,the present edition of ,,light ,,on ,,the ,,path is a verbatim reprint of the #ahhh edition 7,george ,redway1 ,london7 in which later edition the ,,notes by the ,author first appear4 ,the ,,comments1 which are not in the #ahhh edition1 are here taken directly from ,lucifer1 ,volume ,i1 #ahhg-h1 where they were first published4 ,also in this volume we reprint verbatim the original edition 7#ahhg7 of ,,through ,,the ,,gates ,,of ,,gold by the same ,author1 together with a commentary by ,william ,q4 ,judge taken from his magazine1 ,the ,path1 ,march1 #ahhg4 99,light on the ,path99 ,a ,treatise ,,written ,,for ,,the ,,personal ,,use ,,of ,,those ,,who ,,are ,,ignorant ,,of ,,the ,,eastern ,,wisdom1 ,,and ,,who ,,desire ,,to ,,enter ,,within ,,its ,,influence ,written down by ,m4,c4 with ,notes by the ,author 99,,light ,,on ,,the ,,path99 ,,light ,,on ,,the ,,path ,i ,these rules are written for all disciples3 ,attend you to them4 ,before the eyes can see1 they must be incapable of tears4 ,before the ear can hear1 it must have lost its sensitiveness4 ,before the voice can speak in the presence of the ,masters it must have lost the power to wound4 ,before the soul can stand in the presence of the ,masters its feet must be washed in the blood of the heart4 #a4 ,kill out ambition4 #b4 ,kill out desire of life4 #c4 ,kill out desire of comfort4 #d4 ,work as those work who are ambitious4 ,respect life as those do who desire it4 ,be happy as those are who live for happiness4 ,seek in the heart the source of evil and expunge it4 ,it lives fruitfully in the heart of the devoted disciple as well as in the heart of the man of desire4 ,only the strong can kill it out4 ,the weak must wait for its growth1 its fruition1 its death4 ,and it is a plant that lives and increases throughout the ages4 ,it flowers when the man has accumulated unto himself innumerable existences4 ,he who will enter upon the path of power must tear this thing out of his heart4 ,and then the heart will bleed1 and the whole life of the man seem to be utterly dissolved4 ,this ordeal must be endured3 it may come at the first step of the perilous ladder which leads to the path of life3 it may not come until the last4 ,but1 ,o disciple1 remember that it has to be endured1 and fasten the energies of your soul upon the task4 ,live neither in the present nor the future1 but in the eternal4 ,this giant weed cannot flower there3 this blot upon existence is wiped out by the very atmosphere of eternal thought4 #e4 ,kill out all sense of separateness4 #f4 ,kill out desire for sensation4 #g4 ,kill out the hunger for growth4 #h4 ,yet stand alone and isolated1 because nothing that is imbodied1 nothing that is conscious of separation1 nothing that is out of the eternal1 can aid you4 ,learn from sensation and observe it1 because only so can you commence the science of self-knowledge1 and plant your foot on the first step of the ladder4 ,grow as the flower grows1 unconsciously1 but eagerly anxious to open its soul to the air4 ,so must you press forward to open your soul to the eternal4 ,but it must be the eternal that draws forth your strength and beauty1 not desire of growth4 ,for in the one case you develop in the luxuriance of purity1 in the other you harden by the forcible passion for personal stature4 #i4 ,desire only that which is within you4 #aj4 ,desire only that which is beyond you4 #aa4 ,desire only that which is unattainable4 #ab4 ,for within you is the light of the world--the only light that can be shed upon the ,path4 ,if you are unable to perceive it within you1 it is useless to look for it elsewhere4 ,it is beyond you2 because when you reach it you have lost yourself4 ,it is unattainable1 because it for ever recedes4 ,you will enter the light1 but you will never touch the flame4 #ac4 ,desire power ardently4 #ad4 ,desire peace fervently4 #ae4 ,desire possessions above all4 #af4 ,but those possessions must belong to the pure soul only1 and be possessed therefore by all pure souls equally1 and thus be the especial property of the whole only when united4 ,hunger for such possessions as can be held by the pure soul2 that you may accumulate wealth for that united spirit of life1 which is your only true self4 ,the peace you shall desire is that sacred peace which nothing can disturb1 and in which the soul grows as does the holy flower upon the still lagoons4 ,and that power which the disciple shall covet is that which shall make him appear as nothing in the eyes of men4 #ag4 ,seek out the way4 #ah4 ,seek the way by retreating within4 #ai4 ,seek the way by advancing boldly without4 #bj4 ,seek it not by any one road4 ,to each temperament there is one road which seems the most desirable4 ,but the way is not found by devotion alone1 by religious contemplation alone1 by ardent progress1 by self-sacrificing labor1 by studious observation of life4 ,none alone can take the disciple more than one step onward4 ,all steps are necessary to make up the ladder4 ,the vices of men become steps in the ladder1 one by one1 as they are surmounted4 ,the virtues of man are steps indeed1 necessary--not by any means to be dispensed with4 ,yet1 though they create a fair atmosphere and a happy future1 they are useless if they stand alone4 ,the whole nature of man must be used wisely by the one who desires to enter the way4 ,each man is to himself absolutely the way1 the truth1 and the life4 ,but he is only so when he grasps his whole individuality firmly1 and1 by the force of his awakened spiritual will1 recognises this individuality as not himself1 but that thing which he has with pain created for his own use1 and by means of which he purposes1 as his growth slowly develops his intelligence1 to reach to the life beyond individuality4 ,when he knows that for this his wonderful complex separated life exists1 then1 indeed1 and then only1 he is upon the way4 ,seek it by plunging into the mysterious and glorious depths of your own inmost being4 ,seek it by testing1 all experience1 by utilizing the senses in order to understand the growth and meaning of individuality1 and the beauty and obscurity of those other divine fragments which are struggling side by side with you1 and form the race to which you belong4 ,seek it by study of the laws of being1 the laws of nature1 the laws of the supernatural3 and seek it by making the profound obeisance of the soul to the dim star that burns within4 ,steadily1 as you watch and worship1 its light will grow stronger4 ,then you may know you have found the beginning of the way4 ,and when you have found the end its light will suddenly become the infinite light4 #ba4 ,look for the flower to bloom in the silence that follows the storm not till then4 ,it shall grow1 it will shoot up1 it will make branches and leaves and form buds1 while the storm continues1 while the battle lasts4 ,but not till the whole personality of the man is dissolved and melted--not until it is held by the divine fragment which has created it1 as a mere subject for grave experiment and experience--not until the whole nature has yielded and become subject unto its higher self1 can the bloom open4 ,then will come a calm such as comes in a tropical country after the heavy rain1 when ,nature works so swiftly that one may see her action4 ,such a calm will come to the harassed spirit4 ,and in the deep silence the mysterious event will occur which will prove that the way has been found4 ,call it by what name you will1 it is a voice that speaks where there is none to speak--it is a messenger that comes1 a messenger without form or substance2 or it is the flower of the soul that has opened4 ,it cannot be described by any metaphor4 ,but it can be felt after1 looked for1 and desired1 even amid the raging of the storm4 ,the silence may last a moment of time or it may last a thousand years4 ,but it will end4 ,yet you will carry its strength with you4 ,again and again the battle must be fought and won4 ,it is only for an interval that ,nature can be still4 ,these written above are the first of the rules which are written on the walls of the ,hall of ,learning4 ,those that ask shall have4 ,those that desire to read shall read4 ,those who desire to learn shall learn4 ,,peace ,,be ,,with ,,you4 ,,ii ,out of the silence that is peace a resonant voice shall arise4 ,and this voice will say1 ,it is not well2 thou hast reaped1 now thou must sow4 ,and knowing this voice to be the silence itself thou wilt obey4 ,thou who art now a disciple1 able to stand1 able to hear1 able to see1 able to speak1 who hast conquered desire and attained to self-knowledge1 who hast seen thy soul in its bloom and recognised it1 and heard the voice of the silence1 go thou to the ,hall of ,learning and read what is written there for thee4 #a4 ,stand aside in the coming battle1 and though thou fightest be not thou the warrior4 #b4 ,look for the warrior and let him fight in thee4 #c4 ,take his orders for battle and obey them4 #d4 ,obey him not as though he were a general1 but as though he were thyself1 and his spoken words were the utterance of thy secret desires2 for he is thyself1 yet infinitely wiser and stronger than thyself4 ,look for him1 else in the fever and hurry of the fight thou mayest pass him2 and he will not know thee unless thou knowest him4 ,if thy cry meet his listening ear1 then will he fight in thee and fill the dull void within4 ,and if this is so1 then canst thou go through the fight cool and unwearied1 standing aside and letting him battle for thee4 ,then it will be impossible for thee to strike one blow amiss4 ,but if thou look not for him1 if thou pass him by1 then there is no safeguard for thee4 ,thy brain will reel1 thy heart grow uncertain1 and in the dust of the battlefield thy sight and senses will fail1 and thou wilt not know thy friends from thy enemies4 ,he is thyself1 yet thou art but finite and liable to error4 ,he is eternal and is sure4 ,he is eternal truth4 ,when once he has entered thee and become thy warrior1 he will never utterly desert thee1 and at the day of the great peace he will become one with thee4 #e4 ,listen to the song of life4 #f4 ,store in your memory the melody you hear4 #g4 ,learn from it the lesson of harmony4 #h4 ,you can stand upright now1 firm as a rock amid the turmoil1 obeying the warrior who is thyself and thy king4 ,unconcerned in the battle save to do his bidding1 having no longer any care as to the result of the battle1 for one thing only is important1 that the warrior shall win1 and you know he is incapable of defeat--standing thus1 cool and awakened1 use the hearing you have acquired by pain and by the destruction of pain4 ,only fragments of the great song come to your ears while yet you are but man4 ,but if you listen to it1 remember it faithfully1 so that none which has reached you is lost1 and endeavor to learn from it the meaning of the mystery which surrounds you4 ,in time you will need no teacher4 ,for as the individual has voice1 so has that in which the individual exists4 ,life itself has speech and is never silent4 ,and its utterance is not1 as you that are deaf may suppose1 a cry3 it is a song4 ,learn from it that you are part of the harmony2 learn from it to obey the laws of the harmony4 #i4 ,regard earnestly all the life that surrounds you4 #aj4 ,learn to look intelligently into the hearts of men4 #aa4 ,regard most earnestly your own heart4 #ab4 ,for through your own heart comes the one light which can illuminate life and make it clear to your eyes4 ,study the hearts of men1 that you may know what is that world in which you live and of which you will to be a part4 ,regard the constantly changing and moving life which surrounds you1 for it is formed by the hearts of men2 and as you learn to understand their constitution and meaning1 you will by degrees be able to read the larger word of life4 #ac4 ,speech comes only with knowledge4 ,attain to knowledge and you will attain to speech4 #ad4 ,having obtained the use of the inner senses1 having conquered the desires of the outer senses1 having conquered the desires of the individual soul1 and having obtained knowledge1 prepare now1 ,o disciple1 to enter upon the way in reality4 ,the path is found3 make yourself ready to tread it4 #ae4 ,inquire of the earth1 the air1 and the water1 of the secrets they hold for you4 ,the development of your inner senses will enable you to do this4 #af4 ,inquire of the holy ones of the earth of the secrets they hold for you4 ,the conquering of the desires of the outer senses will give you the right to do this4 #ag4 ,inquire of the inmost1 the one1 of its final secret which it holds for you through the ages4 ,the great and difficult victory1 the conquering of the desires of the individual soul1 is a work of ages2 therefore expect not to obtain its reward until ages of experience have been accumulated4 ,when the time of learning this seventeenth rule is reached1 man is on the threshold of becoming more than man4 #ah4 ,the knowledge which is now yours is only yours because your soul has become one with all pure souls and with the inmost4 ,it is a trust vested in you by the ,most ,high4 ,betray it1 misuse your knowledge1 or neglect it1 and it is possible even now for you to fall from the high estate you have attained4 ,great ones fall back1 even from the threshold1 unable to sustain the weight of their responsibility1 unable to pass on4 ,therefore look forward always with awe and trembling to this moment1 and be prepared for the battle4 #ai4 ,it is written that for him who is on the threshold of divinity no law can be framed1 no guide can exist4 ,yet to enlighten the disciple1 the final struggle may be thus expressed3 ,hold fast to that which has neither substance nor existence4 #bj4 ,listen only to the voice which is soundless4 #ba4 ,look only on that which is invisible alike to the inner and the outer sense4 ,,peace ,,be ,,with ,,you4 ,,notes ,note on ,rule #a4--;,ambition is the first curse3 the great tempter of the man who is rising above his fellows4 ,it is the simplest form of looking for reward4 ,men of intelligence and power are led away from their higher possibilities by it continually4 ,yet it is a necessary teacher4 ,its results turn to dust and ashes in the mouth2 like death and estrangement it shows the man at last that to work for self is to work for disappointment4 ,but though this first rule seems so simple and easy1 do not quickly pass it by4 ,for these vices of the ordinary man pass through a subtle transformation and reappear with changed aspect in the heart of the disciple4 ,it is easy to say1 ,i will not be ambitious3 it is not so easy to say1 when the ,master reads my heart he will find it clean utterly4 ,the pure artist who works for the love of his work is sometimes more firmly planted on the right road than the occultist1 who fancies he has removed his interest from self1 but who has in reality only enlarged the limits of experience and desire1 and transferred his interest to the things which concern his larger span of life4 ,the same principle applies to the other two seemingly simple rules4 ,linger over them and do not let yourself be easily deceived by your own heart4 ,for now1 at the threshold1 a mistake can be corrected4 ,but carry it on with you and it will grow and come to fruition1 or else you must suffer bitterly in its destruction4 ,note on ,rule #e4--;,do not fancy you can stand aside from the bad man or the foolish man4 ,they are yourself1 though in a less degree than your friend or your master4 ,but if you allow the idea of separateness from any evil thing or person to grow up within you1 by so doing you create ,karma1 which will bind you to that thing or person till your soul recognises that it cannot be isolated4 ,remember that the sin and shame of the world are your sin and shame2 for you are a part of it2 your ,karma is inextricably interwoven with the great ,karma4 ,and before you can attain knowledge you must have passed through all places1 foul and clean alike4 ,therefore1 remember that the soiled garment you shrink from touching may have been yours yesterday1 may be yours tomorrow4 ,and if you turn with horror from it1 when it is flung upon your shoulders1 it will cling the more closely to you4 ,the self-righteous man makes for himself a bed of mire4 ,abstain because it is right to abstain--not that yourself shall be kept clean4 ,note on ,rule #ag4--,these four words seem1 perhaps1 too slight to stand alone4 ,the disciple may say1 ,should ,i study these thoughts at all did ,i not seek out the way8 ,yet do not pass on hastily4 ,pause and consider awhile4 ,is it the way you desire1 or is it that there is a dim perspective in your visions of great heights to be scaled by yourself1 of a great future for you to compass8 ,be warned4 ,the way is to be sought for its own sake1 not with regard to your feet that shall tread it4 ,there is a correspondence between this rule and the #agth of the #bnd series4 ,when after ages of struggle and many victories the final battle is won1 the final secret demanded1 then you are prepared for a further path4 ,when the final secret of this great lesson is told1 in it is opened the mystery of the new way--a path which leads out of all human experience1 and which is utterly beyond human perception or imagination4 ,at each of these points it is needful to pause long and consider well4 ,at each of these points it is necessary to be sure that the way is chosen for its own sake4 ,the way and the truth come first1 then follows the life4 ,note on ,rule #bj4--,seek it by testing all experience1 and remember that when ,i say this ,i do not say1 ,yield to the seductions of sense in order to know it4 ,before you have become an occultist you may do this2 but not afterwards4 ,when you have chosen and entered the path you cannot yield to these seductions without shame4 ,yet you can experience them without horror3 can weigh1 observe and test them1 and wait with the patience of confidence for the hour when they shall affect you no longer4 ,but do not condemn the man that yields2 stretch out your hand to him as a brother pilgrim whose feet have become heavy with mire4 ,remember1 ,o disciple1 that great though the gulf may be between the good man and the sinner1 it is greater between the good man and the man who has attained knowledge2 it is immeasurable between the good man and the one on the threshold of divinity4 ,therefore be wary lest too soon you fancy yourself a thing apart from the mass4 ,when you have found the beginning of the way the star of your soul will show its light2 and by that light you will perceive how great is the darkness in which it burns4 ,mind1 heart1 brain1 all are obscure and dark until the first great battle has been won4 ,be not appalled and terrified by this sight2 keep your eyes fixed on the small light and it will grow4 ,but let the darkness within help you to understand the helplessness of those who have seen no light1 whose souls are in profound gloom4 ,blame them not1 shrink not from them1 but try to lift a little of the heavy ,karma of the world2 give your aid to the few strong hands that hold back the powers of darkness from obtaining complete victory4 ,then do you enter into a partnership of joy1 which brings indeed terrible toil and profound sadness1 but also a great and ever-increasing delight4 ,note on ,rule #ba4--,the opening of the bloom is the glorious moment when perception awakes3 with it comes confidence1 knowledge1 certainty4 ,the pause of the soul is the moment of wonder1 and the next moment of satisfaction1 that is the silence4 ,know1 ,o disciple1 that those who have passed through the silence1 and felt its peace and retained its strength1 they long that you shall pass through it also4 ,therefore1 in the ,hall of ,learning1 when he is capable of entering there1 the disciple will always find his master4 ,those that ask shall have4 ,but though the ordinary man asks perpetually1 his voice is not heard4 ,for he asks with his mind only2 and the voice of the mind is only heard on that plane on which the mind acts4 ,therefore1 not until the first twenty-one rules are past do ,i say those that ask shall have4 ,to read1 in the occult sense1 is to read with the eyes of the spirit4 ,to ask is to feel the hunger within--the yearning of spiritual aspiration4 ,to be able to read means having obtained the power in a small degree of gratifying that hunger4 ,when the disciple is ready to learn1 then he is accepted1 acknowledged1 recognised4 ,it must be so1 for he has lit his lamp1 and it cannot be hidden4 ,but to learn is impossible until the first great battle has been won4 ,the mind may recognise truth1 but the spirit cannot receive it4 ,once having passed through the storm and attained the peace1 it is then always possible to learn1 even though the disciple waver1 hesitate1 and turn aside4 ,the voice of the silence remains within him1 and though he leave the path utterly1 yet one day it will resound and rend him asunder and separate his passions from his divine possibilities4 ,then with pain and desperate cries from the deserted lower self he will return4 ,therefore ,i say1 ,peace be with you4 ,my peace ,i give unto you can only be said by the ,master to the beloved disciples who are as himself4 ,there are even some amongst those who are ignorant of the ,eastern wisdom to whom this can be said1 and to whom it can daily be said with more completeness4 ,regard the three truths4 ,they are equal4 ,,part ,,ii ,note on ,sect4 ,,ii--,to be able to stand is to have confidence2 to be able to hear is to have opened the doors of the soul2 to be able to see is to have attained perception2 to be able to speak is to have attained the power of helping others2 to have conquered desire is to have learned how to use and control the self2 to have attained to self-knowledge is to have retreated to the inner fortress from whence the personal man can be viewed with impartiality2 to have seen thy soul in its bloom is to have obtained a momentary glimpse in thyself of the transfiguration which shall eventually make thee more than man2 to recognise is to achieve the great task of gazing upon the blazing light without dropping the eyes and not falling back in terror1 as though before some ghastly phantom4 ,this happens to some1 and so when the victory is all but won it is lost2 to hear the voice of the silence is to understand that from within comes the only true guidance2 to go to the ,hall of ,learning is to enter the state in which learning becomes possible4 ,then will many words be written there for thee1 and written in fiery letters for thee easily to read4 ,for when the disciple is ready the ,master is ready also4 ,note on ,rule #e4--,look for it and listen to it first in your own heart4 ,at first you may say it is not there2 when ,i search ,i find only discord4 ,look deeper4 ,if again you are disappointed1 pause and look deeper again4 ,there is a natural melody1 an obscure fount in every human heart4 ,it may be hidden over and utterly concealed and silenced--but it is there4 ,at the very base of your nature you will find faith1 hope1 and love4 ,he that chooses evil refuses to look within himself1 shuts his ears to the melody of his heart1 as he blinds his eyes to the light of his soul4 ,he does this because he finds it easier to live in desires4 ,but underneath all life is the strong current that cannot be checked2 the great waters are there in reality4 ,find them1 and you will perceive that none1 not the most wretched of creatures1 but is a part of it1 however he blind himself to the fact and build up for himself a phantasmal outer form of horror4 ,in that sense it is that ,i say to you--,all those beings among whom you struggle on are fragments of the ,divine4 ,and so deceptive is the illusion in which you live1 that it is hard to guess where you will first detect the sweet voice in the hearts of others4 ,but know that it is certainly within yourself4 ,look for it there1 and once having heard it1 you will more readily recognise it around you4 ,note on ,rule #aj4--;,from an absolutely impersonal point of view1 otherwise your sight is colored4 ,therefore impersonality must first be understood4 ,intelligence is impartial3 no man is your enemy3 no man is your friend4 ,all alike are your teachers4 ,your enemy becomes a mystery that must be solved1 even though it take ages3 for man must be understood4 ,your friend becomes a part of yourself1 an extension of yourself1 a riddle hard to read4 ,only one thing is more difficult to know--your own heart4 ,not until the bonds of personality are loosed1 can that profound mystery of self begin to be seen4 ,not till you stand aside from it will it in any way reveal itself to your understanding4 ,then1 and not till then1 can you grasp and guide it4 ,then1 and not till then1 can you use all its powers1 and devote them to a worthy service4 ,note on ,rule #ac4--;,it is impossible to help others till you have obtained some certainty of your own4 ,when you have learned the first #ba rules and have entered the ,hall of ,learning with your powers developed and sense unchained1 then you will find there is a fount within you from which speech will arise4 ,after the #acth rule ,i can add no words to what is already written4 ,my peace ,i give unto you4 ,greek3 ,d ,these notes are written only for those to whom ,i give my peace2 those who can read what ,i have written with the inner as well as the outer sense4 ,,comments ,i ,,before ,,the ,,eyes ,,can ,,see ,,they ,,must ,,be ,,incapable ,,of ,,tears4 ,it should be very clearly remembered by all readers of this volume that it is a book which may appear to have some little philosophy in it1 but very little sense1 to those who believe it to be written in ordinary ,english4 ,to the many1 who read in this manner it will be--not caviare so much as olives strong of their salt4 ,be warned and read but a little in this way4 ,there is another way of reading1 which is1 indeed1 the only one of any use with many authors4 ,it is reading1 not between the lines but within the words4 ,in fact1 it is deciphering a profound cipher4 ,all alchemical works are written in the cipher of which ,i speak2 it has been used by the great philosophers and poets of all time4 ,it is used systematically by the adepts in life and knowledge1 who1 seemingly giving out their deepest wisdom1 hide in the very words which frame it its actual mystery4 ,they cannot do more4 ,there is a law of nature which insists that a man shall read these mysteries for himself4 ,by no other method can he obtain them4 ,a man who desires to live must eat his food himself3 this is the simple law of nature--which applies also to the higher life4 ,a man who would live and act in it cannot be fed like a babe with a spoon2 he must eat for himself4 ,i propose to put into new and sometimes plainer language parts of ,light on the ,path2 but whether this effort of mine will really be any interpretation ,i cannot say4 ,to a deaf and dumb man1 a truth is made no more intelligible if1 in order to make it so1 some misguided linguist translates the words in which it is couched into every living or dead language1 and shouts these different phrases in his ear4 ,but for those who are not deaf and dumb one language is generally easier than the rest2 and it is to such as these ,i address myself4 ,the very first aphorisms of ,light on the ,path1 included under ,number ,i1 have1 ,i know well1 remained sealed as to their inner meaning to many who have otherwise followed the purpose of the book4 ,there are four proven and certain truths with regard to the entrance to occultism4 ,the ,gates of ,gold bar that threshold2 yet there are some who pass those gates and discover the sublime and illimitable beyond4 ,in the far spaces of ,time all will pass those gates4 ,but ,i am one who wish that ,time1 the great deluder1 were not so over-masterful4 ,to those who know and love him ,i have no word to say2 but to the others--and there are not so very few as some may fancy--to whom the passage of ,time is as the stroke of a sledge-hammer1 and the sense of ,space like the bars of an iron cage1 ,i will translate and re-translate until they understand fully4 ,the four truths written on the first page of ,light on the ,path1 refer to the trial initiation of the would-be occultist4 ,until he has passed it1 he cannot even reach to the latch of the gate which admits to knowledge4 ,knowledge is man's greatest inheritance2 why1 then1 should he not attempt to reach it by every possible road8 ,the laboratory is not the only ground for experiment2 science1 we must remember1 is derived from sciens1 present participle of scire1 to know1--its origin is similar to that of the word discern1 to ken4 ,science does not therefore deal only with matter1 no1 not even its subtlest and obscurest forms4 ,such an idea is born merely of the idle spirit of the age4 ,science is a word which covers all forms of knowledge4 ,it is exceedingly interesting to hear what chemists discover1 and to see them finding their way through the densities of matter to its finer forms2 but there are other kinds of knowledge than this1 and it is not every one who restricts his 7strictly scientific7 desire for knowledge to experiments which are capable of being tested by the physical senses4 ,everyone who is not a dullard1 or a man stupefied by some predominant vice1 has guessed or even perhaps discovered with some certainty1 that there are subtle senses lying within the physical senses4 ,there is nothing at all extraordinary in this2 if we took the trouble to call ,nature into the witness box we should find that everything which is perceptible to the ordinary sight1 has something even more important than itself hidden within it2 the microscope has opened a world to us1 but within those encasements which the microscope reveals1 lies a mystery which no machinery can probe4 ,the whole world is animated and lit1 down to its most material shapes1 by a world within it4 ,this inner world is called ,astral by some people1 and it is as good a word as any other1 though it merely means starry2 but the stars1 as ,locke pointed out1 are luminous bodies which give light of themselves4 ,this quality is characteristic of the life which lies within matter2 for those who see it1 need no lamp to see it by4 ,the word star1 moreover1 is derived from the ,anglo-,saxon stir-an1 to steer1 to stir1 to move1 and undeniably it is the inner life which is master of the outer1 just as a man's brain guides the movements of his lips4 ,so that although ,astral is no very excellent word in itself1 ,i am content to use it for my present purpose4 ,the whole of ,light on the ,path is written in an astral cipher and can therefore only be deciphered by one who reads astrally4 ,and its teaching is chiefly directed towards the cultivation and development of the astral life4 ,until the first step has been taken in this development1 the swift knowledge1 which is called intuition with certainty1 is impossible to man4 ,and this positive and certain intuition is the only form of knowledge which enables a man to work rapidly or reach his true and high estate1 within the limit of his conscious effort4 ,to obtain knowledge by experiment is too tedious a method for those who aspire to accomplish real work2 he who gets it by certain intuition1 lays hands on its various forms with supreme rapidity1 by fierce effort of will2 as a determined workman grasps his tools1 indifferent to their weight or any other difficulty which may stand in his way4 ,he does not stay for each to be tested--he uses such as he sees are fittest4 ,all the rules contained in ,light on the ,path1 are written for all disciples1 but only for disciples---those who take knowledge4 ,to none else but the student in this school are its laws of any use or interest4 ,to all who are interested seriously in ,occultism1 ,i say first--take knowledge4 ,to him who hath shall be given4 ,it is useless to wait for it4 ,the womb of ,time will close before you1 and in later days you will remain unborn1 without power4 ,i therefore say to those who have any hunger or thirst for knowledge1 attend to these rules4 ,they are none of my handicraft or invention4 ,they are merely the phrasing of laws in super-nature1 the putting into words truths as absolute in their own sphere1 as those laws which govern the conduct of the earth and its atmosphere4 ,the senses spoken of in these four statements are the astral1 or inner senses4 ,no man desires to see that light which illumines the spaceless soul until pain and sorrow and despair have driven him away from the life of ordinary humanity4 ,first he wears out pleasure2 then he wears out pain--till1 at last1 his eyes become incapable of tears4 ,this is a truism1 although ,i know perfectly well that it will meet with a vehement denial from many who are in sympathy with thoughts which spring from the inner life4 ,to see with the astral sense of sight is a form of activity which it is difficult for us to understand immediately4 ,the scientist knows very well what a miracle is achieved by each child that is born into the world1 when it first conquers its eyesight and compels it to obey its brain4 ,an equal miracle is performed with each sense certainly1 but this ordering of sight is perhaps the most stupendous effort4 ,yet the child does it almost unconsciously1 by force of the powerful heredity of habit4 ,no one now is aware that he has ever done it at all2 just as we cannot recollect the individual movements which enabled us to walk up a hill a year ago4 ,this arises from the fact that we move and live and have our being in matter4 ,our knowledge of it has become intuitive4 ,with our astral life it is very much otherwise4 ,for long ages past1 man has paid very little attention to it--so little1 that he has practically lost the use of his senses4 ,it is true1 that in every civilization the star arises1 and man confesses1 with more or less of folly and confusion1 that he knows himself to be4 ,but most often he denies it1 and in being a materialist becomes that strange thing1 a being which cannot see its own light1 a thing of life which will not live1 an astral animal which has eyes1 and ears1 and speech1 and power1 yet will use none of these gifts4 ,this is the case1 and the habit of ignorance has become so confirmed1 that now none will see with the inner vision till agony has made the physical eyes not only unseeing1 but without tears--the moisture of life4 ,to be incapable of tears is to have faced and conquered the simple human nature1 and to have attained an equilibrium which cannot be shaken by personal emotions4 ,it does not imply any hardness of heart1 or any indifference4 ,it does not imply the exhaustion of sorrow1 when the suffering soul seems powerless to suffer acutely any longer2 it does not mean the deadness of old age1 when emotion is becoming dull because the strings which vibrate to it are wearing out4 ,none of these conditions are fit for a disciple1 and if any one of them exist in him it must be overcome before the path can be entered upon4 ,hardness of heart belongs to the selfish man1 the egotist1 to whom the gate is forever closed4 ,indifference belongs to the fool and the false philosopher2 those whose lukewarmness makes them mere puppets1 not strong enough to face the realities of existence4 ,when pain or sorrow has worn out the keenness of suffering1 the result is a lethargy not unlike that which accompanies old age1 as it is usually experienced by men and women4 ,such a condition makes the entrance to the path impossible1 because the first step is one of difficulty and needs a strong man1 full of psychic and physical vigor1 to attempt it4 ,it is a truth1 that1 as ,edgar ,allan ,poe said1 the eyes are the windows for the soul1 the windows of that haunted palace in which it dwells4 ,this is the very nearest interpretation into ordinary language of the meaning of the text4 ,if grief1 dismay1 disappointment or pleasure1 can shake the soul so that it loses its fixed hold on the calm spirit which inspires it1 and the moisture of life breaks forth1 drowning knowledge in sensation1 then all is blurred1 the windows are darkened1 the light is useless4 ,this is as literal a fact as that if a man1 at the edge of a precipice1 loses his nerve through some sudden emotion he will certainly fall4 ,the poise of the body1 the balance1 must be preserved1 not only in dangerous places1 but even on the level ground1 and with all the assistance ,nature gives us by the law of gravitation4 ,so it is with the soul1 it is the link between the outer body and the starry spirit beyond2 the divine spark dwells in the still place where no convulsion of ,nature can shake the air2 this is so always4 ,but the soul may lose its hold on that1 its knowledge of it1 even though these two are part of one whole2 and it is by emotion1 by sensation1 that this hold is loosed4 ,to suffer either pleasure or pain1 causes a vivid vibration which is1 to the consciousness of man1 life4 ,now this sensibility does not lessen when the disciple enters upon his training2 it increases4 ,it is the first test of his strength2 he must suffer1 must enjoy or endure1 more keenly than other men1 while yet he has taken on him a duty which does not exist for other men1 that of not allowing his suffering to shake him from his fixed purpose4 ,he has1 in fact1 at the first step to take himself steadily in hand and put the bit into his own mouth2 no one else can do it for him4 ,the first four aphorisms of ,light on the ,path1 refer entirely to astral development4 ,this development must be accomplished to a certain extent--that is to say it must be fully entered upon--before the remainder of the book is really intelligible except to the intellect2 in fact1 before it can be read as a practical1 not a metaphysical treatise4 ,in one of the great mystic ,brotherhoods1 there are four ceremonies1 that take place early in the year1 which practically illustrate and elucidate these aphorisms4 ,they are ceremonies in which only novices take part1 for they are simply services of the threshold4 ,but it will show how serious a thing it is to become a disciple1 when it is understood that these are all ceremonies of sacrifice4 ,the first one is this of which ,i have been speaking4 ,the keenest enjoyment1 the bitterest pain1 the anguish of loss and despair1 are brought to bear on the trembling soul1 which has not yet found light in the darkness1 which is helpless as a blind man is1 and until these shocks can be endured without loss of equilibrium the astral senses must remain sealed4 ,this is the merciful law4 ,the medium1 or spiritualist1 who rushes into the psychic world without preparation1 is a law-breaker1 a breaker of the laws of super-nature4 ,those who break ,nature's laws lose their physical health2 those who break the laws of the inner life1 lose their psychic health4 ,mediums become mad1 suicides1 miserable creatures devoid of moral sense2 and often end as unbelievers1 doubters even of that which their own eyes have seen4 ,the disciple is compelled to become his own master before he adventures on this perilous path1 and attempts to face those beings who live and work in the astral world1 and whom we call masters1 because of their great knowledge and their ability to control not only themselves but the forces around them4 ,the condition of the soul when it lives for the life of sensation as distinguished from that of knowledge1 is vibratory or oscillating1 as distinguished from fixed4 ,that is the nearest literal representation of the fact2 but it is only literal to the intellect1 not to the intuition4 ,for this part of man's consciousness a different vocabulary is needed4 ,the idea of fixed might perhaps be transposed into that of at home4 ,in sensation no permanent home can be found1 because change is the law of this vibratory existence4 ,that fact is the first one which must be learned by the disciple4 ,it is useless to pause and weep for a scene in a kaleidoscope which has passed4 ,it is a very well-known fact1 one with which ,bulwer ,lytton dealt with great power1 that an intolerable sadness is the very first experience of the neophyte in ,occultism4 ,a sense of blankness falls upon him which makes the world a waste1 and life a vain exertion4 ,this follows his first serious contemplation of the abstract4 ,in gazing1 or even in attempting to gaze1 on the ineffable mystery of his own higher nature1 he himself causes the initial trial to fall on him4 ,the oscillation between pleasure and pain ceases for--perhaps an instant of time2 but that is enough to have cut him loose from his fast moorings in the world of sensation4 ,he has experienced1 however briefly1 the greater life2 and he goes on with ordinary existence weighted by a sense of unreality1 of blank1 of horrid negation4 ,this was the nightmare which visited ,bulwer ,lytton's neophyte in ,zanoni2 and even ,zanoni himself1 who had learned great truths1 and been entrusted with great powers1 had not actually passed the threshold where fear and hope1 despair and joy seem at one moment absolute realities1 at the next mere forms of fancy4 ,this initial trial is often brought on us by life itself4 ,for life is after all1 the great teacher4 ,we return to study it1 after we have acquired power over it1 just as the master in chemistry learns more in the laboratory than his pupil does4 ,there are persons so near the door of knowledge that life itself prepares them for it1 and no individual hand has to invoke the hideous guardian of the entrance4 ,these must naturally be keen and powerful organizations1 capable of the most vivid pleasure2 then pain comes and fills its great duty4 ,the most intense forms of suffering fall on such a nature1 till at last it arouses from its stupor of consciousness1 and by the force of its internal vitality steps over the threshold into a place of peace4 ,then the vibration of life loses its power of tyranny4 ,the sensitive nature must suffer still2 but the soul has freed itself and stands aloof1 guiding the life towards its greatness4 ,those who are the subjects of ,time1 and go slowly through all his spaces1 live on through a long drawn series of sensations1 and suffer a constant mingling of pleasure and of pain4 ,they do not dare to take the snake of self in a steady grasp and conquer it1 so becoming divine2 but prefer to go on fretting through divers experiences1 suffering blows from the opposing forces4 ,when one of these subjects of ,time decides to enter on the path of ,occultism1 it is this which is his first task4 ,if life has not taught it to him1 if he is not strong enough to teach himself and if he has power enough to demand the help of a master1 then this fearful trial1 depicted in ,zanoni1 is put upon him4 ,the oscillation in which he lives1 is for an instant stilled2 and he has to survive the shock of facing what seems to him at first sight as the abyss of nothingness4 ,not till he has learned to dwell in this abyss1 and has found its peace1 is it possible for his eyes to have become incapable of tears4 ,,ii ,,before ,,the ,,ear ,,can ,,hear1 ,,it ,,must ,,have ,,lost ,,its ,,sensitiveness4 ,the first four rules of ,light on the ,path are1 undoubtedly1 curious though the statement may seem1 the most important in the whole book1 save one only4 ,why they are so important is that they contain the vital law1 the very creative essence of the astral man4 ,and it is only in the astral 7or self-illuminated7 consciousness that the rules which follow them have any living meaning4 ,once attain to the use of the astral senses and it becomes a matter of course that one commences to use them2 and the later rules are but guidance in their use4 ,when ,i speak like this ,i mean1 naturally1 that the first four rules are the ones which are of importance and interest to those who read them in print upon a page4 ,when they are engraved on a man's heart and on his life1 unmistakably then the rules become not merely interesting1 or extraordinary1 metaphysical statements1 but actual facts in life which have to be grasped and experienced4 ,the four rules stand written in the great chamber of every actual lodge of a living ,brotherhood4 ,whether the man is about to sell his soul to the devil1 like ,faust2 whether he is to be worsted in the battle1 like ,hamlet2 or whether he is to pass on within the precincts2 in any case these words are for him4 ,the man can choose between virtue and vice1 but not until he is a man2 a babe or a wild animal cannot so choose4 ,thus with the disciple1 he must first become a disciple before he can even see the paths to choose between4 ,this effort of creating himself as a disciple1 the re-birth1 he must do for himself without any teacher4 ,until the four rules are learned no teacher can be of any use to him2 and that is why the ,masters are referred to in the way they are4 ,no real masters1 whether adepts in power1 in love1 or in blackness1 can affect a man till these four rules are passed4 ,tears1 as ,i have said1 may be called the moisture of life4 ,the soul must have laid aside the emotions of humanity1 must have secured a balance which cannot be shaken by misfortune1 before its eyes can open upon the super-human world4 ,the voice of the ,masters is always in the world2 but only those hear it whose ears are no longer receptive of the sounds which affect the personal life4 ,laughter no longer lightens the heart1 anger may no longer enrage it1 tender words bring it no balm4 ,for that within1 to which the ears are as an outer gateway1 is an unshaken place of peace in itself which no person can disturb4 ,as the eyes are the windows of the soul1 so are the ears its gateways or doors4 ,through them comes knowledge of the confusion of the world4 ,the great ones who have conquered life1 who have become more than disciples1 stand at peace and undisturbed amid the vibration and kaleidoscopic movement of humanity4 ,they hold within themselves a certain knowledge1 as well as a perfect peace2 and thus they are not roused or excited by the partial and erroneous fragments of information which are brought to their ears by the changing voices of those around them4 ,when ,i speak of knowledge1 ,i mean intuitive knowledge4 ,this certain information can never be obtained by hard work1 or by experiment2 for these methods are only applicable to matter1 and matter is in itself a perfectly uncertain substance1 continually affected by change4 ,the most absolute and universal laws of natural and physical life1 as understood by the scientist1 will pass away when the life of this universe has passed away1 and only its soul is left in the silence4 ,what then will be the value of the knowledge of its laws acquired by industry and observation8 ,i pray that no reader or critic will imagine that by what ,i have said ,i intend to depreciate or disparage acquired knowledge1 or the work of scientists4 ,on the contrary1 ,i hold that scientific men are the pioneers of modern thought4 ,the days of literature and of art1 when poets and sculptors saw the divine light1 and put it into their own great language--these days lie buried in the long past with the ante-,phidian sculptors and the pre-,homeric poets4 ,the mysteries no longer rule the world of thought and beauty2 human life is the governing power1 not that which lies beyond it4 ,but the scientific workers are progressing1 not so much by their own will as by sheer force of circumstances1 towards the far line which divides things interpretable from things uninterpretable4 ,every fresh discovery drives them a step onward4 ,therefore do ,i very highly esteem the knowledge obtained by work and experiment4 ,but intuitive knowledge is an entirely different thing4 ,it is not acquired in any way1 but is1 so to speak1 a faculty of the soul2 not the animal soul1 that which becomes a ghost after death1 when lust or liking or the memory of ill deeds holds it to the neighborhood of human beings1 but the divine soul which animates all the external forms of the individualized being4 ,this is1 of course1 a faculty which indwells in that soul1 which is inherent4 ,the would-be disciple has to arouse himself to the consciousness of it by a fierce and resolute and indomitable effort of will4 ,i use the word indomitable for a special reason4 ,only he who is untameable1 who cannot be dominated1 who knows he has to play the lord over men1 over facts1 over all things save his own divinity can arouse this faculty4 ,with faith all things1 are possible4 ,the skeptical laugh at faith and pride themselves on its absence from their own minds4 ,the truth is that faith is a great engine1 an enormous power1 which in fact can accomplish all things4 ,for it is the convenant or engagement between man's divine part and his lesser self4 ,the use of this engine is quite necessary in order to obtain intuitive knowledge2 for unless a man believes such knowledge exists within himself how can he claim and use it8 ,without it he is more helpless than any drift-wood or wreckage on the great tides of the ocean4 ,they are cast hither and thither indeed2 so may a man be by the chances of fortune4 ,but such adventures are purely external and of very small account4 ,a slave may be dragged through the streets in chains1 and yet retain the quiet soul of a philosopher1 as was well seen in the person of ,epictetus4 ,a man may have every worldly prize in his possession1 and stand absolute master of his personal fate1 to all appearance1 and yet he knows no peace1 no certainty1 because he is shaken within himself by every tide of thought that he touches on4 ,and these changing tides do not merely sweep the man bodily hither and thither like drift-wood on the water2 that would be nothing4 ,they enter into the gate-ways of his soul1 and wash over that soul and make it blind and blank and void of all permanent intelligence so that passing impressions affect it4 ,to make my meaning plainer ,i will use an illustration4 ,take an author at his writing1 a painter at his canvas1 a composer listening to the melodies that dawn upon his glad imagination2 let any one of these workers pass his daily hours by a wide window looking on a busy street4 ,the power of the animating life blinds sight and hearing alike1 and the great traffic of the city goes by like nothing but a passing pageant4 ,but a man whose mind is empty1 whose day is objectless1 sitting at that same window1 notes the passers-by and remembers the faces that chance to please or interest him4 ,so it is with the mind in its relation to eternal truth4 ,if it no longer transmits its fluctuations1 its partial knowledge1 its unreliable information to the soul1 then in the inner place of peace already found when the first rule has been learned--in that inner place there leaps into flame the light of actual knowledge4 ,then the ears begin to hear4 ,very dimly1 very faintly at first4 ,and1 indeed1 so faint and tender are these first indications of the commencement of true actual life1 that they are sometimes pushed aside as mere fancies1 mere imaginings4 ,but before these are capable of becoming more than mere imaginings1 the abyss of nothingness has to be faced in another form4 ,the utter silence which can only come by closing the ears to all transitory sounds comes as a more appalling horror than even the formless emptiness of space4 ,our only mental conception of blank space is1 ,i think1 when reduced to its barest element of thought1 that of black darkness4 ,this is a great physical terror to most persons1 and when regarded as an eternal and unchangeable fact1 must mean to the mind the idea of annihilation rather than anything else4 ,but it is the obliteration of one sense only2 and the sound of a voice may come and bring comfort even in the profoundest darkness4 ,the disciple1 having found his way into this blackness1 which is the fearful abyss1 must then so shut the gates of his soul that no comforter can enter there nor any enemy4 ,and it is in making this second effort that the fact of pain and pleasure being but one sensation becomes recognisable by those who have before been unable to perceive it4 ,for when the solitude of silence is reached the soul hungers so fiercely and passionately for some sensation on which to rest1 that a painful one would be as keenly welcomed as a pleasant one4 ,when this consciousness is reached the courageous man by seizing and retaining it1 may destroy the sensitiveness at once4 ,when the ear no longer discriminates between that which is pleasant or that which is painful1 it will no longer be affected by the voices of others4 ,and then it is safe and possible to open the doors of the soul4 ,sight is the first effort1 and the easiest1 because it is accomplished partly by an intellectual effort4 ,the intellect can conquer the heart1 as is well known in ordinary life4 ,therefore1 this preliminary step still lies within the dominion of matter4 ,but the second step allows of no such assistance1 nor of any material aid whatever4 ,of course1 ,i mean by material aid the action of the brain1 or emotions1 or human soul4 ,in compelling the ears to listen only to the eternal silence1 the being we call man becomes something which is no longer man4 ,a very superficial survey of the thousand and one influences which are brought to bear on us by others will show that this must be so4 ,a disciple will fulfil all the duties of his manhood2 but he will fulfil them according to his own sense of right1 and not according to that of any person or body of persons4 ,this is a very evident result of following the creed of knowledge instead of any of the blind creeds4 ,to obtain the pure silence necessary for the disciple1 the heart and emotions1 the brain and its intellectualisms1 have to be put aside4 ,both are but mechanisms1 which will perish with the span of man's life4 ,it is the essence beyond1 that which is the motive power1 and makes man live1 that is now compelled to rouse itself and act4 ,now is the greatest hour of danger4 ,in the first trial men go mad with fear2 of this first trial ,bulwer ,lytton wrote4 ,no novelist has followed to the second trial1 though some of the poets have4 ,its subtlety and great danger lies in the fact that in the measure of a man's strength is the measure of his chance of passing beyond it or coping with it at all4 ,if he has power enough to awaken that unaccustomed part of himself1 the supreme essence1 then has he power to lift the gates of gold1 then is he the true alchemist1 in possession of the elixir of life4 ,it is at this point of experience that the occultist becomes separated from all other men and enters on to a life which is his own2 on to the path of individual accomplishment instead of mere obedience to the genii which rule our earth4 ,this raising of himself into an individual power does in reality identify him with the nobler forces of life and make him one with them4 ,for they stand beyond the powers of this earth and the laws of this universe4 ,here lies man's only hope of success in the great effort2 to leap right away from his present standpoint to his next and at once become an intrinsic part of the divine power as he has been an intrinsic part of the intellectual power1 of the great nature to which he belongs4 ,he stands always in advance of himself1 if such a contradiction can be understood4 ,it is the men who adhere to this position1 who believe in their innate power of progress1 and that of the whole race1 who are the elder brothers1 the pioneers4 ,each man has to accomplish the great leap for himself and without aid2 yet it is something of a staff to lean on to know that others have gone on that road4 ,it is possible that they have been lost in the abyss2 no matter1 they have had the courage to enter it4 ,why ,i say that it is possible they have been lost in the abyss is because of this fact1 that one who has passed through is unrecognisable until the other and altogether new condition is attained by both4 ,it is unnecessary to enter upon the subject of what that condition is at present4 ,i only say this1 that in the early state in which man is entering upon the silence he loses knowledge of his friends1 of his lovers1 of all who have been near and dear to him2 and also loses sight of his teachers and of those who have preceded him on his way4 ,i explain this because scarce one passes through without bitter complaint4 ,could but the mind grasp beforehand that the silence must be complete1 surely this complaint need not arise as a hindrance on the path4 ,your teacher1 or your predecessor may hold your hand in his1 and give you the utmost sympathy the human heart is capable of4 ,but when the silence and the darkness comes1 you lose all knowledge of him2 you are alone and he cannot help you1 not because his power is gone1 but because you have invoked your great enemy4 ,by your great enemy1 ,i mean yourself4 ,if you have the power to face your own soul in the darkness and silence1 you will have conquered the physical or animal self which dwells in sensation only4 ,this statement1 ,i feel1 will appear involved2 but in reality it is quite simple4 ,man1 when he has reached his fruition1 and civilization is at its height1 stands between two fires4 ,could he but claim his great inheritance1 the encumbrance of the mere animal life would fall away from him without difficulty4 ,but he does not do this1 and so the races of men flower and then droop and die and decay off the face of the earth1 however splendid the bloom may have been4 ,and it is left to the individual to make this great effort2 to refuse to be terrified by his greater nature1 to refuse to be drawn back by his lesser or more material self4 ,every individual who accomplishes this is a redeemer of the race4 ,he may not blazon forth his deeds1 he may dwell in secret and silence2 but it is a fact that he forms a link between man and his divine part2 between the known and the unknown2 between the stir of the marketplace and the stillness of the snow-capped ,himalayas4 ,he has not to go about among men in order to form this link2 in the astral he is that link1 and this fact makes him a being of another order from the rest of mankind4 ,even so early on the road towards knowledge1 when he has but taken the second step1 he finds his footing more certain1 and becomes conscious that he is a recognised part of a whole4 ,this is one of the contradictions in life which occur so constantly that they afford fuel to the fiction writer4 ,the occultist finds them become much more marked as he endeavors to live the life he has chosen4 ,as he retreats within himself and becomes self-dependent1 he finds himself more definitely becoming part of a great tide of definite thought and feeling4 ,when he has learned the first lesson1 conquered the hunger of the heart1 and refused to live on the love of others1 he finds himself more capable of inspiring love4 ,as he flings life away it comes to him in a new form and with a new meaning4 ,the world has always been a place with many contradictions in it1 to the man2 when he becomes a disciple he finds life is describable as a series of paradoxes4 ,this is a fact in nature1 and the reason for it is intelligible enough4 ,man's soul dwells like a star apart1 even that of the vilest among us2 while his consciousness is under the law of vibratory and sensuous life4 ,this alone is enough to cause those complications of character which are the material for the novelist2 every man is a mystery1 to friend and enemy alike1 and to himself4 ,his motives are often undiscoverable1 and he cannot probe to them or know why he does this or that4 ,the disciple's effort is that of awakening consciousness in this starry part of himself1 where his power and divinity lie sleeping4 ,as this consciousness becomes awakened1 the contradictions in the man himself become more marked than ever2 and so do the paradoxes which he lives through4 ,for1 of course man creates his own life2 and adventures are to the adventurous is one of those wise proverbs which are drawn from actual fact1 and cover the whole area of human experience4 ,pressure on the divine part of man re-acts upon the animal part4 ,as the silent soul awakes it makes the ordinary life of the man more purposeful1 more vital1 more real1 and responsible4 ,to keep to the two instances already mentioned1 the occultist who has withdrawn into his own citadel has found his strength2 immediately he becomes aware of the demands of duty upon him4 ,he does not obtain his strength by his own right1 but because he is a part of the whole2 and as soon as he is safe from the vibration of life and can stand unshaken1 the outer world cries out to him to come and labor in it4 ,so with the heart4 ,when it no longer wishes to take1 it is called upon to give abundantly4 ,light on the ,path has been called a book of paradoxes1 and very justly2 what else could it be1 when it deals with the actual personal experience of the disciple8 ,to have acquired the astral senses of sight and hearing2 or in other words to have attained perception and opened the doors of the soul1 are gigantic tasks and may take the sacrifice of many successive incarnations4 ,and yet1 when the will has reached its strength1 the whole miracle may be worked in a second of time4 ,then is the disciple the servant of ,time no longer4 ,these two first steps are negative2 that is to say they imply retreat from a present condition of things rather than advance towards another4 ,the two next are active1 implying the advance into another state of being4 ,,iii ,,before ,,the ,,voice ,,can ,,speak ,,in ,,the ,,presence ,,of ,,the ,,masters4 ,speech is the power of communication2 the moment of entrance into active life is marked by its attainment4 ,and now1 before ,i go any further1 let me explain a little the way in which the rules written down in ,light on the ,path are arranged4 ,the first seven of those which are numbered are sub-divisions of the two first unnumbered rules1 those with which ,i have dealt in the two preceding papers4 ,the numbered rules were simply an effort of mine to make the unnumbered ones more intelligible4 ,eight to fifteen of these numbered rules belong to this unnumbered rule which is now my text4 ,as ,i have said1 these rules are written for all disciples1 but for none else2 they are not of interest to any other persons4 ,therefore ,i trust no one else will trouble to read these papers any further4 ,the first two rules1 which include the whole of that part of the effort which necessitates the use of the surgeon's knife1 ,i will enlarge upon further if ,i am asked to do so4 ,but the disciple is expected to deal with a snake1 his lower self1 unaided2 to suppress his human passions and emotions by the force of his own will4 ,he can only demand assistance of a master when this is accomplished1 or at all events1 partially so4 ,otherwise the gates and windows of his soul are blurred1 and blinded1 and darkened1 and no knowledge can come to him4 ,i am not1 in these papers1 purposing to tell a man how to deal with his own soul2 ,i am simply giving1 to the disciple1 knowledge4 ,that ,i am not writing even now1 so that all who run may read1 is owing to the fact that super-nature prevents this by its own immutable laws4 ,the four rules which ,i have written down for those in the ,west who wish to study them1 are as ,i have said1 written in the ante-chamber of every living ,brotherhood2 ,i may add more1 in the ante-chamber of every living or dead ,brotherhood1 or ,order yet to be formed4 ,when ,i speak of a ,brotherhood or an ,order1 ,i do not mean an arbitrary constitution made by scholiasts and intellectualists2 ,i mean an actual fact in super-nature1 a stage of development towards the absolute ,god or ,good4 ,during this development the disciple encounters harmony1 pure knowledge1 pure truth1 in different degrees1 and1 as he enters these degrees1 he finds himself becoming part of what might be roughly described as a layer of human consciousness4 ,he encounters his equals1 men of his own selfless character1 and with them his association becomes permanent and indissoluble1 because founded on a vital likeness of nature4 ,to them he becomes pledged by such vows as need no utterance or framework in ordinary words4 ,this is one aspect of what ,i mean by a ,brotherhood4 ,if the first rules are conquered1 the disciple finds himself standing at the threshold4 ,then if his will is sufficiently resolute his power of speech comes2 a two-fold power4 ,for1 as he advances now1 he finds himself entering into a state of blossoming1 where every bud that opens throws out its several rays or petals4 ,if he is to exercise his new gift1 he must use it in its two-fold character4 ,he finds in himself the power to speak in the presence of the masters2 in other words1 he has the right to demand contact with the divinest element of that state of consciousness into which he has entered4 ,but he finds himself compelled1 by the nature of his position1 to act in two ways at the same time4 ,he cannot send his voice up to the heights where sit the gods till he has penetrated to the deep places where their light shines not at all4 ,he has come within the grip of an iron law4 ,if he demands to become a neophyte1 he at once becomes a servant4 ,yet his service is sublime1 if only from the character of those who share it4 ,for the masters are also servants2 they serve and claim their reward afterwards4 ,part of their service is to let their knowledge touch him2 his first act of service is to give some of that knowledge to those who are not yet fit to stand where he stands4 ,this is no arbitrary decision1 made by any master or teacher or any such person1 however divine4 ,it is a law of that life which the disciple has entered upon4 ,therefore was it written in the inner doorway of the lodges of the old ,egyptian ,brotherhood1 the laborer is worthy of his hire4 ,ask and ye shall have1 sounds like something too easy and simple to be credible4 ,but the disciple cannot ask in the mystic sense in which the word is used in this scripture until he has attained the power of helping others4 ,why is this8 ,has the statement too dogmatic a sound8 ,is it too dogmatic to say that a man must have foothold before he can spring8 ,the position is the same4 ,if help is given1 if work is done1 then there is an actual claim--not what we call personal claim of payment1 but the claim of co-nature4 ,the divine give1 they demand that you also shall give before you can be of their kin4 ,this law is discovered as soon as the disciple endeavors to speak4 ,for speech is a gift which comes only to the disciple of power and knowledge4 ,the spiritualist enters the psychic-astral world1 but he does not find there any certain speech1 unless he at once claims it and continues to do so4 ,if he is interested in phenomena1 or the mere circumstance and accident of astral life1 then he enters no direct ray of thought or purpose1 he merely exists and amuses himself in the astral life as he has existed and amused himself in the physical life4 ,certainly there are one or two simple lessons which the psychic-astral can teach him1 just as there are simple lessons which material and intellectual life teach him4 ,and these lessons have to be learned2 the man who proposes to enter upon the life of the disciple without having learned the early and simple lessons must always suffer from his ignorance4 ,they are vital1 and have to be studied in a vital manner2 experienced through and through1 over and over again1 so that each part of the nature has been penetrated by them4 ,to return4 ,in claiming the power of speech1 as it is called1 the ,neophyte cries out to the ,great ,one who stands foremost in the ray of knowledge on which he has entered1 to give him guidance4 ,when he does this1 his voice is hurled back by the power he has approached1 and echoes down to the deep recesses of human ignorance4 ,in some confused and blurred manner the news that there is knowledge and a beneficent power which teaches is carried to as many men as will listen to it4 ,no disciple can cross the threshold without communicating this news1 and placing it on record in some fashion or other4 ,he stands horror-struck at the imperfect and unprepared manner in which he has done this2 and then comes the desire to do it well1 and with the desire thus to help others comes the power4 ,for it is a pure desire1 this which comes upon him2 he can gain no credit1 no glory1 no personal reward by fulfilling it4 ,and therefore he obtains the power to fulfil it4 ,the history of the whole past1 so far as we can trace it1 shows very plainly that there is neither credit1 glory1 nor reward to be gained by this first task which is given to the ,neophyte4 ,mystics have always been sneered at1 and seers disbelieved2 those who have had the added power of intellect have left for posterity their written record1 which to most men appears unmeaning and visionary1 even when the authors have the advantage of speaking from a far-off past4 ,the disciple who undertakes the task1 secretly hoping for fame or success1 to appear as a teacher and apostle before the world1 fails even before his task is attempted1 and his hidden hypocrisy poisons his own soul1 and the souls of those he touches4 ,he is secretly worshiping himself1 and this idolatrous practice must bring its own reward4 ,the disciple who has the power of entrance1 and is strong enough to pass each barrier1 will1 when the divine message comes to his spirit1 forget himself utterly in the new consciousness which falls on him4 ,if this lofty contact can really rouse him1 he becomes as one of the divine in his desire to give rather than to take1 in his wish to help rather than be helped1 in his resolution to feed the hungry rather than take manna from ,heaven himself4 ,his nature is transformed1 and the selfishness which prompts men's actions in ordinary life suddenly deserts him4 ,,iv ,,before ,,the ,,voice ,,can ,,speak ,,in ,,the ,,presence ,,of ,,the ,,masters1 ,,it ,,must ,,have ,,lost ,,the ,,power ,,to ,,wound4 ,those who give merely passing and superficial attention to the subject of occultism--and their name is ,legion--constantly inquire why1 if adepts in life exist1 they do not appear in the world and show their power4 ,that the chief body of these wise ones should be understood to dwell beyond the fastnesses of the ,himalayas1 appears to be a sufficient proof that they are only figures of straw4 ,otherwise why place them so far off8 ,unfortunately1 ,nature has done this and not personal choice or arrangement4 ,there are certain spots on the earth where the advance of civilization is unfelt1 and the nineteenth century fever is kept at bay4 ,in these favored places there is always time1 always opportunity1 for the realities of life2 they are not crowded out by the doings of an inchoate1 money-loving1 pleasure seeking society4 ,while there are adepts upon the earth1 the earth must preserve to them places of seclusion4 ,this is a fact in nature which is only an external expression of a profound fact in super-nature4 ,the demand of the neophyte remains unheard until the voice in which it is uttered has lost the power to wound4 ,this is because the divine-astral life,a is a place in which order reigns1 just as it does in natural life4 ,there is1 of course1 always the center and the circumference as there is in nature4 ,close to the central heart of life1 on any plane1 there is knowledge1 there order reigns completely2 and chaos makes dim and confused the outer margin of the circle4 ,in fact1 life in every form bears a more or less strong resemblance to a philosophic school4 ,there are always the devotees to knowledge who forget their own lives in their pursuit of it2 there are always the flippant crowd who come and go--of such1 ,epictetus said that it was as easy to teach them philosophy as to eat custard with a fork4 ,the same state exists in the super-astral life2 and the adept has an even deeper and more profound seclusion there in which to dwell4 ,this place of retreat is so safe1 so sheltered1 that no sound which has discord in it can reach his ears4 ,why should this be1 will be asked at once1 if he is a being of such great powers as those say who believe in his existence8 ,the answer seems very apparent4 ,he serves humanity and identifies himself with the whole world2 he is ready to make vicarious sacrifice for it at any moment--by living not by dying for it4 ,why should he not die for it8 ,because he is part of the great whole1 and one of the most valuable parts of it4 ,because he lives under laws of order which he does not desire to break4 ,his life is not his own1 but that of the forces which work behind him4 ,he is the flower of humanity1 the bloom which contains the divine seed4 ,he is1 in his own person1 a treasure of the universal nature1 which is guarded and made safe in order that the fruition shall be perfected4 ,it is only at definite periods of the world's history that he is allowed to go among the herd of men as their redeemer4 ,but for those who have the power to separate themselves from this herd he is always at hand4 ,and for those who are strong enough to conquer the vices of the personal human nature1 as set forth in these four rules1 he is consciously at hand1 easily recognised1 ready to answer4 ,footnote ,a3 ,of course every occultist knows by reading ,eliphas ,lvi and other authors that the astral plane is a plane of unequalized forces1 and that a state of confusion necessarily prevails4 ,but this does not apply to the divine astral plane1 which is a plane where wisdom1 and therefore order1 prevails4 ,but this conquering of self implies a destruction of qualities which most men regard as not only indestructible but desirable4 ,the power to wound includes much that men value1 not only in themselves1 but in others4 ,the instinct of self-defense and of self-preservation is part of it2 the idea that one has any right or rights1 either as a citizen1 or man1 or individual1 the pleasant consciousness of self-respect and of virtue4 ,these are hard sayings to many2 yet they are true4 ,for these words that ,i am writing now1 and those which ,i have written on this subject1 are not in any sense my own4 ,they are drawn from the traditions of the lodge of the great ,brotherhood1 which was once the secret splendor of ,egypt4 ,the rules written in its ante-chamber were the same as those now written in the ante-chamber of existing schools4 ,through all time the wise men have lived apart from the mass4 ,and even when some temporary purpose or object induces one of them to come into the midst of human life1 his seclusion and safety is preserved as completely as ever4 ,it is part of his inheritance1 part of his position1 he has an actual title to it1 and can no more put it aside than the ,duke of ,westminster can say he does not choose to be the ,duke of ,westminster4 ,in the various great cities of the world an adept lives for a while from time to time1 or perhaps only passes through2 but all are occasionally aided by the actual power and presence of one of these men4 ,here in ,london1 as in ,paris and ,st4 ,petersburgh1 there are men high in development4 ,but they are only known as mystics by those who have the power to recognise2 the power given by the conquering of self4 ,otherwise how could they exist1 even for an hour1 in such a mental and psychic atmosphere as is created by the confusion and disorder of a city8 ,unless protected and made safe their own growth would be interfered with1 their work injured4 ,and the neophyte may meet an adept in the flesh1 may live in the same house with him1 and yet be unable to recognise him1 and unable to make his own voice heard by him4 ,for no nearness in space1 no closeness of relations1 no daily intimacy1 can do away with the inexorable laws which give the adept his seclusion4 ,no voice penetrates to his inner hearing till it has become a divine voice1 a voice which gives no utterance to the cries of self4 ,any lesser appeal would be as useless1 as much a waste of energy and power1 as for mere children who are learning their alphabet to be taught it by a professor of philology4 ,until a man has become1 in heart and spirit1 a disciple1 he has no existence for those who are teachers of disciples4 ,and he becomes this by one method only--the surrender of his personal humanity4 ,for the voice to have lost the power to wound1 a man must have reached that point where he sees himself only as one of the vast multitudes that live2 one of the sands washed hither and thither by the sea of vibratory existence4 ,it is said that every grain of sand in the ocean bed does1 in its turn1 get washed up on to the shore and lie for a moment in the sunshine4 ,so with human beings1 they are driven hither and thither by a great force1 and each1 in his turn1 finds the sunrays on him4 ,when a man is able to regard his own life as part of a whole like this he will no longer struggle in order to obtain anything for himself4 ,this is the surrender of personal rights4 ,the ordinary man expects1 not to take equal fortunes with the rest of the world1 but in some points1 about which he cares1 to fare better than the others4 ,the disciple does not expect this4 ,therefore1 though he be1 like ,epictetus1 a chained slave1 he has no word to say about it4 ,he knows that the wheel of life turns ceaselessly4 ,burne ,jones has shown it in his marvellous picture--the wheel turns1 and on it are bound the rich and the poor1 the great and the small--each has his moment of good fortune when the wheel brings him uppermost--the ,king rises and falls1 the poet is fted and forgotten1 the slave is happy and afterwards discarded4 ,each in his turn is crushed as the wheel turns on4 ,the disciple knows that this is so1 and though it is his duty to make the utmost of the life that is his1 he neither complains of it nor is elated by it1 nor does he complain against the better fortune of others4 ,all alike1 as he well knows1 are but learning a lesson2 and he smiles at the socialist and the reformer who endeavor by sheer force to re-arrange circumstances which arise out of the forces of human nature itself4 ,this is but kicking against the pricks2 a waste of life and energy4 ,in realizing this a man surrenders his imagined individual rights1 of whatever sort4 ,that takes away one keen sting which is common to all ordinary men4 ,when the disciple has fully recognised that the very thought of individual rights is only the outcome of the venomous quality in himself1 that it is the hiss of the snake of self which poisons with its sting his own life and the lives of those about him1 then he is ready to take part in a yearly ceremony which is open to all neophytes who are prepared for it4 ,all weapons of defense and offense are given up2 all weapons of mind and heart1 and brain1 and spirit4 ,never again can another man be regarded as a person who can be criticized or condemned2 never again can the neophyte raise his voice in self-defense or excuse4 ,from that ceremony he returns into the world as helpless1 as unprotected1 as a new-born child4 ,that1 indeed1 is what he is4 ,he has begun to be born again on to the higher plane of life1 that breezy and well-lit plateau from whence the eyes see intelligently and regard the world with a new insight4 ,i have said1 a little way back1 that after parting with the sense of individual rights1 the disciple must part also with the sense of self-respect and of virtue4 ,this may sound a terrible doctrine1 yet all occultists know well that it is not a doctrine1 but a fact4 ,he who thinks himself holier than another1 he who has any pride in his own exemption from vice or folly1 he who believes himself wise1 or in any way superior to his fellow men1 is incapable of discipleship4 ,a man must become as a little child before he can enter into the kingdom of heaven4 ,virtue and wisdom are sublime things2 but if they create pride and a consciousness of separateness from the rest of humanity in the mind of a man1 then they are only the snakes of self re-appearing in a finer form4 ,at any moment he may put on his grosser shape and sting as fiercely as when he inspired the actions of a murderer who kills for gain or hatred1 or a politician who sacrifices the mass for his own or his party's interests4 ,in fact1 to have lost the power to wound1 implies that the snake is not only scotched1 but killed4 ,when it is merely stupefied or lulled to sleep it awakes again and the disciple uses his knowledge and his power for his own ends1 and is a pupil of the many masters of the black art1 for the road to destruction is very broad and easy1 and the way can be found blindfold4 ,that it is the way to destruction is evident1 for when a man begins to live for self he narrows his horizon steadily till at last the fierce driving inwards leaves him but the space of a pin's-head to dwell in4 ,we have all seen this phenomenon occur in ordinary life4 ,a man who becomes selfish isolates himself1 grows less interesting and less agreeable to others4 ,the sight is an awful one1 and people shrink from a very selfish person at last1 as from a beast of prey4 ,how much more awful is it when it occurs on the more advanced plane of life1 with the added powers of knowledge1 and through the greater sweep of successive incarnations6 ,therefore ,i say1 pause and think well upon the threshold4 ,for if the demand of the neophyte is made without the complete purification1 it will not penetrate the seclusion of the divine adept1 but will evoke the terrible forces which attend upon the black side of our human nature4 ,v ,,before ,,the ,,soul ,,can ,,stand ,,in ,,the ,,presence ,,of ,,the ,,masters1 ,,its ,,feet ,,must ,,be ,,washed ,,in ,,the ,,blood ,,of ,,the ,,heart4 ,the word soul1 as used here1 means the divine soul1 or starry spirit4 ,to be able to stand is to have confidence2 and to have confidence means that the disciple is sure of himself1 that he has surrendered his emotions1 his very self1 even his humanity2 that he is incapable of fear and unconscious of pain2 that his whole consciousness is centered in the divine life1 which is expressed symbolically by the term the ,masters2 that he has neither eyes1 nor ears1 nor speech1 nor power1 save in and for the divine ray on which his highest sense has touched4 ,then he is fearless1 free from suffering1 free from anxiety or dismay2 his soul stands without shrinking or desire of postponement1 in the full blaze of the divine light which penetrates through and through his being4 ,then he has come into his inheritance and can claim his kinship with the teachers of men2 he is upright1 he has raised his head1 he breathes the same air that they do4 ,but before it is in any way possible for him to do this1 the feet of the soul must be washed in the blood of the heart4 ,the sacrifice1 or surrender of the heart of man1 and its emotions1 is the first of the rules2 it involves the attaining of an equilibrium which cannot be shaken by personal emotion4 ,this is done by the stoic philosopher2 he1 too1 stands aside and looks equably upon his own sufferings1 as well as on those of others4 ,in the same way that tears in the language of occultists expresses the soul of emotion1 not its material appearance1 so blood expresses1 not that blood which is an essential of physical life1 but the vital creative principle in man's nature1 which drives him into human life in order to experience pain and pleasure1 joy and sorrow4 ,when he has let the blood flow from the heart he stands before the ,masters as a pure spirit which no longer to incarnate for the sake of emotion and experience4 ,through great cycles of time successive incarnations in gross matter may yet be his lot2 but he no longer desires them1 the crude wish to live has departed from him4 ,when he takes upon him man's form in the flesh he does it in the pursuit of a divine object1 to accomplish the work of the ,masters1 and for no other end4 ,he looks neither for pleasure nor pain1 asks for no heaven1 and fears no hell2 yet he has entered upon a great inheritance which is not so much a compensation for these things surrendered1 as a state which simply blots out the memory of them4 ,he lives now not in the world1 but with it3 his horizon has extended itself to the width of the whole universe4 ,,karma ,consider with me that the individual existence is a rope which stretches from the infinite to the infinite and has no end and no commencement1 neither is it capable of being broken4 ,this rope is formed of innumerable fine threads1 which1 lying closely together1 form its thickness4 ,these threads are colorless1 are perfect in their qualities of straightness1 strength1 and levelness4 ,this rope1 passing as it does through all places1 suffers strange accidents4 ,very often a thread is caught and becomes attached1 or perhaps is only violently pulled away from its even way4 ,then for a great time it is disordered1 and it disorders the whole4 ,sometimes one is stained with dirt or with color1 and not only does the stain run on further than the spot of contact1 but it discolors other of the threads4 ,and remember that the threads are living--are like electric wires1 more1 are like quivering nerves4 ,how far1 then1 must the stain1 the drag awry1 be communicated6 ,but eventually the long strands1 the living threads which in their unbroken continuity form the individual1 pass out of the shadow into the shine4 ,then the threads are no longer colorless1 but golden2 once more they lie together1 level4 ,once more harmony is established between them2 and from that harmony within the greater harmony is perceived4 ,this illustration presents but a small portion--a single side of the truth3 it is less than a fragment4 ,yet1 dwell on it2 by its aid you may be led to perceive more4 ,what it is necessary first to understand is1 not that the future is arbitrarily formed by any separate acts of the present1 but that the whole of the future is in unbroken continuity with the present as the present is with the past4 ,on one plane1 from one point of view1 the illustration of the rope is correct4 ,it is said that a little attention to occultism produces great ,karmic results4 ,that is because it is impossible to give any attention to occultism without making a definite choice between what are familiarly called good and evil4 ,the first step in occultism brings the student to the tree of knowledge4 ,he must pluck and eat2 he must choose4 ,no longer is he capable of the indecision of ignorance4 ,he4 goes1 on1 either on the good or on the evil path4 ,and to step definitely and knowingly even but one step on either path produces great ,karmic results4 ,the mass of men walk waveringly1 uncertain as to the goal they aim at2 their standard of life is indefinite2 consequently their ,karma operates in a confused manner4 ,but when once the threshold of knowledge is reached1 the confusion begins to lessen1 and consequently the ,karmic results increase enormously1 because all are acting in the same direction on all the different planes3 for the occultist cannot be half-hearted1 nor can he return when he has passed the threshold4 ,these things are as impossible as that the man should become the child again4 ,the individuality has approached the state of responsibility by reason of growth2 it cannot recede from it4 ,he who would escape from the bondage of ,karma must raise his individuality out of the shadow into the shine2 must so elevate his existence that these threads do not come in contact with soiling substances1 do not become so attached as to be pulled awry4 ,he simply lifts himself out of the region in which ,karma operates4 ,he does not leave the existence which he is experiencing because of that4 ,the ground may be rough and dirty1 or full of rich flowers whose pollen stains1 and of sweet substances that cling and become attachments--but overhead there is always the free sky4 ,he who desires to be ,karmaless must look to the air for a home2 and after that to the ether4 ,he who desires to form good ,karma will meet with many confusions1 and in the effort to sow rich seed for his own harvesting may plant a thousand weeds1 and among them the giant4 ,desire to sow no seed for your own harvesting2 desire only to sow that seed the fruit of which shall feed the world4 ,you are part of the world2 in giving it food you feed yourself4 ,yet in even this thought there lurks a great danger which starts forward and faces the disciple1 who has for long thought himself working for good1 while in his inmost soul he has perceived only evil2 that is1 he has thought himself to be intending great benefit to the world while all the time he has unconsciously embraced the thought of ,karma1 and the great benefit he works for is for himself4 ,a man may refuse to allow himself to think of reward4 ,but in that very refusal is seen the fact that reward is desired4 ,and it is useless for the disciple to strive to learn by means of checking himself4 ,the soul must be unfettered1 the desires free4 ,but until they are fixed only on that state wherein there is neither reward nor punishment1 good nor evil1 it is in vain that he endeavors4 ,he may seem to make great progress1 but some day he will come face to face with his own soul1 and will recognise that when he came to the tree of knowledge he chose the bitter fruit and not the sweet2 and then the veil will fall utterly1 and he will give up his freedom and become a slave of desire4 ,therefore be warned1 you who are but turning toward the life of occultism4 ,learn now that there is no cure for desire1 no cure for the love of reward1 no cure for misery of longing1 save in the fixing of the sight and hearing upon that which is invisible and soundless4 ,begin even now to practise it1 and so a thousand serpents will be kept from your path4 ,live in the eternal4 ,the operations of the actual laws of ,karma are not to be studied until the disciple has reached the point at which they no longer affect himself4 ,the initiate has a right to demand the secrets of nature and to know the rules which govern human life4 ,he obtains this right by having escaped from the limits of nature and by having freed himself from the rules which govern human life4 ,he has become a recognised portion of the divine element1 and is no longer affected by that which is temporary4 ,he then obtains a knowledge of the laws which govern temporary conditions4 ,therefore you who desire to understand the laws of ,karma1 attempt first to free yourself from these laws2 and this can only be done by fixing your attention on that which is unaffected by those laws4 99,,through ,,the ,,gates ,,of ,,gold99 99,through the ,gates of ,gold99 99,a ,,fragment ,,of ,,thought99 ,,prologue ,every man has a philosophy of life of his own1 except the true philosopher4 ,the most ignorant boor has some conception of his object in living1 and definite ideas as to the easiest and wisest way of attaining that object4 ,the man of the world is often1 unconsciously to himself1 a philosopher of the first rank4 ,he deals with his life on principles of the clearest character1 and refuses to let his position be shattered by chance disaster4 ,the man of thought and imagination has less certainty1 and finds himself continually unable to formulate his ideas on that subject most profoundly interesting to human nature1--human life itself4 ,the true philosopher is the one who would lay no claim to the name whatever1 who has discovered that the mystery of life is unapproachable by ordinary thought1 just as the true scientist confesses his complete ignorance of the principles which lie behind science4 ,whether there is any mode of thought or any effort of the mind which will enable a man to grasp the great principles that evidently exist as causes in human life1 is a question no ordinary thinker can determine4 ,yet the dim consciousness that there is cause behind the effects we see1 that there is order ruling the chaos and sublime harmony pervading the discords1 haunts the eager souls of the earth1 and makes them long for vision of the unseen and knowledge of the unknowable4 ,why long and look for that which is beyond all hope until the inner eyes are opened8 ,why not piece together the fragments that we have1 at hand1 and see whether from them some shape cannot be given to the vast puzzle8 ,,chapter ,i ,,the ,,search ,,for ,,pleasure ,i ,we are all acquainted with that stern thing called misery1 which pursues man1 and strangely enough1 as it seems at first1 pursues him with no vague or uncertain method1 but with a positive and unbroken pertinacity4 ,its presence is not absolutely continuous1 else man must cease to live2 but its pertinacity is without any break4 ,there is always the shadowy form of despair standing behind man ready to touch him with its terrible finger if for too long he finds himself content4 ,what has given this ghastly shape the right to haunt us from the hour we are born until the hour we die8 ,what has given it the right to stand always at our door1 keeping that door ajar with its impalpable yet plainly horrible hand1 ready to enter at the moment it sees fit8 ,the greatest philosopher that ever lived succumbs before it at last2 and he only is a philosopher1 in any sane sense1 who recognises the fact that it is irresistible1 and knows that like all other men he must suffer soon or late4 ,it is part of the heritage of men1 this pain and distress2 and he who determines that nothing shall make him suffer1 does but cloak himself in a profound and chilly selfishness4 ,this cloak may protect him from pain1 it will also separate him from pleasure4 ,if peace is to be found on earth1 or any joy in life1 it cannot be by closing up the gates of feeling1 which admit us to the loftiest and most vivid part of our existence4 ,sensation1 as we obtain it through the physical body1 affords us all that induces us to live in that shape4 ,it is inconceivable that any man would care to take the trouble of breathing1 unless the act brought with it a sense of satisfaction4 ,so it is with every deed of every instant of our life4 ,we live because it is pleasant even to have the sensation of pain4 ,it is sensation we desire1 else we would with one accord taste of the deep waters of oblivion1 and the human race would become extinct4 ,if this is the case in the physical life1 it is evidently the case with the life of the emotions1--the imagination1 the sensibilities1 all those fine and delicate formations which1 with the marvellous recording mechanism of the brain1 make up the inner or subtile man4 ,sensation is that which makes their pleasure2 an infinite series of sensations is life to them4 ,destroy the sensation which makes them wish to persevere in the experiment of living1 and there is nothing left4 ,therefore the man who attempts to obliterate the sense of pain1 and who proposes to maintain an equal state whether he is pleased or hurt1 strikes at the very root of life1 and destroys the object of his own existence4 ,and that must apply1 so far as our present reasoning or intuitive powers can show us1 to every state1 even to that of the ,oriental's longed-for ,nirvana4 ,this condition can only be one of infinitely subtiler and more exquisite sensation1 if it is a state at all1 and not annihilation2 and according to the experience of life from which we are at present able to judge1 increased subtility of sensation means increased vividness1--as1 for instance1 a man of sensibility and imagination feels more in consequence of the unfaithfulness or faithfulness of a friend than can a man of even the grossest physical nature feel through the medium of the senses4 ,thus it is clear that the philosopher who refuses to feel1 leaves himself no place to retreat to1 not even the distant and unattainable ,nirvanic goal4 ,he can only deny himself his heritage of life1 which is in other words the right of sensation4 ,if he chooses to sacrifice that which makes him man1 he must be content with mere idleness of consciousness1--a condition compared to which the oyster's is a life of excitement4 ,but no man is able to accomplish such a feat4 ,the fact of his continued existence proves plainly that he still desires sensation1 and desires it in such positive and active form that the desire must be gratified in physical life4 ,it would seem more practical not to deceive one's self by the sham of stoicism1 not to attempt renunciation of that with which nothing would induce one to part4 ,would it not be a bolder policy1 a more promising mode of solving the great enigma of existence1 to grasp it1 to take hold firmly and to demand of it the mystery of itself8 ,if men will but pause and consider what lessons they have learned from pleasure and pain1 much might be guessed of that strange thing which causes these effects4 ,but men are prone to turn away hastily from self-study1 or from any close analysis of human nature4 ,yet there must be a science of life as intelligible as any of the methods of the schools4 ,the science is unknown1 it is true1 and its existence is merely guessed1 merely hinted at1 by one or two of our more advanced thinkers4 ,the development of a science is only the discovery of what is already in existence2 and chemistry is as magical and incredible now to the ploughboy as the science of life is to the man of ordinary perceptions4 ,yet there may be1 and there must be1 a seer who perceives the growth of the new knowledge as the earliest dabblers in the experiments of the laboratory saw the system of knowledge now attained evolving itself out of nature for man's use and benefit4 ,,ii ,doubtless many more would experiment in suicide1 as many now do1 in order to escape from the burden of life1 if they could be convinced that in that manner oblivion might be found4 ,but he who hesitates before drinking the poison from the fear of only inviting change of mode of existence1 and perhaps a more active form of misery1 is a man of more knowledge than the rash souls who fling themselves wildly on the unknown1 trusting to its kindliness4 ,the waters of oblivion are something very different from the waters of death1 and the human race cannot become extinct by means of death while the law of birth still operates4 ,man returns to physical life as the drunkard returns to the flagon of wine1--he knows not why1 except that he desires the sensation produced by life as the drunkard desires the sensation produced by wine4 ,the true waters of oblivion lie far behind our consciousness1 and can only be reached by ceasing to exist in that consciousness1--by ceasing to exert the will which makes us full of senses and sensibilities4 ,why does not the creature man return into that great womb of silence whence he came1 and remain in peace1 as the unborn child is at peace before the impetus of life has reached it8 ,he does not do so because he hungers for pleasure and pain1 joy and grief1 anger and love4 ,the unfortunate man will maintain that he has no desire for life2 and yet he proves his words false by living4 ,none can compel him to live2 the galley-slave may be chained to his oar1 but his life cannot be chained to his body4 ,the superb mechanism of the human body is as useless as an engine whose fires are not lit1 if the will to live ceases1--that will which we maintain resolutely and without pause1 and which enables us to perform the tasks which otherwise would fill us with dismay1 as1 for instance1 the momently drawing in and giving out of the breath4 ,such herculean efforts as this we carry on without complaint1 and indeed with pleasure1 in order that we may exist in the midst of innumerable sensations4 ,and more2 we are content1 for the most part1 to go on without object or aim1 without any idea of a goal or understanding of which way we are going4 ,when the man first becomes aware of this aimlessness1 and is dimly conscious that he is working with great and constant efforts1 and without any idea towards what end those efforts are directed1 then descends on him the misery of nineteenth-century thought4 ,he is lost and bewildered1 and without hope4 ,he becomes sceptical1 disillusioned1 weary1 and asks the apparently unanswerable question whether it is indeed worth while to draw his breath for such unknown and seemingly unknowable results4 ,but are these results unknowable8 ,at least1 to ask a lesser question1 is it impossible to make a guess as to the direction in which our goal lies8 ,,iii ,this question1 born of sadness and weariness1 which seems to us essentially part of the spirit of the nineteenth century1 is in fact a question which must have been asked all through the ages4 ,could we go back throughout history intelligently1 no doubt we should find that it came always with the hour when the flower of civilization had blown to its full1 and when its petals were but slackly held together4 ,the natural part of man has reached then its utmost height2 he has rolled the stone up the ,hill of ,difficulty only to watch it roll back again when the summit is reached1--as in ,egypt1 in ,rome1 in ,greece4 ,why this useless labor8 ,is it not enough to produce a weariness and sickness unutterable1 to be forever accomplishing a task only to see it undone again8 ,yet that is what man has done throughout history1 so far as our limited knowledge reaches4 ,there is one summit to which1 by immense and united efforts1 he attains1 where there is a great and brilliant efflorescence of all the intellectual1 mental1 and material part of his nature4 ,the climax of sensuous perfection is reached1 and then his hold weakens1 his power grows less1 and he falls back1 through despondency and satiety1 to barbarism4 ,why does he not stay on this hill-top he has reached1 and look away to the mountains beyond1 and resolve to scale those greater heights8 ,because he is ignorant1 and seeing a great glittering in the distance1 drops his eyes bewildered and dazzled1 and goes back for rest to the shadowy side of his familiar hill4 ,yet there is now and then one brave enough to gaze fixedly on this glittering1 and to decipher something of the shape within it4 ,poets and philosophers1 thinkers and teachers1--all those who are the elder brothers of the race1--have beheld this sight from time to time1 and some among them have recognised in the bewildering glitter the outlines of the ,gates of ,gold4 ,those ,gates admit us to the sanctuary of man's own nature1 to the place whence his life-power comes1 and where he is priest of the shrine of life4 ,that it is possible to enter here1 to pass through those ,gates1 some one or two have shown us4 ,plato1 ,shakespeare1 and a few other strong ones have gone through and spoken to us in veiled language on the near side of the ,gates4 ,when the strong man has crossed the threshold he speaks no more to those at the other side4 ,and even the words he utters when he is outside are so full of mystery1 so veiled and profound1 that only those who follow in his steps can see the light within them4 ,,iv ,what men desire is to ascertain how to exchange pain for pleasure2 that is1 to find out in what way consciousness may be regulated in order that the sensation which is most agreeable is the one that is experienced4 ,whether this can be discovered by dint of human thought is at least a question worth considering4 ,if the mind of man is turned upon any given subject with a sufficient concentration1 he obtains illumination with regard to it sooner or later4 ,the particular individual in whom the final illumination appears is called a genius1 an inventor1 one inspired2 but he is only the crown of a great mental work created by unknown men about him1 and receding back from him through long vistas of distance4 ,without them he would not have had his material to deal with4 ,even the poet requires innumerable poetasters to feed upon4 ,he is the essence of the poetic power of his time1 and of the times before him4 ,it is impossible to separate an individual of any species from his kin4 ,if1 therefore1 instead of accepting the unknown as unknowable1 men were with one accord to turn their thoughts towards it1 those ,golden ,gates would not remain so inexorably shut4 ,it does but need a strong hand to push them open4 ,the courage to enter them is the courage to search the recesses of one's own nature without fear and without shame4 ,in the fine part1 the essence1 the flavor of the man1 is found the key which unlocks those great ,gates4 ,and when they open1 what is it that is found8 ,voices here and there in the long silence of the ages speak to answer that question4 ,those who have passed through have left words behind them as legacies to others of their kin4 ,in these words we can find definite indications of what is to be looked for beyond the ,gates4 ,but only those who desire to go that way read the meaning hidden within the words4 ,scholars1 or rather scholiasts1 read the sacred books of different nations1 the poetry and the philosophy left by enlightened minds1 and find in it all the merest materiality4 ,imagination glorifying legends of nature1 or exaggerating the psychic possibilities of man1 explains to them all that they find in the ,bibles of humanity4 ,what is to be found within the words of those books is to be found in each one of us2 and it is impossible to find in literature or through any channel of thought that which does not exist in the man who studies4 ,this is of course an evident fact known to all real students4 ,but it has to be especially remembered in reference to this profound and obscure subject1 as men so readily believe that nothing can exist for others where they themselves find emptiness4 ,one thing is soon perceived by the man who reads3 those who have gone before have not found that the ,gates of ,gold lead to oblivion4 ,on the contrary1 sensation becomes real for the first time when that threshold is crossed4 ,but it is of a new order1 an order unknown to us now1 and by us impossible to appreciate without at least some clew as to its character4 ,this clew can be obtained undoubtedly by any student who cares to go through all the literature accessible to us4 ,that mystic books and manuscripts exist1 but remain inaccessible simply because there is no man ready to read the first page of any one of them1 becomes the conviction of all who have studied the subject sufficiently4 ,for there must be the continuous line all through3 we see it go from dense ignorance up to intelligence and wisdom2 it is only natural that it should go on to intuitive knowledge and to inspiration4 ,some scant fragments we have of these great gifts of man2 where1 then1 is the whole of which they must be a part8 ,hidden behind the thin yet seemingly impassable veil which hides it from us as it hid all science1 all art1 all powers of man till he had the courage to tear away the screen4 ,that courage comes only of conviction4 ,when once man believes that the thing exists which he desires1 he will obtain it at any cost4 ,the difficulty in this case lies in man's incredulity4 ,it requires a great tide of thought and attention to set in towards the unknown region of man's nature in order that its gates may be unlocked and its glorious vistas explored4 ,that it is worth while to do this whatever the hazard may be1 all must allow who have asked the sad question of the nineteenth century1--,is life worth living8 ,surely it is sufficient to spur man to new effort1--the suspicion that beyond civilization1 beyond mental culture1 beyond art and mechanical perfection1 there is a new1 another gateway1 admitting to the realities of life4 ,v ,when it seems as if the end was reached1 the goal attained1 and that man has no more to do1--just then1 when he appears to have no choice but between eating and drinking and living in his comfort as the beasts do in theirs1 and scepticism which is death1--then it is that in fact1 if he will but look1 the ,golden ,gates are before him4 ,with the culture of the age within him and assimilated perfectly1 so that he is himself an incarnation of it1 then he is fit to attempt the great step which is absolutely possible1 yet is attempted by so few even of those who are fitted for it4 ,it is so seldom attempted1 partly because of the profound difficulties which surround it1 but much more because man does not realize that this is actually the direction in which pleasure and satisfaction are to be obtained4 ,there are certain pleasures which appeal to each individual2 every man knows that in one layer or another of sensation he finds his chief delight4 ,naturally he turns to this systematically through life1 just as the sunflower turns to the sun and the water-lily leans on the water4 ,but he struggles throughout with an awful fact which oppresses him to the soul1--that no sooner has he obtained his pleasure than he loses it again and has once more to go in search of it4 ,more than that2 he never actually reaches it1 for it eludes him at the final moment4 ,this is because he endeavors to seize that which is untouchable and satisfy his soul's hunger for sensation by contact with external objects4 ,how can that which is external satisfy or even please the inner man1--the thing which reigns within and has no eyes for matter1 no hands for touch of objects1 no senses with which to apprehend that which is outside its magic walls8 ,those charmed barriers which surround it are limitless1 for it is everywhere2 it is to be discovered in all living things1 and no part of the universe can be conceived of without it1 if that universe is regarded as a coherent whole4 ,and unless that point is granted at the outset it is useless to consider the subject of life at all4 ,life is indeed meaningless unless it is universal and coherent1 and unless we maintain our existence by reason of the fact that we are part of that which is1 not by reason of our own being4 ,this is one of the most important factors in the development of man1 the recognition--profound and complete recognition--of the law of universal unity and coherence4 ,the separation which exists between individuals1 between worlds1 between the different poles of the universe and of life1 the mental and physical fantasy called space1 is a nightmare of the human imagination4 ,that nightmares exist1 and exist only to torment1 every child knows2 and what we need is the power of discrimination between the phantasmagoria of the brain1 which concern ourselves only1 and the phantasmagoria of daily life1 in which others also are concerned4 ,this rule applies also to the larger case4 ,it concerns no one but ourselves that we live in a nightmare of unreal horror1 and fancy ourselves alone in the universe and capable of independent action1 so long as our associates are those only who are a part of the dream2 but when we desire to speak with those who have tried the ,golden ,gates and pushed them open1 then it is very necessary--in fact it is essential--to discriminate1 and not bring into our life the confusions of our sleep4 ,if we do1 we are reckoned as madmen1 and fall back into the darkness where there is no friend but chaos4 ,this chaos has followed every effort of man that is written in history2 after civilization has flowered1 the flower falls and dies1 and winter and darkness destroy it4 ,while man refuses to make the effort of discrimination which would enable him to distinguish between the shapes of night and the active figures of day1 this must inevitably happen4 ,but if man has the courage to resist this reactionary tendency1 to stand steadily on the height he has reached and put out his foot in search of yet another step1 why should he not find it8 ,there is nothing to make one suppose the pathway to end at a certain point1 except that tradition which has declared it is so1 and which men have accepted and hug to themselves as a justification for their indolence4 ,,vi ,indolence is1 in fact1 the curse of man4 ,as the ,irish peasant and the cosmopolitan gypsy dwell in dirt and poverty out of sheer idleness1 so does the man of the world live contented in sensuous pleasures for the same reason4 ,the drinking of fine wines1 the tasting of delicate food1 the love of bright sights and sounds1 of beautiful women and admirable surroundings1--these are no better for the cultivated man1 no more satisfactory as a final goal of enjoyment for him1 than the coarse amusements and gratifications of the boor are for the man without cultivation4 ,there can be no final point1 for life in every form is one vast series of fine gradations2 and the man who elects to stand still at the point of culture he has reached1 and to avow that he can go no further1 is simply making an arbitrary statement for the excuse of his indolence4 ,of course there is a possibility of declaring that the gypsy is content in his dirt and poverty1 and1 because he is so1 is as great a man as the most highly cultured4 ,but he only is so while he is ignorant2 the moment light enters the dim mind the whole man turns towards it4 ,so it is on the higher platform2 only the difficulty of penetrating the mind1 of admitting the light1 is even greater4 ,the ,irish peasant loves his whiskey1 and while he can have it cares nothing for the great laws of morality and religion which are supposed to govern humanity and induce men to live temperately4 ,the cultivated gourmand cares only for subtle tastes and perfect flavors2 but he is as blind as the merest peasant to the fact that there is anything beyond such gratifications4 ,like the boor he is deluded by a mirage that oppresses his soul2 and he fancies1 having once obtained a sensuous joy that pleases him1 to give himself the utmost satisfaction by endless repetition1 till at last he reaches madness4 ,the bouquet of the wine he loves enters his soul and poisons it1 leaving him with no thoughts but those of sensuous desire2 and he is in the same hopeless state as the man who dies mad with drink4 ,what good has the drunkard obtained by his madness8 ,none2 pain has at last swallowed up pleasure utterly1 and death steps in to terminate the agony4 ,the man suffers the final penalty for his persistent ignorance of a law of nature as inexorable as that of gravitation1--a law which forbids a man to stand still4 ,not twice can the same cup of pleasure be tasted2 the second time it must contain either a grain of poison or a drop of the elixir of life4 ,the same argument holds good with regard to intellectual pleasures2 the same law operates4 ,we see men who are the flower of their age in intellect1 who pass beyond their fellows and tower over them1 entering at last upon a fatal treadmill of thought1 where they yield to the innate indolence of the soul and begin to delude themselves by the solace of repetition4 ,then comes the barrenness and lack of vitality1--that unhappy and disappointing state into which great men too often enter when middle life is just passed4 ,the fire of youth1 the vigor of the young intellect1 conquers the inner inertia and makes the man scale heights of thought and fill his mental lungs with the free air of the mountains4 ,but then at last the physical reaction sets in2 the physical machinery of the brain loses its powerful impetus and begins to relax its efforts1 simply because the youth of the body is at an end4 ,now the man is assailed by the great tempter of the race who stands forever on the ladder of life waiting for those who climb so far4 ,he drops the poisoned drop into the ear1 and from that moment all consciousness takes on a dulness1 and the man becomes terrified lest life is losing its possibilities for him4 ,he rushes back on to a familiar platform of experience1 and there finds comfort in touching a well-known chord of passion or emotion4 ,and too many having done this linger on1 afraid to attempt the unknown1 and satisfied to touch continually that chord which responds most readily4 ,by this means they get the assurance that life is still burning within them4 ,but at last their fate is the same as that of the gourmand and the drunkard4 ,the power of the spell lessens daily as the machinery which feels loses its vitality2 and the man endeavors to revive the old excitement and fervor by striking the note more violently1 by hugging the thing that makes him feel1 by drinking the cup of poison to its fatal dregs4 ,and then he is lost2 madness falls on his soul1 as it falls on the body of the drunkard4 ,life has no longer any meaning for him1 and he rushes wildly into the abysses of intellectual insanity4 ,a lesser man who commits this great folly wearies the spirits of others by a dull clinging to familiar thought1 by a persistent hugging of the treadmill which he asserts to be the final goal4 ,the cloud that surrounds him is as fatal as death itself1 and men who once sat at his feet turn away grieved1 and have to look back at his early words in order to remember his greatness4 ,,vii ,what is the cure for this misery and waste of effort8 ,is there one8 ,surely life itself has a logic in it and a law which makes existence possible2 otherwise chaos and madness would be the only state which would be attainable4 ,when a man drinks his first cup of pleasure his soul is filled with the unutterable joy that comes with a first1 a fresh sensation4 ,the drop of poison that he puts into the second cup1 and which1 if he persists in that folly1 has to become doubled and trebled till at last the whole cup is poison1--that is the ignorant desire for repetition and intensification2 this evidently means death1 according to all analogy4 ,the child becomes the man2 he cannot retain his childhood and repeat and intensify the pleasures of childhood except by paying the inevitable price and becoming an idiot4 ,the plant strikes its roots into the ground and throws up green leaves2 then it blossoms and bears fruit4 ,that plant which will only make roots or leaves1 pausing persistently in its development1 is regarded by the gardener as a thing which is useless and must be cast out4 ,the man who chooses the way of effort1 and refuses to allow the sleep of indolence to dull his soul1 finds in his pleasures a new and finer joy each time he tastes them1--a something subtile and remote which removes them more and more from the state in which mere sensuousness is all2 this subtile essence is that elixir of life which makes man immortal4 ,he who tastes it and who will not drink unless it is in the cup finds life enlarge and the world grow great before his eager eyes4 ,he recognises the soul within the woman he loves1 and passion becomes peace2 he sees within his thought the finer qualities of spiritual truth1 which is beyond the action of our mental machinery1 and then instead of entering on the treadmill of intellectualisms he rests on the broad back of the eagle of intuition and soars into the fine air where the great poets found their insight2 he sees within his own power of sensation1 of pleasure in fresh air and sunshine1 in food and wine1 in motion and rest1 the possibilities of the subtile man1 the thing which dies not either with the body or the brain4 ,the pleasures of art1 of music1 of light and loveliness1--within these forms1 which men repeat till they find only the forms1 he sees the glory of the ,gates of ,gold1 and passes through to find the new life beyond which intoxicates and strengthens1 as the keen mountain air intoxicates and strengthens1 by its very vigor4 ,but if he has been pouring1 drop by drop1 more and more of the elixir of life into his cup1 he is strong enough to breathe this intense air and to live upon it4 ,then if he die or if he live in physical form1 alike he goes on and finds new and finer joys1 more perfect and satisfying experiences1 with every breath he draws in and gives out4 ,,chapter ,,ii ,,the ,,mystery ,,of ,,threshold ,i ,there is no doubt that at the entrance on a new phase of life something has to be given up4 ,the child1 when it has become the man1 puts away childish things4 ,saint ,paul showed in these words1 and in many others which he has left us1 that he had tasted of the elixir of life1 that he was on his way towards the ,gates of ,gold4 ,with each drop of the divine draught which is put into the cup of pleasure something is purged away from that cup to make room for the magic drop4 ,for ,nature deals with her children generously3 man's cup is always full to the brim2 and if he chooses to taste of the fine and life-giving essence1 he must cast away something of the grosser and less sensitive part of himself4 ,this has to be done daily1 hourly1 momently1 in order that the draught of life may steadily increase4 ,and to do this unflinchingly1 a man must be his own schoolmaster1 must recognise that he is always in need of wisdom1 must be ready to practise any austerities1 to use the birch-rod unhesitatingly against himself1 in order to gain his end4 ,it becomes evident to any one who regards the subject seriously1 that only a man who has the potentialities in him both of the voluptuary and the stoic has any chance of entering the ,golden ,gates4 ,he must be capable of testing and valuing to its most delicate fraction every joy existence has to give2 and he must be capable of denying himself all pleasure1 and that without suffering from the denial4 ,when he has accomplished the development of this double possibility1 then he is able to begin sifting his pleasures and taking away from his consciousness those which belong absolutely to the man of clay4 ,when those are put back1 there is the next range of more refined pleasures to be dealt with4 ,the dealing with these which will enable a man to find the essence of life is not the method pursued by the stoic philosopher4 ,the stoic does not allow that there is joy within pleasure1 and by denying himself the one loses the other4 ,but the true philosopher1 who has studied life itself without being bound by any system of thought1 sees that the kernel is within the shell1 and that1 instead of crunching up the whole nut like a gross and indifferent feeder1 the essence of the thing is obtained by cracking the shell and casting it away4 ,all emotion1 all sensation1 lends itself to this process1 else it could not be a part of man's development1 an essential of his nature4 ,for that there is before him power1 life1 perfection1 and that every portion of his passage thitherwards is crowded with the means of helping him to his goal1 can only be denied by those who refuse to acknowledge life as apart from matter4 ,their mental position is so absolutely arbitrary that it is useless to encounter or combat it4 ,through all time the unseen has been pressing on the seen1 the immaterial overpowering the material2 through all time the signs and tokens of that which is beyond matter have been waiting for the men of matter to test and weigh them4 ,those who will not do so have chosen the place of pause arbitrarily1 and there is nothing to be done but let them remain there undisturbed1 working that treadmill which they believe to be the utmost activity of existence4 ,,ii ,there is no doubt that a man must educate himself to perceive that which is beyond matter1 just as he must educate himself to perceive that which is in matter4 ,every one knows that the early life of a child is one long process of adjustment1 of learning to understand the use of the senses with regard to their special provinces1 and of practice in the exercise of difficult1 complex1 yet imperfect organs entirely in reference to the perception of the world of matter4 ,the child is in earnest and works on without hesitation if he means to live4 ,some infants born into the light of earth shrink from it1 and refuse to attack the immense task which is before them1 and which must be accomplished in order to make life in matter possible4 ,these go back to the ranks of the unborn2 we see them lay down their manifold instrument1 the body1 and fade into sleep4 ,so it is with the great crowd of humanity when it has triumphed and conquered and enjoyed in the world of matter4 ,the individuals in that crowd1 which seems so powerful and confident in its familiar demesne1 are infants in the presence of the immaterial universe4 ,and we see them1 on all sides1 daily and hourly1 refusing to enter it1 sinking back into the ranks of the dwellers in physical life1 clinging to the consciousnesses they have experienced and understand4 ,the intellectual rejection of all purely spiritual knowledge is the most marked indication of this indolence1 of which thinkers of every standing are certainly guilty4 ,that the initial effort is a heavy one is evident1 and it is clearly a question of strength1 as well as of willing activity4 ,but there is no way of acquiring this strength1 or of using it when acquired1 except by the exercise of the will4 ,it is vain to expect to be born into great possessions4 ,in the kingdom of life there is no heredity except from the man's own past4 ,he has to accumulate that which is his4 ,this is evident to any observer of life who uses his eyes without blinding them by prejudice2 and even when prejudice is present1 it is impossible for a man of sense not to perceive the fact4 ,it is from this that we get the doctrine of punishment and salvation1 either lasting through great ages after death1 or eternal4 ,this doctrine is a narrow and unintelligent mode of stating the fact in ,nature that what a man sows that shall he reap4 ,swedenborg's great mind saw the fact so clearly that he hardened it into a finality in reference to this particular existence1 his prejudices making it impossible for him to perceive the possibility of new action when there is no longer the sensuous world to act in4 ,he was too dogmatic for scientific observation1 and would not see that1 as the spring follows the autumn1 and the day the night1 so birth must follow death4 ,he went very near the threshold of the ,gates of ,gold1 and passed beyond mere intellectualism1 only to pause at a point but one step farther4 ,the glimpse of the life beyond which he had obtained appeared to him to contain the universe2 and on his fragment of experience he built up a theory to include all life1 and refused progress beyond that state or any possibility outside it4 ,this is only another form of the weary treadmill4 ,but ,swedenborg stands foremost in the crowd of witnesses to the fact that the ,golden ,gates exist and can be seen from the heights of thought1 and he has cast us a faint surge of sensation from their threshold4 ,,iii ,when once one has considered the meaning of those ,gates1 it is evident that there is no other way out of this form of life except through them4 ,they only can admit man to the place where he becomes the fruit of which manhood is the blossom4 ,nature is the kindest of mothers to those who need her2 she never wearies of her children or desires them to lessen in multitude4 ,her friendly arms open wide to the vast throng who desire birth and to dwell in forms2 and while they continue to desire it1 she continues to smile a welcome4 ,why1 then1 should she shut her doors on any8 ,when one life in her heart has not worn out a hundredth part of the soul's longing for sensation such as it finds there1 what reason can there be for its departure to any other place8 ,surely the seeds of desire spring up where the sower has sown them4 ,this seems but reasonable2 and on this apparently self-evident fact the ,indian mind has based its theory of re-incarnation1 of birth and re-birth in matter1 which has become so familiar a part of ,eastern thought as no longer to need demonstration4 ,the ,indian knows it as the ,western knows that the day he is living through is but one of many days which make up the span of a man's life4 ,this certainty which is possessed by the ,eastern with regard to natural laws that control the great sweep of the soul's existence is simply acquired by habits of thought4 ,the mind of many is fixed on subjects which in the ,west are considered unthinkable4 ,thus it is that the ,east has produced the great flowers of the spiritual growth of humanity4 ,on the mental steps of a million men ,buddha passed through the ,gates of ,gold2 and because a great crowd pressed about the threshold he was able to leave behind him words which prove that those ,gates will open4 ,,chapter ,,iii ,,the ,,initial ,,effort ,i ,it is very easily seen that there is no one point in a man's life or experience where he is nearer the soul of things than at any other4 ,that soul1 the sublime essence1 which fills the air with a burnished glow1 is there1 behind the ,gates it colors with itself4 ,but that there is no one pathway to it is immediately perceived from the fact that this soul must from its very nature be universal4 ,the ,gates of ,gold do not admit to any special place2 what they do is to open for egress from a special place4 ,man passes through them when he casts off his limitation4 ,he may burst the shell that holds him in darkness1 tear the veil that hides him from the eternal1 at any point where it is easiest for him to do so1 and most often this point will be where he least expects to find it4 ,men go in search of escape with the help of their minds1 and lay down arbitrary and limited laws as to how to attain the1 to them1 unattainable4 ,many1 indeed1 have hoped to pass through by the way of religion1 and instead they have formed a place of thought and feeling so marked and fixed that it seems as though long ages would be insufficient to enable them to get out of the rut6 ,some have believed that by the aid of pure intellect a way was to be found2 and to such men we owe the philosophy and metaphysics which have prevented the race from sinking into utter sensuousness4 ,but the end of the man who endeavors to live by thought alone is that he dwells in fantasies1 and insists on giving them to other men as substantial food4 ,great is our debt to the meta-physicians and transcendentalists2 but he who follows them to the bitter end1 forgetting that the brain is only one organ of use1 will find himself dwelling in a place where a dull wheel of argument seems to turn forever on its axis1 yet goes nowhither and carries no burden4 ,virtue 7or what seems to each man to be virtue1 his own special standard of morality and purity7 is held by those who practise it to be a way to heaven4 ,perhaps it is1 to the heaven of the modern sybarite1 the ethical voluptuary4 ,it is as easy to become a gourmand in pure living and high thinking as in the pleasures of taste or sight or sound4 ,gratification is the aim of the virtuous man as well as of the drunkard2 even if his life be a miracle of abstinence and self-sacrifice1 a moment's thought shows that in pursuing this apparently heroic path he does but pursue pleasure4 ,with him pleasure takes on a lovely form because his gratifications are those of a sweet savor1 and it pleases him to give gladness to others rather than to enjoy himself at their expense4 ,but the pure life and high thoughts are no more finalities in themselves than any other mode of enjoyment2 and the man who endeavors to find contentment in them must intensify his effort and continually repeat it1--all in vain4 ,he is a green plant indeed1 and the leaves are beautiful2 but more is wanted than leaves4 ,if he persists in his endeavor blindly1 believing that he has reached his goal when he has not even perceived it1 then he finds himself in that dreary place where good is done perforce1 and the deed of virtue is without the love that should shine through it4 ,it is well for a man to lead a pure life1 as it is well for him to have clean hands1--else he becomes repugnant4 ,but virtue as we understand it now can no more have any special relation to the state beyond that to which we are limited than any other part of our constitution4 ,spirit is not a gas created by matter1 and we cannot create our future by forcibly using one material agent and leaving out the rest4 ,spirit is the great life on which matter rests1 as does the rocky world on the free and fluid ether2 whenever we can break our limitations we find ourselves on that marvellous shore where ,wordsworth once saw the gleam of the gold4 ,when we enter there all the present must disappear alike1--virtue and vice1 thought and sense4 ,that a man reaps what he has sown must of course be true also2 he has no power to carry virtue1 which is of the material life1 with him2 yet the aroma of his good deeds is a far sweeter sacrifice than the odor of crime and cruelty4 ,yet it may be1 however1 that by the practice of virtue he will fetter himself into one groove1 one changeless fashion of life in matter1 so firmly that it is impossible for the mind to conceive that death is a sufficient power to free him1 and cast him upon the broad and glorious ocean1--a sufficient power to undo for him the inexorable and heavy latch of the ,golden ,gate4 ,and sometimes the man who has sinned so deeply that his whole nature is scarred and blackened by the fierce fire of selfish gratification is at last so utterly burned out and charred that from the very vigor of the passion light leaps forth4 ,it would seem more possible for such a man at least to reach the threshold of the ,gates than for the mere ascetic or philosopher4 ,but it is little use to reach the threshold of the ,gates without the power to pass through4 ,and that is all that the sinner can hope to do by the dissolution of himself which comes from seeing his own soul4 ,at least this appears to be so1 inevitably because his condition is negative4 ,the man who lifts the latch of the ,golden ,gate must do so with his own strong hand1 must be absolutely positive4 ,this we can see by analogy4 ,in everything else in life1 in every new step or development1 it is necessary for a man to exercise his most dominant will in order to obtain it fully4 ,indeed in many cases1 though he has every advantage and though he use his will to some extent1 he will fail utterly of obtaining what he desires from lack of the final and unconquerable resolution4 ,no education in the world will make a man an intellectual glory to his age1 even if his powers are great2 for unless he positively desires to seize the flower of perfection1 he will be but a dry scholar1 a dealer in words1 a proficient in mechanical thought1 and a mere wheel of memory4 ,and the man who has this positive quality in him will rise in spite of adverse circumstances1 will recognise and seize upon the tide of thought which is his natural food1 and will stand as a giant at last in the place he willed to reach4 ,we see this practically every day in all walks of life4 ,wherefore it does not seem possible that the man who has simply succeeded through the passions in wrecking the dogmatic and narrow part of his nature should pass through those great ,gates4 ,but as he is not blinded by prejudice1 nor has fastened himself to any treadmill of thought1 nor caught the wheel of his soul in any deep rut of life1 it would seem that if once the positive will might be born within him1 he could at some time not hopelessly far distant lift his hand to the latch4 ,undoubtedly it is the hardest task we have yet seen set us in life1 that which we are now talking of1--to free a man of all prejudice1 of all crystallized thought or feeling1 of all limitations1 yet develop within him the positive will4 ,it seems too much of a miracle2 for in ordinary life positive will is always associated with crystallized ideas4 ,but many things which have appeared to be too much of a miracle for accomplishment have yet been done1 even in the narrow experience of life given to our present humanity4 ,all the past shows us that difficulty is no excuse for dejection1 much less for despair2 else the world would have been without the many wonders of civilization4 ,let us consider the thing more seriously1 therefore1 having once used our minds to the idea that it is not impossible4 ,the great initial difficulty is that of fastening the interest on that which is unseen4 ,yet1 this is done every day1 and we have only to observe how it is done in order to guide our own conduct4 ,every inventor fastens his interest firmly on the unseen2 and it entirely depends on the firmness of that attachment whether he is successful or whether he fails4 ,the poet who looks on to his moment of creation as that for which he lives1 sees that which is invisible and hears that which is soundless4 ,probably in this last analogy there is a clew as to the mode by which success in this voyage to the unknown bourn 7whence1 indeed1 no traveller returns7 is attained4 ,it applies also to the inventor and to all who reach out beyond the ordinary mental and psychical level of humanity4 ,the clew lies in that word creation4 ,,ii ,the words to create are often understood by the ordinary mind to convey the idea of evolving something out of nothing4 ,this is clearly not its meaning2 we are mentally obliged to provide our ,creator with chaos from which to produce the worlds4 ,the tiller of the soil1 who is the typical producer of social life1 must have his material1 his earth1 his sky1 rain1 and sun1 and the seeds to place within the earth4 ,out of nothing he can produce nothing4 ,out of a void ,nature cannot arise2 there is that material beyond1 behind1 or within1 from which she is shaped by our desire for a universe4 ,it is an evident fact that the seeds and the earth1 air1 and water which cause them to germinate exist on every plane of action4 ,if you talk to an inventor1 you will find that far ahead of what he is now doing he can always perceive some other thing to be done which he cannot express in words because as yet he has not drawn it into our present world of objects4 ,that knowledge of the unseen is even more definite in the poet1 and more inexpressible until he has touched it with some part of that consciousness which he shares with other men4 ,but in strict proportion to his greatness he lives in the consciousness which the ordinary man does not even believe can exist1--the consciousness which dwells in the greater universe1 which breathes in the vaster air1 which beholds a wider earth and sky1 and snatches seeds from plants of giant growth4 ,it is this place of consciousness that we need to reach out to4 ,that it is not reserved only for men of genius is shown by the fact that martyrs and heroes have found it and dwelt in it4 ,it is not reserved for men of genius only1 but it can only be found by men of great soul4 ,in this fact there is no need for discouragement4 ,greatness in man is popularly supposed to be a thing inborn4 ,this belief must be a result of want of thought1 of blindness to facts of nature4 ,greatness can only be attained by growth2 that is continually demonstrated to us4 ,even the mountains1 even the firm globe itself1 these are great by dint of the mode of growth peculiar to that state of materiality1--accumulation of atoms4 ,as the consciousness inherent in all existing forms passes into more advanced forms of life it becomes more active1 and in proportion it acquires the power of growth by assimilation instead of accumulation4 ,looking at existence from this special point of view 7which indeed is a difficult one to maintain for long1 as we habitually look at life in planes and forget the great lines which connect and run through these71 we immediately perceive it to be reasonable to suppose that as we advance beyond our present standpoint the power of growth by assimilation will become greater and probably change into a method yet more rapid1 easy1 and unconscious4 ,the universe is1 in fact1 full of magnificent promise for us1 if we will but lift our eyes and see4 ,it is that lifting of the eyes which is the first need and the first difficulty2 we are so apt readily to be content with what we see within touch of our hands4 ,it is the essential characteristic of the man of genius that he is comparatively indifferent to that fruit which is just within touch1 and hungers for that which is afar on the hills4 ,in fact he does not need the sense of contact to arouse longing4 ,he knows that this distant fruit1 which he perceives without the aid of the physical senses1 is a subtler and a stronger food than any which appeals to them4 ,and how is he rewarded6 ,when he tastes that fruit1 how strong and sweet is its flavor1 and what a new sense of life rushes upon him6 ,for in recognising that flavor he has recognised the existence of the subtile senses1 those which feed the life of the inner man2 and it is by the strength of that inner man1 and by his strength only1 that the latch of the ,golden ,gates can be lifted4 ,in fact it is only by the development and growth of the inner man that the existence of these ,gates1 and of that to which they admit1 can be even perceived4 ,while man is content with his gross senses and cares nothing for his subtile ones1 the ,gates remain literally invisible4 ,as to the boor the gateway of the intellectual life is as a thing uncreate and non-existent1 so to the man of the gross senses1 even if his intellectual life is active1 that which lies beyond is uncreate and non-existent1 only because he does not open the book4 ,to the servant who dusts the scholar's library the closed volumes are meaningless2 they do not even appear to contain a promise unless he also is a scholar1 not merely a servant4 ,it is possible to gaze throughout eternity upon a shut exterior from sheer indolence1--mental indolence1 which is incredulity1 and which at last men learn to pride themselves on2 they call it scepticism1 and talk of the reign of reason4 ,it is no more a state to justify pride than that of the ,eastern sybarite who will not even lift his food to his mouth2 he is reasonable also in that he sees no value in activity1 and therefore does not exercise it4 ,so with the sceptic2 decay follows the condition of inaction1 whether it be mental1 psychic1 or physical4 ,,iii ,and now let us consider how the initial difficulty of fastening the interest on that which is unseen is to be overcome4 ,our gross senses refer only to that which is objective in the ordinary sense of the word2 but just beyond this field of life there are finer sensations which appeal to finer senses4 ,here we find the first clew to the stepping-stones we need4 ,man looks from this point of view like a point where many rays or lines centre2 and if he has the courage or the interest to detach himself from the simplest form of life1 the point1 and explore but a little way along these lines or rays1 his whole being at once inevitably widens and expands1 the man begins to grow in greatness4 ,but it is evident1 if we accept this illustration as a fairly true one1 that the chief point of importance is to explore no more persistently on one line than another3 else the result must be a deformity4 ,we all know how powerful is the majesty and personal dignity of a forest tree which has had air enough to breathe1 and room for its widening roots1 and inner vitality with which to accomplish its unceasing task4 ,it obeys the perfect natural law of growth1 and the peculiar awe it inspires arises from this fact4 ,how is it possible to obtain recognition of the inner man1 to observe its growth and foster it8 ,let us try to follow a little way the clew we have obtained1 though words will probably soon be useless4 ,we must each travel alone and without aids1 as the traveller has to climb alone when he nears the summit of the mountain4 ,no beast of burden can help him there2 neither can the gross senses or anything that touches the gross senses help him here4 ,but for a little distance words may go with us4 ,the tongue recognises the value of sweetness or piquancy in food4 ,to the man whose senses are of the simplest order there is no other idea of sweetness than this4 ,but a finer essence1 a more highly placed sensation of the same order1 is reached by another perception4 ,the sweetness on the face of a lovely woman1 or in the smile of a friend1 is recognised by the man whose inner senses have even a little--a mere stirring of--vitality4 ,to the one who has lifted the golden latch the spring of sweet waters1 the fountain itself whence all softness arises1 is opened and becomes part of his heritage4 ,but before this fountain can be tasted1 or any other spring reached1 any source found1 a heavy weight has to be lifted from the heart1 an iron bar which holds it down and prevents it from arising in its strength4 ,the man who recognises the flow of sweetness from its source through ,nature1 through all forms of life1 he has lifted this1 he has raised himself into that state in which there is no bondage4 ,he knows that he is a part of the great whole1 and it is this knowledge which is his heritage4 ,it is through the breaking asunder of the arbitrary bond which holds him to his personal centre that he comes of age and becomes ruler of his kingdom4 ,as he widens out1 reaching by manifold experience along those lines which centre at the point where he stands embodied1 he discovers that he has touch with all life1 that he contains within himself the whole4 ,and then he has but to yield himself to the great force which we call good1 to clasp it tightly with the grasp of his soul1 and he is carried swiftly on to the great1 wide waters of real living4 ,what are those waters8 ,in our present life we have but the shadow of the substance4 ,no man loves without satiety1 no man drinks wine without return of thirst4 ,hunger and longing darken the sky and make the earth unfriendly4 ,what we need is an earth that will bear living fruit1 a sky that will be always full of light4 ,needing this positively1 we shall surely find it4 ,,chapter ,,iv ,,the ,,meaning ,,of ,,pain ,i ,look into the deep heart of life1 whence pain comes to darken men's lives4 ,she is always on the threshold1 and behind her stands despair4 ,what are these two gaunt figures1 and why are they permitted to be our constant followers8 ,it is we who permit them1 we who order them1 as we permit and order the action of our bodies2 and we do so as unconsciously4 ,but by scientific experiment and investigation we have learned much about our physical life1 and it would seem as if we can obtain at least as much result with regard to our inner life by adopting similar methods4 ,pain arouses1 softens1 breaks1 and destroys4 ,regarded from a sufficiently removed standpoint1 it appears as medicine1 as a knife1 as a weapon1 as a poison1 in turn4 ,it is an implement1 a thing which is used1 evidently4 ,what we desire to discover is1 who is the user2 what part of ourselves is it that demands the presence of this thing so hateful to the rest8 ,medicine is used by the physician1 the knife by the surgeon2 but the weapon of destruction is used by the enemy1 the hater4 ,is it1 then1 that we do not only use means1 or desire to use means1 for the benefit of our souls1 but that also we wage warfare within ourselves1 and do battle in the inner sanctuary8 ,it would seem so2 for it is certain that if man's will relaxed with regard to it he would no longer retain life in that state in which pain exists4 ,why does he desire his own hurt8 ,the answer may at first sight seem to be that he primarily desires pleasure1 and so is willing to continue on that battlefield where it wages war with pain for the possession of him1 hoping always that pleasure will win the victory and take him home to herself4 ,this is but the external aspect of the man's state4 ,in himself he knows well that pain is co-ruler with pleasure1 and that though the war wages always it never will be won4 ,the superficial observer concludes that man submits to the inevitable4 ,but that is a fallacy not worthy of discussion4 ,a little serious thought shows us that man does not exist at all except by exercise of his positive qualities2 it is but logical to suppose that he chooses the state he will live in by the exercise of those same qualities4 ,granted1 then1 for the sake of our argument1 that he desires pain1 why is it that he desires anything so annoying to himself8 ,,ii ,if we carefully consider the constitution of man and its tendencies1 it would seem as if there were two definite directions in which he grows4 ,he is like a tree which strikes its roots into the ground while it throws up young branches towards the heavens4 ,these two lines which go outward from the central personal point are to him clear1 definite1 and intelligible4 ,he calls one good and the other evil4 ,but man is not1 according to any analogy1 observation1 or experience1 a straight line4 ,would that he were1 and that life1 or progress1 or development1 or whatever we choose to call it1 meant merely following one straight road or another1 as the religionists pretend it does4 ,the whole question1 the mighty problem1 would be very easily solved then4 ,but it is not so easy to go to hell as preachers declare it to be4 ,it is as hard a task as to find one's way to the ,golden ,gate6 ,a man may wreck himself utterly in sense-pleasure1--may debase his whole nature1 as it seems1--yet he fails of becoming the perfect devil1 for there is still the spark of divine light within him4 ,he tries to choose the broad road which leads to destruction1 and enters bravely on his headlong career4 ,but very soon he is checked and startled by some unthought-of tendency in himself1--some of the many other radiations which go forth from his centre of self4 ,he suffers as the body suffers when it develops monstrosities which impede its healthy action4 ,he has created pain1 and encountered his own creation4 ,it may seem as if this argument is difficult of application with regard to physical pain4 ,not so1 if man is regarded from a loftier standpoint than that we generally occupy4 ,if he is looked upon as a powerful consciousness which forms its external manifestations according to its desires1 then it is evident that physical pain results from deformity in those desires4 ,no doubt it will appear to many minds that this conception of man is too gratuitous1 and involves too large a mental leap into unknown places where proof is unobtainable4 ,but if the mind is accustomed to look upon life from this standpoint1 then very soon none other is acceptable2 the threads of existence1 which to the purely materialistic observer appear hopelessly entangled1 become separated and straightened1 so that a new intelligibleness illumines the universe4 ,the arbitrary and cruel ,creator who inflicts pain and pleasure at will then disappears from the stage2 and it is well1 for he is indeed an unnecessary character1 and1 worse still1 is a mere creature of straw1 who cannot even strut upon the boards without being upheld on all sides by dogmatists4 ,man comes into this world1 surely1 on the same principle that he lives in one city of the earth or another2 at all events1 if it is too much to say that this is so1 one may safely ask1 why is it not so8 ,there is neither for nor against which will appeal to the materialist1 or which would weigh in a court of justice2 but ,i aver this in favor of the argument1--that no man having once seriously considered it can go back to the formal theories of the sceptics4 ,it is like putting on swaddling-clothes again4 ,granting1 then1 for the sake of this argument1 that man is a powerful consciousness who is his own creator1 his own judge1 and within whom lies all life in potentiality1 even the ultimate goal1 then let us consider why he causes himself to suffer4 ,if pain is the result of uneven development1 of monstrous growths1 of defective advance at different points1 why does man not learn the lesson which this should teach him1 and take pains to develop equally8 ,it would seem to me as if the answer to this question is that this is the very lesson which the human race is engaged in learning4 ,perhaps this may seem too bold a statement to make in the face of ordinary thinking1 which either regards man as a creature of chance dwelling in chaos1 or as a soul bound to the inexorable wheel of a tyrant's chariot and hurried on either to heaven or to hell4 ,but such a mode of thought is after all but the same as that of the child who regards his parents as the final arbiters of his destinies1 and in fact the gods or demons of his universe4 ,as he grows he casts aside this idea1 finding that it is simply a question of coming of age1 and that he is himself the king of life like any other man4 ,so it is with the human race4 ,it is king of its world1 arbiter of its own destiny1 and there is none to say it nay4 ,who talk of ,providence and chance have not paused to think4 ,destiny1 the inevitable1 does indeed exist for the race and for the individual2 but who can ordain this save the man himself8 ,there is no clew in heaven or earth to the existence of any ordainer other than the man who suffers or enjoys that which is ordained4 ,we know so little of our own constitution1 we are so ignorant of our divine functions1 that it is impossible for us yet to know how much or how little we are actually fate itself4 ,but this at all events we know1--that so far as any provable perception goes1 no clew to the existence of an ordainer has yet been discovered2 whereas if we give but a very little attention to the life about us in order to observe the action of the man upon his own future1 we soon perceive this power as an actual force in operation4 ,it is visible1 although our range of vision is so very limited4 ,the man of the world1 pure and simple1 is by far the best practical observer and philosopher with regard to life1 because he is not blinded by any prejudices4 ,he will be found always to believe that as a man sows so shall he reap4 ,and this is so evidently true when it is considered1 that if one takes the larger view1 including all human life1 it makes intelligible the awful ,nemesis which seems consciously to pursue the human race1--that inexorable appearance of pain in the midst of pleasure4 ,the great ,greek poets saw this apparition so plainly that their recorded observation has given to us younger and blinder observers the idea of it4 ,it is unlikely that so materialistic a race as that which has grown up all over the ,west would have discovered for itself the existence of this terrible factor in human life without the assistance of the older poets1--the poets of the past4 ,and in this we may notice1 by the way1 one distinct value of the study of the classics1--that the great ideas and facts about human life which the superb ancients put into their poetry shall not be absolutely lost as are their arts4 ,no doubt the world will flower again1 and greater thoughts and more profound discoveries than those of the past will be the glory of the men of the future efflorescence2 but until that far-off day comes we cannot prize too dearly the treasures left us4 ,there is one aspect of the question which seems at first sight positively to negative this mode of thought2 and that is the suffering in the apparently purely physical body of the dumb beings1--young children1 idiots1 animals1--and their desperate need of the power which comes of any sort of knowledge to help them through their sufferings4 ,the difficulty which will arise in the mind with regard to this comes from the untenable idea of the separation of the soul from the body4 ,it is supposed by all those who look only at material life 7and especially by the physicians of the flesh7 that the body and the brain are a pair of partners who live together hand in hand and react one upon another4 ,beyond that they recognise no cause and therefore allow of none4 ,they forget that the brain and the body are as evidently mere mechanism as the hand or the foot4 ,there is the inner man--the soul--behind1 using all these mechanisms2 and this is as evidently the truth with regard to all the existences we know of as with regard to man himself4 ,we cannot find any point in the scale of being at which soul-causation ceases or can cease4 ,the dull oyster must have that in him which makes him choose the inactive life he leads2 none else can choose it for him but the soul behind1 which makes him be4 ,how else can he be where he is1 or be at all8 ,only by the intervention of an impossible creator called by some name or other4 ,it is because man is so idle1 so indisposed to assume or accept responsibility1 that he falls back upon this temporary makeshift of a creator4 ,it is temporary indeed1 for it can only last during the activity of the particular brain power which finds its place among us4 ,when the man drops this mental life behind him1 he of necessity leaves with it its magic lantern and the pleasant illusions he has conjured up by its aid4 ,that must be a very uncomfortable moment1 and must produce a sense of nakedness not to be approached by any other sensation4 ,it would seem as well to save one's self this disagreeable experience by refusing to accept unreal phantasms as things of flesh and blood and power4 ,upon the shoulders of the ,creator man likes to thrust the responsibility not only of his capacity for sinning and the possibility of his salvation1 but of his very life itself1 his very consciousness4 ,it is a poor ,creator that he thus contents himself with1--one who is pleased with a universe of puppets1 and amused by pulling their strings4 ,if he is capable of such enjoyment1 he must yet be in his infancy4 ,perhaps that is so1 after all2 the ,god within us is in his infancy1 and refuses to recognise his high estate4 ,if indeed the soul of man is subject to the laws of growth1 of decay1 and of re-birth as to its body1 then there is no wonder at its blindness4 ,but this is evidently not so2 for the soul of man is of that order of life which causes shape and form1 and is unaffected itself by these things1--of that order of life which like the pure1 the abstract flame burns wherever it is lit4 ,this cannot be changed or affected by time1 and is of its very nature superior to growth and decay4 ,it stands in that primeval place which is the only throne of ,god1--that place whence forms of life emerge and to which they return4 ,that place is the central point of existence1 where there is a permanent spot of life as there is in the midst of the heart of man4 ,it is by the equal development of that1--first by the recognition of it1 and then by its equal development upon the many radiating lines of experience1--that man is at last enabled to reach the ,golden ,gate and lift the latch4 ,the process is the gradual recognition of the god in himself2 the goal is reached when that godhood is consciously restored to its right glory4 ,,iii ,the first thing which it is necessary for the soul of man to do in order to engage in this great endeavor of discovering true life is the same thing that the child first does in its desire for activity in the body1--he must be able to stand4 ,it is clear that the power of standing1 of equilibrium1 of concentration1 of uprightness1 in the soul1 is a quality of a marked character4 ,the word that presents itself most readily as descriptive of this quality is confidence4 ,to remain still amid life and its changes1 and stand firmly on the chosen spot1 is a feat which can only be accomplished by the man who has confidence in himself and in his destiny4 ,otherwise the hurrying forms of life1 the rushing tide of men1 the great floods of thought1 must inevitably carry him with them1 and then he will lose that place of consciousness whence it was possible to start on the great enterprise4 ,for it must be done knowingly1 and without pressure from without1--this act of the new-born man4 ,all the great ones of the earth have possessed this confidence1 and have stood firmly on that place which was to them the one solid spot in the universe4 ,to each man this place is of necessity different4 ,each man must find his earth and his own heaven4 ,we have the instinctive desire to relieve pain1 but we work in externals in this as in everything else4 ,we simply alleviate it2 and if we do more1 and drive it from its first chosen stronghold1 it reappears in some other place with reinforced vigor4 ,if it is eventually driven off the physical plane by persistent and successful effort1 it reappears on the mental or emotional planes where no man can touch it4 ,that this is so is easily seen by those who connect the various planes of sensation1 and who observe life with that additional illumination4 ,men habitually regard these different forms of feeling as actually separate1 whereas in fact they are evidently only different sides of one centre1--the point of personality4 ,if that which arises in the centre1 the fount of life1 demands some hindered action1 and consequently causes pain1 the force thus created being driven from one stronghold must find another2 it cannot be driven out4 ,and all the blendings of human life which cause emotion and distress exist for its use and purposes as well as for those of pleasure4 ,both have their home in man2 both demand their expression of right4 ,the marvellously delicate mechanism of the human frame is constructed to answer to their lightest touch2 the extraordinary intricacies of human relations evolve themselves1 as it were1 for the satisfaction of these two great opposites of the soul4 ,pain and pleasure stand apart and separate1 as do the two sexes2 and it is in the merging1 the making the two into one1 that joy and deep sensation and profound peace are obtained4 ,where there is neither male nor female neither pain nor pleasure1 there is the god in man dominant1 and then is life real4 ,to state the matter in this way may savor too much of the dogmatist who utters his assertions uncontradicted from a safe pulpit2 but it is dogmatism only as a scientist's record of effort in a new direction is dogmatism4 ,unless the existence of the ,gates of ,gold can be proved to be real1 and not the mere phantasmagoria of fanciful visionaries1 then they are not worth talking about at all4 ,in the nineteenth century hard facts or legitimate arguments alone appeal to men's minds2 and so much the better4 ,for unless the life we advance towards is increasingly real and actual1 it is worthless1 and time is wasted in going after it4 ,reality is man's greatest need1 and he demands to have it at all hazards1 at any price4 ,be it so4 ,no one doubts he is right4 ,let us then go in search of reality4 ,,iv ,one definite lesson learned by all acute sufferers will be of the greatest service to us in this consideration4 ,in intense pain a point is reached where it is indistinguishable from its opposite1 pleasure4 ,this is indeed so1 but few have the heroism or the strength to suffer to such a far point4 ,it is as difficult to reach it by the other road4 ,only a chosen few have the gigantic capacity for pleasure which will enable them to travel to its other side4 ,most have but enough strength to enjoy and to become the slave of the enjoyment4 ,yet man has undoubtedly within himself the heroism needed for the great journey2 else how is it martyrs have smiled amid the torture8 ,how is it that the profound sinner who lives for pleasure can at last feel stir within himself the divine afflatus8 ,in both these cases the possibility has arisen of finding the way2 but too often that possibility is killed by the overbalance of the startled nature4 ,the martyr has acquired a passion for pain and lives in the idea of heroic suffering2 the sinner becomes blinded by the thought of virtue and worships it as an end1 an object1 a thing divine in itself2 whereas it can only be divine as it is part of that infinite whole which includes vice as well as virtue4 ,how is it possible to divide the infinite1--that which is one8 ,it is as reasonable to lend divinity to any object as to take a cup of water from the sea and declare that in that is contained the ocean4 ,you cannot separate the ocean2 the salt water is part of the great sea and must be so2 but nevertheless you do not hold the sea in your hand4 ,men so longingly desire personal power that they are ready to put infinity into a cup1 the divine idea into a formula1 in order that they may fancy themselves in possession of it4 ,these only are those who cannot rise and approach the ,gates of ,gold1 for the great breath of life confuses them2 they are struck with horror to find how great it is4 ,the idol-worshipper keeps an image of his idol in his heart and burns a candle always before it4 ,it is his own1 and he is pleased at that thought1 even if he bow in reverence before it4 ,in how many virtuous and religious men does not this same state exist8 ,in the recesses of the soul the lamp is burning before a household god1--a thing possessed by its worshipper and subject to him4 ,men cling with desperate tenacity to these dogmas1 these moral laws1 these principles and modes of faith which are their household gods1 their personal idols4 ,bid them burn the unceasing flame in reverence only to the infinite1 and they turn from you4 ,whatever their manner of scorning your protest may be1 within themselves it leaves a sense of aching void4 ,for the noble soul of the man1 that potential king which is within us all1 knows full well that this household idol may be cast down and destroyed at any moment1--that it is without finality in itself1 without any real and absolute life4 ,and he has been content in his possession1 forgetting that anything possessed can only by the immutable laws of life be held temporarily4 ,he has forgotten that the infinite is his only friend2 he has forgotten that in its glory is his only home1--that it alone can be his god4 ,there he feels as if he is homeless2 but that amid the sacrifices he offers to his own especial idol there is for him a brief resting-place2 and for this he clings passionately to it4 ,few have the courage even slowly to face the great desolateness which lies outside themselves1 and must lie there so long as they cling to the person which they represent1 the ,i which is to them the centre of the world1 the cause of all life4 ,in their longing for a ,god they find the reason for the existence of one2 in their desire for a sense-body and a world to enjoy in1 lies to them the cause of the universe4 ,these beliefs may be hidden very deep beneath the surface1 and be indeed scarcely accessible2 but in the fact that they are there is the reason why the man holds himself upright4 ,to himself he is himself the infinite and the ,god2 he holds the ocean in a cup4 ,in this delusion he nurtures the egoism which makes life pleasure and makes pain pleasant4 ,in this profound egoism is the very cause and source of the existence of pleasure and of pain4 ,for unless man vacillated between these two1 and ceaselessly reminded himself by sensation that he exists1 he would forget it4 ,and in this fact lies the whole answer to the question1 ,why does man create pain for his own discomfort8 ,the strange and mysterious fact remains unexplained as yet1 that man in so deluding himself is merely interpreting ,nature backwards and putting into the words of death the meaning of life4 ,for that man does indeed hold within him the infinite1 and that the ocean is really in the cup1 is an incontestable truth2 but it is only so because the cup is absolutely non-existent4 ,it is merely an experience of the infinite1 having no permanence1 liable to be shattered at any instant4 ,it is in the claiming of reality and permanence for the four walls of his personality1 that man makes the vast blunder which plunges him into a prolonged series of unfortunate incidents1 and intensifies continually the existence of his favorite forms of sensation4 ,pleasure and pain become to him more real than the great ocean of which he is a part and where his home is2 he perpetually knocks himself painfully against these walls where he feels1 and his tiny self oscillates within his chosen prison4 ,,chapter ,v ,,the ,,secret ,,of ,,strength ,i ,strength to step forward is the primary need of him who has chosen his path4 ,where is this to be found8 ,looking round1 it is not hard to see where other men find their strength4 ,its source is profound conviction4 ,through this great moral power is brought to birth in the natural life of the man that which enables him1 however frail he may be1 to go on and conquer4 ,conquer what8 ,not continents1 not worlds1 but himself4 ,through that supreme victory is obtained the entrance to the whole1 where all that might be conquered and obtained by effort becomes at once not his1 but himself4 ,to put on armor and go forth to war1 taking the chances of death in the hurry of the fight1 is an easy thing2 to stand still amid the jangle of the world1 to preserve stillness within the turmoil of the body1 to hold silence amid the thousand cries of the senses and desires1 and then1 stripped of all armor and without hurry or excitement take the deadly serpent of self and kill it1 is no easy thing4 ,yet that is what has to be done2 and it can only be done in the moment of equilibrium when the enemy is disconcerted by the silence4 ,but there is needed for this supreme moment a strength such as no hero of the battlefield needs4 ,a great soldier must be filled with the profound convictions of the justness of his cause and the rightness of his method4 ,the man who wars against himself and wins the battle can do it only when he knows that in that war he is doing the one thing which is worth doing1 and when he knows that in doing it he is winning heaven and hell as his servitors4 ,yes1 he stands on both4 ,he needs no heaven where pleasure comes as a long-promised reward2 he fears no hell where pain waits to punish him for his sins4 ,for he has conquered once for all that shifting serpent in himself which turns from side to side in its constant desire of contact1 in its perpetual search after pleasure and pain4 ,never again 7the victory once really won7 can he tremble or grow exultant at any thought of that which the future holds4 ,those burning sensations which seemed to him to be the only proofs of his existence are his no longer4 ,how1 then1 can he know that he lives8 ,he knows it only by argument4 ,and in time he does not care to argue about it4 ,for him there is then peace2 and he will find in that peace the power he has coveted4 ,then he will know what is that faith which can remove mountains4 ,,ii ,religion holds a man back from the path1 prevents his stepping forward1 for various very plain reasons4 ,first it makes the vital mistake of distinguishing between good and evil4 ,nature knows no such distinction2 and the moral and social laws set us by our religions are as temporary1 as much a thing of our own special mode and form of existence1 as are the moral and social laws of the ants or the bees4 ,we pass out of that state in which these things appear to be final1 and we forget them forever4 ,this is easily shown1 because a man of broad habits of thought and of intelligence must modify his code of life when he dwells among another people4 ,these people among whom he is an alien have their own deep-rooted religions and hereditary convictions1 against which he cannot offend4 ,unless his is an abjectly narrow and unthinking mind1 he sees that their form of law and order is as good as his own4 ,what then can he do but reconcile his conduct gradually to their rules8 ,and then if he dwells among them many years the sharp edge of difference is worn away1 and he forgets at last where their faith ends and his commences4 ,yet is it for his own people to say he has done wrong1 if he has injured no man and remained just8 ,i am not attacking law and order2 ,i do not speak of these things with rash dislike4 ,in their place they are as vital and necessary as the code which governs the life of a beehive is to its successful conduct4 ,what ,i wish to point out is that law and order in themselves are quite temporary and unsatisfactory4 a man's soul passes away from its brief dwelling-place1 thoughts of law and order do not accompany it4 ,if it is strong1 it is the ecstasy of true being and real life which it becomes possessed of1 as all know who have watched by the dying4 ,if the soul is weak1 it faints and fades away1 overcome by the first flush of the new life4 ,am ,i speaking too positively8 ,only those who live in the active life of the moment1 who have not watched beside the dead and dying1 who have not walked the battlefield and looked in the faces of men in their last agony1 will say so4 ,the strong man goes forth from his body exultant4 ,why8 ,because he is no longer held back and made to quiver by hesitation4 ,in the strange moment of death he has had release given him2 and with a sudden passion of delight he recognises that it is release4 ,had2 he been sure of this before1 he would have been a great sage1 a man to rule the world1 for he would have had the power to rule himself and his own body4 ,that release from the chains of ordinary life can be obtained as easily during life as by death4 ,it only needs a sufficiently profound conviction to enable the man to look on his body with the same emotions as he would look on the body of another man1 or on the bodies of a thousand men4 ,in contemplating a battlefield it is impossible to realize the agony of every sufferer2 why1 then1 realize your own pain more keenly than another's8 ,mass the whole together1 and look at it all from a wider standpoint than that of the individual life4 ,that you actually feel your own physical wound is a weakness of your limitation4 ,the man who is developed psychically feels the wound of another as keenly as his own1 and does not feel his own at all if he is strong enough to will it so4 ,every one who has examined at all seriously into psychic conditions knows this to be a fact1 more or less marked1 according to the psychic development4 ,in many instances1 the psychic is more keenly and selfishly aware of his own pain than of any other person's2 but that is when the development1 marked perhaps so far as it has gone1 only reaches a certain point4 ,it is the power which carries the man to the margin of that consciousness which is profound peace and vital activity4 ,it can carry him no further4 ,but if he has reached its margin he is freed from the paltry dominion of his own self4 ,that is the first great release4 ,look at the sufferings which come upon us from our narrow and limited experience and sympathy4 ,we each stand quite alone1 a solitary unit1 a pygmy in the world4 ,what good fortune can we expect8 ,the great life of the world rushes by1 and we are in danger each instant that it will overwhelm us or even utterly destroy us4 ,there is no defence to be offered to it2 no opposition army can be set up1 because in this life every man fights his own battle against every other man1 and no two can be united under the same banner4 ,there is only one way of escape from this terrible danger which we battle against every hour4 ,turn round1 and instead of standing against the forces1 join them2 become one with ,nature1 and go easily upon her path4 ,do not resist or resent the circumstances of life any more than the plants present the rain and the wind4 ,then suddenly1 to your own amazement1 you find you have time and strength to spare1 to use in the great battle which it is inevitable every man must fight1--that in himself1 that which leads to his own conquest4 ,some might say1 to his own destruction4 ,and why8 ,because from the hour when he first tastes the splendid reality of living he forgets more and more his individual self4 ,no longer does he fight for it1 or pit its strength against the strength of others4 ,no longer does he care to defend or to feed it4 ,yet when he is thus indifferent to its welfare1 the individual self grows more stalwart and robust1 like the prairie grasses and the trees of untrodden forests4 ,it is a matter of indifference to him whether this is so or not4 ,only1 if it is so1 he has a fine instrument ready to his hand2 and in due proportion to the completeness of his indifference to it is the strength and beauty of his personal self4 ,this is readily seen2 a garden flower becomes a mere degenerate copy of itself if it is simply neglected2 a plant must be cultivated to the highest pitch1 and benefit by the whole of the gardener's skill1 or else it must be a pure savage1 wild1 and fed only by the earth and sky4 ,who cares for any intermediate states8 ,what value or strength is there in the neglected garden rose which has the canker in every bud8 ,for diseased or dwarfed blossoms are sure to result from an arbitrary change of condition1 resulting from the neglect of the man who has hitherto been the providence of the plant in its unnatural life4 ,but there are wind-blown plains where the daisies grow tall1 with moon faces such as no cultivation can produce in them4 ,cultivate1 then1 to the very utmost2 forget no inch of your garden ground1 no smallest plant that grows in it2 make no foolish pretence nor fond mistake in the fancy that you are ready to forget it1 and so subject it to the frightful consequences of half-measures4 ,the plant that is watered to-day and forgotten to-morrow must dwindle or decay4 ,the plant that looks for no help but from ,nature itself measures its strength at once1 and either dies and is re-created or grows into a great tree whose boughs fill the sky4 ,but make no mistake like the religionists and some philosophers2 leave no part of yourself neglected while you know it to be yourself4 ,while the ground is the gardener's it is his business to tend it2 but some day a call may come to him from another country or from death itself1 and in a moment he is no longer the gardener1 his business is at an end1 he has no more duty of that kind at all4 ,then his favorite plants suffer and die1 and the delicate ones become one with the earth4 ,but soon fierce ,nature claims the place for her own1 and covers it with thick grass or giant weeds1 or nurses some sapling in it till its branches shade the ground4 ,be warned1 and tend your garden to the utmost1 till you can pass away utterly and let it return to ,nature and become the wind-blown plain where the wild-flowers grow4 ,then1 if you pass that way and look at it1 whatever has happened will neither grieve nor elate you4 ,for you will be able to say1 ,i am the rocky ground1 ,i am the great tree1 ,i am the strong daisies1 indifferent which it is that flourishes where once your rose-trees grew4 ,but you must have learned to study the stars to some purpose before you dare to neglect your roses1 and omit to fill the air with their cultivated fragrance4 ,you must know your way through the trackless air1 and from thence to the pure ether2 you must be ready to lift the bar of the ,golden ,gate4 ,cultivate1 ,i say1 and neglect nothing4 ,only remember1 all the while you tend and water1 that you are impudently usurping the tasks of ,nature herself4 ,having usurped her work1 you must carry it through until you have reached a point when she has no power to punish you1 when you are not afraid of her1 but can with a bold front return her her own4 ,she laughs in her sleeve1 the mighty mother1 watching you with covert1 laughing eye1 ready relentlessly to cast the whole of your work into the dust if you do but give her the chance1 if you turn idler and grow careless4 ,the idler is father of the madman in the sense that the child is the father of the4man4 ,nature has put her vast hand on him and crushed the whole edifice4 ,the gardener and his rose-trees are alike broken and stricken by the great storm which her movement has created2 they lie helpless till the sand is swept over them and they are buried in a weary wilderness4 ,from this desert spot ,nature herself will re-create1 and will use the ashes of the man who dared to face her as indifferently as the withered leaves of his plants4 ,his body1 soul1 and spirit are all alike claimed by her4 ,,iii ,the man who is strong1 who has resolved to find the unknown path1 takes with the utmost care every step4 ,he utters no idle word1 he does no unconsidered action1 he neglects no duty or office however homely or however difficult4 ,but while his eyes and hands and feet are thus fulfilling their tasks1 new eyes and hands and feet are being born within him4 ,for his passionate and unceasing desire is to go that way on which the subtile organs only can guide him4 ,the physical world he has learned1 and knows how to use2 gradually his power is passing on1 and he recognises the psychic world4 ,but he has to learn this world and know how to use it1 and he dare not lose hold of the life he is familiar with till he has taken hold of that with which he is unfamiliar4 ,when he has acquired such power with his psychic organs as the infant has with its physical organs when it first opens its lungs1 then is the hour for the great adventure4 ,how little is needed--yet how much that is6 ,the man does but need the psychic body to be formed in all parts1 as is an infant's2 he does but need the profound and unshakable conviction which impels the infant1 that the new life is desirable4 ,once those conditions gained and he may let himself live in the new atmosphere and look up to the new sun4 ,but then his must remember to check his new experience by the old4 ,he is breathing still1 though differently2 he draws air into his lungs1 and takes life from the sun4 ,he has been born into the psychic world1 and depends now on the psychic air and light4 ,his goal is not here3 this is but a subtile repetition of physical life2 he has to pass through it according to similar laws4 ,he must study1 learn1 grow1 and conquer2 never forgetting the while that his goal is that place where there is no air nor any sun or moon4 ,do not imagine that in this line of progress the man himself is being moved or changing his place4 ,not so4 ,the truest illustration of the process is that of cutting through layers of crust or skin4 ,the man1 having learned his lesson fully1 casts off the physical life2 having learned his lesson fully1 casts off the psychic life2 having learned his lesson fully1 casts off the contemplative life1 or life of adoration4 ,all are cast aside at last1 and he enters the great temple where any memory of self or sensation is left outside as the shoes are cast from the feet of the worshipper4 ,that temple is the place of his own pure divinity1 the central flame which1 however obscured1 has animated him through all these struggles4 ,and having found this sublime home he is sure as the heavens themselves4 ,he remains still1 filled with all knowledge and power4 ,the outer man1 the adoring1 the acting1 the living personification1 goes its own way hand in hand with ,nature1 and shows all the superb strength of the savage growth of the earth1 lit by that instinct which contains knowledge4 ,for in the inmost sanctuary1 in the actual temple1 the man has found the subtile essence of ,nature herself4 ,no longer can there be any difference between them or any half-measures4 ,and now comes the hour of action and power4 ,in that inmost sanctuary all is to be found3 ,god and his creatures1 the fiends who prey on them1 those among men who have been loved1 those who have been hated4 ,difference between them exists no longer4 ,then the soul of man laughs in its strength and fearlessness1 and goes forth into the world in which its actions are needed1 and causes these actions to take place without apprehension1 alarm1 fear1 regret1 or joy4 ,this state is possible to man while yet he lives in the physical2 for men have attained it while living4 ,it alone can make actions in the physical divine and true4 ,life among objects of sense must forever be an outer shape to the sublime soul1--it can only become powerful life1 the life of accomplishment1 when it is animated by the crowned and indifferent god that sits in the sanctuary4 ,the obtaining of this condition is so supremely desirable because from the moment it is entered there is no more trouble1 no more anxiety1 no more doubt or hesitation4 ,as a great artist paints his picture fearlessly and never committing any error which causes him regret1 so the man who has formed his inner self deals with his life4 ,but that is when the condition is entered4 ,that which we who look towards the mountains hunger to know is the mode of entrance and the way to the ,gate4 ,the ,gate is that ,gate of ,gold barred by a heavy bar of iron4 ,the way to the threshold of it turns a man giddy and sick4 ,it seems no path1 it seems to end perpetually1 its way lies along hideous precipices1 it loses itself in deep waters4 ,once crossed and the way found it appears wonderful that the difficulty should have looked2 so great4 ,for the path where it disappears does but turn abruptly1 its line upon the precipice edge is wide enough for the feet1 and across the deep waters that look so treacherous there1 is always a ford and a ferry4 ,so it happens in all profound experiences of human nature4 ,when the first grief tears the heart asunder it seems that the path has ended and a blank darkness taken the place of the sky4 ,and yet by groping the soul passes on1 and that difficult and seemingly hopeless turn in the road is passed4 ,so with many another form or human torture4 ,sometimes throughout a long period or a whole lifetime the path of existence is perpetually checked by what seem like insurmountable obstacles4 ,grief1 pain1 suffering1 the loss of all that is beloved or valued1 rise up before the terrified soul and check it at every turn4 ,who places those obstacles there8 ,the reason shrinks at the childish dramatic picture which the religionists place before it1--,god permitting the ,devil to torment ,his creatures for their ultimate good6 ,when will that ultimate good be attained8 ,the idea involved in this picture supposes an end1 a goal4 ,there is none4 ,we can any one of us safely assent to that2 for as far as human observation1 reason1 thought1 intellect1 or instinct can reach towards grasping the mystery of life1 all data obtained show that the path is endless and that eternity cannot be blinked and converted by the idling soul into a million years4 ,in man1 taken individually or as a whole1 there clearly exists a double constitution4 ,i am speaking roughly now1 being well aware that the various schools of philosophy cut him up and subdivide him according to their several theories4 ,what ,i mean is this3 that two great tides of emotion sweep through his nature1 two great forces guide his life2 the one makes him an animal1 and the other makes him a god4 ,no brute of the earth is so brutal as the man who subjects his godly power to his animal power4 ,this is a matter of course1 because the whole force of the double nature is then used in one direction4 ,the animal pure and simple obeys his instincts only and desires no more than to gratify his love of pleasure2 he pays but little regard to the existence of other beings except in so far as they offer him pleasure or pain2 he knows nothing of the abstract love of cruelty or of any of those vicious tendencies of the human being which have in themselves their own gratification4 ,thus the man who becomes a beast has a million times the grasp of life over the natural beast1 and that which in the pure animal is sufficiently innocent enjoyment1 uninterrupted by an arbitrary moral standard1 becomes in him vice1 because it is gratified on principle4 ,moreover he turns all the divine powers of his being into this channel1 and degrades his soul by making it the slave of his senses4 ,the god1 deformed and disguised1 waits on the animal and feeds it4 ,consider then whether it is not possible to change the situation4 ,the man himself is king of the country in which this strange spectacle is seen4 ,he allows the beast to usurp the place of the god because for the moment the beast pleases his capricious royal fancy the most4 ,this cannot last always2 why let it last any longer8 ,so long as the animal rules there will be the keenest sufferings in consequence of change1 of the vibration between pleasure and pain1 of the desire for prolonged and pleasant physical life4 ,and the god in his capacity of servant adds a thousand-fold to all this1 by making physical life so much more filled with keenness of pleasure1--rare1 voluptuous1 aesthetic pleasure1--and by intensity of pain so passionate that one knows not where it ends and where pleasure commences4 ,so long as the god serves1 so long the life of the animal will be enriched and increasingly valuable4 ,but let the king resolve to change the face of his court and forcibly evict the animal from the chair of state1 restoring the god to the place of divinity4 ,ah1 the profound peace that falls upon the palace6 ,all is indeed changed4 ,no longer is there the fever of personal longings or desires1 no longer is there any rebellion or distress1 no longer any hunger for pleasure or dread of pain4 ,it is like a great calm descending on a stormy ocean2 it is like the soft rain of summer falling on parched ground2 it is like the deep pool found amidst the weary1 thirsty labyrinths of the unfriendly forest4 ,but there is much more than this4 ,not only is man more than an animal because there is the god in him1 but he is more than a god because there is the animal in him4 ,once force the animal into his rightful place1 that of the inferior1 and you find yourself in possession of a great force hitherto unsuspected and unknown4 ,the god as servant adds a thousand-fold to the pleasures of the animal2 the animal as servant adds a thousand-fold to the powers of the god4 ,and it is upon the union1 the right relation of these two forces in himself1 that man stands as a strong king1 and is enabled to raise his hand and lift the bar of the ,golden ,gate4 ,when these forces are unfitly related1 then the king is but a crowned voluptuary1 without power1 and whose dignity does but mock him2 for the animals1 undivine1 at least know peace and are not torn by vice and despair4 ,that is the whole secret4 ,that is what makes man strong1 powerful1 able to grasp heaven and earth in his hands4 ,do not fancy it is easily done4 ,do not be deluded into the idea that the religious or the virtuous man does it6 ,not so4 ,they do no more than fix a standard1 a routine1 a law1 by which they hold the animal in check4 ,the god is compelled to serve him in a certain way1 and does so1 pleasing him with the beliefs and cherished fantasies of the religious1 with the lofty sense of personal pride which makes the joy of the virtuous4 ,these special and canonized vices are things too low and base to be possible to the pure animal1 whose only inspirer is ,nature herself1 always fresh as the dawn4 ,the god in man1 degraded1 is a thing unspeakable in its infamous power of production4 ,the animal in man1 elevated1 is a thing unimaginable in its great powers of service and of strength4 ,you forget1 you who let your animal self live on1 merely checked and held within certain bounds1 that it is a great force1 an integral portion of the animal life of the world you live in4 ,with it you can sway men1 and influence the very world itself1 more or less perceptibly according to your strength4 ,the god1 given his right place1 will so inspire and guide this extraordinary creature1 so educate and develope it1 so force it into action and recognition of its kind1 that it will make you tremble when you recognise the power that has awakened within you4 ,the animal in yourself will then be a king among the animals of the world4 ,this is the secret of the old-world magicians who made ,nature serve them and work miracles every day for their convenience4 ,this is the secret of the coming race which ,lord ,lytton foreshadowed for us4 ,but this power can only be attained by giving the god the sovereignty4 ,make your animal ruler over yourself1 and he will never rule others4 ,,epilogue ,secreted and hidden in the heart of the world and in the heart of man is the light which can illumine all life1 the future and the past4 ,shall we not search for it8 ,surely some must do so4 ,and then perhaps those will add what is needed to this poor fragment of thought4 ,,through ,,the ,,gates ,,of ,,gold ,from ,the ,path1 ,march1 #ahhg ,the most notable book for guidance in ,mysticism which has appeared since ,light on the ,path was written has just been published under the significant title of ,through the ,gates of ,gold4 ,though the author's name is withheld1 the occult student will quickly discern that it must proceed from a very high source4 ,in certain respects the book may be regarded as a commentary on ,light on the ,path4 ,the reader would do well to bear this in mind4 ,many things in that book will be made clear by the reading of this one1 and one will be constantly reminded of that work1 which has already become a classic in our literature4 ,through the ,gates of ,gold is a work to be kept constantly at hand for reference and study4 ,it will surely take rank as one of the standard books of ,theosophy4 ,the ,gates of ,gold represent the entrance to that realm of the soul unknowable through the physical perceptions1 and the purpose of this work is to indicate some of the steps necessary to reach their threshold4 ,through its extraordinary beauty of style and the clearness of its statement it will appeal to a wider portion of the public than most works of a ,theosophical character4 ,it speaks to the ,western ,world in its own language1 and in this fact lies much of its value4 ,those of us who have been longing for something practical will find it here1 while it will probably come into the hands of thousands who know little or nothing of ,theosophy1 and thus meet wants deeply felt though unexpressed4 ,there are also doubtless many1 we fancy1 who will be carried far along in its pages by its resistless logic until they encounter something which will give a rude shock to some of their old conceptions1 which they have imagined as firmly based as upon a rock--a shock which may cause them to draw back in alarm1 but from which they will not find it so easy to recover1 and which will be likely to set them thinking seriously4 ,the titles of the five chapters of the book are1 respectively1 ,the ,search for ,pleasure1 ,the ,mystery of ,threshold1 ,the ,initial ,effort1 ,the ,meaning of ,pain1 and ,the ,secret of ,strength4 ,instead of speculating upon mysteries that lie at the very end of man's destiny1 and which cannot be approached by any manner of conjecture1 the work very sensibly takes up that which lies next at hand1 that which constitutes the first step to be taken if we are ever to take a second one1 and teaches us its significance4 ,at the outset we must cope with sensation and learn its nature and meaning4 ,an important teaching of ,light on the ,path has been misread by many4 ,we are not enjoined to kill out sensation1 but to kill out desire for sensation1 which is something quite different4 ,sensation1 as we obtain it through the physical body1 affords us all that induces us to live in that shape1 says this work4 ,the problem is1 to extract the meaning which it holds for us4 ,that is what existence is for4 ,if men will but pause and consider what lessons they have learned from pleasure and pain1 much might be guessed of that strange thing which causes these effects4 ,the question concerning results seemingly unknowable1 that concerning the life beyond the ,gates1 is presented as one that has been asked throughout the ages1 coming at the hour when the flower of civilization had blown to its full1 and when its petals are but slackly held together1 the period when man reaches the greatest physical development of his cycle4 ,it is then that in the distance a great glittering is seen1 before which many drop their eyes bewildered and dazzled1 though now and then one is found brave enough to gaze fixedly on this glittering1 and to decipher something of the shape within it4 ,poets and philosophers1 thinkers and teachers1 all those who are the 'elder brothers of the race'--have beheld this sight from time to time1 and some among them have recognized in the bewildering glitter the outlines of the ,gates of ,gold4 ,those ,gates admit us to the sanctuary of man's own nature1 to the place whence his life-power comes1 and where he is priest of the shrine of life4 ,it needs but a strong hand to push them open1 we are told4 ,the courage to enter them is the courage to search the recesses of one's own nature without fear and without shame4 ,in the fine part1 the essence1 the flavor of the man1 is found the key which unlocks those great ,gates4 ,the necessity of killing out the sense of separateness is profoundly emphasized as one of the most important factors in this process4 ,we must divest ourselves of the illusions of the material life4 ,when we desire to speak with those who have tried the ,golden ,gates and pushed them open1 then it is very necessary--in fact it is essential--to discriminate1 and not bring into our life the confusions of our sleep4 ,if we do1 we are reckoned as madmen1 and fall back into the darkness where there is no friend but chaos4 ,this chaos has followed every effort of man that is written in history2 after civilization has flowered1 the flower falls and dies1 and winter and darkness destroy it4 ,in this last sentence is indicated the purpose of civilization4 ,it is the blossoming of a race1 with the purpose of producing a certain spiritual fruit2 this fruit having ripened1 then the degeneration of the great residuum begins1 to be worked over and over again in the grand fermenting processes of reincarnation4 ,our great civilization is now flowering and in this fact we may read the reason for the extraordinary efforts to sow the seed of the ,mystic ,teachings wherever the mind of man may be ready to receive it4 ,in the ,mystery of ,threshold1 we are told that only a man who has the potentialities in him both of the voluptuary and the stoic has any chance of entering the ,golden ,gates4 ,he must be capable of testing and valuing to its most delicate fraction every joy existence has to give2 and he must be capable of denying himself all pleasure1 and that without suffering from the denial4 ,the fact that the way is different for each individual is finely set forth in ,the ,initial ,effort1 in the words that man may burst the shell that holds him in darkness1 tear the veil that hides him from the eternal1 at any moment where it is easiest for him to do so2 and most often this point will be where he least expects to find it4 ,by this we may see the uselessness of laying down arbitrary laws in the matter4 ,the meaning of those important words1 ,all steps are necessary to make up the ladder1 finds a wealth of illustration here4 ,these sentences are particularly pregnant3 ,spirit is not a gas created by matter1 and we cannot create our future by forcibly using one material agent and leaving out the rest4 ,spirit is the great life on which matter rests1 as does the rocky world on the free and fluid ether2 whenever we can break our limitations we find ourselves on that marvellous shore where ,wordsworth once saw the gleam of the gold4 ,virtue1 being of the material life1 man has not the power to carry it with him1 yet the aroma of his good deeds is a far sweeter sacrifice than the odor of crime and cruelty4 ,to the one who has lifted the golden latch the spring of sweet waters1 the fountain itself whence all softness arises1 is opened and becomes part of his heritage4 ,but before this can be reached a heavy weight has to be lifted from the heart1 an iron bar which holds it down and prevents it from arising in its strength4 ,the author here wishes to show that there is sweetness and light in occultism1 and not merely a wide dry level of dreadful ,karma1 such as some ,theosophists are prone to dwell on4 ,and this sweetness and light may be reached when we discover the iron bar and raising it shall permit the heart to be free4 ,this iron bar is what the ,hindus call the knot of the heart6 ,in their scriptures they talk of unloosing this knot1 and say that when that is accomplished freedom is near4 ,but what is the iron bar and the knot8 is the question we must answer4 ,it is the astringent power of self--of egotism--of the idea of separateness4 ,this idea has many strongholds4 ,it holds its most secret court and deepest counsels near the far removed depths and centre of the heart4 ,but it manifests itself first1 in that place which is nearest to our ignorant perceptions1 where we see it first after beginning the search4 ,when we assault and conquer it there it disappears4 ,it has only retreated to the next row of outworks where for a time it appears not to our sight1 and we imagine it killed1 while it is laughing at our imaginary conquests and security4 ,soon again we find it and conquer again1 only to have it again retreat4 ,so we must follow it up if we wish to grasp it at last in its final stand just near the kernel of the heart4 ,there it has become an iron bar that holds down the heart1 and there only can the fight be really won4 ,that disciple is fortunate who is able to sink past all the pretended outer citadels and seize at once this personal devil who holds the bar of iron1 and there wage the battle4 ,if won there1 it is easy to return to the outermost places and take them by capitulation4 ,this is very difficult1 for many reasons4 ,it is not a mere juggle of words to speak of this trial4 ,it is a living tangible thing that can be met by any real student4 ,the great difficulty of rushing at once to the centre lies in the unimaginable terrors which assault the soul on its short journey there4 ,this being so it is better to begin the battle on the outside in just the way pointed out in this book and ,light on the ,path1 by testing experience and learning from it4 ,in the lines quoted the author attempts to direct the eyes of a very materialistic age to the fact which is an accepted one by all true students of occultism1 that the true heart of a man--which is visibly represented by the muscular heart--is the focus point for spirit1 for knowledge1 for power2 and that from that point the converged rays begin to spread out fan-like1 until they embrace the ,universe4 ,so it is the ,gate4 ,and it is just at that neutral spot of concentration that the pillars and the doors are fixed4 ,it is beyond it that the glorious golden light burns1 and throws up a burnished glow4 ,we find in this the same teachings as in the ,upanishads4 ,the latter speaks of the ether which is within the heart1 and also says that we must pass across that ether4 ,the ,meaning of ,pain is considered in a way which throws a great light on the existence of that which for ages has puzzled many learned men4 ,pain arouses1 softens1 breaks1 and destroys4 ,regarded from a sufficiently removed standpoint1 it appears as a medicine1 as a knife1 as a weapon1 as a poison1 in turn4 ,it is an implement1 a thing which is used1 evidently4 ,what we desire to discover is1 who is the user2 what part of ourselves is it that demands the presence of this thing so hateful to the rest8 ,the task is1 to rise above both pain and pleasure and unite them to our service4 ,pain and pleasure stand apart and separate1 as do the two sexes2 and it is in the merging1 the making the two into one1 that joy and deep sensation and profound peace are obtained4 ,where there is neither male nor female1 neither pain nor pleasure1 there is the god in man dominant1 and then is life real4 ,the following passage can hardly fail to startle many good people3 ,destiny1 the inevitable1 does indeed exist for the race and for the individual2 but who can ordain this save the man himself8 ,there is no clew in heaven or earth to the existence of any ordainer other than the man who suffers or enjoys that which is ordained4 ,but can any earnest student of ,theosophy deny1 or object to this8 ,is it not a pure statement of the law of ,karma8 ,does it not agree perfectly with the teaching of the ,bhagavat-,gita8 ,there is surely no power which sits apart like a judge in court1 and fines us or rewards us for this misstep or that merit2 it is we who shape1 or ordain1 our own future4 ,god is not denied4 ,the seeming paradox that a ,god exists within each man is made clear when we perceive that our separate existence is an illusion2 the physical1 which makes us separate individuals1 must eventually fall away1 leaving each man one with all men1 and with ,god1 who is the ,infinite4 ,and the passage which will surely be widely misunderstood is that in ,the ,secret of ,strength4 ,religion holds a man back from the path1 prevents his stepping forward1 for various very plain reasons4 ,first1 it makes the vital mistake of distinguishing between good and evil4 ,nature knows no such distinctions4 ,religion is always man-made4 ,it cannot therefore be the whole truth4 ,it is a good thing for the ordinary and outside man1 but surely it will never bring him to the ,gates of ,gold4 ,if religion be of ,god how is it that we find that same ,god in his own works and acts violating the precepts of religion8 ,he kills each man once in life2 every day the fierce elements and strange circumstances which he is said to be the author of1 bring on famine1 cold and innumerable untimely deaths2 where then1 in ,the ,true1 can there be any room for such distinctions as right and wrong8 ,the disciple1 must as he walks on the path1 abide by law and order1 but if he pins his faith on any religion whatever he will stop at once1 and it makes no matter whether he sets up ,mahatmas1 ,gods1 ,krishna1 ,vedas or mysterious acts of grace1 each of these will stop him and throw him into a rut from which even heavenly death will not release him4 ,religion can only teach morals and ethics4 ,it cannot answer the question what am ,i8 ,the ,buddhist ascetic holds a fan before his eyes to keep away the sight of objects condemned by his religion4 ,but he thereby gains no knowledge1 for that part of him which is affected by the improper sights has to be known by the man himself1 and it is by experience alone that the knowledge can be possessed and assimilated4 ,the book closes gloriously1 with some hints that have been much needed4 ,too many1 even of the sincerest students of occultism1 have sought to ignore that one-half of their nature1 which is here taught to be necessary4 ,instead of crushing out the animal nature1 we have here the high and wise teaching that we must learn to fully understand the animal and subordinate it to the spiritual4 ,the god in man1 degraded1 is a thing unspeakable in its infamous power of production4 ,the animal in man1 elevated1 is a thing unimaginable in its great powers of service and of strength1 and we are told that our animal self is a great force1 the secret of the old-world magicians1 and of the coming race which ,lord ,lytton foreshadowed4 ,but this power can only be attained by giving the god the sovereignty4 ,make your animal ruler over your self1 and he will never rule others4 ,this teaching will be seen to be identical with that of the closing words of ,the ,idyll of the ,white ,lotus3 ,he will learn how to expound spiritual truths1 and to enter into the life of his highest self1 and he can learn also to hold within him the glory of that higher self1 and yet to retain life upon this planet so long as it shall last1 if need be2 to retain life in the vigor of manhood1 till his entire work is completed1 and he has taught the three truths to all who look for light4 ,there are three sentences in the book which ought to be imprinted in the reader's mind1 and we present them inversely3 ,secreted and hidden in the heart of the world and the heart of man is the light which can illumine all life1 the future and the past4 ,on the mental steps of a million men ,buddha passed through the ,gates of ,gold2 and because a great crowd pressed about the threshold he was able to leave behind him words which prove that those gates will open4 ,this is one of the most important factors in the development of man1 the recognition--profound and complete recognition--of the law of universal unity and coherence4