,,! ,,p]sonal ,,life ,,( ,,david ,,liv+/one ,,ll4,d41 ,d4,c4,l4 ,,*iefly ,,f ,,8 ,,unpubli%$ ,,j\rnals ,,& ,,correspond5ce ,,9 ,,! ,,possession ,,( ,,8 ,,family ,,by ,w4 ,,g>d5 ,,blaikie1 ,d4,d41 ,,lld4 ,au?or ( ,h]oes ( ,israel1 etc4 ,,preface4 ,! purpose ( ?is "w is to make ! _w bett] acqua9t$ ) ! "* ( ,liv+/one4 ,8 discov]ies & rese>*es h be5 giv5 to ! public 9 8 own books1 b 8 mode/y l$ him to say little 9 ^! ( himself1 & ^? :o knew him be/ feel t little is kn[n ( ! /r5g? ( 8 affections1 ! dep? & purity ( 8 devotion1 or ! int5sity ( 8 aspirations z a ,*ri/ian mission>y4 ,! gr[? ( 8 "* & ! provid5tial %ap+ ( 8 c>e] are also matt]s ( rem>kable int]e/1 ( :i* n mu* has yet be5 made kn[n4 ,an attempt has be5 made 9 ?is volume1 likewise1 to pres5t a m complete hi/ory ( 8 life ?an has yet appe>$4 ,_m *apt]s ( x are op5$ up ( :i* ! public h hi!rto kn[n little or no?+4 ,x has n be5 deem$ necess>y to dwell on ev5ts record$ 9 8 publi%$ ,travels1 except = ! purpose ( connect+ ! n>rative & mak+ x complete4 ,ev5 on ^!1 h[ev]1 x has be5 f\nd t n a little new light & color may be ?r[n f 8 correspond5ce ) 8 fri5ds & 8 unpubli%$ ,j\rnals4 ,mu* pa9s has be5 tak5 to %[ ! unity & symmetry ( 8 "*4 ,z a man1 a ,*ri/ian1 a mission>y1 a philan?ropi/1 & a sci5ti/1 ,liv+/one ranks ) ! greate/ ( our race1 & %[s ! m9imum ( infirmity 9 connection ) ! maximum ( goodness4 ,no?+ c be m tell+ ?an 8 life z an evid5ce ( ! tru? & p[] ( ,*ri/ianity1 z a plea = ,*ri/ian ,missions & civilization1 or z a demon/ration ( ! true connection betwe5 religion & sci5ce4 ,s _m fri5ds h help$ 9 ?is book t x is impossible to ?ank all 9 a preface4 ,mo/ ( !m are nam$ 9 ! body ( ! "w4 ,special ackn[l$gm5ts1 h[ev]1 are due to ! m imm$iate memb]s ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's family1 at ^: reque/ ! "w 0 und]tak52 also to 8 si/]s1 ! ,misses ,liv+/one1 ( ,hamilton1 to ,mr4 ,"y1 ( ,kelley1 to ! v5]able ,dr4 ,m(fat1 & ,mrs4 ,vavasseur1 8 daught]4 ,! use ( valuable collections ( lett]s has be5 giv5 by ! foll[+ 79 addition to ! fri5ds already nam$73 ,! ,directors ( ! ,london ,mission>y ,society2 ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett2 ,rev4 ,g4,d4 ,watt2 ,rev4 ,joseph ,moore2 ,rev4 ,w4 ,?ompson1 ,cape ,t[n2 ,j4,b4 ,brai?waite1 ,esq42 repres5tatives ( ! late ,sir ,r4,i4 ,mur*ison1 ,b>t41 & ( ! late ,sir ,?omas ,macle>2 ,rev4 ,horace ,wall]1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb1 ( ,new/ead ,abbey1 ,mr4 ,p4 ,fit*1 ( ,london1 ,rev4 ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 ( ,lov$ale1 & ,s5hor ,nunes1 ( ,quilimane4 ,o!r fri5ds h =w>d$ lett]s ( less importance4 ,"s ( ! lett]s h rea*$ ! h&s ( ! writ] aft] ! completion ( ! book1 & h !re=e be5 us$ b sp>+ly4 ,! recov]y ( an important private j\rnal ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 :i* _h be5 lo/ at ! "t :5 ! ,mission>y ,travels 0 publi%$1 has ?r[n mu* new light on ! "p ( 8 life imm$iately prec$+ 8 fir/ great j\rney4 ,9 ! spell+ ( ,african prop] names1 ,dr4 ,m(fat has giv5 valuable help4 ,usually ,liv+/one's own spell+ has be5 foll[$4 ,a ,map has be5 specially prep>$1 9 :i* ! geographical ref]5ces 9 ! volume are %[n1 :i* w enable ! read] to foll[ ,liv+/one's movem5ts f place to place4 ,) s mu* mat]ial1 x w\ld h be5 easi] to write a life 9 two volumes ?an 9 "o2 b = obvi\s reasons x has be5 deem$ desirable to re/rict x to ! pres5t limits4 ,! au?or c\ld wi% = no high] honor ?an to h 8 "n associat$ ) t ( ,liv+/one1 & c desire no great] pleasure ?an t ( convey+ to o!r m9ds ! impressions t h be5 left on 8 own4 ,w4,g4 ,,blaikie4 ,,ed9bubgh1 #i ,,palm]/on ,,boad4 #ahhj ,,cont5ts4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,e>ly ,,ye>s4 ,a4,d4 #ahac-ahcf4 ,ulva--,! ,liv+/ones--,traditions ( ,ulva life--,! ,baught+-"t--,kir/y's ,rock--,removal ( ,liv+/one's gr&fa!r to ,blantyre--,highl& blood--,neil ,liv+/one--,8 m>riage to ,agnes ,hunt]--,h] gr&fa!r & fa!r--,monum5t to ,neil & ,agnes ,liv+/one 9 ,hamilton ,cemet]y--,david ,liv+/one born #ai? ,m>*1 #ahac--;,boyhood--,at home--,9 s*ool--,david goes into ,blantyre ,mill--,fir/ e>n+s--,night-s*ool--,8 habits ( read+--,natural-hi/ory exp$itions--,great spiritual *anges 9 8 tw5tie? ye>--,dick's ,philosophy ( a ,future ,/ate--,he resolves to be a mission>y--,influ5ce ( occupation ( ,blantyre--,sympa?y ) ,p--,?omas ,burke & ,david ,hogg--,practical "* ( 8 religion4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,mission>y ,,prep>ation4 ,a4,d4 #ahcf-ahdj4 ,8 desire to be a mission>y to ,*9a--,m$ical missions--,he /udies at ,glasg[--,classmates & tea*]s--,he applies to ,london ,mission>y ,society--,8 ideas ( mission-"w--,he is accept$ provisionally--,he goes to ,london--to ,ong>--,rem9isc5ces by ,rev4 ,joseph ,moore--by ,mrs4 ,gilb]t--by ,rev4 ,isaac ,taylor--,ne>ly reject$ by ! ,directors--,returns to ,ong>--to ,london--,lett] to 8 si/]--,rem9isc5ces by ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett--,promise to ,pr(essor ,ow5--,impression ( 8 "* on 8 fri5ds & fell[-/ud5ts--,rev ,r4 ,m(fat 9 ,engl&--,liv+/one int]e/$--,c\ld n be s5t to ,*9a--,is appo9t$ to ,africa--,provid5tial l9ks 9 8 hi/ory--,illness--,la/ visits to 8 home--,receives ,m$ical diploma--,p>ts f 8 family4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,fir/ ,,two ,,ye>s ,,9 ,,africa4 ,a4,d4 #ahdb-ahdc4 ,8 ord9ation--,voyage out--,at ,rio de ,janeiro--,at ! ,cape--,he proce$s to ,kuruman--,lett]s--,j\rney ( #gjj miles to ,be*uana c\ntry--,selection ( site = new /ation--,second excursion to ,be*uana c\ntry--,lett] to 8 si/]--,influ5ce ) *iefs--,bubi--,con/ruction ( a wat]-dam--,sekomi--,woman seiz$ by a lion--,! ,bakaa--,sebehwe--,lett] to ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett--,det5tion at ,kuruman--,he visits ,sebehwe's village--,bakhatlas--,se*le1 *ief ( ,bakwa9s--,liv+/one translates hymns--,travels #djj miles on oxback--,returns to ,kuruman--,is au?oriz$ to =m new /ation--,receives contributions = native mission>y--,lett]s to ,directors on _! ,mission policy--,he goes to new /ation--,fell[-travel]s--,pur*ase ( site--,lett] to ,dr4 ,b5nett--,desiccation ( ,s\? ,africa--,dea? ( a s]vant1 ,sehamy--,lett] to 8 p>5ts4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,fir/ ,,two ,,/ations--,,mabotsa ,,& ,,*onuane4 ,a4,d4 #ahdc-ahdg4 ,description ( ,mabotsa--,a favorite hymn--,g5]al read+--,mabotsa infe/$ ) lions--,liv+/one's enc\nt]--,! native deacon :o sav$ him--,8 ,sunday-s*ool--,m>riage to ,m>y ,m(fat--,"w at ,mabotsa--,propos$ in/itution = tra9+ native ag5ts--,lett] to 8 "m--,tr\ble at ,mabotsa--,noble sacrifice ( ,liv+/one--,goes to ,se*le & ! ,bakwa9s--,new /ation at ,*onuane--,int]e/ %[n by ,se*le--,j\rneys ea/w>d--,! ,bo]s & ! ,transvaal--,_! occupation ( ! c\ntry1 & treatm5t ( ! natives--,"w among ! ,bakwa9s--,liv+/one's desire to move on--,!ological conflict at home--,8 view ( x--,8 sci5tific labors & miscellane\s employm5ts4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,?ird ,,/ation--,,kolob5g4 ,a4,d4 #ahdg-aheb4 ,want ( ra9 at ,*onuane--,removal to ,kolob5g--,h\se-build+ & public works--,hopeful prospects--,lett]s to ,mr4 ,watt1 8 si/]1 & ,dr4 ,b5nett--,! *ur* at ,kolob5g--,pure communion--,conv]sion ( ,se*le--,lett] f 8 bro!r ,*>les--,8 hi/ory--,liv+/one's relations ) ! ,bo]s--,he _c get native tea*]s plant$ 9 ! ea/--,resolves to explore nor?w>d--,extracts f ,j\rnal--,sc>city ( wat]--,wild animals1 & o!r risks--,cu/om-h\se robb]ies & annoyances--,visit f ,secret>y ( ,london ,mission>y ,society--,manifold employm5ts ( ,liv+/one--,/udies 9 ,si*uana--,8 reflection on ?is p]iod ( 8 life :ile deta9$ at ,manyuema 9 #ahgj4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,,kolob5g cont9u$--,,lake ',,ngami4 ,a4,d4 #ahdi-aheb4 ,kobol5g fail+ ?r\gh dr\ght--,sebituane's c\ntry & ! ,lake ',ngami--,liv+/one sets out ) ,messrs4 ,oswell & ,murray--,riv]s ,z\ga & ,tamanak'le--,old ideas ( ! int]ior revolutioniz$--,en?usiasm ( ,liv+/one--,discov]s ,lake ',ngami--,oblig$ to return--,prize f ,royal ,geographical ,society--,second exp$ition to ! lake1 ) wife & *ildr5--,*ildr5 attack$ by fev]--,aga9 oblig$ to return--,conviction z to heal?i] spot beyond--,idea ( f9d+ passage to sea ei!r we/ or ea/--,bir? & dea? ( a *ild--,family visits ,kuruman--,?ird exp$ition1 aga9 ) family--,he hopes to f9d a new locality--,p]ils ( ! j\rney--,he rea*es ,sebituane--,! ,*ief's illness & dea?--,di/ress ( ,liv+/one--,mr4 ,oswell & he g on to ,l9yanti--,discov]y ( ! ,upp] ,zambesi--,no locality f\nd = settlem5t--,m ext5d$ j\rney necess>y--,he returns--,bir? ( ,oswell ,liv+/one--,crisis 9 ,liv+/one's life--,8 guid+ pr9ciples--,new plans--,! ,makololo beg9 to practice slave-trade--,new ?\ghts ab\t comm]ce--,lett]s to ,directors--,! ,bakwa9s--,pros & cons ( 8 new plan--,8 unabat$ mission>y zeal--,he goes ) 8 family to ! ,cape--,8 lit]>y activity4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,f ,,! ,,cape ,,to ,,l9yanti4 ,a4,d4 #aheb-ahec4 ,unfavorable feel+ at ,cape ,t[n--,dep>ture ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one & *ildr5--,liv+/one's det5tion & difficulties--,lett] to 8 wife--to ,agnes--,occupations at ,cape ,t[n--,! ,a/ronom]-,royal--,liv+/one leaves ! ,cape & rea*es ,kuruman--,de/ruction ( ,kolob5g by ! ,bo]s--,lett]s to 8 wife & ,rev4 ,j4 ,moore--,8 resolution to op5 up ,africa or p]i%--,arrival at ,l9yanti--,unheal?9ess ( ! c\ntry--,?\ghts on sett+ out = coa/--,sekeltu's k9dness--,liv+/one's mission>y activity--,dea? ( ,mpepe1 & ( 8 fa!r--,meet+ ) ,ma-mo*isane--,b>otse c\ntry--,det]m9es to g to ,lo&a--,hea!nism unadult]at$--,ta/e = ! beautiful--,lett] to 8 *ildr5--to 8 fa!r--,la/ ,sunday at ,l9yanti--,prospect ( 8 fail+4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,,f ,,l9yanti ,,to ,,lo&a4 ,a4,d4 #ahec-ahed4 ,difficulties & h>d%ips ( j\rney--,8 travel+ kit--,f\r books--,8 ,j\rnal--,mode ( travel+--,beauty ( c\ntry--,repulsiv5ess ( ! p--,_! religi\s belief--,! negro--,prea*+--,! magic-lant]n--,lonel9ess ( feel+--,slave-trade--,managem5t ( ! natives--,dang] f ,*iboque--f ano!r *ief--,liv+/one ill ( fev]--,at ! ,quango--,atta*m5t ( foll[]s--,! good "t com+--,portuguese settlem5ts--,great k9dness ( ! ,portuguese--,arrives at ,lo&a--,receiv$ by ,mr4 ,gabriel--,8 great fri5d%ip--,no lett]s--,news ?r\gh ,mr4 ,gabriel--,liv+/one becomes acqua9t$ ) naval (fic]s--,resolves to g back to ,l9yanti & make = ,ea/ ,coa/--,lett] to 8 wife--,correspond5ce ) ,mr4 ,macle>--,accuracy ( 8 obs]vations--,sir ,john ,h]s*el--,geographical ,society aw>d _! gold m$al--,rem>ks ( ,"l ,ellesm]e4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,,f ,,lo&a ,,to ,,quilimane4 ,a4,d4 #ahed-ahef4 ,liv+/one sets out f ,lo&a--,j\rney back--,effects ( slav]y--,lett] to 8 wife--,sev]e attack ( fev]--,he rea*es ! ,b>otse c\ntry--,day ( ?anksgiv+--,8 ef=ts = ! good ( 8 m5--,anxieties ( ! ,m(fats--,mr4 ,m(fat's j\rney to ,mosilikatse--,box at ,l9yanti--,lett] f ,mrs4 ,m(fat--,lett]s to ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 ,mr4 ,m(fat1 & ,mrs4 ,m(fat--,k9dness ( ,sekeltu--,new escort--,he sets out = ! ,ea/ ,coa/--,discov]s ! ,victoria ,falls--,! heal?y longitud9al ridges--,p$e/rianism--,great dang]s--,n>r[ escapes--,triumph ( ! _s ( tru/ 9 ,god--,favorite texts--,ref]5ce to ,capta9 ,mc,clure's exp]i5ce--,*ief subjects ( ?\ght--,/ructure ( ! cont95t--,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison anticipates 8 discov]y--,lett]s to ,geographical ,society--,fir/ lett] f ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,mission>y labor--,mona/]ies--,prote/ant mission-/ations want+ 9 self-support--,lett] to ,directors--,fev] n s s]i\s an ob/ruction z x seem$--,8 own h>d%ips--,!ories ( mission-"w--,expansion v4 ,conc5tration--,views ( a mission>y /atesman--,he rea*es ,tette--,lett] to ,k+ ( ,portugal--to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,rea*es ,s5na--,quilimane--,retrospect--,lett] f ,directors--,goes to ,mauritius--,voyage home--,n>r[ escape f %ipwreck 9 ,bay ( ,tunis--,he rea*es ,engl&1 ,dec4 #ahef--,news ( 8 fa!r's dea?4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,,fir/ ,,visit ,,home4 ,a4,d4 #ahef-aheg4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one--,h] int5se anxieties--,h] poetical welcome--,congratulatory lett]s f ,mrs4 & ,dr4 ,m(fat--,meet+ ( welcome ( ,royal ,geographical ,society--( ,london ,mission>y ,society--,meet+ 9 ,mansion ,h\se--,en?usia/ic public meet+ at ,cape ,t[n--,liv+/one visits ,hamilton--,returns to ,london to write 8 book--,lett] to ,mr4 ,macle>--,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett's rem9isc5ces ( ?is p]iod--,mr4 ,fr$]ick ,fit*'s--,int]view ) ,pr9ce ,consort--,honors--,publication & great success ( ,mission>y ,travels--,"* & design ( ! book--,:y x 0 n m ( a mission>y record--,h&some conduct ( publi%]--,g5]\s use ( ! pr(its--,lett] to a lady 9 ,c>lisle v9dicat+ !-"* ( 8 spee*es4 ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,,fie/ ,,visit ,,home--cont9u$4 ,a4,d4 #aheg-aheh4 ,liv+/one at ,dubl91 at ,briti% ,association--,lett] to 8 wife--,he meets ! *amb] ( comm]ce at ,man*e/]--,at ,glasg[1 receives honors f ,corporation1 ,univ]sity1 ,faculty ( ,physicians & ,surgeons1 ,unit$ ,presbyt]ians1 ,cotton-sp9n]s--,8 spee*es 9 reply--,8 bro!r ,*>les jo9s him--,int]e/+ meet+ & spee* at ,hamilton--,reception f ,lit]>y & ,sci5tific ,in/itute ( ,blantyre--,sympa?y ) op]atives--,quick appreh5sion ( all public que/ions--,8 social views 9 advance ( ! age--,he plans a ,p's ,caf--,visit to ,ed9burgh--,m honors--,lett] to ,mr4 ,macle>--,int]e/+ visit to ,cambridge--,lectures !re--,pr(essor ,s$gwick's rem>ks on 8 visit--,liv+/one's great satisfaction--,relations to ,london ,mission>y ,society--,he sev]s 8 connection--,proposal ( ,gov]nm5t exp$ition--,he accepts consul%ip & comm& ( ,exp$ition--,k9dness ( ,lords ,palm]/on & ,cl>5don--,! ,portuguese ,ambassador--,liv+/one proposes to g to ,portugal--,is dissuad$--,"l ,cl>5don's lett] to ,sekeltu--,results ( ,liv+/one's visit to ,engl&--,f>ewell banquet1 ,febru>y1 #aheh--;,int]view ) ! ,que5--,vel$ictory lett]s--,pr(essor ,s$gwick & ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,arrangem5ts = ,exp$ition--,dr41 ,mrs41 & ,oswald ,liv+/one set sail f ,liv]pool--,lett]s to *ildr54 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,,! ,,zambesi1 ,,& ,,fir/ ,,explorations ,,( ,,! ,,%ir4 ,a4,d4 #aheh-ahei4 ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one sail 9 ! ,pe>l--,*>act]i/ic in/ructions to memb]s ( ,exp$ition--,dr4 ,liv+/one consci\s ( difficult position--,lett] to ,rob]t--,si]ra ,leone--,effects ( ,briti% ,squadron & ( ,*ri/ian ,missions--,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,m(fat at ,cape ,t[n--,spl5did reception !re--,illness ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one--,%e rema9s beh9d--,! five ye>s ( ! ,exp$ition--,lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y--to ,dr4 ,m(fat--,kongone entrance to ,zambesi--,collision ) ,naval ,(fic]--,di/urb$ /ate ( ! c\ntry--,trip to ,kebrabasa ,rapids--,dr4 ,liv+/one applies = new /eam]--,will+ to pay = "o himself--,exploration ( ! ,%ir--,mur*ison ,cat>acts--,extracts f private ,j\rnal--,discov]y ( ,lake ,%irwa--,correspond5ce--,lett] to ,agnes ,liv+/one--,trip to ,tette--,kroom5 & two memb]s ( ,exp$ition dismiss$--,liv+/one's v9dication--,discov]y ( ,lake ,nyassa--,bright hopes = ! future--,idea ( a colony--,g5]osity ( ,liv+/one--,lett]s to ,mr4 ,macle>1 ,mr4 ,"y1 & ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,8 sympa?y ) ! hone/ poor--,he he>s ( ! bir? ( 8 y\nge/ daught]4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii4 ,,go+ ,,home ,,) ,,! ,,makololo4 ,a4,d4 #ahfj4 ,d[n to ,kongone--,/ate ( ! %ip--,fur!r delay--,lett] to ,secret>y ( ,univ]sities ,mission--,lett] to ,mr4 ,brai?waite--,at ,tette--,miss ,:ately's sug>-mill--,) 8 bro!r & ,kirk at ,kebrabasa--,mode ( travel+--,reappe>ance ( old fri5ds--,african w>f>e & its effects--,desolation--,a ,european colony desirable--,escape f rh9oc]os--,rumors ( ,m(fat--,! ,portuguese local ,gov]nors oppose ,liv+/one--,he becomes unpopul> ) !m--,lett] to ,mr4 ,"y--,wants ( ! c\ntry--,! ,makololo--,approa* home--,"s are disappo9t$--,news ( ! dea? ( ! ,london mission>ies1 ! ,helmores & o!rs--,lett] to ,dr4 ,m(fat--,! ,victoria ,falls re-exam9$--,sekeltu ill ( leprosy--,treatm5t & recov]y--,8 disappo9tm5t at n see+ ,mrs4 ,liv+/one--,ef=ts = ! spiritual good ( ! ,makololo--,c>eful obs]vations 9 ,natural ,hi/ory--,! la/ ( ! ,ma-,rob]t--,*e]+ prospect ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission--,lett] to ,mr4 ,moore--to ,mr4 ,"y--,he wi%es ano!r %ip--,lett] to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison on ! rumor$ j\rney ( ,silva ,porto4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv4 ,,rovuma ,,& ,,nyassa--,,univ]sities ,,mission4 ,a4,d4 #ahfa-ahfb4 ,beg9n+ ( #ahfa--;,arrival ( ! ,pione]1 & ( ! ag5ts ( ,univ]sities ,mission--,cordial welcome--,liv+/one's ca?olic feel+s--,ord]$ to explore ! ,rovuma--,bi%op ,mack5zie goes ) him--,returns to ! ,%ir--,turn+-po9t ( prosp]ity pa/--,difficult navigation--,! slave-/icks--,bi%op settles at ,magom]o--,ho/ilities betwe5 ,manganja & ,ajawa--,attack ( ,mission p>ty by ,ajawa--,liv+/one's advice to ,bi%op reg>d9 !m--,lett] to 8 son ,rob]t--,liv+/one1 ,kirk1 & ,*>les />t = ,lake ,nyassa--,p>ty robb$ at nor? ( ,lake--,dismal activity ( ! slave-trade--,awful mortality 9 ! process--,liv+/one's fondness = ,pun*--,lett] to ,mr4 ,"y--,joy at dep>ture ( new /eam] ,lady ,nyassa--,colonization project--,lett] aga9/ x f ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison--,he>s ( ,dr4 ,/ew>t com+ out f ,free ,*ur* ( ,scotl&--,visit at ! %ip f ,bi%op ,mack5zie--,news ( defeat ( ,ajawa by mission>ies--,anxiety ( ,liv+/one--,arrangem5ts = ,pione] to g to ,kongone = new /eam] & fri5ds f home1 !n g to ,ruo to meet ,bi%op--,pione] deta9$--,dr4 ,liv+/one's anxieties & depression at ,new ,ye>--,pione] misses man-(-w> ,gorgon--,at l5g? ,gorgon appe>s ) brig f ,engl& & ,lady ,nyassa--,mrs4 ,liv+/one & o!r ladies on bo>d--,liv+/one's meet+ ) 8 wife1 & ) ,dr4 ,/ew>t--,/ew>t's recollections--,difficulties ( navigation--,capta9 ,wilson ( ,gorgon goes up riv] & he>s ( dea? ( ,bi%op ,mack5zie & ,mr4 ,burrup--,great di/ress--,misrepres5tations ab\t ,univ]sities ,mission--,miss ,mack5zie & ,mrs4 ,burrup tak5 to ,gorgon--,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one return to ,%upanga--,illness & dea? ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one !re--,extracts f ,liv+/one's ,j\rnal1 & lett]s to ! ,m(fats1 ,agnes1 & ! ,mur*isons4 ,,*apt] ,,xv4 ,,la/ ,,two ,,ye>s ,,( ,,! ,,exp$ition4 ,a4,d4 #ahfb-ahfc4 ,liv+/one aga9 buckles on 8 armor--,lett] to ,wall]--,laun* ( ,lady ,nyassa--,too late = season--,he explores ! ,rovuma--,fre% activity ( ! slave-trade--,lett] to ,gov]nor ( ,mozambique ab\t 8 discov]ies--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,g5]\s (f] ( a p>ty ( ,scot*m5--,! ,exp$ition proce$s up ,zambesi ) ,lady ,nyassa 9 t[--,appall+ desolations ( ,m>ianno--,tid+s ( ! ,mission--,dea? ( ,scudamore--( ,dick5son--( ,?orton--,illness ( ,liv+/one--,dr4 ,kirk & ,*>les ,liv+/one g home--,he proce$s nor?w>d ) ,mr4 ,rae & ,mr4 ,e4 ,d4 ,"y ( ! ,gorgon--,attempt to c>ry a boat ov] ! rapids--,defeat$--,recall ( ! ,exp$ition--,liv+/one's views--,lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y--to ,mr4 ,wall]--,feel+ ( ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t--,(f] to ! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,/ew>t--,great disc\ragem5ts--,:y did he n g home8--,proce$s to explore ,nyassa--,risks & suff]+s--,occupation ( 8 m9d--,natural ,hi/ory--,oblig$ to turn back--,m desolation--,report ( 8 murd]--,k9dness ( ,*9samba--,rea*es ! %ip--,lett] f ,bi%op ,toz]1 ab&on+ ! ,mission--,di/ress ( ,liv+/one--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,progress ( ,dr4 ,/ew>t--,liv+/onia--,liv+/one takes *>ge ( ! *ildr5 ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission--,lett] to 8 daught]--,retrospect--,! "w ( ! ,exp$ition--,liv+/one's plans = ! future4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi4 ,,quilimane ,,to ,,bombay ,,& ,,engl&4 ,a4,d4 #ahfd4 ,liv+/one returns ! ,pione] to ! ,navy1 & is to sail 9 ! ,nyassa to ,bombay--,t]rific circul> /orm--,imm95t p]il ( ! ,nyassa--,he rea*es ,mozambique--,lett] to 8 daught]--,proce$s to ,zanzib>--,8 eng9e] leaves him--,scanty crew ( ,nyassa--,liv+/one capta9 & eng9e]--,p]il ( ! voyage ( #bejj miles--,risk ( ! monsoons--,! ,nyassa becalm$--,illness ( ! m5--,rem>ks on ,african travel--,fly+-fi%--,dolph9s--,curiositie s ( 8 ,j\rnal--,idea ( a colony--,furi\s squall--,two sea-s]p5ts se5--,m squalls--,! ,nyassa ent]s ,bombay h>bor--,is unnotic$--,fir/ visit f (fic] ) ,cu/om-h\se s*$ules--,h[ fill$ up--,att5tion ( ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e & o!rs--,liv+/one goes ) ! ,gov]nor to ,dapuri--,8 feel+s on l&+ 9 ,india--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,he visits mission-s*ools1 etc41 at ,poonah--,slav+ 9 ,p]sian ,gulf--,returns to ,bombay--,leaves two boys ) ,dr4 ,wilson--,borr[s passage-money & sails = ,engl&--,at ,ad5--,at ,alex&ria--,rea*es ,*>+ ,cross--,enc\ragem5t d]iv$ f 8 ,bombay visit--,two projects contemplat$ on 8 way home4 ,,*apt] ,,xvii4 ,,second ,,visit ,,home4 ,a4,d4 #ahfd-ahfe4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one & ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison--,at ,lady ,palm]/on's reception--at o!r places 9 ,london--,sad news ( 8 son ,rob]t--,8 e>ly dea?--,dr4 ,liv+/one goes to ,scotl&--,pays visits--,consultation ) ,pr(essor ,syme z to op]ation--,visit to ,duke ,argyll--to ,ulva--,he meets ,dr4 ,duff--,at laun* ( a ,turki% frigate--,at ,hamilton--,goes to ,ba? to ,briti% ,association--,deliv]s an address--,dr4 ,col5so--,at fun]al ( ,capta9 ,speke--,ba? spee* (f5ds ! ,portuguese--,*>ges ( ,lac]da--,he visits ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb at ,new/ead--,_! great hospitality--,liv+/one room--,he sp5ds eight mon?s !re writ+ 8 book--,he rega9s ela/icity & playfulness--,8 book--,*>les ,liv+/one's %>e--,he uses 8 influ5ce = ,dr4 ,kirk--,deliv]s a lecture at ,mansfield--,proposal made to him by ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison to return to ,africa--,lett] f ,sir ,rod]ick--,8 reply--,he w n cease to be a mission>y--,lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y--,ov]tures f ,=eign ,(fice--,liv+/one displeas$--,at d9n] ( ,royal ,academy--,8 spee* n report$--,presid5t ,l9coln's assass9ation--,exam9ation by ,committee ( ,h\se ( ,commons--,8 op9ion on ! capacity ( ! negro--,he goes d[n to ,scotl&--,tom ,br[n's ,s*ool ,days--,8 "m v ill--,%e rallies--,he goes to ,ox=d--,he>s ( 8 "m's dea?--,returns--,he att5ds exam9ation ( ,oswell's s*ool--,8 spee*--,goes to ,london1 prep>+ to leave--,p>ts f ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb--,/ays ) ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,hamilton--,la/ days 9 ,engl&4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii4 ,,f ,,engl& ,,to ,,bombay ,,& ,,zanzib>4 ,a4,d4 #ahfe-ahff4 ,object ( new j\rney--,d\ble s*eme--,he goes to ,p>is ) ,agnes--,b>on ,hausmann--,anecdote at ,m>seilles--,he rea*es ,bombay--,lett] to ,agnes--,rem9isc5ces ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one at ,bombay by ,rev4 ,d4,c4 ,boyd--by ,alex4 ,br[n1 ,esq4--,liv+/one's dress--,he visits ! caves ( ,k5h>i--,rumors ( murd] ( ,b>on van d] ,deck5--,he deliv]s a lecture at ,bombay--,great success--,he sells ! ,lady ,nyassa--,lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y--,lett] to ,anna ,m>y--,he>s t ,dr4 ,kirk has got an appo9tm5t--,sets out = ,zanzib> 9 ,?ule--,lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y--,8 exp]i5ce at sea--,lett] to ,agnes--,he rea*es ,zanzib>--,calls on ,sultan--,pres5ts ! ,?ule to him f ,bombay ,gov]nm5t--,monotony ( ,zanzib> life--,leaves 9 ,p5gu9 = ! cont95t4 ,,*apt] ,,xix4 ,,f ,,zanzib> ,,to ,,ujiji4 ,a4,d4 #ahff-ahfi4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one goes to m\? ( ,rovuma--,8 pray]--,8 company--,8 h]d ( animals--,loss ( 8 buffaloes--,good spirits :5 sett+ put--,difficulties at ,rovuma--,bad conduct ( ,johanna m5--,dismissal ( 8 ,sepoys--,fre% horrors ( slave-trade--,un9habit$ tract--,he rea*es ,lake ,nyassa--,lett] to 8 son ,?omas--,disappo9t$ hopes--,8 d\ble aim1 to tea* natives & r\se horror ( slave-trade--,t5or ( religi\s addresses--,wikatami rema9s beh9d--,liv+/one f9ds no altoge!r satisfactory /ation = comm]ce & missions--,"q ( ! wat]%$--,0 x wor? ! tr\ble8--,ov]rul$ = good to ,africa--,op9ion ( ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e--,at ,m>5ga's--,! ,johanna m5 leave 9 a body--,circulate rumor ( 8 murd]--,sir ,rod]ick disbelieves x--,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y s5t out ) ,se>* ,exp$ition--,f9ds pro( aga9/ rumor--,liv+/one half-/>v$--,loss ( 8 goats--,review ( #ahff--,reflections on ,div9e ,provid5ce--,lett] to ,?omas--,8 dog dr[n$--,loss ( 8 m$ic9e-*e/--,he feels s5t5ce ( dea? pass$ on him--,fir/ sight ( ,lake ,tanganyika--,deta9$ at ,*itimba's--,discov]y ( ,lake ,mo]o--,occupations dur+ det5tion ( #ahfg--;,great privations & difficulties--,illness--,rebellion among 8 m5--,discov]y ( ,lake ,bangweolo--,its oozy banks--,det5tion--,suff]+s--,he makes = ,ujiji--,v sev]e illness 9 beg9n+ ( #ahfi--,rea*es ,ujiji--,f9ds 8 goods h be5 wa/$ & /ol5--,mo/ bitt] disappo9tm5t--,8 m$ic9es1 etc41 at ,unyanyembe--,lett] to ,sultan ( ,zanzib>--,lett]s to ,dr4 ,m(fat & 8 daught]4 ,,*apt] ,,xx4 ,,manyuema4 ,a4,d4 #ahfi-ahga4 ,he sets out to explore ,manyuema & ! riv] ,lualaba--,loss ( =ty-two lett]s--,8 feebl5ess ?r\gh illness--,he arrives at ,bamb>r--,becomes acqua9t$ ) ! soko or gorilla--,rea*es ! ,luama ,riv]--,magnific5ce ( ! c\ntry--,repulsiv5ess ( ! p--,_c get a canoe to explore ! ,lualaba--,has to return to ,bamb>r--,lett] to ,?omas1 & retrospect ( 8 life--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> & ,mr4 ,mann--,miss ,t9n--,he is worse 9 heal? ?an ev]1 yet resolves to add to 8 programme & g r\nd ,lake ,bangweolo--,lett] to ,agnes--,review ( ! pa/--,he sets out anew 9 a m nor!rly direction--,ov]p[]$ by con/ant wet--,rea*es ,nyangwe1 ! f>!/ po9t nor?w>d 9 8 la/ ,exp$ition--,long det5tion--,lett] to 8 bro!r ,john--,s5se ( difficulties & tr\bles--,nobility ( 8 _s--,he sets (f ) only ?ree att5dants = ! ,lualaba--,suspicions ( ! natives--,influ5ce ( ,arab trad]s--,frightful difficulties ( ! way--,lam$ by footsores--,has to return to ,bamb>r--,long & we>isome det5tion--,occupations--,m$itations & rev]ies--,dea? no t]ror--,unp>allel$ position & trials--,he reads 8 ,bible f beg9n+ to end f\r times--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,to ,agnes--,8 delight at h] s5tim5ts ab\t 8 com+ home--,acc\nt ( ! soko--,grief to heat ( dea? ( ,lady ,mur*ison--,wret*$ "* ( m5 s5t f ,zanzib>--,at la/ sets out ) ,mohamad--,difficulties--,slave-trade mo/ horrible--,_c get canoes = ,lualaba--,long wait+--,new plan--,fru/rat$ by horrible massacre on banks ( ,lualaba--,frightful sc5e--,he mu/ return to ,ujiji--,new illness--,p]ils ( j\rney to ,ujiji--,life ?ree times endang]$ 9 "o day--,rea*es ,ujiji--,%]eef has sold (f 8 goods--,he is almo/ 9 despair--,meets ,h5ry ,m4 ,/anley & is reliev$--,8 contributions to ,natural ,sci5ce dur+ la/ j\rneys--,pr(essor ,ow5 9 ! ,qu>t]ly ,review4 ,,*apt] ,,xxi4 ,,liv+/one ,,& ,,/anley4 ,a4,d4 #ahga-ahgb4 ,mr4 ,gordon ,b5nett s5ds ,/anley 9 se>* ( ,liv+/one--,/anley at ,zanzib>--,/>ts = ,ujiji--,rea*es ,unyanyembe--,dang]\s illness--,w> betwe5 ,arabs & natives--,n>r[ escape ( ,/anley--,approa* to ,ujiji--,meet+ ) ,liv+/one--,liv+/one's /ory--,/anley's news--,liv+/one's goods & m5 at ,bagamoio--,/anley's acc\nt ( ,liv+/one--,refutation ( fooli% & calumni\s *>ges--,!y g to ! nor? ( ! lake--,liv+/one resolves n to g home1 b to get fre% m5 & return to ! s\rces--,lett] to ,agnes--to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,! travel]s g to ,unyanyembe--,m plund]+ ( /ores--,/anley leaves = ,zanzib>--,/anley's bitt]ness ( he>t at p>t+--,liv+/one's int5se gratitude to ,/anley--,he intru/s 8 ,j\rnal to him1 & commissions him to s5d s]vants & /ores f ,zanzib>--,/anley's j\rney to ! coa/--,f9ds ,se>* ,exp$ition at ,bagamoio--,proce$s to ,engl&--,/anley's reception--,unpleasant feel+s--claircissem5t--,engl& grateful to ,/anley4 ,,*apt] ,,xxii4 ,,f ,,unyanyembe ,,to ,,bangweolo4 ,a4,d4 #ahgb-ahgc4 ,liv+/one's long wait at ,unyanyembe--,8 plan ( op]ations--,8 fifty-n9? bir?day--,r5ewal ( self-d$ication--,lett]s to ,agnes--to ,new ,york ,h]ald--,h>dness ( ! ,african battle--,wav]+s ( judgm5t1 :e!r ,lualaba 0 ! ,nile or ! ,congo--,extracts f ,j\rnal--,gleams ( humor--,natural hi/ory--,8 di/ress on he>+ ( ! dea? ( ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,?\ghts on mission-"w--,arrival ( 8 escort--,8 happ9ess 9 8 new m5--,he />ts f ,unyanyembe--,illness--,great am\nt ( ra9--,ne> ,bangweolo--,incessant moi/ure--,fl[]s ( ! =e/--,tak+ ( obs]vations regul>ly prosecut$--,dreadful /ate ( ! c\ntry f ra9--,hung]--,furi\s attack ( ants--,greatness ( ,liv+/one's suff]+s--,lett]s to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>1 ,mr4 ,"y1 8 bro!r1 & ,agnes--,8 sixtie? bir?day--,great weakness 9 ,april--,sunday s]vices & obs]vations cont9u$--,increas+ illness--,! end approa*+--,la/ writt5 words--,la/ day ( 8 travels--,he rea*es ,*itambo's village1 9 ,ilala--,is f\nd on 8 knees dead1 on morn+ ( #a/ ,may--,c\rage & affection ( 8 att5dants--,8 body embalm$--,c>ri$ t[>d %ore--,dang]s & suff]+s dur+ ! m>*--,! p>ty meet ,lieut5ant ,cam]on at ,unyanyembe--,det]m9e to g on--,ruse at ,kasekra--,dea? ( ,dr4 ,dillon--,! p>ty rea* ,bagamoio1 & ! rema9s are plac$ on bo>d a cruis]--,! ,se>* ,exp$itions f ,engl&--to ,ea/ ,coa/ "u ,cam]on--to ,we/ ,coa/ "u ,gr&y--,explanation ( ,exp$itions by ,sir ,h5ry ,rawl9son--,liv+/one's rema9s br\ght to ,engl&--,exam9$ by ,sir ,w4 ,f]gusson & o!rs--,buri$ 9 ,we/m9/] ,abbey--,inscription on slab--,liv+/one's wi% = a =e/ grave--,l9es f ,pun*--,tributes to 8 memory--,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e--,! ,lancet--,"l ,polw>?--,flor5ce ,night+ale4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiii4 ,,po/hum\s ,,influ5ce4 ,hi/ory ( 8 life n complet$ at 8 dea?--,?rill+ effect ( ! trag$y ( ,ilala--,liv+/one's influ5ce on ! slave-trade--,8 lett]s f ,manyuema--,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e's mission to ,zanzib>--,successful ef=ts ( ,dr4 ,kirk ) ,sultan ( ,zanzib>--,! l& r\te--,! sea r\te--,slave-trade decl>$ illegal--,egypt--,! ,s\dan--,colonel ,gordon--,conv5tions ) ,turkey--,k+ ,mtesa ( ,ug&a--,nyassa di/rict--,introduction ( lawful comm]ce--,v>i\s comm]cial ent]prises 9 progress--,influ5ce ( ,liv+/one on exploration--,ent]prise ( newspap]s--,explor+ und]tak+s ( v>i\s nations--,liv+/one's p]sonal s]vice to sci5ce--,8 h>d "w 9 sci5ce ! cause ( respect--,8 influ5ce on mission>y ent]prise--,liv+/onia--,dr4 ,/ew>t--,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y--,blantyre--,! ,univ]sities ,mission "u ,bi%op ,/e]e--,its return to ! ma9l& & to ,nyassa di/rict--,*ur* ,mission>y ,society at ,nyanza--,london ,mission>y ,society at ,tanganyika--,fr5*1 ,inl&1 ,bapti/1 & ,am]ican missions--,m$ical missions--,! ,fisk ,liv+/one hall--,liv+/one's great legacy to ,africa1 a spotless ,*ri/ian "n & "*--,honors ( ! future4 ,,app5dix4 ,i4 ,extracts f pap] on ,mission>y ,sacrifices4 ,,ii4 ,treatm5t ( ,african ,fev]4 ,,iii4 ,lett] to ,dr4 ,tidman1 z to future op]ations4 ,,iv4 ,"l ,cl>5don's ,lett] to ,sekeltu4 ,v4 ,public ,honors aw>d$ to ,dr4 ,liv+/one4 ,,dayid ,,liv+/one4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,e>ly ,,ye>s4 ,a4,d4 #ahac-ahcf4 ,ulva--,! ,liv+/ones--,traditions ( ,ulva life--,! baught+-"t--,kir/y's ,rock--,removal ( ,liv+/one's gr&fa!r to ,blantyre--,highl& blood--,neil ,liv+/one--,8 m>riage to ,agnes ,hunt]--,h] gr&fa!r & fa!r--,monum5t to ,neil & ,agnes ,liv+/one 9 ,hamilton ,cemet]y--,david ,liv+/one1 born #ai? ,m>*1 #ahac--;,boyhood--,at home--,9 s*ool--,david goes into ,blantyre ,mill--,fir/ ,e>n+s--,night-s*ool--,8 habits ( read+--,natural-hi/ory exp$itions--,great spiritual *ange 9 8 tw5tie? ye>--,dick's ,philosophy ( a ,future ,/ate--,he resolves to be a mission>y--,influ5ce ( occupation at ,blantyre--,sympa?y ) ! p--,?omas ,burk & ,david ,hogg--,practical "* ( 8 religion4 ,! family ( ,david ,liv+/one sprang1 z he has himself record$1 f ! isl& ( ,ulva1 on ! we/ coa/ ( ,mull1 9 ,argyll%ire4 ,ulva1 ! isl& ( wolves1 is ( ! same gr\p z ,/affa1 &1 l x1 rem>kable = its basaltic columns1 :i*1 accord+ to ,mac,culloch1 are m des]v+ ( admiration ?an ^? ( ! ,giant's ,causeway1 & h miss$ be+ fam\s only f be+ eclips$ by ! great] glory ( ,/affa4 ,! isl& belong$ = _m g5]ations to ! ,macquaires1 a "n di/+ui%$ 9 our home annals1 z well z 9 ^? ( ,au/ralia4 ,! ,celtic "n ( ! ,liv+/ones 0 ,m',leay1 :i*1 accord+ to ,dr4 ,liv+/one's own idea1 means son ( ! gray-head$1 b accord+ to ano!r d]ivation1 son ( ! physician4 ,x has be5 surmis$ t ! "n may h be5 giv5 to "s son ( ! fam\s ,beat\n1 :o held ! po/ ( physician to ! ,"l ( ! ,isles4 ,probably ,dr4 ,liv+/one nev] he>d ( ?is d]ivation2 if he _h1 he w\ld h %[n x "s favor1 = he _h a s+ul>ly high op9ion ( ! physician's (fice4 ,! ,saxon "n ( ! family 0 orig9ally spelt ,liv+/one1 b ! ,doctor's fa!r _h %ort5$ x by ! omission ( ! f9al e4 ,david wrote x = _m ye>s 9 ! abbreviat$ =m1 b ab\t #aheg1 at 8 fa!r's reque/1 he re/or$ ! orig9al spell+#a4 ,! significance ( ! orig9al =m ( ! "n 0 n )\t its influ5ce on him4 ,he us$ to ref] ) great pleasure to a note f an old fri5d & fell[-/ud5t1 ! late ,pr(essor ,george ,wilson1 ( ,ed9burgh1 ackn[l$g+ a copy ( 8 book 9 #aheg3 ,mean:ile1 may y\r "n be propiti\s2 9 all y\r long & we>y j\rneys may ! ,liv+ half ( y\r title outweigh ! o!r2 till aft] long & bless$ labors1 ! :ite /one is giv5 y 9 ! happy l&4 ,footnote #a3 ,see ,j\rnal ( ,geographical ,society1 #aheg1 p4 clxviii4 ,liv+/one has told u mo/ t is kn[n ( 8 =efa!rs2 h[ 8 great-gr&fa!r fell at ,cullod51 fight+ = ! old l9e ( k+s2 h[ 8 gr&fa!r c\ld g back = six g5]ations ( 8 family be=e him1 giv+ ! p>ticul>s ( ea*2 & h[ ! only tradition he himself felt pr\d ( 0 t ( ! old man :o _h nev] he>d ( any p]son 9 ! family be+ guilty ( di%one/y1 & :o *>g$ 8 *ildr5 nev] to introduce ! vice4 ,he us$ also to tell 8 *ildr51 :5 spurr+ !m to dilig5ce at s*ool1 t nei!r _h he ev] he>d ( a ,liv+/one :o 0 a donkey4 ,he has also record$ a tradition t ! p ( ! isl& 7 conv]t$ f be+ ,roman ,ca?olics by ! laird com+ r\nd ) a man hav+ a yell[ /aff1 :i* w\ld seem to h attract$ m att5tion ?an 8 tea*+1 = ! new religion w5t long aft]w>d--p]haps x does s /ill--by ! "n ( ! religion ( ! yell[ /ick4 ,! same /ory is told ( p]haps a doz5 o!r places 9 ! ,highl&s2 ! yell[ /ick seems to h done duty on a consid]able scale4 ,!re 7 traditions ( ,ulva life t mu/ h be5 v cong5ial to ! temp]am5t ( ,david ,liv+/one4 ,9 ! ,/ati/ical ,acc\nt ( ! p>i% to :i* x belongs#b we read ( an old cu/om among ! inhabitants1 to remove ) _! flocks 9 ! beg9n+ ( ea* summ] to ! upl& pa/ures1 & biv\ac !re till !y 7 oblig$ to desc5d 9 ! mon? ( ,augu/4 ,! op5-air life1 ! free int]c\rse ( families1 ! roam+ frolics ( ! "y m51 ! songs & m]rim5t ( "y & old1 seem to h made ?is a s+ul>ly happy "t4 ,! writ] ( ! acc\nt 7,mr4 ,cl>k1 ( ,ulva7 says t he _h frequ5tly li/5$ ) delight to ! tales ( pa/oral life l$ by ! p on ^! occasions2 x 0 inde$ a relic ( ,arcadia4 ,!re 7 tragic traditions1 too1 ( ,ulva2 notably t ( ,kir/y's ,rock1 an awful place :]e ! isl&]s are said to h adm9i/]$ ,lyn* law to a woman :o _h unwitt+ly kill$ a girl %e meant only to fright51 = ! alleg$ crime--d5i$ by ! girl--( /eal+ a *eese4 ,! poor woman 0 brok5-he>t$ :5 %e saw :at %e _h done2 b ! neighbors1 fill$ ) horror1 & deaf to h] remon/rances1 plac$ h] 9 a sack1 :i* !y laid ^u a rock cov]$ by ! sea at high wat]1 :]e ! ris+ tide sl[ly t]m9at$ h] exi/5ce4 ,liv+/one quotes ,macaulay's rem>k on ! extreme savag]y ( ! ,highl&]s ( ^? days1 l ! ,cape ,caffres1 z he says2 & ! tradition ( ,kir/y's ,rock w\ld seem to confirm x4 ,b ! /ories ( ! baught+-"t pres5t$ a fair] aspect ( ,ulva life1 & no d\bt left happi] impressions on 8 m9d4 ,8 gr&fa!r1 z he tells u1 _h an almo/ unlimit$ /ock ( su* /ories1 :i* he 0 wont to rehe>se to 8 gr&*ildr5 & o!r rapt li/5]s4 ,footnote #b3 ,kiln9ian & ,kilmore4 ,see ,new ,/ati/ical ,acc\nt ( ,scotl&1 ,argyll%ire1 p4 #cde ,:51 = ! fir/ & la/ "t 9 8 life1 ,david ,liv+/one visit$ ,ulva1 9 #ahfd1 9 a fri5d's ya*t1 he c\ld he> little or no?+ ( 8 relatives4 ,9 #agib1 8 gr&fa!r1 z he tells u1 left x = ,blantyre1 9 ,lan>k%ire1 ab\t sev5 miles f ,glasg[1 on ! banks ( ! ,clyde1 :]e he f\nd employm5t 9 a cotton factory4 ,! dy+ *>ge ( ! unnam$ ance/or mu/ h sunk into ! he>t ( 8 desc5dant1 =1 be+ a ,god-fe>+ man & ( /]l+ hone/y1 he 0 employ$ 9 ! conveyance ( l>ge sums ( money f ,glasg[ to ! works1 & 9 8 old age 0 p5sion$ (f1 s z to sp5d 8 decl9+ ye>s 9 ease & com=t4 ,!re is a tradition 9 ! family1 %[+ 8 s5se ( ! value ( education1 t he 0 complim5t$ by ! ,blantyre s*ool-ma/] = nev] grudg+ ! price ( a s*ool-book = any ( 8 *ildr5--a complim5t1 we fe>1 n (t5 won at ! pres5t day4 ,! o!r ne> relations ( ,liv+/one seem to h left ! isl& at ! same "t1 & settl$ 9 ,canada1 ,pr9ce ,edw>d's ,isle1 & ! ,unit$ ,/ates4 ,! influ5ce ( 8 ,highl& blood 0 app>5t 9 _m ways 9 ,david ,liv+/one's "*4 ,x modifi$ ! democratic influ5ces ( 8 e>li] ye>s1 :5 he liv$ among ! cotton sp9n]s ( ,lan>k%ire4 ,x enabl$ him to ent] m readily into ! relation ( ! ,african tribes to _! *iefs1 :i*1 unlike "s o!r mission>ies1 he s\ght to cons]ve1 :ile purify+ x by ,*ri/ian influ5ce4 ,x %[$ itself 9 ! da% & d>+ :i* 7 s rem>kbly comb9$ 9 him ) ,saxon =e?\ght & p]sev]ance4 ,we are n sure b x gave a t+e to 8 affections1 int5sify+ 8 likes1 & "s ( 8 dislikes too4 ,8 atta*m5t to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison 0 q t ( a ,highl&]1 & h>dly less s 0 8 feel+ t[>d ! ,duke ( ,argyll1--a man :om he _h no d\bt _m gr\nds = e/eem+ highly1 b ( :om1 aft] visit+ him at ,inv]>ay1 he spoke ) all ! en?usiasm ( a ,highl&] = 8 *ief4 ,! ,ulva emigrant _h sev]al sons1 all ( :om b "o ev5tually ent]$ ! ,k+'s s]vice dur+ ! ,fr5* w>1 ei!r z soldi]s or sailors4 ,! old man 0 some:at di%e>t5$ by ?is circum/ance1 & especially by ! fate ( ,*>les1 head-cl]k 9 ! (fice ( ,mr4 ,h5ry ,montei?1 9 ,glasg[1 :o 0 press$ on bo>d a man-(-w>1 & di$ soon aft] 9 ! ,m$it]ranean4 ,only "o son rema9$ at home1 ,neil1 ! fa!r ( ,david1 :o ev5tually became a tea-deal]1 & sp5t 8 life at ,blantyre & ,hamilton4 ,david ,liv+/one has told u t 8 fa!r 0 ( ! high type ( "* portray$ 9 ! ,cott>'s ,saturday ,night4 ,!re are fri5ds /ill alive :o rememb] him well1 & on :om he made a deep impression4 ,he 0 a great read] f 8 y\? upw>d1 especially ( religi\s works4 ,8 read+ & 8 religion ref9$ 8 "*1 & made him a mo/ pleasant & in/ructive companion4 ,8 conv]sational p[]s 7 rem>kable1 & he c\ld p\r out 9 a mo/ int]e/+ way ! /ores ( 8 read+ & obs]vation4 ,neil ,liv+/one 0 a man ( great spiritual e>ne/ness1 & 8 :ole life 0 consecrat$ to duty & ! fe> ( ,god1 ,9 _m ways he 0 rem>kable1 be+ 9 "s ?+s be=e 8 "t4 ,9 8 boyhood he _h se5 ! evil effects ( convivial habits 9 8 imm$iate circle1 & 9 ord] to =tify o!rs by 8 example he became a /rict teetotal]1 suff]+ n a little ridicule & opposition f ! firmness ) :i* he c>ri$ out 8 resolution4 ,he 0 a ,sunday-s*ool tea*]1 an ard5t memb] ( a mission>y society1 & a promot] ( meet+s = pray] & fell[%ip1 be=e su* ?+s _h ceas$ to be reg>d$ z badges ( fanaticism4 ,:ile travel+ ?r\gh ! neighbor+ p>i%es 9 8 vocation ( tea-m]*ant1 he act$ also z colporteur1 di/ribut+ tracts & enc\rag+ ! read+ ( useful books4 ,he took suitable opportunities :5 !y came to him ( speak+ to "y m5 & o!rs on ! mo/ important ( all subjects1 & n )\t effect4 ,he le>n$ ,gaelic t he might be able to read ! ,bible to 8 "m1 :o knew t language be/4 ,he _h inde$ ! v s\l ( a mission>y4 ,)al he 0 k9dly & affable1 ?\gh v p>ticul> 9 en=c+ :at he believ$ to be "r4 ,he 0 quick ( temp]1 b ( t5d] he>t & g5tle ways2 any?+ t _h ! look ( /]nness 0 ! result n ( h>%ness b ( high pr9ciple4 ,by ?is means he comm&$ ! affection z well z ! respect ( 8 family4 ,x 0 a great bl[ to 8 di/+ui%$ son1 to :om 9 8 "* & ways he bore a great resemblance1 to get news ( 8 dea?1 on 8 way home aft] 8 great j\rney1 dissipat+ ! *]i%$ pleasure ( sitt+ at ! fireside & tell+ him all 8 adv5tures 9 ,africa4 ,! wife ( ,neil ,liv+/one 0 ,agnes ,hunt]1 a memb] ( a family ( ! same humble rank & ! same e/imable "* z 8 own4 ,h] gr&fa!r1 ,gav9 ,hunt]1 ( ! p>i% ( ,%otts1 0 a d\ghty ,cov5ant]1 :o might h sat = ! portrait ( ,david ,deans4 ,8 son ,david 7aft] :om ! travel] 0 nam$7 0 a man ( ! same type1 :o got 8 fir/ religi\s impressions 9 8 eighte5? ye>1 at an op5-air s]vice conduct$ by "o ( ! ,secession ,ersk9es4 ,sn[ 0 fall+ at ! "t1 & be=e ! end ( ! s]mon ! p 7 /&+ 9 sn[ up to ! ankles2 b ,david ,hunt] us$ to say he _h no feel+ ( cold t day4 ,he m>ri$ ,janet ,m(fat1 & liv$ at fir/ 9 com=table circum/ances at ,airdrie1 :]e he own$ a cottage & a cr(t4 ,mrs4 ,hunt] di$1 :5 h] daught] ,agnes1 aft]w>d ,mrs4 ,neil ,liv+/one1 0 b fifte54 ,agnes 0 h] "m's only nurse dur+ a long illness1 & att5d$ s c>efully to h] wants t ! m9i/] ( ! family laid 8 h& on h] head1 & said1 ,a bless+ w foll[ y1 my lassie1 = y\r duty to y\r "m4 ,soon aft] ,mrs4 ,hunt]'s dea? a rev]se ( =tune ov]took h] husb&1 :o _h be5 too good-natur$ 9 accommodat+ 8 neighbors4 ,he remov$ to ,blantyre1 :]e he work$ z a tailor4 ,neil ,liv+/one 0 appr5tic$ to him by 8 fa!r1 mu* aga9/ 8 w2 b x 0 by ?is means t he became acqua9t$ ) ,agnes ,hunt]1 8 future wife4 ,david ,hunt]1 ^: dev\t & intellig5t "* procur$ = him great respect1 di$ at ,blantyre 9 #ahcd1 at ! age ( eighty-sev54 ,he 0 a great favorite ) 8 gr&*ildr51 to :om he 0 always k9d1 & :om he all[$ to rummage freely among 8 books1 ( :i* he _h a consid]able collection1 *iefly !ological4 ,neil ,liv+/one & ,agnes ,hunt] 7 m>ri$ 9 #ahaj1 & took up h\se at fir/ 9 ,glasg[4 ,! furni%+ ( _! h\se indicat$ ! frugal "* & self-respect ( ! occupants2 x includ$ a h&some *e/ ( draw]s1 & o!r traditional m>ks ( respectability4 ,n lik+ ,glasg[1 !y return$ to ,blantyre4 ,9 a humble home !re1 five sons & two daught]s 7 born4 ,two ( ! sons di$ 9 infancy1 to ! great sorr[ ( ! p>5ts4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one's family spoke & speak ( h] z a v lov+ "m1 "o :o contribut$ to _! home a rem>kable elem5t ( brightness & s]5ity4 ,active1 ord]ly1 & ( ?or\gh cleanl9ess1 %e tra9$ h] family 9 ! same virtues1 exemplify+ _! value 9 _! own home4 ,%e 0 a delicate little woman1 ) a wond]ful fl[ ( good spirits1 & rem>kable = ! beauty ( h] eyes1 to :i* ^? ( h] son ,david bore a /rong resemblance4 ,%e 0 mo/ c>eful ( h\sehold duties1 & att5tive to h] *ildr54 ,h] love _h no cru/ to p5etrate1 b came beam+ out freely l ! light ( ! sun4 ,h] son lov$ h]1 & 9 _m ways foll[$ h]4 ,x 0 ! g5ial1 g5tle influ5ces t _h mov$ him "u 8 "m's tra9+ t enabl$ him to move ! savages ( ,africa4 ,%e1 too1 _h a great /ore ( family traditions1 &1 l ! "m ( ,sir ,walt] ,scott1 %e reta9$ ! p[] ( tell+ !m ) ! utmo/ accuracy to a v old age4 ,9 "o ( ,liv+/one's private j\rnals1 writt5 9 #ahfd1 dur+ 8 second visit home1 he gives at full l5g? "o ( 8 "m's /ories1 :i* "s future ,macaulay may f9d useful z an illu/ration ( ! social condition ( ,scotl& 9 ! e>ly "p ( ! eighte5? c5tury3 ,"m told me /ories ( h] y\?3 !y seem to come back to h] 9 h] eighty-second ye> v vividly4 ,h] gr&fa!r1 ,gav9 ,hunt]1 c\ld write1 :ile mo/ common p 7 ignorant ( ! art4 ,a poor woman got him to write a petition to ! m9i/] ( ,%otts p>i% to augm5t h] mon?ly all[ance ( sixp5ce1 z %e c\ld n live on x4 ,he 0 tak5 to ,hamilton jail = ?is1 & hav+ a wife & ?ree *ildr5 at home1 :o )\t him w\ld c]ta9ly />ve1 he ?\ght ( ,david's feign+ madness be=e ! ,phili/9es1 & beslabb]$ 8 be>d ) saliva4 ,all :o 7 f\nd guilty 7 s5t to ! army 9 ,am]ica1 or ! plantations4 ,a s]geant _h compassion on him1 & said1 ',tell me1 gudeman1 if y are really out ( y\r m9d4 ,i'll befri5d y4' ,he confess$ t he only feign$ insanity1 because he _h a wife & ?ree bairns at home :o w\ld />ve if he 7 s5t to ! army4 ',d9na say ony?+ mair to ony body1' said ! k9d-he>t$ s]geant4 ,he !n said to ! comm&+ (fic]1 ',!y h giv5 u a man clean out ( 8 m9d3 ,i c d no?+ ) ! l o' him1' ,! (fic] w5t to him & gave him ?ree %ill+s1 say+1 ',tak' t1 gudeman1 & gang awa' hame to y\r wife & weans1 ',ay1' said "m1 'mony a pray] w5t up = t s]geant1 = my gr&fa!r 0 an unco godly man4 ,he _h nev] _h s mu* money 9 8 life be=e1 = 8 wages 7 only ?reep5ce a day4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 to :om ,david _h always be5 a mo/ dutiful son1 di$ on ! #ah? ,june1 #ahfe1 aft] a l+]+ illness :i* _h conf9$ h] to b$ = sev]al ye>s4 ,a telegram receiv$ by him at ,ox=d ann\nc$ h] dea?2 t telegram _h be5 /[$ away 9 "o ( 8 travel+ cases1 = a ye> aft] 7#ai? ,june1 #ahff71 9 8 ,la/ ,j\rnals1 he wrote ?is entry3 ,i light$ on a telegram to-day3 ',y\r "m di$ at noon on ! #ah? ,june4 ,?is 0 9 #ahfe2 x affect$ me n a little#c4 ,footnote #c3 ,la/ ,j\rnals vol4 i4 p4 #ee ,! home 9 :i* ,david ,liv+/one grew up 0 bright & happy1 & pres5t$ a rem>kable example ( all ! dome/ic virtues4 ,x 0 rul$ by an indu/ry t nev] lo/ an h\r ( ! six days1 & t welcom$ & honor$ ! day ( re/2 a ?rift t made ! mo/ ( ev]y?+1 ?\gh x nev] got f> beyond ! b>e necess>ies ( life2 a self-re/ra9t t admitt$ no /imulant )9 ! door1 & t fac$ bravely & /eadily all ! burd5s ( life2 a love ( books t %[$ ! pres5ce ( a cultivat$ ta/e1 ) a fe> ( ,god t dignifi$ ! life :i* x m\ld$ & controll$4 ,to ! la/ ,david ,liv+/one 0 pr\d ( ! class f :i* he sprang4 ,:5 ! highe/ 9 ! l& 7 %[]+ complim5ts on him1 he 0 writ+ to 8 old fri5ds ( my own ord]1 ! hone/ poor1 & try+1 by s*emes ( colonization & o!rwise1 to promote _! b5efit4 ,he nev] _h ! lea/ hank]+ = any title or di/9ction t w\ld h seem$ to lift him out ( 8 own class2 & x 0 ) p]fect s9c]ity t on ! tomb/one :i* he plac$ ov] ! re/+-place ( 8 p>5ts 9 ! cemet]y ( ,hamilton1 he express$ 8 feel+s 9 ^! words1 delib]ately refus+ to *ange ! & ( ! la/ l9e into b3 ,,to ,,%[ ,,! ,,re/+-,,place ,,( ,,neil ,,liv+/one1 ,,& ,,agnes ,,hunt]1 ,,8 ,,wife1 ,,& ,,to ,,expeess ,,! ,,?ankfulness ,,to ,,god ,,( ,,_! ,,*ildr51 ,,john1 ,,david1 ,,janet1 ,,*>les1 ,,& ,,agnes1 ,,= ,,poor ,,& ,,pi\s ,,p>5ts4 ,david ,liv+/one's bir?day 0 ! #ai? ,m>*1 #ahac4 ,( 8 e>ly boyhood !re is little to say1 except t he 0 a favorite at home4 ,! *ildr5's games 7 m]ri] :5 he 0 among !m1 & ! fireside bright]4 ,he contribut$ con/antly to ! happ9ess ( ! family4 ,any?+ ( int]e/ t happ5$ to him he 0 always ready to tell !m4 ,! habit 0 kept up 9 aft]-ye>s4 ,:5 he w5t to /udy 9 ,glasg[1 return+ on ! ,saturday ev5+s1 he w\ld take 8 place by ! fireside & tell !m all t _h occurr$ dur+ ! week1 ?us %>+ 8 life ) !m4 ,8 si/]s /ill rememb] h[ !y long$ = ^! ,saturday ev5+s4 ,at ! village s*ool he receiv$ 8 e>ly education4 ,he seems f 8 e>lie/ *ildhood to h be5 ( a calm1 self-reliant nature4 ,x 0 8 fa!r's habit to lock ! door at dusk1 by :i* "t all ! *ildr5 7 expect$ to be 9 ! h\se4 ,"o ev5+ ,david _h infr+$ ?is rule1 & :5 he rea*$ ! door x 0 b>r$4 ,he made no cry nor di/urbance1 b hav+ procur$ a piece ( bread1 sat d[n cont5t$ly to pass ! night on ! door/ep4 ,!re1 on look+ out1 8 "m f\nd him4 ,x 0 an e>ly application ( ! rule :i* did him su* s]vice 9 lat] days1 to make ! be/ ( ! lea/ pleasant situations4 ,b no "o c\ld yet h ?\ght h[ ! rule 0 to be aft]w>d appli$4 ,look+ back to ?is p]iod1 ,liv+/one might h said1 9 ! words ( ! old ,scot* ballad3 ,o little knew my "m1 ,! day %e cradl$ me1 ,! l&s t ,i %\ld w&] o'er1 ,! dea? t ,i %\ld dee4 ,at ! age ( n9e he got a ,new ,te/am5t f 8 ,sunday-s*ool tea*] = repeat+ ! #aai? ,psalm on two successive ev5+s ) only five errors1 a pro( t p]sev]ance 0 br$ 9 8 v bone4 ,8 p>5ts 7 poor1 & at ! age ( t5 he 0 put to "w 9 ! factory z a piec]1 t 8 e>n+s might aid 8 "m 9 ! /ruggle ) ! wolf :i* _h foll[$ ! family f ! isl& t bore its "n4 ,aft] s]v+ a numb] ( ye>s z a piec]1 he 0 promot$ to be a sp9n]4 ,greatly to 8 "m's delight1 ! fir/ half cr[n he ev] e>n$ 0 laid by him 9 h] lap4 ,liv+/one has told u t ) a "p ( 8 fir/ week's wages he pur*as$ ,ruddiman's ,rudim5ts ( ,lat91 & pursu$ ! /udy ( t language ) unabat$ ardor = _m ye>s aft]w>d at an ev5+ class :i* _h be5 op5$ betwe5 ! h\rs ( eight & t54 ,! diction>y "p ( my labors 0 foll[$ up till twelve o'clock1 or lat]1 if my "m did n int]f]e by jump+ up & snat*+ ! books out ( my h&s4 ,i _h to be back 9 ! factory by six 9 ! morn+1 & cont9ue my "w1 ) int]vals = breakfa/ & d9n]1 till eight o'clock at night4 ,i read 9 ?is way _m ( ! classical au?ors1 & knew ,virgil & ,horace bett] at sixte5 ?an ,i d n[#d4 ,footnote #d3 ,mission>y ,travels1 p4 #h4 ,9 8 read+1 he tells u t he dev\r$ all ! books t came into 8 h&s b novels1 & t 8 plan 0 to place ! book on a portion ( ! sp9n+-j5ny1 s t he c\ld cat* s5t5ce aft] s5t5ce z he pass$ at 8 "w4 ,! labor ( att5d+ to ! :eels 0 great1 = ! improvem5ts 9 sp9n+ ma*9]y t h made x self-act+ _h n !n be5 introduc$4 ,! utmo/ int]val t ,liv+/one c\ld h = read+ at "o "t 0 less ?an a m9ute4 ,! ?ir/ = read+ s e>ly %[n 0 greatly /imulat$ by 8 fa!r's example4 ,neil ,liv+/one1 :ile fond ( ! old ,scotti% !ology1 0 deeply int]e/$ 9 ! ent]prise ( ! n9ete5? c5tury1 or1 z he call$ x1 ! progress ( ! _w1 & endeavor$ to int]e/ 8 family 9 x too4 ,any books ( travel1 & especially ( mission>y ent]prise1 t he c\ld lay 8 h&s on1 he eag]ly read4 ,"s publications ( ! ,tract ,society1 call$ ! ,weekly ,visitor1 ! ,*ild's ,companion & ,tea*]'s ,(f]+1 7 tak5 91 & 7 mu* enjoy$ by 8 son ,david1 especially ! pap]s ( ,old ,humphrey4 ,novels 7 n admitt$ into ! h\se1 9 accordance ) ! feel+ preval5t 9 religi\s circles4 ,neil ,liv+/one _h also a fe> ( books ( sci5ce1 deem+ !m unfri5dly to ,*ri/ianity2 8 son in/9ctively repudiat$ t feel+1 ?\gh x 0 "s "t be=e ! works ( ,?omas ,dick1 ( ,br\ghty-,f]ry1 enabl$ him to see cle>ly1 :at to him 0 ( vital significance1 t religion & sci5ce 7 n necess>ily ho/ile1 b r fri5dly to ea* o!r4 ,! _m-sid$ness ( 8 "* %[$ itself e>ly2 = n cont5t ) read+1 he us$ to sc\r ! c\ntry1 accompani$ by 8 bro!rs1 9 se>* ( botanical1 geological1 & zoological specim5s4 ,culpepp]'s ,h]bal 0 a favorite book1 & x set him to look 9 e direction = z _m ( ! plants describ$ 9 x z ! c\ntryside c\ld supply4 ,a /ory has be5 circulat$ t on ^! occasions he did n always conf9e 8 rese>*es 9 zoology to fossil animals4 ,t ,liv+/one 0 a poa*] 9 ! gross] s5se ( ! t]m seems h>dly cr$ible1 ?\gh ) ! ,radical op9ions :i* he held at ! "t x may readily be believ$ t he _h no respect = ! sanctity ( game4 ,if a salmon came 9 8 way :ile he 0 fi%+ = tr\t1 he made no scruple ( bagg+ x4 ,! bag on su* occasions 0 n always made = ! purpose1 = !re is a /ory t once :5 he _h captur$ a fi% 9 ! salmon pool1 & 0 n prep>$ to transport su* a prize1 he deposit$ x 9 ! leg ( 8 bro!r ,*>les's tr\s]s1 creat+ no little sympa?y = ! boy z he pass$ ?r\gh ! village ) 8 sadly swoll5 leg6 ,x 0 ab\t 8 tw5tie? ye> t ! great spiritual *ange took place :i* det]m9$ ! c\rse ( ,liv+/one's future life4 ,b be=e ?is "t he _h e>ne/ ?\ghts on religion4 ,great pa9s1 he says 9 8 fir/ book1 _h be5 tak5 by my p>5ts to in/ill ! doctr9es ( ,*ri/ianity into my m9d1 & ,i _h no difficulty 9 und]/&+ ! !ory ( a free salvation by ! atonem5t ( our ,savi\r2 b x 0 only ab\t ?is "t t ,i began to feel ! necessity & value ( a p]sonal application ( ! provisions ( t atonem5t to my own case#e4 ,"s light is ?r[n on ?is brief acc\nt 9 a pap] submitt$ by him to ! ,directors ( ! ,london ,mission>y ,society 9 #ahch1 9 answ] to a s*$ule ( qu]ies s5t d[n by !m :5 he (f]$ himself z a mission>y = _! s]vice4 ,he says t ab\t 8 twelf? ye> he began to reflect on 8 /ate z a s9n]1 & became anxi\s to realize ! /ate ( m9d t fl[s f ! reception ( ! tru? into ! he>t4 ,he 0 det]r$1 h[ev]1 f embrac+ ! free (f] ( m]cy 9 ! gospel1 by a s5se ( unwor?9ess to receive s great a bless+1 till a sup]natural *ange %\ld be effect$ 9 him by ! ,holy ,_s4 ,conceiv+ x to be 8 duty to wait = ?is1 he cont9u$ expect+ a gr\nd ( hope )91 reject+ mean:ile ! only true hope ( ! s9n]1 ! f9i%$ "w ( ,*ri/1 till at l5g? 8 convictions 7 effac$1 & 8 feel+s blunt$4 ,/ill 8 he>t 0 n at re/2 an unappeas$ hung] rema9$1 :i* no o!r pursuit c\ld satisfy4 ,footnote #e3 ,mission>y ,travels1 p4#d ,9 ^! circum/ances he fell 9 ) ,dick's ,philosophy ( a ,future ,/ate4 ,! book correct$ 8 error1 & %[$ him ! tru?4 ,i saw ! duty & ine/imable privilege imm$iately to accept salvation by ,*ri/4 ,humbly believ+ t ?r\gh sov]eign m]cy & grace ,i h be5 enabl$ s to d1 & hav+ felt 9 "s measure its effects on my /ill deprav$ & deceitful he>t1 x is my desire to %[ my atta*m5t to ! cause ( ,him :o di$ = me by devot+ my life to 8 s]vice4 ,!re c be no d\bt t ,david ,liv+/one's he>t 0 v ?or\ghly p5etrat$ by ! new life t n[ fl[$ into x4 ,he did n m]ely appreh5d ! tru?--! tru? laid hold ( him4 ,! div9e bless+ fl[$ into him z x fl[$ into ! he>t ( ,/4 ,paul1 ,/4 ,augu/9e1 & o!rs ( t type1 subdu+ all e>?ly desires & wi%es4 ,:at he says 9 8 book ab\t ! fre5ess ( ,god's grace draw+ =? feel+s ( affectionate love to ,him :o b\ght him ) 8 blood1 & ! s5se ( deep obligation to ,him = 8 m]cy1 t _h influ5c$1 9 "s small measure1 8 conduct ev] s9ce1 is f him mo/ significant4 ,accu/om$ to suppress all spiritual emotion 9 8 public writ+s1 he w\ld n h us$ ^! words if !y _h n be5 v real4 ,!y give u ! secret ( 8 life4 ,acts ( self-d5ial t are v h>d to d "u ! iron law ( consci5ce1 become a will+ s]vice "u ! gl[ ( div9e love4 ,x 0 ! gl[ ( div9e love z well z ! p[] ( consci5ce t mov$ ,liv+/one4 ,?\gh he seldom reveal$ 8 inn] feel+s1 & h>dly ev] 9 ! language ( ec/asy1 x is pla9 t he 0 mov$ by a calm b mighty inw>d p[] to ! v end ( 8 life4 ,! love t began to /ir 8 he>t 9 8 fa!r's h\se cont9u$ to move him all ?r\gh 8 dre>y ,african j\rneys1 & 0 /ill 9 full play on t lonely midnight :5 he knelt at 8 b$side 9 ! hut 9 ,ilala1 & 8 _s return$ to 8 ,god & ,savi\r4 ,at fir/ he _h no ?\ght ( be+ himself a mission>y4 ,feel+ t ! salvation ( m5 ought to be ! *ief desire & aim ( e ,*ri/ian1 he _h made a resolution t he w\ld give to ! cause ( missions all t he might e>n beyond :at 0 requir$ = 8 subsi/5ce#f4 ,! resolution to give himself came f 8 read+ an ,appeal by ,mr4 ,gutzlaff to ! ,*ur*es ( ,brita9 & ,am]ica on behalf ( ,*9a4 ,x 0 ! claims ( s _m millions ( 8 fell[-creatures1 & ! compla9ts ( ! sc>city1 ( ! want ( qualifi$ mission>ies1 t l$ him to aspire to ! (fice4 ,f t "t--app>5tly 8 tw5ty-fir/ ye>--8 ef=ts 7 con/antly direct$ t[>d t object )\t any fluctuation4 ,footnote #f3 ,/atem5t to ,directors ( ,london ,mission>y ,society4 ,! ye>s ( monoton\s toil sp5t 9 ! factory 7 nev] regrett$ by ,liv+/one4 ,on ! contr>y1 he reg>d$ 8 exp]i5ce !re z an important "p ( 8 education1 & _h x be5 possible1 he w\ld h lik$ to beg9 life ov] aga9 9 ! same l[ly /yle1 & to pass ?r\gh ! same h>dy tra9+#g4 ,! fell[-feel+ he acquir$ = ! *ildr5 ( labor 0 invaluable = enabl+ him to ga9 influ5ce ) ! same class1 :e!r 9 ,scotl& or 9 ,africa4 ,z we h already se51 he 0 ess5tially a man ( ! p4 ,n t he look$ unk9dly on ! ri*] classes1--he us$ to say 9 8 lat] ye>s1 t he lik$ to see p 9 com=t & at leisure1 enjoy+ ! good ?+s ( life1--b he felt t ! burd5-be>+ multitude claim$ 8 sympa?y mo/4 ,h[ quick ! p are1 :e!r 9 ,engl& or 9 ,africa1 to f9d out ?is sympa!tic _s1 & h[ p[]ful is ! hold ( _! he>ts :i* ^? :o h x ga96 ,9 poetic feel+1 or at lea/ 9 ! p[] ( express+ x1 z 9 _m o!r ?+s1 ,david ,liv+/one & ,rob]t ,burns 7 a great contra/2 b 9 sympa?y ) ! p !y 7 alike1 & 9 bo? cases ! p felt x4 ,away & alone1 9 ! he>t ( ,africa1 :5 m\rn+ ! pride & av>ice t make man a wolf to man1 ,liv+/one w\ld welcome ! good "t com+1 humm+ ! words ( ,burns3 ,footnote #g3 ,mission>y ,travels1 p4 #f4 ,:5 man to man1 ! _w o'er1 ,%all bro!rs be = a' t4 ,9 all ! toils & trials ( 8 life1 he f\nd ! good ( t e>ly ,blantyre discipl9e1 :i* _h =c$ him to be> irksome toil ) pati5ce1 until ! toil ceas$ to be irksome1 & ev5 became a pleasure4 ,liv+/one has told u t ! village ( ,blantyre1 ) its population ( two ?\s& s\ls1 conta9$ "s *>act]s ( /]l+ wor? & ability1 :o ex]t$ a mo/ b5eficial influ5ce on ! *ildr5 & y\? ( ! place by imp>t+ gratuit\s religi\s in/ruction4 ,! names ( two ( ! wor?ie/ ( ^! are giv51 probably because !y /ood highe/ 9 8 e/eem1 & he ow$ mo/ to !m1 ,?omas ,burke & ,david ,hogg4 ,ess5tially alike1 !y seem to h be5 outw>dly v diff]5t4 ,?omas ,burke1 a some:at wild y\?1 _h enli/$ e>ly 9 ! army4 ,8 adv5tures & hairbread? escapes 9 ! ,=ty-second1 dur+ ! ,p59sul> & o!r w>s1 7 m>vel\s1 & us$ to be told 9 aft]-ye>s to cr[ds ( wond]+ li/5]s4 ,b mo/ m>vel\s 0 ! *ange ( he>t t br\ght him back an int5se ,*ri/ian evangeli/1 :o1 9 season1 & out ( season1 nev] ceas$ to besee* ! p ( ,blantyre to yield !mselves to ,god4 ,e>ly on ,sunday morn+s he w\ld g ?r\gh ! village r++ a bell to r\se ! p t !y might att5d an e>ly pray]-meet+ :i* he _h e/abli%$4 ,8 temp]am5t 0 f> too high = mo/ ev5 ( ! well-dispos$ p ( ,blantyre1 b ,neil ,liv+/one appreciat$ 8 g5u9e wor?1 & s did 8 son4 ,david says ( him t = ab\t =ty ye>s he _h be5 incessant & nev] we>y 9 good works1 & t su* m5 7 an honor to _! c\ntry & _! pr(ession4 ,yet x 0 n aft] ! model ( ,?omas ,burke t ,liv+/one's own religi\s life 0 fa%ion$4 ,x _h a great] resemblance to t ( ,david ,hogg1 ! o!r ( ! two ,blantyre patri>*s ( :om he makes special m5tion1 "u ^: in/ructions he _h sat 9 ! ,sunday-s*ool1 & ^: _s may be ga!r$ f 8 dea?-b$ advice to him3 ,n[1 lad1 make religion ! e-day bus9ess ( y\r life1 & n a ?+ ( fits & />ts2 = if y d1 temptation & o!r ?+s w get ! bett] ( y4 ,x w\ld h>dly be possible to give a bett] acc\nt ( ,liv+/one's religion ?an t he did make x quietly1 b v really1 ! e-day bus9ess ( 8 life4 ,f ! fir/ he dislik$ m5 ( mu* pr(ession & little p]=mance2 ! av]sion grew z he advanc$ 9 ye>s2 & by ! end ( 8 life1 9 judg+ ( m51 he _h come to make some:at light bo? ( pr(ession & ( =mal cre$1 reta9+ & *]i%+ m & m firmly ! "o great te/ ( ! ,savi\r--,by _! fruits ye %all "k !m4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,mission>y ,,prep>ation4 ,a4,d4 #ahcf--ahdj4 ,8 desire to be a mission>y to ,*9a--,m$ical missions--,he /udies at ,glasg[--,classmates & tea*]s--,he applies to ,london ,mission>y ,society--,8 ideas ( mission "w--,he is accept$ provisionally--,he goes to ,london--to ,ong>--,rem9isc5ces by ,rev4 ,joseph ,moore--by ,mrs4 ,gilb]t--by ,rev4 ,isaac ,taylor--,ne>ly reject$ by ! ,directors--,returns to ,ong>--to ,london--,lett] to 8 si/]--,rem9isc5ces by ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett--,promise to ,pr(essor ,ow5--,impression ( 8 "* on 8 fri5ds & fell[-/ud5ts--,rev4 ,r4 ,m(fat 9 ,engl&--,liv+/one int]e/$--,c\ld n be s5t to ,*9a--,is appo9t$ to ,africa--,provid5tial l9ks 9 8 hi/ory--,illness--,la/ visits to 8 home--,receives ,m$ical diploma--,p>ts f 8 family4 ,x 0 ! appeal ( ,gutzlaff = ,*9a1 z we h se51 t inspir$ ,liv+/one ) ! desire to be a mission>y2 & ,*9a 0 ! c\ntry to :i* 8 he>t turn$4 ,! noble fai? & dauntless ent]prise ( ,gutzlaff1 press+ into ,*9a ov] ob/acles app>5tly insurm\ntable1 aid$ by 8 m$ical skill & o!r unusual qualifications1 mu/ h s]v$ to %ape ,liv+/one's ideal ( a mission>y1 z well z to attract him to ! c\ntry :]e ,gutzlaff labor$4 ,x 0 s ord]$1 h[ev]1 t 9 consequ5ce ( ! opium w> %utt+ ,*9a1 z x seem$1 to ! ,engli%1 8 lot 0 n ca/ !re2 b ?r\gh\t 8 :ole life he _h a peculi>ly lively int]e/ 9 ! c\ntry t _h be5 ! object ( 8 fir/ love4 ,aft]w>d1 :5 8 bro!r ,*>les1 !n 9 ,am]ica1 wrote to him t he1 too1 felt call$ to ! mission>y (fice1 ,*9a 0 ! sph]e :i* ,david po9t$ out to him1 9 ! hope t ! door :i* _h be5 clos$ to ! "o bro!r might be op5$ to ! o!r4 ,:5 he det]m9$ to be a mission>y1 ! only p]sons to :om he communicat$ 8 purpose 7 8 m9i/] & 8 p>5ts1 f all ( :om he receiv$ great enc\ragem5t#h4 ,he hop$ t he w\ld be able to g ?r\gh ! necess>y prep>ation )\t help f any qu>t]4 ,?is 0 ! m comm5dable1 because 9 addition to ! !ological qualifications ( a mission>y1 he det]m9$ to aquire ^? ( a m$ical practition]4 ,! idea ( m$ical missions 0 at t "t comp>atively new4 ,x _h be5 />t$ 9 connection ) missions to ,*9a1 & x 0 9 ! prospect ( go+ to t c\ntry t ,liv+/one resolv$ to obta9 a m$ical education4 ,x w\ld h be5 comp>atively easy = him1 9 a f9ancial s5se1 to get ! !ological tra9+1 b ! m$ical education 0 a co/ly affair4 ,to a man ( ord9>y ideas1 x w\ld h seem$ impossible to make ! wages e>n$ dur+ ! six mon?s ( summ] avail n m]ely = 8 support !n1 b = w9t] too1 & = lodg+s1 fees1 & books besides4 ,scot* /ud5ts h (t5 done wond]s 9 ?is way1 notably ! late ,dr4 ,john ,h5d]son1 a m$ical mission>y to ,*9a1 :o actually liv$ on half-a-cr[n a week1 :ile att5d+ m$ical classes 9 ,ed9burgh4 ,liv+/one foll[$ ! same self-d5y+ c\rse4 ,if we _h a note ( 8 h\se-keep+ 9 8 ,glasg[ lodg+1 we %\ld wond] less at 8 ability to live on ! f>e to :i* he 0 (t5 r$uc$ 9 ,africa4 ,b ! importance ( ! m$ical qualification _h tak5 a firm hold ( 8 m9d1 & he p]sev]$ 9 spite ( difficulties4 ,?\gh x 0 nev] 8 lot to ex]cise ! heal+ art 9 ,*9a1 8 m$ical tra9+ 0 ( ! highe/ use 9 ,africa1 & x develop$ wond]fully 8 /rong sci5tific turn4 ,footnote #h3 ,liv+/one's m9i/] at ?is "t 0 ! ,rev4 ,john ,moir1 ( ! ,congregational *ur*1 ,hamilton1 :o aft]w>d jo9$ ! ,free ,*ur* ( ,scotl&1 & is n[ ,presbyt]ian m9i/] 9 ,well+ton1 ,new ,zeal&4 ,mr4 ,moir has furni%$ u ) "s recollections ( ,liv+/one1 :i* rea*$ u aft] ! completion ( ?is n>rative4 ,he p>ticul>ly notes t :5 ,liv+/one express$ 8 desire to be a mission>y1 x 0 a mission>y out & out1 a mission>y to ! hea!n1 n ! m9i/] ( a congregation4 ,mr4 ,moir k9dly l5t him "s books :5 he w5t to ,london1 all ( :i* 7 consci5ti\sly return$ be=e he left ! c\ntry4 ,a ,greek ,lexicon1 ) only clo? bo>ds :5 l5t1 0 return$ 9 sub/antial calf4 ,he 0 ev] c>eful1 consci5ti\s1 & honorable 9 all 8 deal+s1 z 8 fa!r _h be5 be=e him4 ,x 0 9 ! w9t] ( #ahcf-cg t he sp5t 8 fir/ session 9 ,glasg[4 ,furni%$ by a fri5d ) a li/ ( lodg+s1 ,liv+/one & 8 fa!r set out f ,blantyre "o w9try day1 :ile ! sn[ 0 on ! gr\nd1 & walk$ to ,glasg[4 ,! lodg+s 7 all too exp5sive4 ,all day !y se>*$ = a *eap] ap>tm5t1 & at la/ 9 ,rott5 ,r[ !y f\nd a room at two %ill+s a week4 ,next ev5+ ,david wrote to 8 fri5ds t he _h ent]$ 9 ! v>i\s classes1 & sp5t twelve p\nds 9 fees2 t he felt v lonely aft] 8 fa!r left1 b w\ld put a /\t he>t to a /ey brae1 & ei!r mak' a spune or spoil a horn4 ,at ,rott5 ,r[ he f\nd t 8 l&lady held r communi/ic views 9 reg>d to 8 tea & sug>2 s ano!r se>* _h to be made1 & ?is "t he f\nd a room 9 ! ,high /reet1 :]e he 0 v com=table1 at half-a-cr[n a week4 ,at ! close ( ! session 9 ,april he return$ to ,blantyre & resum$ "w at ! mill4 ,he 0 unable to save q en\gh = 8 second session1 & f\nd x necess>y to borr[ a little f 8 eld] bro!r#i4 ,! classes he att5d$ dur+ ^! two sessions 7 ! ,greek class 9 ,&]son's ,college1 ! !ological classes ( ,rev4 ,dr4 ,w>dlaw1 :o tra9$ /ud5ts = ! ,indep5d5t ,*ur*es1 & ! m$ical classes 9 ,&]son's4 ,9 ! ,greek class he seems to h be5 ent]$ z a private /ud5t excit+ little notice#aj4 ,9 ! same capacity he att5d$ ! lectures ( ,dr4 ,w>dlaw4 ,he _h a great admiration = t div9e1 & accept$ g5]ally 8 !ological views4 ,b ,liv+/one 0 n mu* ( a sci5tific !ologian4 ,footnote #i3 ,! read9ess ( eld] bro!rs to advance "p ( _! h>d-won e>n+s1 or o!rwise enc\rage a y\ng] bro!r to att5d college1 is a pleasant feature ( family life 9 ! humbl] classes ( ,scotl&4 ,! case ( ,james ,beattie1 ! poet1 assi/$ by 8 bro!r ,david1 & t ( ,sir ,james ,simpson1 :o ow$ s mu* to 8 bro!r ,alex&]1 w be rememb]$ 9 ?is connection4 ,footnote #aj3 ,a v s5sational & fooli% rem9isc5ce 0 once publi%$ ( a raw c\ntry y\? com+ into ! class ) 8 clo!s /a9$ ) grease & :it5$ by cotton-wool4 ,?is 0 ,liv+/one4 ,! fact is1 no?+ c\ld possibly h be5 m unlike him4 ,at ?is "t ,liv+/one 0 n work+ at ! mill2 &1 9 reg>d to dress1 h[ev] pla9ly he might be clad1 he 0 nev] c>eless1 f> less (f5sive4 ,8 *ief "w 9 ,glasg[ 0 ! prosecution ( m$ical /udy4 ,( 8 tea*]s1 two attract$ him beyond ! re/--! late ,dr4 ,?omas ,graham1 ! v di/+ui%$ ,pr(essor ( ,*emi/ry1 & ,dr4 ,&rew ,bu*anan1 ,pr(essor ( ! ,in/itutes ( ,m$ic9e1 8 life-long & mu*-atta*$ fri5d4 ,:ile att5d+ ,dr4 ,graham's class he 0 br\ght into frequ5t contact ) ! assi/ant to ! ,pr(essor1 ,mr4 ,james ,"y4 ,orig9ally br$ to a me*anical employm5t1 ?is "y man _h att5d$ ! ev5+ c\rse ( ,dr4 ,graham1 & hav+ attract$ 8 att5tion1 & done v>i\s pieces ( "w = him1 he became 8 assi/ant4 ,! /ud5ts us$ to ga!r r\nd him1 & sev]al met 9 8 room1 :]e !re 0 a b5*1 a turn+-la!1 & o!r conv5i5ces = me*anical "w4 ,liv+/one took an int]e/ 9 ! turn+-la!1 & increas$ 8 k ( tools--a k :i* prov$ ( ! highe/ s]vice to him :5--z he us$ to say all mission>ies %\ld be ready to d--he _h to become a ,jack-(-all-trades 9 ,africa4 ,liv+/one 0 n ! only man ( m>k :o frequ5t$ t room1 & got lessons f ,mr4 ,"y h[ to use 8 h&s4 ,! ,"r ,hon4 ,lyon ,playfair1 :o has _h s di/+ui%$ a sci5tific c>e]1 0 ano!r ( its habitus4 ,a galvanic batt]y con/ruct$ by two "y m5 on a new pr9ciple1 "u ,mr4 ,"y's in/ructions1 became an object ( great attraction1 & among ^? :o came to see x & its effects 7 two sons ( ! ,pr(essor ( ,ma!matics 9 ! ,univ]sity4 ,al?\gh b boys1 bo? 7 fir$ at ?is int]view ) en?usiasm = electric sci5ce4 ,bo? h be5 = _m ye>s ,pr(essors 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,glasg[4 ,! eld]1 ,pr(essor ,james ,?omson1 is well kn[n = 8 useful inv5tions & +5i\s pap]s on _m bran*es ( sci5ce4 ,! y\ng]1 ,sir ,william ,?omson1 ranks ov] ! _w z pr9ce ( electricians1 & second to no liv+ man 9 sci5tific reputation4 ,dr4 ,graham's assi/ant devot$ himself to practical *emi/ry1 & made = himself a brilliant "n by ! purification ( petroleum1 adapt+ x = use 9 private h\ses1 & by ! manufacture ( p>aff9 & p>aff9-oil4 ,few m5 h made ! art to :i* !y devot$ !mselves m subs]vi5t to ! use ( man ?an he :om ,liv+/one fir/ knew z ,graham's assi/ant1 & aft]w>d us$ to call playfully ,sir ,p>aff94 ,i h be5 oblig$ to knight him1 he us$ to say1 to di/+ui% him f ! o!r ,"y4 ,! o!r ,"y 0 ,mr4 ,e4 ,d4 ,"y1 ( ! ,se>* ,exp$ition1 & subsequ5tly ! v successful lead] ( ! ,scot* ,mission at ,lake ,nyassa4 ,! assi/ant to ,dr4 ,graham /ill survives1 & is well kn[n z ,mr4 ,"y1 ( ,kelly1 ,,ll4,d4 & ,f4,r4,s4 ,:5 ,liv+/one return$ f 8 fir/ j\rney 8 acqua9tance ) ,mr4 ,"y 0 resum$1 & _! fri5d%ip cont9u$ ?r\gh life4 ,x is no slight te/imony f "o :o knew him s long & s intimately1 t1 9 8 judgm5t1 ,liv+/one 0 ! be/ man he ev] knew1 _h m ?an any o!r man ( true filial tru/ 9 ,god1 m ( ! _s ( ,*ri/1 m ( integrity1 purity1 & simplicity ( "*1 & ( self-d5y+ love = 8 fell[-m54 ,liv+/one nam$ aft] him a riv] :i* he suppos$ might be "o ( ! s\rces ( ! ,nile1 & us$ ev] to speak ) great respect ( ! *ief a*ievem5t ( ,mr4 ,"y's life1--fill+ h\ses ) a cle> :ite light at a fraction ( ! co/ ( ! smoky article :i* x displac$4 ,beyond _! own dep>tm5t1 m5 ( sci5ce are (t5 z lax & illogical z any2 b :5 sci5tific tra9+ is duly appli$1 x g5d]s a habit ( ?or\gh accuracy1 inasmu* z 9 sci5tific inquiry ! slighte/ deviation f tru? bre$s endless mis*ief4 ,o!r influ5ces _h already dispos$ ,liv+/one to great exactness ( /atem5t1 b along ) ^! 8 sci5tific tra9+ may be held to h contribut$ to t dread ( exagg]ation & ( all inaccuracy :i* 0 s m>k$ a feature ( 8 "* ?r\gh life4 ,x happ5$ t ,liv+/one did n "p company ) ,pr(essor ,graham & ,mr4 ,"y :5 he left ,glasg[4 ,! same ye>1 ,dr4 ,graham w5t to ,london z ,pr(essor 9 ,univ]sity ,college1 & ,liv+/one1 :o also w5t to ,london1 _h ! opportunity ( pay+ occasional visits to 8 class4 ,9 ?is way1 too1 he became acqua9t$ ) ! late ,dr4 ,george ,wilson1 aft]w>d ,pr(essor ( ,te*nology 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,ed9burgh1 :o 0 !n act+ z unsal>i$ assi/ant 9 ,dr4 ,graham's laboratory4 ,frank1 g5ial1 & *ivalr\s1 ,wilson & ,liv+/one _h mu* 9 common1 & m 9 aft]-ye>s1 :5 ,wilson1 too1 became an e>ne/ ,*ri/ian4 ,9 ! simplicity & purity ( _! "*1 & 9 _! devotion to sci5ce1 n only = its own sake1 b z a dep>tm5t ( ! k+dom ( ,god1 !y 7 bro!rs inde$4 ,liv+/one %[$ 8 fri5d%ip 9 aft]-ye>s by collect+ & transmitt+ to ,wilson :atev] he c\ld f9d 9 ,africa wor?y ( a place 9 ! ,ed9burgh ,museum ( ,sci5ce & ,art1 ( :i* 8 fri5d 0 ! fir/ ,director4 ,9 ! c\rse ( 8 second session 9 ,glasg[ 7#ahcg-ch7 ,liv+/one appli$ to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 (f]+ 8 s]vices to !m z a mission>y4 ,he _h le>n$ t t ,society _h = its sole object to s5d ! gospel to ! hea!n2 t x accept$ mission>ies f diff]5t ,*ur*es1 & t x did n set up any p>ticul> =m ( ,*ur*1 b left x to ! conv]ts to *oose ! =m !y consid]$ mo/ 9 accordance ) ! ,^w ( ,god4 ,?is agre$ ) ,liv+/one's own notion ( :at a ,mission>y ,society %\ld d4 ,he _h already connect$ himself ) ! ,indep5d5t communion1 b ?is pref]5ce = x 0 f\nd$ *iefly on 8 great] reg>d = ! p]sonnel ( ! body1 & = ! _s 9 :i* x 0 adm9i/]$1 z comp>$ ) ! ,presbyt]ian ,*ur*es ( ,scotl&4 ,he _h v /rong views ( ! spirituality ( ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/1 & ! ne$ ( a pr(\nd spiritual *ange z ! only true basis ( ,*ri/ian life & "*4 ,he ?\ght t ! ,presbyt]ian ,*ur*es 7 too lax 9 _! communion1 & p>ticul>ly ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*4 ,he 0 at ?is "t a decid$ ,volunt>y1 *iefly on ! gr\nd ma9ta9$ by su* m5 z ,v9et1 t ! connection ( ,*ur* & ,/ate 0 hurtful to ! spirituality ( ! ,*ur*2 & he _h a p>ticul> abhorr5ce ( :at he call$ geographical ,*ri/ianity1--:i* gave e man )9 a c]ta9 area a "r to ! sacram5ts4 ,we %all see t 9 8 lat] ye>s ,dr4 ,liv+/one saw reason to modify "s ( ^! op9ions2 survey+ ! ,evangelical ,*ur*es f ! he>t ( ,africa1 he came to ?9k t1 e/abli%$ or non-e/abli%$1 !y did n diff] s v mu* f ea* o!r1 & t !re 0 mu* good & consid]able evil 9 !m all4 ,9 8 application to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 ,liv+/one /at$ 8 ideas ( mission>y "w 9 compreh5sive t]ms3 ,! mission>y's object is to endeavor by e means 9 8 p[] to make kn[n ! gospel by prea*+1 exhortation1 conv]sation1 in/ruction ( ! "y2 improv+1 s f> z 9 8 p[]1 ! temporal condition ( ^? among :om he labors1 by introduc+ ! arts & sci5ces ( civilization1 & do+ ev]y?+ to comm5d ,*ri/ianity to _! he>ts & consci5ces4 ,he w be expos$ to great trials ( 8 fai? & pati5ce f ! indiff]5ce1 di/ru/1 & ev5 direct opposition & scorn ( ^? = ^: good he is labor+2 he may be tempt$ to despond5cy f ! little app>5t fruit ( 8 ex]tions1 & expos$ to all ! contam9at+ influ5ce ( hea!nism4 ,he 0 n ab\t to und]take ?is "w )\t c\nt+ ! co/4 ,! h>d%ips & dang]s ( mission>y life1 s f> z ,i h _h ! means ( asc]ta9+ _! nature & ext5t1 h be5 ! subject ( s]i\s reflection1 & 9 dep5d5ce on ! promis$ assi/ance ( ! ,holy ,_s1 ,i h no hesitation 9 say+ t ,i w\ld will+ly submit to !m1 consid]+ my con/itution capable ( endur+ any ord9>y %>e ( h>d%ip or fatigue4 ,on "o po9t he 0 able to give ! ,directors v explicit in=mation3 he 0 n m>ri$1 nor "u any engagem5t ( m>riage1 nor _h he ev] made proposals ( m>riage1 nor inde$ be5 9 love6 ,he w\ld pref] to g out unm>ri$1 t he might1 l ! great apo/le1 be )\t family c>es1 & give himself entirely to ! "w4 ,8 application to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society 0 provisionally accept$1 & 9 ,septemb]1 #ahch1 he 0 summon$ to ,london to meet ! ,directors4 ,a "y ,engli%man came to ,london on ! same err& at ! same "t1 & a fri5d%ip naturally arose betwe5 ! two4 ,liv+/one's "y fri5d 0 ! ,rev4 ,joseph ,moore1 aft]w>ds mission>y at ,tahiti2 n[ ( ,congleton1 9 ,*e%ire4 ,n9e ye>s lat]1 ,liv+/one1 writ+ to ,mr4 ,moore f ,africa1 said3 ,( all ^? ,i h met s9ce we p>t$1 ,i h se5 no "o ,i c comp>e to y = s9c]e1 he>ty fri5d%ip4 ,liv+/one's family us$ to speak ( !m z ,jona?an & ,david4 ,mr4 ,moore has k9dly furni%$ u ) 8 recollections ( ,liv+/one at ?is "t3-- ,i met ) ,liv+/one fir/ 9 ,septemb]1 #ahch1 at #eg ,ald]sgate /reet1 ,london4 ,on ! same day we _h receiv$ a lett] f ! ,secret>y in=m+ u sev]ally t our applications _h be5 receiv$1 & t we mu/ appe> 9 ,london to be exam9$ by ! ,mission ,bo>d !re4 ,on ! same day1 he f ,scotl&1 & ,i f ! s\? ( ,engl&1 arriv$ 9 t[n4 ,on t night we simply acco/$ ea* o!r1 z ^? :o meet at a lodg+ h\se might d4 ,aft] breakfa/ on ! foll[+ day we fell into conv]sation1 & f9d+ t ! same object _h br\ght u to ! metropolis1 & t ! same trial await$ u1 naturally en\gh we 7 drawn to ea* o!r4 ,e day1 z we _h n be5 9 t[n be=e1 we visit$ places ( r5[n 9 ! great city1 & _h _m a *at ab\t our prospects4 ,on ,sunday1 9 ! morn+1 we he>d ,dr4 ,leif*ild1 :o 0 !n 9 8 prime1 & 9 ! ev5+ ,mr4 ,%]man1 :o prea*$ ) all 8 accu/om$ p]suasiv5ess & melliflu\sness4 ,9 ! aft]noon we wor%ip$ at ,/4 ,paul's1 & he>d ,preb5d>y ,dale4 ,on ,monday we pass$ our fir/ exam9ation4 ,on ,tuesday we w5t to ,we/m9/] ,abbey4 ,:o t _h se5 ^? two "y m5 pass+ f monum5t to monum5t c\ld h div9$ t "o ( !m w\ld "o day be buri$ ) a nation's--r ) ! civiliz$ _w's--lam5t1 9 t sacr$ %r9e8 ,! wilde/ fancy c\ld n h pictur$ t su* an honor await$ ,david ,liv+/one4 ,i grew daily m atta*$ to him4 ,if ,i 7 ask$ :y1 ,i %\ld be r at a loss to reply4 ,!re 0 truly an indescribable *>m ab\t him1 :i*1 ) all 8 r unga9ly ways1 & by no means w9n+ face1 attract$ almo/ e "o1 & :i* help$ him s mu* 9 8 aft]-w&]+s 9 ,africa4 ,he won ^? :o came ne> him by a k9d ( spell4 ,!re happ5$ to be 9 ! bo>d+-h\se at t "t a "y ,m4,d41 a saddl] f ,hants1 & a booksell] f ,scotl&4 ,to ?is h\r !y all speak ( him 9 raptur\s t]ms4 ,aft] pass+ two exam9ations1 we 7 bo? s f> accept$ by ! ,society t we 7 s5t to ! ,rev4 ,ri*>d ,cecil1 :o resid$ at ,*ipp+ ,ong>1 9 ,essex4 ,mo/ mission>y /ud5ts 7 s5t to him = ?ree mon?s' probation1 & if a favorable op9ion 0 s5t to ! ,bo>d ( ,directors1 !y w5t to "o ( ! ,indep5d5t colleges4 ,! /ud5ts did n = ! mo/ "p live ) ,mr4 ,cecil1 b took lodg+s 9 ! t[n1 & w5t to 8 h\se = meals & in/ruction 9 classics & !ology4 ,liv+/one & ,i lodg$ toge!r4 ,we read ,lat9 & ,greek1 & began ,hebrew toge!r4 ,e day we took walks1 & visit$ all ! spots ( int]e/ 9 ! neighborhood1 among !m ! c\ntry *ur*y>d :i* 0 ! burial-place ( ,john ,locke4 ,9 a place s quiet1 & a life s ord9>y z t ( a /ud5t1 !re did n occur _m ev5ts wor?y ( recital4 ,i w1 h[ev]1 m5tion "o or two ?+s1 because !y give an insight--a k9d ( prophetic glance--into ,liv+/one's aft]-c>e]4 ,"o foggy ,novemb] morn+1 at ?ree o'clock1 he set out f ,ong> to walk to ,london to see a relative ( 8 fa!r's#aa4 ,x 0 ab\t tw5ty-sev5 miles to ! h\se he s\ght4 ,aft] sp5d+ a few h\rs ) 8 relation1 he set out to return on foot to ,ong>4 ,j out ( ,london1 ne> ,edmonton1 a lady _h be5 ?r[n out ( a gig4 ,%e lay /unn$ on ! road4 ,liv+/on imm$iately w5t to h]1 help$ to c>ry h] into a h\se close by1 & hav+ exam9$ h] & f\nd no bones brok51 & recomm5d+ a doctor to be call$1 he resum$ 8 we>y tramp4 ,we>y & footsore1 :5 he rea*$ ,/an=d ,riv]s he miss$ 8 way1 & f9d+ aft] "s "t t he 0 wrong1 he felt s dead-beat t he 0 incl9$ to lie d[n & sleep2 b f9d+ a direct+-po/ he climb$ x1 & by ! light ( ! />s deciph]$ en\gh to "k 8 :]eab\ts4 ,ab\t twelve t ,saturday night he rea*$ ,ong>1 :ite z a %eet1 & s tir$ he c\ld h>dly utt] a ^w4 ,i gave him a bas9 ( bread & milk1 & ,i am n exagg]at+ :5 ,i say ,i put him to b$4 ,he fell at once asleep1 & did n awake till noonday _h pass$ on ,sunday4 ,footnote #aa3 ,we le>n f ! family t ! precise object ( ! visit 0 to transact "s bus9ess = 8 elde/ bro!r1 :o _h begun to deal 9 lace4 ,9 ! d>kness ( ! morn+ ,liv+/one fell into a dit*1 sme>+ 8 clo!s1 & n improv+ 8 appe>ance = sm>t bus9ess purposes4 ,! day 0 sp5t 9 go+ ab\t 9 ,london f %op to %op1 greatly increas+ ,liv+/one's fatigue4 ,total ab/95ce at t "t began to be spok5 (1 & ,liv+/one & ,i1 & a ,mr4 ,taylor1 :o w5t to ,india1 took a pl$ge toge!r to ab/a9#ab4 ,( t trio1 two1 ,i am sorry to say 7heu me mis]um671 enfeebl$ heal?1 aft] _m ye>s1 compell$ to take a little w9e = our /oma*s' sake4 ,liv+/one 0 "o ( ! two4 ,footnote #ab3 ,liv+/one _h always practic$ total ab/95ce1 accord+ to ! inv>iable cu/om ( 8 fa!r's h\se4 ,! ?ird ( ! trio 0 ! ,rev4 ,joseph ,v4,s4 ,taylor1 n[ ( ! ,iri% ,presbyt]ian ,mission1 ,guj]at1 ,bombay4 ,"o "p ( our duties 0 to prep>e s]mons1 :i* 7 submitt$ to ,mr4 ,cecil1 &1 :5 correct$1 7 committ$ to memory1 & !n repeat$ to our village congregations4 ,liv+/one prep>$ "o1 & "o ,sunday ! m9i/] ( ,/am=d ,riv]s2 :]e ! celebrat$ ,isaac ,taylor resid$1 hav+ fall5 sick aft] ! morn+ s]vice1 ,liv+/one 0 s5t = to prea* 9 ! ev5+4 ,he took 8 text1 read x out v delib]ately1 & !n--!n--8 s]mon _h fl$6 ,midnight d>kness came ^u him1 & he abruptly said3 ',fri5ds1 ,i h =gott5 all ,i _h to say1' & hurry+ out ( ! pulpit1 he left ! *apel4 ,he nev] became a prea*] we %all see t ?is does n apply to 8 prea*+ 9 ! ,si*uana language1 & 9 ! fir/ lett] ,i receiv$ f him f ,elizabe? ,t[n1 9 ,africa1 he says3 ',i am a v poor prea*]1 hav+ a bad deliv]y1 & "s ( !m said if !y knew ,i 0 to prea* aga9 !y w\ld n ent] ! *apel4 ,:e!r ?is 0 all on acc\nt ( my mann] ,i don't "k2 b ! tru? :i* ,i utt]$ seem$ to plague v mu* ! p]son :o supplies ! mission>ies ) wagons & ox54 7,!y 7 bad ones47 ,my subject 0 ! necessity ( adopt+ ! b5evol5t _s ( ! ,son ( ,god1 & ab&on+ ! selfi%ness ( ! _w4' ,ea* /ud5t at ,ong> _h also to conduct family wor%ip 9 rotation4 ,i 0 mu* impress$ by ! fact t ,liv+/one nev] pray$ )\t ! petition t we might imitate ,*ri/ 9 all 8 imitable p]fections#ac4 ,footnote #ac3 ,9 connection ) ?is pray]1 x is int]e/+ to note ! impression made by ,liv+/one ne>ly tw5ty ye>s aft]w>d on "o :o saw him b twice--once at a public breakfa/ 9 ,ed9burgh1 & aga9 at ! ,briti% ,association 9 ,dubl9 9 #aheg4 ,we ref] to ,mrs4 ,sime1 si/] ( ,liv+/one's e>ly fri5d1 ,pr(essor ,george ,wilson1 ( ,ed9burgh4 ,mrs4 ,sime writes2 ,i nev] knew any "o :o gave me m ! idea ( p[] ov] o!r m51 su* p[] z our ,savi\r %[$ :ile on e>?1 ! p[] ( love & purity comb9$4 ,9 ! ,autobiography ( ,mrs4 ,gilb]t1 an em95t memb] ( ! family ( ! ,taylors ( ,ong>1 !re occur "s rem9isc5ses ( ,liv+/one1 correspond+ to ^? "h giv5 by ,mr4 ,moore#ad4 ,footnote #ad3 ,page #hhf1 ?ird edition4 ,! ,rev4 ,isaac ,taylor1 ,,ll4,d41 n[ rector ( ,settr+ham1 ,york1 son ( ! celebrat$ au?or ( ,! ,natural ,hi/ory ( ,en?usiasm1 & himself au?or ( ,words & ,places1 ,etruscan ,rese>*es1 etc41 has k9dly furni%$ u ) ! foll[+ recollection3 ,i well rememb] z a boy tak+ c\ntry rambles ) ,liv+/one :5 he 0 /udy+ at ,ong>4 ,mr4 ,cecil _h sev]al mission>y /ud5ts1 b ,liv+/one 0 ! only "o ^: p]sonality made any impression on my boyi% imag9ation4 ,i might sum up my impression ( him 9 two words--simplicity & resolution4 ,n[1 aft] ne>ly =ty ye>s1 ,i rememb] 8 /ep1 ! *>act]i/ic =w>d tread1 firm1 simple1 resolute1 nei!r fa/ nor sl[1 no hurry & no dawdle1 b :i* evid5tly meant--gett+ !re#ae4 ,footnote #ae3 ,on "o occasion1 9 conv]sation ) 8 =m] pa/or1 ! ,rev4 ,john ,moir1 ,liv+/one spoke ( ,mr4 ,isaac ,taylor1 :o _h %[n him mu* k9dness1 & (t5 invit$ him to d9e 9 8 h\se4 ,he said t ?\gh ,mr4 ,taylor 0 connect$ ) ! ,indep5d5ts1 he 0 atta*$ to ! pr9ciples ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4 ,mr4 ,taylor us$ to lay v great /ress on acqua9tance ) ! writ+s ( ! ,fa!rs z necess>y = meet+ ! claims ( ! ,tract>ians1 & did n ?9k t t /udy 0 suffici5tly enc\rag$ by ! ,noncon=mi/s4 ,any "o :o has be5 9 ,mr4 ,taylor's /udy at ,/an=d ,riv]s1 & :o rememb]s ! top-heavy r[ ( patri/ic folios t cr[n$ 8 collection ( books1 & ! glance ( pride he ca/ on !m z he ask$ 8 visitor :e!r _m m5 9 8 ,*ur* 7 well read 9 ! ,fa!rs1 w be at no loss to v]ify ?is rem9isc5ce4 ,c]ta9ly ,liv+/one _h no su* qualification1 & und\bt$ly he nev] miss$ x4 ,we resume ,mr4 ,moore's rem9isc5ces3 ,:5 ?ree mon?s _h elaps$1 ,mr4 ,cecil s5t 9 8 report to ! ,bo>d4 ,judg+ f ,liv+/one's hesitat+ mann] 9 conduct+ family wor%ip1 & :ile pray+ on ! week-days 9 ! *apel1 & also f 8 failure s complete 9 prea*+1 an unfavorable report 0 giv5 94444 ,happily1 :5 x 0 read1 & a decision 0 ab\t to be giv5 aga9/ him1 "s "o plead$ h>d t 8 probation %\ld be ext5d$1 & s he _h sev]al mon?s' additional trial grant$4 ,i sail$ 9 ! same boat1 & 0 also s5t back to ,ong> z a naughty boy4444 ,at la/ we _h s improv$ t bo? 7 fully accept$4 ,liv+/one w5t to ,london to pursue 8 m$ical /udies1 & ,i w5t to ,*e%unt ,college1 ,a day or two aft] rea*+ college1 ,i s5t to ,liv+/one1 ask+ him to pur*ase a second-h& c>pet = my room4 ,he 0 q sc&aliz$ at su* an exhibition ( effem9acy1 & positively refus$ to gratify my wi%4444 ,9 ! spr+ ( #ahdj ,i met ,liv+/one at ,london 9 ,exet] ,hall1 :5 ,pr9ce ,alb]t deliv]$ 8 maid5 spee* 9 ,engl&4 ,i rememb] h[ ne>ly he 0 br\ght to sil5ce :5 ! spee*1 :i* he _h lodg$ on ! brim ( 8 hat1 fell into x1 z deaf5+ *e]s made x vibrate4 ,a day or two aft]1 we he>d ,b9ney deliv] 8 ma/]ly mission>y s]mon1 ',*ri/ see+ ( ! travail ( 8 s\l & be+ satisfi$4' ,! meet+ at ,exet] ,hall 0 held to inaugurate ! ,nig] ,exp$ition4 ,x 0 on ?is occasion t ,samuel ,wilb]=ce became kn[n z a great plat=m orator#af4 ,x mu/ h be5 pleasant to ,liv+/one 9 aft]-ye>s to recall ! circum/ance :5 he became a fri5d & correspond5t ( ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d4 ,footnote #af3 ,life ( ,bi%op ,wilb]=ce1 vol4 i1 p4 #afj4 ,not)/&+ ! de> po/age ( ! "t1 ,liv+/one wrote regul>ly to 8 fri5ds1 b few ( 8 lett]s h surviv$4 ,"o ( ! few1 dat$ #e? ,may1 #ahci1 is address$ to 8 si/]1 & 9 x he says t !re _h be5 "s int5tion ( s5d+ him abroad at once1 b t he 0 v desir\s ( gett+ m education4 ,! lett] conta9s v little news1 b is full ( ! mo/ dev\t aspirations = himself & exhortations to 8 si/]4 ,allud+ to ! rem>k ( a fri5d t !y %\ld seek to be uncommon ,*ri/ians1 t is1 em95tly holy & devot$ s]vants ( ! ,mo/ ,high1 he urges3 ,let u seek--& ) ! conviction t we _c d )\t x--t all selfi%ness be extirpat$1 pride bani%$1 unbelief driv5 f ! m9d1 e idol de?ron$1 & ev]y?+ ho/ile to hol9ess & oppos$ to ! div9e w crucifi$2 t 'hol9ess to ! ,"l' may be engrav5 on ! he>t1 & ev]more *>act]ize our :ole conduct4 ,?is is :at we ought to /rive aft]2 ?is is ! way to be happy2 ?is is :at our ,savi\r loves--entire surr5d] ( ! he>t4 ,may ,he enable u by 8 ,_s to p]sev]e till we atta9 x6 ,all comes f ,him1 ! disposition to ask z well z ! bless+ itself4 ,i hope y improve ! tal5ts committ$ to y :5ev] !re is an opportunity4 ,y h a class ) :om y h "s influ5ce4 ,x requires prud5ce 9 ! way ( manag+ x2 seek wisdom f above to direct y2 p]sev]e--don't be cont5t ) once or twice recomm5d+ ! ,savi\r to !m--aga9 & aga91 9 z k9d a mann] z possible1 famili>ly1 individually1 & privately1 exhibit to !m ! f\nta9 ( happ9ess & joy1 nev] =gett+ to implore div9e en]gy to accompany y\r endeavors1 & y ne$ n fe> t y\r labor w be unfruitful4 ,if y h ! will+ m9d1 t is accept$2 no?+ is accept$ if t be want+4 ,god desires t4 ,he c d all ! re/4 ,aft] all1 ,he is ! sole ag5t1 = ! 'will+ m9d' comes alone f ,him4 ,?is is com=t+1 = :5 we ?9k ( ! feebl5ess & littl5ess ( all we d1 we might despair ( hav+ our s]vices accept$1 7 we n assur$ t x is n ^! ,god looks to1 except 9 s f> z !y are indications ( ! /ate ( ! he>t4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's si/]s h a di/9ct recollection t ! field to :i* ! ,directors int5d$ to s5d him 0 ! ,we/ ,indies1 & t he remon/rat$ on ! gr\nd t he _h sp5t two ye>s 9 m$ical /udy1 b 9 ! ,we/ ,indies1 :]e !re 7 regul> practition]s1 8 m$ical k w\ld be ( little or no avail4 ,he plead$ ) ! ,directors1 !re=e1 t he might be all[$ to complete 8 m$ical /udies1 & x 0 !n t ,africa 0 provisionally fix$ on z 8 de/9ation4 ,x appe>s1 h[ev]1 t he _h n q ab&on$ ! ?\ght ( ,*9a4 ,mr4 ,moir1 8 =m] pa/or1 writes t be+ 9 ,london 9 ,may1 #ahci1 he call$ at ! ,mission ,h\se to make inquiries ab\t him4 ,he ask$ :e!r ! ,directors did n int5d to s5d him to ! ,ea/ ,indies1 :]e ! field 0 s l>ge & ! dem& s urg5t1 b he 0 told t ?\gh !y e/eem$ him highly1 !y did n ?9k t 8 gifts fitt$ him = ,india1 & t ,africa w\ld be a m suitable field4 ,on return+ to ,london1 ,liv+/one devot$ himself ) special ardor to m$ical & sci5tific /udy4 ,! *ur* ) :i* he 0 connect$ 0 t ( ! late ,rev4 ,dr4 ,b5nett1 9 ,falcon ,squ>e4 ,?is l$ to 8 becom+ intimate ) ,dr4 ,b5nett's son1 n[ ! well-kn[n ,j4 ,risdon ,b5nett1 ,m4,d41 ,,ll4,d41 ,f4,r4,s41 & ,presid5t ( ! ,royal ,college ( ,physicians1 ,london4 ,! fri5d%ip cont9u$ dur+ ! :ole ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's life4 ,f "s recollections ) :i* ,dr4 ,b5nett has k9dly furni%$ u we take ! foll[+3 ,my acqua9tance ) ,david ,liv+/one 0 ?r\gh ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 :51 hav+ (f]$ himself to t ,society1 he came to ,london to c>ry on ^? m$ical & o!r /udies :i* he _h comm5c$ 9 ,glasg[4 ,f ! fir/1 ,i became deeply int]e/$ 9 8 "*1 & ev] aft] ma9ta9$ a close fri5d%ip ) him4 ,i ent]ta9$ t[>d him a s9c]e affection1 & _h ! highe/ admiration ( 8 end[m5ts1 bo? ( m9d & he>t1 & ( 8 pure & noble devotion ( all 8 p[]s to ! highe/ purposes ( life4 ,"o c\ld n fail to be impress$ ) 8 simple1 lov+1 ,*ri/ian _s1 & ! comb9$ mode/1 unassum+1 & self-reliant "* ( ! man4 ,he plac$ himself "u my guidance 9 ref]5ce to 8 m$ical /udies1 & ,i 0 /ruck ) ! am\nt ( k t he _h already acquir$ ( ^? subjects :i* con/itute ! f\ndation ( m$ical sci5ce4 ,he _h1 h[ev]1 little or no acqua9tance ) ! practical dep>tm5ts ( m$ic9e1 & _h _h no opportunities ( /udy+ ! nature & aspects ( disease4 ,( ^! defici5cies he 0 q aw>e1 & felt ! importance ( acquir+ z mu* practical k z possible dur+ 8 /ay 9 ,london4 ,i 0 at t "t physician to ! ,ald]sgate ,/reet ,disp5s>y1 & 0 lectur+ at ! ,*>+ ,cross ,hospital on ! practice ( m$ic9e1 & ?us 0 able to obta9 = him free admission to hospital practice z well z att5dance on my lectures & my practice at ! disp5s>y4 ,i ?9k t ,i also obta9$ = him admission to ! op?almic hospital 9 ,moorfields4 ,) ^! s\rces ( in=mation op5 to him1 he obta9$ a consid]able acqua9tance ) ! m ord9>y =ms ( disease1 bo? surgical & m$ical1 & an am\nt ( sci5tific & practical k t c\ld n fail to be ( ! greate/ advantage to him 9 ! di/ant regions to :i* he 0 go+1 away f all ! res\rces ( civilization4 ,8 lett]s to me1 & inde$ all ! records ( 8 ev5tful life1 demon/rate h[ great to him 0 ! value ( ! m$ical k ) :i* he ent]$ on mission>y life4 ,!re is abundant evid5ce t on v>i\s occasions 8 own life 0 pres]v$ ?r\gh 8 c\rage\s & sagaci\s application ( 8 sci5tific k to 8 own ne$s2 & ! b5efits :i* he conf]r$ on ! natives to ^: welf>e he devot$ himself1 & ! wond]ful influ5ce :i* he ex]cis$ ov] !m1 7 9 no small degree due to ! humane & skill$ assi/ance :i* he 0 able to r5d] z a heal] ( bodily disease4 ,! acc\nt :i* he gave me ( 8 p]il\s enc\nt] ) ! lion1 & ! means he adopt$ = ! repair ( ! s]i\s injuries :i* he receiv$1 excit$ ! a/oni%m5t & admiration ( all ! m$ical fri5ds to :om ,i relat$ x1 z ev9c+ an am\nt ( c\rage1 sagacity1 skill1 & endurance t h sc>cely be5 surpass$ 9 ! annals ( h]oism4 ,ano!r di/+ui%$ man ( sci5ce ) :om ,liv+/one became acqua9t$ 9 ,london1 & on :om he made an impression simil> to t made on ,dr4 ,b5nett1 0 ,pr(essor ,ow54 ,"p ( ! little "t at 8 disposal 0 devot$ to /udy+ ! s]ies ( comp>ative anatomy 9 ! ,hunt]ian ,museum1 "u ,pr(essor ,ow5's *>ge4 ,mr4 ,ow5 0 int]e/$ to f9d t ! ,lan>k%ire /ud5t 0 born 9 ! same neighborhood z ,hunt]#ag1 b /ill m int]e/$ 9 ! y\? himself & 8 great love ( natural hi/ory4 ,on tak+ leave1 ,liv+/one promis$ to be> 8 in/ructor 9 m9d if any curiosity fell 9 8 way4 ,ye>s pass$1 & z no communication rea*$ him1 ,mr4 ,ow5 0 dispos$ to class ! promise ) too _m o!rs made 9 ! l circum/ances4 ,b on 8 fir/ return to ?is c\ntry ,liv+/one pres5t$ himself1 be>+ ! tusk ( an elephant ) a spiral curve4 ,he _h f\nd x 9 ! he>t ( ,africa1 & x 0 n easy ( transport4 ,y may recall1 said ,pr(essor ,ow51 at ! ,f>ewell ,fe/ival 9 #aheh1 ! difficulties ( ! progress ( ! we>y sick travel] on ! bullock's back4 ,e p\nd weight 0 ( mom5t2 b ,liv+/one said1 ',ow5 %all h ?is tusk1' & he plac$ x 9 my h&s 9 ,london4 ,pr(essor ,ow5 record$ ?is z a pro( ( ,liv+/one's inflexible adh]5ce to 8 ^w4 ,) equal ju/ice we may quote x z a pro( ( 8 undy+ gratitude to any "o t _h %[n him k9dness4 ,footnote #ag3 ,n 9 ! same p>i%1 z /at$ aft]w>d by ,pr(essor ,ow54 ,hunt] 0 born 9 ,ea/ ,kilbride1 & ,liv+/one 9 ,blantyre4 ,! error is repeat$ 9 notices ( ,liv+/one 9 "s o!r qu>t]s4 ,on all 8 fell[-/ud5ts & acqua9tances ! simplicity1 frankness1 & k9dl9ess ( ,liv+/one's "* made a deep impression4 ,mr4 ,j4,s4 ,cook1 n[ ( ,london1 :o sp5t ?ree mon?s ) him at ,ong>1 writes3 ,he 0 s k9d & g5tle 9 ^w & de$ to all ab\t him t all lov$ him4 ,he _h always words ( sympa?y at comm&1 & 0 ready to p]=m acts ( sympa?y = ^? :o 7 suff]+4 ,! ,rev4 ,g4,d4 ,watt1 a bro!r ,scot*man1 :o w5t z a mission>y to ,india1 has a vivid remembrance ( ,liv+/one's mode ( discussion2 he %[$ great simplicity ( view1 along ) a c]ta9 r\ghness or bluntness ( mann]2 great k9dl9ess1 & yet great p]si/5ce 9 hold+ to 8 own ideas4 ,b none ( 8 fri5ds seem to h _h any =esight ( ! em95ce he 0 de/9$ to atta94 ,! ,directors ( ! ,society did n ev5 rank him among _! able/ m54 ,x is int]e/+ to contra/ ! op9ion ent]ta9$ ( him !n ) t express$ by ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e1 aft] mu* p]sonal int]c\rse1 _m ye>s aft]w>d4 ,( 8 intellectual =ce & en]gy1 wrote ,sir ,b>tle1 he has giv5 su* pro( z few m5 c\ld af=d4 ,any five ye>s ( 8 life might 9 any o!r occupation h e/abli%$ a "* & rais$ = him a =tune su* z none b ! mo/ en]getic ( our race c realize#ah4 ,footnote #ah3 ,good ,words1 #ahgd1 p4 #bhe4 ,b 8 e>ly fri5ds 7 n s mu* at fault4 ,liv+/one 0 some:at sl[ ( matur+4 ,if we may say s1 8 intellect hung fire up to ?is v "t1 & x 0 only dur+ 8 la/ ye> 9 ,engl& t he came to 8 intellectual manhood1 & %[$ 8 real p[]4 ,8 v h&writ+ %[s ! *ange2 f be+ cramp$ & feeble x sudd5ly becomes cle>1 firm1 & upright1 v neat1 b q ! h& ( a vigor\s1 indep5d5t man4 ,liv+/one's prospects ( gett+ to ,*9a _h be5 damag$ by ! ,opium ,w>2 :ile x cont9u$1 no new appo9tm5ts c\ld be made1 ev5 _h ! ,directors wi%$ to s5d him !re4 ,x 0 9 ^! circum/ances t he came into contact ) 8 c\ntryman1 ,mr4 7n[ ,dr47 ,m(fat1 :o 0 !n 9 ,engl&1 creat+ mu* int]e/ 9 8 ,s\? ,african mission4 ,! idea ( 8 go+ to ,africa became a settl$ ?+1 & 0 soon c>ri$ into effect4 ,i _h occasion 7,dr4 ,m(fat has in=m$ u7 to call = "s "o at ,mrs4 ,sewell's1 a bo>d+-h\se = "y mission>ies 9 ,ald]sgate /reet1 :]e ,liv+/one liv$4 ,i obs]v$ soon t ?is "y man 0 int]e/$ 9 my /ory1 t he w\ld sometimes come quietly & ask me a "q or two1 & t he 0 always desir\s to "k :]e ,i 0 to speak 9 public1 & att5d$ on ^! occasions4 ,by & by he ask$ me :e!r ,i ?\ght he w\ld d = ,africa4 ,i said ,i believ$ he w\ld1 if he w\ld n g to an old /ation1 b w\ld advance to unoccupi$ gr\nd1 specify+ ! va/ pla9 to ! nor?1 :]e ,i _h sometimes se51 9 ! morn+ sun1 ! smoke ( a ?\s& villages1 :]e no mission>y _h ev] be54 ,at la/ ,liv+/one said3 ',:at is ! use ( my wait+ = ! end ( ?is abom9able opium w>8 ,i w g at once to ,africa4' ,! ,directors concurr$1 & ,africa became 8 sph]e4 ,x is no wond] t all 8 life ,liv+/one _h a v /rong fai? 9 ,provid5ce1 = at e turn ( 8 c>e] up to ?is po9t1 "s unlook$-= circum/ance _h come 9 to give a new direction to 8 hi/ory4 ,fir/1 8 read+ ,dick's ,philosophy ( a ,future ,/ate1 :i* l$ him to ,*ri/1 b did n lead him away f sci5ce2 !n 8 fall+ 9 ) ,gutzlaff's ,appeal1 :i* induc$ him to become a m$ical mission>y2 ! ,opium ,w>1 :i* clos$ ,*9a aga9/ him2 ! fri5dly ^w ( ! ,director :o procur$ = him ano!r trial2 ,mr4 ,m(fat's visit1 :i* deep5$ 8 int]e/ 9 ,africa2 & f9ally1 ! issue ( a dang]\s illness t attack$ him 9 ,london--all indicat$ ! unse5 h& t 0 prep>+ him = 8 great "w4 ,! meet+ ( ,liv+/one ) ,m(fat is f> too important an ev5t to be pass$ ov] )\t rem>k4 ,bo? directly & indirectly ,mr4 ,m(fat's influ5ce on 8 "y bro!r1 aft]w>d to become 8 son-9-law1 0 rem>kable4 ,9 aft]-life !y _h a ?or\gh appreciation ( ea* o!r4 ,no family on ! face ( ! globe c\ld h be5 s helpful to ,liv+/one 9 connection ) ! great "w to :i* he gave himself4 ,if ! old ,roman fa%ion ( surnames /ill prevail$1 !re is no h\sehold ( :i* all ! memb]s w\ld h be5 bett] entitl$ to put ,,africanus aft] _! "n4 ,! int]e/s ( ! great cont95t 7 de> to !m all4 ,9 #ahgb1 :5 "o ( ! ,se>* ,exp$itions = ,liv+/one 0 fitt$ out1 a gr&son ( ,dr4 ,m(fat1 ano!r ,rob]t ,m(fat1 0 among ^? :o set out 9 ! hope ( reliev+ him2 cut (f at ! v beg9n+1 9 ! fl[] ( 8 y\?1 he left 8 bones to m\ld] 9 ,african soil4 ,! illness to :i* we h allud$ 0 an attack ( conge/ion ( ! liv]1 ) an affection ( ! lungs4 ,x seem$ likely to prove fatal1 & ! only *ance ( recov]y appe>$ to be a visit to 8 home1 & return to 8 native air4 ,9 accompany+ him to ! /eam]1 ,mr4 ,moore f\nd him s weak t he c\ld sc>cely walk on bo>d4 ,he p>t$ f him 9 te>s1 fe>+ t he _h b a few days to live4 ,b ! voyage & ! visit _h a wond]ful effect1 & v soon ,liv+/one 0 9 8 usual heal?4 ,! p>t+ ) 8 fa!r & "m1 z !y aft]w>d told ,mr4 ,moore1 0 v affect+4 ,x happ5$1 h[ev]1 t !y met once m4 ,x 0 felt t ! possession ( a m$ical diploma w\ld be ( s]vice1 & ,liv+/one return$ to ,scotl& 9 ,novemb]1 #ahdj1 & pass$ at ,glasg[ z ,lic5tiate ( ! ,faculty ( ,physicians & ,surgeons4 ,x 0 on ?is occasion he f\nd x s inconv5i5t to h op9ions ( 8 own & ! knack ( /ick+ to !m4 ,x seem$ z if he 0 go+ to be reject$ = ob/9ately ma9ta9+ 8 views 9 reg>d to ! /e?oscope2 b he pull$ ?r\gh4 ,a s+le night 0 all t he c\ld sp5d ) 8 family1 & !y _h s mu* to speak ( t ,david propos$ !y %\ld sit up all night4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 8 "m w\ld n he> (4 ,i rememb] my fa!r & him1 writes 8 si/]1 talk+ ov] ! prospects ( ,*ri/ian missions4 ,!y agre$ t ! "t w\ld come :5 ri* m5 & great m5 w\ld ?9k x an honor to support :ole /ations ( mission>ies1 in/ead ( sp5d+ _! money on h\nds & horses4 ,on ! morn+ ( #ag? ,novemb] we got up at five o'clock4 ,my "m made c(fee4 ,david read ! #aba/ & #ace? ,psalms1 & pray$4 ,my fa!r & he walk$ to ,glasg[ to cat* ! ,liv]pool /eam]4 ,on ! ,broomielaw1 fa!r & son look$ = ! la/ "t on e>? on ea* o!r's faces4 ,! old man walk$ back sl[ly to ,blantyre1 ) a lonely he>t no d\bt1 yet prais+ ,god4 ,david's face 0 n[ set 9 e>ne/ t[>d ! ,d>k ,cont95t4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,fir/ ,,two ,,ye>s ,,9 ,,africa4 ,a4,d4 #ahda-ahdc4 ,8 ord9ation--,voyage out--,at ,rio de ,janeiro--,at ! ,cape--,he proce$s to ,kuruman--,lett]s--,j\rney ( #gjj miles to ,be*uana c\ntry--,selection ( site = new /ation--,second excursion to ,be*uana c\ntry--,lett] to 8 si/]--,influ5ce ) *iefs--,bubi--,con/ruction ( a wat]-dam--,sekomi--,woman seiz$ by a lion--,! ,bakaa--,sebehwe--,lett] to ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett--,det5tion at ,kuruman--,he visits ,sebehwe's village--,bakhatlas--,se*le1 *ief ( ,bakwa9s--,liv+/one translates hymns--,travels #djj miles on oxback--,returns to ,kuruman--,is au?oriz$ to =m new /ation--,receives contributions = native mission>y--,lett]s to ,directors on _! ,mission policy--,he goes to new /ation--,fell[-travel]s--,pur*ase ( site--,lett] to ,dr4 ,b5nett--,desiccation ( ,s\? ,africa--,dea? ( a s]vant1 ,sehamy--,lett] to 8 p>5ts4 ,on ! #bj? ,novemb]1 #ahdj1 ,liv+/one 0 orda9$ a mission>y 9 ,albion ,/reet ,*apel1 along ) ! ,rev4 ,william ,ross1 ! s]vice be+ conduct$ by ! ,rev4 ,j4,j4 ,freeman & ! ,rev4 ,r4 ,cecil4 ,on ! #h? ( ,decemb] he emb>k$ on bo>d ! %ip ,george1 "u ,capta9 ,donaldson1 & proce$$ to ! ,cape1 & !nce to ,algoa ,bay4 ,on ! way ! %ip _h to put 9 at ,rio de ,janeiro1 & he _h a glance at ,brazil1 ) :i* he 0 greatly *>m$4 ,x 0 ! only glimpse he ev] got ( any "p ( ! great cont95t ( ,am]ica4 ,writ+ to ! ,rev4 ,g4,d4 ,watt1 ) :om he _h become intimate 9 ,london1 & :o 0 prep>+ to g z a mission>y to ,india1 he says3 ,x is c]ta9ly ! f9e/ place ,i ev] saw2 ev]y?+ delight$ me except man4444 ,we liv$ 9 ! home ( an ,am]ican ,episcopal ,me?odi/ m9i/]--! only ,prote/ant mission>y 9 ,brazil4444 ,tracts & ,bibles are circulat$1 & "s effects might be expect$1 7 a mo/ injuri\s influ5ce n ex]t$ by ,european visitors4 ,^! alike disgrace !mselves & ! religion !y pr(ess by drunk5ness4 ,all o!r vices are common 9 ,rio4 ,:5 w ! rays ( ,div9e light dispel ! d>kness 9 ?is beautiful empire8 ,! climate is delightful4 ,i wond] if disabl$ ,indian mission>ies c\ld n make !mselves useful !re4 ,dur+ ! voyage 8 *ief fri5d 0 ! capta9 ( ! %ip4 ,he 0 v oblig+ to me1 says ,liv+/one1 & gave me all ! in=mation respect+ ! use ( ! quadrant 9 8 p[]1 frequ5tly sitt+ up till twelve o'clock at night = ! purpose ( tak+ lun> obs]vations ) me4 ,?us ano!r qualification 0 acquir$ = 8 v peculi> life-"w4 ,sundays 7 n times ( refre%+1 at lea/ n beyond 8 closet4 ,! capta9 rigg$ out ! *ur* on ,sundays1 & we _h s]vice2 b ,i be+ a poor prea*]1 & ! *apla9 address+ !m all z ,*ri/ians already1 no moral influ5ce 0 ex]t$1 & ev5 _h !re be5 on ,sabba?1 x w\ld h be5 neutraliz$ by ! week-day conduct4 ,9 fact1 no good 0 done4 ,nei!r at ,rio1 nor on bo>d %ip1 nor any:]e1 c\ld good be done )\t ! elem5t ( p]sonal "*4 ,?is 0 ,liv+/one's /rong conviction to ! end ( 8 life4 ,9 8 fir/ lett] to ! ,directors ( ! ,london ,mission>y ,society he tells !m t he _h sp5t mo/ ( 8 "t at sea 9 ! /udy ( !ology1 & t he 0 deeply griev$ to say t he knew ( no spiritual good hav+ be5 done 9 ! case ( any "o on bo>d ! %ip4 ,8 *>act]i/ic hone/y ?us %[$ itself 9 8 v fir/ dispat*4 ,arriv+ at ! ,cape1 :]e ! %ip 0 deta9$ a mon?1 he sp5t "s "t ) ,dr4 ,philip1 !n act+ z ag5t = ! ,society1 ) in=mal p[]s z sup]9t5d5t4 ,dr4 ,philip 0 desir\s ( return+ home = a "t1 & v anxi\s to f9d "s "o to take 8 place z m9i/] ( ! congregation ( ,cape ,t[n1 9 8 abs5ce4 ,?is (fice 0 (f]$ to ,liv+/one1 :o reject$ x ) no little emphasis--n = a mom5t w\ld he ?9k ( x1 nor w\ld he prea* ! gospel )9 any o!r man's l9e4 ,he _h n be5 long at ! ,cape :5 he f\nd to 8 surprise & sorr[ t ! mission>ies 7 n all at "o1 ei!r z to ! g5]al policy ( ! mission1 or 9 ! matt] ( social int]c\rse & confid5ce4 ,! %ock 0 a sev]e "o2 x 0 n less5$ by :at he came to "k ( ! _s & life ( a few--happily only a few--( 8 bre?r5 aft]w>d2 & und\bt$ly x _h an influ5ce on 8 future life4 ,x %[$ him t !re 7 mission>ies ^: pr(ession 0 n support$ by a life ( consi/5t well-do+1 al?\gh x did n %ake 8 confid5ce 9 ! "* & ! "w ( mission>ies on ! :ole4 ,he saw t 9 ! mission !re 0 :at might be call$ a colonial side & a native side2 "s sympa?iz+ ) ! coloni/s & "s ) ! natives4 ,he _h no difficulty 9 mak+ up 8 m9d betwe5 !m2 he drew in/9ctively to ! p>ty t 7 = protect+ ! natives aga9/ ! unrighte\s encroa*m5ts ( ! settl]s4 ,on leav+ ! %ip at ,algoa ,bay1 he proce$$ by l& to ,kuruman or ,lattakoo1 9 ! ,be*uana c\ntry1 ! mo/ nor!rly /ation ( ! ,society 9 ,s\? ,africa1 & ! usual resid5ce ( ,mr4 ,m(fat1 :o 0 /ill abs5t 9 ,engl&4 ,9 ?is 8 fir/ ,african j\rney ! g]m ( ! future travel] 0 app>5t4 ,cross+ ! ,orange ,riv]1 he says1 ,i got my vehicle agr\nd1 & my ox5 got out ( ord]1 "s ) _! heads :]e _! tails %\ld be1 & o!rs ) _! heads twi/$ r\nd 9 ! yoke s f> t !y appe>$ b5t on committ+ suicide1 or ov]turn+ ! wagon4444 ,i l travell+ v mu* inde$4 ,!re is s mu* fre$om connect$ ) our ,african mann]s4 ,we pit* our t5t1 make our fire1 etc41 :]ev] we *oose1 walk1 ride1 or %oot at abundance ( all sorts ( game z our incl9ation leads u2 b !re is a great drawback3 we c't /udy or read :5 we please4 ,i feel ?is v mu*4 ,i h made b v little progress 9 ! language 7c speak a little ,dut*71 b ,i long = ! "t :5 ,i %all give my undivid$ att5tion to x1 & !n be furni%$ ) ! means ( mak+ kn[n ! tru? ( ! gospel4 ,:ile at ! ,cape1 ,liv+/one _h he>d some?+ ( a fre%-wat] lake 7',ngami7 :i* all ! mission>ies 7 eag] to see4 ,if only !y w\ld give him a mon? or two to le>n ! colloquial language1 he said !y might sp>e !mselves ! pa9s ( be+ ! fir/ 9 at ! dea?4 ,x is int]e/+ to rem>k fur!r t1 9 ?is fir/ j\rney1 sci5ce _h begun to receive its %>e ( att5tion4 ,he is already b5t on mak+ a collection = ! use ( ,pr(essor ,ow5#ai1 & is en?usia/ic 9 describ+ "s agatiz$ trees & o!r curiosities :i* he met )4 ,footnote #ai3 ,?is collection nev] rea*$ its de/9ation4 ,writ+ to 8 p>5ts f ,port ,elizabe?1 #ai? ,may1 #ahda1 he gives 8 fir/ impressions ( ,africa4 ,he _h be5 at a /ation call$ ,hankey3 ,! sc5]y 0 v f9e4 ,! :ite s& 9 "s places ne> ! bea* drift$ up 9 l>ge wrea?s exactly l sn[4 ,"o might imag9e himself 9 ,scotl& 7 !re n a hot sun ov]head4 ,! woods pres5t an aspect ( /rang5ess1 = ev]y:]e ! eye meets ! =eign-look+ tree f :i* ! bitt] aloes is extract$1 popp+ up its head among ! mimosa bu%es & /unt$ acacias4 ,beautiful humm+-birds fly ab\t 9 great numb]s1 suck+ ! nect> f ! fl[]s1 :i* are 9 great abundance & v beautiful4 ,i 0 mu* pleas$ ) my visit to ,hankey4444 ,! /ate ( ! p pres5ts s _m features ( int]e/1 t "o may talk ab\t x & convey "s idea ( :at ! ,gospel has done4 ,! full ext5t ( ! b5efit receiv$ c1 h[ev]1 be und]/ood only by ^? :o witness x 9 contra/ ) o!r places t h n be5 s highly favor$4 ,my expectations h be5 f> exce$$4 ,ev]y?+ ,i witness$ surpass$ my hopes1 & if ?is "o /ation is a fair sample ( ! :ole1 ! /atem5ts ( ! mission>ies ) reg>d to _! success are f> )9 ! m>k4 ,! ,hott5tots ( ,hankey appe> to be 9 a /ate simil> to t ( our =efa!rs 9 ! days imm$iately prec$+ ! times ( ! ,cov5ant]s4 ,!y h a pray]-meet+ e morn+ at f\r o'clock1 & well att5d$4 ,!y began x dur+ a visitation ( measles among !m1 & lik$ x s mu* t !y /ill cont9ue4 ,he goes on to say t z ! natives _h no clocks or wat*es1 mi/akes sometimes occurr$ ab\t r++ ! bell = ?is meet+1 & sometimes ! p f\nd !mselves assembl$ at twelve or "o o'clock in/ead ( f\r4 ,! welcome to ! mission>ies 7_! own mission>y 0 return+ f ! ,cape ) ,liv+/one7 0 wond]ful4 ,muskets 7 fir$ at _! approa*1 !n big guns2 & !n m51 wom51 & *ildr5 ru%$ at ! top ( _! spe$ to %ake h&s & welcome !m4 ,! mission>y _h lo/ a little boy1 & out ( respect ea* ( ! p _h some?+ black on 8 head4 ,bo? public wor%ip & family wor%ip 7 v int]e/+1 ! s++ ( hymns be+ v beautiful4 ,! be>+ ( ^! ,*ri/ianiz$ ,hott5tots 0 9 complete contra/ to t ( a ,dut* family :om he visit$ z a m$ical man "o ,sunday4 ,!re 0 no ,sunday2 ! man's wife & daught]s 7 danc+ be=e ! h\se1 :ile a black play$ ! fiddle4 ,8 in/ructions f ! ,directors 7 to g to ,kuruman1 rema9 !re till ,mr4 ,m(fat %\ld return f ,engl&1 & turn 8 att5tion to ! =mation ( a new /ation f>!r nor?1 await+ m specific in/ructions1 ,he arriv$ at ,kuruman on ! #ca/ ,july1 #ahda1 b no in/ructions _h come f ! ,directors2 8 sph]e ( "w 0 q undet]m9$1 & he began to ent]ta9 ! idea ( go+ to ,abyss9ia4 ,!re c\ld be no d\bt t a ,*ri/ian mission>y 0 ne$$ !re1 = ! c\ntry _h none2 b if he %\ld g1 he felt t probably he w\ld nev] return4 ,9 writ+ ( ?is to 8 fri5d ,watt1 he us$ words almo/ prophetic3 ,:atev] way my life may be sp5t s z b to promote ! glory ( our graci\s ,god1 ,i feel anxi\s to d x4444 ,my life1 may be sp5t z pr(itably z a pione] z 9 any o!r way4 ,9 8 next lett] to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 dat$ ,kuruman1 #bc;d ,septemb]1 #ahda1 he gives 8 impressions ( ! field1 & unfolds an idea :i* took hold ( him at ! v beg9n+1 & nev] lo/ its grip4 ,x 01 t !re 0 n population en\gh ab\t ! ,s\? to ju/ify a conc5tration ( mission>y labor !re1 & t ! policy ( ! ,society ought to be "o ( expansion1 mov+ out f> & wide :]ev] !re 0 an op5+1 & mak+ ! utmo/ possible use ( native ag5cy1 9 ord] to cultivate s wide a field4 ,9 ,engl& he _h ?\ght t ,kuruman might be made a great mission>y in/itute1 :5ce ! beams ( div9e tru? might div]ge 9 e direction1 ?r\gh native ag5ts suppli$ f among ! conv]ts2 b s9ce he came to ! spot he _h be5 oblig$ to ab&on t notion2 n t ! ,kuruman mission _h n be5 successful1 or t ! att5dance at public wor%ip 0 small1 b simply because ! population 0 meagre1 & seem$ m likely to become small] ?an l>g]4 ,! field f :i* native ag5ts might be drawn 0 ?us too small4 ,f>!r nor? !re 0 a d5s] population4 ,x 0 !re=e 8 purpose1 along ) a bro!r mission>y1 to make an e>ly j\rney to ! int]ior1 & bury himself among ! natives1 to le>n _! language1 & slip into _! modes ( ?9k+ & feel+4 ,he purpos$ to take ) him two ( ! be/ qualifi$ native ,*ri/ians ( ,kuruman1 to plant !m z tea*]s 9 "s promis+ locality2 & 9 case any difficulty %\ld arise ab\t _! ma9t5ance1 he (f]$1 ) *>act]i/ic g5]osity1 to defray ! co/ ( "o ( !m f 8 own res\rces4 ,accord+ly1 9 company ) a bro!r mission>y f ,kuruman1 a j\rney ( sev5 hundr$ miles 0 p]=m$ be=e ! end ( ! ye>1 lead+ *iefly to two results3 9 ! fir/ place1 a /rong confirmation ( 8 views on ! subject ( native ag5cy2 & 9 ! second place1 ! selection ( a /ation1 two hundr$ & fifty miles nor? ( ,kuruman1 z ! mo/ suitable = mission>y op]ations4 ,sev5 hundr$ miles travel$ ov] m ,africano seem$ to indicate a va/ t]ritory2 b on look+ at x on ! map1 x 0 a m]e speck on ! cont95t ( hea!nism4 ,h[ 0 t cont95t ev] to be evangeliz$8 ,he c\ld ?9k ( no me?od except an ext5sive me?od ( native ag5cy4 ,& ! natives1 :5 qualifi$1 7 admirably qualifi$4 ,_! w>m1 affectionate mann] ( deal+ ) _! fell[-m51 _! ability to pres5t ! tru? to _! m9ds fre$ f ! /rang5ess ( :i* =eign]s c\ld n dive/ x1 & ! em95t success ( ^? employ$ by ! bre?r5 ( ,griqua ,t[n1 7 greatly 9 _! favor4 ,two natives _h likewise be5 employ$ rec5tly by ! ,kuruman ,mission1 & ^! _h be5 highly effici5t & successful4 ,if ! ,directors w\ld all[ him to employ m ( ^!1 conv]sions w\ld increase 9 a comp\nd ratio1 & regions n yet explor$ by ,europeans w\ld soon be suppli$ ) ! bread ( life4 ,9 reg>d to ! spot select$ = a mission1 !re 7 _m consid]ations 9 its favor4 ,9 ! imm$iate neighborhood ( ,kuruman ! *iefs hat$ ! gospel1 because x depriv$ !m ( _! sup]num]>y wives4 ,9 ! region f>!r nor?1 ?is feel+ _h n yet e/abli%$ itself2 on ! contr>y1 !re 0 an impression favorable to ,europeans1 & a desire = _! alliance4 ,^! ,be*uana tribes _h suff]$ mu* f ! m>aud+ invasions ( _! neighbors2 & rec5tly1 ! mo/ t]rible m>aud] ( ! c\ntry1 ,mosilikatse1 aft] be+ driv5 we/w>d by ! ,dut* ,bo]s1 _h tak5 up 8 abode on ! banks ( a c5tral lake1 & resum$ 8 raids1 :i* 7 keep+ ! :ole c\ntry 9 al>m4 ,! m peaceful tribes _h he>d ( ! value ( ! :ite man1 & ( ! weapons by :i* a m]e h&ful ( :ites _h repuls$ hordes ( m>aud]s4 ,!y 7 !re=e dispos$ to welcome ! /rang]1 al?\gh ?is /ate ( feel+ c\ld n be reli$ on z sure to cont9ue1 = ,griqua hunt]s & individuals f tribes ho/ile to ! gospel 7 mov+ nor?w>d1 & n only circulat+ rumors unfavorable to mission>ies1 b by _! wick$ lives introduc+ diseases previ\sly unkn[n4 ,if ^! regions1 !re=e1 7 to be tak5 possession ( by ! gospel1 no "t 0 to be lo/4 ,= himself1 ,liv+/one _h no hesitation 9 go+ to reside 9 ! mid/ ( ^! savages1 hundr$s ( miles away f civilization1 n m]ely = a visit1 b1 if necess>y1 = ! :ole ( 8 life4 ,9 writ+ to 8 si/]s aft] ?is j\rney 7#h? ,decemb]1 #ahda71 he gives a graphic acc\nt ( ! c\ntry1 & "s int]e/+ notices ( ! p3 ,janet1 ,i suppose1 w feel anxi\s to "k :at our d9n] 04 ,we boil$ a piece ( ! fle% ( a rh9oc]os :i* 0 t\ghness itself1 ! night be=e4 ,! meat 0 our supp]1 & porridge made ( ,indian corn-meal & gravy ( ! meat made a v good d9n] next day4 ,:5 ab\t #aej miles f home we came to a l>ge village4 ,! *ief _h sore eyes2 ,i doctor$ !m1 & he f$ u pretty well ) milk & beans1 & s5t a f9e buck aft] me z a pres5t4 ,:5 we _h got ab\t t5 or twelve miles on ! way1 a little girl ab\t elev5 or twelve ye>s ( age came up & sat d[n "u my wagon1 hav+ run away = ! purpose ( com+ ) u to ,kuruman4 ,%e _h liv$ ) a si/] :om %e _h lately lo/ by dea?4 ,ano!r family took possession ( h] = ! purpose ( sell+ h] z soon z %e 0 old en\gh = a wife4 ,b n lik+ ?is1 %e det]m9$ to run away f !m & come to "s fri5ds ne> ,kuruman4 ,) ?is int5tion %e came1 & ?\ght ( walk+ all ! way beh9d my wagon4 ,i 0 pleas$ ) ! det]m9ation ( ! little creature1 & gave h] "s food4 ,b be=e we _h rema9$ long !re1 ,i he>d h] sobb+ viol5tly1 z if h] he>t w\ld break4 ,on look+ r\nd1 ,i obs]v$ ! cause4 ,a man ) a gun _h be5 s5t aft] h]1 & he _h j arriv$4 ,i did n "k well :at to d n[1 b ,i 0 n 9 p]plexity long1 = ,pom>e1 a native conv]t :o accompani$ u1 />t$ up & def5d$ h] cause4 ,he be+ ! son ( a *ief1 & possess$ ( "s little au?ority1 manag$ ! matt] nicely4 ,%e _h be5 load$ ) beads to r5d] h] m attractive1 & fet* a high] price4 ,^! %e /ripp$ (f & gave to ! man1 & desir$ him to g away4 ,i aft]w>d took measures = hid+ h]1 & ?\gh fifty m5 _h come = h]1 !y w\ld n h got h]4 ,! /ory reads l an allegory or a prophecy4 ,9 ! p]son ( ! little maid1 oppress$ & enslav$ ,africa comes to ! good ,doctor = protection2 in/9ctively %e kn[s %e may tru/ him2 8 he>t op5s at once1 8 +5uity contrives a way ( protection & deliv]ance1 & he w nev] give h] up4 ,x is a little picture ( ,liv+/one's life4 ,9 fulfillm5t ( a promise made to ! natives 9 ! int]ior t he w\ld return to !m1 ,liv+/one set out on a second t\r into ! int]ior ( ! ,be*uana c\ntry on #aj? ,febru>y1 #ahdb4 ,8 objects 71 fir/1 to acquire ! native language m p]fectly1 & second1 by susp5d+ 8 m$ical practice1 :i* _h become inconv5i5tly l>ge at ,kuruman1 to give 8 undivid$ att5tion to ! subject ( native ag5ts4 ,he took ) him two native memb]s ( ! ,kuruman *ur*1 & two o!r natives = ! managem5t ( ! wagon4 ,! fir/ p]son t specially engag$ 8 int]e/ 9 ?is j\rney 0 a *ief ( ! "n ( ,bubi1 ^: p 7 ,bakwa9s4 ,) him he /ation$ "o ( ! native ag5ts z a tea*]1 ! *ief himself collect+ ! *ildr5 & supply+ !m ) food4 ,! hone/y ( ! p 0 %[n 9 _! leav+ unt\*$ all ! cont5ts ( 8 wagon1 ?\gh cr[ds ( !m visit$ x4 ,liv+/one 0 already acquir+ a p[]ful influ5ce1 bo? ) *iefs & p1 ! result ( 8 consid]ate & conciliatory treatm5t ( bo?4 ,he _h already obs]v$ ! failure ( "s ( 8 bre?r5 to influ5ce !m1 & 8 sagacity _h disc]n$ ! cause4 ,8 success 9 induc+ ,bubi's p to dig a canal 0 contra/$ 9 a *>act]i/ic passage ( a private lett]1 ) ! exp]i5ce ( o!rs4 ,! doctor & ! ra9mak] among ^! p are "o & ! same p]son4 ,z ,i did n l to be beh9d my pr(essional bre?r51 ,i decl>$ ,i c\ld make ra9 too1 n1 h[ev]1 by en*antm5ts l !m1 b by lead+ out _! riv] = irrigation4 ,! idea pleas$ mightily1 & to "w we w5t in/ant]4 ,ev5 ! *ief's own doctor is at x1 & works l a good fell[1 laugh+ he>tily at ! cunn+ ( ! '=eign]' :o c make ra9 s4 ,we h only "o spade1 & ?is is )\t a h&le2 & yet by means ( /icks %>p5$ to a po9t we h p]=m$ all ! digg+ ( a pretty long canal4 ,! e>? 0 lift$ out 9 'g[p5s' & c>ri$ to ! huge dam we h built 9 k>osses 7sk9 cloaks71 tortoise-%ells1 or wood5 b[ls4 ,we int5d$ no?+ ( ! ornam5tal 9 x1 b :5 we came to a huge /one1 we 7 =c$ to se>* = a way r\nd x4 ,! consequ5ce is1 x has assum$ a beautifully s]p5t9e appe>ance4 ,?is is1 ,i believe1 ! fir/ in/ance 9 :i* ,be*uanas h be5 got to "w )\t wages4 ,x 0 ) ! utmo/ difficulty ! e>li] mission>ies got !m to d any?+4 ,! mission>ies solicit$ _! p]mission to d :at !y did1 & ?is 0 ! v way to make !m %[ (f _! airs1 = !y are s disoblig+2 if !y p]ceive any "o 9 ! lea/ dep5d5t ^u !m1 !y imm$iately beg9 to tyrannize4 ,a m mean & selfi% vice c]ta9ly does n exi/ 9 ! _w4 ,i am try+ a diff]5t plan ) !m4 ,i make my pres5ce ) any ( !m a favor1 & :5 !y %[ any impud5ce1 ,i ?reat5 to leave !m1 & if !y don't am5d1 ,i put my ?reat into execution4 ,by a bold1 free c\rse among !m ,i h _h n ! lea/ difficulty 9 manag+ ! mo/ fi]ce4 ,!y are 9 "o s5se fi]ce1 & 9 ano!r ! greate/ c[>ds 9 ! _w4 ,a kick w\ld1 ,i am p]suad$1 quell ! c\rage ( ! brave/ ( !m4 ,add to ?is ! report :i* _m ( !m v]ily believe1 t ,i am a great wiz>d1 & y w und]/& h[ ,i c ) ease visit any ( !m4 ,^? :o d n love1 fe> me1 & s truly 9 _! eyes am ,i possess$ ( sup]natural p[]1 "s h n hesitat$ to affirm ,i am capable ( ev5 rais+ ! dead6 ,! p ( a village visit$ by a ,fr5* bro!r actually believ$ x4 ,_! belief ( my p[]s1 ,i suppose1 acc\nts1 too1 = ! fact t ,i h n miss$ a s+le article ei!r f ! h\se or wagon s9ce ,i came among !m1 & ?is1 al?\gh all my ?+s lay scatt]$ ab\t ! room1 :ile cramm$ ) pati5ts4 ,x 0 un=tunate t ! tea*] :om ,liv+/one /ation$ ) ,bubi's p 0 seiz$ ) a viol5t fev]1 s t he 0 oblig$ to br+ him away4 ,z = ,bubi himself1 he 0 aft]w>d burn$ to dea? by an explosion ( gunp[d]1 :i* "o ( 8 sorc]]s 0 try+1 by means ( burnt roots1 to un-bewit*4 ,9 advanc+1 ,liv+/one _h occasion to pass ?r\gh a "p ( ! great ,kalah>i des]t1 & "h he met ) ,sekomi1 a *ief ( ! ,bamangwato1 f :om also he receiv$ a mo/ fri5dly reception4 ,! ignorance ( ?is tribe he f\nd to be exce$+ly great3 ,_! conceptions ( ! ,deity are ( ! mo/ vague & contradictory nature1 & ! "n ( ,god conveys no m to _! und]/&+ ?an ! idea ( sup]iority4 ,h5ce !y d n hesitate to apply ! "n to _! *iefs4 ,i 0 e day %ock$ by be+ address$ by t title1 & ?\gh x z (t5 furni%$ me ) a text f :i* to tell !m ( ! only true ,god & ,jesus ,*ri/1 :om he has s5t1 yet x deeply pa9$ me1 & ,i nev] felt s fully conv9c$ ( ! lam5table detoriation ( our species4 ,x is inde$ a m\rnful tru? t man has become l ! bea/s t p]i%4 ,! place 0 greatly infe/$ by lions1 & dur+ ,liv+/one's visit an awful occurr5ce took place t made a great impression on him3 ,a woman 0 actually dev\r$ 9 h] g>d5 dur+ my visit1 & t s ne> ! t[n t ,i _h frequ5tly walk$ pa/ x4 ,x 0 mo/ affect+ to he> ! cries ( ! orphan *ildr5 ( ?is woman4 ,dur+ ! :ole day aft] h] dea? ! surr\nd+ rocks & valleys rang & re-e*o$ ) _! bitt] cries4 ,i frequ5tly ?\ght z ,i li/5$ to ! l\d sobs1 pa9fully indicative ( ! sorr[s ( ^? :o h no hope1 t if "s ( our *ur*es c\ld h he>d _! sad wail+s1 x w\ld h awak5$ ! firm resolution to d m = ! hea!n ?an !y h done4 ,poor ,sekomi advanc$ a new !ory ( reg5]ation :i* ,liv+/one 0 unable to "w out3 ,on "o occasion ,sekomi1 hav+ sat by me 9 ! hut = "s "t 9 deep ?\ght1 at l5g? address+ me by a pomp\s title said1 ',i wi% y w\ld *ange my he>t4 ,give me m$ic9e to *ange x1 = x is pr\d1 pr\d & angry1 angry always4' ,i lift$ up ! ,te/am5t & 0 ab\t to tell him ( ! only way 9 :i* ! he>t c be *ang$1 b he int]rupt$ me by say+1 ',nay1 ,i wi% to h x *ang$ by m$ic9e1 to dr9k & h x *ang$ at once1 = x is always v pr\d & v uneasy1 & cont9ually angry ) "s "o4' ,he !n rose & w5t away4 ,a ?ird tribe visit$ at ?is "t 0 ! ,bakaa1 & "h1 too1 ,liv+/one 0 able to put 9 =ce 8 wond]ful p[]s ( managem5t4 ,%ortly be=e1 ! ,bakaa _h murd]$ a trad] & 8 company4 ,:5 ,liv+/one appe>$ _! consci5ces smote !m1 &1 ) ! exception ( ! *ief & two att5dants1 ! :ole ( ! p fl$ f 8 pres5ce4 ,no?+ c\ld allay _! t]ror1 till1 a di% ( porridge hav+ be5 prep>$1 !y saw ,liv+/one p>take ( x along ) !mselves )\t di/ru/4 ,:5 !y saw him lie d[n & fall asleep !y 7 q at _! ease4 ,!reaft] he began to speak to !m3 ,i _h m ?an ord9>y pleasure 9 tell+ ^! murd]]s ( ! preci\s blood :i* cleanse? f all s94 ,i bless ,god t ,he has conf]r$ on "o s wor?less ! di/+ui%$ privilege & honor ( be+ ! fir/ mess5g] ( m]cy t ev] trod ^! regions4 ,its be+ also ! fir/ occasion on :i* ,i _h v5tur$ to address a numb] ( ,be*uanas 9 _! own tongue )\t read+ x1 r5d]s x to myself "o ( peculi> int]e/4 ,i felt m fre$om ?an ,i _h anticipat$1 b ,i h an imm5se am\nt ( labor /ill be=e me1 ere ,i c call myself a ma/] ( ,si*uana4 ,?is j\rney discloses to me t :5 ,i h acquir$ ! ,batlapi1 !re is ano!r & p]haps m ardu\s task to be accompli%$ 9 ! o!r dialects1 b by ! ,div9e assi/ance ,i hope ,i %all be enabl$ to conqu]4 ,:5 ,i left ! ,bakaa1 ! *ief s5t 8 son ) a numb] ( 8 p to see me safe "p ( ! way to ! ,makalaka4 ,on 8 way home1 9 pass+ ?r\gh ,bubi's c\ntry1 he 0 visit$ by sixte5 ( ! p ( ,sebehwe1 a *ief :o _h successfully )/ood ,mosilikatse1 b ^: c[>dly neighbors1 "u ! influ5ce ( jeal\sy1 _h b&$ toge!r to deprive him ( :at !y _h n _h ! c\rage to def5d4 ,consequ5tly he _h be5 driv5 into ! s&y des]t1 & 8 object 9 s5d+ to ,liv+/one 0 to solicit 8 advice & protection1 z he wi%$ to come out1 9 ord] t 8 p might gr[ corn1 etc4 ,sebehwe1 l _m ( ! o!r p ( ! c\ntry1 _h ! notion t if he got a s+le :ite man to live ) him1 he w\ld be q secure4 ,x 0 no wond] t ,liv+/one e>ly acquir$ ! /rong conviction t if missions c\ld only be scatt]$ ov] ,africa1 _! imm$iate effect 9 promot+ ! tranquillity ( ! cont95t c\ld h>dly be ov]-e/imat$4 ,we h giv5 ^! details some:at fully1 because !y %[ t be=e he _h be5 a ye> 9 ! c\ntry ,liv+/one _h le>n$ h[ to rule ! ,africans4 ,f ! v fir/1 8 g5ial address1 simple & fe>less mann]1 & transp>5t k9dl9ess =m$ a spell :i* r>ely fail$4 ,he _h great fai? 9 ! p[] ( humor4 ,he 0 nev] afraid ( a man :o _h a he>ty laugh4 ,by a playful way ( deal+ ) ! p1 he made !m feel at ease ) him1 & aft]w>d he c\ld be solemn en\gh :5 ! occasion requir$4 ,8 m$ical k help$ him greatly2 b = p]man5t influ5ce all w\ld h be5 9 va9 if he _h n uni=mly obs]v$ ! rules ( ju/ice1 good feel+1 & good mann]s4 ,(t5 ha w\ld say t ! true road to influ5ce 0 pati5t cont9uance 9 well-do+4 ,x is rem>kable t1 f ! v fir/1 he %\ld h se5 ! *>m ( t me?od :i* he employ$ s successfully to ! end4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ?is j\rney1 ,liv+/one 0 )9 t5 days ( ,lake ',ngami1 ! lake ( :i* he _h he>d at ! ,cape1 & :i* he actually discov]$ 9 #ahdi2 & he might h discov]$ x n[1 _h discov]y alone be5 8 object4 ,"p ( 8 j\rney 0 p]=m$ on foot1 9 consequ5ce ( ! draught ox5 hav+ become sick3 ,"s ( my companions1 he says 9 8 fir/ book1 :o _h rec5tly jo9$ u1 & did n "k t ,i und]/ood a little ( _! spee*1 7 ov]he>d by me discuss+ my appe>ance & p[]s3 ',he is n /rong1 he is q slim1 & only appe>s /\t because he puts himself 9 ^? bags 7tr\s]s72 he w soon knock up4' ,?is caus$ my ,highl& blood to rise1 & made me despise ! fatigue ( keep+ !m all at ! top ( _! spe$ = days toge!r1 & until ,i he>d !m express+ prop] op9ions ( my p$e/rian p[]s4 ,we h se5 h[ full ,liv+/one's he>t 0 ( ! mission>y _s2 h[ int5t he 0 on mak+ fri5ds ( ! natives1 & h[ he c\ld already prea* 9 "o dialect1 & 0 le>n+ ano!r4 ,b ! activity ( 8 m9d enabl$ him to give att5tion at ! same "t to o!r matt]s4 ,he 0 already pond]+ ! /ructure ( ! great ,african ,cont95t1 & c>efully inve/igat+ ! process ( desiccation t _h be5 go+ on = a long "t1 & _h left mu* uncom=table evid5ce ( its activity 9 _m p>ts4 ,9 ! des]t1 he in=ms 8 fri5d ,watt t no few] ?an ?irty-two edible roots & =ty-?ree fruits grew )\t cultivation4 ,he _h ! r>e faculty ( direct+ 8 m9d at ! full /ret* ( its p[] to "o great object1 & yet1 app>5tly )\t ef=t1 giv+ m9ute & mo/ c>eful att5tion to _m o!r matt]s1--all be>+1 h[ev]1 on ! same great end4 ,a v int]e/+ lett] to ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett1 dat$ ,kuruman1 #ah? ,decemb]1 #ahda1 gives an acc\nt ( 8 fir/ ye>'s "w f ! m$ical & sci5tific po9t ( view4 ,fir/1 he gives an amus+ picture ( ! ,be*uana *iefs1 & !n "s details ( 8 m$ical practice3 ,! p are all "u ! feudal sy/em ( gov]nm5t1 ! *iefta9%ip is h]$it>y1 & al?\gh ! *ief is usually ! greate/ ass1 & ! mo/ insignificant ( ! tribe 9 appe>ance1 ! p pay a def]5ce to him :i* is truly a/oni%+4444 ,i feel ! b5efit (t5 ( y\r in/ructions1 & ( ^? ,i got ?r\gh y\r k9dness4 ,"h ,i h an imm5se practice4 ,i h pati5ts n[ "u treatm5t :o h walk$ #acj miles = my advice2 & :5 ^! g home1 o!rs w come = ! same purpose4 ,?is is ! c\ntry = a m$ical man if he wants a l>ge practice1 b he mu/ leave fees out ( ! "q6 ,! ,be*uanas h a great deal m disease ?an ,i expect$ to f9d among a savage nation2 b little else c be expect$1 = !y are ne>ly nak$1 & endure ! scor*+ heat ( ! day & ! *ills ( ! night 9 t condition4 ,add to ?is t !y are absolutely omnivor\s4 ,indige/ion1 rheumatism1 op?almia are ! prevail+ diseases4444 ,_m v bad cases 7 br\ght to me1 sometimes1 :5 travel+1 my wagon 0 q besieg$ by _! bl9d & halt & lame4 ,:at a mighty effect w\ld be produc$ if "o ( ! sev5ty disciples 7 among !m to heal !m all by a ^w6 ,! ,be*uanas resort to ! ,bu%m5 & ! poor p t live 9 ! des]t = doctors4 ,! fact ( my deal+ 9 t l9e a little is s /range1 & n[ my fame has spread f> & wide4 ,b if "o ( ,*ri/'s apo/les 7 "h1 ,i %\ld ?9k he w\ld be v soon kn[n all ov] ! cont95t to ,abyss9ia4 ,! great deal ( "w ,i h _h to d 9 att5d+ to ! sick has prov$ b5eficial to me1 = !y make me speak ! language p]petually1 & if ,i 7 incl9$ to be lazy 9 le>n+ x1 !y w\ld prev5t me indulg+ ! prop5sity4 ,& !y are excell5t pati5ts1 too1 besides4 ,!re is no w9c+2 ev]y?+ prescrib$ is done in/ant]4 ,_! only fail+ is t !y become tir$ ( a long c\rse4 ,b 9 any op]ation1 ev5 ! wom5 sit unmov$4 ,i h be5 q a/oni%$ aga9 & aga9 at _! calmness4 ,9 cutt+ out a tumor1 an in* 9 diamet]1 !y sit & talk z if !y felt no?+4 ',a man l me nev] cries1' !y say1 '!y are *ildr5 t cry4' ,& x is a fact t ! m5 nev] cry4 ,b :5 ! ,_s ( ,god works on _! m9ds !y cry mo/ pite\sly4 ,sometimes 9 *ur* !y endeavor to scre5 !mselves f ! eyes ( ! prea*] by hid+ "u ! =ms or cov]+ _! heads ) _! k>osses z a rem$y aga9/ _! convictions4 ,& :5 !y f9d t won't d1 !y ru% out ( ! *ur* & run ) all _! might1 cry+ z if ! h& ( dea? 7 beh9d !m4 ,"o w\ld ?9k1 :5 !y got away1 !re !y w\ld rema92 b no1 !re !y are 9 _! places at ! v next meet+4 ,x is n to be wond]$ at t !y %\ld exhibit agitations ( body :5 ! m9d is affect$1 z !y are q unaccu/om$ to re/ra9 _! feel+s4 ,b t ! h>d5$ be+s %\ld be mov$ m5tally at all is wond]ful inde$4 ,if y saw !m 9 _! savage /ate y w\ld feel ! =ce ( ?is m4444 ,n4,b4--,i h got = ,pr(essor ,ow5 specim5s ( ! incubat$ o/ri* 9 abundance1 & am wait+ = an opportunity to transmit ! box to ! college4 ,i tri$ to keep = y "s ( ! f9e birds ( ! int]ior1 b ! wea!r 0 s horribly hot !y 7 putrid 9 a few h\rs4 ,:5 he return$ to ,kuruman 9 ,june1 #ahdb1 he f\nd t no in/ructions _h z yet come f ! ,directors z to 8 p]man5t qu>t]s4 ,he 0 prep>+ = ano!r j\rney :5 news arriv$ t contr>y to 8 advice1 ,sebehwe _h left ! des]t :]e he 0 encamp$1 _h be5 trea*]\sly attack$ by ! *ief ,mahura1 & t _m ( 8 p1 includ+ wom5 & *ildr51 _h be5 savagely murd]$4 ,:at aggravat$ ! case 0 t sev]al native ,*ri/ians f ,kuruman _h be5 at ! "t ) ,sebehwe1 & t ^! 7 accus$ ( hav+ act$ trea*]\sly by him4 ,b n[ no native w\ld expose himself to ! expect$ rage ( ,sebehwe1 s t = want ( att5dants ,liv+/one c\ld n g to him4 ,he 0 oblig$ to rema9 = "s mon?s ab\t ,kuruman1 it9]at+ to ! neighbor+ tribes1 & tak+ "p 9 ! r\t9e "w ( ! /ation3 t is to say prea*+1 pr9t+1 build+ a *apel at an out-/ation1 prescrib+ = ! sick1 & _m ?+s else t w\ld h be5 intol]able1 he said1 to a man ( cl]ical dignity4 ,he 0 able to give 8 fa!r a v enc\rag+ report ( ! mission "w 7,july #ac1 #ahdb73 ,! "w ( ,god goes on "h not)/&+ all our infirmities4 ,s\ls are ga!r$ 9 cont9ually1 & sometimes f among ^? y w\ld nev] h expect$ to see turn+ to ! ,"l4 ,tw5ty-f\r 7 add$ to ! ,*ur* la/ mon?1 & !re are sev]al inquir]s4 ,at ,motito1 a ,fr5* /ation ab\t ?irty-?ree miles nor!a/ ( ?is1 !re has be5 an awak5+1 & ,i hope mu* good w result4 ,i h good news1 too1 f ,rio de ,janeiro4 ,! ,bibles t h be5 di/ribut$ are beg9n+ to cause a /ir4 ,! /ate ( ! c\ntry cont9u$ s di/urb$ t x 0 n till ,febru>y1 #ahdc1 t he 0 able to set out = ! village :]e ,sebehwe _h tak5 up 8 resid5ce ) ! rema9s ( 8 tribe4 ,?is visit he und]took at great p]sonal risk4 ,?\gh look+ at fir/ v ill-pleas$1 ,sebehwe treat$ him 9 a %ort "t 9 a mo/ fri5dly way1 & on ! ,sunday aft] 8 arrival1 s5t a h]ald to proclaim t on t day no?+ %\ld be done b pray to ,god & li/5 to ! words ( ! =eign]4 ,he himself li/5$ ) great att5tion :ile ,liv+/one told him ( ,jesus & ! resurrection1 & ! mission>y 0 (t5 int]rupt$ by ! que/ions ( ! *ief4 ,"h1 !n1 0 ano!r *ief pacifi$1 & br\ght "u ! prea*+ ( ! gospel4 ,liv+/one !n pass$ on to ! c\ntry ( ! ,bakhatla1 :]e he _h purpos$ to erect 8 mission-/ation4 ,! c\ntry 0 f]tile1 & ! p indu/ri\s1 & among o!r indu/ries 0 an iron manufactory1 to :i* z a ba*elor he got admission1 :]eas m>ri$ m5 7 wont to be exclud$1 ?r\gh fe> t !y w\ld bewit* ! iron6 ,:5 he ask$ ! *ief if he w\ld l him to come & be 8 mission>y1 he held up 8 h&s & said1 ,oh1 ,i %all dance if y d2 ,i %all collect all my p to hoe = y a g>d51 & y w get m sweet re$ & corn ?an myself4 ,! cauti\s ,directors at home1 h[ev]1 _h s5t no in/ructions z to ,liv+/one's /ation1 & he c\ld only say to ! *ief t he w\ld tell !m ( 8 desire = a mission>y4 ,at a di/ance ( five days' j\rney beyond ! ,bakhatla 0 situat$ ! village ( ,se*le1 *ief ( ! ,bakwa9s1 aft]w>d "o ( ,liv+/one's greate/ fri5ds4 ,se*le _h be5 enrag$ at him = n visit+ him ! ye> be=e1 & ?reat5$ him ) mis*ief4 ,x happ5$ t 8 only *ild 0 ill :5 ! mission>y arriv$1 & also ! *ild ( "o ( 8 pr9cipal m54 ,liv+/one's treatm5t ( bo? 0 successful1 & ,se*le _h n an angry ^w4 ,"s ( 8 que/ions /ruck ! he>t ( ! mission>y3 ',s9ce x is true t all :o die un=giv5 are lo/ =ev]1 :y did y\r nation n come to tell u ( x be=e n[8 ,my ance/ors are all gone1 & none ( !m knew any?+ ( :at y tell me4 ,h[ is ?is8' ,i ?\ght imm$iately1 says ,liv+/one1 ( ! guilt ( ! ,*ur*1 b did n confess4 ,i told him multitudes 9 our own c\ntry 7 l himself1 s mu* 9 love ) _! s9s4 ,my ance/ors _h sp5t a great deal ( "t 9 try+ to p]suade !m1 & yet aft] all _m ( !m by refus+ 7 lo/4 ,we n[ wi% to tell all ! _w ab\t a ,savi\r1 & if m5 did n believe1 ! guilt w\ld be entirely !irs4 ,se*le has be5 driv5 f ano!r "p ( 8 c\ntry f t 9 :i* he 0 locat$ la/ ye>1 & s has ,bubi1 s t ! prospects ,i _h ( b5efit+ !m by native tea*]s are = ! pres5t d>k5$4 ,among o!r ?+s t ,liv+/one f\nd "t = 9 ^! w&]+s among /range p1 0 translat+ hymns into ! ,si*uana language4 ,writ+ to 8 fa!r 7,bakwa9 ,c\ntry1 #ba/ ,m>*1 #ahdc71 he says3 ,janet may be pleas$ to le>n t ,i am become a poet1 or r a poeta/]1 9 ,si*uana4 ,half a doz5 ( my hymns 7 lately pr9t$ 9 a collection ( ! ,fr5* bre?r54 ,"o ( !m is a translation ( ',!re is a f\nta9 fill$ ) blood2' ano!r1 ',jesus %all reign :]e'er ! sun2' o!rs are on ',! e>? be+ fill$ ) ! glory ( ! ,"l1' ',self-d$ication1' ',invitation to ,s9n]s1' ',! s\l t loves ,god f9ds him ev]y:]e4' ,janet may try to make ,engli% ones on ^! latt] subjects if %e c1 & ,agnes w d\btless set !m to music on ! same condition4 ,i d n boa/ ( hav+ done ?is1 b only m5tion x to let y "k t ,i am gett+ a little bett] fitt$ = ! great "w ( a mission>y1 t y\r he>ts may be drawn out to m pray] = ! success ( ! gospel proclaim$ by my feeble lips4 ,liv+/one 0 b5t on advanc+ 9 ! direction ( ! c\ntry ( ! ,matebele & _! *ief ,mosilikatse1 b ! dread ( t t]rible w>rior prev5t$ him f gett+ ,bakwa9s to accompany him1 & be+ ?us unable to rig out a wagon1 he 0 oblig$ to travel on oxback4 ,9 a lett] to ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett 7#cj? ,june1 #ahdc71 he gives a lively description ( ?is mode ( travel+3 ,x is r\gh travel+1 z y c conceive4 ,! sk9 is s loose !re is no gett+ "o's great-coat1 :i* has to s]ve bo? z saddle & blanket1 to /ick on2 & !n ! long horns 9 front1 ) :i* he c give "o a pun* 9 ! abdom5 if he likes1 make u sit z bolt upright z dragoons4 ,9 ?is mann] ,i travel$ m ?an #djj miles4 ,visits to "s ( ! villages ( ! ,bakalah>i gave him mu* pleasure4 ,he 0 li/5$ to ) great att5tion1 & :ile sitt+ by _! fires & li/5+ to _! tradition>y tales1 he int]m+l$ ! /ory ( ! ,cross ) _! conv]sation1 & x 0 by f> ! happie/ portion ( 8 j\rney4 ,! p 7 a poor1 degrad$1 enslav$ race1 :o hunt$ = o!r tribes to procure !m sk9s2 !y 7 f> f wells1 & _h _! g>d5s f> f _! h\ses1 9 ord] to h _! produce safe f ! *iefs :o visit$ !m4 ,com+ on to 8 old fri5ds ! ,bakaa1 he f\nd !m out ( humor ) him1 accus+ him ( hav+ giv5 poison to a native :o _h be5 seiz$ ) fev] on occasion ( 8 =m] visit4 ,consequ5tly he c\ld get little or no?+ to eat1 & _h to cont5t himself1 z he wrote to 8 fri5ds1 ) ! sumptu\s fea/s ( 8 imag9ation4 ,) 8 usual habit ( discov]+ good 9 all 8 tr\bles1 h[ev]1 he f\nd cause = ?ankfulness at _! /+9ess1 = 9 com+ d[n a /eep pass1 absorb$ ) ! que/ions :i* ! p 7 putt+ to him1 he =got :]e he 01 lo/ 8 foot+1 &1 /rik+ 8 h& betwe5 a rock & 8 ,bible :i* he 0 c>ry+1 he suff]$ a comp\nd fracture ( 8 f+]4 ,8 involunt>y l[ diet sav$ him f tak+ fev]1 & ! f+] 0 heal+ favorably1 :5 a sudd5 visit 9 ! middle ( ! night f a lion1 t ?rew !m all into con/]nation1 made him1 )\t ?9k+1 dis*>ge 8 revolv] at ! visitor1 & ! recoil hurt him m ?an ! %ot did ! lion4 ,x rebroke 8 f+]1 & ! second fracture 0 worse ?an ! fir/4 ,! ,bakwa9s1 he says1 :o 7 mo/ att5tive to my wants dur+ ! :ole j\rney ( m ?an #djj miles1 tri$ to com=t me :5 !y saw ! blood aga9 fl[+1 by say+1 ',y h hurt y\rself1 b y h r$eem$ u3 h5ce=? we w only swe> by y4' ,poor creatures1 he writes to ,dr4 ,b5nett1 ,i wi%$ !y _h felt gratitude = ! blood t 0 %$ = _! preci\s s\ls4 ,return+ to ,kuruman f ?is j\rney1 9 ,june1 #ahdc1 ,liv+/one 0 delight$ to f9d at l5g? a lett] f ! ,directors ( ! ,society au?oriz+ ! =mation ( a settlem5t 9 ! regions beyond4 ,he f\nd ano!r lett] t greatly *e]$ him1 f a ,mrs4 ,m',rob]t1 ! wife ( art ,indep5d5t m9i/] at ,cambuslang 7ne> ,blantyre71 :o _h collect$ & n[ s5t him #ab = a native ag5t1 & 0 will+1 on ! "p ( "s "y fri5ds1 to s5d pres5ts ( clo?+ = ! conv]ts4 ,9 ackn[l$g+ ?is lett]1 ,liv+/one p\r$ out 8 v he>t1 s full 0 he ( gratitude & delight4 ,he entreat$ ! giv]s to consid] ,mebalwe z _! own ag5t1 & to conc5trate _! pray]s ^u him1 = pray]1 he ?\ght1 0 always m efficaci\s :5 x c\ld be said1 ,"o ?+ h ,i desir$ ( ! ,"l4 ,z to ! pres5t ( clo?+1 he simply entreat$ 8 fri5ds to s5d no?+ ( ! k9d2 su* ?+s demoraliz$ ! recipi5ts1 & br$ endless jeal\sies4 ,if he 7 all[$ to *>ge some?+ = ! clo!s1 he w\ld be pleas$ to h !m1 b on no o!r t]ms4 ,writ+ to ! ,secret>y ( ! ,society1 ,rev4 ,a4 ,tidman 7#bd? ,june1 #ahdc71 & ref]r+ to ! pa/ success ( ! ,mission 9 ! ne>] localities1 he says3 ,if y c\ld realize ?is fact z fully z ^? on ! spot c1 y w\ld be able to ent] into ! feel+s ( irrepressible delight ) :i* ,i hail ! decision ( ! ,directors t we g =w>d to ! d>k int]ior4 ,may ! ,"l enable me to consecrate my :ole be+ to ! glori\s "w6 ,9 ?is communication to ! ,directors ,liv+/one mode/ly1 b frankly & firmly1 gives !m 8 m9d on "s po9ts t\*$ on 9 _! lett] to him4 ,9 reg>d to 8 favorite measure--native ag5cy--he is glad t a fri5d has remitt$ money = ! employm5t ( "o ag5t1 & t o!rs h promis$ ! means ( employ+ o!r two4 ,on ano!r subject he _h a communication to make to !m :i* evid5tly co/ him no ord9>y ef=t4 ,9 8 m private lett]s to 8 fri5ds1 f an e>ly p]iod aft] ent]+ ,africa1 he _h express$ himself v freely1 almo/ contemptu\sly1 on ! di/ribution ( ! labor]s4 ,!re 0 f> too mu* clu/]+ ab\t ! ,cape ,colony1 & ! di/rict imm$iately beyond x1 & a woeful sl[ness to /rike out ) ! fe>less *ivalry t became mission>ies ( ! ,cross1 & take possession ( ! va/ cont95t beyond4 ,all 8 lett]s reveal ! *af+ ( 8 _s ) ?is conf9em5t ( evangeli/ic en]gy 9 ! face ( s va/ a field--?is huddl+ toge!r ( labor]s 9 sp>sely peopl$ di/ricts1 in/ead ( s5d+ !m =? ov] ! :ole ( ,africa1 ,india1 & ,*9a1 to prea* ! gospel to e creature4 ,he felt deeply t bo? ! ,*ur* at home1 & _m ( ! mission>ies on ! spot1 _h a poor conception ( mission>y duty1 out ( :i* came little fai?1 little ef=t1 little expectation1 ) a mis]able t5d5cy to exagg]ate _! own evils & grievances1 & fall into paltry squabbles :i* w\ld n h be5 possible if !y _h be5 fir$ ) ! ambition to w9 ! _w = ,*ri/4 ,b :at x 0 a positive relief = him to :isp] 9 ! e> ( an intimate fri5d1 x dem&$ ! c\rage ( a h]o to proclaim to ! ,directors ( a great ,society4 ,x 0 l impugn+ _! :ole policy & arraign+ _! wisdom4 ,b ,liv+/one c\ld n say "o ?+ 9 private & ano!r 9 public4 ,frankly & fe>lessly he proclaim$ 8 views3 ,! conviction to :i* ,i ref] is t a mu* l>g] %>e ( ! b5evol5ce ( ! ,*ur* & ( mission>y ex]tion is direct$ into ?is c\ntry ?an ! am\nt ( population1 z comp>$ ) o!r c\ntries1 & ! success att5d+ ^? ef=ts1 seem to call =4 ,?is conviction has be5 =c$ ^u me1 bo? by a p]sonal inspection1 m ext5sive ?an t :i* has fall5 to ! lot ( any o!r1 ei!r mission>y or trad]1 & by ! s5tim5ts ( o!r mission>ies :o h inve/igat$ ! subject accord+ to _! opportunities4 ,9 ref]5ce to ! population1 ,i may m5tion t ,i 0 l$ 9 ,engl& to believe t ! population ( ! int]ior 0 d5se1 & n[ s9ce ,i h come to ?is c\ntry ,i h conv]s$ ) _m1 bo? ( our ,society & ( ! ,fr5*1 & none ( !m w\ld reckon up ! numb] ( #cj1jjj ,be*uanas4 ,he !n proce$s to details 9 a mo/ *>act]i/ic way1 giv+ ! numb] ( huts 9 e village1 & be+ c>eful 9 e case1 z 8 argum5t proce$$ on !re be+ a small population1 r to ov]/ate ?an und]/ate ! numb]3 ,9 view ( ^! facts & ! confirmation ( !m ,i h receiv$ f bo? ,fr5* & ,engli% bre?r51 comput+ ! population mu* bel[ :at ,i h /at$1 ,i confess ,i feel griev$ to he> ( ! arrival ( new mission>ies4 ,nor am ,i ! only "o :o deplores _! appo9tm5t to ?is c\ntry4 ,aga9 & aga9 h ,i be5 pa9$ at he>t to he> ! "q put1 ,:]e w ^! new bre?r5 f9d fields ( labor 9 ?is c\ntry8 ,because ,i "k t 9 ,india or ,*9a !re are fields l>ge en\gh = all _! en]gies4 ,i am v f> f und]valu+ ! success :i* has att5d$ ! labors ( mission>ies 9 ?is l&4 ,no6 ,i gratefully ackn[l$ge ! wond]s ,god ha? wr\ght1 & ,i feel t ! salvation ( "o s\l is ( m value ?an all ! ef=t t has be5 exp5d$2 b we are to seek ! field :]e !re is a possibility t mo/ s\ls w be conv]t$1 & x is ?is consid]ation :i* makes me e>ne/ly call ! att5tion ( ! ,directors to ! subject ( /ati/ics4 ,if ^! 7 actually return$--& !re w\ld be v little difficulty 9 do+ s--x might1 p]haps1 be f\nd t !re is n a c\ntry bett] suppli$ ) mission>ies 9 ! _w1 & t 9 proportion to ! numb] ( ag5ts comp>$ to ! am\nt ( population1 ! success may be inf]ior to mo/ o!r c\ntries :]e ef=ts h be5 made4 ,f9d+ t a bro!r mission>y 0 will+ to accompany him to ! /ation he _h fix$ on among ! ,bakhatlas1 & enable him to set to "w ) ! necess>y arrangem5ts1 ,liv+/one set out ) him 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,augu/1 #ahdc1 & arriv$ at 8 de/9ation aft] a =tnight's j\rney4 ,writ+ to 8 family1 9 sight ( ! hills ( ,bakhatla1 ,augu/ #ba/1 #ahdc1 he says3 ,we are 9 company ) a p>ty ( ?ree hunt]s3 "o ( !m f ! ,we/ ,indies1 & two f ,india--,mr4 ,pr+le f ,t9nevelly1 & ,capta9 ,/eel ( ! ,cold/ream ,gu>ds1 aide-de-camp to ! ,gov]nor ( ,madras4444 ,! ,capta9 is ! polite/ ( ! :ole1 well v]s$ 9 ! classics1 & possess$ ( mu* g5]al k4 ,capta9 ,/eele1 n[ ,g5]al ,sir ,?omas ,/eele1 prov$ "o ( ,liv+/one's be/ & mo/ con/ant fri5ds4 ,9 "o respect ! society ( g5tlem5 :o came to hunt w\ld n h be5 s\ght by ,liv+/one1 _! aims & pursuits be+ s diff]5t f 82 b he got on ) !m wond]fully4 ,9 "s in/ances ^! /rang]s 7 ?or\ghly sympa!tic1 b n 9 all4 ,:5 !y 7 n sympa!tic on religion1 he _h a /rong conviction t 8 fir/ duty z a s]vant ( ,*ri/ 0 to comm5d 8 religion by 8 life & _s--by integrity1 civility1 k9dness1 & con/ant read9ess to d5y himself 9 oblig+ o!rs2 hav+ ?us secur$1 _! e/eem & confid5ce1 he w\ld take su* quiet opportunities z pres5t$ !mselves to get ne> _! consci5ces on 8 ,ma/]'s behalf4 ,he took c>e t !re %\ld be no mov+ ab\t on ! day ( re/1 & t ! outw>d demeanor ( all %\ld be befitt+ a ,*ri/ian company4 ,= himself1 :ile he abhorr$ ! indiscrim9ate slaught] ( animals = m]e slaught]'s sake1 he ?\ght well ( ! *ase z a means ( develop+ c\rage1 promptness ( action 9 "t ( dang]1 protract$ endurance ( hung] & ?ir/1 det]m9ation 9 ! pursuit ( an object1 & o!r qualities befitt+ brave & p[]ful m54 ,! respect & affection ) :i* he inspir$ ! g5tlem5 :o 7 ?us associat$ ) him 0 v rem>kable4 ,d\btless1 ) 8 quick appreh5sion1 he le>n$ a good deal f _! society ( ! ways & feel+s ( a class ) :om hi!rto he _h h>dly ev] be5 9 contact4 ,! l>ge res\rces ) :i* !y 7 furni%$1 9 contra/ to 8 own1 excit$ no feel+ ( envy1 nor ev5 a desire to possess _! ample means1 unless he c\ld h us$ !m to ext5d mission>y op]ations2 & ! g5tlem5 !mselves w\ld sometimes rem>k t ! mission>ies 7 m com=table ?an !y4 ,?\gh !y might at times sp5d ?\s&s ( p\nds :]e ,liv+/one did n sp5d z _m p5ce1 & w\ld be provid$ ) horses1 s]vants1 t5ts1 & /ores1 en\gh to secure com=t "u almo/ any conditions1 !y _h n t key to ! native he>t & t p[] to comm& ! will+ s]vices ( native att5dants :i* belong$ s rem>kably to ! mission>y4 ,:5 we arrive at a spot :]e we int5d to sp5d ! night1 writes ,liv+/one to 8 family1 all h&s imm$iately unyoke ! ox54 ,!n "o or two ( ! company collect wood2 "o ( u /rikes up a fire1 ano!r gets out ! wat]-bucket & fills ! kettle2 a piece ( meat is ?r[n on ! fire1 & if we h biscuits1 we are at our c(fee 9 less ?an half an h\r aft] arriv+4 ,our fri5ds1 p]haps1 sit or /& %iv]+ at _! fire = two or ?ree h\rs be=e !y get _! ?+s ready1 & are glad occasionally ( a cup ( c(fee f u4 ,! fir/ act ( ! mission>ies on arriv+ at _! de/9ation 0 to h an int]view ) ! *ief1 & ask :e!r he desir$ a mission>y4 ,hav+ an eye to ! beads1 guns1 & o!r ?+s1 ( :i* :ite m5 seem$ always to h an ample /ore1 ! *ief & 8 m5 gave !m a cordial welcome1 & ,liv+/one next proce$$ to make a pur*ase ( l&4 ,?is1 l ,abraham ) ! sons ( ,he?1 he insi/$ %\ld be done 9 legal =m1 & = ?is purpose he drew up a writt5 contract to :i*1 aft] x 0 fully expla9$ to !m1 bo? p>ties atta*$ _! signatures or m>ks4 ,!y !n proce$$ to ! erection ( a hut fifty feet by eighte51 n gett+ mu* help f ! ,bakhatlas1 :o devolv$ su* labors on ! wom51 b be+ greatly help$ by ! native deacon1 ,mebalwe4 ,all ?is ,liv+/one & 8 companion _h done on _! own responsibility1 & 9 ! hope t ! ,directors w\ld approve ( x4 ,b if !y did n1 he told !m t he 0 at _! disposal to g any:]e--provid$ x be ,,=w>d4 ,! progress ( m$ical & sci5tific "w dur+ ?is p]iod is not$ 9 a lett] to ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett1 dat$ #cj? ,june1 #ahdc4 ,9 addition to full details ( ! mission>y "w1 ?is lett] ent]s l>gely into ! /ate ( disease 9 ,s\? ,africa1 & records "s int]e/+ cases1 m$ical & surgical4 ,/ill m int]e/+1 p]haps1 is ! evid5ce x af=ds ( ! place 9 ,liv+/one's att5tion :i* began to be occupi$ by ?ree great subjects ( :i* we %all he> mu* anon--,fev]1 ,tsetse1 & ! ,lake4 ,fev] he consid]$ ! greate/ b>ri] to ! evangelization ( ,africa4 ,tsetse1 an insect l a common fly1 de/roy$ horses & ox51 s t _m trad]s lo/ lit]ally e ox 9 _! team4 ,z = ! ,lake1 x lay some:at beyond ! outskirts ( 8 new di/rict1 & 0 report$ t]rible = fev]4 ,he he>d t ,mr4 ,m(fat int5d$ to visit x1 b he 0 some:at al>m$ le/ 8 fri5d %\ld suff]4 ,x 0 n ,m(fat1 b ,liv+/one1 h[ev]1 t fir/ brav$ ! risks ( t fev] swamp4 ,a subject ( special sci5tific int]e/ to ! mission>y dur+ ?is p]iod 0--! desiccation ( ,africa4 ,on ?is topic he address$ a long lett] to ,dr4 ,buckl& 9 #ahdc1 ( :i*1 consid]ably to 8 regret1 no public notice appe>s to h be5 tak51 & p]haps ! lett] nev] rea*$ him4 ,! sub/ance ( ?is pap] may1 h[ev]1 be ga!r$ f a communication subsequ5tly made to ! ,royal ,geographical ,society#bj aft] 8 fir/ impression _h be5 confirm$ by enl>g$ obs]vation & discov]y4 ,ar\nd1 & nor? ( ,kuruman1 he _h f\nd _m indications ( a mu* l>g] supply ( wat] 9 a =m] age4 ,he ascrib$ ! desiccation to ! gradual elevation ( ! we/]n "p ( ! c\ntry4 ,he f\nd traces ( a v l>ge anci5t riv] :i* fl[$ ne>ly nor? & s\? to a l>ge lake1 includ+ ! b$ ( ! pres5t ,orange ,riv]2 9 fact1 he believ$ t ! :ole c\ntry s\? ( ,lake ',ngami pres5t$ 9 anci5t times v mu* ! same appe>ance z ! bas9 nor? ( t lake does n[1 & t ! s\!rn lake disappe>$ :5 a fissure 0 made 9 ! ridge ?r\gh :i* ! ,orange ,riv] n[ proce$s to ! sea4 ,he c\ld ev5 indicate ! spot :]e ! riv] & ! lake met1 = "s hills !re _h caus$ an eddy 9 :i* 0 f\nd a m\nd ( calc>e\s tufa & trav]t9e1 full ( fossil bones4 ,^! fossils he 0 mo/ eag] to exam9e1 9 ord] to det]m9e ! "t ( ! *ange2 b on 8 fir/ visit he _h no "t1 & :5 he return$1 he 0 sudd5ly call$ away to visit a mission>y's *ild1 a hundr$ miles (f4 ,x happ5$ t he 0 nev] 9 ! same locality aga91 & _h !re=e no opportunity to complete 8 inve/igation4 ,footnote #bj3 ,see ,j\rnal1 vol4 xxvii4 p4 #cef4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's m9d _h t wond]ful p[] :i* belongs to "s m5 ( ! highe/ gifts1 ( pass+ ) ! utmo/ rapidity1 n only f subject to subject1 b f "o mood or key to ano!r entirely diff]5t4 ,9 a lett] to 8 family1 writt5 ab\t ?is "t1 we h a *>act]i/ic in/ance4 ,on "o side ( ! %eet is a prolong$ outbur/ ( t5d] ,*ri/ian love & lam5tation ov] a "y att5dant :o _h di$ ( fev] sudd5ly2 on ! o!r side1 he gives a map ( ! ,bakhatla c\ntry ) its riv]s & m\nta9s1 & is q at home 9 ! geographical details1 cr[n+ 8 description ) "s s5tim5tal & half-ludicr\s l9es ( poetry4 ,no reasonable man w fancy t 9 ! wail+s ( 8 he>t !re 0 any levity or want ( s9c]ity4 ,:at we are ab\t to copy m]its c>eful consid]ation3 fir/1 z ev9c+ ! dep? & t5d]ness ( 8 love = ^! black savages2 next1 z %[+ t x 0 pre-em95tly ,*ri/ian love1 int5sifi$ by 8 vivid view ( ! et]nal _w1 & belief 9 ,*ri/ z ! only ,savi\r2 &1 la/ly1 z reveal+ ! secret ( ! affection :i* ^! poor fell[s bore to him 9 return4 ,! int5sity ( ! scrut9y :i* he directs on 8 he>t1 & ! sev]ity ( ! judgm5t :i* he seems to pass on himself1 z if he _h n done all he might h done = ! spiritual good ( ?is "y man1 %[ ) :at int5se consci5ti\sness he tri$ to dis*>ge 8 mission>y duty3 ,poor ,sehamy1 :]e art ?\ n[8 ,:]e lodges ?y s\l to-night8 ,did/ ?\ ?9k ( :at ,i told !e z ?\ turn$/ f side to side 9 di/ress8 ,i c\ld n[ d any?+ = !e4 ,i c\ld weep = ?y s\l4 ,b n[ no?+ c be done4 ,?y fate is fix$4 ,oh1 am ,i guilty ( ! blood ( ?y s\l1 my poor de> ,sehamy8 ,if s1 h[ %all ,i look ^u !e 9 ! judgm5t8 ,b ,i told !e ( a ,savi\r2 did/ ?\ ?9k ( ,him1 & did ,he lead !e ?r\gh ! d>k valley8 ,did ,he com=t z ,he only c8 ,help me1 ,o ,"l ,jesus1 to be fai?ful to e "o4 ,rememb] me1 & let me n be guilty ( ! blood ( s\ls4 ,?is poor "y man 0 ! lead] ( ! p>ty4 ,he gov]n$ ! o!rs1 & mo/ att5tive he 0 to me4 ,he anticipat$ my e want4 ,he kept ! wat]-calaba% at 8 head at night1 & if ,i awoke1 he 0 ready to give me a draught imm$iately4 ,:5 ! meat 0 boil$ he secur$ ! be/ portion = me1 ! be/ place = sleep+1 ! be/ ( ev]y?+4 ,oh1 :]e is he n[8 ,he became ill aft] leav+ a c]ta9 tribe1 & believ$ he _h be5 poison$4 ,ano!r ( ! p>ty & he ate ( a c]ta9 di% giv5 !m by a woman :om !y _h displeas$1 & hav+ met ?is man ye/]day he said1 ',sehamy is gone to heav51 & ,i am almo/ dead by ! poison giv5 u by t woman4' ,i don't believe !y took any poison1 b !y d1 & _! imag9ations are dreadfully excit$ :5 !y ent]ta9 t belief4 ,! same lett] intimates t 9 case 8 family %\ld h arrang$ to emigrate to ,am]ica1 z he _h =m]ly advis$ !m to d1 he _h s5t home a bill ( :i* #aj 0 to aid ! emigration1 & #aj to be sp5t on clo!s = himself4 ,9 reg>d to ! latt] sum1 he n[ wi%$ !m to add x to ! o!r1 s t 8 help might be m sub/antial2 & = himself he w\ld make 8 old clo!s s]ve = ano!r ye>4 ,! emigration s*eme1 :i* he ?\ght w\ld h add$ to ! com=t ( 8 p>5ts & si/]s1 0 n1 h[ev]1 c>ri$ into effect4 ,! advice to 8 family to emigrate proce$$ f deep convictions4 ,9 a subsequ5t lett] 7#d? ,decemb]1 #ahej7 he writes3 ,if ,i c\ld only be ) y = a week1 y w\ld goon be pu%+ on 9 ! _w4 ,! _w is ours4 ,our ,fa!r made x to be inhabit$1 & _m %all run to & fro1 & k %all be increas$4 ,x w be increas$ m by emigration ?an by mission>ies4 ,he held x to be ,god's wi% t ! unoccupi$ p>ts ( ! e>? %\ld be possess$1 & he believ$ 9 ,*ri/ian colonization z a great means ( spread+ ! gospel4 ,we %all see aft]w>d t to plant ,engli% & ,scot* colonies 9 ,africa became "o ( 8 ma/] ideas & favorite s*emes4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,fir/ ,,two ,,/ations--,,mabotsa ,,& ,,*onuane4 ,a4,d4 #ahdc-ahdg4 ,description ( ,mabotsa--,a favorite hymn--,g5]al read+--,mabotsa infe/$ ) lions--,liv+/one's enc\nt]--,! native deacon :o sav$ him--,8 ,sunday-s*ool--,m>riage to ,m>y ,m(fat--,"w at ,mabotsa--,propos$ in/itution = tra9+ native ag5ts--,lett] to 8 "m--,tr\ble at ,mabotsa--,noble sacrifice ( ,liv+/one--,goes to ,se*le & ! ,bakwa9s--,new /ation at ,*onuane--,int]e/ %[n by ,se*le--,j\rneys ea/w>d--,! ,bo]s & ! ,transvaal--,_! occupation ( ! c\ntry1 & treatm5t ( ! natives--,"w among ! ,bakwa9s--,liv+/one's desire to move on--,!ological conflict at home--,8 view ( x--,8 sci5tific labors & miscellane\s employm5ts4 ,describ+ :at 0 to be 8 new home to 8 fri5d ,watt f ,kuruman1 #bg? ,septemb]1 #ahdc1 ,liv+/one says3 ,! ,bakhatla h *e]fully (f]$ to remove to a m favorable position ?an !y at pres5t occupy4 ,we h fix$ ^u a mo/ delightful valley1 :i* we hope to make ! c5tre ( our sph]e ( op]ations 9 ! int]ior4 ,x is situat$ 9 :at poetical g5ts l y w\ld call almo/ an amphi!atre ( m\nta9s4 ,! m\nta9 range imm$iately 9 ! re> ( ! spot :]e we h fix$ our resid5ce is call$ ,mabotsa1 or a m>riage-fea/4 ,may ! ,"l lift ^u u ! light ( 8 c\nt5ance1 s t by our feeble in/rum5tality _m may !nce be admitt$ to ! m>riage-fea/ ( ! ,lamb4 ,! p are z raw z may well be imag9$2 !y h n ! lea/ desire b = ! ?+s ( ! e>?1 & x mu/ be a long "t ere we c ga9 _! att5tion to ! ?+s :i* are above4 ,some?+ l$ him 9 8 lett] to ,mr4 ,watt to talk ( ! old monks1 & ! spots !y select$ = _! e/abli%m5ts4 ,he goes on to write lov+ly ( :at 0 good 9 "s ( ! old fa!rs ( ! m$ival ,*ur*1 despite ! /rong feel+ ( _m to ! contr>y2 indicat+ ?us e>ly ! work+ ( t ca?olic _s :i* 0 con/antly exp&+ 9 lat] ye>s1 :i* c\ld sep>ate ! good 9 any man f all its evil surr\nd+s1 & ?9k ( x ?ankfully & admir+ly4 ,9 ! foll[+ extract we get a glimpse ( a range ( read+ mu* wid] ?an mo/ w\ld probably h suppos$ likely3 ,:o c read ! s]mons ( ,/4 ,b]n>d1 ! m$itations ( ,/4 ,augu/9e1 etc41 )\t say+1 :atev] o!r faults !y _h3 ,!y ?ir/$1 & n[ !y are fill$4 ,t hymn3 ( ,/4 ,b]n>d1 on ! "n ( ,*ri/1 al?\gh 9 :at might he t]m$ dog-,lat91 pleases me s2 x r+s 9 my e>s z ,i w&] across ! wide1 wide wild]ness1 & makes me wi% ,i 0 m l !m-- ,jesu1 dulcis memoria1 ,jesu1 spes po5it5tibus1 ,dans cordi v]a gaudia2 ,quam pius es pet5tibus6 ,s$ sup] mel et omnia1 ,quam bonus es qur5tibus6 ,ejus dulcis prs5tia4 ,s$ quid inv5i5tibus6 ,nil canitur suavius1 ,jesu1 dulc$o cordium1 ,nil auditur jucundius1 ,fons1 rivus1 lum5 m5tium1 ,nil cogitatur dulcius1 ,exc$5s omne gaudium1 ,quam ,jesus ,dei filius4 ,et omne desid]ium4 ,liv+/one 0 9 ! habit ( fa/5+ inside ! bo>ds ( 8 j\rnals1 or writ+ on ! fly-leaf1 v]ses t int]e/$ him specially4 ,9 "o ( ^! volumes ?is hymn is copi$ at full l5g?4 ,9 ano!r we f9d a v yell[ newspap] clipp+ ( ! ,song ( ! ,%irt4 ,9 ! same volume a clipp+ conta9+ ,! ,bridge ( ,sighs1 beg9n+ ,"o m un=tunate1 ,we>y ( brea?1 ,ra%ly importunate1 ,gone to h] dea?4 ,9 ano!r we h ,col]idge's l9es3 ,he praye? well :o love? well ,bo? man & bird & bea/4 ,he praye? be/ :o love? be/ ,all ?+s bo? great & small2 ,= ! de> ,god :o love? u1 ,he made & love? all4 ,9 ano!r1 h>dly legible on ! m>ble pap]1 we f9d3 ,s runs my dream3 b :at am ,i8 ,an infant cry+ 9 ! night2 ,an infant cry+ = ! light3 ,& ) no language b a cry4 ,all ,liv+/one's p]sonal fri5ds te/ify t1 consid]+ ! /ate ( bani%m5t 9 :i* he liv$1 8 acqua9tance ) ,engli% lit]ature 0 q rem>kable4 ,:5 a controv]sy arose 9 ,am]ica z to ! g5u95ess ( 8 lett]s to ! ,new ,york ,h]ald1 ! famili>ity ( ! writ] ) ! poems ( ,:itti] 0 made an argum5t aga9/ him4 ,b ,liv+/one knew a great "p ( ! poetry ( ,longfell[1 ,:itti]1 & o!rs by he>t4 ,!re 0 "o drawback to ! new locality3 x 0 infe/$ ) lions4 ,all ! _w kn[s ! /ory ( ! enc\nt] at ,mabotsa1 :i* 0 s ne> end+ ,liv+/one's c>e]1 :5 ! lion seiz$ him by ! %\ld]1 tore 8 fle%1 & cru%$ 8 bone4 ,no?+ 9 all ,liv+/one's hi/ory took m hold ( ! popul> imag9ation1 or 0 m frequ5tly inquir$ ab\t :5 he came home#ba4 ,by a k9d ( miracle 8 life 0 sav$1 b ! enc\nt] left him lame = life ( ! arm :i* ! lion crun*$#bb4 ,b ! _w g5]ally does n "k t ,mebalwe1 ! native :o 0 ) him1 & :o sav$ 8 life by div]t+ ! lion :5 8 paw 0 on 8 head1 0 ! tea*] :om ,mrs4 ,m',rob]t's twelve p\nds _h enabl$ him to employ4 ,little did ! good woman ?9k t ?is (f]+ w\ld indirectly be ! means ( pres]v+ ! life ( ,liv+/one = ! wond]ful "w ( ! next ?irty ye>s6 ,:51 on be+ attack$ by ,mebalwe1 ! lion left ,liv+/one1 & sprang ^u him1 he bit 8 ?igh1 !n da%$ t[>d ano!r man1 & caught him by ! %\ld]1 :5 9 a mom5t1 ! previ\s %ots tak+ effect1 he fell d[n dead4 ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e1 9 8 obitu>y notice ( ,liv+/one read to ! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 rem>k$3 ,= ?irty ye>s aft]w>d all 8 labors & adv5tures1 entail+ su* ex]tion & fatigue1 7 und]tak5 ) a limb s maim$ t x 0 pa9ful = him to raise a f[l+-piece1 or 9 fact to place ! left arm 9 any position above ! level ( ! %\ld]4 ,footnote #ba3 ,he did n speak ( x spontane\sly1 & sometimes he gave unexpect$ answ]s to que/ions put to him ab\t x4 ,to "o p]son :o ask$ v e>ne/ly :at 7 8 ?\ghts :5 ! lion 0 above him1 he answ]$1 ,i 0 ?9k+ :at "p ( me he w\ld eat fir/--a grotesque ?\ght1 :i* "s p]sons consid]$ /range 9 s good a man1 b :i* 0 q 9 accordance ) human exp]i5ce 9 simil> circum/ances4 ,footnote #bb3 ,! false jo9t 9 ! cru%$ arm 0 ! m>k by :i* ! body ( ,liv+/one 0 id5tifi$ :5 br\ght home by 8 foll[]s 9 #ahgc4 ,9 8 ,mission>y ,travels ,liv+/one says t b = ! importunities ( 8 fri5ds1 he meant to h kept ?is /ory 9 /ore to tell 8 *ildr5 9 8 dotage4 ,h[ little he made ( x at ! "t w be se5 f ! foll[+ allusion to x 9 a lett] to 8 fa!r1 dat$ #bg? ,july1 #ahdd4 ,aft] tell+ h[ ! attacks ( ! lions drew ! p ( ,mabotsa away f ! irrigat+ op]ations he 0 engag$ 91 he says3 ,at la/1 "o ( ! lions de/roy$ n9e %eep 9 broad daylight on a hill j opposite our h\se4 ,all ! p imm$iately ran ov] to x1 &1 contr>y to my cu/om1 ,i imprud5tly w5t ) !m1 9 ord] to see h[ !y act$1 & enc\rage !m to de/roy him4 ,!y surr\nd$ him sev]al times1 b he manag$ to break ?r\gh ! circle4 ,i !n got tir$4 ,9 com+ home ,i _h to come ne> to ! end ( ! hill4 ,!y 7 !n close ^u ! lion & _h w\nd$ him4 ,he ru%$ out f ! bu%es :i* conceal$ him f view1 & bit me on ! arm s z to break ! bone4 ,x is n[ ne>ly well1 h[ev]1 feel+ weak only f hav+ be5 conf9$ 9 "o position s long2 & ,i ought to praise ,him :o deliv]$ me f s great a dang]4 ,i hope ,i %all nev] =get 8 m]cy4 ,y ne$ n be sorry = me1 = long be=e ?is rea*es y x w be q z /rong z ev] x 04 ,gratitude is ! only feel+ we ought to h 9 rememb]+ ! ev5t4 ,d n m5tion ?is to any "o4 ,i d n l to be talk$ ab\t4 ,9 a lett] to ! ,directors1 ,liv+/one briefly adv]ts to ,mebalwe's s]vice on ?is occasion1 b makes x a peg on :i* to hang "s /rong rem>ks on t favorite topic--! employm5t ( native ag5cy3 ,our native assi/ant ,mebalwe has be5 ( consid]able value to ! ,mission4 ,9 endeavor+ to save my life he ne>ly lo/ 8 own1 = he 0 caught & w\nd$ sev]ely1 b bo? be=e be+ laid aside1 & s9ce 8 recov]y1 he has %[n great will+ness to be useful4 ,! *e]ful mann] 9 :i* he engages ) u 9 manual labor 9 ! /ation1 & 8 affectionate addresses to 8 c\ntrym51 are truly gratify+4 ,mr4 ,e4 took him to "s ( ! neighbor+ villages lately1 9 ord] to introduce him to 8 "w2 & ,i int5d to dep>t to-morr[ = ! same purpose to sev]al ( ! villages situat$ nor!a/ ( ?is4 ,9 all !re may be a doz5 consid]able villages situat$ at conv5i5t di/ances ar\nd u1 & we ea* purpose to visit !m /at$ly4 ,x w\ld be an imm5se advantage to ! cause _h we _m su* ag5ts4 ,ano!r pro( t 8 pleas = native ag5cy1 publi%$ 9 "s ( ! ,mission>y ,magaz9es1 7 tell+ at home1 0 ! receipt ( a contribution = ! employm5t ( a native help]1 am\nt+ to #ae1 f a ,sunday-s*ool 9 ,s\?ampton4 ,t\*$ ) ?is pro( ( y\?ful sympa?y1 ,liv+/one address$ a long lett] ( ?anks to ! ,s\?ampton tea*]s & *ildr51 desir+ to deep5 _! int]e/ 9 ! "w1 & conclud+ ) an acc\nt ( 8 ,sunday-s*ool3 ,i ye/]day comm5c$ s*ool = ! fir/ "t at ,mabotsa1 & ! poor little nak$ ?+s came ) fe> & trembl+4 ,a native tea*] assi/$1 & ! *ief collect$ z _m ( !m z he c\ld1 or ,i believe we %\ld h _h none4 ,! reason is1 ! wom5 make u ! hobgobl9s ( _! *ildr51 tell+ !m '^! :ite m5 bite *ildr51 fe$ !m ) dead m5's bra9s1 & all mann] ( nons5se4 ,we are j comm5c+ our mission among !m4 ,a new /> n[ appe>$ 9 ,liv+/one's horizon1 de/9$ to give a bright] complexion to 8 life1 & a new illu/ration to ! "n ,mabotsa4 ,till ?is ye> 7#ahdd7 he _h /eadily repudiat$ all ?\ghts ( m>riage1 ?9k+ x bett] to be indep5d5t4 ,nor inde$ _h he met ) any "o to induce him to *ange 8 m9d4 ,writ+ 9 ! end ( #ahdc to 8 fri5d ,watt1 he _h said3 ,!re's no outlet = me :5 ,i beg9 to ?9k ( gett+ m>ri$ b t ( s5d+ home an adv]tisem5t to ! ,evangelical ,magaz9e1 & if ,i get v old1 x mu/ be = "s dec5t sort ( wid[4 ,9 ! meantime ,i am too busy to ?9k ( any ?+ ( ! k9d4 ,b soon aft] ! ,m(fats came back f ,engl& to ,kuruman1 _! elde/ daught] ,m>y rapidly effect$ a revolution 9 ,liv+/one's ideas ( matrimony4 ,!y became engag$4 ,9 ann\nc+ 8 approa*+ m>riage to ! ,directors1 he makes x pla9 t he _h c>efully consid]$ ! be>+ :i* ?is /ep might h on 8 usefulness z a mission>y4 ,no d\bt if he _h =ese5 ! v extraord9>y "w to :i* he 0 aft]w>ds to be call$1 he might h come to a diff]5t conclusion4 ,b n[1 app>5tly1 he 0 fix$ & settl$4 ,mabotsa w\ld become a c5tre f :i* native mission>y ag5ts w\ld radiate ov] a l>ge circumf]5ce4 ,8 own life-"w w\ld resemble ,mr4 ,m(fat's4 ,= influ5c+ ! wom5 & *ildr5 ( su* a place1 a ,*ri/ian lady 0 indisp5sable1 & :o s likely to d x well z "o born 9 ,africa1 ! daught] ( an em95t & honor$ mission>y1 h]self famili> ) mission>y life1 & gift$ ) ! w9n+ mann] & ! ready help+ h& t 7 s peculi>ly adapt$ = ?is "w8 ,! case 0 z cle> z possible1 & ,liv+/one 0 v happy4 ,on 8 way home f ,kuruman1 aft] ! engagem5t1 he writes to h] *e]ily f ,motito1 on #a/ ,augu/1 #ahdd1 *iefly ab\t ! h\sehold !y 7 soon to get up2 ask+ h] to get h] fa!r to ord] "s necess>y articles1 & to write to ,colesb]g ab\t ! m>riage-lic5se 7& if he did n get x1 !y w\ld lic5se !mselves671 & conclud+ ?us3 ,& n[1 my de>e/1 f>ewell4 ,may ,god bless y6 ,let y\r affection be t[>ds ,him mu* m ?an t[>ds me2 &1 kept by 8 mighty p[] & grace1 ,i hope ,i %all nev] give y cause to regret t y h giv5 me a "p4 ,:atev] fri5d%ip we feel t[>ds ea* o!r1 let u always look to ,jesus z our common fri5d & guide1 & may ,he %ield y ) 8 ev]la/+ arms f e evil6 ,next mon? he writes f ,mabotsa ) full acc\nts ( ! progress ( _! h\se1 ( :i* he 0 bo? ar*itect & build]3 ,mabotsa1 #ab? ,septemb]1 #ahdd4--;,i mu/ tell y ( ! progress ,i h made 9 ar*itecture4 ,! walls are ne>ly f9i%$1 al?\gh ! dim5sions are #eb feet by #bj outside1 or almo/ ! same size z ! h\se 9 :i* y n[ reside4 ,i began ) /one1 b :5 x 0 brea/-high1 ,i 0 oblig$ to desi/ f my purpose to build x entirely ( t mat]ial by an accid5t1 :i*1 slight z x 01 put a /op to my op]ations 9 t l9e4 ,a /one fail+ 0 /upidly1 or r in/9ctively1 caught by me 9 its fall by ! left h&1 & x ne>ly broke my arm ov] aga94 ,x swell$ up aga91 & ,i fev]$ s mu* ,i 0 glad ( a fire1 al?\gh ! wea!r 0 q w>m4 ,i expect$ bur/+ & dis*>ge1 b ,baba b\nd x up nicely1 & a few days' re/ put all to rights4 ,i !n comm5c$ my ar*itecture1 & six days h br\ght ! walls up a little m ?an six feet4 ,! walls w be f9i%$ long be=e y receive ?is1 & ,i suppose ! ro( too1 b ,i h /ill ! wood ( ! ro( to seek4 ,x is n1 h[ev]1 f> (f2 & z ,mr4 ,e4 & ,i1 ) ! ,kurumanites1 got on ! ro( ( ! s*ool 9 a week1 ,i hope ?is w n be m ?an a =tnight or ?ree weeks4 ,baba has be5 mo/ useful to me 9 mak+ door & w9d[ frames2 inde$1 if he _h n turn$ out ,i %\ld n h be5 advanc$ s f> z ,i am4 ,mr4 ,e4's f+] is ! cause 9 "p ( my hav+ no aid f him1 b all w come "r at la/4 ,x is pretty h>d "w1 & almo/ en\gh to drive love out ( my head1 b x is n situat$ !re2 x is 9 my he>t1 & won't come out unless y behave s z to qu5* x6444 ,y mu/ try & get a maid ( "s sort to come ) al?\gh x is only old ,moyimang2 y c't g )\t "s "o1 & a ,makhatla c't be _h = ei!r love or money4444 ,y mu/ excuse soil$ pap]1 my h&s won't wa% clean aft] dabbl+ mud all day4 ,& al?\gh ! above does n conta9 evid5ce ( x1 y are z de> to me z ev]1 & w be z long z our lives are sp>$4--,i am /ill y\r mo/ affectionate ,d4 ,,liv+/on4 ,a few weeks lat] he writes3 ,z ,i am favor$ ) ano!r opportunity to ,kuruman1 ,i gladly embrace x1 & wi% ,i c\ld embrace y at ! same "t2 b z ,i _c1 ,i mu/ d ! next be/ to x1 & :ile ,i give y ! good news t our "w is mak+ progress1 & ( c\rse ! "t ( our sep>ation becom+ beautifully less1 ,i am happy 9 ! hope t1 by ! mess5g] :o n[ goes1 ,i %all receive ! good news t y are well & happy1 & rememb]+ me ) "s ( t affection :i* we be> to ea* o!r4444 ,all goes on pretty well "h2 ! s*ool is sometimes well1 sometimes ill att5d$4 ,i beg9 to l x1 & ,i once believ$ ,i c\ld nev] h any pleasure 9 su* employm5t4 ,i _h a great objection to s*ool-keep+1 b ,i f9d 9 t z 9 almo/ ev]y?+ else ,i set myself to z a matt] ( duty1 ,i soon became enamor$ ( x4 ,a boy came ?ree times la/ week1 & on ! ?ird "t c\ld act z monitor to ! re/ ?r\gh a great portion ( ! alphabet4 ,he is a real ,mokhatla1 b ,i h lo/ sight ( him aga94 ,if ,i get !m on a little1 ,i %all translate "s ( y\r infant-s*ool hymns into ,si*uana rhyme1 & y may yet1 if y h "t1 tea* !m ! tunes to !m4 ,i1 poor mortal1 am z mute z a fi% 9 reg>d to s++1 & ,mr4 ,englis says ,i h n a bit ( imag9ation4 ,mebalwe tea*es !m ! alphabet 9 ! 'auld lang syne' tune sometimes1 & ,i he>d x sung by "s y\?s 9 ! g>d5s ye/]day--a great improvem5t ov] _! old see-saw tunes inde$4 ,sometimes we h tw5ty1 sometimes two1 sometimes none at all4 ,give my love to ,a41 & tell h] to be sure to keep my lecture w>m4 ,%e mu/ n be vex$ ) h]self1 t %e 0 n m frank to me4 ,if %e is n[ pleas$1 all is "r4 ,i h si/]s1 & "k all ( y h y\r fail+s1 b ,i won't love y less = ^!4 ,& to "m1 too1 give my k9de/ salutation4 ,i suppose ,i %all get a lecture f h]1 too1 ab\t ! l>g5ess ( ! h\se4 ,if !re are too _m w9d[s1 %e c j let me "k4 ,i c\ld build !m all up 9 two days1 & let ! light come d[n ! *imney1 if t w\ld please4 ,i'll d any?+ = peace1 except fight+ = x4 ,& n[ ,i mu/ aga91 my de>1 de> ,m>y1 bid y good-bye4 ,accept my expressions z lit]ally true :5 ,i say1 ,i am y\r mo/ affectionate & /ill confid+ lov]1 ,d4 ,,liv+/on4 ,9 due "t ! m>riage 0 solemniz$1 & ,liv+/one br\ght 8 wife to ,mabotsa4 ,"h !y w5t vigor\sly to "w1 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one ) h] infant-s*ool1 & h] husb& ) all ! v>i$ ag5cies1 m$ical1 educational1 & pa/oral1 :i* 8 active _s c\ld br+ to be> ^u ! p4 ,!y 7 a v sup]/iti\s race1 &1 among o!r ?+s1 _h great fai? 9 ra9-mak+4 ,liv+/one _h a fam\s enc\nt] ) "o ( _! ra9-mak]s1 ! effect ( :i*1 0 t ! pret5d] 0 :olly nonplus$2 b in/ead ( be+ conv9c$ ( ! absurdity ( _! belief1 ! p 7 r dispos$ to ?9k t ! mission>ies did n want !m to get ra94 ,"s ( !m 7 work]s 9 iron1 :o c>ri$ _! sup]/iti\s notions into t dep>tm5t ( life1 too1 believ+ t ! iron c\ld be smelt$ only by ! p[] ( m$ic9es1 & t ^? :o _h n ! prop] m$ic9e ne$ n attempt ! "w4 ,9 ! hope ( break+ d[n ^! absurdities1 ,liv+/one plann$ a c\rse ( popul> lectures on ! works ( ,god 9 creation & provid5ce1 to be c>ri$ out 9 ! foll[+ way3 ,i int5d to comm5ce ) ! goodness-( ,god 9 giv+ iron ore1 by giv+1 if ,i c1 a g5]al k ( ! simplicity ( ! sub/ance1 & endeavor+ to disabuse _! m9ds ( ! idea :i* prev5ts !m1 9 g5]al1 f reap+ ! b5efit ( t m9]al :i* ab\nds 9 _! c\ntry4 ,i int5d1 also1 to pay m att5tion to ! *ildr5 ( ! few believ]s we h ) u z a class1 = :om1 z baptiz$ ones1 we are b\nd especially to c>e4 ,may ! ,"l enable me to fulfill my resolutions6 ,i h n[ ! happy prospect be=e me ( real mission>y "w4 ,all t has prec$$ has be5 prep>atory4 ,all ?is "t ,liv+/one _h be5 *]i%+ 8 plan ( a tra9+ sem9>y = native ag5ts4 ,he _h writt5 a pap] & br\ght ! matt] be=e ! mission>ies1 b )\t success4 ,"s oppos$ ! s*eme fairly1 z be+ premature1 :ile "s ins9uat$ t 8 object 0 to /& well ) ! ,directors1 & get himself made ,pr(essor4 ,?is la/ objection induc$ him to )draw 8 proposal4 ,he saw t 9 8 mode ( prosecut+ ! matt] he _h n be5 v kn[+2 x w\ld h be5 bett] to get "s ( ! old] bre?r5 to adopt x4 ,he fe>$ t 8 zeal _h injur$ ! cause he desir$ to b5efit1 & 9 writ+ to 8 fri5d ,watt1 he said t = mon?s he felt bitt] grief1 & c\ld nev] ?9k ( ! subject )\t a pang#bc4 ,footnote #bc3 ,dr4 ,m(fat favor$ ! s*eme ( a tra9+ sem9>y1 & :5 he came home aft]w>d1 help$ to raise a l>ge sum ( money = ! purpose4 ,he 0 /rongly ( op9ion t ! in/itution %\ld be built at ,se*le's2 b1 contr>y to 8 view1 & t ( ,liv+/one1 x has be5 plac$ at ,kuruman4 ,a second "t he br\ght =w>d 8 proposal1 b aga9 )\t success4 ,0 he !n to be beat58 ,f> f x4 ,he w\ld *ange 8 tactics1 h[ev]4 ,he w\ld fir/ set himself to %[ :at c\ld be done by native ef=ts2 he w\ld travel ab\t1 :]ev] he f\nd a road1 & aft] inquiries1 settle native ag5ts f> & wide4 ,! plan _h only to be tri$1 "u ,god's bless+1 to succe$4 ,"h aga9 we trace ! ,provid5ce t %ap$ 8 c>e]4 ,_h 8 wi%es be5 c>ri$ into effect1 he might h sp5t 8 life tra9+ native ag5ts1 & do+ und\bt$ly a noble "w3 b he w\ld n h trav]s$ ,africa2 he w\ld n h giv5 its dea?-bl[ to ,african slav]y2 he w\ld n h clos$ ! op5 sore ( ! _w1 nor roll$ away ! great ob/acle to ! evangelization ( ! ,cont95t4 ,"s glimpses ( 8 ,mabotsa life may be got f a lett] to 8 "m 7#ad? ,may1 #ahde74 ,usually 8 lett]s = home 7 meant = ! :ole family & address$ accord+ly2 b ) a delicacy ( feel+1 :i* _m w appreciate1 he wrote sep>ately to 8 "m aft] a little exp]i5ce ( m>ri$ life3 ,i (t5 ?9k ( y1 & p]haps m frequ5tly s9ce ,i got m>ri$ ?an be=e4 ,only ye/]day ,i said to my wife1 :5 ,i ?\ght ( ! nice clean b$ ,i enjoy n[1 ',y put me 9 m9d ( my "m2 %e 0 always p>ticul> ab\t our b$s & l954 ,i _h _h r\gh times ( x be=e4'444 ,i _c p]ceive t ! att5tions paid to my fa!r-9-law at home h spoil$ him4 ,he is1 ( c\rse1 n ! same man he =m]ly mu/ h be51 = he n[ kn[s ! /&+ he has among ! fri5ds ( ,*ri/ at home4 ,b ! plaudits he receiv$ h _h a bad effect1 & ?o' n on 8 m9d1 yet on t ( 8 fell[-labor]s4 ,y1 p]haps1 _c und]/& ?is1 b s x is4 ,if "o man is prais$1 o!rs ?9k ?is is m ?an is des]v$1 & t !y1 too 7'o!rs1' !y say1 :ile !y mean !mselves71 ought to h a %>e4 ,p]haps y 7 gratifi$ to see my lett]s quot$ 9 ! ,*ronicle4 ,9 "s m9ds !y produc$ bitt] envy1 & if x 7 9 my p[]1 ,i %\ld prev5t ! publication ( any 9 future4 ,b all is 9 ! ,"l's h&s2 on ,him ,i ca/ my c>e4 ,8 te/imony ,i receive z x /&s--,he c>e? = u4 ,yes1 ,he does2 = ,he says x1 :o is e way wor?y ( cr$it4 ,he w give :at is good = me4 ,he w see to x t all ?+s "w toge!r = good4 ,d ?\ = me1 ,o ,"l ,god ,almighty6 ,may 8 bless+ re/ on y1 my de> "m4444 ,i receiv$ ! box f ,mr4 ,d4 ,! clo!s are all too wide by f\r in*es at lea/4 ,does he ?9k t ald]m5 gr[ 9 ,africa8 ,mr4 ,n41 too1 fell into ! same fault1 b he w be pleas$ to "k 8 boots w be worn by a mu* bett] man--,mr4 ,m(fat4 ,i am n an atom ?ick] ?an :5 y saw me4444 ,respect+ ! mission "h1 we c say no?+4 ,! p h n ! smalle/ love to ! gospel ( ,jesus4 ,!y hate & fe> x1 z a revolution>y _s is dislik$ by ! old ,tories4 ,x appe>s to !m z t :i*1 if n c>efully gu>d$ aga9/1 w s$uce !m1 & de/roy _! mu*-lov$ dome/ic in/itutions4 ,no pro-slav]y man 9 ! ,s\!rn ,/ates dreads m ! abolition pr9ciples ?an d ! ,bakhatla ! innovations ( ! ,^w ( ,god4 ,no?+ b p[] ,div9e c "w ! mighty *ange4 ,unhappily ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one's resid5ce at ,mabotsa 0 embitt]$ by a pa9ful collision ) ! mission>y :o _h tak5 "p 9 re>+ ! /ation4 ,liv+/one 0 accus$ ( act+ unfairly by him1 ( assum+ to himself m ?an 8 due1 & attempts 7 made to discr$it him1 bo? among ! mission>ies & ! ,directors4 ,x 0 a v pa9ful ordeal1 & ,liv+/one felt x ke5ly4 ,he held ! accusation to be unju/1 z mo/ p w hold x to h be5 :o "k t "o ( ! *>ges aga9/ him 0 t he 0 a non-entity6 ,a tone ( indignation p]vades 8 lett]s3--t aft] hav+ borne ! heat & burd5 ( ! day1 he %\ld be accus$ ( claim+ = himself ! cr$it due to "o :o _h done s little 9 comp>ison4 ,b ! noble _s ( ,liv+/one rose to ! occasion4 ,r ?an h any sc&al be=e ! hea!n1 he w\ld give up 8 h\se & g>d5 at ,mabotsa1 ) all ! toil & money !y _h co/ him1 g ) 8 "y bride to "s o!r place1 & beg9 anew ! toil ( h\se & s*ool build+1 & ga!r+ ! p ar\nd him4 ,8 colleague 0 s /ruck ) 8 g5]osity t he said _h he kn[n 8 int5tion he nev] w\ld h spok5 a ^w aga9/ him4 ,liv+/one _h sp5t all 8 money1 & out ( a sal>y ( a hundr$ p\nds x 0 n easy to build a h\se e o!r ye>4 ,b he /uck to 8 resolution4 ,p>t+ ) 8 g>d5 evid5tly co/ him a pang1 especially :5 he ?\ght ( ! ta/eless h&s into :i* x 0 to fall4 ,i l a g>d51 he wrote1 b p>adise w make am5ds = all our privations & sorr[s "h4 ,self-d5ial 0 a firmly e/abli%$ habit ) him2 & ! passion ( mov+ on 0 w>m 9 8 blood4 ,mabotsa did n ?rive aft] ,liv+/one left x1 b ! bro!r ) :om he _h ! diff]5ce liv$ to manife/ a v diff]5t _s4 ,9 "s ( 8 j\rneys1 ,liv+/one _h come into close contact ) ! tribe ( ! ,bakwa9s1 :i*1 on ! murd] ( _! *ief1 "s "t be=e1 _h be5 divid$ into two1 "o "p "u ,bubi1 already ref]r$ to1 & ! o!r "u ,se*le1 son ( ! murd]$ *ief1 also already introduc$4 ,bo? ( ^! *iefs _h %[n mu* reg>d = ,liv+/one1 & on ! dea? ( ,bubi1 ,se*le & 8 p indicat$ a /rong wi% t a mission>y %\ld reside among !m4 ,on leav+ ,mabotsa1 ,liv+/one transf]r$ 8 s]vices to ?is tribe4 ,! "n ( ! pew /ation 0 ,*onuane2 x 0 situat$ "s =ty miles f ,mabotsa1 & 9 #ahdf x became ! c5tre ( ,liv+/one's op]ations among ! ,bakwa9s & _! *ief ,se*le4 ,liv+/one _h be5 disappo9t$ ) ! result ( 8 "w among ! ,bakhatlas4 ,no d\bt mu* good _h be5 done2 he _h prev5t$ sev]al w>s2 b :]e 7 ! conv]sions#bd8 ,on leav+ he f\nd t he _h made m impressions on !m ?an he _h suppos$4 ,!y 7 mo/ unwill+ to lose him1 (f]$ to d any?+ 9 _! p[] = 8 com=t1 & ev5 :5 8 ox5 7 inspann$ & he 0 on ! po9t ( mov+1 !y (f]$ to build a new h\se )\t exp5se to him 9 "s o!r place1 if only he w\ld n leave !m4 ,9 a f9ancial po9t ( view1 ! removal to ,*onuane 0 a s]i\s und]tak+4 ,he _h to apply to ! ,directors at home = a build+-grant--only ?irty p\nds1 b !re 7 n want+ objectors ev5 to t small sum4 ,x 0 only 9 self-v9dication t he 0 con/ra9$ to tell ( ! h>d%ips :i* 8 family _h borne2-- ,footnote #bd3 ,:5 "s ( ,liv+/one's new light fri5ds he>d t !re 7 s few conv]sions1 !y seem to h ?\ght t he 0 too mu* ( an old ,calv9i/1 & wrote to him to prea* t ! rem$y 0 z ext5sive z ! disease--,*ri/ lov$ y1 & gave himself = y4 ,y may ?9k me h]etical1 repli$ he1 b we don't ne$ to make ! ext5t ( ! atonem5t ! ma9 topic ( our prea*+4 ,we prea* to m5 :o don't "k b !y are bea/s1 :o h no idea ( ,god z a p]sonal ag5t1 or ( s9 z evil1 o!rwise ?an z an (f5se aga9/ ea* o!r1 :i* may or may n be puni%$ by ! p>ty (f5d$4444 ,_! consci5ces are se>$1 & moral p]ceptions blunt$4 ,_! memories reta9 sc>cely any?+ we tea* !m1 & s l[ h !y sunk t ! pla9e/ text 9 ! :ole ,bible _c be und]/ood by !m4 ,we endur$ = a long :ile1 us+ a wret*$ infusion ( native corn = c(fee1 b :5 our corn 0 done1 we 7 fairly oblig$ to g to ,kuruman = supplies4 ,i c be> :at o!r ,europeans w\ld consid] hung] & ?ir/ )\t any inconv5i5ce1 b :5 we arriv$1 to he> ! old woman :o _h se5 my wife dep>t ab\t two ye>s be=e1 exclaim+ be=e ! door1 ',bless me6 h[ lean %e is6 ,has he />v$ h]8 ,is !re no food 9 ! c\ntry to :i* %e has be58' 0 m ?an ,i c\ld well be>4 ,f ! fir/1 ,se*le %[$ an intellig5t int]e/ 9 ,liv+/one's prea*+4 ,he became a great read] especially ( ! ,bible1 & lam5t$ v bitt]ly t he _h got involv$ 9 hea!n cu/oms1 & n[ did n "k :at to d ) 8 wives4 ,at "o "t he express$ himself q will+ to conv]t all 8 p to ,*ri/ianity by ! litupa1 i4e4 :ips ( rh9oc]os hide2 b :5 he came to und]/& bett]1 he lam5t$ t :ile he c\ld make 8 p d any?+ else he lik$1 he c\ld n get "o ( !m to believe4 ,he began family wor%ip1 & ,liv+/one 0 surpris$ to he> h[ well he conduct$ pray] 9 8 own simple & beautiful /yle4 ,:5 he 0 baptiz$1 aft] a pr(ession ( ?ree ye>s1 he s5t away 8 sup]flu\s wives 9 a k9dly & g5]\s way2 b all _! connections became active & bitt] enemies ( ! gospel1 & ! conv]sion ( ,se*le1 in/ead ( increas+ ! congregation1 r$uc$ x s mu* t sometimes ! *ief & 8 family 7 almo/ ! only p]sons pres5t4 ,a bell-man ( a some:at peculi> ord] 0 once employ$ to collect ! p = s]vice--a tall gaunt fell[4 ,up he jump$ on a sort ( plat=m1 & %\t$ at ! top ( 8 voice1 ',knock t woman d[n ov] !re4 ,/rike h]1 %e is putt+ on h] pot6 ,d y see t "o hid+ h]self8 ,give h] a good bl[4 ,!re %e is--see1 see1 knock h] d[n6' ,all ! wom5 ran to ! place ( meet+ 9 no "t1 = ea* ?\ght h]self meant4 ,b1 ?\gh a mo/ effici5t bell-man1 we did n l to employ him4 ,:ile resid+ at ,*onuane1 ,liv+/one p]=m$ two j\rneys ea/w>d1 9 ord] to attempt ! removal ( c]ta9 ob/acles to ! e/abli%m5t ( at lea/ "o ( 8 native tea*]s 9 t direction4 ,?is br\ght him into connection ) ! ,dut* ,bo]s ( ! ,ca%an m\nta9s1 o!rwise call$ ,magaliesb]g4 ,! ,bo]s 7 emigrants f ! ,cape1 :o _h be5 dissatisfi$ ) ! ,briti% rule1 & especially ) ! emancipation ( _! ,hott5tot slaves1 & _h creat$ = !mselves a republic 9 ! nor? 7! ,transvaal71 9 ord] t !y might pursue1 unmole/$1 ! prop] treatm5t ( ! blacks4 ,x is almo/ ne$less to add1 says ,liv+/one1 t prop] treatm5t has always conta9$ 9 x ! ess5tial elem5t ( slav]y1 viz41 compulsory unpaid labor4 ,! ,bo]s _h effect$ ! expulsion ( ,mosilikatse1 a savage ,zulu w>rior1 & 9 return = ?is s]vice !y consid]$ !mselves sole ma/]s ( ! soil4 ,:ile /ill engag$ 9 ! erection ( 8 dwell+-h\se at ,*onuane1 ,liv+/one receiv$ notes f ! ,comm&ant & ,c\ncil ( ! emigrants1 reque/+ an explanation ( 8 int5tions1 & an intimation t !y _h resolv$ to come & deprive ,se*le ( 8 fire-arms4 ,ab\t ! same "t he receiv$ sev]al v fri5dly messages & pres5ts f ,mokhatla1 *ief ( a l>ge section ( ! ,bakhatla1 :o liv$ ab\t f\r days ea/w>d ( 8 /ation1 & _h once1 :ile ,liv+/one 0 abs5t1 paid a visit to ,*onuane1 & express$ satisfaction ) ! idea ( obta9+ ,paul1 a native conv]t1 z 8 tea*]4 ,z soon z 8 h\se 0 habitable1 ,liv+/one proce$$ to ! ea/w>d1 to visit ,mokhatla1 & to conf] ) ! ,bo]s4 ,on 8 way to ,mokhatla he 0 surpris$ at ! unusual d5sity ( ! population1 giv+ him ! opportunity ( prea*+ ! gospel at lea/ once e day4 ,! *ief1 ,mokhatla1 ^: p 7 quiet & indu/ri\s1 0 eag] to get a mission>y1 b said t an arrangem5t mu/ be made ) ! ,dut* comm&ant4 ,?is involv$ "s delay4 ,liv+/one !n return$ to ,*onuane1 f9i%$ ! erection ( a s*ool !re1 & sett+ sy/ematic in/ruction fairly 9 op]ation "u ,paul & 8 son1 ,isaac1 aga9 w5t ea/w>d1 accompani$ ?is "t by ,mrs4 ,liv+/one & _! infant son1 ,rob]t ,m(fat#be--;all ! ?ree be+ 9 indiff]5t heal?4 ,mebalwe1 ! cate*i/1 0 also ) !m4 ,tak+ a diff]5t r\te1 !y came on ano!r ,bakhatla tribe1 ^: c\ntry ab\nd$ 9 metallic ores1 & :o1 besides cultivat+ _! fields1 span cotton1 smelt$ iron1 copp]1 & t91 made an alloy ( t9 & copp]1 & manufactur$ ornam5ts4 ,liv+/one _h con/antly an eye to ! indu/ries & comm]cial capabilities ( ! c\ntries he pass$ ?r\gh4 ,social re=m 0 c]ta9ly mu* ne$$ "h2 = ! *ief1 ?\gh n tw5ty ye>s ( age1 _h already =ty-eight wives & tw5ty *ildr54 ,!y he>d ( ano!r tribe1 said to excel all o!rs 9 manufactur+ skill1 & hav+ ! honorable di/9ction1 !y _h nev] be5 kn[n to kill any "o4 ,?is lily among ?orns !y 7 unable to visit4 ,?ree tribes ( ,bakhalaka :om !y did visit 7 at cont9ual w>4 ,footnote #be3 ,he wrote to 8 fa!r t he w\ld h call$ him ,neil1 if x _h n be5 su* an ugly "n1 & all ! p w\ld h call$ him ,ra-,neeley6 ,d]iv+ 8 in=mation f ! ,bo]s !mselves1 ,liv+/one le>n$ t !y _h tak5 possession ( ne>ly all ! f\nta9s1 s t ! natives liv$ 9 ! c\ntry only by suff]ance4 ,! *iefs 7 compell$ to furni% ! emigrants ) z mu* free labor z !y requir$4 ,?is 0 9 return = ! privilege ( liv+ 9 ! c\ntry ( ! ,bo]s6 ,! abs5ce ( law left ! natives op5 to innum]able wrongs :i* ! bett]-dispos$ ( ! emigrants lam5t$1 b c\ld n prev5t4 ,liv+/one f\nd t ! =cible seizure ( cattle 0 a common occurr5ce1 b ano!r cu/om 0 ev5 worse4 ,:5 at w>1 ! ,dut* =c$ natives to assi/ !m1 & s5t !m be=e !m into battle1 to enc\nt] ! battle-axes ( _! oppon5ts1 :ile ! ,dut* fir$ 9 safety at _! enemies ov] ! heads ( _! native allies4 ,( c\rse all ! disa/]s ( ! w> fell on ! natives2 ! ,dut* _h only ! glory & ! spoil4 ,su* treatm5t ( ! natives burn$ into ! v s\l ( ,liv+/one4 ,he 0 specially di/ress$ at ! purpose express$ to pick a qu>rel ) ,se*le1 = :atev] ! emigrants might say ( o!r tribes1 !y c\ld n b admit t ! ,be*uanas _h be5 always an hone/ & peaceable p4 ,:5 ,liv+/one met ! ,dut* comm&ant he receiv$ favorably 8 proposal ( a native mission>y1 b ano!r ob/acle arose4 ,ne> ! propos$ /ation liv$ a ,dut* emigrant :o _h %[n himself ! invet]ate enemy ( missions4 ,he _h n scrupl$ to say t ! prop] way to treat any native mission>y 0 to kill him4 ,liv+/one 0 unwill+ to plant ,mebalwe beside s blood?ir/y a neighbor99997spell+871 & z he _h n "t to1 g to him1 & try to br+ him to a bett] m9d1 & !re 0 pl5ty ( "w to be done at ! /ation1 !y all return$ to ,*onuane4 ,we h n[1 says ,liv+/one 7,m>*1 #ahdg71 be5 a little m ?an a ye> ) ! ,bakwa9s4 ,no conv]sions h tak5 place1 b real progress has be5 made4 ,he adv]ts to ! way 9 :i* ! ,sabba? 0 obs]v$1 no "w be+ done by ! natives 9 ! g>d5s t day1 & hunt+ be+ susp5d$4 ,_! sup]/iti\s belief 9 ra9-maik+ _h got a bl[4 ,!re 0 a real desire = k1 ?\gh h9d]$ by ! prevail+ fam9e caus$ by ! want ( ra94 ,!re 0 also a g5]al impression among ! p t ! mission>ies 7 _! fri5ds4 ,b civilization ap>t f conv]sion w\ld be b a poor recomp5se = _! labor4 ,b1 :atev] success might att5d _! "w among ! ,bakwa9s1 ,liv+/one's s\l 0 so>+ beyond !m3 ,i am m & m conv9c$1 he writes to ! ,directors1 t 9 ord] to ! p]man5t settlem5t ( ! gospel 9 any "p1 ! natives mu/ be taught to rel9qui% _! reliance on ,europe4 ,an onw>d movem5t ought to be made :e!r m5 w he> or :e!r !y w =be>4 ,i tell my ,bakwa9s t if sp>$ t5 ye>s1 ,i %all move on to regions beyond !m4 ,if our missions w\ld move onw>d n[ to ^? regions ,i h lately visit$1 !y w\ld 9 all probability prev5t ! natives settl+ into t /ate ( det]m9$ hatr$ to all ,europeans :i* ,i fe> n[ *>act]izes mo/ ( ! ,caffres ne> ! ,colony4 ,if natives are n elevat$ by contact ) ,europeans1 !y are sure to be det]iorat$4 ,x is ) pa9 ,i h obs]v$ t all ! tribes ,i h lately se5 are und]go+ ! latt] process4 ,! c\ntry is f9e4 ,x ab\nds 9 /reams1 & has _m consid]able riv]s4 ,! ,bo]s hate mission>ies1 b by a k9d & prud5t c\rse ( conduct "o c easily manage !m4 ,m$ic9es are eag]ly receiv$1 & ,i int5d to procure a supply ( ,dut* tracts = di/ribution among !m4 ,! natives :o h be5 9 subjection to ,mosilikatse place unb\nd$ confid5ce 9 mission>ies4 ,9 8 lett]s to fri5ds at home1 :atev] topic ,liv+/one may t\*1 we see evid5ce ( "o ov]-ma/]+ idea--! va/ness ( ,africa1 & ! duty ( beg9n+ a new area ( ent]prise to rea* its p4 ,among 8 fri5ds ! ,scot* ,congregationali/s1 !re _h be5 a ke5 controv]sy on "s po9ts ( ,calv9ism4 ,liv+/one did n l x2 he 0 n a high ,calv9i/ !oretically1 yet he c\ld n accept ! new views1 f a secret feel+ ( be+ absolutely at ! div9e disposal z a s9n]2 b ^! 7 !oretical que/ions1 & ) d>k ,africa ar\nd him1 he did n see :y ! bre?r5 at home %\ld split on !m4 ,mission>y influ5ce 9 ,s\? ,africa 0 direct$ 9 a wrong *annel4 ,!re 7 ?ree times too _m mission>ies 9 ! colony1 & va/ regions beyond lay unt\*$4 ,he wrote to ,mr4 ,watt3 ,if y meet me d[n 9 ! colony be=e eight ye>s are expir$1 y may %oot me4 ,( 8 employm5ts & /udies he gives ! foll[+ acc\nt3 ,i get ! ,evangelical1 ,scotti% ,congregational1 ,eclectic1 ,lancet1 ,briti% & ,=eign ,m$ical ,review4 ,i c read 9 j\rney+1 b little at home4 ,build+1 g>d5+1 cobbl+1 doctor+1 t9k]+1 c>p5t]+1 gun-m5d+1 f>ri]+1 wagon-m5d+1 prea*+1 s*ool+1 lectur+ on physics accord+ to my means1 beside a *air 9 div9ity to a class ( ?ree1 fill up my "t4 ,) all 8 o!r "w1 he 0 /ill en?usia/ic 9 sci5ce4 ,i h writt5 ,pr(essor ,buckl&1 he says to ,mr4 ,watt 7,may1 #ahde71 & s5d him specim5s too1 b h n receiv$ any answ]4 ,i h a great lot by me n[4 ,i don't "k :e!r he receiv$ my lett] or n4 ,c\ld y asc]ta98 ,i am try+ to procure specim5s ( ! entire geology ( ?is region1 & w try & make a sort ( *>t4 ,i am tak+ d\ble specim5s n[1 s t if "o "p is lo/1 ,i c s5d ano!r4 ,! great difficulty is transmission4 ,i s5t a diss]tation on ! decrease ( wat] 9 ,africa4 ,call on ,pr(essor ,ow5 & ask if he wants any?+ 9 ! f\r j>s ,i /ill possess1 ( ei!r rh9oc]os1 camelop>d1 etc41 etc4 ,if he wants ^!1 or any?+ else ^! j>s w hold1 he mu/ s5d me m j>s & spirits ( w9e4 ,he aft]w>d he>d ( ! fate ( "o ( ! boxes ( specim5s he _h s5t home--t :i* conta9$ ! fossils ( ,boot*ap4 ,x 0 lo/ on ! railway aft] rea*+ ,engl&1 9 cu/ody ( a fri5d4 ,! ?ief ?\ght ! box conta9$ bullion1 no d\bt4 ,y may ?9k ( "o ( ! faces 9 ,pun* z t ( ! sc\ndrel1 :5 he f\nd 9 ! box a lot ( '*ucky/anes4' ,he _h got _m nocturnal-fe$+1 animals1 b ! heat made x v difficult to pres]ve !m4 ,_m valuable se$s he _h s5t to ,calcutta1 ) ! nuts ( ! des]t1 b _h he>d no?+ ( !m4 ,he _h lately got k ( a root to :i* ! same virtues 7 atta*$ z to ergot ( rye4 ,he tells 8 fri5d ab\t ! tsetse1 ! fev]1 ! nor? w9d1 & o!r ,african notabilia4 ,^! & _m o!r int]e/+ po9ts ( in=mation are foll[$ up by ! significant "q-- ,:o w p5etrate ?r\gh ,africa8 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,?ird ,/ation--,kolob5g4 ,a4,d4 #ahdg-aheb4 ,want ( ra9 at ,*onuane--,removal to ,kolob5g--,h\se-build+ & public works--,hopeful prospects--,lett]s to ,mr4 ,watt1 8 si/]1 & ,dr4 ,b5nett--,! *ur* at ,kolob5g--,pure communion--,conv]sion ( ,se*le--,lett] f 8 bro!r ,*>les--,8 hi/ory--,liv+/one's relations ) ! ,bo]s--,he _c get native tea*]s plant$ 9 ! ,ea/--,resolves to explore nor?w>ds--,extracts f ,j\rnal--,sc>city ( wat]--,wild animals & o!r risks--,cu/om-h\se robb]ies & annoyances--,visit f ,secret>y ( ,london ,mission>y ,society--,manifold employm5ts ( ,liv+/one--,/udies 9 ,si*uana--,8 reflection on ?is p]iod ( 8 life :ile deta9$ at ,manyuema 9 #ahgj4 ,! resid5ce ( ! ,liv+/ones at ,*onuane 0 ( %ort cont9uance4 ,! want ( ra9 0 fatal to agriculture1 & ab\t equally fatal to ! mission4 ,x 0 necess>y to remove to a neighborhood :]e wat] c\ld be obta9$4 ,! new locality *os5 0 on ! banks ( ! riv] ,kolob5g1 ab\t =ty miles di/ant f ,*onuane4 ,9 a lett] to ! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 8 e>ly & w>m fri5d & fell[-travel]1 ,mr4 ,oswell1 ?us describes ,kolob5g3 ,! t[n /&s 9 nak$ 'de=mity on ! side ( & "u a ridge ( r$ iron/one2 ! mission-h\se on a little rocky em95ce ov] ! riv] ,kolob5g4 ,liv+/one _h po9t$ out to ! *ief t ! only feasible way ( wat]+ ! g>d5s 0 to select "s good nev]-fail+ riv]1 make a canal1 & irrigate ! adjac5t l&s4 ,! wond]ful influ5ce :i* he _h acquir$ 0 app>5t f ! fact t ! v morn+ aft] he told !m ( 8 int5tion to move to ! ,kolob5g1 ! :ole tribe 0 9 motion = ! flitt+4 ,liv+/one _h to set to "w at 8 old bus9ess--build+ a h\se--! ?ird :i* he _h re>$ ) 8 own h&s4 ,x 0 a m]e hut--= a p]man5t h\se he _h to wait a ye>4 ,! natives1 ( c\rse1 _h _! huts to re> & _! g>d5s to prep>e2 b1 besides ?is1 ,liv+/one set !m to public works4 ,= irrigat+ _! g>d5s1 a dam _h to be dug & a wat]-c\rse scoop$ out2 sixty-five ( ! y\ng] m5 dug ! dam1 & =ty ( ! old] made ! wat]-c\rse4 ,! erection ( ! s*ool 0 und]tak5 by ! *ief ,se*le3 ,i desire1 he said1 to build a h\se = ,god1 ! def5d] ( my t[n1 & t y be at no exp5se = x :atev]4 ,two hundr$ ( 8 p 7 employ$ 9 ?is "w4 ,liv+/one _h h>dly _h "t to =get 8 build+ tr\bles at ,mabotsa & ,*onuane1 :5 he began ?is new ent]prise4 ,b he 0 9 mu* bett] spirits1 mu* m hopeful ?an he _h be54 ,writ+ to ,mr4 ,watt on #ac? ,febru>y1 #ahdh1 he says3-- ,all our meet+s are good comp>$ to ^? we _h at ,mabotsa1 & "s ( !m admit ( no comp>ison :atev]4 ,ev] s9ce we mov$1 we h be5 incessantly engag$ 9 manual labor4 ,we h endeavor$1 z f> z possible1 to c>ry on sy/ematic in/ruction at ! same "t1 b h felt x v h>d pressure on our en]gies4444 ,our daily labors are 9 ! foll[+ sort ( ord]3 ,we get up z soon z we c1 g5]ally ) ! sun 9 summ]1 !n h family wor%ip1 breakfa/1 & s*ool2 & z soon z ^! are ov] we beg9 ! manual op]ations ne$$1 s[+1 pl\gh+1 smi?y "w1 & e o!r sort ( "w by turns z requir$4 ,my bett]-half is employ$ all ! morn+ 9 cul9>y or o!r "w2 & feel+ pretty well tir$ by d9n]-"t1 we take ab\t two h\rs' re/ !n2 b m frequ5tly1 )\t ! respite ,i try to secure = myself1 %e goes (f to hold infant-s*ool1 & ?is1 ,i am happy to say1 is v popul> ) ! y\ng/]s4 ,%e sometimes has eighty1 b ! av]age may be sixty4 ,my manual labors are cont9u$ till ab\t five o'clock4 ,i !n g into ! t[n to give lessons & talk to any "o :o may be dispos$ = x4 ,z soon z ! c[s are milk$ we h a meet+1 & ?is is foll[$ by a pray]-meet+ 9 ,se*les h\se1 :i* br+s me home ab\t half-pa/ eight1 & g5]ally tir$ en\gh1 too fatigu$ to ?9k ( any m5tal ex]tion4 ,i d n enum]ate ^! duties by way ( tell+ h[ mu* we d1 b to let y "k a cause ( sorr[ ,i h t s little ( my "t is devot$ to real mission>y "w4 ,fir/ !re 0 a tempor>y h\se to be built1 !n a p]man5t "o1 & ,liv+/one 0 n exempt$ f ! casualties ( me*anics4 ,once he f\nd himself dangl+ f a beam by 8 weak arm4 ,ano!r "t he _h a fall f ! ro(4 ,a ?ird "t he cut himself sev]ely ) an axe4 ,work+ on ! ro( 9 ! sun1 8 lips got all scabb$ & brok54 ,if he m5tions su* ?+s to ,dr4 ,b5nett or o!r fri5d1 x is ei!r 9 ! way ( illu/rat+ "s m$ical po9t or to expla9 h[ he _h nev] f\nd "t to take ! latitude ( 8 /ation till he 0 /opp$ work+ by "o ( ^! accid5ts4 ,at be/ x 0 we>y "w4 ,two days ago1 he writes to 8 si/] ,janet 7#e? ,july1 #ahdh71 we ent]$ our new h\se4 ,:at a m]cy to be 9 a h\se aga96 ,a ye> 9 a little hut ?r\gh :i* ! w9d blew our c&les into glori\s icicles 7z a poet w\ld say7 by night1 & 9 :i* cr[ds ( flies cont9ually settl$ on ! eyes ( our poor little brats by day1 makes u value our pres5t ca/le4 ,oh1 ,janet1 "k ?\1 if ?\ art giv5 to build+ ca/les 9 ! air1 t t is easy "w to erect+ cottages on ! gr\nd4 ,he c\ld n q =get t x 0 unfair treatm5t t _h driv5 him f ,mabotsa1 & involv$ him 9 ^! labors4 ,i (t5 ?9k1 he writes to ,dr4 ,b5nett1 ,i h =giv51 z ,i hope to be =giv52 b ! remembrance ( sl&] (t5 comes boil+ up1 al?\gh ,i hate to ?9k ( x4 ,y mu/ rememb] me 9 y\r pray]s1 t m ( ! _s ( ,*ri/ may be imp>t$ to me4 ,all my plans ( m5tal culture h be5 brok5 ?r\gh by manual labor4 ,i %all soon1 h[ev]1 be oblig$ to give my son & daught] a jog along ! pa? to le>n+4444 ,y\r family increases1 v fa/1 & ,i fe> we foll[ 9 y\r wake4 ,i _c realize ! idea ( y\r sitt+ ) f\r ar\nd y1 & ,i c sc>cely believe myself to be s f> advanc$ z to be ! fa!r ( two4 ,liv+/one nev] expect$ ! "w ( real ,*ri/ianity to advance rapidly among ! ,bakwa9s4 ,!y 7 a sl[ p & took long to move4 ,b x 0 n 8 desire to h a l>ge *ur* ( nom9al adh]5ts4 ,no?+1 he writes1 w induce me to =m an impure *ur*4 ,fifty add$ to ! *ur* s\nds f9e at home1 b if only five ( ^! are g5u9e1 :at w x pr(it 9 ! ,great ,day8 ,i h felt m ?an ev] lately t ! great object ( our ex]tions ought to be conv]sion4 ,!re 0 no subject on :i* ,liv+/one _h /rong] feel+s ?an on purity ( communion4 ,= two :ole ye>s he all[$ no disp5sation ( ! ,"l's ,supp]1 because he did n deem ! pr(ess+ ,*ri/ians to be liv+ consi/5tly4 ,"h 0 a cr[n+ pro( ( 8 hatr$ ( all %am & false pret5se1 & 8 int5se love ( solid1 ?or\gh1 f9i%$ "w4 ,h>dly 7 ?+s begun to be settl$ at ,kolob5g1 :51 by way ( relaxation1 ,liv+/one 7,janu>y1 #ahdh7 aga9 mov$ ea/w>d4 ,he w\ld h gone soon]1 b a mad sort ( ,scot*man#bf1 hav+ w&]$ pa/ !m %oot+ elephants1 & lo/ all 8 cattle by ! bite ( ! tsetse-fly1 ,liv+/one _h to g to 8 help2 & moreov] ! dam1 hav+ bur/1 requir$ to be repair$4 ,se*le set out to accompany him1 & int5d$ to g ) him ! :ole way2 b "s fri5ds hav+ come to visit 8 tribe1 he _h to return1 or at lea/ did return1 leav+ ,liv+/one f\r gallons ( porridge1 & two s]vants to act 9 8 /ead4 ,he is ab\t ! only individual1 says ,liv+/one1 :o possesses di/9ct1 consi/5t views on ! subject ( our mission4 ,he is b\nd by 8 wives3 has a curi\s idea--w\ld l to g to ano!r c\ntry = ?ree or f\r ye>s 9 ord] to /udy1 ) ! hope t probably 8 wives w\ld h m>ri$ o!rs 9 ! meantime4 ,he w\ld !n return1 & be admitt$ to ! ,"l's ,supp]1 & tea* 8 p ! k he has acquir$1 ,he seems incapable ( putt+ !m away4 ,he feels s atta*$ to !m1 & inde$ we1 too1 feel mu* atta*$ to mo/ ( !m4 ,!y are our be/ s*ol>s1 our con/ant fri5ds4 ,we e>ne/ly pray t !y1 too1 may be enlight5$ by ! ,_s ( ,god4 ,footnote #bf3 ,mr4 ,gordon ,cumm+4 ,! pray] reg>d+ ,se*le 0 answ]$ soon4 ,review+ ! ye> #ahdd 9 a lett] to ! ,directors1 ,liv+/one says3 ,an ev5t t excit$ m op5 enmity ?an any o!r 0 ! pr(ession ( fai? & subsequ5t reception ( ! *ief into ! *ur*4 ,dur+ ! fir/ ye>s at ,kolob5g he receiv$ a long lett] f 8 y\ng] bro!r ,*>les1 !n 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 reque/+ him to use 8 influ5ce ) ! ,london ,mission>y ,society t he might be s5t z a mission>y to ,*9a4 ,9 writ+ to ! ,directors ab\t 8 bro!r1 9 reply to ?is reque/1 ,liv+/one disclaim$ all idea ( influ5c+ !m except 9 s f> z he might be able to tell !m facts4 ,8 bro!r's hi/ory 0 v int]e/+4 ,9 #ahci1 :5 ,david ,liv+/one 0 9 ,engl&1 ,*>les became e>ne/ ab\t religion1 influ5c$ p>tly by ! ?\ght t z 8 bro!r1 to :om he 0 mo/ w>mly atta*$1 0 go+ abroad1 he might nev] see him aga9 9 ?is _w1 & !re=e he w\ld prep>e to meet him 9 ! next4 ,a /rong desire sprang up 9 8 m9d to obta9 a lib]al education4 ,n hav+ ! means to get ?is at home1 he 0 advis$ by ,david to g to ,am]ica1 & endeavor to obta9 admission to "o ( ! colleges !re :]e ! /ud5ts support !mselves by manual labor4 ,to help him 9 ?is1 ,david s5t him five p\nds1 :i* he _h j receiv$ f ! ,society1 be+ ! :ole ( 8 qu>t]'s all[ance 9 ,london4 ,on l&+ at ,new ,york1 aft] sell+ 8 box & b$1 ,*>les f\nd 8 :ole /ock ( ca% to am\nt to #b1 #acs4 #f;d4 ,pur*as+ a loaf & a piece ( *eese z viaticum1 he />t$ = a college at ,ob]l91 sev5 hundr$ miles (f1 :]e ,dr4 ,f9ney 0 ,presid5t4 ,he contriv$ to get to ! college )\t hav+ ev] begg$4 ,9 ! ?ird ye> he ent]$ on a !ological c\rse1 ) ! view ( becom+ a mission>y4 ,he did n wi%1 & c\ld nev] agree1 z a mission>y1 to hold an appo9tm5t f an ,am]ican ,society1 on acc\nt ( ! relation ( ! ,am]ican ,*ur*es to slav]y2 !re=e he appli$ to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society4 ,david _h sugge/$ to 8 fa!r t if ,*>les 0 to be a mission>y1 he ought to direct 8 att5tion to ,*9a4 ,liv+/one's fir/ mission>y love _h n become cold1 & mu* ?\gh he might h wi%$ to h 8 bro!r 9 ,africa1 he act$ consi/5tly on 8 old conviction t !re 7 en\gh ( ,engli% mission>ies !re1 & t ,*9a _h mu* m ne$4 ,! ,directors decl9$ to appo9t ,*>les ,liv+/one )\t a p]sonal visit1 :i* he c\ld n af=d to make4 ,?is circum/ance l$ him to accept a pa/orate 9 ,new ,engl&1 :]e he rema9$ until #aheg1 :5 he came to ?is c\ntry & jo9$ 8 bro!r 9 ! ,zambesi ,exp$ition4 ,aft]w>d he 0 appo9t$ ,h4 ,m4 ,consul at ,f]n&o ,po1 b be+ always delicate1 he succumb$ to ! climate ( ! c\ntry1 & di$ a few mon?s aft] 8 bro!r1 on 8 way home1 9 ,octob]1 #ahgc4 ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e1 z ,presid5t ( ! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 paid a des]v$ tribute to 8 affectionate & e>ne/ nature1 8 consi/5t ,*ri/ian life1 & 8 valuable help to ,*ri/ian missions & ! ,african cause g5]ally#bg4 ,footnote #bg3 ,j\rnal ( ! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 #ahgd1 p4 cxxviii4 ,liv+/one's relations ) ! ,bo]s did n improve4 ,he has gone s fully into ?is subject 9 8 ,mission>y ,travels t a v slight ref]5ce to x is all t is ne$$ "h4 ,x 0 at fir/ v difficult = him to compreh5d h[ ! mo/ flagrant inju/ice & inhumanity to ! black race c\ld be comb9$1 z he f\nd x to be1 ) k9dness & g5]al respectability1 & ev5 ) ! pr(ession ( piety4 ,he only came to compreh5d ?is :51 aft] m exp]i5ce1 he und]/ood ! demoralization :i* ! slave-sy/em produces4 ,x 0 necess>y = ! ,bo]s to possess !mselves ( *ildr5 = s]vants1 & believ+ or fancy+ t 9 "s tribe an insurrection 0 plott+1 !y w\ld fall on t tribe & br+ (f a numb] ( ! *ildr54 ,! mo/ f\l massacres 7 ju/ifi$ on ! gr\nd t !y 7 necess>y to subdue ! tr\blesome t5d5cies ( ! p1 & !re=e ess5tial to p]man5t peace4 ,liv+/one felt ke5ly t ! ,bo]s :o came to live among ! ,bakwa9s made no di/9ction betwe5 !m & ! ,caffres1 al?\gh ! ,be*uanas 7 not$ = hone/y1 & nev] attack$ ei!r ,bo]s or ,engli%4 ,on ! pr9ciple ( elevat+ vague rumors into al>m+ facts1 ! ,bo]s ( ! ,ca%an ,m\nta9s1 hav+ he>d t ,se*le 0 possess$ ( fire-arms 7! numb] ( 8 muskets 0 five67 multipli$ ! numb] by a hundr$1 & ?reat5$ him ) an invasion4 ,liv+/one1 :o 0 accus$ ( supply+ ^! arms1 w5t to ! comm&ant ,krieg]1 & prevail$ ^u him to def] ! exp$ition1 b refus$ po9t-blank to comply ) ,krieg]'s wi% t he %\ld act z a spy on ! ,bakwa9s4 ,?reat5+ messages cont9u$ to be s5t to ,se*le1 ord]+ him to surr5d] himself1 & to prev5t ,engli% trad]s f pass+ ?r\gh 8 c\ntry1 or sell+ fire-arms to 8 p4 ,on "o occasion ,liv+/one 0 told by ,mr4 ,potgeit]1 a lead+ ,dut*man1 t he w\ld attack any tribe t might receive a native tea*]4 ,liv+/one 0 s ?or\ghly id5tifi$ ) ! natives t x became ! desire ( ! coloni/s to get rid ( him & all 8 belong+s1 & compla9ts 7 made ( him to ! ,colonial ,gov]nm5t z a dang]\s p]son t ought n to be let alone4 ,all ?is made x v cle> to ,liv+/one t 8 favorite plan ( plant+ native tea*]s to ! ea/w>d c\ld n be c>ri$ into effect1 at lea/ = ! pres5t4 ,8 disappo9tm5t 9 ?is 0 only ano!r l9k 9 ! *a9 ( causes t gave to ! latt] "p ( 8 life s unlook$-= b glori\s a de/9ation4 ,x set him to inquire :e!r 9 "s o!r direction he might n f9d a sph]e = plant+ native tea*]s :i* ! jeal\sy ( ! ,bo]s prev5t$ 9 ! ea/4 ,be=e we set out ) him on ! nor?w>d j\rneys1 to :i* he 0 l$ p>tly by ! ho/ility ( ! ,bo]s 9 ! ea/1 & p>tly by ! v di/ress+ failure ( ra9 at ,kolob5g1 a few extracts may be giv5 f a record ( ! p]iod entitl$ ,a portion ( a ,j\rnal lo/ 9 ! de/ruction ( ,kolob5g 7,septemb]1 #ahec7 by ! ,bo]s ( ,pretorius4 ,liv+/one appe>s to h kept j\rnals f an e>ly p]iod ( 8 life ) *>act]i/ic c>e & neatness2 b t ru?less & mo/ atroci\s raid ( ! ,bo]s1 :i* we %all h to notice h]eaft]1 depriv$ him ( all !m up to t date4 ,! treatm5t ( 8 books on t occasion 0 "o ( ! mo/ exasp]at+ ( 8 trials4 ,_h !y be5 burn$ or c>ri$ (f he w\ld h m9d$ x less2 b x 0 unspeakably provok+ to he> ( !m ly+ ab\t ) h&fuls ( leaves torn out ( !m1 or o!rwise mutilat$ & de/roy$4 ,f ! wreck ( 8 j\rnals ! only "p sav$ 0 a few pages conta9+ notes ( "s occurr5ces 9 #ahdh-di3 ,may #bj1 #ahdh4--,spoke to ,se*le ( ! evil ( tru/+ 9 m$ic9es in/ead ( ,god4 ,he felt afraid to dispute on ! subject1 & said he w\ld give up all m$ic9e if ,i only told him to d s4 ,i 0 gratifi$ to see symptoms ( t5d] consci5ce4 ,may ,god enlight5 him6 ,july #aj?4--,ent]$ new h\se on #d? curt4 ,a great m]cy4 ,hope x may be m a h\se ( pray] ?an any we h yet inhabit$4 ,sunday1 ,augu/ #f4--,se*le rema9$ z a spectator at ! celebration ( ! ,"l's ,supp]1 & :5 we retir$ he ask$ me h[ he ought to act ) ref]5ce to 8 sup]flu\s wives1 z he greatly desir$ to con=m to ! w ( ,*ri/1 be baptiz$1 & obs]ve 8 ord9ances4 ,advis$ him to d accord+ to :at he saw writt5 9 ,god's ,book1 b to treat !m g5tly1 = !y _h s9n$ 9 ignorance1 & if driv5 away ha/ily might be lo/ et]nally4 ,sept4 #a4--,mu* opposition1 b none manife/$ to u z individuals4 ,"s1 h[ev]1 say x 0 a pity ! lion did n kill me at ,mabotsa4 ,!y curse ! *ief 7,se*le7 ) v bitt] curses1 & ^! come f ! m\?s ( ^? :om ,se*le w\ld =m]ly h de/roy$ = a s+le disrespectful ^w4 ,! tru? w1 by ! aid ( ! ,_s ( ,god1 ultimately prevail4 ,oct4 #a4--,se*le baptiz$2 also ,setefano4 ,nov4--,long = ra9s4 ,ev]y?+ langui%es dur+ ! int5se heat2 & successive dr\ghts hav+ only occurr$ s9ce ! ,gospel came to ! ,bakwa9s1 ,i fe> ! effect w be detrim5tal4 ,!re is abundance ( ra9 all ar\nd u4 ,& yet we1 :o h our *ief at our head 9 atta*m5t to ! ,gospel1 receive n a drop4 ,has ,satan p[] ov] ! c\rse ( ! w9ds & cl\ds8 ,feel afraid he w obta9 an advantage ov] u1 b mu/ be resign$ entirely to ! ,div9e w4 ,nov4 #bg4--,o ,devil6 ,pr9ce ( ! p[] ( ! air1 art ?\ h9d]+ u8 ,great] is ,he :o is = u ?an all :o c be aga9/ u4 ,i int5d to proce$ ) ,paul to ,mokhatla's4 ,he feels mu* pleas$ ) ! prospect ( =m+ a new /ation4 ,may ,god ,almighty bless ! poor unwor?y ef=t6 ,mebalwe's h\se f9i%$4 ,prep>+ woodwork = ,paul's h\se4 ,dec4 #af4--,pass$ by invitation to ,h5drick ,potgeit]4 ,oppos$ to build+ a s*ool4444 ,told him if he h9d]$ ! ,gospel ! blood ( ^! p w\ld be requir$ at 8 h&4 ,he became mu* excit$ at ?is4 ,dec4 #ag4--,met ,dr4 ,rob]tson1 ( ,swell5dam4 ,v fri5dly4 ,bo]s v viol5tly oppos$4444 ,w5t to ,pilanies4 ,_h l>ge att5tive audi5ces at two villages :5 on ! way home4 ,paul & ,i look$ = a =d 9 a dry riv]4 ,f\nd we _h got a %e black rh9oc]os betwe5 u & ! wagon1 :i* 0 only tw5ty y>ds (f4 ,%e _h calv$ dur+ ! night--a little r$ bea/ l a dog4 ,%e *>g$ ! wagon1 split a spoke & a felloe ) h] horn1 & !n left4 ,paul & ,i jump$ into a rut1 z ! guns 7 9 ! wagon4 ,! black rh9oc]os is "o ( ! mo/ dang]\s ( ! wild bea/s ( ,africa1 & travel]s /& 9 great awe ( x4 ,! c\rage ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one 9 expos+ himself to ! risk ( su* animals on ?is mission>y t\r 0 none ! less t he himself says n a ^w reg>d+ x2 b su* c\rage 0 con/antly %[n by him4 ,! foll[+ in/ances are giv5 on ! au?ority ( ,dr4 ,m(fat z samples ( :at 0 habitual to ,dr4 ,liv+/one 9 ! p]=mance ( 8 duty4 ,9 go+ ?r\gh a wood1 a p>ty ( hunt]s 7 />tl$ by ! appe>ance ( a black rh9oc]os4 ,! furi\s bea/ da%$ at ! wagon1 & drove 8 horn into ! b[els ( ! driv]1 inflict+ a frightful w\nd4 ,a mess5g] 0 despat*$ 9 ! greate/ ha/e = ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 ^: h\se 0 eight or t5 miles di/ant4 ,! mess5g] 9 8 eag]ness ran ! :ole way4 ,liv+/one's fri5ds 7 horror-/ruck at ! idea ( 8 rid+ ?r\gh ! wood at night1 expos$ to ! rh9oc]os & o!r deadly bea/s4 ,no1 no2 y mu/ n ?9k ( x1 ,liv+/one2 x is c]ta9 dea?4 ,liv+/one believ$ x 0 a ,*ri/ian duty to try to save ! poor fell['s life1 & he resolv$ to g1 happ5 :at might4 ,m\nt+ 8 horse1 he rode to ! sc5e ( ! accid5t4 ,! man _h di$1 & ! wagon _h left1 s t !re 0 no?+ = ,liv+/one b to return & run ! risk ( ! =e/ anew1 )\t ev5 ! hope t he might be useful 9 sav+ life4 ,ano!r "t1 :5 he & a bro!r mission>y 7 on a t\r a long way f home1 a mess5g] came to tell 8 companion t "o ( 8 *ildr5 0 al>m+ly ill4 ,x 0 b natural = him to desire ,liv+/one to g back ) him4 ,! way lay ov] a road infe/$ by lions4 ,liv+/one's life w\ld be 9 dang]2 moreov]1 z we h se51 he 0 int5sely desir\s to exam9e ! fossil bones at ! place4 ,b :5 8 fri5d express$ ! desire = him to g1 he w5t )\t hesitation4 ,8 firm belief 9 ,provid5ce su/a9$ him 9 ^! z 9 s _m o!r dang]s4 ,m$ical practice 0 c]ta9ly n made easi] by :at happ5$ to "s ( 8 packages f ,engl&4 ,writ+ to 8 fa!r-9-law1 ,mr4 ,m(fat 7#ah? ,janu>y1 #ahdi71 he says3 ,mo/ ( our boxes :i* come to u f ,engl& are op5$1 & usually light5$ ( _! cont5ts4 ,y w p]haps rememb] "o 9 :i* ,se*le's cloak 04 ,x conta9$1 on leav+ ,glasg[1 besides ! articles :i* came "h1 a p>cel ( surgical in/rum5ts :i* ,i ord]$1 & ( c\rse paid =4 ,"o ( ^! 0 a valuable cupp+ app>atus4 ,! value at :i* ! in/rum5ts 7 pur*as$ = me 0 #d1 #abs41 _! real value mu* m4 ,! box :i* y k9dly pack$ = u & despat*$ to ,glasg[ has1 we he>1 be5 gutt$ by ! ,cu/om-,h\se ?ieves1 & only a v few pla9 k>osses left 9 x4 ,:5 we see a box :i* has be5 op5$ we h n half ! pleasure :i* we o!rwise %\ld 9 unpack+ x4444 ,c y give me any in=mation h[ ^! annoyances may be prev5t$8 ,or mu/ we submit to x z "o ( ! crook$ ?+s ( ?is life1 :i* ,solomon says _c be made /raight8 ,n only 9 ^! sc5es ( active mission>y labor1 b ev]y:]e else1 ,liv+/one 0 9 ! habit ( prea*+ to ! natives1 & conv]s+ s]i\sly ) !m on religion1 8 favorite topics be+ ! love ( ,*ri/1 ! ,fa!rhood ( ,god1 ! resurrection1 & ! la/ judgm5t4 ,8 prea*+ to !m1 9 ,dr4 ,m(fat's judgm5t1 0 highly effective4 ,x 0 simple1 scriptural1 conv]sational1 w5t /raight to ! po9t1 0 well fitt$ to arre/ ! att5tion1 & rem>kably adapt$ to ! capacity ( ! p4 ,to 8 fa!r he writes 7#e? ,july1 #ahdh73 ,= a long "t ,i felt mu* depress$ aft] prea*+ ! unse>*able ri*es ( ,*ri/ to app>5tly ins5sible he>ts2 b n[ ,i l to dwell on ! love ( ! great ,m$iator1 = x always w>ms my own he>t1 & ,i "k t ! gospel is ! p[] ( ,god--! great means :i* ,he employs = ! reg5]ation ( our ru9$ _w4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( #ahdi ,liv+/one made ! fir/ ( a s]ies ( j\rneys to ! nor?1 9 ! hope ( plant+ native mission>ies among ! p4 ,n to int]rupt ! cont9u\s acc\nt ( ^! j\rneys1 we may adv]t "h to a visit paid to him at ,kolob5g1 on 8 return f ! fir/ ( !m1 9 ! end ( ! ye>1 by ,mr4 ,freeman ( ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 :o 0 at t "t visit+ ! ,african /ations4 ,mr4 ,freeman1 to ,liv+/one's regret1 0 9 favor ( keep+ up all ,colonial /ations1 because ! ,london ,society alone paid att5tion to ! black population4 ,he 0 n mu* 9 sympa?y ) ,liv+/one4 ,mr4 ,freeman1 he writes confid5tially to ,mr4 ,watt1 gave u no hope to expect any new field to be tak5 up4 ',exp5diture to be r$uc$ 9 ,africa' 0 ! ^w1 :5 ,i propos$ ! new region beyond u1 & !re is nobody will+ to g except ,mr4 ,m(fat & myself4 ,six hundr$ miles additional l&-c>riage1 mosquitoes 9 myriads1 sp>r[s by ! million1 an epidemic frequ5tly fatal1 don't look well 9 a picture4 ,i am #bgj miles f ,kuruman2 l&-c>riage = all t we use makes a fe>ful inroad into ! #ajj ( sal>y1 & !n #fjj miles beyond ?is makes "o ?9k unutt]able ?+s1 = nobody likes to call = m sal>y4 ,i ?9k ! ,indian sal>y ought to be giv5 to ^? :o g into ! tropics4 ,i h a v /rong desire to g & r$uce ! new language to writ+1 b ,i _c p]=m impossibilities4 ,i don't ?9k x q fair = ! ,*ur*es to expect _! mess5g] to live1 z if he 7 ! ,prodigal ,son1 on ! husks t ! sw9e d eat1 b ,i %\ld be a%am$ to say s to any "o b y\rself4 ,i _c p]=m impossibilities1 said ,liv+/one2 b few m5 c\ld come s ne> do+ x4 ,8 activity ( m9d & body at ?is outskirt ( civilization 0 wond]ful4 ,a ,jack-(-all-trades1 he is build+ h\ses & s*ools1 cultivat+ g>d5s1 s*em+ 9 e mann] ( way h[ to get wat]1 :i* 9 ! rem>kable dr\ght ( ! season becomes sc>c] & sc>c]2 z a mission>y he is hold+ meet+s e o!r night1 prea*+ on ,sundays1 & tak+ su* o!r opportunities z he c f9d to ga9 ! p to ,*ri/2 z a m$ical man he is deal+ ) ! m difficult cases ( disease1 ^? :i* baffle ! native doctors2 z a man ( sci5ce he is tak+ obs]vations1 collect+ specim5s1 ?9k+ out geographical1 geological1 meteorological1 & o!r problems be>+ on ! /ructure & condition ( ! cont95t2 z a mission>y /atesman he is plann+ h[ ! actual =ce might be dispos$ ( to mo/ advantage1 & is look+ r\nd 9 ?is direction & 9 t1 ov] hundr$s ( miles1 = op5+s = native ag5ts2 & to promote ^! objects he is writ+ long lett]s to ! ,directors1 to ! ,mission>y ,*ronicle to ! ,briti% ,bann]1 to private fri5ds1 to any "o likely to take an int]e/ 9 8 plans4 ,b ?is does n exhau/ 8 labors4 ,he is deeply int]e/$ 9 philological /udies1 & is writ+ on ! ,si*uana language3 ,i h be5 hat*+ a gramm> ( ! ,si*uana language1 he writes to ,mr4 ,watt4 ,x is diff]5t 9 /ructure f any o!r language1 except ! anci5t ,egyptian4 ,mo/ ( ! *anges are effect$ by means ( prefixes or affixes1 ! radical rema9+ un*ang$4 ,attempts h be5 made to =m gramm>s1 b all h gone on ! pr9ciple ( e/abli%+ a resemblance betwe5 ,si*uana1 ,lat91 & ,greek2 m9e is on ! pr9ciple ( analys+ ! language )\t ref]5ce to any o!rs4 ,grammatical t]ms are only us$ :5 ,i _c express my mean+ 9 any o!r way4 ,! analysis r5d]s ! :ole language v simple1 & ,i believe ! pr9ciple elicit$ ext5ds to mo/ ( ! languages betwe5 ?is & ,egypt4 ,i wi% to "k :e!r ,i c\ld get #bj or #cj copies pr9t$ = private di/ribution at an exp5se n beyond my means4 ,x w\ld be a m]e tract1 & ab\t ! size ( ?is lett] :5 fold$1 #dj or #ej pages p]haps#bh4 ,w y asc]ta9 ! co/1 & tell me :e!r1 9 ! ev5t ( my cont9u+ hot on ! subject half a ye> h5ce1 y w\ld be ! corrector ( ! press8444 ,w y exam9e catalogues to f9d :e!r !re is any diction>y ( anci5t ,egyptian )9 my means1 s t ,i might pur*ase & comp>e8 ,i %\ld n grudge two or ?ree p\nds = x4 ,pr(essor ,vat] has writt5 on x1 b ,i d n "k :at diction>y he consult$4 ,"o ,tattam has writt5 a ,coptic gramm>2 p]haps t has a vocabul>y1 & might s]ve my purpose4 ,i see ,tattam adv]tis$ by ,john ,russell ,smi?1 #d ,old ,compton ,/reet1 ,soho1 ,london1--',tattam 7,h471 ,lexicon ,egyptiaco-,lat9um e vet]ibus l+uae ,egyptiacae monum5tis2 ?ick #hvo1 bds41 #ajs41 ,oxf41 #ahce4' ,w y pur*ase ! above = me8 ,footnote #bh3 ,?is gives a correct idea ( ! l5g? ( _m ( 8 lett]s4 ,at ,mabotsa & ,*onuane ! ,liv+/ones _h sp5t b a little "t2 ,kolob5g may be said to h be5 ! only p]man5t home !y ev] _h4 ,dur+ ^! ye>s sev]al ( _! *ildr5 7 born1 & x 0 ! only consid]able p]iod ( _! lives :5 bo? _h _! *ildr5 ab\t !m4 ,look+ back aft]w>d on ?is p]iod1 & its manifold occupations1 :il/ deta9$ 9 ,manyuema1 9 ! ye> #ahgj1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one wrote ! foll[+ /rik+ words3 ,! he>t t felt ?is "o regret 9 look+ back to ?is busy "t mu/ h be5 true inde$ to ! in/9cts ( a p>5t4 ,b ,liv+/one's case 0 no exception to t my/]i\s law ( our life 9 ?is _w1 by :i*1 9 s _m ?+s1 we le>n h[ to correct our errors only aft] ! opportunity is gone4 ,( all ! crooks 9 8 lot1 t :i* gave him s %ort an opportunity ( secur+ ! affections & m\ld+ ! "* ( 8 *ildr5 seems to h be5 ! h>de/ to be>4 ,8 long det5tion at ,manyuema appe>s1 z we %all see h]eaft]1 to h be5 sp5t by him 9 le>n+ m completely ! lesson ( submission to ! w ( ,god2 & ! h>d trial ( sep>ation f 8 family1 entail+ on !m :at seem$ irrep>able loss1 0 among ! la/ ( 8 sorr[s ov] :i* he 0 able to write ! words ) :i* he closes ! acc\nt ( 8 wife's dea? 9 ! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies1--,,fiat1 ,,dom9e1 ,,voluntus ,,tua6 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,kolob5g cont9u$--,,lake ',,ngami4 ,a4,d4 #ahdi-aheb4 ,kolob5g fail+ ?r\gh dr\ght--,sebituane's c\ntry & ! ,lake ',ngami--,liv+/one sets out ) ,messrs4 ,oswell & ,murray--,riv]s ,z\ga & ,tamanak'le--,old ideas ( ! int]ior revolutioniz$--,en?usiasm ( ,liv+/one--,discov]s ,lake ',ngami--,oblig$ to return--,prize f ,royal ,geographical ,society--,second exp$ition to ! lake1 ) wife & *ildr5--,*ildr5 attack$ by fev]--,aga9 oblig$ to return--,conviction z to heal?i] spot beyond--,idea ( f9d+ passage to sea ei!r we/ or ea/--,bir? & dea? ( a *ild--,family visits ,kuruman--,?ird exp$ition1 aga9 ) family--,he hopes to f9d a new locality--,p]ils ( ! j\rney--,he rea*es ,sebituane--,! *iefs illness & dea?--,di/ress ( ,liv+/one--,mr4 ,oswell & he g on ! ,l9yanti--,discov]y ( ! ,upp] ,zambesi--,no locality f\nd = settlem5t--,m ext5d$ j\rney necess>y--,he returns--,bir? ( ,oswald ,liv+/one--,crisis 9 ,liv+/one's life--,8 guid+ pr9ciples--,new plans--,! ,makololo beg9 to practice slave-trade--,new ?\ghts ab\t comm]ce--,lett]s to ,directors--,! ,bakwa9s--,pros & cons ( 8 new plan--,8 unabat$ mission>y zeal--,he goes ) 8 family to ! ,cape--,8 lit]>y activity4 ,:5 ,se*le turn$ back aft] go+ s f> ) ,liv+/one ea/w>d1 x appe>$ t 8 c\rage _h fail$ him4 ,w y g ) me nor?w>d8 ,liv+/one once ask$ him1 & x turn$ out t he 0 desir\s to d s4 ,he wi%$ to see ,sebituane1 a great *ief liv+ to ! nor? ( ,lake ',ngami1 :o _h sav$ 8 life 9 8 infancy1 & o!rwise done him mu* s]vice4 ,sebituane 0 a man ( great ability1 :o _h br\ght a va/ numb] ( tribes into subjection1 & n[ rul$ ov] a v ext5sive t]ritory1 be+ "o ( ! greate/ magnates ( ,africa4 ,liv+/one1 too1 _h naturally a /rong desire to become acqua9t$ ) s influ5tial a man4 ,! fact ( 8 liv+ ne> ! lake reviv$ ! project t _h slumb]$ = ye>s 9 8 m9d--to be ! fir/ ( ! mission>ies :o %\ld look on its wat]s4 ,at ,kolob5g1 too1 ! settlem5t 0 9 su* /raits1 ow+ to ! excessive dr\ght :i* dri$ up ! v riv]1 t ! p w\ld be compell$ to leave x & settle else:]e4 ,! want ( wat]1 & consequ5tly ( food1 9 ! g>d5s1 oblig$ ! m5 to be abs5t collect+ locu/s1 s t !re 0 h>dly any "o to come ei!r to *ur* or s*ool4 ,ev5 ! obs]vance ( ! ,sabba? broke d[n4 ,if ,kolob5g %\ld h to be ab&on$1 :]e w\ld ,liv+/one g next8 ,x 0 c]ta9ly wor? 8 :ile to look if a suitable locality c\ld n be f\nd 9 ,sebituane's t]ritory4 ,he _h resolv$ t he w\ld n /ay ) ! ,bakwa9s always4 ,if ! new region 7 n suitable = himself1 he might f9d op5+s = native tea*]s2 at all ev5ts1 he w\ld g nor?w>d & see4 ,j be=e he />t$1 mess5g]s came to him f ,le*ulatebe1 *ief ( ! p ( ! lake1 ask+ him to visit 8 c\ntry1 & giv+ su* an acc\nt ( ! quantity ( ivory t ! cupidity ( ! ,bakwa9 guides 0 r\s$1 & !y became q eag] to be !re4 ,on #a/ ,june1 #ahdi1 ,liv+/one accord+ly set out f ,kolob5g4 ,se*le 0 n ( ! p>ty1 b two ,engli% hunt+ fri5ds accompani$ him1 ,mr4 ,oswell & ,mr4 ,murray--,mr4 ,oswell g5]\sly defray+ ! co/ ( ! guides4 ,sekomi1 a neighbor+ *ief :o secretly wi%$ ! exp$ition to fail1 le/ 8 monopoly ( ! ivory %\ld be brok5 up1 remon/rat$ ) !m = ru%+ on to c]ta9 dea?--!y mu/ be kill$ by ! sun & ?ir/1 & if he did n /op !m1 p w\ld blame him = ! issue4 ,no fe>1 said ,liv+/one1 p w only blame our own /upidity4 ,! great ,kalah>i des]t1 ( :i* ,liv+/one has giv5 s full an acc\nt1 lay betwe5 !m & ! lake4 ,!y pass$ along its nor!a/ bord]1 & _h trav]s$ ab\t half ( ! di/ance1 :5 "o day x seem$ mo/ unexpect$ly t !y _h got to _! j\rney's end4 ,mr4 ,oswell 0 a little 9 advance1 & hav+ cle>$ an int]v5+ ?ick belt ( trees1 beheld 9 ! s(t light ( ! sett+ sun :at seem$ a magnific5t lake tw5ty miles 9 circumf]5ce2 & at ! sight ?rew 8 hat 9 ! air1 & rais$ a %\t :i* made ! ,bakwa9s ?9k him mad4 ,he fanci$ x 0 ',ngami1 &1 inde$1 x 0 a wond]ful deception1 caus$ by a l>ge salt-pan gleam+ 9 ! light ( ! sun2 9 fact1 ! old1 b ev] new ph5om5on ( ! mirage4 ,! real ',ngami 0 yet #cjj miles f>!r on4 ,liv+/one has giv5 ample details ( 8 progress 9 ! ,mission>y ,travels1 dwell+ especially on 8 joy :5 he rea*$ ! beautiful riv] ,z\ga1 ^: wat]s fl[$ f ',ngami4 ,provid5ce fru/rat$ an attempt to r\se ill-feel+ aga9/ him on ! "p ( two m5 :o _h be5 s5t by ,sekomi1 app>5tly to help him1 b :o n[ w5t be=e him & circulat$ a report t ! object ( ! travel]s 0 to plund] all ! tribes liv+ on ! riv] & ! lake4 ,half-way up1 ! pr9cipal man 0 attack$ by fev]1 & di$2 ! natives ?\ght x a judgm5t1 & see+ ?r\gh ,sekomi's reason = wi%+ ! exp$ition n to succe$1 !y by & by became q fri5dly1 "u ,liv+/one's fair & k9d treatm5t4 ,a matt] ( great significance 9 8 future hi/ory occurr$ at ! junction ( ! riv]s ,tamanak'le & ,z\ga3 ,i inquir$1 he says1 :5ce ! ,tamanak'le came4 ',oh6 f a c\ntry full ( riv]s1--s _m1 no "o c tell _! numb]1 & full ( l>ge trees4' ,?is 0 ! fir/ confirmation ( /atem5ts ,i _h he>d f ! ,bakwa9s :o _h be5 ) ,sebituane1 t ! c\ntry beyond 0 n ! 'l>ge s&y plateau' ( ! philosoph]s4 ,! prospect ( a highway1 capable ( be+ trav]s$ by boats to an entirely unexplor$ & v popul\s region1 grew f t "t =w>d /rong] & /rong] 9 my m9d2 s mu* s1 t :5 we actually came to ! lake1 ?is idea occupi$ su* a l>ge portion ( my m5tal vision1 t ! actual discov]y seem$ ( b little importance4 ,i f9d ,i wrote1 :5 ! emotions caus$ by ! magnific5t prospects ( ! new c\ntry 7 fir/ awak5$ 9 my brea/1 t !y might subject me to ! *>ge ( en?usiasm1 a *>ge :i* ,i des]v$1 z no?+ good or great _h ev] be5 accompli%$ 9 ! _w )\t x#bi4' ,footnote #bi3 ,mission>y ,travels1 p4 #fe4 ,twelve days aft]1 ! travel]s came to ! nor!a/ end ( ,lake ',ngami1 & x 0 on #a/ ,augu/1 #ahdi1 t ?is f9e %eet ( wat] 0 beheld = ! fir/ "t by ,europeans4 ,x 0 ( su* magnitude t !y c\ld n see ! f>!r %ore1 & !y c\ld only guess its size f ! reports ( ! natives t x took ?ree days to g r\nd x4 ,le*ulatebe1 ! *ief :o _h s5t him ! invitation1 0 q a "y man1 & 8 reception by no means correspond$ to :at ! invitation impli$4 ,he _h no idea ( ,liv+/one go+ on to ,sebituane1 :o liv$ two hundr$ miles f>!r nor?1 & p]haps supply+ him ) fire-arms :i* w\ld make him a m dang]\s neighbor4 ,he !re=e refus$ ,liv+/one guides to ,sebituane1 & s5t m5 to prev5t him f cross+ ! riv]4 ,liv+/one 0 n to be baulk$1 & work$ _m h\rs 9 ! riv] try+ to make a raft out ( "s rott5 wood1--at ! imm95t risk ( 8 life1 z he aft]w>d f\nd1 = ! ,z\ga ab\nds ) alligators4 ,! season 0 n[ f> advanc$1 & z ,mr4 ,oswell volunte]$ to g d[n to ! ,cape & br+ up a boat next ye>1 ! exp$ition 0 ab&on$ = ! "t4 ,return+ home by ! ,z\ga1 !y _h bett] opportunity to m>k ! extraord9>y ri*ness ( ! c\ntry1 & ! abundance & luxuriance ( its products1 bo? animal & vegetable4 ,elephants exi/$ 9 cr[ds1 & ivory 0 s abundant t a trad] 0 pur*as+ x at ! rate ( t5 tusks = a musket wor? fifte5 %ill+s4 ,two ye>s lat]1 aft] effect _h be5 giv5 to ,liv+/one's discov]y1 ! price _h ris5 v greatly4 ,writ+ to 8 fri5d ,watt1 he dwells ) delight on ! riv] ,z\ga3 ,x is a glori\s riv]2 y nev] saw any?+ s gr&4 ,! banks are extremely beautiful1 l9$ ) gigantic trees1 _m q new4 ,"o bore a fruit a foot 9 l5g? & ?ree in*es 9 diamet]4 ,ano!r measur$ sev5ty feet 9 circumf]5ce4 ,ap>t f ! bran*es x look$ l a mass ( granite2 & !n ! ,bakoba 9 _! canoes--did ,i n enjoy sail+ 9 !m8 ,rememb] h[ long ,i h be5 9 a p>*$-up l&1 & answ]4 ,! ,bakoba are a f9e frank race ( m51 & seem to und]/& ! message bett] ?an any p to :om ,i h spok5 on ,div9e subjects = ! fir/ "t4 ,:at ?9k y ( a navigable highway into a l>ge section ( ! int]ior8 yet t ! ,tamanak'le is4444 ,:o w g into t goodly l&8 ,:o8 ,is x n ! ,nig] ( ?is "p ( ,africa8444 ,i greatly enjoy$ sail+ 9 _! canoes1 rude en\gh ?+s1 holl[$ out ( ! trunks ( s+le trees1 & visit+ ! villages along ! ,z\ga4 ,i felt b little :5 ,i look$ on ! lake2 b ! ,z\ga & ,tamanak'le awak5$ emotions n to be describ$4 ,i hope to g up ! latt] next ye>4 ,! discov]y ( ! lake & ! riv] 0 communicat$ to ! ,royal ,geographical ,society 9 extracts f ,liv+/one's lett]s to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 & to 8 fri5d & =m] fell[-travel]1 ,capta9 ,/eele4 ,9 #ahdi ! ,society vot$ him a sum ( tw5ty-five gu9eas = 8 successful j\rney1 9 company ) ,messrs4 ,oswell & ,murray1 across ! ,s\? ,african des]t1 = ! discov]y ( an int]e/+ c\ntry1 a f9e riv]1 & an ext5sive inl& lake4 ,9 address+ ,dr4 ,tidman & ,ald]man ,*allis1 :o repres5t$ ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 ! ,presid5t 7! late ,capta91 aft]w>d ,re>-,admiral1 ,w4 ,smy?1 ,r4,n41 :o di/+ui%$ himself 9 e>ly life by 8 j\rney across ! ,&es to ,lima1 & !nce to ! ,atlantic7 adv]t$ to ! value ( ! discov]ies 9 !mselves1 & 9 ! influ5ce !y w\ld h on ! regions beyond4 ,he spoke also ( ! help :i* ,liv+/one _h d]iv$ z an explor] f 8 influ5ce z a mission>y4 ,! j\rney he _h p]=m$ successfully _h hi!rto baffl$ ! be/-furni%$ travel]s4 ,9 #ahcd1 an exp$ition "u ,dr4 ,&rew ,smi?1 ! l>ge/ & be/-appo9t$ t ev] left ,cape ,t[n1 _h gone z f> z #bc s\? latitude2 b t prov$ to be ! utmo/ di/ance !y c\ld rea*1 & !y 7 compell$ to return4 ,capta9 ,sir ,james ,e4 ,alex&]1 ! only sci5tific travel] subsequ5tly s5t out f ,engl& by ! ,geographical ,society1 9 despair ( ! lake1 & ( discov]y by ! (t-tri$ ea/]n r\te1 explor$ ! neighborhood ( ! we/]n coa/ in/ead#cj4 ,! ,presid5t frankly ascrib$ ,liv+/one's success to ! influ5ce he _h acquir$ z a mission>y among ! natives1 & ,liv+/one ?or\ghly believ$ ?is4 ,! lake1 he wrote to 8 fri5d ,watt1 belongs to mission>y ent]prise4 ,only la/ ye>1 he subsequ5tly wrote to ! ,geographical ,society1 a p>ty ( eng9e]s1 9 ab\t ?irty wagons1 made _m & p]sev]+ ef=ts to cross ! des]t at diff]5t po9ts1 b ?\gh inur$ to ! climate1 & /imulat$ by ! prospect ( ga9 f ! ivory !y expect$ to procure1 !y 7 compell$1 = want ( wat]1 to give up ! und]tak+4 ,! ye> aft] ,liv+/one's fir/ visit1 ,mr4 ,francis ,galton tri$1 b fail$1 to rea* ! lake1 ?\gh he 0 s successful 9 o!r directions z to obta9 ! ,society's gold m$al 9 #aheb4 ,footnote #cj3 ,j\rnal ( ! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 vol4 xx4 p4 xxviii4 ,liv+/one 0 evid5tly gratifi$ at ! honor paid him1 & ! reception ( ! tw5ty-five gu9eas f ! ,que54 ,b ! gift _h also a comical side4 ,x c>ri$ him back to ! days ( 8 ,radical y\?1 :5 he & 8 fri5ds us$ to criticise pretty %>ply ! de/9ation ( ! nation's money4 ,! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 he writes to 8 p>5ts 7#d? ,decemb]1 #ahej71 h aw>d$ tw5ty-five gu9eas = ! discov]y ( ! lake4 ,x is f ! ,que54 ,y mu/ be v loyal1 all ( y4 ,next "t %e comes y\r way1 %\t till y are ho>se4 ,oh1 y ,radicals1 don't be ?9k+ x came out ( y\r pockets6 ,long live ,victoria#ca6 ,footnote #ca3 ,9 a m s]i\s ve9 he wrote 9 a previ\s lett]3 ,i wond] y d n g to see ! ,que54 ,i 0 z disloyal z o!rs :5 9 ,engl&1 = ?\gh ,i might h se5 h] 9 ,london1 ,i nev] w5t4 ,d y ev] pray = h]8 ,?is lett] is dat$ #e? ,febru>y1 #ahej1 & mu/ h be5 writt5 be=e he he>d ( ! prize4 ,defeat$ 9 8 endeavor to rea* ,sebituane 9 #ahdi1 ,liv+/one1 ! foll[+ season1 put 9 practice 8 favorite maxim1 ,try aga94 ,he left ,kolob5g 9 ,april1 #ahej1 & ?is "t he 0 accompani$ by ,se*le1 ,mebalwe1 tw5ty ,bakwa9s1 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 & _! :ole troop ( infantry1 :i* n[ am\nt$ to ?ree4 ,travel+ 9 ! *>m+ climate ( ,s\? ,africa 9 ! roomy wagon1 at ! pace ( two miles & a half an h\r1 is n l travel+ at home2 b x 0 a pro( ( ,liv+/one's great unwill+ness to be sep>at$ f 8 family1 t he took !m ) him1 not)/&+ ! risk ( mosquitoes1 fev]1 & want ( wat]4 ,! p ( ,kolob5g 7 s engross$ at ! "t ) _! employm5ts1 t till h>ve/ 0 ov]1 little mission>y "w c\ld be done4 ,! j\rney 0 difficult1 & on ! nor!rn bran* ( ! ,z\ga _m trees _h to be cut d[n to all[ ! wagons to pass4 ,! pres5ce ( a =midable enemy 0 report$ on ! banks ( ! ,tamanak'le1--! tsetse-fly1 ^: bite is s fatal to ox54 ,to avoid x1 ano!r r\te _h to be *os54 ,:5 !y got ne> ! lake1 x 0 f\nd t fev] _h rec5tly attack$ a p>ty ( ,engli%m51 "o ( :om _h di$1 :ile ! re/ recov]$ "u ! c>e ( ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one4 ,liv+/one took 8 family to h a peep at ! lake2 ! *ildr51 he wrote1 took to play+ 9 x z duckl+s d4 ,paidl+ 9 x 0 great fun4 ,great fun to !m1 :o _h se5 little en\gh wat] = a :ile2 & 9 a quiet way1 great fun to _! fa!r too1--8 own *ildr5 paidl+ 9 8 own lake6 ,he 0 beg9n+ to f9d t 9 a mission>y po9t ( view1 ! pres5ce ( 8 wife & *ildr5 0 a consid]able advantage2 x inspir$ ! natives ) confid5ce1 & promot$ t5d] feel+s & k9d relations4 ,! *ief1 ,le*ulatebe1 0 at la/ propitiat$ at a consid]able sacrifice1 hav+ tak5 a fancy to a valuable rifle ( ,liv+/one's1 ! gift ( a fri5d1 :i* c\ld n be replac$4 ,! *ief v[$ t if he got x he w\ld give ,liv+/one ev]y?+ he wi%$1 & protect & fe$ 8 wife & *ildr5 into ! b>ga91 :ile he w5t on to ,sebituane4 ,liv+/one at once h&$ him ! gun4 ,x is ( great consequ5ce1 he said1 to ga9 ! confid5ce ( ^! fell[s at ! beg9n+4 ,x 0 8 int5tion t ,mrs4 ,liv+/one & ! *ildr5 %\ld rema9 at ,le*ulatebe's until he %\ld h return$4 ,b ! s*eme 0 upset by an outbur/ ( fev]4 ,among o!rs1 two ( ! *ildr5 7 attack$4 ,!re 0 no help b to g home4 ,! gun 0 left beh9d 9 ! hope t ere long ,liv+/one w\ld get back to claim ! fulfillm5t ( ! *iefs promise4 ,x 0 pla9 t ! neighborhood ( ! lake 0 n habitable by ,europeans4 ,h5ce a fre% confirmation ( 8 views z to ! ne$ ( native ag5cy1 if int]tropical ,africa 0 ev] to be ,*ri/ianiz$4 ,b ,liv+/one 0 conv9c$ t !re mu/ be a heal?i] spot to ! nor?4 ,writ+ to ,mr4 ,watt 7#ah? ,augu/1 #ahej71 he n only expresses ?is conviction1 b gives ! gr\nd on :i* x re/$4 ,! extract :i* we subjo9 gives a glimpse ( ! sagacity t f app>5tly little ?+s drew great conclusions2 b m ?an t1 x indicates ! bir? ( ! great idea t dom9at$ ! next p]iod ( ,liv+/one's life--! desire & det]m9ation to f9d a passage to ! sea1 ei!r on ! ea/ or ! we/ coa/3 ,a m salubri\s climate mu/ exi/ f>!r up to ! nor?1 & t ! c\ntry is high]1 seems evid5t f ! fact m5tion$ by ! ,bakoba1 t ! wat] ( ! ,teoge1 ! riv] t falls into ! ',ngami at ! nor?we/ po9t ( x1 fl[s ) great rapidity4 ,canoes asc5d+1 punt all ! way1 & ! m5 mu/ hold on by re$s 9 ord] to prev5t _! be+ c>ri$ d[n by ! curr5t4 ,l>ge trees1 spr+-bucks & o!r antelopes are sometimes br\ght d[n by x4 ,d y wond] at my press+ on 9 ! way we h done8 ,! ,be*uana mission has be5 c>ri$ on 9 a cul-de-sac4 ,i tri$ to break ?r\gh by go+ among ! ,ea/]n tribes1 b ! ,bo]s %ut up t field4 ,a ,fr5* mission>y1 ,mr4 ,fr$\x1 ( ,motito1 tri$ to foll[ on my trail to ! ,bamangwato1 b 0 turn$ back by a p>ty ( arm$ ,bo]s4 ,:5 we bur/ ?r\gh ! b>ri] on ! nor?1 x appe>$ v pla9 t no mission c\ld be successful !re1 unless we c\ld get a well-wat]$ c\ntry leav+ a passage to ! sea on ei!r ! ea/ or we/ coa/4 ,?is project ,i am almo/ afraid to meet1 b no?+ else w d4 ,i int5d 7,d4,v47 to g 9 next ye> & rema9 a twelvemon?4 ,my wife1 poor s\l--,i pity h]6--propos$ to let me g = t "t :ile %e rema9$ at ,kolob5g4 ,y w pray = u bo? dur+ t p]iod4 ,a week lat] 7,augu/ #bd1 #ahej7 he writes to ! ,directors t no conv5i5t access to ! region c be obta9$ f ! s\?1 ! lake be+ #hgj miles f ,kuruman3 ,we mu/ h a passage to ! sea on ei!r ! ea/]n or we/]n coa/4 ,i h hi!rto be5 afraid to broa* ! subject on :i* my p]haps dreamy imag9ation dwells4 ,y at home are accu/om$ to look on a project z half f9i%$ :5 y h receiv$ ! co-op]ation ( ! ladies4 ,my bett] half has promis$ me a twelvemon?'s leave ( abs5ce = m9e4 ,)\t promis+ any?+1 ,i mean to foll[ a useful motto 9 _m circum/ances1 & ,try aga94 ,on return+ to ,kolob5g1 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one 0 deliv]$ ( a daught]--h] f\r? *ild4 ,an epidemic 0 rag+ at ! "t1 & ! *ild 0 seiz$ & cut (f1 at ! age ( six weeks4 ,! loss1 or r ! removal1 ( ! *ild affect$ ,liv+/one greatly4 ,x 0 ! fir/ dea? 9 our family1 he says 9 8 ,j\rnal1 b 0 j z likely to h happ5$ _h we rema9$ at home1 & ,we h n[ "o ( our numb] 9 heav54 ,to 8 p>5ts he writes 7#d? ,decemb]1 #ahej73 ,our la/ *ild1 a sweet little girl ) blue eyes1 0 tak5 f u to jo9 ! company ( ! r$eem$1 ?r\gh ! m]its ( ,him ( :om %e nev] he>d4 ,x is wond]ful h[ soon ! affections tw9e r\nd a little /rang]4 ,we felt h] loss ke5ly4 ,%e 0 attack$ by ! prevail+ sickness1 :i* attack$ _m native *ildr51 & bore up "u x = a =tnight4 ,we c\ld n apply rem$ies to "o s "y1 except ! simple/4 ,%e utt]$ a pi]c+ cry previ\s to expir+1 & !n w5t away to see ! ,k+ 9 8 beauty1 & ! l&--! glori\s l&1 & its inhabitants4 ,h]s is ! fir/ grave 9 all t c\ntry m>k$ z ! re/+-place ( "o ( :om x is believ$ & confess$ t %e %all live aga94 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one _h an attack ( s]i\s illness1 accompani$ by p>alysis ( ! "r side ( ! face1 & re/ be+ ess5tial = h]1 ! family w5t1 = a "t1 to ,kuruman4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h a /rong desire to g to ! ,cape = ! excision ( 8 uvula1 :i* _h long be5 tr\blesome4 ,b1 ) *>act]i/ic self-d5ial1 he put 8 own case out ( view1 /ay+ ) 8 wife1 t %e might h ! re/ & att5tion %e ne$$4 ,he tri$ to p]suade 8 fa!r-9-law to p]=m ! op]ation1 &1 "u 8 direction1 ,dr4 ,m(fat w5t s f> z to make a pair ( scissors = ! purpose2 b 8 c\rage1 s well tri$ 9 o!r fields1 0 n equal to ! p]=mance ( su* a surgical op]ation4 ,"s glimpses ( ,liv+/one's mus+s at ?is "t1 %[+1 among o!r ?+s1 h[ mu* m he ?\ght ( 8 spiritual ?an 8 ,highl& ance/ry1 occur 9 a lett] to 8 p>5ts1 writt5 imm$iately aft] 8 return f 8 second visit to ! lake 7#bh? ,july1 #ahej74 ,if !y %\ld c>ry out _! project ( emigration to ,am]ica1 !y w\ld h an int]e/+ family ga!r+3 ,"o1 h[ev]1 w be 'ov] ! hills & f> away' f y\r happy meet+4 ,! meet+ :i* we hope w take place 9 ,heav5 w be unlike a happy "o1 9 s f> z e>?ly relation%ips are conc]n$4 ,"o w be s mu* tak5 up 9 look+ at ,jesus1 ,i don't "k :5 we %all be dispos$ to sit d[n & talk ab\t ! days ( lang syne4 ,& !n !re w be s _m notables :om we %\ld l to notice & %ake h&s )--,luke1 = in/ance1 ! belov$ physician1 & ,j]emiah1 & old ,job1 & ,noah1 & ,eno*1 t if y are wise1 y w make ! mo/ ( y\r union :ile y are toge!r1 & n fail to write me fully1 :ile y h ! opportunity "h4444 ,*>les ?9ks we are n ! desc5dants ( ! ,puritans4 ,i don't "k :at y are1 b ,i am4 ,& if y dispute x1 ,i %all /ick to ! answ] ( a poor little boy be=e a magi/rate4 ,m4--',:o 7 y\r p>5ts8' ,boy 7rubb+ 8 eyes ) 8 jacket-sleeve7--',nev] _h none1 sir4' ,dr4 ,w>dlaw says t ! ,scot* ,indep5d5ts are ! desc5dants ( ! ,puritans1 & ,i suppose ! p$igree is ?r\gh ,r[l& ,hill & ,:itefield4 ,b ,i 0 a memb] ( ! v *ur* 9 :i* ,john ,h[e1 ! *apla9 ( ,oliv] ,cromwell1 prea*$1 & ex]cis$ ! pa/orate4 ,i 0 orda9$1 too1 by ,engli% ,indep5d5ts4 ,moreov]1 ,i am a ,doctor too4 ,agnes & ,janet1 get up ?is mom5t & curtsy to 8 ,rev]5ce6 ,john & ,*>les1 rememb] ! dream ( ! %eaves6 ,i desc5d$ f kilts & ,donald ,dhus8 ,na1 na1 ,i won't believe x4 ,we h a difficult1 difficult field to cultivate "h4 ,all ,i c say is1 t ,i ?9k k is increas+4 ,b = ! belief t ! ,holy ,_s works1 & w "w = u1 ,i %\ld give up 9 despair4 ,rememb] u 9 y\r pray]s1 t we gr[ n we>y 9 well-do+4 ,x is h>d to "w = ye>s ) pure motives1 & all ! "t be look$ on by mo/ ( ^? to :om our lives are devot$1 z hav+ "s s9i/] object 9 view4 ,dis9t]e/$ labor--b5evol5ce--is s out ( _! l9e ( ?\ght1 t _m look ^u u z hav+ "s ult]ior object 9 view4 ,b ,he :o di$ = u1 & :om we ought to copy1 did m = u ?an we c d = any "o else4 ,he endur$ ! contradiction ( s9n]s4 ,may we h grace to foll[ 9 8 /eps6' ,! ?ird1 & at la/ successful1 ef=t to rea* ,sebituane 0 made 9 ,april1 #ahea4 ,liv+/one 0 aga9 accompani$ by 8 family1 & by ,mr4 ,oswell4 ,he left ,kolob5g ) ! int5tion n to return1 at lea/ n imm$iately1 b to settle ) 8 family 9 su* a spot z might be f\nd advantage\s1 9 ! hilly region1 ( ^: exi/5ce he 0 assur$4 ,!y f\nd ! des]t dri] ?an ev]1 no ra9 hav+ fall5 ?r\gh\t an imm5se ext5t ( t]ritory4 ,to ! k9dness ( ,mr4 ,oswell ! p>ty 0 indebt$ = mo/ valuable assi/ance 9 procur+ wat]1 wells hav+ be5 dug or cle>$ by 8 p be=eh& at v>i\s places1 & at "o place at ! haz>d ( ,mr4 ,oswell's life1 "u an attack f an infuriat$ lioness4 ,9 8 private ,j\rnal1 & 9 8 lett]s to home1 ,liv+/one aga9 & aga9 ackn[l$ges ) deepe/ gratitude ! numb]less acts ( k9dness done by ,mr4 ,oswell to him & 8 family1 & (t5 adds ! pray] t ,god w\ld rew>d him1 & ( ,8 grace give him ! highe/ ( all bless+s4 ,?\gh ,i _c repay1 ,i may record ) gratitude 8 k9dness1 s t1 if sp>$ to look ^u ^!1 my private memor&a1 9 future ye>s1 prop] emotions may asc5d to ,him :o incl9$ 8 he>t to %[ s mu* fri5d%ip4 ,! p>ty foll[$ ! old r\te1 ar\nd ! b$ ( ! ,z\ga1 !n cross$ a piece ( ! drie/ des]t !y _h ev] se51 ) n an insect or a bird to break ! /illness4 ,on ! ?ird day a bird *irp$ 9 a bu%1 :5 ! dog began to b>k6 ,%obo1 _! guide1 a ,bu%man1 lo/ 8 way1 & = f\r days !y 7 absolutely )\t wat]4 ,9 8 ,mission>y ,travels1 ,liv+/one records quietly1 z 0 8 wont 8 t]rible anxiety ab\t 8 *ildr54 ,! supply ( wat] 9 ! wagons _h be5 wa/$ by "o ( our s]vants1 & by ! aft]noon only a small portion rema9$ = ! *ildr54 ,?is 0 a bitt]ly anxi\s night2 & next morn+1 ! less !re 0 ( wat]1 ! m ?ir/y ! little rogues became4 ,! idea ( _! p]i%+ be=e our eyes 0 t]rible2 x w\ld almo/ h be5 a relief to me to h be5 reproa*$ ) be+ ! entire cause ( ! cata/rophe1 b n "o syllable ( upbraid+ 0 utt]$ by _! "m1 ?\gh ! te>ful eye told ! agony )94 ,9 ! aft]noon ( ! fif? day1 to our inexpressible relief1 "s ( ! m5 return$ ) a supply ( t fluid ( :i* we _h nev] be=e felt ! true value4 ,no "o1 he rem>ks 9 8 ,j\rnal1 kn[s ! value ( wat] till be is depriv$ ( x4 ,we nev] ne$ any spirits to qualify x1 or prev5t an imm5se draught ( x f do+ u h>m4 ,i h drunk wat] sw>m+ ) insects1 ?ick ) mud1 putrid f o!r mixtures1 & no /9t$ draughts ( x ei!r1 yet nev] felt any inconv5i5ce f x4 ,my op9ion is1 he said on ano!r occasion1 t ! mo/ sev]e labors & privations may be und]gone )\t alcoholic /imulus1 because ^? :o h endur$ ! mo/ _h no?+ else b wat]1 & n always en\gh ( t4 ,"o ( ! great *>ms ( ,liv+/one's "*1 & "o ( ! secrets ( 8 p[]--8 p]sonal int]e/ 9 ea* individual1 h[ev] humble--appe>$ 9 connection ) ,%obo1 ! ,bu%man guide1 :o misl$ !m & took ! blund] s coolly4 ,:at a wond]ful p1 he says 9 8 ,j\rnal1 ! ,bu%m5 are6 always m]ry & laugh+1 & nev] tell+ lies wantonly l ! ,be*uana4 ,!y h m ( ! appe>ance ( wor%ip ?an any ( ! ,be*uana4 ,:5 w ^! dwell]s 9 ! wild]ness b[ d[n be=e _! ,"l8 ,no man seems to c>e = ! ,bu%man's s\l4 ,i (t5 wi%$ ,i knew _! language1 b nev] m ?an :5 we travel$ ) our ,bu%man guide1 ,%obo4 ,liv+/one _h giv5 a fair trial to ! exp]im5t ( travel+ along ) 8 family4 ,9 "o ( 8 lett]s at ?is "t he speaks ( ! extraord9>y pa9 caus$ by ! mosquitoes ( ^? p>ts1 & ( 8 *ildr5 be+ s cov]$ ) _! bites1 t n a squ>e in* ( :ole sk9 0 to be f\nd on _! bodies4 ,x is no wond] t he gave up ! idea ( c>ry+ !m ) him 9 ! m ext5d$ j\rney he 0 n[ contemplat+4 ,he c\ld n leave !m at ,kolob5g1 expos$ to ! raids ( ! ,bo]s2 to ,kuruman !re 7 also inv9cible objections2 ! only possible plan 0 to s5d !m to ,engl&1 ?\gh he hop$ t :5 he got settl$ 9 "s suitable "p ( ,sebituane's dom9ions1 ) a free road to ! sea1 !y w\ld return to him1 & help him to br+ ! p to ,*ri/4 ,9 ! ,mission>y ,travels ,liv+/one has giv5 a full acc\nt ( ,sebituane1 *ief ( ! ,makololo1 unque/ionably ! greate/ man 9 all t c\ntry--8 rem>kable c>e]1 8 wond]ful w>like exploits 7= :i* he c\ld always br+ =w>d ju/ify+ reasons71 8 int]e/+ & attractive "*1 & wide & p[]ful influ5ce4 ,9 "o ?+ ,sebituane 0 v l ,liv+/one himself2 he _h ! art ( ga9+ ! affections bo? ( 8 own p & ( /rang]s4 ,:5 a p>ty ( poor m5 came to 8 t[n to sell hoes or sk9s1 he w\ld sit d[n among !m1 talk freely & pleasantly to !m1 & probably cause "s lordly di% to be br\ght1 & give !m a fea/ on x1 p]haps ! fir/ !y _h ev] %>$4 ,delight$ beyond measure ) 8 affability & lib]ality1 !y felt _! he>ts w>m t[>d him2 & z he nev] all[$ a p>ty ( /rang]s to g away )\t giv+ e "o ( !m--s]vants & all--a pres5t1 8 praises 7 s\nd$ f> & wide4 ,he has a he>t6 he is wise6 7 ! usual expressions ,liv+/one he>d be=e he saw him4 ,sebituane receiv$ ,liv+/one ) great k9dness1 = x _h be5 "o ( ! dreams ( 8 life to h int]c\rse ) ! :ite man4 ,he plac$ full confid5ce 9 him f ! beg9n+1 & 0 ready to give him ev]y?+ he might ne$4 ,on ! fir/ ,sunday :5 ! usual s]vice 0 held he 0 pres5t1 & ,liv+/one 0 v ?ankful t he 0 !re1 = x turn$ out to be ! only proclamation ( ! gospel he ev] he>d4 ,= j aft] realiz+ :at he _h s long & ard5tly desir$1 he 0 seiz$ ) sev]e inflammation ( ! lungs1 & di$ aft] a =tnight's illness4 ,liv+/one1 be+ a /rang]1 fe>$ to prescribe1 le/1 9 ! ev5t ( 8 dea?1 he %\ld be accus$ ( hav+ caus$ x4 ,on visit+ him1 & see+ t he 0 dy+1 he spoke a few words respect+ hope aft] dea?4 ,b be+ *eck$ by ! att5dants = introduc+ ! subject1 he c\ld only comm5d 8 s\l to ,god4 ,! la/ words ( ,sebituane 7 words ( k9dness to ,liv+/one's son3 ,take him to ,maunku 7"o ( 8 wives7 & tell h] to give him "s milk4 ,liv+/one 0 deeply affect$ by 8 dea?4 ,a deep] s5se ( bro!rhood1 a w>m] gl[ ( affection _h be5 k9dl$ 9 8 he>t t[>d ,sebituane ?an _h seem$ possible4 ,) 8 v t5d] consci5ce & deep s5se ( spiritual realities1 ,liv+/one 0 afraid1 z 9 ! case ( ,sehamy eight ye>s be=e1 t he _h n spok5 to him s po9t$ly z he might h done4 ,x is awfully affect+ to foll[ him into ! unse5 _w1 ( :i* he _h he>d = ! fir/ "t j be=e he 0 call$ away4 ,9 8 ,j\rnal1 ,liv+/one gives way to 8 feel+s z he v seldom all[$ himself to d4 ,8 words br+ to m9d ,david's lam5t = ,jona?an or = ,absalom1 al?\gh he _h kn[n ,sebituane less ?an a mon?1 & he 0 "o ( ! race :om _m ,bo]s & slave-/eal]s reg>d$ z hav+ no s\ls3 ,poor ,sebituane1 my he>t ble$s = !e2 & :at w\ld ,i n d = !e n[8 ,i w weep = !e till ! day ( my dea?4 ,little did/ ?\ ?9k :51 9 ! visit ( ! :ite man1 ?\ sawe/ ! long *]i%$ desires ( ye>s accompli%$1 t ! s5t5ce ( dea? _h gone =?6 ,?\ ?\ghte/ t ?\ %\lde/ procure a weapon f ! :ite man :i* w\ld be a %ield f ! attacks ( ! fi]ce ,matebele2 b a m deadly d>t ?an !irs 0 aim$ at !e2 & ?\gh1 ?\ c\lde/ well w>d (f a d>t--none ev] bett]--?\ did/ n see t ( ! k+ ( t]rors4 ,i w weep = !e1 my bro!r1 & ,i w ca/ =? my sorr[s 9 despair = ?y condition6 ,b ,i "k t ?\ wilt receive no inju/ice :i!r ?\ art gone2 ',%all n ! ,judge ( all ! e>? d "r8' ,i leave !e to ,him4 ,alas6 alas6 ,sebituane4 ,i might h said m to him4 ,god =give me4 ,free me f blood-guilt9ess4 ,if ,i _h said m ( dea? ,i might h be5 suspect$ z hav+ =ese5 ! ev5t1 & z guilty ( bewit*+ him4 ,i might h recomm5d$ ,jesus & 8 great atonem5t m4 ,x is1 h[ev]1 v difficult to break ?r\gh ! ?ick cru/ ( ignorance :i* envelops _! m9ds4 ,! dea? ( ,sebituane 0 a great bl[ 9 ano!r s5se4 ,! region ov] :i* 8 influ5ce ext5d$ 0 imm5se1 & he _h promis$ to %[ x to ,liv+/one & to select a suitable locality = 8 resid5ce4 ,?is hea!n *ief w\ld h giv5 to ,*ri/'s s]vant :at ! ,bo]s refus$ him6 ,liv+/one w\ld h _h 8 wi%--an entirely new c\ntry to "w ^u1 :]e ! "n ( ,*ri/ _h nev] yet be5 spok54 ,s at lea/ he ?\ght4 ,sebituane's successor 9 ! *iefdom 0 8 daught]1 ,ma-mo*isane4 ,f h] he receiv$ lib]ty to visit any "p ( ! c\ntry he *ose4 ,:ile wait+ = a reply 7%e 0 resid+ at a di/ance71 he "o day fell into a great dang] f an elephant :i* _h come on him unexpect$ly4 ,we 7 />tl$ by 8 com+ a little way 9 ! direction 9 :i* we 7 /&+1 b he did n give u *ase4 ,i h _h _m escapes4 ,we seem immortal till our "w is done4 ,mr4 ,oswell & he !n proce$$ 9 a nor!a/]ly direction1 pass+ ?r\gh ! t[n ( ,l9yanti1 & on ! #c;d ( ,augu/ !y came on ! beautiful riv] at ,se%ke3 ,we ?ank$ ,god = p]mitt+ u to see ?is glori\s riv]4 ,all we said to ea* o!r 0 ',h[ glori\s6 h[ magnific5t6 h[ beautiful6'444 ,9 cross+1 ! waves lift$ up ! canoe & made x roll beautifully4 ,! sc5]y ( ! ,fir?s ( ,=? & ,clyde 0 br\ght vividly to my view1 & _h ,i be5 fond ( indulg+ 9 s5tim5tal effusions1 my la*rymal app>atus seem$ fully *>g$4 ,b !n ! old man :o 0 conduct+ u across might h said1 ',:at on e>? are y blubb]+ =8 ,afraid ( ^! crocodiles1 eh8' ,! little s5tim5tality :i* exce$$ 0 =c$ to take its c\rse d[n ! inside ( ! nose4 ,we h o!r "w 9 ?is _w ?an indulg+ 9 s5tim5tality ( ! ',sonnet to ! ,moon' v>iety4 ,! riv]1 :i* w5t "h by ! "n ( ,se%ke1 0 f\nd to be ! ,zambesi1 :i* _h n previ\sly be5 kn[n to exi/ 9 t region4 ,9 writ+ ab\t x to 8 bro!r ,*>les1 he says1 ,x 0 ! fir/ riv] ,i ev] saw4 ,its discov]y 9 ?is locality con/itut$ "o ( ! great geographical feats ) :i* ! "n ( ,liv+/one is connect$4 ,he he>d ( rapids above1 & ( great wat]-falls bel[2 b x 0 res]v$ = him on a future visit to behold ! great ,victoria ,falls1 :i* 9 ! popul> imag9ation h fill$ a high] place ?an _m ( 8 m useful discov]ies4 ,! travel]s 7 /ill a good _m days' di/ance f ,ma-mo*isane1 )\t ^: pres5ce no?+ c\ld be settl$2 b besides1 ! re$y banks ( ! riv]s 7 f\nd to be unsuitable = a settlem5t1 & ! high] regions 7 too mu* expos$ to ! attacks ( ,mosilikatse4 ,liv+/one saw no prospect ( obta9+ a suitable /ation1 & ) great reluctance he made up 8 m9d to retrace ! we>y road1 & return to ,kolob5g4 ,! p 7 v anxi\s = him to /ay1 & (f]$ to make a g>d5 = him1 & to fulfill ,sebituane's promise to give him ox5 9 return = ^? kill$ by ! tsetse4 ,sett+ out ) ! wagons on #ac? ,augu/1 #ahea1 ! p>ty proce$$ sl[ly homew>d4 ,on #ae? ,septemb]1 #ahea1 ,liv+/one's ,j\rnal has ?is unexpect$ & simple entry3 ,a son1 ,william ,oswell ,liv+/one#cb1 born at a place we always call ,bellevue4 ,on ! #ah?3 ,?omas attack$ by fev]2 remov$ to a high "p on 8 acc\nt4 ,?omas 0 seiz$ ) fev] ?ree times at ab\t an int]val ( a =tnight4 ,n a ^w ab\t ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 b ?ree pages ( obs]vations ab\t m$ical treatm5t ( fev]1 ?und]/orms1 con/itutions ( ,indian & ,african p1 leanness ( ! game1 lett] receiv$ f ,directors approv+ g5]ally ( 8 c\rse1 a gold wat* s5t by ,capta9 ,/eele1 & ,gordon ,cumm+'s book1 a mis]ably poor ?+4 ,amaz$1 we ask1 ,_h ,liv+/one any he>t8 ,b ere long we come ^u a copy ( a lett]1 & "s rem>ks connect$ ) x1 t give u an impression ( ! dep? & /r5g? ( 8 nature1 unsurpass$ by any?+ t has yet occurr$4 ,footnote #cb3 ,he _h int5d$ to call him ,*>les1 & ann\nc$ ?is to 8 fa!r2 b1 f9d+ t ,mr4 ,oswell1 to :om he 0 s mu* indebt$1 w\ld be pleas$ ) ! complim5t1 he *ang$ 8 purpose & ! "n accord+ly4 ,! foll[+ extracts1 he says1 %[ 9 :at light our ef=ts are reg>d$ by ^? :o1 z mu* z we d1 desire t ! 'gospel may be prea*$ to all nations1' ,!n foll[s a copy ( a lett] :i* _h be5 address$ to him be=e !y set out by ,mrs4 ,m(fat1 8 "m-9-law1 remon/rat+ 9 ! /ronge/ t]ms aga9/ 8 plan ( tak+ 8 wife ) him2 rem9d+ him ( ! dea? ( ! *ild1 & o!r sad occurr5ces ( la/ ye>2 & 9 ! "n ( ev]y?+ t 0 j1 k9d1 & ev5 dec5t1 besee*+ him to ab&on an arrangem5t :i* all ! _w w\ld condemn4 ,ano!r lett] f ! same writ] in=m$ him t mu* pray] _h be5 (f]$ t1 if ! arrangem5ts 7 n 9 accordance ) ,*ri/ian propriety1 he might 9 great m]cy be prev5t$ by "s disp5sation ( ,provid5ce f c>ry+ !m out4 ,mrs4 ,m(fat 0 a woman ( ! highe/ gifts & "*1 & full ( admiration = ,liv+/one4 ,! ins]tion ( ^! lett]s 9 8 ,j\rnal %[s t1 9 c>ry+ out 8 plan1 ! objections to :i* x 0 liable 7 be=e 8 m9d 9 ! /ronge/ conceivable =m4 ,no man :o kn[s :at ,liv+/one 0 w imag9e = a mom5t t he _h n ! mo/ t5d] reg>d = ! heal?1 ! com=t1 & ! feel+s ( 8 wife2 9 matt]s ( delicacy he _h ! mo/ scrupul\s reg>d to propriety2 8 resolution to take h] ) him mu/1 !re=e1 h sprung f some?+ f> /rong] ?an ev5 8 affection = h]4 ,:at 0 ?is /rong] =ce8 ,x 0 8 inviolable s5se ( duty1 & 8 indefeasible conviction t 8 ,fa!r 9 heav5 w\ld n =sake him :il/ pursu+ a c\rse 9 ob$i5ce to 8 w1 & design$ to advance ! welf>e ( 8 *ildr54 ,z ?is furni%es ! key to ,liv+/one's future life1 & ! answ] to "o ( ! mo/ s]i\s objections ev] br\ght aga9/ x1 x is "r to sp5d a little "t 9 elucidat+ ! pr9ciples by :i* he 0 guid$4 ,!re 0 a say+ ( ! late ,sir ,h]b]t ,edw>des :i* he highly valu$3 ,he :o has to act on 8 own responsibility is a slave if he does n act on 8 own judgm5t4 ,act+ on ?is maxim1 he mu/ set aside ! views ( o!rs z to 8 duty1 provid$ 8 own judgm5t 0 cle> reg>d+ x4 ,he mu/ ev5 set aside ! feel+s & app>5t int]e/ ( ^? de>e/ to him1 because duty 0 above ev]y?+ else4 ,8 fai? 9 ,god conv9c$ him t1 9 ! long run1 x c\ld nev] be ! worse = him & 8 t he _h firmly done 8 duty4 ,all true fai? has 9 x an elem5t ( v5ture1 & 9 ,liv+/one's fai? ?is elem5t 0 /rong4 ,tru/+ ,god1 he c\ld expose to v5ture ev5 ! heal?1 com=t1 & welf>e ( 8 wife & *ildr54 ,he 0 conv9c$ t x 0 8 duty to g =? ) !m & seek a new /ation = ! ,gospel 9 ,sebituane's c\ntry4 ,if ?is 0 true1 ,god w\ld take c>e ( !m1 & x 0 bett] to tru/ 9 ! ,"l ?an to put confid5ce 9 man4 ,p ?\ghtlessly accus$ him ( mak+ light ( ! int]e/s ( 8 family4 ,no man suff]$ ke5] pangs f ! c\rse he _h to foll[ conc]n+ !m1 & no man pond]$ m deeply :at duty to !m requir$4 ,b to d all ?is1 ,liv+/one mu/ h _h a v cle> p]ception ( ! c\rse ( duty4 ,?is is true4 ,b h[ did he get ?is8 ,fir/1 8 s+l5ess ( he>t1 s to speak1 attract$ ! light3 ,if ?9e eye be s+le1 ?y :ole body %all be full ( light4 ,!n1 he 0 v cle> & v m9ute 9 8 pray]s4 ,fur!r1 he 0 mo/ c>eful to scan all ! provid5tial indications t might ?r[ light on ! ,div9e w4 ,& :5 he _h be5 c>ri$ s f> on 9 ! l9e ( duty1 he _h a /rong presumption t ! l9e w\ld be cont9u$1 & t he w\ld n be call$ to turn back4 ,x 0 9 front1 n 9 re>1 t he expect$ to f9d ! pill> ( cl\d & ! pill> ( fire4 ,9 c\rse ( "t1 ?is h>d5$ into a /rong in/9ctive habit1 :i* almo/ disp5s$ ) ! process ( reason+4 ,9 ,dean ,/anley's ,s9ai & ,pale/9e allusion is made to a k9dr$ exp]i5ce1--t :i* bore ,abraham f ,*aldea1 ,moses f ,egypt1 & ! great] "p ( ! tribes f ! com=table pa/ures ( ,gilead & ,ba%an to ! rugg$ hill-c\ntry ( ,judah & ,ephraim4 ,not)/&+ all ! attractions ( ! ri*] c\ntries1 !y 7 borne onw>d & =w>d1 n kn[+ :i!r !y w5t2 in/9ctively feel+ t !y 7 fulfill+ ! high purposes to :i* !y 7 call$4 ,9 ! lat] "p ( ,liv+/one's life1 ! necessity ( go+ =w>d to ! close ( ! c>e] t _h op5$ = him seem$ to settle ! :ole "q ( duty4 ,b at ?is e>li] /age1 he _h be5 consci5ti\sly scrut9iz+ all t _h any be>+ on t "q2 & n[ t he f9ds himself close to 8 home1 & c ?ank ,god = ! safe conf9em5t ( 8 wife1 & ! heal? ( ! new-born *ild1 he ga!rs toge!r all ! provid5ces t %[$ t 9 ?is j\rney1 :i* excit$ su* horror ev5 among 8 be/ fri5ds1 he _h aft] all be5 foll[+ ! guidance ( 8 ,fa!r4 ,fir/1 9 ! matt] ( guides1 he _h be5 wond]fully help$1 not)/&+ a deep plot to deprive him ( any4 ,!n !re 0 ! sickness ( ,sekmi1 ^: int]e/ _h be5 secur$ ?r\gh 8 go+ to see him1 & prescrib+ = him2 ?is _h propitiat$ "o ( ! tribes4 ,! s]vices ( ,%obo1 too1 & ! selection ( ! nor!rn r\te1 propos$ by ,kamati1 _h be5 ( great use4 ,_! go+ to ,se%ke1 & _! det5tion = two mon?s1 ?us all[+ !m "t to collect in=mation respect+ ! :ole c\ntry2 ! riv] ,*obe n ris+ at its usual "t2 ! sav+ ( ,liv+/one's ox5 f ! tsetse1 not)/&+ _! det5tion on ! ,z\ga2 8 n go+ ) ,mr4 ,oswell to a place :]e ! tsetse de/roy$ _m ( ! ox52 ! bett] heal? ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one dur+ h] conf9em5t ?an 9 any previ\s "o2 a v opportune pres5t !y _h got1 j be=e h] conf9em5t1 ( two bottles ( w9e#cc2 ! approbation ( ! ,directors1 ! pres5tation ( a gold wat* by ,capta9 ,/eele1 ! k9d att5tions ( ,mr4 ,oswell1 & ! cook]y ( "o ( _! native s]vants nam$ ,george2 ! recov]y ( ,?omas1 :]eas at ,kuruman a *ild _h be5 cut (f2 ! comm5cem5t ( ! ra9s1 j z !y 7 leav+ ! riv]1 & ! reque/ ( ,mr4 ,oswell t !y %\ld draw ^u him = z mu* money z !y %\ld ne$1 7 all among ! indications t a fai?ful & protect+ ,fa!r 9 heav5 _h be5 ord]+ _! pa?1 & w\ld ord] x 9 l mann] 9 all "t to come4 ,footnote #cc3 ,9 writ+ to 8 fa!r1 ,liv+/one m5tions t ! w9e 0 a gift f ,mrs4 ,bys%e ,%elley1 9 ackn[l$gm5t ( 8 aid 9 repair+ a :eel ( h] wagon4 ,writ+ at ?is "t to 8 fa!r-9-law1 ,mr4 ,m(fat1 he said1 aft] ann\nc+ ! bir? ( ,oswell3 ,:at y say ab\t diff]5ce ( op9ion is true4 ,9 my pa/ life1 ,i h always manag$ to ?9k = myself1 & act accord+ly4 ,i h occasionally met ) p :o took x on !mselves to act = me1 & !y h (f]$ _! ?\ghts ) an emphatic ',i ?9k'2 b ,i h excus$ !m on ! score ( be+ a little s(t-head$ 9 believ+ !y c\ld ?9k bo? = me & !mselves4 ,:ile ,kolob5g 0 ,liv+/one's headqu>t]s1 a new tr\ble rose ^u ! mission horizon4 ,! ,makololo 7z ,sebituane's p 7 call$7 began to practice ! slave-trade4 ,x arose simply f _! desire to possess guns4 ,= eight old muskets !y _h giv5 to a neighbor+ tribe eight boys1 t _h be5 tak5 f _! enemies 9 w>1 be+ ! only article = :i* ! guns c\ld be got4 ,soon aft]1 9 a fray aga9/ ano!r tribe1 two hundr$ captives 7 tak51 &1 on return+1 ! ,makololo met "s ,arab trad]s f ,zanzib>1 :o = ?ree muskets receiv$ ab\t ?irty ( _! captives4 ,ano!r ( ! ma/] ideas ( 8 life n[ began to take hold ^u ,liv+/one4 ,africa 0 expos$ to a t]rible evil ?r\gh ! desire ( ! natives to possess articles ( ,european manufacture1 & _! read9ess = ?is purpose to engage 9 ! slave-trade4 ,?\gh no ,african _h ev] be5 kn[n to sell 8 own *ildr5 into captivity1 ! tribes 7 ready en\gh to sell o!r *ildr5 t _h fall5 into _! h&s by w> or o!rwise4 ,b if a legitimate traffic 7 e/abli%$ ?r\gh :i* !y might obta9 :atev] ,european goods !y desir$ 9 ex*ange = ivory & o!r articles ( native produce1 w\ld n ?is frightful slave-trade be br\ght to an end8 ,! idea 0 de/9$ to receive _m a confirmation be=e ,liv+/one drew 8 la/ brea? ( ,african air4 ,x naturally gave a great impulse to ! purpose :i* _h already /ruck its roots into 8 s\l--to f9d a road to ! sea ei!r on ! ea/]n or we/]n coa/4 ,int]e/s wid] & gr&] ?an ev5 ! plant+ ( mission /ations on ! t]ritories ( ,sebituane n[ rose to 8 view4 ,! welf>e ( ! :ole cont95t1 bo? spiritual & temporal1 0 conc]n$ 9 ! success ( ?is plan ( op5+ new *annels to ! ent]prise ( ,briti% & o!r m]*ants1 always eag] to he> ( new m>kets = _! goods4 ,by driv+ away ! slave-trade1 mu* w\ld be done to prep>e ! way = ,*ri/ian missions :i* c\ld n ?rive 9 an atmosph]e ( w> & commotion4 ,an idea involv+ issues s va/ 0 fitt$ to take a "r p[]ful hold on ,liv+/one's he>t1 & make him feel t no sacrifice c\ld be too great to be enc\nt]$1 *e]fully & pati5tly1 = su* an end4 ,writ+ to ! ,directors 7,octob]1 #ahea71 he says3 ,y w see by ! accompany+ sket*-map :at an imm5se region ,god 9 8 grace has op5$ up4 ,if we c ent] 9 & =m a settlem5t1 we %all be able 9 ! c\rse ( a v few ye>s to put a /op to ! slave-trade 9 t qu>t]4 ,x is probable t ! m]e supply ( ,engli% manufactur]s on ,sebituane's "p w effect ?is1 = !y did n l ! slave-trade1 & promis$ to ab/a94 ,i ?9k x w be impossible to make a fair comm5cem5t unless ,i c secure two ye>s devoid ( family c>es4 ,i %all be oblig$ to g s\?w>d1 p]haps to ! ,cape1 to h my uvula excis$ & my arm m5d$ 7! latt]1 if x c be done1 only74 ,x has occurr$ to me t1 z we mu/ s5d our *ildr5 to ,engl&1 x w\ld be no great additional exp5se to s5d !m n[ along ) _! "m4 ,?is arrangem5t w\ld enable me to proce$1 & devote ab\t two or p]haps ?ree ye>s to ?is new region2 b ,i mu/ beg y\r sanction1 & if y please let x be giv5 or )held z soon z y c conv5i5tly1 s t x might meet me at ! ,cape4 ,to orphanize my *ildr5 w be l te>+ out my b[els1 b :5 ,i c f9d "t to write y fully y w p]ceive x is ! only way1 except giv+ up t region altoge!r4 ,kuruman w n answ] z a resid5ce1 nor yet ! ,colony4 ,if ,i 7 to foll[ my own incl9ations1 !y w\ld lead me to settle d[n quietly ) ! ,bakwa9s1 or "s o!r small tribe1 & devote "s ( my "t to my *ildr52 b ,provid5ce seems to call me to ! regions beyond1 & if ,i leave !m any:]e 9 ?is c\ntry1 x w be to let !m become hea!ns4 ,if y ?9k x "r to support !m1 ,i believe my p>5ts 9 ,scotl& w\ld att5d to !m o!rwise4 ,cont9u+ ! subject 9 a m leisurely way a few weeks lat]1 he ref]s to ! v great increase ( traffic t _h tak5 place s9ce ! discov]y ( ,lake ',ngami two ye>s be=e2 ! fondness ( ! p = ,european articles2 ! num]\s k9ds ( native produce besides ivory1 su* z beeswax1 o/ri* fea!rs1 etc41 ( :i* ! natives made little or no use1 b :i* !y w\ld take c>e ( if regul> trade 7 e/abli%$ among !m4 ,he ?\ght t if trad]s 7 to come up ! ,zambesi & make pur*ases f ! produc]s !y w\ld bo? b5efit !mselves & drive ! slave-deal] f ! m>ket4 ,x might be useful to e/abli% a sanatorium1 to :i* mission>ies might come f less heal?y di/ricts to recruit4 ,?is w\ld dim9i% ! reluctance ( mission>ies to settle 9 ! int]ior4 ,= himself1 ?\gh he _h re>$ ?ree /ations ) mu* bodily labor & fatigue1 he w\ld *e]fully und]go mu* m if a new /ation w\ld answ] su* objects4 ,9 ref]r+ to ! c\ntries dra9$ by ! ,zambesi1 he believ$ he 0 speak+ ( a l>ge section ( ! slave-produc+ region ( ,africa4 ,he !n w5t on to say t to a c]ta9 ext5t _! hopes _h be5 disappo9t$2 ,mr4 ,oswell _h n be5 able to f9d a passage to ! sea1 & he _h n be5 able to f9d a /ation = mission>y "w4 ,!y !re=e return$ toge!r4 ,he assi/$ me1 adds ,liv+/one1 9 e possible way4 ,may ,god rew>d him6 ,9 reg>d to mission "w = ! future an important "q arose1 ,:at %\ld be done = ! ,bakwa9s8 ,!y c\ld n rema9 at ,kolob5g--hung] & ! ,bo]s decid$ t po9t4 ,0 x n1 !n1 8 duty to f9d & f\nd a new /ation = !m8 ,dr4 ,liv+/one ?\ght n4 ,he _h always told !m t he w\ld rema9 ) !m only = a few ye>s4 ,"o ( 8 great ideas on missions 9 ,africa 0 t a fair trial %\ld be giv5 to z _m places z possible1 & if ! trial did n succe$ ! mission>ies %\ld pass on to o!r tribes4 ,he _h a great av]sion to ! common impression t ! less success "o _h ! /rong] 0 "o's duty to rema94 ,mission>ies 7 only too ready to settle d[n & make !mselves z com=table z possible1 :]eas ! great ne$ 0 = m5 to move on1 to /rike out into ! regions beyond1 to g into all ! _w4 ,he _h f> m sympa?y = tribes t _h nev] he>d ! gospel ?an = ^? :o _h _h x = ye>s4 ,he us$ to ref] to c]ta9 tribes ne> ,griqual& t _h got a little in/ruction1 b _h no /at$ mission>ies2 !y us$ to s5d "s ( _! p to ! ,griquas to le>n :at !y c\ld1 & aft]w>d "s o!rs2 & ^! p]sons1 return+1 communicat$ :at !y knew1 till a wond]ful measure ( k 0 acquir$1 & a num]\s *ur* 0 =m$4 ,if ! se$ _h once be5 s[n 9 any place x w\ld n rema9 dormant1 b w\ld excite ! desire = fur!r k2 & on ! :ole x w\ld be bett] = ! p to be ?r[n some:at on _! own res\rces ?an to h ev]y?+ done = !m by mission>ies f ,europe4 ,9 reg>d to ! ,bakwa9s1 ?\gh !y _h promis$ well at fir/1 !y _h n be5 a v tea*able p4 ,he 0 n incl9$ to blame !m2 !y _h be5 s p9*$ by hung] & badg]$ by ! ,bo]s t !y c\ld n att5d to in/ruction2 or r1 !y _h too good an excuse = n do+ s4 ,i h mu* affection = !m1 he says 9 8 ,j\rnal1 & ?\gh ,i pass f !m ,i d n rel9qui% ! hope t !y w yet turn to ,him to ^: m]cy & love !y h (t5 be5 invit$4 ,! se$ ( ! liv+ ,^w w n p]i%4 ,! f+] ( ,provid5ce cle>ly po9t$ to a region f>!r nor? 9 ! c\ntry ( ! ,b>otse or beyond x1 ,he admitt$ t !re 7 pros & cons 9 ! case4 ,aga9/ 8 plan1--"s ( 8 bre?r5 did n hesitate to *>ge him ) be+ actuat$ by worldly ambition4 ,?is 0 ! m try+1 = sometimes he suspect$ 8 own motives4 ,o!rs dwelt on :at 0 due to 8 family4 ,moreov]1 8 own pr$ilections 7 all = a quiet life4 ,& !re 0 also ! consid]ation1 t z ! ,directors c\ld n well realize ! di/ances he w\ld h to travel be=e he rea*$ ! field1 he might appe> m z an explor] ?an a mission>y4 ,on ! o!r h&3 ,i am consci\s1 he says1 t ?\gh !re is mu* impurity 9 my motives1 !y are 9 ! ma9 = ! glory ( ,him to :om ,i h devot$ myself4 ,i nev] anticipat$ fame f ! discov]y ( ! ,lake4 ,i c>$ v little ab\t x1 b ! sight ( ! ,tamanak'le1 & ! report ( o!r l>ge riv]s beyond1 all d5sely populat$1 awak5$ _m & en?usia/ic feel+s4444 ,!n1 aga91 consid] ! multitude t 9 ! ,provid5ce ( ,god h be5 br\ght to light 9 ! c\ntry ( ,sebituane2 ! probability t 9 our ef=ts to evangelize we %all put a /op to ! slave-trade 9 a l>ge region1 & by means ( ! highway into ! ,nor? :i* we h discov]$ br+ unkn[n nations into ! sympa?ies ( ! ,*ri/ian _w4 ,if ,i 7 to *oose my "w1 x w\ld be to r$uce ?is new language1 translate ! ,bible into x1 & be ! means ( =m+ a small *ur*4 ,let ?is be accompli%$1 ,i ?9k ,i c\ld !n lie d[n & die cont5t$4 ,two ye>s' abs5ce w be necess>y4444 ,no?+ b a /rong conviction t ! /ep w lead to ! glory ( ,*ri/ w\ld make me orphanize my *ildr54 ,ev5 n[ my b[els ye>n ov] !m4 ,!y ,w =get me2 b ,i hope :5 ! day ( trial comes1 ,i %all n be f\nd a m sorry soldi] ?an ^? :o s]ve an e>?ly sov]eign4 ,%\ld y n feel y\rselves ju/ifi$ 9 incurr+ ! exp5se ( _! support 9 ,engl&1 ,i %all feel call$ ^u to r5\nce ! hope ( c>ry+ ! gospel into t c\ntry1 & labor among ^? :o live 9 a m heal?y c\ntry1 viz41 ! ,bakwa9s4 ,b1 /ay1 ,i am n sure2 s p[]fully conv9c$ am ,i t x is ! w ( ! ,"l ,i %\ld1 ,i w g1 no matt] :o opposes2 b f y ,i expect no?+ b enc\ragem5t4 ,i "k y wi% z ard5tly z ,i c t all ! _w may be fill$ ) ! glory ( ! ,"l4 ,i feel reliev$ :5 ,i lay ! :ole case be=e y4 ,he propos$ t a bro!r mission>y1 ,mr4 ,a%ton1 %\ld be plac$ among ! ,bamangwato1 a p :o 7 9 ! habit ( spread+ !mselves ?r\gh ! ,bakalah>i1 & %\ld ?us =m a l9k betwe5 himself & ! bre?r5 9 ! s\?4 ,9 a po/script1 dat$ ,bamangwato1 #ad? ,novemb]1 he gratefully ackn[l$ges a lett] f ! ,directors1 9 :i* 8 plans are approv$ ( g5]ally4 ,!y _h recomm5d$ him to complete a diction>y ( ! ,si*uana language4 ,?is he w\ld h be5 delight$ to d :5 8 m9d 0 full ( ! subject1 b ) ! new projects n[ be=e him1 & ! probability ( hav+ to deal ) a new language = ! ,zambesi di/rict1 he c\ld n und]take su* a "w at pres5t4 ,9 a subsequ5t lett] to ! ,directors 7,cape ,t[n1 #ag? ,m>*1 #aheb71 ,liv+/one f9ds x necess>y to g into full details ) reg>d to 8 f9ances4 ,?\gh he writes ) p]fect calmness1 x is evid5t t 8 ex*equ] 0 sadly emb>rass$4 ,9 fact1 he _h already n only sp5t all ! sal>y 7#ajj7 ( #aheb1 b fifty-sev5 p\nds ( #ahec1 & ! balance w\ld be absorb$ by exp5ses 9 ,cape ,t[n4 ,he _h be5 z economical z possible2 9 p]sonal exp5diture mo/ c>eful--he _h be5 a teetotal] = tw5ty ye>s4 ,he did n hesitate to express 8 conviction t ! sal>y 0 inadequate1 & to urge ! ,directors to defray ! extra exp5diture :i* 0 n[ inevitable2 b ) *>act]i/ic g5]osity he urg$ ,mr4 ,m(fat's ,claims mu* m w>mly ?an 8 own4 ,f expressions 9 ,liv+/one's lett] to ! ,directors1 x is evid5t t he 0 fully aw>e ( ! risk he ran1 9 8 new l9e ( "w1 ( appe>+ to s9k ! mission>y 9 ! explor]4 ,!re is no d\bt t next to ! *>ge ( =gett+ ! claims ( 8 family1 to :i* we h already adv]t$1 ?is 0 ! mo/ plausible ( ! objections tak5 to 8 subsequ5t c>e]4 ,b any "o :o has c&idly foll[$ 8 c\rse ( ?\ght & feel+ f ! mom5t :5 ! s5se ( unse5 realities bur/ on him at ,blantyre1 to ! "t at :i* we h n[ arriv$1 mu/ see t ?is view is altoge!r de/itute ( support4 ,! impulse ( div9e love t _h urg$ him fir/ to become a mission>y _h n[ become ) him ! settl$ habit ( 8 life4 ,no new ambition _h flitt$ across 8 pa?1 = ?\gh he _h become kn[n z a geographical discov]]1 he says he ?\ght v little ( ! fact1 & 8 life %[s ?is to h be5 true4 ,twelve ye>s ( mission>y life _h giv5 bir? to no s5se ( we>9ess1 no abatem5t ( int]e/ 9 ^! poor black savages1 no reluctance to make common cause ) !m 9 ! affairs ( life1 no despair ( be+ able to d !m good4 ,on ! contr>y1 he 0 confirm$ 9 8 op9ion ( ! efficacy ( 8 favorite plan ( native ag5cy1 & if he c\ld b get a suitable base ( op]ations1 he 0 eag] to set x go+1 & on e side he 0 assur$ ( native welcome4 ,%ortly be=e 7#e? ,febru>y1 #ahej71 :5 writ+ to 8 fa!r ) ref]5ce to a proposal ( 8 bro!r ,*>les t he %\ld g & settle 9 ,am]ica1 he _h said3 ,i am a mission>y1 he>t & s\l4 ,god _h an only ,son1 & ,he 0 a mission>y & a physician4 ,a poor1 poor imitation ( ,him ,i am1 or wi% to be4 ,9 ?is s]vice ,i hope to live1 9 x ,i wi% to die4 ,! spectre ( ! slave-trade _h enl>g$ 8 horizon1 & %[n him ! necessity ( a comm]cial revolution = ! :ole ( ,africa1 be=e effectual & p]man5t good c\ld be done 9 any "p ( x4 ,! plan :i* he _h n[ 9 view multipli$ ! risks he ran1 & compell$ him to ?9k anew :e!r he 0 ready to sacrifice himself1 & if s1 = :at4 ,all t ,liv+/one did 0 ?us done ) op5 eyes & well-consid]$ resolution4 ,adv]t+ to ! preval5ce ( fev] 9 "s p>ts ( ! c\ntry1 :ile o!r p>ts 7 comp>atively heal?y1 he says 9 8 ,j\rnal3 ,i (f] myself z a =lorn hope 9 ord] to asc]ta9 :e!r !re is a place fit to be a sanatorium = m unheal?y spots4 ,may ,god accept my s]vice1 & use me = 8 glory4 ,a great honor x is to he a fell[-work] ) ,god4 ,x is a great v5ture1 he writes to 8 si/] 7#bh? ,april1 #ahea74 ,fev] may cut u all (f4 ,i feel mu* :5 ,i ?9k ( ! *ildr5 dy+4 ,b :o w g if we don't8 ,n "o4 ,i w\ld v5ture ev]y?+ = ,*ri/4 ,pity ,i h s little to give4 ,b ,he w accept u1 = ,he is a good ma/]4 ,nev] "o l ,him4 ,he c sympa?ize4 ,may ,he =give1 & purify1 & bless u4 ,if 9 8 _s ( high consecration he 0 ?us un*ang$1 equally f> 0 he f hav+ a fanatical disreg>d ( life1 & ! rules ( provid5t liv+4 ,jesus1 he says1 came n to judge1--,greek3 kriuo1--condemn judicially1 or execute v5geance on any "o4 ,8 0 a message ( peace & love4 ,he %all n /rive nor cry1 nei!r %all 8 voice he he>d 9 ! /reets4 ,mission>ies ought to foll[ 8 example4 ,nei!r insi/ on our rights1 nor appe> z if we c\ld all[ our goods to be de/roy$ )\t regret3 = if we are righte\s ov]mu*1 or /& up = our rights ) too mu* vehem5ce1 we beget dislikes1 & ! p see no diff]5ce betwe5 ourselves & !m4 ,& if we appe> to c>e no?+ = ! ?+s ( ?is _w1 !y conclude we are ri*1 & :5 !y beg1 our refusal is ascrib$ to nigg>dl9ess1 & our prop]ty1 too1 is wantonly de/roy$4 ',ga ba tloke'!y are n 9 ne$1 is ! phrase employ$ :5 our goods are all[$ to g to de/ruction by ! neglect ( s]vants4444 ,9 com+ among savage p1 we ought to make !m feel we are ( !m1 'we seek n y\rs1 b y'2 b :ile v c>eful n to make a ga9 ( !m1 we ought to be z c>eful to appe> ?ankful1 & appreciate any ef=t !y may make = our com=t or subsi/5ce4 ,on rea*+ ,kolob5g f ',ngami !y f\nd ! /ation des]t$4 ,! ,bakwa9s _h remov$ to ,limae4 ,se*le came d[n ! day aft]1 & pres5t$ !m ) an ox--a valuable gift 9 8 circum/ances4 ,se*le _h mu* yet to be> f ! ,bo]s2 & aft] be+1 )\t provocation1 attack$1 pillag$1 & wa/$1 & robb$ ( 8 *ildr51 he 0 b5t on go+ to ! ,que5 ( ,engl& to /ate 8 wrongs4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 he c\ld n accompli%1 ?\gh he w5t z f> z ! ,cape4 ,com+ back aft]w>d to 8 own p1 he ga!r$ l>ge numb]s ab\t him f o!r tribes1 to ^: improvem5t he devot$ himself ) mu* success4 ,he /ill survives1 ) ! "o wife :om he reta9$2 &1 ?\gh n )\t "s drawbacks 7:i* ,liv+/one ascrib$ to ! bad example set him by "s71 he ma9ta9s 8 ,*ri/ian pr(ession4 ,8 p are settl$ at "s miles' di/ance f ,kolob5g1 & h a mission>y /ation1 support$ by a ,hanov]ian ,society4 ,8 reg>d = ! memory ( ,liv+/one is v great1 & he reads ) eag]ness all t he c f9d ab\t him4 ,he has ev] be5 a w>m fri5d ( missions has a wond]ful k ( ! ,bible1 & c prea* well4 ,! influ5ce ( ,liv+/one 9 8 e>ly days 0 d\btless a real p[] 9 mission-"w4 ,mebalwe1 too1 we are in=m$ by ,dr4 ,m(fat1 /ill survives2 a useful man1 an able prea*]1 & "o :o has done mu* to br+ 8 p to ,*ri/4 ,x 0 pa9ful to ,liv+/one to say good-bye to ! ,bakwa9s1 & 7z ,mrs4 ,m(fat aft]w>d rem9d$ him7 8 fri5ds 7 n all 9 favor ( 8 do+ s2 b he reg>d$ 8 dep>ture z inevitable4 ,aft] a %ort /ay at ,kuruman1 he & 8 family w5t on to ,cape ,t[n1 :]e !y arriv$ on ! #af? ( ,m>*1 #aheb1 & _h new pro(s ( ,mr4 ,oswell's k9dness4 ,aft] elev5 ye>s' abs5ce1 ,liv+/one's dress-coat _h fall5 a little out ( fa%ion1 & ! :ole co/ume ( ! p>ty 0 some:at 9 ! /yle ( ,rob9son ,crusoe4 ,! g5]osity ( ! be/ fri5d we h 9 ,africa made all com=table1 ,mr4 ,oswell rem>k+ t ,liv+/one _h z good a "r z he to ! money drawn f ! pres]ves on 8 e/ate--! elephants4 ,m5tally1 ,liv+/one traces to its s\rce ! k9dness ( 8 fri5d1 ?9k+ ( ,"o to :om he ow$ all--,o div9e ,love1 ,i h n lov$ ,!e /rongly1 deeply1 w>mly en\gh4 ,! retrospect ( 8 elev5 ye>s ( ,african labor1 unexampl$ ?\gh !y _h be51 only awak5$ 9 him ! s5se ( unpr(itable s]vice4 ,be=e clos+ ! record ( ?is p]iod1 we mu/ take a glance at ! rem>kable lit]>y activity :i* x witness$4 ,we h _h occasion to ref] to ,liv+/one's fir/ lett]s to ,capta9 ,/eele1 = ! ,geographical ,society2 additional lett]s 7 contribut$ f "t to "t4 ,8 philological rese>*es h also be5 notic$4 ,9 addition to ^!1 we f9d him writ+ two articles on ,african ,missions = ! ,briti% ,qu>t]ly ,review1 only "o ( :i* 0 publi%$4 ,he likewise wrote two pap]s = ! ,briti% ,bann] on ! ,bo]s4 ,:ile cross+ ! des]t1 aft] leav+ ! ,cape on 8 fir/ great j\rney1 he wrote a rem>kable pap] on ,mission>y ,sacrifices1 & ano!r ( great vigor on ! ,bo]s4 ,/ill ano!r pap] on ,lake ',ngami 0 writt5 = a ,mission>y ,j\rnal contemplat$1 b nev] />t$1 "u ! editor%ip ( ! late ,mr4 ,isaac ,taylor2 & he _h "o 9 8 m9d on ! religion ( ! ,be*uanas1 pres5t+ a view :i* diff]$ some:at f t ( ,mr4 ,m(fat4 ,writ+ to ,mr4 ,watt f ,l9yanti 7#c;d ,octob]1 #ahec71 on pr9t+ "o ( 8 pap]s1 he says3 ,b ! exp5se1 my de> man4 ,:at a mess ,i am 91 writ+ pap]s :i* _c pay _! own way6 ,paup] pap]s1 9 fact1 :i* mu/ g to ! workh\se = support4 ,ugh6 ,has ! ,caffre ,w> pap] %>$ ! same fate8 & ! ,language pap] too8 ,"h ,i h two by me1 :i* ,i w keep 9 _! native obscurity4 ,"o is on ! ,s\? ,african ,bo]s & slav]y1 9 :i* ,i %[ t _! *ur* is1 & always has be51 ! great bulw>k ( slav]y1 cattle-lift+1 & ,caffre-m>aud+2 & ,i correct ! mi/ak5 views ( "s writ]s :o describe ! ,bo]s z all t is good1 & ( o!rs :o describe z all t is bad1 by %[+ :o are ! good & :o are ! bad4 ,! o!r1 :i* ,i r admire1--:at fa!r doesn't 8 own prog5y8--is on ! mission>y "w1 & design$ to aid "y m5 ( piety to =m a m correct idea ( x ?an is to be _h f mu* ( ! mission>y biography ( 'sacrifices4' ,i magnify ! ent]prise1 exult 9 ! future1 etc41 etc4 ,x 0 writt5 9 com+ across ! des]t1 & if x nev] does aught else1 x imp>t$ com=t & enc\ragem5t to myself#cd4444 ,i feel almo/ incl9$ to s5d x4444 ,if ! ,caffre ,w> "o is reject$1 !n f>ewell to sp\t+ 9 ,reviews4 ,footnote #cd3 ,= extracts f ! pap] on ,mission>y ,sacrifices1 see ,app5dix ,no4 ,i4 ,= "p ( ! pap] on ! ,bo]s1 see ,ca?olic ,presbyt]ian ,decemb]1 #ahgi 7,london1 ,nisbet & ,co474 ,if he _h met ) m enc\ragem5t f editors he w\ld h writt5 m4 ,b ! editorial cold %\ld] 0 beyond ev5 8 p[] ( endurance4 ,he laid aside 8 p5 9 a k9d ( disgu/1 & ?is d\btless 0 "o ( ! reasons t made him unwill+ to resume x on 8 return to ,engl&4 ,editors 7 wis] !n2 & ! (f] f "o ,london ,magaz9e ( #djj = f\r articles1 & f ,good ,words ( #ajjj = a numb] ( pap]s to be fix$ aft]w>d1--(f]s :i*1 h[ev]1 7 n accept$ f9ally1--%[$ h[ ! tide _h turn$4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,f ,,! ,,cape ,,to ,,l9yanti4 ,a4,d4 #aheb-ahec4 ,unfavorable feel+ at ,cape ,t[n--,dep>ture ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one & *ildr5--,liv+/one's det5tion & difficulties--,lett] to 8 wife--,to ,agnes--,occupations at ,cape ,t[n--,! ,a/ronom]-,royal--,liv+/one leaves ! ,cape & rea*es ,kuruman--,de/ruction ( ,kolob5g by ! ,bo]s--,lett]s to 8 wife & ,rev4 ,j4 ,moore--,8 resolution to op5 up ,africa or p]i%--,arrival at ,l9yanti--,unheal?9ess ( ! c\ntry--,?\ghts on sett+ out = coa/--,sekeltu's k9dness--,liv+/one's mission>y activity--,dea? ( ,mpepe1 & ( 8 fa!r--,meet+ ) ,ma-mo*isane--,b>otse c\ntry--,det]m9es to g to ,lo&a--,hea!nism unadult]at$--,ta/e = ! beautiful--,lett] to 8 *ildr5--to 8 fa!r--,la/ ,sunday at ,l9yanti--,prospect ( 8 fall+4 ,:5 ,liv+/one arriv$ at ! ,cape1 he f\nd ! au?orities 9 a /ate ( excitem5t ov] ! ,caffre ,w>1 & v f> f fri5dly t[>d ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 "s ( ^: mission>ies--himself among ! numb]--7 reg>d$ z unpatriotic4 ,he _h a v poor op9ion ( ! (ficials1 & _! treatm5t ( ! natives sc&aliz$ him4 ,he describes ! trial ( an old soldi]1 ,bo?a1 z ! mo/ horrid exhibition ,i ev] witness$4 ,! noble conduct ( ,bo?a 9 prison 0 a beautiful contra/ to ! sc5e 9 c\rt4 ,?is :ole ,caffre ,w> _h exemplifi$ ! blund]+ ( ! ,briti% au?orities1 & 0 tea*+ ! natives developm5ts1 ! issue ( :i* c\ld n be =ese54 ,z = himself1 he writes to ,mr4 ,m(fat1 t he 0 cordially hat$1 & p]haps he might be pull$ up2 b he knew t "s ( 8 lett]s _h be5 read by ! ,duke ( ,well+ton & ,"l ,br\gham ) pleasure1 &1 possibly1 he might get ju/ice4 ,he bids 8 fa!r-9-law n to be surpris$ if he saw him abus$ 9 ! newspap]s4 ,on ! #bc;d ,april1 #aheb1 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one & ! f\r *ildr5 sail$ f ,cape ,t[n = ,engl&4 ,! s5d+ ( 8 *ildr5 to be br\ght up by o!rs 0 a v great trial1 & ,dr4 ,liv+/one seiz$ ! opportunity to impress on ! ,directors t ^? by :om mission>ies 7 s5t out _h a great duty to ! *ildr5 :om _! p>5ts 7 compell$ to s5d away4 ,ref]r+ to ! fil?y conv]sation & ways ( ! hea!n1 he says3 ,mission>ies expose _! *ildr5 to a contam9ation :i* !y h _h no h& 9 produc+4 ,we expose !m & ourselves = a "t 9 ord] to elevate ^? sad captives ( s9 & ,satan1 :o are ! victims ( ! degradation ( ages4 ,none ( ^? :o compla9 ab\t mission>ies s5d+ _! *ildr5 home ev] desc5d to ?is4 ,& aga91 z ,mr4 ,james 9 8 ,"y ,man f ,home =cibly %[s1 a great] mis=tune _c befall a y\? ?an to be ca/ into ! _w )\t a home4 ,9 reg>d to ev5 ! ve/ige ( a home1 my *ildr5 are absolutely vagabonds4 ,:5 %all we return to ,kolob5g8 ,:5 to ,kuruman8 ,nev]4 ,! m>k ( ,ca9 is on y\r =eheads1 y\r fa!r is a mission>y4 ,our *ildr5 ought to h bo? ! sympa?ies & pray]s ( ^? at ^: bidd+ we become /rang]s = life4 ,0 !re ev] a plea m p[]ful or m j8 ,x is sad to ?9k t ! coldness ( ,*ri/ians at home %\ld h l$ a man l ,liv+/one to fancy t1 because 8 *ildr5 7 ! *ildr5 ( a mission>y1 !y w\ld be> ! m>k ( ,ca91 & be homeless vagabonds4 ,:y are we at home s =getful ( ! privilege ( refre%+ ! b[els ( ^? :o take _! lives 9 _! h&s = ! love ( ,*ri/1 by mak+ a home = _! (fspr+8 ,9 a high] /ate ( ,*ri/ianity !re w be hundr$s ( ! be/ families at home delight$1 = ! love ( _! ,ma/]1 to welcome & br+ up ! mission>y's *ildr54 ,& :5 ! ,great ,day comes1 none w m surely receive t be/ ( all =ms ( repaym5t1 ,inasmu* z ye did x unto ! lea/ ( ^! my bre?r51 ye did x unto ,me4 ,liv+/one1 :o _h n[ got ! tr\blesome uvula cut out1 0 deta9$ at ! ,cape ne>ly two mon?s aft] 8 family left4 ,he 0 s di/ru/$ by ! au?orities t !y w\ld h>dly sell p[d] & %ot to him1 & he _h to fight a battle t dem&$ all 8 c\rage & p]sev]ance = a few boxes ( p]cussion-caps4 ,at ! la/ mom5t1 a tr\blesome c\ntry po/ma/]1 to :om he _h compla9$ ( an ov]*>ge ( po/age1 ?reat5$ an action aga9/ him = defamation ( "*1 &1 r ?an be fur!r deta9$1 deep 9 debt ?\gh he 01 ,liv+/one _h to pay him a consid]able sum4 ,8 family 7 mu* 9 8 ?\ghts2 he f\nd "s relief 9 writ+ by e mail4 ,8 lett]s to 8 wife are too sacr$ to be spread be=e ! public2 we conf9e ourselves to a s+le extract1 to %[ ov] :at a ho/ ( suppress$ emotions he _h to m>* 9 ?is exp$ition3 ,cape ,t[n1 #e? ,may1 #aheb4--,,my ,,de>e/ ,,m>y1--,h[ ,i miss y n[1 & ! *ildr56 ,my he>t ye>ns incessantly ov] y4 ,h[ _m ?\ghts ( ! pa/ cr[d into my m9d6 ,i feel z if ,i w\ld treat y all mu* m t5d]ly & lov+ly ?an ev]4 ,y h be5 a great bless+ to me4 ,y att5d$ to my com=t 9 _m1 _m ways4 ,may ,god bless y = all y\r k9dnesses6 ,i see no face n[ to be comp>$ ) t sunburnt "o :i* has s (t5 greet$ me ) its k9d looks4 ,let u d our duty to our ,savi\r1 & we %all meet aga94 ,i wi% t "t 7 n[4 ,y may read ! lett]s ov] aga9 :i* ,i wrote at ,mabotsa1 ! sweet "t y "k4 ,z ,i told y be=e1 ,i tell y aga91 !y are true1 true2 !re is n a bit ( hypocrisy 9 !m4 ,i nev] %[ all my feel+s2 b ,i c say truly1 my de>e/1 t ,i lov$ y :5 ,i m>ri$ y1 & ! long] ,i liv$ ) y1 ,i lov$ y ! bett]4444 ,let u d our duty to ,*ri/1 & ,he w br+ u ?r\gh ! _w ) honor & usefulness4 ,he is our refuge & high t[]2 let u tru/ 9 ,him at all times1 & 9 all circum/ances4 ,love ,him m & m1 & diffuse 8 love among ! *ildr54 ,take !m all r\nd y1 & kiss !m = me4 ,tell !m ,i h left !m = ! love ( ,jesus1 & !y mu/ love ,him too1 & avoid s91 = t displeases ,jesus4 ,i %all be delight$ to he> ( y all safe 9 ,engl&4444 ,a few days lat]1 he writes to 8 elde/ daught]1 !n 9 h] fif? ye>3 ,cape ,t[n1 #ah? ,may1 #aheb4--,,my ,,de> ,,agnes1--,?is is y\r own little lett]4 ,mamma w read x to y1 & y w he> h] j z if ,i 7 speak+ to y1 = ! words :i* ,i write are ^? :i* %e w read4 ,i am /ill at ,cape ,t[n4 ,y "k y left me !re :5 y all w5t into ! big %ip & sail$ away4 ,well1 ,i %all leave ,cape ,t[n soon4 ,malatsi has gone = ! ox51 & !n ,i %all g away back to ,sebituane's c\ntry1 & see ,seipone & ,m]iye1 :o gave y ! beads & f$ y ) milk & honey4 ,i %all n see y aga9 = a long "t1 & ,i am v sorry4 ,i h no ,nannie n[4 ,i h giv5 y back to ,jesus1 y\r ,fri5d--y\r ,papa :o is 9 heav54 ,he is above y1 b ,he is always ne> y4 ,:5 we ask ?+s f ,him1 t is pray+ to ,him2 & if y d or say a naughty ?+ ask ,him to p>don y1 & bless y1 & make y "o ( 8 *ildr54 ,love ,jesus mu*1 = ,he loves y1 & ,he came & di$ = y4 ,oh1 h[ good ,jesus is6 ,i love ,him1 & ,i %all love ,him z long z ,i live4 ,y mu/ love ,him too1 & y mu/ love y\r bro!rs & mamma1 & nev] tease !m or be naughty1 = ,jesus does n l to see naught9ess4--,good-bye1 my de> ,nannie1 ,d4 ,,liv+/on4 ,among 8 o!r occupations at ,cape ,t[n1 ,liv+/one put himself "u ! in/ructions ( ! ,a/ronom]-,royal1 ,mr4 7aft]w>d ,sir ,?omas7 ,macle>1 :o became "o ( 8 be/ & mo/ e/eem$ fri5ds4 ,8 object 0 to qualify himself m ?or\ghly = tak+ obs]vations t w\ld give p]fect accuracy to 8 geographical explorations4 ,he tri$ ,engli% prea*+ too1 b 8 ?roat 0 /ill t5d]1 & he felt v n]v\s1 z he _h done at ,ong>4 ,:at a little ?+1 he writes to ,mr4 ,m(fat1 is suffici5t to br+ d[n to old-wifei%ness su* a r\gh tyke z ,i consid] myself6 ,poor1 pr\d human nature is a great fool aft] all4 ,a second ef=t 0 m successful4 ,i prea*$1 he writes to 8 wife1 on ! text1 ',:y w ye die8' ,i _h x writt5 out & only ref]r$ to x twice1 :i* is an improvem5t 9 ,engli%4 ,i hope good 0 done4 ,! p 7 v att5tive inde$4 ,i felt less at a loss ?an 9 ,union ,*apel#ce4 ,he arrang$ ) a m]cantile fri5d1 ,mr4 ,ru!rfoord1 to direct ! op]ations ( a native trad]1 ,george ,flem+1 :om t g5tleman 0 to employ = ! purpose ( introduc+ lawful traffic 9 ord] to supplant ! slave-trade4 ,footnote #ce3 ,! manuscript ( ?is s]mon /ill exi/s4 ,! s]mon is v simple1 scriptural1 & e>ne/1 9 ! /yle ( ,bi%op ,ryle1 or ( ,mr4 ,moody4 ,x 0 n till ! #h? ( ,june t he left ! ,cape4 ,8 wagon 0 load$ to d\ble ! usual weight f 8 good nature 9 tak+ ev]ybody's packages4 ,8 ox5 7 lean1 & he 0 too poor to provide bett]4 ,he rea*$ ,griqua ,t[n on ! #ae? ,augu/1 & ,kuruman a =tnight lat]4 ,_m ?+s _h occasion$ unexpect$ delay1 & ! la/ cr[n+ det5tion 0 caus$ by ! break+ d[n ( a :eel4 ,x turn$ out1 h[ev]1 t ^! delays 7 probably ! means ( sav+ 8 life4 ,_h !y n occurr$ he w\ld h rea*$ ,kolob5g 9 ,augu/4 ,b ?is 0 ! v "t :5 ! comm&o ( ! ,bo]s1 numb]+ #fjj coloni/s & _m natives besides1 7 busy ) ! "w ( dea? & de/ruction4 ,_h he be5 at ,kolob5g1 ,pretorius w\ld probably h execut$ 8 ?reat ( kill+ him2 at ! lea/ he w\ld h be5 depriv$ ( all ! prop]ty t he c>ri$ ) him1 & 8 project$ ent]prise w\ld h be5 br\ght to an end4 ,9 a lett] to 8 wife1 ,liv+/one gives full details ( ! horrible outrage p]petrat$ %ortly be=e by ! ,bo]s at ,kolob5g3 ,kuruman1 #bj? ,septemb]1 #aheb4--;,along ) ?is ,i s5d y a long lett]2 ?is ,i write 9 ord] to give y ! late/ news4 ,! ,bo]s gutt$ our h\se at ,kolob5g2 !y br\ght f\r wagons d[n & took away s(a1 table1 b$1 all ! crock]y1 y\r desk 7,i hope x _h no?+ 9 x--,h y ! lett]s871 sma%$ ! wood5 *airs1 took away ! iron ones1 tore out ! leaves ( all ! books1 & scatt]$ !m 9 front ( ! h\se1 sma%$ ! bottles conta9+ m$ic9es1 w9d[s1 ov5-door1 took away ! smi?-bell[s1 anvil1 all ! tools1--9 fact ev]y?+ wor? tak+2 ?ree corn-mills1 a bag ( c(fee1 = :i* ,i paid six p\nds1 & lots ( c(fee1 tea1 & sug>1 :i* ! g5tlem5 :o w5t to ! nor? left2 took all our cattle & ,paul's & ,mebalwe's4 ,!y !n w5t up to ,limae1 w5t to *ur* morn+ & aft]noon1 & he>d ,mebalwe prea*6 ,aft] ! second s]vice !y told ,se*le t !y _h come to fight1 because he all[$ ,engli%m5 to proce$ to ! ,nor?1 ?\gh !y _h repeat$ly ord]$ him n to d s4 ,he repli$ t he 0 a man ( peace1 t he c\ld n mole/ ,engli%m51 because !y _h nev] done him any h>m1 & always treat$ him well4 ,9 ! morn+ !y comm5c$ fir+ on ! t[n ) swivels1 & set fire to x4 ,! heat =c$ "s ( ! wom5 to flee1 ! m5 to huddle toge!r on ! small hill 9 ! middle ( ! t[n2 ! smoke prev5t$ !m see+ ! ,bo]s1 & ! cannon kill$ _m1 sixty 7#fj7 ,bakwa9s4 ,! ,bo]s !n came ne> to kill & de/roy !m all1 b ! ,bakwa9s kill$ ?irty-five 7#ce71 & _m horses4 ,!y f\ght ! :ole day1 b ! ,bo]s c\ld n dislodge !m4 ,!y /opp$ fir+ 9 ! ev5+1 & !n ! ,bakwa9s retir$ on acc\nt ( hav+ no wat]4 ,! above sixty are n all m52 wom5 & *ildr5 are among ! sla94 ,! ,bo]s 7 #fjj1 & !y _h #gjj natives ) !m4 ,all ! corn is burn$4 ,p>ties w5t out & burn$ ,bangwaketse t[n1 & swept (f all ! cattle4 ,sebubi's cattle are all gone4 ,all ! ,bakhatla cattle gone4 ,nei!r ,bangwaketse nor ,bakhatla fir$ a %ot4 ,all ! corn burn$ ( ! :ole ?ree tribes4 ,ev]y?+ edible is tak5 f !m4 ,h[ w !y live6 ,!y told ,se*le t ! ,que5 _h giv5 (f ! l& to !m1 & h5ce=? !y 7 ! ma/]s1--_h aboli%$ *iefta9%ip4 ,sir ,h>ry ,smi? tri$ ! same1 & ,engl& has paid two millions ( money to cat* "o *ief1 & he is /ill z free z ! w9ds ( heav54 ,h[ w x end8 ,i don't "k1 b ,i w tell y ! beg9n+4 ,!re are two p>ties ( ,bo]s gone to ! ,lake4 ,^! w to a dead c]ta9ty be cut (f4 ,!y am\nt to ?irty-six m54 ,p>ties are s5t n[ 9 pursuit ( !m4 ,! ,bakwa9s w plund] & murd] ! ,bo]s )\t m]cy1 & by & by ! ,bo]s w ask ! ,engli% ,gov]nm5t to assi/ !m to put d[n rebellion1 & ( ?is rebellion ,i %all h1 ( c\rse1 to be> ! blame4 ,!y (t5 express$ a wi% to get hold ( me4 ,i wait "h a little 9 ord] to get in=mation :5 ! pa? is cle>4 ,k9d ,provid5ce deta9$ me f fall+ into ! v ?ick ( x4 ,god w pres]ve me /ill4 ,he has "w = me or ,he w\ld h all[$ me to g 9 j :5 ! ,bo]s 7 !re4 ,we %all remove m easily n[ t we are light5$ ( our furniture4 ,!y h tak5 away our s(a4 ,i nev] _h a good re/ on x4 ,we _h only got x ready :5 we left4 ,well1 !y c't h tak5 away all ! /ones4 ,we %all h a seat 9 spite ( !m1 & t1 too1 ) a m]ry he>t :i* doe? good l a m$ic9e4 ,i wond] :at ! ,peace ,society w\ld d ) ^! wor?ies4 ,!y are ,*ri/ians4 ,! ,dut* pr$icants baptise all _! *ildr51 & admit !m to ! ,"l's ,supp]4444 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 n dispos$ to re/ra9 8 indignation & grief ov] 8 losses4 ,= "o s pati5t & good1 he _h a v l>ge vial ( indignation1 & on occasion p\r$ x out "r he>tily ov] all inju/ice & cruelty4 ,on no heads 0 x ev] dis*>g$ m freely ?an on ^! ,transvaal ,bo]s4 ,he made a =mal repres5tation ( 8 losses bo? to ! ,cape & ,home au?orities1 b nev] receiv$ a f>?+ ( comp5sation4 ,! subsequ5t hi/ory ( ! ,transvaal ,republic w conv9ce _m t ,liv+/one 0 n f> f ! tru? 9 8 e/imate ( ! "* ( ! free & indep5d5t ,bo]s4 ,b :ile p]fectly s9c]e 9 8 indignation ov] ! treatm5t ( ! natives & 8 own losses1 8 playful fancy c\ld f9d a ludicr\s side = :at conc]n$ himself1 & grim enjoym5t 9 %[+ x to 8 fri5ds4 ,?9k1 he writes to 8 fri5d ,watt1 ?9k ( a big fat ,bo]ess dr9k+ c(fee out ( my kettle1 & !n ?r[+ h] tall[y corporeity on my s(a1 or keep+ h] ne$les 9 my wife's writ+-desk6 ,ugh6 & !n ?9k ( fooli% ,john ,bull pay+ s _m ?\s&s a ye> = ! suppression ( ! slave-trade1 & all[+ ,commission] ,av5 to make treaties ) ,bo]s :o c>ry on ! slave-trade4444 ,! ,bo]s are mad ) rage aga9/ me because my p f\ght bravely4 ,x 0 ,i1 !y ?9k1 :o taught !m to %oot ,bo]s4 ,fancy y\r rev]5d fri5d tea*+ ! "y idea h[ to %oot ,bo]s1 & pray+ = a bless+ on ! "w ( 8 h&s6 ,9 ! same _s he writes to 8 fri5d ,moore3 ,i nev] knew ,i 0 s ri* until ,i rec\nt$ up ! diff]5t articles t 7 tak5 away4 ,!y _c be replac$ 9 ?is c\ntry "u #cjj4 ,_m ?+s br\ght to our e/abli%m5t by my bett]-half 7 ( consid]able value4 ,( all ,i am n[ light5$1 & !y want to ease me ( my head4444 ,! ,bo]s kill ! blacks )\t compunction1 & )\t provocation1 because !y believe !y h no s\ls4444 ,view+ ! disp5sation ap>t f ! extreme wick$ness ( ! ,bo]s1 x seem$ a judgm5t on ! blacks = _! rejection ( ! gospel4 ,!y h v]ily done despite unto ! ,_s ( grace4444 ,_! enmity 0 n manife/$ to u1 b to ! gospel4 ,i am griev$ = !m1 & /ill hope t ! good se$ w yet vegetate#cf4 ,footnote #cf3 ,?is lett] to ,mr4 ,moore conta9s a trait ( ,liv+/one1 v trifl+ 9 ! occasion out ( :i* x arose1 b %[+ vividly ! nature ( ! man4 ,he _h promis$ to s5d ,mr4 ,moore's little son "s curiosities1 b _h =gott5 :5 8 family w5t to ,engl&4 ,be+ rem9d$ ( 8 promise 9 a po/script ! little fell[ _h add$ to a lett] f 8 fa!r1 ,liv+/one is ov]:elm$ ) %ame & confusion ( face4 ,he feels he has disappo9t$ ! boy & =gott5 8 promise4 ,aga9 & aga9 ,liv+/one returns to ! subject1 & feels assur$ t 8 "y fri5d w\ld =give him if he knew h[ mu* he suff]$ = 8 fault4 ,t 9 ! mid/ ( 8 own ov]:elm+ tr\bles he %\ld feel s mu* = ! disappo9tm5t ( a little he>t 9 ,engl&1 %[s h[ t]rible a ?+ x 0 to him to cause ne$less pa91 & h[ pr(\ndly x di/ress$ him to seem =getful ( a promise4 ,ye>s aft]w>d he wrote t he _h br\ght an elephant's tail = ,h5ry1 b "o ( ! m5 /ole all ! hairs & sold !m4 ,he _h /ill a tusk ( a hippopotamus = him1 & a too? = 8 bro!r1 b he _h br\ght no curiosities1 = he c\ld sc>cely get along himself4 ,b :ile he c\ld relax playfully at ! ?\ght ( ! desolation at ,kolob5g1 he knew h[ to make x ! occasion likewise ( high resolves4 ,! ,bo]s1 z he wrote ! ,directors1 7 resolv$ to %ut up ! int]ior4 ,he 0 det]m9$1 ) ,god's help1 to op5 ! c\ntry4 ,"t w\ld %[ :i* w\ld be mo/ successful 9 resolution1--!y or he4 ,to 8 bro!r-9-law he wrote t he w\ld op5 a pa? ?r\gh ! c\ntry1 or p]i%4 ,z = ! conte/ ) ! ,bo]s1 we may smile at _! impot5t wra?4 ,x is a s+ul> fact1 t :ile ,se*le /ill reta9s ! position ( an indep5d5t *ief1 ! republic ( ! ,bo]s has pass$ away4 ,x is n[ "p ( ! ,briti% ,empire4 ,! c\ntry 0 s unsettl$ t = a long "t ,dr4 ,liv+/one c\ld n get guides at ,kuruman to g ) him to ,sebituane's4 ,at l5g?1 h[ev]1 he succe$$1 & leav+ ,kuruman f9ally ab\t ! end ( ,decemb]1 #aheb1 9 company ) ,george ,flem+1 ,mr4 ,ru!rfoord's trad]1 he set out 9 a new direction1 to ! we/ ( ! old1 9 ord] to give a wide b]? to ! ,bo]s4 ,travel+ rapidly he pass$ ?r\gh ,sebituane's c\ntry1 & 9 ,june1 #aheh1 arriv$ at ,l9yanti1 ! capital ( ! ,makololo4 ,he wrote to 8 wife t he _h be5 v anxi\s to g to ,kolob5g & see ) 8 own eyes ! de/ruction wr\ght by ! savages4 ,he _h a great long+1 too1 to visit once m ! grave ( ,elizabe?1 _! infant daught]1 b he he>d t ! ,bo]s 7 9 ! neighborhood1 & 7 anxi\s to cat* him1 & he ?\ght x be/ n to g4 ,two ye>s be=e1 he _h be5 at ,l9yanti ) ,mr4 ,oswell4 ,_m details ( ! new j\rney are giv5 9 ! ,mission>y ,travels1 :i* x is unnecess>y to repeat1 ,x may be en\gh to /ate t he f\nd ! c\ntry flood$1 & t on ! way x 0 no unusual ?+ = him to be wet all day1 & to walk ?r\gh swamps1 & wat] ?ree or f\r feet deep4 ,trees1 ?orns1 & re$s (f]$ trem5d\s resi/ance1 & he & 8 p mu/ h pres5t$ a pitiable sight :5 =c+ _! way ?r\gh re$s ) cutt+ edges4 ,) our own h&s all raw & bloody1 & knees ?r\gh our tr\s]s1 we at l5g? em]g$4 ,x 0 a happy ?\ght to te> 8 pocket-h&k]*ief into two p>ts & tie !m ov] 8 knees4 ,i rememb]1 he says 9 8 ,j\rnal1 ref]r+ to la/ ye>'s j\rney1 ! toil :i* our fri5d ,oswell endur$ on our acc\nt4 ,he nev] sp>$ himself4 ,x is n to be suppos$ t 8 guides 7 happy 9 su* a m>*2 x requir$ 8 tact /ret*$ to its v utmo/ to prev5t !m f turn+ back4 ,at ! ,malopo1 he writes to 8 wife1 !re 7 o!r dang]s besides4 ,:5 walk+ be=e ! wagon 9 ! morn+ twilight1 ,i obs]v$ a lioness ab\t fifty y>ds f me1 9 ! squatt+ way !y walk :5 go+ to spr+4 ,%e 0 foll[$ by a v l>ge lion1 b see+ ! wagon1 %e turn$ back4 ,?\gh he escap$ fev] at fir/1 he _h repeat$ attacks aft]w>d1 & _h to be con/antly us+ rem$ies aga9/ x4 ,! unheal?9ess ( ! region to ,europeans =c$ itself pa9fully on 8 att5tion1 & made him wond] 9 :at way ,god w\ld br+ ! light ( ! gospel to ! poor inhabitants4 ,z a physician 8 m9d 0 mu* occupi$ ) ! nature ( ! disease1 & ! way to cure x4 ,if only he c\ld discov] a rem$y = t sc\rge ( ,africa1 :at an invaluable boon w\ld he conf] on its mu*-afflict$ p6 ,i w\ld l1 he says 9 8 ,j\rnal1 to devote a portion ( my life to ! discov]y ( a rem$y = t t]rible disease1 ! ,african fev]#cg4 ,i w\ld g into ! p>ts :]e x prevails mo/1 & try to discov] if ! natives h a rem$y = x4 ,i mu/ make _m inquiries ( ! riv] p 9 ?is qu>t]4 ,:at an unspeakable m]cy x is to be p]mitt$ to engage 9 ?is mo/ holy & honorable "w6 ,:at an inf9ity ( lots 9 ! _w are poor1 mis]able1 & degrad$ comp>$ ) m9e6 ,i might h be5 a common soldi]1 a day-labor]1 a factory op]ative1 a me*anic1 in/ead ( a mission>y4 ,if my faculties _h be5 left to run riot or to wa/e z ^? ( s _m "y m51 ,i %\ld n[ h be5 us$ up1 a dot>d1 z _m ( my s*ool-fell[s are4 ,i am respect$ by ! natives1 _! k9d expressions (t5 make me a%am$1 & !y are s9c]e4 ,s mu* def]5ce & favor manife/$ )\t any ef=t on my "p to secure x comes f ! ,au?or ( e good gift4 ,i ackn[l$ge ! m]cies ( ! great ,god ) dev\t & rev]5tial gratitude4 ,footnote #cg3 ,liv+/one's ,rem$y = ,african fev]4 ,see ,app5dix ,no4 ,,ii4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h decl9$ a consid]ate proposal t ano!r mission>y %\ld accompany him1 & delib]ately resolv$ to g ?is great j\rney alone4 ,he knew1 9 fact1 t except ,mr4 ,m(fat1 :o 0 busy ) 8 translation ( ! ,bible1 no o!r mission>y w\ld g ) him#ch4 ,b 9 ! abs5ce ( all to :om he c\ld unburd5 8 _s1 we f9d him m freely ?an usual p\r+ out 8 feel+s 9 8 ,j\rnal1 & x is b an act ( ju/ice to himself t x %\ld be made kn[n h[ 8 ?\ghts 7 runn+1 ) s bold & difficult an und]tak+ be=e him3 ,footnote #ch3 ,dr4 ,m(fat in=ms u t ,liv+/one's desire = 8 company 0 mo/ int5se1 & t he press$ him 9 su* a way z w\ld h be5 irresi/ible1 _h 8 go+ be5 possible4 ,b = 8 employm5t 9 translat+1 ,dr4 ,m(fat w\ld h gone ) all 8 he>t4 #bh? ,septemb]1 #aheb4--;,am ,i on my way to die 9 ,sebituane's c\ntry8 ,h ,i se5 ! end ( my wife & *ildr58 ,! break+ up ( all my connections ) e>?1 leav+ ?is fair & beautiful _w1 & kn[+ s little ( x8 ,i am only le>n+ ! alphabet ( x yet1 & ent]+ on an untri$ /ate ( exi/5ce4 ,foll[+ ,him :o has ent]$ 9 be=e me into ! cl\d1 ! veil1 ! ,hades1 is a s]i\s prospect4 ,d we beg9 aga9 9 our new exi/5ce to le>n mu* by exp]i5ce1 or h we full p[]s8 ,my s\l1 :i!r wilt ?\ emigrate8 ,:]e wilt ?\ lodge ! fir/ night aft] leav+ ?is body8 ,w an angel soo! ?y flutt]+1 = sadly flurri$ wilt ?\ be 9 ent]+ ^u et]nity8 ,oh6 if ,jesus speak "o ^w ( peace1 t w e/abli% 9 ?y brea/ an ev]la/+ calm6 ,o ,jesus1 fill me ) ,?y love n[1 & ,i besee* ,!e1 accept me1 & use me a little = ,?y glory4 ,i h done no?+ = ,!e yet1 & ,i w\ld l to d some?+4 ,o d1 d1 ,i besee* ,!e1 accept me & my s]vice1 & take ,?\ all ! glory4444 #bc;d ,janu>y1 #ahec1--;,i ?9k mu* ( my poor *ildr54444 #d? ,febru>y1 #ahec4--;,i am sp>$ 9 heal?1 :ile all ! company h be5 attack$ by ! fev]4 ,if ,god has accept$ my s]vice1 !n my life is *>m$ till my "w is done4 ,& ?\gh ,i pass ?r\gh _m dang]s unsca!d :ile work+ ! "w giv5 me to d1 :5 t is f9i%$1 "s simple ?+ w give me my quietus4 ,dea? is a glori\s ev5t to "o go+ to ,jesus4 ,:i!r does ! s\l w+ its way8 ,:at does x see fir/8 ,!re is some?+ sublime 9 pass+ into ! second /age ( our immortal lives if wa%$ f our s9s4 ,b oh6 to be consign$ to pond] ov] all our s9s ) memories excit$1 e sc5e ( our lives held up z 9 a mirror be=e our eyes1 & we look+ at !m & wait+ = ! day ( judgm5t6 #ag? ,febru>y4--,x is n ! enc\nt]+ ( difficulties & dang]s 9 ob$i5ce to ! prompt+s ( ! inw>d spiritual life1 :i* con/itutes tempt+ ( ,god & ,provid5ce2 b ! act+ )\t fai?1 proce$+ on our own err&s ) no previ\s convictions ( duty1 & no pray] = aid & direction4 #bb;d ,may4--,i w place no value on any?+ ,i h or may possess1 except 9 relation to ! k+dom ( ,*ri/4 ,if any?+ w advance ! int]e/s ( t k+dom1 x %all be giv5 away or kept1 only z by giv+ or keep+ ( x ,i %all mo/ promote ! glory ( ,him to :om ,i owe all my hopes 9 "t & et]nity4 ,may grace & /r5g? suffici5t to enable me to adh]e fai?fully to ?is resolution be imp>t$ to me1 s t 9 tru?1 n 9 "n only1 all my int]e/s & ^? ( my *ildr5 may be id5tifi$ ) 8 cause4444 ,i w try & rememb] always to approa* ,god 9 secret ) z mu* rev]5ce 9 spee*1 po/ure1 & behavior z 9 public4 ,help me1 ,?\ :o kn[e/ my frame & pitie/ z a fa!r 8 *ildr54 ,:5 ,liv+/one rea*$ ! ,makololo1 a *ange _h tak5 place 9 ! gov]nm5t ( ! tribe4 ,ma-mo*isane1 ! daught] ( ,sebituane1 _h n be5 happy 9 h] *iefdom1 & _h f\nd x difficult to get along ) ! numb] ( husb&s :om h] dignity z *ief requir$ h] to ma9ta94 ,%e _h giv5 ov] ! gov]nm5t to h] bro!r ,sekeltu1 a y\? ( eighte51 :o 0 g5]ally recogniz$1 ?\gh n )\t "s reluctance1 by 8 bro!r1 ,mpepe4 ,liv+/one c\ld n h =ese5 h[ ,sekeltu w\ld receive him1 b to 8 great relief & satisfaction he f\nd him actuat$ by ! mo/ k9dly feel+s4 ,he f\nd him1 boy z he 01 full ( vague expectations ( b5efits1 m>vel\s & miracul\s1 :i* ! mission>ies 7 to br+4 ,x 0 ,liv+/one's fir/ "w to disabuse 8 m9d ( ^! expectations1 & let him und]/& t 8 supreme object 0 to tea* !m ! way ( salvation ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,to a c]ta9 ext5t ,sekeltu 0 int]e/$ 9 ?is3 ,he ask$ _m s5sible que/ions ab\t ! sy/em ( ,*ri/ianity 9 connection ) ! putt+ away ( wives4 ,!y are always furni%$ ) objections soon] ?an ) ! in=mation4 ,i comm5d$ him = ask+ me1 & w beg9 a c\rse ( in/ruction to-morr[4 ,he fe>s t le>n+ to read w *ange 8 he>t1 & make him put away 8 wives4 ,mu* dep5ds on 8 decision4 ,may ,god influ5ce 8 he>t to decide aright6 ,two days aft] ,liv+/one says 9 8 ,j\rnal3 #a/ ,june4--,! *ief pres5t$ eight l>ge & ?ree small tusks ?is morn+4 ,i told him & 8 p ,i w\ld r see !m trad+ ?an giv+ !m to me4 ,!y repli$ t !y w\ld get trade ) ,george ,flem+1 & t1 too1 z soon z he 0 well2 b ^! !y gave to _! fa!r1 & !y 7 j z any o!r pres5t4 ,!y ask$ aft] ! gun-m$ic9e1 believ+ t n[ my he>t w\ld be w>m en\gh to tell !m any?+1 b ,i c\ld n tell !m a lie4 ,i (f]$ to %[ ,sekeltu h[ to %oot1 & t 0 all ! m$ic9e ,i knew4 ,i felt z if ,i %\ld h be5 m pleas$ _h ,george be5 amass+ ivory ?an ,i4 ,yet ?is may be an indisp5sable /ep 9 ! progress t[>d op5+ ! we/4 ,i mu/ h funds2 & "h !y come p\r+ 94 ,x w\ld be impossible to ov]look 8 provid5ce :o has t\*$ _! he>ts4 ,i h us$ no undue influ5ce4 ,inde$ ,i h us$ none directly = ! purpose ,k9dness %[n has be5 appreciat$ "h1 :ile mu* great] k9dness %[n to tribes 9 ! s\? has result$ 9 a belief we mission>ies mu/ be fools4 ,i d ?ank my ,god s9c]ely = 8 favor1 & my he>ty pray] is t ,he may cont9ue x1 & make :atev] use ,he pleases ( me1 & may ,he h m]cy on ?is p6 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 c>eful to gu>d aga9/ ! supposition t he all[$ ,sekeltu to enri* him )\t recomp5se1 & 9 8 ,j\rnal he sets d[n a li/ ( ! v>i\s articles pres5t$ by himself to ! *ief1 includ+ ?ree goats1 "s f[ls1 p[d]1 wire1 fl9ts1 p]cussion-caps1 an umbrella & a hat1 ! value ( ! :ole be+ #ca1 #afs4 ,:5 ,sekeltu knew ,dr4 ,liv+/one's plans1 he und]took t he %\ld be provid$ ) all requisites = 8 j\rney4 ,b he 0 mo/ anxi\s to reta9 him1 & = "s "t w\ld n let him g4 ,liv+/one _h fasc9at$ him4 ,sekeltu said t he _h f\nd a new fa!r4 ,& ,liv+/one pond]$ ! possibility ( e/abli%+ a /ation "h4 ,b ! fev]1 ! fev]6 c\ld he br+ 8 family8 ,he mu/ pass on & look = a heal?i] spot4 ,8 desire 0 to proce$ to ! c\ntry ( ! ,b>otse4 ,at l5g?1 on ! #af? ,june1 ,sekeltu gives 8 answ]3 ,! *ief has acc$$ to my reque/ to proce$ to ,b>otse & see ! c\ntry4 ,i told him my he>t 0 sore1 because hav+ left my family to explore 8 l&1 &1 if possible1 f9d a suitable location = a mission1 ,i c\ld n succe$1 because deta9$ by him "h4 ,he says he w take me ) him4 ,he does n l to "p ) me at all4 ,he is oblig$ to consult ) ^? :o gave _! op9ion aga9/ my leav+4 ,b x is c]ta9 ,i am p]mitt$ to g4 ,?anks be to ,god = influ5c+ _! he>ts6 ,be=e we set out ) ! *ief on ?is j\rney1 x w be well to give a few extracts f ,liv+/one's ,j\rnal1 %[+ h[ unwe>i$ 7 8 ef=ts to tea* ! p3 ,banks ( ,*obe1 ,sunday1 ,may #ae?4--,prea*$ twice to ab\t sixty p4 ,v att5tive4 ,x is only div9e p[] :i* c enlight$ d>k m9ds z ^!4444 ,! p seem to receive ideas on div9e subjects sl[ly4 ,!y li/51 b nev] suppose t ! tru?s mu/ become embodi$ 9 actual life4 ,!y w wait until ! *ief becomes a ,*ri/ian1 & if he believes1 !n !y refuse to foll[1--z 0 ! case among ! ,bakwa9s4 ,procra/9ation seems z p[]ful an in/rum5t ( deception "h z else:]e4 ,sunday1 #ab? ,june4--,a good & v att5tive audi5ce4 ,we introduce entirely new motives1 & 7 ^! n p]fectly adapt$ = ! human m9d & he>t by _! div9e ,au?or1 we %\ld h no success4 ,sunday1 #ai? ,june4--,a good & att5tive audi5ce1 b imm$iately aft] ! s]vice ,i w5t to see a sick man1 & :5 ,i return$ t[>d ! ,kotla1 ,i f\nd ! *ief _h retir$ into a hut to dr9k be]2 &1 z ! cu/om is1 ab\t =ty m5 7 /&+ s++ to him1 or1 9 o!r words1 begg+ be] by t means4 ,a m9i/] :o _h n se5 s mu* pione] s]vice z ,i h done w\ld h be5 %ock$ to see s little effect produc$ by an e>ne/ disc\rse conc]n+ ! future judgm5t1 b "t mu/ be giv5 to all[ ! tru? to s9k into ! d>k m9d1 & produce its effect4 ,! e>? %all be fill$ ) ! k ( ! glory ( ! ,"l--t is en\gh4 ,we c af=d to "w 9 fai?1 = ,omnipot5ce is pl$g$ to fulfill ! promise4 ,! great m\nta9s become a pla9 be=e ! ,almighty arm4 ,! poor ,bu%man1 ! mo/ degrad$ ( all ,adam's family1 %all see 8 glory1 & ! dwell]s 9 ! wild]ness %all b[ be=e ,him4 ,! ob/acles to ! com+ ( ! ,k+dom are mighty1 b come x w = all t2 ,!n let u pray t come x may1 ,z come1 x w = a' t1 ,t man to man ! _w o'er ,%all bro!rs be = a' t4' ,! h>d & cold unbelief :i* di/+ui%$ ! la/ c5tury1 & :i* is /ill ap$ by w\ld-be philosoph]s 9 ! pres5t1 w\ld sne] at our fai?1 & call x sup]/ition1 en?usiasm1 etc4 ,b 7 we believ]s 9 human progress & no m1 !re mu/ be a glori\s future = our _w4 ,our dreams mu/ come true1 ev5 ?\gh !y are no m ?an dreams4 ,! _w is roll+ on to ! gold5 age4444 ,discov]ies & ,inv5tions are cumulative4 ,ano!r c5tury mu/ pres5t a totally diff]5t aspect f ! pres5t4 ,& :5 we view ! /ate ( ! _w & its advanc+ en]gies1 9 ! light af=d$ by *ildlike1 or call x *ildi%1 fai?1 we see ! e>? fill+ ) ! k ( ! glory ( ,god1--ay1 all nations see+ 8 glory & b[+ be=e ,him ^: "r x is to reign4 ,our "w & its fruits are cumulative4 ,we "w t[>d ano!r /ate ( ?+s4 ,future mission>ies w be rew>d$ by conv]sions = e s]mon4 ,we are _! pione]s & help]s4 ,let !m n =get ! wat*m5 ( ! night--u1 :o work$ :5 all 0 gloom1 & no evid5ce ( success 9 ! way ( conv]sion *e]$ our pa?s4 ,!y w d\btless h m light ?an we1 b we s]v$ our ,ma/] e>ne/ly1 & proclaim$ ! same gospel z !y w d4 ,( ! s]vices :i* ,liv+/one held ) ! p1 we h ! foll[+ picture2 ,:5 ,i /& up1 all ! wom5 & *ildr5 draw ne>1 &1 hav+ ord]$ sil5ce1 ,i expla9 ! plan ( salvation1 ! goodness ( ,god 9 s5d+ 8 ,son to die1 ! confirmation ( 8 mission by miracles1 ! la/ judgm5t or future /ate1 ! evil ( s91 ,god's comm&s respect+ x1 etc42 always *oos+ "o subject only = an address1 & tak+ c>e to make x %ort & pla91 & applicable to !m4 ,?is address is li/5$ to ) great att5tion by mo/ ( ! audi5ce4 ,a %ort pray] concludes ! s]vice1 all kneel+ d[n1 & rema9+ s till told to rise4 ,at fir/ we h to enjo9 on ! wom5 :o h *ildr5 to rema9 sitt+1 = :5 !y kneel1 !y squeeze _! *ildr51 & a simultane\s skirl is set up by ! :ole troop ( y\ng/]s1 :o make ! pray] inaudible4 ,:5 ,liv+/one & ,sekeltu _h gone ab\t sixty miles on ! way to ! ,b>otse1 !y enc\nt]$ ,mpepe1 ,sekeltu's half-bro!r & secret rival4 ,x turn$ out t ,mpepe _h a secret plan = kill+ ,sekeltu1 & t ?ree times on ! day ( _! meet+ t plan 0 fru/rat$ by app>5tly accid5tal causes4 ,on "o ( ^! occasions1 ,liv+/one1 by cov]+ ,sekeltu1 prev5t$ him f be+ spe>$4 ,mpepe's trea*]y becom+ kn[n1 he 0 arre/$ by ,sekeltu's p1 & promptly put to dea?4 ,! episode 0 n agreeable1 b x illu/rat$ savage life4 ,x turn$ out t ,mpepe favor$ ! slave-trade1 & 0 closely engag$ ) c]ta9 ,portuguese trad]s 9 intrigues = e/abli%+ & ext5d+ x4 ,_h ,sekeltu be5 kill$1 ,liv+/one's ent]prise w\ld c]ta9ly h be5 put an end to1 & v probably likewise ,liv+/one himself4 ,! p>ty1 numb]+ ab\t "o hundr$ & sixty1 proce$$ up ! beautiful riv] :i* on 8 =m] visit ,liv+/one _h fir/ kn[n z ! ,se%ke1 b :i* 0 call$ by ! ,b>otse ! ,liambai or ,leeambye4 ,! t]m means ! l>ge riv]1 & ,luambeji1 ,luambesi1 ,ambezi1 ,yimbezi1 & ,zambezi are names appli$ to x at diff]5t p>ts ( its c\rse4 ,9 ! progress ( _! j\rney !y came to ! t[n ( ! fa!r ( ,mpepe1 :]e1 mo/ unexpect$ly1 ,liv+/one enc\nt]$ a horrible sc5e4 ,mpepe's fa!r & ano!r headman 7 kn[n to h favor$ ! plan = ! murd] ( ,sekeltu1 & 7 !re=e objects ( fe> to ! latt]4 ,:5 all 7 met1 & ,mpepe's fa!r 0 que/ion$ :y he did n /op 8 son's proce$+s1 ,sekeltu sudd5ly sprang to 8 feet & gave ! two m5 into cu/ody4 ,all _h be5 plann$ be=eh&4 ,=?) !y 7 l$ away1 surr\nd$ by ,sekeltu's w>riors1 all dream ( opposition on _! "p be+ z useless z int]f]5ce w\ld h be5 on ,liv+/one's4 ,be=e 8 eyes he saw !m hewn to2 pieces ) axes1 & ca/ into ! riv] to be dev\r$ by ! alligators4 ,)9 two h\rs ( _! arrival ! :ole p>ty _h left ! sc5e ( ?is %ock+ trag$y1 ,liv+/one be+ s horrifi$ t he c\ld n rema94 ,he did 8 be/ to %[ ! s9 ( blood-guilt9ess1 & br+ be=e ! p ! sc5e ( ! ,la/ ,judgm5t1 :i* 0 ! only ?+ t seem$ to make any impression4 ,f>!r on 8 way he _h an int]view ) ,ma-mo*isane1 ! daught] ( ,sebituane :o _h resign$ 9 favor ( ,sekeltu4 ,he 0 ! fir/ :ite man %e _h ev] se54 ,! int]view 0 pleas+ & n )\t t\*es ( womanly "*2 ! poor woman _h felt an emb>ras de ri*esses 9 ! matt] ( husb&s1 & 0 v uncom=table :5 m>ri$ wom5 compla9$ ( h] tak+ _! sp\ses f !m4 ,h] s\l recoil$ f ! bus9ess2 %e wi%$ to h a husb& ( h] own & to be l o!r wom54 ,s anxi\s 0 ,liv+/one to f9d a heal?y locality1 t1 leav+ ,sekeltu1 he proce$$ to ! f>!/ limit ( ! ,b>otse c\ntry1 b no heal?y place c\ld be f\nd4 ,x is pla91 h[ev]1 t 9 spite ( all risk1 & mu* z he suff]$ f ! fev]1 he 0 plann+1 if no bett] place c\ld be f\nd1 to return himself to ,l9yanti & be ! ,makololo mission>y4 ,n j imm$iately1 h[ev]4 ,hav+ fail$ 9 ! fir/ object ( 8 j\rney--to f9d a heal?y locality--he 0 resolv$ to foll[ out ! second1 & endeavor to discov] a highway to ! sea4 ,fir/ he w\ld try ! we/ coa/1 & ! po9t = :i* he w\ld make 0 ,/4 ,paul de ,lo&a4 ,he might h f\nd a ne>] way1 b a ,portuguese trad] :om he _h met1 & f :om he _h receiv$ k9dness1 0 go+ by t r\te to ,/4 ,philip de ,b5guela4 ,! trad] 0 implicat$ 9 ! slave-trade1 & ,liv+/one knew :at a disadvantage x w\ld be ei!r to accompany or to foll[ him4 ,he !re=e return$ to ,l9yanti2 & !re began prep>ations = ! j\rney to ,lo&a on ! coa/4 ,dur+ ! "t ?us sp5t 9 ! ,b>otse c\ntry1 ,liv+/one saw hea!nism 9 its mo/ unadult]at$ =m4 ,x 0 a pa9ful1 loa?some1 & horrible spectacle4 ,8 views ( ! ,fall & ( ! corruption ( human nature 7 c]ta9ly n light5$ by ! sight4 ,9 8 ,j\rnal he is con/antly lett+ fall expressions ( we>9ess at ! noise1 ! excitem5t1 ! wild savage danc+1 ! he>tless cruelty1 ! utt] disreg>d ( feel+s1 ! de/ruction ( *ildr51 ! drudg]y ( ! old p1 ! atroci\s murd]s ) :i* he 0 9 contact4 ,occasionally he w\ld ?9k ( o!r sc5es ( travel2 if a fri5d1 = example1 7 go+ to ,pale/9e1 he w\ld say h[ gladly he w\ld kiss ! du/ t _h be5 trod by ! ,man ( ,sorr[s4 ,"o day a poor girl comes hungry & nak$ to ! wagons1 & is reliev$ f "t to "t2 !n disappe>s to die 9 ! woods ( />vation or be torn 9 pieces by ! hy5as4 ,ano!r day1 z he is prea*+1 a boy1 walk+ along ) 8 "m1 is sudd5ly seiz$ by a man1 utt]s a %riek z if 8 he>t _h bur/1 & becomes1 z ,liv+/one f9ds1 a hopeless slave4 ,ano!r "t1 ! sick5+ sight is a l9e ( slaves atta*$ by a *a94 ,t *a9 haunts & h>r[s him4 ,amid all 8 difficulties he pati5tly pursu$ 8 "w z mission>y4 ,twice e ,sunday he prea*$1 usually to good audi5ces1 ! numb] ris+ on occasions s high z a ?\s&4 ,x 0 a great "w to s[ ! good se$ s widely1 :]e no ,*ri/ian man _h ev] be51 proclaim+ e ,"l's ,day to fre% e>s ! message ( ,div9e love4 ,sometimes he 0 9 great hopes t a true impression _h be5 made4 ,b usually1 :5ev] ! s]vice 0 ov]1 ! wild savage dance ) all its demon noises succe$$1 & ! mission>y c\ld b look on & sigh4 ,s ready 0 he = labor t :5 he c\ld get any will+ to le>n1 he comm5c$ tea*+ !m ! alphabet4 ,b he 0 cont9ually met by ! notion t 8 religion 0 a religion ( m$ic9es1 & t all ! good x c\ld d 0 by *>ms4 ,intellectual culture seem$ indisp5sable to dissipate ?is invet]ate sup]/ition reg>d+ ,*ri/ian influ5ce4 ,a few extracts f 8 ,j\rnal 9 ! ,b>otse c\ntry w m vividly exhibit 8 /ate ( m9d3 #bg? ,augu/1 #ahec4--,! m intimately ,i become acqua9t$ ) b>b>ians1 ! m disgu/+ does hea!nism become4 ,x is inconceivably vile4 ,!y are always boa/+ ( _! fi]c5ess1 yet d>e n visit ano!r tribe = fe> ( be+ kill$4 ,!y nev] visit any:]e b = ! purpose ( plund] & oppression4 ,!y nev] g any:]e b ) a club or spe> 9 h&4 ,x is lam5table to see ^? :o might be *ildr5 ( ,god1 dwell+ 9 peace & love1 s utt]ly ! *ildr5 ( ! devil1 dwell+ 9 fe> & cont9ual irritation4 ,!y be/[ honors & flatt]+ titles on me 9 confus+ pr(usion4 ,all f ! lea/ to ! greate/ call me ,fa!r1 ,"l1 etc41 & be/[ food )\t recomp5se1 out ( pure k9dness4 ,!y ne$ a heal]4 ,may ,god enable me to be su* to !m4444 #ca/ ,augu/4--,! slave-trade seems pu%$ into ! v c5tre ( ! cont95t f bo? sides4 ,x mu/ be pr(itable4444 ,septemb] #be1 ,sunday4--,a quiet audi5ce to-day4 ,! se$ be+ s[n1 ! lea/ ( all se$s n[1 b x w gr[ a mighty tree4 ,x is z x 7 a small /one cut out ( a m\nta91 b x w fill ! :ole e>?4 ,he t believe? %all n make ha/e4 ,surely if ,god c be> ) h>d5$ imp5it5t s9n]s = ?irty1 =ty1 or fifty ye>s1 wait+ to be graci\s1 we may take x = grant$ t 8 is ! be/ way4 ,he c\ld de/roy 8 enemies1 b ,he waits to be graci\s4 ,to become irritat$ ) _! /ubbornness & h>dness ( he>t is ungodlike4444 #ac? ,octob]4--,mission>ies ought to cultivate a ta/e = ! beautiful4 ,we are necess>ily compell$ to contemplate mu* moral impurity & degradation4 ,we are s (t5 doom$ to disappo9tm5t4 ,we are apt to become ei!r call\s or melan*oly1 or1 if pres]v$ f ^!1 ! con/ant /ra9 on ! s5sibilities is likely to injure ! bodily heal?4 ,on ?is acc\nt x seems necess>y to cultivate t faculty = ! gratification ( :i* ,god has made su* univ]sal provision4 ,see ! gre5 e>? & blue sky1 ! l(ty m\nta9 & ! v]dant valley1 ! glori\s orbs ( day & night1 & ! />ry canopy ) all _! cele/ial spl5dor1 ! graceful fl[]s s *a/e 9 =m & p]fect 9 color+4 ,! v>i\s =ms ( animat$ life pres5t to him ^: he>t is at peace ) ,god ?r\gh ! blood ( 8 ,son an indescribable *>m4 ,he sees 9 ! calm beauties ( nature su* abundant provision = ! welf>e ( humanity & animate exi/5ce4 ,!re appe>s on ! quiet repose ( e>?'s sc5]y ! b5ignant smile ( a ,fa!r's love4 ,! sci5ces exhibit su* wond]ful intellig5ce & design 9 all _! v>i\s ramifications1 "s "t ought to be devot$ to !m be=e engag+ 9 mission>y "w4 ,! he>t may (t5 be *e]$ by obs]v+ ! op]ation ( an ev]-pres5t intellig5ce1 & we may feel t we are lean+ on 8 bosom :ile liv+ 9 a _w clo!d 9 beauty1 & rob$ ) ! glori\s p]fections ( its mak] & pres]v]4 ,we mu/ feel t !re is a ,gov]nor among ! nations :o w br+ all 8 plans ) respect to our human family to a glori\s consummation4 ,he :o /ays 8 m9d on 8 ev]-pres5t1 ev]-en]getic ,god1 w n fret himself because ( evil-do]s4 ,he t believe? %all n make ha/e4 #bf? ,octob]4--,i h n yet met ) a beautiful woman among ! black p1 & ,i h se5 _m ?\s&s 9 a great v>iety ( tribes4 ,i h se5 a few :o might be call$ passable1 b none at all to be comp>$ to :at "o may meet among ,engli% s]vant-girls4 ,"s beauties are said to be f\nd among ! ,caffres1 b among ! p ,i h se5 ,i _c conceive ( any ,european be+ captivat$ ) !m4 ,! :ole ( my exp]i5ce goes t[>d prov+ t civilization alone produces beauty1 & exposure to ! wea!r & o!r vicissitudes t5d to ! production ( de=mation & ugl9ess4444 #bh? ,octob]4--,! conduct ( ! p :om we h br\ght f ,kuruman %[s t no am\nt ( prea*+ or in/ruction w insure real piety4444 ,! old sup]/itions _c be driv5 out ( _! m9ds by fai? implant$ by prea*+4 ,!y h n vani%$ 9 ei!r ,engl& or ,scotl& yet1 aft] ! lapse ( c5turies ( prea*+4 ,kuruman1 ! entire population ( :i* am\nt$ 9 #ahec to #fch s\ls1 enjoys & has enjoy$ ! labors ( at lea/ two mission>ies1--f\r s]mons1 two pray]-meet+s1 infant s*ools1 adult s*ools1 sew+ s*ools1 classes1 books1 etc41 & ! am\nt ( visible success is v gratify+1 a rem>kable *ange inde$ f ! =m] /ate ( ^! p4 ,yet ! dregs ( hea!nism /ill cleave fa/ to ! m9ds ( ! majority4 ,!y h settl$ deep d[n into _! s\ls1 & "o c5tury w n be suffici5t to elevate !m to ! rank ( ,*ri/ians 9 ,brita94 ,! d\ble influ5ce ( ! _s ( comm]ce & ! gospel ( ,*ri/ has giv5 an impulse to ! civilization ( m54 ,! circulation ( ideas & commodities ov] ! face ( ! e>?1 & ! discov]y ( ! gold regions1 h giv5 enhanc$ rapidity to comm]ce 9 o!r c\ntries1 & ! diffusion ( k4 ,b :at = ,africa8 ,god w d some?+ else = x2 some?+ j z wond]ful & unexpect$ z ! discov]y ( gold4 ,x ne$s n to be said t 8 ?\ghts 7 v (t5 ) 8 wife & *ildr54 ,a t5d] lett] to ! f\r little ones %[s t ?\gh "s ( !m might be beg9n+ to =get him1 _! names 7 writt5 imp]i%ably on 8 he>t3 ,sekeltu's ,t[n1 ,l9yanti1 #b;d ,octob]4--,,my ,,de> ,,rob]t1 ,,agnes1 ,,& ,,?omas ,,& ,,oswell1--,"h is ano!r little lett] = y all4 ,i %\ld l to see y mu* m ?an write to y1 & speak ) my tongue r ?an ) my p52 b we are f> f ea* o!r--v1 v f>4 ,"h are ,seipone1 & ,m]iye & o!rs :o saw y z ! fir/ :ite *ildr5 !y ev] look$ at4 ,m]iye came ! o!r day & br\ght a r\nd basket = ,nannie4 ,%e made x ( ! leaves ( ! palmyra4 ,o!rs put me 9 m9d ( y all by call+ me ,rananee1 & ,r>ob]t1 & !re is a little ,?omas 9 ! t[n1 & :5 ,i ?9k ( y ,i rememb]1 ?\gh ,i am f> (f1 ,jesus1 our good & graci\s ,jesus1 is ev] ne> bo? y & me1 & !n ,i pray to ,him to bless y & make y good4 ,he is ev] ne>4 ,rememb] ?is if y feel angry or naughty4 ,jesus is ne> y1 & sees y1 & ,he is s good & k9d4 ,:5 ,he 0 among m51 ^? :o he>d ,him speak said1 ',nev] man spake l ?is man1' & we n[ say1 ',nev] did man love l ,him4' ,y see little ,z\ga is c>ri$ on mamma's bosom4 ,y are tak5 c>e ( by ,jesus ) z mu* c>e z mamma takes ( ,z\ga4 ,he is always wat*+ y & keep+ y 9 safety4 ,x is v bad to s91 to d any naughty ?+s1 or speak angry or naughty words be=e ,him4 ,my de> *ildr51 take ,him z y\r ,guide1 y\r ,help]1 y\r ,fri5d1 & ,savi\r ?r\gh life4 ,:atev] y are tr\bl$ ab\t ask ,him to keep y4 ,our ,god is good4 ,we ?ank ,him t we h su* a ,savi\r & ,fri5d z ,he is4 ,n[ y are little1 b y w n always be s1 h5ce y mu/ le>n to read & write & "w4 ,all clev] m5 c bo? read & write1 & ,jesus ne$s clev] m5 to d 8 "w4 ,w\ld y n l to "w = ,him among m58 ,jesus is wi%+ to s5d 8 gospel to all nations1 & ,he ne$s clev] m5 to d ?is4 ,w\ld y l to s]ve ,him8 ,well1 y mu/ le>n n[1 & n get tir$ le>n+4 ,aft] "s "t y w l le>n+ bett] ?an play+1 b y mu/ play1 too1 9 ord] to make y\r bodies /rong & be able to s]ve ,jesus4 ,i am glad to he> t y g to ! academy4 ,i hope y are le>n+ fa/4 ,don't speak ,scot*4 ,x is n s pretty z ,engli%4 ,is ! ,tau le>n+ to read ) mamma8 ,i hope y are all k9d to mamma4 ,i saw a poor woman 9 a *a9 ) _m o!rs1 up at ! ,b>otse4 ,%e _h a little *ild1 & bo? %e & h] *ild 7 v ?94 ,see h[ k9d ,jesus 0 to y4 ,no "o c put y 9 *a9s unless y become bad4 ,if1 h[ev]1 y le>n bad ways1 beg9n+ only by say+ bad words or do+ little bad ?+s1 ,satan w h y 9 ! *a9s ( s91 & y w be hurri$ on 9 8 bad ways till y are put into ! dreadful place :i* ,god ha? prep>$ = him & all :o are l him4 ,pray to ,jesus to deliv] y f s91 give y new he>ts1 & make y 8 *ildr54 ,kiss ,z\ga1 mamma1 & ea* o!r = me4--,y\r ev] affectionate fa!r1 ,d4 ,,liv+/on4 ,a lett] to 8 fa!r & o!r relations at ,hamilton1 #cj? ,septemb]1 #ahec1 is ( a some:at apologetic & explanatory ca/4 ,"s ( ! fri5ds _h ! notion t he %\ld h settl$ some:]e1 prea*+ ! simple gospel1 & conv]t+ p by e s]mon3 ,y see :at !y make ( ! gospel1 & my conv]sation on x1 9 :i* my inmo/ ,he>t ye>n$ = _! conv]sion4 ,_m n[ ?9k ,jesus & ,sebituane v mu* ! same sort ( p]son4 ,i 0 prev5t$ by fev] & o!r matt]s f at once foll[+ up ! glori\s object ( ?is j\rney3 viz41 :ile prea*+ ! gospel beyond e o!r man's l9e ( ?+s made ready to our h&s1 to discov] a heal?y location = a mission1 & ,i det]m9$ to improve ! "t by tea*+ to read4 ,?is produc$ pr(\nd delib]ation & l5g!n$ palav]s1 & at l5g? ! *ief told me t he fe>$ le>n+ to read w\ld *ange 8 he>t & make him cont5t ) "o wife l ,se*le4 ,he has f\r4 ,x 0 9 va9 ,i urg$ t ! *ange contemplat$ made ! affair z volunt>y z if he w\ld n[ *ange 8 m9d f f\r to ?irty1 z 8 fa!r _h4 ,he c\ld n realize ! *ange t w\ld give reli% to any o!r sy/em ?an ! pres5t4 ,he felt z ! man :o is m5tion$ by ,s]les z say+ he w\ld n l to g to heav5 to be employ$ = ev] s++ & prais+ on a b>e cl\d )\t any?+ to eat or dr9k4444 ,! conv]sion ( a few1 h[ev] valuable _! s\ls may be1 _c be put into ! scale aga9/ ! k ( ! tru? spread ov] ! :ole c\ntry4 ,9 ?is ,i d & w exult4 ,z 9 ,india1 we are doom$ to p]petual disappo9tm5t2 b ! k ( ,*ri/ spreads ov] ! masses4 ,we are l voices cry+ 9 ! wild]ness4 ,we prep>e ! way = a glori\s future 9 :i* mission>ies tell+ ! same tale ( love w conv]t by e s]mon4 ,i am try+ n[ to e/abli% ! ,"l's k+dom 9 a region wid] by f> ?an ,scotl&4 ,fev] seems to =bid2 b ,i %all "w = ! glory ( ,*ri/'s k+dom--fev] or no fev]4 ,all ! intellig5t m5 :o direct our society & und]/& ! nature ( my movem5ts support me w>mly4 ,a few1 ,i und]/&1 9 ,africa1 9 writ+ home1 h /yl$ my ef=ts z 'w&]+s4' ,! v ^w conta9s a lie coil$ l a s]p5t 9 its bosom4 ,x means travel+ )\t an object1 or uselessly4 ,i am n[ p]=m+ ! duty ( writ+ y4 ,if ?is 7 t]m$ 'dawdl+1' x w\ld be z true z ! o!r4444 ,i h actually se5 lett]s to ! ,directors 9 :i* ,i am gravely *>g$ ) hold+ ! views ( ! ,plym\? ,bre?r51 ,s v sure am ,i t ,i am 9 ! pa? :i* ,god's ,provid5ce has po9t$ out1 z t by :i* ,*ri/'s k+dom is to be promot$1 t if ! ,society %\ld object1 ,i w\ld consid] x my duty to )draw f x4444 ,p4,s4--,my ?roat became well dur+ ! long sil5ce ( travel+ across ! des]t4 ,x plagues aga9 n[ t ,i am prea*+ 9 a moi/ climate4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one n[ began 8 prep>ations = ! j\rney f ,l9yanti to ,lo&a4 ,sekeltu 0 k9d & g5]\s4 ,! road 0 impracticable = wagons1 & ! native trad]1 ,george ,flem+1 return$ to ,kuruman1 ,! ,kuruman guides _h n done well1 s t ,liv+/one resolv$ to s5d !m back1 & to get ,makololo m5 in/ead4 ,"h is ! record ( 8 la/ ,sunday at ,l9yanti3 #f? ,nov41 #ahec4--,l>ge audi5ce4 ,kuruman p don't att5d4 ,if x is a fa%ion to be *ur*-go+1 _m are drawn into its obs]vance4 ,b plac$ 9 o!r circum/ances1 ! true "* comes out4 ,?is is ! case ) _m ,scot*m54 ,may ,god s imbue my m9d ) ! _s ( ,*ri/ianity t 9 all circum/ances ,i may %[ my ,*ri/ian "*6 ,_h a long conv]sation ) ,motlube1 *iefly on a *>m = def5d+ ! t[n or = gun m$ic9e4 ,!y ?9k ,i "k x b w n imp>t ! secret to !m4 ,i us$ e =m ( expression to undeceive him1 b to little purpose4 ,_! belief 9 m$ic9e :i* w enable !m to %oot well is v /rong1 & simple tru/ 9 an unse5 ,savi\r to def5d !m aga9/ su* enemies z ! ,matebele is too simple = !m4 ,i ask$ if a little *>coal sew$ up 9 a bag 7 a m feasible protector ?an ,he :o made all ?+s1 & told !m t "o day !y w\ld laugh he>tily at _! own follies 9 bo!r+ me s mu* = gun m$ic9e4 ,a man :o has nev] _h to d ) a raw hea!n tribe has yet to le>n ! ,mission>y ,a ,b ,c4 ,on ! #h? he writes3 ,our int5tions are to g up ! ,leeba till we rea* ! falls1 !n s5d back ! canoe & proce$ 9 ! c\ntry beyond z be/ we c4 ,matiamvo is f> beyond1 b ! ,cassantse 7probably ,cassange7 live on ! we/ ( ! riv]4 ,may ,god 9 m]cy p]mit me to d some?+ = ! cause ( ,*ri/ 9 ^! d>k places ( ! e>?6 ,may ,he accept my *ildr5 = 8 s]vice1 & sanctify !m = x6 ,my bless+ on my wife4 ,may ,god com=t h]6 ,if my wat* comes back aft] ,i am cut (f1 x belongs to ,agnes4 ,if my sextant1 x is ,rob]t's4 ,! ,p>is m$al to ,?omas4 ,d\ble-b>rel$ gun to ,z\ga4 ,be a ,fa!r to ! fa!rless1 & a ,husb& to ! wid[1 = ,jesus' sake4 ,! probability ( 8 fall+ 0 full 9 8 view4 ,b ! ?\ght 0 ev] 9 8 m9d1 & ev] f9d+ expression 9 lett]s bo? to ! ,mission>y & ! ,geographical ,societies1 & to all 8 fri5ds1--,c ! love ( ,*ri/ n c>ry ! mission>y :]e ! slave-trade c>ries ! trad]8 ,8 wagon & goods 7 left ) ,sekeltu1 & also ! ,j\rnal f :i* ^! extracts are tak5#ci4 ,x 0 well = him t 8 conviction ( duty 0 cle> z noonday4 ,a ye> aft]1 he wrote to 8 fa!r-9-law3 ,footnote #ci3 ,?is ,j\rnal is m5tion$ 9 ! ,mission>y ,travels z hav+ be5 lo/ 7p4 #bbi74 ,x 0 aft]w>d recov]$4 ,x conta9s1 among o!r ?+s1 "s important notes on ,natural ,hi/ory4 ,i _h fully made up my m9d z to ! pa? ( duty be=e />t+4 ,i wrote to my bro!r-9-law1 ,rob]t ,m(fat3 ',i %all op5 up a pa? into ! int]ior1 or p]i%4' ,i nev] h _h ! %ad[ ( a %ade ( d\bt z to ! propriety ( my c\rse1 & wi% only t my ex]tions may be honor$ s f> t ! gospel may be prea*$ & believ$ 9 all ?is d>k region4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,,f ,,l9yanti ,,to ,,lo&a4 ,a4,d4 #ahec-ahed4 ,difficulties & h>d%ips ( j\rney--,8 travel+ kit--,f\r books--,8 ,j\rnal--,mode ( travel+--,beauty ( c\ntry--,repulsiv5ess ( ! p--,_! religi\s belief--,! negro--,prea*+--,! magic-lant]n--,lonel9ess ( feel+--,slave-trade--,managem5t ( ! natives--,dang] f ,*iboque--f ano!r *ief--,liv+/one ill ( fev]--,at ! ,quango--,atta*m5t ( foll[]s--,! good "t com+--,portuguese settlem5ts--,great k9dness ( ! ,portuguese--,arrives at ,lo&a--,receiv$ by ,mr4 ,gabriel--,8 great fri5d%ip--,no lett]s--,news ?r\gh ,mr4 ,gabriel--,liv+/one becomes aqua9t$ ) naval (fic]s--,resolves to g back to ,l9yanti & make = ,ea/ ,coa/--,lett] to 8 wife--,correspond5ce ) ,mr4 ,macle>--,accuracy ( 8 obs]vations--,sir ,john ,h]s*el--,geographical ,society aw>d _! gold metal--,rem>ks ( ,"l ,ellesm]e4 ,! j\rney f ,l9yanti to ,lo&a occupi$ f ! #aa? ,novemb]1 #ahec1 to #ca/ ,may1 #ahed4 ,x 0 9 _m ways ! mo/ difficult & dang]\s t ,liv+/one _h yet p]=m$1 & x drew out 9 a v wond]ful mann] ! r>e comb9ation ( qualities t fitt$ him = 8 "w4 ,! r\te _h nev] be5 trav]s$1 s f> z any tru/wor?y tradition w5t1 by any ,european4 ,) ! exception ( a few ( ,sekeltu's tusks1 ! ox5 ne$$ = c>ry+1 & a trifl+ am\nt ( c(fee1 clo?1 beads1 etc41 ,liv+/one _h nei!r /ores ( food = 8 p>ty1 nor pres5ts ) :i* to propitiate ! c\ntless tribes ( rapaci\s & suspici\s savages t l9$ 8 pa?4 ,! ,b>otse m5 :o accompani$ him1 usually call$ ! ,makololo1 ?\gh on ! :ole fai?ful & pati5t1 ! be/ t ev] accompani$ me1 7 a burd5 9 "o s5se1 z mu* z a help 9 ano!r2 *ick5-he>t$1 ready to succumb to e tr\ble1 & to be c[$ by any *ief t wore a ?reat5+ face4 ,worse if possible1 ,liv+/one himself 0 9 wret*$ heal?4 ,dur+ ?is "p ( ! j\rney he _h con/ant attacks ( int]mitt5t fev]#dj1 accompani$ 9 ! latt] /ages ( ! road ) dys5t]y ( ! mo/ di/ress+ k9d4 ,9 ! int]vals ( fev] he 0 (t5 depress$ alike 9 body & 9 m9d4 ,(t5 ! p>ty 7 de/itute ( food ( any sort1 & nev] _h !y food suitable = a fev]-/rick5 invalid4 ,! vexations he enc\nt]$ 7 ( no common k9d3 at />t+1 ! great] "p ( 8 m$ic9es 0 /ol51 mu* ?\gh he ne$$ !m2 9 ! c\rse ( ! j\rney1 8 pontoon 0 left beh9d2 at "o "t1 :ile he 0 "u ! influ5ce ( fev]1 8 rid+-ox ?rew him1 & he fell heavily on 8 head2 at ano!r1 :ile cross+ a riv]1 ! ox toss$ him into ! wat]2 ! heavy ra9s1 & ! necessity ( wad+ ?r\gh /reams ?ree or f\r times a day1 kept him almo/ con/antly wet2 & occasionally1 to v>y ! annoyance1 mosquitos w\ld assail him z fi]cely z if !y _h be5 wag+ a w> ( ext]m9ation4 ,! mo/ critical mom5ts ( p]il1 dem&+ ! utmo/ coolness & mo/ dauntless c\rage1 w\ld sometimes occur dur+ ! /age ( depression aft] fev]2 x 0 !n he _h to extricate himself f savage w>riors1 :o v[$ t he mu/ g back1 unless he gave !m an ox1 a gun1 or a man4 ,! ox he c\ld ill sp>e1 ! gun n at all1 & z = giv+ ! la/--a man--to make a slave (1 he w\ld soon] die4 ,at ! be/1 he 0 a poor ragg$ skeleton :5 he rea*$ ^? :o _h he>ts to feel = him & h&s to help him4 ,_h he n be5 a prodigy ( pati5ce1 fai?1 & c\rage1 _h he n kn[n :]e to f9d help 9 all "t ( 8 tribulation1 he w\ld nev] h rea*$ ! haunts ( civiliz$ m54 ,footnote #dj3 ,! numb] ( attacks 0 ?irty-"o4 ,8 travel+-kit 0 r$uc$ to ! smalle/ possible ilk2 t he m9d$ little1 b he 0 vex$ to be able to take s few books4 ,a few days aft] sett+ out1 he writes 9 8 private ,j\rnal2 ,i feel ! want ( books 9 ?is j\rney m ?an any?+ else4 ,a ,si*uana ,p5tateu*1 a l9$ j\rnal1 ,?omson's ,tables1 a ,nautical ,almanac1 & a ,bible1 con/itute my /ock4 ,! la/ con/itutes my *ief res\rce2 b ! want ( o!r m5tal pabulum is felt sev]ely4 ,!re is little to int]e/ 9 ! conv]sation ( ! p4 ,l\d disputes (t5 ab\t ! wom51 & angry alt]cations 9 :i* ! same /r+ ( abuse is us$1 are m frequ5t ?an any?+ else4 ,! l9$ j\rnal1 ( :i* m5tion is made "h1 0 probably ! mo/ wond]ful ?+ ( ! k9d ev] tak5 on su* a j\rney4 ,x is a /rongly b\nd qu>to volume ( m !n #hjj pages1 ) a lock & key4 ,! writ+ is s neat & cle> t x might almo/ be tak5 = li?ograph4 ,occasionally !re is a page ) lett]s beg9n+ to sprawl1 z if "o ( ^? times _h come :5 he tells u t he-c\ld nei!r ?9k nor speak1 nor tell any "o's "n--possibly n ev5 8 own1 if he _h be5 ask$ x4 ,he us$ to jot 8 obs]vations on little note-books1 & ext5d !m :5 deta9$ by ra9 or o!r causes4 ,! j\rnal diff]s 9 "s mat]ial respects f ! pr9t$ record ( ?is j\rney4 ,x is mu* m explicit 9 sett+ =? ! bad treatm5t he (t5 receiv$4 ,:5 he spoke ( ^! ?+s to ! public1 he made con/ant use ( ! mantle ( *>ity1 & ! record ( _m a bad de$ & _m a bad "* is ton$ d[n4 ,naturally1 too1 ! j\rnal is m explicit on ! subject ( 8 own tr\bles1 & m free 9 record+ ! play ( 8 feel+s4 ,x does n hide ! commun+s ( 8 he>t ) 8 heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,x is built up 9 a r&om-rubble /yle2 "h a solemn pray]1 9 ! next l9e a note ( lun> obs]vations2 !n a diss]tation on ! habits ( ! hippopotamus4 ,notes be>+ on ! "*1 ! sup]/itions1 & ! feel+s ( ! natives are ( frequ5t occurr5ce4 ,! explanation is1 t ,liv+/one put d[n ev]y?+ z x came1 res]v+ ! arrang+ & dige/+ ( ! :ole to a future "t4 ,! extremely hurri$ mann] 9 :i* he 0 oblig$ to write 8 ,mission>y ,travels prev5t$ him f fulfill+ all 8 plan1 & compell$ him to cont5t himself ) giv+ to ! public !n :at c\ld be put mo/ readily toge!r4 ,!re are indications t he contemplat$ 9 ! end a mu* m ?or\gh use ( 8 mat]ials4 ,x is n to be suppos$ t 8 publi%$ volumes conta9$ all t he deem$ wor?y ( publication1 or t a c5sure is due to ^? :o reproduce "s portions :i* he pass$ ov]4 ,z to ! neat & f9i%$ =m 9 :i* ! ,j\rnal exi/s1 x 0 "o ( ! _m fruits ( a /rong habit ( ord]l9ess & self-respect :i* he _h begun to le>n at ! h& ( 8 "m1 & :i* he practic$ all 8 life4 ,ev5 9 ! matt] ( p]sonal cleanl9ess & dress he 0 uni=mly mo/ att5tive 9 8 w&]+s among savages4 ,i feel c]ta91 he said1 t ! lessons ( cleanl9ess rigidly in/ill$ by my "m 9 *ildhood help$ to ma9ta9 t respect :i* ^! p ent]ta9 = ,european ways4 ,! c\rse ( ! j\rney 0 fir/ along ! riv] ,zambesi1 z he _h gone be=e ) ,sekeltu1 to its junction ) ! ,leeba1 !n along ! ,leeba to ! c\ntry ( ,lobale on ! left & ,londa on ! "r4 ,!n1 leav+ ! canoes1 he travel$ on oxback fir/ ,n4,n4,w4 & !n ,w4 till he rea*$ ,/4 ,paul de ,lo&a on ! coa/4 ,8 ,j\rnal1 l ! publi%$ volume1 is full ( obs]vations on ! beauty & wond]ful capacity & productiv5ess ( ! c\ntry ?r\gh :i* he pass$ aft] leav+ ! riv]4 ,in/9ctively he w\ld comp>e x ) ,scotl&4 ,a beautiful valley rem9ds him ( 8 native vale ( ,clyde1 se5 f ! spot :]e ,m>y ,que5 ( ,scots saw ! battle ( ,langside2 only ! ,scotti% sc5e is b a m9iature ( ! mu* great] & ri*] l&scape be=e him4 ,at ! sight ( ! m\nta9s he w\ld feel 8 ,highl& blood ru%+ ?r\gh him1 bani%+ all ?\ghts ( fev] & fatigue4 ,if only ! bless+s ( ! gospel c\ld be spread among ! p1 :at a glori\s l& x w\ld become6 ,b alas = ! p6 ,9 mo/ cases !y 7 outw>dly v repulsive4 ,nev] se5 )\t a spe> or a club 9 _! h&s1 ! m5 seem$ only to delight 9 plund] & slaught]1 & yet !y 7 utt] c[>ds4 ,_! m\?s 7 full ( curs+ & bitt]ness4 ,! execrations !y p\r$ on ea* o!r 7 incr$ible4 ,9 v wantonness1 :5 !y met !y w\ld pelt ea* o!r ) curses1 & !n p]haps bur/ into a fit ( laught]4 ,! wom51 l ! m51 w5t ab\t 9 almo/ total nudity1 & seem$ to "k no %ame4 ,s reckless 7 ! *iefs ( human life1 t a man might be put to dea? = a s+le di/a/eful ^w2 yet sometimes !re 7 exhibitions ( v t5d] feel+4 ,! headman ( a village once %[$ him1 ) mu* app>5t feel+1 ! burnt h\se ( a *ild ( 81 add+1--,%e p]i%$ 9 x1 & we h all remov$ f our own huts & built "h r\nd h]1 9 ord] to weep ov] h] grave4 ,f "s ( ! p he receiv$ great k9dness2 o!rs 7 q diff]5t4 ,_! "*1 9 %ort1 0 a riddle1 & w\ld ne$ to be /udi$ m4 ,b ! preval5t aspect ( ?+s 0 bo? di/ress+ & depress+4 ,if he _h ?\ght ( x cont9ually1 he w\ld h become ! victim ( melan*oly4 ,x 0 a *>act]i/ic ( 8 l>ge & buoyant nature1 t1 besides hav+ ! res\rce ( spiritual ?\ght1 he 0 able to make use ( ano!r div9e corrective to su* a t5d5cy1 to f9d delightful recreation 9 sci5ce1 & especially 9 natural hi/ory1 & by ?is means turn ! m9d away = a "t f ! d>k sc5es ( man's depravity4 ,! p all seem$ to recognize a ,supreme ,be+2 b x 0 only occasionally1 9 times ( di/ress1 t !y paid ,him homage4 ,!y _h no love = ,him l t ( ,*ri/ians = ,jesus--only t]ror4 ,"s ( !m1 :o 7 true negroes1 _h images1 simple b grotesque4 ,_! /ronge/ belief 0 9 ! p[] ( m$ic9es act+ z *>ms4 ,!y fully recogniz$ ! exi/5ce ( ! s\l aft] dea?4 ,"s ( !m believ$ 9 ! metamorphosis ( c]ta9 p]sons into alligators or hippopotamuses1 or into lions4 ,?is belief c\ld n be %ak5 by any argum5ts--at lea/ on ! "p ( man4 ,! negroes prop] int]e/$ him greatly2 !y 7 num]\s1 prolific1 & c\ld n be extirpat$4 ,he almo/ regrett$ t ,mr4 ,m(fat _h translat$ ! ,bible into ,si*uana4 ,t language might die out2 b ! negro might s+1 ,m5 may come & m5 may g1 b ,i g on = ev]4 ,! incessant attacks ( fev] f :i* ,liv+/one suff]$ 9 ?is j\rney1 ! cont9ual ra9 occurr+ at t season ( ! ye>1 ! return ( ! affection ( ! ?roat = :i* he _h got 8 uvula excis$1 & ! difficulty ( speak+ to tribes us+ diff]5t dialects1 prev5t$ him f1 hold+ 8 ,sunday s]vices z regul>ly z be=e4 ,su* entries 9 8 ,j\rnal z ! foll[+ are b too frequ5t3 ,sunday1 #ai?4--,sick all ,sunday & unable to move4 ,sev]al ( ! p 7 ill too1 s t ,i c\ld d no?+ b roll f side to side 9 my mis]able little t5t1 9 :i*1 ) all ! %ade we c\ld give x1 ! !rmomet] /ood upw>d ( #ij4 ,b ?\gh little able to prea*1 ,liv+/one made ! mo/ ( an app>atus :i* 9 "s degree comp5sat$ 8 lack ( spee*--a magic-lant]n :i* 8 fri5d1 a =m] fell[-travel]1 ,mr4 ,murray1 _h giv5 him4 ,! pictures ( ,abraham (f]+ up ,isaac1 & o!r ,bible sc5es1 enabl$ him to convey important tru?s 9 a way t attract$ ! p4 ,x 01 he says1 ! only s]vice he 0 ev] ask$ to repeat4 ,! only uncom=table feel+ x rais$ 0 on ! "p ( ^? :o /ood on ! side :]e ! slides 7 drawn out4 ,!y 7 t]rifi$ le/ ! figures1 z !y pass$ along1 %\ld take possession ( !m1 ent]+ l spirits into _! bodies6 ,! lonel9ess ( feel+ eng5d]$ by ! abs5ce ( all human sympa?y 0 try+4 ,amid/ all ! beauty & lovel9ess ) :i* ,i am surr\nd$1 !re is /ill a feel+ ( want 9 ! s\l1--z if some?+ m 7 ne$$ to ba! ! s\l 9 bliss ?an ! sight ( ! p]fection 9 work+ & goodness 9 plann+ ( ! great ,fa!r ( our spirits4 ,i ne$ to be purifi$--fitt$ = ! et]nal1 to :i* my s\l /ret*es away1 9 ev] return+ long+s4 ,i ne$ to be made m l my bless$ ,savi\r1 to s]ve my ,god ) all my p[]s4 ,look ^u me1 ,_s ( ! liv+ ,god1 & supply all ,?\ see/ lack+4 ,x 0 ,liv+/one's great joy to beg9 ?is long j\rney ) a bless$ act ( humanity1 boldly summon+ a trad] to release a body ( captives1 s t no few] ?an eighte5 s\ls 7 re/or$ to fre$om4 ,z he proce$$ he obta9$ b too pla9 evid5ce ( ! ext5t to :i* ! slave traffic prevail$1 uni=mly f9d+ t :]ev] slav]s _h be51 ! natives 7 m difficult to deal ) & m exorbitant 9 _! dem&s4 ,slaves 9 *a9s 7 sometimes met )--a sight :i* "s ( 8 m5 _h nev] beheld be=e4 ,liv+/one's successful managem5t ( ! natives con/itut$ ! cr[n+ wond] ( ?is j\rney4 ,usually ! he>ts ( ! *iefs 7 wond]fully turn$ to him1 s t !y n only all[$ him to pass on1 b suppli$ him ) provisions4 ,b !re 7 "s memorable occasions on :i* he & 8 company appe>$ to be doom$4 ,:5 he pass$ ?r\gh ! ,*iboque c\ntry1 ! provisions 7 absolutely sp5t2 !re 0 no res\rce b to kill a rid+-ox1 a "p ( :i*1 accord+ to cu/om1 0 s5t to ! *ief4 ,next day 0 ,sunday4 ,aft] s]vice ! *ief s5t an impud5t message dem&+ mu* m valuable pres5ts4 ,8 p collect$ r\nd ,liv+/one1 br&i%+ _! weapons1 & "o "y man all b br\ght d[n 8 sword on 8 head4 ,x seem$ impossible to avoid a fight2 yet ,liv+/one's managem5t prevail$--! ?reat5$ /orm pass$ away4 ,"s days aft]1 9 pass+ ?r\gh a =e/ 9 ! dom9ions ( ano!r *ief1 he & 8 p 7 9 mom5t>y expectation ( an attack4 ,!y w5t to ! *iefs village & spoke to ! man himself2 & "h1 on a ,sunday1 :ile ill ( fev]1 ,liv+/one 0 able to effect a tempor>y settlem5t4 ,! *ief s5t !m "s food2 !n yams1 a goat1 f[l1 & meat4 ,liv+/one gave him a %awl1 & two bun*es ( beads1 & he seem$ pleas$4 ,dur+ ^! excit+ sc5es he felt no fev]2 b :5 !y 7 ov] ! con/ant wett+s made him exp]i5ce a sore s5se ( s9k+1 & ?is ,sunday 0 a day ( p]fect uselessness4 ,monday came1 & :ile ,liv+/one 0 z l[ z possible1 ! inexorable *ief r5ew$ 8 dem&s4 ,x 01 he says1 a day ( torture4 ,aft] talk+ ne>ly ! :ole day we gave ! old *ief an ox1 b he w\ld n take x1 b ano!r4 ,i 0 griev$ exce$+ly to f9d t our p _h become q di%e>t5$1 & all resolv$ to return home4 ,all ,i c say has no effect4 ,i c only look up to ,god to influ5ce _! m9ds1 t ! ent]prise fail n1 n[ t we h rea*$ ! v ?re%old ( ! ,portuguese settlem5ts4 ,i am greatly di/ress$ at ?is *ange1 = :at else c be done = ?is mis]able l& ,i d n see4 ,x is %ut4 ,o ,almighty ,god1 help1 help6 & leave n ?is wret*$ p to ! slave-deal] & ,satan4 ,! p h done well hi!rto1 ,i see ,god's good influ5ce 9 x4 ,hope ,he has left only = a little season4 ,no l& ne$s ! gospel m ?an ?is mis]able portion4 ,i hope ,i am n to be left to fail 9 introduc+ x4 ,on ,w$nesday morn+1 h[ev]1 f9al arrangem5ts 7 made1 & ! p>ty pass$ on 9 peace4 ,t5 days lat]1 aga9 on a ,sunday1 !y 7 once m pe/]$ by a great man dem&+ dues4 ,liv+/one repli$ by simply defy+ him4 ,he might kill him1 b ,god w\ld judge4 ,& on ! ,monday !y left peaceably1 ?ankful = _! deliv]ance1 "s ( ! m5 rem>k+1 9 view ( x1 t !y 7 *ildr5 ( ,jesus1 & ,liv+/one ?ank+ ,god dev\tly = 8 great m]cy4 ,next day !y 7 aga9 /opp$ at ! riv] ,quango4 ,! poor ,makololo _h p>t$ 9 va9 ) _! copp] ornam5ts1 & ,liv+/one ) 8 razors1 %irts1 etc42 yet he _h made up 8 m9d 7z he wrote to ! ,geographical ,society aft]w>d7 to "p ) 8 blanket & coat to get a passage1 :5 a "y ,portuguese s]geant1 ,cypriano de ,abrao1 made 8 appe>ance1 & ! p>ty 7 all[$ to pass4 ,!re 7 _m pro(s t1 ?\gh a poor set ( fell[s1 ,liv+/one's own foll[]s 7 animat$ ) extraord9>y reg>d = him4 ,no wond]6 ,!y _h se5 h[ s9c]e he 0 9 say+ t he w\ld die r ?an give any ( !m up to captivity4 ,& all 8 int]c\rse ) !m _h be5 m>k$ by simil> pro(s ( 8 g5]osity & k9dness4 ,:5 ! ox flung him into ! riv]1 ab\t tw5ty ( !m made a simultane\s ru% = 8 rescue1 & _! joy at 8 safety 0 v great4 ,amid all t 0 disc\rag+ 9 ! pres5t aspect ( ?+s1 ,liv+/one c\ld always look =w>d & rejoice 9 ! good "t com+3 ,sunday #bb;d4--,?is age pres5ts "o great fact 9 ! ,provid5ce ( ,god2 missions are s5t =? to all qu>t]s ( ! _w1--missions n ( "o section ( ! ,*ur*1 b ( all sections1 & f ne>ly all ,*ri/ian nations4 ,x seems v unfair to judge ( ! success ( ^! by ! numb] ( conv]sions :i* h foll[$4 ,^! are r pro(s ( ! missions be+ ( ! "r sort4 ,!y %[ ! direction ( ! /ream :i* is set 9 motion by ,him :o rules ! nations1 & ,is de/9$ to ov]fl[ ! _w4 ,! fact :i* ought to /imulate u above all o!rs is1 n t we h contribut$ to ! conv]sion ( a few s\ls1 h[ev] valuable ^! may be1 b t we are diffus+ a k ( ,*ri/ianity ?r\gh\t ! _w4 ,! numb] ( conv]sions 9 ,india is b a poor crit]ion ( ! success :i* has foll[$ ! mission>ies !re4 ,! g5]al k is ! crit]ion2 & !re1 z well z 9 o!r l&s :]e mission>ies 9 ! mid/ ( masses ( hea!nism seem l voices cry+ 9 ! wild]ness--,re=m]s be=e ! ,re=mation1 future mission>ies w see conv]sions foll[ e s]mon4 ,we prep>e ! way = !m4 ,may !y n =get ! pione]s :o work$ 9 ! ?ick gloom ) few rays to *e]1 except su* z fl[ f fai? 9 ,god's promises6 ,we "w = a glori\s future :i* we are n de/9$ to see--! gold5 age :i* has n be51 b w yet be4 ,we are only morn+-/>s %9+ 9 ! d>k1 b ! glori\s morn w break1 ! good "t com+ yet4 ,! pres5t mission-/ations w all be brok5 up4 ,no matt] h[ great ! outcry aga9/ ! in/rum5tality :i* ,god employs = 8 purposes1 :e!r by ,fr5* soldi]y z 9 ,tahiti1 or tawny ,bo]s z 9 ,s\? ,africa1 our duty is onw>d1 onw>d1 proclaim+ ,god's ,^w :e!r m5 w he> or :e!r !y w =be>4 ,a few conv]sions %[ :e!r ,god's ,_s is 9 a mission or n4 ,no mission :i* has 8 approbation is entirely unsuccessful4 ,8 purposes h be5 fulfill$1 if we h be5 fai?ful4 ',! nation or k+dom t w n s]ve ,!e %all utt]ly be de/roy$'--?is has (t5 be5 prec$$ by free (f]s ( fri5d%ip & m]cy1 & _m missions :i* ,he has s5t 9 ! old5 "t seem$ bad failures4 ,noah's prea*+ 0 a failure1 ,isaiah ?\ght 8 s too4 ,poor ,j]emiah is sitt+ weep+ te>s ov] 8 p1 ev]ybody curs+ ! hone/ man1 & he ill-pleas$ ) 8 "m = hav+ borne him among su* a set4 ,& ,ezekiel's /iff-neck$1 rebelli\s crew 7 no bett]4 ,paul said1 ',all seek _! own1 n ! ?+s ( ,jesus ,*ri/1' & he knew t aft] 8 dep>ture griev\s wolves w\ld ent] 91 n sp>+ ! flock4 ,yet ! cause ( ,god is /ill c>ri$ on to m enlight5$ developm5ts ( 8 w & "*1 & ! dom9ion is be+ giv5 by ! p[] ( comm]ce & population unto ! p ( ! sa9ts ( ! ,mo/ ,high4 ,& ?is is an ev]la/+ k+dom1 a little /one cut out ( a m\nta9 )\t h&s :i* %all cov] ! :ole e>?4 ,= ?is "t we "w2 may ,god accept our imp]fect s]vice6 ,at l5g? ,liv+/one began to get ne> ! coa/1 rea*+ ! outly+ ,portuguese /ations4 ,he 0 receiv$ by ! ,portuguese g5tlem5 ) great k9dness1 & 8 wants 7 g5]\sly provid$ =4 ,"o ( !m gave him ! fir/ glass ( w9e he _h tak5 9 ,africa4 ,ano!r provid$ him ) a suit ( clo?+4 ,liv+/one invok$ ! bless+ ( ,him :o said1 ,i 0 nak$ & ye clo!d me4 ,8 ,j\rnal is pr(use 9 its admiration ( "s ( ! ,portuguese trad]s1 :o did n l ! slave-trade--n !y1 b _h mo/ enlight5$ views = ! welf>e ( ,africa4 ,b opposite "s ( ^! eulogi/ical passages ( ! ,j\rnal !re 7 aft]w>d add$ an expressive s]ies ( m>ks ( int]rogation4 ,at a lat] date he saw reason to d\bt ! s9c]ity ( "s ( ! pr(essions ( ^! g5tlem54 ,+5u\s & tru/ful1 he c\ld at fir/ ?9k no?+ b good ( ^? :o _h %[n him su* m>k$ att5tion4 ,aft]w>d1 ! inexorable logic ( facts prov$ too /rong1 ev5 = 8 unsuspect+ s\l4 ,b ! k9dness ( ! ,portuguese 0 mo/ g5u9e1 & ,liv+/one nev] ceas$ to be grateful = a s+le k9d act4 ,x is important to note t :atev] he came to ?9k ( _! policy aft]w>d1 he 0 always ready to make ?is ackn[l$gm5t4 ,arriv$ at ,lo&a1 #ca/ ,may1 #ahed1 ) 8 tw5ty-sev5 foll[]s1 he 0 mo/ k9dly receiv$ by ,mr4 ,edmund ,gabriel1 ! ,briti% ,commission] = ! suppression ( ! slave-trade !re1 & ev]y?+ 0 done by him = 8 com=t4 ,! s5sation ( ly+ on an ,engli% b$1 aft] six mon?s ly+ on ! gr\nd1 0 indescribably delightful4 ,mr4 ,gabriel 0 equally att5tive to him dur+ a long & di/ress+ attack ( fev] & dys5t]y t pro/rat$ him soon aft] 8 arrival at ,lo&a4 ,9 8 ,j\rnal ! w>me/ b5$ictions are p\r$ on ,mr4 ,gabriel1 & bless+s ev]la/+ bes\ght = 8 s\l4 ,"o great disappo9tm5t he suff]$ at ,lo&a--n a s+le lett] 0 await+ him4 ,8 fri5ds mu/ h ?\ght he c\ld nev] rea* x4 ,?is want ( lett]s 0 a v frequ5t trial1 especially to "o :o wrote s _m1 & ( su* l5g?4 ,! cordial fri5d%ip ( ,mr4 ,gabriel1 h[ev]1 0 a great solace4 ,he gave him mu* in=mation1 n only on all t conc]n$ ! slave-trade--n[ m ?an ev] attract+ 8 att5tion--b also on ! natural hi/ory ( ! di/rict1 & he ent]$ con amore into ! highe/ objects ( 8 mission4 ,aft]w>d1 9 ackn[l$g+ to ! ,directors ( ! ,london ,mission>y ,society receipt ( a lett] = ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 intru/$ to 8 c>e1 ,mr4 ,gabriel wrote z foll[s 7#bj? ,m>*1 #ahef73 ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 aft] ! noble objects he has a*iev$1 mo/ assur$ly wants no te/imony f me4 ,i consult1 !re=e1 ! impulse ( my own m9d alone1 :5 ,i decl>e t 9 no respect 0 my int]c\rse m gratify+ to me ?an 9 ! opportunities af=d$ to me ( obs]v+ 8 e>ne/1 active1 & unwe>i$ solicitude = ! advancem5t ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,few1 p]haps1 h _h bett] opportunities ?an myself ( e/imat+ ! b5efit ! ,*ri/ian cause 9 ?is c\ntry has d]iv$ f ,dr4 ,liv+/one's ex]tions4 ,x is inde$ =tunate = t sacr$ cause1 & highly honorable to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 :5 qualities & dispositions l 8 are employ$ 9 propagat+ its bless+s among m54 ,irrespective1 moreov]1 ( 8 laudable & s+le-m9d$ conduct z a m9i/] ( ! ,gospel1 & 8 atta9m5ts 9 mak+ obs]vations :i* h det]m9$ ! true geography ( ! int]ior1 ! ,directors1 ,i am sure1 w n h fail$ to p]ceive h[ int]e/+ & valuable are all ! communications !y receive f him--z sket*es ( ! social condition ( ! p1 & ! mat]ial1 fabrics1 & produce ,( ^! l&s4 ,i mo/ f]v5tly pray t ! k9d ,provid5ce1 :i* has hi!rto c>ri$ him ?r\gh s _m p]ils & h>d%ips1 may guide him safely to 8 pres5t j\rney's end4 ,! fri5d%ip ( ,mr4 ,gabriel 0 honorable bo? to himself & to ,dr4 ,liv+/one4 ,at a v e>ly p]iod he le>n$ to appreciate ,liv+/one ?or\ghly1 he saw h[ great z well z h[ good a man he 01 & felt t to be ! fri5d ( su* a man 0 "o ( ! highe/ di/9ctions he c\ld h4 ,aft] ,liv+/one left ,lo&a1 & :ile he 0 deta9$ )9 rea* ( lett]s1 a brisk correspond5ce pass$ betwe5 !m2 ,mr4 ,gabriel tells him ab\t birds1 helps him 9 8 s*emes = promot+ lawful comm]ce1 goes into ec/asies ov] a wat*-*a9 :i* he _h got f him1 tells him ! news ( ! battle ( ! ,alma 9 ! ,crimea1 9 :i* 8 fri5d1 ,colonel ,/eele1 _h di/+ui%$ himself1 & ( ! success ( ! ,rae ,exp$ition 9 f9d+ ! rema9s ( ! p>ty "u ,sir ,john ,frankl94 ,9 an (ficial communication to ,"l ,cl>5don1 aft] ,liv+/one _h left1 ,mr4 ,gabriel says1 #e? ,augu/1 #ahee3 ,i am griev$ to say t ?is excell5t man's heal? has suff]$ a good deal on ! return j\rney4 ,he nev]!less wrote 9 *e]ful spirits1 sangu9e ( success 9 do+ 8 duty "u ! guidance & protection ( t k9d ,provid5ce :o _h always c>ri$ him ?r\gh s _m p]ils & h>d%ips4 ,he assures me t s9ce he knew ! value ( ,*ri/ianity1 he has ev] wi%$ to sp5d 8 life 9 propagat+ its bless+s among m51 & adds t ! same desire rema9s /ill z /rong z ev]4 ,:ile ,liv+/one 0 at ,lo&a1 he made sev]al acqua9tances among ! (fic]s ( ,h] ,maje/y's navy1 engag$ 9 ! suppression ( ! slave-trade4 ,= _m ( ^! g5tlem5 he 0 l$ to ent]ta9 a high reg>d4 ,_! humanity *>m$ him1 & s did _! att5tion to _! duties4 ,9 8 e>ly days1 %>+ ! feel+ !n s preval5t 9 8 class1 he _h be5 us$ to ?9k ( epaulet$ g5tlem5 z idl]s1 or worse--fruges consum]e nati ,p]sonal acqua9tance1 z 9 s _m o!r cases1 rubb$ (f ! prejudice4 ,9 _m ways ,liv+/one's m9d 0 broad5+4 ,8 int5sely sympa!tic nature drew p[]fully to all :o 7 int]e/$ 9 :at 0 rapidly becom+ 8 own ma/]-idea--! suppression ( ! slave-trade4 ,we %all see pro(s n a few1 h[ ?is sympa!tic affection modifi$ "s ( 8 e>ly op9ions1 & greatly wid5$ ! sph]e ( 8 *>ity4 ,aft] all ! illness & dang]s he _h enc\nt]$1 ,liv+/one might q honorably h accept$ a b]? 9 "o ( ,h] ,maje/y's cruis]s1 & return$ to ,engl&4 ,b ! m5 :o _h come ) him f ! ,b>otse c\ntry to ,lo&a _h to return1 & ,liv+/one knew t !y 7 q unable to p]=m ! j\rney )\t him4 ,t consid]ation det]m9$ 8 c\rse4 ,all ! risks & dang]s ( t t]rible road--! attacks ( fev] & dys5t]y1 ! protract$ abs5ce ( ^? = :om he p9$1 7 n to be ?\ght ( :5 he _h a duty to ^! poor m54 ,besides1 he _h hot yet accompli%$ 8 object4 ,he _h1 inde$1 discov]$ a way by 8 fri5d ,sekeltu might sell 8 tusks to f> great] advantage1 & :i* w\ld ?us help to introduce a legitimate traffic among ! ,makololo1 & expel ! slave-trade2 b he _h discov]$ no heal?y locality = a mission1 nor any unexceptional highway to ! sea = ! purpose ( g5]al traffic4 ,! ea/ coa/ seem$ to promise bett] ?an ! we/4 ,t great riv]1 ! ,zambesi1 might be f\nd to be a navigable highway to ! sea4 ,he w\ld return to ,l9yanti1 & set out f x to f9d a way to ! ea/]n %ore4 ,load$ ) k9dness f _m qu>t]s1 & furni%$ ) pres5ts = ,sekeltu1 & = ! *iefs along ! way1 ,liv+/one bade f>ewell to ,lo&a on #bj? ,septemb]1 #ahed4 ,! foll[+ lett] to ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 writt5 a mon? aft]w>d1 gives 8 impressions ( ,lo&a & ! neighborhood2 ,golungo ,alto1 #be? ,octob]1 #ahed4--;,x occurs to me1 my de>e/ ,m>y1 t if ,i s5d y a note f diff]5t p>ts on ! way ?r\gh ?is colony1 "s ( !m w surely rea* y2 & ,if !y c>ry any ( ! affection ,i be> to y 9 _! composition1 !y w n fail to com=t y4 ,i got ev]y?+ 9 ,lo&a ,i c\ld desire2 & 7 !re only a wagon-pa? = u1 ?is w\ld be z good an op5+ into ! int]ior z we c\ld wi%4 ,i rema9$ r a long "t 9 ! city 9 consequ5ce ( a v sev]e attack ( fev] & dys5t]y :i* r$uc$ me v mu*2 & ,i rema9$ a %ort "t long] ?an t actually requir$ to set me on my legs1 9 long+ expectation ( a lett] f y4 ,none came1 b %\ld any come up to ! beg9n+ ( ,novemb]1 x w come aft] me by po/ to ,cassang4 ,! ,roman ,ca?olic ,bi%op1 :o 0 !n act+-gov]nor1 gave a horse1 saddle1 & bridle1 a colonel's suit ( clo!s1 etc41 = ,sekeltu1 & a dress ( blue & r$ clo?1 ) a :ite cotton blanket & cap to ea* ( my companions1 :o are ! be/ set ( m5 ,i ev] travel$ ) except ,malatzi & ,mebalwe4 ,! m]*ants ( ,lo&a gave ,sekeltu a l>ge pres5t ( clo?1 beads1 etc41 & "o ( !m1 a ,dut*-man1 gave me an ord] = t5 ox5 z provisions on ! way home to ! ,zambesi4 ,?is is all to enc\rage ! natives to trade freely ) ! coa/1 & w h a good effect 9 increas+ our influ5ce = t :i* excels ev]y?+ e>?ly4 ,ev]y?+ has1 by ,god's graci\s bless+1 prov$ m auspici\s ?an ,i anticipat$4 ,we h a mo/ w>m-he>t$ fri5d 9 ,mr4 ,gabriel4 ,he act$ a bro!r's "p1 & n[ writes me 9 ! moat affectionate mann]4 ,i ?ank ,god = 8 goodness 9 influ5c+ ! he>ts ( s _m to %[ k9dness1 to :om ,i 0 a total /rang]4 ,! ,portuguese h all be5 extremely k9d4 ,9 com+ ?r\gh ! c(fee plantations ,i 0 (f]$ m c(fee ?an ,i c\ld take or ne$$1 & ! be/ 9 ! _w4 ,"o spoonful makes x /rong] ?an ?ree did ( t we us$4 ,x is f\nd wild on ! m\nta9s4 ,mr4 ,gabriel came ab\t #cj miles ) me1 & ev] s9ce1 ?\gh ,i spoke freely ab\t ! slave-trade1 ! v g5tlem5 :o h be5 engag$ 9 x1 & h be5 prev5t$ by our %ips f foll[+ x1 & (t5 lo/ mu*1 treat$ me mo/ k9dly 9 _! h\ses1 & (t5 accompani$ me to ! next place beyond !m1 br++ food = all 9 ! way4 ,! common p are extremely civil1 & a v l>ge proportion ( ! inhabitants 9 "o di/rict call$ ,ambaca c read & write well4 ,!y 7 fir/ taught by ! ,roman ,ca?olic mission>ies1 & n[ tea* ea* o!r s well1 x is consid]$ a %ame 9 an ,ambaci/a n to be able to write 8 own "n at lea/4 ,b !y h no ,bibles4 ,!y are build+ a *ur* at ,ambaca1 & ano!r is 9 c\rse ( erection "h1 ?\gh !y _c get any prie/s4 ,may ,god grant t we may be useful 9 "s degree 9 ?is field also4444 ,give my love to all ! *ildr51 !y w reap ! advantage ( y\r rema9+ long] at home ?an we anticipat$4 ,i hope ,rob]t1 ,agnes1 & ,tom are ea* le>n+ z fa/ z !y c4 ,:5 w !y be able to write a lett] to me8 ,h[ happy ,i %all be to meet !m & y aga96 ,i hope a lett] f y may be wait+ = me at ,zambesi4 ,love to all ! *ildr54 ,h[ tall is ,z\ga8 ,accept ! assurance ( unabat$ love4 ,,david ,,liv+/on4 ,x mu/ n be =gott5 t all ?is "t ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 mak+ v c>eful a/ronomical obs]vations1 9 ord] to det]m9e 8 exact positions1 & transmitt+ elaborate lett]s to ! ,geographical ,society4 ,8 a/ronomical obs]vations 7 regul>ly =w>d$ to 8 fri5d ! ,a/ronom]-,royal at ! ,cape1 ,mr4 ,macle>1 = v]ification & correction4 ,writ+ to ,liv+/one on #bg? ,m>*1 #ahed1 ) ref]5ce to "s ( 8 e>li] obs]vations1 aft] notic+ a few trifl+ mi/akes1 ,mr4 ,macle> says3 ,x is bo? int]e/+ & amus+ to trace y\r improvem5t z an obs]v]4 ,"s ( y\r e>ly obs]vations1 z y rem>k1 are r\gh1 & ! angles ascrib$ to objects misplac$ 9 transcrib+4 ,b ^u ! :ole ,i d n hesitate to ass]t t no explor] on record has det]m9$ 8 pa? ) ! precision y h accompli%$4 ,a ye> aft]w>d1 #aa? ,augu/1 #ahee1 b ) ref]5ce to pap]s receiv$ f ,sekeltu's place1 ,mr4 ,macle> details :at he _h done 9 r$uc+ 8 obs]vations1 prep>+ ab/racts ( !m1 s5d+ !m to ! au?orities1 & publi%+ !m 9 ! ,cape pap]s4 ,he in=ms him t ,sir ,john ,h]s*el plac$ !m be=e ! ,geographical ,society1 & t a w>m eulogium on 8 labors & discov]ies1 & p>ticul>ly on ! excell5t s]ies ( obs]vations :i* fix$ 8 track s exactly1 appe>$ 9 ! ,presid5t's ,address4 ,!n1 ref]r+ to 8 wond]ful j\rney to ,lo&a1 & rem>kable escapes1 he says3 ,nor is y\r escape ) life f s _m attacks ( fev] o!r ?an miracul\s4 ,p]haps !re is no?+ on record ( ! k9d1 & x c only be expla9$ by ,div9e int]f]5ce = a good purpose4 ,o may life be cont9u$ to y1 my de> fri5d6 ,y h accompli%$ m = ! happ9ess ( mank9d ?an has be5 done by all ! ,african travel]s hi!rto put toge!r4 ,mr4 ,macle>'s ref]5ce to ,liv+/one's "w1 9 writ+ to ,sir ,john ,h]s*el1 0 9 ^! t]ms3 ,su* a man des]ves e enc\ragem5t 9 ! p[] ( 8 c\ntry to give4 ,he has done t :i* few o!r travel]s 9 ,africa c boa/ (--he has fix$ 8 geographical po9ts ) v great accuracy1 & yet he is only a poor mission>y4 ,nor did ,dr4 ,liv+/one pass unrew>d$ 9 o!r qu>t]s4 ,9 ! ,geographical ,society1 8 j\rney to ,lo&a1 ( :i* he s5t !m an acc\nt1 excit$ ! livelie/ int]e/4 ,9 ,may1 #ahee1 on ! motion ( ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison1 ! ,society te/ifi$ its appreciation by aw>d+ him _! gold m$al--! highe/ honor !y _h to be/[4 ,! occasion 0 "o ( great int]e/4 ,f ! *air1 ,"l ,ellesm]e spoke ( ,liv+/one's "w 9 sci5ce z b subord9ate to ^? high] ends :i* he _h ev] prosecut$ 9 ! true _s ( a mission>y4 ,! simplicity ( 8 arrangem5ts gave additional wond] to ! results4 ,!re _h j appe>$ an acc\nt ( a ,portuguese exp$ition ( ,african exploration f ! ,ea/ ,coa/3 ,i adv]t to x1 said 8 ,lord%ip1 to po9t out ! contra/ betwe5 ! two4 ,colonel ,monteiro 0 ! lead] ( a small army--"s tw5ty ,portuguese soldi]s1 & a hundr$ & tw5ty ,caffres4 ,! contra/ is z great betwe5 su* milit>y array & ! solit>y gr&eur ( ! mission>y's progress1 z x is betwe5 ! actual a*ievem5ts ( ! two--betwe5 ! r\gh k obta9$ by ! ,portuguese ( "s ?ree hundr$ leagues ( new c\ntry1 & ! sci5tific precision ) :i* ! un>m$ & unassi/$ ,engli%man has left 8 m>k on s _m important /ations ( regions hi!rto a blank4 ,ab\t ! "t :5 ^! words 7 spok51 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 at ,cabango on 8 return j\rney1 recov]+ f a v sev]e attack ( rheumatic fev] :i* _h left him ne>ly deaf2 besides1 he 0 almo/ bl9d 9 consequ5ce ( a bl[ receiv$ on ! eye f a bran* ( a tree 9 rid+ ?r\gh ! =e/4 ,not)/&+1 he 0 engag$ 9 writ+ a despat* to ! ,geographical ,society1 ?r\gh ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison1 ( :i* m anon1 report+ progress1 & expla9+ 8 views ( ! /ructure ( ,africa4 ,b we mu/ return to ,lo&a1 & set out ) him & 8 ,makololo 9 prop] on _! homew>d t\r4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,,f ,,lo&a ,,to ,,quilimane4 ,a4,d4 #ahed-ahef4 ,liv+/one sets out f ,lo&a--,j\rney back--,effects ( slav]y--,lett] to 8 wife--,sev]e attack ( fev]--,he rea*es ! ,b>otse c\ntry--,day ( ?anksgiv+--,8 ef=ts = ! good ( 8 m5--,anxieties ( ! ,m(fats--,mr4 ,m(fat's j\rney to ,mosilikatse--,box at ,l9yanti--,lett] f ,mrs4 ,m(fat--,lett]s to ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 ,mr4 ,m(fat1 & ,mrs4 ,m(fat--,k9dness ( ,sekeltu--,new escort--,he sets out = ! ,ea/ ,coa/--,discov]s ! ,victoria ,falls--,! heal?y longitud9al ridges--,p$e/rianism--,great dang]s--,n>r[ escapes--,triumph ( ! _s ( tru/ 9 ,god--,favorite texts--,ref]5ce to ,capta9 ,maclure's exp]i5ce--,*ief subjects ( ?\ght--,/ructure ( ! cont95t--,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison anticipates 8 discov]y--,lett]s to ,geographical ,society--,fir/ lett] f ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,mission>y labor--,mona/]ies--,prote/ant mission-/ations want+ 9 self-support--,lett] to ,directors--,fev] n s s]i\s an ob/ruction z x seem$--,8 own h>d%ips--,!ories ( mission-"w--,expansion v4 ,conc5tration--,views ( a mission>y /atesman--,he rea*es ,tette--,lett] to ,k+ ( ,portugal--,to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,rea*es ,s5na--,quilimane--,retrospect--,lett] f ,directors--,goes to ,mauritius--,voyage home--,n>r[ escape f %ipwreck 9 ,bay ( ,tunis--,he rea*es ,engl&1 ,dec41 #ahef--,news ( 8 fa!r's dea?4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one left ,/4 ,paul de ,lo&a on #bd? ,septemb]1 #ahed1 arriv$ at 8 old qu>t]s at ,l9yanti on #aa? ,septemb]1 #ahee1 set out ea/w>d on #c;d ,novemb]1 #ahee1 & rea*$ ,quilimane on ! ea/]n coa/ on #bj? ,may1 #ahef4 ,8 j\rney ?us occupi$ a ye> & eight mon?s1 & ! :ole "t f 8 leav+ ! ,cape on #h? ,june1 #aheb1 0 )9 a few days ( f\r ye>s4 ,! return j\rney f ,lo&a to ,l9yanti took long] ?an ! j\rney outw>d4 ,?is arose f det5tion ( v>i\s k9ds#da3 ! sicknesses ( ,liv+/one & 8 m51 ! heavy ra9s1 & 9 "o case1 at ,pungo ,&ongo1 ! necessity ( reproduc+ a l>ge packet ( lett]s1 j\rnals1 maps1 & despat*es1 :i* he _h s5t (f f ,lo&a4 ,^! 7 despat*$ by ! mail-packet ,=]unn]1 :i* unhappily w5t d[n (f ,madeira1 all ! pass5g]s b "o be+ lo/4 ,b = 8 promise to ! ,makololo to return ) !m to _! c\ntry1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one w\ld h be5 himself a pass5g] 9 ! %ip4 ,he>+ ( ! disa/] :ile pay+ a visit to a v k9d & hospitable ,portuguese g5tleman at ,pungo ,&ongo1 on 8 way back1 ,liv+/one rema9$ !re "s "t to reproduce 8 lo/ pap]s4 ,! labor ?us entail$ mu/ h be5 v great1 = 8 ord9>y lett]s cov]$ %eets almo/ z l>ge z a newspap]1 & 8 maps & despat*es 7 produc$ ) extraord9>y c>e4 ,footnote #da3 ,dr4 ,liv+/one obs]v$ t trad]s g5]ally travel$ t5 days 9 ! mon?1 & re/$ tw5ty1 mak+ sev5 geographical miles a day1 or sev5ty p] mon?4 ,9 8 case 9 ?is j\rney ! proportion 0 g5]ally rev]s$--tw5ty days ( travel+ & t5 ( re/1 & 8 rate p] day 0 ab\t t5 geographical miles1 or two hundr$ p] mon?4 ,z he (t5 zigzagg$1 ! geographical mile repres5t$ consid]ably1 m4 ,see lett] to ,royal ,geographical ,society1 ,octob] #af1 #ahee4 ,he f\nd r5ew$ occasion to ackn[l$ge 9 ! w>me/ t]ms ! k9dness he receiv$ f ! ,portuguese2 & 8 pray]s t ,god w\ld rew>d & bless !m 7 n ! less s9c]e t 9 _m important matt]s he c\ld n approve ( _! ways4 ,9 trav]s+ ! road backw>d along :i* he _h already come1 n _m ?+s happ5$ t dem& special notice 9 ?is brief sket*4 ,we f9d him bo? 9 8 publi%$ book & /ill m 9 8 private ,j\rnal repeat+ 8 admiration ( ! c\ntry & its glori\s sc5]y4 ,?is revelation ( ! m>vel\s beauty ( a c\ntry hi!rto deem$ a s&y des]t 0 "o ( ! mo/ a/\nd+ effects ( ,liv+/one's travels on ! public m9d4 ,b ! m he sees ( ! p ! m pr(\nd does _! degradation appe>1 al?\gh ! _m in/ances ( rem>kable k9dness to himself1 & occasional cases ( g5u9e feel+ "o t[>d ano!r1 conv9c$ him t !re 0 a some?+ 9 !m n q b>b>is$4 ,on "o po9t he 0 v cle>--! ,portuguese settlem5ts among !m _h n improv$ !m4 ,n t he und]valu$ ! influ5ces :i* ! ,portuguese _h br\ght to be> on !m2 he _h a mu* m favorable op9ion ( ! ,jesuit missions ?an ,prote/ants h usually all[$ !mselves to ent]ta91 & felt bo? k9dly & respectfully t[>d ! padres1 :o 9 ! e>li] days ( ^! settlem5ts _h done1 he believ$1 a useful "w4 ,b ! great bane ( ! ,portuguese settlem5ts 0 slav]y4 ,slav]y prev5t$ a good example1 x h9d]$ ju/ice1 x kept d[n improvem5t4 ,if a settl] took a fancy to a good-look+ girl1 he _h only to buy h]1 & make h] 8 concub9e4 ,in/ead ( correct+ ! polygam\s habits ( ! *iefs & o!rs1 ! ,portuguese adopt$ l habits !mselves4 ,9 "o ?+ inde$ !y 7 f> sup]ior to ! ,bo]s--9 _! treatm5t ( ! *ildr5 born to !m by native mo!rs4 ,b ! :ole sy/em ( slav]y g5d]$ a blight :i* no?+ c\ld c\nt]act2 to make ,africa a prosp]\s l&1 lib]ty mu/ be proclaim$ to ! captive1 & ! slave sy/em1 ) all its accurs$ surr\nd+s1 br\ght conclusively to an end4 ,writ+ to ,mrs4 ,liv+/one f ,ba%+e1 #bj? ,m>*1 #ahee1 he gives1 "s pa9ful p>ticul>s ( ! slave-trade4 ,ref]r+ to a slave-ag5t ) :om he _h be51 he says3 ,?is ag5t is ab\t ! same 9 appe>ance z ,mebalwe1 & speaks ,portuguese z ! ,griquas d ,dut*4 ,he has two *a9sful ( wom5 go+ to be sold = ! ivory4 ,=m]ly ! trade w5t f ! int]ior into ! ,portuguese t]ritory2 n[ x goes ! opposite way4 ,?is is ! effect ( ! ,portuguese love ( ! trade3 !y _c s5d !m abroad on acc\nt ( our %ips ( w> on ! coa/1 yet w sell !m to ! be/ advantage4 ,^! wom5 are dec5t-look+1 z mu* s z ! g5]al run ( ,kuruman ladies1 &' 7 caught lately 9 a skirmi% ! ,portuguese _h ) _! tribe2 & !y w be sold = ab\t ?ree tusks ea*4 ,ea* has an iron r+ r\nd ! wri/1 & t is atta*$ to ! *a91 :i* %e c>ries 9 ! h& to prev5t x j]k+ & hurt+ ! wri/4 ,h[ w\ld ,nannie l to be ?us treat$8 & yet x is only by ! goodness ( ,god 9 appo9t+ our lot 9 diff]5t circum/ances t we are n simil>ly degrad$1 = we h ! same evil nature1 :i* is s degrad$ 9 !m z to all[ ( m5 treat+ !m z bea/s4 ,i long = ! "t :5 ,i %all see y aga94 ,i hope 9 ,god's m]cy = t pleasure4 ,h[ are my de> ones8 ,i h n se5 any equal to !m s9ce ,i put !m on bo>d %ip4 ,my brave little de>s6 ,i only hope ,god w %[ u m]cy1 & make !m good too4444 ,i "w at ! int]ior languages :5 ,i h a little "t1 & also at ,portuguese1 :i* ,i l f be+ s mu* l ,lat94 ,inde$1 :5 ,i came ,i und]/ood mu* t 0 said f its simil>ity to t tongue1 & :5 ,i int]l>d$ my attempts at ,portuguese ) ,lat91 or spoke x entirely1 !y und]/ood me v well4 ,! ,negro language is n s easy1 b ,i take a spell at x e day ,i c4 ,x is ( ! same family ( languages z ! ,si*uana4444 ,we h pass$ two *iefs :o plagu$ u mu* :5 go+ d[n1 b n[ 7 q fri5dly4 ,at t "t "o ( !m ord]$ 8 p n to sell u any?+1 & we _h at la/ to =ce our way pa/ him4 ,n[ he came runn+ to meet u1 salut+ u1 etc41 ) great urbanity4 ,he in=m$ u t he w\ld come 9 ! ev5+ to receive a pres5t1 b ,i said unless he br\ght "o he %\ld receive no?+4 ,he came 9 ! usual way4 ,! ,balonda %[ ! exalt$ position !y occupy among m51 viz41 rid+ on ! %\ld]s ( a spokesman 9 ! way little boys d 9 ,engl&4 ,! *ief br\ght two cocks & "s eggs4 ,i !n gave a little pres5t too4 ,! alt]ation 9 ?is g5tleman's conduct--! ,peace ,society w\ld n cr$it-x--is attributable solely to my p possess+ guns4 ,:5 we pass$ be=e1 we 7 def5seless4 ,may e ne$$ bless+ be grant$ to y & ! de> *ildr51 is ! e>ne/ pray] ( y\r ev] mo/ affectionate ,d4 ,,liv+/on4 ,x 0 soon aft] ! date ( ?is lett] t ,liv+/one 0 /ruck d[n by t sev]e attack ( rheumatic fev]1 accompani$ by great loss ( blood1 to :i* ref]5ce has already be5 made4 ,i got x1 he writes to ,mr4 ,macle>1 by sleep+ 9 ! wet4 ,!re 0 no help = x4 ,e "p ( a pla9 0 flood$ ankle-deep4 ,we got soak$ by go+ on1 & sodd5 if we /ood /ill4 ,9 8 =m] j\rney he _h be5 v desir\s to visit ,matiamvo1 p>am\nt *ief ( ! native tribes ( ,londa1 ^: fri5d%ip w\ld h help$ him greatly 9 8 j\rney2 b at t "t he f\nd himself too poor to attempt ! ent]prise4 ,! loss ( "t & consumption ( goods caus$ by 8 illness on ! way back prev5t$ him f accompli%+ 8 purpose n[4 ,n only 0 ! p>ty n[ bett] arm$ ?an be=e1 b ! good "n ( ,liv+/one _h also become bett] kn[n along ! l9e1 & dur+ 8 return j\rney he did n enc\nt] s mu* opposition4 ,we _c fail to be /ruck ) 8 extraord9>y c>e = 8 m54 ,x 0 8 e>ne/ desire to br+ !m all back to _! homes1 & 9 po9t ( fact ! :ole tw5ty-sev5 return$ 9 good heal?4 ,h[ c>efully he mu/ h nurs$ !m 9 _! attacks ( fev]1 & kept !m f unnecess>y exposure1 x is h>dly possible = /rang]s adequately to und]/&4 ,on rea*+ ! c\ntry ( ! ,b>otse1 ! home ( mo/ ( !m1 a day ( ?anksgiv+ 0 obs]v$ 7#bc;d ,july1 #ahee74 ,! m5 _h made little =tunes 9 ,lo&a1 e>n+ sixp5ce a day = weeks toge!r by help+ to dis*>ge a c>go ( coals or1 z !y call$ !m1 /ones t burn$4 ,b1 l ,liv+/one1 !y _h to "p ) ev]y?+ on ! way home1 & n[ !y 7 9 rags2 yet !y 7 q z *e]ful & z fond ( _! lead] z ev]1 & felt t !y _h n travel$ 9 va94 ,!y q und]/ood ! b5efit ! new r\te w\ld br+ 9 ! %ape ( high] prices = tusks & ! o!r m]*&ise ( home4 ,on ! ?anksgiv+ day-- ,! m5 deck$ !mselves out 9 _! be/1 = all _h manag$ to pres]ve _! suits ( ,european clo?+1 :i*1 ) _! :ite & r$ caps1 gave !m a r da%+ appe>ance4 ,!y tri$ to walk l soldi]s1 & call$ !mselves 'my braves4' ,hav+ be5 aga9 salut$ ) salvos f ! wom51 we met ! :ole population1 & hav+ giv5 an address on div9e ?+s1 ,i told !m we _h come t day to ?ank ,god be=e !m all = 8 m]cy 9 pres]v+ u f dang]s1 f /range tribes & sicknesses4 ,we _h ano!r s]vice 9 ! aft]noon4 ,!y gave u two f9e ox5 to slaught]1 & ! wom5 h suppli$ u abundantly ) milk & meal4 ,?is is all gratuit\s1 & ,i feel a%am$ t ,i c make no return4 ,my m5 expla9 ! :ole exp5diture on ! way hi!r1 & !y rem>k gratefully3 ',x does n matt]1 y h op5$ a pa? = u1 & we %all h sleep4' ,/rang]s f a di/ance come flock+ to see me1 & seldom come empty-h&$4 ,i di/ribute all pres5ts among my m54 ,sev]al ( ! poor fell[s on rea*+ home f\nd dome/ic tr\ble--a wife _h prov$ incon/ant & m>ri$ ano!r man4 ,z ! m5 _h g5]ally m wives ?an "o1 ,liv+/one com=t$ !m by say+ t !y /ill _h z _m z he4 ,amid ! anxieties & sicknesses ( ! j\rney1 & multipli$ subjects ( ?\ght & inquiry1 ,liv+/one 0 z e>ne/ z ev] = ! spiritual b5efit ( ! p4 ,"s extracts f 8 ,j\rnal w illu/rate 8 ef=ts 9 ?is cause1 & ! flick]+s ( hope t w\ld spr+ out ( !m1 dimm$1 h[ev]1 by _m fe>s3 ,augu/ #e1 #ahee4--;,a l>ge audi5ce li/5$ att5tively to my address ?is morn+1 b x is impossible to indulge any hopes ( su* feeble ef=ts4 ,god is m]ciful1 & w deal ) !m 9 ju/ice & k9dness4 ,?is con/itutes a gr\nd ( hope4 ,poor degrad$ ,africa6 ,a p]man5t /ation among !m might effect some?+ 9 "t1 b a ,consid]able "t is necess>y4 ,surely "s w pray to _! m]ciful ,fa!r 9 _! extremity1 :o nev] w\ld h ?\ght ( ,him b = our visit4 ,augu/ #ab4--;,a v good & att5tive audi5ce4 ,surely all w n be =gott54 ,h[ small _! opportunity comp>$ to ours :o h be5 c>efully in/ruct$ 9 ! k ( div9e tru? f our e>lie/ infancy6 ,! ,judge is j & m]ciful4 ,he w deal fairly & k9dly ) all4 ,octob] #ae4--,we _h a good & v att5tive audi5ce ye/]day1 & ,i expatiat$ ) great fre$om on ! love ( ,*ri/ 9 dy+1 f 8 p>t+ address 9 ,john xvi4 ,x _c be ^! preci\s tru?s w fall to ! gr\nd2 b x is p]plex+ to obs]ve no effects4 ,!y ass5t to ! tru?1 b 'we don't "k1' or 'y speak truly1' is all ! response4 ,9 read+ acc\nts ( ,s\? ,sea missions x is h>d to believe ! quickness ( ! vegetation ( ! good se$1 b ,i "k sev]al ( ! m5 ! ,s\? ,sea mission>ies1 & am sure !y are ( unimpea*able v]acity4 ,9 try+ to convey k1 & use ! magic lant]n1 :i* is ev]y:]e extremely popul>1 ?\gh !y li/5 ) app>5t delight to :at is said1 que/ion+ !m on ! foll[+ night reveals almo/ entire ignorance ( ! previ\s lesson4 ,o t ! ,holy ,gho/ might enlight5 !m6 ,to 8 s\l-r5ew+ influ5ce my long+ s\l is direct$4 ,x is 8 ^w1 & _c die4 ,! long abs5ce ( ,liv+/one & ! want ( lett]s _h caus$ great anxiety to 8 fri5ds4 ,! ,m(fats _h be5 p>ticul>ly conc]n$ ab\t him1 &1 9 #ahed1 p>tly 9 ! hope ( he>+ ( him1 ,mr4 ,m(fat und]took a visit to ,mosilikatse1 :ile a box ( goods & com=ts 0 s5t to ,l9yanti to await 8 return1 %\ld t ev] take place4 ,a lett] f ,mrs4 ,m(fat accompani$ ! box4 ,x is amus+ to read h] mo!rly explanations ab\t ! :ite %irts1 & ! blue wai/coat1 ! wool5 socks1 lemon juice1 qu9ce jam1 & tea & c(fee1 "s ( :i* _h come all ! way f ,hamilton2 b !re are passages 9 t little note t make "o's he>t g ) rapid beat3 ,,my ,,de> ,,son ,,liv+/on1--,y\r pres5t position is almo/ too mu* = my weak n]ves to suff] me to contemplate4 ,hi!rto ,i h kept up my spirits1 & be5 enabl$ to believe t our great ,ma/] may yet br+ y out 9 safety1 = ?\gh 8 ways are (t5 inscrutable1 ,i %\ld h clung to ! _m preci\s promises made 9 8 ^w z to temporal pres]vation1 su* z ! #ia/ & #aba/ ,psalms--b h be5 taught t we may n presume confid5tly to expect !m to be fulfill$1 & t e petition1 h[ev] f]v5t1 mu/ be ) dev\t submission to 8 w4 ,my poor si/]-9-law clung t5aci\sly to ! #ia/ ,psalm1 & firmly believ$ t h] de> husb& w\ld ?us be pres]v$1 & nev] indulg$ ! idea t !y %\ld nev] meet on e>?4 ,b ,i appreh5d submission 0 want+4 ',if x be ,?y w1' ,i fancy %e c\ld n say--&1 !re=e1 %e 0 utt]ly conf\nd$ :5 ! news came#db4 ,%e _h ex]cis$ /rong fai?1 & 0 disappo9t$4 ,be> ,liv+/one1 ,i h always endeavor$ to keep ?is 9 m9d ) reg>d to y4 ,s9ce ,george ,flem+ came out x seem$ almo/ hope aga9/ hope4 ,y\r hav+ got s1 ?or\ghly fev]is$ *ills my expectations2 /ill pray]1 unceas+ pray]1 is made = y4 ,:5 ,i ?9k ( y my he>t w g upw>d4 ',keep him z ! apple ( ,?9e eye1' ',hold him 9 ! holl[ ( ,?y h&1' are ! ejaculations ( my he>t4 ,footnote #db3 ,rev4 ,john ,smi?1 mission>y at ,madras1 _h gone to ,vizagapatam to ! ord9ation ( two native pa/ors1 & :5 return+ 9 a small vessel1 a /orm arose1 :5 he & all on bo>d p]i%$4 ,9 writ+ f ,l9yanti to 8 wife1 ,liv+/one makes ! be/ he c ( 8 long det5tion4 ,%e seems to h put ! matt] playfully1 wond]+ :at ! s\rce ( attraction _h be54 ,he says3 ,don't "k :at apology to make y = a delay ,i c\ld n %ort54 ,b z y are a m]cifully k9d-he>t$ dame1 ,i expect y w write out an apology 9 prop] =m1 & ,i %all read x be=e y ) z long a face z ,i c exhibit4 ,disease 0 ! *ief ob/acle4 ,! repair ( ! wagon 0 ! 's\rce ( attraction' 9 ,cape ,t[n1 & ! settlem5t ( a case ( libel ano!r 's\rce ( attraction4' ,!y tri$ to engulf me 9 a law-suit = simply ask+ ! po/ma/] :y "s lett]s 7 *>g$ d\ble4 ,!y 7 s m>k$ 9 my acc\nt4 ,i _h to pay #ac to qua% x4 ,!y long$ to hook me 91 f m]e hatr$ to ,london mission>ies4 ,i did n rema9 an h\r aft] ,i c\ld move4 ,b ,i d n wond] at y\r anxiety = my spe$y return4 ,i am sorry y h be5 disappo9t$1 b y "k no mortal c control disease4 ,! ,makololo are wond]fully well pleas$ ) ! pa? we h already made1 & if ,i am successful 9 go+ d[n to ,quilimane1 t w be /ill bett]4 ,i h writt5 y by e opportunity1 & am v sorry y\r lett]s h be5 misc>ri$4 ,to 8 fa!r-9-law he expresses 8 w>m gratitude = ! /ores4 ,x 0 fe>$ by ! natives t ! goods 7 bewit*$1 s !y 7 plac$ on an isl&1 a hut 0 built ov] !m1 & !re ,liv+/one f\nd !m on 8 arrival1 a ye> aft]6 ,a lett] ( twelve qu>to pages to ,mr4 ,m(fat gives 8 impressions ( 8 j\rney1 :ile ano!r ( sixte5 pages to ,mrs4 ,m(fat expla9s 8 plans1 ab\t :i* %e _h ask$ m full in=mation4 ,he quiets h] fe>s by 8 favorite texts = ! pres5t--,commit ?y way to ! ,"l1 & ,lo1 ,i am ) y alway2 & 8 favorite vision ( ! future--! e>? full ( ! k ( ! ,"l4 ,he is some:at cutt+ at ! exp5se ( s-call$ mission>ies to ! hea!n1 :o nev] m>* into real hea!n t]ritory1 & quiet _! consci5ces by oppos+ _! d-no?+ism to my blund]+ d-some?+ism6 ,he is indignant at ! *>ge made by "s ( 8 enemies t no good 0 done among ! ,bakwa9s4 ,!y 71 9 _m respects1 a diff]5t p f be=e4 ,any "o :o %\ld be among ! ,makololo z he _h be51 w\ld be ?ankful = ! /ate ( ! ,bakwa9s4 ,! se$ w\ld always be> fruit1 b ! husb&man _h ne$ ( great pati5ce1 & ! end 0 sure4 ,sekeltu _h n be5 behav+ well 9 ,liv+/one's abs5ce4 ,he _h be5 conduct+ m>aud+ p>ties aga9/ 8 neighbors1 :i* ev5 ,liv+/one's m51 :5 !y he>d ( x1 pron\nc$ to be bad1 bad4 ,liv+/one 0 oblig$ to reprove him4 ,a new uni=m _h be5 s5t to ! *ief f ,lo&a1 ) :i* he appe>$ at *ur*1 attract+ m att5tion ?an ! s]mon4 ,he cont9u$1 h[ev]1 to '%[ ! same fri5d%ip = ,liv+/one1 & did all he c\ld = him :5 he set out ea/w>d4 ,a new escort ( m5 0 provid$1 above a hundr$ & tw5ty /rong1 ) t5 slaught] cattle1 & ?ree ( 8 be/ rid+ ox52 /ores ( food 7 giv51 & a "r to levy tribute ov] ! tribes t 7 subject to ,sekeltu z he pass$ ?r\gh _! bord]s4 ,if ,liv+/one _h p]=m$ ^! j\rneys ) "s long-purs$ society or individual at 8 back1 8 feat ev5 !n w\ld h be5 wond]ful2 b x becomes q amaz+ :5 we ?9k t he w5t )\t /ores1 & ow$ ev]y?+ to ! influ5ce he acquir$ ) m5 l ,sekeltu & ! natives g5]ally4 ,8 he>t 0 mu* t\*$ on "o occasion by ! dis9t]e/$ k9dness ( ,sekeltu4 ,hav+ lo/ _! way on a d>k night 9 ! =e/1 9 a /orm ( ra9 & lightn+1 & ! luggage hav+ be5 c>ri$ on1 !y _h to pass ! night "u a tree4 ,! *ief's blanket _h n be5 c>ri$ on1 & ,sekeltu plac$ ,liv+/one "u x1 & lay d[n himself on ! wet gr\nd4 ,if su* m5 mu/ p]i% be=e ! :ite by an immutable law ( heav51 he wrote to ! ,geographical ,society 7#be? ,janu>y1 #ahef71 we mu/ seem to be "u ! same sort ( t]rible necessity 9 our ,caffre w>s z ! ,am]ican ,pr(essor ( ,*emi/ry said he 0 "u1 :5 he dismemb]$ ! man :om he _h murd]$4 ,aga9 ,liv+/one sets out on 8 we>y way1 untrodd5 by :ite man's foot1 to pass ?r\gh unkn[n tribes1 ^: savage temp] might give him 8 quietus at any turn ( ! road4 ,!re 7 v>i\s r\tes to ! sea op5 to him4 ,he *ose ! r\te along ! ,zambesi--?\gh ! ! mo/ difficult1 & ?r\gh ho/ile tribes--because x seem$ ! mo/ likely to answ] 8 desire to f9d a comm]cial highway to ! coa/4 ,n f> to ! ea/ ( ,l9yanti1 he beheld = ! fir/ "t ^? wond]ful falls ( :i* he _h only he>d be=e1 giv+ an ,engli% "n to !m1--! fir/ he _h ev] giv5 9 all 8 ,african j\rneys1--! ,victoria ,falls4 ,we h se5 h[ g5u9e 8 respect 0 = 8 ,sov]eign1 & x 0 d\btless a real ?\gh quiet pleasure to connect h] "n ) ! gr&e/ natural ph5om5on 9 ,africa1 ,?is is "o ( ! discov]ies#dc t h tak5 mo/ hold on ! popul> imag9ation1 = ! ,victoria ,falls are l a second ,niag>a1 b gr&] & m a/oni%+2 b except z illu/rat+ 8 views ( ! /ructure ( ,africa1 & ! di/ribution ( its wat]s1 x _h n mu* influ5ce1 & l$ to no v rem>kable results4 ,"r across ! *annel ( ! riv] 0 a deep fissure only eighty feet wide1 into :i* ! :ole volume ( ! riv]1 a ?\s& y>ds broad1 tumbl$ to ! dep? ( a hundr$ feet#dd1 ! fissure be+ cont9u$ 9 zigzag =m = ?irty miles1 s t ! /ream _h to *ange its c\rse f "r to left & left to "r1 & w5t ?r\gh ! hills boil+ & ro>+1 s5d+ up columns ( /eam1 =m$ by ! compression ( ! wat] fall+ into its n>r[ w$ge-%ap$ receptacle4 ,footnote #dc3 ,virtually a discov]y1 ?\gh m>k$ 9 an old map4 ,footnote #dd3 ,aft]w>d asc]ta9$ by him to be #ahjj y>ds & #hbj feet respectively4 ,a discov]y z to ! /ructure ( ! c\ntry1 long believ$ 9 by him1 b n[ fully v]ifi$1 0 ( mu* m practical importance4 ,x _h be5 asc]ta9$ by him t skirt+ ! c5tral holl[ !re 7 two longitud9al ridges extremely favorable = settlem5ts1 bo? = missions & m]*&ise4 ,we %all he> mu* ( ?is soon4 ,sl[ly b /eadily ! ea/w>d tramp is cont9u$1 (t5 ov] gr\nd :i* 0 f> f favorable = walk+ ex]cise4 ,p$e/rianism1 said ,liv+/one1 may be all v well = ^? ^: obesity requires mu* ex]cise2 b = "o :o 0 becom+ z ?9 z a la? ?r\gh ! con/ant p]spiration caus$ by m>*+ day aft] day 9 ! hot sun1 ! only good ,i saw 9 x 0 t x gave an hone/ sort ( a man a vivid idea ( ! tread-mill4 ,:5 ,liv+/one came to ,engl&1 & 0 writ+ books1 8 t5d5cy 0 r to get /\t ?an ?92 & ! disgu/ ) :i* he spoke !n ( ! bea/ly fat seem$ to %[ t if = no?+ else ?an to get rid ( x he w\ld h be5 glad to be on ! tread-mill aga94 ,9 "o ( 8 lett]s to ,mr4 ,macle> he ?us speaks ( a "p ( ?is j\rney3 ,x 0 n likely t ,i %\ld "k our c\rse well1 = ! c\ntry !re is cov]$ ) %+le & gravel1 bu%es1 trees1 & grass1 & we 7 )\t pa?4 ,skulk+ out ( ! way ( villages :]e we 7 expect$ to pay aft] ! purse 0 empty1 x 0 excessively hot & /eamy2 ! eyes _h to be always fix$ on ! gr\nd to avoid be+ tripp$4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ?is j\rney he _h ev5 m excit+ escapades among ho/ile tribes ?an ^? :i* he _h enc\nt]$ on ! way to ,lo&a4 ,8 s]i\s anxieties began :5 he pass$ beyond ! tribes t own$ ! sov]eignty ( ,sekeltu4 ,at ! union ( ! riv]s ,loangwa & ,zambesi1 ! suspici\s feel+ reg>d+ him rea*$ a climax1 & he c\ld only avoid ! ?reat5$ doom ( ! ,bazimka 7i4e4 ,ba/>d ,portuguese7 :o _h =m]ly incurr$ ! wra? ( ! *ief1 by %[+ 8 bosom1 arms1 & hair1 & ask+ if ! ,bazimka 7 l t4 ,liv+/one felt t !re 0 dang] 9 ! air4 ,9 fact1 he nev] seem$ 9 m imm95t p]il3 #ad? ,janu>y1 #ahef4--;,at ! conflu5ce ( ! ,loangwa & ,zambesi4 ,?ank ,god = 8 great m]cies ?us f>4 ,h[ soon ,i may be call$ to /& be=e ,him1 my righte\s ,judge1 ,i "k n4 ,all he>ts are 9 8 h&s1 & m]ciful & graci\s is ! ,"l our ,god4 ,o ,jesus1 grant me resignation to ,?y w1 & entire reliance on ,?y p[]ful h&4 ,on ,?y ,^w alone ,i lean4 ,b wilt ,?\ p]mit me to plead = ,africa8 ,! cause is ,?9e4 ,:at an impulse w be giv5 to ! idea t ,africa is n op5 if ,i p]i% n[6 ,see1 ,o ,"l1 h[ ! hea!n rise up aga9/ me1 z !y did to ,?y ,son4 ,i commit my way unto ,!e4 ,i tru/ also 9 ,!e t ,?\ wilt direct my /eps4 ,?\ give/ wisdom lib]ally to all :o ask ,!e--give x to me1 my ,fa!r4 ,my family is ,?9e4 ,!y are 9 ! be/ h&s4 ,oh6 be graci\s1 & all our s9s d ,?\ blot out4 ',a guilty1 weak1 & helpless worm1 ,on ,?y k9d arms ,i fall4' ,leave me n1 =sake me n4 ,i ca/ myself & all my c>es d[n at ,?y feet4 ,?\ kn[e/ all ,i ne$1 = "t & = et]nity4 ,x seems a pity t ! important facts ab\t ! two heal?y longitud9al ridges %\ld n become kn[n 9 ,*ri/5dom4 ,?y w be done6444 ,!y w n furni% u ) m canoes ?an two4 ,i leave my cause & all my conc]ns 9 ! h&s ( ,god1 my graci\s ,savi\r1 ! ,fri5d ( s9n]s4 ,ev5+4--,felt mu* turmoil ( _s 9 view ( hav+ all my plans = ! welf>e ( ?is great region & teem+ population knock$ on ! head by savages to-morr[4 ,b ,i read t ,jesus came & said1 ',all p[] is giv5 unto me 9 heav5 & 9 e>?4 ,g ye !re=e1 & tea* all nations--& lo1 ,i am ) y alway1 ev5 unto ! end ( ! _w' ,x is ! ^w ( a g5tleman ( ! mo/ sacr$ & /ricte/ honor1 & !re is an end on't4 ,i w n cross furtively by night z ,i int5d$4 ,x w\ld appe> z flight1 & %\ld su* a man z ,i flee8 ,nay1 v]ily1 ,i %all take obs]vations = latitude & longitude to-night1 ?\gh !y may be ! la/4 ,i feel q calm n[1 ?ank ,god4 #ae? ,janu>y1 #ahef4--,left bank ( ,loangwa4 ,! natives ( ! surr\nd+ c\ntry collect$ r\nd u ?is morn+ all arm$4 ,*ildr5 & wom5 7 s5t away1 & ,mburuma's wife :o lives "h 0 n all[$ to approa*1 ?\gh %e came "s way f h] village 9 ord] to pay me a visit4 ,only "o canoe 0 l5t1 ?\gh we saw two ti$ to ! bank4 ,& ! "p ( ! riv] we cross$ at1 ab\t a mile f ! conflu5ce1 is a good mile broad4 ,we pass$ all our goods fir/1 to an isl& 9 ! middle1 !n ! cattle & m51 ,i occupy+ ! po/ ( honor1 be+ ! la/ to ent] ! canoe4 ,we _h1 by ?is means1 an opportunity ( help+ ea* o!r 9 case ( attack4 ,!y /ood arm$ at my back = "s "t4 ,i !n %[$ !m my wat*1 burn+-glass1 etc41 etc41 & kept !m amus$ till all 7 ov]1 except ^? :o c\ld g into ! canoe ) me4 ,i ?ank$ !m all = _! k9dness & wi%$ !m peace4 ,n9e days lat] !y 7 aga9 ?reat5$ by ,mp5de3 #bc;d ,janu>y1 #ahef4--;,at ,mp5de's ?is morn+ at sunrise1 a p>ty ( 8 p came close to our encampm5t1 us+ /range cries1 & wav+ "s r$ sub/ance t[>d u4 ,!y !n light$ a fire ) *>ms 9 x1 & dep>t$ utt]+ ! same hide\s screams z be=e4 ,?is is int5d$ to r5d] u p[]less1 & probably also to fright5 u4 ,no message has yet come f him1 ?\gh sev]al p>ties h arriv$1 & pr(ess to h come simply to see ! :ite man4 ,p>ties ( 8 p h be5 collect+ f all qu>t]s long be=e daybreak4 ,x w\ld be consid]$ a *all5ge--= u to move d[n ! riv]1 & an indication ( fe> & invitation to attack if we w5t back4 ,s we mu/ wait 9 pati5ce1 & tru/ 9 ,him :o has ! he>ts ( all m5 9 8 h&s4 ,to ,!e1 ,o ,god1 we look4 ,&1 oh6 ,?\ :o wa/ ! man ( sorr[s = ! sake ( poor vile s9n]s1 & did/ n disda9 ! ?ief's petition1 rememb] me & ,?y cause 9 ,africa4 ,s\l & body1 my family1 & ,?y cause1 ,i commit all to ,!e4 ,he>1 ,"l1 = ,jesus' sake4 ,9 ! entire records ( ,*ri/ian h]oism1 !re are few m rem>kable occasions ( ! triumph ( ! _s ( holy tru/ ?an ^? :i* are record$ "h s quietly & mode/ly4 ,we are c>ri$ back to ! days ( ! ,psalmi/3 ,i w n be afraid ( t5 ?\s& ( ! p t h set !mselves aga9/ me r\nd ab\t4 ,9 ! case ( ,david ,liv+/one z ( ! o!r ,david1 ! triumph ( confid5ce 0 n ! less wond]ful t x 0 prec$$ by no small inw>d tumult4 ,bo? 7 human creatures4 ,b 9 bo? ! flutt] la/$ only till ! s\l _h "t to rally its tru/--to ?9k ( ,god z a liv+ fri5d1 sure to help 9 "t ( ne$4 ,& h[ real is ! s5se ( ,god's pres5ce6 ,! m5tion ( ! two longitud9al ridges1 & ( ! refusal ( ! p to give m ?an two canoes1 side by side ) ! mo/ solemn appeals1 w\ld h be5 incongru\s1 or ev5 irrev]5t1 if ,liv+/one _h n felt t he 0 deal+ ) ! liv+ ,god1 by :om e /ep ( 8 own c>e] & e movem5t ( 8 enemies 7 absolutely controll$4 ,a s+le text (t5 gave him all ! help he ne$$3 ,x is s+ul>1 he says1 t ! v same text :i* recurr$ to my m9d at e turn ( my c\rse 9 life 9 ?is c\ntry & ev5 9 ,engl&1 %\ld be ! same z ,capta9 ,maclure1 ! discov]] ( ! ,nor?we/ ,passage1 m5tions 9 a lett] to 8 si/] z famili> 9 8 exp]i5ce3 ',tru/ 9 ! ,"l ) all ?9e he>t1 & lean n to ?9e own und]/&+4 ,9 all ?y ways ackn[l$ge ,him & ,he %all direct ?y /eps4 ,commit ?y way unto ?y ,"l2 tru/ also 9 ,him & ,he %all br+ x to pass4' ,_m m1 ,i h no d\bt1 ( our gallant seam5 feel t x is graceful to ackn[l$ge ! graci\s ,"l 9 :om we live & move & h our be+4 ,x is an advance surely 9 humanity f t devilry :i* glori$ 9 fe>+ nei!r ,god1 nor man1 nor ,devil1 & made our wood5 walls float+ hells4 ,8 be+ enabl$ to rea* ! sanctu>y ( p]fect peace 9 ! pres5ce ( 8 enemies 0 all ! m /rik+ if we consid]--:at he felt ke5ly--t to live among ! hea!n is 9 itself v f> f favorable to ! vigor or ! prosp]ity ( ! spiritual life4 ,travel+ f day to day among b>b>ians1 he says 9 8 ,j\rnal1 ex]ts a mo/ b5umb+ effect on ! religi\s feel+s ( ! s\l4 ,among ! subjects t occupi$ a l>ge %>e ( 8 ?\ghts 9 ^! long & labori\s j\rneys1 two appe> to h be5 especially prom95t3 fir/1 ! configuration ( ! c\ntry2 & second1 ! be/ way ( conduct+ missions1 & br++ ! p ( ,africa to ,*ri/4 ,! configuration ( int]tropical ,s\? ,africa _h long be5 ) him a subject ( e>ne/ /udy1 & n[ he _h come cle>ly to ! conclusion t ! middle "p 0 a table-l&1 depress$1 h[ev]1 9 ! c5tre1 & flank$ by longitud9al ridges on ! ea/ & we/2 t orig9ally ! depress$ c5tre _h conta9$ a va/ accumulation ( wat]1 :i* _h f\nd ways ( escape ?r\gh fissures 9 ! encircl+ fr+e ( m\nta9s1 ! result ( volcanic action or ( e>?quakes4 ,! ,victoria ,falls pres5t$ ! mo/ rem>kable ( ^! fissures1 & ?us s]v$ to v]ify & complete 8 !ory4 ,! great lakes 9 ! great he>t ( ,s\? ,africa 7 ! rema9s ( ! e>li] accumulation be=e ! fissures 7 =m$4 ,lake ',ngami1 l>ge ?\gh x 01 0 b a little fraction ( ! va/ lake t _h once spread itself ov] ! s\?4 ,?is view ( ! /ructure ( ,s\? ,africa he n[ f\nd1 f a communication :i* rea*$ him at ,l9yanti1 _h be5 anticipat$ by ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison1 :o 9 #aheb _h prop\nd$ x to ! ,geographical ,society4 ,liv+/one 0 only amus$ at ?us los+ ! cr$it ( 8 discov]y2 he cont5t$ himself ) a playful rem>k on 8 be+ cut out by ,sir ,rod]ick4 ,b ! co9cid5ce ( views 0 v rem>kable1 & x lay at ! f\ndation ( t bro!rlike intimacy & fri5d%ip :i* ev] m>k$ 8 relation ) ,mur*ison4 ,"o important be>+ ( ! geographical fact 0 ?is2 x 0 evid5t t :ile ! l[ di/ricts 7 unheal?y1 ! longitud9al ridges by :i* !y 7 fr+$ 7 salubri\s4 ,ano!r ( its be>+s 01 t x w\ld help !m to f9d ! c\rse & p]haps ! s\rces ( ! great riv]s1 & ?us facilitate comm]cial & mission>y op]ations4 ,! discov]y ( ! two heal?y ridges1 :i* made him s unwill+ to die at ! m\? ( ! ,loangwa1 gave him new hopes = missions & comm]ce4 ,^! & o!r matt]s connect$ ) ! /ate ( ! c\ntry =m$ ! subject ( regul> communications to ! ,geographical ,society4 ,betwe5 ,lo&a & ,quilimane1 six despat*es 7 writt5 at diff]5t po9ts#de4 ,=m]ly1 z we h se51 he _h writt5 ?r\gh a ,fell[ ( ! ,society1 8 fri5d & =m] fell[-travel]1 ,capta91 n[ ,colonel ,/eele2 b z ! ,colonel _h be5 call$ on duty to ! ,crimea1 he n[ address$ 8 lett]s to 8 c\ntryman1 ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison4 ,sir ,rod]ick 0 *>m$ ) ! complim5t1 & 0 n sl[ to turn x to acc\nt1 z appe>s f ! foll[+ lett]1 ! fir/ ( v _m communications :i* he address$ to ,liv+/one3 ,footnote #de3 ,! dates 7 ,pungo ,&ongo1 #bd? ,decemb]1 #ahfd2 ,cabango1 #ag? ,may1 #ahee2 ,l9yanti1 ,octob] #af1 #ahee2 ,*anyuni1 #be? ,janu>y1 #ahef2 ,tette1 #d? ,m>*1 #ahef2 ,quilimane1 #bc;d ,may1 #ahef4 #af ,,belgrave ,,squ>e1 ,octob] #b1 #ahee4 ,,my ,,de> ,,sir1--,y\r mo/ welcome lett] rea*$ me aft] ,i _h made a t\r 9 ! ,highl&s1 & j z ! meet+ ( ! ,briti% ,association = ! ,advancem5t ( ,sci5ce comm5c$4 ,i naturally communicat$ y\r despat* to ! ,geographical section ( t body1 & ! read+ ( x call$ =? an unanim\s expression ( admiration ( y\r labors & rese>*es4 ,9 tru?1 y w long ago1 ,i tru/1 h receiv$ ! cordial ?anks ( all ,briti% geograph]s = y\r unp>allel$ ex]tions1 & y\r successful accompli%m5t ( ! greate/ triumph 9 geographical rese>* :i* has be5 effect$ 9 our times4 ,i rejoice t ,i 0 ! individual 9 ! ,c\ncil ( ! ,briti% ,geographical ,society :o propos$ t y %\ld receive our fir/ gold m$al ( ! pa/ session1 & ,i ne$ n say t ! aw>d 0 made by an unanim\s & cordial vote4 ,p]mit me to ?ank y s9c]ely = hav+ select$ me z y\r correspond5t 9 ! abs5ce ( ,colonel ,/eele1 & to assure y t ,i %all consid] myself z mu* honor$1 z ,i %all c]ta9ly be gratifi$1 by e fre% l9e :i* y may h leisure to write to me4 ,anxi\sly hop+ t ,i may make y\r p]sonal acqua9tance1 & t y may return to u 9 heal? to receive ! homage ( all geograph]s1--,i rema91 my de> ,sir1 y\rs mo/ fai?fully1 ,,rodck99 ,i4 ,,mur*ison1 ,! o!r subject t *iefly occupi$ ,liv+/one's m9d at ?is "t 0 mission>y labor4 ,?is1 l all o!r labor1 requir$ to be organiz$1 on ! pr9ciple ( mak+ ! v be/ use ( all ! =ce t 0 or c\ld be contribut$ = mission>y ef=t4 ,) 8 fair1 op5 m9d1 he weigh$ ! old me?od ( mona/ic e/abli%m5ts1 &1 mutatis mut&is1 he ?\ght some?+ ( ! k9d might be v useful4 ,he ?\ght x unfair to judge ( :at ^! mona/]ies 7 9 _! p]iods ( y\? & vigor1 f ! rott5ness ( _! decay4 ,mod]n mission>y /ations1 inde$1 ) _! *ur*es1 s*ools1 & hospitals1 7 l ,prote/ant mona/]ies1 conduct$ on ! m :olesome pr9ciple ( family life2 b !y want$ /ability2 !y _h n f>ms l mona/]ies1 & h5ce !y requir$ to dep5d on ! "m c\ntry4 ,f infancy to decay !y 7 paup] in/itutions4 ,9 ,liv+/one's judgm5t !y ne$$ to h m ( ! self-support+ elem5t3 ,x w\ld be h]esy to m5tion ! idea ( pur*as+ l&s1 l religi\s end[m5ts1 among ! /iff ,congregationali/s2 b an end[m5t conf]r$ on a man :o w risk 8 life 9 an unheal?y climate1 9 ord]1 !reby1 to spread ,*ri/'s gospel among ! hea!n1 is r diff]5t1 ,i we51 f ! same giv5 to a man to act z pa/or to a numb] ( pr(ess$ ,*ri/ians4444 ,"s may ?9k x cr$itable to our pr9ciples t we h n a s+le acre ( l&1 ! gift ( ! ,colonial ,gov]nm5t1 9 our possession4 ,b x does n argue mu* = our =esight t we h n f>ms ( our own1 equal to ^? ( any colonial f>m]4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one ackn[l$g$ ! s]vices ( ! ,jesuit mission>ies 9 ! cause ( education & lit]ature1 & ev5 ( comm]ce4 ,b :ile conc$+ to !m ?is me$ ( praise1 he did n praise _! wor%ip4 ,he 0 sl[1 inde$1 to disp>age any =m ( wor%ip--any =m 9 :i* m51 h[ev] un5light5$1 gave expression to _! religi\s feel+s2 b he c\ld n away ) ! sight ( m5 ( intellig5ce kiss+ ! toe ( an image ( ! ,virg91 z he saw !m do+ 9 a ,portuguese *ur*1 & tak+ "p 9 s]vices 9 :i* !y did n1 & c\ld n1 believe4 ,if ! missions ( ! ,*ur* ( ,rome _h left good effects on "s p>ts ( ,africa1 h[ mu* great] bless+ might n come f ,prote/ant missions1 ) ! ,bible in/ead ( ! ,syllabus z _! basis1 & animat$ ) ! _s ( fre$om in/ead ( despotism6 ,) reg>d to t "p ( ,africa :i* he _h be5 explor+1 he gives 8 views at great l5g? 9 a lett] to ! ,directors1 dat$ ,l9yanti1 #ab? ,octob]1 #ahee4 ,aft] fully describ+ ! physical features ( ! c\ntry1 he fa/5s on ! "o elem5t :i*1 m ?an any o!r1 0 likely to h9d] missions--fev]4 ,he does n d5y t x is a s]i\s ob/acle4 ,b he argues at great l5g? t x is n insurm\ntable4 ,fev] yields to prop] treatm5t4 ,8 own exp]i5ce 0 no rule to indicate :at might be reckon$ on by o!rs4 ,8 j\rneys _h be5 made "u ! wor/ possible conditions4 ,bad food1 poor nurs+1 insuffici5t m$ic9es1 cont9ual dr5*+s1 exhau/+ heat & toil1 & we>+ anxiety _h caus$ mu* ( 8 illness4 ,he gives a t\*+ detail ( ! h>d%ips incid5t to 8 peculi> case1 f :i* o!r mission>ies w\ld be exempt$1 b ) *>act]i/ic manl9ess he *>ges ! ,directors n to publi% t "p ( 8 lett]1 le/ he %\ld appe> to be mak+ too mu* ( 8 trials4 ,sacrifices he c\ld nev] call !m1 because no?+ c\ld be wor?y ( t "n 9 ! s]vice ( ,him :o1 ?\gh he 0 ri*1 = our sakes became poor4 ,two or ?ree times e day he _h be5 wet up to ! wai/ 9 cross+ /reams & m>%y gr\nd4 ,! ra9 0 s dr5*+ t he _h (t5 to put 8 wat* "u 8 arm-pit to keep x dry4 ,8 good ox ,s9dbad w\ld nev] let him hold an umbrella4 ,8 b$ 0 on grass1 ) only a horse-clo? betwe54 ,8 food (t5 consi/$ ( bird-se$1 manioc-roots1 & meal4 ,no wond] if he suff]$ mu*4 ,o!rs w\ld n h all t to be>4 ,moreov]1 if ! fev] ( ! di/rict 0 sev]e1 x 0 almo/ ! only disease4 ,consumption1 scr(ula1 madness1 *ol]a1 canc]1 delirium trem5s1 & c]ta9 contagi\s diseases ( :i* mu* 0 he>d 9 civiliz$ c\ntries1 7 h>dly kn[n4 ,! beauty ( "s p>ts ( ! c\ntry c\ld n be surpass$4 ,mu* ( x 0 d5sely peopl$1 b 9 o!r p>ts ! population 0 scatt]$4 ,_m ( ! tribes 7 fri5dly1 &1 = reasons ( _! own1 w\ld welcome mission>ies4 ,! ,makololo1 = example1 furni%$ an invit+ field4 ,! dang]s he _h enc\nt]$ arose f ! irritat+ treatm5t ! tribes _h receiv$ f half-ca/ trad]s & slave-deal]s1 9 consequ5ce ( :i* !y _h impos$ c]ta9 taxes on travel]s1 :i*1 sometimes1 he & 8 bro!r-*>ti/s _h refus$ to pay4 ,!y 7 mi/ak5 = slave-deal]s4 ,b "* 0 a p[]ful educator4 ,a body ( mission>ies1 ma9ta9+ ev]y:]e ! "* ( hone/1 tru?ful1 k9d-he>t$ ,*ri/ian g5tlem51 w\ld scatt] su* prejudices to ! w9ds4 ,9 in/itut+ a comp>ison betwe5 ! direct & indirect results ( missions1 betwe5 conv]sion-"w & ! diffusion ( bett] pr9ciples1 he emphatically assigns ! pref]5ce to ! latt]4 ,n t he und]valu$ ! conv]sion ( ! mo/ abject creature t brea!d4 ,to ! man individually 8 conv]sion 0 ( ov] :elm+ consequ5ce1 b ) relation to ! f9al h>ve/1 x 0 m important to s[ ! se$ broadca/ ov] a wide field ?an to reap a few heads ( gra9 on a s+le spot4 ,conc5tration 0 n ! true pr9ciple ( missions4 ,! ,society itself _h felt ?is1 9 s5d+ ,morrison & ,milne to be lo/ among ! ?ree hundr$ millions ( ,*9a2 & ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 9 look+ to ! ,antipodes1 to ,patagonia1 to ,ea/ ,africa1 ) ! full k t *>ity began at home4 ,"t 0 m ess5tial ?an conc5tration4 ,ultimately !re w\ld be m conv]sions1 if only ! se$ 7 n[ m widely spread4 ,he concludes by po9t+ out ! diff]5ce betwe5 m]e worldly ent]prises & mission>y und]tak+s = ! good ( ! _w4 ,! _w ?\ght _! mission s*emes fanatical2 ! fri5ds ( missions1 on ! o!r h&1 c\ld welcome ! comm]cial ent]prises ( ! _w z fitt$ to be useful4 ,! ,africans 7 all deeply imbu$ ) ! _s ( trade4 ,comm]ce 0 s f> good t x taught ! p _! mutual dep5d5ce2 b ,*ri/ianity alone rea*$ ! c5tre ( ,african wants4 ,!oretically1 he concludes1 ,i w\ld pron\nce ! c\ntry ab\t ! junction ( ! ,leeba & ,leeambye or ,kabompo1 & riv] ( ! ,ba%ukulompo1 z a mo/ desirable c5tre-po9t = ! spread ( civilization & ,*ri/ianity2 b un=tunately ,i mu/ m> my report by say+ ,i feel a difficulty z to tak+ my *ildr5 !re )\t _! intellig5t self-d$ication4 ,i c speak = my wife & myself only4 ,,we ,,w ,,g1 ,,:oev] ,,rema9s ,,beh9d4 ,resum+ ! subject "s mon?s lat]1 aft] he _h got to ! sea-%ore1 he dwells on ! belt ( elevat$ l& ea/w>d f ! c\ntry ( ! ,makololo1 two degrees ( longitude broad1 & ( unkn[n l5g?1 z rem>kably suitable = ! resid5ce ( ,european mission>ies4 ,x 0 =m]ly occupi$ by ! ,makololo1 & !y _h a great desire to resume ! occupation4 ,"o great advantage ( su* a locality 0 t x 0 on ! bord] ( ! regions occupi$ by ! true negroes1 ! real nucleus ( ! ,african population1 to :om !y ow$ a great debt1 & :o _h %[n !mselves fri5dly & dispos$ to le>n4 ,x 0 8 e>ne/ hope t ! ,directors w\ld plant a mission "h1 & 8 belief t !y w\ld !reby conf] unlimit$ bless+ on ! regions beyond4 ,"s ( ! rem>ks 9 ^! passages1 & also 9 ! extracts :i* we h giv5 f 8 ,j\rnals1 are ( pr(\nd int]e/1 z indicat+ air important transition f ! ideas ( a m]e mission>y labor] to ^? ( a mission>y g5]al or /atesman4 ,9 ! e>ly "p ( 8 life he deem$ x 8 joy & 8 honor to aim at ! conv]sion ( individual s\ls1 & e>ne/ly did he labor & pray = t1 al?\gh 8 visible success 0 b small4 ,b z he gets bett] acqua9t$ ) ,africa1 & rea*es a m comm&+ po9t ( view1 he sees ! necessity = o!r "w4 ,! cont95t mu/ be survey$1 heal?y localities = mission-/ations mu/ be f\nd1 ! temptations to a curs$ traffic 9 human fle% mu/ be remov$1 ! products ( ! c\ntry mu/ be turn$ to acc\nt2 its :ole social economy mu/ be *ang$4 ,! accompli%m5t ( su* objects1 ev5 9 a limit$ degree1 w\ld be an imm5se s]vice to ! mission>y2 x w\ld be su* a prep>+ ( 8 way t a hundr$ ye>s h5ce ! spiritual results w\ld be f> great] ?an if all ! ef=t n[ 7 conc5trat$ on s+le s\ls4 ,to _m p]sons x appe>$ z if deal+ ) individual s\ls 7 ! only prop] "w ( a mission>y1 & z if "o :o _h be5 do+ su* "w w\ld be l[]+ himself if he accept$ any o!r4 ,liv+/one nev] /opp$ to reason z to :i* 0 ! high] or ! m desirable "w2 he felt t ,provid5ce 0 call+ him to be less ( a mission>y j\rneyman & m ( a mission>y /atesman2 b ! great end 0 ev] ! same-- ,,! ,,end ,,( ,,! ,,geographical ,,feat is ,,only ,,! ,,beg9n+ ,,( ,,! ,,ent]prise4 ,liv+/one rea*$ ! ,portuguese settlem5t ( ,tette on ! #c;d ,m>*1 #ahef1 & ! civiliz$ breakfa/ :i* ! comm&ant1 ,major ,sic>d1 s5t =w>d to him1 on 8 way1 0 a luxury l ,mr4 ,gabriel's b$ at ,lo&a1 & made him walk ! la/ eight miles )\t ! lea/ s5sation ( fatigue1 al?\gh ! road 0 s r\gh t1 z a ,portuguese soldi] rem>k$1 x 0 l to te> a man's life out ( him4 ,at ,lo&a he _h he>d ( ! battle ( ! ,alma2 aft] be+ 9 ,tette a %ort "t he he>d ( ! fall ( ,seba/opol & ! end ( ! ,crimean ,w>4 ,he rema9$ 9 ,tette till ! #bc;d ,april1 deta9$ by an attack ( fev]1 receiv+ extraord9>y k9dness f ! ,gov]nor1 &1 among o!r tok5s ( affection1 a gold *a9 = 8 daught] ,agnes1 ! "w ( an inhabitant ( ! t[n4 ,^! gifts 7 duly ackn[l$g$4 ,x 0 at ?is place t ,dr4 ,liv+/one left 8 ,makololo foll[]s1 ) in/ructions to wait = him till he %\ld return f ,engl&4 ,well entitl$ ?\gh he 0 to a long re/1 he delib]ately gave up ! possibility ( x1 by engag+ to return = 8 black companions4 ,9 ! case ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 re/ meant m]ely *ange ( employm5t1 & :ile re/+ & recov]+ f fev]1 he wrote a l>ge budget ( long & int]e/+ lett]s4 ,"o ( ^! 0 address$ to ! ,k+ ( ,portugal3 x af=ds cle> evid5ce t1 h[ev] mu* ,liv+/one felt call$ to reprobate ! de$s ( "s ( 8 subord9ates1 he _h a respectful feel+ = ! ,k+ himself1 a grateful s5se ( ! k9dness receiv$ f 8 ,african subjects1 & an hone/ desire to aid ! :olesome developm5t ( ! ,portuguese colonies4 ,x refutes1 by anticipation1 calumnies aft]w>d circulat$ to ! effect t ,liv+/one's real design 0 to wre/ ! ,portuguese settlem5ts 9 ,africa f ,portugal1 & to annex !m to ! ,briti% ,cr[n4 ,he ref]s mo/ gratefully to ! great k9dness & sub/antial aid he _h receiv$ f ,8 ,maje/y's subjects1 & is embold5$ !reby to address him on behalf ( ,africa4 ,he sugge/s c]ta9 agricultural products--especially :eat & a species ( wax--t might be cultivat$ ) enorm\s pr(it4 ,a great /imulus might be giv5 to ! cultivation ( o!r products--c(fee1 cotton1 sug>1 & oil4 ,mu* _h be5 done = ,angola1 b ) little result1 because ! coloni/s' leant on ,gov]nm5t in/ead ( tru/+ to !mselves4 ,illegitimate traffic 7! slave-trade7 0 n at pres5t remun]ative1 & n[ 0 ! "t to make a great ef=t to revive :olesome ent]prise4 ,a good road into ! int]ior w\ld be a great boon4 ,ef=ts to provide roads & canals _h fail$ = want ( sup]9t5d5ts4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one nam$ a ,portuguese eng9e] :o w\ld sup]9t5d admirably4 ,! fruits ( ! ,portuguese missions 7 /ill app>5t1 b !re 0 a great want ( lit]ature1 ( books4 ,x w n be d5i$1 concludes ! lett]1 t ^? :o1 l y\r ,maje/y1 h be5 plac$ ov] s _m human s\ls1 h a s]i\s responsibility re/+ ^u !m 9 ref]5ce to _! future welf>e4 ,! abs5ce also ( ,portuguese wom5 ,9 ! colony is a circum/ance :i* seems to m]it ! att5tion ( ,gov]nm5t = obvi\s reasons4 ,& if any ( ^! sugge/ions %\ld lead to ! =mation ( a middle class ( free labor]s1 ,i feel sure t ,angola w\ld h cause to bless y\r ,maje/y to ! remote/ "t4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one has (t5 be5 accus$ ( claim+ = himself ! cr$it ( discov]ies made by o!rs1 ( writ+ z if he _h be5 ! fir/ to trav]se r\tes 9 :i* he _h really be5 prec$$ by ! ,portuguese4 ,ev5 7 x true t n[ & !n an obscure ,portuguese trad] or travel] rea*$ spots t lay 9 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's subsequ5t r\te1 ! fact w\ld detract no?+ f 8 m]it1 because he d]iv$ n a tittle ( b5efit f _! exp]i5ce1 & :at he 0 conc]n$ ab\t 01 n ! m]e honor ( be+ fir/ at a place1 z if he _h be5 runn+ a race1 b to make x kn[n to ! _w1 to br+ x into ! circuit ( comm]ce & ,*ri/ianity1 & ?us place x "u ! influ5ce ( ! greate/ bless+s4 ,b ev5 z to be+ fir/1 ,liv+/one 0 c>eful n to claim any?+ t 0 really due to o!rs4 ,writ+ f ,tette to ,sir ,rod]ick 9 ,m>*1 #ahef1 he says3 ,x seems prop] to m5tion :at has be5 done 9 =m] times 9 ! way ( trav]s+ ! cont95t1 & ! result ( my inquiries leads to ! belief t ! honor belongs to our c\ntry4 ,he ref]s to ! brave attempt ( ,capta9 ,jos da ,roga1 9 #afgh1 to p5etrate f ,b5guela to ! ,rio da ,s5na1 9 :i* attempt1 h[ev]1 s mu* opposition 0 enc\nt]$ t he 0 compell$ to return4 ,9 #ahjj1 ,lac]da reviv$ ! project by propos+ a *a9 ( =ts along ! banks ( ! ,coanza4 ,9 #ahae1 two black trad]s %[$ ! possibility ( communication f ea/ to we/1 by br++ to ,lo&a communications f ! ,gov]nor ( ,mozambique4 ,"s ,arabs & ,moors w5t f ! ,ea/ ,coa/ to ,b5guela1 & ) a view to improve ! ev5t1 a million ( ,reis 7#adb7 & an honor>y capta9cy 9 ! ,portuguese army 0 (f]$ to any "o :o w\ld accompany !m back--b none w5t4 ,! j\rney _h sev]al times be5 p]=m$ by ,arabs4 ,i d n feel s mu* elat$1 cont9u$ ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 by ! prospect ( accompli%+ ?is feat4 ,i feel mo/ ?ankful to ,god = pres]v+ my life1 :]e s _m1 :o by sup]ior intellig5ce w\ld h done m good1 h be5 cut (f4 ,b x does n look z if ,i _h rea*$ ! goal4 ,view$ 9 relation to my call+1 ! end ( ! geographical feat is only ! beg9n+ ( ! ent]prise4 ,ap>t f family long+s1 ,i h a mo/ int5se long+ to he> h[ x has f>$ ) our brave m5 at ,seba/opol4 ,my la/ scrap ( intellig5ce 0 ! ,times1 #ag? ,novemb]1 #ahee1 aft] ! t]rible affair ( ! ,light ,cavalry4 ,! news 0 n c]ta9 ab\t a mo/ det]m9$ attack to =ce ! way to ,balaclava1 & ,seba/opol expect$ e day to fall1 & ,i h _h to repress all my long+s s9ce1 except 9 a poor pray] to prosp] ! cause ( ju/ice & "r1 & cov] ! heads ( our soldi]s 9 ! day ( battle4 ,a few days lat] he he>d ! news4 ,we are all engag$ 9 v mu* ! same cause4 ,geograph]s1 a/ronom]s1 & me*anicians1 labor+ to make m5 bett] acqua9t$ ) ea* o!r2 sanit>y re=m]s1 prison re=m]s1 promot]s ( ragg$ s*ools & ,nig] ,exp$itions2 soldi]s fight+ = "r aga9/ oppression1 & sailors rescu+ captives 9 deadly climes1 z well z mission>ies1 are all aid+ 9 ha/5+ on a glori\s consummation to all ,god's deal+s ) our race4 ,9 ! hope t ,i may yet be honor$ to d "s good to ?is poor long d[ntrodd5 ,africa1 ! g5tlem5 ov] :om y h ! honor to preside w1 ,i believe1 cordially jo94 ,f ,tette he w5t on to ,s5na4 ,aga9 he is treat$ ) extraord9>y k9dness by ,lieut5ant ,mir&a1 & o!rs1 & aga9 he is pro/rat$ by an attack ( fev]4 ,provid$ ) a com=table boat1 he at la/ rea*es ,quilimane on ! #bj? ,may1 & is mo/ k9dly receiv$ by ,colonel ,nunes1 "o ( ! be/ m5 9 ! c\ntry4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one has told u 9 8 book h[ 8 joy 9 rea*+ ,quilimane 0 embitt]$ on 8 le>n+ t ,capta9 ,maclure1 ,lieut5ant ,woodruffe1 & five m5 ( ,h4,m4,s4 ,d>t1 _h be5 dr[n$ (f ! b> 9 com+ to ,quilimane to pick him up1 & h[ he felt z if he w\ld r h di$ = !m#df4 ,footnote #df3 ,among ,liv+/one's pap]s we h f\nd draft lett] to ! ,admiralty1 e>ne/ly comm5d+ to _! ,lord%ip's favorable consid]ation a petition f ! wid[ ( "o ( ! m54 ,he _h nev] se5 h]1 he said1 b he _h be5 ! unconsci\s cause ( h] husb&'s dea?1 & all ! joy he felt 9 cross+ ! cont95t 0 embitt]$ :5 ! news ( ! sad cata/rophe rea*$ him4 ,news f across ! ,atlantic likewise in=m$ him t 8 nephew & namesake1 ,david ,liv+/on1 a f9e lad elev5 ye>s ( age1 _h be5 dr[n$ 9 ,canada4 ,all ! deep] 0 8 gratitude = ! goodness & m]cy t _h foll[$ him & pres]v$ him1 z he says 9 8 private ,j\rnal1 f _m dang]s n record$ 9 ?is book4 ,! retrospect 9 8 ,mission>y ,travels ( ! mann] 9 :i* 8 life _h be5 ord]$ up to ?is po9t1 is s /rik+ t our n>rative w\ld be defici5t if x did n conta9 x3 ,if ! read] rememb]s ! way 9 :i* ,i 0 l$1 :ile tea*+ ! ,bakwa9s1 to comm5ce exploration1 he w1 ,i ?9k1 recognize ! h& ( ,provid5ce4 ,ant]ior to t1 :5 ,mr4 ,m(fat began to give ! ,bible--! ,magna ,*>ta ( all ! rights & privileges ( mod]n civilization--to ! ,be*uanas1 ,sebituane w5t nor?1 & spread ! language into :i* he 0 translat+ ! sacr$ oracles1 9 a new region l>g] ?an ,france4 ,sebituane1 at ! same "t1 root$ out hordes ( bloody savages1 among :om no :ite man c\ld h gone )\t leav+ 8 skull to ornam5t "s village4 ,he op5$ up ! way = me--let u hope also = ! ,bible4 ,!n1 aga91 :ile ,i 0 labor+ at ,kolob5g1 see+ only a small arc ( ! cycle ( ,provid5ce1 ,i c\ld n und]/& x1 & felt incl9$ to ascribe our successive & prolong$ dr\ghts to ! wick$ "o4 ,b :5 =c$ by ^!1 & ! ,bo]s1 to become explor]1 & op5 a new c\ntry 9 ! nor? r ?an set my face s\?w>d1 :]e mission>ies are n ne$$1 ! graci\s ,_s ( ,god influ5c$ ! m9ds ( ! hea!n to reg>d me ) favor1 ! ,div9e h& is aga9 p]ceiv$4 ,!n ,i turn$ away we/w>d1 r ?an 9 ! opposite direction1 *iefly f obs]v+ t "s native ,portuguese1 ?\gh influ5c$ by ! hope ( a rew>d f _! ,gov]nm5t to cross ! cont95t1 _h be5 oblig$ to return f ! ea/ )\t accompli%+ _! object4 ,_h ,i gone at fir/ 9 ! ea/]n direction1 :i* ! c\rse ( ! great ,leeambye seem$ to invite1 ,i %\ld h come among ! bellig]5ts ne> ,tette :5 ! w> 0 rag+ at its height1 in/ead (1 z x happ5$1 :5 all 0 ov]4 ,& aga91 :5 enabl$ to rea* ,lo&a1 ! resolution to d my duty by go+ back to ,l9yanti probably sav$ me f ! fate ( my pap]s 9 ! ',=]unn]4' ,& !n1 la/ ( all1 ?is new c\ntry is p>tially op5$ to ! sympa?ies ( ,*ri/5dom1 & ,i f9d t ,se*le himself has1 ?\gh unbidd5 by man1 be5 tea*+ 8 own p4 ,9 fact1 he has be5 do+ all t ,i 0 prev5t$ f do+1 & ,i h be5 employ$ 9 explor+--a "w ,i _h no previ\s int5tion ( p]=m+4 ,i ?9k t ,i see ! op]ation ( ! ,unse5 ,h& 9 all ?is1 & ,i humbly hope t x w /ill guide me to d good 9 my day & g5]ation 9 ,africa4 ,9 look+ =w>d to ! "w to :i* ,provid5ce seem$ to be call+ him1 a communication receiv$ at ,quilimane di/urb$ him n a little4 ,x 0 f ! ,london ,mission>y ,society4 ,x in=m$ him t ! ,directors 7 re/rict$ 9 _! p[] ( aid+ plans connect$ only remotely ) ! spread ( ! gospel1 & t ev5 ?\gh c]ta9 ob/acles 7f tsetse1 etc47 %\ld prove surm\ntable1 ! f9ancial circum/ances ( ! ,society are n su* z to af=d any gr\nd ( hope t x w\ld be 9 a position )9 any def9ite p]iod to und]take untri$ any remote & difficult fields ( labor4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one v naturally und]/ood ?is z a decl9ature ( 8 proposals4 ,writ+ on ! subject to ,rev4 ,william ,?ompson1 ! ,society's ag5t at ,cape ,t[n1 he said3 ,i _h imag9$ 9 my simplicity t bo? my prea*+1 conv]sation1 & travel 7 z ne>ly connect$ ) ! spread ( ! gospel z ! ,bo]s w\ld all[ !m to be4 ,a plan ( op5+ up a pa? f ei!r ! ,ea/ or ,we/ ,coa/ = ! teem+ population ( ! int]ior 0 submitt$ to ! judgm5t ( ! ,directors1 & receiv$ _! =mal approbation4 ,i h be5 sev5 times 9 p]il ( my life f savage m5 :ile labori\sly & )\t sw]v+ pursu+ t plan1 & nev] d\bt+ t ,i 0 9 ! pa? ( duty4 ,inde$1 s cle>ly did ,i p]ceive t ,i 0 p]=m+ good s]vice to ! cause ( ,*ri/y t ,i wrote to my bro!r t ,i w\ld p]i% r ?an fail 9 my ent]prise4 ,i %all n boa/ ( :at ,i h done1 b ! wond]ful m]cy ,i h receiv$ w con/ra9 me to foll[ out ! "w 9 spite ( ! veto ( ! ,bo>d4 ,if x is accord+ to ! w ( ,god1 means w be provid$ f o!r qu>t]s4 ,a long lett] to ! ,secret>y gives a full] /atem5t ( 8 views4 ,x is s important z ?r[+ light on 8 mission>y consi/5cy1 t we give x 9 full 9 ! ,app5dix#dg4 ,footnote #dg3 ,app5dix ,no4 ,,iii4 ,! ,directors %[$ a mu* m sympa!tic _s :5 ,liv+/one came among !m1 b mean:ile1 z he tells u 9 8 book1 8 old feel+ ( indep5d5ce _h return$1 & x did n seem probable t he w\ld rema9 9 ! same relation to ! ,society4 ,aft] ,liv+/one _h be5 six weeks at ,quilimane1 ,h4,m4 brig ,frolic arriv$1 ) ample supplies = all 8 ne$1 & took him to ! ,mauritius1 :]e he arriv$ on #ab? ,augu/1 #ahef4 ,x 0 dur+ ?is voyage t ! lam5table insanity & suicide ( 8 native att5dant ,sekwebu occurr$1 ( :i* we h an acc\nt 9 ! ,mission>y ,travels4 ,at ! ,mauritius he 0 ! gue/ ( ,g5]al ,hay1 f :om he receiv$ ! greate/ k9dness1 & s rapid 0 8 recov]y f an affection ( ! sple5 :i* 8 num]\s fev]s _h bequea!d1 t be=e he left ! isl& he wrote to ,commodore ,trott] & o!r fri5ds t he 0 p]fectly well1 & q ready to g back to ,africa aga94 ,?is1 h[ev]1 0 n to be j yet4 ,9 ,novemb] he sail$ ?r\gh ! ,r$ ,sea1 on ! homew>d r\te4 ,he _h expect$ to l& at ,s\?ampton1 & !re ,mrs4 ,liv+/one & o!r fri5ds _h gone to welcome him4 ,b ! p]ils ( travel 7 n yet ov]4 ,a s]i\s accid5t befell ! %ip1 :i* might h be5 foll[$ by fatal results b = t good ,provid5ce t held ! life ( ,liv+/one s c>efully4 ,writ+ to ,mrs4 ,liv+/one f ! ,bay ( ,tunis 7#bg? ,novemb]1 #ahef71 he says3 ,we _h v r\gh wea!r aft] leav+ ,malta1 & ye/]day at midday ! %aft ( ! eng9e--an enorm\s mass ( malleable iron--broke ) a sort ( oblique fracture1 evid5tly f ! t]rific /ra9s :i* ! trem5d\s seas inflict$ z !y ?ump$ & toss$ ?is gigantic vessel l a play?+4 ,we 7 ne> ! isl& call$ ,zembra1 :i* is 9 sight ( ! ,bay ( ,tunis4 ,! w9d1 :i* _h be5 a full gale ahead :5 we did n require x1 n[ fell to a dead calm1 & a curr5t 0 drift+ our gallant %ip1 ) h] sails flapp+ all helplessly1 aga9/ ! rocks2 ! boats 7 provision$1 wat]$1 & arm$1 ! numb] ea* 0 to c>ry arrang$ 7! wom5 & *ildr5 to g 9 fir/1 ( c\rse71 :5 mo/ provid5tially a w9d sprung up & c>ri$ u out ( dang] into ! ,bay ( ,tunis1 :]e ,i n[ write4 ,! :ole affair 0 manag$ by ,capta9 ,p[ell mo/ admirably4 ,he 0 assi/$ by two g5tlem5 :om we all admire--,capta9 ,trege> ( ! same ,company1 & ,lieut5ant ,*imnis ( ! ,royal ,navy1 & ?\gh !y & ! sailors knew t ! vessel 0 s ne> de/ruction z to r5d] x c]ta9 t we %\ld sc>cely cle> h] 9 ! boats be=e ! swell w\ld h ov]:elm$ h]1 all 0 manag$ s quietly t none ( u pass5g]s knew mu* ab\t x4 ,?\gh we saw ! prep>ation1 no al>m spread among u4 ,! ,company w d ev]y?+ 9 _! p[] to =w>d u quickly & safely4 ,i'm only sorry = y\r sake1 b pati5ce is a great virtue1 y "k4 ,capta9 ,trege> has be5 six ye>s away f 8 family1 ,i only f\r & a half4 ,! pass5g]s 7 s5t on vi ,m>seilles1 & ,liv+/one proce$$ homew>d by ,p>is & ,dov]4 ,at la/ he rea*$ de> old ,engl& on ! #i? ( ,decemb]1 #ahef4 ,tid+s ( a great sorr[ _h rea*$ him on ! way4 ,at ,cairo he he>d ( ! dea? ( 8 fa!r4 ,he _h be5 ill a =tnight1 & di$ full ( fai? & peace4 ,y wi%$ s mu* to see ,david1 said 8 daught] to him z 8 life 0 ebb+ away4 ,ay1 v mu*1 v mu*2 b ! w ( ! ,"l be done4 ,!n aft] a pause he said1 ,b ,i ?9k ,i'll "k :atev] is wor? kn[+ ab\t him4 ,:5 y see him1 tell him ,i ?9k s4 ,david _h n less eag]ly desir$ to sit once m at ! fireside & tell 8 fa!r ( all t _h befall5 him on ! way4 ,on bo? sides ! desire _h to be class$ among hopes unfulfill$4 ,b on bo? sides !re 0 a vivid impression t ! joy s n>r[ly miss$ on e>? w\ld be f\nd 9 a pur] =m 9 ! next /age ( be+4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,,fir/ ,,visit ,,home4 ,a4,d4 #ahef-aheg4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one--,h] int5se anxieties--,h] poetical welcome--,congratulatory lett]s f ,mrs4 & ,dr1 ,m(fat--,meet+ ( welcome ( ,royal ,geographical ,society--( ,london ,mission>y ,society--,meet+ 9 ,mansion ,h\se--,en?usia/ic public meet+ at ,cape ,t[n--,liv+/one visits ,hamilton--,returns to ,london to write 8 book--,lett] to ,mr4 ,macle>--,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett's rem9isc5ces ( ?is p]iod--,mr4 ,fr$]ick ,fit*'s--,int]view ) ,pr9ce ,consort--,honors--,publication & great success ( ,mission>y ,travels--,"* & design ( ! book--,:y x 0 n m ( a mission>y record--,h&some conduct ( publi%]--,g5]\s use ( ! pr(its--,lett] to a lady 9 ,c>lisle v9dicat+ ! "* ( 8 spee*es4 ,! ye>s t _h elaps$ s9ce ,dr4 ,liv+/one bade 8 wife f>ewell at ,cape ,t[n _h be5 to h] ye>s ( deep & (t5 t]rible anxiety4 ,lett]s1 z we h se51 7 (t5 lo/1 & none seem m frequ5tly to h gone miss+ ?an ^? betwe5 him & h]4 ,a /rang] 9 ,engl&1 )\t a home1 brok5 9 heal?1 ) a family ( f\r to c>e =1 (t5 )\t tid+s ( h] husb& = great /ret*es ( "t1 & h>ass$ ) anxieties & appreh5sions t sometimes prov$ too mu* = h] fai?1 ! /ra9 on h] 0 v great4 ,^? :o knew h] 9 ,africa1 :51 que5 ( ! wagon1 & full ( life1 %e direct$ ! arrangem5ts & su/a9$ ! spirits ( a :ole p>ty1 w\ld h>dly h ?\ght h] ! same p]son 9 ,engl&4 ,:5 ,liv+/one _h be5 longe/ unhe>d (1 h] he>t sank altoge!r2 b ?r\gh pray]1 tranquillity ( m9d return$1 ev5 be=e ! arrival ( any lett] ann\nc+ 8 safety4 ,%e _h be5 wait+ = him at ,s\?ampton1 &1 ow+ to ! casualty 9 ! ,bay ( ,tunis1 he arriv$ at ,dov]1 b z soon z possible he 0 ) h]1 read+ ! poetical welcome :i* %e _h prep>$ 9 ! hope t !y w\ld nev] "p aga93 ,a hundr$ ?\s& welcomes1 & x's "t = y to come ,f ! f> l& ( ! =eign]1 to y\r c\ntry & y\r home4 ,o long z we 7 p>t$1 ev] s9ce y w5t away1 ,i nev] pass$ a dreamless night1 or knew an easy day4 ,s y ?9k ,i w\ld reproa* y ) ! sorr[s t ,i bore8 ,s9ce ! sorr[ is all ov]1 n[ ,i h y "h once m1 ,& !re's no?+ b ! gladness1 & ! love )9 my he>t1 ,& ! hope s sweet & c]ta9 t aga9 we'll nev] "p4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a hundr$ ?\s& welcomes6 h[ my he>t is gu%+ o'er ,) ! love & joy & wond] ?us to see y\r face once m4 ,h[ did ,i live )\t y ^! long long ye>s ( woe8 ,x seems z if 'tw\ld kill me to be p>t$ f y n[4 ,y'll nev] "p me1 d>l+1 !re's a promise 9 y\r eye2 ,i may t5d y :ile ,i'm liv+1 y may wat* me :5 ,i die2 ,& if dea? b k9dly lead me to ! bless$ home on high1 ,:at a hundr$ ?\s& welcomes w await y 9 ! sky6 ,,m>y4 ,hav+ = once lift$ ! dome/ic veil1 we _c resi/ ! temptation to look into ano!r corn] ( ! home circle4 ,among ! lett]s ( congratulation t p\r$ 9 at ?is "t1 none 0 m s9c]e or t\*+ ?an t :i* ,mrs4 ,liv+/one receiv$ f h] "m1 ,mrs4 ,m(fat#dh4 ,9 ! fullnes ( h] congratulations %e does n =get ! d>k %ad[ t falls on ! mission>y's wife :5 ! "t comes = h] to g back ) h] husb& to _! =eign home1 & requires h] to "p ) h] *ildr52 te>s & smiles m+le 9 ,mrs4 ,m(fat's lett] z %e rem9ds h] daught] t !y t rejoice ne$ to be z ?\gh !y rejoic$ n3 ,footnote #dh3 ,we h be5 greatly impress$ by ,mrs4 ,m(fat's lett]s4 ,%e 0 evid5tly a woman ( rem>kable p[]4 ,if h] life _h be5 publi%$1 we are conv9c$ t x w\ld h be5 a notable "o 9 mission>y biography4 ,he>t & head 7 evid5tly ( no common calibre4 ,p]haps x is n yet too late = "s fri5d to ?9k ( ?is4 ,kuruman1 ,decemb] #d1 #ahef4--,,my ,,de>e/ ,,m>y1--,9 proportion to ! anxiety ,i h exp]i5c$ ab\t y & y\r de> husb& = "s ye>s pa/1 s n[ is my joy & satisfaction2 ev5 ?\gh we h n yet he>d ! glad tid+s ( y\r hav+ really met1 b ?is = ! pres5t we take = grant$4 ,hav+ f ! fir/ be5 9 a subdu$ & *a/5$ /ate ( m9d on ! subject1 ,i endeavor /ill to be mod]ate 9 my joy4 ,) reg>d to y bo? (ttimes has ! s5t5ce ( dea? be5 pass$ 9 my m9d1 & at su* seasons ,i d>$ n1 desir$ n1 to rebel1 submissively leav+ all to ! ,div9e disposal2 b ,i n[ feel t ?is has be5 a suitable prep>ation = :at is be=e me1 hav+ to contemplate a complete sep>ation f y till t day :5 we meet ) ! spirits ( j m5 made p]fect 9 ! k+dom ( our ,fa!r4 ,yes1 ,i d feel solemn at dea?1 b !re is no melan*oly ab\t x1 = :at is our life1 s %ort & s transi5t8 ,& see+ x is s1 we %\ld be happy to d or to suff] z mu* z we c = him :o b\ght u ) 8 blood4 ,%\ld y g to ^? wilds :i* ,god has enabl$ y\r husb&1 ?r\gh num]\s dang]s & dea?s1 to p5etrate1 !re to sp5d ! rema9d] ( y\r life1 & z a consequ5ce !re to suff] manifold privations1 9 addition to ^? trials ?r\gh :i* y h already pass$--& !y h n be5 few 7= y _h a h>d life 9 ?is int]ior7--y w n ?9k all too mu*1 :5 y /& ) t multitude :o h wa%$ _! robes 9 ! blood ( ! ,lamb6 ,yet1 my de> ,m>y1 :ile we are yet 9 ! fle% my he>t w ye>n ov] y4 ,y are my own de> *ild1 my fir/-born1 & rec5t circum/ances h _h a t5d5cy to make me feel /ill m t5d]ly t[>d y1 & deeply z ,i h sympa?iz$ ) y = ! la/ few ye>s1 ,i %all n cease to d s = ! future4 ,already is my imag9ation busy pictur+ ! v>i\s sc5es ?r\gh :i* y mu/ pass1 f ! fir/ transport ( joy on meet+ till t pa9ful anxi\s h\r :5 y mu/ bid adieu to y\r d>l+s1 ) fa9t hopes ( ev] see+ !m aga9 9 ?is life2 & !n1 :at y may bo? h to pass ?r\gh 9 ^? inhospitable regions4444 ,f :at ,i saw 9 ,mr4 ,liv+/on's lett] to ,rob]t1 ,i 0 %ock$ to ?9k t t poor head1 9 ! prime ( manhood1 0 s l my own1 :o am lit]ally worn out4 ,! symptoms he describes are s l my own4 ,n[1 ) a little re/ & relaxation1 hav+ y\? on 8 side1 he might rega9 all1 b ,i _c help fe>+ = him if he da%es at once into h>d%ips aga94 ,he is c]ta9ly ! wond] ( 8 age1 & ) a little prud5ce z reg>ds 8 heal?1 ! /ores ( in=mation he n[ possesses might be turn$ to a mighty acc\nt = poor wret*$ ,africa4444 ,we d n yet see h[ ,mr4 ,l4 w get on--! case seems s complex4 ,i feel1 z ,i h (t5 done1 t z reg>ds ourselves x is a subject m = pray] ?an = delib]ation1 sep>at$ z we are by su* di/ances1 & su* a t>dy & ecc5tric po/4 ,i us$ to imag9e t :5 he 0 once got out safely f ?is d>k cont95t we %\ld only h to praise ,god = all 8 m]cies to him & to u all1 & = :at ,he _h effect$ by him2 b n[ ,i see we mu/ g on seek+ ! guidance & direction ( 8 provid5tial h&1 & su/a9+ & prev5t+ m]cy4 ,we _c cease to rememb] y daily1 & ?us our sympa?y w be kept alive ) y4444 ,dr4 ,m(fatt's congratulation to 8 son-9-law 0 calm & he>ty3 ,y\r explorations h creat$ imm5se int]e/1 & especially 9 ,engl&1 & t man mu/ be made ( b5d-lea!r :o c rema9 unmov$ at ! rehe>sal ev5 ( a ti! ( y\r d>+ ent]prises4 ,! honors await+ y at home w\ld be en\gh to make a score ( light heads dizzy1 b ,i h no fe> ( _! affect+ y\r upp] /ory1 beyond %[+ y t y\r labors to lay op5 ! recesses ( ! fa/ int]ior h be5 appreciat$4 ,x w be almo/ too mu* = de> ,m>y to he> t y are v]ily unsca!d4 ,%e has _h _m to sympa?ize ) h]1 & ,i d>esay _m h call$ y a v naughty man = ?us hav+ expos$ y\r life a ?\s& times4 ,be t z x may1 y h succe$$ beyond ! mo/ sangu9e expectations 9 lay+ op5 a _w ( immortal be+s1 all ne$+ ! gospel1 & at a "t1 n[ t w> is ov]1 :5 p may ex]t _! ex]gies on an object comp>$ ) :i* t :i* has occupi$ ! ma/] m9ds ( ,europe1 & exp5d$ s mu* money1 & %$ s mu* blood1 is b a phantom4 ,on ! #i? ( ,decemb]1 z we h se51 ,liv+/one arriv$ at ,london4 ,he w5t fir/ to ,s\?ampton1 :]e 8 wife 0 wait+ = him1 & on 8 return to ,london 0 quickly 9 communication ) ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison4 ,on ! #ae? ,decemb] ! ,royal ,geographic ,society held a special meet+ to welcome him4 ,sir ,rod]ick 0 9 ! *air2 ! att5dance 0 num]\s & di/+ui%$1 & includ$ "s ( ,liv+/one's previ\s fell[-travel]s1 ,colonel ,/eele1 ,capta9 ,v>don1 & ,mr4 ,oswell4 ,! ,presid5t ref]r$ to ! meet+ ( ,may1 #ahee1 :5 ! ,victoria or ,patron's m$al _h be5 aw>d$ to ,liv+/one = 8 j\rney f ! ,cape to ,l9yanti & ,lo&a4 ,n[ ,liv+/one _h add$ to t feat ! j\rney f ! ,atlantic ,ocean at ,lo&a to ! ,indian ,ocean at ,quilimane1 & dur+ 8 sev]al j\rneys _h travel$ ov] n less ?an elev5 ?\s& miles ( ,african gr\nd4 ,surpass+ ! ,fr5* mission>y travel]s1 ,hue & ,gabet1 he _h det]m9$1 by a/ronomical obs]vations1 ! site ( num]\s places1 hills1 riv]s1 & lakes1 previ\sly unkn[n4 ,he _h seiz$ e opportunity ( describ+ ! physical /ructure1 geology1 & climatology ( ! c\ntries trav]s$1 & mak+ kn[n _! natural products & capabilities4 ,he _h asc]ta9$ by exp]i5ce1 :at _h be5 only conjectur$ previ\sly1 t ! int]ior ( ,africa 0 a plateau int]sect$ by v>i\s lakes & riv]s1 ! wat]s ( :i* escap$ to ! ,ea/]n & ,we/]n oceans by deep r5ts 9 ! flank+ hills4 ,great ?\gh ^! a*ievem5ts 71 ! mo/ honorable' ( all ,liv+/one's acts _h yet to be m5tion$--! fidelity t kept 8 promise to ! natives1 :o1 hav+ accompani$ him to ,/4 ,paul de ,lo&a1 7 reconduct$ by him f t city to _! homes4 ,b>e =titude & virtue mu/ our m$ali/ h possess$1 :51 hav+ /ruggl$ at ! imm95t risk ( 8 life ?r\gh su* ob/acles1 & :51 escap+ f ! int]ior1 he _h be5 receiv$ ) true k9dness by our old allies1 ! ,portuguese at ,angola1 he nobly resolv$ to r$eem 8 promise & retrace 8 /eps to ! int]ior ( ! va/ cont95t6 ,h[ mu* inde$ mu/ ! influ5ce ( ! ,briti% "n be enhanc$ ?r\gh\t ,africa1 :5 x has be5 promulgat$ t our mission>y has ?us kept 8 plight$ ^w to ! poor natives :o fai?fully /ood by him6 ,on receiv+ ! m$al1 ,liv+/one apologiz$ = 8 ru/9ess 9 ! use ( 8 native tongue2 said t he _h only done 8 duty z a ,*ri/ian mission>y 9 op5+ up a "p ( ,africa to ! sympa?y ( ,*ri/5dom3 t ,/eele1 ,v>don1 or ,oswell might h done all t he _h done2 t z yet he 0 only buckl+ on 8 armor1 & !re=e 9 no condition to speak boa/fully2 & t ! ent]prise w\ld nev] be complete till ! slave-trade 0 aboli%$1 & ! :ole c\ntry op5$ up to comm]ce & ,*ri/ianity4 ,among ! di/+ui%$ m5 :o took "p 9 ! conv]sation t foll[$ 0 ,pr(essor ,ow54 ,he bore te/imony to ! value ( ,liv+/one's contributions to zoology & palontology1 n less cordial ?an ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison _h borne to 8 s]vice to geography4 ,he _h li/5$ ) v int5se int]e/ to ! sket*es ( ^! magnific5t sc5es ( animal life t 8 old & mo/ e/eem$ fri5d _h giv5 !m4 ,he cordially hop$ t _m m su* contributions w\ld foll[1 & express$ 8 admiration ( ! moral qualities ( ! man :o _h tak5 su* pa9s to keep 8 ^w4 ,9 ! recognition by o!r g5tlem5 ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's labors1 mu* /ress 0 laid on ! sci5tific accuracy ) :i* he _h laid d[n e po9t ov] :i* he _h travel$4 ,?anks 7 giv5 to ! ,portuguese au?orities 9 ,africa = ! rem>kable k9dness :i* !y _h inv>iably %[n him4 ,mr4 ,consul ,br& report$ tid+s f ,mr4 ,gabriel at ,lo&a1 to ! effect t a company ( ,sekeltu's p _h arriv$ at ,lo&a1 ) a c>go ( ivory1 & ?\gh !y _h n be5 v successful 9 bus9ess1 !y _h %[n ! practicability ( ! r\te4 ,he add$1 t ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 at ,lo&a1 _h writt5 "s lett]s to a newspap]1 :i* _h giv5 su* an impetus to lit]>y ta/e !re1 t a new j\rnal _h be5 />t$--! ,lo&a ,aurora4 ,on "o o!r po9t !re 0 a mo/ cordial expression ( feel+1 especially by ^? :o _h !mselves be5 9 ,s\? ,africa1--gratitude = ! unb\nd$ k9dness & hospitality t ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one _h %[n to ,s\? ,african travel]s 9 ! neighborhood ( _! home4 ,happily ,mrs4 ,liv+/one 0 pres5t1 & he>d ?is ackn[l$gm5t ( h] k9dness4 ,next day1 #af? ,decemb]1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h 8 reception f ! ,london ,mission>y ,society 9 ,freemason's ,hall4 ,"l ,%aftesbury 0 9 ! *air3 ,:at bett] ?+ c we d1 ask$ ! noble ,e>l1 ?an to welcome su* a man to ! %ores ( our c\ntry8 ,:at bett] ?an to receive him ) ?anksgiv+ & rejoic+s t he is sp>$ to refre% u ) 8 pres5ce1 & give 8 /r5g? to future ex]tions8 ,:at season m appropriate ?an ?is1 :5 at e he>?1 & 9 e congregation ( wor%ip]s1 ! "n ( ,*ri/ w be honor$ ) m ?an ord9>y devotion1 to receive a man ^: life & labors h be5 9 humble1 he>ty1 & will+ ob$i5ce to ! angels' song1 ',glory to ,god 9 ! highe/1 on e>? peace1 good-w t[>d m54' ,9 reply1 ,liv+/one ackn[l$g$ ! k9dness ( ! ,directors1 ) :om1 = sixte5 ye>s1 he _h nev] _h a ^w ( diff]5ce4 ,he ref]r$ to ! sl[ness ( ! ,african tribes1 9 explanation ( ! comp>atively small progress ( ! gospel among !m4 ,he cordially ackn[l$g$ ! great s]vices ( ! ,briti% squadron on ! ,we/ ,coa/ 9 ! repress+ ( ! slave-trade4 ,he _h be5 told t to make su* explorations z he 0 engag$ 9 0 only a tempt+ ( ,provid5ce1 b su* ridicul\s ass]tions 7 only ! utt]ances ( ! weak] bre?r54 ,"l ,%aftesbury's words at ! close ( ?is meet+1 9 honor ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 des]ve to be p]petuat$3 ,t lady1 he said1 0 born ) "o di/+ui%$ "n1 :i* %e _h *ang$ = ano!r4 ,%e 0 born a ,m(fat1 & %e became a ,liv+/one4 ,%e *e]$ ! e>ly "p ( our fri5d's e>n] by h] _s1 h] c\nsel1 & h] society4 ,aft]w>d1 :5 %e rea*$ ?is c\ntry1 %e pass$ _m ye>s ) h] *ildr5 9 solitude & anxiety1 suff]+ ! greate/ fe>s = ! welf>e ( h] husb&1 & yet endur+ all ) pati5ce & resignation1 & ev5 joy1 because %e _h surr5d]$ h] be/ feel+s1 & sacrific$ h] own private int]e/s1 to ! advancem5t ( civilization & ! great int]e/s ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,a m g5]al meet+ 0 held 9 ! ,mansion ,h\se on ! #e? ( ,janu>y1 to consid] ! propriety ( pres5t+ a te/imonial to ,dr4 ,liv+/one4 ,x 0 address$ by ! ,bi%op ( ,london1 ,mr4 ,raikes ,currie1 & o!rs4 ,mean:ile1 a s5sible impulse 0 giv5 to ! sci5tific en?usiasm = ,liv+/one by ! arrival ( ! report ( a great meet+ held 9 ,africa itself 9 honor ( ! mission>y explor]4 ,at ,cape ,t[n1 on #ab? ,novemb]1 #ahef1 ,8 ,excell5cy ! ,gov]nor1 ,sir ,george ,grey1 ! ,colonial ,secret>y1 ! ,a/ronom]-,royal1 ! ,attorney-,g5]al1 ,mr4 ,ru!rfoord1 ! ,bi%op1 ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,?ompson1 & o!rs1 vi$ ) ea* o!r 9 express+ _! s5se ( ,liv+/one's "* & "w4 ,! te/imony ( ! ,a/ronom]-,royal to ,liv+/one's em95ce z an a/ronomical obs]v] 0 ev5 m emphatic ?an ,mur*ison's & ,ow5's to 8 atta9m5ts 9 geography & natural hi/ory4 ,go+ ov] 8 :ole c>e]1 ,mr4 ,macle> %[$ 8 unexampl$ a*ievem5ts 9 accurate lun> obs]vation4 ,i nev] knew a man1 he said1 :o1 kn[+ sc>cely any?+ ( ! me?od ( mak+ geographical obs]vations1 or lay+ d[n positions1 became s soon an adept1 t he c\ld take ! complete lun> obs]vation1 & altitudes = "t1 )9 fifte5 m9utes4 ,8 obs]vations ( ! c\rse ( ! ,zambesi1 f ,se%ke to its conflu5ce ) ! ,lonta1 7 consid]$ by ! ,a/ronom]-,royal to be ! f9e/ specim5s ( s\nd geographical obs]vation he ev] met )4 ,to give an idea ( ! labori\sness ( ?is bran* ( 8 "w1 he adds1 on an av]age ea* lun> di/ance consi/s ( five p>tial obs]vations1 & !re are #adh sets ( di/ances1 be+ #gdj contacts1--& !re are two altitudes ( ea* object be=e1 & two aft]1 :i*1 toge!r ) altitudes = "t1 am\nt to #bhab p>tial obs]vations4 ,b t is n ! :ole ( 8 obs]vations4 ,"s ( !m intru/$ to an ,arab h n be5 receiv$1 & 9 ref]5ce to ^? transmitt$ he says1 ',i h tak5 o!rs :i* ,i d n ?9k x necess>y to s5d4' ,h[ completely all ?is /amps ! impress ( ,liv+/one on ! int]ior ( ,s\? ,africa6444 ,i say1 :at t man has done is unprec$5t$4444 ,y c\ld g to any po9t across ! entire cont95t1 along ,liv+/one's track1 & feel c]ta9 ( y\r position#di4 ,footnote #di3 ,x seems unacc\ntable t 9 ! face ( su* unrival$ te/imonies1 reflections %\ld cont9ue to be ca/ on ,liv+/one's sci5tific accuracy1 ev5 s late z ! meet+ ( ! ,briti% ,association at ,%effield 9 #ahgi4 ,! family ( ! late ,sir ,?omas ,macle> h s5t home 8 collection ( ,liv+/one's pap]s4 ,!y fill a box :i* "o man c\ld ) difficulty c>ry4 ,& _! mass is f> f _! mo/ /rik+ quality4 ,! evid5ce ( labori\s1 pa9/ak+ c>e to be accurate is almo/ unprec$5t$4 ,folio volumes ( pages cov]$ ) figures %[ h[ mu* "t & labor mu/ h be5 sp5t 9 ^! computations4 ,explanatory rem>ks (t5 indicate ! p>ticul>s ( ! obs]vation4 ,foll[+ ?is unrival$ eulogium on ! sci5tific p[]s ( ,liv+/one came ! te/imony ( ,mr4 ,?ompson to 8 mission>y ardor3 ',i am 9 a position to express my e>ne/ conviction1 =m$ 9 long1 intimate1 unres]v$ communications ) him1 p]sonally & by lett]1 t 9 ! privations1 suff]+s1 & dang]s he has pass$ ?r\gh1 dur+ ! la/ eight ye>s1 he has n be5 actuat$ by m]e curiosity2 or ! love ( adv5ture1 or ! ?ir/ = applause1 or by any o!r object1 h[ev] laudable 9 itself1 less ?an 8 av[$ "o z a mess5g] ( ,*ri/ian love f ! ,*ur*es4 ,if ev] !re 0 a man :o1 by realiz+ ! obligations ( 8 sacr$ call+ z a ,*ri/ian mission>y1 & intellig5tly compreh5d+ its object1 s\ght to pursue x to a successful issue1 su* a man is ,dr4 ,liv+/one4 ,! _s 9 :i* he engages 9 8 "w may be se5 9 ! foll[+ extract f "o ( 8 lett]s3 ',y k9dly say y fe> = ! result ( my go+ 9 alone4 ,i hope ,i am 9 ! way ( duty2 my own conviction t su* is ! case has nev] wav]$4 ,i am do+ some?+ = ,god4 ,i h prea*$ ! gospel 9 _m a spot :]e ! "n ( ,*ri/ has nev] be5 he>d1 & ,i w\ld wi% to d /ill m 9 ! way ( r$uc+ ! ,b>otse language1 if ,i _h n suff]$ s sev]ely f fev]4 ,exhau/ion produc$ v]tigo1 caus+ me1 if ,i look$ sudd5ly up1 almo/ to lose consci\sness2 ?is made me give up s$5t>y "w2 b ,i hope ,god w accept ( :at ,i c d4' ,a ?ird g5tleman at ?is meet+1 ,mr4 ,ru!rfoord1 :o _h kn[n ,liv+/one = _m ye>s1 besides describ+ him z "o ( ! mo/ honorable1 b5evol5t1 consci5ti\s m5 ,i ev] met )1 bore te/imony to 8 capacity 9 m]cantile affairs2 n ex]cis$ 9 8 own int]e/1 b 9 t ( o!rs4 ,x 0 ,mr4 ,ru!rfoord :o1 :5 ,liv+/one 0 at ! ,cape 9 #aheb1 ent]$ into 8 plans = supplant+ ! slave-trade by lawful traffic1 & at 8 sugge/ion engag$ ,george ,flem+ to g nor? ) him z a trad]1 & try ! exp]im5t4 ,! project 0 n v successful1 ow+ to innum]able un=ese5 worries1 & especially ! rascality ( ,flem+'s m54 ,liv+/one f\nd x impossible to take ,flem+ to ! coa/1 & _h !re=e to s5d him back1 b he did 8 utmo/ to prev5t loss to 8 fri5d2 & ?us1 z ,mr4 ,ru!rfoord said1 at ! v "t t he 0 engag$ 9 su* important duties1 & expos$ to su* difficulties1 he f\nd "t to fulfill 8 promise to d :at he c\ld to save me f loss1 to att5d to a matt] q =eign to 8 usual avocations1 & 9 :i* he _h no p]sonal int]e/2 & by 8 en]gy & good s5se1 & self-d5y+ ex]tions1 to r5d] ! plan1 if n p]fectly successful1 yet by no means a failure4 ,travel]1 geograph]1 zoologi/1 a/ronom]1 mission>y1 physician1 & m]cantile director1 did ev] man su/a9 s _m *>act]s at once8 ,or did ev] man p]=m ! duties ( ea* ) su* pa9/ak+ accuracy & s great success8 ,z soon z he c\ld te> himself f 8 fir/ engagem5ts1 he ran d[n to ,hamilton to see 8 "m1 *ildr51 & o!r relatives4 ,8 fa!r's empty *air deeply affect$ him4 ,! fir/ ev5+1 writes "o ( 8 si/]s1 he ask$ all ab\t 8 illness & dea?4 ,"o ( u rem>k+ t aft] he knew he 0 dy+ 8 spirits seem$ to rise1 ,david bur/ into te>s4 ,at family wor%ip t ev5+ he said ) deep feel+--',we bless !e1 ,o ,"l1 = our p>5ts2 we give !e ?anks = ! dead :o has di$ 9 ! ,"l4' ,at fir/ ,liv+/one ?\ght t 8 /ay 9 ?is c\ntry c\ld be only = ?ree or f\r mon?s1 z he 0 eag] to be at ,quilimane be=e ! unheal?y season set 91 & ?us fulfill 8 promise to return to 8 ,makololo at ,tette4 ,b on receiv+ an assurance f ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t 7:i*1 h[ev]1 0 nev] fulfill$ by !m7 t 8 m5 w\ld be look$ aft]1 he made up 8 m9d = a some:at long] /ay4 ,b x c\ld n be call$ re/4 ,z soon z he c\ld settle d[n he _h to set to "w ) a book4 ,s long be=e z ,may1 #ahef1 ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison _h writt5 to him t ,mr4 ,john ,murray1 ! great publi%]1 is mo/ anxi\s to induce y to put toge!r all y\r data1 & to make a good book1 add+ 8 own /rong advice to comply ) ! reque/4 ,if he ev] d\bt$ ! propriety ( writ+ ! book1 ! d\bt mu/ h vani%$1 n only 9 view ( ! unequal$ int]e/ excit$ by ! subject1 b also ( ! read9ess ( unpr9cipl$ adv5tur]s1 & ev5 "s respectable publi%]s1 to circulate n>ratives (t5 my?ical & q unau?oriz$4 ,! e>ly "p ( ! ye> #aheg 0 ma9ly occupi$ ) ! labor ( writ+4 ,= ?is he _h mat]ials 9 ! ,j\rnals :i* he _h kept s c>efully2 b ! bus9ess ( selection & supplem5t+ 0 labori\s1 & ! task ( arrangem5t & transcription v irksome4 ,9 fact1 ?is task tri$ ! pati5ce ( ,liv+/one m ?an any :i* he _h yet und]tak51 & he us$ to say t he w\ld r cross ,africa ?an write ano!r book4 ,8 exp]i5ce ( book-mak+ increas$ 8 respect = au?ors & au?oresses a hundr$-fold6 ,we are n1 h[ev]1 incl9$ to ?9k t ?is trial 0 due to ! cause :i* ,liv+/one assign$1--8 want ( exp]i5ce1 & want ( comm& ov] ! ,engli% tongue4 ,he 0 by no means an inexp]i5c$ writ]4 ,he _h writt5 l>ge volumes ( ,j\rnals1 memoirs = ! ,geographical ,society1 articles on ,african ,missions1 lett]s = ! ,mission>y ,society1 & private lett]s )\t end1 ea* usually z long z a pamphlet4 ,he 0 ma/] ( a cle>1 simple1 idiomatic /yle1 well fitt$ to record ! incid5ts ( a j\rney--sometimes poetical 9 its vivid pictures1 (t5 bright5+ into humor1 & sometimes deep5+ into pa?os4 ,view+ x page by page1 ! /yle ( ! ,mission>y ,travels is admirable1 ! *ief defect be+ want ( p]spective2 ! book is m a collection ( pieces ?an an organiz$ :ole3 a fault inevitable1 p]haps1 9 "s measure1 f its nature1 b aggravat$1 z we believe1 by ! ha/e & pressure "u :i* x _h to be writt54 ,9 8 e>li] private lett]s1 ,liv+/one1 9 8 s+le-he>t$ desire to r\se ! _w on ! subject ( ,africa1 us$ to regret t he c\ld n write 9 su* a way z to comm& g5]al att5tion3 _h he be5 ma/] ( ! fl[+ p]iods ( ! ,ed9burgh ,review1 he ?\ght he c\ld h done mu* m good4 ,9 po9t ( fact1 if he _h _h ! p5 ( ,samuel ,johnson1 or ! tongue ( ,edmund ,burke1 he w\ld n h made ! impression he did4 ,8 simple /yle & pla9 spee* 7 em95tly 9 h>mony ) 8 tru?ful1 unexagg]at+ nature1 & %[$ t he nei!r wrote nor spoke = effect1 b simply to utt] tru?4 ,:at made 8 "w ( composition irksome 01 on ! "o h&1 ! fe> t he 0 n do+ x well1 & on ! o!r1 ! necessity ( do+ x quickly4 ,he _h always a dread t 8 ,engli% 0 n up to ! critical m>k1 & yet he 0 oblig$ to hurry on1 & leave ! ,engli% z x dropp$ f 8 p54 ,he _h no "t to plan1 to %ape1 to organize2 ! ar*itectural tal5t c\ld n be br\ght into play4 ,add to ?is t he _h be5 s accu/om$ to op5-air life & physical ex]cise1 t ! close air & s$5t>y attitude ( ! /udy mu/ h be5 exce$+ly irksome2 s t x is h>dly less wond]ful t 8 heal? /ood ! conf9em5t ( book-mak+ 9 ,engl&1 ?an t x surviv$ ! te> & we>1 labor & sorr[1 ( all 8 j\rneys 9 ,africa4 ,an extract f a lett] to ,mr4 ,macle>1 on ! eve ( 8 beg9n+ 8 book 7#ba/ ,janu>y1 #aheg71 w %[ h[ 8 ?\ghts 7 runn+3 ,i beg9 to-morr[ to write my book1 & z ,i h a l>ge p>ty ( m5 7#aaj7 wait+ = me at ,tette1 & ,i promis$ to jo9 !m 9 ,april next1 y w see ,i %all h en\gh to d to get ov] my "w "h be=e ! end ( ! mon?4444 ,_m ?anks = all ! k9d ?+s y said at ! ,cape ,t[n meet+4 ,"h !y laud me till ,i %ut my eyes1 = only try+ to d my duty4 ,!y ought to vote ?anks to ! ,bo]s :o set me free to discov] ! f9e new c\ntry4 ,!y 7 det]m9$ to %ut ! c\ntry1 & ,i 0 det]m9$ to op5 x4 ,!y boa/$ to ! ,portuguese t !y _h expell$ two mission>ies1 & outwitt$ !mselves r4 ,i got ! gold m$al1 z y pr$ict$1 & ! fre$om ( ! t[n ( ,hamilton1 :i* insures me protection f ! paym5t ( jail fees if put 9 prison6 ,9 writ+ 8 book1 he sometimes work$ 9 ! h\se ( a fri5d1 b g5]ally 9 a ,london or suburban lodg+1 (t5 ) 8 *ildr5 ab\t him1 & all _! noise2 =1 z 9 ! ,blantyre mill1 he c\ld ab/ract 8 att5tion f s\nds ( :atev] k9d1 & g on calmly ) 8 "w4 ,busy ?\gh he 01 ?is mu/ h be5 "o ( ! happie/ times 9 8 life4 ,"s ( 8 *ildr5 /ill rememb] 8 walks & romps ) !m 9 ! ,b>net woods1 ne> :i* !y liv$ "p ( ! "t--h[ he w\ld sudd5ly plunge into ! f]ny ?icket1 & set !m look+ = him1 z p look$ = him aft]w>d :5 he disappe>$ 9 ,africa1 com+ out all at once at "s unexpect$ corn] ( ! ?icket4 ,"o ( 8 greate/ tr\bles 0 ! p5ny po/4 ,p us$ to ask him ! mo/ frivol\s que/ions4 ,at fir/ he /ruggl$ to answ] !m1 b 9 a few weeks he _h to give ?is up 9 despair4 ,! simplicity ( 8 he>t is se5 9 ! *ildlike joy ) :i* he welcomes ! e>ly products ( ! spr+4 ,he writes to ,mr4 ,macle> t1 "o day at ,pr(essor ,ow5's1 !y _h se5 daisies1 primroses1 haw?orns1 & rob9-r$brea/s4 ,does n ,mrs4 ,macle> envy u8 ,x 0 s pleasant4 ,b a bett] idea ( 8 mode ( life at home w be convey$ by ! notes ( "s ( ! fri5ds ) :om he /ay$4 ,= t purpose1 we resume ! recollections ( ,dr4 ,risdon ,b5nett3 ,on return+ to ,engl&1 aft] 8 fir/ great j\rney ( discov]y1 he & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one /ay$ 9 my h\se = "s "t1 & ,i _h frequ5t conv]sations ) him on subjects connect$ ) 8 ,african life1 especially on su* z relat$ to natural hi/ory & m$ic9e1 on :i* he _h ga!r$ a fund ( in=mation4 ,8 obs]vation ( mal>i\s diseases1 & ! me?ods ( treatm5t adopt$ by bo? ! natives & ,europeans1 _h l$ him to =m v def9ite & decid$ views1 especially 9 ref]5ce to ! use ( purgatives1 prelim9>y to1 & 9 conjunction )1 qu99e & o!r ackn[l$g$ febrifuge m$ic9es4 ,he _h1 :ile /ay+ ) me1 "o ( ^? febrile attacks to :i* p]sons :o h once suff]$ f mal>i\s disease are s liable1 & ,i c\ld n fail to rem>k 8 s5sible obs]vations !reon1 & 8 judici\s managem5t ( 8 sickness4 ,he _h a great natural pr$ilection = m$ical sci5ce1 & always took great int]e/ 9 all t relat$ to ! pr(ession4 ,i endeavor$ to p]suade him to commit to writ+ ! results ( 8 m$ical obs]vations & exp]i5ce among ! natives ( ,africa1 b he 0 too mu* occupi$ ) ! prep>ation ( 8 ,j\rnal = ! press to enable him to d ?is4 ,moreov]1 z he (t5 said1 writ+ 0 a great drudg]y to him4 ,he1 h[ev]1 att5d$ ) me ! meet+s ( "s ( ! m$ical societies1 & gave "s v]bal acc\nts ( 8 m$ical exp]i5ce :i* greatly int]e/$ 8 audi5ce4 ,8 rem>ks on climates1 food1 & cu/oms ( ! natives1 9 ref]5ce to ! orig9 & spread ( disease1 ev9c$ ! same acut5ess ( obs]vation :i* *>act]iz$ all ! records ( 8 life4 ,he specially comm5t$ on ! abs5ce ( consumption & all =ms ( tub]cul> disease among ! natives1 & connect$ ?is ) _! con/ant exposure & out-(-door life4 ,aft] leav+ my h\se he _h lodg+s 9 ,*elsea1 & us$ frequ5tly to come & sp5d ! ,sunday aft]noon ) my family1 (t5 br++ 8 si/]1 :o 0 /ay+ ) him1 & 8 two eld] *ildr54 ,x 0 beautiful to obs]ve h[ ?or\ghly he enjoy$ dome/ic life & ! society ( *ildr51 h[ /rong 0 8 atta*m5t to 8 own family aft] 8 long & frequ5t sep>ations f !m1 & h[ entirely he _h reta9$ 8 simplicity ( "*4 ,l s _m ( 8 c\ntrym51 he _h a ke5 s5se ( humor1 :i* frequ5tly came into play :5 relat+ 8 _m adv5tures & h>d%ips4 ,on ! latt] he nev] dilat$ 9 ! way ( compla9t1 & he _h little sympa?y )1 or respect =1 ^? travel]s :o did s4 ,nor 0 he apt to say mu* on direct religi\s topics1 or on ! results ( 8 mission>y ef=ts z a ,*ri/ian tea*]4 ,he _h unb\nd$ confid5ce 9 ! influ5ce ( ,*ri/ian "* & pr9ciples1 & gave _m illu/rations ( ! effect produc$ on ! m9ds & conduct ( ! b5ight$ & savage tribes ) :om he 0 br\ght into contact by 8 own unv>y+ uprightness ( conduct & self-d5y+ labor4 ,! fa!rly "* ( ,god1 8 nev]-fail+ goodness & m]cy1 & ! inf9ite love ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 & efficacy ( 8 aton+ sacrifice1 appe>$ to be ! topics on :i* he lov$ *iefly to dwell4 ,! all-p]vad+ deadly evils ( slav]y1 & ! atrocities ( ! slave-trade1 nev] fail$ to excite 8 righte\s indignation4 ,if ev] he 0 betray$ into unmeasur$ language1 x 0 :5 ref]r+ to ^! topics1 or :5 speak+ ( ! injuri\s influ5ce ex]t$ on ! native m9d by ! cruel & unpr9cipl$ conduct ( wick$ & selfi% trad]s4 ,8 love = ,africa1 & confid5ce 9 ! /eady dawn ( bright] days = its oppress$ races1 7 unb\nd$4 ,f a memb] ( ano!r family1 t ( ,mr4 ,fr$]ick ,fit*1 ( ,highbury ,new ,p>k1 ) :om also ! ,liv+/ones sp5t "p ( _! "t1 we h "s homely b graphic rem9isc5ces3 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 v simple & unpret5d+1 & us$ to be annoy$ :5 he 0 made a lion (4 ,once a well-kn[n g5tleman1 :o 0 adv]tis$ to deliv] a lecture next day1 call$ on him to pump him = mat]ial4 ,! ,doctor sat r quiet1 &1 )\t be+ rude1 treat$ ! g5tleman to monosyllabic answ]s4 ,he c\ld d t--c\ld keep p at a di/ance :5 !y want$ to make capital out ( him4 ,:5 ! /rang] _h left1 turn+ to my "m1 he w\ld say1 ',i'll tell y any?+ y l to ask4' ,he nev] lik$ to walk 9 ! /reets = fe> ( be+ mobb$4 ,once he 0 mobb$ 9 ,reg5t /reet1 & did n "k h[ he 0 to escape1 till he saw a cab1 & took refuge 9 x4 ,= ! same reason x 0 pa9ful = him to g to *ur*4 ,once1 be+ anxi\s to g ) u1 my fa!r p]suad$ him t1 z ! seat at ! top ( our pew 0 "u ! gall]y1 he w\ld n be se54 ,z soon z he ent]$1 he held d[n 8 head1 & kept x cov]$ ) 8 h&s all ! "t1 b ! prea*] someh[ caught sight ( him1 & r unwisely1 9 8 la/ pray]1 adv]t$ to him4 ,?is gave ! p ! k t he 0 9 ! *apel1 & aft] ! s]vice !y came troop+ t[>d him1 ev5 ov] ! pews1 9 _! anxiety to see him & %ake h&s#ej4 ,footnote #ej3 ,a simil> occurr5ce took place 9 a *ur* at ,ba? dur+ ! meet+s ( ! ,briti% ,association 9 #ahfd ,dr4 ,liv+/one usually conduct$ our family wor%ip4 ,on ,sunday morn+ he always gave u a text = ! day4 ,8 pray]s 7 v direct & simple1 j l a *ild ask+ 8 ,fa!r = :at he ne$$4 ,he 0 always c>eful z to dress & appe>ance4 ,?is 0 8 habit 9 ,africa1 too1 & ) ,mrs4 ,liv+/one x 0 ! same4 ,!y ?\ght t ?is 0 fitt$ to secure respect = !mselves1 & t x 0 = ! good ( ! natives too1 z x 0 s difficult to impress !m ) prop] ideas on ! subject ( dress4 ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one 7 mu* atta*$1 & ?or\ghly und]/ood ea* o!r4 ,! doctor 0 sportive & fond ( a joke1 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one ent]$ into 8 humor4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one 0 t]ribly anxi\s ab\t h] husb& :5 he 0 9 ,africa1 b be=e o!rs %e conceal$ h] emotion4 ,9 society bo? 7 res]v$ & quiet4 ,nei!r ( !m c>$ = gr&eur2 x 0 a great trial to ,dr4 ,liv+/one to g to a gr& d9n]4 ,yet 9 8 quiet way he w\ld ex]cise an influ5ce at ! d9n]-table4 ,he told u t once at a d9n] at ,"l ----'s1 e "o 0 runn+ d[n ,london tradesm54 ,dr4 ,liv+/one quietly rem>k$ t ?\gh he 0 a /rang] 9 ,london1 he knew "o tradesman ( ^: hone/y he 0 ?or\ghly assur$2 & if !re 0 "o su* 9 8 little circle1 surely !re mu/ be _m m4 ,he us$ to rise e>ly3 ab\t sev5 he _h a cup ( tea or c(fee1 & !n he set to "w ) 8 ,writ+4 ,he _h n ! appe>ance ( a v /rong man4 ,9 spite ( 8 lit]>y "w1 ! /ream ( public honors & public engagem5ts began to fl[ v /rongly4 ,! ,pr9ce ,consort grant$ him an int]view1 soon aft] 8 arrival1 9 pres5ce ( "s ( ! y\ng] memb]s ( ! ,royal ,family4 ,9 ,m>* x 0 agre$ to pres5t him ) ! fre$om ( ! ,city ( ,london1 9 a box ( ! value ( fifty gu9eas1 & 9 ,may ! pres5tation took place4 ,mo/ ( 8 public honors1 h[ev]1 7 res]v$ till ! autumn4 ,! ,mission>y ,travels 0 publi%$ 9 ,novemb]1 #aheg1 & ! success ( ! book 0 q rem>kable4 ,writ+ to ,mr4 ,macle>1 #aj? ,novemb]1 #aheg1 he says1 aft] an apology = delay3 ,y mu/ ascribe my culpable sil5ce to 'ab]ration4' ,i am out ( my orbit1 r1 & y mu/ h pati5ce till ,i come 9 aga94 ,! book is out to-day1 & ,i am go+ to ,capta9 ,wa%+ton to see ab\t copies to y\rself1 ! ,gov]nor1 ! ,bi%op1 ,fairbairn1 ,?ompson1 ,ru!rfoord1 & ,saul ,solomon#ea4 ,t5 ?\s& 7 tak5 by ! ,london trade alone4 ,?irte5 ?\s& eight hundr$ h be5 ord]$ f an edition ( twelve ?\s&1 s ! pr9t]s are aga9 at "w to supply ! dem&4 ,sir ,rod]ick gave x a gl[+ "* la/ night at ! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 & ! ,a!num has come out /rongly on ! same side4 ,?is is consid]$ a successful laun* = a gu9ea book4 ,footnote #ea3 ,liv+/one 0 q lavi% ) pres5tation copies2 e fri5d on e>? seem$ to be includ$ 9 8 li/4 ,he tri$ to rememb] e "o :o _h %[n k9dness to himself & p>ticul>ly to 8 wife & *ildr54 ,x has sometimes be5 a compla9t t s mu* ( ! book is occupi$ ) matt]s ( sci5ce1 geographical inquiries1 descriptions ( plants & animals1 acc\nts ( riv]s & m\nta9s1 & s little ) :at directly conc]ns ! "w ( ! mission>y4 ,9 reply to ?is1 x may be /at$1 9 ! fir/ place1 t if ! in=mation giv5 & ! views express$ on mission>y topics 7 all put toge!r1 !y w\ld con/itute no insignificant contribution to mission>y lit]ature4 ,b !re 0 ano!r consid]ation4 ,liv+/one reg>d$ himself z b a pione] 9 mission>y ent]prise4 ,dur+ sixte5 ye>s he _h done mu* to br+ ! k ( ,*ri/ to tribes t _h nev] he>d ( ,him--probably no mission>y 9 ,africa _h ev] prea*$ to s _m blacks4 ,9 "s in/ances he _h be5 successful 9 ! highe/ s5se--he _h be5 ! in/rum5t ( turn+ m5 f d>kness to light2 b he did n ?9k x "r to dwell on ^! cases1 because ! conv]ts 7 (t5 inconsi/5t1 & did n exemplify a high moral tone4 ,9 mo/ cases1 h[ev]1 he _h be5 a s[] ( se$1 & n a reap] ( h>ve/s4 ,he _h no triumphs to record1 l ^? :i* _h gladd5$ ! he>ts ( "s ( 8 mission>y bre?r5 9 ! ,s\? ,sea ,isl&s4 ,he wi%$ 8 book to be a record ( facts1 n a m]e regi/] ( hopes4 ,! mission>y "w 0 yet to be done4 ,x belong$ to ! future1 n to ! pa/4 ,by %[+ :at va/ fields !re 7 9 ,africa ripe = ! h>ve/1 he s\ght to /imulate ! ,*ri/ian ent]prise ( ! ,*ur*es1 & lead !m to take possession ( ,africa = ,*ri/4 ,he w\ld dilig5tly record facts :i* he _h asc]ta9$ ab\t ,africa1 facts t he saw _h "s be>+ on its future welf>e1 b ^: full significance 9 t connection no "o might yet be able to p]ceive4 ,9 a s5se1 ! book 0 a "w ( fai?4 ,he wi%$ to int]e/ m5 ( sci5ce1 m5 ( comm]ce1 m5 ( philan?ropy1 m9i/]s ( ! ,cr[n1 m5 ( all sorts1 9 ! welf>e ( ,africa4 ,:]e he _h s v>i$ a con/itu5cy to deal )1 & :]e ! precise me?od by :i* ,africa w\ld be civiliz$ 0 yet s indef9ite1 he w\ld fai?fully record :at he _h come to "k1 & let o!rs build z !y might ) 8 mat]ials4 ,c]ta9ly1 9 all t ,liv+/one has writt51 he has left u 9 no d\bt z to ! consummation to :i* he ev] look$4 ,8 :ole writ+s & 8 :ole life are a comm5t>y on 8 own words--,! end ( ! geographical feat is only ! beg9n+ ( ! ent]prise4 ,?r\gh ! great success ( ! volume & ! h&some conduct ( ! publi%]s1 ! book yield$ him a little =tune4 ,we %all see :at g5]\s use he made ( x--h[ l>ge a portion ( ! pr(its w5t to =w>d directly ! great object to :i* 8 he>t & 8 life 7 s cordially giv54 ,m ?an half w5t to a s+le object connect$ ) ! ,zambesi ,exp$ition1 & ( ! rema9d] he 0 ready to devote a half to ano!r favorite project4 ,all t he ?\ght x 8 duty to res]ve = 8 *ildr5 0 en\gh to educate !m1 & prep>e !m = _! "p 9 life4 ,no?+ w\ld h seem$ less desirable or less = _! good ?an to f\nd a ri* family to live 9 idl5ess4 ,x 0 & is a common impression t ,liv+/one receiv$ l>ge sums f fri5ds to aid him 9 8 "w4 ,= ! mo/ "p ^! impressions 7 unf\nd$2 b 8 own h>d-e>n$ money 0 be/[$ freely & *e]fully :]ev] x seem$ likely to d good4 ,! compla9t t he 0 n suffici5tly a mission>y 0 sometimes made ( 8 spee*es z well z 8 book4 ,at ,c>lisle1 a lady wrote to him 9 ?is /ra94 ,a copy ( 8 reply is be=e u4 ,aft] expla9+ t report]s 7 m ready to report 8 geography ?an 8 mission>y views1 he says3 ,n[h]e h ,i ev] appe>$ z any?+ else b a s]vant ( ,god1 :o has simply foll[$ ! lead+s ( 8 h&4 ,my views ( :at is mission>y duty are n s contract$ z ^? ^: ideal is a dumpy sort ( man ) a ,bible "u 8 arm4 ,i h labor$ 9 bricks & mort>1 at ! =ge & c>p5t]'s b5*1 z well z 9 prea*+ & m$ical practice4 ,i feel t ,i am 'n my own4' ,i am s]v+ ,*ri/ :5 %oot+ a buffalo = my m51 or tak+ an a/ronomical obs]vation1 or writ+ to "o ( 8 *ildr5 :o =get1 dur+ ! little mom5t ( p5n+ a note1 t *>ity :i* is eulogiz$ z '?9k+ no evil'2 & aft] hav+ by 8 help got in=mation1 :i* ,i hope w lead to m abundant bless+ be+ be/[$ on ,africa ?an h]et(ore1 am ,i to hide ! light "u a bu%el1 m]ely because "s w consid] x n suffici5tly1 or ev5 at all1 mission>y8 ,kn[+ t "s p]sons d believe t op5+ up a new c\ntry to ! sympa?ies ( ,*ri/5dom 0 n a prop] "w = an ag5t ( a mission>y society to engage 91 ,i n[ refra9 f tak+ any sal>y f ! ,society ) :i* ,i 0 connect$2 s no pecuni>y loss is su/a9$ by any "o4 ,subsequ5tly1 :5 deta9$ 9 ,manyuema1 & :5 8 imm$iate object 0 to det]m9e ! wat]-%$1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one wrote3 ,i nev] felt a s+le pang at hav+ left ! ,mission>y ,society4 ,i act$ = my ,ma/]1 & believe t all ought to devote _! special faculties to ,him4 ,i regrett$ t unconsci5ti\s m5 took occasion to prev5t _m f sympa?iz+ ) me4 ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,,fir/ ,,visit ,,home--cont9u$4 ,a4,d4 #aheg-aheh4 ,liv+/one at ,dubl91 at ,briti% ,association--,lett] to 8 wife--,he meets ! ,*amb] ( ,comm]ce at ,man*e/]--,at ,glasg[1 receives honors f ,corporation1 ,univ]sity1 ,faculty ( ,physicians & ,surgeons1 ,unit$ ,presbyt]ians1 ,cotton-sp9n]s--,8 spee*es 9 reply--,8 bro!r ,*>les jo9s him--,int]e/+ meet+ & spee* at ,hamilton--,reception f ,lit]>y & ,sci5tific ,in/itute ( ,blantyre--,sympa?y ) op]atives--,quick appreh5sion ( all public que/ions--,8 social views 9 advance ( ! age--,he plans a ,p's ,caf--,visit to ,ed9burgh--,m honors--,lett] to ,mr4 ,macle>--,int]e/+ visit to ,cambridge--,lectures !re--,pr(essor ,s$gwick's rem>ks on 8 visit--,liv+/one's great satisfaction--,relations to ,london ,mission>y ,society--,he sev]s 8 connection--,proposal ( ,gov]nm5t exp$ition--,he accepts consul%ip & comm& ( exp$ition--,k9dness ( ,lords ,palm]/on & ,cl>5don--,! ,portuguese ,ambassador--,liv+/one proposes to g to ,portugal--,is dissuad$--,"l ,cl>5don's lett] to ,sekeltu--,results ( ,liv+/one's visit to ,engl&--,f>ewell banquet1 ,feb41 #aheh--;,int]view ) ! ,que5--,val$ictory lett]s--,pr(essor ,s$gwick & ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,arrangem5ts = exp$ition--,dr41 ,mrs41 & ,oswell ,liv+/one set sail f ,liv]pool--,lett]s to *ildr54 ,f9d+ himself1 9 ! autumn1 free ( ! toil ( book-mak+1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one mov$ m freely ?r\gh ! c\ntry1 att5d$ meet+s1 & gave addresses4 ,9 ,augu/ he w5t to ,dubl91 to ! meet+ ( ! ,briti% ,association = ! ,advancem5t ( ,sci5ce1 & gave an int]e/+ lecture4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one did n accompany him4 ,9 a lett] to h] we h "s pleasant notes ( 8 ,dubl9 visit3 ,dubl91 #bi? ,augu/1 #aheg4--;,i am v sorry n[ t ,i did n br+ y ) me1 = all inquir$ aft] y1 & fa!r's book is bett] kn[n "h ?an any:]e else ,i h be54 ,b x c\ld sc>cely h be5 o!rwise4 ,i ?9k ! visit to ,dubl9 w be b5eficial to our cause1 :i*1 ,i ?9k1 is ! cause ( ,*ri/ 9 ,africa4 ,"l ,rad/ock is mu* int]e/$ 9 x1 & seems will+ & anxi\s to promote x4 ,he 0 conv]t$ out at ! ,crimea1 :i!r he _h gone z an amateur4 ,8 lady is a beautiful woman1 & ,i ?9k1 :at is f> bett]1 a good1 pi\s "o4 ,! ,ar*bi%op's daught]s ask$ me if !y c\ld be ( any use 9 s5d+ out ne$les1 ?read1 etc41 to y\r s*ool4 ,i1 ( c\rse1 said ,yes4 ,8 daught]s are devot$ly mission>y1 & "w h>d 9 ragg$ s*ools1 etc4 ,"o ( !m ne>ly rema9$ 9 ,j]usalem z a mission>y1 & is ! same 9 _s "h4 ,x is well to be s]vants ( ,*ri/ ev]y:]e1 at home or abroad1 :]ev] ,he may s5d u or take u4444 ,i hope ,i may be enabl$ to say a ^w = ,him on ,monday4 ,!re is to be a gr& d9n] & soiree at ! ,"l-,lieut5ant's on ,monday1 & ,i h got an invitation 9 my pocket1 b w h to meet ,admiral ,trott] on ,tuesday4 ,i g (f z soon z my lecture is ov]4444 ,sir ,duncan ,macgregor is ! au?or ( ,! ,burn+ ( ! ,k5t ,ea/ ,indiaman4 ,8 son1 ! only infant sav$1 is n[ a devot$ ,*ri/ian1 a b>ri/]#eb4 ,footnote #eb3 ,dr4 ,liv+/one always lik$ t /yle ( e>ne/ ,*ri/ianity :i* he notices 9 ?is lett]4 ,9 ,novemb] ( ! same ye>1 aft] he _h resign$ 8 connection ) ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 & 0 prep>+ to return to ,africa z ,h4,m4 ,consul & head ( ! ,zambesi ,exp$ition1 he writes ?us to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,james ,"y3 ,i read ! life ( ,h$ley ,vic>s = ! fir/ "t ?r\gh1 :5 d[n at ,rugby4 ,x is really excell5t1 & makes me a%am$ ( ! coldness ( my s]vices 9 comp>ison4 ,t 0 8 si/] y saw me walk+ ) 9 ,dubl9 at ! ,g>d5s 7,lady ,rayleigh74 ,if y h n read x1 ! soon] y dip into x ! bett]4 ,y w ?ank me = x4 ,9 ,septemb] we f9d him 9 ,man*e/]1 :]e ! ,*amb] ( ,comm]ce gave him a he>ty welcome1 & ent]$ cordially into 8 s*emes = ! comm]cial developm5t ( ,africa4 ,he 0 subject$ to a close cross-exam9ation reg>d+ ! products ( ! c\ntry1 & ! mat]ials x conta9$ = comm]ce2 b "h1 too1 ! mission>y 0 equal to ! occasion4 ,he _h br\ght home five or six & tw5ty diff]5t k9ds ( fruit2 he told !m ( oils !y _h nev] he>d (--dyes t 7 kept secret by ! natives--fibres t might be us$ = ! manufacture ( pap]--%eep t _h hair in/ead ( wool--honey1 sug>-cane1 :eat1 millet1 cotton1 & iron1 all ab\nd+ 9 ! c\ntry4 ,t all ^! %\ld ab\nd 9 :at us$ to be deem$ a s&y des]t appe>$ v /range4 ,a v cordial resolution 0 unanim\sly agre$ to1 & a /rong desire express$ t ,h] ,maje/y's ,gov]nm5t w\ld unite ) t ( ,portugal 9 giv+ ,dr4 ,liv+/one facilities = fur!r exploration 9 ! int]ior ( ,africa1 & especially 9 ! di/rict ar\nd ! riv] ,zambesi & its tribut>ies1 :i* promis$ to be ! mo/ suitable z a basis bo? = comm]cial & mission>y settlem5ts4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! same mon? 8 foot 0 aga9 on 8 native soil1 & !re 8 reception 0 rem>kably cordial4 ,9 ,glasg[1 ! ,univ]sity1 ! ,corporation1 ! ,faculty ( ,physicians & ,surgeons1 ! ,unit$ ,presbyt]ians1 & ! ,associat$ ,op]ative ,cotton-sp9n]s ( ,scotl& came =w>d to pay him honor4 ,a te/imonial ( #bjjj _h be5 rais$ by public subscription4 ,! ,corporation pres5t$ him ) ! fre$om ( ! city 9 a gold box1 9 ackn[l$g+ :i* he naturally dwelt on "s ( ! topics t 7 int]e/+ to a comm]cial community4 ,he gave a some:at new view ( ,protection :5 he call$ x a remnant ( hea!nism4 ,! hea!n w\ld be dep5d5t on no "o2 !y w\ld depress all o!r communities4 ,*ri/ianity taught u to be fri5ds & bro!rs1 & he 0 glad t all re/rictions on ! fre$om ( trade 7 n[ done away )4 ,he dwelt l>gely on ! capacity ( ,africa to furni% u ) useful articles ( trade1 & especially cotton4 ,8 reception by ! ,faculty ( ,physicians & ,surgeons _h a special int]e/ 9 relation to 8 m$ical labors4 ,= ne>ly tw5ty ye>s he _h be5 a lic5tiate ( ?is ,faculty1 "o ( ! olde/ m$ical in/itutions ( ! c\ntry1 :i* = two c5turies & a half _h ex]t$ a great influ5ce 9 ! we/ ( ,scotl&4 ,he 0 n[ admitt$ an honor>y ,fell[--an honor r>ely conf]r$1 & only on pre-em95tly di/+ui%$ m54 ,! ,presid5t ref]r$ to ! b5efit :i* he _h f\nd f 8 sci5tific z well z 8 m /rictly m$ical /udies1 pursu$ "u _! auspices1 & ,liv+/one cordially e*o$ ! rem>k1 say+ he (t5 hop$ t 8 sons might foll[ ! same c\rse ( /udy & devote !mselves to ! same noble pr(ession3 ,9 ! c\ntry to :i* ,i w5t1 he cont9u$1 ,i endeavor$ to foll[ ! foot/eps ( my ,"l & ,ma/]4 ,our ,savi\r 0 a physician2 b x is n to be expect$ t 8 foll[]s %\ld p]=m miracles4 ,! ne>e/ approa* :i* !y c\ld expect to make 0 to become acqua9t$ ) m$ical sci5ce1 & endeavor to heal ! diseases ( man4444 ,"o pati5t express$ 8 op9ion ( my religion to ! foll[+ effect3 ,we l y v mu*2 y are ! only :ite man we h got acqua9t$ )4 ,we l y because y aid u :il/ we are sick1 b we don't l y\r ev]la/+ prea*+ & pray+4 ,we c't get accu/om$ to t6 ,to ! ,unit$ ,presbyt]ians ( ,glasg[ he spoke ( mission "w 9 ,africa4 ,at "o "t he _h be5 some:at disappo9t$ ) ! ,be*uana ,*ri/ians1 & ?\ght ! results ( ! mission _h be5 exagg]at$1 b :5 he w5t into ! int]ior & saw hea!nism 9 all its unmitigat$ f]ocity1 he *ang$ 8 op9ion1 & _h a high] op9ion ?an ev] ( :at ! mission _h done4 ,su* ga!r+s z ! pres5t 7 v enc\rag+2 b 9 ,africa mission "w 0 h>d "w )\t excitem5t2 & !y _h j to resolve to d _! duty )\t expect+ to receive gratitude f ^? :om !y labor$ to s]ve4 ,:5 gratitude came1 !y 7 ?ankful to h x2 b :5 x did n come !y mu/ g on do+ _! duty1 z unto ! ,"l4 ,8 reply to ! cotton-sp9n]s is int]e/+ z %[+ h[ fre% 8 sympa?y /ill 0 ) ! sons ( toil1 & :at respect he _h = _! position4 ,he congratulat$ himself on ! ,sp>tan tra9+ he _h got at ! ,blantyre mill1 :i* _h really be5 ! f\ndation ( all ! "w he _h done4 ,pov]ty & h>d "w 7 (t5 look$ d[n on1--he did n "k :y1--= wick$ness 0 ! only ?+ t ought to be a reproa* to any man4 ,^? t look$ d[n on cotton-sp9n]s ) contempt 7 m5 :o1 _h !y be5 cotton-sp9n]s at ! beg9n+1 w\ld h be5 cotton-sp9n]s to ! end4 ,! life ( toil 0 :at belong$ to ! great majority ( ! race1 & to be poor 0 no reproa*4 ,! ,savi\r occupi$ ! humble position t !y _h be5 born 91 & he look$ back on 8 own pa/ life z hav+ be5 sp5t 9 ! same position 9 :i* ! ,savi\r liv$4 ,my great object1 he said1 0 to be l ,him--to imitate ,him z f> z ,he c\ld be imitat$4 ,we h n ! p[] ( work+ miracles1 b we c d a little 9 ! way ( heal+ ! sick1 & ,i s\ght a m$ical education 9 ord] t ,i might be l ,him4 ,9 ,africa ,i h _h h>d "w4 ,i don't "k t any "o 9 ,africa despises a man :o works h>d4 ,i f9d t all em95t m5 "w h>d4 ,em95t geologi/s1 m9]alogi/s1 m5 ( sci5ce 9 e dep>tm5t1 if !y atta9 em95ce1 "w h>d1 & t bo? e>ly & late4 ,t is j :at we did4 ,"s ( u h left ! cotton-sp9n+1 b ,i ?9k t all ( u :o h be5 engag$ 9 t occupation look back on x ) feel+s ( complac5cy1 & feel an int]e/ 9 ! c\rse ( our companions4 ,!re is "o ?+ 9 cotton-sp9n+ t ,i always felt to be a privilege4 ,we 7 conf9$ ?r\gh ! :ole day1 b :5 we got out to ! gre5 fields1 & c\ld w&] ?r\gh ! %ady woods1 & rove ab\t ! :ole c\ntry1 we enjoy$ x imm5sely4 ,we 7 delight$ to see ! fl[]s & ! beautiful sc5]y4 ,we 7 prep>$ to admire4 ,we 7 taught by our conf9em5t to rejoice 9 ! beauties ( nature1 & :5 we got out we enjoy$ ourselves to ! fulle/ ext5t4 ,at ,hamilton an int]e/+ meet+ took place 9 ! ,congregational ,*apel :]e he _h be5 a wor%ip] 9 8 y\?4 ,"h he 0 emphatically at home2 & he took ! opportunity 7z he (t5 did7 to say h[ little he lik$ ! lioniz+ he 0 und]go+1 & h[ unexpect$ all ! honors 7 t _h be5 %[]$ ^u him4 ,he _h hop$ to sp5d a %ort & quiet visit1 & !n return to 8 ,african "w4 ,x 0 8 s5se ( ! k9dness %[n him1 & ! desire n to be disoblig+1 t made him accept ! public invitations he 0 receiv+4 ,b he did n wi% to take ! honor to himself1 z if he _h a*iev$ any?+ by 8 own might or wisdom4 ,he ?ank$ ,god s9c]ely = employ+ him z an in/rum5t 9 8 "w4 ,"o ( ! greate/ honors 0 to be employ$ 9 w9n+ s\ls to ,*ri/1 & proclaim+ to ! captives ( ,satan ! lib]ty ) :i* he _h come to make !m free4 ,he 0 ?ankful t to him1 ! lea/ ( all sa9ts1 ?is honor _h be5 giv54 ,he !n proce$$ to notice ! pres5ce ( memb]s ( v>i\s ,*ur*es1 & to adv]t to ! broad5+ process t _h be5 go+ on 9 8 own m9d :ile 9 ,africa1 :i* made him feel himself m ?an ev] ! bro!r ( all3 ,9 go+ ab\t we le>n some?+1 & x w\ld be a %ame to u if we did n2 & we look back to our own c\ntry & view x z a :ole1 & _m ( ! little feel+s we _h :5 imm]s$ 9 our own d5om9ations we lose1 & we look to ! :ole body ( ,*ri/ians ) affection4 ,we rejoice to see !m advanc+4 ,i believe t e ,scot* ,*ri/ian abroad rejoic$ 9 8 he>t :5 he saw ! ,free ,*ur* come boldly out on pr9ciple1 & ,i may say we %all rejoice v mu* :5 we see ! ,free ,*ur* & ! ,unit$ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur* "o1 z !y ought to be4444 ,i am sure ,i look on all ! diff]5t d5om9ations 9 ,hamilton & 9 ,brita9 ) feel+s ( affection4 ,i _c say :i* ,i love mo/4 ,i am q c]ta9 ,i ought n to dislike any ( !m4 ,really1 p]haps ,i may be consid]$ a little het]odox1 if ,i 7 liv+ 9 ?is "p ( ! c\ntry1 ,i c\ld n pass "o ,evangelical ,*ur* 9 ord] to g to my own d5om9ation beyond x#ec4 ,i /ill ?9k t ! diff]5t d5om9ational peculi>ities h1 to a c]ta9 degree1 a good effect 9 ?is c\ntry1 b ,i ?9k we ought to be mu* m c>eful le/ we %\ld appe> to our fell[-,*ri/ians un*ri/ian1 ?an to appe> inconsi/5t ) ! d5om9ational pr9ciples we pr(ess4444 ,let ?is meet+ be ! ratification ( ! bond ( union betwe5 my bro!r#ed & me1 & all ! d5om9ations ( ,hamilton4 ,rememb] u 9 y\r pray]s4 ,be> u on y\r spirits :5 we are f> away1 = :5 abroad we (t5 feel z if we 7 =got by e "o4 ,my entreaty to all ! ,*ri/ians ( ,hamilton is to pray t grace may be giv5 to u to be fai?ful to our ,savi\r ev5 unto dea?4 ,footnote #ec3 ,dr4 ,liv+/one gave practical evid5ce ( 8 s9c]ity 9 ^! rem>ks 9 ! case ( 8 eld] daught]1 say+1 9 reply to "o ( h] gu>dians ) :om %e 0 resid+1 t he _h no objections to h] jo9+ ! ,*ur* ( ,scotl&4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 %e did n d2 b aft]w>d1 :5 at ,new/ead ,abbey1 %e 0 confirm$ by ! ,bi%op ( ,l9coln1 & receiv$ ! ,communion along ) h] fa!r1 :o help$ to prep>e h]4 ,footnote #ed3 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h be5 jo9$ by 8 bro!r ,*>les1 :o 0 pres5t on ?is occasion4 ,at ,blantyre1 8 native village1 ! ,lit]>y & ,sci5tific ,in/itute gave him a reception1 ,mr4 ,hannan1 "o ( ! proprietors ( ! works1 a magi/rate ( ,glasg[1 & an old acqua9tance ( ,liv+/one's1 be+ 9 ! *air4 ,! ,doctor 0 labor+ "u a cold1 ! fir/ he _h _h = sixte5 ye>s4 ,he talk$ to !m ( 8 travels1 & by p>ticul> reque/ gave an acc\nt ( 8 enc\nt] ) ! ,mabotsa lion4 ,he ridicul$ ,mrs4 ,bee*] ,/[e's notion t factory-work]s 7 slaves4 ,he c\nsel$ !m /rongly to put m confid5ce ?an workm5 g5]ally did 9 ! hone/ good int5tions ( _! employ]s1 rem9d+ !m t "s "t ago1 :5 ! ,blantyre proprietors _h wi%$ to let e workman h a g>d51 x 0 said by "s t !y only wi%$ to br+ ! gr\nd into good ord]1 & !n !y w\ld take ! g>d5 away4 ,t 0 na/y & suspici\s4 ,if ma/]s 7 m tru/$1 !y w\ld d m good4 ,f9ally1 he exhort$ !m cordially to accept ,god's (f]s ( m]cy to !m 9 ,*ri/1 & give !mselves :olly to ,him4 ,to b[ d[n be=e ,god 0 n mean2 x 0 manly4 ,8 "o wi% = !m all 0 t !y might h peace ) ,god1 & rejoice 9 ! hope ( ! et]nal inh]itance4 ,8 rem>ks to ! op]atives %[ h[ s\nd & sagaci\s 8 views 7 on social problems2 9 ?is sph]e1 inde$1 he 0 9 advance ( ! age4 ,! quickness & correctness ) :i* he took up matt]s ( public int]e/ 9 ,brita91 ma/]$ facts1 & came to cle>1 intellig5t conclusions on !m1 0 (t5 ! a/oni%m5t ( 8 fri5ds4 ,x 0 z if1 in/ead ( be+ buri$ 9 ,africa1 he _h be5 att5d+ ! club & read+ ! daily newspap]s = ye>s1--?is1 too1 :ile he 0 at "w writ+ 8 book1 & deliv]+ spee*es almo/ )\t end4 ,we f9d him at ?is "t anticipat+ ! temp]ance c(fee-h\se movem5t1 n[ s popul> & successful4 ,on #aa? ,july1 #aheg1 he wrote on ?is subject to a fri5d1 9 ref]5ce to a proposal to deliv] a lecture 9 ,glasg[4 ,x %\ld be notic$ t he nev] lectur$ = money1 ?\gh he might h done s ) great pecuni>y b5efit3 ,i am ?9k+ ( giv+1 or try+ to give1 a lecture by invitation at ! ,a!num4 ,i am (f]$ ?irty gu9eas1 & z my old fri5ds ! cotton-sp9n]s h invit$ me to meet !m1 ,i ?9k ( h&+ ! sum1 :atev] x may be1 to !m1 or r lett+ !m take x & fit up a room z a c(fee-room on ! plan ( ! ,fr5* cafs1 :]e m51 wom51 & *ildr5 may g1 in/ead ( to :isky-%ops4 ,!re are c(fee-h\ses already1 b ,i don't ?9k !re are any :]e !y c laugh & talk & read pap]s j z !y please4 ,! sort ,i contemplate w\ld suit poor "y fell[s :o _c h a com=table fire at home4 ,i h se5 m5 dragg$ into dr9k+ ways f hav+ no com=t at home1 & wom5 also drawn to ! dram-%op f ! same cause4 ,don't y ?9k some?+ c\ld be done by sett+ ! p]sons ,i m5tion to d some?+ = !mselves8 ,ed9burgh conf]r$ on ,liv+/one ! fre$om ( ! city1 besides ent]ta9+ him at a public breakfa/ & he>+ him at ano!r meet+4 ,we are n surpris$ to f9d him writ+ to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison f ,rossie ,priory1 on ! #bg? ,septemb]1 t he 0 ab\t to proce$ to ,le$s1 ,liv]pool1 & ,birm+ham1 & !n f>ewell to public sp\t+ = ev]4 ,i am dead tir$ ( x4 ,! ?ird meet+ at ,ed9burgh q knock$ me up4 ,x 0 g5]ally believ$ t 8 appe>ances at ,ed9burgh 7 n equal to "s o!rs2 & probably !re 0 tru? 9 ! impression1 = he mu/ h come to x exhau/$2 & besides1 at a public breakfa/1 he 0 put out by a proposal ( ! *airman1 t !y %\ld try to get him a p5sion4 ,yet "s :o he>d him 9 ,ed9burgh receiv$ impressions t 7 nev] effac$1 & x is probable t se$ 0 sil5tly s[n :i* l$ aft]w>d to ! ,scot* ,liv+/onia ,mission--"o ( ! mo/ hopeful s*emes = c>ry+ out ,liv+/one's plans t h yet be5 organiz$4 ,among ! o!r honors conf]r$ on him dur+ ?is visit to ,brita9 0 ! degree ( ,d4,c4,l4 f ! ,univ]sity ( ,ox=d4 ,"s "t be=e1 ,glasg[ _h giv5 him ! honor>y degree ( ,,ll4,d4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( #aheh1 :5 he 0 propos$ z a ,fell[ ( ! ,royal ,society1 ! c]tificate on 8 behalf 0 sign$1 among o!rs1 by ! ,e>l ( ,c>lisle1 !n ,"l-,lieut5ant ( ,irel&1 :o aft] 8 signature add$ ,p4,r4 7pro ,reg9a71 a ?+ t _h nev] be5 done be=e#ee4 ,footnote #ee3 ,= li/ ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's honors1 see ,app5dix ,no4 ,v4 ,! life he 0 n[ lead+ 0 r try+4 ,he writes to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,macle> on ! #aj? ,novemb]3 ,i f9i% my public sp\t+ next week at ,ox=d4 ,x is really v "t-kill+1 ?is lioniz+1 & ,i am sure y pity me 9 x4 ,i hope to leave 9 ,janu>y4 ,wond] if ! ,portuguese h fulfill$ ! int5tion ( _! ,gov]nm5t 9 support+ my m54444 ,i %all rejoice :5 ,i see y aga9 9 ! quiet ( ! ,obs]vatory4 ,x is m satisfactory to s]ve ,god 9 peace4 ,may ,he give 8 grace & bless+ to u all6 ,i am r anxi\s to say some?+ t w b5efit ! "y m5 at ,ox=d4 ,!y made me a ,d4,c4,l4 ,!re66 ,wond] if !y w\ld d s to ! ,editor ( ! ,graham/[n ,j\rnal8 ,liv+/one 0 n yet done ) public sp\t+1 ev5 aft] 8 trip to ,ox=d4 ,among ! visits paid by him t[>d ! end ( #aheg1 none 0 m int]e/+ or l$ to m important results ?an t to ,cambridge4 ,x 0 on #c;d ,decemb] he arriv$ !re1 becom+ ! gue/ ( ! ,rev4 ,wm4 ,monk1 ( ,/4 ,john's4 ,next morn+1 9 ! s5ate-h\se1 he address$ a v l>ge audi5ce1 consi/+ ( graduates & und]graduates & _m visitors f ! t[n & neighborhood4 ,! ,vice-,*ancellor presid$ & introduc$ ! /rang]4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's lecture consi/$ ( facts relat+ to ! c\ntry & its p1 _! habits & religi\s belief1 ) "s notices ( 8 travels1 & an emphatic /atem5t ( 8 great object--to promote comm]ce & ,*ri/ianity 9 ! c\ntry :i* he _h op5$4 ,! la/ "p ( 8 lecture 0 an e>ne/ appeal = mission>ies4 ,x is deplorable to ?9k t "o ( ! noble/ ( our mission>y societies1 ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 is compell$ to s5d to ,g]many = mission>ies1 :il/ o!r ,societies are amply suppli$4 ,let ?is /a9 be wip$ (f4 ,! sort ( m5 :o are want$ = mission>ies are su* z ,i see be=e me2 m5 ( education1 /&+1 ent]prise1 zeal1 & piety4444 ,i hope t _m :om ,i n[ address w embrace t honorable c>e]4 ,education has be5 giv5 u f above = ! purpose ( br++ to ! b5ight$ ! k ( a ,savi\r4 ,if y knew ! satisfaction ( p]=m+ su* a duty1 z well z ! gratitude to ,god :i* ! mission>y mu/ always feel1 9 be+ *os5 = s noble1 s sacr$ a call+1 y w\ld h no hesitation 9 embrac+ x4 ,= my own "p1 ,i h nev] ceas$ to rejoice t ,god has appo9t$ me to su* an (fice4 ,p talk ( ! sacrifice ,i h made 9 sp5d+ s mu* ( my life 9 ,africa4 ,c t be call$ a sacrifice :i* is simply paid back z a small "p ( a great debt ow+ to our ,god1 :i* we c nev] repay8 ,is t a sacrifice :i* br+s its own ble/ rew>d 9 heal?ful activity1 ! consci\sness ( do+ good1 peace ( m9d1 & a bright hope ( a glori\s de/9y h]eaft]8 ,away ) ! ^w 9 su* a view1 & ) su* a ?\ght6 ,x is emphatically no sacrifice4 ,say r x is a privilege4 ,anxiety1 sickness1 suff]+1 or dang]1 n[ & !n1 ) a =ego+ ( ! common conv5i5ces & *>ities ( ?is life1 may make u pause1 & cause ! _s to wav]1 & ! s\l to s9k2 b let ?is only be = a mom5t4 ,all ^! are no?+ :5 comp>$ ) ! glory :i* %all h]eaft] be reveal$ 9 & = u4 ,i nev] made a sacrifice4 ,( ?is we ought n to talk :5 we rememb] ! great sacrifice :i* ,he made :o left 8 fa!r's ?rone on high to give himself = u2 ':o be+ ! brightness ( t ,fa!r's glory1 & ! express image ( 8 p]son1 & uphold+ all ?+s by ! ^w ( 8 p[]1 :5 he _h by himself purg$ our s9s1 sat d[n on ! "r h& ( ! ,maje/y on high4'444 ,i beg to direct y\r att5tion to ,africa3 ,i "k t 9 a few ye>s ,i %all be cut (f 9 t c\ntry1 :i* is n[ op52 d n let x be %ut aga96 ,i g back to ,africa to try to make an op5 pa? = comm]ce & ,*ri/ianity2 d y c>ry out ! "w :i* ,i h begun1 ,i ,,leave ,,x ,,) ,,y6 ,9 a prefatory lett] prefix$ to ! volume entitl$ ,dr4 ,liv+/one's ,cambridge ,lectures1 ! late ,pr(essor ,s$gwick rem>k$1 9 connection ) ?is ev5t1 t 9 ! c\rse ( a long academic life he _h (t5 be5 pres5t 9 ! s5ate-h\se on excit+ occasions2 9 ! days ( ,napoleon he _h he>d ! greet+s giv5 to our great milit>y h]oes2 he _h be5 pres5t at f\r in/allation s]vices1 ! la/ ( :i* 0 grac$ by ! pres5ce ( ! ,que51 :5 h] y\?ful husb& 0 in/all$ z ,*ancellor1 amid ! mo/ f]v5t gratulations t subjects are p]mitt$ to exhibit 9 ! pres5ce ( _! ,sov]eign4 ,b on none ( ^! occasions 7 ! gratulations ( ! ,univ]sity m hone/ & true-he>t$ ?an ^? :i* 7 (f]$ to ,dr4 ,liv+/one4 ,he came among u )\t any long notes ( prep>ation1 )\t any pageant or eloqu5ce to *>m & captivate our s5ses4 ,he /ood be=e u1 a pla91 s+le-m9d$ man1 some:at att5uat$ by ye>s ( toil1 & ) a face t+$ by ! sun ( ,africa4444 ,:ile we li/5$ to ! tale he _h to tell1 !re arose 9 ! he>ts ( all ! li/5]s a f]v5t hope t ! h& ( ,god :i* _h s long upheld him w\ld uphold him /ill1 & help him to c>ry out ! great "w ( ,*ri/ian love t 0 /ill be=e him4 ,next day1 ,decemb] #e?1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one address$ a v cr[d$ audi5ce 9 ! ,t[n ,hall1 ! ,mayor presid+4 ,ref]r+ to 8 own plans1 he said3 ,i cont5d t we ought n to be a%am$ ( our religion1 & _h we n kept ?is s mu* out ( sight 9 ,india1 we %\ld n n[ be 9 su* /raits 9 t c\ntry ref]r+ to ! ,indian ,mut9y4 ,let u appe> j :at we are4 ,= my own "p1 ,i int5d to g out z a mission>y1 & hope boldly1 b ) civility1 to /ate ! tru? ( ,*ri/ianity1 & my belief t ^? :o d n possess x are 9 error4 ,my object 9 ,africa is n only ! elevation ( man1 b t ! c\ntry might be s op5$ t man might see ! ne$ ( 8 s\l's salvation4 ,i propose 9 my next exp$ition to visit ! ,zambesi1 & propitiate ! diff]5t *iefs along its banks1 endeavor+ to induce !m to cultivate cotton1 & to aboli% ! slave-trade3 already !y trade 9 ivory & gold-du/1 & are anxi\s to ext5d _! comm]cial op]ations4 ,!re is ?us a probability ( _! int]e/s be+ l9k$ ) ours1 & ?us ! elevation ( ! ,african w\ld be ! result1 ,i believe ,engl& is alive to h] duty ( civiliz+ & ,*ri/ianiz+ ! hea!n4 ,we _c all g out z mission>ies1 x is true2 b we may all d some?+ t[>d provid+ a sub/itute4 ,moreov]1 all may especially d t :i* e mission>y highly prizes1 viz4--,,comm5d ,,! ,,"w ,,9 ,,_! ,,pray]s4 ,i ,,hope ,,t ,,^? ,,:om ,i ,,n[ ,,address ,,w ,,bo? ,,pray ,,= ,,& ,,help ,,^? ,,:o ,,are ,,_! ,,sub/itutes4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 ?or\ghly delight$ ) 8 reception at ,cambridge4 ,writ+ to a fri5d1 on #f? ,decemb] #aheg1 he says3 ,cambridge1 z ,playfair w\ld say1 0 gr&4 ,x beat ,ox=d holl[4 ,to make up my libr>y aga9 !y subscrib$ at lea/ =ty volumes at once4 ,i %all h reason soon to bless ! ,bo]s4 ,ref]r+ to 8 ,cambridge visit a few weeks aft]w>d1 9 a lett] to ,rev4 ,w4 ,monk1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one said3 ,i look back to my visit to ,cambridge z "o ( ! mo/ pleasant episodes ( my life4 ,i %all always rev]t ) feel+s ( delight to ! %ort int]c\rse ,i enjoy$ ) su* noble ,*ri/ian m5 z ,s$gwick1 ,:ewell1 ,selwyn1 etc4 etc41 z n ! lea/ important privilege conf]r$ on me by my visit to ,engl&4 ,x is some?+ inspirit+ to rememb] t ! eyes ( su* m5 are ^u "o's c\rse4 ,may bless+s re/ ^u !m all1 & on ! seat ( le>n+ :i* !y adorn6 ,among ! subjects t _h occupi$ ,dr4 ,liv+/one's att5tion mo/ int5sely dur+ ! e>ly "p ( ! ye> #aheg 0 t ( 8 relation to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society4 ,! impression caus$ by ,dr4 ,tidman's lett] receiv$ at ,quilimane _h be5 q remov$ by p]sonal int]c\rse ) ! ,directors1 :o w\ld h be5 delight$ to let ,liv+/one "w 9 _! s]vice 9 8 own way4 ,b ) ! v peculi> "w ( exploration & inquiry :i* he felt t 8 ,ma/] _h n[ plac$ 9 8 h&s1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 afraid t 8 fre$om w\ld be re/rict$ by 8 cont9u+ 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,society1 :ile ! ,society itself w\ld be liable to suff] f ! h&le t might be giv5 to contributors to say t x 0 dep>t+ f ! prop] objects ( a mission>y body4 ,t 9 resign+ 8 (ficial connection he act$ ) a full k ( ! effect :i* ?is might h ^u 8 own "*1 & 8 reputation be=e ! ,*ur* & ! _w1 is evid5t f 8 correspond5ce ) "o ( 8 mo/ intimate fri5ds & tru/$ c\nselors1 ,mr4 ,j4,b4 ,brai?waite1 ( ,l9coln's ,inn4 ,?\gh himself a memb] ( ! ,society ( ,fri5ds1 ,mr4 ,brai?waite 0 desir\s t ,dr4 ,liv+/one %\ld cont9ue to appe> be=e ! public z a ,*ri/ian m9i/]3 ,to dissolve ?y connection ) ! ,mission>y ,society w\ld at once place !e be=e ! public 9 an aspect :olly di/9ct f t 9 :i* ?\ art at pres5t1 &1 :at is yet m important1 w\ld 9 a great] or less degree1 &1 p]haps1 v gradually & almo/ ins5sibly to ?yself1 turn ! curr5t ( ?y own ?\ghts & feel+s away f ^? *annels ( usefulness & s]vice1 z a m9i/] ( ! gospel1 ) :i* ,i _c d\bt ?y deepe/ int]e/ & highe/ aspirations are insep>ably associat$4 ,on ,dr4 ,liv+/one expla9+ t1 :ile he fully appreciat$ ^! views1 x did n appe> to him consi/5t ) duty to be receiv+ ! pay ( a work+ mission>y :ile engag$ to a consid]able ext5t 9 sci5tific exploration1 ,mr4 ,brai?waite express$ anew 8 sympa?y = 8 feel+s1 & respect = 8 decision1 b n z "o q conv9c$3 ,?y he>t is b\nd1 z ,i truly believe1 9 its inmo/ dep?s to ! s]vice ( ,*ri/4 ,?is is ! '"o ?+' :i*1 ?r\gh all1 x is ?y desire to keep 9 view4 ,& my fe> has be5 le/ ! sev]+ ( ?y connection ) a recogniz$ religi\s body %\ld lead any to suppose t ?y ,*ri/ian int]e/s 7 9 ! lea/ weak5$2 or t ?\ wa/ n[ go+ =? ) any l[] aim ?an ! advancem5t ( ! ,r$eem]'s k+dom4 ,su* a circum/ance w\ld be deeply to be regrett$1 = ?y "* is n[1 if ,i may s speak1 n ?y own1 b ! common prop]ty1 9 a c]ta9 s5se1 ( ,briti% ,*ri/ianity1 & any?+ :i* t5d$ to l[] ?y high /&+ w\ld ca/ a reflection on ! g5]al cause4 ,! result %[$ t ,mr4 ,brai?waite 0 "r z to ! impression likely to be made on ! public2 b ! cont5ts ( ?is volume amply prove t ! impression 0 wrong4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h said at ,quilimane t if x 7 ! w ( ,god t he %\ld d ! "w ( exploration & settlem5t ( /ations :i* 0 indisp5sable to ! op5+ up ( ,africa1 b :i* ! ,directors did n !n seem to wi% him to und]take1 ! means w\ld be provid$ f "s o!r qu>t]4 ,at ! meet+ ( ! ,briti% ,association 9 ,dubl91 a movem5t 0 begun = gett+ ! ,gov]nm5t to aid him4 ,! proposal 0 ent]ta9$ favorably by ! ,gov]nm5t1 & practically settl$ be=e ! end ( ! ye>4 ,9 ,febru>y1 #aheh1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one receiv$ a =mal commission1 sign$ by ,"l ,cl>5don1 ,=eign ,secret>y1 appo9t+ him ,h] ,maje/y's ,consul at ,quilimane = ! ,ea/]n ,coa/ & ! indep5d5t di/ricts 9 ! int]ior1 & comm&] ( an exp$ition = explor+ ,ea/]n & ,c5tral ,africa4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one accept$ ! appo9tm5t1 & dur+ ! la/ "p ( 8 /ay 9 ,engl& 0 mu* engag$ 9 arrang+ = ! exp$ition4 ,a paddle /eam] ( light draught 0 procur$ = ! navigation ( ! ,zambesi1 & ! v>i\s memb]s ( ! exp$ition receiv$ _! appo9tm5ts4 ,^! 7--,comm&] ,b$+field1 ,r4,n41 ,naval ,(fic]2 ,john ,kirk1 ,m4,d41 ,botani/ & ,physician2 ,mr4 ,*>les ,liv+/one1 bro!r ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 ,g5]al ,assi/ant & ,secret>y2 ,mr4 ,ri*>d ,?ornton1 ,practical ,m9+ ,geologi/2 ,mr4 ,?omas ,ba9es1 ,arti/ & ,/orekeep]2 & ,mr4 ,george ,rae1 ,%ip ,eng9e]2 & :oev] aft]w>d might jo9 ! exp$ition 7 requir$ to obey ,dr4 ,liv+/one's directions z lead]4 ,we manag$ y\r affair v nicely1 ,"l ,palm]/on said to ,liv+/one at a reception at ,lady ,palm]/on's on ! #ab? ,decemb]4 ,_h we wait$ till ! usual "t :5 ,p>liam5t %\ld be ask$1 x w\ld h be5 too late4 ,"l ,%aftesbury1 at ! reception1 assur$ him t ! c\ntry w\ld d ev]y?+ = him1 & congratulat$ him on go+ out 9 ! way n[ settl$4 ,s did ! ,"l ,*ancellor 7,cranwor?71 ,sir ,cull+ ,e>dley1 & ,mr4 ,calcraft1 ,m4,p4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 on ! mo/ fri5dly t]ms ) ! ,portuguese ,ambassador1 ! ,c\nt de ,lavradio1 :o ev] av[$ ! highe/ respect = himself1 & a /rong desire to help him 9 8 "w4 ,to get ?is assurance turn$ into sub/antial assi/ance appe>$ to ,liv+/one to be ( ! v highe/ importance4 ,unless /rong influ5ce 7 br\ght to be> on ! local ,portuguese ,gov]nors 9 ,africa1 8 s*eme w\ld be wreck$4 ,! ,portuguese ,ambassador 0 !n at ,lisbon1 & ,liv+/one _h resolv$ to g !re1 to secure ! influ5ce f headqu>t]s :i* 0 s necess>y4 ,! ,pr9ce ,consort _h promis$ to introduce him to 8 c\s91 ! ,k+ ( ,portugal4 ,!re 71 h[ev]1 "s ob/acles to 8 go+4 ,yell[ fev] 0 rag+ at ,lisbon1 & moreov]1 "t 0 preci\s1 & a little delay might lead to ! loss ( a season on ! ,zambesi4 ,at ,lady ,palm]/on's reception1 ,"l ,palm]/on _h said to him t ,"l ,cl>5don might manage ! ,portuguese affair )\t 8 go+ to ,lisbon4 ,a day or two aft]1 ,liv+/one saw ,"l ,cl>5don1 :o confirm$ ,"l ,palm]/on's op9ion1 & assur$ him t :5 ,lavradio return$1 ! affair w\ld be settl$4 ,! ,lisbon j\rney 0 accord+ly giv5 up4 ,! ,c\nt return$ to ,london be=e ,liv+/one left1 & express$ a wi% to s5d a numb] ( ,portuguese ag5ts along ) him4 ,b to ?is bo? ,"l ,cl>5don & he _h ! /ronge/ objections1 z complicat+ ! exp$ition4 ,liv+/one 0 furni%$ ) lett]s f ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t to ! local ,gov]nors1 in/ruct+ !m to give him all ne$ful help4 ,b :5 he return$ to ! ,zambesi he f\nd t ^! public in/ructions 7 /rangely neutraliz$ & rev]s$ by "s unse5 process4 ,he himself believ$ to ! la/ 9 ! hone/ purpose ( ! ,k+ ( ,portugal1 b he _h n ! same confid5ce 9 ! ,gov]nm5t4 ,f "s ( ! notes writt5 to him at ?is "t by fri5ds :o und]/ood m ( diplomacy ?an he did1 we c see t little actual help 0 expect$ f ! local ,gov]nors 9 ! ,portuguese settlem5ts1 "o ( ^! fri5ds express+ ! conviction t ! soon] ^? ,portuguese dogs-9-!-mang] are eat51 up1 body & bones1 by ! ,zulu ,caffres1 ! bett]4 ,! co-op]ation ( ,"l ,cl>5don 0 v cordial4 ,he told me to g to ,wa%+ton 7( ! ,admiralty7 z if all _h be5 arrang$1 & d ev]y?+ necess>y1 & come to him = ev]y?+ ,i ne$$4 ,he repeat$1 ',j come "h & tell me :at y want1 & ,i w give x y4' ,he 0 wond]fully k9d4 ,i ?ank ,god :o gives ! influ5ce4 ,among o!r ?+s1 ,"l ,cl>5don wrote an (ficial lett] to ! *ief ,sekeltu1 ?ank+ him1 9 ! "n ( ! ,que51 = 8 k9dness & help to h] s]vant1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 expla9+ ! desire ( ! ,briti% nation1 z a comm]cial & ,*ri/ian p1 to live at peace ) all & to b5efit all2 tell+ him1 too1 :at !y ?\ght ( ! slave-trade2 hop+ t ,sekeltu w\ld help to keep ,god's highway1 ! riv] ,zambesi1 z a free pa?way = all nations2 assur+ him ( fri5d%ip & good-w2 & respectfully h9t+ t1 z we h d]iv$ all our greatness f ! div9e religion we receiv$ f heav51 x w be well if y consid] x c>efully :5 any ( our p talk to y ab\t x#ef4 ,footnote #ef3 ,see ,app5dix ,no4 ,,iv4 ,mo/ m51 aft] receiv+ su* c>te blan*e z ,"l ,cl>5don _h giv5 to ,liv+/one1 w\ld h be5 draw+ out plans on a l>ge scale1 reg>dless ( exp5se4 ,liv+/one's ideas 7 q 9 ! opposite direction4 ,in/ead ( hav+ to press ,capta9 ,wa%+ton1 he _h to re/ra9 him4 ,! exp$ition z plann$ by ,wa%+ton1 ) comm&] & assi/ant1 & a l>ge /aff ( (fic]s1 0 too exp5sive4 ,all t ,liv+/one wi%$ 0 a /eam laun*1 ) an economic botani/1 a practical m9+ geologi/1 & an assi/ant4 ,all 0 to be pla9 & practical2 no?+ 0 wi%$ = ornam5t or %[4 ,be=e we come to ! la/ adieus1 x is well to glance at ! rem>kable effect ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's %ort visit1 9 connection ) 8 previ\s labors1 on ! public op9ion ( ! c\ntry 9 reg>d to ,africa4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 z we h already rem>k$1 !re 0 q a revolution ( ideas z to ! int]ior ( ! c\ntry4 ,x a/oni%$ m5 to f9d t1 in/ead ( a va/ s&y des]t1 x 0 s ri* & productive a l&1 & m]*ants came to see t if only a safe & :olesome traffic c\ld be introduc$1 ! result w\ld be h>dly less b5eficial to !m ?an to ! p ( ,africa4 ,9 ! second place1 a new idea 0 giv5 ( ! ,african p4 ,caffre w>s & o!r mismanag$ ent]prises _h br\ght out ! wilde/ aspects ( ! native "*1 & _h l$ to ! impression t ! blacks 7 j z bruti% & f]oci\s z ! tig]s & crocodiles among :i* !y liv$4 ,b ,liv+/one %[$1 z ,m(fat _h %[$ be=e him1 t1 rightly dealt )1 !y 7 tea*able & companionable1 full ( respect = ! :ite man1 affectionate t[>d him :5 he treat$ !m well1 & eag] to h him dwell+ among !m4 ,on ! slave-trade ( ! int]ior he _h ?r[n a gha/ly light1 al?\gh x 0 res]v$ to him 9 8 future j\rneys to make a full exposure ( ! devil's "w 9 t infam\s traffic4 ,he _h ?r[n light1 too1 on ! /ructure ( ,africa1 %[n :]e heal?y localities 7 to be f\nd1 copi\sly illu/rat$ its fauna & flora1 discov]$ great riv]s & lakes1 & laid !m d[n on its map ) ! greate/ accuracy2 & he _h %[n h[ its mo/ virul5t disease might be r$uc$ to ! category ( an ord9>y cold4 ,9 conjunction ) o!r great ,african travel]s1 he _h contribut$ n a little to ! great increase ( popul>ity :i* _h be5 acquir$ by ! ,geographical ,society4 ,he _h %[n abundance ( op5+s = ,*ri/ian missions f ,kuruman to ! ,zambesi1 & f ,lo&a to ,quilimane4 ,he _h excit$ no little compassion = ! negro1 by vivid pictures ( 8 d>k & repulsive life1 ) s mu* mis]y 9 x & s little joy4 ,9 ! cause ( missions he did n appeal 9 va94 ,at ! ,engli% ,univ]sities1 "y m5 ( ability & promise got new light on ! purposes ( life1 & wond]$ t !y _h n ?\ght soon] ( (f]+ !mselves = su* noble "w4 ,9 ,scotl&1 m5 l ,james ,/ew>t1 n[ ( ,lov$ale1 7 set ?9k+ :e!r !y %\ld n give !mselves to ,africa1 & old] m51 l ,mr4 ,r4,a4 ,macfie & ! late ,mr4 ,james ,cunn+ham1 ( ,ed9burgh1 7 pond]+ 9 :at mann] ! "w c\ld be begun4 ,! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 cat*+ up ,liv+/one's wat*word ,onw>d1 7 plann+ a mission at ,l9yanti1 on ! banks ( ! ,zambesi4 ,mr4 ,m(fat 0 ab\t to pay a visit to ! great ,mosilikatse1 ) a view to ! comm5cem5t ( a mission to ! ,matebele4 ,z = ,liv+/one himself1 8 he>t 0 ye>n+ aft] 8 fri5ds ! ,makololo4 ,he _h be5 q will+ to g & be _! mission>y1 b 9 ! meantime o!r duty call$ him4 ,n be+ aw>e ( any purpose to plant a mission among !m1 he made an arrangem5t ) 8 bro!r-9-law1 ,mr4 ,john ,m(fat1 to become _! mission>y4 ,out ( 8 private res\rces he promis$ him #ejj1 = outfit1 etc41 & #aej a ye> = five ye>s z sal>y1 besides o!r sums1 am\nt+ 9 all to #adjj4 ,ne>ly ?ree ye>s ( 8 own sal>y z ,consul 7#ejj7 7 ?us pl$g$ & paid4 ,9 "o ^w1 ,africa1 :i* _h long be5 a symbol ( all t is dry & un9vit+1 sudd5ly became ! mo/ int]e/+ "p ( ! globe4 ,z ! "t ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's dep>ture = ,africa drew ne>1 a /rong desire arose among _m ( 8 fri5ds1 *iefly ! geograph]s1 to take leave ( him 9 a way t %\ld emphatically m>k ! /r5g? ( _! admiration & ! cordiality ( _! good wi%es4 ,x 0 accord+ly resolv$ t he %\ld be invit$ to a public d9n] on ! #ac? ,febru>y1 #aheh1 & t ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison %\ld occupy ! *air4 ,on ! morn+ ( t day he _h ! honor ( an int]view ) ,h] ,maje/y ! ,que54 ,a ,scotti% correspond5t ( an ,am]ican j\rnal1 ^: lett] at o!r po9ts %[s t he _h good in=mation#eg1 aft] ref]r+ to ! fact t ,liv+/one 0 n pres5t$ 9 ! usual way1 says3 ,footnote #eg3 ,we h asc]ta9$ t ! correspond5t 0 ! late ,mr4 ,k$die1 ( ! ,glasg[ ,free ,*ur* ,college1 :o got 8 in=mation f ,mr4 ,james ,"y4 ,he 0 honor$ by ! ,que5 ) a private int]view4444 ,%e s5t = ,liv+/one1 :o att5d$ ,h] ,maje/y at ! palace1 )\t c]emony1 9 8 black coat & blue tr\s]s1 & 8 cap surr\nd$ ) a /ripe ( gold lace4 ,?is 0 8 usual attire1 & ! cap _h n[ become ! appropriate di/9ction ( "o ( ,h] ,maje/y's consuls1 an (ficial position to :i* ! travel] atta*es great importance1 z giv+ him consequ5ce 9 ! eyes ( ! natives1 & au?ority ov] ! memb]s ( ! exp$ition44 ,! ,que5 conv]s$ ) him affably = half an h\r on ! subject ( 8 travels4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one told ,h] ,maje/y t he w\ld n[ be able to say to ! natives t he _h se5 8 *ief1 8 n hav+ done s be=e hav+ be5 a con/ant subject ( surprise to ! *ildr5 ( ! ,african wild]ness4 ,he m5tion$ to ,h] ,maje/y also t ! p 7 9 ! habit ( inquir+ :e!r 8 *ief 7 weal?y2 & t :5 he assur$ !m %e 0 v weal?y1 !y w\ld ask h[ _m c[s %e _h got1 a "q at :i* ! ,que5 laugh$ he>tily4 ,9 ! only notice ( ?is int]view :i* we h f\nd 9 ,liv+/one's own writ+1 he simply says t ,h] ,maje/y assur$ him ( h] good wi%es 9 8 j\rneys4 ,x 0 ! only int]view ) 8 ,sov]eign he ev] _h4 ,:5 he return$ 9 #ahfd he said t he w\ld h be5 pleas$ to h ano!r1 b only if x came naturally1 & )\t 8 seek+ x4 ,! ,que5 manife/$ ! greate/ int]e/ 9 him1 & %[$ great k9dness to 8 family1 :5 ! rumor came ( 8 dea?4 ,! banquet 9 ,freemason's ,tav]n1 :i* x _h be5 int5d$ to limit to #bej gue/s1 ov]fl[$ ! allott$ b\nds1 & 0 att5d$ by upw>d ( #cej1 includ+ ! ,m9i/]s ( ,sw$5 & ,norway1 & ( ,d5m>k2 ,dukes ( ,argyll & ,well+ton2 ,e>l ( ,%aftesbury & ,e>l ,grey2 ,bi%ops ( ,ox=d & ,/4 ,david's2 & ho/s ( o!r celebrities 9 almo/ e dep>tm5t ( public life4 ,! feel+ 0 s+ul>ly cordial4 ,sir ,rod]ick rehe>s$ ! s]vices ( ,liv+/one1 cr[n+ !m1 z 0 8 wont1 ) t memorable act--8 keep+ 8 promise to 8 black s]vants by return+ ) !m f ,lo&a to ! he>t ( ,africa1 9 spite ( all ! p]ils ( ! way1 & all ! attractions ( ,engl&1 !reby leav+ = himself 9 t c\ntry a glori\s "n1 & prov+ to ! p ( ,africa :at an ,engli% ,*ri/ian is4 ,/ill m1 p]haps1 did ,sir ,rod]ick t\* ! he>t ( ! audi5ce :5 he said ( ,liv+/one t not)/&+ eighte5 mon?s ( laudation1 s ju/ly be/[$ on him by all classes ( 8 c\ntrym51 & aft] receiv+ all ! honors :i* ! ,univ]sities & cities ( our c\ntry c\ld %[] ^u him1 he is /ill ! same hone/1 true-he>t$ ,david ,liv+/one z :5 he issu$ f ! wilds ( ,africa4 ,x 0 natural = ! ,duke ( ,argyll to recall ! fact t ,liv+/one's family 0 an ,argyll%ire "o1 & x 0 a happy ?\ght t z ,ulva 0 close to ,iona--t illu/ri\s isl&1 z ,dr4 ,samuel ,johnson call$ x1 :5ce rov+ tribes & rude b>b>ians d]iv$ ! b5efits ( k & ! bless+s ( religion1--s might ! son ( ,ulva c>ry ! same bless+s to ,africa1 & be rememb]$1 p]haps1 by millions ( ! human race z ! fir/ pione] ( civilization1 & ! fir/ h>b+] ( ! gospel4 ,x 0 graceful 9 ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d 7,samuel ,wilb]=ce7 to adv]t to ! debt ( unp>allel$ magnitude :i* ,engl&1 f\nd] ( ! accurs$ slave-trade1 ow$ to ,africa1 & to urge ! imm$iate prosecution ( ,liv+/one's plans1 inasmu* z ! spots 9 ,africa1 :]e ! s-call$ ,*ri/ian trad] _h come1 7 m>k$1 m ?an any o!r1 by crime & di/ru/1 & insecurity ( life & prop]ty4 ,x 0 a good opportunity = ,pr(essor ,ow5 to tell ! /ory ( ! spiral tusk1 to rehe>se "s rem>kable in/ances ( ,liv+/one's accurate obs]vations & happy conjectures on ! habits ( animals1 to rate him = de/roy+ ! moral "* ( ! lion1 & to claim cr$it = hav+ discov]$1 9 ! bone caves ( ,engl&1 ! rema9s ( an animal ( great] bulk ?an any liv+ species1 t may h possess$ all ! qualities :i* ! mo/ ard5t admir] ( ! ,briti% lion c\ld desire#eh6 ,footnote #eh3 ,liv+/one purpos$ to bequea? to ,pr(essor ,ow5 a some:at extraord9>y legacy4 ,writ+ aft]w>d to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,"y1 he said3 ,if ,i die at home ,i w\ld lie beside y4 ,my left arm goes to ,pr(essor ,ow51 m9d4 ,t is ! w ( ,david ,liv+/one4 ,on no topic 0 ! applause ( ! company m en?usia/ic ?an :5 m5tion 0 made ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 :o 0 !n prep>+ to accompany h] husb& on 8 j\rney4 ,liv+/one's own words to ! company 7 simple & he>ty1 b !y 7 ! words ( tru? & sob]ness4 ,he 0 ov]:elm$ ) ! k9dness he _h exp]i5c$4 ,he did n expect any spe$y result f ! ,exp$ition1 b he 0 sangu9e z to its ultimate b5efit4 ,he ?\ght !y w\ld get 9 ! ?9 end ( ! w$ge1 & t x w\ld be driv5 home by ,engli% en]gy & _s4 ,= himself1 ) all eyes re/+ ^u him1 he felt "u an obligation to d bett] ?an he _h ev] done4 ,& z to ,mrs4 ,liv+/one3 ,x is sc>cely fair to ask a man to praise 8 own wife1 b ,i c only say t :5 ,i p>t$ f h] at ! ,cape1 tell+ h] t ,i %\ld return 9 two ye>s1 & :5 x happ5$ t ,i 0 abs5t f\r ye>s & a half1 ,i suppos$ t ,i %\ld appe> be=e h] ) a damag$ "*4 ,i 01 h[ev]1 =giv54 ,my wife1 :o has always be5 ! ma9 spoke 9 my :eel1 w accompany me 9 ?is exp$ition1 & w be mo/ useful to me4 ,%e is famili> ) ! languages ( ,s\? ,africa4 ,%e is able to "w4 ,%e is will+ to endure1 & %e well kn[s t 9 t c\ntry "o mu/ put "o's h& to ev]y?+4 ,9 ! c\ntry to :i* ,i am ab\t to proce$ %e kn[s t at ! mission>y's /ation ! wife mu/ be ! maid-(-all-"w )91 :ile ! husb& mu/ be ! jack-(-all-trades )\t1 & glad am ,i inde$ t ,i am to be accompani$ by my gu>dian angel4 ,( ! _m lett]s ( adieu he receiv$ be=e sett+ out we h space = only two4 ,! fir/ came f ! v5]able ,pr(essor ,s$gwick1 ( ,cambridge1 9 ! =m ( an apology = inability to att5d ! f>ewell banquet4 ,x is a beautiful unfold+ ( ! head & he>t ( ! ,*ri/ian philosoph]1 & mu/ h be5 s+ul>ly welcome to ,liv+/one1 ^: views on "s ( ! greate/ subjects ( ?\ght 7 9 ?or\gh h>mony ) ^? ( 8 fri5d3 ,cambridge1 ,febru>y #aj1 #aheh4--,,my ,,de> ,,sir1--,y\r k9d & v welcome lett] came to me ye/]day2 & ,i take ! fir/ mom5t ( leisure to ?ank y = x1 & to s5d y a few m words ( good-w1 along ) my pray]s t ,god may1 = _m ye>s1 prolong y\r life & ! lives ( ^? :o are mo/ ne> & de> to y1 & t he may support y 9 all com+ trials1 & cr[n ) a success1 f> transc5d+ y\r own hopes1 y\r endeavors = ! good ( our poor humble fell[-creatures 9 ,africa1 ,!re is b "o ,god1 ! ,god :o creat$ all worlds & ! natural laws :]eby !y are gov]n$2 & ! ,god ( reveal$ tru?1 :o tells u ( our de/9ies 9 an et]nal _w to come4 ,all tru? ( :atev] k9d has !re=e its creator 9 ! w & ess5ce ( t great ,god :o creat$ all ?+s1 moral & natural4 ,great & good m5 h long upheld ?is gr& conclusion4 ,b1 alas6 su* is too (t5 our bigotry1 or ignorance1 or selfi%ness1 t we try to divorce religi\s & moral f natural tru?1 z if !y 7 inconsi/5t & 9 positive antagonism "o to ! o!r1--a true ca?olic _s 7oh t ! ^w 'ca?olic' _h n be5 s horribly abus$ by ! f\l de$s ( m567 tea*+ u t all tru?s are l9k$ toge!r1 & t all art & sci5ce1 & all mat]ial discov]ies 7ea* held 9 its prop] place & subord9ation71 may be us$ to m9i/] to ! diffusion ( ,*ri/ian tru? among m51 ) all its bless$ fruits ( peace & good-w4 ,?is is1 ,i believe1 y\r fai?1 z ,i see x %9+ out 9 y\r de$s1 & set =? 9 ! pages ( y\r "w on ,s\!rn ,africa1 :i* ,i h /udi$ ?r\gh f beg9n+ to end ) s5tim5ts ( rev]5ce & honor = ! pa/ & good hopes = ! future4 ,:at a glori\s prospect is be=e y6 ! comm5cem5t ( ! civilization ( ,africa1 ! ext5sion ( our k ( all ! k+doms ( nature1 ! production ( great mat]ial b5efits to ! ,old ,_w1 ! gradual heal+ ( t f\l & fetid ulc]1 ! slave-trade1 ! "o gr& disgrace & weakness ( ,*ri/5dom1 & t has defil$ ! h&s ( all ^? :o h _h any deal+s ) x2 & la/1 b n lea/--nay1 ! greate/ ( all1 & ! true end ( all--! lift+ up ( ! poor ,african f ! e>?1 ! turn+ 8 face heav5w>d1 & ! glory ( at l5g? 7aft] all 8 suff]+s & all our s9s7 call+ him a ,*ri/ian bro!r4 ,may our ,"l & ,savi\r bless y\r labors1 & may 8 ,holy ,_s be ) y to ! end ( y\r life ^u ?is tr\bl$ _w6 ,i am an old man1 & ,i %all 7s f> z ,i am p]mitt$ to look at ! future7 nev] see y\r face aga94 ,if ,i live till ! #bb;d ( ,m>* ,i %all h end$ my #gc;d ye>1 & n only f :at we all "k f ! ord9>y c\rse ( nature1 b f :at ,i myself "k & feel f ! exp]i5ce ( ! two pa/ ye>s1 ,i am assur$ t ,i h n long to live4 ,h[ long1 ,god only kn[s4 ,x grieves me n to h se5 y aga9 9 ,london1 & ,i did hope t y might y\rself introduce me to y\r wife & *ildr54 ,i he> t a f>ewell d9n] is to be giv5 y on ,saturday1 & greatly %\ld ,i rejoice to be pres5t on t occasion1 & along ) _m o!r true-he>t$ fri5ds wi% y ',god-spe$4' ,b x mu/ n be4 ,i am n a close prison] to my room1 z ,i 0 "s weeks pa/1 b ,i am /ill on ! sick li/1 & d>e n expose myself to any sudd5 *ange ( temp]ature1 or to ! excitem5t ( a public meet+4 ,?is is "o ( ! frailties ( old age & infirm heal?4 ,i h gone on writ+ & writ+ m ?an ,i int5d$4 ,once = all1 ,god bless y6 & pray 7?\gh ,i d n p]sonally "k !m7 give my be/ & ,*ri/ian love to y\r de> wife 7,ma-,rob]t %e 0 call$1 ,i ?9k1 9 ,africa7 & *ildr54 ,ev] gratefully & affectionately y\rs1 ,a4 ,,s$gwick4 ,sir ,rod]ick1 too1 _h a k9d p>t+ ^w = 8 fri5d3 ,accept my w>me/ ackn[l$gm5ts = y\r la/ f>ewell note4 ,believe me1 my de> fri5d1 t no transaction 9 my some:at long & v active life has s truly rew>d$ me z my int]c\rse ) y1 =1 f ! beg9n+ to ! end1 x has be5 "o cont9u$ bright gleam4 ,to ?is note ,liv+/one1 z 0 8 wont1 made a he>ty & ,*ri/ian response3 ,_m bless+s be on y & y\rs1 & if we nev] meet aga9 on e>?1 may we ?r\gh inf9ite m]cy meet 9 heav56 ,! la/ days 9 ,engl& 7 sp5t 9 arrangem5ts = ! exp$ition1 settl+ family plans1 & bidd+ f>ewell4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one accompani$ h] husb&1 along ) ,oswell1 _! y\nge/ *ild4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's he>t 0 deeply affect$ 9 p>t+ ) 8 o!r *ildr54 ,amid all ! hurry & bu/le ( leav+ he snat*es a few m9utes almo/ daily = a note to "o or m ( !m3 ,london1 #b;d ,febru>y1 #aheh4--,,my ,,de> ,,tom1--,i am soon go+ (f f ?is c\ntry1 & w leave y to ! c>e ( ,him :o nei!r slumb]s nor sleeps1 & nev] disappo9t$ any "o :o put 8 tru/ 9 ,him4 ,if y make him y\r fri5d ,he w be bett] to y ?an any companion c be4 ,he is a fri5d t /icke? clos] ?an a bro!r4 ,may ,he grant y grace to seek ,him & to s]ve ,him4 ,i h no?+ bett] to say to y ?an to take ,god = y\r ,fa!r1 ,jesus = y\r ,savi\r1 & ! ,holy ,_s = y\r sanctifi]4 ,d ?is & y are safe = ev]4 ,no evil c !n befall y4 ,hope y w le>n quickly & well1 s z to be fitt$ = ,god's s]vice 9 ! _w4 ',pe>l1' 9 ! ,m]sey1 #aj? ,m>*1 #aheh4--,,my ,,de> ,,tom1--,we are (f aga91 & we tru/ t ,he :o rules ! waves w wat* ov] u & rema9 ) y1 to bless u & make u bless+s to our fell[-m54 ,! ,"l be ) y1 & be v graci\s to y6 ,avoid & hate s91 & cleave to ,jesus z y\r ,savi\r f guilt4 ,tell gr&ma we are (f aga91 & ,janet w tell all ab\t u4 ,9 8 lett]s to 8 *ildr5 f fir/ to la/1 ! c\nsel mo/ con/antly & mo/ e>ne/ly press$ is to take ,jesus = _! fri5d4 ,! p]sonal ,savi\r is cont9ually pres5t to 8 he>t1 z ! "o ine/imable treasure :i* he longs = !m to secure4 ,t treasure _h be5 a s\rce ( unspeakable peace & joy to himself amid all ! trials & tr\bles ( 8 *eck]$ life2 if 8 *ildr5 7 only 9 fri5d%ip ) ,him1 he c\ld brea! freely 9 leav+ !m1 & feel t !y w\ld inde$ ,,f>e ,,well4 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,,! ,,zambesi1 ,,& ,,fir/ ,,exploration ,,( ,,! ,,%ir4 ,a4,d4 #aheh-ahei4 ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one sail 9 ! ,pe>l--,*>act]i/ic in/ructions to memb]s ( ,exp$ition--,dr4 ,liv+/one consci\s ( difficult position--,lett] to ,rob]t--,si]ra ,leone--,effects ( ,briti% ,squadron & ( ,*ri/ian ,missions--,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,m(fat at ,cape ,t[n--,spl5did reception !re--,illness ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one--,%e rema9s beh9d--,! five ye>s ( ! ,exp$ition--,lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y--to ,dr4 ,m(fat--,kongone entrance to ,zambesi--,collision ) ,naval ,(fic]--,di/urb$ /ate ( ! c\ntry--,trip to ,kebrabasa ,rapids--,dr4 ,liv+/one applies = new /eam]--,will+ to pay = "o himself--,exploration ( ! ,%ir--,mur*ison ,cat>acts--,extracts f private ,j\rnal--,discov]y ( ,lake ,%irwa--,correspond5ce--,lett]s to ,agnes ,liv+/one--,trip to ,tette--,kroom5 & two memb]s ( ,exp$ition dismiss$--,liv+/one's v9dication--,discov]y ( ,lake ,nyassa--,bright hopes = ! future--,idea ( a colony--,g5]osity ( ,liv+/one--,lett]s to ,mr4 ,macle>1 ,mr4 ,"y1 & ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,8 sympa?y ) ! hone/ poor--,he he>s ( ! bir? ( 8 y\nge/ daught]4 ,on ! #aj? ,m>* #aheh1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 accompani$ by ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 _! y\nge/ son1 ,oswell1 & ! memb]s ( 8 ,exp$ition1 sail$ f ,liv]pool on bo>d ,h] ,maje/y's colonial /eam]1 ! ,pe>l1 :i* c>ri$ ! sections ( ! ,ma-,rob]t1 ! /eam laun* ) ,mrs4 ,liv+/one's ,african "n1 :i* 0 to be p]man5tly us$ 9 ! exploration ( ! ,zambesi & its tribut>ies4 ,at />t+1 ! ,pe>l _h f9e wea!r & a favorable w9d1 & quickly ran d[n ! ,*annel & across ! ,bay ( ,biscay4 ,) t bus9ess-l precision :i* *>act]iz$ him1 ,liv+/one1 z soon z sea-sickness 0 ov]1 _h ! in/ructions ( ! ,=eign ,(fice read 9 pres5ce ( all ! memb]s ( ! ,exp$ition1 & he aft]w>d wrote out & deliv]$ to ea* p]son a specific /atem5t ( ! duties expect$ ( him4 ,9 ^! v *>act]i/ic pap]s1 x is int]e/+ to obs]ve t 8 fir/ bus9ess 0 to lay d[n to ea* man 8 specific "w1 ?is be+ done = ! purpose ( avoid+ confusion & collision1 ackn[l$g+ ea* man's gifts1 & mak+ him indep5d5t 9 8 own sph]e4 ,:ile no pa9s 7 to be sp>$ to make ! ,exp$ition successful 9 its sci5tific & comm]cial aims1 & :ile1 = ?is purpose1 great /ress 0 laid on ! subsidi>y in/ructions prep>$ by ,pr(essor ,ow51 ,sir ,w4 ,hook]1 & ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one %[$ /ill m e>ne/ness 9 urg+ duties ( a high] class1 giv+ to all ! same wise & mo/ ,*ri/ian c\nsel to ma9ta9 ! moral ( ! ,exp$ition at ! highe/ po9t1 especially 9 deal+ ) ! natives3 ,y w und]/& t ,h] ,maje/y's ,gov]nm5t atta* m importance to ! moral influ5ce :i* may be ex]t$ on ! m9ds ( ! natives by a well-regulat$ & ord]ly h\sehold ( ,europeans1 sett+ an example ( consi/5t moral conduct to all :o may congregate ar\nd ! settlem5t2 treat+ ! p ) k9dness1 & reliev+ _! wants2 tea*+ !m to make exp]im5ts 9 agriculture1 expla9+ to !m ! m simple arts1 imp>t+ to !m religi\s in/ruction1 z f> z !y are capable ( receiv+ x1 & inculcat+ peace & good-w to ea* o!r4 ,! exp$ition is well suppli$ ) arms & ammunition1 & x w be necess>y to use ^! 9 ord] to obta9 supplies ( food1 z well z to procure specim5s = ! purposes ( ,natural ,hi/ory4 ,9 _m p>ts ( ! c\ntry :i* we hope to trav]se1 ! l>g] animals exi/ 9 great numb]s1 &1 be+ comp>atively tame1 may be easily %ot4 ,i w\ld e>ne/ly press on e memb] ( ! exp$ition a sacr$ reg>d to life1 & nev] to de/roy x unless "s good end is to be answ]$ by its ext9ction2 ! wanton wa/e ( animal life :i* ,i h witness$ f night-hunt+1 & f ! f]oci\s1 b *ildlike1 abuse ( ! in/rum5ts ( de/ruction 9 ! h&s ( ,europeans1 makes me anxi\s t ?is exp$ition %\ld n be guilty ( simil> abom9ations4 ,x is hop$ t we may nev] h occasion to use our arms = protection f ! natives1 b ! be/ security f attack consi/s 9 upright conduct1 & ! natives see+ t we are prep>$ to meet x4 ,at ! same "t1 y are /rictly enjo9$ to ex]cise ! greate/ =be>ance t[>d ! p2 &1 :ile reta9+ prop] firmness 9 ! ev5t ( any misund]/&+1 to conciliate1 z f> z possibly c be done ) safety to our p>ty4 ,x is unnecess>y = me to enjo9 ! /ricte/ ju/ice 9 deal+ ) ! natives4 ,?is y\r own pr9ciples w lead y inv>iably to foll[1 b :ile do+ s y\rself1 x is decid$ly necess>y to be c>eful n to appe> to ov]rea* or insult any "o by ! conduct ( ^? "u y\r comm&4444 ,! *iefs ( tribes & lead+ m5 ( villages ought always to be treat$ ) respect1 & no?+ %\ld be done to weak5 _! au?ority4 ,any pres5t ( food %\ld be accept$ frankly1 z x is impolitic to all[ ! anci5t cu/om ( fe$+ /rang]s to g into disuse4 ,we come among !m z memb]s ( a sup]ior race1 & s]vants ( a ,gov]nm5t t desires to elevate ! m degrad$ portions ( ! human family4 ,we are adh]5ts ( a b5ign1 holy religion1 & may1 by consi/5t conduct1 & wise1 pati5t ef=ts1 become ! h>b+]s ( peace to a hi!rto di/ract$ & trodd5-d[n race4 ,no great result is ev] atta9$ )\t pati5t1 long-cont9u$ ef=t4 ,9 ! ent]prise 9 :i* we h ! honor to be engag$1 de$s ( sympa?y1 consid]ation1 & k9dness1 :i*1 :5 view$ 9 detail1 may seem ?r[n away1 if /eadily p]si/$ 91 are sure1 ultimately1 to ex]cise a comm&+ influ5ce4 ,dep5d ^u x1 a k9d ^w or de$ is nev] lo/4 ,evid5tly1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one felt himself 9 a difficult position at ! head ( ?is ent]prise4 ,he 0 aw>e ( ! tr\ble t _h usually att5d$ civil z contra/$ ) naval & milit>y exp$itions1 f ! abs5ce ( t habit ( discipl9e & ob$i5ce :i* is s firmly e/abli%$ 9 ! latt] s]vices4 ,he _h nev] s]v$ "u ,h] ,maje/y's ,gov]nm5t himself1 nor _h he be5 accu/om$ to comm& su* m5 z 7 n[ "u him1 & !re 7 "s ?+s 9 8 antec$5ts t made ! duty peculi>ly difficult4 ,on "o ?+ only he 0 resolv$3 to d 8 own duty to ! utmo/1 & to sp>e no pa9s to induce e memb] ( ! ,exp$ition to d 84 ,x 0 impossible = him n to be anxi\s z to h[ ! team w\ld pull toge!r1 especially z he knew well ! influ5ce ( a mal>i\s atmosph]e 9 caus+ int5se irritability ( temp]4 ,9 "s respects1 ?\gh n ! mo/ obvi\s1 ?is 0 ! mo/ try+ p]iod ( 8 life4 ,8 lett]s & o!r writt5 pap]s %[ "o little b n un9/ructive effect ( ! pressure & di/raction t n[ came on him--9 ! great *ange :i* 8 h&writ+ und]w5t--! neat1 regul> writ+ ( 8 y\? giv+ place to a l>ge & heavyi% h&1 z if he _h nev] _h "t to m5d 8 p51 & 8 only ?\ght _h be5 h[ to get on mo/ quickly4 ,yet we see also1 v cle>ly1 h[ nobly he /rove aft] self-control & conciliatory ways4 ,! tone ( c\rtesy1 ! recognition ( ea* man's indep5d5ce 9 8 own sph]e1 & ! appeal to 8 good s5se & good feel+1 app>5t 9 ! in/ructions1 %[ a /udi\s desire1 :ile he took & int5d$ to keep 8 place z ,comm&]1 to conceal ! symbols ( au?ority1 & b9d ! memb]s ( ! p>ty toge!r z a b& ( bro!rs4 ,& ?\gh 9 8 publi%$ book1 ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies1 :i* 0 ma9ly a report ( 8 do+s to ! ,gov]nm5t & ! nation1 he conf9$ himself to ! matt]s ) :i* he _h be5 intru/$ by !m1 !re are _m little pro(s ( 8 seek+ wisdom & /r5g? f above ) undim9i%$ e>ne/ness1 & ( 8 /riv+1 z mu* z ev]1 to d all to ! glory ( ,god4 ,z ! swift motion ( ! %ip be>s him f>!r & f>!r f home1 he _c b ?9k ( 8 orphan *ildr54 ,z !y ne> ,si]ra ,leone1 on ! #be? ,m>*1 he s5ds a few l9es to 8 elde/ son3 ,,my ,,de> ,,rob]t1--,we h be5 go+ at ! rate ( #bjj miles a day ev] s9ce we left ,liv]pool1 & h be5 mu* favor$ by a k9d ,provid5ce 9 ! wea!r4 ,poor ,oswell 0 sorely sick :ile roll+ ?r\gh ! ,bay ( ,biscay1 & ate no?+ = ab\t ?ree days2 b we soon got away f ! ice & sn[ to beautiful summ] wea!r1 & we are gett+ nicely ?aw$4 ,we sleep ) all our port-holes op51 & are glad ( ! awn+ by day4 ,at night we see ! ,s\!rn ,cross2 & ! ,pole ,/>1 :i* /&s s high ov] y1 is "h s l[ we _c see x = ! haze4 ,we %all n see x aga91 b ! same almighty graci\s ,fa!r is ov] all1 & is ne> to all :o love ,him4 ,y are n[ alone 9 ! _w1 & mu/ seek 8 fri5d%ip & guidance1 = if y d n lean on ,him1 y w g a/ray1 & f9d t ! way ( transgressors is h>d4 ,! ,"l be graci\s to y1 & accept y1 ?\gh unwor?y ( 8 favor4 ,si]ra ,leone 0 rea*$ 9 a =tnight4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 gratifi$ to le>n t1 dur+ ! la/ t5 ye>s1 ! heal? ( ! t[n _h improv$ greatly--consequ5t on ! abatem5t ( ! :isky fev]1 & ! dra9+ & pav+ ( ! /reets ?r\gh ! activity ( ,gov]nor ,hill4 ,he f\nd ! ,sunday z well kept z 9 ,scotl&1 & 0 sure t po/]ity w\ld ackn[l$ge ! great bless+ :i* ! op]ations ( ! ,engli% ,squadron on ! "o h& & ! v>i\s ,*ri/ian missions on ! o!r _h effect$4 ,he 0 m ?an ev] conv9c$1 not)/&+ all t _h be5 said aga9/ x1 t ! ,engli% ,squadron _h be5 a great bless+ on ! ,we/ ,coa/4 ,! ,*ri/ian missions1 too1 t _h be5 plant$ "u ! protection ( ! ,squadron1 7 an evid5ce ( its b5eficial influ5ce4 ,he us$ con/antly to ref] ) int5se gratitude to ! "w ( ,"l ,palm]/on 9 ?is cause1 & to ! v end ( 8 life 8 ,lord%ip 0 among ! m5 ^: memory he mo/ highly honor$4 ,(t51 :5 he wi%$ to describe 8 aim briefly1 9 reg>d to slav]y1 comm]ce1 & missions1 he w\ld say x 0 to d on ! ,ea/ ,coa/ :at _h be5 done on ! ,we/4 ,at ,si]ra ,leone a crew ( twelve ,kroom5 0 engag$ & tak5 on bo>d = ! navigation ( ! ,ma-,rob]t1 aft] x %\ld rea* ! ,zambesi4 ,on _! leav+ ,si]ra ,leone1 ! wea!r became v r\gh1 & f ! /ate ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one's heal?1 incl9+ v mu* to fev]1 x 0 deem$ necess>y t %e1 ) ,oswell1 %\ld be left at ! ,cape1 g to ,kuruman = a "t1 & aft] h] com+ conf9em5t1 jo9 h] husb& on ! ,zambesi 9 #ahfj4 ,?is1 says ,liv+/one 9 8 ,j\rnal1 is a great trial to me1 = _h %e come on ) u1 %e might h prov$ ( ess5tial s]vice to ! ,exp$ition 9 case ( sickness or o!rwise2 b x may all turn out = ! be/4 ,x 0 ! fir/ disappo9tm5t1 & x 0 b p>tially balanc$ by 8 le>n+ f ,dr4 ,m(fat1 :o1 ) 8 wife1 met !m at ! ,cape1 t he _h made out 8 visit to ,mosilikatse1 & _h le>n$ t ! m5 :om ,liv+/one _h left at ,tette _h n return$ home1 s t !y w\ld /ill be wait+ = him !re4 ,he knew ( :at value !y w\ld be to him 9 expla9+ 8 int5tions to ! natives4 ,f ,sir ,george ,grey1 ! excell5t ,gov]nor ( ! ,cape1 & ! inhabitants ( ,cape ,t[n g5]ally1 ! ,exp$ition met ) an unusually cordial reception4 ,at a great meet+ at ! ,ex*ange1 a silv] box conta9+ a te/imonial ( eight hundr$ gu9eas 0 pres5t$ to ,liv+/one by ! ,gov]nor2 & two days aft]1 a gr& d9n] 0 giv5 to ! memb]s ( ! ,exp$ition1 ! ,attorney-,g5]al be+ 9 ! *air4 ,mr4 ,macle> 0 mo/ en?usia/ic 9 ! reception ( 8 fri5d1 & at ! public meet+ _h s mu* to say ab\t him t he c\ld h>dly be br\ght to a close4 ,x mu/ h be5 highly amus+ to ,liv+/one to contra/ ,cape ,t[n 9 #aheb ) ,cape ,t[n 9 #aheh4 ,9 #aheb he 0 s suspect$ t he c\ld h>dly get a p\nd ( gunp[d] or a box ( caps :ile prep>+ = 8 unprec$5t$ j\rney1 & he _h to pay a heavy f9e to get rid ( a cantank]\s po/-ma/]4 ,n[ he returns ) ! ,que5's gold b& r\nd 8 cap1 & ) bright] decorations r\nd 8 "n ?an ,sov]eigns c give2 & all ,cape ,t[n ha/5s to honor him4 ,x 0 a great victory1 z x 0 also a /rik+ illu/ration ( ! _w's ways4 ,x is n our object to foll[ ,dr4 ,liv+/one into all ! details ( 8 ,exp$ition1 b m]ely to note a few ( ! m sali5t po9ts1 9 connection ) ! opportunities x af=d$ = ! a*ievem5t ( 8 object & ! developm5t ( 8 "*4 ,x may he well to note "h g5]ally h[ ! ye>s 7 occupi$4 ,! rema9d] ( #aheh 0 employ$ 9 explor+ ! m\?s ( ! ,zambesi1 & ! riv] itself up to ,tette & ! ,kebrabasa ,rapids1 a few miles beyond4 ,next ye>--#ahei--0 devot$ ma9ly to ?ree successive trips on ! riv] ,%ir1 ! ?ird be+ signaliz$ by ! discov]y ( ,lake ,nyassa4 ,9 #ahfj ,liv+/one w5t back ) 8 ,makololo up ! ,zambesi to ! t]ritories ( ,sekeltu4 ,9 #ahfa1 aft] explor+ ! riv] ,rovuma1 & assi/+ ,bi%op ,mack5zie to beg9 ! ,univ]sities' ,mission1 he />t$ = ,lake ,nyassa1 return+ to ! %ip t[>d ! end ( ! ye>4 ,9 #ahfb occurr$ ! dea? ( ! ,bi%op & o!r mission>ies1 & also1 dur+ a det5tion at ,%upanga1 ! dea? ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one3 9 ! latt] "p ( ! ye> ,liv+/one aga9 explor$ ! ,rovuma4 ,9 #ahfc he 0 aga9 explor+ ! ,%ir ,valley & ,lake ,nyassa1 :5 an ord] came f ,h] ,maje/y's ,gov]nm5t1 recall+ ! ,exp$ition4 ,9 #ahfd he />t$ 9 ! ,lady ,nyassa = ,bombay1 & !nce return$ to ,engl&4 ,on ! #a/ ,may1 #aheh1 ! ,pe>l sail$ f ,simon's ,bay1 & on ! #ad? /ood 9 = ! entrance to ! ,zambesi1 call$ ! ,we/ ,luabo1 or ,hosk9s's ,bran*4 ,( _! progress ,dr4 ,liv+/one gives 8 impressions 9 ! foll[+ lett] to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,james ,"y3 ',,pe>l1'#aj? ,may1 #aheh4 ,"h we are1 (f ,cape ,corri5tes 7',:aur's t1 ,i wonn]8'71 & hope to be (f ! ,luabo f\r days h5ce4 ,we h be5 mo/ rem>kably favor$ 9 ! wea!r1 & x is well1 = _h our %ip be5 9 a gale ) all ?is weight on h] deck1 x w\ld h be5 p]il\s4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one 0 sea-sick all ! way f ,si]ra ,leone1 & got z ?9 z a la?4 ,z ?is 0 accompani$ by fev]1 ,i 0 =c$ to run into ,table ,bay1 & :5 ,i got a%ore ,i f\nd h] fa!r & "m d[n all ! way f ,kuruman to see u & help ! "y mission>ies1 :om ! ,london ,mission>y ,society has n yet s5t4 ,glad1 ( c\rse1 to see ! old c\ple aga94 ,we _h a gr& to-d at ! ,cape4 ,eight hundr$ gu9eas 7 pres5t$ 9 a silv] box by ! h& ( ! ,gov]nor1 ,sir ,george ,grey1 a f9e fell[4 ,sure1 no "o might be m ?ankful to ! ,giv] ( all ?an myself4 ,! ,"l grant me grace to s]ve ,him ) he>t & s\l--! only return ,i c make6444 ,x 0 a bitt] p>t+ ) my wife1 l te>+ ! he>t out ( "o4 ,x 0 s unexpect$2 & n[ we are screw+ away up ! coa/4444 ,we are all agreeable yet1 & all look+ =w>d ) ardor to our ent]prise4 ,x is likely t ,i %all come d[n ) ! ',pe>l' ?r\gh ! ,delta to doctor !m if !y become ill1 & s5d !m on to ,ceylon ) a bless+4 ,all h behav$ well1 & ,i am really ?ankful to see x1 & hope t ,god w graci\sly make "s bett] use ( u 9 promot+ 8 glory4 ,i met a ,dr4 ,k+ 9 ,simon's ,bay1 ( ! ',cambrian' frigate1 "o ( our class-mates 9 ! ,&]sonian4 ,?is frigate1 by ! way1 salut$ u h&somely :5 we sail$ out4 ,we h a man-(-w> to help u 7! ',h]mes'71 b ! lazy muff is f> beh9d4 ,he is1 h[ev]1 to c>ry our despat*es to ,quilimane4444 ,a lett] to ,dr4 ,m(fat lets u "k 9 :at mann] he 0 prep>+ to tea* ! twelve ,kroom5 :o 7 to navigate ! ,ma-,rob]t1 & 8 old ,makololo m53 ,fir/ ( all1 suppos+ ,mr4 ,skead %\ld take ?is back by ! ',h]mes' 9 "t to cat* y at ! ,cape1 w\ld y be k9d en\gh to get a =m ( pray] pr9t$ = me8 ,we h twelve ,kroom51 :o seem docile & will+ to be taught2 :5 we are p>t$ f ! ',pe>l' we %all h pray]s ) !m e morn+4444 ,i ?9k x w be an advantage to h ! pray]s 9 ,si*uana :5 my m5 jo9 u1 & if we h a selection f ! ,engli% ,litany1 ) ! ,"l's ,pray] 9 ,si*uana1 all may jo94 ,w y translate x1 beg9n+ at ',rememb] n1 ,"l1 our (f5ses1' up to '! "r way'8 ,!nce1 petition = *iefs1 & on to ! end4444 ,! ,litany ne$ n be lit]al4 ,i suppose y are n a rabid noncon=mi/1 or else ,i w\ld n v5ture to ask ?is4444 ,by ! "t !y rea*$ ! m\? ( ! ,zambesi1 ,liv+/one 0 suff]+ f a sev]e attack ( di>rhoea4 ,on ! #af? ( ,may1 be+ ,sunday1 :ile /ill suff]+1 he deem$ x a "w ( necessity1 9 ord] to get z soon z possible out ( ! fev]-bre$+ region ( mangrove swamps :]e !y _h an*or$1 t !y %\ld at remove ! sections ( ! ,ma-,rob]t f ! ,pe>l2 accord+ly1 ) ! exception ( ! "t occupi$ 9 ! usual pray]s1 t day 0 sp5t 9 labor4 ,8 con/ant reg>d = ! day ( re/ & great unwill+ness to engage 9 labor !n1 is ! be/ pro( t on ?is occasion ! necessity = work+ 0 to 8 m9d absolutely irresi/ible4 ,he _h f\nd t active ex]cise e day 0 "o ( ! be/ prev5tives ( fev]2 c]ta9ly x is v rem>kable h[ ?or\ghly ! m5 ( ! ,exp$ition escap$ x at ?is "t4 ,9 8 ,j\rnal he says3 ,aft] ! exp]i5ce ga9$ by ,dr4 ,m',william1 & communicat$ to ! _w 9 8 admirable ,m$ical ,hi/ory ( ! ,nig] ,exp$ition1 ,i %\ld h consid]$ myself p]sonally guilty _h any ( ! crew ( ! ',pe>l' or ( ! ,exp$ition be5 cut (f ?r\gh delay 9 ! mangrove swamps4 ,aft]w>d1 :5 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one di$ dur+ a long b unavoidable delay at ,%upanga1 a little f>!r up1 he 0 m ?an ev] conv9c$ t he _h act$ rightly4 ,b "s ( 8 fri5ds 7 tr\bl$1 & _m reflections 7 ?r[n on him1 especially by ^? :o bore him no good-w4 ,! fir/ important fact 9 ! hi/ory ( ! ,exp$ition 0 ! discov]y ( ! advantage ( ! ,kongone entrance ( ! ,zambesi1 ! be/ ( all ! m\?s ( ! riv] = navigation4 ,soon aft] a site 0 fix$ on z a dept1 & :ile ! luggage & /ores 7 be+ l&$ at x1 !re occurr$ an un=tunate collision ) ! naval (fic]1 :o t5d]$ 8 resignation4 ,at fir/ ,liv+/one decl9$ to accept ( x1 b on its be+ t5d]$ a second "t he all[$ ! (fic] to g4 ,x vex$ him to ! la/ degree to h ?is diff]5ce s e>ly1 nor did he "p ) ! (fic] )\t mu* =be>ance & anxiety to w>d (f ! brea*4 ,9 8 despat*es to ,gov]nm5t ! :ole circum/ances 7 fully detail$4 ,lett]s to ,mr4 ,macle> & o!r private fri5ds give a /ill m detail$ n>rative4 ,9 a few qu>t]s blame 0 ca/ ^u him1 & 9 ! ,cape newspap]s ! affair 0 mu* comm5t$ on4 ,9 due "t !re came a reply f ,"l ,malmesbury1 !n ,=eign ,secret>y1 dat$ #bf? ,april1 #ahei1 to ! effect t aft] full inquiry by himself1 & aft] consult+ ) ! ,admiralty1 8 op9ion 0 t ! (fic] _h fail$ to cle> himself1 & t ,dr4 ,liv+/one's proce$+s 7 fully approv$4 ,liv+/one _h receiv$ au?ority to /op ! pay ( any memb] ( ! ,exp$ition t %\ld prove unsatisfactory2 ?is1 ( c\rse1 subject$ 8 conduct to ! sev]] criticism4 ,:5 ! (fic] left1 ,liv+/one calmly took 8 place1 add+ ! *>ge ( ! %ip to 8 o!r duties4 ,?is /ep w\ld appe> alike ra% & presumptu\s1 did we n "k t he nev] und]took any "w )\t full delib]ation1 & did we n rememb] t 9 ! c\rse ( ?ree sea-voyages :i* he _h p]=m$ he _h _h opportunities ( see+ h[ a %ip 0 manag$--opportunities ( :i*1 no d\bt1 ) 8 great activity ( m9d1 he _h avail$ himself mo/ ?or\ghly4 ,! facility ) :i* he c\ld assume a new function1 & d its duties z if he _h be5 accu/om$ to x all 8 life1 0 "o ( ! mo/ rem>kable ?+s ab\t him4 ,8 *ief regret 9 tak+ ! new burd5 01 t x w\ld limit 8 int]c\rse ) ! natives1 & prev5t him f do+ z mu* mission>y "w z he desir$4 ,writ+ soon aft] to ,miss ,:ately1 ( ,dubl91 he says3 ,x 0 imag9$ we c\ld n help ourselves1 b ,i took ! task ( navigat+ on myself1 & h conduct$ ! /eam] ov] #afjj miles1 ?\gh z f> z my lik+s g1 ,i w\ld z soon drive a cab 9 ,novemb] fogs 9 ,london z be 'skipp]' 9 ?is hot sun2 b ,i %all g ?r\gh ) x z a duty4 ,to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,"y he makes humor\s ref]5ce to 8 awkw>dness 9 nautical language3 ,my great difficulty is call+ out '/>bo>d' :5 ,i mean 'port1' & feel+ cru/y :5 ,i see ! helmsman putt+ ! helm ! wrong way4 ,ano!r difficulty arose f ! /ate ( ! c\ntry nor? ( ! ,zambesi1 9 consequ5ce ( ! natives hav+ rebell$ aga9/ ! ,portuguese & be+ 9 a /ate ( w>4 ,liv+/one 0 caution$ t he w\ld be attack$ if he v5tur$ to p5etrate into ! c\ntry4 ,he resolv$ to keep out ( ! qu>rel1 b to pu% on 9 spite ( x4 ,at "o "t 8 p>ty1 be+ mi/ak5 = ,portuguese1 7 on ! po9t ( be+ fir$ on1 b on ,liv+/one %\t+ out t !y 7 ,engli% ! natives let !m alone4 ,on rea*+ ,tette he f\nd 8 old foll[]s 9 ec/asies at see+ him2 ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t _h done no?+ = !m1 b ,major ,sic>d1 ! excell5t ,gov]nor ( ,tette1 _h help$ !m to f9d employm5t & ma9ta9 !mselves4 ,?irty _h di$ ( small-pox2 six _h be5 kill$ by an unfri5dly *ief4 ,:5 ! survivors saw ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 !y said3 ,! ,tette p (t5 taunt$ u by say+1 ',y\r ,engli%man w nev] return2' b we tru/$ y1 & n[ we %all sleep4 ,x gave ,liv+/one a new hold on !m & on ! natives g5]ally1 t he _h prov$ true to 8 promise1 & _h come back z he _h said4 ,z ! m5 _h f\nd ways ( liv+ at ,tette1 ,liv+/one 0 n oblig$ to take !m to _! home imm$iately4 ,"o ( 8 fir/ endeavors aft] rea*+ ,tette 0 to asc]ta9 h[ f> ! navigation ( ! ,zambesi 0 imp$$ by ! rapids at ,kebrabasa1 betwe5 tw5ty & ?irty miles above ,tette1 :i* he _h he>d ( b n se5 on 8 j\rney f ,l9yanti to ,quilimane4 ,! di/ance 0 %ort & ! ent]prise app>5tly easy1 b 9 reality x pres5t$ su* difficulties z only 8 dogg$ p]sev]ance c\ld h ov]come4 ,aft] he _h be5 twice at ! rapids1 & :5 he believ$ he _h se5 ! :ole1 he accid5tally le>n$1 aft] a day's m>* on ! way home1 t !re 0 ano!r rapid :i* he _h n yet se54 ,det]m9$ to see all1 he return$1 ) ,dr4 ,kirk & f\r ,makololo1 & x 0 on ?is occasion t 8 foll[]s1 %[+ ! bli/]s on _! feet bur/ by ! hot rocks1 told him1 :5 he urg$ !m to make ano!r ef=t1 t hi!rto !y _h always believ$ he _h a he>t1 b n[ !y saw he _h none1 & wond]$ if he 7 mad4 ,leav+ !m1 he & ,dr4 ,kirk pu%$ on alone2 b _! boots & clo!s 7 de/roy$2 9 ?ree h\rs !y made b a mile4 ,next day1 h[ev]1 !y ga9$ _! po9t & saw ! rapid4 ,x 0 pla9 to ,dr4 ,liv+/one t _h he tak5 ?is r\te 9 #ahef1 in/ead ( ?r\gh ! level ,%id9a c\ntry1 he mu/ h p]i%$4 ,! p>ty 7 ( op9ion t :5 ! riv] 0 9 full flood ! rapids might be navigat$1 & ?is op9ion 0 confirm$ on a subsequ5t visit paid by ,mr4 ,*>les ,liv+/one & ,mr4 ,ba9es dur+ ! ra9y season4 ,b ! ,ma-,rob]t ) its s+le eng9e _h n p[] to make way4 ,x 0 resolv$ to apply to ,h] ,maje/y's ,gov]nm5t = a m suitable vessel to c>ry !m up ! c\ntry1 /ores & all4 ,until ! answ] %\ld come to ?is application1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one c\ld n return ) 8 ,makololo to _! own c\ntry4 ,:ile mak+ ?is application1 he 0 prep>+ ano!r /r+ = 8 b[4 ,he wrote to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,james ,"y t if ,gov]nm5t refus$ he w\ld get a vessel at 8 own exp5se1 & 9 a succession ( lett]s au?oriz$ him to sp5d #bjjj ( 8 own money 9 ! pur*ase ( a suitable %ip4 ,ev5tually1 bo? sugge/ions 7 c>ri$ into effect4 ,! ,gov]nm5t gave ! ,pione] = ! navigation ( ! ,zambesi & l[] ,%ir2 ,liv+/one procur$ ! ,lady ,nyassa = ! ,lake 7:]e1 h[ev]1 %e nev] float$71 b ! co/ 0 m ?an #fjjj--! great] "p1 inde$1 ( ! pr(its ( 8 book4 ,! ,ma-,rob]t1 :i* _h promis$ s well at fir/1 n[ turn$ out a great disappo9tm5t4 ,h] consumption ( fuel 0 enorm\s2 h] furnace _h to be light$ h\rs be=e ! /eam 0 s]viceable2 %e snort$ s horribly t !y call$ h] ,! ,a/hmatic1 & aft] all %e made s little progress t canoes c\ld easily pass h]4 ,hav+ tak5 mu* int]e/ 9 ! pur*ase ( ! vessel1 & ?\ght he 0 gett+ a great b>ga9 because its own] pr(ess$ to d s mu* ?r\gh love ( ! cause1 ,liv+/one 0 greatly mortifi$ :5 he f\nd he _h got an inf]ior & unwor?y article2 & _m a joke he made1 z well z rem>ks ( a m s]i\s k9d1 9 connection ) ! mann] :i* ! em95t %ipbuild] _h tak5 to %[ 8 love4 ,e>ly 9 #ahei ! exploration ( ! ,%ir 0 begun--a riv] hi!rto absolutely unkn[n4 ,! c\ntry ar\nd 0 ri* & f]tile1 ! natives n unfri5dly1 b suspici\s4 ,!y _h probably nev] be5 visit$ be=e b by man-/eal]s1 & _h nev] se5 ,europeans4 ,! ,%ir ,valley 0 inhabit$ by ! ,manganja1 a v w>like race4 ,"s days' j\rney above ! junction ) ! ,zambesi1 :]e ! ,%ir issues f ! m\nta9s1 ! progress ( ! p>ty 0 /opp$ by rapids1 to :i* !y gave ! "n ( ! ,mur*ison ,cat>acts4 ,x seem$ 9 va9 to p5etrate among ! p at t "t )\t supplies1 consid]+ h[ suspici\s !y 74 ,cr[ds w5t along ! banks wat*+ !m by day2 !y _h gu>ds ov] !m all night1 & ^! 7 always ready ) _! b[s & poison$ arr[s4 ,nev]!less1 "s progress 0 made 9 civiliz+ !m1 & at a future "t x 0 hop$ t fur!r exploration might take place4 ,"s passages 9 ,liv+/one's private ,j\rnal give u a glimpse ( ! m s]i\s ?\ghts t 7 pass+ ?r\gh 8 m9d at ?is "t3 ,m>* #c1 #ahei4--;,if we d$icate ourselves to ,god unres]v$ly ,he w make use ( :atev] peculi>ities ( con/itution ,he has imp>t$ = 8 own glory1 & ,he w 9 answ] to pray] give wisdom to guide4 ,he w s guide z to make useful4 ,o h[ f> am ,i f t he>ty devotion to ,god ,i read ( 9 o!rs6 ,! ,"l h m]cy on me a s9n]6 ,m>* #e?4--,a woman left ,tette ye/]day ) a c>go ( slaves 7#bj m5 & #dj wom57 9 irons to sell to ,/4 ,cruz a trad]1 = exportation at ,b\rbon4 ,francisco at ,%upanga is ! great receiv] = ,cruz4 ,?is is c>nival1 & x is obs]v$ *iefly z a dr9k+ fea/4 ,m>* #f?4--,tea*+ ,makololo ,"l's ,pray] & ,cre$4 ,pray]s z usual at #i-a_/b ,a4,m4 ,:5 employ$ 9 active travel1 my m9d becomes inactive1 & ! he>t cold & dead1 b aft] rema9+ "s "t quiet1 ! he>t revives & ,i become m spiritually-m9d$4 ,?is is a m]cy :i* ,i h exp]i5c$ be=e1 & :5 ,i see a matt] to be duty ,i g on reg>dless ( my feel+s4 ,i d tru/ t ! ,"l is ) me1 ?\gh ! m9d is engag$ 9 o!r matt]s ?an ! spiritual4 ,i want my :ole life to be out & out = ! ,div9e glory1 & my e>ne/ pray] is t ,god may accept :at 8 own ,_s mu/ h implant$--! desire to glorify ,him4 ,i h be5 m ?an usually drawn out 9 e>ne/ pray] ( late--= ! ,exp$ition--= my family--! fe> le/ ----'s misrepres5tation may injure ! cause ( ,*ri/--! hope t ,i may be p]mitt$ to op5 ?is d>k l& to ! bless$ gospel4 ,i h ca/ all be=e my ,god4 ,good ,"l1 h m]cy ^u me4 ,leave me n1 nor =sake me4 ,he has guid$ well 9 "t pa/4 ,i commit my way to ,him = ! future4 ,all ,i h receiv$ has come f ,him4 ,w ,he be pleas$ 9 m]cy to use me = 8 glory8 ,i h pray$ = ?is1 & ,jesus himself said1 ',ask1 & ye %all receive1 & a ho/ ( /atem5ts to ! same effect4 ,!re is a great deal ( trifl+ frivol\sness 9 n tru/+ 9 ,god4 ,n tru/+ 9 ,him :o is tru? itself1 fai?fulness1 ! same ye/]day1 to-day1 & = ev]6 ,x is presumption n to tru/ 9 ,him implicitly1 & yet ?is he>t is sometimes fe>fully guilty ( di/ru/4 ,i am a%am$ to ?9k ( x4 ,ay2 b ,he mu/ put ! tru/+1 lov+1 *ildlike _s 9 by 8 grace4 ,o ,"l1 ,i am ,?9e1 truly ,i am ,?9e--take me--d :at seeme? good 9 ,?y sight ) me1 & give me complete resignation to ,?y w 9 all ?+s4 ,two mon?s lat] 7,may1 #ahei71 a second asc5t ( ! ,%ir 0 p]=m$1 & fri5dly relations 7 e/abli%$ ) a clev] *ief nam$ ,*ibisa1 a jolly p]son1 :o laughs easily--:i* is always a good sign4 ,*ibisa believ$ firmly 9 two ?+s--! div9e "r ( k+s1 & ! impossibility t ,*ibisa %\ld ev] be 9 ! wrong4 ,he told !m t 8 fa!r _h imp>t$ an influ5ce to him1 :i* _h come 9 by 8 head1 :]eby e p]son t _h he>d him speak respect$ him greatly4 ,liv+/one evid5tly made a great impression on ,*ibisa2 l o!r *iefs1 he began to fall "u ! spell ( 8 influ5ce4 ,mak+ a dt\r to ! ea/1 ! travel]s n[ discov]$ ,lake ,%irwa1 a magnific5t inl& lake4 ,?is lake 0 absolutely unkn[n to ! ,portuguese1 :o1 inde$1 7 nev] all[$ by ! natives to ent] ! ,%ir4 ,liv+/one _h (t5 to expla9 t he & 8 p>ty 7 n ,portuguese b ,briti%4 ,aft] discov]+ ?is lake1 ! p>ty return$ to ! %ip1 & !n sail$ to ! ,kongone h>bor1 9 hopes ( meet+ a man-(-w> & obta9+ provisions4 ,9 ?is1 h[ev]1 !y 7 disappo9t$4 ,"s idea ( ! volum9\s correspond5ce c>ri$ on by ,dr4 ,liv+/one may be =m$ f ! foll[+ enum]ation ( ! fri5ds to :om he address$ lett]s 9 ,may ( ?is ye>3 ,lords ,cl>5don & ,palm]/on1 ,bi%op ( ,ox=d1 ,miss ,burdett ,c\tts1 ,mr4 ,v5n1 ,"l ,k9naird1 ,mr4 ,james ,wilson1 ,mr4 ,oswell1 ,colonel ,/eele1 ,dr4 ,newton ( ,philadelphia1 8 bro!r ,john 9 ,canada1 ,j4,b4 & ,c4 ,brai?waite1 ,dr4 ,&rew ,smi?1 ,admiral ,f4 ,grey1 ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison1 ,capta9 ,wa%+ton1 ,mr4 ,macle>1 ,pr(essor ,ow51 ,major ,v>don1 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 ,visc\nt ,god]i*4 ,"h is ! acc\nt he gave ( 8 proce$+s to 8 little daught] ,agnes3 ,riv] ,%ir1 #a/ ,june #ahei4--,we h be5 d[n to ! m\? ( ! riv] ,zambesi 9 expectation ( meet+ a man-(-w> ) salt provisions1 b1 none appe>+ on ! day appo9t$1 we conclude t ! ,admiral has n receiv$ my lett]s 9 "t to s5d h]4 ,we h no po/-(fice "h1 s we buri$ a bottle conta9+ a lett] on an isl& 9 ! entrance to ,kongone h>bor4 ,?is we told ! ,admiral we %\ld d 9 case ( n meet+ ! cruis]1 & :oev] comes w se>* = our bottle & see ano!r appo9tm5t = #cj? ( ,july4 ,?is goes ) despat*es by way ( ,quilimane1 & ,i hope "s day to get f y a lett] by ! same r\te4 ,we h got no news f home s9ce we left ,liv]pool1 & we long n[ to he> h[ all goes on 9 ,europe & 9 ,india4 ,i am n[ on my way to ,tette1 b we ran up ! ,%ir "s =ty miles to buy rice = our company4 ,uncle ,*>les is !re1 ,he has _h "s fev]1 b is bett]4 ,we left him !re ab\t two mon?s ago1 & ,dr4 ,kirk & ,i1 ) "s fifte5 ,makololo1 asc5d$ ?is riv] "o hundr$ miles 9 ! ',ma-,rob]t1' !n left ! vessel & proce$$ beyond t on foot till we _h discov]$ a magnific5t lake call$ ,%irwa 7pron\nc$ ,%urwah74 ,x 0 v gr&1 = we c\ld n see ! end ( x1 ?\gh "s way up a m\nta92 & all ar\nd x are m\nta9s mu* high] ?an any y see 9 ,scotl&4 ,"o m\nta9 /&s 9 ! lake1 & p live on x4 ,ano!r1 call$ ,zomba1 is m ?an six ?\s& feet high1 & p live on x too1 = we c\ld see _! g>d5s on its top1 :i* is l>g] ?an f ,glasg[ to ,hamilton1 or ab\t f fifte5 to eighte5 miles4 ,! c\ntry is q a ,highl& region1 & _m p live 9 x4 ,mo/ ( !m 7 afraid ( u4 ,! wom5 ran into _! huts & %ut ! doors4 ,! *ildr5 scream$ 9 t]ror1 & ev5 ! h5s w\ld fly away & leave _! *ick5s4 ,i suppose y w\ld be fright5$1 too1 if y saw /range creatures1 say a lot ( ,trundlem51 l ^? on ! ,isle ( ,man p5nies1 come :irl+ up ! /reet4 ,no "o 0 impud5t to u except "s slave-trad]s1 b !y became civil z soon z !y le>n$ we 7 ,engli% & n ,portuguese4 ,we saw ! /icks !y employ = tra9+ any "o :om !y h j b\ght4 ,"o is is ab\t eight feet long1 ! head1 or neck r1 is put into ! space betwe5 ! dott$ l9es & %aft1 & ano!r slave c>ries ! end4 ,:5 !y are consid]$ tame !y are all[$ to g 9 *a9s4 ,illu/ration ,i am work+ 9 ! hope t 9 ! c\rse ( "t ?is horrid sy/em may cease4 ,all ! c\ntry we travel$ ?r\gh is capable ( gr[+ cotton & sug>1 & ! p n[ cultivate a good deal4 ,!y w\ld gr[ mu* m if !y c\ld only sell x4 ,at pres5t we 9 ,engl& are ! ma9/ay ( slav]y 9 ,am]ica & else:]e by buy+ slave-gr[n produce4 ,"h !re are hundr$s ( miles ( l& ly+ wa/e1 & s ri* t ! grass t[]s f> ov] "o's head 9 walk+4 ,y _c see :]e ! n>r[ pa?s end1 ! grass is s tall & ov]hangs !m s4 ,if our c\ntrym5 7 "h !y w\ld soon r5d] slave-buy+ unpr(itable4 ,p]haps ,god may honor u to op5 up ! way = ?is4 ,my he>t is sore :5 ,i ?9k ( s _m ( our c\ntrym5 9 pov]ty & mis]y1 :ile !y might be do+ s mu* good to !mselves & o!rs :]e our ,heav5ly ,fa!r has s abundantly provid$ fruitful hills & f]tile valleys4 ,if our p 7 out "h !y w\ld n ne$ to cultivate little snat*es by ! side ( railways z !y d4 ,b all is 9 ! h&s ( ! all-wise ,fa!r ,we mu/ tru/ t ,he w br+ all out "r at la/4 ,my de> ,agnes1 y mu/ take ,him to be y\r ,fa!r & ,guide4 ,tell ,him all t is 9 y\r he>t1 & make ,him y\r confidant4 ,8 e> is ev] op51 & ,he despise? n ! humble/ sigh4 ,he is y\r be/ fri5d & loves at all times4 ,x is n en\gh to be a s]vant1 y mu/ be a fri5d ( ,jesus4 ,love ,him & surr5d] y\r entire be+ to ,him4 ,! m y tru/ ,him1 ca/+ all y\r c>e ^u ,him1 ! m ,he is pleas$1 & ,he w s guide y t y\r life w be = 8 own glory4 ,! ,"l be ) y4 ,my k9d love to ,gr&ma & to all y\r fri5ds4 ,i hope y\r eyes are bett]1 & t y are able to read books = y\rself4 ,tell ,tom t we caught a "y elephant 9 com+ d[n ! ,%ir1 ab\t ! size ( ! l>ge/ dog he ev] saw1 b "o ( ! ,makololo1 9 a /ate ( excitem5t1 cut its trunk1 s t x bl$ v mu*1 & di$ 9 two days4 ,_h x liv$ we %\ld h s5t x to ! ,que51 z no ,african elephant 0 ev] se5 9 ,engl&4 ,no news f mamma & ,oswell4 ,ano!r evid5ce ( ! place ( 8 *ildr5 9 8 ?\ghts is f\nd 9 ! foll[+ l9es 9 8 ,j\rnal3 #bj? ,june1 #ahei4--;,i _c & w n attribute any ( ! public att5tion :i* has be5 awak5$ to my own wisdom or ability4 ,! great ,p[] be+ my ,help]1 ,i %all always say t my success is all ow+ to 8 favor4 ,i h be5 ! *annel ( ! ,div9e ,p[]1 & ,i pray t 8 graci\s influ5ce may p5etrate me s t all may turn to ! advancem5t ( 8 graci\s reign 9 ?is fall5 _w4 ,oh1 may ! mild influ5ce ( ! ,et]nal ,_s ent] ! bosoms ( my *ildr51 p5etrate _! s\ls1 & diffuse ?r\gh _! :ole natures ! ev]la/+ love ( ,god 9 ,jesus ,*ri/6 ,holy1 graci\s1 almighty ,p[]1 ,i hide myself 9 ,!e ?r\gh ,?y almighty ,son4 ,take my *ildr5 "u ,?y c>e4 ,purify !m & fit !m = ,?y s]vice4 ,let ! beams ( ! ,sun ( ,righte\sness produce spr+1 summ]1 & h>ve/ 9 !m = ,!e4 ,! %ort trip f ,kongone to ,tette & back 0 m>k$ by "s *anges 9 ! composition ( ! p>ty4 ,! ,kroom5 be+ f\nd to be useless1 7 %ipp$ on bo>d a man-(-w>4 ,! s]vices ( two memb]s ( ! ,exp$ition 7 also disp5s$ )1 z !y 7 n f\nd to be promot+ its ends4 ,liv+/one w\ld n pay ! public money to m5 :o1 he believ$1 7 n ?or\ghly e>n+ x4 ,to ^! tr\bles 0 add$ ! con/antly increas+ mortification aris+ f ! /ate ( ! %ip4 ,x has sometimes be5 repres5t$1 9 view ( su* facts z h j be5 record$1 t ,liv+/one 0 imp]i\s & despotic 9 ! managem5t ( o!r m51 o!rwise he & 8 comrades w\ld h got on bett] toge!r4 ,! accusation1 ev5 at fir/ sight1 has an air ( improbability1 = ,liv+/one's nature 0 mo/ k9dly1 & x 0 ! aim ( 8 life to increase enjoym5t4 ,9 explanation ( ! friction on bo>d 8 %ip x mu/ be rememb]$ t 8 p>ty 7 a sort ( scrat* crew br\ght toge!r )\t previ\s acqua9tance or k ( ea* o!r's ways2 t ! heat & ! mosquitoes1 ! delays1 ! /oppages on s&banks1 ! p]petual /ruggle = fuel#ei1 ! monotony ( exi/5ce1 ) s little to break x1 & ! irritat+ influ5ce ( ! climate1 did n t5d to smoo? _! temp]s or increase ! am5ities ( life4 ,! mal>i\s climate _h a mo/ di/urb+ effect4 ,no "o1 x is said1 :o has n exp]i5c$ x1 c\ld imag9e ! s5sation ( mis]y connect$ ) ! fev]i% attacks s common 9 ! l[ di/ricts4 ,& ,liv+/one _h difficulties 9 manag+ 8 c\ntrym5 he _h n 9 manag+ ! natives4 ,he 0 s consci5ti\s1 s deeply 9 e>ne/1 s h>d a work] himself1 t he c\ld endure no?+ t seem$ l play+ or trifl+ ) duty4 ,sometimes1 too1 ?+s 7 h>%ly repres5t$ to him1 on :i* a mild] con/ruction might h be5 put4 ,"o ( ^? ) :om he p>t$ at ?is "t aft]w>d rejo9$ ! ,exp$ition1 8 pay be+ re/or$ on ,liv+/one's int]cession4 ,^? :o cont9u$ to enjoy 8 fri5d%ip 7 nev] we>y ( speak+ ( 8 delightful qualities z a companion 9 travel1 & ! w>m sun%9e :i* he _h ! knack ( spread+ ar\nd4 ,footnote #ei3 ,?is 0 incr$ible4 ,liv+/one wrote to 8 fri5d ,jos ,nunes t x took all h&s a day & a half to cut "o day's fuel4 ,a ?ird trip up ! ,%ir 0 made 9 ,augu/1 & on ! #af? ( ,septemb] ,lake ,nyassa 0 discov]$4 ,liv+/one _h no d\bt t he & 8 p>ty 7 ! discov]]s2 ,dr4 ,ros*]1 on ^: behalf a claim 0 subsequ5tly made1 0 two mon?s lat]1 & 8 un=tunate murd] by ! natives made x d\btful at :at po9t he rea*$ ! lake4 ,! discov]y ( ,lake ,nyassa1 z well z ,lake ,%irwa1 0 ( imm5se importance1 because !y 7 bo? p>allel to ! ocean1 & ! :ole traffic ( ! regions beyond mu/ pass by ?is l9e4 ,! configuration ( ! ,%ir ,valley1 too1 0 favorable to colonization4 ,! valley occupi$ ?ree diff]5t levels4 ,fir/ !re 0 a pla9 on ! level ( ! riv]1 l t ( ! ,nile1 close & hot4 ,ris+ above ?is to ! ea/ !re 0 ano!r pla91 #bjjj feet high1 ?ree or f\r miles broad1 salubri\s & pleasant4 ,la/ly1 !re 0 a ?ird pla9 #cjjj feet above ! second1 positively cold4 ,to f9d su* v>ieties ( climate )9 a few miles ( ea* o!r 0 mo/ int]e/+4 ,9 o!r respects ! region op5$ up 0 rem>kable4 ,!re 0 a great am\nt ( f]tile l&1 & ! products 7 almo/ endless4 ,! p 7 indu/ri\s2 9 ! ,upp] ,%ir1 not)/&+ a great love ( be]1 !y liv$ usually to a great age4 ,cleanl9ess 0 n a univ]sal virtue2 ! only way 9 :i* ! ,exp$ition c\ld get rid ( a tr\blesome foll[] 0 by ?reat5+ to wa% him4 ,! mo/ disagreeable ?+ 9 ! appe>ance ( ! wom5 0 _! lip-ornam5t1 consi/+ ( a r+ ( ivory or t91 ei!r holl[ or made into a cup1 ins]t$ 9 ! upp] lip4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one us$ to give full p>ticul>s ( ?is fe>ful practice1 hav+ ! idea t ! ta/e ( ladies at home 9 dress & ornam5t 0 n free f simil> absurdity2 or1 z he wrote at ?is "t to ! ,royal ,geographical ,society ( ,vi5na1 9 ackn[l$g+ ! honor ( be+ made a correspond+ memb]1 because our own ladies1 :o %[ s mu* virtu\s p]sev]ance ) _! wai/s1 may wi% to try lip-ornam5t too4 ,9 reg>d to ! o!r sex1 he in=m$ ! same ,society3 ,i c\ld see no?+ enc\rag+ = ! g5tlem5 :o are anxi\s to prove t we are all desc5d$ f a race t wore tails4 ,9 ! highl& regions ( ! ,%ir ,valley1 ! p>ty 7 di/9ctly consci\s ( an increase ( en]gy1 f ! m brac+ climate4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 ?or\ghly conv9c$ t ^! highl&s ( ! ,%ir ,valley 7 ! prop] locality = comm]cial & mission>y /ations4 ,?us "o great object ( ! ,exp$ition 0 accompli%$4 ,9 ano!r po9t ( view1 ?is locality w\ld be highly s]viceable = /ations4 ,x 0 ! great pa?way = convey+ slaves f ! nor? & nor?we/ to ,zanzib>4 ,( ?is he _h only too cle> evid5ce 9 ! gangs ( slaves :om he saw m>*$ along f "t to "t1 & :om he w\ld h be5 mo/ eag] to release _h he kn[n ( any way ( prev5t+ !m f fall+ aga9 into ! h&s ( ! slave-sell]s4 ,9 ?is region ,engli%m5 might enjoy good heal?1 & also be ( signal b5efit1 by lead+ ! multitude ( indu/ri\s inhabitants to cultivate cotton1 maize1 sug>1 & o!r valuable produce1 to ex*ange = goods ( ,european manufacture1 at ! same "t tea*+ !m1 by precept & example1 ! great tru?s ( our holy religion4 ,wat]-c>riage exi/$ all ! way f ,engl&1 ) ! exception ( ! ,mur*ison ,cat>acts1 along :i* a road ( =ty miles might easily be made4 ,a small /eam] on ! lake w\ld d m good 9 suppress+ ! slave-trade ?an half-a-doz5 m5-(-w> 9 ! ocean4 ,if ! ,zambesi c\ld be op5$ to comm]ce ! bright vision ( ! la/ t5 ye>s w\ld be realiz$1 & ! ,%ir ,valley & banks ( ! ,nyassa trans=m$ into ! g>d5 ( ! ,"l4 ,f ! v fir/ ,liv+/one saw ! importance ( ! ,%ir ,valley & ,lake ,nyassa z ! key to ,c5tral ,africa4 ,ev] s9ce1 x has become m & m evid5t t 8 surmise 0 correct4 ,to make ! occupation ?or\ghly effective1 he ?\ght mu* ( ! desirabl5ess ( a ,briti% colony1 & 0 prep>$ to exp5d a great "p ( ! rema9d] ( 8 private means to c>ry x into effect4 ,on ,augu/ #d?1 he says 9 8 ,j\rnal3 ,i h a v /rong desire to comm5ce a sy/em ( colonization ( ! hone/ poor2 ,i w\ld give #bjjj or #cjjj = ! purpose4 ,int5d to write my fri5d ,"y ab\t x1 & au?orize him to draw if ! project seems feasible4 ,! ,"l rememb] my desire1 sanctify my motives1 & purify all my desires4 ,wrote him4 ,colonization f a c\ntry su* z ours ought to be "o ( hope1 & n ( despair4 ,x ought n to be look$ ^u z ! la/ & wor/ %ift t a family c come to1 b ! p]=mance ( an imp]ative duty to our blood1 our c\ntry1 our religion1 & to humank9d4 ,z soon z *ildr5 beg9 to be felt an incumbrance1 & :at 0 prop]ly 9 anci5t times ,old ,te/am5t bless+s are no long] welcom$1 p>5ts ought to provide = removal to p>ts ( ?is wide _w :]e e accession is an addition ( /r5g?1 & e memb] ( ! h\sehold feels 9 8 inmo/ he>t1 '! m ! m]ri]4' ,x is a mon/r\s evil t all our heal?y1 h&y1 bloom+ daught]s ( ,engl& h n a fair *ance at lea/ to become ! c5tres ( dome/ic affections4 ,! /ate ( society1 :i* precludes s _m ( !m f occupy+ ! position :i* ,engli%wom5 are s well calculat$ to adorn1 gives rise to enorm\s evils 9 ! opposite sex1--evils & wrongs :i* we d>e n ev5 "n1--& national colonization is almo/ ! only rem$y4 ,engli%wom5 are1 9 g5]al1 ! mo/ beautiful 9 ! _w1 & yet our national emigration has (t51 by select+ ! female emigrants f workh\ses1 s5t =? ! uglie/ huzzies 9 creation to be ! mo!rs--! model mo!rs--( new empires4 ,"h1 z 9 o!r cases1 ,/ate necessities h l$ to ! ill-=m$ & ill-in=m$ be+ pref]r$ to ! well-=m$ & well-incl9$ hone/ poor1 z if ! wor/ z well z bett] qualities ( mank9d did n (t5 run 9 ! blood4 ,! idea ( ! colony q fasc9at$ ,liv+/one1 & we f9d him writ+ on x fully to ?ree ( 8 mo/ confid5tial bus9ess fri5ds--,mr4 ,macle>1 ,mr4 ,"y1 & ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison4 ,9 all ,liv+/one's correspond5ce we f9d ! tone ( 8 lett]s modifi$ by ! "* ( 8 correspond5ts4 ,:ile to ,mr4 ,"y & ,sir ,rod]ick he is some:at cauti\s on ! subject ( ! colony1 kn[+ ! ke5 practical eye !y w\ld direct on ! proposal1 to ,mr4 ,macle> he is m gu%+4 ,he writes to him3 ,i feel su* a gu% ( emotion on ?9k+ ( ! great "w be=e u t ,i mu/ unburd5 my m9d4 ,i am becom+ e day m decid$ly conv9c$ t ,engli% colonization is an ess5tial +r$i5t = our l>ge success4444 ,9 ?is new region ( ,highl&s no end ( good c\ld be effect$ 9 develop+ ! trade 9 cotton & 9 disc\rag+ t 9 slaves4444 ,y "k h[ ,i h be5 l$ on f "o /ep to ano!r by ! ov]rul+ ,provid5ce ( ! great ,p>5t1 z ,i believe1 9 ord] to a great good = ,africa4 ',commit ?y way unto ! ,"l1 tru/ also 9 ,him1 & ,he w br+ x to pass4' ,i h tri$ to d ?is1 & n[ see ! prospect 9 front spread+ out gr&ly4444 ,b h[ is ! l& s promis+ to be occupi$8444 ,h[ _m ( our home poor are fight+ h>d to keep body & s\l toge!r6 ,my he>t ye>ns ov] our own poor :5 ,i see s mu* ( ,god's fair e>? unoccupi$4 ,"h x is really s2 = ! p h only a few %eep & goats1 & no cattle4 ,i wond] :y we _c h ! old mona/]y sy/em )\t ! celibacy4 ,9 no o!r "p :]e ,i h be5 does ! prospect ( self-support seem s invit+1 & promis+ s mu* influ5ce4 ,mo/ ( :at is done = ! poor has especial ref]5ce to ! blackgu>d poor4 ,9 8 lett] to ,mr4 ,"y he express$ 8 conviction t a great desid]atum 9 mission ag5cy 0 mission>y emigration by hone/ ,*ri/ian poor to give liv+ examples ( ,*ri/ian life t w\ld insure p]man5cy to ! gospel once plant$4 ,he _h always _h a w>m side to ! ,engli% & ,scotti% poor--8 own ord]1 inde$4 ,if tw5ty or ?irty families w\ld come out z an exp]im5t1 he 0 ready to give #bjjj )\t say+ f :om4 ,he bids ,mr4 ,"y speak ab\t ! plan to ,?orn ( ,*orley1 ,turn] ( ,man*e/]1 ,"l ,%aftesbury1 & ! ,duke ( ,argyll4 ,n[1 my fri5d1 he adds1 d y\r be/1 & ,god's bless+ be ) y4 ,mu* is done = ! blackgu>d poor4 ,let u rememb] our own class1 & d good :ile we h opportunity4 ,i h]eby au?orize y to act 9 my behalf1 & d :atev] is to be done )\t hesitancy4 ,^! lett]s1 & _! ref]5ces to ! hone/ poor1 are *>act]i/ic4 ,we h se5 t among ,dr4 ,liv+/one's =efa!rs & connections 7 "s v noble specim5s ( ! hone/ poor4 ,x t\*$ him to ?9k t1 ) all _! wor?1 _! life _h be5 "o protract$ /ruggle4 ,8 sympa?ies 7 cordially ) ! class4 ,he desir$ ) all 8 he>t to see !m ) a little less ( ! burd5 & m ( ! com=t ( life4 ,& he believ$ v ?or\ghly t1 z ,*ri/ian settl]s 9 a hea!n c\ntry1 !y might d m to promote ,*ri/ianity among ! natives ?an solit>y mission>ies c\ld accompli%4 ,8 p>5ts & si/]s 7 n =gott54 ,8 lett]s to home are aga9 some:at 9 ! apologetic ve94 ,he feels t "s explanation mu/ be giv5 ( 8 own "w1 & "s v9dication ( 8 coadjutors3 ,we are work+ h>d1 he writes to 8 "m1 at :at "s c see at a glance ! importance (1 :ile to o!rs we appe> foll[+ aft] ! glory ( discov]+ lakes1 m\nta9s1 j5ny-nettles1 & puddock-/ools4 ,9 ref]5ce to ^! p ,i always rememb] a /ory told me by ! late ,dr4 ,philip ) great glee4 ,:5 a "y m9i/] 9 ,ab]de51 he visit$ an old woman 9 affliction1 & began to talk v fair to h] on ! duty ( resignation1 tru/+1 hop+1 & all ! re/ ( x1 :5 ! old woman look$ up into 8 face1 & said1 ',pe] ?+1 ye k5 nae?+ aboot x4' ,?is is :at ,i say to ^? :o set !mselves up to judge ano!r man's s]vant4 ,we hope our good ,ma/] may p]mit u to d "s good to our fell[-m54 ,8 correspond5ce ) ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison is likewise full ( ! idea ( ! colony4 ,he is ?or\ghly p]suad$ t no good w ev] be done by ! ,portuguese4 ,!y are a worn-out p--utt]ly worn out by disease--_! /am9a consum$4 ,fre% ,european blood mu/ be p\r$ into ,africa4 ,9 consequ5ce ( rec5t discov]ies1 he n[ sees 8 way op51 & all 8 hopes ( b5efit to ,engl& & ,africa ab\t to be realiz$4 ,?is mu/ h be5 "o ( ,liv+/one's happie/ times4 ,visions ( ,*ri/ian colonies1 ( ! spread ( arts & civilization1 ( ! progress ( ,*ri/ianity & ! ,*ri/ian graces1 ( ! cultivation ( cotton & ! disappe>ance ( ! slave-trade1 float$ be=e him4 ,already ! wild]ness seem$ to be blossom+4 ,b ! bright consummation 0 n s ne> z x seem$4 ,"o s\rce ( mis*ief 0 yet un*eck$1 & f x disa/r\s /orms 7 prep>+ to break on ! ent]prise4 ,on 8 way home1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's heal? 0 n satisfactory1 b ?is did n keep him f duty4 #ad? ,octob]4--,w5t on #ag? "p way up to ,mur*ison's ,cat>acts1 & ye/]day rea*$ x4 ,v ill ) ble$+ f ! b[els & purg+4 ,bl$ all night4 ,got up at "o ,a4,m4 to take latitude4 ,at l5g?1 on #d? ,novemb]1 #ahei1 lett]s rea*$ him f 8 family4 ,a lett] f ,mrs4 ,l4 says we 7 bless$ ) a little daught] on #af? ,novemb]1 #aheh1 at ,kuruman4 ,a f9e heal?y *ild4 ,! ,"l bless & make h] 8 own *ild 9 he>t & life6 ,%e _h be5 ne>ly a ye> 9 ! _w be=e he he>d ( h] exi/5ce4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii4 ,,go+ ,,home ,,) ,,! ,,makololo4 ,a4,d4 #ahfj4 ,d[n to ,kongone--,/ate ( ! %ip--,fur!r delay--,lett] to ,secret>y ( ,univ]sities ,mission--,lett] to ,mr4 ,brai?waite--,at ,tette--,miss ,:ately's sug>-mill--,) 8 bro!r & ,kirk at ,kebrabasa--,mode ( travel+--,reappe>5ce ( old fri5ds--,african w>f>e & its effects--,desolation--,a ,european colony desirable--,escape f rh9oc]os--,rumors ( ,m(fat--,! ,portuguese local ,gov]nors oppose ,liv+/one--,he becomes unpopul> ) !m--,lett] to ,mr4 ,"y--,wants ( ! c\ntry--,! ,makololo--,approa* home--,"s are disappo9t$--,news ( ! dea? ( ! ,london mission>ies1 ! ,helmores & o!rs--,lett] to ,dr4 ,m(fat--,! ,victoria ,falls re-exam9$--,sekeltu ill ( leprosy--,treatm5t & recov]y--,8 disappo9tm5t at n see+ ,mrs4 ,liv+/one--,ef=ts = ! spiritual good ( ! ,makololo--,c>eful obs]vations 9 ,natural ,hi/ory--,! la/ ( ! ,ma-,rob]t--,*e]+ prospect ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission--,lett] to ,mr4 ,moore--to ,mr4 ,"y--,he wi%es ano!r %ip--,lett] to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison on ! rumor$ j\rney ( ,silva ,porto4 ,x 0 necess>y to g d[n to ,kongone = ! repair ( ! %ip4 ,liv+/one 0 greatly disappo9t$ ) x1 & ?\ght ! gre$ ( ! v5dor _h suppli$ him ) a v inf]ior article = ! price ( a good "o4 ,he ?us p\rs =? 8 vexation 9 writ+ to a fri5d3 ,v griev\s x is to be /&+ "h t9k]+ :5 we might be do+ good s]vice to ! cause ( ,african civilization1 & t on acc\nt ( insatiable gre$9ess4 ,burton may ?ank ,l4 & ,b4 t we are n at ! o!r lakes be=e him4 ,! loss ( "t gre$9ess has inflict$ on u has be5 frightful4 ,my plan 9 ?is ,exp$ition 0 excell5t1 b x did n include provisions aga9/ hypocrisy & fraud1 :i* h sorely crippl$ u1 &1 inde$1 ru9$ u1 z a sci5tific ,exp$ition4 ,ano!r delay 0 caus$ be=e !y w5t inw>d1 f _! hav+ to wait = a season suitable = hunt+1 z ! p>ty _h to be kept 9 food4 ,! mail f ,engl& _h be5 lo/1 & !y _h ! bitt] disappo9tm5t ( los+ a ye>'s correspond5ce f home4 ,! foll[+ portions ( a lett] to ! ,secret>y ( ! ,committee = a ,univ]sities ,mission gives a view ( ! situation at ?is "t3 ,,riv] ,,zambesi1 #bf? ,jan41 #ahfj4 ,! defects we h un=tunately exp]i5c$ 9 ! ',ma-,rob]t1' or r ! ',a/hmatic1' are s num]\s t x w\ld require a treatise z long z a lawy]'s specification ( any simple subject to give y any idea ( !m1 & !y h inflict$ s mu* toil t a feel+ ( sickness comes ov] me :5 ,i adv]t to !m4 ,no "o w ev] believe ! toil we h be5 put to 9 woodcutt+4 ,! quantity consum$ is enorm\s1 & we _c get suffici5t = spe$ into ! furnace4 ,x 0 only a dogg$ det]m9ation n to be beat5 t c>ri$ me ?r\gh4444 ,b all w come out "r at la/4 ,we are n alone1 ?\gh truly we des]ve n 8 pres5ce4 ,he enc\rages ! tru/ t is grant$ by ! ^w1 ',i am ) y1 ev5 unto ! end ( ! _w4'444 ,x is impossible = y to conceive h[ backw>d ev]y?+ is "h1 & ! ,portuguese are n to be dep5d$ ^u2 _! e/abli%m5ts are only small p5al settlem5ts1 & z no wom5 are s5t out1 ! /ate ( morals is frightful4 ,! only *ance ( success is away f !m2 no?+ w\ld prosp] 9 _! vic9ity4 ,aft] all1 ,i am conv9c$ t 7 ,*ri/ianity n div9e1 x w\ld be trampl$ out by its pr(essors4 ,dr4 ,kirk1 ,mr4 ,c4 ,liv+/one1 & ,mr4 ,rae1 ) two ,engli% seam51 d well4 ,we are n[ on our way up ! riv] to ! ,makololo c\ntry1 b mu/ g ov]l& f ,kebrabasa1 or 9 a :al]4 ,we %\ld be bett] able to plan our c\rse if our lett]s _h n be5 lo/4 ,we h nev] be5 idle1 & d n mean to be4 ,we h be5 try+ to get ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t to ackn[l$ge free-trade on ?is riv]1 & b = long delay 9 our lett]s ! negotiation might h be5 f> advanc$4 ,i hope ,"l ,john ,russell w help 9 ?is matt]1 & !n we mu/ h a small colony or mission>y & m]cantile settlem5t4 ,if ?is our desire is grant$1 x is probable we %all h no cause to lam5t our long toil & det5tion "h4 ,my wife's lett]s1 too1 7 lo/1 s ,i don't "k h[ or :]e %e is4 ,our sep>ation1 & ! "w ,i h be5 engag$ 91 7 n contemplat$1 b !y h l$ to our op5+ a pa? into ! f9e cotton-field 9 ! ,nor?4 ,y w see t ! discov]ies ( ,burton & ,speke confirm m9e respect+ ! =m ( ! cont95t & its f]tility4 ,x is an imm5se field4 ,i crave ! honor ( e/abli%+ a focus ( ,*ri/ianity 9 x1 b %\ld x n be grant$1 ,i w submit z mo/ unwor?y4 ,i h writt5 ,mr4 ,v5n twice1 & f y\rs ,i see some?+ is contemplat$ 9 ,cambridge4444 ,if "y m5 come to ?is c\ntry1 !y mu/ lay _! acc\nt ) do+ ev]y?+ = !mselves4 ,!y mu/ n expect to f9d influ5ce at once1 & all ! c\ntries ne> to ! ,portuguese h be5 greatly depopulat$4 ,we are n[ asc5d+ ?is riv] )\t vegetables1 & liv+ on salt beef & pork4 ,! slave-trade has done its "w1 = =m]ly all k9ds ( provisions c\ld be procur$ at e po9t1 & at ! *eape/ rate4 ,we _c get any?+ = ei!r love or money1 9 a c\ntry ! f]tility ( :i* is truly a/oni%+4 ,a few m g5]al topics are t\*$ on 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,brai?waite3 ,i am sorry to he> ( ! dea? ( ,mr4 ,/urge4 ,he wrote me a long lett] on ! ',peace pr9ciple1' & be=e ,i c\ld /udy x c>efully1 x 0 mislaid4 ,i wrote him f ,tette1 z ,i did n wi% him to suppose ,i neglect$ him1 & m5tion$ ! murd] ( ! six ,makololo & o!r ?+s1 z difficulties 9 ! way ( adopt+ 8 views1 z !y 7 p]fectly un>m$1 & !re 0 no feud betwe5 ! tribes4 ,i fe> t my lett] may n h rea*$ him alive4 ,! dep>ture ( ,sir ,f[ell ,buxton & o!rs is v unexpect$4 ,sorry to see ! loss ( ,dr4 ,b[51 ( ,si]ra ,leone--a good man & a true4 ,b !re is ,"o :o ev] live? to make int]cession = u1 & to c>ry on 8 own "w4 ,a t]rible w> t 0 9 ,italy1 & ! peace eng5d]s m uneasy =ebod+s ?an any peace ev] he>d (4 ,x is well t ,god & n ! devil reigns1 & w br+ 8 own purposes to pass1 "r ?r\gh ! mid/ ( ! w>s & passions ( m54 ,h y any k ( a fam\s despat* writt5 by ,sir ,george ,grey 7late ( ! ,cape71 on ! prop] treatm5t ( native tribes8 ,i wi% to /udy x4 ,tell y\r *ildr5 t if ,i c\ld get hold ( a hippopotamus ,i w\ld eat x r ?an all[ x to eat me4 ,we see !m (t51 b be=e we get ne> en\gh to get a %ot !y dive d[n1 & rema9 hidd5 till we are pa/4 ,z = lions1 we nev] see !m1 sometimes he> a ro> or two1 b t is all1 & ,i g on ! plan put =? by a little girl 9 ,scotl& :o saw a c[ com+ to h] 9 a mead[1 ',o boo6 boo6 y no hurt me1 ,i no hurt y4' ,at ,tette "o ( 8 occupations 0 to fit up a sug>-mill1 ! gift ( ,miss ,:ately1 ( ,dubl91 & "s fri5ds4 ,to t lady he writes a long lett] ( n9ete5 pages4 ,he tells h] he _h j put up h] beautiful sug>-mill1 to %[ ! natives :at c\ld be done by ma*9]y4 ,!n he adv]ts to ! wond]ful fre$om f sickness t 8 p>ty _h enjoy$ 9 ! delta ( ! ,zambesi1 & proce$s to give an acc\nt ( ! ,%ir ,valley & its p4 ,he f9ds gr\nd = a favorable contra/ betwe5 ! ,%ir natives & ! ,tette ,portuguese3 ,!y 7! natives7 h f5ces made to gu>d ! wom5 f ! alligators1 all along ! ,%ir3 at ,tette !y h none1 & two wom5 7 tak5 pa/ our vessel 9 ! m\?s ( ^! horrid brutes4 ,! numb] ( wom5 tak5 is s great z to make ! ,portuguese swe> e "t !y speak ( !m1 & yet1 :5 ,i propos$ to ! prie/ to make a collection = a f5ce1 & (f]$ tw5ty doll>s1 he only smil$4 ,y ,prote/ants don't "k all ! good y d by keep+ our fri5ds ( ! only true & infallible ,*ur* up to _! duty4 ,"h1 & 9 ,angola1 we see h[ x is1 :5 !y are n provok$--if n to love1 to good works4444 ,on tell+ ! ,makololo t ! sug>-mill _h be5 s5t to ,sekeltu by a lady1 :o collect$ a sum among o!r ladies to buy x1 !y repli$1 ',o na le pelu'--%e has a he>t4 ,i 0 v pr\d ( x1 & s 7 !y4 444 ,) ref]5ce to ! future1 ,i am try+ to d :at ,i did be=e--obey ! injunction1 ',commit ?y way to ! ,"l1 tru/ also 9 ,him1 & ,he %all br+ x to pass4' ,& ,i hope t ,he w make "s use ( me4 ,my att5tion is n[ direct$ specially to ! fact t !re is no c\ntry bett] adapt$ = produc+ ! raw mat]ials ( ,engli% manufactures ?an ?is4444 ,see to :at a l5g? ,i h run4 ,i h become palav]i/4 ,i beg y to pres5t my respectful salutation to ! ,ar*bi%op & ,mrs4 ,:ately1 & %\ld y meet any ( ! k9d contributors1 say h[ ?ankful ,i am to !m all4 ,f ,tette he writes to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison1 #g? ,febru>y1 #ahfj1 urg+ 8 plan = a /eam] on ,lake ,nyassa3 ,if ,gov]nm5t furni%es ! means1 all "r2 if n1 ,i %all sp5d my book-money on x4 ,i don't ne$ to t\* ! *ildr5's fund1 & m9e c\ld n be bett] sp5t4 ,p :o are born ri* sometimes become mis]able f a fe> ( becom+ poor2 b ,i h ! advantage1 y see1 9 n be+ afraid to die poor4 ,if ,i live1 ,i mu/ succe$ 9 :at ,i h und]tak52 dea? alone w put a /op to my ef=ts4 ,a mon? aft] he writes to ! same fri5d1 f ,kongone1 #aj? ,m>*1 #ahfj1 t he is s5d+ ,rae home = a vessel3 ,i tell ,"l ,john ,russell t he 7,rae7 may !reby d u m s]vice ?an he c n[ d 9 a worn-out /eam]1 ) #ce pat*es1 cov]+ at lea/ #ajj holes4 ,i say to 8 ,lord%ip1 t aft] we h1 by pati5t inve/igation & exp]im5t1 at ! risk ( life1 r5d]$ ! fev] n m =midable ?an a common cold2 f\nd access1 f a good h>bor on ! coa/1 to ! ma9 /ream2 & discov]$ a pa?way into ! magnific5t ,highl& lake region1 :i* promises s fairly = our comm]ce 9 cotton1 & = our policy 9 suppress+ ! trade 9 slaves1 ,i e>ne/ly hope t he w cr[n our ef=ts by secur+ our free passage ?r\gh ^? p>ts ( ! ,zambesi & ,%ir ( :i* ! ,portuguese make no use1 & by enabl+ u to introduce civilization 9 a mann] :i* w ext5d ! honor & influ5ce ( ! ,engli% "n4 ,9 8 communications ) ! ,gov]nm5t at home1 ,liv+/one nev] fail$ to urge ! importance ( _! secur+ ! free navigation ( ! ,zambesi4 ,! ,portuguese on ! riv] 7 n[ beg9n+ to get an inkl+ ( 8 drift1 & to feel indignant at any c\nt5ance he 0 receiv+ f _! own ,gov]nm5t4 ,pass+ up ! ,zambesi ) ,*>les ,liv+/one1 ,dr4 ,kirk1 & su* ( ! ,makololo z 7 will+ to g home1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one took a new look at ,kebrabasa1 f a diff]5t po9t1 /ill believ+ t 9 flood x w\ld all[ a /eam] to pass4 ,( 8 mode ( travel+ we h "s pleasant glimpses4 ,he always tri$ to make progress m a pleasure ?an a toil1 & f\nd t k9dly consid]ation = ! feel+s ev5 ( blacks1 ! pleasure ( obs]v+ sc5]y & ev]y?+ new1 z "o moves on at an ord9>y pace1 & ! p>ticipation 9 ! mo/ delightful re/ ) 8 fell[s1 made travel+ delightful4 ,he 0 gratifi$ to f9d t he 0 z able = ! fatigue z ! natives4 ,ev5 ! headman1 :o c>ri$ little m ?an he did himself1 & nev]1 l him1 hunt$ 9 ! aft]noon1 0 n equal to him4 ,! hunt+ 0 no small addition to ! toil2 ! tir$ hunt] 0 (t5 tempt$ to give x up1 aft] br++ :at w\ld h be5 only suffici5t = ! ?ree :ites1 & leave ! re/1 ?us s5d+ ! idle1 ungrateful poor supp]less to b$4 ,b ?is 0 n 8 way4 ,! blacks 7 ?\ght ( 9 hunt+ z well z ! :ites4 ,x is only by cont9uance 9 well-do+1 he says1 ev5 to ! l5g? ( :at ! worldly-wise call weakness1 t ! conviction is produc$ any:]e1 t our motives are high en\gh to secure s9c]e respect4 ,z !y proce$$1 "s ( 8 old acqua9tances reappe>$1 notably ,mp5de1 :o _h giv5 him su* a ?reat5+ reception1 b _h n[ le>n$ t he belong$ to a tribe t lov$ ! black man & did n make slaves4 ,a *ief nam$ ,pangola appe>$1 at fir/ tipsy & talkative1 dem&+ a rifle1 & next morn+1 j z !y 7 beg9n+ div9e s]vice1 reappe>$ sob] to press 8 reque/4 ,among ! ,ba5da-,pezi1 or ,g-,nak$s1 ^: only clo?+ is a coat ( r$ o*re1 a noble specim5 ( ! race appe>$ 9 full dress1 consi/+ ( a long tobacco-pipe1 & br\ght a h&some pres5t4 ,! c\ntry bore ! usual traces ( ! results ( ,african w>f>e4 ,at times a clev] *ief /&s up1 :o br+s l>ge tracts "u 8 dom9ion2 at 8 dea? 8 empire dissolves1 & a fre% s]ies ( desolat+ w>s ensues4 ,9 "o region :i* 0 once /udd$ ) villages1 !y walk$ a :ole week )\t meet+ any "o4 ,a ,european colony1 he 0 sure1 w\ld be invaluable = con/ra9+ ! tribes to live 9 peace4 ,?\s&s ( indu/ri\s natives w\ld gladly settle r\nd x1 & engage 9 t peaceful pursuit ( agriculture & trade ( :i* !y are s fond1 &1 undi/ract$ by w>s & rumors ( w>s1 might li/5 to ! purify+ & ennobl+ tru?s ( ! gospel ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,at ,zumbo1 ! mo/ picturesque site 9 ! c\ntry1 !y saw ! ru9s ( ,jesuit missions1 rem9d+ !m t !re m5 once met to utt] ! magnific5t words1 ,?\ art ! ,k+ ( ,glory1 ,o ,*ri/6 b )\t leav+ "o p]man5t trace ( _! labors 9 ! belief & wor%ip ( ! p4 ,:]ev] !y g1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one has 8 eye on ! trees & plants & fruits ( ! region1 ) a view to comm]ce2 :ile he is no less int]e/$ to wat* ! treatm5t ( fev]1 :5 cases occur1 & greatly gratifi$ t ,dr4 ,kirk1 :o _h be5 try+ a v>iety ( m$ic9es on himself1 made rapid recov]y :5 he took ,dr4 ,liv+/one's pills4 ,he us$ to say if he _h foll[$ ,morison1 & set up z pill-mak]1 he might h made 8 =tune4 ,pass+ ?r\gh ! ,bazizulu he _h an escape f a rh9oc]os1 z rem>kable ?\gh n q z romantic z 8 escape f ! lion2 ! animal came da%+ at him1 & sudd5ly1 = "s unkn[n reason1 /opp$ :5 close to him1 & gave him "t to escape1 z if x _h be5 /ruck by 8 color1 & d\btful if hunt+ a :ite man w\ld be good sport4 ,at a mon?'s di/ance f ,mosilikatse1 !y he>d a report t ! mission>ies _h be5 !re1 t !y _h told ! *ief t x 0 wrong to kill m51 & t ! *ief _h said he 0 born to kill p1 b w\ld drop ! practice--an int]e/+ te/imony to ! p[] ( ,mr4 ,m(fat's words4 ,ev]y:]e ! ,makololo proclaim$ t !y 7 ! fri5ds ( peace1 & _! c\rse 0 l a triumphal procession1 ! p ( ! villages load+ !m ) pres5ts4 ,b a new revelation came to ,dr4 ,liv+/one4 ,?\gh ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t _h giv5 public ord]s t he 0 to be aid$ 9 e possible way1 x 0 evid5t t private in/ructions _h come1 :i*1 un9t5tionally p]haps1 c]ta9ly produc$ ! opposite effects4 ,! ,portuguese :o 7 engag$ 9 ! slave-trade 7 f> too mu* devot$ to x ev] to enc\rage an ent]prise t aim$ at extirpat+ x4 ,inde$1 x became pa9fully app>5t to ,dr4 ,liv+/one t ! effect ( 8 op5+ up ! ,zambesi _h be5 to af=d ! ,portuguese trad]s new facilities = conduct+ _! unhall[$ traffic2 & _h x n be5 = 8 promise to br+ back ! ,makololo1 he w\ld n[ h ab&on$ ! ,zambesi & tri$ ! ,rovuma1 z a way ( rea*+ ,nyassa4 ,8 future endeavors 9 connection ) ! ,rovuma receive _! explanation f ?is unwelcome discov]y4 ,! significance ( ! discov]y 9 o!r respects _c fail to be se54 ,hi!rto ,liv+/one _h be5 on fri5dly t]ms ) ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t2 he c\ld be s no long]4 ,! rem>kable k9dness he _h s (t5 receiv$ f ,portuguese (fic]s & trad]s made x a mo/ pa9ful trial to break ) ! au?orities4 ,b !re 0 no alt]native4 ,liv+/one's c\rage 0 equal to ! occasion1 ?\gh he c\ld n b see t 8 new attitude to ! ,portuguese mu/ give an alt]$ aspect to 8 ,exp$ition1 & create difficulties t might br+ x to an end4 ,a lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y1 dat$ #bb;d ,july1 ne> ,kalosi1 gives a free & famili> acc\nt ( :at he 0 ab\t3 ,?is is ,july1 #ahfj1 & no lett] f y except "o writt5 a few mon?s aft] we sail$ 9 ! ye> ( grace #aheh4 ,:at y are do+ ,i _c div9e4 ,i am ready to believe any mortal ?+ except t ,l\is ,napoleon has tak5 y away to make p>aff9 oil = ! ,tuil]ies4 ,i don't believe t he is supreme rul]1 or t he c g an in* beyond 8 te!r4 ,well1 z ,i _c conceive :at y are ab\t1 ,i mu/ tell y :at we are do+1 & we are j trudg+ up ! ,zambesi z if !re 7 no /eam & no locomotive b %ank's nag yet discov]$4444 ,we h he>d ( a mission = ! ,int]ior f ! ,engli% ,univ]sities1 & ?is is ! be/ news we h got s9ce we came to ,africa4 ,i h recomm5d$ up ,%ir z a prop] sph]e1 & ha/5 back s z to be 9 ! way if any assi/ance c be r5d]$4 ,i rejoice at ! prospect ) all my he>t1 & am glad1 too1 t x is to be a ,*ur* ( ,engl& ,mission1 = t ,*ur* has nev] put =? its /r5g?1 & ,i tru/ ?is may draw x =?4 ,i am tir$ ( discov]y :5 no fruit foll[s4 ,x 0 refre%+ to be able to sit d[n e ev5+ ) ! ,makololo aga91 & tell !m ( ,him :o came d[n f heav5 to save s9n]s4 ,! unm]ciful toil ( ! /eam] prev5t$ me f foll[+ my b5t z ,i %\ld h done4 ,poor fell[s6 !y h le>nt no good f _! contact ) slav]y2 _m h imbib$ ! slave _s2 _m _h m>ri$ slave-wom5 & got *ildr54 ,^! ,i did n expect to return1 z !y 7 captives ( ,sekeltu1 & 7 n 8 own prop] p4 ,all pr(ess$ a /rong desire to return4 ,to te/ !m ,i propos$ to burn _! village1 b to ?is !y w\ld n ass5t4 ,we !n w5t out a few miles & told !m t any "o wi%+ to rema9 might d s )\t guilt4 ,a few return$1 b ?\gh ?is 0 /at$ to !m repeat$ly aft]w>d !y pref]r$ runn+ away l slaves4 ,i nev] saw any ( ! int]ior p s devoid ( honor4 ,"s compla9$ ( sickness1 & all ^! ,i s5t back1 intru/+ !m ) _! burd5s4 ,ab\t tw5ty-five return$ 9 all to live at ,tette4 ,"s 7 drawn away by promises made to !m z elephant-hunt]s4 ,i _h no objection to _! try+ to bett] _! condition1 b 0 annoy$ at f9d+ t !y w\ld n tell _! int5tions1 b ran away z if ,i 7 us+ compulsion4 ,i h le>n$ m ( ! degrad+ nature ( slav]y ( late ?an ,i ev] conceiv$ be=e4 ,our #bj millions 7 well sp5t 9 ridd+ ourselves ( ! incubus1 & ,i ?9k we ought to assi/ our c\ntrym5 9 ! ,we/ ,indies to import free labor f ,india4444 ,i _c tell y h[ glad ,i am at a prospect ( a bett] sy/em be+ introduc$ into ,ea/]n ,africa ?an t :i* has prevail$ = ages1 ! evils ( :i* h only be5 int5sifi$ by ,portuguese colonization1 z x is call$4 ,"h we are pass+ ?r\gh a well-peopl$1 fruitful region--a prolong$ valley1 = we h ! highl&s f> on our "r4 ,i did n obs]ve be=e t all ! banks ( ! ,zambesi are cotton-fields4 ,i nev] int5d$ to write a book & take no note ( cotton1 :i* ,i n[ see ev]y:]e4 ,on ! ,*ongwe we f\nd a species :i* is cultivat$ s\? ( ! ,zambesi1 :i* resembles "s k9ds f ,s\? ,am]ica4 ,all t is ne$$ is religi\s & m]cantile e/abli%m5ts to beg9 a bett] sy/em & promote peaceful int]c\rse4 ,"h we are among a p :o g />k nak$ ) no m s5se ( %ame ?an we h ) our clo!s on4 ,! wom5 h m s5se & g dec5tly4 ,y see great he-animals all ab\t y\r camp c>ry+ _! indisp5sable tobacco-pipes & iron tongs to lift fire )1 b ! idea ( a fig-leaf has nev] ent]$ ! m9d4 ,!y cultivate l>gely h _h enorm\s crops ( gra91 "w well 9 iron1 & %[ ta/e 9 _! dwell+s1 /ools1 baskets1 & musical in/rum5ts4 ,!y are v hospitable1 too1 & appreciate our motives2 b %ame has be5 unacc\ntably left out ( ! "q4 ,!y c give no reason = x except t all _! ance/ors w5t exactly z !y d4 ,c y expla9 :y ,adam's fir/ feel+ has no trace ( exi/5ce 9 8 (fspr+8 ,:5 ! p>ty rea*$ ! outskirts ( ,sekeltu's t]ritory ! news !y he>d 0 n enc\rag+4 ,"s ( ! m5 he>d t 9 _! abs5ce "s ( _! wives _h be5 v>i\sly dispos$ (4 ,"o _h be5 kill$ = wit*craft1 ano!r _h m>ri$ aga91 :ile ,masakasa 0 told t two ye>s ago a k9d ( wild ,iri% wake _h be5 celebrat$ 9 honor ( 8 memory2 ! news made him resolve1 :5 he pres5t$ himself among !m1 to decl>e himself an inhabitant f ano!r _w6 ,"o poor fell['s wail ( angui% = 8 wife 0 mo/ di/ress+ to he>4 ,b f> m tragical 0 ! news ( ! mission>ies :o _h gone f ! ,london ,mission>y ,society to ,l9yanti1 to labor among ,sekeltu's p4 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,helmore & sev]al ( 8 p>ty _h succumb$ to fev]1 & ! survivors _h retir$4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 greatly di/ress$1 & n a little hurt1 because he _h n he>d a ^w ab\t ! mission1 nor be5 ask$ advice ab\t any ( ! arrangem5ts4 ,if only ! ,helmores & _! comrades _h foll[$ ! treatm5t practic$ by him s (t51 & 9 ?is v valley at ?is "t by 8 bro!r ,*>les1 !y w\ld probably h recov]$4 ,all spoke k9dly ( ,mr4 ,helmore1 :o _h q won ! he>ts ( ! p4 ,kn[+ _! language1 he _h at once begun to prea*1 & "s ( ! "y m5 at ,se%ke 7 s++ ! hymns he _h taught !m4 ,rumors _h gone abroad t "s ( ! mission>ies _h be5 poison$4 ,9 "s qu>t]s blame 0 ca/ on ,liv+/one = hav+ misl$ ! ,society z to ! "* ( ,sekeltu & 8 disposition t[>d mission>ies2 b ,liv+/one satisfi$ himself t1 ?\gh ! mission>ies _h be5 neglect$ no f\l play _h tak5 place2 fev] alone _h caus$ ! dea?s1 & want ( skill 9 manag+ ! p _h br\ght ! rema9d] ( ! tr\bles4 ,"o piece ( good news :i* he he>d at ,l9yanti 0 t 8 old fri5d ,se*le 0 do+ well4 ,he _h a ,hanov]ian mission>y1 n9e tribes 7 "u him1 & ! s*ools 7 num]\sly att5d$4 ,writ+ to ,dr4 ,m(fat1 #aj? ,augu/1 #ahfj1 f ,zambesi ,falls1 he says3 ,) great sorr[ we le>n$ ! dea? ( our mu*-e/eem$ fri5ds1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,helmore1 two days ago4 ,we 7 too late to be ( any s]vice1 = ! y\ng] mission>ies _h retir$1 probably dispirit$ by ! loss ( _! lead]4 ,x is evid5t t ! fev] :5 untreat$ is z fatal n[ z x prov$ 9 ! case ( ,commodore ,ow5's (fic]s 9 ?is riv]1 or 9 ! great ,nig] ,exp$ition4 ,& yet :at poor drivel 0 p\r$ =? :5 ,i adopt$ en]getic measures = spe$ily remov+ any ,europeans out ( ! ,delta4 ,we 7 n !n aw>e t ! rem$y :i* 0 fir/ f\nd efficaci\s 9 our own little ,?omas on ,lake ',ngami1 9 #ahej1 & t cur$ myself & att5dants dur+ my solit>y j\rney+s1 0 a c]ta9 cure = ! disease1 )\t loss ( /r5g? 9 ,europeans g5]ally4 ,?is we n[ "k by ample exp]i5ce to be ! case4 ,w>burg's drops1 :i* h a great reputation 9 ,india1 "h cause pr(use p]spiration only1 & ! fev] rema9s uncur$4 ,) our rem$y1 ( :i* we make no secret1 a man utt]ly pro/rat$ is r\s$ to resume 8 m>* next day4 ,i h s5t ! prescription to ,john1 z ,i d\bt be+ able to g s f> ,s\? z ,mosilikatse's4 ,aga9 ! gr& ,victoria ,falls are rea*$1 & ,*>les ,liv+/one1 :o has se5 ,niag>a1 gives ! pref]5ce to ,mosi-oa-tunya4 ,by ! r\te :i* !y took1 !y w\ld h pass$ ! ,falls at tw5ty miles' di/ance1 b ,dr4 ,liv+/one c\ld n resi/ ! temptation to %[ !m to 8 companions4 ,all 8 =m] computations z to _! size 7 f\nd to be consid]ably )9 ! m>k2 in/ead ( a ?\s& y>ds broad !y 7 m ?an eighte5 hundr$1 & :]eas he _h said t ! height ( fall 0 ab\t #ajj feet1 x turn$ out to be #caj4 ,8 habit ( keep+ )9 ! m>k 9 all 8 /atem5ts ( rem>kable ?+s 0 ?us exemplifi$4 ,on com+ among 8 old fri5ds ! ,makololo1 he f\nd !m 9 l[ spirits ow+ to protract$ dr\ght1 & ,sekeltu 0 ill ( leprosy4 ,he 0 9 ! h&s ( a native doctress1 :o 0 p]suad$ to susp5d h] treatm5t1 & ! lun> cau/ic appli$ by ,drs4 ,liv+/one & ,kirk _h excell5t effects#fj4 ,on go+ to ,l9yanti1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one f\nd ! wagon & o!r articles :i* he _h left !re 9 #ahec1 safe & s\nd1 except f ! effects ( wea!r & ! :ite ants4 ,! expressions ( k9dness & confid5ce t[>d him on ! "p ( ! natives greatly t\*$ him4 ,! p 7 mu* disappo9t$ at n see+ ,mrs4 ,liv+/one & ! *ildr54 ,b ?is confid5ce 0 ! result ( 8 way ( deal+ ) !m4 ,x ought nev] to be =gott5 t influ5ce among ! hea!n c be acquir$ only by pati5t cont9uance 9 well-do+1 & t good mann]s are z necess>y among b>b>ians z among ! civiliz$4 ,! ,makololo 7 ! mo/ int]e/+ tribe t ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h ev] se54 ,:ile n[ ) !m he 0 unwe>i$ 9 8 ef=ts = _! spiritual good4 ,9 8 ,j\rnal we f9d ^! entries3 ,footnote #fj3 ,9 #ahfd1 :ile resid+ at ,new/ead ,abbey1 & writ+ 8 book1 ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one he>d ( ! dea? ( ,sekeltu4 ,septemb] #b1 #ahfj4--,on ,sunday ev5+ w5t ov] to ! p1 giv+ a g5]al summ>y ( ,*ri/ian fai? by ! life ( ,*ri/4 ,ask$ !m to speak ab\t x aft]w>d4 ,repli$ t ^! ?+s 7 above !m--!y c\ld n answ] me4 ,i said if ,i spoke ( camels & buffaloes tam$1 !y und]/ood1 ?\gh !y _h nev] se5 !m2 :y n p]ceive ! /ory ( ,*ri/1 ! witnesses to :i* refus$ to d5y x1 ?\gh kill$ = ma9ta9+ x8 ,w5t on to speak ( ! resurrection4 ,all 7 li/5+ eag]ly to ! /atem5ts ab\t ?is1 especially :5 !y he>d t !y1 too1 mu/ rise & be judg$4 ,l]imo said1 ',?is ,i won't believe4' ',well1 ! guilt lies betwe5 y & ,jesus1' ,?is always arre/s att5tion4 ,spoke ( blood %$ by !m2 ! conv]sation cont9u$ till !y said1 ',x 0 "t = me to cross1 = ! riv] 0 dang]\s at night4' ,septemb] #i4--,spoke to ! p on ! nor? side ( ! riv]--w9d prev5t$ ev5+ s]vice on ! s\?4 ,! la/ subject on :i* he prea*$ be=e leav+ !m on ?is occasion 0 ! great resurrection4 ,!y told him !y c\ld n believe a reunion ( ! p>ticles ( ! body possible4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one gave !m 9 reply a *emical illu/ration1 & !n ref]r$ to ! au?ority ( ! ,book t taught !m ! doctr9e4 ,& ! poor p 7 m will+ to give 9 to ! au?ority ( ! ,book ?an to ! *emical illu/ration6 ,9 ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies ?is j\rney to ! ,makololo c\ntry & back occupies "o-?ird ( ! volume1 ?\gh x did n lead to any v special results4 ,b x enabl$ ,dr4 ,liv+/one to make great additions to 8 k bo? ( ! p & ! c\ntry4 ,8 obs]vations are record$ ) ! utmo/ c>e1 = ?\gh he might n be able to turn !m to imm$iate use1 x 0 likely1 & ev5 c]ta91 t !y w\ld be useful "s day4 ,inde$1 ! _s ( fai? is app>5t 9 ! :ole n>rative1 z if he c\ld n pass ov] ev5 ! mo/ insignificant details4 ,! fi% 9 ! riv]s1 ! wild animals 9 ! woods1 ! fissures 9 ! rocks1 ! c\rse ( ! /reams1 ! composition ( ! m9]als & gravels1 & a ?\s& o!r ph5om5a1 are c>efully obs]v$ & *ronicl$4 ,! cr[n$ cranes beg9n+ to pair1 ! flocks ( spurw+$ geese1 ! habits ( ! o/ri*1 ! ne/s ( bee-eat]s1 pass "u review 9 rapid succession4 ,8 sph]e ( obs]vation ranges f ! /ructure ( ! great cont95t itself to ! s]rat$ bone ( ! konokono1 or ! m&ible ( ! ant4 ,leav+ ,se%ke on ! #ag? ,septemb]1 !y rea*$ ,tette on ! #bc;d ,novemb]1 #ahfj1 :5ce !y />t$ = ,kongone ) ! un=tunate ,ma-,rob]t4 ,b ! days ( t a/hmatic old lady 7 numb]$4 ,on ! #ba/ ,decemb] %e gr\nd$ on a s&-bank1 & c\ld n get (f4 ,a few days be=e ?is cata/rophe ,liv+/one writes to ,mr4 ,"y3 ,lupata1 #d? ,dec41 #ahfj4--,_m ?anks = all y h be5 do+ ab\t ! /eam] & ev]y?+ else4 ,y seem to h gone ab\t matt]s 9 a mo/ bus9ess-l mann]1 & once = all ,i assure y ,i am deeply grateful4 ,we are n[ on our way d[n to ! sea1 9 hopes ( meet+ ! new /eam] = :i* y & o!r fri5ds ex]t$ y\rselves s zeal\sly4 ,we are 9 ! old ',a/hmatic1' ?\gh we gave h] up be=e leav+ 9 ,may la/4 ,our eng9e] has be5 doctor+ h] bottom ) fat & pat*es1 & pron\nc$ x safe to g d[n ! riv] by dropp+ sl[ly4 ,e day a new leak bur/s out1 & he is 9 pla/]+ & scor+1 ! pump go+ con/antly4 ,i w\ld n h v5tur$ aga91 b our :al] is z bad1--all eat5 by ! t]$o1--s ,i ?\ght x z well to take bo?1 & /ick to t :i* swims longe/4 ,y c put y\r ?umb ?r\gh ei!r ( !m2 !y nev] c move aga92 ,i nev] expect$ to f9d ei!r afloat1 b ! eng9e] _h no?+ else to d1 & x saves u f buy+ de> canoes f ! ,portuguese4 #bj? ,dec4--,"o day1 above ,s5na1 ! ',ma-,rob]t' /uck on a s&-bank & fill$1 s we _h to g a%ore & leave h]4 ,! correspond5ce ( ?is ye> indicates a gr[+ delight at ! prospect ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission4 ,x 0 ?is1 inde$1 ma9ly t kept up 8 spirits "u ! depression caus$ by ! failure ( ! ,ma-,rob]t1 & o!r mi%aps ( ! ,exp$ition1 ! endless delays & worries t _h result$ f t cause1 & ! mann] 9 :i* bo? ! ,portuguese & ! ,fr5* 7 c\nt]-work+ him by enc\rag+ ! slave-trade4 ,:ile pr(ess$ly enc\rag+ emigration1 ! ,fr5* 7 really ext5d+ slav]y4 ,"h is 8 lively acc\nt ( himself to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,moore3 ,,tette1 #bh? ,novemb]1 #ahfj4 ,,my ,,de> ,,moore1--,& :y didn't y beg9 :5 y 7 s (t5 on ! po9t ( writ+1 b didn't8 ,?is t y h accompli%$ is s f> good1 b v %ort4 ,hope y are n too old to le>n4 ,y h he>d ( our h9drances & annoyances1 &1 possibly1 t we h done "s "w not)/&+4 ,?anks to ,provid5ce1 we h made "s progress1 & x is likely our op]ations w yet h a decid$ effect on slave-trad+ 9 ,ea/]n ,africa4 ,i am greatly delight$ ) ! prospect ( a ,*ur* ( ,engl& mission to ,c5tral ,africa4 ,t is a good om5 = ^? :o are sitt+ 9 d>kness1 & ,i tru/ t 9 process ( "t great b5efits w be conf]r$ on our own ov]cr[d$ population at home4 ,!re is room en\gh & to sp>e 9 ! fair _w our ,fa!r has prep>$ = all 8 prog5y4 ,i pray to be made a h>b+] ( good to _m1 bo? :ite & black4 ,i l to he> t "s abuse me n[1 & say t ,i am 99no ,*ri/ian4 ,_m good ?+s 7 said ( me :i* ,i did n des]ve1 & ,i fe>$ to read !m4 ,i %all read e ^w ,i c on ! o!r side1 & t w prove a s$ative to :at ,i 0 =c$ to he> ( an opposite t5d5cy4 ,i pray t ,he :o has lift$ me up & guid$ me ?us f>1 w n des]t me n[1 b make me useful 9 my day & g5]ation4 ',i w nev] leave !e nor =sake !e4' ,s let x be4 ,i saw poor ,helmore's grave lately4 ,_h my book be5 se>*$ = excell5cies1 !y might h se5 a c]ta9 cure = ,african fev]4 ,we 7 cur+ x at a l[] & worse "p ( ! riv] at ! v "t t !y 7 helplessly p]i%+1 & s quickly1 t m ?an a day 0 nev] lo/ aft] ! op]ation ( ! rem$y1 ?\gh we 7 m>*+ on foot4 ,our tramp 0 ov] #fjj miles4 ,we dropp$ d[n /ream aga9 9 canoes f ,s9aman]o to ,*icova--!nce to ?is on %ank's nag4 ,we g d[n to ! sea imm$iately1 to meet our new /eam]4 ,our punt 0 a %am & a sn>e4 ,my love to ,m>y & all ! *ildr51 ) all our fri5ds at ,congleton4 ,9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one gives good reasons = n wi%+ to pu% ! colonization s*eme at pres5t1 z he _h recomm5d$ to ! ,univ]sities ,mission to add a simil> ent]prise to _! und]tak+3 ,if y read all ,i h writt5 y by ?is mail1 y w des]ve to be call$ a lit]>y "*4 ,i f9d t ,i did n t\* on ! colonization s*eme4 ,i h n *ang$ 9 respect to x1 b ! ,ox=d & ,cambridge mission h tak5 ! matt] up1 & z ,i %all d all ,i c to aid !m1 a little delay w1 p]haps1 be advisable4 ,we are wait+ = our /eam]1 & expect h] e day2 our fir/ trip is a secret1 & y w keep x s4 ,we g to ! ,rovuma1 a riv] ext]ior to ! ,portuguese claims1 z soon z ! vessel arrives4 ,capta9 ,oldfield ( ! ',lyra' is s5t already1 to explore1 z f> z he c1 9 t %ip4 ,! entrance is f9e1 & =ty-five miles are kn[n1 b we keep our movem5ts secret f ! ,portuguese--& s mu/ y2 !y seize ev]y?+ !y see 9 ! newspap]s4 ,:o are my imprud5t fri5ds t publi% ev]y?+8 ,i suspect ,mr4 ----1 ( ----1 b no "o gives me a "n or a clue4 ,"s expect$ me to feel sweet at be+ jew$ by a false philan?ropi/1 & bamboozl$ by a silly ,r4 ,n4 ,i did n1 & c\ld n1 seem s2 b ,i %all be m c>eful 9 future4 ,aga9 back to ! colony4 ,x is n to sleep1 b prep>ation mu/ be made by collect+ in=mation1 & matur+ our plans4 ,i %all be able to give def9ite in/ructions z soon z ,i see h[ ! o!r mission works--at its beg9n+--& :5 we see if ! new r\te we may discov] has a bett] pa? to ,nyassa ?an by ,%ir--we %all *oose ! be/1 ( c\rse1 & let y "k z soon z possible4 ,i ?9k ! ,gov]nm5t w n hold back if we h a feasible plan to (f]4 ,i h recomm5d$ to ! ,univ]sities ,mission a little delay till we explore1--& = a work+ /aff1 two g>d5]s acqua9t$ ) f>m+2 two c\ntry c>p5t]s1 capable ( erect+ %$s & any r\gh "w2 two trad]s to pur*ase & prep>e cotton = exportation2 "o g5]al /ew>d ( mission goods1 8 wife to be a good pla9 cook2 "o m$ical man1 hav+ k ( *emi/ry en\gh to regulate indigo & sug>-mak+4 ,all ! att5dants to be m>ri$1 & _! wives to be employ$ 9 sew+1 wa%+1 att5d+ ! sick1 etc41 z ne$ requires4 ,! mission>ies n to ?9k !mselves des]v+ a good ,engli% wife till !y h erect$ a com=table abode = h]4 ,9 ! ,royal ,geographical ,society ?is ye> 7#ahfj71 c]ta9 communications 7 read :i* t5d$ to call 9 "q ,liv+/one's "r to "s ( ! discov]ies he _h claim$ z 8 own4 ,mr4 ,macque51 ?r\gh :om ^! communications came1 mu/ h _h peculi> notions ( discov]y1 = "s "t be=e1 !re _h appe>$ 9 ! ,cape pap]s a /atem5t ( 81 t ,lake ',ngami ( #ahei 0 no new discov]y1 z ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h visit$ x sev5 ye>s be=e2 & ,liv+/one _h to write to ! pap]s 9 favor ( ! claims ( ,murray1 ,oswell1 & ,liv+/one1 aga9/ himself6 ,x _h be5 ass]t$ to ! ,society by ,mr4 ,macque51 t ,silva ,porto1 a ,portuguese trad]1 _h %[n him a j\rnal describ+ a j\rney ( 8 f ,b5guela on ! we/ to ,ibo & ,mozambique on ! ea/1 beg9n+ ,novemb] #bf1 #aheb1 & t]m9at+ ,augu/1 #ahed4 ,( t j\rnal ,mr4 ,macque5 read a copi\s ab/ract to ! ,society 7,june #bg1 #ahei71 :i* is publi%$ 9 ! ,j\rnal = #ahfj4 ,9 a lett] to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison 7#bj? ,febru>y1 #ahfa71 ,liv+/one1 :ile exon]at+ ,mr4 ,macque5 ( all int5tion ( mislead+1 gives 8 reasons = d\bt+ :e!r ! j\rney to ! ,ea/ ,coa/ ev] took place4 ,he _h met ,porto at ,l9yanti 9 #ahec1 & subsequ5tly at ,naliele1 ! ,b>otse capital1 & _h be5 told by him t he _h tri$ to g ea/w>d1 b _h be5 oblig$ to turn1 & 0 !n go+ we/w>d1 & wi%$ him to accompany him1 :i* he decl9$1 z he 0 a slave-trad]2 he _h read 8 j\rnal z x appe>$ 9 ! ,lo&a ,boletim1 b !re 0 n a ^w 9 x ( a j\rney to ! ,ea/ ,coa/2 :5 ! ,portuguese m9i/] _h wi%$ to f9d a rival to ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 he _h br\ght =w>d1 n ,porto1 z he w\ld naturally h done if ?is _h be5 a g5u9e j\rney1 b two black m5 :o came to ,tette 9 #ahae2 9 ! ,boletim ( ,mozambique !re 0 no ^w ( ! arrival ( ,porto !re2 9 %ort1 ! "p ( ! j\rnal f\nd$ on c\ld n h be5 au!ntic4 ,liv+/one felt ke5ly on ! subject ( ^! rumors1 n on 8 own acc\nt1 b on acc\nt ( ! ,geographical ,society & ( ,sir ,rod]ick :o _h introduc$ him to x2 = no?+ c\ld h giv5 him m pa9 ?an t ei!r ( ^! %\ld h _h any slur ?r[n on !m ?r\gh him1 or ev5 be5 plac$ = a "t 9 an uncom=table position4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv4 ,,rovuma ,,& ,,nyassa--,,univ]sities ,,mission4 ,a4,d4 #ahfa-ahfb4 ,beg9n+ ( #ahfa--;,arrival ( ! ,pione]--& ( ! ag5ts ( ,univ]sities ,mission--,cordial welcome--,liv+/one's ca?olic feel+s--,ord]$ to explore ! ,rovuma--,bi%op ,mack5zie goes ) him--,returns to ! ,%ir--,turn+-po9t ( prosp]ity pa/--,difficult navigation--,! slave-/icks--,bi%op settles at ,magom]o--,ho/ilities betwe5 ,manganja & ,ajawa--,attack ( ,mission p>ty by ,ajawa--,liv+/one's advice to ,bi%op reg>d+ !m--,lett] to 8 son ,rob]t--,liv+/one1 ,kirk1 & ,*>les />t = ,lake ,nyassa--,p>ty robb$ at nor? ( ,lake--,dismal activity ( ! slave-trade--,awful mortality 9 ! process--,liv+/one's fondness = ,pun*--,lett] to ,mr4 ,"y--,joy at dep>ture ( new /eam] ,lady ,nyassa--,colonization project--,lett] aga9/ x f ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison--,he>s ( ,dr4 ,/ew>t com+ out f ,free ,*ur* ( ,scotl&--,visit at ! %ip f ,bi%op ,mack5zie--,news ( defeat ( ,ajawa by mission>ies--,anxiety ( ,liv+/one--,arrangem5ts = ,pione] to g to ,kongone = new /eam] & fri5ds f home1 !n g to ,ruo to meet ,bi%op--,pione] deta9$--,dr4 ,liv+/one's anxieties & depressions at ,new ,ye>--,pione] misses man-(-w> ,gorgon--,at l5g? ,gorgon appe>s ) brig f ,engl& & ,lady ,nyassa--,mrs4 ,liv+/one & o!r ladies on bo>d--,liv+/one's meet+ ) 8 wife1 & ) ,dr4 ,/ew>t--,/ew>t's recollections--,difficulties ( navigation--,capta9 ,wilson ( ,gorgon goes up riv] & he>s ( dea? ( ,bi%op ,mack5zie & ,mr4 ,burrup--,great di/ress--,misrepres5tations ab\t ,univ]sities ,mission--,miss ,mack5zie & ,mr4 ,burrup tak5 to ,gorgon--,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one return to ,%upanga--,illness & dea? ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one--,extracts f ,liv+/one's ,j\rnal & lett]s to ! ,m(fats1 ,agnes1 & ! ,mur*isons4 ,! beg9n+ ( #ahfa br\ght "s new features on ! sc5e4 ,! new /eam]1 ! ,pione]1 at la/ arriv$1 & 0 a great improvem5t on ! ,ma-,rob]t1 ?\gh un=tunately %e _h too great draught ( wat]4 ,! ag5ts ( ! ,univ]sities ,missions also arriv$1 ! fir/1 deta*m5t consi/+ ( ,bi%op ,mack5zie & five o!r ,engli%m51 & five color$ m5 f ! ,cape4 ,writ+ famili>ly to 8 fri5d ,moore1 propos ( 8 new comrades ( ! ,*ur* ,mission1 ,liv+/one says3 ,i h nev] felt anyway incl9$ to turn ,*ur*man or diss5t] ei!r s9ce ,i came out "h4 ,! feel+s :i* we h t[>d diff]5t sects alt] out "h q ins5sibly1 till "o looks ^u all godly m5 z good & true bre?r54 ,i rejoic$ :5 ,i he>d t s _m good & great m5 9 ! ,univ]sities _h turn$ _! ?\ghts t[>d ,africa1 & feel+ sure t ,he :o _h t\*$ _! he>ts w\ld lead !m to promote 8 own glory1 ,i welcom$ ! m5 !y s5t ) a he>ty1 unfeign$ welcome4 ,to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,macle> he wrote t he 0 v glad ! ,mission 0 to be "u a bi%op4 ,he _h se5 s mu* idl5ess & folly result f mission>ies be+ left to !mselves1 t x 0 a v great satisfaction to f9d t ! new mission 0 to be sup]9t5d$ by "o au?oriz$ & qualifi$ to take ! *>ge4 ,aft]w>d :5 he came to "k ,bi%op ,mack5zie1 he wrote ( him to ,mr4 ,macle> 9 ! highe/ t]ms3 ,! ,bi%op is ,a #a1 & 9 8 read9ess to put 8 h& to any?+ resembles mu* my good fa!r-9-law ,m(fat4 ,x is n (t5 t missions are ov]-mann$1 b 9 ! fir/ /age ( su* an und]tak+ z ?is1 s l>ge a body ( m5 0 an incumbrance1 none ( !m kn[+ a ^w ( ! language or a bit ( ! way4 ,x 0 ,bi%op ,mack5zie's desire t ,dr4 ,liv+/one %\ld accompany him at once to ! sc5e ( 8 future labors & help him to settle4 ,b besides o!r reasons1 ! ,pione]1 z already /at$1 0 "u ord]s to explore ! ,rovuma1 &1 z ! ,portuguese put s _m ob/acles 9 ! way on ! ,zambesi1 to asc]ta9 :e!r t riv] might n af=d access to ! ,nyassa di/rict4 ,x 0 at la/ arrang$ t ! ,bi%op %\ld fir/ g ) ! ,doctor to ! ,rovuma1 & !reaft] !y %\ld all g toge!r to ! ,%ir4 ,9 wait+ = ,bi%op ,mack5zie to accompany him1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one lo/ ! mo/ favorable "p ( ! season1 & f\nd t he c\ld n get ) ! ,pione] to ! top ( ! ,rovuma4 ,he might h left ! %ip & pu%$ =w>d on foot2 b1 n to delay ,bi%op ,mack5zie1 he left ! ,rovuma 9 ! meantime1 int5d+1 aft] mak+ arrangem5ts ) ! ,bi%op1 to g to ,nyassa1 to f9d ! po9t :]e ! ,rovuma left ! lake1 if !re 7 su* a po9t1 or1 if n1 get into its headwat]s & explore x d[nw>d4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 z we h se51 welcom$ ! ,mission "r cordially1 = inde$ x 0 :at he _h be5 mo/ eag]ly pray+ =1 & he believ$ t x w\ld be ! beg9n+ ( all bless+ to ,ea/]n & ,c5tral ,africa1 & help to assimilate ! condition ( ! ,ea/ ,coa/ to t ( ! ,we/ ,! field = ! cultivation ( cotton :i* he _h discov]$ along ! ,%ir & ,lake ,nyassa 0 imm5se1 above #djj miles 9 l5g?1 & n[ x seem$ z if comm]ce & ,*ri/ianity 7 go+ to take possession ( x4 ,b x 0 f\nd t ! turn+-po9t ( prosp]ity _h be5 rea*$1 & x 0 8 lot to enc\nt] d>k rev]ses4 ,! navigation ( ! ,%ir 0 difficult1 = ! ,pione] be+ deep 9 ! wat] w\ld (t5 run agr\nd4 ,on ^! occasions ! ,bi%op1 ,mr4 ,scudamore1 & ,mr4 ,wall]1 ! be/ & ! brave/ ( ! mission>y p>ty1 7 ev] ready ) _! help 9 haul+4 ,liv+/one 0 sometimes sc&aliz$ to see ! ,bi%op toil+ 9 ! hot sun1 :ile "s ( 8 subord9ates 7 read+ or writ+ 9 ! cab94 ,z !y proce$$ up ! ,%ir x 0 se5 t ! promises ( assi/ance f ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t 7 worse ?an fruitless4 ,evid5tly ! ,portuguese trad]s 7 pu%+ ! slave-trade ) great] eag]ness ?an ev]4 ,slave-hunt+ *iefs 7 m>aud+ ! c\ntry1 driv+ peaceful inhabitants be=e !m1 de/roy+ _! crops1 seiz+ on all ! p !y c\ld lay h&s on1 & sell+ !m z slaves4 ,! contra/ to :at ,liv+/one _h se5 on 8 la/ j\rney 0 lam5table4 ,all _! prospects 7 ov]ca/4 ,h[ c\ld comm]ce or ,*ri/ianity fl\ri% 9 c\ntries desolat$ by w>8 ,e read] ( ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies rememb]s ! frightful picture ( ! slave-/icks1 & ! r[ ( m51 wom51 & *ildr5 :om ,liv+/one & 8 companions set free4 ,no?+ help$ m ?an ?is picture to r\se 9 ,engli% bosoms an int5se horror ( ! trade1 & a burn+ sympa?y ) ,liv+/one & 8 fri5ds4 ,liv+/one & ! ,bi%op1 ) 8 p>ty1 _h gone up ! ,%ir to ,*ibisa's1 & 7 halt+ at ! village ( ,mbame1 :5 a slave p>ty came along4 ,! flight ( ! driv]s1 ! lib]ation ( eighty-f\r m5 & wom51 & _! reception by ! good ,bi%op "u 8 *>ge1 spe$ily foll[$4 ,! aggressors 7 ! neighbor+ w>like tribe ( ,ajawa1 & _! victims 7 ! ,manganja1 ! inhabitants ( ! ,%ir ,valley4 ,! ,bi%op accept$ ! invitation ( ,*igunda1 a ,manganja *ief1 to settle at ,magom]o4 ,x 0 ?\ght1 h[ev]1 desirable = ! ,bi%op & ,liv+/one fir/ to visit ! ,ajawa *ief1 & try to turn him f 8 murd]\s ways4 ,! road 0 frightful--?r\gh burn+ villages res\nd+ ) ! wail+s ( wom5 & ! %\ts ( ! w>riors4 ,! ,ajawa receiv$ ! (f]$ visit 9 a ho/ile _s1 & ! %\t be+ rais$ t ,*ibisa _h come--p[]ful *ief ) ! reputation ( be+ a sorc]]--!y fir$ on ! ,bi%op's p>ty & compell$ !m1 9 self-def5se1 to fire 9 return4 ,x 0 ! fir/ "t t ,liv+/one _h ev] be5 s attack$ by natives1 (t5 ?\gh !y _h ?reat5$ him4 ,x 0 ! fir/ "t he _h _h to repel an attack ) viol5ce2 s little 0 he ?9k+ ( su* a ?+ t he _h n 8 rifle ) him1 & 0 oblig$ to borr[ a revolv]4 ,! enc\nt] 0 hot & s]i\s1 b x end$ 9 ! ,ajawa be+ driv5 (f )\t loss on ! o!r side4 ,x n[ became a "q = ! ,bi%op 9 :at relation he & 8 p>ty 7 to /& to ^! murd]\s & m>aud+ ,ajawa--:e!r !y %\ld quietly witness _! onslaughts or drive !m f ! c\ntry & rescue ! captive ,manganja4 ,liv+/one's advice to !m 0 to be pati5t1 & to avoid tak+ "p 9 ! qu>rels ( ! natives4 ,he !n left !m at ,magom]o1 & return$ to 8 companions on ! ,%ir4 ,= a "t ! ,bi%op's p>ty foll[$ ,liv+/one's advice1 b circum/ances aft]w>d occurr$ :i* con/ra9$ !m to take a diff]5t c\rse1 & l$ to v s]i\s results 9 ! hi/ory ( ! ,mission4 ,writ+ to 8 son ,rob]t1 ,liv+/one ?us describes ! attack made by ! ,ajawa on him1 ! ,bi%op1 & ! mission>ies3 ,! slave-hunt]s _h induc$ a numb] ( ano!r tribe to capture p = !m4 ,we came to ?is tribe :ile burn+ ?ree villages1 & ?\gh we told !m t we came peaceably1 & to talk ) !m1 !y saw t we 7 a small p>ty1 & might easily be ov]come1 ru%$ at u & %ot _! poison$ arr[s4 ,"o fell betwe5 ! ,bi%op & me1 & ano!r :izz$ betwe5 ano!r man & me4 ,we _h to drive !m (f1 & !y left t "p ( ! c\ntry4 ,be=e go+ ne> !m ! ,bi%op engag$ 9 pray]1 & dur+ ! pray] we c\ld he> ! wail = ! dead by "s ,manganja probably ?\ght n wor? kill+1 & ! %\ts ( welcome home to ^! bloody murd]]s4 ,x turn$ out t !y 7 only "s sixty or sev5ty robb]s1 & n ! ,ajawa tribe2 s we _h a n>r[ escape f be+ murd]$4 ,h[ are y do+8 ,i fe> f :at ,i h obs]v$ ( y\r temp]am5t t y w h to /rive aga9/ fickl5ess4 ,e "o has 8 besett+ fault--t is no disgrace to him1 b x is a disgrace if he d n f9d x out1 & by ,god's grace ov]come x4 ,i am n ne> to advise y :at to d1 b :atev] l9e ( life y *oose1 resolve to /ick to x1 & s]ve ,god !re9 to ! la/4 ,:atev] fail+s y are consci\s (1 tell !m to y\r heav5ly ,fa!r2 /rive daily to ma/] !m & confess all to ,him :5 consci\s ( hav+ gone a/ray4 ,& may ! good ,"l ( all imp>t all ! /r5g? y ne$4 ,commit y\r way unto ! ,"l2 tru/ also 9 ,him4 ,ackn[l$ge ,him 9 all y\r ways1 & ,he w bless y4 ,leav+ ! ,pione] at ,*ibisa's1 on #f? ,augu/1 #ahfa1 ,liv+/one1 accompani$ by 8 bro!r & ,dr4 ,kirk1 />t$ = ,nyassa ) a f\r-o>$ boat1 :i* 0 c>ri$ by port]s pa/ ! ,mur*ison ,cat>acts4 ,on #bc;d ,septemb] !y sail$ into ,lake ,nyassa1 nam+ ! gr& m\nta9\s promontory at ! end ,cape ,macle>1 aft] ,liv+/one's great fri5d ! ,a/ronom]-,royal at ! ,cape4 ,all ab\t ! lake 0 n[ exam9$ ) e>ne/ eyes4 ,! population 0 d5s] ?an he _h se5 any:]e else4 ,! p 7 civil1 & ev5 fri5dly1 b und\bt$ly !y 7 n h&some4 ,at ! nor? ( ! lake !y 7 lawless1 & at "o po9t ! p>ty 7 robb$ 9 ! night--! fir/ "t su* a ?+ _h occurr$ 9 ,liv+/one's ,african life#fa4 ,( elephants !re 0 a great abundance1--inde$ ( all animal & vegetable life4 ,footnote #fa3 ,9 ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies1 ,liv+/one gives a grave acc\nt ( ! robb]y4 ,9 8 lett]s to 8 fri5ds he makes fun ( x1 z he did ( ! raid ( ! ,bo]s4 ,to ,mr4 ,f4 ,fit* he writes3 ,y ?9k ,i _c get into a scrape4444 ,= ! fir/ "t 9 ,africa we 7 robb$4 ,exp]t ?ieves crept into our sleep+-places1 ab\t f\r o'clock 9 ! morn+1 & made (f ) :at !y c\ld lay _! h&s on4 ,%e] ov]-mode/y ru9$ me4 ,x 0 ,sunday1 & su* a black mass sw>m$ ar\nd our sail1 :i* we us$ z a hut1 t we c\ld n he> pray]s4 ,i _h be=e slipp$ away a qu>t] ( a mile to dress = *ur*1 b see+ a cr[d ( wom5 wat*+ me ?r\gh ! re$s1 ,i did n *ange my old 'unm5tionables1'--!y 7 s old1 ,i _h s]i\s ?\ghts ( conv]t+ !m into--*>ity6 ,next morn+ ne>ly all our sp>e clo?+ 0 walk$ (f )1 & !re ,i 0 left by my mode/y ne>ly ?r\gh at ! knees1 & no *ange ( %irt1 flannel1 or /ock+s4 ,aft] t1 don't say t ,i c't get into a scrape6 ,! same lett] ?anks ,mr4 ,fit* = s5d+ him ,pun*1 :om he deem$ a s\nd div9e6 ,on ! same subject he wrote at ano!r "t1 regrett+ t ,pun* did n rea* him1 especially a numb] 9 :i* notice 0 tak5 ( himself4 ,x nev] came4 ,:o ! miscreants are t /eal !m ,i _c div9e1 ,i w\ld n grudge !m a read+ if !y w\ld only s5d !m on aft]w>d4 ,p]haps b9d+ ! :ole ye>'s ,pun*es w\ld be ! be/ plan2 & !n we ne$ n label x ',s]mons 9 ,l5t1' or ',tracts on ,homoeopa?y1' b y may write inside1 z ,dr4 ,buckl& did on 8 umbrella1 ',/ol5 f ,dr4 ,liv+/one4' ,we really enjoy !m v mu*4 ,!y are good aga9/ fev]4 ,! ',ess5ce ( ,p>liam5t1' = in/ance1 is capital4 ,"o has to wade ?r\gh an ocean ( pap] to get ! same in=mation1 )\t any ( ! fun4 ,& by ! "t ! newspap]s h rea*$ u1 mo/ ( ! int]e/ 9 public matt]s has evaporat$4 ,b ! lake slave-trade 0 go+ on at a dismal rate4 ,an ,arab dh[ 0 se5 on ! lake1 b x kept well out ( ! way4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 in=m$ by ,colonel ,rigdy1 late ,briti% ,consul at ,zanzib>1 t #ai1jjj slaves f ?is ,nyassa region alone pass$ annually ?r\gh ! cu/om-h\se !re4 ,?is 0 besides ^? l&$ at ,portuguese slave ports4 ,9 addition to ^? captur$1 ?\s&s 7 kill$ or di$ ( _! w\nds or ( fam9e1 or p]i%$ 9 o!r ways1 s t n "o-fif? ( ! victims became slaves--9 ! ,nyassa di/rict probably n "o-t5?4 ,a small arm$ /eam] on ! lake might /op ne>ly ! :ole ( ?is :olesale robb]y & murd]4 ,_! /ock ( goods be+ exhau/$1 & no provisions be+ procurable1 ! p>ty _h to return at ! end ( ,octob]4 ,!y _h to ab&on ! project ( gett+ f ! lake to ! ,rovuma1 & explor+ ea/w>d4 ,!y rea*$ ! %ip on #h? ,novemb]1 #ahfa1 hav+ suff]$ m f hung] ?an on any previ\s trip4 ,9 writ+ to 8 fri5d ,"y1 #bh? ,novemb]1 #ahfa1 ,liv+/one expresses 8 joy at ! news ( ! dep>ture ( ! ,lady ,nyassa2 gives him an acc\nt ( ! lake1 & ( a t]rific /orm 9 :i* !y 7 ne>ly lo/2 describes ! inhabitants1 & ! t]rible slave-trade--! only trade t 0 c>ri$ on 9 ! di/rict4 ,x w take !m ! be/ "p ( a ye> to put ! %ip on ! lake1 b x w be su* a bless+6 ,he hopes ! ,gov]nm5t w pay = x1 once x is !re4 ,! colonization project _h n comm5d$ itself to ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison4 ,he _h writt5 ( x sometime be=e3 ,y\r colonization s*eme does n meet ) support]s1 x be+ ?\ght t y mu/ h mu* m hold on ! c\ntry be=e y attract ,scot* families to emigrate & settle !re1 & !n die (f1 or become a burd5 to y & all conc]n$1 l ! settl]s ( old at ,d>i54 ,x 0 ) mu* satisfaction t ,liv+/one n[ wrote to 8 fri5d 7#be? ,novemb]1 #ahfa73 ,a ,dr4 ,/ew>t is s5t out by ! ,free ,*ur* ( ,scotl& to conf] ) me ab\t a ,scot* ,colony4 ,y w guess my answ]4 ,dr4 ,kirk is ) me 9 op9ion1 & if ,i c\ld only get y out to take a trip up to ! plateau ( ,zomba1 & ov] ! upl&s :i* surr\nd ,lake ,nyassa1 y w\ld give 9 too4 ,:5 ! p>ty return$ to ! %ip !y _h a visit f ,bi%op ,mack5zie1 :o 0 9 good spirits & _h excell5t hopes ( ! ,mission4 ,! ,ajawa _h be5 defeat$1 & _h pr(ess$ a desire to be at peace ) ! ,engli%4 ,b ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 n )\t misgiv+s on ?is po9t4 ,! details ( ! defeat ( ! ,ajawa1 9 :i* ! mission>ies _h tak5 an active "p1 tr\bl$ him1 z we f9d f 8 private ,j\rnal4 ,! ,bi%op1 he says 7#ad? ( ,novemb]71 takes a totally diff]5t view ( ! affair f :at ,i d4 ,!re 7 o!r po9ts on :i* ! utt] inexp]i5ce ( ! mission>ies1 & want ( skill 9 deal+ ) ! natives1 gave him s]i\s anxiety4 ,x is impossible n to see t ev5 ?us e>ly1 ! ,mission1 9 ,liv+/one's eyes1 _h lo/ some?+ ( its bloom4 ,x 0 arrang$ t ! ,pione] %\ld g d[n to ! m\? ( ! ,zambesi1 to meet a man-(-w> ) provisions1 & br+ up ! pieces ( ! new lake vessel1 ! ,lady ,nyassa1 :i* 0 eag]ly expect$1 along ) ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 ,miss ,mack5zie1 ! ,bi%op's si/]1 & o!r memb]s ( ! ,mission p>ty4 ,an appo9tm5t 0 made = ,janu>y at ! m\? ( ! riv] ,ruo1 a tribut>y ( ! ,%ir1 :]e ! ,bi%op 0 to meet !m4 ,he & ,mr4 ,burrup1 :o _h j arriv$1 7 mean:ile to explore ! neighbor+ c\ntry4 ,! ,pione] 0 deta9$ = five weeks on a %oal tw5ty miles bel[ ,*ibisa's1 & "h ! fir/ dea? occurr$--! c>p5t]'s mate succumb$ to fev]4 ,x 0 extremely irksome to suff] ?is long det5tion1 to ?9k ( fuel & provisions wa/+1 & sal>ies runn+ on1 )\t "o p>ticle ( progress4 ,liv+/one 0 s5sitive & anxi\s4 ,he speaks 9 8 ,j\rnal ( ! difficulty ( feel+ resign$ to ! ,div9e w 9 all ?+s1 & ( believ+ t all ?+s "w toge!r = good to ^? t love ,god1 ,he seems to h be5 tr\bl$ at :at _h be5 said 9 "s qu>t]s ( 8 treatm5t ( memb]s ( ! ,exp$ition4 ,9 private lett]s1 9 ! ,cape pap]s1 9 ! home pap]s1 unfavorable repres5tations ( 8 conduct _h be5 made4 ,9 "o case1 a prosecution at law _h be5 ?reat5$4 ,on ,new ,ye>'s ,day1 #ahfb1 he ent]$ 9 8 ,j\rnal an elaborate m9ute1 z if = future use1 be>+ on ! conduct ( ! ,exp$ition4 ,he ref]s to ! difficulty to :i* civil exp$itions are expos$1 z comp>$ ) naval & milit>y1 9 ! matt] ( discipl9e1 ow+ to ! inf]ior au?ority & p[] ( ! *ief4 ,9 ! c\ntries visit$ !re is no enlight5$ public op9ion to support ! comm&]1 & newspap]s at home are b too ready to believe 9 8 tyranny1 & make !mselves ! *ampions ( any dawdl+ fell[ :o w\ld fa9 be c\nt$ a victim ( 8 despotism4 ,he enum]ates ! *ief tr\bles to :i* 8 ,exp$ition _h be5 expos$ f su* causes4 ,!n he expla9s h[1 at ! beg9n+1 to prev5t collision1 he _h made e man indep5d5t 9 8 own dep>tm5t1 wi%+ only1 = himself1 to be ! means ( mak+ kn[n to ! _w :at ea* man _h done4 ,8 conclusion is a sad "o1 b x expla9s :y 9 8 la/ j\rneys he w5t alone3 he is conv9c$ t if he _h be5 by himself he w\ld h accompli%$ m1 & und\bt$ly he w\ld h receiv$ m ( ! approbation ( 8 c\ntrym5#fb4 ,footnote #fb3 ,not)/&+ ?is expression ( feel+1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 v s9c]e 9 8 h&some ackn[l$gm5ts1 9 ! ,introduction to ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies1 ( valuable s]vices1 especially f ! memb]s ( ! ,exp$ition !re nam$4 ,at l5g? ! ,pione] 0 got (f ! bank1 & on ! #aa? ,janu>y1 #ahfb1 !y ent]$ ! ,zambesi4 ,!y prid$ to ! great ,luabo m\?1 z be+ m advantage\s ?an ! ,kongone = a supply ( wood4 ,!y 7 a mon? beh9d _! appo9tm5t1 & no %ip 0 to be se54 ,! %ip _h be5 !re1 x turn$ out1 on ! #h? ,janu>y1 _h look$ eag]ly = ! ,pione]1 _h fanci$ x saw ! black funnel & its smoke 9 ! riv]1 & be+ disappo9t$ _h made = ,mozambique1 be5 caught 9 a gale1 & 0 unable to return = ?ree weeks4 ,liv+/one's lett]s %[ him a little out ( sorts at ! manifold ob/ructions t _h always be5 mak+ him too late--too late = ,rovuma bel[1 too late = ,rovuma above1 & n[ too late = our own appo9tm5t1 b 9 great] tr\ble because ! ,lady ,nyassa _h n be5 s5t by sea1 z he _h /rongly urg$1 & z x aft]w>d appe>$ might h be5 done q well4 ,to take out ! pieces & fit !m up w\ld involve heavy exp5se & long delay1 & p]haps ! season w\ld be lo/ aga94 ,b ,liv+/one _h always a sav+ clause1 9 all 8 lam5tations1 & "h x is3 ,i "k t all 0 done = ! be/4 ,at l5g?1 on ! la/ day ( ,janu>y1 ,h4,m4,s4 ,gorgon1 ) a brig 9 t[1 hove 9 sight4 ,:5 ! ,pione] 0 se51 up w5t ! signal f ! ,gorgon--,i h /eamboat 9 ! brig2 to :i* ,liv+/one repli$--,welcome news4 ,!n ,wife abo>d 0 signal$ f ! %ip4 ,accept my be/ ?anks conclud$ :at ,liv+/one call$ ! mo/ int]e/+ conv]sation he _h engag$ 9 = _m a day4 ,next morn+ ! ,pione] /eam$ out1 & ,dr4 ,liv+/one f\nd 8 wife all "r4 ,9 ! same %ip ) ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 besides ,miss ,mack5zie & ,mrs4 ,burrup1 ! ,rev4 ,e4 ,hawk9s & o!rs ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission1 _h come ! ,rev4 ,james ,/ew>t1 ( ! ,free ,*ur* ( ,scotl& 7n[ ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 ( ,lov$ale1 ,s\? ,africa71 :o _h be5 s5t out by a committee ( t ,*ur*1 to meet ) ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 & obta91 by p]sonal obs]vation & o!rwise1 ! in=mation t might be necess>y to enable a committee at home to =m a correct judgm5t z to ! possibility ( f\nd+ a mission 9 t "p ( ,africa4 ,x happ5$ t "s "t be=e ,mr4 ,/ew>t _h be5 tutor to ,?omas ,liv+/one1 :ile /udy+ 9 ,glasg[2 ?is drew 8 sympa?ies to ,liv+/one & ,africa1 & 0 ano!r l9k 9 t wond]ful *a9 :i* ,provid5ce 0 mak+ = ! good ( ,africa4 ,f ,dr4 ,/ew>t's ,recollections ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one & ! ,zambesi 9 ! ,sunday ,magaz9e 7,novemb]1 #ahgd71 we get ! picture f ! o!r side4 ,fir/1 ! sad disappo9tm5t ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one on ! #h? ,janu>y1 :5 no ,pione] 0 to be f\nd1 ) ! anxi\s speculations rais$ 9 its abs5ce z to ! cause4 ,!n a frightful tornado on ! way to ,mozambique1 & ! all b miracul\s escape ( ! brig4 ,!n ! return to ! ,zambesi 9 company ) ,h4,m4,s4 ,gorgon1 & on ! #a/ ( ,febru>y1 9 a lovely morn+1 ! little cl\d ( smoke ris+ close to l&1 & aft]w>d ! :ite hull ( a small paddle /eam] mak+ /raight = ! two %ips outside4 ,z ! vessel approa*$1 says ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 ,i c\ld make out ) a glass a firmly built man ( ab\t ! middle height1 /&+ on ! port paddle-box1 & direct+ ! %ip's c\rse4 ,he 0 n exactly dress$ z a naval (fic]1 b he wore t gold-lac$ cap :i* has s9ce become s well kn[n bo? at home & 9 ,africa4 ,?is 0 ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 & ,i said to 8 wife1 ',!re he is at la/4' ,%e look$ bright] at ?is ann\ncem5t ?an ,i _h se5 h] d any day = sev5 mon?s be=e4 ,?r\gh ! help ( ! m5 ( ! ,gorgon1 ! sections ( ! ,lady ,nyassa 7 spe$ily put on bo>d ! ,pione]1 & on ! #aj? ,febru>y ! vessel /eam$ (f = ! m\? ( ! ,ruo1 to meet ! ,bi%op4 ,b its progress ?r\gh ! riv] 0 mis]able4 ,says ,dr4 ,/ew>t3 ,= t5 days we 7 *iefly occupi$ 9 sail+ or haul+ ! %ip ?r\gh s&-banks4 ,! /eam] 0 draw+ betwe5 five & six feet ( wat]1 & ?\gh !re 7 long rea*es 9 ! riv] ) dep? suffici5t = a %ip ( l>g] draught1 yet e n[ & !n we f\nd ourselves 9 %oal wat] ( ab\t ?ree feet4 ,no soon] 0 ! boat got (f "o bank by might & ma91 & /eady haul+ on cap/an & an*or laid out ahead1 almo/ nev] a/]n1 & we got a few miles ( fair /e]+1 ?an aga9 we he>d t s\nd1 abhorr$ by all ( u--a slight bump ( ! b[1 & ru% ( s& along ! %ip's side1 & we 7 aga9 fa/ = a few h\rs1 or a day or two1 z ! case might be4 ,! ,pione] 0 ov]lad51 & ! plan _h to be *ang$4 ,x 0 resolv$ to put ! ,lady ,nyassa toge!r at ,%upanga1 & t[ h] up to ! ,rapids4 ,! det5tion1 says ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 0 v try+ to ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 z x meant n a few weeks1 b ! loss ( a ye>1 inasmu* z by ! "t ! %ip 0 ready to be laun*$ ! riv] w\ld be ne>ly at its l[e/1 & !re w\ld be no res\rce b to wait = ! next ra9y season4 ,yet1 9 ! face ( disc\ragem5t1 he ma9ta9$ 8 *e]fulness1 &1 aft] sunset1 /ill enjoy$ _m an h\r ( prolong$ talk ab\t curr5t ev5ts at home1 ab\t 8 old ,college days 9 ,glasg[1 & ab\t _m ( ^? :o 7 unkn[n m5 !n1 b h s9ce made _! m>k 9 life 9 ! diff]5t pa?s !y h tak54 ,among/ o!rs 8 old fri5d ,mr4 ,"y1 ( ,kelly1 or ,sir ,p>aff91 z he us$ subsequ5tly to call him1 came 9 = a l>ge %>e ( ! conv]sation4 ,mean:ile ,capta9 ,wilson 7( ! ,gorgon71 accompani$ by ,dr4 ,kirk & o!rs1 _h gone on 9 boats ) ,miss ,mack5zie & ,mrs4 ,burrup1 & le>n$ ! sad fate ( ! ,bi%op & ,mr4 ,burrup4 ,x appe>$ t ! ,bi%op1 accompani$ by ! ,makololo1 _h gone =? on an exp$ition to rescue ! captive husb&s ( "s ( ! ,manganja wom51 & _h be5 successful4 ,b z ! ,bi%op 0 try+ to get to ! m\? ( ! ,ruo1 8 canoe 0 upset1 8 m$ic9es & cordials 7 lo/1 &1 be+ seiz$ ) fev]1 aft] langui%+ = "s "t1 he di$ 9 di/ress+ circum/ances1 on ! #ca/ ,janu>y1 ,mr4 ,burrup1 :o 0 ) him1 & :o 0 also /rick51 0 c>ri$ back to ,magom]o1 & di$ 9 a few days4 ,capta9 ,wilson1 :o _h himself be5 pro/rat$ by fev]1 & made a n>r[ escape1 return$ ) ?is sad news1 ?ree weeks aft] he _h left ,%upanga1 br++ ! two brok5-he>t$ ladies1 :o _h expect$ to be welcom$1 ! "o by h] bro!r1 ! o!r by h] husb&4 ,x 0 a great bl[ to ,liv+/one4 ,x 0 difficult to say1 writes ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 :e!r he or ! unhappy ladies1 on :om ! bl[ fell ) ! mo/ p]sonal weight1 7 mo/ to be piti$4 ,he felt ! responsibility1 & saw ! wide-spread dismay :i* ! news w\ld occasion :5 x rea*$ ,engl&1 & at ! v "t :5 ! ,mission mo/ ne$$ support4 ',?is w hurt u all1' he said1 z he sat re/+ 8 head on 8 h&1 on ! table ( ! dimly-light$ little cab9 ( ! ',pione]1' ,8 e/eem = ,bi%op ,mack5zie 0 aft]w>d express$ 9 ?is way3 ',= unselfi% goodness ( he>t & e>ne/ devotion to ! "w he _h und]tak51 x c safely be said t none ( ! comm5dations ( 8 fri5ds c exce$ ! reality1' ,he did :at he c\ld1 ,i believe1 to com=t ^? :o 7 s unexpect$ly b]eav$2 b ! night he sp5t mu/ h be5 an uneasy "o4 ,liv+/one says 9 8 book t ! unfavorable judgm5t :i* he _h =m$ ( ! ,bi%op's conduct 9 fight+ ) ! ,ajawa 0 some:at modifi$ by a natural in/9ct1 :5 he saw h[ ke5ly ! ,bi%op 0 run d[n = x 9 ,engl&1 & reflect$ m on ! circum/ances1 & ?\ght h[ excell5t a man he 04 ,sometimes he ev5 said t1 _h he be5 !re1 he w\ld probably h done :at ! ,bi%op did#fc4 ,:y1 !n1 x may be ask$1 0 ,liv+/one s ill-pleas$ :5 x 0 said t all t ! ,bi%op _h done 0 done by 8 advice8 ,no "o w ask ?is "q :o reads ! t]ms ( a lett] by ,mr4 ,r[ley1 "o ( ! ,mission p>ty1 fir/ publi%$ 9 ! ,cape pap]s1 & copi$ into ! ,times 9 ,novemb]1 #ahfb4 ,x 0 said !re t f ! mom5t :5 ,liv+/one comm5c$ ! release ( slaves1 8 c\rse 0 "o ( aggression4 ,he hunt$ = slav+ p>ties 9 e direction1 & :5 he he>d ( ! ,ajawa mak+ slaves 9 ord] to sell to ! slav]s1 he w5t design$ly 9 se>* ( !m1 & int5d$ to take _! captives f !m by =ce if ne$ful4 ,x is true t :5 he came ^u !m he f\nd !m to be a m p[]ful body ?an he expect$1 & _h !y n fir$ fir/1 he might h )drawn4444 ,8 p>t+ words to ! *iefs j be=e he left 444 7 to ?is effect3 ',y h hi!rto se5 u only z fight+ m5 b x is n 9 su* a "* we wi% y to "k u#fd4' ,h[ c\ld ,liv+/one be o!rwise ?an indignant to be spok5 ( z if ! use ( =ce _h be5 8 habit1 :ile ! :ole t5or ( 8 life _h gone mo/ wond]fully to %[ ! efficacy ( g5tle & bro!rly treatm5t8 ,h[ c\ld he b be vex$ at hav+ ! odium ( ! :ole proce$+s ?r[n on him1 :5 8 la/ advice to ! mission>ies _h be5 disreg>d$ by !m8 ,or h[ c\ld he fail to be conc]n$ at ! discr$it :i* ! c\rse ascrib$ to him mu/ br+ ^u ! ,exp$ition "u 8 comm&1 :i* 0 entirely sep>ate f ! ,mission8 ,x 0 ! unh&some treatm5t ( himself & reckless p]il+ ( ! "* & int]e/s ( 8 ,exp$ition 9 ord] to %ield o!rs1 t rais$ 8 indignation4 ,good ,bi%op ,mack5zie1 he wrote to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,fit*1 w\ld nev] h tri$ to scre5 himself by accus+ me4 ,9 po9t ( fact1 a few ye>s aft]w>d ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t1 ?r\gh ,mr4 ,lac]da1 :5 compla9+ bitt]ly ( ! /atem5ts ( ,liv+/one 9 a spee* at ,ba?1 9 #ahfe1 ref]r$ to ,mr4 ,r[ley's lett] z be>+ out _! compla9t4 ,x s]v$ admirably to give an unfavorable view ( 8 aims & me?ods1 z f "o ( 8 own allies4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one nev] all[$ himself to *]i% any o!r feel+ b t ( high reg>d = ! self-d5ial & ,*ri/ian h]oism ( ! ,bi%op1 & _m ( 8 coadjutors2 b he did feel t mo/ ( !m 7 ill-adapt$ = _! "w & _h a great deal to le>n1 & t ! mann] 9 :i* he _h be5 turn$ aside f ! direct objects ( 8 own ent]prise by hav+ to look aft] s _m inexp]i5c$ m51 & !n blam$ = :at he deprecat$1 & :at 0 done 9 8 abs5ce1 0 r m ?an x 0 reasonable = him to be>#fe4 ,footnote #fc3 ,writ+ to ,mr4 ,wall]1 #ab? ,febru>y1 #ahfc1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one said3 ,i ?\ght y wrong 9 attack+ ! ,ajawa1 till ,i look$ on x z def5se ( y\r orphans4 ,i ?\ght t y _h %ut y\rselves up to "o tribe1 & t1 ! ,manganja2 b ,i ?9k diff]5tly n[1 & only wi% !y w\ld s5d out ,dr4 ,pusey "h4 ,he w\ld le>n a little s5se1 ( :i* ,i suppose ,i h ne$ myself4 ,footnote #fd3 ,mr4 ,r[ley aft]w>d 7,febru>y #bb1 #ahfe7 express$ 8 regret t ?is lett] 0 ev] writt51 z x _h produc$ an ill-effect4 ,see ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies1 p4 #dge note4 ,footnote #fe3 ,x mu/ n be suppos$ t ! lett] ( ,mr4 ,r[ley express$ ! m9d ( 8 bre?r54 ,"s ( !m 7 greatly annoy$ at x1 & us$ _! influ5ce to induce its au?or to write to ! ,cape pap]s t he _h convey$ a wrong impression4 ,9 writ+ to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> 7#bj? ,novemb]1 #ahfb71 aft] see+ ,r[ley's lett] 9 ! ,cape pap]s1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one said3 ,x is untrue t ,i ev] on anyone occasion adopt$ an aggressive policy aga9/ ! ,ajawa1 or took slaves f !m4 ,slaves 7 tak5 f ,portuguese alone4 ,i nev] hunt$ ! ,ajawa1 or took ! "p ( ,manganja aga9/ ,ajawa4 ,9 ?is ,i believe e memb] ( ! ,mission w support my ass]tion4 ,liv+/one decl9$ to write a contradiction to ! public pr9ts1 because he knew ! h>m t w\ld be done by a *>ge aga9/ a cl]gyman4 ,9 ?is he %[$ ! same magnanimity & high ,*ri/ian self-d5ial :i* he _h %[n :5 he left ,mabotsa4 ,x 0 only :5 ! ,portuguese claim$ ! b5efit ( ,r[ley's te/imony t he let ! public see :at its value 04 ,writ+ ( ! t]rible loss ( ,mack5zie & ,burrup to ! ,bi%op ( ,cape ,t[n1 ,liv+/one says3 ,! bl[ is q bewild]+2 ! two /ronge/ m5 s quickly cut d[n1 & "o ( !m1 humanly speak+1 indisp5sable to ! success ( ! ent]prise4 ,we mu/ b[ to ! w ( ,him :o doe? all ?+s well2 b ,i _c help feel+ sadly di/urb$ 9 view ( ! effect ! news may h at home4 ,i %all n sw]ve a hairbread? f my "w :ile life is sp>$1 & ,i tru/ ! support]s ( ! ,mission may n %r9k back f all t !y h set _! he>ts to4 ,! next few weeks 7 employ$ 9 tak+ ,miss ,mack5zie & ,mrs4 ,burrup to ! ,gorgon on _! way home4 ,x 0 a pa9ful voyage to all--to ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 to ,miss ,mack5zie & ,mrs4 ,burrup1 & la/1 n lea/1 to ,capta9 ,wilson1 :o _h be5 sep>at$ s long f 8 %ip1 & _h risk$ life1 position1 & ev]y?+1 to d s]vice to a cause :i* 9 spite ( all he left at a mu* l[] ebb4 ,:5 ! ,pione] arriv$ at ! b>1 x f\nd t ow+ to ! wea!r ! %ip _h be5 =c$ to leave ! coa/1 & %e did n return = a =tnight4 ,!re 0 ?us ano!r long wait+ f #ag? ,m>* to #b;d ,april4 ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,liv+/one !n return$ to ,%upanga4 ,! long det5tion 9 ! mo/ unheal?y season ( ! ye>1 & :5 fev] 0 at its height1 0 a sad1 sad calamity4 ,we are n[ arriv$ at ! la/ illness & ! dea? ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one4 ,aft] %e _h p>t$ f h] husb& at ! ,cape 9 ! spr+ ( #aheh1 %e return$ ) h] p>5ts to ,kuruman1 & 9 ,novemb] gave bir? !re to h] y\nge/ *ild1 ,anna ,m>y4 ,!reaft] %e return$ to ,scotl& to be ne> h] o!r *ildr54 ,"s ( !m 7 at s*ool4 ,no com=table home = !m all c\ld be =m$1 & ?\gh _m fri5ds 7 k9d1 ! "t 0 n a happy "o4 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one's desire to be ) h] husb& 0 int5se2 n only ! long+s ( an affectionate he>t1 & ! necessity ( tak+ c\nsel ) him ab\t ! family1 b ! feel+ t :5 ov]-%ad[$ by "o ^: fai? 0 s /rong h] flutt]+ he>t w\ld rega91 its /eady tone1 & %e w\ld be bett] able to help bo? him & ! *ildr51 gave vehem5ce to ?is desire4 ,h] lett]s to h] husb& tell ( mu* spiritual d>kness2 8 replies 7 ! v s\l ( t5d]ness & ,*ri/ian e>ne/ness4 ,provid5ce seem$ to favor h] wi%2 ! vessel 9 :i* %e sail$ 0 pres]v$ f imm95t de/ruction1 & %e _h ! great happ9ess ( f9d+ h] husb& alive & well4 ,on ! #ba/ ( ,april ,mrs4 ,liv+/one became ill4 ,on ! #be? ! symptoms 7 al>m+--vomit+s e qu>t] ( an h\r1 :i* prev5t$ any m$ic9e f rema9+ on h] /oma*4 ,on ! #bf? %e 0 worse & deliri\s4 ,on ! ev5+ ( ,sunday ! #bg? ,dr4 ,/ew>t got a message f h] husb& t ! end 0 draw+ ne>4 ,he 0 sitt+ by ! side ( a rude b$ =m$ ( boxes1 b cov]$ ) a s(t mattress1 on :i* lay 8 dy+ wife4 ,all consci\sness _h n[ dep>t$1 z %e 0 9 a /ate ( deep coma1 f :i* all ef=ts to r\se h] _h be5 unavail+4 ,! /ronge/ m$ical rem$ies & h] husb&'s voice 7 bo? alike p[]less to rea* ! _s :i* 0 /ill !re1 b 0 n[ s rapidly s9k+ into ! dep?s ( slumb]1 & d>kness & dea?4 ,! fix$ness ( feature & ! oppress$ & heavy brea?+ only made x too pla9 t ! end 0 ne>4 ,& ! man :o _h fac$ s _m dea?s1 & brav$ s _m dang]s1 0 n[ utt]ly brok5 d[n & weep+ l a *ild4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one ask$ ,dr4 ,/ew>t to comm5d h] _s to ,god1 & along ) ,dr4 ,kirk !y kneel$ 9 pray] beside h]4 ,9 less ?an an h\r1 h] _s _h return$ to ,god4 ,half an h\r aft]1 ,dr4 ,/ew>t 0 /ruck ) h] lik5ess to h] fa!r1 ,dr4 ,m(fat4 ,he 0 afraid to utt] :at /ruck him s mu*1 b at la/ he said to ,liv+/one1 ,d y notice any *ange8 ,yes1 he repli$1 )\t rais+ 8 eyes f h] face1--! v features & expression ( h] fa!r4 ,e "o is /ruck ) ! calmness ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's notice ( 8 wife's dea? 9 ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies4 ,its matt]-(-fact tone only %[s t he reg>d$ t book z a sort ( (ficial report to ! nation1 9 :i* x w\ld n be becom+ = him to introduce p]sonal feel+s4 ,a few extracts f 8 ,j\rnal & lett]s w %[ bett] ! /ate ( 8 he>t4 ,x is ! fir/ heavy /roke ,i h suff]$1 & q takes away my /r5g?4 ,i wept ov] h] :o well des]v$ _m te>s4 ,i lov$ h] :5 ,i m>ri$ h]1 & ! long] ,i liv$ ) h] ,i lov$ h] ! m4 ,god pity ! poor *ildr51 :o 7 all t5d]ly atta*$ to h]1 & ,i am left alone 9 ! _w by "o :om ,i felt to be a "p ( myself4 ,i hope x may1 by div9e grace1 lead me to realize heav5 z my home1 & t %e has b prec$$ me 9 ! j\rney4 ,oh my ,m>y1 my ,m>y6 h[ (t5 we h long$ = a quiet home1 s9ce y & ,i 7 ca/ adrift at ,kolob5g2 surely ! removal by a k9d ,fa!r :o kn[e? our frame means t ,he rew>d$ y by tak+ y to ! be/ home1 ! et]nal "o 9 ! heav5s4 ,! pray] 0 f\nd 9 h] pap]s--',accept me1 ,"l1 z ,i am1 & make me su* z ,?\ w\ld/ h me to be4' ,he :o taught h] to value ?is pray] w\ld n leave 8 own "w unf9i%$4 ,on a lett] %e _h writt51 ',let o!rs plead = p5sions1 ,i wrote to a fri5d ,i c be ri* )\t money2 ,i w\ld give my s]vices 9 ! _w f un9t]e/$ motives2 ,i h motives = my own conduct ,i w\ld n ex*ange = a hundr$ p5sions4' ,%e re/s by ! l>ge baobab-tree at ,%upanga1 :i* is sixty feet 9 circumf]5ce1 & is m5tion$ 9 ! "w ( ,commodore ,ow54 ,! m5 ask$ to be all[$ to m\nt gu>d till we _h got ! grave built up1 & we _h x built ) bricks dug f an old h\se4 ,f h] boxes we f9d evid5ce t %e int5d$ to make u all com=table at ,nyassa1 ?\gh %e seem$ to h a pres5tim5t ( an e>ly dea?1--%e purpos$ to d m = me ?an ev]4 #aa? ,may1 ,kongone4--,my de>1 de> ,m>y has be5 ?is ev5+ a =tnight 9 heav51--abs5t f ! body1 pres5t ) ! ,"l4 ,to-day %alt ?\ be ) ,me 9 ,p>adise4 ,angels c>ri$ h] to ,abraham's bosom--to be ) ,*ri/ is f> bett]4 ,eno*1 ! sev5? f ,adam1 prophesi$1 ',behold1 ! ,"l come? ) t5 ?\s& ( 8 sa9ts'2 ye also %all appe> ) ,him 9 glory4 ,he comes ) !m2 !n !y are n[ ) ,him4 ,i g to prep>e a place = y2 t :]e ,i am !re ye may be also1 to behold 8 glory4 ,moses & ,elias talk$ ( ! decease ,he %\ld accompli% at ,j]usalem2 !n !y "k :at is go+ on "h on c]ta9 occasions4 ,!y _h bodily organs to he> & speak4 ,= ! fir/ "t 9 my life ,i feel will+ to die4--,d4,l4 ,may #ai1 #ahfb4--,vividly d ,i rememb] my fir/ passage d[n 9 #ahef1 pass+ ,%upanga h\se )\t l&+1 & look+ at its r$ hills & :ite vales ) ! impression t x 0 a beautiful spot4 ,no suspicion glanc$ across my m9d t !re my lov+ wife w\ld be call$ to give up ! gho/ six ye>s aft]w>d4 ,9 "s o!r spot ,i may h look$ at1 my own re/+-place may be allott$4 ,i h (t5 wi%$ t x might be 9 "s f>-(f /ill deep =e/1 :]e ,i may sleep sweetly till ! resurrection morn1 :5 ! trump ( ,god w make all />t up into ! glori\s & active second exi/5ce4 #be? ,may4--,"s ( ! hi/ories ( pi\s p 9 ! la/ c5tury & previ\sly tell ( cl\ds ( religi\s gloom1 or ( p>oxysms ( opposition & fi]ce rebellion aga9/ ,god1 :i* f\nd v5t 9 t]rible expressions4 ,^! 7 foll[$ by great elevations ( fai?1 & reactions ( confid+ love1 ! results ( div9e influ5ce :i* c>ri$ ! s\l f> above ! region ( ! intellect into t ( direct spiritual intuition4 ,?is seems to h be5 ! exp]i5ce ( my de> ,m>y4 ,%e _h a /rong pres5tim5t ( dea? be+ ne>4 ,%e said t %e w\ld nev] h a h\se 9 ?is c\ntry4 ,tak+ x to be despond5cy alone1 ,i only jok$1 & n[ my he>t smites me t ,i did n talk s]i\sly on t & _m ?+s besides4 #ca/ ,may1 #ahfb4--,! loss ( my ev] de> ,m>y lies l a heavy weight on my he>t4 ,9 our int]c\rse 9 private !re 0 m ?an :at w\ld be ?\ght by "s a decor\s am\nt ( m]rim5t & play4 ,i said to h] a few days be=e h] fatal illness3 ',we old bodies ought n[ to be m sob]1 & n play s mu*4' ',oh1 no1' said %e1' y mu/ always be z playful z y h always be52 ,i w\ld n l y to be z grave z "s folks ,i h se54' ,?is1 :5 ,i "k h] pray] 0 t %e might be sp>$ to be a help & com=t to me 9 my great "w1 l$ me to feel :at ,i h always believ$ to be ! true way1 to let ! head gr[ wise1 b keep ! he>t always "y & playful4 ,%e 0 ready & anxi\s to "w1 b has be5 call$ away to s]ve ,god 9 a high] sph]e4 ,liv+/one c\ld n be idle1 ev5 :5 8 he>t 0 brok52 he occupi$ ! days aft] ! dea? 9 writ+ to h] fa!r & "m1 to 8 *ildr51 & to _m ( ! fri5ds :o w\ld be int]e/$ 9 ! sad news4 ,among ^! lett]s1 t to ,mrs4 ,m(fat & h] reply f ,kuruman h a special int]e/4 ,8 lett]s w5t r\nd by ,europe1 & ! fir/ news rea*$ ,kuruman by trad]s & newspap]s4 ,= a full mon? aft] h] daught]s dea?1 ,mrs4 ,m(fat 0 giv+ ?anks = ! m]cy t _h sp>$ h] to meet ) h] husb&1 & _h made h] lot s diff]5t f t ( ,miss ,mack5zie & ,mrs4 ,burrup4 ,9 a lett]1 dat$ #bf? ,may1 %e writes to ,m>y a graphic acc\nt ( ! electrical ?rill t pass$ ?r\gh h] :5 %e saw ,david's h&writ+--( ! beat+ he>t ) :i* %e tri$ to get ! ess5ce ( 8 lett] be=e %e read ! l9es--( ! ov]:elm+ joy & gratitude ) :i* %e le>n$ t !y _h met--& !n ! horror ( great d>kness t came ov] h] :5 %e read ( ! tragic dea? ( ! ,bi%op1 to :om %e _h le>n$ to feel z to a fri5d & bro!r4 ,!n %e p\rs out h] te>s ov] ! poor de> ladies1 ,miss ,mack5zie & ,mrs4 ,burrup1 & rememb]s ! simil> fate ( ! ,helmores1 :o1 l ! ,bi%op & 8 fri5ds1 _h _h x 9 _! he>ts to build a temple to ! ,"l 9 ,africa1 b _h n be5 p]mitt$4 ,!n comes "s family news1 especially ab\t h] son ,rob]t1 ^: sudd5 dea? occurr$ a few days aft]1 & 0 ano!r bitt] drop 9 ! family cup4 ,& !n "s mo!rly =eca/+s ( h] daught]'s future1 k9dly c\nsel :]e %e c\ld (f] any1 & affectionate pray]s = ! guidance ( ,god :]e ! future 0 too d>k = h] to p5etrate4 ,= a :ole mon? be=e ?is lett] 0 writt51 poor ,m>y _h be5 sleep+ "u ! baobab-tree at ,%upanga6 ,9 ,liv+/one's lett] to ,mrs4 ,m(fat he gives ! details ( h] illness1 & p\rs 8 he>t out 9 ! same affectionate t]ms z 9 8 ,j\rnal4 ,he dwells on ! _m unhappy causes ( delay :i* _h deta9$ !m ne> ! m\? ( ! riv]1 contr>y to all 8 wi%es & arrangem5ts4 ,he is conc]n$ t h] deafness 7?r\gh qu99e7 & comatose condition be=e h] dea? prev5t$ h] f giv+ him ! indications he w\ld h desir$ respect+ h] /ate ( m9d 9 ! view ( et]nity4 ,i look1 he says1 to h] previ\s exp]i5ce & life = com=t1 & ?ank ,god = 8 m]cy t we h x4444 ,a good wife & "m 0 %e4 ,god h pity on ! *ildr5--%e 0 s mu* belov$ by !m4444 ,%e 0 mu* respect$ by all ! (fic]s ( ! ',gorgon1'--!y w\ld d any?+ = h]4 ,:5 !y met ?is vessel at ,mozambique1 ,capta9 ,wilson (f]$ 8 cab9 9 t f9e l>ge vessel1 b %e insi/$ r t ,miss ,mack5zie & ,mrs4 ,burrup %\ld g4444 ,i enjoy$ h] society dur+ ! ?ree mon?s we 7 toge!r4 ,x 0 ! ,"l :o gave & ,he has tak5 away4 ,i wi% to say--,bless$ be 8 "n4 ,i regret1 z !re always are regrets aft] our lov$ ones are gone1 t ! sl&] :i*1 un=tunately1 rea*$ h] e>s f mission>y gossips & o!rs _h an influ5ce on me 9 all[+ h] to come1 be=e we 7 fairly on ,lake ,nyassa4 ,a doctor ( div9ity said1 :5 h] devotion to h] family 0 prais$3 ',oh1 %e is no good1 %e is "h because h] husb& _c live ) h]1' ,! la/ day w tell ano!r tale4 ,to 8 daught] ,agnes he writes1 aft] ! acc\nt ( h] dea?3 444 ,de> ,nannie1 %e (t5 ?\ght ( y1 & :5 once1 f ! viol5ce ( ! disease1 %e 0 deliri\s1 %e call$ out1 ',see6 ,agnes is fall+ d[n a precipice1' ,may our ,heav5ly ,savi\r1 :o mu/ be y\r ,fa!r & ,guide1 pres]ve y f fall+ into ! gulf ( s9 ov] ! precipice ( temptation4444 ,de> ,agnes1 ,i feel alone 9 ! _w n[1 & :at w ! poor de> baby d )\t h] mamma8 ,%e (t5 spoke ( h]1 & sometimes bur/ into a flood ( te>s1 j z ,i n[ d 9 tak+ up & arrang+ ! ?+s left by my belov$ p>tn] ( eighte5 ye>s4444 ,i b[ to ! ,div9e h& t *a/5s me4 ,god grant t ,i may le>n ! lesson ,he means to tea*6 ,all %e told y to d %e n[ en=ces1 z if beckon+ f heav54 ,nannie1 de>1 meet h] !re4 ,don't lose ! cr[n ( joy %e n[ we>s1 & ! ,"l be graci\s to y 9 all ?+s4 ,y w n[ ne$ to act m & m f a feel+ ( responsibility to ,jesus1 see+ ,he has tak5 away "o ( y\r gu>dians4 ,a "r /raight=w>d woman 0 %e4 ,no crook$ way ev] h]s1 & %e c\ld act ) decision & en]gy :5 requir$4 ,i pity y on receiv+ ?is1 b x is ! ,"l4--,y\r sorr[+ & lonely fa!r4 ,lett]s ( ! l t5or 7 writt5 to e intimate fri5d4 ,x 0 a relief to 8 he>t to p\r itself out 9 praise ( h] :o 0 gone1 & 9 "s cases1 :5 he _h told all ab\t ! dea?1 he returns to speak ( h] life4 ,a lett] to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison gives all ! p>ticul>s ( ! illness & its t]m9ation4 ,!n he ?9ks ( ! good & g5tle ,lady ,mur*ison1--la spirituelle ,lady ,mur*ison1 z ,humboldt call$ h]1--& writes to h]3 ,x w some:at ease my a*+ he>t to tell y ab\t my de> dep>t$ ,m>y ,m(fat1 ! fai?ful companion ( eighte5 ye>s4 ,he tells ( h] bir? at ,griqua ,t[n 9 #ahba1 h] education 9 ,engl&1 _! m>riage & _! love4 ,at ,kolob5g1 %e manag$ all ! h\sehold affairs by native s]vants ( h] own tra9+1 made bread1 butt]1 & all ! clo!s ( ! family2 taught h] *ildr5 mo/ c>efully2 kept also an infant & sew+ s*ool--by f> ! mo/ popul> & be/ att5d$ we _h4 ,x 0 a f9e sight to see h] day by day walk+ a qu>t] ( a mile to ! t[n1 no matt] h[ broil+ hot ! sun1 to imp>t in/ruction to ! hea!n ,bakwa9s4 ,ma-,rob]t's "n is kn[n ?r\gh all t c\ntry1 & #ahjj miles beyond4444 ,a brave1 good woman 0 %e4 ,all my hopes ( giv+ h] "o day a quiet home1 = :i* we bo? _h _m a sore long+1 are n[ da%$ to ! gr\nd4 ,%e is1 ,i tru/1 ?r\gh div9e m]cy1 9 peace 9 ! home ( ! ble/4444 ,%e spoke feel+ly ( y\r k9dness to h]1 & also ( ! k9d reception %e receiv$ f ,miss ,burdett ,c\tts4 ,please give t lady & ,mrs4 ,br[n ! sad intellig5ce ( h] dea?4 ,! reply ( ,mrs4 ,m(fat to h] son-9-law's lett] 0 t\*+ & beautiful4 ,i d ?ank y = ! detail y h giv5 u ( ! circum/ances ( ! la/ days & h\rs ( our lam5t$ & belov$ ,m>y1 our fir/-born1 ov] :om our fond he>ts fir/ beat ) p>5tal affection6 ,%e rec\nts ! m]cies t 7 m+l$ ) ! trial--?\gh ,m>y c\ld n be call$ em95tly pi\s1 %e _h ! root ( ! matt] 9 h]1 & ?\gh ! voyage ( h] life _h be5 a try+ & /ormy "o1 %e _h n become a wreck4 ,god _h rememb]$ h]2 _h giv5 h] dur+ h] la/ ye> ! c\nsels ( fai?ful m5--ref]r+ to h] k9d fri5d & valu$ c\nselor1 ! ,rev4 ,pr(essor ,kirk1 ( ,ed9burgh1 & ! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 ( ,lov$ale--&1 at la/1 ! great privilege ( dy+ 9 ! arms ( h] husb&4 ,z = ! cruel sc&al t seems to h hurt y bo? s mu*1 ^? :o said x did n "k y z a c\ple4 ,9 all our int]c\rse ) y1 we nev] _h a d\bt z to y\r be+ com=table toge!r4 ,i "k !re are "s maudl9 ladies :o ins9uate1 :5 a man leaves 8 family frequ5tly1 no matt] h[ noble is 8 object1 t he is n com=table at home4 ,b we c af=d to smile at ?is1 & say1 ',! ,day w decl>e x4'444 ,n[ my de> ,liv+/one1 ,i mu/ conclude by assur+ y ( ! t5d] int]e/ we %all ev] feel 9 y\r op]ations4 ,x is n only z ! husb& ( our dep>t$ ,m>y & ! fa!r ( h] *ildr51 b z "o :o has laid himself out = ! emancipation ( ?is poor wret*$ cont95t1 & = op5+ new doors ( entrance = ! h]alds ( salvation 7n t ,i w\ld n h pref]r$ y\r rema9+ 9 y\r =m] capacity74 ,i nev]!less rejoice 9 :at y are all[$ to accompli%4 ,we look anxi\sly = m news ( y1 & my he>t b\nd$ :5 ,i saw y\r lett]s ! o!r day1 ?9k+ !y 7 new4 ,may our graci\s ,god & ,fa!r com=t y\r sorr[ful he>t4--,believe me ev] y\r affectionate "m1 ,,m>y ,,m(fat4 ,,*apt] ,,xv4 ,,la/ ,,two ,,ye>s ,,( ,,! ,,exp$ition4 ,a4,d4 #ahfb-ahfc4 ,liv+/one aga9 buckles on 8 armor--,lett] to ,wall]--,laun* ( ,lady ,nyassa--,too late = season--,he explores ! ,rovuma--,fre% activity ( ! slave-trade--,lett] to ,gov]nor ( ,mozambique ab\t 8 discov]ies--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,g5]\s (f] ( a p>ty ( ,scot*m5--,! ,exp$ition proce$s up ,zambesi ) ,lady ,nyassa 9 t[--,appall+ desolations ( ,m>ianne--,tid+s ( ! ,mission--,dea? ( ,scudamore--( ,dick5son--( ,?ornton--,illness ( ,liv+/one--,dr4 ,kirk & ,*>les ,liv+/one g home--,he proce$s nor?w>d ) ,mr4 ,rae & ,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y ( ! ,gorgon--,attempt to c>ry a boat ov] ! rapids--,defeat$--,recall ( ! ,exp$ition--,liv+/one's views--,lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y--to ,mr4 ,wall]--,feel+ ( ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t--,(f] to ! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,/ew>t--,great disc\ragem5ts--,:y did he n g home8--,proce$s to explore ,nyassa--,risks & suff]+s--,occupation ( 8 m9d--,natural ,hi/ory--,oblig$ to turn back--,m desolation--,report ( 8 murd]--,k9dness ( ,*9samba--,rea*es ! %ip--,lett] f ,bi%op ,toz]1 ab&on+ ! ,mission--,di/ress ( ,liv+/one--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,progress ( ,dr4 ,/ew>t--,liv+/onia--,liv+/one takes *>ge ( ! *ildr5 ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission--,lett] to 8 daught]--,retrospect--,! "w ( ! ,exp$ition--,liv+/one's plans = ! future4 ,x c\ld n h be5 easy = ,liv+/one to buckle on 8 armor anew4 ,h[ he 0 able to d x at all may be inf]r$ f "s words ( *e] writt5 by him at ! "t to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,wall]3 ,?anks = y\r k9d sympa?y4 ,9 return1 ,i say1 ,*]i% exalt$ ?\ghts ( ! great "w y h und]tak54 ,x is a "w :i*1 if fai?ful1 y w look back on ) satisfaction :ile ! et]nal ages roll on _! ev]la/+ c\rse4 ,! devil w d all he c to h9d] y by ef=ts f )\t & f )92 b rememb] ,him :o is ) y1 & w be ) y alway4 ,z soon z he 0 able to brace himself1 he 0 aga9 at 8 po/1 help+ to put ! ,lady ,nyassa toge!r & laun* h]4 ,?is 0 a*iev$ by ! end ( ,june1 greatly to ! wond] ( ! natives1 :o c\ld n und]/& h[ iron %\ld swim4 ,! ,nyassa 0 an excell5t /eamboat1 & c\ld %e h be5 got to ! lake w\ld h done well4 ,b1 alas6 ! ra9y season _h pass$1 & until ,decemb] ?is c\ld n be done4 ,"h 0 ano!r great disappo9tm5t4 ,mean:ile1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one resolv$ to r5ew ! exploration ( ! ,rovuma1 9 ! hope ( f9d+ a way to ,nyassa beyond ! dom9ion ( ! ,portuguese4 ,?is 0 ! "w 9 :i* he _h be5 engag$ at ! "t :5 he w5t ) ,bi%op ,mack5zie to help him to settle4 ,! voyage up ! ,rovuma did n lead to mu*4 ,on "o occasion !y 7 attack$1 fi]cely & trea*]\sly1 by ! natives4 ,cat>acts occurr$ ab\t #aef miles f ! m\?1 & ! report 0 t f>!r up !y 7 worse4 ,! explor]s did n v5ture beyond ! banks ( ! riv]s1 b s f> z !y saw1 ! p 7 indu/ri\s1 & ! c\ntry f]tile1 & a /eam] ( light draft might c>ry on a v pr(itable trade among !m4 ,b !re 0 no wat]-way to ,nyassa4 ,! ,rovuma came f m\nta9s to ! we/1 hav+ only a v m9ute connection ) ,nyassa4 ,x seem$ t x w\ld be bett] 9 ! meantime to rea* ! lake by ! ,zambesi & ! ,%ir1 s ! p>ty return$4 ,x 0 n till ! beg9n+ ( #ahfc t !y 7 able to r5ew ! asc5t ( ^! riv]s4 ,liv+/one writes t\*+ly to ,sir ,rod]ick1 9 ref]5ce to 8 return+ to ! ,zambesi3 ,x may seem to "s p]sons weak to feel a *ord vibrat+ to ! du/ ( h] :o re/s on ! banks ( ! ,zambesi1 & ?9k t ! pa? by t riv] is consecrat$ by h] rema9s4 ,mean:ile1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 busy ) 8 p54 ,a new en]gy _h be5 imp>t$ to him by ! appall+ facts n[ fully app>5t1 t 8 discov]ies _h only /imulat$ ! activity ( ! slave-trad]s1 t ! ,portuguese local au?orities really promot$ slave-trad+1 ) its inevitable concomitant slave-hunt+1 & t ! horror & desolation to :i* ! c\ntry bore su* frightful te/imony 0 ! result4 ,x seem$ z if ! duel he _h f\ght ) ! ,bo]s :5 !y det]m9$ to close ,africa1 & he det]m9$ to op5 x1 _h n[ to be repeat$ ) ! ,portuguese4 ,! att5tion ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one is m & m conc5trat$ on ?is t]rible topic4 ,dr4 ,kirk writes to him t :5 at ,tette he _h he>d t ! ,portuguese ,gov]nor-,g5]al at ,mozambique _h in/ruct$ 8 bro!r1 ! ,gov]nor ( t t[n1 to act on ! pr9ciple t ! slave-trade1 ?\gh prohibit$ on ! ocean1 0 /ill lawful on ! l&1 & t any p]sons int]f]+ ) slave-trad]s1 by lib]at+ _! slaves1 w\ld be c\nt$ robb]s4 ,an en]getic despat* to ,e>l ,russell1 !n ,=eign ,secret>y1 calls att5tion to ?is outrage4 ,a few days aft]1 a /rong b polite lett] is s5t to ! ,gov]nor ( ,tette1 call+ att5tion to ! =ays ( a man nam$ ,bel%ore1 9 ! ,*ibisa c\ntry1 & entreat+ him to /op !m4 ,ab\t ! same "t he writes to ! ,gov]nor-,g5]al ( ,mozambique 9 reply to a pap] by ! ,visc\nt de ,sa da ,b&eira1 publi%$ 9 ! ,almanac by ! ,gov]nm5t press1 9 :i* ! common *>ge 0 made aga9/ him ( arrogat+ to himself ! glory ( discov]ies :i* belong$ to ,s5hor ,c&ido & o!r ,portuguese4 ,he affirms t be=e publi%+ 8 book he exam9$ all ,portuguese books ( travels he c\ld f9d2 t he _h actually %[n ,s5hor ,c&ido to h be5 a discov]] be=e any ,portuguese h9t$ t he 0 su*2 t ! lake :i* ,c&ido spoke ( z nor?we/ ( ,tette c\ld n be ,nyassa1 :i* 0 nor!a/ ( x2 t he did full ju/ice to all ! ,portuguese explor]s1 & t :at he claim$ z own discov]ies 7 c]ta9ly n ! discov]ies ( ! ,portuguese4 ,a few days aft]1 he writes to ,mr4 ,lay>d1 !n our ,portuguese ,m9i/]1 & comm5ts on ! map publi%$ by ! ,visc\nt z repres5t+ ,portuguese geography1--po9t+ out su* blund]s z t :i* made ! ,zambesi ent] ! sea at ,quilimane1 prov+ t by _! map ! ,portuguese claim$ t]ritory t 0 c]ta9ly n !irs2 adv]t+ to _! utt] ignorance ( ! ,victoria ,falls1 ! mo/ rem>kable ph5om5on 9 ,africa2 affirm+ t _m s-call$ discov]ies 7 m]e vague rumors1 he>d by travel]s2 & %[+ ! use t _h be5 made ( 8 own maps1 ! names be+ *ang$ to suit ! ,portuguese or?ography4 ,liv+/one _h ! satisfaction ( kn[+ t 8 acc\nt ( ! trip to ,lake ,nyassa _h excit$ mu* int]e/ 9 ! ,cab9et at home1 & t a /rong remon/rance _h be5 address$ to ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t aga9/ slave-hunt+4 ,b x does n appe> t ?is l$ to any improvem5t at ! "t4 ,:ile /ung into m ?an ord9>y en]gy by ! atroci\s de$s he witness$ ar\nd him1 ,liv+/one 0 liv+ ne> ! bord]s ( ! unse5 _w4 ,he writes to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> on ! #bg? ,octob]1 #ahfb3 ,i suppose t ,i %all die 9 ^! upl&s1 & somebody w c>ry1 out ! plan ,i h long$ to put into practice4 ,i h be5 ?9k+ a great deal s9ce ! dep>ture ( my belov$ "o ab\t ! regions :i!r %e has gone1 & imag9e f ! mann] ! ,bible describes x we h got too mu* monk]y 9 our ideas4 ,!re w be "w !re z well z "h1 & possibly n su* a va/ diff]5ce 9 our be+ z is expect$4 ,b a %ort "t !re w give m insight ?an a ?\s& mus+s4 ,we %all see ,him by ^: inexpressible love & m]cy we get !re1 & all :om we lov$1 & all ! lovable4 ,i c sympa?ize ) y n[ m fully ?an ,i did be=e4 ,i "w ) z mu* vigor z ,i c2 & mean to d s till ! *ange comes2 b 8 prospect ( a home is all dispell$4 ,9 "o ( 8 despat*es to ,"l ,russell1 ,liv+/one reports an (f] t _h be5 made by a p>ty consi/+ ( an ,engli%man & five ,scot* work+ m5 at ! ,cape1 :i* mu/ h be5 extremely gratify+ to him1 & s]v$ to deep5 8 conviction t soon] or lat] 8 plan ( colonization w\ld c]ta9ly be c>ri$ into effect4 ,! lead] ( ! p>ty1 ,john ,jehan1 =m]ly ( ! ,london ,city ,mission1 9 read+ ,dr4 ,liv+/one's book1 became conv9c$ t if a few me*anics c\ld be induc$ to take a j\rney ( exploration x w\ld prove v useful4 ,8 views be+ communicat$ to five o!r "y m5 7two masons1 two c>p5t]s1 "o smi?71 !y =m$ !mselves into a company 9 ,july1 #ahfa1 & _h be5 work+ toge!r1 ?r[+ _! e>n+s into a common fund1 & n[ !y _h arms1 two wagons1 two spans ( ox51 & means ( procur+ outfits4 ,9 ,septemb]1 #ahfb1 !y 7 ready to />t f ,aliwal 9 ,s\? ,africa#ff4 ,footnote #ff3 ,! recall ( ,liv+/one's ,exp$ition & ! removal ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission seem to h knock$ ?is mo/ promis+ s*eme on ! head4 ,writ+ ( x to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison on ! #ad? ,decemb]1 #ahfb1 he says3 ,i l ! ,scot*m51 & ?9k !m mu* bett] adapt$ = our plans ?an ^? on :om ! ,univ]sities ,mission has light$4 ,if employ$ z ,i %all wi% !m to be 9 trade1 & sett+ an example ( indu/ry 9 cotton or c(fee plant+1 ,i ?9k !y are j ! m5 ,i ne$ br\ght to my b&4 ,don't y ?9k ?is s5sible8 ,aft] go+ to ,johanna = provisions1 & to dis*>ge ! crew ( ,johanna m5 ^: t]m ( s]vice _h expir$1 ! ,exp$ition return$ to ,tette4 ,on ! #aj? ,janu>y1 #ahfc1 !y /eam$ (f ) ! ,lady ,nyassa 9 t[4 ,! desolation t _h be5 caus$ by ,m>ianno1 ! ,portuguese slave-ag5t1 0 he>t-break+4 ,corpses float$ pa/ !m4 ,9 ! morn+ ! paddles _h to be cle>$ ( corpses caught by ! floats dur+ ! night4 ,liv+/one summ$ up 8 impressions 9 "o t]rible s5t5ce3 ,:]ev] we took a walk1 human skeletons 7 se5 9 e direction1 & x 0 pa9fully int]e/+ to obs]ve ! diff]5t po/ures 9 :i* ! poor wret*es _h brea!d _! la/4 ,a :ole heap _h be5 ?r[n d[n a slope beh9d a village1 :]e ! fugitives (t5 cross$ ! riv] f ! ea/2 & 9 "o hut ( ! same village no few] ?an tw5ty drums _h be5 collect$1 probably ! f]ryman's fees4 ,_m _h end$ _! mis]y "u %ady trees1 o!rs "u project+ crags 9 ! hills1 :ile o!rs lay 9 _! huts ) clos$ doors1 :i* :5 op5$ disclos$ ! m\ld]+ corpse ) ! poor rags r\nd ! lo9s1 ! skull fall5 (f ! pill[1 ! little skeleton ( ! *ild1 t _h p]i%$ fir/1 roll$ up 9 a mat betwe5 two l>ge skeletons4 ,! sight ( ?is des]t1 b eighte5 mon?s ago a well-peopl$ valley1 n[ lit]ally /rewn ) human bones1 =c$ ! conviction ^u u t ! de/ruction ( human life 9 ! middle passage1 h[ev] great1 con/itutes b a small portion ( ! wa/e1 & made u feel t unless ! slave-trade--t mon/] iniquity :i* has s long brood$ ov] ,africa--is put d[n1 lawful comm]ce _c be e/abli%$4 ,9 pass+ up1 ,liv+/one's he>t 0 sadd5$ z he visit$ ! ,bi%op's grave1 & /ill m by ! tid+s :i* he got ( ! ,mission1 :i* _h n[ remov$ f ,magom]o to ! l[ l&s ( ,*ibisa4 ,"s "t be=e1 ,mr4 ,scudamore1 a man greatly belov$1 _h succumb$1 & n[ ,mr4 ,dick5son 0 add$ to ! numb] ( victims4 ,mr4 ,?ornton1 too1 :o left ! ,exp$ition 9 #ahei1 b return$ to x1 di$ "u an attack ( fev]1 consequ5t on too viol5t ex]tion und]tak5 9 ord] to be ( s]vice to ! ,mission p>ty4 ,dr4 ,kirk & ,mr4 ,c4 ,liv+/one 7 s mu* r$uc$ by illness t x 0 deem$ necess>y = !m to return to ,engl&4 ,liv+/one himself _h a mo/ s]i\s attack ( fev]1 :i* la/$ all ! mon? ( ,may1 ,dr4 ,kirk rema9+ ) him till he got ov] x4 ,:5 8 bro!r & ,dr4 ,kirk left1 ! only ,europeans rema9+ ) him 7 ,mr4 ,rae1 ! %ip's eng9e]1 & ,mr4 ,edw>d ,d4 ,"y1 =m]ly ( ! ,gorgon1 :o _h volunte]$ to jo9 ! ,exp$ition1 & ^: aft] s]vices1 bo? 9 ! se>* = ,liv+/one & 9 e/abli%+ ! mission ( ,liv+/onia1 7 s valuable4 ,on ! noble _s %[n by ,liv+/one 9 rema9+ 9 ! c\ntry aft] all 8 e>ly companions _h left1 & amid su* appall+ sc5es z ev]y:]e met him1 we d n ne$ to dwell4 ,"h are glimpses ( ! inn] he>t ( ,liv+/one ab\t ?is "t3 #a/ ,m>*1 #ahfc4--;,i feel v (t5 t ,i h n long to live1 & say1 ',my de> *ildr51 ,i leave y4 ,be manly ,*ri/ians1 & nev] d a mean ?+4 ,be hone/ to m51 & to ! ,almighty ,"o4' #aj? ,april4--,rea*$ ! ,cat>acts4 ,v ?ankful inde$ aft] our ?ree mon?s' toil f ,%upanga4 #bg? ,april4--,on ?is day twelvemon?s my belov$ ,m>y ,m(fat 0 remov$ f me by dea?4 ',if ,i c1 ,i'll come aga91 "m1 f out my re/+-place2 ,?\gh y'll n see me1 "m1 ,i %all look ^u y\r face2 ,?\gh ,i _c speak a ^w1 ,i %all he>k5 :at y say1 ,& be (t51 (t5 ) y :5 y ?9k ,i'm f> away4' ,,t5nyson4 ,! ,lady ,nyassa be+ tak5 to pieces1 ! p>ty began to con/ruct a road ov] ! ?irty-five or =ty miles ( ! rapids1 9 ord] to convey ! /eam] to ! lake4 ,aft] a few miles ( ! road _h be5 complet$1 x 0 ?\ght desirable to asc]ta9 :e!r ! boat left ne> ! lake two ye>s be=e 0 fit = s]vice1 s z to avoid ! necessity ( c>ry+ ano!r boat pa/ ! rapids4 ,on rea*+ x ! boat 0 f\nd to h be5 burnt4 ,! p>ty !re=e return$ to c>ry up ano!r4 ,!y _h got to ! v la/ rapid1 & _h plac$ ! boat = a %ort space 9 ! wat]1 :51 ?r\gh ! c>elessness ( five ,zambesi m51 %e 0 ov]turn$1 & away %e w5t l an arr[ d[n ! rapids4 ,to keep calm "u su* a cr[n+ disappo9tm5t mu/ h ,i tax$ ,liv+/one's self-control to ! v utmo/4 ,x 0 n[ t he receiv$ a despat* f ,e>l ,russell intimat+ t ! ,exp$ition 0 recall$4 ,?is1 ?\gh a great disappo9tm5t1 0 n altoge!r a surprise4 ,on ! #bd? ,april he _h writt5 to ,mr4 ,wall] ,i %\ld n wond] 9 ! lea/ to be recall$1 = %\ld ! ,portuguese p]si/ 9 keep+ ! riv]s %ut1 !re w\ld be no use 9 try+ to develop trade1 ,he /ates 8 views on ! recall calmly 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y3 ,mur*ison ,cat>acts1 #c;d ,july1 #ahfc4--444 ,got in/ructions = our recall ye/]day1 at :i* ,i d n wond]4 ,! ,gov]nm5t has behav$ well to u ?r\gh\t1 & ,i feel abundantly ?ankful to ,h4,m4's m9i/]s = enabl+ me s f> to c>ry on ! exp]im5t ( turn+ ! indu/rial & trad+ prop5sities ( ! natives to good acc\nt1 ) a view ( !reby eradicat+ ! trade 9 slaves4 ,b ! ,portuguese dogg$ our foot/eps1 &1 z is g5]ally und]/ood1 ) ! approbation ( _! ,home ,gov]nm5t1 neutraliz$ our labors4 ,n t ! ,portuguese /atesm5 approv$ ( slav+1 b be+ enorm\sly jeal\s le/ _! pret5d$ dom9ion f sea to sea & else:]e %\ld 9 ! lea/ degree1 n[ or any future "t1 become aught else ?an a slave 'pres]ve1' ! ,gov]nors h be5 in/ruct$1 & h c>ri$ out _! in/ructions fur!r ?an _! employ]s int5d$4 ,major ,sic>d 0 remov$ f ,tette z too fri5dly1 & 8 successor _h emmiss>ies 9 ! ,ajawa camp4 ,well1 he saw _! policy1 & regrett$ t !y %\ld be all[$ to foll[ u into p]fectly new regions4 ,! regret 0 ! m poignant1 inasmu* z b = our ent]+ 9 by g5tl5ess1 !y dur/ n h gone4 ,no ,portuguese d>$1 = in/ance1 to come up ?is ,%ir ,valley2 b aft] our dispell+ ! fe> ( ! natives by fair treatm5t1 !y came 9 call+ !mselves our '*ildr54' ,! :ole ?+ culm9at$ :5 ?is qu>t] 0 inundat$ ) ,tette slav]s1 ^: op]ations1 ) a m>aud+ tribe ( ,ajawas1 & a dr\ght1 completely depopulat$ ! c\ntry4 ,! sight ( ?is made me conclude t unless some?+ c\ld be done to prev5t ^! raids1 & take (f _! fooli% ob/ructions on ! riv]s1 :i* !y nev] use1 our "w 9 ?is region 0 at an end4444 ,please ! ,supreme1 ,i %all "w "s o!r po9t yet4 ,9 leav+1 x is bitt] to see "s #ijj miles ( coa/ ab&on$ to ^? :o 7 ! fir/ to beg9 ! slave-trade1 & seem det]m9$ to be ! la/ to ab&on x4 ,writ+ to ,mr4 ,wall] at ?is "t he said3 ,i don't "k :e!r ,i am to g on ! %elf or n4 ,if ,i d1 ,i make ,africa ! %elf4 ,if ! ',lady ,nyassa' is well sold1 ,i %all manage4 ,!re is a ,rul] above1 & 8 provid5ce guides all ?+s4 ,he is our ,fri5d1 & has pl5ty ( "w = all 8 p to d4 ,don't fe> ( be+ left idle1 if will+ to "w = ,him4 ,i am glad to h] ( ,al+ton4 ,if ! "w is ( ,god x w came out all "r at la/4 ,to ,him %all be giv5 ( ! gold ( ,%eba1 & daily %all ,he be prais$4 ,i always ?9k x 0 su* a bless+ & privilege to be l$ into 8 "w in/ead ( into ! s]vice ( ! h>d taskma/]s--! ,devil & ,s94 ,! reason assign$ by ,e>l ,russell = ! recall ( ! ,exp$ition 71 t1 n ?r\gh any fault ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's1 x _h n accompli%$ ! objects = :i* x _h be5 design$1 & t x _h prov$ mu* m co/ly ?an 0 orig9ally expect$4 ,probably ! ,gov]nm5t felt likewise t _! remon/rances ) ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t 7 unavail+1 & t _! relations 7 becom+ too uncom=table4 ,ev5 among ^? mo/ fri5dly to ,dr4 ,liv+/one's great aim1 & mo/ oppos$ to ! slave-trade1 & to ! ,portuguese policy 9 ,africa1 !re 7 "s :o d\bt$ :e!r 8 propos$ me?ods ( proc$ure 7 q consi/5t ) ! rights ( ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t4 ,8 ,royal ,highness ! ,pr9ce-,consort indicat$ "s feel+ ( ?is k9d 9 8 int]view ) ,liv+/one 9 #aheg4 ,he express$ ! feel+ m /rongly :5 he decl9$ ! reque/1 made to him ?r\gh ,pr(essor ,s$gwick ( ,cambridge1 t he w\ld all[ himself to be ,patron ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one knew well t f t exalt$ qu>t] 8 plans w\ld receive no active support4 ,t he %\ld h obta9$ ! support he did f successive ,gov]nm5ts & successive ,=eign ,secret>ies1 ,lib]al & ,cons]vative1 0 a great gratification1 if n some?+ ( a surprise4 ,h5ce ! calmness ) :i* he receiv$ ! intellig5ce ( ! recall4 ,t[>d ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t 8 feel+s 7 n v sweet4 ,on !m lay ! guilt ( arre/+ a "w t w\ld h conf]r$ untold bless+ on ,africa4 ,he det]m9$ to make ?is kn[n v cle>ly :5 he %\ld return to ,engl&4 ,at a future p]iod ( 8 life1 he purpos$1 if sp>$1 to g m fully into ! reasons ( 8 recall4 ,mean:ile1 8 c\rse 0 simply to acquiesce 9 ! resolution ( ! ,briti% ,gov]nm5t4 ,x 0 un=tunate t ! recall took place be=e he _h be5 able to c>ry into effect 8 favorite s*eme ( plac+ a /eam] on ,lake ,nyassa2 nor c\ld he d ?is n[1 al?\gh ! vessel on :i* he _h sp5t half 8 =tune lay at ! ,mur*ison ,cat>acts4 ,he _h always *]i%$ ! hope t ! ,gov]nm5t w\ld repay him at lea/ a "p ( ! outlay1 :i*1 in/ead ( #cjjj1 z he _h int5d$1 _h m\nt$ up to #fjjj4 ,he _h v g5]\sly told ,dr4 ,/ew>t t if ?is %\ld be done1 & if he %\ld be will+ to return f ,scotl& to labor on ! %ores ( ,nyassa1 he w\ld pay him 8 exp5ses out1 & #aej ye>ly1 s anxi\s 0 he t he %\ld beg9 ! "w4 ,on ! recall ( ! ,exp$ition1 )\t any all[ance = ! %ip1 or ev5 m5tion ( x1 all ^! expectations & int5tions came abruptly to an end4 ,at no previ\s "t _h ,dr4 ,liv+/one be5 "u great] disc\ragem5ts ?an n[4 ,! ,exp$ition _h be5 recall$2 8 he>t _h n recov]$ f ! desolation caus$ by ! dea? ( ! ,bi%op & 8 bre?r51 z well z ! ,helmores 9 ! ,makololo c\ntry1 & /ill m by ! removal ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 & ! ?\ght ( 8 mo!rless *ildr52 ! mo/ he>t-r5d+ sc5es _h be5 witness$ ev]y:]e 9 regions t a %ort "t ago _h be5 s bright2 all 8 ef=ts to d good _h be5 turn$ to evil1 e new pa? he _h op5$ hav+ be5 seiz$ z x 7 by ! devil & turn$ to ! mo/ diabolical ends2 8 c\ntrym5 7 ne>ly all away f him2 ! mo/ depress+ ( diseases _h produc$ its natural effect2 he _h _h worries1 delays1 & disappo9tm5ts ab\t %ips & boats ( ! mo/ h>rass+ k9d2 & n[ ! ,lady ,nyassa c\ld n be float$ 9 ! wat]s ( :i* he _h fondly hop$ to see h] ! angel & ! que54 ,x is h>dly possible to exagg]ate ! noble quality ( ! he>t t1 undet]r$ by all ^! tr\bles1 resolv$ to take ?is la/ *ance ( explor+ ! banks ( ,nyassa1 al?\gh x c\ld only be by ! we>y process ( trudge1 trudge1 trudg+2 al?\gh hung]1 if n />vation1 block$ ! pa?1 & fev] & dys5t]y flitt$ ar\nd x l imps ( d>kness2 al?\gh tribes1 demoraliz$ by ! slave-trade1 might at any mom5t put an end to him & 8 ent]prise2--n to speak ( ! ord9>y risks ( travel1 ! difficulty ( f9d+ guides1 ! liability to bodily hurt1 ! sc>city ( food1 ! p]ils f wild bea/s by night ,und by day1--risks :i* no ord9>y travel] c\ld ?9k ( lightly1 b :i* 9 ,liv+/one's j\rneys drop out ( sight1 because !y are s ov]topp$ & dw>f$ by risks t ord9>y travel]s nev] "k4 ,:y did n ,liv+/one g home8 ,a s+le s5t5ce 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,wall]1 :ile ! recall 0 only 9 contemplation1 expla9s3 ,9 my case1 duty w\ld n lead me home1 & home !re=e ,i w\ld n g4 ,away !n goes ,liv+/one1 accompani$ by ! /ew>d ( ! ,pione] & a h&ful ( native s]vants 7,mr4 ,"y be+ left 9 *>ge ( ! vessel71 to get to ! nor!rn end ( ! lake1 & asc]ta9 :e!r any l>ge riv] fl[$ into x f ! we/1 & if possible to visit ,lake ,mo]o1 ( :i* he _h he>d1 ly+ a consid]able way to ! we/4 ,= ! fir/ "t 9 8 travels he c>ri$ "s bottles ( w9e1--a pres5t f ! mission>ies ,wall] & ,al+ton2 = wat] _h hi!rto be5 8 only dr9k1 ) a little hot c(fee 9 ! morn+s to w>m ! /oma* & w>d (f ! feel+ ( s9k+4 ,at "o "t ! two :ite m5 are lo/ ?ree days 9 ! woods1 )\t food or ! means ( pur*as+ x2 b "s poor natives out ( _! pov]ty %[ !m k9dness4 ,at ano!r !y c procure no guides1 ?\gh ! c\ntry is difficult & ! way int]sect$ by deep gullies t c only be scal$ at c]ta9 kn[n p>ts2 anon !y are tak5 = slave-deal]s1 & make a n>r[ escape ( a night attack4 ,ano!r "t1 ! cries ( *ildr5 rem9d ,liv+/one ( 8 own home & family1 :]e ! v same tones ( sorr[ _h (t5 be5 he>d2 ! ?\ght br\ght its own pang1 only he c\ld feel ?ankful t 9 ! case ( 8 *ildr5 ! woes ( ! slave-trade w\ld nev] be add$ to ! ord9>y sorr[s ( *ildhood4 ,!n he w\ld enjoy ! joy\s laugh ( "s ,manganja wom51 & ?9k ( ! good influ5ce ( a m]ry he>t1 & rememb] t :5ev] he _h obs]v$ a *ief ) a joy\s tw9kle ( ! eye accompany+ 8 laugh1 he _h always set him d[n z a good fell[1 & _h nev] be5 disappo9t$ 9 him aft]w>d4 ,!n he w\ld *e] 8 monotony by mak+ "s rese>*es into ! orig9 ( civilization1 com+ to ! cle> conclusion t born savages mu/ die out1 because !y c\ld devise no means ( liv+ ?r\gh disease4 ,by & by he w\ld exam9e ! ,arab "*1 & f9d ,mahometanism z x n[ is 9 ,africa worse ?an ,african hea!nism1 & rem>k on ! call\sness ( ! ,mahometans to ! welf>e ( "o ano!r1 & on ! especial glory ( ,*ri/ianity1 ! only religion t seeks to propagate itself1 & ?r\gh ! influ5ce ( love %>e its bless+s ) o!rs4 ,anon he w\ld dwell on ! primitive ,african fai?2 its recognition ( "o ,almighty ,creator1 its moral code1 s l our own1 save 9 ! "o article ( polygamy2 its pi\s recognition ( a future life1 ?\gh ! elem5t ( puni%m5t is n v conspicu\s2 its mild "* g5]ally1 not)/&+ ! blood?ir/9ess sometimes ascrib$ to x1 :i*1 h[ev]1 ,liv+/one held to be1 at ,dahomey = example1 purely exceptional4 ,ano!r subject t occupi$ him 0 ! natural hi/ory ( ! c\ntry4 ,he w\ld acc\nt = des]t tracts l ,kalah>i by ! fact t ! ea/ & s\!a/ w9ds1 lad5 ) moi/ure f ! ,indian ,ocean1 get cool$ ov] ! coa/ ranges ( m\nta9s1 & hav+ dis*>g$ _! vapor !re _h no sp>e moi/ure to deposit ov] ! regions t = want ( x became des]ts4 ,! geology ( ,s\!rn ,africa 0 peculi>2 ! geographical s]ies describ$ 9 books 0 n to be f\nd "h1 =1 z ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison _h %[n1 ! great subm>9e depressions & elevations t _h s greatly affect$ ! o!r cont95ts dur+ ! second>y1 t]ti>y1 & m rec5t p]iods1 _h n affect$ ,africa4 ,x _h pres]v$ its t]re/rial conditions dur+ a long p]iod1 unaffect$ by any *anges save ^? dep5d5t on atmosph]ic influ5ces4 ,!re 0 also a peculi>ity 9 prehi/oric ,africa--x _h no /one p]iod2 at lea/ no fl9t weapons _h be5 f\nd1 & ! famili>ity & skill ( ! natives ) ! manufacture ( iron seem$ to indicate t !y _h us$ iron weapons f ! fir/4 ,! travel]s _h got z f> z ! riv] ,loangwa 7( ,nyassa71 :5 a halt _h to be call$4 ,"s ( ! natives _h be5 ill1 & inde$ "o _h di$ 9 ! comp>atively cold climate ( ! highl&s4 ,b no?+ w\ld h h9d]$ ,liv+/one f work+ 8 way r\nd ! head ( ! lake if only "t _h be5 on 8 side4 ,b "t 0 inexorably aga9/ him2 ! ord]s f ,gov]nm5t 7 /rict4 ,he mu/ get ! ,pione] d[n to ! sea :ile ! riv] 0 9 flood4 ,a mon? or six weeks w\ld h enabl$ him to f9i% 8 rese>*es1 b he c\ld n run ! risk4 ,x w\ld h be5 o!rwise _h he =ese5 t :5 he got to ! %ip he w\ld be deta9$ two mon?s wait+ = ! ris+ ( ! riv]4 ,on _! way back1 !y took a ne>] cut1 b f\nd ! villages all des]t$4 ,! re$s along ! banks ( ! lake 7 cr[d$ ) fugitives4 ,9 pass+ mile aft] mile1 m>k$ ) ! sad pro(s t 'man's inhumanity to man makes c\ntless ?\s&s m\rn1' "o exp]i5ces an ov]p[]+ s5se ( helplessness to alleviate human woe1 & brea!s a sil5t pray] to ! ,almighty to ha/5 ! good "t com+ :5 'man to man1 ! _w o'er1 %all bro!rs be = all t4' ,ne> a village call$ ,bangw !y 7 pursu$ by a body ( ,mazitu1 :o retir$ :5 !y came )9 e>-%ot4 ,?is little adv5ture seem$ to give rise to ! report t ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h be5 murd]$ by ! ,makololo1 :i* rea*$ ,engl&1 & creat$ no small al>m4 ,ref]r+ to ! report 9 8 jocul> way1 9 a lett] to 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,fit*1 he says1 ,a report ( my hav+ be5 murd]$ at ! lake has be5 v indu/ri\sly circulat$ by ! ,portuguese4 ,don't become s pale on gett+ a lett] f a dead man4 ,rea*+ ! /ockade ( ,*9samba 9 ,mosapo1 !y 7 mu* pleas$ ) t *ief's k9dness4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one foll[$ 8 usual me?od1 & ga9$ 8 usual influ5ce4 ,:5 a *ief has made any inquiries ( u1 we h f\nd t we gave mo/ satisfaction 9 our answ]s :5 we tri$ to fancy ourselves 9 ! position ( ! int]rogator1 & him t ( a poor un$ucat$ fell[-c\ntryman 9 ,engl&4 ,! polite1 respectful way ( speak+1 & behavior ( :at we call 'a ?or\gh g5tleman1' almo/ always secures ! fri5d%ip & good-w ( ! ,africans4 ,on #a/ ,novemb]1 #ahfc1 ! p>ty rea*$ ! %ip1 & f\nd all well4 ,"h1 z has be5 said1 two mon?s _h to be sp5t wait+ = ! flood1 to ,dr4 ,liv+/one's int5se *agr94 ,:ile wait+ "h he receiv$ a lett] f ,bi%op ,toz]1 ! successor ( ,bi%op ,mack5zie1 in=m+ him t he _h resolv$ to ab&on ! ,mission on ! cont95t & transf] op]ations to ,zanzib>4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h v s9c]ely welcom$ ! new ,bi%op1 & at fir/ lik$ him1 & ?\ght t 8 caution w\ld lead to good results4 ,inde$1 :5 he saw t 8 own s*eme 0 de/roy$ by ! ,portuguese1 he _h great hopes t :at he _h be5 defeat$ 91 ! ,mission w\ld accompli%4 ,"s "t be=e1 8 hopes _h begun to wane1 & n[ ! news convey$ 9 ,bi%op ,toz]'s lett] 0 _! dea?-bl[4 ,9 8 reply he implor$ ! ,bi%op to reconsid] ! matt]4 ,aft] urg+ /rongly "s consid]ations be>+ on ! duty ( mission>ies1 ! reputation ( ,engli%m51 & ! impression likely to be made on ! native m9d1 he conclud$ ?us3 ,i hope1 de> ,bi%op1 y w n deem me guilty ( imp]t95ce 9 ?us writ+ to y ) a sore he>t4 ,i see t if y g1 ! la/ ray ( hope = ?is wret*$1 trodd5-d[n p disappe>s1 & ,i aga9 f ! bottom ( my he>t entreat y to reconsid] ! matt]1 & may ! ,all-wise ,"o guide to t decision :i* w be mo/ = 8 glory4 ,& ?us1 = ,liv+/one's life-"t1 end$ ! ,univ]sities ,mission to ,c5tral ,africa1 ) all ! hopes :i* its bright dawn _h inspir$1 t ! great ,*ur* ( ,engl& w\ld b5d its /r5g? aga9/ ! curse ( ,africa1 & sweep x f ! face ( ! e>?4 ,writ+ to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>1 he said t he felt ?is mu* m ?an 8 own recall4 ,he c\ld h>dly write ( x2 he 0 m incl9$ to sit d[n & cry4 ,no mission _h ev] _h su* bright prospects2 not)/&+ all t _h be5 said aga9/ x1 he /ood by ! climate z firmly z ev]1 & if he 7 only "y1 he w\ld g himself & plant ! gospel !re4 ,x w\ld be done "o day )\t fail1 ?\gh he might n live to see x4 ,z usual1 ,liv+/one f\nd himself blam$ = ! removal ( ! ,mission4 ,! ,makololo _h behav$ badly1 & !y 7 ,liv+/one's p4 ,isn't x int]e/+1 he writes to ,mr4 ,moore1 to get blam$ = ev]y?+8 ,b ,i mu/ be ?ankful 9 feel+ t ,i w\ld r p]i% ?an blame ano!r = my misde$s & defici5cies4 ,we h lo/ sight ( ,dr4 ,/ew>t & ! project$ mission ( ! ,free ,*ur* ( ,scotl&4 ,z ,dr4 ,liv+/one's arrangem5ts did n admit ( 8 accompany+ ,dr4 ,/ew>t up ! ,%ir1 he set out alone1 fall+ 9 aft]w>d ) ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,scudamore1 a memb]1 & z we h already said ultimately a m>tyr1 ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission4 ,! report :i* ,dr4 ,/ew>t made ( ! prospects ( a mission 0 t1 ow+ to ! di/urb$ /ate ( ! c\ntry1 no imm$iate action c\ld be tak54 ,liv+/one seem$ to ?9k him ha/y 9 ?is conclusion4 ,! s*eme cont9u$ to be ard5tly *]i%$1 & "s t5 or twelve ye>s aft]--9 #ahgd--;9 ! =mation ( ! ,liv+/onia mission & colony1 a mo/ promis+ & practical /ep 0 tak5 t[>d ! fulfillm5t ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's views4 ,dr4 ,/ew>t has prov$ "o ( ! be/ fri5ds & noble/ work]s = ,african reg5]ation bo? at ,lov$ale & ,liv+/onia--a /rong man on :om o!r m5 may lean1 ) 8 :ole he>t 9 ! cause ( ,africa4 ,9 ! break+ up ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission1 x 0 necess>y t "s arrangem5t %\ld be made on behalf ( ab\t ?irty boys & a few helpless old p]sons & o!rs1 a portion ( ! rescu$ slaves1 :o _h be5 tak5 "u ! *>ge ( ! ,mission1 & c\ld n be ab&on$4 ,! fe> ( ! ,portuguese seem$ likely to lead to _! be+ left beh9d4 ,b ,liv+/one c\ld n be> ! idea4 ,he ?\ght x w\ld be highly discr$itable to ! good "n ( ,engl&1 & an affront to ! memory ( ,bi%op ,mack5zie1 to repudiate 8 act 9 tak+ !m "u 8 protection4 ,!re=e1 :5 ,bi%op ,toz] w\ld n accept ! *>ge1 he himself took !m 9 h&1 giv+ ord]s to ,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y 7z he says 9 8 ,j\rnal71 9 ! ev5t ( any ,portuguese int]f]+ ) !m 9 8 abs5ce1 to pit* him ov]-bo>d6 ,?r\gh 8 influ5ce arrangem5ts 7 made1 z we %all see1 = convey+ !m to ! ,cape4 ,mr4 ,r4,m4 ,ballantyne1 9 8 ,six ,mon?s at ! ,cape1 tells u t he f\nd1 "s ye>s aft]w>d1 among ! mo/ effici5t tea*]s 9 ,/4 ,george's ,orphanage1 ,cape ,t[n1 "o ( ^! black girls1 nam$ ,dauma1 :om ,bi%op ,mack5zie _h p]sonally rescu$ & c>ri$ on 8 %\ld]s1 & :om ,liv+/one n[ rescu$ a second "t4 ,liv+/one's plan = himself 0 to sail to ,bombay 9 ! ,lady ,nyassa1 & endeavor to sell h] !re1 be=e return+ home4 ,! ,portuguese w\ld h lik$ to get h]1 to employ h] z a slav]--,b1 he wrote to 8 daught] 7#aj? ,augu/1 #ahfc71 ,i w\ld r see h] g d[n to ! dep?s ( ! ,indian ,ocean ?an t4 ,we h n be5 able to d all t we int5d$ = ?is c\ntry1 ow+ to ! jeal\sy & slave-hunt+ ( ! ,portuguese4 ,!y h h9d]$ u effectually by sweep+ away ! population into slav]y4 ,?\s&s h p]i%$1 & :]ev] we g human skeletons appe>4 ,i suppose t our ,gov]nm5t c\ld n prevail on ! ,portuguese to put a /op to ?is2 s we are recall$4 ,i am only sorry t we ev] began ne> ^! slav]s1 b ! great m5 ( ,portugal pr(ess$ s l\dly _! eag] desire to help u 7& 9 ! case ( ! late ,k+ ,i ?9k !re 0 s9c]ity71 t ,i believ$ !m1 & n[ f9d out t x 0 all = %[ 9 ,europe4444 ,if missions 7 e/abli%$ z we hop$1 ,i %\ld /ill hope = good be+ done to ?is l&1 b ! new ,bi%op _h to pay f\rp5ce = e p\nd weight ( calico he b\ght1 & calico is z mu* curr5cy "h z money is 9 ,glasg[4 ,x looks z if !y wi%$ to prohibit any "o else com+1 &1 un=tunately1 ,bi%op ,toz]1 a good man en\gh1 lacks c\rage4444 ,:at a mission x w\ld be if !re 7 no difficulties--no?+ b walk+ ab\t 9 slipp]s made by admir+ "y ladies6 ,hey6 t w\ld n suit me4 ,x w\ld give me ! doldrums2 b !re are _m ta/es 9 ! _w4 ,look+ back on ! "w ( ! la/ six ye>s1 :ile deeply griev$ t ! great object ( ! ,exp$ition _h n be5 a*iev$1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 able to po9t to "s important results3 #a4 ,! discov]y ( ! ,kongone h>bor1 & ! asc]ta9+ ( ! condition ( ! ,zambesi ,riv]1 & its fitness = navigation4 #b4 ,! asc]ta9+ ( ! capacity ( ! soil4 ,x 0 f\nd to be admirably adapt$ = indigo & cotton1 z well z tobacco1 ca/or-oil1 & sug>4 ,its great f]tility 0 %[n by its gigantic grasses1 & abundant crops ( corn & maize4 ,! highl&s 7 free f tsetse & mosquitoes4 ,! drawback to all ?is 0 ! occurr5ce ( p]iodical dr\ghts1 once e few ye>s4 ,b e f9e feature ( ! c\ntry 0 ba!d 9 gloom by ! slave-trade4 ,! image left 9 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's m9d 0 n t ( ! ri*1 sunny1 luxuriant c\ntry1 b t ( ! woe & wret*$ness ( ! p4 ,! real s]vice ( ! ,exp$ition 01 t x _h expos$ slav]y at its f\nta9-head1 & 9 all its phases4 ,fir/1 !re 0 ! int]nal slave-trade betwe5 ho/ile native tribes4 ,!n1 !re 7 ! slave-trad]s f ! coa/1 ,arabs1 or half-ca/e ,portuguese1 = :om natives 7 enc\rag$ to collect slaves by all ! horrible means ( m>aud+ & murd]4 ,& fur!r1 !re 7 ! p>ties s5t out f ,portuguese & ,arab coa/ t[ns1 ) clo? & beads1 muskets & ammunition4 ,! de/ructive & murd]\s effects ( ! la/ 7 ! climax ( ! sy/em4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h se5 no?+ to make him reg>d ! ,african z ( a diff]5t species f ! re/ ( ! human family4 ,nor 0 he ! l[e/ ( ! species4 ,he _h a /rong frame & a wond]fully p]si/5t vitality1 0 free f _m ,european diseases1 & c\ld )/& privations ) wond]ful light-he>t$ness4 ,he did n deem x necess>y =mally to answ] a "q sometimes put1 :e!r ! ,african _h en\gh ( intellect to receive ,*ri/ianity4 ,! reception ( ,*ri/ianity did n dep5d on intellect4 ,x dep5d$1 z ,sir ,james ,/eph5 _h rem>k$1 on a spiritual intuition1 :i* 0 n ! fruit ( intellectual culture4 ,b1 9 fact1 ! success ( missions on ! ,we/ ,coa/ %[$ t n only c\ld ! ,african be conv]t$ to ,*ri/ianity1 b t ,*ri/ianity might take root & be cordially support$ by ! ,african race4 ,x 0 ! accurs$ slave-trade1 promot$ by ! ,portuguese1 t _h fru/rat$ ev]y?+4 ,= "s "t to come 8 ef=ts & 8 pray]s mu/ be direct$ to gett+ influ5tial m5 to see to ?is1 s t "o way or o!r ! trade might be aboli%$ =ev]4 ,! hope ( obta9+ access to ! he>t ( ,africa by ano!r r\te ?an t ?r\gh ! ,portuguese settlem5ts 0 /ill 9 ,liv+/one's he>t4 ,he w\ld g home1 b only = a few mon?s2 at ! e>lie/ possible mom5t he w\ld return to look = a new r\te to ! int]ior4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi4 ,,quilimane ,,to ,,bombay ,,& ,,engl&4 ,a4,d4 #ahfd4 ,liv+/one returns ! ,pione] to ! ,navy1 & is to sail 9 ! ,nyassa to ,bombay--,t]rific circul> /orm--,imm95t p]il ( ! ,nyassa--,he rea*es ,mozambique--,lett] to 8 daught]--,proce$s to ,zanzib>--,8 eng9e] leaves him--,scanty crew ( ,nyassa--,liv+/one capta9 & eng9e]--,p]il ( ! voyage ( #bejj miles--,risk ( ! monsoons--,! ,nyassa becalm$--,illness ( ! m5--,rem>ks on ,african travel--,fly+-fi%--,dolph9s--,curiositie s ( 8 ,j\rnal--,idea ( a colony--,furi\s squall--,two sea-s]p5ts se5--,m squalls--,! ,nyassa ent]s ,bombay h>bor--,is unnotic$--,fir/ visit f (fic]s ) ,cu/om-h\se s*$ules--,h[ fill$ up--,att5tion ( ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e & o!rs--,liv+/one goes ) ! ,gov]nor to ,dapuri--,8 feel+s on l&+ 9 ,india--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,he visits mission-s*ools1 etc41 at ,poonah--,slav+ 9 ,p]sian ,gulf--,returns to ,bombay--,leaves two boys ) ,dr4 ,wilson--,borr[s passage-money & sails = ,engl&--,at ,ad5--,at ,alex&ria--,rea*es ,*>+ ,cross--,enc\ragem5t d]iv$ f 8 ,bombay visit--,two projects contemplat$ on 8 way home4 ,on rea*+ ! m\? ( ! ,zambesi1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 =tunate 9 fall+ 91 on ! #ac? ,febru>y1 ) ,h4,m4,s4 ,ore/es1 :i* 0 jo9$ on ! #ad? by ! ,ariel4 ,! ,ore/es took ! ,pione] 9 t[1 & ! ,ariel ! ,lady ,nyassa1 & br\ght !m to ,mozambique4 ,! day aft] !y set out1 a circul> /orm pass$ ov] !m1 rag+ ) ! utmo/ fury1 & creat+ ! greate/ dang]4 ,(t5 z ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h be5 ne> ! gates ( dea?1 he 0 nev] ne>] ?an n[4 ,he _h be5 (f]$ a passage on bo>d ! ,ariel1 b :ile !re 0 dang] he w\ld n leave ! ,lady ,nyassa4 ,_h ! latt] n be5 an excell5t sea-%ip %e c\ld n h surviv$ ! tempe/2 all ! great] 0 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's grief t %e _h nev] rea*$ ! lake = :i* %e 0 adapt$ s well4 ,writ+ to 8 daught] ,agnes f ,mozambique1 he gives a v graphic acc\nt ( ! /orm1 aft] tell+ h] ! mann] ( _! leav+ ! ,zambesi3 ,mozambique1 #bd? ,feb41 #ahfd4--,:5 our pati5ce _h be5 well nigh exhau/$ ! riv] rose & we /eam$ gladly d[n ! ,%ir on ! #ai? ( la/ mon?4 ,an accid5t deta9$ u "s "t1 b on ! #a/ ,febru>y we 7 close by ,morumbala1 :]e ! ,bi%op ,toz] pass$ a %ort "t be=e bolt+ out ( ! c\ntry4 ,i took two memb]s ( ! ,mission away 9 ! ',pione]1' & ?irte5 wom5 & *ildr51 :om hav+ lib]at$ we did n l to leave to become ! c]ta9 prey ( slav]s aga94 ,! ,bi%op left tw5ty-five boys1 too1 & ^! also ,i took ) me1 hop+ to get !m convey$ to ! ,cape1 :]e ,i tru/ !y may become acqua9t$ ) our holy religion4 ,we _h ?us q a sw>m on bo>d1 all v glad to get away f a l& ( slaves4 ,!re 7 _m m lib]at$1 b we took only ! helpless & ^? v anxi\s to be free & ) ,engli% p4 ,^? :o c\ld cultivate ! soil we enc\rag$ to d s1 & left up ! riv]4 ,only "o boy 0 unwill+ to g1 & he 0 tak5 by ! ,bi%op4 ,x is a great pity t ! ,bi%op )drew ! ,mission1 = he _h a noble *ance ( do+ great ?+s4 ,! captives w\ld h =m$ a f9e s*ool1 & z !y _h no p>5ts he c\ld h educat$ !m z he lik$4 ,:5 we rea*$ ! sea-coa/ at ,luabo we met a man-(-w>1 ,h4,m4,s4 ',ore/es4' ,i w5t to h] ) ',pione]1' & s5t ',lady ,nyassa' r\nd by inl& canal to ,kongone4 ,next day ,i w5t into ,kongone 9 ',pione]'2 took our ?+s out ( h]1 & h&$ h] ov] to ! (fic]s ( ! ',ore/es4' ,!n ,h4,m4,s ',ariel' came & took ',nyassa' 9 t[1 ',ore/es' hav+ ',pione]4' ,capta9 ,*apman ( ',ariel' v k9dly invit$ me on bo>d to save me f ! knock+ ab\t ( ! ',lady ,nyassa1' b ,i did n l to leave s long z !re 0 any dang]1 & accept$ 8 invitation = ,mr4 ,wall]1 :o 0 dreadfully sea-sick4 ,on #ae? we 7 caught by a hurricane :i* :irl$ ! ',ariel' "r r\nd4 ,h] sails1 quickly put to rights1 7 aga9 back$ s t ! %ip 0 driv5 backw>d & a haws] w\nd itself r\nd h] screw1 s z to /op ! eng9es4 ,by ?is "t %e 0 turn$ s z to be look+ "r across ',lady ,nyassa1' & ! w9d alone propell+ h] z if to g ov] ! little vessel4 ,i saw no hope ( escape except by cat*+ a rope's-end ( ! big %ip z %e pass$ ov] u1 b by ,god's goodness %e glid$ pa/1 & we felt free to brea!4 ,t night x blew a furi\s gale4 ,! capta9 (f]$ to l[] a boat if ,i w\ld come to ! ',ariel1' b x w\ld h endang]$ all 9 ! boat3 ! waves da%$ s h>d aga9/ ! sides ( ! vessel1 x might h be5 swamp$1 & my go+ away w\ld h tak5 he>t out ( ^? t rema9$4 ,we !n pass$ a t]rible night1 b ! ',lady ,nyassa' did wond]fully well1 ris+ l a little duck ov] ! foam+ bill[s4 ,%e took 9 spray alone1 & no gre5 wat]4 ,! man-(-w>'s p expect$ t %e w\ld g d[n1 & x 0 wond]ful to see h[ well %e did :5 ! big man-(-w>1 only ab\t #bjj feet (f1 plung$ s z to %[ a l>ge portion ( copp] oh h] bottom1 !n d[n beh9d s z to h ! sea level ) ! top ( h] bulw>ks4 ,a boat hung at t level 0 sma%$4 ,if we _h gone d[n we c\ld n h be5 help$ 9 ! lea/--pit* d>k1 & w9d :i/l+ above2 ! black folks1 'ane bock+ "h1 ano!r !re1' & want+ u to g to ! 'bank4' ,on #ah? ! wea!r mod]at$1 &1 ! capta9 repeat+ 8 v k9d (f]1 ,i w5t on bo>d ) a good consci5ce1 & ev5 !n ! boat got damag$4 ,i 0 hoi/$ up 9 x1 & got re/$ 9 :at 0 q a /eady %ip z comp>$ ) ! ',lady ,nyassa4' ,! ',ariel' 0 ?ree days cutt+ (f ! haws]1 ?\gh n9e feet "u wat]1 ! m5 div+ & cutt+ x ) imm5sely long *isels4 ,on ! #ai? we spoke to a ,liv]pool %ip1 reque/+ ! capta9 to report me alive1 a silly report hav+ be5 circulat$ by ! ,portuguese t ,i _h be5 kill$ at ,lake ,nyassa1 & on ! #bd? we ent]$ ,mozambique h>bor1 v ?ankful = our k9d & m]ciful pres]vation4 ,! ',ore/es' has n arriv$ ) ! ',pione]1' ?\gh %e is a mu* m p[]ful vessel ?an ! ',ariel4' ,"h we h a =t1 built 9 #aejj1 & said to be ( /ones br\ght f ,lisbon4 ,x is a squ>e massive-look+ /ructure4 ,! t[n adjac5t is ,arab 9 appe>ance4 ,! h\ses flat-ro($ & color$ :ite1 p9k1 & yell[2 /reets n>r[1 ) pl5ty ( slaves on !m4 ,x is on an isl&1 ! ma9l& on ! nor? be+ ab\t a mile (f4 ,! ,pione] 0 deliv]$ ov] to ! ,navy1 be+ ,h] ,maje/y's prop]ty1 & proce$$ to ! ,cape ) ! ,valor\s1 ,mr4 ,wall] be+ on bo>d ) a portion ( ! mission flock4 ,( ,mr4 ,wall] 7subsequ5tly editor ( ! ,la/ ,j\rnals7 ,dr4 ,liv+/one rem>k$ t he cont9u$ 8 g5]\s s]vices to all connect$ ) ! ,mission1 :e!r :ite or black1 till !y 7 no long] ne$$2 8 conduct to !m ?r\gh\t 0 truly noble1 & wor?y ( ! highe/ praise4 ,aft] rema9+ "s weeks at ,mozambique = ?or\gh repairs1 ! ,lady ,nyassa left on #af? ,april = ,johanna & ,zanzib>4 ,%e 0 unable to t\* at ! =m] place1 & rea*$ ,zanzib> on ! #bd?4 ,(f]s 7 made = h] !re1 :i* might h l$ to h] be+ sold1 b h] own] did n ?9k !m suffici5t1 & 9 po9t ( fact1 he c\ld n make up 8 m9d to "p ) h]4 ,he clung to ! hope t %e might yet be useful1 & to sell h] seem$ equival5t to ab&on all hope ( c>ry+ out 8 philan?ropic s*emes4 ,at all ev5ts1 till he %\ld consult ,mr4 ,"y he w\ld n sell h] at su* a sacrifice4 ,at ,zanzib> he f\nd t a naval g5tleman1 :o _h be5 lately !re1 _h n spok5 ( him 9 ! mo/ complim5t>y t]ms4 ,b x _h n hurt him ) 8 be/ fri5ds4 ,inde$1 ,i f9d t evil-speak+ aga9/ me has1 by ! good provid5ce ( my ,god1 turn$ r to my b5efit4 ,i got two ( my be/ fri5ds by be+ spok5 ill (1 = !y f\nd me s diff]5t f :at !y _h be5 l$ to expect t !y befri5d$ me m ?an !y o!rwise w\ld h done4 ,x is ! good h& ( ,him :o has all 9 8 p[] t influ5ces o!r he>ts to %[ me k9dness4 ,! only available plan n[ 0 to cross ! ,indian ,ocean = ,bombay1 or possibly ,ad51 9 ! ,nyassa & leave ! %ip !re till he %\ld make a run home1 consult ) 8 fri5ds z to ! future1 & f9d means = ! prosecution ( 8 "w4 ,at ,zanzib> a new difficulty arose4 ,mr4 ,rae1 ! eng9e]1 :o _h n[ be5 ) him = _m ye>s1 & ) :om1 despite 8 peculi>ities1 he got on v well1 signifi$ 8 int5tion ( leav+ him4 ,he _h ! (f] ( a good situation1 & wi%$ to accept ( x4 ,he 0 n )\t compunctions at leav+ 8 fri5d 9 ! lur*1 & told ,liv+/one t if he _h _h no (f] = ! %ip he w\ld h gone ) him1 b z he _h decl9$ ! (f] made to him1 he did n feel "u obligation to d s4 ,liv+/one 0 too g5]\s to press him to rema94 ,x 0 impossible to supply ,mr4 ,rae's place1 & if any?+ %\ld g wrong ) ! eng9es1 :at 0 to be done8 ,! entire crew ( ! vessel consi/$ ( f\r ,europeans2 namely1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one--skipp]1 "o /ok]1 "o c>p5t]1 & "o sailor2 sev5 native ,zambesians1 :o1 till !y volunte]$1 _h nev] se5 ! sea1 & two boys1 "o ( :om 0 ,*uma1 aft]w>d 8 att5dant on ! la/ j\rney4 ,) ?is some:at sorry complem5t1 & f\rte5 tons ( coal1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one set out on #cj? ,april1 on a voyage ( #bejj miles1 ov] an ocean :i* he _h nev] cross$4 ,x 0 a v p]il\s ent]prise1 = he 0 in=m$ t ! break+ ( ! monsoon occurr$ at ! end ( ,may or ! beg9n+ ( ,june4 ,?is1 z he came to ?9k1 0 too e>ly2 b 9 any case1 he w\ld come v ne> ! dang]\s "t4 ,z he wrote to "o ( 8 fri5ds1 he felt jamm$ into a corn]1 & :at c\ld he d8 ,he believ$ f ! be/ in=mation he c\ld get t he w\ld rea* ,bombay 9 eighte5 days4 ,_h any "o told him t he w\ld be =ty-five days at sea1 & t = tw5ty-five ( ^! 8 %ip w\ld be becalm$1 & ev5 :5 %e _h a favorable w9d w\ld n sail fa/1 ev5 he w\ld h look$ pale at ! ?\ght ( :at 0 be=e him4 ,! voyage 0 c]ta9ly a memorable "o1 & has only escap$ fame by ! /ill great] wond]s p]=m$ by ,liv+/one on l&4 ,on ! fir/ day ( ! voyage1 he made consid]able way1 b ,colly]1 "o ( 8 :ite m51 0 pro/rat$ by a bili\s attack4 ,h[ev]1 "o ( ! black m5 spe$ily le>n$ to /e]1 & took ,dr4 ,liv+/one's place at ! :eel4 ,h>dly 0 ,colly] bett] :5 ,p5nell1 ano!r ( 8 m51 0 seiz$4 ,! *ief foes ( ! %ip 7 curr5ts & calms4 ,ow+ to ! illness ( ! m5 !y c\ld n /eam1 & ! sails 7 almo/ useless4 ,ev5 /eam1 :5 !y got x up1 enabl$ !m only to creep4 ,on #bj? ,may1 ,liv+/one1 aft] record+ b sixte5 knots 9 ! la/ tw5ty-f\r h\rs1 says 9 8 ,j\rnal3 ,?is v unusual wea!r has a v depress+ influ5ce on my m9d4 ,i (t5 feel z if ,i am to die on ?is voyage1 & wi% ,i _h s5t ! acc\nts to ! ,gov]nm5t1 z also my *>t to ! ,zambesi4 ,i (t5 wi% t ,i may be p]mitt$ to d some?+ = ! b5ight$ ( ,africa4 ,i %all h no?+ to d at home2 by ! failure ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission my "w seems va94 ,no fruit likely to come f ,j4 ,m(fat's mission ei!r4 ,h ,i n labor$ 9 va98 ,am ,i to be cut (f be=e ,i d any?+ to effect p]man5t improvem5t 9 ,africa8 ,i h be5 unpr(itable en\gh1 b may d some?+ yet1 9 giv+ in=mation4 ,if sp>$1 ,god grant t ,i may be m fai?ful ?an ,i h be51 & may ,he op5 up ! way = me6 ,next day ! wea!r 0 z /ill z ev]2 ! sea a glassy calm1 ) a hot gl>+ sun1 & %>ks /alk+ ab\t4 ,all ill-natur$1 says hone/ ,liv+/one1 & 9 ?is ,i am sorry to feel compell$ to jo94 ,!re is no sign ( ill-nature1 h[ev]1 9 ! foll[+ rem>ks on ,african travel1 9 8 ,j\rnal = #bc;d ,may3 ,9 travel+ 9 ,africa1 ) ! specific object 9 view ( ameliorat+ ! b5ight$ condition ( ! c\ntry1 e act is ennobl$4 ,9 obta9+ %elt] = ! night1 & ex*ang+ ! cu/om>y civilities1 pur*as+ food = "o's p>ty & ask+ ! news ( ! c\ntry1 & answ]+ 9 _! own polite way any inquiries made respect+ ! object ( ! j\rney1 we beg9 to spread in=mation respect+ t p by ^: ag5cy _! l& w yet be made free f ! evils t n[ oppress x4 ,! m]e animal pleasure ( travel+ is v great4 ,! ela/ic muscles h be5 ex]cis$4 ,fre% & heal?y blood circulates 9 ! ve9s1 ! eye is cle>1 ! /ep firm1 b ! day's ex]tion has be5 en\gh to make re/ ?or\ghly enjoyable4 ,!re is always ! influ5ce ( ! remote *ances ( dang] on ! m9d1 ei!r f m5 or wild bea/s1 & !re is ! fell[-feel+ drawn out to "o's humble1 h>dy companions1 ) :om a community ( int]e/s & p]ils r5d]s "o fri5ds inde$4 ,! effect ( travel on my m9d has be5 to make x m self-reliant1 confid5t ( res\rces & pres5ce ( m9d4 ,on ! body ! limbs become wall-knit1 ! muscles aft] six mon?s' tramp+ are z h>d z a bo>d1 ! c\nt5ance bronz$ z 0 ,adam's1 & no dyspepsia4 ,9 rema9+ at any spot1 x is to "w4 ,! sweat ( ! br[ is no long] a curse :5 "o works = ,god2 x is conv]t$ into a bless+4 ,x is a tonic to ! sy/em4 ,! *>ms ( repose _c be kn[n )\t ! excitem5t ( ex]tion4 ,mo/ travel]s seem tak5 up ) ! difficulties ( ! way1 ! pleasures ( roam+ free 9 ! mo/ picturesque localities seem =gott54 ,t[>d ! end ( ,may a breeze at la/ spr+s up2 _m fly+-fi% come on bo>d1 & ,liv+/one is z usual int5t on obs]vation4 ,he obs]ves !m fly ) great ease a hundr$ y>ds1 ! dolph9 pursu+ !m swiftly1 b n s swiftly z !y c fly4 ,he notices t ! dolph9's bright colors af=d a w>n+ to 8 enemies1 & give !m a *ance ( escape4 ,incessant activity is a law 9 obta9+ food4 ,if ! prey c\ld be caught ) ease1 & no w>n+ 7 giv51 ! balance w\ld be turn$ aga9/ ! feebl] animals1 & c>nivora alone w\ld prevail4 ,! cat %[s h] %ort5$ tail1 & ! rattlesnake %akes 8 tail1 to give w>n+ to ! prey4 ,! fly+-fi% has l>ge eyes 9 proportion to o!r fi%1 yet leaps on bo>d v (t5 at night1 & kills himself by ! concussion4 ,liv+/one is 9 great p]plexity :at to d4 ,at ! rate at :i* 8 %ip is go+ x w\ld take him fifte5 days to rea* ,bombay1 be+ "o day be=e ! break+ ( ! monsoon1 :i* w\ld be runn+ x too close to dang]4 ,he ?9ks ( go+ to ,ad51 b t w\ld require him to g fir/ to ,maculla = wat] & provisions4 ,:5 he tries ,ad5 ! w9d is aga9/ him2 s he turns ! %ip's head to ,bombay1 ?\gh he has wat] en\gh = b t5 or twelve days on %ort all[ance4 ,may ! ,almighty be graci\s to u all & help u6 ,8 ,j\rnal is a curi\s comb9ation ( nautical obs]vations & reflections on ,africa & 8 "w4 ,we seem to he> him pac+ 8 little deck1 & ?9k+ al\d3 ,! idea ( a colony 9 ,africa1 z ! t]m colony is usually und]/ood _c be ent]ta9$4 ,engli% races _c compete 9 manual labor ( any k9d ) ! natives1 b !y c take a lead+ "p 9 manag+ ! l&1 improv+ ! quality1 9 creat+ ! quantity & ext5d+ ! v>ieties ( ! productions ( ! soil2 & by tak+ a lead1 too1 9 trade1 & 9 all public matt]s1 ! ,engli%man w\ld be an unmix$ advantage to e "o bel[ & ar\nd him1 = he w\ld fill a place :i* is n[ practically vacant4 ,x is difficult to convey an idea ( ! c\ntry2 x is s diff]5t f all preconceiv$ notions4 ,! c\ntry 9 _m p>ts rises up to plateaus1 slopes up to :i* are div]sifi$ by valleys l9$ ) trees2 or "h & !re rocky bluffs jut out2 ! plateaus !mselves are op5 prairies cov]$ ) grass dott$ ov] ) trees1 & wat]$ by num]\s /reams4 ,nor are !y absolutely flat1 _! surface is v>i$ by picturesque undulations4 ,deep gorges & rav9es lead+ d[n to ! l[] levels (f] special beauties1 & l&scapes f ! edges ( ! high] plateaus are 9 _! way unequal$4 ,!nce ! w9d+ ( ! ,%ir may be foll[$ l a silv] ?read or broad lake ) its d>k m\nta9 mass beh9d4 ,i ?9k t ! ,ox=d & ,cambridge mission>ies h treat$ me badly 9 try+ to make me ! scapegoat ( _! own blund]s & ineffici5cy4444 ,b ,i %all try equitably & g5tly to make all[ances = human weakness1 ?\gh t weakness has caus$ me mu* suff]+4 ,on #bh? ,may !y _h some?+ l a =eta/e ( ! break+ ( ! monsoon1 ?\gh happily t ev5t did n yet take place4 ,at noon a d5se cl\d came d[n on u f ,e4 & ,n4,e41 & blew a furi\s gale2 tore sails2 ! %ip1 z is h] wont1 roll$ broadside into x1 & ne>ly roll$ q ov]4 ,ev]y?+ 0 hurl$ hi!r & ?i!r4 ,x la/$ half an h\r1 !n pass$ ) a little ra94 ,x 0 t]rible :ile x la/$4 ,we _h calm aft] x1 & sky bright5$ up4 ,?ank ,god = 8 goodness4 ,9 ,june !re 0 m w9d1 b a peculi>ity 9 ! con/ruction ( ! %ip imp$$ h] progress ?r\gh ! wat]4 ,x 0 /ill v t$i\s & try+4 ,liv+/one seems to h be5 read+ books t w\ld take 8 att5tion (f ! v try+ wea!r4 ,"l ,rav5swor? has be5 try+ = tw5ty ye>s to read] ! l9es 9 ,horace-- ',dulce rid5tem ,lalag5 amabo ,dulce loqu5tem4' ,& aft] e conceivable v>iety ( =m ?is is ! be/3 ',! s(tly speak+ ,lalage1 ,! s(tly smil+ /ill = me4' ,pity he _h no?+ bett] to engage 8 p[]s1 = in/ance ! translat+ ( ! ,bible into "o ( ! languages ( ! _w4 ,! #aj? ( ,june 0 introduc$ by a furi\s squall :i* tore ! =e squ>e-sail to ribbons4 ,a curi\s sight is se5 at sea3 two s]p5ts--said to be (t5 se5 on ! coa/4 ,"o d>k olive1 ) light yell[ r+s r\nd x1 & flatt5$ tail2 ! o!r light] 9 color4 ,!y seem to be salt-wat] animals4 ,next day1 a wet sc[l+ morn+4 ,frequ5t ra9s1 & ?und] 9 ! di/ance4 ,a poor weak creature4 ,p]mit me to lean on an all-p[]ful arm4 ,! squalls usually come up "r aga9/ ! w9d1 & ca/ all our sails aback4 ,?is makes !m s dang]\s1 active m5 are requir$ to trim !m to ! o!r side4 ,we sight$ l& a little be=e #ab1 ! high l& ( ,rutnag]ry4 ,i ?\ght ( go+ 91 b f9d+ t we h tw5ty-eight h\rs' /eam1 ,i *ang$ my m9d1 & pu%$ on = ,bombay1 #aae miles di/ant4 ,we are ne>] ! l& d[n "h ?an we l1 b our ,n4,w4 w9d has prev5t$ u f mak+ nor?+4 ,we hope = a little *ange1 & possibly may get 9 nicely4 ,! good ,"l ( all help u6 ,at #c ,p4,m4 w9d & sea high2 v hazy4 ,ra9+1 ) a /rong head w9d2 at #h ,p4,m4 a heavy squall came (f ! l& on our ea/4 ,w9d :i/l$ ?r\gh ! rigg+ l\dly1 & we made b little progress /eam+4 ,at #aa ,p4,m4 a nice breeze sprang up f ea/ & help$ u4 ,ab\t #ab a :ite pat* report$ seem$ a %oal1 b none is m>k$ on ! *>t4 ,/e]$ a po9t m out f l&2 ano!r :ite pat* m>k$ 9 middle wat*4 ,sea & w9d l[] at #c ,a4,m4 ,at daylight we f\nd ourselves abrea/ high l& at lea/ #ejj feet above sea-level4 ,w9d light1 & f ea/1 :i* enables u to use =e & aft try-sails4 ,a gr\ndswell on1 b we are gett+ along1 & feel v ?ankful to ,him :o has favor$ u4 ,hills n s beautifully color$ z ^? 9 ,africa4444 ,at #g ,p4,m4 a furi\s squall came (f ! l&2 c\ld sc>cely keep ! bonnets on our heads4 ,pit*y d>k1 except ! :ite curl on ! waves1 :i* 0 phosphoresc5t4 ,see+ t we c\ld n ent] ! h>bor1 ?\gh we _h be5 ne>1 ,i /opp$ ! /eam+ & got up ! try-sails1 & let ,p5nell1 :o has be5 up ?irty h\rs1 get a sleep4 #ac? ,june1 #ahfd4--,we f\nd t we _h come nor? only ab\t t5 miles4 ,we _h calms aft] ! squall1 & ?is morn+ ! sea is z smoo? z glass1 & a ?ick haze ov] ! l&4 ,a scum z ( du/ on face ( wat]4 ,we are1 z ne> z ,i c guess by ! *>t1 ab\t tw5ty-five miles f ! port ( ,bombay4 ,came to ,*\l ,rock at mid-day1 &1 latitude agree+ !reto1 pu%$ on ,n4 by ,w4 till we came to light-%ip4 ,x 0 s hazy inl& we c\ld see no?+ :atev]1 !n took ! direction by *>t1 & /e]$ "r into ,bombay mo/ ?ankfully4 ,i m5tion ,god's good provid5ce ov] me1 & beg t ,he may accept my sp>$ life = 8 s]vice4 ,betwe5 ! fog & ! small size ( ! ,nyassa1 h] entrance into ! h>bor 0 n obs]v$4 ,among ,liv+/one's fir/ acts on an*or+ 0 to give h&some gratuities to ^? :o _h %>$ 8 dang] & help$ him 9 8 /raits4 ,go+ a%ore1 he call$ on ! ,gov]nor & ! police magi/rate1 b ! "o 0 abs5t & ! o!r busy1 & s he return$ to ! %ip unrecogniz$4 ,! s*$ules ( ! cu/om-h\se s5t to be fill$ up 8 fir/ recognition by ! au?orities ( ,bombay4 ,he repli$ t except a few bales ( calico & a box ( beads he _h no m]*&ise2 he 0 consign$ to no "o2 ! seam5 _h only _! clo!s1 & he did n "k a s+le s\l 9 ,bombay4 ,z soon z 8 arrival 0 kn[n e att5tion 0 %[]$ on him by ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e1 ! ,gov]nor1 & o!rs4 ,!y _h be5 look+ out = him1 b he _h elud$ _! notice4 ,! ,gov]nor 0 resid+ at ,dapuri1 & on 8 invitation ,liv+/one w5t !re4 ,/opp+ at ,poona1 he call$ on ! mission>ies1 & rid+ on an elephant he saw "s ( ! lions ( ! place4 ,colonel ,/ew>t1 :o accompani$ him1 ?rew "s light on ! sea-s]p5t4 ,he told u t ! yell[ sea-s]p5t :i* we _h se5 be=e rea*+ ,bombay is poison\s2 !re are two k9ds--"o d>k olive1 ! o!r pale lemon color2 bo? h r+s ( bright] yell[ on _! tails4 ,l&+ 9 ,india 0 a /range exp]i5ce1 z he tells ,sir ,?omas ,macle>4 ,to walk among ! teem+ ?\s&s ( all classes ( population1 & see s _m ?+s t read+ & pictures _h made famili> to ! m9d1 0 v int]e/+4 ,! h]ds ( ! buffaloes1 kept ,i believe = _! milk1 inv>iably made ! "q glance across ! m9d1 ',:]e's y\r rifle8' ,nor c\ld ,i look at ! elephants ei!r )\t some?+ ( ! same feel+4 ,hundr$s ( bales ( cotton 7 ly+ on ! :>ves44 #bj? ,june1 #ahfd--,w5t ) ,capta9 ,lei? to ,poona to visit ! ,free ,*ur* ,mission ,s*ools !re1 "u ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,mit*ell1 ,g>dn]1 etc4 ,a v f9e s*ool ( #ejj boys & "y m5 answ]$ que/ions v well4444 ,all collect$ toge!r1 & a few ladies & g5tlem5 = :om ,i answ]$ que/ions ab\t ,africa4 ,we !n w5t to a girls' s*ool2 ! girls sang v nicely1 !n act$ a little play4 ,!re 7 diff]5t ca/es 9 all ! s*ools1 & q mix$4 ,aft] ?is we w5t to ,college1 :]e "y m5 are prep>+ = degrees ( ! ,univ]sity "u ,dr4 ,haug & ,mr4 ,wordswor?2 !n to ! ,roman ,ca?olic ,orphanage1 :]e #bjj girls are assembl$1 clo!d1 & f$ "u a ,fr5* ,lady ,sup]ior--dormitory clean & well air$1 b _m _h scr(ul\s-look+ sore eyes2 !n home to see "s fri5ds :om ,lady ,fr]e _h invit$1 to save me ! tr\ble ( call+ on !m4 ,saw ,mr4 ,c[an's daught]4 #ba/ ,june1 #ahfd4--444 ,_h a conv]sation ) ! ,gov]nor aft] breakfa/ ab\t ! slav+ go+ on t[>d ! ,p]sian ,gulf4 ,8 idea is t !y are n[ only beg9n+ to put a /op to slav]y--!y did n "k ( x previ\sly4444 ,! m]*ants ( ,bombay h got ! :ole ( ! trade ( ,ea/ ,africa ?r[n on _! h&s1 & w\ld1 x is ?\ght1 engage 9 an ef=t to e/abli% comm]ce on ! coa/4 ,! pres5t ,sultan is1 = an ,arab1 likely to d a good deal4 ,he ask$ if ,i w\ld und]take to be consul at a settlem5t1 b ,i ?9k ,i h n exp]i5ce en\gh = a position ( t k9d among ,europeans4 ,on return+ to ,bombay1 he saw ! mission>y in/itutions ( ! ,scot* ,e/abli%$ & ,free ,*ur*es1 & arrang$ ) ,dr4 ,wilson ( ! latt] mission to take 8 two boys1 ,*uma & ,wikatani4 ,he arrang$ also t ! ,lady ,nyassa1 :i* he _h n yet sold1 %\ld be tak5 c>e (1 & borr[+ #acc1 #ajs4 = ! passage-money ( himself & ,john ,reid1 "o ( 8 m51 emb>k$ = old ,engl&4 ,at ,ad5 consid]able ra9 _h fall5 lately2 he obs]v$ t !re 0 mu* m vegetation ?an :5 he 0 !re be=e1 & x occurr$ to him t at ! "t ( ! ,exodus ! same effects probably foll[$ ! /orms ( ra91 lightn+1 & hail 9 ,egypt4 ,egypt 0 v f> f gre51 s t ,dr4 ,/anley mu/ h visit$ x at ano!r "p ( ! ye>4 ,at ,alex&ria1 :5 he w5t on bo>d ! ,ripon1 he f\nd ! ,mah>aja ,dhuleep ,s+h & 8 "y ,pr9cess--! girl he _h fanci$ & m>ri$ f an ,engli% ,egyptian s*ool4 ,p>is is rea*$ on ! #ba/ ,july2 a day is sp5t 9 re/+2 & on ! ev5+ ( ! #bc;d he rea*es ,*>+ ,cross1 & is regal$ ) :at1 aft] ne>ly eight ye>s' abs5ce1 mu/ h be5 true music--! ro> ( ! mighty ,babylon4 ,! despond+ views ( 8 "w :i* we f9d 9 su* entries 9 8 ,j\rnal z t ( #bj? ,may mu/ n be held to express 8 delib]ate m9d4 ,x mu/ n be ?\ght t he _h ?r[n aside ! motto :i* _h help$ him z mu* z x _h help$ 8 royal c\ntryman1 ,rob]t ,bruce--,try aga94 ,he _h /ill "s arr[s 9 8 quiv]4 ,& 8 %ort visit to ,bombay 0 a s\rce ( consid]able enc\ragem5t4 ,! m]*ants !re1 :o _h ! ,ea/ ,african trade 9 _! h&s1 enc\rag$ him to hope t a settlem5t = hone/ traffic might be e/abli%$ to ! nor? ( ! region ov] :i* ! ,portuguese claim$ au?ority4 ,z ,liv+/one mov$ homew>d he 0 revolv+ two projects4 ,! fir/ 0 to expose ! atroci\s slave-trad+ ( ! ,portuguese1 :i* _h n only made all 8 labor fruitless1 b _h us$ 8 v discov]ies z *annels = spread+ fre% mis]y ov] ,africa4 ,! ?\ght w>m$ 8 blood1 & he felt l a ,highl&] ) 8 h& on 8 claymore4 ,! second project 0 to f9d means = a new settlem5t at ! head ( ! ,rovuma1 or some:]e else beyond ! ,portuguese l9es1 :i* he w\ld return 9 ! end ( ! ye> to e/abli%4 ,writ+ a %ort book might help to accompli% bo? ^! projects4 ,z yet1 ! idea ( f9d+ ! s\rces ( ! ,nile 0 n 9 8 m9d4 ,x 0 at ! e>ne/ reque/ ( o!rs t he und]took ! "w t co/ him s _m ye>s ( suff]+1 & at la/ 8 life4 ,,*apt] ,,xvii4 ,,second ,,visit ,,home4 ,a4,d4 #ahfd-fe4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one & ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison--,at ,lady ,palm]/on's reception--at o!r places 9 ,london--,sad news ( 8 son ,rob]t--,8 e>ly dea?--,dr4 ,liv+/one goes to ,scotl&--,pays visits--,consultation ) ,pr(essor ,syme z to op]ation--,visit to ,duke ( ,argyll--to ,ulva--,he meets ,dr4 ,duff--,at laun* ( a ,turki% frigate--,at ,hamilton--,goes to ,ba? to ,briti% ,association--,deliv]s an ,address--,dr4 ,col5so--,at fun]al ( ,capta9 ,speke--,ba? spee* (f5ds ! ,portuguese--,*>ges ( ,lac]da--,he visits ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb-at ,new/ead--,_! great hospitality--,! ,liv+/one room--,he sp5ds eight mon?s !re writ+ 8 book--,he rega9s ela/icity & playfulness--,8 book--,*>les ,liv+/one's %>e--,he uses 8 influ5ce = ,dr4 ,kirk--,deliv]s a lecture ,at ,mansfield--,proposal made to him by ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison to return to ,africa--,lett] f ,sir ,rod]ick--,8 reply--,he w n cease to be a mission>y--,lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y--,ov]tures f ,=eign ,(fice--,liv+/one displeas$--,at d9n] ( ,royal ,academy--,8 spee* n report$--,presid5t ,l9coln's assass9ation--,exam9ation by ,committee ( ,h\se ( ,commons--,8 op9ion on ! capacity ( ! negro--,he goes d[n to ,scotl&--,tom ,br[n's ,s*ool ,days--,8 "m v ill--,%e rallies--,he goes to ,ox=d--,he>s ( 8 "m's dea?--,returns--,he att5ds exam9ation ( ,oswell's s*ool--,8 spee*--,goes to ,london1 prep>+ to leave--,p>ts f ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb--,/ays ) ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,hamilton--,la/ days 9 ,engl&4 ,on rea*+ ,london1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one took tip 8 qu>t]s at ! ,tavi/ock ,hotel2 b he _h h>dly swall[$ d9n]1 :5 he 0 (f to call on ,sir ,rod]ick & ,lady ,mur*ison4 ,sir ,rod]ick took me (f ) him1 j z ,i 01 to ,lady ,palm]/on's reception4 ,my lady v graci\s--gave me tea h]self4 ,"l ,palm]/on look+ well4 ,_h two conv]sations ) him ab\t slave-trade4 ,sir ,rod]ick says t he is m int5t on ma9ta9+ 8 policy on t ?an on any o!r ?+4 ,& s is %e--wond]fully f9e1 matronly lady4 ,h] daught]s are gr[n up4 ,lady ,%aftesbury l h] "m 9 beauty & grace4 ,saw & spoke to ,sir ,*>les ,wood ab\t ,india1 '8 ,ea/]n ,empire1' z he laugh+ly call$ x4 ,spoke to ,duke & ,du*ess ( ,som]set4 ,all say v polite ?+s1 & all wond]fully consid]ate4 ,an invitation to d9e ) ,"l ,palm]/on on ! #bi? deta9$ him = a few days f go+ d[n to ,scotl&4 ,monday1 #be? ,july4--,w5t to ,=eign ,(fice4444 ,got a dress suit at ,nicol ,co4's1 & d9$ ) ,"l & ,lady ,dunmore4 ,v clev] & intellig5t man1 & lady v sprightly4 ,!nce to ,du*ess ( ,well+ton's reception4 ,a gr& company--magnific5t rooms4 ,met ,"l & ,lady ,col*e/]1 ,mrs4 ,f4 ,peel1 ,lady ,emily ,peel1 ,lady de ,r$cliffe1 ,"l ,br\ghton1 ,"l ,h\ghton1 & _m m ^: names escap$ me4 ,ladies wond]fully beautiful--ri* & r>e 7 ! gems !y wore4 #bf? ,july4--,g to ,wimbl$on ) ,mr4 ,murray1 & see ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e's *ildr54444 ,see ,"l ,russell--8 mann] is v cold1 z all ! ,russells are4 ,saw ,mr4 ,lay>d too2 he is w>m & frank4 ,receiv$ an invitation f ! ,"l ,mayor to d9e ) ,h] ,maje/y's ,m9i/]s4 #bg? ,july4--,he> ! sad news t ,rob]t is ,9 ! ,am]ican army4444 ,w5t to ,"l ,mayor ,lawr5ce's to d9n]4444 ,) ref]5ce to ! sad news ( ,rob]t1 :i* made 8 fa!r v heavy-he>t$ dur+ ! fir/ "p ( 8 visit home1 x is "r to /ate a few p>ticul>s1 z ! pa9ful subject f\nd its way into pr9t1 & 0 n always record$ accurately4 ,rob]t _h "s promis+ qualities1 & ^? :o knew & und]/ood him _h good hopes ( 8 turn+ out well4 ,b he 0 extremely re/less1 z if1 to use ,liv+/one's phrase1 he _h got a deal ( ! vagabond nature f 8 fa!r2 & s*ool-life 0 v irksome to him4 ,) ! view ( jo9+ 8 fa!r1 he 0 s5t to ,natal1 b he f\nd no opportunity ( gett+ !nce to ! ,zambesi4 ,leav+ ,natal1 he f\nd 8 way to ,am]ica1 & at ,bo/on he enli/$ 9 ! ,f$]al army4 ,! s]vice 0 z hot z c\ld be4 ,9 "o battle1 two m5 7 kill$ close to him by %rapnel %ell1 a rifle bullet pass$ close to 8 head1 & kill$ a man beh9d him2 o!r two 7 w\nd$ close by him4 ,8 lett]s to 8 si/] express$ 8 regret at ! c\rse ( 8 life1 & confess$ t 8 tr\bles 7 due to 8 disob$i5ce4 ,s f> 0 he f desir+ to trade on 8 fa!r's "n1 t 9 enli/+ he assum$ ano!r1 nor did any "o 9 ! army "k ^: son x 0 t 0 fight+ = ! fre$om ( ! slave4 ,meet+ ! risks ( battle ) dauntless c\rage1 he purposely ab/a9$1 ev5 9 ! heat ( a *>ge1 f de/roy+ life4 ,n long aft]1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one le>n$ t 9 "o ( 8 battles he 0 w\nd$ & tak5 prison]2 !n came a lett] f a hospital1 9 :i* he aga9 express$ 8 int5se desire to travel4 ,b 8 c>e] _h come to its close4 ,he di$ 9 8 n9ete5? ye>4 ,8 body lies 9 ! great national cemet]y ( ,gettysburg1 9 ,p5nsylvania1 9 op5+ :i* ,l9coln utt]$ "o ( ^? spee*es t made 8 "n de> to ,liv+/one4 ,:atev] degree ( com=t or hope 8 fa!r might d]ive f ,rob]t's la/ lett]s1 he felt sadd5$ by 8 unsatisfactory c>e]4 ,writ+ to 8 fri5d ,moore 7#e? ,augu/7 he says3 ,i hope y\r elde/ son w d well 9 ! di/ant l& to :i* he has gone4 ,my son is 9 ! ,f$]al army 9 ,am]ica1 & no com=t4 ,! secret balla/ is (t5 appli$ by a k9d h& above1 :5 to outsid]s we appe> to be sail+ glori\sly ) ! w9d4 #bi? ,july4--,call$ on ,mr4 ,glad/one2 he 0 v affable--spoke ab\t ! ,mission1 & ask$ if ,i _h told ,"l ,russell ab\t x4444 ,visit$ ,lady ,frankl9 & ,miss ,cracr(t1 h] niece4444 ,d9$ ) ,"l & ,lady ,palm]/on1 ,lady ,%aftesbury1 & ,lady ,victoria ,a%ley1 ! ,portuguese ,m9i/]1 ,c\nt d',azeglio 7,s>d9ian ,m9i/]71 ,mr4 ,calcraft--a v agreeable p>ty4 ,mr4 ,calcraft & ,i walk$ home aft] retir+4 ,he is c\s9 to ,colonel ,/eele2 ! colonel has gone abroad ) 8 daught]1 :o is delicate4 ,saturday1 #ca/ ,july1 #ahfd4--;,came d[n by ! morn+ tra9 to ,h>burn1 & met my old fri5d ,mr4 ,"y1 :o took me to ,limefield1 & introduc$ me to a nice family4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's relation to ,mr4 ,"y's family 0 v close & cordial4 ,h>dly "o ( ! _m notes & lett]s he wrote to 8 fri5d fails to s5d greet+s to ,ma-,james1 z he lik$ to call ,mrs4 ,"y1 aft] ! ,african fa%ion4 ,x is n only ! playful ease ( 8 lett]s t %[s h[ mu* he felt at home ) ,mr4 ,"y1--! same ?+ appe>s f ! frequ5cy ) :i* he s\ght 8 c\nsel 9 matt]s ( bus9ess1 & ! value :i* he set ^u x4 ,sunday1 #a/ ,augu/4--,w5t-to ! ,u4,p4 *ur*1 & he>d excell5t s]mons4 ,0 cold] ?is "t ?an on my =m] visit to ,scotl&4 #b;d ,augu/4--,rea*$ ,hamilton4 ,"m did n "k me at fir/4 ,anna ,m>y1 a nice sprightly *ild1 told me t %e pref]r$ ,g>ibaldi buttons on h] dress1 z ,i walk$ d[n to ,dr4 ,l\don to ?ank him = 8 k9dness to my "m4 #c;d ,augu/4--,agnes1 ,oswell1 & ,?omas came4 ,i did n recognize ,tom1 he has gr[n s mu*4 ,has be5 poorly a long :ile2 conge/ion ( ! kidney1 x is said4 ,agnes q tall1 & ,anna ,m>y a nice little girl4 ,! next few days 7 sp5t ) 8 family1 & 9 visits to ! neighborhood4 ,he _h a consultation ) ,pr(essor ,syme z to a surgical op]ation recomm5d$ = an ailm5t t _h tr\bl$ him ev] s9ce 8 fir/ great j\rney2 he 0 /rongly urg$ to h ! op]ation p]=m$1 & probably x w\ld h be5 bett] if he _h2 b he f9ally decl9$1 p>tly because an old m$ical fri5d 0 aga9/ x1 b *iefly1 z he told ,sir99 ,rod]ick1 because ! matt] w\ld get into ! newspap]s1 & he did n l ! public to be speak+ ( 8 infirmities4 ,on ! #ag? he w5t to ,inv]>ay to visit ! ,duke ( ,argyll4 ,he 0 greatly pleas$ ) 8 reception1 & 8 ,j\rnal records ! mo/ trifl+ details4 ,:at especially *>m$ him 0 ! consid]ate =e?\ght 9 mak+ him feel at 8 ease4 ,on ,monday morn+ ,i _h ! honor ( plant+ two trees beside ^? plant$ by ,sir ,john ,lawr5ce & ! ,m>quis ( ,lansd[ne1 & by ! ,pr9cess ( ,prussia & ! ,cr[n ,pr9ce4 ,! coa* came at twelve o'clock1 & ,i f9i%$ ! mo/ delightful visit ,i ev] made4 ,next day he w5t to ,oban1 & ! day aft] by /eam] to ,iona & ,/affa1 & !reaft] to ,aros1 9 ,mull4 ,next day ,capta9 ,gre5hill took him 9 8 ya*t to ,ulva4 ,9 #ahdh ! kelp & potatoes fail$1 & ! proprietor1 a writ] f ,/irl+1 r$uc$ ! population f six hundr$ to "o hundr$4 ,none ( my family rema94 ,! m9i/]1 ,mr4 ,fras]1 _h made inquiries "s ye>s ago1 & f\nd an old woman :o rememb]$ my gr&fa!r liv+ at ,uamh1 or ! ,cave4 ,x is a %elt]$ spot1 ) basaltic rocks jutt+ out ( ! gr\nd bel[ ! cave2 ! walls ( ! h\se rema91 & ! corn & potato pat*es are gre51 b no "o lives !re4444 ,return+ to ,oban on ! #bd? ,augu/1 444 ,i !n came to ! ,cr9an ,canal1 & at ,glasg[ end !re( met t fam\s mission>y1 ,dr4 ,duff1 f ,india ,a f9e1 tall1 noble-look+ man1 ) a :ite be>d & a twit* 9 8 muscles :i* %[s t ! ,indian climate has done its "w on him4444 ,home to ,hamilton4 ,! ,highl&]s ev]y:]e claim$ him2 !y *e]$ me1 he writes to ,sir ,rod]ick1 z a man & a bro!r4 ,! ,briti% ,association 0 to meet at ,ba? ?is autumn1 & ,liv+/one 0 to give a lecture on ,africa4 ,x 0 a dreadful ?\ght4 ,work$ at my ,ba? spee*4 ,a cold %iv] comes ov] me :5 ,i ?9k ( x4 ,ugh6 ,!n he w5t ) 8 daught] ,agnes to see a beautiful sight1 ! laun*+ ( a ,turki% frigate f ,mr4 ,napi]'s y>d--#hjjj tons weight plung$ into ! ,clyde1 & s5t a wave ( its dirty wat] ov] to ! o!r side4 ,! ,turki% ,ambassador1 ,musurus ,pa%a1 0 "o ( ! p>ty at ,%&on1 & he & ,liv+/one travel$ 9 ! same c>riage ,at "o ( ! /ations !y 7 greatly *e]$ by ! ,volunte]s4 ,! *e]s are = y1 ,liv+/one said to ! ,ambassador1 ) a smile4 ,no1 said ! ,turk ,i am only :at my ma/] made me2 y are :at y made y\rself4 ,:5 ! p>ty rea*$ ! ,que5's ,hotel1 a work+ man ru%$ across ! road1 seiz$ ,liv+/one's h&1 say+1 ,i mu/ %ake y\r h&1 clapp$ him on ! back1 & ru%$ back aga94 ,y'll n d5y n[1 said ! ,ambassador1 t t's = y4 ,return+ to ,hamilton1 he notes1 on #d? ,septemb]3 ,*ur* 9 ! =5oon to he> a /rang]1 9 ! aft]noon to he> ,mr4 ,bu*an give an excell5t s]mon4 ,on #e?1 #f?1 #g?1 he is at ! spee*4 ,on #h? he receives a mo/ k9d invitation f ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb ( ,new/ead ,abbey1 to make _! h\se 8 home4 ,mr4 ,webb 0 a v old fri5d1 a great hunt]1 :o _h se5 ,liv+/one at ,kolob5g1 & =m$ an atta*m5t to him :i* cont9u$ z w>m z ev] to ! la/ day ( ,liv+/one's life4 ,liv+/one & 8 daught] ,agnes rea* ,ba? on ! #ae?1 & become ! gue/s ( ,dr4 & ,miss ,watson1 ( bo? ( :om he writes 9 ! highe/ t]ms4 ,on ,sunday1 he>d a good s]mon f ,mr4 ,flem+ ,bi%op ,col5so call$ on me4 ,he 0 v mu* *e]$ by _m p2 x is evid5t t !y admire 8 pluck1 & consid] him a p]secut$ man4 ,w5t to ! !atre on ,monday1 #ai?1 to deliv] my address4 ,:5 9 ! gre5-room1 a l\d *e]+ 0 made = ,bi%op ,col5so1 & "s hisses4 ,x 0 a pity t he came to ! ,briti% ,association1 z x looks l tak+ sides4 ,sir ,*>les ,lyell *e]$ & clapp$ 8 h&s 9 a mo/ vigor\s way4 ,got ov] ! address nicely4 ,p v k9d & indulg5t--#bejj p]sons pres5t1 b x is a place easily spok5 94 ,:5 ,bi%op ,col5so mov$ ! vote ( ?anks to ,dr4 ,liv+/one = 8 address1 occasion 0 tak5 by "s n>r[ & n v scrupul\s j\rnals to raise a prejudice aga9/ him4 ,he 0 repres5t$ z %>+ ! ,bi%op's !ological views4 ,= ?is *>ge !re 0 no f\ndation1 & ! prec$+ extract f 8 ,j\rnal w %[ t he felt ! ,bi%op's pres5ce to be some:at emb>rass+4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 em95tly capable ( appreciat+ ,dr4 ,col5so's *ivalr\s back+ ( native races 9 ,africa1 :ile he diff]$ toto coelo f 8 !ological views4 ,9 an entry 9 8 ,j\rnal a few days lat] he ref]s to an ,african travel] :o _h got a high reputation )\t des]v+ x1 = he sank to ! l[ e/ate ( ! natives1 & r admir$ ,essays & ,reviews ,! next passage we give f 8 ,j\rnal ref]s to ! melan*oly end ( ano!r bro!r-travel]1 ( :om he always spoke ) respect3 #bc;d ,sept4--,w5t to ! fun]al ( poor ,capta9 ,speke1 :o1 :5 out %oot+ on ! #ae?1 ! day ,i arriv$ at ,ba?1 0 kill$ by ! accid5tal dis*>ge ( 8 gun4 ,x 0 a sad %ock to me1 =1 hav+ correspond$ ) him1 ,i anticipat$ ! pleasure ( meet+ him1 & ! fir/ news ,dr4 ,watson gave me 0 t ( 8 dea?4 ,he 0 buri$ at ,d[li%1 a village :]e 8 family h a vault4 ,capta9 ,grant1 a f9e fell[1 put a wrea? or immortelle ^u ! c(f9 z x pass$ u 9 *ur*4 ,x 0 compos$ ( mignonette & wild violets4 ,! ,ba? spee* gave desp]ate (f5se to ! ,portuguese4 ,liv+/one ?\ght x a good sign1 wrote playfully to ,mr4 ,webb t !y 7 cuss9' & swe>9' dreadful1 & wond]$ if !y w\ld keep _! s5ses :5 ! book came out4 ,9 a po/script to ! preface to ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies1 he says1 ,s5hor ,lac]da has endeavor$ to ext+ui% ! facts adduc$ by me at ,ba? by a s]ies ( pap]s 9 ! ,portuguese (ficial j\rnal2 & _! ,m9i/] = ,=eign ,affairs has s9ce devot$ "s ( ! funds ( 8 ,gov]nm5t to ! translation & circulation ( ,s5hor ,lac]da's articles 9 ! =m ( an ,engli% tract4 ,he replies to ! allegations ( ! pamphlet on ! ma9 po9ts4 ,b he 0 too magnanim\s to make allusion to ! %ameless indec5cy ( ! p]sonal *>ges aga9/ himself4 ,x is manife/1 said ,lac]da1 )\t ! lea/ reason to d\bt1 t ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 "u ! pretext ( propagat+ ! ,^w ( ,god 7?is be+ ! lea/ 9 :i* he employ$ himself7 & ! advancem5t ( geographical & natural sci5ce1 made all 8 /eps & ex]tions subs]vi5t to ! idea ( 444 ev5tually caus+ ! loss to ,portugal ( ! advantages ( ! ri* comm]ce ( ! int]ior1 & 9 ! end1 :5 a favorable occasion arose t ( ! v t]ritory itself4 ,lac]da !n quot$ ! bitt] lett] ( ,mr4 ,r[ley 9 illu/ration ( ,liv+/one's plans & me?ods1 & urg$ remon/rance z a duty ( ! ,portuguese ,gov]nm5t4 ,nor1 he cont9u$1 ought ! ,gov]nm5t o ,portugal to /op "h4 ,x ought1 z we h said1 to g fur!r2 because f :at 8 c\ntrym5 say ( ,liv+/one--& to :i* he only answ]s by a m]e va9 negation1--f :at he unhesitat+ly decl>es ( himself & 8 int5tions1 & f :at mu/ be kn[n to ! ,gov]nm5t by private in=mation f1 _! delegates1 x is obvi\s t su* m5 z ,liv+/one may become extremely prejudicial to ! int]e/s ( ,portugal1 especially :5 resid5t 9 a public capacity 9 our ,african possessions1 if n effici5tly wat*$1 if _! audaci\s & mis*iev\s actions are n re/ra9$4 ,if /eps are n tak5 9 a prop] & effective mann]1 s t !y may be p]mitt$ only to d good1 if inde$ good c come f su*1 etc4 #bf? ,sept4--,agnes & ,i g to-day to ,new/ead ,abbey1 ,notts4 ,rea* x ab\t #i ,p4,m41 & f9d ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb all ,i anticipat$ & m4 ,a spl5did old mansion ) a wond]ful numb] ( curiosities 9 x1 & magnific5t sc5]y ar\nd4 ,x 0 ! resid5ce ( ,"l ,byron1 & 8 furniture is kept 9 8 private rooms j z he left x4 ,8 "* does n %9e4 ,x appe>s to h be5 horrid4444 ,he made a dr9k+ cup ( a monk's skull f\nd "u ! high alt>1 ) pr(ane v]ses on ! silv] sett+1 & kept 8 w9e 9 ! /one c(f94 ,^! ,mrs4 ,webb buri$1 & all ! bones %e c\ld f9d t _h be5 desecrat$ by ! poet4 ,9 a lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> he speaks ( ! poet z "o ( ^? :o1 l _m o!rs--"s ( !m travel]s :o abus$ mission>ies1--consid]$ x a f9e ?+ to be ?\ght awfully bad fell[s4 #bg?4--,w5t ?r\gh ! :ole h\se ) our k9d ho/s1 & saw all ! wond]s1 :i* w\ld require _m days prop]ly to exam9e4444 #b;d ,octob]4--,took ,communion 9 ! *apel ( ! ,abbey4 ,god grant me to be & always to act z a true ,*ri/ian4 #c;d4--,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb k9dness itself p]sonifi$4 ,a bless+ be on !m & _! *ildr5 f ! ,almighty6 ,:5 fir/ invit$ to reside at ,new/ead ,abbey1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one decl9$1 on ! gr\nd t he 0 to be busy writ+ a book1 & t he wi%$ to h "s ( 8 *ildr5 ) him1 & 9 ! case ( ,agnes1 to let h] h music lessons4 ,8 k9d fri5ds1 h[ev]1 7 resolv$ t ^! reasons %\ld n /& 9 ! way1 & arrangem5ts 7 made by !m accord+ly4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one cont9u$ to be _! gue/ = eight mon?s1 & receiv$ f !m all mann] ( assi/ance4 ,sometimes ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb1 ,mrs4 ,goodlake 7,mrs4 ,webb's "m71 & 8 daught] ,agnes w\ld all be busy copy+ 8 j\rnals4 ,! ,liv+/one room1 z x is call$1 9 ! ,sussex t[]1 is likely to be associat$ ) 8 "n :ile ! build+ la/s4 ,x 0 8 habit to rise e>ly & "w at 8 book1 to return to 8 task aft] breakfa/ & cont9ue till lun*eon & 9 ! aft]noon h a long walk ) ,mr4 ,webb4 ,x is only :5 ! book is approa*+ its close t we f9d him work+ till two 9 ! morn+4 ,"o ( 8 *ief recreations 0 9 ! field ( natural hi/ory1 wat*+ exp]im5ts ) ! spawn+ ( tr\t4 ,he ende>$ himself to all1 high & l[2 0 a special favorite ) ! *ildr51 & did n lose opportunities to comm5d1 9 ! way he ?\ght be/1 ^? high views ( life & duty :i* _h be5 s signally exemplifi$ 9 8 own c>e]4 ,! playfulness ( 8 nature f\nd full & con/ant scope at ,new/ead2 he rega9$ an almo/ boyi% fl[ ( animal spirits1 revel$ 9 fun & frolic 9 8 %ort notes to fri5ds l ,mr4 ,"y1 or ,mr4 ,webb :5 he happ5$ to be abs5t2 wrote 9 ! /yle ( ,mr4 ,pun*1 & call$ 8 oppon5ts by ludicr\s names2 yet nev] =got ! /]n duty t loom$ be=e him1 or all[$ ! enjoym5t & ab&on ( ! mom5t to div]t him f ! dea?-/ruggle on behalf ( ,africa 9 :i* he _h yet to engage4 ,! book 0 at fir/ to be a little "o1--a bla/ ( ! trumpet aga9/ ! mon/r\s slave-trade ( ! ,portuguese2 b x swell$ to a goodly octavo1 & embrac$ ! hi/ory ( ! ,zambesi ,exp$ition4 ,*>les ,liv+/one _h writt5 a full di>y1 & 9 ord] t 8 "n might be on ! title-page1 & he might h ! pr(its ( ! ,am]ican edition1 8 j\rnal 0 made use ( 9 ! writ+ ( ! book2 b ! arrangem5t 0 awkw>d2 sometimes ,liv+/one =got ! und]/&+ ( jo9t-au?or%ip1 & he f\nd t he c\ld m easily h writt5 ! :ole f ! f\ndation1 ,at fir/ x 0 design$ t ! book %\ld appe> e>ly 9 ! summ] ( #ahfe1 b :5 ! pr9t+ 0 f9i%$ ! map 0 n ready2 & ! publication _h to be delay$ till ! usual season 9 autumn4 ,! entries 9 8 ,j\rnal are brief1 & ( little g5]al int]e/ dur+ ! "t ! book 0 gett+ ready4 ,mo/ ( !m h ref]5ce to ! affairs ( o!r p4 ,z he f9ds t ,dr4 ,kirk is unable to und]take a "w on ! botany & natural hi/ory ( ! ,exp$ition1 unless he %\ld hold "s p]man5t situation1 he ex]ts himself to procure a ,gov]nm5t appo9tm5t = him1 recomm5d+ him /rongly to ,sir ,r4 ,mur*ison & o!rs1 & is p>ticul>ly gratifi$ by a reply to 8 application f ! ,e>l ( ,dalh\sie1 :o wrote t he reg>d$ 8 reque/ z a comm&4 ,he is pleas$ to le>n t1 ?r\gh ! k9d ef=ts ( ,sir ,rod]ick1 8 bro!r ,*>les has be5 appo9t$ ,consul at ,f]n&o ,po4 ,he sees ! ,am]ican ,m9i/]1 :o promises to d all he c = ,rob]t1 b almo/ imm$iately aft]1 ! report comes t poor ,rob]t has di$ 9 a hospital 9 ,salisbury1 ,nor? ,c>ol9a4 ,he deliv]s a lecture at ! ,me*anics' ,in/itute at ,mansfield1 b ! v idea ( a spee* always makes him ill1 & 9 ?is case x br+s on an attack ( ,hmorrhoids1 ) :i* he _h n be5 tr\bl$ = long4 ,he goes to ,london to a meet+ ( ! ,geographical ,society1 & he>s a pap] ( ,burton's--a g5tleman f ^: geographical views he diss5ts1 z he does f 8 views on subjects m important4 ,9 reg>d to 8 book he says v little2 f\r days1 he tells u1 7 sp5t 9 writ+ ! description ( ! ,victoria ,falls2 & on ! #ae? ,april1 #ahfe1 he summons 8 daught] ,agnes to take 8 p5 & write ,,f9is at ! end ( 8 manuscript4 ,on leav+ ,new/ead on ! #be?1 he writes1 ,p>t$ ) our good fri5ds ! ,webbs4 ,& may ,god ,almighty bless & rew>d !m & _! family6 ,"s "t be=e ?is1 a proposal 0 made to him by ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison :i* 9 ! end gave a new direction to ! rema9+ "p ( 8 life4 ,x 0 br\ght be=e him 9 ! foll[+ lett]3 ,jan4 #e1 #ahfe4 ,,my ,,de> ,,liv+/one3--,z to y\r future1 ,i am anxi\s to "k :at y\r own wi% is z respects a r5ewal ( ,african exploration4 ,q irrespective ( mission>ies or political affairs1 !re is at ?is mom5t a "q ( int5se geographical int]e/ to be settl$3 namely1 ! wat]%$1 or wat]%$s1 ( ,s\? ,africa4 ,h[1 if y w\ld really l to be ! p]son to f9i% (f y\r rem>kable c>e] by complet+ su* a survey1 un%ackl$ by o!r avocations ?an ^? ( ! geographical explor]1 ,i %\ld be delight$ to consult my fri5ds ( ! ,society1 & take ! be/ /eps to promote su* an ent]prise4 ,= example1 y might take y\r little /eam] to ! ,rovuma1 &1 gett+ up by wat] z f> z possible 9 ! ra9y season1 !n try to rea* ! s\? end ( ! ,tanganyika4 ,?i!r y might transport a light boat1 or build "o !re1 & s get to ! end ( t %eet ( wat]4 ,v>i\s que/ions might be decid$ by ! way1 & if y c\ld get to ! we/1 & come out on t coa/1 or %\ld be able to rea* ! ,:ite ,nile 7671 y w\ld br+ back an unrival$ reputation1 & w\ld h settl$ all ! great disputes n[ p5d+4 ,if y d n l to und]take ! purely geographical "w1 ,i am ( op9ion t no "o1 aft] y\rself1 is s fitt$ to c>ry x out z ,dr4 ,kirk4 ,i "k t he ?9ks ( settl+ d[n n[ at home4 ,b if he c\ld delay ?is home-settlem5t = a c\ple ( ye>s1 he w\ld n only make a l>ge sum ( money by 8 book ( travels1 b w\ld h a r5[n t w\ld give him an excell5t introduction z a m$ical man4 ,i h he>d y s (t5 talk ( ! enjoym5t y feel :5 9 ,africa1 t ,i _c believe y n[ ?9k ( an*or+ = ! re/ ( y\r life on ! mud & s&-banks ( ,engl&4 ,let me "k y\r m9d on ! subject4 ,:5 is ! book to appe>8 ,k9d love to y\r daught]4--,y\rs s9c]ely1 ,,rod',,ck ,i4 ,,mur*ison4 ,liv+/one beg9s 8 answ] by assur+ ,sir ,rod]ick t he nev] contemplat$ settl+ d[n quietly 9 ,engl&2 x w\ld be "t en\gh = t :5 he 0 9 8 dotage4 ,i %\ld l ! exploration y propose v mu*1 & _h already made up my m9d to g up ! ,rovuma1 pass by ! head ( ,lake ,nyassa1 & away we/ or nor?we/ z might be f\nd practicable4 ,he w\ld h be5 at ?is ere n[1 b 8 book *a9$ him1 & he fe>$ t he c\ld n take back ! ,lady ,nyassa to ,africa1 ) ! monsoon aga9/ him1 s t be mu/ get a boat to explore ! ,rovuma4 ,:at my incl9ation leads me to pref] is to h int]c\rse ) ! p1 & d :at ,i c by talk+1 to enlight5 !m on ! slave-trade1 & give !m "s idea ( our religion4 ,x may n be mu* t ,i c d1 b ,i feel :5 do+ t ,i am n liv+ 9 va94 ,y rememb] t :51 to prev5t our com+ to a /&/ill1 ,i _h to turn skipp] myself1 ! task 0 endurable only because ,i 0 det]m9$ t no fell[ %\ld prove himself indisp5sable to our fur!r progress4 ,to be deb>r$ f sp5d+ mo/ ( my "t 9 travel+1 9 exploration1 & cont9ual int]c\rse ) ! natives1 ,i always felt to be a sev]e privation1 & if ,i c get a few he>ty native companions1 ,i %all enjoy myself1 & feel t ,i am do+ my duty4 ,z soon z my book is out1 ,i %all />t4 ,9 ,liv+/one's ,j\rnal1 #g? ,janu>y1 #ahfe1 we f9d ?is entry3 ,answ]$ ,sir ,rod]ick ab\t go+ out4 ,said ,i c\ld only feel 9 ! way ( duty by work+ z a mission>y4 ,! answ] is v notewor?y 9 ! view ( :at has s (t5 be5 said aga9/ ,liv+/one--t he dropp$ ! mission>y to become an explor]4 ,to und]/& ! precise be>+ ( ! proposal1 & ( ,liv+/one's reply1 x is necess>y to say t ,sir ,rod]ick _h a conviction1 :i* he nev] conceal$1 t ! mission>y ent]prise encumb]$ & imp$$ ! geographical4 ,he _h a special objection to an ,episcopal mission1 hold+ t ! plant+ ( a ,bi%op & /aff on t]ritory dom9at$ by ! ,portuguese 0 an additional irritant1 r\s+ ecclesia/ical jeal\sy1 & br++ x to ! aid ( comm]cial & political appreh5sions z to ! t5d5cy ( ! ,engli% ent]prise4 ,nei!r mission nor colony c\ld succe$ 9 ! pres5t /ate ( ! c\ntry2 !y c\ld only be a tr\ble to ! geographical explor]4 ,on ?is po9t ,liv+/one held 8 own views4 ,he c\ld only feel 9 ! l9e ( duty z a mission>y4 ,:atev] he might or might n be able to d 9 t capacity1 he w\ld nev] ab&on x1 &1 9 p>ticul>1 he w\ld nev] come "u an obligation to ! ,geographical ,society t he w\ld s]ve !m un%ackl$ by o!r avocations ?an ^? ( ! geographical explor]4 ,a lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y ?r[s light on ! feel+s ) :i* he reg>d$ ,sir ,rod]ick's proposal3 #bj? ,janu>y1 #ahfe--;,i am n sure b ,i told y already t ,sir ,rod]ick & ,i h be5 writ+ ab\t go+ out1 & my fe>s t ,i mu/ sell ',lady ,nyassa1' because ! monsoon w be bl[+ f ,africa to ,india be=e ,i get out1 & x won't d = me to keep h] idle4 ,i mu/ g d[n to ! ,sey*elles ,isl&s 7tak' y] speks & keek at ! map or g\grafy71 !n run my *ance to get ov] by a dh[ or man-(-w> to ! ,rovuma1 go+ up t riv] 9 a boat1 till we get to ! cat>acts1 & ! tramp4 ,i mu/ take ,belo*ees f ,india1 & may g d[n ! lake to get ,makololo1 if ! ,indians don't answ]4 ,i w\ld n cons5t to g simply z a geograph]1 b z a mission>y1 & d geography by ! way1 because ,i feel ,i am 9 ! way ( duty :5 try+ ei!r to enlight5 ^! poor p1 or op5 _! l& to lawful comm]ce4 ,x 0 at ?is "t t ,mr4 ,hayw>d1 ,q4,c41 :ile on a visit to ,new/ead1 br\ght an in=mal message f ,"l ,palm]/on1 :o wi%$ to "k :at he c\ld d = ,liv+/one4 ,_h ,liv+/one be5 a va9 man1 wi%+ a h&le to 8 "n1 or _h he ev5 be5 b5t on gett+ :at w\ld be reasonable 9 ! way ( sal>y = himself1 or ( all[ance = 8 *ildr51 n[ 0 8 *ance ( accompli%+ 8 object4 ,b s s+le-he>t$ 0 he 9 8 philan?ropy t su* ?\ghts did n s mu* z ent] 8 m9d2 !re 0 "o ?+1 & "o only1 :i* he wi%$ ,"l ,palm]/on to secure--free access to ! highl&s1 by ! ,zambesi & ,%ir1 to be made good by a treaty ) ,portugal4 ,x is satisfactory to record t ! ,=eign ,(fice has at la/ made arrangem5ts to ?is effect4 ,:ile ! proposal on ! "p ( ! ,presid5t ( ! ,geographical ,society 0 und]go+ consid]ation1 c]ta9 ov]tures 7 made to ,dr4 ,liv+/one by ! ,=eign ,(fice4 ,on ! #aa? ( ,m>* he call$ at ! (fice1 at ! reque/ ( ,mr4 ,lay>d1 :o prop\nd$ a s*eme t he %\ld h a commission giv+ him au?ority ov] ! *iefs1 f ! ,portuguese b\nd>y to ,abyss9ia & ,egypt2 ! (fice to c>ry no sal>y4 ,:5 a =mal proposal to ?is effect 0 submitt$ to him1 ) ! additional proviso t he 0 to be entitl$ to no p5sion1 he c\ld n conceal 8 irritation4 ,= himself he 0 j z will+ z ev] to "w z be=e1 )\t hope ( e>?ly recomp5se1 & to dep5d on ! petition1 ,give u ?is day our daily bread2 b he ?\ght x ung5]\s to take advantage ( 8 well-kn[n int]e/ 9 ,africa to deprive him ( ! honor>ium :i* ! mo/ insignificant s]vant ( ,h] ,maje/y enjoy$4 ,he did n l to be treat$ l a *>woman4 ,z = ! p5sion1 he _h nev] ask$ x1 & c\nt$ x (f5sive to be treat$ z if he _h %[n a gre$ :i* requir$ to be repress$4 ,x came out1 subsequ5tly1 t ! lett] _h be5 writt5 by an und]l+1 b :5 ,e>l ,russell 0 appeal$ to1 he w\ld only promise a sal>y :5 ,dr4 ,liv+/one %\ld h settl$ some:]e6 ,! :ole transaction _h a v ungraci\s aspect4 ,be=e publi%+ 8 book1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h ask$ ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison's advice z to ! wisdom ( speak+ 8 m9d on two some:at delicate po9ts4 ,9 reply1 ,sir ,rod]ick wrote3 ,if y ?9k y h be5 too h>d z to ! ,bi%op or ! ,portuguese1 y c modify ! phrases4 ,b ,i ?9k t ! tru? ought to be kn[n1 if only 9 v9dication ( y\r own conduct1 & to acc\nt = ! little success att5d+ y\r la/ mission4 ,we cont9ue our extracts f 8 ,j\rnal3 #bf? ,april1 #ahfe4--;,9 ,london4 ,horrifi$ by news ( ,presid5t ,l9coln's assass9ation1 & ! attempt to murd] ,sew>d4 #bi? ,april4--,w5t d[n to ,cry/al ,palace1 ) ,agnes1 to a ,saturday ,conc]t4 ,! music v f9e4 ,met ,wall]1 & lo/ a tra94 ,came up 9 hot ha/e to ! d9n] ( ! ,royal ,academy4444 ,sir ,*>les ,ea/lake1 ,presid5t2 ,ar*bi%ops ( ,cant]bury & ,york on ea* side ( ! *air2 all ! ,m9i/]s pres5t1 except ,"l ,palm]/on1 :o is ill ( g\t 9 ! h&4 ,"l ,russell1 ,"l ,granville1 & ,duke ( ,som]set sat on o!r side ( table f ,sir ,h5ry ,holl&1 ,sir ,rod]ick1 & myself4 ,"l ,cl>5don 0 close en\gh to lean back & clap me on ! %\ld]1 & ask me :5 ,i 0 go+ out4 ,duke ( ,argyll1 ,bi%ops ( ,ox=d & ,london1 7 )9 e>%ot2 ,sir ,j4 ,romilly1 ! ,ma/] ( ! ,rolls1 0 directly 9 front1 on ! o!r side ( our table4 ,he said t he wat*$ all my movem5ts ) great int]e/4444 ,"l ,d]by made a good spee*4 ,! spee*es 7 mu* above ! av]age4 ,i 0 n told t ,i 0 expect$ to speak till ,i got 91 & ?is prev5t$ my eat+4 ,:5 ,"l ,john ,mann]s complim5t$ me aft] my spee*1 ,i m5tion$ ! effect ! anticipation _h on me4 ,to com=t me he said t ! late ,sir ,rob]t ,peel nev] enjoy$ a d9n] 9 ^! circum/ances1 b sat crumbl+ up 8 bread till x became q a heap on ! table4444 ,my spee* 0 n report$4 #b;d ,may4--,met ,mr4 ,elw91 =m]ly editor ( ! ,qu>t]ly4 ,he said t ,=/]1 "o ( our fir/-class writ]s1 _h told him t ! mo/ *>act]i/ic spee* 0 n report$1 & m5tion$ ! heads--z1 ! slave-trade be+ ( ! same nature z ?uggee1 g>rott+2 ! tribute ,i paid to our /atesm52 & ! way t ,africans h be5 drawn1 po9t+ to a picture ( a woman sp9n+4 ,?is non-report+ 0 mu* comm5t$ on1 :i* might1 if ,i ne$$ x1 prove a solace to my w\nd$ vanity4 ,b ,i did n feel (f5d$4 ,ev]y?+ good = me w be giv51 & ,i take all z a little *ild f its fa!r4 ,he>d a capital s]mon f ,dr4 ,hamilton ,reg5t ,squ>e ,*ur*1 on ,presid5t ,l9coln's assass9ation4 ',x is impossible b t (f5ses w come1' etc4 ,he read "p ( ! ,presid5t's address at second inauguration4 ,9 ! light ( subsequ5t ev5ts x is gr&4 ,if e drop ( blood %$ by ! la% mu/ be aton$ = by an equal numb] ( :ite m5's vital fluid1--righte\s1 ,o ,"l1 are ,?y judgm5ts6 ,! assass9ation has awak5$ univ]sal sympa?y & indignation1 & w lead to m cordiality betwe5 ! c\ntries4 ,! ,que5 has writt5 an autograph lett] to ,mrs4 ,l9coln1 & ,lords & ,commons h pres5t$ addresses to ,h] ,maje/y1 pray+ h] to convey _! s5tim5ts ( horror at ! fe>ful crime4 #ah? ,may1 #ahfe4--,0 exam9$ by ! ,committee ( ! ,h\se ( ,commons on ! ,we/ ,coa/2 0 r n]v\s & confus$1 b let !m "k pretty pla9ly t ,i did n agree ) ! asp]sions ca/ on missions4 ,9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,webb1 he writes propos ( ?is exam9ation3 ,! mon/r\s mi/ake ( ! ,burton s*ool is ?is3 !y ignore ! po9t-blank fact t ! m5 t d ! mo/ = ! mean :ites are ! same t d ! mo/ = ! mean blacks1 & y nev] he> "o "m's son ( !m say1 ,y d wrong to give to ! :ites4 ,i told ! ,committee ,i _h he>d p say t ,*ri/ianity made ! blacks worse1 b did n agree ) !m4 ,i might h said x 0 'rot1' & truly4 ,i c /& a good deal ( bo%1 b to tell me t ,*ri/ianity makes p worse--ugh6 ,tell t to ! "y tr\ts4 ,y "k on :at side ,i am1 & ,i %all /& to my side1 ,old ,pam fa%ion1 ?r\gh ?ick & ?94 ,i don't agree ) all my side say & d4 ,i won't ju/ify _m ?+s1 b = ! great cause ( human progress ,i am he>t & s\l1 & s are y4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 ask$ at ?is "t to att5d a public meet+ on behalf ( ,am]ican fre$om4 ,x 0 n 9 8 p[] to g1 b1 9 apologiz+1 he 0 at pa9s to express 8 op9ion on ! capacity ( ! negro1 9 connection ) :at 0 go+ on 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates3 ,our k9sm5 across ! ,atlantic des]ve our w>me/ sympa?y4 ,!y h pass$1 & are pass+1 ?r\gh trials1 & are encompass$ ) difficulties :i* completely dw>f ^? ( our ,iri% fam9e1 & n ! lea/ ( !m is ! "q1 :at to d ) ^? fre$m5 = ^: exi/5ce z slaves 9 ,am]ica our own =efa!rs h s mu* to answ]4 ,! introduction ( a degrad$ race f a b>b>\s c\ntry 0 a gigantic evil1 & if ! race _c be elevat$1 an evil beyond rem$y4 ,millions c nei!r be amalgamat$ nor transport$1 & ! pres5ce ( degradation is a contagion :i* propagates itself among ! m civiliz$4 ,b ,i h no fe>s z to ! m5tal & moral capacity ( ! ,africans = civilization & upw>d progress4 ,we :o suppose ourselves to h vault$ at "o b\nd to ! extreme ( civilization1 & smack our lips s l\dly ov] our high elevation1 may f9d x difficult to realize ! debasem5t to :i* slav]y has sunk ^? m51 or to appreciate :at1 9 ! discipl9e ( ! sad s*ool ( bondage1 is 9 a /ate ( fre$om real & sub/antial progress4 ,b ,i1 :o h be5 intimate ) ,africans :o h nev] be5 defil$ by ! slave-trade1 believe !m to be capable ( hold+ an honorable rank 9 ! family ( man4 ,:]ev] slav]y prevail$1 or ! effects ( slav]y 7 f\nd1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's te/imony aga9/ x 0 cle> & emphatic4 ,nei!r p]sonal fri5d%ip nor any o!r consid]ation "u ! sun c\ld repress x4 ,:5 8 fri5ds ,sir ,rod]ick & ,mr4 ,webb aft]w>d express$ _! sympa?y ) ,gov]nor ,eyre1 ( ,jamaica1 he did n scruple to tell !m h[ diff]5t an e/imate he _h =m$ ( ! ,gov]nor's conduct4 ,we cont9ue our extracts f 8 ,j\rnal & lett]s3 #bd? ,may4--,came d[n to ,scotl& by la/ night's tra92 f\nd "m v poorly2 &1 be+ n[ eighty-two1 ,i fe> %e may n h long to live among u4 #bg? ,may 7to ,mr4 ,webb7--,i h be5 read+ ,tom ,br[n's ,s*ool ,days--a capital book4 ,dr4 ,arnold 0 a man wor? 8 weight 9 some?+ bett] ?an gold4 ,y "k ,oswell 8 e>ly fri5d 0 "o ( 8 ,rugby boys4 ,"o c\ld see 8 tra9+ 9 always do+ :at 0 brave & true & "r4 #b;d ,june4--,tom bett]1 b kept back 9 8 education by 8 compla9t4 ,oswell gett+ on well at s*ool at ,hamilton4 ,anna ,m>y well4 ,"m gradually becom+ weak]4 ,rob]t we %all nev] he> ( aga9 9 ?is _w1 ,i fe>2 b ! ,"l is m]ciful & j & "r 9 all 8 ways4 ,he w\ld he> ! cry = m]cy 9 ! hospital at ,salisbury4 ,i h lo/ my "p 9 t gigantic /ruggle :i* ! ,highe/ guid$ to a consummation nev] contemplat$ by ! ,s\!rn]s :5 !y began2 & _m o!r h borne m num]\s losses4 #e? ,june4--,w5t ab\t a tomb/one = my de> ,m>y4 ,got a good "o ( ca/-iron to be s5t out to ! ,cape4 ,"m v l[4444 ,has be5 a good affectionate "m to u all4 ,! ,"l be ) h]4444 ,:atev] is good = me & m9e ! ,"l w give4 ,to-morr[1 ,communion 9 kirk4 ,! ,"l /rip (f all imp]fections1 wa% away all guilt1 brea! love & goodness ?r\gh all my nature1 & make 8 image %9e out f my s\l4 ,"m cont9u$ v l[1 & h] m9d ran on poor ,rob]t4 ,?\ght ,i 0 8 bro!r1 & ask$ me frequ5tly1 ',:]e is y\r bro!r8 :]e is t puir laddie8'444 ,si/]s mo/ att5tive4444 ,contr>y to expectation %e reviv$1 & ,i w5t to ,ox=d4 ,! ,vice-,*ancellor (f]$ me ! !atre to lecture 91 b ,i expect$ a telegram if any *ange took place on "m4 ,gave an address to a numb] ( fri5ds 9 ,dr4 ,daub5y's *emical class-room4 ,monday1 #ai? ,june4--,a telegram came1 say+ t "m _h di$ ! day be=e4 ,i />t$ at once = ,scotl&4 ,no *ange 0 obs]v$ till )9 an h\r & a half ( h] dep>ture4444 ,see+ ! end 0 ne>1 si/] ,agnes said1 ',! ,savi\r has come = y1 "m4 ,y c lipp5 y\rself to him8' ,%e repli$1 ',oh yes4' ,little ,anna ,m>y 0 help up to h]4 ,%e gave h] ! la/ look1 & said ',bonnie wee lassie1' gave a few long inspirations1 & all 0 /ill1 ) a look ( rev]5ce on h] c\nt5ance4 ,%e _h wi%$ ,william ,logan1 a good ,*ri/ian man1 to lay h] head 9 ! grave1 if ,i 7 n !re4 ,:5 go+ away 9 #aheh1 %e said to me t %e w\ld h lik$ "o ( h] laddies to lay h] head 9 ! grave4 ,x s happ5$ t ,i 0 !re to pay ! la/ tribute to a de> good "m4 ,! la/ ?+ we f9d him do+ 9 ,scotl& is att5d+ ! exam9ation ( ,oswell's s*ool1 ) ,anna ,m>y1 & see+ him receive prizes4 ,dr4 ,london1 ( ,hamilton1 ! m$ical att5dant & mu*-valu$ fri5d ( ! ,liv+/ones1 furni%es u ) a rem9isc5ce ( ?is occasion4 ,he _h great difficulty 9 p]suad+ ,liv+/one to g4 ,! awful bugbe> 0 t he w\ld be ask$ to make a spee*4 ,be+ assur$ t x w\ld be ?\ght /range if1 9 a ga!r+ ( ! *ildr5's p>5ts1 he 7 abs5t1 he agre$ to g4 ,& ( c\rse he _h to speak4 ,:at he said 0 po9t$ & practical1 & 9 w9d+ up1 he said he _h j two ?+s to say to !m--,,fe> ,,god1 ,,& ,,"w ,,h>d4 ,^! appe> to h be5 ,liv+/one's la/ public words 9 8 native ,scotl&4 ,8 ,j\rnal is cont9u$ 9 ,london3 #h? ,augu/4--,w5t to ,zoological ,g>d5s ) ,mr4 ,webb & ,dr4 ,kirk2 !n to lun* ) ,miss ,c\tts ,b>oness ,burdett ,c\tts4 ,que5 ,emma ( ,honolulu is to be !re4 ,x is n fair = ,high ,*ur* p to ignore ! labors ( ! ,am]icans1 = ! pres5t /ate ( ,*ri/ianity is ! fruit ( _! labors1 & n ( ! pres5t ,bi%op4 ,d9$ at ,lady ,frankl9's ) ,que5 ,emma2 a nice1 s5sible p]son ! ,que5 seems to be4 #i? ,augu/4--,p>t$ ) my fri5ds ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,webb at ,k+'s ,cross /ation to-day4 ,he gracefully said t he wi%$ ,i _h be5 com+ r ?an go+ away1 & %e %ook me v cordially ) bo? h&s1 & said1 ',y w come back aga9 to u1 won't y8' & %$ a womanly te>4 ,! good ,"l bless & save !m bo?1 & h m]cy on _! :ole h\sehold6 #aa? ,augu/4--,w5t d[n to say good-bye to ! ,du*ess-,d[ag] ( ,su!rl&1 at ,maid5head4 ,g>ibaldi's rooms are %[n2 a good man he 01 b foll[$ by a cr[d ( h>pies :o tri$ to use him = _! own purposes4444 ,he 0 s utt]ly worn out by %ak+ h&s1 t a detective policeman :o 0 ) him 9 ! c>riage1 put 8 h& "u 8 cloak1 & did ! c]emony = him4 ,took leave at ,=eign ,(fice4 ,mr4 ,lay>d v k9d 9 8 expressions at p>t+1 & s 0 ,mr4 ,wylde4 #ab? ,augu/4--,w5t d[n to ,wimbl$on to d9e ) ,mr4 ,murray1 & take leave4 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,oswell came up to say f>ewell4 ,he (f]s to g ov] to ,p>is at any "t to br+ ,agnes :o 0 go+ to s*ool !re home1 or d any?+ t a fa!r w\ld4 ,i love him1 ,liv+/one writes to ,mr4 ,webb1 ) true affection1 & ,i believe he does ! same to me2 & yet we nev] %[ x4 ,we h be5 ) ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,hamilton = "s "t--good1 graci\s p4 ,! ,"l bless !m & _! h\sehold6 ,dr4 ,kirk & ,mr4 ,wall] g d[n to ,folke/one to-morr[1 & take leave ( u !re4 ,?is is v k9d4 ,! ,"l puts x into _! he>ts to %[ k9dness1 & bless$ be 8 "n4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's la/ weeks 9 ,engl& 7 pass$ "u ! ro( ( ! late ,rev4 ,dr4 ,hamilton1 au?or ( ,life 9 ,e>ne/1 & c\ld h>dly h be5 pass$ 9 a m cong5ial home4 ,natives ( ! same "p ( ,scotl&1 ne>ly ( an age1 & resembl+ ea* o!r mu* 9 ta/e & "*1 ! two m5 drew greatly to ea* o!r4 ,! same ,puritan fai? lay at ! basis ( _! religi\s "*1 ) all its /ability & firmness4 ,b above all1 !y _h put on *>ity1 :i* is ! bond ( p]fectness4 ,9 ,natural ,hi/ory1 too1 !y _h an equal en?usiasm4 ,9 ,dr4 ,hamilton1 ,liv+/one f\nd :at he miss$ 9 _m or?odox m54 ,on ! ev5+ ( 8 la/ ,sunday1 he 0 prevail$ on to give an address 9 ,dr4 ,hamilton's *ur*1 aft] hav+ 9 ! morn+ receiv$ ! ,communion ) ! congregation4 ,9 8 address he v9dicat$ 8 "* z a mission>y1 & decl>$ t x 0 z mu* z ev] 8 great object to proclaim ! love ( ,*ri/1 :i* !y _h be5 commemorat+ t day4 ,8 pray]s made a deep impression2 !y 7 l ! commun+s ( a *ild ) 8 fa!r4 ,at ! railway /ation1 ! la/ ,scot* h&s grasp$ by him 7 ^? ( ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,hamilton4 ,! news ( ,dr4 ,hamilton's dea? 0 receiv$ by ,liv+/one a few ye>s aft]1 9 ! he>t ( ,africa1 ) no small emotion4 ,_! next meet+ 0 9 ! bett] l&4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii4 ,,f ,,engl& ,,to ,,bombay ,,& ,,zanzib>4 ,a4,d4 #ahfe-ahff4 ,object ( new j\rney--,d\ble s*eme--,he goes to ,p>is ) ,agnes--,b>on ,hausmann--,anecdote at ,m>seilles--,he rea*es ,bombay--,lett] to ,agnes--,rem9isc5ces ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one at ,bombay by ,rev4 ,d4,c4 ,boyd--by ,alex4 ,br[n1 ,esq4--,liv+/one's dress--,he visits ! caves ( ,k5h>i--,rumors ( murd] ( ,b>on van d] ,deck5--,he deliv]s a lecture at ,bombay--,great success--,he sells ! ,lady ,nyassa--,lett] to ,mr4 ,"y--,lett] to ,anna ,m>y--,he>s t ,dr4 ,kirk has got an appo9tm5t--,sets out = ,zanzib> 9 ,?ule--,lett] to ,mr4 ,"y--,8 exp]i5ce at sea--,lett] to ,agnes--,he rea*es ,zanzib>--,calls on ,sultan--,pres5ts ! ,?ule to him f ,bombay ,gov]nm5t--,monotony ( ,zanzib> life--,leaves 9 ,p5gu9 = ! cont95t4 ,! object = :i* ,dr4 ,liv+/one set out on 8 ?ird & la/ great ,african j\rney is ?us /at$ 9 ! preface to ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies3 ,our ,gov]nm5t h support$ ! proposal ( ! ,royal ,geographical ,society made by my fri5d ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison1 & h unit$ ) t body to aid me 9 ano!r attempt to op5 ,africa to civiliz+ influ5ces1 & a valu$ private fri5d has giv5 a ?\s& p\nds = ! same object4 ,i propose to g inl&1 nor? ( ! t]ritory :i* ! ,portuguese 9 ,europe claim1 & endeavor to comm5ce t sy/em on ! ,ea/ :i* has be5 s em95tly successful on ! ,we/ ,coa/3 a sy/em comb9+ ! repressive ef=ts ( ,h] ,maje/y's cruis]s ) lawful trade & ,*ri/ian missions--! moral & mat]ial results ( :i* h be5 s gratify+4 ,i hope to asc5d ! ,rovuma1 or "s o!r riv] nor? ( ,cape ,delgado1 &1 9 addition to my o!r "w1 %all /rive1 by pass+ along ! nor!rn end ( ,lake ,nyassa1 & r\nd ! s\!rn end ( ,lake ,tanganyika1 to asc]ta9 ! wat]%$ ( t "p ( ,africa4 ,! fir/ "p ( ! s*eme 0 8 own1 ! second he _h be5 urg$ to und]take by ! ,geographical ,society4 ,! sums 9 aid contribut$ by ,gov]nm5t & ! ,geographical society 7 only #ejj ea*2 b x 0 n ?\ght t ! "w w\ld occupy a long "t4 ,! ,geographical ,society c\pl$ _! contribution ) "s in/ructions z to obs]vations & reports :i* seem$ to ,dr4 ,liv+/one ne$lessly /r+5t1 & :i* c]ta9ly ruffl$ 8 relation to ! ,society4 ,! honor>y position ( ,consul at l>ge he 0 will+ to accept = ! sake ( ! influ5ce :i* x gave him1 ?\gh /ill reta9+ 8 op9ion ( ! %abb9ess :i* _h s explicitly b>ga9$ t he 0 to h no sal>y & to expect no p5sion4 ,! tru? is1 if ,liv+/one _h n be5 ! mo/ s+le-m9d$ & tru/ful ( m51 he w\ld nev] h return$ to ,africa on su* t]ms4 ,! :ole sum plac$ at 8 disposal 0 utt]ly inadequate to defray ! co/ ( ! ,exp$ition1 & support 8 family at home4 ,_h x n be5 = promises t 7 nev] fulfill$1 he w\ld n h left 8 family at ?is "t z he did4 ,b 9 no?+ is ! purity ( 8 "* se5 m beautifully ?an 9 8 be>+ t[>d "s ( ^? :o _h ga9$ n a little consid]ation by _! connection ) him1 & _h made him fair promises1 b left him to "w on z be/ he might4 ,no trace ( bitt] feel+ di/urb$ him or abat$ ! /r5g? ( 8 love & confid5ce4 ,dr ,liv+/on w5t fir/ to ,p>is ) 8 daught]1 & left h] !re = education4 ,pass+ on he rea*$ ,m>seilles on ! #ai? ,augu/1 & wrote h] a few l9es1 9 :i* he in=m$ h] t ! man :o 0 n[ trans=m+ ,p>is ,b>on ,hausmann 0 a ,prote/ant1 & _h once taught a ,sunday-s*ool 9 ! s\? ( ,france2 & t probably he _h great] pleasure 9 ! fir/ ?an 9 ! second "w4 ,! rem>k _h a c]ta9 applicability to 8 own case1 & probably let out a little ( 8 own feel+2 x %[$ at lea/ 8 e/imate ( ! relative place ( temporal & spiritual philan?ropy4 ,! pray] t foll[$ 0 expressive ( 8 deepe/ feel+s t[>d 8 be/-belov$ on e>?3 ,may ! ,almighty qualify y to be a bless+ to ^? ar\nd y1 :]ev] y\r lot is ca/4 ,i "k t y hate all t is mean & false4 ,may ,god make y good1 & to delight 9 do+ good to o!rs4 ,if y ask ,he w give abundantly4 ,! ,"l bless y6 ,f a ,bombay g5tleman :o 0 8 fell[-travel] to ,india a little anecdote has casually come to our k illu/rat+ ! unobtrusiv5ess ( ,liv+/one--8 dislike to be made a lion (4 ,at ! table-d'hte ( ! hotel 9 ,m>seilles1 :]e "s ,bombay m]*ants 7 sitt+1 ! conv]sation turn$ on ,africa 9 connection ) ivory--an ext5sive article ( trade 9 ,bombay4 ,"o fri5d dropp$ ! rem>k1 ,i wond] :]e t old *ap ,liv+/one is n[4 ,to 8 surprise & discomfiture1 a voice repli$1 ,"h he is4 ,!y 7 fa/ fri5ds all ?r\gh ! voyage t foll[$4 ,little ( mu* int]e/ happ5$ dur+ t voyage4 ,liv+/one writes t ,palgrave 0 9 ,cairo :5 he pass$ ?r\gh1 b he did n see him4 ,( ,bak] he c\ld he> no?+4 ,miss ,t9n1 ! ,dut* lady1 ( :om he ?\ght highly z a travel]1 _h n be5 v satisfactory to ! religi\s "p ( ! ,engli% community at ,cairo4 ,miss ,:ately 0 go+ home = six weeks1 b 0 to be back to h] ,egyptian ,ragg$ ,s*ool4 ,he saw ! end ( ! ,lesseps ,canal1 ab\t ! p>tial op5+ ( :i* !y 7 mak+ a great noise4 ,_m ?\ght x w\ld succe$1 ?\gh an ,egyptian ,commodore _h said to him1 ,x is hombog4 ,! ,r$ ,sea 0 fe>fully hot & /eamy4 ,! ,lady ,nyassa hung l a mill/one ar\nd 8 neck1 & he 0 prep>$ to sell h] = :atev] %e might br+4 ,bombay 0 rea*$ on #aa? ,septemb]4 ,,to ,,agnes ,,liv+/one4 ,bombay1 #bj? ,sept41 #ahfe4--444 ,by advice ( ! ,gov]nor1 ,i w5t up to ,nassick to see if ! ,africans !re "u ,gov]nm5t in/ruction w\ld suit my purpose z memb]s ( ! ,exp$ition4 ,i 0 pres5t at ! exam9ation ( a l>ge s*ool "u ,mr4 ,price by ! ,bi%op ( ,bombay4 ,x is p>tly support$ by ,gov]nm5t4 ,! pupils 7#ajh7 are n exclusively ,african1 b all %[$ v great pr(ici5cy4 ,!y excell$ 9 music4 ,i f\nd "s ( ! ,africans to h come f p>ts ,i "k--"o f ,ndonde on ! ,rovuma--& all _h le>n$ "s h&icraft1 besides read+1 writ+1 etc41 & x is probable t "s ( !m w g back to _! own c\ntry ) me4 ,eight h s9ce volunte]$ to g4 ,besides ^! ,i am to get "s m5 f ! ',m>9e ,battalion1' :o h be5 accu/om$ to r\gh x 9 v>i\s ways1 & _! p5sions w be giv5 to _! wid[s if !y %\ld die4 ,! ,gov]nor 7,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e7 is go+ to d :at he c = my success4 ,aft] go+ back to ,bombay ,i came up to ne> ,poonah1 & am n[ at ,gov]nm5t ,h\se1 ! gue/ ( ! ,gov]nor4 ,society "h consi/s ma9ly ( (fic]s & _! wives4444 ,miss ,fr]e1 9 ! abs5ce ( ,lady ,fr]e1 does ! honors ( ! e/abli%m5t1 & v nicely %e does x4 ,%e is v clev]1 & q unaffect$--v l h] fa!r4444 ,*ri/ianity is gradually diffus+ itself1 leav5+ z x 7 9 v>i\s ways ! :ole mass4 ,:5 a man becomes a pr(essor ( ,*ri/ianity1 he is at pres5t ca/ out1 ab&on$ by all 8 relations1 ev5 by wife & *ildr54 ,?is /ate ( ?+s makes "s :o don't c>e ab\t ,*ri/ian progress say t all ,*ri/ian s]vants are useless4 ,!y are degrad$ by _! own c\ntrym51 & despis$ by o!rs1 b "t w "w *anges4 ,mr4 ,ma9e1 :o came out "h ) u1 int5ds to introduce a law :]eby a conv]t des]t$ by 8 wife may m>ry aga94 ,x is 9 accordance ) ! text 9 ,cor9?ians--,if an unbeliev+ wife dep>t1 let h] dep>t4 ,p w gradually %[ m sympa?y ) ! poor fell[s :o come out ( hea!nism1 & discrim9ate betwe5 ! wor?y & unwor?y4 ,y %\ld read ,lady ,buff ,gordon's ,lett]s f1 ,egypt4 ,!y %[ a nice sympa?iz+ he>t1 & are o!rwise v int]e/+4 ,%e saw ! p z !y are4 ,mo/ p see only ! outsides ( ?+s4444 ,avoid all na/y ,fr5* novels4 ,!y are v injuri\s1 & effect a la/+ injury on ! m9d & he>t4 ,i g up to ,gov]nm5t ,h\se aga9 ?ree days h5ce1 & am to deliv] two lectures1--"o at ,poonah & "o at ,bombay4 ,"s slight rem9isc5ces ( ,liv+/one at ,bombay1 d]iv$ f admir+ c\ntrym5 ( 8 own1 w n be out ( place1 consid]+ t ! ?ree or f\r mon?s sp5t !re 0 ! la/ p]iod ( 8 life pass$ 9 any "p ( ! dom9ions ( ,great ,brita94 ,! ,rev4 ,dugald ,c4 ,boyd1 ( ,bombay 7n[ ( ,portsoy1 ,banff%ire71 an intimate fri5d ( ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 ( ,lov$ale1 writ+ to a correspond5t on #aj? ,octob]1 #ahfe1 says3 ,ye/]day ev5+ ,i _h ! pleasure ( meet+ ,liv+/one at d9n] 9 a v quiet way4444 ,x 0 an exce$+ly pleasant ev5+4 ,dr4 ,wilson 0 9 great 'fig1' & ,liv+/one 01 ?\gh quiet1 v communicative1 & greatly dispos$ to talk ab\t ,africa4444 ,i _h kn[n ,mrs4 ,liv+/one1 & ,i _h kn[n ,rob]t & ,agnes1 8 son & daught]1 & ,i _h kn[n ,/ew>t4 ,he spoke v k9dly ( ,/ew>t1 & seems to hope t he may yet jo9 him 9 ,c5tral ,africa4444 ,he is mu* /\t]1 bett]1 & heal?i]-look+ ?an he 0 la/ ye>4444 #ab? ,octob]4--,liv+/one 0 at ! tama%a ye/]day4 ,he 0 dress$ v unlike a m9i/]--m l a po/-capta9 or admiral4 ,he wore a blue dress-coat1 trimm$ ) lace1 & be>+ a ,gov]nm5t gilt button4 ,9 8 h& he c>ri$ a cock$ hat4 ,at ! ,communion on ,sunday 7he sat on ,dr4 ,wilson's "r h&1 :o sat on my "r7 he wore a blue surt\t1 ) ,gov]nm5t gilt buttons1 & %eph]d-t>tan tr\s]s2 & he _h a gold b& r\nd 8 cap#fg4 ,i sp5t two h\rs ,9 8 society la/ ev5+ at ,dr4 ,wilson's4 ,he 0 n v complim5t>y to ,burton4 ,he is to lecture 9 public ?is ev5+4 ,footnote #fg3 ,dr1 ,liv+/one's habit ( dress+ z a layman1 & accept+ ! designation ( ,david ,liv+/one1 ,esquire1 z readily z t ( ! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 probably help$ to propagate ! idea t he _h sunk ! mission>y 9 ! explor]4 ,! tru?1 h[ev]1 is1 t f ! fir/ he wi%$ to be a lay mission>y1 n "u any ,society1 & x 0 only at ! in/igation ( 8 fri5ds t he accept$ ord9ation4 ,he _h an int5se dislike ( :at 0 m]ely pr(essional & conv5tional1 & he ?\ght t z a free-lance he w\ld h m influ5ce4 ,:e!r 9 ?is he suffici5tly appreciat$ ! position & (fice ( "o set aside by ! ,*ur* = ! s]vice ( ! gospel may be a "q3 b !re c be no "q t he _h ! same view ( ! matt] f fir/ to la/4 ,he w\ld h worn a blue dress & gilt buttons1 if x _h be5 suitable1 z readily z any o!r1 at ! mo/ ard5t p]iod ( 8 mission>y life4 ,8 he>t 0 z truly t ( a mission>y "u ! ,consul's dress z x _h ev] be5 :5 he wore black1 or :atev] else he c\ld get1 9 ! wilds ( ,africa4 ,at ! "t ( 8 enc\nt] ) ! lion he wore a coat ( t>tan1 & he ?\ght t t mat]ial might h _h "s effect 9 prev5t+ ! usual irritat+ results ( a lion's bite4 ,ano!r fri5d1 ,mr4 ,alex&] ,br[n1 n[ ( ,liv]pool1 s5ds a brief note ( a v delightful excursion giv5 by him1 9 honor ( ,liv+/one1 to ! caves ( ,k5n]y or ,k5h>i1 9 ! isl& ( ,salsette4 ,!re 0 a pretty l>ge p>ty4 ,aft] leav+ ! railway /ation1 !y rode on ponies to ! caves4 ,we sp5t a mo/ *>m+ day 9 ! caves1 & ! wild jungle ar\nd !m4 ,dr4 ,wilson1 y may believe1 0 9 8 elem5t1 p\r+ =? volumes ( ,ori5tal lore 9 connection ) ! ,buddhi/ fai? & ! ,k5h>i caves1 :i* are among ! mo/ /rik+ & int]e/+ monum5ts ( x 9 ,india4 ,!y are ( great ext5t1 & ! ma9 temple is 9 good pres]vation4 ,doctor ,liv+/one's almo/ boyi% enjoym5t ( ! :ole ?+ impress$ me greatly4 ,! /]n1 almo/ impassive1 man seem$ to unb5d1 & ent] mo/ ?or\ghly into ! _s ( a day 9 :i* pleasure & in/ruction1 "u circum/ances ( no little int]e/1 7 s delightfully comb9$4 ,at ,bombay he he>d disquiet+ tid+s ( ! ,hanov]ian travel]1 ,b>on van d] ,deck54 ,9 8 ,j\rnal he says3 #bi? ,decemb]1 #ahfe4--,! exp$ition ( ! ,b>on van d] ,deck5 has met ) a disa/] up ! ,juba4 ,he _h gone up #cjj miles1 & met only ) ! loss ( 8 /eam laun*4 ,he !n ran 8 /eam] on two rocks & made two l>ge holes 9 h] bottom4 ,! ,b>on & ,dr4 ,l9k got out 9 ord] to g to ! *ief to conciliate him4 ,he _h be5 l$ to suspect w>4 ,!n a l>ge p>ty came & attack$ !m1 kill+ ! arti/ ,tr5n & ! *ief eng9e]4 ,!y 7 beat5 (f1 & ,lieut5ant von ,s*ift ) f\r survivors left 9 ! boat1 & 9 f\r days came d[n ! /ream4 ,!nce !y came 9 a dh[ to ,zanzib>4 ,x is fe>$ t ! ,b>on may be murd]$1 b possibly n4 ,x looks ill t ! attack 0 made aft] he l&$4 ,my times are 9 ?y h&1 ,o ,"l6 ,g ,?\ ) me & ,i am safe4 ,& above all1 make me useful 9 promot+ ,?y cause ( peace & good-w among m54 ,! rumor ( ! ,b>on's dea? 0 subsequ5tly confirm$4 ,8 mode ( treat+ ! natives 0 ! v opposite ( ,liv+/one's1 :o reg>d$ ! mann] ( 8 dea? z ano!r pro( t x 0 n safe to disreg>d ! manhood ( ! ,african p4 ,! ,bombay lecture 0 a great success4 ,dr4 ,wilson1 ,free ,*ur* ,mission>y1 0 9 ! *air1 & aft] ! lecture tri$ to r\se ! ,bombay m]*ants1 & especially ! ,scot* ones1 to help ! ent]prise4 ,ref]r+ to ! driblets t _h be5 contribut$ by ,gov]nm5t & ! ,geographical ,society1 he propos$ t 9 ,bombay !y %\ld raise z mu* z bo?4 ,9 8 next lett] to 8 daught]1 ,liv+/one tells ( ! success ( ! lecture1 ( ! subscription1 :i* promis$ to am\nt to #ajjj 7x did n q d s71 & ( 8 wi% t ! ,bombay m]*ants %\ld use ! money = sett+ up a trad+ e/abli%m5t 9 ,africa4 ,i mu/ fir/ ( all f9d a suitable spot2 !n s5d back "h to let x be kn[n4 ,i %all !n be (f 9 my "w = ! ,geographical ,society1 & :5 t is done1 if ,i am well1 ,i %all come back to ! fir/ /ation4 ,he goes on to speak ( ! facilities he _h receiv$ = transport+ ,indian buffaloes & o!r animals to ,africa1 & ( ! extraord9>y k9dness & int]e/ ( ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e1 & ! pa9s he _h tak5 to comm5d him to ! good graces ( ! ,sultan ( ,zanzib>1 !n 9 ,bombay4 ,he speaks pleasantly ( 8 soj\rn ) ,dr4 ,wilson & o!r fri5ds4 ,he is p>ticul>ly pleas$ ) ! managem5t & m5u ( a h\se kept by f\r ba*elors--& !n he adds3 ,y\r mamma 0 an excell5t manag] ( ! h\se1 & made ev]y?+ com=table4 ,i suppose x is ! habit ( att5d+ to little ?+s t makes su* a diff]5ce 9 diff]5t h\ses4 ,z ,i am to be away f all luxuries soon1 ,i may z well live com=tably ) ! ba*elors :ile ,i c4 ,to ,mr4 ,james ,"y he writes ab\t ! ,lady ,nyassa1 :i* he _h sold1 aft] sev]al adv]tisem5ts1 b only = #bcjj3 ,! :ole ( ! money giv5 = h] ,i d$icat$ to ! great object = :i* %e 0 built4 ,i am satisfi$ at hav+ made ! ef=t2 w\ld ( c\rse h pref]r$ to h succe$$1 b we are n responsible = results4 ,9 ref]5ce to ! inve/m5t ( ! money1 x 0 int5d$ ultimately to be sunk 9 ,gov]nm5t or railway securities2 b mean:ile he _h be5 recomm5d$ to inve/ x 9 %>es ( an ,indian bank4 ,mo/ un=tunately1 ! bank fail$ a ye> or two aft]w>d2 & ?us ! :ole ( ! #fjjj1 :i* ! vessel _h co/ ,liv+/one1 vani%$ into air4 ,8 little daught] ,anna ,m>y _h a good %>e ( 8 att5tion at ,bombay3 #bd? ,decemb]1 #ahfe4--;,i w5t la/ night to take tea 9 ! h\se ( a ,h9doo g5tleman :o is n a pr(ess$ ,*ri/ian4 ,x 0 a great matt] = su* to eat ) m5 n ( 8 ca/e4 ,mo/ ,h9doos w\ld %r9k ) horror f contact ) u4 ,sev5 little girls 7 pres5t1 belong+ to two ,h9doo families4 ,!y 7 f f\r or five to eight ye>s old4 ,!y 7 v pleasant-look+1 ( olive complexions4 ,_! hair 0 ti$ 9 a knot beh9d1 ) a wrea? ( fl[]s r\nd ! knot2 !y _h l>ge gold e>-r+s & ,european dresses4 ,"o play$ v nicely on ! piano1 :ile ! re/ sang v nicely a funny song1 :i* %[s ! native way ( ?9k+ ab\t "s ( our cu/oms4 ,!y sang "s nice hymns1 & repeat$ "s pieces1 z ! ',wreck ( ! ,hesp]us1' :i* 0 giv5 at ! exam9ation ( ,oswell's s*ool4 ,!n all sung1 ',!re is a happy l&1 f>1 f> away1' & x1 ) "s ( ! ,*ri/ian hymns1 0 beautiful4 ,!y speak ,engli% p]fectly1 b ) a little =eign twang4 ,all jo9$ 9 a metrical pray] be=e retir+4 ,!y h be5 taught all by _! fa!r1 & x 0 v pleasant to see t ?is tea*+ _h br\ght out _! natural *e]fulness4 ,native *ildr5 don't look lively1 b ^! 7 brimful ( fun4 ,"o n q z tall z y\rself br\ght a *ild's book to me1 & ) great glee po9t$ out myself "u ! lion4 ,%e c read flu5tly1 z ,i suppose y c by ?is "t n[4 ,i said t ,i w\ld l a little girl l h] to g ) me to ,africa to s+ ^! pretty hymns to me !re4 ,%e said %e w\ld l to g1 b %\ld n l to h a black husb&4 ,?is is ,*ri/mas season1 & to-morr[ is held z ! day 9 :i* our ,"l 0 born1 an ev5t :i* angels made kn[n to m51 & x br\ght great joy1 & proclaim$ peace on e>? & good-w to m54 ,t ,savi\r mu/ be y\r fri5d1 & ,he w be if y ask ,him s to be4 ,he w =give & save y1 & take y into 8 family4 ,on ,new ,ye>'s ,day1 #ahfj1 he writes 9 8 ,j\rnal3 ,! ,gov]nor told me t he _h mu* pleasure 9 giv+ ,dr4 ,kirk an appo9tm5t2 he w\ld telegraph to him to-day4 ,x is to be at ,zanzib>1 :]e he w be ( great use 9 promot+ all good works4 ,x _h be5 arrang$ t ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 to cross to ,zanzib> 9 ! ,?ule1 a /eam] t _h =m$ "p ( ! squadron ( ,capta9 ,%]>d ,osborn 9 ,*9a1 & :i* ,liv+/one _h n[ ! honor ( be+ commission$ to pres5t to ! ,sultan ( ,zanzib>1 z a pres5t f ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e & ! ,bombay ,gov]nm5t4 ,we give a few extracts f 8 j\rnal at sea3 #ag? ,janu>y4--,issu$ flannel to all ! boys f ,nassick2 ! m>9es h !irs f ,gov]nm5t4 ,! boys s+ a c\ple ( hymns e ev5+1 & repeat ! ,"l's ,pray]4 ,i mean to keep up ?is1 & make ?is a ,*ri/ian ,exp$ition1 tell+ a little ab\t ,*ri/ :]ev] we g4 ,8 love 9 com+ d[n to save m5 w be our !me4 ,i dislike v mu* to make my religion di/a/eful to o!rs4 ,?is1 ) ----'s hypocritical o/5tation1 made me h few] religi\s s]vices on ! ,zambesi ?an w\ld h be5 desirable1 p]haps4 ,he made religion itself di/a/eful by excessive o/5tation4444 ,good works ga9 ! approbation ( ! _w1 & ?\gh !re is antipa?y 9 ! human he>t to ! gospel ( ,*ri/1 yet :5 ,*ri/ians make _! good works %9e all admire !m4 ,x is :5 great disp>ity exi/s betwe5 pr(ession & practice t we secure ! scorn ( mank9d4 ,! ,"l help me to act 9 all cases 9 ?is ,exp$ition z a ,*ri/ian ought6 #bc;d ,janu>y4--,my second book has be5 review$ v favorably by ! ,a!num & ! ,saturday ,review1 & by _m newspap]s4 ,old ,john ,craw=d gives a sn>l 9 ! ,exam9]1 b ,i c af=d t x %\ld be s4 #dhjj copies 7 sold on fir/ night ( ,mr4 ,murray's sale4 ,x is r a h&some volume4 ,i hope x may d "s good4 ,9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,james ,"y he writes ( 8 voyage1 & dis*>ges a *>act]i/ic spurt ( humor at a mutual ,ed9burgh acqua9tance :o _h mi/ak5 an ord] ab\t a magic lant]n3 ,at sea1 #cjj miles f ,zanzib>1 #bf? ,janu>y1 #ahff4--,we h enjoy$ fair wea!r 9 com+ across ! we>y wa/e ( wat]s4 ,we />t$ on ! #e?4 ,! ',?ule1' to be a pleasure ya*t1 is ! mo/ incorrigible roll] ev] kn[n4 ,! :ole #bjjj miles has be5 an ev]la/+ see-saw1 %uggy-%oo1 & en\gh to tire ! pati5ce ( ev5 a *emi/1 :o is ! mo/ pati5t ( all animals4 ,i am pretty well gift$ 9 t respect myself1 ?\gh ,i say x t %\ldn't say x1 b t ,s&y ,b----6 ,! _w w nev] get on till we h a few ( ^? in/rum5t-mak]s hung4 ,i 0 p>ticul> 9 ask+ him to get me ,scripture slides color$1 & put 9 ) ! magic lant]n1 & he has n put 9 "o6 ,! v object = :i* ,i want$ x is ?us fru/rat$1 & ,i did n op5 x till we 7 at sea4 ,o ,s&y6 ,pity ,burk & ,h>e h no successors 9 ,auld ,reekie6444 ,y w he> t ,i h ! prospect ( ,kirk be+ out "h4 ,i am v glad ( x1 z ,i am sure 8 s]vices w be f\nd invaluable on ! ,ea/ ,coa/4 ,to 8 daught] ,agnes he writes1 propos ( ! roll+ ( ! %ip3 ,mo/ ( ! m>9e ,sepoys 7 sick4 ,y w\ld h be5 a victim unless y _h tri$ ! new rem$y ( a bag ( p\nd$ ice along ! sp9e1 :i* s\nds z hopeful z ! old cure = too?a*e3 take a m\?ful ( cold wat]1 & sit on ! fire till x boils1 y w suff] no m f too?a*e4444 ,a %>k took a bite at ! revolv+ vane ( ! pat5t log to-day4 ,he left "s pieces ( ! enamel ( 8 tee? 9 ! brass1 & probably has ! too?a*e4 ,y w sympa?ize ) him4444 ,if y ask ,mr4 ,murray to s5d1 by ,mr4 ,conyngham1 ,buckl&'s ,curiosities ( ,natural ,hi/ory1 & ,mr4 ,glad/one's ,address to ! ,ed9burgh ,/ud5ts1 x w save me writ+ to him4 ,:5 y return home y w be scrut9iz$ to see if y are spoil$4 ,y h only to act naturally & k9dly to all y\r old fri5ds to dis>m !m ( _! prejudices4 ,i ?9k y w f9d ! ,y\ngs true fri5ds4 ,mrs4 ,williamson1 ( ,widdieombe ,hill1 ne> ,ba?1 writes to me t %e w\ld l to %[ y h] plans = ! b5efit ( poor orphans4 ,if y ?\ght ( go+ to ,ba? x might be well to get all ! insight y c\ld into t & e o!r good "w4 ,x is well to be able to take a compreh5sive view ( all b5evol5t ent]prises1 & resolve to d our duty 9 life 9 "s way or o!r1 = we _c live = ourselves alone4 ,a life ( selfi%ness is "o ( mis]y1 & x is unlike t ( our bless$ ,savi\r1 :o pleas$ n ,himself4 ,he foll[$ n 8 own w ev51 b ! w ( 8 ,fa!r 9 heav54 ,i h read ) mu* pleasure a book call$ ,rose ,d\glas4 ,x is ! life ( a m9i/]'s daught]--) fictiti\s names1 b all true4 ,%e 0 ne> ,lan>k1 & came ?r\gh ,hamilton4 ,y _h bett] read x if y come 9 contact ) x4 ,ref]r+ to an al>m1 aris+ f ! next h\se hav+ tak5 fire1 ( :i* %e _h writt5 him1 he adds playfully3 ,y did n m5tion :at y consid]$ mo/ preci\s on ! night ( ! fire2 s ,i dream$ t ,i saw "o "y lady hugg+ a ,g]man gramm> to h] bosom2 ano!r ) a pair ( curl+ tongs1 a too?-pick1 & a p9a=e2 ano!r ) a bun* ( us$-up po/age /amps & autographs 9 a cr9ol9e turn$ upside d[n1 & a f\r? lift$ up ,madame ,hocd & insi/$ on c>ry+ h] z h] mo/ preci\s baggage4 ,h] "n1 :i* ,i did n cat*1 w g d[n to po/]ity alongside ( ! ladies :o ea* c>ri$ out h] husb& f ! besieg$ city1 & took c>e nev] to let him he> ! la/ on't aft]w>d4 ,i am s p5etrat$ ) admiration ( h] t ,i enclose ! w+ ( a fly+-fi% = h]4 ,x light$ among u la/ night1 :ile we 7 at d9n]1 com+ "r ?r\gh ! skylight4 ,y w make use ( ?is fact 9 ! high-fly+ spee* :i* y w deliv] to h] 9 ,fr5*4 ,zanzib> is at l5g? rea*$ on ! #bh? ,janu>y1 aft] a voyage ( tw5ty-?ree days1 t$i\s en\gh1 ?\gh b half ! l5g? ( ! cruise 9 ! ,nyassa two ye>s be=e4 ,to ,agnes3 #bi? ,jan4--,we w5t to call to-day on ! ,sultan4 ,8 ,highness met u at ! bottom ( ! /air1 & z he %ook h&s a brass b&1 :i* he got at ,bombay1 bl>$ =? ',god save ! ,que5'6 ,?is 0 excessively ridicul\s1 b ,i ma9ta9$ suffici5t (ficial gravity4 ,aft] c(fee & %]bet we came away1 & ! wret*$ b& n[ /ruck up ',! ,briti% ,gr5adi]1' z if ! fact ( my be+ only #e feet #h1 & ,brebn] ab\t #b in*es l[]1 ought n to h sugge/$ ',wee ,willie ,w9kie' z m appropriate4 ,i 0 ready to explode1 b got out ( sight be=e giv+ way4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one br\ght a v cordial recomm5dation to ! ,sultan f ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e1 & exp]i5c$ mu* k9dness at 8 h&4 ,be+ ill ) too?a*e1 ! ,sultan c\ld n receive ! gift ( ! ,?ule 9 p]son1 & x 0 pres5t$ ?r\gh 8 commodore4 ,liv+/one 0 deta9$ 9 ,zanzib> ne>ly two mon?s wait+ = ,h4,m4,s4 ,p5gu91 :i* 0 to convey him to ! m\? ( ! ,rovuma4 ,zanzib> life 0 v monoton\s--,x is ! old1 old way ( liv+--eat+1 dr9k+1 sleep+2 sleep+1 dr9k+1 eat+4 ,gett+ fat2 slav+-dh[s com+ & slav+-dh[s go+ away2 bad smells2 & k9dly looks f ,engli% folks to ea* o!r4 ,! sight ( slaves 9 ! ,zanzib> m>ket1 & ! recognition ( "s :o _h be5 br\ght f ,nyassa1 did n enliv5 8 visit1 ?\gh x und\bt$ly confirm$ 8 purpose & quick5$ 8 ef=ts to aim ano!r bl[ at ! accurs$ trade4 ,always ?9k+ ( :at w\ld b5efit ,africa1 he writes to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> urg+ v /rongly ! />t+ ( a l9e ( /eam]s betwe5 ! ,cape1 ,zanzib>1 & ,bombay3 ,x w\ld be a mo/ pr(itable "o1 & w\ld d great good1 besides1 9 eat+ out ! trade 9 slaves4 ,at la/ ! ,p5gu9 came = him1 & once m1 & = ! la/ "t1 ,liv+/one left = ! ,d>k ,cont95t4 ,,*apt] ,,xix4 ,,f ,,zanzib> ,,to ,,ujiji4 ,a4,d4 #ahff-ahfi4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one goes to m\? ( ,rovuma--,8 pray]--,8 company--,8 h]d ( animals--,loss ( 8 buffaloes--,good spirits :5 sett+ out--,difficulties at ,rovuma--,bad conduct ( ,johanna m5--,dismissal ( 8 ,sepoys--,fre% horrors ( slave-trade--,un9habit$ tract--,he rea*es ,lake ,nyassa--,lett] to 8 son ,?omas--,disappo9t$ hopes--,8 d\ble aim1 to tea* natives & r\se horror ( slave-trade--,t5or ( religi\s addresses--,wikatami rema9s beh9d--,liv+/one f9ds no altoge!r satisfactory /ation = comm]ce & missions--,"q ( ! wat]%$--,0 x wor? ! tr\ble8--,ov]rul$ = good to ,africa--,op9ion ( ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e--,at ,m>5ga's--,! ,johanna m5 leave 9 a body--,circulate rumor ( 8 murd]--,sir ,rod]ick disbelieves x--,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y s5t out ) ,se>* ,exp$ition--,f9ds pro( aga9/ rumor--,liv+/one half-/>v$--,loss ( 8 goats--,review ( #ahff--,reflections on ,div9e ,provid5ce--,lett] to ,?omas--,8 dog dr[n$--,loss ( 8 m$ic9e-*e/--,he feels s5t5ce ( dea? pass$ on him--,fir/ sight ( ,lake ,tanganyika--,deta9$ at ,*itimba's--,discov]y ( ,lake ,mo]o--,occupations dur+ det5tion ( #ahfg--;,great privations & difficulties--,illness--,rebellion among 8 m5--,discov]y ( ,lake ,bangweolo--,its oozy banks--,det5tion--,suff]+s--,he makes = ,ujiji--,v sev]e illness 9 beg9n+ ( #ahfi--,rea*es ,ujiji--,f9ds 8 goods h be5 wa/$ & /ol5--,mo/ bitt] disappo9tm5t--,8 m$ic9es1 etc41 at ,unyanyembe--,lett] to ,sultan ( ,zanzib>--,lett]s to ,dr4 ,m(fat & 8 daught]4 ,on ! #ai? ( ,m>*1 =tifi$ by a firman f ! ,sultan to all 8 p1 & pray+ ! ,mo/ ,high to prosp] him1 by grant+ him ,influ5ce 9 ! eyes ( ! hea!n1 & bless+ 8 int]c\rse ) !m1 ,liv+/one left ,zanzib> 9 ,h4,m4,s4 ,p5gu9 = ! m\? ( ! ,rovuma4 ,8 company consi/$ ( ?irte5 ,sepoys1 t5 ,johanna m51 n9e ,nassick boys1 two ,%upanga m51 & two ,waiyau4 ,musa1 "o ( ! ,johanna m51 _h be5 a sailor 9 ! ,lady ,nyassa2 ,susi & ,amoda1 ! ,%upanga m51 _h be5 woodcutt]s = ! ,pione]2 & ! two ,waiyau lads1 ,wikatani & ,*uma1 _h be5 among ! slaves rescu$ 9 #ahfa1 & _h liv$ = "s "t at ! mission /ation at ,*ibisa's4 ,besides ^!1 he c>ri$ ) him a sort ( m5ag]ie 9 a dh[--six camels1 ?ree buffaloes & a calf1 two mules1 & f\r donkeys4 ,:at man b ,dr4 ,liv+/one w\ld h encumb]$ himself ) su* baggage1 & = :at conceivable purpose except ! b5efit ( ,africa8 ,! tame buffaloes ( ,india 7 tak5 t he might try :e!r1 l ! wild buffaloes ( ,africa1 !y w\ld resi/ ! bite ( ! tsetse-fly2 ! o!r animals = ! same purpose4 ,!re 7 two words ( :i* ,liv+/one might h said1 z ,que5 ,m>y said ( ,calais1 t at 8 dea? !y w\ld be f\nd engrav5 on 8 he>t--fev] & tsetse2 ! "o ! great sc\rge ( man1 ! o!r ( bea/1 9 ,s\? ,africa4 ,to help to c\nt]act two su* foes to ,african civilization no tr\ble or exp5se w\ld h be5 judg$ too great4 ,already he _h lo/ n9e ( 8 buffaloes at ,zanzib>4 ,x 0 a sad pity t ow+ to ! ill-treatm5t ( ! rema9+ animals by 8 p1 :o turn$ out a poor lot1 x c\ld nev] be kn[n conclusively :e!r ! tsetse-bite 0 fatal to !m or n4 ,9 spite ( all he _h suff]$ 9 ,africa1 & ?\gh he 0 )\t ! company ( a s+le ,european1 he _h1 9 sett+ out1 some?+ ( ! exhil>at+ feel+ ( a "y travel] />t+ on 8 fir/ t\r 9 ,switz]l&1 deep5$ by ! s5se ( nobility :i* !re is 9 e endeavor to d good to o!rs4 ,! m]e animal pleasure ( travel+ 9 a wild unexplor$ c\ntry is v great4444 ,! sweat ( "o's br[ is no long] a curse :5 "o works = ,god2 x proves a tonic to ! sy/em1 & is actually a bless+4 ,! ,rovuma 0 f\nd to h *ang$ greatly s9ce 8 la/ visit1 s t he _h to l& 8 goods tw5ty-five miles to ! nor? at ,mik9dany h>bor1 & f9d 8 way d[n to ! riv] f>!r up4 ,! toil 0 fitt$ to we> out ! /ronge/ ( 8 m54 ,no?+ c\ld h be5 m grateful ?an ! ,sunday re/4 ,?r\gh 8 ,nassick boys1 he tri$ to tea* ! ,makond--a tribe t bore a v bad "*1 b fail$2 h[ev]1 ! p 7 wond]fully civil1 &1 contr>y to all previ\s usage1 nei!r inflict$ f9es nor made compla9ts1 ?\gh ! animals _h done "s damage to _! corn4 ,he set ?is d[n z an answ] to 8 pray]s = influ5ce among ! hea!n4 ,8 vexations1 h[ev]1 7 n long ( beg9n+4 ,bo? ! ,sepoy m>9es & ! ,nassick boys 7 extremely tr\blesome1 & treat$ ! animals abom9ably4 ,! ,johanna m5 7 ?ieves4 ,! ,sepoys became s intol]able t aft] f\r mon?s' trial he s5t mo/ ( !m back to ! coa/4 ,x requir$ an ef=t to resi/ ! effect ( su*1 ?+s1 ow+ to ! t5d5cy ( ! m9d to brood ov] ! ills ( travel4 ,! natives 7 n unk9dly1 b food 0 v sc>ce4 ,z !y advanc$1 ! horrors ( ! slave-trade pres5t$ !mselves 9 all _! hide\s aspects4 ,wom5 7 f\nd dead1 ti$ to trees1 or ly+ 9 ! pa? %ot & /abb$1 _! fault hav+ be5 inability to keep up ) ! p>ty1 :ile _! amiable own]s1 to prev5t !m f becom+ ! prop]ty ( any "o else1 put an end to _! lives4 ,9 "s in/ances ! captives1 yet 9 ! slave-/icks1 7 f\nd n q dead4 ,brutality 0 sometimes se5 9 ano!r =m1 z :5 "s natives laugh$ at a poor boy suff]+ f a v awkw>d =m ( h]nia1 ^: "m 0 try+ to b9d up ! "p4 ,! slave-trade utt]ly demoraliz$ ! p2 ! ,arabs b\ght :oev] 0 br\ght to !m1 & ! great ext5t ( =e/ 9 ! c\ntry favor$ kidnapp+2 o!rwise ! p 7 hone/4 ,f>!r on !y pass$ ?r\gh an imm5se un9habit$ tract1 t _h once evid5tly _h a va/ population4 ,!n1 9 ! ,waiyau c\ntry1 we/ ( ,mataka's1 came a spl5did di/rict #cdjj feet above ! sea1 z well adapt$ = a settlem5t z ,magom]o1 b x _h tak5 !m f\r mon?s to get at x1 :ile ,magom]o 0 rea*$ 9 ?ree weeks4 ,! ab&onm5t ( t mission he w\ld nev] cease to regret4 ,z !y ne>$ ,lake ,nyassa1 slave p>ties became m common4 ,on ! #h? ,augu/1 #ahff1 !y rea*$ ! lake1 :i* seem$ to ,liv+/one l an old famili> fri5d :i* he nev] expect$ to see aga94 ,he ?ank$ ,god1 ba!d aga9 9 ! delici\s wat]1 & felt q exhil>at$4 ,writ+ to 8 son ,?omas1 #bh? ,augu/1 he says3 ,! ,sepoys 7 morally unfit = travel1 & !n we _h h>d l9es1 all ( u4 ,food 0 n to be _h = love or money4 ,our f9e/ clo?s only br\ght mis]able morsels ( ! common gra94 ,i trudg$ x ! :ole way1 & hav+ no animal food save :at turtle-doves & gu9ea-f[ls we occasionally %ot1 ,i became l "o ( ,ph>aoh's lean k9e4 ,! la/ tramp to ,nyassa br\ght u to a l& ( pl5ty4 ,x 0 ov] a v f9e c\ntry1 b q depopulat$4444 ,! pr9cipal *ief1 nam$ ,mataka1 lives on ! wat]%$ ov]hang+ ?is1 b fifty miles or m di/ant f ?is2 8 t[n conta9$ a ?\s& h\ses--_m ( !m squ>e1 9 imitation ( ! ,arabs4 ,l>ge pat*es ( ,engli% peas 9 full be>+ grew 9 ! moi/ holl[s1 or 7 irrigat$4 ,cattle %[$ t no tsetse exi/$4 ,:5 we arriv$1 ,mataka 0 j s5d+ back a numb] ( cattle & captives to _! own homes4 ,!y _h be5 tak5 by 8 p )\t 8 k f ,nyassa4 ,i saw !m by accid5t3 !re 7 fifty-f\r wom5 & *ildr51 ab\t a doz5 "y m5 & boys1 & ab\t tw5ty-five or ?irty head ( cattle4 ,z ! act 0 spontane\s1 x 0 ! m gratify+ to witness4444 ,i sometimes rememb] y ) "s anxiety1 z n kn[+ :at op5+ may be made = y 9 life4444 ,:atev] y feel y\rself be/ fitt$ =1 'commit ?y way to ! ,"l1 tru/ also 9 ,him1 & ,he w br+ x to pass4' ,"o ought to endeavor to devote ! peculi>ities ( 8 nature to 8 ,r$eem]'s s]vice1 :atev] ^! may be4 ,re/+ at ! lake1 & work+ up j\rnal1 lun>s1 & altitudes1 he he>s ( ! arrival ( an ,engli%man at ,mataka's1 ) cattle = him1 :o _h two eyes beh9d z well z two 9 front--news en\gh = a:ile4 ,zoology1 botany1 & geology engage 8 att5tion z usual4 ,he tries to get across ! lake1 b _c1 z ! slav]s own all ! dh[s1 & w nei!r l5d nor sell to him2 he has !re=e to creep on foot r\nd its s\!rn end4 ,m>ks ( de/ruction & desolation aga9 %ock ! eye--skulls & bones ev]y:]e4 ,at ! po9t :]e ! ,%ir leaves ,nyassa1 he c\ld n b ?9k ( disappo9t$ hopes--! dea? ( 8 de> wife1 & ( ! ,bi%op1 ! increas+ vigor ( ! slave-trade1 & ! ab&onm5t ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission4 ,b fai? assur$ him ( good times com+1 ?\gh he might n live to see !m4 ,w\ld only he _h se5 ?r\gh ! vi/a ( ! next t5 ye>s6 ,bi%op ,toz] done ) ,africa1 & ,bi%op ,/e]e return+ to ! old neighborhood1 & resum+ ! old "w ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission2 & 8 own c\ntrym5 plant$ 8 "n on ! promontory on :i* he gaz$ s sorr[fully1 tra9+ ! poor natives 9 ! arts ( civilization1 re>+ ,*ri/ian h\seholds among !m1 & proclaim+ ! bless$ ,gospel ( ! ,god ( love6 ,inv>iably z he goes along1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one aims at two ?+s3 at tea*+ "s ( ! great tru?s ( ,*ri/ianity1 & r\s+ consci5ces on ! atroci\s guilt ( ! slave-trade4 ,9 connection ) ! =m] he discov]s t 8 usual way ( conduct+ div9e s]vice--by ! read+ ( pray]s--does n give ignorant p]sons any idea ( an unse5 ,be+2 kneel+ & pray+ ) ! eyes %ut is bett]4 ,at ! foot ( ! lake he goes out ( 8 way to remon/rate ) ,mukat1 "o ( ! *ief m>aud]s ( ! di/rict4 ,! t5or ( 8 addresses is 9 "s degree %ap$ by ! practices he f9ds s preval5t3 ,we m5tion our relation%ip to our ,fa!r1 ! guilt ( sell+ any ( 8 *ildr51 ! consequ5ces3--e4g4 x begets w>1 = z !y don't l to sell _! own1 !y /eal f o!r villag]s1 :o retaliate4 ,arabs & ,waiyau1 invit$ into ! c\ntry by _! sell+1 fo/] feuds1--w>s & depopulation ensue4 ,we m5tion ! ,bible--future /ate--pray]2 advise union1 t !y w\ld unite z "o family to expel enemies1 :o came fir/ z slave-trad]s1 & end$ by leav+ ! c\ntry a wild]ness4 ,x 0 ab\t ?is "t t ,wikatani1 "o ( ! two ,waiyau boys :o _h be5 rescu$ f slav]y1 f9d+1 z he believ$ or said1 "s bro!rs & si/]s on ! we/]n %ore ( ! lake1 left ,liv+/one & rema9$ ) !m4 ,!re _h be5 an impression 9 "s qu>t]s1 t1 accord+ to 8 wont1 ,liv+/one _h made him 8 slave2 to %[ ! contr>y1 he gave him 8 *oice ( rema9+ or go+1 &1 :5 ! boy *ose to rema91 he acquiesc$4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h ere n[ pass$ ov] ! gr\nd :]e1 if any:]e1 he might h hop$ to f9d a /ation = a comm]cial & mission>y settlem5t1 indep5d5t ( ! ,portuguese4 ,9 ?is hope he 0 r disappo9t$4 ,! only spot he ref]s to is ! di/rict we/ ( ,mataka's1 :i*1 h[ev]1 0 s difficult ( access4 ,ne>] ! coa/ a mission might be e/abli%$1 & to ?is project 8 m9d turn$ aft]w>d2 b x w\ld n comm& ! ,nyassa di/rict4 ,on ! :ole he pref]r$ ! ,zambesi & ,%ir valley1 ) all _! difficulties4 ,b ! ,rovuma 0 n hopeless1 & inde$1 )9 ! la/ few ye>s1 ! ,univ]sities ,mission has occupi$ ! di/rict successfully4 ,! geographical "q ( ! wat]%$ _h n[ to be grappl$ )4 ,x is natural to ask :e!r ?is "q 0 ( suffici5t importance to engage 8 ma9 en]gies1 & ju/ify ! incalculable sacrifices und]gone by him dur+ ! rema9+ six ye>s ( 8 life4 ,fir/ ( all1 we mu/ rememb]1 x 0 n 8 own s*eme--x 0 press$ on him by ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison & ! ,geographical ,society2 & x may p]haps be d\bt$ :e!r1 _h he =ese5 ! co/ ( ! ent]prise1 he w\ld h deem$ ! object wor?y ( ! price4 ,b ev] & anon1 he seem$ to be close on :at he 0 se>*+ =1 & c]ta9 to secure x by j a little fur!r ef=t2 :ile z (t51 l ! cup ( ,tantalus1 x 0 snat*$ f 8 grasp4 ,moreov]1 dur+ a life-"t ( spl5did self-discipl9e1 he _h be5 tra9+ himself to keep 8 promises1 & to complete 8 tasks2 nor c\ld he 9 any way see x 8 duty to break ! "o or leave ! o!r unf9i%$4 ,he _h und]tak5 to ! ,geographical ,society to solve t problem1 & he w\ld d x if x c\ld be done4 ,:]ev] he w5t he _h always "s opportunity to make kn[n ! fa!r-hood ( ,god & 8 love 9 ,*ri/1 al?\gh ! se$ he s[$ seem$ seldom to take root4 ,!n he 0 ga!r+ fre% in=mation on ! /ate ( ! c\ntry & ! habits ( ! p4 ,he 0 especially ga!r+ in=mation on ! accurs$ slave-trade4 ,?is "q ( ! wat]%$1 too1 _h fasc9at$ 8 m9d1 = he _h a /rong impression t ! real s\rces ( ! ,nile 7 f> high] ?an any previ\s travel] _h suppos$--f> high] ?an ,lake ,victoria ,nyanza1 & t x w\ld be a s]vice to religion z well z sci5ce to discov] ! f\nta9s ( ! /ream on ^: bosom1 9 ! dawn ( ,hebrew hi/ory1 ,moses _h float$ 9 8 ark ( bulru%es4 ,a /rong impression lurk$ 9 8 m9d t if he %\ld only solve t old problem he w\ld acquire su* influ5ce t new weight w\ld be giv5 to 8 plead+s = ,africa2 j z1 at ! beg9n+ ( 8 c>e]1 he _h wi%$ = a comm&+ /yle ( composition1 to be able to r\se ! att5tion ( ! _w to t ill-treat$ cont95t4 ,he 0 /rongly dispos$ to ?9k t 9 ! acc\nt ( ! s\rces giv5 to ,h]odotus by ! ,regi/r> ( ,m9]va 9 ! temple ( ,sas1 t individual 0 n jok+1 z ! fa!r ( hi/ory suppos$4 ,he ?\ght t 9 ! wat]%$ ! two conical hills1 ,crophi & ,mophi might be f\nd1 & ! f\nta9s betwe5 !m :i* x 0 impossible to fa?om2 & t x might be se5 t f t region !re 0 a riv] fl[+ nor? to ,egypt1 & ano!r fl[+ s\? to a c\ntry t might h be5 call$ ,e?iopia4 ,b :atev] might be 8 views or aims1 x 0 orda9$ t 9 ! w&]+s ( 8 la/ ye>s he %\ld br+ )9 ! sympa?ies ( ! ,*ri/ian _w _m a poor tribe o!rwise unkn[n2 t he %\ld witness sights1 surpass+ all he _h ev] se5 be=e ( ! inhumanity & horrors ( ! slave-traffic--sights t h>r[$ 8 inmo/ s\l2 & t :5 8 f9al appeal to 8 c\ntrym5 on behalf ( its victims came1 n f1 8 liv+ voice b f 8 tomb1 x %\ld ga!r f a ?\s& t\*+ associations a ?rill+ p[] t w\ld r\se ! _w1 & f9ally root out ! accurs$ ?+4 ,a v valuable te/imony 0 borne by ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e to ! real aims ( ,liv+/one1 & ! value ( 8 "w1 especially 9 ?is la/ j\rney1 9 a spee* deliv]$ 9 ! ,glasg[ ,*amb] ( ,comm]ce1 #aj? ,novemb]1 #ahgf3 ,! object1 he said1 ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one's geographical & sci5tific explorations 0 to lead 8 c\ntrym5 to ! great "w ( ,*ri/ianiz+ & civiliz+ ! millions ( ,c5tral ,africa4 ,y w recollect h[1 :5 fir/ he came back f 8 wond]ful j\rney1 ?\gh we 7 all greatly />tl$ by 8 a*ievem5ts & by :at he told u1 p really did n lay :at he said mu* to he>t4 ,!y 7 /imulat$ to take up ! cause ( ,african discov]y aga91 & o!r travel]s w5t out & did excell5t s]vice2 b ! great fact :i* 0 f ! v fir/ ^u ,liv+/one's m9d1 & :i* he us$ to impress ^u y1 did n make ! impression he wi%$1 & al?\gh a good _m p took m & m int]e/ 9 ! ,civilization ( ,africa & 9 ! abolition ( ! slave-trade1 :i* he po9t$ out 0 ! great ob/acle to all progress1 /ill x did n come home to ! p g5]ally4 ,x 0 n until 8 ?ird & la/ j\rney1 :5 he 0 no m to return among u1 t ! descriptions :i* he gave ( ! horrors ( ! slave-trade 9 ! int]ior really took hold ^u ! m9d ( ! p ( ?is c\ntry1 & made !m det]m9e t :at us$ to be consid]$ ! crot*et ( a few religi\s m9ds & humanit>ian sort ( p]sons1 %\ld be a phase ( ! great "w :i* ?is c\ntry _h und]tak51 to free ! ,african races1 & to aboli%1 9 ! fir/ place1 ! slave-trade by sea1 & !n1 z we hope1 ! slav+ by l&4 ,9 ,septemb] an ,arab slav] 0 met at ,m>5ga's1 :o told ,musa1 "o ( ! ,johanna m51 t all ! c\ntry 9 front 0 full ( ,mazitu1 a w>like tribe2 t =ty-f\r ,arabs & _! foll[]s _h be5 kill$ by !m at ,kasunga1 & t he only _h escap$4 ,musa's he>t 0 fill$ ) con/]nation4 ,x 0 9 va9 t ,m>5ga assur$ him t !re 7 no ,mazitu 9 ! direction 9 :i* he 0 go+1 & t ,liv+/one prote/$ to him t he w\ld give !m a wide b]?4 ,! ,johanna m5 want$ an excuse = go+ back1 b 9 su* a way t1 :5 !y rea*$ ,zanzib>1 !y %\ld get _! pay4 ,!y left him 9 a body1 & :5 !y got to ,zanzib>1 circulat$ a circum/antial report t he _h be5 murd]$4 ,9 ,decemb]1 #ahff1 ,musa appe>$ at ,zanzib>1 & told h[ ,liv+/one _h cross$ ,lake ,nyassa to its we/]n or nor?we/]n %ore1 & 0 pu%+ on we/ or nor?we/1 :51 betwe5 ,m>5ga & ,maklisoora1 a b& ( savages /opp$ _! way1 & ru%$ on him & 8 small b& ( foll[]s1 n[ r$uc$ to tw5ty4 ,liv+/one fir$ twice1 & kill$ two2 b1 9 ! act ( reload+1 ?ree ,mafite leap$ ^u him ?r\gh ! smoke1 "o ( !m fell$ him ) an axe-cut f beh9d1 & ! bl[ ne>ly sev]$ 8 head f 8 body4 ,! ,johanna m5 fl$ into ! ?ick jungle1 & miracul\sly escap$4 ,return+ to ! sc5e ( ! trag$y1 !y f\nd ! body ( _! ma/]1 & 9 a %all[ grave dug ) "s /akes1 !y committ$ 8 rema9s to ! gr\nd1 ,_m details 7 giv5 reg>d+ ! ,sepoys1 & reg>d+ ! aft] =tunes ( ,musa & 8 companions4 ,"u cross-exam9ation ,musa /ood firmly to 8 /ory1 :i* 0 believ$ bo? by ,dr4 ,sew>d & ,dr4 ,kirk1 ( ,zanzib>4 ,b :5 ! tid+s rea*$ ,engl&1 d\bt 0 ?r[n on !m by "s ( ^? be/ qualifi$ to judge4 ,mr4 ,edw>d ,d4 ,"y1 :o _h _h deal+s ) ,musa1 & knew him to be a li>1 0 suspici\s ( ! /ory2 s 0 ,mr4 ,horace ,wall]4 ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison1 too1 proclaim$ himself an unbeliev]1 not)/&+ all ! circum/antiality & app>5t conclusiv5ess ( ! tale4 ,! c\ntry 0 res\nd+ ) lam5tations1 ! newspap]s 7 full ( obitu>y notices1 b ! /rong-m9d$ disbeliev]s 7 n to be mov$4 ,sir ,rod]ick & 8 fri5ds ( ! ,geographical ,society det]m9$ to organize a se>* exp$ition1 & ,mr4 ,e4 ,d4 ,"y 0 reque/$ to und]take ! task4 ,9 ,may1 #ahfg1 all 0 ready = ! dep>ture ( ! ,exp$ition2 & on ! #be? ,july1 ,mr4 ,e4 ,d4 ,"y1 :o 0 accompani$ by ,mr4 ,faulkn]1 ,john ,reid1 & ,patrick ,buckley1 ca/ an*or at ! m\? ( ! ,zambesi4 ,a /eel boat nam$ ,! ,se>*1 & "s small] boats1 7 spe$ily laun*$1 & ! p>ty 7 mov+ up ! riv]4 ,we h no space = an acc\nt ( ,mr4 ,"y's mo/ int]e/+ j\rney1 n ev5 = ! detail ( t wond]ful a*ievem5t1 ! c>ry+ ( ! pieces ( ! ,se>* pa/ ! ,mur*ison ,cat>acts1 & _! recon/ruction at ! top1 )\t a s+le piece miss+4 ,! sum & sub/ance ( ,mr4 ,"y's /ory 01 t fir/1 q unexpect$ly1 he came ^u a man ne> ! s\? end ( ,lake ,nyassa1 :o _h se5 ,liv+/one !re1 & :o describ$ him well1 %[+ t he _h n cross$ at ! nor? end1 z ,musa _h said1 b1 = "s reason1 _h come r\nd by ! s\?2 !n1 ! *ief ,m>5ga n only told him ( ,liv+/one's /ay !re1 b also ( ! return ( ,musa1 aft] leav+ him1 )\t any /ory ( 8 murd]2 also1 at ,mapunda1 !y came on traces ( ! boy ,wikatani1 & le>n$ 8 /ory1 ?\gh !y did n see himself4 ,! mo/ ample pro( ( ! falsehood ( ,musa's /ory 0 ?us obta9$1 & by ! end ( #ahfg1 ,mr4 ,"y1 aft] a mo/ active1 gallant1 & successful campaign1 0 approa*+ ! %ores ( ,engl&#fh4 ,no ent]prise c\ld h br\ght m satisfactory results1 & all 9 ! incr$ibly %ort p]iod ( eight mon?s4 ,footnote #fh3 ,see ,! ,se>* = ,liv+/one1 by ,e4,d4 ,"y3 ,london1 #ahfh4 ,mean:ile1 ,liv+/one1 little ?9k+ ( all ! commotion t ! knave ,musa _h creat$1 0 pu%+ on 9 ! direction ( ,lake ,tanganyika4 ,?\gh x 0 n true t he _h be5 murd]$1 x 0 true t he 0 half-/>v$4 ,! want ( o!r food compell$ him to subsi/ to a l>ge ext5t on ,african maize1 ! mo/ ta/eless & unsatisfy+ ( food4 ,x nev] produc$ ! feel+ ( suffici5cy1 & x w\ld set him to dream ( d9n]s he _h once eat51 ?\gh dream+ 0 n 8 habit1 except :5 he 0 ill4 ,aga9/ 8 w1 ! ?\ght ( delici\s fea/s w\ld come ^u him1 mak+ x all ! m difficult to be *e]ful1 )1 probably1 ! poore/ f>e on :i* life c\ld be 9 any way ma9ta9$1 ,to complete 8 mis]y1 8 f\r goats 7 lo/1 s t ! "o com=t ( 8 table--a little milk along ) 8 maize--0 tak5 f him :5 mo/ eag]ly s\ght & valu$4 ,9 review+ ! ye> #ahff1 he f9ds x less productive ( results ?an he _h hop$ =3 ,we n[ end #ahff4 ,x has n be5 s fruitful or useful z ,i int5d$4 ,w try to d bett] 9 #ahfg1 & be bett]--m g5tle & lov+2 & may ! ,almighty1 to :om ,i commit my way1 br+ my desires to pass1 & prosp] me6 ,let all ! s9s ( '#ff be blott$ out1 = ,jesus' sake4 ,may ,he :o 0 full ( grace & tru? impress 8 "* on m9e3 grace--eag]ness to %[ favor2 tru?--tru?fulness1 s9c]ity1 honor--= 8 m]cy's sake4 ,habitually brave & fe>less ?\gh ,liv+/one 01 x 0 n )\t frequ5t self-/imulation1 & acts ( fai? 9 unse5 tru?1 t ! peace ( 8 m9d 0 ma9ta9$4 ,9 ! mid/ ( 8 notes ( progress1 su* private ?\ghts z ! foll[+ occur f "t to "t3 ,x seems to h be5 a mi/ake to imag9e t ! ,div9e ,maje/y on high 0 too exalt$ to take any notice ( our mean affairs4 ,! great m9ds among m5 are rem>kable = ! att5tion !y be/[ on m9uti4 ,an a/ronom] _c be great unless 8 m9d c grasp an inf9ity ( v small ?+s1 ea* ( :i*1 if unatt5d$ to1 w\ld ?r[ 8 "w out4 ,a great g5]al att5ds to ! smalle/ details ( 8 army4 ,! ,duke ( ,well+ton's lett]s %[ 8 con/ant att5tion to m9ute details4 ,& s ) ! ,supreme ,m9d1 ( ! univ]se1 z ,he is reveal$ to u 9 8 ,son4 ',! v hairs ( y\r head are all numb]$1' ',a sp>r[ _c fall to ! gr\nd )\t y\r ,fa!r1' ',he :o dwelle? 9 ! light :i* no man c approa* unto' condesc5ds to provide = ! m9ute/ ( our wants1 direct+1 gu>d+1 & assi/+ 9 ea* h\r & mom5t1 ) an inf9itely m vigilant & excell5t c>e ?an our own utmo/ self-love c ev] atta9 to4 ,) ! ev]-wat*ful1 lov+ eye con/antly ^u me1 ,i may surely foll[ my b5t1 & g among ! hea!n 9 front1 be>+ ! message ( peace & good-w4 ,all appreciate ! /atem5t t x is (f5sive to our common ,fa!r to sell & kill 8 *ildr54 ,i w !re=e g1 & may ! ,almighty help me to be fai?ful6 ,writ+ to 8 son ,?omas1 #a/ ,febru>y1 #ahfg1 he compla9s aga9 ( 8 t]rible hung]3 ,! p h no?+ to sell b a little millet-porridge & mu%rooms4 ,woe is me6 good en\gh to produce f9e dreams ( ! roa/ beef ( old ,engl&1 b no?+ else4 ,i h become v ?91 ?\gh ,i 0 s be=e2 b n[1 if y weigh$ me1 y might calculate v easily h[ mu* y might get = ! bones4 ,b--we got a c[ ye/]day1 & ,i am to get milk to-morr[4444 ,i grieve to write x1 poor poodle ',*itane' 0 dr[n$ #ae? ,janu>y1 9 ! ,*imbw2 he _h to cross a m>% a mile wide1 & wai/-deep4444 ,i w5t ov] fir/1 & =got to give directions ab\t ! dog--all 7 too mu* engag$ 9 keep+ _! balance to notice t he swam among !m till he di$4 ,he _h m spunk ?an a hundr$ c\ntry dogs--took *>ge ( ! :ole l9e ( m>*1 ran to see ! fir/ 9 ! l9e1 !n back to ! la/1 & b>k$ to haul him up2 !n1 :5 he knew :at hut ,i occupi$1 w\ld n let a c\ntry cur come 9 sight ( x1 & nev] /ole himself4 ,we h n _h any difficulties ) ! p1 made _m fri5ds1 imp>t$ a little k sometimes1 & rais$ a prote/ aga9/ slav]y v widely4 ,! ye> #ahfg 0 signaliz$ by a great calamity1 & by two important geographical feats4 ,! calamity 0 ! loss ( 8 m$ic9e-*e/4 ,x _h be5 intru/$ to "o ( 8 mo/ c>eful p2 b1 )\t au?ority1 a c>ri] hir$ = ! day took x & "s o!r ?+s to c>ry = ! prop] be>]1 !n bolt$1 & nei!r c>ri] nor box c\ld be f\nd4 ,i felt1 says ,liv+/one1 z if ,i _h n[ receiv$ ! s5t5ce ( dea?1 l poor ,bi%op ,mack5zie4 ,) ! m$ic9e-*e/ 0 lo/ ! p[] ( treat+ himself 9 fev] ) ! m$ic9e t _h prov$ s effectual4 ,we f9d him n long aft] 9 a /ate ( ins5sibility1 try+ to raise himself f ! gr\nd1 fall+ back ) all 8 weight1 & knock+ 8 head ^u a box4 ,! loss ( ! m$ic9e-box 0 probably ! beg9n+ ( ! end2 8 sy/em lo/ ! wond]ful p[] ( recov]y :i* x _h hi!rto %[n2 & o!r ailm5ts--9 ! lungs1 ! feet1 & ! b[els1 t might h be5 kept "u 9 a m vigor\s /ate ( g5]al heal?1 began h]eaft] to prevail aga9/ him4 ,! two geographical feats 7--8 fir/ sight ( ,lake ,tanganyika1 & 8 discov]y ( ,lake ,mo]o4 ,9 ,april he rea*$ ,lake ,liemba1 z ! l[] "p ( ,tanganyika 0 call$4 ,! sc5]y 0 wond]fully beautiful1 & ! air ( ! :ole region rem>kably peaceful4 ,! want ( m$ic9e made an illness "h v sev]e2 on recov]+1 he w\ld h gone d[n ! lake1 b 0 dissuad$1 9 consequ5ce ( 8 he>+ t a *ief 0 kill+ all t came t way4 ,he !re=e returns to ,*itimba's1 & resolves to explore ,lake ,mo]o1 believ+ t !re ! "q ( ! wat]%$ w\ld be decid$1 ,at ,*itimba's1 he is deta9$ upw>d ( ?ree mon?s1 9 consequ5ce ( ! di/urb$ /ate ( ! c\ntry4 ,at la/ he gets ! escort ( "s ,arab trad]s1 :o %[ him mu* k9dness1 b aga9 he is pro/rat$ by illness1 & at l5g? he rea*es ,lake ,mo]o1 #h? ,novemb]1 #ahfg4 ,he he>s ( ano!r lake1 call$ ,bembo or ,bangweolo1 & to he> ( x is to resolve to see x4 ,b he is t]ribly we>i$ ) two ye>s' travel+ )\t hav+ he>d f home1 & he ?9ks he mu/ fir/ g to ,ujiji1 = lett]s & /ores4 ,mean:ile1 z ! trad]s are go+ to ,casembe's1 he accompanies !m ?i!r4 ,casembe he f9ds to be a fi]ce *ief1 :o rules 8 p ) great tyranny1 cutt+ (f _! e>s1 & ev5 _! h&s1 = ! mo/ trivial (f5ses4 ,p]sons s mutilat$1 se5 9 8 village1 excite a feel+ ( horror4 ,?is *ief 0 n "o easily got at1 b ,liv+/one believ$ t he ga9$ an influ5ce ) him1 only he c\ld n q ov]come 8 prejudice aga9/ him4 ,! ye> #ahfg end$ ) ano!r sev]e attack ( illness4 ,! *ief int]e/ 9 ,lake ,mo]o1 says ,liv+/one1 is t x =ms "o ( a *a9 ( lakes1 connect$ by a riv] "s #ejj miles 9 l5g?4 ,fir/ ( all1 ! ,*ambez rises 9 ! c\ntry ( ,mambw1 ,n4,e4 ( ,molemba2 x !n fl[s s\?we/ & we/1 till x rea*es lat4 #aa ,s41 & long4 #bi ,e41 :]e x =ms ,lake ,bemba or ,bangweolo2 em]g+ !nce1 x assumes ! "n ( ,luapula1 & comes d[n "h to fall into ,mo]o4 ,on go+ out ( ?is lake x is kn[n by ! "n ( ,lualaba1 z x fl[s ,n4,w4 9 ,rua to =m ano!r lake ) _m isl&s1 call$ ,ur5g or ,ul5g4 ,beyond ?is1 in=mation is n positive z to :e!r x ent]s ,lake ,tanganyika1 or ano!r lake beyond t4444 ,s9ce com+ to ,casembe's1 ! te/imony ( natives & ,arabs has be5 s unit$ & consi/5t1 t ,i am b t5 days f ,lake ,bemba or ,bangweolo1 t ,i _c d\bt its accuracy4 ,! det5tions exp]i5c$ 9 #ahfg 7 long & we>isome1 & ,liv+/one dislik$ !m because he 0 nev] well :5 do+ no?+4 ,8 light read+ mu/ h be5 pretty well exhau/$2 ev5 ,smi?'s ,diction>y ( ! ,bible1 :i* accompani$ him 9 ^! w&]+s1 & :i* we h no d\bt he read ?r\gh\t1 mu/ h got we>isome sometimes4 ,he occupi$ himself 9 writ+ lett]s1 9 ! hope t someh[ or sometime he might f9d an opportunity ( despat*+ !m4 ,he took ! ra9fall c>efully dur+ ! ye>1 & lun>s & o!r obs]vations1 :5 ! sky p]mitt$4 ,he _h int5d$ to make 8 obs]vations m p]fect on ?is j\rney ?an on any previ\s "o1 b alas = 8 difficulties & disappo9tm5ts6 ,a lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> & ,mr4 ,mann1 8 assi/ant1 gives a pitiful acc\nt ( ^!3 ,i came ?is j\rney ) a det]m9ation to obs]ve v c>efully all y\r h9ts z to occupations & obs]vations1 ea/ & we/1 nor? & s\?1 b ,i h be5 s worri$ by lazy1 deceitful ,sepoys1 & ?ievi% ,johanna m51 & indiff]5t in/rum5ts1 t ,i fe> ! results are v poor4 ,he goes on to say t "s ( 8 in/rum5ts 7 defective1 & o!rs w5t out ( ord]1 & t 8 "t-tak]1 "o ( 8 p1 _h no consci5ce1 & c\ld n be tru/$4 ,! records ( 8 obs]vations1 not)/&+1 indicate mu* c>e & pa9s4 ,9 ,april1 he _h be5 v unwell1 tak+ fits ( total ins5sibility1 b z he _h n said any?+ ( ?is to 8 p at home1 x 0 to be kept a secret4 ,8 ,j\rnal = #ahfg ends ) a /atem5t ( ! pov]ty ( 8 food1 & ! weakness to :i* he 0 r$uc$4 ,he _h h>dly any?+ to eat b ! co>se/ gra9 ( ! c\ntry1 & no tea1 c(fee1 or sug>4 ,an ,arab trad]1 ,mohamad ,bogh>ib1 :o arriv$ at ,casembe's ab\t ! same "t1 pres5t$ him ) a meal ( v]micelli1 oil1 & honey1 & _h "s c(fee & sug>2 ,liv+/one _h _h none s9ce he left ,nyassa4 ,! ,j\rnal = #ahfh beg9s ) a pray] t if he %\ld die t ye>1 he might be prep>$ = x4 ,! ye> 0 sp5t 9 ! same region1 & 0 signaliz$ by ! discov]y ( ,lake ,bemba1 or1 z x may m prop]ly be call$1 ,lake ,bangweolo1 ,e>ly 9 ! ye> he he>d acc\nts ( :at int]e/$ him greatly--c]ta9 und]gr\nd h\ses 9 ,rua1 rang+ along a m\nta9 side = tw5ty miles4 ,9 "s cases ! doorways 7 level ) ! c\ntry adjac5t2 9 o!rs1 ladd]s 7 us$ to climb up to !m2 inside !y 7 said to be v l>ge1 & n ! "w ( m51 b ( ,god4 ,he became eag]ly desir\s to visit ^! my/]i\s dwell+s4 ,circum/ances turn+ out m favorable to 8 go+ to ,lake ,bangweolo1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one put (f 8 j\rney to ,ujiji1 on :i* 8 m5 _h be5 c\nt+1 & mu* aga9/ ! advice ( ,mohamad1 8 trad] fri5d & companion1 det]m9$ fir/ to see ! lake ( :i* he _h he>d s mu*4 ,! consequ5ce 0 a rebellion among 8 m54 ,) ! exception ( five1 !y refus$ to g ) him4 ,!y _h be5 consid]ably demoraliz$ by contact ) ! ,arab trad] & 8 slave-gang4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one took ?is rebellion ) wond]ful placidity1 = 9 8 own m9d he c\ld n greatly blame !m4 ,x 0 no wond] !y 7 tir$ ( ! ev]la/+ tramp+1 = he 0 sick ( x himself4 ,he reap$ ! fruit ( 8 mildness by ! m5 com+ back to him1 on 8 return f ! lake1 & (f]+ _! s]vices4 ,x _c be said ( him t he 0 n dispos$ to make any all[ance = human weakness4 ,:5 record+ a fault1 & h[ he dealt ) x1 he (t5 adds1 consci\sness ( my own defects makes me l5i5t4 ,i also h my weaknesses4 ,! way to ! lake 0 m>k$ by fre% & lam5table tok5s ( ! suff]+s ( slaves4 #bd? ,june4--,six m5-slaves 7 s++ z if !y did n feel ! weight & degradation ( ! slave-/icks4 ,i ask$ ! cause ( _! mir?1 & 0 told t !y rejoic$ at ! idea ( 'com+ back aft] dea?1 & haunt+ & kill+ ^? :o _h sold !m1' ,"s ( ! words ,i _h to inquire ab\t2 = in/ance1 ! mean+ ( ! words1 'to haunt & kill by _s p[]1' !n x 01 ',oh1 y s5t me (f to ,manga 7sea-coa/71 b ! yoke is (f :5 ,i die1 & back ,i %all come to haunt & to kill y4' ,!n all jo9$ 9 ! *orus1 :i* 0 ! "n ( ea* v5dor4 ,x told n ( fun1 b ( ! bitt]ness & te>s ( su* z 7 oppress$2 & on ! side ( ! oppressors !re 0 p[]4 ,!re be high] ?an !y6 ,8 discov]y ( ,lake ,bangweolo is record$ z quietly z if x _h be5 a mill-pond3 ,on ! #ah? ,july1 ,i walk$ a little way out1 & saw ! %ores ( ! lake = ! fir/ "t1 ?ankful t ,i _h come safely hi!r4 ,! lake _h sev]al inhabit$ isl&s1 :i* ,dr4 ,liv+/one visit$1 to ! great wond] ( ! natives1 :o cr[d$ ar\nd him 9 multitudes1 nev] hav+ se5 su* a curiosity z a :ite man be=e4 ,9 ! middle ( ! lake ! canoe-m5 :om he _h hir$ to c>ry him across refus$ to proce$ fur!r1 "u ! influ5ce ( "s fe>1 real or pret5d$1 & he 0 oblig$ to submit4 ,b ! mo/ int]e/+1 ?\gh n ! mo/ pleasant1 ?+ ab\t ! lake1 0 ! ooze or sponge :i* occurr$ frequ5tly on its banks4 ,! spongy places 7 slightly depress$ valleys1 )\t trees or bu%es1 ) grass a foot or fifte5 in*es high2 !y 7 usually f two to t5 miles long1 & f a qu>t] ( a mile to a mile broad4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ?irty geographical miles1 he cross$ tw5ty-n9e1 & t1 too1 at ! end ( ! f\r? mon? ( ! dry season4 ,x 0 necess>y = him to /rip ! l[] "p ( 8 p]son be=e =d+ !m1 & !n ! lee*es p\nc$ on him1 & 9 a mom5t _h secur$ su* a grip1 t ev5 twi/+ !m r\nd ! f+]s fail$ to te> !m (f4 ,x 0 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's impression at ?is "t t 9 discov]+ ,lake ,bangweolo1 ) ! sponges t f$ x1 he _h made ano!r discov]y--t ^! m>%y places might be ! real s\rces ( ! ?ree great riv]s1 ! ,nile1 ! ,congo1 & ! ,zambesi4 ,a l9k1 h[ev]1 0 yet want+ to prove 8 !ory4 ,x _h yet to be %[n t ! wat]s t fl[$ f ,lake ,bangweolo into ,lake ,mo]o1 & !nce nor?w>d by ! riv] ,lualaba1 7 connect$ ) ! ,nile sy/em4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 /rongly incl9$ to believe t ?is connection exi/$2 b t[>d ! close ( 8 life he _h m d\bts ( x1 al?\gh x 0 left to o!rs to e/abli% conclusively t ! ,lualaba 0 ! ,congo1 & s5t no bran* to ! ,nile4 ,on leav+ ,lake ,bangweolo1 det5tion occurr$ aga9 z x _h occurr$ be=e4 ,! c\ntry 0 v di/urb$ & v mis]able1 & ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 9 great /raits & want4 ,yet ) a grim humor he tells h[1 :5 ly+ 9 an op5 %$1 ) all 8 m5 ar\nd him1 he dream$ ( hav+ ap>tm5ts at ,miv>t's ,hotel4 ,x 0 aft] mu* delay t he f\nd himself at la/1 "u ! escort ( a slave-p>ty1 on ! way to ,ujiji4 ,mr4 ,wall] has graphically describ$ ! situation4 ,at la/ he makes a />t on ! #aa? ( ,decemb]1 #ahfh1 ) ! ,arabs1 :o are b\nd ea/w>d = ,ujiji4 ,x is a motley gr\p1 compos$ ( ,mohamad & 8 fri5ds1 a gang ( ,unyamwezi hang]s-on1 & /r+s ( wret*$ slaves yok$ toge!r 9 _! heavy slave-/icks4 ,"s c>ry ivory1 o!rs copp]1 or food = ! m>*1 :ile hope & fe>1 mis]y & villa9y1 may be read (f on ! v>i\s faces t pass 9 l9e out ( ?is c\ntry1 l a s]p5t dragg+ its accurs$ folds away f ! victim x has p>alyz$ ) its fangs4 ,new ,ye>'s ,day1 #ahfi1 f\nd ,liv+/one labor+ "u a worse attack ( illness ?an any he _h ev] _h be=e4 ,= t5 weeks to come 8 situation 0 z pa9ful z c be conceiv$4 ,a cont9ual c\gh1 night & day1 ! mo/ di/ress+ weakness1 inability to walk1 yet ! necessity ( mov+ on1 or r ( be+ mov$ on1 9 a k9d ( litt] arrang$ by ,mohamad ,bogh>ib1--:]e1 ) 8 face poorly protect$ f ! sun1 he 0 jolt$ up & d[n & sideways1 )\t m$ic9e or food = an invalid1--made ! situation suffici5tly try+4 ,8 pray] 0 t he might hold out to ,ujiji1 :]e he expect$ to f9d m$ic9es & /ores1 ) ! re/ & %elt] s necess>y 9 8 circum/ances4 ,s ill 0 he1 t he lo/ c\nt ( ! days ( ! week & ! mon?4 ,i saw myself ly+ dead 9 ! way to ,ujiji1 & all ! lett]s ,i expect$ !re--useless4 ,:5 ,i ?9k ( my *ildr51 ! l9es r+ ?r\gh my head p]petually3 ',i %all look into y\r faces1 ,& li/5 to :at y say2 ,& be (t5 v ne> y ,:5 y ?9k ,i'm f> away4' ,on ! #bf? ,febru>y1 #ahfi1 he emb>k$ 9 a canoe on ,tanganyika1 & on ! #ad? ,m>* he rea*$ ! long$-= ,ujiji1 on ! ea/]n %ore ( ! lake4 ,to complete 8 trial1 he f\nd t ! goods he expect$ _h be5 made away ) 9 e direction4 ,a few fragm5ts 7 ab\t all he c\ld f9d4 ,m$ic9es1 w9e1 & *eese _h be5 left at ,unyanyembe1 ?irte5 days di/ant4 ,a w> 0 rag+ on ! way1 s t !y c\ld n be s5t = till ! communications 7 re/or$4 ,to obviate z f> z possible ! recurr5ce ( su* a disa/] to a new /ore ( goods :i* he 0 n[ ask+ ,dr4 ,kirk to s5d him1 ,liv+/one wrote a lett] to ! ,sultan ( ,zanzib>1 #bj? ,april1 #ahfi1 9 :i* he frankly & cordially ackn[l$g$ ! b5efit he _h d]iv$ f ! lett] ( recomm5dation 8 ,highness _h giv5 him1 & ! great k9dness ( ! ,arabs1 especially ,mohamad ,bogh>ib1 :o _h c]ta9ly sav$ 8 life4 ,!n he compla9s ( ! robb]y ( 8 goods1 *iefly by "o ,musa b9 ,salim1 "o ( ! p ( ! ,gov]nor ( ,unyanyembe1 :o _h b\ght ivory ) ! price1 & ano!r man :o _h b\ght a wife4 ,liv+/one does n expect 8 clo? & beads to be br\ght back1 or ! price ( ! wife & ivory return$1 b he says3 ,i beg ! assi/ance ( y\r au?ority to prev5t a fre% /ock ( goods1 = :i* ,i n[ s5d to ,zanzib>1 be+ plund]$ 9 ! same way4 ,_h x be5 ! loss ( t5 or twelve pieces ( clo? only1 ,i %\ld n h presum$ to tr\ble y\r ,highness ab\t ! loss2 b #fb pieces or gorahs out ( #hj1 besides beads1 is l cutt+ a man's ?roat4 ,if "o or two gu>ds ( good "* c\ld be s5t by y1 no "o w\ld plund] ! pagasi next "t4 ,i wi% also to hire twelve or fifte5 good freem5 to act z canoe-m5 or port]s1 or 9 any o!r capacity t may be requir$4 ,i %all be greatly oblig$ if y appo9t "o ( y\r g5tlem5 :o kn[s ! c\ntry to select t numb]1 & give !m & _! headman a *>ge z to _! behavior4 ,if !y "k t y wi% !m to behave well x w h great effect4 ,i wi% to g d[n ,tanganyika1 ?r\gh ,lu&a & ,*[ambe1 & pass ! riv] ,k>agwe1 :i* falls into ,lake ,*[ambe4 ,!n come back to ,ujiji1 visit ,manyuema & ,rua1 & !n return to ,zanzib>1 :5 ,i hope to see y\r ,highness 9 ! enjoym5t ( heal? & happ9ess4 ,liv+/one %[$ only 8 usual =esight 9 tak+ ^! precautions = ! protection ( 8 next c>go ( goods4 ,9 /at+ s pla9ly 8 int5d$ r\te1 8 purpose 0 d\btless to prev5t c>elessness 9 execut+ 8 ord]s1 su* z might h aris5 _h x be5 deem$ unc]ta9 :]e he 0 go+1 & :e!r or n he meant to return by ,zanzib>4 ,( lett]s dur+ ! latt] "p ( ?is p]iod v few seem to h rea*$ _! de/9ation4 ,a %ort lett] to ,dr4 ,m(fat1 be>+ date ,ne> ,lake ,mo]o1 ,m>*1 #ahfh1 dwells dolefully on 8 inability to rea* ,lake ,bemba 9 consequ5ce ( ! flood$ /ate ( ! c\ntry1 & !n 8 det5tion ?r\gh ! /rifes ( ! ,arabs & ! natives4 ,! lett]1 h[ev]1 is m occupi$ ) review+ ! pa/ ?an n>rat+ ! pres5t4 ,9 writ+ to ,dr4 ,m(fat1 he ent]s m m9utely ?an he w\ld h done ) a less intimate & sympa!tic fri5d into ! difficulties ( 8 lot--difficulties t _h be5 increas$ by "s f :om he might h expect$ o!r ?+s4 ,he _h once se5 a map display$ 9 ! rooms ( ! ,geographical ,society1 sub/antially 8 own1 b ) ano!r "n 9 conspicu\s lett]s4 ,on ! ,zambesi he _h _h difficulties1 little suspect$1 ( :i* 9 ! meantime he w\ld say no?+ to ! public4 ,a lett] to 8 daught] ,agnes1 aft] he _h gone to ,bangweolo1 dwells also mu* on 8 pa/ difficulties--z if he felt t ! sl[ progress he 0 mak+ at ! mom5t ne$$ explanation or apology4 ,amid su* topics1 almo/ involunt>y t\*es ( ! old humor occur3 ,i broke my tee? te>+ at maize & o!r h>d food1 & !y are com+ out4 ,"o front too? is out1 & ,i h su* an awful m\?4 ,if y expect a kiss f me1 y mu/ take x ?r\gh a speak+-trumpet4 ,9 "o respect1 amid all 8 trials1 8 he>t seems to become m t5d] ?an ev]--9 affection = 8 *ildr51 & wise & consid]ate advice = _! guidance4 ,9 8 lett] to ,agnes1 he adv]ts ) "s regret to a *ance he lo/ ( say+ a ^w = 8 family :5 ,"l ,palm]/on s5t ,mr4 ,hayw>d1 ,q4,c41 to ask him :at he c\ld d to s]ve him4 ,x nev] occurr$ to me t he meant any?+ = me or my *ildr5 till ,i 0 out "h4 ,i ?\ght only ( my "w 9 ,africa1 & answ]$ accord+ly4 ,x 0 only ! fe> t 8 family w\ld be 9 want t occasion$ ?is mom5t>y regret at 8 dis9t]e/$ answ] to ,"l ,palm]/on4 ,,*apt] ,,xx4 ,,manyuema4 ,a4,d4 #ahfi-ahga4 ,he sets out to explore ,manyuema & ! riv] ,lualaba--,loss ( =ty-two lett]s--,8 feebl5ess ?r\gh illness--,he arrives at ,bamb>r--,becomes acqua9t$ ) ! soko or gorilla--,rea*es ! ,luama ,riv]--,magnific5ce ( ! c\ntry--,repulsiv5ess ( ! p--,_c get a canoe to explore ! ,lualaba--,has to return to ,bamb>r--,lett] to ,?omas1 & retrospect ( 8 life--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> & ,mr4 ,mann--,miss ,t9n--,he is worse 9 heal? ?an ev]1 yet resolves to add to 8 programme & g r\nd ,lake ,bangweolo--,lett] to ,agnes--,review ( ! pa/--,he sets out anew 9 a m nor!rly direction--,ov]p[]$ by con/ant wet--,rea*es ,nyangwe--,long det5tion--,lett] to 8 bro!r ,john--,s5se ( difficulties & tr\bles--,nobility ( 8 _s--,he sets (f ) only ?ree att5dants = ! ,lualaba--,suspicions ( ! natives--,influ5ce ( ,arab trad]s--,frightful difficulties ( ! way--,lam$ by foot-sores--,has to return to ,bamb>r--,long & we>isome det5tion--,occupations--,m$itations & rev]ies--,dea? no t]ror--,unp>allel$ position & trials--,he reads 8 ,bible f beg9n+ to end f\r times--,lett] to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,to ,agnes--,8 delight at h] s5tim5ts ab\t 8 com+ home--,acc\nt ( ! soko--,grief to he> ( dea? ( ,lady ,mur*ison--,wret*$ "* ( m5 s5t f ,zanzib>--,at la/ sets out ) ,mohamad--,difficulties--,slave-trade mo/ horrible--,_c get canoes = ,lualaba--,long wait+--,new plan--,fru/rat$ by horrible massacre on banks ( ,lualaba--,frightful sc5e--,he mu/ return to ,ujiji--,new illness--,p]ils ( j\rney to ,ujiji--,life ?ree times endang]$ 9 "o day--,rea*es ,ujiji--,%]eef has sold (f 8 goods--,he is almo/ 9 despair--,meets ,h5ry ,m4 ,/anley & is reliev$--,8 contributions to ,natural ,sci5ce dur+ la/ j\rneys--,pr(essor ,ow5 9 ! ,qu>t]ly ,review4 ,aft] re/+ = a few weeks at ,ujiji1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one set out1 #ab? ,july1 #ahfi1 to explore ! ,manyuema c\ntry4 ,ujiji 0 n a place favorable = mak+ arrangem5ts2 x 0 ! resort ( ! wor/ scum ( ,arab trad]s4 ,ev5 to s5d 8 lett]s to ! coa/ 0 a difficult und]tak+1 = ! be>]s 7 afraid he w\ld expose _! do+s4 ,on "o day he despat*$ no few] ?an =ty-two--en\gh1 no d\bt1 to =m a l>ge volume2 none ( ^! ev5 arriv$ at ,zanzib>1 s t !y mu/ h be5 purposely de/roy$4 ,! slave-trad]s ( ,urungu & ,itawa1 :]e he _h be51 7 g5tlem5 comp>$ ) ^? ( ,ujiji1 :o resembl$ ! ,kilwa & ,portuguese1 & ) :om trad+ 0 simply a sy/em ( murd]4 ,"h lay ! cause ( ,liv+/one's unexampl$ difficulties at ?is p]iod ( 8 life2 he 0 dep5d5t on m5 :o 7 n only knaves ( ! fir/ magnitude1 b :o _h a special animosity aga9/ him1 & a special motive to deceive1 rob1 & ob/ruct him 9 e possible way4 ,aft] consid]able delib]ation he decid$ to g to ,manyuema1 9 ord] to exam9e ! riv] ,lualaba1 & det]m9e ! direction ( its fl[4 ,?is w\ld settle ! "q ( ! wat]%$1 & 9 f\r or five mon?s1 if he %\ld get guides & canoes1 8 "w w\ld be done4 ,on sett+ out f ,ujiji he fir/ cross$ ! lake1 & !n proce$$ inl& on foot4 ,he 0 /ill weak f illness1 & 8 lungs 7 s feeble t to walk up-hill made him pant4 ,he became /rong]1 h[ev]1 z he w5t on1 refre%$ d\btless by ! int]e/+ c\ntry ?r\gh :i* he pass$1 & ! aspect ( ! p1 :o 7 v diff]5t f ! tribes on ! coa/4 ,on ! #ba/ ,septemb] he arriv$ at ,bamb>r1 9 ,manyuema1 ! village ( ! ,*ief ,mo5kuss4 ,he f\nd ! p 9 a /ate ( great isolation f ! re/ ( ! _w1 ) no?+ to tru/ to b *>ms & idols1--bo? be+ bits ( wood4 ,he made ! acqua9tance ( ! soko or gorilla1 n a v social animal1 = x always tries to bite (f ! ends ( its captor's f+]s & toes4 ,nei!r is x p>ticul>ly intellectual1 = its ne/ %[s no m contrivance ?an t ( a cu%at dove4 ,! curiosity ( ! p 0 v great1 & sometimes x took an int]e/+ direction4 ,d p die ) y8 ask$ two intellig5t "y m54 ,h y no *>m aga9/ dea?8 ,:]e d p g aft] dea?8 ,liv+/one spoke to !m ( ! great ,fa!r1 & ( _! pray]s to ,him :o he>s ! cry ( 8 *ildr52 & !y ?\ght ?is to be natural4 ,he re/$ at ,bamb>r till ! #a/ ( ,novemb]1 & !n w5t we/w>d till he rea*$ ! ,luamo ,riv]1 & 0 )9 t5 miles ( its conflu5ce ) ! ,lualaba4 ,he f\nd ! c\ntry surpass+ly beautiful3 ,palms cr[n ! highe/ heights ( ! m\nta9s1 & _! gracefully-b5t fronds wave beautifully 9 ! w9d4 ,climb]s ( cable size 9 great numb]s are hung among ! gigantic trees2 _m unkn[n wild fruits ab\nd1 "s ! size ( a *ild's head1 & /range birds & monkeys are ev]y:]e4 ,! soil is excessively ri*1 & ! p1 ?\gh isolat$ by old feuds t are nev] settl$1 cultivate l>gely4 ,! c\ntry 0 v popul\s1 & ,liv+/one s excit$ ! curiosity ( ! p t he c\ld h>dly get quit ( ! cr[ds4 ,x 0 n s un9t]e/+ to be />$ at by ! wom51 b he 0 we>i$ ) ! ugl9ess ( ! m54 ,palm-toddy did n inspire !m ) any social qualities1 b made !m l[ & disagreeable4 ,!y _h no fri5dly feel+ = him1 & c\ld n be inspir$ ) any4 ,!y ?\ght t he & 8 p 7 l ! ,arab trad]s1 & !y w\ld n d any?+ = !m4 ,x 0 impossible to procure a canoe = navigat+ ! ,lualaba1 s t !re 0 no?+ = x b to return to ,bamb>r1 :i* 0 rea*$ on ! #ai? ,decemb]1 #ahfi4 ,a long lett] to 8 son ,?omas 7,t[n ( ,mo5kuss1 ,manyuema ,c\ntry1 #bd? ,septemb]1 #ahfi7 gives a retrospect ( ?is p]iod1 & inde$1 9 a s5se1 ( 8 life3 ,my de> ,tom1--,i beg9 a lett]1 ?\gh ,i h no prospect ( be+ able to s5d x (f = _m mon?s to come4 ,x is to h some?+ 9 read9ess :5 ! hurry usual 9 prep>+ a mail does arrive4 ,i am 9 ! ,manyuema ,c\ntry1 ab\t #aej miles we/ ( ,ujiji1 & at ! t[n ( ,mo5ekoos or ,mo5kuss1 a pr9cipal *ief among ! reput$ cannibals4 ,8 "n means ',"l ( ! light-gray p>rot ) a r$ tail1' :i* ab\nds "h1 & he po9ts away /ill fur!r we/ to ! c\ntry ( ! real cannibals4 ,8 p laugh1 & say1 ',yes1 we eat ! fle% ( m51' & %\ld !y see ! inquir] to be cr$ul\s1 ent] into p>ticul>s4 ,a black /uff sme>$ on ! *eeks is ! sign ( m\rn+1 & !y told "o ( my p :o believes all !y say t x is animal *>coal made ( ! bones ( ! relatives !y h eat54 ,!y %[$ him ! skull ( "o rec5tly dev\r$1 & he po9t$ x out to me 9 triumph4 ,x 0 ! skull ( a gorilla1 "h call$ 'soko1' & ?is !y d eat4 ,!y put a bun* ( bananas 9 8 way1 & hide till he comes to take !m1 & spe> him4 ,_m ( ! ,arabs believe firmly 9 ! cannibal prop5sity ( ! ,manyuema4 ,o!rs :o h liv$ long among !m1 & are !mselves ?ree-f\r?s ,african blood1 d5y x4 ,i suspect t ?is idea mu/ g into oblivion ) ^? ( p :o h no k ( fire1 ( ! ,supreme ,be+1 or ( language4 ,! c\ntry ab\nds 9 food1--goats1 %eep1 f[ls1 buffaloes1 & elephants3 maize1 holcus]ghum1 cassaba1 sweet potatoes1 & o!r f>9ace\s eatables1 & ) gr\nd-nuts1 palm-oil1 palms1 & o!r fat-yield+ nuts1 bananas1 planta9s1 sug>-cane 9 great pl5ty4 ,s !re is little inducem5t to eat m51 b ,i wait = fur!r evid5ce4 ,n kn[+ h[ y\r head has f>$1 ,i sometimes feel greatly di/ress$ ab\t y1 & if ,i c\ld be ( any use ,i w\ld leave my "w unf9i%$ to aid y4 ,b y w h e m$ical assi/ance t c be r5d]$1 & ,i cease n to beg ! ,"l :o heale? 8 p to be graci\s to y\r infirmity4 ,! object ( my ,exp$ition is ! discov]y ( ! s\rces ( ! ,nile4 ,_h ,i kn[n all ! h>d%ips1 toil1 & "t involv$1 ,i w\ld ( be5 ( ! m9d ( ,/4 ,mungo1 ( ,glasg[1 ( :om ! song says t he let ! ,mol5d9> ,burn 'r9 by1' :5 he c\ld get some?+ /rong]4 ,i w\ld h let ! s\rces 'r9 by' to ,egypt1 & nev] be5 made 'drumly' by my pla%+ ?r\gh !m4 ,b ,i %all make ?is c\ntry & p bett] kn[n4 ',?is1' ,pr(essor ,ow5 said to me1 'is ! fir/ /ep2 ! re/ w 9 due "t foll[4' ,by diff]5t ag5cies ! ,great ,rul] is br++ all ?+s into a focus4 ,jesus is ga!r+ all ?+s unto ,himself1 & ,he is daily becom+ m & m ! c5tre ( ! _w's hopes & ( ! _w's fe>s4 ,w> br\ght fre$om to #d1jjj1jjj ( ! mo/ hopeless & helpless slaves4 ,! _w nev] saw su* fi5di%ness z t ) :i* ! ,s\!rn slaveocracy clung to slav]y4 ,no p[] 9 ?is _w or ! next w\ld ev] make !m relax _! iron grasp4 ,! lie _h ent]$ into _! s\l4 ,_! cotton 0 ,k+4 ,) x !y w\ld =ce ,engl& & ,france to make !m indep5d5t1 because )\t x ! ,engli% & ,fr5* mu/ />ve4 ,in/ead ( be+ made a nation1 !y made a nation ( ! ,nor?4 ,w> has elevat$ & purifi$ ! ,yankees1 & n[ !y h ! gigantic task laid at _! doors to elevate & purify #d1jjj1jjj ( slaves4 ,i e>ne/ly hope t ! ,nor!rn]s may n be f\nd want+ 9 _! portion ( ! sup]human "w4 ,! day = ,africa is yet to come4 ,possibly ! fre$ m5 may be an ag5cy 9 elevat+ _! fa!rl&4 ,engl& is 9 ! re>4 ,?is affair 9 ,jamaica br\ght out ! fact ( a l>ge infusion ( bogiephobia 9 ! ,engli%4 ,fright5$ 9 e>ly ye>s by _! mo!rs ) ',bogie ,blackman1' !y 7 t]rifi$ out ( _! wits by a riot1 & ! s5sation writ]s1 :o act ! "p ( ! 'dreadful boys' :o fright5$ aunts1 yell$ out t emancipation 0 a mi/ake4 ',! ,jamaica negroes 7 z savage z :5 !y left ,africa4' ,!y might h put x mu* /rong] by say+1 z ! rabble t att5d$ ,tom ,say]s's fun]al1 or t collects at e execution at ,newgate4 ,b our gold5 age is n 9 ! pa/4 ,x is 9 ! future--9 ! good "t com+ yet = ,africa & = ! _w4 ,! task ,i und]took 0 to exam9e ! wat]%$ ( ,s\? ,c5tral ,africa4 ,?is 0 ! way ,sir ,rod]ick put x1 & ?\gh he m5tion$ x z ! wi% ( ! ,geographical ,c\ncil1 ,i suspect x 0 8 own idea2 = two memb]s ( ! ,society wrote out 'in/ructions' = me1 & ! wat]%$ 0 n m5tion$4 ,b sci5tific words 7 us$ :i* ! writ]s evid5tly did n und]/&4 ,! exam9ation ( ! wat]%$ conta9$ ! true sci5tific mode ( proc$ure1 & ,sir ,rod]ick said to me3 ',y w be ! discov]] ( ! s\rces ( ! ,nile1' ,i %ap$ my c\rse = a pa? across ! nor? end ( ,lake ,nyassa1 b to avoid ! c]ta9ty ( see+ all my att5dants bolt+ at ! fir/ sight (1 ! wild tribes !re1 ! ,n9di1 ,i *ang$ (f to g r\nd ! s\? end1 & if n1 cross ! middle4 ,:at ,i fe>$ = ! nor? took place 9 ! s\? :5 ! ,johanna m5 he>d ( ! ,mazitu1 ?\gh we 7 #aej miles f ! m>aud]s1 & ,i (f]$ to g due we/ till pa/ _! beat4 ,!y 7 t]rifi$1 & ran away z soon z !y saw my face turn$ we/4 ,i got c>ri]s f village to village1 & got on nicely ) p :o _h nev] engag$ 9 ! slave-trade2 b x 0 sl[ "w4 ,i came v ne> to ! ,mazitu ?ree times1 b obta9$ in=mation 9 "t to avoid !m4 ,once we 7 tak5 = ,mazitu ourselves1 & surr\nd$ by a cr[d ( excit$ savages4 ,!y produc$ a /ate ( confusion & t]ror1 & m5 fl$ hi!r & ?i!r ) ! fe> ( dea? on !m4 ,casembe w\ld n let me g into 8 s\!rn di/rict till he _h s5t m5 to see t ! ,mazitu1 or1 z !y are call$ 9 ,lunda1 ! ,watuta1 _h left4 ,:]e !y _h be5 all ! food 0 swept (f1 & we suff]$ cruel hung]4 ,we _h goods to buy )1 b ! p _h no?+ to sell1 & 7 liv+ on h]bs & mu%rooms4 ,i _h to feel e /ep ( ! way1 & g5]ally 0 grop+ 9 ! d>k4 ,no "o knew any?+ beyond 8 own di/rict1 & :o c>$ :]e ! riv]s ran8 ,casembe said1 :5 ,i 0 go+ to ,lake ,bangweolo3 ',"o piece ( wat] 0 j l ano!r 7x is ! ,bangweolo wat]71 b z y\r *ief desir$ y to visit t "o1 g to x4 ,if y see a travel+ p>ty go+ nor?1 jo9 x4 ,if n1 come back to me & ,i w s5d y safely along my pa? by ,mo]o2' & gave me a man's load ( a fi% l :itebait4 ,i gradually ga9$ m light on ! c\ntry1 & sl[ly & surely saw ! problem ( ! f\nta9s ( ! ,nile develop+ be=e my eyes4 ,! va/ volume ( wat] dra9+ away to ! nor? made me conjecture t ,i _h be5 work+ at ! s\rces ( ! ,congo too4 ,my pres5t trip to ,manyuema proves t all goes to ! riv] ( ,egypt4 ,9 fact1 ! head-wat]s ( ! ,nile are ga!r$ into two or ?ree arms1 v mu* z 0 depict$ by ,ptolemy 9 ! second c5tury ( our era4 ,:at we mod]ns c claim is r$iscov]y ( :at _h fall5 into oblivion1 l ! circumnavigation ( ,africa by ! ,pho5ican admiral ( "o ( ! ,ph>aohs1 ,b4,c4 #fjj4 ,he 0 n believ$1 because 'he _h ! sun on 8 "r h& 9 go+ r\nd f ea/ to we/4' ,?\gh to u ?is /amps 8 tale z g5u9e1 ,ptolemy 0 n believ$1 because 8 s\rces 7 betwe5 #aj & #ab nor? latitude1 & collect$ into two or ?ree great head bran*es4 ,9 my op9ion1 8 in=mant mu/ h visit$ !m4 ,i c>$ no?+ = money1 & contemplat$ sp5d+ my life z a h>d-work+1 poor mission>y4 ,by go+ into ! c\ntry beyond ,kuruman we pleas$ ! ,directors1 b ! praises !y be/[$ excit$ envy4 ,mamma & y all _h h>d times4 ,! mission>ies at ,kuruman1 & s\? ( x1 _h com=table h\ses & g>d5s4 ,!y c\ld raise :eat1 pumpk9s1 maize1 at v small exp5se1 & _! g>d5s yield$ besides apples1 pe>s1 apricots1 pea*es1 qu9ces1 oranges1 grapes1 almonds1 walnuts1 & all vegetables1 = little m ?an ! tr\ble ( wat]+4 ,a s]ies or dr\ghts compell$ u to s5d = ne>ly all our food #bgj miles (f4 ,in/ead ( help we _h to pay ! utt]mo/ f>?+ = ev]y?+1 & got bitt] envy besides4 ,_m h ?\ght t ,i 0 inflat$ by ! praises ,i _h lavi%$ ^u me1 b ,i made x a rule nev] to read any?+ ( praise4 ,i am ?ankful t a k9d ,provid5ce has enabl$ me to d :at w reflect honor on my *ildr51 & %[ myself a /\t-he>t$ s]vant ( ,him f :om comes e gift4 ,none ( y mu/ become mean1 crav5-he>t$1 untru?ful1 or di%one/1 = if y d1 y don't inh]it x f me4 ,i hope t y h select$ a pr(ession t suits y\r ta/e4 ,x w make y hold up y\r head among m51 & is y\r mo/ s]i\s duty4 ,i %all n live long1 ,& x w\ld n be well to rely on my influ5ce4 ,i c\ld help y a little :ile liv+1 b h little else b :at p call a great "n to bequea? aft]w>d4 ,i am ne>ly too?less1 & 9 my second *ildhood4 ,! gre5 maize 0 9 "o "p ! only food we c\ld get ) any ta/e4 ,i ate ! h>d f>e1 & 0 once horrifi$ by f9d+ mo/ ( my tee? loose4 ,!y nev] fa/5$ aga91 & g5]ally became s loose z to cause pa94 ,i _h to extract !m1 & did s by putt+ on a /rong ?read ) :at sailors call a clove-hit*1 tie ! o!r end to a /ump above or bel[1 z ! too? 0 upp] or l[]1 /rike ! ?read ) a heavy pi/ol or /ick1 & ! too? dangl$ at ! /ump1 & no pa9 0 felt4 ,two upp] front tee? are ?us out1 & s _m m1 ,i %all ne$ a :ole set ( artificials4 ,i may "h add t ! ,manyuema /ole ! bodies ( slaves :i* 7 buri$1 till a ?reat 0 us$4 ,!y said ! hy5as _h exhum$ ! dead1 b a slave 0 ca/ out by ,banyamwezi1 & nei!r hy5as nor m5 t\*$ x = sev5 days4 ,! ?reat 0 effectual4 ,i ?9k t !y are cannibals1 b n o/5tati\sly s4 ,! disgu/ express$ by native trad]s has made !m a%am$4 ,wom5 nev] p>took ( human fle%4 ,eat+ sokos or gorillas mu/ h be5 a /ep 9 ! process ( tea*+ !m to eat m54 ,! sight ( a soko nauseates me4 ,he is s hide\sly ugly1 ,i c conceive no o!r use = him ?an sitt+ = a portrait ( ,satan4 ,i h lo/ _m mon?s by ra9s1 refusal ( my att5dants to g into a canoe1 & irritable eat+ ulc]s on my feet f wad+ 9 mud in/ead ( sail+4 ,!y are frightfully common1 & (t5 kill slaves4 ,i am recov]+1 & hope to g d[n ,lualaba1 :i* ,i w\ld call ,webb ,riv] or ,lake2 t\* !n ano!r ,lualaba1 :i* ,i w "n ,"y's ,riv] or ,lake2 & !n by ! good h& ( our ,fa!r above turn homew>d ?r\gh ,k>agwe4 ,z ivory-trad+ is "h l gold-digg+1 ,i felt con/ra9$ to (f] a h&some sum ( money & goods to my fri5d ,mohamad ,bogh>ib = m54 ,x 0 bett] to d ?is ?an g back to ,ujiji1 & !n come ov] ! :ole #bfj miles4 ,i w\ld h wait$ !re = m5 f ,zanzib>1 b ! au?ority at ,ujiji behav$ s oddly ab\t my lett]s1 ,i fe> !y nev] w5t to ! coa/4 ,! wor?less slaves ,i h saw t ,i 0 at _! m]cy1 = no ,manyuema w g into ! next di/rict1 & !y behav$ z l[ savages :o h be5 made free alone c4 ,_! eag]ness to enslave & kill _! own c\ntrym5 is di/ress+4444 ,give my love to ,oswell & ,anna ,m>y & ! ,aunties4 ,i h receiv$ no lett] f any ( y s9ce ,i left home4 ,! good ,"l bless y all1 & be graci\s to y4--,affectionately y\rs1 ,,david ,,liv+/one4 ,ano!r lett] is address$ to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> & ,mr4 ,mann1 ,septemb]1 #ahfi4 ,he ent]s at consid]able l5g? into 8 reasons = ! supposition t he _h discov]$1 on ! wat]%$1 ! true s\rces ( ! ,nile4 ,he ref]s 9 a g5]\s _s to ! discov]ies ( o!r travel]s1 mi/ak5 ?\gh he reg>d$ _! views on ! s\rces1 & is p>ticul>ly complim5t>y to ,miss ,t9n3 ,a ,dut* lady :om ,i nev] saw1 & ( :om ,i "k no?+ save f scraps 9 ! newspap]s1 moves my sympa?y m ?an any o!r4 ,by h] wise =esight 9 provid+ a /eam]1 & pu%+ on up ! riv] aft] ! sev]e/ dome/ic affliction--! loss by fev] ( h] two aunts--till aft] %e 0 assur$ by ,speke & ,grant t !y _h already discov]$ 9 ,victoria ,nyanza ! s\rces %e s\ght1 %e prov$ h]self a g5u9e explor]1 & !n by try+ to g ,s4,w4 on l&4 ,_h !y n1 hone/ly en\gh ( c\rse1 giv5 h] _! mi/ak5 views1 %e mu/ inevitably1 by boat or on l&1 h rea*$ ! head-wat]s ( ! ,nile4 ,i _c conceive ( h] /opp+ %ort ( ,bangweolo4 ,%e %[$ su* indomitable pluck %e mu/ be a desc5dant ( ,van ,tromp1 :o swept ! ,engli% ,*annel till kill$ by our ,blake1 & ^: tomb e ,engli%man :o goes to ,holl& is sure to visit4 ,we great he-bea/s say1 ',exploration 0 n becom+ h] sex4' ,well1 consid]+ t at lea/ #afjj ye>s h elaps$ s9ce ,ptolemy's in=mants rea*$ ?is region1 & k+s1 emp]ors1 & all ! great m5 ( antiquity long$ 9 va9 to "k ! f\nta9s1 exploration does n seem to h become ! o!r sex ei!r4 ,%e came mu* fur!r up ?an ! two c5turions s5t by ,n]o ,caes>4 ,i h to g d[n & see :]e ! two arms unite1--! lo/ city ,m]oe ought to be !re1--!n get back to ,ujiji to get a supply ( goods :i* ,i h ord]$ f ,zanzib>1 turn bankrupt aft] ,i secure !m1 & let my cr$itors cat* me if !y c1 z ,i f9i% up by go+ r\nd outside & s\? ( all ! s\rces1 s t ,i may be sure no "o w cut me out & say he f\nd o!r s\rces s\? ( m9e4 ,?is is "o reason = my conclud+ trip2 ano!r is to visit ! und]gr\nd h\ses 9 /one1 & ! copp] m9es ( ,katanga :i* h be5 work$ = ages 7,mala*ite74 ,i h /ill a s]i\sly long task be=e me4 ,my lett]s h be5 delay$ inexplicably1 s ,i don't "k my affairs4 ,if ,i h a sal>y ,i don't "k x1 ?\gh ! ,daily ,telegraph abus$ me = receiv+ x :5 ,i _h none4 ,( ?is alone ,i am sure--my fri5ds w all wi% me to make a complete "w ( x be=e ,i leave1 & 9 _! wi% ,i jo94 ,& x is bett] to g 9 n[ ?an to d x 9 va9 aft]w>d4 ,i h /ill a s]i\sly long task be=e me4 ,yet he _h lately be5 worse 9 heal? & weak] ?an he _h ev] be52 he 0 mu* poor] ?an he expect$ to be1 & ! difficulties _h prov$ f> beyond any he _h hi!rto exp]i5c$4 ,b s f> f ?9k+ ( tak+ ?+s m easily ?an be=e1 he actually enl>ges 8 programme1 & resolves to f9i% up by go+ r\nd outside & s\? ( all ! s\rces4 ,8 _s seems only to rise z difficulties are multipli$4 ,he writes to 8 daught] ,agnes at ! same "t3 ,y rem>k t y ?9k y c\ld h travel$ z well z ,mrs4 ,bak]1 & ,i ?9k s too4 ,y\r mamma 0 fam\s = r\gh+ x 9 ! bu%1 & 0 nev] a tr\ble4 ,! allusion c>ries him to old days--_! travels to ,lake ',ngami1 ,mrs4 ,liv+/one's dea?1 ! ,helmores1 ! ,bi%op1 ,?ornton4 ,!n he speaks ( rec5t tr\bles & difficulties1 8 attack ( pneumonia1 f :i* he _h n expect$ to recov]1 8 annoyances ) 8 m51 s unlike ! old ,makololo1 ! loss ( 8 lett]s & boxes1 ) ! exception ( two f an unkn[n donor t conta9$ ! ,saturday ,review & 8 old fri5d ,pun* = #ahfh4 ,!n he goes ov] ,african travel]s & _! a*ievem5ts1 real & suppos$4 ,he returns aga9 to ! a*ievem5ts ( ladies1 & praises ,miss ,t9n & o!r wom54 ,! dea?-knell ( ,am]ican slav]y 0 rung by a woman's h&4 ,we great he-bea/s say ,mrs4 ,/[e exagg]at$4 ,f :at ,i h se5 ( slav]y ,i say exagg]ation is a simple impossibility4 ,i g ) ! sailor :o1 on see+ slave-trad]s1 said3 ',if ! devil don't cat* ^! fell[s1 we might z well h no devil at all4' ,! ye> #ahgj 0 begun ) ! pray] t 9 ! c\rse ( x he might be able to complete 8 ent]prise1 & retire ?r\gh ! ,basango be=e ! end ( x4 ,9 ,febru>y he he>s ) gratitude ( ,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y's ,se>* ,exp$ition up ! ,%ir & ,nyassa4 ,9 sett+ out anew he takes a m nor!rly c\rse1 proce$+ ?r\gh pa?s block$ ) v rank vegetation1 & suff]+ f *ol]aic illness caus$ by con/ant wett+s4 ,9 ! c\rse ( a mon? ! effects ( ! wet became ov]p[]+1 & on #g? ,febru>y ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h to g into w9t] qu>t]s4 ,he rema9$ quiet till #bf? ,june4 ,9 ,april1 #ahgj1 f ,manyuema or ,cannibal ,c\ntry1 say #aej miles ,n4,w4 ( ,ujiji1 he began a lett] to ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison1 b *ang$ its de/9ation to 8 bro!r ,john 9 ,canada4 ,he notices 8 ,imm$iate object--to asc]ta9 :]e ! ,lualaba jo9$ ! ea/]n bran* ( ! ,nile1 & contra/s ! lucid reasonable problem set him by ,sir ,rod]ick ) ! absurd in/ructions he _h receiv$ f "s memb]s ( ! ,geographical ,society4 ,i 0 to furni% 'a survey on successive pages ( my j\rnal1' 'latitudes e night1' 'hydrography ( ,c5tral ,africa1' & because !y vot$ "o-fif? or p]haps "o-six? "p ( my exp5ses1 give !m 'all my notes1 copies if n ! orig9als6' ,= m]e bo>d & no lodg+s ,i 0 to "w = ye>s & h& ov] ! results to !m4 ,contra/$ ) su* absurdities1 ,sir ,rod]ick's proposal _h q fasc9at$ him4 ,he _h asc]ta9$ t ! wat]%$ ext5d$ #hjj miles f we/ to ea/1 & _h trav]s$ x 9 e direction1 b at a co/ :i* _h be5 we>+ out bo? to m9d & body4 ,he drops a te> ov] ! ,univ]sities ,mission1 b becomes m]ry ov] ,bi%op ,toz] /rutt+ ab\t ) 8 crosi] at ,zanzib>1 & 9 a f9e cle> day gett+ a di/ant view ( ! cont95t ( :i* he claim$ to be ,bi%op4 ,he d5\nces ! vile policy ( ! ,portuguese1 & lam5ts ! indecision ( "s influ5tial p]sons :o virtually upheld x4 ,he is tickl$ ) ! g5]\s (f] ( a small sal>y1 :5 he %\ld settle some:]e1 t _h be5 made to him by ! ,gov]nm5t1 :ile m5 :o _h risk$ no?+ 7 gett+ h&some sal>ies ( f> great] am\nt2 b r ?an sacrifice ! good ( ,africa1 ,,he ,,w\ld ,,sp5d ,,e ,,p5ny ,,( ,,8 ,,private ,,means4 ,he seems surr\nd$ by a :ole sea ( difficulties1 b ?r\gh all1 ! nobility ( 8 _s %9es undimm$4 ,to p]sev]e 9 ! l9e ( duty is 8 only conceivable c\rse4 ,he holds z firmly z ev] by ! old an*or--,all w turn out "r at la/4 ,:5 ready1 !y set out on #bf? ,june4 ,mo/ ( 8 p fail$ him2 b no?+ daunt$1 he set (f !n ) only ?ree att5dants1 ,susi1 ,*uma1 & ,g>dn]1 to ! nor?we/ = ! ,lualaba4 ,:5ev] he comes among ,arab trad]s he f9ds himself suspect$ & hat$ because he is kn[n to condemn _! evil de$s4 ,! difficulties by ! way 7 t]rible4 ,fall5 trees & flood$ riv]s made m>*+ a p]petual /ruggle4 ,= ! fir/ "t1 ,liv+/one's feet fail$ him4 ,in/ead ( heal+ z hi!rto1 :5 torn by h>d travel1 irritat+ sores fa/5$ ^u !m1 & z he _h b ?ree att5dants1 he _h to limp back to ,bamb>r1 :i* he rea*$ 9 ! middle ( ,july4 ,& "h he rema9$ 9 8 hut = eighty days1 till #aj? ,octob]1 ex]cis+ pati5ce1 h>r[$ by ! wick$ness he c\ld n /op1 extract+ in=mation f ! natives1 ?9k+ ab\t ! f\nta9s ( ! ,nile1 try+ to d "s good among ! p1 li/5+ to acc\nts ( soko-hunt+1 & la/1 n lea/1 read+ 8 ,bible4 ,he did n leave ,bamb>r till #af? ,febru>y1 #ahga4 ,f :at he _h se5 & :at he _h he>d he 0 m & m p]suad$ t he 0 among ! true f\nta9s ( ! ,nile4 ,8 rev]5ce = ! ,bible gave t riv] a sacr$ "*1 & to ?r[ light on its orig9 seem$ a k9d ( religi\s act4 ,he admits1 h[ev]1 t he is n q c]ta9 ab\t x1 ?\gh he does n see h[ he c be mi/ak54 ,he dreams t 9 8 e>ly life ,moses may h be5 9 ^! p>ts1 & if he %\ld only discov] any confirmation ( sacr$ hi/ory or sacr$ *ronology he w\ld n grudge all ! toil & h>d%ip1 ! pa9 & hung]1 he _h und]gone4 ,! v spot :]e ! f\nta9s are to be f\nd becomes def9$ 9 8 m9d4 ,he ev5 drafts a despat* :i* he hopes to write1 say+ t ! f\nta9s are )9 a qu>t] ( a mile ( ea* o!r6 ,!n he be?9ks him ( 8 fri5ds :o h done noble battle ) slav]y1 & half 9 fancy1 half 9 e>ne/1 atta*es _! names to ! v>i\s wat]s4 ,! f\nta9 ( ! ,liambai or ,upp] ,zambesi he names ,palm]/on ,f\nta91 9 fond remembrance ( t good man's long & unwe>i$ labor = ! abolition ( ! slave-trade4 ,! lake =m$ by ! ,lufira is to be ,l9coln ,lake1 9 gratitude to him :o gave fre$om to f\r millions ( slaves4 ,! f\nta9 ( ,lufira is associat$ ) ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e1 :o accompli%$ ! gr& "w ( aboli%+ slav]y 9 ,s9dia1 9 ,upp] ,india4 ,! c5tral ,lualaba is call$ ! ,riv] ,webb1 aft] ! w>m-he>t$ fri5d "u ^: ro( he wrote ,! ,zambesi & its ,tribut>ies2 :ile ! we/]n bran* is nam$ ! ,"y ,riv]1 to commemorate 8 e>ly in/ructor 9 *emi/ry & life-long fri5d1 ,james ,"y4 ,he has %$ pure :ite light 9 _m l[ly cottages & 9 "s ri* palaces4 ,i1 too1 h %$ light ( ano!r k9d1 & am fa9 to believe t ,i h p]=m$ a small "p 9 ! gr& revolution :i* our ,mak] has be5 = ages c>ry+ on1 by multitudes ( consci\s & _m unconsci\s ag5ts1 all ov] ! _w#fi4 ,footnote #fi3 ,see ,la/ ,j\rnals4 vol4 ii4 pp #fe1 #ff4 ,he is by no means unaw>e t dea? may be 9 ! cup4 ,b1 =tifi$ z he 0 by an unalt]able conviction t he 0 9 ! l9e ( duty1 ! ?\ght ( dea? _h no influ5ce to turn him ei!r to ! "r h& or to ! left4 ,= ! fir/ ?ree ye>s he _h a /rong pres5tim5t t he w\ld fall4 ,b x _h pass$ away z he came ne> ! end1 & n[ he pray$ ,god t :5 he retir$ x might be to 8 native home4 ,probably no human be+ 0 ev] 9 circum/ances p>allel to ^? 9 :i* ,liv+/one n[ /ood4 ,ye>s _h pass$ s9ce he _h he>d f home4 ,! s\nd ( 8 "m-tongue came to him only 9 ! brok5 s5t5ces ( ,*uma or ,susi or 8 o!r att5dants1 or 9 ! e*oes ( 8 own voice z he p\r$ x out 9 pray]1 or 9 "s cry ( home-sickness t c\ld n be kept 94 ,9 long pa9 & sickness !re _h be5 nei!r wife nor *ild nor bro!r to *e] him ) sympa?y1 or light5 8 dull hut ) a smile4 ,he _h be5 baffl$ & tantaliz$ beyond description 9 8 ef=ts to complete ! little bit ( exploration :i* 0 yet necess>y to f9i% 8 task4 ,8 s\l 0 vex$ = ! frightful exhibitions ( wick$ness ar\nd him1 :]e man to man1 in/ead ( bro!rs1 7 worse ?an wolves & tig]s to ea* o!r4 ,dur+ all 8 pa/ life he _h be5 s[+ 8 se$ weep+1 b s f> 0 he f br++ back 8 %eaves rejoic+1 t ! long] he liv$ ! m cause !re seem$ = 8 te>s4 ,he _h n yet se5 ( ! travail ( 8 s\l4 ,9 op5+ ,africa he _h seem$ to op5 x = brutal slave-trad]s1 & 9 ! only in/ance 9 :i* he _h yet br\ght to x ! feet ( m5 beautiful ^u ! m\nta9s1 publi%+ peace1 disa/] _h befall51 & an incompet5t lead] _h brok5 up ! ent]prise4 ,yet1 ap>t f 8 s5se ( duty1 !re 0 no necessity = 8 rema9+ !re4 ,he 0 (f]+ himself a freewill-(f]+1 a liv+ sacrifice4 ,:at c\ld h su/a9$ 8 he>t & kept him firm to 8 purpose 9 su* a wild]ness ( desolation8 ,i read ! :ole ,bible ?r\gh f\r times :il/ ,i 0 9 ,manyuema4 ,s he wrote 9 8 ,di>y1 n at ! "t1 b ! ye> aft]1 on ! #c;d ,octob]1 #ahgagj4 ,! ,bible ga!rs wond]ful int]e/ f ! circum/ances 9 :i* x is read4 ,9 ,liv+/one's circum/ances x 0 m ! ,bible to him ?an ev]4 ,all 8 lonel9ess & sorr[1 ! sickness ( hope def]r$1 ! ye>n+s = home t c\ld nei!r be repress$ nor gratifi$1 ?rew a new light on ! ,^w4 ,h[ cle>ly x 0 int5d$ = su* z him1 & h[ sweetly x came home to him6 ,h[ fai?ful1 too1 7 its pictures ( human s9 & sorr[6 ,h[ true its te/imony aga9/ man1 :o w n reta9 ,god 9 8 k1 b1 leav+ ,him1 becomes va9 9 8 imag9ations & h>d 9 8 he>t1 till ! bloom ( ,ed5 is gone1 & a wa/e1 h[l+ wild]ness spreads ar\nd6 ,h[ glori\s ! out-beam+ ( ,div9e ,love1 draw+ ne> to ?is guilty race1 w9n+ & *]i%+ !m ) e ende>+ act1 & at la/ dy+ on ! cross to r$eem !m6 ,& h[ bright ! clos+ sc5e ( ,revelation--! new heav5 & ! new e>? :]e9 dwelle? righte\sness--yes1 he c appreciate t attribute--! curse gone1 dea? aboli%$1 & all te>s wip$ f ! m\rn]'s eye6 ,footnote #gj3 ,see ,la/ ,j\rnals1 vol4 ii4 p4 #aed4 ,s ! lonely man 9 8 dull hut is rivet$ to ! well-worn book2 ev] f9d+ x a great] treasure z he goes along2 & fa91 :5 he has rea*$ its la/ page1 to turn back to ! beg9n+1 & ga!r up m ( ! ri*es :i* he has left ^u ! road4 ,to ,sir ,?omas ,macle> & ,mr4 ,mann he writes dur+ 8 det5tion 7,septemb]1 #ahgj7 on a leaf ( 8 *eque-book1 8 pap] be+ done4 ,he gives 8 !ory ( ! riv]s1 enl>ges on ! f]tility ( ! c\ntry1 bewails 8 difficulty 9 gett+ m51 z ! ,manyuema nev] g beyond _! own c\ntry1 & ! trad]s1 :o h only begun to come !re1 are too busy collect+ ivory to be able to sp>e m54 ,! tusks 7 left 9 ! t]rible =e/s1 :]e ! animals 7 kill$2 ! p1 if treat$ civilly1 readily g & br+ ! preci\s tee?1 "s half rott51 or gnaw$ by ! tee? ( a rod5t call$ dezi4 ,i ?9k t mad naturali/s "n x ,aulocaudatus ,sw9d]manus1 or "s equally wise agglut9ation ( syllables4444 ,my *ronomet]s are all dead2 ,i hope my old wat* 0 s5t to ,zanzib>2 b ,i h got no lett]s = ye>s1 save "s1 ?ree ye>s old1 at ,ujiji4 ,i h an int5se & sore long+ to f9i% & retire1 & tru/ t ! ,almighty may p]mit me to g home4 ,9 "o ( 8 lett]s to ,agnes f ,manyuema he quotes "s words f a lett] ( h]s t he ev] aft] *]i%$ z a mo/ refre%+ cordial3 ,i commit myself to ! ,almighty ,dispos] ( ev5ts1 & if ,i fall1 w d s do+ my duty1 l "o ( 8 /\t-he>t$ s]vants4 ,i am delight$ to he> y say t1 mu* z y wi% me home1 y w\ld r he> ( my f9i%+ my "w to my own satisfaction ?an come m]ely to gratify y4 ,t is a noble s5t5ce1 & ,i felt all along sure t all my fri5ds w\ld wi% me to make a complete "w ( x1 & 9 t wi%1 9 spite ( e difficulty1 ,i cordially jo9$4 ,i hope to pres5t to my "y c\ntrym5 an example ( manly p]sev]ance4 ,i %all n hide f y t ,i am made by x v old & %aky1 my *eeks fall5 91 space r\nd ! eyes ditto2 m\? almo/ too?less1--a few tee? t rema91 out ( _! l9e1 s t a smile is t ( a he-hippopotamus1--a dreadful old fogie1 & y mu/ tell ,sir ,rod]ick t x is an utt] impossibility = me to appe> 9 public till ,i get new tee?1 & ev5 !n ! less ,i am se5 ! bett]4 ,ano!r lett] to ,agnes f ,manyuema gives a curi\s acc\nt ( ! "y soko or gorilla a *ief _h lately pres5t$ to him3 ,%e sits cr\*+ eighte5 in*es high1 & is ! mo/ intellig5t & lea/ mis*iev\s ( all ! monkeys ,i h se54 ,%e holds out h] h& to be lift$ & c>ri$1 & if refus$ makes h] face z 9 a bitt] human weep+1 & wr+s h] h&s q humanly1 sometimes add+ a foot or ?ird h& to make ! appeal m t\*+4444 ,%e knew me at once z a fri5d1 & :5 plagu$ by any "o always plac$ h] back to me = safety1 came & sat d[n on my mat1 dec5tly made a ne/ ( grass & leaves1 & cov]$ h]self ) ! mat to sleep4 ,i _c take h] ) me1 ?\gh ,i fe> t %e w die be=e ,i return1 f p plagu+ h]4 ,h] f9e long black hair 0 beautiful :5 t5d$ by h] "m1 :o 0 kill$4 ,i am mobb$ en\gh alone2 two sokos--%e & ,i--w\ld n h got brea?4 ,i h to submit to be a gaz+-/ock4 ,i don't altoge!r reli% x1 "h or else:]e1 b try to get ov] x good-natur$ly1 get into ! mo/ %ady spot ( ! village1 & leisurely look at all my admir]s4 ,:5 ! fir/ cr[d beg9s to g away1 ,i g into my lodg+s to take :at food may be prep>$1 z c(fee1 :5 ,i h x1 or roa/$ maize infusion :5 ,i h none4 ,! door is %ut1 all save a space to admit light4 ,x is made ( ! inn] b>k ( a gigantic tree1 n a qu>t] ( an in* ?ick1 & slides 9 a groove beh9d a po/ on ea* side ( ! doorway4 ,:5 p>tially op5 x is support$ by only "o ( ! po/s4 ,eag] heads sometimes cr[d ! op5 space1 & cra% goes ! ?9 door1 l&+ a ,manyuema beauty on ! floor4 ',x 0 n ,i1' %e gasps out1 'x 0 ,bessie ,bell & ,jeanie ,gray t %ov$ me 91 &--' z %e scrambles out ( ! lion's d51 'see !y're laugh+'2 &2 fairly out1 %e jo9s 9 ! m]ry giggle too4 ,to avoid d>kness or be+ half-smo!r$1 ,i (t5 eat 9 public1 draw a l9e on ! gr\nd1 !n 'toe ! l9e1' & keep !m out ( ! circle4 ,to see me eat+ ) knife1 =k1 & spoon is wond]ful4 ',see6--!y don't t\* _! food6--:at oddities1 to be sure4'444 ,_m ( ! ,manyuema wom5 are v pretty2 _! h&s1 feet1 limbs1 & =m are p]fect4 ,! m5 are h&some4 ,comp>$ ) !m ! ,zanzib> slaves are l ,london door-knock]s1 :i* "s atroci\s iron-f\nd] ?\ght 7 l lions' faces4 ,! way 9 :i* ^! same ,zanzib> ,mohamm$ans murd] ! m5 & seize ! wom5 & *ildr5 makes me sick at he>t4 ,x is n slave-trade4 ,x is murd]+ free p to make slaves4 ,x is p]fectly indescribable4 ,kirk has be5 work+ h>d to get ?is murd]some sy/em put a /op to4 ,heav5 prosp] 8 noble ef=ts6 ,he says 9 "o ( 8 lett]s to me1 ',x is mon/r\s inju/ice to comp>e ! free p 9 ! int]ior1 liv+ "u _! own *iefs & laws1 ) :at slaves at ,zanzib> aft]w>d become by ! abom9able sy/em :i* robs !m ( _! manhood4 ,i ?9k x is l comp>+ ! an?ropologi/s ) _! ance/ral sokos4'444 ,i am griev$ to he> ( ! dep>ture ( good ,lady ,mur*ison4 ,_h ,i kn[n t %e k9dly rememb]$ me 9 h] pray]s1 x w\ld h be5 great enc\ragem5t4444 ,! m5 s5t by ,dr4 ,kirk are ,mohamm$ans1 t is1 unmitigat$ li>s4 ,musa & 8 companions are fair specim5s ( ! l[] class ( ,moslems4 ,! two head-m5 rema9$ at ,ujiji1 to fea/ on my goods1 & get pay )\t "w4 ,sev5 came to ,bamb>r1 & 9 true ,moslem /yle swore t !y 7 s5t by ,dr4 ,kirk to br+ me back1 n to g ) me1 if ! c\ntry 7 bad or dang]\s4 ,=w>d !y w\ld n g4 ,i read ,dr4 ,kirk's words to !m to foll[ :]esoev] ,i l$4 ',no1 by ! old li> ,moham$1 !y 7 to =ce me back to ,zanzib>4' ,aft] a sup]abundance ( falsehood1 x turn$ out t x all meant only an advance ( pay1 ?\gh !y _h d\ble ! ,zanzib> wages4 ,i gave x1 b _h to ?reat5 on ! ^w ( an ,engli%man to %oot ! r+lead]s be=e ,i got !m to g4 ,!y all speak ( ,engli% z m5 :o d n lie4444 ,i h travel$ m ?an mo/ p1 & ) all sorts ( foll[]s4 ,! ,*ri/ians ( ,kuruman & ,kolob5g 7 out ( sight ! be/ ,i ev] _h4 ,! ,makololo1 :o 7 v p>tially ,*ri/ianiz$1 7 next be/--hone/1 tru?ful1 & brave4 ,hea!n ,africans are mu* sup]ior to ! ,mohamm$ans1 :o are ! mo/ wor?less "o c h4 ,t[>d ! end ( #ahgj1 be=e ! date ( ?is lett]1 he _h s f> recov]$ t1 ?\gh feel+ ! want ( m$ic9e z mu* z ( m51 he ?\ght ( sett+ out1 9 ord] to rea* & explore ! ,lualaba1 hav+ made a b>ga9 ) ,mohamad1 = #bgj1 to br+ him to 8 de/9ation4 ,b n[ he he>d t ,syde b9 ,habib1 ,dugumb1 & o!rs 7 on ! way f ,ujiji1 p]haps br++ lett]s & m$ic9es = him4 ,he _c move till !y arrive2 ano!r we>y "t4 ,sorely am ,i p]plex$1 & grieve & m\rn4 ,! ,new ,ye> #ahga passes :ile he is at ,bamb>r1 ) its pray] t he might be p]mitt$ to f9i% 8 task4 ,at la/1 on #d? ,febru>y1 t5 ( ! m5 despat*$ to him f ! coa/ arrive1 b only to br+ a fre% disappo9tm5t4 ,!y 7 slaves1 ! prop]ty ( ,banians1 :o 7 ,briti% subjects6 & !y br\ght only "o lett]6 ,=ty _h be5 lo/4 ,!re _h be5 *ol]a at ,zanzib>1 & _m ( ! port]s s5t by ,dr4 ,kirk _h di$ ( x4 ,! t5 m5 came ) a lie 9 _! m\?2 !y w\ld n help him1 swe>+ t ! ,consul told !m n to g =w>d1 b to =ce ,liv+/one back4 ,on ! #aj? !y mut9i$1 & _h to receive an advance ( pay4 ,x 0 app>5t t !y _h be5 in/ruct$ by _! ,banian ma/]s to baffle him 9 e way1 s t _! slave-trad+ %\ld n be injur$ by 8 disclosures4 ,_! two head-m51 ,%]eef & ,awa!1 _h refus$ to come f>!r ?an ,ujiji1 & 7 revel+ 9 8 goods !re4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one nev] ceas$ to lam5t & deplore t ! m5 :o _h be5 s5t to him 7 s utt]ly unsuitable4 ,"o ( !m actually =m$ a plot = 8 de/ruction1 :i* 0 only fru/rat$ ?r\gh 8 be+ ov]he>d by "o :om ,liv+/one c\ld tru/4 ,liv+/one wrote to 8 fri5ds t ow+ to ! ineffici5cy ( ! m51 he lo/ two ye>s ( "t1 ab\t a ?\s& p\nds 9 money1 _h "s #bjjj miles ( useless travel+1 & 0 f\r sev]al times subject$ to ! risk ( a viol5t dea?4 ,at l5g?1 hav+ arrang$ ) ! m51 he sets out on #af? ,febru>y ov] a mo/ beautiful c\ntry1 b woefully difficult to pass ?r\gh4 ,p]haps x 0 h>dly a less bitt] disappo9tm5t to be told1 on ! #be?1 t ! ,lualaba fl[$ we/-s\?we/1 s t aft] all x might be ! ,congo4 ,on ! #bi? ,m>* ,liv+/one arriv$ at ,nyangwe1 on ! banks ( ! ,lualaba4 ,?is 0 ! f>!/ po9t we/w>d t he rea*$ 9 8 la/ ,exp$ition4 ,! slave-trade "h he f9ds to be z horrible z 9 any o!r "p ( ,africa4 ,he is he>t-sore = human blood ,he is ?reat5$1 bulli$1 & almo/ attack$4 ,9 "s places1 h[ev]1 ! rumor spreads t he makes no slaves1 & he is call$ ! good "o4 ,8 m5 are a ceaseless tr\ble1 & = ev] mut9y+1 or o!rwise h>ass+ him4 ,& yet he p]sev]es 9 8 old k9d way1 hop+ by k9dness to ga9 influ5ce ) !m4 ,mohamad's p1 he f9ds1 h pass$ him on ! we/1 & ?us he loses a numb] ( s]viceable articles he 0 to get f !m1 & all ! notes made = him ( ! riv]s !y _h pass$4 ,! difficulties & disc\ragem5ts are s great t he wond]s :e!r1 aft] all1 ,god is smil+ on 8 "w4 ,8 own m5 circulate su* calumni\s reports aga9/ him t he is unable to get canoes = ! navigation ( ! ,lualaba4 ,?is leads to weeks & mon?s ( we>y wait+1 & yet all 9 va92 b aft]w>d he f9ds "s consolation on discov]+ t ! navigation 0 p]il\s1 t a canoe _h be5 lo/ f ! inexp]i5ce ( h] crew 9 ! rapids1 s t _h he be5 !re1 he %\ld v likely h p]i%$1 z 8 canoe w\ld probably h be5 =emo/4 ,a *ange ( plan 0 necess>y4 ,on #e? ,july he (f]$ to ,dugumb #djj1 ) all ! goods he _h at ,ujiji besides1 = m5 to replace ! ,banian slaves1 & = ! o!r means ( go+ up ! ,lomam to ,katanga1 !n return+ & go+ up ,tanganyika to ,ujiji4 ,dugumb took a little "t to consult 8 fri5ds be=e reply+ to ! (f]4 ,mean:ile an ev5t occurr$ ( unprec$5t$ horror1 t %[$ ,liv+/one t he c\ld n g to ,lomam 9 ! company ( ,dugumb4 ,betwe5 ,dugumb's p & ano!r *ief a frightful sy/em ( pillage1 murd]1 & burn+ ( villages 0 go+ on ) horrible activity4 ,"o bright summ] morn+1 #ae? ,july1 :5 fifte5 hundr$ p1 *iefly wom51 7 engag$ peacefully 9 m>ket+ 9 a village on ! banks ( ! ,lualaba1 & :ile ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 saunt]+ ab\t1 a murd]\s fire 0 op5$ on ! p1 & a massacre ensu$ ( su* measureless atrocity t he c\ld describe x only by say+ t x gave him ! impression ( be+ 9 hell4 ,! ev5t 0 s sup]latively horrible1 & _h su* an ov]:elm+ influ5ce on ,liv+/one1 t we copy at full l5g? ! description ( x giv5 9 ! ,la/ ,j\rnals3 ,be=e ,i _h got ?irty y>ds out1 ! dis*>ge ( two guns 9 ! middle ( ! cr[d told me t slaught] _h begun2 cr[ds da%$ (f f ! place1 & ?rew d[n _! w>es 9 confusion1 & ran4 ,at ! same "t t ! ?ree op5$ fire on ! mass ( p ne> ! upp] end ( ! m>ket-place1 volleys 7 dis*>g$ f a p>ty d[n ne> ! creek on ! panic-/rick5 wom51 :o da%$ at ! canoes4 ,^!1 "s fifty or m1 7 jamm$ 9 ! creek1 & ! m5 =got _! paddles 9 ! t]ror t seiz$ all4 ,! canoes 7 n to be got out1 = ! creek 0 too small = s _m2 m5 & wom51 w\nd$ by ! balls1 p\r$ into !m1 & leap$ & scrambl$ into ! wat]1 %riek+ ,a long l9e ( heads 9 ! riv] %[$ t great numb]s /ruck out = an isl& a full mile (f2 9 go+ t[>d x !y _h to put ! left %\ld] to a curr5t ( ab\t two miles an h\r2 if !y _h /ruck away diagonally to ! opposite bank1 ! curr5t w\ld h aid$ !m1 &1 ?\gh ne>ly ?ree miles (f1 "s w\ld h ga9$ l&2 z x 01 ! heads above wat] %[$ ! long l9e ( ^? t w\ld inevitably p]i%4 ,%ot aft] %ot cont9u$ to be fir$ on ! helpless & p]i%+4 ,"s ( ! long l9e ( heads disappe>$ quietly2 :il/ o!r poor creatures ?rew _! arms high1 z if appeal+ to ! great ,fa!r above1 & sank4 ,"o canoe took 9 z _m z x c\ld hold1 & all paddl$ ) h&s & arms2 ?ree canoes1 got out 9 ha/e1 pick$ up s9k+ fri5ds1 till all w5t d[n toge!r1 & disappe>$4 ,"o man 9 a long canoe1 :i* c\ld h held =ty or fifty1 _h cle>ly lo/ 8 head2 he _h be5 out 9 ! /ream be=e ! massacre began1 & n[ paddl$ up ! riv] n[h]e1 & nev] look$ to ! dr[n+4 ,by & by all ! heads disappe>$2 "s _h turn$ d[n /ream t[>d ! bank1 & escap$4 ,dugumb put p into "o ( ! des]t$ vessls to save ^? 9 ! wat]1 & sav$ tw5ty-"o2 b "o woman refus$ to be tak5 on bo>d1 f ?9k+ t %e 0 to be made a slave (2 %e pref]r$ ! *ance ( life by swimm+ to ! lot ( a slave4 ,! ,bag5ya wom5 are exp]t 9 ! wat]1 z !y are accu/om$ to dive = oy/]s1 & ^? :o w5t d[n /ream may h escap$1 b ! ,arabs !mselves e/imat$ ! loss ( life at betwe5 #ccj & #djj s\ls4 ,! %oot+-p>ty ne> ! canoes 7 s reckless1 !y kill$ two ( _! own p2 & a ,banyamwezi foll[]1 :o got into a des]t$ canoe to plund]1 fell into ! wat]1 w5t d[n1 !n came up aga91 & d[n to rise no m4 ,aft] ! t]rible affair 9 ! wat]1 ! p>ty ( ,tagamoio1 :o 0 ! *ief p]petrator1 cont9u$ to fire on ! p !re1 & fire _! villages4 ,z ,i write ,i he> ! l\d wails on ! left bank ov] ^? :o are !re sla91 ignorant ( _! _m fri5ds n[ 9 ! dep?s ( ,lualaba4 ,oh1 let ,?y k+dom come6 ,no "o w ev] "k ! exact loss on ?is bright sultry summ] morn+2 x gave me ! impression ( be+ 9 ,hell4 ,all ! slaves 9 ! camp ru%$ at ! fugitives on l&1 & plund]$ !m2 wom5 7 = h\rs collect+ & c>ry+ loads ( :at _h be5 ?r[n d[n 9 t]ror4 ,! remembrance ( ?is awful sc5e 0 nev] effac$ f ,liv+/one's he>t4 ,! acc\nts ( x publi%$ 9 ! newspap]s at home s5t a ?rill ( horror ?r\gh ! c\ntry4 ,x 0 record$ at great l5g? 9 a despat* to ! ,=eign ,secret>y1 & inde$1 x became "o ( ! *ief causes ( ! appo9tm5t ( a ,royal ,commission to inve/igate ! subject ( ! ,african slave-trade1 & ( ! mission ( ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e to ,africa to conc]t measures = br++ x to an end4 ,dugumb _h n be5 ! active p]petrator ( ! massacre1 b1 he 0 mix$ up ) ! atrocities t _h be5 committ$1 & ,liv+/one c\ld h no?+ to d ) him4 ,x 0 a great trial1 =1 z ! ,banian m5 7 impracticable1 !re 0 no?+ = x n[ b to g back to ,ujiji1 & try to get o!r m5 !re ) :om he w\ld repeat ! attempt to explore ! riv]4 ,= tw5ty-"o mon?s1 c\nt+ f ! p]iod ( _! engagem5t1 he _h f$ & clo!d ^! m51 all 9 va91 & n[ he _h to trudge back =ty-five days1 a j\rney equal1 ) all its turn+s & w9d+s1 to six hundr$ miles4 ,liv+/one 0 ill1 & aft] su* an excit+ "t he w\ld probably h _h an attack ( fev]1 b = ano!r ailm5t to :i* he _h become m especially subject4 ,! inte/9al canal _h giv5 way1 & he 0 subject to attacks ( sev]e int]nal hmorrhage1 "o ( :i* came on him n[#ga4 ,x appe>$ aft]w>d t _h he gone ) ,dugumb1 he w\ld h be5 expos$ to an assault 9 =ce by ! ,bakuss1 z !y made an attack on ! p>ty & r\t$ !m1 kill+ two hundr$4 ,if ,liv+/one _h be5 among !m1 he might h fall5 9 ?is engagem5t4 ,s aga91 he saw h[ pres5t disappo9tm5ts "w = good4 ,footnote #ga3 ,8 fri5ds say t = a consid]able "t be=e he _h be5 subject to ! mo/ griev\s pa9 f hmorrhoids4 ,8 suff]+s 7 (t5 excruciat+4 ,! j\rney back to ,ujiji1 begun #bj? ,july1 #ahga1 0 a v wret*$ "o4 ,amid ! univ]sal desolation caus$ by ! v wantonness ( ! m>aud]s1 x 0 impossible = ,liv+/one to p]suade ! natives t he did n belong to ! same-set4 ,ambu%es 7 set = him & 8 company 9 ! =e/4 ,on ! #h? ,augu/ !y came to an ambu%m5t all prep>$1 b x _h be5 ab&on$ = "s unkn[n reason4 ,by & by1 on ! same day1 a l>ge spe> flew pa/ ,liv+/one1 graz+ 8 neck2 ! native :o flung x 0 b t5 y>ds (f2 ! h& ( ,god alone sav$ 8 life#gb4 ,f>!r on1 ano!r spe> 0 ?r[n1 :i* miss$ him by a foot4 ,on ! same day a l>ge tree1 to :i* fire _h be5 appli$ to fell x1 came d[n )9 a y>d ( him4 ,?us on "o day he 0 deliv]$ ?ree times f imp5d+ dea?4 ,he w5t on ?r\gh ! =e/1 expect+ e m9ute to be attack$1 hav+ no fe>1 b p]fectly indiff]5t :e!r he %\ld be kill$ or n4 ,he lo/ all 8 rema9+ calico t day1 a telescope1 umbrella1 & five spe>s4 ,by & ,?y he 0 pro/rat$ ) griev\s illness4 ,z soon z he c\ld move he w5t onw>d1 b he felt z if dy+ on 8 feet4 ,& he 0 ill-rigg$ = ! road1 = ! light ,fr5* %oes to :i* he 0 r$uc$1 & :i* _h be5 cut to ease 8 feet till !y w\ld h>dly hang toge!r1 fail$ to protect him f ! %>p fragm5ts ( qu>tz ) :i* ! road 0 /rew$4 ,he 0 gett+ ne> to ,ujiji1 h[ev]1 :]e abundant ( goods & com=ts 7 no d\bt safely /[$ away = him1 & ! hope ( relief su/a9$ him "u all 8 trials4 ,footnote #gb3 ,! head ( ?is spe> is among ! ,liv+/one relics at ,new/ead ,abbey4 ,at la/1 on ! #bc;d ,octob]1 r$uc$ to a liv+ skeleton1 he rea*$ ,ujiji4 ,:at 0 8 mis]y1 in/ead ( f9d+ ! abundance ( goods he _h expect$1 to le>n t ! wret* ,%]eef1 to :om !y _h be5 consign$1 _h sold (f ! :ole1 n leav+ "o y>d ( calico out ( #cjjj1 or "o /r+ ( beads out ( #gjj p\nds6 ,! sc\ndrel _h div9$ on ! ,koran1 f\nd t ,liv+/one 0 dead1 & w\ld ne$ ! goods no m4 ,liv+/one _h int5d$1 if he c\ld n get m5 at ,ujiji to g ) him to ! ,lualaba1 to wait !re till suitable m5 %\ld be s5t up f ! coa/2 b he _h nev] ?\ght ( hav+ to wait 9 begg>y4 ,if any?+ c\ld h aggravat$ ! annoyance1 x 0 to see ,%]eef come1 )\t %ame1 to salute him1 & tell him on leav+1 t he 0 go+ to pray2 or to see 8 slaves pass+ f ! m>ket ) all ! good ?+s 8 prop]ty _h b\ght6 ,liv+/one appli$ a t]m to him :i* he res]v$ = m5--black or :ite--^: wick$ness made !m alike %ameless & /upid--he 0 a moral idiot4 ,x 0 ! old /ory ( ! travel] :o fell among ?ieves t robb$ him ( all he _h2 b :]e 0 ! good ,sam>itan8 ,! ,gov]nm5t & ! ,geographical ,society appe>$ to h pass$ by on ! o!r side4 ,b ! good ,sam>itan 0 n z f> (f z might h be5 ?\ght4 ,"o morn+ ,sy$ b9 ,majid1 an ,arab trad]1 came to him ) a g5]\s (f] to sell "s ivory & get goods = him2 b ,liv+/one _h ! old feel+ ( indep5d5ce1 & hav+ /ill a few b>t] goods left1 :i* he _h deposit$ ) ,mohamad b9 ,saleh be=e go+ to ,manyuema1 he decl9$ = ! pres5t ,sy$'s g5]\s (f]4 ,b ! k9dness ( ,sy$ 0 n ! only pro( t he 0 n =sak54 ,five days aft] he rea*$ ,ujiji ! good ,sam>itan appe>$ f ano!r qu>t]4 ,z ,liv+/one _h be5 approa*+ ,ujiji f ! s\?we/1 ano!r :ite man _h be5 approa*+ x f ! ea/4 ,on #bh? ,octob]1 #ahga1 ,h5ry ,morel& ,/anley1 :o _h be5 s5t to look = him by ,mr4 ,james ,gordon ,b5nett1 ,jr41 ( ! ,new ,york ,h]ald newspap]1 grasp$ ! h& ( ,david ,liv+/one4 ,an angel f heav5 c\ld h>dly h be5 m welcome4 ,9 a mom5t ! sky bright5$4 ,/anley 0 provid$ ) ample /ores1 & 0 delight$ to supply ! wants ( ! travel]4 ,! s5se ( sympa?y1 ! feel+ ( bro!rhood1 ! bless+ ( fell[%ip1 act$ l a *>m4 ,f\r good meals a day1 in/ead ( ! sp>e & ta/eless food ( ! c\ntry1 made a wond]ful *ange on ! out] man2 & 9 a few days ,liv+/one 0 himself aga9--he>ty & happy & hopeful z be=e4 ,be=e clos+ ?is *apt] & ent]+ on ! la/ two ye>s ( ,liv+/one's life1 :i* h s lively an int]e/ ( _! own1 x w be conv5i5t to glance at ! contributions to natural sci5ce :i* he cont9u$ to make to ! v end4 ,9 do+ ?is1 we avail ourselves ( a v t5d] & ,*ri/ian tribute to ! memory ( 8 e>ly fri5d1 :i* ,pr(essor ,ow5 contribut$ to ! ,qu>t]ly ,review1 ,april1 #ahge1 aft] ! publication ( ,liv+/one's ,la/ ,j\rnals4 ,mr4 ,ow5 appe>s to h be5 conv9c$ by ,liv+/one's reason+ & obs]vations1 t ! ,nile s\rces 7 9 ! ,bangweolo wat]%$--a supposition n[ asc]ta9$ to h be5 errone\s4 ,b :at *iefly attract$ & delight$ ! great naturali/ 0 ! _m int]e/+ notices ( plants & animals scatt]$ ov] ! ,la/ ,j\rnals4 ,^! ,j\rnals conta9 important contributions bo? to economic & physiological botany4 ,9 ! =m] dep>tm5t1 ,liv+/one makes valuable obs]vations on plants useful 9 ! arts1 su* z gum-copal1 papyrus1 cotton1 india-rubb]1 & ! palm-oil tree2 :ile 9 ! latt]1 8 notices ( c>nivor\s plants1 :i* cat* insects t probably yield n\ri%m5t to ! plant1 ( silicifi$ wood & ! l1 %[ h[ c>efully he wat*$ all t ?r[s light on ! life & *anges ( plants4 ,9 zology he 0 nev] we>y ( obs]v+1 especially :5 he f\nd a /range-look+ animal ) /range habits4 ,spid]s1 ants1 & bees ( unkn[n v>ieties 7 br\ght to light1 b ! /range/ ( 8 new acqua9tances 7 among ! fi%y tribes4 ,he f\nd fi% t made long excursions on l&1 ?anks to ! wet grass ?r\gh :i* !y w\ld w&] = miles1 ?us prov+ t a fi% out ( wat] is n always ! be/ symbol = a man out ( 8 elem5t4 ,!re 7 fi%1 too1 t burr[$ 9 ! e>?2 b mo/ rem>kable at fir/ sight 7 ! fi% t appe>$ to br+ =? _! "y by eject+ !m f _! m\?s4 ,if ,bruce or ,du ,*aillu _h made su* a /atem5t1 rem>ks ,pr(essor ,ow51 :at ridicule w\ld !y n h enc\nt]$6 ,b ,liv+/one 0 n ! man to make a /atem5t ( :at he _h n asc]ta9$1 or to be cont5t until he _h f\nd a sci5tific explanation ( x4 ,he f\nd t 9 ! bran*ial op5+s ( ! fi%1 !re occur bags or p\*es1 on ! same pr9ciple z ! p\* ( ! opossum1 :]e ! "y may be lodg$ = a "t = protection or n\ri%m5t1 & t :5 ! creatures are dis*>g$ ?r\gh ! m\? into ! wat]1 x is only f a tempor>y cradle :]e !y 7 probably enjoy+ repose1 beyond ! rea* ( enemies4 ,p]haps ! greate/ ( ,liv+/one's sci5tific discov]ies dur+ ?is j\rney 0 t ( a physical condition ( ! e>?'s surface 9 elevat$ tracts ( ! great cont95t1 unkn[n be=e4 ,! bogs or e>?-sponges1 t f 8 fir/ acqua9tance ) !m gave him s mu* tr\ble1 & at la/ prov$ ! occasion ( 8 dea?1 7 n only rem>kable 9 !mselves1 b-int]e/+ z probably expla9+ ! annual inundations ( mo/ ( ! riv]s4 ,:]ev] !re 0 a pla9 slop+ t[>d a n>r[ op5+ 9 hills or high] gr\nd1 !re 7 ! conditions = an ,african sponge4 ,! vegetation falls d[n & rots1 & =ms a ri* black loam1 re/+ (t51 two or ?ree feet ?ick1 on a b$ ( pure riv] s&4 ,! e>ly ra9s turn ! vegetation into slu%1 & fill !1 pools4 ,! lat] ra9s1 f9d+ ! pools already full1 run (f to ! riv]s1 & =m ! inundation4 ,! fir/ ra9s occur s\? ( ! equator :5 ! sun goes v]tically ov] any spot1 & ! second or great] ra9s happ5 9 8 c\rse nor? aga94 ,?is1 c]ta9ly1 0 ! case z obs]v$ on ! ,zambesi & ,%ir1 & tak+ ! diff]5t times = ! sun's passage nor? ( ! equator1 x expla9$ ! inundations ( ! ,nile4 ,su* notices %[ t 9 8 love ( nature1 & 9 8 c>eful obs]vation ( all h] ag5cies & processes1 ,liv+/one1 9 8 la/ j\rneys1 0 ! same z ev]4 ,he look$ rev]5tly on all plants & animals1 & on ! solid e>? 9 all its aspects & =ms1 z ! creatures ( t same ,god ^: love 9 ,*ri/ x 0 8 he>t's delight to proclaim4 ,8 :ole life1 s v>i$ 9 its outw>d employm5ts1 yet s simple & transp>5t 9 its "o great object1 0 rul$ by ! conviction t ! ,god ( nature & ! ,god ( revelation 7 "o4 ,:ile ?or\ghly enjoy+ 8 "w z a naturali/1 ,pr(essor ,ow5 frankly admits t x 0 b a second>y object ( 8 life4 ,( 8 prim>y "w ! record is on high1 & its imp]i%able fruits rema9 on e>?4 ,! se$s ( ! ,^w ( ,life implant$ lov+ly1 ) pa9s & labor1 & above-all ) fai?2 ! out-door sc5es ( ! simple ,sabba? s]vice2 ! te/imony ( ,him to :om ! wor%ip 0 paid1 giv5 9 t]ms ( su* simplicity z 7 fitt$ to ! compreh5sion ( ! d>k-sk9n$ li/5]s1--^! se$s w n h be5 scatt]$ by him 9 va94 ,nor h !y be5 s[n 9 words alone1 b 9 de$s1 ( :i* "s "p ( ! honor w r$\nd to 8 successors4 ,! tea*+ by =giv5ess ( injuries1--by tru/1 h[ev] unwor?y ! tru/$1--by t confid5ce :i* imput$ 8 own noble nature to ^? :om he w\ld w91--by ! practical en=cem5t ( ! fact t a man might promise & p]=m--might say ! ?+ he meant1--( ?is tea*+ by good de$s1 z well z by ! words ( tru? & love1 ! successor :o treads 9 ! /eps ( ,,liv+/one1 & accompli%es ! discov]y he aim$ at1 & po9t$ ! way to1 w assur$ly ! b5efit#gc4 ,footnote #gc3 ,qu>t]ly ,review1 ,april1 #ahge1 pp4 #dih1 #dii4 ,,*apt] ,,xxi4 ,,liv+/one ,,& ,,/anley4 ,a4,d4 #ahga-ahgb4 ,mr4 ,gordon ,b5nett s5ds ,/anley 9 se>* ( ,liv+/one--,/anley at ,zanzib>--,/>ts = ,ujiji--,rea*es ,unyanyembe--,dang]\s illness--,w> betwe5 ,arabs & natives--,n>r[ escape ( ,/anley--,approa* to ,ujiji--,meet+ ) ,liv+/one--,liv+/one's /ory--,/anley's news--,liv+/one's goods & m5 at ,bagamoio--,/anley's acc\nts ( ,liv+/one--,refutation ( fooli% & calumni\s *>ges--,!y g to ! nor? ( ! lake--,liv+/one resolves n to g home1 b to get fre% m5 & return to ! s\rces--,lett] to ,agnes--to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>--,! travel]s g to ,unyanyembe--,m plund]+ ( /ores--,/anley leaves = ,zanzib>--,/anley's bitt]ness ( he>t at p>t+--,liv+/one's int5se gratitude to ,/anley--,he intru/s 8 ,j\rnal to him1 & commissions him to s5d s]vants & /ores f ,zanzib>--,/anley's j\rney to ! coa/--,f9ds ,se>* ,exp$ition at ,bagamoio--,proce$s to ,engl&--,/anley's reception--,unpleasant feel+s--claircissem5t--,engl& grateful to ,/anley4 ,! meet+ ( ,/anley & ,liv+/one at ,ujiji 0 z unlikely an occurr5ce z c\ld h happ5$1 &1 along ) _m ( ! e>li] ev5ts 9 ,liv+/one's life1 s]ves to %[ h[ wond]fully an ,unse5 ,h& %ap$ & gu>d$ 8 pa?4 ,nei!r ,/anley nor ! g5tleman :o s5t him _h any p]sonal int]e/ 9 ,liv+/one4 ,mr4 ,b5nett admitt$ frankly t he 0 mov$ nei!r by fri5d%ip nor philan?ropy1 b by reg>d to 8 bus9ess & int]e/ z a j\rnali/4 ,! object ( a j\rnal 0 to furni% its read]s ) ! news :i* !y desir$ to "k2 ! read]s ( ! ,new ,york ,h]ald desir$ to "k ab\t ,liv+/one2 z a j\rnali/1 x 0 8 bus9ess to f9d out & tell !m4 ,mr4 ,b5nett det]m9$ t1 co/ :at x might1 he w\ld f9d out1 & give ! news to 8 read]s4 ,^! 7 ! v unromantic notions1 ) an "u-curr5t probably ( bett] quality1 t 7 pass+ ?r\gh 8 m9d at ,p>is1 on ! #af? ,octob]1 #ahfi1 :5 he s5t a telegram to ,madrid1 summon+ ,h5ry ,m4 ,/anley1 "o ( ! own correspond5ts ( 8 pap]1 to come to ,p>is on important bus9ess4 ,on 8 arrival1 ,mr4 ,b5nett ask$ him bluntly1 ,:]e d y ?9k ,liv+/one is8 ,! correspond5t c\ld n tell--c\ld n ev5 tell :e!r he 0 alive4 ,well1 said ,mr4 ,b5nett1 ,i ?9k he is alive1 & t he may be f\nd1 & ,i am go+ to s5d y to f9d him4 ,mr4 ,/anley 0 to h :atev] money %\ld be f\nd necess>y2 only he 0 to f9d ,liv+/one4 ,x is v my/]i\s t he 0 n to g /raight to ,africa--he 0 to visit ,con/ant9ople1 ,pale/9e1 & ,egypt fir/4 ,!n1 f ,india1 he 0 to g to ,zanzib>2 get into ! int]ior1 & f9d him if alive2 obta9 all possible news ( 8 discov]ies2 & if he 7 dead1 get ! fact fully v]ifi$1 f9d out ! place ( 8 burial1 & try to obta9 possession ( 8 bones1 t !y might f9d a re/+-place at home4 ,x 0 n till ,janu>y1 #ahga1 t ,/anley rea*$ ,zanzib>4 ,to organize an exp$ition into ! int]ior 0 no easy task = "o :o _h nev] be=e set foot 9 ,africa4 ,to lay all 8 plans )\t divulg+ 8 object w\ld1 p]haps1 h be5 m difficult if x _h ev] ent]$ into any man's head to connect ! ,new ,york ,h]ald ) a se>* = ,liv+/one4 ,b indomitable vigor & p]sev]ance succe$$1 & by ! end ( ,febru>y & beg9n+ ( ,m>*1 "o hundr$ & n9ety-two p]sons 9 all _h />t$ 9 five c>avans at %ort int]vals f ,bagamoio = ,lake ,tanganyika1 two :ite m5 be+ ( ! p>ty besides ,/anley1 ) horses1 donkeys1 bales1 boats1 boxes1 rifles1 etc41 to an am\nt t made ! lead] ( ! exp$ition ask himself h[ su* an enorm\s weight ( mat]ial c\ld ev] be c>ri$ into ! he>t ( ,africa4 ,! ord9>y & extraord9>y risks & tr\bles ( travel 9 ^! p>ts fell to ,mr4 ,/anley's lot 9 un/9t$ abundance4 ,b :5 ,unyanyembe 0 rea*$1 ! half-way /ation to ,ujiji1 tr\bles m ?an extraord9>y befell4 ,fir/1 a t]rible attack ( fev] t depriv$ him ( 8 s5ses = a =tnight4 ,!n came a worse tr\ble4 ,! ,arabs 7 at w> ) a *ief ,mirambo1 & ,/anley & 8 m51 believ+ !y w\ld help to re/ore peace m spe$ily1 sid$ ) ! ,arabs4 ,at fir/ !y 7 app>5tly victori\s1 b imm$iately aft]1 "p ( ! ,arabs 7 attack$ on _! way home by ,mirambo1 :o lay 9 ambu% = !m1 & 7 defeat$4 ,great con/]nation prevail$4 ,! ,arabs retreat$ 9 panic1 leav+ ,/anley1 :o 0 ill1 to ! t5d] m]cies ( ! foe4 ,/anley1 h[ev]1 manag$ to escape4 ,aft] ?is exp]i5ce ( ! ,arabs 9 w>1 he resolv$ to discont9ue 8 alliance ) !m4 ,z ! usual way to ,ujiji 0 block$1 he det]m9$ to try a r\te m to ! s\?4 ,b 8 p _h =sak5 him4 ,"o ( 8 two ,engli% companions 0 dead1 ! o!r 0 sick & _h to be s5t back4 ,mirambo 0 /ill ?reat5+4 ,x 0 n till ! #bj? ,septemb] t new m5 7 engag$ by ,/anley1 & 8 p>ty 7 ready to move4 ,!y m>*$ sl[ly1 ) v>i\s adv5tures & difficulties1 until1 by ,mr4 ,/anley's reckon+1 on ! #aj? ,novemb] 7b by ,liv+/one's e>li]71 !y 7 close on ,ujiji4 ,_! approa* creat$ an extraord9>y excitem5t4 ,fir/ "o voice salut$ !m 9 ,engli%1 !n ano!r2 ^! 7 ! salutations ( ,liv+/one's s]vants1 ,susi & ,*uma4 ,by & by ! ,doctor himself appe>$4 ,z ,i advanc$ sl[ly t[>d him1 says ,mr4 ,/anley1 ,i notic$ he 0 pale1 look$ we>i$1 _h a gray be>d1 wore a blui% cap ) a fad$ gold b& r\nd x1 _h on a r$-sleev$ wai/coat & a pair ( gray twe$ tr\s]s4 ,i w\ld h run to him1 only ,i 0 a c[>d 9 ! pres5ce ( su* a mob1--w\ld h embrac$ him1 only he1 be+ an ,engli%man1 ,i did n "k h[ he w\ld receive me2 s ,i did :at c[>dice & false pride sugge/$ 0 ! be/ ?+--walk$ delib]ately to him1 took (f my hat & said1 ',dr4 ,liv+/one1 ,i presume8' ',yes1' said he1 ) a k9d smile1 lift+ 8 cap slightly4 ,i replace my hat on my head1 & he puts on 8 cap1 & we bo? grasp h&s1 & !n ,i say al\d--',i ?ank ,god1 ,doctor1 ,i h be5 p]mitt$ to see y4' ,he answ]$1 ',i feel ?ankful t ,i am "h to welcome y4' ,! conv]sation began--b ,/anley c\ld n rememb] :at x 04 ,i f\nd myself gaz+ at him1 conn+ ! wond]ful man at ^: side ,i n[ sat 9 ,c5tral ,africa4 ,e hair ( 8 head & be>d1 e wr9kle ( 8 face1 ! wanness ( 8 features1 & ! slightly we>i$ look he bore1 7 all imp>t+ intellig5ce to me--! k ,i crav$ = s mu* ev] s9ce ,i he>d ! words1 ',take :at y want1 b f9d ,liv+/one1' ,:at ,i saw 0 deeply int]e/+ intellig5ce to me & unv>ni%$ tru?4 ,i 0 li/5+ & read+ at ! same "t4 ,:at did ^! dumb witnesses relate to me8 ,oh1 read]1 _h y be5 at my side on ?is day 9 ,ujiji1 h[ eloqu5tly c\ld be told ! nature ( ?is man's "w8 ,_h y be5 !re b to see & he>6 ,8 lips gave me ! details2 lips t nev] lie4 ,i _c repeat :at he said2 ,i 0 too mu* engross$ to take my notebook out1 & beg9 to /5ograph 8 /ory4 ,he _h s mu* to say t he began at ! end1 seem+ly oblivi\s ( ! fact t five or six ye>s _h to be acc\nt$ =4 ,b 8 acc\nt 0 ooz+ out2 x 0 gr[+ fa/ into gr& proportions--into a mo/ m>vel\s hi/ory ( de$s4 ,& ,/anley1 too1 _h wond]ful ?+s to tell ! ,doctor4 ,! news1 says ,liv+/one1 he _h to tell "o :o _h be5 two full ye>s )\t any tid+s f ,europe made my :ole frame ?rill4 ,! t]rible fate t _h befall5 ,france1 ! telegraphic cables successfully laid 9 ! ,atlantic1 ! election ( ,g5]al ,grant1 ! dea? ( good ,"l ,cl>5don1 my con/ant fri5d2 ! pro( t ,h] ,maje/y's ,gov]nm5t _h n =gott5 me 9 vot+ #ajjj = supplies1 & _m o!r po9ts ( int]e/1 reviv$ emotions t _h la9 dormant 9 ,manyuema4 ,z ,/anley w5t on1 ,liv+/one kept say+1 ,y h br\ght me new life--y h br\ght me new life4 ,!re 0 "o piece ( news br\ght by ,/anley to ,liv+/one t 0 f> f satisfactory4 ,at ,bagamoio1 on ! coa/1 ,/anley _h f\nd a c>avan ) supplies = ,liv+/one t _h be5 despat*$ f ,zanzib> ?ree or f\r mon?s be=e1 ! m5 9 *>ge ( :i* _h be5 ly+ idle !re all t "t on ! pretext t !y 7 wait+ = c>ri]s4 ,a lett]-bag 0 also ly+ at ,bagamoio1 al?\gh sev]al c>avans = ,ujiji _h left 9 ! meantime4 ,on he>+ t ! ,consul at ,zanzib>1 ,dr4 ,kirk1 0 com+ to ! neighborhood to hunt1 ! p>ty at la/ made (f4 ,ov]tak+ !m at ,unyanyembe1 ,/anley took *>ge ( ,liv+/one's /ores1 b 0 n able to br+ !m on2 only he compell$ ! lett]-c>ri] to come on to ,ujiji ) 8 bag4 ,at :at "t1 b = ,/anley1 ,liv+/one w\ld h got 8 lett]s1 :i* aft] all 7 a ye> on ! way1 he c\ld n h told4 ,= 8 /ores1 or su* fragm5ts ( !m z might rema91 he _h aft]w>d to trudge all ! way to ,unyanyembe4 ,8 lett]s convey$ ! news t ,gov]nm5t _h vot$ a ?\s& p\nds = 8 relief1 & 7 besides to pay him a sal>y#gd4 ,! unpleasant feel+ he _h _h s long z to 8 treatm5t by ,gov]nm5t 0 ?us at la/ some:at reliev$4 ,b ! goods t _h la9 9 neglect at ,bagamoio1 & 7 n[ out ( rea* at ,unyanyembe1 repres5t$ "o-half ! ,gov]nm5t grant1 & w\ld probably be squ&]$1 l 8 o!r goods1 be=e he c\ld rea* !m4 ,footnote #gd3 ,! intimation ( sal>y 0 premature4 ,liv+/one got a p5sion ( #hjj aft]w>d1 :i* la/$ only = a ye> & a half4 ,! impression made on ,/anley by ,liv+/one 0 rem>kably vivid2 & ! portrait drawn by ! ,am]ican w be recogniz$ z g5u9e by e "o :o kn[s :at mann] ( man ,liv+/one 03 ,i defy any "o to be 9 8 society long )\t ?or\ghly fa?om+ him1 = 9 him !re is no guile1 & :at is app>5t on ! surface is ! ?+ t is 9 him4444 ,dr4 ,liv+/one is ab\t sixty ye>s old1 ?\gh aft] he 0 re/or$ to heal? he look$ l a man :o _h n pass$ 8 fiftie? ye>4 ,8 hair has a br[ni% color yet1 b is "h & !re /reak$ ) gray l9es ov] ! temples2 8 be>d & m\/a*es are v gray4 ,8 eyes1 :i* are hazel1 are rem>kably bright2 he has a sight ke5 z a hawk's4 ,8 tee? alone indicate ! weakness ( age2 ! h>d f>e ( ,lunda has made havoc 9 _! l9es4 ,8 =m1 :i* soon assum$ a /\ti% appe>ance1 is a little ov] ! ord9>y height1 ) ! slighte/ possible b[ 9 ! %\ld]s4 ,:5 walk+ he has a firm b heavy tread1 l t ( an ov]work$ or fatigu$ man4 ,he is accu/om$ to we> a naval cap ) a semicircul> peak1 by :i* he has be5 id5tifi$ ?r\gh\t ,africa4 ,8 dress1 :5 fir/ ,i saw him1 exhibit$ traces ( pat*+ & repair+1 b 0 scrupul\sly clean4 ,i 0 l$ to believe t ,liv+/one possess$ a spl5etic1 misan?ropic temp]2 "s h said t he is g>rul\s2 t he is dem5t$2 t he is utt]ly *ang$ f ! ,david ,liv+/one :om p knew z ! rev]5d mission>y2 t he takes no notes or obs]vations b su* z ^? :i* no o!r p]son c\ld read b himself1 & x 0 report$1 be=e ,i proce$$ to ,africa1 t he 0 m>ri$ to an ,african pr9cess4 ,i respectfully beg to diff] ) all & ea* ( ! above /atem5ts4 ,i grant he is n an angel2 b he approa*es to t be+ z ne> z ! nature ( a liv+ man w all[4 ,i nev] saw any sple5 or misan?ropy 9 him3 z = be+ g>rul\s1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one is q ! rev]se2 he is res]v$1 if any?+2 & to ! man :o says ,dr4 ,liv+/one is *ang$1 all ,i c say is1 t he nev] c\ld h kn[n him1 = x is notori\s t ! ,doctor has a fund ( quiet humor1 :i* he exhibits at all times :5 he is among fri5ds4 ,aft] repudiat+ ! *>ge z to 8 notes1 & obs]vations1 ,mr4 ,/anley cont9ues3 ,z to ! report ( 8 ,african m>riage1 x is unnecess>y to say m ?an t x is untrue1 & x is utt]ly b5ea? a g5tleman ev5 to h9t at su* a ?+ 9 connection ) ! "n ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one4 ,y may take any po9t 9 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's "*1 & analyze x c>efully1 & ,i w\ld *all5ge any man to f9d a fault 9 x4444 ,8 g5tl5ess nev] =sakes him2 8 hopefulness nev] des]ts him4 ,no h>ass+ anxieties1 di/raction ( m9d1 long sep>ation f home & k9dr$1 c make him compla94 ,he ?9ks 'all w come out "r at la/'2 he has su* fai? 9 ! goodness ( ,provid5ce4 ,! sport ( adv]se circum/ances1 ! play?+ ( ! mis]able be+s s5t to him f ,zanzib>--he has be5 baffl$ & worri$1 ev5 almo/ to ! grave1 yet he w n des]t ! *>ge impos$ ^u him by 8 fri5d ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison4 ,to ! /]n dictates ( duty1 alone1 has he sacrific$ 8 home & ease1 ! pleasures1 ref9em5ts1 & luxuries ( civiliz$ life4 ,8 is ! ,sp>tan h]oism1 ! inflexibility ( ! ,roman1 ! endur+ resolution ( ! ,anglo-,saxon--nev] to rel9qui% 8 "w1 ?\gh 8 he>t ye>ns = home2 nev] to surr5d] 8 obligations until he c write ,,f9is to 8 "w4 ,!re is a good-natur$ ab&on ab\t ,liv+/one :i* 0 n lo/ on me4 ,:5ev] he began to laugh1 !re 0 a contagion ab\t x t compell$ me to imitate him4 ,x 0 su* a laugh z ,teufelsdrckh's--a laugh ( ! :ole man f head to heel4 ,if he told a /ory1 he relat$ x 9 su* a way z to conv9ce "o ( its tru?fulness2 8 face 0 s lit up by ! sly fun x conta9$1 t ,i 0 sure ! /ory 0 wor? relat+1 & wor? li/5+ to4 ,ano!r ?+ t especially attract$ my att5tion 0 8 wond]fully ret5tive memory4 ,if we rememb] ! _m ye>s he has sp5t 9 ,africa1 depriv$ ( books1 we may well ?9k x an uncommon memory t c recite :ole poems f ,byron1 ,burns1 ,t5nyson1 ,longfell[1 ,:itti]1 & ,l[ell4444 ,8 religion is n ( ! !oretical k9d1 b x is a con/ant1 e>ne/1 s9c]e practice4 ,x is nei!r demon/rative nor l\d1 b manife/s itself 9 a quiet1 practical way1 & is always at "w4 ,x is n aggressive1 :i* sometimes is tr\blesome if n imp]t95t4 ,9 him religion exhibits its lovelie/ features2 x gov]ns 8 conduct n only t[>d 8 s]vants b t[>d ! natives1 ! bigot$ ,mohamm$ans1 & all :o come 9 contact ) him4 ,)\t x1 ,liv+/one1 ) 8 ard5t temp]am5t1 8 en?usiasm1 8 high _s & c\rage1 mu/ h become uncompanionable1 & a h>d ma/]4 ,religion has tam$ him & made him a ,*ri/ian g5tleman2 ! crude & willful h be5 ref9$ & subdu$2 religion has made him ! mo/ companionable ( m5 & indulg5t ( ma/]s--a man ^: society is pleasurable to a degree4444 ,f be+ ?w>t$ & hat$ 9 e possible way by ! ,arabs & half-ca/es ^u 8 fir/ arrival at ,ujiji1 he has1 ?r\gh 8 uni=m k9dness & mild1 pleasant temp]1 won all he>ts4 ,i obs]v$ t univ]sal respect 0 paid to him4 ,ev5 ! ,mohamm$ans nev] pass$ 8 h\se )\t call+ to pay _! complim5ts1 & to say1 ',! bless+ ( ,god re/ on y6' ,ea* ,sunday morn+ he ga!rs 8 little flock ar\nd him1 & reads pray]s & a *apt] f ! ,bible1 9 a natural1 unaffect$1 & s9c]e tone2 & aft]w>d deliv]s a %ort address 9 ! ,kisawahili language1 ab\t ! subject read to !m1 :i* is li/5$ to ) evid5t int]e/ & att5tion4 ,x 0 agre$ t ! two travel]s %\ld make a %ort excursion to ! nor? end ( ,lake ,tanganyika1 to asc]ta9 :e!r ! lake _h an outlet !re4 ,?is 0 done1 b x 0 f\nd t in/ead ( fl[+ out1 ! riv] ,lugiz fl[$ into ! lake1 s t ! notion t ! lake dis*>g$ itself nor?w>d turn$ out to be an error4 ,mean:ile1 ! future arrangem5ts ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one 7 matt] ( anxi\s consid]ation4 ,"o ?+ 0 fix$ & c]ta9 f ! beg9n+3 ,liv+/one w\ld n g home ) ,/anley4 ,mu* ?\gh 8 he>t ye>n$ = home & family--all ! m t he _h j le>n$ t 8 son ,?omas _h _h a dang]\s accid5t1--& mu* ?\gh he ne$$ to recruit 8 /r5g? & nurse 8 ailm5ts1 he w\ld n ?9k ( x :ile 8 "w rema9$ unf9i%$4 ,to turn back to ^? dre>y sponges1 sleep 9 ^? flood$ pla9s1 enc\nt] anew t t]rible pneumonia :i* 0 worse ?an t5 fev]s1 or t di/ress+ hmorrhage :i* add$ extreme weakness to extreme agony--might h turn$ any he>t2 ,liv+/one nev] fl9*$ f x4 ,:at a reception await$ him if he _h gone home to ,engl&6 ,:at welcome f fri5ds & *ildr51 :at triumphal *e]s f all ! great ,societies & savants1 :at honors f all :o _h honors to conf]1 :at opportunity ( r5ew+ ef=ts to e/abli% missions & comm]ce1 & to suppress ! slave traffic6 ,!n he might return to ,africa 9 a ye>1 & f9i% 8 "w4 ,if ,liv+/one _h tak5 ?is c\rse1 no :isp] w\ld h be5 he>d aga9/ x4 ,! nobility ( 8 s\l nev] rose high]1 8 utt] ab&onm5t ( self1 8 entire devotion to duty1 8 "r honorable det]m9ation to "w :ile x 0 call$ to-day nev] %one m brightly ?an :5 he decl9$ all ,/anley's entreaties to return home1 & set 8 face /eadfa/ly to g back to ! bogs ( ! wat]%$4 ,he writes 9 8 j\rnal3 ,my daught] ,agnes says1 ',mu* z ,i wi% y to come home1 ,i _h r t y f9i%$ y\r "w to y\r own satisfaction1 ?an return m]ely to gratify me4' ,rightly & nobly said1 my d>l+ ,nannie2 vanity :isp]s pretty l\dly1 ',%e is a *ip ( ! old block1' ,my bless+ on h] & all ! re/4 ,aft] c>eful consid]ation ( v>i\s plans1 x 0 agre$ t he %\ld g to ,unyanyembe1 accompani$ by ,/anley1 :o w\ld supply him !re ) abundance ( goods1 & :o w\ld !n hurry d[n to ! coa/1 organize a new exp$ition compos$ ( fifty or sixty fai?ful m5 to be s5t on to ,unyanyembe1 by :om ,liv+/one w\ld be accompani$ back to ,bangweolo & ! s\rces1 & !n to ,rua1 until 8 "w %\ld be complet$1 & he might g home 9 peace4 ,a few extracts f ,liv+/one's lett]s w %[ u h[ he felt at ?is rem>kable crisis4 ,to ,agnes3 ,tanganyika1 #ah? ,novemb]1 #ahga--;,aft] detail+ 8 tr\bles 9 ,manyuema1 ! loss ( all 8 goods at ,ujiji1 & ! g5]\s (f] ( ,sy$ b9 ,majid1 he cont9ues3 ,next ,i he>d ( an ,engli%man be+ at ,unyamyembe ) boats1 etc41 b :o he 01 none c\ld tell4 ,at la/1 "o ( my p came runn+ out ( brea? & %\t$1 ',an ,engli%man com+6' & (f he d>t$ back aga9 to meet him4 ,an ,am]ican flag at ! head ( a l>ge c>avan %[$ ! nationality ( ! /rang]4 ,ba?s1 t5ts1 saddles1 big kettles1 %[$ t he 0 n a poor ,laz>us l me4 ,he turn$ out to be ,h5ry ,m4 ,/anley1 travel+ correspond5t ( ! ,new ,york ,h]ald1 s5t specially to f9d out if ,i 7 really alive1 &1 if dead1 to br+ home my bones4 ,he _h br\ght abundance ( goods at great exp5se1 b ! fight+ ref]r$ to delay$ him1 & he _h to leave a great "p at ,unyamyembe4 ,to all he _h ,i 0 made free4 ,9 a lat] lett]1 ,liv+/one says2 ',he laid all he _h at my s]vice1 divid$ 8 clo!s into two heaps1 & press$ "o heap ^u me2 !n 8 m$ic9e-*e/2 !n 8 goods & ev]y?+ he _h1 & to coax my appetite1 (t5 cook$ da9ty di%es ) 8 own h&4' ,he came ) ! true ,am]ican *>act]i/ic g5]osity4 ,! te>s (t5 />t$ into my eyes on e fre% pro( ( k9dness4 ,my appetite return$1 & ,i ate ?ree or f\r times a day1 in/ead ( scanty meals morn+ & ev5+4 ,i soon felt /rong1 & nev] we>i$ ) ! /range news ( ,europe & ,am]ica he told4 ,! tumble d[n ( ! ,fr5* ,empire 0 l a dream4444 ,a long lett] to 8 fri5d ,sir ,?omas ,macle> & ,mr4 ,mann1 ( ! same date1 goes ov] 8 travels 9 ,manyuema1 8 _m disa/]s1 & !n 8 wond]ful meet+ ) ,mr4 ,/anley at ,ujiji4 ,speak+ ( ! unwill+ness ( ! natives to believe 9 ! true purpose ( 8 j\rney1 he says3 ,!y all treat me ) respect1 & are v mu* afraid ( be+ writt5 aga9/2 b !y consid] ! s\rces ( ! ,nile to be a %am2 ! true object ( my be+ s5t is to see _! odi\s sy/em ( slav+1 & if inde$ my disclosures %\ld lead to ! suppression ( ! ,ea/ ,coa/ slave-trade1 ,i w\ld e/eem t z a f> great] feat ?an ! discov]y ( all ! s\rces toge!r4 ,x is awful1 b ,i _c speak ( ! slav+ = fe> ( appe>+ guilty ( exagg]at+4 ,x is n trad+2 x is murd]+ = captives to be made into slaves4 ,8 acc\nt ( himself 9 ! j\rney f ,nyangwe is dreadful3 ,i 0 ne> a f\r? lake on ?is c5tral l9e1 & only eighty miles f ,lake ,l9coln on our we/1 9 fact almo/ 9 sight ( ! geographical end ( my mission1 :5 ,i 0 =c$ to return ?r\gh ! misconduct ( 8 m5 betwe5 #djj & #ejj miles4 ,a sore he>t1 made /ill sor] by ! sad sc5es ,i _h se5 ( man's inhumanity to man1 made ?is m>* a t]rible tramp--! sun v]tical1 & ! sore heat react+ on ! physical frame4 ,i 0 9 pa9 ne>ly e /ep ( ! way1 & arriv$ a m]e ruckle ( bones to f9d myself de/itute4 ,9 speak+ ( ! impression made by ,mr4 ,/anley's k9dness3 ,i am z cold & non-demon/rative z we isl&]s are reput$ to be1 b ?is k9dness 0 ov]:elm+4 ,"h 0 ! good ,sam>itan & no mi/ake4 ,nev] 0 ,i m h>d press$2 nev] 0 help m welcome4 ,dur+ ?irte5 mon?s ,/anley receiv$ no few] ?an t5 p>cels ( lett]s & pap]s s5t up by ,mr4 ,webb1 ,am]ican ,consul at ,zanzib>1 :ile ,liv+/one receiv$ b "o4 ,?is 0 an additional gr\nd = fai? 9 ! effici5cy ( ,/anley's arrangem5ts4 ,! j\rney to ,unyanyembe 0 some:at delay$ by an attack ( fev] :i* ,/anley _h at ,ujiji1 & x 0 n till ! #bg? ,decemb] t ! travel]s set out4 ,on ! way ,/anley he>d ( ! dea? ( 8 ,engli% att5dant ,%aw1 :om he _h left unwell4 ,on ! #ah? ( ,febru>y1 #ahgb1 !y rea*$ ,unyanyembe1 :]e a new *apt] ( ! old hi/ory unfold$ itself4 ,! survivor ( two head-m5 employ$ by ,ludha ,damji _h be5 plund]+ ,liv+/one's /ores1 & _h brok5 op5 ! lock ( ,mr4 ,/anley's /ore-room & plund]$ him likewise4 ,not)/&+1 ,mr4 ,/anley 0 able to give ,liv+/one a l>ge am\nt ( calico1 beads1 brass wire1 copp] %eets1 a t5t1 boat1 ba?1 cook+-pots1 m$ic9e-*e/1 tools1 books1 pap]1 m$ic9es1 c>tridges1 & %ot4 ,?is1 ) f\r flannel %irts t _h come f ,agnes1 & two pairs ( boots1 gave him ! feel+ ( be+ q set up4 ,on ! #ad? ( ,m>* ,mr4 ,/anley left ,liv+/one = ,zanzib>1 hav+ receiv$ f him a commission to s5d him up fifty tru/y m51 & "s additional /ores4 ,mr4 ,/anley _h au?ority to draw f ,dr4 ,kirk ! rema9+ half ( ! ,gov]nm5t grant1 b le/ x %\ld h be5 exp5d$1 he 0 furni%$ ) a *eque = #ejjj rupees on ,dr4 ,liv+/one's ag5ts at ,bombay4 ,he 0 likewise intru/$ ) a l>ge folio ,,ms499 volume conta9+ 8 j\rnals f 8 arrival at ,zanzib>1 #bh? ,janu>y1 #ahff1 to ,febru>y #bj1 #ahgb1 writt5 out ) all 8 *>act]i/ic c>e & beauty4 ,ano!r in/ruction _h be5 laid ^u him4 ,if he %\ld f9d ano!r set ( slaves on ! way to him1 he 0 to s5d !m back1 = ,liv+/one w\ld on no acc\nt expose himself anew to ! mis]y1 risk1 & disappo9tm5t he _h exp]i5c$ f ! k9d ( m5 t _h compell$ him to turn back at ,nyangwe4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's la/ act be=e ,mr4 ,/anley left him 0 to write 8 lett]s--tw5ty = ,great ,brita91 six = ,bombay1 two = ,new ,york1 & "o = ,zanzib>4 ,! two = ,new ,york 7 = ,mr4 ,b5nett ( ! ,new ,york ,h]ald1 by :om ,/anley _h be5 s5t to ,africa4 ,mr4 ,/anley has freely unfold$ to u ! bitt]ness ( 8 he>t 9 p>t+ f ,liv+/one4 ,my days seem to h be5 sp5t 9 an ,elysian field2 o!rwise1 :y %\ld ,i s ke5ly regret ! ne> approa* ( ! p>t+ h\r8 ,h ,i n be5 batt]$ by successive fev]s1 pro/rate ) agony day aft] day lately8 ,h ,i n rav$ & /orm$ 9 madness8 ,h ,i n cl5*$ my fi/s 9 fury1 & f\ght ) ! wild /r5g? ( despair :5 9 delirium8 ,yet1 ,i regret to surr5d] ! pleasure ,i h felt 9 ?is man's society1 ?\gh s de>ly pur*as$4444 ,m>* #ad?4--,we _h a sad breakfa/ toge!r4 ,i c\ld n eat1 my he>t 0 too full2 nei!r did my companion seem to h an appetite4 ,we f\nd some?+ to d :i* kept u long] toge!r4 ,at eight o'clock ,i 0 n gone1 & ,i _h ?\ght to h be5 (f at five ,a4,m4444 ,we walk$ side by side2 ! m5 lift$ _! voices 9 a song4 ,i took long looks at ,liv+/one1 to impress 8 features ?or\ghly on my memory4444 ',n[1 my de> ,doctor1 ! be/ fri5ds mu/ "p4 ,y h come f> en\gh2 let me beg ( y to turn back4' ',well1' ,liv+/one repli$1 ',i w say ?is to y3 ,y h done :at few m5 c\ld d1--f> bett] ?an "s great travel]s ,i "k4 ,& ,i am grateful to y = :at y h done = me4 ,god guide y safe home1 & bless y1 my fri5d1'--',& may ,god br+ y safe back to u all1 my de> fri5d4 ,f>ewell6'--',f>ewell6444 ,my fri5dly read]1 ,i wrote ! above extracts 9 my ,di>y on ! ev5+ ( ea* day4 ,i look at !m n[ aft] six mon?s h pass$ away2 yet ,i am n a%am$ ( !m2 my eyes feel some:at dimm$ at ! recollection ( ! p>t+4 ,i d>$ n erase1 nor modify :at ,i _h p5n$1 :ile my feel+s 7 /rong4 ,god grant t if ev] y take to travel+ 9 ,africa y w get z noble & true a man = y\r companion z ,david ,liv+/one6 ,= f\r mon?s & f\r days ,i liv$ ) him 9 ! same h\se1 or 9 ! same boat1 or 9 ! same t5t1 & ,i nev] f\nd a fault 9 him4 ,i am a man ( a quick temp]1 & (t5 )\t suffici5t cause1 ,i d>esay1 h brok5 ! ties ( fri5d%ip2 b ) ,liv+/one ,i nev] _h cause = res5tm5t1 b ea* day's life ) him add$ to my admiration = him4 ,if ,/anley's feel+ = ,liv+/one 0 ?us at ! w>me/ temp]ature1 ,liv+/one's s5se ( ! s]vice done to him by ,/anley 0 equally unqualifi$4 ,:atev] else he might be or might n be1 he _h prov$ a true fri5d to him4 ,he _h risk$ 8 life 9 ! attempt to rea* him1 _h be5 delight$ to %>e ) him e com=t he possess$1 & to leave ) him ample /ores ( all t might be useful to him 9 8 ef=t to f9i% 8 "w4 ,:oev] may h be5 to blame = x1 x is c]ta9 t ,liv+/one _h be5 afflict$ = ye>s1 & latt]ly worri$ almo/ to dea?1 by ! ineffic5cy & wor?lessness ( ! m5 s5t to s]ve him4 ,9 ,/anley he f\nd "o :om he c\ld tru/ implicitly to d ev]y?+ t zeal & en]gy c\ld contrive 9 ord] to f9d him effici5t m5 & o!rwise c>ry out 8 plans4 ,x 0 ,/anley !re=e :om he commission$ to s5d him up m5 f ,zanzib>4 ,x 0 ,/anley to :om he intru/$ 8 ,j\rnal & o!r docum5ts4 ,/anley _h be5 8 confid5tal fri5d = f\r mon?s--! only :ite man to :om he talk$ = six ye>s4 ,x 0 matt] ( life & dea? to ,liv+/one to be suppli$ = ?is conclud+ piece ( "w f> bett] ?an he _h be5 = ye>s back4 ,:at man 9 8 s5ses w\ld h fail$ 9 ^! circum/ances to avail himself to ! utmo/ ( ! s]vices ( "o :o _h %[n himself s effici5t2 w\ld h put him aside to fall back on o!rs1 albeit 8 own c\ntrym51 :o1 ) all _! good-w1 _h n be5 able to save him f robb]y1 begg>y1 & a half-brok5 he>t4 ,/anley's j\rney f ,unyanyembe to ,bagamoio 0 a p]petual /ruggle aga9/ ho/ile natives1 flood$ roads1 slu%1 mire1 & wat]1 ro>+ torr5ts1 ants & mosquitos1 or1 z he describ$ x1 ! t5 plagues ( ,egypt4 ,on 8 rea*+ ,bagamoio1 on ! #f? ,may1 he f\nd a new surprise4 ,a :ite man dress$ 9 flannels & helmet appe>$1 & z he met ,/anley congratulat$ him on 8 spl5did success4 ,x 0 ,lieut5ant ,h5n1 ,r4,n41 a memb] ( ! ,se>* ,exp$ition :i* ! ,royal ,geographical ,society & o!rs _h s5t out to look = ,liv+/one4 ,! resolution to organize su* an ,exp$ition 0 tak5 aft] news _h come to ,engl& ( ! w> betwe5 ! ,arabs & ! natives at ,unyanyembe1 /opp+ ! communication ) ,ujiji1 & r5d]+ x impossible1 z x 0 ?\ght1 = ,mr4 ,/anley to get to ,liv+/one's relief4 ,! ,exp$ition _h be5 plac$ "u comm& ( ,lieut5ant ,dawson1 ,r4,n41 ) ,lieut5ant ,h5n z second1 & 0 jo9$ by ! ,rev4 ,*>les ,new1 a ,mission>y f ,mombasa1 & ,mr4 ,w4 ,oswell ,liv+/one1 y\nge/ son ( ! ,doctor4 ,/anley's arrival at ,bagamoio _h be5 prec$$ by t ( "s ( 8 m51 :o br\ght ! news t ,liv+/one _h be5 f\nd & reliev$4 ,on he>+ ?is1 ,lieut5ant ,dawson hurri$ to ,zanzib> to see ,dr4 ,kirk1 & resign$ 8 comm&4 ,lieut5ant ,h5n soon aft] foll[$ 8 example by resign+ too4 ,!y ?\ght t z ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h be5 reliev$ !re 0 no ne$ = _! go+ on4 ,mr4 ,new likewise decl9$1 to proce$4 ,mr4 ,w4 ,oswell ,liv+/one 0 ?us left alone1 at fir/ full ( ! det]m9ation to g on to 8 fa!r ) ! m5 :om ,/anley 0 provid+2 b ow+ to ! /ate ( 8 heal?1 & "u ! advice ( ,dr4 ,kirk1 he1 too1 decl9$ to accompany ! ,exp$ition1 s t ! m5 f ,zanzib> proce$$ to ,unyanyembe alone4 ,on ! #bi? ( ,may1 ,/anley1 ) ,messrs4 ,h5n1 ,liv+/one1 ,new1 & ,morgan1 dep>t$ 9 ! ,africa f ,zanzib>1 & 9 due "t rea*$ ,europe4 ,x 0 deeply to be regrett$ t an ent]prise s beautiful & s entirely successful z ,mr4 ,/anley's %\ld h be5 9 "s degree m>r$ by ebullitions ( feel+ little 9 h>mony ) ! v joy\s ev5t4 ,! lead]s ( ! ,engli% ,se>* ,exp$ition & _! fri5ds felt1 z !y express$ x1 t ! w9d _h be5 tak5 out ( _! sails4 ,!y c\ld n b rejoice t ,liv+/one _h be5 f\nd & reliev$1 b x 0 a bitt] ?\ght t !y _h _h no h& 9 ! process4 ,x 0 gall+ to _! feel+s z ,engli%m5 t ! brilliant s]vice _h be5 done by a /rang]1 a newspap] correspond5t1 a citiz5 ( ano!r c\ntry4 ,on a small scale t _s ( national jeal\sy %[$ itself1 :i* on a wid] ar5a has sometimes endang]$ ! relations ( ,engl& & ,am]ica4 ,:5 ,/anley rea*$ ,engl&1 x 0 n to be ov]:elm$ ) gratitude4 ,at fir/ ! ,royal ,geographical ,society receiv$ him coldly4 ,in/ead ( 8 f9d+ ,liv+/one1 x 0 surmis$ t ,liv+/one _h f\nd him4 ,/range ?+s 7 said ( him at ! ,briti% ,association at ,brighton4 ,! daily press actually *all5g$ 8 tru?fulness2 "s ( ! newspap]s affect$ to treat 8 :ole /ory z a my?4 ,/anley says frankly t ?is reception gave a tone ( bitt]ness to 8 book--,h[ ,i ,f\nd ,liv+/one--:i* x w\ld n h _h if he _h und]/ood ! real /ate ( ?+s4 ,b ! he>t ( ! nation 0 s\nd2 ! p believ$ 9 ,/anley1 & appreciat$ 8 s]vice4 ,at la/ ! mi/s cle>$ away1 & ,engl& ackn[l$g$ its debt to ! ,am]ican4 ,! ,geographical ,society gave him ! "r h& ( fell[%ip ) a w>m? & g5]osity nev] to be =gott54 ,! ,presid5t apologiz$ = ! words ( suspicion he _h previ\sly us$4 ,h] ,maje/y ! ,que5 pres5t$ ,/anley ) a special tok5 ( h] reg>d4 ,unhappily1 9 ! e>li] /ages ( ! affair1 w\nds _h be5 inflict$ :i* are n likely ev] to be :olly heal$4 ,words 7 spok5 on bo? sides :i* _c be recall$4 ,b ! great fact rema9s1 & w be writt5 on ! page ( hi/ory1 t ,/anley did a noble s]vice to ,liv+/one1 e>n+ !reby ! gratitude ( ,engl& & ( ! civiliz$ _w4 ,,*apt] ,,xxii4 ,,f ,,unyanyembe ,,to ,,bangweolo4 ,a4,d4 #ahgb-gc4 ,liv+/one's long wait at ,unyanyembe--,8 plan ( op]ations--,8 fifty-n9?1 bir?day--,r5ewal ( self-d$ication--,lett]s to ,agnes--to ,new ,york ,h]ald--,h>dness ( ! ,african battle--,wav]+s ( judgm5t1 :e!r ,lualaba 0 ! ,nile or ! ,congo--,extracts f ,j\rnal--,gleams ( humor--,natural hi/ory--,8 di/ress on he>+ ( ! dea? ( ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison--,?\ghts on mission-"w--,arrival ( 8 escort--,8 happ9ess 9 8 new m5--,he />ts f ,unyanyembe--,illness--,great am\nt ( ra9--,ne> ,bangweolo--,incessant moi/ure--,fl[]s ( ! =e/--,tak+ ( obs]vations regul>ly prosecut$--,dreadful /ate ( ! c\ntry f ra9--,hung]--,furi\s attack ( ants--,greatness ( ,liv+/one's suff]+s--,lett]s to ,sir ,?omas ,macle>1 ,mr4 ,"y1 8 bro!r1 & ,agnes--,8 sixtie? bir?day--,great weakness 9 ,april--,sunday s]vices & obs]vations cont9u$--,increas+ illness--,! end approa*+--,la/ writt5 words--,la/ day ( 8 travels--,he rea*es ,*itambo's village1 9 ,ilala--,is f\nd on 8 knees dead1 on morn+ ( #a/ ,may--,c\rage & affection ( 8 att5dants--,8 body embalm$--,c>ri$ t[>d %ore--,dang]s & suff]+s dur+ ! m>*--,! p>ty meet ,lieut5ant ,cam]on at ,unyanyembe--,det]m9e to g on--,ruse at ,kasekra--,dea? ( ,dr4 ,dillon--,! p>ty rea* ,bagamoio1 & ! rema9s are plac$ on bo>d a cruis]--,! ,se>* ,exp$itions f ,engl&--to ,ea/ ,coa/ "u ,cam]on--to ,we/ ,coa/ "u ,gr&y--,explanation ( ,exp$itions by ,sir ,h5ry ,rawl9son--,liv+/one's rema9s br\ght to ,engl&--,exam9$ by ,sir ,w4 ,f]gusson & o!rs--,buri$ 9 ,we/m9/] ,abbey--,inscription on slab--,liv+/one's wi% = a =e/ grave--,l9es f ,pun*--,tributes to 8 memory--,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e--,! ,lancet--,"l ,polw>?--,flor5ce ,night+ale4 ,:5 ,/anley left ,liv+/one at ,unyanyembe !re 0 no?+ = ! latt] b to wait !re until ! m5 %\ld come to him :o 7 to be s5t up f ,zanzib> ,/anley left on ! #ad? ,m>*2 ,liv+/one calculat$ t he w\ld rea* ,zanzib> on ! #a/ ,may1 t 8 m5 w\ld be ready to />t ab\t ! #bb;d ,may1 & t !y ought to arrive at ,unyanyembe on ! #aj? or #ae? ,july4 ,9 reality1 ,/anley did n rea* ,bagamoio till ! #f? ,may1 ! m5 7 s5t (f ab\t ! #be?1 & !y rea*$ ,unyanyembe ab\t ! #i? ,augu/4 ,a mon? m ?an _h be5 c\nt$ on _h to be sp5t at ,unyanyembe1 & ?is delay 0 all ! m try+ because x br\ght ! travel] ne>] to ! ra9y season4 ,! int5tion ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 :5 ! m5 %\ld come1 0 to /rike s\? by ,ufipa1 g r\nd ,tanganyika1 !n cross ! ,*ambeze1 & be> away along ! s\!rn %ore ( ,bangweolo1 /raight we/ to ! anci5t f\nta9s2 f !m 9 eight days to ,katanga copp] m9es2 f ,katanga1 9 t5 days1 nor!a/ to ! great und]gr\nd excavations1 & back aga9 to ,katanga2 f :i* ,n4,n4,w4 twelve days to ! head ( ,lake ,l9coln4 ,!re ,i hope dev\tly1 he writes to 8 daught]1 to ?ank ! ,"l ( all1 & turn my face along ,lake ,kamolondo1 & ov] ,lualaba1 ,tanganyika1 ,ujiji1 & home4 ,8 /ay at ,unyanyembe 0 a some:at dre>y "o2 !re 0 little to d & little to int]e/ him4 ,five days aft] ,/anley left him occurr$ 8 fifty-n9? bir?day4 ,h[ 8 s\l 0 ex]cis$ appe>s f ! r5ewal ( 8 self-d$ication record$ 9 8 ,j\rnal3 #ai? ,m>*1 ,bir?day4--,my ,jesus1 my ,k+1 my ,life1 my ,all2 ,i aga9 d$icate my :ole self to ,!e4 ,accept me1 & grant1 ,o graci\s ,fa!r1 t ere ?is ye> is gone ,i may f9i% my task4 ,9 ,jesus' "n ,i ask x4 ,am54 ,s let x be4 ,,david ,,liv+/one4 ,frequ5t lett]s 7 writt5 to 8 daught] f ,unyanyembe1 & !y dwelt a good deal ^u 8 difficulties1 ! trea*]\s way 9 :i* he _h be5 treat$1 & ! indescribable toil & suff]+ :i* _h be5 ! result4 ,he said t 9 compla9+ to ,dr4 ,kirk ( ! m5 :om he _h employ$1 & ! disgraceful use !y _h made ( 8 7,kirk's7 "n1 he nev] meant to *>ge him ) be+ ! au?or ( _! crimes1 & x nev] occurr$ to him to say to ,kirk1 ,i don't believe y to be ! traitor !y imply2 b ,kirk took 8 compla9t 9 high dudgeon z a cov]t attack ^u himself1 & did n act t[>d him z he ought to h done1 consid]+ :at he ow$ him4 ,8 cordial & uni=m te/imony ( ,/anley 01 altoge!r he has behav$ "r nobly4 ,on ! #a/ ,may he f9i%$ a lett] = ! ,new ,york ,h]ald1 & ask$ ,god's bless+ on x4 ,x conta9$ ! memorable words aft]w>d inscrib$ on ! /one to 8 memory 9 ,we/m9/] ,abbey3 ,all ,i c add 9 my lonel9ess is1 may ,heav5's ri* bless+ come d[n on e "o--,am]ican1 ,engli%1 or ,turk--:o w help to heal ! op5 sore ( ! _w4 ,x happ5$ t ! words 7 writt5 precisely a ye> be=e 8 dea?4 ,amid ! univ]sal d>kness ar\nd him1 ! univ]sal ignorance ( ,god & ( ! grace & love ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 x 0 h>d to believe t ,africa %\ld ev] be won4 ,he _h to /r5g!n 8 fai? amid ?is univ]sal desolation4 ,we read 9 8 ,j\rnal3 #ac? ,may4--,he w keep 8 ^w--! graci\s ,"o1 full ( grace & tru?2 no d\bt ( x4 ,he said3 ',him t come? unto me1 ,i w 9 no wise ca/ out2' & ',:atsoev] ye %all ask 9 my "n1 ,i w give x4' ,he ,,w keep 8 ^w3 !n ,i c come & humbly pres5t my petition1 & x w be all "r4 ,d\bt is "h inadmissible1 surely1 ,d4,l4 ,8 m9d rum9ates on ! riv] sy/em ( ! c\ntry & ! probability ( 8 be+ 9 error3 #bl/ ,may4--,i wi% ,i _h "s ( ! assurance possess$ by o!rs1 b ,i am oppress$ ) ! appreh5sion t1 aft] all1 x may turn out t ,i h be5 foll[+ ! ,congo2 & :o w\ld risk be+ put into a cannibal pot1 & conv]t$ into black man = x8 #ca/ ,may4--,9 ref]5ce to ?is ,nile s\rce1 ,i h be5 kept 9 p]petual d\bt & p]plexity4 ,i "k too mu* to be positive4 ,great ,lualaba1 or ,lualubba1 z ,manyuema say1 may turn out to be ! ,congo1 & ,nile a %ort] riv] aft] all#ge4 ,! f\nta9s fl[+ nor? & s\? seem 9 favor ( its be+ ! ,nile4 ,great we/+ is 9 favor ( ! ,congo4 ,footnote #ge3 ,f false punctuation1 ?is passage is un9telligible 9 ! ,la/ ,j\rnals1 vol4 ii4 p4 #aic4 #bd? ,june4--,! m$ical education has l$ me to a cont9ual t5d5cy to susp5d ! judgm5t4 ,:at a /ate ( bless$ness x w\ld h be51 _h ,i possess$ ! dead c]ta9ty ( ! homoeopa?ic p]suasion1 & z soon z ,i f\nd ! ,lakes ,bangweolo1 ,mo]o1 & ,kamolondo1 p\r+ out _! wat]s d[n ! great c5tral valley1 bell[$ out1 ',hurrah6 ,eureka6' & gone home 9 firm & hone/ belief t ,i _h settl$ x1 & no mi/ake4 ,in/ead ( t1 ,i am ev5 n[ n at all 'cock-sure' t ,i h n be5 foll[+ d[n :at may aft] all be ! ,congo4 ,we n[ "k t ?is 0 j :at he _h be5 do+4 ,b we honor him all ! m = ! diffid5ce t w\ld n adopt a conclusion :ile any "p ( ! evid5ce 0 want+1 & t l$ him to enc\nt] unexampl$ risks & h>d%ips be=e he w\ld affirm 8 favorite view z a fact4 ,! moral lesson ?us en=c$ is invaluable4 ,we are almo/ ?ankful t ,liv+/one nev] got 8 d\bts solv$1 x w\ld h be5 su* a disappo9tm5t2 ev5 _h he kn[n t 9 all "t com+ ! great /ream :i* _h ca/ on him su* a resi/less spell w\ld be kn[n z ! ,liv+/one ,riv]1 & w\ld p]petuate ! memory ( 8 life & 8 ef=ts = ! good ( ,africa4 ,occasionally 8 ,j\rnal gives a gleam1 ( humor3 #ah? ,june4--,! ,ptolemaic map def9es p accord+ to _! food1--! ,elephantophagi1 ! ,/ru?iophagi1 ! ,i*?iophagi1 & ! ,an?ropophagi1 ,if we foll[$ ! same sort ( classification1 our def9ition w\ld be by ! dr9k1 ?us3 ! tribe ( /\t-guzzl]s1 ! ro>+ po!5-fuddl]s1 ! :isky-fi%oid-dr9k]s1 ! v9-ord9aire bibb]s1 ! lag]-be]-swill]s1 & an outly+ tribe ( ! br&y cocktail p]suasion4 ,natural ,hi/ory furni%es an unfail+ int]e/3 #ai? ,june4--,:ydahs1 ?\gh full-fl$g$1 /ill gladly take a fe$ f _! dam1 putt+ d[n ! brea/ to ! gr\nd1 & cock+ up ! bill & *irrup+ 9 ! mo/ engag+ mann] & w9n+ way !y "k4 ,%e /ill gives !m a little1 b adm9i/]s a fri5dly %ove-(f too4 ,!y all pick up fea!rs or grass1 & hop f side to side ( _! mates1 z if say+1 ',come1 let u play at mak+ little h\ses4' ,! wagtail has %ak5 h] "y q (f1 & has a new ne/4 ,%e w>bles prettily1 v mu* l a can>y1 & is extremely active 9 cat*+ flies1 b eats crumbs ( bread-&-milk too4 ,sun-birds visit ! pomegranate fl[]s1 & eat insects !re9 too1 z well z nect>4 ,! "y :ydah birds cr\* closely toge!r at night = heat4 ,!y look l a woolly ball on a bran*4 ,by day !y engage 9 pair+ & coax+ ea* o!r4 ,!y come to ! same twig e night4 ,l *ildr51 !y try & lift heavy weights ( fea!rs above _! /r5g?4 ,on #c;d ,july a v sad entry occurs3 ,receiv$ a note f ,oswell1 writt5 9 ,april la/1 conta9+ ! sad intellig5ce ( ,sir ,rod]ick's dep>ture f among u4 ,alas6 alas6 ?is is ! only "t 9 my life ,i ev] felt incl9$ to use ! ^w1 & x bespeaks a sore he>t2 ! be/ fri5d ,i ev] _h1--true1 w>m1 & abid+1--he lov$ me m ?an ,i des]v$2 he looks d[n on me /ill4 ,?is entry indicates extraord9>y dep? ( emotion4 ,sir ,rod]ick ex]cis$ a k9d ( spell on ,liv+/one4 ,respect = him 0 "o ( ! subord9ate motives t induc$ him to und]take ?is j\rney4 ,! hope ( giv+ him satisfaction 0 "o ( ! subord9ate rew>ds to :i* he look$ =w>d4 ,8 dea? 0 to ,liv+/one a k9d ( sci5tific wid[hood1 & mu/ h depriv$ him ( a great spr+ to ex]tion 9 ?is la/ w&]+4 ,on ,sir ,rod]ick's "p ! affection = him 0 v great4 ,look+ back1 says 8 biograph]1 ,pr(essor ,geikie1 ^u 8 sci5tific c>e] :5 n f> f its close1 ,mur*ison f\nd no "p ( x :i* br\ght m pleas+ recollections ?an ! support he _h giv5 to ,african explor]s--,speke1 ,grant1 notably ,liv+/one4 ',i rejoice1' he said1 '9 ! /eadfa/ t5acity ) :i* ,i h upheld my confid5ce 9 ! ultimate success ( ! la/-nam$ ( ^! brave m54 ,9 fact1 x 0 ! confid5ce ,i plac$ 9 ! undy+ vigor ( my de> fri5d ,liv+/one :i* has su/a9$ me 9 ! hope t ,i might live to enjoy ! supreme delight ( welcom+ him back to 8 own c\ntry4' ,b t consummation 0 n to be4 ,he himself 0 ga!r$ to 8 re/ j six days be=e ,/anley br\ght news & relief to ! =lorn travel] on ,lake ,tanganyika4 ,& ,liv+/one1 :ile /ill 9 pursuit ( 8 que/1 & )9 t5 mon?s ( 8 dea?1 le>n$ 9 ! he>t ( ,africa ! tid+s :i* he *ronicl$ 9 8 j\rnal#gf4 ,footnote #gf3 ,life ( ,sir ,r4 ,i4 ,mur*ison1 vol4 ii4 pp4 #big-h4 ,at o!r times he is rum9at+ on mission-"w3 #aj? ,july4--,no great difficulty w\ld be enc\nt]$ 9 e/abli%+ a ,*ri/ian mission a hundr$ miles or s f ! ,ea/ ,coa/4444 ,to ! natives ! *ief att5tion ( ! mission %\ld be direct$4 ,x w\ld n be desirable or advisable to refuse explanation to o!rs2 b ,i h avoid$ giv+ (f5se to intellig5t ,arabs1 :o1 hav+ press$ me1 ask+ if ,i believ$ 9 ,moham$1 by say+1 ',no1 ,i d n2 ,i am a *ild ( ,jesus b9 ,miriam1' avoid+ any?+ (f5sive 9 my tone1 & (t5 add+ t ,moham$ f\nd _! =efa!rs b[+ d[n to trees & /ones1 & did good to !m by =bidd+ idolatry1 & tea*+ ! wor%ip ( ! only ,"o ,god4 ,?is !y all "k1 & x pleases !m to h x recogniz$4 ,x might be good policy to hire a respectable ,arab to engage free port]s1 & conduct ! mission to ! c\ntry *os51 & obta9 p]mission f ! *ief to build tempor>y h\ses4444 ,a c\ple ( ,europeans beg9n+ & c>ry+ on a mission )\t a /aff ( =eign att5dants1 implies co>se c\ntry f>e1 x is true2 b ?is w\ld be no?+ to ^? :o at home amuse !mselves ) vigils1 fa/+1 etc4 ,a great deal ( p[] is ?us lo/ 9 ! ,*ur*4 ,fa/+s & vigils1 )\t a special object 9 view1 are "t run to wa/e4 ,!y are made to m9i/] to a sort ( self-gratification1 in/ead ( be+ turn$ to acc\nt = ! good ( o!rs4 ,!y are l groan+ 9 sickness3 "s p amuse !mselves :5 ill ) cont9u\s moan+4 ,! =ty days ( ,l5t might be annually sp5t 9 visit+ adjac5t tribes1 & be>+ unavoidable hung] & ?ir/ ) a good grace4 ,consid]+ ! greatness ( ! object to be atta9$1 m5 might g )\t sug>1 c(fee1 tea1 z ,i w5t f ,septemb]1 #ahff1 to ,decemb]1 #ahfh1 )\t ei!r4 ,on ! subject ( ,missions he says1 at a lat] p]iod1 #h? ,novemb]3 ,! _s ( missions is ! _s ( our ,ma/]2 ! v g5ius ( 8 religion4 ,a diffusive philan?ropy is ,*ri/ianity itself4 ,x requires p]petual propagation to atte/ its g5u95ess4 ,?anks to ,mr4 ,/anley & ! ,am]ican ,consul1 :o made arrangem5ts 9 a way t drew ,liv+/one's w>me/ gratitude1 8 escort arriv$ at la/1 consi/+ ( fifty-sev5 m5 & boys4 ,sev]al ( ^! _h gone ) ,mr4 ,/anley f ,unyanyembe to ,zanzib>2 among ! new m5 7 "s ,nassick pupils :o _h be5 s5t f ,bombay to jo9 ,lieut5ant ,dawson4 ,john & ,jacob ,wa9wright 7 among ^!4 ,to ,jacob ,wa9wright1 :o 0 well-educat$1 we owe ! e>lie/ n>rative t appe>$ ( ! la/ eight mon?s ( ,liv+/one's c>e]4 ,h[ happy he 0 ) ! m5 n[ s5t to him appe>s f a lett] to ,mr4 ,/anley1 writt5 v ne> 8 dea?3 ,i am p]petually rem9d$ t ,i owe a great deal to y = ! m51 y s5t4 ,) "o exception1 ! p>ty is work+ l a ma*9e4 ,i give my ord]s to ,manwa ,s]a1 & nev] h to repeat !m4 ,w\ld t he _h _h su* a company be=e6 ,on ! #be? ,augu/ ! p>ty />t$4 ,on ! #h? ,octob] !y rea*$ ,tanganyika1 & re/$1 = !y 7 tir$1 & sev]al 7 sick1 includ+ ,liv+/one1 :o _h be5 ill ) 8 b[el disord]4 ,! m>* w5t on sl[ly1 & ) few incid5ts4 ,z ! season advanc$1 ra91 mi/1 swoll5 /reams1 & swampy gr\nd became famili>4 ,at ! end ( ! ye> !y 7 approa*+ ! riv] ,*ambeze4 ,*ri/mas _h its ?anksgiv+3 ,i ?ank ! good ,"l = ! good gift ( 8 ,son1 ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l4 ,9 ! second week ( ,janu>y !y came ne> ,bangweolo1 & ! reign ( ,neptune became incessant4 ,we are told ( cold ra9y wea!r2 sometimes a drizzle1 sometimes an incessant p\r2 swoll5 /reams & increas+ sponges1--mak+ progress a cont9ual /ruggle4 ,yet1 z he passes ?r\gh a =e/1 he has an eye to its fl[]s1 :i* are num]\s & beautiful3 ,!re are _m fl[]s 9 ! =e/2 m>igolds1 a :ite jonquil-look+ fl[] )\t smell1 _m or*ids1 :ite1 yell[1 & p9k asclepias1 ) bun*es ( ,fr5*-:ite fl[]s1 clematis--,me?onica gloriosa1 gladiolus1 & blue & deep purple polygalas1 grasses ) :ite />ry se$-vessels1 & spikelets ( br[ni% r$ & yell[4 ,besides ^!1 !re are beautiful blue fl[]+ bulbs1 & new fl[]s ( pretty1 delicate =m & b little sc5t4 ,to ?is li/ may be add$ balsams1 composite ( blood-r$ color & ( purple2 o!r fl[]s ( liv] color1 bright can>y yell[1 p9k or*ids on spikes ?ickly cov]$ all r\nd1 & ( ?ree in*es 9 l5g?2 spid]worts ( f9e blue or yell[ or ev5 p9k4 ,diff]5t color$ asclepiade2 beautiful yell[ & r$ umbellif]\s fl[]+ plants2 dill & wild p>snips2 pretty fl[]+ aloes1 yell[ & r$1 9 "o :orl ( blossoms2 peas & _m o!r fl[]+ plants :i* ,i d n "k4 ,obs]vations 7 tak5 ) unremitt+ dilig5ce1 except :51 z 0 n[ common1 no?+ c\ld be se5 9 ! heav5s4 ,z !y advanc$1 ! wea!r became worse4 ,x ra9$ z if no?+ b ra9 7 ev] kn[n 9 ! wat]%$4 ,! pa? lay across flood$ riv]s1 :i* 7 di/+ui%$ by _! curr5ts only f ! flood$ c\ntry along _! banks4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one _h to be c>ri$ ov] ! riv]s on ! back ( "o ( 8 m51 9 ! fa%ion s graphically depict$ on ! cov] ( ! ,la/ ,j\rnals4 ,! /ret*es ( sponge t came be=e & aft] ! riv]s1 ) _! long grass & elephant-holes1 7 sc>cely less try+4 ,! inhabitants 71 commonly1 mo/ unfri5dly to ! p>ty2 !y refus$ !m food1 &1 :5ev] !y c\ld1 deceiv$ !m z to ! way4 ,hung] bore d[n on ! p>ty ) its bitt] gnaw+4 ,once a mass ( furi\s ants attack$ ! ,doctor by night1 driv+ him 9 despair f hut to hut4 ,any frame b "o ( ,iron mu/ h succumb$ to a s+le mon? ( su* a life1 & be=e a week 0 out1 any body ( m51 n held toge!r by a p[] ( discipl9e & a *>m ( affection unexampl$ 9 ! hi/ory ( difficult exp$itions1 w\ld h be5 scatt]$ to ! f\r w9ds4 ,liv+/one's own suff]+s 7 beyond all previ\s example4 ,ab\t ?is "t he began an undat$ lett]--8 la/--to 8 old fri5ds ,sir ,?omas ,macle> & ,mr4 ,mann4 ,x 0 nev] f9i%$1 & nev] despat*$2 b z "o ( ! late/ ?+s he ev] wrote1 x is deeply int]e/+1 z %[+ h[ cle>1 vigor\s1 & indep5d5t 8 m9d 0 to ! v la/3 ,,lake ,,bangweolo1 ,,s\? ,,c5tral ,,africa4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5ds ,,macle> ,,& ,,mann1--444 ,my "w at pres5t is ma9ly retrac+ my /eps to take up ! ?read ( my exploration4 ,x c\nts 9 my lo/ "t1 b ,i try to make ! mo/ ( x by go+ r\nd outside ?is lake & all ! s\rces1 s t no "o may come aft]w>d & cut me out4 ,i h a p>ty ( good m51 select$ by ,h4 ,m4 ,/anley1 :o1 at ! in/ance ( ,james ,gordon ,b5nett1 ( ! ,new ,york ,h]ald1 act$ ! "p ( a good ,sam>itan truly1 & reliev$ my sore necessities4 ,a dutiful son c\ld n h done m ?an he g5]\sly did4 ,i bless him4 ,! m51 fifty-six 9 numb]1 h behav$ z well z ,makololo4 ,i _c aw>d !m high] praise1 ?\gh !y h n ! c\rage ( t brave k9d-he>t$ p4 ,f ,unyanyembe we w5t due s\? to avoid an ,arab w> :i* _h be5 go+ on = eighte5 mon?s4 ,x is l "o ( our ,caffre w>s1 ) ?is diff]5ce--no "o is enri*$ !reby1 = all trade is /opp$1 & ! ,home ,gov]nm5t pays no?+4 ,we !n w5t we/w>d to ,tanganyika1 & along its ea/]n excessively m\nta9\s bank to ! end4 ,! heat 0 really broil+ among ! rocks4 ,no ra9 _h fall51 & ! grass be+ g5]ally burn$ (f1 ! heat rose (f ! black a%es z if out ( an ov51 yet ! fl[]s p]si/$ 9 com+ out ( ! burn+ soil1 & g5]ally )\t leaves1 z if x _h be5 a cu/om t !y mu/ obs]ve by a law ( ! ,m$es & ,p]sians4 ,?is "p deta9$ u long2 ! m5's limbs 7 affect$ ) a sort ( subcutane\s inflammation1--black rose or erysipelas1--& :5 ,i propos$ mildly & m$ically to relieve ! t5sion x 0 too horrible to be ?\ght (1 b !y will+ly c>ri$ ! helpless4 ,!n we m\nt$ up at once into ! high1 cold region ,urungu1 s\? ( ,tanganyika1 & into ! middle ( ! ra9y season1 ) well-gr[n grass & ev]y?+ oppressively gre52 ra9 s (t5 t no obs]vations c\ld be made1 except at wide int]vals4 ,i c\ld =m no op9ion z to our longitude1 & b little ( our latitudes4 ,?ree ( ! ,baurungu *iefs1 "o a great fri5d ( m9e1 ,nasonso1 _h di$1 & ! population all turn$ topsy-turvy1 s ,i c\ld make no use ( previ\s obs]vations4 ,!y elect si/]s' or bro!rs' sons to ! *iefta9%ip1 in/ead ( ! heir-app>5t4 ,food 0 n to be _h = ei!r love or money4 ,i 0 at ! m]cy ( guides :o did n "k _! own c\ntry1 & :5 ,i insi/$ on foll[+ ! compass1 !y ?reat5$1 'no food = five or t5 days 9 t l9e4' ,!y br\ght u d[n to ! back or nor? side ( ,bangweolo1 :ile ,i want$ to cross ! ,*ambeze & g r\nd its s\!rn side4 ,s back aga9 s\!a/w>d we _h to b5d4 ,! ,portuguese cross$ ?is ,*ambeze a long "t ago1 & are !re=e ! fir/ ,european discov]]s4 ,we 7 n black m5 ) ,portuguese names l ^? = :om ! feat ( cross+ ! cont95t 0 eag]ly claim$ by ,lisbon /atesm54 ,dr4 ,lac]da 0 a man ( sci5tific atta9m5ts1 & ,gov]nor ( ,tette1 b f9d+ ,cazembe at ! rivulet call$ ,*ungu1 he un=tunately succumb$ to fev] t5 days aft] 8 arrival4 ,he seem$ anxi\s to make 8 way across to ,angola4 ,misl$ by ! simil>ity ( ,*ambeze to ,zambesi1 !y all ?\ght x to be a bran* ( ! riv] t fl[s pa/ ,tette1 ,s5na1 & ,%upanga1 by ,luabo & ,kongon to ! sea4 ,i r /upidly took up ! same idea f a map say+ ',zambesi' 7ea/]n bran*71 believ+ t ! map pr9t] _h "s au?ority = 8 ass]tion4 ,my fir/ cross+ 0 ?us z fruitless z !irs1 & ,i 0 less excusable1 = ,i ought to h rememb]$ t :ile ,*ambeze is ! true native "n ( ! nor!rn riv]1 ,zambesi is n ! "n ( ! s\!rn riv] at all4 ,x is a ,portugese corruption ( ,dombazi1 :i* we adopt$ r ?an introduce confusion by new names1 9 ! same way t we adopt$ ,nyassa in/ead ( ,nyanza ia ,ny9yesi ,lake ( ! ,/>s1 :i* ! ,portuguese1 f he>say1 corrupt$ into ,nyassa4 ,! ,engli% h be5 worse propagators ( nons5se ?an ,portuguese4 ',geography ( ,nyassa' 0 ?\ght to be a le>n$ way ( writ+ ! "n1 ?\gh ',nyassi' means long grass & no?+ else4 ,x took me tw5ty-two mon?s to elim9ate ! error into :i* ,i 0 l$1 & !n x 0 n by my own acut5ess1 b by ! *ief ,cazembe1 :o 0 lately r\t$ & sla9 by a p>ty ( ,banyamwezi4 ,he gave me ! fir/ h9t ( ! tru?1 & t r 9 a bant]+ /ra93 ',"o piece ( wat] is j l ano!r2 ,bangweolo wat] is j l ,mo]o wat]1 ,*ambeze wat] l ,luapula wat]2 !y are all ! same2 b y\r *ief ord]$ y to g to ! ,bangweolo1 !re=e by all means g1 b wait a few days1 till ,i h look$ out = good m5 z guides1 & good food = y to eat1' etc4 etc4 ,i 0 n sure b t x 0 all royal *aff1 till ,i made my way back s\? to ! head-wat]s aga91 & _h ! natives ( ! islet ,mpabala sl[ly mov+ ! h&s all ar\nd ! great expanse1 ) #ahc ( sea horizon1 & say+ t is ,*ambeze1 =m+ ! great ,bangweolo1 & disappe>+ beh9d t we/]n headl& to *ange its "n to ,luapula1 & run d[n pa/ ,cazembe to ,mo]o4 ,t 0 ! mom5t ( discov]y1 & n my passage or ! ,portuguese passage ( ! riv]4 ,if1 h[ev]1 any "o *ooses to claim = !m ! discov]y ( ,*ambeze z "o l9e ( dra9age ( ! ,nile ,valley1 ,i %all n fight ) him2 ,culpepp]'s a/rology 0 9 ! same way ! =]unn] ( ! ,h]s*els' & ! o!r a/ronom]s t foll[$4 ,to ano!r old fri5d1 ,mr4 ,james ,"y1 he wrote ab\t ! same "t3 ,op]e p]acto ludemus--! "w be+ f9i%$1 we w play--y rememb] 9 y\r ,lat9 ,rudim5ts lang syne4 ,x is true = y1 & ,i rejoice to ?9k x is n[ y\r portion1 aft] work+ nobly1 to play4 ,may y h a long spell ( x6 ,i am diff]5tly situat$2 ,i %all nev] be able to play4444 ,to me x seems to be said1 ',if ?\ =be> to deliv] !m t are drawn unto dea?1 & ^? t be ready to be sla92 if ?\ saye/1 ,behold we knew x n1 do? n ,he t pond]e? ! he>t consid]1 & ,he t keepe? ?y s\l do? ,he n "k1 & %all ,he n give to e "o accord+ to 8 works8' ,i h be5 l$1 unwitt+ly1 into ! slav+ field ( ! ,banians & ,arabs 9 ,c5tral ,africa4 ,i h se5 ! woes inflict$1 & ,i mu/ /ill "w & d all ,i c to expose & mitigate ! evils4 ,?\gh h>d "w is /ill to be my lot1 ,i look g5ially on o!rs m favor$ 9 _! lot4 ,i w\ld n be a memb] ( ! ',int]national1' = ,i love to see & ?9k ( o!rs enjoy+ life4 ,dur+ a l>ge "p ( ?is j\rney ,i _h a /rong pres5tim5t t ,i %\ld nev] live to f9i% x4 ,x is weak5$ n[1 z ,i seem to see ! end t[>d :i* ,i h be5 /riv+ loom+ 9 ! di/ance4 ,?is pres5tim5t did n int]f]e ) ! p]=mance ( any duty2 x only made me ?9k a great deal m ( ! future /ate ( be+4 ,9 8 late/ lett]s !re is abundant evid5ce t ! great desire ( 8 he>t 0 to expose ! slave-trade1 r\se public feel+1 & get t great h9drance to all good = ev] swept away4 ,sp>e no pa9s1 he wrote to ,dr4 ,kirk 9 #ahga1 9 attempt+ to p]suade y\r sup]ior to ?is end1 & ! ,div9e bless+ w desc5d on y & y\rs4 ,to 8 daught] ,agnes he wrote 7#ae? ,augu/1 #ahgb73 ,no "o c e/imate ! am\nt ( ,god-pleas+ good t w be done1 if1 by ,div9e favor1 ?is awful slave-trade1 into ! mid/ ( :i* ,i h come1 be aboli%$4 ,?is w be some?+ to h liv$ =1 & ! conviction has gr[n 9 my m9d t x 0 = ?is end ,i h be5 deta9$ s long4 ,to 8 bro!r 9 ,canada he says 7,decemb]1 #ahgb73 ,if ! good ,"l p]mits me to put a /op to ! enorm\s evils ( ! inl& slave-trade1 ,i %all n grudge my hung] & toils4 ,i %all bless 8 "n ) all my he>t4 ,! ,nile s\rces are valuable to me only z a means ( enabl+ me to op5 my m\? ) p[] among m54 ,x is ?is p[] ,i hope to apply to rem$y an enorm\s evil1 & jo9 my poor little help+ h& 9 ! enorm\s revolution t 9 8 all-embrac+ ,provid5ce ,he has be5 c>ry+ on = ages1 & is n[ actually help+ =w>d4 ,m5 may ?9k ,i covet fame1 b ,i make x a rule nev] to read aught writt5 9 my praise4 ,liv+/one's la/ bir?day 7#ai? ,m>*1 #ahgc7 f\nd him 9 mu* ! same circum/ances z be=e4 ,?anks to ! ,almighty ,pres]v] ( m5 = sp>+ me ?us f> on ! j\rney ( life4 ,c ,i hope = ultimate success8 ,s _m ob/acles h aris54 ,let n ,satan prevail ov] me1 ,o my good ,"l ,jesus4 ,a few days aft] 7#bd? ,m>*73 ,no?+ e>?ly w make me give up my "w 9 despair4 ,i enc\rage myself 9 ! ,"l my ,god1 & g =w>d4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ,april1 ! ble$+ f ! b[els1 f :i* he _h be5 suff]+1 became m copi\s1 & 8 weakness 0 pitiful2 /ill he long$ = /r5g? to f9i% 8 "w4 ,ev5 yet ! old passion = natural hi/ory 0 /rong2 ! aque\s plants t ab\nd$ ev]y:]e1 ! cat]pill>s t aft] eat+ ! plants ate "o ano!r1 & 7 su* clumsy swimm]s2 ! fi% ) ! hook-%ap$ l[] jaw t enabl$ !m to fe$ z !y skimm$ pa/ ! plants2 ! morn+ summons ( ! cocks & turtle-doves2 ! weird scream ( ! fi% eagle--all engag$ 8 int]e/4 ,obs]vations cont9u$ to be tak51 & ! ,sunday s]vices 7 always held4 ,b on ! #ba/ ,april a *ange occurr$4 ,9 a %aky h& he wrote3 ,tri$ to ride1 b 0 =c$ to lie d[n1 & !y c>ri$ me back to vil4 exhau/$4 ,a kit&a or palanqu9 _h to be made = c>ry+ him4 ,x 0 sorry "w1 = 8 pa9s 7 excruciat+ & 8 weakness excessive4 ,on ! #bg? ,april#gg he 0 app>5tly at ! l[e/ ebb1 & wrote 9 8 ,j\rnal ! la/ words he ev] p5n$--,knock$ up q1 & rema9 recov] s5t to buy mil* goats4 ,we are on ! banks ( ,r4 ,molilamo4 ,footnote #gg3 ,?is 0 ! elev5? anniv]s>y ( 8 wife's dea?4 ,! ^w recov] seems to %[ t he _h no pres5tim5t ( dea?1 b *]i%$ ! hope ( recov]y2 & ,mr4 ,wall] has po9t$ out1 f 8 own sad obs]vation ( num]\s cases 9 connection ) ! ,univ]sities ,mission1 t mal>ial poison+ is usually unatt5d$ ) ! appreh5sion ( dea?1 & t 9 none ( ^! in/ances1 any m ?an 9 ! case ( ,liv+/one1 7 !re any su* messages1 or in/ructions1 or expressions ( tru/ & hope z are usual on ! "p ( ,*ri/ian m5 :5 dea? is ne>4 ,! #bi? ( ,april 0 ! la/ day ( 8 travels4 ,9 ! morn+ he direct$ ,susi to take d[n ! side ( ! hut t ! kit&a might be br\ght along1 z ! door w\ld n admit x1 & he 0 q unable to walk to x4 ,!n came ! cross+ ( a riv]2 !n progress ?r\gh swamps & pla%es2 & :5 !y got to any?+ l a dry pla91 he w\ld ev] & anon beg ( !m to lay him d[n4 ,at la/ !y got him to ,*itambo's village1 9 ,ilala1 :]e !y _h to put him "u ! eaves ( a h\se dur+ a drizzl+ ra91 until ! hut !y 7 build+ %\ld be got ready4 ,!n !y laid him on a r\gh b$ 9 ! hut1 :]e he sp5t ! night4 ,next day he lay undi/urb$4 ,he ask$ a few w&]+ que/ions ab\t ! c\ntry--especially ab\t ! ,luapula4 ,8 p knew t ! end c\ld n be f> (f4 ,no?+ occurr$ to attract notice dur+ ! e>ly "p ( ! night1 b at f\r 9 ! morn+1 ! boy :o lay at 8 door call$ 9 al>m = ,susi1 fe>+ t _! ma/] 0 dead4 ,by ! c&le /ill burn+ !y saw him1 n 9 b$1 b kneel+ at ! b$side ) 8 head buri$ 9 8 h&s ^u ! pill[4 ,! sad yet n unexpect$ tru? soon became evid5t3 he _h pass$ away on ! fur!/ ( all 8 j\rneys1 & )\t a s+le att5dant4 ,b he _h di$ 9 ! act ( pray]--pray] (f]$ 9 t rev]5tial attitude ab\t :i* he 0 always s p>ticul>2 comm5d+ 8 own _s1 ) all 8 de> ones1 z 0 8 wont1 into ! h&s ( 8 ,savi\r2 & comm5d+ ,,africa--8 own de> ,africa--) all h] woes & s9s & wrongs1 to ! ,av5g] ( ! oppress$ & ! ,r$eem] ( ! lo/4 ,if any?+ 7 ne$$ to comm5d ! ,african race1 & prove !m possess$ ( qualities fitt$ to make a noble nation1 ! c\rage1 affection1 & p]sev]+ loyalty %[n by 8 att5dants aft] 8 dea? might well h ?is effect4 ,:5 ! sad ev5t became kn[n among ! m51 x 0 cordially resolv$ t e ef=t %\ld be made to c>ry _! ma/]'s rema9s to ,zanzib>4 ,su* an und]tak+ 0 extremely p]il\s1 = !re 7 n m]ely ! ord9>y risks ( travel to a small body ( natives1 b !re 0 also ! sup]/iti\s horror ev]y:]e preval5t connect$ ) ! dead4 ,*itambo mu/ be kept 9 ignorance ( :at _h happ5$1 o!rwise a ru9\s f9e w\ld be sure to be inflict$ on !m4 ,! secret1 h[ev]1 ooz$ out1 b happily ! *ief 0 reasonable4 ,susi & ,*uma1 ! old att5dants ( ,liv+/one1 became n[ ! lead]s ( ! company1 & !y fulfill$ _! task "r nobly4 ,! int]e/+ n>rative ( ,mr4 ,wall] at ! end ( ! ,la/ ,j\rnals tells u h[ calmly yet effici5tly !y set to "w4 ,arrangem5ts 7 made = dry+ & embalm+ ! body1 aft] remov+ & bury+ ! he>t & o!r visc]a4 ,= f\rte5 days ! body 0 dri$ 9 ! sun4 ,aft] be+ wrapp$ 9 calico1 & ! legs b5t inw>d at ! knees1 x 0 enclos$ 9 a l>ge piece ( b>k f a ,myonga-tree 9 ! =m ( a cyl9d]2 ov] ?is a piece ( sail-clo? 0 sew$2 & ! package 0 la%$ to a pole1 s z to be c>ri$ by two m54 ,jacob ,wa9wright c>v$ an inscription on ! ,mvula tree "u :i* ! body _h re/$1 & :]e ! he>t 0 buri$1 & ,*itambo 0 *>g$ to keep ! grass cle>$ away1 & to protect two po/s & a cross-piece :i* !y erect$ to m>k ! spot4 ,!y !n set out on _! homew>d m>*4 ,x 0 a s]i\s j\rney1 = ! t]rible exposure _h affect$ ! heal? ( mo/ ( !m1 & _m _h to lie d[n ?r\gh sickness4 ,! tribes ?r\gh :i* !y pass$ 7 g5]ally fri5dly1 b n always4 ,at "o place !y _h a regul> fight4 ,on ! :ole1 _! progress 0 wond]fully quiet & regul>4 ,ev]y:]e !y f\nd t ! news ( ! ,doctor's dea? _h got be=e !m4 ,at "o place !y he>d t a p>ty ( ,engli%m51 head$ by ,dr4 ,liv+/one's son1 on _! way to relieve 8 fa!r1 _h be5 se5 at ,bagamoio "s mon?s previ\sly4 ,z !y approa*$ ,unyanyembe1 !y le>n$ t ! p>ty 0 !re1 b :5 ,*uma ran on be=e1 he 0 disappo9t$ to f9d t ,oswell ,liv+/one 0 n among !m4 ,lieut5ant ,cam]on1 ,dr4 ,dillon1 & ,lieut5ant ,murphy 7 !re1 & he>d ! tid+s ( ! m5 ) deep emotion4 ,cam]on wi%$ !m to bury ! rema9s :]e !y 71 & n run ! risk ( convey+ !m ?r\gh ! ,ugogo c\ntry2 b ! m5 7 inflexible1 det]m9$ to c>ry out _! fir/ int5tion4 ,?is 0 n ! only int]f]5ce ) ^! devot$ & fai?ful m54 ,consid]+ h[ c>efully !y _h ga!r$ all ,liv+/one's prop]ty1 & h[ consci5ti\sly1 at ! risk ( _! lives1 !y 7 c>ry+ x to ! coa/1 to transf] x to ! ,briti% ,consul !re1 x 0 n w>rantable 9 ! new-com]s to take ! boxes f !m1 exam9e _! cont5ts1 & c>ry (f a "p ( !m4 ,nor d we ?9k ,lieut5ant ,cam]on 0 entitl$ to take away ! in/rum5ts ) :i* all ,liv+/one's obs]vations _h be5 made = a s]ies ( sev5 ye>s1 & use !m1 ?\gh only tempor>ily1 = ! purpose ( 8 ,exp$ition1 inasmu* z he !reby made x impossible s to r$uce ,liv+/one's obs]vations z t correct results %\ld be obta9$ f !m4 ,sir ,h5ry ,rawl9son seems n to h adv]t$ to ?is result ( ,mr4 ,cam]on's act1 9 8 ref]5ce to ! matt] f ! *air ( ! ,geographical ,society4 ,on leav+ ,unyanyembe ! p>ty 7 jo9$ by ,lieut5ant ,murphy1 n mu* to ! promotion ( unity ( action or h>moni\s feel+4 ,at ,kasekra a _s ( opposition 0 %[n by ! inhabitants1 & a ruse 0 resort$ to s z to ?r[ !m (f _! gu>d4 ,x 0 resolv$ to pack ! rema9s 9 su* =m t :5 wrapp$ 9 calico !y %\ld appe> l an ord9>y bale ( m]*&ise4 ,a fagot ( mapira /alks1 cut into l5g?s ( ab\t six feet1 0 !n swa!d 9 clo?1 to imitate a dead body ab\t to be buri$4 ,?is 0 s5t back along ! way to ,unyanyembe1 z if ! p>ty _h *ang$ _! m9ds & resolv$ to bury ! rema9s !re4 ,! be>]s1 at nightfall1 began to ?r[ away ! mapira rods1 & !n ! wrapp+s1 & :5 !y _h ?us dispos$ ( !m !y return$ to _! companions4 ,! villag]s ( ,kasekra _h n[ no suspicion1 & all[$ ! p>ty to pass unmole/$4 ,b ?\gh "o trag$y 0 av]t$1 ano!r 0 enact$ at ,kasekra--! dreadful suicide ( ,dr4 ,dillon :ile suff]+ f dys5t]y & fev]4 ,! cortge n[ pass$ on )\t fur!r incid5t1 & arriv$ at ,bagamoio 9 ,febru>y1 #ahgd4 ,soon aft] !y rea*$ ,bagamoio a cruis] arriv$ f ,zanzib>1 ) ! act+ ,consul1 ,capta9 ,prideaux1 on bo>d1 & ! rema9s 7 convey$ to t isl& previ\s to _! be+ s5t to ,engl&4 ,! m5 t = n9e long mon?s rema9$ /eadfa/ to _! purpose to pay honor to ! rema9s ( _! ma/]1 9 ! mid/ ( innum]able trials & dang]s & )\t hope ( rew>d1 h e/abli%$ a /rong claim to ! gratitude & admiration ( ! _w4 ,w\ld t ! debt 7 promptly repaid 9 ef=ts to free ,africa f h] oppressors1 & s5d ?r\gh\t all h] bord]s ! ,div9e proclamation1 ,glory to ,god 9 ! highe/1 on e>? peace1 good-w to m54 ,9 reg>d to ! ,se>* p>ty to :i* ref]5ce has be5 made1 x may be /at$ t :5 ,liv+/one's purpose to g back to ! b>b>\s regions :]e he _h suff]$ s mu* be=e became kn[n 9 ,engl& x excit$ a feel+ ( pr(\nd conc]n4 ,two ,exp$itions 7 arrang$4 ,t to ! ,ea/ ,coa/1 organiz$ by ! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 0 plac$ "u ,lieut5ant ,cam]on1 & includ$ 9 its ranks ,rob]t ,m(fat1 a gr&son ( ,dr4 ,m(fat's1 :o 7z has be5 already /at$7 fell e>ly a sacrifice to fev]4 ,! memb]s ( ! ,exp$ition suff]$ mu* f sickness2 x 0 brok5 up at ,unyanyembe1 :5 ! p>ty be>+ ! rema9s ( ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 met4 ,! o!r p>ty1 "u comm& ( ,lieut5ant ,gr&y1 0 to g to ! ,we/ ,coa/1 />t f ,lo&a1 /rike ! ,congo1 & move on to ,lake ,l9coln4 ,?is ,exp$ition 0 fitt$ out solely at ! co/ ( ,mr4 ,"y4 ,he 0 deeply conc]n$ = ! safety ( 8 fri5d1 kn[+ h[ he 0 hat$ by ! slave-trad]s ^: iniquities he _h expos$1 & ?9k+ x likely t if he once rea*$ ,lake ,l9coln he w\ld make = ! we/ coa/ along ! ,congo4 ,! purpose ( ^! ,exp$itions is c>efully expla9$ 9 a lett] address$ to ,dr4 ,liv+/one by ,sir ,h5ry ,rawl9son1 !n ,presid5t ( ! ,royal ,geographical ,society3 ,,london1 ,novemb] #bj1 #ahgb4 ,,de> ,,dr4 ,,liv+/one1--,y w no d\bt h he>d ( ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e's deputation to ,zanzib> long be=e y receive ?is1 & y w h le>nt ) he>tfelt satisfaction t !re is n[ a def9ite prospect ( ! infam\s ,ea/ ,african slave-trade be+ suppress$4 ,= ?is great end1 if x be a*iev$1 we %all be ma9ly indebt$ to y\r rec5t lett]s1 :i* h _h a p[]ful effect on ! public m9d 9 ,engl&1 & h ?us /imulat$ ! action ( ! ,gov]nm5t4 ,sir ,b>tle w keep y in=m$ ( 8 arrangem5ts1 if !re are any means ( communicat+ ) ! int]ior1 & ,i am sure y w assi/ him to ! utmo/ ( y\r p[] 9 c>ry+ out ! good "w 9 :i* he is engag$4 ,x 0 a great disappo9tm5t to u t ,lieut5ant ,dawson's ,exp$ition1 :i* we fitt$ out 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> ) su* complet5ess1 did n jo9 y at ,unyanyembe1 = x c\ld n h fail$ to be ( s]vice to y 9 _m ways4 ,we are n[ try+ to aid y ) a second ,exp$ition "u ,lieut5ant ,cam]on1 :om we h s5t out "u ,sir ,b>tle's ord]s1 to jo9 y if possible 9 ! vic9ity ( ,lake ,tanganyika1 & att5d to y\r wi%es 9 respect to 8 fur!r movem5ts4 ,we leave x entirely to y\r discretion :e!r y l to keep ,mr4 ,cam]on ) y or to s5d him on to ! ,victoria ,nyanza1 or any o!r po9ts t y are unable to visit y\rself4 ,( c\rse ! great po9t ( int]e/ connect$ ) y\r pres5t exploration is ! det]m9ation ( ! l[] c\rse ( ! ,lualaba4 ,mr4 ,/anley /ill adh]es to ! view1 :i* y =m]ly held1 t x dra9s into ! ,nile2 b if ! levels :i* y give are correct1 ?is is impossible4 ,at any rate1 ! op9ion ( ! id5tity ( ! ,congo & ,lualaba is n[ becom+ s univ]sal t ,mr4 ,"y has come =w>d ) a donation ( #bjjj to enable u to s5d ano!r ,exp$ition to y\r assi/ance up t riv]1 & ,lieut5ant ,gr&y1 ) a crew ( tw5ty ,kroom51 w accord+ly be pull+ up ! ,congo be=e _m mon?s are ov]4 ,:e!r he w really be able to p5etrate to y\r unvisit$ lake1 or beyond x to ,lake ,l9coln1 is1 ( c\rse1 a matt] ( great d\bt2 b x w at any rate be gratify+ to y to "k t support is approa*+ y bo? f ! we/ & ea/4 ,we all highly admire & appreciate y\r indomitable en]gy & p]sev]ance1 & ! ,geographical ,society w d ev]y?+ 9 its p[] to support y1 s z to comp5sate 9 "s measure = ! loss y h su/a9$ 9 ! dea? ( y\r old fri5d ,sir ,rod]ick ,mur*ison4 ,my own t5ure ( (fice expires 9 ,may1 & x is n yet decid$ :o is to succe$ me1 b :oev] may be our ,presid5t1 our int]e/ 9 y\r proce$+s w n slack54 ,mr4 ,wall] w1 ,i d>esay1 h told y t we h j s5t a memorial to ,mr4 ,glad/one1 pray+ t a p5sion may be at once conf]r$ ^u y\r daught]s1 & ,i h e hope t our pray] may be successful4 ,y w see by ! pap]s1 n[ s5t to y1 t !re has be5 mu* acrimoni\s discussion ( late on ,african affairs4 ,i h tri$ myself 9 e possible way to ?r[ oil on ! tr\bl$ wat]s1 & beg9 to hope n[ = some?+ l peace4 ,i %all be v glad to he> f y if y c sp>e "t to s5d me a l9e1 & w always keep a wat*ful eye ov] y\r int]e/s4--,i rema91 y\rs v truly1 ,h4,c4 ,,rawl9son4 ,! rema9s 7 br\ght to ,ad5 on bo>d ! ,calcutta1 & !reaft] transf]r$ to ! ,p4 & ,o4 /eam] ,malwa1 :i* arriv$ at ,s\?ampton on ! #ae? ( ,april4 ,mr4 ,?omas ,liv+/one1 elde/ surviv+ son ( ! ,doctor1 be+ !n 9 ,egypt on acc\nt ( 8 heal?#gh1 _h gone on bo>d at ,alex&ria4 ,! body 0 convey$ to ,london by special tra9 & deposit$ 9 ! rooms ( ! ,geographical ,society 9 ,saville ,r[4 ,footnote #gh3 ,?omas nev] rega9$ robu/ heal?4 ,he di$ at ,alex&ria1 #ae? ,m>*1 #ahgf4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! ev5+ ! rema9s 7 exam9$ by ,sir ,william ,f]gusson & sev]al o!r m$ical g5tleman1 includ+ ,dr4 ,l\don1 ( ,hamilton1 ^: pr(essional skill & great k9dness to 8 family _h ga9$ = him a high place 9 ! e/eem & love ( ,liv+/one4 ,to _m p]sons x _h appe>$ s incr$ible t ! rema9s %\ld h be5 br\ght f ! he>t ( ,africa to ,london1 t "s conclusive id5tification ( ! body seem$ to be necess>y to set all d\bt at re/4 ,! /ate ( ! arm1 ! "o t _h be5 brok5 by ! lion1 suppli$ ! crucial evid5ce4 ,exactly 9 ! region ( ! atta*m5t ( ! deltoid to ! hum]us 7said ,sir ,william ,f]gusson 9 a contribution to ! ,lancet1 ,april #ah1 #ahgd71 !re 7 ! indications ( an oblique fracture4 ,on mov+ ! arm !re 7 ! indications ( an ununit$ fracture4 ,a clos] id5tification & dissection display$ ! false jo9t t _h s long ago be5 s well recogniz$ by ^? :o _h exam9$ ! arm 9 =m] days4444 ,! fir/ glance set my m9d at re/1 & t1 ) ! fur!r exam9ation1 made me z positive z to ! id5tification ( ^! rema9s z t !re has be5 among u 9 mod]n times "o ( ! greate/ m5 ( ! human race--,david ,liv+/one4 ,on ,saturday1 ,april #ah1 #ahgd1 ! rema9s ( ! great travel] 7 committ$ to _! re/+-place ne> ! c5tre ( ! nave ( ,we/m9/] ,abbey4 ,_m old fri5ds ( ,liv+/one came to be pres5t1 & _m ( 8 admir]s1 :o c\ld n b avail !mselves ( ! opportunity to pay a la/ tribute ( respect to 8 memory4 ,! ,abbey 0 cr[d$ 9 e "p f :i* ! spectacle might be se54 ,! pall-be>]s 7 ,mr4 ,h4,m4 ,/anley1 ,jacob ,wa9wright1 ,sir ,t4 ,/eele1 ,dr4 ,kirk1 ,mr4 ,w4,f4 ,webb1 ,rev4 ,horace ,wall]1 ,mr4 ,oswell1 & ,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y4 ,two ( ^!1 ,mr4 ,wall] & ,dr4 ,kirk1 along ) ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 :o 0 also pres5t1 _h assi/$ twelve ye>s be=e at ! fun]al ( ,mrs4 ,liv+/one at ,%upanga4 ,dr4 ,m(fat1 too1 0 !re1 full ( sorr[ful admiration4 ,amid a s]vice :i* 0 emphatically impressive ?r\gh\t1 ! simple words ( ! hymn1 sung to ! tune ( ,tallis1 7 peculi>ly t\*+3 ,o ,god ( ,be!l6 by ^: h& ,?y p /ill are f$1 ,:o ?r\gh ?is we>y pilgrimage ,ha/ all our fa!rs l$4 ,! black slab t n[ m>ks ! re/+-place ( ,liv+/one be>s ?is inscription3 ,,br\ght ,,by ,,fai?ful ,,h&s ,,ov] ,,l& ,,& ,,sea1 ,,"h ,,re/s ,,david ,,liv+/one1 ,,mission>y1 ,,travel]1 ,,philan?ropi/1 ,,born ,,m>* #ai1 #ahac1 ,,at ,,blantyre1 ,,lan>k%ire4 ,,di$ ,,may #d1gi #ahgc1 ,,at ,,*itambo',s ,,village1 ,,ilala4 ,footnote #gi3 ,9 ! ,la/ ,j\rnals ! date is #a/ ,may2 on ! /one1 #d? ,may4 ,! att5dants c\ld n q det]m9e ! day4 ,= ?irty ye>s 8 life 0 sp5t 9 an unwe>i$ ef=t to evangelize ! native races1 to explore ! undiscov]$ secrets1 & aboli% ! desolat+ slave-trade ( ,c5tral ,africa1 & :]e1 ) 8 la/ words he wrote3 ,all ,i c say 9 my solitude is1 may ,heav5's ri* bless+ come d[n on e "o--,am]ican1 ,engli%1 ,turk-- :o w help to heal ?is op5 sore ( ! _w4 ,along ! "r bord] ( ! /one are ! words3 ,,tantus ,,amor ,,v]i1 ,,nihil ,,e/ ,,quod ,,nosc]e ,,malim ,,quam ,,fluvii ,,causas ,,p] ,s,,cula ,,tanta ,,latehtes4 ,& along ! left bord]3 ,,o!r ,,%eep ,i ,,h ,,:i* ,,are ,,n ,,( ,,?is ,,fold1 ,,!m ,,also ,i ,,mu/ ,,br+1 ,,& ,,!y ,,%all ,,he> ,,my ,,voice4 ,on ! #be? ,june1 #ahfh1 n f> f ! nor!rn bord] ( t lake ,bangweolo on ^: s\!rn %ore he pass$ away1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one came on a grave 9 a =e/4 ,he says ( x3 ,x 0 a little r\nd$ m\nd1 z if ! occupant sat 9 x 9 ! usual native way2 x 0 /rew$ ov] ) fl\r1 & a numb] ( ! l>ge blue beads put on x2 a little pa? %[$ t x _h visitors4 ,?is is ! sort ( grave ,i %\ld pref]3 to be 9 ! /ill1 /ill =e/1 & no h& ev] di/urb my bones4 ,! graves at home always seem$ to me to be mis]able1 especially ^? 9 ! cold1 damp clay1 & )\t elb[-room2 b ,i h no?+ to d b wait till ,he :o is ov] all decides :]e ,i h to lay me d[n & die4 ,poor ,m>y lies on ,%upanga brae1 '& beeks =n5t ! sun4' ,he :o is ov] all decre$ t :ile 8 he>t %\ld lie 9 a leafy =e/1 9 su* a spot z he lov$1 8 bones %\ld repose 9 a great ,*ri/ian temple1 :]e _m1 day by day1 z !y read 8 "n1 w\ld recall 8 noble ,*ri/ian life1 & feel h[ l he 0 to ,him ( :om x is writt53 ,! ,_s ( ! ,"l ,god is ^u me2 because ! ,"l ha? ano9t$ me to prea* good tid+s to ! meek3 ,he ha? s5t me to b9d up ! brok5-he>t$1 to proclaim lib]ty to ! captives1 & ! op5+ ( ! prison to !m t are b\nd2 to proclaim ! acceptable ye> ( ! ,"l1 & ! day ( v5geance ( our ,god2 to com=t all t m\rn2 to appo9t unto !m t m\rn 9 ,zion1 to give unto !m beauty = a%es1 ! oil ( joy = m\rn+1 ! g>m5t ( praise = ! _s ( heav9ess2 t !y might be call$ trees ( righte\sness1 ! plant+ ( ! ,"l2 t ,he might be glorifi$4 ,droop half-ma/ colors1 b[1 b>ehead$ cr[ds1 ,z ?is pla9 c(f9 o'er ! side is slung1 ,to pass by woods ( ma/s & ratl9$ %r\ds1 ,z er/ by ,afric's trunks1 liana-hung4 ',tis ! la/ mile ( _m ?\s&s trod ,) fail+ /r5g? b nev]-fail+ w1 ,by ! worn frame1 n[ at its re/ ) ,god1 ,t nev] re/$ f its fight ) ill4 ,or if ! a*e ( travel & ( toil ,w\ld sometimes wr+ a %ort1 %>p cry ( pa9 ,f agony ( fev]1 bla91 & boil1 ',twas b to cru% x d[n & on aga96 ,he knew n t ! trumpet he _h bl[n ,out ( ! d>kness ( t dismal l&1 ,_h rea*$ & r\s$ an army ( its own ,to /rike ! *a9s f ! slave's fett]$ h&4 ,n[ we believe1 he kn[s1 sees all is well2 ,h[ ,god _h /ay$ 8 w & %ap$ 8 way1 ,to br+ ! light to ^? t d>kl+ dwell ,) ga9s t life's devotion well repay4 ,op5 ! ,abbey doors & be> him 9 ,to sleep ) k+ & /atesman1 *ief & sage1 ,! mission>y come ( weav]-k91 ,b great by "w t brooks no l[] wage4 ,he ne$s no epitaph to gu>d a "n ,:i* m5 %all prize :ile wor?y "w is kn[n2 ,he liv$ & di$ = good--be t 8 fame3 ,let m>ble crumble3 ?is is ,liv+--/one4--,pun*4 ,eulogiums on ! dead are (t5 attempts1 sometimes suffici5tly clumsy1 to conceal "o-half ( ! tru? & fill ! eye ) ! o!r4 ,9 ! case ( ,liv+/one !re is really no?+ to conceal4 ,9 trac+ 8 life 9 ^! pages we h f\nd no ne$ = ! brilliant colors ( ! rhetorician1 ! +5uity ( ! p>tisan1 or ! en?usiasm ( ! h]o-wor%ip]4 ,we h felt1 f fir/ to la/1 t a pla91 hone/ /atem5t ( ! tru? reg>d+ him w\ld be a high] panegyric ?an any ideal picture t c\ld be drawn4 ,! be/ tributes paid to 8 memory by di/+ui%$ c\ntrym5 7 ! mo/ lit]al--we might almo/ say ! mo/ prosaic4 ,x is b a few leaves we c reproduce ( ! _m wrea?s t 7 laid on 8 tomb4 ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e1 z ,presid5t ( ! ,royal ,geographical ,society1 aft] a copi\s notice ( 8 life1 summ$ x up 9 ^! words3 ,z a :ole1 ! "w ( 8 life w surely be held up 9 ages to come z "o ( s+ul> nobl5ess ( design1 & ( unfl9*+ en]gy & self-sacrifice 9 execution4 ,x w be long ere any "o man w be able to op5 s l>ge an ext5t ( unkn[n l& to civiliz$ mank9d4 ,yet long]1 p]haps1 ere we f9d a bright] example ( a life ( su* cont9u$ & useful self-devotion to a noble cause4 ,9 a rec5t lett] to ,dr4 ,liv+/one's elde/ daught]1 ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e 7aft] say+ t he 0 fir/ introduc$ to ,dr4 ,liv+/one by ,mr4 ,phillip1 ! pa9t]1 z "o ( ! noble/ m5 he _h ev] met1 & rehe>s+ ! hi/ory ( 8 e>ly acqua9tance7 rem>ks3 ,i c\ld h>dly v5ture to describe my e/imate ( 8 "* z a ,*ri/ian fur!r ?an by say+ t ,i nev] met a man :o fulfill$ m completely my idea ( a p]fect ,*ri/ian g5tleman1--actuat$ 9 :at he ?\ght & said & did by ! highe/ & mo/ *ivalr\s _s1 model$ on ! precepts ( 8 great ,ma/] & ,exempl>4 ,z a man ( sci5ce1 ,i am less compet5t to judge1 = my k ( 8 "w is to a great ext5t second-h&2 b d]iv$1 z x is1 f obs]v]s l ,sir ,?omas ,macle>1 & geograph]s l ,arr[smi?1 ,i believe him to be q unequal$ z a sci5tific travel]1 9 ! c>e & accuracy ) :i* he obs]v$4 ,9 o!r bran*es ( sci5ce ,i _h m opportunities ( satisfy+ myself1 & ( kn[+ h[ ke5 & accurate 0 8 obs]vation1 & h[ ext5sive 8 k ( ev]y?+ connect$ ) natural sci5ce2 b e page ( 8 j\rnals1 to ! la/ week ( 8 life1 te/ifi$ to 8 wond]ful natural p[]s & accurate obs]vation4 ,?irdly1 z a mission>y & explor] ,i h always put him 9 ! v fir/ rank4 ,he seem$ to me to possess 9 ! mo/ wond]ful degree t union ( opposite qualities :i* 7 requir$ = su* a "w z op5+ out hea!n ,africa to ,*ri/ianity & civilization4 ,no man _h a ke5] sympa?y ) ev5 ! mo/ b>b>\s & un5light5$2 none _h a m ard5t desire to b5efit & improve ! mo/ abject4 ,9 8 aims1 no man attempt$1 on a gr&] or m ?or\gh scale1 to b5efit & improve ^? ( 8 race :o mo/ ne$$ improvem5t & light4 ,9 ! execution ( :at he und]took1 ,i nev] met 8 equal = en]gy & sagacity1 & ,i feel sure t future ages w place him among ! v fir/ ( ^? mission>ies1 :o1 foll[+ ! apo/les1 h cont9u$ to c>ry ! light ( ! gospel to ! d>ke/ regions ( ! _w1 ?r\gh\t ! la/ #ahjj ye>s4 ,z reg>ds ! value ( ! "w he accompli%$1 x might be premature to speak1--n t ,i ?9k x possible ,i c ov]-e/imate x1 b because ,i feel sure t e ye> w add fre% evid5ce to %[ h[ well-consid]$ 7 ! plans he took 9 h&1 & h[ va/ h be5 ! results ( ! movem5ts he set 9 motion4 ,! g5]\s & he>ty appreciation ( ,liv+/one by ! m$ical pr(ession 0 well express$ 9 ! words ( ! ,lancet3 ,few m5 h disappe>$ f our ranks m univ]sally deplor$1 z few h s]v$ 9 !m ) a high] purpose1 or %$ ^u !m ! lu/re ( a pur] devotion4 ,"l ,polw>?1 9 ackn[l$g+ a lett] f ,dr4 ,liv+/one's daught]1 ?ank+ him = "s words on h] fa!r1 wrote ?us3 ,i h long *]i%$ ! memory ( 8 example1 & feel t ! true/ beauty 0 8 ess5tially ,*ri/ian _s4 ,_m admire 9 him ! great explor] & ! noble-he>t$ philan?ropi/2 b ,i l to ?9k ( him1 n only ?us1 b z a man :o 0 a s]vant ( ,god1 lov$ 8 ,^w int5sely1 & :ile he spoke to m5 ( ,god1 spoke m to ,god ( m51 ,8 memory w nev] p]i%1 ?\gh ! fir/ fre%ness1 & ! impulse x gives j n[1 may fade2 b 8 pray]s w be _h 9 ev]la/+ remembrance1 & unspeakable bless+s w yet fl[ to t va/ cont95t he op5$ up at ! exp5se ( 8 life4 ,god call$ & qualifi$ him = a noble "w1 :i*1 by grace1 he nobly fulfill$1 & we c love ! honor$ s]vant1 & adore ! graci\s ,ma/]4 ,la/ly1 we give ! beautiful wrea? ( ,flor5ce ,night+ale1 also 9 ! =m ( a lett] to ,dr4 ,liv+/one's daught]3 ,,london1 ,feb4 #ah?1#ahgd4 ,,de> ,,miss ,,liv+/one1--,i am only "o ( all ,engl& :i* is feel+ ) y & = y at ?is mom5t4 ,b ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e enc\rages me to write to y4 ,we _c help /ill ye>n+ to he> ( "s hope t y\r great fa!r may be /ill alive4 ,god kn[s2 & 9 kn[+ t ,he kn[s :o is all wisdom1 goodness1 & p[]1 we mu/ f9d our re/4 ,he has tak5 away1 if at la/ x be z we fe>1 ! greate/ man ( 8 g5]ation1 = ,dr4 ,liv+/one /ood alone4 ,!re are few en\gh1 b a few /atesm54 ,!re are few en\gh1 b a few great 9 m$ic9e1 or 9 art1 or 9 poetry4 ,!re are a few great travel]s4 ,b ,dr4 ,liv+/one /ood alone z ! great ,mission>y ,travel]1 ! br+]-9 ( civilization2 or r ! pione] ( civilization--he t come? be=e--to races ly+ 9 d>kness4 ,i always ?9k ( him z :at ,john ! ,bapti/1 _h he be5 liv+ 9 ! n9ete5? c5tury1 w\ld h be54 ,dr4 ,liv+/one's fame 0 s _w-wide t !re 7 o!r nations :o und]/ood him ev5 bett] ?an we did4 ,le>n$ philologi/s f ,g]many1 n at all or?odox 9 _! op9ions1 h yet told me t ,dr4 ,liv+/one 0 ! only man :o und]/ood races1 & h[ to deal ) !m = good2 t he 0 ! "o true mission>y4 ,we _c console ourselves = our loss4 ,he is irreplaceable4 ,x is n sad t he %\ld h di$ out !re4 ,p]haps x 0 ! ?+1 mu* z he ye>n$ = home1 t 0 ! fitt+ end = him4 ,he may h felt x s himself4 ,b w\ld t he c\ld h complet$ t :i* he (f]$ 8 life to ,god to d6 ,if ,god took him1 h[ev]1 x 0 t 8 life 0 complet$ 9 ,god's sight2 8 "w f9i%$1 ! mo/ glori\s "w ( our g5]ation4 ,he has op5$ ^? c\ntries = ,god to ent] 94 ,he /ruck ! fir/ bl[ to aboli% a hide\s slave-trade4 ,he1 l ,/eph51 0 ! fir/ m>tyr4 ',he climb$ ! /eep asc5t ( heav51 ,?r\gh p]il1 toil1 & pa92 ,o ,god6 to u may grace be giv5 ,to foll[ 9 8 tra96' ,to u x is v dre>y1 n to h se5 him aga91 t he %\ld h _h none ( u by him at ! la/2 no la/ ^w or message4 ,i feel ?is ) reg>d to my de> fa!r & "o :o 0 m ?an "m to me1 ,mrs4 ,bracebridge1 :o w5t ) me to ! ,crimean w>1 bo? ( :om 7 tak5 f me la/ mon?4 ,h[ mu* m mu/ we feel x1 ) reg>d to out great discov]] & h]o1 dy+ s f> (f6 ,b does he regret x8 ,h[ mu* he mu/ "k n[6 h[ mu* he mu/ h enjoy$6 ,?\gh h[ mu* we w\ld give to "k 8 ?\ghts1 alone ) ,god1 dur+ ! latt] days ( 8 life4 ,may we n say1 ) old ,baxt] 7some?+ alt]$ f t v]se78 ',my k ( t life is small1 ,! eye ( fai? is dim2 ,b 'tis en\gh t ,*ri/ kn[s all1 ,& he w be ) ,him4' ,let u ?9k only ( him & ( 8 pres5t happ9ess1 8 et]nal happ9ess1 & may ,god say to u3 ',let n y\r he>t be tr\bl$1' ,let u ex*ange a ',god bless y1' & fet* a real bless+ f ,god 9 say+ s4 ,flor5ce ,night+ale ,,*apt] ,,xxiii4 ,,po/hum\s ,,influ5ce4 ,hi/ory ( 8 life n complet$ at 8 dea?--,?rill+ effect ( ! trag$y ( ,ilala--,liv+/one's influ5ce on ! slave-trade--,8 lett]s f ,manyuema--,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e's mission to ,zanzib>--,successful ef=ts ( ,dr4 ,kirk ) ,sultan ( ,zanzib>--,! l& r\te--,! sea r\te--,slave-trade decl>$ illegal--,egypt--,! ,s\dan--,colonel ,gordon--,conv5tions ) ,turkey--,k+ ,mtesa ( ,ug&a--,nyassa di/rict--,introduction ( lawful comm]ce--,v>i\s comm]cial ent]prises 9 progress--,influ5ce ( ,liv+/one on exploration--,ent]prise ( newspap]s--,explor+ und]tak+s ( v>i\s nations--,liv+/one's p]sonal s]vice to sci5ce--,8 h>d "w 9 sci5ce ! cause ( respect--,8 influ5ce on mission>y ent]prise--,liv+/onia--,dr4 ,/ew>t4--,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y--,blantyre--,! ,univ]sities ,mission "u ,bi%op ,/e]e--,its return to ! ma9l& & to ,nyassa di/rict--,*ur* ,mission>y ,society at ,nyanza--,london ,mission>y ,society at ,tanganyika--,fr5*1 ,inl&1 ,bapti/1 & ,am]ican missions--,m$ical missions--,! ,fisk ,liv+/one hall--,liv+/one's great legacy to ,africa1 a spotless ,*ri/ian "n & "*--,honors ( ! future4 ,! he>t ( ,david ,liv+/one 0 laid "u ! mvula-tree 9 ,ilala1 & 8 bones 9 ,we/m9/] ,abbey2 b 8 _s m>*$ on4 ,! hi/ory ( 8 life is n complet$ ) ! record ( 8 dea?4 ,! cont9ual cry ( 8 he>t to be p]mitt$ to f9i% 8 "w 0 answ]$1 answ]$ ?or\ghly1 ?\gh n 9 ! way he ?\ght (4 ,! ?rill t w5t ?r\gh ! civiliz$ _w :5 8 dea? & all its t\*+ circum/ances became kn[n1 did m = ,africa ?an he c\ld h done _h he complet$ 8 task & sp5t ye>s 9 ?is c\ntry foll[+ x up4 ,f ! worn-out figure kneel+ at ! b$side 9 ! hut 9 ,ilala an electric sp>k seem$ to fly1 quick5+ he>ts on e side4 ,! /atesman felt x2 x put new vigor into ! despat*es he wrote & ! measures he devis$ ) reg>d to ! slave-trade4 ,! m]*ant felt x1 & began to plan 9 e>ne/ h[ to trav]se ! cont95t ) roads & railways1 & op5 x to comm]ce f %ore to c5tre4 ,! explor] felt x1 & />t$ ) high purpose on new sc5es ( unkn[n dang]4 ,! mission>y felt x1--felt x a repro( ( pa/ languor & unbelief1 & f\nd himself lift$ up to a high] level ( fai? & devotion4 ,no p>liam5t ( philan?ropy 0 held2 b ! v]dict 0 z unanim\s & z he>ty z if ! ,*ri/ian _w _h met & pass$ ! resolution--,liv+/one's "w %all n die3 ,,africa ,,%all ,,live4 ,a rapid glance at ! progress ( ev5ts dur+ ! sev5 ye>s t h elaps$ s9ce ! dea? ( ,liv+/one w %[ be/ :at influ5ce he wield$ aft] 8 dea?4 ,:e!r we consid] ! /eps t h be5 tak5 to suppress ! slave-trade1 ! progress ( comm]cial und]tak+s1 ! successful j\rneys ( explor]s /imulat$ by 8 example :o h gone f %ore to %ore1 or ! new ent]prises ( ! v>i\s mission>y bodies1 c>ri$ out by ag5ts ) some:at ( ,liv+/one's _s1 we %all see :at a wond]ful revolution he effect$1--h[ entirely he *ang$ ! prospects ( ,africa4 ,liv+/one himself _h ! impression t 8 long & we>y det5tion 9 ,manyuema 0 design$ by ,provid5ce to enable him to "k & proclaim to ! _w ! awful horrors ( ! slave-trade4 ,:5 8 despat*es & lett]s f t region 7 publi%$ 9 ?is c\ntry1 ! matt] 0 tak5 up 9 ! highe/ qu>t]s4 ,aft] ! ,que5's ,spee* _h drawn ! att5tion ( ,p>liam5t to x1 a ,royal ,commission1 & !n a ,select ,committee ( ! ,h\se ( ,commons1 prep>$ ! way = fur!r action4 ,sir ,b>tle ,fr]e 0 to ,zanzib>1 ) ! view ( negotiat+ a treaty ) ! ,sultan1 to r5d] illegal all traffic 9 slaves by sea4 ,sir ,b>tle 0 unable to p]suade ! ,sultan1 b left ! matt] 9 ! h&s ( ,dr4 ,kirk1 :o succe$$ 9 #ahgc 9 negotiat+ ! treaty1 & got ! %ipm5t ( slaves prohibit$ ov] a sea-bo>d ( ne>ly a ?\s& miles4 ,b ! slave-deal] 0 too clev] to yield2 = ! r\te by sea he simply sub/itut$ a r\te by l&1 :i*1 in/ead ( dim9i%+ ! horrors ( ! traffic1 actually made !m great]4 ,dr4 ,kirk's en]gies _h to be employ$ 9 gett+ ! l& traffic plac$ 9 ! same category z t by sea1 & "h1 too1 he 0 successful1 s t )9 ! dom9ions ( ! ,sultan ( ,zanzib>1 ! slave-trade1 z a legal ent]prise1 came to an end4 ,b ,zanzib> 0 b a fragm5t ( ,africa4 ,9 no o!r "p ( ! cont95t 0 x ( m importance t ! traffic %\ld be arre/$ ?an 9 ,egypt1 & 9 p>ts ( ! ,empire ( ,turkey 9 ,africa "u ! control ( ! ,sultan4 ,! late ,kh$ive ( ,egypt 0 he>ty 9 ! cause1 less1 p]haps1 f dislike ( ! slave-trade1 ?an f 8 desire to hold good rank among ! ,we/]n p[]s1 & to enjoy ! favorable op9ion ( ,engl&4 ,by f> ! mo/ important contribution ( ! ,kh$ive to ! cause lay 9 8 committ+ ! va/ region ( ! ,s\dan to ! h&s ( our c\ntryman1 ,colonel ,gordon1 ^: rec5t resignation ( ! (fice has awak5$ s g5]al regret4 ,hat+ ! slave-trade1 ,colonel ,gordon employ$ 8 rem>kable influ5ce ov] native *iefs & tribes 9 disc\rag+ x1 & ) great effect4 ,to use 8 own words1 rec5tly spok5 to a fri5d1 he cut (f ! slave-deal]s 9 _! /rongholds1 & he made all 8 p love him4 ,few m51 inde$1 h %[n m ( ,liv+/one's _s 9 manag+ ! natives ?an ,gordon ,pa%a1 or furni%$ bett] pro( t = really do+ away ) ! slave-trade m is ne$$ ?an a good treaty--!re mu/ be a he>ty & influ5tial ,executive to c>ry out its provisions4 ,our conv5tions ) ,turkey h come to little or no?+4 ,!y h %>$ ! usual fate ( ,turki% promises4 ,ev5 ! conv5tion ann\nc$ ) consid]able confid5ce 9 ! ,que5's spee* on #e? ,febru>y1 #ahhj1 if ! t5or ( x be z x has be5 report$ 9 ! ,temps newspap]1 leaves f> too mu* 9 ! h&s ( ! ,turks1 & unless x be en]getically & con/antly en=c$ by ?is c\ntry1 w fail 9 its object4 ,to ?is end1 h[ev]1 we tru/ t ! att5tion ( our ,gov]nm5t w be e>ne/ly direct$4 ,! ,turki% traffic is p>ticul>ly hateful1 = x is c>ri$ on ma9ly = purposes ( s5suality & %[4 ,! abolition ( ! slave-trade by ,k+ ,mtesa1 *ief ( ,wag&a1 ne> ,lake ,victoria ,nyanza1 is "o ( ! mo/ rec5t fruits ( ! agitation4 ,! s]vices ( ,mr4 ,mackay1 a c\ntryman ( ,liv+/one's1 & an ag5t ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 contribut$ ma9ly to ?is rem>kable result4 ,su* facts %[ t n only has ! slave-trade become illegal 9 "s ( ! sep>ate /ates ( ,africa1 b t an active _s has be5 r\s$ aga9/ x1 :i*1 if duly direct$1 may yet a*ieve mu* m4 ,! trade1 h[ev]1 bre$s a reckless _s1 :i* c>es little = treaties or enactm5ts1 & is ready to cont9ue ! traffic z a smuggl+ bus9ess aft] x has be5 decl>$ illegal4 ,9 ! ,nyassa di/rict1 f :i* to a l>ge ext5t x has disappe>$1 x is by no means suppress$4 ,x is q conceivable t x may revive aft] ! tempor>y al>m ( ! deal]s has subsid$4 ,! remissness1 & ev5 ! connivance1 ( ! ,portuguese au?orities has be5 a great h9drance to its abolition4 ,all :o desire to c>ry out ! noble object ( ,liv+/one's life w !re=e d well to urge h] ,maje/y's ,m9i/]s1 memb]s ( ,p>liam5t1 & all :o h influ5ce1 to r5ew$ & unremitt+ ef=ts t[>d ! complete & f9al abolition ( ! traffic ?r\gh\t ! :ole ( ,africa4 ,to ?is consummation ! honor ( ,great ,brita9 is conspicu\sly pl$g$1 & x is "o to :i* /atesm5 ( all p>ties h usually be5 pr\d to contribute4 ,if we pass f ! slave-trade to ! promotion ( lawful comm]ce1 we f9d ! influ5ce ( ,liv+/one h>dly less app>5t 9 n a few und]tak+s rec5tly begun4 ,animat$ by ! memory ( 8 f\r mon?s' fell[%ip ) ,liv+/one1 ,mr4 ,/anley has und]tak5 ! exploration ( ! ,congo or ,liv+/one ,riv]1 because x 0 a "w t ,liv+/one desir$ to be done4 ,) a body ( ,kroom5 & o!rs he is n[ at "w mak+ a road f ne> ,banza ,noki to ,/anley ,pool4 ,he takes a /eam] 9 sections to be put toge!r above ! ,falls1 & ) x he int5ds to explore & to op5 to comm]ce ! num]\s great navigable tribut>ies ( ! ,liv+/one ,riv]4 ,mr4 ,/anley has already e/abli%$ /eam communication betwe5 ! ,fr5* /ation ne> ! m\? ( ! ,congo & 8 own /ation ne> ,banza ,noki or ,embomma4 ,! ,liv+/one ,c5tral ,african ,company1 ,limit$1 ) ,mr4 ,james ,/ev5son1 ( ,glasg[1 z *airman1 has con/ruct$ a road along ! ,mur*ison ,rapids1 ?us mak+ ! orig9al r\te ( ,liv+/one available betwe5 ,quilimane & ! ,nyassa di/rict1 & is do+ mu* m to advance ,*ri/ian civilization4 ,france1 ,belgium1 ,g]many1 & ,italy h all be5 active 9 promot+ comm]cial s*emes4 ,a magnific5t proposal has be5 made1 "u ,fr5* auspices1 = a railway across ! ,s\dan4 ,!re is a proposal f ,man*e/] to connect ! great lakes ) ! sea by a railway f ! coa/ opposite ,zanzib>4 ,ano!r s*eme is = a railway f ! ,zambesi to ,lake ,nyassa4 ,a telegraph ?r\gh ,egypt has be5 project$ to ! ,s\? ,african colonies ( ,brita91 pass+ by ,nyassa & ,%ir4 ,an ,italian colony on a l>ge scale has be5 project$ 9 ! dom9ions ( ,m5elek1 k+ ( ,%oa1 ne> ! ,somali l&4 ,any /atem5t ( ! v>i\s comm]cial s*emes begun or contemplat$ w\ld probably be defective1 because new ent]prises are s (t5 appe>+4 ,b all ?is %[s :at a new light has bur/ on ! comm]cial _w z to ! capabilities ( ,africa 9 a trad+ po9t ( view4 ,!re seems1 inde$1 no reason :y ,africa %\ld n furni% mo/ ( ! products :i* at pres5t we d]ive f ,india4 ,z a m>ket = our manufactures1 x is capable1 ev5 ) a mod]ate am\nt ( civilization1 ( becom+ "o ( our mo/ ext5sive cu/om]s4 ,! voice t proclaim$ ^! ?+s 9 #aheg 0 ! voice ( "o cry+ 9 ! wild]ness2 b x is n[ repeat$ 9 a ?\s& e*oes4 ,9 /imulat+ ,african exploration ! influ5ce ( ,liv+/one 0 v decid$4 ,he 0 ! fir/ ( ! galaxy ( mod]n ,african travel]s1 = bo? 9 ! ,geographical ,society & 9 ! _w at l>ge 8 "n became fam\s be=e ^? ( ,bak]1 ,grant1 ,speke1 ,burton1 ,/anley1 & ,cam]on4 ,/anley1 inspir$ fir/ by ! desire ( f9d+ him1 became himself a rem>kable & successful travel]4 ,! same rem>k is applicable to ,cam]on4 ,n only did ,liv+/one /imulate pr(ess$ geograph]s1 b1 :at 0 truly a novelty 9 ! annals ( exploration1 he set newspap] companies to op5 up ,africa4 ,! ,new ,york ,h]ald1 hav+ f\nd ,liv+/one1 became hungry = new discov]ies1 & enli/+ a bro!r-9-arms1 ,mr4 ,edw9 ,arnold & ! ,daily ,telegraph1 ! two pap]s unit$ to s5d ,mr4 ,/anley to fre% woods & pa/ures new4 ,"u ! auspices ( ! ,african ,exploration ,society1 & ! directions ( ! ,royal ,geographical1 ,mr4 ,kei? ,john/on & ,mr4 ,joseph ,?omson und]took ! exploration ( ! c\ntry betwe5 ,d> es ,salaam & ,lake ,nyassa1 ! =m] fall+ a victim to illness1 ! latt] p5etrat+ ?r\gh unexplor$ regions to ,nyassa1 & subsequ5tly ext5d+ 8 j\rney to ,tanganyika4 ,we c b "n ! int]national ent]prise result+ f ,brussels ,conf]5ce2 ! ,fr5* rese>*es ( ,lieut5ant de ,semell & ( de ,brazza2 ! v>i\s ,g]man ,exp$itions ( ,dr4 ,l5z1 ,dr4 ,pogge1 ,dr4 ,fis*]1 & ,h]r ,d5h>dts2 & ! ,portuguese exploration on ! we/1 f ,b5guela to ! head-wat]s ( ! ,zambesi4 ,africa does n want = explor]s1 & g5]ally !y are m5 b5t on advanc+ legitimate comm]ce & ! improvem5t ( ! p4 ,x w\ld be a com=t if we c\ld ?9k ( all z hav+ ?is = _! object2 b t>es1 we fe>1 w always be m+l$ ) ! good se$2 & if !re h be5 travel]s :o h l$ immoral lives & s\ght _! own amusem5t only1 & trad]s :o by traffick+ 9 rum & su* ?+s h demoraliz$ ! natives1 !y h only %[n t 9 "s natures selfi%ness is too deeply imb$d$ to be affect$ by ! noble/ examples4 ,liv+/one himself travel$ tw5ty-n9e ?\s& miles 9 ,africa1 & add$ to ! kn[n "p ( ! globe ab\t a million squ>e miles4 ,he discov]$ ,lakes ',ngami1 ,%irwa1 ,nyassa1 ,mo]o1 & ,bangweolo2 ! upp] ,zambesi1 & _m o!r riv]s2 made kn[n ! wond]ful ,victoria ,falls2 also ! high ridges flank+ ! depress$ bas9 ( ! c5tral plateau2 he 0 ! fir/ ,european to trav]se ! :ole l5g? ( ,lake ,tanganyika1 & to give x its true ori5tation2 he trav]s$ 9 mu* pa9 & sorr[ ! va/ wat]%$ ne> ,lake ,bangweolo1 &1 ?r\gh no fault ( 8 own1 j miss$ ! in=mation t w\ld h set at re/ all 8 surmises ab\t ! s\rces ( ! ,nile4 ,8 discov]ies 7 nev] m]e happy guesses or vague descriptions f ! acc\nts ( natives2 ea* spot 0 det]m9$ ) ! utmo/ precision1 ?\gh at ! "t 8 head might be giddy f fev] or 8 body torm5t$ ) pa94 ,he /rove aft] an accurate notion ( ! =m & /ructure ( ! cont95t2 ,inve/igat$ its geology1 hydrography1 botany1 & zology2 & grappl$ ) ! two great enemies ( man & bea/ t prey on x--fev] & tsetse4 ,yet all ^! 7 matt]s ap>t f ! great bus9ess ( 8 life4 ,9 sci5ce he 0 nei!r amateur nor dilettante1 b a c>eful1 pati5t1 labori\s work]4 ,& h5ce 8 high position1 & ! respect he inspir$ 9 ! sci5tific _w4 ,small m5 might peck & nibble at him1 b ! true k+s ( sci5ce1--! ,ow5s1 ,mur*isons1 ,h]s*els1 ,s$gwicks1 & ,f]gussons--honor$ him ! m ! long] !y knew him4 ,we miss an important fact 9 8 life if we d n take note ( ! impression :i* he made on su* m54 ,la/1 b n lea/1 we note ! m>vel\s expansion ( mission>y ent]prise 9 ,africa s9ce ,liv+/one's dea?4 ,?\gh he us$ no s5sational me?ods ( appeal1 he _h a wond]ful p[] to draw m5 to ! mission field4 ,9 8 own quiet way1 he n only enli/$ recruits1 b inspir$ !m ) ! en?usiasm ( _! call+4 ,n ev5 ,*>les ,simeon1 dur+ 8 long resid5ce at ,cambridge1 s5t m m5 to ,india ?an ,liv+/one drew to ,africa 9 8 brief visit to ! ,univ]sities4 ,x seem$ z if he sudd5ly awak5$ ! m9ds ( "y m5 to a new view ( ! gr& purposes ( life4 ,mr4 ,monk wrote to him truly1 ,t ,cambridge visit ( y\rs4 light$ a c&le :i* w ,,nev]1 ,,nev] g out4 ,at ! "t ( 8 dea? !re 0 no mission>y at "w 9 ! great region ( ,%ir & ,nyassa on :i* 8 he>t 0 s mu* set4 ,! fir/ to take possession 7 8 c\ntrym5 ( ,scotl&4 ,! ,liv+/onia mission & settlem5t ( ! ,free ,*ur*1 plann$ by ,dr4 ,/ew>t1 ( ,lov$ale1 :o _h gone out to reconnoitre 9 #ahfc1 & begun 9 #ahge1 has n[ ?ree /ations on ! lake1 & has won ! highe/ comm5dation ( su* travel]s z ! late ,consul ,elton#hj4 ,mu* ( ! success ( ?is ent]prise is due to ,liv+/one's old comrade1 ,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y1 ,r4,n41 :o l$ ! p>ty1 & by 8 great exp]i5ce & wond]ful way ( manag+ ! natives1 laid n only ! f\nd]s ( ,liv+/onia1 b ! fri5ds ( ,africa1 "u obligations t h nev] be5 suffici5tly ackn[l$g$#ha4 ,9 conc]t ) ! ,liv+/one ,c5tral ,african ,company1 consid]able progress has be5 made 9 explor+ ! neighbor+ regions1 & ! rec5t exploit ( ,mr4 ,james ,/ew>t1 ,c4,e41 "o ( ! lay help]s ( ! ,mission1 9 trav]s+ ! c\ntry betwe5 ,nyassa & ,tanganyika1 is an important contribution to geography#hb4 ,x w\ld h gratifi$ ,liv+/one to ?9k t 9 conduct+ ?is settlem5t sev]al ( ! ,scot* ,*ur*es 7 practically at "o--,free1 ,re=m$1 & ,unit$ ,presbyt]ian2 :ile at ,blantyre1 on ! ,%ir1 ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur* ( ,scotl&1 ) a mission & a colony ( me*anics1 has tak5 its %>e 9 ! "w4 ,footnote #hj3 ,lakes & ,m\nta9s ( ,africa1 pp4 #bgg1 #bhj4 ,footnote #ha3 ,see 8 "w4 ,nyassa3 ,london1 #ahgg4 ,footnote #hb3 ,see ,transactions ( ,royal ,geographical ,society1 #ahhj4 ,"u ,bi%op ,/e]e1 ! successor ( ,bi%op ,toz]1 ! ,univ]sities ,mission has re-occupi$ "p ( ! ma9l&1 & ! fre$-slave village ( ,masasi1 situat$ betwe5 ! sea & ,nyassa1 to ! nor? ( ! ,rovuma1 enjoys a measure ( prosp]ity :i* has nev] be5 int]rupt$ dur+ ! ?ree or f\r ye>s ( its exi/5ce4 ,o!r /ations h be5 =m$1 or are project$1 "o ( !m on ! ea/]n m>g9 ( ! lake4 ,! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society has occupi$ ! %ores ( ,victoria ,nyanza1 a*iev+ great results amid _m trials & sacrifices1 at fir/ wond]fully aid$ & enc\rag$ by ,k+ ,mtesa1 ?\gh1 z we write1 we he> acc\nts ( a *ange ( policy :i* is griev\sly disappo9t+4 ,lake ,tanganyika has be5 occupi$ by ! ,london ,mission>y ,society4 ,! ,socit des ,missions vangliques1 ( ,p>is1 has made prep>ations = occupy+ ! ,b>otse ,valley1 ne> ! head-wat]s ( ! ,zambesi4 ,! ,liv+/one ,inl& ,mission has "s mission>ies on ! ,atlantic ,coa/ at ! m\? ( ! ,congo1 & o!rs :o are work+ inw>d1 :ile a mon?ly j\rnal is edit$ by ,mrs4 ,grattan ,gu9ness1 entitl$ ,! ,regions ,beyond4 ,! ,bapti/ ,mission>y ,society has a mission 9 ! same di/rict1 t[>d ! elucidation ( :i* ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,t4 ,comb]'s ,explorations ,inl& f ,m\nt ,cam]oons & ?r\gh ,congo to ,mk\ta h ?r[n consid]able light4 ,m rec5tly /ill1 ! ,am]ican ,bo>d ( ,commission]s = ,=eign ,missions1 hav+ resolv$ to devote to ,africa ,mr4 ,otis's munific5t beque/ ( a million doll>s1 appo9t$ ! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,means to collect in=mation z to ! mo/ suitable op5+s = missions 9 ,c5tral ,africa2 & on 8 recomm5dation1 aft] consid]+ ! claims ( sev5 o!r localities1 h decid$ to adopt z _! field ! region ( ,bih & ! ,coanza1 an upl& tract to ! ea/ ( ,b5guela1 heal?y & suitable = ,european colonization1 & z yet n occupi$ by any mission>y body4 ,?us ! ,old ,_w & ! ,new are jo9+ _! =ces = ! evangelization ( ,africa4 ,& !y are n only occupy+ regions :i* ,liv+/one recomm5d$1 b are try+ to "w 8 pr9ciple ( comb9+ colonization ) missions1 s z to give _! p an actual picture ( ,*ri/ianity z x is exemplifi$ 9 ! ord9>y affairs ( life4 ,besides missions on ! old pr9ciple1 ,m$ical ,missions h receiv$ a great impulse ?r\gh ,liv+/one4 ,:5 mission "w 9 ,c5tral ,africa began to be s]i\sly ent]ta9$1 m5 l ,dr4 ,laws1 ! late ,dr4 ,black1 & ! late ,dr4 ,smi?1 all m$ical mission>ies1 7 among ! fir/ to (f] _! s]vices4 ,! ,ed9burgh ,m$ical ,mission made q a new />t :5 x gave ! "n ( ,liv+/one to its build+s4 ,ano!r in/itution t has adopt$ ! "n = a hall 9 :i* to tra9 color$ p = ,african "w is ! ,fisk ,univ]sity1 ,t5nessee1 made fam\s by ! ,jubilee ,s+]s4 ,9 glanc+ at ^! results ( ,liv+/one's influ5ce 9 ! mission field1 we mu/ n =get t ( all 8 legacies to ,africa by f> ! highe/ 0 ! spotless "n & bright ,*ri/ian "* :i* h become associat$ e :]e ) its great mission>y explor]4 ,f ! fir/ day ( 8 soj\rn 9 ,africa to ! la/1 pati5t cont9uance 9 well-do+ 0 ! great *>m ?r\gh :i* he s\ght1 ) ,god's bless+1 to w9 ! confid5ce ( ,africa4 ,be=e ! poore/ ,african he ma9ta9$ self-re/ra9t & self-respect z c>efully z 9 ! be/ society at home4 ,no prevail+ relaxation ( ! moral code 9 ^? wild1 d>k regions ev] l[]$ 8 tone or less5$ 8 reg>d = ! proprieties ( ,*ri/ian or civiliz$ life4 ,sc&al is s rampant among ! natives ( ,africa t ev5 m5 ( high "* h sometimes suff]$ f its ly+ tongue2 b 9 ! case ( ,liv+/one !re 0 su* an enamel ( purity ^u 8 "* t no fil? c\ld /ick to x1 & none 0 ?r[n4 ,:at ,liv+/one did 9 ord] to keep 8 ^w to 8 poor att5dants 0 a wond] 9 ,africa1 z x 0 ! admiration ( ! _w4 ,8 way ( tru/+ !m1 too1 0 s+ul>ly w9n+4 ,he w\ld g up to a fi]ce *ief1 surr\nd$ by 8 gr9n+ w>riors1 ) ! same easy gait & k9dly smile ) :i* he w\ld h approa*$ 8 fri5ds at ,kuruman or ,hamilton4 ,x 0 ! highe/ tribute t ! slave-trad]s 9 ! ,zambesi di/rict paid to 8 "* :5 = _! own vile ends !y told ! p t !y 7 ! *ildr5 ( ,liv+/one4 ,x 0 ! *>m ( 8 "n t enabl$ ,mr4 ,e4,d4 ,"y1 :ile engag$ 9 f\nd+ ! ,liv+/onia settlem5t1 to obta9 six hundr$ c>ri]s to transport ! pieces ( ! ,ilala /eam] pa/ ! ,mur*ison ,cat>acts1 c>ry+ loads ( great weight = =ty miles1 at six y>ds ( calico ea*1 )\t a s+le piece ( ! vessel be+ lo/ or ?r[n away4 ,! noble conduct ( ! b& t = eight mon?s c>ri$ 8 rema9s t[>d ! coa/ 0 a cr[n+ pro( ( ! love he inspir$4 ,ne>ly e day "s new tok5 comes to light ( ! affection & honor ) :i* he 0 reg>d$ all ov] ,c5tral ,africa4 ,on #ab? ,april1 #ahhj1 ! ,rev4 ,*auncy ,maples1 ( ! ,univ]sities ,mission1 9 a pap] read to ! ,geographical ,society1 describ+ a j\rney to ! ,rovuma & ! ,makonde c\ntry1 told ( a man he f\nd !re1 ) ! relic ( an old coat ov] 8 "r %\ld]1 evid5tly ( ,engli% manufacture4 ,x turn$ out1 f ! man's /atem5t1 t t5 ye>s ago a :ite man1 ! donor ( ! coat1 _h travel$ ) him to ,mataka's1 :om to h once se5 & talk$ ) 0 to rememb] = life2 a :ite man :o treat$ black m5 z 8 bro!rs1 & ^: memory w\ld be *]i%$ all along ! ,rovuma ,valley aft] !y 7 all dead & gone2 a %ort man ) a bu%y m\/a*e1 & a ke5 pi]c+ eye1 ^: words 7 always g5tle1 & ^: mann]s 7 always k9d2 :om1 z a lead]1 x 0 a privilege to foll[1 & :o knew ! way to ! he>ts ( all m54 ,t e>ly & life-long pray] ( ,liv+/one's--t he might resemble ,*ri/--0 fulfill$ 9 no ord9>y degree4 ,x w be an imm5se b5efit to all future mission>ies 9 ,africa t1 9 expla9+ to ! p :at practical ,*ri/ianity means1 !y w h b to po9t to ! life & "* ( ! man ^: "n w /& fir/ among ,african b5efactors 9 c5turies to come4 ,a =eign] has rem>k$ t1 9 ! n9ete5? c5tury1 ! :ite has made a man out ( ! black2 9 ! tw5tie? c5tury1 ,europe w make a _w out ( ,africa4 ,:5 t _w is made1 & g5]ation aft] g5]ation ( intellig5t ,africans look back on its beg9n+s1 z ,engl& looks back on ! days ( ,k+ ,alfr$1 ,irel& ( ,/4 ,patrick1 ,scotl& ( ,/4 ,columba1 or ! ,unit$ ,/ates ( ,george ,wa%+ton1 ! "n t w be encircl$ by !m ) brighte/ honor is t ( ,,david ,,liv+/one4 ,mabotsa1 ,*onuane1 & ,kolob5g w be visit$ ) ?rill+ int]e/ by _m a pilgrim1 & "s gr& memorial pile 9 ,ilala w m>k ! spot :]e 8 he>t reposes4 ,& :5 prea*]s & tea*]s speak ( ?is man1 :5 fa!rs tell _! *ildr5 :at ,africa owes to him1 & :5 ! "q is ask$ :at made him s great & s good1 ! answ] w be1 t he liv$ by ! fai? ( ! ,son ( ,god1 & t ! love ( ,*ri/ con/ra9$ him to live & die = ,africa4 ,,app5dix4 ,no4 ,i4 ,,extracts ,,f ,,pap] ,,on ,,mission>y ,,sacrifices4 ,x is some?+ to be a mission>y4 ,! morn+ />s sang toge!r & all ! sons ( ,god %\t$ = joy1 :5 !y fir/ saw ! field :i* ! fir/ mission>y 0 to fill4 ,! great & t]rible ,god1 be=e :om angels veil _! faces1 _h an ,only ,son1 & ,he 0 s5t to ! habitable p>ts ( ! e>? z a mission>y physician4 ,x is some?+ to be a foll[]1 h[ev] feeble1 9 ! wake ( ! ,great ,tea*] & only ,model ,mission>y t ev] appe>$ among m52 & n[ t ,he is ,head ov] all ?+s1 ,k+ ( k+s & ,"l ( lords1 :at commission is equal to t :i* ! mission>y holds f ,him8 ,may we v5ture to invite "y m5 ( education1 :5 lay+ d[n ! plan ( _! lives1 to take a glance at t ( mission>y8 ,we w magnify ! (fice4 ,! mission>y is s5t =? z a mess5g] ( ! ,*ur*es1 aft] und]go+ ! scrut9y & secur+ ! approbation ( a ho/ ( ,*ri/ian m9i/]s1 :o1 by _! own tal5t & wor?1 h ris5 to ! pa/orate ov] ! mo/ intellig5t & influ5tial *ur*es 9 ! l&1 & :o1 moreov]1 c h no motive to influ5ce _! selection b ! desire to secure ! mo/ effici5t in/rum5tality = ! mission>y "w4 ,s mu* c>e & indep5d5t inve/igation are be/[$ on ! selection z to make x pla9 t extrane\s influ5ces c h b small p[]4 ,no pa/or c imag9e t any c&idate has be5 accept$ ?r\gh 8 recomm5dations1 h[ev] w>m ^! may h be52 & ! mission>y may g =? to ! hea!n1 satisfi$ t 9 ! confid5ce ( ! directors he has a te/imonial inf9itely sup]ior to lett]s-apo/olic f ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury1 or f ! ,vatican at ,borne4 ,a mission>y1 surely1 _c und]value 8 commission1 z soon z x is put into 8 h&s4 ,b :at means ! lugubri\s wail t too (t5 bur/s f ! circle ( 8 fri5ds8 ,! te>s %$ might be excus$ if he 7 go+ to ,norfolk ,isl& at ! ,gov]nm5t exp5se4 ,b sometimes ! mission>y note is pit*$ on ! same key4 ,! :ite cliffs ( ,dov] become imm5sely de> to ^? :o nev] c>$ = masses ( *alk be=e4 ,pa!tic pla9ts are p5n$ ab\t lay+ _! bones on a =eign %ore1 by ^? :o nev] ?\ght ( mak+ aught ( _! bones at home4 7,bone-du/ is de> n[h]e1 we ?9k47 ,& !n !re is ! nev]-end+ talk & wr++ ( h&s ov] mission>y sacrifices4 ,! man is surely go+ to be hang$1 in/ead ( go+ to s]ve 9 ,*ri/'s holy ,gospel6 ,is ?is su* s]vice z ,he des]ves :o1 ?\gh ri*1 = our sakes became poor8 ,!re is s mu* 9 ! mann] ( giv+2 "s be/[ _! favors s gracefully1 _! value to ! recipi5t is d\bl$4 ,f o!rs1 a gift is z good z a bl[ 9 ! face4 ,are we n guilty ( treat+ our ,"l some:at m scurvily ?an we w\ld treat our indig5t fell[-m58 ,we /]eotype ! ^w *>ity 9 our language1 z applicable to a contribution to 8 cause4 ,s _m *>ities1--we _c af=d !m4 ,is n ! ^w ungraci\sly appli$ to ! ,"l ,jesus1 z if ,he 7 a poor begg>1 & an unwor?y "o too8 ,8 are ! cattle on a ?\s& hills1 ! silv] & ! gold2 & wor?y is ! ,lamb t 0 sla94 ,we treat ,him ill4 ,bip$s ( ! mascul9e g5d] assume ! pip+ phraseology ( poor old wom5 9 pres5ce ( ,him be=e :om ! ,ea/]n ,magi fell d[n & wor%ip$1--ay1 & op5$ _! treasures1 & pres5t$ unto ,him gifts3 gold1 frank9c5se1 & myrrh4 ,!y w give _! mites z if :at !y d give 7 _! all4 ,x is utt]ly unfair to magnify ! little we d = ,him by call+ x a sacrifice1 or pret5d we are do+ all we c by assum+ ! tones ( poor wid[s4 ,he asks a will+ m9d1 *e]ful ob$i5ce2 & c we n give t to ,him :o made 8 ,fa!r's w 9 our salvation z 8 meat & 8 dr9k1 till ,he b[$ 8 head & gave up ! gho/8 ,hundr$s ( "y m5 annually leave our %ores z cadets4 ,all _! fri5ds rejoice :5 !y ?9k ( !m be>+ ! commissions ( our ,que54 ,:5 any dang]\s exp$ition is plann$ by ,gov]nm5t1 m volunte]s apply ?an are necess>y to man x4 ,on ! proposal to s5d a b& ( brave m5 9 se>* ( ,sir ,john ,frankl91 a full complem5t = ! %ips c\ld h be5 procur$ ( (fic]s alone1 )\t any common sailors4 ,& :at ?\s&s ru%$ to ,cali=nia1 f diff]5t p>ts ( ,am]ica1 on ! discov]y ( ! gold6 ,h[ _m husb&s left _! wives & families6 ,h[ _m ,*ri/ian m5 tore !mselves away f all home ende>m5ts to suff]1 & toil1 & p]i% by cold & />vation on ! ov]l& r\te6 ,h[ _m sank f fev] & exhau/ion on ! banks ( ,sacram5to6 ,yet no ^w ( sacrifices !re4 ,& :y %\ld we s reg>d all we give & d = ! ,well-belov$ ( our s\ls8 ,our talk ( sacrifices is ung5]\s & hea!ni%4444 ,x is some?+ to be a mission>y4 ,he is sometimes incl9$1 9 seasons ( despond5cy & tr\ble1 to feel z if =gott54 ,b = :om d m pray]s asc5d8--pray]s f ! secret place1 & f ^? only :o are kn[n to ,god4 ,mr4 ,m(fat met ^? 9 ,engl& :o _h made 8 mission ! subject ( special pray] = m ?an tw5ty ye>s1 ?\gh !y _h no p]sonal k ( ! mission>y4 ,?r\gh ! long fifte5 ye>s ( no success1 ( toil & sorr[1 ^! secret ones 7 hold+ up 8 h&s4 ,& :o c tell h[ (t5 8 s\l may h be5 refre%$ ?r\gh _! int]cessions8444 ,x is some?+ to be a mission>y4 ,! he>t is exp&$ & fill$ ) g5]\s sympa?ies2 sect>ian bigotry is erod$1 & ! _s ( reclusion :i* makes x d\btful if "s d5om9ations h yet made up _! m9ds to meet ^? :o diff] ) !m 9 heav5 loses mu* ( its fire4444 ,!re are _m puzzles & entanglem5ts1 temptations1 trials1 & p]plexities1 :i* t5d to inure ! mission>y's virtue4 ,! difficulties enc\nt]$ prev5t 8 fai? f gr[+ languid4 ,he mu/ walk by fai?1 & ?\gh ! horizon be all d>k & l[]+1 he mu/ lean on ,him :om1 hav+ n se51 he loves4 ,! future--a glori\s future--is t = :i* he labors4 ,x lies be=e him z we h se5 ! l(ty coa/ ( ,brazil4 ,no *9k 9 ! tree-cov]$ rocks appe>s to ! seaman2 b he glides "r on4 ,he works t[>d ! coa/1 & :5 he ent]s ! gateway by ! sug>-loaf hill1 !re op5s to ! view 9 ! ,bay ( ,rio a sc5e ( luxuriance & beauty unequal$ 9 ! _w beside4 ,! mission>y's head w lie l[1 & o!rs w h ent]$ into 8 labors1 be=e 8 ideal is realiz$4 ,! ,future = :i* he works is "o :i*1 ?\gh sure1 has nev] yet be5 se54 ,! e>? %all be fill$ ) ! k ( ! glory ( ! ,"l4 ,! mission>y is a h>b+] ( ! good "t com+4 ,:5 he prea*es ! ,gospel to a tribe :i* has long sat 9 d>kness1 ! signs ( ! com+ ( ! ,son ( ,man are display$1 ,! glori\s ,sun ( ,righte\sness is ne> ! horizon4 ,he is ! h]ald ( ! dawn1 = come ,he w ^: "r x is to reign2 & :at a prospect appe>s1 :5 we ?9k ( ! gold5 age :i* has n be51 b mu/ yet come6 ,messiah has sat on ! ,hill ( ,zion = #ahjj ye>s4 ,he has be5 long expect+ t 8 enemies %all be made 8 foot/ool2 & may we n expect1 too1 & lift up our heads1 see+ ! r$emption ( ! _w drawe? nigh8 ,! b[ 9 ! cl\d once spread its maje/ic ar* ov] ! smoke ( ! fat ( lambs asc5d+ z a sweet-smell+ savor be=e ,god--a sign ( ! cov5ant ( peace--& ! flick]+ light ( ! ,%e*9ah (t5 intimat$ ! good-w ( ,jehovah4 ,b ^! did n m c]ta9ly %[ ! pres5ce ( ! ,angel ( ! ,cov5ant ?an does ! %ak+ among ! nations ! pres5ce & en]gy ( ,god's ,holy ,_s2 & to be p]mitt$ to rank z a fell[-work] ) ,him is a m]cy ( m]cies4 ,o ,love ,div9e6 h[ cold is our love to ,!e6 ,true1 ! mission>y ( ! pres5t day is only a /epp+-/one to ! future2 b :at a privilege he possesses6 ,he is kn[n to ,god manife/ 9 ! fle%1 ju/ifi$ 9 ! ,_s1 se5 ( angels1 prea*$ unto ! ,g5tiles1 believ$ on 9 ! _w1 receiv$ up into ,glory4 ,is t n en\gh8 ,:o w\ld n be a mission>y8 ,8 noble ent]prise is 9 exact accordance ) ! _s ( ! age1 & :at is call$ ! _s ( ! age is simply ! movem5t ( multitudes ( m9ds 9 ! same direction4 ,!y move accord+ to ! et]nal & all-embrac+ decrees ( ,god4 ,! _s ( ! age is "o ( b5evol5ce1 & x manife/s itself 9 numb]less ways--ragg$ s*ools1 ba?s & wa%-h\ses1 sanit>y re=m1 etc4 ,h5ce mission>ies d n live be=e _! "t4 ,_! great idea ( conv]t+ ! _w to ,*ri/ is no *im]a3 x is ,div9e4 ,*ri/ianity w triumph4 ,x is equal to all x has to p]=m4 ,x is n m]e en?usiasm to imag9e a h&ful ( mission>ies capable ( conv]t+ ! millions ( ,india4 ,h[ (t5 !y are cut (f j aft] !y h acquir$ ! language6 ,h[ (t5 !y retire ) brok5-d[n con/itutions be=e effect+ any?+6 ,h[ (t5 !y drop burn+ te>s ov] _! own feebl5ess amid ! defections ( ^? !y believ$ to be conv]ts6 ,yes6 b t small b& has ! decree ( ,god on its side4 ,:o has n admir$ ! b& ( ,leonidas at ! pass ( ,!rmopyl8 ,?ree hundr$ aga9/ ?ree million4 ,japhet1 ) ! decree ( ,god on 8 side1 only #cjj /rong1 cont5d+ = enl>gem5t ) ,%em & 8 #c1jjj1jjj4 ,consid] :at has be5 effect$ dur+ ! la/ fifty ye>s4 ,!re is no vaunt+ ( sc\ts n[4 ,no ,indian g5tlem5 mak+ !mselves m]ry ab\t ! folly ( ?9k+ to conv]t ! natives ( ,india2 magnify+ ! difficulties ( ca/e2 & sett+ our m9i/]s into br[n /udies & spee*-mak+ 9 def5se ( missions4 ,no mission has yet be5 an entire failure4 ,we :o see su* small segm5ts ( ! mighty cycles ( ,god's provid5ce (t5 imag9e "s to be failures :i* ,god does n4 ,ed5 0 su* a failure1 ,! ,old ,_w 0 a failure "u ,noah's prea*+4 ,elijah ?\ght x 0 all up ) ,israel4 ,isaiah said3 ,:o ha? believ$ our report1 & to :om is ! arm ( ! ,"l reveal$8 ,& ,j]emiah wi%$ 8 head 7 wat]s1 8 eyes a f\nta9 ( te>s1 to weep ov] "o ( ,god's plans = diffus+ 8 k among ! hea!n4 ,if we c\ld see a l>g] arc ( ! great provid5tial cycle1 we might sometimes rejoice :5 we weep2 b ,god give? n acc\nt ( any ( 8 matt]s4 ,we mu/ j tru/ to 8 wisdom4 ,let u d our duty4 ,he w "w out a glori\s consummation4 ,fifty ye>s ago missions c\ld n lift up _! heads4 ,b missions n[ are admitt$ by all to be "o ( ! great facts ( ! age1 & ! sne]s ab\t ,exet] ,hall are se5 by e "o to embody a risus s>donicus4 ,! pres5t po/ure ( affairs is1 t b5evol5ce is popul>4 ,god is work+ out 9 ! human he>t 8 great idea1 & all nations %all see 8 glory4 ,let u ?9k highly ( ! weapons we h receiv$ = ! accompli%m5t ( our "w4 ,! weapons ( our w>f>e are n c>nal b spiritual1 & mighty ?r\gh ,god to ! ca/+ d[n ( /rongholds4 ,!y are--,fai? 9 our ,lead]1 & 9 ! pres5ce ( 8 ,holy ,_s2 a full1 free1 unfett]$ ,gospel2 ! doctr9e ( ! cross ( ,*ri/1--an old /ory1 b conta9+ ! mightie/ tru?s ev] utt]$--mighty = pull+ d[n ! /rongholds ( s91 & giv+ lib]ty to ! captives4 ,! /ory ( ,r$emption1 ( :i* ,paul said1 ,i am n a%am$ ( ! gospel ( ,*ri/1 is old1 yet 9 its vigor1 et]nally "y4 ,?is "w requires zeal = ,god & love = s\ls4 ,x ne$s pray] f ! s5d]s & ! s5t1 & firm reliance on ,him :o alone is ! ,au?or ( conv]sion4 ,s\ls _c be conv]t$ or manufactur$ to ord]4 ,great de$s are wr\ght 9 unconsci\sness1 f con/ra9+ love to ,*ri/2 9 humbly ask+1 ,"l1 :at wilt ?\ h me to d8 9 ! simple feel+1 we h done t :i* 0 our duty to d4 ,!y effect works1 ! greatness ( :i* x w rema9 = po/]ity to disc]n4 ,! greate/ works ( ,god 9 ! k+dom ( grace1 l 8 maje/ic movem5ts 9 nature1 are m>k$ by /illness 9 ! do+ ( !m1 & reveal !mselves by _! effects4 ,!y come up l ! sun1 & %[ !mselves by _! own light4 ,! k+dom ( ,god come? n ) obs]vation4 ,lu!r simply foll[$ ! lead+s ( ! ,holy ,_s 9 ! /ruggles ( 8 own s\l4 ,he wr\ght out :at ! inw>d impulses ( 8 own brea/ prompt$ him to "w1 & behold1 be=e he 0 aw>e1 he 0 9 ! mid/ ( ! ,re=mation4 ,s1 too1 x 0 ) ! ,plym\? pilgrims1 ) _! s]mons ?ree times a day on bo>d ! ,mayfl[]4 ,)\t ?9k+ ( f\nd+ an empire1 !y obey$ ! sublime tea*+s ( ! ,_s1 ! prompt+s ( duty & ! spiritual life4 ,god work+ mightily 9 ! human he>t is ! spr+ ( all abid+ spiritual p[]2 & x is only z m5 foll[ out ! sublime prompt+s ( ! inw>d spiritual life1 t !y d great ?+s = ,god4 ,! movem5t ( n "o m9d only1 b ! cons5tane\s movem5t ( a multitude ( m9ds 9 ! same direction1 con/itutes :at is call$ ! _s ( ! age4 ,?is _s is nei!r ! law ( progress nor bl9d developm5t1 b ,god's all-et]nal1 all-embrac+ purpose1 ! doctr9e :i* recognizes ! h& ( ,god 9 all ev5ts1 yet leaves all human action free4 ,:5 ,god prep>$ an age = a new ?\ght1 ! ?\ght is ?ru/ into ! age z an in/rum5t into a *emical solution--! cry/als clu/] r\nd x imm$iately4 ,if ,god prep>es n1 ! man has liv$ be=e 8 "t4 ,huss & ,wycliffe 7 l voices cry+ 9 ! wild]ness1 prep>+ ! way = a bright] future2 ! "t _h n yet come4 ,:o w\ld n be a mission>y8 ,!y t be wise %all %9e z ! brightness ( ! firmam5t1 & !y t turn _m to righte\sness z ! />s = ev] & ev]4 ,is ,god n prep>+ ! _w = missions :i* w embrace ! :ole ( ,adam's family8 ,! gallant /eam%ips circumnavigate ! globe4 ,emigration is go+ on at a rate to :i* ! mo/ r5[n$ crusades ( antiquity be> no proportion4 ,_m m5 g to & fro1 & k is increas$4 ,no great emigration ev] took place 9 our _w )\t accompli%+ "o ( ,god's great designs4 ,! tide ( ! mod]n emigration fl[s t[>d ! ,we/4 ,! wond]ful amalgamation ( races w result 9 some?+ gr&4 ,we believe ?is1 because ! _w is becom+ bett]1 & because ,god is work+ mightily 9 ! human m9d4 ,we believe x1 because ,god has be5 prep>+ ! _w = some?+ glori\s4 ,& t some?+1 we conjecture1 w be a full] developm5t ( ! mission>y idea & "w4 ,!re w yet be a glori\s consummation ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,! la/ fifty ye>s h accompli%$ wond]s4 ,on ! ,am]ican ,cont95t1 :at a wond]ful amalgamation ( races we h witness$1 h[ wond]fully !y h be5 fus$ into t "o ,am]ican p--type & e>ne/ ( a l>g] fusion :i* ,*ri/ianity w yet accompli%1 :51 by its bless$ p[]1 all tribes & tongues & races %all become "o holy family4 ,! pres5t popul>ity ( b5efic5ce promises well = ! mission>y cause 9 ! future4 ,m5's he>ts are und]go+ a process ( enl>gem5t1 ,_! sympa?ies are tak+ a wid] scope4 ,! _w is gett+ clos]1 small]--q a compact affair4 ,! _w = ,*ri/ w yet be realiz$4 ,! e>? %all be fill$ ) ! k ( ! ,"l z ! wat]s cov] ! sea4 99 99 99 99 99 ,no4 ,,ii4 ,,treatm5t ,,( ,,african ,,fev]4 ,9 ,july1 #ahei1 :5 ! ,exp$ition to ! ,zambesi _h be5 !re ab\t a ye>4 ,dr4 ,liv+/one drew up & =w>d$ to ,sir ,james ,cl>k1 ,b>t41 ,m4,d41 a v full report on ! treatm5t ( ,african fev]4 ,! report details at l5g? a l>ge numb] ( cases1 ! circum/ances "u :i* ! attack 0 exp]i5c$1 ! rem$ies adm9i/]$1 & _! effects4 ,9 ord] to w>d (f ! disease 9 ! mangrove swamps1 :i* 7 ju/ly describ$ z hotb$s ( fev]1 a dose ( qu99e 0 adm9i/]$ daily to ea* ,european1 am\nt+ to two gra9s1 & tak5 9 %]ry w9e4 ,:5 an attack ( ! disease occurr$1 & ! /oma* did n refuse ! rem$ies1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one adm9i/]$ a dose ( calomel ) res9 ( jalap1 foll[$ by qu99e4 ,^! rem$ies 7 9 almo/ all cases successful1 & ! convalesc5ce ( ! pati5t 0 wond]fully rapid4 ,! pills :i* ,dr4 ,liv+/one (t5 ref]r$ to 7 compos$ ( res9 ( jalap1 calomel1 rhub>b1 & qu99e4 ,x 0 usually obs]v$ t active employm5t kept (f fev]1 & t on high l&s its attacks 7 mu* less viol5t4 ,:]e ! /oma* refus$ ! rem$ies a bli/] 0 usually ! mo/ effectual means ( /opp+ ! sickness4 ,exp]i5ce did n confirm ! prophylactic action ( qu99e2 exemption f attack 9 unfavorable situations 0 r ascrib$ to active ex]cise1 good diet1 & to abs5ce ( damp1 exposure to sun1 & excessive ex]tion4 ,ev5 :ile navigat+ an unheal?y "p ( ! ,%ir1 & :ile1 ow+ to ! /ate ( ! vessel1 ! b$s 7 con/antly damp1 good heal? 0 enjoy$1 ow+ to ! regul> ex]cise & good f>e4 ,9 ! upp] regions ( ! ,%ir1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one says he & 8 companions 7 expos$ 9 ! e>ly h\rs ( ! morn+ to ! dew f ! long grass1 m>*+ dur+ ! day ov] r\gh c\ntry "u ! tropical sun1 & !n sleep+ 9 ! op5 air2 b ?\gh !y _h discont9u$ ! daily use ( qu99e !y ,7 p]fectly well1 z 7 also _! native att5dants4 ,?is 0 "o ( ! consid]ations t gave him su* confid5ce 9 ! heal?9ess ( ! ,%ir highl&s4 ,two or ?ree ye>s lat]1 9 writ+ to a fri5d1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one ?ank$ him = hav+ s5t him a mission>y j\rnal1 :i* he greatly enjoy$--,! ,news ( ! ,*ur*es & ,j\rnal ( ,missions4 ,to %[ ! v unusual pleasure :i* ?is ,j\rnal gave him1 he propos$ to s5d a communication to ! editor1 b said he 0 some:at afraid to d s1 le/ x %\ld meet ! fate ( _m a pap] =w>d$ to editors at an e>li] p]iod ( 8 life4 ,mu/]+ c\rage1 he did s5d a lett]1 & we f9d x 9 ! numb] ( ! j\rnal = ,augu/1 #ahfb4 ,x is entitl$1 ,a ,note t may be useful to ,mission>ies 9 ,africa1 & consi/s ( a /atem5t ( ! rem$y = fev]1 & an acc\nt ( its op]ation4 ,he _h be5 l$ to ?9k ( ?is f see+ 9 ! ,news ( ! ,*ur*es = ,febru>y1 #ahfa1 a ref]5ce to 8 rem$y 9 an acc\nt ( ! dea? ( ! ,helmores4 ,! proportions ( ! sev]al +r$i5ts are giv5--= a full-gr[n man six or eight gra9s ( res9 ( jalap1 & ! same am\nt ( rhub>b1 ) f\r gra9s ( calomel1 & f\r ( qu99e1 made into pills ) _s ( c>damoms4 ,on tak+ effect1 qu99e 7n ! unblea*$ k9d71 9 f\r gra9s or l>g] doses is giv5 e two h\rs or s1 till ! e>s r+1 or deafness ensues2 ?is la/ is an ess5tial "p ( ! cure4 ,! la/ "p ( ! lett] is a description ( ,lake ,nyassa1 & a /atem5t ( its importance = purposes ( civilization & ,*ri/ianity4 ,! ,news ( ! ,*ur*es 0 project$ 9 #ahed by ! late ,rev4 ,&rew ,cam]on1 ,d4,d41 & ! pres5t writ]1 & conduct$ by !m = a "t2 9 #ahfb x 0 9 ! h&s ( ! ,rev4 ,gav9 ,c>lyle1 n[ ( ,eal+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,no4 ,,iii4 ,,lett] ,,to ,,dr4 ,,tidman1 ,,z ,,to ,,future ,,op]ations4 ,,quilimane1 #bc;d ,may1 #ahef4 ,,! ,,rev4 ,,dr4 ,,tidman4 ,,de> ,,sir1--,hav+ by ! good provid5ce ( our ,heav5ly ,fa!r rea*$ ?is village on ! #bj? curt41 ,i 0 pleas$ to f9d a sil5ce ( m ?an f\r ye>s brok5 by y\r lett] ( ! #bd? ,augu/1 #ahee4 ,i f\nd1 also1 t ,h4,m4's brigat9e ,d>t _h call$ at ?is port sev]al times 9 ord] to (f] me a passage homew>d1 b on ! la/ occason 9 :i* ?is mo/ fri5dly act 0 p]=m$1 h] comm&]1 ) an (fic] ( m>9es & five seam51 7 un=tunately lo/ on ! v dang]\s b> at ! m\? ( ! ,quilimane ,riv]4 ,?is sad ev5t ?rew a cold %ade ov] all ! joy ,i might o!rwise h exp]i5c$ on rea*+ ! ,ea/]n ,coa/4 ,i felt z if x w\ld h be5 easi] = me to h di$ = !m ?an to be> ! ?\ght ( s _m be+ cut (f f all ! joys ( life 9 g5]\sly attempt+ to r5d] me a s]vice4 ,z !re is no regul> means ( proce$+ f ?is to ! ,cape1 ,i rema9 "h 9 ! hope ( meet+ ano!r cruis]1 :i* ! k9dness ( ,commodore ,trott] has l$ me to expect1 9 pref]5ce to go+ by a small ,arab or ,portuguese trad+ vessel to "s po9t on ! ov]l& r\te to ,india4 ,& ?\gh ,i may possibly rea* y z soon z a lett]1 x appe>s advisable to /ate 9 writ+ my ?\ghts respect+ "o or two v important po9ts 9 y\r communication4 ,accompani$ by _m k9d expressions ( approbation1 :i* ,i highly value on acc\nt ( hav+ emanat$ f a body ( m5 ^: sole object 9 und]tak+ ! responsibility & labor ( ! ,direction mu/ h be5 a s9c]e desire to promote ! int]e/s ( ! k+dom ( our ,"l among ! hea!n1 ,i f9d ! intimation t ! ,directors are re/rict$ 9 _! p[] ( aid+ plans connect$ only remotely ) ! spread ( ! gospel4 ,& x is add$1 also1 t ev5 ?\gh c]ta9 v =midable ob/acles %\ld prove surm\ntable1 ! f9ancial circum/ances ( ! ,society are n su* z to af=d any gr\nd ( hope t x w\ld be1 )9 any def9ite p]iod1 9 a position to ent] ^u untri$1 remote1 & difficult fields ( labor4 ,if ,i am n mi/ak51 ^! /atem5ts imply a resolution on ! "p ( ! g5tlem5 n[ 9 ! ,direction1 to devote ! decreas+ income ( ! ,society committ$ to _! *>ge to p>ts ( ! _w ( easy access1 & 9 :i* ! mission>ies may devote _! entire "t & en]gies to ! dissem9ation ( ! tru?s ( ! gospel ) reasonable hopes ( spe$y success4 ,?is1 !re c be no d\bt1 ev9ces a s9c]e desire to p]=m _! duty fai?fully to _! con/itu5ts1 to ! hea!n1 & to our ,"l & ,ma/]1 yet :ile /ill reta9+ t full conviction ( ! purity ( _! motives1 :i* no measure adopt$ dur+ ! sixte5 ye>s ( my connection ) ! ,society has = a mom5t di/urb$1 ,i feel con/ra9$ to view ! untri$1 remote1 & difficult fields1 to :i* ,i humbly yet firmly believe ,god has direct$ my /eps1 ) a resolution widely diff]5t f t :i* _! words imply4 ,z our aims & purposes w n[ appe> 9 "s degree div]g5t--on _! "p f a sort ( p>alysis caus$ by f9ancial decay1 & on m9e f ! simple cont9uance ( an old det]m9ation to devote my life & my all to ! s]vice ( ,*ri/1 9 :atev] way ,he may lead me 9 int]-tropical ,africa--x seems natural1 :ile yet )\t ! remote/ idea ( support f ano!r s\rce1 to give "s ( ! reasons = diff]+ ) ^? ) :om ,i h hi!rto be5 s happily connect$4 ,x rema9s vividly on my memory t "s tw5ty ye>s ago1 :ile mus+ h[ ,i might sp5d my life s z be/ to promote ! glory ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 ,i came to ! conclusion t f ! cumulative nature ( gospel influ5ce ! outskirts ev5 ( ! ,empire ( ,*9a pres5t$ ! mo/ invit+ field = evangelical ef=t 9 ! _w4 ,i 0 also mu* av]se to be+ connect$ ) any ,society1 hav+ a /rong desire to s]ve ,*ri/ 9 circum/ances :i* w\ld free my s]vices f all pr(essional aspect4 ,b ! solicitations ( fri5ds 9 ^: judgm5t ,i _h confid5ce l$ to my (f]s ( s]vice to ! ,london ,mission>y ,society4 ,! ,opium ,w> 0 !n adduc$ z a reason :y t remote1 difficult1 & untri$ field ( labor %\ld /& 9 abeyance be=e ! int]ior ( ,africa1 to :i*1 9 opposition to my own judgm5t1 ,i 0 advis$ to proce$4 ,i did n1 h[ev]1 g ) any sort ( reluctance1 = ,i _h great respect = ! honor$ m5 by :om ! advice 0 giv51 & unb\nd$ confid5ce 9 ! special provid5ce ( ,him :o has said1 ,commit ?y way unto ! ,"l1 etc4 ,9 all ?y ways ackn[l$ge ,him1 & ,he %all direct ?y /eps4 ,i 0 cont5t$ ) ! way 9 :i* ,i _h be5 l$1 & happy 9 ! prospect ( be+ made in/rum5tal 9 w9n+ "s s\ls to ,*ri/4 ,! ,directors wi%$ me to endeavor to c>ry ! gospel to ! tribes nor? ( ! ,kuruman4 ,hav+ rema9$ at t /ation suffici5t "t only to recruit my ox51 ,i proce$$ 9 ! direction indicat$1 & :ile le>n+ ! language ,i visit$ ! ,bakhatla1 ,bakwa9s1 ,bangwaketse1 & ,bamangwato tribes1 9 ord] to select a suitable locality = a mission1 9 ! hope ( succe$+ 9 mak+ a second ,kuruman or c5tral /ation1 :i* w\ld1 by ,god's bless+1 influ5ce a l>ge circumf]5ce4 ,i *ose ,mabotsa1 no "o :o has se5 t c\ntry s9ce has said ! *oice 0 injudici\s4 ,! late ,rev4 ,dr4 ,philip alone 0 oppos$ to ?is plan on acc\nt ( solicitude = my safety1 because ,mosilikatse 0 beh9d ! ,ca%an m\nta9s ?ir/+ = ! blood ( ! fir/ :ite man :o %\ld fall into 8 h&s4 ,& no man w\ld 9 8 sob] s5ses build 8 h\se on ! crat] ( a volcano4 ,hav+ remov$ to ! ,bakwa9s ( ,se*le1 ,i sp5t "s ( ! happie/ ye>s ( my life 9 mission>y labor1 & 0 favor$ 9 witness+ a gratify+ measure ( success 9 ! spread ( ! k ( ! gospel4 ,! good se$ 0 widely s[n1 & is n lo/4 ,x w yet be> fruit1 ?\gh ,i may n live to see x4 ,9 ! pursuit ( my plan ,i tri$ to plant among ! tribes ar\nd by means ( native tea*]s & it9]acies4 ,we h he>d aga9 & aga9 ( a prep>atory "w go+ on 9 ,india1 b :o ev] he>d ( su* 9 ,africa8 ,a village ( #fjj or #hjj may h "o1 or ev5 two mission>ies1 ) s*ool-ma/]s & s*oolmi/resses1 & ! ne>e/ population1 fifty or "o hundr$ miles (f1 _c feel _! influ5ce4 ,believ]s w n1 9 _m cases1 g beyond ! circle ( _! own fri5ds & acqua9tances4 ,i 0 happy 9 hav+ two wor?y m5 ( color1 to aid me 9 diffus+ a k ( ,*ri/ among ! ,ea/]n tribes1 b ! ,bo]s =bade u to prea* unto ! ,g5tiles t !y might be sav$4 ,my att5tion 0 turn$ to ,sebituane by ,se*le at ! v "t ?is happ5$1 b ,i _h no int5tion ( leav+ ! ,bakwa9s4 ,dr\ghts succe$$1 & ^!1 ) p]petual ?reats & annoyances f ! ,bo]s1 s completely di/ract$ ! m9d ( ! tribe t our op]ations 7 almo/ susp5d$4 ,x is well kn[n t food = ! m9d has b little savor = />v+ /oma*s4 ,! fam9e1 & ! unmi/akable det]m9ation ( ! ,bo]s to enslave my p1 at la/ made me look to ! nor? s]i\sly4 ,!re 0 no precipitancy4 ,lett]s w5t to & f ,india respect+ my project be=e resolv+ to leave1 & ,i w5t at la/1 aft] be+ oblig$ to s5d my family to ,kuruman 9 ord] to be out ( ! way ( a ?reat5$ attack ( ! ,bo]s4 ,:5 we rea*$ ,lake ',ngami1 ab\t :i* s mu* has be5 said1 ,i imm$iately ask$ = guides to take me to ,sebituane1 because to =m a settlem5t 9 :i* ! gospel might be plant$ 0 ! great object = :i* ,i _h come4 ,guides 7 refus$1 & ! ,bayeiye 7 prev5t$ f f]ry+ me across ! ,z\ga4 ,i made a raft1 b aft] work+ 9 ! wat] = h\rs x w\ld n c>ry me4 7,i h always be5 ?ankful1 s9ce ,i knew h[ alligators ab\nd !re1 t ,i 0 n !n kill$ by "o47 ,next ye> affairs 7 n improv$ at ,kolob5g1 & :ile attempt+ ! nor? aga9 fev] drove u back4 ,9 bo? t & ! foll[+ ye> ,i took my family ) me 9 ord] to obviate ! loss ( "t :i* return+ = !m w\ld occasion4 ,! ,bo]s subsequ5tly1 by reliev+ me ( all my goods1 fre$ me f ! labor ( return+ to ,kolob5g at all4 ,( ! circum/ances att5d+ our arrival at ,sebituane's1 & ! project ( op5+ up a pa? to ! coa/1 y are already s fully aw>e1 f hav+ exam9$ & aw>d$ y\r approbation1 ,i ne$ sc>cely allude to x4 ,d\ble ! "t has be5 exp5d$ to t :i* ,i anticipat$1 b z x *iefly arose f sickness1 ! loss ( "t 0 unavoidable4 ,! same cause produc$ int]ruptions 9 prea*+ ! gospel--z w\ld h be5 ! case _h ,i be5 indispos$ any:]e else4 ,! =ego+ %ort notices ( all ! plans :i* ,i c br+ to my recollection s9ce my arrival 9 ,africa lead me to ! "q1 :i* ( ! plans x is t ! ,directors p>ticul>ize :5 !y say !y are re/rict$ 9 _! p[] ( aid+ plans only remotely connect$ ) ! spread ( ! gospel4 ,x _c be ! la/ surely1 = ,i _h _! express approval be=e leav+ ,cape ,t[n1 & !y yield to none 9 admiration ( ! zeal ) :i* x has be5 execut$4 ,!n :i* is x8 ,z x _c be meant to apply 9 ! way ( want ( funds decid+ ! susp5sion ( op]ations :i* w\ld make ! connection remote en\gh ) ! spread ( ! gospel by u1 ,i am at a loss to und]/& ! phraseology1 & !re=e tru/ t ! difficulty may be expla9$4 ,! difficulties are m5tion$ 9 no capti\s _s1 ?\gh1 f be+ at a loss z to ! precise mean+ ( ! t]ms1 ,i may appe> to be qu]ul\s4 ,i am n consci\s ( any dim9ution ( ! respect & affection ) :i* ,i h always address$ y4 ,i am1 y\rs affectionately1 ,,david ,,liv+/on4 ,no4 ,,iv4 ,,"l ,,cl>5don',s ,,lett] ,,to ,,sekeletu4 ,f ,,! ,,e>l ,,( ,,cl>5don1 ,pr9cipal ,secret>y ( ,/ate = ,=eign ,affairs ( ,h] ,maje/y1 ! ,que5 ( ,great ,brita91 to our e/eem$ ,fri5d ,,sekeletu1 ,*ief ( ! ,! ,que5 our ,sov]eign & ! ,briti% ,gov]nm5t h le>n$ ) mu* pleasure f h] ,maje/y's s]vant1 ,dr4 ,liv+/one1 ! k9d mann] 9 :i* y co-op]at$ ) him 9 8 endeavors to f9d a pa? f y\r c\ntry to ! sea on ! ,we/ ,coa/1 & aga91 :5 he 0 foll[+ ! c\rse ( ! riv] ,zambesi f y\r t[n to ! ,ea/]n ,coa/1 by furni%+ him on ea* occasion ) canoes1 provisions1 ox51 & m51 free ( exp5se2 & we 7 pleas$ to he> t y1 y\r eld]s & p1 are all anxi\s to h direct int]c\rse ) ! ,engli% nation1 & to h y\r c\ntry op5 to comm]ce & civilization4 ,ours is a great comm]cial & ,*ri/ian nation1 & we desire to live 9 peace ) all m54 ,we wi% o!rs to sleep s\ndly z well z ourselves2 & we hate ! trade 9 slaves4 ,we are all ! *ildr5 ( "o common ,fa!r2 & ! slave-trade be+ hateful to ,him1 we give y a pro( ( our desire to promote y\r prosp]ity by jo9+ y 9 ! attempt to op5 up y\r c\ntry to peaceful comm]ce4 ,) ?is view ! ,que5 s5ds a small /eam-vessel to sail along ! riv] ,zambesi1 :i* y "k & agre$ to be ! be/ pa?way = convey+ m]*&ise1 & = ! purpose ( explor+ :i* ,dr4 ,liv+/one left y ! la/ "t4 ,?is is1 z all m5 "k1 ,god's pa?way2 & y w1 we tru/1 d all t y c to keep x a free pa?way = all nations1 & let no "o be mole/$ :5 travel+ on ! riv]4 ,we are a manufactur+ p1 & make all ! articles :i* y see & he> ( z com+ f ! :ite m54 ,we pur*ase cotton & make x into clo?2 & if y w cultivate cotton & o!r articles1 we are will+ to buy !m4 ,no matt] h[ mu* y may produce1 our p w pur*ase x all4 ,let x be kn[n among all y\r p1 & among all ! surr\nd+ tribes1 t ! ,engli% are ! fri5ds & promot]s ( all lawful comm]ce1 b t !y are ! enemies ( ! slave-trade & slave-hunt+4 ,we assure y1 y\r eld]s & p1 ( our fri5d%ip1 & we hope t ! k9dly feel+s :i* y ent]ta9 t[>d ! ,engli% may be cont9u$ betwe5 our *ildr5's *ildr52 &1 z we h d]iv$ all our greatness f ! ,div9e religion we receiv$ f ,heav51 x w be well if y consid] x c>efully :5 any ( our p talk to y ab\t x4 ,we hope t ,h] ,maje/y's s]vants & p w be able to visit y f "t to "t 9 ord] to cem5t our fri5d%ip1 & to promote mutual welf>e2 &1 9 ! meantime1 we recomm5d y to ! protection ( ! ,almighty4 ,writt5 at ,london1 ! n9ete5? day ( ,febru>y1 #aheh4 ,y\r affectionate fri5d1 ,,cl>5don4 99 99 99 99 99 ,lett]s simil> to ! above 7 s5t to _m ( ! o!r *iefs kn[n to ,liv+/one4 99 99 99 99 99 ,no4 ,v4 ,,public ,,honors ,,aw>d$ ,,to ,,dr4 ,,liv+/one4 ,a complete li/ ( ^! honors is n easy to con/ruct2 ! foll[+ may be reg>d$ z embrac+ ! *ief1 b x does n embrace m]e addresses pres5t$ to him1 ( :i* !re 7 _m3 #ahej4 ,royal ,geographical ,society ( ,london aw>d him ! ,royal ,donation ( #be gu9eas1 plac$ by h] ,maje/y at ! disposal ( ! ,c\ncil 7,silv] ,*ronomet]74 #ahed4 ,fr5* ,geographical ,society aw>d a ,silv] ,m$al4 #ahed4 ,univ]sity ( ,glasg[ conf] degree ( ,,ll4,d4 #ahee4 ,royal ,geographical ,society ( ,london aw>d ,patron's ,gold ,m$al4 #aheg4 ,fr5* ,geographical ,society aw>d annual prize = ! mo/ important geographical discov]y4 #aheg4 ,fre$om ( city ( ,london1 9 box ( value ( fifty gu9eas1 ,z a te/imonial 9 recognition ( 8 zeal\s & p]sev]+ ex]tions 9 ! important discov]ies he has made 9 ,africa1 by :i* geographical1 geological1 & _! k9dr$ sci5ces h be5 advanc$2 facts asc]ta9$ t may ext5d ! trade & comm]ce ( ?is c\ntry1 & h]eaft] secure to ! native tribes ( ! va/ ,african cont95t ! bless+s ( k & civilization4 #aheg4 ,fre$om ( city ( ,glasg[1 pres5t$ 9 te/imony ( admiration ( 8 undaunt$ intrepidity & =titude3 amid difficulties1 privations1 & dang]s1 dur+ a p]iod ( _m ye>s1 :ile trav]s+ an ext5sive region 9 ! int]ior ( ,africa1 hi!rto unexplor$ by ,europeans1 & ( appreciation ( ! importance ( 8 s]vices1 ext5d+ to ! fo/]+ ( comm]ce1 ! advancem5t ( civilization1 & ! diffusion ( ,*ri/ianity among hea!n nations4 #aheg4 ,fre$om ( city ( ,ed9burgh1 ( ,dundee1 & _m o!r t[ns4 #aheg4 ,correspond+ ,memb] ( ,am]ican ,geographical & ,/ati/ical ,society1 ,new ,york4 #aheg4 ,correspond+ ,memb] ( ,royal ,geographical ,society ( ,london4 #aheg4 ,correspond+ ,memb] ( ,geographical ,society ( ,p>is4 #aheg4 ,correspond+ ,memb] ( ! ,k4,k4 ,geographical ,society ( ,vi5na4 #aheg4 ,! ,faculty ( ,physicians & ,surgeons ( ,glasg[ elect t wor?y1 em95t1 & le>n$ ,surgeon & ,naturali/1 ,david ,liv+/one1 ,,ll4,d41 to be an ,honor>y ,fell[1 #aheg4 ,m$al aw>d$ by ! ,univ]sal ,society = ! ,enc\ragem5t ( ,arts & ,indu/ry4 #aheg4 ,univ]sity ( ,ox=d conf] degree ( ,d4,c4,l4 #aheg4 ,elect$ ,f4,r4,s4 #aheh4 ,appo9t$ ,comm&] ( ,zambesi ,exp$ition & h] ,maje/y's ,consul at ,tette1 ,quilimane1 & ,s5na4 #ahgb4 ,gold ,m$al aw>d$ by ,italian ,geographical ,society4 #ahgd4 ,a memoir ( ,liv+/one hav+ be5 read by ! ,secret>y at a meet+ ( ! ,russian ,geographical ,society cordially recogniz+ 8 m]it1 ! :ole assembly--a v l>ge "o--by ris+1 paid a la/ tribute ( respect to 8 memory4--,lancet1 #g? ,m>*1 #ahgd4 ,any omissions 9 ?is li/ notifi$ to ! au?or w be suppli$ 9 future editions4 ,pr9t$ 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates ( ,am]ica