ,tom's face4 ,no m 0 said2 no m 0 ne$$4 ,9 a few m9utes ! buggy /opp$ be=e ! ,connolly f>m home & ,fa!r ,tom 0 ) 8 bro!r4 ,he lo/ no "t4 ,patrick1 said he1 is t "y ,bapti/ m9i/] y\r son8 ,yes1 ,tom1 he is4 ,good ,"l6 ,?ank ,him t "m di$ be=e %e knew4 ',twill be no w>m welcome %e'll be giv+ ye on ! o!r side4 ,p]haps n1 ,tom4 ,i've ?\ght little ( ^! ?+s1 except z to h[ ,i might =get !m1 till n[4 ,someh[1 x doesn't seem q "r4 ,b ,i did ! be/ ,i c\ld4 ,i h "o ( ! *ildr5 to %[ h]4 ,h[ did "o /ay8 ,%e didn't /ay4 ,%e came back to ! ,fai?4 ,%e 0 conv]t$ by a prie/ :o 0 d[n "h = 8 heal? & :o 0 /ation$ 9 ?is t[n = ab\t a ye>4 ,he w5t back ,nor? :5 he got bett]4 ,i w\ld n h s5t ev5 = y1 ,tom1 only %e made me4 ,fa!r ,tom felt some?+ grip 8 he>t & he did n speak = a long m9ute4 ,!n he took 8 bro!r's h& & said 9 8 old boy language3 ,paddy1 lad1 tell me all ab\t x--h[ y fell away4 ,maybe !re 0 some?+ ( an excuse = x4 ,i ?\ght !re 01 said ! dy+ man1 b n[ all seems diff]5t4 ,:5 ,i came "h fir/1 ,i 0 "o ( ! few ,ca?olic settl]s1 & ,i 0 true to my religion4 ,i saw ! o!r *ur*es built1 b nev] w5t into !m1 ?\gh !y tri$ h>d en\gh to get me1 ,god kn[s4 ,b ,i 0 fool en\gh to let a pretty face cat* me4 ,x 0 a prie/ f ,h\/on :o m>ri$ u4 ,%e nev] int]f]$2 & lat] a few m ,ca?olics came4 ,! *ildr5 7 all baptiz$ & we got toge!r to build a *ur*4 ,i gave ! gr\nd & all ,i _h 9 ! bank--"o hundr$ & fifty doll>s4 ,we 7 only a few1 b we got a ?\s& doll>s 9 all4 ,we c\ld get no m1 & money 0 br++ twelve p] c5t1 s we c\ldn't borr[4 ,we _h to give x all back & wait4 ,)\t *ur* or prie/1 ! *ildr5 w5t to ! ,sunday-s*ools &--,i lo/ !m4 ,!n1 ,i1 someh[1 seem$ to drift until ?is prie/ came = 8 heal?4 ,he got u few ,ca?olics toge!r & conv]t$ my be/--my baby girl--,ka?le54 ,%e 0 nam$ aft] "m1 ,tom4 ,we c\ld only raise eight hundr$ doll>s ?is "t1 b ! prie/ said3 ',i'll g to my neighbors & ask help4' ,s he w5t ov] to ,fa!r ,pa/or & ,fa!r ,lyons1 b !y refus$ to help at all4 ,!y h ri* p>i%es1 ^: p w\ld be glad to give some?+2 b ! prie/s said1 ',no4' ,!y ?\ght help+ 0 a mi/ake4 ,x hurt our prie/1 = he c\ld d no?+ on eight hundr$ doll>s4 ,we ne$$ only ano!r five hundr$4 ,b t end$ ! /ruggle4 ,i say my beads & wait alone4 ,murphy & ,sullivan w5t away4 ,keane di$4 ,8 family are all 'fall5 away4' ,my boy w5t to a college 8 "m lik$--& y saw him4 ,! o!rs--except ,ka?le5--are all ,bapti/s4 ,i suppose ,i h a heavy load to be> be=e ! judgm5t seat1 b ,tom--,tom1 y don't "k ! /ruggle x co/1 & ! pa9 ( los+ 0 great] ?an ! pa9 ( ! fight4 ,a beautiful girl came into ! room4 ,! sick man rea*$ out 8 h& :i* %e took z %e sat beside him4 ,?is is ,ka?le51 ,tom4 ,he's y\r uncle & a prie/1 my d>l+4 ,%e sits by me ?is way1 ,tom1 & we say our beads toge!r4 ,i "k x won't be long n[1 de>ie1 'till y c g ) y\r uncle :]e !re is a *ur* & a *ance to pr(it by x4 ,fa!r ,tom clos$ 8 bro!r's eyes two days lat]4 ,he left ) ,ka?le5 :5 ! fun]al 0 ov]4 ,8 nephew accompani$ !m to ! tra9 & said ) unction3 ,good-bye1 bro!r1 ,i %all pray = y1 & ,fa!r ,tom groan$ d[n to 8 he>t ( he>ts4 ,fa!r ,ilw9 0 at ! tra9 :5 ,fa!r ,tom & 8 niece arriv$ home1 ?\gh q by accid5t4 ,ka?le5's eyes danc$ :5 %e saw him & %e ru%$ to %ake h&s4 ,fa!r ,tom said3 ,sure1 ,i _h no idea t y knew "o ano!r4 ,yes1 inde$1 we d1 cri$ ! *ild4 ,:y1 uncle1 x 0 ,fa!r ,pet] :o conv]t$ me4 ,fa!r ,tom he>d1 b did n say a ^w4 ,x 0 only ?ree days lat] :5 ,fa!r ,tom /ood 9 ! mis]able little room t ,fa!r ,ilw9 call$ 8 libr>y4 ,on ! table /ill repos$ ! plans ( ! new *ur*1 b no s\nd ( hamm] 0 he>d outside4 ,fa!r ,tom _h little to say1 b x 0 to ! po9t4 ,he _h pr(it$ by 8 ?ree days at home to ?9k ?+s out4 ,he _h arriv$ at 8 conclusions1 & !y 7 rem>kably practical ones4 ,ilw91 me lad1 ,i don't ?9k ,i've treat$ ye j z a prie/ & ,*ri/ian %\ld--b ,i ?\ght ,i 0 "r4 ,i "k n[ t ,i wasn't4 ,ilw91 we c build t *ur* & we w4 ,"h are a ?\s& doll>s z a />t to %[ t ,i mean x4 ,!re'll be a collection = y 9 ,/4 ,patrick's next ,sunday4 ,aft] t ,i int9d go+ ab\t ) ye4 ,i ?9k ,i "k :]e we c get "s m4 ,!n & !re ,fa!r ,tom ,connolly began to be a ,sa9t4 ,,! ,,unbrok5 ,,seal ,! prie/ ran "r into a mob ( /rik]s z he turn$ ! corn] ( ! road lead+ f ! bridge ov] ! %all[1 refuse-fill$ ,mud ,run1 & t\*$ foot to ! "o fil?y1 slimy /reet ( ! t[n4 ,he 0 com+ f ! camp ( ! militia1 :]e he _h be5 call$ to adm9i/] ! la/ ,sacram5ts to a lieut5ant1 :om ! /rik]s _h %ot d[n ! night be=e4 ,slevski 0 h>angu+ ! mob & 8 eye caught t ( ! prie/ :ile he 0 9 ! mid/ ( an impassion$ p]iod1 b a look ( hate alone %[$ t he _h se5 him4 ,only a few ( ! p 9 ! re> ( ! cr[d notic$ ! prie/'s pres5ce at all4 ,he 0 glad en\gh ( t1 = suspicion 0 9 ! air & he knew x4 ,"r 9 8 way 0 ,calvalho1 :o _h be5 "o ( 8 tru/ees & 8 v be/ fri5d :5 he fir/ came to ! p>i%4 ,x look$ n[ z if he _h no long] a fri5d 9 all ! mud-spatt]$1 b>e & coal-grim$ t[n4 ,calvalho return$ 8 salute ) a curt nod4 ,! prie/ caught a few words ( ,slevski's burn+ appeal to hatr$ & walk$ fa/]1 ) t peculi> n]v\s feel+ ( dang] beh9d him4 ,he quick5$ 8 /eps ev5 m = x4 ,company--oppressors ( ! poor--traitors2 ev5 ^! few words1 :i* foll[$ him1 gave ! prie/ ! gi/ ( ! :ole tirade4 ,! wom5 7 9 ! cr[d or hang+ ab\t ! edges ( x4 ,a cra% ( glass beh9d him made ! prie/ turn = an in/ant1 & he saw t ,m>ia ,alli% _h flung a /one ?r\gh ! bank w9d[4 ,%e _h a %awl q fill$ ) l>ge /ones4 ,) ! cra% came a *e] f ! cr[d ar\nd ,slevski1 :o c\ld see ! bank f _! position 9 front ( ! liv]y /able4 ,a soldi] almo/ bump$ into ! prie/1 z he came runn+ d[n ! /reet1 gun 9 h&1 foll[$ by half a doz5 o!rs4 ,"o ( !m salut$4 ,bad bus9ess1 ,fa!r1 he said4 ,w ! lieut5ant live8 ,i am afraid he w n1 answ]$ ! prie/4 ,!y w surely burn d[n ! company's build+s1 said ! soldi]4 ,god6 ,!re !y g n[4 ,& ! soldi] hurri$ on4 ,lat] ! prie/ wat*$ ! r$ gl[ f 8 w9d[4 ,x rem9d$ him ( blood1 & he %udd]$4 ,8 old h\sekeep] call$ him to 8 frugal supp]4 ,i c n g out mu* n[1 he said to h]4 ,i am a ,pole4 ,:at c\ld a ,pole d ) ^! ,huns :o h no sympa?y ) him1 or ! ,italians ^: language he c n speak8 ,he wond]$ if he 7 a c[>d4 ,:y %\ld he discuss ?is ) 8 s]vant8 ,slevski1 %e said1 makes ! p d :at he wants4 ,he curs$ me on ! /reet ?is morn+4 ,yes1 said ! prie/1 he speaks 9 curses4 ,he has nev] tri$ to speak to ,god1 s he has nev] le>n$ any o!r language2 & ^! m5 are 8 prop]ty n[4 ,!re w be no "o at ,mass next ,sunday1 said ! old h\sekeep]4 ,ev5 ! wom5 won't come4 ,!y ?9k y are 9 league ) ! soldi]s4 ,nev] m9d1 ,judi?1 said ! prie/1 at he>t !y are good p1 & ?is w pass away4 ,! wom5 fe> ,god4 ,!y fe> ,god sometimes1 said ,judi?1 b n[ !y fe> ,slevski always4 ,! prie/ said no?+ 9 reply4 ,he 0 "h ! pati5t ,*ur* :i* c\ld wait & does n gr[ old4 ,aft] 8 meal1 he aga9 /ood at ! w9d[ to wat* ! r$ gl[ ( ! burn+ build+s4 ,he he>d %ots1 b he knew t x w\ld be useless to int]f]e4 ,he wait$ = "s "o to come & call him to ! dy+2 = he fe>$ p _h be5 hurt1 else :y ! %ots8 ,a knock s\nd$ on ! door4 ,he op5$ x1 & a woman ent]$4 ,! prie/ knew h] well1 by sight1 & wond]$1 = %e 0 ,slevski's wife4 ,%e 0 n ( ^! p by race1 nor ( 8 own4 ,%e 0 ,engli%-speak+ & did n come to *ur*4 ,slevski _h m>ri$ h] ?ree ye>s be=e 9 ,pittsburgh4 ,%e look$ fright5$ z he wait$ = h] to speak4 ,tell me1 %e began v rapidly1 is x true t no s+le ^w ( a confession may ev] be reveal$ by ! prie/8 ,x is true1 he answ]$4 ,ev5 if he 7 to die = x8 %e urg$4 ,ev5 if he 7 to die4 ,! prie/'s eyes wore a puzzl$ expression1 b %e w5t on3 ,may he ev5 n betray x by an action8 ,n ev5 by an action4 ,ev5 if he di$ = x8 ,h] voice 0 full ( anxiety4 ,ev5 !n4 ,i wi% to confess1 %e said4 ,may ,i d x1 "h8 ,i w kneel aft]w>d1 if necess>y1 b ,i c tell x bett] "h--& ,i mu/ d x quickly4 ,x w take only a m9ute if we g to ! *ur*1 he answ]$4 ,x is irregul> to he> y\r confession outside ( ! prop] place1 unless 9 case ( illness4 ,!n let u g1 %e said1 & hurry4 ,!y ent]$ ! *ur*1 & %e knelt on ! p5it5t's side ( ! confessional4 ,lat] %e told all t _h happ5$4 ,:at tr\bles y8 ask$ ! prie/4 ,h y be5 to confession ( late8 ,?ree ye>s ago1 & %e %udd]$1 ,i 0 to confession4 ,x 0 be=e ,i m>ri$ him1 nev] s9ce4 ,yes1 yes1 ,i ought to be kn[n to y4 ,li/5 n[1 = !re isn't v mu* "t4 ,he b5t 8 head & said3 ,i am li/5+4 ,%e w5t on )\t tak+ brea?4 ,!y are go+ to murd] y4 ,i he>d x1 = ,i 0 9 ! secret4 ,i cons5t$ to summon y1 b ,i c\ld n4 ,!y *>g$ t y 7 9 ! company's pay & work+ aga9/ ! m54 ,"o ( !m w come to-night & ask y to g on a sick-call4 ,!y int5d to %oot y at ! bridge ov] ,mud ,run4 ,i _h to w>n y to prep>e4 ,i c\ld n see y kill$ )\t--)\t a pray]4 ,x is too cruel4 ,d :at y c = y\rself4 ,t's all ,i c say4 ,x is v simple1 said ! prie/4 ,i ne$ n g4 ,!n !y w "k t ,i told y1 %e answ]$ brea?lessly4 ,h] eyes %[$ h] fright4 ,y are "r1 said ! prie/4 ,i fe> t x w\ld violate ! ,seal if ,i refus$ to g4 ,yes1 %e said1 & he w\ld "k at once t ,i _h told1 & he--he suspects me already4 ,he may h foll[$ me1 = ,i refus$ to call y4 ,if he kn[s ,i am "h he w be sure ,i confess$ to y4 ,i am n ready to die--& he w\ld kill me4 ,!n d n tr\ble y\r m9d ab\t x any m4 ,god w take c>e ( me1 said ! prie/4 ,f9i% y\r confession4 ,9 t5 m9utes %e _h left4 ,! prie/ 0 alone ) himself1 & 8 duty4 ,?r\gh ! op5 door ( ! *ur* he saw ,slevski--& he knew t ! woman _h be5 foll[$4 ,he sat = a long "t :]e he 01 />+ /raight ahead ) wide op5 eyes1 ! la%es ( :i* nev] once /irr$4 ,!n he w5t back to ! h\se & me*anically1 almo/1 pick$ up 8 brevi>y & f9i%$ 8 daily (fice4 ,he laid ! book d[n on ! arm ( 8 *air1 w5t to 8 desk & wrote a few l9es1 seal$ !m 9 an envelope & left x address$ on ! blott]4 ,he 0 outw>dly calm1 b 8 face 0 gray z a%es4 ,8 eyes fell ^u ! crucifix above 8 desk & he gave way 9 an in/ant1 dropp+ on 8 knees be=e x4 ,! pray] t came out ( 8 :ite lips 0 ho>se & :isp]+3 ,oh1 ,crucifi$ ,"l1 ,i c n1 ,i c n d x4 ,i am "y4 ,h pity on me4 ,i am n /rong en\gh to be s l ,y4 ,!n he began to d\bt if ! ,seal w\ld really be brok5 if he did n g4 ,p]haps ,slevski _h n suspect$ 8 wife at all--b _h ! prie/ n se5 him outside ! *ur*8 ,! sweat 0 ov] 8 face1 & he walk$ to ! door to get a brea? ( air4 ,! prie/ knew !re 0 no long] ev5 a l+]+ d\bt z to :at he %\ld d4 ,he w5t back to ! *ur*1 &1 be=e ! alt>1 await$ 8 call4 ,x 0 n long 9 com+4 ,! old h\sekeep] appe>$ 9 half an h\r to summon him4 ,k5dis is 9 ! h\se4 ,he lives on ! o!r side ( ! ,run4 ,x is = 8 wife1 :o is sick1 t he comes4 ,%e is dy+4 ,! prie/ b[$ & foll[$ ! old s]vant into ! h\se1 b ,k5dis _h left4 ,! prie/ look$ at 8 few books & lov+ly t\*$ "s ( 8 favorites4 ,8 read+ *air 0 ne>4 ,8 eyes fill$ z he look$ at x1 ) ! famili> brevi>y on its wide arm4 ,! crucifi$ ,*ri/ gaz$ d[n f ,8 cross at him & seem$ to smile2 b ! prie/'s eyes swam ) te>s1 & a great sob bur/ f him4 ,he op5$ ! door1 b l+]$ on ! ?re%old4 ,:5 he pass$ out on ! /reet 8 walk 0 sl[1 8 lips mov+1 z he w5t along ) ! /ep ( a man v we>y & b5d+ b5ea? ! weight ( a ,great ,some?+4 ,! p did n "k !n t _! "o d>k & muddy /reet 0 t night a ,via ,dolorosa2 t along x a man :o lov$ !m dragg$ a heavy ,cross = _! sake2 t x end$ = him1 z _h ano!r sorr[ful way end$ = 8 ,ma/]1 9 a cruel ,calv>y4 ,slevski told ! :ole /ory be=e ! trap ( ! gall[s 0 sprung4 ,,mac ,,( ,,! ,,isl& ,:5 ! ,bo/on ,boat drew ne> ,*>lottet[n ,i c\ld see ,mac wav+ me a welcome to ! ,isl& f ! v la/ in* ( /&+ space ^u ! dock4 ,:5 ,i grasp$ 8 h>d & muscul> h& fifte5 m9utes lat]1 ,i knew t my old college *um _h *ang$1 only outw>dly4 ,true1 ! /amp ( ,pr9ce ,edw>d ,isl&1 :i* ! natives call ! ,isl&1 z if !re 7 no o!r1 0 ^u him2 b t /amp really made ,mac ! man he 04 ,! bright r$ clay 0 ov] 8 r\gh boots4 ,c\ld any clay be r$d]8 ,x1 ) 8 homespun clo!s1 made ! ,greek s*ol> look l a typical f>m]4 ,we _h d9n] some:]e 9 ! t[n be=e we left = ! f>m4 ,x 0 a pla91 hone/ d9n]4 ,i enjoy$ x4 ,( c\rse1 !re 0 meat2 b ! mealy potatoes & ! fre% cod--oh1 su* potatoes & cod--7 ! be/ "p ( x4 ,i !n & !re began to l ! ,isl& = m reasons ?an because x _h produc$ ,mac4 ,we drove out ( t[n1 across ! beautiful riv] & away into ! c\ntry1 along r$ clay roads :i* 7 (t5 l9$ ) spruce1 & always ) grass cropp$ d[n to a lawnlike %ortness by ! %eep & kept bright gre5 by ! moi/ure4 ,y mu/ enjoy ?is imm5sely1 y old h]mit1 ,i said to ,mac1 z ! buggy rea*$ ! top ( a *>m+ hill1 ov]look+ a picture 9 :i* ! bright gre5 fields1 ! d>k gre5 spruce1 ! blue sky & ! blu] wat]s 7 bl5d$4 ,yes1 ,i d1 repli$ ,mac4 ,?is is ,tea ,hill4 ,y "k ,i ?9k if ,i 7 9 ,africa b want$ to write some?+ ab\t home1 ,i c\ld close my eyes1 ?9k ( r$ & gre5 slopes & blue wat]s & ! smell ( haymak+1 & h ! atmosph]e 9 an in/ant4 ,j look at t1 he po9t$ t[>d ! wat]4 ,we call x ,p[nal ,bay4 ,d y see h[ x w9ds 9 & out ev]y:]e among ! spruce & ! fields4 ,!n look (f 9 ! di/ance4 ,t is ,hillsboro ,bay4 ,y pass$ ?r\gh x ?is morn+4 ,d y see ! little isl&s out !re8 ,"o is call$ ,/4 ,pet]'s & ! o!r is call$ ,gov]nor's4 ,x is a funny ?+1 b e man1 woman & *ild on ! ,isl& kn[s !m by "n1 yet ,i c\ld wag] a f>m t n "o 9 a ?\s& has ev] set foot ^u !m4 ,b x is a gr& sc5e1 isn't x1 ,bruce8 ,yes1 yes1 ,i repli$4 ,x is a gr& sc5e1 ,mac1 &-- ,b ,mac turn$ to salute a g5tleman we>+ a silk hat :o 0 pass+ 9 a buggy4 ,good morn+1 ,doctor1 he call$4 ,! doctor b[$ ) :at look$ l graci\s condesc5sion4 ,mac turn$ to me aga94 ,:at 7 y say+1 ,bruce8 ,oh1 yes1 t ,i mu/ love x4 ,:y1 ( c\rse ,i d4 ,wasn't ,i born "h8 ,by ! way1 t *ap :o pass$ u is ,frankl91 ,doctor ,frankl94 ,he is head ( a college 9 ,*>lottet[n4 ,pr9ce ( ,wales !y call x4 ,x is a v important "p ( ,isl& life4 ,b ,i d n ?9k1 ,mac1 ,i sugge/$1 t he 0 q z frat]nal 9 8 greet+ z ,i might h expect$ him to be4 ,oh1 he does n "k me1 except z a f>m]1 said ,mac quickly4 ,9 fact1 nobody ar\nd "h does4 ,y see1 ,bruce1 ,i am j pla9 ,alec ,mc,kinney1 :o w5t to ,bo/on :5 a "y fell[--y "k t ,bo/on1 ,bruce1 is ano!r "n = ! :ole ,unit$ ,/ates1 on ?is ,isl&--& :o came back a fizzle & a failure to "w 8 fa!r's f>m4 ,b say1 ,bruce1 & ,mac turn$ to me v quickly1 :at br\ght y "h1 anyh[8 ,i wag] !re is a reason = ! visit4 ,n[1 own up4 ,he /opp$ ! buggy "r 9 ! middle ( ! road & look$ me 9 ! face4 ,surely1 he w5t on1 y w\ld n h ?\ght ( com+ to ! ,isl& j to gossip ab\t old times4 ,well1 p]haps ,i w\ld1 ,mac4 ,9 fact1 ,i am glad ,i came1 ,i answ]$1 b y guess well1 = ?is "t ,i 0 s5t4 ,mac int]rupt$ me ) a r+ ( joy 9 8 voice3 ,y 7 s5t8 ,good6 ,i am glad4 ,n[1 out ) x4 ,well1 ,i am glad if x pleases y1 ,mac1 = x looks z if ,i _h a *ance to get y4 ,get me8 ,mac grew grave aga94 ,yes1 ! old place wants y--= ,greek1 ,mac4 ,we ne$ y badly4 ,old ,*alm]s is dead4 ,8 place is vacant4 ,no "o c fill x bett] ?an ! be/ ,greek s*ol> ! college ev] produc$4 ,mac1 y mu/ come1 & ,i mu/ br+ y home4 ,y "k ! old college is home = y4 ,y c't fool me1 ,mac4 ,y love x bett] ev5 ?an ?is4 ,& ,i wav$ my h& t[>d ! bay4 ,mac's face %[$ emotion4 ,i expect$ x w\ld4 ,i _h prep>$ = ! int]view1 & ,i knew ,mac4 ,i ?\ght ,i _h won2 b he *ang$ ! conv]sation abruptly4 ,look ov] !re1 ,bruce1 & he po9t$ ) 8 :ip t[>d ! di/ance4 ,away (f on ! o!r side ( ! ,isl& is :]e ,s*urman ( ,cornell 0 born4 ,!re are lots ( su* m5 :o come f ar\nd "h4 ,d[n 9 t village is ! bir?place ( y\r ,secret>y ( ! ,int]ior4 ,^! p1 my p1 wor%ip ,god fir/ & le>n+ next4 ,!y are pr\d] ( produc+ su* m5 ?an !y are ( ! ,isl& itself1 & to use /ud5t language1 t is 'go+ "s4' ,yes1 ,i suppose y are "r1 ,mac1 ,i answ]$1 n q see+ :y he _h ?r[n me (f1 b !y d n seem to "k y4 ,no1 he answ]$ quickly4 !y d n1 & ,i d n want !m to4 ,x w\ld fright5 !m (f4 ,x w\ld require explanations4 ,:at diff]5ce if ,i h six lett]s aft] my "n8 ,to ^! p1 wor%ip+ :at ,i "k r ?an :at ,i am1 ,i w\ld n be ,alec any m4 ,b ,mac1 y w come back n[1 won't y6 ,! college wants y2 y mu/n't refuse4 ,!re 0 /ill m emotion 9 ,mac's voice1 :5 he answ]$3 ,bruce1 old man1 don't tempt me4 ,y c n "k1 & ! faculty c n "k4 ,y say ,i ought to love all ?is & ,i d2 b n ) ! love ,i h = ! old college1 ?\gh ,i 0 born "h4 ,c y imag9e t old ,roman g5]al1 :om !y took away f 8 pl[ to lead an army1 refus+ ! (f] b keep+ ! memory ( x bright 9 8 he>t ev] aft]8 ,t is my case n[1 old man4 ,!re is no?+ 9 ?is _w ,i w\ld r h _h ?an y\r message1 b ,i mu/ refuse ! (f]4 ,n[ ,mac1 ,i urg$1 be reasonable4 ,!re is no?+ "h = y4 ,sc5]y won't make up4 ,don't ,i "k x8 & ,mac /opp$ ! buggy aga94 ,don't ,i "k x8 ,b !re is some?+ bigg] to me "h ?an ! love ( ! ?+s ,god made me to d--& he surely made me = ,greek1 ,bruce4 ,d n ?9k ,i am fooli% or head/rong1 ,i long = my "w4 ,b ,bruce1 if y c n h two ?+s t y love1 all y c d is to give up "o & g on lov+ ! o!r1 )\t hav+ x4 ,t's my fix1 ,bruce4 ,yes1 ,mac1 b are y sure y realize :at x means to y8 ,i began urg+1 because ,i knew t ,i w\ld soon h to play my trump c>d4 ,"h y are1 a grayhead at ?irty-five1 )\t a ?+ 9 life b t f>m1 & y--heav5s1 ,mac1 don't y "k t y are "o ( ! greate/ ,greek s*ol>s 9 ! _w8 ,don't y ?9k y owe ! _w some?+8 ,:at are y giv+8 ,no?+6 ,y h suppress$ ev5 ! k ( :at y are f ! p ar\nd y4 ,y get a curt nod f ! head ( a little college4 ,^! p call y ,alec1 :5 ! :ole _w wants to call y ,ma/]4 ,y are do+ "w t any f>m h& c\ld d1 :5 y ought to be do+ "w t no "o c d z well z y\rself4 ,is ?is a squ>e deal = o!r p1 ,mac8 ,7 y n giv5 obligations z well z gifts8 ,yes1 ,bruce4 ,mac said x sadly4 ,!re's ! rub4 ,i 0 giv5 obligations z well z gifts1 & ,i am tak+ y home ) me n[1 in/ead ( ?re%+ ?is out 9 ! hotel at ,*>lottet[n1 because ,i want y & y alone to realize t ,i am n j a /ubborn ,isl&]4 ,& !re is home4 ,he po9t$ to a cottage 9 ! field4 ,! cottage 0 back f ! road ne>ly a qu>t] ( a mile4 ,mac op5$ ! gate1 l$ ! horse ?r\gh x1 clos$ x aga9 & climb$ back into ! buggy beside me4 ,!re 7 te>s 9 8 br[n eyes4 ,is e "o well8 said ,mac hesitat+ly4 ,is ev]ybody well--,i mean ( ! p ,i knew be/ back !re8 he ask$4 ,i knew :at he meant4 ,yes1 ,mac1 %e is well1 ,i said1 & ,i "k %e is wait+4 ,i _h play$ my trump c>d1 b ,mac 0 sil5t4 ,! f>m 0 typical ( ! ,isl&4 ,! kit*5 door op5$ directly on ! f>my>d1 & ar\nd x1 at ! mom5t1 7 ga!r$ turkeys1 ducks1 geese & *ick5s4 ,mac br\ght me to a little gate 9 ! fl[]-g>d5 f5ce1 &1 pass+ ?r\gh x1 we walk$ along ! pa?way be=e ! h\se1 s t ,i c\ld ent] ?r\gh ! front door & be receiv$ 9 ! front room4 ,isl& opposition to affectation or putt+ on1 z ! p say1 =bade call+ ?is front room a p>lor4 ,no "o w\ld ?9k ( do+ su* a ?+1 unless he 0 already well along ! way to ari/ocracy4 ,"o d>e n violate ! unwritt5 ,isl& law to keep natural & pla94 ,i notic$ t :5 ,mac spoke to me he us$ ! cultur$ acc5ts ( ! old college2 b be=e o!rs he spoke z ! ,isl&]s spoke--good ,engli%1 bett] ,engli% ?an t ( ! f>m]s ,i knew1 b flat--! extremity ( pla9ness4 ,i c\ld n analyze t ,isl& brogue4 ,x s\nd$ l a mixture ( ,iri% & ,scot*1 unpleasant only because uns(t5$4 ,b y c\ld sc>cely call x brogue4 ,x /ruck me z a sort ( prote/ aga9/ affectation2 z ! ,isl&]'s way ( expla9+1 )\t putt+ x 9 ! s5se ( ! words1 t he does n want to be tak5 at a false valuation4 ,! ,isl& brogue is a notice t ! us] ( x meets y man to man4 ,s x reflect$ ,mac1 & x reflect$ 8 p1 unspoil$1 unv>ni%$1 true z /eel1 full ( rigid hone/y2 b undemon/rative1 ) ! wells ( affection hidd51 yet full to ! top1 ( pure1 bright1 limpid wat]4 ,! front room _h a h&-wov5 c>pet on ! floor1 made ( a mat]ial call$ drugget4 ,a few old pr9ts1 9 gl>+ colors1 7 on ! walls4 ,!re 0 a ,sacr$ ,he>t & an odd-look+ picture ( ! dead ,*ri/ re/+ 9 a tomb1 ) an alt> above & c&les all ar\nd x4 ,x 0 a /range religi\s conceit4 ,on ano!r wall 0 a c(f9 plate1 surr\nd$ ) wax$ fl[]s & fram$1 ) a little photograph ( a "y man 9 ! c5t] ( ! fl[]s4 ,! *airs 7 pla9 en\gh1 b cov]$ ) a co>se h&-made lace4 ,x 0 n ,mac's k9d ( a room1 at all4 ,x made me %udd] & wond] h[ ! s*ol> :o lov$ 8 old book-l9$ college d5 & knew ! old ma/]s1 c\ld ev5 live ne> to x4 ,mac came 9 v soon1 lead+ an old lady1 :o walk$ ) a cane4 ,%e 0 b5t & wr9kl$ ) age4 ,i c\ld see t %e 0 bl9d4 ,%e _h a /range-look+ old %awl1 ! l ( :i* ,i _h only a vague recollection ( see+ z a boy1 ab\t h] %\ld]s2 & on h] head 0 a black cap ) :ite ru*+ ar\nd h] face4 ,my "m1 ,bruce1 he said1 v simply4 ,z ,i took ! old lady's h&1 he said to h]3 ,?is is my old fri5d1 ,pr(essor ,bruce1 "m4 ,he has come all ! way f ,new ,york to see me4 ,i'll leave y toge!r :ile ,i g to see si/]4 ,si/] has be5 b$ridd5 = ye>s1 ,bruce4 ,! old lady 0 too mu* emb>rass$ to speak4 ,mac smil$ at me z he l$ h] to a *air & said3 ,bruce does n look l a pr(essor1 "m4 ,he j looks l me4 ,i c\ld see all ! ,isl& respect = le>n+ 9 ! poor old lady's def]5ce4 ,mac left u1 & 8 "m ask$ if ,i w\ld n h "s tea4 ,i refus$ ! tea1 giv+ z excuse t x 0 s close to ! h\r ( ! ev5+ meal4 ,s1 y knew my son at college8 said ! "m4 ,i knew him well1 ,mrs4 ,mc,kinney4 ,he 0 my de>e/ fri5d4 ,! old lady began to cry s(tly4 ,i am s sorry1 %e said1 t he fail$ 9 8 exam9ations1 & yet1 ,i ought to be glad1 ,i suppose1 = x is a com=t to h him4 ,ellie is a cripple & )\t ,alec :at w\ld we d8 ,( c\rse1 if he hadn't fail$1 ,i c\ldn't hope to keep him1 s x is bett]1 p]haps1 z x is4 ,b he 0 su* a sm>t boy & s anxi\s to get on4 ,x 0 a great disappo9tm5t to him2 & !n1 ( c\rse1 none ( u lik$ to h ! neighbors "k t ! boy 0 n cut out = some?+ bett] ?an a f>m]4 ,b y mu/ h lik$ him1 :5 y came all ! way f ,new ,york to see him4 ,i began to und]/&4 ,t night ,i ?\ght x all out 9 my little room1 ) ! flies buzz+ ar\nd me & ! f\r big po/s /&+ gu>d ov] a fea!r b$1 into :i* ,i sank & disappe>$4 ,i 0 prep>$ to face ,mac 9 ! morn+4 ,he _h already done a good day's "w 9 ! fields1 be=e ,i 0 up = breakfa/1 s we w5t into ! g>d5 to ?re% x out4 ,mac1 ,i said sev]ely1 did y tell y\r "m & si/] & ! p ar\nd "h t y _h fail$ 9 y\r exam9ations8 ,well1 ,bruce1 he said halt+ly1 ,i did n exactly tell !m t1 b ,i let !m ?9k x4 ,good ,"l6 ,i ?\ght1 ! man :o easily l$ ! :ole college4 ,b al\d3 ,did y tell !m y _h no c>e] op5 to y 9 ,new ,york8 ,well1 ,bruce1 ,i _h to let !m ?9k t1 too4 ,& y did n tell !m1 ,mac1 ( ! travel+ s*ol>%ip y won1 or ! (f]s t ,yale made y8 ,oh1 :at 0 ! use1 ,bruce8 said ,mac desp]ately4 ,i "k x 0 wrong1 b x 0 ! only way ,i saw4 ,look "h4 ,:5 ,i got back home1 ) all ^! lett]s aft] my "n & t travel+ s*ol>%ip to my cr$it1 ,i f\nd si/] z ,i told y %e 0--y'll see h] y\rself ?is morn+1 poor girl--& "m bl9d4 ,bro!r1 ! be/ bro!r t ev] liv$--x is 8 picture !y h 9 t hide\s frame 9 ! front room--di$ two mon?s be=e ,i graduat$4 ,bruce1 !re 0 no "o b me4 ,if ,i _h told ! tru?1 !y w\ld n h let me /ay4 ,!y w\ld h />v$ fir/4 ,:y1 ,bruce1 si/] nev] wore a dec5t dress or a dec5t hat1 & "m nev] _h t ?+ t e old lady on ! ,isl& prizes1 a silk dress1 j because %e sav$ ! money = me4 ,i told y t ^! p wor%ip le>n+ aft] ,god4 ,he put 8 h& to 8 eyes4 ,bruce1 ,i am lonely4 ,i h gr[n out ( ! ways ( my p4 ,b y w\ldn't ask me to gr[ out ( a s5se ( my duty too8 ,no1 ,i don't want y to come ) me1 ,mac1 ,i said4 ,i am go+ back alone4 ,:5 y are free1 ! college is wait+4 ,%e c be z g5]\s z h] son1 &1 ,i hope1 z pati5t4 ,mac drove me back ov] ,tea ,hill & look$ ) me aga9 f its summit ov] ! wat]s ( ,p[nal ,bay4 ,i und]/ood n[ its appeal to him4 ,! wat]s1 beautiful z !y 71 7 b>ri]s to 8 ,promis$ ,l&4 ,w\ld ,tea ,hill1 pla9 little em95ce1 be to ,mac a new ,m\nt ,nebo1 f :i* he %\ld gaze long+ly1 b nev] leave8 ,pla9 ,mac ( ! ,isl&1 f>m] ) h>d h&s1 s*ol> ) a great m9d1 son & bro!r ) he>t ( pure/ gold6 ,i c\ld n see y ?r\gh ! mi/ ( my te>s z ! boat c>ri$ me f ?is y\r ,isl& ( ! good & true among/ ,god's *ildr51 b ,i c\ld ?9k only ( y z %e pass$ ! ligh?\se1 & ! two t9y isl&s t e "o kn[s b no "o visits1 & mov$ d[n ! ,/rait ( ,nor?umb]l& t[>d ! _w t is y\rs by "r ( y\r g5ius1 t wants y & is d5i$4 ,& ,i did n ask ,god to bless y1 ,mac1 ?\gh my he>t 0 full ( pray]1 = ,i knew1 oh1 s well1 t already _h ,he giv5 y treasures beyond a selfi% _w's k5 to value or to und]/&4