,,the ,,evolution ,,of ,,dodd ,a ,pedagogical ,story ,giving his ,struggle for the ,,survival ,,of ,,the ,,fittest ,tracing ,,his ,,chances1 ,,his ,,changes1 ,,and ,,how ,,he ,,came ,,out4 ,,by ,,william ,,hawley ,,smith4 ,,mdcccxcvii4 ,happy is the man who grinds at the mill2 ,the mill turns 'round and he stands there still4 ,social institutions are made for man1 and not man for social institutions4 ,the supreme purpose of creation is the development of the individual4 ,,the ,,evolution ,,of ,,dodd4 ,,chapter ,i4 ,there was joy in the ,weaver household when the child was born1 and when it had been duly announced that it was a boy4 ,the event was the first of the kind in this particular branch of the ,weaver family1 and1 as is always the case1 there was such rejoicing as does not come with the recurrence of like episodes4 ,a man hardly feels sure of his manhood till the magic word father is put in the vocative case and applied to him direct1 and the apotheosis of woman comes with maternity4 ,there is nothing remarkable about all this4 ,it is the same the world around4 ,but it is the usual that demands most of our time and attention here below1 whether we wish it so or otherwise2 and although we are everlastingly running after the strange and eccentric in human nature1 as well as in all other branches of creation1 it is the rule and not the exception that we have to deal with during most of our lives4 ,this ,weaver family1 father and mother1 were much like other young fathers and mothers1 and their child was not unlike other first-born children4 ,his first low cry and his struggle for breath were just such as the officiating doctor had witnessed a hundred times1 and doubtless his last moan and gasp will be such as the attending physician will have seen many a time and oft4 ,it is not the unusual that this brief tale has to deal with4 ,yet1 with all of these points held in common with the rest of the race1 the hero of the adventures herein chronicled had an individuality that was his own1 and most thoroughly so4 ,this1 too1 is common4 ,most people have an individuality1 if they can only find it6 ,a good many men never do find this quality in themselves1 having it crushed out by the timid or designing people who take charge of their education1 so called2 but for all that1 to every man is given a being unlike that of any other in all the world1 and it is the business of each1 for himself1 to make the most of his own peculiar gift1 and for all his teachers and all systems of education to help him in his heaven-ordained task4 ,the young ,weaver1 whose advent has just been mentioned1 was an individual4 ,the nurse became conscious of it before he was an hour old1 and the same impression has been received by all of his since-acquired acquaintances4 ,he was a boy with a way of his own4 ,he came into a world where there are crowds possessed of the same characteristics4 ,it is a marvel1 how1 in such a multitude of differences1 either he or the rest of us get along1 even as well as we do4 ,when it came to naming the child1 he was called ,dodd4 ,dodd was the short for ,doddridge1 and the full appellation given to the youth at his christening1 when he was two months old1 was ,doddridge ,watts ,weaver1 a name which the officiating clergyman pronounced with great unction1 and in the prayer after baptism made mention of again1 asking heaven to grant that the mantle of both the old worthies whose names the child bore might fall upon the little body wrapped up in an embroidered blanket and held on the shoulder of the good woman who stood before the altar4 ,that is not just the way the preacher said this1 but it is substantially the idea that he tried to convey to the ,lord1 and perhaps he succeeded in doing so better than ,i have succeeded in conveying it to you1 dear reader2 but then1 he had this advantage3 ,the ,lord is quicker at taking a point hinted at than the public is6 ,though this needs to be added3 that if the ,hearer of ,prayer did catch the meaning that lay around loose somewhere in the jumble of the parson's petition1 that morning1 ,he did not see fit to grant the request1 for no scrap of a rag that ever had graced the backs of those dear old hymn-makers fell1 either soon or late1 upon the form of the boy whose wriggling little body the mother tried to keep in order while the parson prayed4 ,the father of this bit of humanity was ,parson ,weaver1 a man of some ability1 as was evinced by the fact that he joined the church1 got married1 went to preaching1 and became a father1 as noted1 all within a twelve-month4 ,he was shrewd1 and generally had sufficient reasons for his actions4 ,he even had a purpose in naming his first-born4 ,he was fresh to the ministry1 and young4 ,the elders of the church were somber men1 and feared that their pastor might be too much given to levity4 ,mr4 ,weaver got wind of this1 somehow1 and to impress upon the pillars of his church and the payers of his salary the fact that he was sober1 righteous and godly1 he named his first-born out of the hymn book4 ,but the boy never liked the name4 ,when he began to go to school the other boys used to laugh at him when he stood up and told the teacher what his name was1 and1 a tease among the girls1 who had an old grandmother who used to sit in a corner and read old books1 once nick-named the youth ,rise and ,progress4 ,as soon as he could write1 he always signed his name ,d4 ,w4 ,weaver1 and insisted that the initials stood for ,daniel ,webster4 ,as already noted1 the child was the first born of his parents4 ,he was not the last1 however1 for1 like a faithful clergyman of the old school1 that he was1 ,parson ,weaver ultimately had a family1 the number of which could not be told by any one significant figure4 ,the children came into the household in quick succession too1 for when ,dodd was four years old he had four brothers and sisters1 two pairs of twins having blessed the good parson and his wife within the first half decade of their wedded life4 ,these trifling facts may seem irrelevant to this record1 but due reflection will doubtless show that they are worthy to be set down as pertaining to the case4 ,perhaps first children are more apt to be individual than those of later birth4 ,be this as it may1 ,dodd had a much more marked individuality than his brothers and sisters4 ,not to attempt to trace the ways of nature too far1 it is perhaps true that in a first-born child are joined the individualities of the young father and mother to a greater extent than in the younger members of a family4 ,the untamed currents of youthful blood that course through the veins of the bride and groom1 and their unmodified natures--all of which mellow with years1--leave marks upon their eldest which the younger children escape4 ,at any rate1 ,dodd was a wayward boy from the first1 a typical preacher's son4 ,he was rebellious1 belligerent1 and naturally deceitful4 ,this last trait1 matched with a vivid imagination1 made him a great liar as soon as he grew old enough to use the two faculties at the same time4 ,in this regard1 however1 he was not so wonderfully unlike a great many other people4 ,he had bursts of great generosity2 was brave and daring even to foolhardiness2 had friends1 and would stand by them till death1 if need be1 when the good impulse was on2 or perhaps betray them in their greatest extremity if the opposite passion got control at a critical moment4 ,intellectually he was bright1 even to keenness2 physically he was lazy and a shirk2 morally his status is best represented by the algebraic sign #j-j2 spiritually he was at times profoundly reverent and aspiring1 or again1 outrageously blasphemous1 and reckless almost to desperation4 ,this is a partial catalogue of the characteristics with which ,dodd was originally endowed4 ,the character that was evolved from these1 by means of the education that fell to the lot of this individual1 is the business of these pages4 ,to take such timber as is furnished in this specimen1 and fashion from it a temple of the ,lord1 is a task that might puzzle angels4 ,to make a decent child1 a boy1 or man out of ,dodd ,weaver1 was the thing that worried everybody that had anything to do with him1 and may1 some day1 perhaps1 prove too hard a task for that individual himself4 ,yet his case is no uncommon one in many of its phases1 for every day sees thousands quite like it in the school houses of ,america1 as elsewhere4 ,and the question is1 what are we to do about it8 ,not to detail carefully all the events pertaining to the home life of ,dodd up to the time he was six years old1 it is enough to say that after the time he was able to creep1 he lived much in the street4 ,he was usually in mischief when not asleep1 and his overworn mother and somewhat shiftless and careless father were so taken up with the other children and with family and pastoral cares1 that ,dodd grew up by himself1 as so many children do2 more is the pity4 ,a man seldom gets so many calves1 or colts1 or pigs that he cannot take good care of them1 every one2 but for his own children--well1 it need not be said what1 the cases are so frequent that everybody knows all about them4 ,dodd was a youngster for everybody to tease4 ,when he first began to toddle along the sidewalk in front of the house1 the folks who came along would pull his little cap down over his eyes1 and then laugh at him when he got mad and cried4 ,all this tended to develop him1 and doubtless the evolution of many points in his character took rise in these and similar events4 ,at last the morning dawned when ,dodd was six years old1 and there was joy in ,parson ,weavers household in the fact that now one youngster could be got rid of for six hours a day1 and ten months in the year1 ,saturdays and ,sundays excepted4 ,gentle teacher1 you who read these lines1 you know who was to take care of this specimen1 don't you8 ,alas6 alas6 what herds of six-year-old babies there are thus to be taken care of1 many of them coming from homes where they have never known what care meant1 but every one to be got into shape somehow1 by you1 my dear school ma'am1 or master1 all for a handful of paltry dollars per month1 while you wait to get married1 or to enter another profession4 ,to what base uses do we return6 ,so1 on a leaden morning in ,november1 when the mud was deepest and the first snow was shied through the air1 whose sharpness cut like a knife1 ,dodd ,weaver came into the schoolroom alone1 his mother being too busy to go with him4 ,he had waded across the street where the mud and slush were worse than anywhere else4 ,his boots were smeared to their very tops1 and the new book that he started with had a black daub the size of your hand on the bright cover4 ,he came late and1 without a word of hesitation1 marched to the desk1 and remarked to the woman in charge3 ,mam said you was to take care o' me6 ,,chapter ,,ii4 ,miss ,elvira ,stone was teaching the school that year4 ,miss ,stone was above the average height of women1 and carried her social much higher than she did her physical head1 while there was a kind of nose-in-the-air bearing in both cases4 ,she had beautiful1 wavy black hair1 a clear complexion1 black eyes1 and narrow1 thin lips1 which were always slightly pursed up1 as the groundwork or main support of a kind of cast-iron smile that never left her face for a moment while she was awake4 ,her dresses always fitted her perfectly1 and her skirts trailed at the proper angle1 but yet there was a feeling1 all the time1 that she had been poured into the mould that the dressmaker had prepared1 and now that she had got hard1 you could strike her with a hammer and not break her up1 though you could not help thinking that it must have taken a very hot fire ever to melt her4 ,she wore glasses1 too4 ,not spectacles1 but a dainty pair of eye glasses1 set in gold1 that sat astride of her nose in a very dignified fashion and crowned the everlasting smile that was spread out below them4 ,in fact ,miss ,stone was so superior a person that one wondered how it ever happened that she should condescend to teach school at all4 ,but this was only a general view of the case4 ,when viewed in detail the fact appeared that although ,elvira was proud she was also poor6 ,this accounted for her being in the schoolroom4 ,but she had made the most of herself in her profession1 as she had in other directions4 ,her motto was to aim high1 even if her arrow should light in the mud at last1 and she always shot by that rule4 ,when she decided to be a teacher rather than a clerk in a store1 she began to look about for the best opportunities in the direction of her choice4 ,it should be remarked that the alternative of store or schoolroom came to her only after several unsuccessful seasons in society1 in which the moulded form1 the wavy hair1 and the constant smile had been used to their best possible advantage1 but all in vain4 ,the hook on which her bait was hung was so rigid and cold that no gudgeon1 even1 ever thought of biting at it2 though the angler thought it a clever and tempting bit to bite at4 ,how apt we all are to be deceived--by ourselves4 ,so ,elvira resolved to make a school teacher out of herself4 ,being somewhat dull intellectually1 and detesting severe study1 she abjured all paths that would lead her to teach the higher branches of learning1 and bent her rather spare and somewhat stale energies to fitting herself for primary work4 ,this1 too1 in the face of the fact that she naturally despised children1 except sweet little girls in their best clothes1 with long curls1 freshly made up1 and hanging like a golden flood over neck and shoulders2 or bright little boys1 also well dressed and duly curled1 for about a minute1 when they came into the parlor where ,miss ,stone used to sit with her smile4 ,for these she had a fancy merely1 it could not be called an affection4 ,miss ,stone was not affectionate4 ,she went to ,st4 ,louis and associated herself with the ,kindergarten of that far-famed city4 ,far be it from this record to intimate that this is not a good thing to do1 on occasion4 ,with this point ,i have naught to do4 ,but history is history1 and facts must be duly recorded2 and the fact is1 ,miss ,stone went to ,st4 ,louis1 as before stated1 and let out the job of being fashioned into a ,kindergarten1 to certain persons who dwelt in that city1 and whose business it was to do just this sort of thing4 ,neither can it be here set down what her ultimate success might have been had she confined herself to ,kindergarten work proper4 ,indeed1 it is an open question how any one ever succeeded in this particular way1 or1 in fact1 whether any one ever did do ,kindergarten work proper for a week at a time4 ,it is one of the peculiarities of this kind1 that it is never met with in all its purity4 ,like the old-fashioned milk-sickness1 you can never come to the place where it really exists4 ,any one can tell you just where you will find it1 but when you pursue it1 and come to the place1 like the end of the rainbow1 it evades you and goes beyond4 ,but this is getting on slowly4 ,miss ,stone got on slowly1 too4 ,this was the woman to whom ,dodd committed himself1 in the words of the last chapter4 ,the lady turned towards the boy and brought the full force of her smile to bear upon his luckless head4 ,my dear little child1 she said1 go and clean your feet6 ,this1 vocally4 ,in mental reservation she remarked at the same time3 ,drat the little villain1 ,i've got to take him at last1 for she had heard of ,dodd and his exploits before she had been in her place a week4 ,i don't haf to1 returned the youth1 scraping a piece of black loam off his left boot with the toe of his right1 and rubbing the sticky lump into the floor4 ,but ,miss ,stone had faith in her training4 ,she hastily ran through all the precepts and maxims of ,froebel1 and also such others as his ,american followers have added by way of perfecting this highly wrought system1 but though she thought a great deal more rapidly than usual1 she found no rules and regulations duly made and provided for a case just like this4 ,for the first time in her life she realized that there was one thing in this world that even a ,german specialist1 backed up by ,st4 ,louis philosophy1 had not reached2 neither ,froebel nor his followers said a word about poking mud off one boot with the toe of the other1 nor of rubbing mud into the floor1 nor what to do with a saucy little boy who said defiantly1 ,i don't haf to4 ,had she been teaching in a large city she might have sent for the principal1 and he might have telephoned the superintendent1 who might have called a meeting of the ,board to consider the case1 and so overcome the dilemma2 but ,circleville had a school of only three rooms1 and the principal1 so called1 heard twenty-two recitations a day1 in his own room1 and had little time for anything else4 ,so there was no help from that quarter1 and for the time ,miss ,stone was dumb4 ,there is a tradition that her smile left her for a moment1 but the fact is not well authenticated and should not be too freely believed4 ,how long this teacher would have remained in her unfortunate condition it is impossible to tell1 for just at this instant ,esther ,tracy1 a motherly little soul1 aged seven1 who had been conscientiously trying for half an hour to see in how many different ways she could arrange four wooden tooth-picks upon the desk1 according to a modified form of ,froebel's canons1 as interpreted by ,miss ,stone1 took the ends of her fingers out from between her lips1 where she had thrust them during the moment of her doubt1 and raising her hand1 said3 ,please1 ,miss ,stone1 let me take ',dodd' and ,i'll take care of him4 ,without waiting for a reply1 she came forward1 took the boy by the hand and led him out of the room4 ,o1 ,nature1 ,nature6 ,how inexorable art thou6 ,as people are born1 so are they always1 and what do all our strivings to change thy decrees amount to8 ,esther ,tracy1 aged seven1 who had never heard of a ,theory and ,art of ,teaching1 and who scarce knew her letters2 indeed1 has put to shame ,miss ,elvira ,stone1 the handmade disciple of ,froebel and the ,st4 ,louis ,kindergarten system6 ,she knew what to do with ,dodd1 and ,miss ,stone didn't4 ,this was the success of one1 the failure of the other4 ,the principle obtains always4 ,,chapter ,,iii4 ,it was fully fifteen minutes before ,esther and ,dodd returned to the schoolroom4 ,it takes a large reserve force of both patience and scraping to make presentable such a specimen as ,dodd was on this memorable morning4 ,but when the two appeared again1 the boy's boots were clean1 and his hair was smoothed down1 while the book cover showed only a wet spot1 of deeper tint than the rest of the book1 in place of the black blot that had been so prominent a few minutes before4 ,the girl led the boy to a seat not far from hers and then returned to her own little desk4 ,while the children were out ,miss ,stone had time to collect her thoughts1 and she began at once to consider what she should do to amuse the child4 ,it had been a primary principle with those who constructed this female educator1 that the chief end of a primary teacher was to amuse the children placed under her charge4 ,this precept had been drilled into ,miss ,stone1 and nothing less than a charge of dynamite could have dislodged it4 ,she was taught that it was little less than wicked to impose tasks upon young shoulders2 that the pretty little birdies 7this always said with a smile7 enjoyed themselves1 hopping about in ,god's blessed sunlight1 and that it was ,nature's way to have her children happy4 ,happiness1 in this case1 seemed to mean doing nothing1 but simply being amused--a definition that finds general recognition among many1 there being those who dream of heaven as a place where they can be as everlastingly lazy as they choose1 through all eternity1 with the celestial choirs forever tooting soft music in the distance1 and streams of milk and honey flowing perpetually to their lips1 all for their amusement and delectation4 ,perhaps this last is the correct idea4 ,it might as well be confessed that on this point we are not well posted in this world1 though many profess to be4 ,the ,father will show us this some day1 as he will all else1 but till then we can wait4 ,but1 be the employment or enjoyment of heaven what it may1 it is evident that in this world a man or a child has something to do besides being amused4 ,we are all born destined for work1 rich and poor alike4 ,it is our reasonable service1 and the best thing we can do is to fit ourselves for the task1 from the very first4 ,not that our work shall be mere drudgery1 though it may be that and nothing more1 and1 even so1 be better than idleness or being amused2 but it is the fate of every soul born on earth to be called upon constantly to do things which it had rather not do1 just then1 anyhow1 and whenever such a condition exists1 work is the word that describes what has to be done4 ,it is the business of life to work4 ,the ,book has it that1 ,the ,father worketh hitherto4 ,even the new version has failed to reveal the phrase1 ,the ,father is amused1 and the ,master1 when a boy1 declared that he must attend to the business that lay waiting for him4 ,but the pedagogic preceptors of ,miss ,stone did not draw their system of education from so old a book as the one just referred to4 ,it is perhaps true1 also1 that ,german philosophy was evolved merely that people might be amused by it6 ,quietly she glided down the aisle1 her dress rustling along the seats1 and an odor of new mown hay exhaling from her clothing4 ,dodd hung his head as she approached--perhaps it was to dodge her smile--and waited developments4 ,what is your name1 my dear8 came from between the pursed-up lips4 ,doddridge ,watts ,weaver1 said the boy1 in a loud tone4 ,there was a titter all over the room4 ,the name was very odd1 and an oddity is always to be laughed at by the average person1 boy or man4 ,did you ever think of that1 my dear pedagogue2 you who would fain amuse children1 and yet will spit them upon the spear of public ridicule by asking them to tell their names out loud in public1 before all the rest of the boys and girls8 ,it is doubtful if any one ever likes to tell his name in public4 ,i have known old lawyers to blush when put upon the witness stand and obliged to tell their names to the court and jury1 all of whom had known them for the last fifty years6 ,if such is the effect on a dry old stump of a lawyer1 what must the effect be on a green1 sensitive child8 ,dodd heard the titter and it made him mad4 ,he was not to blame for the name1 and he felt that it was mean for the folks to laugh at him for what he couldn't help4 ,he cast an angry glance out of the corner of his eyes1 as if to say he would be even for this some day1 and then hung his head again4 ,that's a very pretty name1 said ,miss ,stone1 thinking by this thin compliment to amuse the boy4 ,tain't nuther6 returned the youth4 ,miss ,stone ventured no further in that line4 ,i am glad you have come to school1 and ,i hope you will be a very nice little boy1 because we all love nice little boys1 replied ,miss ,stone4 ,dodd glanced across the aisle to where sat a curled darling and wished be could pull his hair till he howled4 ,now here is something that will amuse you a little while1 ,i am sure1 pursued ,miss ,stone1 and she laid a handful of beans upon the desk4 ,the boy glanced up and giggled just a little--such a knowing giggle1 too1 as much as to say3 ,what do you take me for8 ,here's a go6 ,come to school to be amused with beans6 ,miss ,stone caught the glance1 and in her inmost soul knew all it meant1 and realized its full force2 but she checked the truth that she felt within her and proceeded by the card4 ,and why not8 ,was she not acting in accordance with the rules and regulations laid down by those who had fashioned her for this very work1 and were not these same warranted to keep in any climate1 and not to be affected by dampness or dry weather8 ,she had put her faith in a system and had paid for what she received2 and she didn't propose to be beaten out of her possession by any little white-headed son of a ,methodist preacher1 in a town of a thousand inhabitants4 ,she showed ,dodd how to divide the handful of beans into little bunches of three each1 and how to lay each pile by itself along the top of the desk1 and then left him to be amused according to the rule in such cases made and provided4 ,now it is admitted1 right here1 that beans are not a strictly ,kindergarten property--to bring a stage term into the schoolroom--but one seldom sees genuine ,kindergarten properties1 or hardly ever1 even in ,st4 ,louis1 and beans are so commonly used as above stated1 that it can hardly be the fault of the harmless vegetable that ,miss ,stone's plan did not succeed exactly as she wished it to4 ,the fact is1 ,dodd knew how to count before he went to school1 and could even add and subtract fairly1 as was shown by his doing errands at the store for his mother and counting the change which he brought back to her4 ,the bean business was therefore mere nonsense to him4 ,he turned up his nose at the inoffensive kidney-shaped pellets before him1 and his reverence for the dignity of the schoolroom and his faith in ,miss ,stone fell several degrees in a few minutes4 ,perhaps it would not have been so in ,boston4 ,in that city1 ,i am told1 the bean is held in such reverence by all grown-up people that one might well expect to see the quality descend to all children1 as a natural inheritance4 ,but ,circleville is not ,boston1 and there are thousands of other towns in these ,united ,states that are like ,circleville in this respect4 ,however1 ,dodd sat idly moving the beans about for some time4 ,he was quiet1 and gradually ,miss ,stone forgot him in the press of other thoughts4 ,to be plain1 she had recently joined an ,art ,club1 an organization composed of a few ladies in the little village1 women whose husbands were well-to-do1 and who1 being childless1 were restless and anxious to become developed4 ,miss ,stone was a member of this club1 and in a few days she was to read a paper on ,giunta ,pisano1 and his probable relation to ,cimabue1 and the subject was working her mightily1 for she was anxious to have her production longer than ,miss ,blossom's1 read at the last meet1 and to secure this was no small task4 ,she had been to the up-stairs room during recess and brought down the cyclopedia1 and1 happily1 had found a page and a half regarding ,giunta ,pisano therein1 which she was copying verbatim4 ,to be sure1 there was no word in it about ,cimabue1 or the relation of the one to the other1 but this was not taken into account4 ,there were plenty of words in the article1 and that was the chief end just then4 ,so ,miss ,stone was soon busy with her pen1 the index finger of her left hand noting the line in the cyclopedia which should be next transcribed4 ,the children whispered and played a good deal1 but she paid little heed4 ,there was little danger of visitors1 for no one visited schools in ,circleville 7how like all other towns it is in this respect67 and ,miss ,stone knew how to hustle classes through recitations and make time on a down grade just before dinner1 and so took her time at her task of writing up poor old ,giunta4 ,she was presently conscious1 however1 that something unusual was going on1 and on looking up1 found the eyes of the pupils fastened on ,dodd4 ,she ran down to his desk1 hoping to find the beans in order4 ,but alas for human expectations6 ,we are all so often doomed to disappointment6 ,not a bean was to be seen1 and ,dodd hung his head4 ,miss ,stone reached for his hands1 thinking he was hiding them there2 but his hands were empty4 ,she tried his pockets4 ,they yielded ample returns of such things as boys' pockets are wont to contain1 but no beans appeared4 ,miss ,stone was alarmed1 and she almost trembled as she asked3 ',dodd1' where are the beans8 ,the boy did not look up1 but with a kind of suppressed chuckle1 he muttered1 ,i've eat 'em all up6 ,,chapter ,,iv4 ,for some cause or other ,miss ,stone and ,dodd did not get on well together as their acquaintance progressed4 ,the boy was impulsive1 saucy1 rude1 and generally outrageous1 in more ways than can be told or even dreamed of by any one but a primary teacher who has become familiar with the species4 ,miss ,stone had no natural tact as a teacher1 no gift of ,god in this direction1 no intuition1 which is worth more than all precepts and maxims combined4 ,she knew how to work by rule1 as so many teachers do1 but beyond this she had little ability4 ,this to her credit1 however3 she did1 ultimately1 labor hard with the boy1 and tried her best to do something with him1 or for him1 or by him1 but all to little purpose4 ,it seemed to be ,dodd's special mission to knock in the head the pet theories of this hand-made school-ma'am4 ,she had him up to read on the afternoon of the first day of his attendance at school4 ,being but six years of age1 and having just entered school1 it was proper1 according to the regulations1 that he should enter the ,chart ,class4 ,so to the ,chart ,class he went4 ,the word for the class that day was girl1 and the lesson proceeded after the usual manner of those who hold to this method of teaching children to read4 ,a little girl was placed upon the platform 7the prettiest little girl in the class1 to be sure71 and the pupils were asked to tell what they saw4 ,they all answered in concert1 a girl2 and it is to be hoped that this answer1 thus given1 was duly evolved from their inner consciousness by a method fully in harmony with the principles of thought-development1 as laid down in the books1 and by ,miss ,stone's preceptors4 ,a picture girl was then displayed upon a card-board which hung against the wall4 ,there were many of these card-boards in the room1 all made by a book-concern that had some faith and a good deal of money invested in this particular way of teaching reading--all of which1 ,i am sure1 is well enough1 but the fact1 probably1 ought to be mentioned just here1 as it is4 ,the pupils were asked if the girl on the platform was the same as the one on the card-board1 and there was a unanimous opinion that they were not identical4 ,the analysis of differences was not pursued to any great length1 but enough questions were asked the children1 by ,miss ,stone1 to develop in them the thought that structurally and functionally the two objects1 designated by the common term1 were not the same6 ,when this diagnosis had been thoroughly mastered by the children1 a third member was added for their serious consideration1 ,miss ,stone having duly explained to the class that there is still another way to make us think girl4 ,you know1 she said1 we always think girl when we see ',lollie'--the little girl on the platform--and we always think girl when we see the picture2 but now you all watch me1 and ,i will show you one other way in which we may always be made to think girl4 ,then1 with much flourish of chalk1 ,miss ,stone printed ,,girl upon the board1 and proceeded to elucidate1 as follows3 ,now1 this that ,i have written upon the board is not ',lollie1' for she is on the platform yet2 nor is it the picture1 for that is on the card-board1 but it is the word 'girl1' and whenever ,i see it1 it makes me think girl4 ,now1 ',lollie' is the real girl1 on the card-board is the picture girl1 and on the blackboard is the word girl4 ,now1 who thinks he can take the pointer and point to the kind of girl ,i ask for8 ,several little hands went up1 but ,dodd's was not among them4 ,miss ,stone noticed this and was riled a little1 for she had tried doubly hard to do well1 just because this tow-head was in the class1 and now to have the little scamp repudiate it all was too bad4 ,she called on one and another of the children to point1 now to the real girl1 now to the picture girl1 now to the word girl1 and all went very nicely1 till finally she asked ,dodd to take the pointer and see what he could do4 ,but the boy made no motion to obey4 ,gently she urged him to try1 but he hung his head and would not budge4 ,why don't you want to try1 ',dodd8' asked the lady1 bending down over the child4 ,o fatal question6 ,quick as thought the lad replied1 as he raised his head3 ,coz1 ,i've knowed that always6 ,it is not the intention of this chronicle to pass judgment upon any system of teaching children to read4 ,this record does not concern itself with one system nor another4 ,but in the evolution of ,dodd1 ,miss ,stone used the word-method of the charts1 as before stated1 and using it just as she did1 she failed to reach the boy as she hoped to1 and her failure was very unfortunate for the child4 ,she was aware of this1 but she had not strength enough1 in her own right1 to change the result4 ,so it was that day after day went by1 and the antagonism between teacher and pupil grew4 ,the boy presently discovered that he could annoy ,miss ,stone mightily1 and he lost no opportunity to do what he could in this direction4 ,it was contrary to the creed taught this good woman to inflict corporal punishment upon any child1 and though ,dodd aggravated her almost to desperation1 and was malicious in his persecutions1 yet she kept her hands off him4 ,once or twice she tried some slight punishment1 such as making him sit on the platform at her feet1 or stand with his face in the corner1 but these light afflictions the boy counted as joyous rather than grievous1 and did as he chose more than ever4 ,he slyly unfastened one of ,miss ,stone's shoestrings one day1 when seated at her feet for penalty1 and laughed when she tripped in it as she got up2 and somehow or other1 he would always put the whole room in a turmoil whenever placed with his face to the wall4 ,dodd learned to read quite rapidly1 however1 having mastered his letters before he went to school1 and having spelled a good many words on signs and in newspapers4 ,before the end of the third week he had read his first reader through1 one way or another1 though he was still in the ,chart ,class1 and having once been through the book1 it lost many1 if not most1 of its charms for him thereafter4 ,but if his reader was so soon crippled for him1 what shall be said of the work of the ,chart ,class1 over which he went again and again1 always in substantially the same way8 ,it may be said1 and truthfully1 that there were some pupils in the class who1 even after going over and over the same lesson1 for days and days1 still did not master it1 and so the class was not ready to move on2 but it does not follow that therefore ,dodd was not ready to move on4 ,this did follow1 however1 according to ,miss ,stone's teaching1 and according to the system adopted by multitudes of teachers ,east1 ,west1 ,north1 and ,south4 ,i am well aware that there are teachers1 plenty of them1 whose spirits will rebel against the above insinuation1 so1 a word with you1 ladies and gentlemen4 ,the system used by ,miss ,stone may have worked well enough in some other hands1 but it should be remembered that it is not a system that can educate our children4 ,nor is it a system--any set of rules and formularies--that can make our schools1 any more than it is forms and ceremonies that make our churches4 ,these may all be well enough in their proper places1 but there is nothing1 absolutely nothing1 in them1 per se4 ,it is the righteousness of the ,scribes and ,pharisees in the one case1 and the dry bones of pedagogy in the other1 ,the evil arises1 in the schools as in the churches1 from believing and acting as if there were something in the system itself4 ,if human nature were a fixed quantity1 if any two children were alike1 or anywhere nearly alike1 if a certain act done for a child always brought forth the same result1 then it might be possible to form an absolute system of pedagogy1 as1 with fixed elements1 there is formed the science of chemistry4 ,but the quick atoms of spirit that manifest their affinities under the eye of that alchemist1 the teacher1 are far more subtle than the elements that go into the crucible in any other of ,nature's laboratories4 ,a chemist will distill for you the odor of a blown rose1 or catch and hold captive the breath of the morning meadow1 and do it always just the same1 and ever with like results4 ,but there is no art by which anything analogous can be wrought in human life4 ,here a new element comes in that entirely changes the economy of nature in this regard4 ,the individuality of every human soul is this new factor1 and because of it1 of its infinite variability--because no two atoms that are cast into the crucible of life are ever the same1 or can be wrought into character by the same means--because of this1 no fixed rules can ever be laid down for evolving a definite result1 in the realm of soul1 by never-varying means4 ,and this is where ,miss ,stone was at fault4 ,she had put her faith in a system1 a mill through which all children should be run1 and in passing through which each child should receive the same treatment1 and from which they should all emerge1 stamped with the seal of the institution1 uniformity4 ,this was the prime idea that lay at the foundation of ,miss ,stone's system of training--to make children uniform4 ,this very thing that ,god and ,nature have set themselves against--no two faces1 or forms1 or statures2 no two minds1 or hearts1 or souls being alike1 as designed by the ,creator1 and as fashioned by ,nature's hand--to make all these alike was the aim of the system under which ,dodd began to be evolved1 and with which he began to clash at once4 ,the boy was much brighter than most of the class in which he was placed4 ,the peculiarity of his own nature1 and his surroundings before entering school1 made him a subject for some special notice1 something more than the regular thing prescribed by the rules4 ,yet this he did not get1 and by so much as he did not1 by so much he failed to receive his proper due at this period of his life4 ,and this is a fault in any system1 or in any teacher who works exclusively by any card other than his or her own good sense1 as applied to each individual case4 ,it was not so much the means that ,miss ,stone tried upon ,dodd that were at fault1 as it was the way in which she applied them and the end she strove to reach by their use4 ,and for you1 my dear1 who are walking over the same road as the one just reported as traversed by ,miss ,stone1 look the way over and see how it is with you in these matters4 ,and do not content yourself1 either1 by merely saying1 ,but what are we going to do about it8 ,bless your dear life1 that is the very thing that is set for you to find out1 and as you hope for success here and a reward hereafter1 don't give up till you have answered the question4 ,neither can any one but yourself answer this question4 ,the experience of others may be of some help to you1 but the problem--and you have a new problem every time you have a new pupil--is only to be solved by yourself4 ,look over the history of the ,chart ,class1 over whose silly mumblings this boy was dragged till disgust took the place of expectancy1 then think of like cases that you have known1 and ask yourself what you are going to do about it4 ,it is true that classes are large1 that rooms are full1 that some pupils are severely dull1 and that it is a very hard thing to know what it is best to do2 but these things1 all of them1 do not excuse you from doing your best1 and from making that best1 in large measure1 meet the absolute needs of the child4 ,hic labor1 hoc opus est4 ,and for you1 who send your six-year-olds to school with a single book1 and grumble because you have to buy even so much of an outfit1 what are you going to do about it when your boy drains all the life out of the little volume1 in a couple of weeks or a month8 ,he knows the stories by heart1 and after that says them over1 day by day1 because he must1 and not in the least because he cares to4 ,what are you going to do about this8 ,it is largely your business4 ,you cannot shirk it and say that you send the boy to school1 and it is the teacher's business to take care of him4 ,that will not answer the question4 ,look the facts in the face1 and then do as well by your boy as you do by your hogs6 ,when they get cloyed on corn1 then you change their feed1 and so keep them growing1 even if it does cost twice as much to make the change2 and yet1 the chances are that when your boy is tired to death of the old1 old stories in his reader1 tales worn threadbare1 as they are drawled over and over in his hearing by the dullards of his class1 till his soul is sick of them1 even then you force him to go again and again over the hated pages1 till he will resort to rank rebellion to be rid of them6 ,and what are you going to do about it8 ,miss ,stone knew none of these things4 ,they were of little interest to her1 and she bothered her head but little about them4 ,but they were of interest to ,dodd ,weaver4 ,in the evolution of this young hopeful they played an important part4 ,they were hindrances to the boy at the very outset of his course in the public schools4 ,they begot in him habits and dislikes which it took years to efface1 and from which it is doubtful if he ever did fully recover4 ,there are multitudes in like case1 and what are we going to do about it8 ,,chapter ,v4 ,the severity of the duties1 pastoral and paternal1 that fell to the lot of ,elder ,weaver1 wore rapidly upon the constitution of that worthy gentleman1 and when ,dodd was nine years old his father found it necessary to retire from the pulpit1 for a year at least1 and1 as is usual in such cases1 he went to that refuge for fagged out ministers of all denominations1 the old homestead of his wife's parents4 ,from this rustic domicile he had led the youngest daughter1 a buxom bride1 ten years before2 to it he now returned with her and with seven small children besides4 ,an ambitious young man and a healthy young woman1 a decade before1 they came back to the threshold from which they had gone out1 he1 broken in spirit and as poor in purse as in purpose2 she1 worn and faded1 yet trying hard to seem cheerful as she came within the sunlight of the old home again4 ,the old people lengthened the cords and strengthened the stakes of their simple home1 and made the ,elder and his wife1 and the seven children 7seven devils1 an irreverent sister once called them in a burst of indignation at the state of affairs7 as comfortable as possible4 ,to be sure grandpa and grandma ,stebbins were old1 and it was long since there had been children in the house1 but they had enough and to spare in crib and pantry1 and they had lived sufficiently long in this world to accept the inevitable without a murmur4 ,but for all of that1 the children were a source of a good deal of annoyance to the old people1 especially until they were brought somewhat under subjection by the faithful hand of the old gentleman1 who found that he should have to stand up for his own in the premises or submit to the unendurable4 ,the first real climax occurred on the second day of the quartering of the family thus1 and ,dodd was the boy who brought matters to a focus4 ,the month was ,october1 and down in the yard1 a few feet from the bee-hives1 just beyond the shadow of the weeping-willow that stood near the well1 and along the row of gooseberry bushes under which the hens were wont to gather and gossip--standing on one leg and making their toilets meanwhile--there stood a barrel1 out of whose bung-hole protruded a black bottle turned bottom side up4 ,the barrel was filled with the best cider made that season1 a special run from apples that had been sorted out1 and from which every worm-hole and specked place had been cut by the thrifty hand of ,grandma ,stebbins4 ,this was for the family vinegar for the year1 and the cask was thus left in the sun duly to ripen its contents4 ,dodd had not been in the yard five minutes before his quick eye caught sight of this1 and his eager imagination transformed it into a horse in a twinkling4 ,he did this the more easily1 too1 because it was raised from the ground a foot or more1 being supported by blocks of wood which in the mind's eye of the boy did well enough for legs1 while a spicket1 protruding from one end1 below1 made a head for the animal1 which1 though small1 was available for bridling purposes4 ,it was the work of but a minute to jerk a string from his pocket1 bridle the beast1 and mount him for a ride4 ,dodd had but fairly started on this escapade1 however1 when his grandfather appeared in the yard and at once saw the danger that threatened his carefully garnered cider4 ,he quietly approached his little grandson1 and1 telling him that he could not permit him to play with the barrel1 began gently to lift him to the ground4 ,but against this the boy rebelled4 ,he clutched his little legs about the cask and held to his seat with all his might1 and when at last he was forced to yield1 he took the black bottle with him as a trophy4 ,his grandfather set him down and explained to him how the cider was turning to vinegar2 that if it was jarred it would spoil it1 and how the black bottle drew the sun4 ,but ,dodd heard little of all this1 and cared less1 even1 for what he did hear4 ,he was used to having his own way4 ,he wriggled and squirmed during the explanation1 and as soon as he was released1 he made straight for his coveted seat again1 even in the very face of the old gentleman1 and when his grandfather caught him once more and led him away somewhat rapidly1 he kicked the shins of his captor in a very malicious and wicked fashion1 and yelled lustily the while4 ,the old man took the boy to his mother and explained matters1 assuring ,dodd and the other children1 who stood about in a ring1 that they must in no case touch the cask in question1 and then left the room4 ,mrs4 ,weaver scolded her first-born roundly1 told him he was a very naughty boy1 and ended by taking from behind the clock a small and brittle switch--an auxiliary that she had made haste to provide herself with before she had been on the premises an hour1 and without which she felt that her family government would be but sounding brass and a tinkling cymbal--and striking ,dodd one or two slight strokes over his hips4 ,this was ,mrs4 ,weaver's way of training her children4 ,from ,dodd's earliest infancy he had been used to this sort of thing4 ,his mother believed in the maxim1 spare the rod and spoil the child1 and this was her method of endeavoring to fulfill both the spirit and the letter of the precept4 ,there was always a small1 brittle switch behind the clock1 and it was taken down numberless times each day1 only to make a child bawl for a minute1 as he was threatened or struck lightly with the harmless stick4 ,the usual result was that he went ahead and did the very thing he was forbidden to do4 ,dodd yelled lustily while his mother laid on1 though in truth he scarcely felt the blows1 and then sulked for the rest of the day1 teasing the other children and making life a burden to everybody and everything he came near4 ,it was the next day1 about two o'clock1 that the boy once more got into the yard and made straight for his coveted seat4 ,the fact is he had never given up his purpose to return at the first opportunity4 ,he fastened the bridle to the spigot and mounted in hot haste1 kicking his little heels into the bleached staves1 and plying the riding whip like a young fury4 ,the horse acted badly 7,dodd's horses always acted badly71 and he jerked smartly on the bridle rein to subdue him4 ,it was rare sport1 and the lad fairly reveled in it1 in his little heart defying those who had forbidden him this pleasure1 and glorying in his triumph4 ,but the way of sinners is as darkness1 they know not at what they stumble1 and ,dodd was destined to take a header forthwith4 ,the jerks on the reins drew the spigot from its place1 and the first he knew it was dangling in the air over the end of the barrel4 ,he leaned over1 fully to observe this fact1 and saw the cider shooting out in an amber stream and flooding all the ground4 ,hurray1 he yelled1 that's a bully waterfall6 and he thrust his whip into the stream to see it spatter1 hopping about meantime4 ,it was just at this instant that grandfather ,stebbins came out of the barn1 and1 hearing the shout of the boy1 looked over that way and took in the situation4 ,he was over seventy1 but he covered the ground from barn to barrel in most excellent time4 ,hi6 hi6 he shouted as he ran4 ,stop it up6 ,stop it up6 ,dodd saw the old man coming1 and realizing something of the situation1 he began to beat a retreat1 taking the spigot with him4 ,here6 you young ,benjamite 7,dodd was left-handed1 and the old gentleman was well posted in ,bible lore71 bring back that spigot4 ,but the boy ran like a white-head that he was1 and a race of several yards ensued before he was caught4 ,but the old man was wiry and was urged to his topmost speed by the press of the circumstances4 ,he caught ,dodd1 and collared him with a grip such as the boy had never before felt4 ,he dragged the young rogue back to the barrel in no gentle manner1 and thrust the plug into the hole1 saving a mere remnant that remained of the contents of the cask1 and then devoted himself to the little scamp whom he still held4 ,for a few times in a lifetime ,fortune puts into our hands the very thing we most want at the very time we most want it1 and this was one of the times when the fickle goddess favored the old man ,stebbins4 ,dodd had dropped the riding whip that he had been using1 beside the barrel1 and it lay where it fell4 ,it was a tough bit of rawhide1 hard-twisted1 and lithe4 ,the old man's hand caught it instinctively1 as if drawn to it by an irresistible attraction1 and before the young lawbreaker1 whom he held by the collar1 could say1 or think1 what doest thou8 he plied it so vigorously about his legs and back that the culprit thought for a moment that he had been struck by lightning4 ,he yelled from very pain for the first time in his life1 from such a cause1 and tried to find breath or words to beg for a respite1 but in vain1 for the blows fell thick and fast and they stung terribly1 every one4 ,i'll teach you1 the old man shouted as he laid on4 ,perhaps you think this is a little switch1 and that ,i shall only tickle you with it4 ,he paused a minute to let ,dodd catch up with the general line of thought1 in his somewhat distracted mind1 and while the youth danced about1 he proceeded4 ,young man1 ,i have got to teach you to mind6 ,i told you to keep away from this barrel and you paid no attention1 and now ,i'm going to whip you till you will pay attention6 ,at the words going to whip you ,dodd tried to find words to beg1 but they came too slowly1 and once more the old man wrapped the supple lash about the smarting understandings of his grandson4 ,it seemed to ,dodd as though his legs were fairly whipped off1 and as if the place for the general reception of the strokes had left him altogether2 as though he could not endure another blow1 but still the supply was unexhausted4 ,he fell limp to the ground1 and fairly roared for mercy4 ,it was the first time in his life that he had really yielded to any one1 but he never thought of that2 he only groaned and begged for reprieve4 ,the old man stopped when he felt that he had quite fulfilled his duty1 as he understood it1 and then spoke as follows to the boy1 who lay collapsed on the ground3 ,there1 my young man1 get up and go into the house1 and after this1 remember and do just exactly as ,i tell you4 ,that's all ,i want1 but that ,i must have1 and you must understand it4 ,i don't want to be cruel to you1 and ,i won't be1--but you must learn to mind1 and you had better learn it now than later4 ,don't you ever do again what ,i tell you not to do1 or ,i shall have to punish you even harder than this6 ,dodd rubbed his stinging legs and wondered if there was anything beyond what he had suffered4 ,he staggered to his feet and went to the house as limp as a rag4 ,he did not seek his mother1 but went straight up stairs and threw himself upon the bed in the back room1 where he cried for half an hour1 and finally fell asleep4 ,as for the old gentleman1 he went back to the barn all in a tremble1 his hands shaking like an aspen and his heart in a flutter4 ,he busied himself here and there for a few minutes1 but finally broke down completely and retired in to the granary1 where be fell upon his knees1 and with penitential tears besought the ,lord to forgive him if he had done wrong1 and to help him1 in his last years1 to keep the devil out of his heart and life4 ,he prayed for the boy too1 and asked the ,god in whom he trusted to lead him in the right way as he grew out of youth into manhood4 ,and then he rose from his knees refreshed1 and went about his business4 ,his heart was somewhat heavy1 but he reviewed the whole situation and concluded that he had done the best thing1 and so was content4 ,he knew that he had not maimed the child in any way1 but had only caused him to suffer intense pain for a time1 a sensation which would soon pass away1 but the memory of which1 and the dread of a repetition of which1 he trusted1 would endure for a lifetime4 ,at five o'clock he came into the house2 and finding ,dodd in fair good humor1 playing with the children in the kitchen1 he asked him to go with him and fetch the cows for milking4 ,the boy was off for his hat in an instant1 and a moment later the two were seen1 hand in hand1 going down the lane that led to the pasture4 ,they chatted pleasantly as they went along4 ,they even referred freely to the affair of three hours before4 ,the old gentleman read him no terrible lesson as to his depravity1 and his probable end of life upon the gallows if he persisted in so headstrong and wilful a course4 ,the story of the forty she bears he did not repeat to the youth1 and no reference was made to the awful death of ,jack ,ketch4 ,he was too shrewd an observer of human nature to present anything as attractive as these things to the imagination of his grandson6 ,tell a boy like ,dodd that he is on the high road to ruin1 the prison1 or the rope1 and the chances are that you puff him up with pride at his own achievement1 or fill him with ambition to see the end of his own career carried out in this line4 ,but grandpa ,stebbins gave ,dodd none of this4 ,he simply told him that it was the best thing for everybody that he should mind4 ,he reviewed the facts regarding the waste of the cider1 and showed him how bad he had been in doing as he had done1 and why he was bad4 ,the boy offered no word of remonstrance1 but1 on the contrary1 acknowledged his fault1 and assured his grandfather that he would remember in future4 ,with a light heart he ran for the cows1 which were taking a farewell feed along the banks of the brook that ran across the pasture1 and it was with a genuine pride that he headed them for home1 especially one contrary heifer1 that preferred to have her own way and not obey his command4 ,he ran after her with much spirit1 and was quite delighted when he forced her to do his bidding4 ,and for you1 good people1 who do not believe in this sort of thing1 what about this case8 ,it is a hard case1 no doubt4 ,there is no pleasing feature in its early stages1 but does not its outcome warrant all its ugly phases8 ,grant that it is all old fashioned2 that to you it seems silly for the old man to go alone and pray after trouncing the boy1 or that you fear the boy's will was broken by this episode1 yet review the facts in their entirety1 and see if there is not a good in them that you are wont to overlook4 ,the punishment was harsh1 but it was just such as ,dodd ,weaver had been needing for a long time1 and the only thing that could reach him just then4 ,it would have been a crime to treat in like manner a gentle little girl with a sweet disposition1 but was it a crime in the case of ,dodd8 ,and if not a crime in ,dodd's case1 why in other cases like his8 ,and if the punishment was right1 inflicted by the hand of the grandfather1 why not by the hand of the teacher who shall have occasion to resort1 even to this1 to put a boy into the right way8 ,i do not mean a cold-blooded whipping1 inflicted by a ,principal for a trifling transgression of a rule in some department of school1 under one of the assistant teachers1 but a retribution1 swift1 sure1 and terrible1 that is inflicted by the person against whom the wrong is done1 and which falls upon the willful transgressor to keep him from doing so again4 ,for this is the mission of penalty1 to keep the wrong-doer from a repetition of his wrong doing4 ,dodd ,weaver was a wrong-doer1 and under the treatment he was receiving from his parents1 and had received from ,miss ,stone1 he was waxing worse and worse with each recurring day4 ,this was really more unfortunate for him than for the people whom he annoyed by his lawlessness4 ,there was no likelihood of his correcting the fault by his own will1 nor could persuasion lead him to reform1 this having been worn to rags by ,miss ,stone1 till the boy laughed to scorn so gentle an opposition to his bad actions4 ,but over all these misfortunes and follies alike came the lively thrashing of grandpa ,stebbins1 and brought the boy to a realizing sense of the situation4 ,the young sinner found himself suddenly confronted with the penalty of his sin1 and when he found that this penalty was really extreme suffering1 he made up his mind that it was something worth looking out for4 ,to be sure1 it was not a high motive to right action1 but it was a motive that led to better deeds on the part of ,dodd ,weaver1 and as such is worthy a place in this record4 ,there was one man and one thing in the world that be had learned to have a decent respect for1 and that was a new acquisition at this period of his life4 ,so long as grandpa ,stebbins lived1 he and ,dodd were fast friends1 and when1 years after1 the old man went to his reward1 there was no more genuine mourner that stood about his grave than the hero of these adventures4 ,quarrel with the theory of corporal punishment as much as you choose1 beloved1 but when you get a case like ,dodd's1 do as well by it as grandpa ,stebbins did by him--if you can4 ,,chapter ,,vi4 ,the ,fall ,school in deestrick number four had been in session for more than a month when the ,weavers moved into the country and came within its jurisdiction4 ,preparations were at once made to increase its numbers1 if not its graces1 to a very perceptible extent1 from out of the bosom of the ,weaver homestead2 for1 as the youngest twins were now five past1 they were held by the inexorable logic of rural argumentation to be in their sixth year1 and so to come within the age limit of the school law1 and entitled to go to school and draw public money4 ,besides1 ,old ,man ,stebbins owns nigh onter six eighties in the deestrick1 an' pays more school tax nor ary other man in ,dundas township1 an' it hain't no more nor fair 'at ef he wants to send the hull family1 he orter be 'lowed ter1 coz he hain't sent no one ter school fur more 'n ten year1 only one winter1 when ,si ,hodges done chores fer him fer his board1 an' went ter school1 explained old ,uncle ,billy ,wetzel to a company of objecting neighbors1 as they all stood together by a hitching post in front of the church1 waiting for meetin' to take up1 whittling and discussing local affairs meantime4 ,so the five young ,weavers1 headed by ,dodd1 became members of the fall school in deestrick four1 ,dundas township1 and were marched off for the day1 five times a week1 with dinner for the crowd in a wooden dinner pail1 which was the special care of twins number one4 ,this laxity regarding twins number two would have been rebuked in a city where there is a superintendent kept on purpose to head off such midgets as these1 who creep in under the legislative gates that guard the entrance to the road to learning1 but no such potentate held sway in ,dundas township1 so the little bow-legged pair went to school unmolested and began1 thus early1 the heavy task of climbing the hill of knowledge1 starting on their hands and knees4 ,is it1 or is it not1 better so8 ,amos ,waughops 7pronounced ,wops1 but spelled ,w-a-u-g-h-o-p-s1 such is the tyranny laid upon us by those who invented the spelling of proper names1 and who have upon their invention the never-expiring patent of custom71 had charge of the school that fall4 ,he had been hired for six months1 beginning the last week in ,august4 ,school was begun thus early for the sake of getting an extra week of vacation during the ,indian summer days of ,november1 when the school would close for a while to give the boys and girls a chance to help through corn-shucking1 and still get in days enough in the school year to be sure to draw school money4 ,amos had but one reason for being a school teacher1 and that was1 he was a cripple4 ,like the uncouth ,richard1 he had been sent into the world but half made up1 and a club foot1 of immense proportions1 rendered locomotion so great a task that he was compelled1 per force1 to choose some occupation by which he could earn a living without the use of his legs4 ,he had been endowed by nature with what is commonly known as a good flow of language4 ,he learned to talk when very young and his tongue once started1 its periods of rest had been few4 ,from a youth he was noted for his ability to argy4 ,he was the hero of the rural debating society and would argue any side of any question with any man on a moment's notice4 ,if the question happened to be one of which he had never heard and concerning which he knew nothing1 such a condition did not embarrass him in the least2 he would begin to talk and talk fluently by the hour1 if need be1 till his opponent would succumb through sheer exhaustion4 ,he had been to school but little1 and had not profited much by what instruction he had received while there4 ,it was an idea early adopted by him that a self-made man was the highest type of the race1 and to him a self-made man was one who worked like the original ,creator--made everything out of nothing and called it all very good4 ,so it was that1 being ignorant1 despising both books and teachers1 and yet being able to talk glibly1 he came to the conclusion that words were wisdom1 and a rattling tongue identical with a well-stored mind--a not uncommon error in the genus under the glass just now4 ,i am sure ,i shall be pardoned1 too1 if ,i still further probe in this direction1 and unfold a little more the nature of the circumstances that had to do with the evolution of ,dodd while he went to school to ,amos ,waughops1 in deestrick four4 ,as the plot unfolds1 and it shall appear what kind of a pupil-carpenter ,amos really was1 you may wonder how it happened that such a blunderer ever got into that workshop1 the school room1 and had a chance to try his tools on ,dodd4 ,wait a minute1 and verily you shall find out about this4 ,he was the orphan nephew of two farmers in the district1 men who had taken turns in caring for him during his childhood4 ,these men were school directors and had been elected to their positions for the very purpose of getting ,amos to teach the fall-and-winter school4 ,this had further been made possible by the fact that two winters before the young man had got religion1 and his friends in the church had an eye on him for the ministry4 ,to work him toward this goal they had resolved that he1 being poor1 should teach their school to fill his purse2 and so glorify ,god through the school fund1 and his uncles had been chosen directors to that end4 ,hush6 ,don't say a word6 ,the thing is done1 time and again1 all over the country6 ,the matter had been set up for the year before1 but the examiner of teachers had vetoed the plan by refusing a certificate to teach to the young man who talked so much and knew so little4 ,this official had asked the candidate1 when he came for examination1 to add together #b_/c1 #c_/d1 #e_/f1 and #g_/h1 whereupon he wrote3 ,since you cannot reduce these fractions to a common denominator1 ,i adopt the method of multiplying the numerators together for a new numerator1 and the denominators together for a new denominator#baj_/egf6 ,this1 reduced to the greatest common divisor1 or1 add numerators and denominators#ag_/ba6 ,please do not think that ,i am jesting1 for ,i have copied this quotation verbatim from a set of examination papers that lie before me as ,i write1 papers that were written before the very face and eyes of an examiner in this great ,state of ,illinois1 by a bona fide candidate for a certificate1 on the #afth day of ,december1 in the year of grace1 #ahge2 the man who wrote them being over thirty years of age and having taught school for more than half a decade6 ,this is a truthful tale1 if nothing else4 ,so ,amos did not teach the first year that his friends and relations wanted him to4 ,his friends and relations1 however1 had their own way about it after all1 for they met and resolved that it should be ,amos or nobody1 and they got the latter4 ,that is1 they asked the examiner to send them a teacher if he would not let them have the one they wanted4 ,the examiner asked them what they would pay for a good teacher and they replied1 ,twenty dollars a month6 ,the poor man sent them the best he had for that money1 but it was of so poor a quality that it could ill stand the strain put upon it by the wrangling and angered patrons of deestrick four1 and it broke down before the school had run a month4 ,this year they had tried the same thing again1 and the examiner1 in sheer despair1 gave them their way1 as perhaps the lesser of two evils4 ,if any one thinks this an unnatural picture1 please address1 stamp enclosed1 any one of the one hundred and two county superintendents of schools in ,illinois1 and if you don't get what you want to know1 then try ,iowa1 or ,ohio1 or ,pennsylvania1 or even the old ,bay ,state4 ,the quality is largely distributed1 and specimens can be picked up in almost any locality where it is made possible by the system that permits such a condition4 ,this was the teacher to whom ,dodd came on an ,october morning1 just preceding his ninth birthday4 ,amos had heard much of ,elder ,weaver and had boasted not a little of how he would out argy him the first lick he got at him1 and he gazed on these small scions of so notable a stock with a feeling that the contest had already begun4 ,he put the children into their seats somewhat gruffly when they appeared1 as if resolved to paralyze his antagonist from the first4 ,dodd had learned to read by this time1 in spite of the hindrance imposed by ,miss ,stone in the chart class4 ,indeed1 the only redeeming feature in his career as a pupil up to date1 was his natural love for reading4 ,the child had a fondness for this art1 a genius for it1 if you will1 which triumphed over all obstacles1 and asserted itself in spite of all attempts to cripple it1 or to bring it down to the level of his more limited attainments1 or to raise these lesser powers to a line with his special gift4 ,and in this respect1 too1 ,dodd was like other children1 or other children are like ,dodd4 ,most of these individualities have special things that they can do ever so much better than they can do some other things4 ,why not put them at the things that they can do best1 and help them on in this direction1 instead of striving to press them down from the line of their special genius1 and up from the line of their mediocrity1 so as to have them on one common level1 as some would fain have all the world8 ,as said1 ,dodd had a special genius for reading4 ,when he began to go to school to ,amos this fact appeared at once1 and it speedily became a casus belli between the two1 for ,amos was a blockhead with a reading book1 and the boy put him terribly to shame before all the school4 ,he could talk1 but he could not read4 ,dodd had come to school with a sixth reader4 ,it was a world too wide for his small attainments1 with its quotations from ,greek and ,latin orators1 ,webster1 ,clay1 ,hastings1 et al41 but it was the only reader of the series used in ,amos's school that grandma ,stebbins could find in the carefully saved pile of old school books that were housed in the garret1 the residuum of former school generations4 ,so1 with a sixth reader1 the boy went to school4 ,this is the common way of supplying children with school books in the rural districts4 ,he brought1 also1 an arithmetic and a speller1 but as his knowledge of the first branch only reached to that part of it which lies on the hither side of the multiplication table1 and as ,webster is the chief speller used by children in country schools1 and he could not go estray in that point1 these facts need not be emphasized4 ,as he brought a sixth reader1 to the sixth reader class he went4 ,this also is common in schools of this class4 ,it is not supposed to be by those who talk learnedly before the legislature about grading the country schools1 and all that1 but it is the way things are done in the country1 as any one will find who will take the pains to go into the country and find out4 ,it is understood by the patrons that it is the teacher's business to put the pupil to work with the books that he brings with him1 and in putting ,dodd into the sixth reader ,amos only did as the rest do in this regard1 that is all4 ,this class was made up of four pupils1 two boys and two girls1 tall1 awkward creatures1 who went to the front of the room twice a day and read in a sing-song tone out of two books which were the joint possession of the quartette4 ,the girls used always to stand in class with their arms around each other and their heads leaned together1 as they swayed back and forth and rattled over the words of the page2 and the boys leaned back against the wall1 usually standing on one leg and sticking the other foot up on the wall behind them4 ,dodd was a pigmy beside these1 but he read better than any of them1 and soon convinced ,amos that he1 ,dodd1 must be taken down a peg1 or he1 ,amos1 would find himself looked down upon by his pupils1 who would see him worsted by this stripling4 ,he strove to nettle the boy in many ways1 but ,dodd bore the slings and arrows with a good deal of fortitude1 and seemed to avoid a clash4 ,the experience with his grandfather had had a very softening effect upon him1 and he was slow to forget the lesson4 ,he tried to be good1 and did his best for many weeks4 ,but ,amos could ill endure the condition into which affairs were drifting4 ,every day the boy improved in his reading1 till it got so that whenever he read all the school stopped to listen4 ,this the teacher felt would not do1 and besides this1 he had met the parson1 and argyed with him once1 and it was the popular verdict that he had not come out ahead in the encounter4 ,all of which tended to make him bear down on ,dodd1 till finally he resolved that he would have a row with the boy and that it should be in the reading class4 ,do not start at this1 beloved4 ,the thing has been done multitudes of times1 not only in the country1 but in the city as well1 and many a child has been made to suffer for the sake of satisfying grudges that existed between teachers and parents4 ,so ,amos was bound to settle with ,dodd4 ,he watched his chance1 and along in early winter he found what he was looking for4 ,the reading class was on duty1 and ,dodd was leading1 as he had for several months4 ,the lesson for the day was ,the ,lone ,indian1 and related the woes of that poor savage1 who1 in old age1 returned to the hunting grounds of his young manhood1 only to find them gone1 and in their places villages and fenced farms4 ,he leaned against a tree1 the narrative continued1 ,dodd reading it in a sympathetic tone1 being greatly overcome by the story1 and gazed upon the landscape that he had once known so well4 ,he paused suddenly1 and a tear or two fell on his book4 ,stop6 exclaimed ,amos ,waughops1 brandishing a long stick which he always carried in his right hand and waved to and fro as he talked to the children1 as though he were a great general1 in the heat of battle1 swinging his sword and urging his men to the charge1 ,what are you crying about8 ,eh8 ,look up here6 ,look up1 ,i say6 ,do you intend to mind me8 ,the boy's eyes were full of tears1 but he looked up as he was bidden and fixed his eyes on ,amos4 ,this was worse than ever1 and the teacher was more angry than before4 ,see here1 ,i'll ask you a question1 if you are so mighty smart4 ,the book says that the ,indian 'leaned against the tree4' ,now1 what is meant by that8 ,the question was so sudden and so senseless that ,dodd essayed no answer4 ,this was ,amos's opportunity4 ,he waved his stick again--the same being one of the narrow slats that had been torn from one of the double seats in the room1 a strip of wood two inches wide1 an inch thick1 and nearly four feet long--and swinging it within an inch of the boy's nose1 he shouted again3 ,the book says that the ,indian leaned against a tree4' ,what does that mean8 ,answer me6 and again he made the passes and swung the slat4 ,i don't know1 answered ,dodd1 just a little frightened4 ,it was a little1 but it was enough4 ,amos felt that he had ,parson ,weaver on the hip and he hastened to make the most of his advantage4 ,do you mean to say that you don't know what it is to lean against a tree8 ,why1 where was you raised8 ,what kind o' folks hev you got8 ,your old man must be mighty smart to raise a boy as big as you be1 an' not learn him what it means to lean ag'in' a tree4 ,it was a savage thrust and it drew blood from the boy4 ,my dad may not be very smart1 he retorted1 fully forgetting the lone ,indian1 but he's got gall enough to pound the stuffin' out o' such a rooster as you be4 ,there was a sensation in the little school room1 a dead pause1 so still that the little clock on the desk seemed to rattle like a factory1 as it hit off the anxious seconds of the strife it was forced to witness4 ,this speech of ,dodd's was almost too many for ,amos4 ,it smote him in his weakest part1 and for a moment he was daunted1 but he rallied1 and with a few wild brandishes of the slat he felt that he was himself again1 and once more led on to the fray4 ,see here1 young man1 you mustn't talk to me like that6 ,don't you give me none of your ,methodist lip 7,amos was not a ,methodist1 and1 though a candidate for the ministry1 he cordially hated all outside his own denomination71 or ,i'll make you wish you'd never saw deestrick four4 ,now tell me what it means to 'lean ag'in' a tree1' and he glared at the boy and waved the slat again4 ,why1 it means to lean up against it1 returned ,dodd1 who was bound to do his best4 ,that's what ,i think it means2 what do you think it means8 ,the tables were turned1 and ,amos almost caught his breath at the dilemma4 ,what do ,i think it means8 he retorted2 what do ,i think it means8 ,why1 it means--it means--it means what it says2 that he leaned ag'in' the tree1 that is1 that he assumed a recumbent posture ag'in' the tree6 ,it was a bold stroke1 but ,amos felt that it had brought him safely over4 ,recumbent posture was not a vile phrase1 and he patted himself on the back1 though he puffed a little at the exertion it cost him to hoist the words out of himself4 ,but it was ,dodd's turn next4 ,quick as thought he retorted3 ,well1 that ain't half so easy as what the book says4 ,the school giggled4 ,amos lost all control1 and1 starting toward ,dodd1 he shouted3 ,i'll whip you1 you little devil1 if it's the last thing ,i ever do4 ,but ,dodd was too quick for him4 ,he shot down the room like an arrow1 and out at the open door1 and was off like a deer4 ,with his club foot1 ,amos ,waughops was no match for the boy with his nimble legs1 and1 flushed and beaten1 the gabbler hobbled back to his desk4 ,he looked toward the twins1 all four of them1 as if to wreak his vengeance on them1 but he somehow felt that they were foemen unworthy of his steel1 and forebore4 ,as for ,dodd1 it was his last day of school with ,amos ,waughops4 ,even the persuasion of his grandfather1 for whom he had the greatest reverence1 was insufficient to get him into the school house again that winter4 ,he learned to do many things on the farm1 and helped in out-of-door work in all the coldest days1 suffering much from cold and storm1 but all this he bore cheerfully rather than meet ,amos ,waughops and the slat again4 ,under these circumstances his parents did not force him to school1 and who shall say they did wrong by letting him stay at home and work8 ,long suffering reader1 you may frown at the introduction of this unfortunate man1 ,amos ,waughops1 into the thread of this story1 but ,i can't help it if you do4 ,i am telling the story of ,dodd just as it is1 and ,i can't tell it at all unless ,i tell it that way4 ,you may not like ,mr4 ,waughops2 you may not like his way of teaching school2 you may say that ,i am cruel to harp on facts to the extent of intimating that the mere misfortune of being a cripple is not reason enough for being a school teacher2 but ,i can't help this either1 because it is true1 and we all know it is4 ,we lift up our eyes and behold the educational field all white for the harvest and even among the few laborers that are working1 we see a large per cent of bungling reapers who trample under foot more grain than they gather1 and whose pockets are full of the seeds of tares1 which they are sowing gratis for next year's crop1 as they stumble about4 ,i am sure ,i pity a cripple as much as any one can1 but children have rights that even cripples should be made to respect1 and no man or woman has a right in the schoolroom merely from the fact of physical inability to work at some more muscular calling4 ,i know there are many most excellent teachers who are bodily maimed1 and whose misfortune seems to enhance their devotion to their profession and their success therein1 but there are a multitude besides who are in the school room solely because they are the victims of misfortune1 and for them there is little excuse to be made4 ,amos ,waughops was a factor in the evolution of ,dodd ,weaver1 and his like are found by the quantity in the rural schools of this and other ,states4 ,we have had enough of them4 ,it is all right for us to be kind and charitable to unfortunate people1 but let us be careful whose money and means we are charitable with4 ,when the ,state took charge of the schools it removed them from the realm of charitable institutions1 though some people are very unwilling to acknowledge the fact1 and it is a very common thing for the public funds to be still used indirectly for charitable purposes4 ,they are so used on fellows like ,amos ,waughops and his cognates of the other sex4 ,it is an abomination4 ,,chapter ,,vii4 ,the white drifts of winter grew gray and then turned black under the ,march sun that melted them down and drained off their soluble parts1 leaving only a residuum of mud along fences and hedges where1 a few days before had been shapely piles of snow4 ,april came with its deluges of rain that washed the earth clean and carried off the riffraff of the previous season1 making ready for another and more bountiful harvest4 ,what a thrifty housekeeper nature is6 ,dodd still stayed away from school1 and through slush and mud and drenching rain worked like a little man4 ,the fact is1 he had secretly made up his mind never to go to school again1 a conclusion that it is no particular wonder he had reached after his experience with ,amos ,waughops1 as just chronicled4 ,he observed that his ready work met the approval of both of his parents and grandparents1 and he quietly hoped that they would let him alone and permit him to stay out of school so long as he continued to make himself useful on the farm4 ,he said nothing about this1 however4 ,his training had not been such as to inspire confidence between himself and his parents1 and already he had begun to think1 plan and act for himself1 unaided by their counsel or advice4 ,nor is it an uncommon thing for many well-meaning and well-wishing parents thus to isolate their children from the holy of holies of their hearts and force them out into the desert of their own inexperience1 to die there alone1 or compel them to seek help from the heathenish crowd that is always camped around about within easy reach of such wandering ones4 ,how is it in your own household1 beloved8 ,look it up1 if you dare to6 ,but one day when the boy and his grandfather were burning corn stalks in the field1 making ready for plowing1 the old gentleman broached the subject of school to ,dodd1 and1 by dint of much persuasion1 gained his reluctant consent to brave once more the trials of the school room and out himself again under the guidance of a teacher4 ,a week later ,dodd made his third venture in the legalized lottery of licensed school teachers4 ,he had drawn blanks twice and he was more than suspicious of the enterprise4 ,he had no faith in it whatever4 ,but the counterfeit always presupposes the genuine1 and the same system that includes such specimens as ,miss ,stone and ,amos ,waughops in its wide embrace1 enfolds also thousands who are the worthiest of men and women4 ,after all1 ,virtue is on top in this mundane sphere2 if it were not so1 this old planet would have gone to ruin long ago4 ,let us look up6 ,amy ,kelly bad been awarded the contract to teach the spring and summer school in district four1 ,dundas township1 on this particular year1 and with timid1 anxious steps she had walked six miles the first ,monday morning of the term to take charge of her pupils4 ,it was her first school1 and she was worried about it1 as folks usually are about almost anything that is new to them and concerning which they are conscientious4 ,some people never are worried1 though4 ,they are born in a don't-care fashion2 they absorb the principle from the first1 and it never wears out4 ,others are anxious to begin with1 but grow careless as they grow familiar with their surroundings4 ,others are always anxious4 ,they never do so well that they do not hope to do better next time1 and they would almost decline heaven if they felt it to be a place where they must forever remain as they are4 ,amy ,kelly was of the pattern last described4 ,as her name indicates1 she was ,irish4 ,her father and mother came from the old sod before she was born1 and they had won their way up from working at day's wages to being the owners of a snug farm1 which was well stocked and thriftily kept4 ,they spoke their native tongue to each other when in the secret recesses of their home1 and talked with their children and the neighbors in a brogue so deeply accented that it would be useless for them ever to claim to be ,scotch-,irish1 had they wished to make such pretensions--which they did not4 ,indeed1 these people would have been called very ,irish by the average observer4 ,the old gentleman had red hair and only allowed his beard to grow about his neck1 under his chin2 wore a strap around his wrist1 and smoked a short clay pipe4 ,his wife was stout and somewhat red-faced1 and in summer a stray caller would be likely to find her at work in petticoat and short gown1 her rather large feet and ankles innocent of shoes or stockings4 ,but she was a good housekeeper1 for all of these things4 ,no better butter than hers ever came to market1 and her heart was warm and true1 even if it did beat under a rather full form and beneath a coarsely woven garment4 ,she had a cheery voice and a pleasant disposition1 loved her husband devotedly1 was proud of her family1 both on account of its numbers and the health1 brightness and good looks of her progeny2 and her good deeds toward her neighbors1 together with her general thrift and good nature1 made her a great favorite in all the country-side4 ,such was the family from which this young school miss was sprung4 ,the girl was just eighteen when she went to her new work4 ,she had received most of her education in a similar school1 in a neighboring district1 where she had always led her classes1 but had spent two winters in a ,state ,normal ,school4 ,she was a trim body1 compactly built1 had black hair and eyes1 and a fresh1 rosy complexion that is so characteristic of her class4 ,she could ride a fractious horse1 milk1 sew1 knit and cook1 and had followed the plow more than one day2 while during harvest and corn-husking she had many a time made a hand4 ,from this cause she was strong and well knit in all her frame1 a perfect picture of young womanly health and rustic beauty4 ,she had a soft1 sweet voice and spoke without the slightest trace of a brogue1 so surely does a single generation ,americanize such people1 and was very modest and retiring in her manners4 ,like her parents1 she was a devout ,catholic4 ,it was hardly seven o'clock on an ,april morning when this girl unlocked the schoolhouse door at the end of her long walk and let the fresh spring breeze blow into its interior4 ,it was a small building1 with one door1 opening to the south1 and six windows1 two on each of three sides1 all darkened with tight board shutters4 ,she threw all these open and raised the sashes for a fuller sweep of the air1 for the school-roomish smell was stifling to one accustomed to wholesome1 out-of-door air4 ,as soon as she felt free to take a long breath she began to examine the room in which she was to go to work4 ,the floor was filthy beyond description4 ,there was a hill of dry tobacco quids on the floor under the teacher's desk1 historical relics of the reign of ,amos ,waughops1 and equally disgusting debris scattered all over the room1 special contributions of the free ,american citizens of deestrick four1 who had held an election in the house a few days previous4 ,moreover1 the desks were1 many of them1 smeared with tallow on the top1 patches of grease that told of debating societies1 singing schools1 and revival meetings of the winter before--blots that ,amos had never thought of trying to remove4 ,the stovepipe had parted and hung trembling from the ceiling1 while the small blackboard in the corner was scrawled all over with rude and indecent figures1 the handiwork of the electors aforesaid4 ,pray do not think ,i have painted this picture in too high colors1 you fastidious ones1 who dwell in fine houses and live in towns and have never seen sights like these4 ,i have not4 ,there are thousands of just such schoolhouses in this and every other ,state in the ,union1 that open on an ,april morning just as this one did4 ,it is a great pity that it is so1 but so it is4 ,i wish it were otherwise4 ,but it isn't1 and ,i sometimes wonder if it ever will be6 ,amy took in the situation at a glance and resolved what to do forthwith4 ,there was a house a quarter of a mile down the road1 and thither she bent her sprightly steps4 ,fifteen minutes later she returned with two buckets1 a scrubbing brush1 a broom and a mop4 ,she rolled up her sleeves1 disclosing an arm that you well might envy1 my dear1 you who delight in the display of such charms in parlor or ball room--charms which no cosmetics can rival--turned up the skirt of her neat calico dress1 and pinned it behind her supple waist1 donned a large coarse apron that she had borrowed with the rest of her outfit1 and was ready for work4 ,she righted the stovepipe--without swearing--and built a brisk fire4 ,then she began to scrub4 ,she had worked an hour1 when she heard a voice and footsteps1 and a moment later ,dodd and the young ,weavers darkened the door4 ,good morning6 she exclaimed1 pausing a moment in her work and brushing back her hair with her arm1 as she raised her flushed face1 which was covered with a dew of perspiration2 you had better put your dinner pail out by the well1 and then you can play in the yard a while1 till ,i get the house cleaned up a little1 and again she turned to her scrubbing4 ,dodd stood in the door and looked at the girl in amazement4 ,this was a new phase of the school teacher1 sure enough4 ,he thought of ,miss ,stone and wondered bow she would look1 down on her knees and scrubbing1 as this girl was4 ,he stood in the door for some minutes1 till1 finally1 ,amy arose and started to carry out a pail of dirty water and bring in a fresh one in its place4 ,as she neared the boy he stepped to one side and let her pass1 looking up into her face as she went by4 ,she returned his glance and smiled1 and ,dodd answered back with something akin to a blush1 though the expression was such a stranger to his face that the superficial observer might have failed correctly to classify it at first sight4 ,amy threw the water out1 far into the road1 and went to the well1 ,dodd saw where she was going1 and1 running to the pump1 he seized the handle and began pumping vigorously4 ,thank you1 said ,amy1 when the bucket was filled2 ,i hardly think you can carry the pail so full1 she added1 as ,dodd proceeded to grasp the pail with both hands to carry the water to the house4 ,better let me help you1 she continued1 taking hold of one side4 ,there1 so2 now we'll carry it together1 and1 one on either side of the bucket1 they went into the house again4 ,it may safely be said that the brief space of time occupied in going from the well to the school room1 carrying half of that pail of water1 was the proudest moment yet experienced by the hero of this story4 ,for the first time in his life the spirit of chivalry arose in his bosom1 and though the act he performed in response to its promptings was a very simple and menial one1 yet it was enough to stir all the pulses of his boyish nature and to make of him1 for the time being1 such a little man as he had never before dreamed of being4 ,it is ,william ,shakspeare1 ,i think1 who has it-- ,from woman's eyes this doctrine ,i derive1 ,they are the books1 the grounds1 the academies1 ,from which doth spring the true ,promethean fire6 or words to that effect4 ,dodd1 however1 knew nothing of the great poet1 but he did know that something in the kindly eyes of this honest ,irish girl made him want to do everything he could for her1 and help her in every possible way4 ,the most gallant knight could rise to no more sublime condition6 ,when the pail was set down and ,amy was once more on her knees1 ,dodd began to look about to see what else he could do4 ,the girl took note of this1 and soon set him to work4 ,she had him go through all the desks and clean out all the places where the books were kept4 ,when this was done she gave him something else to do1 and to all her biddings he was most obedient4 ,he worked with a will1 and carefully1 doing just as he was told to do1 and feeling that much of the success of the enterprise on foot depended on his own exertions4 ,it is such work as this that counts here below1 and transforms the unfixed elements of human nature into character as enduring as the everlasting bills4 ,it is a little difficult to realize this fact1 just at the time of its happening1 but the after years show the truth of the statement4 ,the evolution that took place in ,dodd's soul that morning was a measurable quantity4 ,by noon the dirty1 not to say nasty1 school house was clean and in order1 and after dinner ,amy ,kelly began to arrange her classes and prepare for school work4 ,during the forenoon she had learned the names of many of her pupils from their conversations with each other1 and had put herself on such terms with them that the work of organizing her classes was easily accomplished1 without annoyance to herself or the children4 ,by four o'clock she had her work laid out for the entire school1 and the children went home happy1 rejoicing in the newly found treasure of a school teacher in whom they delighted4 ,amy knew little of many things that are well worth knowing in this world1 but she did know how to manage children and how to teach school4 ,she was a girl of resources4 ,of such is the kingdom of heaven among school teachers4 ,,chapter ,,viii4 ,it was no longer a task to keep ,dodd in school4 ,he went every day1 rain or shine1 and was always eager to go4 ,moreover1 he studied well and learned rapidly4 ,the multiplication table1 that had been the bane of his school life1 up to date1 and which1 under the stupid management of ,amos ,waughops and the over-wrought ,grube methods of ,miss ,stone1 had floored him in every tussle he had had with it1 now grew tractable and docile1 a creature subservient to his will and quick to do his bidding1 unhesitatingly4 ,and what wonder1 when ,amy taught him this early work in numbers by use of his memory rather than his reason2 using a faculty that is strong at this period of life1 rather than one which has hardly begun to sprout8 ,did you ever think of that1 dear devotee at the shrine of ,grube1 or ,brother ,harris1 or all the rest of the train who insist that a child's reason should develop largely before he has finished the first decade of his existence8 ,these wise ones lay down a law 7take up almost any printed course of study1 nowadays1 and you will find it all spread out in the first and second years' work7 that every number must be mastered1 in all its possible arrangements and combinations1 from the very first time it is taken up4 ,thus1 one must be considered in all its possible correlations to all the universe1 and the ,almighty ,himself1 before two can be touched6 ,so1 as soon as the youth strikes a simple unit that ought to come to him like an old friend1 he is straightway packed off to the ends of the earth with the digit and made to stand it up alongside of all manner of things1 in the heavens above and1 the earth beneath1 and even in the waters under the earth4 ,the little fellow tramps1 and trudges1 and compares1 and contrasts1 and divides1 and combines1 and eliminates1 and expels1 and extracts1 and subtracts1 and retracts1 and contracts1 and what not1 until finally1 he gets all mixed up and concludes that he never can know anything about it at all1 and the dear old one1 that came to him at first as such a simple thing1 is so tangled up with all creation that he gives it up as an entirely unknown and unknowable quantity1 and begins to guess at it and when he comes to that point1 look out6 ,he has taken the first step in recklessness1 and has begun his initial work as a liar6 ,you don't believe this8 ,then sit down to the following1 which ,i clip from the second year's work in a course of study that lies before me3 ,learn to count to #ajj1 forward and back1 by #a's1 #b's1 #c's1 #d's1 #e's1 #f's1 #g's1 #h's1 and #i's1 beginning to count from #j1 and also from each digit1 respectively1 up to the one used continuously1 in each case4 ,just buckle down to this for a while and see how it goes4 ,see how long it will take you to master even a tithe of this1 so that you can do it1 even passably well1 and then compare your own powers of mind with those of the child that you would fain cram with this course and see if there is not a reason why the children do not take to this method4 ,i know what you will say1 at least to yourselves4 ,i have no time for such a pile of rubbish4 ,you say well4 ,neither have the children time for it4 ,but ,amy knew nothing of ,grube1 thank heaven1 and gave none of it to ,dodd4 ,he learned to read better than ever1 learned to spell1 and took pride in standing at the head of his class4 ,he plucked flowers for his teacher as he went to school1 and his cheeks flushed as she took them from his band and set them in the glass tumbler on the table4 ,he even thought in his little heart1 betimes1 that1 when he got grown up1 he would marry ,amy6 ,rather young for such ideas8 ,perhaps so2 but these ideas begin to develop1 often1 when boys are very young4 ,they don't say anything about it1 out loud2 but away down in the deep hiding-places of the heart--oh1 well1 we all know how it is1 and what an influence such notions may have upon our lives4 ,but for all of these things ,dodd ,weaver was still ,dodd ,weaver1 and there were times when he suffered a relapse from his high estate4 ,one of these times came as follows3 ,it was a sultry forenoon in ,may1 and ,dodd was restless and uneasy4 ,he fidgeted about in his seat1 teased the boy in front of him1 and tripped up a little fellow who passed him on the way to a class4 ,his teacher watched him for some time1 and1 at the last offense1 concluded that it was best to give the boy a bit of attention4 ,she came down to his desk and said3 ,it's a bad kind of a morning for boys1 isn't it1 ',dodd'8 ,the boy hung his head a little1 and ,amy proceeded3 ,come here to the door a minute2 ,i want to show you something4 ,dodd wondered what was wanted1 but arose1 as he was bidden1 and went to the door1 ,do you see that tree1 away down the road8 said ,amy1 pointing to a large maple that was more than a quarter of a mile away4 ,dodd said that he saw the object pointed out4 ,well1 now1 ,i want you to start here and run to that tree just as fast as you can1 and then turn right around and run back again1 and ,i'll stand right here all the time and watch you1 and see how long it takes you to go and come2 and she drew out her watch as she spoke4 ,dodd looked at her for an instant1 but the next moment he was off with a bound and ran his best1 both going and coming4 ,he returned presently1 having made most excellent time4 ,amy told him how many minutes he had been gone1 and bade him take his seat4 ,the boy was a little in doubt as to just why he was called on to perform this feat2 but1 between pondering over the affair and being tired from his race1 he was a good boy all the rest of the morning6 ,the girl had simply given the child a chance to work off his superfluous animal spirits1 and1 with this quantity reduced to a safety limit1 he was himself again4 ,what a pity there are not more teachers who appreciate the value of a safety-valve6 ,the incident is but one of a score that illustrate the resources of ,amy ,kelly in the management of ,dodd ,weaver4 ,she was always taking the boy by surprise4 ,he was wayward and wilful at times1 but her genius was equal to the emergency4 ,she won him by her divine power to do just that thing1 as her class always does1 and as none others can4 ,she was born to teach1 or with the teaching faculty--with a genius for that work2 and her success was marked from the first4 ,she did for ,dodd ,weaver in a single term more than all the former years had done2 she made a record in his character that will never be effaced4 ,and do not say that ,i have overdrawn this picture1 either4 ,don't turn up your noses1 my dears1 because this girl came from a very humble and unpretentious ,irish family4 ,i tell you1 genius has a way of its own1 and there is no accounting for it4 ,it was a good while ago that a conservative old ,pharisee thought that he had forever silenced the followers of the greatest ,genius the world ever saw by putting at them the conundrum1 ,can any good come out of ,nazareth8 ,but good did come out of that barren country in spite of the conundrum6 ,and so it keeps on doing1 constantly4 ,it comes from other places1 too1 and that is all right4 ,the point is that we want to open our eyes and see it1 no matter where it comes from4 ,amy ,kelly was a godsend to ,dodd ,weaver4 ,she came to him through the medium of a country school4 ,she won the boy as such teachers always do win boys1 and always will win them2 and her reward ought to be great4 ,it was only twenty-five dollars a month1 reckoned on the order book of deestrick four1 but there is no telling what it will be on the other side4 ,but such as ,amy can afford to wait for that4 ,,chapter ,,ix4 ,dodd went to school to ,amy ,kelly faithfully all that summer4 ,he was neither tardy nor absent during the term1 and when school was over it seemed to him as though something was gone out of his life2 something that he would have liked to keep always4 ,but in the fall ,elder ,weaver was sufficiently rejuvenated to enter the field again1 and after conference he once more set out on his peregrinations4 ,for several years thereafter it was true of him as it is of so many of his kind--he was just two years in a place1 and then forever moving4 ,this gave ,dodd a change of pedagogic administration on an average once a year2 for each village would usually manage to change teachers on the off years1 at least1 when they didn't change preachers1 and so keep up the principle of rotation in office1 which is so dear to the average ,american heart4 ,what a glorious thing the fickle will of the people is in some of its petty phases6 ,a change of teacher once a year1 however1 is not beyond the average of pupils in this country4 ,i know of schools where the pupils1 change teachers six times a day1 every school day in the year1 besides now and then an extra when a principal or a superintendent turns himself loose on them for an hour or two in a term6 ,dodd's quota of changes should not1 therefore1 be regarded as extravagant2 that is1 according to some of the authorities4 ,in after years the memory of those four months with ,amy ,kelly remained with the boy1 an oasis in the trackless ,sahara of his school life4 ,in this dreary expanse now and then a shadow of hope arose1 as if to lure him on1 as some new teacher came up over his horizon1 but in the main these all proved delusions1 mirages that glittered at phantom distances1 but faded away into empty nothingness as he took a nearer view of them4 ,this constant cheating of his vision1 this deferring of his hope1 in time made his heart sick1 and he gradually relapsed into his old hatred of books and schools and school teachers and all that pertained thereto4 ,there was prim ,miss ,spinacher1 thin as a lath and bony1 with hands that you could almost see through and fingers that rattled against each other when she shook one threateningly at a boy or girl4 ,she had a hobby of keeping her pupils perpetually front face1 and of having them sit up straight all the time1 with folded arms1 so that her school room always had the appearance of a deal board stuck full of stiff pegs1 all in rows1 every one as tight in its place as a wedge and never to be moved on any account whatever4 ,right opposite to the school house where this woman taught was a rich man's residence1 in the front yard of which there stood a marble statue1 a bronze deer1 a cast-iron dog and a stone rabbit4 ,dodd used to look over to these when he was very tired from sitting up so straight so long1 and wish that ,miss ,spinacher had a roomful of such for pupils4 ,it would have been as well for her and ,dodd and the rest of the school if she had4 ,perhaps it would have been better6 ,yet you all know ,miss ,spinacher1 don't you1 ladies and gentlemen8 ,again1 he fell into the hands of ,mr4 ,sliman1 whose sole end and aim in life as a school teacher was the extermination of whispering4 ,for this purpose he had devised a set of rules1 which he had printed in full and sent all over town to every patron of the school4 ,the self-reporting system was the hobby of this man4 ,dodd told the truth to him for a few evenings1 at roll-call1 acknowledging that he had whispered1 as he and all the rest of the pupils had2 but he soon observed that it was the custom of most of the boys and girls to falsify about their conduct1 and that they got great glory thereby4 ,he took up this custom himself ere long4 ,it troubled his conscience a good deal at first1 but by dint of constant daily practice he got so that he could look his teacher squarely in the eye and answer perfect as well as any one1 even if he had whispered the whole day through1 and knew that the man who recorded his mark knew he had and set down a clean record for the sake of having a good score to show to visitors6 ,oh1 ,mr4 ,sliman1 you were very sharp1 weren't you8 ,you thought you did your little trick so cleverly that no one would find you out1 but your kind always think that6 ,it did make a fine showing for visitors1 this clean whispering record of yours1 and it was a fine thing for you to talk about at teachers' meetings1 where you boasted to your fellows of what you had done1 and looked so honest1 and made them all feel so envious1 as you drew forth your record-book from next your shiny shirt-bosom1 and showed how there was no denying your statement1 for the testimony was all down in black and white6 ,it was all very nice1 but it was very1 very bad1 for all that4 ,you knew it was1 too1 and most of us who heard you brag knew it was2 but that didn't make very much difference1 because we were old and could stand it1 and as for you--the less said the better4 ,but not so with ,dodd4 ,here was where the harm came in1 you wicked man4 ,you evolved the lying element of this boy's nature4 ,heaven knows that he had enough of this naturally1 as ,i have plainly stated in the early chapters of this story2 but you forced a hot-bed growth out of the seeds of falsehood that were lying dormant in ,dodd's young mind4 ,amy ,kelly had covered these up1 under the foundation walls of truth1 so deep that if you had built on what she started the germs would have died where they lay4 ,but no1 you threw down the square blocks that ,amy had laid with so much care2 you spread the dung of deception over the dying seeds1 and by the help of the unnatural heat which this foulness generated1 brooding down from above1 you sprouted the germs of untruth in the boy's soul1 and set a-growing plants whose roots run down into hell6 ,you taught ,dodd ,weaver to believe that a lie was better than the truth2 that it would serve him better2 bring him more glory2 make him stand better in the eyes of his fellows1 and that no one could find him out in all this trickery and deception4 ,dodd learned in your school2 ,o1 yes2 he learned that which it took him many years to forget1 and you are to blame for it4 ,some day ,i hope you may be compelled to face that lying old record of yours and that lightning flashes of guilt may be made to blaze into your treacherous eyes from out those pages that looked so clean when you showed them off1 while the thunder of outraged truth rolls about your head till your teeth chatter in your mouth and your bones shake in your deceitful skin4 ,you see things must be made even somehow1 and somewhere1 and such a sinner as you have been deserves all this and more too4 ,then1 there was ,mr4 ,sharp1 who kept green and growing the shoots that ,mr4 ,sliman had sprouted4 ,attendance was ,mr4 ,sharp's hobby4 ,he kept a blackboard in the front hall of his school house1 where it would be the first thing any one would see when he came into the building1 and on this he scored the record of attendance every day4 ,there was no harm in that1 ,i am sure2 but then1 this teacher used to keep the clock a little slower than town time1 and besides1 be had a way of ringing bells and bells at morning and at noon1 and of not counting as tardy any one who got into the building any time before the ringing of the last bell1 which really did not go off until some minutes after it should have done2 and then there was the back way of written excuses1 by which a fellow could sneak up in the rear and rub out a mark that really stood against him1 and not have it count on the board down in the hall2 and absences of a certain character were not counted either4 ,so1 take it all in all1 ,dodd saw clearly that the shown record and the real record were not the same things by a long way1 but that it was the former on which ,mr4 ,sharp relied for his power and glory with the patrons of the school1 and before the board of education4 ,so it was that ,mr4 ,sharp watered what ,mr4 ,sliman planted1 and ,dodd had to stand it all4 ,and then there was ,miss ,slack1 and ,miss ,trotter1 and ,mr4 ,skimpole 7a lineal descendant of the urbane ,harold71 and ,mr4 ,looseley1 and ,mr4 ,rattler1 and ,striker1 and ,bluffer1 and ,smiley2 all these took a hand at the mill that was rolling out the character of ,dodd ,weaver1 and there are marks of their varied crankings upon him to this day4 ,one year he fell into the hands of old ,mrs4 ,heighten4 ,she was a widow who had been rich1 but was now poor1 and who had a place in the schools because she needed it4 ,she was so much like all the rest of this sort that she need not be further described1 and were it not for one characteristic she should remain in oblivion1 so far as this record is concerned4 ,but for this ,i must have her out4 ,she was poor and really a proud beggar of public charity1 yet she was of such genteel and lofty birth and bearing that teaching was a bore to her4 ,she really despised and hated her pupils1 and they returned these sentiments with interest4 ,there was always rebellion in her room1 and to suppress it she resorted to all sorts of penalties and punishments4 ,she used to make pupils stand on the floor and extend an arm on a level with the shoulder1 and so hold a book till it seemed as if the arm would break off4 ,she herself stood by with a pin in her hand1 meanwhile1 holding it at a slight distance below the extended arm and sticking it into the hand of the suffering one if the aching member were lowered an inch4 ,o ,dante1 you didn't begin to exhaust the possibilities of outrageous punishments in all you saw in the infernal regions4 ,old ,mrs4 ,heighten could give you several points that you never dreamed of1 and not tax her powers of ingenuity very much either4 ,yet ,dodd worked the genius of this respectable old beldame to the very verge of bankruptcy4 ,she tried device after device upon the boy1 till at last it got to be a kind of race between the two as to which should win4 ,the old lady had no genuine interest in the welfare of her pupil4 ,he annoyed her and she wanted to rid herself of the annoyance4 ,that is a simple statement of the case from her side4 ,as for ,dodd1 he delighted in tormenting her as he would in teasing a snake4 ,to be sure there was danger in the sport1 but boys are fond of danger1 especially if it promises fun4 ,so the days wore on1 till at last the case became unbearable1 and ,dodd was suspended4 ,oh6 but that was hard on the boy6 ,it hurt him terribly6 ,the suspension came when the skating of the winter was the very best1 and ,dodd skated the vacation away1 and felt1 ,oh1 so badly about being out of school6 ,when the week of suspension was over he came back1 fuller of the devil than ever1 and during a single forenoon did more mischief than he had before been capable of perpetrating in a month4 ,he was fourteen now1 a stout chunk of a boy1 awkward1 defiant1 and reckless4 ,he stayed in school two days this time1 and was again suspended4 ,he came back once more after that and was then expelled4 ,he left school with a whoop and was on the streets most of the time thereafter4 ,it was then that his reputation as a bad boy began to grow rapidly4 ,he frequented the depot of the town and was on speaking terms with the railroad employes of the line4 ,he chewed tobacco in great mouthfuls1 swore a great deal1 and spent his days in loafing4 ,he had plans for going on the road as a brakeman when he became a year or two older4 ,every day he sunk lower and people shook their heads and said1 ,how his mother's heart must ache6 ,but old ,mrs4 ,heighten drew her #ee a month just the same1 right along2 and her daughter ,amanda1 who never did an honest day's work in all her life1 but lived in idleness1 supported by the aforesaid #ee--she was the pride of the town4 ,she went to church every ,sunday and sang in the choir1 and at charity fairs she always stood behind the prettiest table1 dressed in the prettiest clothes1 and smiled and blushed and seemed so innocent and coy4 ,and there were rich young men who hung about her1 and ,amanda smiled on them1 too1 and people said1 ,what a lovely girl6 ,and her mother hoped that her daughter might marry one of these rich young men2 it didn't make much difference which1 so long as he was rich and could keep ,amanda in idleness1 while she could go and live on his bounty and quit the school room that she hated and have a rosewood coffin and plenty of carriages at her funeral4 ,but until all these things were accomplished the old lady had to have a place1 and ,amanda lolled about in idleness4 ,meantime ,dodd waxed worse and worse4 ,do you see any relation between ,dodd and ,amanda1 good folks8 ,if you do1 remember that this boy was only one of scores of pupils that had to suffer1 substantially as he did1 that the poor and proud ,mrs4 ,heighten and her lazy daughter ,amanda might continue to keep up appearances1 and still have a chance to sponge a living off some man at the expense of a legal relation which it is sacrilege to call marriage4 ,out upon such proud and lazy frauds1 every one of them1 whose worthless lives are sustained by the destruction of the characters of children like ,dodd ,weaver1 and all the rest who fall under such tuition6 ,,chapter ,x4 ,so it was that ,dodd got into the street and achieved the reputation of being a boy that no teacher could do anything with4 ,in the year or two that followed he made several starts at school1 but his reputation always preceded him1 and the old story was told over again--one or two suspensions1 then expelled4 ,so time went on till ,dodd was nearly seventeen4 ,he was almost a man grown now--a swaggering1 profane1 vulgar fellow1 who ate his meals at home and slept there1 usually1 but further than that lived apart from his parents1 who every day regretted that ever he had been born4 ,you all know this boy1 don't you1 beloved8 ,he is in every town that ,i know of1 and there are duplicates and triplicates1 not to say centiplicates1 of him in some of our larger cities4 ,i wonder if it is worth while to try to do anything with these boys1 or for them8 ,the machine has dropped them1 or thrown them out4 ,they will not run through the great educational mill known as the graded system4 ,they seem destined to go to the bad1 and it seems to me the tendency of the machine1 and some of its managers1 is to let them go4 ,yet they ought not to go4 ,as there is a ,god in heaven1 they ought not to4 ,but the machine does not care so very much for these things1 either for the boys or for the ,personage just mentioned1 whose name the managers revere enough to teach the children that it should always be written with a capital letter1 but further than that do not trouble themselves much about it4 ,the machine is built on the theory that the pupils are made for the schools1 rather than the schools for the pupils1 and that the order of the grades must be maintained1 no matter what becomes of the graded4 ,what is it to this great mill if the pupils do fall out of the hopper8 ,so long as the mill grinds and the grinders can hold their places at the crank2 so long as they can draw their pay1 escape public censure1 dodge behind a stack of examination papers when individual complaints appear1 shield themselves from responsibilities by records and marks1 keep the promotions in order1 graduate a class a year in good clothes and with pretty speeches1 see each of those who have been ground through go out into the great world armed with a diploma tied up with a blue ribbon1 and so following--so long as the machine can do all this1 what is the use of paying any attention to ,dodd ,weaver and such incorrigibles as he1 who refuse to go into the mill and be ground8 ,what1 indeed8 ,however1 you know the story of the ninety-and-nine4 ,at least you ought to know it4 ,it has an application in these premises4 ,but ,elder ,weaver shifted his base of operations once more1 and ,dodd had another chance4 ,he had now got so far down on the ladder of his descent that he was counted almost dangerous4 ,his father feared him1 and he was even the terror of his brothers and sisters4 ,in a word1 he was a hard case4 ,it was the town of ,emburg in which the parson was stationed this time--one of those towns so common all through the ,west1 places that start out with a boom and the prospect of being municipalities of at least #ejj1jjj inhabitants in a few years2 whose founders lay out into town lots all the land that joins them and sell these at fabulous prices to those who are credulous enough to buy2 and which finally settles down to a quiet village of about #b1ejj souls1 with a depot1 stores1 seven churches1 and a school requiring about ten teachers to take care of its pupils4 ,mr4 ,charles ,bright was principal of the ,emburg schools the fall that ,parson ,weaver came to take charge of the ,methodist ,episcopal church at that place4 ,he was #cj years of age1 a nervous1 sensitive man1 both of which characteristics had been intensified by severe work in the school room4 ,he was less than the average height and thin in flesh1 the scale beam tipping at #abj when he stood on the platform to balance the weight4 ,his face was thin and his beard scattered1 but his large black eyes were as keen as a lance1 and they always seemed to see everything that came within the range of vision4 ,he was fairly educated1 but in no sense a great scholar4 ,his patrons called him ,professor1 but he made no claim to the title1 and it was offensive in his ears when applied to himself4 ,he was characterized with excellent common sense1 and1 best of all1 was a man of resources4 ,he was an excellent classroom worker1 managed his school well1 and was held in high esteem by his fellow-teachers and his pupils4 ,above all1 he was a man whose personality impressed itself upon those with whom he associated1 and whose character was strong and wholesome1 making itself felt upon his pupils continuously4 ,to this man came ,parson ,weaver on a memorable morning1 when the following dialogue ensued1 after the two had made themselves known to each other3 ,i have a son1 said the parson1 whom ,i should like to send to school to you4 ,certainly1 replied ,mr4 ,bright1 send him along1 and we will endeavor to take care of him1 amongst us4 ,yes1 said the ,elder1 but ,i am grieved to be obliged to say that my boy is very wayward4 ,he has been expelled from school so often1 and has had so much trouble with his teachers that ,i doubt if you can do anything with him4 ,i thought1 however1 that ,i would come and speak to you about him1 and if you were willing to try him1 at least for a little while1 ,i should be under great obligations4 ,for1 really1 it is a terrible thing1 sir1 for one to feel that he must give up a first-born son and see him go down to destruction4 ,and yet ,i am compelled to say frankly to you that ,i fear our boy is almost beyond hope4 ,this was said in an agonized tone that told how deeply the sorrow had taken hold of the father's heart4 ,there is a sentence somewhere that reads1 ,if thou canst1 have mercy on us and save our son1 for he is grievously tormented4 ,the world is much the same now as it was a good many years ago1 isn't it8 ,how old is your boy8 asked ,mr4 ,bright in a quiet1 measured tone4 ,nearly seventeen1 replied the parson1 but he is greatly behind in his school work4 ,as ,i said1 he has been turned out of school till he hates it1 and1 to tell the truth1 he has done little but roam the streets for the last few years4 ,i feel that ,i ought to be ashamed1 being his father1 to make such a confession1 but it is the truth1 and ,i felt that you ought to know about it4 ,yes1 said ,mr4 ,bright thoughtfully4 ,if you could take charge of him yourself1 continued the father almost imploringly4 ,i know it is asking a great deal1 and that perhaps it will be impossible for you to grant what ,i ask1 for ,i am aware that my boy is not advanced in his studies as far as the average of the pupils that recite to you1 and ,i have long since learned1 by sad experience1 the inexorableness of the present graded school system1 which forces pupils into their places strictly according to their examination records1 regardless of all other contingencies4 ,i beg your pardon1 if ,i seem to speak harshly1 he quickly added1 fearing that he might have reflected too severely upon the gentleman to whom he was speaking4 ,you need offer no apology1 returned ,mr4 ,bright4 ,i regret as much as you can the too rigorous ways that have fallen upon our schools4 ,well1 will you give the boy a trial8 asked the parson1 bringing the issue to a point4 ,most certainly1 returned ,mr4 ,bright1 and then the gentlemen wished each other good-morning1 the parson going home and the teacher turning to his desk again4 ,it was not until the following ,monday morning that ,dodd ,weaver made his appearance in the school room4 ,his father had urged him to go sooner1 but he cared little for the wishes of his sire1 and took his time in this1 as he did in all else4 ,dodd came late to school when he did come1 and evidently counted on making a sensation on his first appearance4 ,he was very shabbily dressed1 and had purposely added to his generally slouching appearance by deliberately making up for his debut4 ,his hair was long1 and he had tangled and frowzed it all over his head till it looked like an ungainly pile of corn silk4 ,his face was grimy1 a big quid of tobacco bulged one cheek out1 while stains of tobacco juice made the corners of his mouth filthy4 ,he wore no collar1 one coat sleeve was half gone1 his vest was on wrong side outwards1 his pantaloons were ragged1 he had a shoe on one foot and a boot on the other1 the former unlaced1 and the latter smeared to the top of the boot-leg with yellow clay2 a leg of his pantaloons bagged down over this1 being held up on the inside of his leg by hanging it over the boot-strap6 ,you who have not taught school1 and are not familiar with boyhood at this stage of its evolution1 may insist that ,i have made ,dodd up like a crazy creature for his grand entry into ,mr4 ,bright's school room4 ,perhaps ,i have4 ,but ,i have presented him to you as he presented himself to the school1 for all of that4 ,i am myself inclined to think that his mental state1 at this time1 bordered close upon insanity6 ,the ,book remarks about a young man at this stage of his existence1 that he had to come to himself before his reformation1 as though he had been away from himself during his lawless and outrageous career4 ,i am inclined to think that boys are often a good deal nearer insane than they get credit for being1 at this period of their lives4 ,there is a psychological condition just here that it is worth while for teachers seriously to consider4 ,so1 tricked out in this disgusting fashion1 ,dodd slouched into ,mr4 ,bright's school room about ten o'clock in the forenoon1 and flung himself into a seat4 ,the pupils looked up as he entered1 and their first impulse was to laugh---a result which1 would have suited ,dodd exactly4 ,but a glance at the school from ,mr4 ,bright's quick eye checked the risibilities of his pupils1 and1 this emotion dying out1 there came instantly in its place a disgust and almost a horror of the loathsome person who had dared to disgrace the school room with such a figure as ,dodd presented4 ,a silence like death fell upon the room1 and all held their breath for an instant after the boy was seated4 ,under this silence ,dodd became embarrassed4 ,it was exactly the reverse of what he had counted on4 ,he meant to disturb the school4 ,instead of this1 he found the school disturbing him4 ,he shuffled uneasily in his seat1 glanced furtively out from under the shaggy hair that was matted over his forehead1 cleared his throat in a restless and seemingly defiant manner1 but finally blushed to the roots of his hair as he felt the eyes of three-score decent people1 all bent upon him at once4 ,he stretched his neck up out of his collar-band a little1 turned his head about as though something were choking him1 then dropped his chin upon his breast1 shrugged up his shoulders1 and half hid his face from the eyes whose looks he fain would shun4 ,all this really took place in much less time than it takes for me to tell it4 ,mr4 ,bright was hearing a class in geometry when the boy entered1 and a handsome1 intelligent girl was in the midst of a demonstration when the door opened and the interruption caused thereby took place4 ,the pupil paused in her recitation1 the end of her pointer resting upon the board at the angle under consideration1 and she stood thus during the brief interval remarked above4 ,as ,dodd's head dropped ,mr4 ,bright turned his glance to the girl again1 and said3 ,if the angle at ,a-- ,upon which she took up the demonstration where she had broken off1 and finished it as though nothing had happened4 ,after that1 other pupils recited1 the lesson ended1 the class was dismissed1 other classes were called1 and the regular routine of the day's work went on without change1 as though teacher and pupils were entirely unconscious of the presence of a stranger among them4 ,when recess came1 ,mr4 ,bright went down to the desk where the boy was seated1 accosted him in a civil manner1 and told him that if he would remain a few minutes after school was dismissed at noon he would talk with him about his work and assign him to his place in the school4 ,then he left him1 and devoted himself to the other pupils during the brief intermission4 ,dodd did not leave his seat during this recess4 ,he sat as he had finally settled himself1 except that he now and then raised his head and gazed defiantly over the school room4 ,the pupils paid no attention to him whatever1 and he really felt himself as much alone as though he had been in solitary confinement in a dungeon4 ,the recess ended1 the school was in order again2 the recitations went on as usual1 an hour and a quarter went by1 noon came1 the session closed for dinner1 the pupils left the room in groups1 till all were gone1 and for the first time ,dodd ,weaver and ,mr4 ,charles ,bright were alone1 face to face4 ,,chapter ,,xi4 ,mr4 ,bright took a small piece of blank paper from his table1 a rectangular slip about four inches long by two inches wide1 cut expressly for the purpose for which he proceeded to use it1 and went down to the desk where ,dodd sat sulking and defiant4 ,please write your name and age on this slip of paper1 he said to the boy4 ,i can't write6 grumbled ,dodd1 with a surly sneer and a wag of his head4 ,i see6 ,you have no pencil1 returned ,mr4 ,bright4 ,you can use mine1 and he slipped that article into ,dodd's hand as he spoke4 ,as soon as he had done this1 he went to the rear part of the room and began looking over some work upon the blackboard4 ,he did not look toward the boy to see if he obeyed1 but his ears were on the alert4 ,for a little while ,dodd sat unmoved1 and made no sign that he intended to write at all1 but as ,mr4 ,bright kept working at the board1 the boy gradually relaxed his unyielding mood1 and after a few minutes wrote his name in a very neat hand4 ,he even added a little flourish in one corner of the paper4 ,mr4 ,bright heard the pencil moving on the desk and his blood ran quicker in his veins1 though he showed no outward sign of the fact4 ,he felt that in the first crossing of swords he had won4 ,that was all4 ,he heard the pencil drop upon the floor1 where ,dodd let it lie4 ,but he still devoted himself to his work on the board4 ,he knew that the name was written4 ,it was all he had asked4 ,as for ,dodd1 he almost wondered how he happened to write at all4 ,he had made up his mind to be as mean and outrageous as possible when he came to school1 and here he had done the very first thing he had been asked to do6 ,when he replied to ,mr4 ,bright that he could not write1 he fully intended to have a knock-down with the gentleman rather than put pencil to paper4 ,he even thought over hastily1 how quickly he could put a head on the light weight who had brought him the bit of paper4 ,for ,dodd was strong now and prided himself on his skill with his fists4 ,but the pencil was in his hand1 and1 before he was aware1 his fingers clasped it4 ,his hand instinctively took the position for writing1 and somehow or other1 there came to his mind1 just at that instant1 the memory of ,amy ,kelly1 and of how she had held her soft1 plump hand over his1 as she taught him to hold a pen4 ,if he had observed closely1 he would have seen that this was where the first break came in his rebellion4 ,it was the sunshine of ,amy's character shining down through the dark clouds that had closed in about ,dodd ,weaver's soul1 that first tempted his timid1 shrinking1 almost forgotten real self out into the light again4 ,habit completed what memory began1 and his hand moved1 though almost against his will1 as if guided by an impulse beyond himself4 ,perhaps it was so guided6 ,he wrote the name2 but he did no more4 ,when the pencil dropped to the floor he would not touch it again4 ,nothing could have induced him to do so4 ,he would have fought a duel sooner than have picked it up4 ,his real self1 so weak and so nearly dead1 shrank back1 exhausted by its single effort1 and his bad nature took control of him again4 ,but ,mr4 ,bright finished the work at the board1 and then went up the aisle4 ,he stooped and picked up the pencil1 took the slip from the desk1 with a courteous ,thank you1 and moved on to his own table4 ,he had tallied one point4 ,i wonder if he did this all by himself1 or if there was another hand behind it all4 ,certain it is this man did not plan all this campaign that ended so successfully4 ,he had not counted on the boy's refusing to write his name4 ,it was like a flash1 that it came to him to answer ,dodd's refusal as he did4 ,nor did he really intend to put the pencil into the boy's hand when he offered it to him4 ,but1 somehow1 he did just that1 and it was the saving fact in the case4 ,had he laid the pencil on the table1 ,dodd would never have picked it up4 ,much less would he have reached for it1 or taken it from ,mr4 ,bright's hand4 ,but1 with the pencil in his hand1 he wrote4 ,we say ,mr4 ,bright did as he did instinctively4 ,that may be a good word for it4 ,but ,i wonder if such instinct as this doesn't reach away over to the other side1 even into the realm of inspiration1 whose fountain head is the spirit of the great ,i ,,am4 ,be this as it may1 though1 ,mr4 ,bright had won4 ,he was thankful for his victory--thankful1 but not proud4 ,perhaps this is another thing that goes to show that there was help from without that made for him in the fight4 ,dodd was disappointed that ,mr4 ,bright did not compliment him on his writing1 for he had written very well and knew that he had4 ,but this1 ,mr4 ,bright took as a matter of course1 and gave no word of commendation for it4 ,it was not time for that yet4 ,dodd's starved real self1 if fed with what might once have been wholesome food for it1 would have been choked1 perhaps to death1 by a bit of praise1 just then1 and a wholesome sense of merit would have been changed into a detestable conceit4 ,a teacher has to be so careful about these things4 ,mr4 ,bright seated himself at the table1 transferred the name to his register1 then took another bit of paper and began writing on it1 remarking as he did so3 ,you will please occupy the seat in front of you this afternoon1 and hereafter4 ,i have written a list of the books you will need1 he added1 picking up the strip he had just been writing on1 and you will please procure them this afternoon4 ,you will recite with the entering class in this room1 according to the programme that is on the board behind my desk4 ,but ,dodd did not move a muscle while ,mr4 ,bright spoke4 ,he did not look up1 even when reference was made to the programme4 ,he made no response when assigned his seat1 or to his place in school4 ,he sulked and frowned and stood out against everything1 and was sullen and malicious to the last degree4 ,to all this1 however1 ,mr4 ,bright paid no heed4 ,he stepped down to the boy's desk again1 put the list of books upon it1 then turned and left the room abruptly1 without a word4 ,the act was so sudden1 so unlike what ,dodd had expected1 that it left him1 for a moment1 utterly nonplussed4 ,he was vexed that he had not been able to get into a fight with a man who had left him alone2 and yet1 as he raised his eyes cautiously1 to make sure that ,mr4 ,bright was really gone1 he smiled in spite of himself1 at the absurdity of the situation6 ,he felt his cheeks wrinkle up1 good-naturedly1 as the smile crept over his face from above 7,i think smiles do come from above71 and was angrier than ever4 ,he checked his rising good nature with an oath1 and raising his arm1 he struck the desk a tremendous blow1 that made the cover bound again1 and the room echo with the thud4 ,then he rose1 grinding his teeth as he got up1 and slowly and noisily banged his way out of the room4 ,not till three days after this did he appear again in the school room4 ,during this time he loafed about the town and took particular pains to be where ,mr4 ,bright could see him and have a chance to reprove him4 ,but though his teacher met him several times1 he gave ,dodd no other word than such greeting as true politeness dictated4 ,this was worse than ever1 for the boy1 who was really spoiling for a row by this time4 ,the machine1 or the machine man1 would have had a row with him4 ,mr4 ,bright was not a machine man4 ,did you ever hook a big fish1 when angling with a light rod and line8 ,if you ever did1 and have succeeded in landing your game1 then you know something about the situation which ,i am now noting4 ,you see1 when the odds are so much against you1 you have to do as you can1 and not as you would like to1 with the wily fellow at the other end of your weak tackle4 ,that is1 if you accomplish what you ought to wish to accomplish1 if you fish at all6 ,of course1 there is a quick way of deciding who shall win1 you or the fish1 and that is to pull away1 with might and main1 straight for shore1 and undertake to drag your captive to you by sheer muscle1 brutally matching your strength against his4 ,but if you try this1 you know that the chances are a thousand to one that you will part your line and lose the best end of it1 and your game along with it4 ,you can do this1 if you choose1 of course--this is a free country2 but if that is your way of fishing1 you had better give up any little pet idea that may be lurking about you1 that heaven made you for a fisherman4 ,perhaps you might make a fair superintendent of school machines1 but you ought not to fish6 ,or1 you may despise the fish1 if you choose1 and when he has left you1 you may gloat over the fact that anyhow you have stuck something into his gullet that will stay there1 and that he can't get away from4 ,you may hope that the trailing line will tangle to a bush and hang the creature4 ,all this you may do1 and yet1 of what avail is it all8 ,it benefits neither you nor the fish6 ,but if you know your business you can give your game his own way1 suiting your motion to his1 till you wear him out1 and then he is yours4 ,that is good fishing1 and the good thing about it is that it gets the game6 ,dodd was hooked4 ,his staying away from school was the first tug that he gave the line that caught him4 ,mr4 ,bright let him run4 ,he ran for three days1 and then gave up on that tack4 ,the fisher reeled in the line and watched for the next break4 ,,chapter ,,xii4 ,but on ,thursday morning ,dodd came to school again4 ,this time he went to the other extreme in the matter of clothes1 and came into the room dressed like a dandy4 ,he had failed to make a sensation1 so far1 and he had not been used to that sort of thing recently4 ,for years he had been the cause of something unusual1 every few hours1 and in ways about as he chose4 ,as it was now1 he seemed to have lost his knack at this art1 and to have fallen into the condition of an ordinary individual1 concerning whom no one cared particularly4 ,this annoyed him greatly4 ,he had come to think he was of some great consequence in the world1 by reason of his being so frequently talked to1 and prayed over1 and reasoned with1 and pampered in a thousand ways by those who were really afraid of him2 and now1 to be set aside without a word or a look1 except such as all other pupils got1 this was a sore stroke to his vanity4 ,you see1 everybody grows proud of his own attainments1 in course of time1 no matter what they are1 and is anxious to have his fellows appreciate them to their fullest extent1 and to acknowledge their excellence in his particular case4 ,so when he fails to secure a recognition of his supposed talents1 then he is cut to the very quick4 ,dodd felt that his eccentricity had not yet been fully acknowledged in the ,emburg school1 and he reached still further for the object of his desire by playing the fop rather than the tramp1 on his second entry to the school room4 ,but it was not a success4 ,the pupils had evidently sized him up pretty accurately1 on his previous entry1 and his second appearance was a more signal failure than the first4 ,he did little with his books during the day4 ,he had not come to school to learn4 ,that was the last thing he thought of doing4 ,he was there to make a fuss if possible1--a row1 trouble1 a sensation2 these were what he was after4 ,he went mechanically to his classes1 but paid no attention to what was said or done in them4 ,he hoped1 though1 that ,mr4 ,bright would put a question to him about some of the lessons4 ,he was aching for a chance to snub ,mr4 ,bright1 or defy him1 by telling him that he didn't know4 ,but he got no questions from his teacher that day1 nor for some days after4 ,there are many ways1 so many ways1 of tiring out a fish1 before landing him6 ,so the day wore on1 the first whole day in school for ,dodd ,weaver1 for several years4 ,at recesses he unbent a little1 but he was only accosted by some of the youngest pupils of the room1 and he felt uneasy and out of place among the larger and more advanced members of the school4 ,it was nearing four o'clock1 and the closing work of the day was pressing4 ,mr4 ,bright was more than busy with his class1 and the room was quiet1 the pupils devoting themselves to their work assiduously4 ,dodd sat listless for some time1 but he finally straightened himself up quietly1 his face lighted with interest1 and it would have been evident to any one watching him 7no one was watching him just at this time7 that he was about to do something4 ,he was4 ,his desk was in the row of seats next the wall1 and there was only a narrow aisle between him and the blackboard4 ,he could reach across this easily4 ,he reached across4 ,he picked up a piece of crayon and began drawing lines on the board4 ,he moved his chalk carefully1 and it made no sound4 ,yet his movements attracted attention1 shortly1 and one pupil1 and another1 and another1 turned to watch him4 ,when ,dodd found that he had finally succeeded in securing an audience he felt that his point was gained4 ,he winked to a few of the boys about him1 and even half smiled at a somewhat coquettish girl whose eye he happened to catch4 ,he was winning his way1 and he hastened to make the most of his opportunity4 ,he had not made a half-dozen strokes with the crayon till every one saw that his sketch was a caricature of ,mr4 ,bright4 ,this gentleman was not handsome4 ,his features were angular and somewhat irregular1 and upon every one of these individualities the graceless artist enlarged at will4 ,he turned up the nose1 and set the stray bits of whiskers1 and dotted the cheeks1 at war one with another4 ,he even went further1 and with a few clever strokes sketched a dwarfed body for the life-sized head4 ,he worked rapidly and turned now and then to view his subject4 ,and all this time ,mr4 ,bright was unconscious of what was going on4 ,he sat with his face more than half turned away from ,dodd1 and was devoting all his energies to the elucidation of a problem that was particularly troublesome to the advanced class in algebra4 ,he had no thought of the order of his school room4 ,he was too busy trying to help the boys and girls who sat before him1 to have time to trouble himself with the rest of the pupils1 who were well able to care for themselves between recitations4 ,this was his way of maintaining order4 ,but presently he became aware1 by soul or ear1 that something was wrong about him1 somewhere4 ,for an instant he could not make out what it was1 so deeply was he engrossed in his work4 ,then1 like a flash1 it came to him that it was ,dodd6 ,he turned his eyes quickly to where the boy sat1 and had the good fortune to catch that young gentleman in the very act of adding the finishing touches to his sketch1 with much flourish and circumstance4 ,so much elated was ,dodd1 that for an instant he forgot where he was1 and for more than a minute after ,mr4 ,bright caught sight of what he was doing1 he continued to put in new lines1 every one of which added to the grotesqueness of the picture4 ,meanwhile the school saw the situation and began to enjoy it hugely1 though now at ,dodd's expense4 ,presently the young man looked up from his work and1 glancing quickly to the teacher1 saw that he was fairly caught4 ,like lightning he swept the brush1 which he held in his left hand1 over the picture1 and it was gone4 ,then he squared himself in his seat4 ,but it was too late4 ,he had overshot the mark4 ,he heard a sneer of disgust from the pupils instead of the laugh he had counted on4 ,he was down again4 ,he was vexed at the result1 and his face drew on an air of injured vexation1 after the manner of his kind4 ,then ,mr4 ,bright said1 stepping down to ,dodd's desk1 and speaking in a low tone1 to the boy only3 ,the picture was very good2 very much better than ,i could have made4 ,i see you have a good deal of ability with the chalk2 ,i am glad to know it4 ,if you care to try your hand on the board1 you are welcome to do so at any time2 only please do not try to take the attention of the pupils from their studies by your pictures1 as you did just now1 and without another word he resumed the point under consideration when the interruption took place4 ,dodd tried to look defiant1 but to little purpose4 ,there was nothing left to defy4 ,i have seen men strike so hard at nothing at all that they have fallen headlong themselves1 dragged down by the force of the blow they had intended for another4 ,dodd was down1 and it was his own hand that had put him there4 ,and it is so much better that way6 ,yet two points had been gained by this encounter4 ,mr4 ,bright had discovered that ,dodd had a genius for one thing at least1 for the sketch was really a remarkably strong one--so strong that the subject of it would have been glad to have preserved it2 and ,dodd was fully convinced that he had no ordinary man to deal with in the person of ,mr4 ,charles ,bright4 ,with these two new points developed1 the party at the reel end of the line began slowly to wind up1 yet again1 and the party of the second part let him wind4 ,,chapter ,,xiii4 ,rome was not built in a day nor is a character formed in one round of the sun4 ,a man never reaches a great height at a single stride1 and many times he slips and falls back1 even after he has been climbing a great while4 ,this is a thing that is common to the race4 ,dodd ,weaver possessed this trait4 ,i say that he did1 and shall proceed to prove it1 in two ways1 which ,i plainly state for the benefit of the two classes of people who can only see the same set of facts from opposite points of vision4 ,for the practical people1 those who believe only what they see1--the unimaginative and severely scientific1 if you will1--,i present in proof of the proposition stated above1 the record of the boy's life up to this point--the bare facts that have transpired4 ,for those who bow down at the shrine of pure logic1 who accept no conclusion but such as has been hoisted into place by a lever of syllogism1 with a major premise for a fulcrum1 and a minor premise on the long end of the bar1--for these1 ,i submit the familiar form3 ,a--,all men slip and fall back into old ways1 more or less 7chiefly more71 when striving to change a course of life that has become fixed by habit4 ,b--,dodd ,weaver 7,socrates7 was a man 7or near enough so to come within the range of the first term above74 ,c--,therefore2 ,dodd ,weaver 7,soc47 slipped and fell back into old ways1 more or less 7chiefly more71 when striving to change a course of life that had become fixed by habit4 ,the form will bear study4 ,i am glad to record just here1 too1 though it may be counted a digression1 that for once the facts in the case and the logical conclusion reached concerning the same tally exactly4 ,what a blessed thing it would have been for the martyrs1 all through the ages1 if there had always been such happy coincidence between logical sequence and actual facts6 ,but what were the world without martyrs8 ,i have heard it said that pure logic has a mission to perform in this world4 ,the record of its doings so far shows that1 chiefly1 it has been engaged in reaching conclusions that did not tally with actualities1 and in leading its devotees to persecute those who accepted facts rather than its ultimatum4 ,it is this that has fostered more persecution in the past than all other forms of bigotry combined4 ,even religion herself has often fallen a prey to this false god1 and the most relentless of religious wars have been waged with a logical difference as a basis4 ,nevertheless1 pure logic has its use4 ,i have used it to prove that ,dodd ,weaver did not spring from groveling to grace without some set-backs1 ,i have done obeisance to logic4 ,i can now move on peaceably1 ,i trust4 ,mr4 ,bright made a point with ,dodd by his quick discovery of the boy's genius with the chalk4 ,in a few days he scored another1 when he found how well he could read4 ,indeed1 it was here the teacher and pupil first felt their souls flow together freely1 for an instant4 ,it was the old ,sam ,weller's ,valentine selection that the class was laboring with4 ,the boys and girls tugged at the dialogue1 but in the main got little from it4 ,it came ,dodd's turn to read4 ,he had taken in the whole scene and was full of the spirit of the piece4 ,his place of beginning was at the words with which ,sam begins his letter1 and1 commencing there1 he read1 assuming a high-pitched voice3 ,lovely creeter6 ,the school broke out into a laugh1 as did also ,mr4 ,bright4 ,dodd raised his eyes for an instant to catch the cause of their mirth1 only to meet the approving smile of the teacher1 and the slightest nod of admiration from him4 ,he flushed with a glow of wholesome pride1 and the next instant shouted1 in the deep1 husky guttural of ,old ,tony3 ,stop6 ,a glass o' the inwariable1 my dear6 and so he continued with the dialogue4 ,it was a revelation to the school1 this reading of ,dodd's4 ,after the first floating breath of laughter had passed over the room1 every pupil was full of attention1 and was listening to the reading of this proverbially bad boy4 ,dodd read to the end of the letter and then sat down4 ,mr4 ,bright said1 ,very well6 and marked him #i #a_/b6 ,the two walked home to dinner together1 at noon6 ,for many weeks after this ,dodd continued as he had begun1 and grew in favor with the pupils in general and with ,mr4 ,bright in particular4 ,he came regularly to school1 studied fairly1 and advanced quite rapidly in his work4 ,this was very satisfactory to his parents1 who saw their son1 whom they had mourned as worse than dead1 once more clothed and in his right mind4 ,the ,elder was happy and felt that at last the personal influence of one good man had done for ,dodd what a half dozen revival conversions had failed to do for him4 ,perhaps he did not say it just that way1 even to himself2 but we often hear voices within us saying things that we dare not say ourselves1 even to ourselves4 ,it was a voice within that said this to the parson4 ,i merely record the fact without further comment4 ,why should anyone comment on such a fact8 ,but there came a day--there are always days a-coming4 ,there came1 too1 a deed1 and there are always deeds a-coming4 ,it was in this wise4 ,school had just begun1 after dinner1 when suddenly ,dodd ,weaver arose to leave the room4 ,there was nothing remarkable in this1 for it was not unlawful for pupils to leave ,mr4 ,bright's room without special permission4 ,they were permitted to come and go at pleasure1 subject1 always1 to the direction of the teacher in each or every case4 ,mr4 ,bright did not notice the young man till he had nearly reached the door2 then1 suddenly1 it occurred to him that there was no good reason for his going out4 ,why are you leaving the room1 ',dodd'8 he inquired1 a trifle abruptly4 ,to get a drink of water1 returned the boy4 ,you need not go1 remarked ,mr4 ,bright4 ,a young man of your years should attend to that at the proper time4 ,you may take your seat6 ,it was a little thing1 but it was so sudden that it riled ,dodd to the very depths4 ,quick as a flash he returned3 ,i'll go out whenever ,i ---- please for all of you1 you ---- ---- ---- ----1 and here followed a string of blasphemous words which good taste says ,i must not write1 though the truth is1 ,dodd said them1 very loudly1 before a whole school full of young ladies and gentlemen1 who had to hear them4 ,but then1 good taste has some rights which ,i am bound to respect1 and ,i put dashes where ,dodd put most shameful oaths4 ,if a thunderbolt had fallen into that still school-room it would not have produced greater consternation among the pupils than did these words of ,dodd's4 ,he turned pale with anger1 and glared at ,mr4 ,bright1 as he1 ,dodd1 stood with his hand on the doorknob4 ,all right2 returned ,mr4 ,bright1 do just as the ',other-,fellow' says about it1 and he turned to his class again4 ,dodd stood with his hand on the doorknob for a full minute1 then turned1 and slowly walking to his seat1 sat down6 ,but ,mr4 ,bright did not even look that way4 ,and this was all there ever was of this episode4 ,mr4 ,bright never once mentioned the occurrence to ,dodd afterwards4 ,he did not even reprimand him before the school nor did he speak to any pupil of what had happened4 ,he had won1 and yet the odds were so nearly against him that be felt it best to be silent4 ,this might not have been your way1 beloved1 but it was ,mr4 ,bright's way1 and he was able to manage it4 ,some months thereafter1 he had occasion one day to reprove a rough pupil for profanity on the play-ground1 and the pupil came back at him with3 ,you'd better talk to ',dodd' ,weaver about swearing if you are so anxious about it4 ,he cursed you to your face and you didn't say a word4 ,but ,mr4 ,bright only replied3 ,that is my affair1 but you must not swear on the play-ground4 ,do you understand8 ,the young man concluded that he understood1 and said so4 ,and that is how this teacher was perhaps logically inconsistent1 but nevertheless just1 and able to take care of his school according to the individual needs of his pupils4 ,happy is that teacher who can do so much6 ,but the machine cannot do so much1 nor can the men who run the machine4 ,the machine is logically correct and consistent1 according to the laws of the ,medes and ,persians4 ,it treats all pupils alike4 ,allah be praised6 ,yet a single man like ,mr4 ,bright is worth whole battalions of machines4 ,thank ,god6 ,i must take space1 just here1 too1 to explain a phrase quoted by ,mr4 ,bright1 just above1 namely1 the ,other-,fellow4 ,the quotation marks are there in deference to ,dr4 ,holmes1 who is responsible for the idea that ,mr4 ,bright had made familiar in his school4 ,that idea was as follows1 when elaborated by this teacher1 and was presented to his pupils on a ,monday morning1 a few weeks after ,dodd had entered school4 ,i give this as ,mr4 ,bright paraphrased it1 rather than in the words of the ,old ,master in the ,poet at the ,breakfast ,table1 where he first came across it4 ,dr4 ,oliver ,wendell ,holmes says1 ,mr4 ,bright remarked to the school1 that in every one of us there are two persons4 ,first1 there is yourself1 and then there is the ,other-,fellow6 ,now one of these is all the time doing things1 and the other sits inside and tells what he thinks about the performance4 ,thus1 ,i do so-and-so1 act so-and-so1 seem to the world so-and-so2 but the ,other-,fellow sits in judgment on me all the time4 ,i may tell a lie1 and do it so cleverly that the people may think ,i have done or said a great and good thing2 and they may shout my praises1 far and wide4 ,but the ,other-,fellow sits inside1 and says1 ',you lie6 you lie6 you're a sneak1 and you know it6' ,i tell him to shut up1 to hear what the people say about me2 but he only continues to repeat1 over and over again1 ',you lie6 you lie6 you're a sneak1 and you know it6' ,or1 again1 ,i may do a really noble deed1 but perhaps be misunderstood by the public1 who may persecute me and say all manner of evil against me1 falsely2 but the ,other-,fellow will sit inside1 and say1 ',never mind1 old boy6 ,it's all right6 stand by6' ,and ,i would rather hear1 he used to add1 the 'well done' of the ',other-,fellow' than the shouts of praise of the whole world2 while ,i would a thousand times rather that the people should shout and hiss themselves hoarse with rage and envy1 than that the ',other-,fellow' should sit inside and say1 ',you lie6 you lie6 you're a sneak1 and you know it6' ,this was what ,mr4 ,bright said to his pupils on a ,monday morning1 and it made a wonderful impression upon them4 ,the same thought always will make an impression upon people if only it can be got to them4 ,after this1 he let the ,other-,fellow manage his school4 ,you can see how effective it was1 my dear1 by observing what it did for ,dodd1 as ,i have just related4 ,it was even more powerful1 if possible1 with the other pupils4 ,i commend this ,other-,fellow to your notice1 ladies and gentlemen1 and especially to yours1 beloved1 who are teachers of young men and women4 ,you can't use him to so good an advantage among the younger pupils1 but if you can once get him to take control of your larger boys and girls1 you have put them into most excellent hands4 ,for1 see2 he will ply the lash when it is deserved1 and lay on heavily where you would hardly dare to lift a finger4 ,does ,mary whisper too much8 ,quietly ask her to settle the score with the ,other-,fellow4 ,is ,john doing something that he should not do8 ,hand him over to the same authority4 ,and if you can do this1 and can succeed in making this personage the ,absolute ,monarch of your school1 whose assistant you are1 then be happy1 and teach school just as long as you can afford to4 ,you are a god-send to any company of young people among whom your lot is cast4 ,but if you are a stranger to the ,other-,fellow yourself1 don't try to introduce him to any one else4 ,it is not well for strangers to attempt familiarities1 yet ,i have known such attempts1 even in the school room1 and by those high in authority1 even among the machines4 ,but ,mr4 ,bright had succeeded in putting this personage into his school as head master1 and he had wrought wonders1 even in so hard a case as that of ,dodd ,weaver4 ,his presence in any school will always work as it did in this case4 ,it takes a man or a woman of character to use this power1 though6 ,,chapter ,,xiv4 ,i most heartily wish that ,i could go on with this tale without recording any further lapses on the part of its alleged hero1 but ,i can't4 ,the facts in the case will not warrant such a continuation4 ,nor do ,i admit that it was ,dodd's ,methodist blood that occasioned these fallings from grace4 ,i have known men1 women and boys1 and whole herds of other people besides1 even those who were firm believers in the tenet ,once in grace1 always in grace1 who yet had their infirmities about them1 and whose feet still clung to the miry clay1 though they did think their heads were in heavenly places6 ,on the whole1 after observing human nature pretty closely for some time1 even till gray hairs are with me to stay1 ,i am inclined to believe1 with ,mr4 ,emerson1 that ,virtue itself is apt to be occasional1 spotty1 and not always the same clear through the piece4 ,this may be another case where facts do not tally with logical conclusions based upon dogmatic theological reasoning4 ,yet if the fact is thus1 my dear reader1 you need not be alarmed1 so far as you are concerned4 ,ask yourself if it isn't true1 in your case1 at least1 that you have slipped down from the lofty places of your desire and aspiration many a time1 even when you have done your best to keep in your high estate4 ,human nature6 ,that is the key to this condition4 ,how to handle this unstable quantity so as to keep it up continually1 this is a problem for the ages4 ,so ,dodd slipped again1 just as such boys are continually apt to do1 and ,mr4 ,bright bore with him patiently1 and worked him1 as a wise teacher can and will4 ,the machine cannot and will not bear with boys and work them4 ,it suspends them and expels them4 ,the ,other-,fellow held ,dodd to his work for days and weeks1 but1 finally1 even this power lost its grip1 for a time4 ,it happened--as such things usually do1 when the teacher is doubly busy--that ,dodd began whittling a stick at his desk and covering the floor all about with the litter1 in a most shameful and slovenly manner4 ,mr4 ,bright discovered the fact just as he was in the midst of a class exercise in which twenty pupils were taking part1 all being at the board at the same time and working together under pressure of his rapid dictation4 ,he had no time to stop then and there to put a pupil into order4 ,he was flushed and excited with his class work1 holding his boys and girls up to the vigorous drill he was giving them1 and he scarcely paused to say to ,dodd3 ,put up that knife and go to work6 ,he did not wait to see it he was obeyed4 ,he had not time4 ,the next act of ,dodd's that he was conscious of was his opening the door to leave the room4 ,he saw at once that this move was made simply to kill time1 and to get rid of study1 and as ,dodd was in the very act of closing the door behind him1 ,mr4 ,bright called out to him3 ,come back and take your seat6 ,but ,dodd's only answer was to slam the door as hard as he could and dash down stairs1 three steps at a jump4 ,mr4 ,bright rushed out after him at the top of his speed4 ,in his haste to make time1 and catch the fugitive1 if possible1 he revived a custom of his youth and slid down the banister1 making the time of an arrow in his descent4 ,then he ran out of the hall1 in still further pursuit4 ,but he was too late4 ,he ran around the house1 but at the corner he lost the trail1 and though he circled the building three times1 and listened1 and dodged back and forth1 to surprise ,dodd if possible1 he could get no clue to his whereabouts4 ,he went into the cellar and looked all about1 peering into the furnace-room and coal-bin1 but nowhere could he find the crafty object of his search4 ,finally he gave up and returned to the school room4 ,he came in out of breath and perspiring1 and met the inquiring eyes of his pupils as he went back to his desk4 ,i could not find him1 he said to the school1 wiping his dripping face with his handkerchief4 ,then he turned to the class on duty and resumed the exercise he had broken off so abruptly4 ,i do not know what would have happened if ,mr4 ,bright and ,dodd had met in the heat of this encounter4 ,it is useless to speculate on what would have occurred4 ,some of the boys1 waiting in the room they had just left1 offered to bet two to one on the master if it came to business4 ,and1 indeed1 there were no takers at that1 for ,mr4 ,bright had a prowess which would have stood him well in stead if he had had occasion to use it4 ,but he did not4 ,i am glad that he did not4 ,because1 it is at such times as this that men get beside themselves1 and are apt to do desperate things4 ,i have known men who had to go behind bars and stay there for many years because they did meet the man they were after1 under much such circumstances as ,i have just detailed4 ,i remarked a few paragraphs above something about virtue being occasional1 and we have all need to pray1 ,lead us not into temptation1 but deliver us from evil4 ,but ,fate1 or ,foreordination1 or ,good ,fortune1 or ,destiny1 or ,providence1 or ,luck1 whichever one of these presided on this occasion1--suit yourselves as to this1 ,o infidel or orthodox6 capitalize them all1 since some of you will have it so--elected that these two people should not meet till they had both cooled off a little4 ,i hope these same powers may be as kind to you if you ever have a like need of their good offices4 ,many a man has been made or broken by the smile or frown of one of these deities which are so entirely beyond our control1 and which still make so important a part of our lives4 ,i state facts again1 without further moralizing4 ,indeed1 ,i could not moralize on this theme if ,i tried4 ,i don't know any one who can1 though the world is full of people who constantly try to4 ,they all fail4 ,the mystery is as great now as it was in the days when ,eve happened to walk up to the tree where the serpent and the apples happened to be together4 ,one should take off his hat when he speaks seriously of these things4 ,they are stupendous6 ,nor should you blame ,mr4 ,bright too much for doing as he did4 ,hear the story out before you pass judgment4 ,he was only a man4 ,you are under the same condemnation1 my self-contained critic6 ,i will admit without argument1 however1 that the machine would never have slid down a banister in pursuit of a fleeing pupil4 ,never6 ,it never concerns itself enough about the doings of any individual pupil to follow him an inch for any cause whatever4 ,the machine would have sat still and let the boy run4 ,then it would have suspended him the next morning and expelled him a few days later4 ,the machine always has regular ways of doing things4 ,it has all the rules for its movements set down in a book4 ,but ,mr4 ,bright was very anxious about ,dodd ,weaver4 ,when he came to reflect1 he was glad that he had not met him while in pursuit of him4 ,yet the question remained1 what should be done when they did meet8 ,he thought about this1 deep down in his soul1 all the rest of the morning4 ,when noon came he was as much as ever at a loss how to proceed4 ,one of the worst features of the case1 as he thought about it1 was this3 ,dodd had been going to school to him now a year and a half1 and he had begun to think that he had a permanent hold upon the boy4 ,but here it was again1 back in the same old notch1 and as bad as ever4 ,it does take so long to make anything permanent in the way of character6 ,you have found it so yourself1 haven't you1 beloved8 ,in your own case1 ,i mean4 ,but on his way home to dinner ,mr4 ,bright saw ,mrs4 ,weaver out in the yard1 and remembering how much a mother may sometimes do for her son1 he went over and took her into counsel on the case4 ,the machine would not have done this either4 ,it is a rule of the mill not to consult with parents4 ,if parents wish consultation1 let them talk to a stack of examination papers1 or a record-book4 ,this will soon cure them of their desire to consult4 ,mrs4 ,weaver heard ,mr4 ,bright's statement with tear-filled eyes4 ,she had seen ,dodd improve in every line of his life1 for some months1 and had begun to form bright plans for the future of her redeemed first-born4 ,but1 alas6 here seemed to be the end of all her hopes4 ,however1 she tried to apologize for her son1 and1 in any event1 she begged ,mr4 ,bright not to give ,dodd up yet4 ,but the master shook his head gravely4 ,and another thing1 pursued ,mrs4 ,weaver1 ,i think it will be best not to let ',dodd's' father know anything about this4 ,he is such a passionate man that ,i am sure he would fly into a rage and attempt to beat the boy if he should find it out4 ,and he and ',dodd' are so much alike6 ,if they should get into a quarrel1 ,i fear that one might kill the other before they could be parted4 ,yet these persons were father and son1 and one of them was a successful minister and a devout man--most of the time1 ,you see1 ,mrs4 ,weaver continued1 that my husband has such a high opinion of you as a man1 and he knows that you have done so much for ',dodd1' that if he should find out how abominably the boy has treated you1 he would be ten times more angry than ever4 ,so let us keep the matter to ourselves1 if possible4 ,i will see ',dodd' as soon as he comes home1 and will try what ,i can do4 ,and if prayer1 or-- ,there1 there1 broke in ,mr4 ,bright1 quietly1 as the brimming eyes of the woman before him began to overflow1 do what you can with the boy1 and ,i will not give him up till ,i have to2 and so saying1 he went on to dinner4 ,but in a country town news travels fast4 ,as soon as school was out at noon1 three-score tongues were busy retailing the mild scandal to attentive listeners1 whenever met4 ,parson ,weaver sat in the postoffice1 reading a daily that had just arrived1 when a boy came in1 and not noticing the ,elder1 began to tell the tale to the knot of men who stood about4 ,they heard the story through1 with many ,i-told-you-so nods1 and then1 one by one1 slipped out of the office4 ,last of all ,parson ,weaver went also4 ,he went straight to ,mr4 ,bright's house and pulled the door bell impetuously4 ,the teacher admitted him1 and began immediately to try to soothe the infuriated feelings of the parson1 who was really very angry4 ,i hope the matter may come out all right1 said the teacher1 for ,i trust that ',dodd' will see things as they are1 when he comes to himself4 ,tell me just what happened1 said the parson1 with a kind of desperation4 ,mr4 ,bright carefully went over the particulars4 ,when he had finished1 he added3 ,i shall be very grateful to you for anything you can do to help us all out of this dilemma and get ',dodd' on his feet again4 ,for what we must do1 in any event1 is to save the boy4 ,i shall do all in my power1 returned ,mr4 ,weaver1 but ,i thought he was doing so well with you1 and now he is all at sea again1 and with a groan he left the house4 ,mr4 ,bright sat down to dinner and ate a few hurried mouthfuls4 ,he had just risen from his slight repast1 when a twin ,weaver burst into the room and shouted out3 ,pap wants you to come over to the house as quick as you kin1 and having thus said1 he turned and ran4 ,mr4 ,bright remembered the words of ,dodd's mother1 and he feared that father and son had closed in deadly conflict4 ,he hurried down the street1 and made all haste toward the parsonage4 ,,chapter ,,xv4 ,when ,parson ,weaver left ,mr4 ,bright's house he went directly home4 ,dodd was there before him1 and when the elder arrived he found the boy and his mother together1 both apparently indignant and excited4 ,to think that he should have struck you over the head with a stick1 exclaimed ,mrs4 ,weaver1 and then should have the face to come here and trump up a story about your running away6 ,i always did more than half suspect that man of lying1 and ,i have found him out now6 ,why1 what is this8 inquired the parson1 with a puzzled look4 ,mr4 ,bright has been striking ',dodd' over the head with a stick1 explained ,mrs4 ,weaver2 just see where he hit him6 ,she pushed the hair back off her son's forehead as she spoke1 and revealed a long red streak1 made1 apparently1 by a blow from some solid substance4 ,elder ,weaver was dumbfounded4 ,tell me all about this affair1 he demanded of ,dodd1 as he led the way to another room1 leaving ,mrs4 ,weaver to go on with her housework4 ,all there is of it1 answered ,dodd1 ,old ,bright gave me some of his lip because ,i couldn't do an example1 and when ,i tried to explain he got mad and hit me over the head with a club1 and so ,i got up and left4 ,is that the actual truth of the matter8 asked the elder1 anxiously4 ,you don't think ,i'd lie about a thing like that1 do you8 said ,dodd4 ,you can see where he hit me1 he proceeded1 himself revealing the welt on his forehead4 ,this mark was too much for the good parson4 ,he might have doubted ,dodd's word1 but there was no disputing the mark4 ,now a welt raised by a teacher on the body of a child will drive that child's parents to madness quicker than anything that ,i know of4 ,the elder grew very angry1 and resolved to see the end of this as soon as possible4 ,calling a younger member of the household to him he whispered in his ear3 ,run up to ,prof4 ,bright's as fast as you can1 and tell him to come down here as quick as possible4 ,he would bring ,dodd and his teacher face to face1 and then see4 ,it was this messenger that had brought the teacher to the parsonage on the double-quick4 ,dodd saw his little brother shoot out of the door1 and he was in a worse dilemma than ever4 ,whether to run1 or to stay and face it out2 to lie some more1 or to confess the lie he had already told2 these were the things he grew more and more anxious about every minute4 ,but presently he caught sight of his teacher hurrying down the street1 and almost before he knew it he said3 ,it's all a lie ,i've been giving you1 old man6 ,bright never hit me a lick6 ,but the mark6 almost shrieked the parson4 ,i done it myself1 explained ,dodd1 laconically1 to give you and the old woman a stand off with6 ,it was just as ,dodd said this that ,mr4 ,bright opened the door and entered the room4 ,dodd was seated near one corner1 and his father1 having just heard from the boy's own lips a full confession of his wholesale lying1 began raving like a maniac4 ,he swung his arms wildly1 weeping and shouting as he strode about the room3 ,my son6 my son6 ,would to ,god that you had filled an early grave1 or that ,i had died for thee6 ,o1 my son6 my son6 and uttering such lamentations he continued to rave4 ,why1 what is this8 exclaimed ,mr4 ,bright1 rather at a loss to know just what to say or do4 ,o professor1 almost yelled the parson1 my boy has lied to me6 lied to me66 lied to me666 and again he paced the room and tore his hair4 ,coming around again to where ,mr4 ,bright stood1 he went on3 ,he told me that you struck him with a club1 and showed me a mark on his head where he said you had hit him1 and then1 when ,i sent for you1 and he saw you coming1 he confessed that it was all a lie6 a lie66 a lie666 ,o1 my ,god1 my boy6 my lost1 my ruined boy6 ,a liar6 he shrieked again4 ,in hell they shall lift up their eyes in torm-- ,stop6 commanded ,mr4 ,bright1 confronting the almost lunatic parson2 stop raving and sit down1 and let us talk about this business like sensible people1 and he led ,mr4 ,weaver to a chair as he spoke4 ,now ',dodd1' said ,mr4 ,bright1 speaking to the boy for the first time since he had called him back in the school room1 tell me about this4 ,dodd hesitated a minute1 eyeing his teacher defiantly1 and finally grumbled3 ,i have not got anything to tell4 ,at this the parson came very near going off into another paroxysm1 but a look from ,mr4 ,bright checked him1 and be sank back into his chair1 almost in collapse4 ,then ,mr4 ,bright spoke1 directing all his attention to ,dodd4 ,my boy1 he said1 it is useless for either of us to go over what has been said and done in the last hour or two4 ,i need not tell1 nor need ,i ask you to tell1 how thoroughly outrageous your conduct has been4 ,but ,i want to say this to you right here3 ,i want you to steady yourself right down as soon as you can and get to thinking reasonably about this matter4 ,there is only one thing that ,i am afraid of in this affair1 and that is that it will result in great loss to you1 if you are not careful4 ,you have insulted your fellow students1 you have defied the reasonable authority of the school1 and you have lied to your parents4 ,i don't care anything about what you have done to me1 or said about me--let that go2 but ,i do care about the other things1 and ,i am anxious to have you make them right as soon as possible1 before it is too late4 ,you know1 good people1 that when a bone is broken1 the thing that needs to be done is to set it as soon as possible2 if it is left out of place very long1 it is ten times as hard to put it right again as it would have been at first1 and1 even if set at last1 it is apt to grow together imperfectly1 or perhaps make a crooked limb ever after4 ,the sooner a fault is redressed1 the better for all parties to it4 ,so now ,i have this to say to you1 ,mr4 ,bright went on3 ,i don't want you to drop out of school on account of this occurrence4 ,this is what you are in danger of doing1 and it is the very thing you ought not to do4 ,you have been doing well in your work for a good while now1 and you can't afford to let this affair break you off4 ,well1 ,i guess it won't hurt anybody but myself1 and that is my own business1 said ,dodd sulkily4 ,off1 away off as yet4 ,drawn1 but unwilling to come4 ,seeing1 knowing what he should do1 but1 ruled by some rebellious devil1 persistently turning away and doing the other thing4 ,it is the way of perverse human nature4 ,call it total depravity1 original sin1 infirmity1 the natural man1 ,i don't care what1 only this--recognize the condition and deal with it1 when you come squarely up against it1 so that it will not ruin its victim4 ,the very thing ,i am fearing1 returned ,mr4 ,bright4 ,in one sense it is nobody's business but your own what becomes of you2 in another sense1 it is the business of a great many4 ,young man1 ,i tell you again to get out of your present defiant mood as soon as you can4 ,i know that your life for the past few months has had more of genuine enjoyment for you than you have experienced for years previous to this time4 ,i don't say this boastfully1 ,i say it thankfully4 ,and what ,i am anxious for is to have you keep going in the same way4 ,just think it over1 and see what there is before you4 ,on the one hand1 a return to your place in school1 and with that a continuation of all that you have so much cared for2 on the other hand--but ,i leave that for you to think out4 ,there are two ways right here1 and you must choose which one you will take4 ,well1 what have ,i got to do if ,i go back8 asked ,dodd1 yielding ever so little4 ,you must apologize to the school for your conduct and pledge to your fellow students your word of honor that hereafter you will behave like a gentleman4 ,dodd gave his head an angry toss and was about to speak when the parson sprang to his feet1 and1 rushing across the room1 shouted3 ,he shall do it1 or ,i will disown him1 and he shall never enter my house again1 but shall be-- ,sit down1 sir6 exclaimed ,mr4 ,bright1 almost forcing the distracted parson into his chair4 ,mr4 ,weaver sat down and was silent4 ,mr4 ,bright proceeded3 ,so now1 my boy1 here it is for you to choose1 and you must use your own judgment about it4 ,but ,dodd looked down and said nothing4 ,it was a critical moment4 ,a soul was at stake1 and fiends and angels were striving together for it4 ,mr4 ,bright was the captain of the heavenly host1 and devoutly he stood1 waiting the issue4 ,there are no rules laid down in the machine guide books that lead up to this high estate1 nor does the machine manager care so much for marshaling angelic forces as he does about controlling the election of a member of the board from the --th ward4 ,as ,mr4 ,bright spoke his last words a silence fell upon the group4 ,the father sat with his hands over his face1 ,dodd gazed at the carpet1 and the school teacher bowed his head reverently4 ,for nearly a minute this impressive calm brooded over all4 ,then ,mr4 ,bright felt in his soul that the tide was turned in his favor4 ,he advanced towards ,dodd and extended his hand4 ,come6 he said4 ,the boy did not raise his eyes1 but he did lift his hand1 just a little--only a little--and ,mr4 ,bright grasped it with all the fervor of his thankful soul4 ,he drew ,dodd towards him1 and he arose1 hesitatingly4 ,they walked out of the room hand in hand1 nor did they break their clasp till they reached the school-room4 ,when people are too weak or too timid to go alone they musk be led2 yes1 sometimes they must be carried6 ,but1 led or carried1 the point always to keep in mind is this1 that the nearly dead are to be made alive again1 the lost are to be found4 ,and this is the test that must be set over against all systems and institutions that have to deal with unformed characters4 ,the everlasting question must be put again and again1 does this1 that or the other save1 find1 restore1 or benefit the individuals that come under its influence8 ,whatever does this1 is good2 whatever fails to do this is not good4 ,it is fair to ask what the machine does in this regard6 ,,chapter ,,xvi4 ,it was a trying time for both ,dodd and ,mr4 ,bright as they walked together1 hand in hand1 towards the school-house4 ,the trouble was that neither of them could say anything4 ,mr4 ,bright felt that words might only mar the matter1 and ,dodd was too busy thinking of what was just before him1 to say a word4 ,the master realized the situation1 and counted their steps1 almost1 as they walked along4 ,presently he felt ,dodd's hand working nervously in his own1 as if to break their clasp4 ,his heart sank1 but1 inspired by that same power which had so often come to him in an emergency1 he said3 ,what is it ',dodd'8 ,i can't apologize1 returned the boy2 ,i don't know what to say1 and his lips trembled as he spoke1 while tears welled from his eyes4 ,how many things there are that interpose between us and our duty6 ,you have found it so in your own experience1 haven't you1 my friend8 ,say that you did wrong this morning2 that you are sorry for what you did2 that you apologize for your action1 and that you pledge your word of honor to your fellows that you will be a gentleman in school in future1 said ,mr4 ,bright4 ,the nervousness was no longer in the hand1 and both ,dodd and ,mr4 ,bright felt that they were about to win in the strife4 ,they quickened their steps1 and were shortly in the school room4 ,but there was a trial yet1 and one that ,i fear would have been insurmountable for a good many of us1 brave men and women though we think we are4 ,as teacher and pupil entered the room they discovered the three members of the board of education seated upon the platform4 ,one of the number had heard the story told by the boy in the postoffice1 and had hastened to make up his mind that ,dodd should be expelled from school4 ,he hurried to see the other members1 and for the first time since ,mr4 ,bright had been in charge of the ,emburg school1 this educational triumvirate appeared1 in a body1 in his school room4 ,their presence was exceedingly annoying1 just at this moment--the very time when they should have kept their hands off4 ,but this is apt to be the way with boards of education in towns of the ,emburg stripe4 ,i ought to take room1 just here1 too1 to say that the president of the board was really glad that an issue had come1 and that they could now rid the school of ,parson ,weaver's boy4 ,the fact is1 this man was deacon in a church of a denomination other than that to which the parson belonged1 and the rivalry between the two sects had been brisk1 not to say thoroughly bitter and almost mean1 for a long time4 ,anything that would disgrace the family of the pastor of the opposing church would weaken the influence of the church itself1 and the same would redound to the glory of the church in which the deacon officiated4 ,i grant that this is a side issue1 but side issues are often of more moment1 in cases like this1 than are main issues4 ,as ,dodd and ,mr4 ,bright came in1 the deacon rose to meet them4 ,the school was already in order1 and ,dodd went on to his seat4 ,mr4 ,bright turned to his own desk to meet the advancing president of the board4 ,can we have a word with you1 before school takes up8 said the deacon1 drawing down the corners of his mouth and looking particularly pious and exceedingly virtuous1 as he thought4 ,wait a few minutes1 replied ,mr4 ,bright1 crowding past the man in the effort to reach his desk4 ,but we prefer to speak to you now1 urged the president4 ,the matter is very pressing4 ,i will attend to it presently1 answered ,mr4 ,bright1 and then1 ignoring the dignitary who addressed him1 he turned to the school and said3 ,before we begin the regular work of the afternoon1 ',dodd' ,weaver has a word to say4 ,a deep silence fell upon the school at these words4 ,the pupils all seemed to feel that they stood in the presence of a great strife4 ,one naturally holds his breath under such circumstances4 ,then ,dodd stood up in his place1 and the latent manhood1 that had long lain dormant within him1 asserted itself4 ,in a clear though somewhat subdued voice1 he said3 ,i want to apologize for what ,i did this morning1 and ,i pledge you my word of honor that hereafter1 so long as ,i am a member of this school1 ,i will behave myself4 ,his voice trembled somewhat towards the close1 but he went bravely through to the end1 and then sat down4 ,then ,mr4 ,bright bowed his head1 and said3 ,our ,father in heaven1 whose weak and erring children we all are1 bless the boy whose confession we have just heard1 and help him to keep his word of honor like a man4 ,and help us all1 in all our strifes with evil and with wrong1 that we may come out of them better1 and stronger1 and purer1 even as our ,master was made perfect through suffering1 ,amen4 ,that was all6 ,perhaps there were dry eyes in the room just then4 ,if so1 they did not appear1 ,after a pause of an instant1 ,mr4 ,bright said3 ,you may go on with your work1 and the pupils turned to their books again4 ,in five minutes more the hum of the busy school room was as if nothing uncommon had happened1 and classes were reciting as usual4 ,the deacon and his fellow-members sat upon the platform till recess1 listening to recitations1 and then left2 the president remarking to the teacher as they went out1 that they thought the school was doing very well6 ,dodd and ,mr4 ,bright walked home together after school was out4 ,where do you suppose ,i hid8 asked ,dodd1 as they walked along4 ,i have no idea1 returned ,mr4 ,bright4 ,i ran down cellar1 and1 crawled part way up the airshaft back of the furnace1 said ,dodd4 ,and that was the last that was ever said about the affair by either teacher or pupil4 ,,chapter ,,xvii4 ,for a few months after the event just narrated ,dodd went to school to ,mr4 ,bright1 and during the whole time he deported himself as a good and faithful student should4 ,but with the next meeting of the ,conference1 ,parson ,weaver was shifted again1 and with him went the hero of this story4 7,i think ,dodd may justly be called a hero after so bravely doing what he did in the presence of the school and the board of education1 as just told47 ,mr4 ,bright also left ,emburg the following year1 and so he and ,dodd drifted apart1 as people are all the time doing in this wide1 wide world4 ,the parson had now been so long in the service that he was promoted to a city pastorate1 at this turn of the ecclesiastical wheel of fortune1 and so it fell out that ,dodd went to the city to live4 ,a more unfortunate thing could hardly have happened to him4 ,yet his lot was such as is common to most boys who go from country to city life4 ,they drift into the town where everything is new1 strange and rare to them1 just at that age when they are the most curious1 the most on fire with new-born and wholly untamed passions1 and the least able to resist temptation4 ,the glitter and tinsel of city life have thus a charm for them which falls powerless upon young men who have been familiar with such sights from their youth up1 and the ignis fatuus of gilded pleasures lures them into the quagmires of sin before they are aware1 where hosts of them sink down to death in the quicksands of a fast life4 ,dodd was not an uncommon boy4 ,when he went to the city1 he did as hosts have done before him1 and as hosts will continue to do4 ,i suppose ,god knows why6 ,yet the young man did not go all at once into by and forbidden paths4 ,few folks do4 ,neither do they come out of such ways by one great leap4 ,there are those who preach a different doctrine4 ,either ,dodd or his father made a fatal mistake1 too1 on going to town4 ,neither of them arranged to have the boy get to work1 as soon as he entered his new life4 ,the elder thought his son was getting large enough to look out for himself1 and ,dodd waited awhile to look around4 ,so1 between the two1 the cup of salvation that the boy should have quaffed1 fell1 and was broken4 ,dodd drifted about the town for many days1 seeing what he could see4 ,his memory of ,mr4 ,bright was still fresh and nourishing1 and it often held him from wrong1 where his natural inclination would have carried him clear over the line that separates evil from good4 ,an iron1 well heated1 will hold its heat long after it is taken out of the fire4 ,it grows cold1 though1 after a while4 ,so the boy began to circle about in the outer edge of the whirlpool that sucks in its victims so relentlessly and remorselessly1 always1 in the city4 ,i wish ,i did not have to tell the tale of still another descent into ,avernus1 of this boy of the checkered career4 ,but ,i have started out to paint the picture exactly as it is1 and ,i dip my brush in black again with a sigh4 ,you have to do the same thing in telling1 even to yourself1 the story of yourself1 don't you1 my reader whose blood has iron in it1 and whose pulses beat fast8 ,i am not writing of a sluggish-veined person1 nor for people of that complexion1 good people though they are4 ,dodd had never been to the theatre4 ,he was curious to go1 and now that he came within reach of this class of amusements he was all anxiety to gratify his desire in this direction4 ,he said nothing to his father or his mother about this1 however4 ,indeed1 it would have availed little if he had2 that is1 as these amusements were always looked upon by the parson and his good wife4 ,they would have contented themselves by anathematizing the play-house and forbidding ,dodd attendance at such places2 probably ending up their dissertation by declaring to the boy that it was his natural heart1 which is enmity against ,god1 that led him to desire such sinful diversions4 ,so1 one night ,dodd went alone to the theatre4 ,truth to tell1 and to his credit be it said1 he chose a reputable place for his maiden visit4 ,the play was ,london ,assurance4 ,it was well done1 and the boy1 who really possessed much innate dramatic genius1 enjoyed the performance greatly4 ,he felt ill at ease1 however1 while in the place1 and went very quietly to bed when he reached home4 ,indeed1 as he lay awake for an hour or two after retiring1 unable to sleep because of the vivid visions of the play that his highly wrought imagination and memory represented to his mental eyes1 he resolved that he would never again go to see a play1 but would stop with a single taste of the pleasure4 ,having made this resolve1 be went to sleep content4 ,how easy it is to make good resolutions1 and to be content and satisfied in them when out of the reach of temptation4 ,but the next day1 as he went about the city1 he saw ,othello billed for that evening4 ,he was restless in an instant4 ,he talked the matter over with himself something as follows1 considering whether or not he should go and see the ,moor of ,venice3 ',dodd1' you are a fellow who cannot rest contented until you have seen what there is to see in the line of plays upon the stage4 ,there are two kinds of dramas--tragedy and comedy4 ,you saw comedy last night4 ,go and see tragedy tonight and that will cover the whole field4 ,you will then have seen it all and will be satisfied4 ,so that night1 ,tuesday evening1 he went to see the tragedy4 ,don't ask about his resolve of the night before2 just ask how you yourself have done scores of times1 under similar circumstances1 when you have sworn off1 but when the trial came1 have concluded not to count that time6 ,dodd enjoyed ,othello as much as he did ,london ,assurance4 ,but that night he pledged himself again not to pursue the pleasure further1 as he had now seen it all4 ,the next day1 however1 he found ,uncle ,tom's ,cabin billed4 ,now even ministers went to see this play1 the bills said4 ,dodd saw ,topsy1 ,eva1 ,marks1 and ,uncle ,tom that night6 ,thursday he found ,ten ,nights in a ,bar-,room billed4 ,he knew the story1 and was anxious to see the characters in it upon the stage4 ,he saw them4 ,friday1 his friend ,john ,oller1 from ,emburg1 was in town1 and ,dodd confessed to him that he had been four times to the theatre4 ,john said3 ,well1 ',dodd1' ,i never went1 and ,i want to go4 ,come and go with me to-night4 ,the boys followed ,marble ,heart through to the end that evening4 ,saturday they went down town together1 and ,zoe1 the ,octoroon ,girl1 was on for matinee4 ,they took it in4 ,saturday night was set for ,hamlet1 and that melancholy ,dane died in their presence before the city clock rang in the ,sabbath morning4 ,here is the story for you1 good people4 ,seven times to the theatre in one week1 for a boy who had been to such a place but seven times in all his life4 ,it is the way of human nature4 ,i suppose that when ,adam and ,eve really got to eating the forbidden apples1 they ate1 and ate1 and ate4 ,at least1 this quality has been transmitted to their descendants4 ,now1 the bad thing about this affair1 was not that ,dodd had been to the play-house seven times1 but that he had been there clandestinely4 ,when a person begins to sneak about anything1 he is on the down grade to perdition1 and the brakes are all off4 ,the result of this excess of ,dodd's was a still further dissipation4 ,it is usually that way4 ,the theatre soon had a fascination for him that he could not withstand4 ,he went whenever he could get money enough to buy a ticket4 ,after awhile he began to frequent places of amusement of a low grade4 ,the variety performance attracted him1 and he became an habitual attendant at such places4 ,here he formed acquaintances and made friendships that were not to his advantage1 to say the best thing that can be said of them2 and with these companions he drifted down the descent he had started on so unthinkingly4 ,here1 also1 he learned to drink1 a vice which he had heretofore escaped4 ,so he kept on1 down1 and down4 ,he needed money for the gratification of his desires1 and to procure it he began to venture a little now and then on some gaming device4 ,he was cautious and shrewd1 and his early investments were fortunate4 ,he won small sums at various times1 and was elated with his success4 ,he loitered much about the bucket shop1 and now and then took a deal as some friend gave him a pointer4 ,he was fortunate here1 also1 and even though so young1 his vivid imagination began to picture the fortune he should some day make in this way4 ,he suddenly dropped his country ways1 dressed flashily1 and took on1 with marvelous aptitude1 the customs and manners of metropolitan life4 ,and still he kept his own counsel4 ,the great gulf fixed between himself and his parents grew wider and wider4 ,it was through this gap that the devils entered in and took possession of his soul4 ,the ,book has it that wicked men wax worse and worse4 ,it was so with ,dodd4 ,his love of liquor grew upon him with wonderful rapidity4 ,he began drinking to excess1 his eyes became bloodshot1 his hand became unsteady1 and his step halted4 ,but the better part of the young man rebelled at this retrogression4 ,he passed many an agonizing night alone1 pledging himself to stop2 hoping1 longing for his true life of a few months before1 and cursing his present condition4 ,the ,other ,fellow was faithful to him1 too1 calling loudly to him to turn about1 to go the other way1 to be converted4 ,but as is usual in such cases1 after a night of such agony he would take one drink in the morning1 just to steady his nerves down1 and one being taken1 the rest followed in course through the day1 as they had done the day before1 and the day before that4 ,he was drunk a good share of the time4 ,it happened one night as he was going home1 or rather as he was trying to go home1 being in a very mellow condition1 that is1 he stackered whiles--that he was accosted by a polite and pleasant voiced1 young gentleman1 who took his arm kindly and walked with him several blocks4 ,as they walked he told ,dodd that he was on his way to attend a revival meeting1 and asked him to go along4 ,just then ,dodd took a bicker1 and in the lurch1 he knocked a book out from under the arm of his companion4 ,it was a ,bagster ,bible6 ,but the two went on together to the meeting4 ,they went well to the front of the congregation1 the guide steadying the wavering steps of the man he was leading4 ,dodd sat down1 and after a brief rest began to come to himself1 and to realize where he was4 ,he hung his head for shame1 and wept as the service progressed4 ,he was weak1 unnerved1 a wreck4 ,he looked at his shattered self1 and groaned in spirit over the ruin that he saw4 ,he longed to break away from the terrible bondage that held him in its thrall4 ,he cried out in spirit1 in an agony1 for help in this time of his great need4 ,the sermon came on4 ,the minister seemed to ,dodd to be talking straight at him4 7,indeed1 the gentleman had observed his entrance to the church1 and frequently had him in mind as he made this point or that1 in his remarks47 ,under the enthusiastic eloquence of this man ,dodd's anguish increased till he was almost in a frenzy4 ,it was when he had reached this point that the speaker uttered the following words3 ,young man1 whoever you are1 no matter how cursed with sin or polluted with iniquity you may be1 put your trust in ,jesus and all your sins will be blotted out4 ,are you a drunkard1 with an appetite for drink that is gnawing your life away8 ,throw yourself into the arms of ,jesus1 and he will take away your appetite for strong drink and give you strength to overcome all the temptations of your former life4 ,let the light of ,jesus once shine into your soul1 and neither cloud nor storm shall ever enter there again4 ,all will be brightness and purity4 ,old things will have passed away1 and all things will become new4 ,i offer you this salvation to-night1 ,o1 weary1 sin-sick soul4 ,take it1 ,i beseech of you4 ,let the ,sun of ,righteousness break in upon you at this hour1 and never will you be in darkness again4 ,the man glowed under his theme1 and his audience warmed with his impulsive appeal4 ,dodd's soul grew hopeful4 ,all these things promised were the very things he was longing for4 ,he had pledged himself time and again to stop wrong doing1 and had broken his word in every case4 ,he hated himself for this1 and he stretched out his hands for salvation from his miserable estate4 ,here1 help was offered4 ,why should he not take it8 ,and then the great congregation arose with a sound as of a rushing1 mighty wind1 and all sang together1 with an effect that must be seen to be realized1 ,just as ,i am1 without one plea1 etc4 ,you know what followed1 do you not1 ladies and gentlemen8 ,dodd ,weaver indulged a hope before he left the church4 ,,chapter ,,xviii4 ,if it were not for clouds and storms what a sunshiny world this would be1 to be sure6 ,but there are clouds and storms everywhere that ,i know anything about4 ,there are legends of lands of perpetual sunshine1 ,i know4 ,i have visited such climates4 ,i have found clouds and storms there also4 ,the natives have told me that such were exceptional4 ,doubtless they were1 but the clouds shut out the sunshine there1 just the same as they do elsewhere1 and ,i took a terrible cold once1 one that came near being the death of me1 from going off without an umbrella1 in a country where ,i was positively assured it never rained--at least1 not at that season of the year4 ,so the result of all this is that ,i have learned to distrust the tales of eternal fair weather in any spot on all this green earth1 no matter how strongly they may be backed up by the affidavits of good1 well-meaning1 and otherwise truthful men and women4 ,it is so easy to state an opinion that is not based upon a sufficient number of facts to warrant its assertion4 ,what has happened to me in the matter of sunshine and storm1 in this weather-beaten world1 happened to ,dodd ,weaver in his religious experience4 ,he started out boldly in his new life4 ,he hoped and trusted that he had entered into a physical1 mental1 and spiritual condition in which all that he had been he might not be2 all that he should be he might become2 all that he ought to hate he would hate2 all that he ought to love he would cherish4 ,he longed to believe and he tried to believe1 that he had entered into that land of perpetual sunshine which had been promised him by the minister and his friend4 ,he hoped1 and really expected1 to dwell there henceforth1 beyond the reach of clouds1 and storms1 and tornadoes4 ,but everybody knows that there were no good grounds for his expecting such continuous1 perpetual1 and unbroken fair weather in his formerly storm-swept sky4 ,the question strikes one1 then1 why should he have been promised this1 and why led to hope for and expect it8 ,see what came of this too generous inducement held out to an anxious soul4 ,for some days1 while ,dodd's newly developed fervor ran high1 he lived in the blessed light4 ,for this light is blessed1 and it shines with a divine warmth into the souls that are open to receive it4 ,the fact remains1 however1 that clouds and storms--but ,i need not trace the figure further2 you all know about it4 ,so1 almost before the young man was aware1 he was under a cloud4 ,it happened on this wise3 ,for many weeks he had been drinking freely and both smoking and chewing tobacco to excess4 ,the first thing he did1 after his hopeful conversion1 was to quit all these stimulants at once4 ,his intense religious zeal held him up for a few days1 but at the end of that time his strongly formed appetites assorted themselves4 ,he could scarcely sleep1 so hungry was he for a chew1 or a smoke1 or a drink6 ,these were the weaknesses that had driven him to seek for help through the consolations of religion4 ,he had been promised this help1 and in no equivocal terms either4 ,he had been told1 even from the pulpit1 that if he would put his trust in the ,lord all these temptations would depart from him4 ,he had done this as well as he knew how to4 ,he had at least made an honest effort in that direction4 ,his lips were parched for liquor1 and his tongue cleaved to the roof of his mouth with a longing for a quid of fine-cut4 ,and so the clouds overspread ,dodd's sky--clouds of doubt and distrust1 out of whose lurid depths leap lightnings that blast like death6 ,he doubted1 first of all1 the honesty of the men who had promised him more than he found himself the possessor of4 ,we always begin by doubting some fellow-mortal4 ,as the process progresses1 it leads us1 ultimately1 to doubt ,god4 ,but these men had meant to be honest--there is no doubt about that4 ,they had told the young sinner of that which they believed would help him4 ,they knew1 of course1 that he would have trouble with his old habits1 after a while4 ,perhaps they hoped that he would get over them somehow4 ,perhaps they did not think very much about it4 ,in either case1 they said nothing4 ,the patient was suffering4 ,they gave him medicine that would afford him the quickest relief1 without regard to the permanency of the apparent cure4 ,what an amount of such doctoring has been done through the ages4 ,stand up in your graves1 you armies of dead men that have thus been dealt with1 and nod a yes with your grinning skulls6 ,the clouds grew thicker4 ,dodd went to his newly formed friends and told them frankly of his condition4 ,the minister advised him to be much alone and in prayer4 ,the young man told him that there was no need of his suffering from such appetites1 because1 he himself--the young man aforesaid--could keep from such evil practices easily enough1 and if he could1 ,dodd could4 ,certainly6 ,dodd acted on the advice of the minister1 and went home and shut himself up alone in his room to pray4 ,he tried1 but the words seemed to go no higher than his head4 ,did you ever think that when the ,master received his severest temptation it was when he was alone8 ,let a man who is tempted beware of trying to win a victory shut up in a room by himself4 ,the devil has him in a hand to hand fight1 in such case1 and thereby increases several fold the probability of winning the battle4 ,dodd tried to pray4 ,he strove alone1 as in an agony4 ,he besought the power that he had been told to invoke1 to take from him the horrible thirst that was gnawing within him4 ,he wept1 he pleaded1 he begged4 ,the gnawing kept on4 ,there was once one who prayed ,if it be possible1 let this cup pass from me4 ,it did not pass4 ,then1 indeed1 the clouds did grow dark4 ,dodd's doubts left the earth1 and reached even to heaven4 ,he not only doubted the men who had led him to the promised relief2 he doubted even the power of religious experience to save a tempted man1 and the reality of religion itself4 ,from this point it is but a step to the supreme doubt of all6 ,if only the boy had expected a storm1 he might have weathered it4 ,if1 in this hour of his trial1 some faithful soul could have lived with him1 day and night1 and never left him for an hour1 till the storm was over1 he might have come through4 ,neither of these things happened1 however4 ,he struggled on for several days4 ,he gave up finally4 ,he came home one night drunk1 almost to the verge of insanity4 ,there had been a cyclone in the land of promised eternal sunshine4 ,dodd ,weaver's bark lay upon its beam ends1 and the jagged rocks of infidelity pierced its battered frame4 ,you have seen such wrecks by the score1 have you not1 good friends8 ,,chapter ,,xix4 ,and now the victim of these adventures was in a worse case than ever4 ,up to this time neither religion nor its lack had played any particular part in his being4 ,he had been a bad boy1 truly1 but in his former low estate he had thought little of anything that pertained to another world1 or to the future in this4 ,now he disbelieved all things--man1 immortality1 heaven1 ,god4 ,it is a condition which few fail to experience1 in a greater or less degree4 ,i wonder if it is necessary that ,i pause here1 just an instant1 and interlard a remark regarding the scene through which ,i have just traced ,dodd ,weaver4 ,i do so1 in any event4 ,in what has been said1 ,i would not have it understood that ,i rail at1 or deride1 or impeach the honesty of the men who tried to help ,dodd out of the sad condition into which he had fallen4 ,neither would ,i underrate the value of religion1 in such experiences1 nor impugn its power to save sinking souls from death4 ,but ,i cannot help reiterating the fact that multitudes of young men have drifted on to the rocks of infidelity as ,dodd did1 because they have been promised too much by religious enthusiasts4 ,there is such an experience as genuine religion1 and it is the most blessed estate that a soul can aspire to4 ,there is a place for prayer in the divine economy of ,god's providence4 ,but neither religion nor prayer can help a soul that is sick unto death with the malady of doubt4 ,dodd was thus circumstanced4 ,it was the zealous overstatements1 the ultra promises1 the unwarranted inducements held out to him1 which1 unrealized1 threw him into this condition4 ,and then doubt is such a breeder of its own kind6 ,as a single bacterium will1 in a few hours1 under favorable conditions1 develop millions like unto itself1 and poison a man's blood to the last drop1 even so doubt grows in the soul1 when once its germs are planted there1 and its noxious growth blights all one's being1 bringing death hurriedly1 if its course is not stayed4 ,dodd ,weaver was in a state of mind highly favorable to the development of unbelief4 ,the false promises of his well-meaning friends sowed the seed of distrust within him1 and the crop was not long in ripening4 ,the fact is1 truth is so loyal to itself that it will not suffer distortion1 even for the apparent purpose of doing ,god service4 ,it can no more be swerved than ,god can6 ,if that point is clear1 ,i go on with this narrative4 ,but ,dodd had seen enough to understand that if he expected to live long he must stop short of absolute debauchery1 and he rallied somewhat from the first awful overthrow that came when the clouds burst over his head4 ,he drank more moderately1 and was seldom drunk4 ,he returned to his old haunts1 however1 and kept on in the main as he had before4 ,the only difference was that he loitered in a way now where before he had rushed along at top speed4 ,he began1 too1 to look about for something to do4 ,he was anxious for a job in a store or an office1 where be could wear good clothes and not have to work hard at manual labor4 ,this is a common desire of country boys who go to town to live4 ,the trouble was1 however1 that he knew next to nothing of business of any kind4 ,was this the fault of his education1 thus far8 ,his school education1 ,i mean4 ,i ask the question4 ,he finally concluded to take a course in a school that advertised to fit a person to engage in any business whatever in three months1 without regard to age1 sex1 or previous condition4 ,he went to this school4 ,i have no quarrel with institutions that make a business of fitting young men and women to engage in commercial pursuits4 ,i know of many excellent institutions of this kind4 ,but ,i nevertheless submit the record of ,dodd ,weaver in his connection with this college1 so called4 ,the man at the head of the institution was a brisk1 nervous sort of person1 a shrewd fellow1 and given to much flourishing with a pen1 which was to him much mightier than any sword4 ,he could whirl off a scroll-winged eagle on a blank sheet of foolscap1 in a twinkling--a royal bird1 with a banner in his beak1 on which was inscribed ,go to ---- college1 and which the king of birds was bearing towards the sun for advertising purposes4 ,he could also add a column of figures with wonderful rapidity1 and occasional accuracy6 ,he was a believer in lightning methods and processes everywhere4 ,his own education had been wrought out on that plan4 ,he was seeking a fortune by the same route4 ,he drew crowds of boys into his school4 ,it was through them he made his money4 ,dodd had much skill with a pen1 as will be remembered by his sketching ,mr4 ,bright's face on the board one afternoon4 ,he took to the practice in writing with some alacrity1 but for the rest of the work he soon did as the others did--studied little1 and in lieu of a recitation listened to a long and disjointed talk by the professor4 ,he was held to no account for his work1 and whether it was right or wrong made little difference4 ,he found that his teacher would profess to know things of which he knew he was ignorant1 and1 in a word1 that there was an air of shoddy1 not to say dishonesty1 about the whole institution4 ,this did not trouble him greatly1 however4 ,it was only in keeping with what he conceived he had finally discovered the whole world to be--a gigantic sham--and he mentally remarked to himself ,i told you so1 and drew an unusually large spread-eagle upon a fresh sheet of foolscap4 ,he stayed three months in the school and then graduated4 ,his diploma was handed to him by a venerable gentleman who delighted in the appellation president of the board1 while an orchestra1 composed of young ladies of the school1 all of whom were learning to play the violin1 by the short method1 discoursed most execrable music from an improvised platform that had been built in the church1 for the occasion4 ,six other pupils came through with ,dodd1 and their going out was used as an advertisement to lure still another half dozen to fill the places left vacant4 ,the young man came forth from this experience more the slave of doubt and distrust than ever4 ,but the worst feature of all was that this infidelity in ,dodd's soul was poisoning his whole life4 ,honor was to him now only an empty name1 but policy was a quality to be held in high esteem4 ,truth was to be used if convenient1 but if a lie would serve a better purpose for the moment1 it would be brought into service without hesitation or scruple4 ,fortune was his goddess1 if he did deference to any unseen power2 tricks and chicanery were to him helps to rapid and boundless wealth4 ,let the sharpest win1 and may the devil take the hindermost1 these were the tenets in his creed1 if he had a creed4 ,armed with such ideas of life1 ,dodd ,weaver set out to battle with the world4 ,he had also his diploma6 ,,chapter ,,xx4 ,in the course of a few weeks ,dodd secured a clerkship that was much to his mind4 ,it was1 however1 one greatly in advance of his ability to manage1 with his present attainments4 ,if he had believed that fidelity1 honesty1 and attention to business were the prime factors of success1 he might have mastered the situation1 perhaps4 ,he did not so believe4 ,on the contrary1 he held that the more he could shirk and get out of1 and still draw his salary1 the sharper he was4 ,he acted in accordance with his belief4 ,people usually do6 ,but business is business4 ,dodd found his employer an exact man--one who required service by the card4 ,this the young man could not1 or rather would not render4 ,he blundered in his work on more than one occasion1 and resorted to tricks to bolster up his carelessness or inefficiency4 ,the result was that after a few weeks' service he was discharged4 ,he was chagrined1 mortified1 angry4 ,but he cheeked it through1 as the young men of his class would say4 ,it is bad business1 this cheeking4 ,he loafed about once more1 as formerly4 ,he took a deal on the curbstone occasionally1 or now and then ventured a few pieces of silver upon the black or red4 ,he was back in the old notch4 ,for more than two years ,dodd led this reckless1 wasteful existence4 ,he was of age now1 and his father had felt it his duty to tell him that he must shift for himself4 ,mrs4 ,weaver mildly protested1 but the ,weaver family was large1 and though the ,elder commanded a fair salary1 it cost money to live1 and every mouth to be fed counted one4 ,so ,dodd took a room down town1 and then if the devil went to sleep1 sure of his victim1 you do not wonder1 do you8 ,yet the great majority of young men in large cities room down town4 ,details of degradation are always revolting4 ,i will not trouble you with what happened during these years of exile of this young man4 ,his story is like that of thousands in like case4 ,his evil habits grew upon him1 and held him tighter and tighter in their thrall4 ,still1 he dressed well1 went much into fashionable society1 and saw much of life4 ,he was one of the boys1 and he held his place among them by hook or by crook4 ,he was never brought to face a court on criminal charges4 ,he may never have been guilty of such acts4 ,if not1 is it not remarkable8 ,it was when ,dodd was well down the steep he was descending that he chanced1 one day1 to meet his old teacher1 ,mr4 ,bright4 ,more than three years had passed since they had seen each other1 and each had changed with time4 ,mr4 ,bright had grown not a little gray1 and his devotion to his profession had caused the marks of his craft to become deeply seamed in his face4 ,his former pupil we have followed1 day after day1 and we know well enough what he looked like4 ,the two passed a hearty greeting1 ,dodd's disbelief in mankind leaving him for the moment1 consumed by the positive integrity of the man whose hand he held4 ,each took a searching look at the other1 with mental reservations in each case1 as thus3 ,dodd3 ,gray--hard worker--not up to snuff--square as a brick4 ,mr4 ,bright3 ,flashy clothes--shambling gait--a look in the eye that is not direct4 ,these are the things they thought4 ,they spoke of other matters4 ,mutual inquiry led to the disclosure of the whereabouts of each1 and what each was doing though in this last item ,dodd drew largely upon his imagination1 informing his teacher very indefinitely as to the calling in which he was engaged4 ,mr4 ,bright had moved to the city1 having been called to take charge of an important educational institution located within its corporate limits4 ,he had a home of his own1 and said he should be glad to see ,dodd there4 ,dodd said he would call on ,mr4 ,bright4 ,he did so4 ,and now began one of the most perplexing series of circumstances that ,i have yet had occasion to record4 ,dodd came to see his teacher1 who was really anxious to have a sober talk with him1 and the two spent an hour together4 ,when they separated1 ,dodd had five dollars of ,mr4 ,bright's money in his pocket6 ,he had struck his former preceptor for a loan4 ,i do not say that he had deliberately stolen this money4 ,perhaps he meant to pay it back sometime2 but he had long been used to borrowing1 and the impulse was almost irresistible to borrow whenever he came where he could4 ,sometimes he returned these loans2 oftener he did not4 ,his sense of right and wrong in such matters was not very keen at this time4 ,and so he began to sponge off ,mr4 ,bright4 ,he came to visit him frequently1 and often left with a dollar or two extra after the interview4 ,at first ,mr4 ,bright did not fully realize the depth of degradation which ,dodd had reached4 ,he made these small loans as he would have given money to a son of his own1 had he had one4 ,he talked with the young man1 and once or twice hinted that he feared all was not as it should be4 ,but ,dodd evaded an issue1 and so the days went by4 ,but one evening these two people met1 and the truth stood revealed4 ,dodd was drunk4 ,mr4 ,bright knew a good deal about human nature1 but he had had no experience with the peculiar vice of drunkenness4 ,his heart went out towards ,dodd1 and1 taking the boy's arm in his own1 he led him to his house4 ,he would care for the prodigal with his own hand1 and restore him if possible4 ,so he gave him the best chamber1 and bathed his head1 and watched with him till far into the night4 ,the next morning they talked it all over4 ,dodd was penitent1 even to the extent of tears and bitter weeping4 ,he pledged ,mr4 ,bright that this should be the last time2 that he would reform now4 ,he confessed that for years he had been a miserable sinner in the matter of drink1 but declared that now he would break off4 ,in a word1 he did the usual thing on such occasions4 ,mr4 ,bright heard his pledges with a swelling heart and a thankful soul4 ,he fondly hoped that he might save the young man yet4 ,you may have had like hopes under similar circumstances1 my gentle reader4 ,the scene ended with ,dodd's leaving ,mr4 ,bright's house in the afternoon of the following day1 accompanied by any amount of good advice and even prayers for his future good behavior4 ,he took with him also a ten dollar note which he had borrowed from his benefactor1 just to get a start with4 ,,chapter ,,xxi4 ,the wise ,mr4 ,george has remarked that by no possibility can one really use up his living in advance4 ,that is1 he explains1 it is as impossible to anticipate the products of one's labor1 and live them up before they are earned as it is to eat to-day the egg that is to be laid to-morrow4 ,i do not dispute the egg part of this proposition1 but ,i must protest that if it is impossible for a man to anticipate the products of his own labor1 and to live them up in advance1 it is quite possible for him to anticipate the products of what some one else has already earned1 and to live them up most effectually4 ,the only impossibility in the premise is for this some one else ever to get his own again4 ,this statement should pass for an axiom1 since it needs no proof4 ,you have had dollars of your own that have been appropriated thus1 have you not8 ,and of all habits that tend to demoralize a man1 this one of dead-beat borrowing is the worst4 ,it will sap the last germ of manhood out of a soul sooner than anything else ,i know of4 ,it is one of the meanest vices in society1 and one of the most prevalent among a certain class of young men4 ,i will not say that every person who asks to borrow money from a friend without offering security is a dead-beat4 ,such a statement might be somewhat wide of the mark4 ,i only assert that ,i have always found it so6 ,it was not without misgivings that ,mr4 ,bright advanced ,dodd the ten dollars spoken of in the last chapter4 ,but alas1 poor man1 he was yet blind to the fact that whoever thus assists a person in the condition in which ,dodd now was does that person more harm than good4 ,there is any amount of light nonsense current on this point4 ,see how the method worked in this case4 ,dodd really meant to do better when he left ,mr4 ,bright's4 ,people in this condition always do mean to do better4 ,he had made pledges to his friend and he hoped to keep them4 ,it takes more than hoping to succeed in such eases1 however4 ,i would by no means intimate that when a drunkard signs the pledge he is always lying and does not mean to keep it4 ,on the contrary1 ,i think the great bulk of those who thus write their names with a trembling hand1 do1 at the time of writing1 really mean to keep all that they promise4 ,but as a rule they change their minds when the trial comes1 and ,don't count this time6 ,this statement is a sad one1 but it is terribly true4 ,there is a reason for it4 ,and the chief reason is that these unfortunates1 as they are called1 get into the habit of being carried when they should walk on their own feet4 ,your drunkard is always expecting sympathy1 and help1 and upholding4 ,he leans down on you2 he lies down on you4 ,he pleads misfortune1 disease1 or something1 and makes himself out a poor1 weak victim of circumstances4 ,he asks for help1 and of a kind that most suits himself4 ,he should not get such4 ,help he should have1 but of a kind that will make him help himself4 ,because1 when such a person is merely helped by another he becomes helpless himself1 and the last state of that man is worse than the first4 ,it was so with ,dodd ,weaver4 ,the kind offices of ,mr4 ,bright had really wrought him harm4 ,he had thus been able to get money for some weeks1 and as he lived only for the moment now1 this accommodation kept him in his low mode of life4 ,it is the study of a lifetime how to deal justly with people in his condition4 ,if you doubt my word1 try it4 ,you will be convinced4 ,dodd did intend to do better after leaving ,mr4 ,bright's4 ,but he went right down town and took a drink to brace up on4 ,this also is common4 ,it was two days after this that the young man came once more to appeal to his benefactor4 ,he was in trouble again1 and according to the law ,i have just noted he came for relief to the source from which help had before come4 ,there is no record of how long a man can thus abuse the kindness of a friend4 ,sometimes death alone ends the scene4 ,but ,mr4 ,bright was not a man to be trifled with when once he had taken in the situation4 ,he heard ,dodd's story with disgust4 ,the young man had been drunk again1 and in a brawl had struck an antagonist with brass knuckles4 ,for this offense he said the police were in search of him1 and would probably find him4 ,he asked ,mr4 ,bright to let him have money to pay his fine1 and so keep him out of jail4 ,he could not bear that disgrace1 he declared4 ,but ,mr4 ,bright was unmoved4 ,he sat looking at ,dodd for a moment in silence1 and then said3 ,not one cent1 young man6 ,but ,i shall have to go to jail1 faltered ,dodd1 in a broken voice4 ,you may go there1 and stay there1 for all of me1 exclaimed ,mr4 ,bright1 in a burst of righteous indignation1 as all the past years rose up before him and the memory of them floated before his vision4 ,i have given you the last cent that ,i ever shall4 ,you deserve to go to jail1 and it is probably the best thing that can happen that you should4 ,but my mother6 pleaded ,dodd4 ,it is a fine time for you to plead your mother now1 isn't it8 replied ,mr4 ,bright4 ,how much you have considered her and her feelings in the last few years1 he continued4 ,when you have been drunk on the streets2 when you have abused the hospitality of a gentleman2 when you have lied to me and obtained money from me under false pretenses1 then was the time for you to plead for sparing your mother4 ,you did nothing toward that then4 ,i will not help you now4 ,mr4 ,bright spoke firmly1 and in a straight-forward tone4 ,dodd shrank under his words as though they were lashes on a bare back4 ,but once more he pleaded3 ,i don't know who will help me if you don't1 and some one must help me1 for ,i can't suffer this disgrace4 ,well1 no one shall help you if ,i can prevent it1 replied ,mr4 ,bright4 ,what you need1 young man1 is to help yourself4 ,if you haven't virtue enough left to do this1 you might as well go to jail1 or into your grave--it doesn't make much difference which4 ,you are of no manner of use in this world as you are now4 ,you are worse than useless1 you are a dead load to your friends1 your acquaintances1 and society4 ,mr4 ,bright laid on tremendously1 now that he had begun1 and ,dodd writhed under his strokes4 ,the last flagellation left them both out of breath1 and there was silence in the room for some minutes4 ,it was ,mr4 ,bright who spoke first3 ',dodd1' my boy1 he said1 ,i need not tell you how it pains me thus to talk to you1 you for whom ,i have striven so hard1 and from whom ,i had hoped for so much4 ,you are naturally bright1 but you are fickle by nature1 and1 so far1 you have lacked the manhood to correct this fault4 ,you are the only one who can ever do this4 ,so one else can do it for you4 ,if ever you stand up like a man1 it must be on your own feet4 ,i tried to teach you this long ago4 ,i think ,i failed4 ,at least is seems so now4 ,you did stand for a while though1 my boy1 and ,i would to ,god you could do so again4 ,dodd sat in his chair shedding bitter tears2 he began feebly3 ,help me this once1 he begged1 and before ,god1 ,i promise you ,i will never give you cause to be ashamed of me again4 ,keep your pledges to yourself1 returned ,mr4 ,bright4 ,i want none of them4 ,they are of no value whatever4 ,you have come to a time now when you must do something more than pledge1 though there was a time when your word was good1 and ,i would have taken it1 unquestioned1 on any occasion4 ,but that time is past4 ,it may come again1 but the chances are against it4 ,you are making me out a monster1 interlarded ,dodd1 with an attempt at injured innocence in his voice4 ,and that is just what you are1 said ,mr4 ,bright4 ,you have grown out of all semblance to the true type of a man4 ,you are wicked1 deceitful1 weak1 vacillating1 and untruthful4 ,so long as you retain these qualities there is no hope for you4 ,perhaps a punishment of a term in jail may serve to bring you to a sense of your condition4 ,if it will1 it is the best thing that can happen to you4 ,anyhow1 ,i am willing to see it tried4 ,so you will not give me money to pay my fine8 groaned ,dodd4 ,not one cent1 again answered ,mr4 ,bright1 as he showed the young man to the door4 ,,chapter ,,xxii4 ,as they walked through the hall1 however1 ,dodd dragging himself along reluctantly1 a kindlier mood took possession of the school teacher4 ,he paused1 and1 turning to the young man1 said3 ,see here4 ,i have a plan that has just come to me1 and ,i will give you the benefit of it4 ,i am convinced that you will never be any better than you are now if you continue to live in this city4 ,your companions are here1 and so are your old haunts and associations4 ,i will do this for you4 ,i will go to your room with you and help you get together whatever clothing you have4 ,then ,i will go with you to the depot1 and will buy you a ticket to the farthest point from here that ten dollars will take you to4 ,i don't want to know where that place is4 ,i don't want ever to see you or hear from you again1 unless you are a different man4 ,i want to give you one more chance to stand on your own feet4 ,that is all ,i have to say4 ,you may take it or leave it1 as you will4 ,dodd hesitated a minute1 and then said3 ,i'll take it4 ,very well1 replied ,mr4 ,bright1 putting on his coat and hat2 ,i am ready1 and will go with you now4 ,i might say good-bye to your family1 said ,dodd2 they have been so kind to me4 ,i prefer that you should not1 replied ,mr4 ,bright4 ,i have no desire to have you know them further4 ,you have forfeited all claim to their respect1 or regard1 or courtesy even1 and if you never redeem yourself1 ,i do not care to have them see you again6 ,it was a terrible thrust4 ,it was like a sword in the bones to the recipient of the cutting words4 ,dodd reeled under them as though smitten with a veritable blade of steel4 ,but they were doing good work for this abnormal young man4 ,these cuts1 made by the sword of truth1 when wielded by the hands of ,mr4 ,bright1 laid open to ,dodd ,weaver the secret recesses of his own soul1 and he saw there such foulness as he had never before suspected4 ,not one word had his former teacher said to him which was not true4 ,his final refusal to permit him to say adieu to his family1 ,dodd felt was just and strictly in accordance with his deserts4 ,this hurled him down to where he belonged1 and made him realize what a wretch1 what an outcast1 he was4 ,don't you suppose1 good people1 that it would be a great deal better1 all around1 if we each one got what we really deserve just when we deserve it8 ,but we don't2 and so we flatter ourselves that because the desert does not come to-day it will not come to-morrow1 not next day1 and we hope it will never come4 ,and so we keep on in our wrong ways4 ,the book has it3 ,because sentence against a wicked work is not executed speedily1 therefore the hearts of men are fully set in them to do evil4 ,this was written a long time ago1 but it is as true to-day as it ever was4 ,i think that even the most confirmed skeptic would admit the truth of the passage4 ,so ,mr4 ,bright went with ,dodd to his lodgings1 helped him pack1 and got him to the depot4 ,they escaped the police4 ,this was not a hard thing to do4 ,it seldom is1 if one has really been doing wrong4 ,here is ten dollars1 said ,mr4 ,bright to the ticket agent4 ,i want you to give me a ticket to a point the farthest away from the city possible for that money4 ,what line8 inquired the somewhat surprised official4 ,i don't know1 and ,i don't want to know1 returned ,mr4 ,bright4 ,i want a ticket such as ,i have described1 and ,i want you to tell me which train to take to reach the destination1 though ,i don't want to know what the destination is4 ,the agent looked puzzled for a minute1 but as the bill was a good one1 and other passengers were waiting1 he picked out a ticket1 stamped it1 and thrust it out under the glass1 with the remark3 ,take the train that leaves from the other side of the middle platform4 ,mr4 ,bright folded the ticket without looking at it1 and taking ,dodd's arm1 started for the train1 which was already waiting4 ,as they went along1 ,dodd said3 ,let me see where ,i am going to1 please6 ,not now1 returned his guide1 and they boarded the train4 ,the conductor came in presently1 and to him ,mr4 ,bright spoke in a subdued tone4 ,here is a ticket for this young man1 he said4 ,i want you to take it1 and see to it that he reaches the destination that this piece of paper calls for4 ,don't ask me what that is4 ,don't let me know4 ,but take the ticket1 and do as ,i ask4 ,the official looked wise for a minute1 then took the ticket and passed on4 ,dodd and ,mr4 ,bright sat in the same seat in the car till the train was ready to go4 ,not much was said2 for the time of words was not then4 ,but just as the bell rang for leaving1 the elder man took the hand of the younger1 and clasped it almost passionately4 ,the eyes of the two met4 ,dodd remembered the day when they walked to school together1 hand in hand4 ,my boy1 whispered ,mr4 ,bright1 if ever the time comes when you can stand on your own feet1 let me hear from you and know of your success2 but if you continue in the old way1 let the world be as a grave to you1 so far as ,i am concerned2 and never let me hear from you again4 ,but1 he added1 as he turned away1 ,i faintly trust the larger hope4 ,and without another word he left the car4 ,he went directly home4 ,it was many a year before he referred again to that day4 ,there was a hissing of pent-up air as the engineer tried the brakes before moving out his train1 then a slow motion of starting1 then away and away4 ,dodd ,weaver sank back in his seat1 and pulled his cap over his eyes4 ,he did not cast one lingering look behind4 ,indeed1 what had he to care for1 in all that great city8 ,i faintly trust the larger hope1 repeated ,dodd to himself1 as the train rushed along4 ,he remembered the day when they had read the lines in the reading class of ,mr4 ,bright's school4 ,,chapter ,,xxiii4 ,on a ,christmas morning1 ten years after the scenes recounted in the last chapter1 ,mr4 ,bright was surprised to receive a letter addressed in ,dodd's well known characters4 ,he broke the seal without comment1 wondering what story of destiny he held in his hand4 ,a thrill of joy suffused him as1 on unfolding the sheets of the bulky manuscript1 a bill of exchange fell upon the table4 ,it was the most favorable sign he could have desired4 ,it augured all that followed4 ,remark 7as reads the foot-note in ,scott's bible73 ,the first sign of regeneration in a man who has been a dead-beat is the payment of his honest debts4 ,mr4 ,bright opened the letter and read as follows3 ,new ,york ,city1 ,december #bb1 #ahh-- ,mr4 ,charles ,bright4 ,dear ,sir3--,enclosed ,i hand you exchange1 payable to your order1 to the amount of #bcg4de1 the sum due you for money advanced to me years ago1 with legal interest on the same4 ,respectfully1 ,d4 ,w4 ,weaver4 ,this was the first page of the epistle1 brief1 business-like1 and to the point4 ,but having thus entered a voucher for his manhood1 and1 as it were1 won the right to speak further1 on the second page there was a continuation as follows3 ,beloved ,teacher3 ,what precedes will tell you where ,i am4 ,you told me the last time ,i saw you1 that if ever ,i redeemed myself1 you would be glad to hear from me4 ,i believe you1 and hence ,i write4 ,i can never commit to paper all that ,i have to say to you2 words spoken face to face can only tell what is in my heart2 but neither the written nor the spoken word can convey to you a tithe of the gratitude ,i feel for all that you have done for me4 ,as ,i look back ,i can hardly understand how you ever bore with me as you did1 with me who abused you to such unbounded lengths4 ,nevertheless1 the more ,i fail to understand this1 the more thankful ,i am to you4 ,i am sure you will care to know something of my career in the past ten years1 and ,i briefly relate the principal items of interest4 ,and first1 let me say1 ,i have entirely quit the use of liquor4 ,from the day when you left me in the car1 limp as a whipped dog1 to this very hour1 ,i have not tasted intoxicating drink4 ,i mention this first1 because a breaking away from that habit was the first step toward a better life4 ,had ,i not stopped there1 short off1 ,i know that all hope of further reformation would have been vain4 ,a drunkard has nothing1 absolutely nothing1 on which to build a new life1 so long as he continues to be a slave to drink4 ,but with the abandonment of this vice1 ,i began to change my other habits1 and by degrees ,i have gained a mastery over them4 ,it has been a long1 hard fight1 and ,i am well aware that there are battles yet to be waged2 but ,i have reached the point where ,i have ceased to be afraid of myself--of my baser nature4 ,as ,cardinal ,wolsey says to ,cromwell3 ,i know myself now4 ,you remember we used to read the lines out of the old reader when ,i went to school to you at ,emburg4 ,i cannot tell you how much ,i thank ,god for the help that has come to me4 ,but ,i am forced to say that you are entitled to almost equal thanks4 ,and1 indeed1 as ,i review the past1 ,i know that without you1 even the ,god of heaven could not have received the gratitude ,i now give ,him4 ,for you were the means by which ,i was lead to a point where ,i could receive ,his aid4 ,it is you1 therefore1 my benefactor and my noble friend1 whom ,i have first to thank4 ,i say this in simple justice to you1 who bore with me so long and patiently1 and who remained faithful to me when it seemed to me you were terribly unjust and cruel4 ,but to my history3 ,when you left me on the train1 ,i cared next to nothing as to what became of me4 ,i don't believe ,i should have lifted a finger to save my life had the train been wrecked4 ,i would not deliberately take my own life1 but if it could have been taken from me ,i should have given it up without a regret4 ,i cared not for man1 and as for ,god1 ,i neither feared such a being nor believed in his existence4 ,but your words stung me like burning lances4 ,they were true1 every one of them1 and the ,other ,fellow--indeed1 ,i have not forgotten him1 nor has he forgotten me1 and for this ,i have to thank you1 also1--took them up and kept saying them over to me1 as ,i rolled along to my destination1 which as yet ,i did not know4 ,i tried to be rid of them1 but it was useless4 ,the truth had been told me for once in my life1 and ,i saw myself as ,i really was4 ,it was not an inviting sight1 but it is one ,i should have been forced to see1 long before4 ,i reached the end of my journey1 a place which1 as you would not know its name then1 it is perhaps well that you should never know4 ,i had no money1 and ,i was hungry4 ,ordinarily1 ,i should have struck some one for a loan1 but your words rang in my ears1 and ,i would not do it4 ,i applied for a job of work that ,i knew ,i could do4 ,i got it1 and did it as well as ,i knew how to4 ,i hide my face even now1 for very shame1 as ,i confess that it was the first time1 for years1 that ,i had done as well as ,i knew how to do4 ,i got my pay1 and ate an honestly earned1 though frugal supper1 that evening4 ,i think you will understand me when ,i tell you that ,i went to bed happier that night than ,i had before for a long time4 ,the ,other ,fellow said1 ,it is all right1 ,old ,boy6 ,stand by6 ,i did stand by1 and ,i have been standing by ever since4 ,and first1 as ,i learn you are still teaching1 ,i want to ask you never to give up your boys1 nor your way of managing them4 ,you can never know how much you did for me in the ,emburg school4 ,those old days come back to me almost every hour1 and their essence is a part of my being4 ,i know that you must have thought1 ten thousand times1 that all your work was lost1 and counted for nothing4 ,you had every reason in the world for thinking so1 and doubtless did think so4 ,but ,i want to beg of you now1 in the name of the new life that has eventually come to me through the medium of those old school days1 not to be discouraged4 ,i tell you1 my dear teacher1 that not one of such words and deeds will fail1 at last1 of reaching the purpose for which it was primarily intended4 ,so please be patient with the boys1 and keep on as you were1 years ago1 and do not be discouraged because it is long till the harvest4 ,it will ripen in due time4 ,the reapers shall come also1 bearing their sheaves1 and it is at your feet that they will lay them down4 ,but ,i wish especially to thank you for your wisdom and faithfulness in our last interview4 ,on that occasion you struck the key note to the whole situation when you virtually kicked me out of your house1 and told me that if ,i ever got up ,i must climb for myself4 ,that was a new doctrine for me then1 but ,i understand it thoroughly now4 ,it is sound doctrine too1 though it takes long to see it so4 ,you were wise1 too1 to watch me till ,i got out of town on that ,september afternoon4 ,if you had given me ten dollars at your home and told me to buy a ticket1 ,i doubt if ,i should have done it1 even if ,i had promised to1 and meant to do so when ,i promised4 ,the chances are ,i should have spent the money for drink1 and then have gone to jail4 ,that is the way of a man such as ,i was then4 ,an habitual drunkard is not to be trusted1 not even by himself4 ,i shudder as ,i write these things1 and ,i only reveal them to you1 hoping that they may1 perchance1 be the means of your helping some one else4 ,i never refer to these scenes to others2 in fact1 no one here knows of these painful pages in my history4 ,you will care to know what ,i am doing4 ,i have a studio here on ,broadway1 and am painting portraits4 ,the old gift1 that you were the first to discover in me1 when you said a kind word for my burlesque sketch of you on the board1 at ,emburg 7how often ,i do get back to that old school-room71 at last proved my salvation4 ,gradually ,i found that ,i had talent in this direction1 and ,i am making the most of it4 ,carefully and honestly ,i took up the work1 and with perseverance ,i have attained my present success4 ,i have studied with the best artists here1 and my work is well received4 ,at the latest exhibition at the ,academy ,i was the winner of the first prize1 and this fact has already brought me more business than ,i can well attend to4 ,i am delighted with my work1 but shall never rest satisfied till a picture of yourself hangs in my room where it can watch me as ,i pursue my daily task4 ,because1 it is you who inspired me even to try to be a man and to do something in the world4 ,the credit is yours4 ,my father and mother are still in ,illinois4 ,i have communicated with them several times recently4 ,the children are grown1 and several of them have left home4 ,i hope to see the family all together on the day you receive this letter4 ,i may also see you before ,i return to ,new ,york4 ,i cannot close this letter without telling you further of the change that has come to me in my religious and spiritual life4 ,you know how blasphemously unbelieving ,i was ten years ago4 ,i thought then that ,i had full cause for being so1 but ,i was wrong there1 as in all else4 ,i wandered far and long1 but as ,i began to do what ,i believe was ,god's will1 ,i began to know the doctrine1 as the book says we shall4 ,i am happy now in a religious life which ,i once believed it impossible for any one to experience4 ,these are the main features in my life4 ,so now ,i wish you adieu1 and pray the good ,father in heaven to bless you all the days of your life4 ,your calling is the most noble in all the world1 and ,i do you but justice when ,i say that you are wholly worthy of your profession4 ,remember me to your family1 which ,i trust ,i may now have your permission to mingle with again 7ah6 that day72 and believe me1 ever sincerely yours1 ,dodd4 ,mr4 ,bright read the letter through to the end1 then fell on his knees and in silence rejoiced and gave thanks4 ,you may talk about rewards1 good people1 but will you measure out in dollars about the worth of feelings that filled the heart of ,mr4 ,charles ,bright on this occasion8 ,it is only in the coin of the everlasting kingdom that such a result can be told4 ,the next day the bank passed #bcg4de to the credit of the schoolmaster4 ,the check was good6 ,there was a joyous dinner at ,elder ,weaver's house that same ,christmas day1 the family being united again1 the prodigal returned1 and bringing with him a wife newly wedded4 ,leave them at dinner4 ,only ,god and the members of the household should look upon such a scene4 ,dodd and his wife also spent a day with ,mr4 ,bright1 on their way to their home in the metropolis4 ,it was a joyous occasion1 all hearts overflowing with such pleasure as there is among the angels1 over one sinner that repenteth4 ,,chapter ,,xxiv4 ,in a snug home in a suburb of ,new ,york ,city dwells ,dodd ,weaver with his faithful and devoted wife4 ,they have one child1 a boy1 named ,charles ,bright4 ,their home is happy and full of the sunlight of love4 ,dodd is devoted to his profession1 and serves it faithfully4 ,he has a marked talent in his calling1 and is succeeding well4 ,he may never become famous1 but what is fame8 ,he is earning an honest and excellent living1 and that is much for one with his start in life4 ,he looks over the path he has come with thankfulness as well as with horror4 ,he hopes1 too1 that when his own son shall come to go by the highway of life1 he may be able to take him by the hand and lead him along the dangerous places that he found along the road1 or1 at least1 to point out the pitfalls for the child1 and so save him from the evil that so sorely1 beset himself4 ,but every day1 the thing that now looms up through the life of this now busy man is the personal character and influence of his old teacher1 ,mr4 ,bright4 ,this never leaves him nor forsakes him4 ,it is like an anchor to his soul4 ,it saved him from total wreck in his voyage of life4 ,it held him from ruin when the waves and billows swept over him4 ,why should he not revere such a source of help2 such an everlasting tower of strength8 ,but his memory of the machine brings no such consolation or help4 ,why should it8 ,answer1 if you can1 you who have faith in the mill itself1 or whose business it is to make it grind4 ,as ,dodd touches his brush to a bit of ruddy color on the pallet at his side and tinges the cheeks of a beautiful face that smiles from the easel before him1 ,i draw the curtain that shuts him out of your sight and mine1 beloved1 and that closes him into the sacred radiance of his own happy home4 ,let us leave him there within the veil1 within the veil4 ,,addenda ,for ,school ,teachers ,only4 ,as ,i vexed no one with a preface at the beginning of this story1 ,i allow myself the privilege of a few reflections at its close4 ,if the ,evolution of ,dodd has seemed slow1 or if it has appeared1 sometimes1 as if the life1 whose growth ,i have traced1 began on a very low plane and progressed almost imperceptibly1 let it be remembered that this is the ordinary course of nature4 ,it is the way of the world4 ,from the primordial germ to the soul of a man is a long1 long distance2 and often and often1 in the upward march of life1 the path seems to turn upon itself and go backward4 ,it is even so in the life of every one who eventually reaches the goal4 ,the way to final victory is marked by a succession of advances1 battles1 and retreats4 ,this also is ordained4 ,the physical body of man1 from the time of its inception till the close of its career1 passes through all the varied stages of animal life--the germ1 the cell1 and the changes that these are subject to in animal existence--that is1 being the highest form of material life1 man bears1 in his own body1 marks of all previous conditions4 ,even so1 in his spiritual body1 each individual exemplifies ,the total world since life began1 and every soul must span the space from the first man1 ,adam1 to the quickened spirit of a son of ,god4 ,people whose business it is to develop human souls should remember that4 ,again3 ,how to help weak and tempted humanity so as to build it up1 to make it strong and able to resist temptation1 is a problem that has never yet been fully solved4 ,whether it is better to hold up an awful example before the gaze of the suffering ones1 and to relate to them the certainty of a like conclusion to their own career if a like course of life is persisted in2 whether it is better to point out the success that some tempted and tortured men have reached1 by devious ways that led through flame and darkness1 and from which the victims have escaped only as by fire1 like brands plucked from the burning1--which of these ways is the better1 heaven only knows and has never revealed4 ,it is well enough1 though1 to remember that the ,master was tempted in all points1 like as we are1 and that it is said of the saints in glory that they came to their reward through great tribulation4 ,there can be no greater tribulation than for one to be born with a nature that is intrinsically false1 fickle1 passionate1 impulsive--in a word1 such a nature as ,dodd naturally possessed--a nature far away from the line of truth and right2 a nature such as multitudes of boys are born with in this wide1 wide world of ours4 ,to guide safely into the port of rest souls thus weighted down with depravity is a task for gods and men to compass--if they can4 ,the chances of wreck are many fold to one2 but now and then the harbor is made1 thank ,god6 ,it has seemed best to me to tell the tale of one such voyage of life4 ,there is no denying that the journey was a perilous one1 such a one as would probably wreck ninety-nine out of one hundred crafts attempting it2 yet1 for all of that1 there is joy over the one that comes through4 ,i am aware that ,dodd ,weaver has had more chances than any one person ought ever reasonably to expect4 ,but ,providence is sometimes bountiful in opportunities1 even to prodigality4 ,dodd doubtless had more chances than he ought to have had1 in the strict line of justice2 but we must all plead guilty to the same charge1 in a greater or less degree4 ,it is likely1 however1 that no more opportunities have come to any of us than were necessary to bring us safely to our journey's close4 ,there is a divinity that shapes our ends4 ,i am glad ,dodd ,weaver had as many chances as he had4 ,i am glad he didn't need any more of the same sort1 for they might not have been forthcoming4 ,there is such a thing as being too late4 ,my hope for you1 beloved1 is that you1 too1 may have chances1 and that you may take them while you can4 ,i would that you might reach the goal of success in life by a shorter route than ,dodd had to take2 but if not1 then may you come by the way he trod4 ,the road is not unused1 you will not be alone in your travels4 ,one last word regarding the public school1 for whose sake all this has been set down3 ,in the evolution of character1 in these last days1 this institution has come to be a most important factor4 ,to it has been assigned a task equal to1 if not exceeding that of any other agency that has to deal with human nature4 ,it is more important than can be set forth that it do its work well4 ,it is not so doing now1 however1 to nearly the extent of which it is capable4 ,too much it has become a mere machine1 a mill for grinding out graduates4 ,as such it is unworthy its high estate4 ,as such it now exists1 in multitudes of cases4 ,as such it should no longer be tolerated4 ,from such a condition it must be redeemed4 ,the system has largely lost sight of the grandest thing in all the world1 namely1 the individual soul4 ,it addresses itself to humanity collectively1 as a herd4 ,in this it makes a fatal mistake1 one that must be corrected1 and that speedily4 ,and for you1 teachers1 you who have the destinies of these schools in your hands1 keep your eyes and ears open1 and your souls alive to the possibilities of your profession4 ,let no machine nor method crush out your own individuality1 and suffer no power to induce1 or to force you to make a business of turning a crank that runs a mill whose office it is to grind humanity to one common form1 each individual like every other1 interchangeable like the parts of a government musket6 ,understand1 first1 last1 and all the time1 that characters cannot be manufactured like pins1 by the million1 and all alike2 neither can salvation be handled in job lots4 ,it is also true that wholesaling education can never be made a success4 ,because1 personal character is all there is in this world that amounts to anything in the final resolution of things4 ,it is not money1 nor governments1 nor machines1 that are of value in the last analysis4 ,it is character6 ,it is individuality6 ,it is men6 ,to secure these things this old world turns over once in twenty-four hours1 and swings around the sun in yearly revolution4 ,for these1 tides ebb and flow1 the land brings forth1 and the clouds float in the sky4 ,to these all forces are but servants4 ,for these ,christ died4 ,and like begets like1 in the public schools as elsewhere4 ,it is character in the teacher that begets character in the pupil4 ,the machine makes after its own kind also1 and both it and its products can be measured with a line4 ,the soul cannot be measured with a line4 ,so the ultimatum is personality1 individuality1 and character1 in every teacher and pupil in the public schools1 and freedom of each to develop in his own way1 and not after a pattern made and prepared by a pattern maker4 ,if the public school live long1 its friends must take these items into account and act on them4 ,it is its only salvation4 ,,the ,,end4