,! ,dolor\s ,passion ( ,our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ ,f ! ,m$itations ( ,anne ,ca!r9e ,emm]i* ,copyright ,notice3 ,?is ebook 0 prep>$ f ! #bj? edition ( ?is book1 :i* 0 publi%$ 9 #aijd by ,b5zig] ,bro!rs 9 ,new ,york4 ,! copyright = t edition is expir$ & ! text is 9 ! public doma94 ,?is ebook is n copyright$ & is also 9 ! public doma94 ,,preface ,,to ,,! ,,fr5* ,,translation4 ,,by ,,! ,,abbe ,,de ,,cazales4 ,! writ] ( ?is ,preface 0 travell+ 9 ,g]many1 :5 he *anc$ to meet ) a book1 entitl$1 ,! ,hi/ory ( ! ,passion ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 f ! ,m$itations ( ,anne ,ca!r9e ,emm]i*1 :i* appe>$ to him bo? int]e/+ & edify+4 ,its /yle 0 unpret5d+1 its ideas simple1 its tone unassum+1 its s5tim5ts unexagg]at$1 & its e s5t5ce expressive ( ! mo/ complete & entire submission to ! ,*ur*4 ,yet1 at ! same "t1 x w\ld h be5 difficult any:]e to meet ) a m t\*+ & lifelike p>aphrase ( ! ,gospel n>rative4 ,he ?\ght t a book possess+ su* qualities des]v$ to be kn[n on ?is side ! ,rh9e1 & t !re c\ld be no reason :y x %\ld n be valu$ = its own sake1 indep5d5t ( ! some:at s+ul> s\rce :5ce x emanat$4 ,/ill1 ! translator has by no means disguis$ to himself t ?is "w is writt51 9 ! fir/ place1 = ,*ri/ians2 t is to say1 = m5 :o h ! "r to be v diffid5t 9 giv+ cr$5ce to p>ticul>s conc]n+ facts :i* are articles ( fai?2 & al?\gh he is aw>e t ,/4 ,bonav5ture & _m o!rs1 9 _! p>aphrases ( ! ,gospel hi/ory1 h mix$ up traditional details ) ^? giv5 9 ! sacr$ text1 ev5 ^! examples h n :olly reassur$ him4 ,/4 ,bonav5ture pr(ess$ only to give a p>aphrase1 :]eas ^! revelations appe> to be some?+ m4 ,x is c]ta9 t ! holy maid5 h]self gave !m no high] title ?an t ( dreams1 & t ! transcrib] ( h] n>ratives treats z blasphem\s ! idea ( reg>d+ !m 9 any degree z equival5t to a fif? ,gospel2 /ill x is evid5t t ! confessors :o exhort$ ,si/] ,emm]i* to relate :at %e saw1 ! celebrat$ poet :o pass$ f\r ye>s ne> h] c\*1 eag]ly transcrib+ all he he>d h] say1 & ! ,g]man ,bi%ops1 :o enc\rag$ ! publication ( 8 book1 consid]$ x z some?+ m ?an a p>aphrase4 ,"s explanations are ne$ful on ?is head4 ,! writ+s ( _m ,sa9ts introduce u into a new1 &1 if ,i may be all[$ ! expression1 a miracul\s _w4 ,9 all ages !re h be5 revelations ab\t ! pa/1 ! pres5t1 ! future1 & ev5 conc]n+ ?+s absolutely inaccessible to ! human intellect4 ,9 ! pres5t day m5 are incl9$ to reg>d ^! revelations z simple halluc9ations1 or z caus$ by a sickly condition ( body4 ,! ,*ur*1 accord+ to ! te/imony ( h] mo/ approv$ writ]s1 recognises ?ree descriptions ( ec/asy2 ( :i* ! fir/ is simply natural1 & entirely br\ght ab\t by c]ta9 physical t5d5cies & a highly imag9ative m9d2 ! second div9e or angelic1 aris+ f int]c\rse held ) ! sup]natural _w2 & ! ?ird produc$ by inf]nal ag5cy4 7,see1 on ?is head1 ! "w ( ,c>d9al ,bona1 ,de ,discretione ,spirituum47 ,le/ we %\ld "h write a book in/ead ( a preface1 we w n ent] into any developm5t ( ?is doctr9e1 :i* appe>s to u highly philosophical1 & )\t :i* no satisfactory explanation c be giv5 on ! subject ( ! s\l ( man & its v>i\s /ates4 ,! ,*ur* directs c]ta9 means to be employ$ to asc]ta9 by :at _s ^! ec/asies are produc$1 accord+ to ! maxim ( ,/4 ,john3 ',try ! spirits1 if !y be ( ,god4' 7#a ,jn #d3a74 ,:5 circum/ances or ev5ts claim+ to be sup]natural h be5 prop]ly exam9$ accord+ to c]ta9 rules1 ! ,*ur* has 9 all ages made a selection f !m4 ,_m p]sons :o h be5 habitually 9 a /ate ( ec/asy h be5 canonis$1 & _! books approv$4 ,b ?is approbation has seldom am\nt$ to m ?an a decl>ation t ^! books conta9$ no?+ contr>y to fai?1 & t !y 7 likely to promote a _s ( piety among ! fai?ful4 ,= ! ,*ur* is only f\nd$ on ! ^w ( ,*ri/ & on ! revelations made to ! ,apo/les4 ,:atev] may s9ce h be5 reveal$ to c]ta9 sa9ts possesses purely a relative value1 ! reality ( :i* may ev5 be disput$--x be+ "o ( ! admirable *>act]i/ics ( ! ,*ur*1 t1 ?\gh inflexibly "o 9 dogma1 %e all[s entire lib]ty to ! human m9d 9 all besides4 ,?us1 we may believe private revelations1 above all1 :5 ^? p]sons to :om !y 7 made h be5 rais$ by ! ,*ur* to ! rank ( ,sa9ts publicly hon\r$1 invok$1 & v5]at$2 b1 ev5 9 ^! cases1 we may1 )\t ceas+ to be p]fectly or?odox1 dispute _! au!nticity & div9e orig94 ,x is ! place ( reason to dispute & to select z x sees be/4 ,) reg>d to ! rule = disc]n+ betwe5 ! good & ! evil _s1 x is no o!r1 accord+ to all !ologians1 ?an t ( ! ,gospel4 ,a fructibus eorum cognoscetis eos4 ,by _! fruits y %all "k !m4 ,x mu/ be exam9$ 9 ! fir/ place :e!r ! p]son :o pr(esses to h revelations mi/ru/s :at passes )9 himself2 :e!r he w\ld pref] a m common pa?2 :e!r f> f boa/+ ( ! extraord9>y graces :i* he receives1 he seeks to hide !m1 & only makes !m kn[n ?r\gh ob$i5ce2 &1 f9ally1 :e!r he is cont9ually advanc+ 9 humility1 mortification1 & *>ity4 ,next1 ! revelations !mselves mu/ be v closely exam9$ into2 x mu/ be se5 :e!r !re is any?+ 9 !m contr>y to fai?2 :e!r !y are con=mable to ,scripture & ,apo/olic tradition2 & :e!r !y are relat$ 9 a head/rong _s1 or 9 a _s ( entire submission to ! ,*ur*4 ,:oev] reads ! life ( ,anne ,ca!r9e ,emm]i*1 & h] book1 w be satisfi$ t no fault c be f\nd 9 any ( ^! respects ei!r ) h]self or ) h] revelations4 ,h] book resembles 9 _m po9ts ! writ+s ( a great numb] ( sa9ts1 & h] life also be>s ! mo/ /rik+ similitude to !irs4 ,to be conv9c$ ( ?is fact1 we ne$ b /udy ! writ+s or :at is relat$ ( ,sa9ts ,francis ( ,assisi1 ,b]n>d1 ,bridget1 ,hildeg>d1 ,ca!r9e ( ,g5oa1 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5na1 ,ignatius1 ,john ( ! ,cross1 ,t]esa1 & an imm5se numb] ( o!r holy p]sons :o are less kn[n4 ,s mu* be+ conc$$1 x is cle> t 9 consid]+ ,si/] ,emm]i* to h be5 inspir$ by ,god's ,holy ,_s1 we are n ascrib+ m m]it to h] book ?an is all[$ by ! ,*ur* to all ^? ( ! same class4 ,!y are all edify+1 & may s]ve to promote piety1 :i* is _! sole object4 ,we mu/ n exagg]ate _! importance by hold+ z an absolute fact t !y proce$ f div9e inspiration1 a fav\r s great t its exi/5ce 9 any p>ticul> case %\ld n be cr$it$ save ) ! utmo/ circumspection4 ,) reg>d1 h[ev]1 to our pres5t publication1 x may be urg$ t1 consid]+ ! sup]ior tal5ts ( ! transcrib] ( ,si/] ,emm]i*'s n>rations1 ! language & expressions :i* he has made use ( may n always h be5 id5tical ) ^? :i* %e employ$4 ,we h no hesitation :atev] 9 all[+ ! =ce ( ?is argum5t4 ,mo/ fully d we believe 9 ! entire s9c]ity ( ,m4 ,clem5t ,br5tano1 because we bo? "k & love him1 &1 besides1 8 exempl>y piety & ! retir$ life :i* he leads1 seclud$ f a _w 9 :i* x w\ld dep5d b on himself to hold ! highe/ place1 are gu>antees amply suffici5t to satisfy any imp>tial m9d ( 8 s9c]ity4 ,a poem su* z he might publi%1 if he only pleas$1 w\ld cause him to be rank$ at once among ! mo/ em95t ( ! ,g]man poets1 :]eas ! (fice :i* he has tak5 ^u himself ( secret>y to a poor vision>y has br\ght him no?+ b contemptu\s raill]y4 ,nev]!less1 we h no int5tion to ass]t t 9 giv+ ! conv]sations & disc\rses ( ,si/] ,emm]i* t ord] & coh]5cy 9 :i* !y 7 greatly want+1 & writ+ !m d[n 9 8 own way1 he may n unwitt+ly h arrang$1 expla9$1 & embelli%$ !m4 ,b ?is w\ld n h ! effect ( de/roy+ ! orig9ality ( ! recital1 or impugn+ ei!r ! s9c]ity ( ! nun1 or t ( ! writ]4 ,! translator pr(esses to be unable to und]/& h[ any man c write = m]e writ+'s sake1 & )\t consid]+ ! probable effects :i* 8 "w w produce4 ,?is book1 su* z x is1 appe>s to him to be at once unusually edify+1 & highly poetical4 ,x is p]fectly cle> t x has1 prop]ly speak+1 no lit]>y pret5sions :atev]4 ,nei!r ! un$ucat$ maid5 ^: visions are "h relate1 nor ! excell5t ,*ri/ian writ] :o _h publi%$ !m 9 s entire a _s ( lit]>y dis9t]e/$ness1 ev] _h ! remote/ idea ( su* a ?+4 ,& yet !re are n1 9 our op9ion1 _m highly work$-up compositions calculat$ to produce an effect 9 any degree comp>able to t :i* w be br\ght ab\t by ! p]usal ( ?is unpret5d+ little "w4 ,x is our hope t x w make a /rong impression ev5 ^u worldl+s1 & t 9 _m he>ts x w prep>e ! way = bett] ideas1--p]haps ev5 = a la/+ *ange ( life4 ,9 ! next place1 we are n sorry to call public att5tion 9 "s degree to all t class ( ph5om5a :i* prec$$ ! f\ndation ( ! ,*ur*1 :i* has s9ce be5 p]petuat$ un9t]rupt$ly1 & :i* too _m ,*ri/ians are dispos$ to reject altoge!r1 ei!r ?r\gh ignorance & want ( reflection1 or purely ?r\gh human respect4 ,?is is a field :i* has hi!rto be5 b little explor$ hi/orically1 psy*ologically1 & physiologically2 & x w\ld be well if reflect+ m9ds 7 to be/[ ^u x a c>eful & att5tive inve/igation4 ,to our ,*ri/ian read]s we mu/ rem>k t ?is "w has receiv$ ! approval ( ecclesia/ical au?orities4 ,x has be5 prep>$ = ! press "u ! sup]9t5d5ce ( ! two late ,bi%ops ( ,ratisbonne1 ,sail] & ,wittman4 ,^! names are b little kn[n 9 ,france2 b 9 ,g]many !y are id5tical ) le>n+1 piety1 ard5t *>ity1 & a life :olly devot$ to ! ma9t5ance & propagation ( ! ,ca?olic fai?4 ,_m ,fr5* prie/s h giv5 _! op9ion t ! translation ( a book ( ?is "* c\ld n b t5d to n\ri% piety1 )\t1 h[ev]1 c\nt5anc+ t weakness ( _s :i* is dispos$ to l5d m importance 9 "s respects to private ?an to g5]al revelations1 & consequ5tly to sub/itute matt]s :i* we are simply p]mitt$ to believe1 9 ! place ( ^? :i* are ( fai?4 ,we feel conv9c$ t no "o w take (f5ce at c]ta9 details giv5 on ! subject ( ! outrages :i* 7 suff]$ by our div9e ,"l dur+ ! c\rse ( 8 passion4 ,our read]s w rememb] ! words ( ! psalmi/3 ',i am a worm & no man2 ! reproa* ( m51 & ! outca/ ( ! p2' 7,ps #bb3f7 & ^? ( ! ,apo/le3 ',tempt$ 9 all ?+s l z we are1 )\t s94' 7,heb #d3ae74 ,did we /& 9 ne$ ( a prec$5t1 we %\ld reque/ our read]s to rememb] h[ pla9ly & crudely ,bossuet describes ! same sc5es 9 ! mo/ eloqu5t ( 8 f\r s]mons on ! ,passion ( our ,"l4 ,on ! o!r h&1 !re h be5 s _m gr& platonic or rhetorical s5t5ces 9 ! books publi%$ ( late ye>s1 conc]n+ t ab/ract entity2 on :i* ! writ]s h be5 pleas$ to be/[ ! ,*ri/ian title ( ! ,^w1 or ,logos1 t x may be em95tly useful to %[ ! ,man-,god1 ! ,^w made fle%1 9 all ! reality ( 8 life on e>?1 ( 8 humiliation1 & ( 8 suff]+s4 ,x mu/ be evid5t t ! cause ( tru?1 & /ill m t ( edification1 w n be ! los]s4 ,,introduction ,! foll[+ m$itations w probably rank high among _m simil> works :i* ! contemplative love ( ,jesus has produc$2 b x is our duty "h pla9ly to affirm t !y h no pret5sions :atev] to be reg>d$ z hi/ory4#a ,!y are b int5d$ to take "o ( ! l[e/ places among ^? num]\s repres5tations ( ! ,passion :i* h be5 giv5 u by pi\s writ]s & arti/s1 & to be consid]$ at ! v utmo/ z ! ,l5t5 m$itations ( a dev\t nun1 relat$ 9 all simplicity1 & writt5 d[n 9 ! pla9e/ & mo/ lit]al language1 f h] own dictation4 ,to ^! m$itations1 %e h]self nev] atta*$ m ?an a m]e human value1 & nev] relat$ !m except ?r\gh ob$i5ce1 & ^u ! repeat$ comm&s ( ! directors ( h] consci5ce4 ,! writ] ( ! foll[+ pages 0 introduc$ to ?is holy religi\s by ,c\nt ,leopold de ,/olb]g4 7,! ,c\nt de ,/olb]g is "o ( ! mo/ em95t conv]ts :om ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* has made f ,prote/antism4 ,he di$ 9 #ahai47 ,dean ,b]n>d ,ov]b]g1 h] director extraord9>y1 & ,bi%op ,mi*ael ,sail]1 :o _h (t5 be5 h] c\nsellor & consol]1 urg$ h] to relate to u 9 detail all t %e exp]i5c$2 & ! latt]1 :o surviv$ h]1 took ! deepe/ int]e/ 9 ! arrangem5t & publication ( ! notes tak5 d[n f h] dictation4 7,! ,bi%op ( ,ratisbonne1 "o ( ! mo/ celebrat$ def5d]s ( ! fai? 9 ,g]many47 ,^! illu/ri\s & holy m51 n[ dead1 & ^: memory is bless$1 7 9 cont9ual communion ( pray] ) ,anne ,ca!r9e1 :om !y lov$ & respect$1 on acc\nt ( ! s+ul> graces ) :i* ,god _h fav\r$ h]4 ,! editor ( ?is book receiv$ equal enc\ragem5t1 & met ) no less sympa?y 9 8 lab\rs1 f ! late ,bi%op ( ,ratisbonne1 ,mgr4 ,wittman4 7,mgr4 ,wittman 0 ! wor?y successor ( ,sail]1 & a man ( em95t sanctity1 ^: memory is held 9 v5]ation by all ! ,ca?olics ( ! s\? ( ,g]many47 ,?is holy ,bi%op1 :o 0 s deeply v]s$ 9 ! ways ( ,div9e grace1 & s well acqua9t$ ) its effects on c]ta9 s\ls1 bo? f 8 private inve/igations ( ! subject1 & 8 own exp]i5ce1 took ! mo/ lively int]e/ 9 all t conc]n$ ,anne ,ca!r9e1 & on he>+ ( ! "w 9 :i* ! editor ( ?is book 0 engag$1 he /rongly exhort$ him to publi% x4 ',^! ?+s h n be5 communicat$ to y = no?+1' w\ld he (t5 say2 ',god _h 8 views 9 all4 ,publi% some?+ at lea/ ( :at y "k1 = y w !reby b5efit _m s\ls4' ,he at ! same "t br\ght =w>d v>i\s in/ances f 8 own exp]i5ce & t ( o!rs1 %[+ ! b5efit :i* _h be5 d]iv$ f ! /udy ( works ( a simil> "*4 ,he delight$ 9 call+ su* privileg$ s\ls z ,anne ,ca!r9e ! m>r[ ( ! bones ( ! ,*ur*1 accord+ to ! expression ( ,/4 ,john ,*ryso/om1 m$ulla enim hujus mundi sunt1 & he enc\rag$ ! publication ( _! lives & writ+s z f> z lay 9 8 p[]4 ,! editor ( ?is book be+ tak5 by a k9d fri5d to ! dy+ b$ ( ! holy ,bi%op1 _h no reason :atev] to expect to be recognis$1 z he _h only once 9 8 life conv]s$ ) him = a few m9utes2 nev]!less ! dy+ sa9t knew him aga91 & aft] a few mo/ k9d words bless$ & exhort$ him to cont9ue 8 "w = ! glory ( ,god4 ,enc\rag$ by ! approbation ( su* m51 we !re=e yield to ! wi%es ( _m virtu\s fri5ds 9 publi%+ ! ,m$itations on ! ,passion1 ( ?is humble religi\s1 to :om ,god grant$ ! fav\r ( be+ at times simple1 +5u\s1 & ignorant z a *ild1 :ile at o!rs %e 0 cle> sight$1 s5sible1 possess$ ( a deep insight into ! mo/ my/]i\s & hidd5 ?+s1 & consum$ ) burn+ & h]oic zeal1 b ev] =getful ( self1 d]iv+ h] :ole /r5g? f ,jesus alone1 & /eadfa/ 9 ! mo/ p]fect humility & entire self-abnegation4 ,we give our read]s a slight sket* ( h] life1 int5d+ at "s future day to publi% h] biography m 9 full4 ,! ,life ,( ,anne ,ca!r9e ,emm]i*1 ,religi\s ,( ,! ,ord] ,( ,/4 ,augu/9e1 ,at ,! ,conv5t ,( ,agnet5b]g1 ,dulm51 ,we/phalia4 ,v5]able ,anne ,ca!r9e ,emm]i*#b 0 born at ,flamske1 a village situat$ ab\t a mile & a half f ,coesfeld1 9 ! bi%opric ( ,mun/]1 on ! #h? ( ,septemb] #aggd1 & 0 baptis$ 9 ! *ur* ( ,/4 ,james at ,coesfeld4 ,h] p>5ts1 ,b]n>d ,emm]i* & ,anne ,hill]1 7 poor peasants1 b di/+ui%$ = _! piety & virtue4 ,! *ildhood ( ,anne ,ca!r9e bore a /rik+ resemblance to t ( ! ,v5]able ,anne ,g>zias de ,/4 ,b>!lemi1 ( ,dom9ica del ,p>adiso1 & ( sev]al o!r holy p]sons born 9 ! same rank ( life z h]self4 ,h] angel-gu>dian us$ to appe> to h] z a *ild2 & :5 %e 0 tak+ c>e ( %eep 9 ! fields1 ! ,good ,%eph]d himself1 "u ! =m ( a "y %eph]d1 w\ld frequ5tly come to h] assi/ance4 ,f *ildhood %e 0 accu/om$ to h div9e k imp>t$ to h] 9 visions ( all k9ds1 & 0 (t5 fav\r$ by visits f ! ,"m ( ,god & ,que5 ( ,heav51 :o1 "u ! =m ( a sweet1 lovely1 & maje/ic lady1 w\ld br+ ! ,div9e ,*ild to be1 z x 71 h] companion1 & w\ld assure h] t %e lov$ & w\ld ev] protect h]4 ,_m ( ! sa9ts w\ld also appe> to h]1 & receive f h] h&s ! g>l&s ( fl[]s :i* %e _h prep>$ 9 hon\r ( _! fe/ivals4 ,all ^! fav\rs & visions surpris$ ! *ild less ?an if an e>?ly pr9cess & ! lords & ladies ( h] c\rt _h come to visit h]4 ,nor 0 %e1 lat] 9 life1 m surpris$ at ^! cele/ial visits1 = h] innoc5ce caus$ h] to feel f> m at h] ease ) our ,div9e ,"l1 8 ,bless$ ,"m & ! ,sa9ts1 ?an %e c\ld ev] be ) ev5 ! mo/ k9d & amiable ( h] e>?ly companions4 ,! names ( ,fa!r1 ,"m1 ,bro!r1 & ,sp\se1 appe>$ to h] expressive ( ! real connections subsi/+ betwe5 ,god & man1 s9ce ! ,et]nal ^w _h be5 pleas$ to be born ( a woman1 & s to become our ,bro!r1 & ^! sacr$ titles 7 n m]e words 9 h] m\?4 ,:ile yet a *ild1 %e us$ to speak ) innoc5t c&\r & simplicity ( all t %e saw1 & h] li/5]s w\ld be fill$ ) admiration at ! hi/ories %e w\ld relate f ,holy ,writ2 b _! que/ions & rem>ks hav+ sometimes di/urb$ h] peace ( m9d1 %e det]m9$ to keep sil5ce on su* subjects = ! future4 ,9 h] innoc5ce ( he>t1 %e ?\ght t x 0 n "r to talk ( ?+s ( ?is sort1 t o!r p]sons nev] did s1 & t h] spee* %\ld be only ,yea1 yea1 & ,nay1 nay1 or ,praise be to ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,! visions ) :i* %e 0 fav\r$ 7 s l realities1 & appe>$ to h] s sweet & delightful1 t %e suppos$ all ,*ri/ian *ildr5 7 fav\r$ ) ! same2 & %e conclud$ t ^? :o nev] talk$ on su* subjects 7 only m discreet & mode/ ?an h]self1 s %e resolv$ to keep sil5ce also1 to be l !m4 ,almo/ f h] cradle %e possess$ ! gift ( di/+ui%+ :at 0 good or evil1 holy or pr(ane1 bless$ or accurs$1 9 mat]ial z well z 9 spiritual ?+s1 ?us resembl+ ,/4 ,sibyll9a ( ,pavia1 ,ida ( ,l\va91 ,ursula ,b59casa1 & "s o!r holy s\ls4 ,9 h] e>lie/ *ildhood %e us$ to br+ out ( ! fields useful h]bs1 :i* no "o _h ev] be=e discov]$ to be good = any?+1 & plant !m ne> h] fa!r's cottage1 or 9 "s spot :]e %e 0 accu/om$ to "w & play2 :ile on ! o!r h& %e w\ld root up all poison\s plants1 & p>ticul>ly ^? ev] us$ = sup]/iti\s practices or 9 deal+s ) ! devil4 ,7 %e by *ance 9 a place :]e "s great crime _h be5 committ$1 %e w\ld ha/ily run away1 or beg9 to pray & d p5ance4 ,%e us$ also to p]ceive by intuition :5 %e 0 9 a consecrat$ spot1 return ?anks to ,god1 & be fill$ ) a sweet feel+ ( peace4 ,:5 a prie/ pass$ by ) ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 ev5 at a great di/ance f h] home or f ! place :]e %e 0 tak+ c>e ( h] flock1 %e w\ld feel a /rong attraction 9 ! direction :5ce he 0 com+1 run to meet him1 & be kneel+ 9 ! road1 ador+ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 long be=e he c\ld rea* ! spot4 ,%e knew :5 any object 0 consecrat$1 & exp]i5c$ a feel+ ( disgu/ & repugnance :5 9 ! neighb\rhood ( old pagan cemet]ies1 :]eas %e 0 attract$ to ! sacr$ rema9s ( ! sa9ts z /eel by ! magnet4 ,:5 relics 7 %[n to h]1 %e knew :at sa9ts !y _h belong$ to1 & c\ld give n only acc\nts ( ! m9ute/ & hi!rto unkn[n p>ticul>s ( _! lives1 b also hi/ories ( ! relics !mselves1 & ( ! places :]e !y _h be5 pres]v$4 ,dur+ h] :ole life %e _h cont9ual int]c\rse ) ! s\ls 9 purgatory2 & all h] actions & pray]s 7 (f]$ = ! relief ( _! suff]+s4 ,%e 0 frequ5tly call$ ^u to assi/ !m1 & ev5 rem9d$ 9 "s miracul\s mann]1 if %e *anc$ to =get !m4 ,(t51 :ile yet v "y1 %e us$ to be awak5$ out ( h] sleep by b&s ( suff]+ s\ls1 & to foll[ !m on cold w9t]'s nights ) b>e feet1 ! :ole l5g? ( ! ,way ( ! ,cross to ,coesfeld1 ?\gh ! gr\nd 0 cov]$ ) sn[4 ,f h] infancy to ! day ( h] dea? %e 0 indefatigable 9 reliev+ ! sick1 & 9 dress+ & cur+ w\nds & ulc]s1 & %e 0 accu/om$ to give to ! poor e f>?+ %e possess$4 ,s t5d] 0 h] consci5ce1 t ! slighte/ s9 %e fell into caus$ h] su* pa9 z to make h] ill1 & absolution !n always re/or$ h] imm$iately to heal?4 ,! extraord9>y nature ( ! fav\rs be/[$ on h] by ,almighty ,god 0 no h9drance 9 ! way ( h] devot+ h]self to h>d lab\r1 l any o!r peasant-girl2 & we may also be all[$ to obs]ve t a c]ta9 degree ( ! _s ( prophecy is n unusually to be f\nd among h] c\ntry m5 & wom54 ,%e 0 taught 9 ! s*ool ( suff]+ & mortification1 & !re le>n$ lessons ( p]fection4 ,%e all[$ h]self no m sleep or food ?an 0 absolutely necess>y2 pass$ :ole h\rs 9 pray] e night2 & 9 w9t] (t5 knelt out ( doors on ! sn[4 ,%e slept on ! gr\nd on planks arrang$ 9 ! =m ( a cross4 ,h] food & dr9k consi/$ ( :at 0 reject$ by o!rs2 %e always kept ! be/ p>ts ev5 ( t = ! poor & sick1 & :5 %e did n "k ( anyone to give !m to1 %e (f]$ !m to ,god 9 a _s ( *ild-l fai?1 begg+ him to give !m to "s p]son :o 0 m 9 ne$ ?an h]self4 ,:5 !re 0 any?+ to be se5 or he>d :i* _h no ref]5ce to ,god or religion1 %e f\nd "s excuse = avoid+ ! spot to :i* o!rs 7 ha/5+1 or1 if !re1 clos$ h] eyes & e>s4 ,%e 0 accu/om$ to say t useless actions 7 s9ful1 & t :5 we d5i$ our bodily s5ses any gratification ( ?is k9d1 we 7 amply repaid by ! progress :i* we made 9 ! int]ior life1 9 ! same mann] z prun+ r5d]s v9es & o!r fruittrees m productive4 ,f h] e>ly y\?1 & :]ev] %e w5t1 %e _h frequ5t symbolical visions1 :i* %[$ h] 9 p>ables1 z x 71 ! object ( h] exi/5ce1 ! means ( atta9+ x1 & h] future suff]+s1 toge!r ) ! dang]s & conflicts :i* %e w\ld h to g ?r\gh4 ,%e 0 9 h] sixte5? ye>1 :5 "o day1 :il/ at "w 9 ! fields ) h] p>5ts & si/]s1 %e he>d ! bell r++ at ! ,conv5t ( ! ,si/]s ( ! ,annunciation1 at ,coesfeld4 ,?is s\nd s inflam$ h] secret desire to become a nun1 & _h s great an effect ^u h]1 t %e fa9t$ away1 & rema9$ ill & weak = a long "t aft]4 ,:5 9 h] eighte5? ye> %e 0 appr5tic$ at ,coesfeld to a dressmak]1 ) :om %e pass$ two ye>s1 & !n return$ to h] p>5ts4 ,%e ask$ to be receiv$ at ! ,conv5ts ( ! ,augu/9ians at ,bork51 ( ! ,trappi/s at ,d>feld1 & ( ! ,poor ,cl>es at ,mun/]2 b h] pov]ty1 & t ( ^! conv5ts1 always pres5t$ an insup]able ob/acle to h] be+ receiv$4 ,at ! age ( tw5ty1 hav+ sav$ tw5ty ?al]s 7ab\t #cl4 ,engli%71 :i* %e _h e>n$ by h] sew+1 %e w5t ) ?is little sum--a p]fect =tune = a poor peasant-girl--to a pi\s organi/ ( ,coesfeld1 ^: daught] %e _h kn[n :5 %e fir/ liv$ 9 ! t[n4 ,h] hope 0 t1 by le>n+ to play on ! organ1 %e might succe$ 9 obta9+ admittance into a conv5t4 ,b h] irresi/ible desire to s]ve ! poor & give !m ev]y?+ %e possess$ left h] no "t to le>n music1 & be=e long %e _h s completely /ripp$ h]self ( ev]y?+1 t h] good "m 0 oblig$ to br+ h] bread1 milk1 & eggs1 = h] own wants & ^? ( ! poor1 ) :om %e %>$ ev]y?+4 ,!n h] "m said3 ',y\r desire to leave y\r fa!r & myself1 & ent] a conv5t1 gives u mu* pa92 b y are /ill my belov$ *ild1 & :5 ,i look at y\r vacant seat at home1 & reflect t y h giv5 away all y\r sav+s1 s z to be n[ 9 want1 my he>t is fill$ ) sorr[1 & ,i h n[ br\ght y en\gh to keep y = "s "t4' ,anne ,ca!r9e repli$3 ',yes1 de> "m1 x is true t ,i h no?+ at all left1 because x 0 ! holy w ( ,god t o!rs %\ld be assi/$ by me2 & s9ce ,i h giv5 all to him1 he w n[ take c>e ( me1 & be/[ 8 div9e assi/ance ^u u all4' ,%e rema9$ "s ye>s at ,coesfeld1 employ$ 9 lab\r1 good works1 & pray]1 be+ always guid$ by ! same inw>d inspirations4 ,%e 0 docile & submissive z a *ild 9 ! h&s ( h] gu>dian-angel4 ,al?\gh 9 ?is brief sket* ( h] life we are oblig$ to omit _m int]e/+ circum/ances1 !re is "o :i* we mu/ n pass ov] 9 sil5ce4 ,:5 ab\t tw5ty-f\r ye>s ( age1 %e receiv$ a fav\r f our ,"l1 :i* has be5 grant$ to _m p]sons devot$ 9 an especial mann] to m$itation on 8 pa9ful ,passion2 namely1 to exp]i5ce ! actual & visible suff]+s ( 8 sacr$ ,head1 :5 cr[n$ ) ?orns4 ,! foll[+ is ! acc\nt %e h]self has giv5 ( ! circum/ances "u :i* s my/]i\s a fav\r 0 be/[$ ^u h]3 ',ab\t f\r ye>s previ\s to my admittance into ! conv5t1 consequ5tly 9 #agih1 x happ5$ t ,i 0 9 ! ,jesuits' ,*ur* at ,coesfeld1 at ab\t twelve o'clock 9 ! day1 kneel+ be=e a crucifix & absorb$ 9 m$itation1 :5 all on a sudd5 ,i felt a /rong b pleasant heat 9 my head1 & ,i saw my ,div9e ,sp\se1 "u ! =m ( a "y man clo!d ) light1 come t[>ds me f ! alt>1 :]e ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 0 pres]v$ 9 ! tab]nacle4 ,9 8 left h& he held a cr[n ( fl[]s1 9 8 "r h& a cr[n ( ?orns1 & he bade me *oose :i* ,i w\ld h4 ,i *ose ! cr[n ( ?orns2 he plac$ x on my head1 & ,i press$ x d[n ) bo? h&s4 ,!n he disappe>$1 & ,i return$ to myself1 feel+1 h[ev]1 viol5t pa9 ar\nd my head4 ,i 0 oblig$ to leave ! *ur*1 :i* 0 go+ to be clos$4 ,"o ( my companions 0 kneel+ by my side1 & z ,i ?\ght %e might h se5 :at happ5$ to me1 ,i ask$ h] :5 we got home :e!r !re 0 n a w\nd on my =ehead1 & spoke to h] 9 g5]al t]ms ( my vision1 & ( ! viol5t pa9 :i* _h foll[$ x4 ,%e c\ld see no?+ outw>dly1 b 0 n a/oni%$ at :at ,i told h]1 because %e knew t ,i 0 sometimes 9 an extraord9>y /ate1 )\t h] be+ able to und]/& ! cause4 ,! next day my =ehead & temples 7 v mu* swell$1 & ,i suff]$ t]ribly4 ,?is pa9 & swell+ (t5 return$1 & sometimes la/$ :ole days & nights4 ,i did n rem>k t !re 0 blood on my head until my companions told me ,i _h bett] put on a clean cap1 because m9e 0 cov]$ ) r$ spots4 ,i let !m ?9k :atev] !y lik$ ab\t x1 only tak+ c>e to arrange my head dress s z to hide ! blood :i* fl[$ f my head1 & ,i cont9u$ to obs]ve ! same precaution ev5 aft] ,i ent]$ ! conv5t1 :]e only "o p]son p]ceiv$ ! blood1 & %e nev] betray$ my secret4' ,sev]al o!r contemplative p]sons1 especially devot$ to ! passion ( our ,"l1 h be5 admitt$ to ! privilege ( suff]+ ! torture inflict$ by ! cr[n ( ?orns1 aft] hav+ se5 a vision 9 :i* ! two cr[ns 7 (f]$ !m to *oose betwe51 = in/ance1 among o!rs1 ,/4 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5na1 & ,pasi!a ( ,crogis1 a ,poor ,cl>e ( ! same t[n1 :o di$ 9 #afag4 ,! writ] ( ^! pages may "h be all[$ to rem>k t he himself has1 9 full daylight1 sev]al times se5 blood fl[ d[n ! =ehead & face1 & ev5 beyond ! l95 wrapp$ r\nd ! neck ( ,anne ,ca!r9e4 ,h] desire to embrace a religi\s life 0 at l5g? gratifi$4 ,! p>5ts ( a "y p]son :om ! ,augu/9ian nuns ( ,dulm5 wi%$ to receive into _! ord]1 decl>$ t !y w\ld n give _! cons5t except on condition t ,anne ,ca!r9e 0 tak5 at ! same "t4 ,! nuns yield$ _! ass5t1 ?\gh some:at reluctantly1 on acc\nt ( _! extreme pov]ty2 & on ! #ac? ,novemb] #ahjb1 "o week be=e ! fea/ ( ! ,pres5tation ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 ,anne ,ca!r9e ent]$ on h] novitiate4 ,at ! pres5t day vocations are n s sev]ely te/$ z =m]ly2 b 9 h] case1 ,provid5ce impos$ special trials1 = :i*1 rigor\s z !y 71 %e felt %e nev] c\ld be too grateful4 ,suff]+s or privations1 :i* a s\l1 ei!r alone or 9 union ) o!rs1 imposes ^u h]self1 = ,god's great] glory1 are easy to be>2 b !re is "o cross m ne>ly resembl+ ! cross ( ,*ri/ ?an any o!r1 & t is1 lov+ly & pati5tly to submit to unju/ puni%m5t1 rebuffs1 or accusations4 ,x 0 ! w ( ,god t dur+ h] ye>'s novitiate %e %\ld1 indep5d5tly ( ! w ( any creature1 be tri$ z sev]ely z ! mo/ /rict mi/ress ( novices c\ld h done be=e any mitigations _h be5 all[$ 9 ! rules4 ,%e le>n$ to reg>d h] companions z in/rum5ts 9 ! h&s ( ,god = h] sanctification2 & at a lat] p]iod ( h] life _m o!r ?+s appe>$ to h] 9 ! same light4 ,b z x 0 necess>y t h] f]v5t s\l %\ld be con/antly tri$ 9 ! s*ool ( ! ,cross1 ,god 0 pleas$ t %e %\ld rema9 9 x all h] life4 ,9 _m ways h] position 9 ! conv5t 0 excessively pa9ful4 ,n "o ( h] companions1 nor ev5 any prie/ or doctor1 c\ld und]/& h] case4 ,%e _h le>n$1 :5 liv+ among poor peasants1 to hide ! wond]ful gifts :i* ,god _h be/[$ on h]2 b ! case 0 alt]$ n[ t %e 0 9 famili> int]c\rse ) a l>ge numb] ( nuns1 :o1 ?\gh c]ta9ly good & pi\s1 7 fill$ ) ev]-increas+ feel+s ( curiosity1 & ev5 ( spiritual jeal\sy 9 h] reg>d4 ,!n1 ! contract$ ideas ( ! community1 & ! complete ignorance ( ! nuns conc]n+ all ^? ext]ior ph5om5a by :i* ! int]ior life manife/s itself1 gave h] mu* to endure1 ! m s1 z ^! ph5om5a display$ !mselves 9 ! mo/ unusual & a/oni%+ mann]4 ,%e he>d ev]y?+ t 0 said aga9/ h]1 ev5 :5 ! speak]s 7 at on end ( ! conv5t & %e at ! o!r1 & h] he>t 0 mo/ deeply w\nd$ z if by poison$ arr[s4 ,yet %e bore all pati5tly a lov+ly )\t %[+ t %e knew :at 0 said ( h]4 ,m ?an once *>ity impell$ h] to ca/ h]self at ! feet ( "s nun :o 0 p>ticul>ly prejudic$ aga9/ h]1 & ask h] p>don ) te>s4 ,!n1 %e 0 suspect$ ( li/5+ at ! doors1 = ! private feel+s ( dislike ent]ta9$ aga9/ h] became kn[n1 no "o knew h[1 & ! nuns felt uncom=table & uneasy1 9 spite ( !mselves1 :5 9 h] company4 ,:5ev] ! rule 7! m9ute/ po9t ( :i* 0 sacr$ 9 h] eyes7 0 neglect$ 9 ! slighte/ degree1 %e beheld 9 _s ea* infr+em5t1 & at times 0 inspir$ to fly to ! spot :]e ! rule 0 be+ brok5 by "s infr+em5t ( ! v[ ( pov]ty1 or disreg>ds ( ! h\rs ( sil5ce1 & %e w\ld !n repeat suitable passages f ! rule1 )\t hav+ ev] le>n$ !m4 ,%e ?us became an object ( av]sion to all ^? religi\s :o broke ! rule2 & h] sudd5 appe>ance among !m _h almo/ ! effect ( app>itions4 ,god _h be/[$ ^u h] ! gift ( te>s to s great an ext5t1 t %e (t5 pass$ :ole h\rs 9 ! *ur* weep+ ov] ! s9s & +ratitude ( m51 ! suff]+s ( ! ,*ur*1 ! imp]fections ( ! community1 & h] own faults4 ,b ^! te>s ( sublime sorr[ c\ld be und]/ood by none b ,god1 be=e :om %e %$ !m1 & m5 attribut$ !m to m]e caprice1 a _s ( discont5t1 or "s o!r simil> cause4 ,h] confessor _h enjo9$ t %e %\ld receive ! holy communion m frequ5tly ?an ! o!r nuns1 because1 s ard5tly did %e hung] aft] ! bread ( angels1 t %e _h be5 m ?an once ne> dy+4 ,^! heav5ly s5tim5ts awak5$ feel+s ( jeal\sy 9 h] si/]s1 :o sometimes ev5 accus$ h] ( hypocrisy4 ,! fav\r :i* _h be5 %[n h] 9 h] admittance into ! conv5t1 9 spite ( h] pov]ty1 0 also made a subject ( reproa*4 ,! ?\ght ( be+ ?us an occasion ( s9 to o!rs 0 mo/ pa9ful to h]1 & %e cont9ually bes\ght ,god to p]mit h] to be> h]self ! p5alty ( ?is want ( *>ity 9 h] reg>d4 ,ab\t ,*ri/mas1 ( ! ye> #ahjb1 %e _h a v sev]e illness1 :i* began by a viol5t pa9 ab\t h] he>t4 ,?is pa9 did n leave h] ev5 :5 %e 0 cur$1 & %e bore x 9 sil5ce until ! ye> #ahab1 :5 ! m>k ( a cross 0 impr9t$ ext]iorly 9 ! same place1 z we %all relate fur!r on4 ,h] weakness & delicate heal? caus$ h] to be look$ ^u m z burd5some ?an useful to ! community2 & ?is1 ( c\rse1 told aga9/ h] 9 all ways1 yet %e 0 nev] we>y ( work+ & s]v+ ! o!rs1 nor 0 %e ev] s happy z at ?is p]iod ( h] life--sp5t 9 privations & suff]+s ( e description4 ,on ! #ac? ( ,novemb] #ahjc1 at ! age ( tw5ty-n9e1 %e pron\nc$ h] solemn v[s1 & became ! sp\se ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 9 ! ,conv5t ( ,agnet5b]g1 at ,dulm54 ',:5 ,i _h pron\nc$ my v[s1' %e says1 'my relations 7 aga9 extremely k9d to me4 ,my fa!r & my elde/ bro!r br\ght me two pieces ( clo?4 ,my fa!r1 a good1 b /]n man1 & :o _h be5 mu* av]se to my ent]+ ! conv5t1 _h told me1 :5 we p>t$1 t he w\ld will+ly pay = my burial1 b t he w\ld give no?+ = ! conv5t2 & he kept 8 ^w1 = ?is piece ( clo? 0 ! w9d+ %eet us$ = my spiritual burial 9 ! conv5t4' ',i 0 n ?9k+ ( myself1' %e says aga91 ',i 0 ?9k+ ( no?+ b our ,"l & my holy v[s4 ,my companions c\ld n und]/& me2 nor c\ld ,i expla9 my /ate to !m4 ,god conceal$ f !m _m ( ! fav\rs :i* he be/[$ ^u me1 o!rwise !y w\ld h _h v false ideas conc]n+ me4 ,not)/&+ all my trials & suff]+s1 ,i 0 nev] m ri* int]iorly1 & my s\l 0 p]fectly flood$ ) happ9ess4 ,my cell only conta9$ "o *air )\t a seat1 & ano!r )\t a back2 yet 9 my eyes1 x 0 magnific5tly furni%$1 & :5 !re ,i (t5 ?\ght myself 9 ,heav54 ,frequ5tly dur+ ! night1 impell$ by love & by ! m]cy ( ,god1 ,i p\r$ =? ! feel+s ( my s\l by conv]s+ ) him on lov+ & famili> language1 z ,i _h always done f my *ildhood1 & !n ^? :o 7 wat*+ me w\ld accuse me ( irrev]5ce & disrespect t[>ds ,god4 ,once1 ,i happ5$ to say t x appe>$ to me t ,i %\ld be guilty ( great] disrespect did ,i receive ! ,body ( our ,"l )\t hav+ conv]s$ famili>ly ) him1 & ,i 0 sev]ely reprim&$4 ,amid all ^! trials1 ,i yet liv$ 9 peace ) ,god & ) all 8 creatures4 ,:5 ,i 0 work+ 9 ! g>d51 ! birds w\ld come & re/ on my head & %\ld]s1 & we w\ld toge!r s+ ! praises ( ,god4 ,i always beheld my angel-gu>dian at my side1 & al?\gh ! devil us$ frequ5tly to assault & t]rify me 9 v>i\s ways1 he 0 nev] p]mitt$ to d me mu* h>m4 ,my desire = ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 0 s irresi/ible1 t (t5 at night ,i left my cell & w5t to ! *ur*1 if x 0 op52 b if n1 ,i rema9$ at ! door or by ! walls1 ev5 9 w9t]1 kneel+ or pro/rate1 ) my arms ext5d$ 9 ec/asy4 ,! conv5t *apla91 :o 0 s *>itable z to come e>ly to give me ! ,holy ,communion1 us$ to f9d me 9 ?is /ate1 b z soon z he 0 come & _h op5$ ! *ur*1 ,i always recov]$1 & ha/5$ to ! holy table1 !re to receive my ,"l & my ,god4 ,:5 ,i 0 sacri/an1 ,i us$ all on a sudd5 to feel myself ravi%$ 9 _s1 & asc5d to ! highe/ p>ts ( ! *ur*1 on to cornices1 project+ p>ts ( ! build+1 & m\ld+s1 :]e x seem$ impossible = any be+ to get by human means4 ,!n ,i clean$ & arrang$ ev]y?+1 & x appe>$ to me t ,i 0 surr\nd$ by bless$ spirits1 :o transport$ me ab\t & held me up 9 _! h&s4 ,_! pres5ce did n cause me ! lea/ uneas9ess1 = ,i _h be5 accu/om$ to x f my *ildhood1 & ,i us$ to h ! mo/ sweet & famili> int]c\rse ) !m4 ,x 0 only :5 ,i 0 9 ! company ( c]ta9 m5 t ,i 0 really alone2 & s great 0 !n my feel+ ( lonel9ess t ,i c\ld n help cry+ l a *ild t has /ray$ f home4' ,we n[ proce$ to h] illnesses1 omitt+ any description ( "s o!r rem>kable ph5om5a ( h] ec/atic life1 only recomm5d+ ! read] to comp>e ! acc\nts we h already giv5 ) :at is relat$ ( ,/4 ,m>y ,magdal5 ( ,pazzi4 ,anne ,ca!r9e _h always be5 weak & delicate1 & yet _h be51 f h] e>lie/ *ildhood1 9 ! habit ( practis+ _m mortifications1 ( fa/+ & ( pass+ ! night 9 wat*+ & pray] 9 ! op5 air4 ,%e _h be5 accu/om$ to cont9ue h>d lab\r 9 ! fields1 at all seasons ( ! ye>1 & h] /r5g? 0 also necess>ily mu* tri$ by ! exhau/+ & sup]natural /ates ?r\gh :i* %e s frequ5tly pass$4 ,at ! conv5t %e cont9u$ to "w 9 ! g>d5 & 9 ! h\se1 :il/ h] spiritual lab\rs & suff]+s 7 ev] on ! increase1 s t x is by no means surpris+ t %e 0 frequ5tly ill2 b h] illnesses arose f yet ano!r cause4 ,we h le>n$1 f c>eful obs]vations made e day = ! space ( f\r ye>s1 & also f :at %e h]self 0 unwill+ly =c$ to admit1 t dur+ ! :ole c\rse ( h] life1 & especially dur+ t "p ( x :i* %e sp5t at ! conv5t1 :5 %e enjoy$ ! highe/ spiritual fav\rs1 a great portion ( h] illnesses & suff]+s came f tak+ ^u h]self ! suff]+s ( o!rs4 ,sometimes %e ask$ = ! illness ( a p]son :o did n be> x pati5tly1 & reliev$ him ( ! :ole or ( a "p ( 8 suff]+s1 by tak+ !m ^u h]self2 sometimes1 wi%+ to expiate a s9 or put an end to "s suff]+1 %e gave h]self up into ! h&s ( ,god1 & he1 accept+ h] sacrifice1 p]mitt$ h] ?us1 9 union ) ! m]its ( 8 passion1 to expiate ! s9 by suff]+ "s illness correspond+ to x4 ,%e _h consequ5tly to be>1 n only h] own maladies1 b ^? also ( o!rs--to suff] 9 expiation ( ! s9s ( h] bre?r51 & ( ! faults & neglig5ces ( c]ta9 portions ( ! ,*ri/ian community--&1 f9ally1 to endure _m & v>i\s suff]+s 9 satisfaction = ! s\ls ( purgatory4 ,all ^! suff]+s appe>$ l real illnesses1 :i* took ! mo/ opposite & v>iable =ms1 & %e 0 plac$ entirely "u ! c>e ( ! doctor1 :o endeav\r$ by e>?ly rem$ies to cure illnesses :i* 9 reality 7 ! v s\rces ( h] life4 ,%e said on ?is subject--',repose 9 suff]+ has always appe>$ to me ! mo/ desirable condition possible4 ,! angels !mselves w\ld envy u1 7 envy n an imp]fection4 ,b = suff]+s to be> really m]itori\s we mu/ pati5tly & gratefully accept unsuitable rem$ies & com=ts1 & all o!r additional trials4 ,i did n myself fully und]/& my /ate1 nor "k :at x 0 to lead to4 ,9 my s\l ,i accept$ my diff]5t suff]+s1 b 9 my body x 0 my duty to /rive aga9/ !m4 ,i _h giv5 myself :olly & entirely to my ,heav5ly ,sp\se1 & 8 holy w 0 be+ accompli%$ 9 me2 b ,i 0 liv+ on e>?1 :]e ,i 0 n to rebel aga9/ e>?ly wisdom & e>?ly prescriptions4 ,ev5 _h ,i fully compreh5d$ my /ate1 & _h bo? "t & p[] to expla9 x1 !re 0 no "o ne> :o w\ld h be5 able to und]/& me4 ,a doctor w\ld simply h conclud$ t ,i 0 entirely mad1 & w\ld h increas$ 8 exp5sive & pa9ful rem$ies t5fold4 ,i h suff]$ mu* 9 ?is way dur+ ! :ole ( my life1 & p>ticul>ly :5 ,i 0 at ! conv5t1 f hav+ unsuitable rem$ies adm9i/]$ to me4 ,(t51 :5 my doctors & nurses _h r$uc$ me to ! la/ agony1 & t ,i 0 ne> dea?1 ,god took pity on me1 & s5t me "s sup]natural assi/ance1 :i* effect$ an entire cure4' ,f\r ye>s be=e ! suppression ( h] conv5t %e w5t to ,flamske = two days to visit h] p>5ts4 ,:il/ !re %e w5t once to kneel & pray = "s h\rs be=e ! miracul\s ,cross ( ! ,*ur* ( ,/4 ,lamb]t1 at ,coesfeld4 ,%e bes\ght ! ,almighty to be/[ ! gifts ( peace & unity ^u h] conv5t1 (f]$ him ! ,passion ( ,jesus ,*ri/ = t int5tion1 & implor$ him to all[ h] to feel a portion ( ! suff]+s :i* 7 endur$ by h] ,div9e ,sp\se on ! ,cross4 ,f ! "t t %e made ?is pray] h] h&s & feet became burn+ & pa9ful1 & %e suff]$ con/antly f fev]1 :i* %e believ$ 0 ! cause ( ! pa9 9 h] h&s & feet1 = %e did n d>e to ?9k t h] pray] _h be5 grant$4 ,(t5 %e 0 unable to walk1 & ! pa9 9 h] h&s prev5t$ h] f work+ z usual 9 ! g>d54 ,on ! #crd ,decemb] #ahaa1 ! conv5t 0 suppress$1 & ! *ur* clos$4 7,"u ! ,gov]nm5t ( ,j]ome ,bonap>te1 ,k+ ( ,we/phalia47 ,! nuns disp]s$ 9 all directions1 b ,anne ,ca!r9e rema9$1 poor & ill4 ,a k9dhe>t$ s]vant belong+ to ! mona/]y att5d$ ^u h] out ( *>ity1 & an ag$ emigrant prie/1 :o said ,mass 9 ! conv5t1 rema9$ also ) h]4 ,^! ?ree individuals1 be+ ! poore/ ( ! ,community1 did n leave ! conv5t until ! spr+ ( #ahab4 ,%e 0 /ill v unwell1 & c\ld n be mov$ )\t great difficulty4 ,! prie/ lodg$ ) a poor wid[ :o liv$ 9 ! neighb\rhood1 & ,anne ,ca!r9e _h 9 ! same h\se a wret*$ little room on ! gr\nd-floor1 :i* look$ on ! /reet4 ,!re %e liv$1 9 pov]ty & sickness1 until ! autumn ( #ahac4 ,h] ec/asies 9 pray]1 & h] spiritual int]c\rse ) ! invisible _w1 became m & m frequ5t4 ,%e 0 ab\t to be call$ to a /ate ) :i* %e 0 h]self b imp]fectly acqua9t$1 & 9 ord] to ent] :i* %e did no?+ b submissively ab&on h]self to ! w ( ,god4 ,our ,"l 0 pleas$ ab\t ?is "t to impr9t ^u h] virg9al body ! /igmas ( 8 cross & ( 8 crucifixion1 :i* 7 to ! ,jews a /umbl+-block1 & to ! ,g5tiles folly1 & to _m p]sons :o call !mselves ,*ri/ians1 bo? ! "o & ! o!r4 ,f h] v e>lie/ *ildhood %e _h bes\ght our ,"l to impress ! m>ks ( 8 cross deeply ^u h] he>t1 t s %e might nev] =get 8 inf9ite love = m52 b %e _h nev] ?\ght ( receiv+ any outw>d m>ks4 ,reject$ by ! _w1 %e pray$ m f]v5tly ?an ev] = ?is end4 ,on ! #bh? ( ,augu/1 ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,augu/9e1 ! patron ( h] ord]1 z %e 0 mak+ ?is pray] 9 b$1 ravi%$ 9 ec/asy & h] arms /ret*$ =?1 %e beheld a "y man approa* h] surr\nd$ ) light4 ,x 0 "u ?is =m t h] ,div9e ,sp\se usually appe>$ to h]1 & he n[ made ^u h] body ) 8 "r h& ! m>k ( a common cross4 ,f ?is "t !re 0 a m>k l a cross ^u h] bosom1 consi/+ ( two b&s cross$1 ab\t ?ree in*es long & "o wide4 ,lat] ! sk9 (t5 rose 9 bli/]s on ?is place1 z if f a burn1 & :5 ^! bli/]s bur/ a burn+ col\rless liquid issu$ f !m1 sometimes 9 su* quantities z to soak ?r\gh sev]al %eets4 ,%e 0 long )\t p]ceiv+ :at ! case really 01 & only ?\ght t %e 0 9 a /rong p]spiration4 ,! p>ticul> mean+ ( ?is m>k has nev] be5 kn[n4 ,"s weeks lat]1 :5 mak+ ! same pray]1 %e fell into an ec/asy1 & beheld ! same app>ition1 :i* pres5t$ h] ) a little cross ( ! %ape describ$ 9 h] acc\nts ( ! ,passion4 ,%e eag]ly receiv$ & f]v5tly press$ x to h] bosom1 & !n return$ x4 ,%e said t ?is cross 0 z s(t & :ite z wax1 b %e 0 n at fir/ aw>e t x _h made an ext]nal m>k ^u h] bosom4 ,a %ort "t aft]1 hav+ gone ) h] l&lady's little girl to visit an old h]mitage ne> ,dulm51 %e all on a sudd5 fell into an ec/asy1 fa9t$ away1 & on h] recov]y 0 tak5 home by a poor peasant woman4 ,! %>p pa9 :i* %e felt 9 h] *e/ cont9u$ to increase1 & %e saw t !re 0 :at look$ l a cross1 ab\t ?ree in*es 9 l5g?1 press$ tightly ^u h] brea/-bone1 & look+ r$ ?r\gh ! sk94 ,z %e _h spok5 ab\t h] vision to a nun ) :om %e 0 intimate1 h] extraord9>y /ate began to be a good deal talk$ (4 ,on ,all ,s\ls' day1 #ahab1 %e w5t out = ! la/ "t1 & ) mu* difficulty succe$$ 9 rea*+ ! *ur*4 ,f t "t till ! end ( ! ye> %e seem$ to be dy+1 & receiv$ ! la/ ,sacram5ts4 ,at ,*ri/mas a small] cross appe>$ on ! top ( t ^u h] *e/4 ,x 0 ! same %ape z ! l>g] "o1 s t ! two toge!r =m$ a d\ble =k$ cross4 ,blood fl[$ f ?is cross e ,w$nesday1 s z to leave ! impression ( its %ape on pap] laid ov] x4 ,aft] a "t ?is happ5$ on ,fridays in/ead4 ,9 #ahad ?is fl[ ( blood took place less frequ5tly1 b ! cross became z r$ z fire e ,friday4 ,at a lat] p]iod ( h] life m blood fl[$ f ?is cross1 especially e ,good ,friday2 b no att5tion 0 paid to x4 ,on ! #cj? ,m>* #ahba1 ! writ] ( ^! pages saw ?is cross ( a deep r$ col\r1 & ble$+ all ov]4 ,9 its usual /ate x 0 col\rless1 & its position only m>k$ by slight cracks 9 ! sk9444 ,o!r ,ec/aticas h receiv$ simil> m>ks ( ! ,cross2 among o!rs1 ,ca!r9e ( ,raconis1 ,m>9a de l' ,escob>1 ,emilia ,bi*i]i1 ,s4 ,juliani ,falconi]i1 etc4 ,%e receiv$ ! /igmas on ! la/ days ( ! ye> #ahab4 ,on ! #bi? ,decemb]1 ab\t ?ree o'clock 9 ! aft]noon1 %e 0 ly+ on h] b$ 9 h] little room1 extremely ill1 b 9 a /ate ( ec/asy & ) h] arms ext5d$1 m$itat+ on ! suff]+s ( h] ,"l1 & besee*+ him to all[ h] to suff] ) him4 ,%e said five ,our ,fa!rs 9 hon\r ( ! ,five ,w\nds1 & felt h] :ole he>t burn+ ) love4 ,%e !n saw a light desc5d+ t[>ds h]1 & di/+ui%$ 9 ! mid/ ( x ! respl5d5t =m ( h] crucifi$ ,savi\r1 ^: w\nds %one l s _m furnaces ( light4 ,h] he>t 0 ov]fl[+ ) joy & sorr[1 &1 at ! sight ( ! sacr$ w\nds1 h] desire to suff] ) h] ,"l became int5sely viol5t4 ,!n triple rays1 po9t$ l arr[s1 ( ! col\r ( blood1 d>t$ =? f ! h&s1 feet1 & side ( ! sacr$ app>ition1 & /ruck h] h&s1 feet1 & "r side4 ,! triple rays f ! side =m$ a po9t l ! head ( a lance4 ,! mom5t ^! rays t\*$ h]1 drops ( blood fl[$ f ! w\nds :i* !y made4 ,long did %e rema9 9 a /ate ( ins5sibility1 & :5 %e recov]$ h] s5ses %e did n "k :o _h l[]$ h] out/ret*$ arms4 ,x 0 ) a/oni%m5t t %e beheld blood fl[+ f ! palms ( h] h&s1 & felt viol5t pa9 9 h] feet & side4 ,x happ5$ t h] l&lady's little daught] came into h] room1 saw h] h&s ble$+1 & ran to tell h] "m1 :o ) great anxiety ask$ ,anne ,ca!r9e :at _h happ5$1 b 0 begg$ by h] n to speak ab\t x4 ,%e felt1 aft] hav+ receiv$ ! /igmas1 t an entire *ange _h tak5 place 9 h] body2 = ! c\rse ( h] blood seem$ to h *ang$1 & to fl[ rapidly t[>ds ! /igmas4 ,%e h]self us$ to say3 ',no words c describe 9 :at mann] x fl[s4' ,we are indebt$ to a curi\s incid5t = our k ( ! circum/ances :i* we h "h relat$4 ,on ! #ae? ,decemb] #ahai1 %e _h a detail$ vision ( all t _h happ5$ to h]self1 b s t %e ?\ght x conc]n$ "s o!r nun :o %e imag9$ mu/ be liv+ n f> (f1 & :o %e suppos$ _h exp]i5c$ ! same ?+s z h]self4 ,%e relat$ all ^! details ) a v /rong feel+ ( compassion1 humbl+ h]self1 )\t kn[+ x1 be=e h] own pati5ce & suff]+s4 ,x 0 mo/ t\*+ to he> h] say3 ',i ought nev] to compla9 anymore1 n[ t ,i h se5 ! suff]+s ( t poor nun2 h] he>t is surr\nd$ ) a cr[n ( ?orns1 b %e be>s x placidly & ) a smil+ c\nt5ance4 ,x is %ameful inde$ = me to compla91 = %e _h a f> heavi] burd5 to be> ?an ,i h4' ,^! visions1 :i* %e aft]w>ds recognis$ to be h] own hi/ory1 7 sev]al times repeat$1 & x is f !m t ! circum/ances "u :i* %e receiv$ ! /igmas became kn[n4 ,o!rwise %e w\ld n h relat$ s _m p>ticul>s ab\t :at h] humility nev] p]mitt$ h] to speak (1 & conc]n+ :i*1 :5 ask$ by h] spiritual sup]iors :5ce h] w\nds proce$$1 ! utmo/ %e said 03 ',i hope t !y come f ! h& ( ,god4' ,! limits ( ?is "w preclude u f ent]+ ^u ! subject ( /igmas 9 g5]al1 b we may obs]ve t ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* has produc$ a c]ta9 numb] ( p]sons1 ,/4 ,francis ( ,assisi be+ ! fir/1 :o h atta9$ to t degree ( contemplative love ( ,jesus :i* is ! mo/ sublime effect ( union ) 8 suff]+s1 & is designat$ by !ologians1 ,vulnus div9um1 ,plago amoris viva4 ,!re are kn[n to h be5 at lea/ fifty4 ,v]onica ,giuliani1 a ,capu*9ess1 :o di$ at ,citta di ,ca/ello 9 #agbg1 is ! la/ individual ( ! class :o has be5 canonis$ 7on ! #bf? ,may #ahca74 ,h] biography1 publi%$ at ,cologne 9 #ahaj1 gives a description ( ! /ate ( p]sons ) /igmas1 :i* 9 _m ways is applicable to ,anne ,ca!r9e4 ,colomba ,s*anolt1 :o di$ at ,bamb]g 9 #aghg1 ,magdal5 ,lorg]1 :o di$ at ,hadam> 9 #ahjf1 bo? ,dom9icanesses1 & ,rose ,s]ra1 a ,capu*9ess at ,ozi]i 9 ,s>d9ia1 :o receiv$ ! /igmas 9 #ahja1 are ^? ( our own times ( :om we "k ! mo/4 ,joseph9e ,kumi1 ( ! ,conv5t ( ,wes51 ne> ,lake ,wall5/adt 9 ,switz]l&1 :o 0 /ill liv+ 9 #ahae1 also belong$ to ?is class ( p]sons1 b we are n entirely c]ta9 :e!r %e _h ! /igmas4 #c ,anne ,ca!r9e be+1 z we h said1 no long] able to walk or rise f h] b$1 soon became unable also to eat4 ,be=e long %e c\ld take no?+ b a little w9e & wat]1 & f9ally only pure wat]2 sometimes1 b v r>ely1 %e manag$ to swall[ ! juice ( a *]ry or a plum1 b %e imm$iately vomit$ any solid food1 tak5 9 ev] s small a quantity4 ,?is inability to take food1 or r ?is faculty ( liv+ = a great l5g? ( "t ^u no?+ b wat]1 we are assur$ by le>n$ doctors is n q unexampl$ 9 ! hi/ory ( ! sick4 ,!ologians w be p]fectly aw>e t "h are _m in/ances ( contemplative ascetics1 & p>ticul>ly ( p]sons frequ5tly 9 a /ate ( ec/asy & :o h receiv$ ! /igmas1 rema9+ long )\t tak+ any o!r food ?an ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t2 = in/ance1 ,/4 ,ni*olas ( ,flue1 ,/4 ,liduv9a ( ,s*i$am1 ,/4 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5na1 ,/4 ,angela ( ,foligno1 & ,/4 ,l\ise de l',asc5sion4 ,all ! ph5om5a exhibit$ 9 ! p]son ( ,anne ,ca!r9e rema9$ conceal$ ev5 f ^? :o _h ! mo/ int]c\rse ) h]1 until ! #be? ,febru>y #ahab1 :5 !y 7 discov]$ accid5tally by "o ( h] old conv5t companions4 ,by ! end ( ,m>*1 ! :ole t[n talk$ ( !m4 ,on ! #bcrd ( ,m>*1 ! physician ( ! neighb\rhood =c$ h] to und]go an exam9ation4 ,contr>y to 8 expectation1 he 0 conv9c$ ( ! tru?1 drew up an (ficial report ( :at he _h se51 became h] doctor & h] fri5d1 & rema9$ su* to h] dea?4 ,on ! #bh? ( ,m>*1 commission]s 7 appo9t$ to exam9e into h] case by ! spiritual au?orities ( ,mun/]4 ,! consequ5ce ( ?is 0 t ,anne ,ca!r9e 0 h5ce=? look$ ^u k9dly by h] sup]iors1 & acquir$ ! fri5d%ip ( ! late ,dean ,ov]b]g1 :o f t "t paid h] e ye> a visit ( sev]al days' duration1 & 0 h] consol] & spiritual director4 ,! m$ical c\nsellor f ,druffel1 :o 0 pres5t at ?is exam9ation 9 ! capacity ( doctor1 nev] ceas$ to v5]ate h]4 ,9 #ahad1 he publi%$ 9 ! ,m$ical ,j\rnal ( ,salzb\rg a detail$ acc\nt ( ! ph5om5a :i* he _h rem>k$ 9 ! p]son ( ,anne ,ca!r9e1 & to ?is we ref] ^? ( our read]s :o desire m p>ticul>s ^u ! subject4 ,on ! #d? ( ,april1 ,m4 ,g>ni]1 ! ,commiss>y-,g5]al ( ! ,fr5* police1 came f ,mun/] to see h]2 he inquir$ m9utely into h] case1 & hav+ le>n$ t %e nei!r prophesi$ nor spoke on politics1 decl>$ t !re 0 no occasion = ! police to occupy !mselves ab\t h]4 ,9 #ahbf1 he /ill spoke ( h] at ,p>is ) respect & emotion4 ,on ! #bbnd ( ,july #ahac1 ,ov]b]g came to see h]1 ) ,c\nt de ,/olb]g & 8 family4 ,!y rema9$ two days ) h]1 & ,/olb]g1 9 a lett] :i* has be5 sev]al times pr9t$1 bore witness to ! reality ( ! ph5om5a obs]v$ 9 ,anne ,ca!r9e1 & gave expression to 8 int5se v5]ation = h]4 ,he rema9$ h] fri5d z long z he liv$1 & ! memb]s ( 8 family nev] ceas$ recomm5d+ !mselves to h] pray]s4 ,on ! #bi? ( ,septemb] #ahac1 ,ov]b]g took ! daught] ( ! ,pr9cess ,galitz9 7:o di$ 9 #ahjf7 to visit h]1 & !y saw ) _! own eyes blood fl[ copi\sly f h] /igmas4 ,?is di/+ui%$ lady repeat$ h] visit1 &1 aft] becom+ ,pr9cess ( ,salm1 nev] v>i$ 9 h] s5tim5ts1 b1 toge!r ) h] family1 rema9$ 9 con/ant communion ( pray] ) ,anne ,ca!r9e4 ,_m o!r p]sons 9 all ranks ( life 71 9 l mann]1 consol$ & edifi$ by visit+ h] b$ ( suff]+4 ,on ! #bcrd ( ,octob] #ahac1 %e 0 c>ri$ to ano!r lodg+1 ! w9d[ ( :i* look$ out ^u a g>d54 ,! condition ( ! sa9tly nun became day by day m pa9ful4 ,h] /igmas 7 a s\rce ( indescribable suff]+ to h]1 d[n to ! mom5t ( h] dea?4 ,in/ead ( all[+ h] ?\ghts to dwell ^u ^? graces to ! int]ior pres5ce ( :i* !y bore su* miracul\s outw>d te/imony1 %e le>n$ f !m lessons ( humility1 by consid]+ !m z a heavy cross laid ^u h] = h] s9s4 ,h] suff]+ body itself 0 to prea* ,jesus crucifi$4 ,x 0 difficult inde$ to be an enigma to all p]sons1 an object ( suspicion to ! greate/ numb]1 & ( respect m+l$ ) fe> to "s few1 )\t yield+ to s5tim5ts ( impati5ce1 irritability1 or pride4 ,will+ly w\ld %e h liv$ 9 entire seclusion f ! _w1 b ob$i5ce soon compell$ h] to all[ h]self to be exam9$ & to h judgm5t pass$ ^u h] by a va/ numb] ( curi\s p]sons4 ,suff]+1 z %e 01 ! mo/ excruciat+ pa9s1 %e 0 n ev5 all[$ to be h] own mi/ress1 b 0 reg>d$ z some?+ :i* ev]yone fanci$ he _h a "r to look at & to pass judgm5t ^u1--(t5 ) no good results to anyone1 b greatly to ! prejudice ( h] s\l & body1 because %e 0 ?us depriv$ ( s mu* re/ & recollection ( _s4 ,!re seem$ to be no b\nds to :at 0 expect$ ( h]1 & "o fat man1 :o _h "s difficulty 9 asc5d+ h] n>r[ w9d+ /aircase1 0 he>d to compla9 t a p]son l ,anne ,ca!r9e1 :o ought to be expos$ on ! public road1 :]e ev]yone c\ld see h]1 %\ld rema9$ 9 a lodg+ s difficult to rea*4 ,9 =m] ages1 p]sons 9 h] /ate und]w5t 9 private ! exam9ation ( ! spiritual au?orities1 & c>ri$ out _! pa9ful vocation b5ea? ! protect+ %ad[ ( hall[$ walls2 b our suff]+ h]o9e _h be5 ca/ =? f ! cloi/] into ! _w at a "t :5 pride1 coldness ( he>t1 & incr$ulity 7 all ! vogue2 m>k$ ) ! /igmas ( ! ,passion ( ,*ri/1 %e 0 =c$ to we> h] bloody robe 9 public1 "u ! eyes ( m5 :o sc>ce believ$ 9 ! ,w\nds ( ,*ri/1 f> less 9 ^? :i* 7 b _! images4 ,?us ?is holy woman1 :o 9 h] y\? _h be5 9 ! habit ( pray+ = long h\rs be=e pictures ( all ! /ages ( ,*ri/'s pa9ful ,passion1 or be=e wayside crosses1 0 h]self made l unto a cross on ! public road1 insult$ by "o pass] by1 ba!d 9 w>m te>s ( rep5tance by a second1 reg>d$ z a m]e physical curiosity by a ?ird1 & v5]at$ by a f\r?1 ^: innoc5t h&s w\ld br+ fl[]s to lay at h] feet4 ,9 #ahag h] ag$ "m came f ! c\ntry to die by h] side4 ,anne ,ca!r9e %[$ h] all ! love %e c\ld by com=t+ & pray+ = h]1 & clos+ h] eyes ) h] own h&s--^? h&s m>k$ ) ! /igmas on ! #ac? ( ,m>* ( ! same ye>4 ,! inh]itance left to ,anne ,ca!r9e by h] "m 0 m ?an suffici5t = "o s imbu$ ) ! _s ( mortification & suff]+s2 & 9 h] turn %e left x unimpair$ to h] fri5ds4 ,x consi/$ ( ^! ?ree say+s3--',"l1 ?y w1 n m9e1 be done2 ' ',"l1 give me pati5ce1 & !n /rike h>d2' ',^? ?+s :i* are n good to put 9 ! pot are at lea/ good to put b5ea? x4' ,! mean+ ( ?is la/ prov]b 03 ,if ?+s are n fit to be eat51 !y may at lea/ be burn$1 9 ord] t food may be cook$2 ?is suff]+ does n n\ri% my he>t1 b by be>+ x pati5tly1 ,i may at lea/ increase ! fire ( div9e love1 by :i* alone life c pr(it u any?+4 ,%e (t5 repeat$ ^! prov]bs1 & !n ?\ght ( h] "m ) gratitude4 ,h] fa!r _h di$ "s little "t be=e4 ,! writ] ( ^! pages became acqua9t$ ) h] /ate fir/ ?r\gh read+ a copy ( t lett] ( ,/olb]g1 to :i* we h already allud$1 & aft]w>ds ?r\gh conv]sation ) a fri5d :o _h pass$ sev]al weeks ) h]4 ,9 ,septemb] #ahah he 0 invit$ by ,bi%op ,sail] to meet him at ! ,c\nt de ,/olb]g's1 9 ,we/phalia2 & he w5t 9 ! fir/ place to ,sond]muhl5 to see ! c\nt1 :o introduc$ him to ,ov]b]g1 f :om he receiv$ a lett] address$ to ,anne ,ca!r9e's doctor4 ,he paid h] 8 fir/ visit on ! #ag? ( ,septemb] #ahah2 & %e all[$ him to pass sev]al h\rs by h] side ea* day1 until ! arrival ( ,sail]4 ,f ! v beg9n+1 %e gave him h] confid5ce to a rem>kable ext5t1 & ?is 9 ! mo/ t\*+ & +5u\s mann]4 ,no d\bt %e 0 consci\s t by relat+ )\t res]ve ! hi/ory ( all ! trials1 joys1 & sorr[s ( h] :ole life1 %e 0 be/[+ a mo/ preci\s spiritual alms ^u him4 ,%e treat$ him ) ! mo/ g5]\s hospitality1 & _h no hesitation 9 do+ s1 because he did n oppress h] & al>m h] humility by excessive admiration4 ,%e laid op5 h] int]ior to him 9 ! same *>itable _s z a pi\s solit>y w\ld 9 ! morn+ (f] ! fl[]s & fruit :i* _h gr[n 9 8 g>d5 dur+ ! night to "s way-worn travell]1 :o1 hav+ lo/ 8 road 9 ! des]t ( ! _w1 f9ds him sitt+ ne> 8 h]mitage4 ,:olly devot$ to h] ,god1 %e spoke 9 ?is op5 mann] z a *ild w\ld h done1 unsuspect+ly1 ) no feel+s ( mi/ru/1 & ) no selfi% end 9 view4 ,may ,god rew>d h]6 ,h] fri5d daily wrote d[n all ! obs]vations t he made conc]n+ h]1 & all t %e told him ab\t h] life1 :e!r int]ior or ext]ior4 ,h] words 7 *>act]is$ alt]nately by ! mo/ *ildlike simplicity & ! mo/ a/oni%+ dep? ( ?\ght1 & !y =e%ad[$1 z x 71 ! va/ & sublime spectacle :i* lat] 0 unfold$1 :5 x became evid5t t ! pa/1 ! pres5t1 & ! future1 toge!r ) all t p]ta9$ to ! sanctification1 pr(anation1 & judgm5t ( s\ls1 =m$ be=e & )9 h] an allegorical & hi/orical drama1 = :i* ! diff]5t ev5ts ( ! ecclesia/ical ye> furni%$ subjects1 & :i* x divid$ into sc5es1 s closely l9k$ toge!r 7 all ! pray]s & suff]+s :i* %e (f]$ 9 sacrifice = ! ,*ur* militant4 ,on ! #bbnd ( ,octob] #ahah ,sail] came to see h]1 & hav+ rem>k$ t %e 0 lodg+ at ! back ( a public h\se1 & t m5 7 play+ at n9e-p9s "u h] w9d[1 said 9 ! playful yet ?\ghtful mann] :i* 0 peculi> to him3 ',see1 see2 all ?+s are z !y %\ld be--! invalid nun1 ! sp\se ( our ,"l1 is lodg+ 9 a publi*\se above ! gr\nd :]e m5 are play+ at n9e-p9s1 l ! s\l ( man 9 8 body4' ,8 int]view ) ,anne ,ca!r9e 0 mo/ affect+2 x 0 inde$ beautiful to behold ^! two s\ls1 :o 7 bo? on fire ) ! love ( ,jesus1 & conduct$ by grace ?r\gh su* diff]5t pa?s1 meet ?us at ! foot ( ! ,cross1 ! visible /amp ( :i* 0 borne by "o ( !m4 ,on ,friday1 ! #bcrd ( ,octob]1 ,sail] rema9$ alone ) h] dur+ ne>ly ! :ole ( ! day2 he saw blood fl[ f h] head1 h] h&s1 & h] feet1 & he 0 able to be/[ ^u h] great consolation 9 h] int]ior trials4 ,he mo/ e>ne/ly recomm5d$ h] to tell ev]y?+ )\t res]ve to ! writ] ( ^! pages1 & he came to an und]/&+ ^u ! subject ) h] ord9>y director4 ,he he>d h] confession1 gave h] ! ,holy ,communion on ,saturday1 ! #bd?1 & !n cont9u$ 8 j\rney to ! ,c\nt de ,/olb]g's4 ,on 8 return1 at ! beg9n+ ( ,novemb]1 he aga9 pass$ a day ) h]4 ,he rema9$ h] fri5d until dea?1 pray$ con/antly = h]1 & ask$ h] pray]s :5ev] he f\nd himself 9 try+ ( difficult positions4 ,! writ] ( ^! pages rema9$ until ,janu>y4 ,he return$ 9 ,may #ahai1 & cont9u$ to wat* ,anne ,ca!r9e almo/ un9t]rupt$ly until h] dea?4 ,! sa9tly maid5 cont9ually bes\ght ! ,almighty to remove ! ext]ior /igmas1 on acc\nt ( ! tr\ble & fatigue :i* !y occasion$1 & h] pray] 0 grant$ at ! end ( sev5 ye>s4 ,t[>ds ! conclusion ( ! ye> #ahai1 ! blood fir/ fl[$ less frequ5tly f h] w\nds1 & !n ceas$ altoge!r4 ,on ! #be? ( ,decemb]1 scabs fell f h] feet & h&s1 & !re only rema9$ :ite sc>s1 :i* became r$ on c]ta9 days1 b ! pa9 %e suff]$ 0 undim9i%$ 9 ! slighte/ degree4 ,! m>k ( ! cross1 & ! w\nd on h] "r side1 7 (t5 to be se5 z be=e1 b n at any /at$ times4 ,on c]ta9 days %e always _h ! mo/ pa9ful s5sations ar\nd h] head1 z ?\gh a cr[n ( ?orns 7 be+ press$ ^u x4 ,on ^! occasions %e c\ld n lean h] head aga9/ any?+1 nor ev5 re/ x on h] h&1 b _h to rema9 = long h\rs1 sometimes ev5 = :ole nights1 sitt+ up 9 h] b$1 support$ by cu%ions1 :il/ h] pallid face1 & ! irrepressible groans ( pa9 :i* escap$ h]1 made h] l an awful liv+ repres5tation ( suff]+4 ,aft] %e _h be5 9 ?is /ate1 blood inv>iably fl[$ m or less copi\sly f ar\nd h] head4 ,sometimes h] head-dress only 0 soak$ ) x1 b sometimes ! blood w\ld fl[ d[n h] face & neck4 ,on ,good ,friday1 ,april #ai?1 #ahai1 all h] w\nds re-op5$ & bl$1 & clos$ aga9 on ! foll[+ days4 ,a mo/ rigor\s inquiry into h] /ate 0 made by "s doctors & naturali/s4 ,= t end %e 0 plac$ alone 9 a /range h\se1 :]e %e rema9$ f ! #g? to ! #bi? ( ,augu/2 b ?is exam9ation appe>s to h produc$ no p>ticul> effects 9 any way4 ,%e 0 br\ght back to h] own dwell+ on ! #bi? ( ,augu/1 & f t "t until %e di$ %e 0 left 9 peace1 save t %e 0 occasionally annoy$ by private disputes & public insults4 ,on ?is subject ,ov]b]g wrote h] ! foll[+ words3 ',:at h y _h to suff] p]sonally ( :i* y c compla98 ,i am address+ a s\l desir\s ( no?+ s mu* z to become m & m l to h] div9e ,sp\se4 ,h y n be5 treat$ f> m g5tly ?an 0 y\r adorable ,sp\se8 ,%\ld x n be a subject ( rejoic+ to y1 accord+ to ! _s1 to h be5 assi/$ to resemble him m closely1 & ?us to be m pleas+ 9 8 eyes8 ,y _h suff]$ mu* ) ,jesus1 b hi!rto insults _h be5 = ! mo/ "p sp>$ y4 ,) ! cr[n ( ?orns y _h n worn ! purple mantle & ! robe ( scorn1 mu* less _h y yet he>d1 ,away ) him6 ,crucify him6 ,crucify him6 ,i _c d\bt b t ^! s5tim5ts are y\rs4 ,praise be to ,jesus ,*ri/4' ,on ,good ,friday1 ! #cj? ( ,m>* #ahbj1 blood fl[$ f h] head1 feet1 h&s1 *e/1 & side4 ,x happ5$ t :5 %e fa9t$1 "o ( ! p]sons :o 7 ) h]1 kn[+ t ! application ( relics reliev$ h]1 plac$ ne> h] feet a piece ( l95 9 :i* "s 7 wrapp$1 & ! blood :i* came f h] w\nds rea*$ ?is piece ( l95 aft] a "t4 ,9 ! ev5+1 :5 ?is same piece ( l95 ) ! relics 0 be+ plac$ on h] *e/ & %\ld]s1 9 :i* %e 0 suff]+ mu*1 %e sudd5ly exclaim$1 :ile 9 a /ate ( ec/asy3 ',x is mo/ wond]ful1 b ,i see my ,heav5ly sp\se ly+ 9 ! tomb 9 ! e>?ly ,j]usalem2 & ,i also see him liv+ 9 ! heav5ly ,j]usalem surr\nd$ by ador+ sa9ts1 & 9 ! mid/ ( ^! sa9ts ,i see a p]son :o is n a sa9t--a nun4 ,blood fl[s f h] head1 h] side1 h] h&s1 & h] feet1 & ! sa9ts are above ! ble$+ p>ts4' ,on ! #i? ,febru>y #ahba %e fell into an ec/asy at ! "t ( ! fun]al ( a v holy prie/4 ,blood fl[$ f h] =ehead1 & ! cross on h] brea/ bl$ also4 ,someone ask$ h]1 ',:at is ! matt] ) y8' ,%e smil$1 & spoke l "o awak5+ f a dream3 ',we 7 by ! side ( ! body4 ,i h be5 accu/om$ lately to he> sacr$ music1 & ! ,de ,pr(undis made a great impression ^u me4' ,%e di$ ^u ! same day ?ree ye>s lat]4 ,9 #ahba1 a few weeks be=e ,ea/]1 %e told u t x _h be5 said to h] dur+ h] pray]3 ',take notice1 y w suff] on ! real anniv]s>y ( ! ,passion1 & n on ! day m>k$ ?is ye> 9 ! ,ecclesia/ical ,cal5d>4' ,on ,friday1 ! #cj? ( ,m>*1 at t5 o'clock 9 ! morn+1 %e sank d[n s5seless4 ,h] face & bosom 7 ba!d 9 blood1 & h] body appe>$ cov]$ ) bruises l :at ! bl[s ( a :ip w\ld h inflict$4 ,at twelve o'clock 9 ! day1 %e /ret*$ h]self out 9 ! =m ( a cross1 & h] arms 7 s ext5d$ z to be p]fectly dislocat$4 ,a few m9utes be=e two o'clock1 drops ( blood fl[$ f h] feet & h&s4 ,on ,good ,friday1 ! #bj? ( ,april1 %e 0 simply 9 a /ate ( quiet contemplation4 ,?is rem>kable exception to ! g5]al rule seem$ to be an effect ( ! provid5ce ( ,god1 =1 at ! h\r :5 h] w\nds usually bl$1 a numb] ( curi\s & ill-natur$ individuals came to see h] ) ! int5tion ( caus+ h] fre% annoyances1 by publi%+ :at !y saw2 b !y ?us 7 made un9t5tionally to contribute to h] peace1 by say+ t h] w\nds _h ceas$ to ble$4 ,on ! #ai? ( ,febru>y #ahbb %e 0 aga9 w>n$ t %e w\ld suff] on ! la/ ,friday ( ,m>*1 & n on ,good ,friday4 ,on ,friday ! #ae?1 & aga9 on ,friday ! #bi?1 ! cross on h] bosom & ! w\nd ( h] side bl$4 ,be=e ! #bi?1 %e m ?an once felt z ?\gh a /ream ( fire 7 fl[+ rapidly f h] he>t to h] side1 & d[n h] arms & legs to ! /igmas1 :i* look$ r$ & inflam$4 ,on ! ev5+ ( ,?ursday ! #bh?1 %e fell into a /ate ( contemplation on ! ,passion1 & rema9$ 9 x until ,friday ev5+4 ,h] *e/1 head1 & side bl$2 all ! ve9s ( h] h&s 7 swoll51 & !re 0 a pa9ful spot 9 ! c5tre ( !m1 :i* felt damp1 al?\gh blood did n fl[ f x4 ,no blood fl[$ f ! /igmas except+ ^u ! #crd ( ,m>*1 ! day ( ! f9d+ ( ! holy ,cross4 ,%e _h also a vision ( ! discov]y ( ! true cross by ,/4 ,hel5a1 & imag9$ h]self to be ly+ 9 ! excavation ne> ! cross4 ,mu* blood came 9 ! morn+ f h] head & side1 & 9 ! aft]noon f h] h&s & feet1 & x seem$ to h] z ?\gh %e 7 be+ made ! te/ ( :e!r ! cross 0 really ! ,cross ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 & t h] blood 0 te/ify+ to its id5tity4 ,9 ! ye> #ahbc1 on ,holy ,?ursday & ,good ,friday1 :i* came on ! #bg? & #bh? ( ,m>*1 %e _h visions ( ! ,passion1 dur+ :i* blood fl[$ f all h] w\nds1 caus+ h] int5se pa94 ,amid ^! awful suff]+s1 al?\gh ravi%$ 9 _s1 %e 0 oblig$ to speak & give answ]s conc]n+ all h] little h\sehold affairs1 z if %e _h be5 p]fectly /rong & well1 & %e nev] let fall a compla9t1 al?\gh ne>ly dy+4 ,?is 0 ! la/ "t t h] blood gave te/imony to ! reality ( h] union ) ! suff]+s ( him :o has deliv]$ himself up :olly & entirely = our salvation4 ,mo/ ( ! ph5om5a ( ! ec/atic life :i* are %[n u 9 ! lives & writ+s ( ,sa9ts ,bridget1 ,g]trude1 ,me*tilde1 ,hildeg>de1 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5na1 ,ca!r9e ( ,g5oa1 ,ca!r9e ( ,bologna1 ,colomba da ,rieti1 ,lidw9a ( ,s*i$am1 ,ca!r9e ,van9i1 ,t]esa ( ,jesus1 ,anne ( ,/4 ,b>?olomew1 ,magdal5 ( ,pazzi1 ,m>y ,villana1 ,m>y ,buonomi1 ,m>9a d' ,escob>1 ,cresc5tia de ,kaufbeu]n1 & _m o!r nuns ( contemplative ord]s1 are also to be f\nd 9 ! hi/ory ( ! int]ior life ( ,anne ,ca!r9e ,emm]i*4 ,! same pa? 0 m>k$ out = h] by ,god4 ,did %e1 l ^! holy wom51 atta9 ! end8 ,god alone kn[s4 ,our "p is only to pray t su* may h be5 ! case1 & we are all[$ to hope x4 ,^? among our read]s :o are n acqua9t$ ) ! ec/atic life f ! writ+s ( ^? :o h liv$ x1 w f9d in=mation on ?is subject 9 ! ,introduction ( ,go]res to ! writ+s ( ,h5ry ,suso1 publi%$ at ,ratisbonne 9 #ahbi4 ,s9ce _m pi\s ,*ri/ians1 9 ord] to r5d] _! life "o p]petual act ( adoration1 endeav\r to see 9 _! daily employm5ts a symbolical repres5tation ( "s mann] ( hon\r+ ,god1 & (f] x to him 9 union ) ! m]its ( ,*ri/1 x _c appe> extraord9>y t ^? holy s\ls :o pass f an active life to "o ( suff]+ & contemplation1 %\ld sometimes see _! spiritual lab\rs "u ! =m ( ^? e>?ly occupations :i* =m]ly fill$ _! days4 ,!n _! acts 7 pray]s2 n[ _! pray]s are acts2 b ! =m rema9s ! same4 ,x 0 ?us t ,anne ,ca!r9e1 9 h] ec/atic life1 beheld ! s]ies ( h] pray]s = ! ,*ur* "u ! =ms ( p>ables be>+ ref]5ce to agriculture1 g>d5+1 weav+1 s[+1 or ! c>e ( %eep4 ,all ^! diff]5t occupations 7 arrang$1 accord+ to _! signification1 9 ! diff]5t p]iods ( ! common z well z ! ecclesia/ical ye>1 & 7 pursu$ "u ! patronage & ) ! assi/ance ( ! sa9ts ( ea* day1 ! special graces ( ! correspond+ fea/s ( ! ,*ur* be+ also appli$ to !m4 ,! signification ( ?is circles ( symbols _h ref]5ce to all ! active "p ( h] int]ior life4 ,"o example w help to expla9 our mean+4 ,:5 ,anne ,ca!r9e1 :ile yet a *ild1 0 employ$ 9 we$+1 %e bes\ght ,god to root up ! cockle f ! field ( ! ,*ur*4 ,if h] h&s 7 /ung by ! nettles1 or if %e 0 oblig$ to d afre% ! "w ( idl]s1 %e (f]$ to ,god h] pa9 & h] fatigue1 & bes\ght him1 9 ! "n ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 t ! pa/or ( s\ls might n become we>y1 & t none ( !m might cease to lab\r zeal\sly & dilig5tly4 ,?us h] manual lab\r became a pray]4 ,i w n[ give a correspond+ example ( h] life ( contemplation & ec/asy4 ,%e _h be5 ill sev]al times1 & 9 a /ate ( almo/ cont9ual ec/asy1 dur+ :i* %e (t5 moan$1 & mov$ h] h&s l a p]son employ$ 9 we$+4 ,%e compla9$ "o morn+ t h] h&s & arms sm>t$ & it*$1 & on exam9ation !y 7 f\nd to be cov]$ ) bli/]s1 l :at w\ld h be5 produc$ by ! /++ ( nettles4 ,%e !n begg$ sev]al p]sons ( h] acqua9tance to jo9 _! pray]s to h]s = a c]ta9 int5tion4 ,! next day h] h&s 7 inflam$ & pa9ful1 z !y w\ld h be5 aft] h>d "w2 & :5 ask$ ! cause1 %e repli$3 ',ah6 ,i h s _m nettles to root up 9 ! v9ey>d1 because ^? ^: duty x 0 to d x only pull$ (f ! /ems1 & ,i 0 oblig$ to draw ! roots ) mu* difficulty out ( a /ony soil4' ,! p]son :o _h ask$ h] ! "q began to blame ^! c>eless workm51 b he felt mu* confus$ :5 %e repli$3 ',y 7 "o ( !m1--^? :o only pull (f ! /ems ( ! nettles1 & leave ! roots 9 ! e>?1 are p]sons :o pray c>elessly4' ,x 0 aft]w>ds discov]$ t %e _h be5 pray+ = sev]al dioceses :i* 7 %[n to h] "u ! figure ( v9ey>ds laid wa/e1 & 9 :i* lab\r 0 ne$$4 ,! real inflammation ( h] h&s bore te/imony to ?is symbolical root+ up ( ! nettles2 & we h1 p]haps1 reason to hope t ! *ur*es %[n to h] "u ! appe>ances ( v9ey>ds exp]i5c$ ! good effects ( h] pray] & spiritual lab\r2 = s9ce ! door is op5$ to ^? :o knock1 x mu/ c]ta9ly be op5$ above all to ^? :o knock ) su* en]gy z to cause _! f+]s to be w\nd$4 ,simil> reactions ( ! _s ^u ! body are (t5 f\nd 9 ! lives ( p]sons subject to ec/asies1 & are by no means contr>y to fai?4 ,/4 ,paula1 if we may believe ,/4 ,j]ome1 visit$ ! holy places 9 _s j z if %e _h visit$ !m bodily2 & a l ?+ happ5$ to ,/4 ,colomba ( ,rieti & ,/4 ,lidw9a ( ,s*i$am4 ,! body ( ! latt] bore tracks ( ?is spiritual j\rney1 z if %e _h really travell$2 %e exp]i5c$ all ! fatigue t a pa9ful j\rney w\ld cause3 h] feet 7 w\nd$ & cov]$ ) m>ks :i* look$ z if !y _h be5 made by /ones or ?orns1 & f9ally %e _h a spra9 f :i* %e long suff]$4 ,%e 0 l$ on ?is j\rney by h] gu>dian angel1 :o told h] t ^! corporeal w\nds signifi$ t %e _h be5 ravi%$ 9 body & _s4 ,simil> hurts 7 also to be se5 ^u ! body ( ,anne ,ca!r9e imm$iately aft] "s ( h] visions4 ,lidw9a began h] ec/atic j\rney by foll[+ h] good angel to ! *apel ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 be=e ,s*i$am2 ,anne ,ca!r9e began h]s by foll[+ h] angel gu>dian ei!r to ! *apel :i* 0 ne> h] dwell+1 or else to ! ,way ( ! ,cross ( ,coesfeld4 ,h] j\rneys to ! ,holy ,l& 7 made1 accord+ to ! acc\nts %e gave ( !m1 by ! mo/ opposite roads2 sometimes ev5 %e w5t all r\nd ! e>?1 :5 ! task spiritually impos$ ^u h] requir$ x4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ^! j\rneys f h] home to ! mo/ di/ant c\ntries1 %e c>ri$ assi/ance to _m p]sons1 ex]cis+ 9 _! reg>d works ( m]cy1 bo? corporal & spiritual1 & ?is 0 done frequ5tly 9 p>ables4 ,at ! end ( a ye> %e w\ld g ov] ! same gr\nd aga91 see ! same p]sons1 & give an acc\nt ( _! spiritual progress or ( _! relapse into s94 ,e "p ( ?is lab\r always bore "s ref]5ce to ! ,*ur*1 & to ! k+dom ( ,god ^u e>?4 ,! end ( ^! daily pilgrimages :i* %e made 9 _s 0 inv>iably ! ,promis$ ,l&1 e "p ( :i* %e exam9$ 9 detail1 & :i* %e saw sometimes 9 its pres5t /ate1 & sometimes z x 0 at diff]5t p]iods ( sacr$ hi/ory2 = h] di/+ui%+ *>act]i/ic & special privilege 0 an intuitive k ( ! hi/ory ( ! ,old & ,new ,te/am5ts1 & ( t ( ! memb]s ( ! ,holy ,family1 & ( all ! sa9ts :om %e 0 contemplat+ 9 _s4 ,%e saw ! signification ( all ! fe/ival days ( ! ecclesia/ical ye> "u bo? a devotional & a hi/orical po9t ( view4 ,%e saw & describ$1 day by day1 ) ! m9ute/ detail1 & by "n1 places1 p]sons1 fe/ivals1 cu/oms1 & miracles1 all t happ5$ dur+ ! public life ( ,jesus until ! ,asc5sion1 & ! hi/ory ( ! ,apo/les = sev]al weeks aft] ! ,desc5t ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,%e reg>d$ al h] visions n z m]e spiritual enjoym5ts1 b z be+1 s to speak1 f]tile fields1 pl5tifully /rewn ) ! m]its ( ,*ri/1 & :i* _h n z yet be5 cultivat$2 %e 0 (t5 engag$ 9 _s 9 pray+ t ! fruit ( su* & su* suff]+s ( our ,"l might be giv5 to ! ,*ur*1 & %e w\ld besee* ,god to apply to 8 ,*ur* ! m]its ( our ,savi\r :i* 7 its inh]itance1 & ( :i* %e w\ld1 z x 71 take possession1 9 its "n1 ) ! mo/ t\*+ simplicity & +5u\sness4 ,%e nev] consid]$ h] visions to h any ref]5ce to h] ext]ior ,*ri/ian life1 nor did %e reg>d !m z be+ ( any hi/orical value4 ,ext]iorly %e knew & believ$ no?+ b ! cate*ism1 ! common hi/ory ( ! ,bible1 ! gospels = ,sundays & fe/ivals1 & ! ,*ri/ian almanac1 :i* to h] f>-sight$ vision 0 an inexhau/ible m9e ( hidd5 ri*es1 s9ce x gave h] 9 a few pages a guid+ ?read :i* l$ h] ?r\gh all "t1 & by means ( :i* %e pass$ f my/]y to my/]y1 & solemnis$ ea* ) all ! sa9ts1 9 ord] to reap ! fruits ( et]nity 9 "t1 & to pres]ve & di/ribute !m 9 h] pilgrimage ar\nd ! ecclesia/ical ye>1 t s ! w ( ,god might be accompli%$ on e>? z x is 9 ,heav54 ,%e _h nev] read ! ,old or ! ,new ,te/am5ts1 & :5 %e 0 tir$ ( relat+ h] visions1 %e w\ld sometimes say3 ',read t 9 ! ,bible1' & !n be a/oni%$ to le>n t x 0 n !re2 '=1' %e w\ld add1 'p are con/antly say+ 9 ^! days t y ne$ read no?+ b ! ,bible1 :i* conta9s ev]y?+1 etc41 etc4' ,! real task ( h] life 0 to suff] = ! ,*ur* & = "s ( its memb]s1 ^: di/ress 0 %[n h] 9 _s1 or :o ask$ h] pray]s )\t kn[+ t ?is poor sick nun _h some?+ m to d = !m ?an to say ! ,pat] no/]1 b t all _! spiritual & corporal suff]+s became h] own1 & t %e _h to endure pati5tly ! mo/ t]rible pa9s1 )\t be+ assi/$1 l ! contemplatives ( =m] days1 by ! sympa?is+ pray]s ( an entire community4 ,9 ! age :5 %e liv$1 %e _h no o!r assi/ance ?an t ( m$ic9e4 ,:ile ?us endur+ suff]+s :i* %e _h tak5 ^u h]self = o!rs1 %e (t5 turn$ h] ?\ghts to ! correspond+ suff]+s ( ! ,*ur*1 & :5 ?us suff]+ = "o s+le p]son1 %e w\ld likewise (f] all %e endur$ = ! :ole ,*ur*4 ,! foll[+ is a rem>kable in/ance ( ! sort3 ,dur+ sev]al weeks %e _h e symptom ( consumption2 viol5t irritation ( ! lungs1 excessive p]spiration1 :i* soak$ h] :ole b$1 a rack+ c\gh1 cont9ual expectoration1 & a /rong cont9ual fev]4 ,s fe>ful 7 h] suff]+s t h] dea? 0 h\rly expect$ & ev5 desir$4 ,x 0 rem>k$ t %e _h to /ruggle /rangely aga9/ a /rong temptation to irritability4 ,did %e yield = an in/ant1 %e bur/ into te>s1 h] suff]+s increas$ t5fold1 & %e seem$ unable to exi/ unless %e imm$iately ga9$ p>don 9 ! sacram5t ( p5ance4 ,%e _h also to combat a feel+ ( av]sion to a c]ta9 p]son :om %e _h n se5 = ye>s4 ,%e 0 9 despair because ?is p]son1 ) :om nev]!less %e decl>$ %e _h no?+ 9 common1 0 always be=e h] eyes 9 ! mo/ evil dispositions1 & %e wept bitt]ly1 & ) mu* anxiety ( consci5ce1 say+ t %e w\ld n commit s91 t h] grief mu/ be evid5t to all1 & o!r ?+s :i* 7 q un9telligible to ! p]sons li/5+ to h]4 ,h] illness cont9u$ to increase1 & %e 0 ?\ght to be on ! po9t ( dea?4 ,at ?is mom5t "o ( h] fri5ds saw h]1 to 8 great surprise1 sudd5ly raise h]self up on h] b$1 & say3 ',repeat ) me ! pray]s = ^? 9 _! la/ agony4' ,he did z reque/$1 & %e answ]$ ! ,litany 9 a firm voice4 ,aft] "s little "t1 ! bell = ! agonis+ 0 he>d1 & a p]son came 9 to ask ,anne ,ca!r9e's pray]s = 8 si/]1 :o 0 j dead4 ,anne ,ca!r9e ask$ = details conc]n+ h] illness & dea?1 z if deeply int]e/$ 9 ! subject1 & ! fri5d above-m5tion$ he>d ! acc\nt giv5 by ! new com] ( a consumption resembl+ 9 ! m9ute/ p>ticul>s ! illness ( ,anne ,ca!r9e h]self4 ,! deceas$ woman _h at fir/ be5 9 s mu* pa9 & s di/urb$ 9 m9d t %e _h seem$ q unable to prep>e h]self = dea?2 b dur+ ! la/ =tnight %e _h be5 bett]1 _h made h] peace ) ,god1 hav+ 9 ! fir/ place be5 reconcil$ to a p]son ) :om %e 0 at enmity1 & _h di$ 9 peace1 =tifi$ by ! la/ sacram5ts1 & att5d$ by h] =m] enemy4 ,anne ,ca!r9e gave a small sum ( money = ! burial & fun]al-s]vice ( ?is p]son4 ,h] sweat+s1 c\gh1 & fev] n[ left h]1 & %e resembl$ a p]son exhau/$ ) fatigue1 ^: l95 has be5 *ang$1 & :o has be5 plac$ on a fre% b$4 ,h] fri5d said to h]1 ',:5 ?is fe>ful illness came ^u y1 ?is woman grew bett]1 & h] hatr$ = ano!r 0 ! only ob/acle to h] mak+ peace ) ,god4 ,y took ^u y\rself1 = ! "t1 h] feel+s ( hatr$1 %e di$ 9 good dispositions1 & n[ y seem tol]ably well aga94 ,are y /ill suff]+ on h] acc\nt8' ',no1 inde$6' %e repli$2 't w\ld be mo/ unreasonable2 b h[ c any p]son avoid suff]+ :5 ev5 ! end ( ?is little f+] is 9 pa98 ,we are all "o body 9 ,*ri/4' ',by ! goodness ( ,god1' said h] fri5d1 'y are n[ once m some:at at ease4' ',n = v long1 ?\gh1' %e repli$ ) a smile2 '!re are o!r p]sons :o want my assi/ance4' ,!n %e turn$ r\nd on h] b$1 & re/$ a:ile4 ,a v few days lat]1 %e began to feel int5se pa9 9 all h] limbs1 & symptoms ( wat] on ! *e/ manife/$ !mselves4 ,we discov]$ ! sick p]son = :om ,anne ,ca!r9e 0 suff]+1 & we saw t 8 suff]+s sudd5ly dim9i%$ or imm5sely increas$ 9 exact inv]se proportion to ^? ( ,anne ,ca!r9e4 ,?us did *>ity compel h] to take ^u h]self ! illnesses & ev5 ! temptations ( o!rs1 t !y might be able 9 peace to prep>e !mselves = dea?4 ,%e 0 compell$ to suff] 9 sil5ce1 bo? to conceal ! weaknesses ( h] neighb\r1 & n to be reg>d$ z mad h]self2 %e 0 oblig$ to receive all ! aid t m$ic9e c\ld af=d h] = an illness ?us tak5 volunt>ily = ! relief ( o!rs1 & to be reproa*$ = temptations :i* 7 n h] own2 f9ally1 x 0 necess>y t %e %\ld appe> p]v]t$ 9 ! eyes ( m52 t s ^? = :om %e 0 suff]+ might be conv]t$ be=e ,god4 ,"o day a fri5d 9 deep affliction 0 sitt+ by h] b$side1 :5 %e sudd5ly fell into a /ate ( ec/asy1 & began to pray al\d3 ',o1 my sweet ,jesus1 p]mit me to c>ry t heavy /one6' ,h] fri5d ask$ h] :at 0 ! matt]4 ',i am on my way to ,j]usalem1' %e repli$1 '& ,i see a poor man walk+ along ) ! greate/ difficulty1 = !re is a l>ge /one ^u 8 brea/1 ! weight ( :i* ne>ly cru%es him4' ,!n aga91 aft] a few mom5ts1 %e exclaim$3 ',give me t heavy /one1 y _c c>ry x any f>!r2 give x to me4' ,all on a sudd5 %e sank d[n fa9t+1 z if cru%$ b5ea? "s heavy burd51 & at ! same mom5t h] fri5d felt himself reliev$ f ! weight ( sorr[ :i* oppress$ him1 & 8 he>t ov]fl[+ ) extraord9>y happ9ess4 ,see+ h] 9 su* a /ate ( suff]+1 he ask$ h] :at ! matt] 01 & %e look+ at him ) a smile1 repli$3 ',i _c rema9 "h any long]4 ,poor man1 y mu/ take back y\r burd54' ,in/antly h] fri5d felt all ! weight ( 8 affliction return to him1 :il/ %e1 becom+ z well aga9 z be=e1 cont9u$ h] j\rney 9 _s to ,j]usalem4 ,we w give "o m example ( h] spiritual ex]tions4 ,"o morn+ %e gave h] fri5d a little bag conta9+ "s rye-fl\r & eggs1 & po9t$ out to him a small h\se :]e a poor woman1 :o 0 9 a consumption1 0 liv+ ) h] husb& & two little *ildr54 ,he 0 to tell h] to boil & take !m1 z :5 boil$ !y w\ld be good = h] *e/4 ,! fri5d1 on ent]+ ! cottage1 took ! bag f "u 8 cloak1 :5 ! poor "m1 :o1 flu%$ ) fev]1 0 ly+ on a mattress betwe5 h] half-nak$ *ildr5 fix$ h] eyes bright ^u him1 & hold+ out h] ?9 h&s1 exclaim$3 ',o1 sir1 x mu/ be ,god or ,si/] ,emm]i* :o s5ds y to me6 ,y are br++ me "s ryefl\r & eggs4' ,"h ! poor woman1 ov]come by h] feel+s1 bur/ into te>s1 & !n began to c\gh s viol5tly t %e _h to make a sign to h] husb& to speak = h]4 ,he said t ! previ\s night ,g]trude _h be5 mu* di/urb$1 & _h talk$ a great deal 9 h] sleep1 & t on awak+ %e _h told him h] dream 9 ^! words3 ',i ?\ght t ,i 0 /&+ at ! door ) y1 :5 ! holy nun came out ( ! door ( ! next h\se1 & ,i told y to look at h]4 ,%e /opp$ 9 front ( u1 & said to me3 ,ah1 ,g]trude1 y look v ill2 ,i w s5d y "s rye-fl\r & eggs1 :i* w relieve y\r *e/4 ,!n ,i awoke4' ,su* 0 ! simple tale ( ! poor man2 he & 8 wife bo? eag]ly express$ _! gratitude1 & ! be>] ( ,anne ,ca!r9e's alms left ! h\se mu* ov]come4 ,he did n tell h] any?+ ( ?is :5 he saw h]1 b a few days aft]1 %e s5t him aga9 to ! same place ) a simil> pres5t1 & he !n ask$ h] h[ x 0 %e knew t poor woman8 ',y "k1' %e repli$1 't ,i pray e ev5+ = all ^? :o suff]2 ,i %\ld l to g & relieve !m1 & ,i g5]ally dream t ,i am go+ f "o abode ( suff]+ to ano!r1 & t ,i assi/ !m to ! be/ ( my p[]4 ,9 ?is way ,i w5t 9 my dream to t poor woman's h\se2 %e 0 /&+ at ! door ) h] husb&1 & ,i said to h]3 ,ah1 ,g]trude1 y look v ill2 ,i w s5d y "s rye-fl\r & eggs1 :i* w relieve y\r *e/4 ,& ?is ,i did ?r\gh y1 ! next morn+4' ,bo? p]sons _h rema9$ 9 _! b$s1 & dream$ ! same ?+1 & ! dream came true4 ,/4 ,augu/9e1 9 8 ,city ( ,god1 book #ah1 c4 #ah1 relates a simil> ?+ ( two philosoph]s1 :o visit$ ea* o!r 9 a dream1 & expla9$ "s passages ( ,plato1 bo? rema9+ asleep 9 _! own h\ses4 ,^! suff]+s1 & ?is peculi> species ( active lab\r1 7 l a s+le ray ( light1 :i* enlight5$ h] :ole life4 ,inf9ite 0 ! numb] ( spiritual lab\rs & sympa!tic suff]+s :i* came f all p>ts & ent]$ into h] he>t--t he>t s burn+ ) love ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,l ,/4 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5na & "s o!r ec/atics1 %e (t5 felt ! mo/ pr(\nd feel+ ( conviction t our ,savi\r _h tak5 h] he>t out ( h] bosom1 & plac$ 8 own !re in/ead = a "t4 ,! foll[+ fragm5t w give "s idea ( ! my/]i\s symbolism by :i* %e 0 int]iorly direct$4 ,dur+ a portion ( ! ye> #ahbj %e p]=m$ _m lab\rs 9 _s1 = sev]al diff]5t p>i%es2 h] pray]s be+ repres5t$ "u ! figure ( mo/ sev]e lab\r 9 a v9ey>d4 ,:at we h above relat$ conc]n+ ! nettles is ( ! same "*4 ,on ! #f? ( ,septemb] h] heav5ly guide said to h]3 ' ,y we$$1 dug ar\nd1 ti$1 & prun$ ! v9e2 y gr\nd d[n ! we$s s t !y c\ld nev] spr+ up anymore2 & !n y w5t away joyfully & re/$ f y\r pray]s4 ,prep>e n[ to lab\r h>d f ! fea/ ( ! ,nativity ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 to t ( ,/4 ,mi*ael2 ! grapes are rip5+ & mu/ be well wat*$4 ,!n he l$ me1' %e cont9u$1 'to ! v9ey>d ( ,/4 ,liboire1 & %[$ me ! v9es at :i* ,i _h work$4 ,my lab\r _h be5 successful1 = ! grapes 7 gett+ _! col\r & gr[+ l>ge1 & 9 "s p>ts ! r$ juice 0 runn+ d[n on ! gr\nd f !m4 ,my guide said to me3 ,:5 ! virtues ( ! good beg9 to %9e =? 9 public1 !y h to combat bravely1 to be oppress$1 to be tempt$1 & to suff] p]secution4 ,a h$ge mu/ be plant$ ar\nd ! v9ey>d 9 ord] t ! ripe grapes may n be de/roy$ by ?ieves & wild bea/s1 i4e4 by temptation & p]secution4 ,he !n %[$ me h[ to build a wall by heap+ up /ones1 & to raise a ?ick h$ge ( ?orns all ar\nd4 ,z my h&s bl$ f su* sev]e lab\r1 ,god1 9 ord] to give me /r5g?1 p]mitt$ me to see ! my/]i\s signification ( ! v9e1 & ( sev]al o!r fruit trees4 ,jesus ,*ri/ is ! true ,v9e1 :o is to take root & gr[ 9 u2 all useless wood mu/ be cut away1 9 ord] n to wa/e ! sap1 :i* is to become ! w9e1 & 9 ! ,mo/ ,bless$ ,sacram5t ! ,blood ( ,*ri/4 ,! prun+ ( ! v9e has to be done accord+ to c]ta9 rules :i* 7 made kn[n to me4 ,?is prun+ is1 9 a spiritual s5se1 ! cutt+ (f :atev] is useless1 p5ance & mortification1 t s ! true ,v9e may gr[ 9 u1 & br+ =? fruit1 9 ! place ( corrupt nature1 :i* only be>s wood & leaves4 ,! prun+ is done accord+ to fix$ rules1 = x is only requir$ t c]ta9 useless %oots %\ld be cut (f 9 man1 & to lop (f m w\ld be to mutilate 9 a guilty mann]4 ,no prun+ %\ld ev] be done ^u ! /ock :i* has be5 plant$ 9 humank9d ?r\gh ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & is to rema9 9 x = ev]4 ,! true ,v9e unites heav5 to e>?1 ! ,div9ity to humanity2 & x is ! human "p t is to be prun$1 t s ! div9e alone may gr[4 ,i saw s _m o!r ?+s relat+ to ! v9e t a book z l>ge z ! ,bible c\ld n conta9 !m4 ,"o day1 :5 ,i 0 suff]+ acute pa9 9 my *e/1 ,i bes\ght our ,"l ) groans n to give me a bur!n above my /r5g? to be>2 & !n my ,heav5ly ,sp\se appe>$1 & said to me1 444 ,i h laid !e on my nuptial c\*1 :i* is a c\* ( suff]+2 ,i h giv5 !e suff]+ & expiation = ?y bridal g>m5ts & jewels4 ,?\ mu/ suff]1 b ,i w n =sake !e2 ?\ art fa/5$ to ! ,v9e1 & ?\ wilt n be lo/4 ,!n ,i 0 consol$ = all my suff]+s4 ,x 0 likewise expla9$ to me :y 9 my visions relat+ to ! fea/s ( ! family ( ,jesus1 su*1 = in/ance1 z ^? ( ,/4 ,anne1 ,/4 ,joa*im1 ,/4 ,joseph1 etc41 ,i always saw ! ,*ur* ( ! fe/ival "u ! figure ( a %oot ( ! v9e4 ,! same 0 ! case on ! fe/ivals ( ,/4 ,francis ( ,assisi1 ,/4 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5na1 & ( all ! sa9ts :o h _h ! /igmas4 ',! signification ( my suff]+s 9 all my limbs 0 expla9$ to me 9 ! foll[+ vision3 ,i saw a gigantic human body 9 a horrible /ate ( mutilation1 & rais$ upw>ds t[>ds ! sky4 ,!re 7 no f+]s or toes on ! h&s & feet1 ! body 0 cov]$ ) frightful w\nds1 "s ( :i* 7 fre% & ble$+1 o!rs cov]$ ) dead fle% or turn$ into excresc5ces4 ,! :ole ( "o side 0 black1 gangr5$1 & z x 7 half eat5 away4 ,i suff]$ z ?\gh x _h be5 my own body t 0 9 ?is /ate1 & !n my guide said to me ,?is is ! body ( ! ,*ur*1 ! body ( all m5 & ?9e also4 ,!n1 po9t+ to ea* w\nd1 he %[$ me at ! same "t "s "p ( ! _w2 ,i saw an inf9ite numb] ( m5 & nations sep>at$ f ! ,*ur*1 all 9 _! own peculi> way1 & ,i felt pa9 z exquisite f ?is sep>ation z if !y _h be5 torn f my body4 ,!n my guide said to me3 ,let ?y suff]+s tea* !e a lesson1 & (f] !m to ,god 9 union ) ^? ( ,jesus = all :o are sep>at$4 ,%\ld n "o memb] call ^u ano!r1 & suff] 9 ord] to cure & unite x once m to ! body8 ,:5 ^? p>ts :i* are mo/ closely unit$ to ! body deta* !mselves1 x is z ?\gh ! fle% 7 torn f ar\nd ! he>t4 ,9 my ignorance1 ,i ?\ght t he 0 speak+ ( ^? bre?r5 :o are n 9 communion ) u1 b my guide add$3 ,:o are our bre?r58 ,x is n our blood relations :o are ! ne>e/ to our he>ts1 b ^? :o are our bre?r5 9 ! blood ( ,*ri/--! *ildr5 ( ! ,*ur* :o fall away4 ,he %[$ me t ! black & gangr5$ side ( ! body w\ld soon be cur$2 t ! putrefi$ fle% :i* _h collect$ ar\nd ! w\nds repres5t$ h]etics :o divide "o f ! o!r 9 proportion z !y increase2 t ! dead fle% 0 ! figure ( all :o are spiritually dead1 & :o are void ( any feel+2 & t ! ossifi$ p>ts repres5t$ ob/9ate & h>d5$ h]etics4 ,i saw & felt 9 ?is mann] e w\nd & its signification4 ,! body rea*$ up to heav54 ,x 0 ! body ( ! ,bride ( ,*ri/1 & mo/ pa9ful to behold4 ,i wept bitt]ly1 b feel+ at once deeply griev$ & /r5g!n$ by sorr[ & compassion1 ,i began aga9 to lab\r ) all my /r5g?4' ,s9k+ b5ea? ! weight ( life & ( ! task impos$ ^u h] %e (t5 bes\ght ,god to deliv] h]1 & %e !n w\ld appe> to be on ! v br9k ( ! grave4 ,b ea* "t %e w\ld say3 ',"l1 n my w b ?9e be done6 ,if my pray]s & suff]+s are useful let me live a ?\s& ye>s1 b grant t ,i may die r ?an ev] (f5d !e4' ,!n %e w\ld receive ord]s to live1 & arise1 tak+ up h] cross1 once m to be> x 9 pati5ce & suff]+ aft] h] ,"l4 ,f "t to "t ! road ( life :i* %e 0 pursu+ us$ to be %[n to h]1 lead+ to ! top ( a m\nta9 on :i* 0 a %9+ & respl5d5t city--! heav5ly ,j]usalem4 ,(t5 %e w\ld ?9k %e _h arriv$ at t blissful abode1 :i* seem$ to be q ne> h]1 & h] joy w\ld be great4 ,b all on a sudd5 %e w\ld discov] t %e 0 /ill sep>at$ f x by a valley & !n %e w\ld h to desc5d precipices & foll[ indirect pa?s1 lab\r+1 suff]+1 & p]=m+ de$s ( *>ity ev]y:]e4 ,%e _h to direct w&]]s into ! "r road1 raise up ! fall51 sometimes ev5 c>ry ! p>alytic1 & drag ! unwill+ by =ce1 & all ^! de$s ( *>ity 7 z s _m fre% weights fa/5$ to h] cross4 ,!n %e walk$ ) m difficulty1 b5d+ b5ea? h] burd5 & sometimes ev5 fall+ to ! gr\nd4 ,9 #ahbc %e repeat$ m frequ5tly ?an usual t %e c\ld n p]=m h] task 9 h] pres5t situation1 t %e _h n /r5g? = x1 & t x 0 9 a peaceful conv5t t %e ne$$ to h liv$ & di$4 ,%e add$ t ,god w\ld soon take h] to himself1 & t %e _h bes\ght him to p]mit h] to obta9 by h] pray]s 9 ! next _w :at h] weakness w\ld n p]mit h] to accompli% 9 ?is4 ,/4 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5na1 a %ort "t be=e dea?1 made a simil> pray]4 ,anne ,ca!r9e _h previ\sly _h a vision conc]n+ :at h] pray]s might obta9 aft] dea?1 ) reg>d to ?+s t 7 n 9 exi/5ce dur+ h] life4 ,! ye> #ahbc1 ! la/ ( :i* %e complet$ ! :ole circle1 br\ght h] imm5se lab\rs4 ,%e appe>$ desir\s to accompli% h] entire task1 & ?us kept ! promise :i* %e _h previ\sly made ( relat+ ! hi/ory ( ! :ole ,passion4 ,x =m$ ! subject ( h] ,l5t5 m$itations dur+ ?is ye>1 & ( !m ! pres5t volume is compos$4 ,b %e did n on ?is acc\nt take less "p 9 ! fundam5tal my/]y ( ?is p5it5tial season1 or 9 ! diff]5t my/]ies ( ea* ( ! fe/ival days ( ! ,*ur*1 if inde$ ! words to take "p be suffici5t to express ! wond]ful mann] 9 :i* %e r5d]$ visible te/imony to ! my/]y celebrat$ 9 ea* fe/ival by a sudd5 *ange 9 h] corporal & spiritual life4 ,see on ?is subject ! *apt] entitl$ ,int]ruption ( ! ,pictures ( ! ,passion4 ,ev]yone ( ! c]emonies & fe/ivals ( ! ,*ur* 0 to h] f> m ?an ! consecration ( a remembrance4 ,%e beheld 9 ! hi/orical f\ndation ( ea* solemnity an act ( ! ,almighty1 done 9 "t = ! rep>ation ( fall5 humanity4 ,al?\gh ^! div9e acts appe>$ to h] /amp$ ) ! "* ( et]nity1 yet %e 0 well aw>e t 9 ord] = man to pr(it by !m 9 ! b\nd$ & n>r[ sph]e ( "t1 he mu/1 z x 71 take possession ( !m 9 a s]ies ( successive mom5ts1 & t = ?is purpose !y _h to be repeat$ & r5ew$ 9 ! ,*ur*1 9 ! ord] e/abli%$ by ,jesus ,*ri/ & ! ,holy ,_s4 ,all fe/ivals & solemnities 7 9 h] eyes et]nal graces :i* return$ at fix$ epo*s 9 e ecclesia/ical ye>1 9 ! same mann] z ! fruits & h>ve/s ( ! e>? come 9 _! seasons 9 ! natural ye>4 ,h] zeal & gratitude 9 receiv+ & treasur+ up ^! graces 7 untir+1 nor 0 %e less eag] & zeal\s 9 (f]+ !m to ^? :o neglect$ _! value4 ,9 ! same mann] z h] compassion = h] crucifi$ ,savi\r _h pleas$ ,god & obta9$ = h] ! privilege ( be+ m>k$ ) ! /igmas ( ! ,passion z ) a seal ( ! mo/ p]fect love1 s all ! suff]+s ( ! ,*ur* & ( ^? :o 7 9 affliction 7 repeat$ 9 ! diff]5t /ates ( h] body & s\l4 ,& all ^! wond]s took place )9 h]1 unkn[n to ^? :o 7 ar\nd h]2 nor 0 %e h]self ev5 m fully consci\s ( !m ?an is ! bee ( ! effects ( its "w1 :ile yet %e 0 t5d+ & cultivat+1 ) all ! c>e ( an indu/ri\s & fai?ful g>d5]1 ! f]tile g>d5 ( ! ecclesia/ical ye>4 ,%e liv$ on its fruits1 & di/ribut$ !m to o!rs2 %e /r5g!n$ h]self & h] fri5ds ) ! fl[]s & h]bs :i* %e cultivat$2 or1 r1 %e h]self 0 9 ?is g>d5 l a s5sitive plant1 a sunfl[]1 or "s wond]ful plant 9 :i*1 indep5d5t ( h] own w1 7 reproduc$ all ! seasons ( ! ye>1 all ! h\rs ( ! day1 & all ! *anges ( ! atmosph]e4 ,at ! end ( ! ecclesia/ical ye> ( #ahbc1 %e _h = ! la/ "t a vision on ! subject ( mak+ up ! acc\nts ( t ye>4 ,! neglig5ces ( ! ,*ur* militant & ( h] s]vants 7 %[n to ,anne ,ca!r9e1 "u v>i\s symbols2 %e saw h[ _m graces _h n be5 coop]at$ )1 or be5 reject$ to a great] or less ext5t1 & h[ _m _h be5 entirely ?r[n away4 ,x 0 made kn[n to h] h[ our ,bless$ ,r$eem] _h deposit$ = ea* ye> 9 ! g>d5 ( ! ,*ur* a complete treasure ( 8 m]its1 suffici5t = e requirem5t1 & = ! expiation ( e s94 ,! /ricte/ acc\nt 0 to be giv5 ( all graces :i* _h be5 neglect$1 wa/$1 or :olly reject$1 & ! ,*ur* militant 0 puni%$ = ?is neglig5ce ( infidelity ( h] s]vants by be+ oppress$ by h] enemies1 or by temporal humiliations4 ,revelations ( ?is description rais$ to excess h] love = ! ,*ur*1 h] "m4 ,%e pass$ days & nights 9 pray+ = h]1 9 (f]+ to ,god ! m]its ( ,*ri/1 ) cont9ual groans1 & 9 implor+ m]cy4 ,f9ally1 on ^! occasions1 %e ga!r$ toge!r all h] c\rage1 & (f]$ to take ^u h]self bo? ! fault & ! puni%m5t1 l a *ild pres5t+ itself be=e ! k+'s ?rone1 9 ord] to suff] ! puni%m5t %e _h incurr$4 ,x 0 !n said to h]1 ',see h[ wret*$ & mis]able ?\ art ?yself2 ?\ :o art desir\s to satisfy = ! s9s ( o!rs4' ,& to h] great t]ror %e beheld h]self z "o m\rnful mass ( inf9ite imp]fection4 ,b /ill h] love rema9$ undaunt$1 & bur/ =? 9 ^! words1 ',yes1 ,i am full ( mis]y & s92 b ,i am ?y sp\se1 ,o my ,"l1 & my ,savi\r6 ,my fai? 9 !e & 9 ! r$emption :i* ?\ ha/ br\ght u cov]s all my s9s z ) ?y royal mantle4 ,i w n leave !e until ?\ ha/ accept$ my sacrifice1 = ! sup]abundant treasure ( ?y m]its is clos$ to none ( ?y fai?ful s]vants4' ,at l5g? h] pray] became wond]fully en]getic1 & to human e>s !re 0 l a dispute & combat ) ,god1 9 :i* %e 0 c>ri$ away & urg$ on by ! viol5ce ( love4 ,if h] sacrifice 0 accept$1 h] en]gy seem$ to ab&on h]1 & %e 0 left to ! repugnance ( human nature = suff]+4 ,:5 %e _h gone ?r\gh ?is trial1 by keep+ h] eyes fix$ on h] ,r$eem] 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives1 %e next _h to endure indescribable suff]+s ( e description1 be>+ !m all ) wond]ful pati5ce & sweetness4 ,we us$ to see h] rema9 sev]al days toge!r1 motionless & ins5sible1 look+ l a dy+ lamb4 ,did we ask h] h[ %e 01 %e w\ld half op5 h] eyes1 & reply ) a sweet smile1 ',my suff]+s are mo/ salut>y4' ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,adv5t1 h] suff]+s 7 a little soo!d by sweet visions ( ! prep>ations made by ! ,bless$ ,virg9 to leave h] home1 & !n ( h] :ole j\rney ) ,/4 ,joseph to ,be?lehem4 ,%e accompani$ !m ea* day to ! humble inns :]e !y re/$ = ! night1 or w5t on be=e !m to prep>e _! lodg+s4 ,dur+ ?is "t %e us$ to take old pieces ( l951 & at night1 :ile sleep+1 make !m into baby clo!s & caps = ! *ildr5 ( poor wom51 ! times ( ^: conf9em5ts 7 ne> at h&4 ,! next day %e w\ld be surpris$ to see all ^! ?+s neatly arrang$ 9 h] draw]s4 ,?is happ5$ to h] e ye> ab\t ! same "t1 b ?is ye> %e _h m fatigue & less consolation4 ,?us1 at ! h\r ( our ,savi\r's bir?1 :5 %e 0 usually p]fectly ov]:elm$ ) joy1 %e c\ld only crawl ) ! greate/ difficulty to ! crib :]e ! ,*ild ,jesus 0 ly+1 & br+ him no pres5t b myrrh1 no (f]+ b h] cross1 b5ea? ! weight ( :i* %e sank d[n half dy+ at 8 feet4 ,x seem$ z ?\gh %e 7 = ! la/ "t mak+ up h] e>?ly acc\nts ) ,god1 & = ! la/ "t also (f]+ h]self 9 ! place ( a c\ntless numb] ( m5 :o 7 spiritually & corporally afflict$4 ,ev5 ! little t is kn[n ( ! mann] 9 :i* %e took ^u h]self ! suff]+s ( o!rs is almo/ incompreh5sible4 ,%e v truly said3 ',?is ye> ! ,*ild ,jesus has only br\ght me a cross & in/rum5ts ( suff]+4' ,%e became ea* day m & m absorb$ 9 h] suff]+s1 & al?\gh %e cont9u$ to see ,jesus travell+ f city to city dur+ 8 public life1 ! utmo/ %e ev] said on ! subject 01 briefly to "n 9 :i* direction he 0 go+4 ,once1 %e ask$ sudd5ly 9 a sc>cely audible voice1 ',:at day is x8' ,:5 told t x 0 ! #ad? ( ,janu>y1 %e add$3 ',_h ,i b a few days m1 ,i %\ld h relat$ ! entire life ( our ,savi\r1 b n[ x is no long] possible = me to d s4' ,^! words 7 ! m incompreh5sible z %e did n appe> to "k ev5 :i* ye> ( ! public life ( ,jesus %e 0 !n contemplat+ 9 _s4 ,9 #ahbj %e _h relat$ ! hi/ory ( our ,savi\r d[n to ! ,asc5sion1 beg9n+ at ! #bh? ( ,july ( ! ?ird ye> ( ! public life ( ,jesus1 & _h cont9u$ d[n to ! #aj? ( ,janu>y ( ! ?ird ye> ( 8 public life4 ,on ! #bg? ( ,april #ahbc1 9 consequ5ce ( a j\rney made by ! writ]1 an int]ruption ( h] n>rative took place1 & la/$ d[n to ! #ba/ ( ,octob]4 ,%e !n took up ! tread ( h] n>rative :]e %e _h left x1 & cont9u$ x to ! la/ weeks ( h] life4 ,:5 %e spoke ( a few days be+ want$ h] fri5d himself did n "k h[ f> h] n>rative w5t1 n hav+ _h leisure to arrange :at he _h writt54 ,aft] h] dea? he became conv9c$ t if %e _h be5 able to speak dur+ ! la/ f\rte5 days ( h] life1 %e w\ld h br\ght x d[n to ! #bh? ( ,july ( ! ?ird ye> ( ! public life ( our ,"l1 consequ5tly to :]e %e _h tak5 x up 9 #ahbj4d ,h] condition daily became m frightful4 ,%e1 :o usually suff]$ 9 sil5ce1 utt]$ /ifl$ groans1 s awful 0 ! angui% %e endur$4 ,on ! #ae? ( ,janu>y %e said3 ',! ,*ild ,jesus br\ght me great suff]+s at ,*ri/mas4 ,i 0 once m by 8 mang] at ,be?lehem4 ,he 0 burn+ ) fev]1 & %[$ me 8 suff]+s & ^? ( 8 "m4 ,!y 7 s poor t !y _h no food b a wret*$ piece ( bread4 ,he be/[$ /ill greate/ suff]+s ^u me1 & said to me3 ,?\ art m9e2 ?\ art my sp\se2 suff] z ,i suff]$1 )\t ask+ ! reason :y4 ,i d n "k :at my suff]+s are to be1 nor h[ long !y w la/4 ,i submit bl9dly to my m>tyrdom1 :e!r = life or = dea?3 ,i only desire t ! hidd5 designs ( ,god may be accompli%$ 9 me4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ,i am calm1 & ,i h consolations 9 my suff]+s4 ,ev5 ?is morn+ ,i 0 v happy4 ,bless$ be ! ,"n ( ,god6' ,h] suff]+s cont9u$1 if possible1 to increase4 ,sitt+ up1 & ) h] eyes clos$1 %e fell f "o side to ano!r1 :ile smo!r$ groans escap$ h] lips4 ,if %e laid d[n1 %e 0 9 dang] ( be+ /ifl$2 h] brea?+ 0 hurri$ & oppress$1 & all h] n]ves & muscles 7 %ak5 & trembl$ ) angui%4 ,aft] viol5t ret*+1 %e suff]$ t]rible pa9 9 h] b[els1 s mu* s t x 0 fe>$ gangr5e mu/ be =m+ !re4 ,h] ?roat 0 p>*$ & burn+1 h] m\? swoll51 h] *eeks crimson ) fev]1 h] h&s :ite z ivory4 ,! sc>s ( ! /igmas %one l silv] b5ea? h] di/5d$ sk94 ,h] pulse gave f #afj to #ahj pulsations p] m9ute4 ,al?\gh unable to speak f h] excessive suff]+1 %e bore e duty p]fectly 9 m9d4 ,on ! ev5+ ( ! #bf?1 %e said to h] fri5d1 ',today is ! n9? day1 y mu/ pay = ! wax tap] & nov5a at ! *apel ( ,/4 ,anne4' ,%e 0 allud+ to a nov5a :i* %e _h ask$ to h made = h] int5tion1 & %e 0 afraid le/ h] fri5ds %\ld =get x4 ,on ! #bg?1 at two o'clock 9 ! aft]noon1 %e receiv$ ,extreme ,unction1 greatly to ! relief bo? ( h] s\l & body4 ,9 ! ev5+ h] fri5d1 ! excell5t ,cure ( ,h1 pray$ at h] b$side1 :i* 0 an imm5se com=t to h]4 ,%e said to him3 ',h[ good & beautiful all ?is is6' ,& aga93 ',may ,god be a ?\s& times prais$ & ?ank$6' ,! approa* ( dea? did n :olly int]rupt ! wond]ful union ( h] life ) t ( ! ,*ur*4 ,a fri5d hav+ visit$ h] on ! #a/ ( ,febru>y 9 ! ev5+1 _h plac$ himself beh9d h] b$ :]e %e c\ld n see him1 & 0 li/5+ ) ! utmo/ compassion to h] l[ moans & int]rupt$ brea?+1 :5 sudd5ly all became sil5t1 & he ?\ght t %e 0 dead4 ,at ?is mom5t ! ev5+ bell r++ = ! mat9s ( ! ,purification 0 he>d4 ,x 0 ! op5+ ( ?is fe/ival :i* _h caus$ h] s\l to be ravi%$ 9 ec/asy4 ,al?\gh /ill 9 a v al>m+ /ate1 %e let "s sweet & lov+ words conc]n+ ! ,bless$ ,virg9 escape h] lips dur+ ! night & day ( ! fe/ival4 ,t[>ds twelve o'clock 9 ! day1 %e said 9 a voice already *ang$ by ! ne> approa* ( dea?1 ',x 0 long s9ce ,i _h felt s well4 ,i h be5 ill q a week1 h ,i n8 ,i feel z ?\gh ,i knew no?+ ab\t ?is _w ( d>kness6 ,o1 :at light ! ,bless$ ,"m ( ,god %[$ me6 ,%e took me ) h]1 & h[ will+ly w\ld ,i h rema9$ ) h]6' ,"h %e recollect$ h]self = a mom5t1 & !n said1 plac+ h] f+] on h] lip3 ',b ,i mu/ n speak ( ^! ?+s4' ,f t "t %e said t ! slighte/ ^w 9 h] praise greatly increas$ h] suff]+s4 ,! foll[+ days %e 0 worse4 ,on ! #g?1 9 ! ev5+1 be+ r m calm1 %e said3 ',ah1 my sweet ,"l ,jesus1 ?anks be to !e aga9 & aga9 = e "p ( my life4 ,"l1 ?y w & n m9e be done4' ,on ! #h? ( ,febru>y1 9 ! ev5+1 a prie/ 0 pray+ ne> h] b$1 :5 %e gratefully kiss$ 8 h&1 begg$ him to assi/ at h] dea? & said1 ',o ,jesus1 ,i live = !e1 ,i die = !e4 ,o ,"l1 praise be to ?y holy "n1 ,i no long] see or he>6' ,h] fri5ds wi%$ to *ange h] position1 & ?us ease h] pa9 a little2 b %e said1 ',i am on ! ,cross1 x w soon all be ov]1 leave me 9 peace4' ,%e _h receiv$ all ! la/ ,sacram5ts1 b %e wi%$ to accuse h]self once m 9 confession ( a slight fault :i* %e _h already _m times confess$2 x 0 probably ( ! same nature z a s9 :i* %e _h committ$ 9 h] *ildhood1 ( :i* %e (t5 accus$ h]self1 & :i* consi/$ 9 hav+ gone ?r\gh a h$ge into a neighb\r's g>d51 & covet$ "s apples :i* _h fall5 on ! gr\nd4 ,%e _h only look$ at !m2 =1 ?ank ,god1 %e said1 %e did n t\* !m1 b %e ?\ght t 0 a s9 aga9/ ! t5? comm&m5t4 ,! prie/ gave h] a g5]al absolution2 aft] :i* %e /ret*$ h]self out1 & ^? ar\nd h] ?\ght t %e 0 dy+4 ,a p]son :o _h (t5 giv5 h] pa9 n[ drew ne> h] b$ & ask$ h] p>don4 ,%e look$ at him 9 surprise1 & said ) ! mo/ expressive acc5t ( tru?1 ',i h no?+ to =give any liv+ creature4' ,dur+ ! la/ days ( h] life1 :5 h] dea? 0 mom5t>ily expect$1 sev]al ( h] fri5ds rema9$ con/antly 9 ! room adjo9+ h]s4 ,!y 7 speak+ 9 a l[ tone1 & s t %e c\ld n he> !m1 ( h] pati5ce1 fai?1 & o!r virtues1 :5 all on a sudd5 !y he>d h] dy+ voice say+3 ',ah1 = ! love ( ,god1 d n praise me--t keeps me "h1 because ,i !n h to suff] d\ble4 ,o my ,god6 h[ _m fre% fl[]s are fall+ ^u me6' ,%e always saw fl[]s z ! =]unn]s & figures ( suff]+s4 ,!n %e reject$ all praises1 ) ! mo/ pr(\nd conviction ( h] own unwor?9ess1 say+3 ',god alone is good3 ev]y?+ mu/ be paid1 d[n to ! la/ f>?+4 ,i am poor & load$ ) s91 & ,i c only make up = hav+ be5 prais$ by suff]+s unit$ to ^? ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,d n praise me1 b let me die 9 ignom9y ) ,jesus on ! cross4' ,b\don1 9 8 life ( ,fa!r ,sur91 relates a simil> trait ( a dy+ man1 :o _h be5 ?\ght to h lo/ ! s5se ( he>+1 b :o en]getically reject$ a ^w ( praise pron\nc$ by ^? :o 7 surr\nd+ 8 b$4 ,a few h\rs be=e dea?1 = :i* %e 0 long+1 say+1 ',o ,"l assi/ me2 come1 ,o ,"l ,jesus6' a ^w ( praise appe>$ to deta9 h]1 & %e mo/ en]getically reject$ x by mak+ ! foll[+ act ( humility3 ',i _c die if s _m good p]sons ?9k well ( me ?r\gh a mi/ake2 ,i beg ( y to tell !m all t ,i am a wret*$ s9n]6 ,w\ld t ,i c\ld proclaim s z to be he>d by all m51 h[ great a s9n] ,i am6 ,i am f> b5ea? ! good ?ief :o 0 crucifi$ by ! side ( ,jesus1 = he & all 8 contempor>ies _h n s t]rible an acc\nt z we %all h to r5d] ( all ! graces :i* h be5 be/[$ ^u ! ,*ur*4' ,aft] ?is decl>ation1 %e appe>$ to gr[ calm1 & %e said to ! prie/ :o 0 com=t+ h]3 ',i feel n[ z peaceful & z mu* fill$ ) hope & confid5ce z if ,i _h nev] committ$ a s94' ,h] eyes turn$ lov+ly t[>ds ! cross :i* 0 plac$ at ! foot ( h] b$1 h] brea?+ became accel]at$1 %e (t5 drank "s liquid2 & :5 ! little crucifix 0 held to h]1 %e f humility only kiss$ ! feet4 ,a fri5d :o 0 kneel+ by h] b$side 9 te>s1 _h ! com=t ( (t5 hold+ h] ! wat] ) :i* to moi/5 h] lips4 ,z he _h laid h] h&1 on :i* ! :ite sc> ( ! w\nd 0 mo/ di/9ctly visible1 on ! c\nt]pane1 he took hold ( t h&1 :i* 0 already cold1 & z he inw>dly wi%$ = "s m>k ( f>ewell f h]1 %e slightly press$ 84 ,h] face 0 calm & s]5e1 be>+ an expression ( heav5ly gravity1 & :i* c only be comp>$ to t ( a valiant wre/l]1 :o aft] mak+ unhe>d ( ef=ts to ga9 ! victory1 s9ks back & dies 9 ! v act ( seiz+ ! prize4 ,! prie/ aga9 read ?r\gh ! pray]s = p]sons 9 _! la/ agony1 & %e !n felt an inw>d inspiration to pray = a pi\s "y fri5d ^: fea/ day x 04 ,eight o'clock /ruck2 %e brea!d m freely = ! space ( a few m9utes1 & !n cri$ ?ree times ) a deep groan3 ',o ,"l1 assi/ me3 ,"l1 ,"l1 come6' ,! prie/ rang 8 bell1 & said1 ',%e is dy+4' ,sev]al relations & fri5ds :o 7 9 ! next room came 9 & knelt d[n to pray4 ,%e 0 !n hold+ 9 h] h& a light$ tap]1 :i* ! prie/ 0 support+4 ,%e brea!d =? sev]al slight sighs1 & !n h] pure s\l escap$ h] *a/e lips1 & ha/5$1 clo!d 9 ! nuptial g>m5t1 to appe> 9 heav5ly hope be=e ! ,div9e ,bridegroom1 & be unit$ = ev] to t bless$ company ( virg9s :o foll[ ! ,lamb :i!rsoev] he goe?4 ,h] lifeless body sank g5tly back on ! pill[s at halfpa/ eight o'clock p4m41 on ! #i? ,febru>y #ahbd4 ,a p]son :o _h tak5 great int]e/ 9 h] dur+ life wrote z foll[s3 ',aft] h] dea?1 ,i drew ne> to h] b$4 ,%e 0 support$ by pill[s1 & ly+ on h] left side4 ,"s crut*es1 :i* _h be5 prep>$ = h] by h] fri5ds on "o occasion :5 %e _h be5 able to take a few turns 9 ! room1 7 hang+ ov] h] head1 cross$1 9 a corn]4 ,ne> !m hung a little oil pa9t+ repres5t+ ! dea? ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :i* _h be5 giv5 h] by ! ,pr9cess ( ,salm4 ,! expression ( h] c\nt5ance 0 p]fectly sublime1 & bore ! traces ( ! _s ( self-sacrifice1 ! pati5ce & resignation ( h] :ole life2 %e look$ z ?\gh %e _h di$ = ! love ( ,jesus1 9 ! v act ( p]=m+ "s "w ( *>ity = o!rs4 ,h] "r h& 0 re/+ on ! c\nt]pane--t h& on :i* ,god _h be/[$ ! unp>allel$ fav\r ( be+ able at once to recognise by ! t\* any?+ t 0 holy1 or t _h be5 consecrat$ by ! ,*ur*--a fav\r :i* p]haps no "o _h ev] be=e enjoy$ to s great an ext5t--a fav\r by :i* ! int]e/s ( religion might be inconceivably promot$1 provid$ x 0 made use ( ) discretion1 & :i* surely _h n be5 be/[$ ^u a poor ignorant peasant girl m]ely = h] own p]sonal gratification4 ,= ! la/ "t ,i took 9 m9e ! h& m>k$ ) a sign s wor?y ( our utmo/ v5]ation1 ! h& :i* 0 z a spiritual in/rum5t 9 ! in/ant recognition ( :atev] 0 holy1 t x might be hon\r$ ev5 9 a gra9 ( s&--! *>itable indu/ri\s h&1 :i* _h s (t5 f$ ! hungry & clo!d ! nak$--?is h& 0 n[ cold & lifeless4 ,a great fav\r _h be5 )drawn f e>?1 ,god _h tak5 f u ! h& ( 8 sp\se1 :o _h r5d]$ te/imony to1 pray$1 & suff]$ = ! tru?4 ,x appe>$ z ?\gh x _h n be5 )\t mean+1 t %e _h resign$ly laid d[n ^u h] b$ ! h& :i* 0 ! outw>d expression ( a p>ticul> privilege grant$ by ,div9e grace4 ,fe>ful ( hav+ ! /rong impression made ^u me by ! sight ( h] c\nt5ance dim9i%$ by ! necess>y b di/urb+ prep>ations :i* 7 be+ made ar\nd h] b$1 ,i ?\ghtfully left h] room4 ,if1 ,i said to myself--if1 l s _m holy solit>ies1 %e _h di$ alone 9 a grave prep>$ by h] own h&s1 h] fri5ds--! birds--w\ld h cov]$ h] ) fl[]s & leaves2 if1 l o!r religi\s1 %e _h di$ among virg9s consecrat$ to ,god1 & t _! t5d] c>e & respectful v5]ation _h foll[$ h] to ! grave1 z 0 ! case1 = example1 ) ,/4 ,colomba ( ,rieti1 x w\ld h be5 edify+ & pleas+ to ^? :o lov$ h]2 b d\btless su* hon\rs r5d]$ to h] lifeless rema9s w\ld n h be5 con=mable to h] love = ,jesus1 :om %e s mu* desir$ to resemble 9 dea? z 9 life4' ,! same fri5d lat] wrote z foll[s3 ',un=tunately !re 0 no (ficial po/-mortem exam9ation ( h] body1 & none ( ^? inquiries by :i* %e _h be5 s torm5t$ dur+ life 7 in/itut$ aft] h] dea?4 ,! fri5ds :o surr\nd$ h] neglect$ to exam9e h] body1 probably = fe> ( com+ ^u "s /rik+ ph5om5on1 ! discov]y ( :i* might h caus$ mu* annoyance 9 v>i\s ways4 ,on ,w$nesday ! #aa? ( ,febru>y h] body 0 prep>$ = burial4 ,a pi\s female1 :o w\ld n give up to anyone ! task ( r5d]+ h] ?is la/ m>k ( affection1 describ$ to me z foll[s ! condition 9 :i* %e f\nd h]3 ,h] feet 7 cross$ l ! feet ( a crucifix4 ,! places ( ! /igmas 7 m r$ ?an usual4 ,:5 we rais$ h] head blood fl[$ f h] nose & m\?4 ,all h] limbs rema9$ flexible & ) none ( ! /iffness ( dea? ev5 till ! c(f9 0 clos$4 ,on ,friday ! #ac? ( ,febru>y %e 0 tak5 to ! grave1 foll[$ by ! entire population ( ! place4 ,%e reposes 9 ! cemet]y1 to ! left ( ! cross1 on ! side ne>e/ ! h$ge4 ,9 ! grave 9 front ( h]s !re re/s a good old peasant ( ,welde1 & 9 ! grave beh9d a poor b virtu\s female f ,d]nekamp4 ,on ! ev5+ ( ! day :5 %e 0 buri$1 a ri* man w5t1 n to ,pilate1 b to ! cure ( ! place4 ,he ask$ = ! body ( ,anne ,ca!r9e1 n to place x 9 a new sepul*re1 b to buy x at a high price = a ,dut* doctor4 ,! proposal 0 reject$ z x des]v$1 b x appe>s t ! report 0 spread 9 ! little t[n t ! body _h be5 tak5 away1 & x is said t ! p w5t 9 great numb]s to ! cemet]y to asc]ta9 :e!r ! grave _h be5 robb$4' ,to ^! details we w add ! foll[+ extract f an acc\nt pr9t$ 9 ,decemb] #ahbd1 9 ! ,j\rnal ( ,ca?olic lit]ature ( ,k]z4 ,?is acc\nt 0 writt5 by a p]son ) :om we are unacqua9t$1 b :o appe>s to h be5 well in=m$3 ',ab\t six or sev5 weeks aft] ! dea? ( ,anne ,ca!r9e ,emm]i*1 a report hav+ got ab\t t h] body _h be5 /ol5 away1 ! grave & c(f9 7 op5$ 9 secret1 by ord] ( ! au?orities1 9 ! pres5ce ( sev5 witnesses4 ,!y f\nd ) surprise n unmix$ ) joy t corruption _h n yet begun its "w on ! body ( ! pi\s maid54 ,h] features & c\nt5ance 7 smil+ l ^? ( a p]son :o is dream+ sweetly4 ,%e look$ z ?\gh %e _h b j be5 plac$ 9 ! c(f91 nor did h] body exhale any corpse-l smell4 ,x is good to keep ! secret ( ! k+1 says ,jesus ! son ( ,sira*2 b x is also good to reveal to ! _w ! greatness ( ! m]cy ( ,god4' ,we h be5 told t a /one has be5 plac$ ov] h] grave4 ,we lay ^u x ^! pages2 may !y contribute to immortalise ! memory ( a p]son :o has reliev$ s _m pa9s ( s\l & body1 & t ( ! spot :]e h] mortal rema9s lie await+ ! ,day ( ,resurrection4 ,,to ,,! ,,read] ,:oev] comp>es ! foll[+ m$itations ) ! %ort hi/ory ( ! ,la/ ,supp] giv5 9 ! ,gospel w discov] "s slight diff]5ces betwe5 !m4 ,an explanation %\ld be giv5 ( ?is1 al?\gh x c nev] be suffici5tly impress$ ^u ! read] t ^! writ+s h no pret5sions :atev] to add an iota to ,sacr$ ,scripture z int]pret$ by ! ,*ur*4 ,si/] ,emm]i* saw ! ev5ts ( ! ,la/ ,supp] take place 9 ! foll[+ ord]3--,! ,pas*al ,lamb 0 immolat$ & prep>$ 9 ! supp]-room2 our ,"l held a disc\rse on t occasion--! gue/s 7 dress$ z travell]s1 & ate1 /&+1 ! lamb & o!r food prescrib$ by ! law--! cup ( w9e 0 twice pres5t$ to our ,"l1 b he did n dr9k ( x ! second "t2 di/ribut+ x to 8 ,apo/les ) ^! words3 ,i %all dr9k no m ( ! fruit ( ! v9e1 etc4 ,!n !y sat d[n2 ,jesus spoke ( ! traitor2 ,pet] fe>$ le/ x %\ld be himself2 ,judas receiv$ f our ,"l ! piece ( bread dipp$1 :i* 0 ! sign t x 0 he2 prep>ations 7 made = ! wa%+ ( ! feet2 ,pet] /rove aga9/ 8 feet be+ wa%$2 !n came ! in/itution ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/3 ,judas communicat$1 & aft]w>ds left ! ap>tm5t2 ! oils 7 consecrat$1 & in/ructions giv5 conc]n+ !m2 ,pet] & ! o!r ,apo/les receiv$ ord9ation2 our ,"l made 8 f9al disc\rse2 ,pet] prote/$ t he w\ld nev] ab&on him2 & !n ! ,supp] conclud$4 ,by adopt+ ?is ord]1 x appe>s1 at fir/1 z ?\gh x 7 9 contradiction to ! passages ( ,/4 ,mat!w 7#ca3bi71 & ( ,/4 ,m>k 7#ad3bf71 9 :i* ! words3 ,i w dr9k no m ( ! fruit ( ! v9e1 etc41 come aft] ! consecration1 b 9 ,/4 ,luke1 !y come be=e4 ,on ! contr>y1 all t conc]ns ! traitor ,judas comes "h1 z 9 ,/4 ,mat!w & ,/4 ,m>k1 be=e ! consecration2 :]eas 9 ,/4 ,luke1 x does n come till aft]w>ds4 ,/4 ,john1 :o does n relate ! hi/ory ( ! in/itution ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/1 gives u to und]/& t ,judas w5t out imm$iately aft] ,jesus _h giv5 him ! bread2 b x appe>s mo/ probable1 f ! acc\nts ( ! o!r ,evangeli/s1 t ,judas receiv$ ! ,holy ,communion "u bo? =ms1 & sev]al ( ! fa!rs--,/4 ,augu/9e1 ,/4 ,gregory ! ,great1 & ,/4 ,leo ! ,great--z well z ! tradition ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 tell u expressly t su* 0 ! case4 ,besides1 7 ! ord] 9 :i* ,/4 ,john pres5ts ev5ts tak5 lit]ally1 he w\ld contradict1 n only ,/4 ,mat!w & ,/4 ,m>k1 b himself1 = x mu/ foll[1 f v]se #aj1 *ap4 #ac1 t ,judas also _h 8 feet wa%$4 ,n[1 ! wa%+ ( ! feet took place aft] ! eat+ ( ! ,pas*al lamb1 & x 0 necess>ily :il/ x 0 be+ eat5 t ,jesus pres5t$ ! bread to ! traitor4 ,x is pla9 t ! ,evangeli/s "h1 z 9 sev]al o!r p>ts ( _! writ+s1 gave _! att5tion to ! sacr$ n>rative z a :ole1 & did n consid] !mselves b\nd to relate e detail 9 precisely ! same ord]1 :i* fully expla9s ! app>5t contradictions ( ea* o!r1 :i* are to be f\nd 9 _! ,gospels4 ,! foll[+ pages w appe> to ! att5tive read] r a simple & natural concordance ( ! ,gospels ?an a hi/ory diff]+ 9 any po9t ( ! slighte/ importance f t ( ,scripture4 ,,m$itation ,i4 ,prep>ations = ! ,pas* ,holy ,?ursday1 ! #ac? ,nisan 7#bi? ( ,m>*74 ,ye/]day ev5+ x 0 t ! la/ great public repa/ ( our ,"l & 8 fri5ds took place 9 ! h\se ( ,simon ! ,lep]1 at ,be?ania1 & ,m>y ,magdal5 = ! la/ "t ano9t$ ! feet ( ,jesus ) preci\s o9tm5t4 ,judas 0 sc&alis$ ^u ?is occasion1 & ha/5$ =?) to ,j]usalem aga9 to conspire ) ! high-prie/s = ! betrayal ( ,jesus into _! h&s4 ,aft] ! repa/1 ,jesus return$ to ! h\se ( ,laz>us1 & "s ( ! ,apo/les w5t to ! inn situat$ beyond ,be?ania4 ,dur+ ! night ,nicodemus aga9 came to ,laz>us' h\se1 _h a long conv]sation ) our ,"l1 & return$ be=e daylight to ,j]usalem1 be+ accompani$ "p ( ! way by ,laz>us4 ,! disciples _h already ask$ ,jesus :]e he w\ld eat ! ,pas*4 ,to-day1 be=e dawn1 our ,"l s5t = ,pet]1 ,james1 & ,john1 spoke to !m at "s l5g? conc]n+ all !y _h to prep>e & ord] at ,j]usalem1 & told !m t :5 asc5d+ ,m\nt ,sion1 !y w\ld meet ! man c>ry+ a pit*] ( wat]4 ,!y 7 already well acqua9t$ ) ?is man1 = at ! la/ ,pas*1 at ,be?ania1 x _h be5 he :o prep>$ ! meal = ,jesus1 & ?is is :y ,/4 ,mat!w says3 a c]ta9 man4 ,!y 7 to foll[ him home1 & say to him3 ! ,ma/] sai?1 ,my "t is ne> at h&1 ) !e ,i make ! ,pas* ) my disciples 7,matt4 #bf3ah74 ,!y 7 ?an to be %[n ! supp]-room1 & make all necess>y prep>ations4 ,i saw ! ,apo/les asc5d+ t[>ds ,j]usalem1 along a rav9e1 to ! s\? ( ! ,temple1 & 9 ! direction ( ! nor? side ( ,sion4 ,on ! s\!rn side ( ! m\nta9 on :i* ! ,temple /ood1 !re 7 "s r[s ( h\ses2 & !y walk$ opposite ^! h\ses1 foll[+ ! /ream ( an int]v5+ torr5t4 ,:5 !y _h rea*$ ! summit ( ,m\nt ,sion1 :i* is high] ?an ! m\nta9 ( ! ,temple1 !y turn$ _! /eps t[>ds ! s\?1 &1 j at ! beg9n+ ( a small asc5t1 met ! man :o _h be5 nam$ to !m2 !y foll[$ & spoke to him z ,jesus _h comm&$4 ,he 0 mu* gratifi$ by _! words1 & answ]$1 t a supp] _h already be5 ord]$ to be prep>$ at 8 h\se 7probably by ,nicodemus71 b t he _h n be5 aw>e = :om1 & 0 delight$ to le>n t x 0 = ,jesus4 ,?is man's "n 0 ,heli1 & he 0 ! bro!r-9-law ( ,za*>y ( ,hebron1 9 ^: h\se ,jesus _h 9 ! prec$+ ye> ann\nc$ ! dea? ( ,john ! ,bapti/4 ,he _h only "o son1 :o 0 a ,levite1 & a fri5d ( ,/4 ,luke1 be=e ! latt] 0 call$ by our ,"l1 & five daught]s1 all ( :om 7 unm>ri$4 ,he w5t up e ye> ) 8 s]vants = ! fe/ival ( ! ,pas*1 hir$ a room & prep>$ ! ,pas* = p]sons :o _h no fri5d 9 ! t[n to lodge )4 ,?is ye> he _h hir$ a supp]-room :i* belong$ to ,nicodemus & ,joseph ( ,arima!a4 ,he %[$ ! two ,apo/les its position & int]ior arrangem5t4 ,,m$itation ,,ii4 ,! ,supp]-,room4 ,on ! s\!rn side ( ,m\nt ,sion1 n f> f ! ru9$ ,ca/le ( ,david1 & ! m>ket held on ! asc5t lead+ to t ,ca/le1 !re /ood1 t[>ds ! ea/1 an anci5t & solid build+1 betwe5 r[s ( ?ick trees1 9 ! mid/ ( a spaci\s c\rt surr\nd$ by /rong walls4 ,to ! "r & left ( ! entrance1 o!r build+s 7 to be se5 adjo9+ ! wall1 p>ticul>ly to ! "r1 :]e /ood ! dwell+ ( ! major-domo1 & close to x ! h\se 9 :i* ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! holy wom5 sp5t mo/ ( _! "t aft] ! dea? ( ,jesus4 ,! supp]-room1 :i* 0 orig9ally l>g]1 _h =m]ly be5 inhabit$ by ,david's brave capta9s1 :o _h !re le>n$ ! use ( arms4 ,previ\s to ! build+ ( ! ,temple1 ! ,ark ( ! ,cov5ant _h be5 deposit$ !re = a consid]able l5g? ( "t1 & traces ( its pres5ce 7 /ill to be f\nd 9 an und]gr\nd room4 ,i h also se5 ! ,prophet ,mala*y hidd5 b5ea? ?is same ro(3 he !re wrote 8 prophecies conc]n+ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t & ! ,sacrifice ( ! ,new ,law4 ,solomon held ?is h\se 9 hon\r1 & p]=m$ )9 its walls "s figurative & symbolical action1 :i* ,i h =gott54 ,:5 a great "p ( ,j]usalem 0 de/roy$ by ! ,babylonians1 ?is h\se 0 sp>$4 ,i h se5 _m o!r ?+s conc]n+ ?is same h\se1 b ,i only rememb] :at ,i h n[ told4 ,?is build+ 0 9 a v dilapidat$ /ate :5 x became ! prop]ty ( ,nicodemus & ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 :o arrang$ ! pr9cipal build+ 9 a v suitable mann]1 & let x z a supp]-room to /rang]s com+ to ,j]usalem = ! purpose ( celebrat+ ! fe/ival ( ! ,pas*4 ,?us x 0 t our ,"l _h made use ( x ! previ\s ye>4 ,moreov]1 ! h\se & surr\nd+ build+s s]v$ z w>eh\ses = monum5ts & o!r /ones1 & z work%ops = ! lab\r]s2 = ,joseph ( ,arima!a possess$ valuable qu>ries 9 8 own c\ntry1 f :i* he _h l>ge blocks ( /one br\ght1 t 8 workm5 might fa%ion !m1 "u 8 own eye1 into tombs1 ar*itectural ornam5ts1 & columns1 = sale4 ,nicodemus _h a %>e 9 ?is bus9ess1 & us$ to sp5d _m leisure h\rs himself 9 sculptur+4 ,he work$ 9 ! room1 or 9 a subt]rane\s ap>tm5t :i* saw b5ea? x1 except+ at ! times ( ! fe/ivals2 & ?is occupation hav+ br\ght him into connection ) ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 !y _h become fri5ds1 & (t5 jo9$ toge!r 9 v>i\s transactions4 ,?is morn+1 :il/ ,pet] & ,john 7 conv]s+ ) ! man :o _h hir$ ! supp]-room1 ,i saw ,nicodemus 9 ! build+s to ! left ( ! c\rt1 :]e a great _m /ones :i* fill$ up ! passages lead+ to ! supp]-room _h be5 plac$4 ,a week be=e1 ,i _h se5 sev]al p]sons engag$ 9 putt+ ! /ones on "o side1 clean+ ! c\rt1 & prep>+ ! supp]-room = ! celebration ( ! ,pas*2 x ev5 appe>s to me t !re 7 among !m "s disciples ( our ,"l1 p]haps ,aram & ,!me91 ! c\s9s ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a4 ,! supp]-room1 prop]ly s call$1 0 ne>ly 9 ! c5tre ( ! c\rt2 its l5g? 0 great] ?an its wid?2 x 0 surr\nd$ by a r[ ( l[ pill>s1 & if ! spaces betwe5 ! pill>s _h be5 cle>$1 w\ld h =m$ a "p ( ! l>ge inn] room1 = ! :ole edifice 01 z x 71 transp>5t2 only x 0 usual1 except on special occasions1 = ! passages to be clos$ up4 ,! room 0 light$ by ap]tures at ! top ( ! walls4 ,9 front1 !re 0 fir/ a ve/ibule1 into :i* ?ree doors gave entrance2 next1 ! l>ge inn] room1 :]e sev]al lamps hung f ! plat=m2 ! walls 7 ornam5t$ = ! fe/ival1 half way up1 ) beautiful matt+ or tape/ry1 & an ap]ture _h be5 made 9 ! ro(1 & cov]$ ov] ) transp>5t blue gauze4 ,! back "p ( ?is room 0 sep>at$ f ! re/ by a curta91 also ( blue transp>5t gauze4 ,?is division ( ! supp]-room into ?ree p>ts gave a resemblance to ! ,temple--?us =m+ ! out] ,c\rt1 ! ,holy1 & ! ,holy ( ,holies4 ,9 ! la/ ( ^! divisions1 on bo? sides1 ! dresses & o!r ?+s necess>y = ! celebration ( ! fea/ 7 plac$4 ,9 ! c5tre !re 0 a species ( alt>4 ,a /one b5* rais$ on ?ree /eps1 & ( a rectangul> triangul> %ape1 came out ( ! wall2 x mu/ h con/itut$ ! upp] "p ( ! ov5 us$ = roa/+ ! ,pas*al ,lamb1 = to-day ! /eps 7 q heat$ dur+ ! repa/4 ,i _c describe 9 detail all t !re 0 9 ?is "p ( ! room1 b all k9ds ( arrangem5ts 7 be+ made !re = prep>+ ! ,pas*al ,supp]4 ,above ?is he>? ( alt>1 !re 0 a species ( ni*e 9 ! wall1 9 front ( :i* ,i saw an image ( ! ,pas*al ,lamb1 ) a knife 9 its ?roat1 & ! blood appe>+ to fl[ drop by drop ^u ! alt>2 b ,i d n rememb] di/9ctly h[ t 0 done4 ,9 a ni*e 9 ! wall !re 7 ?ree cupbo>ds ( v>i\s col\rs1 :i* turn$ l our tab]nacles1 = op5+ or clos+4 ,a numb] ( vessels us$ 9 ! celebration ( ! ,pas* 7 kept 9 !m2 lat]1 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 0 plac$ !re4 ,9 ! rooms at ! sides ( ! supp]-room1 !re 7 "s c\*es1 on :i* ?ick cov]lids roll$ up 7 plac$1 & :i* c\ld be us$ z b$s4 ,!re 7 spaci\s cell>s b5ea? ! :ole ( ?is build+4 ,! ,ark ( ! ,cov5ant 0 =m]ly deposit$ "u ! v spot :]e ! he>? 0 aft]w>ds built4 ,five gutt]s1 "u ! h\se1 s]v$ to convey ! refuse to ! slope ( ! hill1 on ! upp] "p ( :i* ! h\se 0 built4 ,i _h preci\sly se5 ,jesus prea* & p]=m miracul\s cures !re1 & ! disciples frequ5tly pass$ ! night 9 ! side rooms4 ,,m$itation ,,iii4 ,arrangem5ts = eat+ ! ,pas*al ,lamb4 ,:5 ! disciples _h spok5 to ,heli ( ,hebron1 ! latt] w5t back into ! h\se by ! c\rt1 b !y turn$ to ! "r1 & ha/5$ d[n ! nor? side ( ! hill1 ?r\gh ,sion4 ,!y pass$ ov] a bridge1 & walk+ along a road cov]$ ) brambles1 rea*$ ! o!r side ( ! rav9e1 :i* 0 9 front ( ! ,temple1 & ( ! r[ ( h\ses :i* 7 to ! s\? ( t build+4 ,!re /ood ! h\se ( ! ag$ ,simeon1 :o di$ 9 ! ,temple aft] ! pres5tation ( our ,"l2 & 8 sons1 "s ( :om 7 disciples ( ,jesus 9 secret1 7 actually liv+ !re4 ,! ,apo/les spoke to "o ( !m1 a tall d>k-complexion$ man1 :o held "s (fice 9 ! ,temple4 ,!y w5t ) him to ! ea/]n side ( ! ,temple1 ?r\gh t "p ( ,ophel by :i* ,jesus made 8 entry into ,j]usalem on ,palm-,sunday1 & !nce to ! cattle-m>ket1 :i* /ood 9 ! t[n1 to ! nor? ( ! ,temple4 ,9 ! s\!rn "p ( ?is m>ket ,i saw little enclosures 9 :i* "s beautiful lambs 7 gamboll+ ab\t4 ,"h x 0 t lambs = ! ,pas* 7 b\ght4 ,i saw ! son ( ,simeon ent] "o ( ^! enclosures2 & ! lambs gamboll$ r\nd him z if !y knew him4 ,he *ose out f\r1 :i* 7 c>ri$ to ! supp]-room1 engag$ 9 prep>+ ! ,pas*al ,lamb4 ,i saw ,pet] & ,john g to sev]al diff]5t p>ts ( ! t[n1 & ord] v>i\s ?+s4 ,i saw !m also /&+ opposite ! door ( a h\se situat$ to ! nor? ( ,m\nt ,calv>y1 :]e ! disciples ( ,jesus lodg$ ! greate/ "p ( ! "t1 & :i* belong$ to ,s]aphia 7aft]w>ds call$ ,v]onica74 ,pet] & ,john s5t "s disciples f !nce to ! supp]-room1 giv+ !m sev]al commissions1 :i* ,i h =gott54 ,!y also w5t into ,s]aphia's h\se1 :]e !y _h sev]al arrangem5ts to make4 ,h] husb&1 :o 0 a memb] ( ! c\ncil1 0 usually abs5t & engag$ 9 bus9ess2 b ev5 :5 he 0 at home %e saw little ( him4 ,%e 0 a woman ( ab\t ! age ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & _h long be5 connect$ ) ! ,holy ,family2 = :5 ! ,*ild ,jesus rema9$ ! ?ree days 9 ,j]usalem aft] ! fea/1 %e x 0 :o suppli$ him ) food4 ,! two ,apo/les took f !nce1 among o!r ?+s1 ! *alice ( :i* our ,"l made use 9 ! in/itution ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/4 ,,m$itation ,,iv4 ,! ,*alice us$ at ! ,la/ ,supp] ,! *alice :i* ! ,apo/les br\ght f ,v]onica's h\se 0 wond]ful & my/]i\s 9 its appe>ance4 ,x _h be5 kept a long "t 9 ! ,temple among o!r preci\s objects ( great antiquity1 ! use & orig9 ( :i* _h be5 =gott54 ,! same has be5 9 "s degree ! case 9 ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur*1 :]e _m consecrat$ jewels h be5 =gott5 & fall5 into disuse ) "t4 ,anci5t vases & jewels1 buri$ b5ea? ! ,temple1 _h (t5 be5 dug up1 sold1 or reset4 ,?us x 0 t1 by ,god's p]mission1 ?is holy vessel1 :i* none _h ev] be5 able to melt d[n on acc\nt ( its be+ made ( "s unkn[n mat]ial1 & :i* _h be5 f\nd by ! prie/s 9 ! treasury ( ! ,temple among o!r objects no long] made use (1 _h be5 sold to "s antiqu>ies4 ,x 0 b\ght by ,s]aphia1 0 sev]al times made use ( by ,jesus 9 ! celebration ( fe/ivals1 &1 f ! day ( ! ,la/ ,supp]1 became ! exclusive prop]ty ( ! holy ,*ri/ian community4 ,?is vessel 0 n always ! same z :5 us$ by our ,"l at 8 ,la/ ,supp]1 & p]haps x 0 ^u t occasion t ! v>i\s pieces :i* compos$ x 7 fir/ put toge!r4 ,! great *alice /ood ^u a plate1 out ( :i* a species ( tablet c\ld also be drawn1 & ar\nd x !re 7 six little glasses4 ,! great *alice conta9$ ano!r small] vase2 above x !re 0 a small plate1 & !n came a r\nd cov]4 ,a spoon 0 ins]t$ 9 ! foot ( ! *alice1 & c\ld be easily drawn out = use4 ,all ^! diff]5t vessels 7 cov]$ ) f9e l951 &1 if ,i am n mi/ak51 7 wrapp$ up 9 a case made ( lea!r4 ,! great *alice 0 compos$ ( ! cup & ( ! foot1 :i* la/ mu/ h be5 jo9$ on to x at a lat] p]iod1 = x 0 ( a diff]5t mat]ial4 ,! cup 0 pe>-%ap$1 massive1 d>k-col\r$1 & highly poli%$1 ) gold ornam5ts1 & two small h&les by :i* x c\ld be lift$4 ,! foot 0 ( virg9 gold1 elaborately work$1 ornam5t$ ) a s]p5t & a small bun* ( grapes1 & enri*$ ) preci\s /ones4 ,! *alice 0 left 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,j]usalem1 9 ! h& ( ,/4 ,james ! ,less2 & ,i see t x is /ill pres]v$ 9 t t[n--x w reappe> "s day1 9 ! same mann] z be=e4 ,o!r ,*ur*es took ! little cups :i* surr\nd$ x2 "o 0 tak5 to ,antio*1 & ano!r to ,ephesus4 ,!y belong$ to ! patri>*s1 :o drank "s my/]i\s bev]age out ( !m :5 !y receiv$ or gave a ,b5$iction1 z ,i h se5 _m times4 ,! great *alice _h =m]ly be5 9 ! possession ( ,abraham2 ,mel*is$e* br\ght x ) him f ! l& ( ,semiramis to ! l& ( ,canaan1 :5 he 0 beg9n+ to f\nd "s settlem5ts on ! spot :]e ,j]usalem 0 aft]w>ds built2 he made use ( x !n = (f]+ sacrifice1 :5 he (f]$ bread & w9e 9 ! pres5ce ( ,abraham1 & he left x 9 ! possession ( t holy patri>*4 ,?is same *alice _h also be5 pres]v$ 9 ,noah's ,ark4 ,,m$itation ,v4 ,jesus goes up to ,j]usalem4 ,9 ! morn+1 :ile ! ,apo/les 7 engag$ at ,j]usalem 9 prep>+ = ! ,pas*1 ,jesus1 :o _h rema9$ at ,be?ania1 took an affect+ leave ( ! holy wom51 ( ,laz>us1 & ( 8 ,bless$ ,"m1 & gave !m "s f9al in/ructions4 ,i saw our ,"l conv]s+ ap>t ) 8 ,"m1 & he told h]1 among o!r ?+s1 t he _h s5t ,pet]1 ! apo/le ( fai?1 & ,john1 ! apo/le ( love1 to prep>e = ! ,pas* at ,j]usalem4 ,he said1 9 speak+ ( ,magdal51 ^: grief 0 excessive1 t h] love 0 great1 b /ill some:at human1 & t on ?is acc\nt h] sorr[ made h] beside h]self4 ,he spoke also ( ! s*emes ( ! traitor ,judas1 & ! ,bless$ ,virg9 pray$ = him4 ,judas _h aga9 left ,be?ania to g to ,j]usalem1 "u pret5ce ( pay+ "s debts t 7 due4 ,he sp5t 8 :ole day 9 hurry+ backw>ds & =w>ds f "o ,ph>isee to ano!r1 & mak+ 8 f9al agreem5ts ) !m4 ,he 0 %[n ! soldi]s :o _h be5 engag$ to seize ! p]son ( our ,div9e ,savi\r1 & he s arrang$ 8 j\rneys to & fro z to be able to acc\nt = 8 abs5ce4 ,i beheld all 8 wick$ s*emes & all 8 ?\ghts4 ,he 0 naturally active & oblig+1 b ^! good qualities 7 *ok$ by av>ice1 ambition1 & envy1 :i* passions he made no ef=t to control4 ,9 our ,"l's abs5ce he _h ev5 p]=m$ miracles & heal$ ! sick4 ,:5 our ,"l ann\nc$ to 8 ,bless$ ,"m :at 0 go+ to take place1 %e bes\ght him1 9 ! mo/ t\*+ t]ms1 to let h] die ) him4 ,b he exhort$ h] to %[ m calmness 9 h] sorr[ ?an ! o!r wom51 told h] t he %\ld rise aga91 & nam$ ! v spot :]e he %\ld appe> to h]4 ,%e did n weep mu*1 b h] grief 0 indescribable1 & !re 0 some?+ almo/ awful 9 h] look ( deep recollection4 ,our ,div9e ,"l return$ ?anks1 z a lov+ ,son1 = all ! love %e _h borne him1 & press$ h] to 8 he>t4 ,he also told h] t he w\ld make ! ,la/ ,supp] ) h]1 spiritually1 & nam$ ! h\r at :i* %e w\ld receive 8 preci\s ,body & ,blood4 ,!n once m he1 9 t\*+ language1 bade f>ewell to all1 & gave !m diff]5t in/ructions4 ,ab\t twelve o'clock 9 ! day1 ,jesus & ! n9e ,apo/les w5t f ,be?ania up to ,j]usalem1 foll[$ by sev5 disciples1 :o1 ) ! exception ( ,na?aniel & ,silas1 came f ,j]usalem & ! neighb\rhood4 ,among ^! 7 ,john1 ,m>k1 & ! son ( ! poor wid[ :o1 ! ,?ursday previ\s1 _h (f]$ h] mite 9 ! ,temple1 :il/ ,jesus 0 prea*+ !re4 ,jesus _h tak5 him into 8 company a few days be=e4 ,! holy wom5 set (f lat]4 ,jesus & 8 companions walk$ ar\nd ,m\nt ,olivet1 ab\t ! valley ( ,josaphat1 & ev5 z f> z ,m\nt ,calv>y4 ,dur+ ! :ole ( ?is walk1 he cont9u$ giv+ !m in/ructions4 ,he told ! ,apo/les1 among o!r ?+s1 t until !n he _h giv5 !m 8 bread & 8 w9e1 b t ?is day he 0 go+ to give !m 8 ,body & ,blood1 8 :ole self--all t he _h & all t he 04 ,! c\nt5ance ( our ,"l bore s t\*+ an expression :il/ he 0 speak+1 t 8 :ole s\l seem$ to brea! =? f 8 lips1 & he appe>$ to be langui%+ ) love & desire = ! mom5t :5 he %\ld give himself to man4 ,8 disciples did n und]/& him1 b ?\ght t he 0 speak+ ( ! ,pas*al ,lamb4 ,no words c give an adequate idea ( ! love & resignation :i* 7 express$ 9 ^! la/ disc\rses ( our ,"l at ,be?ania1 & on 8 way to ,j]usalem4 ,! sev5 disciples :o _h foll[$ our ,"l to ,j]usalem did n g !re 9 8 company1 b c>ri$ ! c]emonial habits = ! ,pas* to ! supp]-room1 & !n return$ to ! h\se ( ,m>y1 ! "m ( ,m>k4 ,:5 ,pet] & ,john came to ! supp]-room ) ! *alice1 all ! c]emonial habits 7 already 9 ! ve/ibule1 :i!r !y _h be5 br\ght by 8 disciples & "s companions4 ,!y _h also hung ! walls ) drap]y1 cle>$ ! high] op5+s 9 ! sides1 & put up ?ree lamps4 ,pet] & ,john !n w5t to ! ,valley ( ,josaphat1 & summon$ our ,"l & ! twelve ,apo/les4 ,! disciples & fri5ds :o 7 also to make _! ,pas* 9 ! supp]room1 came lat]4 ,,m$itation ,,vi4 ,! ,la/ ,pas*4 ,jesus & 8 disciples ate ! ,pas*al ,lamb 9 ! supp]-room4 ,!y divid$ into ?ree gr\ps4 ,jesus ate ! ,pas*al ,lamb ) ! twelve ,apo/les 9 ! supp]-room1 prop]ly s call$2 ,na?aniel ) twelve o!r disciples 9 "o ( ! lat]al rooms1 & ,eliacim 7! son ( ,cleophas & ,m>y1 ! daught] ( ,heli71 :o _h be5 a disciple ( ,john ! ,bapti/1 ) twelve m1 9 ano!r side-room4 ,?ree lambs 7 immolat$ = !m 9 ! ,temple1 b !re 0 a f\r? lamb :i* 0 immolat$ 9 ! supp]-room1 & 0 ! "o eat5 by ,jesus ) 8 ,apo/les4 ,judas 0 n aw>e ( ?is circum/ance1 because be+ engag$ 9 plott+ 8 betrayal ( our ,"l1 he only return$ a few mom5ts be=e ! repa/1 & aft] ! immolation ( ! lamb _h tak5 place4 ,mo/ t\*+ 0 ! sc5e ( ! immolation ( ! lamb to be eat5 by ,jesus & 8 ,apo/les2 x took place 9 ! ve/ibule ( ! supp]-room4 ,! ,apo/les & disciples 7 pres5t1 s++ ! #aah? ,psalm4 ,jesus spoke ( a new p]iod !n beg9n+1 & said t ! sacrifice ( ,moses & ! figure ( ! ,pas*al ,lamb 7 ab\t to receive _! accompli%m5t1 b t on ?is v acc\nt1 ! lamb 0 to be immolat$ 9 ! same mann] z =m]ly 9 ,egypt1 & t !y 7 really ab\t to g =? f ! h\se ( bondage4 ,! vessels & necess>y in/rum5ts 7 prep>$1 & !n ! att5dants br\ght a beautiful little lamb1 decorat$ ) a cr[n1 :i* 0 s5t to ! ,bless$ ,virg9 9 ! room :]e %e _h rema9$ ) ! o!r holy wom54 ,! lamb 0 fa/5$ ) its back aga9/ a bo>d by a cord ar\nd its body1 & rem9d$ me ( ,jesus ti$ to ! pill> & sc\rg$4 ,! son ( ,simeon held ! lamb's head2 ,jesus made a slight incision 9 its neck ) ! po9t ( a knife1 :i* he !n gave to ! son ( ,simeon1 t he might complete kill+ x4 ,jesus appe>$ to inflict ! w\nd ) a feel+ ( repugnance1 & he 0 quick 9 8 movem5ts1 al?\gh 8 c\nt5ance 0 grave1 & 8 mann] su* z to inspire respect4 ,! blood fl[$ into a bas91 & ! att5dants br\ght a bran* ( hyssop1 :i* ,jesus dipp$ 9 x4 ,!n he w5t to ! door ( ! room1 /a9$ ! sidepo/s & ! lock ) blood1 & plac$ ! bran* :i* _h be5 dipp$ 9 blood above ! door4 ,he !n spoke to ! disciples1 & told !m1 among o!r ?+s1 t ! ext]m9at+ angel w\ld pass by1 t !y w\ld adore 9 t room )\t fe> or anxiety1 :5 he1 ! true ,pas*al ,lamb1 %\ld h be5 immolat$--t a new epo* & a new sacrifice 7 ab\t to beg91 :i* w\ld la/ to ! end ( ! _w4 ,!y !n w5t to ! o!r side ( ! room1 ne> ! he>? :]e ! ,ark ( ! ,cov5ant _h =m]ly /ood4 ,fire _h already be5 light$ !re1 & ,jesus p\r$ "s blood ^u ! he>?1 consecrat+ x z an alt>2 & ! rema9d] ( ! blood & ! fat 7 ?r[n on ! fire b5ea? ! alt>1 aft] :i* ,jesus1 foll[$ by 8 ,apo/les1 walk$ r\nd ! supp]-room1 s++ "s psalms1 & consecrat+ x z a new ,temple4 ,! doors 7 all clos$ dur+ ?is "t4 ,mean:ile ! son ( ,simeon _h complet$ ! prep>ation ( ! lamb4 ,he pass$ a /ake ?r\gh its body1 fa/5+ ! front legs on a cross piece ( wood2 & /ret*+ ! h9d ones along ! /ake4 ,x bore a /rong resemblance to ,jesus on ! cross1 & 0 plac$ 9 ! ov51 to be !re roa/$ ) ! ?ree o!r lambs br\ght f ! ,temple4 ,! ,pas*al ,lambs ( ! ,jews 7 all immolat$ 9 ! ve/ibule ( ! ,temple1 b 9 diff]5t p>ts1 accord+ z ! p]sons :o 7 to eat !m 7 ri*1 or poor1 or /rang]s4#e ,! ,pas*al ,lamb belong+ to ,jesus 0 n immolat$ 9 ! ,temple1 b ev]y?+ else 0 done /rictly accord+ to ! law4 ,jesus aga9 address$ 8 disciples1 say+ t ! lamb 0 b a figure1 t he himself w\ld next day be ! true ,pas*al ,lamb1 toge!r ) o!r ?+s :i* ,i h =gott54 ,:5 ,jesus _h f9i%$ 8 in/ructions conc]n+ ! ,pas*al ,lamb & its signification1 ! "t be+ come1 & ,judas also return$1 ! tables 7 set out4 ,! disciples put on travell+ dresses :i* 7 9 ! ve/ibule1 diff]5t %oes1 a :ite robe resembl+ a %irt1 & a cloak1 :i* 0 %ort 9 front & long] beh9d1 _! sleeves 7 l>ge & turn$ back1 & !y gird$ up _! clo!s ar\nd ! wai/4 ,ea* p>ty w5t to _! own table2 & two sets ( disciples 9 ! side rooms1 & our ,"l & 8 ,apo/les 9 ! supp]-room4 ,!y held /aves 9 _! h&s1 & w5t two & two to ! table1 :]e !y rema9$ /&+1 ea* 9 8 own place1 ) ! /ave re/+ on 8 arms1 & 8 h&s uprais$4 ,! table 0 n>r[1 & ab\t half a foot high] ?an ! knees ( a man2 9 %ape x resembl$ a horse%oe1 & opposite ,jesus1 9 ! inn] "p ( ! half-circle1 !re 0 a space left vacant1 t ! att5dants might be able to set d[n ! di%es4 ,z f> z ,i c rememb]1 ,john1 ,james ! ,great]1 & ,james ! ,less sat on ! "r-h& ( ,jesus2 aft] !m ,b>?olomew1 & !n1 r\nd ! corn]1 ,?omas & ,judas ,isc>iot4 ,pet]1 ,&rew1 & ,?addeus sat on ! left ( ,jesus2 next came ,simon1 & !n 7r\nd ! corn]7 ,mat!w & ,philip4 ,! ,pas*al ,lamb 0 plac$ on a di% 9 ! c5tre ( ! table4 ,its head re/$ on its front legs1 :i* 7 fa/5$ to a cross-/ick1 its h9d legs be+ /ret*$ out1 & ! di% 0 g>ni%$ ) g>lic4 ,by ! side !re 0 a di% ) ! ,pas*al roa/ meat1 !n came a plate ) gre5 vegetables balanc$ aga9/ ea* o!r1 & ano!r plate ) small bundles ( bitt] h]bs1 :i* _h ! appe>ance ( aromatic h]bs4 ,opposite ,jesus !re 0 also "o di% ) diff]5t h]bs1 & a second conta9+ a br[n-col\r$ sauce ( bev]age4 ,! gue/ _h be=e !m "s r\nd loaves in/ead ( plates1 & !y us$ ivory knives4 ,aft] ! pray]1 ! major-domo laid ! knife = cutt+ ! lamb on ! table be=e ,jesus1 :o plac$ a cup ( w9e be=e him1 & fill$ six o!r cups1 ea* "o ( :i* /ood betwe5 two ,apo/les4 ,jesus bless$ ! w9e & drank1 & ! ,apo/les drank two toge!r out ( "o cup4 ,!n our ,"l proce$$ to cut up ! lamb2 8 ,apo/les pres5t$ _! pieces ( bread 9 turn1 & ea* receiv$ 8 %>e4 ,!y ate x 9 ha/e1 sep>at+ ! fle% f ! bone1 by means ( _! ivory knives1 & ! bones 7 aft]w>ds burnt4 ,!y also ate ! g>lic & gre5 h]bs 9 ha/e1 dipp+ !m 9 ! sauce4 ,all ?is "t !y rema9$ /&+1 only lean+ slightly on ! backs ( _! seats4 ,jesus brake "o ( ! loaves ( unleav5$ bread1 cov]$ up a "p ( x1 & divid$ ! rema9d] among 8 ,apo/les4 ,ano!r cup ( w9e 0 br\ght1 b ,jesus drank n ( x3 ',take ?is1' he said1 '& divide x among y1 = ,i w n dr9k f h5ce=? ( ! fruit ( ! v9e1 until t day :5 ,i %all dr9k x ) y new 9 ! k+dom ( my ,fa!r' 7,matt4 #bf3bi74 ,:5 !y _h drunk ! w9e1 !y sang a hymn2 !n ,jesus pray$ or taught1 & !y aga9 wa%$ _! h&s4 ,aft] ?is !y sat d[n4 ,our ,"l cut up ano!r lamb :i* 0 c>ri$ to ! holy wom5 9 "o ( ! build+s ( ! c\rt1 :]e !y 7 seat$ at table4 ,! ,apo/les ate "s m vegetables & lettuce4 ,! c\nt5ance ( our ,div9e ,savi\r bore an indescribable expression ( s]5ity & recollection1 great] ?an ,i _h ev] be=e se54 ,he bade ! ,apo/les =get all _! c>es4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 also1 z %e sat at table ) ! o!r wom51 look$ mo/ placid & calm4 ,:5 ! o!r wom5 came up1 & took hold ( h] veil to make h] turn r\nd & speak to !m1 h] e movem5t express$ ! sweete/ self-control & placidity ( _s4 ,at fir/ ,jesus conv]s$ lov+ly & calmly ) 8 disciples1 b aft] a :ile he became grave & sad3 ',am51 am51 ,i say to y1 t "o ( y is ab\t to betray me3' he said1 he t dippe? 8 h& ) me 9 ! di%' 7,matt4 #bf3ba4bc74 ,jesus 0 !n di/ribut+ ! lettuce1 ( :i* !re 0 only "o di%1 to ^? ,apo/les :o 7 by 8 side1 & he _h giv5 ,judas1 :o 0 ne>ly opposite to him1 ! (fice ( di/ribut+ x to ! o!rs4 ,:5 ,jesus spoke ( a traitor1 an expression :i* fill$ all ! ,apo/les ) fe>1 he said3 'he t dippe? 8 h& ) me 9 ! di%1' :i* means3 '"o ( ! twelve :o are eat+ & dr9k+ ) me--"o ( ^? ) :om ,i am eat+ bread4' ,he did n pla9ly po9t out ,judas to ! o!rs by ^! words2 = to dip ! h& 9 ! same di% 0 an expression us$ to signify ! mo/ fri5dly & intimate int]c\rse4 ,he 0 desir\s1 h[ev]1 to give a w>n+ to ,judas1 :o 0 !n really dipp+ 8 h& 9 ! di% ) our ,savi\r1 to di/ribute ! lettuce4 ,jesus cont9u$ to speak3 ',! ,son ( ,man inde$ goe?1' he said1 'z x is writt5 ( him3 b woe to t man by :om ! ,son ( ,man %all be betray$3 ,x 7 bett] = him if t man _h n be5 born4' ,! ,apo/les 7 v mu* tr\bl$1 & ea* "o ( !m exclaim$3 ',"l1 is x ,i8' = !y 7 all p]fectly aw>e t !y did n entirely und]/& 8 words4 ,pet] lean$ t[>ds ,john1 beh9d ,jesus1 & made him a sign to ask our ,"l :o ! traitor 0 to be1 =1 hav+ s (t5 be5 reprov$ by our ,"l1 he trembl$ le/ x %\ld be himself :o 0 ref]r$ to4 ,john 0 seat$ at ! "r h& ( ,jesus1 & z all 7 lean+ on _! left arms1 us+ ! "r to eat1 8 head 0 close to ! bosom ( ,jesus4 ,he lean$ !n on 8 brea/ & said3 ',"l1 :o is x8' ,i did n see ,jesus say to him ) 8 lips3 ',he x is to :om ,i %all rea* bread dipp$4' ,i d n "k :e!r he :isp]$ x to him1 b ,john knew x1 :5 ,jesus hav+ dipp$ ! bread1 :i* 0 cov]$ ) lettuce1 gave x t5d]ly to ,judas1 :o also ask$3 ',is x ,i1 ,"l8' ,jesus look$ at him ) love1 & answ]$ him 9 g5]al t]ms4 ,among ! ,jews1 to give bread dipp$ 0 a m>k ( fri5d%ip & confid5ce2 ,jesus on ?is occasion gave ,judas ! morsel1 9 ord] ?us to w>n him1 )\t mak+ kn[n 8 guilt to ! o!rs4 ,b ! he>t ( ,judas burn$ ) ang]1 & dur+ ! :ole "t ( ! repa/1 ,i saw a frightful little figure seat$ at 8 feet1 & sometimes asc5d+ to 8 he>t4 ,i did n see ,john repeat to ,pet] :at he _h le>n$ f ,jesus1 b he set 8 fe>s at re/ by a look4 ,,m$itation ,,vii4 ,! ,wa%+ ( ! ,feet4 ,!y arose f table1 & :il/ !y 7 arrang+ _! clo!s1 z !y usually did be=e mak+ _! solemn pray]1 ! major-domo came 9 ) two s]vants to take away ! table4 ,jesus1 /&+ 9 ! mid/ ( 8 ,apo/les1 spoke to !m long1 9 a mo/ solemn mann]4 ,i c\ld n repeat exactly 8 :ole disc\rse1 b ,i rememb] he spoke ( 8 k+dom1 ( 8 go+ to 8 ,fa!r1 ( :at he w\ld leave !m n[ t he 0 ab\t to be tak5 away1 etc4 ,he also gave !m "s in/ructions conc]n+ p5ance1 ! confession ( s91 rep5tance1 & ju/ification4 ,i felt t ^! in/ructions ref]r$ to ! wa%+ ( ! feet1 & ,i saw t all ! ,apo/les ackn[l$g$ _! s9s & rep5t$ ( !m1 ) ! exception ( ,judas4 ,?is disc\rse 0 long & solemn4 ,:5 x 0 conclud$1 ,jesus s5t ,john & ,james ! ,less to fet* wat] f ! ve/ibule1 & he told ! ,apo/les to arrange ! seats 9 a half circle4 ,he w5t himself into ! ve/ibule1 :]e he gird$ himself ) a t[el4 ,dur+ ?is "t1 ! ,apo/les spoke among !mselves1 & began speculat+ z to :i* ( !m w\ld be ! greate/1 = our ,"l hav+ expressly ann\nc$ t he 0 ab\t to leave !m & t 8 k+dom 0 ne> at h&1 !y felt /r5g!n$ anew 9 _! idea t he _h secret plans1 & t he 0 ref]r+ to "s e>?ly triumph :i* w\ld be !irs at ! la/ mom5t4 ,mean:ile ,jesus1 9 ! ve/ibule1 told ,john to take a bas91 & ,james a pit*] fill$ ) wat]1 ) :i* !y foll[$ him into ! room1 :]e ! major-domo _h plac$ ano!r empty bas94 ,jesus1 on return+ to 8 disciples 9 s humble a mann]1 address$ !m a few words ( reproa* on ! subject ( ! dispute :i* _h aris5 betwe5 !m1 & said among o!r ?+s1 t he himself 0 _! s]vant1 & t !y 7 to sit d[n1 = him to wa% _! feet4 ,!y sat d[n1 !re=e1 9 ! same ord] z !y _h sat at table4 ,jesus w5t f "o to ! o!r1 p\r$ wat] f ! bas9 :i* ,john c>ri$ on ! feet ( ea*1 & !n1 tak+ ! end ( ! t[el :]e) he 0 gird$1 wip$ !m4 ,mo/ lov+ & t5d] 0 ! mann] ( our ,"l :ile ?us humbl+ himself at ! feet ( 8 ,apo/les4 ,pet]1 :5 8 turn came1 endeav\r$ ?r\gh humility to prev5t ,jesus f wa%+ 8 feet3 ',"l1' he exclaim$1 'do/ ?\ wa% my feet8' ,jesus answ]$3 ',:at ,i d1 ?\ kn[e/ n n[1 b ?\ %alt "k h]eaft]4' ,x appe>$ to me t he said to him privately3 ',simon1 ?\ ha/ m]it$ = my ,fa!r to reveal to !e :o ,i am1 :5ce ,i come1 & :i!r ,i am go+1 ?\ alone ha/ expressly confess$ x1 !re=e ^u !e w ,i build my ,*ur*1 & ! gates ( hell %all n prevail aga9/ x4 ,my p[] w rema9 ) ?y successors to ! end ( ! _w4' ,jesus %[$ him to ! o!r ,apo/les1 & said1 t :5 he %\ld be no m pres5t among !m1 ,pet] 0 to fill 8 place 9 _! reg>d4 ,pet] said3 ',?\ %alt nev] wa% my feet6' ,our ,"l repli$3 ',if ,i wa% !e n1 ?\ %alt h no "p ) me4' ,!n ,pet] exclaim$3 ',"l1 n only my feet1 b also my h&s & my head4' ,jesus repli$3 ',he t is wa%$1 ne$e? n b to wa% 8 feet1 b is clean :olly4 ,& y are clean1 b n all4' ,by ^! la/ words he ref]r$ to ,judas4 ,he _h spok5 ( ! wa%+ ( ! feet z signify+ purification f daily faults1 because ! feet1 :i* are cont9ually 9 contact ) ! e>?1 are also cont9ually liable to be soil$1 unless great c>e is tak54 ,?is wa%+ ( ! feet 0 spiritual1 & s]v$ z a species ( absolution4 ,pet]1 9 8 zeal1 saw no?+ 9 x b too great an act ( abasem5t on ! "p ( 8 ,ma/]2 he knew n t to save him ,jesus w\ld ! v next day humble himself ev5 to ! ignom9i\s dea? ( ! cross4 ,:5 ,jesus wa%$ ! feet ( ,judas1 x 0 9 ! mo/ lov+ & affect+ mann]2 he b5t 8 sacr$ face ev5 on to ! feet ( ! traitor2 & 9 a l[ voice bade him n[ at lea/ ent] into himself1 = t he _h be5 a fai?less traitor = ! la/ ye>4 ,judas appe>$ to be anxi\s to pay no he$ :atev] to 8 words1 & spoke to ,john1 ^u :i* ,pet] became angry1 & exclaim$3 ',judas1 ! ,ma/] speaks to !e6' ,!n ,judas made our ,"l "s vague1 evasive reply1 su* z1 ',heav5 =bid1 ,"l6' ,! o!rs _h n rem>k$ t ,jesus 0 speak+ to ,judas1 = ?is words 7 utt]$ 9 a l[ voice1 9 ord] n to be he>d by !m1 & besides1 !y 7 engag$ 9 putt+ on _! %oes4 ,no?+ 9 ! :ole c\rse ( ! ,passion griev$ ,jesus s deeply z ! treason ( ,judas4 ,jesus f9ally wa%$ ! feet ( ,john & ,james4 ,he !n spoke aga9 on ! subject ( humility1 tell+ !m t he t 0 ! greate/ among !m 0 to be z _! s]vant1 & t h5ce=? !y 7 to wa% "o ano!r's feet4 ,!n he put on 8 g>m5ts1 & ! ,apo/les let d[n _! clo!s1 :i* !y _h gird$ up be=e eat+ ! ,pas*al ,lamb4 ,,m$itation ,,viii4 ,in/itution ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/4 ,by comm& ( our ,"l1 ! major-domo _h aga9 laid out ! table1 :i* he _h rais$ a little2 !n1 hav+ plac$ x once m 9 ! middle ( ! room1 he /ood "o urn fill$ ) w9e1 & ano!r ) wat] und]nea? x4 ,pet] & ,john w5t into ! "p ( ! room ne> ! he>?1 to get ! *alice :i* !y _h br\ght f ,s]aphia's h\se1 & :i* 0 /ill wrapp$ up 9 its cov]+4 ,!y c>ri$ x betwe5 !m z if !y _h be5 c>ry+ a tab]nacle1 & plac$ x on ! table be=e ,jesus4 ,an oval plate /ood !re1 ) ?ree f9e :ite azym\s loaves1 plac$ on a piece ( l951 by ! side ( ! half loaf :i* ,jesus _h set aside dur+ ! ,pas*al meal1 also a j> conta9+ w9e & wat]1 & ?ree boxes1 "o fill$ ) ?ick oil1 a second ) liquid oil1 & ! ?ird empty4 ,9 e>li] times1 x _h be5 ! practice = all at table to eat ( ! same loaf & dr9k ( ! same cup at ! end ( ! meal1 !reby to express _! fri5d%ip & bro!rly love1 & to welcome & bid f>ewell to ea* o!r4 ,i ?9k ,scripture mu/ conta9 some?+ ^u ?is subject4 ,on ! day ( ! ,la/ ,supp]1 ,jesus rais$ ?is cu/om 7:i* _h hi!rto be5 no m ?an a symbolical & figurative rite7 to ! dignity ( ! holie/ ( sacram5ts4 ,"o ( ! *>ges br\ght be=e ,caiphas1 on occasion ( ! treason ( ,judas1 01 t ,jesus _h introduc$ a novelty into ! ,pas*al c]emonies1 b ,nicodemus prov$ f ,scripture t x 0 an anci5t practice4 ,jesus 0 seat$ betwe5 ,pet] & ,john1 ! doors 7 clos$1 & ev]y?+ 0 done 9 ! mo/ my/]i\s & impos+ mann]4 ,:5 ! *alice 0 tak5 out ( its cov]+1 ,jesus pray$1 & spoke to 8 ,apo/les ) ! utmo/ solemnity4 ,i saw him giv+ !m an explanation ( ! ,supp]1 & ( ! entire c]emony1 & ,i 0 =cibly rem9d$ ( a prie/ tea*+ o!rs to say ,mass4 ,he !n drew a species ( %elf ) grooves f ! bo>s on :i* ! j>s /ood1 & tak+ a piece ( :ite l95 ) :i* ! *alice 0 cov]$1 spread x ov] ! bo>d & %elf4 ,i !n saw him lift a r\nd plate1 :i* he plac$ on ?is same %elf1 (f ! top ( ! *alice4 ,he next took ! azym\s loaves f b5ea? ! l95 ) :i* !y 7 cov]$ & plac$ !m be=e him on ! bo>d2 !n he took out ( ! *alice a small] vase1 & rang$ ! six little glasses on ea* side ( x4 ,!n he bless$ ! bread & also ! oil1 to ! be/ ( my belief aft] :i* he lift$ up ! pat5 ) ! loaves ^u x1 9 8 two h&s1 rais$ 8 eyes1 pray$1 (f]$1 & replac$ ! pat5 on ! table1 cov]+ x up aga94 ,he !n took ! *alice1 _h "s w9e p\r$ into x by ,pet]1 & "s wat]1 :i* he fir/ bless$1 by ,john1 add+ to x a little m wat]1 :i* he p\r$ into a small spoon1 & aft] ?is he bless$ ! *alice1 rais$ x up ) a pray]1 made ! oblation1 & replac$ x on ! table4 ,john & ,pet] p\r$ "s wat] on 8 h&s1 :i* he held ov] ! plate on :i* ! azym\s loaves _h be5 plac$2 !n he took a little ( ! wat] :i* _h be5 p\r$ on 8 h&s1 9 ! spoon t he _h tak5 out ( ! l[] "p ( ! *alice1 & p\r$ x on !irs4 ,aft] ?is1 ! vase 0 pass$ r\nd ! table1 & all ! ,apo/les wa%$ _! h&s 9 x4 ,i d n rememb] :e!r ?is 0 ! precise ord] 9 :i* ^! c]emonies 7 p]=m$2 all ,i "k is1 t !y rem9d$ me 9 a /rik+ mann] ( ! holy sacrifice ( ! ,mass4 ,mean:ile1 our ,div9e ,"l became m & m t5d] & lov+ 9 8 demean\r2 he told 8 ,apo/les t he 0 ab\t to give !m all t he _h1 namely1 8 entire self1 & he look$ z ?\gh p]fectly trans=m$ by love4 ,i saw him becom+ transp>5t1 until he resembl$ a lum9\s %ad[4 ,he broke ! bread into sev]al pieces1 :i* he laid toge!r on ! pat51 & !n took a corn] ( ! fir/ piece & dripp$ x into ! *alice4 ,at ! mom5t :5 he 0 do+ ?is1 ,i seem$ to see ! ,bless$ ,virg9 receiv+ ! ,holy ,sacram5t 9 a spiritual mann]1 al?\gh %e 0 n pres5t 9 ! supp]-room4 ,i d n "k h[ x 0 done1 b ,i ?\ght ,i saw h] ent] )\t t\*+ ! gr\nd1 & come be=e our ,"l to receive ! ,holy ,eu*>i/2 aft] :i* ,i saw h] no m4 ,jesus _h told h] 9 ! morn+1 at ,be?ania1 t he w\ld keep ! ,pas* ) h] spiritually1 & he _h nam$ ! h\r at :i* %e 0 to betake h]self to pray]1 9 ord] to receive x 9 _s4 ,aga9 he pray$ & taught2 8 words came =? f 8 lips l fire & light1 & ent]$ into ea* ( ! ,apo/les1 ) ! exception ( ,judas4 ,he took ! pat5 ) ! pieces ( bread 7,i d n "k :e!r he _h plac$ x on ! *alice7 & said3 ',take & eat2 ?is is my ,body :i* is giv5 = y4' ,he /ret*$ =? 8 "r h& z if to bless1 &1 :il/ he did s1 a brilliant light came f him1 8 words 7 lum9\s1 ! bread ent]$ ! m\?s ( ! ,apo/les z a brilliant sub/ance1 & light seem$ to p5etrate & surr\nd !m all1 ,judas alone rema9+ d>k4 ,jesus pres5t$ ! bread fir/ to ,pet]1 next to ,john & !n he made a sign to ,judas to approa*4#f ,judas 0 ?us ! ?ird :o receiv$ ! ,adorable ,sacram5t1 b ! words ( our ,"l appe>$ to turn aside f ! m\? ( ! traitor1 & come back to _! ,div9e ,au?or4 ,s p]turb$ 0 ,i 9 _s at ?is sight1 t my feel+s _c be describ$4 ,jesus said to him3 ',t :i* ?\ do/1 d quickly4' ,he !n adm9i/]$ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t to ! o!r ,apo/les1 :o approa*$ two & two4 ,jesus rais$ ! *alice by its two h&les to a level ) 8 face1 & pron\nc$ ! words ( consecration4 ,:il/ do+ s1 he appe>$ :olly transfigur$1 z x 7 transp>5t1 & z ?\gh entirely pass+ into :at he 0 go+ to give 8 ,apo/les4 ,he made ,pet] & ,john dr9k f ! *alice :i* he held 9 8 h&1 & !n plac$ x aga9 on ! table4 ,john p\r$ ! ,div9e ,blood f ! *alice into ! small] glasses1 & ,pet] pres5t$ !m to ! ,apo/les1 two ( :om drank toge!r out ( ! same cup4 ,i ?9k1 b am n q c]ta91 t ,judas also p>took ( ! *alice2 he did n return to 8 place1 b imm$iately left ! supp]-room1 & ! o!r ,apo/les ?\ght t ,jesus _h giv5 him "s commission to d4 ,he left )\t pray+ or mak+ any ?anksgiv+1 & h5ce y may p]ceive h[ s9ful x is to neglect return+ ?anks ei!r aft] receiv+ our daily food1 or aft] p>tak+ ( ! ,life-,giv+ ,bread ( ,angels4 ,dur+ ! entire meal1 ,i _h se5 a frightful little figure1 ) "o foot l a dri$ bone1 rema9+ close to ,judas1 b :5 he _h rea*$ ! door1 ,i beheld ?ree devils press+ r\nd him2 "o ent]$ into 8 m\?1 ! second urg$ him on1 & ! ?ird prec$$ him4 ,x 0 night1 & !y seem$ to be light+ him1 :il/ he hurri$ onw>d l a madman4 ,our ,"l p\r$ a few drops ( ! ,preci\s ,blood rema9+ 9 ! *alice into ! little vase ( :i* ,i h already spok51 & !n plac$ 8 f+]s ov] ! *alice1 :ile ,pet] & ,john p\r$ wat] & w9e ^u !m4 ,?is done1 he caus$ !m to dr9k aga9 f ! *alice1 & :at rema9$ ( its cont5ts 0 p\r$ into ! small] glasses1 & di/ribut$ to ! o!r ,apo/les4 ,!n ,jesus wip$ ! *alice1 put into x ! little vase conta9+ ! rema9d] ( ! ,div9e ,blood1 & plac$ ov] x ! pat5 ) ! fragm5ts ( ! consecrat$ bread1 aft] :i* he aga9 put on ! cov]1 wrapp$ up ! *alice1 & /ood x 9 ! mid/ ( ! six small cups4 ,i saw ! ,apo/les receive 9 communion ^! rema9s ( ! ,adorable ,sacram5t1 aft] ! ,resurrection4 ,i d n rememb] see+ our ,"l himself eat & dr9k ( ! consecrat$ elem5ts1 nei!r did ,i see ,mel*is$e*1 :5 (f]+ ! bread & w9e1 ta/e ( !m himself4 ,x 0 made kn[n to me :y prie/s p>take ( !m1 al?\gh ,jesus did n4 ,"h ,si/] ,emm]i* look$ sudd5ly up1 & appe>$ to be li/5+4 ,"s explanation 0 giv5 h] on ?is subject1 b ! foll[+ words 7 all t %e c\ld repeat to u3 ',if ! (fice ( di/ribut+ x _h be5 giv5 to angels1 !y w\ld n h p>tak51 b if prie/s did n p>take1 ! ,bless$ ,eu*>i/ w\ld be lo/--x is ?r\gh _! p>ticipation t x is pres]v$4' ,!re 0 an indescribable solemnity & ord] 9 all ! actions ( ,jesus dur+ ! in/itution ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/1 & 8 e movem5t 0 mo/ maje/ic4 ,i saw ! ,apo/les not+ ?+s d[n 9 ! little rolls ( p>*m5t :i* !y c>ri$ on _! p]sons4 ,sev]al times dur+ ! c]emonies ,i rem>k$ t !y b[$ to ea* o!r1 9 ! same way t our prie/s d4 ,,m$itation ,,ix4 ,private ,in/ruction & ,consecrations4 ,jesus gave 8 ,apo/les "s private in/ructions2 he told !m h[ !y 7 to pres]ve ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 9 memory ( him1 ev5 to ! end ( ! _w2 he taught !m ! necess>y =ms = mak+ use ( & communicat+ x1 & 9 :at mann] !y 71 by degrees1 to tea* & publi% ?is my/]y2 f9ally he told !m :5 !y 7 to receive :at rema9$ ( ! consecrat$ ,elem5ts1 :5 to give "s to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & h[ to consecrate1 !mselves1 aft] he %\ld h s5t !m ! ,div9e ,com=t]4 ,he !n spoke conc]n+ ! prie/hood1 ! sacr$ unction1 & ! prep>ation ( ! ,*rism & ,holy ,oils4#g ,he _h !re ?ree boxes1 two ( :i* conta9$ a mixture ( oil & balm4 ,he taught !m h[ to make ?is mixture1 :at p>ts ( ! body 7 to be ano9t$ ) !m1 & ^u :at occasions4 ,i rememb]1 among o!r ?+s1 t he m5tion$ a case 9 :i* ! ,holy ,eu*>i/ c\ld n be adm9i/]$2 p]haps :at he said _h ref]5ce to ,extreme ,unction1 = my recollections on ?is po9t are n v cle>4 ,he spoke ( diff]5t k9ds ( ano9t+1 & 9 p>ticul> ( t ( k+s1 & he said t ev5 wick$ k+s :o 7 ano9t$1 d]iv$ f x especial p[]s4 ,he put o9tm5t & oil 9 ! empty box1 & mix$ !m toge!r1 b ,i _c say = c]ta9 :e!r x 0 at ?is mom5t1 or at ! "t ( ! consecration ( ! bread1 t he bless$ ! oil4 ,i !n saw ,jesus ano9t ,pet] & ,john1 on ^: h&s he _h already p\r$ ! wat] :i* _h fl[$ on 8 own1 & two :om he _h giv5 to dr9k out ( ! *alice4 ,!n he laid 8 h&s on _! %\ld]s & heads1 :ile !y1 on _! "p1 jo9$ _! h&s & cross$ _! ?umbs1 b[+ d[n pr(\ndly be=e him--,i am n sure :e!r !y did n ev5 kneel4 ,he ano9t$ ! ?umb & =e-f+] ( ea* ( _! h&s1 & m>k$ a cross on _! heads ) ,*rism4 ,he said also t ?is w\ld rema9 ) !m unto ! end ( ! _w4 ,james ! ,less1 ,&rew1 ,james ! ,great]1 & ,b>?olomew1 7 also consecrat$4 ,i saw likewise t on ,pet]'s bosom he cross$ a sort ( /ole worn r\nd ! neck1 :il/ on ! o!rs he simply plac$ x crosswise1 f ! "r %\ld] to ! left side4 ,i d n "k :e!r ?is 0 done at ! "t ( ! in/itution ( ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 or only = ! ano9t+4 ,i und]/ood t ,jesus communicat$ to !m by ?is unction some?+ ess5tial & sup]natural1 beyond my p[] to describe4 ,he told !m t :5 !y %\ld h receiv$ ! ,holy ,_s !y 7 to consecrate ! bread & w9e1 & ano9t ! o!r ,apo/les4 ,x 0 made kn[n to me !n t1 on ! day ( ,p5teco/1 ,pet] & ,john impos$ _! h&s ^u ! o!r ,apo/les1 & a week lat] ^u sev]al ( ! disciples4 ,aft] ! ,resurrection1 ,john gave ! ,adorable ,sacram5t = ! fir/ "t to ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,x is a fe/ival no long] kept 9 ! ,*ur* on e>?1 b ,i see x celebrat$ 9 ! ,*ur* triumphant4 ,= ! fir/ few days aft] ,p5teco/ ,i saw only ,pet] & ,john consecrate ! ,bless$ ,eu*>i/1 b aft] t ! o!rs also consecrat$4 ,our ,"l next proce$$ to bless fire 9 a brass vessel1 & c>e 0 tak5 t x %\ld n g out1 b x 0 kept ne> ! spot :]e ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t _h be5 deposit$1 9 "o division ( ! anci5t ,pas*al he>?1 & fire 0 always tak5 f x :5 ne$$ = spiritual purposes4 ,all t ,jesus did ^u ?is occasion 0 done 9 private1 & taught equally 9 private4 ,! ,*ur* has reta9$ all t 0 ess5tial ( ^! secret in/ructions1 &1 "u ! inspiration ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 develop$ & adapt$ !m to all h] requirem5ts4 ,:e!r ,pet] & ,john 7 bo? consecrat$ bi%ops1 or ,pet] alone z bi%op & ,john z prie/1 or to :at dignity ! o!r f\r ,apo/les 7 rais$1 ,i _c pret5d to say4 ,b ! diff]5t ways 9 :i* our ,"l arrang$ ! ,apo/les' /oles appe> to indicate diff]5t degrees ( consecration4 ,:5 ^! holy c]emonies 7 conclud$1 ! *alice 7ne> :i* ! bless$ ,*rism also /ood7 0 re-cov]$1 & ! ,adorable ,sacram5t c>ri$ by ,pet] & ,john into ! back "p ( ! room1 :i* 0 divid$ (f by a curta91 & f !nce=? became ! ,sanctu>y4 ,! spot :]e ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 0 deposit$ 0 n v f> above ! ,pas*al /ove4 ,joseph ( ,arima!a & ,nicodemus took c>e ( ! ,sanctu>y & ( ! supp]-room dur+ ! abs5ce ( ! ,apo/les4 ,jesus aga9 in/ruct$ 8 ,apo/les = a consid]able l5g? ( "t1 & also pray$ sev]al times4 ,he frequ5tly appe>$ to be conv]s+ ) 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 & to be ov]fl[+ ) en?usiasm & love4 ,! ,apo/les also 7 full ( joy & zeal1 & ask$ him v>i\s que/ions :i* he =?) answ]$4 ,! scriptures mu/ conta9 mu* ( ?is la/ disc\rse & conv]sation4 ,he told ,pet] & ,john diff]5t ?+s to be made kn[n lat] to ! o!r ,apo/les1 :o 9 _! turn 7 to communicate !m to ! disciples & holy wom51 accord+ to ! capacity ( ea* = su* k4 ,he _h a private conv]sation ) ,john1 :om he told t 8 life w\ld be long] ?an ! lives ( ! o!rs4 ,he spoke to him also conc]n+ sev5 ,*ur*es1 "s cr[ns & angels1 & in/ruct$ him 9 ! mean+ ( c]ta9 my/]i\s figures1 :i* signifi$1 to ! be/ ( my belief1 diff]5t epo*s4 ,! o!r ,apo/les 7 slightly jeal\s ( ?is confid5tial communication be+ made to ,john4 ,jesus spoke also ( ! traitor4 ',n[ he is do+ ?is or t1' he said1 & ,i1 9 fact1 saw ,judas do+ exactly z he said ( him4 ,z ,pet] 0 vehem5tly prote/+ t he w\ld always rema9 fai?ful1 our ,"l said to him3 ',simon1 ,simon1 behold ,satan ha? desir$ to h y t he may sift y z :eat4 ,b ,i h pray$ = !e t ?y fai? fail n3 & ?\ be+ once conv]t$1 confirm ?y bre?r54' ,aga91 our ,"l1 said1 t :i!r he 0 go+ !y c\ld n foll[ him1 :5 ,pet] exclaim$3 ',"l1 ,i am ready to g ) !e bo? into prison & to dea?4' ,& ,jesus repli$3 ',am51 am51 ,i say to !e1 be=e ! cock cr[ twice1 ?\ %alt d5y me ?rice4' ,jesus1 :ile mak+ kn[n to 8 ,apo/les t try+ times 7 at h& = !m1 said3 ',:5 ,i s5t y )\t purse1 or scrip1 or %oes1 did y want any?+8' ,!y answ]$3 ',no?+4' ',b n[1' he cont9u$1 'he t ha? a purse let him take x1 & likewise a scrip1 & he t ha? n1 let him sell 8 coat & buy a sword4 ,= ,i say to y1 t ?is t is writt5 mu/ yet be fulfill$ 9 me3 ,,& ,,) ,,! ,,wick$ ,,0 ,,he ,,reckon$4 ,= ! ?+s conc]n+ me h an end4' ,! ,apo/les only und]/ood 8 words 9 a c>nal s5se1 & ,pet] %[$ him two swords1 :i* 7 %ort & ?ick1 l cleav]s4 ,jesus said3 ',x is en\gh3 let u g h5ce4' ,!n !y sang ! ?anksgiv+ hymn1 put ! table on "o side1 & w5t into ! ve/ibule4 ,!re1 ,jesus f\nd 8 ,"m1 ,m>y ( ,cleophas1 & ,magdal51 :o e>ne/ly bes\ght him n to g to ,m\nt ,olivet1 = a report has spread t 8 enemies 7 seek+ to lay h&s on him4 ,b ,jesus com=t$ !m 9 few words1 & ha/5$ onw>d--x be+ !n ab\t n9e o'clock4 ,!y w5t d[n ! road by :i* ,pet] & ,john _h come to ! supp]-room1 & direct$ _! /eps t[>ds ,m\nt ,olivet4 ,i h always se5 ! ,pas* & ! in/itution ( ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t take place 9 ! ord] relat$ above4 ,b my feel+s 7 ea* "t s /rongly excit$ & my emotion s great1 t ,i c\ld n give mu* att5tion to all ! details1 b n[ ,i h se5 !m m di/9ctly4 ,no words c describe h[ pa9ful & exhau/+ is su* a sight z t ( behold+ ! hidd5 recesses ( he>ts1 ! love & con/ancy ( our ,savi\r1 & to "k at ! same "t all t is go+ to befall him4 ,h[ w\ld x be possible to obs]ve all t is m]ely ext]nal6 ,! he>t is ov]fl[+ ) admiration1 gratitude1 & love--! bl9dness ( m5 seems p]fectly incompreh5sible--& ! s\l is ov]:elm$ ) sorr[ at ! ?\ght ( ! +ratitude ( ! :ole _w1 & ( h] own s9s6 ,! eat+ ( ! ,pas*al ,lamb 0 p]=m$ by ,jesus rapidly1 & 9 entire con=mity ) all ! legal ord9ances4 ,! ,ph>isees 7 9 ! habit ( add+ "s m9ute & sup]/iti\s c]emonies4 ,,! ,,passion4 ,if ?\ kn[e/ n h[ to m$itate on high & heav5ly ?+s1 re/ on ! ,passion ( ,*ri/1 & will+ly dwell 9 8 sacr$ w\nds4 ,=1 if ?\ fly dev\tly to ! w\nds & preci\s /igmas ( ,jesus1 ?\ %alt feel great com=t 9 tribulation4--,imitation ( ,*ri/1 book #b1 *apt] #a4 ,,introduction4 ,on ! ev5+ ( ! #ah? ( ,febru>y1 #ahbc1 a fri5d ( ,si/] ,emm]i* w5t up to ! b$1 :]e %e 0 ly+ app>5tly asleep2 & be+ mu* /ruck by ! beautiful & m\rnful expression ( h] c\nt5ance1 felt himself inw>dly inspir$ to raise 8 he>t f]v5tly to ,god1 & (f] ! ,passion ( ,*ri/ to ! ,et]nal ,fa!r1 9 union ) ! suff]+s ( all ^? :o h c>ri$ _! cross aft] him4 ,:ile mak+ ?is %ort pray]1 he *anc$ to fix 8 eyes = a mom5t ^u ! /igmatis$ h&s ( ,si/] ,emm]i*4 ,%e imm$iately hid !m "u ! c\nt]pane1 />t+ z if someone _h giv5 h] a bl[4 ,he felt surpris$ at ?is1 & ask$ h]1 ',:at has happ5$ to y8' ',_m ?+s1' %e answ]$ 9 an expressive tone4 ,:il/ he 0 consid]+ :at h] mean+ c\ld be1 %e appe>$ to be asleep4 ,at ! end ( ab\t a qu>t] ( an h\r1 %e sudd5ly />t$ up ) all ! eag]ness ( a p]son hav+ a viol5t /ruggle ) ano!r1 /ret*$ out bo? h] arms1 cl5*+ h] h&1 z if to repel an enemy /&+ on ! left side ( h] b$1 & exclaim$ 9 an indignant voice3 ',:at d y mean by ?is contract ( ,magdalum8' ,!n %e cont9u$ to speak ) ! w>m? ( a p]son :o is be+ que/ion$ dur+ a qu>rel--',yes1 x is t accurs$ _s--! li> f ! beg9n+--,satan1 :o is reproa*+ him ab\t ! ,magdalum contract1 & o!r ?+s ( ! same nature1 & says t he sp5t all t money ^u himself4' ,:5 ask$1 ',:o has sp5t money8 ,:o is be+ spok5 to 9 t way8' %e repli$1 ',jesus1 my adorable ,sp\se1 on ,m\nt ,olivet4' ,!n %e aga9 turn$ to ! left1 ) m5ac+ ge/ures1 & exclaim$1 ',:at meane/ ?\1 ,o fa!r ( lies1 ) ?y ,magdalum contract8 ,did he n deliv] tw5ty-sev5 poor prison]s at ,?irza1 ) ! money d]iv$ f ! sale ( ,magdalum8 ,i saw him1 & ?\ d>e/ to say t he has br\ght confusion into ! :ole e/ate1 driv5 out its inhabitants1 & squ&]$ ! money = :i* x 0 sold8 ,b ?y "t is come1 accurs$ _s6 ,?\ wilt be *a9$1 & 8 heel w cru% ?y head4' ,"h %e 0 int]rupt$ by ! entrance ( ano!r p]son2 h] fri5ds ?\ght t %e 0 9 delirium1 & piti$ h]4 ,! foll[+ morn+ %e own$ t ! previ\s night %e _h imag9$ h]self to be foll[+ our ,savi\r to ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives1 aft] ! in/itution ( ! ,bless$ ,eu*>i/1 b t j at t mom5t someone hav+ look$ at ! /igmas on h] h&s ) a degree ( v5]ation1 %e felt s horrifi$ at ?is be+ done 9 ! pres5ce ( our ,"l1 t %e ha/ily hid !m1 ) a feel+ ( pa94 ,%e !n relat$ h] vision ( :at took place 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives1 & z %e cont9u$ h] n>rations ! foll[+ days1 ! fri5d :o 0 li/5+ to h] 0 enabl$ to connect ! diff]5t sc5es ( ! ,passion toge!r4 ,b z1 dur+ ,l5t1 %e 0 also celebrat+ ! combats ( our ,"l ) ,satan 9 ! des]t1 %e _h to endure 9 h] own p]son _m suff]+s & temptations4 ,h5ce !re 7 a few pauses 9 ! hi/ory ( ! ,passion1 :i* 71 h[ev]1 easily fill$ up by means ( "s lat] communications4 ,%e usually spoke 9 common ,g]man1 b :5 9 a /ate ( ec/asy1 h] language became mu* pur]1 & h] n>rations p>took at once ( *ild-l simplicity & dignifi$ inspiration4 ,h] fri5d wrote d[n all t %e _h said1 directly he return$ to 8 own ap>tm5ts2 = x 0 seldom t he c\ld s mu* z ev5 take notes 9 h] pres5ce4 ,! ,giv] ( all good gifts be/[$ ^u him memory1 zeal1 & /r5g? to be> mu* tr\ble & fatigue1 s t he has be5 enabl$ to br+ ?is "w to a conclusion4 ,8 consci5ce tells him t he has done 8 be/1 & he humbly begs ! read]1 if satisfi$ ) ! result ( 8 lab\rs1 to be/[ ^u him ! alms ( an occasional pray]4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,jesus 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives4 ,:5 ,jesus left ! supp]-room ) ! elev5 ,apo/les1 aft] ! in/itution ( ! ,adorable ,sacram5t ( ! ,alt>1 8 s\l 0 deeply oppress$ & 8 sorr[ on ! increase4 ,he l$ ! elev51 by an unfrequ5t$ pa?1 to ! ,valley ( ,josaphat4 ,z !y left ! h\se1 ,i saw ! moon1 :i* 0 n yet q at ! full1 ris+ 9 front ( ! m\nta94 ,our ,div9e ,"l2 z he w&]$ ) 8 ,apo/les ab\t ! valley1 told !m t "h he %\ld "o day return to judge ! _w1 b n 9 a /ate ( pov]ty & humiliation1 z he !n 01 & t m5 w\ld tremble ) fe>1 & cry3 ',m\nta9s1 fall ^u u6' ,8 disciples did n und]/& him1 & ?\ght1 by no means = ! fir/ "t t night1 t weakness & exhau/ion _h affect$ 8 bra94 ,he said to !m aga93 ',all y %all be sc&alis$ 9 me ?is night4 ,= x is writt53 ,i ,,w ,,/rike ,,! ,,%eph]d1 ,,& ,,! ,,%eep ,,( ,,! ,,flock ,,%all ,,be ,,disp]s$4 ,b aft] ,i %all be ris5 aga91 ,i w g be=e y into ,galilee4' ,! ,apo/les 7 /ill 9 "s degree animat$ by ! _s ( en?usiasm & devotion ) :i* _! reception ( ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t & ! solemn & affect+ words ( ,jesus _h inspir$ !m4 ,!y eag]ly cr[d$ r\nd him1 & express$ _! love 9 a ?\s& diff]5t ways1 e>ne/ly prote/+ t !y w\ld nev] ab&on him4 ,b z ,jesus cont9u$ to talk 9 ! same /ra91 ,pet] exclaim$3 ',al?\gh all %all be sc&alis$ 9 !e1 ,i w nev] be sc&alis$6' & our ,"l answ]$ him3 ',am51 ,i say to !e1 t 9 ?is night1 be=e ! cock cr[1 ?\ wilt d5y me ?rice4' ,b ,pet] /ill insi/$1 say+3 ',yea1 ?\gh ,i %\ld die ) !e1 ,i w n d5y !e4' ,& ! o!rs all said ! same4 ,!y walk$ onw>d & /opp$1 by turns1 = ! sadness ( our ,div9e ,"l cont9u$ to increase4 ,! ,apo/les tri$ to com=t him by human argum5ts1 assur+ him t :at he =esaw w\ld n come to pass4 ,!y tir$ !mselves 9 ^! va9 ef=ts1 began to d\bt1 & 7 assail$ by temptation4 ,!y cross$ ! brook ,c$ron1 n by ! bridge :]e1 a few h\rs lat]1 ,jesus 0 tak5 prison]1 b by ano!r1 = !y _h left ! direct road4 ,ge?semani1 :i!r !y 7 go+1 0 ab\t a mile & a half di/ant f ! supp]-hall1 = x 0 ?ree qu>t]s ( a mile f ! supp]-hall to ! ,valley ( ,josaphat1 & ab\t z f> f !nce to ,ge?semani4 ,! place call$ ,ge?semani 7:]e latt]ly ,jesus _h sev]al times pass$ ! night ) 8 disciples7 0 a l>ge g>d51 surr\nd$ by a h$ge1 & conta9+ only "s fruit trees & fl[]s1 :ile outside !re /ood a few des]t$ unclos$ build+s4 ,! ,apo/les & sev]al o!rs p]sons _h keys ( ?is g>d51 :i* 0 us$ sometimes z a pleasure gr\nd1 & sometimes z a place ( retirem5t = pray]4 ,"s arb\rs made ( leaves & bran*es _h be5 rais$ !re1 & eight ( ! ,apo/les rema9$ 9 !m1 & 7 lat] jo9$ by o!rs ( ! disciples4 ,! ,g>d5 ( ,olives 0 sep>at$ by a road f t ( ,ge?semani1 & 0 op51 surr\nd$ only by an e>!rn wall1 & small] ?an ! ,g>d5 ( ,ge?semani4 ,!re 7 cav]ns1 t]races1 & _m olive-trees to be se5 9 ?is g>d51 & x 0 easy to f9d !re a suitable spot = pray] & m$itation4 ,x 0 to ! wilde/ "p t ,jesus w5t to pray4 ,x 0 ab\t n9e o'clock :5 ,jesus rea*$ ,ge?semani ) 8 disciples4 ,! moon _h ris51 & already gave light 9 ! sky1 al?\gh ! e>? 0 /ill d>k4 ,jesus 0 mo/ sorr[ful1 & told 8 ,apo/les t dang] 0 at h&4 ,! disciples felt uneasy1 & he told eight ( ^? :o 7 foll[+ him1 to rema9 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,ge?semani :il/ he w5t on to pray4 ,he took ) him ,pet]1 ,james1 & ,john1 & go+ on a little fur!r1 ent]$ into ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives4 ,no words c describe ! sorr[ :i* !n oppress$ 8 s\l1 = ! "t ( trial 0 ne>4 ,john ask$ him h[ x 0 t he1 :o _h hi!rto always consol$ !m1 w\ld n[ be s deject$8 ',my s\l is sorr[ful ev5 unto dea?1' 0 8 reply4 ,& he beheld suff]+s & temptations surr\nd+ him on all sides1 & draw+ ne>] & ne>]1 "u ! =ms ( frightful figures borne on cl\ds4 ,!n x 0 t he said to ! ?ree ,apo/les3 ',/ay y "h & wat* ) me4 ,pray1 le/ ye ent] into temptation4' ,jesus w5t a few /eps to ! left1 d[n a hill1 & conceal$ himself b5ea? a rock1 9 a grotto ab\t six feet deep1 :ile ! ,apo/les rema9$ 9 a species ( holl[ above4 ,! e>? sank gradually ! fur!r y ent]$ ?is grotto1 & ! plants :i* 7 hang+ f ! rock scre5$ its int]ior l a curta9 f p]sons outside4 ,:5 ,jesus left 8 disciples1 ,i saw a numb] ( frightful figures surr\nd+ him 9 an ev]-n>r[+ circle4 ,8 sorr[ & angui% ( s\l cont9u$ to increase1 & he 0 trembl+ all ov] :5 he ent]$ ! grotto to pray1 l a wayworn travell] hurri$ly seek+ %elt] f a sudd5 /orm1 b ! awful visions pursu$ him ev5 !re1 & became m & m cle> & di/9ct4 ,alas6 ?is small cav]n appe>$ to conta9 ! awful picture ( all ! s9s :i* _h be5 or 7 to be committ$ f ! fall ( ,adam to ! end ( ! _w1 & ( ! puni%m5t :i* !y des]v$4 ,x 0 "h1 on ,m\nt ,olivet1 t ,adam & ,eve took refuge :5 drive out ( ,p>adise to w&] homeless on e>?1 & !y _h wept & bewail$ !mselves 9 ?is v grotto4 ,i felt t ,jesus1 9 deliv]+ himself up to ,div9e ,ju/ice 9 satisfaction = ! s9s ( ! _w1 caus$ 8 div9ity to return1 9 "s sort1 into ! bosom ( ! ,holy ,tr9ity1 conc5trat$ himself1 s to speak1 9 8 pure1 lov+ & innoc5t humanity1 & /rong only 9 8 ineffable love1 gave x up to angui% & suff]+4 ,he fell on 8 face1 ov]:elm$ ) unspeakable sorr[1 & all ! s9s ( ! _w display$ !mselves be=e him1 "u c\ntless =ms & 9 all _! real de=mity4 ,he took !m all ^u himself1 & 9 8 pray] (f]$ 8 own adorable ,p]son to ! ju/ice ( 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 9 paym5t = s awful a debt4 ,b ,satan1 :o 0 en?ron$ amid all ^! horrors1 & ev5 fill$ ) diabolical joy at ! sight ( !m1 let loose 8 fury aga9/ ,jesus1 & display$ be=e ! eyes ( 8 s\l increas+ly awful visions1 at ! same "t address+ 8 adorable humanity 9 words su* z ^!3 ',take/ ?\ ev5 ?is s9 ^u ?yself8 ,art ?\ will+ to be> its p5alty8 ,art ?\ prep>$ to satisfy = all ^! s9s8' ,& n[ a long ray ( light1 l a lum9\s pa? 9 ! air desc5d$ f ,heav52 x 0 a procession ( angels :o came up to ,jesus & /r5g!n$ & re-invigorat$ him4 ,! rema9d] ( ! grotto 0 fill$ ) frightful visions ( our crimes2 ,jesus took !m all ^u himself1 b t adorable ,he>t1 :i* 0 s fill$ ) ! mo/ p]fect love = ,god & man1 0 flood$ ) angui%1 & ov]:elm$ b5ea? ! weight ( s _m abom9able crimes4 ,:5 ?is huge mass ( iniquities1 l ! waves ( a fa?omless ocean1 has pass$ ov] 8 s\l1 ,satan br\ght =w>d innum]able temptations1 z he _h =m]ly done 9 ! des]t1 ev5 d>+ to adduce v>i\s accusations aga9/ him4 ',& take/ ?\ all ^! ?+s ^u ?yself1' he exclaim$1 '?\ :o art n unspott$ ?yself8' !n he laid to ! *>ge ( our ,"l1 ) inf]nal impud5ce1 a ho/ ( imag9>y crimes4 ,he reproa*$ him ) ! faults ( 8 disciples1 ! sc&als :i* !y _h caus$1 & ! di/urbances :i* he _h occasion$ 9 ! _w by giv+ up anci5t cu/oms4 ,no ,ph>isee1 h[ev] wily & sev]e1 c\ld h surpass$ ,satan on ?is occasion2 he reproa*$ ,jesus ) hav+ be5 ! cause ( ! massacre ( ! ,innoc5ts1 z well z ( ! suff]+s ( 8 p>5ts 9 ,egypt1 ) n hav+ sav$ ,john ! ,bapti/ f dea?1 ) hav+ br\ght disunion into families1 protect$ m5 ( despicable "*1 refus$ to cure v>i\s sick p]sons1 injur$ ! inhabitants ( ,g]gesa by p]mitt+ m5 possess$ by ! devil to ov]turn _! vats1#h & demons to make sw9e ca/ !mselves into ! sea2 ) hav+ des]t$ 8 family1 & squ&]$ ! prop]ty ( o!rs2 9 "o ^w ,satan1 9 ! hopes ( caus+ ,jesus to wav]1 sugge/$ to him e ?\ght by :i* he w\ld h tempt$ at ! h\r ( dea? an ord9>y mortal :o might h p]=m$ all ^! actions )\t a sup]human int5tion2 = x 0 hidd5 f him t ,jesus 0 ! ,son ( ,god1 & he tempt$ him only z ! mo/ j ( m54 ,our ,div9e ,savi\r p]mitt$ 8 humanity ?us to prepond]ate ov] 8 div9ity1 = he 0 pleas$ to endure ev5 ^? temptations ) :i* holy s\ls are assail$ at ! h\r ( dea? conc]n+ ! m]it ( _! good works4 ,t he might dr9k ! *alice ( suff]+ ev5 to ! dregs1 he p]mitt$ ! evil _s to tempt 8 sacr$ humanity1 z he w\ld h tempt$ a man :o %\ld wi% to attribute to 8 good works "s special value 9 !mselves1 ov] & above :at !y might h by _! union ) ! m]its ( our ,savi\r4 ,!re 0 n an action out ( :i* he did n contrive to frame "s accusation1 & he reproa*$ ,jesus1 among o!r ?+s1 ) hav+ sp5t ! price ( ! prop]ty ( ,m>y ,magdal5 at ,magdalum1 :i* he _h receiv$ f ,laz>us4 ,among ! s9s ( ! _w :i* ,jesus took ^u himself1 ,i saw also my own2 & a /ream1 9 :i* ,i di/9ctly beheld ea* ( my faults1 appe>$ to fl[ t[>ds me f out ( ! temptations ) :i* he 0 encircl$4 ,dur+ ?is "t my eyes 7 fix$ ^u my ,heav5ly ,sp\se2 ) him ,i wept & pray$1 & ) him ,i turn$ t[>ds ! consol+ angels4 ,ah1 truly did our de> ,"l wri! l a worm b5ea? ! weight ( 8 angui% & suff]+s6 ,:il/ ,satan 0 p\r+ =? 8 accusations aga9/ ,jesus1 x 0 ) difficulty t ,i c\ld re/ra9 my indignation1 b :5 he spoke ( ! sale ( ,magdal5's prop]ty1 ,i c\ld no long] keep sil5ce1 & exclaim$3 ',h[ can/ ?\ reproa* him ) ! sale ( ?is prop]ty z ) a crime8 ,did ,i n myself see our ,"l sp5d ! sum :i* 0 giv5 him by ,laz>us 9 works ( m]cy1 & deliv] tw5ty-eight debtors imprison$ at ,?irza8' ,at fir/ ,jesus look$ calm1 z he kneel$ d[n & pray$1 b aft] a "t 8 s\l became t]rifi$ at ! sight ( ! innum]able crimes ( m51 & ( _! +ratitude t[>ds ,god1 & 8 angui% 0 s great t ! trembl$ & %udd]$ z he exclaim$3 ',fa!r1 if x is possible1 let ?is *alice pass f me6 ,fa!r1 all ?+s are possible to !e1 remove ?is *alice f me6' ,b ! next mom5t he add$3 ',nev]!less1 n my w b ?9e be done4' ,8 w & t ( 8 ,fa!r 7 "o1 b n[ t 8 love _h orda9$ t he %\ld be left to all ! weakness ( 8 human nature1 he trembl$ at ! prospect ( dea?4 ,i saw ! cav]n 9 :i* he 0 kneel+ fill$ ) frightful figures2 ,i saw all ! s9s1 wick$ness1 vices1 & +ratitude ( mank9d tortur+ & cru%+ him to ! e>?2 ! horror ( dea? & t]ror :i* he felt z man at ! sight ( ! expiatory suff]+s ab\t to come ^u him1 surr\nd$ & assail$ 8 ,div9e ,p]son "u ! =ms ( hide\s spectres4 ,he fell f side to side1 clasp+ 8 h&s2 8 body 0 cov]$ ) a cold sweat1 & he trembl$ & %udd]$4 ,he !n arose1 b 8 knees 7 %ak+ & app>5tly sc>cely able to support him2 8 c\nt5ance 0 pale1 & q alt]$ 9 appe>ance1 8 lips :ite1 & 8 hair /&+ on end4 ,x 0 ab\t half-pa/ t5 o'clock :5 he arose f 8 knees1 &1 ba!d 9 a cold sweat1 direct$ 8 trembl+1 weak foot/eps t[>ds 8 ?ree ,apo/les4 ,) difficulty did he asc5d ! left side ( ! cav]n1 & rea* a spot :]e ! gr\nd 0 level1 & :]e !y 7 sleep+1 exhau/$ ) fatigue1 sorr[ & anxiety4 ,he came to !m1 l a man ov]:elm$ ) bitt] sorr[1 :om t]ror urges to seek 8 fri5ds1 b l also to a good %eph]d1 :o1 :5 w>n$ ( ! approa* ( dang]1 ha/5s to visit 8 flock1 ! safety ( :i* is ?reat5$2 = he well knew t !y also 7 be+ tri$ by suff]+ & temptation4 ,! t]rible visions nev] left him1 ev5 :ile he 0 ?us seek+ 8 disciples4 ,:5 he f\nd t !y 7 asleep1 he clasp$ 8 h&s & fell d[n on 8 knees beside !m1 ov]come ) sorr[ & anxiety1 & said3 ',simon1 sleepe/ ?\8' ,!y awoke1 & rais$ him up1 & he1 9 8 desolation ( _s1 said to !m3 ',:at8 ,c\ld y n wat* "o h\r ) me8' ,:5 !y look$ at him1 & saw him pale & exhau/$1 sc>cely able to support himself1 ba!d 9 sweat1 trembl+ & %udd]+1--:5 !y he>d h[ *ang$ & almo/ inaudible 8 voice _h become1 !y did n "k :at to ?9k1 & _h he n be5 /ill surr\nd$ by a well-kn[n halo ( light1 !y w\ld nev] h recognis$ him z ,jesus4 ,john said to him3 ',ma/]1 :at has befall5 !e8 ,mu/ ,i call ! o!r disciples8 ,ought we to take to flight8' ,jesus answ]$ him3 ',7 ,i to live1 tea*1 & p]=m miracles = ?irty-?ree ye>s long]1 t w\ld n suffice = ! accompli%m5t ( :at mu/ be fulfill$ be=e ?is "t tomorr[4 ,call n ! eight2 ,i did n br+ !m hi!r1 because !y c\ld n see me ?us agonis+ )\t be+ sc&alis$2 !y w\ld yield to temptation1 =get mu* ( ! pa/1 & lose _! confid5ce 9 me4 ,b y1 :o h se5 ! ,son ( ,man transfigur$1 may also see him "u a cl\d1 & 9 d]eliction ( _s2 nev]!less1 wat* & pray1 le/ ye fall into temptation1 = ! _s inde$ is will+1 b ! fle% is weak4' ,by ^! words he s\ght at once to enc\rage !m to p]sev]e1 & to make kn[n to !m ! combat :i* 8 human nature 0 su/a9+ aga9/ dea?1 toge!r ) ! cause ( 8 weakness4 ,9 8 ov]:elm+ sorr[1 he rema9$ ) !m ne>ly a qu>t] ( an h\r1 & spoke to !m aga94 ,he !n return$ to ! grotto1 8 m5tal suff]+s be+ /ill on ! increase1 :ile 8 disciples1 on _! "p1 /ret*$ =? _! h&s t[>ds him1 wept1 & embrac$ ea* o!r1 ask+1 ',:at c x be8 ,:at is happ5+ to him8 ,he appe>s to be 9 a /ate ( complete desolation4' ,aft] ?is1 !y cov]$ _! heads1 & began to pray1 sorr[fully & anxi\sly4 ,ab\t an h\r & a half _h pass$ s9ce ,jesus ent]$ ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives4 ,x is true t ,scripture tells u he said1 ',c\ld y n wat* "o h\r ) me8' b 8 words %\ld n be tak5 lit]ally1 nor accord+ to our way ( c\nt+ "t4 ,! ?ree ,apo/les :o 7 ) ,jesus _h pray$ at fir/1 b !n !y _h fall5 asleep1 = temptation _h come ^u !m by reason ( _! want ( tru/ 9 ,god4 ,! o!r eight1 :o _h rema9$ outside ! g>d51 did n sleep1 = our ,"l's la/ words1 s expressive ( suff]+ & sadness1 _h fill$ _! he>ts ) s9i/] =ebod+s1 & !y w&]$ ab\t ,m\nt ,olivet1 try+ to f9d "s place ( refuge 9 case ( dang]4 ,! t[n ( ,j]usalem 0 v quiet2 ! ,jews 7 9 _! h\ses1 engag$ 9 prep>+ = ! fea/1 b ,i saw1 "h & !re1 "s ( ! fri5ds & disciples ( ,jesus walk+ to & fro1 ) anxi\s c\nt5ances1 conv]s+ e>ne/ly toge!r1 & evid5tly expect+ "s great ev5t4 ,! ,"m ( our ,"l1 ,magdal51 ,m>?a1 ,m>y ( ,cleophas1 ,m>y ,salome1 & ,salome _h gone f ! supp]-hall to ! h\se ( ,m>y1 ! "m ( ,m>k4 ,m>y 0 al>m$ at ! reports :i* 7 spread+1 & wi%$ to return to ! t[n ) h] fri5ds1 9 ord] to he> some?+ ( ,jesus4 ,laz>us1 ,nicodemus1 ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 & "s relations f ,hebron1 came to see & endeav\r to tranquillise h]1 = z !y 7 aw>e1 ei!r f _! own k or f :at ! disciples _h told !m1 ( ! m\rnful pr$ictions :i* ,jesus _h made 9 ! supp]-room1 !y _h made inquiries ( "s ,ph>isees ( _! acqua9tance1 & _h n be5 able to he> t any conspiracy 0 on foot = ! "t aga9/ our ,"l4 ,be+ utt]ly ignorant ( ! treason ( ,judas1 !y assur$ ,m>y t ! dang] c\ld n yet be v great1 & t ! enemies ( ,jesus w\ld n make any attempt ^u 8 p]son1 at lea/ until ! fe/ival 0 ov]4 ,m>y told !m h[ re/less & di/urb$ 9 m9d ,judas _h latt]ly appe>$1 & h[ abruptly he _h left ! supp]-room4 ,%e felt no d\bt ( 8 hav+ gone to betray our ,"l1 = %e _h (t5 w>n$ him t he 0 a son ( p]dition4 ,! holy wom5 !n return$ to ! h\se ( ,m>y1 ! "m ( ,m>k4 ,:5 ,jesus1 unreliev$ ( all ! weight ( 8 suff]+s1 return$ to ! grotto1 he fell pro/rate1 ) 8 face on ! gr\nd & 8 arms ext5d$1 & pray$ to 8 ,et]nal ,fa!r2 b 8 s\l _h to su/a9 a second int]ior combat1 :i* la/$ ?ree-qu>t]s ( an h\r4 ,angels came & %[$ him1 9 a s]ies ( visions1 all ! suff]+s t he 0 to endure 9 ord] to expiate s92 h[ great 0 ! beauty ( man1 ! image ( ,god1 be=e ! fall1 & h[ t beauty 0 *ang$ & oblit]at$ :5 s9 ent]$ ! _w4 ,he beheld h[ all s9s orig9at$ 9 t ( ,adam1 ! signification & ess5ce ( concupisc5ce1 its t]rible effect on ! p[]s ( ! s\l1 & likewise ! signification & ess5ce ( all ! suff]+s entail$ by concupisc5ce4 ,!y %[$ him ! satisfaction :i* he w\ld h to (f] to ,div9e ,ju/ice1 & h[ x w\ld consi/ ( a degree ( suff]+ 9 8 s\l & body :i* w\ld compreh5d all ! suff]+s due to ! concupisc5ce ( all mank9d1 s9ce ! debt ( ! :ole human race _h to be paid by t humanity :i* alone 0 s9less--! humanity ( ! ,son ( ,god4 ,! angels %[$ him all ^! ?+s "u diff]5t =ms1 & ,i felt :at !y 7 say+1 al?\gh ,i he>d no voice4 ,no tongue c describe :at angui% & :at horror ov]:elm$ ! s\l ( ,jesus at ! sight ( s t]rible an expiation--8 suff]+s 7 s great1 inde$1 t a bloody sweat issu$ =? f all ! pores ( ?is sacr$ body4 ,:il/ ! adorable humanity ( ,*ri/ 0 ?us cru%$ to ! e>? b5ea? ?is awful weight ( suff]+1 ! angels appe>$ fill$ ) compassion2 !re 0 a pause1 & ,i p]ceiv$ t !y 7 e>ne/ly desir+ to console him1 & pray+ to t effect be=e ! ?rone ( ,god4 ,= "o in/ant !re appe>$ to be1 z x 71 a /ruggle betwe5 ! m]cy & ju/ice ( ,god & t love :i* 0 sacrific+ itself4 ,i 0 p]mitt$ to see an image ( ,god1 n1 z be=e1 seat$ on a ?rone1 b "u a lum9\s =m4 ,i beheld ! div9e nature ( ! ,son 9 ! ,p]son ( ! ,fa!r1 &1 z x 71 )drawn 9 8 bosom2 ! ,p]son ( ! ,holy ,gho/ proce$$ f ! ,fa!r & ! ,son1 x 01 s to speak1 betwe5 !m1 & yet ! :ole =m$ only "o ,god--b ^! ?+s are indescribable4 ,all ?is 0 m an inw>d p]ception ?an a vision "u di/9ct =ms1 & x appe>$ to me t ! ,div9e ,w ( our ,"l )drew 9 "s sort into ! ,et]nal ,fa!r1 9 ord] to p]mit all ^? suff]+s :i* 8 human w bes\ght 8 ,fa!r to sp>e him1 to weigh ^u 8 humanity alone4 ,i saw ?is at ! "t :5 ! angels1 fill$ ) compassion1 7 desir+ to console ,jesus1 :o1 9 fact1 0 slightly reliev$ at t mom5t4 ,!n all disappe>$1 & ! angels retir$ f our ,"l1 ^: s\l 0 ab\t to su/a9 fre% assaults4 ,:5 our ,r$eem]1 on ,m\nt ,olivet1 0 pleas$ to exp]i5ce & ov]come t viol5t repugnance ( human nature to suff]+ & dea? :i* con/itutes a portion ( all suff]+s1 ! tempt] 0 p]mitt$ to d to him :at he does to all m5 :o desire to sacrifice !mselves 9 a holy cause4 ,9 ! fir/ portion ( ! agony1 ,satan display$ be=e ! eyes ( our ,"l ! enormity ( t debt ( s9 :i* he 0 go+ to pay1 & 0 ev5 bold & malici\s en\gh to seek faults 9 ! v works ( our ,savi\r himself4 ,9 ! second agony1 ,jesus beheld1 to its fulle/ ext5t & 9 all its bitt]ness1 ! expiatory suff]+ :i* w\ld be requir$ to satisfy ,div9e ,ju/ice4 ,?is 0 display$ to him by angels2 = x belongs n to ,satan to %[ t expiation is possible1 & ! fa!r ( lies & despair nev] exhibits ! works ( ,div9e ,m]cy be=e m54 ,jesus hav+ victori\sly resi/$ all ^! assaults by 8 entire & absolute submission to ! w ( 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 a succession ( new & t]rify+ visions 7 pres5t$ be=e 8 eyes1 & t feel+ ( d\bt & anxiety :i* a man on ! po9t ( mak+ "s great sacrifice always exp]i5ces1 arose 9 ! s\l ( our ,"l1 z he ask$ himself ! trem5d\s "q3 ',& :at good w result f ?is sacrifice8' ,!n a mo/ awful picture ( ! future 0 display$ be=e 8 eyes & ov]:elm$ 8 t5d] he>t ) angui%4 ,:5 ,god _h creat$ ! fir/ ,adam1 he ca/ a deep sleep ^u him1 op5$ 8 side1 & took "o ( 8 ribs1 ( :i* he made ,eve1 8 wife & ! "m ( all ! liv+4 ,!n he br\ght h] to ,adam1 :o exclaim$3 ',?is n[ is bone ( my bones1 & fle% ( my fle%444 ,:]e=e a man %all leave fa!r & "m1 & %all cleave to 8 wife1 & !y %all be two 9 "o fle%4' ,t 0 ! m>riage ( :i* x is writt53 ',?is is a great ,sacram5t4 ,i speak 9 ,*ri/ & 9 ! ,*ur*4' ,jesus ,*ri/1 ! second ,adam1 0 pleas$ also to let sleep come ^u him--! sleep ( dea? on ! cross1 & he 0 also pleas$ to let 8 side be op5$1 9 ord] t ! second ,eve1 8 virg9 ,sp\se1 ! ,*ur*1 ! "m ( all ! liv+1 might be =m$ f x4 ,x 0 8 w to give h] ! blood ( r$emption1 ! wat] ( purification1 & 8 _s--! ?ree :i* r5d] te/imony on e>?--& to be/[ ^u h] also ! holy ,sacram5ts1 9 ord] t %e might be pure1 holy1 & undefil$2 he 0 to be h] head1 & we 7 to be h] memb]s1 "u submission to ! head1 ! bone ( 8 bones1 & ! fle% ( 8 fle%4 ,9 tak+ human nature1 t he might suff] dea? = u1 he _h also left 8 ,et]nal ,fa!r1 to cleave to 8 ,sp\se1 ! ,*ur*1 & he became "o fle% ) h]1 by fe$+ h] ) ! ,adorable ,sacram5t ( ! ,alt>1 9 :i* he unites himself unceas+ly ) u4 ,he _h be5 pleas$ to rema9 on e>? ) 8 ,*ur*1 until we %all all be unit$ toge!r by him )9 h] fold1 & he has said3 ',! gates ( hell %all nev] prevail aga9/ h]4' ,to satisfy 8 unspeakable love = s9n]s1 our ,"l _h become man & a bro!r ( ^! same s9n]s1 t s he might take ^u himself ! puni%m5t due to all _! crimes4 ,he _h contemplat$ ) deep sorr[ ! greatness ( ?is debt & ! unspeakable suff]+s by :i* x 0 to be acquitt$4 ,yet he _h mo/ joyfully giv5 himself up to ! w ( 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r z a victim ( expiation4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 he beheld all ! future suff]+s1 combats1 & w\nds ( 8 heav5ly ,sp\se2 9 "o ^w1 he beheld ! +ratitude ( m54 ,! s\l ( ,jesus beheld all ! future suff]+s ( 8 ,apo/les1 disciples1 & fri5ds2 aft] :i* he saw ! primitive ,*ur*1 numb]+ b few s\ls 9 h] fold at fir/1 & !n 9 proportion z h] numb]s increas$1 di/urb$ by h]esies & s*isms break+ out among h] *ildr51 :o repeat$ ! s9 ( ,adam by pride & disob$i5ce4 ,he saw ! tepidity1 malice & corruption ( an inf9ite numb] ( ,*ri/ians1 ! lies & deceptions ( pr\d tea*]s1 all ! sacrileges ( wick$ prie/s1 ! fatal consequ5ces ( ea* s91 & ! abom9ation ( desolation 9 ! k+dom ( ,god1 9 ! sanctu>y ( ^? ungrateful human be+s :om he 0 ab\t to r$eem ) 8 blood at ! co/ ( unspeakable suff]+s4 ,! sc&als ( all ages1 d[n to ! pres5t day & ev5 to ! end ( ! _w--e species ( error1 deception1 mad fanaticism1 ob/9acy & malice--7 display$ be=e 8 eyes1 & he beheld1 z x 7 float+ be=e him1 all ! apo/ates1 h]esi>*s1 & pret5d$ re=m]s1 :o deceive m5 by an appe>ance ( sanctity4 ,! corrupt]s & ! corrupt$ ( all ages outrag$ & torm5t$ him = n hav+ be5 crucifi$ aft] _! fa%ion1 or = n hav+ suff]$ precisely z !y settl$ or imag9$ he %\ld h done4 ,!y vi$ ) ea* o!r 9 te>+ ! seamless robe ( 8 ,*ur*2 _m illtreat$1 insult$1 & d5i$ him1 & _m turn$ contemptu\sly away1 %ak+ _! heads at him1 avoid+ 8 compassionate embrace1 & hurry+ on to ! abyss :]e !y 7 f9ally swall[$ up4 ,he saw c\ntless numb]s ( o!r m5 :o did n d>e op5ly to d5y him1 b :o pass$ on 9 disgu/ at ! sight ( ! w\nds ( 8 ,*ur*1 z ! ,levite pass$ by ! poor man :o _h fall5 among robb]s4 ,l unto c[>dly & fai?less *ildr51 :o des]t _! "m 9 ! middle ( ! night1 at ! sight ( ! ?ieves & robb]s to :om _! neglig5ce or _! malice has op5$ ! door1 !y fl$ f 8 w\nd$ ,sp\se4 ,he beheld all ^! m51 sometimes sep>at$ f ! ,true ,v9e1 & tak+ _! re/ amid ! wild fruit trees1 sometimes l lo/ %eep1 left to ! m]cy ( ! wolves1 l$ by base hirel+s into bad pa/urages1 & refus+ to ent] ! fold ( ! ,good ,%eph]d :o gave 8 life = 8 %eep4 ,!y 7 w&]+ homeless 9 ! des]t 9 ! mid/ ( ! s& bl[n ab\t by ! w9d1 & 7 ob/9ately det]m9$ n to see 8 ,city plac$ ^u a hill1 :i* c\ld n be hidd51 ! ,h\se ( 8 ,sp\se1 8 ,*ur* built ^u a rock1 & ) :i* he _h promis$ to rema9 to ! end ( ages4 ,!y built ^u ! s& wret*$ t5em5ts1 :i* !y 7 cont9ually pull+ d[n & rebuild+1 b 9 :i* !re 0 nei!r alt> nor sacrifice2 !y _h wea!rcocks on _! ro(s1 & _! doctr9es *ang$ ) ! w9d1 consequ5tly !y 7 = ev] 9 opposition "o ) ! o!r4 ,!y nev] c\ld come to a mutual und]/&+1 & 7 =ev] unsettl$1 (t5 de/roy+ _! own dwell+s & hurl+ ! fragm5ts aga9/ ! ,corn]-,/one ( ! ,*ur*1 :i* always rema9$ un%ak54 ,z !re 0 no?+ b d>kness 9 ! dwell+ ( ^! m51 _m among !m1 in/ead ( direct+ _! /eps t[>ds ! ,c&le plac$ on ! ,c&le/ick 9 ! ,h\se ( ! ,sp\se ( ,*ri/1 w&]$ ) clos$ eyes ar\nd ! g>d5s ( ! ,*ur*1 su/a9+ life only by inhal+ ! sweet od\rs :i* 7 diffus$ f !m f> & ne>1 /ret*+ =? _! h&s t[>ds %ad[y idols1 & foll[+ w&]+ />s :i* l$ !m to wells :]e !re 0 no wat]4 ,ev5 :5 on ! v br9k ( ! precipice1 !y refus$ to li/5 to ! voice ( ! ,sp\se call+ !m1 &1 ?\gh dy+ ) hung]1 d]id$1 insult$1 & mock$ at ^? s]vants & mess5g]s :o 7 s5t to invite !m to ! ,nuptial ,fea/4 ,!y ob/9ately refus$ to ent] ! g>d51 because !y fe>$ ! ?orns ( ! h$ge1 al?\gh !y _h nei!r :eat ) :i* to satisfy _! hung] nor w9e to qu5* _! ?ir/1 b 7 simply intoxicat$ ) pride & self-e/eem1 & be+ bl9d$ by _! own false lights1 p]si/$ 9 ass]t+ t ! ,*ur* ( ! ,^w made fle% 0 invisible4 ,jesus beheld !m all1 he wept ov] !m1 & 0 pleas$ to suff] = all ^? :o d n see him & :o w n c>ry _! crosses aft] him 9 8 ,city built ^u a hill--8 ,*ur* f\nd$ ^u a rock1 to :i* he has giv5 himself 9 ! ,holy ,eu*>i/1 & aga9/ :i* ! gates ( ,hell w nev] prevail4 ,be>+ a prom95t place 9 ^! m\rnful visions :i* 7 beheld by ! s\l ( ,jesus1 ,i saw ,satan1 :o dragg$ away & /rangl$ a multitude ( m5 r$eem$ by ! blood ( ,*ri/ & sanctifi$ by ! unction ( 8 ,sacram5t4 ,our ,div9e ,savi\r beheld ) bitt]e/ angui% ! +ratitude & corruption ( ! ,*ri/ians ( ! fir/ & ( all succe$+ ages1 ev5 to ! end ( ! _w1 & dur+ ! :ole ( ?is "t ! voice ( ! tempt] 0 incessantly repeat+3 ',can/ ?\ resolve to suff] = su* ungrateful reprobates8' :ile ! v>i\s app>itions succe$$ ea* o!r ) int5se rapidity1 & s viol5tly weigh$ d[n & cru%$ ! s\l ( ,jesus1 t 8 sacr$ humanity 0 ov]:elm$ ) unspeakable angui%4 ,jesus--! ,ano9t$ ( ! ,"l--! ,son ( ,man /ruggl$ & wri!d z he fell on 8 knees1 ) clasp$ h&s1 z x 7 annihilat$ b5ea? ! weight ( 8 suff]+4 ,s viol5t 0 ! /ruggle :i* !n took place betwe5 8 human w & 8 repugnance to suff] s mu* = su* an ungrateful race1 t f e pore ( 8 sacr$ body !re bur/ =? l>ge drops ( blood1 :i* fell trickl+ on to ! gr\nd4 ,9 8 bitt] agony1 he look$ ar\nd1 z ?\gh seek+ help1 & appe>$ to take ,heav51 e>?1 & ! />s ( ! firmam5t to witness ( 8 suff]+s4 ,jesus1 9 8 angui% ( _s1 rais$ 8 voice1 & gave utt]ance to sev]al cries ( pa94 ,! ?ree ,apo/les awoke1 li/5$1 & 7 desir\s ( approa*+ him1 b ,pet] deta9$ ,james & ,john1 say+3 ',/ay y "h2 ,i w jo9 him4' ,!n ,i saw ,pet] ha/ily run =w>d & ent] ! grotto4 ',ma/]1' he exclaim$1 ':at has befall5 !e8' ,b at ! sight ( ,jesus1 ?us ba!d 9 8 own blood1 & s9k+ to ! gr\nd b5ea? ! weight ( mortal fe> & angui%1 he drew back1 & paus$ = a mom5t1 ov]come ) t]ror4 ,jesus made him no answ]1 & appe>$ unconsci\s ( 8 pres5ce4 ,pet] return$ to ! o!r two1 & told !m t ! ,"l _h n answ]$ him except by groans & sighs4 ,!y became m & m sorr[ful aft] ?is1 cov]$ _! heads1 & sat d[n to weep & pray4 ,i !n return$ to my ,heav5ly ,sp\se 9 8 mo/ bitt] agony4 ,! frightful visions ( ! future +ratitude ( ! m5 ^: debt to ,div9e ,ju/ice he 0 tak+ ^u himself1 cont9u$ to become m & m vivid & trem5d\s4 ,sev]al times ,i he>d him exclaim3 ',o my ,fa!r1 c ,i possibly suff] = s ungrateful a race8 ,o my ,fa!r1 if ?is *alice may n pass f me1 b ,i mu/ dr9k x1 ?y w be done6' ,amid all ^! app>itions1 ,satan held a conspicu\s place1 "u v>i\s =ms1 :i* repres5t$ diff]5t species ( s9s4 ,sometimes he appe>$ "u ! =m ( a gigantic black figure1 sometimes "u ^? ( a tig]1 a fox1 a wolf1 a dragon1 or a s]p5t4 ,n1 h[ev]1 t he really took any ( ^! %apes1 b m]ely "s "o ( _! *>act]i/ics1 jo9$ ) o!r hide\s =ms4 ,none ( ^! frightful app>itions entirely resembl$ any creature1 b 7 symbols ( abom9ation1 discord1 contradiction1 & s9--9 "o ^w1 7 demoniacal to ! fulle/ ext5t4 ,^! diabolical figures urg$ on1 dragg$1 & tore to pieces1 be=e ! v eyes ( ,jesus1 c\ntless numb]s ( ^? m5 = ^: r$emption he 0 ent]+ ^u ! pa9ful way ( ! ,cross4 ,at fir/ ,i b seldom saw ! s]p5t3 soon1 h[ev]1 x made its appe>ance1 ) a cr[n ^u its head4 ,?is odi\s reptile 0 ( gigantic size1 app>5tly possess$ ( unb\nd$ /r5g?1 & l$ =w>d c\ntless legions ( ! enemies ( ,jesus 9 e age & ( e nation4 ,be+ arm$ ) all k9ds ( de/ructive weapons1 !y sometimes tore "o ano!r 9 pieces1 & !n r5ew$ _! attacks ^u our ,savi\r ) r$\bl$ rage4 ,x 0 inde$ an awful sight2 = !y heap$ ^u him ! mo/ fe>ful outrages1 curs+1 /rik+1 w\nd+1 & te>+ him 9 pieces4 ,_! weapons1 swords1 & spe>s flew ab\t 9 ! air1 cross+ & recross+ cont9ually 9 all directions1 l ! flails ( ?re%]s 9 an imm5se b>n2 & ! rage ( ea* ( ^! fi5ds seem$ exclusively direct$ aga9/ ,jesus--t gra9 ( heav5ly :eat desc5d$ to ! e>? to die !re1 9 ord] to fe$ m5 et]nally ) ! ,bread ( ,life4 ,?us expos$ to ! fury ( ^! helli% b&s1 "s ( :i* appe>$ to me :olly compos$ ( bl9d m51 ,jesus 0 z mu* w\nd$ & bruis$ z if _! bl[s _h be5 real4 ,i saw him /agg] f side to side1 sometimes rais+ himself up1 & sometimes fall+ aga91 :ile ! s]p5t1 9 ! mid/ ( ! cr[ds :om x 0 unceas+ly lead+ =w>d aga9/ ,jesus1 /ruck ! gr\nd ) its tail1 & tore to pieces or swall[$ all :om x ?us knock$ to ! gr\nd4 ,x 0 made kn[n to me t ^! app>itions 7 all ^? p]sons :o 9 div]s ways insult & outrage ,jesus1 really & truly pres5t 9 ! ,holy ,sacram5t4 ,i recognis$ among !m all ^? :o 9 any way pr(ane ! ,bless$ ,eu*>i/4 ,i beheld ) horror all ! outrages ?us (f]$ to our ,"l1 :e!r by neglect1 irrev]5ce1 & omission ( :at 0 due to him2 by op5 contempt1 abuse1 & ! mo/ awful sacrileges2 by ! wor%ip ( worldly idols2 by spiritual d>kness & false k2 or1 f9ally1 by error1 incr$ulity1 fanaticism1 hatr$1 & op5 p]secution4 ,among ^! m5 ,i saw _m :o 7 bl9d1 p>alys$1 deaf1 & dumb1 & ev5 *ildr52--bl9d m5 :o w\ld n see ! tru?2 p>alytic m5 :o w\ld n advance1 accord+ to its directions1 on ! road lead+ to et]nal live2 deaf m5 :o refus$ to li/5 to its w>n+s & ?reats2 dumb m5 :o w\ld nev] use _! voices 9 its def5ce2 &1 f9ally1 *ildr5 :o 7 l$ a/ray by foll[+ p>5ts & tea*]s fill$ ) ! love ( ! _w & =getfulness ( ,god1 :o 7 f$ on e>?ly luxuries1 drunk ) false wisdom1 & loa?+ all t p]ta9$ to religion4 ,among ! latt]1 ! sight ( :om griev$ me especially1 because ,jesus s lov$ *ildr51 ,i saw _m irrev]5t1 ill-behav$ acolytes1 :o did n hon\r our ,"l 9 ! holy c]emonies 9 :i* !y took a "p4 ,i beheld ) t]ror t _m prie/s1 "s ( :om ev5 fanci$ !mselves full ( fai? & piety1 also outrag$ ,jesus 9 ! ,adorable ,sacram5t4 ,i saw _m :o believ$ & taught ! doctr9e ( ! ,real ,pres5ce1 b did n suffici5tly take x to he>t1 = !y =got & neglect$ ! palace1 ?rone1 & seat ( ! ,liv+ ,god1 t is to say1 ! *ur*1 ! alt>1 ! tab]nacle1 ! *alice1 ! mon/rance1 ! vases & ornam5ts2 9 "o ^w1 all t is us$ 9 8 wor%ip1 or to adorn 8 h\se4 ,entire neglect reign$ ev]y:]e1 all ?+s 7 left to m\ld] away 9 du/ & fil?1 & ! wor%ip ( ,god 01 if n inw>dly pr(an$1 at lea/ outw>dly di%on\r$4 ,nor did ?is arise f real pov]ty1 b f indiff]5ce1 slo?1 preoccupation ( m9d ab\t va9 e>?ly conc]ns1 & (t5 also f egotism & spiritual dea?2 = ,i saw neglect ( ?is k9d 9 *ur*es ! pa/ors & congregations ( :i* 7 ri*1 or at ea/ tol]ably well (f4 ,i saw _m o!rs 9 :i* worldly1 ta/eless1 unsuitable ornam5ts _h replac$ ! magnific5t adornm5ts ( a m pi\s age4 ,i saw t (t5 ! poore/ ( m5 7 bett] lodg$ 9 _! cottages ?an ! ,ma/] ( heav5 & e>? 9 8 *ur*es4 ,ah1 h[ deeply did ! inhospitality ( m5 grieve ,jesus1 :o _h giv5 himself to !m to be _! ,food6 ,truly1 !re is no ne$ to be ri* 9 ord] to receive him :o rew>ds a hundr$fold ! glass ( cold wat] giv5 to ! ?ir/y2 b h[ %ameful is n our conduct :5 9 giv+ dr9k to ! ,div9e ,"l1 :o ?ir/ = our s\ls1 we give him corrupt$ wat] 9 a fil?y glass6 ,9 consequ5ce ( all ?is neglect1 ,i saw ! weak sc&alis$1 ! ,adorable ,sacram5t pr(an$1 ! *ur*es des]t$1 & ! prie/s despis$4 ,?is /ate ( impurity & neglig5ce ext5d$ ev5 to ! s\ls ( ! fai?ful1 :o left ! tab]nacle ( _! he>ts unprep>$ & uncleans$ :5 ,jesus 0 ab\t to ent] !m1 exactly ! same z !y left 8 tab]nacle on ! alt>4 ,7 ,i to speak = an entire ye>1 ,i w\ld nev] detail all ! insults (f]$ to ,jesus 9 ! ,adorable ,sacram5t :i* 7 made kn[n to me 9 ?is way4 ,i saw _! au?ors assault ,jesus 9 b&s1 & /rike him ) diff]5t arms1 correspond+ to _! v>i\s (f5ces4 ,i saw irrev]5t ,*ri/ians ( all ages1 c>eless or sacrilegi\s prie/s1 cr[ds ( tepid & unwor?y communicants1 wick$ soldi]s pr(an+ ! sacr$ vessels1 & s]vants ( ! devil mak+ use ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/ 9 ! frightful my/]ies ( helli% wor%ip4 ,among ^! b&s ,i saw a great numb] ( !ologians1 :o _h be5 drawn into h]esy by _! s9s1 attack+ ,jesus 9 ! ,holy ,sacram5t ( 8 ,*ur*1 & snat*+ out ( 8 ,he>t1 by _! s$uctive words & promises1 a numb] ( s\ls = :om he _h %$ 8 blood4 ,ah6 x 0 inde$ an awful sight1 = ,i saw ! ,*ur* z ! body ( ,*ri/2 & all ^! b&s ( m51 :o 7 sep>at+ !mselves f ! ,*ur*1 mangl$ & tore (f :ole pieces ( 8 liv+ fle%4 ,alas6 he look$ at !m 9 ! mo/ t\*+ mann]1 & lam5t$ t !y %\ld ?us cause _! own et]nal loss4 ,he _h giv5 8 own div9e ,self to u = our ,food 9 ! ,holy ,sacram5t1 9 ord] to unite 9 "o body--t ( ! ,*ur*1 8 ,sp\se--m5 :o 7 to an inf9ite ext5t divid$ & sep>at$ f ea* o!r2 & n[ he beheld himself torn & r5t 9 twa9 9 t v body2 = 8 pr9cipal "w ( love1 ! ,holy ,communion1 9 :i* m5 %\ld h be5 made :olly "o1 0 become1 by ! malice ( false tea*]s1 ! subject ( sep>ation4 ,i beheld :ole nations ?us snat*$ out ( 8 bosom1 & depriv$ ( any p>ticipation 9 ! treasure ( graces left to ! ,*ur*4 ,f9ally1 ,i saw all :o 7 sep>at$ f ! ,*ur* plung$ into ! dep?s ( infidelity1 sup]/ition1 h]esy1 & false worldly philosophy2 & !y gave v5t to _! fi]ce rage by jo9+ toge!r 9 l>ge bodies to attack ! ,*ur*1 be+ urg$ on by ! s]p5t :i* 0 disport+ itself 9 ! mid/ ( !m4 ,alas6 x 0 z ?\gh ,jesus himself _h be5 torn 9 a ?\s& pieces6 ,s great 0 my horror & t]ror1 t my ,heav5ly ,sp\se appe>$ to me1 & m]cifully plac$ 8 h& ^u my he>t1 say+3 ',no "o has yet se5 all ^! ?+s1 & ?y he>t w\ld bur/ ) sorr[ if ,i did n give !e /r5g?4' ,i saw ! blood fl[+ 9 l>ge drops d[n ! pale face ( our ,savi\r1 8 hair matt$ toge!r1 & 8 be>d bloody & entangl$4 ,aft] ! vision :i* ,i h la/ describ$1 he fl$1 s to speak1 out ( ! cave1 & return$ to 8 disciples4 ,b he tott]$ z he walk$2 8 appe>ance 0 t ( a man cov]$ ) w\nds & b5d+ b5ea? a heavy burd51 & he /umbl$ at e /ep4 ,:5 he came up to ! ?ree ,apo/les1 !y 7 n ly+ d[n asleep z !y _h be5 ! fir/ "t1 b _! heads 7 cov]$1 & !y _h sunk d[n on _! knees1 9 an attitude (t5 assum$ by ! p ( t c\ntry :5 9 sorr[ or desir+ to pray4 ,!y _h fall5 asleep1 ov]p[]$ by grief & fatigue4 ,jesus1 trembl+ & groan+1 drew nigh to !m1 & !y awoke4 ,b :51 by ! light ( ! moon1 !y saw him /&+ be=e !m1 8 face pale & bloody1 & 8 hair 9 disord]1 _! we>y eyes did n at ! fir/ mom5t recognise him1 = he 0 indescribably *ang$4 ,he clasp$ 8 h&s toge!r1 ^u :i* !y arose & lov+ly support$ him 9 _! arms1 & he told !m 9 sorr[ful acc5ts t ! next day he %\ld be put to dea?1--t 9 "o h\r's "t he %\ld be seiz$1 l$ be=e a tribunal1 maltreat$1 outrag$1 sc\rg$1 & f9ally put to a mo/ cruel dea?4 ,he bes\ght !m to console 8 ,"m1 & also ,magdal54 ,!y made no reply1 = !y knew n :at to say1 s greatly _h 8 appe>ance & language al>m$ !m1 & !y ev5 ?\ght 8 m9d mu/ be w&]+4 ,:5 he desir$ to return to ! grotto1 he _h n /r5g? to walk4 ,i saw ,john & ,james lead him back1 & return :5 he _h ent]$ ! grotto4 ,x 0 !n ab\t a qu>t]-pa/ elev54 ,dur+ ?is agony ( ,jesus1 ,i saw ! ,bless$ ,virg9 also ov]:elm$ ) sorr[ & angui% ( s\l1 9 ! h\se ( ,m>y1 ! "m ( ,m>k4 ,%e 0 ) ,magdal5 & ,m>y 9 ! g>d5 belong+ to ! h\se1 & almo/ pro/rate f grief1 ) h] :ole body b[$ d[n z %e knelt4 ,%e fa9t$ sev]al times1 = %e beheld 9 _s diff]5t portions ( ! agony ( ,jesus4 ,%e _h s5t "s mess5g]s to make inquiries conc]n+ him1 b h] deep anxiety w\ld n suff] h] to await _! return1 & %e w5t ) ,magdal5 & ,salome z f> z ! ,valley ( ,josaphat4 ,%e walk$ along ) h] head veil$1 & h] arms frequ5tly /ret*$ =? t[>ds ,m\nt ,olivet2 = %e beheld 9 _s ,jesus ba!d 9 a bloody sweat1 & h] ge/ures 7 z ?\gh %e wi%$ ) h] ext5d$ h&s to wipe ! face ( h] ,son4 ,i saw ^! int]ior movem5ts ( h] s\l t[>ds ,jesus1 :o ?\ght ( h]1 & turn$ 8 eyes 9 h] direction1 z if to seek h] assi/ance4 ,i beheld ! spiritual communication :i* !y _h ) ea* o!r1 "u ! =m ( rays pass+ to & fro betwe5 !m4 ,our ,div9e ,"l ?\ght also ( ,magdal51 0 t\*$ by h] di/ress1 & !re=e recomm5d$ 8 ,apo/les to console h]2 = he knew t h] love = 8 adorable ,p]son 0 great] ?an t felt = him by any "o save 8 ,bless$ ,"m1 & he =esaw t %e w\ld suff] mu* = 8 sake1 & nev] (f5d him m4 ,ab\t ?is "t1 ! eight ,apo/les return$ to ! arb\r ( ,ge?semani1 & aft] talk+ toge!r = "s "t1 end$ by go+ to sleep4 ,!y 7 wav]+1 disc\rag$1 & sorely tempt$4 ,!y _h ea* be5 seek+ = a place ( refuge 9 case ( dang]1 & !y anxi\sly ask$ "o ano!r1 ',:at %all we d :5 !y h put him to dea?8 ,we h left all to foll[ him2 we are poor & ! (fsc\r+ ( ! _w1 we gave ourselves up entirely to 8 s]vice1 & n[ he is s sorr[ful & s defect$ himself1 t he c af=d u no consolation4' ,! o!r disciples _h at fir/ w&]$ ab\t 9 v>i\s directions1 b !n1 hav+ he>d some?+ conc]n+ ! awful prophecies :i* ,jesus _h made1 !y _h ne>ly all retir$ to ,be?phage4 ,i saw ,jesus /ill pray+ 9 ! grotto1 /ruggl+ aga9/ ! repugnance to suff]+ :i* belong$ to human nature1 & ab&on+ himself :olly to ! w ( ?is ,et]nal ,fa!r4 ,"h ! abyss op5$ be=e him1 & he _h a vision ( ! fir/ "p ( ,limbo4 ,he saw ,adam & ,eve1 ! patri>*s1 prophets1 & j m51 ! p>5ts ( 8 ,"m1 & ,john ! ,bapti/1 await+ 8 arrival 9 ! l[] _w ) su* int5se long+1 t ! sight /r5g!n$ & gave fre% c\rage to 8 lov+ he>t4 ,8 dea? 0 to op5 ,heav5 to ^! captives1--8 dea? 0 to deliv] !m out ( t prison 9 :i* !y 7 langui%+ 9 eag] hope6 ,:5 ,jesus _h1 ) deep emotion1 look$ ^u ^! sa9ts ( antiquity1 angels pres5t$ to him all ! b&s ( sa9ts ( future ages1 :o1 jo9+ _! lab\rs to ! m]its ( 8 ,passion1 71 ?r\gh him1 to be unit$ to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,mo/ beautiful & consol+ 0 ?is vision1 9 :i* he beheld ! salvation & sanctification fl[+ =? 9 ceaseless /reams f ! f\nta9 ( r$emption op5$ by 8 dea?4 ,! ,apo/les1 disciples1 virg9s1 & holy wom51 ! m>tyrs1 confessors1 h]mits1 popes1 & bi%ops1 & l>ge b&s ( religi\s ( bo? sexes--9 "o ^w1 ! entire army ( ! bless$--appe>$ be=e him4 ,all bore on _! heads triumphal cr[ns1 & ! fl[]s ( _! cr[ns diff]$ 9 =m1 9 col\r1 9 od\r1 & 9 p]fection1 accord+ to ! diff]5ce ( ! suff]+s1 lab\rs & victories :i* _h procur$ !m et]nal glory4 ,_! :ole life1 & all _! actions1 m]its1 & p[]1 z well z all ! glory ( _! triumph1 came solely f _! union ) ! m]its ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,! reciprocal influ5ce ex]cis$ by ^! sa9ts ^u ea* o!r1 & ! mann] 9 :i* !y all drank f "o sole ,f\nta9--! ,adorable ,sacram5t & ! ,passion ( our ,"l--=m$ a mo/ t\*+ & wond]ful spectacle4 ,no?+ ab\t !m 0 devoid ( deep mean+1--_! works1 m>tyrdom1 victories1 appe>ance1 & dress1--all1 ?\gh indescribably v>i$1 0 confus$ toge!r 9 inf9ite h>mony & unity2 & ?is unity 9 div]sity 0 produc$ by ! rays ( "o s+le ,sun1 by ! ,passion ( ! ,"l1 ( ! ,^w made fle%1 9 :om 0 life1 ! light ( m51 :i* %9$ 9 d>kness1 & ! d>kness did n compreh5d x4 ,! army ( ! future sa9ts pass$ be=e ! s\l ( our ,"l1 :i* 0 ?us plac$ betwe5 ! desir+ patri>*s1 & ! triumphant b& ( ! future bless$1 & ^! two armies jo9+ toge!r1 & complet+ "o ano!r1 s to speak1 surr\nd$ ! lov+ ,he>t ( our ,savi\r z ) a cr[n ( victory4 ,?is mo/ affect+ & consol+ spectacle be/[$ a degree ( /r5g? & com=t ^u ! s\l ( ,jesus4 ,ah6 ,he s lov$ 8 bre?r5 & creatures t1 to accompli% ! r$emption ( "o s+le s\l1 he w\ld h accept$ ) joy all ! suff]+s to :i* he 0 n[ devot+ himself4 ,z ^! visions ref]r$ to ! future1 !y 7 diffus$ to a c]ta9 height 9 ! air4 ,b ^! consol+ visions fad$ away1 & ! angels display$ be=e him ! sc5es ( 8 ,passion q close to ! e>?1 because x 0 ne> at h&4 ,i beheld e sc5e di/9ctly portray$1 f ! kiss ( ,judas to ! la/ words ( ,jesus on ! cross1 & ,i saw 9 ?is s+le vision all t ,i see 9 my m$itations on ! ,passion4 ,! treason ( ,judas1 ! flight ( ! disciples1 ! insults :i* 7 (f]$ our ,"l be=e ,annas & ,caiphas1 ,pet]'s d5ial1 ! tribunal ( ,pilate1 ,h]od's mock]y1 ! sc\rg+ & cr[n+ ) ?orns1 ! condemnation to dea?1 ! c>ry+ ( ! cross1 ! l95 clo? pres5t$ by ,v]onica1 ! crucifixion1 ! insults ( ! ,ph>isees1 ! sorr[s ( ,m>y1 ( ,magdal51 & ( ,john1 ! w\nd ( ! lance 9 8 side1 aft] dea?2--9 "o ^w1 e "p ( ! ,passion 0 %[n to him 9 ! m9ute/ detail4 ,he accept$ all volunt>ily1 submitt+ to ev]y?+ = ! love ( man4 ,he saw also & felt ! suff]+s endur$ at t mom5t by 8 ,"m1 ^: int]ior union ) 8 agony 0 s entire t %e _h fa9t$ 9 ! arms ( h] two fri5ds4 ,:5 ! visions ( ! ,passion 7 conclud$1 ,jesus fell on 8 face l "o at ! po9t ( dea?2 ! angels disappe>$1 & ! bloody sweat became m copi\s1 s t ,i saw x _h soak$ 8 g>m5t4 ,entire d>kness reign$ 9 ! cav]n1 :5 ,i beheld an angel desc5t to ,jesus4 ,?is angel 0 ( high] /ature ?an any :om ,i _h be=e beheld1 & 8 =m 0 also m di/9ct & m resembl+ t ( a man4 ,he 0 clo!d l a prie/ 9 a long float+ g>m5t1 & bore be=e him1 9 8 h&s1 a small vase1 9 %ape resembl+ ! *alice us$ at ! ,la/ ,supp]4 ,at ! top ( ?is *alice1 !re 0 a small oval body1 ab\t ! size ( a bean1 & :i* diffus$ a r$di% light4 ,! angel1 )\t t\*+ ! e>? ) 8 feet1 /ret*$ =? 8 "r h& to ,jesus1 :o arose1 :5 he plac$ ! my/]i\s food 9 8 m\?1 & gave him to dr9k f ! lum9\s *alice4 ,!n he disappe>$4 ,jesus hav+ freely accept$ ! *alice ( 8 suff]+s1 & receiv$ new /r5g?1 rema9$ "s m9utes long] 9 ! grotto1 absorb$ 9 calm m$itation1 & return+ ?anks to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,he 0 /ill 9 deep affliction ( _s1 b sup]naturally com=t$ to su* a degree z to be able to g to 8 disciples )\t tott]+ z he walk$1 or b5d+ b5ea? ! weight ( 8 suff]+s4 ,8 c\nt5ance 0 /ill pale & alt]$1 b 8 /ep 0 firm & det]m9$4 ,he _h wip$ 8 face ) a l95 clo?1 & re>rang$ 8 hair1 :i* hung ab\t 8 %\ld]s1 matt$ toge!r & damp ) blood4 ,:5 ,jesus came to 8 disciples1 !y 7 ly+1 z be=e1 aga9/ ! wall ( ! t]race1 asleep1 & ) _! heads cov]$4 ,our ,"l told !m t !n 0 n ! "t = sleep1 b t !y %\ld arise & pray3 ',behold ! h\r is at h&1 & ! ,son ( ,man %all be betray$ into ! h& ( s9n]s1' he said3 ',arise1 let u g1 behold he is at h& t w betray me4 ,x 7 bett] = him1 if t man _h n be5 born4' ,! ,apo/les arose 9 mu* al>m1 & look$ r\nd ) anxiety4 ,:5 !y _h some:at recov]$ !mselves1 ,pet] said w>mly3 ',"l1 ,i w call ! o!rs1 t s we may def5d !e4' ,b ,jesus po9t$ out to !m at "s di/ance 9 ! valley1 on ! o!r side ( ! ,brook ( ,c$ron1 a b& ( arm$ m51 :o 7 advanc+ ) tor*es1 & he said t "o ( _! numb] _h betray$ him4 ,he spoke calmly1 exhort$ !m to console 8 ,"m1 & said3 ',let u g to meet !m--,i %all deliv] myself up )\t resi/ance into ! h&s ( my enemies4' ,he !n left ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives ) ! ?ree ,apo/les1 & w5t to meet ! ar*]s on ! road :i* l$ f t g>d5 to ,ge?semani4 ,:5 ! ,bless$ ,virg91 "u ! c>e ( ,magdal5 & ,salome1 recov]$ h] s5ses1 "s disciples1 :o _h se5 ! soldi]s approa*+1 conduct$ h] back to ! h\se ( ,m>y1 ! "m ( ,m>k4 ,! ar*]s took a %ort] road ?an t :i* ,jesus foll[$ :5 he left ! supp]-room4 ,! grotto 9 :i* ,jesus _h ?is day pray$ 0 n ! "o :]e he usually pray$ on ,m\nt ,olivet4 ,he commonly w5t to a cab9 at a great] di/ance (f1 :]e1 "o day1 aft] hav+ curs$ ! b>r5 fig-tree1 he _h pray$ 9 great affliction ( _s1 ) 8 arms /ret*$ out1 & lean+ aga9/ a rock4 ,! traces ( 8 body & h&s rema9$ impress$ on ! /one1 & 7 hon\r$ lat]4 ,b x 0 n kn[n on :at occasion ! miracle _h tak5 place4 ,i h sev]al times se5 simil> impressions left ^u ! /one1 ei!r by ! ,prophets ( ! ,old ,te/am5t1 or by ,jesus1 ,m>y1 or "s ( ! ,apo/les1 & ,i h also se5 ^? made by ! body ( ,/4 ,ca!r9e on ,m\nt ,s9ai4 ,^! impressions d n seem deep1 b resemble :at w\ld be made ^u a ?ick piece ( d\gh1 if a p]son lean$ 8 h& ^u x4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,judas & 8 b&4 ,judas _h n expect$ t 8 treason w\ld h produc$ su* fatal results4 ,he _h be5 anxi\s to obta9 ! promis$ rew>d1 & to please ! ,ph>isees by deliv]+ up ,jesus into _! h&s1 b he _h nev] calculat$ on ?+s go+ s f>1 or ?\ght t ! enemies ( 8 ,ma/] w\ld actually br+ him to judgm5t & crucify him2 8 m9d 0 engross$ ) ! love ( ga9 alone1 & "s a/ute ,ph>isees & ,sadducees1 ) :om he _h e/abli%$ an int]c\rse1 _h con/antly urg$ him on to treason by flatt]+ him4 ,he 0 sick ( ! fatigu+1 w&]+1 & p]secut$ life :i* ! ,apo/les l$4 ,= sev]al mon?s pa/ he _h cont9ually /ol5 f ! alms :i* 7 consign$ to 8 c>e1 & 8 av>ice1 grudg+ ! exp5ses incurr$ by ,magdal5 :5 %e p\r$ ! preci\s o9tm5t on ! feet ( our ,"l1 incit$ him to ! commission ( ! greate/ ( crimes4 ,he _h always hop$ t ,jesus w\ld e/abli% a temporal k+dom1 & be/[ ^u him "s brilliant & lucrative po/ 9 x1 b f9d+ himself disappo9t$1 he turn$ 8 ?\ghts to amass+ a =tune4 ,he saw t suff]+s & p]secutions 7 on ! increase = our ,"l & 8 foll[]s1 & he s\ght to make fri5ds ) ! p[]ful enemies ( our ,savi\r be=e ! "t ( dang]1 = ! saw t ,jesus did n become a k+1 :]eas ! actual dignity & p[] ( ! ,high ,prie/1 & ( all :o 7 atta*$ to 8 s]vice1 made a v /rong impression ^u 8 m9d4 ,he began to ent] by degrees into a close connection ) _! ag5ts1 :o 7 con/antly flatt]+ him1 & assur+ him 9 /rong t]ms t1 9 any case1 an end w\ld spe$ily be put to ! c>e] ( our ,div9e ,"l4 ,he li/5$ m & m eag]ly to ! crim9al sugge/ions ( 8 corrupt he>t1 & he _h done no?+ dur+ ! la/ few days b g backw>ds & =w>ds 9 ord] to induce ! *ief prie/s to come to "s agreem5t4 ,b !y 7 unwill+ to act at once1 & treat$ him ) contempt4 ,!y said t suffici5t "t w\ld n int]v5e be=e ! fe/ival day1 & t !re w\ld be a tumult among ! p4 ,! ,sanh$r9 alone li/5$ to 8 proposals ) "s degree ( att5tion4 ,aft] ,judas _h sacrilegi\sly receiv$ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 ,satan took entire possession ( him1 & he w5t (f at once to complete 8 crime4 ,he 9 ! fir/ place s\ght ^? p]sons :o _h hi!rto flatt]$ & ent]$ into agreem5ts ) him1 & :o /ill receiv$ him ) pret5d$ fri5d%ip4 ,"s o!rs jo9$ ! p>ty1 & among ! numb] ,annas & ,caiphas1 b ! latt] treat$ him ) consid]able pride & scorn4 ,all ^! enemies ( ,*ri/ 7 extremely undecid$ & f> f feel+ any confid5ce ( success1 because !y mi/ru/$ ,judas4 ,i saw ! empire ( ,hell divid$ aga9/ itself2 ,satan desir$ ! crime ( ! ,jews1 & e>ne/ly long$ = ! dea? ( ,jesus1 ! ,conv]t] ( s\ls1 ! holy ,tea*]1 ! ,j ,man1 :o 0 s abhorr5t to him2 b at ! same "t he felt an extraord9>y int]ior fe> ( ! dea? ( ! innoc5t ,victim1 :o w\ld n conceal himself f 8 p]secutors4 ,i saw him !n1 on ! "o h&1 /imulate ! hatr$ & fury ( ! enemies ( ,jesus1 & on ! o!r1 ins9uate to "s ( _! numb] t ,judas 0 a wick$2 despicable "*1 & t ! s5t5ce c\ld n be pron\nc$ be=e ! fe/ival1 or a suffici5t numb] ( witnesses aga9/ ,jesus be ga!r$ toge!r4 ,ev]yone propos$ some?+ diff]5t1 & "s que/ion$ ,judas1 say+3 ',%all we be able to take him8 ,has he n arm$ m5 ) him8' ,& ! traitor repli$3 ',no1 he is alone ) elev5 disciples2 he is greatly depress$1 & ! elev5 are timid m54' ,he told !m t n[ or nev] 0 ! "t to get possession ( ! p]son ( ,jesus1 t lat] he might no long] h x 9 8 p[] to give our ,"l up into _! h&s1 & t p]haps he %\ld nev] return to him aga91 because = sev]al days pa/ x _h be5 v cle> t ! o!r disciples & ,jesus himself suspect$ & w\ld c]ta9ly kill him if he return$ to !m4 ,he told !m likewise t if !y did n at once seize ! p]son ( ,jesus1 he w\ld make 8 escape1 & return ) an army ( 8 p>tisans1 to h himself proclaim$ ,k+4 ,^! ?reats ( ,judas produc$ "s effect1 8 proposals 7 acc$$ to1 & he receiv$ ! price ( ?is treason--?irty pieces ( silv]4 ,^! pieces 7 oblong1 ) holes 9 _! sides1 /rung toge!r by means ( r+s 9 a k9d ( *a91 & be>+ c]ta9 impressions4 ,judas c\ld n help be+ consci\s t !y reg>d$ him ) contempt & di/ru/1 = _! language & ge/ures betray$ _! feel+s1 & pride sugge/$ to him to give back ! money z an (f]+ = ! ,temple1 9 ord] to make !m suppose 8 int5tions to h be5 j & dis9t]e/$4 ,b !y reject$ 8 proposal1 because ! price ( blood c\ld n be (f]$ 9 ! ,temple4 ,judas saw h[ mu* !y despis$ him1 & 8 rage 0 excessive4 ,he _h n expect$ to reap ! bitt] fruits ( 8 treason ev5 be=e x 0 accompli%$1 b he _h gone s f> ) ^! m5 t he 0 9 _! p[]1 & escape 0 no long] possible4 ,!y wat*$ him c>efully1 & w\ld n let him leave _! pres5ce1 until he _h %[n !m exactly :at /eps 7 to be tak5 9 ord] to secure ! p]son ( ,jesus4 ,?ree ,ph>isees accompani$ him :5 he w5t d[n into a room :]e ! soldi]s ( ! ,temple 7"s only ( :om 7 ,jews1 & ! re/ ( v>i\s nations7 7 assembl$4 ,:5 ev]y?+ 0 settl$1 & ! necess>y numb] ( soldi]s ga!r$ toge!r1 ,judas ha/5$ fir/ to ! supp]-room1 accompani$ by a s]vant ( ! ,ph>isees1 = ! purpose ( asc]ta9+ :e!r ,jesus _h left1 z !y w\ld h seiz$ 8 p]son !re )\t difficulty1 if once !y _h secur$ ! doors4 ,he agre$ to s5d !m a mess5g] ) ! requir$ in=mation4 ,a %ort "t be=e :5 ,judas _h receiv$ ! price ( ?is treason1 a ,ph>isee _h gone out1 & s5t sev5 slaves to fet* wood ) :i* to prep>e ! ,cross = our ,savi\r1 9 case he %\ld be judg$1 because ! next day !re w\ld n be suffici5t "t on acc\nt ( ! comm5cem5t ( ! ,pas*al fe/ivity4 ,!y procur$ ?is wood f a spot ab\t ?ree-qu>t]s ( a mile di/ant1 ne> a high wall1 :]e !re 0 a great quantity ( o!r wood belong+ to ! ,temple1 & dragg$ x to a squ>e situat$ beh9d ! tribunal ( ,caiphas4 ,! pr9cipal piece ( ! ,cross came f a tree =m]ly gr[+ 9 ! ,valley ( ,josaphat1 ne> ! torr5t ( ,c$ron1 & :i*1 hav+ fall5 across ! /ream1 _h be5 us$ z a sort ( bridge4 ,:5 ,nehemias hid ! sacr$ fire & ! holy vessels 9 ! pool ( ,be?saida1 x _h be5 ?r[n ov] ! spot1 toge!r ) o!r pieces ( wood1--!n lat] tak5 away1 & left on "o side4 ,! ,cross 0 prep>$ 9 a v peculi> mann]1 ei!r ) ! object ( d]id+ ! royalty ( ,jesus1 or f :at m5 might t]m *ance4 ,x 0 compos$ ( five pieces ( wood1 exclusive ( ! inscription4 ,i saw _m o!r ?+s conc]n+ ! ,cross1 & ! mean+ ( diff]5t circum/ances 0 also made kn[n to me1 b ,i h =gott5 all t4 ,judas return$1 & said t ,jesus 0 no long] 9 ! supp]-room1 b t he mu/ c]ta9ly be on ,m\nt ,olivet1 9 ! spot :]e he 0 accu/om$ to pray4 ,he reque/$ t only a small numb] ( m5 might be s5t ) him1 le/ ! disciples :o 7 on ! wat* %\ld p]ceive any?+ & raise a s$ition4 ,?ree hundr$ m5 7 to be /ation$ at ! gates & 9 ! /reets ( ,ophel1 a "p ( ! t[n situat$ to ! s\? ( ! ,temple1 & along ! valley ( ,millo z f> z ! h\se ( ,annas1 on ! top ( ,m\nt ,sion1 9 ord] to be ready to s5d re9=cem5ts if necess>y1 =1 he said1 all ! p ( ! l[] class ( ,ophel 7 p>tisans ( ,jesus4 ,! traitor likewise bade !m be c>eful1 le/ he %\ld escape !m--s9ce he1 by my/]i\s means1 _h s (t5 hidd5 himself 9 ! m\nta91 & made himself sudd5ly invisible to ^? ar\nd4 ,he recomm5d$ !m1 besides1 to fa/5 him ) a *a91 & make use ( c]ta9 magical =ms to prev5t 8 break+ x4 ,! ,jews li/5$ to all ^! pieces ( advice ) scornful indiff]5ce1 & repli$1 ',if we once h him 9 our h&s1 we w take c>e n to let him g4' ,judas next began to make 8 arrangem5ts ) ^? :o 7 to accompany him4 ,he wi%$ to ent] ! g>d5 be=e !m1 & embrace & salute ,jesus z if he 7 return+ to him z 8 fri5d & disciple1 & !n = ! soldi]s to run =w>d & seize ! p]son ( ,jesus4 ,he 0 anxi\s t x %\ld be ?\ght !y _h come !re by *ance1 t s1 :5 !y _h made _! appe>ance1 he might run away l ! o!r disciples & be no m he>d (4 ,he likewise ?\ght t1 p]haps1 a tumult w\ld ensue1 t ! ,apo/les might def5d !mselves1 & ,jesus pass ?r\gh ! mid/ ( 8 enemies1 z he _h s (t5 done be=e4 ,he dwelt ^u ^! ?\ghts especially1 :5 8 pride 0 hurt by ! disda9ful mann] ( ! ,jews 9 8 reg>d2 b he did n rep5t1 = he _h :olly giv5 himself up to ,satan4 ,x 0 8 desire also t ! soldi]s foll[+ him %\ld n c>ry *a9s & cords1 & 8 accomplices pret5d$ to acc$e to all 8 wi%es1 al?\gh 9 reality !y act$ ) him z ) a traitor :o 0 n to be tru/$1 b to be ca/ (f z soon z he _h done :at 0 want$4 ,! soldi]s receiv$ ord]s to keep close to ,judas1 wat* him c>efully1 & n let him escape until ,jesus 0 seiz$1 = he _h receiv$ 8 rew>d1 & x 0 fe>$ t he might run (f ) ! money1 & ,jesus n be tak5 aft] all1 or ano!r be tak5 9 8 place4 ,! b& ( m5 *os5 to accompany ,judas 0 compos$ ( tw5ty soldi]s1 select$ f ! ,temple gu>d & f o!rs ( ! milit>y :o 7 "u ! ord]s ( ,annas & ,caiphas4 ,!y 7 dress$ v mu* l ! ,roman soldi]s1 _h morions 7cre/$ metal helmets7 l !m1 & wore hang+ /raps r\nd _! ?ighs1 b _! be>ds 7 long1 :]eas ! ,roman soldi]s at ,j]usalem _h :isk]s only1 & %av$ _! *9s & upp] lips4 ,!y all _h swords1 "s ( !m be+ also arm$ ) spe>s1 & !y c>ri$ /icks ) lant]ns & tor*es2 b :5 !y set (f !y only light$ "o4 ,x _h at fir/ be5 int5d$ t ,judas %\ld be accompani$ by a m num]\s escort1 b he drew _! att5tion to ! fact t s l>ge a numb] ( m5 w\ld be too easily se51 because ,m\nt ,olivet comm&$ a view ( ! :ole valley4 ,mo/ ( ! soldi]s rema9$1 !re=e1 at ,ophel1 & s5t9els 7 /ation$ on all sides to put d[n any attempt :i* might be made to release ,jesus4 ,judas set (f ) ! tw5ty soldi]s1 b he 0 foll[$ at "s di/ance by f\r ar*]s1 :o 7 only common bailiffs1 c>ry+ cords & *a9s1 & aft] !m came ! six ag5ts ) :om ,judas _h be5 9 communication = "s "t4 ,"o ( ^! 0 a prie/ & a confidant ( ,annas1 a second 0 devot$ to ,caiphas1 ! ?ird & f\r? 7 ,ph>isees1 & ! o!r two ,sadducees & ,h]odians4 ,^! six m5 7 c\rti]s ( ,annas & ,caiphas1 act+ 9 ! capacity ( spies1 & mo/ bitt] enemies ( ,jesus4 ,! soldi]s rema9$ on fri5dly t]ms ) ,judas until !y rea*$ ! spot :]e ! road divides ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives f ! ,g>d5 ( ,ge?semani1 b !re !y refus$ to all[ him to advance alone1 & entirely *ang$ _! mann]1 treat+ him ) mu* insol5ce & h>%ness4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,jesus is arre/$4 ,jesus 0 /&+ ) 8 ?ree ,apo/les on ! road betwe5 ,ge?semani1 & ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives1 :5 ,judas & ! b& :o accompani$ him made _! appe>ance4 ,a w>m dispute arose betwe5 ,judas & ! soldi]s1 because he wi%$ to approa* fir/ & speak to ,jesus quietly z if no?+ 0 ! matt]1 & !n = !m to come up & seize our ,savi\r1 ?us lett+ him suppose t he _h no connection ) ! affair4 ,b ! m5 answ]$ rudely1 ',n s1 fri5d1 ?\ %alt n escape f our h&s until we h ! ,galilean safely b\nd1' & see+ ! eight ,apo/les :o ha/5$ to rejo9 ,jesus :5 !y he>d ! dispute :i* 0 go+ on1 !y 7not)/&+ ! opposition ( ,judas7 call$ up f\r ar*]s1 :om !y _h left at a little di/ance1 to assi/4 ,:5 by ! light ( ! moon ,jesus & ! ?ree ,apo/les fir/ saw ! b& ( arm$ m51 ,pet] wi%$ to repel !m by =ce ( arms1 & said3 ',"l1 ! o!r eight are close at h&1 let u attack ! ar*]s1' b ,jesus bade him hold 8 peace1 & !n turn$ & walk$ back a few /eps4 ,at ?is mom5t f\r disciples came out ( ! g>d51 & ask$ :at 0 tak+ place4 ,judas 0 ab\t to reply1 b ! soldi]s int]rupt$1 & w\ld n let him speak4 ,^! f\r disciples 7 ,james ! ,less1 ,philip1 ,?omas1 & ,na?aniel2 ! la/ nam$1 :o 0 a son ( ! ag$ ,simeon1 _h ) a few o!rs jo9$ ! eight ,apo/les at ,ge?semani1 be+ p]haps s5t by ! fri5ds ( ,jesus to "k :at 0 go+ on1 or possibly simply incit$ by curiosity & anxiety4 ,! o!r disciples 7 w&]+ to & fro1 on ! look out1 & ready to fly at a mom5t's notice4 ,jesus walk$ up to ! soldi]s & said 9 a firm & cle> voice1 ',:om seek ye8' ,! soldi]s answ]$1 ',jesus ( ,naz>e?4' ,jesus said to !m1 ',i am he4' ,sc>cely _h he pron\nc$ ^! words ?an !y all fell to ! gr\nd1 z if /ruck ) apoplexy4 ,judas1 :o /ood by !m1 0 mu* al>m$1 & z he appe>$ desir\s ( approa*+1 ,jesus held out 8 h& & said3 ',fri5d1 :]eto art ?\ come8' ,judas /amm]$ =? some?+ ab\t bus9ess :i* _h br\ght him4 ,jesus answ]$ 9 few words1 ! s5se ( :i* 03 ',x 7 bett] = !e t ?\ had/ nev] be5 born2' h[ev]1 ,i _c rememb] ! words exactly4 ,9 ! mean "t1 ! soldi]s _h ris51 & aga9 approa*$ ,jesus1 b !y wait$ = ! sign ( ! kiss1 ) :i* ,judas _h promis$ to salute 8 ,ma/] t !y might recognise him4 ,pet] & ! o!r disciples surr\nd$ ,judas1 & revil$ him 9 unmeasur$ t]ms1 call+ him ?ief & traitor2 he tri$ to mollify _! wra? by all k9ds ( lies1 b 8 ef=ts 7 va91 = ! soldi]s came up & (f]$ to def5d him1 :i* proce$+ manife/$ ! tru? at once4 ,jesus aga9 ask$1 ',:om seek ye8' ,!y repli$3 ',jesus ( ,naz>e?4' ,jesus made answ]1 ',i h told y t ,i am he1' 'if !re=e y seek me1 let ^! g _! way4' ,at ^! words ! soldi]s fell = ! second "t to ! gr\nd1 9 convulsions simil> to ^? ( epilepsy1 & ! ,apo/les aga9 surr\nd$ ,judas & express$ _! indignation at 8 %ameful trea*]y4 ,jesus said to ! soldi]s1 ',arise1' & !y arose1 b at fir/ q spee*less f t]ror4 ,!y !n told ,judas to give !m ! signal agre$ ^u in/antly1 z _! ord]s 7 to seize ^u no "o b him :om ,judas kiss$4 ,judas !re=e approa*$ ,jesus1 & gave him a kiss1 say+1 ',hail ,rabbi4' ,jesus repli$1 ',:at1 ,judas1 do/ ?\ betray ! ,son ( ,man ) a kiss8' ,! soldi]s imm$iately surr\nd$ ,jesus1 & ! ar*]s laid h&s ^u him4 ,judas wi%$ to fly1 b ! ,apo/les w\ld n all[ x1 !y ru%$ at ! soldi]s & cri$ out1 ',ma/]1 %all we /rike ) ! sword8' ,pet]1 :o 0 m impetu\s ?an ! re/1 seiz$ ! sword1 & /ruck ,mal*us1 ! s]vant ( ! high prie/1 :o wi%$ to drive away ! ,apo/les1 & cut (f 8 "r e>2 ,mal*us fell to ! gr\nd1 & a great tumult ensu$4 ,! ar*]s _h seiz$ ^u ,jesus1 & wi%$ to b9d him2 :ile ,mal*us & ! re/ ( ! soldi]s /ood ar\nd4 ,:5 ,pet] /ruck ! =m]1 ! re/ 7 occupi$ 9 repuls+ ^? among ! disciples :o approa*$ too ne>1 & 9 pursu+ ^? :o ran away4 ,f\r disciples made _! appe>ance 9 ! di/ance1 & look$ fe>fully at ! sc5e be=e !m2 b ! soldi]s 7 /ill too mu* al>m$ at _! late fall to tr\ble !mselves mu* ab\t !m1 & besides !y did n wi% to leave our ,savi\r )\t a c]ta9 numb] ( m5 to gu>d him4 ,judas fl$ z soon z he _h giv5 ! traitor\s kiss1 b 0 met by "s ( ! disciples1 :o ov]:elm$ him ) reproa*es4 ,six ,ph>isees1 h[ev]1 came to 8 rescue1 & he escap$ :il/ ! ar*]s 7 busily occupi$ 9 p9ion+ ,jesus4 ,:5 ,pet] /ruck ,mal*us1 ,jesus said to him1 ',put up aga9 ?y sword into its place2 = all t take ! sword %all p]i% ) ! sword4 ,?9ke/ ?\ t ,i _c ask my ,fa!r1 & he w give me pres5tly m ?an twelve legions ( angels8 ,h[ !n %all ! ,scriptures be fulfill$1 t s x mu/ be done8' ,!n he said1 ',let me cure ?is man2' & approa*+ ,mal*us1 he t\*$ 8 e>1 pray$1 & x wad heal$4 ,! soldi]s :o 7 /&+ ne>1 z well z ! ar*]s & ! six ,ph>isees1 f> f be+ mov$ by ?is miracle1 cont9u$ to insult our ,"l1 & said to ! by/&]s1 ',x is a trick ( ! devil1 ! p[]s ( wit*craft made ! e> appe> to be cut (f1 & n[ ! same p[] gives x ! appe>ance ( be+ heal$4' ,!n ,jesus aga9 address$ !m1 ',y are come out z x 7 to a robb]1 ) swords & clubs1 to appreh5d me4 ,i sat daily ) y tea*+ 9 ! ,temple1 & y laid n h&s ^u me1 b ?is is y\r h\r & ! p[] ( d>kness4' ,! ,ph>isees ord]$ him to be b\nd /ill m /rongly1 & made answ] 9 a contemptu\s tone1 ',ah6 ,?\ c\ld/ n ov]?r[ u by ?y wit*craft4' ,jesus repli$1 b ,i d n rememb] 8 words1 & all ! disciples fl$4 ,! f\r ar*]s & ! six ,ph>isees did n fall to ! gr\nd at ! words ( ,jesus1 because1 z 0 aft]w>ds reveal$ to me1 !y z well z ,judas1 :o likewise did n fall1 7 entirely 9 ! p[] ( ,satan1 :]eas all ^? :o fell & rose aga9 7 aft]w>ds conv]t$1 & became ,*ri/ians2 !y _h only surr\nd$ ,jesus1 & n laid h&s ^u him4 ,mal*us 0 in/antly conv]t$ by ! cure wr\ght ^u him1 & dur+ ! "t ( ! ,passion 8 employm5t 0 to c>ry messages backw>ds & =w>ds to ,m>y & ! o!r fri5ds ( our ,"l4 ,! ar*]s1 :o n[ proce$$ to p9ion ,jesus ) ! greate/ brutality1 7 pagans ( ! l[e/ extraction1 %ort1 /\t1 & active1 ) s&y complexions1 resembl+ ^? ( ,egyptian slaves1 & b>e legs1 arms1 & neck4 ,!y ti$ 8 h&s z tightly z possible ) h>d new cords1 fa/5+ ! "r-h& wri/ "u ! left elb[1 & ! left-h& wri/ "u ! "r elb[4 ,!y encircl$ 8 wai/ ) a species ( belt /udd$ ) iron po9ts1 & to ?is coll> 7 app5d$ two lea!rn /raps1 :i* 7 cross$ ov] 8 *e/ l a /ole & fa/5$ to ! belt4 ,!y !n fa/5$ f\r ropes to diff]5t p>ts ( ! belt1 & by means ( ^! ropes dragg$ our ,bless$ ,"l f side to side 9 ! mo/ cruel mann]4 ,! ropes 7 new2 ,i ?9k !y 7 pur*as$ :5 ! ,ph>isees fir/ det]m9$ to arre/ ,jesus4 ,! ,ph>isees light$ fre% tor*es1 & ! procession />t$4 ,t5 soldi]s walk$ 9 front1 ! ar*]s :o held ! ropes & dragg$ ,jesus along1 foll[$1 & ! ,ph>isees & t5 o!r soldi]s br\ght up ! re>4 ,! disciples w&]$ ab\t at a di/ance1 & wept & moan$ z if beside !mselves f grief4 ,john alone foll[$1 & walk$ at no great di/ance f ! soldi]s1 until ! ,ph>isees1 see+ him1 ord]$ ! gu>ds to arre/ him4 ,!y endeav\r$ to obey1 b he ran away1 leav+ 9 _! h&s a clo? ) :i* he 0 cov]$1 & ( :i* !y _h tak5 hold :5 !y endeav\r$ to seize him4 ,he _h slipp$ (f 8 coat1 t he might escape m easily f ! h&s ( 8 enemies1 & kept no?+ on b a %ort "u g>m5t )\t sleeves1 & ! long b& :i* ! ,jews usually wore1 & :i* 0 wrapp$ r\nd 8 neck1 head1 & arms4 ,! ar*]s behav$ 9 ! mo/ cruel mann] to ,jesus z !y l$ him along2 ?is !y did to curry fav\r ) ! six ,ph>isees1 :o !y well knew p]fectly hat$ & dete/$ our ,"l4 ,!y l$ him along ! r\ghe/ road !y c\ld select1 ov] ! %>pe/ /ones1 & ?r\gh ! ?icke/ mire2 !y pull$ ! cords z tightly z possible2 !y /ruck him ) knott$ cords1 z a but*] w\ld /rike ! bea/ he is ab\t to slaught]2 & !y accompani$ ?is cruel treatm5t ) su* ignoble & indec5t insults t ,i _c rec\nt !m4 ,! feet ( ,jesus 7 b>e2 he wore1 besides ! ord9>y dress1 a seamless wooll5 g>m5t1 & a cloak :i* 0 ?r[n ov] all4 ,i h =gott5 to /ate t :5 ,jesus 0 arre/$1 x 0 done )\t any ord] be+ pres5t$ or legal c]emony tak+ place2 he 0 treat$ z a p]son )\t ! pale ( ! law4 ,! procession proce$$ at a good pace2 :5 !y left ! road :i* runs betwe5 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives & t ( ,ge?semani1 !y turn$ to ! "r1 & soon rea*$ a bridge :i* 0 ?r[n ov] ! ,torr5t ( ,c$ron4 ,:5 ,jesus w5t to ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives ) ! ,apo/les1 he did n cross ?is bridge1 b w5t by a private pa? :i* ran ?r\gh ! ,valley ( ,josaphat1 & l$ to ano!r bridge m to ! s\?4 ,! bridge ov] :i* ! soldi]s l$ ,jesus 0 long1 be+ ?r[n ov] n only ! torr5t1 :i* 0 v l>ge 9 ?is "p1 b likewise ov] ! valley1 :i* ext5ds a consid]able di/ance to ! "r & to ! left1 & is mu* l[] ?an ! b$ ( ! riv]4 ,i saw our ,"l fall twice be=e he rea*$ ! bridge1 & ^! falls 7 caus$ entirely by ! b>b>\s mann] 9 :i* ! soldi]s dragg$ him2 b :5 !y 7 half ov] ! bridge !y gave full v5t to _! brutal incl9ation1 & /ruck ,jesus ) su* viol5ce t !y ?rew him (f ! bridge into ! wat]1 & scornfully recomm5d$ him to qu5* 8 ?ir/ !re4 ,if ,god _h n pres]v$ him1 he mu/ h be5 kill$ by ?is fall2 he fell fir/ on 8 knee1 & !n on 8 face1 b sav$ himself a little by /ret*+ out 8 h&s1 :i*1 al?\gh s tightly b\nd be=e1 7 loos5$1 ,i "k n :e!r by miracle1 or :e!r ! soldi]s _h cut ! cords be=e !y ?rew him into ! wat]4 ,! m>ks ( 8 feet1 8 elb[s1 & 8 f+]s 7 miracul\sly impress$ on ! rock on :i* he fell1 & ^! impressions 7 aft]w>ds %[n = ! v5]ation ( ,*ri/ians4 ,^! /ones 7 less h>d ?an ! unbeliev+ he>ts ( ! wick$ m5 :o surr\nd$ ,jesus1 & bore witness at ?is t]rible mom5t to ! ,div9e ,p[] :i* _h t\*$ !m4 ,i _h n se5 ,jesus take any?+ to qu5* ! ?ir/ :i* _h consum$ him ev] s9ce 8 agony 9 ! g>d51 b he drank :5 he fell into ! ,c$ron1 & ,i he>d him repeat ^! words f ! prophetic ,psalm1 ',9 8 ?ir/ he w dr9k wat] f ! torr5t' 7,psalm #ajh74 ,! ar*]s /ill held ! ends ( ! ropes ) :i* ,jesus 0 b\nd1 b x w\ld h be5 difficult to drag him out ( ! wat] on t side1 on acc\nt ( a wall :i* 0 built on ! %ore2 !y turn$ back & dragg$ him q ?r\gh ! ,c$ron to ! %ore1 & !n made him cross ! bridge a second "t1 accompany+ _! e action ) insults1 blasphemies1 & bl[s4 ,8 long wooll5 g>m5t1 :i* 0 q soak$ ?r\gh1 adh]$ to 8 legs1 imp$$ e movem5t1 & r5d]$ x almo/ impossible = him to walk1 & :5 he rea*$ ! end ( ! bridge he fell q d[n4 ,!y pull$ him up aga9 9 ! mo/ cruel mann]1 /ruck him ) cords1 & fa/5$ ! ends ( 8 wet g>m5t to ! belt1 abus+ him at ! same "t 9 ! mo/ c[>dly mann]4 ,x 0 n q midnight :5 ,i saw ! f\r ar*]s inhumanly dragg+ ,jesus ov] a n>r[ pa?1 :i* 0 *ok$ up ) /ones1 g>m5ts ( rock1 ?i/les1 & ?orns1 on ! opposite %ore ( ! ,c$ron4 ,! six brutal ,ph>isees walk$ z close to our ,"l z !y c\ld1 /ruck him con/antly ) ?ick po9t$ /icks1 & see+ t 8 b>e & ble$+ feet 7 torn by ! /ones & bri>s1 exclaim$ scornfully3 ',8 precursor1 ,john ! ,bapti/1 has c]ta9ly n prep>$ a good pa? = him "h2' or1 ',! words ( ,mala*y1 ,behold1 ,i s5d my angel be=e ?y face1 to prep>e ! way be=e !e1 d n exactly apply n[4' ,e je/ utt]$ by ^! m5 incit$ ! ar*]s to great] cruelty4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus rem>k$ t sev]al p]sons made _! appe>ance 9 ! di/ance2 !y 7 only disciples :o _h assembl$ :5 !y he>d t _! ,ma/] 0 arre/$1 & :o 7 anxi\s to discov] :at ! end w\ld be2 b ! sight ( !m r5d]$ ! ,ph>isees uneasy1 le/ any attempt %\ld be made to rescue ,jesus1 & !y !re=e s5t = a re9=cem5t ( soldi]s4 ,at a v %ort di/ance f an entrance opposite to ! s\? side ( ! ,temple1 :i* leads ?r\gh a little village call$ ,ophel to ,m\nt ,sion1 :]e ! resid5ces ( ,annas & ,caiphas 7 situat$1 ,i saw a b& ( ab\t fifty soldi]s1 :o c>ri$ tor*es1 & appe>$ ready = any?+2 ! demean\r ( ^! m5 0 outrage\s1 & !y gave l\d %\ts1 bo? to ann\nce _! arrival1 & to congratulate _! comrades ^u ! success ( ! exp$ition4 ,?is caus$ a slight confusion among ! soldi]s :o 7 lead+ ,jesus1 & ,mal*us & a few o!rs took advantage ( x to dep>t1 & fly t[>ds ,m\nt ,olivet4 ,:5 ! fre% b& ( soldi]s left ,ophel1 ,i saw ^? disciples :o _h ga!r$ toge!r disp]se2 "s w5t "o way1 & "s ano!r4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ab\t n9e ( ! holy wom51 be+ fill$ ) anxiety1 direct$ _! /eps t[>ds ! ,valley ( ,josaphat1 accompani$ by ,laz>us1 ,john ! son ( ,m>k1 ! son ( ,v]onica1 & ! son ( ,simon4 ,! la/-nam$ 0 at ,ge?semani ) ,na?aniel & ! eight ,apo/les1 & _h fl$ :5 ! soldi]s appe>$4 ,he 0 giv+ ! ,bless$ ,virg9 ! acc\nt ( all t _h be5 done1 :5 ! fre% b& ( soldi]s jo9$ ^? :o 7 lead+ ,jesus1 & %e !n he>d _! tumultu\s vocif]ations1 & saw ! light ( ! tor*es !y c>ri$4 ,?is sight q ov]came h]2 %e became ins5sible1 & ,john took h] into ! h\se ( ,m>y1 ! "m ( ,m>k4 ,! fifty soldi]s :o 7 s5t to jo9 ^? :o _h tak5 ,jesus1 7 a deta*m5t f a company ( ?ree hundr$ m5 po/$ to gu>d ! gates & environs ( ,ophel2 = ! traitor ,judas _h rem9d$ ! ,high ,prie/s t ! inhabitants ( ,ophel 7:o 7 pr9cipally ( ! lab\r+ class1 & ^: *ief employm5t 0 to br+ wat] & wood to ! ,temple7 7 ! mo/ atta*$ p>tisans ( ,jesus1 & might p]haps make "s attempts to rescue him4 ,! traitor 0 aw>e t ,jesus _h bo? consol$1 in/ruct$1 assi/$1 & cur$ ! diseases ( _m ( ^! poor workm51 & t ,ophel 0 ! place :]e he halt$ dur+ 8 j\rney f ,be?ania to ,hebron1 :5 ,john ! ,bapti/ _h j be5 execut$4 ,judas also knew t ,jesus _h cur$ _m ( ! masons :o 7 injur$ by ! fall ( ! ,t[] ( ,siloe4 ,! greate/ "p ( ! inhabitants ( ,ophel 7 conv]t$ aft] ! dea? ( our ,"l1 & jo9$ ! fir/ ,*ri/ian community t 0 =m$ aft] ,p5teco/1 & :5 ! ,*ri/ians sep>at$ f ! ,jews & erect$ new dwell+s1 !y plac$ _! huts & t5ts 9 ! valley :i* is situat$ betwe5 ,m\nt ,olivet & ,ophel1 & !re ,/4 ,/eph5 liv$4 ,ophel 0 on a hill to ! s\? ( ! ,temple1 surr\nd$ by walls1 & its inhabitants 7 v poor4 ,i ?9k x 0 small] ?an ,dulm54#i ,! slumb]s ( ! good inhabitants ( ,ophel 7 di/urb$ by ! noise ( ! soldi]s2 !y came out ( _! h\ses & ran to ! entrance ( ! village to ask ! cause ( ! upro>2 b ! soldi]s receiv$ !m r\ghly1 ord]$ !m to return home1 & 9 reply to _! num]\s que/ions1 said1 ',we h j arre/$ ,jesus1 y\r false prophet--he :o has deceiv$ y s grossly2 ! ,high ,prie/s are ab\t to judge him1 & he w be crucifi$4' ,cries & lam5tations arose on all sides2 ! poor wom5 & *ildr5 ran backw>ds & =w>ds1 weep+ & wr++ _! h&s2 & call+ to m9d all ! b5efits !y _h receiv$ f our ,"l1 !y ca/ !mselves on _! knees to implore ! protection ( ,heav54 ,b ! soldi]s pu%$ !m on "o side1 /ruck !m1 oblig$ !m to return to _! h\ses1 & exclaim$1 ',:at f>!r pro( is requir$8 ,does n ! conduct ( ^! p]sons %[ pla9ly t ! ,galilean incites rebellion8' ,!y 71 h[ev]1 a little cauti\s 9 _! expressions & demean\r = fe> ( caus+ an insurrection 9 ,ophel1 & !re=e only endeav\r$ to drive ! inhabitants away f ^? p>ts ( ! village :i* ,jesus 0 oblig$ to cross4 ,:5 ! cruel soldi]s :o l$ our ,"l 7 ne> ! gates ( ,ophel he aga9 fell1 & appe>$ unable to proce$ a /ep f>!r1 ^u :i* "o among !m1 be+ mov$ to compassion1 said to ano!r1 ',y see ! poor man is p]fectly exhau/$1 he _c support himself ) ! weight ( 8 *a9s2 if we wi% to get him to ! ,high ,prie/ alive we mu/ loos5 ! cords ) :i* 8 h&s are b\nd1 t he may be able to save himself a little :5 he falls4' ,! b& /opp$ = a mom5t1 ! fett]s 7 loos5$1 & ano!r k9d-he>t$ soldi] br\ght "s wat] to ,jesus f a neighb\r+ f\nta94 ,jesus ?ank$ him1 & spoke ( ! 'f\nta9s ( liv+ wat]1' ( :i* ^? :o believ$ 9 him %\ld dr9k2 b 8 words enrag$ ! ,ph>isees /ill m1 & !y ov]:elm$ him ) insults & contumeli\s language4 ,i saw ! he>t ( ! soldi] :o _h caus$ ,jesus to be unb\nd1 z also t ( ! "o :o br\ght him wat]1 sudd5ly illum9at$ by grace2 !y 7 bo? conv]t$ be=e ! dea? ( ,jesus1 & imm$iately jo9$ 8 disciples4 ,! procession />t$ aga91 & rea*$ ! gate ( ,ophel4 ,"h ,jesus 0 aga9 salut$ by ! cries ( grief & sympa?y ( ^? :o ow$ him s mu* gratitude1 & ! soldi]s _h consid]able difficulty 9 keep+ back ! m5 & wom5 :o cr[d$ r\nd f all p>ts4 ,!y clasp$ _! h&s1 fell on _! knees1 lam5t$1 & exclaim$1 ',release ?is man unto u1 release him6 ,:o w assi/1 :o w console u1 :o w cure our diseases8 ,release him unto u6' ,x 0 inde$ he>t-r5d+ to look ^u ,jesus2 8 face 0 :ite1 disfigur$1 & w\nd$1 8 hair di%evell$1 8 dress wet & soil$1 & 8 savage & drunk5 gu>ds 7 dragg+ him ab\t & /rik+ him ) /icks l a poor dumb animal l$ to ! slaught]4 ,?us 0 he conduct$ ?r\gh ! mid/ ( ! afflict$ inhabitants ( ,ophel1 & ! p>alytic :om he _h cur$1 ! dumb to :om he _h re/or$ spee*1 & ! bl9d ^: eyes he _h op5$1 unit$1 b 9 va91 9 (f]+ supplications = 8 release4 ,_m p]sons f among ! l[e/ & mo/ degrad$ classes _h be5 s5t by ,annas1 ,caiphas1 & ! o!r enemies ( ,jesus1 to jo9 ! procession1 & assi/ ! soldi]s bo? 9 ill-treat+ ,jesus1 & 9 driv+ away ! inhabitants ( ,ophel4 ,! village ( ,ophel 0 seat$ ^u a hill1 & ,i saw a great deal ( timb] plac$ !re ready = build+4 ,! procession _h to proce$ d[n a hill1 & !n pass ?r\gh a door made 9 ! wall4 ,on "o side ( ?is door /ood a l>ge build+ erect$ orig9ally by ,solomon1 & on ! o!r ! pool ( ,be?saida4 ,aft] pass+ ?is1 !y foll[$ a we/]ly direction d[n a /eep /reet call$ ,millo1 at ! end ( :i* a turn to ! s\? br\ght !m to ! h\se ( ,annas4 ,! gu>ds nev] ceas$ _! cruel treatm5t ( our ,div9e ,savi\r1 & excus$ su* conduct by say+ t ! cr[ds :o ga!r$ toge!r 9 front ( ! procession compell$ !m to sev]ity4 ,jesus fell sev5 times betwe5 ,m\nt ,olivet & ! h\se ( ,annas4 ,! inhabitants ( ,ophel 7 /ill 9 a /ate ( con/]nation & grief1 :5 ! sight ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 :o pass$ ?r\gh ! village accompani$ by ! holy wom5 & "s o!r fri5ds on h] way f ! ,valley ( ,c$ron to ! h\se ( ,m>y ! "m ( ,m>k1 excit$ !m /ill m1 & !y made ! place re-e*o ) sobs & lam5tations1 :ile !y surr\nd$ & almo/ c>ri$ h] 9 _! arms4 ,m>y 0 spee*less f grief1 & did n op5 h] lips aft] %e rea*$ ! h\se ( ,m>y ! "m ( ,m>k1 until ! arrival ( ,john1 :o relat$ all he _h se5 s9ce ,jesus left ! supp]-room2 & a little lat] %e 0 tak5 to ! h\se ( ,m>?a1 :i* 0 ne> t ( ,laz>us4 ,pet] & ,john1 :o _h foll[$ ,jesus at a di/ance1 w5t 9 ha/e to "s s]vants ( ! ,high ,prie/ ) :om ! latt] 0 acqua9t$1 9 ord] to endeav\r by _! means to obta9 admittance into ! tribunal :]e _! ,ma/] 0 to be tri$4 ,^! s]vants act$ z mess5g]s1 & _h j be5 ord]$ to g to ! h\ses ( ! anci5ts1 & o!r memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil1 to summon !m to att5d ! meet+ :i* 0 convok$4 ,z !y 7 anxi\s to oblige ! ,apo/les1 b =esaw mu* difficulty 9 obta9+ _! admittance into ! tribunal1 !y gave !m cloaks simil> to ^? !y !mselves wore1 & made !m assi/ 9 c>ry+ messages to ! memb]s 9 ord] t aft]w>ds !y might ent] ! tribunal ( ,caiphas1 & m+le1 )\t be+ recognis$1 among ! soldi]s & false witnesses1 z all o!r p]sons 7 to be expell$4 ,z ,nicodemus1 ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 & o!r well-int5tion$ p]sons 7 memb]s ( ?is ,c\ncil1 ! ,apo/les und]took to let !m "k :at 0 go+ to be done 9 ! ,c\ncil1 ?us secur+ ! pres5ce ( ^? fri5ds ( ,jesus :om ! ,ph>isees _h purposely omitt$ to invite4 ,9 ! mean "t ,judas w&]$ up & d[n ! /eep & wild precipices at ! s\? ( ,j]usalem1 despair m>k$ on 8 e feature1 & ! devil pursu+ him to & fro1 fill+ 8 imag9ation ) /ill d>k] visions1 & n all[+ him a mom5t's respite4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,means employ$ by ! enemies ( ,jesus = c>ry+ out _! designs aga9/ him4 ,no soon] 0 ,jesus arre/$ ?an ,annas & ,caiphas 7 in=m$1 & in/antly began to arrange _! plans ) reg>d to ! c\rse to be pursu$4 ,confusion spe$ily reign$ ev]y:]e--! rooms 7 light$ up 9 ha/e1 gu>ds plac$ at ! entrances1 & mess5g]s dispat*$ to diff]5t p>ts ( ! t[n to convoke ! memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil1 ! scribes1 & all :o 7 to take a "p 9 ! trial4 ,_m among !m _h1 h[ev]1 assembl$ at ! h\se ( ,caiphas z soon z ! trea*]\s compact ) ,judas 0 complet$1 & _h rema9$ !re to await ! c\rse ( ev5ts4 ,! diff]5t classes ( anci5ts 7 likewise assembl$1 & z ! ,ph>isees1 ,sadducees1 & ,h]odians 7 congregat$ 9 ,j]usalem f all p>ts ( ! c\ntry = ! celebration ( ! fe/ival1 & _h long be5 conc]t+ measures ) ! ,c\ncil = ! arre/ ( our ,"l1 ! ,high ,prie/s n[ s5t = ^? :om !y knew to be ! mo/ bitt]ly oppos$ to ,jesus1 & desir$ !m to assemble ! witnesses1 ga!r toge!r e possible pro(1 & br+ all be=e ! ,c\ncil4 ,! pr\d ,sadducees ( ,naz>e?1 ( ,caph>naum1 ( ,?irza1 ( ,gab>a1 ( ,jotapata1 & ( ,silo1 :om ,jesus _h s (t5 reprov$ be=e ! p1 7 actually dy+ = rev5ge4 ,!y ha/5$ to all ! inns to seek out ^? p]sons :om !y knew to be enemies ( our ,"l1 & (f]$ !m bribes 9 ord] to secure _! appe>ance4 ,b1 ) ! exception ( a few ridicul\s calumnies1 :i* 7 c]ta9 to be disprov$ a soon z inve/igat$1 no?+ tangible c\ld be br\ght =w>d aga9/ ,jesus1 except+1 inde$1 ^? fooli% accusations :i* he _h s (t5 refut$ 9 ! synagogue4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus ha/5$1 h[ev]1 to ! tribunal ( ,caiphas1 escort$ by ! scribes & ,ph>isees ( ,j]usalem1 & accompani$ by _m ( ^? m]*ants :om our ,"l drove out ( ! ,temple :5 !y 7 hold+ m>ket !re2 z also by ! pr\d doctors :om he _h sil5c$ be=e all ! p1 & ev5 by "s :o c\ld n =give ! humiliation ( be+ convict$ ( error :5 he disput$ ) !m 9 ! ,temple at ! age ( twelve4 ,!re 0 likewise a l>ge body ( imp5it5t s9n]s :om he _h refus$ to cure1 relaps$ s9n]s ^: diseases _h return$1 worldly "y m5 :om he w\ld n receive z disciples1 av>ici\s p]sons :om he _h enrag$ by caus+ ! money :i* !y _h be5 9 hopes ( possess+ to be di/ribut$ 9 alms4 ,o!rs !re 7 ^: fri5ds he _h cur$1 & :o _h ?us be5 disappo9t$ 9 _! expectations ( inh]it+ prop]ty2 debau*ees ^: victims he _h conv]t$2 & _m despicable *>act]s :o made _! =tunes by flatt]+ & fo/]+ ! vices ( ! great4 ,all ^! emiss>ies ( ,satan 7 ov]fl[+ ) rage aga9/ ev]y?+ holy1 & consequ5tly ) an indescribable hatr$ ( ! ,holy ( ,holies4 ,!y 7 f>!r incit$ by ! enemies ( our ,"l1 & !re=e assembl$ 9 cr[ds r\nd ! palace ( ,caiphas1 to br+ =w>d all _! false accusations & to endeav\r to cov] ) infamy t spotless ,lamb1 :o took ^u himself ! s9s ( ! _w1 & accept$ ! burd5 9 ord] to reconcile man ) ,god4 ,:il/ all ^! wick$ be+s 7 busily consult+ z to :at 0 be/ to be done1 angui% & anxiety fill$ ! he>ts ( ! fri5ds ( ,jesus1 = !y 7 ignorant ( ! my/]y :i* 0 ab\t to be accompli%$1 & !y w&]$ ab\t1 sigh+1 & li/5+ to e diff]5t op9ion4 ,ea* ^w !y utt]$ gave raise to feel+s ( suspicion on ! "p ( ^? :o !y address$1 & if !y 7 sil5t1 _! sil5ce 0 set d[n z wrong4 ,_m well-mean+ b weak & undecid$ *>act]s yield$ to temptation1 7 sc&alis$1 & lo/ _! fait2 inde$1 ! numb] ( ^? :o p]sev]$ 0 v small inde$4 ,?+s 7 ! same !n z !y (t5times are n[1 p]sons 7 will+ to s]ve ,god if !y met ) no opposition f _! fell[creatures1 b 7 a%am$ ( ! ,cross if held 9 contempt by o!rs4 ,! he>ts ( "s 71 h[ev]1 t\*$ by ! pati5ce display$ by our ,"l 9 ! mid/ ( 8 suff]+s1 & !y walk$ away sil5t & sad4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,a ,glance at ,j]usalem4 ,! cu/om>y pray]s & prep>ations = ! celebration ( ! fe/ival be+ complet$1 ! greate/ "p ( ! inhabitants ( ! d5sely-populat$ city ( ,j]usalem1 z also ! /rang]s congregat$ !re1 7 plung$ 9 sleep aft] ! fatigues ( ! day1 :51 all at once1 ! arre/ ( ,jesus 0 ann\nc$1 & ev]yone 0 ar\s$1 bo? 8 fri5ds & foes1 & numb]s imm$iately respond$ to ! summons ( ! ,high ,prie/1 & left _! dwell+s to assemble at 8 c\rt4 ,9 "s p>ts ! light ( ! moon enabl$ !m to grope _! way 9 safety along ! d>k & gloomy /reets1 b 9 o!r p>ts !y 7 oblig$ to make use ( tor*es4 ,v few ( ! h\ses 7 built ) _! w9d[s look+ on ! /reet1 &1 g5]ally speak+1 _! doors 7 9 inn] c\rts1 :i* gave ! /reets a /ill m gloomy appe>ance ?an is usual at ?is h\r4 ,! /eps ( all 7 direct$ t[>ds ,sion1 & an att5tive li/5] might h he>d p]sons /op at ! doors ( _! fri5ds1 & knock1 9 ord] to awak5 !m--!n hurry on1 !n aga9 /op to "q o!rs1 &1 f9ally1 set (f anew 9 ha/e t[>ds ,sion4 ,newsmong]s & s]vants 7 hurry+ =w>d to asc]ta9 :at 0 go+ on2 9 ord] t !y might return & give ! acc\nt to ^? :o rema9$ at home2 & ! bolt+ & b>ricad+ ( doors might be pla9ly he>d1 z _m p]sons 7 mu* al>m$ & fe>$ an insurrection1 :ile a ?\s& diff]5t propositions 7 made & op9ions giv51 su* z ! foll[+3--',laz>us & 8 si/]s w soon "k :o is ?is man 9 :om !y h plac$ su* firm reliance4 ,johanna ,*usa1 ,susannah1 ,m>y ! "m ( ,m>k1 & ,salome w rep5t1 b too late1 ! imprud5ce ( _! conduct2 ,s]aphia1 ! wife ( ,sira*1 w be compell$ to make an apology to h] husb& n[1 = he has s (t5 reproa*$ h] ) h] p>tiality = ! ,galilean4 ,! p>tisans ( ?is fanatical man1 ?is incit] ( rebellion1 pret5d$ to be fill$ ) compassion = all :o look$ ^u ?+s 9 a diff]5t light f !mselves1 & n[ !y w n "k :]e to hide _! heads4 ,he w f9d no "o n[ to ca/ g>m5ts & /rew olive-bran*es at 8 feet4 ,^? hypocrites :o pret5d$ to be s mu* bett] ?an o!r p]sons w receive _! des]ts1 = !y are all implicat$ ) ! ,galilean4 ,x is a mu* m s]i\s bus9ess ?an 0 at fir/ ?\ght4 ,i %\ld l to "k h[ ,nicodemus & ,joseph ( ,arima!a w get out ( x2 ! ,high ,prie/s h mi/ru/$ !m = "s "t2 !y made common cause ) ,laz>us3 b !y are extremely cunn+4 ,all w n[1 h[ev]1 be br\ght to light4' ,spee*es su* z ^! 7 utt]$ by p]sons :o 7 exasp]at$1 n only aga9/ ! disciples ( ,jesus1 b likewise ) ! holy wom5 :o _h suppli$ 8 temporal wants1 & _h publicly & fe>lessly express$ _! v5]ation = 8 doctr9es1 & _! belief 9 8 ,div9e mission4 ,b al?\gh _m p]sons spoke ( ,jesus & 8 foll[]s 9 ?is contemptu\s mann]1 yet !re 7 o!rs :o held v diff]5t op9ions1 & ( ^! "s 7 fright5$1 & o!rs1 be+ ov]come ) sorr[1 s\ght fri5ds to :om !y might unburd5 _! he>ts1 & be=e :om !y c\ld1 )\t fe>1 give v5t to _! feel+s2 b ! numb] ( ^? suffici5tly d>+ op5ly to av[ _! admiration = ,jesus 0 b small4 ,nev]!less1 x 0 9 p>ts only ( ,j]usalem t ^! di/urbances took place--9 ^? p>ts :]e ! mess5g]s _h be5 s5t by ! ,high ,prie/s & ! ,ph>isees1 to convoke ! memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil & to call toge!r ! witnesses4 ,x appe>$ to me t ,i saw feel+s ( hatr$ & fury bur/ =? 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ! city1 "u ! =m ( flames1 :i* flames trav]s$ ! /reets1 unit$ ) o!rs :i* !y met1 & proce$$ 9 ! direction ( ,sion1 increas+ e mom5t1 & at la/ came to a /op b5ea? ! tribunal ( ,caiphas1 :]e !y rema9$1 =m+ toge!r a p]fect :irlw9d ( fire4 ,! ,roman soldi]s took no "p 9 :at 0 go+ on2 !y did n und]/& ! excit$ feel+s ( ! p1 b _! s5t9els 7 d\bl$1 _! cohorts drawn up1 & !y kept a /rict look out2 ?is1 inde$1 0 cu/om>y at ! "t ( ! ,pas*al solemnity1 on acc\nt ( ! va/ numb] ( /rang]s :o 7 !n assembl$ toge!r4 ,! ,ph>isees endeav\r$ to avoid ! neighb\rhood ( ! s5t9els1 = fe> ( be+ que/ion$ by !m1 & ( contract+ defilem5t by answ]+ _! que/ions4 ,! ,high ,prie/s _h s5t a message to ,pilate intimat+ _! reasons = /ation+ soldi]s r\nd ,ophel & ,sion2 b he mi/ru/$ _! int5tions1 z mu* ill-feel+ exi/$ betwe5 ! ,romans & ! ,jews4 ,he c\ld n sleep1 b walk$ ab\t dur+ ! greate/ "p ( ! night1 he>k5+ to ! diff]5t reports & issu+ ord]s consequ5t on :at he he>d2 8 wife slept1 b h] sleep 0 di/urb$ by frightful dreams1 & %e groan$ & wept alt]nately4 ,9 no "p ( ,j]usalem did ! arre/ ( ,jesus produce m t\*+ demon/rations ( grief ?an among ! poor inhabitants ( ,ophel1 ! greate/ "p ( :om 7 daylab\r]s1 & ! re/ pr9cipally employ$ 9 m5ial (fices 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,temple4 ,! news came unexpect$ly ^u !m2 = "s "t !y d\bt$ ! tru? ( ! report1 & wav]$ betwe5 hope & fe>2 b ! sight ( _! ,ma/]1 _! ,b5efactor1 _! ,consol]1 dragg$ ?r\gh ! /reets1 torn1 bruis$1 & ill-treat$ 9 e imag9able way1 fill$ !m ) horror2 & _! grief 0 /ill f>!r increas$ by behold+ 8 afflict$ ,"m w&]+ ab\t f /reet to /reet1 accompani$ by ! holy wom51 & endeav\r+ to obta9 "s intellig5ce conc]n+ h] ,div9e ,son4 ,^! holy wom5 7 (t5 oblig$ to hide 9 corn]s & "u door-ways = fe> ( be+ se5 by ! enemies ( ,jesus2 b ev5 ) ^! precautions !y 7 (t5times insult$1 & tak5 = wom5 ( bad "*--_! feel+s 7 frequ5tly h>r[$ by he>+ ! malignant words & triumphant expressions ( ! cruel ,jews1 & seldom1 v seldom1 did a ^w ( k9dness or pity /rike _! e>s4 ,!y 7 completely exhau/$ be=e rea*+ _! place ( refuge1 b !y endeav\r$ to console & support "o ano!r1 & wrapp$ ?ick veils ov] _! heads4 ,:5 at la/ seat$1 !y he>d a sudd5 knock at ! door1 & li/5$ brea?lessly--! knock 0 repeat$1 b s(tly1 !re=e !y made c]ta9 t x 0 no enemy1 & yet !y op5$ ! door cauti\sly1 fe>+ a /ratagem4 ,x 0 inde$ a fri5d1 & !y issu$ =? & walk$ ab\t = a "t1 & !n aga9 return$ to _! place ( refuge--/ill m he>tbrok5 ?an be=e4 ,! majority ( ! ,apo/les1 ov]come ) t]ror1 7 w&]+ ab\t among ! valleys :i* surr\nd ,j]usalem1 & at times took refuge 9 ! cav]ns b5ea? ,m\nt ,olivet4 ,!y />t$ if !y came 9 contact ) "o ano!r1 spoke 9 trembl+ tones1 & sep>at$ on ! lea/ noise be+ he>d4 ,fir/ !y conceal$ !mselves 9 "o cave & !n 9 ano!r1 next !y endeav\r$ to return to ! t[n1 :ile "s ( _! numb] climb$ to ! top ( ,m\nt ,olivet & ca/ anxi\s glances at ! tor*es1 ! light ( :i* !y c\ld see glimm]+ at & ab\t ,sion2 !y li/5$ to e di/ant s\nd1 made a ?\s& diff]5t conjectures1 & !n return$ to ! valley1 9 hopes ( gett+ "s c]ta9 intellig5ce4 ,! /reets 9 ! vic9ity ( ,caiphas's tribunal 7 brightly illum9at$ ) lamps & tor*es1 b1 z ! cr[ds ga!r$ ar\nd x1 ! noise & confusion cont9u$ to increase4 ,m+l+ ) ^! discordant s\nds might be he>d ! bell[+ ( ! bea/s :i* 7 te!r$ on ! outside ( ! walls ( ,j]usalem1 & ! pla9tive bleat+ ( ! lambs4 ,!re 0 some?+ mo/ t\*+ 9 ! bleat+ ( ^! lambs1 :i* 7 to be sacrific$ on ! foll[+ day 9 ! ,temple1--! "o ,lamb alone :o 0 ab\t to be (f]$ a will+ sacrifice op5$ n 8 m\?1 l a %eep 9 ! h&s ( ! but*]1 :i* resi/s n1 or ! lamb :i* is sil5t be=e ! %e>]2 & t ,lamb 0 ! ,lamb ( ,god--! ,lamb )\t spot--! true ,pas*al ,lamb--,jesus ,*ri/ himself4 ,! sky look$ d>k1 gloomy1 & ?reat5+--! moon 0 r$1 & cov]$ ) livid spots2 x appe>$ z if dread+ to rea* its full1 because its ,creator 0 !n to die4 ,next ,i ca/ a glance outside ! t[n1 &1 ne> ! s\? gate1 ,i beheld ! traitor1 ,judas ,isc>iot1 w&]+ ab\t1 alone1 & a prey to ! tortures ( 8 guilty consci5ce2 he fe>$ ev5 8 own %ad[1 & 0 foll[$ by _m devils1 :o endeav\r$ to turn 8 feel+s ( remorse into black despair4 ,?\s&s ( evil spirits 7 busy+ !mselves 9 all p>ts1 tempt+ m5 fir/ to "o s9 & !n to ano!r4 ,x appe>$ z if ! gates ( hell 7 flung op51 & ,satan madly /riv+ & ex]t+ 8 :ole en]gies to increase ! heavy load ( iniquities :i* ! ,lamb )\t spot _h tak5 ^u himself4 ,! angels wav]$ betwe5 joy & grief2 !y desir$ ard5tly to fall pro/rate be=e ! ?rone ( ,god1 & to obta9 p]mission to assi/ ,jesus2 b at ! same "t !y 7 fill$ ) a/oni%m5t1 & c\ld only adore t miracle ( ,div9e ju/ice & m]cy :i* _h exi/$ 9 ,heav5 = all et]nity1 & 0 n[ ab\t to be accompli%$2 = ! angels believe1 l u1 9 ,god1 ! ,fa!r ,almighty1 ,creator ( ,heav5 & ,e>?1 & 9 ,jesus ,*ri/1 8 only ,son1 our ,"l1 :o 0 conceiv$ by ! ,holy ,gho/1 born ( ! ,virg9 ,m>y1 :o began on ?is night to suff] "u ,pontius ,pilate1 & ! next day 0 to be crucifi$2 to die1 & be buri$2 desc5d into hell1 rise aga9 on ! ?ird day1 asc5t into ,heav51 be seat$ at ! "r h& ( ,god ! ,fa!r ,almighty1 & f !nce come to judge ! liv+ & ! dead2 !y likewise believe 9 ! ,holy ,gho/1 ! ,holy ,ca?olic ,*ur*1 ! communion ( ,sa9ts1 ! =giv5ess ( s9s1 ! resurrection ( ! body1 & life ev]la/+4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,jesus be=e ,annas4 ,x 0 t[>ds midnight :5 ,jesus rea*$ ! palace ( ,annas1 & 8 gu>ds imm$iately conduct$ him into a v l>ge hall1 :]e ,annas1 surr\nd$ by tw5tyeight c\ncillors1 0 seat$ on a species ( plat=m1 rais$ a little above ! level ( ! floor1 & plac$ opposite to ! entrance4 ,! soldi]s :o fir/ arre/$ ,jesus n[ dragg$ him r\ghly to ! foot ( ! tribunal4 ,! room 0 q full1 betwe5 soldi]s1 ! s]vants ( ,annas1 a numb] ( ! mob :o _h be5 admitt$1 & ! false witnesses :o aft]w>ds adj\rn$ to ,caiphas's hall4 ,annas 0 delight$ at ! ?\ght ( our ,"l be+ br\ght be=e him1 & 0 look+ out = 8 arrival ) ! greate/ impati5ce4 ,! expression ( 8 c\nt5ance 0 mo/ repulsive1 z x %[$ 9 e l9eam5t n only ! inf]nal joy ) :i* he 0 fill$1 b likewise all ! cunn+ & duplicity ( ?is he>t4 ,he 0 ! presid5t ( a species ( tribunal in/itut$ = ! purpose ( exam9+ p]sons accus$ ( tea*+ false doctr9es2 & if convict$ !re1 !y 7 !n tak5 be=e ! ,high ,prie/4 ,jesus /ood be=e ,annas4 ,he look$ exhau/$ & hagg>d2 8 g>m5ts 7 cov]$ ) mud1 8 h&s manacl$1 8 head b[$ d[n1 & he spoke n a ^w4 ,annas 0 a ?9 ill-hum\r$-look+ old man1 ) a scraggy be>d4 ,8 pride & arrogance 7 great2 & z he seat$ himself he smil$ ironically1 pret5d+ t he knew no?+ at all1 & t he 0 p]fectly a/oni%$ at f9d+ t ! prison]1 :om he _h j be5 in=m$ 0 to be br\ght be=e him1 0 no o!r ?an ,jesus ( ,naz>e?4 ',is x possible1' said he1 'is x possible t ?\ art ,jesus ( ,naz>e?8 ,:]e are ?y disciples1 ?y num]\s foll[]s8 ,:]e is ?y k+dom8 ,i fe> affairs h n turn$ out z ?\ did/ expect4 ,! au?orities1 ,i presume1 discov]$ t x 0 q "t to put a /op to ?y conduct1 disrespectful z x 0 t[>ds ,god & 8 prie/s1 & to su* violations ( ! ,sabba?4 ,:at disciples ha/ ?\ n[8 ,:]e are !y all gone8 ,?\ are sil5t6 ,speak out1 s$uc]6 ,speak out1 ?\ incit] ( rebellion6 ,did/ ?\ n eat ! ,pas*al lamb 9 an unlawful mann]1 at an improp] "t1 & 9 an improp] place8 ,do/ ?\ n desire to introduce new doctr9es8 ,:o gave !e ! "r ( prea*+8 ,:]e did/ ?\ /udy8 ,speak1 :at are ! t5ets ( ?y religion8' ,jesus !n rais$ 8 we>y head1 look$ at ,annas1 & said1 ',i h spok5 op5ly to ! _w2 ,i h always taught 9 ! synagogue1 & 9 ! ,temple1 :i!r all ! ,jews resort2 & 9 secret ,i h spok5 no?+4 ,:y aske/ ?\ me8 ,ask !m :o h he>d :at ,i h spok5 unto !m2 behold1 !y "k :at ?+ ,i h said4' ,at ?is answ] ( ,jesus ! c\nt5ance ( ,annas flu%$ ) fury & indignation4 ,a base m5ial :o 0 /&+ ne> p]ceiv$ ?is1 & he imm$iately /ruck our ,"l on ! face ) 8 iron gauntlet1 exclaim+ at ! same mom5t1 ',answ]e/ ?\ ! ,high ,prie/ s8' ,jesus 0 s ne>ly pro/rat$ by ! viol5ce ( ! bl[1 t :5 ! gu>ds likewise revil$ & /ruck him1 he fell q d[n1 & blood trickl$ f 8 face on to ! floor4 ,laught]1 insults1 & bitt] words res\nd$ ?r\gh ! hall4 ,! ar*]s dragg$ him r\ghly up aga91 & he mildly answ]$1 ',if ,i h spok5 evil1 give te/imony ( ! evil2 b if well1 :y /rike/ ?\ me8' ,annas became /ill m enrag$ :5 he saw ! calm demean\r ( ,jesus1 &1 turn+ to ! witnesses1 he desir$ !m to br+ =w>d _! accusations4 ,!y all began to speak at once3--',he has call$ himself k+2 he says t ,god is 8 ,fa!r2 t ! ,ph>isees are an adult]\s g5]ation4 ,he causes insurrection among ! p2 he cures ! sick by ! help ( ! devil on ! ,sabba?-day4 ,! inhabitants ( ,ophel assembl$ r\nd him a %ort "t ago1 & address$ him by ! titles ( ,savi\r & ,prophet4 ,he lets himself be call$ ! ,son ( ,god2 he says t he is s5t by ,god2 he pr$icts ! de/ruction ( ,j]usalem4 ,he does n fa/2 he eats ) s9n]s1 ) pagans1 & ) publicans1 & associates ) wom5 ( evil repute4 ,a %ort "t ago he said to a man :o gave him "s wat] to dr9k at ! gates ( ,ophel1 t he w\ld give unto him ! wat] ( et]nal life1 aft] dr9k+ :i* he w\ld ?ir/ no m4 ,he s$uces ! p by words ( d\ble mean+1' etc41 etc4 ,^! accusations 7 all vocif]at$ at once2 "s ( ! witnesses /ood be=e ,jesus & insult$ him :ile !y spoke by d]isive ge/ures1 & ! ar*]s w5t s f> z ev5 to /rike him1 say+ at ! same "t1 ',speak2 :y do/ ?\ n answ]8' ,annas & 8 adh]5ts add$ mock]y to insult1 exclaim+ at e pause 9 ! accusations1 ',?is is ?y doctr9e1 !n1 is x8 ,:at can/ ?\ answ] to ?is8 ,issue ?y ord]s1 great ,k+2 man s5t by ,god1 give pro(s ( ?y mission4' ',:o art ?\8' cont9u$ ,annas1 9 a tone ( cutt+ contempt2 'by :om art ?\ s5t8 ,art ?\ ! son ( an obscure c>p5t]1 or art ?\ ,elias1 :o 0 c>ri$ up to heav5 9 a fi]y *>iot8 ,he is said to be /ill liv+1 & ,i h be5 told t ?\ can/ make ?yself invisible :5 ?\ please/4 ,p]haps ?\ art ! prophet ,mala*y1 ^: words ?\ do/ s frequ5tly quote4 ,"s say t an angel 0 8 fa!r1 & t he likewise is /ill alive4 ,an impo/or z ?\ art c\ld n h a f9] opportunity ( tak+ p]sons 9 ?an by pass+ ?yself (f z ?is prophet4 ,tell me1 )\t f>!r preamble1 to :at ord] ( k+s ?\ do/ belong8 ,?\ art great] ?an ,solomon1--at lea/ ?\ pret5de/ s to be1 & do/ ev5 expect to be believ$4 ,be easy1 ,i w no long] refuse ! title & ! sceptre :i* are s ju/ly ?y due4' ,annas !n call$ = ! %eet ( p>*m5t1 ab\t a y>d 9 l5g?1 & six in*es 9 wid?2 on ?is he wrote a s]ies ( words 9 l>ge lett]s1 & ea* ^w express$ "s diff]5t accusation :i* _h be5 br\ght aga9/ our ,"l4 ,he !n roll$ x up1 plac$ x 9 a little holl[ tube1 fa/5$ x c>efully on ! top ( a re$1 & pres5t$ ?is re$ to ,jesus1 say+ at ! same "t1 ) a contemptu\s sne]1 ',behold ! sceptre ( ?y k+dom2 x conta9s ?y titles1 z also ! acc\nt ( ! hon\rs to :i* ?\ art entitl$1 & ?y "r to ! ?rone4 ,take !m to ! ,high ,prie/1 9 ord] t he may ackn[l$ge ?y regal dignity1 & treat !e accord+ to ?y des]ts4 ,tie ! h&s ( ?is k+1 & take him be=e ! ,high ,prie/4' ,! h&s ( ,jesus1 :i* _h be5 loos5$1 7 !n ti$ across 8 brea/ 9 su* a mann] z to make him hold ! pret5d$ sceptre1 :i* conta9$ ! accusations ( ,annas1 & he 0 l$ to ! ,c\rt ( ,caiphas1 amid/ ! hisses1 %\ts1 & bl[s lavi%$ ^u him by ! brutal mob4 ,! h\se ( ,annas 0 n m ?an ?ree hundr$ /eps f t ( ,caiphas2 !re 7 high walls & common-look+ h\ses on ea* side ( ! road1 :i* 0 light$ up by tor*es & lant]ns plac$ on poles1 & !re 7 numb]s ( ,jews /&+ ab\t talk+ 9 an angry excit$ mann]4 ,! soldi]s c\ld sc>cely make _! way ?r\gh ! cr[d1 & ^? :o _h behav$ s %amefully to ,jesus at ! ,c\rt ( ,annas cont9u$ _! insults & base usage dur+ ! :ole ( ! "t s5t 9 walk+ to ! h\se ( ,caiphas4 ,i saw money giv5 to ^? :o behav$ ! wor/ to ,jesus by arm$ m5 belong+ to ! tribunal1 & ,i saw !m pu% out ( ! way all :o look$ compassionately at him4 ,! =m] 7 all[$ to ent] ! ,c\rt ( ,caiphas4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,! ,tribunal ( ,caiphas4 ,to ent] ,caiphas's tribunal p]sons _h to pass ?r\gh a l>ge c\rt1 :i* may be call$ ! ext]ior c\rt2 f !nce !y ent]$ into an inn] c\rt1 :i* ext5d$ all r\nd ! build+4 ,! build+ itself 0 ( f> great] l5g? ?an bread?1 & 9 ! front !re 0 a k9d ( op5 ve/ibule surr\nd$ on ?ree sides by columns ( no great height4 ,on ! f\r? side ! columns 7 high]1 & beh9d !m 0 a room almo/ z l>ge z ! ve/ibule itself1 :]e ! seat ( ! memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil 7 plac$ on a species ( r\nd plat=m rais$ above ! level ( ! floor4 ,t assign$ to ! ,high ,prie/ 0 elevat$ above ! o!rs2 ! crim9al to be tri$ /ood 9 ! c5tre ( ! halfcircle =m$ by ! seats4 ,! witnesses & accus]s /ood ei!r by ! side or beh9d ! prison]4 ,!re 7 ?ree doors at ! back ( ! judges' seats :i* l$ into ano!r ap>tm5t1 fill$ likewise ) seats4 ,?is room 0 us$ = secret consultation4 ,entrances plac$ on ! "r & left h& sides ( ?is room op5$ into ! int]ior c\rt1 :i* 0 r\nd1 l ! back ( ! build+4 ,^? :o left ! room by ! door on ! righ?& side saw on ! left-h& side ( ! c\rt ! gate :i* l$ to a subt]ranean prison excavat$ "u ! room4 ,!re 7 _m und]gr\nd prisons !re1 & x 0 9 "o ( ^! t ,pet] & ,john 7 conf9$ a :ole night1 :5 !y _h cur$ ! lame man 9 ! ,temple aft] ,p5teco/4 ,bo? ! h\se & ! c\rts 7 fill$ ) tor*es & lamps1 :i* made !m z light z day4 ,!re 0 a l>ge fire light$ 9 ! middle ( ! por*1 on ea* side ( :i* 7 holl[ pipes to s]ve z *imneys = ! smoke1 & r\nd ?is fire 7 /&+ soldi]s1 m5ial s]vants1 & witnesses ( ! l[e/ class :o _h receiv$ bribes = giv+ _! false te/imony4 ,a few wom5 7 !re likewise1 ^: employm5t 0 to p\r out a species ( r$ bev]age = ! soldi]s1 & to bake cakes1 = :i* s]vices !y receiv$ a small comp5sation4 ,! majority ( ! judges 7 already seat$ ar\nd ,caiphas1 ! o!rs came 9 %ortly aft]w>ds1 & ! por* 0 almo/ fill$1 betwe5 true & false witnesses1 :ile _m o!r p]sons likewise endeav\r$ to come 9 to gratify _! curiosity1 b 7 prev5t$4 ,pet] & ,john ent]$ ! out] c\rt1 9 ! dress ( travell]s1 a %ort "t be=e ,jesus 0 l$ ?r\gh1 & ,john succe$$ 9 p5etrat+ into ! inn] c\rt1 by means ( a s]vant ) :om he 0 acqua9t$4 ,! door 0 in/antly clos$ aft] him1 !re=e ,pet]1 :o 0 a little beh9d1 0 %ut out4 ,he begg$ ! maid-s]vant to op5 ! door = him1 b %e refus$ bo? 8 entreaties & ^? ( ,john1 & he mu/ h rema9$ on ! outside _h n ,nicodemus & ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 :o came up at ?is mom5t1 tak5 him ) !m4 ,! two ,apo/les !n return$ ! cloaks :i* !y _h borr[$1 & /ation$ !mselves 9 a place f :5ce !y c\ld see ! judges1 & he> ev]y?+ t 0 go+ on4 ,caiphas 0 seat$ 9 ! c5tre ( ! rais$ plat=m1 & sev5ty ( ! memb]s ( ! ,sanh$r9 7 plac$ ar\nd him1 :ile ! public (fic]s1 ! scribes1 & ! anci5ts 7 /&+ on ei!r side1 & ! false witnesses beh9d !m4 ,soldi]s 7 po/$ f ! base ( ! plat=m to ! door ( ! ve/ibule ?r\gh :i* ,jesus 0 to ent]4 ,! c\nt5ance ( ,caiphas 0 solemn 9 ! extreme1 b ! gravity 0 accompani$ by unmi/akable signs ( suppress$ rage & s9i/] int5tions4 ,he wore a long mantle ( a dull r$ col\r1 embroid]$ 9 fl[]s & trimm$ ) gold5 fr+e2 x 0 fa/5$ at ! %\ld]s & on ! *e/1 besides be+ ornam5t$ 9 ! front ) gold clasps4 ,8 head-attire 0 high1 & adorn$ ) hang+ ribbons1 ! sides 7 op51 & x r resembl$ a bi%op's mitre4 ,caiphas _h be5 wait+ ) 8 adh]5ts belong+ to ! ,great ,c\ncil = "s "t1 & s impati5t 0 he t he arose sev]al times1 w5t into ! out] c\rt 9 8 magnific5t dress1 & ask$ angrily :e!r ,jesus ( ,naz>e? 0 come4 ,:5 he saw ! procession draw+ ne> he return$ to 8 seat4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,jesus be=e ,caiphas4 ,jesus 0 l$ across ! c\rt1 & ! mob receiv$ him ) groans & hisses4 ,z he pass$ by ,pet] & ,john1 he look$ at !m1 b )\t turn+ 8 head1 = fe> ( betray+ !m4 ,sc>cely _h he rea*$ ! c\ncil-*amb]1 ?an ,caiphas exclaim$ 9 a l\d tone1 ',?\ art come1 !n1 at la/1 ?\ enemy ( ,god1 ?\ blasphem]1 :o do/ di/urb ! peace ( ?is holy night6' ,! tube :i* conta9$ ! accusations ( ,annas1 & 0 fa/5$ to ! pret5d$ sceptre 9 ! h&s ( ,jesus1 0 in/antly op5$ & read4 ,caiphas made use ( ! mo/ insult+ language1 & ! ar*]s aga9 /ruck & abus$ our ,"l1 vocif]at+ at ! same "t1 ',answ] at once6 ,speak out6 ,art ?\ dumb8' ,caiphas1 ^: temp] 0 indescribably pr\d & arrogant1 became ev5 m enrag$ ?an ,annas _h be51 & ask$ a ?\s& que/ions "o aft] ! o!r1 b ,jesus /ood be=e him 9 sil5ce1 & ) 8 eyes ca/ d[n4 ,! ar*]s endeav\r$ to =ce him to speak by repeat$ bl[s1 & a malici\s *ild press$ 8 ?umb into 8 lips1 taunt+ly bidd+ him to bite4 ,! witnesses 7 !n call$ =4 ,! fir/ 7 p]sons ( ! l[e/ class1 ^: accusations 7 z incoh]5t & inconsi/5t z ^? br\ght =w>d at ! c\rt ( ,annas1 & no?+ c\ld be made out ( !m2 ,caiphas !re=e turn$ to ! pr9cipal witnesses1 ! ,ph>isees & ! ,sadducees1 :o _h assembl$ f all p>ts ( ! c\ntry4 ,!y endeav\r$ to speak calmly1 b _! faces & mann] betray$ ! virul5t envy & hatr$ ) :i* _! he>ts 7 ov]fl[+1 & !y repeat$ ov] & ov] aga9 ! same accusations1 to :i* he _h already repli$ s _m times3 ',t he cur$ ! sick1 & ca/ out devils1 by ! help ( devils--t he pr(an$ ! ,sabba?--incit$ ! p to rebel--call$ ! ,ph>isees a race ( vip]s & adult]]s--pr$ict$ ! de/ruction ( ,j]usalem--frequ5t$ ! society ( publicans & s9n]s--assembl$ ! p & gave himself out z a k+1 a prophet1 & ! ,son ( ,god4' ,!y depos$ 't he 0 con/antly speak+ ( 8 k+dom1--t he =bade divorce1--call$ himself ! ,bread ( ,life1 & said t :oev] did n eat 8 fle% & dr9k 8 blood w\ld n h et]nal life4' ,?us did !y di/ort & mis9t]pret ! words he _h utt]$1 ! in/ructions he _h giv5 & ! p>ables by :i* he _h illu/rat$ 8 in/ructions1 giv+ !m ! semblance ( crimes4 ,b ^! witnesses c\ld n agree 9 _! depositions1 = "o said1 ',he calls himself k+2' & a second in/antly contradict$1 say+1 ',no1 he all[s p]sons to call him s2 b directly !y attempt$ to proclaim him1 he fl$4' ,ano!r said1 ',he calls himself ! ,son ( ,god1' b he 0 int]rupt$ by a f\r?1 :o exclaim$1 ',no1 he only /yles himself ! ,son ( ,god because he does ! w ( 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r4' ,"s ( ! witnesses /at$ t he _h cur$ !m1 b t _! diseases _h return$1 & t 8 pret5d$ cures 7 only p]=m$ by magic4 ,!y spoke likewise ( ! cure ( ! p>alytic man at ! pool ( ,be?saida1 b !y di/ort$ ! facts s z to give !m ! semblance ( crimes1 & ev5 9 ^! accusations !y c\ld n agree1 contradict+ "o ano!r4 ,! ,ph>isees ( ,sephoris1 ) :om he _h once _h a discussion on ! subject ( divorces1 accus$ him ( tea*+ false doctr9es1 & a "y man ( ,naz>e?1 :om he _h refus$ to all[ to become "o ( 8 disciples1 0 likewise base en\gh to be> witness aga9/ him4 ,x 0 f\nd to be utt]ly impossible to prove a s+le fact1 & ! witnesses appe>$ to come =w>d = ! sole purpose ( insult+ ,jesus1 r ?an to demon/rate ! tru? ( _! /atem5ts4 ,:il/ !y 7 disput+ ) "o ano!r1 ,caiphas & "s ( ! o!r memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil employ$ !mselves 9 que/ion+ ,jesus1 & turn+ 8 answ]s into d]ision4 ',:at species ( k+ art ?\8 ,give pro(s ( ?y p[]6 ,call ! legions ( angels ( :om ?\ did/ speak 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives6 ,:at ha/ ?\ done ) ! money giv5 unto !e by ! wid[s1 & o!r simpletons :om ?\ did/ s$uce by ?y false doctr9es8 ,answ] at once3 speak out1--art ?\ dumb8 ,?\ w\ld/ h be5 f> wis] to h kept sil5ce :5 9 ! mid/ ( ! fooli% mob3 !re ?\ did/ speak f> too mu*4' ,all ^! que/ions 7 accompani$ by bl[s f ! "u-s]vants ( ! memb]s ( ! tribunal1 & _h our ,"l n be5 support$ f above1 he c\ld n h surviv$ ?is treatm5t4 ,"s ( ! base witnesses endeav\r$ to prove t he 0 an illegitimate son2 b o!rs decl>$ t 8 "m 0 a pi\s ,virg91 belong+ to ! ,temple1 & t !y aft]w>ds saw h] betro!d to a man :o fe>$ ,god4 ,! witnesses upbraid$ ,jesus & 8 disciples ) n hav+ (f]$ sacrifice 9 ! ,temple4 ,x is true t ,i nev] did see ei!r ,jesus or 8 disciples (f] any sacrifice 9 ! ,temple1 except+ ! ,pas*al lamb2 b ,joseph & ,anna us$ frequ5tly dur+ _! lifetime to (f] sacrifice = ! ,*ild ,jesus4 ,h[ev]1 ev5 ?is accusation 0 pu]ile1 = ! ,ess5ians nev] (f]$ sacrifice1 & no "o ?\ght ! less well ( !m = n do+ s4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus /ill cont9u$ to accuse him ( be+ a sorc]]1 & ,caiphas affirm$ sev]al times t ! confusion 9 ! /atem5ts ( ! witnesses 0 caus$ solely by wit*craft4 ,"s said t he _h eat5 ! ,pas*al lamb on ! previ\s day1 :i* 0 contr>y to ! law1 & t ! ye> be=e he _h made diff]5t alt]ations 9 ! mann] ( celebrat+ ?is c]emony4 ,b ! witnesses contradict$ "o ano!r to su* a degree t ,caiphas & 8 adh]5ts f\nd1 to _! v great annoyance & ang]1 t n "o accusation c\ld be really prov$4 ,nicodemus & ,joseph ( ,arima!a 7 call$ up1 & be+ comm&$ to say h[ x happ5$ t !y _h all[$ him to eat ! ,pas* on ! wrong day 9 a room :i* belong$ to !m1 !y prov$ f anci5t docum5ts t f "t immemorial ! ,galileans _h be5 all[$ to eat ! ,pas* a day e>li] ?an ! re/ ( ! ,jews4 ,!y add$ t e o!r "p ( ! c]emony _h be5 p]=m$ accord+ to ! directions giv5 9 ! law1 & t p]sons belong+ to ! ,temple 7 pres5t at ! supp]4 ,?is q puzzl$ ! witnesses1 & ,nicodemus increas$ ! rage ( ! enemies ( ,jesus by po9t+ out ! passages 9 ! ar*ives :i* prov$ ! "r ( ! ,galileans1 & gave ! reason = :i* ?is privilege 0 grant$4 ,! reason 0 ?is3 ! sacrifices w\ld n h be5 f9i%$ by ! ,sabba? if ! imm5se multitudes :o congregat$ toge!r = t purpose _h all be5 oblig$ to p]=m ! c]emony on ! same day2 & al?\gh ! ,galileans _h n always pr(it$ by ?is "r1 yet its exi/5ce 0 inconte/ably prov$ by ,nicodemus2 & ! ang] ( ! ,ph>isees 0 height5$ by 8 rem>k+ t ! memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil _h cause to be greatly (f5d$ at ! gross contradictions 9 ! /atem5ts ( ! witnesses1 & t ! extraord9>y & hurri$ mann] 9 :i* ! :ole affair _h be5 conduct$ %[$ t malice & envy 7 ! sole motives :i* induc$ ! accus]s1 & made !m br+ ! case =w>d at a mom5t :5 all 7 busi$ 9 ! prep>ations = ! mo/ solemn fea/ ( ! ye>4 ,!y look$ at ,nicodemus furi\sly1 & c\ld n reply1 b cont9u$ to "q ! witnesses 9 a /ill m precipitate & imprud5t mann]4 ,two witnesses at la/ came =w>d1 :o said1 ',?is man said1 ,i w de/roy ?is ,temple made ) h&s1 & )9 ?ree days ,i w build ano!r n made ) h&s2' h[ev]1 ev5 ^! witnesses did n agree 9 _! /atem5ts1 = "o said t ! accus$ wi%$ to build a new ,temple1 & t he _h eat5 ! ,pas* 9 an unusual place1 because he desir$ ! de/ruction ( ! anci5t ,temple2 b ! o!r said1 ',n s3 ! edifice :]e he ate ! ,pas* 0 built by human h&s1 !re=e he c\ld n h ref]r$ to t4' ,! wra? ( ,caiphas 0 indescribable2 = ! cruel treatm5t :i* ,jesus _h suff]$1 8 ,div9e pati5ce1 & ! contradiction ( ! witnesses1 7 beg9n+ to make a great impression on _m p]sons pres5t1 a few hisses 7 he>d1 & ! he>ts ( "s 7 s t\*$ t !y c\ld n sil5ce ! voice ( _! consci5ces4 ,t5 soldi]s left ! c\rt "u pretext ( indisposition1 b 9 reality ov]come by _! feel+s4 ,z !y pass$ by ! place :]e ,pet] & ,john 7 /&+1 !y exclaim$1 ',! sil5ce ( ,jesus ( ,naz>e?1 9 ! mid/ ( su* cruel treatm5t1 is sup]human3 x w\ld melt a he>t ( iron3 ! wond] is1 t ! e>? does n op5 & swall[ su* reprobates z 8 accus]s mu/ be4 ,b tell u1 :]e mu/ we g8' ,! two ,apo/les ei!r mi/ru/$ ! soldi]s1 & ?\ght !y 7 only seek+ to betray !m1 or !y 7 fe>ful ( be+ recognis$ by ^? ar\nd & d5\nc$ z disciples ( ,jesus1 = !y only made answ] 9 a melan*oly tone3 ',if tru? calls y1 foll[ x1 & all w come "r ( itself4' ,! soldi]s in/antly w5t out ( ! room1 & left ,j]usalem soon aft]4 ,!y met p]sons on ! outskirts ( ! t[n1 :o direct$ !m to ! cav]ns :i* lay to ! s\? ( ,j]usalem1 on ! o!r side ( ,m\nt ,sion1 :]e _m ( ! ,apo/les _h tak5 refuge4 ,^! latt] 7 at fir/ al>m$ at see+ /rang]s ent] _! hid+-place2 b ! soldi]s soon dispell$ all fe>1 & gave !m an acc\nt ( ! suff]+s ( ,jesus4 ,! temp] ( ,caiphas1 :i* 0 already p]turb$1 became q infuriat$ by ! contradictory /atem5ts ( ! two la/ witnesses1 & ris+ f 8 seat he approa*$ ,jesus1 & said3 ',answ]e/ ?\ no?+ to ! ?+s :i* ^! witness aga9/ !e8' ,jesus nei!r rais$ 8 head nor look$ at ! ,high ,prie/1 :i* increas$ ! ang] ( ! latt] to ! greate/ degree2 & ! ar*]s p]ceiv+ ?is seiz$ our ,"l by ! hair1 pull$ 8 head back1 & gave him bl[s "u ! *92 b he /ill kept 8 eyes ca/ d[n4 ,caiphas rais$ 8 h&s1 & exclaim$ 9 an enrag$ tone3 ',i adjure !e by ! liv+ ,god t ?\ tell u if ?\ be ,*ri/ ! ,messiah1 ! son ( ! liv+ ,god8' ,a mom5t>y & solemn pause ensu$4 ,!n ,jesus 9 a maje/ic & sup]human voice repli$1 ',?\ ha/ said x4 ,nev]!less ,i say to y1 h]eaft] y %all see ! ,son ( ,man sitt+ on ! "r h& ( ! p[] ( ,god1 & com+ 9 ! cl\ds ( ,heav54' ,:il/ ,jesus 0 pron\nc+ ^! words1 a bright light appe>$ to me to surr\nd him2 ,heav5 0 op5$ above 8 head2 ,i saw ! ,et]nal ,fa!r2 b no words f a human p5 c describe ! intuitive view t 0 !n v\*saf$ me ( him4 ,i likewise saw ! angels1 & ! pray]s ( ! j asc5d+ to ! ?rone ( ,god4 ,at ! same mom5t ,i p]ceiv$ ! yawn+ abyss ( hell l a fi]y meteor at ! feet ( ,caiphas2 x 0 fill$ ) horrible devils2 a slight gauze alone appe>$ to sep>ate him f its d>k flames4 ,i c\ld see ! demoniacal fury ) :i* 8 he>t 0 ov]fl[+1 & ! :ole h\se look$ to me l hell4 ,at ! mom5t t our ,"l pron\nc$ ! solemn words1 ',i am ! ,*ri/1 ! ,son ( ! liv+ ,god1' hell appe>$ to be %ak5 f "o extremity to ! o!r1 & !n1 z x 71 to bur/ =? & inundate e p]son 9 ! h\se ( ,caiphas ) feel+s ( r$\bl$ hatr$ t[>ds our ,"l4 ,^! ?+s are always %[n to me "u ! appe>ance ( "s mat]ial object1 :i* r5d]s !m less difficult ( compreh5sion1 & impresses !m 9 a m cle> & =cible mann] on ! m9d1 because we ourselves be+ mat]ial be+s1 facts are m easily illu/rat$ 9 our reg>d if manife/$ ?r\gh ! m$ium ( ! s5ses4 ,! despair & fury :i* ^! words produc$ 9 hell 7 %[n to me "u ! appe>ance ( a ?\s& t]rific figures 9 diff]5t places4 ,i rememb] see+1 among o!r frightful ?+s1 a numb] ( little black objects1 l dogs ) claws1 :i* walk$ on _! h9d legs2 ,i knew at ! "t :at k9d ( wick$ness 0 indicat$ by ?is app>ition1 b ,i _c rememb] n[4 ,i saw ^! horrible phantoms ent] into ! bodies ( ! greate/ "p ( ! by/&]s1 or else place !mselves on _! head or %\ld]s4 ,i likewise at ?is mom5t saw frightful spectres come out ( ! sepul*res on ! o!r side ( ,sion2 ,i believe !y 7 evil spirits4 ,i saw 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ! ,temple _m o!r app>itions1 :i* resembl$ prison]s load$ ) *a9s3 ,i d n "k :e!r !y 7 demons1 or s\ls condemn$ to rema9 9 "s p>ticul> "p ( ! e>?1 & :o 7 !n go+ to ,limbo1 :i* our ,"l's condemnation to dea? _h op5$ to !m4 ,x is extremely difficult to expla9 ^! facts1 = fe> ( sc&alis+ ^? :o h no k ( su* ?+s2 b p]sons :o see feel !m1 & !y (t5 cause ! v hair to /& on end on ! head4 ,i ?9k t ,john saw "s ( ^! app>itions1 = ,i he>d him speak ab\t !m aft]w>ds4 ,all ^: he>ts 7 n radically corrupt$ felt excessively t]rifi$ at ^! ev5ts1 b ! h>d5$ 7 s5sible ( no?+ b an increase ( hatr$ & ang] aga9/ our ,"l4 ,caiphas !n arose1 &1 urg$ on by ,satan1 took up ! end ( 8 mantle1 pi]c$ x ) 8 knife1 & r5t x f "o end to ! o!r1 exclaim+ at ! same "t1 9 a l\d voice1 ',he ha? blasphem$1 :at fur!r ne$ h we ( witnesses8 ,behold1 n[ y h he>d ! blasphemy3 :at ?9k y8' ,all :o 7 !n pres5t arose1 & exclaim$ ) a/\nd+ malignancy1 ',he is guilty ( dea?6' ,dur+ ! :ole ( ?is frightful sc5e1 ! devils 7 9 ! mo/ trem5d\s /ate ( excitem5t2 !y appe>$ to h complete possession n only ( ! enemies ( ,jesus1 b likewise ( _! p>tisans & c[>dly foll[]s4 ,! p[]s ( d>kness seem$ to me to proclaim a triumph ov] ! light1 & ! few among ! spectators ^: he>ts /ill reta9$ a glimm]+ ( light 7 fill$ ) su* con/]nation t1 cov]+ _! heads1 !y in/antly dep>t$4 ,! witnesses :o belong$ to ! upp] classes 7 less h>d5$ ?an ! o!rs2 _! consci5ces 7 rack$ ) remorse1 & !y foll[$ ! example giv5 by ! p]sons m5tion$ above1 & left ! room z quickly z possible1 :ile ! re/ cr[d$ r\nd ! fire 9 ! ve/ibule1 & ate & drank aft] receiv+ full pay = _! s]vices4 ,! ,high ,prie/ !n address$ ! ar*]s1 & said1 ',i deliv] ?is k+ up into y\r h&s2 r5d] ! blasphem] ! hon\rs :i* are 8 due4' ,aft] ^! words he retir$ ) ! memb]s ( 8 ,c\ncil into ! r\nd room beh9d ! tribunal1 :i* c\ld n be se5 f ! ve/ibule4 ,9 ! mid/ ( ! bitt] affliction :i* inundat$ ! he>t ( ,john1 8 ?\ghts 7 ) ! ,"m ( ,jesus2 he fe>$ t ! dreadful news ( ! condemnation ( h] ,son might be communicat$ to h] sudd5ly1 or t p]haps "s enemy might give ! in=mation 9 a he>tless mann]4 ,he !re=e look$ at ,jesus1 & say+ 9 a l[ voice1 ',"l1 ?\ kn[e/ :y ,i leave !e1' w5t away quickly to seek ! ,bless$ ,virg91 z if he _h be5 s5t by ,jesus himself4 ,pet] 0 q ov]come betwe5 anxiety & sorr[1 :i*1 jo9$ to fatigue1 made him *illy2 !re=e1 z ! morn+ 0 cold1 he w5t up to ! fire :]e _m ( ! common p 7 w>m+ !mselves4 ,he did 8 be/ to hide 8 grief 9 _! pres5ce1 z he c\ld n make up 8 m9d to g home & leave 8 belov$ ,ma/]4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,! ,insults receiv$ by ,jesus 9 ! ,c\rt ( ,caiphas4 ,no soon] did ,caiphas1 ) ! o!r memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil1 leave ! tribunal ?an a cr[d ( miscreants--! v scum ( ! p--surr\nd$ ,jesus l a sw>m ( infuriat$ wasps1 & began to heap e imag9able insult ^u him4 ,ev5 dur+ ! trial1 :il/ ! witnesses 7 speak+1 ! ar*]s & "s o!rs c\ld n re/ra9 _! cruel incl9ations1 b pull$ out h&fuls ( 8 hair & be>d1 spat ^u him1 /ruck him ) _! fi/s1 w\nd$ him ) %>p-po9t$ /icks1 & ev5 ran ne$les into 8 body2 b :5 ,caiphas left ! hall !y set no b\nds to _! b>b>ity4 ,!y fir/ plac$ a cr[n1 made ( /raw & ! b>k ( trees1 ^u 8 head1 & !n took x (f1 salut+ him at ! same "t ) insult+ expressions1 l ! foll[+3 ',behold ! ,son ( ,david we>+ ! cr[n ( 8 fa!r4' ',a great] ?an ,solomon is "h2 ?is is ! k+ :o is prep>+ a w$d+ fea/ = 8 son4' ,?us did !y turn into ridicule ^? et]nal tru?s :i* he _h taught "u ! f ( p>ables to ^? :om he came f heav5 to save2 & :il/ repeat+ ^! sc(f+ words1 !y cont9u$ to /rike him ) _! fi/s & /icks1 & to spit 9 8 face4 ,next !y put a cr[n ( re$s ^u 8 head1 took (f 8 robe & scapul>1 & !n ?rew an old torn mantle1 :i* sc>cely rea*$ 8 knees1 ov] 8 %\ld]s2 ar\nd 8 neck !y hung a long iron *a91 ) an iron r+ at ea* end1 /udd$ ) %>p po9ts1 :i* bruis$ & tore 8 knees z he walk$4 ,!y aga9 p9ion$ 8 arms1 put a re$ into 8 h&1 & cov]$ 8 ,div9e c\nt5ance ) spittle4 ,!y _h already ?r[n all sorts ( fil? ov] 8 hair1 z well z ov] 8 *e/1 & ^u ! old mantle4 ,!y b\nd 8 eyes ) a dirty rag1 & /ruck him1 cry+ out at ! same "t 9 l\d tones1 ',prophesy unto u1 ,o ,*ri/1 :o is he t /ruck !e8' ,he answ]$ n "o ^w1 b sigh$1 & pray$ inw>dly = !m4 ,aft] _m m insults1 !y seiz$ ! *a9 :i* 0 hang+ on 8 neck1 dragg$ him t[>ds ! room into :i* ! ,c\ncil _h )drawn1 & ) _! /ick =c$ him 91 vocif]at+ at ! same "t1 ',m>* =w>d1 ?\ ,k+ ( ,/raw6 ,%[ ?yself to ! ,c\ncil ) ! insignia ( ! regal hon\rs we h r5d]$ unto !e4' ,a l>ge body ( c\ncillors1 ) ,caiphas at _! head1 7 /ill 9 ! room1 & !y look$ ) bo? delight & approbation at ! %ameful sc5e :i* 0 enact$1 behold+ ) pleasure ! mo/ sacr$ c]emonies turn$ into d]ision4 ,! pitiless gu>ds cov]$ him ) mud & spittle1 & ) mock gravity exclaim$1 ',receive ! prophetic unction--! regal unction4' ,!n !y impi\sly p>odi$ ! baptismal c]emonies1 & ! pi\s act ( ,magdal5 9 empty+ ! vase ( p]fume on 8 head4 ',h[ can/ ?\ presume1' !y exclaim$1 'to appe> be=e ! ,c\ncil 9 su* a condition8 ,?\ do/ purify o!rs1 & ?\ art n pure ?yself2 b we w soon purify !e4' ,!y fet*$ a bas9 ( dirty wat]1 :i* !y p\r$ ov] 8 face & %\ld]s1 :il/ !y b5t _! knees be=e him1 & exclaim$1 ',behold ?y preci\s unction1 behold ! spik5>d wor? ?ree hundr$ p5ce2 ?\ ha/ be5 baptis$ 9 ! pool ( ,be?saida4' ,!y int5d$ by ?is to ?r[ into ridicule ! act ( respect & v5]ation %[n by ,magdal51 :5 %e p\r$ ! preci\s o9tm5t ov] 8 head1 at ! h\se ( ! ,ph>isee4 ,by _! d]isive words conc]n+ 8 baptism 9 ! pool ( ,be?saida1 !y po9t$ out1 al?\gh un9t5tionally1 ! resemblance betwe5 ,jesus & ! ,pas*al lamb1 = ! lambs 7 wa%$ 9 ! fir/ place 9 ! pond ne> ! ,probatica gate1 & !n br\ght to ! pool ( ,be?saida1 :]e !y und]w5t ano!r purification be=e be+ tak5 to ! ,temple to be sacrific$4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus likewise allud$ to ! man :o _h be5 infirm = ?irty-eight ye>s1 & :o 0 cur$ by ,jesus at ! pool ( ,be?saida2 = ,i saw ?is man ei!r wa%$ or baptis$ !re2 ,i say ei!r wa%$ or baptis$1 because ,i d n exactly rememb] ! circum/ances4 ,!y !n dragg$ ,jesus r\nd ! room1 be=e all ! memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil1 :o cont9u$ to address him 9 reproa*ful & abusive language4 ,e c\nt5ance look$ diabolical & enrag$1 & all ar\nd 0 d>k1 confus$1 & t]rifi$4 ,our ,"l1 on ! contr>y1 0 f ! mom5t t he decl>$ himself to be ! ,son ( ,god1 g5]ally surr\nd$ ) a halo ( light4 ,_m ( ! assembly appe>$ to h a confus$ k ( ?is fact1 & to be fill$ ) con/]nation at p]ceiv+ t nei!r outrages or ignom9ies c\ld alt] ! maje/ic expression ( 8 c\nt5ance4 ,! halo :i* %one ar\nd ,jesus f ! mom5t he decl>$ himself to be ! ,*ri/1 ! ,son ( ! ,liv+ ,god1 s]v$ b to incite 8 enemies to great] fury1 & yet x 0 s respl5d5t t !y c\ld n look at x1 & ,i believe _! int5tion 9 ?r[+ ! dirty rag ov] 8 head 0 to dead5 its brightness4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,! ,d5ial ( ,/4 ,pet] ,at ! mom5t :5 ,jesus utt]$ ! words1 ',?\ ha/ said x1' & ! ,high ,prie/ r5t 8 g>m5t1 ! :ole room res\nd$ ) tumultu\s cries4 ,pet] & ,john1 :o _h suff]$ int5sely dur+ ! sc5e :i* _h j be5 enact$1 & :i* !y _h be5 oblig$ to witness 9 sil5ce1 c\ld be> ! sight no long]4 ,pet] !re=e got up to leave ! room1 & ,john foll[$ soon aft]4 ,! latt] w5t to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :o 0 9 ! h\se ( ,m>?a ) ! holy wom51 b ,pet]'s love = ,jesus 0 s great1 t he c\ld n make up 8 m9d to leave him2 8 he>t 0 bur/+1 & he wept bitt]ly1 al?\gh he endeav\r$ to re/ra9 & hide 8 te>s4 ,x 0 impossible = him to rema9 9 ! tribunal1 z 8 deep emotion at ! sight ( 8 belov$ ,ma/]'s suff]+s w\ld h betray$ him2 !re=e he w5t into ! ve/ibule & approa*$ ! fire1 ar\nd :i* soldi]s & common p 7 sitt+ & talk+ 9 ! mo/ he>tless & disgu/+ mann] conc]n+ ! suff]+s ( ,jesus1 & relat+ all t !y !mselves _h done to him4 ,pet] 0 sil5t1 b 8 sil5ce & deject$ demean\r made ! by/&]s suspect some?+4 ,! portress came up to ! fire 9 ! mid/ ( ! conv]sation1 ca/ a bold glance at ,pet] & said1 ',?\ also wa/ ) ,jesus ! ,galilean4' ,^! words />tl$ & al>m$ ,pet]2 he trembl$ z to :at might ensue if he own$ ! tru? be=e 8 brutal companions1 & !re=e answ]$ quickly1 ',woman1 ,i "k him n1' got up1 & left ! ve/ibule4 ,at ?is mom5t ! cock cr[$ some:]e 9 ! outskirts ( ! t[n4 ,i d n rememb] he>+ x1 b ,i felt t is 0 cr[+4 ,z he w5t out1 ano!r maid-s]vant look$ at him1 & said to ^? :o 7 ) h]1 ',?is man 0 also ) him1' & ! p]sons %e address$ imm$iately dem&$ ( ,pet] :e!r h] words 7 true1 say+1 ',art ?\ n "o ( ?is man's disciples8' ,pet] 0 ev5 m al>m$ ?an be=e1 & r5ew$ 8 d5ial 9 ^! words1 ',i am n2 ,i "k n ! man4' ,he left ! inn] c\rt1 & ent]$ ! ext]ior c\rt2 he 0 weep+1 & s great 0 8 anxiety & grief1 t he did n reflect 9 ! lea/ on ! words he _h j utt]$4 ,! ext]ior c\rt 0 q fill$ ) p]sons1 & "s _h climb$ on to ! top ( ! wall to li/5 to :at 0 go+ on 9 ! inn] c\rt :i* !y 7 =bidd5 to ent]4 ,a few ( ! disciples 7 likewise !re1 = _! anxiety conc]n+ ,jesus 0 s great t !y c\ld n make up _! m9ds to rema9 conceal$ 9 ! caves ( ,h9nom4 ,!y came up to ,pet]1 & ) _m te>s que/ion$ him conc]n+ _! lov$ ,ma/]1 b he 0 s unn]v$ & s fe>ful ( betray+ himself1 t he briefly recomm5d$ !m to g away1 z x 0 dang]\s to rema91 & left !m in/antly4 ,he cont9u$ to indulge 8 viol5t grief1 :ile !y ha/5$ to leave ! t[n4 ,i recognis$ among ^! disciples1 :o 7 ab\t sixte5 9 numb]1 ,b>?olomew1 ,na?aniel1 ,saturn9us1 ,judas ,b>sabeas1 ,simon1 :o 0 aft]w>ds bi%op ( ,j]usalem1 ,za*eus1 & ,manahem1 ! man :o 0 born bl9d & cur$ by our ,"l4 ,pet] c\ld n re/ any:]e1 & 8 love = ,jesus prompt$ him to return to ! inn] c\rt1 :i* he 0 all[$ to ent]1 because ,joseph ( ,arima!a & ,nicodemus _h1 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 tak5 him 94 ,he did n re-ent] ! ve/ibule1 b turn$ to ! "r & w5t t[>ds ! r\nd room :i* 0 beh9d ! tribunal1 & 9 :i* ,jesus 0 und]go+ e possible insult & ignom9y f 8 cruel enemies4 ,pet] walk$ timidly up to ! door1 & al?\gh p]fectly consci\s t he 0 suspect$ by all pres5t ( be+ a p>tisan ( ,jesus1 yet he c\ld n rema9 outside2 8 love = 8 ,ma/] impell$ him =w>d2 he ent]$ ! room1 advanc$1 & soon /ood 9 ! v mid/ ( ! brutal ?rong :o 7 fea/+ _! cruel eyes on ! suff]+s ( ,jesus4 ,!y 7 at t mom5t dragg+ him ignom9i\sly backw>ds & =w>ds ) ! cr[n ( /raw ^u 8 head2 he ca/ a sorr[ful & ev5 sev]e glance ^u ,pet]1 :i* cut him to ! he>t1 b z he 0 /ill mu* al>m$1 & at t mom5t he>d "s ( ! by/&]s call out1 ',:o is t man8' he w5t back aga9 into ! c\rt1 & see+ t ! p]sons 9 ! ve/ibule 7 wat*+ him1 came up to ! fire & rema9$ be=e x = "s "t4 ,sev]al p]sons :o _h obs]v$ 8 anxi\s tr\bl$ c\nt5ance began to speak 9 opprobri\s t]ms ( ,jesus1 & "o ( !m said to him1 ',?\ also art "o ( 8 disciples2 ?\ also art a ,galilean2 ?y v spee* betrays !e4' ,pet] got up1 int5d+ to leave ! room1 :5 a bro!r ( ,mal*us came up to him & said1 ',did ,i n see !e 9 ! g>d5 ) him8 ,did/ ?\ n cut (f my bro!r's e>8' ,pet] became almo/ beside himself ) t]ror2 he began to curse & to swe> 't he knew n ! man1' & ran out ( ! ve/ibule into ! out] c\rt2 ! cock !n cr[$ aga91 & ,jesus1 :o at t mom5t 0 l$ across ! c\rt1 ca/ a look ( m+l$ compassion & grief ^u 8 ,apo/le4 ,?is look ( our ,"l pi]c$ ,pet] to ! v he>t1--x recall$ to 8 m9d 9 ! mo/ =cible & t]rible mann] ! words address$ to him by our ,"l on ! previ\s ev5+3 ',be=e ! cock cr[s twice1 ?\ %alt ?rice d5y me4' ,he _h =gott5 all 8 promises & prote/ations to our ,"l1 t he w\ld die r ?an d5y him--he _h =gott5 ! w>n+ giv5 to him by our ,"l2--b :5 ,jesus look$ at him1 he felt ! enormity ( 8 fault1 & 8 he>t 0 nigh bur/+ ) grief4 ,he _h d5i$ 8 ,"l1 :5 t belov$ ,ma/] 0 outrag$1 insult$1 deliv]$ up into ! h&s ( unju/ judges1--:5 he 0 suff]+ all 9 pati5ce & 9 sil5ce4 ,8 feel+s ( remorse 7 beyond expression2 he return$ to ! ext]ior c\rt1 cov]$ 8 face & wept bitt]ly2 all fe> ( be+ recognis$ 0 ov]2--he 0 ready to proclaim to ! :ole univ]se bo? 8 fault & 8 rep5tance4 ,:at man w d>e ass]t t he w\ld h %[n m c\rage ?an ,pet] if1 ) 8 quick & ard5t temp]am5t1 he 7 expos$ to su* dang]1 tr\ble1 & sorr[1 at a mom5t1 too1 :5 completely unn]v$ betwe5 fe> & grief1 & exhau/$ by ! suff]+s ( ?is sad night8 ,our ,"l left ,pet] to 8 own /r5g?1 & he 0 weak2 l all :o =get ! words3 ',wat* & pray1 t ye ent] n into temptation4' ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,m>y 9 ! ,h\se ( ,caiphas4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 ev] unit$ to h] ,div9e ,son by int]ior spiritual communications2 %e 01 !re=e1 fully aw>e ( all t happ5$ to him--%e suff]$ ) him1 & jo9$ 9 8 cont9ual pray] = 8 murd]]s4 ,b h] mat]nal feel+s prompt$ h] to supplicate ,almighty ,god mo/ ard5tly n to suff] ! crime to be complet$1 & to save h] ,son f su* dreadful torm5ts4 ,%e eag]ly desir$ to return to him2 & :5 ,john1 :o _h left ! tribunal at ! mom5t ! frightful cry1 ',he is guilty ( dea?1' 0 rais$1 came to ! h\se ( ,laz>us to see aft] h]1 & to relate ! p>ticul>s ( ! dreadful sc5e he _h j witness$1 %e1 z also ,magdal5 & "s ( ! o!r holy wom51 begg$ to be tak5 to ! place :]e ,jesus 0 suff]+4 ,john1 :o _h only left our ,savi\r 9 ord] to console h] :om he lov$ be/ next to 8 ,div9e ,ma/]1 in/antly acc$$ to _! reque/1 & conduct$ !m ?r\gh ! /reets1 :i* 7 light$ up by ! moon alone1 & cr[d$ ) p]sons ha/5+ to _! home4 ,! holy wom5 7 closely veil$2 b ! sobs :i* !y c\ld n re/ra9 made _m :o pass$ by obs]ve !m1 & _! feel+s 7 h>r[$ by ! abusive epi!ts !y ov]he>d be/[$ ^u ,jesus by ^? :o 7 conv]s+ on ! subject ( 8 arre/4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg91 :o ev] beheld 9 _s ! opprobri\s treatm5t :i* h] de> ,son 0 receiv+1 cont9u$ 'to lay up all ^! ?+s 9 h] he>t2' l him %e suff]$ 9 sil5ce2 b m ?an once %e became totally unconsci\s4 ,"s disciples ( ,jesus1 :o 7 return+ f ! hall ( ,caiphas1 saw h] fa9t+ 9 ! arms ( ! holy wom51 &1 t\*$ ) pity1 /opp$ to look at h] compassionately1 & salut$ h] 9 ^! words3 ',hail6 ,unhappy ,"m--hail1 ,"m ( ! ,mo/ ,holy ,"o ( ,israel1 ! mo/ afflict$ ( all mo!rs6' ,m>y rais$ h] head1 ?ank$ !m gratefully1 & cont9u$ h] sad j\rney4 ,:5 9 ! vic9ity ( ,caiphas's h\se1 _! grief 0 r5ew$ by ! sight ( a gr\p ( m5 :o 7 busily occupi$ "u a t5t1 mak+ ! cross ready = our ,"l's crucifixion4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus _h giv5 ord]s t ! cross %\ld be prep>$ directly aft] 8 arre/1 t !y might )\t delay execute ! s5t5ce :i* !y hop$ to p]suade ,pilate to pass on him4 ,! ,romans _h already prep>$ ! crosses ( ! two ?ieves1 & ! workm5 :o 7 mak+ t ( ,jesus 7 mu* annoy$ at be+ oblig$ to lab\r at x dur+ ! night2 !y did n attempt to conceal _! ang] at ?is1 & utt]$ ! mo/ frightful oa?s & curses1 :i* pi]c$ ! he>t ( ! t5d] ,"m ( ,jesus ?r\gh & ?r\gh2 b %e pray$ = ^! bl9d creatures :o ?us unkn[+ly blasphem$ ! ,savi\r :o 0 ab\t to die = _! salvation1 & prep>$ ! cross = 8 cruel execution4 ,m>y1 ,john1 & ! holy wom5 trav]s$ ! out] c\rt atta*$ to ,caiphas's h\se4 ,!y /opp$ "u ! ar*way ( a door :i* op5$ into ! inn] c\rt4 ,m>y's he>t 0 ) h] ,div9e ,son1 & %e desir$ mo/ ard5tly to see ?is door op5$1 t %e might aga9 h a *ance ( behold+ him1 = %e knew t x alone sep>at$ h] f ! prison :]e he 0 conf9$4 ,! door 0 at l5g? op5$1 & ,pet] ru%$ out1 8 face cov]$ ) 8 mantle1 wr++ 8 h&s1 & weep+ bitt]ly4 ,by ! light ( ! tor*es he soon recognis$ ,john & ! ,bless$ ,virg91 b ! sight ( !m only r5ew$ ^? dreadful feel+s ( remorse :i* ! look ( ,jesus _h awak5$ 9 8 brea/4 ,m>y approa*$ him in/antly1 & said1 ',simon1 tell me1 ,i entreat y1 :at is become ( ,jesus1 my ,son8' ,^! words pi]c$ 8 v he>t2 he c\ld n ev5 look at h]1 b turn$ away1 & aga9 wrung 8 h&s4 ,m>y drew close to him1 & said 9 a voice trembl+ ) emotion3 ',simon1 son ( ,john1 :y do/ ?\ n answ] me8'--,"m6' exclaim$ ,pet]1 9 a deject$ tone1 ',o1 ,"m1 speak n to me--?y ,son is suff]+ m ?an words c express3 speak n to me6 ,!y h condemn$ him to dea?1 & ,i h d5i$ him ?ree times4' ,john came up to ask a few m que/ions1 b ,pet] ran out ( ! c\rt z if beside himself1 & did n /op = a s+le mom5t until he rea*$ ! cave at ,m\nt ,olivet--t cave on ! /ones ( :i* ! impression ( ! h&s ( our ,savi\r _h be5 miracul\sly left4 ,i believe x is ! cave 9 :i* ,adam took refuge to weep aft] 8 fall4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 inexpressibly griev$ at he>+ ( ! fre% pang inflict$ on ! lov+ he>t ( h] ,div9e ,son1 ! pang ( he>+ himself d5i$ by t disciple :o _h fir/ ackn[l$g$ him z ! ,son ( ! ,liv+ ,god2 %e 0 unable to support h]self1 & fell d[n on ! door-/one1 ^u :i* ! impression ( h] feet & h&s rema9s to ! pres5t day4 ,i h se5 ! /ones1 :i* are pres]v$ some:]e1 b ,i _c at ?is mom5t rememb] :]e4 ,! door 0 n aga9 %ut1 = ! cr[d 0 disp]s+1 & :5 ! ,bless$ ,virg9 came to h]self1 %e begg$ to be tak5 to "s place z ne> z possible to h] ,div9e ,son4 ,john1 !re=e1 l$ h] & ! holy wom5 to ! front ( ! prison :]e ,jesus 0 conf9$4 ,m>y 0 ) ,jesus 9 _s1 & ,jesus 0 ) h]2 b ?is lov+ ,"m wi%$ to he> ) h] own e> ! voice ( h] ,div9e ,son4 ,%e li/5$ & he>d n only 8 moans1 b also ! abusive language ( ^? ar\nd him4 ,x 0 impossible = ! holy wom5 to rema9 9 ! c\rt any long] )\t attract+ att5tion4 ,! grief ( ,magdal5 0 s viol5t t %e 0 unable to conceal x2 & al?\gh ! ,bless$ ,virg91 by a special grace f ,almighty ,god1 ma9ta9$ a calm & dignifi$ ext]ior 9 ! mid/ ( h] suff]+s1 yet ev5 %e 0 recognis$1 & ov]he>d h>% words1 su* z ^!3 ',is n t ! ,"m ( ! ,galilean8 ,h] ,son w mo/ c]ta9ly be execut$1 b n be=e ! fe/ival1 unless1 inde$1 he is ! greate/ ( crim9als4' ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 left ! c\rt1 & w5t up to ! fireplace 9 ! ve/ibule1 :]e a c]ta9 numb] ( p]sons 7 /ill /&+4 ,:5 %e rea*$ ! spot :]e ,jesus _h said t he 0 ! ,son ( ,god1 & ! wick$ ,jews cri$ out1 ',he is guilty ( dea?1' %e aga9 fa9t$1 & ,john & ! holy wom5 c>ri$ h] away1 9 appe>ance m l a corpse ?an a liv+ p]son4 ,! by/&]s said n a ^w2 !y seem$ /ruck ) a/oni%m5t1 & sil5ce1 su* z might h be5 produc$ 9 hell by ! passage ( a cele/ial be+1 reign$ 9 t ve/ibule4 ,! holy wom5 aga9 pass$ ! place :]e ! cross 0 be+ prep>$2 ! workm5 appe>$ to f9d z mu* difficulty 9 complet+ x z ! judges _h f\nd 9 pron\nc+ s5t5ce1 & 7 oblig$ to fet* fre% wood e mom5t1 = "s bits w\ld n fit1 & o!rs split2 ?is cont9u$ until ! diff]5t species ( wood 7 plac$ 9 ! cross accord+ to ! int5tions ( ,div9e ,provid5ce4 ,i saw angels :o oblig$ ^! m5 to recomm5ce _! "w1 & :o w\ld n let !m re/1 until all 0 accompli%$ 9 a prop] mann]2 b my remembrance ( ?is vision is indi/9ct4 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,jesus conf9$ 9 ! subt]ranean ,prison4 ,! ,jews1 hav+ q exhau/$ _! b>b>ity1 %ut ,jesus up 9 a little vault$ prison1 ! rema9s ( :i* subsi/ to ?is day4 ,two ( ! ar*]s alone rema9$ ) him1 & !y 7 soon replac$ by two o!rs4 ,he 0 /ill clo!d 9 ! old dirty mantle1 & cov]$ ) ! spittle & o!r fil? :i* !y _h ?r[n ov] him2 = !y _h n all[$ him to put on 8 own clo!s aga91 b kept 8 h&s tightly b\nd toge!r4 ,:5 our ,"l ent]$ ?is prison1 he pray$ mo/ f]v5tly t 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r w\ld accept all t he _h already suff]$1 & all t he 0 ab\t to suff]1 z an expiatory sacrifice1 n only = 8 execution]s1 b likewise = all :o 9 future ages might h to suff] torm5ts su* z he 0 ab\t to endure1 & be tempt$ to impati5ce or ang]4 ,! enemies ( our ,"l did n all[ him a mom5t's respite1 ev5 9 ?is dre>y prison1 b ti$ him to a pill> :i* /ood 9 ! c5tre1 & w\ld n all[ him to lean ^u x1 al?\gh he 0 s exhau/$ f ill treatm5t1 ! weight ( 8 *a9s1 & 8 num]\s falls1 t he c\ld sc>cely support himself on 8 swoll5 & torn feet4 ,nev] = a mom5t did !y cease insult+ him2 & :5 ! fir/ set 7 tir$ out1 o!rs replac$ !m4 ,x is q impossible to describe all t ! ,holy ( ,holies suff]$ f ^! he>tless be+s2 = ! sight affect$ me s excessively t ,i became really ill1 & ,i felt z if ,i c\ld n survive x4 ,we ought1 inde$1 to be a%am$ ( t weakness & susceptibility :i* r5d]s u unable to li/5 compos$ly to ! descriptions1 or speak )\t repugnance1 ( ^? suff]+s :i* our ,"l endur$ s calmly & pati5tly = our salvation4 ,! horror we feel is z great z t ( a murd]] :o is =c$ to place 8 h&s ^u ! w\nd he himself has inflict$ on 8 victim4 ,jesus endur$ all )\t op5+ 8 m\?2 & x 0 man1 s9ful man1 :o p]petrat$ all ^! outrages aga9/ "o :o 0 at once _! ,bro!r1 _! ,r$eem]1 & _! ,god4 ,i1 too1 am a great s9n]1 & my s9s cause ^! suff]+s4 ,at ! day ( judgm5t1 :5 ! mo/ hidd5 ?+s w be manife/$1 we %all see ! %>e we h _h 9 ! torm5ts endur$ by ! ,son ( ,god2 we %all see h[ f> we h caus$ !m by ! s9s we s frequ5tly commit1 & :i* are1 9 fact1 a species ( cons5t :i* we give to1 & a p>ticipation 91 ! tortures :i* 7 inflict$ on ,jesus by 8 cruel enemies4 ,if1 alas6 we reflect$ s]i\sly on ?is1 we %\ld repeat ) mu* great] f]v\r ! words :i* we f9d s (t5 9 pray] books3 ',"l1 grant t ,i may die1 r ?an ev] wilfully (f5d !e aga9 by s94' ,jesus cont9u$ to pray = 8 enemies1 & !y be+ at la/ tir$ out left him 9 peace = a %ort "t1 :5 he lean$ aga9/ ! pill> to re/1 & a bright light %one ar\nd him4 ,! day 0 beg9n+ to dawn1--! day ( 8 ,passion1 ( our ,r$emption1--& a fa9t ray p5etrat+ ! n>r[ v5t-hole ( ! prison1 fell ^u ! holy & immaculate ,lamb1 :o _h tak5 ^u himself ! s9s ( ! _w4 ,jesus turn$ t[>ds ! ray ( light1 rais$ 8 fett]$ h&s1 &1 9 ! mo/ t\*+ mann]1 return$ ?anks to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r = ! dawn ( t day1 :i* _h be5 s long desir$ by ! prophets1 & = :i* he himself _h s ard5tly sigh$ f ! mom5t ( 8 bir? on e>?1 & conc]n+ :i* he _h said to 8 disciples1 ',i h a baptism :]e) ,i am to be baptis$1 & h[ am ,i /rait5$ until x be accompli%$6' ,i pray$ ) him2 b ,i _c give ! words ( 8 pray]1 = ,i 0 s completely ov]come1 & t\*$ to he> him return ?anks to 8 ,fa!r = ! t]rible suff]+s :i* he _h already endur$ = me1 & = ! /ill great] :i* he 0 ab\t to endure4 ,i c\ld only repeat ov] & ov] ) ! greate/ f]v\r1 ',"l1 ,i besee* !e1 give me ^! suff]+s3 !y belong to me3 ,i h des]v$ !m 9 puni%m5t = my s9s4' ,i 0 q ov]:elm$ ) feel+s ( love & compassion :5 ,i look$ ^u him ?us welcom+ ! fir/ dawn ( ! great day ( 8 ,sacrifice1 & t ray ( light :i* p5etrat$ into 8 prison might1 inde$1 be comp>$ to ! visit ( a judge :o wi%es to be reconcil$ to a crim9al be=e ! s5t5ce ( dea? :i* he has pron\nc$ ^u him is execut$4 ,! ar*]s1 :o 7 doz+1 woke up = a mom5t1 & look$ at him ) surprise3 !y said no?+1 b appe>$ to be some:at a/oni%$ & fright5$4 ,our ,div9e ,"l 0 conf9$ 9 ?is prison an h\r1 or !reab\ts4 ,:il/ ,jesus 0 9 ?is dungeon1 ,judas1 :o _h be5 w&]+ up & d[n ! valley ( ,h9nom l a madman1 direct$ 8 /ep t[>ds ! h\se ( ,caiphas1 ) ! ?irty pieces ( silv]1 ! rew>d ( 8 trea*]y1 /ill hang+ to 8 wai/4 ,all 0 sil5t ar\nd1 & he address$ himself to "s ( ! s5t9els1 )\t lett+ !m "k :o he 01 & ask$ :at 0 go+ to be done to ! ,galilean4 ',he has be5 condemn$ to dea?1 & he w c]ta9ly be crucifi$1' 0 ! reply4 ,judas walk$ to & fro1 & li/5$ to ! diff]5t conv]sations :i* 7 held conc]n+ ,jesus4 ,"s spoke ( ! cruel treatm5t he _h receiv$1 o!r ( 8 a/oni%+ pati5ce1 :ile o!rs1 aga9 disc\rs$ conc]n+ ! solemn trial :i* 0 to take place 9 ! morn+ be=e ! great ,c\ncil4 ,:il/ ! traitor 0 li/5+ eag]ly to ! diff]5t op9ions giv51 day dawn$2 ! memb]s ( ! tribunal comm5c$ _! prep>ations1 & ,judas slunk beh9d ! build+ t he might n be se51 = l ,ca9 he s\ght to hide himself f human eyes1 & despair 0 beg9n+ to take possession ( 8 s\l4 ,! place 9 :i* he took refuge happ5$ to be ! v spot :]e ! workm5 _h be5 prep>+ ! wood = mak+ ! cross ( our ,"l2 all 0 9 read9ess1 & ! m5 7 asleep by its side4 ,judas 0 fill$ ) horror at ! sight3 he %udd]$ & fl$ :5 he beheld ! in/rum5t ( t cruel dea? to :i* = a paltry sum ( money he _h deliv]$ up 8 ,"l & ,ma/]2 he ran to & fro 9 p]fect agonies ( remorse1 & f9ally hid himself 9 an adjo9+ cave1 :]e he det]m9$ to await ! trial :i* 0 to take place 9 ! morn+4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii4 ,! ,morn+ ,trial4 ,caiphas1 ,annas1 ! anci5ts1 & ! scribes assembl$ 9 ! morn+ 9 ! great hall ( ! tribunal1 to h a legal trial1 z meet+s at night 7 n lawful1 & c\ld only be look$ ^u 9 ! light ( prep>atory audi5ces4 ,! majority ( ! memb]s _h slept 9 ! h\se ( ,caiphas1 :]e b$s _h be5 prep>$ = !m1 b "s1 & among !m ,nicodemus & ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 _h gone home1 & return$ at ! dawn ( day4 ,! meet+ 0 cr[d$1 & ! memb]s comm5c$ _! op]ations 9 ! mo/ hurri$ mann] possible4 ,!y wi%$ to condemn ,jesus to dea? at once1 b ,nicodemus1 ,joseph1 & "s o!rs oppos$ _! wi%es & dem&$ t ! decision %\ld be def]r$ until aft] ! fe/ival1 = fe> ( caus+ an insurrection among ! p1 ma9ta9+ likewise t no crim9al c\ld be ju/ly condemn$ ^u *>ges :i* 7 n prov$1 & t 9 ! case n[ be=e !m all ! witnesses contradict$ "o ano!r4 ,! ,high ,prie/s & _! adh]5ts became v angry1 & told ,joseph & ,nicodemus1 9 pla9 t]ms1 t !y 7 n surpris$ at _! express+ displeasure at :at _h be5 done1 because !y 7 !mselves p>tisans ( ! ,galilean & 8 doctr9es1 & 7 fe>ful ( be+ convict$4 ,! ,high ,prie/ ev5 w5t s f> z to endeav\r to exclude f ! ,c\ncil all ^? memb]s :o 7 9 ! lighte/ degree fav\rable to ,jesus4 ,^! memb]s prote/$ t !y wa%$ _! h&s ( all ! future proce$+s ( ! ,c\ncil1 & leav+ ! room w5t to ! ,temple1 & f ?is day nev] aga9 took _! seats 9 ! ,c\ncil4 ,caiphas !n ord]$ ! gu>ds to br+ ,jesus once m into 8 pres5ce1 & to prep>e ev]y?+ = tak+ him to ,pilate's c\rt directly he %\ld h pron\nc$ s5t5ce4 ,! emiss>ies ( ! ,c\ncil hurri$ (f to ! prison1 & ) _! usual brutality unti$ ! h&s ( ,jesus1 dragg$ (f ! old mantle :i* !y _h ?r[n ov] 8 %\ld]s1 made him put on 8 own soil$ g>m5t1 & hav+ fa/5$ ropes r\nd 8 wai/1 dragg$ him out ( ! prison4 ,! appe>ance ( ,jesus1 :5 he pass$ ?r\gh ! mid/ ( ! cr[d :o 7 already assembl$ 9 ! front ( ! h\se1 0 t ( a victim l$ to be sacrific$2 8 c\nt5ance 0 totally *ang$ & disfigur$ f ill-usage1 & 8 g>m5ts /a9$ & torn2 b ! sight ( 8 suff]+s1 f> f excit+ a feel+ ( compassion 9 ! h>d he>t$ ,jews1 simply fill$ !m ) disgu/1 & increas$ _! rage4 ,pity 01 inde$1 a feel+ unkn[n 9 _! cruel brea/s4 ,caiphas1 :o did n make ! slighte/ ef=t to conceal 8 hatr$1 address$ our ,"l haughtily 9 ^! words3 ',if ?\ be ,*ri/ 1 tell u pla9ly4' ,!n ,jesus rais$ 8 head1 & answ]$ ) great dignity & calmness1 ',if ,i %all tell y1 y w n believe me2 & if ,i %all also ask y1 y w n answ] me1 or let me g4 ,b h]eaft] ! ,son ( ,man %all be sitt+ on ! "r h& ( ! p[] ( ,god4' ,! ,high ,prie/s look$ at "o ano!r1 & said to ,jesus1 ) a disda9ful laugh1 ',art ?\1 !n1 ! ,son ( ,god8' ,& ,jesus answ]$1 ) ! voice ( et]nal tru?1 ',y say t ,i am4' ,at ^! words !y all exclaim$1 ',:at ne$ we any fur!r te/imony8 ,= we ourselves h he>d x f 8 own m\?4' ,!y all arose in/antly & vi$ ) ea* o!r z to :o %\ld heap ! mo/ abusive epi!ts ^u ,jesus1 :om !y t]m$ a l[-born miscreant1 :o aspir$ to be+ _! ,messiah1 & pret5d$ to be entitl$ to sit at ! "r h& ( ,god4 ,!y ord]$ ! ar*]s to tie 8 h&s aga91 & to fa/5 a *a9 r\nd 8 neck 7?is 0 usually done to crim9als condemn$ to dea?71 & !y !n prep>$ to conduct him to ,pilate's hall1 :]e a mess5g] _h already be5 dispat*$ to beg him to h all 9 read9ess = try+ a crim9al1 z x 0 necess>y to make no delay on acc\nt ( ! fe/ival day4 ,! ,jewi% ,prie/s murmur$ among !mselves at be+ oblig$ to apply to ! ,roman gov]nor = ! confirmation ( _! s5t5ce1 b x 0 necess>y1 z !y _h n ! "r ( condemn+ crim9als except+ = ?+s :i* conc]n$ religion & ! ,temple alone1 & !y c\ld n pass a s5t5ce ( dea?4 ,!y wi%$ to prove t ,jesus 0 an enemy to ! emp]or1 & ?is accusation conc]n$ ^? dep>tm5ts :i* 7 "u ,pilate's jurisdiction4 ,! soldi]s 7 all /&+ 9 front ( ! h\se1 surr\nd$ by a l>ge body ( ! enemies ( ,jesus1 & ( common p]sons attract$ by curiosity4 ,! ,high ,prie/s & a "p ( ! ,c\ncil walk$ at ! head ( ! procession1 & ,jesus1 l$ by ar*]s1 & gu>d$ by soldi]s1 foll[$1 :ile ! mob br\ght up ! re>4 ,!y 7 oblig$ to desc5d ,m\nt ,sion1 & cross a "p ( ! l[] t[n to rea* ,pilate's palace1 & _m prie/s :o _h att5d$ ! ,c\ncil w5t to ! ,temple directly aft]w>ds1 z x 0 necess>y to prep>e = ! fe/ival4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv4 ,! ,despair ( ,judas ,:il/ ! ,jews 7 conduct+ ,jesus to ,pilate1 ! traitor ,judas walk$ ab\t li/5+ to ! conv]sation ( ! cr[d :o foll[$1 & 8 e>s 7 /ruck by words su* z ^!3 ',!y are tak+ him be=e ,pilate2 ! ,high ,prie/s h condemn$ ! ,galilean to dea?2 he w be crucifi$2 !y w accompli% 8 dea?2 he has be5 already dreadfully illtreat$2 8 pati5ce is wond]ful1 he answ]s n2 8 only words are t he is ! ,messiah1 & t he w be seat$ at ! "r h& ( ,god2 !y w crucify him on acc\nt ( ^? words2 _h he n said !m !y c\ld n h condemn$ him to dea?4 ,! miscreant :o sold him 0 "o ( 8 disciples2 & _h a %ort "t be=e eat5 ! ,pas*al lamb ) him2 n = worlds w\ld ,i h _h to d ) su* an act2 h[ev] guilty ! ,galilean may be1 he has n at all ev5ts sold 8 fri5d = money2 su* an infam\s "* z ?is disciple is inf9itely m des]v+ ( dea?4' ,!n1 b too late1 angui%1 despair1 & remorse took possession ( ! m9d ( ,judas4 ,satan in/antly prompt$ him to fly4 ,he fl$ z if a ?\s& furies 7 at 8 heel1 & ! bag :i* 0 hang+ at 8 side /ruck him z he ran1 & propell$ him z a spur f hell2 b he took x into 8 h& to prev5t its bl[s4 ,he fl$ z fa/ z possible1 b :]e did he fly8 ,n t[>ds ! cr[d1 t he might ca/ himself at ! feet ( ,jesus1 8 m]ciful ,savi\r1 implore 8 p>don1 & beg d die ) him1--n to confess 8 fault ) true rep5tance be=e ,god1 b to endeav\r to unburd5 himself be=e ! _w ( 8 crime1 & ( ! price ( 8 trea*]y4 ,he ran l "o beside himself into ! ,temple1 :]e sev]al memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil _h ga!r$ toge!r aft] ! judgm5t ( ,jesus4 ,!y look$ at "o ano!r ) a/oni%m5t2 & !n turn$ _! haughty c\nt5ances1 on :i* a smile ( irony 0 visible1 ^u ,judas4 ,he ) a frantic ge/ure tore ! ?irty pieces ( silv] f 8 side1 & hold+ !m =? ) 8 "r h&1 exclaim$ 9 acc5ts ( ! mo/ deep despair1 ',take back y\r silv]--t silv] ) :i* y brib$ me to betray ?is j man2 take back y\r silv]2 release ,jesus2 our compact is at an end2 ,i h s9n$ griev\sly1 = ,i h betray$ innoc5t blood4' ,! prie/s answ]$ him 9 ! mo/ contemptu\s mann]1 &1 z if fe>ful ( contam9at+ !mselves by ! contact ( ! rew>d ( ! traitor1 w\ld n t\* ! silv] he t5d$1 b repli$1 ',:at h we to d ) ?y s98 ,if ?\ ?9ke/ to h sold innoc5t blood1 x is ?9e own affair2 we "k :at we h paid =1 & we h judg$ him wor?y ( dea?4 ,?\ ha/ ?y money1 say no m4' ,!y address$ ^! words to him 9 ! abrupt tone 9 :i* m5 usually speak :5 anxi\s to get rid ( a tr\blesome p]son1 & in/antly arose & walk$ away4 ,^! words fill$ ,judas ) su* rage & despair t he became almo/ frantic3 8 hair /ood on end on 8 head2 he r5t 9 two ! bag :i* conta9$ ! ?irty pieces ( silv]1 ca/ !m d[n 9 ! ,temple1 & fl$ to ! outskirts ( ! t[n4 ,i aga9 beheld him ru%+ to & fro l a madman 9 ! valley ( ,h9nom3 ,satan 0 by 8 side 9 a hide\s =m1 :isp]+ 9 8 e>1 to endeav\r to drive him to despair1 all ! curses :i* ! prophets _h hurl$ ^u ?is valley1 :]e ! ,jews =m]ly sacrific$ _! *ildr5 to idols4 ,x appe>$ z if all ^! mal$ictions 7 direct$ aga9/ him1 z 9 ^! words1 = in/ance3 ',!y %all g =?1 & behold ! c>cases ( ^? :o h s9n$ aga9/ me1 ^: worm die? n1 & :ore fires %all nev] be ext+ui%$4' ,!n ! devil murmur$ 9 8 e>s1 ',ca91 :]e is ?y bro!r ,abel8 ,:at ha/ ?\ done8--8 blood cries to me = v5geance3 ?\ art curs$ ^u e>?1 a w&]] = ev]4' ,:5 he rea*$ ! torr5t ( ,c$ron1 & saw ,m\nt ,olivet1 he %udd]$1 turn$ away1 & aga9 ! words vibrat$ 9 8 e>1 ',fri5d1 :]eto art ?\ come8 ,judas1 do/ ?\ betray ! ,son ( ,man ) a kiss8' ,horror fill$ 8 s\l1 8 head began to w&]1 & ! ar* fi5d aga9 :isp]$1 ',x 0 "h t ,david cross$ ! ,c$ron :5 he fl$ f ,absalom4 ,absalom put an end to 8 life by hang+ himself4 ,x 0 ( !e t ,david spoke :5 he said3 ,& !y repaid me evil = good2 hatr$ = my love4 ,may ! devil /& at 8 "r h&2 :5 he is judg$1 may he g out condemn$4 ,may 8 days be few1 & 8 bi%opric let ano!r take4 ,may ! iniquity ( 8 fa!r be rememb]$ 9 ! sight ( ! ,"l1 & let n ! s9 ( 8 "m be blott$ out1 because he rememb]$ n to %[ m]cy1 b p]secut$ ! poor man & ! begg> & ! brok5 9 he>t1 to put him to dea?4 ,& he lov$ curs+1 & x %all come unto him4 ,& he put on curs+ l a g>m5t1 & x w5t 9 l wat] into 8 entrails1 & l oil into 8 bones4 ,may x be unto him l a g>m5t :i* cov]e? him2 & l a girdle1 ) :i* he is gird$ cont9ually4 ,ov]come by ^! t]rible ?\ghts ,judas ru%$ on1 & rea*$ ! foot ( ! m\nta94 ,x 0 a dre>y1 desolate spot fill$ ) rubbi% & putrid rema9s2 discordant s\nds f ! city rev]b]at$ 9 8 e>s1 & ,satan cont9ually repeat$1 ',!y are n[ ab\t to put him to dea?2 ?\ has sold him4 ,kn[e/ ?\ n ! words ( ! law1 ,he :o sells a s\l among 8 bre?r51 & receives ! price ( x1 let him die ! dea?8 ,put an end to ?y mis]y1 wret*$ "o2 put an end to ?y mis]y4' ,ov]come by despair ,judas tore (f 8 girdle1 & hung himself on a tree :i* grew 9 a crevice ( ! rock1 & aft] dea? 8 body bur/ asund]1 & 8 b[els 7 scatt]$ ar\nd4 ,,*apt] ,,xv4 ,jesus is tak5 be=e ,pilate4 ,! malici\s enemies ( our ,savi\r l$ him ?r\gh ! mo/ public "p ( ! t[n to take him be=e ,pilate4 ,! procession w5d$ its way sl[ly d[n ! nor? side ( ! m\nta9 ( ,sion1 !n pass$ ?r\gh t section on ! ea/]n side ( ! ,temple1 call$ ,acre1 t[>ds ! palace & tribunal ( ,pilate1 :i* 7 seat$ on ! nor?-we/ side ( ! ,temple1 fac+ a l>ge squ>e4 ,caiphas1 ,annas1 & _m o!rs ( ! ,*ief ,c\ncil1 walk$ fir/ 9 fe/ival attire2 !y 7 foll[$ by a multitude ( scribes & _m o!r ,jews1 among :om 7 ! false witnesses1 & ! wick$ ,ph>isees :o _h tak5 ! mo/ prom95t "p 9 accus+ ,jesus4 ,our ,"l foll[$ at a %ort di/ance2 he 0 surr\nd$ by a b& ( soldi]s1 & l$ by ! ar*]s4 ,! multitude ?rong$ on all sides & foll[$ ! procession1 ?und]+ =? ! mo/ fe>ful oa?s & imprecations1 :ile gr\ps ( p]sons 7 hurry+ to & fro1 pu%+ & jo/l+ "o ano!r4 ,jesus 0 /ripp$ ( all save 8 "u g>m5t1 :i* 0 /a9$ & soil$ by ! fil? :i* _h be5 flung ^u x2 a long *a9 0 hang+ r\nd 8 neck1 :i* /ruck 8 knees z he walk$2 8 h&s 7 p9ion$ z on ! previ\s day1 & ! ar*]s dragg$ him by ! ropes :i* 7 fa/5$ r\nd 8 wai/4 ,he tott]$ r ?an walk$1 & 0 almo/ unrecognisable f ! effects ( 8 suff]+s dur+ ! night2--he 0 col\rless1 hagg>d1 8 face swoll5 & ev5 ble$+1 & 8 m]ciless p]secutors cont9u$ to torm5t him ea* mom5t m & m4 ,!y _h ga!r$ toge!r a l>ge body ( ! dregs ( ! p1 9 ord] to make 8 pres5t disgraceful entrance into ! city a p>ody on 8 triumphal entrance on ,palm ,sunday4 ,!y mock$1 & ) d]isive ge/ures call$ him k+1 & toss$ 9 8 pa? /ones1 bits ( wood2 & fil?y rags2 !y made game (1 & by a ?\s& taunt+ spee*es mock$ him1 dur+ ?is pret5d$ triumphal entry4 ,9 ! corn] ( a build+1 n f> f ! h\se ( ,caiphas1 ! afflict$ ,"m ( ,jesus1 ) ,john & ,magdal51 /ood wat*+ = him4 ,h] s\l 0 ev] unit$ to 82 b propell$ by h] love1 %e left no means untri$ :i* c\ld enable h] really to approa* him4 ,%e rema9$ at ! ,c5acle = "s "t aft] h] midnight visit to ! tribunal ( ,caiphas1 p[]less & spee*less f grief2 b :5 ,jesus 0 dragg$ =? f 8 prison1 to be aga9 br\ght be=e 8 judges1 %e arose1 ca/ h] veil & cloak ab\t h]1 & said to ,magdal5 & ,john3 ',let u foll[ my ,son to ,pilate's c\rt2 ,i mu/ aga9 look ^u him4' ,!y w5t to a place ?r\gh :i* ! procession mu/ pass1 & wait$ = x4 ,! ,"m ( ,jesus knew t h] ,son 0 suff]+ dreadfully1 b nev] c\ld %e h conceiv$ ! deplorable1 ! he>tr5d+ condition to :i* he 0 r$uc$ by ! brutality ( 8 enemies4 ,h] imag9ation _h depict$ him to h] z suff]+ fe>fully1 b yet support$ & illum9at$ by sanctity1 love1 & pati5ce4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 ! sad reality bur/ ^u h]4 ,fir/ 9 ! procession appe>$ ! prie/s1 ^? mo/ bitt] enemies ( h] ,div9e ,son4 ,!y 7 deck$ 9 fl[+ robes2 b at1 t]rible to say1 in/ead ( appe>+ respl5d5t 9 _! "* ( prie/s ( ! ,mo/ ,high1 !y 7 trans=m$ into prie/s ( ,satan1 = no "o c\ld look ^u _! wick$ c\nt5ances )\t behold+ !re1 portray$ 9 vivid col\rs1 ! evil passions ) :i* _! s\ls 7 fill$--deceit1 inf]nal cunn+1 & a rag+ anxiety to c>ry out t mo/ trem5d\s ( crimes1 ! dea? ( _! ,"l & ,savi\r1 ! only ,son ( ,god4 ,next foll[$ ! false witnesses1 8 p]fidi\s accus]s1 surr\nd$ by ! vocif]at+ populace2 & la/ ( all--himself--h] ,son--,jesus1 ! ,son ( ,god1 ! ,son ( ,man1 load$ ) *a9s1 sc>cely able to support himself1 b pitilessly dragg$ on by 8 inf]nal enemies1 receiv+ bl[s f "s1 buffets f o!rs1 & f ! :ole assembl$ rabble curses1 abuse1 & ! mo/ scurril\s language4 ,he w\ld h be5 p]fectly unrecognisable ev5 to h] mat]nal eyes1 /ripp$ z he 0 ( all save a torn remnant ( 8 g>m5t1 _h %e n in/antly m>k$ ! contra/ betwe5 8 behavi\r & t ( 8 vile torm5tors4 ,he alone 9 ! mid/ ( p]secution & suff]+ look$ calm & resign$1 & f> f return+ bl[ = bl[1 nev] rais$ 8 h&s b 9 acts ( supplication to 8 ,et]nal ,fa!r = ! p>don ( 8 enemies4 ,z he approa*$1 %e 0 unable to re/ra9 h]self any long]1 b exclaim$ 9 ?rill+ acc5ts3 ',alas6 is t my ,son8 ,ah1 yes6 ,i see t x is my belov$ ,son4 ,o1 ,jesus1 my ,jesus6' ,:5 ! procession 0 almo/ opposite1 ,jesus look$ ^u h] ) an expression ( ! greate/ love & compassion2 ?is look 0 too mu* = ! he>tbrok5 "m3 %e became = ! mom5t totally unconsci\s1 & ,john & ,magdal5 endeav\r$ to c>ry h] home1 b %e quickly r\s$ h]self1 & accompani$ ! belov$ disciple to ,pilate's h\se4 ,! inhabitants ( ! t[n ( ,ophel 7 all ga!r$ toge!r 9 an op5 space to meet ,jesus1 b f> f adm9i/]+ com=t1 !y add$ a fre% +r$i5t to 8 cup ( sorr[2 !y inflict$ ^u him t %>p pang :i* mu/ ev] be felt by ^? :o see _! fri5ds ab&on !m 9 ! h\r ( adv]sity4 ,jesus _h done mu* = ! inhabitants ( ,ophel1 b no soon] did !y see him r$uc$ to su* a /ate ( mis]y & degradation1 ?an _! fai? 0 %ak52 !y c\ld no long] believe him to be a k+1 a prophet1 ! ,messiah1 & ! ,son ( ,god4 ,! ,ph>isees je]$ & made game ( !m1 on acc\nt ( ! admiration !y _h =m]ly express$ = ,jesus4 ',look at y\r k+ n[1' !y exclaim$2 'd homage to him2 h y no congratulations to (f] him n[ t he is ab\t to be cr[n$ 1 & seat$ on 8 ?rone8 ,all 8 boa/$ miracles are at an end2 ! ,high ,prie/ has put an end to 8 tricks & wit*craft4' ,not)/&+ ! remembrance :i* ^! poor p _h ( ! miracles & wond]ful cures :i* _h be5 p]=m$ "u _! v eyes by ,jesus2 not)/&+ ! great b5efits he _h be/[$ ^u !m1 _! fai? 0 %ak5 by behold+ him ?us d]id$ & po9t$ out z an object ( contempt by ! ,high ,prie/ & ! memb]s ( ! ,sanh$r91 :o 7 reg>d$ 9 ,j]usalem ) ! greate/ v5]ation4 ,"s w5t away d\bt+1 :ile o!rs rema9$ & endeav\r$ to jo9 ! rabble1 b !y 7 prev5t$ by ! gu>ds1 :o _h be5 s5t by ! ,ph>isees1 to prev5t riots & confusion4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi4 ,description ( ,pilate's ,palace & ! adjac5t ,build+s4 ,! palace ( ! ,roman gov]nor1 ,pilate1 0 built on ! nor?-we/ side ( ! m\nta9 on :i* ! ,temple /ood1 & to rea* x p]sons 7 oblig$ to asc5d a flight ( m>ble /eps4 ,x ov]look$ a l>ge squ>e surr\nd$ by a colonnade1 "u :i* ! m]*ants sat to sell _! v>i\s commodities4 ,a p>apet1 & an entrance at ! nor?1 s\?1 ea/1 & we/ sides alone broke ! uni=mity ( ?is "p ( ! m>ket-place1 :i* 0 call$ ! =um1 & built on high] gr\nd ?an ! adjac5t /reets1 :i* slop$ d[n f x4 ,! palace ( ,pilate 0 n q close1 b sep>at$ by a l>ge c\rt1 ! entrance to :i* at ! ea/]n side 0 ?r\gh a high ar* fac+ a /reet lead+ to ! door call$ ! ',probatica1' on ! road to ! ,m\nt ( ,olives4 ,! s\!rn entrance 0 ?r\gh ano!r ar*1 :i* leads to ,sion1 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ! =tress ( ,acre4 ,f ! top ( ! m>ble /eps ( ,pilate's palace1 a p]son c\ld see across ! c\rt z f> z ! =um1 at ! entrance ( :i* a few columns & /one seats 7 plac$4 ,x 0 at ^! seats t ! ,jewi% prie/s /opp$1 9 ord] n to defile !mselves by ent]+ ! tribunal ( ,pilate1 a l9e trac$ on ! pavem5t ( ! c\rt indicat+ ! precise b\nd>y beyond :i* !y c\ld n pass )\t incurr+ defilem5t4 ,!re 0 a l>ge p>apet ne> ! we/]n entrance1 support$ by ! sides ( ,pilate's ,praetorium1 :i* =m$ a species ( por* betwe5 x & ! squ>e4 ,t "p ( ,pilate's palace :i* he made use ( :5 act+ 9 ! capacity ( judge1 0 call$ ! ,praetorium4 ,a numb] ( columns surr\nd$ ! p>apet ( :i* we h j spok51 & 9 ! c5tre 0 an uncov]$ portion1 conta9+ an und]gr\nd "p1 :]e ! two ?ieves condemn$ to be crucifi$ ) our ,"l 7 conf9$1 & ?is "p 0 fill$ ) ,roman soldi]s4 ,! pill> ^u :i* our ,"l 0 sc\rg$ 0 plac$ on ! =um itself1 n f> f ?is p>apet & ! colonnade4 ,!re 7 _m o!r columns 9 ?is place2 ^? ne>e/ to ! palace 7 made use ( = ! infliction ( v>i\s corporal puni%m5ts1 & ! o!rs s]v$ z po/s to :i* 7 fa/5$ ! bea/s br\ght = sale4 ,^u ! =um itself1 opposite ?is build+1 0 a plat=m fill$ ) seats made ( /one2 & f ?is plat=m1 :i* 0 call$ ,gabba?a1 ,pilate 0 accu/om$ to pron\nce s5t5ce on great crim9als4 ,! m>ble /aircase asc5d$ by p]sons go+ to ! gov]nor's palace l$ likewise to an uncov]$ t]race1 & x 0 f ?is t]race t ,pilate gave audi5ce to ! prie/s & ,ph>isees1 :5 !y br\ght =w>d _! accusations aga9/ ,jesus4 ,!y all /ood be=e him 9 ! =um1 & refus$ to advance fur!r ?an ! /one seats be=e m5tion$4 ,a p]son speak+ 9 a l\d tone ( voice f ! t]race c\ld be easily he>d by ^? 9 ! =um4 ,beh9d ,pilate's palace !re 7 _m o!r t]races1 & likewise g>d5s1 & a c\ntry h\se4 ,! g>d5s 7 betwe5 ! palace ( ! gov]nor & ! dwell+ ( 8 wife1 ,claudia ,procles4 ,a l>ge moat sep>at$ ^! build+s f ! m\nta9 on :i* ! ,temple /ood1 & on ?is side might be se5 ! h\ses inhabit$ by ^? :o s]v$ 9 ! ,temple4 ,! palace ( ,h]od ! eld] 0 plac$ on ! ea/]n side ( ,pilate's palace2 & x 0 9 its inn] c\rt t numb]s ( ! ,innoc5ts 7 massacr$4 ,at pres5t ! appe>ance ( ^! two build+s is a little alt]$1 z _! entrances are *ang$4 ,f\r ( ! pr9cipal /reets comm5c$ at ?is "p ( ! t[n1 & ran 9 a s\!rly direction1 ?ree lead+ to ! =um & ,pilate's palace1 & ! f\r? to ! gate ?r\gh :i* p]sons pass$ on _! way to ,be?sur4 ,! beautiful h\se :i* belong$ to ,laz>us1 & likewise t ( ,m>?a1 7 9 a prom95t "p ( ?is /reet4 ,"o ( ^! /reets 0 v ne> to ! ,temple1 & began at ! gate :i* 0 call$ ,probatica4 ,! pool ( ,probatica 0 close to ?is gate on ! "r h& side1 & 9 ?is pool ! %eep 7 wa%$ = ! fir/ "t1 be=e be+ tak5 to ! ,temple2 :ile ! second & m solemn wa%+ took place 9 ! pool ( ,be?saida1 :i* is ne> ! s\? entrance to ! ,temple4 ,! second ( ! above-m5tion$ /reets conta9$ a h\se belong+ to ,/4 ,anna1 ! "m ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :i* %e usually inhabit$ :5 %e came up to ,j]usalem ) h] family to (f] sacrifice 9 ! ,temple4 ,i believe x 0 9 ?is h\se t ! esp\sals ( ,/4 ,joseph & ! ,bless$ ,virg9 7 celebrat$4 ,! =um1 z ,i h already expla9$1 0 built on high] gr\nd ?an ! neighb\r+ /reets1 & ! aqu$ucts :i* ran ?r\gh ^! /reets fl[$ into ! ,probatica pool4 ,on ,m\nt ,sion1 directly opposite to ! old ca/le ( ,k+ ,david1 /ood a build+ v simil> to ! =um1 :ile to ! s\?-ea/ might be se5 ! ,c5acle1 & a little t[>ds ! nor? ! tribunals ( ,annas & ,caiphas4 ,k+ ,david's ca/le 0 a des]t$ =tress1 fill$ ) c\rts1 empty rooms1 & /ables1 g5]ally let to travell]s4 ,x _h long be5 9 ?is /ate ( ru91 c]ta9ly be=e ! "t ( our ,"l's nativity4 ,i saw ! ,magi ) _! num]\s ret9ue ent] x be=e go+ into ,j]usalem4 ,:5 9 m$itation ,i behold ! ru9s ( old ca/les & temples1 see _! neglect$ & =lorn /ate1 & reflect on ! uses to :i* !y are n[ put1 s diff]5t f ! int5tions ( ^? :o rais$ !m1 my m9d always rev]ts to ! ev5ts ( our own days1 :5 s _m ( ! beautiful edifices erect$ by our pi\s & zeal\s ance/ors are ei!r de/roy$1 defac$1 or us$ = worldly1 if n wick$ purposes4 ,! little *ur* ( our conv5t1 9 :i* our ,"l deign$ to dwell1 not)/&+ our unwor?9ess1 & :i* 0 to me a p>adise ^u e>?1 is n[ )\t ei!r ro( or w9d[s1 & all ! monum5ts are effac$ or c>ri$ away4 ,our belov$ conv5t1 too1 :at w be done ) x 9 a %ort "t8 ,t conv5t1 :]e ,i 0 m happy 9 my little cell ) my brok5 *air1 ?an a k+ c\ld be on 8 ?rone1 = f its w9d[ ,i beheld t "p ( ! *ur* :i* conta9$ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t4 ,9 a few ye>s1 p]haps1 no "o w "k t x ev] exi/$1--no "o w "k t x once conta9$ hundr$s ( s\ls consecrat$ to ,god1 :o sp5t _! days 9 implor+ 8 m]cy ^u s9n]s4 ,b ,god w "k all1 he nev] =gets1--! pa/ & ! future are equally pres5t to him4 ,he x is :o reveals to me ev5ts :i* took place s long ago1 & on ! day ( judgm5t1 :5 all mu/ be acc\nt$ =1 & e debt paid1 ev5 to ! f>?+1 he w rememb] bo? ! good & ! evil de$s p]=m$ 9 places long s9ce =gott54 ,) ,god !re is no exception ( p]sons or places1 8 eyes see all1 ev5 ! ,v9ey>d ( ,nabo?4 ,x is a tradition among u t our conv5t 0 orig9ally f\nd$ by two poor nuns1 ^: worldly possessions consi/$ 9 a j> ( oil & a sack ( beans4 ,on ! la/ day ,god w rew>d !m = ! mann] 9 :i* !y put out ?is small tal5t to int]e/1 & = ! l>ge h>ve/ :i* !y reap$ & pres5t$ to him4 ,x is (t5 said t poor s\ls rema9 9 purgatory 9 puni%m5t = :at appe>s to u s small a crime z n hav+ made re/itution ( a few copp]s ( :i* !y _h unlawful possession4 ,may ,god !re=e h m]cy ^u ^? :o h seiz$ ! prop]ty ( ! poor1 or ( ! ,*ur*4 ,,*apt] ,,xvii4 ,jesus be=e ,pilate4 ,x 0 ab\t eight 9 ! morn+1 accord+ to our me?od ( c\nt+ "t1 :5 ! procession rea*$ ! palace ( ,pilate4 ,annas1 ,caiphas1 & ! *iefs ( ! ,sanh$r9 /opp$ at a "p betwe5 ! =um & ! entrance to ! ,praetorium1 :]e "s /one seats 7 plac$ = !m4 ,! brutal gu>ds dragg$ ,jesus to ! foot ( ! flight ( /airs :i* l$ to ! judgm5t-seat ( ,pilate4 ,pilate 0 repos+ 9 a com=table *air1 on a t]race :i* ov]look$ ! =um1 & a small ?ree-legg$ table /ood by 8 side1 on :i* 0 plac$ ! insignia ( 8 (fice1 & a few o!r ?+s4 ,he 0 surr\nd$ by (fic]s & soldi]s dress$ ) ! magnific5ce usual 9 ! ,roman army4 ,! ,jews & ! prie/s did n ent] ! ,praetorium1 = fe> ( defil+ !mselves1 b rema9$ outside4 ,:5 ,pilate saw ! tumultu\s procession ent]1 & p]ceiv$ h[ %amefully ! cruel ,jews _h treat$ _! prison]1 he arose1 & address$ !m 9 a tone z contemptu\s z c\ld h be5 assum$ by a victori\s g5]al t[>ds ! vanqui%$ *ief ( "s insignificant village3 ',:at are y come ab\t s e>ly8 ,:y h y illtreat$ ?is prison] s %amefully8 ,is x n possible to refra9 f ?us te>+ to pieces & beg9n+ to execute y\r crim9als ev5 be=e !y are judg$8' ,!y made no answ]1 b %\t$ out to ! gu>ds1 ',br+ him on--br+ him to be judg$6' & !n1 turn+ to ,pilate1 !y said1 ',li/5 to our accusations aga9/ ?is malefactor2 = we _c ent] ! tribunal le/ we defile ourselves4' ,sc>cely _h !y f9i%$ ^! words2 :5 a voice 0 he>d to issue f ! mid/ ( ! d5se multitude2 x proce$$ f a v5]able-look+ old man1 ( impos+ /ature1 :o exclaim$1 ',y are "r 9 n ent]+ ! ,praetorium1 = x has be5 sanctifi$ by ! blood ( ,innoc5ts2 !re is b "o ,p]son :o has a "r to ent]1 & :o alone c ent]1 because he alone is pure z ! ,innoc5ts :o 7 massacr$ !re4' ,! p]son :o utt]$ ^! words 9 a l\d voice1 & !n disappe>$ among ! cr[d1 0 a ri* man ( ! "n ( ,zadoc1 fir/-c\s9 to ,ob$1 ! husb& ( ,v]onica2 two ( 8 *ildr5 7 among ! ,innoc5ts :om ,h]od _h caus$ to be but*]$ at ! bir? ( our ,savi\r4 ,s9ce t dreadful mom5t he _h giv5 up ! _w1 &1 toge!r ) 8 wife1 foll[$ ! rules ( ! ,ess5ians4 ,he _h once se5 our ,savi\r at ! h\se ( ,laz>us1 & !re he>d him disc\rse1 & ! sight ( ! b>b>\s mann] 9 :i* he 0 dragg$ be=e ,pilate recall$ to 8 m9d all he himself _h suff]$ :5 8 babes 7 s cruelly murd]$ be=e 8 eyes1 & he det]m9$ to give ?is public te/imony ( 8 belief 9 ! innoc5ce ( ,jesus4 ,! p]secutors ( our ,"l 7 f> too provok$ at ! haughty mann] :i* ,pilate assum$ t[>ds !m1 & at ! humble position !y 7 oblig$ to occupy1 to take any notice ( ! words ( a /rang]4 ,! brutal gu>ds dragg$ our ,"l up ! m>ble /aircase1 & l$ him to ! end ( ! t]race1 f :5ce ,pilate 0 conf]r+ ) ! ,jewi% prie/s4 ,! ,roman gov]nor _h (t5 he>d ( ,jesus1 al?\gh he _h nev] se5 him1 & n[ he 0 p]fectly a/oni%$ at ! calm dignity ( dep>tm5t ( a man br\ght be=e him 9 s pitiable a condition4 ,! inhuman behavi\r ( ! prie/s & anci5ts bo? exasp]at$ him & increas$ 8 contempt = !m1 & he in=m$ !m pretty quickly t ! _h n ! slighte/ int5tion ( condemn+ ,jesus )\t satisfactory pro(s ( ! tru? ( _! accusation4 ',:at accusation d y br+ aga9/ ?is man8' said he1 address+ ! prie/s 9 ! mo/ scornful tone possible4 ',if he 7 n a malefactor we w\ld n h deliv]$ him up to !e1' repli$ ! prie/s sull5ly4 ',take him1' said ,pilate1 '& judge y him accord+ to y\r law4' ',?\ kn[e/ well1' repli$ !y1 't x is n lawful = u to condemn any man to dea?4' ,! enemies ( ,jesus 7 furi\s--!y wi%$ to h ! trial f9i%$ (f1 & _! victim execut$ z quickly z possible1 t !y might be ready at ! fe/ival-day to sacrifice ! ,pas*al lamb1 n kn[+1 mis]able wret*es z !y 71 t he :om !y _h dragg$ be=e ! tribunal ( an idolatr\s judge 7into ^: h\se !y w\ld n ent]1 = fe> ( defil+ !mselves be=e p>tak+ ( ! figurative victim71 t he1 & he alone1 0 ! true ,pas*al ,lamb1 ( :i* ! o!r 0 only ! %ad[4 ,pilate1 h[ev]1 at la/ ord]$ !m to produce _! accusations4 ,^! accusations 7 ?ree 9 numb]1 & !y br\ght =w>d t5 witnesses to atte/ ! tru? ( ea*4 ,_! great aim 0 to make ,pilate believe t ,jesus 0 ! lead] ( a conspiracy aga9/ ! emp]or1 9 ord] t he might condemn him to dea? z a rebel4 ,!y !mselves 7 p[]less 9 su* matt]s1 be+ all[$ to judge none b religi\s (f5ces4 ,_! fir/ endeav\r 0 to convict him ( s$uc+ ! p1 excit+ !m to rebellion1 & ( be+ an enemy to public peace & tranquillity4 ,to prove ^! *>ges !y br\ght =w>d "s false witnesses1 & decl>$ likewise t he violat$ ! ,sabba?1 & ev5 pr(an$ x by cur+ ! sick ^u t day4 ,at ?is accusation ,pilate int]rupt$ !m1 & said 9 a je]+ tone1 ',x is v evid5t y 7 none ( y ill y\rselves--_h y be5 s y w\ld n h compla9$ ( be+ cur$ on ! ,sabba?-day4' ',he s$uces ! p1 & inculcates ! mo/ disgu/+ doctr9es4 ,he ev5 says1 t no p]son c atta9 et]nal life unless !y eat 8 fle% & dr9k 8 blood4' ,pilate 0 q provok$ at ! int5se hatr$ :i* _! words & c\nt5ances express$ &1 turn+ f !m ) a look ( scorn1 exclaim$1 ',y mo/ c]ta9ly mu/ wi% to foll[ 8 doctr9es & to atta9 et]nal life1 = y are ?ir/+ = bo? 8 body & blood4' ,! ,jews !n br\ght =w>d ! second accusation aga9/ ,jesus1 :i* 0 t he =bad ! p to pay tribute to ! emp]or4 ,^! words r\s$ ! indignation ( ,pilate1 z x 0 8 place to see t all ! taxes 7 prop]ly paid1 & he exclaim$ 9 an angry tone1 ',t is a lie6 ,i mu/ "k m ab\t x ?an y4' ,?is oblig$ ! enemies ( our ,"l to proce$ to ! ?ird accusation1 :i* !y did 9 words su* z ^!3 ',al?\gh ?is man is ( obscure bir?1 he is ! *ief ( a l>ge p>ty4 ,:5 at _! head1 he d5\nces curses ^u ,j]usalem1 & relates p>ables ( d\ble mean+ conc]n+ a k+ :o is prep>+ a w$d+ fea/ = 8 son4 ,! multitude :om he _h ga!r$ toge!r on a m\nta9 endeav\r$ once to make him _! k+2 b x 0 soon] ?an he int5d$3 8 plans 7 n matur$2 !re=e he fl$ & hid himself4 ,latt]ly he has come =w>d mu* m3 x 0 b ! o!r day t he ent]$ ,j]usalem at ! head ( a tumultu\s assembly1 :o by 8 ord]s made ! p r5d ! air ) acclamations ( ,hosanna to ! ,son ( ,david6 ,bless$ be ! empire ( our ,fa!r ,david1 :i* is n[ beg9n+4 ,he obliges 8 p>tisans to pay him regal hon\rs1 & tells !m t he is ! ,*ri/1 ! ,ano9t$ ( ! ,"l1 ! ,messiah1 ! k+ promis$ to ! ,jews1 & he wi%es to be address$ by ^! f9e titles4' ,!n witnesses gave te/imony conc]n+ ^! ?+s4 ,! la/ accusation--t ( ,jesus caus+ himself to be call$ k+--made "s impression ^u ,pilate2 he became a little ?\ghtful1 left ! t]race &1 ca/+ a scrut9is+ glance on ,jesus1 w5t into ! adjo9+ ap>tm5t1 & ord]$ ! gu>ds to br+ him alone into 8 pres5ce4 ,pilate 0 n only sup]/iti\s1 b likewise extremely weak-m9d$ & susceptible4 ,he _h (t51 dur+ ! c\rse ( 8 pagan education1 he>d m5tion made ( sons ( 8 gods :o _h dwelt = a "t ^u e>?2 he 0 likewise fully aw>e t ! ,jewi% prophets _h long =etold t "o %\ld appe> 9 ! mid/ ( !m :o %\ld be ! ,ano9t$ ( ! ,"l1 _! ,savi\r1 & ,deliv]] f slav]y2 & t _m among ! p believ$ ?is firmly4 ,he rememb]$ likewise t k+s f ! ea/ _h come to ,h]od1 ! pr$ecessor ( ! pres5t mon>* ( t "n1 to pay homage to a newly-born k+ ( ! ,jews1 & t ,h]od _h on ?is acc\nt giv5 ord]s = ! massacre ( ! ,innoc5ts4 ,he _h (t5 he>d ( ! traditions conc]n+ ! ,messiah & ! k+ ( ! ,jews1 & ev5 exam9$ !m ) "s curiosity2 al?\gh ( c\rse1 be+ a pagan1 )\t ! slighte/ belief4 ,_h he believ$ at all1 he w\ld probably h agre$ ) ! ,h]odians1 & ) ^? ,jews :o expect$ a p[]ful & victori\s k+4 ,) su* impressions1 ! idea ( ! ,jews accus+ ! poor mis]able individual :om !y _h br\ght into 8 pres5ce ( sett+ himself up z ! promis$ k+ & ,messiah1 ( c\rse appe>$ to him absurd2 b z ! enemies ( ,jesus br\ght =w>d ^! *>ges 9 pro( ( treason aga9/ ! emp]or1 he ?\ght x prop] to int]rogate him privately conc]n+ !m4 ',art ?\ ! k+ ( ! ,jews1' said ,pilate1 look+ at our ,"l1 & unable to repress 8 a/oni%m5t at ! div9e expression ( 8 c\nt5ance4 ,jesus made answ]1 ',saye/ ?\ ?is ?+ ( ?yself1 or h o!rs told x !e ( me8' ,pilate 0 (f5d$ t ,jesus %\ld ?9k x possible = him to believe su* a ?+1 & answ]$1 ',am ,i a ,jew8 ,?y own nation & ! *ief prie/s h deliv]$ !e up to me z des]v+ ( dea?3 :at ha/ ?\ done8' ,jesus answ]$ maje/ically1 ',my k+dom is n ( ?is _w4 ,if my k+dom 7 ( ?is _w1 my s]vants w\ld c]ta9ly /rive t ,i %\ld n be deliv]$ to ! ,jews2 b n[ my k+dom is n f h5ce4' ,pilate 0 some:at mov$ by ^! solemn words1 & said to him 9 a m s]i\s tone1 ',art ?\ a k+1 !n8' ,jesus answ]$1 ',?\ saye/ t ,i am a k+4 ,= ?is 0 ,i born1 & = ?is ,i came into ! _w1 t ,i %\ld give te/imony to ! tru?4 ,ev]yone t is ( ! tru? he>e? my voice4' ,pilate look$ at him1 & ris+ f 8 seat said1 ',! tru?6 ,:at is tru?8' ,!y !n ex*ang$ a few m words1 :i* ,i d n n[ rememb]1 & ,pilate return$ to ! t]race4 ,! answ]s & deportm5t ( ,jesus 7 f> beyond 8 compreh5sion2 b he saw pla9ly t 8 assumption ( royalty w\ld n cla% ) t ( ! emp]or1 = t x 0 to no worldly k+dom t he laid claim2 :]eas ! emp]or c>$ = no?+ beyond ?is _w4 ,he !re=e aga9 address$ ! *ief prie/s f ! t]race1 & said1 ',i f9d no cause 9 him4' ,! enemies ( ,jesus became furi\s1 & utt]$ a ?\s& diff]5t accusations aga9/ our ,savi\r4 ,b he rema9$ sil5t1 solely occupi$ 9 pray+ = 8 base enemies1 & repli$ n :5 ,pilate address$ him 9 ^! words1 ',answ]e/ ?\ no?+8 ,behold 9 h[ _m ?+s !y accuse !e6' ,pilate 0 fill$ ) a/oni%m5t1 & said1 ',i see pla9ly t all !y allege is false4' ,b 8 accus]s1 ^: ang] cont9u$ to increase1 cri$ out1 ',y f9d no cause 9 him8 ,is x no crime to incite ! p to revolt 9 all p>ts ( ! k+dom8--to spread 8 false doctr9es1 n only "h1 b 9 ,galilee likewise8' ,! m5tion ( ,galilee made ,pilate pause3 he reflect$ = a mom5t1 & !n ask$1 ',is ?is man a ,galilean1 & a subject ( ,h]od's8' ,!y made answ]1 ',he is2 8 p>5ts liv$ at ,naz>e?1 & 8 pres5t dwell+ is 9 ,caph>naum4' ',s9ce t is ! case1' repli$ ,pilate1 'take him be=e ,h]od2 he is "h = ! fe/ival1 & c judge him at once1 z he is 8 subject4' ,jesus 0 imm$iately l$ out ( ! tribunal1 & ,pilate dispat*$ an (fic] to ,h]od1 to in=m him t ,jesus ( ,naz>e?1 :o 0 8 subject1 0 ab\t to be br\ght to him to be judg$4 ,pilate _h two reasons = foll[+ ?is l9e ( conduct2 9 ! fir/ place he 0 delight$ to escape hav+ to pass s5t5ce himself1 z he felt v uncom=table ab\t ! :ole affair2 & 9 ! second place he 0 glad ( an opportunity ( pleas+ ,h]od1 ) :om he _h _h a disagreem5t1 = he knew him to be v curi\s to see ,jesus4 ,! enemies ( our ,"l 7 enrag$ at be+ ?us dismiss$ by ,pilate 9 ! pres5ce ( ! :ole multitude1 & gave v5t to _! ang] by ill-treat+ him ev5 m ?an be=e4 ,!y p9ion$ him afre%1 & !n ceas$ n ov]:elm+ him ) curses & bl[s z !y l$ him hurri$ly ?r\gh ! cr[d1 t[>ds ! palace ( ,h]od1 :i* 0 situat$ at no great di/ance f ! =um4 ,"s ,roman soldi]s _h jo9$ ! procession4 ,dur+ ! "t ( ! trial ,claudia ,procles1 ! wife ( ,pilate1 _h s5t him frequ5t messages to intimate t %e wi%$ extremely to speak to him2 & :5 ,jesus 0 s5t to ,h]od1 %e plac$ h]self on a balcony & wat*$ ! cruel conduct ( 8 enemies ) m+l$ feel+s ( fe>1 grief1 & horror4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii4 ,! ,orig9 ( ! ,way ( ! ,cross4 ,dur+ ! :ole ( ! sc5e :i* we h j describ$1 ! ,"m ( ,jesus1 ) ,magdal5 & ,john1 _h /ood 9 a recess 9 ! =um3 !y 7 ov]:elm$ ) ! mo/ bitt] sorr[1 :i* 0 b increas$ by all !y he>d & saw4 ,:5 ,jesus 0 tak5 be=e ,h]od1 ,john l$ ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ,magdal5 ov] ! p>ts :i* _h be5 sanctifi$ by 8 foot/eps4 ,!y aga9 look$ at ! h\se ( ,caiphas1 t ( ,annas1 ,ophel1 ,ge?semani1 & ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives2 !y /opp$ & contemplat$ ea* spot :]e he _h fall51 or :]e he _h suff]$ p>ticul>ly2 & !y wept sil5tly at ! ?\ght ( all he _h und]gone4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 knelt d[n frequ5tly & kiss$ ! gr\nd :]e h] ,son _h fall51 :ile ,magdal5 wrung h] h&s 9 bitt] grief1 & ,john1 al?\gh he c\ld n re/ra9 8 own te>s1 endeav\r$ to console 8 companions1 support$ & l$ !m on4 ,?us 0 ! holy devotion ( ! ',way ( ! ,cross' fir/ practis$2 ?us 7 ! ,my/]ies ( ! ,passion ( ,jesus fir/ hon\r$1 ev5 be=e t ,passion 0 accompli%$1 & ! ,bless$ ,virg91 t model ( spotless purity1 0 ! fir/ to %[ =? ! deep v5]ation felt by ! ,*ur* = our de> ,"l4 ,h[ sweet & consol+ to foll[ ?is ,immaculate ,"m1 pass+ to & fro1 & b$ew+ ! sacr$ spots ) h] te>s4 ,b1 ah6 ,:o c describe ! %>p1 %>p sword ( grief :i* !n transfix$ h] t5d] s\l8 ,%e :o _h once borne ! ,savi\r ( ! _w 9 h] *a/e womb1 & suckl$ him = s long1--%e :o _h truly conceiv$ him :o 0 ! ,^w ( ,god1 9 ,god f all et]nity1 & truly ,god1--%e b5ea? ^: he>t1 full ( grace1 he _h deign$ to dwell n9e mon?s1 :o _h felt him liv+ )9 h] be=e he appe>$ among m5 to imp>t ! bless+ ( salvation & tea* !m 8 heav5ly doctr9es2 %e suff]$ ) ,jesus1 %>+ ) him n only ! suff]+s ( 8 bitt] ,passion1 b likewise t ard5t desire ( r$eem+ fall5 man by an ignom9i\s dea?1 :i* consum$ him4 ,9 ?is t\*+ mann] did ! mo/ pure & holy ,virg9 lay ! f\ndation ( ! devotion call$ ! ,way ( ! ,cross2 ?us at ea* /ation1 m>k$ by ! suff]+s ( h] ,son1 did %e lay up 9 h] he>t ! inexhau/ible m]its ( 8 ,passion1 & ga!r !m up z preci\s /ones or sweet-sc5t$ fl[]s to be pres5t$ z a *oice (f]+ to ! ,et]nal ,fa!r 9 behalf ( all true believ]s4 ,! grief ( ,magdal5 0 s int5se z to make h] almo/ l an insane p]son4 ,! holy & b\ndless love %e felt = our ,"l prompt$ h] to ca/ h]self at 8 feet1 & !re p\r =? ! feel+s ( h] he>t 7z %e once p\r$ ! preci\s o9tm5t on 8 head z he sat at table72 b :5 on ! po9t ( foll[+ ?is impulse1 a d>k gulf appe>$ to int]v5e betwe5 h]self & him4 ,! rep5tance %e felt = h] faults 0 imm5se1 & n less int5se 0 h] gratitude = _! p>don2 b :5 %e long$ to (f] acts ( love & ?anksgiv+ z preci\s inc5se at ! feet ( ,jesus1 %e beheld him betray$1 suff]+1 & ab\t to die = ! expiation ( h] (f5ces :i* he _h tak5 ^u himself1 & ?is sight fill$ h] ) horror1 & almo/ r5t h] s\l asund] ) feel+s ( love1 rep5tance1 & gratitude4 ,! sight ( ! +ratitude ( ^? = :om he 0 ab\t to die increas$ ! bitt]ness ( ^! feel+s t5fold1 & e /ep1 ^w1 or movem5t demon/rat$ ! agony ( h] s\l4 ,! he>t ( ,john 0 fill$ ) love1 & he suff]$ int5sely1 b he utt]$ n a ^w4 ,he support$ ! ,"m ( 8 belov$ ,ma/] 9 ?is h] fir/ pilgrimage ?r\gh ! /ations ( ! ,way ( ! ,cross1 & assi/$ h] 9 giv+ ! example ( t devotion :i* has s9ce be5 practis$ ) s mu* f]v\r by ! memb]s ( ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur*4 ,,*apt] ,,xix4 ,pilate & 8 ,wife4 ,:il/ ! ,jews 7 lead+ ,jesus to ,h]od1 ,i saw ,pilate g to 8 wife1 ,claudia ,procles4 ,%e ha/5$ to meet him1 & !y w5t toge!r into a small g>d5-h\se :i* 0 on "o ( ! t]races beh9d ! palace4 ,claudia appe>$ to be mu* excit$1 & "u ! influ5ce ( fe>4 ,%e 0 a tall1 f9e-look+ woman1 al?\gh extremely pale4 ,h] hair 0 plait$ & slightly ornam5t$1 b p>tly cov]$ by a long veil :i* fell gracefully ov] h] %\ld]s4 ,%e wore e>r+s1 a necklace1 & h] fl[+ dress 0 drawn toge!r & held up by a species ( clasp4 ,%e conv]s$ ) ,pilate = a long "t1 & entreat$ him by all t he held sacr$ n to injure ,jesus1 t ,prophet1 t sa9t ( sa9ts2 & %e relat$ ! extraord9>y dreams or visions :i* %e _h _h on ! previ\s night conc]n+ him4 ,:il/ %e 0 speak+ ,i saw ! greate/ "p ( ^! visions3 ! foll[+ 7 ! mo/ /rik+4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 ! pr9cipal ev5ts 9 ! life ( our ,"l--! annunciation1 ! nativity1 ! adoration ( ! %eph]ds & t ( ! k+s1 ! prophecy ( ,simeon & t ( ,anna1 ! flight into ,egypt1 ! massacre ( ! ,innoc5ts1 & our ,"l's temptation 9 ! wild]ness4 ,%e _h likewise be5 %[n 9 h] sleep ! mo/ /rik+ features ( ! public life ( ,jesus4 ,he always appe>$ to h] environ$ ) a respl5d5t light1 b 8 malici\s & cruel enemies 7 "u ! mo/ horrible & disgu/+ =ms imag9able4 ,%e saw 8 int5se suff]+s1 8 pati5ce1 & 8 inexhau/ible love1 likewise ! angui% ( 8 ,"m1 & h] p]fect resignation4 ,^! visions fill$ ! wife ( ,pilate ) ! greate/ anxiety & t]ror1 p>ticul>ly z !y 7 accompani$ by symbols :i* made h] compreh5d _! mean+1 & h] t5d] feel+s 7 h>r[$ by ! sight ( su* dreadful sc5es4 ,%e _h suff]$ f !m dur+ ! :ole ( ! night2 !y 7 sometimes obscure1 b m (t5 cle> & di/9ct2 & :5 morn+ dawn$ & %e 0 r\s$ by ! noise ( ! tumultu\s mob :o 7 dragg+ ,jesus to be judg$1 %e glanc$ at ! procession & in/antly saw t ! unresi/+ victim 9 ! mid/ ( ! cr[s1 b\nd1 suff]+1 & s inhumanely treat$ z to be sc>cely recognisable1 0 no o!r ?an t bright & glori\s be+ :o _h be5 s (t5 br\ght be=e h] eyes 9 ! visions ( ! pa/ night4 ,%e 0 greatly affect$ by ?is sight1 & imm$iately s5t = ,pilate1 & gave him an acc\nt ( all t _h happ5$ to h]4 ,%e spoke ) mu* vehem5ce & emotion2 & al?\gh !re 0 a great deal 9 :at %e _h se5 :i* %e c\ld n und]/&1 mu* less express1 yet %e entreat$ & implor$ h] husb& 9 ! mo/ t\*+ t]ms to grant h] reque/4 ,pilate 0 bo? a/oni%$ & tr\bl$ by ! words ( 8 wife4 ,he comp>$ ! n>ration ) all he _h previ\sly he>d conc]n+ ,jesus2 & reflect$ on ! hatr$ ( ! ,jews1 ! maje/ic sil5ce ( our ,savi\r1 & ! my/]i\s answ]s he _h giv5 to all 8 que/ions4 ,he hesitat$ = "s "t1 b 0 at la/ ov]come by ! entreaties ( 8 wife1 & told h] t he _h already decl>$ 8 conviction ( ! innoc5ce ( ,jesus1 & t he w\ld n condemn him1 because he saw t ! accusations 7 m]e fabrications ( 8 enemies4 ,he spoke ( ! words ( ,jesus to himself1 promis$ 8 wife t no?+ %\ld induce him to condemn ?is j man1 & ev5 gave h] a r+ be=e !y p>t$ z a pl$ge ( 8 promise4 ,! "* ( ,pilate 0 debau*$ & undecid$1 b 8 wor/ qualities 7 an extreme pride & meanness :i* made him nev] hesitate 9 ! p]=mance ( an unju/ action1 provid$ x answ]$ 8 ends4 ,he 0 excessively sup]/iti\s1 & :5 9 any difficulty _h rec\rse to *>ms & spells4 ,he 0 mu* puzzl$ & al>m$ ab\t ! trial ( ,jesus2 & ,i saw him runn+ backw>ds & =w>ds1 (f]+ inc5se fir/ to "o god & !n to ano!r1 & implor+ !m to assi/ him2 b ,satan fill$ 8 imag9ation ) /ill great] confusion2 he fir/ in/ill$ "o false idea & !n ano!r into 8 m9d4 ,he !n _h rec\rse to "o ( 8 fav\rite sup]/iti\s practices1 t ( wat*+ ! sacr$ *ick5s eat1 b 9 va91--8 m9d rema9$ envelop$ 9 d>kness1 & he became m & m undecid$4 ,he fir/ ?\ght t he w\ld acquit our ,savi\r1 :om he well knew to be innoc5t1 b !n he fe>$ incurr+ ! wra? ( 8 false gods if he sp>$ him1 z he fanci$ he might be a species ( demigod1 & obnoxi\s to !m4 ',x is possible1' said he inw>dly1 't ?is man may really be t k+ ( ! ,jews conc]n+ ^: com+ !re are s _m prophecies4 ,x 0 a k+ ( ! ,jews :om ! ,magi came f ! ,ea/ to adore4 ,p]haps he is a secret enemy bo? ( our gods & ( ! emp]or2 x might be mo/ imprud5t 9 me to sp>e 8 life4 ,:o kn[s :e!r 8 dea? w\ld n be a triumph to my gods8' ,!n he rememb]$ ! wond]ful dreams describ$ to him by 8 wife1 :o _h nev] se5 ,jesus1 & he aga9 *ang$1 & decid$ t x w\ld be saf] n to condemn him4 ,he tri$ to p]suade himself t he wi%$ to pass a j s5t5ce2 b he deceiv$ himself1 = :5 he ask$ himself1 ',:at is ! tru?8' he did n wait = ! answ]4 ,8 m9d 0 fill$ ) confusion1 & he 0 q at a loss h[ to act1 z 8 sole desire 0 to entail no risk ^u himself4 ,,*apt] ,,xx4 ,jesus be=e ,h]od4 ,! palace ( ! ,tetr>* ,h]od 0 built on ! nor? side ( ! =um1 9 ! new t[n2 n v f> f t ( ,pilate4 ,an escort ( ,roman soldi]s1 mo/ly f t "p ( ! c\ntry :i* is situat$ betwe5 ,switz]l& & ,italy1 _h jo9$ ! procession4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus 7 p]fectly furi\s at ! tr\ble !y 7 compell$ to take 9 go+ backw>ds & =w>ds1 & !re=e v5t$ _! rage ^u him4 ,pilate's mess5g] _h prec$$ ! procession1 consequ5tly ,h]od 0 expect+ !m4 ,he 0 seat$ on a pile ( cu%ions1 heap$ toge!r s z to =m a species ( ?rone1 9 a spaci\s hall1 & surr\nd$ by c\rti]s & w>riors4 ,! ,*ief ,prie/s ent]$ & plac$ !mselves by 8 side1 leav+ ,jesus at ! entrance4 ,h]od 0 mu* elat$ & pleas$ at ,pilate's hav+ ?us publicly ackn[l$g$ 8 "r ( judg+ ! ,galileans1 & likewise rejoic$ at see+ t ,jesus :o _h nev] deign$ to appe> be=e him r$uc$ to su* a /ate ( humiliation & degradation4 ,8 curiosity _h be5 greatly excit$ by ! high t]ms 9 :i* ,john ! ,bapti/ _h ann\nc$ ! com+ ( ,jesus1 & he _h likewise he>d mu* ab\t him f ! ,h]odians1 & ?r\gh ! _m spies :om he _h s5t into diff]5t p>ts3 he 0 !re=e delight$ at ?is opportunity ( int]rogat+ him 9 ! pres5ce ( ! c\rti]s & ( ! ,jewi% prie/s1 hop+ to make a gr& display ( ?is own k & tal5ts4 ,pilate hav+ s5t him ^w1 't he c\ld f9d no cause 9 ! man1' he conclud$ t ^! words 7 int5d$ z a h9t t he 7,pilate7 wi%$ ! accus]s to be treat$ ) contempt & mi/ru/4 ,he1 !re=e1 address$ !m 9 ! mo/ haughty di/ant mann] possible1 & !reby increas$ _! rage & ang] indescribably4 ,!y all began at once to vocif]ate _! accusations1 to :i* ,h]od h>dly li/5$1 be+ int5t solely on gratify+ 8 curiosity by a close exam9ation ( ,jesus1 :om he _h s (t5 wi%$ to see4 ,b :5 he beheld him /ripp$ ( all clo?+ save ! remnant ( a mantel1 sc>cely able to /&1 & 8 c\nt5ance totally disfigur$ f ! bl[s he _h receiv$1 & f ! mud & missiles :i* ! rabble _h flung at 8 head1 ! luxuri\s & effem9ate pr9ce turn$ away 9 disgu/1 utt]$ ! "n ( ,god1 & said to ! prie/s 9 a tone ( m+l$ pity & contempt1 ',take him h5ce1 & br+ him n back into my pres5ce 9 su* a deplorable /ate4' ,! gu>ds took ,jesus into ! out] c\rt1 & procur$ "s wat] 9 a bas91 ) :i* !y cleans$ 8 soil$ g>m5ts & disfigur$ c\nt5ance2 b !y c\ld n re/ra9 _! brutality ev5 :ile do+ ?is1 & paid no reg>d to ! w\nds ) :i* he 0 cov]$4 ,h]od meantime acco/$ ! prie/s 9 mu* ! same /ra9 z ,pilate _h done4 ',y\r behavi\r va/ly resembles t ( but*]s1' he said1 '& y comm5ce y\r immolations pretty e>ly 9 ! morn+4' ,! ,*ief ,prie/s produc$ _! accusations at once4 ,h]od1 :5 ,jesus 0 aga9 br\ght into 8 pres5ce1 pret5d$ to feel "s compassion1 & (f]$ him a glass ( w9e to recruit 8 /r5g?2 b ,jesus turn$ 8 head away & refus$ ?is alleviation4 ,h]od !n began to expatiate ) great volubility on all he _h he>d conc]n+ our ,"l4 ,he ask$ a ?\s& que/ions1 & exhort$ him to "w a miracle 9 8 pres5ce2 b ,jesus answ]$ n a ^w1 & /ood be=e him ) 8 eyes ca/ d[n1 :i* conduct bo? irritat$ & disconc]t$ ,h]od1 al?\gh he endeav\r$ to conceal 8 ang]1 & cont9u$ 8 int]rogations4 ,he at fir/ express$ surprise1 & made use ( p]suasive words4 ',is x possible1 ,jesus ( ,naz>e?1' he exclaim$1 't x is ?\ ?yself t appe>e/ be=e me z a crim9al8 ,i h he>d ?y actions s mu* spok5 (4 ,?\ art n p]haps aw>e t ?\ did/ (f5d me griev\sly by sett+ free ! prison]s :om ,i _h conf9$ at ,?irza1 b possibly ?y int5tions 7 good4 ,! ,roman gov]nor has n[ s5t !e to me to be judg$2 :at answ] can/ ?\ give to all ^! accusations8 ,?\ art sil5t8 ,i h he>d mu* conc]n+ ?y wisdom1 & ! religion ?\ tea*e/1 let me he> !e answ] & conf\nd ?y enemies4 ,art ?\ ! k+ ( ! ,jews8 ,art ?\ ! ,son ( ,god8 ,:o art ?\8 ,?\ art said to h p]=m$ wond]ful miracles2 "w "o n[ 9 my pres5ce4 ,i h ! p[] to release !e4 ,is x true t ?\ ha/ re/or$ sight to ! bl9d1 rais$ up ,laz>us f ! dead1 & f$ two or ?ree ?\s& p]sons ) a few loaves8 ,:y do/ ?\ n answ]8 ,i recomm5d !e to "w a miracle quickly be=e me2 p]haps ?\ maye/ rejoice aft]w>ds at hav+ compli$ ) my wi%es4' ,jesus /ill kept sil5ce1 & ,h]od cont9u$ to "q him ) ev5 m volubility4 ',:o art ?\8' said he4 ',f :5ce ha/ ?\ ?y p[]8 ,h[ is x t ?\ do/ no long] possess x8 ,art ?\ he ^: bir? 0 =etold 9 su* a wond]ful mann]8 ,k+s f ! ,ea/ came to my fa!r to see a newly-born k+ ( ! ,jews3 is x true t ?\ wa/ t *ild8 ,did/ ?\ escape :5 s _m *ildr5 7 massacr$1 & h[ 0 ?y escape manag$8 ,:y ha/ ?\ be5 = s _m ye>s unkn[n8 ,answ] my que/ions6 ,art ?\ a k+8 ,?y appe>ance c]ta9ly is n regal4 ,i h be5 told t ?\ wa/ conduct$ to ! ,temple 9 triumph a %ort "t ago4 ,:at 0 ! mean+ ( su* an exhibition8--speak out at once6--,answ] me6' ,h]od cont9u$ to "q ,jesus 9 ?is rapid mann]2 b our ,"l did n v\*safe a reply4 ,i 0 %[n 7z inde$ ,i already knew7 t ,jesus 0 ?us sil5t because ,h]od 0 9 a /ate ( excommunication1 bo? on acc\nt ( 8 adult]\s m>riage ) ,h]odias1 & ( 8 hav+ giv5 ord]s = ! execution ( ,/4 ,john ! ,bapti/4 ,annas & ,caiphas1 see+ h[ indignant ,h]od 0 at ! sil5ce ( ,jesus1 imm$iately endeav\r$ to take advantage ( 8 feel+s ( wra?1 & recomm5c$ _! accusations1 say+ t he _h call$ ,h]od himself a fox2 t 8 great aim = _m ye>s _h be5 ! ov]?r[ ( ,h]od's family2 t he 0 endeav\r+ to e/abli% a new religion1 & _h celebrat$ ! ,pas* on ! previ\s day4 ,al?\gh ,h]od 0 extremely enrag$ at ! conduct ( ,jesus1 he did n lose sight ( ! political ends :i* he wi%$ to =w>d4 ,he 0 det]m9$ n to condemn our ,"l1 bo? because he exp]i5c$ a secret & indef9able s5sation ( t]ror 9 8 pres5ce1 & because he /ill felt remorse at ! ?\ght ( hav+ put ,john ! ,bapti/ to dea?1 besides :i* he dete/$ ! ,high ,prie/s = n hav+ all[$ him to take "p 9 ! sacrifices on acc\nt ( 8 adult]\s connection ) ,h]odias4 ,b 8 pr9cipal reason = det]m9+ n to condemn ,jesus 01 t he wi%$ to make "s return to ,pilate = 8 c\rtesy1 & he ?\ght ! be/ return w\ld be ! complim5t ( %[+ def]5ce to 8 decision & agree+ ) him 9 op9ion4 ,b he spoke 9 ! mo/ contemptu\s mann] to ,jesus1 & turn+ to ! gu>ds & s]vants :o surr\nd$ him1 & :o 7 ab\t two hundr$ 9 numb]1 said3 ',take away ?is fool1 & pay him t homage :i* is 8 due2 he is mad1 r ?an guilty ( any crime4' ,our ,"l 0 imm$iately tak5 into a l>ge c\rt1 :]e e possible insult & indignity 0 heap$ ^u him4 ,?is c\rt 0 betwe5 ! two w+s ( ! palace1 & ,h]od /ood a spectator on a plat=m = "s "t4 ,annas & ,caiphas 7 by 8 side1 endeav\r+ to p]suade him to condemn our ,savi\r4 ,b _! ef=ts 7 fruitless1 & ,h]od answ]$ 9 a tone l\d en\gh to be he>d by ! ,roman soldi]s3 ',no1 ,i %\ld act q wrongly if ,i condemn$ him4' ,8 mean+ 01 t x w\ld be wrong to condemn z guilty "o :om ,pilate _h pron\nc$ innoc5t1 al?\gh he _h be5 s c\rte\s z to def] ! f9al judgm5t to him4 ,:5 ! ,high ,prie/s & ! o!r enemies ( ,jesus p]ceiv$ t ,h]od 0 det]m9$ no to give 9 to _! wi%es1 !y dispat*$ emiss>ies to t division ( ! city call$ ,acre1 :i* 0 *iefly inhabit$ by ,ph>isees1 to let !m "k t !y mu/ assemble 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,pilate's palace1 ga!r toge!r ! rabble1 & bribe !m to make a tumult1 & dem& ! condemnation ( our ,"l4 ,!y likewise s5t =? secret ag5ts to al>m ! p by ?reats ( ! div9e v5geance if !y did n insi/ on ! execution ( ,jesus1 :om !y t]m$ a sacrilegi\s blasphem]4 ,^! ag5ts 7 ord]$ likewise to al>m !m by intimat+ t if ,jesus 7 n put to dea?1 he w\ld g ov] to ! ,romans1 assi/ 9 ! ext]m9ation ( ! ,jewi% nation1 = t x 0 to ?is he ref]r$ :5 he spoke ( 8 future k+dom4 ,!y endeav\r$ to spread a report 9 o!r p>ts ( ! city1 t ,h]od _h condemn$ him1 b /ill t x 0 necess>y = ! p likewise to express _! wi%es1 z 8 p>tisans 7 to be fe>$2 = t if he 7 releas$ he w\ld jo9 ! ,romans1 make a di/urbance on ! fe/ival day1 & take ! mo/ inhuman rev5ge4 ,"s among !m circulat$ contradictory & al>m+ reports1 9 ord] to excite ! p & cause an insurrection2 :ile o!rs di/ribut$ money among ! soldi]s to bribe !m to ill-treat ,jesus1 s z to cause 8 dea?1 :i* !y 7 mo/ anxi\s %\ld be br\ght ab\t z quickly z possible1 le/ ,pilate %\ld acquit him4 ,:il/ ! ,ph>isees 7 busy+ !mselves 9 ?is mann]1 our ,bless$ ,savi\r 0 suff]+ ! greate/ outrages f ! brutal soldi]s to :om ,h]od _h deliv]$ him1 t !y might d]ide him z a fool4 ,!y dragg$ him into ! c\rt1 & "o ( _! numb] hav+ procur$ a l>ge :ite sack :i* _h once be5 fill$ ) cotton1 !y made a hole 9 its c5tre ) a sword1 & !n toss$ x ov] ! head ( ,jesus1 accompany+ ea* action ) bur/s ( ! mo/ contemptu\s laught]4 ,ano!r soldi] br\ght ! remnant ( an old sc>let cloak1 & pass$ x r\nd 8 neck1 :ile ! re/ b5t _! knee be=e him--%ov$ him--abus$ him--spat ^u him--/ruck him on ! *eck1 because he _h refus$ to answ] _! k+1 mock$ him by pret5d+ to pay homage--?rew mud ^u him--seiz$ him by ! wai/1 pret5d+ to make him dance2 !n1 hav+ ?r[n him d[n1 dragg$ him ?r\gh a gutt] :i* ran on ! side ( ! c\rt1 ?us caus+ 8 sacr$ head to /rike aga9/ ! columns & sides ( ! wall1 & :5 at la/ !y rais$ him up1 x 0 only 9 ord] to recomm5ce _! insults4 ,! soldi]s & s]vants ( ,h]od :o 7 assembl$ 9 ?is c\rt am\nt$ to upw>ds ( two hundr$1 & all ?\ght to pay c\rt to _! mon>* by tortur+ ,jesus 9 "s unhe>d-( way4 ,_m 7 brib$ by ! enemies ( our ,"l to /rike him on ! head ) _! /icks1 & !y took advantage ( ! confusion & tumult to d s4 ,jesus look$ ^u !m ) compassion2 excess ( pa9 drew f him occasional moans & groans1 b 8 enemies rejoic$ 9 8 suff]+s1 & mock$ 8 moans1 & n "o among ! :ole assembly %[$ ! slighte/ degree ( compassion4 ,i saw blood /ream+ f 8 head1 & ?ree times did ! bl[s pro/rate him1 b angels 7 weep+ at 8 side1 & !y ano9t$ 8 head ) heav5ly balsam4 ,x 0 reveal$ to me t _h x n be5 = ?is miracul\s assi/ance he mu/ h di$ f ^? w\nds4 ,! ,phili/9es at ,gaza1 :o gave v5t to _! wra? by torm5t+ poor bl9d ,samson2 7 f> less b>b>\s ?an ^! cruel execution]s ( our ,"l4 ,! prie/s 71 h[ev]1 impati5t to return to ! ,temple2 !re=e1 hav+ made c]ta9 t _! ord]s reg>d+ ,jesus w\ld be obey$1 !y return$ to ,h]od1 & endeav\r$ to p]suade him to condemn our ,"l4 ,b he1 be+ det]m9$ to d all 9 8 p[] to please ,pilate1 refus$ to acc$e to _! wi%es1 & s5t ,jesus back aga9 clo!d 9 ! fool's g>m5t4 ,,*apt] ,,xxi4 ,jesus l$ back f ! ,c\rt ( ,h]od to t ( ,pilate4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus 7 p]fectly infuriat$ at be+ oblig$ to take ,jesus back1 /ill uncondemn$1 to ,pilate1 :o _h s _m times decl>$ 8 innoc5ce4 ,!y l$ him r\nd by a mu* long] road1 9 ord] 9 ! fir/ place to let ! p]sons ( t "p ( ! t[n see him 9 ! /ate ( ignom9y to :i* he 0 r$uc$1 & 9 ! second place to give _! emiss>ies m "t to /ir up ! populace4 ,?is road 0 extremely r\gh & unev52 & ! soldi]s1 enc\rag$ by ! ,ph>isees1 sc>cely refra9$ a mom5t f torm5t+ ,jesus4 ,! long g>m5t ) :i* he 0 clo!d imp$$ 8 /eps1 & caus$ him to fall heavily m ?an once2 & 8 cruel gu>ds1 z also _m among ! brutal populace1 in/ead ( assi/+ him 9 8 /ate ( exhau/ion1 endeav\r$ by bl[s & kicks to =ce him to rise4 ,to all ^! outrages ,jesus (f]$ n ! smalle/ resi/ance2 he pray$ con/antly to 8 ,fa!r = grace & /r5g? t he might n s9k "u !m1 b accompli% ! "w ( 8 ,passion = our r$emption4 ,x 0 ab\t eight o'clock :5 ! procession rea*$ ! palace ( ,pilate4 ,! cr[d 0 d5se1 & ! ,ph>isees might be se5 walk+ to & fro1 endeav\r+ to incite & infuriate !m /ill m4 ,pilate1 :o rememb]$ an insurrection :i* _h tak5 place ! ye> be=e at ! ,pas*al "t1 _h assembl$ upw>ds ( a ?\s& soldi]s1 :om he po/$ ar\nd ! ,praetorium1 ! ,=um1 & 8 palace4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg91 h] eld] si/] ,m>y 7! daught] ( ,heli71 ,m>i 7! daught] ( ,cleophas71 ,magdal51 & ab\t tw5ty ( ! holy wom51 7 /&+ 9 a room f :5ce !y c\ld see all :i* took place1 & at fir/ ,john 0 ) !m4 ,! ,ph>isees l$ ,jesus1 /ill clo!d 9 ! fool's g>m5t1 ?r\gh ! mid/ ( ! insol5t mob1 & _h done all 9 _! p[] to ga!r toge!r ! mo/ vile & wick$ ( miscreants f among ! dregs ( ! p4 ,a s]vant s5t by ,h]od _h already rea*$ ,pilate1 ) a message to ! effect t 8 ma/] _h fully appreciat$ 8 polite def]5ce to 8 op9ion1 b t he look$ ^u ! f> fam$ ,galilean z n bett] ?an a fool1 t he _h treat$ him z su*1 & n[ s5t him back4 ,pilate 0 q satisfi$ at f9d+ t ,h]od _h come to ! same conclusion z himself1 & !re=e return$ a polite message4 ,f t h\r !y became fri5ds1 hav+ be5 enemies _m ye>s2 9 fact1 ev] s9ce ! fall+-9 ( ! aqu$uct4 ,! cause ( ! qu>rel betwe5 ,pilate & ,h]od 01 accord+ to ! acc\nt ( ,si/] ,emm]i*1 simply ?is3 ,pilate _h und]tak5 to build an aqu$uct on ! s\?-ea/ side ( ! m\nta9 on :i* ! ,temple /ood1 at ! edge ( ! torr5t into :i* ! wat]s ( ! pool ( ,be?saida empti$ !mselves1 & ?is aqu$uct 0 to c>ry (f ! refuse ( ! ,temple4 ,h]od1 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( "o ( 8 confidants1 :o 0 a memb] ( ! ,sanh$r91 agre$ to furni% him ) ! necess>y mat]ials1 z also ) tw5ty-eight ar*itects1 :o 7 also ,h]odians4 ,8 aim 0 to set ! ,jews /ill m aga9/ ! ,roman gov]nor1 by caus+ ! und]tak+ to fail4 ,he accord+ly came to a private und]/&+ ) ! ar*itects1 :o agre$ to con/ruct ! aqu$uct 9 su* a mann] t x w\ld be c]ta9 to fail4 ,:5 ! "w 0 almo/ f9i%$1 & a numb] ( bricklay]s f ,ophel 7 busily employ$ 9 remov+ ! scaffold+1 ! tw5ty-eight build]s w5t on to ! top ( ! ,t[] ( ,siloe to contemplate ! cra% :i* !y knew mu/ take place4 ,n only did ! :ole ( ! build+ crumble to pieces1 fall1 & kill n9ety-?ree workm51 b ev5 ! t[] conta9+ ! tw5ty-eight ar*itects came d[n1 & n "o escap$ dea?4 ,?is accid5t occurr$ a %ort "t previ\s to ! #h? ( ,janu>y1 two ye>s aft] ,jesus _h comm5c$ prea*+2 x took place on ,h]od's bir?day1 ! same day t ,john ! ,bapti/ 0 behead$ 9 ! ,ca/le ( ,m>*]unt4 ,no ,roman (fic] att5d$ ^! fe/ivities on acc\nt ( ! affair ( ! aqu$uct1 al?\gh ,pilate _h1 ) hypocritical polit5ess1 be5 reque/$ to take a "p 9 !m4 ,si/] ,emm]i* saw "s ( ! disciples ( ,jesus c>ry ! news ( ?is ev5t into ,sam>ia1 :]e he 0 tea*+1 on ! #h? ( ,janu>y4 ,jesus w5t f !nce to ,hebron1 to com=t ! family ( ,john2 & %e saw him1 on ! #ac? ( ,janu>y1 cure _m among ! workm5 ( ,ophel :o _h be5 injur$ by ! fall ( ! aqu$uct4 ,we h se5 by ! relation previ\sly giv5 h[ little gratitude !y %[$ him4 ,! enmity ( ,h]od t[>ds ,pilate 0 /ill f>!r increas$ by ! mann] 9 :i* ! latt] rev5g$ himself on ! foll[]s ( ,h]od4 ,we w ins]t "h a few details :i* 7 communicat$ at diff]5t times to ,si/] ,emm]i*4 ,on ! #be? ( ,m>*1 ( ! second ye> ( our ,"l's prea*+1 :5 ,jesus & 8 disciples 7 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,be?ania1 !y 7 w>n$ by ,laz>us t ,judas ( ,gaulon int5d$ to excite an insurrection aga9/ ,pilate4 ,on ! #bh? ( ,m>*1 ,pilate issu$ a proclamation to ! effect t he int5d$ to impose a tax1 ! proce$s ( :i* 7 p>tly to cov] ! exp5ses he _h incurr$ 9 rais+ ! build+ :i* _h j fall5 to ! gr\nd4 ,?is ann\ncem5t 0 foll[$ by a s$ition head$ by ,judas ( ,gaulon1 :o always /ood up = lib]ty1 & :o 0 7unkn[n to himself7 a tool 9 ! h&s ( ! ,h]odians4 ,! ,h]odians 7 r l our ,freemasons4 ,on ! #cj? ( ,m>*1 at t5 o'clock p4m41 ,jesus1 dress$ 9 a d>k g>m5t1 0 tea*+ 9 ! ,temple1 ) 8 ,apo/les & ?irty disciples4 ,! revolt ( ! ,galileans aga9/ ,pilate bur/ =? on ?is v day1 & ! rebels set free fifty ( _! numb] :o _h be5 imprison$ ! day be=e2 & _m among ! ,romans 7 kill$4 ,on ! #f? ( ,april1 ,pilate caus$ ! ,galileans to be massacr$ at ! mom5t ( (f]+ sacrifice1 by disguis$ soldi]s :om he _h conceal$ 9 ! ,temple4 ,judas 0 kill$ ) 8 companions4 ,?is massacre exasp]at$ ,h]od /ill m aga9/ ,pilate1 & we h j se5 by :at means _! reconciliation 0 effect$4 ,jesus 0 aga9 l$ to ! h\se ( ,pilate4 ,! ar*]s dragg$ him up ! /airs ) _! usual brutality2 8 feet became entangl$ 9 8 long robe1 & he fell ^u ! :ite m>ble /eps1 :i* 7 /a9$ ) blood f 8 sacr$ head4 ,8 enemies _h aga9 tak5 _! seats at ! entrance ( ! =um2 ! mob laugh$ at 8 fall1 & ! ar*]s truck _! innoc5t victim1 in/ead ( assi/+ him to rise4 ,pilate 0 recl9+ on a species ( easy-*air1 ) a little table be=e him1 & surr\nd$ ) (fic]s & p]sons :o held /rips ( p>*m5t cov]$ ) writ+ 9 _! h&s4 ,he came =w>d & said to ! accus]s ( ,jesus3 ',y h pres5t$ unto me ?is man1 z "o t p]v]te? ! p1 & behold ,i1 hav+ exam9$ him be=e y1 f9d no cause 9 ?is man 9 ^? ?+s :]e9 y accuse him4 ,no1 nor ,h]od nei!r4 ,= ,i s5t y to him1 & behold1 no?+ wor?y ( dea? is done to him4 ,i w *a/ise him1 !re=e1 & release him4' ,:5 ! ,ph>isees he>d ^! words1 !y became furi\s1 & endeav\r$ to ! utmo/ ( _! p[] to p]suade ! p to revolt1 di/ribut+ money among !m to effect ?is purpose4 ,pilate look$ ar\nd ) contempt1 & address$ !m 9 scornful words4 ,x happ5$ to be ! precise "t :51 accord+ to an anci5t cu/om1 ! p _h ! privilege ( dem&+ ! deliv]ance ( "o prison]4 ,! ,ph>isees _h dispat*$ emiss>ies to p]suade ! p to dem& ! dea?1 & n ! life1 ( our ,"l4 ,pilate hop$ t !y w\ld ask = ,jesus1 & det]m9$ to give !m to *oose betwe5 him & a crim9al call$ ,b>abbas1 :o _h be5 convict$ ( a dreadful murd] committ$ dur+ a s$ition1 z also ( _m o!r crimes1 & 01 moreov]1 dete/$ by ! p4 ,!re 0 consid]able excitem5t among ! cr[d2 a c]ta9 portion came =w>d1 & _! orators1 address+ ,pilate 9 a l\d voice1 said3 ',grant u ! fav\r y h always grant$ on ! fe/ival day4' ,pilate made answ]3 ',x is cu/om>y = me to deliv] to y a crim9al at ! ,pas*al "t2 :om w y t ,i release to y1 ,b>abbas1 or ,jesus t is call$ ,*ri/8' ,al?\gh ,pilate did n 9 8 own m9d feel at all c]ta9 t ,jesus 0 ! ,k+ ( ! ,jews1 yet he call$ him s1 p>tly because 8 ,roman pride made him take delight 9 humbl+ ! ,jews by call+ su* a despicable-look+ p]son _! k+2 & p>tly because he felt a k9d ( inw>d belief t ,jesus might really be t miracul\s k+1 t ,messiah :o _h be5 promis$4 ,he saw pla9ly t ! prie/s 7 incit$ by envy alone 9 _! accusations aga9/ ,jesus2 ?is made him mo/ anxi\s to disappo9t !m2 & ! desire 0 increas$ by t glimm]+ ( ! tru? :i* p>tly enlight5$ 8 m9d4 ,!re 0 "s hesitation among ! cr[d :5 ,pilate ask$ ?is "q1 & a few voices answ]$1 ',b>abbas4' ,a s]vant s5t by ,pilate's wife ask$ = him at ?is mom5t2 he left ! plat=m1 & ! mess5g] pres5t$ ! pl$ge :i* he _h giv5 h]1 say+ at ! same "t3 ',claudia ,procles begs y to rememb] y\r promise ?is morn+4' ,! ,ph>isees & ! prie/s walk$ anxi\sly & ha/ily ab\t among ! cr[d1 ?reat5+ "s & ord]+ o!rs1 al?\gh1 9 fact1 little 0 requir$ to incite ! already infuriat$ multitude4 ,m>y1 ) ,magdal51 ,john1 & ! holy wom51 /ood 9 a corn] ( ! =um1 trembl+ & weep+2 = al?\gh ! ,"m ( ,jesus 0 fully aw>e t ! r$emption ( man c\ld n be br\ght ab\t by any o!r means ?an ! dea? ( h] ,son1 yet %e 0 fill$ ) ! angui% ( a "m1 & ) a long+ desire to save him f ^? tortures & f t dea? :i* he 0 ab\t to suff]4 ,%e pray$ ,god n to all[ su* a fe>ful crime to be p]petrat$2 %e repeat$ ! words ( ,jesus 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives3 ',if x is possible1 let ?is *alice pass away4' ,%e /ill felt a glimm]+ ( hope1 because !re 0 a report curr5t t ,pilate wi%$ to acquit ,jesus4 ,gr\ps ( p]sons1 mo/ly inhabitants ( ,caph>naum1 :]e ,jesus _h taught1 & among :om he _h wr\ght s _m miracul\s cures1 7 congregat$ 9 h] vic9ity2 !y pret5d$ n to rememb] ei!r h] or h] weep+ companions2 !y simply ca/ a glance n[ & !n1 z if by *ance1 at _! closely-veil$ figures4 ,_m ?\ght1 z did h] companions likewise1 t ^! p]sons at lea/ w\ld reject ,b>abbas1 & beg = ! life ( _! ,savi\r & ,b5efactor2 b ^! hopes 71 alas1 fallaci\s4 ,pilate s5t back ! pl$ge to 8 wife1 z an assurance ( 8 int5tion to keep 8 promise4 ,he aga9 came =w>d on ! plat=m1 & seat$ himself at ! little table4 ,! ,*ief ,prie/s took _! seats likewise1 & ,pilate once m dem&$3 ',:i* ( ! two am ,i to deliv] up to y8' ,a g5]al cry res\nd$ ?r\gh ! hall3 ',n ?is man1 b ,b>abbas6' ',b :at am ,i to d ) ,jesus1 :o is call$ ,*ri/8' repli$ ,pilate4 ,all exclaim$ 9 a tumultu\s mann]3 ',let him be crucifi$6 ,let him be crucifi$6' ',b :at evil has he done8' ask$ ,pilate = ! ?ird "t4 ',i f9d no cause 9 him4 ,i w sc\rge & !n acquit him4' ,b ! cry1 ',crucify him6 ,crucify him6' bur/ f ! cr[d1 & ! s\nds e*o$ l an inf]nal tempe/2 ! ,high ,prie/s & ! ,ph>isees vocif]at$ & hurri$ backw>ds & =w>ds z if insane4 ,pilate at la/ yield$2 8 weak pusillanim\s "* c\ld n )/& su* viol5t demon/rations2 he deliv]$ up ,b>abbas to ! p1 & condemn$ ,jesus to be sc\rg$4 ,,*apt] ,,xxii4 ,! ,sc\rg+ ( ,jesus4 ,t mo/ weak & undecid$ ( all judges1 ,pilate1 _h sev]al times repeat$ ^! da/>dly words3 ',i f9d no crime 9 him3 ,i w *a/ise him1 !re=e1 & let him g2' to :i* ! ,jews _h cont9u$ to respond1 ',crucify him6 ,crucify him6' b he det]m9$ to adh]e to 8 resolution ( n condemn+ our ,"l to dea?1 & ord]$ him to be sc\rg$ accord+ to ! mann] ( ! ,romans4 ,! gu>ds 7 !re=e ord]$ to conduct him ?r\gh ! mid/ ( ! furi\s multitude to ! =um1 :i* !y did ) ! utmo/ brutality1 at ! same "t load+ him ) abuse1 & /rik+ him ) _! /affs4 ,! pill> :]e crim9als 7 sc\rg$ /ood to ! nor? ( ,pilate's palace1 ne> ! gu>d-h\se1 & ! execution]s soon arriv$1 c>ry+ :ips1 rods1 & ropes1 :i* !y toss$ d[n at its base4 ,!y 7 six 9 numb]1 d>k1 sw>?y m51 some:at %ort] ?an ,jesus2 _! *e/s 7 cov]$ ) a piece ( lea!r1 or ) "s dirty /uff2 _! lo9s 7 gird$1 & _! hairy1 s9ewy arms b>e4 ,!y 7 malefactors f ! fronti]s ( ,egypt1 :o _h be5 condemn$ = _! crimes to h>d lab\r1 & 7 employ$ pr9cipally 9 mak+ canals1 & 9 erect+ public build+s1 ! mo/ crim9al be+ select$ to act z execution]s 9 ! ,praetorium4 ,^! cruel m5 _h _m times sc\rg$ poor crim9als to dea? at ?is pill>4 ,!y resembl$ wild bea/s or demons1 & appe>$ to be half drunk4 ,!y /ruck our ,"l ) _! fi/s1 & dragg$ him by ! cords ) :i* he 0 p9ion$1 al?\gh he foll[$ !m )\t (f]+ ! lea/ resi/ance1 &1 f9ally1 !y b>b>\sly knock$ him d[n aga9/ ! pill>4 ,?is pill>1 plac$ 9 ! c5tre ( ! c\rt1 /ood alone1 & did n s]ve to su/a9 any "p ( ! build+2 x 0 n v high1 = a tall man c\ld t\* ! summit by /ret*+ out 8 arm2 !re 0 a l>ge iron r+ at ! top1 & bo? r+s & hooks a little l[] d[n4 ,x is q impossible to describe ! cruelty %[n by ^! ruffians t[>ds ,jesus3 !y tore (f ! mantle ) :i* he _h be5 clo!d 9 d]ision at ! c\rt ( ,h]od1 & almo/ ?rew pro/rate aga94 ,jesus trembl$ & %udd]$ z he /ood be=e ! pill>1 & took (f 8 g>m5ts z quickly z he c\ld1 b 8 h&s 7 bloody & swoll54 ,! only return he made :5 8 brutal execution]s /ruck & abus$ him 01 to pray = !m 9 ! mo/ t\*+ mann]3 he turn$ 8 face once t[>ds 8 ,"m1 :o 0 /&+ ov]come ) grief2 ?is look q unn]v$ h]3 %e fa9t$1 & w\ld h fall51 _h n ! holy wom5 :o 7 !re support$ h]4 ,jesus put 8 arms r\nd ! pill>1 & :5 8 h&s 7 ?us rais$1 ! ar*]s fa/5$ !m to ! iron r+ :i* 0 at ! top ( ! pill>2 !y !n dragg$ 8 arms to su* a height t 8 feet1 :i* 7 tightly b\nd to ! base ( ! pill>1 sc>cely t\*$ ! gr\nd4 ,?us 0 ! ,holy ( ,holies viol5tly /ret*$1 )\t a p>ticle ( clo?+1 on a pill> us$ = ! puni%m5t ( ! greate/ crim9als2 & !n did two furi\s ruffians :o 7 ?ir/+ = 8 blood beg9 9 ! mo/ b>b>\s mann] to sc\rge 8 sacr$ body f head to foot4 ,! :ips or sc\rges :i* !y fir/ made use ( appe>$ to me to be made ( a species ( flexible :ite wood1 b p]haps !y 7 compos$ ( ! s9ews ( ! ox1 or ( /rips ( lea!r4 ,our lov+ ,"l1 ! ,son ( ,god1 true ,god & true ,man1 wri!d z a worm "u ! bl[s ( ^! b>b>ians2 8 mild b deep groans might be he>d f af>2 !y res\nd$ ?r\gh ! air1 =m+ a k9d ( t\*+ accompanim5t to ! hiss+ ( ! in/rum5ts ( torture4 ,^! groans resembl$ r a t\*+ cry ( pray] & supplication1 ?an moans ( angui%4 ,! clam\r ( ! ,ph>isees & ! p =m$ ano!r species ( accompanim5t1 :i* at times z a deaf5+ ?und]-/orm dead5$ & smo!r$ ^! sacr$ & m\rnful cries1 & 9 _! place might be he>d ! words1 ',put him to dea?6' ',crucify him6' ,pilate cont9u$ p>ley+ ) ! p1 & :5 he dem&$ sil5ce 9 ord] to be able to speak1 he 0 oblig$ to proclaim 8 wi%es to ! clamor\s assembly by ! s\nd ( a trumpet1 & at su* mom5ts y might aga9 he> ! noise ( ! sc\rges1 ! moans ( ,jesus1 ! imprecations ( ! soldi]s1 & ! bleat+ ( ! ,pas*al lambs :i* 7 be+ wa%$ 9 ! ,probatica pool1 at no great di/ance f ! =um4 ,!re 0 some?+ peculi>ly t\*+ 9 ! pla9tive bleat+ ( ^! lambs3 !y alone appe>$ to unite _! lam5tations ) ! suff]+ moans ( our ,"l4 ,! ,jewi% mob 0 ga!r$ toge!r at "s di/ance f ! pill> at :i* ! dreadful puni%m5t 0 tak+ place1 & ,roman soldi]s 7 /ation$ 9 diff]5t p>ts r\nd ab\t4 ,_m p]sons 7 walk+ to & fro1 "s 9 sil5ce1 o!rs speak+ ( ,jesus 9 ! mo/ insult+ t]ms possible1 & a few appe>+ t\*$1 & ,i ?\ght ,i beheld rays ( light issu+ f our ,"l & ent]+ ! he>ts ( ! latt]4 ,i saw gr\ps ( infam\s1 bold-look+ "y m51 :o 7 = ! mo/ "p busy+ !mselves ne> ! wat*-h\se 9 prep>+ fre% sc\rges1 :ile o!rs w5t to seek bran*es ( ?orns4 ,sev]al ( ! s]vants ( ! ,high ,prie/s w5t up to ! brutal execution]s & gave !m money2 z also a l>ge jug fill$ ) a /rong bright r$ liquid1 :i* q inebriat$ !m1 & increas$ _! cruelty t5fold t[>ds _! innoc5t ,victim4 ,! two ruffians cont9u$ to /rike our ,"l ) unremitt+ viol5ce = a qu>t] ( an h\r1 & 7 !n succe$$ by two o!rs4 ,8 body 0 entirely cov]$ ) black1 blue1 & r$ m>ks2 ! blood 0 trickl+ d[n on ! gr\nd1 & yet ! furi\s cries :i* issu$ f among ! assembl$ ,jews %[$ t _! cruelty 0 f> f be+ satiat$4 ,! night _h be5 extremely cold1 & ! morn+ 0 d>k & cl\dy2 a little hail _h fall51 :i* surpris$ ev]yone1 b t[>ds twelve o'clock ! day became bright]1 & ! sun %one =?4 ,! two fre% execution]s comm5c$ sc\rg+ ,jesus ) ! greate/ possible fury2 !y made use ( a diff]5t k9d ( rod1--a species ( ?orny /ick1 cov]$ ) knots & spl9t]s4 ,! bl[s f ^! /icks tore 8 fle% to pieces2 8 blood sp\t$ out s z to /a9 _! arms1 & he groan$1 pray$1 & %udd]$4 ,at ?is mom5t1 "s /rang]s m\nt$ on camels pass$ ?r\gh ! =um2 !y /opp$ = a mom5t1 & 7 q ov]come ) pity & horror at ! sc5e be=e !m1 ^u :i* "s ( ! by/&]s expla9$ ! cause ( :at !y witness$4 ,"s ( ^! travell]s _h be5 baptis$ by ,john1 & o!rs _h he>d ! s]mon ( ,jesus on ! m\nta94 ,! noise & ! tumult ( ! mob 0 ev5 m deaf5+ ne> ! h\se ( ,pilate4 ,two fre% execution]s took ! places ( ! la/ m5tion$1 :o 7 beg9n+ to flag2 _! sc\rges 7 compos$ ( small *a9s1 or /raps cov]$ ) iron hooks1 :i* p5etrat$ to ! bone1 & tore (f l>ge pieces ( fle% at e bl[4 ,:at ^w1 alas6 c\ld describe ?is t]rible--?is he>tr5d+ sc5e6 ,! cruelty ( ^! b>b>ians 0 nev]!less n yet satiat$2 !y unti$ ,jesus1 & aga9 fa/5$ him up ) 8 back turn$ t[>ds ! pill>4 ,z he 0 totally unable to support himself 9 an upright position1 !y pass$ cords r\nd 8 wai/1 "u 8 arms1 & above 8 knees1 & hav+ b\nd 8 h&s tightly into ! r+s :i* 7 plac$ at ! upp] "p ( ! pill>1 !y recomm5c$ sc\rg+ him ) ev5 great] fury ?an be=e2 & "o among !m /ruck him con/antly on ! face ) a new rod4 ,! body ( our ,"l 0 p]fectly torn to %r$s1--x 0 b "o w\nd4 ,he look$ at 8 tortur]s ) 8 eyes fill$ ) blood2 z if entreat+ m]cy2 b _! brutality appe>$ to increase1 & 8 moans ea* mom5t became m feeble4 ,! dreadful sc\rg+ _h be5 cont9u$ )\t int]mission = ?ree qu>t]s ( an h\r1 :5 a /rang] ( l[ly bir?1 a relation to ,ctesiphon1 ! bl9d man :om ,jesus _h cur$1 ru%$ f amid/ ! cr[d1 & approa*$ ! pill> ) a knife %ap$ l a cutlass 9 8 h&4 ',cease6' he exclaim$1 9 an indignant tone2 ',cease6 ,sc\rge n ?is innoc5t man unto dea?6' ,! drunk5 miscreants1 tak5 by surprise1 /opp$ %ort1 :ile he quickly sev]$ ! cords :i* b\nd ,jesus to ! pill>1 & disappe>$ among ! cr[d4 ,jesus fell almo/ )\t consci\sness on ! gr\nd1 :i* 0 ba!d ) 8 blood4 ,! execution]s left him !re1 & rejo9$ _! cruel companions1 :o 7 amus+ !mselves 9 ! gu>dh\se ) dr9k+1 & plait+ ! cr[n ( ?orns4 ,our ,"l rema9$ = a %ort "t on ! gr\nd1 at ! foot ( ! pill>1 ba!d 9 8 own blood1 & two or ?ree bold-look+ girls came up to gratify _! curiosity away 9 disgu/1 b at ! mom5t ! pa9 ( ! w\nds ( ,jesus 0 s int5se t he rais$ 8 ble$+ head & look$ at !m4 ,!y retir$ quickly1 & ! soldi]s & gu>ds laugh$ & made game ( !m4 ,dur+ ! "t ( ! sc\rg+ ( our ,"l1 ,i saw weep+ angels approa* him _m times2 ,i likewise he>d ! pray]s he con/antly address$ to 8 ,fa!r = ! p>don ( our s9s--pray]s :i* nev] ceas$ dur+ ! :ole "t ( ! infliction ( ?is cruel puni%m5t4 ,:il/ he lay ba!d 9 8 blood ,i saw an angel pres5t to him a vase conta9+ a bright-look+ bev]age :i* appe>$ to re9vigorate him 9 a c]ta9 degree4 ,! ar*]s soon return$1 & aft] giv+ him "s bl[s ) _! /icks1 bade him rise & foll[ !m4 ,he rais$ himself ) ! greate/ difficulty1 z 8 trembl+ limbs c\ld sc>cely support ! weight ( ?is body2 !y did n give him suffici5t "t to put on 8 clo!s1 b ?rew 8 upp] g>m5t ov] 8 nak$ %\ld]s & l$ him f ! pill> to ! gu>dh\se1 :]e he wip$ ! blood :i* trickl$ d[n 8 face ) a corn] ( 8 g>m5t4 ,:5 he pass$ be=e ! b5*es on :i* ! ,high ,prie/s 7 seat$1 !y cri$ out1 ',put him to dea?6 ,crucify him6 ,crucify him6' & !n turn$ away disda9fully4 ,! execution]s l$ him into ! int]ior ( ! gu>dh\se1 :i* 0 fill$ ) slaves1 ar*]s1 hodm51 & ! v dregs ( ! p1 b !re 7 no soldi]s4 ,! great excitem5t among ! populace al>m$ ,pilate s mu*1 t he s5t to ! =tress ( ,antonia = a re9=cem5t ( ,roman soldi]s1 & pos$ ^! well-discipl9$ troops r\nd ! gu>d-h\se2 !y 7 p]mitt$ to talk & to d]ide ,jesus 9 e possible way1 b 7 =bidd5 to quit _! ranks4 ,^! soldi]s1 :om ,pilate _h s5t = to intimidate ! mob1 numb]$ ab\t a ?\s&4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiii4 ,m>y dur+ ! ,sc\rg+ ( our ,"l4 ,i saw ! ,bless$ ,virg9 9 a cont9ual ec/asy dur+ ! "t ( ! sc\rg+ ( h] ,div9e ,son2 %e saw & suff]$ ) inexpressible love & grief all ! torm5ts he 0 endur+4 ,%e groan$ feebly1 & h] eyes 7 r$ ) weep+4 ,a l>ge veil cov]$ h] p]son1 & %e leant ^u ,m>y ( ,heli1 h] elde/ si/]1 :o 0 old & extremely l _! "m1 ,anne4#aj ,m>y ( ,cleophas1 ! daught] ( ,m>y ( ,heli1 0 !re also4 ,! fri5ds ( ,jesus & ,m>y /ood ar\nd ! latt]2 !y wore l>ge veils1 appe>$ ov]come ) grief & anxiety1 an 7 weep+ z if 9 ! mom5t>y expectation ( dea?4 ,! dress ( ,m>y 0 blue2 x 0 long1 & p>tly cov]$ by a cloak made ( :ite wool1 & h] veil 0 ( r a yell[ :ite4 ,magdal5 0 totally beside h]self f grief1 & h] hair 0 float+ loosely "u h] veil4 ,:5 ,jesus fell d[n at ! foot ( ! pill>1 aft] ! flagellation1 ,i saw ,claudia ,procles1 ! wife ( ,pilate1 s5t "s l>ge pieces ( l95 to ! ,"m ( ,god4 ,i "k n :e!r %e ?\ght t ,jesus w\ld be set free1 & t 8 ,"m w\ld !n require l95 to dress 8 w\nds1 or :e!r ?is compassionate lady 0 aw>e ( ! use :i* w\ld be made ( h] pres5t4 ,at ! t]m9ation ( ! sc\rg+1 ,m>y came to h]self = a "t1 & saw h] ,div9e ,son all torn & mangl$1 be+ l$ away by ! ar*]s aft] ! sc\r+3 he wip$ 8 eyes1 :i* 7 fill$ ) blood1 t he might look at 8 ,"m1 & %e /ret*$ out h] h&s t[>ds him1 & cont9u$ to look at ! bloody traces ( 8 foot/eps4 ,i soon aft] saw ,m>y & ,magdal5 approa* ! pill> :]e ,jesus _h be5 sc\rg$2 ! mob 7 at a di/ance1 & !y 7 p>tly conceal$ by ! o!r holy wom51 & by a few k9d-he>t$ p]sons :o _h jo9$ !m2 !y knelt d[n on ! gr\nd ne> ! pill>1 & wip$ up ! sacr$ blood ) ! l95 :i* ,claudia ,procles _h s5t4 ,john 0 n at t "t ) ! holy wom51 :o 7 ab\t tw5ty 9 numb]4 ,! sons ( ,simeon & ( ,ob$1 & ,v]onica1 z also ! two nephews ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a--,aram & ,!mni--7 9 ! ,temple1 & appe>$ to be ov]:elm$ ) grief4 ,x 0 n m ?an n9e o'clock a4m4 :5 ! sc\rg+ t]m9at$4 ,,*apt] ,,xxiv4 ,int]ruption ( ! ,visions ( ! ,passion by ! ,appe>ance ( ,/4 ,joseph "u ! =m ( a ,*ild4 ,dur+ ! :ole "t ( ! visions :i* we h j n>rat$ 7t is to say1 f ! #ah? ( ,febru>y until ! #h? ( ,m>*71 ,si/] ,emm]i* cont9u$ to suff] all ! m5tal & bodily tortures :i* 7 once endur$ by our ,"l4 ,be+ totally imm]s$ 9 ^! m$itations1 &1 z x 71 dead to ext]ior objects1 %e wept & groan$ l a p]son 9 ! h&s ( an execution]1 trembl$1 %udd]$1 & wri!d on h] c\*1 :ile h] face resembl$ t ( a man ab\t to expire "u torture1 & a bloody sweat (t5 trickl$ ov] h] *e/ & %\ld]s4 ,%e g5]ally p]spir$ s pr(usely t h] b$ & clo!s 7 saturat$4 ,h] suff]+s f ?ir/ 7 likewise fe>ful1 & %e might truly be comp>$ to a p]son p]i%+ 9 a des]t f ! want ( wat]4 ,g5]ally speak+1 h] m\? 0 s p>*$ 9 ! morn+1 & h] tongue s contract$ & dri$ up1 t %e c\ld n speak1 b 0 oblig$ by signs & in>ticulate s\nds to beg = relief4 ,h] con/ant /ate ( fev] 0 probably br\ght on by ! great pa9s %e endur$1 add$ to :i* %e likewise (t5 took ^u h]self ! illnesses & temporal calamities m]it$ by o!rs4 ,x 0 always necess>y = h] to re/ = a "t be=e relat+ ! diff]5t sc5es ( ! ,passion1 nor 0 x always t %e c\ld speak ( :at %e _h se51 & %e 0 ev5 (t5 oblig$ to discont9ue h] n>rations = ! day4 ,%e 0 9 ?is /ate ( suff]+ on ,saturday ! #h? ( ,m>*1 & ) ! greate/ difficulty & suff]+ describ$ ! sc\rg+ ( our ,"l :i* %e _h se5 9 ! vision ( ! previ\s night1 & :i* appe>$ to be pres5t to h] m9d dur+ ! greate/ "p ( ! foll[+ day4 ,t[>ds ev5+1 h[ev]1 a *ange took place1 & !re 0 an int]ruption 9 ! c\rse ( m$itations on ! ,passion :i* _h latt]ly foll[$ "o ano!r s regul>ly4 ,we w describe ?is int]ruption1 9 ord]1 9 ! fir/ place1 to give our read]s a m full compreh5sion ( ! int]ior life ( ?is mo/ extraord9>y p]son2 &1 9 ! second1 to enable !m to pause = a "t to re/ _! m9ds1 z ,i well "k t m$itations on ! ,passion ( our ,"l exhau/ ! weak1 ev5 :5 !y rememb] t x 0 = _! salvation t he suff]$ & di$4 ,! life ( ,si/] ,emm]i*1 bo? z reg>d$ h] spiritual & intellectual exi/5ce1 inv>iably h>monis$ ) ! _s ( ! ,*ur* at diff]5t seasons ( ! ye>4 ,x h>monis$ ev5 m /rongly ?an man's natural life does ) season1 or ) ! h\rs ( ! day1 & ?is caus$ h] to be 7if we may ?us express ourselves7 a realisation ( ! exi/5ce & ( ! v>i\s int5tions ( ! ,*ur*4 ,h] union ) its _s 0 s complete1 t no soon] did a fe/ival day beg9 7t is to say1 on ! eve71 ?an a p]fect *ange took place )9 h]1 bo? intellectually & spiritually4 ,z soon z ! spiritual sun ( ^! fe/ival days ( ! ,*ur* 0 set1 %e direct$ all h] ?\ghts t[>ds t :i* w\ld rise on ! foll[+ day1 & dispos$ all h] pray]s1 good works1 & suff]+s = ! atta9m5t ( ! special graces atta*$ to ! fea/ ab\t to comm5ce1 l a plant :i* absorbs ! dew1 & revels 9 ! w>m? & light ( ! fir/ rays ( ! sun4 ,^! *anges did n1 z w readily be believ$1 always take place at ! exact mom5t :5 ! s\nd ( ! ,angelus ann\nc$ ! comm5cem5t ( a fe/ival1 & summon$ ! fai?ful to pray]2 = ?is bell is (t51 ei!r ?r\gh ignorance or neglig5ce1 rung at ! wrong "t2 b !y comm5c$ at ! "t :5 ! fea/ really began4 ,if ! ,*ur* commemorat$ a sorr[ful my/]y1 %e appe>$ depress$1 fa9t1 & almo/ p[]less2 b ! in/ant ! celebration ( a joyful fea/ comm5c$1 bo? body & s\l reviv$ to a new life1 z if refre%$ by ! dew ( new graces1 & %e cont9u$ 9 ?is calm1 quiet1 & happy /ate1 q releas$ f e k9d ( suff]+1 until ! ev5+4 ,^! ?+s took place 9 h] s\l q indep5d5tly ( h] w2 b z %e _h _h f infancy ! mo/ ard5t desire ( be+ ob$i5t to ,jesus & to 8 ,*ur*1 ,god _h be/[$ ^u h] ^? special graces :i* give a natural facility = practis+ ob$i5ce4 ,e faculty ( h] s\l 0 direct$ t[>ds ! ,*ur*1 9 ! same mann] z a plant :i*1 ev5 if put into a d>k cell>1 naturally turns its leaves upw>ds1 & appe>s to seek ! light4 ,on ,saturday1 #h? ( ,m>* #ahbc1 aft] sunset1 ,si/] ,emm]i* _h1 ) ! greate/ difficulty1 portray$ ! diff]5t ev5ts ( ! sc\rg+ ( our ,"l1 & ! writ] ( ^! pages ?\ght t h] m9d 0 occupi$ 9 ! contemplation ( ! 'cr[n+ ) ?orns1' :5 sudd5ly h] c\nt5ance1 :i* 0 preci\sly pale & hagg>d1 l t ( a p]son on ! po9t ( dea?1 became bright & s]5e & %e exclaim$ 9 a coax+ tone1 z if speak+ to a *ild1 ',o1 t de> little boy6 ,:o is he8--,/ay1 ,i w ask him4 ,8 "n is ,joseph4 ,he has pu%$ 8 way ?r\gh ! cr[d to come to me4 ,poor *ild1 he is laugh+3 he kn[s no?+ at all ( :at is go+ on4 ,h[ light 8 clo?+ is6 ,i fe> he mu/ be cold1 ! air is s %>p ?is morn+4 ,wait1 my *ild2 let me put some?+ m ov] y4' ,aft] say+ ^! words 9 su* a natural tone ( voice t x 0 almo/ impossible = ^? pres5t n to turn r\nd & expect to see ! *ild1 %e held up a dress :i* 0 ne> h]1 z w\ld be done by a k9d-he>t$ p]son wi%+ to clo! a poor froz5 *ild4 ,! fri5d :o 0 /&+ by h] b$side _h n suffici5t "t to ask h] to expla9 ! words %e _h spok51 = a sudd5 *ange took place1 bo? 9 h] :ole appe>ance & mann]1 :5 h] att5dant pron\nc$ ! ^w ob$i5ce1--"o ( ! v[s by :i* %e _h consecrat$ h]self to our ,"l4 ,%e in/antly came to h]self1 &1 l an ob$i5t *ild awak5+ f a s\nd sleep & />t+ up at ! voice ( its "m1 %e /ret*$ =? h] h&1 took ! ros>y & crucifix :i* 7 always at h] side1 arrang$ h] dress1 rubb$ h] eyes1 & sat up4 ,%e 0 !n c>ri$ f h] b$ to a *air1 z %e c\ld nei!r /& nor walk2 & x be+ ! "t = mak+ h] b$1 h] fri5d left ! room 9 ord] to write out :at he _h he>d dur+ ! day4 ,on ,sunday1 ! #i? ( ,m>*1 ! fri5d ask$ h] att5dant :at ,si/] ,emm]i* meant ! ev5+ be=e :5 %e spoke ( a *ild call$ ,joseph4 ,! att5dant answ]$1 ',%e spoke ( him aga9 _m times ye/]day ev5+2 he is ! son ( a c\s9 ( m9e1 & a great fav\rite ( h]s4 ,i fe> t h] talk+ s mu* ab\t him is a sign t he is go+ to h an illness1 = %e said s _m times t ! poor *ild 0 almo/ )\t clo?+1 & t he mu/ be cold4' ,! fri5d rememb]$ hav+ (t5 se5 ?is little ,joseph play+ on ! b$ ( ,si/] ,emm]i*1 & he suppos$ t %e 0 dream+ ab\t him on ! previ\s day4 ,:5 ! fri5d w5t to see h] lat] 9 ! day to endeav\r to obta9 a cont9uation ( ! n>rations ( ! ,passion1 he f\nd h]1 contr>y to 8 expectation1 m calm1 & app>5tly bett] 9 heal? ?an on ! previ\s day4 ,%e told him t %e _h se5 no?+ m aft] ! sc\rg+ ( our ,"l2 & :5 he que/ion$ h] conc]n+ :at %e _h said ab\t little ,joseph1 %e c\ld n rememb] hav+ spok5 ( ! *ild at all4 ,he !n ask$ ! reason ( h] be+ s calm1 s]5e1 & app>5tly well 9 heal?2 & %e answ]$1 ',i always feel ?us :5 ,mid-,l5t comes1 = !n ! ,*ur* s+s ) ,isaias 9 ! introit at ,mass3 ,rejoice1 ,o1 ,j]usalem1 & come toge!r all y t love h]2 rejoice ) joy1 y t h be5 9 sorr[1 t y may exult & be fill$ f ! brea/s ( y\r consolation4 ,mid-,l5t ,sunday is consequ5tly a day ( rejoic+2 & y may likewise rememb] t1 9 ! gospel ( ?is day1 ! ,*ur* relates h[ our ,"l f$ five ?\s& m5 ) five loaves & two fi%es1 ( :i* twelve baskets ( fragm5ts rema9$1 consequ5tly we ought to rejoice4' ,%e likewise add$1 t our ,"l _h deign$ to visit h] on t day 9 ! ,holy ,communion1 & t %e always felt especial spiritual consolation :5 %e receiv$ him on t p>ticul> day ( ! ye>4 ,! fri5d ca/ 8 eyes on ! cal5d> ( ! diocese ( ,mun/]1 & saw t on t day !y n only kept ,mid-,l5t ,sunday1 b likewise ! ,fea/ ( ,/4 ,joseph1 ! fo/]-fa!r ( our ,"l2 he 0 n aw>e ( ?is be=e1 because 9 o!r places ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,joseph is kept on ! #ai?1 & he rem>k$ ?is circum/ance to ,si/] ,emm]i*1 & ask$ h] :e!r %e did n ?9k t 0 ! cause ( h] speak+ ab\t ,joseph4 ,%e answ]$ t %e 0 p]fectly aw>e ( its be+ ! fea/ ( ! fo/]-fa!r ( ,jesus1 b t %e _h n be5 ?9k+ ( ! *ild ( t "n4 ,h[ev]1 a mom5t aft]1 %e sudd5ly rememb]$ :at h] ?\ghts _h be5 ! day be=e1 & expla9$ to h] fri5d t ! mom5t ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,joseph began1 h] vision ( ! sorr[ful my/]ies ( ! ,passion ceas$1 & 7 sup]s$$ by totally diff]5t sc5es1 9 :i* ,/4 ,joseph appe>$ "u ! =m ( a *ild1 & t x 0 to him t ! words we h m5tion$ above 7 address$4 ,we f\nd t :5 %e receiv$ ^! communications ! vision 0 (t5 9 ! =m ( a *ild1 especially 9 ^? cases :5 an arti/ w\ld h made use ( t simile to express 8 ideas4 ,if1 = in/ance1 ! accompli%m5t ( "s ,scripture prophecy 0 be+ %[n to h]1 %e (t5 saw by ! side ( ! illu/ration a *ild1 :o cle>ly designat$ ! *>act]i/ics ( su* or su* a prophet1 by 8 position1 8 dress1 & ! mann] 9 :i* he held 9 8 h& & wav$ to & fro ! prophetic roll app5d$ to a /aff4 ,sometimes1 :5 %e 0 9 extreme suff]+1 a beautiful *ild1 dress$ 9 gre51 ) a calm & s]5e c\nt5ance1 w\ld approa*1 & seat himself 9 a po/ure ( resignation at ! side ( h] b$1 all[+ himself to be mov$ f "o side to ! o!r1 or ev5 put d[n on to ! gr\nd1 )\t ! smalle/ opposition & con/antly look+ at h] affectionately & consol+ h]4 ,if1 :5 q pro/rate f illness & ! suff]+s ( o!rs :i* %e _h tak5 ^u h]self1 %e ent]$ into communication ) a sa9t1 ei!r by p>ticipation 9 ! celebration ( 8 fea/1 or f 8 relics be+ br\ght to h]1 %e sometimes saw passages ( ! *ildhood ( m>tyrdom4 ,9 h] greate/ suff]+s %e 0 usually consol$1 in/ruct$1 or reprov$ 7:i*ev] ! occasion call$ =7 by app>itions "u ! =m ( *ildr54 ,sometimes1 :5 totally ov]come by tr\ble & di/ress1 %e w\ld fall asleep1 & be c>ri$ back 9 imag9ation to ! sc5es & p]ils ( h] *ildhood4 ,%e sometimes dream$1 z h] exclamations & ge/ures demon/rat$1 t %e 0 once m a little c\ntry girl ( five ye>s old1 climb+ ov] a h$ge1 caught 9 ! bri>s1 & weep+ ) fe>4 ,^! sc5es ( h] *ildhood 7 always ev5ts :i* _h really occurr$1 & ! words :i* escap$ h] %[$ :at 0 pass+ 9 h] m9d4 ,%e w\ld exclaim 7z if repeat+ ! words ( o!rs73 ',:y d y call out s8' ',i w n hold ! h$ge back until y are quiet & ask me g5tly to d s4' ,%e _h obey$ ?is injunction :5 %e 0 a *ild & caught 9 ! h$ge1 & %e foll[$ ! same rule :5 gr[n up & suff]+ f ! mo/ t]rible trials4 ,%e (t5 spoke & jok$ ab\t ! ?orn h$ge1 & ! pati5ce & pray] :i* _h !n be5 recomm5d$ to h]1 :i* admonition %e1 9 aft]-life1 _h frequ5tly neglect$1 b :i* _h nev] fail$ h] :5 %e _h rec\rse to x4 ,?is symbolical co9cid5ce ( ! ev5ts ( h] *ildhood ) ^? ( h] rip] ye>s %[s t1 9 ! individual no less ?an 9 humanity at l>ge1 prophetic types may be f\nd4 ,b1 to ! individual z well z to mank9d 9 g5]al1 a ,div9e ,type has be5 giv5 9 ! p]son ( our ,r$eem]1 9 ord] t bo? ! "o & ! o!r1 by walk+ 9 8 foot/eps & ) 8 assi/ance1 may surpass human nature & atta9 to p]fect wisdom & grace ) ,god & man4 ,?us x is t ! w ( ,god is done on e>? z 9 heav51 & t ?is k+dom is atta9$ by 'm5 ( good w4' ,%e !n gave a %ort acc\nt ( ! visions :i* _h1 on ! previ\s night1 int]rupt$ h] visions ( ! ,passion at ! comm5cem5t ( ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,joseph4 ,,*apt] ,,xxv4 ,description ( ! ,p]sonal ,appe>ance ( ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,:ile ^! sad ev5ts 7 tak+ place ,i 0 9 ,j]usalem1 sometimes 9 "o locality & sometimes 9 ano!r2 ,i 0 q ov]come1 my suff]+s 7 int5se1 & ,i felt z if ab\t to expire4 ,dur+ ! "t ( ! sc\rg+ ( my adorable ,sp\se ,i sat 9 ! vic9ity1 9 a "p :i* no ,jew d>$ approa*1 = fe> ( defil+ himself2 b ,i did n fe> defilem5t1 ,i 0 only anxi\s = a drop ( our ,"l's blood to fall ^u me1 to purify me4 ,i felt s completely he>tbrok5 t ,i ?\ght ,i mu/ die z ,i c\ld n relieve ,jesus1 & ea* bl[ :i* he receiv$ drew f me su* sobs & moans t ,i felt q a/oni%$ at n be+ driv5 away4 ,:5 ! execution]s took ,jesus into ! gu>dh\se1 to cr[n him ) ?orns1 ,i long$ to foll[ t ,i might aga9 contemplate him 9 8 suff]+s4 ,!n x 0 t ! ,"m ( ,jesus1 accompani$ by ! holy wom51 approa*$ ! pill> & wip$ up ! blood ) :i* x & ! gr\nd ar\nd 7 saturat$4 ,! door ( ! gu>dh\se 0 op51 & ,i he>d ! brutal laught] ( ! he>tless m5 :o 7 busily employ$ 9 f9i%+ (f ! cr[n ( ?orns :i* !y _h prep>$ = our ,"l4 ,i 0 too mu* affect$ to weep1 b ,i endeav\r$ to drag myself ne> to ! place :]e our ,"l 0 to be cr[n$ ) ?orns4 ,i once m saw ! ,bless$ ,virg92 h] c\nt5ance 0 wan & pale1 h] eyes r$ ) weep+1 b ! simple dignity ( h] demean\r _c be describ$4 ,not)/&+ h] grief & angui%1 not)/&+ ! fatigue :i* %e _h endur$ 7= %e _h be5 w&]+ ev] s9ce ! previ\s ev5+ ?r\gh ! /reets ( ,j]usalem1 & across ! ,valley ( ,josaphat71 h] appe>ance 0 placid & mode/1 & n a fold ( h] dress out ( place4 ,%e look$ maje/ically ar\nd1 & h] veil fell gracefully ov] h] %\ld]s4 ,%e mov$ quietly1 & al?\gh h] he>t 0 a prey to ! mo/ bitt] grief1 h] c\nt5ance 0 calm & resign$4 ,h] dress 0 moi/5$ by ! dew :i* _h fall5 ^u x dur+ ! night1 & by ! te>s :i* %e _h %$ 9 su* abundance2 o!rwise x 0 totally unsoil$4 ,h] beauty 0 great1 b indescribable1 = x 0 sup]-human--a mixture ( maje/y1 sanctity1 simplicity1 & purity4 ,! appe>ance ( ,m>y ,magdal5 0 totally diff]5t2 %e 0 tall] & m robu/1 ! expression ( h] c\nt5ance %[$ great] det]m9ation1 b its beauty 0 almo/ de/roy$ by ! /rong passions :i* %e _h s long indulg$1 & by ! viol5t rep5tance & grief %e _h s9ce felt4 ,x 0 pa9ful to look ^u h]2 %e 0 ! v picture ( despair1 h] long di%evell$ hair 0 p>tly cov]$ by h] torn & wet veil1 & h] appe>ance 0 t ( "o completely absorb$ by woe & almo/ beside h]self f sorr[4 ,_m ( ! inhabitants ( ,magdalum 7 /&+ ne>1 gaz+ at h] ) surprise & curiosity1 = !y _h kn[n h] 9 =m] days1 fir/ 9 prosp]ity & aft]w>ds 9 degradation & consequ5t mis]y4 ,!y po9t$1 !y ev5 ca/ mud ^u h]1 b %e saw no?+1 knew no?+1 & felt no?+1 save h] agonis+ grief4 ,,*apt] ,,xxvi4 ,! ,cr[n+ ) ,?orns4 ,no soon] did ,si/] ,emm]i* recomm5ce ! n>rative ( h] visions on ! ,passion ?an %e aga9 became extremely ill1 oppress$ ) fev]1 & s torm5t$ by viol5t ?ir/ t h] tongue 0 p]fectly p>*$ & contract$2 & on ! ,monday aft] ,mid-,l5t ,sunday1 %e 0 s exhau/$ t x 0 n )\t great difficulty1 & aft] _m int]vals ( re/1 t %e n>rat$ all :i* our ,"l suff]$ 9 ?is cr[n+ ) ?orns4 ,%e 0 sc>cely able to speak1 because %e h]self felt e s5sation :i* %e describ$ 9 ! foll[+ acc\nt3 ,pilate h>angu$ ! populace _m times dur+ ! "t ( ! sc\rg+ ( ,jesus1 b !y int]rupt$ him once1 & vocif]at$1 ',he %all be execut$1 ev5 if we die = x4' ,:5 ,jesus 0 l$ into ! gu>dh\se1 !y all cri$ out aga91 ',crucify him1 crucify him6' ,aft] ?is !re 0 sil5ce = a "t4 ,pilate occupi$ himself 9 giv+ diff]5t ord]s to ! soldi]s1 & ! s]vants ( ! ,high ,prie/s br\ght !m "s refre%m5ts2 aft] :i* ,pilate1 ^: sup]/iti\s t5d5cies made him uneasy 9 m9d1 w5t into ! inn] "p ( 8 palace 9 ord] to consult 8 gods1 & to (f] !m inc5se4 ,:5 ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! holy wom5 _h ga!r$ up ! blood ( ,jesus1 ) :i* ! pill> & ! adjac5t p>ts 7 saturat$1 !y left ! =um & w5t into a neighb\r+ small h\se1 ! own] ( :i* ,i d n "k4 ,john 0 n1 ,i ?9k1 pres5t at ! sc\rg+ ( ,jesus4 ,a gall]y encircl$ ! inn] c\rt ( ! gu>dh\se :]e our ,"l 0 cr[n$ ) ?orns1 & ! doors 7 op54 ,! c[>dly ruffians1 :o 7 eag]ly wait+ to gratify _! cruelty by tortur+ & insult+ our ,"l1 7 ab\t fifty 9 numb]1 & ! greate/ "p slaves or s]vants ( ! jail]s & soldi]s4 ,! mob ga!r$ r\nd ! build+1 b 7 soon displac$ by a ?\s& ,roman soldi]s1 :o 7 drawn up 9 good ord] & /ation$ !re4 ,al?\gh =bidd5 to leave _! ranks1 ^! soldi]s nev]!less did _! utmo/ by laught] & applause to incite ! cruel execution]s to r$\ble _! insults2 & z public applause gives fre% en]gy to a com$ian1 s did _! words ( enc\ragem5t increase t5fold ! cruelty ( ^! m54 ,9 ! middle ( ! c\rt !re /ood ! fragm5t ( a pill>1 & on x 0 plac$ a v l[ /ool :i* ^! cruel m5 malici\sly cov]$ ) %>p fl9ts & bits ( brok5 pot%]ds4 ,!n !y tore (f ! g>m5ts ( ,jesus1 !reby reop5+ all 8 w\nds2 ?rew ov] 8 %\ld]s an old sc>let mantle :i* b>ely rea*$ 8 knees2 dragg$ him to ! seat prep>$1 & pu%$ him r\ghly d[n ^u x1 hav+ fir/ plac$ ! cr[n ( ?orns ^u 8 head4 ,! cr[n ( ?orns 0 made ( ?ree bran*es plait$ toge!r1 ! greate/ "p ( ! ?orns be+ purposely turn$ inw>ds s z to pi]ce our ,"l's head4 ,hav+ fir/ plac$ ^! twi/$ bran*es on 8 =ehead1 !y ti$ !m tightly toge!r at ! back ( 8 head1 & no soon] 0 ?is accompli%$ to _! satisfaction ?an !y put a l>ge re$ into 8 h&1 do+ all ) d]isive gravity z if !y 7 really cr[n+ him k+4 ,!y !n seiz$ ! re$1 & /ruck 8 head s viol5tly t 8 eyes 7 fill$ ) blood2 !y knelt be=e him1 d]id$ him1 spat 9 8 face1 & buffet$ him1 say+ at ! same "t1 ',hail1 ,k+ ( ! ,jews6' ,!n !y ?rew d[n 8 /ool1 pull$ him up aga9 f ! gr\nd on :i* he _h fall51 & reseat$ him ) ! greate/ possible brutality4 ,x is q impossible to describe ! cruel outrages :i* 7 ?\ght ( & p]petrat$ by ^! mon/]s "u human =m4 ,! suff]+s ( ,jesus f ?ir/1 caus$ by ! fev] :i* 8 w\nds & suff]+s _h br\ght on1 7 int5se4#aa ,he trembl$ all ov]1 8 fle% 0 torn piecemeal1 8 tongue contract$1 & ! only refre%m5t he receiv$ 0 ! blood :i* trickl$ f 8 head on to 8 p>*$ lips4 ,?is %ameful sc5e 0 protract$ a full half-h\r1 & ! ,roman soldi]s cont9u$ dur+ ! :ole "t to applaud & enc\rage ! p]petration ( /ill great] outrages4 ,,*apt] ,,xxvii4 ,ecce ,homo4 ,! cruel execution]s !n reconduct$ our ,"l to ,pilate's palace1 ) ! sc>let cloak /ill ?r[n ov] 8 %\ld]s1 ! cr[n ( ?orns on 8 head1 & ! re$ 9 8 fett]$ h&s4 ,he 0 p]fectly unrecognisable1 8 eyes1 m\?1 & be>d be+ cov]$ ) blood1 8 body b "o w\nd1 & 8 back b[$ d[n z t ( an ag$ man1 :ile e limb trembl$ z he walk$4 ,:5 ,pilate saw him /&+ at ! entrance ( 8 tribunal1 ev5 he 7h>t-he>t$ z he usually 07 />t$1 & %udd]$ ) horror & compassion1 :il/ ! b>b>\s prie/s & ! populace1 f> f be+ mov$ to pity1 cont9u$ _! insults & mock]y4 ,:5 ,jesus _h asc5d$ ! /airs1 ,pilate came =w>d1 ! trumpet 0 s\nd$ to ann\nce t ! gov]nor 0 ab\t to speak1 & he address$ ! ,*ief ,prie/s & ! by/&]s 9 ! foll[+ words3 ',behold1 ,i br+ him =? to y1 t y may "k t ,i f9d no cause 9 him4' ,! ar*]s !n l$ ,jesus up to ,pilate1 t ! p might aga9 fea/ _! cruel eyes on him1 9 ! /ate ( degradation to :i* he 0 r$uc$4 ,t]rible & he>tr5d+1 inde$1 0 ! spectacle he pres5t$1 & an exclamation ( horror bur/ f ! multitude1 foll[$ by a dead sil5ce1 :5 he ) difficulty rais$ 8 w\nd$ head1 cr[n$ z x 0 ) ?orns1 & ca/ 8 exhau/$ glance on ! excit$ ?rong4 ,pilate exclaim$1 z he po9t$ him out to ! p2 ',ecce homo6 ,behold ! man6' ,! hatr$ ( ! ,high ,prie/s & _! foll[]s 01 if possible1 increas$ at ! sight ( ,jesus1 & !y cri$ out1 ',put him to dea?2 crucify him4' ',are y n cont5t8' said ,pilate4 ',! puni%m5t he has receiv$ is1 beyond "q1 suffici5t to deprive him ( all desire ( mak+ himself k+4' ,b !y cri$ out ! m & ! multitude jo9$ 9 ! cry1 ',crucify him1 crucify him6' ,pilate !n s\nd$ ! trumpet to dem& sil5ce1 & said3 ',take y him & crucify him1 = ,i f9d no cause 9 him4' ',we h a law1 & accord+ to t law he ought to die1' repli$ ! prie/s1 'because he made himself ! ,son ( ,god4' ,^! words1 'he made himself ! ,son ( ,god1' reviv$ ! fe>s ( ,pilate2 he took ,jesus into ano!r room1 & ask$ him2 ',:5ce art ?\8' ,b ,jesus made no answ]4 ',speake/ ?\ n to me8' said ,pilate2 'kn[e/ ?\ n t ,i h p[] to crucify !e1 & p[] to release !e8' ',?\ %\ld/ n h any p[] aga9/ me1' repli$ ,jesus1 'unless x 7 giv5 !e f above2 !re=e he t ha? deliv]$ me to !e ha? ! great] s94' ,! undecid$1 weak conduct ( ,pilate fill$ ,claudia ,procles ) anxiety2 %e aga9 s5t him ! pl$ge1 to rem9d him ( 8 promise1 b he only return$ a vague1 sup]/iti\s answ]1 import+ t he %\ld leave ! decision ( ! case to ! gods4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus1 ! ,high ,prie/s & ! ,ph>isees1 hav+ he>d ( ! ef=ts :i* 7 be+ made by ,claudia to save him1 caus$ a report to be spread among ! p1 t ! p>tisans ( our ,"l _h s$uc$ h]1 t he w\ld be releas$1 & !n jo9 ! ,romans & br+ ab\t ! de/ruction ( ,j]usalem1 & ! ext]m9ation ( ! ,jews4 ,pilate 0 9 su* a /ate ( indecision & unc]ta9ty z to be p]fectly beside himself2 he did n "k :at /ep to take next1 & aga9 address$ himself to ! enemies ( ,jesus1 decl>+ t 'he f\nd no crime 9 him1' b !y dem&$ 8 dea? /ill m clamor\sly4 ,he !n rememb]$ ! contradictory accusations :i* _h be5 br\ght aga9/ ,jesus1 ! my/]i\s dreams ( 8 wife1 & ! unacc\ntable impression :i* ! words ( ,jesus _h made on himself1 & !re=e det]m9$ to "q him aga9 9 ord] ?us to obta9 "s in=mation :i* might enlight5 him z to ! c\rse he ought to pursue2 he !re=e return$ to ! ,praetorium1 w5t alone into a room1 & s5t = our ,savi\r4 ,he glanc$ at ! mangl$ & ble$+ ,=m be=e him1 & exclaim$ inw>dly3 ',is x possible t he c be ,god8' ,!n he turn$ to ,jesus1 & adjur$ him to tell him if he 0 ,god1 if he 0 t k+ :o _h be5 promis$ to ! ,jews1 :]e 8 k+dom 01 & to :at class ( gods he belong$4 ,i c only give ! s5se ( ! words ( ,jesus1 b !y 7 solemn & sev]e4 ,he told him 't 8 k+dom 0 n ( ?is _w1' & likewise spoke /rongly ( ! _m hidd5 crimes ) :i* ! consci5ce ( ,pilate 0 defil$2 w>n$ him ( ! dreadful fate :i* w\ld be 8 if he did n rep5t2 & f9ally decl>$ t he himself1 ! ,son ( ,man1 w\ld come at ! la/ day1 to pron\nce a j judgm5t ^u him4 ,pilate 0 half fright5$ & half angry at ! words ( ,jesus2 he return$ to ! balcony1 & aga9 decl>$ t he w\ld release ,jesus2 b !y cri$ out3 ',if ?\ release ?is man1 ?\ art n ,caes>'s fri5d4 ,= :osoev] make? himself a k+ speake? aga9/ ,caes>4' ,o!rs said t !y w\ld accuse him to ! ,emp]or ( hav+ di/urb$ _! fe/ival2 t he mu/ make up 8 m9d at once1 because !y 7 oblig$ to be 9 ! ,temple by t5 o'clock at night4 ,! cry1 ',crucify him6 ,crucify him6' res\nd$ on all sides2 x re-e*o$ ev5 f ! flat ro(s ( ! h\ses ne> ! =um1 :]e _m p]sons 7 assembl$4 ,pilate saw t all 8 ef=ts 7 va91 t he c\ld make no impression on ! infuriat$ mob2 _! yells & imprecations 7 deaf5+1 & he began to fe> an insurrection4 ,!re=e he took wat]1 & wa%$ 8 h&s be=e ! p1 say+1 ',i am innoc5t ( ! blood ( ?is j man2 look y to x4' ,a frightful & unanim\s cry !n came f ! d5se multitude1 :o 7 assembl$ f all p>ts ( ,pale/9e1 ',8 blood be ^u u1 & ^u our *ildr54' ,,*apt] ,,xxviii4 ,reflections on ! ,visions4 ,:5ev]1 dur+ my m$itations on ! ,passion ( our ,"l1 ,i imag9e ,i he> t frightful cry ( ! ,jews1 ',8 blood be ^u u1 & ^u our *ildr51' visions ( a wond]ful & t]rible description display be=e my eyes at ! same mom5t ! effect ( t solemn curse4 ,i fancy ,i see a gloomy sky cov]$ ) cl\ds1 ( ! col\r ( blood1 f :i* issue fi]y swords & d>ts1 l[]+ ov] ! vocif]at+ multitude2 & ?is curse1 :i* !y h entail$ ^u !mselves1 appe>s to me to p5etrate ev5 to ! v m>r[ ( _! bones1--ev5 to ! unborn infants4 ,!y appe> to me encompass$ on all sides by d>kness2 ! words !y utt] take1 9 my eyes1 ! =m ( black flames1 :i* recoil ^u !m1 p5etrat+ ! bodies ( "s1 & only play+ ar\nd o!rs4 ,! la/-m5tion$ 7 ^? :o 7 conv]t$ aft] ! dea? ( ,jesus1 & :o 7 9 consid]able numb]s1 = nei!r ,jesus nor ,m>y ev] ceas$ pray+1 9 ! mid/ ( _! suff]+s1 = ! salvation ( ^! mis]able be+s4 ,:51 dur+ visions ( ?is k9d1 ,i turn my ?\ghts to ! holy s\ls ( ,jesus & ,m>y1 & to ^? ( ! enemies ( ,*ri/1 all t takes place )9 !m is %[n me "u v>i\s =ms4 ,i see num]\s devils among ! cr[d1 excit+ & enc\rag+ ! ,jews1 :isp]+ 9 _! e>s1 ent]+ _! m\?s1 incit+ !m /ill m aga9/ ,jesus1 b nev]!less trembl+ at ! sight ( 8 ineffable love & heav5ly pati5ce4 ,innum]able angels surr\nd$ ,jesus1 ,m>y1 & ! small numb] ( sa9ts :o 7 !re4 ,! ext]ior ( ^! angels d5otes ! (fice !y fill2 "s repres5t consolation1 o!rs pray]1 or "s ( ! works ( m]cy4 ,i likewise (t5 see consolatory1 & at o!r times m5ac+ voices1 "u ! appe>ance ( bright or col\r$ gleams ( light1 issu+ f ! m\?s ( ^! diff]5t app>itions2 & ,i see ! feel+s ( _! s\ls1 _! int]ior suff]+s1 & 9 a ^w1 _! e ?\ght1 "u ! appe>ance ( d>k or bright rays4 ,i !n und]/& ev]y?+ p]fectly1 b x is impossible = me to give an explanation to o!rs2 besides :i*1 ,i am s ill1 & s totally ov]come by ! grief :i* ,i feel = my own s9s & = ^? ( ! _w1 ,i am s ov]p[]$ by ! sight ( ! suff]+s ( our ,"l1 t ,i c h>dly imag9e h[ x is possible = me to relate ev5ts ) ! slighte/ coh]5cy4 ,_m ( ^! ?+s1 b m especially ! app>itions ( devils & ( angels1 :i* are relat$ by o!r p]sons :o h _h visions ( ! ,passion ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 are fragm5ts ( symbolical int]ior p]ceptions ( ?is species1 :i* v>y accord+ to ! /ate ( ! s\l ( ! spectator4 ,h5ce ! num]\s contradictions1 because _m ?+s are naturally =gott5 or omitt$4 ,si/] ,emm]i* sometimes spoke on ^! subjects1 ei!r dur+ ! "t ( h] visions on ! ,passion1 or be=e !y comm5c$2 b %e m (t5 refus$ to speak at all conc]n+ !m1 = fe> ( caus+ confusion 9 ! visions4 ,x is easy to see h[ difficult x mu/ h be5 = h]1 9 ! mid/ ( su* a v>iety ( app>itions1 to pres]ve any degree ( connection 9 h] n>rations4 ,:o c !re=e be surpris$ at f9d+ "s omissions & confusion 9 h] descriptions8 ,,*apt] ,,xxix4 ,jesus condemn$ to be crucifi$4 ,pilate1 :o did n desire to "k ! tru?1 b 0 solely anxi\s to get out ( ! difficulty )\t h>m to himself1 became m undecid$ ?an ev]2 8 consci5ce :isp]$--',jesus is innoc5t2' 8 wife said1 'he is holy2' 8 sup]/iti\s feel+s made him fe> t ,jesus 0 ! enemy ( 8 gods2 & 8 c[>dice fill$ him ) dread le/ ,jesus1 if he 0 a god1 %\ld wreak 8 v5geance ^u 8 judge4 ,he 0 bo? irritat$ & al>m$ at ! la/ words ( ,jesus1 & he made ano!r attempt = 8 release2 b ! ,jews in/antly ?reat5$ to lay an accusation aga9/ him be=e ! ,emp]or4 ,?is m5ace t]rifi$ him1 & he det]m9$ to acc$e to _! wi%es1 al?\gh firmly conv9c$ 9 8 own m9d ( ! innoc5ce ( ,jesus1 & p]fectly consci\s t by pron\nc+ s5t5ce ( dea? ^u him he %\ld violate e law ( ju/ice1 besides break+ ! promise he _h made to 8 wife 9 ! morn+4 ,?us did he sacrifice ,jesus to ! enmity ( ! ,jews1 & endeav\r to /ifle remorse by wa%+ 8 h&s be=e ! p1 say+1 ',i am innoc5t ( ! blood ( ?is j man2 look y to x4' ,va9ly do/ ?\ pron\nce ^! words1 ,o ,pilate6 = 8 blood is on ?y head likewise2 ?\ can/ n wa% 8 blood f ?y s\l1 z ?\ do/ f ?y h&s4 ,^? fe>ful words1 ',8 blood be ^u u & ^u our *ildr51' _h sc>cely ceas$ to res\nd1 :5 ,pilate comm5c$ 8 prep>ations = pass+ s5t5ce4 ,he call$ = ! dress :i* he wore on /ate occasions1 put a species ( diadem1 set 9 preci\s /ones1 on 8 head1 *ang$ 8 mantle1 & caus$ a /aff to be c>ri$ be=e him4 ,he 0 surr\nd$ ) soldi]s1 prec$$ by (fic]s belong+ to ! tribunal1 & foll[$ by ,scribes1 :o c>ri$ rolls ( p>*m5ts & books us$ = inscrib+ names & dates4 ,"o man walk$ 9 front1 :o c>ri$ ! trumpet4 ,! procession m>*$ 9 ?is ord] f ,pilate's palace to ! =um1 :]e an elevat$ seat1 us$ on ^! p>ticul> occasions1 0 plac$ opposite to ! pill> :]e ,jesus 0 sc\rg$4 ,?is tribunal 0 call$ ,gabba?a2 x 0 a k9d ( r\nd t]race1 asc5d$ by means ( /aircases2 on ! top 0 a seat = ,pilate1 & beh9d ?is seat a b5* = ^? 9 m9or (fices1 :ile a numb] ( soldi]s 7 /ation$ r\nd ! t]race & ^u ! /aircases4 ,_m ( ! ,ph>isees _h left ! palace & 7 gone to ! ,temple1 s t ,annas1 ,caiphas1 & tw5ty-eight prie/s alone foll[$ ! ,roman gov]nor on to ! =um1 & ! two ?ieves 7 tak5 !re at ! "t t ,pilate pres5t$ our ,savi\r to ! p1 say+3 ',ecce homo6' ,our ,"l 0 /ill clo!d 9 8 purple g>m5t1 8 cr[n ( ?orns ^u 8 head1 & 8 h&s manacl$1 :5 ! ar*]s br\ght him up to ! tribunal1 & plac$ him betwe5 ! two malefactors4 ,z soon z ,pilate 0 seat$1 he aga9 address$ ! enemies ( ,jesus1 9 ^! words1 ',behold y\r ,k+6' ,b ! cries ( ',crucify him6 ,crucify him6' res\nd$ on all sides4 ',%all ,i crucify y\r ,k+8' said ,pilate4 ',we h no ,k+ b ,caes>6' respond$ ! ,high ,prie/s4 ,pilate f\nd x 0 utt]ly hopeless to say any?+ m1 & !re=e comm5c$ 8 prep>ations = pass+ s5t5ce4 ,! two ?ieves _h receiv$ _! s5t5ce ( crucifixion "s "t be=e2 b ! ,high ,prie/s _h obta9$ a respite = !m1 9 ord] t our ,"l might suff] ! additional ignom9y ( be+ execut$ ) two crim9als ( ! mo/ infam\s description4 ,! crosses ( ! two ?ieves 7 by _! sides2 t int5d$ fro our ,"l 0 n br\ght1 because he 0 n z yet s5t5c$ to dea?4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg91 :o _h retir$ to "s di/ance aft] ! sc\rg+ ( ,jesus1 aga9 approa*$ to he> ! s5t5ce ( dea? pron\nc$ ^u h] ,son & h] ,god4 ,jesus /ood 9 ! mid/ ( ! ar*]s1 at ! foot ( ! /aircase lead+ up to ! tribunal4 ,! trumpet 0 s\nd$ to dem& sil5ce1 & !n ! c[>dly1 ! base judge1 9 a tremul\s undecid$ voice1 pron\nc$ ! s5t5ce ( dea? on ! ,j ,man4 ,! sight ( ! c[>dice & duplicity ( ?is despicable be+1 :o 0 nev]!less puff$ up ) pride at 8 important position1 almo/ ov]came me1 & ! f]oci\s joy ( ! execution]s--! triumphant c\nt5ances ( ! ,high ,prie/s1 add$ to ! deplorable condition to :i* our lov+ ,savi\r 0 r$uc$1 & ! agonis+ grief ( 8 belov$ ,"m--/ill fur!r increas$ my pa94 ,i look$ up aga91 & saw ! cruel ,jews almo/ dev\r+ _! victim ) _! eyes1 ! soldi]s /&+ coldly by1 & multitudes ( horrible demons pass+ to & fro & mix+ 9 ! cr[d4 ,i felt t ,i ought to h be5 9 ! place ( ,jesus1 my belov$ ,sp\se1 = ! s5t5ce w\ld n !n h be5 unju/2 b ,i 0 s ov]come ) angui%1 & my suff]+s 7 s int5se1 t ,i _c exactly rememb] all t ,i did see4 ,h[ev]1 ,i w relate all z ne>ly z ,i c4 ,aft] a long preamble1 :i* 0 compos$ pr9cipally ( ! mo/ pomp\s & exagg]at$ eulogy ( ! ,emp]or ,tib]ias1 ,pilate spoke ( ! accusations :i* _h be5 br\ght aga9/ ,jesus by ! ,high ,prie/s4 ,he said t !y _h condemn$ him to dea? = hav+ di/urb$ ! public peace1 & brok5 _! laws by call+ himself ! ,son ( ,god & ,k+ ( ! ,jews2 & t ! p _h unanim\sly dem&$ t _! decree %\ld be c>ri$ out4 ,not)/&+ 8 (t repeat$ conviction ( ! innoc5ce ( ,jesus1 ?is mean & wor?less judge 0 n a%am$ ( say+ t he likewise consid]$ _! decision a j "o1 & t he %\ld !re=e pron\nce s5t5ce--:i* he did 9 ^! words3 ',i condemn ,jesus ( ,naz>e?1 ! ,k+ ( ! ,jews1 to be crucifi$2' & he ord]$ ! execution]s to br+ ! cross4 ,i ?9k ,i rememb] likewise t he took a long /ick 9 8 h&s1 broke x1 & ?rew ! fragm5ts at ! feet ( ,jesus4 ,on he>+ ^! words ( ,pilate ! ,"m ( ,jesus became = a few mom5ts totally unconsci\s1 = %e 0 n[ c]ta9 t h] belov$ ,son mu/ die ! mo/ ignom9i\s & ! mo/ pa9ful ( all dea?s4 ,john & ! holy wom5 c>ri$ h] away1 to prev5t ! he>tless be+s :o surr\nd$ !m f add+ crime to crime by je]+ at h] grief2 b no soon] did %e revive a little ?an %e begg$ to be tak5 aga9 to ea* spot :i* _h be5 sanctifi$ by ! suff]+s ( h] ,son1 9 ord] to b$ew !m ) h] te>s2 & ?us did ! ,"m ( our ,"l1 9 ! "n ( ! ,*ur*1 take possession ( ^? holy places4 ,pilate !n wrote d[n ! s5t5ce1 & ^? :o /ood beh9d him copi$ x out ?ree times4 ,! words :i* he wrote 7 q diff]5t f ^? he _h pron\nc$2 ,i c\ld see pla9ly t 8 m9d 0 dreadfully agitat$--an angel ( wra? appe>$ to guide 8 h&4 ,! sub/ance ( ! writt5 s5t5ce 0 ?is3 ',i h be5 compell$1 = fe> ( an insurrection1 to yield to ! wi%es ( ! ,high ,prie/s1 ! ,sanh$r91 & ! p1 :o tumultu\sly dem&$ ! dea? ( ,jesus ( ,naz>e?1 :om !y accus$ ( hav+ di/urb$ ! public peace1 & also ( hav+ blasphem$ & brok5 _! laws4 ,i h giv5 him up to !m to be crucifi$1 al?\gh _! accusations appe>$ to be gr\ndless4 ,i h done s = fe> ( _! alleg+ to ! ,emp]or t ,i enc\rage insurrections1 & cause dissatisfaction among ! ,jews by d5y+ !m ! rights ( ju/ice4' ,he !n wrote ! inscription = ! cross1 :ile 8 cl]ks copi$ out ! s5t5ce sev]al times1 t ^! copies might be s5t to di/ant p>ts ( ! c\ntry4 ,! ,high ,prie/s 7 extremely dissatisfi$ at ! words ( ! s5t5ce1 :i* !y said 7 n true2 & !y clamor\sly surr\nd$ ! tribunal to endeav\r to p]suade him to alt] ! inscription2 & n to put ,k+ ( ! ,jews1 b t he said1 ,i am ! ,k+ ( ! ,jews4 ,pilate 0 vex$1 & answ]$ impati5tly1 ',:at ,i h writt5 ,i h writt56' ,!y 7 likewise anxi\s t ! cross ( our ,"l %\ld n be high] ?an ^? ( ! two ?ieves1 b x 0 necess>y = x to be s1 because !re w\ld o!rwise n h be5 suffici5t place = ,pilate's inscription2 !y !re=e endeav\r$ to p]suade him n to h ?is obnoxi\s inscription put up at all4 ,b ,pilate 0 det]m9$1 & _! words made no impression ^u him2 ! cross 0 !re=e oblig$ to be l5g!n$ by a fre% bit ( wood4 ,consequ5tly ! =m ( ! cross 0 peculi>--! two arms /ood out l ! bran*es ( a tree gr[+ f ! /em1 & ! %ape 0 v l t ( ! lett] ,y1 ) ! l[] "p l5g!n$ s z to rise betwe5 ! arms1 :i* _h be5 put on sep>ately1 & 7 ?9n] ?an ! body ( ! cross4 ,a piece ( wood 0 likewise nail$ at ! bottom ( ! cross = ! feet to re/ ^u4 ,dur+ ! "t t ,pilate 0 pron\nc+ ! iniquit\s s5t5ce1 ,i saw 8 wife1 ,claudia ,procles1 s5d him back ! pl$ge :i* he _h giv5 h]1 & 9 ! ev5+ %e left 8 palace & jo9$ ! fri5ds ( our ,"l1 :o conceal$ h] 9 a subt]rane\s vault 9 ! h\se ( ,laz>us at ,j]usalem4 ,lat] 9 ! same day1 ,i likewise saw a fri5d ( our ,"l engrave ! words1 ,judex inju/us1 & ! "n ( ,claudia ,procles1 on a gre5look+ /one1 :i* 0 beh9d ! t]race call$ ,gabba?a--?is /one is /ill to be f\nd 9 ! f\ndations ( a *ur* or h\se at ,j]usalem1 :i* /&s on ! spot =m]ly call$ ,gabba?a4 ,claudia ,procles became a ,*ri/ian1 foll[$ ,/4 ,paul1 & became 8 p>ticul> fri5d4 ,no soon] _h ,pilate pron\nc$ s5t5ce ?an ,jesus 0 giv5 up into ! h&s ( ! ar*]s1 & ! clo!s :i* he _h tak5 (f 9 ! c\rt ( ,caiphas 7 br\ght = him to put on aga94 ,i ?9k "s *>itable p]sons _h wa%$ !m1 = !y look$ clean4 ,! ruffians :o surr\nd$ ,jesus unti$ 8 h&s = 8 dress to be *ang$1 & r\ghly dragg$ (f ! sc>let mantle ) :i* !y _h clo!d him 9 mock]y1 !reby reop5+ all 8 w\nds2 he put on 8 own l95 "u-g>m5t ) trembl+ h&s1 & !y ?rew 8 scapul> ov] 8 %\ld]s4 ,z ! cr[n ( ?orns 0 too l>ge & prev5t$ ! seamless robe1 :i* 8 ,"m _h made = him1 f go+ ov] 8 head1 !y pull$ x (f viol5tly1 he$less ( ! pa9 ?us inflict$ ^u him4 ,8 :ite wooll5 dress 0 next ?r[n ov] 8 %\ld]s1 & !n 8 wide belt & cloak4 ,aft] ?is1 !y aga9 ti$ r\nd 8 wai/ a r+ cov]$ ) %>p iron po9ts1 & to x !y fa/5$ ! cords by :i* he 0 l$1 do+ all ) _! usual brutal cruelty4 ,! two ?ieves 7 /&+1 "o on ! "r & ! o!r on ! left ( ,jesus1 ) _! h&s ti$ & a *a9 r\nd _! necks2 !y 7 cov]$ ) black & liv$ m>ks1 ! effects ( ! sc\rg+ ( ! previ\s day4 ,! demean\r ( ! "o :o 0 aft]w>ds conv]t$ 0 quiet & peaceable1 :ile t ( ! o!r1 on ! contr>y1 0 r\gh & insol5t1 & he jo9$ ! ar*]s 9 abus+ & insult+ ,jesus1 :o look$ ^u 8 two companions ) love & compassion1 & (f]$ up 8 suff]+s = _! salvation4 ,! ar*]s ga!r$ toge!r all ! implem5ts necess>y = ! crucifixions1 & prep>$ ev]y?+ = ! t]rible & pa9ful j\rney to ,calv>y4 ,annas & ,caiphas at la/ left (f disput+ ) ,pilate1 & angrily retir$1 tak+ ) !m ! %eets ( p>*m5t on :i* ! s5t5ce 0 writt52 !y w5t away 9 ha/e1 fe>+ t !y %\ld get to ! ,temple too late = ! ,pas*al sacrifice4 ,?us did ! ,high ,prie/s1 unkn[+ly to !mselves1 leave ! true ,pas*al ,lamb4 ,!y w5t to a temple made ( /one1 to immolate & to sacrifice t lamb :i* 0 b a symbol1 & !y left ! true ,pas*al ,lamb1 :o 0 be+ l$ to ! ,alt> ( ! ,cross by ! cruel execution]s2 !y 7 mo/ c>eful n to contract ext]ior defilem5t1 :ile _! s\ls 7 completely defil$ by ang]1 hatr$1 & envy4 ,!y _h said1 ',8 blood be ^u u & ^u our *ildr56' ,& by ^! words !y _h p]=m$ ! c]emony1 & _h plac$ ! h& ( ! sacrific] ^u ! head ( ! ,victim4 ,?us 7 ! two pa?s =m$--! "o lead+ to ! alt> belong+ to ! ,jewi% law1 ! o!r lead+ to ! ,alt> ( ,grace3 ,pilate1 t pr\d & irresolute pagan1 t slave ( ! _w1 :o trembl$ 9 ! pres5ce ( ! true ,god1 & yet ador$ 8 false gods1 took a middle pa?1 & return$ to 8 palace4 ,! iniquit\s s5t5ce 0 giv5 at ab\t t5 9 ! morn+4 ,,*apt] ,,xxx4 ,! ,c>ry+ ( ! ,cross4 ,:5 ,pilate left ! tribunal a portion ( ! soldi]s foll[$ him1 & 7 drawn up 9 files be=e ! palace2 a few accompany+ ! crim9als4 ,eight-&-tw5ty arm$ ,ph>isees came to ! =um on horseback1 9 ord] to accompany ,jesus to ! place ( execution1 & among ^! 7 ! six enemies ( ,jesus1 :o _h assi/$ 9 arre/+ him 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives4 ,! ar*]s l$ ,jesus into ! middle ( ! c\rt1 ! slaves ?rew d[n ! cross at 8 feet1 & ! two arms 7 =?) ti$ on to ! c5tre piece4 ,jesus knelt d[n by its side1 encircl$ x ) 8 sacr$ arms1 & kiss$ x ?ree times1 address+1 at ! same "t1 a mo/ t\*+ pray] ( ?anksgiv+ to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r = t "w ( r$emption :i* he _h begun4 ,x 0 ! cu/om among pagans = ! prie/ to embrace a new alt>1 & ,jesus 9 l mann] embrac$ 8 cross1 t augu/ alt> on :i* ! bloody & expiatory sacrifice 0 ab\t to be (f]$4 ,! ar*]s soon made him rise1 & !n kneel d[n aga91 & almo/ )\t any assi/ance1 place ! heavy cross on 8 "r %\ld]1 support+ its great weight ) 8 "r h&4 ,i saw angels come to 8 assi/ance1 o!rwise he w\ld h be5 unable ev5 to raise x f ! gr\nd4 ,:il/ he 0 on 8 knees1 & /ill pray+1 ! execution]s put ! arms ( ! crosses1 :i* 7 a little curb$ & n z yet fa/5$ to ! c5tre pieces1 on ! backs ( ! two ?ieves1 & ti$ _! h&s tightly to !m4 ,! middle p>ts ( ! crosses 7 c>ri$ by slaves1 z ! transv]se pieces 7 n to be fa/5$ to !m until j be=e ! "t ( execution4 ,! trumpet s\nd$ to ann\nce ! dep>ture ( ,pilate's horsem51 & "o ( ! ,ph>isees belong+ to ! escort came up to ,jesus1 :o 0 /ill kneel+1 & said1 ',rise1 we h _h a suffici5cy ( ?y f9e spee*es2 rise & set (f4' ,!y pull$ him r\ghly up1 = he 0 totally unable to rise )\t assi/ance1 & he !n felt ^u 8 %\ld]s ! weight ( t cross :i* we mu/ c>ry aft] him1 accord+ to 8 true & holy comm& to foll[ him4 ,?us began t triumphant m>* ( ! ,k+ ( ,k+s1 a m>* s ignom9i\s on e>?1 & s glori\s 9 heav54 ,by means ( ropes1 :i* ! execution]s _h fa/5$ to ! foot ( ! cross1 two ar*]s support$ x to prev5t its gett+ entangl$ 9 any?+1 & f\r o!r soldi]s took hold ( ! ropes1 :i* !y _h fa/5$ to ,jesus und]nea? 8 clo!s4 ,! sight ( our de> ,"l trembl+ b5ea? 8 burd51 rem9d$ me =cibly ( ,isaac1 :5 he c>ri$ ! wood de/9$ = 8 own sacrifice up ! m\nta9s4 ,! trumpet ( ,pilate 0 s\nd$ z ! signal = dep>ture1 = he himself int5d$ to g to ,calv>y at ! head ( a deta*m5t ( soldi]s1 to prev5t ! possibility ( an insurrection4 ,he 0 on horseback1 9 arm\r1 surr\nd$ by (fic]s & a body ( cavalry1 & foll[$ by ab\t ?ree hundr$ ( ! infantry1 :o came f ! fronti]s ( ,italy & ,switz]l&4 ,! procession 0 head$ by a trumpet]1 :o s\nd$ 8 trumpet at e corn] & proclaim$ ! s5t5ce4 ,a numb] ( wom5 & *ildr5 walk$ beh9d ! procession ) ropes1 nails1 w$ges1 & baskets fill$ ) diff]5t articles1 9 _! h&s2 o!rs1 :o 7 /rong]1 c>ri$ poles1 ladd]s1 & ! c5tre pieces ( ! crosses ( ! two ?ieves1 & "s ( ! ,ph>isees foll[$ on horseback4 ,a boy :o _h *>ge ( ! inscription :i* ,pilate _h writt5 = ! cross1 likewise c>ri$ ! cr[n ( ?orns 7:i* _h be5 tak5 (f ! head ( ,jesus7 at ! end ( a long /ick1 b he did n appe> to be wick$ & h>d-he>t$ l ! re/4 ,next ,i beheld our ,bless$ ,savi\r & ,r$eem]--8 b>e feet swoll5 & ble$+--8 back b5t z ?\gh he 7 ab\t to s9k "u ! heavy weight ( ! cross1 & 8 :ole body cov]$ ) w\nds & blood4 ,he appe>$ to be half fa9t+ f exhau/ion 7hav+ _h nei!r refre%m5t or sleep s9ce ! supp] ( ! previ\s night71 weak f loss ( blood1 & p>*$ ) ?ir/ produc$ by fev] & pa94 ,he support$ ! cross on 8 "r %\ld] ) 8 "r h&1 ! left hung almo/ p[]less at 8 side1 b he endeav\r$ n[ & !n to hold up 8 long g>m5t to prev5t 8 ble$+ feet f gett+ entangl$ 9 x4 ,! f\r ar*]s :o held ! cords :i* 7 fa/5$ r\nd 8 wai/1 walk$ at "s di/ance f him1 ! two 9 front pull$ him on1 & ! two beh9d dragg$ him back1 s t he c\ld n get on at all )\t ! greate/ difficulty4 ,8 h&s 7 cut by ! cords ) :i* !y _h be5 b\nd2 8 face bloody & disfigur$2 8 hair & be>d saturat$ ) blood2 ! weight ( ! cross & ( 8 *a9s comb9$ to press & make ! wooll5 dress cleave to 8 w\nds1 & reop5 !m3 d]isive & he>tless words alone 7 address$ to him1 b he cont9u$ to pray = 8 p]secutors1 & 8 c\nt5ance bore an expression ( comb9$ love & resignation4 ,_m soldi]s "u arms walk$ by ! side ( ! procession1 & aft] ,jesus came ! two ?ieves1 :o 7 likewise l$1 ! arms ( _! crosses1 sep>ate f ! middle1 be+ plac$ ^u _! backs1 & _! h&s ti$ tightly to ! two ends4 ,!y 7 clo!d 9 l>ge aprons1 ) a sort ( sleeveless scapul> :i* cov]$ ! upp] "p ( _! bodies1 & !y _h /raw caps ^u _! heads4 ,! good ?ief 0 calm1 b ! o!r 01 on ! contr>y furi\s1 & nev] ceas$ curs+ & swe>+4 ,! re> ( ! procession 0 br\ght up by ! rema9d] ( ! ,ph>isees on horseback1 :o rode to & fro to keep ord]4 ,pilate & 8 c\rti]s 7 at a c]ta9 di/ance beh9d2 he 0 9 ! mid/ ( 8 (fic]s clad 9 arm\r1 prec$$ by a squadron ( cavalry1 & foll[$ by ?ree hundr$ foot soldi]s2 he cross$ ! =um1 & !n ent]$ "o ( ! pr9cipal /reets1 = he 0 m>*+ ?r\gh ! t[n 9 ord] to prev5t any insurrection among ! p4 ,jesus 0 conduct$ by a n>r[ back /reet1 t ! procession might n inconv5i5ce ! p]sons :o 7 go+ to ! ,temple1 & likewise 9 ord] t ,pilate & 8 b& might h ! :ole pr9cipal /reet entirely to !mselves4 ,! cr[d _h disp]s$ & />t$ 9 diff]5t directions almo/ imm$iately aft] ! read+ ( ! s5t5ce1 & ! greate/ "p ( ! ,jews ei!r return$ to _! own h\ses1 or to ! ,temple1 to ha/5 _! prep>ations = sacrific+ ! ,pas*al lamb2 b a c]ta9 numb] 7 /ill hurry+ on 9 disord] to see ! melan*oly procession pass2 ! ,roman soldi]s prev5t$ all p]sons f jo9+ ! procession1 !re=e ! mo/ curi\s 7 oblig$ to g r\nd by back /reets1 or to quick5 _! /eps s z to rea* ,calv>y be=e ,jesus4 ,! /reet ?r\gh :i* !y l$ ,jesus 0 bo? n>r[ & dirty2 he suff]$ mu* 9 pass+ ?r\gh x1 because ! ar*]s 7 close & h>ass$ him4 ,p]sons /ood on ! ro(s ( ! h\ses1 & at ! w9d[s1 & insult$ him ) opprobri\s language2 ! slaves :o 7 work+ 9 ! /reets ?rew fil? & mud at him2 ev5 ! *ildr51 incit$ by 8 enemies1 _h fill$ _! p9a=es ) %>p /ones1 :i* !y ?r[ d[n be=e _! doors z he pass$1 t he might be oblig$ to walk ov] !m4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxi4 ,! ,fir/ ,fall ( ,jesus4 ,! /reet ( :i* we h j spok51 aft] turn+ a little to ! left1 became r /eep1 z also wid]1 a subt]ranean aqu$uct proce$+ f ,m\nt ,sion pass$ "u x1 & 9 its vic9ity 0 a holl[ :i* 0 (t5 fill$ ) wat] & mud aft] ra91 & a l>ge /one 0 plac$ 9 its c5tre to enable p]sons to pass ov] m easily4 ,:5 ,jesus rea*$ ?is spot1 8 /r5g? 0 p]fectly exhau/$2 he 0 q unable to move2 & z ! ar*]s dragg$ & pu%$ him )\t %[+ ! slighte/ compassion1 he fell q d[n aga9/ ?is /one1 & ! cross fell by 8 side4 ,! cruel execution]s 7 oblig$ to /op1 !y abus$ & /ruck him unm]cifully1 b ! :ole procession came to a /&/ill1 :i* caus$ a degree ( confusion4 ,va9ly did he hold out 8 h& = someone to assi/ him to rise3 ',ah6' he exclaim$1 'all w soon be ov]2' & he pray$ = 8 enemies4 ,lift him up1' said ! ,ph>isees1 'o!rwise he w die 9 our h&s4' ,!re 7 _m wom5 & *ildr5 foll[+ ! procession2 ! =m] wept1 & ! latt] 7 fright5$4 ,jesus1 h[ev]1 receiv$ support f above1 & rais$ 8 head2 b ^! cruel m51 f> f endeav\r+ to alleviate 8 suff]+s1 put ! cr[n ( ?orns aga9 on 8 head be=e !y pull$ him out ( ! mud1 & no soon] 0 he once m on 8 feet ?an !y replac$ ! cross on 8 back4 ,! cr[n ( ?orns :i* encircl$ 8 head increas$ 8 pa9 inexpressibly1 & oblig$ him to b5d on "o side to give room = ! cross1 :i* lay heavily on 8 %\ld]s4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxii4 ,! ,second ,fall ( ,jesus4 ,! afflict$ ,"m ( ,jesus _h left ! =um1 accompani$ by ,john & "s o!r wom51 imm$iately aft] ! unju/ s5t5ce 0 pron\nc$4 ,%e _h employ$ h]self 9 walk+ to _m ( ! spots sanctifi$ by our ,"l & wat]+ !m ) h] te>s2 b :5 ! s\nd ( ! trumpet1 ! ru% ( p1 & ! clang ( ! horsem5 ann\nc$ t ! procession 0 ab\t to />t = ,calv>y1 %e c\ld n resi/ h] long+ desire to behold h] belov$ ,son once m1 & %e begg$ ,john to take h] to "s place ?r\gh :i* he mu/ pass4 ,john conduct$ h] to a palace1 :i* _h an entrance 9 t /reet :i* ,jesus trav]s$ aft] 8 fir/ fall2 x 01 ,i believe1 ! resid5ce ( ! high prie/ ,caiphas1 ^: tribunal 0 9 ! division call$ ,sion4 ,john ask$ & obta9$ leave f a k9d-he>t$ s]vant to /& at ! entrance m5tion$ above1 ) ,m>y & h] companions4 ,! ,"m ( ,god 0 pale1 h] eyes 7 r$ ) weep+1 & %e 0 closely wrapp$ 9 a cloak ( a blui%-grey col\r4 ,! clam\r & insult+ spee*es ( ! enrag$ multitude might be pla9ly he>d2 & a h]ald at t mom5t proclaim$ 9 a l\d voice1 t ?ree crim9als 7 ab\t to be crucifi$4 ,! s]vant op5$ ! door2 ! dreadful s\nds became m di/9ct e mom5t2 & ,m>y ?rew h]self on h] knees4 ,aft] pray+ f]v5tly1 %e turn$ to ,john & said1 ',%all ,i rema98 ,ought ,i to g away8 ,%all ,i h /r5g? to support su* a sight8' ,john made answ]1 ',if y d n rema9 to see him pass1 y w grieve aft]w>ds4' ,!y rema9$ !re=e ne> ! door1 ) _! eyes fix$ on ! procession1 :i* 0 /ill di/ant1 b advanc+ by sl[ degrees4 ,:5 ^? :o 7 c>ry+ ! in/rum5ts = ! execution approa*$1 & ! ,"m ( ,jesus saw _! insol5t & triumphant looks1 %e c\ld n control h] feel+s1 b jo9$ h] h&s z if to implore ! help ( heav52 ^u :i* "o among !m said to 8 companions3 ',:at woman is t :o is utt]+ su* lam5tations8' ,ano!r answ]$3 ',%e is ! ,"m ( ! ,galilean4' ,:5 ! cruel m5 he>d ?is1 f> f be+ mov$ to compassion1 !y began to make game ( ! grief ( ?is mo/ afflict$ ,"m3 !y po9t$ at h]1 & "o ( !m took ! nails :i* 7 to be us$ = fa/5+ ,jesus to ! cross1 & pres5t$ !m to h] 9 an insult+ mann]2 b %e turn$ away1 fix$ h] eyes ^u ,jesus1 :o 0 draw+ ne>1 & leant aga9/ ! pill> = support1 le/ %e %\ld aga9 fa9t f grief1 = h] *eeks 7 z pale z dea?1 & h] lips almo/ blue4 ,! ,ph>isees on horseback pass$ by fir/1 foll[$ by ! boy :o c>ri$ ! inscription4 ,!n came h] belov$ ,son4 ,he 0 almo/ s9k+ "u ! heavy weight ( 8 cross1 & 8 head1 /ill cr[n$ ) ?orns1 0 droop+ 9 agony on 8 %\ld]4 ,he ca/ a look ( compassion & sorr[ ^u 8 ,"m1 /agg]$1 & fell = ! second "t ^u 8 h&s & knees4 ,m>y 0 p]fectly agonis$ at ?is sight2 %e =got all else2 %e saw nei!r soldi]s nor execution]s2 %e saw no?+ b h] de>ly-lov$ ,son2 &1 spr++ f ! doorway into ! mid/ ( ! gr\p :o 7 insult+ & abus+ him1 %e ?rew h]self on h] knees by 8 side & embrac$ him4 ,! only words ,i he>d 71 ',belov$ ,son6' & ',"m6' b ,i d n "k :e!r ^! words 7 really utt]$1 or :e!r !y 7 only 9 my own m9d4 ,a mom5t>y confusion ensu$4 ,john & ! holy wom5 endeav\r$ to raise ,m>y f ! gr\nd1 & ! ar*]s reproa*$ h]1 "o ( !m say+1 ',:at ha/ ?\ to d h]1 woman8 ,he w\ld n h be5 9 our h&s if he _h be5 bett] br\ght up4' ,a few ( ! soldi]s look$ t\*$2 &1 al?\gh !y oblig$ ! ,bless$ ,virg9 to retire to ! doorway1 n "o laid h&s ^u h]4 ,john & ! wom5 surr\nd$ h] z %e fell half fa9t+ aga9/ a /one1 :i* 0 ne> ! doorway1 & ^u :i* ! impression ( h] h&s rema9$4 ,?is /one 0 v h>d1 & 0 aft]w>ds remov$ to ! fir/ ,ca?olic *ur* built 9 ,j]usalem1 ne> ! ,pool ( ,be?saida1 dur+ ! "t t ,/4 ,james ! ,less 0 ,bi%op ( t city4 ,! two disciples :o 7 ) ! ,"m ( ,jesus c>ri$ h] into ! h\se1 & ! door 0 %ut4 ,9 ! mean "t ! ar*]s _h rais$ ,jesus1 & oblig$ him to c>ry ! cross 9 a diff]5t mann]4 ,its arm be+ unfa/5$ f ! c5tre1 & entangl$ 9 ! ropes ) :i* he 0 b\nd1 he support$ !m on 8 arm1 & by ?is means ! weight ( ! body ( ! cross 0 a little tak5 (f1 z x dragg$ m on ! gr\nd4 ,i saw numb]s ( p]sons /&+ ab\t 9 gr\ps1 ! greate/ "p amus+ !mselves by insult+ our ,"l 9 diff]5t ways1 b a few veil$ females 7 weep+4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxiii4 ,simon ( ,cyr5e4 ,?ird ,fall ( ,jesus4 ,! procession _h rea*$ an ar* =m$ 9 an old wall belong+ to ! t[n1 opposite to a squ>e1 9 :i* ?ree /reets t]m9at$1 :5 ,jesus /umbl$ aga9/ a l>ge /one :i* 0 plac$ 9 ! middle ( ! ar*way1 ! cross slipp$ f 8 %\ld]1 he fell ^u ! /one1 & 0 totally unable to rise4 ,_m respectable-look+ p]sons :o 7 on _! way to ! ,temple /opp$1 & exclaim$ compassionately3 ',look at t poor man1 he is c]ta9ly dy+6' b 8 enemies %[$ no compassion4 ,?is fall caus$ a fre% delay1 z our ,"l c\ld n /& up aga91 & ! ,ph>isees said to ! soldi]s3 ',we %all nev] get him to ! place ( execution alive1 if y d n f9d someone to c>ry 8 cross4' ,at ?is mom5t ,simon ( ,cyr5e1 a pagan1 happ5$ to pass by1 accompani$ by 8 ?ree *ildr54 ,he 0 a g>d5]1 j return+ home aft] work+ 9 a g>d5 ne> ! ea/]n wall ( ! city1 & c>ry+ a bundle ( lopp$ bran*es4 ,! soldi]s p]ceiv+ by 8 dress t he 0 a pagan1 seiz$ him1 & ord]$ him to assi/ ,jesus 9 c>ry+ 8 cross4 ,he refus$ at fir/1 b 0 soon compell$ to obey1 al?\gh 8 *ildr51 be+ fright5$1 cri$ & made a great noise1 ^u :i* "s wom5 quiet$ & took *>ge ( !m4 ,simon 0 mu* annoy$1 & express$ ! greate/ vexation at be+ oblig$ to walk ) a man 9 s deplorable a condition ( dirt & mis]y2 b ,jesus wept1 & ca/ su* a mild & heav5ly look ^u him t he 0 t\*$1 & in/ead ( cont9u+ to %[ reluctance1 help$ him to rise1 :ile ! execution]s fa/5$ "o arm ( ! cross on 8 %\ld]s1 & he walk$ beh9d our ,"l1 ?us reliev+ him 9 a great measure f its weight2 & :5 all 0 arrang$1 ! procession mov$ =w>d4 ,simon 0 a /\t-look+ man1 app>5tly ab\t =ty ye>s ( age4 ,8 *ildr5 7 dress$ 9 tunics made ( a v>iegat$ mat]ial2 ! two elde/1 nam$ ,rufus & ,alex&]1 aft]w>ds jo9$ ! disciples2 ! ?ird 0 mu* y\ng]1 b a few ye>s lat] w5t to live ) ,/4 ,/eph54 ,simon _h n c>ri$ ! cross aft] ,jesus any l5g? ( "t be=e he felt 8 he>t deeply t\*$ by grace4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxiv4 ,! ,veil ( ,v]onica4 ,:ile ! procession 0 pass+ ?r\gh a long /reet1 an incid5t took place :i* made a /rong impression ^u ,simon4 ,numb]s ( respectable p]sons 7 hurry+ t[>ds ! ,temple1 ( :om _m got out ( ! way :5 !y saw ,jesus1 f a ,ph>isaical fe> ( defilem5t1 :ile o!rs1 on ! contr>y1 /opp$ & express$ pity = 8 suff]+s4 ,b :5 ! procession _h advanc$ ab\t two hundr$ /eps f ! spot :]e ,simon began to assi/ our ,"l 9 c>ry+ 8 cross1 ! door ( a beautiful h\se on ! left op5$1 & a woman ( maje/ic appe>ance1 hold+ a "y girl by ! h&1 came out1 & walk$ up to ! v head ( ! procession4 ,s]aphia 0 ! "n ( ! brave woman :o ?us d>$ to confront ! enrag$ multitude2 %e 0 ! wife ( ,sira*1 "o ( ! c\ncillors belong+ to ! ,temple1 & 0 aft]w>ds kn[n by ! "n ( ,v]onica1 :i* "n 0 giv5 f ! words v]a icon 7true portrait71 to commemorate h] brave conduct on ?is day4 ,s]aphia _h prep>$ "s excell5t aromatic w9e1 :i* %e pi\sly int5d$ to pres5t to our ,"l to refre% him on 8 dolor\s way to ,calv>y4 ,%e _h be5 /&+ 9 ! /reet = "s "t1 & at la/ w5t back into ! h\se to wait4 ,%e 01 :5 ,i fir/ saw h]1 envelop$ 9 a long veil1 & hold+ a little girl ( n9e ye>s ( age1 :om %e _h adopt$1 by ! h&2 a l>ge veil 0 likewise hang+ on h] arm1 & ! little girl endeav\r$ to hide ! j> ( w9e :5 ! procession approa*$4 ,^? :o 7 m>*+ at ! head ( ! procession tri$ to pu% h] back2 b %e made h] way ?r\gh ! mob1 ! soldi]s1 & ! ar*]s1 rea*$ ,jesus1 fell on h] knees be=e him1 & pres5t$ ! veil1 say+ at ! same "t1 ',p]mit me to wipe ! face ( my ,"l4' ,jesus took ! veil 9 8 left h&1 wip$ 8 ble$+ face1 & return$ x ) ?anks4 ,s]aphia kiss$ x1 & put x "u h] cloak4 ,! girl !n timidly (f]$ ! w9e1 b ! brutal soldi]s w\ld n all[ ,jesus to dr9k x4 ,! sudd5ness ( ?is c\rage\s act ( ,s]aphia _h surpris$ ! gu>ds1 & caus$ a mom5t>y al?\gh un9t5tional halt1 ( :i* %e _h tak5 advantage to pres5t ! veil to h] ,div9e ,ma/]4 ,bo? ! ,ph>isees & ! gu>ds 7 greatly exasp]at$1 n only by ! sudd5 halt1 b mu* m by ! public te/imony ( v5]ation :i* 0 ?us paid to ,jesus1 & !y rev5g$ !mselves by /rik+ & abus+ him1 :ile ,s]aphia return$ 9 ha/e to h] h\se4 ,no soon] did %e rea* h] room ?an %e plac$ ! wooll5 veil on a table1 & fell almo/ s5seless on h] knees4 ,a fri5d :o ent]$ ! room a %ort "t aft]1 f\nd h] ?us kneel+1 ) ! *ild weep+ by h] side1 & saw1 to 8 a/oni%m5t1 ! bloody c\nt5ance ( our ,"l impr9t$ ^u ! veil1 a p]fect lik5ess1 al?\gh he>tr5d+ & pa9ful to look ^u4 ,he r\s$ ,s]aphia1 & po9t$ to ! veil4 ,%e aga9 knelt d[n be=e x1 & exclaim$ ?r\gh h] te>s1 ',n[ ,i %all inde$ leave all ) a happy he>t1 = my ,"l has giv5 me a remembrance ( himself4' ,! texture ( ?is veil 0 a species ( v f9e wool2 x 0 ?ree times ! l5g? ( its wid?1 & 0 g5]ally worn on ! %\ld]s4 ,x 0 cu/om>y to pres5t ^! veil to p]sons :o 7 9 affliction1 or ov]fatigu$1 or ill1 t !y might wipe _! faces ) !m1 & x 0 done 9 ord] to express sympa?y or compassion4 ,v]onica kept ?is veil until h] dea?1 & hung x at ! head ( h] b$2 x 0 !n giv5 to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :o left x to ! ,apo/les & !y aft]w>ds pass$ x on to ! ,*ur*4 ,s]aphis & ,john ! ,bapti/ 7 c\s9s1 h] fa!r & ,za*>ias be+ bro!rs4 ,:5 ,joa*im & ,anna br\ght ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :o 0 !n only f\r ye>s old1 up to ,j]usalem1 to place h] among ! virg9s 9 ! ,temple1 !y lodg$ 9 ! h\se ( ,za*>ias1 :i* 0 situat$ ne> ! fi%-m>ket4 ,s]aphia 0 at lea/ five ye>s old] ?an ! ,bless$ ,virg91 0 pres5t at h] m>riage ) ,/4 ,joseph1 & 0 likewise relat$ to ! ag$ ,simeon1 :o prophesi$ :5 ! ,*ild ,jesus 0 put into 8 arms4 ,%e 0 br\ght up ) 8 sons1 bo? ( :om1 z well z ,s]aphia1 he imbu$ ) 8 ard5t desire ( see+ our ,"l4 ,:5 ,jesus 0 twelve ye>s old1 & rema9$ tea*+ 9 ! ,temple1 ,s]aphia1 :o 0 n !n m>ri$1 s5t food = him e day to a little inn1 a qu>t] ( a mile f ,j]usalem1 :]e he dwelt :5 he 0 n 9 ! ,temple4 ,m>y wet !re = two days1 :5 on h] way f ,be?lehem to ,j]usalem to (f] h] ,*ild 9 ! ,temple4 ,! two old m5 :o kept ?is inn 7 ,ess5ians1 & well acqua9t$ ) ! ,holy ,family2 x conta9$ a k9d ( f\ndation = ! poor1 & ,jesus & 8 disciples (t5 w5t !re = a night's lodg+4 ,s]aphia m>ri$ r late 9 life2 h] husb&1 ,sira*1 0 desc5d$ f ! *a/e ,susannah1 & 0 a memb] ( ! ,sanh$r94 ,he 0 at fir/ greatly oppos$ to our ,"l1 & 8 wife suff]$ mu* on acc\nt ( h] atta*m5t to ,jesus1 & to ! holy wom51 b ,joseph ( ,arima!a & ,nicodemus br\ght him to a bett] /ate ( feel+1 & he all[$ ,s]aphia to foll[ our ,"l4 ,:5 ,jesus 0 unju/ly accus$ 9 ! c\rt ( ,caiphas1 ! husb& ( ,s]aphia jo9$ ) ,joseph & ,nicodemus 9 attempts to obta9 ! lib]ation ( our ,"l1 & all ?ree resign$ _! seats 9 ! ,c\ncil4 ,s]aphia 0 ab\t fifty at ! "t ( ! triumphant procession ( our ,"l :5 he ent]$ into ,j]usalem on ,palm ,sunday1 & ,i !n saw h] take (f h] veil & spread x on ! gr\nd = him to walk ^u4 ,x 0 ?is same veil1 :i* %e pres5t$ to ,jesus1 at ?is 8 second procession1 a procession :i* outw>dly appe>$ to be f> less glori\s1 b 0 9 fact mu* m s4 ,?is veil obta9$ = h] ! "n ( ,v]onica1 & x is /ill %[n = ! v5]ation ( ! fai?ful4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxv4 ,! ,f\r? & ,fif? ,falls ( ,jesus4 ,! ,daught]s ( ,j]usalem4 ,! procession 0 /ill at "s di/ance f ! s\?-we/ gate1 :i* 0 l>ge1 & atta*$ to ! =tifications1 & ! /reet 0 r\gh & /eep2 x _h fir/ to pass "u a vault$ ar*1 !n ov] a bridge1 & f9ally "u a second ar*4 ,! wall on ! left side ( ! gate runs fir/ 9 s\!rly direction1 !n deviates a little to ! we/1 & f9ally runs to ! s\? beh9d ,m\nt ,sion4 ,:5 ! procession 0 ne> ?is gate1 ! brutal ar*]s %ov$ ,jesus into a /agnant pool1 :i* 0 close to x2 ,simon ( ,cyr5e1 9 8 endeav\rs to avoid ! pool1 gave ! cross a twi/1 :i* caus$ ,jesus to fall d[n = ! f\r? "t 9 ! mid/ ( ! dirty mud1 & ,simon _h ! greate/ difficulty 9 lift+ up ! cross aga94 ,jesus !n exclaim$ 9 a tone :i*1 al?\gh cle>1 0 mov+ & sad3 ',j]usalem1 ,j]usalem1 h[ (t5 w\ld ,i h ga!r$ toge!r ?y *ildr5 z ! h5 do? ga!r h] *ick5s "u h] w+s1 & ?\ w\ld/ n6' ,:5 ! ,ph>isees he>d ^! words1 !y became /ill m angry1 & recomm5c+ _! insults & bl[s endeav\r$ to =ce him to get up out ( ! mud4 ,_! cruelty to ,jesus s exasp]at$ ,simon ( ,cyr5e t he at la/ exclaim$1 ',if y cont9ue ?is brutal conduct1 ,i w ?r[ d[n ! cross & c>ry x no f>!r4 ,i w d s if y kill me = x4' ,a n>r[ & /ony pa? 0 visible z soon z ! gate 0 pass$1 & ?is pa? ran 9 a nor!rly direction1 & l$ to ,calv>y4 ,! high road f :i* x deviates divid$ %ortly aft] into ?ree bran*es1 "o to ! s\?-we/1 :i* l$ to ,be?lehem1 ?r\gh ! vale ( ,gihon2 a second to ! s\? t[>ds ,emmaus & ,joppa2 a ?ird1 likewise to ! s\?-we/1 w\nd r\nd ,calv>y1 & t]m9at$ at ! gate :i* l$ to ,be?sur4 ,a p]son /&+ at ! gate ?r\gh :i* ,jesus 0 l$ might easily see ! gate ( ,be?lehem4 ,! (fic]s _h fa/5$ an inscription ^u a po/ :i* /ood at ! comm5cem5t ( ! road to ,calv>y1 to in=m ^? :o pass$ by t ,jesus & ! two ?ieves 7 condemn$ to dea?4 ,a gr\p ( wom5 _h ga!r$ toge!r ne> ?is spot1 & 7 weep+ & lam5t+2 _m c>ri$ "y *ildr5 9 _! arms2 ! greate/ "p 7 "y maid5s & wom5 f ,j]usalem1 :o _h prec$$ ! procession1 b a few came f ,be?lehem1 f ,hebron1 & f o!r neighb\r+ places1 9 ord] to celebrate ! ,pas*4 ,jesus 0 on ! po9t ( aga9 fall+1 b ,simon1 :o 0 beh9d1 p]ceiv+ t he c\ld n /&1 ha/5$ to support him2 he leant ^u ,simon1 & 0 ?us sav$ f fall+ to ! gr\nd4 ,:5 ! wom5 & *ildr5 ( :om we h spok5 above1 saw ! deplorable condition to :i* our ,"l 0 r$uc$1 !y utt]$ l\d cries1 wept1 &1 accord+ to ! ,jewi% cu/om1 pres5t$ him clo?s to wipe 8 face4 ,jesus turn$ t[>ds !m & said3 ',daught]s ( ,j]usalem1 weep n ov] me1 b weep = y\rselves & = y\r *ildr54 ,= behold ! days %all come :]e9 !y w say3 ,bless$ are ! b>r51 & ! wombs t h n borne1 & ! papas t h n giv5 suck4 ,!n %all !y beg9 to say to ! m\nta9s3 ,fall ^u u1 & to ! hills3 ,cov] u4 ,= if 9 ! gre5 wood !y d ^! ?+s1 :at %all be done 9 ! dry8' ,he !n address$ a few words ( consolation to hem1 :i* ,i d n exactly rememb]4 ,! procession made a mom5t>y halt4 ,! execution]s1 :o set ( fir/1 _h rea*$ ,calv>y ) ! in/rum5ts = ! execution1 & 7 foll[$ by a hundr$ ( ! ,roman soldi]s :o _h />t$ ) ,pilate2 he only accompani$ ! procession z f> z ! gateway1 & return$ to ! t[n4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxvi4 ,jesus on ,m\nt ,golgo?a4 ,six? & ,sev5? ,falls ( ,jesus4 ,! procession aga9 mov$ on2 ! road 0 v /eep & r\gh betwe5 ! walls ( ! t[n & ,calv>y1 & ,jesus _h ! greate/ difficulty 9 walk+ ) 8 heavy burd5 on 8 %\ld]s2 b 8 cruel enemies1 f> f feel+ ! slighte/ compassion1 or giv+ ! lea/ assi/ance1 cont9u$ to urge him on by ! infliction ( h>d bl[s1 & ! utt]ance ( dreadful curses4 ,at la/ !y rea*$ a spot :]e ! pa?way turn$ sudd5ly to ! s\?2 "h he /umbl$ & fell = ! six? "t4 ,! fall 0 a dreadful "o1 b ! gu>ds only /ruck him ! h>d] to =ce him to get up1 & no soon] did he rea* ,calv>y t he sank d[n aga9 = ! sev5? "t4 ,simon ( ,cyr5e 0 fill$ ) indignation & pity2 not)/&+ 8 fatigue1 he wi%$ to rema9 t he might assi/ ,jesus1 b ! ar*]s fir/ revil$1 & !n drove him away1 & he soon aft] jo9$ ! body ( disciples4 ,! execution]s !n ord]$ ! workm5 & ! boys :o _h c>ri$ ! in/rum5ts ( ! execution to dep>t1 & ! ,ph>isees soon arriv$1 = !y 7 on horseback1 & _h tak5 ! smoo? & easy road :i* ran to ! ea/ ( ,calv>y4 ,!re 0 a f9e view ( ! :ole t[n ( ,j]usalem f ! top ( ,calv>y4 ,?is top 0 circul>1 & ab\t ! size ( an ord9>y rid+s*ool1 surr\nd$ by a l[ wall1 & ) five sep>ate entrances4 ,?is appe>$ to be ! usual numb] 9 ^? p>ts1 = !re 7 five roads at ! ba?s1 at ! place :]e !y baptis$1 at ! pool ( ,be?saida1 & !re 7 likewise _m t[ns ) five gates4 ,9 ?is1 z 9 _m o!r peculi>ities ( ! ,holy ,l&1 !re 0 a deep prophetic signification2 t numb] five1 :i* s (t5 occurr$1 0 a type ( ^? five sacr$ w\nd ( our ,bless$ ,savi\r1 :i* 7 to op5 to u ! gates ( ,heav54 ,! horsem5 /opp$ on ! we/ side ( ! m\nt1 :]e ! declivity 0 n s /eep2 = ! side up :i* ! crim9als 7 br\ght 0 bo? r\gh & /eep4 ,ab\t a hundr$ soldi]s 7 /ation$ on diff]5t p>ts ( ! m\nta91 & z space 0 requir$1 ! ?ieves 7 n br\ght to ! top1 b ord]$ to halt be=e !y rea*$ x1 & to lie on ! gr\nd ) _! arms fa/5$ to _! crosses4 ,soldi]s /ood ar\nd & gu>d$ !m1 :ile cr[ds ( p]sons :o did n fe> defil+ !mselves1 /ood ne> ! plat=m or on ! neighb\r+ heights2 ^! 7 mo/ly ( ! l[] classes--/rang]s1 slaves1 & pagans1 & a numb] ( !m 7 wom54 ,x want$ ab\t a qu>t] to twelve :5 ,jesus1 load$ ) 8 cross1 sank d[n at ! precise spot :]e he 0 to be crucifi$4 ,! b>b>\s execution]s dragg$ him up by ! cords :i* !y _h fa/5$ r\nd 8 wai/1 & !n unti$ ! arms ( ! cross1 & ?rew !m on ! gr\nd4 ,! sight ( our ,bless$ ,"l at ?is mom5t 01 inde$1 calculat$ to move ! h>de/ he>t to compassion2 he /ood or r b5t ov] ! cross1 be+ sc>cely able to support himself2 8 heav5ly c\nt5ance 0 pale & 0 z t ( a p]son on ! v]ge ( dea?1 al?\gh w\nds & blood disfigur$ x to a frightful degree2 b ! he>ts ( ^! cruel m5 71 alas6 h>d] ?an iron itself1 & f> f %[+ ! slighte/ commis]ation1 !y ?rew him brutally d[n1 exclaim+ 9 a je]+ tone1 ',mo/ p[]ful k+1 we are ab\t to prep>e ?y ?rone4' ,jesus imm$iately plac$ himself ^u ! cross1 & !y measur$ him & m>k$ ! places = 8 feet & h&s2 :il/ ! ,ph>isees cont9u$ to insult _! unresi/+ ,victim4 ,:5 ! measurem5t 0 f9i%$1 !y l$ him to a cave cut 9 ! rock1 :i* _h be5 us$ =m]ly z a cell>1 op5$ ! door1 & pu%$ him 9 s r\ghly t _h x n be5 = ! support ( angels1 8 legs mu/ h be5 brok5 by s h>d a fall on ! r\gh /one floor4 ,i mo/ di/9ctly he>d 8 groans ( pa91 b !y clos$ ! door quickly1 & plac$ gu>ds be=e x1 & ! ar*]s cont9u$ _! prep>ations = ! crucifixion4 ,! c5tre ( ! plat=m m5tion$ above 0 ! mo/ elevat$ "p ( ,calv>y1--x 0 a r\nd em95ce1 ab\t two feet high1 & p]sons 7 oblig$ to asc5d two ( ?ree /eps to rea* its top4 ,! execution]s dug ! holes = ! ?ree crosses at ! top ( ?is em95ce1 & plac$ ^? int5d$ = ! ?ieves "o on ! "r & ! o!r on ! left ( our ,"l's2 bo? 7 l[] & m r\ghly made ?an 84 ,!y !n c>ri$ ! cross ( our ,savi\r to ! spot :]e !y int5d$ to crucify him1 & plac$ x 9 su* a position t x w\ld easily fall into ! hole prep>$ = x4 ,!y fa/5$ ! two arms /rongly on to ! body ( ! cross1 nail$ ! bo>d at ! bottom :i* 0 to support ! feet1 bor$ ! holes = ! nails1 & cut diff]5t holl[s 9 ! wood 9 ! p>ts :i* w\ld receive ! head & back ( our ,"l1 9 ord] t 8 body might re/ aga9/ ! cross1 in/ead ( be+ susp5d$ f x4 ,_! aim 9 ?is 0 ! prolongation ( 8 tortures1 = if ! :ole weight ( ?is body 0 all[$ to fall ^u ! h&s ! holes might be q torn op51 & dea? ensue m spe$ily ?an !y desir$4 ,! execution]s !n drove into ! gr\nd ! pieces ( wood :i* 7 int5d$ to keep ! cross upright1 & made a few o!r simil> prep>ations4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxvii4 ,! ,dep>ture ( ,m>y & ! holy ,wom5 ( ,calv>y4 ,al?\gh ! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 c>ri$ away fa9t+ aft] ! sad meet+ ) h] ,son load$ ) 8 cross1 yet %e soon recov]$ consci\sness2 = love1 & ! ard5t desire ( see+ him once m1 imp>t$ to h] a sup]natural feel+ ( /r5g?4 ,accompani$ by h] companions %e w5t to ! h\se ( ,laz>us1 :i* 0 at ! bottom ( ! t[n1 & :]e ,m>?a1 ,magdal51 & _m holy wom5 7 already assembl$4 ,all 7 sad & depress$1 b ,magdal5 c\ld n re/ra9 h] te>s & lam5tations4 ,!y />t$ f ?is h\se1 ab\t sev5te5 9 numb]1 to make ! way ( ! cross1 t is to say1 to foll[ e /ep ,jesus _h tak5 9 ?is mo/ pa9ful j\rney4 ,m>y c\nt$ ea* foot/ep1 & be+ int]iorly enlight5$1 po9t$ out to h] companions ^? places :i* _h be5 consecrat$ by peculi> suff]+s4 ,!n did ! %>p sword pr$ict$ by ag$ ,simeon impress = ! fir/ "t 9 ! he>t ( ,m>y t t\*+ devotion :i* has s9ce be5 s con/antly practis$ 9 ! ,*ur*4 ,m>y imp>t$ x to h] companions1 & !y 9 _! turn left x to future g5]ations1--a mo/ preci\s gift inde$1 be/[$ by our ,"l on 8 belov$ ,"m1 & :i* pass$ f h] he>t to ! he>ts ( h] *ildr5 ?r\gh ! rev]$ voice ( tradition4 ,:5 ^! holy wom5 rea*$ ! h\se ( ,v]onica !y ent]$ x1 because ,pilate & 8 (fic]s 7 at t mom5t pass+ ?r\gh ! /reet1 on _! way home4 ,!y bur/ =? into unre/ra9$ te>s :5 !y beheld ! c\nt5ance ( ,jesus impr9t$ on ! veil1 & !y return$ ?anks to ,god = ! fav\r he _h be/[$ on 8 fai?ful s]vant4 ,!y took ! j> ( aromatic w9e :i* ! ,jews _h prev5t$ ,jesus f dr9k+1 & set (f toge!r t[>ds ,golgo?a4 ,_! numb] 0 consid]ably increas$1 = _m pi\s m5 & wom5 :om ! suff]+s ( our ,"l _h fill$ ) pity _h jo9$ !m1 & !y asc5d$ ! we/ side ( ,calv>y1 z ! declivity !re 0 n s great4 ,! ,"m ( ,jesus1 accompani$ by h] niece1 ,m>y 7! daught] ( ,cleophas71 ,john1 & ,salome w5t q up to ! r\nd plat=m2 b ,m>?a1 ,m>y ( ,heli1 ,v]onica1 ,johanna ,*usa1 ,susanna1 & ,m>y1 ! "m ( ,m>k1 rema9$ bel[ ) ,magdal51 :o c\ld h>dly support h]self4 ,l[] d[n on ! m\nta9 !re 0 a ?ird gr\p ( holy wom51 & !re 7 a few scatt]$ individuals betwe5 ! ?ree gr\ps1 :o c>ri$ messages f "o to ! o!r4 ,! ,ph>isees on horseback rode to & fro among ! p1 & ! five entrances 7 gu>d$ by ,roman soldi]s4 ,m>y kept h] eyes fix$ on ! fatal spot1 & /ood z if entranc$1--x 0 inde$ a sight calculat$ to appal & r5d ! he>t ( a "m4 ,!re lay ! t]rible cross1 ! hamm]s1 ! ropes1 ! nails1 & alongside ( ^! frightful in/rum5ts to torture /ood ! brutal execution]s1 half drunk1 & almo/ )\t clo?+1 swe>+ & blasphem+1 :il/ mak+ _! prep>ations4 ,! suff]+s ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 7 greatly increas$ by h] n be+ able to see h] ,son2 %e knew t he 0 /ill alive1 & %e felt ! mo/ ard5t desire once m to behold him1 :ile ! ?\ght ( ! torm5ts he /ill _h to endure made h] he>t ready to bur/ ) grief4 ,a little hail _h be5 fall+ at times dur+ ! morn+1 b ! sun came out aga9 aft] t5 o'clock1 & a ?ick r$ fog began to obscure x t[>ds twelve4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxviii4 ,! ,nail+ ( ,jesus to ! ,cross4 ,! prep>ations = ! crucifixion be+ f9i%$ f\r ar*]s w5t to ! cave :]e !y _h conf9$ our ,"l & dragg$ him out ) _! usual brutality1 :ile ! mob look$ on & made use ( insult+ language1 & ! ,roman soldi]s reg>d$ all ) indiff]5ce1 & ?\ght ( no?+ b ma9ta9+ ord]4 ,:5 ,jesus 0 aga9 br\ght =?1 ! holy wom5 gave a man "s money1 & begg$ him to pay ! ar*] any?+ !y might dem& if !y w\ld all[ ,jesus to dr9k ! w9e :i* ,v]onica _h prep>$2 b ! cruel execution]s1 in/ead ( giv+ x to ,jesus1 drank x !mselves4 ,!y _h br\ght two vases ) !m1 "o ( :i* conta9$ v9eg> & gall1 & ! o!r a mixture :i* look$ l w9e mix$ ) myrrh & abs9!2 !y (f]$ a glass ( ! latt] to our ,"l1 :i* he ta/$1 b w\ld n dr9k4 ,!re 7 eighte5 ar*]s on ! plat=m2 ! six :o _h sc\rg$ ,jesus1 ! f\r :o _h conduct$ him to ,calv>y1 ! two :o held ! ropes :i* support$ ! cross1 & six o!rs :o came = ! purpose ( crucify+ him4 ,!y 7 /rang]s 9 ! pay ( ei!r ! ,jews or ! ,romans1 & 7 %ort ?ick-set m51 ) mo/ f]oci\s c\nt5ances1 r resembl+ wild bea/s ?an human be+s1 & employ+ !mselves alt]nately 9 dr9k+ & 9 mak+ prep>ations = ! crucifixion4 ,?is sc5e 0 r5d]$ ! m frightful to me by ! sight ( demons1 :o 7 invisible to o!rs1 & ,i saw l>ge bodies ( evil spirits "u ! =ms ( toads1 s]p5ts1 %>p-claw$ dragons1 & v5om\s insects1 urg+ ^! wick$ m5 to /ill great] cruelty1 & p]fectly d>k5+ ! air4 ,!y crept into ! m\?s & into ! he>ts ( ! assi/ants1 sat ^u _! %\ld]s1 fill$ _! m9ds ) wick$ images1 & incit$ !m to revile & insult our ,"l ) /ill great] brutality4 ,weep+ angels1 h[ev]1 /ood ar\nd ,jesus1 & ! sight ( _! te>s consol$ me n a little1 & !y 7 accompani$ by little angels ( glory1 ^: heads alone ,i saw4 ,!re 7 likewise angels ( pity & angels ( consolation among !m2 ! latt] frequ5tly approa*$ ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! re/ ( ! pi\s p]sons :o 7 assembl$ !re1 & :isp]$ words ( com=t :i* enabl$ !m to be> up ) firmness4 ,! execution]s soon pull$ (f our ,"l's cloak1 ! belt to :i* ! ropes 7 fa/5$1 & 8 own belt1 :5 !y f\nd x 0 impossible to drag ! wooll5 g>m5t :i* 8 ,"m _h wov5 = him ov] 8 head1 on acc\nt ( ! cr[n ( ?orns2 !y tore (f ?is mo/ pa9ful cr[n1 ?us reop5+ e w\nd1 & seiz+ ! g>m5t1 tore x m]cilessly ov] 8 ble$+ & w\nd$ head4 ,our de> ,"l & ,savi\r !n /ood be=e 8 cruel enemies1 /ripp$ ( all save ! %ort scapul> :i* 0 on 8 %\ld]s1 & ! l95 :i* gird$ 8 lo9s4 ,8 scapul> 0 ( wool2 ! wool _h /uck to ! w\nds1 & indescribable 0 ! agony ( pa9 he suff]$ :5 !y pull$ x r\ghly (f4 ,he %ook l ! asp5 z he /ood be=e !m1 = he 0 s weak5$ f suff]+ & loss ( blood t he c\ld n support himself = m ?an a few mom5ts2 he 0 cov]$ ) op5 w\nds1 & 8 %\ld]s & back 7 torn to ! bone by ! dreadful sc\rg+ he _h endur$4 ,he 0 ab\t to fall :5 ! execution]s1 fe>+ t he might die1 & ?us deprive !m ( ! b>b>\s pleasure ( crucify+ him1 l$ him to a l>ge /one & plac$ him r\ghly d[n ^u x1 b no soon] 0 he seat$ ?an !y aggravat$ 8 suff]+s by putt+ ! cr[n ( ?orns aga9 ^u 8 head4 ,!y !n (f]$ him "s v9eg> & gall1 f :i*1 h[ev]1 he turn$ away 9 sil5ce4 ,! execution]s did n all[ him to re/ long1 b bade him rise & place himself on ! cross t !y might nail him to x4 ,!n seiz+ 8 "r arm !y dragg$ x to ! hole prep>$ = ! nail1 & hav+ ti$ x tightly d[n ) a cord1 "o ( !m knelt ^u 8 sacr$ *e/1 a second held 8 h& flat1 & a ?ird tak+ a long ?ick nail1 press$ x on ! op5 palm ( t adorable h&1 :i* _h ev] be5 op5 to be/[ bless+s & fav\rs on ! ungrateful ,jews1 & ) a great iron hamm] drove x ?r\gh ! fle%1 & f> into ! wood ( ! cross4 ,our ,"l utt]$ "o deep b suppress$ groan1 & 8 blood gu%$ =? & spr9kl$ ! arms ( ! ar*]s4 ,i c\nt$ ! bl[s ( ! hamm]1 b my extreme grief made me =get _! numb]4 ,! nails 7 v l>ge1 ! heads ab\t ! size ( a cr[n piece1 & ! ?ickness t ( a man's ?umb1 :ile ! po9ts came ?r\gh at ! back ( ! cross4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 /ood motionless2 f "t to "t y might di/+ui% h] pla9tive moans2 %e appe>$ z if almo/ fa9t+ f grief1 & ,magdal5 0 q beside h]self4 ,:5 ! execution]s _h nail$ ! "r h& ( our ,"l1 !y p]ceiv$ t 8 left h& did n rea* ! hole !y _h bor$ to receive ! nail1 !re=e !y ti$ ropes to 8 left arm1 & hav+ /eadi$ _! feet aga9/ ! cross1 pull$ ! left h& viol5tly until x rea*$ ! place prep>$ = x4 ,?is dreadful process caus$ our ,"l indescribable agony1 8 brea/ heav$1 & 8 legs 7 q contract$4 ,!y aga9 knelt ^u him1 ti$ d[n 8 arms1 & drove ! second nail into 8 left h&2 8 blood fl[$ afre%1 & 8 feeble groans 7 once m he>d betwe5 ! bl[s ( ! hamm]1 b no?+ c\ld move ! h>d-he>t$ execution]s to ! slighte/ pity4 ,! arms ( ,jesus1 ?us unnaturally /ret*$ out1 no long] cov]$ ! arms ( ! cross1 :i* 7 slop$2 !re 0 a wide space betwe5 !m & 8 armpits4 ,ea* additional torture & insult inflict$ on our ,"l caus$ a fre% pang 9 ! he>t ( 8 ,bless$ ,"m2 %e became :ite z a corpse1 b z ! ,ph>isees endeav\r$ to increase h] pa9 by insult+ words & ge/ures1 ! disciples l$ h] to a gr\p ( pi\s wom5 :o 7 /&+ a little f>!r (f4 ,! execution]s _h fa/5$ a piece ( wood at ! l[] "p ( ! cross "u :]e ! feet ( ,jesus w\ld be nail$1 t ?us ! weight ( 8 body might n re/ ^u ! w\nds ( 8 h&s1 z also to prev5t ! bones ( 8 feet f be+ brok5 :5 nail$ to ! cross4 ,a hole _h be5 pi]c$ 9 ?is wood to receive ! nail :5 driv5 ?r\gh 8 feet1 & !re 0 likewise a little holl[ place = 8 heels4 ,^! precautions 7 tak5 le/ 8 w\nds %\ld be torn op5 by ! weight ( ?is body1 & dea? ensue be=e he _h suff]$ all ! tortures :i* !y hop$ to see him endure4 ,! :ole body ( our ,"l _h be5 dragg$ upw>d1 & contract$ by ! viol5t mann] ) :i* ! execution]s _h /ret*$ out 8 arms1 & 8 knees 7 b5t up2 !y !re=e flatt5$ & ti$ !m d[n tightly ) cords2 b soon p]ceiv+ t 8 feet did n rea* ! bit ( wood :i* 0 plac$ = !m to re/ ^u1 !y became infuriat$4 ,"s ( _! numb] propos$ mak+ fre% holes = ! nails :i* pi]c$ 8 h&s1 z !re w\ld be consid]able difficulty 9 remov+ ! bit ( wood1 b ! o!rs w\ld d no?+ ( ! sort1 & cont9u$ to vocif]ate1 ',he w n /ret* himself out1 b we w help him2' !y accompani$ ^! words ) ! mo/ fe>ful oa?s & imprecations1 & hav+ fa/5$ a rope to 8 "r leg1 dragg$ x viol5tly until x rea*$ ! wood1 & !n ti$ x d[n z tightly z possible4 ,! agony :i* ,jesus suff]$ f ?is viol5t t5sion 0 indescribable2 ! words ',my ,god1 my ,god1' escap$ 8 lips1 & ! execution]s increas$ 8 pa9 by ty+ 8 *e/ & arms to ! cross1 le/ ! h&s %\ld be torn f ! nails4 ,!y !n fa/5$ 8 left foot on to 8 "r foot1 hav+ fir/ bor$ a hole ?r\gh !m ) a species ( pi]c]1 because !y c\ld n be plac$ 9 su* a position z to be nail$ toge!r at once4 ,next !y took a v long nail & drove x completely ?r\gh bo? feet into ! cross bel[1 :i* op]ation 0 m ?an usually pa9ful1 on acc\nt ( 8 body be+ s unnaturally /ret*$ out2 ,i c\nt$ at lea/ six & ?irty bl[s ( ! hamm]4 ,dur+ ! :ole "t ( ! crucifixion our ,"l nev] ceas$ pray+1 & repeat+ ^? passages 9 ! ,psalms :i* he 0 !n accompany+1 al?\gh f "t to "t a feeble moan caus$ by excess ( suff]+ might be he>d4 ,9 ?is mann] he _h pray$ :5 c>ry+ 8 cross1 & ?us he cont9u$ to pray until 8 dea?4 ,i he>d him repeat all ^! prophecies2 ,i repeat$ !m aft] him1 & ,i h (t5 s9ce not$ ! diff]5t passages :5 read+ ! ,psalms1 b ,i n[ feel s exhau/$ ) grief t ,i _c at all connect !m4 ,:5 ! crucifixion ( ,jesus 0 f9i%$1 ! comm&] ( ! ,roman soldi]s ord]$ ,pilate's inscription to be nail$ on ! top ( ! cross4 ,! ,ph>isees 7 mu* inc5s$ at ?is1 & _! ang] 0 increas$ by ! je]s ( ! ,roman soldi]s1 :o po9t$ at _! crucifi$ k+2 !y !re=e ha/5$ back to ,j]usalem1 det]m9$ to use _! be/ endeav\rs to p]suade ! gov]nor to all[ !m to sub/itute ano!r inscription4 ,x 0 ab\t a qu>t] pa/ twelve :5 ,jesus 0 crucifi$1 & at ! mom5t ! cross 0 lift$ up1 ! ,temple res\nd$ ) ! bla/ ( trumpets1 :i* 7 always bl[n to ann\nce ! sacrifice ( ! ,pas*al ,lamb4 ,,*apt] ,,xxxix4 ,rais+ ( ! ,cross4 ,:5 ! execution]s _h f9i%$ ! crucifixion ( our ,"l1 !y ti$ ropes to ! trunk ( ! cross1 & fa/5$ ! ends ( ^! ropes r\nd a long beam :i* 0 fix$ firmly 9 ! gr\nd at a little di/ance1 & by means ( ^! ropes !y rais$ ! cross4 ,"s ( _! numb] support$ x :ile o!rs %ov$ its foot t[>ds ! hole prep>$ = its reception--! heavy cross fell into ?is hole ) a frightful %ock--,jesus utt]$ a fa9t cry1 & 8 w\nds 7 torn op5 9 ! mo/ fe>ful mann]1 8 blood aga9 bur/ =?1 & 8 half dislocat$ bones knock$ "o aga9/ ! o!r4 ,! ar*]s pu%$ ! cross to get x ?or\ghly into ! hole1 & caus$ x to vibrate /ill m by plant+ five /akes ar\nd to support x4 ,a t]rible1 b at ! same "t a t\*+ sight x 0 to behold ! cross rais$ up 9 ! mid/ ( ! va/ conc\rse ( p]sons :o 7 assembl$ all ar\nd2 n only insult+ soldi]s1 pr\d ,ph>isees1 & ! brutal ,jewi% mob 7 !re1 b likewise /rang]s f all p>ts4 ,! air res\nd$ ) acclamations & d]isive cries :5 !y beheld x t[]+ on high1 & aft] vibrat+ = a mom5t 9 ! air1 fall ) a heavy cra% into ! hole cut = x 9 ! rock4 ,b words ( love & compassion res\nd$ ?r\gh ! air at ! same mom5t2 & ne$ we say t ^! words1 ^! s\nds1 7 emitt$ by ! mo/ sa9tly ( human be+s--,m>y--,john--! holy wom51 & all :o 7 pure ( he>t8 ,!y b[$ d[n & ador$ ! ',^w made fle%1' nail$ to ! cross2 !y /ret*$ =? _! h&s z if desir\s ( giv+ assi/ance to ! ,holy ( ,holies1 :om !y beheld nail$ to a cross & 9 ! p[] ( 8 furi\s enemies4 ,b :5 ! solemn s\nd ( ! fall ( ! cross into ! hole prep>$ = x 9 ! rock 0 he>d1 a dead sil5ce ensu$1 e he>t 0 fill$ ) an indef9able feel+ ( awe--a feel+ nev] be=e exp]i5c$1 & = :i* no "o c\ld acc\nt1 ev5 to himself2 all ! inmates ( hell %ook ) t]ror1 & v5t$ _! rage by endeav\r+ to /imulate ! enemies ( ,jesus to /ill great] fury & brutality2 ! s\ls 9 ,limbo 7 fill$ ) joy & hope1 = ! s\nd 0 to !m a h>b+] ( happ9ess1 ! prelude to ! appe>ance ( _! ,deliv]]4 ,?us 0 ! bless$ cross ( our ,"l plant$ = ! fir/ "t on ! e>?2 & well might x be comp>$ to ! tree ( life 9 ,p>adise1 = ! w\nds ( ,jesus 7 z sacr$ f\nta9s1 f :i* fl[$ f\r riv]s de/9$ bo? to purify ! _w f ! curse ( s91 & to give x f]tility1 s z to produce fruit unto salvation4 ,! em95ce on :i* ! cross 0 plant$ 0 ab\t two feet high] ?an ! surr\nd+ p>ts2 ! feet ( ,jesus 7 suffici5tly ne> ! gr\nd = 8 fri5ds to be able to rea* to kiss !m1 & 8 face 0 turn$ to ! nor?-we/4 ,,*apt] ,,xl4 ,crucifixion ( ! ,?ieves4 ,dur+ ! "t ( ! crucifixion ( ,jesus1 ! two ?ieves 7 left ly+ on ! gr\nd at "s di/ance (f2 _! arms 7 fa/5$ to ! crosses on :i* !y 7 to be execut$1 & a few soldi]s /ood ne> on gu>d4 ,! accusation :i* _h be5 prov$ aga9/ !m 0 t ( hav+ assass9at$ a ,jewi% woman :o1 ) h] *ildr51 0 travell+ f ,j]usalem to ,joppa4 ,!y 7 arre/$1 "u ! disguise ( ri* m]*ants1 at a ca/le 9 :i* ,pilate resid$ occasionally1 :5 employ$ 9 ex]cis+ 8 troops1 & !y _h be5 imprison$ = a long "t be=e be+ br\ght to trial4 ,! ?ief plac$ on ! left-h& side 0 mu* old] ?an ! o!r2 a regul> miscreant1 :o _h corrupt$ ! y\ng]4 ,!y 7 commonly call$ ,dismas & ,gesmas1 & z ,i =get _! real names ,i %all di/+ui% !m by ^! t]ms1 call+ ! good "o ,dismas1 & ! wick$ "o ,gesmas4 ,bo? ! "o & ! o!r belong$ to a b& ( robb]s :o infe/$ ! fronti]s ( ,egypt2 & x 0 9 a cave inhabit$ by ^! robb]s t ! ,holy ,family took refuge :5 fly+ into ,egypt1 at ! "t ( ! massacre ( ! ,innoc5ts4 ,! poor lepr\s *ild1 :o 0 in/antly cleans$ by be+ dipp$ 9 ! wat] :i* _h be5 us$ = wa%+ ! infant ,jesus1 0 no o!r ?an ?is ,dismas1 & ! *>ity ( 8 "m1 9 receiv+ & grant+ hospitality to ! ,holy ,family1 _h be5 rew>d$ by ! cure ( h] *ild2 :ile ?is outw>d purification 0 an emblem ( ! inw>d purification :i* 0 aft]w>ds accompli%$ 9 ! s\l ( ,dismas on ,m\nt ,calv>y1 ?r\gh t ,sacr$ ,blood :i* 0 !n %$ on ! cross = our r$emption4 ,dismas knew no?+ at all ab\t ,jesus1 b z 8 he>t 0 n h>d5$1 ! sight ( ! extreme pati5ce ( our ,"l mov$ him mu*4 ,:5 ! execution]s _h f9i%$ putt+ up ! cross ( ,jesus1 !y ord]$ ! ?ieves to rise )\t delay1 & !y loos5$ _! fett]s 9 ord] to crucify !m at once1 z ! sky 0 becom+ v cl\dy & bore e appe>ance ( an approa*+ /orm4 ,aft] giv+ !m "s myrrh & v9eg>1 !y /ripp$ (f _! ragg$ clo?+1 ti$ ropes r\nd _! arms1 & by ! help ( small ladd]s dragg$ !m up to _! places on ! cross4 ,! execution]s !n b\nd ! arms ( ! ?ieves to ! cross1 ) cords made ( ! b>k ( trees1 & fa/5$ _! wri/s1 elb[s1 knees1 & feet 9 l mann]1 draw+ ! cords s tight t _! jo9ts crack$1 & ! blood bur/ out4 ,!y utt]$ pi]c+ cries1 & ! good ?ief exclaim$ z !y 7 draw+ him up1 ',?is torture is dreadful1 b if !y _h treat$ u z !y treat$ ! poor ,galilean1 we %\ld h be5 dead long ago4' ,! execution]s _h divid$ ! g>m5ts ( ,jesus1 9 ord] to draw lots = !m2 8 mantle1 :i* 0 n>r[ at ! top1 0 v wide at ! bottom1 & l9$ ov] ! *e/1 ?us =m+ a pocket betwe5 ! l9+ & ! mat]ial itself2 ! l9+ !y pull$ out1 tore into b&s1 & divid$4 ,!y did ! same ) 8 long :ite robe1 belt1 scapul>1 & "u-g>m5t1 :i* 0 completely saturat$ ) 8 ,sacr$ ,blood4 ,n be+ able to agree z to :o 0 to be ! possessor ( ! seamless robe wov5 by 8 ,"m1 :i* c\ld n be cut up & divid$1 !y br\ght out a species ( *essbo>d m>k$ ) figures1 & 7 ab\t to decide ! po9t by lots1 :5 a mess5g]1 s5t by ,nicodemus & ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 in=m$ !m t !re 7 p]sons ready to pur*ase all ! clo!s ( ,jesus2 !y !re=e ga!r$ !m toge!r & sold !m 9 a bundle4 ,?us did ! ,*ri/ians get possession ( ^! preci\s relics4 ,,*apt] ,,xli4 ,jesus hang+ on ! ,cross betwe5 two ,?ieves4 ,! trem5d\s concussion caus$ by ! fall ( ! cross into ! hole prep>$ = x drove ! %>p po9ts ( ! cr[n ( ?orns1 :i* 0 /ill ^u ! head ( our de> ,savi\r1 /ill deep] into 8 sacr$ fle%1 & blood ran d[n aga9 9 /reams1 bo? f x & f 8 h&s & feet4 ,! ar*]s !n plac$ ladd]s aga9/ ! sides ( ! cross1 m\nt$ !m & unfa/5$ ! ropes ) :i* !y _h b\nd our ,"l to ! cross1 previ\s to lift+ x up1 fe>+ t ! %ock might te> op5 ! w\nds 9 8 h&s & feet1 & t !n ! nails w\ld no long] support 8 body4 ,8 blood _h become1 9 a c]ta9 degree1 /agnat$ by 8 horizontal position & ! pressure ( ! cords1 b :5 ^! 7 )drawn1 x resum$ its usual c\rse1 & caus$ su* agonis+ s5sations ?r\gh\t 8 c\ntless w\nds1 t he b[$ 8 head1 & rema9$ z if dead = m ?an sev5 m9utes4 ,a pause ensu$2 ! execution]s 7 occupi$ ) ! division ( 8 g>m5ts2 ! trumpets 9 ! ,temple no long] res\nd$2 & all ! actors 9 ?is fe>ful trag$y appe>$ to be exhau/$1 "s by grief1 & o!rs by ! ef=ts !y _h made to compass _! wick$ ends1 & by ! joy :i* !y felt n[ at hav+ at la/ succe$$ 9 br++ ab\t ! dea? ( him :om !y _h s long envi$4 ,) mix$ feel+s ( fe> & compassion ,i ca/ my eyes ^u ,jesus1--,jesus my ,r$eem]1--! ,r$eem] ( ! _w4 ,i beheld him motionless1 & almo/ lifeless4 ,i felt z if ,i myself mu/ expire2 my he>t 0 ov]:elm$ betwe5 grief1 love1 & horror2 my m9d 0 half w&]+1 my h&s & feet burn+ ) a fev]i% heat2 ea* ve91 n]ve1 & limb 0 rack$ ) inexpressible pa92 ,i saw no?+ di/9ctly1 except+ my belov$ ,sp\se hang+ on ! cross4 ,i contemplat$ 8 disfigur$ c\nt5ance1 8 head encircl$ ) t t]rible cr[n ( ?orns1 :i* prev5t$ 8 rais+ x ev5 = a mom5t )\t ! mo/ int5se suff]+1 8 m\? p>*$ & half op5 f exhau/ion1 & 8 hair & be>d clott$ ) blood4 ,8 *e/ 0 torn ) /ripes & w\nds1 & 8 elb[s1 wri/s1 & %\ld]s s viol5tly di/5d$ z to be almo/ dislocat$2 blood con/antly trickl$ d[n f ! gap+ w\nds 9 8 h&s1 & ! fle% 0 s torn f 8 ribs t y might almo/ c\nt !m4 ,8 legs & ?ighs1 z also 8 arms1 7 /ret*$ out almo/ to dislocation1 ! fle% & muscles s completely laid b>e t e bone 0 visible1 & 8 :ole body cov]$ ) black1 gre51 & reek+ w\nds4 ,! blood :i* fl[$ f 8 w\nds 0 at fir/ r$1 b x became by degrees light & wat]y1 & ! :ole appe>ance ( 8 body 0 t ( a corpse ready = int]m5t4 ,& yet1 not)/&+ ! horrible w\nds ) :i* he 0 cov]$1 not)/&+ ! /ate ( ignom9y to :i* he 0 r$uc$1 !re /ill rema9$ t inexpressible look ( dignity & goodness :i* _h ev] fill$ all behold]s ) awe4 ,! complexion ( our ,"l 0 fair1 l t ( ,m>y1 & slightly t9t$ ) r$2 b 8 exposure to ! wea!r dur+ ! la/ ?ree ye>s _h tann$ him consid]ably4 ,8 *e/ 0 wide1 b n hairy l t ( ,/4 ,john ,bapti/2 8 %\ld]s broad1 & 8 arms & ?ighs s9ewy2 8 knees 7 /rong & h>d5$1 z is usually ! case ) ^? :o h ei!r walk$ or knelt mu*1 & 8 legs long1 ) v /rong muscles2 8 feet 7 well =m$1 & 8 h&s beautiful1 ! f+]s be+ long & tap]+1 & al?\gh n delicate l ^? ( a woman1 /ill n resembl+ ^? ( a man :o _h lab\r$ h>d4 ,8 neck 0 r long1 ) a well-set & f9ely proportion$ head2 8 =ehead l>ge & high2 8 face oval2 8 hair1 :i* 0 f> f ?ick1 0 ( a gold5 br[n col\r1 p>t$ 9 ! middle & fall+ ov] 8 %\ld]s2 8 be>d 0 n any great l5g?1 b po9t$ & divid$ "u ! *94 ,:5 ,i contemplat$ him on ! cross1 8 hair 0 almo/ all torn (f1 & :at rema9$ 0 matt$ & clott$ ) blood2 8 body 0 "o w\nd1 & e limb seem$ z if dislocat$4 ,! crosses ( ! two ?ieves 7 plac$1 ! "o to ! "r & ! o!r to ! left ( ,jesus2 !re 0 suffici5t space left = a horseman to ride betwe5 !m4 ,no?+ c be imag9$ m di/ress+ ?an ! appe>ance ( ! ?ieves on _! crosses2 !y suff]$ t]ribly1 & ! "o on ! left-h& side nev] ceas$ curs+ & swe>+4 ,! cords ) :i* !y 7 ti$ 7 v tight1 & caus$ great pa92 _! c\nt5ances 7 livid1 & _! eyes enflam$ & ready to />t f ! sockets4 ,! height ( ! crosses ( ! two ?ieves 0 mu* less ?an t ( our ,"l4 ,,*apt] ,,xlii4 ,fir/ ,^w ( ,jesus on ! ,cross4 ,z soon z ! execution]s _h crucifi$ ! two ?ieves & divid$ ! g>m5t ( ,jesus betwe5 !m1 !y ga!r$ up _! tools1 address$ a few m insult+ words to our ,"l1 & w5t away4 ,! ,ph>isees1 likewise1 rode up to ,jesus1 look$ at him scornfully1 made use ( "s opprobri\s expression1 & !n left ! place4 ,! ,roman soldi]s1 ( :om a hundr$ _h be5 po/$ r\nd ,calv>y1 7 m>*$ away1 & _! places fill$ by fifty o!rs1 ! comm& ( :om 0 giv5 to ,ab5ad>1 an ,arab by bir?1 :o aft]w>ds took ! "n ( ,ctesiphon 9 baptism2 & ! second 9 comm& 0 ,cassius1 :o1 :5 he became a ,*ri/ian1 0 kn[n by ! "n ( ,long9us3 ,pilate frequ5tly made use ( him z a mess5g]4 ,twelve ,ph>isees1 twelve ,sadducees1 z _m scribes1 & a few anci5ts1 accompani$ by ^? ,jews :o _h be5 endeav\r+ to p]suade ,pilate to *ange ! inscription on ! ,cross ( ,jesus1 !n came up3 !y 7 furi\s1 z ! ,roman gov]nor _h giv5 !m a direct refusal4 ,!y rode r\nd ! plat=m1 & drove away ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :om ,/4 ,john l$ to ! holy wom54 ,:5 !y pass$ ! ,cross ( ,jesus1 !y %ook _! heads disda9fully at him1 exclaim+ at ! same "t1 ',vah6 ?\ t de/roye/ ! temple ( ,god1 & 9 ?ree days builde/ x up aga91 save ?yself1 com+ d[n f ! ,cross4 ,let ,*ri/1 ! ,k+ ( ,israel1 come d[n n[ f ! ,cross1 t we may see & believe4' ,! soldi]s1 likewise1 made use ( d]id+ language4 ,! c\nt5ance & :ole body ( ,jesus became ev5 m col\rless3 he appe>$ to be on ! po9t ( fa9t+1 & ,gesmas 7! wick$ ?ief7 exclaim$1 ',! demon by :om he is possess$ is ab\t to leave him4' ,a soldi] !n took a sponge1 fill$ x ) v9eg>1 put x on a re$1 & pres5t$ x to ,jesus1 :o appe>$ to dr9k4 ',if ?\ art ! ,k+ ( ! ,jews1' said ! soldi]1 'save ?yself1 com+ d[n f ! ,cross4' ,^! ?+s took place dur+ ! "t t ! fir/ b& ( soldi]s 0 be+ reliev$ by t ( ,ab5ad>4 ,jesus rais$ 8 head a little1 & said1 ',fa!r1 =give !m1 = !y "k n :at !y d4' ,& ,gesmas cri$ out1 ',if ?\ art ! ,*ri/1 save ?yself & u4' ,dismas 7! good ?ief7 0 sil5t1 b he 0 deeply mov$ at ! pray] ( ,jesus = 8 enemies4 ,:5 ,m>y he>d ! voice ( h] ,son1 unable to re/ra9 h]self1 %e ru%$ =w>d1 foll[$ by ,john1 ,salome1 & ,m>y ( ,cleophas1 & approa*$ ! ,cross1 :i* ! k9d-he>t$ c5turion did n prev5t4 ,! pray]s ( ,jesus obta9$ = ! good ?ief a moi/ p[]ful grace2 he sudd5ly rememb]$ t x 0 ,jesus & ,m>y :o _h cur$ him ( leprosy 9 8 *ildhood1 & he exclaim$ 9 a l\d & cle> voice1 ',h[ c y insult him :5 he prays = y8 ,he has be5 sil5t1 & suff]$ all y\r outrages ) pati5ce2 he is truly a ,prophet--he is our ,k+--he is ! ,son ( ,god4' ,?is unexpect$ repro( f ! lips ( a mis]able malefactor :o 0 dy+ on a cross caus$ a trem5d\s commotion among ! spectators2 !y ga!r$ up /ones1 & wi%$ to ?r[ !m at him2 b ! c5turion ,ab5ad> w\ld n all[ x4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 mu* com=t$ & /r5g!n$ by ! pray] ( ,jesus1 & ,dismas said to ,gesmas1 :o 0 /ill blasphem+ ,jesus1 ',nei!r do/ ?\ fe> ,god1 see+ ?\ art "u ! same condemnation4 ,& we inde$ ju/ly1 = we receive ! due rew>d ( our de$s2 b ?is man ha? done no evil4 ,rememb] ?\ art n[ at ! po9t ( dea?1 & rep5t4' ,he 0 enlight5$ & t\*$3 he confess$ 8 s9s to ,jesus1 & said3 ',"l1 if ?\ condemne/ me x w be ) ju/ice4' ,& ,jesus repli$1 ',?\ %alt exp]i5ce my m]cy4' ,dismas1 fill$ ) ! mo/ p]fect contrition1 began in/antly to ?ank ,god = ! great graces he _h receiv$1 & to reflect ov] ! manifold s9s ( 8 pa/ life4 ,all ^! ev5ts took place betwe5 twelve & ! half-h\r %ortly aft] ! crucifixion2 b su* a surpris+ *ange _h tak5 place 9 ! appe>ance ( nature dur+ t "t z to a/oni% ! behold]s & fill _! m9ds ) awe & t]ror4 ,,*apt] ,,xliii4 ,eclipse ( ! ,sun4 ,second & ,?ird ,^w ( ,jesus on ! ,cross4 ,a little hail _h fall5 at ab\t t5 o'clock1--:5 ,pilate 0 pass+ s5t5ce1--& aft] t ! wea!r cle>$ up1 until t[>ds twelve1 :5 ! ?ick r$-look+ fog began to obscure ! sun4 ,t[>ds ! six? h\r1 accord+ to ! mann] ( c\nt+ ( ! ,jews1 ! sun 0 sudd5ly d>k5$4 ,i 0 %[n ! exact cause ( ?is wond]ful ph5om5on2 b ,i h un=tunately p>tly =gott5 x1 & :at ,i h n =gott5 ,i _c f9d words to express2 b ,i 0 lift$ up f ! e>?1 & beheld ! />s & ! planets mov+ ab\t out ( _! prop] sph]es4 ,i saw ! moon l an imm5se ball ( fire roll+ along z if fly+ f ! e>?4 ,i 0 !n sudd5ly tak5 back to ,j]usalem1 & ,i beheld ! moon reappe> beh9d ! ,m\nta9 ( ,olives1 look+ pale & full1 & advanc+ rapidly t[>ds ! sun1 :i* 0 dim & ov]-%r\d$ by a fog4 ,i saw to ! ea/ ( ! sun a l>ge d>k body :i* _h ! appe>ance ( a m\nta91 & :i* soon entirely hid ! sun4 ,! c5tre ( ?is body 0 d>k yell[1 & a r$ circle l a r+ ( fire 0 r\nd x4 ,! sky grew d>k] & ! />s appe>$ to ca/ a r$ & lurid light4 ,bo? m5 & bea/s 7 /ruck ) t]ror2 ! enemies ( ,jesus ceas$ revil+ him1 :ile ! ,ph>isees endeav\r$ to give philosophical reasons = :at 0 tak+ place1 b !y fail$ 9 _! attempt1 & 7 r$uc$ to sil5ce4 ,_m 7 seiz$ ) remorse1 /ruck _! brea/s1 & cri$ out1 ',may 8 blood fall ^u 8 murd]]s6' ,numb]s ( o!rs1 :e!r ne> ! ,cross or at a di/ance1 fell on _! knees & entreat$ =giv5ess ( ,jesus1 :o turn$ 8 eyes compassionately ^u !m 9 ! mid/ ( 8 suff]+s4 ,h[ev]1 ! d>kness cont9u$ to increase1 & ev]yone except+ ,m>y & ! mo/ fai?ful among ! fri5ds ( ,jesus left ! ,cross4 ,dismas !n rais$ 8 head1 & 9 a tone ( humility & hope said to ,jesus1 ',"l1 rememb] me :5 ?\ %alt come into ?y k+dom4' ,& ,jesus made answ]1 ',am51 ,i say to !e1 ,?is day ?\ %alt be ) me 9 ,p>adise4' ,magdal51 ,m>y ( ,cleophas1 & ,john /ood ne> ! ,cross ( our ,"l & look$ at him1 :ile ! ,bless$ ,virg91 fill$ ) int5se feel+s ( mo!rly love1 entreat$ h] ,son to p]mit h] to die ) him2 b he1 ca/+ a look ( ineffable t5d]ness ^u h]1 turn$ to ,john & said1 ',woman1 behold ?y son2' !n he said to ,john1 ',behold ?y "m4' ,john look$ at 8 dy+ ,r$eem]1 & salut$ ?is belov$ "m 7:om he h5ce=? consid]$ z 8 own7 9 ! mo/ respectful mann]4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 s ov]come by grief at ^! words ( ,jesus t %e almo/ fa9t$1 & 0 c>ri$ to a %ort di/ance f ! ,cross by ! holy wom54 ,i d n "k :e!r ,jesus really pron\nc$ ^! words1 b ,i felt int]iorly t he gave ,m>y to ,john z a "m1 & ,john to ,m>y z a son4 ,9 simil> visions a p]son is (t5 consci\s ( ?+s :i* are n writt51 & words c only express a portion ( !m1 al?\gh to ! individual to :om !y are %[n !y are s cle> z n to require explanation4 ,= ?is reason x did n appe> to me 9 ! lea/ surpris+ t ,jesus %\ld call ! ,bless$ ,virg9 ',woman1' in/ead ( ',"m4' ,i felt t he int5d$ to demon/rate t %e 0 t woman spok5 ( 9 ,scripture :o 0 to cru% ! head ( ! s]p5t1 & t !n 0 ! mom5t 9 :i* t promise 0 accompli%$ 9 ! dea? ( h] ,son4 ,i knew t ,jesus1 by giv+ h] z a "m to ,john1 gave h] also z a "m to all :o believe 9 him1 :o become *ildr5 ( ,god1 & are n born ( fle% & blood1 or ( ! w ( man1 b ( ,god4 ,nei!r did x appe> to me surpris+ t ! mo/ pure1 ! mo/ humble1 & ! mo/ ob$i5t among wom51 :o1 :5 salut$ by ! angel z 'full ( grace1' imm$iately repli$1 ',behold ! h&maid ( ! ,"l1 be x done to me accord+ to ?y ^w1' & 9 ^: sacr$ womb ! ,^w 0 in/antly made fle%1--t %e1 :5 in=m$ by h] dy+ ,son t %e 0 to become ! spiritual "m ( ano!r son1 %\ld repeat ! same words ) humble ob$i5ce1 & imm$iately adopt z h] *ildr5 all ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 ! bro!rs ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,^! ?+s are mu* easi] to feel by ! grace ( ,god ?an to be express$ 9 words4 ,i rememb] my cele/ial ,sp\se once say+ to me1 ',ev]y?+ is impr9t$ 9 ! he>ts ( ^? *ildr5 ( ! ,*ur* :o believe1 hope1 & love4' ,,*apt] ,,xliv4 ,! ,fe> felt by ! ,inhabitants ( ,j]usalem4 ,f\r? ,^w ( ,jesus on ! ,cross4 ,x 0 ab\t half-pa/ "o o'clock :5 ,i 0 tak5 into ,j]usalem to see :at 0 go+ on !re4 ,! inhabitants 7 p]fectly ov]come ) t]ror & anxiety2 ! /reets d>k & gloomy1 & "s p]sons 7 feel+ _! way ab\t1 :ile o!rs1 seat$ on ! gr\nd ) _! heads veil$1 /ruck _! brea/s1 or w5t up to ! ro(s ( _! h\ses1 look$ at ! sky1 & bur/ =? 9 bitt] lam5tations4 ,ev5 ! animals utt]$ m\rnful cries1 & hid !mselves2 ! birds flew l[1 & fell to ! gr\nd4 ,i saw ,pilate conf]r+ ) ,h]od on ! al>m+ /ate ( ?+s3 !y 7 bo? extremely agitat$1 & contemplat$ ! appe>ance ( ! sky f t t]race ^u :i* ,h]od 0 /&+ :5 he deliv]$ up ,jesus to be insult$ by ! infuriat$ rabble4 ',^! ev5ts are n 9 ! common c\rse ( nature1' !y bo? exclaim$3 '!y mu/ be caus$ by ! ang] ( ! gods1 :o are displeas$ at ! cruelty :i* has be5 ex]cis$ t[>ds ,jesus ( ,naz>e?4' ,pilate & ,h]od1 surr\nd$ by gu>ds1 !n direct$ _! ha/y trembl+ /eps ?r\gh ! =um to ,h]od's palace4 ,pilate turn$ away 8 head :5 he pass$ ,gabba?a1 f :5ce he _h condemn$ ,jesus to be crucifi$4 ,! squ>e 0 almo/ empty2 a few p]sons might be se5 re-ent]+ _! h\ses z quickly z possible1 & a few o!rs runn+ ab\t & weep+1 :ile two or ?ree small gr\ps might be di/+ui%$ 9 ! di/ance4 ,pilate s5t = "s ( ! anci5ts & ask$ !m :at !y ?\ght ! a/\nd+ d>kness c\ld possible port5d1 & said t he himself consid]$ x a t]rific pro( ( ! ang] ( _! ,god at ! crucifixion ( ! ,galilean1 :o 0 mo/ c]ta9ly _! prophet & _! k+3 he add$ t he _h no?+ to reproa* himself ) on t head1 = he _h wa%$ 8 h&s ( ! :ole affair1 & 01 !re=e1 q innoc5t4 ,! anci5ts 7 z h>d5$ z ev]1 & repli$1 9 a sull5 tone1 t !re 0 no?+ unnatural 9 ! c\rse ( ev5ts1 t !y might be easily acc\nt$ = by philosoph]s1 & t !y did n rep5t ( any?+ !y _h done4 ,h[ev]1 _m p]sons 7 conv]t$1 & among o!rs ^? soldi]s :o fell to ! gr\nd at ! words ( our ,"l :5 !y 7 s5t to arre/ him 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives4 ,! rabble assembl$ be=e ,pilate's h\se1 & in/ead ( ! cry ( ',crucify him1 crucify him6' :i* _h res\nd$ 9 ! morn+1 y might h he>d vocif]ations ( ',d[n ) ! iniquit\s judge6' ',may ! blood ( ! j man fall ^u 8 murd]]s6' ,pilate 0 mu* al>m$2 he s5t = additional gu>ds1 & endeav\r$ to ca/ all ! blame ^u ! ,jews4 ,he aga9 decl>$ t ! crime 0 n 82 t he 0 no subject ( ?is ,jesus1 :om !y _h put to dea? unju/ly1 & :o 0 _! k+1 _! prophet1 _! ,holy ,"o2 t !y alone 7 guilty1 z x mu/ be evid5t to all t he condemn$ ,jesus solely f compulsion4 ,! ,temple 0 ?rong$ ) ,jews1 :o 7 int5t on ! immolation ( ! ,pas*al lamb2 b :5 ! d>kness increas$ to su* a degree t x 0 impossible to di/+ui% ! c\nt5ance ( "o f t ( ! o!r1 !y 7 seiz$ ) fe>1 horror1 & dread1 :i* !y express$ by m\rnful cries & lam5tations4 ,! ,high ,prie/s endeav\r$ to ma9ta9 ord] & quiet4 ,all ! lamps 7 light$2 b ! confusion became great] e mom5t1 & ,annas appe>$ p]fectly p>alys$ ) t]ror4 ,i saw him endeav\r+ to hide fir/ 9 "o place1 & !n 9 ano!r4 ,:5 ,i left ! ,temple1 & walk$ ?r\gh ! /reets1 ,i rem>k$ t1 al?\gh n a brea? ( w9d 0 /irr+1 yet bo? ! doors & w9d[s ( ! h\ses 7 %ak+ z if 9 a /orm1 & ! d>kness 0 becom+ e mom5t m d5se4 ,! con/]nation produc$ by ! sudd5 d>kness at ,m\nt ,calv>y 0 indescribable4 ,:5 x fir/ comm5c$1 ! confusion ( ! noise ( ! hamm]s1 ! vocif]ations ( ! rabble1 ! cries ( ! two ?ieves on be+ fa/5$ to _! crosses1 ! insult+ spee*es ( ! ,ph>isees1 ! evolutions ( ! soldi]s1 & ! drunk5 %\ts ( ! execution]s1 _h s completely engross$ ! att5tion ( ev]yone1 t ! *ange :i* 0 gradually com+ ov] ! face ( nature 0 n rem>k$2 b z ! d>kness increas$1 e s\nd ceas$1 ea* voice 0 hu%$1 & remorse & t]ror took possession ( e he>t1 :ile ! by/&]s retir$ "o by "o to a di/ance f ! ,cross4 ,!n x 0 t ,jesus gave 8 ,"m to ,/4 ,john1 & t %e1 ov]come by grief1 0 c>ri$ away to a %ort di/ance4 ,z ! d>kness cont9u$ to gr[ m & m d5se1 ! sil5ce became p]fectly a/\nd+2 ev]yone appe>$ t]ror /ruck2 "s look$ at ! sky1 :ile o!rs1 fill$ ) remorse1 turn$ t[>ds ! ,cross1 smote _! brea/s1 & 7 conv]t$4 ,al?\gh ! ,ph>isees 7 9 reality q z mu* al>m$ z o!r p]sons1 yet !y endeav\r$ at fir/ to put a bold face on ! matt]1 & decl>$ t !y c\ld see no?+ unacc\ntable 9 ^! ev5ts2 b at la/ ev5 !y lo/ assurance1 & 7 r$uc$ to sil5ce4 ,! disc ( ! sun 0 ( a d>k-yell[ t9t1 r resembl+ a m\nta9 :5 view$ by moonlight1 & x 0 surr\nd$ by a bright fi]y r+2 ! />s appe>$1 b ! light !y ca/ 0 r$ & lurid2 ! birds 7 s t]rifi$ z to drop to ! gr\nd2 ! bea/s trembl$ & moan$2 ! horses & ! asses ( ! ,ph>isees crept z close z possible to "o ano!r1 & put _! heads betwe5 _! legs4 ,! ?ick fog p5etrat$ ev]y?+4 ,/illness reign$ ar\nd ! ,cross4 ,jesus hung ^u x alone2 =sak5 by all1--disciples1 foll[]s1 fri5ds1 8 ,"m ev5 0 remov$ f 8 side2 n "o p]son ( ! ?\s&s ^u :om he _h lavi%$ b5efits 0 ne> to (f] him ! slighte/ alleviation 9 8 bitt] agony1--8 s\l 0 ov]spread ) an indescribable feel+ ( bitt]ness & grief1--all )9 him 0 d>k1 gloomy1 & wret*$4 ,! d>kness :i* reign$ ar\nd 0 b symbolical ( t :i* ov]spread 8 int]ior2 he turn$1 nev]!less1 to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 he pray$ = 8 enemies1 he (f]$ ! *alice ( 8 suff]+s = _! r$emption1 he cont9u$ to pray z he _h done dur+ ! :ole ( 8 ,passion1 & repeat$ portions ( ^? ,psalms ! prophecies ( :i* 7 !n receiv+ _! accompli%m5t 9 him4 ,i saw angels /&+ ar\nd4 ,aga9 ,i look$ at ,jesus--my belov$ ,sp\se--on 8 ,cross1 agonis+ & dy+1 yet /ill 9 dre>y solitude4 ,he at t mom5t endur$ angui% :i* no mortal p5 c describe1--he felt t suff]+ :i* w\ld ov]:elm a poor weak mortal if depriv$ at once ( all consolation1 bo? div9e & human1 & !n compell$1 )\t refre%m5t1 assi/ance1 or light1 to trav]se ! /ormy des]t ( tribulation upheld by fai?1 hope1 & *>ity alone4 ,8 suff]+s 7 inexpressible2 b x 0 by !m t he m]it$ = u ! grace necess>y to resi/ ^? temptations to despair :i* w assail u at ! h\r ( dea?1--t trem5d\s h\r :5 we %all feel t we are ab\t to leave all t is de> to u "h bel[4 ,:5 our m9ds1 weak5$ by disease1 h lo/ ! p[] ( reason+1 & ev5 our hopes ( m]cy & =giv5ess are become1 z x 71 envelop$ 9 mi/ & unc]ta9ty1--!n x is t we mu/ fly to ,jesus1 unite our feel+s ( desolation ) t indescribable d]eliction :i* he endur$ ^u ! ,cross1 & be c]ta9 ( obta9+ a glori\s victory ov] our inf]nal enemies4 ,jesus !n (f]$ to 8 ,et]nal ,fa!r 8 pov]ty1 8 d]eliction1 8 lab\rs1 &1 above all1 ! bitt] suff]+s :i* our +ratitude _h caus$ him to endure 9 expiation = our s9s & weakness2 no "o1 !re=e1 :o is unit$ to ,jesus 9 ! bosom ( 8 ,*ur* mu/ despair at ! awful mom5t prec$+ 8 exit f ?is life1 ev5 if he be depriv$ ( all s5sible light & com=t2 = he mu/ !n rememb] t ! ,*ri/ian is no long] oblig$ to ent] ?is d>k des]t alone & unprotect$1 z ,jesus has ca/ 8 own int]ior & ext]ior d]eliction on ! ,cross into ?is gulf ( desolation1 consequ5tly he w n be left to cope alone ) dea?1 or be suff]$ to leave ?is _w 9 desolation ( _s1 depriv$ ( heav5ly consolation4 ,all fe> ( lonel9ess & despair 9 dea? mu/ !re=e be ca/ away2 = ,jesus1 :o is our true light1 ! ,way1 ! ,tru?1 & ! ,life1 has prec$$ u on t dre>y road1 has ov]spread x ) bless+s1 & rais$ 8 ,cross ^u x1 "o glance at :i* w calm our e fe>4 ,jesus !n 7if we may s express ourselves7 made 8 la/ te/am5t 9 ! pres5ce ( 8 ,fa!r1 & bequea!d ! m]its ( 8 ,dea? & ,passion to ! ,*ur* & to s9n]s4 ,n "o err+ s\l 0 =gott52 he ?\ght ( ea* & ev]yone2 pray+1 likewise1 ev5 = ^? h]etics :o h endeav\r$ to prove t1 be+ ,god1 he did n suff] z a man w\ld h suff]$ 9 8 place4 ,! cry :i* he all[$ to pass 8 lips 9 ! height ( 8 agony 0 int5d$ n only to %[ ! excess ( ! suff]+s he 0 !n endur+1 b likewise to enc\rage all afflict$ s\ls :o ackn[l$ge ,god z _! ,fa!r to lay _! sorr[s ) filial confid5ce at 8 feet4 ,x 0 t[>ds ?ree o'clock :5 he cri$ out 9 a l\d voice1 ',eloi1 ,eloi1 lamma sabac?ani8' ',my ,god1 my ,god1 :y ha/ ?\ =sak5 me8' ,^! words ( our ,"l int]rupt$ ! dead sil5ce :i* _h cont9u$ s long2 ! ,ph>isees turn$ t[>ds him1 & "o ( !m said1 ',behold1 he calle? ,elias2' & ano!r1 ',let u see :e!r ,elias w come to deliv] him4' ,:5 ,m>y he>d ! voice ( h] div9e ,son1 %e 0 unable to re/ra9 h]self any long]1 b ru%$ =w>ds1 & return$ to ! foot ( ! ,cross1 foll[$ by ,john1 ,m>y ! daught] ( ,cleophas1 ,m>y ,magdal51 & ,salome4 ,a troop ( ab\t ?irty horsem5 f ,judea & ! environs ( ,joppa1 :o 7 on _! way to ,j]usalem = ! fe/ival1 pass$ by j at ! "t :5 all 0 sil5t r\nd ! ,cross1 bo? assi/ants & spectators be+ transfix$ ) t]ror & appreh5sions4 ,:5 !y beheld ,jesus hang+ on ! ,cross1 saw ! cruelty ) :i* he _h be5 treat$1 & rem>k$ ! extraord9>y signs ( ,god's wra? :i* ov]spread ! face ( nature1 !y 7 fill$ ) horror1 & exclaim$1 ',if ! ,temple ( ,god 7 n 9 ,j]usalem1 ! city %\ld be burn$ to ! gr\nd = hav+ tak5 ^u itself s fe>ful a crime4' ,^! words f ! lips ( /rang]s--/rang]s too :o bore ! appe>ance ( p]sons ( rank--made a great impression on ! by/&]s1 & l\d murmurs & exclamations ( grief 7 he>d on all sides2 "s individuals ga!r$ toge!r 9 gr\ps1 m freely to indulge _! sorr[1 al?\gh a c]ta9 portion ( ! cr[d cont9u$ to blaspheme & revile all ar\nd !m4 ,! ,ph>isees 7 compell$ to assume a m humble tone1 = !y fe>$ great exi/+ excitem5t among ! inhabitants ( ,j]usalem4 ,!y !re=e held a consultation ) ,ab5ad>1 ! c5turion1 & agre$ ) him t ! gate ( ! city1 :i* 0 9 ! vic9ity1 %\ld be clos$1 9 ord] to prev5t f>!r communication1 & t !y %\ld s5d to ,pilate & ,h]od = #ejj m5 to gu>d aga9/ ! *ance ( an insurrection1 ! c5turion1 9 ! mean "t1 do+ all 9 8 p[] to ma9ta9 ord]1 & prev5t+ ! ,ph>isees f insult+ ,jesus1 le/ x %\ld exasp]ate ! p /ill m4 ,%ortly aft] ?ree o'clock ! light reappe>$ 9 a degree1 ! moon began to pass away f ! disc ( ! sun1 :ile ! sun aga9 %one =?1 al?\gh its appe>ance 0 dim1 be+ surr\nd$ by a species ( r$ mi/2 by degrees x became m bright1 & ! />s vani%$1 b ! sky 0 /ill gloomy4 ,! enemies ( ,jesus soon recov]$ _! arrogant _s :5 !y saw ! light return+2 & x 0 !n t !y exclaim$1 ',behold1 he calle? ,elias4' ,,*apt] ,,xlv4 ,fif?1 ,six?1 & ,sev5? ,words ( ,jesus on ! ,cross4 ,8 ,dea?4 ,! light cont9u$ to return by degrees1 & ! livid exhau/$ c\nt5ance ( our ,"l aga9 became visible4 ,8 body 0 become mu* m :ite f ! quantity ( blood he _h lo/2 & ,i he>d him exclaim1 ',i am press$ z ! grape1 :i* is trodd5 9 ! w9epress4 ,my blood %all be p\r$ out until wat] come?1 b w9e %all "h be made no m4' ,i _c be sure :e!r he really pron\nc$ ^! words1 s z to be he>d by o!rs1 or :e!r !y 7 only an answ] giv5 to my int]ior pray]4 ,i aft]w>ds _h a vision relat+ to ^! words1 & 9 x ,i saw ,japhet mak+ w9e 9 ?is place4 ,jesus 0 almo/ fa9t+2 8 tongue 0 p>*$1 & he said3 ',i ?ir/4' ,! disciples :o 7 /&+ r\nd ! ,cross look$ at him ) ! deepe/ expression ( sorr[1 & he add$1 ',c\ld y n h giv5 me a little wat]8' ,by ^! words he gave !m to und]/& t no "o w\ld h prev5t$ !m f do+ s dur+ ! d>kness4 ,john 0 fill$ ) remorse1 & repli$3 ',we did n ?9k ( do+ s1 ,o ,"l4' ,jesus pron\nc$ a few m words1 ! import ( :i* 03 ',my fri5ds & my neighb\rs 7 also to =get me1 & n give me to dr9k1 t s :at 0 writt5 conc]n+ me might be fulfill$4' ,?is omission _h afflict$ him v mu*4 ,! disciples !n (f]$ money to ! soldi]s to obta9 p]mission to give him a little wat]3 !y refus$ to give x1 b dipp$ a sponge 9 v9eg> & gall1 & 7 ab\t to (f] x to ,jesus1 :5 ! c5turion ,ab5ad>1 ^: he>t 0 t\*$ ) compassion1 took x f !m1 squeez$ out ! gal1 p\r$ "s fre% v9eg> ^u x1 & fa/5+ x to a re$1 put ! re$ at ! end ( a lance1 & pres5t$ x = ,jesus to dr9k4 ,i he>d our ,"l say sev]al o!r ?+s1 b ,i only rememb] ^! words3 ',:5 my voice %all be sil5t1 ! m\?s ( ! dead %all be op5$4' ,"s ( ! by/&]s cri$ out3 ',he blaspheme? aga94' ,b ,ab5ad> compell$ !m to be sil5t4 ,! h\r ( our ,"l 0 at la/ come2 8 dea?-/ruggle _h comm5c$2 a cold sweat ov]spread e limb4 ,john /ood at ! foot ( ! ,cross1 & wip$ ! feet ( ,jesus ) 8 scapul>4 ,magdal5 0 cr\*$ to ! gr\nd 9 a p]fect fr5zy ( grief beh9d ! ,cross4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 /ood betwe5 ,jesus & ! good ?ief1 support$ by ,salome & ,m>y ( ,cleophas1 ) h] eyes rivett$ on ! c\nt5ance ( h] dy+ ,son4 ,jesus !n said3 ',x is consummat$2' &1 rais+ 8 head1 cri$ out 9 a l\d voice1 ',fa!r1 into ?y h&s ,i comm5d my _s4' ,^! words1 :i* he utt]$ 9 a cle> & ?rill+ tone1 res\nd$ ?r\gh heav5 & e>?2 & a mom5t aft]1 he b[$ d[n 8 head & gave up ! gho/4 ,i saw 8 s\l1 "u ! appe>ance ( a bright meteor1 p5etrate ! e>? at ! foot ( ! ,cross4 ,john & ! holy wom5 fell pro/rate on ! gr\nd4 ,! c5turion ,ab5ad> _h kept 8 eyes /eadfa/ly fix$ on ! disfigur$ c\nt5ance ( our ,"l1 & 0 p]fectly ov]:elm$ by all t _h tak5 place4 ,:5 our ,"l pron\nc$ 8 la/ words1 be=e expir+1 9 a l\d tone1 ! e>? trembl$1 & ! rock ( ,calv>y bur/ asund]1 =m+ a deep *asm betwe5 ! ,cross ( our ,"l & t ( ,gesmas4 ,! voice ( ,god--t solemn & t]rible voice--_h re-e*o$ ?r\gh ! :ole univ]se2 x _h brok5 ! solemn sil5ce :i* !n p]vad$ all nature4 ,all 0 accompli%$4 ,! s\l ( our ,"l _h left 8 body3 8 la/ cry _h fill$ e brea/ ) t]ror4 ,! convuls$ e>? _h paid homage to its ,creator3 ! sword ( grief _h pi]c$ ! he>ts ( ^? :o lov$ him4 ,?is mom5t 0 ! mom5t ( grace = ,ab5ad>3 8 horse trembl$ "u him2 8 he>t 0 t\*$2 x 0 r5t l ! h>d rock2 he ?rew 8 lance to a di/ance1 /ruck 8 brea/1 & cri$ out3 ',bless$ be ! ,mo/ ,high ,god1 ! ,god ( ,abraham1 ( ,isaac1 & ( ,jacob2 inde$ ?is ,man 0 ! ,son ( ,god6' ,8 words conv9c$ _m among ! soldi]s1 :o foll[$ 8 example1 & 7 likewise conv]t$4 ,ab5ad> became f ?is mom5t a new man2 he ador$ ! true ,god1 & w\ld no long] s]ve 8 enemies4 ,he gave bo? 8 horse & 8 lance to a subalt]n ( ! "n ( ,long9us1 :o1 hav+ address$ a few words to ! soldi]s1 m\nt$ 8 horse1 & took ! comm& ^u himself4 ,ab5ad> !n left ,calv>y1 & w5t ?r\gh ! ,valley ( ,gihon to ! caves 9 ! ,valley ( ,h9nom1 :]e ! disciples 7 hidd51 ann\nc$ ! dea? ( our ,"l to !m1 & !n w5t to ! t[n1 9 ord] to see ,pilate4 ,no soon] _h ,ab5ad> r5d]$ public te/imony ( 8 belief 9 ! div9ity ( ,jesus1 ?an a l>ge numb] ( soldi]s foll[$ 8 example1 z did also "s ( ! by/&]s1 & ev5 a few ,ph>isees4 ,_m /ruck _! brea/s1 wept1 & return$ home1 :ile o!rs r5t _! g>m5ts1 & ca/ du/ on _! heads1 & all 7 fill$ ) horror & fe>4 ,john arose2 & "s ( ! holy wom5 :o 7 at a %ort di/ance came up to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & l$ h] away f ! foot ( ! ,cross4 ,:5 ,jesus1 ! ,"l ( life & dea?1 gave up 8 s\l into ! h&s ( 8 ,fa!r1 & all[$ dea? to take possession ( 8 body1 ?is sacr$ body trembl$ & turn$ lividly :ite2 ! c\ntless w\nds :i* 7 cov]$ ) congeal$ blood appe>$ l d>k m>ks2 8 *eeks became m sunk51 8 nose m po9t$1 & 8 eyes1 :i* 7 obscur$ ) blood1 rema9$ b half op54 ,he rais$ 8 we>y head1 :i* 0 /ill cr[n$ ) ?orns1 = a mom5t1 & !n dropp$ x aga9 9 agony ( pa92 :ile 8 p>*$ & torn lips1 only p>tially clos$1 %[$ 8 bloody & swoll5 tongue4 ,at ! mom5t ( dea? 8 h&s1 :i* 7 at "o "t contract$ r\nd ! nails1 op5$ & return$ to _! natural size1 z did also 8 arms2 8 body became /iff1 & ! :ole weight 0 ?r[n ^u ! feet1 8 knees b5t1 & 8 feet twi/$ a little on "o side4 ,:at words c1 alas1 express ! deep grief ( ! ,bless$ ,virg98 ,h] eyes clos$1 a dea?-l t9t ov]spread h] c\nt5ance2 unable to /&1 %e fell to ! gr\nd1 b 0 soon lift$ up1 & support$ by ,john1 ,magdal51 & ! o!rs4 ,%e look$ once m ^u h] belov$ ,son--t ,son :om %e _h conceiv$ by ! ,holy ,gho/1 ! fle% ( h] fle%1 ! bone ( h] bone1 ! he>t ( h] he>t--hang+ on a cross betwe5 two ?ieves2 crucifi$1 di%on\r$1 contemn$ by ^? :om he came on e>? to save2 & well might %e at ?is mom5t be t]m$ '! que5 ( m>tyrs4' ,! sun /ill look$ dim & suffus$ ) mi/2 & dur+ ! "t ( ! e>?quake ! air 0 close & oppressive1 b by degrees x became m cle> & fre%4 ,x 0 ab\t ?ree o'clock :5 ,jesus expir$4 ,! ,ph>isees 7 at fir/ mu* al>m$ at ! e>?quake2 b :5 ! fir/ %ock 0 ov] !y recov]$ !mselves1 began to ?r[ /ones into ! *asm1 & tri$ to measure its dep? ) ropes4 ,f9d+1 h[ev]1 t !y c\ld n fa?om its bottom1 !y became ?\ghtful1 li/5$ anxi\sly to ! groans ( ! p5it5ts1 :o 7 lam5t+ & /rik+ _! brea/s1 & !n left ,calv>y4 ,_m among ! spectators 7 really conv]t$1 & ! greate/ "p return$ to ,j]usalem p]fectly ov]come ) fe>4 ,roman soldi]s 7 plac$ at ! gates1 & 9 o!r pr9cipal p>ts ( ! city1 to prev5t ! possibility ( an insurrection4 ,cassius rema9$ on ,calv>y ) ab\t fifty soldi]s4 ,! fri5ds ( ,jesus /ood r\nd ! ,cross1 contemplat$ our ,"l1 & wept2 _m among ! holy wom5 _h return$ to _! homes1 & all 7 sil5t & ov]come ) grief4 ,,*apt] ,,xlvi4 ,! ,e>?quake4 ,app>itions ( ! ,dead 9 ,j]usalem4 ,i saw ! s\l ( ,jesus1 at ! mom5t he expir$1 appe> "u ! =m ( a bright orb1 & accompani$ by angels1 among :om ,i di/+ui%$ ! angel ,gabriel p5etrate ! e>? at ! foot ( ! ,cross4 ,i likewise saw ^! angels ca/ a numb] ( evil spirits into ! great abyss1 & ,i he>d ,jesus ord] sev]al ( ! s\ls 9 ,limbo to re-ent] ! bodies 9 :i* !y once dwelt1 9 ord] t ! sight might fill s9n]s ) a salut>y t]ror1 & t ^! s\ls might r5d] a solemn te/imony to 8 div9ity4 ,! e>?quake :i* produc$ ! deep *asm at ,calv>y did mu* damage 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ,pale/9e1 b ifs effects 7 ev5 m fatal 9 ,j]usalem4 ,its inhabitants 7 j beg9n+ to be a little reassur$ by ! return ( light1 :5 _! t]ror 0 reawak5$ ) d\ble =ce by ! %ocks ( ! e>?quake1 & ! t]rible noise & confusion caus$ by ! d[nfall ( h\ses & walls on all sides1 :i* panic 0 /ill f>!r increas$ by ! sudd5 appe>ance ( dead p]sons1 confront+ ! trembl+ miscreants :o 7 fly+ to hide !mselves1 & address+ !m 9 ! mo/ sev]e & reproa*ful language4 ,! ,high ,prie/s _h recomm5c$ ! sacrifice ( ! ,pas*al lamb 7:i* _h be5 /opp$ by ! unexpect$ d>kness71 & !y 7 triumph+ at ! return ( light1 :5 sudd5ly ! gr\nd b5ea? !m trembl$1 ! neighb\r+ build+s fell d[n1 & ! veil ( ! ,temple 0 r5t 9 two f ! top to ! bottom4 ,excess ( t]ror at fir/ r5d]$ ^? on ! outside spee*less1 b aft] a "t !y bur/ =? into cries & lam5tations4 ,! confusion 9 ! int]ior ( ! ,temple 0 n1 h[ev]1 z great z w\ld naturally h be5 expect$1 because ! /ricte/ ord] & decorum 7 always en=c$ !re1 p>ticul>ly ) reg>d to ! regulation to be foll[$ by ^? :o ent]$ to make _! sacrifice1 & ^? :o left aft] hav+ (f]$ x4 ,! cr[d 0 great1 b ! c]emonies 7 s solemnly c>ri$ out by ! prie/s1 t !y totally engross$ ! m9ds ( ! assi/ants4 ,fir/ came ! immolation ( ! lamb1 !n ! spr9kl+ ( its blood1 accompani$ by ! *ant+ ( canticles & ! s\nd+ ( trumpets4 ,! prie/s 7 endeav\r+ to cont9ue ! sacrifices1 :5 sudd5ly an unexpect$ & mo/ appall+ pause ensu$2 t]ror & a/oni%m5t 7 depict$ on ea* c\nt5ance2 all 0 ?r[n into confusion2 n a s\nd 0 he>d2 ! sacrifices ceas$2 !re 0 a g5]al ru% to ! gates ( ! ,temple2 ev]yone endeav\r$ to fly z quickly z possible4 ,& well might !y fly1 well might !y fe> & tremble2 = 9 ! mid/ ( ! multitude !re sudd5ly appe>$ p]sons :o _h be5 dead & buri$ = _m ye>s6 ,^! p]sons look$ at !m /]nly1 & reprov$ !m mo/ sev]ely = ! crime !y _h committ$ t day1 9 br++ ab\t ! dea? ( '! j man1' & call+ d[n 8 blood ^u _! heads4 ,ev5 9 ! mid/ ( ?is confusion1 "s attempts 71 h[ev]1 made by ! prie/s to pres]ve ord]2 !y prev5t$ ^? :o 7 9 ! inn] "p ( ! ,temple f ru%+ =w>d1 pu%+ _! way ?r\gh ! cr[ds :o 7 9 advance ( !m1 & desc5d+ ! /eps :i* l$ out ( ! ,temple3 !y ev5 cont9u$ ! sacrifices 9 "s p>ts1 & endeav\r$ to calm ! fe>s ( ! p4 ,! appe>ance ( ! ,temple at ?is mom5t c only be describ$ by comp>+ x to an ant-hill on :i* p]sons h ?r[n /ones1 or :i* has be5 di/urb$ by a sick be+ driv5 into its c5tre4 ,! ants 9 ^? p>ts on :i* ! /ones h fall51 or :i* ! /ick _h di/urb$1 are fill$ ) confusion & t]ror2 !y run to & fro & d no?+2 :ile ! ants 9 ^? p>ts :i* h n be5 di/urb$ cont9ue to lab\r quietly1 & ev5 beg9 to repair ! damag$ p>ts4 ,! ,high ,prie/ ,caiphas & 8 ret9ue did n lose _! pres5ce ( m9d1 & by ! outw>d tranquillity :i* _! diabolical h>dness ( he>t enabl$ !m to pres]ve1 !y calm$ ! confusion 9 a great degree1 & !n did _! utmo/ to prev5t ! p f look+ ^u ^! /up5d\s ev5ts z te/imonies ( ! innoc5ce ( ,jesus4 ,! ,roman g>rison belong+ to ! =tress ( ,antonia likewise made great ef=ts to ma9ta9 ord]2 consequ5tly1 ! di/urbance ( ! fe/ival 0 n foll[$ by an insurrection1 al?\gh e he>t 0 fix$ ) fe> & anxiety1 :i* anxiety ! ,ph>isees endeav\r$ 7& 9 "s in/ances ) success7 to calm4 ,i rememb] a few o!r /rik+ incid5ts3 9 ! fir/ place1 ! two columns :i* 7 plac$ at ! entrance ( _! ,holy ( ,holies1 & to :i* a magnific5t curta9 0 app5d$1 7 %ak5 to ! v f\ndations2 ! column on ! left side fell d[n 9 a s\!rly1 & t on ! "r side 9 a nor!rly direction1 ?us r5d+ ! veil 9 two f ! top to ! bottom ) a fe>ful s\nd1 & expos+ ! ,holy ( ,holies uncov]$ to ! public gaze4 ,a l>ge /one 0 loos5$ & fell f ! wall at ! entrance ( ! sanctu>y1 ne> :]e ! ag$ ,simeon us$ to kneel1 & ! ar* 0 brok54 ,! gr\nd 0 heav$ up1 & _m o!r columns 7 ?r[n d[n 9 o!r p>ts ( ! ,temple4 ,an app>ition ( ! ,high ,prie/ ,za*>ias1 :o 0 sla9 betwe5 ! por* & ! alt>1 0 se5 9 ! sanctu>y4 ,he utt]$ fe>ful m5aces1 spoke ( ! dea? ( ! second ,za*>ias1 & ( t ( ,/4 ,john ,bapti/1 z also ( ! viol5t dea?s ( ! o!r prophets4#ab ,! two sons ( ! ,high ,prie/ ,simon1 surnam$ ! ,j 7ance/ors ( ! ag$ ,simeon :o prophesi$ :5 ,jesus 0 pres5t$ 9 ! ,temple71 made _! appe>ance 9 ! "p usually occupi$ by ! doctors ( ! law2 !y also spoke 9 t]rific t]ms ( ! dea?s ( ! prophets1 ( ! sacrifice ( ! old law :i* 0 n[ ab\t to cease1 & !y exhort$ all pres5t to be conv]t$1 & to embrace ! doctr9es :i* _h be5 prea*$ by him :om !y _h crucifi$4 ,! prophet ,j]emiah likewise appe>$2 he /ood ne> ! alt>1 & proclaim$1 9 a m5ac+ tone1 t ! anci5t sacrifice 0 at an end1 & t a new "o _h comm5c$4 ,z ^! app>itions took place 9 p>ts :]e none b prie/s 7 all[$ to ent]1 ,caiphas & a few o!rs 7 alone cognisant ( !m1 & !y endeav\r$1 z f> z possible1 ei!r to d5y _! reality1 or to conceal !m4 ,^! prodigies 7 foll[$ by o!rs /ill m extraord9>y4 ,! doors ( ! sanctu>y flew op5 ( !mselves1 & a voice 0 he>d to utt] ^! words3 ',let u leave ?is place2' & ,i saw all ! angels ( ! ,"l in/antly leave ! ,temple4 ,! ?irty-two ,ph>isees :o w5t to ,calv>y a %ort "t be=e our ,"l expir$ 7 almo/ all conv]t$ at ! foot ( ! ,cross4 ,!y return$ to ! ,temple 9 ! mid/ ( ! confusion1 & 7 p]fectly ?und]/ruck at all :i* _h tak5 place !re4 ,!y spoke mo/ /]nly1 bo? to ,annas & to ,caiphas1 & left ! ,temple4 ,annas _h always be5 ! mo/ bitt] ( ! enemies ( ,jesus1 & _h head$ e proce$+ aga9/ him2 b ! sup]natural ev5ts :i* _h tak5 place _h completely unn]v$ him t he knew n :]e to hide himself4 ,caiphas 01 9 realty excessively al>m$1 & fill$ ) anxiety1 b 8 pride 0 s great t he conceal$ 8 feel+s z f> z possible1 & endeav\r$ to reassure ,annas4 ,he succe$$ = a "t2 b ! sudd5 appe>ance ( a p]son :o _h be5 dead _m ye>s m>r$ ! effect ( 8 words1 & ,annas became aga9 a prey to ! mo/ fe>ful t]ror & remorse4 ,:il/ ^! ?+s 7 go+ on 9 ! ,temple1 ! confusion & panic 7 n less 9 ,j]usalem4 ,dead p]sons 7 walk+ ab\t1 & _m walls & build+s _h be5 %ak5 by ! e>?quake1 & p>ts ( !m fall5 d[n4 ,! sup]/ition ( ,pilate r5d]$ him ev5 m accessible to fe>2 he 0 p]fectly p>alys$ & spee*less ) t]ror2 8 palace 0 %ak5 to ! v f\ndation1 & ! e>? quak$ b5ea? 8 feet4 ,he ran wildly f room to room1 & ! dead con/antly /ood be=e him1 reproa*+ him ) ! unju/ s5t5ce he _h pass$ ^u ,jesus4 ,he ?\ght t !y 7 ! gods ( ! ,galilean1 & took refuge 9 an inn] room1 :]e he (f]$ inc5se1 & made v[s to 8 idols to invoke _! assi/ance 9 8 di/ress4 ,h]od 0 usually al>m$2 b he %ut himself up 9 8 palace1 out ( ! sight ( ev]yone4 ,m ?an a hundr$ p]sons :o _h di$ at diff]5t epo*s re-ent]$ ! bodies !y _h occupi$ :5 on e>?1 made _! appe>ance 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ,j]usalem1 & fill$ ! inhabitants ) inexpressible con/]nation4 ,^? s\ls :i* _h be5 releas$ by ,jesus f ,limbo uncov]$ _! faces & w&]$ to & fro 9 ! /reets1 & al?\gh _! bodies 7 ! same z ^? :i* !y _h animat$ :5 on e>?1 yet ^! bodies did n appe> to t\* ! gr\nd z !y walk$4 ,!y ent]$ ! h\ses ( _! desc5dants1 proclaim$ ! innoc5ce ( ,jesus1 & reprov$ ^? :o _h tak5 "p 9 8 dea? mo/ sev]ely4 ,i saw !m pass+ ?r\gh ! pr9cipal /reets2 !y 7 g5]ally 9 c\ples1 & appe>$ to me to glide ?r\gh ! airs )\t mov+ _! feet4 ,! c\nt5ances ( "s 7 pale2 o!rs ( a yell[ t9t2 _! be>ds 7 long1 & _! voices s\nd$ /range & sepul*ral4 ,_! grave-clo!s 7 su* z x 0 cu/om>y to use at ! p]iod ( _! decease4 ,:5 !y rea*$ ! place :]e s5t5ce ( dea? 0 proclaim$ on ,jesus be=e ! procession />t$ = ,calv>y1 !y paus$ = a mom5t1 & exclaim$ 9 a l\d voice3 ',glory be to ,jesus = ev] & ev]1 & de/ruction to 8 enemies6' ,t[>ds f\r o'clock all ! dead return$ to _! graves4 ,! sacrifices 9 ! ,temple _h be5 s int]rupt$1 & ! confusion caus$ by ! diff]5t prodigies 0 s great1 t v few p]sons ate ! ,pas*al lamb on t ev5+4 ,,*apt] ,,xlvii4 ,! ,reque/ ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a to be all[$ to h ! ,body ( ,jesus4 ,sc>cely _h ! commotion :i* ! t[n _h be5 ?r[n into begun to subside 9 a degree1 :5 ! ,jews belong+ to ! ,c\ncil s5t to ,pilate to reque/ t ! legs ( ! crim9als might be brok51 9 ord] to put an end to _! lives be=e ! ,sabba?-day dawn$4 ,pilate imm$iately dispat*$ execution]s to ,calv>y to c>ry out _! wi%es4 ,joseph ( ,arima!a !n dem&$ an audi5ce2 he _h he>d ( ! dea? ( ,jesus1 & he & ,nicodemus _h det]m9$ to bury him 9 a new sepul*re :i* he _h made at ! end ( 8 g>d51 n f> f ,calv>y4 ,pilate 0 /ill fill$ ) anxiety & solicitude1 & 0 mu* a/oni%$ at see+ a p]son hold+ a high position l ,joseph s anxi\s = leave to give hon\rable burial to a crim9al :om he _h s5t5c$ to be ignom9i\sly crucifi$4 ,he s5t = ! c5turion ,ab5ad>1 :o return$ to ,j]usalem aft] he _h conf]r$ ) ! disciples :o 7 hidd5 9 ! cav]ns1 & ask$ him :e!r ! ,k+ ( ! ,jews 0 really dead4 ,ab5ad> gave ,pilate a full acc\nt ( ! dea? ( our ,"l1 ( 8 la/ words1 & ( ! l\d cry he utt]$ imm$iately be=e dea?1 & ( ! e>?quake :i* _h r5t ! great *asm 9 ! rock4 ,! only ?+ at :i* ,pilate express$ surprise 0 t ! dea? ( ,jesus %\ld h tak5 place s quickly1 z ^? :o 7 crucifi$ usually liv$ mu* long]2 b al?\gh he said s little1 e ^w utt]$ by ,joseph increas$ 8 dismay & remorse4 ,he in/antly gave ,joseph an ord]1 by :i* he 0 au?oris$ to take d[n ! body ( ! ,k+ ( ! ,jews f ! ,cross1 & to p]=m ! rites ( sepulture at once4 ,pilate appe>$ to endeav\r1 by 8 read9ess 9 grant+ ?is reque/1 to wi% to make up1 9 a degree1 = 8 previ\s cruel & unju/ conduct1 & he 0 likewise v glad to d :at he 0 c]ta9 w\ld annoy ! prie/s extremely1 z he knew _! wi% 0 to h ,jesus buri$ ignom9i\sly betwe5 ! two ?ieves4 ,he dispat*$ a mess5g] to ,calv>y to see 8 ord]s execut$4 ,i believe ! mess5g] 0 ,ab5ad>1 = ,i saw him assi/+ 9 tak+ ,jesus d[n f ! ,cross4 ,:5 ,joseph ( ,arima!a left ,pilate's palace1 he in/antly rejo9$ ,nicodemus1 :o 0 wait+ = him at ! h\se ( a pi\s woman1 :i* /ood opposite to a l>ge /reet1 & 0 n f> f t alley :]e ,jesus 0 s %amefully ill-treat$ :5 he fir/ comm5c$ c>ry+ 8 ,cross4 ,! woman 0 a v5dor ( aromatic h]bs1 & ,nicodemus _h pur*as$ _m p]fumes :i* 7 necess>y = embalm+ ! body ( ,jesus f h]4 ,%e procur$ ! m preci\s k9ds f o!r places1 & ,joseph w5t away to procure a f9e w9d+-%eet4 ,8 s]vants !n fet*$ ladd]s1 hamm]s1 pegs1 j>s ( wat]1 & sponges1 f a neighb\r+ %$1 & plac$ !m 9 a h&-b>r[ simil> to t on :i* ! disciples ( ,john ! ,bapti/ put 8 body :5 !y c>ri$ x (f f ! ca/le ( ,ma*]us4 ,,*apt] ,,xlviii4 ,! ,op5+ ( ! ,side ( ,jesus4 ,dea? ( ! two ?ieves4 ,:il/ ^! ev5ts 7 tak+ place 9 ,j]usalem1 sil5ce reign$ ar\nd ,calv>y4 ,! cr[d :i* _h be5 = a "t s noisy & tumultu\s1 0 disp]s$2 all 7 panic/rick52 9 "s t panic _h produc$ s9c]e rep5tance1 b on o!rs x _h _h no b5eficial effects4 ,m>y1 ,john1 ,magdal51 ,m>y ( ,cleophas1 & ,salome _h rema9$1 ei!r /&+ or sitt+ be=e ! ,cross1 closely veil$ & weep+ sil5tly4 ,a few soldi]s 7 lean+ ov] ! t]race :i* enclos$ ! plat=m2 ,cassius rode up & d[n2 ! sky 0 l[]+1 & all nature wore a g>b ( m\rn+4 ,six ar*]s soon aft] made _! appe>ance1 br++ ) !m ladd]s1 spades1 ropes1 & l>ge iron /aves = ! purpose ( break+ ! legs ( ! crim9als1 9 ord] to ha/5 _! dea?s4 ,:5 !y approa*$ our ,"l's ,cross1 8 fri5ds retir$ a few paces back1 & ! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 seiz$ ) fe> le/ !y %\ld indulge _! hatr$ ( ,jesus by insult+ ev5 8 dead body4 ,h] fe>s 7 n q unf\nd$1 = :5 !y fir/ plac$ _! ladd]s aga9/ ! ,cross !y decl>$ t he 0 only pret5d+ to be dead2 9 a few mom5ts1 h[ev]1 see+ t he 0 cold & /iff1 !y left him1 & remov$ _! ladd]s to ! crosses on :i* ! two ?ieves 7 /ill hang+ alive4 ,!y took up _! iron /aves & broke ! arms ( ! ?ieves above & bel[ ! elb[2 :ile ano!r ar*] at ! same mom5t broke _! legs1 bo? above & bel[ ! knee4 ,gesmas utt]$ frightful cries1 !re=e ! execution] f9i%$ him (f by ?ree heavy bl[s ( a cudgel on 8 *e/4 ,dismas gave a deep groan1 & expir$3 he 0 ! fir/ among mortals :o _h ! happ9ess ( rejo9+ 8 ,r$eem]4 ,! cords 7 !n loos5$1 ! two bodies fell to ! gr\nd1 & ! execution]s dragg$ !m to a deep morass1 :i* 0 betwe5 ,calv>y & ! walls ( ! t[n1 & buri$ !m !re4 ,! ar*]s /ill appe>$ d\btful :e!r ,jesus 0 really dead1 & ! brutality !y _h %[n 9 break+ ! legs ( ! ?ieves made ! holy wom5 tremble z to :at outrage !y might next p]petrate on ! body ( our ,"l4 ,b ,cassius1 ! subalt]n (fic]1 a "y man ( ab\t five-&-tw5ty1 ^: weak squ9t+ eyes & n]v\s mann] _h (t5 excit$ ! d]ision ( 8 companions1 0 sudd5ly illum9at$ by grace1 & be+ q ov]come at ! sight ( ! cruel conduct ( ! soldi]s1 & ! deep sorr[ ( ! holy wom51 det]m9$ to relieve _! anxiety by prov+ beyond dispute t ,jesus 0 really dead4 ,! k9dness ( 8 he>t prompt$ him1 b unconsci\sly to himself he fulfill$ a prophecy4 ,he seiz$ 8 lance & rode quickly up to ! m\nd on :i* ! ,cross 0 plant$1 /opp$ j betwe5 ! cross ( ! good ?ief & t ( our ,"l1 & tak+ 8 lance 9 bo? h&s1 ?ru/ x s completely into ! "r side ( ,jesus t ! po9t w5t ?r\gh ! he>t1 & appe>$ on ! left side4 ,:5 ,cassius drew 8 lance out ( ! w\nd a quantity ( blood & wat] ru%$ f x1 & fl[$ ov] 8 face & body4 ,?is species ( wa%+ produc$ effects some:at simil> to ! vivify+ wat]s ( ,baptism3 grace & salvation at once ent]$ 8 s\l4 ,he leap$ f 8 horse1 ?rew himself ^u 8 knees1 /ruck 8 brea/1 & confess$ l\dly be=e all 8 firm belief 9 ! div9ity ( ,jesus4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 & h] companions 7 /ill /&+ ne>1 ) _! eyes fix$ ^u ! ,cross1 b :5 ,cassius ?ru/ 8 lance into ! side ( ,jesus !y 7 mu* />tl$1 & ru%$ ) "o accord up to x4 ,m>y look$ z if ! lance _h transfix$ h] he>t in/ead ( t ( h] ,div9e ,son1 & c\ld sc>cely support h]self4 ,cassius meantime rema9$ kneel+ & ?ank+ ,god1 n only = ! grace he _h receiv$ b likewise = ! cure ( ! compla9t 9 8 eyes1 :i* _h caus$ ! weakness & ! squ9t4 ,?is cure _h be5 effect$ at ! same mom5t t ! d>kness ) :i* 8 s\l 0 previ\sly fill$ 0 remov$4 ,e he>t 0 ov]come at ! sight ( ! blood ( our ,"l1 :i* ran into a holl[ 9 ! rock at ! foot ( ! ,cross4 ,m>y1 ,john1 ! holy wom51 & ,cassius1 ga!r$ up ! blood & wat] 9 flasks1 & wip$ up ! rema9d] ) pieces ( l954#ac ,cassius1 ^: sight 0 p]fectly re/or$ at ! same mom5t t ! eyes ( 8 s\l 7 op5$1 0 deeply mov$1 & cont9u$ 8 humble pray] ( ?anksgiv+4 ,! soldi]s 7 truck ) a/oni%m5t at ! miracle :i* _h tak5 place1 & ca/ !mselves on _! knees by 8 side1 at ! same "t /rik+ _! brea/s & confess+ ,jesus4 ,! wat] & blood cont9u$ to fl[ f ! l>ge w\nd 9 ! side ( our ,"l2 x ran into ! holl[ 9 ! rock1 & ! holy wom5 put x 9 vases1 :ile ,m>y & ,magdal5 m+l$ _! te>s4 ,! ar*]s1 :o _h receiv$ a message f ,pilate1 ord]+ !m n to t\* ! body ( ,jesus1 did n return at all4 ,all ^! ev5ts took place ne> ! ,cross1 at a little be=e f\r o'clock1 dur+ ! "t t ,joseph ( ,arima!a & ,nicodemus 7 ga!r+ toge!r ! articles necess>y = ! burial ( ,jesus4 ,b ! s]vants ( ,joseph hav+ be5 s5t to clean out ! tomb1 in=m$ ! fri5ds ( our ,"l t _! ma/] int5d$ to take ! body ( ,jesus & place x 9 8 new sepul*re4 ,john imm$iately return$ to ! t[n ) ! holy wom52 9 ! fir/ place1 t ,m>y might recruit h] /r5g? a little1 & 9 ! second1 to pur*ase a few ?+s :i* w\ld be requir$ = ! burial4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 _h a small lodg+ among ! build+s ne> ! ,c5aculum4 ,!y did n re-ent] ! t[n ?r\gh ! gate :i* 0 ! ne>e/ to ,calv>y1 because x 0 clos$1 & gu>d$ by soldi]s plac$ !re by ! ,ph>isees2 b !y w5t ?r\gh t gate :i* leads to ,be?lehem4 ,,*apt] ,,xlix4 ,a ,description ( "s ,p>ts ( anci5t ,j]usalem4 ,?is *apt] w conta9 "s descriptions ( places giv5 by ,si/] ,emm]i* on v>i\s occasions4 ,!y w be foll[$ by a description ( ! tomb & g>d5 ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 t s we may h no ne$ to int]rupt ! acc\nt ( ! burial ( our ,"l4 ,! fir/ gate :i* /ood on ! ea/]n side ( ,j]usalem1 to ! s\? ( ! s\?-ea/ angle ( ! ,temple1 0 ! "o lead+ to ! suburb ( ,ophel4 ,! gate ( ! %eep 0 to ! nor? ( ! nor?-ea/ angle ( ! ,temple4 ,betwe5 ^! two gates !re 0 a ?ird1 lead+ to "s /reets situat$ to ! ea/ ( ! ,temple1 & inhabit$ = ! mo/ "p by /onemasons & o!r workm54 ,! h\ses 9 ^! /reets 7 support$ by ! f\ndations ( ! ,temple2 & almo/ all belong$ to ,nicodemus1 :o _h caus$ !m to be built1 & :o employ$ ne>ly all ! workm5 liv+ !re4 ,nicodemus _h n long be=e built a beautiful gate z an entrance to ^! /reets1 call$ ! ,gate ( ,moriah4 ,x 0 b j f9i%$1 & ?r\gh x ,jesus _h ent]$ ! t[n on ,palm ,sunday4 ,?us he ent]$ by ! new gate ( ,nicodemus1 ?r\gh :i* no "o _h yet pass$1 & 0 buri$ 9 ! new monum5t ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 9 :i* no "o _h yet be5 laid4 ,?is gate 0 aft]w>ds wall$ up1 & !re 0 a tradition t ! ,*ri/ians 7 once aga9 to ent] ! t[n ?r\gh x4 ,ev5 9 ! pres5t day1 a wall$-up gate1 call$ by ! ,turks ! ,gold5 ,gate1 /&s on ?is spot4 ,! road lead+ to ! we/ f ! gate ( ! %eep pass$ almo/ exactly betwe5 ! nor?-we/]n side ( ,m\nt ,sion & ,calv>y4 ,f ?is gate to ,golgo?a ! di/ance 0 ab\t two miles & a qu>t]2 & f ,pilate's palace to ,golgo?a ab\t two miles4 ,! =tress ,antonia 0 situat$ to ! nor?-we/ ( ! m\nta9 ( ! ,temple1 on a deta*$ rock4 ,a p]son go+ t[>ds ! we/1 on leav+ ,pilate's palace1 w\ld h _h ?is =tress to 8 left4 ,on "o ( its walls !re 0 a plat=m comm&+ ! =um1 & f :i* ,pilate 0 accu/om$ to make proclamations to ! p3 he did ?is1 = in/ance1 :5 he promulgat$ new laws4 ,:5 our ,div9e ,"l 0 c>ry+ 8 ,cross1 9 ! int]ior ( ! t[n1 ,m\nt ,calv>y 0 frequ5tly on 8 "r h&4 ,?is road1 :i* p>tly ran 9 a s\?-we/]ly direction1 l$ to a gate made 9 an inn] wall ( ! t[n1 t[>ds ,sion4 ,beyond ?is wall1 to ! left1 !re 0 a sort ( suburb1 conta9+ m g>d5s ?an h\ses2 & t[>ds ! out] wall ( ! city /ood "s magnific5t sepul*res ) /one entrances4 ,on ?is side 0 a h\se belong+ to ,laz>us1 ) beautiful g>d5s1 ext5d+ t[>ds t "p :]e ! out] we/]n wall ( ,j]usalem turn$ to ! s\?4 ,i believe t a little private door1 made 9 ! city wall1 & ?r\gh :i* ,jesus & 8 disciples (t5 pass$ by p]mission ( ,laz>us1 l$ to ^! g>d5s4 ,! gate /&+ at ! nor?-we/]n angle ( ! t[n l$ to ,be?sur1 :i* 0 situat$ m t[>ds ! nor? ?an ,emmaus & ,joppa4 ,! we/]n "p ( ,j]usalem 0 l[] ?an any o!r3 ! l& on :i* x 0 built fir/ slop$ 9 ! direction ( ! surr\nd+ wall1 & !n rose aga9 :5 close to x2 & on ?is declivity !re /ood g>d5s & v9ey>ds1 beh9d :i* w\nd a wide road1 ) pa?s lead+ to ! walls & t[]s4 ,on ! o!r side1 )\t ! wall1 ! l& desc5d$ t[>ds ! valley1 s t ! walls surr\nd+ ! l[] "p ( ! t[n look$ z if built on a rais$ t]race4 ,!re are g>d5s & v9ey>ds ev5 9 ! pres5t day on ! out] hill4 ,:5 ,jesus arriv$ at ! end ( ! ,way ( ! ,cross1 he _h on 8 left h& t "p ( ! t[n :]e !re 7 s _m g>d5s2 & x 0 f !nce t ,simon ( ,cyr5e 0 com+ :5 he met ! procession4 ,! gate by :i* ,jesus left ! t[n 0 n entirely fac+ ! we/1 b r ! s\?-we/4 ,! city wall on ! left-h& side1 aft] pass+ ?r\gh ! gate1 ran some:at 9 a s\!rly direction1 !n turn$ t[>ds ! we/1 & !n aga9 to ! s\?1 r\nd ,m\nt ,sion4 ,on ?is side !re /ood a l>ge t[]1 l a =tress4 ,! gate by :i* ,jesus left ! t[n 0 at no great di/ance f ano!r gate m t[>ds ! s\?1 lead+ d[n to ! valley1 & :]e a road1 turn+ to ! left 9 ! direction ( ,be?lehem1 comm5c$4 ,! road turn$ to ! nor? t[>ds ,m\nt ,calv>y %ortly aft] t gate by :i* ,jesus left ,j]usalem :5 be>+ 8 ,cross4 ,m\nt ,calv>y 0 v /eep on its ea/]n side1 fac+ ! t[n1 & a gradual desc5t on ! we/]n2 & on ?is side1 f :i* ! road to ,emmaus 0 to be se51 !re 0 a field1 9 :i* ,i saw ,luke ga!r sev]al plants :5 he & ,cleophas 7 go+ to ,emmaus1 & met ,jesus on ! way4 ,ne> ! walls1 to ! ea/ & s\? ( ,calv>y1 !re 7 also g>d5s1 sepul*res1 & v9ey>ds4 ,! ,cross 0 buri$ on ! nor?-ea/ side1 at ! foot ( ,m\nt ,calv>y4 ,! g>d5 ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a 0 situat$ ne> ! gate ( ,be?lehem1 at ab\t a sev5 m9utes' walk f ,calv>y3 x 0 a v f9e g>d51 ) tall trees1 banks1 & ?ickets 9 x1 :i* gave mu* %ade1 & 0 situat$ on a ris+ gr\nd ext5d+ to ! walls ( ! city4#ad ,a p]son com+ f ! nor!rn side ( ! valley1 & ent]+ ! g>d51 _h on 8 left h& a slight asc5t ext5d+ z f> z ! city wall2 & on 8 "r1 at ! end ( ! g>d51 a deta*$ rock1 :]e ! cave ( ! sepul*re 0 situat$4 ,! grotto 9 :i* x 0 made look$ to ! ea/2 & on ! s\?-we/]n & nor?-we/]n sides ( ! same rock 7 two o!r small] sepul*res1 :i* 7 also new1 & ) depress$ fronts4 ,a pa?way1 beg9n+ on ! we/]n side ( ?is rock1 ran all r\nd x4 ,! gr\nd 9 front ( ! sepul*re 0 high] ?an t ( ! entrance1 & a p]son wi%+ to ent] ! cav]n _h to desc5d sev]al /eps4 ,! cave 0 suffici5tly l>ge = f\r m5 to be able to /& close up to ! wall on ei!r side )\t imp$+ ! movem5ts ( ! be>]s ( ! body4 ,opposite ! door 0 a cavity 9 ! rock1 9 :i* ! tomb 0 made2 x 0 ab\t two feet above ! level ( ! gr\nd1 & fa/5$ to ! rock by "o side only1 l an alt>3 two p]sons c\ld /&1 "o at ! head & "o at ! foot2 & !re 0 a place also = a ?ird 9 front1 ev5 if ! door ( ! cavity 0 clos$4 ,?is door 0 made ( "s metal1 p]haps ( brass1 & _h two fold+ doors4 ,^! doors c\ld be clos$ by a /one be+ roll$ aga9/ !m2 & ! /one us$ = ?is purpose 0 kept outside ! cav]n4 ,imm$iately aft] our ,"l 0 plac$ 9 ! sepul*re x 0 roll$ 9 front ( ! door4 ,x 0 v l>ge1 & c\ld n be remov$ )\t ! unit$ ef=t ( sev]al m54 ,opposite ! entrance ( ! cav]n !re /ood a /one b5*1 & by m\nt+ on ?is a p]son c\ld climb on to ! rock1 :i* 0 cov]$ ) grass1 & f :5ce ! city walls1 ! highe/ p>ts ( ,m\nt ,sion1 & "s t[]s c\ld be se51 z well z ! gate ( ,be?lehem & ! f\nta9 ( ,gihon4 ,! rock inside 0 ( a :ite col\r1 int]sect$ ) r$ & blue ve9s4 ,,*apt] ,l4 ,! ,desc5t f ! ,cross4 ,at ! "t :5 ev]yone _h left ! neighb\rhood ( ! ,cross1 & a few gu>ds alone /ood ar\nd x1 ,i saw five p]sons1 :o ,i ?9k 7 disciples1 & :o _h come by ! valley f ,be?ania1 draw nigh to ,calv>y1 gaze = a few mom5ts ^u ! ,cross1 & !n /eal away4 ,?ree times ,i met 9 ! vic9ity two m5 :o 7 mak+ exam9ations & anxi\sly consult+ toge!r4 ,^! m5 7 ,joseph ( ,arima!a & ,nicodemus4 ,! fir/ "t 0 dur+ ! ,crucifixion 7p]haps :5 !y caus$ ! clo!s ( ,jesus to be br\ght back f ! soldi]s71 & !y 7 !n at no great di/ance f ,calv>y4 ,! second 0 :51 aft] /&+ to look :e!r ! cr[d 0 disp]s+1 !y w5t to ! t[n to make "s prep>ations4 ,! ?ird 0 on _! return f ! tomb to ! ,cross1 :5 !y 7 look+ ar\nd 9 e direction1 z if wait+ = a fav\rable mom5t1 & !n conc]t$ toge!r z to ! mann] 9 :i* !y %\ld take ! body ( our ,"l d[n f ! ,cross1 aft] :i* !y return$ to ! t[n4 ,_! next c>e 0 to make arrangem5ts = c>ry+ ) !m ! necess>y articles = embalm+ ! body1 & _! s]vants took "s tools ) :i* to deta* x f ! ,cross1 z well z two ladd]s :i* !y f\nd 9 a b>n close to ,nicodemus's h\se4 ,ea* ( ^! ladd]s consi/$ ( a s+le pole1 cross$ at regul> int]vals by pieces ( wood1 :i* =m$ ! /eps4 ,!re 7 hooks :i* c\ld be fa/5$ on any "p ( ! pole1 & by means ( :i* ! ladd] c\ld be /eadi$1 or on :i*1 p]haps1 any?+ requir$ = ! "w c\ld also be hung4 ,! woman f :om !y _h b\ght _! spices _h pack$ ! :ole neatly toge!r4 ,nicodemus _h b\ght a hundr$ p\nds' weight ( roots1 :i* quantity is equal to ab\t ?irty-sev5 p\nds ( our measure1 z has be5 expla9$ to me4 ,!y c>ri$ ^! spices 9 little b>rels make ( b>k1 :i* 7 hung r\nd _! necks1 & re/$ on _! brea/s4 ,"o ( ^! b>rels conta9$ "s sort ( p[d]4 ,!y _h also "s bundles ( h]bs 9 bags made ( p>*m5t or lea!r1 & ,joseph c>ri$ a box ( o9tm5t2 b ,i d n "k :at ?is box 0 made (4 ,! s]vants 7 to c>ry vases1 lea!rn bottles1 sponges1 & tools1 on a species ( litt]1 & !y likewise took fire ) !m 9 a clos$ lant]n4 ,!y left ! t[n be=e _! ma/]1 & by a diff]5t gate 7p]haps t ( ,be?ania71 & !n turn$ _! /eps t[>ds ,m\nt ,calv>y4 ,z !y walk$ ?r\gh ! t[n !y pass$ by ! h\se :]e ! ,bless$ ,virg92 ,/4 ,john1 & ! holy wom5 _h gone to seek diff]5t ?+s requir$ = embalm+ ! body ( ,jesus1 & ,john & ! holy wom5 foll[$ ! s]vants at a c]ta9 di/ance4 ,! wom5 7 ab\t five 9 numb]1 & "s ( !m c>ri$ l>ge bundles ( l95 "u _! mantles4 ,x 0 ! cu/om = wom51 :5 !y w5t out 9 ! ev5+1 or if int5d+ to p]=m "s "w ( piety secretly1 to wrap _! p]sons c>efully 9 a long %eet at lea/ a y>d wide4 ,!y began by "o arm1 & !n w\nd ! l95 s closely r\nd _! body t !y c\ld n walk )\t difficulty4 ,i h se5 !m wrapp$ up 9 ?is mann]1 & ! %eet n only ext5d$ to bo? arms1 b likewise veil$ ! head4 ,on ! pres5t occasion1 ! appe>ance ( ?is dress 0 mo/ /rik+ 9 my eyes1 = x 0 a real m\rn+ g>m5t4 ,joseph & ,nicodemus 7 also 9 m\rn+ attire1 & wore black sleeves & wide sa%es4 ,_! cloaks1 :i* !y _h drawn ov] _! heads1 7 bo? wide & long1 ( a common grey col\r1 & s]v$ to conceal ev]y?+ t !y 7 c>ry+4 ,!y turn$ _! /eps 9 ! direction ( ! gate lead+ to ,m\nt ,calv>y4 ,! /reets 7 des]t$ & quiet1 = t]ror kept ev]yone at home4 ,! greate/ numb] 7 beg9n+ to rep5t1 & b few 7 keep+ ! fe/ival4 ,:5 ,joseph & ,nicodemus rea*$ ! gate !y f\nd x clos$1 & ! road1 /reets1 & e corn] l9$ ) soldi]s4 ,^! 7 ! soldi]s :om ! ,ph>isees _h ask$ = at ab\t two o'clock1 & :om !y _h kept "u arms & on gu>d1 z !y /ill fe>$ a tumult among ! p4 ,joseph %[$ an ord]1 sign$ by ,pilate1 to let !m pass freely1 & ! soldi]s 7 mo/ will+ t !y %\ld d s1 b expla9$ to him t !y _h endeav\r$ sev]al times to op5 ! gate1 )\t be+ able to move x2 t app>5tly ! gate _h receiv$ a %ock1 & be5 /ra9$ 9 "s "p2 & t on ?is acc\nt ! ar*]s s5t to break ! legs ( ! ?ieves _h be5 oblig$ to return to ! city by ano!r gate4 ,b :5 ,joseph & ,nicodemus seiz$ hold ( ! bolt1 ! gate op5$ z if ( itself1 to ! great a/oni%m5t ( all ! by/&]s4 ,x 0 /ill d>k & ! sky cl\dy :5 !y rea*$ ,m\nt ,calv>y1 :]e !y f\nd ! s]vants :o _h be5 s5t on already arriv$1 & ! holy wom5 sitt+ weep+ 9 front ( ! ,cross4 ,cassius & sev]al soldi]s :o 7 conv]t$ rema9$ at a c]ta9 di/ance1 & _! demean\r 0 respectful & res]v$4 ,joseph & ,nicodemus describ$ to ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ,john all !y _h done to save ,jesus f an ignom9i\s dea?1 & le>n$ f !m h[ !y _h succe$$ 9 prev5t+ ! bones ( our ,"l f be+ brok51 & h[ ! prophecy _h be5 fulfill$4 ,!y spoke also ( ! w\nd :i* ,cassius _h made ) 8 lance4 ,no soon] 0 ! c5turion ,ab5ad> arriv$ ?an !y began1 ) ! deepe/ recollection ( _s1 _! m\rnful & sacr$ lab\r ( tak+ d[n f ! ,cross & embalm+ ! adorable body ( our ,"l4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ,magdal5 7 seat$ at ! foot ( ! ,cross2 :ile1 on ! "r-h& side1 betwe5 ! cross ( ,dismas & t ( ,jesus1 ! o!r wom5 7 engag$ 9 prep>+ ! l951 spices1 wat]1 sponges1 & vases4 ,cassius also came =w>d1 & relat$ to ,ab5ad> ! miracul\s cure ( 8 eyes4 ,all 7 deeply affect$1 & _! he>ts ov]fl[+ ) sorr[ & love2 b1 at ! same "t1 !y pres]v$ a solemn sil5ce1 & _! e movem5t 0 full ( gravity & rev]5ce4 ,no?+ broke ! /illness save an occasional smo!r$ ^w ( lam5tation1 or a /ifl$ groan1 :i* escap$ f "o or o!r ( ^! holy p]sonages1 9 spite ( _! e>ne/ eag]ness & deep att5tion to _! pi\s lab\r4 ,magdal5 gave way unre/ra9$ly to h] sorr[1 & nei!r ! pres5ce ( s _m diff]5t p]sons1 nor any o!r consid]ation1 appe>$ to di/ract h] f x4 ,nicodemus & ,joseph plac$ ! ladd]s beh9d ! ,cross1 & m\nt$ !m1 hold+ 9 _! h&s a l>ge %eet1 to :i* ?ree long /raps 7 fa/5$4 ,!y ti$ ! body ( ,jesus1 bel[ ! arms & knees1 to ! tree ( ! ,cross1 & secur$ ! arms by pieces ( l95 plac$ und]nea? ! h&s4 ,!n !y drew out ! nails1 by pu%+ !m f beh9d ) /rong p9s press$ ^u ! po9ts4 ,! sacr$ h&s ( ,jesus 7 ?us n mu* %ak51 & ! nails fell easily out ( ! w\nds2 = ! latt] _h be5 made wid] by ! weight ( ! body1 :i*1 be+ n[ support$ by ! clo?s1 no long] hung on ! nails4 ,! l[] "p ( ! body1 :i* s9ce our ,"l's dea? _h sunk d[n on ! knees1 n[ re/$ 9 a natural position1 support$ by a %eet fa/5$ above to ! arms ( ! ,cross4 ,:il/ ,joseph 0 tak+ out ! nail f ! left h&1 & !n all[+ ! left arm1 support$ by its clo?1 to fall g5tly d[n ^u ! body1 ,nicodemus 0 fa/5+ ! "r arm ( ,jesus to t ( ! ,cross1 z also ! sacr$ cr[n$ head1 :i* _h sunk on ! "r %\ld]4 ,!n he took out ! "r nail1 & hav+ surr\nd$ ! arm ) its support+ %eet1 let x fall g5tly on to ! body4 ,at ! same "t1 ! c5turion ,ab5ad>1 ) great difficulty1 drew out ! l>ge nail :i* transfix$ ! feet4 ,cassius dev\tly receiv$ ! nails1 & laid !m at ! feet ( ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,!n ,joseph & ,nicodemus1 hav+ plac$ ladd]s aga9/ ! front ( ! ,cross1 9 a v upright position1 & close to ! body1 unti$ ! upp] /rap1 & fa/5$ x to "o ( ! hooks on ! ladd]2 !y did ! same ) ! two o!r /raps1 & pass+ !m all on f hook to hook1 caus$ ! sacr$ body to desc5d g5tly t[>ds ! c5turion1 :o hav+ m\nt$ ^u a /ool receiv$ x 9 8 arms1 hold+ x bel[ ! knees2 :ile ,joseph & ,nicodemus1 support+ ! upp] "p ( ! body1 came g5tly d[n ! ladd]1 /opp+ at e /ep1 & tak+ e imag9able precaution1 z w\ld be done by m5 be>+ ! body ( "s belov$ fri5d :o _h be5 griev\sly w\nd$4 ,?us did ! bruis$ body ( our ,div9e ,savi\r rea* ! gr\nd4 ,x 0 a mo/ t\*+ sight4 ,!y all took ! same precautions1 ! same c>e1 z if !y _h fe>$ to cause ,jesus "s suff]+4 ,!y seem$ to h conc5trat$ on ! sacr$ body all ! love & v5]ation :i* !y _h felt = _! ,savi\r dur+ 8 life4 ,! eyes ( ea* 7 fix$ ^u ! adorable body1 & foll[$ all its movem5ts2 & !y 7 cont9ually uplift+ _! h&s t[>ds ,heav51 %$d+ te>s1 & express+ 9 e possible way ! excess ( _! grief & angui%4 ,yet !y all rema9$ p]fectly calm1 & ev5 ^? :o 7 s busily occupi$ ab\t ! sacr$ body broke sil5ce b seldom1 &1 :5 oblig$ to make "s necess>y rem>k1 did s 9 a l[ voice4 ,dur+ ! "t t ! nails 7 be+ =cible remov$ by bl[s ( ! hamm]1 ! ,bless$ ,virg91 ,magdal52 & all ^? :o _h be5 pres5t at ! ,crucifixion1 felt ea* bl[ transfix _! he>ts4 ,! s\nd recall$ to _! m9ds all ! suff]+s ( ,jesus1 & !y c\ld n control _! trembl+ fe>1 le/ !y %\ld aga9 he> 8 pi]c+ cry ( suff]+2 al?\gh1 at ! same "t !y griev$ at ! sil5ce ( 8 bless$ lips1 :i* prov$1 alas too surely1 t he 0 really dead4 ,:5 ! body 0 tak5 d[n x 0 wrapp$ 9 l95 f ! knees to ! wai/1 & !n plac$ 9 ! arms ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :o1 ov]:elm$ ) sorr[ & love1 /ret*$ !m =? to receive _! preci\s burd54 ,,*apt] ,,li4 ,! ,embalm+ ( ! ,body ( ,jesus4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 seat$ h]self ^u a l>ge clo? spread on ! gr\nd1 ) h] "r knee1 :i* 0 slightly rais$1 & h] back re/+ aga9/ "s mantles1 roll$ toge!r s z to f a species ( cu%ion4 ,no precaution _h be5 neglect$ :i* c\ld 9 any way facilitate to h]--! ,"m ( ,sorr[s--9 h] deep affliction ( s\l1 ! m\rnful b mo/ sacr$ duty :i* %e 0 ab\t to fulfil 9 reg>d to ! body ( h] belov$ ,son4 ,! adorable head ( ,jesus re/$ ^u ,m>y's knee1 & 8 body 0 /ret*$ ^u a %eet4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 ov]:elm$ ) sorr[ & love4 ,once m1 & = ! la/ "t1 did %e hold 9 h] arms ! body ( h] mo/ belov$ ,son1 to :om %e _h be5 unable to give any te/imony ( love dur+ ! long h\rs ( 8 m>tyrdom4 ,& %e gaz$ ^u 8 w\nds & fondly embrac$ 8 blood-/a9$ *eeks1 :ile ,magdal5 press$ h] face ^u 8 feet4 ,! m5 )drew into a little cave1 situat$ on ! s\?-we/ side ( ,calv>y1 !re to prep>e ! diff]5t ?+s ne$ful = ! embalm+2 b ,cassius1 ) a few o!r soldi]s :o _h be5 conv]t$1 rema9$ at a respectful di/ance4 ,all ill-dispos$ p]sons 7 gone back to ! city1 & ! soldi]s :o 7 pres5t s]v$ m]ely to =m a gu>d to prev5t any int]ruption 9 ! la/ hon\rs :i* 7 be+ r5d]$ to ! body ( ,jesus4 ,"s ( ^! soldi]s ev5 gave assi/ance :5 desir$4 ,! holy wom5 held ! vases1 sponges1 l951 unction1 & spices1 accord+ z requir$2 b :5 n ?us employ$1 !y rema9$ at a respectful di/ance1 att5tively gaz+ ^u ! ,bless$ ,virg9 z %e proce$$ 9 h] m\rnful task4 ,magdal5 did n leave ! body ( ,jesus2 b ,john gave cont9ual assi/ance to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & w5t to & fro f ! m5 to ! wom51 l5d+ aid to bo? p>ties4 ,! wom5 _h ) !m "s l>ge lea!rn bottles & a vase fill$ ) wat] /&+ ^u a coal fire4 ,!y gave ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ,magdal51 accord+ z !y requir$1 vases fill$ ) cle> wat]1 & sponges1 :i* !y aft]w>ds squeez$ 9 ! lea!rn bottles4 ,! c\rage & firmness ( ,m>y rema9$ un%ak5 ev5 9 ! mid/ ( h] inexpressible angui%4#ae ,x 0 absolutely impossible = h] to leave ! body ( h] ,son 9 ! awful /ate to :i* x _h be5 r$uc$ by 8 suff]+s1 & !re=e %e began ) indefatigable e>ne/ness to wa% & purify x f ! traces ( ! outrages to :i* x _h be5 expos$4 ,) ! utmo/ c>e %e drew (f ! cr[n ( ?orns1 op5+ x beh9d1 & !n cutt+ (f "o by "o ! ?orns :i* _h sunk deep into ! head ( ,jesus1 9 ord] t %e might n wid5 ! w\nds4 ,! cr[n 0 plac$ by ! side ( ! nails1 & !n ,m>y drew out ! ?orns :i* _h rema9$ 9 ! sk9 ) a species ( r\nd$ p9c]s1 & sorr[fully %[$ !m to h] fri5ds4#af ,^! ?orns 7 plac$ ) ! cr[n1 b /ill "s ( !m mu/ h be5 pres]v$ sep>ately4 ,! div9e face ( our ,savi\r 0 sc>cely recognisable1 s disfigur$ 0 x by ! w\nds ) :i* x 0 cov]$4 ,! be>d & hair 7 matt$ toge!r ) blood4 ,m>y wa%$ ! head & face1 & pass$ damp sponges ov] ! hair to remove ! congeal$ blood4 ,z %e proce$$ 9 h] pi\s (fice1 ! ext5t ( ! awful cruelty :i* _h be5 ex]cis$ ^u ,jesus became m & m app>5t1 & caus$ 9 h] s\l emotions ( compassion & t5d]ness :i* increas$ z %e pass$ f "o w\nd to ano!r4 ,%e wa%$ ! w\nds ( ! head1 ! eyes fill$ ) blood1 ! no/rils1 & ! e>s1 ) a sponge & a small piece ( l95 spread ov] ! f+]s ( h] "r h&2 & !n %e purifi$1 9 ! same mann]1 ! half-op5$ m\?1 ! tongue1 ! tee?1 & ! lips4 ,%e divid$ :at rema9$ ( our ,"l's hair into ?ree p>ts1 a "p fall+ ov] ea* temple1 & ! ?ird ov] ! back ( 8 head2 & :5 %e _h dis5tangl$ ! front hair & smoo!d x1 %e pass$ x beh9d 8 e>s4#ag ,:5 ! head 0 ?or\ghly cleans$ & purifi$1 ! ,bless$ ,virg9 cov]$ x ) a veil1 aft] hav+ kiss$ ! sacr$ *eeks ( h] de> ,son4 ,%e !n turn$ h] att5tion to ! neck1 %\ld]s1 *e/1 back1 arms1 & pi]c$ h&s4 ,all ! bones ( ! brea/ & ! jo9ts 7 dislocat$1 & c\ld n be b5t4 ,!re 0 a frightful w\nd on ! %\ld]s :i* _h borne ! weight ( ! ,cross1 & all ! upp] "p ( ! body 0 cov]$ ) bruises & deeply m>k$ ) bl[s ( ! sc\rges4 ,on ! left brea/ !re 0 a small w\nd :]e ! po9t ( ,cassius's lance _h come out1 & on ! "r side 0 ! l>ge w\nd made by ! same lance1 & :i* _h pi]c$ ! he>t ?r\gh & ?r\gh4 ,m>y wa%$ all ^! w\nds1 & ,magdal51 on h] knees1 help$ h] f "t to "t2 b )\t leav+ ! sacr$ feet ( ,jesus1 :i* %e ba!d ) te>s & wip$ ) h] hair4 ,! head1 bosom1 & feet ( our ,"l 7 n[ wa%$1 & ! sacr$ body1 :i* 0 cov]$ ) br[n /a9s & r$ m>ks 9 ^? places :]e ! sk9 _h be5 torn (f1 & ( a blui%-:ite col\r1 l fle% t has be5 dra9$ ( blood1 0 re/+ on ! knees ( ,m>y1 :o cov]$ ! p>ts :i* %e _h wa%$ ) a veil1 & !n proce$$ to embalm all ! w\nds4 ,! holy wom5 knelt by h] side1 & 9 turn pres5t$ to h] a box1 out ( :i* %e took "s preci\s o9tm5t1 & ) x fill$ & cov]$ ! w\nds4 ,%e also ano9t$ ! hair1 & !n1 tak+ ! sacr$ h&s ( ,jesus 9 h] left h&1 respectfully kiss$ !m1 & fill$ ! l>ge w\nds made by ! nails ) ?is o9tm5t or sweet spice4 ,%e likewise fill$ ! e>s1 no/rils1 & w\nd 9 ! side ) ! same preci\s mixture4 ,mean:ile ,magdal5 wip$ & embalm$ our ,"l's feet1 & !n aga9 wa%$ !m ) h] te>s1 & (t5 press$ h] face ^u !m4 ,! wat] :i* _h be5 us$ 0 n ?r[n away1 b p\r$ into ! lea!rn bottles 9 :i* ! sponges _h be5 squeez$4 ,i saw ,cassius or "s o!r soldi] g sev]al times to fet* fre% wat] f ! f\nta9 ( ,gihon1 :i* 0 at no great di/ance (f4 ,:5 ! ,bless$ ,virg9 _h fill$ all ! w\nds ) o9tm5t1 %e wrapp$ ! head up 9 l95 clo?s1 b %e did n z yet cov] ! face4 ,%e clos$ ! half-op5 eyes ( ,jesus1 & kept h] h& ^u !m = "s "t4 ,%e also clos$ ! m\?1 & !n embrac$ ! sacr$ body ( h] belov$ ,son1 press+ h] face fondly & rev]5tly ^u 84 ,joseph & ,nicodemus _h be5 wait+ = "s "t1 :5 ,john drew ne> to ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & bes\ght h] to p]mit ! body ( h] ,son to be tak5 f h]1 t ! embalm+ might be complet$1 because ! ,sabba? 0 close at h&4 ,once m did ,m>y embrace ! sacr$ body ( ,jesus1 & utt] h] f>ewells 9 ! mo/ t\*+ language1 & !n ! m5 lift$ x f h] arms on ! %eet1 & c>ri$ x to "s di/ance4 ,! deep sorr[ ( ,m>y _h be5 = ! "t assuag$ by ! feel+s ( love & rev]5ce ) :i* %e _h accompli%$ h] sacr$ task2 b n[ x once m ov]:elm$ h]1 & %e fell1 h] head cov]$ ) h] veil1 into ! arms ( ! holy wom54 ,magdal5 felt almo/ z ?\gh h] ,belov$ 7 be+ =cibly c>ri$ away f h]1 & ha/ily ran =w>d a few /eps1 ) h] arms /ret*$ =?2 b !n1 aft] a mom5t1 return$ to ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,! sacr$ body 0 c>ri$ to a spot b5ea? ! level ( ! top ( ,golgo?a1 :]e ! smoo? surface ( a rock af=d$ a conv5i5t plat=m on :i* to embalm ! body4 ,i fir/ saw a piece ( op5-work$ l951 look+ v mu* l lace1 & :i* made me ?9k ( ! l>ge embroid]$ curta9 hung betwe5 ! *oir & nave dur+ ,l5t4#ah ,x 0 probably work$ 9 t op5 /it* = ! wat] to run ?r\gh4 ,i also saw ano!r l>ge %eet unfold$4 ,! body ( our ,savi\r 0 plac$ on ! op5-work$ piece ( l951 & "s ( ! o!r m5 held ! o!r %eet spread above x4 ,nicodemus & ,joseph !n knelt d[n1 & und]nea? ?is cov]+ took (f ! l95 :i* !y _h fa/5$ r\nd ! lo9s ( our ,savi\r1 :5 !y took 8 body d[n f ! ,cross4 ,!y !n pass$ sponges "u ?is %eet1 & wa%$ ! l[] p>ts ( ! body2 aft] :i* !y lift$ x up by ! help ( pieces ( l95 cross$ b5ea? ! lo9s & knees1 & wa%$ ! back )\t turn+ x ov]4 ,!y cont9u$ wa%+ until no?+ b cle> wat] came f ! sponges :5 press$4 ,next !y p\r$ wat] ( myrrh ov] ! :ole body1 & !n1 h&l+ x ) respect1 /ret*$ x out full l5g?1 = x 0 /ill 9 ! position 9 :i* our ,div9e ,"l _h di$--! lo9s & knees b5t4 ,!y !n plac$ b5ea? 8 hips a %eet :i* 0 a y>d 9 wid? & ?ree 9 l5g?1 laid ^u 8 lap bundles ( sweet-sc5t$ h]bs1 & %ook ov] ! :ole body a p[d] :i* ,nicodemus _h br\ght4 ,next !y wrapp$ up ! l[] "p ( ! body1 & fa/5$ ! clo? :i* !y _h plac$ und]nea? r\nd x /rongly4 ,aft] ?is !y ano9t$ ! w\nds ( ! ?ighs1 plac$ bundles ( h]bs betwe5 ! legs1 :i* 7 /ret*$ out to _! full l5g?1 & wrapp$ !m up entirely 9 ^! sweet spices4 ,!n ,john conduct$ ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & ! o!r holy wom5 once m to ! side ( ! body4 ,m>y knelt d[n by ! head ( ,jesus1 & plac$ b5ea? x a piece ( v f9e l95 :i* _h be5 giv5 h] by ,pilate's wife1 & :i* %e _h worn r\nd h] neck "u h] cloak2 next1 assi/$ by ! holy wom51 %e plac$ f ! %\ld]s to ! *eeks bundles ( h]bs1 spices1 & sweet-sc5t$ p[d]1 & !n /rongly b\nd ?is piece ( l95 r\nd ! head & %\ld]s4 ,magdal5 p\r$ besides a small bottle ( balm into ! w\nd ( ! side1 & ! holy wom5 plac$ "s m h]bs into ^? ( ! h&s & feet4 ,!n ! m5 put sweet spices ar\nd all ! rema9d] ( ! body1 cross$ ! sacr$ /iff5$ arms on ! *e/1 & b\nd ! l>ge :ite %eet r\nd ! body z high z ! *e/1 9 ! same mann] z if !y _h be5 swaddl+ a *ild4 ,!n1 hav+ fa/5$ ! end ( a l>ge b& b5ea? ! armpits1 !y roll$ x r\nd ! head & ! :ole body4 ,f9ally1 !y plac$ our ,div9e ,"l on ! l>ge %eet1 six y>ds 9 l5g?1 :i* ,joseph ( ,arima!a _h b\ght1 & wrapp$ him 9 x4 ,he 0 ly+ diagonally ^u x1 & "o corn] ( ! %eet 0 rais$ f ! feet to ! *e/1 ! o!r drawn ov] ! head & %\ld]s1 :ile ! rema9+ two ends 7 d\bl$ r\nd ! body4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg91 ! holy wom51 ! m5--all 7 kneel+ r\nd ! body ( ,jesus to take _! f>ewell ( x1 :5 a mo/ t\*+ miracle took place be=e !m4 ,! sacr$ body ( ,jesus1 ) all its w\nds1 appe>$ impr9t$ ^u ! clo? :i* cov]$ x1 z ?\gh he _h be5 pleas$ to rew>d _! c>e & _! love1 & leave !m a portrait ( himself ?r\gh all ! veils ) :i* he 0 enwrapp$4 ,) te>s !y embrac$ ! adorable body1 & !n rev]5tly kiss$ ! wond]ful impression :i* x _h left4 ,_! a/oni%m5t increas$ :51 on lift+ up ! %eet1 !y saw t all ! b&s :i* surr\nd$ ! body _h rema9$ :ite z be=e1 & t ! upp] clo? alone _h be5 m>k$ 9 ?is wond]ful mann]4 ,x 0 n a m>k made by ! ble$+ w\nds1 s9ce ! :ole body 0 wrapp$ up & cov]$ ) sweet spices1 b x 0 a sup]natural portrait1 be>+ te/imony to ! div9e creative p[] ev] abid+ 9 ! body ( ,jesus4 ,i h se5 _m ?+s relative to ! subsequ5t hi/ory ( ?is piece ( l951 b ,i c\ld n describe !m coh]5tly4 ,aft] ! resurrection x rema9$ 9 ! possession ( ! fri5ds ( ,jesus1 b fell twice into ! h&s ( ! ,jews1 & lat] 0 hon\r$ 9 sev]al diff]5t places4 ,i h se5 x 9 a city ( ,asia1 9 ! possession ( "s ,*ri/ians1 :o 7 n ,ca?olics4 ,i h =gott5 ! "n ( ! t[n1 :i* is situat$ 9 a prov9ce ne> ! c\ntry ( ! ,?ree ,k+s4 ,,*apt] ,,lii4 ,! ,body ( our ,"l plac$ 9 ! ,sepul*re4 ,! m5 plac$ ! sacr$ body on a species ( lea!rn h&-b>r[1 :i* !y cov]$ wit a br[n-col\r$ clo?1 & to :i* !y fa/5$ two long /akes4 ,?is =cibly rem9d$ me ( ! ,ark ( ! ,cov5ant4 ,nicodemus & ,joseph bore on _! %\ld]s ! front %afts1 :ile ,ab5ad> & ,john support$ ^? beh9d4 ,aft] !m came ! ,bless$ ,virg91 ,m>y ( ,heli1 h] elde/ si/]1 ,magdal5 & ,m>y ( ,cleophas1 & !n ! gr\p ( wom5 :o _h be5 sitt+ at "s di/ance--,v]onica1 ,johanna ,*usa1 ,m>y ,salome1 ,salome ( ,j]usalem1 ,susanna1 & ,anne ! niece ( ,/4 ,joseph4 ,cassius & ! soldi]s clos$ ! procession4 ,! o!r wom51 su* z ,m>one ( ,naim1 ,d9a ! ,sam>itaness1 & ,m>a ! ,suphanitess1 7 at ,be?ania1 ) ,m>?a & ,laz>us4 ,two soldi]s1 be>+ tor*es 9 _! h&s1 walk$ on fir/1 t !re might be "s light 9 ! grotto ( ! sepul*re2 & ! procession cont9u$ to advance 9 ?is ord] = ab\t sev5 m9utes1 ! holy m5 & wom5 s++ psalms 9 sweet b melan*oly tones4 ,i saw ,james ! ,great]1 ! bro!r ( ,john1 /&+ ^u a hill ! o!r side ( ! valley1 to look at !m z !y pass$1 & he return$ imm$iately aft]w>ds1 to tell ! o!r disciples :at he _h se54 ,! procession /opp$ at ! entrance ( ,joseph's g>d51 :i* 0 op5$ by ! removal ( "s /akes1 aft]w>ds us$ z lev]s to roll ! /one to ! door ( ! sepul*re4 ,:5 opposite ! rock1 !y plac$ ! ,sacr$ ,body on a long bo>d cov]$ ) a %eet4 ,! grotto1 :i* _h be5 newly excavat$1 _h be5 latt]ly clean$ by ! s]vants ( ,nicodemus1 s t ! int]ior 0 neat & pleas+ to ! eye4 ,! holy wom5 sat d[n 9 front ( ! grotto1 :ile ! f\r m5 c>ri$ 9 ! body ( our ,"l1 p>tially fill$ ! holl[ c\* de/9$ = its reception ) aromatic spices1 & spread ov] !m a clo?1 ^u :i* !y rev]5tly deposit$ ! sacr$ body4 ,aft] hav+ once m giv5 expression to _! love by te>s & fond embraces1 !y left ! grotto4 ,!n ! ,bless$ ,virg9 ent]$1 seat$ h]self close to ! head ( h] de> ,son1 & b5t ov] 8 body ) _m te>s4 ,:5 %e left ! grotto1 ,magdal5 ha/ily & eag]ly came =w>d1 & flung on ! body "s fl[]s & bran*es :i* %e _h ga!r$ 9 ! g>d54 ,!n %e clasp$ h] h&s toge!r1 & ) sobs kiss$ ! feet ( ,jesus2 b ! m5 hav+ in=m$ h] t !y mu/ close ! sepul*re1 %e return$ to ! o!r wom54 ,!y cov]$ ! sacr$ body ) ! extremities ( ! %eet on :i* x 0 ly+1 plac$ on ! top ( all ! br[n cov]let1 & clos$ ! fold+-doors1 :i* 7 made ( a bronze-col\r$ metal1 & _h on _! front two /icks1 "o /raight d[n & ! o!r across1 s z to =m a p]fect cross4 ,! l>ge /one ) :i* !y int5d$ to close ! sepul*re1 & :i* 0 /ill ly+ 9 front ( ! grotto1 0 9 %ape v l a *e/ or tomb2#ai its l5g? 0 su* t a man might h laid himself d[n ^u x1 & x 0 s heavy t x 0 only by means ( lev]s t ! m5 c\ld roll x be=e ! door ( ! sepul*re4 ,! entrance ( ! grotto 0 clos$ by a gate made ( bran*es tw9$ toge!r4 ,ev]y?+ t 0 done )9 ! grotto _h to be accompli%$ by tor*light1 = daylight nev] p5etrat$ !re4 ,,*apt] ,,liii4 ,! ,return f ! ,sepul*re4 ,joseph ( ,arima!a is put 9 ,prison4 ,! ,sabba? 0 close at h&1 & ,nicodemus & ,joseph return$ to ,j]usalem by a small door n f> f ! g>d51 & :i* ,joseph _h be5 all[$ by special fav\r to h made 9 ! city wall4 ,!y told ! ,bless$ ,virg91 ,magdal51 ,john1 & "s ( ! wom51 :o 7 return+ to ,calv>y to pray !re1 t ?is door1 z well z t ( ! sup]-room1 w\ld be op5$ to !m :5ev] !y knock$4 ,! eld] si/] ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 ,m>y ( ,heli1 return$ to ! t[n ) ,m>y ! "m ( ,m>k1 & "s o!r wom54 ,! s]vants ( ,nicodemus & ,joseph w5t to ,calv>y to fet* sev]al ?+s :i* _h be5 left !re4 ,! soldi]s jo9$ ^? :o 7 gu>d+ ! city gate ne> ,calv>y2 & ,cassius w5t to ,pilate ) ! lance1 relat$ all t he _h se51 & promis$ to give him an exact acc\nt ( ev]y?+ t %\ld happ51 if he w\ld put "u 8 comm& ! gu>ds :om ! ,jews w\ld n fail to ask to h put r\nd ! tomb4 ,pilate li/5$ to 8 words ) secret t]ror1 b only told him 9 reply t 8 sup]/ition am\nt$ to madness4 ,joseph & ,nicodemus met ,pet] & ! two ,jameses 9 ! t[n4 ,!y all %$ _m te>s1 b ,pet] 0 p]fectly ov]:elm$ by ! viol5ce ( ?is grief4 ,he embrac$ !m1 reproa*$ himself = n hav+ be5 pres5t at ! dea? ( our ,savi\r1 & ?ank$ !m = hav+ be/[$ ! rites ( sepulture ^u 8 sacr$ body4 ,x 0 agre$ t ! door ( ! supp]-room %\ld be op5$ to !m :5ev] !y knock$1 & !n !y w5t away to seek "s o!r disciples :o 7 disp]s$ 9 v>i\s directions4 ,lat] ,i saw ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & h] companions ent] ! upp]-room2 ,ab5ad> next came & 0 admitt$2 & by degrees ! greate/ "p ( ! ,apo/les & disciples assembl$ !re4 ,! holy wom5 retir$ to t "p ( ! build+ :]e ! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 liv+4 ,!y took "s food1 & sp5t a few m9utes m 9 te>s1 & 9 relat+ to "o ano!r :at ea* _h se54 ,!n m5 *ang$ _! dresses1 & ,i saw !m /&+ "u ! lamp1 & keep+ ! ,sabba?4 ,!y ate "s lambs 9 ! supp]-room1 b )\t obs]v+ any c]emony1 = !y _h eat5 ! ,pas*al lamb ! ev5+ be=e4 ,!y 7 all p]turb$ 9 _s1 & fill$ ) grief4 ,! holy wom5 also pass$ _! "t 9 pray+ ) ! ,bless$ ,virg9 "u ! lamp4 ,lat]1 :5 night _h q fall51 ,laz>us1 ! wid[ ( ,naim1 ,d9a ! ,sam>itan woman1 & ,m>a ( ,suphan1 came f ,be?ania1 & !n1 once m1 descriptions 7 giv5 ( all t _h tak5 place1 & _m te>s %$4 ,accord+ to ! visions ( ,si/] ,emm]i*1 ! ?ree wom5 nam$ 9 ! text _h be5 liv+ = "s "t at ,be?ania1 9 a sort ( community e/abli%$ by ,m>?a = ! purpose ( provid+ = ! ma9t5ance ( ! disciples :5 our ,"l 0 mov+ ab\t1 & = ! division & di/ribution ( ! alms :i* 7 collect$4 ,! wid[ ( ,naim1 ^: son ,m>tial 0 rais$ f ! dead by ,jesus1 accord+ to ,si/] ,emm]i*1 on ! #bh? ,m>*eswan 7! #ah? ( ,novemb]71 0 nam$ ,m>oni4 ,%e 0 ! daught] ( an uncle1 on ! fa!r's side1 ( ,/4 ,pet]4 ,h] fir/ husb& 0 ! son ( a si/] ( ,elizabe?1 :o h]self 0 ! daught] ( a si/] ( ! "m ( ,/4 ,anne4 ,m>oni's fir/ husb& hav+ di$ )\t *ildr51 %e _h m>ri$ ,el9d1 a relation ( ,/4 ,anne1 & _h left ,*asalu?1 ne> ,tabor1 to take up h] abode at ,naim1 :i* 0 n f> (f1 & :]e %e soon lo/ h] second husb&4 ,d9a1 ! ,sam>itan woman1 0 ! same :o conv]s$ ) ,jesus by ,jacob's well4 ,%e 0 born ne> ,damascus1 ( p>5ts :o 7 half ,jewi% & half ,pagan4 ,!y di$ :ile %e 0 yet v "y1 & %e be+ br\ght up by a woman ( bad "*1 ! se$s ( ! mo/ evil passions 7 e>ly s[n 9 h] he>t4 ,%e _h _h sev]al husb&s1 :o supplant$ "o ano!r 9 turn1 & ! la/ liv$ at ,si*>1 :i!r %e _h foll[$ him & *ang$ h] "n f ,d9a to ,salome4 ,%e _h ?ree gr[n-up daught]s & two sons1 :o aft]w>ds jo9$ ! disciples4 ,si/] ,emm]i* us$ to say t ! life ( ?is ,sam>itan woman 0 prophetic--t ,jesus _h spok5 to ! entire sect ( ,sam>itans 9 h] p]son1 & t !y 7 atta*$ to _! errors by z _m ties z %e _h committ$ adult]ies4 ,m>a ( ,suphan 0 a ,moabitess1 came f ! neighb\rhood ( ,suphan1 & 0 a desc5dant ( ,orpha1 ! wid[ ( ,*elion1 ,noemi's son4 ,orpha _h m>ri$ aga9 9 ,moab4 ,by ,orpha1 ! si/]-9-law ( ,ru?1 ,m>a 0 connect$ ) ! family ( ,david1 f :om our ,"l 0 desc5d$4 ,si/] ,emm]i* saw ,jesus deliv] ,m>a f f\r devils & grant h] =giv5ess ( h] s9s on ! #ag? ,elud 7#i? ,septemb]7 ( ! second ye> ( 8 public life4 ,%e 0 liv+ at ,a9on1 hav+ be5 repudiat$ by h] husb&1 a ri* ,jew1 :o _h kept ! *ildr5 he _h _h by h] ) him4 ,%e _h ) h] tree o!rs1 ! (fspr+ ( h] adult]ies4 ',i saw1' ,si/] ,emm]i* w\ld say1--',i saw h[ ! /ray bran* ( ! /ock ( ,david 0 purifi$ )9 h] by ! grace ( ,jesus1 & admitt$ into ! bosom ( ! ,*ur*4 ,i _c express h[ _m ( ^! roots & (f%oots ,i see become entw9$ ) ea* o!r1 lo/ to view1 & !n once m br\ght to light4' ,joseph ( ,arima!a return$ home late f ! supp]-room1 & he 0 sorr[fully walk+ along ! /reets ( ,sion1 accompani$ by a few disciples & wom51 :5 all on a sudd5 a b& ( arm$ m51 :o 7 ly+ 9 ambuscade 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,caiphas's tribunal1 fell ^u !m1 & laid h&s ^u ,joseph1 :]eupon 8 companions fl$1 utt]+ l\d cries ( t]ror4 ,he 0 conf9$ 9 a t[] contigu\s to ! city wall1 n f> f ! tribunal4 ,^! soldi]s 7 pagans1 & _h n to keep ! ,sabba?1 !re=e ,caiphas _h be5 able to secure _! s]vices on ?is occasion4 ,! int5tion 0 to let ,joseph die ( hung]1 & keep 8 disappe>ance a secret4 ,"h conclude ! descriptions ( all t occurr$ on ! day ( ! ,passion ( our ,"l2 b we w add "s supplem5t>y matt] conc]n+ ,holy ,saturday1 ! ,desc5t into ,hell1 & ! ,resurrection4 ,,*apt] ,,liv4 ,on ! ,"n ( ,calv>y4 ,:il/ m$itat+ on ! "n ( ,golgo?a1 ,calv>y1 ! place ( skulls1 borne by ! rock ^u :i* ,jesus 0 crucifi$1 ,i became deeply absorb$ 9 contemplation1 & beheld 9 _s all ages f ! "t ( ,adam to t ( ,*ri/1 & 9 ?is vision ! orig9 ( ! "n 0 made kn[n to me4 ,i "h give all t ,i rememb] on ?is subject4 ,i saw ,adam1 aft] 8 expulsion f ,p>adise1 weep+ 9 ! grotto :]e ,jesus sweat$ blood & wat]1 on ,m\nt ,olivet4 ,i saw h[ ,se? 0 promis$ to ,eve 9 ! grotto ( ! mang] at ,be?lehem1 & h[ %e br\ght him =? 9 t same grotto4 ,i also saw ,eve liv+ 9 "s cav]ns ne> ,hebron1 :]e ! ,ess5ian ,mona/]y ( ,maspha 0 aft]w>ds e/abli%$4 ,i !n beheld ! c\ntry :]e ,j]usalem 0 built1 z x appe>$ aft] ! ,deluge1 & ! l& 0 all unsettl$1 black1 /ony1 & v diff]5t f :at x _h be5 be=e4 ,at an imm5se dept bel[ ! rock :i* con/itutes ,m\nt ,calv>y 7:i* 0 =m$ 9 ?is spot by ! roll+ ( ! wat]s71 ,i saw ! tomb ( ,adam & ,eve4 ,! head & "o rib 7 want+ to "o ( ! skeletons1 & ! rema9+ head 0 plac$ )9 ! same skeleton1 to :i* x did n belong4 ,! bones ( ,adam & ,eve _h n all be5 left 9 ?is grave1 = ,noah _h "s ( !m ) him 9 ! ark1 & !y 7 transmitt$ f g5]ation to g5]ation by ! ,patri>*s4 ,noah1 & also ,abraham1 7 9 ! habit1 :5 (f]+ sacrifice1 ( always lay+ "s ( ,adam's bones ^u ! alt>1 to rem9d ! ,almighty ( 8 promise4 ,:5 ,jacob gave ,joseph 8 v>iegat$ robe1 he at ! same "t gave him "s bones ( ,adam1 to be kept z relics4 ,joseph always wore !m on 8 bosom1 & !y 7 plac$ ) 8 own bones 9 ! fir/ reliqu>y :i* ! *ildr5 ( ,israel br\ght out ( ,egypt4 ,i h se5 simil> ?+s1 b "s ,i h =gott51 & ! o!rs "t fails me to describe4 ,z reg>ds ! orig9 ( ! "n ( ,calv>y1 ,i "h give all ,i "k4 ,i beheld ! m\nta9 :i* be>s ?is "n z x 0 9 ! "t ( ! ,prophet ,eliseus4 ,x 0 n ! same !n z at ! "t ( our ,"l's ,crucifixion1 b 0 a hill1 ) _m walls & cav]ns1 resembl+ tombs1 ^u x4 ,i saw ! ,prophet ,eliseus desc5d into ^! cav]ns1 ,i _c say :e!r 9 reality or only 9 a vision1 & ,i saw him take out a skull f a /one sepul*re 9 :i* bones 7 re/+4 ,someone :o 0 by 8 side--,i ?9k an angel--said to him1 ',?is is ! skull ( ,adam4' ,! prophet 0 desir\s to take x away1 b 8 companion =bade him4 ,i saw ^u ! skull "s few hairs ( a fair col\r4 ,i le>n$ also t ! prophet hav+ relat$ :at _h happ5$ to him1 ! spot receiv$ ! "n ( ,calv>y4 ,f9ally1 ,i saw t ! ,cross ( ,jesus 0 plac$ v]tically ov] ! skull ( ,adam4 ,i 0 in=m$ t ?is spot 0 ! exact c5tre ( ! e>?2 & at ! same "t ,i 0 %[n ! numb]s & measures prop] to e c\ntry1 b ,i h =gott5 !m1 individually z well z 9 g5]al4 ,yet ,i h se5 ?is c5tre f above1 & z x 7 f a bird's-eye view4 ,9 t way a p]son sees f> m cle>ly ?an on a map all ! diff]5t c\ntries1 m\nta9s1 des]ts1 seas1 riv]s1 t[ns1 & ev5 ! smalle/ places1 :e!r di/ant or ne> at h&4 ,,*apt] ,,lv4 ,! ,cross & ! ,w9epress4 ,z ,i 0 m$itat+ ^u ^! words or ?\ghts ( ,jesus :5 hang+ on ! ,cross3 ',i am press$ l w9e plac$ "h "u ! press = ! fir/ "t2 my blood mu/ cont9ue to fl[ until wat] comes1 b w9e %all no m be made "h1' an explanation 0 giv5 me by means ( ano!r vision relat+ to ,calv>y4 ,i saw ?is rocky c\ntry at a p]iod ant]ior to ! ,deluge2 x 0 !n less wild & less b>r5 ?an x aft]w>ds became1 & 0 laid out 9 v9ey>ds & fields4 ,i saw !re ! ,patri>* ,japhet1 a maje/ic d>k-complexion$ old man1 surr\nd$ by imm5se flocks & h]ds & a num]\s po/]ity3 8 *ildr5 z well z himself _h dwell+s excavat$ 9 ! gr\nd1 & cov]$ ) turf ro(s1 on :i* h]bs & fl[]s 7 gr[+4 ,!re 7 v9es all ar\nd1 & a new me?od ( mak+ w9e 0 be+ tri$ on ,calv>y1 9 ! pres5ce ( ,japhet4 ,i saw also ! anci5t me?od ( prep>+ w9e1 b ,i c give only ! foll[+ description ( x4 ,at fir/ m5 7 satisfi$ ) only eat+ ! grapes2 !n !y press$ !m ) pe/les 9 holl[ /ones1 & f9ally 9 l>ge wood5 tr5*es4 ,^u ?is occasion a new w9e-press1 resembl+ ! holy ,cross 9 %ape1 _h be5 devis$2 x consi/$ ( ! holl[ trunk ( a tree plac$ upright1 ) a bag ( grapes susp5d$ ov] x4 ,^u ?is bag !re 0 fa/5$ a pe/le1 surm\nt$ by a weight2 & on bo? sides ( ! trunk 7 arms jo9$ to ! bag1 ?r\gh op5+s made = ! purpose1 & :i*1 :5 put 9 motion by l[]+ ! ends1 cru%$ ! grapes4 ,! juice fl[$ out ( ! tree by five op5+s1 & fell into a /one vat1 f :5ce x fl[$ ?r\gh a *annel made ( b>k & coat$ ) res91 into ! species ( ci/]n excavat$ 9 ! rock :]e ,jesus 0 conf9$ be=e 8 ,crucifixion4 ,at ! foot ( ! w9epress1 9 ! /one vat1 !re 0 a sort ( sieve to /op ! sk9s1 :i* 7 put on "o side4 ,:5 !y _h made _! w9epress1 !y fill$ ! bag ) grapes1 nail$ x to ! top ( ! trunk1 plac$ ! pe/le1 & put 9 motion ! side arms1 9 ord] to make ! w9e fl[4 ,all ?is v /rongly rem9d$ me ( ! ,crucifixion1 on acc\nt ( ! resemblance betwe5 ! w9epress & ! ,cross4 ,!y _h a long re$1 at ! end ( :i* !re 7 po9ts1 s t x look$ l an enorm\s ?i/le1 & !y ran ?is ?r\gh ! *annel & trunk ( ! tree :5 !re 0 any ob/ruction4 ,i 0 rem9d$ ( ! lance & sponge4 ,!re 7 also "s lea!rn bottles1 & vases made ( b>k & pla/]$ ) res94 ,i saw sev]al "y m51 ) no?+ b a clo? wrapp$ r\nd _! lo9s l ,jesus1 work+ at ?is w9epress4 ,japhet 0 v old2 he wore a long be>d1 & a dress made ( ! sk9s ( bea/s2 & he look$ at ! new w9epress ) evid5t satisfaction4 ,x 0 a fe/ival day1 & !y sacrific$ on a /one alt> "s animals :i* 7 runn+ loose 9 ! v9ey>d1 "y asses1 goats1 & %eep4 ,x 0 n 9 ?is place t ,abraham came to sacrifice ,isaac2 p]haps x 0 on ,m\nt ,moriah4 ,i h =gott5 _m ( ! in/ructions reg>d+ ! w9e1 v9eg>1 & sk9s1 & ! diff]5t ways 9 :i* ev]y?+ 0 to be di/ribut$ to ! "r & to ! left2 & ,i regret x1 because ! v]ie/ trifles 9 ^! matt]s h a pr(\nd symbolical mean+4 ,if x %\ld be ! w ( ,god = me to make !m kn[n1 he w %[ !m to me aga94 ,,*apt] ,,lvi4 ,app>itions on ,occasion ( ! ,dea? ( ,jesus4 ,among ! dead :o rose f _! graves1 & :o 7 c]ta9ly a hundr$ 9 numb]1 at ,j]usalem1 !re 7 no relations ( ,jesus4 ,i saw 9 v>i\s p>ts ( ! ,holy ,l& o!rs ( ! dead appe> & be> te/imony to ! div9ity ( ,jesus4 ,?us ,i saw ,sado*1 a mo/ pi\s man1 :o _h giv5 all 8 prop]ty to ! poor & to ! ,temple1 appe> to _m p]sons 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,hebron4 ,?is ,sado* _h liv$ a c5tury be=e ,jesus1 & 0 ! f\nd] ( a community ( ,ess5ians3 he _h ard5tly sigh$ = ! com+ ( ! ,messias1 & _h _h sev]al revelations ^u ! subject4 ,i saw "s o!rs ( ! dead appe> to ! hidd5 disciples ( our ,"l1 & give !m diff]5t w>n+s4 ,t]ror & desolation reign$ ev5 9 ! mo/ di/ant p>ts ( ,pale/9e1 & x 0 n 9 ,j]usalem only t frightful prodigies took place4 ,at ,?irza1 ! t[]s ( ! prison 9 :i* ! captives deliv]$ by ,jesus _h be5 conf9$ fell d[n4 ,9 ,galilee1 :]e ,jesus _h travell$ s mu*1 ,i saw _m build+s1 & 9 p>ticul> ! h\ses ( ^? ,ph>isees :o _h be5 ! =emo/ 9 p]secut+ our ,savi\r1 & :o 7 !n all at ! fe/ival1 %ak5 to ! gr\nd1 cru%+ _! wives & *ildr54 ,num]\s accid5ts happ5$ 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ! ,lake ( ,g5az>e?4 ,_m build+s fell d[n at ,caph>naum2 & ! wall ( rocks :i* 0 9 front ( ! beautiful g>d5 ( ! c5turion ,zorobabel crack$ across4 ,! lake ov]fl[$ into ! valley1 & its wat]s desc5d$ z f> z ,caph>naum1 :i* 0 a mile & a half di/ant4 ,pet]'s h\se1 & ! dwell+ ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 9 front ( ! t[n1 rema9$ /&+4 ,! lake 0 /rongly convuls$2 its %ores crumbl$ 9 sev]al places1 & its %ape 0 v mu* alt]$1 & became m l :at x is at ! pres5t day4 ,great *anges took place1 p>ticul>ly at ! s\?-ea/]n extremity1 ne> ,t>i*ea1 because 9 ?is "p !re 0 a long causeway made ( /ones1 betwe5 ! lake & a sort ( m>%1 :i* gave a con/ant direction to ! c\rse ( ! ,jordan :5 x left ! lake4 ,! :ole ( ?is causeway 0 de/roy$ by ! e>?quake4 ,_m accid5ts happ5$ on ! ea/]n side ( ! lake1 on ! spot :]e ! sw9e belong+ to ! inhabitants ( ,g]gesa ca/ !mselves 91 & also at ,g]gesa1 ,g]asa1 & 9 ! entire di/rict ( ,*oraz94 ,! m\nta9 :]e ! second multiplication ( ! loaves took place 0 %ak51 & ! /one ^u :i* ! miracle _h be5 work$ split 9 two4 ,9 ,decapolis1 :ole t[ns crumbl$ to ! e>?2 & 9 ,asia1 9 sev]al localities1 ! e>?quake 0 sev]ely felt1 p>ticul>ly to ! ea/ & nor?-ea/ ( ,paneas4 ,9 ,upp] ,galilee1 _m ,ph>isees f\nd _! h\ses 9 ru9s :5 !y return$ f keep+ ! fea/4 ,a numb] ( !m1 :ile yet at ,j]usalem1 receiv$ ! news ( :at _h happ5$1 & x 0 on t acc\nt t ! enemies ( ,jesus made su* v slight ef=ts aga9/ ! ,*ri/ian community at ,p5teco/4 ,a "p ( ! ,temple ( ,g>izim crumbl$ d[n4 ,an idol /ood !re above a f\nta91 9 a small temple1 ! ro( ( :i* fell into ! f\nta9 ) ! idol4 ,half ( ! synagogue ( ,naz>e?1 out ( :i* ,jesus _h be5 drive1 fell d[n1 z well z t "p ( ! m\nta9 f :i* 8 enemies _h endeav\r$ to precipitate him4 ,! b$ ( ! ,jordan 0 mu* *ang$ by all ^! %ocks1 & its c\rse alt]$ 9 _m places4 ,at ,ma*]us1 & at ! o!r t[ns belong+ to ,h]od1 ev]y?+ rema9$ quiet1 = t c\ntry 0 out ( ! sph]e ( rep5tance & ( ?reats1 l ^? m5 :o did n fall to ! gr\nd 9 ! ,g>d5 ( ,olives1 &1 consequ5tly1 did n rise aga94 ,9 _m o!r p>ts :]e !re 7 evil spirits1 ,i saw ! latt] disappe> 9 l>ge bodies amid ! fall+ m\nta9s & build+s4 ,! e>?quakes rem9d$ me ( ! convulsions ( ! possess$1 :5 ! enemy feels t he mu/ take to flight4 ,at ,g]gesa1 a "p ( ! m\nta9 f :i* ! devils _h ca/ !mselves ) ! sw9e into a m>%1 fell into ?is same m>%2 & ,i !n saw a b& ( evil spirits ca/ !mselves into ! abyss1 l a d>k cl\d4 ,x 0 at ,nice1 unless ,i am mi/ak51 t ,i saw a s+ul> occurr5ce1 ( :i* ,i h only an imp]fect remembrance4 ,!re 0 a port !re ) _m vessels 9 x2 & ne> ?is port /ood a h\se ) a high t[]1 9 :i* ,i saw a pagan ^: (fice 0 to wat* ^! vessels4 ,he _h (t5 to asc5d ?is t[]1 & see :at 0 go+ on at sea4 ,hav+ he>d a great noise ov] ! vessels 9 ! port1 he hurri$ly asc5d$ ! t[] to discov] :at 0 tak+ place1 & he saw sev]al d>k figures hov]+ ov] ! port1 & :o exclaim$ to him 9 pla9tive acc5ts3 ',if ?\ desire/ to pres]ve ! vessels1 cause !m to be sail$ out ( ?is port1 = we mu/ return to ! abyss3 ! great ,pan is dead4' ,!y told him sev]al o!r ?+s2 laid injunctions ^u him to make kn[n :at !y 7 !n tell+ him ^u 8 return f a c]ta9 voyage :i* he 0 soon to make1 & to give a good reception to ! mess5g]s :o w\ld come to ann\nce ! doctr9e ( him :o _h j di$4 ,! evil spirits 7 =c$ 9 ?is mann] by ! p[] ( ,god to in=m ?is good man ( _! defeat1 & ann\nce x to ! _w4 ,he _h ! vessels put 9 safety1 & !n an awful /orm arose3 ! devils ca/ !mselves h[l+ into ! sea1 & half ! city fell d[n4 ,8 h\se rema9$ /&+4 ,soon aft]w>ds he w5t on a great j\rney1 & ann\nc$ ! dea? ( ! great ,pan1 if t is ! "n by :i* our ,savi\r _h be5 call$4 ,lat] he came to ,rome1 :]e mu* amazem5t 0 caus$ by :at he relat$4 ,8 "n 0 some?+ l ,?amus or ,?ramus4 ,,*apt] ,,lvii4 ,gu>ds are plac$ ar\nd ! ,tomb ( ,jesus4 ,late on ,friday night1 ,i saw ,caiphas & "s ( ! *ief m5 among ! ,jews hold+ a consultation conc]n+ ! be/ c\rse to pursue ) reg>d to ! prodigies :i* _h tak5 place1 & ! effect !y _h _h ^u ! p4 ,!y cont9u$ _! delib]ations q into ! morn+1 & !n hurri$ to ,pilate's h\se1 to tell him t1 z t s$uc] said1 :ile he 0 yet alive1 ',aft] ?ree days ,i w rise aga91' x w\ld be "r to comm& ! sepul*re to be gu>d$ until ! ?ird day1 z o!rwise 8 disciples might come & /eal him away1 & say to ! p1 ',he is ris5 f ! dead1' & ! la/ error w\ld be worse t ! fir/4 ,pilate 0 det]m9$ to h no?+ m to d ) ! bus9ess1 & he only answ]$3 ',y h a gu>d2 g1 gu>d x z y "k4' ,h[ev]1 he appo9t$ ,cassius to keep a wat* ov] all t took place1 & give him an exact acc\nt ( e circum/ance4 ,i saw ^! m51 twelve 9 numb]1 leave ! t[n be=e sunrise1 accompani$ by "s soldi]s :o did n we> ! ,roman uni=m1 be+ atta*$ to ! ,temple4 ,!y c>ri$ lant]ns fa/5$ to ! end ( long poles1 9 ord] t !y might be able to see e surr\nd+ object1 9 spite ( ! d>kness ( ! night1 & also t !y might h "s light 9 ! d>k cave ( ! sepul*re4 ,no soon] _h !y rea*$ ! sepul*re ?an1 hav+ fir/ se5 ) _! own eyes t ! body ( ,jesus 0 really !re1 !y fa/5$ "o rope across ! door ( ! tomb1 & a second across ! great /one :i* 0 plac$ 9 front1 seal+ ! :ole ) a seal ( half-circul> %ape4 ,!y !n return$ to ! city1 & ! gu>ds /ation$ !mselves opposite ! out] door4 ,!y 7 five or six 9 numb]1 & wat*$ ?ree & ?ree alt]nately4 ,cassius nev] left 8 po/1 & usually rema9$ sitt+ or /&+ 9 front ( ! entrance to ! cave1 s z to see t side ( ! tomb :]e ! feet ( our ,"l re/$4 ,he _h receiv$ _m int]ior graces1 & be5 giv5 to und]/& _m my/]ies4 ,be+ :olly unaccu/om$ to ?is /ate ( spiritual enlight5m5t1 he 0 p]fectly transport$ out ( himself1 & rema9$ ne>ly all ! "t unconsci\s ( ! pres5ce ( ext]ior ?+s4 ,he 0 entirely *ang$1 _h become a new man1 & sp5t ! :ole day 9 p5ance1 9 mak+ f]v5t acts ( gratitude1 & 9 humbly ador+ ,god4 ,,*apt] ,,lviii4 ,a ,glance at ! ,disciples ( ,jesus on ,holy ,saturday4 ,! fai?ful disciples ( our ,"l assembl$ toge!r 9 ! ,c5aculum1 to keep ! eve ( ! ,sabba?4 ,!y 7 ab\t tw5ty 9 numb]1 clo!d 9 long :ite dresses1 & ) _! wai/s gird$4 ,! room 0 light$ up by a lamp2 & aft] _! repa/ !y sep>at$1 & = ! mo/ "p return$ home4 ,!y aga9 assembl$ on ! foll[+ morn+1 & sat toge!r read+ & pray+ by turns2 & if a fri5d ent]$ ! room1 !y arose & salut$ him cordially4 ,9 t "p ( ! h\se inhabit$ by ! ,bless$ ,virg9 !re 0 a l>ge room1 divid$ into small comp>tm5ts l cells1 :i* 7 us$ by ! holy wom5 = sleep+ 9 at night4 ,:5 !y return$ f ! sepul*re1 "o ( _! numb] light$ a lamp :i* 0 hang+ 9 ! middle ( ! room1 & !y all assembl$ ar\nd ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & comm5c$ pray+ 9 a m\rnful b recollect$ mann]4 ,a %ort "t aft]w>ds1 ,m>?a1 ,m>oni1 ,d9a1 & ,m>a1 :o 7 j come ) ,laz>us f ,be?ania1 :]e !y _h pass$ ! ,sabba?1 ent]$ ! room4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 & h] companions gave !m a detail$ acc\nt ( ! dea? & burial ( our ,"l1 accompany+ ea* relation ) _m te>s4 ,! ev5+ 0 advanc+1 & ,joseph ( ,arima!a came 9 ) a few o!r disciples1 to ask :e!r any ( ! wom5 wi%$ to return to _! homes1 z !y 7 ready to escort !m4 ,a few accept$ ! proposition1 & set (f imm$iately2 b be=e !y rea*$ ! tribunal ( ,caiphas1 "s arm$ m5 /opp$ ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 arre/$1 & %ut him up 9 an old des]t$ turret4 ,^? among ! holy wom5 :o did n leave ! ,c5aculum retir$ to take _! re/ 9 ! cell-l comp>tm5ts spok5 ( above3 !y fa/5$ long veils ov] _! heads1 seat$ !mselves sorr[fully on ! floor1 & lean$ ^u ! c\*es :i* 7 plac$ aga9/ ! wall4 ,aft] a "t !y /ood up1 spread out ! b$clo!s :i* 7 roll$ up on ! c\*es1 took (f _! s&als1 girdles1 & a "p ( _! clo?+1 & recl9$ = a "t 9 ord] to endeav\r to get a little sleep4 ,at midnight1 !y arose1 clo!d !mselves1 put up _! b$s1 & reassembl$ ar\nd ! lamp to cont9ue _! pray] ) ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,:5 ! ,"m ( ,jesus & h] pi\s companions _h f9i%$ _! nocturnal pray] 7t holy duty :i* has be5 practis$ by all fai?ful *ildr5 ( ,god & holy s\ls1 :o h ei!r felt !mselves call$ to x by a special grace1 or :o foll[ a rule giv5 by ,god & 8 ,*ur*71 !y he>d a knock at ! door1 :i* 0 in/antly op5$1 & ,john & "s ( ! disciples :o _h promis$ to conduct !m to ! ,temple1 ent]$1 ^u :i* ! wom5 wrapp$ _! cloaks ab\t !m1 & />t$ in/antly4 ,x 0 !n ab\t ?ree 9 ! morn+1 & !y w5t /raight to ! ,temple1 x be+ cu/om>y among _m ,jews to get !re be=e day dawn$1 on ! day aft] !y _h eat5 ! ,pas*al lamb2 & = ?is reason ! ,temple 0 op5 f midnight1 z ! sacrifices comm5c$ v e>ly4 ,!y />t$ at ab\t ! same h\r z t at :i* ! prie/s _h put _! seal ^u ! sepul*re4 ,! aspect ( ?+s 9 ! ,temple 01 h[ev]1 v diff]5t f :at 0 usually ! case at su* times1 = ! sacrifices 7 /opp$1 & ! place 0 empty & desolate1 z ev]yone _h left on acc\nt ( ! ev5ts on ! previ\s day :i* _h r5d]$ x impure4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 appe>$ to me to visit x = ! sole purpose ( tak+ leave ( ! place :]e %e _h pass$ h] y\?4 ,! ,temple 01 h[ev]1 op52 ! lamps light$1 & ! p at lib]ty to ent] ! ve/ibule ( ! prie/s1 :i* 0 ! cu/om>y privilege ( ?is day1 z well z ( t :i* foll[$ ! ,pas*al supp]4 ,! ,temple 01 z ,i said be=e1 q empty1 ) ! exception ( a *ance prie/ or s]v] :o might be se5 w&]+ ab\t2 & e "p bore ! m>ks ( ! confusion into :i* all 0 ?r[n on ! previ\s day by ! extraord9>y & frightful ev5ts t _h tak5 place2 besides :i* x _h be5 defil$ by ! pres5ce ( ! dead1 & ,i reflect$ & wond]$ 9 my own m9d :e!r x w\ld be possible ev] to purify if aga94 ,! sons ( ,simeon1 & ! nephew ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a1 7 mu* griev$ :5 !y he>d ( ! arre/ ( _! uncle1 b !y welcom$ ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & h] companions1 & conduct$ !m all ov] ! ,temple1 :i* !y did )\t difficulty1 z !y held ! (fices ( inspectors ( ! ,temple4 ,! holy wom5 /ood 9 sil5ce & contemplat$ all ! t]rible & visible m>ks ( ! ang] ( ,god ) feel+s ( deep awe1 & !n li/5$ ) int]e/ to ! _m /up5d\s details rec\nt$ by _! guides4 ,! effects ( ! e>?quake 7 /ill visible1 z little _h be5 done t[>ds repair+ ! num]\s r5ts & cracks 9 ! floor1 & 9 ! walls4 ,9 t "p ( ! ,temple :]e ! ve/ibule jo9$ ! sanctu>y1 ! wall 0 s trem5d\sly %ak5 by ! %ock ( ! e>?quake1 z to produce a fissure wide en\gh = a p]son to walk ?r\gh1 & ! re/ ( ! wall look$ un/eady1 z if x might fall d[n at any mom5t4 ,! curta9 :i* hung 9 ! sanctu>y 0 r5t 9 two & hung 9 %r$s at ! sides2 no?+ 0 to be se5 ar\nd b crumbl$ walls1 cru%$ flag/ones1 & columns ei!r p>tly or q %ak5 d[n4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 visit$ all ^? p>ts :i* ,jesus _h r5d]$ sacr$ 9 h] eyes2 %e pro/rat$1 kiss$ !m1 & ) te>s 9 h] eyes expla9$ to ! o!rs h] reasons = v5]at+ ea* p>ticul> spot1 :]eupon !y in/antly foll[$ h] example4 ,! greate/ v5]ation 0 always %[n by ! ,jews = all places :i* _h be5 r5d]$ sacr$ by manife/ations ( ! ,div9e p[]1 & x 0 cu/om>y to place ! h&s rev]5tly on su* places1 to kiss !m1 & to pro/rate to ! v e>? be=e !m4 ,i d n ?9k !re 0 any?+ 9 ! lea/ surpris+ 9 su* a cu/om1 = !y bo? knew1 saw1 end felt t ! ,god ( ,abraham1 ( ,isaac1 & ( ,jacob1 0 a liv+ ,god1 & t 8 dwell+ among 8 p 0 9 ! ,temple at ,j]usalem2 consequ5tly x w\ld h be5 inf9itely m a/oni%+ if !y _h n v5]at$ ^? holy p>ts :]e 8 p[] _h be5 p>ticul>ly demon/rat$1 = ! ,temple & ! holy places 7 to !m :at ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t is to ,*ri/ians4 ,deeply p5etrat$ ) ^! feel+s ( respect1 ! ,bless$ ,virg9 walk$ tr\gh ! ,temple ) h] companions1 & po9t$ out to !m ! spot :]e %e 0 pres5t$ :5 /ill a *ild1 ! p>ts :]e %e pass$ h] *ildhood1 ! place :]e %e 0 affianc$ to ,/4 ,joseph1 & ! spot :]e %e /ood :5 %e pres5t$ ,jesus & he>d ! prophecy ( ,simeon3 ! remembrance ( 8 words made h] weep bitt]ly1 = ! prophecy 0 inde$ fulfill$1 & ! sword ( grief _h inde$ transfix$ h] he>t2 %e aga9 /opp$ h] companions :5 %e rea*$ ! "p ( ! ,temple :]e %e f\nd ,jesus tea*+ :5 %e lo/ him at ! age ( twelve1 & %e respectfully kiss$ ! gr\nd on :i* he !n /ood4 ,:5 ! holy wom5 _h look$ at e place sanctifi$ by ! pres5ce ( ,jesus1 :5 !y _h wept & pray$ ov] !m1 !y return$ to ,sion4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 did n leave ! ,temple )\t %$d+ _m te>s1 z %e contemplat$ ! /ate ( desolation to :i* x 0 r$uc$1 an aspect ( desolation :i* 0 r5d]$ /ill m depress+ by ! m>k$ contra/ x bore to ! usual /ate ( ! ,temple on ! fe/ival day4 ,in/ead ( songs & hymns ( jubilee1 a m\rnful sil5ce reign$ ?r\gh\t ! va/ edifice1 & 9 place ( gr\ps ( joyful & dev\t wor%ipp]s1 ! eye w&]$ ov] a va/ & dre>y solitude4 ,too truly1 alas1 did ?is *ange betok5 ! fe>ful crime :i* _h be5 p]petrat$ by ! p ( ,god1 & %e rememb]$ h[ ,jesus _h wept ov] ! ,temple1 & said1 ',de/roy ! ,temple & 9 ?ree days ,i w build x up aga94' ,%e ?\ght ov] ! de/ruction ( ! ,temple ( ! ,body ( ,jesus :i* _h be5 br\ght ab\t by 8 enemies1 & %e sigh$ ) a long+ desire = ! dawn+ ( t ?ird day :5 ! words ( et]nal tru? 7 to be accompli%$4 ,x 0 ab\t daybreak :5 ,m>y & h] companions rea*$ ! ,c5aculum1 & !y retir$ into ! build+ :i* /ood on its "r-h& side1 :ile ,john & "s ( ! disciples re-ent]$ ! ,c5aculum1 :]e ab\t tw5ty m51 assembl$ ar\nd a lamp1 7 occupi$ 9 pray]4 ,e n[ & !n new-com]s drew nigh to ! door1 came 9 timidity1 approa*$ ! gr\p r\nd ! lamp1 & address$ !m 9 a few m\rnful words1 :i* !y accompani$ ) te>s4 ,ev]yone appe>$ to reg>d ,john ) feel+s ( respect2 because he _h rema9$ ) ,jesus until he expir$2 b ) ^! s5tim5ts ( respect 0 m+l$ a deep feel+ ( %ame & confusion1 :5 !y reflect$ on _! own c[>dly conduct 9 ab&on+ _! ,"l & ,ma/] 9 ! h\r ( ne$4 ,john spoke to ev]yone ) ! greate/ *>ity & k9dness2 8 mann] 0 mode/ & unassum+ z t ( a *ild1 & he seem$ to fe> receiv+ praise4 ,i saw ! assembl$ gr\p take "o meal dur+ t day1 b its memb]s 71 = ! mo/ "p1 sil5t2 n a s\nd 0 to be he>d ?r\gh\t ! h\se1 & ! doors 7 tightly clos$1 al?\gh1 9 fact1 !re 0 no likelihood ( anyone di/urb+ !m1 z ! h\se belong$ to ,nicodemus1 & he _h let x to !m = ! "t ( ! fe/ival4 ,! holy wom5 rema9$ 9 ?is room until nightfall2 x 0 light$ up by a s+le lamp2 ! doors 7 clos$1 & curta9s drawn ov] ! w9d[s4 ,sometimes !y ga!r$ r\nd ! ,bless$ ,virg9 & pray$ "u ! lamp2 at o!r times !y retir$ to ! side ( ! room1 cov]$ _! heads ) black veils1 & ei!r sat on a%es 7! sign ( m\rn+71 or pray$ ) _! faces turn$ t[>ds ! wall2 ^? ^: heal? 0 delicate took a little food1 b ! o!rs fa/$4 ,i look$ at !m aga9 & aga91 & ,i saw !m ev] occupi$ 9 ! same mann]1 t is to say1 ei!r 9 pray] or 9 m\rn+ ov] ! suff]+s ( _! belov$ ,ma/]4 ,:5 my ?\ghts w&]$ f ! contemplation ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 to t ( h] ,div9e ,son1 ,i beheld ! holy sepul*re ) six or sev5 s5t9els at ! entrance--,cassius /&+ aga9/ ! door ( ! cave1 app>5tly 9 deep m$itation1 ! ext]ior door clos$1 & ! /one roll$ close to x4 ,not)/&+ ! ?ick door :i* int]v5$ betwe5 ! body ( our ,savi\r & myself ,i c\ld see x pla9ly2 x 0 q transp>5t ) a div9e light1 & two angels 7 ador+ at ! side4 ,b my ?\ghts !n turn$ to ! contemplation ( ! bless$ s\l ( my ,r$eem]1 & su* an ext5sive & complicat$ picture ( 8 desc5t into hell 0 %[n to me1 t ,i c only rememb] a small portion ( x1 :i* ,i w describe to ! be/ ( my p[]4 ,,*apt] ,,lix4 ,a ,deta*$ ,acc\nt ( ! ,desc5t into ,hell4 ,:5 ,jesus1 aft] utt]+ a l\d cry1 expir$1 ,i saw 8 heav5ly s\l "u ! =m ( a bright meteor pi]ce ! e>? at ! foot ( ! ,cross1 accompani$ by ! angel ,gabriel & _m o!r angels4 ,8 ,div9e nature cont9u$ unit$ to 8 s\l z well z to 8 body1 :i* /ill rema9$ hang+ ^u ! ,cross1 b ,i _c expla9 h[ ?is 01 al?\gh ,i saw x pla9ly 9 my own m9d4 ,! place into :i* ! s\l ( ,jesus ent]$ 0 divid$ into ?ree p>ts1 :i* appe>$ to me l ?ree worlds2 & ,i felt t !y 7 r\nd1 & t ea* division 0 sep>at$ f ! o!r by a hemisph]e4 ,i beheld a bright & beautiful space opposite to ,limbo2 x 0 enamell$ ) fl[]s1 delici\s breezes waft$ ?r\gh x2 & _m s\ls 7 plac$ !re be=e be+ admitt$ into ,heav5 aft] _! deliv]ance f ,purgatory4 ,limbo1 ! place :]e ! s\ls 7 wait+ = ! ,r$emption1 0 divid$ into diff]5t comp>tm5ts1 & encompass$ by a ?ick foggy atmosph]e4 ,our ,"l appe>$ radiant ) light & surr\nd$ by angels1 :o conduct$ him triumphantly betwe5 two ( ^! comp>tm5ts2 ! "o on ! left conta9+ ! patri>*s :o liv$ be=e ! "t ( ,abraham1 & t on ! "r ^? :o liv$ betwe5 ! days ( ,abraham & ,/4 ,john ! ,bapti/4 ,^! s\ls did n at fir/ recognise ,jesus1 b 7 fill$ nev]!less ) s5sations ( joy & hope4 ,!re 0 n a spot 9 ^? n>r[ conf9es :i* did n1 z x 71 dilate ) feel+s ( happ9ess4 ,! passage ( ,jesus might be comp>$ to ! waft+ ( a brea? ( air1 to a sudd5 fla% ( light1 or to a %[] ( vivify+ dew1 b x 0 swift z a :irlw9d4 ,aft] pass+ ?r\gh ! two comp>tm5ts1 he rea*$ a d>k spot 9 :i* ,adam & ,eve 7 /&+2 he spoke to !m1 !y pro/rat$ & ador$ him 9 a p]fect ec/asy ( joy1 & !y imm$iately jo9$ ! b& ( angels1 & accompani$ our ,"l to ! comp>tm5t on ! left1 :i* conta9$ ! patri>*s :o liv$ be=e ,abraham4 ,?is comp>tm5t 0 a species ( ,purgatory1 & a few evil spirits 7 w&]+ ab\t among ! s\ls & endeav\r+ to fill !m ) anxiety & al>m4 ,! entrance ?r\gh a species ( door 0 clos$1 b ! angels rapp$1 & ,i ?\ght ,i he>d !m say1 ',op5 ^! doors4' ,:5 ,jesus ent]$ 9 triumph ! demons disp]s$1 cry+ out at ! same "t1 ',:at is !re betwe5 !e & u8 ,:at art ?\ come to d "h8 ,wilt ?\ crucify u likewise8' ,! angels hunt$ !m away1 hav+ fir/ *a9$ !m4 ,! poor s\ls conf9$ 9 ?is place _h only a slight pres5tim5t & vague idea ( ! pres5ce ( ,jesus2 b ! mom5t he told !m t x 0 he himself1 !y bur/ out into acclamations ( joy1 & welcom$ him ) hymns ( rapture & delight4 ,! s\l ( our ,"l !n w5d$ its way to ! "r1 t[>ds t "p :i* really con/itut$ ,limbo2 & !re he met ! s\l ( ! good ?ief :i* angels 7 c>ry+ to ,abraham's bosom1 z also t ( ! bad ?ief be+ dragg$ by demons into ,hell4 ,our ,"l address$ a few words to bo?1 & !n ent]$ ,abraham's bosom1 accompani$ by num]\s angels & holy s\ls1 & also by ^? demons :o _h be5 *a9$ & expell$ f ! comp>tm5t4 ,?is locality appe>$ to me m elevat$ ?an ! surr\nd+ p>ts2 & ,i c only describe my s5sations on ent]+ x1 by comp>+ !m to ^? ( a p]son com+ sudd5ly into ! int]ior ( a *ur*1 aft] hav+ be5 = "s "t 9 ! burial vaults4 ,! demons1 :o 7 /rongly *a9$1 7 extremely lo? to ent]1 & resi/$ to ! utmo/ ( _! p[]1 b ! angels compell$ !m to g =w>ds4 ,all ! j :o _h liv$ be=e ! "t ( ,*ri/ 7 assembl$ !re2 ! patri>*s1 ,moses1 ! judges1 & ! k+s on ! left-h& side2 & on ! "r side1 ! prophets1 & ! ance/ors ( our ,"l1 z also 8 ne> relations1 su* z ,joa*im1 ,anna1 ,joseph1 ,za*>ias1 ,elizabe?1 & ,john4 ,!re 7 no demons 9 ?is place1 & ! only discom=t t _h be5 felt by ^? plac$ !re 0 a long+ desire = ! accompli%m5t ( ! promise2 & :5 our ,"l ent]$ !y salut$ him ) joyful hymns ( gratitude & ?anksgiv+ = its fulfilm5t1 !y pro/rat$ & ador$ him1 & ! evil spirits :o _h be5 dragg$ into ,abraham's bosom :5 our ,"l ent]$ 7 compell$ to confess ) %ame t !y 7 vanqui%$4 ,_m ( ^! holy s\ls 7 ord]$ by our ,"l to return to ! e>?1 re-ent] _! own bodies1 & ?us r5d] a solemn & impressive te/imony to ! tru?4 ,x 0 at ?is mom5t t s _m dead p]sons left _! tombs 9 ,j]usalem2 ,i reg>d$ !m less 9 ! light ( dead p]sons ris5 aga9 ?an z corpses put 9 motion by a div9e p[]1 & :i*1 aft] hav+ fulfill$ ! mission entru/$ to !m1 7 laid aside 9 ! same mann] z ! insignia ( (fice are tak5 (f by a cl]k :5 he has execut$ ! ord]s ( 8 sup]iors4 ,i next saw our ,"l1 ) 8 triumphant procession1 ent] into a species ( ,purgatory :i* 0 fill$ ) ^? good pagans :o1 hav+ _h a fa9t glimm]+ ( ! tru?1 _h long$ = its fulfilm5t3 ?is ,purgatory 0 v deep1 & conta9$ a few demons compell$ to confess ! deception !y _h practis$ ) reg>d to ^! idols1 & ! s\ls ( ! poor pagans ca/ !mselves at ! feet ( ,jesus1 & ador$ him ) inexpressible joy3 "h1 likewise1 ! demons 7 b\nd ) *a9s & dragg$ away4 ,i saw our ,savi\r p]=m _m o!r actions2 b ,i suff]$ s int5sely at ! same "t1 t ,i _c rec\nt !m z ,i %\ld h wi%$4 ,f9ally1 ,i beheld him approa* to ! c5tre ( ! great abyss1 t is to say1 to ,hell itself2 & ! expression ( 8 c\nt5ance 0 mo/ sev]e4 ,! ext]ior ( ,hell 0 appall+ & frightful2 x 0 an imm5se1 heavy-look+ build+1 & ! granite ( :i* x 0 =m$1 al?\gh black1 0 ( metallic brightness2 & ! d>k & pond]\s doors 7 secur$ ) su* t]rible bolts t no "o c\ld behold !m )\t trembl+4 ,deep groans & cries ( despair might be pla9ly di/+ui%$ ev5 :ile ! doors 7 tightly clos$2 b1 ,o1 :o c describe ! dreadful yells & %rieks :i* bur/ ^u ! e> :5 ! bolts 7 unfa/5$ & ! doors flung op52 &1 ,o1 :o c depict ! melan*oly appe>ance ( ! inhabitants ( ?is wret*$ place6 ,! =m "u :i* ! ,heav5ly ,j]usalem is g5]ally repres5t$ 9 my visions is t ( a beautiful & well-regulat$ city1 & ! diff]5t degrees ( glory to :i* ! elect are rais$ are demon/rat$ by ! magnific5ce ( _! palaces1 or ! wond]ful fruit & fl[]s ) :i* ! g>d5s are embelli%$4 ,hell is %[n to me "u ! same =m1 b all )9 x is1 on ! contr>y1 close1 confus$1 & cr[d$2 e object t5ds to fill ! m9d ) s5sations ( pa9 & grief2 ! m>ks ( ! wrea? & v5geance ( ,god are visible ev]y:]e2 despair1 l a vulture1 gnaws e he>t1 & discord & mis]y reign ar\nd4 ,9 ! ,heav5ly ,j]usalem all is peace & et]nal h>mony1 ! beg9n+1 fulfilm5t1 & end ( ev]y?+ be+ pure & p]fect happ9ess2 ! city is fill$ ) spl5did build+s1 decorat$ 9 su* a mann] z to *>m e eye & enrapture e s5se2 ! inhabitants ( ?is delightful abode are ov]fl[+ ) rapture & exultation1 ! g>d5s gay ) lovely fl[]s1 & ! trees cov]$ ) delici\s fruits :i* give et]nal life4 ,9 ! city ( ,hell no?+ is to be se5 b dismal dungeons1 d>k cav]ns1 frightful des]ts1 fetid swamps fill$ ) e imag9able species ( poison\s & disgu/+ reptile4 ,9 ,heav5 y behold ! happ9ess & peaceful union ( ! sa9ts2 9 ,hell1 p]petual sc5es ( wret*$ discord1 & e species ( s9 & corruption1 ei!r "u ! mo/ horrible =ms imag9able1 or repres5t$ by diff]5t k9ds ( dreadful torm5ts4 ,all 9 ?is dre>y abode t5ds to fill ! m9d ) horror2 n a ^w ( com=t is he>d or a consol+ idea admitt$2 ! "o trem5d\s ?\ght1 t ! ju/ice ( an all-p[]ful ,god inflicts on ! damn$ no?+ b :at !y h fully des]v$ is ! absorb+ trem5d\s conviction :i* weighs d[n ea* he>t4 ,vice appe>s 9 its own grim disgu/+ col\rs1 be+ /ripp$ ( ! mask "u :i* x is hidd5 9 ?is _w1 & ! inf]nal vip] is se5 dev\r+ ^? :o h *]i%$ or fo/]$ x "h bel[4 ,9 a ^w1 ,hell is ! temple ( angui% & despair1 :ile ! k+dom ( ,god is ! temple ( peace & happ9ess4 ,?is is easy to und]/& :5 se52 b x is almo/ impossible to describe cle>ly4 ,! trem5d\s explosion ( oa?s1 curses1 cries ( despair1 & frightful exclamations :i*1 l a clap ( ?und]1 bur/ =? :5 ! gates ( ,hell 7 ?r[n op5 by ! angels1 w\ld be difficult ev5 to imag9e2 our ,"l spoke fir/ to ! s\l ( ,judas1 & ! angels !n compell$ all ! demons to ackn[l$ge & adore ,jesus4 ,!y w\ld h inf9itely pref]r$ ! mo/ frightful torm5ts to su* a humiliation2 b all 7 oblig$ to submit4 ,_m 7 *a9$ d[n 9 a circle :i* 0 plac$ r\nd o!r circles4 ,9 ! c5tre ( ,hell ,i saw a d>k & horrible-look+ abyss1 & into ?is ,lucif] 0 ca/1 aft] be+ fir/ /rongly secur$ ) *a9s2 ?ick cl\ds ( sulphure\s black smoke arose f its fe>ful dep?s1 & envelop$ 8 frightful =m 9 ! dismal folds1 ?us effectually conceal+ him f e behold]4 ,god himself _h decre$ ?is2 & ,i 0 likewise told1 if ,i rememb] "r1 t he w be un*a9$ = a "t fifty or sixty ye>s be=e ! ye> ( ,*ri/ #bjjj4 ,! dates ( _m o!r ev5ts 7 po9t$ out to me :i* ,i d n n[ rememb]2 b a c]ta9 numb] ( demons are to be let loose mu* e>li] ?an ,lucif]1 9 ord] to tempt m51 & to s]ve z in/rum5ts ( ! div9e v5geance4 ,i %\ld ?9k t "s mu/ be loos5$ ev5 9 ! pres5t day1 & o!rs w be set free 9 a %ort "t4 ,x w\ld be utt]ly impossible = me to describe all ! ?+s :i* 7 %[n to me2 _! numb] 0 s great t ,i c\ld n r$uce !m suffici5tly to ord] to def9e & r5d] !m intelligible4 ,besides :i* my suff]+s are v great1 & :5 ,i speak on ! subject ( my visions ,i behold !m 9 my m9d's eye portray$ 9 su* vivid col\rs1 t ! sight is almo/ suffici5t to cause a weak mortal l myself to expire4 ,i next saw innum]able b&s ( r$eem$ s\ls lib]at$ f ,purgatory & f ,limbo1 :o foll[$ our ,"l to a delightful spot situat$ above ! cele/ial ,j]usalem1 9 :i* place ,i1 a v %ort "t ago1 saw ! s\l ( a p]son :o 0 v de> to me4 ,! s\l ( ! good ?ief 0 likewise tak5 !re1 & ! promise ( our ,"l1 ',?is day ?\ %alt be ) me 9 ,p>adise1' 0 fulfill$4 ,x is n 9 my p[] to expla9 ! exact "t t ea* ( ^! ev5ts occurr$1 nor c ,i relate "o-half ( ! ?+s :i* ,i saw & he>d2 = "s 7 incompreh5sible ev5 to myself1 & o!rs w\ld be misund]/ood if ,i attempt$ to relate !m4 ,i h se5 our ,"l 9 _m diff]5t places4 ,ev5 9 ! sea he appe>$ to me to sanctify & deliv] ev]y?+ 9 ! creation4 ,evil spirits fl$ at 8 approa*1 & ca/ !mselves into ! d>k abyss4 ,i likewise beheld 8 s\l 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ! e>?1 fir/ inside ! tomb ( ,adam1 "u ,golgo?a2 & :5 he 0 !re ! s\ls ( ,adam & ,eve came up to him1 & he spoke to !m = "s "t4 ,he !n visit$ ! tombs ( ! prophets1 :o 7 buri$ at an imm5se dep? bel[ ! surface2 b he pass$ ?r\gh ! soil 9 ! tw9kl+ ( an eye4 ,_! s\ls imm$iately re-ent]$ _! bodies1 & he spoke to !m1 & expla9$ ! mo/ wond]ful my/]ies4 ,next ,i saw him1 accompani$ by a *os5 b& ( prophets1 among :om ,i p>ticul>ly rem>k$ ,david1 visit ^? p>ts ( ! e>? :i* _h be5 sanctifi$ by 8 miracles & by 8 suff]+s4 ,he po9t$ out to !m1 ) ! greate/ love & goodness1 ! diff]5t symbols 9 ! old law expressive ( ! future2 & he %[$ !m h[ he himself _h fulfill$ e prophecy4 ,! sight ( ! s\l ( our ,"l1 surr\nd$ by ^! happy s\ls1 & radiant ) light1 0 inexpressibly gr& z he glid$ triumphantly ?r\gh ! air1 sometimes pass+1 ) ! velocity ( lightn+1 ov] riv]s1 !n p5etrat+ ?\gh ! h>de/ rocks to ! v c5tre ( ! e>?1 or mov+ noiselessly ov] its surface4 ,i c rememb] no?+ beyond ! facts :i* ,i h j relat$ conc]n+ ! desc5t ( ,jesus into ,limbo1 :]e he w5t 9 ord] to pres5t to ! s\ls !re deta9$ ! grace ( ! ,r$emption :i* he _h m]it$ = !m by 8 dea? & by 8 suff]+s2 & ,i saw all ^! ?+s 9 a v %ort space ( "t2 9 fact1 "t pass$ s quickly t x seem$ to me b a mom5t4 ,our ,"l1 h[ev]1 display$ be=e me1 at ! same "t1 ano!r picture1 9 :i* ,i beheld ! imm5se m]cies :i* he be/[s 9 ! pres5t day on ! poor s\ls 9 ,purgatory2 = on e anniv]s>y ( ?is great day1 :5 8 ,*ur* is celebrat+ ! glori\s my/]y ( 8 dea?1 he ca/s a look ( compassion on ! s\ls 9 ,purgatory1 & frees "s ( ^? :o s9n$ aga9/ him be=e 8 crucifixion4 ,i ?is day saw ,jesus deliv] _m s\ls2 "s ,i 0 acqua9t$ )1 & o!rs 7 /rang]s to me1 b ,i _c "n any ( !m4 ,our ,"l1 by desc5d+ into ,hell1 plant$ 7if ,i may ?us express myself71 9 ! spiritual g>d5 ( ! ,*ur*1 a my/]i\s tree1 ! fruits ( :i*--namely1 8 m]its--are de/9$ = ! con/ant relief ( ! poor s\ls 9 ,purgatory4 ,! ,*ur* militant mu/ cultivate ! tree1 & ga!r its fruit1 9 ord] to pres5t !m to t suff]+ portion ( ! ,*ur* :i* c d no?+ = itself4 ,?us x is ) all ! m]its ( ,*ri/2 we mu/ lab\r ) him if we wi% to obta9 our %>e ( !m2 we mu/ ga9 our bread by ! sweat ( our br[4 ,ev]y?+ :i* our ,"l has done = u 9 "t mu/ produce fruit = et]nity2 b we mu/ ga!r ^! fruits 9 "t1 )\t :i* we _c possess !m 9 et]nity4 ,! ,*ur* is ! mo/ prud5t & ?\ghtful ( mo!rs2 ! ecclesia/ical ye> is an imm5se & magnific5t g>d51 9 :i* all ^? fruits = et]nity are ga!r$ toge!r1 t we may make use ( !m 9 "t4 ,ea* ye> conta9s suffici5t to supply ! wants ( all2 b woe be to t c>eless or di%one/ g>d5] :o all[s any ( ! fruit committ$ to 8 c>e to p]i%2 if he fails to turn to a prop] acc\nt ^? graces :i* w\ld re/ore heal? to ! sick2 /r5g? to ! weak1 or furni% food to ! hungry6 ,:5 ! ,day ( ,judgm5t arrives1 ! ,ma/] ( ! g>d5 w dem& a /rict acc\nt1 n only ( e tree1 b also ( all ! fruit produc$ 9 ! g>d54 ,,*apt] ,,lx4 ,! ,eve ( ! ,resurrection4 ,t[>ds ! close ( ! ,sabba?-day1 ,john came to see ! holy wom54 ,he endeav\r$ to give "s consolation1 b c\ld n re/ra9 8 own te>s1 & only rema9$ a %ort "t ) !m4 ,!y _h likewise a %ort visit f ,pet] & ,james ! ,great]1 aft] :i* !y retir$ to _! cells1 & gave free v5t to grief1 sitt+ ^u a%es1 & veil+ !mselves ev5 m closely4 ,! pray] ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 0 unceas+4 ,%e ev] kept h] eyes fix$ int]iorly on ,jesus1 & 0 p]fectly consum$ by h] ard5t desire ( once m behold+ him :om %e lov$ ) su* inexpressible love4 ,sudd5ly an angel /ood by h] side1 & bade h] arise & g to ! door ( ! dwell+ ( ,nicodemus1 = t ! ,"l 0 v ne>4 ,! he>t ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 leap$ = joy4 ,%e ha/ily wrapp$ h] cloak ab\t h]1 & left ! holy wom51 )\t in=m+ !m :]e %e 0 go+4 ,i saw h] walk quickly to a small entrance :i* 0 cut 9 ! t[n wall1 ! id5tical "o ?r\gh :i* %e _h ent]$ :5 return+ ) h] companions f ! sepul*re4 ,x 0 ab\t n9e o'clock at night1 & ! ,bless$ ,virg9 _h almo/ rea*$ ! entrance1 :5 ,i saw h] /op sudd5ly 9 a v solit>y spot1 & look upw>ds 9 an ec/asy ( delight1 = on ! top ( ! t[n wall %e beheld ! s\l ( our ,"l1 respl5d5t ) light1 )\t ! appe>ance ( a w\nd1 & surr\nd$ by patri>*s4 ,he desc5d$ t[>ds h]1 turn$ to 8 companions1 & pres5t+ h] to !m1 said1 ',behold ,m>y1 behold my ,"m4' ,he appe>$ to me to salute h] ) a kiss1 & he !n disappe>$4 ,! ,bless$ ,virg9 knelt d[n1 & mo/ rev]5tly kiss$ ! gr\nd on :i* he _h /ood1 & ! impression ( h] h&s & knees rema9$ impr9t$ ^u ! /ones4 ,! sight fill$ h] ) inexpressible joy1 & %e imm$iately rejo9$ ! holy wom51 :o 7 busily employ$ 9 prep>+ ! p]fumes & spices4 ,%e did n tell !m :at %e _h se51 b h] firmness & /r5g? ( m9d 0 re/or$4 ,%e 0 p]fectly r5ovat$1 & !re=e com=t$ all ! re/1 & endeav\r$ to /r5g!n _! fai?4 ,all ! holy wom5 7 sitt+ by a long table1 ! cov] ( :i* hung d[n to ! floor1 :5 ,m>y return$2 bundles ( h]bs 7 heap$ ar\nd !m1 & ^! !y mix$ toge!r & arrang$2 small flasks1 conta9+ sweet unctions & wat] ( spik5>d1 7 /&+ ne>1 z also bun*es ( natural fl[]s1 among :i* ,i rem>k$ "o 9 p>ticul>1 :i* 0 l a /reak$ iris or a lily4 ,magdal51 ,m>y ! daught] ( ,cleophas1 ,salome1 ,johanna1 & ,m>y ,salome1 _h b\ght all ^! ?+s 9 ! t[n dur+ ! abs5ce ( ,m>y4 ,_! int5tion 0 to g to ! sepul*re be=e sunrise on ! foll[+ day1 9 ord] to /rew ^! fl[]s & p]fumes ov] ! body ( _! belov$ ,ma/]4 ,,*apt] ,,lvi4 ,joseph ( ,arima!a miracul\sly set at l>ge4 ,a %ort "t aft] ! return ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 to ! holy wom51 ,i 0 %[n ! int]ior ( ! prison 9 :i* ! enemies ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a _h conf9$ him4 ,he 0 pray+ f]v5tly1 :5 sudd5ly a brilliant light illum9at$ ! :ole place1 & ,i he>d a voice call+ him by "n1 :ile at ! same mom5t ! ro( op5$1 & a bright =m appe>$1 hold+ out a %eet resembl+ t 9 :i* he _h wrapp$ ! body ( ,jesus4 ,joseph grasp$ x ) bo? h&s1 & 0 drawn up to ! op5+1 :i* clos$ aga9 z soon z he _h pass$ ?r\gh2 & ! app>ition disappe>$ ! in/ant he 0 9 safety at ! tope ( ! t[]4 ,i "k n :e!r x 0 our ,"l himself or an angel :o ?us set ,joseph free4 ,he walk$ on ! summit ( ! wall until he rea*$ ! neighb\rhood ( ! ,c5aculum1 :i* 0 ne> to ! s\? wall ( ,sion1 & !n climb$ d[n & knock$ at ! door ( t edifice1 z ! doors 7 fa/5$4 ,! disciples assembl$ !re _h be5 mu* griev$ :5 !y fir/ miss$ ,joseph1 :o !y ?\ght _h be5 ?r[n into a s9k1 a report to t effect hav+ become curr5t4 ,great1 !re=e1 0 _! joy :5 !y op5$ ! door & f\nd t x 0 he himself2 inde$1 !y 7 almo/ z mu* delight$ z :5 ,pet] 0 miracul\sly deliv]$ f prison "s ye>s aft]4 ,:5 ,joseph _h relat$ :at _h tak5 place1 !y 7 fill$ ) a/oni%m5t & delight2 & aft] ?ank+ ,god f]v5tly gave him "s refre%m5t1 :i* he greatly ne$$4 ,he left ,j]usalem t same night1 & fl$ to ,arima!a1 8 native place1 :]e he rema9$ until he ?\ght he c\ld return safely to ,j]usalem4 ,i likewise saw ,caiphas t[>ds ! close ( ! ,sabba?-day1 at ! h\se ( ,nicodemus4 ,he 0 conv]s+ ) him & ask+ _m que/ions ) pret5d$ k9dness4 ,nicodemus answ]$ firmly1 & cont9u$ to affirm ! innoc5ce ( ,jesus4 ,!y did n rema9 long toge!r4 ,,*apt] ,,lxii4 ,! ,night ( ,resurrection4 ,i soon aft] beheld ! tomb ( our ,"l4 ,all 0 calm & sil5t ar\nd x4 ,!re 7 six soldi]s on gu>d1 :o 7 ei!r seat$ or /&+ be=e ! door1 & ,cassius 0 among !m4 ,8 appe>ance 0 t ( a p]son imm]s$ 9 m$itation & 9 ! expectation ( "s great ev5t4 ,! sacr$ body ( our ,bless$ ,r$eem] 0 wrapp$ 9 ! w9d+-%eet1 & surr\nd$ ) light1 :ile two angels sat 9 an attitude ( adoration1 ! "o at ! head1 & ! o!r at ! feet4 ,i _h se5 !m 9 ! same po/ure ev] s9ce he 0 fir/ put into ! tomb4 ,^! angels 7 clo!d z prie/s4 ,_! position1 & ! mann] 9 :i* !y cross$ _! arms ov] _! brea/s1 rem9d$ me ( ! *]ubim :o surr\nd$ ! ,ark ( ! cov5ant1 only !y 7 )\t w+s2 at lea/ ,i did n see any4 ,! :ole ( ! sepul*re rem9d$ me ( ! ,ark ( ! ,cov5ant at diff]5t p]iods ( its hi/ory4 ,x is possible t ,cassius 0 s5sible ( ! pres5ce ( ! angels1 & ( ! bright light :i* fill$ ! sepul*re1 = 8 attitude 0 l t ( a p]son 9 deep contemplation be=e ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t4 ,i next saw ! s\l ( our ,"l accompani$ by ^? among ! patri>*s :om he _h lib]at$ ent] into ! tomb ?r\gh ! rock4 ,he %[$ !m ! w\nds ) :i* 8 sacr$ body 0 cov]$2 & x seem$ to me t ! w9d+-%eet :i* previ\sly envelop$ x 0 remov$1 & t ,jesus wi%$ to %[ ! s\ls ! excess ( suff]+ he _h endur$ to r$eem !m4 ,! body appe>$ to me to be q transp>5t1 s t ! :ole dep? ( ! w\nds c\ld be se52 & ?is sight fill$ ! holy s\ls ) admiration1 al?\gh deep feel+s ( compassion likewise drew te>s f _! eyes4 ,my next vision 0 s my/]i\s t ,i _c expla9 or ev5 relate x 9 a cle> mann]4 ,x appe>$ to me t ! s\l & body ( ,jesus 7 tak5 toge!r out ( ! sepul*re1 )\t1 h[ev]1 ! =m] be+ completely reunit$ to ! latt]1 :i* /ill rema9$ inanimate4 ,i ?\ght ,i saw two angels :o 7 kneel+ & ador+ at ! head & feet ( ! sacr$ body1 raise x--keep+ x 9 ! exact position 9 :i* x 0 ly+ 9 ! tomb--& c>ry x uncov]$ & disfigur$ ) w\nds across ! rock1 :i* trembl$ z !y pass$4 ,x !n appe>$ to me t ,jesus pres5t$ 8 body1 m>k$ ) ! /igmas ( ! ,passion1 to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 :o1 seat$ on a ?rone1 0 surr\nd$ by innum]able *oirs ( angels1 blissfully occupi$ 9 p\r+ =? hymns ( adoration & jubilee4 ,! case 0 probably ! same :5 at ! dea? ( our ,"l1 s _m holy s\ls re-ent]$ _! bodies1 & appe>$ 9 ! ,temple & 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ,j]usalem2 = x is n likely t ! bodies :i* !y animat$ 7 really alive1 z 9 t case !y w\ld h be5 oblig$ to die a second "t1 :]eas !y return$ to _! orig9al /ate )\t app>5t difficulty2 b x is to be suppos$ t _! appe>ance 9 human =m 0 simil> to t ( our ,"l1 :5 he 7if we may ?us express x7 accompani$ 8 body to ! ?rone ( 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,at ?is mom5t ! rock 0 s viol5tly %ak51 f ! v summit to ! base1 t ?ree ( ! gu>ds fell d[n & became almo/ ins5sible4 ,! o!r f\r 7 away at ! "t1 be+ gone to ! t[n to fet* some?+4 ,! gu>ds :o 7 ?us ?r[n pro/rate attribut$ ! sudd5 %ock to an e>?quake2 b ,cassius1 :o1 al?\gh unc]ta9 z to :at all ?is might port5d1 yet felt an inw>d pres5tim5t t x 0 ! prelude to "s /up5d\s ev5t1 /ood transfix$ 9 anxi\s expectation1 wait+ to see :at w\ld foll[ next4 ,! soldi]s :o 7 gone to ,j]usalem soon return$4 ,i aga9 beheld ! holy wom53 !y _h f9i%$ prep>+ ! spices1 & 7 re/+ 9 _! private cells2 n /ret*$ out on ! c\*es1 b lean+ aga9/ ! b$clo!s1 :i* 7 roll$ up4 ,!y wi%$ to g to ! sepul*re be=e ! break ( day1 because !y fe>$ meet+ ! enemies ( ,jesus2 b ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :o 0 p]fectly r5ovat$ & fill$ ) fre% c\rage s9ce %e _h se5 h] ,son1 consol$ & recomm5d$ !m to sleep = a "t1 & !n g fe>lessly to ! tomb1 z no h>m w\ld come to !m2 :]eupon !y imm$iately foll[$ h] advice1 & endeav\r$ to sleep4 ,x 0 t[>ds elev5 o'clock at night :5 ! ,bless$ ,virg91 incit$ by irrepressible feel+s ( love1 arose1 wrapp$ a grey cloak ar\nd h]1 & left ! h\se q alone4 ,:5 ,i saw h] d ?is1 ,i c\ld n help feel+ anxi\s1 & say+ to myself1 ',h[ is x possible = ?is holy ,"m1 :o is s exhau/$ f angui% & t]ror1 to v5ture to walk all alone ?r\gh ! /reets at su* an h\r8' ,i saw h] g fir/ to ! h\se ( ,caiphas1 & !n to ! palace ( ,pilate1 :i* 0 at a great di/ance (f2 ,i wat*$ h] ?r\gh ! :ole ( h] solit>y j\rney along t "p :i* _h be5 trodd5 by h] ,son1 load$ ) 8 heavy ,cross2 %e /opp$ at e place :]e our ,savi\r _h suff]$ p>ticul>ly1 or _h receiv$ any fre% outrage f 8 b>b>\s enemies4 ,h] appe>ance1 z %e walk$ sl[ly along1 0 t ( a p]son seek+ some?+2 %e (t5 b5t d[n to ! gr\nd1 t\*$ ! /ones ) h] h&s1 & !n inundat$ !m ) kisses1 if ! preci\s blood ( h] belov$ ,son 0 ^u !m4 ,god grant$ h] at ?is "t p>ticul> lights & graces1 & %e 0 able )\t ! slighte/ degree ( difficulty to di/+ui% e place sanctifi$ by 8 suff]+s4 ,i accompani$ h] ?r\gh ! :ole ( h] pi\s pilgrimage1 & ,i endeav\r$ to imitate h] to ! be/ ( my p[]1 z f> z my weakness w\ld p]mit4 ,m>y !n w5t to ,calv>y2 b :5 %e _h almo/ rea*$ x1 %e /opp$ sudd5ly1 & ,i saw ! sacr$ body & s\l ( our ,savi\r /&+ be=e h]4 ,an angel walk$ 9 front2 ! two angels :om ,i _h se5 9 ! tomb 7 by 8 side1 & ! s\ls :om he _h r$eem$ foll[$ him by hundr$s4 ,! body ( ,jesus 0 brilliant & beautiful1 b its appe>ance 0 n t ( a liv+ body1 al?\gh a voice issu$ f x2 & ,i he>d him describe to ! ,bless$ ,virg9 all he _h done 9 ,limbo1 & !n assure h] t he %\ld rise aga9 ) 8 glorifi$ body2 t he w\ld !n %[ himself to h]1 & t %e mu/ wait ne> ! rock ( ,m\nt ,calv>y1 & t "p :]e %e saw him fall d[n1 until he appe>$4 ,our ,savi\r !n w5t t[>ds ,j]usalem1 & ! ,bless$ ,virg91 hav+ aga9 wrapp$ h] veil ab\t h]1 pro/rat$ on ! spot :i* he _h po9t$ out4 ,x 0 !n1 ,i ?9k1 pa/ midnight1 = ! pilgrimage ( ,m>y ov] ! ,way ( ! ,cross _h tak5 up at lea/ an h\r2 & ,i next saw ! holy s\ls :o _h be5 r$eem$ by our ,savi\r trav]se 9 _! turn ! sorr[ful ,way ( ! ,cross1 & contemplate ! diff]5t places :]e he _h endur$ su* fe>ful suff]+s = _! sakes4 ,! angels :o accompani$ !m ga!r$ sacr$ fle% :i* _h be5 torn (f by ! frequ5t bl[s he receiv$1 z also ! blood ) :i* ! gr\nd 0 spr9kl$ on ^? spots :]e he _h fall54 ,i once m saw ! sacr$ body ( our ,"l /ret*$ out z ,i fir/ beheld x 9 ! sepul*re2 ! angels 7 occupi$ 9 replac+ ! g>m5ts !y _h ga!r$ up ( 8 fle%1 & !y receiv$ sup]natural assi/ance 9 do+ ?is4 ,:5 next ,i contemplat$ him x 0 9 8 w9d+-%eet1 surr\nd$ ) a bright light & ) two ador+ angels by 8 side4 ,i _c expla9 h[ all ^! ?+s came to pass1 = !y are f> beyond our human compreh5sion2 & ev5 if ,i und]/& !m p]fectly myself :5 ,i see !m1 !y appe> d>k & my/]i\s :5 ,i endeav\r to expla9 !m to o!rs4 ,z soon z a fa9t glimm]+ ( dawn appe>$ 9 ! ea/1 ,i saw ,magdal51 ,m>y ! daught] ( ,cleophas1 ,johanna ,*usa1 & ,salome1 leave ! ,c5aculum1 closely wrapp$ up 9 _! mantles4 ,!y c>ri$ bundles ( spices2 & "o ( _! numb] _h a light$ c&le 9 h] h&1 :i* %e endeav\r$ to conceal "u h] cloak4 ,i saw !m direct _! trembl+ /eps t[>ds ! small door at ! h\se ( ,nicodemus4 ,,*apt] ,,lxiii4 ,! ,resurrection ( our ,"l4 ,i beheld ! s\l ( our ,"l betwe5 two angels1 :o 7 9 ! attire ( w>riors3 x 0 bright1 lum9\s1 & respl5d5t z ! sun at mid-day2 x p5etrat$ ! rock1 t\*$ ! sacr$ body1 pass$ into x1 & ! two 7 in/antane\sly unit$1 & became z "o4 ,i !n saw ! limbs move1 & ! body ( our ,"l1 be+ reunit$ to 8 s\l & to 8 div9ity1 rise & %ake (f ! w9d+-%eet3 ! :ole ( ! cave 0 illum9at$ & lightsome4 ,at ! same mom5t ,i saw a frightful mon/] bur/ f ! e>? und]nea? ! sepul*re4 ,x _h ! tail ( a s]p5t1 & x rais$ its dragon head pr\dly z if desir\s ( attack+ ,jesus2 & _h likewise1 if ,i rememb] correctly1 a human head4 ,b our ,"l held 9 8 h& a :ite /aff1 to :i* 0 app5d$ a l>ge bann]2 & he plac$ 8 foot on ! head ( ! dragon1 & /ruck its tail ?ree times ) 8 /aff1 aft] :i* ! mon/] disappe>$4 ,i _h _h ?is same vision _m times be=e ! ,resurrection1 & ,i saw j su* a mon/]1 appe>+ to endeav\r to hide itself1 at ! "t ( ! conception ( our ,"l3 x greatly resembl$ ! s]p5t :i* tempt$ our fir/ p>5ts 9 ,p>adise1 only x 0 m horrible4 ,i ?\ght t ?is vision _h ref]5ce to ! prophetic words1 t 'by ! se$ ( ! woman ! head ( ! s]p5t %\ld be cru%$1' & t ! :ole 0 int5d$ to demon/rate ! victory ( our ,"l ov] dea?1 = at ! same mom5t t ,i saw him cru% ! head ( ! mon/]1 ! tomb likewise vani%$ f my sight4 ,i !n saw ! glorifi$ body ( our ,"l rise up1 & x pass$ ?r\gh ! h>d rock z easily z if ! latt] _h be5 =m$ ( "s ductile sub/ance4 ,! e>? %ook1 & an angel 9 ! g>b ( a w>rior desc5d$ f ,heav5 ) ! spe$ ( lightn+1 ent]$ ! tomb1 lift$ ! /one1 plac$ x on ! "r side1 & seat$ himself ^u x4 ,at ?is trem5d\s sight ! soldi]s fell to ! gr\nd1 & rema9$ !re app>5tly lifeless4 ,:5 ,cassius saw ! bright light :i* illum9at$ ! tomb1 he approa*$ ! place :]e ! sacr$ body _h be5 plac$1 look$ at & t\*$ ! l95 clo!s 9 :i* x _h be5 wrapp$1 & left ! sepul*re1 int5d+ to g & in=m ,pilate ( all t _h happ5$4 ,h[ev]1 he t>ri$ a %ort "t to wat* ! progress ( ev5ts2 = al?\gh he _h felt ! e>?quake1 se5 ! angel move ! /one1 & look$ at ! empty tomb1 yet he _h n se5 ,jesus4 ,at ! v mom5t 9 :i* ! angel ent]$ ! sepul*re & ! e>? quak$1 ,i saw our ,"l appe> to 8 holy ,"m on ,calv>y4 ,8 body 0 beautiful & lightsome1 & its beauty 0 t ( a cele/ial be+4 ,he 0 clo!d 9 a l>ge mantle1 :i* at "o mom5t look$ dazzl+ly :ite1 z x float$ ?r\gh ! air1 wav+ to & fro ) e brea? ( w9d1 & ! next reflect$ a ?\s& brilliant col\rs z ! sunbeams pass$ ov] x4 ,8 l>ge op5 w\nds %one brightly1 & c\ld be se5 f a great di/ance3 ! w\nds 9 8 h&s 7 s l>ge t a f+] might be put into !m )\t difficulty2 & rays ( light proce$$ f !m1 div]g+ 9 ! direction ( 8 f+]s4 ,! s\ls ( ! patri>*s b[$ d[n be=e ! ,"m ( our ,savi\r1 & ,jesus spoke to h] conc]n+ 8 ,resurrection1 tell+ h] _m ?+s :i* ,i h =gott54 ,he %[$ h] 8 w\nds2 & ,m>y pro/rat$ to kiss 8 sacr$ feet2 b he took h] h&1 rais$ h]1 & disappe>$4 ,:5 ,i 0 at "s di/ance f ! sepul*re ,i saw fre% lights burn+ !re1 & ,i likewise beheld a l>ge lum9\s spot 9 ! sky imm$iately ov] ,j]usalem4 ,,*apt] ,,lxiv4 ,! holy ,wom5 at ! ,sepul*re4 ,! holy wom5 7 v ne> ! door ( ,nicodemus's h\se at ! mom5t ( our ,"l's ,resurrection2 b !y did n see any?+ ( ! prodigies :i* 7 tak+ place at ! sepul*re4 ,!y 7 n aw>e t gu>ds _h be5 plac$ ar\nd ! tomb1 = !y _h n visit$ x on ! previ\s day1 on acc\nt ( its be+ ! ,sabba?4 ,!y que/ion$ "o ano!r anxi\sly conc]n+ :at w\ld h to be done ab\t ! l>ge /one at ! door1 z to :o w\ld be ! be/ p]son to ask ab\t remov+ x1 = !y _h be5 s engross$ by grief t !y _h n ?\ght ab\t x be=e4 ,_! int5tion 0 to p\r preci\s o9tm5ts ^u ! body ( ,jesus1 & !n to /rew ov] x fl[]s ( ! mo/ r>e & aromatic k9ds1 ?us r5d]+ all ! hon\r possible to _! ,div9e ,ma/] 9 8 sepul*re4 ,salome1 :o _h br\ght m ?+s ?an anyone else1 0 a ri* lady1 :o liv$ 9 ,j]usalem1 a relation ( ,/4 ,joseph1 b n ! "m ( ,john4 ,! holy wom5 came to ! det]m9ation ( putt+ d[n _! spices on ! /one :i* clos$ ! door ( ! monum5t1 & wait+ until someone came to roll x back4 ,! gu>ds 7 /ill ly+ on ! gr\nd1 & ! /rong convulsions :i* ev5 !n %ook !m cle>ly demon/rat$ h[ great _h be5 _! t]ror1 & ! l>ge /one 0 ca/ on "o side1 s t ! door c\ld be op5$ )\t difficulty4 ,i c\ld see ! l95 clo? 9 :i* ! body ( ,jesus _h be5 wrapp$ scatt]$ ab\t 9 ! tomb1 & ! l>ge w9d+-%eet ly+ 9 ! same place z :5 !y left x1 b d\bl$ toge!r 9 su* a mann] t y saw at once t x no long] conta9$ any?+ b ! spices :i* _h be5 plac$ r\nd ! body1 & ! b&ages 7 on ! outside ( ! tomb4 ,! l95 clo? 9 :i* ,m>y _h envelop$ ! sacr$ head ( h] ,son 0 /ill !re4 ,i saw ! holy wom5 com+ into ! g>d52 b :5 !y p]ceiv$ ! light giv5 by ! lamps ( ! s5t9els1 & ! pro/rate =ms ( ! soldi]s r\nd ! tomb1 !y = ! mo/ "p became mu* al>m$1 & retreat$ t[>ds ,golgo?a4 ,m>y ,magdal5 01 h[ev]1 m c\rage\s1 &1 foll[$ by ,salome1 ent]$ ! g>d5 :ile ! o!r wom5 rema9$ timidly on ! outside4 ,magdal5 />t$1 & appe>$ = a mom5t t]rifi$ :5 %e drew ne> ! s5t9els4 ,%e retreat$ a few /eps & rejo9$ ,salome1 b bo? quickly recov]$ _! pres5ce ( m9d1 & walk$ on toge!r ?r\gh ! mid/ ( ! pro/rate gu>ds1 & ent]$ into ! cave :i* conta9$ ! sepul*re4 ,!y imm$iately p]ceiv$ t ! /one 0 remov$1 b ! doors 7 clos$1 :i* _h be5 done 9 all probability by ,cassius4 ,magdal5 op5$ !m quickly1 look$ anxi\sly into ! sepul*re1 & 0 mu* surpris$ at see+ t ! clo?s 9 :i* !y _h envelop$ our ,"l 7 ly+ on "o side1 & t ! place :]e !y _h deposit$ ! sacr$ rema9s 0 empty4 ,a cele/ial light fill$ ! cave1 & an angel 0 seat$ on ! "r side4 ,magdal5 became almo/ beside h]self f disappo9tm5t & al>m4 ,i d n "k :e!r %e he>d ! words :i* ! angel address$ to h]1 b %e left ! g>d5 z quickly z possible1 & ran to ! t[n to in=m ! ,apo/les :o 7 assembl$ !re ( :at _h tak5 place4 ,i d n "k :e!r ! angel spoke to ,m>y ,salome1 z %e did n ent] ! sepul*re2 b ,i saw h] leav+ ! g>d5 directly aft] ,magdal51 9 ord] to relate all t _h happ5$ to ! re/ ( ! holy wom51 :o 7 bo? fright5$ & delight$ at ! news1 b c\ld n make up _! m9ds z to :e!r !y w\ld g to ! g>d5 or n4 ,9 ! mean "t ,cassius _h rema9$ ne> ! sepul*re 9 hopes ( see+ ,jesus1 z he ?\ght he w\ld be c]ta9 to appe> to ! holy wom52 b see+ no?+1 he direct$ 8 /eps t[>ds ,pilate's palace to relate to him all t _h happ5$1 /opp+1 h[ev]1 fir/ at ! place :]e ! re/ ( ! holy wom5 7 assembl$1 to tell !m :at he _h se51 & to exhort !m to g imm$iately to ! g>d54 ,!y foll[$ 8 advice1 & w5t !re at once4 ,no soon] _h !y rea*$ ! door ( ! sepul*re ?an !y beheld two angels clo!d 9 sac]dotal ve/m5ts ( ! mo/ dazzl+ :ite4 ,! wom5 7 v mu* al>m$1 cov]$ _! faces ) _! h&s1 & pro/rat$ almo/ to ! gr\nd2 b "o ( ! angels address$ !m1 bade !m n fe>1 & told !m t !y mu/ n seek = _! crucifi$ ,"l !re1 = t he 0 alive1 _h ris51 & 0 no long] an inhabitant ( ! tomb4 ,he po9t$ out to !m at ! same mom5t ! empty sepul*re1 & ord]$ !m to g & relate to ! disciples all t !y _h se5 & he>d4 ,he likewise told !m t ,jesus w\ld g be=e !m into ,galilee1 & recall$ to _! m9ds ! words :i* our ,savi\r _h address$ to !m on a =m] occasion3 ',! ,son ( ,man w be deliv]$ into ! h&s ( s9n]s1 he w be crucifi$1 & ! ?ird day rise aga94' ,! angels !n disappe>$1 & left ! holy wom5 fill$ ) joy1 al?\gh ( c\rse greatly agitat$2 !y wept1 look$ at ! empty tomb & l95 clo!s1 & imm$iately />t$ to return to ! t[n4 ,b !y 7 s mu* ov]come by ! _m a/\nd+ ev5ts :i* _h tak5 place1 t !y walk$ v sl[ly1 & /opp$ & look$ back (t51 9 hopes ( see+ our ,"l1 or at lea/ ,magdal54 ,9 ! mean "t ,magdal5 rea*$ ! ,c5aculum4 ,%e 0 s excit$ z to appe> l a p]son beside h]self1 & knock$ ha/ily at ! door4 ,"s ( ! disciples 7 /ill sleep+1 & ^? :o 7 ris5 7 conv]s+ toge!r4 ,pet] & ,john op5$ ! door1 b %e only exclaim$1 )\t ent]+ ! h\se1 ',!y h tak5 away ! body ( my ,"l1 & ,i "k n :]e !y h laid him1' & imm$iately return$ to ! g>d54 ,pet] & ,john w5t back into ! h\se1 & aft] say+ a few words to ! o!r disciples foll[$ h] z spe$ily z possible1 b ,john f> out/ripp$ ,pet]4 ,i !n saw ,magdal5 re5t] ! g>d51 & direct h] /eps t[>ds ! sepul*re2 %e appe>$ greatly agitat$ p>tly f grief1 & p>tly f hav+ walk$ s fa/4 ,h] g>m5ts 7 q moi/ ) dew1 & h] veil hang+ on "o side1 :ile ! luxuriant hair 9 :i* %e _h =m]ly tak5 s mu* pride fell 9 di%evell$ masses ov] h] %\ld]s1 =m+ a species ( mantle4 ,be+ alone1 %e 0 afraid ( ent]+ ! cave1 b /opp$ = a mom5t on ! outside1 & knelt d[n 9 ord] to see bett] into ! tomb4 ,%e 0 endeav\r+ to pu% back h] long hair1 :i* fell ov] h] face & obscur$ h] vision1 :5 %e p]ceiv$ ! two angels :o 7 seat$ 9 ! tomb1 & ,i he>d "o ( !m address h] ?us3 ',woman1 :y weepe/ ?\8' ,%e repli$1 9 a voice *ok$ ) te>s 7= %e 0 p]fectly ov]:elm$ ) grief at f9d+ t ! body ( ,jesus 0 really gone71 ',because !y h tak5 away my ,"l1 & ,i "k n :]e !y h laid him4' ,%e said no m1 b see+ ! empty w9d+-%eet1 w5t out ( ! sepul*re & began to look ab\t 9 o!r p>ts4 ,%e felt a secret pres5tim5t t n only %\ld %e f9d ,jesus1 b t he 0 ev5 !n ne> to h]2 & ! pres5ce ( ! angels seem$ n to di/urb h] 9 ! lea/2 %e did n appe> ev5 to be aw>e t !y 7 angels1 e faculty 0 engross$ ) ! "o ?\ght1 ',jesus is n "h6 ,:]e is ,jesus8' ,i wat*$ h] w&]+ ab\t l an insane p]son1 ) h] hair float+ loosely 9 ! w9d3 h] hair appe>$ to annoy h] mu*1 = %e aga9 endeav\r$ to pu% x f (f h] face1 & hav+ divid$ x into two p>ts1 ?rew x ov] h] %\ld]s4 ,%e !n rais$ h] head1 look$ ar\nd1 & p]ceiv$ a tall figure1 clo!d 9 :ite1 /&+ at ab\t t5 paces f ! sepul*re on ! ea/ side ( ! g>d51 :]e !re 0 a slight rise 9 ! direction ( ! t[n2 ! figure 0 p>tly hidd5 f h] sight by a palm-tree1 b %e 0 some:at />tl$ :5 x address$ h] 9 ^! words3 ',woman1 :y weepe/ ?\8 ,:om seeke/ ?\8' ,%e ?\ght x 0 ! g>d5]2 &1 9 fact1 he _h a spade 9 8 h&1 & a l>ge hat 7app>5tly made ( ! b>k ( trees7 on 8 head4 ,8 dress 0 simil> to t worn by ! g>d5] describ$ 9 ! p>able :i* ,jesus _h relat$ to ! holy wom5 at ,be?ania a %ort "t be=e 8 ,passion4 ,8 body 0 n lum9\s1 8 hole appe>ance 0 r t ( a man dress$ 9 :ite & se5 by twilight4 ,at ! words1 ',:om seeke/ ?\8' %e look$ at him1 & answ]$ quickly1 ',sir1 if ?\ ha/ tak5 him h5ce1 tell me :]e ?\ ha/ laid him2 & ,i w take him away4' ,& %e look$ anxi\sly ar\nd4 ,jesus said to h]1 ',m>y4' ,%e !n in/antly recognis$ 8 belov$ voice1 & turn+ quickly1 repli$1 ',rabboni 7,ma/]76' ,%e ?rew h]self on h] knees be=e him1 & /ret*$ out h] h&s to t\* 8 feet2 b he motion$ h] to be /ill1 & said1 ',d n t\* me1 = ,i am n yet asc5d$ to my ,fa!r2 b g to my bre?r5 & say to !m3 ,i asc5d to my ,fa!r & to y\r ,fa!r1 to my ,god & y\r ,god4' ,he !n disappe>$4 ,! reason ( ! words ( ,jesus1 ',d n t\* me1' 0 aft]w>ds expla9$ to me1 b ,i h only an indi/9ct remembrance ( t explanation4 ,i ?9k he made use ( ^? words because ( ! impetuosity ( ,magdal5's feel+s1 :i* made h] 9 a c]ta9 degree =get ! /up5d\s my/]y :i* _h be5 accompli%$1 & feel z if :at %e !n beheld 0 /ill mortal in/ead ( a glorifi$ body4 ,z = ! words ( ,jesus1 ',i am n yet asc5d$ to my ,fa!r1' ,i 0 told t _! mean+ 0 t he _h n pres5t$ himself to 8 ,fa!r s9ce 8 ,resurrection1 to return him ?anks = 8 victory ov] dea?1 & = ! "w ( ! r$emption :i* he _h accompli%$4 ,he wi%$ h] to inf] f ^! words1 t ! fir/-fruits ( joy belong to ,god1 & t %e ought to reflect & return ?anks to him = ! accompli%m5t ( ! glori\s my/]y ( ! r$emption1 & = ! victory :i* he _h ga9$ ov] dea?2 & if %e _h kiss$ 8 feet z %e us$ be=e ! ,passion1 %e w\ld h ?\ght ( no?+ b h] ,div9e ,ma/]1 & 9 h] raptures ( love h totally =gott5 ! wond]ful ev5ts :i* 7 caus+ su* a/oni%m5t & joy 9 ,heav54 ,i saw ,magdal5 arise quickly1 z soon z our ,"l disappe>$1 & run to look aga9 9 ! sepul*re1 z if %e believ$ h]self "u ! influ5ce ( a dream4 ,%e saw ! two angels /ill seat$ !re1 & !y spoke to h] conc]n+ ! resurrection ( our ,"l 9 ! same words z !y _h address$ ! two o!r wom54 ,%e likewise saw ! empty w9d+-%eet1 & !n1 feel+ c]ta9 t %e 0 n 9 a /ate ( delusion1 b t ! app>ition ( our ,"l 0 real1 %e walk$ quickly back t[>ds ,golgo?a to seek h] companions1 :o 7 w&]+ ab\t to & fro1 anxi\sly look+ out = h] return1 & indulg+ a k9d ( vague hope t !y %\ld see or he> some?+ ( ,jesus4 ,! :ole ( ?is sc5e occupi$ a little m ?an two or ?ree m9utes4 ,x 0 ab\t half-pa/ ?ree :5 our ,"l appe>$ to ,magdal51 & ,john & ,pet] ent]$ ! g>d5 j z %e 0 leav+ x4 ,john1 :o 0 a little 9 advance ( ,pet]1 /opp$ at ! entrance ( ! cave & look$ 94 ,he saw ! l95 clo!s ly+ on "o side1 & wait$ until ,pet] came up1 :5 !y ent]$ ! sepul*re toge!r1 & saw ! w9d+-%eet empty z has be5 be=e describ$4 ,john in/antly believ$ 9 ! ,resurrection1 & !y bo? und]/ood cle>ly ! words address$ to !m by ,jesus be=e 8 ,passion1 z well z ! diff]5t passages 9 ,scripture relat+ to t ev5t1 :i* _h until !n be5 incompreh5sible to !m4 ,pet] put ! l95 clo!s "u 8 cloak1 & !y return$ ha/ily into ! t[n ?r\gh ! small entrance belong+ to ,nicodemus4 ,! appe>ance ( ! holy sepul*re 0 ! same :5 ! two ,apo/les ent]$ z :5 ,magdal5 fir/ saw x4 ,! two ador+ angels 7 seat$1 "o at ! head1 & ! o!r at ! extremity ( ! tomb1 9 precisely ! same attitude z :5 8 adorable body 0 ly+ !re4 ,i d n ?9k ,pet] 0 consci\s ( _! pres5ce4 ,i aft]w>ds he>d ,john tell ! disciples ( ,emmaus1 t :5 he look$ into ! sepul*re he saw an angel4 ,p]haps he 0 />tl$ by ?is sight1 & !re=e drew back & let ,pet] ent] ! sepul*re fir/2 b x is likewise v possible t ! reason ( 8 n m5tion+ ! circum/ance 9 8 gospel 0 because humility made him anxi\s to conceal ! fact ( 8 hav+ be5 m highly fav\r$ ?an ,pet]4 ,! gu>ds at ?is mom5t began to revive1 & ris+1 ga!r$ up _! lances1 & took d[n ! lamps1 :i* 7 on ! door1 f :5ce !y ca/ a glimm]+ weak light on surr\nd+ objects4 ,i !n saw !m walk ha/ily out ( ! g>d5 9 evid5t fe> & trepidation1 9 ! direction ( ! t[n4 ,9 ! mean "t ,magdal5 _h rejo9$ ! holy wom51 & giv5 !m ! acc\nt ( h] see+ ! ,"l 9 ! g>d51 & ( ! words ( ! angels aft]w>ds1 :]eupon !y imm$iately relat$ :at _h be5 se5 by !mselves1 & ,magdal5 w5d$ h] way quickly to ,j]usalem1 :ile ! wom5 return$ to t side ( ! g>d5 :]e !y expect$ to f9d ! two ,apo/les4 ,j be=e !y rea*$ x1 ,jesus appe>$ to !m4 ,he 0 clo!d 9 a long :ite robe1 :i* conceal$ ev5 8 h&s1 & said to !m1 ',all hail4' ,!y />t$ ) a/oni%m5t1 & ca/ !mselves at 8 feet2 he spoke a few words1 held =? 8 h& z if to po9t out some?+ to !m1 & disappe>$4 ,! holy wom5 w5t in/antly to ! ,c5aculum1 & told ! disciples :o 7 assembl$ !re t !y _h se5 ! ,"l2 ! disciples 7 incr$ul\s1 & w\ld n give cr$5ce ei!r to _! acc\nt or to t ( ,magdal54 ,!y treat$ bo? ! "o & ! o!r z ! effects ( _! excit$ imag9ations2 b :5 ,pet] & ,john ent]$ ! room & relat$ :at !y likewise _h se51 !y knew n :at to answ]1 & 7 fill$ ) a/oni%m5t4 ,pet] & ,john soon left ! ,c5aculum1 z ! wond]ful ev5ts :i* _h tak5 place r5d]$ !m extremely sil5t & ?\ghtful1 & be=e long !y met ,james ! ,less & ,?addeus1 :o _h wi%$ to accompany !m to ! sepul*re4 ,bo? ,james & ,?addeus 7 greatly ov]come1 = ! ,"l _h appe>$ to !m a %ort "t be=e !y met ,pet] & ,john4 ,i also saw ,jesus pass q close to ,pet] & ,john4 ,i ?9k ! =m] recognis$ him1 = ! />t$ sudd5ly1 b ,i d n ?9k ! latt] saw him4 ,,*apt] ,,lxv4 ,! ,relation :i* 0 giv5 by ! ,s5t9els :o 7 plac$ ar\nd ! ,sepul*re4 ,cassius ha/5$ to ! h\se ( ,pilate ab\t an h\r aft] ! ,resurrection1 9 ord] to give him an acc\nt ( ! /up5d\s ev5ts :i* _h tak5 place4 ,he 0 n yet ris51 b ,cassius 0 all[$ to ent] 8 b$room4 ,he relat$ all t _h happ5$1 & express$ 8 feel+s 9 ! mo/ =cible language4 ,he describ$ h[ ! rock _h be5 r5t1 & h[ an angel _h desc5d$ f ,heav5 & pu%$ aside ! /one2 he also spoke ( ! empty w9d+-%eet1 & add$ t mo/ c]ta9ly ,jesus 0 ! ,messiah1 ! ,son ( ,god1 & t he 0 truly ris54 ,pilate li/5$ to ?is acc\nt2 he trembl$ & quiv]$ ) t]ror1 b conceal$ 8 agitation to ! be/ ( 8 p[]1 & answ]$ ,cassius 9 ^! words3 ',?\ art exce$+ly sup]/iti\s2 x 0 v fooli% to g to ! ,galilean's tomb2 8 gods took advantage ( ?y weakness1 & display$ all ^! ridicul\s visions to al>m !e4 ,i recomm5d !e to keep sil5ce1 & n rec\nt su* silly tales to ! prie/s1 = ?\ w\ld/ get ! wor/ ( x f !m4' ,he pret5d$ to believe t ! body ( ,jesus _h be5 c>ri$ away by 8 disciples1 & t ! s5t9els1 :o _h be5 brib$1 & _h fall5 asleep1 or p]haps be5 deceiv$ by wit*craft1 _h fabricat$ ^! acc\nts 9 ord] to ju/ify _! conduct4 ,:5 ,pilate _h said all he c\ld on ! subject1 ,cassius left him1 & he w5t to (f] sacrifice to 8 gods4 ,! f\r soldi]s :o _h gu>d$ ! tomb arriv$ %ortly aft] at ,pilate's palace1 & began to tell him all t he _h already he>d f ,cassius2 b he w\ld li/5 to no?+ m1 & s5t !m to ,caiphas4 ,! re/ ( ! gu>ds 7 assembl$ 9 a l>ge c\rt ne> ! ,temple :i* 0 fill$ ) ag$ ,jews1 :o1 aft] "s previ\s consultation1 took ! soldi]s on "o side1 & by d9t ( bribes & ?reats endeav\r$ to p]suade !m to say t !y fell asleep1 & t :ile !y 7 asleep ! disciples came & c>ri$ away ! body ( our ,"l4 ,! soldi]s1 h[ev]1 demurr$1 because ! /atem5t :i* _! comrades 7 gone to make to ,pilate w\ld contradict any acc\nt :i* !y c\ld n[ fabricate1 b ! ,ph>isees promis$ to arrange ev]y?+ ) ! gov]nor4 ,:il/ !y 7 /ill disput+1 ! f\r gu>ds return$ f _! int]view ) ,pilate1 & ! ,ph>isees endeav\r$ to p]suade !m to conceal ! tru?2 b ?is !y refus$ to d1 & decl>$ firmly t !y w\ld n v>y _! fir/ /atem5t 9 ! smalle/ degree4 ,! miracul\s deliv]ance ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a f prison 0 become public1 & :5 ! ,ph>isees accus$ ! soldi]s ( hav+ all[$ ! ,apo/les to c>ry (f ! body ( ,jesus1 & ?reat5$ !m ) ! infliction ( ! mo/ sev]e puni%m5t if !y did n produce ! body1 !y repli$1 t x w\ld be z utt]ly impossible = !m to produce ! body ( ,jesus1 z x 0 = ! soldi]s :o _h *>ge ( ,joseph ( ,arima!a to br+ him back into 8 prison aga94 ,!y spoke ) ! greate/ firmness & c\rage2 promises & m5aces 7 equally ineffectual4 ,!y decl>$ t !y w\ld speak ! tru? & no?+ b ! tru?2 t ! s5t5ce ( dea? :i* _h be5 pass$ ^u ,jesus 0 bo? unju/ & iniquit\s2 & t ! crime :i* 0 p]petrat$ 9 putt+ him to dea? 0 ! sole cause ( ! int]ruption 9 ! ,pas*al solemnity4 ,! ,ph>isees1 be+ p]fectly furi\s1 caus$ ! f\r soldi]s to be arre/$ & ?r[n into prison1 & ! o!rs1 :o _h accept$ ! bribes !y (f]$1 !n affirm$ t ! body ( ,jesus _h be5 c>ri$ (f by ! disciples :ile !y slept2 & ! ,ph>isees1 ,sadducees1 & ,h]odians endeav\r$ to dissem9ate ?is lie to ! utmo/ ( _! p[]1 n only 9 ! synagogue b also among ! p2 & !y accompani$ ?is false /atem5t by ! mo/ sl&]\s lies conc]n+ ,jesus4 ,all ^! precautions1 h[ev]1 avail$ b little1 =1 aft] ! ,resurrection1 _m p]sons :o _h be5 long dead arose f _! graves1 & appe>$ to ^? among _! desc5dants :o 7 n suffici5tly h>d5$ to be imp]vi\s to grace1 & exhort$ !m to be conv]t$4 ,^! dead p]sons 7 likewise se5 by _m ( ! disciples1 :o1 ov]come ) t]ror1 & %ak5 9 fai?1 _h fl$ into ! c\ntry4 ,!y bo? exhort$ & enc\rag$ !m to return1 & re/or$ _! droop+ c\rage4 ,! resurrection ( ^! dead p]sons did n 9 ! slighte/ degree resemble ! ,resurrection ( ,jesus4 ,he arose ) a glorifi$ body1 :i* 0 no long] susceptible ( ei!r corruption or dea?1 & asc5d$ into heav5 ) ?is glorifi$ body 9 ! sight ( all 8 disciples2 b ! dead bodies ( :i* we spoke above 7 motionless corpses1 & ! s\ls :i* once inhabit$ !m 7 only all[$ to ent] & reanimate !m = a "t1 & aft] p]=m+ ! mission giv5 !m1 ! s\ls aga9 quitt$ ^! bodies1 :i* return$ to _! orig9al /ate 9 ! b[els ( ! e>?1 :]e !y w rema9 until ! resurrection at ! day ( judgm5t4 ,nei!r c\ld _! return to life be comp>$ to ! rais+ ( ,laz>us f ! dead2 = he really return$ to a new life1 & di$ a second "t4 ,,*apt] ,,lxvi4 ,! ,end ( ! ,l5t5 ,m$itations4 ,on ! foll[+ ,sunday1 if ,i rememb] "r1 ,i saw ! ,jews wa%+ & purify+ ! ,temple4#bj ,!y (f]$ up expiatory sacrifices1 cle>$ away ! rubbi%1 & endeav\r$ to conceal ! effects ( ! e>?quake by plac+ planks & c>pets ov] ! *asms & fissures made by x 9 ! walls & on ! pavem5t2 & !y recomm5c$ ! ,pas*al solemnities1 :i* _h be5 int]rupt$ 9 ! mid/1 decl>$ t ! di/urbance _h be5 caus$ by ! pres5ce ( impure p]sons1 & endeav\r$ to expla9 away ! app>ition ( ! dead4 ,!y ref]r$ to a vision ( ,eze*iel1 b h[ ,i c no long] rememb]4 ,!y ?reat5$ all :o d>$ to say a syllable conc]n+ ! ev5ts :i* _h tak5 place1 or :o presum$ to murmur1 ) excommunication & o!r sev]e puni%m5ts4 ,!y succe$$ 9 sil5c+ "s few h>d5$ p]sons :o1 consci\s ( _! own guilt1 wi%$ to bani% ! subject f _! m9ds1 b !y made no impression on ^? ^: he>ts /ill reta9$ "s rema9s ( virtue2 !y rema9$ sil5t = a "t1 conceal+ _! inw>d belief1 b lat]1 rega9+ c\rage1 proclaim$ _! fai? 9 ,jesus l\dly to ! _w4 ,! ,high ,prie/s 7 mu* disconc]t$1 :5 !y p]ceiv$ h[ rapidly ! doctr9es ( ,*ri/ spread ov] ! c\ntry4 ,:5 ,/eph5 0 deacon1 ! :ole ( ,ophel & ! ea/]n side ( ,sion 0 too small to conta9 ! num]\s ,*ri/ian communities1 & a portion 7 oblig$ to take up _! resid5ce 9 ! c\ntry betwe5 ,j]usalem & ,be?ania4 ,i saw ,annas 9 su* a /ate ( fr5zy z to act l "o possess$2 he 0 at la/ oblig$ to be conf9$1 & nev] aga9 to make 8 appe>ance 9 public4 ,caiphas 0 outw>dly less demon/rative1 b he 0 inw>dly dev\r$ ) su* rage & extreme jeal\sy t 8 reason 0 affect$4 ,i saw ,pilate on ,ea/] ,?ursday2 he 0 in/itut+ a se>* = 8 wife 9 e "p ( ! city1 b 8 ef=ts = h] recov]y 7 fruitless2 %e 0 conceal$ 9 ! h\se ( ,laz>us1 9 ,j]usalem4 ,no "o ?\ght ( look+ !re1 z ! h\se conta9$ no o!r female2 b ,/eph5 c>ri$ food to h] !re1 & let h] "k all t 0 go+ on 9 ! city4 ,/eph5 0 fir/-c\s9 to ,/4 ,paul4 ,!y 7 ! sons ( two bro!rs4 ,on ! day aft] ! ,sabba?1 ,simon ( ,cyr5e w5t to ! ,apo/les & begg$ to be in/ruct$ & to receive baptism4 ,! visions ( ,si/] ,emm]i*1 :i* _h cont9u$ f ! #ah? ( ,febru>y to ! #f? ( ,april #ahbc1 "h came to a conclusion4 ,,app5dix4 ,deta*$ ,acc\nt ( ,long9us4 ,on ! #ae? ( ,m>* #ahba1 ,si/] ,emm]i* gave ! foll[+ deta*$ acc\nt ( p>ts ( a vision :i* %e _h _h ! previ\s night conc]n+ ,/4 ,long9us1 ^: fe/ival happ5$ to fall ^u t v day1 al?\gh %e did n "k x4 ,long9us1 :o _h1 ,i ?9k1 ano!r "n1 held on (fice1 p>tly civil & p>tly milit>y1 9 ! h\sehold ( ,pilate1 :o entru/$ him ) ! duty ( sup]9t5d+ all t pass$1 & mak+ a report ( x to him4 ,he 0 tru/wor?y & ready to d a s]vice1 b previ\s to 8 conv]sion 0 greatly want+ 9 firmness & /r5g? ( "*4 ,he 0 excessively impetu\s 9 all t he did1 & anxi\s to be ?\ght a p]son ( great importance1 & z he squ9t$ & _h weak eyes1 he 0 (t5 je]$ at & made ! laugh+-/ock ( 8 companions4 ,i h se5 him frequ5tly dur+ ! c\rse ( ?is night1 & 9 connection ) him ,i h at ! same "t se5 all ! ,passion1 ,i d n "k 9 :at mann]2 ,i only rememb] t x 0 9 connection ) him4 ,long9us 0 only 9 a subord9ate position1 & _h to give an acc\nt to ,pilate ( all t he saw4 ,on ! night t ,jesus 0 l$ be=e ! tribunal ( ,caiphas he 0 9 ! out] c\rt among ! soldi]s1 & unceas+ly go+ backw>ds & =w>ds4 ,:5 ,pet] 0 al>m$ at ! words ( ! maid-s]vant /&+ ne> ! fire1 x 0 he :o said once3 ',art ?\ n also "o ( ?is man's disciples8' ,:5 ,jesus 0 be+ l$ to ,calv>y1 ,long9us1 by ,pilate's ord]s1 foll[$ him closely1 & our ,div9e ,"l gave him a look :i* t\*$ 8 he>t4 ,aft]w>ds ,i saw him on ,golgo?a ) ! soldi]s4 ,he 0 on horseback1 & c>ri$ a lance2 ,i saw him at ,pilate's h\se1 aft] ! dea? ( our ,"l1 say+ t ! legs ( ,jesus ought n to be brok54 ,he return$ at once to ,calv>y4 ,8 lance 0 made ( sev]al pieces :i* fitt$ "o into ! o!r1 s t by draw+ !m out1 ! lance c\ld be made ?ree times its orig9al l5g?4 ,he _h j done ?is :5 he came to ! sudd5 det]m9ation ( pi]c+ ! side ( our ,savi\r4 ,he 0 conv]t$ ^u ,m\nt ,calv>y1 & a %ort "t aft]w>ds express$ to ,pilate 8 conviction t ,jesus 0 ! ,son ( ,god4 ,nicodemus prevail$ ^u ,pilate to let him h ,long9us's lance1 & ,i h se5 _m ?+s conc]n+ ! subsequ5t hi/ory ( ?is lance4 ,long9us1 aft] 8 conv]sion1 left ! army1 & jo9$ ! disciples4 ,he & two o!r soldi]s1 :o 7 conv]t$ at ! foot ( ! cross1 7 among ! fir/ baptis$ aft] ,p5teco/4 ,i saw ,long9us & ^! two m51 clo!d 9 long :ite g>m5ts1 return to _! native l&4 ,!y liv$ !re 9 ! c\ntry1 9 a b>r5 & m>%y locality4 ,"h x 0 t ! =ty m>tyrs di$4 ,long9us 0 n a prie/1 b a deacon1 & travell$ "h & !re 9 t capacity1 prea*+ ! "n ( ,*ri/1 & giv+1 z an eye-witness1 a hi/ory ( 8 ,passion & ,resurrection4 ,he conv]t$ a l>ge numb] ( p]sons1 & cur$ _m ( ! sick1 by all[+ !m to t\* a piece ( ! sacr$ lance :i* he c>ri$ ) him4 ,! ,jews 7 mu* enrag$ at him & 8 two companions because !y made kn[n 9 all p>ts ! tru? ( ! ,resurrection ( ,jesus1 & ! cruelty & deceits ( 8 enemies4 ,at _! in/igation1 "s ,roman soldi]s 7 dispat*$ to ,long9us's c\ntry to take & judge him on ! plea ( 8 hav+ left ! army )\t leave1 & be+ a di/urb] ( public peace4 ,he 0 engag$ 9 cultivat+ 8 field :5 !y arriv$1 & he took !m to 8 h\se1 & (f]$ !m hospitality4 ,!y did n "k him1 & :5 !y _h acqua9t$ him ) ! object ( _! j\rney1 he quietly call$ 8 two companions :o 7 liv+ 9 a sort ( h]mitage at no great di/ance (f1 & told ! soldi]s t !y & himself 7 ! m5 = :om !y 7 seek+4 ,! same ?+ happ5$ to ! holy g>d5]1 ,phocas4 ,! soldi]s 7 really di/ress$1 = !y _h conceiv$ a great fri5d%ip = him4 ,i saw him l$ ) 8 two companions to a small neighb\r+ t[n1 :]e !y 7 que/ion$4 ,!y 7 n put 9 prison1 b p]mitt$ to g :i!r !y pleas$1 z prison]s on _! ^w1 & only made to we> a di/9ctive p>k on ! %\ld]4 ,lat]1 !y 7 all ?ree behead$ on a hill1 situat$ betwe5 ! little t[n & ,long9us's h\se1 & !re buri$4 ,! soldi]s put ! head ( ,long9us at ! end ( a spe>1 & c>ri$ x to ,j]usalem1 z a pro( t !y _h fulfill$ _! commission4 ,i ?9k ,i rememb] t ?is took place a v few ye>s aft] ! dea? ( our ,"l4 ,aft]w>ds ,i _h a vision ( ?+s happ5+ at a lat] p]iod4 ,a bl9d c\ntrywoman ( ,/4 ,long9us w5t ) h] son on a pilgrimage to ,j]usalem1 9 hopes ( recov]+ h] sight 9 ! holy city :]e ! eyes ( ,long9us _h be5 cur$4 ,%e 0 guid$ by h] *ild1 b he di$1 & %e 0 left alone & disconsolate4 ,!n ,/4 ,long9us appe>$ to h]1 & told h] t %e w\ld recov] h] sight :5 %e _h drawn 8 head out ( a s9k into :i* ! ,jews _h ?r[n x4 ,?is s9k 0 a deep well1 ) ! sides brick$1 & all ! fil? & refuse ( ! t[n fl[$ into x ?r\gh sev]al dra9s4 ,i saw "s p]sons lead ! poor woman to ! spot2 %e desc5d$ into ! well up to h] neck1 & drew out ! sacr$ head1 :]eupon %e recov]$ h] sight4 ,%e return$ to h] native l&1 & h] companions pres]v$ ! head4 ,i rememb] no m ^u ?is subject4 ,deta*$ ,acc\nt ( ,ab5ad>4 ,on ! #a/ ( ,april #ahbc1 ,si/] ,emm]i* said t t day 0 ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,ctesiphon1 ! c5turion :o _h assi/$ at ! ,crucifixion1 & t %e _h se5 dur+ ! night v>i\s p>ticul>s conc]n+ 8 life4 ,b %e _h also suff]$ greatly1 :i*1 comb9$ ) ext]ior di/ractions1 _h caus$ h] to =get ! greate/ "p ( :at %e _h se54 ,%e relat$ :at foll[s3 ,ab5ad>1 aft]w>ds call$ ,ctesiphon1 0 born 9 a c\ntry situat$ betwe5 ,babylon & ,egypt 9 ,arabia ,felix1 to ! "r ( ! spot :]e ,job dwelt dur+ ! latt] half ( 8 life4 ,a c]ta9 numb] ( squ>e h\ses1 ) flat ro(s1 7 built !re on a slight asc5t4 ,!re 7 _m small trees gr[+ on ?is spot1 & inc5se & balm 7 ga!r$ !re4 ,i h be5 9 ,ab5ad>'s h\se1 :i* 0 l>ge & spaci\s1 z might be expect$ ( a ri* man's h\se1 b x 0 also v l[4 ,all ^! h\ses 7 built 9 ?is mann]1 p]haps on acc\nt ( ! w9d1 because !y 7 mu* expos$4 ,ab5ad> _h jo9$ ! g>rison ( ! =tress ,antonia1 at ,j]usalem1 z a volunte]4 ,he _h ent]$ ! ,roman s]vice = ! purpose ( enjoy+ m facilities 9 8 /udy ( ! f9e arts1 = he 0 a le>n$ man4 ,8 "* 0 firm1 8 figure %ort & ?ick-set1 & 8 complexion d>k4 ,ab5ad> 0 e>ly conv9c$1 by ! doctr9e :i* he he>d ,jesus prea*1 & by a miracle :i* he saw him "w2 t salvation 0 to be f\nd among ! ,jews1 & he _h submitt$ to ! law ( ,moses4 ,al?\gh n yet a disciple ( our ,"l1 he bore him no illwill1 & held 8 p]son 9 secret v5]ation4 ,he 0 naturally grave & compos$1 & :5 he came to ,golgo?a to relieve gu>d1 he kept ord] on all sides1 & =c$ ev]ybody to behave at lea/ ) common dec5cy1 d[n to ! mom5t :5 tru? triumph$ ov] him1 & he r5d]$ public te/imony to ! ,div9ity ( ,jesus4 ,be+ a ri* man1 & a volunte]1 he _h no difficulty 9 resign+ 8 po/ at once4 ,he assi/$ at ! desc5t f ! ,cross & ! burial ( our ,"l1 :i* put him into famili> connection ) ! fri5ds ( ,jesus1 & aft] ! day ( ,p5teco/ he 0 "o ( ! fir/ to receive baptism 9 ! ,pool ( ,be?saida1 :]e he took ! "n ( ,ctesiphon4 ,he _h a bro!r liv+ 9 ,arabia1 to :om he relat$ ! miracles he _h beheld1 & :o 0 ?us call$ to ! pa? ( salvation1 came to ,j]usalem1 0 baptis$ by ! "n ( ,cecilius1 & 0 *>g$1 toge!r ) ,ctesiphon1 to assi/ ! deacons 9 ! newly-=m$ ,*ri/ian community4 ,ctesiphon accompani$ ! ,apo/le ,/4 ,james ! ,great] into ,spa91 & also return$ ) him4 ,aft] a "t1 he 0 aga9 s5t into ,spa9 by ! ,apo/les1 & c>ri$ !re ! body ( ,/4 ,james1 :o _h be5 m>tyr$ at ,j]usalem4 ,he 0 made a bi%op1 & resid$ *iefly 9 a sort ( isl& or p59sula at no great di/ance f ,france1 :i* he also visit$1 & :]e he made "s disciples4 ,! "n ( ! place :]e he liv$ 0 r l ,v]gui1 & x 0 aft]w>ds laid wa/e by an inundation4 ,i d n rememb] t ,ctesiphon 0 ev] m>tyr$4 ,he wrote sev]al books conta9+ details conc]n+ ! ,passion ( ,*ri/2 b !re h be5 "s books falsely attribut$ to him1 & o!rs1 :i* 7 really f 8 p51 ascrib$ to diff]5t writ]s4 ,rome has s9ce reject$ ^! books1 ! greate/ "p ( :i* 7 apocryphal1 b :i* nev]!less did conta9 "s few ?+s really f 8 p54 ,"o ( ! gu>ds ( our ,"l's sepul*re1 :o w\ld n let himself be brib$ by ! ,jews1 0 8 fell[ c\ntryman & fri5d4 ,8 "n 0 some?+ l ,sulei or ,suleii4 ,aft] be+ deta9$ "s "t 9 prison1 he retir$ into a cav]n ( ,m\nt ,s9ai1 :]e he liv$ sev5 ye>s4 ,god be/[$ _m special graces ^u ?is man1 & he wrote "s v le>n$ books 9 ! /yle ( ,d5is ! ,areopagite4 ,ano!r writ] made use ( 8 works1 & 9 ?is mann] "s extracts f !m h come d[n to u4 ,ev]y?+ conc]n+ ^! facts 0 made kn[n to me1 z well z ! "n ( ! book1 b ,i h =gott5 x4 ,?is c\ntryman ( ,ctesiphon1 aft]w>ds foll[$ him into ,spa94 ,among ! companions ( ,ctesiphon 9 t c\ntry 7 ?is bro!r ,cecilius1 & "s o!r m51 ^: "n 7 ,intalecius1 ,hesicius1 & ,euphrasius4 ,ano!r ,arab1 call$ ,sulima1 0 conv]t$ 9 ! v e>ly days ( ! ,*ur*1 & a fell[ c\ntryman ( ,ctesiphon1 ) a "n l ,sul5sis1 became a ,*ri/ian lat]1 9 ! "t ( ! deacons4 ,,! ,,end4 #a ,anne ,ca!r9e's visions cle>ly fall 9 ! category ( private revelation4 ,sacr$ ,scripture & ,sacr$ ,tradition are infallible2 private revelation is fallible4 ,h[ev]1 h] visions are nei!r m]e human m$itations nor pi\s fiction4 ,h] acc\nt ( ev5ts 9 ! lives ( ,jesus & ,m>y 7 reveal$ to h] by ,god4 ,al?\gh ,god _c err 9 any?+ ,he does1 errors c be introduc$ into private revelation by a misund]/&+ on ! "p ( ! p]son :o receives ! revelation1 or by an error made by ! p]son :o writes d[n or transmits ! revelation4 ,sacr$ ,scripture & ,sacr$ ,tradition are immune f ^! types ( error2 private revelation is n4 ,anne ,ca!r9e's visions come f ,god1 b !y are fallible because !y come to u ?r\gh fallible human p]sons4 #b ,h] "n 9 ,g]man1 h] native language1 is ,anna ,ka?>9a ,emm]ick4 ,) ! decree ( ,april #bd1 #bjja1 ! s]vant ( ,god ,anna ,ka?>9a ,emm]ick has be5 aw>d$ ! degree ( h]oic virtue 7,decretum sup] virtutibus71 ) :i* %e has be5 aw>d$ by ,*ur* practice ! title ,v5]able4 #c ,9 m mod]n times1 holy p]sons :o also _h ! /igmata include3 ,audrey ,m>ie ,santo 7,worce/]1 ,massa*usetts71 ,v5]able ,padre ,pio ( ,pietrelc9a1 ,v5]able ,anna ,m>ia ,taigi1 ,!resa ,neumann1 & _m o!rs4 #d ,9 h] book1 ,! ,life ( ,jesus ,*ri/ & ,biblical ,revelations1 ,anne ,ca!r9e ,emm]i* details ! ev5ts ( ! #ca_/b-ye> ,m9i/ry ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,al?\gh %e explicitly /ates t ,*ri/'s ,m9i/ry la/$ #ca_/b ye>s 7,vol4 #a1 p4 #dif71 ! a/ute read] ( t "w w notice a gap ( ab\t "o ye>4 #e ,%e "h aga9 expla9$ ! mann] 9 :i* ! families assembl$ toge!r1 & 9 :at numb]s4 ,b ! writ] has =gott5 h] words4 #f ,%e 0 n c]ta9 t ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 0 adm9i/]$ 9 t ord]1 = on ano!r occasion %e _h se5 ,john ! la/ to receive4 #g ,x 0 n )\t surprise t ! editor1 "s ye>s aft] ^! ?+s _h be5 relat$ by ,si/] ,emm]i*1 read1 9 ! ,lat9 edition ( ! ,roman ,cate*ism 7,may5ce1 ,mull]71 9 ref]5ce to ! ,sacram5t ( ,confirmation1 t1 accord+ to ! tradition ( ! holy pope ,fabian1 ,jesus taught 8 ,apo/les 9 :at mann] !y 7 to prep>e ! ,holy ,*rism1 aft] ! in/itution ( ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t4 ,! ,pope says expressly1 9 ! #ed? p>agraph ( 8 ,second ,epi/le to ! ,bi%ops ( ! ,ea/3 ',our pr$ecessors receiv$ f ! ,apo/les & deliv]$ to u t our ,savi\r ,jesus ,*ri/1 aft] hav+ made ! ,la/ ,supp] ) 8 ,apo/les & wa%$ _! feet1 taught !m h[ to prep>e ! ,holy ,*rism4' #h ,on ! #aa? ( ,decemb] #ahab1 9 h] visions ( ! public life ( ,jesus1 %e saw our ,"l p]mit ! devils :om he _h expell$ f ! m5 ( ,g]gesa to ent] into a h]d ( sw9e1 %e also saw1 on ?is p>ticul> occasion t ! possess$ m5 fir/ ov]turn$ a l>ge vat fill$ ) "s f]m5t$ liquid4 #i ,dulm5 is a small t[n 9 ,we/phalia1 :]e ,si/] ,emm]i* liv$ at ?is "t4 #aj ,m>y ( ,heli is (t5 spok5 ( 9 ?is relation4 ,accord+ to ,si/] ,emm]i*1 %e 0 ! daught] ( ,/4 ,joa*im & ,/4 ,anne1 & 0 born ne>ly tw5ty ye>s be=e ! ,bless$ ,virg94 ,%e 0 n ! *ild ( promise1 & is call$ ,m>y ( ,heli1 by :i* %e is di/+ui%$ f ! o!r ( ! same "n1 because %e 0 ! daught] ( ,joa*im1 or ,helia*im4 ,h] husb& bore ! "n ( ,cleophas1 & h] daught] t ( ,m>y ( ,cleophas4 ,?is daught] 01 h[ev]1 old] ?an h] aunt1 ! ,bless$ ,virg91 & _h be5 m>ri$ fir/ to ,alpheus1 by :om %e _h ?ree sons1 aft]w>ds ! ,apo/les ,simon1 ,james ! ,less & ,?addeus4 ,%e _h "o son by h] second husb&1 ,sabat1 & ano!r call$ ,simon1 by h] ?ird husb&1 ,jonas4 ,simon 0 aft]w>ds ,bi%op ( ,j]usalem4 #aa ,^! m$itations on ! suff]+s ( ,jesus fill$ ,si/] ,emm]i* ) su* feel+s ( compassion t %e begg$ ( ,god to all[ h] to suff] z he _h done4 ,%e in/antly became fev]i% & p>*$ ) ?ir/1 &1 by morn+1 0 spee*less f ! contraction ( h] tongue & ( h] lips4 ,%e 0 9 ?is /ate :5 h] fri5d came to h] 9 ! morn+1 & %e look$ l a victim :i* _h j be5 sacrific$4 ,^? ar\nd succe$$1 ) "s difficulty1 9 moi/5+ h] m\? ) a little wat]1 b x 0 long be=e %e c\ld give any fur!r details conc]n+ h] m$itations on ! ,passion4 #ab ,! ,za*>ias "h ref]r$ to 0 ! fa!r ( ,john ! ,bapti/1 :o 0 tortur$ & aft]w>ds put to dea? by ,h]od1 because he w\ld n betray ,john into ! h&s ( ! tyrant4 ,he 0 buri$ by 8 fri5ds )9 ! prec9cts ( ! ,temple4 #ac ,si/] ,emm]i* add$3 ',cassius 0 baptis$ by ! "n ( ,long9us2 & 0 orda9$ deacon1 & prea*$ ! fai?4 ,he always kept "s ( ! blood ( ,*ri/1--x dri$ up1 b 0 f\nd 9 8 c(f9 9 ,italy4 ,he 0 buri$ 9 a t[n at no great di/ance f ! locality :]e ,/4 ,cl>e pass$ h] life4 ,!re is a lake ) an isl& ^u x ne> ?is t[n1 & ! body ( ,long9us mu/ h be5 tak5 !re4' ,si/] ,emm]i* appe>s to designate ,mantua by ?is description1 & !re is a tradition pres]v$ 9 t t[n to ! effect4 ,i d n "k :i* ,/4 ,cl>e liv$ 9 ! neighb\rhood4 #ad ,we mu/ "h rem>k t1 9 ! f\r ye>s dur+ :i* ,si/] ,emm]i* _h h] visions1 %e describ$ ev]y?+ t _h happ5$ to ! holy places f ! e>lie/ times d[n to our own4 ,m ?an once %e beheld !m pr(an$ & laid wa/e1 b always v5]at$1 ei!r publicly or privately4 ,%e saw _m /ones & pieces ( rock1 :i* _h be5 sil5t witnesses ( ! ,passion & ,resurrection ( our ,"l1 plac$ by ,/4 ,hel5a 9 ! ,*ur* ( ! ,holy ,sepul*re ^u occasion ( ! f\ndation ( t sacr$ build+4 ,:5 ,si/] ,emm]i* visit$ x 9 _s %e 0 accu/om$ to v5]ate ! spots :]e ! ,cross _h /ood & ! ,holy ,sepul*re be5 situat$4 ,x mu/ be obs]v$1 h[ev]1 t %e us$ sometimes to see a great] di/ance betwe5 ! actual position ( ! ,tomb & ! spot :]e ! ,cross /ood ?an !re is betwe5 ! *apels :i* be> _! names 9 ! *ur* at ,j]usalem4 #ae ,on ,good ,friday1 ,m>* #cj?1 #ahbj1 z ,si/] ,emm]i* 0 contemplat+ ! desc5t f ! ,cross %e sudd5ly fa9t$1 9 ! pres5ce ( ! writ] ( ^! l9es1 & appe>$ to be really dead4 ,b aft] a "t %e recov]$ h] s5ses & gave ! foll[+ explanation1 al?\gh /ill 9 a /ate ( great suff]+3 ',z ,i 0 contemplat+ ! body ( ,jesus ly+ on ! knees ( ! ,bless$ ,virg9 ,i said to myself3 ,h[ great is h] /r5g?6 ,%e has n fa9t$ ev5 once6 ,my guide reproa*$ me = ?is ?\ght--9 :i* !re 0 m a/oni%m5t ?an compassion--& said to me1 ,suff] !n :at %e has suff]$6 ,& at ! same mom5t a s5sation ( ! %>pe/ angui% transfix$ me l a sword1 s t ,i believ$ ,i mu/ h di$ f x4' ,%e _h _h an illness :i* r$uc$ h] almo/ to ! br9k ( ! grave4 #af ,si/] ,emm]i* said t ! %ape ( ^! p9c]s rem9d$ h] ( ! scissors ) :i* ,samson's hair 0 cut (f4 ,9 h] visions ( ! ?ird ye> ( ! public life ( ,jesus %e _h se5 our ,"l keep ! ,sabba?day at ,misael--a t[n belong+ to ! ,levites1 ( ! tribe ( ,as]--& z a portion ( ! ,book ( ,judges 0 read 9 ! synagogue1 ,si/] ,emm]i* beheld ^u t occasion ! life ( ,samson4 #ag ,si/] ,emm]i* 0 accu/om$1 :5 speak+ ( p]sons ( hi/orical importance1 to expla9 h[ !y divid$ _! hair4 ',eve1' %e said1 'divid$ h] hair 9 two p>ts1 b ,m>y into ?ree4' ,& %e appe>$ to atta* importance to ^! words4 ,no opportunity pres5t$ itself = h] to give any explanation ^u ! subject1 :i* probably w\ld h %[n :at 0 done ) ! hair 9 sacrifices1 fun]als1 consecrations1 or v[s1 etc4 ,%e once said ( ,samson3 ',8 fair hair1 :i* 0 long & ?ick1 0 ga!r$ up on 8 head 9 sev5 tresses1 l a helmet1 & ! ends ( ^! tresses 7 fa/5$ ^u 8 =ehead & temples4 ,8 hair 0 n 9 itself ! s\rce ( 8 /r5g?1 b only z ! witness to ! v[ :i* he _h made to let x gr[ 9 ,god's hon\r4 ,! p[]s :i* dep5d$ ^u ^! sev5 tresses 7 ! sev5 gifts ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,he mu/ h already brok5 8 v[s & lo/ _m graces1 :5 he all[$ ?is sign ( be+ a ,naz>5e to be cut (f4 ,i did n see ,dalila cut (f all 8 hair1 & ,i ?9k "o lock rema9$ on 8 =ehead4 ,he reta9$ ! grace to d p5ance & ( t rep5tance by :i* he recov]$ /r5g? suffici5t to de/roy 8 enemies4 ,! life ( ,samson is figurative & prophetic4' #ah ,?is ref]s to a cu/om ( ! ,diocese ( ,mun/]4 ,dur+ ,l5t !re 0 hung up 9 ! *ur*es a curta91 embroid]$ 9 op5 "w1 repres5t+ ! ,five ,w\nds1 ! in/rum5ts ( ! ,passion1 etc4 #ai ,app>5tly ,si/] ,emm]i* "h spoke ( ! anci5t cases 9 :i* h] poor c\ntrym5 keep _! clo!s4 ,! l[] "p ( ^! cases is small] ?an ! upp]1 & ?is gives !m "s lik5ess to a tomb4 ,%e _h "o ( ^! cases1 :i* %e call$ h] *e/4 ,%e (t5 describ$ ! /one by ?is comp>ison1 b h] descriptions h n1 nev]!less1 giv5 u a v cle> idea ( its %ape4 #bj ,! above relation 0 giv5 lat]1 & x is impossible to say :e!r x relates to ! day ( ! ,resurrection or to ! foll[+ ,sunday4