,,! ,,=gott5 ,,?re%old ,a ,j\rnal ( ,ar?ur ,middleton ,,to ,w4,s4,b4 ,,= ,,sub/antial ,,embodim5t ,,prefatory ,,note ,be=e ,ar?ur ,middleton di$ he gave me ?is record among o!rs 9 ! belief t x w\ld help to tell me :at he _h always kn[n 9 ! sil5ces1 yet c\ld nev] 9 life transmute into ! fri5dly c\nt]s ( spee*4 ,dur+ ! la/ ye>s ( 8 all too brief exp]i5ce ( 8 fri5ds1 m ?an once he %yly s\ght to tell :at he knew1 yet always sil5ce claim$ him1 & no?+ b ! wond] ( 8 eyes reveal$ ! dream t consum$ 8 he>t4 ,because beauty claims ^! words 9 a deep] k ?an we _h be=e1 ,i h transcrib$ ?is fragm5t ( !m "h1 confid5t t 9 ^! :ite intuitions ( 8 y\? !re is a revelation ( ! ,light beh9d beauty beyond our poor k & /ill poor] fai?4 ,i h omitt$ only :at 0 mo/ sacr$ to ! privacies ( 8 he>t & our affection4 ,he 0 ( ! old fai? & w\ld h wi%$ _h he publi%$ ^! pages to h express$ 8 entire & passionate loyalty to ! ,roman ,ca?olic ,*ur* 9 fai? & de$1 & to h disclaim$ any ^w !re9 :i* conflict$ ) ! intimacies ( its tru?4 ,i c d no m ?an to e*o 8 wi%1 & m\rn ! unhappy *ance :i* took him f u on an ,april tide1 ?\gh x befell on ! ,ea/] t he lov$ & at t h\r :5 ! flam+ symbol ( ! ,div9e ,sacrifice 0 sett+ 9 ! we/4 ,s ! passion ( ! sun & tide :i* reflect$ 8 belief witness$ ! consummation ( 8 great desire4--,,! ,,editor4 ,,! ,,=gott5 ,,?re%old ,,! ,,j\rnal 7,n4,b4--,on ! op5+ pages ( ! blank book 9 :i* ?is j\rnal is conta9$ !re is a %ort fragm5t :i* be>s no relation t ,i c discov] to ! entries t foll[1 & ,i am incl9$ to believe t x is ! beg9n+ ( an autobiography :i* ,middleton nev] cont9u$4 ,9 my unc]ta9ty1 h[ev]1 ,i pr9t x1 & accord+ly x is transcrib$ bel[4--,,! ,,editor47 ,fragm5t4--,i 0 n m ?an ?ree ye>s old :5 ! sunlight fir/ made me happy z x /ole ?r\gh ! curta9s & ov] ! cov]let till x kiss$ my lips & wrapp$ me 9 its w>m embrace4 ,!n ,i w\ld fall asleep aga9 & my dreams1 if ,i dream$ at all1 7 :ite & fa9tly /irr$ me to a smile4 ,i nev] tri$ to cat* ! sunbeams1 = ,i felt _! gold 9 my he>t1 nor c\ld !y h be5 ne>] ?an !y 71 be+ associat$ ) my "m's wat*fulness z %e /ole 9 to smile ^u my slumb]s & claim ! second sil5t unconsci\s kiss4 ,on ,sunday morn+ !y w\ld be freight$ ) a quiet :it] light1 m peaceful & hu%$ to ! feel+ ( ! day1 & someh[ ! peace 0 gu>d$ ) f+] on lip ?r\gh\t ! h\se1 s t x 0 implicit 9 my ne/ ( images long be=e reason took note ( x or s\ght to expla9 x to my consci\sness4 ,once aga9 z a boy ( fifte5 ,i knew x ) a cat* ( delight$ & almo/ te>ful surprise :5 ,i /rok$ ! brea/ ( a w\nd$ pigeon :o f\nd %elt] 9 my room4 ,! _w is n z quiet 9 ^! days1 nor is ! hum ( traffic 9 ! m>t attun$ s k9dly to ! fl[ ( light z :5 x ran s g5tly by ! b$side ( ! dream+ boy4 444 7,! j\rnal n[ foll[s1 writt5 9 a small cramp$ h&1 )\t p>agraph+ or division4 ,i omit ! fir/ few entries z purely p]sonal4 ,middleton _h gone to a gr\p ( remote we/]n isl&s1 & ^! notes are ! fruit ( 8 soj\rn !re47--,,! ,,editor4 ,july #e4 ,ye/]day f\nd me on ! isl& ) its sil5ces1 & la/ night ! ho/ 0 r$ & sacrificial & rode on a ?und] cl\d4 ,?is aft]noon ! planets g s++ ?r\gh my fle% & my song ( praise has wid5$ to ! ar*es ( ! sun4 ,! sea is moan+ sl[ly on ! s&4 ,i /ripp$ to ! cool salt air = ! fir/ "t4 444 ,walk+ ,i f\nd my way out on ! long gray dunes4 ,july #f4 ,on ! dunes today ) my "m4 ,my h& swept idly ov] ! s(t :ite s&1 %ift+ ! ord] ( _m ?\s&s ( />ry worlds4 ,:at a *ord ( music if "o c\ld b he> x 9 its entirety6 ,z x 01 ,i caught wond]ful e*oes t w\ld light ! beauties ( _m a sunrise4 ,! sil5t man rem9ds me ( ,synge 9 8 drift+ life & ! fires gl[+ 9 8 eyes4 ,today ,i saw !-beauty ( a fl[]4 444 ,"s day ,i %all write a play ab\t ! />s4 ,! action w burn 9 _! se$time & bl[ on ! w9ds ( ,fate ) all its ironies4 444 ,tonight 9 ! sitt+ room ,i he>d 9 my he>t ! s++ ( ! s&s4 ,x is on ! %ift+ des]t1 ,i feel1 t we %all discov] ! secret orig9 ( language4 ,h[ ! inf9itely aspir+ music mu/ s\nd tonight along ! dunes6 ,july #g4 ,! night be=e la/ aft] ,i retir$ ,i felt t lift$ feel+ physically :i* repres5ts ! beat+ ( ! tides4 ,la/ night x coalesc$ ) ! s++ ( ! s&s4 ,at ,mass ?is morn+ ! voices at ! ,cr$o ?und]$ out ,et ,homo factus e/ 9 a torr5t ( liv+ s\nd4 ,at ! elevation ,i saw a ?9 :ite flame rise f ! uplift$ *alice & disappe>4 ,x takes a beam ( light "o hundr$ & eight ye>s to travel f ,arcturus to ! e>?4 ,are we simil> travel+ beams1 & is dea? m]ely our arrival on ano!r planet :i* we illum9e8 ,today ,i read al\d on ! cliffs f ! glories ( ,plato's ,pha$rus4 ,july #h4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i w&]$ onto ! dunes lead+ out t[>d ,wond] ,isl&1 b 0 driv5 (f by ! t]ns :o 7 ne/+4 444 ,! bill[s ( ! w9d today m+l$ 9 me ) ! s&s & ! tide1 s t ,i exp]i5c$ f a new angle ,l&or's ,we are :at suns & w9ds & wat]s make u4 444 ,july #i4 ,my life w see mu* travel+4 ,july #aj4 ,morn+ on ! dunes4 ,a cold cle> ba? :ile mi/s drove ov] ! s&s4 ,return+ home1 z ,i came to ! deep s& on ! road1 ,i p]ceiv$ ! my/]y ( ! resurrection ( ! body4 ,9 dea? !re is no physical decay4 ,! s++ planets ( ! human body m]ely "p to comb9e 9 o!r songs1 recurr+ aga9 9 ! end to _! old disposal & song1 ex*ang+ o!r worlds = _! own once m1 & recurr+ to ! fir/ motif ( ! symphony4 ,i 0 sad ?is aft]noon = ! w fail$ me 9 my "w4 ,sitt+ on ! s& ?is morn+ ! s++ dunes _h atta9$ to ! h>mony ( sil5ce4 ,all at once a little wisp ( seawe$--h>dly m ?an a ?read--/>t$ to beat "t ^u ! s&s4 ,& !n ,i knew & saw x to be 9 its happy beat+ ! pulse t gov]n$ ! music ( ! />s4 ,c ! he>t conduct ! symphony ( ! body8 ,tonight ! sun set1 borne away--a ,grail--by angels f ! que/+ ,galahad4 ,!re 0 a great sil5ce 9 my he>t z ,i sat 9 ! cr[d$ room4 ,july #aa4 ,a day ( nor!a/ w9d & upw>d ?und]4 ,! joy ( ! w9d 0 9 me1 & ,i lo/ ! s5se ( space4 ,! air 0 s buoyant t x 0 closely k9 to ! sea4 444 ,today ,i succe$$ a little bett] ) my w4 ,i _h a /range s5sation ?is aft]noon1 :i* told me t b>e lonely places are ! only places to write drama1 s9ce !re only c we f9d ! pure dynamic =ces ( life dis5tangl$ f ! subtle & complicat$ web ( human ambitions & int]e/s4 ,! air 0 v ?9 & cle> at twilight1 b ! sun 0 hidd5 9 ! cl\ds4 444 ,july #ab4 444 ,!re 0 a great sil5ce ?is ev5+ 9 ! cr[d$ room4 ,clos+ my eyes1 ,i rais$ ! upp] lids z f> z possible )\t see+ mat]ial ?+s1 & s saw myself 9 fe>ful wond] elevat+ ! ho/ & *alice on high4 ,i "k n[ ! inn] mean+ ( ,dom9e1 non sum dignus ut intres sub tecta mea4 ,"u ^! two ar*$ ro(s ( ! eyes hidd5 f all light save ,light1 !re is a secret dwell+4 444 ,a day ( close-%r\d$ pall+ fog--a *rism confirm+ ! /r5g? ( beauty4 ,july #ac4 ,?is morn+ ! w9d blew ?r\gh ! fields ( grass l c\ntless angels 9 ! c\rts ( heav54 ,%ad[ & color & light & movem5t danc+ be=e ! fir/ syllable ( ! ,"n4 ,a gull flew d[n almo/ to my h&1 & ! sunlight ?und]$ 9 my e>s4 ,la/ night ! sea 0 sadly purify+ ! e>?4 ,i n[ und]/& ! ,wa%] ( ! ,=d4 ,maje/y lies 9 d>kness1 & grief is only ! privilege ( see+ ,maje/y4 ,today on ! por* ) clos$ eyes buri$ 9 my h&s ! w9ds swept ov] me 9 a torr5t ( liv+ light4 ,a symphony is a wond]ful symbol4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 x is music4 ,9 ! second place1 x is a "n ( praise ) f\r syllables4 ,!n x completes a cycle1 & returns on a high] plane to ! motif ) :i* x began4 ,x is ! hi/ory ( a s\l1 & 9 its la/ movem5t typifies ! resurrection ( ! body1 by means ( ?is v return1--a return to ! ord] & disposal 9 :i* x 0 creat$ & :i* x n[ reassumes to praise its ,creator = all et]nity by ! h>mony ( ! orig9al ,?\ght4 ,i look$ at twilight into ! t9y :ite he>t ( a fl[] t grew among ! grasses1 & out ( ! he>t puls$ ! ,sacr$ ,body 9 w\nds all glorifi$1 ) ,h&s out/ret*$ conduct+ ! music ( ! worlds4 ,i "k n[ t ! fl[] 0 a *alice4 ,! sadness ( x _c die z ! ,man c1 & ,i "k t x is ) me ready to be %>$4 ,z ,i write ?is1 !re is a mi/ )9 my room4 ,i always sleep n[ l "o ready to so>4 ,9 ! cr[d$ room tonight ,i felt myself mak+ ! movem5ts ( swimm+1 z if ! air 7 wat] & ,i an exp]t swimm]4 ,july #ad4 ,views ( ! unveil$ heav5s alone =? br+ ,prophets :o _c s+4 ,a day ( tempe/u\s w9d & ra9 ) all ! ke5 dynamic life ( "t pois$ 'mid et]nities4 ,! happie/ ( my days battl+ ) ! elem5ts 9 wond]ful sil5ces4 ,at ,mass ) wond] ! %9+ ( ! ,ho/4 ,my eyes 7 veil$ f ! *alice1 b ,i felt two angels --gu>d+ ! acolytes4 ,aga9 at ! ,cr$o ! ?und] ( ,et ,homo factus e/4 ,) ,%elley 9 ! aft]noon & a p]il\s walk on ! cliffs4 444 ,i am ga9+ 9 deta*m5t4 ,! desire & passion = solitude gr[s & ,i m$itate a w9t] on ! isl&s4 ,h[ unwor?y ,i am to p>take ( my/]ies6 ,!y fill me ) fe>1 = x is h>d = ! body to live 9 et]nity4 ,9 ! ev5+ ) ,gordon ,craig4 ,is he "r ab\t masks8 ,a mask is a symbol1 b a face may be a sacram5t4 ,! ,mass1 aft] all1 is ! supreme dream & drama ( ! _w4 ,sadness is maje/y1 z ,i f\nd ! o!r night1 & maje/y is always imp5etrable1 = x is a secret full ( awe & my/]i\s sil5ce4 ,tonight ,i see t great drama1 :e!r x be a trag$y or no1 mu/ reveal "t pois$ 9 inf9ity4 ,beauty1 ,i ?9k1 conta9s ev]y?+ save ! human w1 & x is ! ideal ( ! w to be ?us conta9$ & ( beauty to be ! conta9]4 444 ,9 ! supreme drama ( ,ge?semane & ,calv>y1 ,*ri/ us$ ! human body z ! supreme visible in/rum5t ( drama4 ,july #ae4 444 ,tonight ! fog broke ?r\gh ! sunset & scatt]$ gold across ! sea4 ,cl\ds hung ov] ! cliffs4 444 ,i pray$ ?r\gh ! sunset1 & won a victory = ! w4 ,july #af4 ,la/ night 9 ! d>kness ,i le>n$ _m ?+s4 ,! human w is ! unit1 ! core ( flame :i* b9ds all elem5ts toge!r4 ,x is sad because x is ! =ce ( impact te>+ ?+s f _! deta*$ & com=table places & plac+ !m 9 new relations4 ,x is ! magnet1 ! summon+ voice1 our own consci5ce1 ! expression ( ,maje/y4 ,x disposes reluctant & conflict+ notes 9 h>mony4 ,& we h control ( x giv5 into our h&s4 ,& !n1 too1 ,i le>nt t words are worlds4 ,at e brea?1 nay1 by ! slighte/ ?\ght1 we create planets4 ,pray t !y h>monize6 ,!y h p[]4 ,are !y angels8 ,!y convey our messages1 b _! h>mony ( int]-wov5 song & mean+ 0 lo/ at ,babel to our e>s4 ,yet by !m if our w is /rong & we d n fail 9 de$s we may take our "p 9 ! symphony z truly z life itself4 ,& s we mu/ n use !m idly4 ,h[ c anyone d>e to tell a lie8 ,"o beg9s to see h[ ,god is a ,"n4 ,i felt be=e h[ ! secret ( language 0 to be f\nd among ! s&s4 ,x is because ! s&s are ! ne>e/ & mo/ visible planets we possess4 ,words are planets4 ,b planets are s&s on ! %ore ( et]nity4 ,words are s&s4 ,we are little words made fle%1 little e*oes 9 ! image ( ! great ,^w made ,fle%4 ,8 creation is ! complete e*o made fle%1 ,8 ,image & lik5ess :i* ,he contemplates4 ,& s we are 9 our measure "p ( ! song made fle%1 & ! little common words t we use are our bro!rs4 ,july #ag4 ,! sunset tonight 0 a glori\s crucifixion aft] ! day ( cl\ds4 ,x 0 human 9 its beckon+4 ,i _c f9d ! secret ( ! moon1 b x rem9ds me ( ,lionel's phrase1 if x be 81 gold5 m$iocrities4 ,is x ! a/ral embodim5t ( ,!y also s]ve :o only /& & wait8 ,:y is x t ! little human beauties ( ,nature pass me by z entities1 & t ,i seek b>e places8 ,is !re a p>allel 9 my p]sonal attitude t[>d all b ^? :o are specially de> to me8 ,i ?\ght ( h[ ,i look$ d[n on ! city f ! m\nta9 9 ,may1 & felt ! :ole city to be my pray]4 ,x _h be5 giv5 into my control = a few m9utes1 & ! only wor?y use to :i* ,i c\ld put x 0 to (f] x up ) a pray] = my p & all ! desire ( my he>t t ! pray] w\ld be answ]$4 ,! half-million s\ls ) all _! dreams 7 "u my c>e !n1 & _! acts 7 m9e4 ,s little are cities1 & s little ,i f\nd my wor?9ess t ,i c\ld n hide my te>s4 ,lat] ,i cross$ to ! height look+ d[n on ! cemet]y1 ! _w 0 sil5t save = ! flam+ he>t ( ! city puls+ bel[1 & reflect+ ! ,flam+ ,he>t above z ! sun set4 ,! woodpeck]s did n fe> me1 & ,i sank sl[ly & deeply into ,god4 ,i ?9k t "s day ,i %all "k ,8 w\nds4 ,i _c und]/& :y ,i 0 deliv]$ f temptation at ! mom5t t ! city 0 put into my h&s4 ,july #ah4 444 ,i ba!d on ! dunes on ,wond] ,isl&4 ,! sun set tonight sacram5tally j z x set t night at ---- :5 ,i fail$ to speak4 ,nev] _h ,i felt /rong]1 b some?+ held me back f tell+ him h[ ! de>e/ wi% ( my life 0 t he %\ld p>ticipate 9 ! ,holy ,eu*>i/4 ,! flame 0 9 my h&s to lay ^u 8 he>t1 b some?+ bade me wait4 ,i di/ru/$ x1 & ask$ him to walk ) me on ! %ore4 ,! ?und] ( ! tide & ! moon 7 too /rong4 ,:y c\ld ,i n h told him8 ,we 7 sil5t = h\rs :ile 8 he>t lay ) ! ,titanic1 & ev5 8 little daught] 0 quiet 9 ! room4 ,july #ai4 ,! />s are ! du/ rubb$ (f f human s\ls4 ,du/ unto du/ ?\ %alt return4 ,at ! la/ judgm5t1 !y w fly toge!r 9 an angelic ho/+1 & clo! once m ! s\ls :i* mov$ 9 !m1 & our s\ls w rule _! songs4 ,human suff]+ is ! friction ( angels mak+ />s4 444 ,i "k n[ t ! end ( "o's =ty days is n complete k1 b only a cle> indication ( ! road4 ,! joy is 9 t1 & also ! sorr[4 ,x is ! direction giv5 to ! w1 ord]s to be s c>efully obey$4 ,?is is ! greate/ discov]y ( all4 ,words d n reveal x4 ,x is absolutely prosaic1 ?\gh x is et]nal beauty4 ,b :at ,i h writt5 does n reflect x ev5 fa9tly z x seems to me4 ,read ,hello ?is aft]noon4 ,! fre$om ( ! dunes ?is morn+ seem$ to ext5d m ?an is usual4 ,lat] ,i read f ,plato's ,symposium4 ,july #bj4 444 ,! prov]bial symbol ( imp]man5ce is writ+ ^u s&4 ,:at c\ld be m glori\sly p]man5t8 ,to h "o's message spell$ out by s++ planets1 to write ^u ! />s4 ,x is s t our songs h immortality4 ,v]ba scripta man5t takes on a maje/ic significance4 ,are n joy & sadness ! same8 ,! only diff]5ce is "o ( rapidity4 ,sadness is made up ( ! long1 sl[1 maje/ic *ords ( ! song4 ,x seems to me t :5 a :eel seems to cease motion1 & f9ally atta9s a /ate ( motionlessness1 x is p]haps m]ely turn+ into a t]rible spe$ :i* we _c p]ceive4 ,x is ! turn+ ( an h\r-glass4 ,:5 ,i am dead1 ,i wi% only my faults to be *ronicl$1 = ^! alone h any value = ! _w4 ,i h dreamt always ( cycles ( inf9ities4 ,z a decimal always t5ds by evolution t[>ds a numb]1 s also we evolve t[>d an inf9ity4 ,yet at t goal ano!r inf9ity />ts1 z ano!r inf9ity />ts 9 numb]s1--! symbol ( pati5ce aft] all4 ,unto ! man ( ye>n+ ?\ght ,& aspiration1 to d n\ght ,is 9 itself almo/ an act1-- ,be+ *asm-fire & cat>act ,( ! s\l's utt] dep?s unseal'd4 ,yet woe to !e if once ?\ yield ,unto ! act ( do+ n\ght6 ,read ,hello & ,elia4 ,i am le>n+ h[ to see 9 cr[ds4 ,^! pa/ few days ,i h succe$$ 9 )draw+ into life = long p]iods 9 ! mid/ ( a g5]al conv]sation1 yet my abs5ce 0 n not$ 9 ! lea/4 ,out ( x ,i hope w develop ! ability to be ) life always 9 ! tangle & confusion ( city circum/ance4 ,?is aft]noon ,i read ,pha$rus al\d on a sunny cliff1 & 9 ! ev5+ read al\d ,keats' ,i /ood tiptoe on ! gre5 heights 9 ! w9d & ! ra94 ,rossetti's l9es d n =bid a life ( contemplation1 b r enc\rage x z di/+ui%$ f quietism4 444 ,?r\gh ! summ] ,i am to see ! ,crucifixion4 ,h[ ,i envy ,/4 ,francis ! ,/igmata6 ,ev5 z a little boy ,i desir$ !m--b ,i %all nev] be able p]haps to love passionately en\gh4 ,! nights t ,i cri$ z a little fell[ )\t kn[+ :y1 j because ,i lov$1 7 ne>] ?an ,i %all ev] be aga94 ,july #ba4 ,at ,b5$iction aft] ,mass today ,i saw ! ,wond] 9 all ,humanity ) ,light surr\nd+ ,x1 & ,i %ook ) an awful ?und] ( s\nd4 444 ,today ,i h be5 happy to te>s1 & 9 ! blue aft]noon on ! cliffs ) my "m1 ,i %>$ ,endymion & ,epipsy*idion4 444 ,i d n und]/& :y sil5ce is spok5 ( z a precept4 ,to me x is ! liv+ attribute ( ,god4 444 ,h[ nobly scornful is ,sir ,aubrey ,de ,v]e's phrase1 witless ec/asies6 ,july #bb4 ,simply a day ( h>d "w4 ,b ,i 0 happy 9 x4 ,9 an odd way ,i felt z ,i wrote all day on ! smoo? :ite pap] t ,i 0 /rok+ ! sleek brea/s ( doves4 ,tonight ! /eady patt] ( ! ra9 ^u ! eaves4 ,july #bc4 ,a day ( h>d r\t9e "w4 444 ,tonight 9 ! inky d>kness ,i walk$ to ! po/(fice 9 ! ?und]+ w9d & ra9 & surf1 & le>n$ h[ ! deeps c praise ! ,"l4 ,i h always felt ! wond] ( t psalm4 ,july #bd4 ,rose at #d3cj & saw ! sun rise a pure & %imm]+ symbol ( ! ,ho/ above ! silv] outl9e ( ,wond] ,isl&4 ,! day 0 dumb4 ,a little boy has come ^: face is 8 sacram5t4 ,:at a song he mu/ s+6 ,i look =w>d to ! morr[ z a day ( special grace & wond]4 444 ,july #be4 ,x is evid5t to me t music is wrong be=e a play or dur+ int]missions4 ,b x is necess>y until our dramati/s provide "s o!r prelude4 ,t prelude mu/ be a beautiful sett+ ( sil5ce = a few mom5ts %[+ ! protagoni/ "u ! light ( et]nity4 ,9 ! beg9n+ all words conta9$ a spiritual import1--7 angels4 ,at ,babel _m fell4 ,n[ all our spiritual words are mat]ial words gr[n out ( _! mean+s4 ,:5 expression becomes passion1 x is ! passion ( creation1 clo?+ itself 9 images z ,god does ?r\gh et]nity 9 ! ,passion ( ,creation4 ,?is is ne> ! he>t ( life's mo/ awful secret1 b words conceal x except f exp]i5ce4 ,= ,passion proce$s f ,creation z ,pres]vation proce$s f bo?1 ?\gh !y are all f ,et]nity 9 ! ,unity ( ! ,godhead4 ,all my planets at ! contemplation ( ,?is are danc+ be=e ! ?rone4 ,! ?und]\s rhy?m ( _! music is %ak+ me physically l ! eng9es ( a /eam] 9 %all[ wat]4 ,e atom /ruggles aga9/ ! law ( cohesion4 ,god loves ! beautiful boy4 ,8 "n is ,h5ry ,r----4 ,! ,greeks1 ,em]son says1 call$ ! _w ,cosmos1 ,beauty4 ,read+ ?is on ! v]&a ?is aft]noon1 ,i clos$ my eyes & sank cont5t$ly into life4 ,:5 ,i return$ ! faces 7 =eign1 & ev5 my "m nev] knew4 ,on ! dunes ?is morn+ ,i he>d ! sil5ce ( ,et]nity on ! edge ( "t4 ,i ?9k x is a p9e =e/4 ,babel took away ! ,^w1 until ,x came to e>?1 & 9 mat]ial =m took on supreme ,_s com+ f ! ,fa!r4 444 ,july #bf4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld raise a s++ alt> ( planets by "s great sacrifice4 ,my f+]s drumm$ ^u ! s&s ?is morn+ a crude & simple rhy?m4 ,i ?\ght ( its influ5ce 9 displac+ planets1 & ( ! almo/ inf9ite musical v>iations t 7 set 9 motion1 & !n ,i comp>$ my crude ?rumm+ ) ! maje/ic ?und]s ( ! sea1 & realiz$ ! insupportable beauty ( absolute music4 ,a dog talks by smell4 ,!re are vibrations ( smell1 z well z ( s\nd or ( heat or ( light4 ,& ! bl9d reveal vibration ( t\*1 ! holie/ ( ! s5ses4 ,we talk n[ by s\nd1 b are le>n+ to talk by heat & light4 ,:5 %all we le>n to talk by smell & t\*8 ,fl[]s1 too1 talk by smell4 ,!re is no?+ b vibration 9 ! image ( ,god1 = ,,life ,,is ,,no?+ ,,m ,,?an ,,! ,,trembl+ ,,( ,,8 ,,beauty4 ,! awful spe$ ( ,tru? h>d5s into fact4 ,words mu/ n say m4 ,a dog taught me ?is1--,pr9ce1 ! companion ( ! sil5t man4 ,"o %\ld be a prie/ :5 he m>ries two ideas4 ,9 any "o ( ! planets )9 ! s++ tissue ( my fle% are ,dantes & ,/4 ,francises4 ,creation requires ( u inf9ite crucifixions :i* we %all nev] be able to consummate alone4 ,:5 ,i lie on my brea/s on ! s& & bury my face 9 my h&s1 all ,nature receives me z a human bridegroom1 & ,i s9k ?r\gh "t to et]nity creat+ space ar\nd me1 t wid5s & n>r[s to ! rea*es ( immortality4 ,x is always on ! s&s t ,i f9d ! fri5dlie/ dep?s1 or 9 ! sn[ drift ( cold planets ^u a w9t] day or else )9 9 ! t]rible en]gy ( my body1 z my he>t beats "t to ! univ]sal sph]al rhy?m4 ,?9k ( ! lit]al mean+ ( univ]sal6 ,tonight 9 ! sil5ce ,i read ,prome!us ,b\nd4 ,i love ! grace ( ! boy's eyes4 ,i pray to be gu>d$ f ! pride ( humility4 ,july #bg4 ,illu/ration3 ,circle ) a cross ?r\gh x4 444 ,x 0 a day ( sil5ces4 ,i trac$ ?is figure idly on ! s& today1 & sudd5ly und]/ood ! symbolism ( ! sc>ab4 ,b did ! ,egyptians anticipate ! ,r$emption8 ,z m5 are impress$ by ! face ( ! _w1 s is ! _w impress$ by _! faces4 ,! face1 z mirror ( ! s\l1 %9es =? ) electricity & makes an impression on life1 alt]+ ! song ( ^? x acts ^u z ! viol9 s\nd alt]s ! =mation ( s&s re/+ on a tight5$ drum4 ,by :at anci5t intuition does ! ,lat9 ^w malum mean bo? apple & evil8 ,music creates sub/ance ?r\gh ! spe$ ( gaiety1 & ,god 9 ,8 ,creation is a cosmic humori/4 7,cosmic means beautiful47 ,to di/+ui% betwe5 fasc9ation & sympa?y is a c\nsel ( p]fection = critics :i* has its spiritual analogies4 444 ,angels ran 9 ho/s ?r\gh ! grasses4 ,july #bh4 ,8 s\l's mo/ secret ?\ght1 ,et]nal ,light decl>es4 ,i read ,lionel's poems on ! cliffs1 & almo/ discov]$ ! secret ( ! blue4 ,today = ! fir/ "t ,i realiz$ ! remot5ess ( ^! isl&s1 & x 0 a great joy4 ,x 0 a gold5 day ( sun%9e on ! cliffs ) blue cl\dless sky ov] quiet wat]s4 ,life is turn+ inw>d to ! he>t ( sil5ce1 & out ( x w come ! beauty ( my dream if life is will+4 ,july #bi4 444 ,i met a man today :o knew beauty4 ,he 0 a ,fr5* c\ntry lawy]4 444 ,! sunset tonight reveal$ all ! sadness ( ! ,burn+ ,babe4 ,i fail$ today4 ,july #cj4 ,ano!r sadd] failure ( ! w4 ,yet beauty came 9 ! ev5+4 ,! love ( man1 f> m ! love ( ,god1 is ,god 9 heav5 desc5d$ ^u e>?1 et]nity made "t 9 beauty1 maje/ic in/ancy1 ! ,^w made ,fle%4 ,! s\l is ! pool :]e9 ,god & we see our images1 & ,heav5 w be ! mutual contemplation ( our s\ls4 ,s t human love is ! adoration ( ,god 9 human fle%1 & !re9 may ! belov$ be se5 z ! image ( ,god 9 "t4 ,! praise ( ,our ,lady %\ld !n be ! praise ( ,god4 ,0 ?is ,patmore's secret8 ,or ,dante's & ,petr>*'s8 ,my lady 0 desir$ 9 ! high heav54 444 ,i see n[ h[ 9 ,heav5 !re is no m>riage or giv+ 9 m>riage4 ,f> fl[+ ramp>ts ( a />ry _w6 ,! flammantia mo5ia mundi ( ,lucretius4 ,to contemplate ,beauty ,,face ,,to ,,face6 ,:at a wond]ful pro( ( ! beauty ( our s\ls4 ,tw9 mirrors ( a s+le s++ ?\ght1 ! face ( man look+ into ! ,face ( ,god1 s\l m+l+ ) ,s\l 9 immortal music1 ba!d 9 ! cool w9d ( ,our ,lady's eyes4 ,today ,i lo/ a nation 9 ! cycle ( my s\l4 ,:at is ! blood b ! hi/ory ( my planets z engrav$ ^u ! con/ellations ( my fle%8 ,x is ! book ( ! angel ( judgm5t = ! fir/ syllable ( my song1 z ! emotions1 ! intellect1 &1 alas1 ! w1 = ! second1 ?ird1 & f\r?4 ,! fle% is ! ebb tide f ,god1 z ! emotions are ! flood4 ,! intellect is ! second ebb1 & 9 ! w pray ,god t x may be flood6 ,! o!r is ,hell4444 ,july #ca4 444 ,a victory = ! w ?is morn+4 444 ,tomorr[ is ! fir/ ( ,augu/1 & ,i %all ent] ^u my =ty days4 ,! r++ 9 my e>s is ! r++ ( my fle%ly />s ton$ all 9 ,"t4 ,i h comm5c$ an an?ology ( high imag9+s m wor?y ?an a book ( essays ( t title ,i h lov$ & desir$ to use = ye>s1--,flame & ,dew4 ,if rightly done1 x may d poetry "o ( ! greate/ ( s]vices by assi/+ x to praise ,beauty on _m lips 9 nak$ ,light4 ,i wi% to consecrate my "w on x to t end4 ,today ,i h be5 influ5c$ by ,fr$]ick ,t5nyson1 ,trah]ne1 & ,patmore4 ,9 agony lies ! highe/ music4 ,! key is /ruck by circum/ance1 ,"t's organi/1 & ! />s tremble ) music4 ,= ! full ?und]+ sil5ce ( ,absolute ,beauty a ,div9e ,agony 0 necess>y1 s t all ,heav5 & its *oirs & ,hell trembl$ 9 ! maje/y ( ?is /rick5 ,doom4 ,dea? is ! f9al *ord1 ! passage ( our full song f "t to ! sil5ce ( et]nity4 ,sleep next to dea? is ! mo/ t]rible life t s\l & body kn[s4 ,x is ! c5t] ( ! :eel radiat+ high p[]s to ! circumf]5ce4 ,! spe$ !re is t]rific1 s fa/ t x h>d5s1 aga9 t maje/ic in/ancy4 ,! t9ie/ flame is ! friction ( conflict+ univ]ses4 ,beauty is alike ! c5t] & circumf]5ce ( inf9ity1 ! sil5t :eel ( omnipres5t omnipot5ce1 :]e9 all ?\ghts are n tim$ b et]nal4 ,f et]nity we 7 no?+3 to et]nity we are ,beauty's image4 ,is x /range t 9 sleep we are (t5 giv5 sight8 ,augu/ #a4 ,art is ! exhibition ( life 9 ! light ( et]nity4 ,i c conceive ( no o!r adequate critical =mula4 ,?is applies to pa9t+1 sculpture1 lit]ature & music4 ,su* too is ! art ( life1--! exhibition to ,god & man ( life 9 ! light ( et]nity4 ,i h be5 />tl$ to f9d a k9%ip betwe5 ,wordswor? & ,millet4 ,i f\nd x today 9 a /oop$ old man :o 0 travel+ ! roads ) a walk+ /ick & a heavy bundle ( driftwood4 ,he 0 wor?y ( a great pa9t] or a great poet4 ,by ! sign ( ! cross "o draws a magic circle r\nd ! s\l :i* evil may n p5etrate4 ,x places "o 9 ! "n4 ,on ! sea%ore "o %\ld lie p>allel ) ! waves fac+ inl&4 ,!n only may "o advance onw>d ) _! pray]4 ,augu/ #b4 ,x is absolutely true t only music may %ape woods & f\nta9s & ! beauty ( s\ls1 = x is ! only m$ium ( expression :i* is pure4 ,pure music is ! true :ite magic1 z black magic is music mix$ ) clay by human h&s4 ,nak$ ,beauty alone may mix music ) clay 9 ,its own image & lik5ess4 ,ev5 poetry fails save 9 s f> z x e*oes ! pure natural tru?s ( music4 ,& all creation may fl[ f a flute if ! play] brea!s a pray]4 ,"s day we %all h ! great op]a ( ! ,inc>nation & ,r$emption4 ,x is ! ideal goal ( music1 & s ( all art4 ,b x dem&s ! poet1 ! pa9t]1 & ! sculptor1 too1 = its actors %all be immortal /atues & a liv+ *orus s++ ! passion ( ! race aga9/ ! supreme dawn & ! supreme sunset4 ,b its greate/ mom5ts w be sil5ce4 ,*ri/ & ,8 ,"m w live ?is sil5ce 9 ! glory ( transfigur$ /one1 & ! drama w be play$ 9 ! op5 ) ! />s above z or*e/ra1 to :i* ! human music w be b a beautiful e*o4 ,to ?is ,wagn] & ,craig po9t ! way4 ,i read ,patmore's ,two ,inf9ities today ) bewild]m5t & emphatic disagreem5t4 ,x seems absolutely lack+ 9 vision1 prov9cial1 almo/ *all5g+ ,creation4 ,& yet x is ess5tially true4 ,*ri/ 0 a man ( gold5 m$iocrities4 ,he speaks ( ! lilies ( ! field1 b nev] ( />s or ( planets4 ,& ,/4 ,francis p]haps h9ts at ! solution4 ,to him bro!r ,w9d & bro!r ,fire & bro!r ,worm are alike & equal1 = he sees !m 9 ! light ( inf9ity4 ,b all are wond]ful1 & we mu/ n sne] at ! />s4 444 ,today writ+ z a means ( expression has seem$ to be absolutely futile4 ,sil5ce is ! only active way ( praise t ,i c f9d1 provid$ t x in=ms "s daily action4 ,my w won aga9 today4 ,horizons are wond]ful4 ,s---- told me t ,lionel invit$ him into 8 ,ox=d rooms "o ev5+ at sunset & l$ him to a seat f :i* no?+ l[] ?an ! horizon 0 to be se54 ,!re1 he said1 no?+ matt]s t is bel[ t l9e4 ,y see he knew t our s\ls 9 _! beauty are always above x4 ,augu/ #c4 ,to wat* a grass-blade tapp+ w tea* y wond]ful music--! language ( ! w9d4 ,! sunlight runn+ ?r\gh my fle% 9-flames ! song ( ! w4 ,i lo/ myself tonight 9 ! cr[d$ sil5ces4 ,joy /ays ) me n[1 & if ,i c only jo9 x to sorr[1 ! w c !n s+ simply & freely a cont9u\s song4 ,! turn+ ( ! tide is soon to come1 & my homesickness = ,g----ville is trans=m+ itself into a diff]5t no/algia4 ,my planets are ris+ 9 song l little c&le flames4 ,i wi% ,i possess$ _! humility4 ,)9 me tonight are quiet moonlit wat]s v full & ri* ) sil5t promises ( re/4 ,augu/ #d4 ,at ,mass today ,mr4 ,c---- %[$ a f9e c\rtesy s]v+ ) ! high humility ( a punctili\s g5tleman4 444 ,today ,i saw ! body ( ,*ri/1 inf9ite ri*es 9 a little room4 ,! human body ( ,*ri/ 9 its passion is ! sum ( all our bodies1 & x is ?is tru? to :i* pan!ism 9 its bl9dness dimly beckons4 ,! sa9ts & pure poets & ^? :o h di$ = fri5ds are ! image ( ! ,sacr$ ,he>t1 & 9 !m at mom5ts ( pure reflection !re is nak$ light & ! vision :i* is insupportable4 ,h5ce 9 ! greate/ sa9ts ! /igmata4 ,all ,god's lonely ones are ! reflections ( ,8 pa9 :5 !y atta9 to sanctity4 ,& holy prie/s are ! reflections ( ,8 ,h&s4 ,little *ildr5 & sa9ts may look into ,8 ,eyes & see _! own4 ,& rep5tant s9n]s may reflect ,8 ,feet 9 _! te>s4 ,all ! bir?s & lives ( ! e>? g to =m ,8 ,human ,body1 :i* is va/ z ,et]nity & radiat+ ) ,light f all po9ts & inw>d to ! ,he>t ( ,light4 ,to "s sa9ts x has be5 p]mitt$ to be ! sp\se ( ?is body & s\l4 ,magic is :ite or black4 ,:ite magic is ! (fspr+ ( spiritual m>riage & is a sacram5t4 ,black magic is ! (fspr+ ( unau?oriz$ spiritual contacts4 ,my frame tonight is possess$ by angels danc+ be=e ! ?rone 9 a fe>fully rapid rhy?m4 ,! secret ( spiritual a*ievem5t is unremitt+ labor urg$ )\t ceas+ by a fe>ful joy4 ,no drama is m va/ ?an t ( ! crucifixion1 & yet ,i h se5 x all 9 ! he>t ( a /rawb]ry blossom ) w\nds all glorifi$ 9 an ec/asy ( liv+ trembl+ light1 & he>d ! beat+ ( ,8 ,sacr$ ,he>t :ile univ]se call$ out to univ]se 9 ! angui% ( ,8 surr5d] & all ! />s di$ into ! ,light ( ,et]nity4 ,! tide has turn$4 ,augu/ #e4 ,today look+ into a n>r[ dome ,i saw ! se$$ planets b&$ by circles ( light :]eon !y turn$4 ,& color *ang$ into sil5ce at ! bidd+ ( ! c5tral suns4 ,& ^! 7 ! eyes ( happy innoc5ce :]e9 all o!rs di$ to ! ,liv+ ,light1 ,god be+ 9 !m by _! *ildi%ness4 ,! tide turn$ ye/]day1 & today ,i h sp5t entirely 9 et]nity surr\nd$ by a ho/ ( fair-w+$ ,possibilities1 ,god's angels to humanity4 ,dea? is glorifi$ by _! passage f ! future to ! pa/1 & we respond by plung+ our lights into ! ,light :]e9 x dies4 ,abt ,vogl] is ! musical philosophy ( x all4 ,at my fir/ symphony conc]t z a little boy1 ,i saw ! face ( ! dy+ ,*ri/ ?r\gh ! wall1 & 9 x ! music ( ! sev5? ,symphony sang ?r\gh ! nak$ eyes call+ me inw>d to ! ,sacr$ ,he>t4 ,?is morn+ & noon at table ,i smil$ at :ite horizons & 9 ! ev5+ ,i swam ?r\gh ! ,ho/ on my future w+s4 ,we love e>?1 air1 fire1 & wat] n[1 b ! et]nal joy ( swimm+ ?r\gh ! ,light ( ,god & reflect+ ,8 ,light 9 song & sil5ce is ! inf9ity ( all poets' dreams inc>nate 9 ! awful spe$ ( ,absolute ,music4 ,x is ! privilege ( laugh+ into ! ,eyes ( ,god1 ^? ,eyes be=e :i* ! angels veil _! faces4 ,x is ! privilege ( smell+ ! blossom ( ! ,liv+ ,rose1 ( ta/+ & consum+ =ev] ! ,body & ,blood1 ( t\*+ ! ,sacr$ ,knees1 & ( he>+ ! ,div9ity :o is ,music4 ,prie/s & poets %all swim 9 ! song ( 8 he>t1 & ^? :o h di$ = fri5ds w reflect its resolv+ rhy?m4 ,h[ ,i pity ,blake 8 pride1 ?\gh he 0 pres]v$ f ! pride ( humility4 ,god w let me see m ( ,him 9 ?is life ?an ,blake did1 ?\gh x is ( ! mo/ trifl+ significance to anticipate et]nity 9 poor "t1 ! crippl$ heir ( orig9al s94 ,s9ce x is to be1 ,i wi% ) all my blood t my w 7 wor?i]4 ,augu/ #f4 ,a day ( happy drudg]y read+ pro(s4 ,i rode ?r\gh !m 9 ! w9ds ( et]nity4 ,t is ! secret ( x all1--to tea* u joy4 ,! human symbol ( x is a m>tyr's ec/asy1 :i* is 9 no way s5su\s or voluptu\s s9ce x has completely =gott5 ! body4 ,! ,sacr$ ,he>t is ! ,my/ical ,rose spread+ its petals ov] ! ,cross ( ,"t4 ,9 ,flame & ,dew is ! fir/ application ( an idea & belief t ! day w come :5 an?ologies w be books conta9+ ! wisdom ( ! poets on special sci5ces1 su* z ! sci5ce ( *ildhood1 ! sci5ce ( love1 ! sci5ce ( dea?1 & ! sci5ce ( sil5ce4 ,augu/ #g4 ,imag9ation be+ ,et]nal ,life1 x %[s ! bl9d in/9ct ( language t ! ^w %\ld mean ! creation ( images4 ,imag9ation is ! in/rum5t ( ,god's creation 9 8 own image & lik5ess4 ,today ,i came to ,petr>* & ,dante--! my/ics ( ! supreme elem5ts4 ,to contra/ _! s]5ity ) ,blake's wra? %[s ! :it] heights4 ,all height is inw>d ?r\gh n>r[ circles to ! ,c5tral ,fire ( ,sil5t ,love f :i* ! angels %r9k 9 spiral messages ( inspir+ flame1 & t[>d :i* humanity aspires 9 n>r[+ & advanc+ circles ( expir+ fle%4 ,b dep? is outw>d to ! he>ts ( m54 ,sirius s+s to my liv+ />s tonight its light 9 ! music ( ! anci5t w9ds1 tell+ me ( ! crucifixion 9 burn+ colors ( a dy+ _w4 ,:y am ,i unwor?y ( an equal dea?8 ,! blood runs t[>d x 9 a passion ( h>mony4 ,! day is ne> :5 my morn+ />s %all s+ _! lives out toge!r 9 praise ( _! ,creator1 ?\gh x is futile to measure x 9 t]ms ( "t4 ,"o is n curi\s ( "t if "o lives 9 et]nity4 ,dea? is !n only ! fulfilm5t ( our op]ative desires4 ,i wi% t ,i 7 "o ( ! te>s ( ,god4 ,joy is = ^? ( good w4 ,augu/ #h4 ,i met "o ( ,wordswor?'s old m5 today ga!r+ faggots on ! %ore4 ,i h be5 to all places & cities & ,i f\nd no "o happy on ! _w1 & n[ ,i wi% me to be dead4 444 ,tonight ,i b[$ 9 sil5ce "u ! vault ( />s4 ,to be holy is to lose ! k ( good & evil ?r\gh cl++ ,heav5 by ! hems4 ,to refuse evil is to refuse ! apple 7malum7 ( ! ,tree ( ,k4 ,!re is no possibility ( f9d+ ! ideal unless we look passionately = no?+ b ! beauty ( s\ls1 see+ !re9 ,god's image & refus+ to p]ceive ! cl\ds ( evil4 ,circles lead to ,heav51 b /raight l9es to ,hell4 ,/raight l9es are ! tang5ts t err f ! sph]e ( ! ideal4 ,miss ,c---- told me ab\t a little boy :o 0 visit+ ,italy ) 8 "m4 ,he fell d[n hill1 & /opp$ be=e a roadside crucifix4 ,& !n he =got 8 fall4 ,!y f\nd him cry+ z if 8 he>t w\ld break1 & he told !m t x 0 because he 0 s sorry = t sad ,man :om ev]ybody _h made suff] s4 ,! angels drop se$ into our s\ls :i* make !m invisible to o!r m51 & we also may plant se$ ) mode/y & humility4 ,x is ,god's f]nse$ to mortals4 ,h[ /range x is t we measure "t by moons1 cold satellites1 & ?us ! symbol ( dea?4 ,b aft] all "t is ! d>k night ( ! s\l4 ,i realiz$ = ! fir/ "t today t ,i 0 born 9 ,decemb]1 ! mon? ( creation1 :5 ! flame turns 9 ^u itself 9 ! h>d cold e>? & gives bir? to high hopes ^: fulfilm5t are 9 et]nity4 ,x is ! mon? ( ,*ri/mas on t acc\nt4 ,i h begun to p]ceive :at awful w+s my ?\ghts h1 & "k t !y are giv5 !m by ,god ?r\gh me to c>ry !m humbly into ! mo/ secret circle ( ! ,sacr$ ,brea/4 ,we mu/ d ! labor ( ,god ) human h&s1 yet ! ,labor ( ,god is ! ,creation ( ,beauty4 ,z ! vegetable k+dom r5ews its life once a ye> ?r\gh "t & s pres]ves its secret1 our s\ls mu/ r5ew !mselves 9 inf9ite recurr5ce ?r\gh et]nity4 ,our life diff]s only 9 ardor :i* is spe$4 ,! greate/ spe$ lies 9 submission1 = submission is ! greate/ /r5g?4 ,at high mom5ts x is ,atlas support+ ! e>?4 ,at ! supreme mom5t1 x becomes ! my/]y ( ! ,r$emption4 ,augu/ #i4 ,s++ ?r\gh ! univ]sal />s t 7 wov5 into ,8 ,fle%1 ,i saw ! ,son ( ,god tonight glorifi$ 9 ! joy ( a liv+ ,smile4 ,& all ! angels b[$ laugh+ t[>d ,him & clapp$ & danc$ be=e ,8 ,"n1 ?\gh ! sum ( _! song 0 sil5ce4 ,& !n e liv+ /> 0 sc\rg$ by ! s9s ( m51 & di$ into ! d>kness1 say+ ,?y ,w be done1 & x 0 morn+ ) ! ,eu*>i/ 9 ! sky4 ,only ,r$emption trembl$ ?r\gh ! air4 ,! />s are ! et]nal reflections ( ,god's pati5ce1 = !y endure ,8 ,human ,passion1 s9ce toge!r !y =m ! %ad[ ( ! ,^w made ,fle%4 ,!y are ! s++ e*o 9 "t ( ,god's spee*less pati5ce1 z we are de/9$ to be if we conqu] our wills4 ,b pati5ce is suff]+1 & ,alpha mu/ submit to ! yoke ( ,omega4 ,s9ce ,god is ! ,alpha & ,omega he caus$ ! ,inc>nation & ,passion4 ,,! ,,ideal ,,( ,,human ,,life ,,is ,,! ,,passionate ,,r$emption ,,( ,,! ,,w4 ,?is is life's d>ke/ secret1 unless we live 9 ! ,eu*>i/4 ,we are to be ! sil5t reflections ( spee*less pati5ce 9 ! /ill wat]s ( et]nity4 ,! evil came :5 ,lucif] /ole fire f heav5 & br\ght x d[n to m54 ,conqu] fire1 & we conqu] ! w4 ,!n heav5 is ours4 ,my body & blood a*e ) my pray] = x4 ,augu/ #aj4 ,! angels weave :at ,god creates1 accord+ to _! functions4 ,8 ar*angels are ! weav]s ( "t1 & all ! o!rs ( mat]ial nature1 un9=m$ by a s\l4 ,?is is a bran* ( ! heav5ly song4 ,to weave ,god's image is ! function ( ! sa9ts & ( all ^? on e>?4 ,x is ! wond] ( inc>nate ,music t sav$ ! _w1 ,absolute ,sil5ce born into ,s\nd1 & dy+ ) all ,s\nd into ,sil5ce4 ,! ar*angels are ,god's mess5g]s ( life & dea?1 = !y control ! days4 ,b !y are s5t f ,him to ,8 ,image1 & our weav+ is made out ( _! mat]ials z we adapt !m to our song4 ,all out] p[]s & =ces are br\ght u by ! angels1 & among ! de>e/ to ,god's he>t are 8 flame-w+$ ,possibilities t hov] on ! bord]l9e betwe5 today & tomorr[1 ,"t & ,et]nity4 ,!y alone may n ent] "t unless we beckon !m4 ,! />ry heav5 is ! heav5 ( ! body2 ! cry/al sph]e1 ( ! intellect2 & ! empyrean1 ( ! pure s\l4 ,we may live 9 ! />ry heav5 9 ?is life1 if ,god gives u ! grace4 ,b x is !n a heav5 ( desire4 ,b ! weav+ ( ! angels is ! :ole philosophy ( nature4 ,_! music expla9s its sympa?ies & sorr[s1 its dea?s & resurrections1 & above all its solemn sil5ces ( night & noon4 ,& ! song ( _! weav+ becomes nature's love ( wisdom1 t is to say1 adoration ( ! ,^w4 ,! sa9ts are ! only complete philosoph]s4 ,! object ( asceticism is g5]ally misund]/ood1 p>ticul>ly 9 "o phase ( its endeavors1--to =get ! body4 ,! tru? ( ! matt] is t ! fle% & blood 9 _! highe/ song t[>d :i* we %\ld /rive are s occupi$ ) prais+ ,god t !y completely lack self-consci\sness1 & d n di/ract ! intellect or ! w4 ,god is ) !m 9 nak$ purity4 ,x is ,8 simple/ & de>e/ />ry music4 ,he dem&s t our life %\ld be a programme ( inf9ite proportions4 ,& yet ,i wond] if a sa9t c ev] be bo? a great prophet & a great apo/le4 ,i d n believe a great prophet c be t5d] en\gh to p]suade4 ,t is :y prophets are scorn$ or ignor$ by _! g5]ation4 ,g5tl5ess is ! absolute brea? ( music1 :i* alone c p5etrate ! s\l or ev5 ! mat]ial body ( nature4 ,! supreme g5tl5ess ( ,/4 ,francis ( ,assisi made ! birds li/5 to 8 music1 = 8 brea? ran danc+ 9 a cool breeze ?r\gh all _! s++ />s4 ,we ne$ a ,/4 ,francis at pres5t burn+ly4 ,is x possible to =m a religi\s ord] ( ! poets8 ,"h is an ideal4 ,b x mu/ be ,franciscan3 a g[n1 a girdle1 & s&als1 pov]ty1 *a/ity1 & ob$i5ce4 ,:]e is ! wise man to obey8 ,i c believe t jewels are pot5t = good or evil1 s9ce !y are cond5s$ flame & a secret ^w lies hidd5 9 ea* ( _! he>ts4 ,a day ( tempe/u\s w9d & ra94 ,augu/ #aa4 ,today ,i f\nd myself progress+ sl[ly to a triumphant rhy?m r\nd ! circumf]5ce ( a va/ musical plane4 ,! cele/ial e>? is flat b progresses upw>ds to its c5tral po9t1 ! cone ( aspiration & song4 ,& !n ,i rememb]$ ! vision ( ,/4 ,frances ( ,rome :]e9 %e saw ! ,supreme ,godhead z a va/ ,circle ( ,light 9 ! mid/ ( :i* 0 a ,pill>1 ! ,cone ( ,r$emption & ,sil5ce4 ,dea? is ! po9t ( meet+4 ,p]haps ! ,zodiac is ! m]ry-g-r\nd ( ! />s4 ,a second day ( tempe/4 ,! great message ( future poetry w be to proclaim t nature is ! expression ( man1 r ?an man ( nature1 & ?us to reveal ! ess5tial nobility ( man z ! image ( ,god r ?an ! image ( nature4 ,suns & w9ds & wat]s are :at we make !m4 ,pan!ism confuses ! image ( ! image ) ! face4 ,nature is ! mirror ( man z man is ! mirror ( ,god4 ,nay m1 nature is ! mirror 9 "t ( man's et]nity1 z man is ! image 9 "t & et]nity ( ,god4 ,x is = ?is reason t ! />s are ! op5 book ( ! future1 ?\gh !y are n to be read by m5 al\d4 ,a/rology is =bidd5 because x violates ! precept ( sil5ce1 :i* is ! c\rtesy we pay z g5tlem5 to ,god4 ,we may only read ! />s 9 little *ildr5's eyes1 :]e9 _! future is conceal$4 ,! brea/ ( ,m>y is ! f\nta9 ( ! />s1 & r\nd x fly ! s]aphim 9 flam+ adoration ( ! bless$ womb4 ,h] eyes are ,god's dew1 :]e9 ! secret ( ,8 ,light is :isp]$ by ! ?rones4 ,i felt ?r\gh ! morn+ ,8 human ,pres5ce graci\sly walk+ ! roads1 & ,i 0 re/+ on ,8 left ,arm t br\ght me to ,8 ,he>t1 ! c\ntry :]e9 ! dreams ( my w are born4 ,augu/ #ab4 ,i h be5 sick today4 ,ra9 & tempe/1 b ,god 0 on ! w9d1 & ,i am happy4 ,augu/ #ac4 ,/ill ill4 ,ra9 & fog ) int]mitt5t sun%9e4 ,b ,i am z happy z ,i h ev] be54 ,augu/ #ad4 ,/ill ill4 ,fog 9 ! morn+ break+ into a wond]ful pe>l day ( summ] haze4 ,our bodily s5ses are in/rum5ts 9 our or*e/ra4 ,augu/ #ae4 ,today ,i sank into ,beauty sev]al times 9 ! sunlight4 ,augu/ #af4 ,read ?r\gh ! la/ pro(s & on ! dunes ) my "m 9 ! aft]noon ,i liv$ 9 ! light ( ,god4 ,! sun ,i caus$ to smile & ,i wrapp$ myself 9 ! blue ( ! ,virg9's sky4 ,i f\nd myself caus+ a %[] twice by fail+ 9 humility4 ,b ! laugh+ ,light ( ,god's eyes 9 my s\l is et]nal1 & :5 ,i submit x controls ! tides ( my body & m9d4 ,tonight a woodpeck] alight$ on ,fa!r ,k----'s %\ld] & /ay$ ) him ne>by4 ,! ,brahm9 may atta9 to ! %ad[ ( ! fir/ syllable ( ! ,^w4 ,he does n believe t !re are o!rs4 ,om is simply ! symbol ( inw>d brea?1 inspiration4 ,i he>d myself today v ne> to ! ,he>t ( ,sil5ce1 ^: sy/ole & dia/ole is ! ebb & fl[ ( ,love f ,et]nity to ,et]nity4 ,"t is ! s\nd ( sil5ce & is dead to all et]nity4 ,x is ! only beautiful dea? t ! angels d n m\rn1 = 9 ! dea? ( ,"t is ! ,r$emption ( ! ,_w4 ,x takes ! circle ( et]nity to unite ! f\r po9ts ( ! cross1 & a crucifixion to unite two p>allel l9es4 ,augu/ #ag4 ,out ( ! summ] ,i am weav+ ! patt]n web ( ! future 9 ?reads ( desire4 ,e resurrection ( a body is ! la/ judgm5t ( inf9ite planets1 :i* fly to or flee f ! human song ( ,god's fir/ syllable4 ,yet ^? t flee may be pur*as$ by an inf9ite ,r$emption4 ,?is op5s a t]rible possibility ( m]cy4 ,is ,god cont9ually becom+ man = ! love ( ,8 image8 ,?is is ! joyful secret ( ,god's sad f\r? syllable4 ,i clo! x 9 words to gu>d x f my intellect4 ,inf9ite inc>nations prove "t an illusion1 s9ce !y make x et]nity4 ,god's ,sacr$ ,he>t is ! sil5t ocean beyond ! univ]se4 ,x reflects4 ,! ,inc>nation is its flood4 ,! ,ho/ tonight 0 m :ite ?an %9+ silv] 9 a lonely pe>l sky4 ,x 0 ,absolute ,music unveil$ to ! human eye4 ,tonight ,i /ood out = long alone ) ! />s1 & wat*$ a ?und]/orm come ov] ! sea4 ,we mu/ gu>d our dreams & intuitions n only f ! intellects ( o!rs b mo/ ( all f our own4 ,yet our fai? mu/ be precisely b\nd$1 al?\gh ?is b\nd>y is to be none o!r ?an ! inf9ite succession ( po9ts :]e "t & et]nity meet & b[ d[n be=e ,god4 ,?is morn+ ,i saw ,8 ,beauty 9 a daisy4 444 ,i d n believe t ,god w reveal ,8 my/]ies if we seek to "k !m1 )\t inflict+ a p5alty4 ,! way ( k is ! way ( sil5t pati5ce1 :i* lies quietly dream+ ( ,love till ! flood wa%es x ) ,liv+ ,light4 ,augu/ #ah4 ,e "t we look into ano!r's s\l we may ent] ,p>adise4 ,!re is an indescribable grace 9 ! air ?is fir/ day ( presci5t autumn4 ,! summ] has taught me ! secret ( lonel9ess & ! inf9ite way ( satisfy+ its desire4 ,to be alone ) ,god we mu/ be intimate ) ! beauty 9 ! eyes ( e face1 & yet absolutely deta*$ save f "o's family & fri5d4 ,life's ideal is to see ! end 9 ! beg9n+1 & act ! road betwe54 ,?is is no o!r ?an ! et]nal life ( ! ,alpha & ,omega4 ,b ! ess5ce ( x 9 "t is t ! :ole tide ( humanity %\ld ebb & fl[ 9 our brea/4 ,x requires a crucifixion to dr9k 9 all its saltness4 ,i f\nd ! dunes beyond ! lagoon ?is morn+ & sank into ,god 9 ! w9d ( ! sunlit blue4 ,:5 ,i return$1 ! p 7 com+ f ,*ur*4 ,tonight ! ,ho/ 0 quiv]+ gold1 & z ,i write ! planets are r++ 9 my e>s4 ,i pray t at ! end ,i may come to ! ,he>t ( ,et]nal ,sil5ce4 ,augu/ #ai4 ,on ! dunes ?is morn+ t[>d ,wond] ,isl& 444 ,et]nity is inf9ite spe$4 ,"t is ! drag:eel1 no?+ m4 ,h5ce ! significance ( :5 et]nity reaffirms ! conception ( an h\r4 ,flame is ! symbol ( "t z dew is ! symbol ( et]nity4 ,!y meet 9 ,*ri/ & ?r\gh ,him 9 ! human race4 ,! moon prop]ly lov$ is ! k9dness ( "t1 z ! sun is ! reflect$ love ( ,et]nity made ,fle% 9 ! ,ho/ on ! alt>4 444 ,tonight ,i desire only sil5ce to love4 ,augu/ #bj4 ,on ! dunes t[>d ,wond] ,isl& ?is morn+ ,i lo/ space & walk$ ^u ! blue r++ a cycle ( />s 9 ei!r h&4 ,b ,i felt no s5se ( di/ance & ! se$ ( ! s&s blew on ! w9d :i* c>ri$ me4 ,x taught me h[ to walk s(tly ?r\gh life1 & com+ home ,i _h ! s& 9 my hair4 ,i "k n[ :at cl\ds are1 s(t] ?an ! brea/s ( doves4 ,god's fly+ sorr[s are ! s&als ( ! s\l4 ,!y make u ,8 angels1 ,m]curies ( ,light4 ,! sun has n bl$ = _m a night1 b has sl[ly desc5d$ 9 silv] spl5dor1 always a second dawn ) its fre%1 ke51 cool surprises4 ,today 0 ! grace ( la/ night's desire4 ,! wond] ( x ?is morn+ 0 my complete surr5d]1 ! assurance ) :i* ,i mov$ on ! s++ skies z my native elem5t4 ,i "k t only ! appe>ances rema9$1 z 9 ! ,eu*>i/ aft] ! ,consecration we seem to see ! bread & w9e4 ,life 0 ! poise ( inf9ity1 & ,i knew ( no horizon1 = ,i c\ld look d[n ^u ! dawn4 ,x came two weeks ago ,sunday 9 my he>t4 ,i see ! my/]y ( ! ,resurrection 9 its beauty1 & :y :ite lilies are its deepe/ symbol4 ,h[ c !re be a prison or a cage8 ,e twilight is a :ite horizon4 ,! gulls "k t & ! sea tonight has lo/ its sorr[4 ,augu/ #ba4 ,by sailboat to ,p---- & ,g---- ) ! sil5t man1 return+ ) ! />s4 ,_! ho/+ 0 l ! flock+ ( wild geese1 & !y foll[$ ,/4 ,francis ( ,assisi z a lead]1 ! capta9 ( ! morn+ />s4 ,9 ! sil5ce ,i he>d ! op]ation ( ! div9e ma!matics4 ,i lov$ ^? ,*aldean se]s to :om ,god talk$ directly & wrote ,8 message ^u ! />s4 ,i lay prone on ! deck look+ upw>ds & fell into ! ,div9e ,ocean sl[ly4 ,! moon rode s]5ely to ! s\?we/1 & humanity 0 ) me 9 ! boat4 ,navigators are n[ ! only m5 left wise en\gh to foll[ ! />s4 ,! sunpa? 0 ,jacob's ladd]1 & ! ,aran isl&]s "k its secret :5 !y see ,tir-n'an-,og 9 ! we/ on calm sunset ev5+s4 ,! sea _h my tru/1 et]nal ?r\gh ye/]day's exp]i5ce1 & ,i believe t if fai? & good works requir$ x ( me1 ,i c\ld walk s(tly ov] x4 ,if ! s\l is to control ! body1 surely spiritual gravity %\ld be able to ov]come mat]ial gravity4 ,c]ta9ly x w\ld take m ?an ! sea to qu5* my flame1 if ,god made me wor?y4 ,augu/ #bb4 ,i look$ d[n f great heights today on all ! little smil+ intimacies4 ,!y are l happy babies to me1 & my spee* %\ld play ) !m1 if ,i c ev] become wor?y ( _! simplicity4 ,! rhy?m ( all music is ! sy/ole & dia/ole ( ! ,sacr$ ,he>t1 :i* is ! ebb & fl[ ( an inf9ite ocean4 ,?is is ! mean+1 ,i ?9k1 ( ! old ,gaelic rune1 ,ri tragadh s'ri lionadh1 m> a bha1 m> a ?a1 m> a bhi!as gu bragh ri traghadh s'ri lionadh4 7,! ebb & ! fl[1 z x 01 z x is1 z x ev] %all be1 ! ebb & ! fl[47 ,! resolute gaze ( ! s\l t[>d ?is 9 love con/itutes pray] 9 its only =m4 ,x %[s blood to be ! mo/ ri* & beautiful ( human ?+s1 & its salt waves purify ! fle%1 z ! salt waves ( ,ge?semane & ,calv>y r$eem$ ! s\l & its s++ />s4 ,augu/ #bc4 ,my life s f> has be5 a ^w1 & n a de$4 ,b ! _w 0 n r$eem$ until ! ,^w ,,became ,,fle%--,,& ,,dwelt ,,among/ ,,u4 ,m>y ,s---- met u on ! roads today & said1 ,i hope t we'll be meet+ 9 ,heav51 we seem to meet s (t5 n[4 ,i sleep at night 9 a cruci=m position ador+ beauty ) e faculty save my w1 ! mo/ necess>y ( all4 ,augu/ #bd4 ,9 ! op5 today amid a hurricane ( w9d 444 ,i walk$ ) a *ildi% old man ) a pleasant s\l4 ,! w9d br\ght meteor %[]s ( beauty to ! body4 ,x ra9$ grace 9 ! sky ( noon4 ,i c\ld c>ry ov]fl[+ happ9ess n[ ev5 to ,new ,york4 ,today rem9d$ me ( ! sunlight on ! ro> ( ,broadway4 ,god is on ! w9d tonight1 & is beat+ d[n my w ) 8 w+s4 ,augu/ #be4 ,i lay ?r\gh a night ( tempe/u\s w9d ) ! op5 w9d[ at my head4 ,i awoke & saw myself face to face 9 my weakness4 ,x ra9$ all day4 444 ,i c h>dly be> my love today4 ,x is a t]rific dynamo ( sil5ce4 ,b x w be v long be=e ,i %all fulfill my wor?9ess4 ,if "o c\ld always rememb] t he is a savi\r1 & c>ry humanity ) him1 8 w w\ld be inflexible & e act an exult+ humility4 ,all nature is b a mantle :i* ! w9d ( my _s disposes 9 folds ab\t me1 & humanity is ! *alice 9 :i* ,i may communicate ) ,god1--a *alice wov5 ( our s++ fle% & he>t & bra9 & w1 :]e9 ! w is its dep?1 ! ,atlas :i* be>s ! ,sacr$ ,body & ,blood :5 x is giv5 to u4 ,augu/ #bf4 ,sorr[ has come at la/4 ,full moon1 & life is at ! flood4 ,! precept ( all adv]sity is ( c\rse t ! ebb tide ( =tune is our flood t[>d ,god4 ,ev5 ! lamp tonight is s++ 9 ! room4 ,augu/ #bg4 ,! exp]i5ce /ill turns inw>d to ! he>t ( life4 ,i n[ see ! core ( x4 ,x burns1 ( c\rse1 b ?9k ( ! :eel x c>ries4 ,a few days ago ,i 0 on ! circumf]5ce4 ,n[ ,i h f\nd ! c5t]4 ,a day ( ra9 & w9d & ext]ior di/urbances4 ,b ,i h f\nd my c5acle4 ,augu/ #bh4 ,a victory = ! w4 444 ,x is /range t e vital lesson t exp]i5ce tea*es c nev] be express$ 9 words4 ,! pa/ few days h taught me m ?an ! re/ ( ! summ]4 ,!re w always be a secrecy ( ! s\l1 & :at ?is conta9s con/itutes ,god's image & lik5ess4 ,life s+s tonight 9 e atom its m>vel\s *emi/ry ( *ange & prophecy4 ,nature kn[s no elegies1 s9ce x may nev] triumph ov] aught b du/4 ,b ! highe/ dream is less wor?y ?an ! simple/ de$1 & we mu/ =get ! k ( good & evil4 ,i w\ld ex*ange all ! k ,i h ga9$ = ! grace to p]=m ! slighte/ act ( ,/4 ,francis4 ,god has made our opportunity inf9ite by giv+ u an et]nal /&>d ( values1--t is all4 ,augu/ #bi4 ,i am afraid to write fur!r = fe> t ,i %all soon become self-consci\s4 444 ,x is /range t ! w did n come home to me z a complete exp]i5ce be=e4 ,i simply _h ! =ebod+ ( x4 ,?is summ] on ! #i? ( ,augu/ ,i he>d ! ,f\r? ,syllable 9 its awfulness = ! fir/ "t1 & und]/ood ! my/]y ( ! ,r$emption4 ,! "t has n[ come to close ?is book1 = ! record is complete1 & may n be reop5$ until ,i r$eem my w4 ,!y dep>t$ into _! own c\ntry ano!r way4