,,the ,,threshold ,,grace ,,meditations ,,in ,,the ,,psalms ,,by ,,percy ,c4 ,,ainsworth ,,author ,,of ',,the ,,pilgrim ,,church4' ',,the ,,blessed ,,life1' ,,etc4 ,,prefatory ,,note ,during his brief ministry ,mr4 ,ainsworth published a series of meditations in the columns of the ,methodist ,times1 which are here reprinted by the kind permission of the ,editor1 ,dr4 ,scott ,lidgett4 ,the rare interest aroused by the previous publication of ,mr4 ,ainsworth's sermons encourages the hope that the present volume may find a place in the devotional literature to which many turn in the quiet hour4 ,a4,k4,s4 ,,contents ,i4 ,,the ,,threshold ,,grace ,,ii4 ,,the ,,habit ,,of ,,faith ,,iii4 ,,the ,,one ,,thing ,,desirable ,,iv4 ,,eyes ,,and ,,feet ,v4 ,,the ,,safeguarded ,,soul ,,vi4 ,a ,,plea ,,for ,,tears ,,vii4 ,,deliverance ,,with ,,honour ,,viii4 ,,petition ,,and ,,communion ,,ix4 ,,haunted ,,hours ,x4 ,,the ,,wings ,,of ,,the ,,dove ,,xi4 ,a ,,new ,,song ,i4 ,,the ,,threshold ,,grace ,the ,lord shall keep thy going out and thy coming in1 from this time forth and for evermore4 ,ps4 cxxi1 #h4 ,going out and coming in4 ,that is a picture of life4 ,beneath this old ,hebrew phrase there lurks a symbolism that covers our whole experience4 ,but let us just now look at the most literal1 and by no means the least true1 interpretation of these words4 ,one of the great dividing-lines in human life is the threshold-line4 ,on one side of this line a man has his 'world within the world1' the sanctuary of love1 the sheltered place of peace1 the scene of life's most personal1 sacred1 and exclusive obligations4 ,and on the other side lies the larger life of mankind wherein also a man must take his place and do his work4 ,life is spent in crossing this threshold-line1 going out to the many and coming in to the few1 going out to answer the call of labour and coming in to take the right to rest4 ,and over us all every hour there watches the ,almighty ,love4 ,the division-lines in the life of man have nothing that corresponds to them in the love of ,god4 ,we may be here or there1 but ,he is everywhere4 ,the ,lord shall keep thy going out4 ,life has always needed that promise4 ,there is a pledge of help for men as they fare forth to the world's work4 ,it was much for the folk of an early time to say that as they went forth the ,lord went with them1 but it is more for men to say and know that same thing to-day4 ,the going out has come to mean more age after age1 generation after generation4 ,it was a simpler thing once than it is now4 ',thy going out'--the shepherd to his flocks1 the farmer to his field1 the merchant to his merchandise4 ,there are still flocks and fields and markets1 but where are the leisure1 grace1 and simplicity of life for him who has any share in the world's work8 ,men go out to-day to face a life shadowed by vast industrial1 commercial1 and social problems4 ,life has grown complicated1 involved1 hard to understand1 difficult to deal with4 ,tension1 conflict1 subtlety1 surprise1 and amid it all1 or over it all1 a vast brooding weariness that ever and again turns the heart sick4 ,oh the pains and the perils of the going out6 ,there are elements of danger in modern life that threaten all the world's toilers1 whatever their work may be and wherever they may have to do it4 ,there is the danger that always lurks in things--a warped judgement1 a confused reckoning1 a narrowed outlook4 ,it is so easily possible for a man to be at close grips with the world and yet to be ever more and more out of touch with its realities4 ,the danger in the places where men toil is not that ,god is denied with a vociferous atheism2 it is that ,he is ignored by an unvoiced indifference4 ,it is not the babel of the market-place that men need to fear2 it is its silence4 ,if we say that we live only as we love1 that we are strong only as we are pure1 that we are successful only as we become just and good1 the world into which we go forth does not deny these things--but it ignores them4 ,and thus the real battle of life is not the toil for bread4 ,it is fought by all who would keep alive and fresh in their hearts the truth that man doth not live by bread alone4 ,for no man is this going out easy1 for some it is at times terrible1 for all it means a need that only this promise avails to meet--',the ,lord shall keep thy going out4' ,he shall fence thee about with the ministry of ,his ,spirit1 and give thee grace to know1 everywhere and always1 that thou art in this world to live for ,his kingdom of love and truth and to grow a soul4 ,the ,lord1 shall keep 444 thy coming in4 ,it might seem to some that once a man was safely across the threshold of his home he might stand in less need of this promise of help4 ,but experience says otherwise4 ,the world has little respect for any man's threshold4 ,it is capable of many a bold and shameless intrusion4 ,the things that harass a man as he earns his tread sometimes haunt him as he eats it4 ,no home is safe unless faith be the doorkeeper4 ',in peace will ,i both lay me down and sleep1 for ,thou1 ,lord1 alone makest me to dwell in safety4' ,the singer of that song knew that1 as in the moil of the world1 so also in the shelter of the place he named his dwelling-place1 peace and safety were not of his making1 but of ,god's giving4 ,sometimes there is a problem and a pain waiting for a man across his own threshold4 ,many a man can more easily look upon the difficulties and perils of the outer world than he can come in and look into the pain-lined face of his little child4 ,if we cannot face alone the hostilities on one side of our threshold we cannot face alone the intimacies on the other side of it4 ,after all1 life is whole and continuous4 ,whatever the changes in the setting of life1 there is no respite from living4 ,and that means there is no leisure from duty1 no rest from the service of obedience1 no cessation in the working of all those forces by means of which1 or in spite of which1 life is ever being fashioned and fulfilled4 ,and now let us free our minds from the literalism of this promise and get a glimpse of its deeper application to our lives4 ,the threshold of the home does not draw the truest division-line in life between the outward and the inward4 ,life is made up of thought and action1 of the manifest things and the hidden things4 ',thy going out4' ,that is1 our life as it is manifest to others1 as it has points of contact with the world about us4 ,we must go out4 ,we must take up some attitude toward all other life4 ,we must add our word to the long human story and our touch to the fashioning of the world4 ,we need the pledge of divine help in that life of ours in which1 for their good or ill1 others must have a place and a part4 ',and thy coming in'--into that uninvaded sanctum of thought4 ,did we say uninvaded8 ,not so4 ,in that inner room of life there sits ,regret with her pale face1 and ,shame with dust on her forehead1 and ,memory with tears in her eyes4 ,it is a pitiable thing at times1 is this our coming in4 ,more than one man has consumed his life in a flame of activity because he could not abide the coming in4 ',the ,lord shall keep 444 thy coming in4' ,that means help for every lonely1 impotent1 inward hour of life4 ,look at the last word of this promise--'for evermore4' ,going out and coming in for evermore4 ,i do not know how these words were interpreted when very literal meanings were attached to the parabolic words about the streets of gold and the endless song4 ,but they present no difficulty to us4 ,indeed1 they confirm that view of the future which is ever taking firmer hold of men's minds1 and which is based on the growing sense of the continuity of life4 ,to offer a man an eternity of music-laden rest is to offer him a poor thing4 ,he would rather have his going out and his coming in4 ,yes1 and he shall have them4 ,all that is purest and best in them shall remain4 ,hereafter he shall still go out to find deeper joys of living and wider visions of life2 still come in to greater and ever greater thoughts of ,god4 ,,ii4 ,,the ,,habit ,,of ,,faith ,trust in ,him at all times1 ye people4 ,pour out your heart before ,him4 ,god is a refuge for us4 ,ps4 lxii4 #h4 ,here the ,psalmist strikes the great note of faith as it should be struck4 ,he sets it ringing alike through the hours and the years4 ,trust in ,him at all times4 ,faith is not an act1 but an attitude2 not an event1 but a principle2 not a last resource1 but the first and abiding necessity4 ,it is the constant factor in life's spiritual reckonings4 ,it is the ever-applicable and the ever-necessary4 ,it is always in the high and lasting fitness of things4 ,there are words that belong to hours or even moments1 words that win their meaning from the newly created situation4 ,but faith is not such a word4 ,it stands for something inclusive and imperial4 ,it is one of the few timeless words in earth's vocabulary4 ,for the deep roots of it and the wide range of it there is nothing like unto it in the whole sweep of things spiritual4 ,so the 'all times' trust is not for one moment to be regarded as some supreme degree of faith unto which one here and there may attain and which the rest can well afford to look upon as a counsel of perfection4 ,this exhortation to trust in ,god at all times concerns first of all the nature of faith and not the measure of it4 ,all real faith has the note of the eternal in it4 ,it can meet the present because it is not of the present4 ,we have grown familiar with the phrase1 ',the man of the moment4' ,but who is this man8 ,sometimes he is very literally a man of the moment--an opportunist1 a gambler with the hours1 a follower of the main chance4 ,the moment makes him1 and passing away unmakes him4 ,but the true man of the moment is the man to whom the moment is but one throb in the pulse of eternity4 ,for him the moment does not stand out in splendid isolation4 ,it is set in its place between that which hath been and that which shall be4 ,and its true significance is not something abiding in it1 but something running through it4 ,so is it in this great matter of faith4 ,only the faith that can trust at all times can trust at any time4 ,the moment that faith heeds the dictation of circumstance it ceases to be faith and becomes calculation4 ,all faith is transcendent4 ,it is independent of the conditions in which it has to live4 ,it is not snared in the strange web of the tentative and the experimental4 ,he that has for one moment felt the power of faith has got beyond the dominion of time4 ,trust in ,him at all times4 ,that is the only real escape from confusion and contradiction in the judgements we are compelled to pass upon life4 ,times change so suddenly and inexplicably4 ,the hours seem to be at strife with each other4 ,we live in the midst of a perpetual conflict between our yesterdays and our to-days4 ,there is no simple1 obvious sequence in the message of experience4 ,the days will not dovetail into each other4 ,life is compact of much that is impossible of true adjustment at the hands of any time-born philosophy4 ,and in all this seeming confusion there lies the necessity for faith4 ,herein it wins its victory4 ,we are to trust ,god not because we cannot trace ,him1 but that by trusting ,him we may ever be more able to trace ,him and to see that ,he has a way through all these winding and crossing paths4 ,faith does more than hold a man's hand in the darkness2 it leads him into the light4 ,it is the secret of coherence and harmony4 ,it does not make experience merely bearable1 it makes it luminous and instructive4 ,it takes the separate or the tangled strands of human experience and weaves them into one strong cable of help and hope4 ,trust in ,him at all times4 ,then faith at its best is a habit4 ,indeed1 religion at its best is a habit1 too6 ,we are sometimes too ready to discount the worth of the habitual in our religious life4 ,we put a premium on self-consciousness4 ,we reduce the life of faith to a series of acts of faith of varying difficulty and import1 but each detached from the rest and individually apprehended of the soul4 ,surely this is all wrong4 ,in our physical life we are least conscious of those functions that are most vital and continuous1 and the more perfectly they do their work the less we think about them4 ,the analogy is incomplete and must be drawn with care4 ,but when you have conceded that faith has to be acquired1 that it has to be learned1 there is still this much in the analogy4 ,if faith is a long and hard lesson1 the value of the lesson to us is not the effort with which we learn it1 but the ease with which we apply it4 ,the measure of conscious effort in our faith is the measure of our faith's weakness4 ,when faith has become a spontaneity of our character1 when it turns to ,god instinctively1 when it does its work with the involuntariness of habit1 then it has become strong4 ,pour out your heart before ,him4 ,how this singer understood the office and privilege of the 'all times' trust6 ,he knew that there is a fullness of heart that is ill to bear4 ,true1 in more than one simple way the full heart can find some slight relief4 ,there is work4 ,the full heart can go out and do something4 ,there is a brother's trouble in which a man may partly forget his own4 ,there is sympathy4 ,surely few are so lonely that they cannot find any one ready to offer the gift of the listening ear1 any one willing to share with them all of pain and burden that can be shared4 ,ah6 but what of that which cannot be shared8 ,what of the sorrow that has no language1 and the shame and confusion that we would not1 and even dare not1 trail across a friend's mind8 ,so often the heart holds more than ever should be poured out into another's ear4 ,there are in life strained silences that we could not break if we would4 ,and there is a law of reticence that true love and unselfishness will always respect4 ,if my brother hath joy1 am ,i to cloud it with my grief8 ,if he hath sorrow1 am ,i to add my sorrow unto his8 ,when our precious earthly fellowship has been put to its last high uses in the hour of sorrow or shame1 the heart has still a burden for which this world finds no relief4 ,but there is another fellowship4 ,there is ,god our ,father4 ,there is the ear of ,heaven4 ,we may be girt with silence among our fellows1 but in looking up the heart finds freedom4 ,in ,his ,presence the voice of confession can break through the gag of shame1 and the pent-up tide of trouble can let itself break upon the heart of ,eternal ,love4 ,god is a refuge for us4 ,that is the great discovery of faith4 ,that is the merciful word that comes to be written so plainly in the life that has formed the habit of faith4 ,god our refuge4 ,it may be that to some the word 'refuge' suggests the occasional rather than the constant need of life4 ,but the refuge some day and the faith every day are linked together4 ,a thing is no use to you if you cannot find it when you want it4 ,and you cannot find it easily if it be not at hand4 ,the peasant built his cottage under the shadow of his lord's castle walls4 ,in the hour of peril it was but a step to the strong fortress4 ',trust in ,him at all times4' ,build your house under the walls of the ,eternal ,help4 ,live in the ,presence4 ,find the attitude of faith1 and the act of faith will be simple4 ,trust in ,him through every hour1 and when a tragic hour comes one step shall take you into the innermost safety4 ,,iii4 ,,the ,,one ,,thing ,,desirable ,one thing have ,i desired of the ,lord1 that will ,i seek after2 that ,i may dwell in the house of the ,lord all the days of my life1 to behold the beauty of the ,lord1 and to inquire in ,his temple4 ,ps4 xxvii4 #d4 ,i have desired 444 ,i will seek4 ,amid the things that are seen1 desire and quest are nearly always linked closely together4 ,the man who desires money seeks after money4 ,the desire of the world is often disappointed1 but it is rarely supine4 ,it is dynamic4 ,it leads men4 ,true1 it leads them astray2 but that is a reflection on its wisdom and not on its effectiveness4 ,among what we rightly call the lower things men do not play with their desires1 they obey them4 ,but amid the unseen realities of life it is often quite otherwise4 ,in the religious life desire is sometimes strangely ineffective4 ,it is static1 if that be not a contradiction in terms4 ,in many a life-story it stands written3 ,one thing have ,i desired of the ,lord1 that will ,i dream of1 that will ,i hope for1 that will ,i wait for4 ,many things help to explain this attitude1 and1 explaining it1 they condemn it also4 ,we allow our surroundings to pass judgement on our longings4 ,we bring the eternal to the bar of the hour1 and postpone the verdict4 ,or it may be in the worldliness of our hearts we admit the false plea of urgency and the false claim of authority made by our outward life4 ,and perhaps more commonly the soul lacks the courage of its desires4 ,it costs little to follow a desire that goes but a little way1 and that on the level of familiar effort and within sight of familiar things4 ,it is another thing to hear the call of the mountains and to feel the fascination of some far and glittering peak4 ,that is a call to perilous and painful effort4 ,and yet again1 high desire sometimes leaves life where it found it because the heart attaches an intrinsic value to vision4 ,it is something to have seen the ,alpine heights of possibility4 ,yes1 it is something1 but what is it8 ,it is a golden hour to the man who sets out to the climb2 it is an hour of shame and judgement1 hereafter to be manifest1 to the man who clings to the comforts of the valley4 ,one thing have ,i desired4 ,when a man speaks thus unto us1 we have a right to ponder his words with care4 ,we naturally become profoundly interested1 expectant1 and1 to the limit of our powers1 critical4 ,if a man has seen one thing that he can call simply and finally the desire of his heart1 it ought to be worth looking at4 ,we expect something large1 lofty1 inclusive4 ,and we find this3 ',that ,i may dwell in the house of the ,lord all the days of my life1 to behold the beauty of the ,lord1 and to inquire in ,his temple4' ,let us examine this desire1 ,and1 first of all1 we must free our minds from mere literalism4 ,if we do not1 we shall find in this desire many things that are not in it1 and miss everything that is in it4 ,this is not the longing for a cloistered life1 the confession of one who is weary of this heavy world1 doubtful of its promises and afraid of its powers4 ',the house of the ,lord' is not a place1 but a state1 not an edifice1 but an attitude4 ,it is a fair and unseen dwelling-place builded by the hands of ,god to be the home1 here and hereafter1 of all the hearts that purely love and worship ,him4 ,we read of one who1 a day's march from his father's house1 lay down and slept2 and in his sleep ,god spake to him1 and lo1 out in a wild and lonely place1 ,jacob said1 ',this is none other but the house of ,god4' ,for every one to whom the voice of ,god has come1 and who has listened to that voice and believed in its message1 the mountains and valleys of this fair world1 the breath of every morning and the hush of every evening1 are instinct with a ,presence4 ,wordsworth dwelt in the house of the ,lord all the days of his life4 ,and if the wonder and beauty of the earth lift up our hearts unto our ,god in praise and worship1 we dwell there also4 ,yes1 but this world is a world of men4 ,in city or on hillside the great persistent fact for us1 the real setting of our life1 is not nature1 but humanity4 ,life is not a peaceful vision of earthly beauty4 ,our experience is not a dreamy pastoral4 ,there are shamed and broken lives4 ,the world is full of greed and hate and warfare and sorrow4 ,nature at its best cannot by itself build for us a temple that humanity at its worst1 or even at something less than its worst1 cannot pull down about our ears4 ,for the ,psalmist1 probably ,david himself1 the temple was symbolic of all heavenly realities4 ,it stood for the holiness and the nearness and the mercy of ,god1 and for the sacredness and the possibility of human life4 ,in the light and power and perfect assurance of these things he desired to dwell all the days of his life4 ,for us there is the life and word of ,one greater than the temple4 ,jesus of ,nazareth dwelt in the house of the ,lord4 ,between ,him and ,god the ,father there was perfect union4 ,and no one ever saw the worth of human life as ,jesus saw it4 ,and no one ever measured the sacred values of humanity as ,he measured them4 ,and now1 in the perfect mercy of ,god1 there is no man but may dwell in the house of ,god alway and feel life's sacredness amidst a thousand desecrations1 and know its preciousness amidst all that seeks to obscure1 defile1 and cheapen it4 ,to behold the beauty of the ,lord4 ,it is only in the house of the ,lord1 the unseen fane of reverence1 trust1 and communion1 that a man can learn what beauty is1 and where to look for it4 ,out in the world beauty is held to be a sporadic thing4 ,it is like a flower growing where no one expected a blossom4 ,it is an unrelated and unexplained surprise4 ,it is a green oasis in the desert of unlovely and unpromising things4 ,but for the dweller in the house of the ,lord beauty is not on this wise4 ,said one such dweller1 ',the desert shall rejoice and blossom as the rose4' ,he looked across the leagues of burning sand and saw the loveliness of ,carmel by the sea1 and of ,sharon where the lilies grow4 ,to the artist beauty is an incident1 to the saint beauty is a law of life4 ,it is the thing that is to be4 ,it is the positive purpose1 throbbing and yearning and struggling in the whole universe4 ,when it emerges and men behold it1 they behold the face of truth2 and if it emerges not1 it is still there1 the fundamental fact and the vital issue of human life4 ,to dwell in the ,divine ,presence by faith and obedience2 to live so near to ,god that you can see all about yourself and every human soul the real means of life1 and straight before you the real end of life2 to know that though so often the worst is man's dark choice1 yet ever the best is his true heritage2 and to learn to interpret the whole of life in the terms of ,god's saving purpose1--this is to behold the beauty of the ,lord4 ,and to inquire in ,his temple4 ,the ,psalmist desired for himself an inward attitude before ,god that should not only reveal unto him the eternal fitness of all ,god's ways and the eternal grace of all ,his purposes1 but should also put him in the way of solving the various problems that arise to try the wisdom and strength of men's lives4 ,sometimes the first court of appeal in life1 and always the last1 is the temple court4 ,when all the world is dumb1 a voice speaks to them that worship4 ,reverential love never loses its bearings4 ,in this world we need personal and social guidance1 and there must be many times when both shall be wanting unless we have learned to carry the burden of our ignorance to the feet of the ,eternal ,wisdom4 ,and perhaps a man can desire no better thing for himself than that the reverence and devotion of his life should be such as to make the appeal to ,god's perfect arbitrament an easy thing4 ,,iv4 ,,eyes ,,and ,,feet ,mine eyes are ever toward the ,lord1 ,for ,he shall pluck my feet out of the net4 ,ps4 xxv4 #ae4 ,in any man's life a great deal depends upon outlook4 ,in some ways we recognize this fact4 ,we do not by choice live in a house whose windows front a blank wall4 ,a little patch of green grass1 a tree1 a peep of sky1 or even the traffic of a busy street--anything rather than a blank wall4 ,that is a sound instinct1 but it ought to go deeper than it sometimes does4 ,this outlook and aspect question is important when you are building a house1 but it is vastly more important when you are building a character4 ,the soul has eyes4 ,the deadliest monotony is that of a dull soul4 ,life is a poor affair for any man who looks out upon the blind walls of earthly circumstance and necessity1 and cannot see from his soul's dwelling-place the pink flush of the dawn that men call hope1 and who has no garden where he may grow the blossoms of faith and sweet memory1 the fair flowers of holy human trusts and fellowships4 ,only the divinity of life can deliver us from the monotony of living4 ',mine eyes are ever toward the ,lord4' ,this man has an infinite outlook4 ,it matters not whether he looked out through palace windows or lived in the meanest house in ,jerusalem's city4 ,it is the eye that makes the view4 ,this man had a fairer prospect than ever man had who looked seaward from ,carmel or across the valleys from the steeps of ,libanus4 ,it was his soul that claimed the prospect4 ,from the window of the little house of life he saw the light of ,god lying on the everlasting hills4 ,that is the real deliverance from the monotony of things4 ,the man who is weary of life is the man who has not seen it4 ,the man who is tied to his desk sometimes thinks everything would be right if only he could travel4 ,but many a man has done the ,grand ,tour and come back no better contented4 ,you cannot fool your soul with ,mont ,blanc or even the ,himalayas4 ,so many thousand feet1 did you say8--but what is that to infinity6 ,the cure for the fretful soul is not to go round the world2 it is to get beyond it4 ,mine eyes are ever toward the ,lord4 ,that is the view we want4 ,we gaze contemptuously on the little one-story lodge just inside the park gates1 and fail to get a glimpse of the magnificent mansion1 with its wealth of adornment and treasure1 that lies a mile among the trees4 ,no wonder that men grow discontented or contemptuous when they mistake the porch for the house4 ,if a man would understand himself and discover his resources and put his hand on all life's highest uses1 he must look out and up unto his ,god4 ,then he comes to know that sunrise and sunset1 and the beauty of the earth1 and child-life and old age1 and duty and sorrow1 and all else that life holds1 are linked to the larger life of an eternal world4 ,that is the true foresight4 ,they called him a far-seeing man4 ,how did he get that name8 ,well1 he made a fortune4 ,he managed to make use of the ebb and flow of the market1 and never once got stranded4 ,he was shrewd and did some good guessing1 and now1 forsooth1 they say he is 'very far-seeing4' ,but he has not opened his ,bible for years1 and the fountains of sympathy are dried up in his soul4 ,he can see as far into the money column as most men1 but the financial vista is not very satisfying for those who see it best4 ,the ,gospel of ,st4 ,john is a sealed book to him1 and that is in ,god's handwriting and opens the gates of heaven4 ,far-seeing8 ,why1 the man is in a tiny cell1 and he is going blind4 ',mine eyes are ever toward the ,lord4' ,that is the far-sighted man4 ,he can see an ever larger life opening out before him4 ,he can see the glory of the eternal righteousness beneath his daily duties and the wonder of eternal love in the daily fellowships and fulfilments of the brotherhood4 ,this is measuring life by the heavenly measurement4 ,this is the vision we need day by day and at the end of the days4 ,for interest in some things must wane1 and life must become less responsive to all that lies about it1 and many an earthly link is broken and many an earthly window is darkened1 and the old faces and old ways pass1 and the thing the old man cherishes is trodden under foot by the impetuous tread of a new generation1 and desire fails4 ,then it is well with him whose eyes have already caught glimpses of 'the ,king in ,his beauty1' and 'the land that is very far off4' ,but think for a moment of the present value of the divine outlook upon life4 ,it brings guidance and deliverance4 ,set side by side the two expressions 'eyes unto the ,lord1' and 'feet out of the net4' ,life is more than a vision2 it is a pilgrimage4 ,we see the far white peaks whereon rests the glory of life1 but reaching them is not a matter of eyes1 but of feet4 ,here1 maybe1 the real problem of godly living presents itself to us4 ,here our ,christian idealism lays a burden on us4 ,it is possible to see distances that would take days to traverse4 ,even so we can see heights of spiritual possibility that we shall not reach while the light holds good unless we foot it bravely4 ,and it is not an easy journey4 ,there are so many snares set for the pilgrims of faith and hope4 ,there are subtle silken nets woven of soft-spun deceits and filmy threads of sin2 and there are coarse strong nets fashioned by the strong hands of passion and evil desire4 ,there are nets of doubt and pain and weakness4 ,but think of the man whose eyes were ever towards the ,lord4 ,he came through all right4 ,he always does4 ,he always will4 ,he looked steadily upward to his ,god4 ,when we get into the net we yield to the natural tendency to look down at our feet4 ,we try to discover how the net is made4 ,we delude ourselves with the idea that if only we take time we shall be able to extricate ourselves2 but it always means getting further entangled4 ,it is a waste of time to study the net4 ,life is ever weaving for us snares too intricate for us to unravel and too strong for us to break4 ,god alone understands how they are made and how they may be broken4 ,he does not take us round the net or over it1 but ,he does not leave us fast by the feet in the midst of it4 ,he always brings a man out on the heavenward side of the earthly difficulty4 ,look upward and you are bound to go forward4 ,v4 ,,the ,,safeguarded ,,soul ,the ,lord shall keep thee from all evil2 ,he shall keep thy soul4 ,ps4 cxxi4 #g4 ,one of the great offices of religion is to help men to begin at the beginning4 ,if you wish to straighten out a tangle of string1 you know that it is worth your while to look patiently for one of the ends4 ,if you make an aimless dash at it the result is confusion worse confounded1 and by-and-by the tangle is thrown down in despair1 its worst knots made by the hands that tried in a haphazard way to simplify it4 ,life is that tangle2 and religion1 if it does not loosen all the knots and straighten all the twists1 at least shows us where the two ends are4 ,they are with ,god and the soul4 ,god deals with a man's soul4 ,we cannot explain the facts of our experience or the fashion of our circumstance save in as far as we can see these things reflected in our character4 ,the true spiritual philosophy of life begins its inquiry in the soul1 and works outward into all the puzzling mass of life's details4 ,and the foundation of such a philosophy is not experience1 but faith4 ,it is true that experience often confirms faith1 but faith interprets experience4 ,experience asks more questions than it can answer4 ,it collects more facts than it can explain4 ,it admits of many different constructions being put upon it4 ,it puts us first of all into touch with the problem of life rather than the solution4 ,if the gentle1 patient words of the saint are the utterance of one who has suffered1 so also are the bitter protests of the disappointed worldling4 ,the fashion of the experience may be the same in each case4 ,it is faith that makes the lesson different4 ,it is a want of faith that makes us expect the lower in life to explain the higher1 the outward to shed light upon the inward4 ,we pluck with foolish1 aimless fingers at this strange tangle of human life4 ,we judge ,god's way with us as far as we can see it1 and we think we have got to the end of it4 ,we draw our shallow conclusions4 ,faith teaches us that ,god's way with us is a longer and a deeper way1 and the end of that way is down in the depths of our spirit1 hidden in the love of our character4 ,it is not here and now4 ,it is in what we shall be if ,god have ,his will with us4 ,all the true definitions of things are written in the soul4 ,it was here that the ,psalmist found his definition of evil4 ',the ,lord shall keep thee from all evil2 ,he shall keep thy soul4' ,then evil is something that threatens the soul4 ,it is not material1 but spiritual4 ,it is not in our circumstances themselves1 but in their effect upon the inward life4 ,the same outward conditions of life may be good or evil according to their influence on our character4 ,good and evil are not qualities of things4 ,they have no meaning apart from the soul4 ,the world says that health and wealth are good1 and that sickness and poverty are evil4 ,if that were true the line that separates the healthy from the sick1 the rich from the poor1 would also separate the happy from the miserable4 ,but we find joy and sorrow on both sides of that line4 ,we are drawn to look deeper than this for our definition of good and evil4 ,we have to make the soul the final arbiter amid these conflicting voices4 ,here we must find the true definition of evil4 ,the first question we ask when we hear of a house having been burnt down is this3 ',was there any loss of life8' ,all else lies on a vastly lower plane of interest and importance4 ,so must we learn to distinguish between the house of circumstance1 or the house of the body1 and the soul that dwells in it4 ,the only real loss is the 'loss of life1' the loss of any of these inner things that go to make the soul's strength and treasure4 ,the man who has lost everything except faith and hope has1 maybe1 lost nothing at all4 ,there are some among the pilgrims of faith to-day who would never have been found there had not ,god cast upon their shoulders the ragged cloak of poverty2 and if you know anything about that band of pilgrims you will know that the man who outstrips his companions is often a man who is lame on both his feet4 ,o sceptic world1 this is the final answer to your scepticism1 an answer none the less true because you cannot receive it3 ,the ,lord keepeth the souls of ,his saints4 ,have you not seen men thinning out a great tree1 cutting off some of its noblest branches and marring its splendid symmetry8 ,and very likely you have felt it was a great shame to do so4 ,but that work of maiming and spoiling meant light and sunshine and air in a close and darkened room4 ,it meant health to the dwellers in the house over which the tree had cast its shadow4 ,it is much to have tall and stately trees in the garden of life4 ,but by-and-by that great oak of vigour begins to darken the windows of faith1 and ,god lops some of the branches4 ,we call it suffering1 but it means more light4 ,or it may be that those firs of lordly ambition have grown taller than the roof-tree1 and ,god sends forth ,his storm-wind to lay them low4 ,we call it failure1 but it means a better view of the stars4 ,ah1 yes1 we are over-anxious about the trees in the garden4 ,god cares most of all that the light of ,his truth and the warmth of ,his love and the breath of ,his ,spirit shall reach and fill every room in the house of life4 ,he shall keep thy soul4 ,that is a promise that can fold us in divine comfort and peace1 and that can do something towards interpreting for us every coil of difficulty1 every hour of pain4 ,but if this is to be so1 we must ourselves be true to the view of life the promise gives us4 ,we must think of the soul as ,god thinks of it4 ,we live in a world where souls are cheap4 ,they are bought and sold day by day4 ,it is strange beyond all understanding that the only thing many a man is not afraid of losing is the one thing that is really worth anything to him--his soul4 ,sometimes the lusts of the world drag down our heart's desire1 and we have to confess with shame to moments in our experience when we have not been at all concerned with what became of our soul so long as the desire of the hour was fulfilled or satisfied4 ,we need to seek day by day that the masterful and abiding desires of our heart may be set upon undying good1 and that our aspiration may never fold its wings and rest on anything lower than the highest4 ,this shall not make dreamers of us4 ,it shall stand us in good stead in the thick of the world4 ,the man who gets 'the best of the bargain' is always the man who is most honest2 for the most precious thing that a man stands to win or lose in any deal is the cleanness of his soul4 ,the man who gets the best of the argument is always the man who is most truthful2 for a quiet conscience is better than a silenced opponent4 ,the man who gets the best of life is the man who keeps the honour of his soul2 for ,jesus said3 ',what shall it profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose his own soul8' ,so then1 amid the manifold uncertainties of human life and the ever-changing forms and complexions of human experience1 one thing is pledged beyond all doubt to every man who seeks the will of ,god and the promise for the safeguarding of his soul4 ,he may write this at the top of every page in the book of life4 ,he may take it for his light in dark days1 his comfort in sad days1 his treasure in empty days4 ,he may have it on his lips in the hour of battle and in his heart in the day of disappointment4 ,he may meet his temptations with it1 interpret his sufferings with it1 build his ideal with it4 ,and it shall come to pass that he shall learn to look with untroubled eyes upon the outward things of life1 nor fear the touch of its thousand grasping hands1 knowing that his soul is in the hands of ,one who can keep it safe in all the world's despite1 even ,god ,himself4 ,,vi4 ,a ,,plea ,,for ,,tears ,they that sow in tears shall reap in joy4 ,he that goeth forth and weepeth1 bearing precious seed1 ,shall doubtless come again with rejoicing1 ,bringing his sheaves with him4 ,ps4 cxxvi4 #e1 #f4 ,it is almost impossible to recall the joys and sorrows of life without having some thought of their compensative relation4 ,we set our bright days against our dark days4 ,we weigh our successes against our failures4 ,when the hour through which we are living is whispering a bitter message1 we recall the kindlier messages of other hours and say that we have much for which we ought to be thankful4 ,and such a deliberate handling of experience1 such a quiet adjustment of memories1 is not without its uses4 ,any view of life that will save a man from whining is worth taking4 ,any reckoning that will prevent a man from indulging in self-pity--that subtlety of selfishness--is worth making4 ,there is1 moreover1 something very simple and obvious in this way of thinking and judging4 ,to make one kind of experience deal with another kind1 to set the days and the hours in battle array--or shall we say to arrange a tourney where some gaily-caparisoned and well-mounted ,yesterday is set to tilt with a black-visored and silent ,to-day--is a way of dealing with life which seems to have much to commend it4 ,but it has at the best serious limitations1 and at the worst it may issue in a tragedy4 ,the wrong knight may be unhorsed4 ,the award may go to him of the black plume4 ,pitting one experience against another has gone to the making of many a cynic and not a few despairing souls4 ,the compensative interpretation of joy and sorrow may bring an answer of peace to a man's soul1 or it may not4 ,but in this matter we are dealing with things in which we cannot afford to risk an equivocal or a despairing answer4 ,we must win in every encounter4 ,it is not an hour's joy1 but a life's outlook that is at stake4 ,no hour's fight was ever worth fighting if it was fought for the sake of the hour4 ,the moments are ever challenging the eternal1 the swift and busy hours fling their gauntlets at the feet of the ageless things4 ,the real battle of life is never between yesterday and to-day2 it is always between to-day and the ,forever4 ,to isolate an experience is to misinterpret it4 ,we may even completely classify experiences1 and yet completely misunderstand experience4 ,to understand life at all we must get beyond the incidental and the alternating4 ,life is not a series of events charged with elements of contrast1 contradiction1 or surprise4 ,it is a deep1 coherent1 and unfaltering process4 ,and one feels that it was something more than the chance of the moment that led the singer of old to weave the tears and the rejoicings of men's lives into a figure of speech that stands for unity of process1 even the figure of the harvest4 ,they that sow in tears shall reap in joy4 ,the sweep of golden grain is not some arbitrary compensation for the life of the seed cast so lavishly into the ground1 and biding the test of darkness and cold4 ,it is the very seed itself fulfilled of all its being4 ,even so it is with the sorrows of these hearts of ours and the joy unto which ,god bringeth us4 ,he does not fling us a few glad hours to atone for the hours wherein we have suffered adversity4 ,there is a deep sense in which the joys of life are its ripened sorrows4 ,they that sow in tears4444 ,he that goeth forth and weepeth4 ,these are not the few who have been haunted by apparent failure1 or beset with outwardly painful conditions of service4 ,they are not those who have walked in the shadow of a lost leader1 or toiled in the grey loneliness of a lost comrade or of a brother proved untrue4 ,for apparent failure1 outward difficulty and loneliness1 often as we may have to face them1 are1 after all1 only the accidents of ,godward toil4 ,and if the bearer of seed for ,god's great harvest should go forth to find no experience of these things1 still1 if he is to do any real work in the fields of the ,lord1 he must go forth weeping4 ,he must sow in tears4 ,let a man be utterly faithful and sincere1 let him open his heart without reserve to the two great claims of the ideal and sympathy1 and he shall come to know that he has not found the hidden meaning of daily service1 nor learned how he can best perform that service1 until he has tasted the sorrow at the heart of it4 ,the tears that are the pledge of harvest are not called to the eyes by ridicule or opposition4 ,they are not the tears of disappointment1 vexation1 or impotence4 ,they are tears that dim the eyes of them that see visions1 and gather in the heart of them that dream dreams4 ,to see the glory of ,god in the face of ,jesus ,christ and the blindness of the world's heart to that glory2 to see unveiled the beauty that should be1 and1 unveiled too1 the shame that is2 to have a spiritual nature that thrills at the touch of the perfect love and life1 and responds to every note of pain borne in upon it from the murmurous trouble of the world1--this is to have inward fitness for the high work of the ,kingdom4 ,yes1 and it is the pledge that this work shall be done4 ,there is such a thing as artistic grief4 ,there is the vain and languorous pity of aestheticism4 ,its robe of sympathy is wrapped about itself and bejewelled with its own tears4 ,and it never goes forth4 ,you never meet it in 'the darkness of the terrible streets4' ,he that goeth forth and weepeth4 ,it is his tears that cause him to go forth4 ,it is his sorrow that will not let him rest4 ,true pity is a mighty motive4 ,when the real abiding pathos of life has gripped a man's heart1 you will find him afield doing the work of the ,lord4 ,you will not see his tears4 ,there will be a smile in his eyes and1 maybe1 a song on his lips4 ,for the sorrow and the joy of service dwell side by side in a man's life4 ,indeed1 they often seem to him to be but one thing4 ,it were a mistake to refer the whole meaning of the words about a man's coming 'again with rejoicing1 bringing his sheaves with him' to some far day when the reapers of ,god shall gather the last great harvest of the world4 ,through his tears the sower sees the harvest4 ,through all his life there rings many a sweet prophetic echo of the harvest home4 ,he that goeth forth and weepeth4 ,no man ever wept like that and went not forth1 but some go forth who have not wept4 ,and they go forth to certain failure4 ,they mishandle life1 and with good intent do harm4 ,but that is not the worst thing to be said about these toilers without tears4 ,it is not that they touch life so unskilfully1 but they touch so little of it4 ,it is only through his tears that a man sees what his work is and where it lies4 ,tearless eyes are purblind4 ,we have yet much to learn about the real needs of the world4 ,so many try very earnestly to deal with situations they have never yet really seen4 ,for the uplifting of men and for the great social task of this our day we need ideas1 and enthusiasm1 and all sorts of resource2 but most of all1 and first of all1 we need vision4 ,and the man who goes farthest1 and sees most1 and does most1 is 'he that goeth forth and weepeth4' ,,vii4 ,,deliverance ,,with ,,honour ,he shall call upon ,me1 and ,i will answer him2 ,i will be with him in trouble3 ,i will deliver him1 and honour him4 ,with long life will ,i satisfy him1 ,and show him ,my salvation4 ,ps4 xci4 #ae1 #af4 ,he shall call upon ,me4 ,he shall need ,me4 ,he shall not be able to live without ,me4 ,as the years pass over his head he shall learn that there is one need woven into human life larger and deeper and more abiding than any other need--and that need is ,god4 ,thus doth divinity prophesy concerning humanity4 ,thus doth infinite foresight predict a man's need4 ,we peer in our purblind fashion into the future and try to anticipate our needs4 ,we fence ourselves in with all sorts of fancied securities1 and then we comfort ourselves with the shrewdness and completeness of our forecasting and provision-making4 ,and sometimes it is just folly with a grave face4 ',he shall call upon ,me4' ,a man has learned nothing until he has learned that he needs ,god4 ,and we take a long time over that lesson4 ,it has sometimes to be beaten into us--written in conscience and heart by the finger of pain4 ,how the little storehouse of life has to be almost stripped of its treasures1 how our faith in the things of the hour has to be played with and mocked1 ere we call upon ,god in heaven to fill us with abiding treasure and fold us in eternal love4 ,he shall call upon ,me1 and1 ,i will answer him4 ,but ,i have called1 says one1 and ,he has not answered4 ,i called upon ,him when my little child was sick unto death1 and1 spite my calling1 the little white soul fluttered noiselessly into the great beyond4 ,my friend1 you call that tiny green mound in the churchyard ,god's silence4 ,some day you will call it ,god's answer4 ,our prayers are sometimes torn out of our hearts by the pain of the moment4 ,god's answers come forth from the unerring quiet of eternity4 ',he shall call upon ,me4' ',he shall ask ,me to help him1 but he does not know how he can be helped4 ,he is hedged about by a thousand limitations of thought4 ,his life is full of distortions4 ,he cannot distinguish between a blessing and a curse4 ,i cannot heed the dictations of his prayers1 but ,i will answer him4' ,this is the voice of ,him to whom the ravelled complexities of men's minds are simplicity itself2 who dwells beyond the brief bewilderments and mistaken desirings and false ideals of men's hearts4 ,oh these divine answers6 ,how they confuse us6 ,it is their perfection that bewilders us2 it is their completeness that carries them beyond our comprehension4 ,there is the stamp of the local and the temporary on all our asking4 ,the answer that comes is wider than life and longer than time1 and fashioned after a completeness whereof we do not even dream4 ,i will be with him in trouble4 ,trouble is that in life which becomes to us a gospel of tears1 a ministry of futility4 ,this is because we have grasped the humanity of the word and missed the divinity of it4 ,we are always doing that4 ,always gathering the meaning of the moments and missing the meaning of the years4 ,always smarting under the sharp discipline and missing the merciful design3 ',with ,him in trouble4' ,that helps me to believe in my religion4 ,trouble is the test of the creeds4 ,a fig for the orthodoxy that cannot interpret tears6 ,write vanity upon the religion that is of no avail in the house of sorrow4 ,when the earthly song falls on silence we are disposed to call it a pitiable silence4 ,not so4 ,let us say a divinely opportune silence1 for when the many voices grow dumb the ,one ,voice speaks3 ',i will be with him in trouble1' and the man who has lost the everything that is nothing only to find the one thing that is all knows what that promise means4 ,i will deliver him4 ,what a masterful1 availing1 victorious presence is this6 ,how this promise goes out beyond our human ministries of consolation6 ,how often the most we can do is to walk by our brother's side whilst he bears a burden we cannot share6 ,how often the earthly sympathy is just a communion of sad hearts--one weak hand holding another6 ',i will deliver him4' ,that is not merely sympathy1 it is victory4 ,the divine love does not merely condole1 it delivers4 ,you cannot add anything to this promise4 ,it is complete4 ,the time of the deliverance is there1 the manner of it is there1 the whole ministry of help is there4 ,you say you cannot find anything about time and manner4 ,you can only find the bare promise of deliverance4 ,my friend1 there are no bare promises in the lips of the ,heavenly ,father4 ,in the mighty1 merciful leisure of omnipotence1 in the perfect fitness of things1 in a way wiser than his thinking and better than his hoping and larger than his prayer1 ',i will deliver him4' ,and honour him4 ,it will be no scanty1 obscure1 uncertain deliverance4 ,there shall be light in it1 glory in it4 ,the world battles with its troubles and seems sometimes to be successful1 until we see how those troubles have shaken its spirit and twisted its temper2 and see1 too1 how much of the beautiful and the strong and the sweet has been lost in the fight4 ',i will deliver him' with an abundant and an honourable deliverance--he shall come forth from his tribulations more noble1 tender1 and self-possessed4 ,hereafter there shall be given him the honour of one whom the stress of life has driven into the arms of ,god4 ,oh how we miss this ministry of ennoblement6 ,we reap a harvest of insignificance from the seeds of sorrow sown in our hearts4 ,we let our cares dishonour us4 ,the little cares rasp and fret and sting the manliness and the womanliness and the godlikeness out of us4 ,and the great cares crush us earthward till there is scarcely a sweet word left in our lips or a noble thought in our heart4 ,a man cannot save his soul in the day of trouble4 ,he cannot by himself make good the wear and tear of anxieties and griefs4 ,he can hold his head high and hide his secret deep1 but he cannot keep his life sweet4 ,only ,christ can teach a man how to find the nameless dignity of the crown of thorns4 ,the kingship of suffering is a secret in the keeping of faith and love4 ,if a man accepts this deliverance of his ,god folded in flashes of understanding1 ministries of explanation1 revivals of faith1 and gifts of endurance1 he shall find the honour that is to be won among life's hard and bitter things4 ,with long life will ,i satisfy him1 and show him ,my salvation4 ,we have seen a grey-headed libertine1 and we have missed from among the clean-hearted and the faithful some brave young life that was giving itself vigorously to the holy service4 ,but perhaps we have had the grace not to challenge the utter faithfulness of ,god4 ,the measure of life is not written on a registrar's certificates of birth and death4 ,there is something here that lies beyond dates and documents4 ,life here and hereafter is one1 and death is but an event in it4 ,who lives to ,god lives long1 be his years many or few4 ,it is reasonable to expect some relationship between godliness and longevity4 ,but we are nearer the truth when we see how that faith and prayer discover and secure the eternal values of fleeting days4 ,and show him ,my salvation4 ,that is the whole text summed up in one phrase4 ,that is the life of the godly man gathered into the compass of the divine promise4 ,for every one who goes the way of faith and obedience1 life in every phase of it1 life here and hereafter1 means but one thing and holds but one thing1 and that is the salvation of the ,lord4 ,,viii4 ,,petition ,,and ,,communion ,hear me speedily1 ,o ,lord4444 ,cause me to hear 444 ,for ,i lift up my soul unto ,thee4 ,ps4 cxliii4 #g1 #h4 ,you will notice that the first verse begins ',hear me1' and the second begins ',cause me to hear'2 and the second is greater than the first4 ,let us look1 then1 at these two attitudes of a man in his hour of prayer4 ,hear me4 ,the ,psalmist began1 where all men must begin1 with himself4 ,he had something to utter in the hearing of the ,almighty4 ,he had something to lay before his ,god--a story1 a confession1 a plea4 ,his heart was full1 and must outpour itself into the ear of ,heaven4 ',hear me speedily1 ,o ,lord4' ,we have all prayed thus4 ,we have all faced some situation that struck a note of urgency in our life1 and all your soul has come to our lips in this one cry that went up to the ,father1 ',hear me4' ,a sudden pain1 a surprise of sorrow1 a few moments of misty uncertainty in the face of decisions that had to be made at once1 times when life has tried to rush us from our established position and to bear us we know not where--and our soul has reached out after ,god as simply and naturally as a man grasps at some fixed thing when he is falling4 ,there are times1 too1 when prayer is an indefinable relief4 ,we all know something about the relief of speech4 ,we must speak to somebody4 ,our need is not1 first of all1 either advice or practical help4 ,we want a hearing4 ,we want some one to listen and sympathize4 ,we want to share our pain4 ,that is what ',hear me' sometimes means4 ,whatever ,thou shalt see fit to do for me1 at least listen to my cry4 ,let me unburden my soul4 ,let me get this weight of silence off my heart4 ,this fashion of relief is part of the true office of prayer4 ,herein lies the reasonableness of telling our story in the ear of ,one who knows that story better than we do4 ,we need not inform the ,all-knowing1 but we must commune with the ,all-pitiful4 ,we make our life known unto ,god that we may make it bearable unto ourselves4 ,but let us look at the attitude of mind and heart revealed in this second position1 ,cause me to hear4 ,now we are coming to the larger truth about prayer1 and the deeper spirit of it4 ,prayer is not merely claiming a hearing2 it is giving a hearing4 ,it is not only speaking to ,god2 it is listening to ,god4 ,and as the heavens are higher than the earth1 so are the words we hear greater than the words we speak4 ,let us not forget this4 ,let us not pauperize ourselves by our very importunity4 ,maybe we are vociferous when ,god is but waiting for a silence to fall in ,his earthly temples that ,he may have speech with ,his children4 ,we talk about 'prevailing prayer1' and there is a great truth in the phrase4 ,all prayer does not prevail4 ,there is that among men which passes for prayer but has no spiritual grip1 no assurance1 no masterful patience1 no fine desperation4 ,there is a place for all these things1 and a need for them1 in the life of prayer4 ,we need the courage of a great faith and the earnestness that is born of necessity4 ,we need to be able to lift up our faces toward heaven in the swelling joys and the startling perils of these mortal hours and cry1 ',hear me1' knowing that ,god does hear us and that the outcrying of every praying heart rings clear and strong in the courts of the ,heavenly ,king4 ,but we need something more2 we need a very great deal more than this1 if we are to enter into the true meaning of prevailing prayer4 ,the final triumph of prayer is not ours2 it is ,god's4 ,when we are upon our knees before ,him1 it is ,he1 and not we1 that must prevail4 ,this is the true victory of faith and prayer1 when the ,father writes ,his purpose more clearly in our minds1 lays ,his commandment more inwardly upon our hearts4 ,we do not get one faint glimpse into the meaning of that mysterious conflict at ,peniel until we see that the necessity for the conflict lay in the heart of ,jacob and not in the heart of ,god4 ,the man who wrestled with the ,angel and prevailed passes before us in the glow of the sunrise weary and halt1 with a changed name and a changed heart4 ,so must it be with us2 so shall it be1 if ever we know what it is to prevail in prayer4 ,importunity must not become a blind and uninspired clamouring for the thing we desire4 ,such an attitude may easily set us beyond the possibility of receiving that which ,god knows we need4 ,we must not forget that our poor little plea for help and blessing does not exhaust the possibilities of prayer4 ,our words go upward to ,god's throne twisted by our imperfect thinking1 narrowed by our outlook1 sterilized by the doubts of our hearts1 and we do not know what is good for us4 ,his word comes downward into our lives laden with the quiet certainty of the ,eternal1 wide as the vision of ,him who seeth all1 deep as the wisdom of ,him who knoweth all4 ,so1 however much it may be to say ',hear me1' it is vastly more to say ',cause me to hear4' ,however much ,i have to tell ,him1 ,he has more to tell me4 ,this view of prayer will help to clear up for us some of the difficulties that have troubled many minds4 ,we hear people speak of unanswered prayer2 but there is no such thing1 and in the nature of things there cannot be4 ,i do not mean by that1 that to every prayer there will come a response some day4 ,to every prayer there is a response now4 ,in our confused and mechanical conception of the ,god to whom we pray1 we separate between ,his hearing and ,his answering4 ,we identify the answer to prayer with the granting of a petition4 ,but prayer is more than petition4 ,it is not our many requests1 it is an attitude of spirit4 ,we grant readily that our words are the least important part of our prayers4 ,but very often the petitions we frame and utter are no part of our prayers at all4 ,they are not prayer1 yet uttering them we may pray a prayer that shall be heard and answered1 for every man who truly desires in prayer the help of ,god for his life receives that help there and then1 though the terms in which he describes his need may be wholly wide of the truth as ,god knows it4 ,so the real answer to prayer is ,god's response to man's spiritual attitude1 and that response is as complete and continuous as the attitude will allow it to be4 ,the end of prayer is not to win concessions from ,almighty ,power1 but to have communion with ,almighty ,love4 ',cause me to hear'2 make a reverent1 responsive1 receptive silence in my heart1 take me out beyond my pleadings into the limitless visions and the fathomless satisfactions of communion with ,thyself4 ,speak to me4 ,that is true prayer4 ,in the quietness of life1 ,when the flowers have shut their eye1 ,and a stainless breadth of sky ,bends above the hill of strife1 ,then1 my ,god1 my chiefest ,good1 ,breathe upon my lonelihood3 ,let the shining silence be ,filled with ,thee1 my ,god1 with ,thee4 ,,ix4 ,,haunted ,,hours ,wherefore should ,i fear in the days of evil1 when iniquity at my heels compasseth me about8 ,ps4 xlix4 #e4 ,iniquity at my heels4 ,temptation is very often indirect4 ,it is compact of wiles and subtleties and stratagems4 ,it is adept at taking cover4 ,it does not make a frontal attack unless the obvious state of the soul's defences justifies such a method of attempting a conquest4 ,the stronger a man is1 the more subtle and difficult are the ways of sin1 as it seeks to enter and to master his life4 ,there are many temptations that never face us1 and never give us a chance of facing them4 ,they follow us4 ,we can hear their light footfall and their soft whisperings1 but the moment we turn round upon them they vanish4 ,if they disappeared for good1 they would be the easiest to deal with of all the ill things that beset our lives4 ,but they do not4 ,the moment we relax our bold1 stern search for the face of the enemy1 there the evil thing is again--the light footfall and the soft voice4 ,it is terrible work fighting a suggestion4 ,there are the thoughts that a man will not cherish and cannot slay4 ,they may never enter the programme of his life1 but there they are1 haunting him1 waiting1 so to speak1 at the back of his brain1 till he gets used to them4 ,when he seeks to grapple with these enemies his hands close on emptiness4 ,one straight blow1 one decisive denial1 one stern rebuke1 one defiant confession of faith will not suffice for these things4 ,they compass a man's heels4 ,he cannot trample them down4 ,the fashion of the evils that compass us determines the form of the fight we wage with them4 ,preparations that might amply suffice the city in the day when an army with banners comes against it are no good at all if a plague has to be fought4 ,so there is a way we have to take with 'the iniquity at our heels4' ,it calls for much patience and much prayer4 ,if we cannot prevent sin from following us1 we can at least prevent ourselves from turning and following it4 ,a man can always choose his path if he cannot at every moment determine his company4 ,and as a man goes onward and upward steadfastly toward the ,city of ,light1 the evil things fall off and drop behind1 and ,god shall bring him where no evil thing dare follow1 and where no ravenous beast shall stalk its prey4 ,the battle with sin is not an incident in the ,christian life2 it is the abiding condition of it4 ,while there are some temptations that we have to slay1 there are others we have to outgrow4 ,they are overcome1 not by any one supreme assertion of the will1 but by the patient cultivation of all the loftiest and most wholesome and delicate and intensely spiritual modes of feeling and of being4 ,again1 let me suggest that iniquity at our heels is sometimes an old sin in a new form4 ,you remember the difficulty that ,hiawatha had in hunting down ,pau-puk ,keewis4 ,that mischievous magician assumed the form of a beaver1 then that of a bird1 then that of a serpent2 and though each in turn was slain1 the magician escaped and mocked his pursuer4 ,surely a parable of our strife with sin4 ,we smite it in one form and it comes to life in another4 ,one day a man is angry--clenched fingers and hot words4 ,he conquers his anger2 but the next day there is a spirit of bitterness rankling in his heart1 and maybe a tinge of regret that he did not say and do more when his heart was hot within him and fire was on his lips4 ,the sin he faced and fought yesterday has become iniquity at his heels4 ,having failed to knock him down1 it tries to trip him up4 ,maybe many waste their energies trying to deal with the forms of sin1 and never grapple with the fact of sin4 ,hence the evil things that compass men's souls about with their dread ministries of suggestion1 and flutter on unhallowed wings in the wake of life4 ,the sin that confronts us reveals to us our need of strength1 but the sin that dogs our steps has1 maybe1 a deeper lesson to teach us--even our need of heart-deep holiness4 ,good resolution will do much to clear the path ahead1 but only purity of character can rid us of the persistent haunting peril of the sin that plucks at the skirt of life4 ,the deliverance ,god offers to the struggling soul covers not only the hour of actual grappling with the foe1 but all the hours when it is the stealth and not the strength of evil that we most have cause to fear4 ,iniquity at my heels4 ,these words remind us that sin is not done with after it is committed4 ,god forgives sin1 but ,he does not obliterate all its consequences1 either in our own lives or in the lives of others4 ,a man may have the light of the ,city of ,god flashing in his face1 and a whole host of shameful memories and bitter regrets crowding at his heels4 ,we do not know what sin is till we turn our backs on it4 ,then we find its tenacity and its entanglement4 ,what would we not give if only we could leave some things behind us6 ,what would we not do if only we could put a space between ourselves and our past6 ,the fetters of evil habit may be broken1 but their marks are upon us1 and the feet that bore the fetters go more slowly for them many days4 ,the hands that have been used to grasping and holding do not open without an effort1 even though the heart has at last learned that it is more blessed to give than to receive4 ,yes1 and our sins come to life again in the lives of others4 ,the light word that ought to have been a grave word and that shook another's good resolution1 the cool word that ought to have been a warm word and that chilled a pure enthusiasm--we cannot have done with these things4 ,parents sometimes live to see their sins of indulgence or of neglect blighting the lives of those to whom they owed a debt of firmness and kindness4 ,it is iniquity at the heels4 ,these passages of carelessness and unfaithfulness haunt men1 be their repentance never so bitter and their amendment never so sincere and successful4 ,but all this is for discipline and not for despair4 ,it casts us back upon ,god's mercy4 ,it keeps the shadow of the cross upon all our path4 ,it has something to do with the making of 'a humble1 lowly1 penitent1 and obedient heart4' ,the memory of the irreparable is a sorrow of the saints4 ,saint1 did ,i say8 ,with your remembered faces1 ,dear men and women whom ,i sought and slew6 ,ah1 when we mingle in the heavenly places1 ,how will ,i weep to ,stephen and to you6 ,only let us not be afraid nor wholly cast down4 ,rather let us say1 ',wherefore should ,i fear when the iniquity at my heels compasseth me about8' ,by the grace of ,god the hours of the soul's sad memory and of clinging regrets shall mean unto us a ministry of humility and a passion of prayer4 ,and through them ,god shall give us glimpses of the gateway of that life where regret and shame and sorrow fall back unable to enter4 ,there is a place whither the iniquity at a man's heels can no longer follow him1 and where in the perfect life the soul1 at last1 is able to forget4 ,x4 ,,the ,,wings ,,of ,,the ,,dove ,and ,i said1 ,oh that ,i had wings like a dove6 ,then would ,i fly away1 and be at rest4444 ,i would haste me to a shelter ,from the stormy wind and tempest4 ,ps4 lv4 #f1 #h4 ,these words are the transcript of a mood4 ,the writer is not unfolding to us any of the deep persistent longings of his spirit2 he is telling us of a thought that shadowed his soul for an hour4 ,let us look into this mood of his4 ,it is not his in any unique or even peculiar sense4 ,in moods1 as in manners1 history is wont to repeat itself4 ,the writer of this poem has voiced one of the great common experiences of humanity4 ,but let us be quite clear as to what that experience really is4 ,let us not be misled by the music and the seeming unworldliness of these words about winged flight from a world of trouble and strife4 ,the ,psalmist was not looking heavenward1 but earthward1 when this plea for wings broke from his heart4 ,he was moved to speak as he did1 not by the surpassing charm of a heavenly vision1 but by the dark unrest of the earthly outlook4 ,the emphatic note here is that of departure1 not of destination4 ,it is necessary to remind ourselves that this is so1 for these words have become the classic of the home-sick soul4 ,they have been used to voice the farthest and most truly divine desires of the human heart4 ,and by virtue of such use they have gathered a meaning which was not theirs at the beginning4 ,at that meaning we will presently look1 but let us first of all look at this longing as it stands in the psalm and as it represents an experience that is threaded through the history of humanity4 ,oh that ,i had wings 444 then would ,i fly away4 ,here the idea of fleeing away suggests itself as a possible solution of life2 and whenever it comes to a man like this it is a source of weakness4 ,it is not a desire to find the joys of heaven2 it is a desire to escape the pains of earth4 ,there is no vista1 no wistful distance1 no long1 alluring prospect4 ,the soul is hemmed in by its enemies1 crushed down by its burdens1 beset on all sides by the frets of the earthly lot2 and there comes a vague desire to be out of it all4 ,it is not aspiration1 it is evasion4 ,it is not response to the ideal1 it is recoil from the actual4 ,it is not the spell of that which shall be that is upon the soul1 but the irksomeness or the dreadfulness of that which is4 ,this is a mood that awaits us all4 ,no man faces life as it should be faced1 but some can hardly be said to face it at all4 ,their face is ever turned towards a seductive vision of quietness4 ,the solution of life for them is not in a fight1 but in a retreat4 ,of course we know there is no going back1 and no easy deliverance from the burden and the battle1 but in the thick of any fight there is a great difference between the man who wants victory and the man who merely wants a cessation of hostilities4 ,this plea for wings does not necessarily betoken 'a desire to depart4' ,it rather indicates a desire to remain under more favourable and comfortable conditions4 ,such a mood is not the highest and the healthiest experience of the soul4 ,it is rather something against which we must fight relentlessly4 ,very often the longing for wings results only in lagging footsteps4 ,picturing to ourselves the luxury of laying life down will not help us to face the duty of taking life up4 ,the secret of enervation is found not in the poverty of our resources1 but in the cowardliness and selfishness of our attitude towards life4 ,the battle is half won when we have looked the enemy in the face4 ,the burden is the better borne as we stoop under the full weight of it4 ,oh that ,i had wings like a dove6 ,that is a short-sighted and a selfish desire4 ,supposing you had wings1 what would you do8 ,fly away from the moil of the world and find rest and shelter for yourself8 ,is that the best and noblest thing to desire to do8 ,after all1 we know other and loftier moods than this4 ,we know that staying is better than going when there is so much to stay for4 ,we know that working is better than resting when there is so much to do4 ,we have something better to think about than a quiet lodgement in the wilderness1 we who live in a world where the strength of our hands and the warmth of our hearts count for something4 ,to give your tired brother a lift is a vastly more profitable occupation than sitting at the roadside and wishing you could fly4 ,man1 you ought to be glad that you can walk--in a world where there are so many cripples that want help4 ,oh that ,i had wings6444 then would ,i fly away4 ,that desire has never taken any one to heaven1 but it has made them less useful upon earth4 ,the breath of this desire is able to blight the flowers of social service4 ,no one would be foolish enough to indict suburbanism as a mode of life4 ,the day must surely come when few or none will dwell in the smoke-grimed heart of the city4 ,but in as far as a man seeks the fairest suburb open to him in order that he may see little of1 and think little of1 'the darkness of the terrible streets1' then the very life that restores health to his body shall sow seeds of disease in his soul4 ,there is only one way to rest1 and that lies right through the heart of the world's work and pain4 ,rest is not for those who flee away from life's difficulties1 but for those who face them4 ',take my yoke 444 and ye shall find rest4' ,it were not well for our own sakes that we had wings4 ,it were not well for us to be able to avoid the burden-bearing and the tale of tired days1 for ,god has hidden the secret of our rest in the heart of our toiling4 ,they who come unto the ,city of ,god come there not by the easy flight of a dove1 but by the long1 slow pilgrimage of unselfishness4 ,yet there is a beauty and a fitness in this longing4 ,it is expressive of more than the weariness of a world-worn spirit1 or the thinly disguised selfishness of one who fears to pay the price of life4 ,when the long working-day of life is wearing away its last hours and verging towards the great stillness1 the voices of time fall but faintly on the ear1 the adorations and ideals and fashions and enthusiasms of the world come to mean little to a man who in his day has followed them as eagerly as any1 and the heart within him asks only for rest4 ,god1 if there be none beside ,thee ,dwelling in the light1 ,take me out of the world and hide me ,somewhere behind the night4 ,when1 like ,simeon the seer with the ,christ-,child in his arms1 a man feels that for him life has said its last word and shown its last wonder and uttered its last benediction1 the desire for rest is a pure and spiritually normal thing2 it is just the soul's gaze turned upward where beyond these toils ,god waiteth us above1 ,to give to hand and heart the spoils ,of labour and of love4 ,and maybe this mood of which we are thinking may have a not unworthy place in a strenuous life4 ,as a tired woman pauses amid her tasks and looks out of her cottage window to take into her heart the quiet beauty of the woods where she knows the ground is fair with lilies1 so do we find ourselves looking out of life's small casement and thinking upon the fresh1 free1 'outdoor' life the soul will some day live4 ,and such a mood as this is surely a sign of the soul's growth1 a testimony of its responsiveness to the divine touch1 a sudden sense of its splendid destiny borne in upon it among the grey and narrow circumstances of its service4 ,oh that ,i had a dove's swift1 silver wings1 ,i said1 so ,i might straightway leave behind ,this strife of tongues1 this tramp of feet1 and find ,a world that knows no struggles and no stings1 ,where all about the soul soft ,silence flings ,her filmy garment1 and the vexd mind ,grows quiet as there floats upon the wind ,the soothing slumber-song of dreamless things4 ,and lo6 there answered me a voice and said1 ,man1 thou hast hands and heart1 take back thy prayer2 ,covet life's weariness1 go forth and share ,the common suffering and the toil for bread4 ,look not on ,rest1 although her face be fair1 ,and her white hands shall smooth thy narrow bed4 ,,xi4 ,a ,,new ,,song ,o sing unto the ,lord a new song4 ,ps4 xcvi4 #a4 ,time and again in the ,psalter we find this appeal for a new song4 ,first of all1 and most obviously1 the appeal concerns the contents of the song4 ,it reminds us of the duty of making our grateful acknowledgement of ,god's goodness to us expand with our growing experience of that goodness4 ,it is1 if1 one may so phrase it1 a reminder to us that our praise needs bringing up to date4 ,a hymn considerably later in date than this psalm exhorts us to 'count' our 'blessings1' and to 'name them one by one4' ,this exhortation to attempt the impossible is perhaps more worthy of being heeded than the form in which it is presented to us might lead some to suppose4 ,there is no getting away from the simple fact that a man's thankfulness has a real and proportionate relationship to the things for which he has cause to be thankful4 ,if in our daily life the phrase 'the goodness of ,god' is to have a deepening and cumulative significance1 it must be informed and vitalized continually by an alert and responsive recognition of the forms in which that goodness is ever freshly manifested to us4 ,whilst the roots of the tree of praise lie deep beneath the surface1 and wind their thousand ways into dim places where memory itself cannot follow them1 yet surely the leaves of the tree are fresher and greener for rain that even now has left its reviving touch upon them1 and for the sunshine that is even now stirring the life in all their veins4 ,the figure is imperfect4 ,we are not trees4 ,we do not respond automatically to all the gracious and cheering ministries of the ,eternal ,goodness in our lives4 ,we may easily overlook many a good gift of our ,god4 ,and though in our forgetfulness and unthankfulness we profit by the sunlight and the dew and by each tender thought of ,god for ,his creatures1 yet the full and perpetual profit of all good things is for each of us bound up with the power to see them1 the wisdom to appraise them1 the mindfulness that holds them fast1 and the heart that sings out its thanksgiving for them4 ',o sing unto the ,lord a new song4' ,bring this day's life into the song4 ,bring the gift that has come to thee this very hour into the song4 ,look about thee4 ,see if there be but one more flower springing at the path-side4 ,see if the bud of yesterday has but unfolded another leaf4 ,behold the loaf on thy table1 feel the warmth of thy hearth1 yea1 feel the very life within thee that woke again and stirred itself with the morning light1 and say these gifts are like unto the gifts of yesterday1 but they are not yesterday's gifts4 ,yesterday's bread is broken1 and yesterday's fire is dead1 and yesterday's strength is spent4 ,o ,god1 ,thy mercies are new every morning6 ,so shall a new song break from the heart4 ,it is quite possible1 in taking what we believe to be a broad view of life1 to overlook many of the things that go to make life4 ,too much generalizing makes for a barren heart4 ,the specific has a vital place in the ministry of praise4 ,it is true that the highest flights of praise always carry the soul beyond any conscious reckoning with the details of its experience4 ,tabulation is not the keystone of the arch of thanksgiving4 ,but to behold the specific goodness of ,god in each day's life1 to review the hours and to say to one's own soul1 ,thus and thus hath my ,god been mindful of me1 is perhaps the surest and the simplest way to deepen and vitalize the habit of praise in our life1 and to set the new notes ringing in our psalm of thanksgiving4 ,but in this appeal for a new song of praise to ,god there is something more than a recognition of new blessings4 ,the new song is not merely the response to new mercies and the tuneful celebration of recent good4 ,if there is to be ever a new note in the song1 there must be ever a new note in the singer's heart4 ,and this cometh not by observation1 but by inspiration4 ,you may change the words of the song and it may still be the old song4 ,you may sing the same words and it may yet be a new song4 ,for as is the singer1 so is the song4 ,o sing unto the ,lord a new song4 ,that is a plea for a deeper and a wider life4 ,it is a plea that sounds the depth of the heart and takes the measure of the soul4 ,the new song comes not of a truer enumeration of life's blessings1 but of a truer understanding of the blessedness of life itself4 ,the key to such understanding is character4 ,when by the grace of the clean heart and the enlightened and responsive spirit a man can get beneath the events of each day's life and commune with that eternal law of love to which each one of those events bears some relation--or had we not better say commune with the ,eternal ,father by whom that law exists8--then is his song of praise ever new4 ,it is something to catch a glimpse of the mercy of ,god1 and to think and feel as one has not thought or felt before about some part of life's daily good4 ,but it is vastly more to learn to interpret the whole of life in the terms of the goodness of ,god4 ,the saint sings where the worldling sighs4 ,and if we find in that song only the apotheosis of courage and resignation1 we have neither found the source of the song nor the message of it4 ,the new song comes not from the thrill of peril faced and defied1 nor from the victorious acceptance of hard and bitter things4 ,it comes from that deep life of the soul in ,god1 a life beyond the threat of peril and beyond the touch of pain4 ,it finds its deepest and freshest notes not in contemplating the new gains and good of any day1 but in a growing sense of the timeless gain and eternal good of every day4 ,and if all this be so1 it surely follows that the service of praise is not something unto which we may pass by one effort of the will or that depends upon the stimulus of outward experience4 ,it is conditioned rather by our character1 and by our power to see the unveiled face of life reflecting always the light of perfect love4 ,and it is to produce in us the right character and the true insight that ,god disciplines us all our days4 ,it is to set a new song in our hearts4 ,said a professor of music at ,leipzig of a girl whom he had trained for some years and who was the pride of the ,conservatoire1 ',if only some one would marry her and ill-treat her and break her heart she would be the finest singer in ,europe4' ,he missed something in the song1 and knew it could never come there save from the heart of the singer4 ,trouble always strikes a new note in life1 and often the deepest note that is ever struck4 ,but1 be our experience joyous or sorrowful1 the true end of it must ever be to deepen our own hearts that there may be in us ever a more catholic recognition of1 and response to1 the ,eternal ,love4 ,the human soul is not a mere repository of experiences4 ,memory is not the true guardian of life's treasure4 ,that treasure is invested in character4 ,in the moral world we have what we are4 ,so we may recall that which we have never possessed1 and may possess that which we can never recall4 ,and it is out of that which we have become by ,god's grace1 rather than out of that which we have received of that grace1 that the new song comes4 ,so1 as day by day we pray for the grace of new thanksgiving1 we are seeking something more than a new power to behold what good things each day brings us1 a readier way of reckoning the wealth of the passing hours4 ,we are seeking for a larger life in ,god1 and for a spirit able1 as it were1 to secrete from every experience its hidden meed of everlasting blessing4 ,for if the heart grow purer1 the will stronger1 the vision clearer1 the judgement truer--indeed1 if there come to the soul each day some increase of life--it shall surely find its way into living praise4 ,and a living song is always a new song4