,,! ,,rectorial ,,address ,,deliv]$ ,,at ,,/4 ,,&rews ,,univ]sity ,,may #crd #aibb ,,c\rage ,,by ,j4 ,m4 ,,b>rie ,,hodd] ,,& ,,/\ghton ,,limit$ ,,toronto ,to ! ,r$ ,g[ns ( ,/4 ,&rews ,canada1 #aibb ,y h _h _m rectors "h 9 ,/4 ,&rews :o w cont9ue 9 bloom long aft] ! l[ly ones su* z ,i am are dead & rott5 & =gott54 ,!y are ! roses 9 ,decemb]2 y rememb] someone said t ,god gave u memory s t we might h roses 9 ,decemb]4 ,b ,i d n envy ! great ones4 ,9 my exp]i5ce--& y may f9d 9 ! end x is y\rs also--! p ,i h c>$ = mo/ & :o h seem$ mo/ wor? c>+ =--my ,decemb] roses--h be5 v simple folk4 ,yet ,i wi% t = ?is h\r ,i c\ld swell into someone ( importance1 s z to d y cr$it4 ,i suppose y _h a melt+ = me because ,i 0 hewn out ( "o ( y\r own qu>ries1 walk$ simil> academic groves1 & h trudg$ ! road on :i* y w soon set =?4 ,i w\ld t ,i c\ld put into y\r h&s a /aff = t some:at bloody m>*1 = ?\gh !re is mu* ab\t myself t ,i conceal f o!r p1 to help y ,i w\ld expose e cranny ( my m9d4 ,b1 alas1 :5 ! h\r /rikes = ! ,rector to answ] to 8 call he is unable to become ! und]graduate he us$ to be1 & s ! only door into y is clos$4 ,we1 y\r eld]s1 are mu* m int]e/$ 9 y ?an y are 9 u4 ,we are n really important to y4 ,i h utt]ly =gott5 ! address ( ! ,rector ( my "t1 & ev5 :o he 01 b ,i recall vividly climb+ up a /atue to tie 8 col\rs r\nd its neck & be+ hurl$ !refrom ) contumely4 ,we rememb] ! important ?+s4 ,i _c provide y ) t /aff = y\r j\rney2 b p]haps ,i c tell y a little ab\t x1 h[ to use x & lose x & f9d x aga91 & cl+ to x m ?an ev]4 ,y %all cut x--s x is orda9$--e "o ( y = himself1 & its "n is ,c\rage4 ,y mu/ excuse me if ,i talk a good deal ab\t c\rage to y to-day4 ,!re is no?+ else mu* wor? speak+ ab\t to und]graduates or graduates or :ite-hair$ m5 & wom54 ,x is ! lovely virtue--! rib ( ,himself t ,god s5t d[n to ,8 *ildr54 ,my special difficulty is t ?\gh y h _h lit]>y rectors "h be=e1 !y 7 ! big guns1 ! hi/orians1 ! philosoph]s2 y h _h none1 ,i ?9k1 :o foll[$ my m humble bran*1 :i* may be describ$ z play+ hide & seek ) angels4 ,my puppets seem m real to me ?an myself1 & ,i c\ld get on mu* m sw++ly if ,i made "o ( !m deliv] ?is address4 ,x is ,m',conna*ie :o has br\ght me to ?is pass4 ,m',conna*ie1 ,i %\ld expla91 z ,i h und]tak5 to op5 ! inn]mo/ doors1 is ! "n ,i give to ! unruly half ( myself3 ! writ+ half4 ,we are complem5t & supplem5t4 ,i am ! half t is d\r & practical & canny1 he is ! fanciful half2 my desire is to be ! family solicitor1 /&+ firm on my he>?rug among ! h>% realities ( ! (fice furniture2 :ile he pref]s to fly ar\nd on "o w+4 ,i %\ld n m9d him do+ t1 b he drags me ) him4 ,i h sworn t ,m',conna*ie %all n int]f]e ) ?is address to-day2 b !re is no tell+4 ,i might h done ?+s wor? :ile if x _h n be5 = ,m',conna*ie1 & my fir/ piece ( advice to y at any rate %all be s\nd3 don't copy me4 ,a good subject = a rectorial address w\ld be ! mess ! ,rector himself has made ( life4 ,i m]ely ca/ ?is =? z a sugge/ion1 & leave ! work+ ( x out to my successor4 ,i d n ?9k x has be5 us$ yet4 ,my own !me is ,c\rage1 z y %\ld use x 9 ! great fight t seems to me to be com+ betwe5 y\? & _! bett]s2 by y\?1 mean+1 ( c\rse1 y1 & by y\r bett]s u4 ,i want y to take up ?is position3 ,t y\? h = too long left exclusively 9 our h&s ! decisions 9 national matt]s t are m vital to !m ?an to u4 ,?+s ab\t ! next w>1 = in/ance1 & :y ! la/ "o ev] _h a beg9n+4 ,i use ! ^w fight because x mu/1 ,i ?9k1 beg9 ) a *all5ge2 b ! aim is ! rev]se ( antagonism1 x is p>tn]%ip4 ,i want y to hold t ! "t has arriv$ = y\? to dem& t p>tn]%ip1 & to dem& x c\rage\sly4 ,t to ga9 c\rage is :at y came to ,/4 ,&rews =4 ,) "s al>ums & excursions into college life4 ,t is :at ,i propose1 b1 ( c\rse1 ! issue lies ) ,m',conna*ie4 ,y\r bett]s _h no %>e 9 ! imm$iate cause ( ! w>2 we "k :at nation has t blot to wipe out2 b = fifty ye>s or s we he$$ n ! rumbl+s ( ! di/ant drum1 ,i d n mean by lack ( milit>y prep>ations2 & :5 w> did come we told y\?1 :o _h to get u out ( x1 tall tales ( :at x really is & ( ! clov] b$s to :i* x leads4 ,we 7 n mean+ to deceive1 mo/ ( u 7 z hon\rable & z ignorant z ! y\? !mselves2 b t does n acquit u ( fail+s su* z /upidity & jeal\sy1 ! two black spots 9 human nature :i*1 m ?an love ( money1 are at ! root ( all evil4 ,if y pref] to leave ?+s z !y are we %all probably fail y aga94 ,d n be too sure t we h le>n$ our lesson1 & are n at ?is v mom5t dodd]+ d[n "s brim/one pa?4 ,i am f> f imply+ t ev5 worse ?+s ?an w> may n come to a ,/ate4 ,!re are circum/ances 9 :i* no?+ c s well become a l&1 z ,i ?9k ?is l& prov$ :5 ! late w> did break out & !re 0 b "o ?+ to d4 ,!re is a =m ( anaemia t is m rott+ ?an ev5 an unju/ w>4 ,! end w inde$ h come to our c\rage & to u :5 we are afraid 9 dire mis*ance to ref] ! f9al appeal to ! arbitram5t ( arms4 ,i suppose all ! lu/y ( our race1 alive & dead1 jo9 h&s on t4 ',& he is dead :o w n fight2 ,& :o dies fight+ has increase4' ,b if y mu/ be 9 ! /ruggle1 ! m reason y %\ld "k :y1 be=e x beg9s1 & h a say 9 ! decision :e!r x is to beg94 ,! y\? :o w5t to ! w> _h no su* k1 no su* say2 ,i am sure ! survivors1 ( :om !re mu/ be a numb] "h to-day1 want y to be wis] ?an !y 71 & are c]ta9ly det]m9$ to be wis] next "t !mselves4 ,if y are to get t p>tn]%ip1 :i*1 once ga9$1 is to be = mutual b5efit1 x w be1 ,i %\ld say1 by b&+ y\rselves ) ^! m51 n defiantly b firmly1 n = selfi% ends b = y\r c\ntry's good4 ,9 ! meantime !y h "o bulw>k2 !y h a ,g5]al :o is befri5d+ !m z ,i ?9k nev]1 aft] ! fight+ 0 ov]1 has a ,g5]al befri5d$ 8 m5 be=e4 ,p]haps ! seemly ?+ w\ld be = u1 _! bett]s1 to elect "o ( ^! "y survivors ( ! c>nage to be our ,rector4 ,he ought n[ to "k a few ?+s ab\t w> t are wor? our he>+4 ,if 8 !me 7 ! ,rector's fav\rite1 dilig5ce4 ,i %\ld be afraid ( 8 advis+ a great _m ( u to be dilig5t 9 sitt+ /ill & do+ no m h>m4 ,( c\rse he w\ld put x m suavely ?an t1 ?\gh x is n1 ,i ?9k1 by g5tl5ess t y w get y\r rights2 we are dogg$ ones at /ick+ to :at we h got1 & s w y be at our age4 ,b avoid call+ u ugly names2 we may be /ubborn & we may be blund]]s1 b we love y m ?an aught else 9 ! _w1 & once y h won y\r p>tn]%ip we %all all be welcom+ y4 ,i urge y n to use ugly names ab\t anyone4 ,9 ! w> x 0 n ! fight+ m5 :o 7 di/+ui%$ = abuse2 z has be5 well said1 ',hell ha? no fury l a non-combatant4' ,nev] ascribe to an oppon5t motives mean] ?an y\r own4 ,!re may be /ud5ts "h to-day :o h decid$ ?is session to g 9 = immortality1 & w\ld l to "k ( an easy way ( accompli%+ x4 ,t is a way1 b n s easy z y ?9k4 ,g ?r\gh life )\t ev] ascrib+ to y\r oppon5ts motives mean] ?an y\r own4 ,no?+ s l[]s ! moral curr5cy2 give x up1 & be great4 ,ano!r sure way to fame is to "k :at y mean4 ,x is a solemn ?\ght t almo/ no "o--if he is truly em95t--kn[s :at he means4 ,look at ! great ones ( ! e>?1 ! politicians4 ,we d n discuss :at !y say1 b :at !y may h meant :5 !y said x4 ,9 #aibb we are all wond]+1 & s are !y1 :at !y meant 9 #aiad & aft]w>ds4 ,!y are publi%+ books try+ to f9d out2 ! m5 ( action z well z ! m5 ( words4 ,!re are exceptions4 ,x is n t our /atesm5 are 'sug>$ m\?s ) m9ds !refrae'2 _m ( !m are ! be/ m5 we h got1 upright & anxi\s1 no?+ *eap] ?an to miscall !m4 ,! explanation seems j to be t x is s difficult to "k :at y mean1 especially :5 y h become a swell4 ,no long] app>5tly c y deal 9 'russet yeas & hone/ k]sey noes'2 gone = ev] is simplicity1 :i* is z beautiful z ! div9e pla9 face ( ,lamb's ,miss ,kelly4 ,d\bts bre$ suspicions1 a dang]\s air4 ,)\t suspicion !re might h be5 no w>4 ,:5 y are call$ to ,d[n+ ,/reet to discuss :at y want ( y\r bett]s ) ! ,prime ,m9i/] he won't be suspici\s1 n z f> z y c see2 b rememb] ! atmosph]e ( g5]ations y are 91 & :5 he passes y ! toa/-rack say to y\rselves1 if y w\ld be 9 ! mode1 ',n[1 ,i wond] :at he means by t4' ,ev5 )\t /rik+ out 9 ! way ,i sugge/1 y are already di/urb+ y\r bett]s consid]ably4 ,i sometimes talk ?is ov] ) ,m',conna*ie1 ) :om1 z y may guess1 circum/ances compel me to pass a good deal ( my "t4 ,9 our talks we agree t we1 y\r bett]s1 con/antly f9d y =gett+ t we are y\r bett]s4 ,y\r answ] is t ! w> & o!r happ5+s h %[n y t age is n necess>ily ano!r "n = sapi5ce2 t our avoidance ( frankness 9 life & 9 ! arts is (t51 b n s (t5 z y ?9k1 a c[>dly way ( %irk+ unpalatable tru?s1 & t y h tak5 u (f our p$e/als because we look m natural on ! gr\nd4 ,y :o are at ! ra% age ev5 accuse y\r eld]s1 sometimes n )\t ju/ification1 ( be+ m ra% ?an y\rselves4 ',if ,y\? b only knew1' we us$ to tea* y to s+2 b n[1 j because ,y\? has be5 to ! w>1 x wants to *ange ! next l9e into ',if ,age _h only to d4' ,9 s f> z ?is attitude ( y\rs is m]ely passive1 sull51 negative1 z x ma9ly is1 despair+ ( our capacity & anticipat+ a future ( gloom1 x is no game = man or woman4 ,x is c]ta9ly ! opposite ( t = :i* ,i plead4 ,d n /& alo(1 despis+1 disbeliev+1 b come 9 & help--insi/ on com+ 9 & help+4 ,aft] all1 we h %[n a good deal ( c\rage2 & y\r "p is to add a great] c\rage to x4 ,!re are glori\s ye>s ly+ ahead ( y if y *oose to make !m glori\s4 ,god's 9 ,8 ,heav5 /ill4 ,s =w>d1 brave he>ts4 ,to :at adv5tures ,i _c tell1 b ,i "k t y\r ,god is wat*+ to see :e!r y are adv5tur\s4 ,i "k t ! great p>tn]%ip is only a fir/ /ep1 b ,i d n "k :at are to be ! next & ! next4 ,! p>tn]%ip is b a tool2 :at are y to d ) x8 ,v little1 ,i w>n y1 if y are m]ely ?9k+ ( y\rselves2 mu* if :at is at ! m>r[ ( y\r ?\ghts is a future t ev5 y c sc>cely hope to see4 ,le>n z a beg9n+ h[ _w-%ak+ situations arise & h[ !y may be c\nt]$4 ,d\bt all y\r bett]s :o w\ld d5y y t "r ( p>tn]%ip4 ,beg9 by d\bt+ all su* 9 high places-- except1 ( c\rse1 y\r pr(essors4 ,b d\bt all o!r pr(essors-- yet n conceit$ly1 z "s d1 ) _! noses 9 ! air2 avoid all su* physical risks4 ,if x necessitates y\r pu%+ "s ( u out ( our places1 /ill pu%2 y w f9d x ne$s "s %ov+4 ,b ! ?+s c\rage c d6 ,! ?+s t ev5 incompet5ce c d if x works ) s+l5ess ( purpose4 ,! w> has done at lea/ "o big ?+3 x has tak5 spr+ out ( ! ye>4 ,&1 ?is accompli%$1 our lead+ p are amaz$ to f9d t ! o!r seasons are n conduct+ !mselves z usual4 ,! spr+ ( ! ye> lies buri$ 9 ! fields ( ,france & else:]e4 ,by ! "t ! next eruption comes x may be y :o are responsible = x & y\r sons :o are 9 ! lava4 ,all1 p]haps1 because ?is ye> y let ?+s slide4 ,we are a nice & k9dly p1 b x is already evid5t t we are /eal+ back into ! old grooves1 seek+ cu%ions = our old bones1 r ?an attempt+ to build up a fair] future4 ,t is :at we mean :5 we say t ! c\ntry is settl+ d[n4 ,make ha/e1 or y w become l u1 ) only ! ?+ we pr\dly call exp]i5ce to add to y\r /ock1 a poor ex*ange = ! g5]\s feel+s t "t w take away4 ,we h no int5tion ( giv+ y y\r %>e4 ,look ar\nd & see h[ mu* %>e ,y\? has n[ t ! w> is ov]4 ,y got a h&some %>e :ile x la/$4 ,i expect we %all beat y2 unless y\r =titude be d\bly gird$ by a desire to s5d a message ( *e] to y\r bro!rs :o fell1 ! only message1 ,i believe1 = :i* !y crave2 !y are n worry+ ab\t _! ,aunt ,jane4 ,!y want to "k if y h le>n$ wisely f :at befell !m2 if y h1 !y w be brac$ 9 ! feel+ t !y did n die 9 va94 ,"s ( !m ?9k !y did4 ,!y w n take our ^w = x t !y did n4 ,y are _! liv+ image2 !y "k y c\ld n lie to !m1 b !y di/ru/ our flatt]y & our cunn+ faces4 ,to u !y h pass$ away2 b are y :o /epp$ into _! h]itage only ye/]day1 ^: books are sc>cely cold to _! h&s1 y :o /ill he> _! cries be+ bl[n across ! l9ks--are y already relegat+ !m to ! %ades8 ,! gaps !y h left 9 ?is ,univ]sity are among ! mo/ hon\rable ( h] w\nds4 ,b we are n "h to acclaim !m4 ,:]e !y are n[1 h]o is1 ,i ?9k1 a v little ^w4 ,!y call to y to f9d out 9 "t ! tru? ab\t ?is great game1 :i* y\r eld]s play = /akes & ,y\? plays = its life4 ,i d n "k :e!r y are gr[n a little tir$ ( t ^w h]o1 b ,i am sure ! h]oes are4 ,t is ! subject ( "o ( our unf9i%$ plays2 ,m',conna*ie is ! "o :o writes ! plays4 ,if any "o ( y "h proposes to be a playwright y c take ?is = y\r own & f9i% x4 ,! sc5e is a s*ool1 s*oolma/]s pres5t1 b if y l y c\ld make x a univ]sity1 pr(essors pres5t4 ,!y are discuss+ an illum9at$ scroll ab\t a /ud5t fall5 9 ! w>1 :i* !y h k9dly pres5t$ to 8 p>5ts2 & unexpect$ly ! p>5ts ent]4 ,!y are an old pair1 backb5t1 !y h be5 /alw>ts 9 _! day b h n[ gone small2 !y are poor1 b n s poor t !y c\ld n s5d _! boy to college4 ,!y are 9 black1 n su* a ru/y black ei!r1 & y may be sure %e is ! "o :o kn[s :at to d ) 8 hat4 ,_! faces are gn>l$1 ,i suppose--b ,i d n ne$ to describe t pair to ,scotti% /ud5ts4 ,!y h come to ?ank ! ,s5atus = _! lovely scroll & to ask !m to te> x up4 ,at fir/ !y _h be5 enam\r$ to read ( :at a s*ol> _! son 01 h[ noble & ador$ by all4 ,b soon a fog settl$ ov] !m1 = ?is gr& p]son 0 n ! boy !y knew4 ,he _h _m a fault well kn[n to !m2 he 0 n always s noble2 z a s*ol> he did no m ?an scrape ?r\gh2 & he sometimes made 8 fa!r rage & 8 "m grieve4 ,!y _h lik$ to talk su* memories z ^! toge!r1 & smile ov] !m1 z if !y 7 bits ( him he _h left ly+ ab\t ! h\se4 ,s ?ank y k9dly1 & w\ld y please give !m back _! boy by te>+ up ! scroll8 ,i see no?+ else = our dramati/ to d4 ,i ?9k he %\ld ask an alumna ( ,/4 ,&rews to play ! old lady 7indicat+ ,miss ,ell5 ,t]ry74 ,! lovelie/ ( all "y actresses1 ! de>e/ ( all old ones2 x seems only ye/]day t all ! m5 ( imag9ation propos$ to _! belov$s 9 "s su* fr5zi$ words z ^!1 ',z ,i c't get ,miss ,t]ry1 may ,i h y8' ,?is play might become hi/orical z ! op5+ ( y\r propag&a 9 ! propos$ campaign4 ,h[ to make a practical advance8 ,! ,league ( ,nations is a v f9e ?+1 b x _c save y1 because x w be run by u4 ,bew>e y\r bett]s br++ pres5ts4 ,:at is want$ is some?+ run by y\rselves4 ,y h m 9 common ) ! ,y\? ( o!r l&s ?an ,y\? & ,age c ev] h ) ea* o!r2 ev5 ! ho/ile c\ntries s5t out _m a son v l ours1 f ! same sort ( homes1 ! same sort ( univ]sities1 :o _h z little to d z our y\? _h ) ! orig9 ( ! great adv5ture4 ,c we d\bt t _m ( ^! on bo? sides :o h gone ov] & 7 once oppon5ts are n[ fri5ds8 ,y ought to h a ,league ( ,y\? ( all c\ntries z y\r beg9n+1 ready to say to all ,gov]nm5ts1 ',we w fight ea* o!r b only :5 we are sure ( ! necessity4' ,are y equal to y\r job1 y "y m58 ,if n1 ,i call ^u ! r$-g[n$ wom5 to lead ! way4 ,i s\nd to myself z if ,i 7 advocat+ a rebellion1 ?\gh ,i am really ask+ = a l>g] fri5d%ip4 ,p]haps ,i may be arre/$ on leav+ ! hall4 ,9 su* a cause ,i %\ld ?9k t ,i _h at la/ prov$ myself wor?y to be y\r ,rector4 ,y w h to "w h>d] ?an ev]1 b possibly n s mu* at ! same ?+s2 m at mod]n languages c]ta9ly if y are to discuss t ,league ( ,y\? ) ! /ud5ts ( o!r nations :5 !y come ov] to ,/4 ,&rews = ! ,conf]5ce4 ,i am f> f tak+ a side aga9/ ! classics4 ,i %\ld z soon argue aga9/ y\r hav+ tops to y\r heads2 t way lie ! be/ tops4 ,sci5ce1 too1 has at la/ come to its own 9 ,/4 ,&rews4 ,x is ! sure/ means ( tea*+ y h[ to "k :at y mean :5 y say4 ,s y w h to "w h>d]4 ,isaak ,walton quotes ! say+ t d\btless ! ,almighty c\ld h creat$ a f9] fruit ?an ! /rawb]ry1 b t d\btless also ,he nev] did4 ,d\btless also ,he c\ld h provid$ u ) bett] fun ?an h>d "w1 b ,i don't "k :at x is4 ,to be born poor is probably ! next be/ ?+4 ,! greate/ glory t has ev] come to me 0 to be swall[$ up 9 ,london1 n kn[+ a s\l1 ) no means ( subsi/5ce1 & ! fun ( work+ till ! />s w5t out4 ,to h kn[n any "o w\ld h spoilt x4 ,i did n ev5 q "k ! language4 ,i rang = my boots1 & !y ?\ght ,i said a glass ( wat]1 s ,i drank ! wat] & work$ on4 ,!re 0 no food 9 ! cupbo>d1 s ,i did n ne$ to wa/e "t 9 eat+4 ,! pangs & agonies :5 no pro( came4 ,h[ c\rte\sly tol]ant 0 ,i ( ! po/man )\t a pro( = u2 h[ ,m',conna*ie1 on ! o!r h&1 want$ to pun* 8 head4 ,! magic days :5 our article appe>$ 9 an ev5+ pap]4 ,! promptitude ) :i* ,i c\nt$ ! l9es to see h[ mu* we %\ld get = x4 ,!n ,m',conna*ie's sup]b air ( dropp+ x into ! gutt]4 ,oh1 to be a free lance ( j\rnalism aga9--t d>l+ jade6 ,^? 7 days4 ,too good to la/4 ,let u be grave4 ,"h comes a ,rector4 ,b n[1 on reflection1 a dreadful s9k+ assails me1 t ?is 0 n really "w4 ,! arti/ic call+s--y rememb] h[ ,/ev5son ?ump$ !m--are m]ely do+ :at y are clamor\s to be at2 x is n real "w unless y w\ld r be do+ some?+ else4 ,my s-call$ lab\rs 7 j ,m',conna*ie runn+ away ) me aga94 ,/ill1 ,i h sometimes work$2 = in/ance1 ,i feel t ,i am work+ at ?is mom5t4 ,& ! big guns are 9 ! same plight z ! little ones4 ,c>lyle1 ! k+ ( all rectors1 has always be5 accept$ z ! ar*-apo/le ( toil1 & has regi/]$ 8 _m woes4 ,b x w n d4 ,despite sickness1 poorti?1 want & all1 he 0 gr9d+ all 8 life at ! "o job he revell$ 94 ,an extraord9>ily happy man1 ?\gh !re is no direct pro( t he ?\ght s4 ,!re mu/ be _m m5 9 o!r call+s besides ! arts laud$ z h>d work]s :o are m]ely out = enjoym5t4 ,our ,*ancellor8 7indicat+ ,"l ,haig74 ,if our ,*ancellor has always a passion to be a soldi]1 we mu/ reconsid] him z a work]4 ,ev5 our ,pr9cipal8 ,h[ ab\t ! light t burns 9 our ,pr9cipal's room aft] dec5t p h gone to b$8 ,if we c\ld climb up & look 9--,i %\ld l to d some?+ ( t k9d = ! la/ "t--%\ld we f9d him engag$ 9 hone/ toil1 or guiltily engross$ 9 *emi/ry8 ,y w all fall into "o ( ^? two call+s1 ! joy\s or ! uncong5ial2 & "o wi%es y into ! fir/1 ?\gh our sympa?y1 our e/eem1 mu/ g r to ! less =tunate1 ! brav] ones :o 'turn _! necessity to glori\s ga9' aft] !y h put away _! dreams4 ,to ! o!rs w g ! easy prizes ( life1 success1 :i* has become a some:at odi\s onion n[adays1 *iefly because we s (t5 give ! "n to ! wrong ?+4 ,:5 y rea* ! ev5+ ( y\r days y w1 ,i ?9k1 see--)1 ,i hope1 becom+ *e]fulness--t we are all failures1 at lea/ all ! be/ ( u4 ,! greate/ ,scotsman t ev] liv$ wrote himself d[n a failure3 ',! poor inhabitant bel[ ,0 quick to le>n & wise to "k ,& ke5ly felt ! fri5dly gl[ ,& s(t] flame4 ,b ?\ghtless follies laid him l[1 ,& /a9$ 8 "n4' ,p]haps ! sadde/ l9es 9 poetry1 writt5 by a man :o c\ld make ?+s new = ! gods !mselves4 ,if y want to avoid be+ l ,burns !re are sev]al possible ways4 ,?us y might copy u1 z we %9e =? 9 our publi%$ memoirs1 practically )\t a flaw4 ,no "o s obscure n[adays b t he c h a book ab\t him4 ,happy ! l& t c produce su* subjects = ! p54 ,b d n put y\r photograph at all ages into y\r autobiography4 ,t may br+ y to ! gr\nd4 ',my ,life2 & :at ,i h done ) x'2 t is ! sort ( title1 b x is ! photographs t give away :at y h done ) x4 ,grim ?+s1 ^? portraits2 if y c\ld read ! language ( !m y w\ld (t5 f9d x unnecess>y to read ! book4 ,! face itself1 ( c\rse1 is /ill m tell-tale1 = x is ! record ( all "o's pa/ life4 ,!re ! man /&s 9 ! dock1 page by page2 we ought to be able to see ea* *apt] ( him melt+ into ! next l ! figures 9 ! c9ematograph4 ,ev5 ! y\nge/ ( y has got ?r\gh "s *apt]s already4 ,:5 y g home = ! next vacation someone is sure to say ',john has *ang$ a little2 ,i don't q see 9 :at way1 b he has *ang$4' ,y rememb] !y said t la/ vacation4 ,p]haps x means t y look less l y\r fa!r4 ,?9k t out4 ,i c\ld say "s nice ?+s ( y\r bett]s if ,i *ose4 ,9 y\? y t5d to look r frequ5tly into a mirror1 n at all necess>ily f vanity4 ,y say to y\rself1 ',:at an int]e/+ face2 ,i wond] :at he is to be up to8' ,y\r eld]s d n look into ! mirror s (t54 ,we "k :at he has be5 up to4 ,z yet !re is un=tunately no sci5ce ( read+ o!r p's faces2 ,i ?9k a *air = ?is %\ld be f\nd$ 9 ,/4 ,&rews4 ,! new pr(essor w ne$ to be a sublime philosoph]1 & = obvi\s reasons he ought to we> spectacles be=e 8 s5ior class4 ,x w be a glori\sly optimi/ic *air1 = he c tell 8 /ud5ts ! gl[+ tru?1 t :at _! faces are to be l pres5tly dep5ds ma9ly on !mselves4 ,ma9ly1 n altoge!r-- ',i am ! ma/] ( my fate1 ,i am ! capta9 ( my s\l4' ,i f\nd ! o!r day an old lett] f ,h5ley t told me ( ! circum/ances 9 :i* he wrote t poem4 ',i 0 a pati5t1' he writes1 '9 ! old infirm>y ( ,ed9burgh4 ,i _h he>d vaguely ( ,li/]1 & w5t !re z a sort ( =lorn hope on ! *ance ( sav+ my foot4 ,! great surgeon receiv$ me1 z he did & does ev]ybody1 ) ! greate/ k9dness1 & = tw5ty mon?s ,i lay 9 "o or o!r w>d ( ! old place "u 8 c>e4 ,x 0 a desp]ate bus9ess1 b he sav$ my foot1 & "h ,i am4' ,!re he 01 ladies & g5tlem51 & :at he 0 do+ dur+ t 'desp]ate bus9ess' 0 s++ t he 0 ma/] ( 8 fate4 ,if y want an example ( c\rage try ,h5ley4 ,or ,/ev5son4 ,i c\ld tell y "s /ories abut ^! two1 b !y w\ld n be dull en\gh = a rectorial address4 ,= c\rage1 aga91 take ,m]$i?1 ^: laugh 0 'z broad z a ?\s& beeves at pa/ure4' ,take1 z ,i ?9k1 ! greate/ figure lit]ature has /ill left u1 to be add$ to-day to ! roll ( ,/4 ,&rews' alumni1 ?\gh x mu/ be 9 abs5ce4 ,! pomp & circum/ance ( w> w pass1 & all o!rs n[ alive may fade f ! sc5e1 b ,i ?9k ! quiet figure ( ,h>dy w live on4 ,i seem to be tak+ all my examples f ! call+ ,i 0 lately pret5d+ to despise4 ,i %\ld l to read y "s passages ( a lett] f a man ( ano!r call+1 :i* ,i ?9k w he>t5 y4 ,i h ! little filmy %eets "h4 ,i ?\ght y might l to see ! actual lett]2 x has be5 a long j\rney2 x has be5 to ! ,s\? ,pole4 ,x is a lett] to me f ,capta9 ,scott ( ! ,ant>ctic1 & 0 writt5 9 ! t5t y "k (1 :]e x 0 f\nd long aft]w>ds ) 8 body & ^? ( "s o!r v gallant g5tlem51 8 comrades4 ,! writ+ is 9 p5cil1 /ill q cle>1 ?\gh t[>d ! end "s ( ! words trail away z into ! great sil5ce t 0 wait+ = !m4 ,x beg9s3 ',we are pegg+ out 9 a v com=tless spot4 ,hop+ ?is lett] may be f\nd & s5t to y1 ,i write y a ^w ( f>ewell4 ,i want y to ?9k well ( me & my end4' 7,aft] aome private in/ructions too intimate to read1 he goes on73 ',goodbye--,i am n at all afraid ( ! end1 b sad to miss _m a simple pleasure :i* ,i _h plann$ = ! future 9 our long m>*es4 4 4 4 ,we are 9 a desp]ate /ate--feet froz51 etc41 no fuel1 & a long way f food1 b x w\ld d y\r he>t good to be 9 our t5t1 to he> our songs & our *e]y conv]sation4 4 4 4 ,lat]--7x is "h t ! words become difficult7--,we are v ne> ! end4 4 4 4 ,we did int5d to f9i% ourselves :5 ?+s prov$ l ?is1 b we h decid$ to die naturally )\t4' ,i ?9k x may uplift y all to /& = a mom5t by t t5t & li/51 z he says1 to _! songs & *e]y conv]sation4 ,:5 ,i ?9k ( ,scott ,i rememb] ! /range ,alp9e /ory ( ! y\? :o fell d[n a glaci] & 0 lo/1 & ( h[ a sci5tific companion1 "o ( sev]al :o accompani$ him1 all "y1 comput$ t ! body w\ld aga9 appe> at a c]ta9 date & place _m ye>s aft]w>ds4 ,:5 t "t came r\nd "s ( ! survivors return$ to ! glaci] to see if ! pr$iction w\ld be fulfill$2 all old m5 n[2 & ! body reappe>$ z "y z on ! day he left !m4 ,s ,scott & 8 comrades em]ge out ( ! :ite imm5sities always "y4 ,h[ comely a ?+ is affliction borne *e]fully1 :i* is n beyond ! rea* ( ! humble/ ( u4 ,:at is beauty8 ,x is ^! h>d-bitt5 m5 s++ c\rage to y f _! t5t2 x is ! waves ( _! isl& home croon+ ( _! de$s to y :o are to foll[ !m4 ,sometimes beauty boils ov] & !m spirits are abroad4 ,ages may pass z we look or li/51 = "t is annihilat$4 ,!re is a v old leg5d told to me by ,nans5 ! explor]--,i l well to be 9 ! company ( explor]s--! leg5d ( a monk :o _h w&]$ into ! fields & a l>k began to s+4 ,he _h nev] he>d a l>k be=e1 & he /ood !re entranc$ until ! bird & its song _h become "p ( ! heav5s4 ,!n he w5t back to ! mona/]y & f\nd !re a doorkeep] :om he did n "k & :o did n "k him4 ,o!r monks came1 & !y 7 all /rang]s to him4 ,he told !m he 0 ,fa!r ,anselm1 b t 0 no help4 ,f9ally !y look$ ?r\gh ! books ( ! mona/]y1 & ^! reveal$ t !re _h be5 a ,fa!r ,anselm !re a hundr$ or m ye>s be=e4 ,"t _h be5 blott$ out :ile he li/5$ to ! l>k4 ,t1 ,i suppose1 0 a case ( beauty boil+ ov]1 or a s\l boil+ ov]2 p]haps ! same ?+4 ,!n spirits walk4 ,!y mu/ sometimes walk ,/4 ,&rews4 ,i d n mean ! gho/s ( que5s or prelates1 b "o t keeps /ep1 z s(t z sn[1 ) "s poor /ud5t4 ,he sometimes cat*es sight ( x4 ,t is :y 8 fell[s c nev] q t\* him1 _! be/ belov$2 he half kn[s some?+ ( :i* !y "k no?+--! secret t is hidd5 9 ! face ( ! ,monna ,lisa4 ,z ,i see him1 life is s beautiful to him t its proportions are mon/r\s4 ,p]haps 8 *ildhood may h be5 ov]full ( gladness2 !y don't l t4 ,if ! seek]s 7 k9d he is ! "o = :om ! flags ( 8 college w\ld fly "o day4 ,b ! seek] ,i am ?9k+ ( is unfri5dly1 & s our /ud5t is '! lad t w nev] be told4' ,he (t5 gaily =gets1 & ?9ks he has sla9 8 foe by d>+ him1 l him :o1 dread+ wat]1 0 always ! fir/ to leap into x4 ,"o c see him s]5e1 a/ride a ,scot* cliff1 s++ to ! sun ! f>ewell ?anks ( a boy3 ',?ron$ on a cliff s]5e ,man saw ! sun hold a r$ tor* above ! f>!/ seas1 & ! fi]ce isl& p9nacles put on 9 8 def5ce _! sombre panoplies2 ,=emo/ ! :ite mi/s eddi$1 trail$ & spun l seek]s1 emul\s to clasp 8 knees1 till all ! beauty ( ! sc5e seem$ "o1 l$ by ! secret :isp]s ( ! breeze4 ',! sun's tor* sudd5ly fla%$ ^u 8 face & di$2 & he sat cont5t 9 subject night & dream$ ( an old dead foe t _h s\ght & f\nd him2 a bea/ /irr$ bodly 9 8 re/+-place2 ,& ! cold came2 ,man rose to 8 ma/]-height1 %iv]$1 & turn$ away2 b ! mi/s 7 r\nd him4' ,if !re is any ( y "h s r>e t ! seek]s h tak5 an ill-w to him1 z to ! boy :o wrote ^? l9es1 ,i ask y to be c>eful4 ,h5ley says 9 t poem we 7 speak+ (3 ',"u ! bludgeon+s ( ,*ance ,my head is bloody b unb[$4' ,a f9e m\?ful1 b p]haps ',my head is bloody & b[$' is bett]4 ,let u get back to t t5t ) its songs & *e]y conv]sation4 ,c\rage4 ,i d n ?9k x is to be got by y\r becom+ solemn-sides be=e y\r "t4 ,y mu/ h be5 w>n$ aga9/ lett+ ! gold5 h\rs slip by4 ,yes1 b "s ( !m are gold5 only because we let !m slip4 ,dilig5ce--ambition2 noble words1 b only if 't\*$ to f9e issues4' ,prizes may be dross1 le>n+ lumb]1 unless !y br+ y into ! ar5a ) increas$ und]/&+4 ,hank] n too mu* aft] worldly prosp]ity--t corpul5t cig>2 if y became a millionaire y w\ld probably g swimm+ ar\nd = m l a diseas$ goldfi%4 ,look to x t :at y are do+ is n m]ely toddl+ to a compet5cy4 ,p]haps t mu/ be y\r fate1 b fight x & !n1 ?\gh y fail1 y may /ill be among ! elect ( :om we h spok54 ,_m a brave man has _h to come to x at la/4 ,b !re are ! complac5t toddl]s f ! />t4 ,fav\r !m n1 ladies1 especially n[ t e "o ( y c>ries a possible m>e*al's baton "u h] g[n4 ',happy1' x has be5 said by a di/+ui%$ man1 'is he :o c leave college ) an unreproa*+ consci5ce & an unsulli$ he>t4' ,i don't "k2 he s\nds to me l a sloppy1 wat]y sort ( fell[2 happy1 p]haps1 b if !re be r$ blood 9 him impossible4 ,be n di%e>t5$ by ideals ( p]fection :i* c be a*iev$ only by ^? :o run away4 ,nature1 t '?rifty goddess1' nev] gave y '! smalle/ scruple ( h] excell5ce' = t4 ,:atev] bludgeon+s may be ga!r+ = y1 ,i ?9k "o feels m poignantly at y\r age ?an ev] aga9 9 life4 ,y h n our ,decemb] roses to help y2 b y h ,june com+1 ^: roses d n wond]1 z d ours ev5 :ile !y give u _! fragrance--wond]+ mo/ :5 !y give u mo/--t we %\ld l+] on an empty sc5e4 ,x may inde$ be mon/r\s b possibly c\rage\s4 ,c\rage is ! ?+4 ,all goes if c\rage goes4 ,:at says our glori\s ,johnson ( c\rage3 ',unless a man has t virtue he has no security = pres]v+ any o!r4' ,we %\ld ?ank our ,creator ?ree times daily = c\rage in/ead ( = our bread1 :i*1 if we "w1 is surely ! "o ?+ we h a "r to claim ( ,him4 ,?is c\rage is a pro( ( our immortality1 great] ev5 ?an g>d5s ':5 ! eve is cool4' ,pray = x4 ',:o rises f pray] a bett] man1 8 pray] is answ]$4' ,be n m]ely c\rage\s1 b light-he>t$ & gay4 ,!re is an (fic] :o 0 ! fir/ ( our ,army to l& at ,gallipoli4 ,he 0 dropp$ ov]bo>d to light decoys on ! %ore1 s z to deceive ! ,turks z to :]e ! l&+ 0 to be4 ,he pu%$ a raft conta9+ ^! 9 front ( him4 ,x 0 a fro/y night1 & he 0 nak$ & pa9t$ black4 ,fir+ f ! %ips 0 go+ on all ar\nd4 ,x 0 a two-h\rs' swim 9 pit* d>kness4 ,he did x1 crawl$ ?r\gh ! scrub to li/5 to ! talk ( ! enemy1 :o 7 s ne> t he c\ld h %ak5 h&s ) !m1 lit 8 decoys & swam back4 ,he seems to look on ?is z a gay affair4 ,he is a ,v4,c4 n[1 & y w\ld n ?9k to look at him t he c\ld ev] h pres5t$ su* a disreputable appe>ance4 ,w\ld y8 7indicat+ ,colonel ,freyb]g74 ,^? m5 ( :om ,i h be5 speak+ z ! k9d to fill ! fife c\ld all be light-he>t$ on occasion4 ,i rememb] ,scott by ,highl& /reams try+ to r\se me by ma9ta9+ t haggis is boil$ bagpipes2 ,h5ley 9 dispute z to :e!r1 say1 ,turg5ieff or ,tol/oi c\ld hang ! o!r on 8 wat*-*a92 he sometimes cl5*$ ! argum5t by ca/+ 8 crut* at y2 ,/ev5son respond$ 9 ! same gay _s by giv+ t crut* to ,john ,silv]2 y rememb] ) :at adequate results4 ,y mu/ cultivate ?is light-he>t$ness if y are to hang y\r bett]s on y\r wat*-*a9s4 ,dr4 ,johnson--let u h him aga9-- does n seem to h discov]$ 9 8 travels t ! ,scots are a light-he>t$ nation4 ,boswell took him to task = say+ t ! dea? ( ,g>rick _h eclips$ ! gaiety ( nations4 ',well1 sir1' ,johnson said1 '!re may be occasions :5 x is p]missible to1' etc4 ,b ,boswell w\ld n let g4 ',i _c see1 sir1 h[ x c\ld 9 any case h eclips$ ! gaiety ( nations1 z ,engl& 0 ! only nation be=e :om he _h ev] play$4' ,johnson 0 really /ymi$1 b y w\ld nev] h kn[n x4 ',well1 sir1' he said1 hol+ out1 ',i und]/& t ,g>rick once play$ 9 ,scotl&1 & if ,scotl& has any gaiety to eclipse1 :i*1 sir1 ,i d5y----' ,prove ,johnson wrong = once at ! ,/ud5ts' ,union & 9 y\r o!r societies4 ,i mu* regret t !re 0 no ,/ud5ts' ,union at ,ed9burgh 9 my "t4 ,i hope y are fairly noisy & t memb]s are sometimes let out4 ,d y keep to ! old topics8 ,k+ ,*>les's head2 & ,bacon wrote ,%akespe>e1 or if he did n he miss$ ! opportunity ( 8 life4 ,don't =get to speak scornfully ( ! ,victorian age2 !re w be "t = meekness :5 y try to bett] x4 ,v soon y w be ,victorian or t sort ( ?+ y\rselves2 next session probably1 :5 ! fre%m5 come up4 ,aft]w>ds1 if y g 9 = my sort ( call+1 don't beg9 by ?9k+ y are ! la/ ^w 9 art2 q possibly y are n2 /eady y\rself by rememb]+ t !re 7 great m5 be=e ,william ,k4 ,smi?4 ,make m]ry :ile y may4 ,yet light-he>t$ness is n = ev] & a day4 ,at its be/ x is ! gay companion ( innoc5ce2 & :5 innoc5ce goes-- z x mu/ g--!y soon trip (f toge!r1 look+ = some?+ y\ng]4 ,b c\rage comes all ! way3 ',fight on1 my m51 says ,sir ,&rew ,b>ton1 ,i am hurt1 b ,i am n sla9e2 ,i'll lie me d[n & ble$ a-:ile1 ,& !n ,i'll rise & fight aga9e4' ,ano!r piece ( advice2 almo/ my la/4 ,= reasons y may guess ,i mu/ give ?is 9 a l[ voice4 ,bew>e ( ,m',conna*ie4 ,:5 ,i look 9 a mirror n[ x is 8 face ,i see4 ,i speak ) 8 voice4 ,i once _h a voice ( my own1 b n[adays ,i he> x f f> away only1 a melan*oly1 lonely1 lo/ little pipe4 ,i want$ to be an explor]1 b he will$ o!rwise4 ,y w all h y\r ,m',conna*ies lur+ y (f ! high road4 ,unless y are con/antly on ! wat*1 y w f9d t he has sl[ly pu%$ y out ( y\rself & tak5 y\r place4 ,he has r done = me4 ,i ?9k 9 8 y\? he mu/ someh[ h guess$ ! future & be5 fleggit by x1 fli*t]$ f ! ne/ l a bird1 & s our eggs 7 left1 cold4 ,he has clung to me1 less f mis*ief ?an = companion%ip2 ,i half l him & 8 p5ny :i/le2 ) all 8 faults he is z ,scot* z peat2 he :isp]$ to me j n[ t y elect$ him1 n me1 z y\r ,rector4 ,a f9al pass+ ?\ght4 ,7 an old /ud5t giv5 an h\r 9 :i* to revisit ! ,/4 ,&rews ( 8 day1 w\ld he sp5d m ?an half ( x at lectures8 ,he is m likely to be he>d clatt]+ up b>e /airs 9 se>* ( old companions4 ,b if y c\ld *oose y\r h\r f all ! five hundr$ ye>s ( ?is seat ( le>n+1 w&]+ at y\r w f "o age to ano!r1 h[ w\ld y sp5d x8 ,a fasc9at+ !me2 s _m notable %ades at once a/ir t ,/4 ,leon>d's & ,/4 ,m>y's gr[ murky ) !m4 ,hamilton1 ,melville1 ,%>pe1 ,*alm]s1 d[n to ,h]kless1 t di/+ui%$ ,pr9cipal1 ripe s*ol> & w>m fri5d1 ! loss ( :om ,i deeply deplore ) y4 ,i ?9k if t h\r 7 m9e1 & ?\gh at ,/4 ,&rews he 0 b a pass]-by1 ,i w\ld give a h&some "p ( x to a walk ) ,doctor ,johnson4 ,i %\ld l to h ! "t ( day pass$ to me 9 twelve languages by ! ,admirable ,cri*ton4 ,a wave ( ! h& to ,&rew ,lang2 & !n = ! ar*]y butts ) ! gay ,montrose1 all a-ruffl$ & r+$1 & 9 ! gallant ,/4 ,&rews /ud5t mann]1 cont9u$ z ,i und]/& to ?is pres5t day1 scatt]+ l>gess z he rides along1 ',b :]e is n[ ! c\rtly tr\pe ,t once w5t rid+ by8 ,i miss ! curls ( ,cantel\pe1 ,! laugh ( ,lady ,di4' ,we h /ill left "t = a visit to a h\se 9 ,s\? ,/reet1 h>d by ,/4 ,leon>d's4 ,i d n mean ! h\se y mean4 ,i am a ,knox man4 ,b little w t avail1 = ,m',conna*ie is a ,que5 ,m>y man4 ,s1 aft] all1 x is at h] door we *ap1 a la/ futile ef=t to br+ t woman to heel4 ,"o m h\se ( call1 a /ud5t's room1 also 9 ,s\? ,/reet4 ,i h *os5 my /ud5t1 y see1 & ,i h *os5 well2 him t sang-- ',life has n s9ce be5 :olly va91 ,& n[ ,i be> ,( wisdom pluck$ f joy & pa9 ,"s sl5d] %>e4 ',b h[soev] ri* ! /ore1 ,i'd lay x d[n ,to feel ^u my back once m ,! old r$ g[n4' ,well1 we h at la/ come to an end4 ,"s ( y may rememb] :5 ,i began ?is address2 we are all old] n[4 ,i ?ank y = y\r pati5ce4 ,?is is my fir/ & la/ public appe>ance1 & ,i nev] c\ld or w\ld h made x except to a ga!r+ ( ,scotti% /ud5ts4 ,if ,i h conceal$ my emotions 9 address+ y x is only ! ?rawn national way t deceives ev]ybody except ,scotsm54 ,i h n be5 z dull z ,i c\ld h wi%$ to be2 b look+ at y\r gl[+ faces *e]fulness & hope w\ld keep break+ ?r\gh4 ,despite ! imp]fections ( y\r bett]s we leave y a great inh]itance1 = :i* o!rs w "o day call y to acc\nt4 ,y come ( a race ( m5 ! v w9d ( ^: "n has swept to ! ultimate seas4 ,rememb]-- ',heav5 do? ) u z we ) tor*es d1 ,n light !m = !mselves4 4 4 4' ,mighty are ! ,univ]sities ( ,scotl&1 & !y w prevail4 ,b ev5 9 y\r highe/ exultations nev] =get t !y are n f\r1 b five4 ,! greate/ ( !m is ! poor1 pr\d homes y come out (1 :i* said s long ago3 ',!re %all be education 9 ?is l&4' ,%e1 n ,/4 ,&rews1 is ! olde/ ,univ]sity 9 ,scotl&1 & all ! o!rs are h] :elps4 ,9 bidd+ y good-bye1 my la/ words mu/ be ( ! lovely virtue4 ,c\rage1 my *ildr5 & 'greet ! unse5 ) a *e]4' ',fight on1 my m51' said ,sir ,&rew ,b>ton4 ,fight on--y-- = ! old r$ g[n till ! :i/le bl[s4